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diff --git a/77316-h/77316-h.htm b/77316-h/77316-h.htm new file mode 100644 index 0000000..29e804b --- /dev/null +++ b/77316-h/77316-h.htm @@ -0,0 +1,469 @@ +<!DOCTYPE html> +<html lang="en"> +<head> + <meta charset="UTF-8"> + <title> + Memorium | Project Gutenberg + </title> + <link rel="icon" href="images/cover.jpg" type="image/x-cover"> + <style> + +body { + margin-left: 10%; + margin-right: 10%; +} + + h1,h2,h3,h4,h5,h6 { + text-align: center; /* all headings centered */ + clear: both; +} + +p { + margin-top: .51em; + text-align: justify; + margin-bottom: .49em; +} + +.p5 {font-size: 1.5em;} + +hr { + width: 33%; + margin-top: 2em; + margin-bottom: 2em; + margin-left: 33.5%; + margin-right: 33.5%; + clear: both; +} + +hr.chap {width: 65%; margin-left: 17.5%; margin-right: 17.5%;} +@media print { hr.chap {display: none; visibility: hidden;} } + +div.chapter {page-break-before: always;} +h2.nobreak {page-break-before: avoid;} + + +table { + margin-left: auto; + margin-right: auto; +} + +.blockquot { + margin-left: 5%; + margin-right: 10%; +} + +.center {text-align: center;} + +figcaption {font-weight: bold;} + +/* Images */ + +img { + max-width: 100%; + height: auto; +} +img.w100 {width: 100%;} + + +.figcenter { + margin: auto; + text-align: center; + page-break-inside: avoid; + max-width: 100%; +} + + +/* Transcriber's notes */ +.transnote {background-color: #E6E6FA; + color: black; + font-size:small; + padding:0.5em; + margin-bottom:5em; + font-family:sans-serif, serif; +} + + +/* Illustration classes */ +.illowe26_9375 {width: 26.9375em;} + </style> +</head> +<body> +<div style='text-align:center'>*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 77316 ***</div> + +<figure class="figcenter illowe26_9375" id="cover600"> + <img class="w100" src="images/cover600.jpg" alt=""> +</figure> + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"><div class="chapter"></div> + +<h1> +Memorium +</h1> + +<p class="center p5"> +by <strong>Basil Wells</strong> +</p> + + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"><div class="chapter"></div> +<div class="blockquot"> +<p>An old man’s memories may be +filled with bitterness. But +faithfully recorded, they may +change the future of mankind.</p> +</div> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p><i>Did you ever wonder what would happen if the thoughts of every man, +woman and child on Earth were set down in black and white for future +historians to read? Or even present-day historians—or your next door +neighbor? Could you endure having all of your thoughts laid bare, +from the cradle to the grave? Wait before you answer. Basil Wells may +persuade you to change your mind</i>.</p> +</div> +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"><div class="chapter"></div> + +<p>“Tell me about Gramr, +Granthr,” the thin-faced little boy +demanded. “You promised to tell +me about my three Gramrs.”</p> + +<p>Vance Norall’s attention snapped +reluctantly back to his visitor. It +was perhaps not surprising that he +should have dropped off for a moment. +At a hundred and thirty such +a lapse was understandable ... His +eyes cleared.</p> + +<p>“Ah, yes. Your great, great +grandmothers, Ronnie. First of all +there was Elsie. A lovely woman. +Tall she was—taller than I, and +dark. She rode well, swam well—even +played championship golf. +There was nothing she could not +do.”</p> + +<p><i>Including lying</i>, his mind wanted +to add. After her death, when in a +fit of anger she had driven too +fast and crashed into a nest of +highway posts, her memorium tapes +had been brought to him in the +hospital where he was recuperating. +And from the tapes he learned +what he had never really suspected—that +her affections were as unstable +and as unpredictable as her +golf game was accurate.</p> + +<p>She had loved him. The tapes, at +five year intervals, had confirmed +that. But in the fifteen years of +their life together she had had +many regrettable episodes to recall—times +when anger or loneliness +had driven her to seek other companions.</p> + +<p>“We were happy, Ronnie. I was +teaching in an upstate college and +your Gramr Elsie was touring the +world collecting trophies. I remember +seeing her on television talking +with kings, prime ministers and +presidents...”</p> + +<p>It had been a miserable, lonely +life for Elsie. The tapes told the +real truth of those years. Her gay +letters home had been mainly untruths. +Yet a hard core of ambition, +of a hunger for adulation, had +driven her on. His first hurt anger +at what her memories had revealed +had changed to sympathy and pity +as he came to understand her better.</p> + +<p>While the second boy, Arthur, +was being born he had resigned +from his instructor’s position and +gone into business. And Arthur’s +birth had left Elsie in poor health. +Her globe-trotting days as an athlete +and a golfer ended. And in +rebellion she had struck back at +him blindly and secretly—childishly.</p> + +<p>The last wild ride that had taken +her life, had almost cost him his +own, and the will to suicide had +colored all of her thinking in the +last long period before that tragic +event.</p> + +<p>“Of course, Ronny, Gramr Elsie +remained at home after your great +granthr was born. And after she +was killed in an automobile crash +all her trophies were put into a +case at the Country Club.”</p> + +<p>“And after that you married +Gramr Vivian, and became very +wealthy, and you built this living +dome here in Antarctica near the +mines.” Ronnie smiled gravely. +“That part I know very well.”</p> + +<p>Yes, that part Ronnie knew very +well. But Ronnie had not known +the austere efficient nurse, his second +wife, who had cared for him +after the accident. She had been +a dutiful and thoughtful wife—a +perfect mother to Elsie’s two sons +and their own three daughters—but +always there had been a feeling +of reserve between them. Even +in their most intimate moments +she had seemed self-sufficient and +respectful ...</p> + +<p>Only after her death in her +sleep, when he was sixty and Vivian +was fifty, had he learned that +she had a rheumatic heart, and +should have slackened her headlong +pace years before. And from +her memory tapes, sent to him by +the memorium proctors six months +after the burial, he learned how +distorted and cramped had been +her philosophy of life.</p> + +<p>She had hated and disliked all +men—a silly, slightly sordid romance +in her girlhood was her +mental excuse for this attitude. Inwardly +she shrank from any sign +of affection, or any physical contact +with him. Yet she desired +marriage for the social status and +monetary independence it afforded. +Bitterly she had paid the price ...</p> + +<p>“Gramr Vivian was an unusual +woman,” Norall told Ronnie, an +ironical tone to his surprisingly +strong old voice. “After she died +I did not plan to remarry. I spent +all my time in Antarctica building +subterranean highways and developing +mines...”</p> + +<p>“Until Gramr Eldris Arovvack,” +Ronnie rolled the <i>Arovvack</i> on his +tongue, “came down to visit her +son in one of your camps.”</p> + +<p>“I think you know all this better +than I do, Ronnie,” Norall said, +laughing. “Maybe I should tell the +proctors to destroy my memory +tapes after I am gone. You will +not need them.”</p> + +<p>“Oh, no, Granthr! It is against +the law. Only after a hundred +years without a withdrawal from +the files can a memorium tape be +destroyed. I wish to keep in touch +with you—it will be like talking +with you again.”</p> + +<p>“I see the proctors are doing a +good job of indoctrination in the +schools, Ronnie.” Norall sighed. +“When I was your age, back in +nineteen-fifty, the universal recordings +of all citizens’ memories was +not even imagined.</p> + +<p>“That came in the seventies. The +Communists developed the system +of brain stripping and recordings +to weed out subversives and disloyal +party members. They adapted +it from our own process of clearing +a disordered brain, in our mental +institutions, and giving the individual +a fresh start with a blank memory.</p> + +<p>“By the Twenty-first Century all +the major nations were keeping +mental checks on their citizens, and +eventually even the party leaders, +much to their horror, were checked +and removed from office.”</p> + +<p>“I know all that, Granthr,” Ronnie +cried impatiently. “We have it +in school on ever so many <i>edutapes</i>. +They say that the memorium is the +greatest deterrent to crime and +vicious thinking.</p> + +<p>“But I want to hear about the +olden times—when there were wars +and singing commercials and big +ugly cities.”</p> + +<p>“It was not so wonderful, Ronnie. +Today is much nicer, and +safer. When I was a boy we worshipped +cowboys and pirates. Today +it is the G.I. and the city gangster.”</p> + +<p>“Tell me about how you and +Gramr Eldris Arovvack were +caught in the vehicular subway for +three days after that earthquake, +Granthr.”</p> + +<p>“You know that by heart, Ronnie,” +Norall protested, “but if you +insist...”</p> + +<p>Eldris Arovvack was in his +mind’s eye even as his voice went +on speaking. Eldris, so slight, so +daintily feminine and so girlishly +blonde and beautiful despite her +forty years and her grown engineering +son. They had been trapped +together for three days in a subway +shuttle and he had fallen in love +despite the twenty-five years between +their ages.</p> + +<p>For her, he had realized, this +was a marriage of companionship +and luxury. She had always known +poverty. His two previous marriages +had given him an insight +into why women marry, but so +deep was his love for Eldris that +he wanted to be with her under +any conditions.</p> + +<p>And they had been happy. Despite +the continual gnawing realization +that only his money and +position had drawn them together, +Norall had enjoyed a long sixty-three +years of life with Eldris.</p> + +<p>She had died but two years before...</p> + +<p>“Granthr, I think I liked Gramr +Eldris better than either of my +other gramrs,” Ronnie was saying. +“Of course she’s the only gramr I +knew.”</p> + +<p>Norall squeezed the little boy’s +shoulder, hard.</p> + +<p>It had been harder to accept the +memorium tapes of Eldris than it +had been to see her body disappear +into the crematorium. For days he +had refused to open the small +sealed packets and insert the tapes +into the reproducer. He felt that +he could not endure to contact that +beloved mind and feel there hatred, +distaste and hidden foulness that +humans too well know.</p> + +<p>And when, in his great loneliness, +he finally did renew contact +with the recorded memories of +Eldris, he was astounded—and humiliated.</p> + +<p>For Eldris, through all the years +of their marriage, had loved him. +Her first marriage had ended in +hatred, yes, and in pity for a weakling, +but for Norall there was only +a deepening respect and sincere +affection.</p> + +<p>And he had returned that love +with a never-ending mistrust and +cynical suspicion of her motives!</p> + +<p>But he was happy now. After +Ronnie left he would be alone +again with her memorium tapes. +Together they would relive the +long happy years of their marriage. +He would share her sadness as she +felt that Norall did not care +enough and he would feel her joy +as their grandchildren, and <i>their</i> +children, came to visit and to be +married in the old family dome.</p> + +<p>He must have been napping for +the fraction of a second...</p> + +<p>“I must go now, Granthr. You +are tired. Mother says I am not to +tire you.”</p> + +<p>“Come again tomorrow. And +Ronnie!” His bony arm reached +out for the boy’s gay blue tunic. +“After I am gone and you are old +enough to withdraw my tapes from +the memorium library and contact +them—”</p> + +<p>He paused, his frail old fingers +tightening on the fabric.</p> + +<p>“Do not think too harshly of me +and of your other granthrs and +gramrs. When we were young we +could not know that after death +all our thoughts would be laid bare. +Our parents and our nations did +not know, and we were fed +untruths that colored all our lives.”</p> + +<p>The little boy’s thin face was +puzzled.</p> + +<p>“Run along,” Norall said softly. +“Some day you will understand.”</p> + +<p>He sent the wheelchair buzzing +over toward the memorium tapes +and the soft gray helmet for his +head even as the door closed behind +the boy.</p> + + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"><div class="transnote"><h2 class="nobreak" id="Transcribers_Note">Transcriber’s Note:</h2> + +<p>This etext was produced from Fantastic Universe, March 1956 (Vol. 5, +No. 2.). Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that the U.S. +copyright on this publication was renewed.</p> +<p>Obvious errors in punctuation have been silently corrected in this +version.</p></div> + +<div style='text-align:center'>*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 77316 ***</div> +</body> +</html> diff --git a/77316-h/images/cover.jpg b/77316-h/images/cover.jpg Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..a8c8dd8 --- /dev/null +++ b/77316-h/images/cover.jpg diff --git a/77316-h/images/cover600.jpg b/77316-h/images/cover600.jpg Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..3a02f44 --- /dev/null +++ b/77316-h/images/cover600.jpg |
