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Basil Wells may + persuade you to change your mind_. + + +“Tell me about Gramr, Granthr,” the thin-faced little boy demanded. +“You promised to tell me about my three Gramrs.” + +Vance Norall’s attention snapped reluctantly back to his visitor. +It was perhaps not surprising that he should have dropped off for a +moment. At a hundred and thirty such a lapse was understandable ... His +eyes cleared. + +“Ah, yes. Your great, great grandmothers, Ronnie. First of all there +was Elsie. A lovely woman. Tall she was--taller than I, and dark. She +rode well, swam well--even played championship golf. There was nothing +she could not do.” + +_Including lying_, his mind wanted to add. After her death, when in a +fit of anger she had driven too fast and crashed into a nest of highway +posts, her memorium tapes had been brought to him in the hospital +where he was recuperating. And from the tapes he learned what he had +never really suspected--that her affections were as unstable and as +unpredictable as her golf game was accurate. + +She had loved him. The tapes, at five year intervals, had confirmed +that. But in the fifteen years of their life together she had had many +regrettable episodes to recall--times when anger or loneliness had +driven her to seek other companions. + +“We were happy, Ronnie. I was teaching in an upstate college and your +Gramr Elsie was touring the world collecting trophies. I remember +seeing her on television talking with kings, prime ministers and +presidents...” + +It had been a miserable, lonely life for Elsie. The tapes told the real +truth of those years. Her gay letters home had been mainly untruths. +Yet a hard core of ambition, of a hunger for adulation, had driven her +on. His first hurt anger at what her memories had revealed had changed +to sympathy and pity as he came to understand her better. + +While the second boy, Arthur, was being born he had resigned from his +instructor’s position and gone into business. And Arthur’s birth had +left Elsie in poor health. Her globe-trotting days as an athlete and a +golfer ended. And in rebellion she had struck back at him blindly and +secretly--childishly. + +The last wild ride that had taken her life, had almost cost him his +own, and the will to suicide had colored all of her thinking in the +last long period before that tragic event. + +“Of course, Ronny, Gramr Elsie remained at home after your great +granthr was born. And after she was killed in an automobile crash all +her trophies were put into a case at the Country Club.” + +“And after that you married Gramr Vivian, and became very wealthy, and +you built this living dome here in Antarctica near the mines.” Ronnie +smiled gravely. “That part I know very well.” + +Yes, that part Ronnie knew very well. But Ronnie had not known the +austere efficient nurse, his second wife, who had cared for him after +the accident. She had been a dutiful and thoughtful wife--a perfect +mother to Elsie’s two sons and their own three daughters--but always +there had been a feeling of reserve between them. Even in their most +intimate moments she had seemed self-sufficient and respectful ... + +Only after her death in her sleep, when he was sixty and Vivian was +fifty, had he learned that she had a rheumatic heart, and should have +slackened her headlong pace years before. And from her memory tapes, +sent to him by the memorium proctors six months after the burial, he +learned how distorted and cramped had been her philosophy of life. + +She had hated and disliked all men--a silly, slightly sordid romance +in her girlhood was her mental excuse for this attitude. Inwardly +she shrank from any sign of affection, or any physical contact with +him. Yet she desired marriage for the social status and monetary +independence it afforded. Bitterly she had paid the price ... + +“Gramr Vivian was an unusual woman,” Norall told Ronnie, an ironical +tone to his surprisingly strong old voice. “After she died I did +not plan to remarry. I spent all my time in Antarctica building +subterranean highways and developing mines...” + +“Until Gramr Eldris Arovvack,” Ronnie rolled the _Arovvack_ on his +tongue, “came down to visit her son in one of your camps.” + +“I think you know all this better than I do, Ronnie,” Norall said, +laughing. “Maybe I should tell the proctors to destroy my memory tapes +after I am gone. You will not need them.” + +“Oh, no, Granthr! It is against the law. Only after a hundred years +without a withdrawal from the files can a memorium tape be destroyed. I +wish to keep in touch with you--it will be like talking with you again.” + +“I see the proctors are doing a good job of indoctrination in the +schools, Ronnie.” Norall sighed. “When I was your age, back in +nineteen-fifty, the universal recordings of all citizens’ memories was +not even imagined. + +“That came in the seventies. The Communists developed the system of +brain stripping and recordings to weed out subversives and disloyal +party members. They adapted it from our own process of clearing a +disordered brain, in our mental institutions, and giving the individual +a fresh start with a blank memory. + +“By the Twenty-first Century all the major nations were keeping mental +checks on their citizens, and eventually even the party leaders, much +to their horror, were checked and removed from office.” + +“I know all that, Granthr,” Ronnie cried impatiently. “We have it in +school on ever so many _edutapes_. They say that the memorium is the +greatest deterrent to crime and vicious thinking. + +“But I want to hear about the olden times--when there were wars and +singing commercials and big ugly cities.” + +“It was not so wonderful, Ronnie. Today is much nicer, and safer. When +I was a boy we worshipped cowboys and pirates. Today it is the G.I. and +the city gangster.” + +“Tell me about how you and Gramr Eldris Arovvack were caught in the +vehicular subway for three days after that earthquake, Granthr.” + +“You know that by heart, Ronnie,” Norall protested, “but if you +insist...” + +Eldris Arovvack was in his mind’s eye even as his voice went on +speaking. Eldris, so slight, so daintily feminine and so girlishly +blonde and beautiful despite her forty years and her grown engineering +son. They had been trapped together for three days in a subway shuttle +and he had fallen in love despite the twenty-five years between their +ages. + +For her, he had realized, this was a marriage of companionship and +luxury. She had always known poverty. His two previous marriages had +given him an insight into why women marry, but so deep was his love for +Eldris that he wanted to be with her under any conditions. + +And they had been happy. Despite the continual gnawing realization that +only his money and position had drawn them together, Norall had enjoyed +a long sixty-three years of life with Eldris. + +She had died but two years before... + +“Granthr, I think I liked Gramr Eldris better than either of my other +gramrs,” Ronnie was saying. “Of course she’s the only gramr I knew.” + +Norall squeezed the little boy’s shoulder, hard. + +It had been harder to accept the memorium tapes of Eldris than it had +been to see her body disappear into the crematorium. For days he had +refused to open the small sealed packets and insert the tapes into the +reproducer. He felt that he could not endure to contact that beloved +mind and feel there hatred, distaste and hidden foulness that humans +too well know. + +And when, in his great loneliness, he finally did renew contact with +the recorded memories of Eldris, he was astounded--and humiliated. + +For Eldris, through all the years of their marriage, had loved him. Her +first marriage had ended in hatred, yes, and in pity for a weakling, +but for Norall there was only a deepening respect and sincere affection. + +And he had returned that love with a never-ending mistrust and cynical +suspicion of her motives! + +But he was happy now. After Ronnie left he would be alone again with +her memorium tapes. Together they would relive the long happy years of +their marriage. He would share her sadness as she felt that Norall did +not care enough and he would feel her joy as their grandchildren, and +_their_ children, came to visit and to be married in the old family +dome. + +He must have been napping for the fraction of a second... + +“I must go now, Granthr. You are tired. Mother says I am not to tire +you.” + +“Come again tomorrow. And Ronnie!” His bony arm reached out for the +boy’s gay blue tunic. “After I am gone and you are old enough to +withdraw my tapes from the memorium library and contact them--” + +He paused, his frail old fingers tightening on the fabric. + +“Do not think too harshly of me and of your other granthrs and gramrs. +When we were young we could not know that after death all our thoughts +would be laid bare. Our parents and our nations did not know, and we +were fed untruths that colored all our lives.” + +The little boy’s thin face was puzzled. + +“Run along,” Norall said softly. “Some day you will understand.” + +He sent the wheelchair buzzing over toward the memorium tapes and the +soft gray helmet for his head even as the door closed behind the boy. + + + + +Transcriber’s Note: + + + This etext was produced from Fantastic Universe, March 1956 (Vol. 5, +No. 2.). Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that the U.S. +copyright on this publication was renewed. + Obvious errors in punctuation have been silently corrected in this +version. +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 77316 *** diff --git a/77316-h/77316-h.htm b/77316-h/77316-h.htm new file mode 100644 index 0000000..29e804b --- /dev/null +++ b/77316-h/77316-h.htm @@ -0,0 +1,469 @@ +<!DOCTYPE html> +<html lang="en"> +<head> + <meta charset="UTF-8"> + <title> + Memorium | Project Gutenberg + </title> + <link rel="icon" href="images/cover.jpg" type="image/x-cover"> + <style> + +body { + margin-left: 10%; + margin-right: 10%; +} + + h1,h2,h3,h4,h5,h6 { + text-align: center; /* all headings centered */ + clear: both; +} + +p { + margin-top: .51em; + text-align: justify; + margin-bottom: .49em; +} + +.p5 {font-size: 1.5em;} + +hr { + width: 33%; + margin-top: 2em; + margin-bottom: 2em; + margin-left: 33.5%; + margin-right: 33.5%; + clear: both; +} + +hr.chap {width: 65%; margin-left: 17.5%; margin-right: 17.5%;} +@media print { hr.chap {display: none; visibility: hidden;} } + +div.chapter {page-break-before: always;} +h2.nobreak {page-break-before: avoid;} + + +table { + margin-left: auto; + margin-right: auto; +} + +.blockquot { + margin-left: 5%; + margin-right: 10%; +} + +.center {text-align: center;} + +figcaption {font-weight: bold;} + +/* Images */ + +img { + max-width: 100%; + height: auto; +} +img.w100 {width: 100%;} + + +.figcenter { + margin: auto; + text-align: center; + page-break-inside: avoid; + max-width: 100%; +} + + +/* Transcriber's notes */ +.transnote {background-color: #E6E6FA; + color: black; + font-size:small; + padding:0.5em; + margin-bottom:5em; + font-family:sans-serif, serif; +} + + +/* Illustration classes */ +.illowe26_9375 {width: 26.9375em;} + </style> +</head> +<body> +<div style='text-align:center'>*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 77316 ***</div> + +<figure class="figcenter illowe26_9375" id="cover600"> + <img class="w100" src="images/cover600.jpg" alt=""> +</figure> + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"><div class="chapter"></div> + +<h1> +Memorium +</h1> + +<p class="center p5"> +by <strong>Basil Wells</strong> +</p> + + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"><div class="chapter"></div> +<div class="blockquot"> +<p>An old man’s memories may be +filled with bitterness. But +faithfully recorded, they may +change the future of mankind.</p> +</div> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p><i>Did you ever wonder what would happen if the thoughts of every man, +woman and child on Earth were set down in black and white for future +historians to read? Or even present-day historians—or your next door +neighbor? Could you endure having all of your thoughts laid bare, +from the cradle to the grave? Wait before you answer. Basil Wells may +persuade you to change your mind</i>.</p> +</div> +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"><div class="chapter"></div> + +<p>“Tell me about Gramr, +Granthr,” the thin-faced little boy +demanded. “You promised to tell +me about my three Gramrs.”</p> + +<p>Vance Norall’s attention snapped +reluctantly back to his visitor. It +was perhaps not surprising that he +should have dropped off for a moment. +At a hundred and thirty such +a lapse was understandable ... His +eyes cleared.</p> + +<p>“Ah, yes. Your great, great +grandmothers, Ronnie. First of all +there was Elsie. A lovely woman. +Tall she was—taller than I, and +dark. She rode well, swam well—even +played championship golf. +There was nothing she could not +do.”</p> + +<p><i>Including lying</i>, his mind wanted +to add. After her death, when in a +fit of anger she had driven too +fast and crashed into a nest of +highway posts, her memorium tapes +had been brought to him in the +hospital where he was recuperating. +And from the tapes he learned +what he had never really suspected—that +her affections were as unstable +and as unpredictable as her +golf game was accurate.</p> + +<p>She had loved him. The tapes, at +five year intervals, had confirmed +that. But in the fifteen years of +their life together she had had +many regrettable episodes to recall—times +when anger or loneliness +had driven her to seek other companions.</p> + +<p>“We were happy, Ronnie. I was +teaching in an upstate college and +your Gramr Elsie was touring the +world collecting trophies. I remember +seeing her on television talking +with kings, prime ministers and +presidents...”</p> + +<p>It had been a miserable, lonely +life for Elsie. The tapes told the +real truth of those years. Her gay +letters home had been mainly untruths. +Yet a hard core of ambition, +of a hunger for adulation, had +driven her on. His first hurt anger +at what her memories had revealed +had changed to sympathy and pity +as he came to understand her better.</p> + +<p>While the second boy, Arthur, +was being born he had resigned +from his instructor’s position and +gone into business. And Arthur’s +birth had left Elsie in poor health. +Her globe-trotting days as an athlete +and a golfer ended. And in +rebellion she had struck back at +him blindly and secretly—childishly.</p> + +<p>The last wild ride that had taken +her life, had almost cost him his +own, and the will to suicide had +colored all of her thinking in the +last long period before that tragic +event.</p> + +<p>“Of course, Ronny, Gramr Elsie +remained at home after your great +granthr was born. And after she +was killed in an automobile crash +all her trophies were put into a +case at the Country Club.”</p> + +<p>“And after that you married +Gramr Vivian, and became very +wealthy, and you built this living +dome here in Antarctica near the +mines.” Ronnie smiled gravely. +“That part I know very well.”</p> + +<p>Yes, that part Ronnie knew very +well. But Ronnie had not known +the austere efficient nurse, his second +wife, who had cared for him +after the accident. She had been +a dutiful and thoughtful wife—a +perfect mother to Elsie’s two sons +and their own three daughters—but +always there had been a feeling +of reserve between them. Even +in their most intimate moments +she had seemed self-sufficient and +respectful ...</p> + +<p>Only after her death in her +sleep, when he was sixty and Vivian +was fifty, had he learned that +she had a rheumatic heart, and +should have slackened her headlong +pace years before. And from +her memory tapes, sent to him by +the memorium proctors six months +after the burial, he learned how +distorted and cramped had been +her philosophy of life.</p> + +<p>She had hated and disliked all +men—a silly, slightly sordid romance +in her girlhood was her +mental excuse for this attitude. Inwardly +she shrank from any sign +of affection, or any physical contact +with him. Yet she desired +marriage for the social status and +monetary independence it afforded. +Bitterly she had paid the price ...</p> + +<p>“Gramr Vivian was an unusual +woman,” Norall told Ronnie, an +ironical tone to his surprisingly +strong old voice. “After she died +I did not plan to remarry. I spent +all my time in Antarctica building +subterranean highways and developing +mines...”</p> + +<p>“Until Gramr Eldris Arovvack,” +Ronnie rolled the <i>Arovvack</i> on his +tongue, “came down to visit her +son in one of your camps.”</p> + +<p>“I think you know all this better +than I do, Ronnie,” Norall said, +laughing. “Maybe I should tell the +proctors to destroy my memory +tapes after I am gone. You will +not need them.”</p> + +<p>“Oh, no, Granthr! It is against +the law. Only after a hundred +years without a withdrawal from +the files can a memorium tape be +destroyed. I wish to keep in touch +with you—it will be like talking +with you again.”</p> + +<p>“I see the proctors are doing a +good job of indoctrination in the +schools, Ronnie.” Norall sighed. +“When I was your age, back in +nineteen-fifty, the universal recordings +of all citizens’ memories was +not even imagined.</p> + +<p>“That came in the seventies. The +Communists developed the system +of brain stripping and recordings +to weed out subversives and disloyal +party members. They adapted +it from our own process of clearing +a disordered brain, in our mental +institutions, and giving the individual +a fresh start with a blank memory.</p> + +<p>“By the Twenty-first Century all +the major nations were keeping +mental checks on their citizens, and +eventually even the party leaders, +much to their horror, were checked +and removed from office.”</p> + +<p>“I know all that, Granthr,” Ronnie +cried impatiently. “We have it +in school on ever so many <i>edutapes</i>. +They say that the memorium is the +greatest deterrent to crime and +vicious thinking.</p> + +<p>“But I want to hear about the +olden times—when there were wars +and singing commercials and big +ugly cities.”</p> + +<p>“It was not so wonderful, Ronnie. +Today is much nicer, and +safer. When I was a boy we worshipped +cowboys and pirates. Today +it is the G.I. and the city gangster.”</p> + +<p>“Tell me about how you and +Gramr Eldris Arovvack were +caught in the vehicular subway for +three days after that earthquake, +Granthr.”</p> + +<p>“You know that by heart, Ronnie,” +Norall protested, “but if you +insist...”</p> + +<p>Eldris Arovvack was in his +mind’s eye even as his voice went +on speaking. Eldris, so slight, so +daintily feminine and so girlishly +blonde and beautiful despite her +forty years and her grown engineering +son. They had been trapped +together for three days in a subway +shuttle and he had fallen in love +despite the twenty-five years between +their ages.</p> + +<p>For her, he had realized, this +was a marriage of companionship +and luxury. She had always known +poverty. His two previous marriages +had given him an insight +into why women marry, but so +deep was his love for Eldris that +he wanted to be with her under +any conditions.</p> + +<p>And they had been happy. Despite +the continual gnawing realization +that only his money and +position had drawn them together, +Norall had enjoyed a long sixty-three +years of life with Eldris.</p> + +<p>She had died but two years before...</p> + +<p>“Granthr, I think I liked Gramr +Eldris better than either of my +other gramrs,” Ronnie was saying. +“Of course she’s the only gramr I +knew.”</p> + +<p>Norall squeezed the little boy’s +shoulder, hard.</p> + +<p>It had been harder to accept the +memorium tapes of Eldris than it +had been to see her body disappear +into the crematorium. For days he +had refused to open the small +sealed packets and insert the tapes +into the reproducer. He felt that +he could not endure to contact that +beloved mind and feel there hatred, +distaste and hidden foulness that +humans too well know.</p> + +<p>And when, in his great loneliness, +he finally did renew contact +with the recorded memories of +Eldris, he was astounded—and humiliated.</p> + +<p>For Eldris, through all the years +of their marriage, had loved him. +Her first marriage had ended in +hatred, yes, and in pity for a weakling, +but for Norall there was only +a deepening respect and sincere +affection.</p> + +<p>And he had returned that love +with a never-ending mistrust and +cynical suspicion of her motives!</p> + +<p>But he was happy now. After +Ronnie left he would be alone +again with her memorium tapes. +Together they would relive the +long happy years of their marriage. +He would share her sadness as she +felt that Norall did not care +enough and he would feel her joy +as their grandchildren, and <i>their</i> +children, came to visit and to be +married in the old family dome.</p> + +<p>He must have been napping for +the fraction of a second...</p> + +<p>“I must go now, Granthr. You +are tired. Mother says I am not to +tire you.”</p> + +<p>“Come again tomorrow. And +Ronnie!” His bony arm reached +out for the boy’s gay blue tunic. +“After I am gone and you are old +enough to withdraw my tapes from +the memorium library and contact +them—”</p> + +<p>He paused, his frail old fingers +tightening on the fabric.</p> + +<p>“Do not think too harshly of me +and of your other granthrs and +gramrs. When we were young we +could not know that after death +all our thoughts would be laid bare. +Our parents and our nations did +not know, and we were fed +untruths that colored all our lives.”</p> + +<p>The little boy’s thin face was +puzzled.</p> + +<p>“Run along,” Norall said softly. +“Some day you will understand.”</p> + +<p>He sent the wheelchair buzzing +over toward the memorium tapes +and the soft gray helmet for his +head even as the door closed behind +the boy.</p> + + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"><div class="transnote"><h2 class="nobreak" id="Transcribers_Note">Transcriber’s Note:</h2> + +<p>This etext was produced from Fantastic Universe, March 1956 (Vol. 5, +No. 2.). Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that the U.S. +copyright on this publication was renewed.</p> +<p>Obvious errors in punctuation have been silently corrected in this +version.</p></div> + +<div style='text-align:center'>*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 77316 ***</div> +</body> +</html> diff --git a/77316-h/images/cover.jpg b/77316-h/images/cover.jpg Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..a8c8dd8 --- /dev/null +++ b/77316-h/images/cover.jpg diff --git a/77316-h/images/cover600.jpg b/77316-h/images/cover600.jpg Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..3a02f44 --- /dev/null +++ b/77316-h/images/cover600.jpg diff --git a/LICENSE.txt b/LICENSE.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6c72794 --- /dev/null +++ b/LICENSE.txt @@ -0,0 +1,11 @@ +This book, including all associated images, markup, improvements, +metadata, and any other content or labor, has been confirmed to be +in the PUBLIC DOMAIN IN THE UNITED STATES. + +Procedures for determining public domain status are described in +the "Copyright How-To" at https://www.gutenberg.org. + +No investigation has been made concerning possible copyrights in +jurisdictions other than the United States. 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