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diff --git a/7416-0.txt b/7416-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..71c792a --- /dev/null +++ b/7416-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,13702 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Thirteen, by Honore de Balzac + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Thirteen + +Author: Honore de Balzac + +Translator: Katharine Prescott Wormeley and Ellen Marriage + +Release Date: Release Date: February, 2005 [EBook #7416] +Posting Date: March 7, 2010 +Last Updated: November 23, 2016 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE THIRTEEN *** + + + + +Produced by John Bickers, Bonnie Sala, and Dagny + + + + + +THE THIRTEEN + + +By Honore De Balzac + + +Translated by Katharine Prescott Wormeley and Ellen Marriage + + + + + DEDICATION + + To Hector Berlioz. + + + + +INTRODUCTION + +The _Histoire des Treize_ consists--or rather is built up--of three +stories: _Ferragus_ or the _Rue Soly_, _La Duchesse de Langeais_ or _Ne +touchez-paz a la hache_, and _La Fille aux Yeux d’Or_. + + +To tell the truth, there is more power than taste throughout the +_Histoire des Treize_, and perhaps not very much less unreality than +power. Balzac is very much better than Eugene Sue, though Eugene Sue +also is better than it is the fashion to think him just now. But he is +here, to a certain extent competing with Sue on the latter’s own ground. +The notion of the “Devorants”--of a secret society of men devoted to +each other’s interests, entirely free from any moral or legal scruple, +possessed of considerable means in wealth, ability, and position, all +working together, by fair means or foul, for good ends or bad--is, +no doubt, rather seducing to the imagination at all times; and it so +happened that it was particularly seducing to the imagination of +that time. And its example has been powerful since; it gave us Mr. +Stevenson’s _New Arabian Nights_ only, as it were, the other day. + +But there is something a little schoolboyish in it; and I do not know +that Balzac has succeeded entirely in eliminating this something. The +pathos of the death, under persecution, of the innocent Clemence does +not entirely make up for the unreasonableness of the whole situation. +Nobody can say that the abominable misconduct of Maulincour--who is a +hopeless “cad”--is too much punished, though an Englishman may think +that Dr. Johnson’s receipt of three or four footmen with cudgels, +applied repeatedly and unsparingly, would have been better than +elaborately prepared accidents and duels, which were too honorable for a +Peeping Tom of this kind; and poisonings, which reduced the avengers to +the level of their victim. But the imbroglio is of itself stupid; these +fathers who cannot be made known to husbands are mere stage properties, +and should never be fetched out of the theatrical lumber-room by +literature. + +_La Duchesse de Langeais_ is, I think, a better story, with more +romantic attraction, free from the objections just made to _Ferragus_, +and furnished with a powerful, if slightly theatrical catastrophe. It +is as good as anything that its author has done of the kind, subject +to those general considerations of probability and otherwise which +have been already hinted at. For those who are not troubled by any such +critical reflections, both, no doubt, will be highly satisfactory. + +The third of the series, _La Fille aux Yeux d’Or_, in some respects one +of Balzac’s most brilliant effects, has been looked at askance by many +of his English readers. At one time he had the audacity to think of +calling it _La Femme aux Yeux Rouges_. To those who consider the story +morbid or, one may say, _bizarre_, one word of justification, hardly of +apology, may be offered. It was in the scheme of the _Comedie Humaine_ +to survey social life in its entirety by a minute analysis of its most +diverse constituents. It included all the pursuits and passions, was +large and patient, and unafraid. And the patience, the curiosity, of the +artist which made Cesar Birotteau and his bankrupt ledgers matters of +high import to us, which did not shrink from creating a Vautrin and a +Lucien de Rubempre, would have been incomplete had it stopped short of a +Marquise de San-Real, of a Paquita Valdes. And in the great mass of the +_Comedie Humaine_, with its largeness and reality of life, as in life +itself; the figure of Paquita justifies its presence. + +Considering the _Histoire des Treize_ as a whole, it is of engrossing +interest. And I must confess I should not think much of any boy who, +beginning Balzac with this series, failed to go rather mad over it. I +know there was a time when I used to like it best of all, and thought +not merely _Eugenie Grandet_, but _Le Pere Goriot_ (though not the _Peau +de Chagrin_), dull in comparison. Some attention, however, must be paid +to two remarkable characters, on whom it is quite clear that Balzac +expended a great deal of pains, and one of whom he seems to have +“caressed,” as the French say, with a curious admixture of dislike and +admiration. + +The first, Bourignard or Ferragus, is, of course, another, though a +somewhat minor example--Collin or Vautrin being the chief--of that +strange tendency to take intense interest in criminals, which seems to +be a pretty constant eccentricity of many human minds, and which laid an +extraordinary grasp on the great French writers of Balzac’s time. I must +confess, though it may sink me very low in some eyes, that I have never +been able to fully appreciate the attractions of crime and criminals, +fictitious or real. Certain pleasant and profitable things, no doubt, +retain their pleasure and their profit, to some extent, when they are +done in the manner which is technically called criminal; but they seem +to me to acquire no additional interest by being so. As the criminal of +fact is, in the vast majority of cases, an exceedingly commonplace and +dull person, the criminal of fiction seems to me only, or usually, to +escape these curses by being absolutely improbable and unreal. But I +know this is a terrible heresy. + +Henri de Marsay is a much more ambitious and a much more interesting +figure. In him are combined the attractions of criminality, beauty, +brains, success, and, last of all, dandyism. It is a well-known and +delightful fact that the most Anglophobe Frenchmen--and Balzac might +fairly be classed among them--have always regarded the English dandy +with half-jealous, half-awful admiration. Indeed, our novelist, it will +be seen, found it necessary to give Marsay English blood. But there is +a tradition that this young Don Juan--not such a good fellow as Byron’s, +nor such a _grand seigneur_ as Moliere’s--was partly intended to +represent Charles de Remusat, who is best known to this generation +by very sober and serious philosophical works, and by his part in +his mother’s correspondence. I do not know that there ever were any +imputation on M. de Remusat’s morals; but in memoirs of the time, he +is, I think, accused of a certain selfishness and _hauteur_, and he +certainly made his way, partly by journalism, partly by society, to +power very much as Marsay did. But Marsay would certainly not have +written _Abelard_ and the rest, or have returned to Ministerial rank in +our own time. Marsay, in fact, more fortunate than Rubempre, and of a +higher stamp and flight than Rastignac, makes with them Balzac’s trinity +of sketches of the kind of personage whose part, in his day and since, +every young Frenchman has aspired to play, and some have played. It +cannot be said that “a moral man is Marsay”; it cannot be said that he +has the element of good-nature which redeems Rastignac. But he bears +a blame and a burden for which we Britons are responsible in part--the +Byronic ideal of the guilty hero coming to cross and blacken the old +French model of unscrupulous good humor. It is not a very pretty mixture +or a very worthy ideal; but I am not so sure that it is not still a +pretty common one. + +The association of the three stories forming the _Histoire des Treize_ +is, in book form, original, inasmuch as they filled three out of the +four volumes of _Etudes des Moeurs_ published in 1834-35, and themselves +forming part of the first collection of _Scenes de la Vie Parisienne_. +But _Ferragus_ had appeared in parts (with titles to each) in the +_Revue de Paris_ for March and April 1833, and part of _La Duchesse de +Langeais_ in the _Echo de la Jeune France_ almost contemporaneously. +There are divisions in this also. _Ferragus_ and _La Duchesse_ also +appeared without _La Fille aux Yeux d’Or_ in 1839, published in one +volume by Charpentier, before their absorption at the usual time in the +_Comedie_. + +George Saintsbury + + + + +AUTHOR’S PREFACE + +In the Paris of the Empire there were found Thirteen men equally +impressed with the same idea, equally endowed with energy enough to keep +them true to it, while among themselves they were loyal enough to keep +faith even when their interests seemed to clash. They were strong +enough to set themselves above all laws; bold enough to shrink from no +enterprise; and lucky enough to succeed in nearly everything that they +undertook. So profoundly politic were they, that they could dissemble +the tie which bound them together. They ran the greatest risks, and +kept their failures to themselves. Fear never entered into their +calculations; not one of them had trembled before princes, before the +executioner’s axe, before innocence. They had taken each other as they +were, regardless of social prejudices. Criminals they doubtless were, +yet none the less were they all remarkable for some one of the virtues +which go to the making of great men, and their numbers were filled up +only from among picked recruits. Finally, that nothing should be lacking +to complete the dark, mysterious romance of their history, nobody to +this day knows who they were. The Thirteen once realized all the wildest +ideas conjured up by tales of the occult powers of a Manfred, a +Faust, or a Melmoth; and to-day the band is broken up or, at any rate, +dispersed. Its members have quietly returned beneath the yoke of the +Civil Code; much as Morgan, the Achilles of piracy, gave up buccaneering +to be a peaceable planter; and, untroubled by qualms of conscience, sat +himself down by the fireside to dispose of blood-stained booty acquired +by the red light of blazing towns. + +After Napoleon’s death, the band was dissolved by a chance event which +the author is bound for the present to pass over in silence, and its +mysterious existence, as curious, it may be, as the darkest novel by +Mrs. Radcliffe, came to an end. + +It was only lately that the present writer, detecting, as he fancied, +a faint desire for celebrity in one of the anonymous heroes to whom +the whole band once owed an occult allegiance, received the somewhat +singular permission to make public certain of the adventures which +befell that band, provided that, while telling the story in his own +fashion, he observed certain limits. + +The aforesaid leader was still an apparently young man with fair hair +and blue eyes, and a soft, thin voice which might seem to indicate a +feminine temperament. His face was pale, his ways mysterious. He chatted +pleasantly, and told me that he was only just turned of forty. He might +have belonged to any one of the upper classes. The name which he gave +was probably assumed, and no one answering to his description was known +in society. Who is he, do you ask? No one knows. + +Perhaps when he made his extraordinary disclosures to the present +writer, he wished to see them in some sort reproduced; to enjoy the +effect of the sensation on the multitude; to feel as Macpherson might +have felt when the name of Ossian, his creation, passed into all +languages. And, in truth, that Scottish advocate knew one of the +keenest, or, at any rate, one of the rarest sensations in human +experience. What was this but the incognito of genius? To write an +_Itineraire de Paris a Jerusalem_ is to take one’s share in the glory +of a century, but to give a Homer to one’s country--this surely is a +usurpation of the rights of God. + +The writer is too well acquainted with the laws of narration to be +unaware of the nature of the pledge given by this brief preface; but, +at the same time, he knows enough of the history of the Thirteen to feel +confident that he shall not disappoint any expectations raised by the +programme. Tragedies dripping with gore, comedies piled up with horrors, +tales of heads taken off in secret have been confided to him. If any +reader has not had enough of the ghastly tales served up to the public +for some time past, he has only to express his wish; the author is in +a position to reveal cold-blooded atrocities and family secrets of a +gloomy and astonishing nature. But in preference he has chosen those +pleasanter stories in which stormy passions are succeeded by purer +scenes, where the beauty and goodness of woman shine out the brighter +for the darkness. And, to the honor of the Thirteen, such episodes as +these are not wanting. Some day perhaps it may be thought worth while +to give their whole history to the world; in which case it might form a +pendant to the history of the buccaneers--that race apart so curiously +energetic, so attractive in spite of their crimes. + +When a writer has a true story to tell, he should scorn to turn it into +a sort of puzzle toy, after the manner of those novelists who take +their reader for a walk through one cavern after another to show him a +dried-up corpse at the end of the fourth volume, and inform him, by way +of conclusion, that he has been frightened all along by a door hidden +somewhere or other behind some tapestry; or a dead body, left by +inadvertence, under the floor. So the present chronicler, in spite of +his objection to prefaces, felt bound to introduce his fragment by a few +remarks. + +_Ferragus_, the first episode, is connected by invisible links with the +history of the Thirteen, for the power which they acquired in a natural +manner provides the apparently supernatural machinery. + +Again, although a certain literary coquetry may be permissible to +retailers of the marvelous, the sober chronicler is bound to forego +such advantage as he may reap from an odd-sounding name, on which many +ephemeral successes are founded in these days. Wherefore the present +writer gives the following succinct statement of the reasons which +induced him to adopt the unlikely sounding title and sub-title. + +In accordance with old-established custom, _Ferragus_ is a name taken by +the head of a guild of _Devorants_, _id est Devoirants_ or journeymen. +Every chief on the day of his election chooses a pseudonym and continues +a dynasty of _Devorants_ precisely as a pope changes his name on his +accession to the triple tiara; and as the Church has its Clement XIV., +Gregory XII., Julius II., or Alexander VI., so the workmen have their +Trempe-la-Soupe IX., Ferragus XXII., Tutanus XIII., or Masche-Fer IV. +Who are the _Devorants_, do you ask? + +The _Devorants_ are one among many tribes of _compagnons_ whose origin +can be traced to a great mystical association formed among the +workmen of Christendom for the rebuilding of the Temple at Jerusalem. +_Compagnonnage_ is still a popular institution in France. Its traditions +still exert a power over little enlightened minds, over men so +uneducated that they have not learned to break their oaths; and the +various organizations might be turned to formidable account even yet +if any rough-hewn man of genius arose to make use of them, for his +instruments would be, for the most part, almost blind. + +Wherever journeymen travel, they find a hostel for _compagnons_ which +has been in existence in the town from time immemorial. The _obade_, +as they call it, is a kind of lodge with a “Mother” in charge, an old, +half-gypsy wife who has nothing to lose. She hears all that goes on in +the countryside; and, either from fear or from long habit, is devoted to +the interests of the tribe boarded and lodged by her. And as a result, +this shifting population, subject as it is to an unalterable law of +custom, has eyes in every place, and will carry out an order anywhere +without asking questions; for the oldest journeyman is still at an age +when a man has some beliefs left. What is more, the whole fraternity +professes doctrines which, if unfolded never so little, are both +true enough and mysterious enough to electrify all the adepts with +patriotism; and the _compagnons_ are so attached to their rules, that +there have been bloody battles between different fraternities on a +question of principle. Fortunately, however, for peace and public order; +if a _Devorant_ is ambitious, he takes to building houses, makes a +fortune, and leaves the guild. + +A great many curious things might be told of their rivals, the +_Compagnons du Devior_, of all the different sects of workmen, their +manners and customs and brotherhoods, and of the resemblances between +them and the Freemasons; but there, these particulars would be out +of place. The author will merely add, that before the Revolution a +Trempe-la-Soupe had been known in the King’s service, which is to say, +that he had the tenure of a place in His Majesty’s galleys for one +hundred and one years; but even thence he ruled his guild, and was +religiously consulted on all matters, and if he escaped from the hulks +he met with help, succor, and respect wherever he went. To have a +chief in the hulks is one of those misfortunes for which Providence is +responsible; but a faithful lodge of _devorants_ is bound, as before, to +obey a power created by and set above themselves. Their lawful sovereign +is in exile for the time being, but none the less is he their king. +And now any romantic mystery hanging about the words _Ferragus_ and the +_devorants_ is completely dispelled. + +As for the Thirteen, the author feels that, on the strength of the +details of this almost fantastic story, he can afford to give away yet +another prerogative, though it is one of the greatest on record, and +would possibly fetch a high price if brought into a literary auction +mart; for the owner might inflict as many volumes on the public as La +Contemporaine.[*] + + [*] A long series of so-called Memoirs, which appeared about 1830. + +The Thirteen were all of them men tempered like Byron’s friend +Trelawney, the original (so it is said) of _The Corsair_. All of them +were fatalists, men of spirit and poetic temperament; all of them were +tired of the commonplace life which they led; all felt attracted towards +Asiatic pleasures by all the vehement strength of newly awakened +and long dormant forces. One of these, chancing to take up _Venice +Preserved_ for the second time, admired the sublime friendship between +Pierre and Jaffir, and fell to musing on the virtues of outlaws, the +loyalty of the hulks, the honor of thieves, and the immense power that +a few men can wield if they bring their whole minds to bear upon the +carrying out of a single will. It struck him that the individual man +rose higher than men. Then he began to think that if a few picked men +should band themselves together; and if, to natural wit, and education, +and money, they could join a fanaticism hot enough to fuse, as it were, +all those separate forces into a single one, then the whole world would +be at their feet. From that time forth, with a tremendous power of +concentration, they could wield an occult power against which the +organization of society would be helpless; a power which would push +obstacles aside and defeat the will of others; and the diabolical power +of all would be at the service of each. A hostile world apart within the +world, admitting none of the ideas, recognizing none of the laws of the +world; submitting only to the sense of necessity, obedient only from +devotion; acting all as one man in the interests of the comrade who +should claim the aid of the rest; a band of buccaneers with carriages +and yellow kid gloves; a close confederacy of men of extraordinary +power, of amused and cool spectators of an artificial and petty world +which they cursed with smiling lips; conscious as they were that they +could make all things bend to their caprice, weave ingenious schemes of +revenge, and live with the life in thirteen hearts, to say nothing +of the unfailing pleasure of facing the world of men with a hidden +misanthropy, a sense that they were armed against their kind, and could +retire into themselves with one idea which the most remarkable men had +not,--all this constituted a religion of pleasure and egoism which +made fanatics of the Thirteen. The history of the Society of Jesus was +repeated for the Devil’s benefit. It was hideous and sublime. + +The pact was made; and it lasted, precisely because it seemed +impossible. And so it came to pass that in Paris there was a fraternity +of thirteen men, each one bound, body and soul, to the rest, and all +of them strangers to each other in the sight of the world. But evening +found them gathered together like conspirators, and then they had no +thoughts apart; riches, like the wealth of the Old Man of the Mountain, +they possessed in common; they had their feet in every salon, their +hands in every strong box, their elbows in the streets, their heads upon +all pillows, they did not scruple to help themselves at their pleasure. +No chief commanded them, nobody was strong enough. The liveliest +passion, the most urgent need took precedence--that was all. They were +thirteen unknown kings; unknown, but with all the power and more than +the power of kings; for they were both judges and executioners, they had +taken wings that they might traverse the heights and depths of society, +scorning to take any place in it, since all was theirs. If the author +learns the reason of their abdication, he will communicate it. + +And now the author is free to give those episodes in the History of the +Thirteen which, by reason of the Parisian flavor of the details or the +strangeness of the contrasts, possessed a peculiar attraction for him. + +Paris + + + + + +THE THIRTEEN + + + + +I. FERRAGUS, CHIEF OF THE DEVORANTS + + + +CHAPTER I. MADAME JULES + +Certain streets in Paris are as degraded as a man covered with infamy; +also, there are noble streets, streets simply respectable, young streets +on the morality of which the public has not yet formed an opinion; also +cut-throat streets, streets older than the age of the oldest dowagers, +estimable streets, streets always clean, streets always dirty, working, +laboring, and mercantile streets. In short, the streets of Paris +have every human quality, and impress us, by what we must call their +physiognomy, with certain ideas against which we are defenceless. There +are, for instance, streets of a bad neighborhood in which you could not +be induced to live, and streets where you would willingly take up your +abode. Some streets, like the rue Montmartre, have a charming head, +and end in a fish’s tail. The rue de la Paix is a wide street, a fine +street, yet it wakens none of those gracefully noble thoughts which come +to an impressible mind in the middle of the rue Royale, and it certainly +lacks the majesty which reigns in the Place Vendome. + +If you walk the streets of the Ile Saint-Louis, do not seek the reason +of the nervous sadness that lays hold upon you save in the solitude +of the spot, the gloomy look of the houses, and the great deserted +mansions. This island, the ghost of _fermiers-generaux_, is the Venice +of Paris. The Place de la Bourse is voluble, busy, degraded; it is +never fine except by moonlight at two in the morning. By day it is +Paris epitomized; by night it is a dream of Greece. The rue +Traversiere-Saint-Honore--is not that a villainous street? Look at the +wretched little houses with two windows on a floor, where vice, crime, +and misery abound. The narrow streets exposed to the north, where the +sun never comes more than three or four times a year, are the cut-throat +streets which murder with impunity; the authorities of the present +day do not meddle with them; but in former times the Parliament might +perhaps have summoned the lieutenant of police and reprimanded him for +the state of things; and it would, at least, have issued some decree +against such streets, as it once did against the wigs of the Chapter of +Beauvais. And yet Monsieur Benoiston de Chateauneuf has proved that +the mortality of these streets is double that of others! To sum up such +theories by a single example: is not the rue Fromentin both murderous +and profligate! + +These observations, incomprehensible out of Paris, will doubtless be +understood by musing men of thought and poesy and pleasure, who +know, while rambling about Paris, how to harvest the mass of floating +interests which may be gathered at all hours within her walls; to them +Paris is the most delightful and varied of monsters: here, a pretty +woman; farther on, a haggard pauper; here, new as the coinage of a new +reign; there, in this corner, elegant as a fashionable woman. A monster, +moreover, complete! Its garrets, as it were, a head full of knowledge +and genius; its first storeys stomachs repleted; its shops, actual feet, +where the busy ambulating crowds are moving. Ah! what an ever-active +life the monster leads! Hardly has the last vibration of the last +carriage coming from a ball ceased at its heart before its arms are +moving at the barriers and it shakes itself slowly into motion. Doors +open; turning on their hinges like the membrane of some huge lobster, +invisibly manipulated by thirty thousand men or women, of whom each +individual occupies a space of six square feet, but has a kitchen, a +workshop, a bed, children, a garden, little light to see by, but +must see all. Imperceptibly, the articulations begin to crack; motion +communicates itself; the street speaks. By mid-day, all is alive; the +chimneys smoke, the monster eats; then he roars, and his thousand paws +begin to ramp. Splendid spectacle! But, O Paris! he who has not admired +your gloomy passages, your gleams and flashes of light, your deep and +silent _cul-de-sacs_, who has not listened to your murmurings between +midnight and two in the morning, knows nothing as yet of your true +poesy, nor of your broad and fantastic contrasts. + +There are a few amateurs who never go their way heedlessly; who savor +their Paris, so to speak; who know its physiognomy so well that they +see every wart, and pimple, and redness. To others, Paris is always that +monstrous marvel, that amazing assemblage of activities, of schemes, +of thoughts; the city of a hundred thousand tales, the head of the +universe. But to those few, Paris is sad or gay, ugly or beautiful, +living or dead; to them Paris is a creature; every man, every fraction +of a house is a lobe of the cellular tissue of that great courtesan +whose head and heart and fantastic customs they know so well. These men +are lovers of Paris; they lift their noses at such or such a corner of +a street, certain that they can see the face of a clock; they tell a +friend whose tobacco-pouch is empty, “Go down that passage and turn +to the left; there’s a tobacconist next door to a confectioner, where +there’s a pretty girl.” Rambling about Paris is, to these poets, a +costly luxury. How can they help spending precious minutes before +the dramas, disasters, faces, and picturesque events which meet us +everywhere amid this heaving queen of cities, clothed in posters,--who +has, nevertheless, not a single clean corner, so complying is she to the +vices of the French nation! Who has not chanced to leave his home early +in the morning, intending to go to some extremity of Paris, and found +himself unable to get away from the centre of it by the dinner-hour? +Such a man will know how to excuse this vagabondizing start upon our +tale; which, however, we here sum up in an observation both useful and +novel, as far as any observation can be novel in Paris, where there is +nothing new,--not even the statue erected yesterday, on which some young +gamin has already scribbled his name. + +Well, then! there are streets, or ends of streets, there are houses, +unknown for the most part to persons of social distinction, to which a +woman of that class cannot go without causing cruel and very wounding +things to be thought of her. Whether the woman be rich and has a +carriage, whether she is on foot, or is disguised, if she enters one +of these Parisian defiles at any hour of the day, she compromises her +reputation as a virtuous woman. If, by chance, she is there at nine in +the evening the conjectures that an observer permits himself to make +upon her may prove fearful in their consequences. But if the woman is +young and pretty, if she enters a house in one of those streets, if the +house has a long, dark, damp, and evil-smelling passage-way, at the end +of which flickers the pallid gleam of an oil lamp, and if beneath that +gleam appears the horrid face of a withered old woman with fleshless +fingers, ah, then! and we say it in the interests of young and pretty +women, that woman is lost. She is at the mercy of the first man of her +acquaintance who sees her in that Parisian slough. There is more than +one street in Paris where such a meeting may lead to a frightful drama, +a bloody drama of death and love, a drama of the modern school. + +Unhappily, this scene, this modern drama itself, will be comprehended by +only a small number of persons; and it is a pity to tell the tale to +a public which cannot enter into its local merit. But who can flatter +himself that he will ever be understood? We all die unknown--‘tis the +saying of women and of authors. + +At half-past eight o’clock one evening, in the rue Pagevin, in the days +when that street had no wall which did not echo some infamous word, and +was, in the direction of the rue Soly, the narrowest and most impassable +street in Paris (not excepting the least frequented corner of the most +deserted street),--at the beginning of the month of February about +thirteen years ago, a young man, by one of those chances which come but +once in life, turned the corner of the rue Pagevin to enter the rue des +Vieux-Augustins, close to the rue Soly. There, this young man, who lived +himself in the rue de Bourbon, saw in a woman near whom he had been +unconsciously walking, a vague resemblance to the prettiest woman in +Paris; a chaste and delightful person, with whom he was secretly and +passionately in love,--a love without hope; she was married. In a moment +his heart leaped, an intolerable heat surged from his centre and flowed +through all his veins; his back turned cold, the skin of his head crept. +He loved, he was young, he knew Paris; and his knowledge did not permit +him to be ignorant of all there was of possible infamy in an elegant, +rich, young, and beautiful woman walking there, alone, with a furtively +criminal step. _She_ in that mud! at that hour! + +The love that this young man felt for that woman may seem romantic, and +all the more so because he was an officer in the Royal Guard. If he had +been in the infantry, the affair might have seemed more likely; but, as +an officer of rank in the cavalry, he belonged to that French arm which +demands rapidity in its conquests and derives as much vanity from its +amorous exploits as from its dashing uniform. But the passion of this +officer was a true love, and many young hearts will think it noble. +He loved this woman because she was virtuous; he loved her virtue, her +modest grace, her imposing saintliness, as the dearest treasures of his +hidden passion. This woman was indeed worthy to inspire one of those +platonic loves which are found, like flowers amid bloody ruins, in the +history of the middle-ages; worthy to be the hidden principle of all the +actions of a young man’s life; a love as high, as pure as the skies when +blue; a love without hope and to which men bind themselves because +it can never deceive; a love that is prodigal of unchecked enjoyment, +especially at an age when the heart is ardent, the imagination keen, and +the eyes of a man see very clearly. + +Strange, weird, inconceivable effects may be met with at night in Paris. +Only those who have amused themselves by watching those effects have +any idea how fantastic a woman may appear there at dusk. At times the +creature whom you are following, by accident or design, seems to you +light and slender; the stockings, if they are white, make you fancy that +the legs must be slim and elegant; the figure though wrapped in a shawl, +or concealed by a pelisse, defines itself gracefully and seductively +among the shadows; anon, the uncertain gleam thrown from a shop-window +or a street lamp bestows a fleeting lustre, nearly always deceptive, on +the unknown woman, and fires the imagination, carrying it far beyond +the truth. The senses then bestir themselves; everything takes color and +animation; the woman appears in an altogether novel aspect; her person +becomes beautiful. Behold! she is not a woman, she is a demon, a siren, +who is drawing you by magnetic attraction to some respectable house, +where the worthy _bourgeoise_, frightened by your threatening step and +the clack of your boots, shuts the door in your face without looking at +you. + +A vacillating gleam, thrown from the shop-window of a shoemaker, +suddenly illuminated from the waist down the figure of the woman who was +before the young man. Ah! surely, _she_ alone had that swaying figure; +she alone knew the secret of that chaste gait which innocently set into +relief the many beauties of that attractive form. Yes, that was the +shawl, and that the velvet bonnet which she wore in the mornings. On +her gray silk stockings not a spot, on her shoes not a splash. The shawl +held tightly round the bust disclosed, vaguely, its charming lines; and +the young man, who had often seen those shoulders at a ball, knew well +the treasures that the shawl concealed. By the way a Parisian woman +wraps a shawl around her, and the way she lifts her feet in the street, +a man of intelligence in such studies can divine the secret of her +mysterious errand. There is something, I know not what, of quivering +buoyancy in the person, in the gait; the woman seems to weigh less; she +steps, or rather, she glides like a star, and floats onward led by a +thought which exhales from the folds and motion of her dress. The young +man hastened his step, passed the woman, and then turned back to look +at her. Pst! she had disappeared into a passage-way, the grated door of +which and its bell still rattled and sounded. The young man walked back +to the alley and saw the woman reach the farther end, where she began +to mount--not without receiving the obsequious bow of an old portress--a +winding staircase, the lower steps of which were strongly lighted; she +went up buoyantly, eagerly, as though impatient. + +“Impatient for what?” said the young man to himself, drawing back to +lean against a wooden railing on the other side of the street. He +gazed, unhappy man, at the different storeys of the house, with the keen +attention of a detective searching for a conspirator. + +It was one of those houses of which there are thousands in Paris, +ignoble, vulgar, narrow, yellowish in tone, with four storeys and three +windows on each floor. The outer blinds of the first floor were closed. +Where was she going? The young man fancied he heard the tinkle of a bell +on the second floor. As if in answer to it, a light began to move in a +room with two windows strongly illuminated, which presently lit up the +third window, evidently that of a first room, either the salon or the +dining-room of the apartment. Instantly the outline of a woman’s bonnet +showed vaguely on the window, and a door between the two rooms must +have closed, for the first was dark again, while the two other windows +resumed their ruddy glow. At this moment a voice said, “Hi, there!” and +the young man was conscious of a blow on his shoulder. + +“Why don’t you pay attention?” said the rough voice of a workman, +carrying a plank on his shoulder. The man passed on. He was the voice of +Providence saying to the watcher: “What are you meddling with? Think of +your own duty; and leave these Parisians to their own affairs.” + +The young man crossed his arms; then, as no one beheld him, he suffered +tears of rage to flow down his cheeks unchecked. At last the sight of +the shadows moving behind the lighted windows gave him such pain that he +looked elsewhere and noticed a hackney-coach, standing against a wall +in the upper part of the rue des Vieux-Augustins, at a place where there +was neither the door of a house, nor the light of a shop-window. + +Was it she? Was it not she? Life or death to a lover! This lover waited. +He stood there during a century of twenty minutes. After that the woman +came down, and he then recognized her as the one whom he secretly loved. +Nevertheless, he wanted still to doubt. She went to the hackney-coach, +and got into it. + +“The house will always be there and I can search it later,” thought the +young man, following the carriage at a run, to solve his last doubts; +and soon he did so. + +The carriage stopped in the rue de Richelieu before a shop for +artificial flowers, close to the rue de Menars. The lady got out, +entered the shop, sent out the money to pay the coachman, and presently +left the shop herself, on foot, after buying a bunch of marabouts. +Marabouts for her black hair! The officer beheld her, through the +window-panes, placing the feathers to her head to see the effect, and +he fancied he could hear the conversation between herself and the +shop-woman. + +“Oh! madame, nothing is more suitable for brunettes: brunettes have +something a little too strongly marked in their lines, and marabouts +give them just that _flow_ which they lack. Madame la Duchesse de +Langeais says they give a woman something vague, Ossianic, and very +high-bred.” + +“Very good; send them to me at once.” + +Then the lady turned quickly toward the rue de Menars, and entered her +own house. When the door closed on her, the young lover, having lost +his hopes, and worse, far worse, his dearest beliefs, walked through the +streets like a drunken man, and presently found himself in his own room +without knowing how he came there. He flung himself into an arm-chair, +put his head in his hands and his feet on the andirons, drying his boots +until he burned them. It was an awful moment,--one of those moments in +human life when the character is moulded, and the future conduct of the +best of men depends on the good or evil fortune of his first action. +Providence or fatality?--choose which you will. + +This young man belonged to a good family, whose nobility was not very +ancient; but there are so few really old families in these days, that +all men of rank are ancient without dispute. His grandfather had bought +the office of counsellor to the Parliament of Paris, where he afterwards +became president. His sons, each provided with a handsome fortune, +entered the army, and through their marriages became attached to the +court. The Revolution swept the family away; but one old dowager, too +obstinate to emigrate, was left; she was put in prison, threatened with +death, but was saved by the 9th Thermidor and recovered her property. +When the proper time came, about the year 1804, she recalled her +grandson to France. Auguste de Maulincour, the only scion of the +Carbonnon de Maulincour, was brought up by the good dowager with the +triple care of a mother, a woman of rank, and an obstinate dowager. When +the Restoration came, the young man, then eighteen years of age, entered +the Maison-Rouge, followed the princes to Ghent, was made an officer in +the body-guard, left it to serve in the line, but was recalled later to +the Royal Guard, where, at twenty-three years of age, he found +himself major of a cavalry regiment,--a splendid position, due to his +grandmother, who had played her cards well to obtain it, in spite of his +youth. This double biography is a compendium of the general and special +history, barring variations, of all the noble families who emigrated +having debts and property, dowagers and tact. + +Madame la Baronne de Maulincour had a friend in the old Vidame de +Pamiers, formerly a commander of the Knights of Malta. This was one of +those undying friendships founded on sexagenary ties which nothing +can weaken, because at the bottom of such intimacies there are certain +secrets of the human heart, delightful to guess at when we have the +time, insipid to explain in twenty words, and which might make the text +of a work in four volumes as amusing as the Doyen de Killerine,--a work +about which young men talk and judge without having read it. + +Auguste de Maulincour belonged therefore to the faubourg Saint-Germain +through his grandmother and the vidame, and it sufficed him to date back +two centuries to take the tone and opinions of those who assume to +go back to Clovis. This young man, pale, slender, and delicate in +appearance, a man of honor and true courage, who would fight a duel for +a yes or a no, had never yet fought upon a battle-field, though he wore +in his button-hole the cross of the Legion of honor. He was, as you +perceive, one of the blunders of the Restoration, perhaps the most +excusable of them. The youth of those days was the youth of no epoch. +It came between the memories of the Empire and those of the Emigration, +between the old traditions of the court and the conscientious education +of the _bourgeoisie_; between religion and fancy-balls; between two +political faiths, between Louis XVIII., who saw only the present, and +Charles X., who looked too far into the future; it was moreover bound to +accept the will of the king, though the king was deceiving and tricking +it. This unfortunate youth, blind and yet clear-sighted, was counted +as nothing by old men jealously keeping the reins of the State in +their feeble hands, while the monarchy could have been saved by their +retirement and the accession of this Young France, which the old +doctrinaires, the _emigres_ of the Restoration, still speak of +slightingly. Auguste de Maulincour was a victim to the ideas which +weighed in those days upon French youth, and we must here explain why. + +The Vidame de Pamiers was still, at sixty-seven years of age, a very +brilliant man, having seen much and lived much; a good talker, a man of +honor and a gallant man, but who held as to women the most detestable +opinions; he loved them, and he despised them. _Their_ honor! _their_ +feelings! Ta-ra-ra, rubbish and shams! When he was with them, he +believed in them, the ci-devant “monstre”; he never contradicted them, +and he made them shine. But among his male friends, when the topic of +the sex came up, he laid down the principle that to deceive women, and +to carry on several intrigues at once, should be the occupation of those +young men who were so misguided as to wish to meddle in the affairs of +the State. It is sad to have to sketch so hackneyed a portrait, for has +it not figured everywhere and become, literally, as threadbare as +that of a grenadier of the Empire? But the vidame had an influence +on Monsieur de Maulincour’s destiny which obliges us to preserve his +portrait; he lectured the young man after his fashion, and did his best +to convert him to the doctrines of the great age of gallantry. + +The dowager, a tender-hearted, pious woman, sitting between God and her +vidame, a model of grace and sweetness, but gifted with that well-bred +persistency which triumphs in the long run, had longed to preserve for +her grandson the beautiful illusions of life, and had therefore brought +him up in the highest principles; she instilled into him her own +delicacy of feeling and made him, to outward appearance, a timid man, if +not a fool. The sensibilities of the young fellow, preserved pure, were +not worn by contact without; he remained so chaste, so scrupulous, that +he was keenly offended by actions and maxims to which the world attached +no consequence. Ashamed of this susceptibility, he forced himself to +conceal it under a false hardihood; but he suffered in secret, all the +while scoffing with others at the things he reverenced. + +It came to pass that he was deceived; because, in accordance with a not +uncommon whim of destiny, he, a man of gentle melancholy, and spiritual +in love, encountered in the object of his first passion a woman who +held in horror all German sentimentalism. The young man, in consequence, +distrusted himself, became dreamy, absorbed in his griefs, complaining +of not being understood. Then, as we desire all the more violently the +things we find difficult to obtain, he continued to adore women with +that ingenuous tenderness and feline delicacy the secret of which +belongs to women themselves, who may, perhaps, prefer to keep the +monopoly of it. In point of fact, though women of the world complain +of the way men love them, they have little liking themselves for those +whose soul is half feminine. Their own superiority consists in making +men believe they are their inferiors in love; therefore they will +readily leave a lover if he is inexperienced enough to rob them of those +fears with which they seek to deck themselves, those delightful tortures +of feigned jealousy, those troubles of hope betrayed, those futile +expectations,--in short, the whole procession of their feminine +miseries. They hold Sir Charles Grandison in horror. What can be more +contrary to their nature than a tranquil, perfect love? They want +emotions; happiness without storms is not happiness to them. Women with +souls that are strong enough to bring infinitude into love are angelic +exceptions; they are among women what noble geniuses are among men. +Their great passions are rare as masterpieces. Below the level of +such love come compromises, conventions, passing and contemptible +irritations, as in all things petty and perishable. + +Amid the hidden disasters of his heart, and while he was still seeking +the woman who could comprehend him (a search which, let us remark in +passing, is one of the amorous follies of our epoch), Auguste met, in +the rank of society that was farthest from his own, in the secondary +sphere of money, where banking holds the first place, a perfect being, +one of those women who have I know not what about them that is saintly +and sacred,--women who inspire such reverence that love has need of the +help of a long familiarity to declare itself. + +Auguste then gave himself up wholly to the delights of the deepest and +most moving of passions, to a love that was purely adoring. Innumerable +repressed desires there were, shadows of passion so vague yet so +profound, so fugitive and yet so actual, that one scarcely knows to what +we may compare them. They are like perfumes, or clouds, or rays of the +sun, or shadows, or whatever there is in nature that shines for a moment +and disappears, that springs to life and dies, leaving in the heart long +echoes of emotion. When the soul is young enough to nurture melancholy +and far-off hope, to find in woman more than a woman, is it not the +greatest happiness that can befall a man when he loves enough to feel +more joy in touching a gloved hand, or a lock of hair, in listening to +a word, in casting a single look, than in all the ardor of possession +given by happy love? Thus it is that rejected persons, those rebuffed by +fate, the ugly and unfortunate, lovers unrevealed, women and timid men, +alone know the treasures contained in the voice of the beloved. Taking +their source and their element from the soul itself, the vibrations +of the air, charged with passion, put our hearts so powerfully into +communion, carrying thought between them so lucidly, and being, above +all, so incapable of falsehood, that a single inflection of a voice is +often a revelation. What enchantments the intonations of a tender +voice can bestow upon the heart of a poet! What ideas they awaken! What +freshness they shed there! Love is in the voice before the glance avows +it. Auguste, poet after the manner of lovers (there are poets who feel, +and poets who express; the first are the happiest), Auguste had tasted +all these early joys, so vast, so fecund. SHE possessed the most winning +organ that the most artful woman of the world could have desired in +order to deceive at her ease; _she_ had that silvery voice which is soft +to the ear, and ringing only for the heart which it stirs and troubles, +caresses and subjugates. + +And this woman went by night to the rue Soly through the rue Pagevin! +and her furtive apparition in an infamous house had just destroyed the +grandest of passions! The vidame’s logic triumphed. + +“If she is betraying her husband we will avenge ourselves,” said +Auguste. + +There was still faith in that “if”. The philosophic doubt of Descartes +is a politeness with which we should always honor virtue. Ten o’clock +sounded. The Baron de Maulincour remembered that this woman was going to +a ball that evening at a house to which he had access. He dressed, went +there, and searched for her through all the salons. The mistress of the +house, Madame de Nucingen, seeing him thus occupied, said:-- + +“You are looking for Madame Jules; but she has not yet come.” + +“Good evening, dear,” said a voice. + +Auguste and Madame de Nucingen turned round. Madame Jules had arrived, +dressed in white, looking simple and noble, wearing in her hair the +marabouts the young baron had seen her choose in the flower-shop. That +voice of love now pierced his heart. Had he won the slightest right to +be jealous of her he would have petrified her then and there by saying +the words, “Rue Soly!” But if he, an alien to her life, had said those +words in her ear a thousand times, Madame Jules would have asked him in +astonishment what he meant. He looked at her stupidly. + +For those sarcastic persons who scoff at all things it may be a great +amusement to detect the secret of a woman, to know that her chastity is +a lie, that her calm face hides some anxious thought, that under that +pure brow is a dreadful drama. But there are other souls to whom +the sight is saddening; and many of those who laugh in public, when +withdrawn into themselves and alone with their conscience, curse the +world while they despise the woman. Such was the case with Auguste de +Maulincour, as he stood there in presence of Madame Jules. Singular +situation! There was no other relation between them than that which +social life establishes between persons who exchange a few words seven +or eight times in the course of a winter, and yet he was calling her +to account on behalf of a happiness unknown to her; he was judging her, +without letting her know of his accusation. + +Many young men find themselves thus in despair at having broken forever +with a woman adored in secret, condemned and despised in secret. There +are many hidden monologues told to the walls of some solitary lodging; +storms roused and calmed without ever leaving the depths of hearts; +amazing scenes of the moral world, for which a painter is wanted. Madame +Jules sat down, leaving her husband to make a turn around the salon. +After she was seated she seemed uneasy, and, while talking with her +neighbor, she kept a furtive eye on Monsieur Jules Desmarets, her +husband, a broker chiefly employed by the Baron de Nucingen. The +following is the history of their home life. + +Monsieur Desmarets was, five years before his marriage, in a broker’s +office, with no other means than the meagre salary of a clerk. But he +was a man to whom misfortune had early taught the truths of life, and he +followed the strait path with the tenacity of an insect making for its +nest; he was one of those dogged young men who feign death before an +obstacle and wear out everybody’s patience with their own beetle-like +perseverance. Thus, young as he was, he had all the republican virtue of +poor peoples; he was sober, saving of his time, an enemy to pleasure. +He waited. Nature had given him the immense advantage of an agreeable +exterior. His calm, pure brow, the shape of his placid, but expressive +face, his simple manners,--all revealed in him a laborious and resigned +existence, that lofty personal dignity which is imposing to others, +and the secret nobility of heart which can meet all events. His modesty +inspired a sort of respect in those who knew him. Solitary in the midst +of Paris, he knew the social world only by glimpses during the brief +moments which he spent in his patron’s salon on holidays. + +There were passions in this young man, as in most of the men who live +in that way, of amazing profundity,--passions too vast to be drawn into +petty incidents. His want of means compelled him to lead an ascetic +life, and he conquered his fancies by hard work. After paling all day +over figures, he found his recreation in striving obstinately to acquire +that wide general knowledge so necessary in these days to every man who +wants to make his mark, whether in society, or in commerce, at the bar, +or in politics or literature. The only peril these fine souls have to +fear comes from their own uprightness. They see some poor girl; they +love her; they marry her, and wear out their lives in a struggle between +poverty and love. The noblest ambition is quenched perforce by the +household account-book. Jules Desmarets went headlong into this peril. + +He met one evening at his patron’s house a girl of the rarest beauty. +Unfortunate men who are deprived of affection, and who consume the +finest hours of youth in work and study, alone know the rapid ravages +that passion makes in their lonely, misconceived hearts. They are so +certain of loving truly, all their forces are concentrated so quickly on +the object of their love, that they receive, while beside her, the most +delightful sensations, when, as often happens, they inspire none at +all. Nothing is more flattering to a woman’s egotism than to divine this +passion, apparently immovable, and these emotions so deep that they have +needed a great length of time to reach the human surface. These poor +men, anchorites in the midst of Paris, have all the enjoyments of +anchorites; and may sometimes succumb to temptations. But, more often +deceived, betrayed, and misunderstood, they are rarely able to gather +the sweet fruits of a love which, to them, is like a flower dropped from +heaven. + +One smile from his wife, a single inflection of her voice sufficed to +make Jules Desmarets conceive a passion which was boundless. Happily, +the concentrated fire of that secret passion revealed itself artlessly +to the woman who inspired it. These two beings then loved each other +religiously. To express all in a word, they clasped hands without shame +before the eyes of the world and went their way like two children, +brother and sister, passing serenely through a crowd where all made way +for them and admired them. + +The young girl was in one of those unfortunate positions which human +selfishness entails upon children. She had no civil status; her name of +“Clemence” and her age were recorded only by a notary public. As for +her fortune, that was small indeed. Jules Desmarets was a happy man +on hearing these particulars. If Clemence had belonged to an opulent +family, he might have despaired of obtaining her; but she was only the +poor child of love, the fruit of some terrible adulterous passion; and +they were married. Then began for Jules Desmarets a series of fortunate +events. Every one envied his happiness; and henceforth talked only of +his luck, without recalling either his virtues or his courage. + +Some days after their marriage, the mother of Clemence, who passed in +society for her godmother, told Jules Desmarets to buy the office and +good-will of a broker, promising to provide him with the necessary +capital. In those days, such offices could still be bought at a modest +price. That evening, in the salon as it happened of his patron, a +wealthy capitalist proposed, on the recommendation of the mother, a very +advantageous transaction for Jules Desmarets, and the next day the happy +clerk was able to buy out his patron. In four years Desmarets became one +of the most prosperous men in his business; new clients increased the +number his predecessor had left to him; he inspired confidence in all; +and it was impossible for him not to feel, by the way business came +to him, that some hidden influence, due to his mother-in-law, or to +Providence, was secretly protecting him. + +At the end of the third year Clemence lost her godmother. By that time +Monsieur Jules (so called to distinguish him from an elder brother, whom +he had set up as a notary in Paris) possessed an income from invested +property of two hundred thousand francs. There was not in all Paris +another instance of the domestic happiness enjoyed by this couple. +For five years their exceptional love had been troubled by only one +event,--a calumny for which Monsieur Jules exacted vengeance. One of his +former comrades attributed to Madame Jules the fortune of her husband, +explaining that it came from a high protection dearly paid for. The man +who uttered the calumny was killed in the duel that followed it. + +The profound passion of this couple, which survived marriage, obtained +a great success in society, though some women were annoyed by it. The +charming household was respected; everybody feted it. Monsieur and +Madame Jules were sincerely liked, perhaps because there is nothing more +delightful to see than happy people; but they never stayed long at any +festivity. They slipped away early, as impatient to regain their nest +as wandering pigeons. This nest was a large and beautiful mansion in the +rue de Menars, where a true feeling for art tempered the luxury which +the financial world continues, traditionally, to display. Here the happy +pair received their society magnificently, although the obligations of +social life suited them but little. + +Nevertheless, Jules submitted to the demands of the world, knowing +that, sooner or later, a family has need of it; but he and his wife felt +themselves, in its midst, like green-house plants in a tempest. With a +delicacy that was very natural, Jules had concealed from his wife the +calumny and the death of the calumniator. Madame Jules, herself, was +inclined, through her sensitive and artistic nature, to desire luxury. +In spite of the terrible lesson of the duel, some imprudent women +whispered to each other that Madame Jules must sometimes be pressed for +money. They often found her more elegantly dressed in her own home than +when she went into society. She loved to adorn herself to please her +husband, wishing to show him that to her he was more than any social +life. A true love, a pure love, above all, a happy love! Jules, always a +lover, and more in love as time went by, was happy in all things beside +his wife, even in her caprices; in fact, he would have been uneasy if +she had none, thinking it a symptom of some illness. + +Auguste de Maulincour had the personal misfortune of running against +this passion, and falling in love with the wife beyond recovery. +Nevertheless, though he carried in his heart so intense a love, he was +not ridiculous; he complied with all the demands of society, and of +military manners and customs. And yet his face wore constantly, even +though he might be drinking a glass of champagne, that dreamy look, that +air of silently despising life, that nebulous expression which belongs, +though for other reasons, to _blases_ men,--men dissatisfied with hollow +lives. To love without hope, to be disgusted with life, constitute, in +these days, a social position. The enterprise of winning the heart of +a sovereign might give, perhaps, more hope than a love rashly conceived +for a happy woman. Therefore Maulincour had sufficient reason to be +grave and gloomy. A queen has the vanity of her power; the height of her +elevation protects her. But a pious _bourgeoise_ is like a hedgehog, or +an oyster, in its rough wrappings. + +At this moment the young officer was beside his unconscious mistress, +who certainly was unaware that she was doubly faithless. Madame +Jules was seated, in a naive attitude, like the least artful woman in +existence, soft and gentle, full of a majestic serenity. What an abyss +is human nature! Before beginning a conversation, the baron looked +alternately at the wife and at the husband. How many were the +reflections he made! He recomposed the “Night Thoughts” of Young in a +second. And yet the music was sounding through the salons, the light was +pouring from a thousand candles. It was a banker’s ball,--one of those +insolent festivals by means of which the world of solid gold endeavored +to sneer at the gold-embossed salons where the faubourg Saint-Germain +met and laughed, not foreseeing the day when the bank would invade the +Luxembourg and take its seat upon the throne. The conspirators were now +dancing, indifferent to coming bankruptcies, whether of Power or of +the Bank. The gilded salons of the Baron de Nucingen were gay with that +peculiar animation that the world of Paris, apparently joyous at any +rate, gives to its fetes. There, men of talent communicate their wit to +fools, and fools communicate that air of enjoyment that characterizes +them. By means of this exchange all is liveliness. But a ball in Paris +always resembles fireworks to a certain extent; wit, coquetry, and +pleasure sparkle and go out like rockets. The next day all present have +forgotten their wit, their coquetry, their pleasure. + +“Ah!” thought Auguste, by way of conclusion, “women are what the vidame +says they are. Certainly all those dancing here are less irreproachable +actually than Madame Jules appears to be, and yet Madame Jules went to +the rue Soly!” + +The rue Soly was like an illness to him; the very word shrivelled his +heart. + +“Madame, do you ever dance?” he said to her. + +“This is the third time you have asked me that question this winter,” + she answered, smiling. + +“But perhaps you have never answered it.” + +“That is true.” + +“I knew very well that you were false, like other women.” + +Madame Jules continued to smile. + +“Listen, monsieur,” she said; “if I told you the real reason, you would +think it ridiculous. I do not think it false to abstain from telling +things that the world would laugh at.” + +“All secrets demand, in order to be told, a friendship of which I am no +doubt unworthy, madame. But you cannot have any but noble secrets; do +you think me capable of jesting on noble things?” + +“Yes,” she said, “you, like all the rest, laugh at our purest +sentiments; you calumniate them. Besides, I have no secrets. I have the +right to love my husband in the face of all the world, and I say so,--I +am proud of it; and if you laugh at me when I tell you that I dance only +with him, I shall have a bad opinion of your heart.” + +“Have you never danced since your marriage with any one but your +husband?” + +“Never. His arm is the only one on which I have leaned; I have never +felt the touch of another man.” + +“Has your physician never felt your pulse?” + +“Now you are laughing at me.” + +“No, madame, I admire you, because I comprehend you. But you let a man +hear your voice, you let yourself be seen, you--in short, you permit our +eyes to admire you--” + +“Ah!” she said, interrupting him, “that is one of my griefs. Yes, I wish +it were possible for a married woman to live secluded with her husband, +as a mistress lives with her lover, for then--” + +“Then why were you, two hours ago, on foot, disguised, in the rue Soly?” + +“The rue Soly, where is that?” + +And her pure voice gave no sign of any emotion; no feature of her face +quivered; she did not blush; she remained calm. + +“What! you did not go up to the second floor of a house in the rue +des Vieux-Augustins at the corner of the rue Soly? You did not have +a hackney-coach waiting near by? You did not return in it to the +flower-shop in the rue Richelieu, where you bought the feathers that are +now in your hair?” + +“I did not leave my house this evening.” + +As she uttered that lie she was smiling and imperturbable; she played +with her fan; but if any one had passed a hand down her back they would, +perhaps, have found it moist. At that instant Auguste remembered the +instructions of the vidame. + +“Then it was some one who strangely resembled you,” he said, with a +credulous air. + +“Monsieur,” she replied, “if you are capable of following a woman and +detecting her secrets, you will allow me to say that it is a wrong, a +very wrong thing, and I do you the honor to say that I disbelieve you.” + +The baron turned away, placed himself before the fireplace and seemed +thoughtful. He bent his head; but his eyes were covertly fixed on Madame +Jules, who, not remembering the reflections in the mirror, cast two or +three glances at him that were full of terror. Presently she made a sign +to her husband and rising took his arm to walk about the salon. As she +passed before Monsieur de Maulincour, who at that moment was speaking +to a friend, he said in a loud voice, as if in reply to a remark: +“That woman will certainly not sleep quietly this night.” Madame +Jules stopped, gave him an imposing look which expressed contempt, +and continued her way, unaware that another look, if surprised by her +husband, might endanger not only her happiness but the lives of two men. +Auguste, frantic with anger, which he tried to smother in the depths of +his soul, presently left the house, swearing to penetrate to the heart +of the mystery. Before leaving, he sought Madame Jules, to look at her +again; but she had disappeared. + +What a drama cast into that young head so eminently romantic, like all +who have not known love in the wide extent which they give to it. He +adored Madame Jules under a new aspect; he loved her now with the fury +of jealousy and the frenzied anguish of hope. Unfaithful to her husband, +the woman became common. Auguste could now give himself up to the +joys of successful love, and his imagination opened to him a career +of pleasures. Yes, he had lost the angel, but he had found the most +delightful of demons. He went to bed, building castles in the air, +excusing Madame Jules by some romantic fiction in which he did not +believe. He resolved to devote himself wholly, from that day forth, to +a search for the causes, motives, and keynote of this mystery. It was a +tale to read, or better still, a drama to be played, in which he had a +part. + + + + +CHAPTER II. FERRAGUS + +A fine thing is the task of a spy, when performed for one’s own benefit +and in the interests of a passion. Is it not giving ourselves the +pleasure of a thief and a rascal while continuing honest men? But there +is another side to it; we must resign ourselves to boil with anger, to +roar with impatience, to freeze our feet in the mud, to be numbed, and +roasted, and torn by false hopes. We must go, on the faith of a mere +indication, to a vague object, miss our end, curse our luck, improvise +to ourselves elegies, dithyrambics, exclaim idiotically before +inoffensive pedestrians who observe us, knock over old apple-women and +their baskets, run hither and thither, stand on guard beneath a window, +make a thousand suppositions. But, after all, it is a chase, a hunt; a +hunt in Paris, a hunt with all its chances, minus dogs and guns and +the tally-ho! Nothing compares with it but the life of gamblers. But +it needs a heart big with love and vengeance to ambush itself in Paris, +like a tiger waiting to spring upon its prey, and to enjoy the chances +and contingencies of Paris, by adding one special interest to the many +that abound there. But for this we need a many-sided soul--for must we +not live in a thousand passions, a thousand sentiments? + +Auguste de Maulincour flung himself into this ardent existence +passionately, for he felt all its pleasures and all its misery. He went +disguised about Paris, watching at the corners of the rue Pagevin and +the rue des Vieux-Augustins. He hurried like a hunter from the rue de +Menars to the rue Soly, and back from the rue Soly to the rue de Menars, +without obtaining either the vengeance or the knowledge which would +punish or reward such cares, such efforts, such wiles. But he had not +yet reached that impatience which wrings our very entrails and makes us +sweat; he roamed in hope, believing that Madame Jules would only refrain +for a few days from revisiting the place where she knew she had been +detected. He devoted the first days therefore, to a careful study of +the secrets of the street. A novice at such work, he dared not question +either the porter or the shoemaker of the house to which Madame Jules +had gone; but he managed to obtain a post of observation in a house +directly opposite to the mysterious apartment. He studied the ground, +trying to reconcile the conflicting demands of prudence, impatience, +love, and secrecy. + +Early in the month of March, while busy with plans by which he expected +to strike a decisive blow, he left his post about four in the afternoon, +after one of those patient watches from which he had learned nothing. +He was on his way to his own house whither a matter relating to +his military service called him, when he was overtaken in the rue +Coquilliere by one of those heavy showers which instantly flood the +gutters, while each drop of rain rings loudly in the puddles of the +roadway. A pedestrian under these circumstances is forced to stop short +and take refuge in a shop or cafe if he is rich enough to pay for +the forced hospitality, or, if in poorer circumstances, under a +_porte-cochere_, that haven of paupers or shabbily dressed persons. Why +have none of our painters ever attempted to reproduce the physiognomies +of a swarm of Parisians, grouped, under stress of weather, in the damp +_porte-cochere_ of a building? First, there’s the musing philosophical +pedestrian, who observes with interest all he sees,--whether it be the +stripes made by the rain on the gray background of the atmosphere (a +species of chasing not unlike the capricious threads of spun glass), or +the whirl of white water which the wind is driving like a luminous +dust along the roofs, or the fitful disgorgements of the gutter-pipes, +sparkling and foaming; in short, the thousand nothings to be admired and +studied with delight by loungers, in spite of the porter’s broom which +pretends to be sweeping out the gateway. Then there’s the talkative +refugee, who complains and converses with the porter while he rests on +his broom like a grenadier on his musket; or the pauper wayfarer, curled +against the wall indifferent to the condition of his rags, long used, +alas, to contact with the streets; or the learned pedestrian who +studies, spells, and reads the posters on the walls without finishing +them; or the smiling pedestrian who makes fun of others to whom some +street fatality has happened, who laughs at the muddy women, and makes +grimaces at those of either sex who are looking from the windows; and +the silent being who gazes from floor to floor; and the working-man, +armed with a satchel or a paper bundle, who is estimating the rain as a +profit or loss; and the good-natured fugitive, who arrives like a shot +exclaiming, “Ah! what weather, messieurs, what weather!” and bows +to every one; and, finally, the true _bourgeois_ of Paris, with his +unfailing umbrella, an expert in showers, who foresaw this particular +one, but would come out in spite of his wife; this one takes a seat in +the porter’s chair. According to individual character, each member of +this fortuitous society contemplates the skies, and departs, skipping +to avoid the mud,--because he is in a hurry, or because he sees other +citizens walking along in spite of wind and slush, or because, the +archway being damp and mortally catarrhal, the bed’s edge, as the +proverb says, is better than the sheets. Each one has his motive. No one +is left but the prudent pedestrian, the man who, before he sets forth, +makes sure of a scrap of blue sky through the rifting clouds. + +Monsieur de Maulincour took refuge, as we have said, with a whole family +of fugitives, under the porch of an old house, the court-yard of +which looked like the flue of a chimney. The sides of its plastered, +nitrified, and mouldy walls were so covered with pipes and conduits from +all the many floors of its four elevations, that it might have been +said to resemble at that moment the _cascatelles_ of Saint-Cloud. Water +flowed everywhere; it boiled, it leaped, it murmured; it was black, +white, blue, and green; it shrieked, it bubbled under the broom of the +portress, a toothless old woman used to storms, who seemed to bless them +as she swept into the street a mass of scraps an intelligent inventory +of which would have revealed the lives and habits of every dweller +in the house,--bits of printed cottons, tea-leaves, artificial +flower-petals faded and worthless, vegetable parings, papers, scraps of +metal. At every sweep of her broom the old woman bared the soul of the +gutter, that black fissure on which a porter’s mind is ever bent. The +poor lover examined this scene, like a thousand others which our heaving +Paris presents daily; but he examined it mechanically, as a man absorbed +in thought, when, happening to look up, he found himself all but nose to +nose with a man who had just entered the gateway. + +In appearance this man was a beggar, but not the Parisian beggar,--that +creation without a name in human language; no, this man formed another +type, while presenting on the outside all the ideas suggested by +the word “beggar.” He was not marked by those original Parisian +characteristics which strike us so forcibly in the paupers whom Charlet +was fond of representing, with his rare luck in observation,--coarse +faces reeking of mud, hoarse voices, reddened and bulbous noses, mouths +devoid of teeth but menacing; humble yet terrible beings, in whom a +profound intelligence shining in their eyes seems like a contradiction. +Some of these bold vagabonds have blotched, cracked, veiny skins; their +foreheads are covered with wrinkles, their hair scanty and dirty, like +a wig thrown on a dust-heap. All are gay in their degradation, and +degraded in their joys; all are marked with the stamp of debauchery, +casting their silence as a reproach; their very attitude revealing +fearful thoughts. Placed between crime and beggary they have no +compunctions, and circle prudently around the scaffold without mounting +it, innocent in the midst of crime, and vicious in their innocence. They +often cause a laugh, but they always cause reflection. One represents +to you civilization stunted, repressed; he comprehends everything, the +honor of the galleys, patriotism, virtue, the malice of a vulgar crime, +or the fine astuteness of elegant wickedness. Another is resigned, a +perfect mimer, but stupid. All have slight yearnings after order and +work, but they are pushed back into their mire by society, which makes +no inquiry as to what there may be of great men, poets, intrepid souls, +and splendid organizations among these vagrants, these gypsies of Paris; +a people eminently good and eminently evil--like all the masses who +suffer--accustomed to endure unspeakable woes, and whom a fatal power +holds ever down to the level of the mire. They all have a dream, a hope, +a happiness,--cards, lottery, or wine. + +There was nothing of all this in the personage who now leaned carelessly +against the wall in front of Monsieur de Maulincour, like some fantastic +idea drawn by an artist on the back of a canvas the front of which is +turned to the wall. This tall, spare man, whose leaden visage expressed +some deep but chilling thought, dried up all pity in the hearts of those +who looked at him by the scowling look and the sarcastic attitude which +announced an intention of treating every man as an equal. His face was +of a dirty white, and his wrinkled skull, denuded of hair, bore a vague +resemblance to a block of granite. A few gray locks on either side +of his head fell straight to the collar of his greasy coat, which was +buttoned to the chin. He resembled both Voltaire and Don Quixote; +he was, apparently, scoffing but melancholy, full of disdain and +philosophy, but half-crazy. He seemed to have no shirt. His beard was +long. A rusty black cravat, much worn and ragged, exposed a protuberant +neck deeply furrowed, with veins as thick as cords. A large brown circle +like a bruise was strongly marked beneath his eyes, He seemed to be at +least sixty years old. His hands were white and clean. His boots were +trodden down at the heels, and full of holes. A pair of blue trousers, +mended in various places, were covered with a species of fluff which +made them offensive to the eye. Whether it was that his damp clothes +exhaled a fetid odor, or that he had in his normal condition the “poor +smell” which belongs to Parisian tenements, just as offices, sacristies, +and hospitals have their own peculiar and rancid fetidness, of which +no words can give the least idea, or whether some other reason affected +them, those in the vicinity of this man immediately moved away and +left him alone. He cast upon them and also upon the officer a calm, +expressionless look, the celebrated look of Monsieur de Talleyrand, +a dull, wan glance, without warmth, a species of impenetrable veil, +beneath which a strong soul hides profound emotions and close estimation +of men and things and events. Not a fold of his face quivered. His mouth +and forehead were impassible; but his eyes moved and lowered themselves +with a noble, almost tragic slowness. There was, in fact, a whole drama +in the motion of those withered eyelids. + +The aspect of this stoical figure gave rise in Monsieur de Maulincour +to one of those vagabond reveries which begin with a common question and +end by comprising a world of thought. The storm was past. Monsieur de +Maulincour presently saw no more of the man than the tail of his coat +as it brushed the gate-post, but as he turned to leave his own place +he noticed at his feet a letter which must have fallen from the unknown +beggar when he took, as the baron had seen him take, a handkerchief from +his pocket. The young man picked it up, and read, involuntarily, the +address: “To Monsieur Ferragusse, Rue des Grands-Augustains, corner of +rue Soly.” + +The letter bore no postmark, and the address prevented Monsieur de +Maulincour from following the beggar and returning it; for there are few +passions that will not fail in rectitude in the long run. The baron +had a presentiment of the opportunity afforded by this windfall. He +determined to keep the letter, which would give him the right to enter +the mysterious house to return it to the strange man, not doubting that +he lived there. Suspicions, vague as the first faint gleams of daylight, +made him fancy relations between this man and Madame Jules. A jealous +lover supposes everything; and it is by supposing everything and +selecting the most probable of their conjectures that judges, spies, +lovers, and observers get at the truth they are looking for. + +“Is the letter for him? Is it from Madame Jules?” + +His restless imagination tossed a thousand such questions to him; +but when he read the first words of the letter he smiled. Here it +is, textually, in all the simplicity of its artless phrases and its +miserable orthography,--a letter to which it would be impossible to add +anything, or to take anything away, unless it were the letter itself. +But we have yielded to the necessity of punctuating it. In the original +there were neither commas nor stops of any kind, not even notes of +exclamation,--a fact which tends to undervalue the system of notes +and dashes by which modern authors have endeavored to depict the great +disasters of all the passions:-- + + + Henry,--Among the manny sacrifisis I imposed upon myself for your + sake was that of not giving you anny news of me; but an + iresistible voise now compells me to let you know the wrong you + have done me. I know beforehand that your soul hardened in vise + will not pitty me. Your heart is deaf to feeling. Is it deaf to + the cries of nature? But what matter? I must tell you to what a + dredful point you are gilty, and the horror of the position to + which you have brought me. Henry, you knew what I sufered from my + first wrong-doing, and yet you plunged me into the same misery, + and then abbandoned me to my dispair and sufering. Yes, I will say + it, the belif I had that you loved me and esteemed me gave me + corage to bare my fate. But now, what have I left? Have you not + made me loose all that was dear to me, all that held me to life; + parents, frends, onor, reputation,--all, I have sacrifised all to + you, and nothing is left me but shame, oprobrum, and--I say this + without blushing--poverty. Nothing was wanting to my misfortunes + but the sertainty of your contempt and hatred; and now I have them + I find the corage that my project requires. My decision is made; + the onor of my famly commands it. I must put an end to my + suferins. Make no remarks upon my conduct, Henry; it is orful, I + know, but my condition obliges me. Without help, without suport, + without one frend to comfort me, can I live? No. Fate has desided + for me. So in two days, Henry, two days, Ida will have seased to + be worthy of your regard. Oh, Henry! oh, my frend! for I can never + change to you, promise me to forgive me for what I am going to do. + Do not forget that you have driven me to it; it is your work, and + you must judge it. May heven not punish you for all your crimes. I + ask your pardon on my knees, for I feel nothing is wanting to my + misery but the sorow of knowing you unhappy. In spite of the + poverty I am in I shall refuse all help from you. If you had loved + me I would have taken all from your friendship; but a benfit given + by pitty _my soul refussis_. I would be baser to take it than he + who offered it. I have one favor to ask of you. I don’t know how + long I must stay at Madame Meynardie’s; be genrous enough not to + come there. Your last two vissits did me a harm I cannot get ofer. + I cannot enter into particlers about that conduct of yours. You + hate me,--you said so; that word is writen on my heart, and + freeses it with fear. Alas! it is now, when I need all my corage, + all my strength, that my faculties abandon me. Henry, my frend, + before I put a barrier forever between us, give me a last pruf of + your esteem. Write me, answer me, say you respect me still, though + you have seased to love me. My eyes are worthy still to look into + yours, but I do not ask an interfew; I fear my weakness and my + love. But for pitty’s sake write me a line at once; it will give + me the corage I need to meet my trubbles. Farewell, orther of all + my woes, but the only frend my heart has chosen and will never + forget. + +Ida. + + +This life of a young girl, with its love betrayed, its fatal joys, its +pangs, its miseries, and its horrible resignation, summed up in a few +words, this humble poem, essentially Parisian, written on dirty paper, +influenced for a passing moment Monsieur de Maulincour. He asked himself +whether this Ida might not be some poor relation of Madame Jules, and +that strange rendezvous, which he had witnessed by chance, the mere +necessity of a charitable effort. But could that old pauper have seduced +this Ida? There was something impossible in the very idea. Wandering in +this labyrinth of reflections, which crossed, recrossed, and obliterated +one another, the baron reached the rue Pagevin, and saw a hackney-coach +standing at the end of the rue des Vieux-Augustins where it enters the +rue Montmartre. All waiting hackney-coaches now had an interest for him. + +“Can she be there?” he thought to himself, and his heart beat fast with +a hot and feverish throbbing. + +He pushed the little door with the bell, but he lowered his head as he +did so, obeying a sense of shame, for a voice said to him secretly:-- + +“Why are you putting your foot into this mystery?” + +He went up a few steps, and found himself face to face with the old +portress. + +“Monsieur Ferragus?” he said. + +“Don’t know him.” + +“Doesn’t Monsieur Ferragus live here?” + +“Haven’t such a name in the house.” + +“But, my good woman--” + +“I’m not your good woman, monsieur, I’m the portress.” + +“But, madame,” persisted the baron, “I have a letter for Monsieur +Ferragus.” + +“Ah! if monsieur has a letter,” she said, changing her tone, “that’s +another matter. Will you let me see it--that letter?” + +Auguste showed the folded letter. The old woman shook her head with a +doubtful air, hesitated, seemed to wish to leave the lodge and inform +the mysterious Ferragus of his unexpected visitor, but finally said:-- + +“Very good; go up, monsieur. I suppose you know the way?” + +Without replying to this remark, which he thought might be a trap, the +young officer ran lightly up the stairway, and rang loudly at the door +of the second floor. His lover’s instinct told him, “She is there.” + +The beggar of the porch, Ferragus, the “orther” of Ida’s woes, opened +the door himself. He appeared in a flowered dressing-gown, white flannel +trousers, his feet in embroidered slippers, and his face washed clean of +stains. Madame Jules, whose head projected beyond the casing of the door +in the next room, turned pale and dropped into a chair. + +“What is the matter, madame?” cried the officer, springing toward her. + +But Ferragus stretched forth an arm and flung the intruder back with so +sharp a thrust that Auguste fancied he had received a blow with an iron +bar full on his chest. + +“Back! monsieur,” said the man. “What do you want there? For five or six +days you have been roaming about the neighborhood. Are you a spy?” + +“Are you Monsieur Ferragus?” said the baron. + +“No, monsieur.” + +“Nevertheless,” continued Auguste, “it is to you that I must return this +paper which you dropped in the gateway beneath which we both took refuge +from the rain.” + +While speaking and offering the letter to the man, Auguste did not +refrain from casting an eye around the room where Ferragus received him. +It was very well arranged, though simply. A fire burned on the hearth; +and near it was a table with food upon it, which was served more +sumptuously than agreed with the apparent conditions of the man and the +poorness of his lodging. On a sofa in the next room, which he could +see through the doorway, lay a heap of gold, and he heard a sound which +could be no other than that of a woman weeping. + +“The paper belongs to me; I am much obliged to you,” said the mysterious +man, turning away as if to make the baron understand that he must go. + +Too curious himself to take much note of the deep examination of which +he was himself the object, Auguste did not see the half-magnetic glance +with which this strange being seemed to pierce him; had he encountered +that basilisk eye he might have felt the danger that encompassed him. +Too passionately excited to think of himself, Auguste bowed, went +down the stairs, and returned home, striving to find a meaning in the +connection of these three persons,--Ida, Ferragus, and Madame Jules; +an occupation equivalent to that of trying to arrange the many-cornered +bits of a Chinese puzzle without possessing the key to the game. But +Madame Jules had seen him, Madame Jules went there, Madame Jules had +lied to him. Maulincour determined to go and see her the next day. She +could not refuse his visit, for he was now her accomplice; he was hands +and feet in the mysterious affair, and she knew it. Already he +felt himself a sultan, and thought of demanding from Madame Jules, +imperiously, all her secrets. + +In those days Paris was seized with a building-fever. If Paris is +a monster, it is certainly a most mania-ridden monster. It becomes +enamored of a thousand fancies: sometimes it has a mania for building, +like a great seigneur who loves a trowel; soon it abandons the trowel +and becomes all military; it arrays itself from head to foot as a +national guard, and drills and smokes; suddenly, it abandons military +manoeuvres and flings away cigars; it is commercial, care-worn, falls +into bankruptcy, sells its furniture on the place de Chatelet, files its +schedule; but a few days later, lo! it has arranged its affairs and is +giving fetes and dances. One day it eats barley-sugar by the mouthful, +by the handful; yesterday it bought “papier Weymen”; to-day the +monster’s teeth ache, and it applies to its walls an alexipharmatic +to mitigate their dampness; to-morrow it will lay in a provision of +pectoral paste. It has its manias for the month, for the season, for the +year, like its manias of a day. + +So, at the moment of which we speak, all the world was building or +pulling down something,--people hardly knew what as yet. There were very +few streets in which high scaffoldings on long poles could not be seen, +fastened from floor to floor with transverse blocks inserted into holes +in the walls on which the planks were laid,--a frail construction, +shaken by the brick-layers, but held together by ropes, white with +plaster, and insecurely protected from the wheels of carriages by the +breastwork of planks which the law requires round all such buildings. +There is something maritime in these masts, and ladders, and cordage, +even in the shouts of the masons. About a dozen yards from the hotel +Maulincour, one of these ephemeral barriers was erected before a house +which was then being built of blocks of free-stone. The day after the +event we have just related, at the moment when the Baron de Maulincour +was passing this scaffolding in his cabriolet on his way to see Madame +Jules, a stone, two feet square, which was being raised to the upper +storey of this building, got loose from the ropes and fell, crushing the +baron’s servant who was behind the cabriolet. A cry of horror shook both +the scaffold and the masons; one of them, apparently unable to keep his +grasp on a pole, was in danger of death, and seemed to have been touched +by the stone as it passed him. + +A crowd collected rapidly; the masons came down the ladders swearing +and insisting that Monsieur de Maulincour’s cabriolet had been driven +against the boarding and so had shaken their crane. Two inches more and +the stone would have fallen on the baron’s head. The groom was dead, +the carriage shattered. ‘Twas an event for the whole neighborhood, the +newspapers told of it. Monsieur de Maulincour, certain that he had not +touched the boarding, complained; the case went to court. Inquiry being +made, it was shown that a small boy, armed with a lath, had mounted +guard and called to all foot-passengers to keep away. The affair ended +there. Monsieur de Maulincour obtained no redress. He had lost his +servant, and was confined to his bed for some days, for the back of the +carriage when shattered had bruised him severely, and the nervous shock +of the sudden surprise gave him a fever. He did not, therefore, go to +see Madame Jules. + +Ten days after this event, he left the house for the first time, in his +repaired cabriolet, when, as he drove down the rue de Bourgogne and was +close to the sewer opposite to the Chamber of Deputies, the axle-tree +broke in two, and the baron was driving so rapidly that the breakage +would have caused the two wheels to come together with force enough to +break his head, had it not been for the resistance of the leather hood. +Nevertheless, he was badly wounded in the side. For the second time in +ten days he was carried home in a fainting condition to his terrified +grandmother. This second accident gave him a feeling of distrust; he +thought, though vaguely, of Ferragus and Madame Jules. To throw light on +these suspicions he had the broken axle brought to his room and sent +for his carriage-maker. The man examined the axle and the fracture, +and proved two things: First, the axle was not made in his workshop; he +furnished none that did not bear the initials of his name on the iron. +But he could not explain by what means this axle had been substituted +for the other. Secondly, the breakage of the suspicious axle was caused +by a hollow space having been blown in it and a straw very cleverly +inserted. + +“Eh! Monsieur le baron, whoever did that was malicious!” he said; “any +one would swear, to look at it, that the axle was sound.” + +Monsieur de Maulincour begged the carriage-maker to say nothing of the +affair; but he felt himself warned. These two attempts at murder were +planned with an ability which denoted the enmity of intelligent minds. + +“It is war to the death,” he said to himself, as he tossed in his +bed,--“a war of savages, skulking in ambush, of trickery and treachery, +declared in the name of Madame Jules. What sort of man is this to whom +she belongs? What species of power does this Ferragus wield?” + +Monsieur de Maulincour, though a soldier and brave man, could not +repress a shudder. In the midst of many thoughts that now assailed him, +there was one against which he felt he had neither defence nor courage: +might not poison be employed ere long by his secret enemies? Under the +influence of fears, which his momentary weakness and fever and low diet +increased, he sent for an old woman long attached to the service of his +grandmother, whose affection for himself was one of those semi-maternal +sentiments which are the sublime of the commonplace. Without confiding +in her wholly, he charged her to buy secretly and daily, in different +localities, the food he needed; telling her to keep it under lock and +key and bring it to him herself, not allowing any one, no matter who, to +approach her while preparing it. He took the most minute precautions to +protect himself against that form of death. He was ill in his bed +and alone, and he had therefore the leisure to think of his own +security,--the one necessity clear-sighted enough to enable human +egotism to forget nothing! + +But the unfortunate man had poisoned his own life by this dread, and, +in spite of himself, suspicion dyed all his hours with its gloomy tints. +These two lessons of attempted assassination did teach him, however, the +value of one of the virtues most necessary to a public man; he saw the +wise dissimulation that must be practised in dealing with the great +interests of life. To be silent about our own secret is nothing; but to +be silent from the start, to forget a fact as Ali Pacha did for thirty +years in order to be sure of a vengeance waited for for thirty years, +is a fine study in a land where there are few men who can keep their +own counsel for thirty days. Monsieur de Maulincour literally lived only +through Madame Jules. He was perpetually absorbed in a sober examination +into the means he ought to employ to triumph in this mysterious struggle +with these mysterious persons. His secret passion for that woman grew +by reason of all these obstacles. Madame Jules was ever there, erect, in +the midst of his thoughts, in the centre of his heart, more seductive by +her presumable vices than by the positive virtues for which he had made +her his idol. + +At last, anxious to reconnoitre the position of the enemy, he thought +he might without danger initiate the vidame into the secrets of his +situation. The old commander loved Auguste as a father loves his wife’s +children; he was shrewd, dexterous, and very diplomatic. He listened to +the baron, shook his head, and they both held counsel. The worthy vidame +did not share his young friend’s confidence when Auguste declared that +in the time in which they now lived, the police and the government were +able to lay bare all mysteries, and that if it were absolutely necessary +to have recourse to those powers, he should find them most powerful +auxiliaries. + +The old man replied, gravely: “The police, my dear boy, is the most +incompetent thing on this earth, and government the feeblest in all +matters concerning individuals. Neither the police nor the government +can read hearts. What we might reasonably ask of them is to search +for the causes of an act. But the police and the government are both +eminently unfitted for that; they lack, essentially, the personal +interest which reveals all to him who wants to know all. No human power +can prevent an assassin or a poisoner from reaching the heart of a +prince or the stomach of an honest man. Passions are the best police.” + +The vidame strongly advised the baron to go to Italy, and from Italy +to Greece, from Greece to Syria, from Syria to Asia, and not to return +until his secret enemies were convinced of his repentance, and would so +make tacit peace with him. But if he did not take that course, then the +vidame advised him to stay in the house, and even in his own room, where +he would be safe from the attempts of this man Ferragus, and not to +leave it until he could be certain of crushing him. + +“We should never touch an enemy until we can be sure of taking his head +off,” he said, gravely. + +The old man, however, promised his favorite to employ all the astuteness +with which Heaven had provided him (without compromising any one) +in reconnoitring the enemy’s ground, and laying his plans for future +victory. The Commander had in his service a retired Figaro, the wiliest +monkey that ever walked in human form; in earlier days as clever as a +devil, working his body like a galley-slave, alert as a thief, sly as a +woman, but now fallen into the decadence of genius for want of practice +since the new constitution of Parisian society, which has reformed even +the valets of comedy. This Scapin emeritus was attached to his master +as to a superior being; but the shrewd old vidame added a good round +sum yearly to the wages of his former provost of gallantry, +which strengthened the ties of natural affection by the bonds of +self-interest, and obtained for the old gentleman as much care as the +most loving mistress could bestow on a sick friend. It was this pearl +of the old-fashioned comedy-valets, relic of the last century, auxiliary +incorruptible from lack of passions to satisfy, on whom the old vidame +and Monsieur de Maulincour now relied. + +“Monsieur le baron will spoil all,” said the great man in livery, when +called into counsel. “Monsieur should eat, drink, and sleep in peace. I +take the whole matter upon myself.” + +Accordingly, eight days after the conference, when Monsieur de +Maulincour, perfectly restored to health, was breakfasting with his +grandmother and the vidame, Justin entered to make his report. As soon +as the dowager had returned to her own apartments he said, with that +mock modesty which men of talent are so apt to affect:-- + +“Ferragus is not the name of the enemy who is pursuing Monsieur le +baron. This man--this devil, rather--is called Gratien, Henri, Victor, +Jean-Joseph Bourignard. The Sieur Gratien Bourignard is a former +ship-builder, once very rich, and, above all, one of the handsomest +men of his day in Paris,--a Lovelace, capable of seducing Grandison. +My information stops short there. He has been a simple workman; and the +Companions of the Order of the Devorants did, at one time, elect him as +their chief, under the title of Ferragus XXIII. The police ought to know +that, if the police were instituted to know anything. The man has moved +from the rue des Vieux-Augustins, and now roosts rue Joquelet, where +Madame Jules Desmarets goes frequently to see him; sometimes her +husband, on his way to the Bourse, drives her as far as the rue +Vivienne, or she drives her husband to the Bourse. Monsieur le vidame +knows about these things too well to want me to tell him if it is the +husband who takes the wife, or the wife who takes the husband; but +Madame Jules is so pretty, I’d bet on her. All that I have told you is +positive. Bourignard often plays at number 129. Saving your presence, +monsieur, he’s a rogue who loves women, and he has his little ways +like a man of condition. As for the rest, he wins sometimes, disguises +himself like an actor, paints his face to look like anything he chooses, +and lives, I may say, the most original life in the world. I don’t doubt +he has a good many lodgings, for most of the time he manages to evade +what Monsieur le vidame calls ‘parliamentary investigations.’ If +monsieur wishes, he could be disposed of honorably, seeing what his +habits are. It is always easy to get rid of a man who loves women. +However, this capitalist talks about moving again. Have Monsieur le +vidame and Monsieur le baron any other commands to give me?” + +“Justin, I am satisfied with you; don’t go any farther in the matter +without my orders, but keep a close watch here, so that Monsieur le +baron may have nothing to fear.” + +“My dear boy,” continued the vidame, when they were alone, “go back to +your old life, and forget Madame Jules.” + +“No, no,” said Auguste; “I will never yield to Gratien Bourignard. I +will have him bound hand and foot, and Madame Jules also.” + +That evening the Baron Auguste de Maulincour, recently promoted to +higher rank in the company of the Body-Guard of the king, went to a +ball given by Madame la Duchesse de Berry at the Elysee-Bourbon. There, +certainly, no danger could lurk for him; and yet, before he left the +palace, he had an affair of honor on his hands,--an affair it was +impossible to settle except by a duel. + +His adversary, the Marquis de Ronquerolles, considered that he had +strong reasons to complain of Monsieur de Maulincour, who had given some +ground for it during his former intimacy with Monsieur de Ronquerolles’ +sister, the Comtesse de Serizy. That lady, the one who detested German +sentimentality, was all the more exacting in the matter of prudery. By +one of those inexplicable fatalities, Auguste now uttered a harmless +jest which Madame de Serizy took amiss, and her brother resented it. The +discussion took place in the corner of a room, in a low voice. In good +society, adversaries never raise their voices. The next day the faubourg +Saint-Germain and the Chateau talked over the affair. Madame de Serizy +was warmly defended, and all the blame was laid on Maulincour. August +personages interfered. Seconds of the highest distinction were imposed +on Messieurs de Maulincour and de Ronquerolles and every precaution was +taken on the ground that no one should be killed. + +When Auguste found himself face to face with his antagonist, a man of +pleasure, to whom no one could possibly deny sentiments of the highest +honor, he felt it was impossible to believe him the instrument of +Ferragus, chief of the Devorants; and yet he was compelled, as it were, +by an inexplicable presentiment, to question the marquis. + +“Messieurs,” he said to the seconds, “I certainly do not refuse to +meet the fire of Monsieur de Ronquerolles; but before doing so, I here +declare that I was to blame, and I offer him whatever excuses he may +desire, and publicly if he wishes it; because when the matter concerns a +woman, nothing, I think, can degrade a man of honor. I therefore appeal +to his generosity and good sense; is there not something rather silly in +fighting without a cause?” + +Monsieur de Ronquerolles would not allow of this way of ending the +affair, and then the baron, his suspicions revived, walked up to him. + +“Well, then! Monsieur le marquis,” he said, “pledge me, in presence of +these gentlemen, your word as a gentleman that you have no other reason +for vengeance than that you have chosen to put forward.” + +“Monsieur, that is a question you have no right to ask.” + +So saying, Monsieur de Ronquerolles took his place. It was agreed, in +advance, that the adversaries were to be satisfied with one exchange +of shots. Monsieur de Ronquerolles, in spite of the great distance +determined by the seconds, which seemed to make the death of either +party problematical, if not impossible, brought down the baron. The ball +went through the latter’s body just below the heart, but fortunately +without doing vital injury. + +“You aimed too well, monsieur,” said the baron, “to be avenging only a +paltry quarrel.” + +And he fainted. Monsieur de Ronquerolles, who believed him to be a dead +man, smiled sardonically as he heard those words. + +After a fortnight, during which time the dowager and the vidame gave +him those cares of old age the secret of which is in the hands of long +experience only, the baron began to return to life. But one morning his +grandmother dealt him a crushing blow, by revealing anxieties to which, +in her last days, she was now subjected. She showed him a letter signed +F, in which the history of her grandson’s secret espionage was recounted +step by step. The letter accused Monsieur de Maulincour of actions that +were unworthy of a man of honor. He had, it said, placed an old woman +at the stand of hackney-coaches in the rue de Menars; an old spy, who +pretended to sell water from her cask to the coachmen, but who was +really there to watch the actions of Madame Jules Desmarets. He had +spied upon the daily life of a most inoffensive man, in order to detect +his secrets,--secrets on which depended the lives of three persons. He +had brought upon himself a relentless struggle, in which, although he +had escaped with life three times, he must inevitably succumb, because +his death had been sworn and would be compassed if all human means were +employed upon it. Monsieur de Maulincour could no longer escape his fate +by even promising to respect the mysterious life of these three persons, +because it was impossible to believe the word of a gentleman who had +fallen to the level of a police-spy; and for what reason? Merely to +trouble the respectable life of an innocent woman and a harmless old +man. + +The letter itself was nothing to Auguste in comparison to the tender +reproaches of his grandmother. To lack respect to a woman! to spy upon +her actions without a right to do so! Ought a man ever to spy upon +a woman whom he loved?--in short, she poured out a torrent of those +excellent reasons which prove nothing; and they put the young baron, +for the first time in his life, into one of those great human furies in +which are born, and from which issue the most vital actions of a man’s +life. + +“Since it is war to the knife,” he said in conclusion, “I shall kill my +enemy by any means that I can lay hold of.” + +The vidame went immediately, at Auguste’s request, to the chief of the +private police of Paris, and without bringing Madame Jules’ name or +person into the narrative, although they were really the gist of it, he +made the official aware of the fears of the family of Maulincour about +this mysterious person who was bold enough to swear the death of an +officer of the Guards, in defiance of the law and the police. The chief +pushed up his green spectacles in amazement, blew his nose several +times, and offered snuff to the vidame, who, to save his dignity, +pretended not to use tobacco, although his own nose was discolored with +it. Then the chief took notes and promised, Vidocq and his spies aiding, +to send in a report within a few days to the Maulincour family, assuring +them meantime that there were no secrets for the police of Paris. + +A few days after this the police official called to see the vidame at +the Hotel de Maulincour, where he found the young baron quite recovered +from his last wound. He gave them in bureaucratic style his thanks for +the indications they had afforded him, and told them that Bourignard was +a convict, condemned to twenty years’ hard labor, who had miraculously +escaped from a gang which was being transported from Bicetre to Toulon. +For thirteen years the police had been endeavoring to recapture him, +knowing that he had boldly returned to Paris; but so far this convict +had escaped the most active search, although he was known to be mixed up +in many nefarious deeds. However, the man, whose life was full of very +curious incidents, would certainly be captured now in one or other of +his several domiciles and delivered up to justice. The bureaucrat ended +his report by saying to Monsieur de Maulincour that if he attached +enough importance to the matter to wish to witness the capture of +Bourignard, he might come the next day at eight in the morning to a +house in the rue Sainte-Foi, of which he gave him the number. Monsieur +de Maulincour excused himself from going personally in search of +certainty,--trusting, with the sacred respect inspired by the police of +Paris, in the capability of the authorities. + +Three days later, hearing nothing, and seeing nothing in the newspapers +about the projected arrest, which was certainly of enough importance to +have furnished an article, Monsieur de Maulincour was beginning to feel +anxieties which were presently allayed by the following letter:-- + + + Monsieur le Baron,--I have the honor to announce to you that you + need have no further uneasiness touching the affair in question. + The man named Gratien Bourignard, otherwise called Ferragus, died + yesterday, at his lodgings, rue Joquelet No. 7. The suspicions we + naturally conceived as to the identity of the dead body have been + completely set at rest by the facts. The physician of the + Prefecture of police was despatched by us to assist the physician + of the arrondissement, and the chief of the detective police made + all the necessary verifications to obtain absolute certainty. + Moreover, the character of the persons who signed the certificate + of death, and the affidavits of those who took care of the said + Bourignard in his last illness, among others that of the worthy + vicar of the church of the Bonne-Nouvelle (to whom he made his + last confession, for he died a Christian), do not permit us to + entertain any sort of doubt. + + Accept, Monsieur le baron, etc., etc. + + +Monsieur de Maulincour, the dowager, and the vidame breathed again with +joy unspeakable. The good old woman kissed her grandson leaving a tear +upon his cheek, and went away to thank God in prayer. The dear soul, +who was making a novena for Auguste’s safety, believed her prayers were +answered. + +“Well,” said the vidame, “now you had better show yourself at the ball +you were speaking of. I oppose no further objections.” + + + + +CHAPTER III. THE WIFE ACCUSED + +Monsieur de Maulincour was all the more anxious to go to this ball +because he knew that Madame Jules would be present. The fete was given +by the Prefect of the Seine, in whose salons the two social worlds of +Paris met as on neutral ground. Auguste passed through the rooms without +finding the woman who now exercised so mighty an influence on his fate. +He entered an empty boudoir where card-tables were placed awaiting +players; and sitting down on a divan he gave himself up to the most +contradictory thoughts about her. A man presently took the young officer +by the arm, and looking up the baron was stupefied to behold the pauper +of the rue Coquilliere, the Ferragus of Ida, the lodger in the rue Soly, +the Bourignard of Justin, the convict of the police, and the dead man of +the day before. + +“Monsieur, not a sound, not a word,” said Bourignard, whose voice he +recognized. The man was elegantly dressed; he wore the order of the +Golden-Fleece, and a medal on his coat. “Monsieur,” he continued, and +his voice was sibilant like that of a hyena, “you increase my efforts +against you by having recourse to the police. You will perish, monsieur; +it has now become necessary. Do you love Madame Jules? Are you beloved +by her? By what right do you trouble her peaceful life, and blacken her +virtue?” + +Some one entered the card-room. Ferragus rose to go. + +“Do you know this man?” asked Monsieur de Maulincour of the new-comer, +seizing Ferragus by the collar. But Ferragus quickly disengaged himself, +took Monsieur de Maulincour by the hair, and shook his head rapidly. + +“Must you have lead in it to make it steady?” he said. + +“I do not know him personally,” replied Henri de Marsay, the spectator +of this scene, “but I know that he is Monsieur de Funcal, a rich +Portuguese.” + +Monsieur de Funcal had disappeared. The baron followed but without +being able to overtake him until he reached the peristyle, where he +saw Ferragus, who looked at him with a jeering laugh from a brilliant +equipage which was driven away at high speed. + +“Monsieur,” said Auguste, re-entering the salon and addressing de +Marsay, whom he knew, “I entreat you to tell me where Monsieur de Funcal +lives.” + +“I do not know; but some one here can no doubt tell you.” + +The baron, having questioned the prefect, ascertained that the Comte de +Funcal lived at the Portuguese embassy. At this moment, while he still +felt the icy fingers of that strange man in his hair, he saw Madame +Jules in all her dazzling beauty, fresh, gracious, artless, resplendent +with the sanctity of womanhood which had won his love. This creature, +now infernal to him, excited no emotion in his soul but that of hatred; +and this hatred shone in a savage, terrible look from his eyes. He +watched for a moment when he could speak to her unheard, and then he +said:-- + +“Madame, your _bravi_ have missed me three times.” + +“What do you mean, monsieur?” she said, flushing. “I know that you +have had several unfortunate accidents lately, which I have greatly +regretted; but how could I have had anything to do with them?” + +“You knew that _bravi_ were employed against me by that man of the rue +Soly?” + +“Monsieur!” + +“Madame, I now call you to account, not for my happiness only, but for +my blood--” + +At this instant Jules Desmarets approached them. + +“What are you saying to my wife, monsieur?” + +“Make that inquiry at my own house, monsieur, if you are curious,” said +Maulincour, moving away, and leaving Madame Jules in an almost fainting +condition. + +There are few women who have not found themselves, once at least in +their lives, _a propos_ of some undeniable fact, confronted with +a direct, sharp, uncompromising question,--one of those questions +pitilessly asked by husbands, the mere apprehension of which gives +a chill, while the actual words enter the heart like the blade of a +dagger. It is from such crises that the maxim has come, “All women +lie.” Falsehood, kindly falsehood, venial falsehood, sublime falsehood, +horrible falsehood,--but always the necessity to lie. This necessity +admitted, ought they not to know how to lie well? French women do it +admirably. Our manners and customs teach them deception! Besides, +women are so naively saucy, so pretty, graceful, and withal so true +in lying,--they recognize so fully the utility of doing so in order +to avoid in social life the violent shocks which happiness might not +resist,--that lying is seen to be as necessary to their lives as the +cotton-wool in which they put away their jewels. Falsehood becomes to +them the foundation of speech; truth is exceptional; they tell it, if +they are virtuous, by caprice or by calculation. According to individual +character, some women laugh when they lie; others weep; others are +grave; some grow angry. After beginning life by feigning indifference +to the homage that deeply flatters them, they often end by lying to +themselves. Who has not admired their apparent superiority to everything +at the very moment when they are trembling for the secret treasures of +their love? Who has never studied their ease, their readiness, their +freedom of mind in the greatest embarrassments of life? In them, nothing +is put on. Deception comes as the snow from heaven. And then, with what +art they discover the truth in others! With what shrewdness they employ +a direct logic in answer to some passionate question which has revealed +to them the secret of the heart of a man who was guileless enough to +proceed by questioning! To question a woman! why, that is delivering +one’s self up to her; does she not learn in that way all that we seek to +hide from her? Does she not know also how to be dumb, through speaking? +What men are daring enough to struggle with the Parisian woman?--a woman +who knows how to hold herself above all dagger thrusts, saying: “You are +very inquisitive; what is it to you? Why do you wish to know? Ah! you +are jealous! And suppose I do not choose to answer you?”--in short, a +woman who possesses the hundred and thirty-seven methods of saying _No_, +and incommensurable variations of the word _Yes_. Is not a treatise on +the words _yes_ and _no_, a fine diplomatic, philosophic, logographic, +and moral work, still waiting to be written? But to accomplish this +work, which we may also call diabolic, isn’t an androgynous genius +necessary? For that reason, probably, it will never be attempted. And +besides, of all unpublished works isn’t it the best known and the best +practised among women? Have you studied the behavior, the pose, the +_disinvoltura_ of a falsehood? Examine it. + +Madame Desmarets was seated in the right-hand corner of her carriage, +her husband in the left. Having forced herself to recover from her +emotion in the ballroom, she now affected a calm demeanor. Her husband +had then said nothing to her, and he still said nothing. Jules looked +out of the carriage window at the black walls of the silent houses +before which they passed; but suddenly, as if driven by a determining +thought, when turning the corner of a street he examined his wife, who +appeared to be cold in spite of the fur-lined pelisse in which she was +wrapped. He thought she seemed pensive, and perhaps she really was +so. Of all communicable things, reflection and gravity are the most +contagious. + +“What could Monsieur de Maulincour have said to affect you so keenly?” + said Jules; “and why does he wish me to go to his house and find out?” + +“He can tell you nothing in his house that I cannot tell you here,” she +replied. + +Then, with that feminine craft which always slightly degrades virtue, +Madame Jules waited for another question. Her husband turned his face +back to the houses, and continued his study of their walls. Another +question would imply suspicion, distrust. To suspect a woman is a crime +in love. Jules had already killed a man for doubting his wife. Clemence +did not know all there was of true passion, of loyal reflection, in her +husband’s silence; just as Jules was ignorant of the generous drama that +was wringing the heart of his Clemence. + +The carriage rolled on through a silent Paris, bearing the couple,--two +lovers who adored each other, and who, gently leaning on the same +silken cushion, were being parted by an abyss. In these elegant coupes +returning from a ball between midnight and two in the morning, how +many curious and singular scenes must pass,--meaning those coupes with +lanterns, which light both the street and the carriage, those with their +windows unshaded; in short, legitimate coupes, in which couples can +quarrel without caring for the eyes of pedestrians, because the civil +code gives a right to provoke, or beat, or kiss, a wife in a carriage +or elsewhere, anywhere, everywhere! How many secrets must be revealed in +this way to nocturnal pedestrians,--to those young fellows who have gone +to a ball in a carriage, but are obliged, for whatever cause it may be, +to return on foot. It was the first time that Jules and Clemence had +been together thus,--each in a corner; usually the husband pressed close +to his wife. + +“It is very cold,” remarked Madame Jules. + +But her husband did not hear her; he was studying the signs above the +shop windows. + +“Clemence,” he said at last, “forgive me the question I am about to ask +you.” + +He came closer, took her by the waist, and drew her to him. + +“My God, it is coming!” thought the poor woman. “Well,” she said aloud, +anticipating the question, “you want to know what Monsieur de Maulincour +said to me. I will tell you, Jules; but not without fear. Good God! how +is it possible that you and I should have secrets from one another? For +the last few moments I have seen you struggling between a conviction of +our love and vague fears. But that conviction is clear within us, is +it not? And these doubts and fears, do they not seem to you dark and +unnatural? Why not stay in that clear light of love you cannot doubt? +When I have told you all, you will still desire to know more; and yet I +myself do not know what the extraordinary words of that man meant. What +I fear is that this may lead to some fatal affair between you. I would +rather that we both forget this unpleasant moment. But, in any case, +swear to me that you will let this singular adventure explain itself +naturally. Here are the facts. Monsieur de Maulincour declared to me +that the three accidents you have heard mentioned--the falling of a +stone on his servant, the breaking down of his cabriolet, and his duel +about Madame de Serizy--were the result of some plot I had laid against +him. He also threatened to reveal to you the cause of my desire to +destroy him. Can you imagine what all this means? My emotion came from +the sight of his face convulsed with madness, his haggard eyes, and also +his words, broken by some violent inward emotion. I thought him mad. +That is all that took place. Now, I should be less than a woman if I had +not perceived that for over a year I have become, as they call it, the +passion of Monsieur de Maulincour. He has never seen me except at a +ball; and our intercourse has been most insignificant,--merely that +which every one shares at a ball. Perhaps he wants to disunite us, so +that he may find me at some future time alone and unprotected. There, +see! already you are frowning! Oh, how cordially I hate society! We were +so happy without him; why take any notice of him? Jules, I entreat you, +forget all this! To-morrow we shall, no doubt, hear that Monsieur de +Maulincour has gone mad.” + +“What a singular affair!” thought Jules, as the carriage stopped under +the peristyle of their house. He gave his arm to his wife and together +they went up to their apartments. + +To develop this history in all its truth of detail, and to follow its +course through many windings, it is necessary here to divulge some of +love’s secrets, to glide beneath the ceilings of a marriage chamber, not +shamelessly, but like Trilby, frightening neither Dougal nor Jeannie, +alarming no one,--being as chaste as our noble French language requires, +and as bold as the pencil of Gerard in his picture of Daphnis and Chloe. + +The bedroom of Madame Jules was a sacred plot. Herself, her husband, +and her maid alone entered it. Opulence has glorious privileges, and the +most enviable are those which enable the development of sentiments to +their fullest extent,--fertilizing them by the accomplishment of even +their caprices, and surrounding them with a brilliancy that enlarges +them, with refinements that purify them, with a thousand delicacies that +make them still more alluring. If you hate dinners on the grass, and +meals ill-served, if you feel a pleasure in seeing a damask cloth that +is dazzlingly white, a silver-gilt dinner service, and porcelain of +exquisite purity, lighted by transparent candles, where miracles of +cookery are served under silver covers bearing coats of arms, you must, +to be consistent, leave the garrets at the tops of the houses, and the +grisettes in the streets, abandon garrets, grisettes, umbrellas, and +overshoes to men who pay for their dinners with tickets; and you must +also comprehend Love to be a principle which develops in all its grace +only on Savonnerie carpets, beneath the opal gleams of an alabaster +lamp, between guarded walls silk-hung, before gilded hearths in chambers +deadened to all outward sounds by shutters and billowy curtains. Mirrors +must be there to show the play of form and repeat the woman we would +multiply as love itself multiplies and magnifies her; next low +divans, and a bed which, like a secret, is divined, not shown. In this +coquettish chamber are fur-lined slippers for pretty feet, wax-candles +under glass with muslin draperies, by which to read at all hours of the +night, and flowers, not those oppressive to the head, and linen, the +fineness of which might have satisfied Anne of Austria. + +Madame Jules had realized this charming programme, but that was nothing. +All women of taste can do as much, though there is always in the +arrangement of these details a stamp of personality which gives to this +decoration or that detail a character that cannot be imitated. To-day, +more than ever, reigns the fanaticism of individuality. The more our +laws tend to an impossible equality, the more we shall get away from it +in our manners and customs. Thus, rich people are beginning, in France, +to become more exclusive in their tastes and their belongings, than they +have been for the last thirty years. Madame Jules knew very well how +to carry out this programme; and everything about her was arranged in +harmony with a luxury that suits so well with love. Love in a cottage, +or “Fifteen hundred francs and my Sophy,” is the dream of starvelings to +whom black bread suffices in their present state; but when love +really comes, they grow fastidious and end by craving the luxuries of +gastronomy. Love holds toil and poverty in horror. It would rather die +than merely live on from hand to mouth. + +Many women, returning from a ball, impatient for their beds, throw off +their gowns, their faded flowers, their bouquets, the fragrance of which +has now departed. They leave their little shoes beneath a chair, the +white strings trailing; they take out their combs and let their hair +roll down as it will. Little they care if their husbands see the puffs, +the hairpins, the artful props which supported the elegant edifices +of the hair, and the garlands or the jewels that adorned it. No more +mysteries! all is over for the husband; no more painting or decoration +for him. The corset--half the time it is a corset of a reparative +kind--lies where it is thrown, if the maid is too sleepy to take it away +with her. The whalebone bustle, the oiled-silk protections round the +sleeves, the pads, the hair bought from a coiffeur, all the false woman +is there, scattered about in open sight. _Disjecta membra poetae_, the +artificial poesy, so much admired by those for whom it is conceived and +elaborated, the fragments of a pretty woman, litter every corner of the +room. To the love of a yawning husband, the actual presents herself, +also yawning, in a dishabille without elegance, and a tumbled night-cap, +that of last night and that of to-morrow night also,--“For really, +monsieur, if you want a pretty cap to rumple every night, increase my +pin-money.” + +There’s life as it is! A woman makes herself old and unpleasing to her +husband; but dainty and elegant and adorned for others, for the rival of +all husbands,--for that world which calumniates and tears to shreds her +sex. + +Inspired by true love, for Love has, like other creations, its instinct +of preservation, Madame Jules did very differently; she found in the +constant blessing of her love the necessary impulse to fulfil all those +minute personal cares which ought never to be relaxed, because they +perpetuate love. Besides, such personal cares and duties proceed from a +personal dignity which becomes all women, and are among the sweetest of +flatteries, for is it not respecting in themselves the man they love? + +So Madame Jules denied to her husband all access to her dressing-room, +where she left the accessories of her toilet, and whence she issued +mysteriously adorned for the mysterious fetes of her heart. Entering +their chamber, which was always graceful and elegant, Jules found a +woman coquettishly wrapped in a charming _peignoir_, her hair simply +wound in heavy coils around her head; a woman always more simple, more +beautiful there than she was before the world; a woman just refreshed in +water, whose only artifice consisted in being whiter than her muslins, +sweeter than all perfumes, more seductive than any siren, always loving +and therefore always loved. This admirable understanding of a wife’s +business was the secret of Josephine’s charm for Napoleon, as in former +times it was that of Caesonia for Caius Caligula, of Diane de Poitiers +for Henri II. If it was largely productive to women of seven or eight +lustres what a weapon is it in the hands of young women! A husband +gathers with delight the rewards of his fidelity. + +Returning home after the conversation which had chilled her with fear, +and still gave her the keenest anxiety, Madame Jules took particular +pains with her toilet for the night. She wanted to make herself, and she +did make herself enchanting. She belted the cambric of her dressing-gown +round her waist, defining the lines of her bust; she allowed her hair to +fall upon her beautifully modelled shoulders. A perfumed bath had given +her a delightful fragrance, and her little bare feet were in velvet +slippers. Strong in a sense of her advantages she came in stepping +softly, and put her hands over her husband’s eyes. She thought him +pensive; he was standing in his dressing-gown before the fire, his elbow +on the mantel and one foot on the fender. She said in his ear, warming +it with her breath, and nibbling the tip of it with her teeth:-- + +“What are you thinking about, monsieur?” + +Then she pressed him in her arms as if to tear him away from all evil +thoughts. The woman who loves has a full knowledge of her power; the +more virtuous she is, the more effectual her coquetry. + +“About you,” he answered. + +“Only about me?” + +“Yes.” + +“Ah! that’s a very doubtful ‘yes.’” + +They went to bed. As she fell asleep, Madame Jules said to herself:-- + +“Monsieur de Maulincour will certainly cause some evil. Jules’ mind is +preoccupied, disturbed; he is nursing thoughts he does not tell me.” + +It was three in the morning when Madame Jules was awakened by a +presentiment which struck her heart as she slept. She had a sense both +physical and moral of her husband’s absence. She did not feel the +arm Jules passed beneath her head,--that arm in which she had slept, +peacefully and happy, for five years; an arm she had never wearied. A +voice said to her, “Jules suffers, Jules is weeping.” She raised her +head, and then sat up; felt that her husband’s place was cold, and saw +him sitting before the fire, his feet on the fender, his head resting +against the back of an arm-chair. Tears were on his cheeks. The poor +woman threw herself hastily from her bed and sprang at a bound to her +husband’s knees. + +“Jules! what is it? Are you ill? Speak, tell me! Speak to me, if you +love me!” and she poured out a hundred words expressing the deepest +tenderness. + +Jules knelt at her feet, kissed her hands and knees, and answered with +fresh tears:-- + +“Dear Clemence, I am most unhappy! It is not loving to distrust the +one we love. I adore you and suspect you. The words that man said to me +to-night have struck to my heart; they stay there in spite of myself, +and confound me. There is some mystery here. In short, and I blush to +say it, your explanations do not satisfy me. My reason casts gleams +into my soul which my love rejects. It is an awful combat. Could I +stay there, holding your head, and suspecting thoughts within it to me +unknown? Oh! I believe in you, I believe in you!” he cried, seeing her +smile sadly and open her mouth as if to speak. “Say nothing; do not +reproach me. Besides, could you say anything I have not said myself for +the last three hours? Yes, for three hours, I have been here, watching +you as you slept, so beautiful! admiring that pure, peaceful brow. Yes, +yes! you have always told me your thoughts, have you not? I alone am in +that soul. While I look at you, while my eyes can plunge into yours I +see all plainly. Your life is as pure as your glance is clear. No, there +is no secret behind those transparent eyes.” He rose and kissed their +lids. “Let me avow to you, dearest soul,” he said, “that for the last +five years each day has increased my happiness, through the knowledge +that you are all mine, and that no natural affection even can take any +of your love. Having no sister, no father, no mother, no companion, I +am neither above nor below any living being in your heart; I am alone +there. Clemence, repeat to me those sweet things of the spirit you have +so often said to me; do not blame me; comfort me, I am so unhappy. I +have an odious suspicion on my conscience, and you have nothing in your +heart to sear it. My beloved, tell me, could I stay there beside you? +Could two heads united as ours have been lie on the same pillow when +one was suffering and the other tranquil? What are you thinking of?” + he cried abruptly, observing that Clemence was anxious, confused, and +seemed unable to restrain her tears. + +“I am thinking of my mother,” she answered, in a grave voice. “You +will never know, Jules, what I suffer in remembering my mother’s dying +farewell, said in a voice sweeter than all music, and in feeling the +solemn touch of her icy hand at a moment when you overwhelm me with +those assurances of your precious love.” + +She raised her husband, strained him to her with a nervous force greater +than that of men, and kissed his hair, covering it with tears. + +“Ah! I would be hacked in pieces for you! Tell me that I make you happy; +that I am to you the most beautiful of women--a thousand women to you. +Oh! you are loved as no other man ever was or will be. I don’t know the +meaning of those words ‘duty,’ ‘virtue.’ Jules, I love you for yourself; +I am happy in loving you; I shall love you more and more to my dying +day. I have pride in my love; I feel it is my destiny to have one sole +emotion in my life. What I shall tell you now is dreadful, I know--but +I am glad to have no child; I do not wish for any. I feel I am more wife +than mother. Well, then, can you fear? Listen to me, my own beloved, +promise to forget, not this hour of mingled tenderness and doubt, but +the words of that madman. Jules, you _must_. Promise me not to see him, +not to go to him. I have a deep conviction that if you set one foot in +that maze we shall both roll down a precipice where I shall perish--but +with your name upon my lips, your heart in my heart. Why hold me so high +in that heart and yet so low in reality? What! you who give credit to so +many as to money, can you not give me the charity of faith? And on the +first occasion in our lives when you might prove to me your boundless +trust, do you cast me from my throne in your heart? Between a madman +and me, it is the madman whom you choose to believe? oh, Jules!” She +stopped, threw back the hair that fell about her brow and neck, and +then, in a heart-rending tone, she added: “I have said too much; one +word should suffice. If your soul and your forehead still keep this +cloud, however light it be, I tell you now that I shall die of it.” + +She could not repress a shudder, and turned pale. + +“Oh! I will kill that man,” thought Jules, as he lifted his wife in his +arms and carried her to her bed. + +“Let us sleep in peace, my angel,” he said. “I have forgotten all, I +swear it!” + +Clemence fell asleep to the music of those sweet words, softly repeated. +Jules, as he watched her sleeping, said in his heart:-- + +“She is right; when love is so pure, suspicion blights it. To that young +soul, that tender flower, a blight--yes, a blight means death.” + +When a cloud comes between two beings filled with affection for each +other and whose lives are in absolute unison, that cloud, though it +may disperse, leaves in those souls a trace of its passage. Either +love gains a stronger life, as the earth after rain, or the shock still +echoes like distant thunder through a cloudless sky. It is impossible +to recover absolutely the former life; love will either increase or +diminish. + +At breakfast, Monsieur and Madame Jules showed to each other those +particular attentions in which there is always something of affectation. +There were glances of forced gaiety, which seemed the efforts of persons +endeavoring to deceive themselves. Jules had involuntary doubts, his +wife had positive fears. Still, sure of each other, they had slept. Was +this strained condition the effect of a want of faith, or was it only a +memory of their nocturnal scene? They did not know themselves. But they +loved each other so purely that the impression of that scene, both cruel +and beneficent, could not fail to leave its traces in their souls; both +were eager to make those traces disappear, each striving to be the first +to return to the other, and thus they could not fail to think of the +cause of their first variance. To loving souls, this is not grief; pain +is still far-off; but it is a sort of mourning, which is difficult to +depict. If there are, indeed, relations between colors and the emotions +of the soul, if, as Locke’s blind man said, scarlet produces on the +sight the effect produced upon the hearing by a blast of trumpets, it is +permissible to compare this reaction of melancholy to mourning tones of +gray. + +But even so, love saddened, love in which remains a true sentiment +of its happiness, momentarily troubled though it be, gives enjoyments +derived from pain and pleasure both, which are all novel. Jules studied +his wife’s voice; he watched her glances with the freshness of feeling +that inspired him in the earliest days of his passion for her. The +memory of five absolutely happy years, her beauty, the candor of her +love, quickly effaced in her husband’s mind the last vestiges of an +intolerable pain. + +The day was Sunday,--a day on which there was no Bourse and no business +to be done. The reunited pair passed the whole day together, getting +farther into each other’s hearts than they ever yet had done, like two +children who in a moment of fear, hold each other closely and cling +together, united by an instinct. There are in this life of two-in-one +completely happy days, the gift of chance, ephemeral flowers, born +neither of yesterday nor belonging to the morrow. Jules and Clemence +now enjoyed this day as though they forboded it to be the last of their +loving life. What name shall we give to that mysterious power which +hastens the steps of travellers before the storm is visible; which makes +the life and beauty of the dying so resplendent, and fills the parting +soul with joyous projects for days before death comes; which tells the +midnight student to fill his lamp when it shines brightest; and makes +the mother fear the thoughtful look cast upon her infant by an observing +man? We all are affected by this influence in the great catastrophes of +life; but it has never yet been named or studied; it is something more +than presentiment, but not as yet clear vision. + +All went well till the following day. On Monday, Jules Desmarets, +obliged to go to the Bourse on his usual business, asked his wife, as +usual, if she would take advantage of his carriage and let him drive her +anywhere. + +“No,” she said, “the day is too unpleasant to go out.” + +It was raining in torrents. At half-past two o’clock Monsieur Desmarets +reached the Treasury. At four o’clock, as he left the Bourse, he came +face to face with Monsieur de Maulincour, who was waiting for him with +the nervous pertinacity of hatred and vengeance. + +“Monsieur,” he said, taking Monsieur Desmarets by the arm, “I have +important information to give you. Listen to me. I am too loyal a man to +have recourse to anonymous letters with which to trouble your peace of +mind; I prefer to speak to you in person. Believe me, if my very life +were not concerned, I should not meddle with the private affairs of any +household, even if I thought I had the right to do so.” + +“If what you have to say to me concerns Madame Desmarets,” replied +Jules, “I request you to be silent, monsieur.” + +“If I am silent, monsieur, you may before long see Madame Jules on the +prisoner’s bench at the court of assizes beside a convict. Now, do you +wish me to be silent?” + +Jules turned pale; but his noble face instantly resumed its calmness, +though it was now a false calmness. Drawing the baron under one of the +temporary sheds of the Bourse, near which they were standing, he said to +him in a voice which concealed his intense inward emotion:-- + +“Monsieur, I will listen to you; but there will be a duel to the death +between us if--” + +“Oh, to that I consent!” cried Monsieur de Maulincour. “I have the +greatest esteem for your character. You speak of death. You are unaware +that your wife may have assisted in poisoning me last Saturday night. +Yes, monsieur, since then some extraordinary evil has developed in me. +My hair appears to distil an inward fever and a deadly languor through +my skull; I know who clutched my hair at that ball.” + +Monsieur de Maulincour then related, without omitting a single fact, his +platonic love for Madame Jules, and the details of the affair in the rue +Soly which began this narrative. Any one would have listened to him with +attention; but Madame Jules’ husband had good reason to be more amazed +than any other human being. Here his character displayed itself; he +was more amazed than overcome. Made a judge, and the judge of an +adored woman, he found in his soul the equity of a judge as well as the +inflexibility. A lover still, he thought less of his own shattered life +than of his wife’s life; he listened, not to his own anguish, but to +some far-off voice that cried to him, “Clemence cannot lie! Why should +she betray you?” + +“Monsieur,” said the baron, as he ended, “being absolutely certain +of having recognized in Monsieur de Funcal the same Ferragus whom the +police declared dead, I have put upon his traces an intelligent man. As +I returned that night I remembered, by a fortunate chance, the name of +Madame Meynardie, mentioned in that letter of Ida, the presumed mistress +of my persecutor. Supplied with this clue, my emissary will soon get to +the bottom of this horrible affair; for he is far more able to discover +the truth than the police themselves.” + +“Monsieur,” replied Desmarets, “I know not how to thank you for this +confidence. You say that you can obtain proofs and witnesses; I shall +await them. I shall seek the truth of this strange affair courageously; +but you must permit me to doubt everything until the evidence of +the facts you state is proved to me. In any case you shall have +satisfaction, for, as you will certainly understand, we both require +it.” + +Jules returned home. + +“What is the matter, Jules?” asked his wife, when she saw him. “You look +so pale you frighten me!” + +“The day is cold,” he answered, walking with slow steps across the room +where all things spoke to him of love and happiness,--that room so calm +and peaceful where a deadly storm was gathering. + +“Did you go out to-day?” he asked, as though mechanically. + +He was impelled to ask the question by the last of a myriad of thoughts +which had gathered themselves together into a lucid meditation, though +jealousy was actively prompting them. + +“No,” she answered, in a tone that was falsely candid. + +At that instant Jules saw through the open door of the dressing-room the +velvet bonnet which his wife wore in the mornings; on it were drops of +rain. Jules was a passionate man, but he was also full of delicacy. It +was repugnant to him to bring his wife face to face with a lie. When +such a situation occurs, all has come to an end forever between certain +beings. And yet those drops of rain were like a flash tearing through +his brain. + +He left the room, went down to the porter’s lodge, and said to the +porter, after making sure that they were alone:-- + +“Fouguereau, a hundred crowns if you tell me the truth; dismissal if you +deceive me; and nothing at all if you ever speak of my question and your +answer.” + +He stopped to examine the man’s face, leading him under the window. Then +he continued:-- + +“Did madame go out this morning?” + +“Madame went out at a quarter to three, and I think I saw her come in +about half an hour ago.” + +“That is true, upon your honor?” + +“Yes, monsieur.” + +“You will have the money; but if you speak of this, remember, you will +lose all.” + +Jules returned to his wife. + +“Clemence,” he said, “I find I must put my accounts in order. Do not be +offended at the inquiry I am going to make. Have I not given you forty +thousand francs since the beginning of the year?” + +“More,” she said,--“forty-seven.” + +“Have you spent them?” + +“Nearly,” she replied. “In the first place, I had to pay several of our +last year’s bills--” + +“I shall never find out anything in this way,” thought Jules. “I am not +taking the best course.” + +At this moment Jules’ own valet entered the room with a letter for his +master, who opened it indifferently, but as soon as his eyes had lighted +on the signature he read it eagerly. The letter was as follows:-- + + + Monsieur,--For the sake of your peace of mind as well as ours, I + take the course of writing you this letter without possessing the + advantage of being known to you; but my position, my age, and the + fear of some misfortune compel me to entreat you to show + indulgence in the trying circumstances under which our afflicted + family is placed. Monsieur Auguste de Maulincour has for the last + few days shown signs of mental derangement, and we fear that he + may trouble your happiness by fancies which he confided to + Monsieur le Vidame de Pamiers and myself during his first attack + of frenzy. We think it right, therefore, to warn you of his + malady, which is, we hope, curable; but it will have such serious + and important effects on the honor of our family and the career of + my grandson that we must rely, monsieur, on your entire + discretion. + + If Monsieur le Vidame or I could have gone to see you we would not + have written. But I make no doubt that you will regard this prayer + of a mother, who begs you to destroy this letter. + + Accept the assurance of my perfect consideration. + +Baronne de Maulincour, _nee_ de Rieux. + + +“Oh! what torture!” cried Jules. + +“What is it? what is in your mind?” asked his wife, exhibiting the +deepest anxiety. + +“I have come,” he answered, slowly, as he threw her the letter, “to +ask myself whether it can be you who have sent me that to avert my +suspicions. Judge, therefore, what I suffer.” + +“Unhappy man!” said Madame Jules, letting fall the paper. “I pity him; +though he has done me great harm.” + +“Are you aware that he has spoken to me?” + +“Oh! have you been to see him, in spite of your promise?” she cried in +terror. + +“Clemence, our love is in danger of perishing; we stand outside of the +ordinary rules of life; let us lay aside all petty considerations +in presence of this great peril. Explain to me why you went out this +morning. Women think they have the right to tell us little falsehoods. +Sometimes they like to hide a pleasure they are preparing for us. Just +now you said a word to me, by mistake, no doubt, a no for a yes.” + +He went into the dressing-room and brought out the bonnet. + +“See,” he said, “your bonnet has betrayed you; these spots are +raindrops. You must, therefore, have gone out in a street cab, and these +drops fell upon it as you went to find one, or as you entered or left +the house where you went. But a woman can leave her own home for many +innocent purposes, even after she has told her husband that she did +not mean to go out. There are so many reasons for changing our plans! +Caprices, whims, are they not your right? Women are not required to be +consistent with themselves. You had forgotten something,--a service +to render, a visit, some kind action. But nothing hinders a woman from +telling her husband what she does. Can we ever blush on the breast of a +friend? It is not a jealous husband who speaks to you, my Clemence; it +is your lover, your friend, your brother.” He flung himself passionately +at her feet. “Speak, not to justify yourself, but to calm my horrible +sufferings. I know that you went out. Well--what did you do? where did +you go?” + +“Yes, I went out, Jules,” she answered in a strained voice, though her +face was calm. “But ask me nothing more. Wait; have confidence; without +which you will lay up for yourself terrible remorse. Jules, my Jules, +trust is the virtue of love. I owe to you that I am at this moment too +troubled to answer you: but I am not a false woman; I love you, and you +know it.” + +“In the midst of all that can shake the faith of man and rouse his +jealousy, for I see I am not first in your heart, I am no longer thine +own self--well, Clemence, even so, I prefer to believe you, to believe +that voice, to believe those eyes. If you deceive me, you deserve--” + +“Ten thousand deaths!” she cried, interrupting him. + +“I have never hidden a thought from you, but you--” + +“Hush!” she said, “our happiness depends upon our mutual silence.” + +“Ha! I _will_ know all!” he exclaimed, with sudden violence. + +At that moment the cries of a woman were heard,--the yelping of a shrill +little voice came from the antechamber. + +“I tell you I will go in!” it cried. “Yes, I shall go in; I will see +her! I shall see her!” + +Jules and Clemence both ran to the salon as the door from the +antechamber was violently burst open. A young woman entered hastily, +followed by two servants, who said to their master:-- + +“Monsieur, this person would come in in spite of us. We told her that +madame was not at home. She answered that she knew very well madame had +been out, but she saw her come in. She threatened to stay at the door of +the house till she could speak to madame.” + +“You can go,” said Monsieur Desmarets to the two men. “What do you want, +mademoiselle?” he added, turning to the strange woman. + +This “demoiselle” was the type of a woman who is never to be met with +except in Paris. She is made in Paris, like the mud, like the pavement, +like the water of the Seine, such as it becomes in Paris before human +industry filters it ten times ere it enters the cut-glass decanters and +sparkles pure and bright from the filth it has been. She is therefore a +being who is truly original. Depicted scores of times by the painter’s +brush, the pencil of the caricaturist, the charcoal of the etcher, she +still escapes analysis, because she cannot be caught and rendered in all +her moods, like Nature, like this fantastic Paris itself. She holds to +vice by one thread only, and she breaks away from it at a thousand other +points of the social circumference. Besides, she lets only one trait +of her character be known, and that the only one which renders her +blamable; her noble virtues are hidden; she prefers to glory in her +naive libertinism. Most incompletely rendered in dramas and tales where +she is put upon the scene with all her poesy, she is nowhere really +true but in her garret; elsewhere she is invariably calumniated or +over-praised. Rich, she deteriorates; poor, she is misunderstood. She +has too many vices, and too many good qualities; she is too near to +pathetic asphyxiation or to a dissolute laugh; too beautiful and too +hideous. She personifies Paris, to which, in the long run, she supplies +the toothless portresses, washerwomen, street-sweepers, beggars, +occasionally insolent countesses, admired actresses, applauded singers; +she has even given, in the olden time, two quasi-queens to the monarchy. +Who can grasp such a Proteus? She is all woman, less than woman, more +than woman. From this vast portrait the painter of manners and morals +can take but a feature here and there; the _ensemble_ is infinite. + +She was a grisette of Paris; a grisette in all her glory; a grisette +in a hackney-coach,--happy, young, handsome, fresh, but a grisette; a +grisette with claws, scissors, impudent as a Spanish woman, snarling as +a prudish English woman proclaiming her conjugal rights, coquettish as +a great lady, though more frank, and ready for everything; a perfect +_lionne_ in her way; issuing from the little apartment of which she +had dreamed so often, with its red-calico curtains, its Utrecht velvet +furniture, its tea-table, the cabinet of china with painted designs, the +sofa, the little moquette carpet, the alabaster clock and candlesticks +(under glass cases), the yellow bedroom, the eider-down quilt,--in +short, all the domestic joys of a grisette’s life; and in addition, +the woman-of-all-work (a former grisette herself, now the owner of a +moustache), theatre-parties, unlimited bonbons, silk dresses, bonnets to +spoil,--in fact, all the felicities coveted by the grisette heart except +a carriage, which only enters her imagination as a marshal’s baton into +the dreams of a soldier. Yes, this grisette had all these things in +return for a true affection, or in spite of a true affection, as some +others obtain it for an hour a day,--a sort of tax carelessly paid under +the claws of an old man. + +The young woman who now entered the presence of Monsieur and Madame +Jules had a pair of feet so little covered by her shoes that only a slim +black line was visible between the carpet and her white stockings. This +peculiar foot-gear, which Parisian caricaturists have well-rendered, +is a special attribute of the grisette of Paris; but she is even more +distinctive to the eyes of an observer by the care with which her +garments are made to adhere to her form, which they clearly define. +On this occasion she was trigly dressed in a green gown, with a white +chemisette, which allowed the beauty of her bust to be seen; her shawl, +of Ternaux cashmere, had fallen from her shoulders, and was held by its +two corners, which were twisted round her wrists. She had a delicate +face, rosy cheeks, a white skin, sparkling gray eyes, a round, very +promising forehead, hair carefully smoothed beneath her little bonnet, +and heavy curls upon her neck. + +“My name is Ida,” she said, “and if that’s Madame Jules to whom I have +the advantage of speaking, I’ve come to tell her all I have in my +heart against her. It is very wrong, when a woman is set up and in her +furniture, as you are here, to come and take from a poor girl a man +with whom I’m as good as married, morally, and who did talk of making it +right by marrying me before the municipality. There’s plenty of handsome +young men in the world--ain’t there, monsieur?--to take your fancy, +without going after a man of middle age, who makes my happiness. Yah! I +haven’t got a fine hotel like this, but I’ve got my love, I have. I hate +handsome men and money; I’m all heart, and--” + +Madame Jules turned to her husband. + +“You will allow me, monsieur, to hear no more of all this,” she said, +retreating to her bedroom. + +“If the lady lives with you, I’ve made a mess of it; but I can’t help +that,” resumed Ida. “Why does she come after Monsieur Ferragus every +day?” + +“You are mistaken, mademoiselle,” said Jules, stupefied; “my wife is +incapable--” + +“Ha! so you’re married, you two,” said the grisette showing some +surprise. “Then it’s very wrong, monsieur,--isn’t it?--for a woman who +has the happiness of being married in legal marriage to have relations +with a man like Henri--” + +“Henri! who is Henri?” said Jules, taking Ida by the arm and pulling her +into an adjoining room that his wife might hear no more. + +“Why, Monsieur Ferragus.” + +“But he is dead,” said Jules. + +“Nonsense; I went to Franconi’s with him last night, and he brought me +home--as he ought. Besides, your wife can tell you about him; didn’t +she go there this very afternoon at three o’clock? I know she did, for +I waited in the street, and saw her,--all because that good-natured +fellow, Monsieur Justin, whom you know perhaps,--a little old man with +jewelry who wears corsets,--told me that Madame Jules was my rival. That +name, monsieur, sounds mighty like a feigned one; but if it is yours, +excuse me. But this I say, if Madame Jules was a court duchess, Henri is +rich enough to satisfy all her fancies, and it is my business to protect +my property; I’ve a right to, for I love him, that I do. He is my +_first_ inclination; my happiness and all my future fate depends on +it. I fear nothing, monsieur; I am honest; I never lied, or stole the +property of any living soul, no matter who. If an empress was my rival, +I’d go straight to her, empress as she was; because all pretty women are +equals, monsieur--” + +“Enough! enough!” said Jules. “Where do you live?” + +“Rue de la Corderie-du-Temple, number 14, monsieur,--Ida Gruget, +corset-maker, at your service,--for we make lots of corsets for men.” + +“Where does the man whom you call Ferragus live?” + +“Monsieur,” she said, pursing up her lips, “in the first place, he’s not +a man; he is a rich monsieur, much richer, perhaps, than you are. But +why do you ask me his address when your wife knows it? He told me not +to give it. Am I obliged to answer you? I’m not, thank God, in a +confessional or a police-court; I’m responsible only to myself.” + +“If I were to offer you ten thousand francs to tell me where Monsieur +Ferragus lives, how then?” + +“Ha! n, o, _no_, my little friend, and that ends the matter,” she said, +emphasizing this singular reply with a popular gesture. “There’s no +sum in the world could make me tell you. I have the honor to bid you +good-day. How do I get out of here?” + +Jules, horror-struck, allowed her to go without further notice. The +whole world seemed to crumble beneath his feet, and above him the +heavens were falling with a crash. + +“Monsieur is served,” said his valet. + +The valet and the footman waited in the dining-room a quarter of an hour +without seeing master or mistress. + +“Madame will not dine to-day,” said the waiting-maid, coming in. + +“What’s the matter, Josephine?” asked the valet. + +“I don’t know,” she answered. “Madame is crying, and is going to bed. +Monsieur has no doubt got some love-affair on hand, and it has been +discovered at a very bad time. I wouldn’t answer for madame’s life. Men +are so clumsy; they’ll make you scenes without any precaution.” + +“That’s not so,” said the valet, in a low voice. “On the contrary, +madame is the one who--you understand? What times does monsieur have to +go after pleasures, he, who hasn’t slept out of madame’s room for five +years, who goes to his study at ten and never leaves it till breakfast, +at twelve. His life is all known, it is regular; whereas madame goes out +nearly every day at three o’clock, Heaven knows where.” + +“And monsieur too,” said the maid, taking her mistress’s part. + +“Yes, but he goes straight to the Bourse. I told him three times that +dinner was ready,” continued the valet, after a pause. “You might as +well talk to a post.” + +Monsieur Jules entered the dining-room. + +“Where is madame?” he said. + +“Madame is going to bed; her head aches,” replied the maid, assuming an +air of importance. + +Monsieur Jules then said to the footmen composedly: “You can take away; +I shall go and sit with madame.” + +He went to his wife’s room and found her weeping, but endeavoring to +smother her sobs with her handkerchief. + +“Why do you weep?” said Jules; “you need expect no violence and no +reproaches from me. Why should I avenge myself? If you have not been +faithful to my love, it is that you were never worthy of it.” + +“Not worthy?” The words were repeated amid her sobs and the accent in +which they were said would have moved any other man than Jules. + +“To kill you, I must love more than perhaps I do love you,” he +continued. “But I should never have the courage; I would rather kill +myself, leaving you to your--happiness, and with--whom!--” + +He did not end his sentence. + +“Kill yourself!” she cried, flinging herself at his feet and clasping +them. + +But he, wishing to escape the embrace, tried to shake her off, dragging +her in so doing toward the bed. + +“Let me alone,” he said. + +“No, no, Jules!” she cried. “If you love me no longer I shall die. Do +you wish to know all?” + +“Yes.” + +He took her, grasped her violently, and sat down on the edge of the bed, +holding her between his legs. Then, looking at that beautiful face now +red as fire and furrowed with tears,-- + +“Speak,” he said. + +Her sobs began again. + +“No; it is a secret of life and death. If I tell it, I--No, I cannot. +Have mercy, Jules!” + +“You have betrayed me--” + +“Ah! Jules, you think so now, but soon you will know all.” + +“But this Ferragus, this convict whom you go to see, a man enriched by +crime, if he does not belong to you, if you do not belong to him--” + +“Oh, Jules!” + +“Speak! Is he your mysterious benefactor?--the man to whom we owe our +fortune, as persons have said already?” + +“Who said that?” + +“A man whom I killed in a duel.” + +“Oh, God! one death already!” + +“If he is not your protector, if he does not give you money, if it +is you, on the contrary, who carry money to him, tell me, is he your +brother?” + +“What if he were?” she said. + +Monsieur Desmarets crossed his arms. + +“Why should that have been concealed from me?” he said. “Then you and +your mother have both deceived me? Besides, does a woman go to see her +brother every day, or nearly every day?” + +His wife had fainted at his feet. + +“Dead,” he said. “And suppose I am mistaken?” + +He sprang to the bell-rope; called Josephine, and lifted Clemence to the +bed. + +“I shall die of this,” said Madame Jules, recovering consciousness. + +“Josephine,” cried Monsieur Desmarets. “Send for Monsieur Desplein; send +also to my brother and ask him to come here immediately.” + +“Why your brother?” asked Clemence. + +But Jules had already left the room. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. WHERE GO TO DIE? + +For the first time in five years Madame Jules slept alone in her bed, +and was compelled to admit a physician into that sacred chamber. These +in themselves were two keen pangs. Desplein found Madame Jules very +ill. Never was a violent emotion more untimely. He would say nothing +definite, and postponed till the morrow giving any opinion, after +leaving a few directions, which were not executed, the emotions of the +heart causing all bodily cares to be forgotten. + +When morning dawned, Clemence had not yet slept. Her mind was absorbed +in the low murmur of a conversation which lasted several hours between +the brothers; but the thickness of the walls allowed no word which could +betray the object of this long conference to reach her ears. Monsieur +Desmarets, the notary, went away at last. The stillness of the night, +and the singular activity of the senses given by powerful emotion, +enabled Clemence to distinguish the scratching of a pen and the +involuntary movements of a person engaged in writing. Those who are +habitually up at night, and who observe the different acoustic effects +produced in absolute silence, know that a slight echo can be readily +perceived in the very places where louder but more equable and continued +murmurs are not distinct. At four o’clock the sound ceased. Clemence +rose, anxious and trembling. Then, with bare feet and without a wrapper, +forgetting her illness and her moist condition, the poor woman opened +the door softly without noise and looked into the next room. She saw her +husband sitting, with a pen in his hand, asleep in his arm-chair. The +candles had burned to the sockets. She slowly advanced and read on an +envelope, already sealed, the words, “This is my will.” + +She knelt down as if before an open grave and kissed her husband’s hand. +He woke instantly. + +“Jules, my friend, they grant some days to criminals condemned to +death,” she said, looking at him with eyes that blazed with fever and +with love. “Your innocent wife asks only two. Leave me free for two +days, and--wait! After that, I shall die happy--at least, you will +regret me.” + +“Clemence, I grant them.” + +Then, as she kissed her husband’s hands in the tender transport of her +heart, Jules, under the spell of that cry of innocence, took her in his +arms and kissed her forehead, though ashamed to feel himself still under +subjection to the power of that noble beauty. + +On the morrow, after taking a few hours’ rest, Jules entered his wife’s +room, obeying mechanically his invariable custom of not leaving the +house without a word to her. Clemence was sleeping. A ray of light +passing through a chink in the upper blind of a window fell across the +face of the dejected woman. Already suffering had impaired her forehead +and the freshness of her lips. A lover’s eye could not fail to notice +the appearance of dark blotches, and a sickly pallor in place of +the uniform tone of the cheeks and the pure ivory whiteness of the +skin,--two points at which the sentiments of her noble soul were +artlessly wont to show themselves. + +“She suffers,” thought Jules. “Poor Clemence! May God protect us!” + +He kissed her very softly on the forehead. She woke, saw her husband, +and remembered all. Unable to speak, she took his hand, her eyes filling +with tears. + +“I am innocent,” she said, ending her dream. + +“You will not go out to-day, will you?” asked Jules. + +“No, I feel too weak to leave my bed.” + +“If you should change your mind, wait till I return,” said Jules. + +Then he went down to the porter’s lodge. + +“Fouguereau, you will watch the door yourself to-day. I wish to know +exactly who comes to the house, and who leaves it.” + +Then he threw himself into a hackney-coach, and was driven to the hotel +de Maulincour, where he asked for the baron. + +“Monsieur is ill,” they told him. + +Jules insisted on entering, and gave his name. If he could not see the +baron, he wished to see the vidame or the dowager. He waited some time +in the salon, where Madame de Maulincour finally came to him and told +him that her grandson was much too ill to receive him. + +“I know, madame, the nature of his illness from the letter you did me +the honor to write, and I beg you to believe--” + +“A letter to you, monsieur, written by me!” cried the dowager, +interrupting him. “I have written you no letter. What was I made to say +in that letter, monsieur?” + +“Madame,” replied Jules, “intending to see Monsieur de Maulincour +to-day, I thought it best to preserve the letter in spite of its +injunction to destroy it. There it is.” + +Madame de Maulincour put on her spectacles, and the moment she cast her +eyes on the paper she showed the utmost surprise. + +“Monsieur,” she said, “my writing is so perfectly imitated that, if the +matter were not so recent, I might be deceived myself. My grandson is +ill, it is true; but his reason has never for a moment been affected. We +are the puppets of some evil-minded person or persons; and yet I cannot +imagine the object of a trick like this. You shall see my grandson, +monsieur, and you will at once perceive that he is perfectly sound in +mind.” + +She rang the bell, and sent to ask if the baron felt able to receive +Monsieur Desmarets. The servant returned with an affirmative answer. +Jules went to the baron’s room, where he found him in an arm-chair near +the fire. Too feeble to move, the unfortunate man merely bowed his head +with a melancholy gesture. The Vidame de Pamiers was sitting with him. + +“Monsieur le baron,” said Jules, “I have something to say which makes it +desirable that I should see you alone.” + +“Monsieur,” replied Auguste, “Monsieur le vidame knows about this +affair; you can speak fearlessly before him.” + +“Monsieur le baron,” said Jules, in a grave voice, “you have troubled +and well-nigh destroyed my happiness without having any right to do so. +Until the moment when we can see clearly which of us should demand, or +grant, reparation to the other, you are bound to help me in following +the dark and mysterious path into which you have flung me. I have now +come to ascertain from you the present residence of the extraordinary +being who exercises such a baneful effect on your life and mine. On my +return home yesterday, after listening to your avowals, I received that +letter.” + +Jules gave him the forged letter. + +“This Ferragus, this Bourignard, or this Monsieur de Funcal, is a +demon!” cried Maulincour, after having read it. “Oh, what a frightful +maze I put my foot into when I meddled in this matter! Where am I going? +I did wrong, monsieur,” he continued, looking at Jules; “but death is +the greatest of all expiations, and my death is now approaching. You can +ask me whatever you like; I am at your orders.” + +“Monsieur, you know, of course, where this man is living, and I must +know it if it costs me all my fortune to penetrate this mystery. In +presence of so cruel an enemy every moment is precious.” + +“Justin shall tell you all,” replied the baron. + +At these words the vidame fidgeted on his chair. Auguste rang the bell. + +“Justin is not in the house!” cried the vidame, in a hasty manner that +told much. + +“Well, then,” said Auguste, excitedly, “the other servants must know +where he is; send a man on horseback to fetch him. Your valet is in +Paris, isn’t he? He can be found.” + +The vidame was visibly distressed. + +“Justin can’t come, my dear boy,” said the old man; “he is dead. I +wanted to conceal the accident from you, but--” + +“Dead!” cried Monsieur de Maulincour,--“dead! When and how?” + +“Last night. He had been supping with some old friends, and, I dare say, +was drunk; his friends--no doubt they were drunk, too--left him lying in +the street, and a heavy vehicle ran over him.” + +“The convict did not miss _him_; at the first stroke he killed,” said +Auguste. “He has had less luck with me; it has taken four blows to put +me out of the way.” + +Jules was gloomy and thoughtful. + +“Am I to know nothing, then?” he cried, after a long pause. “Your valet +seems to have been justly punished. Did he not exceed your orders in +calumniating Madame Desmarets to a person named Ida, whose jealousy he +roused in order to turn her vindictiveness upon us?” + +“Ah, monsieur! in my anger I informed him about Madame Jules,” said +Auguste. + +“Monsieur!” cried the husband, keenly irritated. + +“Oh, monsieur!” replied the baron, claiming silence by a gesture, “I am +prepared for all. You cannot tell me anything my own conscience has +not already told me. I am now expecting the most celebrated of all +professors of toxicology, in order to learn my fate. If I am destined +to intolerable suffering, my resolution is taken. I shall blow my brains +out.” + +“You talk like a child!” cried the vidame, horrified by the coolness +with which the baron said these words. “Your grandmother would die of +grief.” + +“Then, monsieur,” said Jules, “am I to understand that there exist +no means of discovering in what part of Paris this extraordinary man +resides?” + +“I think, monsieur,” said the old vidame, “from what I have heard poor +Justin say, that Monsieur de Funcal lives at either the Portuguese or +the Brazilian embassy. Monsieur de Funcal is a nobleman belonging to +both those countries. As for the convict, he is dead and buried. Your +persecutor, whoever he is, seems to me so powerful that it would be +well to take no decisive measures until you are sure of some way of +confounding and crushing him. Act prudently and with caution, my dear +monsieur. Had Monsieur de Maulincour followed my advice, nothing of all +this would have happened.” + +Jules coldly but politely withdrew. He was now at a total loss to know +how to reach Ferragus. As he passed into his own house, the porter told +him that Madame had just been out to throw a letter into the post box +at the head of the rue de Menars. Jules felt humiliated by this proof of +the insight with which the porter espoused his cause, and the cleverness +by which he guessed the way to serve him. The eagerness of servants, and +their shrewdness in compromising masters who compromised themselves, +was known to him, and he fully appreciated the danger of having them as +accomplices, no matter for what purpose. But he could not think of his +personal dignity until the moment when he found himself thus suddenly +degraded. What a triumph for the slave who could not raise himself to +his master, to compel his master to come down to his level! Jules was +harsh and hard to him. Another fault. But he suffered so deeply! His +life till then so upright, so pure, was becoming crafty; he was to +scheme and lie. Clemence was scheming and lying. This to him was a +moment of horrible disgust. Lost in a flood of bitter feelings, Jules +stood motionless at the door of his house. Yielding to despair, he +thought of fleeing, of leaving France forever, carrying with him the +illusions of uncertainty. Then, again, not doubting that the letter +Clemence had just posted was addressed to Ferragus, his mind searched +for a means of obtaining the answer that mysterious being was certain +to send. Then his thoughts began to analyze the singular good fortune +of his life since his marriage, and he asked himself whether the calumny +for which he had taken such signal vengeance was not a truth. Finally, +reverting to the coming answer, he said to himself:-- + +“But this man, so profoundly capable, so logical in his every act, who +sees and foresees, who calculates, and even divines, our very thoughts, +is he likely to make an answer? Will he not employ some other means more +in keeping with his power? He may send his answer by some beggar; or in +a carton brought by an honest man, who does not suspect what he brings; +or in some parcel of shoes, which a shop-girl may innocently deliver to +my wife. If Clemence and he have agreed upon such means--” + +He distrusted all things; his mind ran over vast tracts and shoreless +oceans of conjecture. Then, after floating for a time among a thousand +contradictory ideas, he felt he was strongest in his own house, and he +resolved to watch it as the ant-lion watches his sandy labyrinth. + +“Fouguereau,” he said to the porter, “I am not at home to any one who +comes to see me. If any one calls to see madame, or brings her anything, +ring twice. Bring all letters addressed here to me, no matter for whom +they are intended.” + +“Thus,” thought he, as he entered his study, which was in the entresol, +“I forestall the schemes of this Ferragus. If he sends some one to ask +for me so as to find out if Clemence is alone, at least I shall not be +tricked like a fool.” + +He stood by the window of his study, which looked upon the street, +and then a final scheme, inspired by jealousy, came into his mind. He +resolved to send his head-clerk in his own carriage to the Bourse with +a letter to another broker, explaining his sales and purchases and +requesting him to do his business for that day. He postponed his more +delicate transactions till the morrow, indifferent to the fall or +rise of stocks or the debts of all Europe. High privilege of love!--it +crushes all things, all interests fall before it: altar, throne, +consols! + +At half-past three, just the hour at which the Bourse is in full blast +of reports, monthly settlements, premiums, etc., Fouguereau entered the +study, quite radiant with his news. + +“Monsieur, an old woman has come, but very cautiously; I think she’s a +sly one. She asked for monsieur, and seemed much annoyed when I told her +he was out; then she gave me a letter for madame, and here it is.” + +Fevered with anxiety, Jules opened the letter; then he dropped into a +chair, exhausted. The letter was mere nonsense throughout, and needed a +key. It was virtually in cipher. + +“Go away, Fouguereau.” The porter left him. “It is a mystery deeper than +the sea below the plummet line! Ah! it must be love; love only is so +sagacious, so inventive as this. Ah! I shall kill her.” + +At this moment an idea flashed through his brain with such force that +he felt almost physically illuminated by it. In the days of his toilsome +poverty before his marriage, Jules had made for himself a true friend. +The extreme delicacy with which he had managed the susceptibilities of a +man both poor and modest; the respect with which he had surrounded him; +the ingenious cleverness he had employed to nobly compel him to share +his opulence without permitting it to make him blush, increased their +friendship. Jacquet continued faithful to Desmarets in spite of his +wealth. + +Jacquet, a nobly upright man, a toiler, austere in his morals, had +slowly made his way in that particular ministry which develops both +honesty and knavery at the same time. A clerk in the ministry of Foreign +Affairs, he had charge of the most delicate division of its archives. +Jacquet in that office was like a glow-worm, casting his light upon +those secret correspondences, deciphering and classifying despatches. +Ranking higher than a mere _bourgeois_, his position at the ministry was +superior to that of the other subalterns. He lived obscurely, glad +to feel that such obscurity sheltered him from reverses and +disappointments, and was satisfied to humbly pay in the lowest coin +his debt to the country. Thanks to Jules, his position had been much +ameliorated by a worthy marriage. An unrecognized patriot, a minister in +actual fact, he contented himself with groaning in his chimney-corner at +the course of the government. In his own home, Jacquet was an easy-going +king,--an umbrella-man, as they say, who hired a carriage for his +wife which he never entered himself. In short, to end this sketch of a +philosopher unknown to himself, he had never suspected and never in +all his life would suspect the advantages he might have drawn from +his position,--that of having for his intimate friend a broker, and of +knowing every morning all the secrets of the State. This man, sublime +after the manner of that nameless soldier who died in saving Napoleon by +a “qui vive,” lived at the ministry. + +In ten minutes Jules was in his friend’s office. Jacquet gave him a +chair, laid aside methodically his green silk eye-shade, rubbed his +hands, picked up his snuff-box, rose, stretched himself till his +shoulder-blades cracked, swelled out his chest, and said:-- + +“What brings you here, Monsieur Desmarets? What do you want with me?” + +“Jacquet, I want you to decipher a secret,--a secret of life and death.” + +“It doesn’t concern politics?” + +“If it did, I shouldn’t come to you for information,” said Jules. +“No, it is a family matter, about which I require you to be absolutely +silent.” + +“Claude-Joseph Jacquet, dumb by profession. Don’t you know me by this +time?” he said, laughing. “Discretion is my lot.” + +Jules showed him the letter. + +“You must read me this letter, addressed to my wife.” + +“The deuce! the deuce! a bad business!” said Jacquet, examining the +letter as a usurer examines a note to be negotiated. “Ha! that’s a +gridiron letter! Wait a minute.” + +He left Jules alone for a moment, but returned immediately. + +“Easy enough to read, my friend! It is written on the gridiron plan, +used by the Portuguese minister under Monsieur de Choiseul, at the time +of the dismissal of the Jesuits. Here, see!” + +Jacquet placed upon the writing a piece of paper cut out in regular +squares, like the paper laces which confectioners wrap round their +sugarplums; and Jules then read with perfect ease the words that were +visible in the interstices. They were as follows:-- + + “Don’t be uneasy, my dear Clemence; our happiness cannot again be + troubled; and your husband will soon lay aside his suspicions. + However ill you may be, you must have the courage to come here + to-morrow; find strength in your love for me. Mine for you has + induced me to submit to a cruel operation, and I cannot leave my + bed. I have had the actual cautery applied to my back, and it was + necessary to burn it in a long time; you understand me? But I + thought of you, and I did not suffer. + + “To baffle Maulincour (who will not persecute us much longer), I + have left the protecting roof of the embassy, and am now safe from + all inquiry in the rue des Enfants-Rouges, number 12, with an old + woman, Madame Etienne Gruget, mother of that Ida, who shall pay + dear for her folly. Come to-morrow, at nine in the morning. I am + in a room which is reached only by an interior staircase. Ask for + Monsieur Camuset. Adieu; I kiss your forehead, my darling.” + +Jacquet looked at Jules with a sort of honest terror, the sign of a +true compassion, as he made his favorite exclamation in two separate and +distinct tones,-- + +“The deuce! the deuce!” + +“That seems clear to you, doesn’t it?” said Jules. “Well, in the depths +of my heart there is a voice that pleads for my wife, and makes itself +heard above the pangs of jealousy. I must endure the worst of all agony +until to-morrow; but to-morrow, between nine and ten I shall know all; I +shall be happy or wretched for all my life. Think of me then, Jacquet.” + +“I shall be at your house to-morrow at eight o’clock. We will go +together; I’ll wait for you, if you like, in the street. You may run +some danger, and you ought to have near you some devoted person who’ll +understand a mere sign, and whom you can safely trust. Count on me.” + +“Even to help me in killing some one?” + +“The deuce! the deuce!” said Jacquet, repeating, as it were, the same +musical note. “I have two children and a wife.” + +Jules pressed his friend’s hand and went away; but returned immediately. + +“I forgot the letter,” he said. “But that’s not all, I must reseal it.” + +“The deuce! the deuce! you opened it without saving the seal; however, +it is still possible to restore it. Leave it with me and I’ll bring it +to you _secundum scripturam_.” + +“At what time?” + +“Half-past five.” + +“If I am not yet in, give it to the porter and tell him to send it up to +madame.” + +“Do you want me to-morrow?” + +“No. Adieu.” + +Jules drove at once to the place de la Rotonde du Temple, where he left +his cabriolet and went on foot to the rue des Enfants-Rouges. He found +the house of Madame Etienne Gruget and examined it. There, the mystery +on which depended the fate of so many persons would be cleared up; +there, at this moment, was Ferragus, and to Ferragus all the threads of +this strange plot led. The Gordian knot of the drama, already so bloody, +was surely in a meeting between Madame Jules, her husband, and that man; +and a blade able to cut the closest of such knots would not be wanting. + +The house was one of those which belong to the class called +_cabajoutis_. This significant name is given by the populace of Paris +to houses which are built, as it were, piecemeal. They are nearly +always composed of buildings originally separate but afterwards united +according to the fancy of the various proprietors who successively +enlarge them; or else they are houses begun, left unfinished, again +built upon, and completed,--unfortunate structures which have passed, +like certain peoples, under many dynasties of capricious masters. +Neither the floors nor the windows have an _ensemble_,--to borrow one of +the most picturesque terms of the art of painting; all is discord, even +the external decoration. The _cabajoutis_ is to Parisian architecture +what the _capharnaum_ is to the apartment,--a poke-hole, where the most +heterogeneous articles are flung pell-mell. + +“Madame Etienne?” asked Jules of the portress. + +This portress had her lodge under the main entrance, in a sort of +chicken coop, or wooden house on rollers, not unlike those sentry-boxes +which the police have lately set up by the stands of hackney-coaches. + +“Hein?” said the portress, without laying down the stocking she was +knitting. + +In Paris the various component parts which make up the physiognomy of +any given portion of the monstrous city, are admirably in keeping with +its general character. Thus porter, concierge, or Suisse, whatever name +may be given to that essential muscle of the Parisian monster, is always +in conformity with the neighborhood of which he is a part; in fact, +he is often an epitome of it. The lazy porter of the faubourg +Saint-Germain, with lace on every seam of his coat, dabbles in stocks; +he of the Chaussee d’Antin takes his ease, reads the money-articles +in the newspapers, and has a business of his own in the faubourg +Montmartre. The portress in the quarter of prostitution was formerly a +prostitute; in the Marais, she has morals, is cross-grained, and full of +crotchets. + +On seeing Monsieur Jules this particular portress, holding her knitting +in one hand, took a knife and stirred the half-extinguished peat in her +foot-warmer; then she said:-- + +“You want Madame Etienne; do you mean Madame Etienne Gruget?” + +“Yes,” said Jules, assuming a vexed air. + +“Who makes trimmings?” + +“Yes.” + +“Well, then, monsieur,” she said, issuing from her cage, and laying her +hand on Jules’ arm and leading him to the end of a long passage-way, +vaulted like a cellar, “go up the second staircase at the end of the +court-yard--where you will see the windows with the pots of pinks; +that’s where Madame Etienne lives.” + +“Thank you, madame. Do you think she is alone?” + +“Why shouldn’t she be alone? she’s a widow.” + +Jules hastened up a dark stairway, the steps of which were knobby with +hardened mud left by the feet of those who came and went. On the second +floor he saw three doors but no signs of pinks. Fortunately, on one of +the doors, the oiliest and darkest of the three, he read these words, +chalked on a panel: “Ida will come to-night at nine o’clock.” + +“This is the place,” thought Jules. + +He pulled an old bellrope, black with age, and heard the smothered sound +of a cracked bell and the barking of an asthmatic little dog. By the +way the sounds echoed from the interior he knew that the rooms were +encumbered with articles which left no space for reverberation,--a +characteristic feature of the homes of workmen and humble households, +where space and air are always lacking. + +Jules looked out mechanically for the pinks, and found them on the +outer sill of a sash window between two filthy drain-pipes. So here were +flowers; here, a garden, two yards long and six inches wide; here, +a wheat-ear; here, a whole life epitomized; but here, too, all the +miseries of that life. A ray of light falling from heaven as if by +special favor on those puny flowers and the vigorous wheat-ear brought +out in full relief the dust, the grease, and that nameless color, +peculiar to Parisian squalor, made of dirt, which crusted and spotted +the damp walls, the worm-eaten balusters, the disjointed window-casings, +and the door originally red. Presently the cough of an old woman, and a +heavy female step, shuffling painfully in list slippers, announced the +coming of the mother of Ida Gruget. The creature opened the door and +came out upon the landing, looked up, and said:-- + +“Ah! is this Monsieur Bocquillon? Why, no? But perhaps you’re his +brother. What can I do for you? Come in, monsieur.” + +Jules followed her into the first room, where he saw, huddled together, +cages, household utensils, ovens, furniture, little earthenware +dishes full of food or water for the dog and the cats, a wooden clock, +bed-quilts, engravings of Eisen, heaps of old iron, all these things +mingled and massed together in a way that produced a most grotesque +effect,--a true Parisian dusthole, in which were not lacking a few old +numbers of the “Constitutionel.” + +Jules, impelled by a sense of prudence, paid no attention to the widow’s +invitation when she said civilly, showing him an inner room:-- + +“Come in here, monsieur, and warm yourself.” + +Fearing to be overheard by Ferragus, Jules asked himself whether it were +not wisest to conclude the arrangement he had come to make with the old +woman in the crowded antechamber. A hen, which descended cackling from +a loft, roused him from this inward meditation. He came to a resolution, +and followed Ida’s mother into the inner room, whither they were +accompanied by the wheezy pug, a personage otherwise mute, who jumped +upon a stool. Madame Gruget showed the assumption of semi-pauperism +when she invited her visitor to warm himself. Her fire-pot contained, or +rather concealed two bits of sticks, which lay apart: the grating was +on the ground, its handle in the ashes. The mantel-shelf, adorned with +a little wax Jesus under a shade of squares of glass held together with +blue paper, was piled with wools, bobbins, and tools used in the making +of gimps and trimmings. Jules examined everything in the room with a +curiosity that was full of interest, and showed, in spite of himself, an +inward satisfaction. + +“Well, monsieur, tell me, do you want to buy any of my things?” said the +old woman, seating herself in a cane arm-chair, which appeared to be +her headquarters. In it she kept her handkerchief, snuffbox, knitting, +half-peeled vegetables, spectacles, calendar, a bit of livery gold lace +just begun, a greasy pack of cards, and two volumes of novels, all stuck +into the hollow of the back. This article of furniture, in which the +old creature was floating down the river of life, was not unlike the +encyclopedic bag which a woman carries with her when she travels; in +which may be found a compendium of her household belongings, from the +portrait of her husband to _eau de Melisse_ for faintness, sugarplums +for the children, and English court-plaster in case of cuts. + +Jules studied all. He looked attentively at Madame Gruget’s yellow +visage, at her gray eyes without either brows or lashes, her toothless +mouth, her wrinkles marked in black, her rusty cap, her still more rusty +ruffles, her cotton petticoat full of holes, her worn-out slippers, her +disabled fire-pot, her table heaped with dishes and silks and work begun +or finished, in wool or cotton, in the midst of which stood a bottle of +wine. Then he said to himself: “This old woman has some passion, some +strong liking or vice; I can make her do my will.” + +“Madame,” he said aloud, with a private sign of intelligence, “I have +come to order some livery trimmings.” Then he lowered his voice. “I +know,” he continued, “that you have a lodger who has taken the name of +Camuset.” The old woman looked at him suddenly, but without any sign of +astonishment. “Now, tell me, can we come to an understanding? This is a +question which means fortune for you.” + +“Monsieur,” she replied, “speak out, and don’t be afraid. There’s no one +here. But if I had any one above, it would be impossible for him to hear +you.” + +“Ha! the sly old creature, she answers like a Norman,” thought Jules, +“We shall agree. Do not give yourself the trouble to tell falsehoods, +madame,” he resumed, “In the first place, let me tell you that I mean no +harm either to you or to your lodger who is suffering from cautery, or +to your daughter Ida, a stay-maker, the friend of Ferragus. You see, I +know all your affairs. Do not be uneasy; I am not a detective policeman, +nor do I desire anything that can hurt your conscience. A young lady +will come here to-morrow-morning at half-past nine o’clock, to talk with +this lover of your daughter. I want to be where I can see all and hear +all, without being seen or heard by them. If you will furnish me with +the means of doing so, I will reward that service with the gift of two +thousand francs and a yearly stipend of six hundred. My notary shall +prepare a deed before you this evening, and I will give him the money to +hold; he will pay the two thousand to you to-morrow after the conference +at which I desire to be present, as you will then have given proofs of +your good faith.” + +“Will it injure my daughter, my good monsieur?” she asked, casting a +cat-like glance of doubt and uneasiness upon him. + +“In no way, madame. But, in any case, it seems to me that your daughter +does not treat you well. A girl who is loved by so rich a man as +Ferragus ought to make you more comfortable than you seem to be.” + +“Ah, my dear monsieur, just think, not so much as one poor ticket to +the Ambigu, or the Gaiete, where she can go as much as she likes. It’s +shameful! A girl for whom I sold my silver forks and spoons! and now +I eat, at my age, with German metal,--and all to pay for her +apprenticeship, and give her a trade, where she could coin money if she +chose. As for that, she’s like me, clever as a witch; I must do her that +justice. But, I will say, she might give me her old silk gowns,--I, +who am so fond of wearing silk. But no! Monsieur, she dines at the +Cadran-Bleu at fifty francs a head, and rolls in her carriage as if she +were a princess, and despises her mother for a Colin-Lampon. Heavens and +earth! what heedless young ones we’ve brought into the world; we have +nothing to boast of there. A mother, monsieur, can’t be anything else +but a good mother; and I’ve concealed that girl’s ways, and kept her in +my bosom, to take the bread out of my mouth and cram everything into her +own. Well, well! and now she comes and fondles one a little, and says, +‘How d’ye do, mother?’ And that’s all the duty she thinks of paying. But +she’ll have children one of these days, and then she’ll find out what it +is to have such baggage,--which one can’t help loving all the same.” + +“Do you mean that she does nothing for you?” + +“Ah, nothing? No, monsieur, I didn’t say that; if she did nothing, that +would be a little too much. She gives me my rent and thirty-six francs a +month. But, monsieur, at my age,--and I’m fifty-two years old, with +eyes that feel the strain at night,--ought I to be working in this way? +Besides, why won’t she have me to live with her? I should shame her, +should I? Then let her say so. Faith, one ought to be buried out of the +way of such dogs of children, who forget you before they’ve even shut +the door.” + +She pulled her handkerchief from her pocket, and with it a lottery +ticket that dropped on the floor; but she hastily picked it up, saying, +“Hi! that’s the receipt for my taxes.” + +Jules at once perceived the reason of the sagacious parsimony of which +the mother complained; and he was the more certain that the widow Gruget +would agree to the proposed bargain. + +“Well, then, madame,” he said, “accept what I offer you.” + +“Did you say two thousand francs in ready money, and six hundred +annuity, monsieur?” + +“Madame, I’ve changed my mind; I will promise you only three hundred +annuity. This way seems more to my own interests. But I will give you +five thousand francs in ready money. Wouldn’t you like that as well?” + +“Bless me, yes, monsieur!” + +“You’ll get more comfort out of it; and you can go to the Ambigu and +Franconi’s at your ease in a coach.” + +“As for Franconi, I don’t like that, for they don’t talk there. +Monsieur, if I accept, it is because it will be very advantageous for +my child. I sha’n’t be a drag on her any longer. Poor little thing! +I’m glad she has her pleasures, after all. Ah, monsieur, youth must be +amused! And so, if you assure me that no harm will come to anybody--” + +“Not to anybody,” replied Jules. “But now, how will you manage it?” + +“Well, monsieur, if I give Monsieur Ferragus a little tea made of +poppy-heads to-night, he’ll sleep sound, the dear man; and he needs it, +too, because of his sufferings, for he does suffer, I can tell you, and +more’s the pity. But I’d like to know what a healthy man like him wants +to burn his back for, just to get rid of a tic douleureux which troubles +him once in two years. However, to come back to our business. I have my +neighbor’s key; her lodging is just above mine, and in it there’s a +room adjoining the one where Monsieur Ferragus is, with only a +partition between them. My neighbor is away in the country for ten days. +Therefore, if I make a hole to-night while Monsieur Ferragus is sound +asleep, you can see and hear them to-morrow at your ease. I’m on good +terms with a locksmith,--a very friendly man, who talks like an angel, +and he’ll do the work for me and say nothing about it.” + +“Then here’s a hundred francs for him. Come to-night to Monsieur +Desmaret’s office; he’s a notary, and here’s his address. At nine +o’clock the deed will be ready, but--silence!” + +“Enough, monsieur; as you say--silence! Au revoir, monsieur.” + +Jules went home, almost calmed by the certainty that he should know the +truth on the morrow. As he entered the house, the porter gave him the +letter properly resealed. + +“How do you feel now?” he said to his wife, in spite of the coldness +that separated them. + +“Pretty well, Jules,” she answered in a coaxing voice, “do come and dine +beside me.” + +“Very good,” he said, giving her the letter. “Here is something +Fouguereau gave me for you.” + +Clemence, who was very pale, colored high when she saw the letter, and +that sudden redness was a fresh blow to her husband. + +“Is that joy,” he said, laughing, “or the effect of expectation?” + +“Oh, of many things!” she said, examining the seal. + +“I leave you now for a few moments.” + +He went down to his study, and wrote to his brother, giving him +directions about the payment to the widow Gruget. When he returned, he +found his dinner served on a little table by his wife’s bedside, and +Josephine ready to wait on him. + +“If I were up how I should like to serve you myself,” said Clemence, +when Josephine had left them. “Oh, yes, on my knees!” she added, passing +her white hands through her husband’s hair. “Dear, noble heart, you were +very kind and gracious to me just now. You did me more good by showing +me such confidence than all the doctors on earth could do me with their +prescriptions. That feminine delicacy of yours--for you do know how +to love like a woman--well, it has shed a balm into my heart which has +almost cured me. There’s truce between us, Jules; lower your head, that +I may kiss it.” + +Jules could not deny himself the pleasure of that embrace. But it was +not without a feeling of remorse in his heart; he felt himself small +before this woman whom he was still tempted to think innocent. A sort +of melancholy joy possessed him. A tender hope shone on her features +in spite of their grieved expression. They both were equally unhappy +in deceiving each other; another caress, and, unable to resist their +suffering, all would then have been avowed. + +“To-morrow evening, Clemence.” + +“No, no; to-morrow morning, by twelve o’clock, you will know all, and +you’ll kneel down before your wife--Oh, no! you shall not be humiliated; +you are all forgiven now; you have done no wrong. Listen, Jules; +yesterday you did crush me--harshly; but perhaps my life would not have +been complete without that agony; it may be a shadow that will make our +coming days celestial.” + +“You lay a spell upon me,” cried Jules; “you fill me with remorse.” + +“Poor love! destiny is stronger than we, and I am not the accomplice of +mine. I shall go out to-morrow.” + +“At what hour?” asked Jules. + +“At half-past nine.” + +“Clemence,” he said, “take every precaution; consult Doctor Desplein and +old Haudry.” + +“I shall consult nothing but my heart and my courage.” + +“I shall leave you free; you will not see me till twelve o’clock.” + +“Won’t you keep me company this evening? I feel so much better.” + +After attending to some business, Jules returned to his wife,--recalled +by her invincible attraction. His passion was stronger than his anguish. + +The next day, at nine o’clock Jules left home, hurried to the rue des +Enfants-Rouges, went upstairs, and rang the bell of the widow Gruget’s +lodgings. + +“Ah! you’ve kept your word, as true as the dawn. Come in, monsieur,” + said the old woman when she saw him. “I’ve made you a cup of coffee with +cream,” she added, when the door was closed. “Oh! real cream; I saw it +milked myself at the dairy we have in this very street.” + +“Thank you, no, madame, nothing. Take me at once--” + +“Very good, monsieur. Follow me, this way.” + +She led him up into the room above her own, where she showed him, +triumphantly, an opening about the size of a two-franc piece, made +during the night, in a place, which, in each room, was above a wardrobe. +In order to look through it, Jules was forced to maintain himself in +rather a fatiguing attitude, by standing on a step-ladder which the +widow had been careful to place there. + +“There’s a gentleman with him,” she whispered, as she retired. + +Jules then beheld a man employed in dressing a number of wounds on the +shoulders of Ferragus, whose head he recognized from the description +given to him by Monsieur de Maulincour. + +“When do you think those wounds will heal?” asked Ferragus. + +“I don’t know,” said the other man. “The doctors say those wounds will +require seven or eight more dressings.” + +“Well, then, good-bye until to-night,” said Ferragus, holding out his +hand to the man, who had just replaced the bandage. + +“Yes, to-night,” said the other, pressing his hand cordially. “I wish I +could see you past your sufferings.” + +“To-morrow Monsieur de Funcal’s papers will be delivered to us, and +Henri Bourignard will be dead forever,” said Ferragus. “Those fatal +marks which have cost us so dear no longer exist. I shall become once +more a social being, a man among men, and more of a man than the sailor +whom the fishes are eating. God knows it is not for my own sake I have +made myself a Portuguese count!” + +“Poor Gratien!--you, the wisest of us all, our beloved brother, the +Benjamin of the band; as you very well know.” + +“Adieu; keep an eye on Maulincour.” + +“You can rest easy on that score.” + +“Ho! stay, marquis,” cried the convict. + +“What is it?” + +“Ida is capable of everything after the scene of last night. If she +should throw herself into the river, I would not fish her out. She knows +the secret of my name, and she’ll keep it better there. But still, look +after her; for she is, in her way, a good girl.” + +“Very well.” + +The stranger departed. Ten minutes later Jules heard, with a feverish +shudder, the rustle of a silk gown, and almost recognized by their sound +the steps of his wife. + +“Well, father,” said Clemence, “my poor father, are you better? What +courage you have shown!” + +“Come here, my child,” replied Ferragus, holding out his hand to her. + +Clemence held her forehead to him and he kissed it. + +“Now tell me, what is the matter, my little girl? What are these new +troubles?” + +“Troubles, father! it concerns the life or death of the daughter you +have loved so much. Indeed you must, as I wrote you yesterday, you +_must_ find a way to see my poor Jules to-day. If you knew how good he +has been to me, in spite of all suspicions apparently so legitimate. +Father, my love is my very life. Would you see me die? Ah! I have +suffered so much that my life, I feel it! is in danger.” + +“And all because of the curiosity of that miserable Parisian?” cried +Ferragus. “I’d burn Paris down if I lost you, my daughter. Ha! you may +know what a lover is, but you don’t yet know what a father can do.” + +“Father, you frighten me when you look at me in that way. Don’t weigh +such different feelings in the same scales. I had a husband before I +knew that my father was living--” + +“If your husband was the first to lay kisses on your forehead, I was +the first to drop tears upon it,” replied Ferragus. “But don’t feel +frightened, Clemence, speak to me frankly. I love you enough to rejoice +in the knowledge that you are happy, though I, your father, may have +little place in your heart, while you fill the whole of mine.” + +“Ah! what good such words do me! You make me love you more and more, +though I seem to rob something from my Jules. But, my kind father, think +what his sufferings are. What may I tell him to-day?” + +“My child, do you think I waited for your letter to save you from this +threatened danger? Do you know what will become of those who venture to +touch your happiness, or come between us? Have you never been aware +that a second providence was guarding your life? Twelve men of power and +intellect form a phalanx round your love and your existence,--ready to +do all things to protect you. Think of your father, who has risked death +to meet you in the public promenades, or see you asleep in your little +bed in your mother’s home, during the night-time. Could such a father, +to whom your innocent caresses give strength to live when a man of honor +ought to have died to escape his infamy, could _I_, in short, I who +breathe through your lips, and see with your eyes, and feel with your +heart, could I fail to defend with the claws of a lion and the soul of a +father, my only blessing, my life, my daughter? Since the death of that +angel, your mother, I have dreamed but of one thing,--the happiness of +pressing you to my heart in the face of the whole earth, of burying +the convict,--” He paused a moment, and then added: “--of giving you a +father, a father who could press without shame your husband’s hand, who +could live without fear in both your hearts, who could say to all the +world, ‘This is my daughter,’--in short, to be a happy father.” + +“Oh, father! father!” + +“After infinite difficulty, after searching the whole globe,” continued +Ferragus, “my friends have found me the skin of a dead man in which to +take my place once more in social life. A few days hence, I shall be +Monsieur de Funcal, a Portuguese count. Ah! my dear child, there are few +men of my age who would have had the patience to learn Portuguese and +English, which were spoken fluently by that devil of a sailor, who was +drowned at sea.” + +“But, my dear father--” + +“All has been foreseen, and prepared. A few days hence, his Majesty John +VI., King of Portugal will be my accomplice. My child, you must have a +little patience where your father has had so much. But ah! what would +I not do to reward your devotion for the last three years,--coming +religiously to comfort your old father, at the risk of your own peace!” + +“Father!” cried Clemence, taking his hands and kissing them. + +“Come, my child, have courage still; keep my fatal secret a few days +longer, till the end is reached. Jules is not an ordinary man, I know; +but are we sure that his lofty character and his noble love may not +impel him to dislike the daughter of a--” + +“Oh!” cried Clemence, “you have read my heart; I have no other fear than +that. The very thought turns me to ice,” she added, in a heart-rending +tone. “But, father, think that I have promised him the truth in two +hours.” + +“If so, my daughter, tell him to go to the Portuguese embassy and see +the Comte de Funcal, your father. I will be there.” + +“But Monsieur de Maulincour has told him of Ferragus. Oh, father, what +torture, to deceive, deceive, deceive!” + +“Need you say that to me? But only a few days more, and no living man +will be able to expose me. Besides, Monsieur de Maulincour is beyond +the faculty of remembering. Come, dry your tears, my silly child, and +think--” + +At this instant a terrible cry rang from the room in which Jules +Desmarets was stationed. + +The clamor was heard by Madame Jules and Ferragus through the opening of +the wall, and struck them with terror. + +“Go and see what it means, Clemence,” said her father. + +Clemence ran rapidly down the little staircase, found the door into +Madame Gruget’s apartment wide open, heard the cries which echoed from +the upper floor, went up the stairs, guided by the noise of sobs, and +caught these words before she entered the fatal chamber:-- + +“You, monsieur, you, with your horrid inventions,--you are the cause of +her death!” + +“Hush, miserable woman!” replied Jules, putting his handkerchief on the +mouth of the old woman, who began at once to cry out, “Murder! help!” + +At this instant Clemence entered, saw her husband, uttered a cry, and +fled away. + +“Who will save my child?” cried the widow Gruget. “You have murdered +her.” + +“How?” asked Jules, mechanically, for he was horror-struck at being seen +by his wife. + +“Read that,” said the old woman, giving him a letter. “Can money or +annuities console me for that?” + + + Farewell, mother! I bequeeth you what I have. I beg your pardon + for my forlts, and the last greef to which I put you by ending my + life in the river. Henry, who I love more than myself, says I have + made his misfortune, and as he has drifen me away, and I have lost + all my hops of merrying him, I am going to droun myself. I shall + go abov Neuilly, so that they can’t put me in the Morg. If Henry + does not hate me anny more after I am ded, ask him to berry a pore + girl whose hart beet for him only, and to forgif me, for I did + rong to meddle in what didn’t consern me. Tak care of his wounds. + How much he sufered, pore fellow! I shall have as much corage to + kill myself as he had to burn his bak. Carry home the corsets I + have finished. And pray God for your daughter. + +Ida. + + +“Take this letter to Monsieur de Funcal, who is upstairs,” said Jules. +“He alone can save your daughter, if there is still time.” + +So saying he disappeared, running like a man who has committed a crime. +His legs trembled. The hot blood poured into his swelling heart in +torrents greater than at any other moment of his life, and left it again +with untold violence. Conflicting thoughts struggled in his mind, and +yet one thought predominated,--he had not been loyal to the being he +loved most. It was impossible for him to argue with his conscience, +whose voice, rising high with conviction, came like an echo of those +inward cries of his love during the cruel hours of doubt he had lately +lived through. + +He spent the greater part of the day wandering about Paris, for he dared +not go home. This man of integrity and honor feared to meet the spotless +brow of the woman he had misjudged. We estimate wrongdoing in proportion +to the purity of our conscience; the deed which is scarcely a fault +in some hearts, takes the proportions of a crime in certain unsullied +souls. The slightest stain on the white garment of a virgin makes it a +thing ignoble as the rags of a mendicant. Between the two the difference +lies in the misfortune of the one, the wrong-doing of the other. God +never measures repentance; he never apportions it. As much is needed +to efface a spot as to obliterate the crimes of a lifetime. These +reflections fell with all their weight on Jules; passions, like human +laws, will not pardon, and their reasoning is more just; for are they +not based upon a conscience of their own as infallible as an instinct? + +Jules finally came home pale, despondent, crushed beneath a sense of his +wrong-doing, and yet expressing in spite of himself the joy his wife’s +innocence had given him. He entered her room all throbbing with emotion; +she was in bed with a high fever. He took her hand, kissed it, and +covered it with tears. + +“Dear angel,” he said, when they were alone, “it is repentance.” + +“And for what?” she answered. + +As she made that reply, she laid her head back upon the pillow, closed +her eyes, and remained motionless, keeping the secret of her sufferings +that she might not frighten her husband,--the tenderness of a mother, +the delicacy of an angel! All the woman was in her answer. + +The silence lasted long. Jules, thinking her asleep, went to question +Josephine as to her mistress’s condition. + +“Madame came home half-dead, monsieur. We sent at once for Monsieur +Haudry.” + +“Did he come? What did he say?” + +“He said nothing, monsieur. He did not seem satisfied; gave orders that +no one should go near madame except the nurse, and said he should come +back this evening.” + +Jules returned softly to his wife’s room and sat down in a chair before +the bed. There he remained, motionless, with his eyes fixed on those +of Clemence. When she raised her eyelids she saw him, and through those +lids passed a tender glance, full of passionate love, free from reproach +and bitterness,--a look which fell like a flame of fire upon the heart +of that husband, nobly absolved and forever loved by the being whom he +had killed. The presentiment of death struck both their minds with equal +force. Their looks were blended in one anguish, as their hearts had long +been blended in one love, felt equally by both, and shared equally. No +questions were uttered; a horrible certainty was there,--in the wife +an absolute generosity; in the husband an awful remorse; then, in both +souls the same vision of the end, the same conviction of fatality. + +There came a moment when, thinking his wife asleep, Jules kissed her +softly on the forehead; then after long contemplation of that cherished +face, he said:-- + +“Oh God! leave me this angel still a little while that I may blot out my +wrong by love and adoration. As a daughter, she is sublime; as a wife, +what word can express her?” + +Clemence raised her eyes; they were full of tears. + +“You pain me,” she said, in a feeble voice. + +It was getting late; Doctor Haudry came, and requested the husband to +withdraw during his visit. When the doctor left the sick-room Jules +asked him no question; one gesture was enough. + +“Call in consultation any physician in whom you place confidence; I may +be wrong.” + +“Doctor, tell me the truth. I am a man, and I can bear it. Besides, +I have the deepest interest in knowing it; I have certain affairs to +settle.” + +“Madame Jules is dying,” said the physician. “There is some moral malady +which has made great progress, and it has complicated her physical +condition, which was already dangerous, and made still more so by her +great imprudence. To walk about barefooted at night! to go out when I +forbade it! on foot yesterday in the rain, to-day in a carriage! She +must have meant to kill herself. But still, my judgment is not final; +she has youth, and a most amazing nervous strength. It may be best to +risk all to win all by employing some violent reagent. But I will not +take upon myself to order it; nor will I advise it; in consultation I +shall oppose it.” + +Jules returned to his wife. For eleven days and eleven nights he +remained beside her bed, taking no sleep during the day when he laid his +head upon the foot of the bed. No man ever pushed the jealousy of care +and the craving for devotion to such an extreme as he. He could not +endure that the slightest service should be done by others for his wife. +There were days of uncertainty, false hopes, now a little better, then +a crisis,--in short, all the horrible mutations of death as it wavers, +hesitates, and finally strikes. Madame Jules always found strength to +smile at her husband. She pitied him, knowing that soon he would be +alone. It was a double death,--that of life, that of love; but life grew +feebler, and love grew mightier. One frightful night there was, when +Clemence passed through that delirium which precedes the death of youth. +She talked of her happy love, she talked of her father; she related her +mother’s revelations on her death-bed, and the obligations that mother +had laid upon her. She struggled, not for life, but for her love which +she could not leave. + +“Grant, O God!” she said, “that he may not know I want him to die with +me.” + +Jules, unable to bear the scene, was at that moment in the adjoining +room, and did not hear the prayer, which he would doubtless have +fulfilled. + +When this crisis was over, Madame Jules recovered some strength. The +next day she was beautiful and tranquil; hope seemed to come to her; she +adorned herself, as the dying often do. Then she asked to be alone all +day, and sent away her husband with one of those entreaties made so +earnestly that they are granted as we grant the prayer of a little +child. + +Jules, indeed, had need of this day. He went to Monsieur de Maulincour +to demand the satisfaction agreed upon between them. It was not without +great difficulty that he succeeded in reaching the presence of the +author of these misfortunes; but the vidame, when he learned that the +visit related to an affair of honor, obeyed the precepts of his whole +life, and himself took Jules into the baron’s chamber. + +Monsieur Desmarets looked about him in search of his antagonist. + +“Yes! that is really he,” said the vidame, motioning to a man who was +sitting in an arm-chair beside the fire. + +“Who is it? Jules?” said the dying man in a broken voice. + +Auguste had lost the only faculty that makes us live--memory. Jules +Desmarets recoiled with horror at this sight. He could not even +recognize the elegant young man in that thing without--as Bossuet +said--a name in any language. It was, in truth, a corpse with whitened +hair, its bones scarce covered with a wrinkled, blighted, withered +skin,--a corpse with white eyes motionless, mouth hideously gaping, +like those of idiots or vicious men killed by excesses. No trace of +intelligence remained upon that brow, nor in any feature; nor was +there in that flabby flesh either color or the faintest appearance of +circulating blood. Here was a shrunken, withered creature brought to +the state of those monsters we see preserved in museums, floating in +alchohol. Jules fancied that he saw above that face the terrible head +of Ferragus, and his own anger was silenced by such a vengeance. The +husband found pity in his heart for the vacant wreck of what was once a +man. + +“The duel has taken place,” said the vidame. + +“But he has killed many,” answered Jules, sorrowfully. + +“And many dear ones,” added the old man. “His grandmother is dying; and +I shall follow her soon into the grave.” + +On the morrow of this day, Madame Jules grew worse from hour to hour. +She used a moment’s strength to take a letter from beneath her pillow, +and gave it eagerly to her husband with a sign that was easy to +understand,--she wished to give him, in a kiss, her last breath. He +took it, and she died. Jules fell half-dead himself and was taken to his +brother’s house. There, as he deplored in tears his absence of the day +before, his brother told him that this separation was eagerly desired +by Clemence, who wished to spare him the sight of the religious +paraphernalia, so terrible to tender imaginations, which the Church +displays when conferring the last sacraments upon the dying. + +“You could not have borne it,” said his brother. “I could hardly bear +the sight myself, and all the servants wept. Clemence was like a saint. +She gathered strength to bid us all good-bye, and that voice, heard for +the last time, rent our hearts. When she asked pardon for the pain she +might unwillingly have caused her servants, there were cries and sobs +and--” + +“Enough! enough!” said Jules. + +He wanted to be alone, that he might read the last words of the woman +whom all had loved, and who had passed away like a flower. + + + “My beloved, this is my last will. Why should we not make wills + for the treasures of our hearts, as for our worldly property? Was + not my love my property, my all? I mean here to dispose of my + love: it was the only fortune of your Clemence, and it is all that + she can leave you in dying. Jules, you love me still, and I die + happy. The doctors may explain my death as they think best; I + alone know the true cause. I shall tell it to you, whatever pain + it may cause you. I cannot carry with me, in a heart all yours, a + secret which you do not share, although I die the victim of an + enforced silence. + + “Jules, I was nurtured and brought up in the deepest solitude, far + from the vices and the falsehoods of the world, by the loving + woman whom you knew. Society did justice to her conventional + charm, for that is what pleases society; but I knew secretly her + precious soul, I could cherish the mother who made my childhood a + joy without bitterness, and I knew why I cherished her. Was not + that to love doubly? Yes, I loved her, I feared her, I respected + her; yet nothing oppressed my heart, neither fear nor respect. I + was all in all to her; she was all in all to me. For nineteen + happy years, without a care, my soul, solitary amid the world + which muttered round me, reflected only her pure image; my heart + beat for her and through her. I was scrupulously pious; I found + pleasure in being innocent before God. My mother cultivated all + noble and self-respecting sentiments in me. Ah! it gives me + happiness to tell you, Jules, that I now know I was indeed a young + girl, and that I came to you virgin in heart. + + “When I left that absolute solitude, when, for the first time, I + braided my hair and crowned it with almond blossoms, when I added, + with delight, a few satin knots to my white dress, thinking of the + world I was to see, and which I was curious to see--Jules, that + innocent and modest coquetry was done for you! Yes, as I entered + the world, I saw _you_ first of all. Your face, I remarked it; it + stood out from the rest; your person pleased me; your voice, your + manners all inspired me with pleasant presentiments. When you came + up, when you spoke to me, the color on your forehead, the tremble + in your voice,--that moment gave me memories with which I throb as + I now write to you, as I now, for the last time, think of them. + Our love was at first the keenest of sympathies, but it was soon + discovered by each of us and then, as speedily, shared; just as, + in after times, we have both equally felt and shared innumerable + happinesses. From that moment my mother was only second in my + heart. Next, I was yours, all yours. There is my life, and all my + life, dear husband. + + “And here is what remains for me to tell you. One evening, a few + days before my mother’s death, she revealed to me the secret of + her life,--not without burning tears. I have loved you better + since the day I learned from the priest as he absolved my mother + that there are passions condemned by the world and by the Church. + But surely God will not be severe when they are the sins of souls + as tender as that of my mother; only, that dear woman could never + bring herself to repent. She loved much, Jules; she was all love. + So I have prayed daily for her, but never judged her. + + “That night I learned the cause of her deep maternal tenderness; + then I also learned that there was in Paris a man whose life and + whose love centred on me; that your fortune was his doing, and + that he loved you. I learned also that he was exiled from society + and bore a tarnished name; but that he was more unhappy for me, + for us, than for himself. My mother was all his comfort; she was + dying, and I promised to take her place. With all the ardor of a + soul whose feelings had never been perverted, I saw only the + happiness of softening the bitterness of my mother’s last moments, + and I pledged myself to continue her work of secret charity,--the + charity of the heart. The first time that I saw my father was + beside the bed where my mother had just expired. When he raised + his tearful eyes, it was to see in me a revival of his dead hopes. + I had sworn, not to tell a lie, but to keep silence; and that + silence what woman could have broken it? + + “There is my fault, Jules,--a fault which I expiate by death. I + doubted you. But fear is so natural to a woman; above all, a woman + who knows what it is that she may lose. I trembled for our love. + My father’s secret seemed to me the death of my happiness; and the + more I loved, the more I feared. I dared not avow this feeling to + my father; it would have wounded him, and in his situation a wound + was agony. But, without a word from me, he shared my fears. That + fatherly heart trembled for my happiness as much as I trembled for + myself; but it dared not speak, obeying the same delicacy that + kept me mute. Yes, Jules, I believed that you could not love the + daughter of Gratien Bourignard as you loved your Clemence. Without + that terror could I have kept back anything from you,--you who + live in every fold of my heart? + + “The day when that odious, unfortunate young officer spoke to you, + I was forced to lie. That day, for the second time in my life, I + knew what pain was; that pain has steadily increased until this + moment, when I speak with you for the last time. What matters now + my father’s position? You know all. I could, by the help of my + love, have conquered my illness and borne its sufferings; but I + cannot stifle the voice of doubt. Is it not probable that my + origin would affect the purity of your love and weaken it, + diminish it? That fear nothing has been able to quench in me. + There, Jules, is the cause of my death. I cannot live fearing a + word, a look,--a word you may never say, a look you may never + give; but, I cannot help it, I fear them. I die beloved; there is + my consolation. + + “I have known, for the last three years, that my father and his + friends have well-nigh moved the world to deceive the world. That + I might have a station in life, they have bought a dead man, a + reputation, a fortune, so that a living man might live again, + restored; and all this for you, for us. We were never to have + known of it. Well, my death will save my father from that + falsehood, for he will not survive me. + + “Farewell, Jules, my heart is all here. To show you my love in its + agony of fear, is not that bequeathing my whole soul to you? I + could never have the strength to speak to you; I have only enough + to write. I have just confessed to God the sins of my life. I have + promised to fill my mind with the King of Heaven only; but I must + confess to him who is, for me, the whole of earth. Alas! shall I + not be pardoned for this last sigh between the life that was and + the life that shall be? Farewell, my Jules, my loved one! I go to + God, with whom is Love without a cloud, to whom you will follow + me. There, before his throne, united forever, we may love each + other throughout the ages. This hope alone can comfort me. If I am + worthy of being there at once, I will follow you through life. My + soul shall bear your company; it will wrap you about, for _you_ + must stay here still,--ah! here below. Lead a holy life that you + may the more surely come to me. You can do such good upon this + earth! Is it not an angel’s mission for the suffering soul to shed + happiness about him,--to give to others that which he has not? I + bequeath you to the Unhappy. Their smiles, their tears, are the + only ones of which I cannot be jealous. We shall find a charm in + sweet beneficence. Can we not live together still if you would + join my name--your Clemence--in these good works? + + “After loving as we have loved, there is naught but God, Jules. + God does not lie; God never betrays. Adore him only, I charge you! + Lead those who suffer up to him; comfort the sorrowing members of + his Church. Farewell, dear soul that I have filled! I know you; + you will never love again. I may die happy in the thought that + makes all women happy. Yes, my grave will be your heart. After + this childhood I have just related, has not my life flowed on + within that heart? Dead, you will never drive me forth. I am proud + of that rare life! You will know me only in the flower of my + youth; I leave you regrets without disillusions. Jules, it is a + happy death. + + “You, who have so fully understood me, may I ask one thing more of + you,--superfluous request, perhaps, the fulfilment of a woman’s + fancy, the prayer of a jealousy we all must feel,--I pray you to + burn all that especially belonged to _us_, destroy our chamber, + annihilate all that is a memory of our happiness. + + “Once more, farewell,--the last farewell! It is all love, and so + will be my parting thought, my parting breath.” + + +When Jules had read that letter there came into his heart one of those +wild frenzies of which it is impossible to describe the awful anguish. +All sorrows are individual; their effects are not subjected to any fixed +rule. Certain men will stop their ears to hear nothing; some women close +their eyes hoping never to see again; great and splendid souls are met +with who fling themselves into sorrow as into an abyss. In the matter of +despair, all is true. + + + + +CHAPTER V. CONCLUSION + + +Jules escaped from his brother’s house and returned home, wishing +to pass the night beside his wife, and see till the last moment that +celestial creature. As he walked along with an indifference to life +known only to those who have reached the last degree of wretchedness, +he thought of how, in India, the law ordained that widows should die; he +longed to die. He was not yet crushed; the fever of his grief was still +upon him. He reached his home and went up into the sacred chamber; he +saw his Clemence on the bed of death, beautiful, like a saint, her hair +smoothly laid upon her forehead, her hands joined, her body wrapped +already in its shroud. Tapers were lighted, a priest was praying, +Josephine kneeling in a corner, wept, and, near the bed, were two men. +One was Ferragus. He stood erect, motionless, gazing at his daughter +with dry eyes; his head you might have taken for bronze: he did not see +Jules. + +The other man was Jacquet,--Jacquet, to whom Madame Jules had been ever +kind. Jacquet felt for her one of those respectful friendships which +rejoice the untroubled heart; a gentle passion; love without its desires +and its storms. He had come to pay his debt of tears, to bid a long +adieu to the wife of his friend, to kiss, for the first time, the icy +brow of the woman he had tacitly made his sister. + +All was silence. Here death was neither terrible as in the churches, nor +pompous as it makes its way along the streets; no, it was death in the +home, a tender death; here were pomps of the heart, tears drawn from the +eyes of all. Jules sat down beside Jacquet and pressed his hand; then, +without uttering a word, all these persons remained as they were till +morning. + +When daylight paled the tapers, Jacquet, foreseeing the painful scenes +which would then take place, drew Jules away into another room. At this +moment the husband looked at the father, and Ferragus looked at +Jules. The two sorrows arraigned each other, measured each other, and +comprehended each other in that look. A flash of fury shone for an +instant in the eyes of Ferragus. + +“You killed her,” thought he. + +“Why was I distrusted?” seemed the answer of the husband. + +The scene was one that might have passed between two tigers recognizing +the futility of a struggle and, after a moment’s hesitation, turning +away, without even a roar. + +“Jacquet,” said Jules, “have you attended to everything?” + +“Yes, to everything,” replied his friend, “but a man had forestalled me +who had ordered and paid for all.” + +“He tears his daughter from me!” cried the husband, with the violence of +despair. + +Jules rushed back to his wife’s room; but the father was there no +longer. Clemence had now been placed in a leaden coffin, and workmen +were employed in soldering the cover. Jules returned, horrified by the +sight; the sound of the hammers the men were using made him mechanically +burst into tears. + +“Jacquet,” he said, “out of this dreadful night one idea has come to +me, only one, but one I must make a reality at any price. I cannot let +Clemence stay in any cemetery in Paris. I wish to burn her,--to gather +her ashes and keep her with me. Say nothing of this, but manage on my +behalf to have it done. I am going to _her_ chamber, where I shall stay +until the time has come to go. You alone may come in there to tell me +what you have done. Go, and spare nothing.” + +During the morning, Madame Jules, after lying in a mortuary chapel at +the door of her house, was taken to Saint-Roch. The church was hung with +black throughout. The sort of luxury thus displayed had drawn a crowd; +for in Paris all things are sights, even true grief. There are people +who stand at their windows to see how a son deplores a mother as he +follows her body; there are others who hire commodious seats to see how +a head is made to fall. No people in the world have such insatiate eyes +as the Parisians. On this occasion, inquisitive minds were particularly +surprised to see the six lateral chapels at Saint-Roch also hung in +black. Two men in mourning were listening to a mortuary mass said in +each chapel. In the chancel no other persons but Monsieur Desmarets, +the notary, and Jacquet were present; the servants of the household were +outside the screen. To church loungers there was something inexplicable +in so much pomp and so few mourners. But Jules had been determined that +no indifferent persons should be present at the ceremony. + +High mass was celebrated with the sombre magnificence of funeral +services. Beside the ministers in ordinary of Saint-Roch, thirteen +priests from other parishes were present. Perhaps never did the _Dies +irae_ produce upon Christians, assembled by chance, by curiosity, and +thirsting for emotions, an effect so profound, so nervously glacial as +that now caused by this hymn when the eight voices of the precentors, +accompanied by the voices of the priests and the choir-boys, intoned it +alternately. From the six lateral chapels twelve other childish voices +rose shrilly in grief, mingling with the choir voices lamentably. From +all parts of the church this mourning issued; cries of anguish responded +to the cries of fear. That terrible music was the voice of sorrows +hidden from the world, of secret friendships weeping for the dead. +Never, in any human religion, have the terrors of the soul, violently +torn from the body and stormily shaken in presence of the fulminating +majesty of God, been rendered with such force. Before that clamor of +clamors all artists and their most passionate compositions must bow +humiliated. No, nothing can stand beside that hymn, which sums all human +passions, gives them a galvanic life beyond the coffin, and leaves them, +palpitating still, before the living and avenging God. These cries of +childhood, mingling with the tones of older voices, including thus in +the Song of Death all human life and its developments, recalling the +sufferings of the cradle, swelling to the griefs of other ages in +the stronger male voices and the quavering of the priests,--all this +strident harmony, big with lightning and thunderbolts, does it not speak +with equal force to the daring imagination, the coldest heart, nay, to +philosophers themselves? As we hear it, we think God speaks; the vaulted +arches of no church are mere material; they have a voice, they tremble, +they scatter fear by the might of their echoes. We think we see +unnumbered dead arising and holding out their hands. It is no more a +father, a wife, a child,--humanity itself is rising from its dust. + +It is impossible to judge of the catholic, apostolic, and Roman faith, +unless the soul has known that deepest grief of mourning for a loved one +lying beneath the pall; unless it has felt the emotions that fill the +heart, uttered by that Hymn of Despair, by those cries that crush the +mind, by that sacred fear augmenting strophe by strophe, ascending +heavenward, which terrifies, belittles, and elevates the soul, and +leaves within our minds, as the last sound ceases, a consciousness +of immortality. We have met and struggled with the vast idea of the +Infinite. After that, all is silent in the church. No word is said; +sceptics themselves _know not what they are feeling_. Spanish genius +alone was able to bring this untold majesty to untold griefs. + +When the solemn ceremony was over, twelve men came from the six chapels +and stood around the coffin to hear the song of hope which the Church +intones for the Christian soul before the human form is buried. Then, +each man entered alone a mourning-coach; Jacquet and Monsieur Desmarets +took the thirteenth; the servants followed on foot. An hour later, they +were at the summit of that cemetery popularly called Pere-Lachaise. The +unknown twelve men stood in a circle round the grave, where the coffin +had been laid in presence of a crowd of loiterers gathered from all +parts of this public garden. After a few short prayers the priest threw +a handful of earth on the remains of this woman, and the grave-diggers, +having asked for their fee, made haste to fill the grave in order to dig +another. + +Here this history seems to end; but perhaps it would be incomplete if, +after giving a rapid sketch of Parisian life, and following certain of +its capricious undulations, the effects of death were omitted. Death in +Paris is unlike death in any other capital; few persons know the trials +of true grief in its struggle with civilization, and the government of +Paris. Perhaps, also, Monsieur Jules and Ferragus XXIII. may have proved +sufficiently interesting to make a few words on their after life not +entirely out of place. Besides, some persons like to be told all, and +wish, as one of our cleverest critics has remarked, to know by what +chemical process oil was made to burn in Aladdin’s lamp. + +Jacquet, being a government employee, naturally applied to the +authorities for permission to exhume the body of Madame Jules and burn +it. He went to see the prefect of police, under whose protection the +dead sleep. That functionary demanded a petition. The blank was brought +that gives to sorrow its proper administrative form; it was necessary to +employ the bureaucratic jargon to express the wishes of a man so crushed +that words, perhaps, were lacking to him, and it was also necessary to +coldly and briefly repeat on the margin the nature of the request, +which was done in these words: “The petitioner respectfully asks for the +incineration of his wife.” + +When the official charged with making the report to the Councillor of +State and prefect of police read that marginal note, explaining the +object of the petition, and couched, as requested, in the plainest +terms, he said:-- + +“This is a serious matter! my report cannot be ready under eight days.” + +Jules, to whom Jacquet was obliged to speak of this delay, comprehended +the words that Ferragus had said in his hearing, “I’ll burn Paris!” + Nothing seemed to him now more natural than to annihilate that +receptacle of monstrous things. + +“But,” he said to Jacquet, “you must go to the minister of the Interior, +and get your minister to speak to him.” + +Jacquet went to the minister of the Interior, and asked an audience; it +was granted, but the time appointed was two weeks later. Jacquet was a +persistent man. He travelled from bureau to bureau, and finally reached +the private secretary of the minister of the Interior, to whom he had +made the private secretary of his own minister say a word. These high +protectors aiding, he obtained for the morrow a second interview, in +which, being armed with a line from the autocrat of Foreign affairs to +the pacha of the Interior, Jacquet hoped to carry the matter by assault. +He was ready with reasons, and answers to peremptory questions,--in +short, he was armed at all points; but he failed. + +“This matter does not concern me,” said the minister; “it belongs to the +prefect of police. Besides, there is no law giving a husband any legal +right to the body of his wife, nor to fathers those of their children. +The matter is serious. There are questions of public utility involved +which will have to be examined. The interests of the city of Paris might +suffer. Therefore if the matter depended on me, which it does not, I +could not decide _hic et nunc_; I should require a report.” + +A _report_ is to the present system of administration what limbo +or hades is to Christianity. Jacquet knew very well the mania for +“reports”; he had not waited until this occasion to groan at that +bureaucratic absurdity. He knew that since the invasion into public +business of the _Report_ (an administrative revolution consummated +in 1804) there was never known a single minister who would take upon +himself to have an opinion or to decide the slightest matter, unless +that opinion or matter had been winnowed, sifted, and plucked to bits +by the paper-spoilers, quill-drivers, and splendid intellects of his +particular bureau. Jacquet--he was one of those who are worthy of +Plutarch as biographer--saw that he had made a mistake in his management +of the affair, and had, in fact, rendered it impossible by trying to +proceed legally. The thing he should have done was to have taken Madame +Jules to one of Desmaret’s estates in the country; and there, under +the good-natured authority of some village mayor to have gratified the +sorrowful longing of his friend. Law, constitutional and administrative, +begets nothing; it is a barren monster for peoples, for kings, and for +private interests. But the peoples decipher no principles but those that +are writ in blood, and the evils of legality will always be pacific; it +flattens a nation down, that is all. Jacquet, a man of modern liberty, +returned home reflecting on the benefits of arbitrary power. + +When he went with his report to Jules, he found it necessary to deceive +him, for the unhappy man was in a high fever, unable to leave his bed. +The minister of the Interior mentioned, at a ministerial dinner that +same evening, the singular fancy of a Parisian in wishing to burn his +wife after the manner of the Romans. The clubs of Paris took up the +subject, and talked for a while of the burials of antiquity. Ancient +things were just then becoming a fashion, and some persons declared that +it would be a fine thing to re-establish, for distinguished persons, the +funeral pyre. This opinion had its defenders and its detractors. Some +said that there were too many such personages, and the price of wood +would be enormously increased by such a custom; moreover, it would +be absurd to see our ancestors in their urns in the procession at +Longchamps. And if the urns were valuable, they were likely some day +to be sold at auction, full of respectable ashes, or seized by +creditors,--a race of men who respected nothing. The other side made +answer that our ancestors were much safer in urns than at Pere-Lachaise, +for before very long the city of Paris would be compelled to order a +Saint-Bartholomew against its dead, who were invading the neighboring +country, and threatening to invade the territory of Brie. It was, in +short, one of those futile but witty discussions which sometimes cause +deep and painful wounds. Happily for Jules, he knew nothing of the +conversations, the witty speeches, and arguments which his sorrow had +furnished to the tongues of Paris. + +The prefect of police was indignant that Monsieur Jacquet had appealed +to a minister to avoid the wise delays of the commissioners of the +public highways; for the exhumation of Madame Jules was a question +belonging to that department. The police bureau was doing its best to +reply promptly to the petition; one appeal was quite sufficient to set +the office in motion, and once in motion matters would go far. But as +for the administration, that might take the case before the Council of +state,--a machine very difficult indeed to move. + +After the second day Jacquet was obliged to tell his friend that he must +renounce his desire, because, in a city where the number of tears shed +on black draperies is tariffed, where the laws recognize seven classes +of funerals, where the scrap of ground to hold the dead is sold at its +weight in silver, where grief is worked for what it is worth, where the +prayers of the Church are costly, and the vestry claim payment for extra +voices in the _Dies irae_,--all attempt to get out of the rut prescribed +by the authorities for sorrow is useless and impossible. + +“It would have been to me,” said Jules, “a comfort in my misery. I meant +to have died away from here, and I hoped to hold her in my arms in a +distant grave. I did not know that bureaucracy could send its claws into +our very coffins.” + +He now wished to see if room had been left for him beside his wife. The +two friends went to the cemetery. When they reached it they found (as +at the doors of museums, galleries, and coach-offices) _ciceroni_, who +proposed to guide them through the labyrinth of Pere-Lachaise. Neither +Jules nor Jacquet could have found the spot where Clemence lay. Ah, +frightful anguish! They went to the lodge to consult the porter of the +cemetery. The dead have a porter, and there are hours when the dead are +“not receiving.” It is necessary to upset all the rules and regulations +of the upper and lower police to obtain permission to weep at night, in +silence and solitude, over the grave where a loved one lies. There’s a +rule for summer and a rule for winter about this. + +Certainly, of all the porters in Paris, the porter of Pere-Lachaise is +the luckiest. In the first place, he has no gate-cord to pull; then, +instead of a lodge, he has a house,--an establishment which is not +quite ministerial, although a vast number of persons come under his +administration, and a good many employees. And this governor of the +dead has a salary, with emoluments, and acts under powers of which +none complain; he plays despot at his ease. His lodge is not a place of +business, though it has departments where the book-keeping of receipts, +expenses, and profits, is carried on. The man is not a _suisse_, nor a +concierge, nor actually a porter. The gate which admits the dead stands +wide open; and though there are monuments and buildings to be cared +for, he is not a care-taker. In short, he is an indefinable anomaly, an +authority which participates in all, and yet is nothing,--an authority +placed, like the dead on whom it is based, outside of all. Nevertheless, +this exceptional man grows out of the city of Paris,--that chimerical +creation like the ship which is its emblem, that creature of reason +moving on a thousand paws which are seldom unanimous in motion. + +This guardian of the cemetery may be called a concierge who has reached +the condition of a functionary, not soluble by dissolution! His place +is far from being a sinecure. He does not allow any one to be buried +without a permit; he must count his dead. He points out to you in this +vast field the six feet square of earth where you will one day put all +you love, or all you hate, a mistress, or a cousin. Yes, remember +this: all the feelings and emotions of Paris come to end here, at +this porter’s lodge, where they are administrationized. This man has +registers in which his dead are booked; they are in their graves, and +also on his records. He has under him keepers, gardeners, grave-diggers, +and their assistants. He is a personage. Mourning hearts do not speak to +him at first. He does not appear at all except in serious cases, such as +one corpse mistaken for another, a murdered body, an exhumation, a +dead man coming to life. The bust of the reigning king is in his hall; +possibly he keeps the late royal, imperial, and quasi-royal busts +in some cupboard,--a sort of little Pere-Lachaise all ready for +revolutions. In short, he is a public man, an excellent man, good +husband and good father,--epitaph apart. But so many diverse sentiments +have passed before him on biers; he has seen so many tears, true and +false; he has beheld sorrow under so many aspects and on so many faces; +he has heard such endless thousands of eternal woes,--that to him sorrow +has come to be nothing more than a stone an inch thick, four feet long, +and twenty-four inches wide. As for regrets, they are the annoyances of +his office; he neither breakfasts nor dines without first wiping off +the rain of an inconsolable affliction. He is kind and tender to other +feelings; he will weep over a stage-hero, over Monsieur Germeuil in the +“Auberge des Adrets,” the man with the butter-colored breeches, murdered +by Macaire; but his heart is ossified in the matter of real dead men. +Dead men are ciphers, numbers, to him; it is his business to organize +death. Yet he does meet, three times in a century, perhaps, with an +occasion when his part becomes sublime, and then he _is_ sublime through +every hour of his day,--in times of pestilence. + +When Jacquet approached him this absolute monarch was evidently out of +temper. + +“I told you,” he was saying, “to water the flowers from the rue Massena +to the place Regnault de Saint-Jean-d’Angely. You paid no attention +to me! _Sac-a-papier_! suppose the relations should take it into their +heads to come here to-day because the weather is fine, what would they +say to me? They’d shriek as if they were burned; they’d say horrid +things of us, and calumniate us--” + +“Monsieur,” said Jacquet, “we want to know where Madame Jules is +buried.” + +“Madame Jules _who_?” he asked. “We’ve had three Madame Jules within the +last week. Ah,” he said, interrupting himself, “here comes the funeral +of Monsieur le Baron de Maulincour! A fine procession, that! He has soon +followed his grandmother. Some families, when they begin to go, rattle +down like a wager. Lots of bad blood in Parisians.” + +“Monsieur,” said Jacquet, touching him on the arm, “the person I spoke +of is Madame Jules Desmarets, the wife of the broker of that name.” + +“Ah, I know!” he replied, looking at Jacquet. “Wasn’t it a funeral with +thirteen mourning coaches, and only one mourner in the twelve first? It +was so droll we all noticed it--” + +“Monsieur, take care, Monsieur Desmarets is with me; he might hear you, +and what you say is not seemly.” + +“I beg pardon, monsieur! you are quite right. Excuse me, I took you for +heirs. Monsieur,” he continued, after consulting a plan of the cemetery, +“Madame Jules is in the rue Marechal Lefebre, alley No. 4, between +Mademoiselle Raucourt, of the Comedie-Francaise, and Monsieur +Moreau-Malvin, a butcher, for whom a handsome tomb in white marble has +been ordered, which will be one of the finest in the cemetery--” + +“Monsieur,” said Jacquet, interrupting him, “that does not help us.” + +“True,” said the official, looking round him. “Jean,” he cried, to a man +whom he saw at a little distance, “conduct these gentlemen to the +grave of Madame Jules Desmarets, the broker’s wife. You know where it +is,--near to Mademoiselle Raucourt, the tomb where there’s a bust.” + +The two friends followed the guide; but they did not reach the steep +path which leads to the upper part of the cemetery without having +to pass through a score of proposals and requests, made, with honied +softness, by the touts of marble-workers, iron-founders, and monumental +sculptors. + +“If monsieur would like to order _something_, we would do it on the most +reasonable terms.” + +Jacquet was fortunate enough to be able to spare his friend the hearing +of these proposals so agonizing to bleeding hearts; and presently they +reached the resting-place. When Jules beheld the earth so recently dug, +into which the masons had stuck stakes to mark the place for the stone +posts required to support the iron railing, he turned, and leaned upon +Jacquet’s shoulder, raising himself now and again to cast long glances +at the clay mound where he was forced to leave the remains of the being +in and by whom he still lived. + +“How miserably she lies there!” he said. + +“But she is not there,” said Jacquet, “she is in your memory. Come, let +us go; let us leave this odious cemetery, where the dead are adorned +like women for a ball.” + +“Suppose we take her away?” + +“Can it be done?” + +“All things can be done!” cried Jules. “So, I shall lie there,” he +added, after a pause. “There is room enough.” + +Jacquet finally succeeded in getting him to leave the great enclosure, +divided like a chessboard by iron railings and elegant compartments, in +which were tombs decorated with palms, inscriptions, and tears as cold +as the stones on which sorrowing hearts had caused to be carved their +regrets and coats of arms. Many good words are there engraved in black +letters, epigrams reproving the curious, _concetti_, wittily turned +farewells, rendezvous given at which only one side appears, pretentious +biographies, glitter, rubbish and tinsel. Here the floriated thyrsus, +there a lance-head, farther on Egyptian urns, now and then a few +cannon; on all sides the emblems of professions, and every style of +art,--Moorish, Greek, Gothic,--friezes, ovules, paintings, vases, +guardian-angels, temples, together with innumerable _immortelles_, and +dead rose-bushes. It is a forlorn comedy! It is another Paris, with its +streets, its signs, its industries, and its lodgings; but a Paris seen +through the diminishing end of an opera-glass, a microscopic Paris +reduced to the littleness of shadows, spectres, dead men, a human race +which no longer has anything great about it, except its vanity. There +Jules saw at his feet, in the long valley of the Seine, between the +slopes of Vaugirard and Meudon and those of Belleville and Montmartre, +the real Paris, wrapped in a misty blue veil produced by smoke, which +the sunlight tendered at that moment diaphanous. He glanced with a +constrained eye at those forty thousand houses, and said, pointing to +the space comprised between the column of the Place Vendome and the +gilded cupola of the Invalides:-- + +“She was wrenched from me there by the fatal curiosity of that world +which excites itself and meddles solely for excitement and occupation.” + +Twelve miles from where they were, on the banks of the Seine, in a +modest village lying on the slope of a hill of that long hilly basin the +middle of which great Paris stirs like a child in its cradle, a death +scene was taking place, far indeed removed from Parisian pomps, with no +accompaniment of torches or tapers or mourning-coaches, without prayers +of the Church, in short, a death in all simplicity. Here are the facts: +The body of a young girl was found early in the morning, stranded on the +river-bank in the slime and reeds of the Seine. Men employed in dredging +sand saw it as they were getting into their frail boat on their way to +their work. + +“_Tiens_! fifty francs earned!” said one of them. + +“True,” said the other. + +They approached the body. + +“A handsome girl! We had better go and make our statement.” + +And the two dredgers, after covering the body with their jackets, went +to the house of the village mayor, who was much embarrassed at having to +make out the legal papers necessitated by this discovery. + +The news of this event spread with the telegraphic rapidity peculiar to +regions where social communications have no distractions, where gossip, +scandal, calumny, in short, the social tale which feasts the world +has no break of continuity from one boundary to another. Before +long, persons arriving at the mayor’s office released him from all +embarrassment. They were able to convert the _proces-verbal_ into a mere +certificate of death, by recognizing the body as that of the Demoiselle +Ida Gruget, corset-maker, living rue de la Corderie-du-Temple, number +14. The judiciary police of Paris arrived, and the mother, bearing her +daughter’s last letter. Amid the mother’s moans, a doctor certified +to death by asphyxia, through the injection of black blood into the +pulmonary system,--which settled the matter. The inquest over, and the +certificates signed, by six o’clock the same evening authority was given +to bury the grisette. The rector of the parish, however, refused to +receive her into the church or to pray for her. Ida Gruget was +therefore wrapped in a shroud by an old peasant-woman, put into a common +pine-coffin, and carried to the village cemetery by four men, followed +by a few inquisitive peasant-women, who talked about the death with +wonder mingled with some pity. + +The widow Gruget was charitably taken in by an old lady who prevented +her from following the sad procession of her daughter’s funeral. A man +of triple functions, the bell-ringer, beadle, and grave-digger of the +parish, had dug a grave in the half-acre cemetery behind the church,--a +church well known, a classic church, with a square tower and pointed +roof covered with slate, supported on the outside by strong corner +buttresses. Behind the apse of the chancel, lay the cemetery, enclosed +with a dilapidated wall,--a little field full of hillocks; no marble +monuments, no visitors, but surely in every furrow, tears and true +regrets, which were lacking to Ida Gruget. She was cast into a corner +full of tall grass and brambles. After the coffin had been laid in +this field, so poetic in its simplicity, the grave-digger found himself +alone, for night was coming on. While filling the grave, he stopped now +and then to gaze over the wall along the road. He was standing thus, +resting on his spade, and looking at the Seine, which had brought him +the body. + +“Poor girl!” cried the voice of a man who suddenly appeared. + +“How you made me jump, monsieur,” said the grave-digger. + +“Was any service held over the body you are burying?” + +“No, monsieur. Monsieur le cure wasn’t willing. This is the first person +buried here who didn’t belong to the parish. Everybody knows everybody +else in this place. Does monsieur--Why, he’s gone!” + +Some days had elapsed when a man dressed in black called at the house +of Monsieur Jules Desmarets, and without asking to see him carried up to +the chamber of his wife a large porphyry vase, on which were inscribed +the words:-- + + + INVITA LEGE + CONJUGI MOERENTI + FILIOLAE CINERES + RESTITUIT + AMICIS XII. JUVANTIBUS + MORIBUNDUS PATER. + + +“What a man!” cried Jules, bursting into tears. + +Eight days sufficed the husband to obey all the wishes of his wife, and +to arrange his own affairs. He sold his practice to a brother of Martin +Falleix, and left Paris while the authorities were still discussing +whether it was lawful for a citizen to dispose of the body of his wife. + + * * * * * + +Who has not encountered on the boulevards of Paris, at the turn of a +street, or beneath the arcades of the Palais-Royal, or in any part of +the world where chance may offer him the sight, a being, man or woman, +at whose aspect a thousand confused thoughts spring into his mind? +At that sight we are suddenly interested, either by features of some +fantastic conformation which reveal an agitated life, or by a singular +effect of the whole person, produced by gestures, air, gait, clothes; or +by some deep, intense look; or by other inexpressible signs which seize +our minds suddenly and forcibly without our being able to explain even +to ourselves the cause of our emotion. The next day other thoughts and +other images have carried out of sight that passing dream. But if we +meet the same personage again, either passing at some fixed hour, like +the clerk of a mayor’s office, or wandering about the public promenades, +like those individuals who seem to be a sort of furniture of the streets +of Paris, and who are always to be found in public places, at first +representations or noted restaurants,--then this being fastens himself +or herself on our memory, and remains there like the first volume of a +novel the end of which is lost. We are tempted to question this unknown +person, and say, “Who are you?” “Why are you lounging here?” “By what +right do you wear that pleated ruffle, that faded waistcoat, and carry +that cane with an ivory top; why those blue spectacles; for what reason +do you cling to that cravat of a dead and gone fashion?” Among these +wandering creations some belong to the species of the Greek Hermae; +they say nothing to the soul; _they are there_, and that is all. Why? is +known to none. Such figure are a type of those used by sculptors for +the four Seasons, for Commerce, for Plenty, etc. Some others--former +lawyers, old merchants, elderly generals--move and walk, and yet seem +stationary. Like old trees that are half uprooted by the current of a +river, they seem never to take part in the torrent of Paris, with its +youthful, active crowd. It is impossible to know if their friends +have forgotten to bury them, or whether they have escaped out of their +coffins. At any rate, they have reached the condition of semi-fossils. + +One of these Parisian Melmoths had come within a few days into a +neighborhood of sober, quiet people, who, when the weather is fine, +are invariably to be found in the space which lies between the +south entrance of the Luxembourg and the north entrance of the +Observatoire,--a space without a name, the neutral space of Paris. +There, Paris is no longer; and there, Paris still lingers. The spot is +a mingling of street, square, boulevard, fortification, garden, avenue, +high-road, province, and metropolis; certainly, all of that is to be +found there, and yet the place is nothing of all that,--it is a desert. +Around this spot without a name stand the Foundling hospital, +the Bourbe, the Cochin hospital, the Capucines, the hospital +La Rochefoucauld, the Deaf and Dumb Asylum, the hospital of the +Val-de-Grace; in short, all the vices and all the misfortunes of +Paris find their asylum there. And (that nothing may lack in this +philanthropic centre) Science there studies the tides and longitudes, +Monsieur de Chateaubriand has erected the Marie-Therese Infirmary, and +the Carmelites have founded a convent. The great events of life are +represented by bells which ring incessantly through this desert,--for +the mother giving birth, for the babe that is born, for the vice that +succumbs, for the toiler who dies, for the virgin who prays, for the old +man shaking with cold, for genius self-deluded. And a few steps off +is the cemetery of Mont-Parnasse, where, hour after hour, the sorry +funerals of the faubourg Saint-Marceau wend their way. This esplanade, +which commands a view of Paris, has been taken possession of by +bowl-players; it is, in fact, a sort of bowling green frequented by old +gray faces, belonging to kindly, worthy men, who seem to continue the +race of our ancestors, whose countenances must only be compared with +those of their surroundings. + +The man who had become, during the last few days, an inhabitant of this +desert region, proved an assiduous attendant at these games of bowls; +and must, undoubtedly, be considered the most striking creature of these +various groups, who (if it is permissible to liken Parisians to +the different orders of zoology) belonged to the genus mollusk. The +new-comer kept sympathetic step with the _cochonnet_,--the little +bowl which serves as a goal and on which the interest of the game must +centre. He leaned against a tree when the _cochonnet_ stopped; then, +with the same attention that a dog gives to his master’s gestures, he +looked at the other bowls flying through the air, or rolling along the +ground. You might have taken him for the weird and watchful genii of the +_cochonnet_. He said nothing; and the bowl-players--the most fanatic +men that can be encountered among the sectarians of any faith--had never +asked the reason of his dogged silence; in fact, the most observing of +them thought him deaf and dumb. + +When it happened that the distances between the bowls and the +_cochonnet_ had to be measured, the cane of this silent being was used +as a measure, the players coming up and taking it from the icy hands +of the old man and returning it without a word or even a sign of +friendliness. The loan of his cane seemed a servitude to which he +had negatively consented. When a shower fell, he stayed near the +_cochonnet_, the slave of the bowls, and the guardian of the unfinished +game. Rain affected him no more than the fine weather did; he was, like +the players themselves, an intermediary species between a Parisian +who has the lowest intellect of his kind and an animal which has the +highest. + +In other respects, pallid and shrunken, indifferent to his own person, +vacant in mind, he often came bareheaded, showing his sparse white +hair, and his square, yellow, bald skull, like the knee of a beggar seen +through his tattered trousers. His mouth was half-open, no ideas were +in his glance, no precise object appeared in his movements; he never +smiled; he never raised his eyes to heaven, but kept them habitually on +the ground, where he seemed to be looking for something. At four o’clock +an old woman arrived, to take him Heaven knows where; which she did by +towing him along by the arm, as a young girl drags a wilful goat which +still wants to browse by the wayside. This old man was a horrible thing +to see. + +In the afternoon of the day when Jules Desmarets left Paris, his +travelling-carriage, in which he was alone, passed rapidly through the +rue de l’Est, and came out upon the esplanade of the Observatoire at the +moment when the old man, leaning against a tree, had allowed his cane +to be taken from his hand amid the noisy vociferations of the players, +pacifically irritated. Jules, thinking that he recognized that face, +felt an impulse to stop, and at the same instant the carriage came to a +standstill; for the postilion, hemmed in by some handcarts, had too much +respect for the game to call upon the players to make way for him. + +“It is he!” said Jules, beholding in that human wreck, Ferragus XXIII., +chief of the Devorants. Then, after a pause, he added, “How he loved +her!--Go on, postilion.” + + + + +ADDENDUM + + Note: Ferragus is the first part of a trilogy. Part two is + entitled The Duchesse de Langeais and part three is The Girl with + the Golden Eyes. In other addendum references all three stories + are usually combined under the title The Thirteen. + +The following personages appear in other stories of the Human Comedy. + +Bourignard, Gratien-Henri-Victor-Jean-Joseph The Girl with the Golden Eyes + +Desmartes, Jules Cesar Birotteau + +Desmartes, Madame Jules Cesar Birotteau + +Desplein The Atheist’s Mass + Cousin Pons + Lost Illusions + The Government Clerks + Pierrette + A Bachelor’s Establishment + The Seamy Side of History + Modeste Mignon + Scenes from a Courtesan’s Life + Honorine + +Gruget, Madame Etienne The Government Clerks + A Bachelor’s Establishment + +Haudry (doctor) Cesar Birotteau + A Bachelor’s Establishment + The Seamy Side of History + Cousin Pons + +Langeais, Duchesse Antoinette de Father Goriot + The Duchesse of Langeais + +Marsay, Henri de The Duchesse of Langeais + The Girl with the Golden Eyes + The Unconscious Humorists + Another Study of Woman + The Lily of the Valley + Father Goriot + Jealousies of a Country Town + Ursule Mirouet + A Marriage Settlement + Lost Illusions + A Distinguished Provincial at Paris + Letters of Two Brides + The Ball at Sceaux + Modeste Mignon + The Secrets of a Princess + The Gondreville Mystery + A Daughter of Eve + +Maulincour, Baronne de A Marriage Settlement + +Meynardie, Madame Scenes from a Courtesan’s Life + +Nucingen, Baronne Delphine de Father Goriot + Eugenie Grandet + Cesar Birotteau + Melmoth Reconciled + Lost Illusions + A Distinguished Provincial at Paris + The Commission in Lunacy + Scenes from a Courtesan’s Life + Modeste Mignon + The Firm of Nucingen + Another Study of Woman + A Daughter of Eve + The Member for Arcis + +Pamiers, Vidame de The Duchesse of Langeais + Jealousies of a Country Town + +Ronquerolles, Marquis de The Imaginary Mistress + The Duchess of Langeais + The Girl with the Golden Eyes + The Peasantry + Ursule Mirouet + A Woman of Thirty + Another Study of Woman + The Member for Arcis + +Serizy, Comtesse de A Start in Life + The Duchesse of Langeais + Ursule Mirouet + A Woman of Thirty + Scenes from a Courtesan’s Life + Another Study of Woman + The Imaginary Mistress + + + + + +II. THE DUCHESSE OF LANGEAIS + + + +Translated by Ellen Marriage + + + + To Franz Liszt + + + +In a Spanish city on an island in the Mediterranean, there stands a +convent of the Order of Barefoot Carmelites, where the rule instituted +by St. Theresa is still preserved with all the first rigor of the +reformation brought about by that illustrious woman. Extraordinary as +this may seem, it is none the less true. Almost every religious house +in the Peninsula, or in Europe for that matter, was either destroyed or +disorganized by the outbreak of the French Revolution and the Napoleonic +wars; but as this island was protected through those times by the +English fleet, its wealthy convent and peaceable inhabitants were secure +from the general trouble and spoliation. The storms of many kinds which +shook the first fifteen years of the nineteenth century spent their +force before they reached those cliffs at so short a distance from the +coast of Andalusia. + +If the rumour of the Emperor’s name so much as reached the shore of the +island, it is doubtful whether the holy women kneeling in the cloisters +grasped the reality of his dream-like progress of glory, or the majesty +that blazed in flame across kingdom after kingdom during his meteor +life. + +In the minds of the Roman Catholic world, the convent stood out +pre-eminent for a stern discipline which nothing had changed; the purity +of its rule had attracted unhappy women from the furthest parts of +Europe, women deprived of all human ties, sighing after the long suicide +accomplished in the breast of God. No convent, indeed, was so well +fitted for that complete detachment of the soul from all earthly things, +which is demanded by the religious life, albeit on the continent of +Europe there are many convents magnificently adapted to the purpose +of their existence. Buried away in the loneliest valleys, hanging +in mid-air on the steepest mountainsides, set down on the brink +of precipices, in every place man has sought for the poetry of the +Infinite, the solemn awe of Silence; in every place man has striven to +draw closer to God, seeking Him on mountain peaks, in the depths below +the crags, at the cliff’s edge; and everywhere man has found God. But +nowhere, save on this half-European, half-African ledge of rock could +you find so many different harmonies, combining so to raise the soul, +that the sharpest pain comes to be like other memories; the strongest +impressions are dulled, till the sorrows of life are laid to rest in the +depths. + +The convent stands on the highest point of the crags at the uttermost +end of the island. On the side towards the sea the rock was once rent +sheer away in some globe-cataclysm; it rises up a straight wall from +the base where the waves gnaw at the stone below high-water mark. Any +assault is made impossible by the dangerous reefs that stretch far out +to sea, with the sparkling waves of the Mediterranean playing over them. +So, only from the sea can you discern the square mass of the convent +built conformably to the minute rules laid down as to the shape, height, +doors, and windows of monastic buildings. From the side of the town, the +church completely hides the solid structure of the cloisters and their +roofs, covered with broad slabs of stone impervious to sun or storm or +gales of wind. + +The church itself, built by the munificence of a Spanish family, is the +crowning edifice of the town. Its fine, bold front gives an imposing +and picturesque look to the little city in the sea. The sight of such +a city, with its close-huddled roofs, arranged for the most part +amphitheatre-wise above a picturesque harbour, and crowned by a glorious +cathedral front with triple-arched Gothic doorways, belfry towers, and +filigree spires, is a spectacle surely in every way the sublimest on +earth. Religion towering above daily life, to put men continually +in mind of the End and the way, is in truth a thoroughly Spanish +conception. But now surround this picture by the Mediterranean, and a +burning sky, imagine a few palms here and there, a few stunted evergreen +trees mingling their waving leaves with the motionless flowers and +foliage of carved stone; look out over the reef with its white fringes +of foam in contrast to the sapphire sea; and then turn to the city, with +its galleries and terraces whither the townsfolk come to take the air +among their flowers of an evening, above the houses and the tops of the +trees in their little gardens; add a few sails down in the harbour; and +lastly, in the stillness of falling night, listen to the organ music, +the chanting of the services, the wonderful sound of bells pealing out +over the open sea. There is sound and silence everywhere; oftener still +there is silence over all. + +The church is divided within into a sombre mysterious nave and narrow +aisles. For some reason, probably because the winds are so high, the +architect was unable to build the flying buttresses and intervening +chapels which adorn almost all cathedrals, nor are there openings of any +kind in the walls which support the weight of the roof. Outside there +is simply the heavy wall structure, a solid mass of grey stone further +strengthened by huge piers placed at intervals. Inside, the nave and its +little side galleries are lighted entirely by the great stained-glass +rose-window suspended by a miracle of art above the centre doorway; for +upon that side the exposure permits of the display of lacework in stone +and of other beauties peculiar to the style improperly called Gothic. + +The larger part of the nave and aisles was left for the townsfolk, who +came and went and heard mass there. The choir was shut off from the +rest of the church by a grating and thick folds of brown curtain, left +slightly apart in the middle in such a way that nothing of the choir +could be seen from the church except the high altar and the officiating +priest. The grating itself was divided up by the pillars which supported +the organ loft; and this part of the structure, with its carved wooden +columns, completed the line of the arcading in the gallery carried by +the shafts in the nave. If any inquisitive person, therefore, had been +bold enough to climb upon the narrow balustrade in the gallery to look +down into the choir, he could have seen nothing but the tall eight-sided +windows of stained glass beyond the high altar. + +At the time of the French expedition into Spain to establish Ferdinand +VII once more on the throne, a French general came to the island after +the taking of Cadiz, ostensibly to require the recognition of the King’s +Government, really to see the convent and to find some means of +entering it. The undertaking was certainly a delicate one; but a man of +passionate temper, whose life had been, as it were, but one series of +poems in action, a man who all his life long had lived romances instead +of writing them, a man pre-eminently a Doer, was sure to be tempted by a +deed which seemed to be impossible. + +To open the doors of a convent of nuns by lawful means! The metropolitan +or the Pope would scarcely have permitted it! And as for force or +stratagem--might not any indiscretion cost him his position, his whole +career as a soldier, and the end in view to boot? The Duc d’Angouleme +was still in Spain; and of all the crimes which a man in favour with the +Commander-in-Chief might commit, this one alone was certain to find him +inexorable. The General had asked for the mission to gratify private +motives of curiosity, though never was curiosity more hopeless. This +final attempt was a matter of conscience. The Carmelite convent on the +island was the only nunnery in Spain which had baffled his search. + +As he crossed from the mainland, scarcely an hour’s distance, he felt a +presentiment that his hopes were to be fulfilled; and afterwards, when +as yet he had seen nothing of the convent but its walls, and of the nuns +not so much as their robes; while he had merely heard the chanting of +the service, there were dim auguries under the walls and in the sound of +the voices to justify his frail hope. And, indeed, however faint those +so unaccountable presentiments might be, never was human passion more +vehemently excited than the General’s curiosity at that moment. There +are no small events for the heart; the heart exaggerates everything; the +heart weighs the fall of a fourteen-year-old Empire and the dropping of +a woman’s glove in the same scales, and the glove is nearly always +the heavier of the two. So here are the facts in all their prosaic +simplicity. The facts first, the emotions will follow. + +An hour after the General landed on the island, the royal authority was +re-established there. Some few Constitutional Spaniards who had found +their way thither after the fall of Cadiz were allowed to charter +a vessel and sail for London. So there was neither resistance nor +reaction. But the change of government could not be effected in the +little town without a mass, at which the two divisions under the +General’s command were obliged to be present. Now, it was upon this mass +that the General had built his hopes of gaining some information as +to the sisters in the convent; he was quite unaware how absolutely the +Carmelites were cut off from the world; but he knew that there might be +among them one whom he held dearer than life, dearer than honour. + +His hopes were cruelly dashed at once. Mass, it is true, was celebrated +in state. In honour of such a solemnity, the curtains which always hid +the choir were drawn back to display its riches, its valuable paintings +and shrines so bright with gems that they eclipsed the glories of +the ex-votos of gold and silver hung up by sailors of the port on +the columns in the nave. But all the nuns had taken refuge in the +organ-loft. And yet, in spite of this first check, during this very mass +of thanksgiving, the most intimately thrilling drama that ever set a +man’s heart beating opened out widely before him. + +The sister who played the organ aroused such intense enthusiasm, that +not a single man regretted that he had come to the service. Even the men +in the ranks were delighted, and the officers were in ecstasy. As for +the General, he was seemingly calm and indifferent. The sensations +stirred in him as the sister played one piece after another belong to +the small number of things which it is not lawful to utter; words are +powerless to express them; like death, God, eternity, they can only be +realised through their one point of contact with humanity. Strangely +enough, the organ music seemed to belong to the school of Rossini, the +musician who brings most human passion into his art. + +Some day his works, by their number and extent, will receive the +reverence due to the Homer of music. From among all the scores that we +owe to his great genius, the nun seemed to have chosen _Moses in Egypt_ +for special study, doubtless because the spirit of sacred music finds +therein its supreme expression. Perhaps the soul of the great musician, +so gloriously known to Europe, and the soul of this unknown executant +had met in the intuitive apprehension of the same poetry. So at least +thought two dilettanti officers who must have missed the Theatre Favart +in Spain. + +At last in the _Te Deum_ no one could fail to discern a French soul in +the sudden change that came over the music. Joy for the victory of the +Most Christian King evidently stirred this nun’s heart to the depths. +She was a Frenchwoman beyond mistake. Soon the love of country shone +out, breaking forth like shafts of light from the fugue, as the sister +introduced variations with all a Parisienne’s fastidious taste, and +blended vague suggestions of our grandest national airs with her music. +A Spaniard’s fingers would not have brought this warmth into a +graceful tribute paid to the victorious arms of France. The musician’s +nationality was revealed. + +“We find France everywhere, it seems,” said one of the men. + +The General had left the church during the _Te Deum_; he could not +listen any longer. The nun’s music had been a revelation of a woman +loved to frenzy; a woman so carefully hidden from the world’s eyes, +so deeply buried in the bosom of the Church, that hitherto the most +ingenious and persistent efforts made by men who brought great influence +and unusual powers to bear upon the search had failed to find her. The +suspicion aroused in the General’s heart became all but a certainty with +the vague reminiscence of a sad, delicious melody, the air of _Fleuve +du Tage_. The woman he loved had played the prelude to the ballad in +a boudoir in Paris, how often! and now this nun had chosen the song +to express an exile’s longing, amid the joy of those that triumphed. +Terrible sensation! To hope for the resurrection of a lost love, to find +her only to know that she was lost, to catch a mysterious glimpse of her +after five years--five years, in which the pent-up passion, chafing +in an empty life, had grown the mightier for every fruitless effort to +satisfy it! + +Who has not known, at least once in his life, what it is to lose some +precious thing; and after hunting through his papers, ransacking his +memory, and turning his house upside down; after one or two days spent +in vain search, and hope, and despair; after a prodigious expenditure +of the liveliest irritation of soul, who has not known the ineffable +pleasure of finding that all-important nothing which had come to be a +king of monomania? Very good. Now, spread that fury of search over five +years; put a woman, put a heart, put love in the place of the trifle; +transpose the monomania into the key of high passion; and, furthermore, +let the seeker be a man of ardent temper, with a lion’s heart and a +leonine head and mane, a man to inspire awe and fear in those who come +in contact with him--realise this, and you may, perhaps, understand why +the General walked abruptly out of the church when the first notes of +a ballad, which he used to hear with a rapture of delight in a +gilt-paneled boudoir, began to vibrate along the aisles of the church in +the sea. + +The General walked away down the steep street which led to the port, and +only stopped when he could not hear the deep notes of the organ. Unable +to think of anything but the love which broke out in volcanic eruption, +filling his heart with fire, he only knew that the _Te Deum_ was over +when the Spanish congregation came pouring out of the church. Feeling +that his behaviour and attitude might seem ridiculous, he went back to +head the procession, telling the alcalde and the governor that, feeling +suddenly faint, he had gone out into the air. Casting about for a plea +for prolonging his stay, it at once occurred to him to make the most of +this excuse, framed on the spur of the moment. He declined, on a plea of +increasing indisposition, to preside at the banquet given by the town +to the French officers, betook himself to his bed, and sent a message to +the Major-General, to the effect that temporary illness obliged him +to leave the Colonel in command of the troops for the time being. +This commonplace but very plausible stratagem relieved him of all +responsibility for the time necessary to carry out his plans. The +General, nothing if not “catholic and monarchical,” took occasion to +inform himself of the hours of the services, and manifested the greatest +zeal for the performance of his religious duties, piety which caused no +remark in Spain. + +The very next day, while the division was marching out of the town, the +General went to the convent to be present at vespers. He found an empty +church. The townsfolk, devout though they were, had all gone down to the +quay to watch the embarkation of the troops. He felt glad to be the only +man there. He tramped noisily up the nave, clanking his spurs till the +vaulted roof rang with the sound; he coughed, he talked aloud to himself +to let the nuns know, and more particularly to let the organist know +that if the troops were gone, one Frenchman was left behind. Was this +singular warning heard and understood? He thought so. It seemed to him +that in the _Magnificat_ the organ made response which was borne to him +on the vibrating air. The nun’s spirit found wings in music and fled +towards him, throbbing with the rhythmical pulse of the sounds. Then, in +all its might, the music burst forth and filled the church with warmth. +The Song of Joy set apart in the sublime liturgy of Latin Christianity +to express the exaltation of the soul in the presence of the glory of +the ever-living God, became the utterance of a heart almost terrified by +its gladness in the presence of the glory of a mortal love; a love that +yet lived, a love that had risen to trouble her even beyond the grave in +which the nun is laid, that she may rise again as the bride of Christ. + +The organ is in truth the grandest, the most daring, the most +magnificent of all instruments invented by human genius. It is a whole +orchestra in itself. It can express anything in response to a skilled +touch. Surely it is in some sort a pedestal on which the soul poises for +a flight forth into space, essaying on her course to draw picture after +picture in an endless series, to paint human life, to cross the Infinite +that separates heaven from earth? And the longer a dreamer listens to +those giant harmonies, the better he realizes that nothing save this +hundred-voiced choir on earth can fill all the space between kneeling +men, and a God hidden by the blinding light of the Sanctuary. The music +is the one interpreter strong enough to bear up the prayers of humanity +to heaven, prayer in its omnipotent moods, prayer tinged by the +melancholy of many different natures, coloured by meditative ecstasy, +upspringing with the impulse of repentance--blended with the myriad +fancies of every creed. Yes. In those long vaulted aisles the melodies +inspired by the sense of things divine are blended with a grandeur +unknown before, are decked with new glory and might. Out of the dim +daylight, and the deep silence broken by the chanting of the choir in +response to the thunder of the organ, a veil is woven for God, and the +brightness of His attributes shines through it. + +And this wealth of holy things seemed to be flung down like a grain of +incense upon the fragile altar raised to Love beneath the eternal throne +of a jealous and avenging God. Indeed, in the joy of the nun there +was little of that awe and gravity which should harmonize with the +solemnities of the _Magnificat_. She had enriched the music with +graceful variations, earthly gladness throbbing through the rhythm of +each. In such brilliant quivering notes some great singer might strive +to find a voice for her love, her melodies fluttered as a bird flutters +about her mate. There were moments when she seemed to leap back into +the past, to dally there now with laughter, now with tears. Her changing +moods, as it were, ran riot. She was like a woman excited and happy over +her lover’s return. + +But at length, after the swaying fugues of delirium, after the +marvellous rendering of a vision of the past, a revulsion swept over the +soul that thus found utterance for itself. With a swift transition from +the major to the minor, the organist told her hearer of her present lot. +She gave the story of long melancholy broodings, of the slow course +of her moral malady. How day by day she deadened the senses, how every +night cut off one more thought, how her heart was slowly reduced +to ashes. The sadness deepened shade after shade through languid +modulations, and in a little while the echoes were pouring out a torrent +of grief. Then on a sudden, high notes rang out like the voices of +angels singing together, as if to tell the lost but not forgotten lover +that their spirits now could only meet in heaven. Pathetic hope! Then +followed the _Amen_. No more joy, no more tears in the air, no sadness, +no regrets. The _Amen_ was the return to God. The final chord was deep, +solemn, even terrible; for the last rumblings of the bass sent a shiver +through the audience that raised the hair on their heads; the nun shook +out her veiling of crepe, and seemed to sink again into the grave from +which she had risen for a moment. Slowly the reverberations died away; +it seemed as if the church, but now so full of light, had returned to +thick darkness. + +The General had been caught up and borne swiftly away by this +strong-winged spirit; he had followed the course of its flight from +beginning to end. He understood to the fullest extent the imagery of +that burning symphony; for him the chords reached deep and far. For +him, as for the sister, the poem meant future, present, and past. Is +not music, and even opera music, a sort of text, which a susceptible +or poetic temper, or a sore and stricken heart, may expand as memories +shall determine? If a musician must needs have the heart of a poet, must +not the listener too be in a manner a poet and a lover to hear all that +lies in great music? Religion, love, and music--what are they but a +threefold expression of the same fact, of that craving for expansion +which stirs in every noble soul. And these three forms of poetry ascend +to God, in whom all passion on earth finds its end. Wherefore the holy +human trinity finds a place amid the infinite glories of God; of God, +whom we always represent surrounded with the fires of love and seistrons +of gold--music and light and harmony. Is not He the Cause and the End of +all our strivings? + +The French General guessed rightly that here in the desert, on this bare +rock in the sea, the nun had seized upon music as an outpouring of the +passion that still consumed her. Was this her manner of offering up her +love as a sacrifice to God? Or was it Love exultant in triumph over God? +The questions were hard to answer. But one thing at least the General +could not mistake--in this heart, dead to the world, the fire of passion +burned as fiercely as in his own. + +Vespers over, he went back to the alcalde with whom he was staying. +In the all-absorbing joy which comes in such full measure when a +satisfaction sought long and painfully is attained at last, he could see +nothing beyond this--he was still loved! In her heart love had grown +in loneliness, even as his love had grown stronger as he surmounted one +barrier after another which this woman had set between them! The glow of +soul came to its natural end. There followed a longing to see her again, +to contend with God for her, to snatch her away--a rash scheme, which +appealed to a daring nature. He went to bed, when the meal was over, to +avoid questions; to be alone and think at his ease; and he lay absorbed +by deep thought till day broke. + +He rose only to go to mass. He went to the church and knelt close to +the screen, with his forehead touching the curtain; he would have torn +a hole in it if he had been alone, but his host had come with him out of +politeness, and the least imprudence might compromise the whole future +of his love, and ruin the new hopes. + +The organ sounded, but it was another player, and not the nun of the +last two days whose hands touched the keys. It was all colorless and +cold for the General. Was the woman he loved prostrated by emotion which +well-nigh overcame a strong man’s heart? Had she so fully realised and +shared an unchanged, longed-for love, that now she lay dying on her bed +in her cell? While innumerable thoughts of this kind perplexed his mind, +the voice of the woman he worshipped rang out close beside him; he knew +its clear resonant soprano. It was her voice, with that faint tremor in +it which gave it all the charm that shyness and diffidence gives to a +young girl; her voice, distinct from the mass of singing as a _prima +donna’s_ in the chorus of a finale. It was like a golden or silver +thread in dark frieze. + +It was she! There could be no mistake. Parisienne now as ever, she had +not laid coquetry aside when she threw off worldly adornments for the +veil and the Carmelite’s coarse serge. She who had affirmed her love +last evening in the praise sent up to God, seemed now to say to her +lover, “Yes, it is I. I am here. My love is unchanged, but I am beyond +the reach of love. You will hear my voice, my soul shall enfold you, +and I shall abide here under the brown shroud in the choir from which no +power on earth can tear me. You shall never see me more!” + +“It is she indeed!” the General said to himself, raising his head. He +had leant his face on his hands, unable at first to bear the intolerable +emotion that surged like a whirlpool in his heart, when that well-known +voice vibrated under the arcading, with the sound of the sea for +accompaniment. + +Storm was without, and calm within the sanctuary. Still that rich voice +poured out all its caressing notes; it fell like balm on the lover’s +burning heart; it blossomed upon the air--the air that a man would fain +breathe more deeply to receive the effluence of a soul breathed forth +with love in the words of the prayer. The alcalde coming to join +his guest found him in tears during the elevation, while the nun was +singing, and brought him back to his house. Surprised to find so much +piety in a French military man, the worthy magistrate invited the +confessor of the convent to meet his guest. Never had news given the +General more pleasure; he paid the ecclesiastic a good deal of attention +at supper, and confirmed his Spanish hosts in the high opinion they had +formed of his piety by a not wholly disinterested respect. + +He inquired with gravity how many sisters there were in the convent, and +asked for particulars of its endowment and revenues, as if from +courtesy he wished to hear the good priest discourse on the subject most +interesting to him. He informed himself as to the manner of life led by +the holy women. Were they allowed to go out of the convent, or to see +visitors? + +“Senor,” replied the venerable churchman, “the rule is strict. A woman +cannot enter a monastery of the order of St. Bruno without a special +permission from His Holiness, and the rule here is equally stringent. +No man may enter a convent of Barefoot Carmelites unless he is a priest +specially attached to the services of the house by the Archbishop. None +of the nuns may leave the convent; though the great Saint, St. Theresa, +often left her cell. The Visitor or the Mothers Superior can alone give +permission, subject to an authorization from the Archbishop, for a nun +to see a visitor, and then especially in a case of illness. Now we are +one of the principal houses, and consequently we have a Mother Superior +here. Among other foreign sisters there is one Frenchwoman, Sister +Theresa; she it is who directs the music in the chapel.” + +“Oh!” said the General, with feigned surprise. “She must have rejoiced +over the victory of the House of Bourbon.” + +“I told them the reason of the mass; they are always a little bit +inquisitive.” + +“But Sister Theresa may have interests in France. Perhaps she would like +to send some message or to hear news.” + +“I do not think so. She would have come to ask me.” + +“As a fellow-countryman, I should be quite curious to see her,” said the +General. “If it is possible, if the Lady Superior consents, if----” + +“Even at the grating and in the Reverend Mother’s presence, an interview +would be quite impossible for anybody whatsoever; but, strict as the +Mother is, for a deliverer of our holy religion and the throne of his +Catholic Majesty, the rule might be relaxed for a moment,” said the +confessor, blinking. “I will speak about it.” + +“How old is Sister Theresa?” inquired the lover. He dared not ask any +questions of the priest as to the nun’s beauty. + +“She does not reckon years now,” the good man answered, with a +simplicity that made the General shudder. + +Next day before siesta, the confessor came to inform the French General +that Sister Theresa and the Mother consented to receive him at the +grating in the parlour before vespers. The General spent the siesta in +pacing to and fro along the quay in the noonday heat. Thither the priest +came to find him, and brought him to the convent by way of the gallery +round the cemetery. Fountains, green trees, and rows of arcading +maintained a cool freshness in keeping with the place. + +At the further end of the long gallery the priest led the way into a +large room divided in two by a grating covered with a brown curtain. In +the first, and in some sort of public half of the apartment, where the +confessor left the newcomer, a wooden bench ran round the wall, and two +or three chairs, also of wood, were placed near the grating. The ceiling +consisted of bare unornamented joists and cross-beams of ilex wood. As +the two windows were both on the inner side of the grating, and the dark +surface of the wood was a bad reflector, the light in the place was so +dim that you could scarcely see the great black crucifix, the portrait +of Saint Theresa, and a picture of the Madonna which adorned the grey +parlour walls. Tumultuous as the General’s feelings were, they took +something of the melancholy of the place. He grew calm in that homely +quiet. A sense of something vast as the tomb took possession of him +beneath the chill unceiled roof. Here, as in the grave, was there not +eternal silence, deep peace--the sense of the Infinite? And besides this +there was the quiet and the fixed thought of the cloister--a thought +which you felt like a subtle presence in the air, and in the dim dusk +of the room; an all-pervasive thought nowhere definitely expressed, and +looming the larger in the imagination; for in the cloister the great +saying, “Peace in the Lord,” enters the least religious soul as a living +force. + +The monk’s life is scarcely comprehensible. A man seems confessed a +weakling in a monastery; he was born to act, to live out a life of work; +he is evading a man’s destiny in his cell. But what man’s strength, +blended with pathetic weakness, is implied by a woman’s choice of the +convent life! A man may have any number of motives for burying himself +in a monastery; for him it is the leap over the precipice. A woman +has but one motive--she is a woman still; she betrothes herself to a +Heavenly Bridegroom. Of the monk you may ask, “Why did you not fight +your battle?” But if a woman immures herself in the cloister, is there +not always a sublime battle fought first? + +At length it seemed to the General that that still room, and the lonely +convent in the sea, were full of thoughts of him. Love seldom attains +to solemnity; yet surely a love still faithful in the breast of God was +something solemn, something more than a man had a right to look for +as things are in this nineteenth century? The infinite grandeur of the +situation might well produce an effect upon the General’s mind; he had +precisely enough elevation of soul to forget politics, honours, Spain, +and society in Paris, and to rise to the height of this lofty climax. +And what in truth could be more tragic? How much must pass in the souls +of these two lovers, brought together in a place of strangers, on +a ledge of granite in the sea; yet held apart by an intangible, +unsurmountable barrier! Try to imagine the man saying within himself, +“Shall I triumph over God in her heart?” when a faint rustling sound +made him quiver, and the curtain was drawn aside. + +Between him and the light stood a woman. Her face was hidden by the veil +that drooped from the folds upon her head; she was dressed according +to the rule of the order in a gown of the colour become proverbial. Her +bare feet were hidden; if the General could have seen them, he would +have known how appallingly thin she had grown; and yet in spite of the +thick folds of her coarse gown, a mere covering and no ornament, he +could guess how tears, and prayer, and passion, and loneliness had +wasted the woman before him. + +An ice-cold hand, belonging, no doubt, to the Mother Superior, held back +the curtain. The General gave the enforced witness of their interview a +searching glance, and met the dark, inscrutable gaze of an aged recluse. +The Mother might have been a century old, but the bright, youthful eyes +belied the wrinkles that furrowed her pale face. + +“Mme la Duchesse,” he began, his voice shaken with emotion, “does your +companion understand French?” The veiled figure bowed her head at the +sound of his voice. + +“There is no duchess here,” she replied. “It is Sister Theresa whom you +see before you. She whom you call my companion is my mother in God, my +superior here on earth.” + +The words were so meekly spoken by the voice that sounded in other years +amid harmonious surroundings of refined luxury, the voice of a queen of +fashion in Paris. Such words from the lips that once spoke so lightly +and flippantly struck the General dumb with amazement. + +“The Holy Mother only speaks Latin and Spanish,” she added. + +“I understand neither. Dear Antoinette, make my excuses to her.” + +The light fell full upon the nun’s figure; a thrill of deep emotion +betrayed itself in a faint quiver of her veil as she heard her name +softly spoken by the man who had been so hard in the past. + +“My brother,” she said, drawing her sleeve under her veil, perhaps to +brush tears away, “I am Sister Theresa.” + +Then, turning to the Superior, she spoke in Spanish; the General knew +enough of the language to understand what she said perfectly well; +possibly he could have spoken it had he chosen to do so. + +“Dear Mother, the gentleman presents his respects to you, and begs you +to pardon him if he cannot pay them himself, but he knows neither of the +languages which you speak----” + +The aged nun bent her head slowly, with an expression of angelic +sweetness, enhanced at the same time by the consciousness of her power +and dignity. + +“Do you know this gentleman?” she asked, with a keen glance. + +“Yes, Mother.” + +“Go back to your cell, my daughter!” said the Mother imperiously. + +The General slipped aside behind the curtain lest the dreadful tumult +within him should appear in his face; even in the shadow it seemed to +him that he could still see the Superior’s piercing eyes. He was afraid +of her; she held his little, frail, hardly-won happiness in her hands; +and he, who had never quailed under a triple row of guns, now trembled +before this nun. The Duchess went towards the door, but she turned back. + +“Mother,” she said, with dreadful calmness, “the Frenchman is one of my +brothers.” + +“Then stay, my daughter,” said the Superior, after a pause. + +The piece of admirable Jesuitry told of such love and regret, that a man +less strongly constituted might have broken down under the keen delight +in the midst of a great and, for him, an entirely novel peril. Oh! how +precious words, looks, and gestures became when love must baffle lynx +eyes and tiger’s claws! Sister Theresa came back. + +“You see, my brother, what I have dared to do only to speak to you for +a moment of your salvation and of the prayers that my soul puts up for +your soul daily. I am committing mortal sin. I have told a lie. How many +days of penance must expiate that lie! But I shall endure it for your +sake. My brother, you do not know what happiness it is to love in +heaven; to feel that you can confess love purified by religion, love +transported into the highest heights of all, so that we are permitted +to lose sight of all but the soul. If the doctrine and the spirit of +the Saint to whom we owe this refuge had not raised me above earth’s +anguish, and caught me up and set me, far indeed beneath the Sphere +wherein she dwells, yet truly above this world, I should not have +seen you again. But now I can see you, and hear your voice, and remain +calm----” + +The General broke in, “But, Antoinette, let me see you, you whom I love +passionately, desperately, as you could have wished me to love you.” + +“Do not call me Antoinette, I implore you. Memories of the past hurt me. +You must see no one here but Sister Theresa, a creature who trusts in +the Divine mercy.” She paused for a little, and then added, “You must +control yourself, my brother. Our Mother would separate us without pity +if there is any worldly passion in your face, or if you allow the tears +to fall from your eyes.” + +The General bowed his head to regain self-control; when he looked up +again he saw her face beyond the grating--the thin, white, but still +impassioned face of the nun. All the magic charm of youth that once +bloomed there, all the fair contrast of velvet whiteness and the colour +of the Bengal rose, had given place to a burning glow, as of a porcelain +jar with a faint light shining through it. The wonderful hair in which +she took such pride had been shaven; there was a bandage round her +forehead and about her face. An ascetic life had left dark traces about +the eyes, which still sometimes shot out fevered glances; their ordinary +calm expression was but a veil. In a few words, she was but the ghost of +her former self. + +“Ah! you that have come to be my life, you must come out of this tomb! +You were mine; you had no right to give yourself, even to God. Did you +not promise me to give up all at the least command from me? You may +perhaps think me worthy of that promise now when you hear what I have +done for you. I have sought you all through the world. You have been in +my thoughts at every moment for five years; my life has been given to +you. My friends, very powerful friends, as you know, have helped with +all their might to search every convent in France, Italy, Spain, Sicily, +and America. Love burned more brightly for every vain search. Again and +again I made long journeys with a false hope; I have wasted my life and +the heaviest throbbings of my heart in vain under many a dark convent +wall. I am not speaking of a faithfulness that knows no bounds, for what +is it?--nothing compared with the infinite longings of my love. If your +remorse long ago was sincere, you ought not to hesitate to follow me +today.” + +“You forget that I am not free.” + +“The Duke is dead,” he answered quickly. + +Sister Theresa flushed red. + +“May heaven be open to him!” she cried with a quick rush of feeling. “He +was generous to me.--But I did not mean such ties; it was one of my sins +that I was ready to break them all without scruple--for you.” + +“Are you speaking of your vows?” the General asked, frowning. “I did not +think that anything weighed heavier with your heart than love. But do +not think twice of it, Antoinette; the Holy Father himself shall absolve +you of your oath. I will surely go to Rome, I will entreat all the +powers of earth; if God could come down from heaven, I would----” + +“Do not blaspheme.” + +“So do not fear the anger of God. Ah! I would far rather hear that +you would leave your prison for me; that this very night you would let +yourself down into a boat at the foot of the cliffs. And we would go +away to be happy somewhere at the world’s end, I know not where. And +with me at your side, you should come back to life and health under the +wings of love.” + +“You must not talk like this,” said Sister Theresa; “you do not know +what you are to me now. I love you far better than I ever loved you +before. Every day I pray for you; I see you with other eyes. Armand, if +you but knew the happiness of giving yourself up, without shame, to a +pure friendship which God watches over! You do not know what joy it is +to me to pray for heaven’s blessing on you. I never pray for myself: God +will do with me according to His will; but, at the price of my soul, I +wish I could be sure that you are happy here on earth, and that you +will be happy hereafter throughout all ages. My eternal life is all that +trouble has left me to offer up to you. I am old now with weeping; I am +neither young nor fair; and in any case, you could not respect the +nun who became a wife; no love, not even motherhood, could give me +absolution.... What can you say to outweigh the uncounted thoughts that +have gathered in my heart during the past five years, thoughts that have +changed, and worn, and blighted it? I ought to have given a heart less +sorrowful to God.” + +“What can I say? Dear Antoinette, I will say this, that I love you; that +affection, love, a great love, the joy of living in another heart that +is ours, utterly and wholly ours, is so rare a thing and so hard to +find, that I doubted you, and put you to sharp proof; but now, today, I +love you, Antoinette, with all my soul’s strength.... If you will follow +me into solitude, I will hear no voice but yours, I will see no other +face.” + +“Hush, Armand! You are shortening the little time that we may be +together here on earth.” + +“Antoinette, will you come with me?” + +“I am never away from you. My life is in your heart, not through the +selfish ties of earthly happiness, or vanity, or enjoyment; pale and +withered as I am, I live here for you, in the breast of God. As God is +just, you shall be happy----” + +“Words, words all of it! Pale and withered? How if I want you? How if I +cannot be happy without you? Do you still think of nothing but duty with +your lover before you? Is he never to come first and above all things +else in your heart? In time past you put social success, yourself, +heaven knows what, before him; now it is God, it is the welfare of my +soul! In Sister Theresa I find the Duchess over again, ignorant of +the happiness of love, insensible as ever, beneath the semblance of +sensibility. You do not love me; you have never loved me----” + +“Oh, my brother----!” + +“You do not wish to leave this tomb. You love my soul, do you say? +Very well, through you it will be lost forever. I shall make away with +myself----” + +“Mother!” Sister Theresa called aloud in Spanish, “I have lied to you; +this man is my lover!” + +The curtain fell at once. The General, in his stupor, scarcely heard the +doors within as they clanged. + +“Ah! she loves me still!” he cried, understanding all the sublimity of +that cry of hers. “She loves me still. She must be carried off....” + + + +The General left the island, returned to headquarters, pleaded +ill-health, asked for leave of absence, and forthwith took his departure +for France. + +And now for the incidents which brought the two personages in this Scene +into their present relation to each other. + + + +The thing known in France as the Faubourg Saint-Germain is neither a +Quarter, nor a sect, nor an institution, nor anything else that admits +of a precise definition. There are great houses in the Place Royale, the +Faubourg Saint-Honore, and the Chaussee d’Antin, in any one of which you +may breathe the same atmosphere of Faubourg Saint-Germain. So, to begin +with, the whole Faubourg is not within the Faubourg. There are men and +women born far enough away from its influences who respond to them and +take their place in the circle; and again there are others, born within +its limits, who may yet be driven forth forever. For the last forty +years the manners, and customs, and speech, in a word, the tradition of +the Faubourg Saint-Germain, has been to Paris what the Court used to be +in other times; it is what the Hotel Saint-Paul was to the fourteenth +century; the Louvre to the fifteenth; the Palais, the Hotel Rambouillet, +and the Place Royale to the sixteenth; and lastly, as Versailles was to +the seventeenth and the eighteenth. + +Just as the ordinary workaday Paris will always centre about some point; +so, through all periods of history, the Paris of the nobles and +the upper classes converges towards some particular spot. It is a +periodically recurrent phenomenon which presents ample matter for +reflection to those who are fain to observe or describe the various +social zones; and possibly an enquiry into the causes that bring about +this centralization may do more than merely justify the probability of +this episode; it may be of service to serious interests which some +day will be more deeply rooted in the commonwealth, unless, indeed, +experience is as meaningless for political parties as it is for youth. + +In every age the great nobles, and the rich who always ape the great +nobles, build their houses as far as possible from crowded streets. When +the Duc d’Uzes built his splendid hotel in the Rue Montmartre in +the reign of Louis XIV, and set the fountain at his gates--for which +beneficent action, to say nothing of his other virtues, he was held in +such veneration that the whole quarter turned out in a body to follow +his funeral--when the Duke, I say, chose this site for his house, he +did so because that part of Paris was almost deserted in those days. But +when the fortifications were pulled down, and the market gardens beyond +the line of the boulevards began to fill with houses, then the d’Uzes +family left their fine mansion, and in our time it was occupied by a +banker. Later still, the noblesse began to find themselves out of their +element among shopkeepers, left the Place Royale and the centre of +Paris for good, and crossed the river to breathe freely in the Faubourg +Saint-Germain, where palaces were reared already about the great +hotel built by Louis XIV for the Duc de Maine--the Benjamin among his +legitimated offspring. And indeed, for people accustomed to a stately +life, can there be more unseemly surroundings than the bustle, the mud, +the street cries, the bad smells, and narrow thoroughfares of a populous +quarter? The very habits of life in a mercantile or manufacturing +district are completely at variance with the lives of nobles. The +shopkeeper and artisan are just going to bed when the great world is +thinking of dinner; and the noisy stir of life begins among the former +when the latter have gone to rest. Their day’s calculations never +coincide; the one class represents the expenditure, the other the +receipts. Consequently their manners and customs are diametrically +opposed. + +Nothing contemptuous is intended by this statement. An aristocracy is in +a manner the intellect of the social system, as the middle classes and +the proletariat may be said to be its organizing and working power. It +naturally follows that these forces are differently situated; and of +their antagonism there is bred a seeming antipathy produced by the +performance of different functions, all of them, however, existing for +one common end. + +Such social dissonances are so inevitably the outcome of any charter +of the constitution, that however much a Liberal may be disposed to +complain of them, as of treason against those sublime ideas with which +the ambitious plebeian is apt to cover his designs, he would none the +less think it a preposterous notion that M. le Prince de Montmorency, +for instance, should continue to live in the Rue Saint-Martin at the +corner of the street which bears that nobleman’s name; or that M. le Duc +de Fitz-James, descendant of the royal house of Scotland, should have +his hotel at the angle of the Rue Marie Stuart and the Rue Montorgueil. +_Sint ut sunt, aut non sint_, the grand words of the Jesuit, might be +taken as a motto by the great in all countries. These social differences +are patent in all ages; the fact is always accepted by the people; its +“reasons of state” are self-evident; it is at once cause and effect, a +principle and a law. The common sense of the masses never deserts them +until demagogues stir them up to gain ends of their own; that common +sense is based on the verities of social order; and the social order is +the same everywhere, in Moscow as in London, in Geneva as in Calcutta. +Given a certain number of families of unequal fortune in any given +space, you will see an aristocracy forming under your eyes; there will +be the patricians, the upper classes, and yet other ranks below them. +Equality may be a _right_, but no power on earth can convert it into +_fact_. It would be a good thing for France if this idea could be +popularized. The benefits of political harmony are obvious to the least +intelligent classes. Harmony is, as it were, the poetry of order, and +order is a matter of vital importance to the working population. And +what is order, reduced to its simplest expression, but the agreement +of things among themselves--unity, in short? Architecture, music, and +poetry, everything in France, and in France more than in any other +country, is based upon this principle; it is written upon the very +foundations of her clear accurate language, and a language must always +be the most infallible index of national character. In the same way +you may note that the French popular airs are those most calculated to +strike the imagination, the best-modulated melodies are taken over by +the people; clearness of thought, the intellectual simplicity of an idea +attracts them; they like the incisive sayings that hold the greatest +number of ideas. France is the one country in the world where a little +phrase may bring about a great revolution. Whenever the masses have +risen, it has been to bring men, affairs, and principles into agreement. +No nation has a clearer conception of that idea of unity which should +permeate the life of an aristocracy; possibly no other nation has so +intelligent a comprehension of a political necessity; history will never +find her behind the time. France has been led astray many a time, but +she is deluded, woman-like, by generous ideas, by a glow of enthusiasm +which at first outstrips sober reason. + +So, to begin with, the most striking characteristic of the Faubourg +is the splendour of its great mansions, its great gardens, and a +surrounding quiet in keeping with princely revenues drawn from great +estates. And what is this distance set between a class and a whole +metropolis but visible and outward expression of the widely different +attitude of mind which must inevitably keep them apart? The position of +the head is well defined in every organism. If by any chance a nation +allows its head to fall at its feet, it is pretty sure sooner or later +to discover that this is a suicidal measure; and since nations have no +desire to perish, they set to work at once to grow a new head. If they +lack the strength for this, they perish as Rome perished, and Venice, +and so many other states. + +This distinction between the upper and lower spheres of social activity, +emphasized by differences in their manner of living, necessarily +implies that in the highest aristocracy there is real worth and some +distinguishing merit. In any state, no matter what form of “government” + is affected, so soon as the patrician class fails to maintain that +complete superiority which is the condition of its existence, it ceases +to be a force, and is pulled down at once by the populace. The people +always wish to see money, power, and initiative in their leaders, hands, +hearts, and heads; they must be the spokesmen, they must represent the +intelligence and the glory of the nation. Nations, like women, love +strength in those who rule them; they cannot give love without respect; +they refuse utterly to obey those of whom they do not stand in awe. +An aristocracy fallen into contempt is a _roi faineant_, a husband in +petticoats; first it ceases to be itself, and then it ceases to be. + +And in this way the isolation of the great, the sharply marked +distinction in their manner of life, or in a word, the general custom +of the patrician caste is at once the sign of a real power, and their +destruction so soon as that power is lost. The Faubourg Saint-Germain +failed to recognise the conditions of its being, while it would still +have been easy to perpetuate its existence, and therefore was brought +low for a time. The Faubourg should have looked the facts fairly in the +face, as the English aristocracy did before them; they should have seen +that every institution has its climacteric periods, when words lose +their old meanings, and ideas reappear in a new guise, and the whole +conditions of politics wear a changed aspect, while the underlying +realities undergo no essential alteration. + +These ideas demand further development which form an essential part of +this episode; they are given here both as a succinct statement of the +causes, and an explanation of the things which happen in the course of +the story. + +The stateliness of the castles and palaces where nobles dwell; the +luxury of the details; the constantly maintained sumptuousness of the +furniture; the “atmosphere” in which the fortunate owner of landed +estates (a rich man before he was born) lives and moves easily and +without friction; the habit of mind which never descends to calculate +the petty workaday gains of existence; the leisure; the higher education +attainable at a much earlier age; and lastly, the aristocratic tradition +that makes of him a social force, for which his opponents, by dint +of study and a strong will and tenacity of vocation, are scarcely a +match-all these things should contribute to form a lofty spirit in a +man, possessed of such privileges from his youth up; they should +stamp his character with that high self-respect, of which the least +consequence is a nobleness of heart in harmony with the noble name that +he bears. And in some few families all this is realised. There are +noble characters here and there in the Faubourg, but they are marked +exceptions to a general rule of egoism which has been the ruin of this +world within a world. The privileges above enumerated are the birthright +of the French noblesse, as of every patrician efflorescence ever formed +on the surface of a nation; and will continue to be theirs so long as +their existence is based upon real estate, or money; _domaine-sol_ and +_domaine-argent_ alike, the only solid bases of an organized society; +but such privileges are held upon the understanding that the patricians +must continue to justify their existence. There is a sort of moral +_fief_ held on a tenure of service rendered to the sovereign, and here +in France the people are undoubtedly the sovereigns nowadays. The times +are changed, and so are the weapons. The knight-banneret of old wore +a coat of chain armor and a hauberk; he could handle a lance well and +display his pennon, and no more was required of him; today he is bound +to give proof of his intelligence. A stout heart was enough in the days +of old; in our days he is required to have a capacious brain-pan. Skill +and knowledge and capital--these three points mark out a social triangle +on which the scutcheon of power is blazoned; our modern aristocracy must +take its stand on these. + +A fine theorem is as good as a great name. The Rothschilds, the Fuggers +of the nineteenth century, are princes _de facto_. A great artist is in +reality an oligarch; he represents a whole century, and almost always he +is a law to others. And the art of words, the high pressure machinery +of the writer, the poet’s genius, the merchant’s steady endurance, +the strong will of the statesman who concentrates a thousand dazzling +qualities in himself, the general’s sword--all these victories, in +short, which a single individual will win, that he may tower above the +rest of the world, the patrician class is now bound to win and keep +exclusively. They must head the new forces as they once headed the +material forces; how should they keep the position unless they are +worthy of it? How, unless they are the soul and brain of a nation, +shall they set its hands moving? How lead a people without the power of +command? And what is the marshal’s baton without the innate power of +the captain in the man who wields it? The Faubourg Saint-Germain took to +playing with batons, and fancied that all the power was in its hands. +It inverted the terms of the proposition which called it into existence. +And instead of flinging away the insignia which offended the people, +and quietly grasping the power, it allowed the bourgeoisie to seize the +authority, clung with fatal obstinacy to its shadow, and over and over +again forgot the laws which a minority must observe if it would live. +When an aristocracy is scarce a thousandth part of the body social, it +is bound today, as of old, to multiply its points of action, so as to +counterbalance the weight of the masses in a great crisis. And in our +days those means of action must be living forces, and not historical +memories. + +In France, unluckily, the noblesse were still so puffed up with the +notion of their vanished power, that it was difficult to contend against +a kind of innate presumption in themselves. Perhaps this is a national +defect. The Frenchman is less given than anyone else to undervalue +himself; it comes natural to him to go from his degree to the one above +it; and while it is a rare thing for him to pity the unfortunates +over whose heads he rises, he always groans in spirit to see so many +fortunate people above him. He is very far from heartless, but too +often he prefers to listen to his intellect. The national instinct which +brings the Frenchman to the front, the vanity that wastes his substance, +is as much a dominant passion as thrift in the Dutch. For three +centuries it swayed the noblesse, who, in this respect, were certainly +pre-eminently French. The scion of the Faubourg Saint-Germain, beholding +his material superiority, was fully persuaded of his intellectual +superiority. And everything contributed to confirm him in his belief; +for ever since the Faubourg Saint-Germain existed at all--which is +to say, ever since Versailles ceased to be the royal residence--the +Faubourg, with some few gaps in continuity, was always backed up by the +central power, which in France seldom fails to support that side. Thence +its downfall in 1830. + +At that time the party of the Faubourg Saint-Germain was rather like +an army without a base of operation. It had utterly failed to take +advantage of the peace to plant itself in the heart of the nation. +It sinned for want of learning its lesson, and through an utter +incapability of regarding its interests as a whole. A future certainty +was sacrificed to a doubtful present gain. This blunder in policy may +perhaps be attributed to the following cause. + +The class-isolation so strenuously kept up by the noblesse brought about +fatal results during the last forty years; even caste-patriotism was +extinguished by it, and rivalry fostered among themselves. When the +French noblesse of other times were rich and powerful, the nobles +(_gentilhommes_) could choose their chiefs and obey them in the hour +of danger. As their power diminished, they grew less amenable to +discipline; and as in the last days of the Byzantine Empire, everyone +wished to be emperor. They mistook their uniform weakness for uniform +strength. + +Each family ruined by the Revolution and the abolition of the law of +primogeniture thought only of itself, and not at all of the great family +of the noblesse. It seemed to them that as each individual grew rich, +the party as a whole would gain in strength. And herein lay their +mistake. Money, likewise, is only the outward and visible sign of +power. All these families were made up of persons who preserved a high +tradition of courtesy, of true graciousness of life, of refined speech, +with a family pride, and a squeamish sense of _noblesse oblige_ which +suited well with the kind of life they led; a life wholly filled with +occupations which become contemptible so soon as they cease to be +accessories and take the chief place in existence. There was a certain +intrinsic merit in all these people, but the merit was on the surface, +and none of them were worth their face-value. + +Not a single one among those families had courage to ask itself the +question, “Are we strong enough for the responsibility of power?” They +were cast on the top, like the lawyers of 1830; and instead of taking +the patron’s place, like a great man, the Faubourg Saint-Germain showed +itself greedy as an upstart. The most intelligent nation in the world +perceived clearly that the restored nobles were organizing everything +for their own particular benefit. From that day the noblesse was doomed. +The Faubourg Saint-Germain tried to be an aristocracy when it could +only be an oligarchy--two very different systems, as any man may see +for himself if he gives an intelligent perusal to the list of the +patronymics of the House of Peers. + +The King’s Government certainly meant well; but the maxim that the +people must be made to _will_ everything, even their own welfare, was +pretty constantly forgotten, nor did they bear in mind that La France is +a woman and capricious, and must be happy or chastised at her own good +pleasure. If there had been many dukes like the Duc de Laval, whose +modesty made him worthy of the name he bore, the elder branch would have +been as securely seated on the throne as the House of Hanover at this +day. + +In 1814 the noblesse of France were called upon to assert their +superiority over the most aristocratic bourgeoisie in the most feminine +of all countries, to take the lead in the most highly educated epoch the +world had yet seen. And this was even more notably the case in 1820. The +Faubourg Saint-Germain might very easily have led and amused the middle +classes in days when people’s heads were turned with distinctions, and +art and science were all the rage. But the narrow-minded leaders of +a time of great intellectual progress all of them detested art and +science. They had not even the wit to present religion in attractive +colours, though they needed its support. While Lamartine, Lamennais, +Montalembert, and other writers were putting new life and elevation into +men’s ideas of religion, and gilding it with poetry, these bunglers in +the Government chose to make the harshness of their creed felt all over +the country. Never was nation in a more tractable humour; La France, +like a tired woman, was ready to agree to anything; never was +mismanagement so clumsy; and La France, like a woman, would have +forgiven wrongs more easily than bungling. + +If the noblesse meant to reinstate themselves, the better to found a +strong oligarchy, they should have honestly and diligently searched +their Houses for men of the stamp that Napoleon used; they should +have turned themselves inside out to see if peradventure there was a +Constitutionalist Richelieu lurking in the entrails of the Faubourg; and +if that genius was not forthcoming from among them, they should have set +out to find him, even in the fireless garret where he might happen to +be perishing of cold; they should have assimilated him, as the English +House of Lords continually assimilates aristocrats made by chance; and +finally ordered him to be ruthless, to lop away the old wood, and cut +the tree down to the living shoots. But, in the first place, the great +system of English Toryism was far too large for narrow minds; the +importation required time, and in France a tardy success is no better +than a fiasco. So far, moreover, from adopting a policy of redemption, +and looking for new forces where God puts them, these petty great folk +took a dislike to any capacity that did not issue from their midst; and, +lastly, instead of growing young again, the Faubourg Saint-Germain grew +positively older. + +Etiquette, not an institution of primary necessity, might have been +maintained if it had appeared only on state occasions, but as it was, +there was a daily wrangle over precedence; it ceased to be a matter of +art or court ceremonial, it became a question of power. And if from +the outset the Crown lacked an adviser equal to so great a crisis, the +aristocracy was still more lacking in a sense of its wider interests, an +instinct which might have supplied the deficiency. They stood nice about +M. de Talleyrand’s marriage, when M. de Talleyrand was the one man among +them with the steel-encompassed brains that can forge a new political +system and begin a new career of glory for a nation. The Faubourg +scoffed at a minister if he was not gently born, and produced no one of +gentle birth that was fit to be a minister. There were plenty of nobles +fitted to serve their country by raising the dignity of justices of +the peace, by improving the land, by opening out roads and canals, and +taking an active and leading part as country gentlemen; but these had +sold their estates to gamble on the Stock Exchange. Again the Faubourg +might have absorbed the energetic men among the bourgeoisie, and opened +their ranks to the ambition which was undermining authority; they +preferred instead to fight, and to fight unarmed, for of all that +they once possessed there was nothing left but tradition. For their +misfortune there was just precisely enough of their former wealth left +them as a class to keep up their bitter pride. They were content with +their past. Not one of them seriously thought of bidding the son of the +house take up arms from the pile of weapons which the nineteenth century +flings down in the market-place. Young men, shut out from office, were +dancing at Madame’s balls, while they should have been doing the +work done under the Republic and the Empire by young, conscientious, +harmlessly employed energies. It was their place to carry out at Paris +the programme which their seniors should have been following in the +country. The heads of houses might have won back recognition of their +titles by unremitting attention to local interests, by falling in with +the spirit of the age, by recasting their order to suit the taste of the +times. + +But, pent up together in the Faubourg Saint-Germain, where the spirit of +the ancient court and traditions of bygone feuds between the nobles and +the Crown still lingered on, the aristocracy was not whole-hearted in +its allegiance to the Tuileries, and so much the more easily defeated +because it was concentrated in the Chamber of Peers, and badly organized +even there. If the noblesse had woven themselves into a network over +the country, they could have held their own; but cooped up in their +Faubourg, with their backs against the Chateau, or spread at full length +over the Budget, a single blow cut the thread of a fast-expiring life, +and a petty, smug-faced lawyer came forward with the axe. In spite of M. +Royer-Collard’s admirable discourse, the hereditary peerage and law of +entail fell before the lampoons of a man who made it a boast that he had +adroitly argued some few heads out of the executioner’s clutches, and +now forsooth must clumsily proceed to the slaying of old institutions. + +There are examples and lessons for the future in all this. For if there +were not still a future before the French aristocracy, there would be +no need to do more than find a suitable sarcophagus; it were something +pitilessly cruel to burn the dead body of it with fire of Tophet. But +though the surgeon’s scalpel is ruthless, it sometimes gives back life +to a dying man; and the Faubourg Saint-Germain may wax more powerful +under persecution than in its day of triumph, if it but chooses to +organize itself under a leader. + +And now it is easy to give a summary of this semi-political survey. The +wish to re-establish a large fortune was uppermost in everyone’s mind; +a lack of broad views, and a mass of small defects, a real need of +religion as a political factor, combined with a thirst for pleasure +which damaged the cause of religion and necessitated a good deal of +hypocrisy; a certain attitude of protest on the part of loftier and +clearer-sighted men who set their faces against Court jealousies; and +the disaffection of the provincial families, who often came of +purer descent than the nobles of the Court which alienated them from +itself--all these things combined to bring about a most discordant state +of things in the Faubourg Saint-Germain. It was neither compact in its +organisation, nor consequent in its action; neither completely moral, +nor frankly dissolute; it did not corrupt, nor was it corrupted; it +would neither wholly abandon the disputed points which damaged its +cause, nor yet adopt the policy that might have saved it. In short, +however effete individuals might be, the party as a whole was none +the less armed with all the great principles which lie at the roots of +national existence. What was there in the Faubourg that it should perish +in its strength? + +It was very hard to please in the choice of candidates; the Faubourg +had good taste, it was scornfully fastidious, yet there was nothing very +glorious nor chivalrous truly about its fall. + +In the Emigration of 1789 there were some traces of a loftier feeling; +but in the Emigration of 1830 from Paris into the country there was +nothing discernible but self-interest. A few famous men of letters, a +few oratorical triumphs in the Chambers, M. de Talleyrand’s attitude +in the Congress, the taking of Algiers, and not a few names that found +their way from the battlefield into the pages of history--all these +things were so many examples set before the French noblesse to show that +it was still open to them to take their part in the national existence, +and to win recognition of their claims, if, indeed, they could +condescend thus far. In every living organism the work of bringing +the whole into harmony within itself is always going on. If a man is +indolent, the indolence shows itself in everything that he does; and, +in the same manner, the general spirit of a class is pretty plainly +manifested in the face it turns on the world, and the soul informs the +body. + +The women of the Restoration displayed neither the proud disregard +of public opinion shown by the court ladies of olden time in their +wantonness, nor yet the simple grandeur of the tardy virtues by which +they expiated their sins and shed so bright a glory about their names. +There was nothing either very frivolous or very serious about the woman +of the Restoration. She was hypocritical as a rule in her passion, and +compounded, so to speak, with its pleasures. Some few families led +the domestic life of the Duchesse d’Orleans, whose connubial couch was +exhibited so absurdly to visitors at the Palais Royal. Two or three kept +up the traditions of the Regency, filling cleverer women with something +like disgust. The great lady of the new school exercised no influence at +all over the manners of the time; and yet she might have done much. +She might, at worst, have presented as dignified a spectacle as +English-women of the same rank. But she hesitated feebly among old +precedents, became a bigot by force of circumstances, and allowed +nothing of herself to appear, not even her better qualities. + +Not one among the Frenchwomen of that day had the ability to create a +salon whither leaders of fashion might come to take lessons in taste and +elegance. Their voices, which once laid down the law to literature, that +living expression of a time, now counted absolutely for nought. Now +when a literature lacks a general system, it fails to shape a body for +itself, and dies out with its period. + +When in a nation at any time there is a people apart thus constituted, +the historian is pretty certain to find some representative figure, +some central personage who embodies the qualities and the defects of the +whole party to which he belongs; there is Coligny, for instance, among +the Huguenots, the Coadjuteur in the time of the Fronde, the Marechal de +Richelieu under Louis XV, Danton during the Terror. It is in the nature +of things that the man should be identified with the company in which +history finds him. How is it possible to lead a party without conforming +to its ideas? or to shine in any epoch unless a man represents the ideas +of his time? The wise and prudent head of a party is continually obliged +to bow to the prejudices and follies of its rear; and this is the +cause of actions for which he is afterwards criticised by this or that +historian sitting at a safer distance from terrific popular explosions, +coolly judging the passion and ferment without which the great struggles +of the world could not be carried on at all. And if this is true of +the Historical Comedy of the Centuries, it is equally true in a more +restricted sphere in the detached scenes of the national drama known as +the _Manners of the Age_. + + + +At the beginning of that ephemeral life led by the Faubourg +Saint-Germain under the Restoration, to which, if there is any truth in +the above reflections, they failed to give stability, the most perfect +type of the aristocratic caste in its weakness and strength, its +greatness and littleness, might have been found for a brief space in a +young married woman who belonged to it. This was a woman artificially +educated, but in reality ignorant; a woman whose instincts and feelings +were lofty while the thought which should have controlled them was +wanting. She squandered the wealth of her nature in obedience to social +conventions; she was ready to brave society, yet she hesitated till her +scruples degenerated into artifice. With more wilfulness than real force +of character, impressionable rather than enthusiastic, gifted with more +brain than heart; she was supremely a woman, supremely a coquette, +and above all things a Parisienne, loving a brilliant life and gaiety, +reflecting never, or too late; imprudent to the verge of poetry, and +humble in the depths of her heart, in spite of her charming insolence. +Like some straight-growing reed, she made a show of independence; yet, +like the reed, she was ready to bend to a strong hand. She talked much +of religion, and had it not at heart, though she was prepared to find in +it a solution of her life. How explain a creature so complex? Capable +of heroism, yet sinking unconsciously from heroic heights to utter a +spiteful word; young and sweet-natured, not so much old at heart as +aged by the maxims of those about her; versed in a selfish philosophy in +which she was all unpractised, she had all the vices of a courtier, all +the nobleness of developing womanhood. She trusted nothing and no one, +yet there were times when she quitted her sceptical attitude for a +submissive credulity. + +How should any portrait be anything but incomplete of her, in whom the +play of swiftly-changing colour made discord only to produce a poetic +confusion? For in her there shone a divine brightness, a radiance of +youth that blended all her bewildering characteristics in a certain +completeness and unity informed by her charm. Nothing was feigned. The +passion or semi-passion, the ineffectual high aspirations, the actual +pettiness, the coolness of sentiment and warmth of impulse, were all +spontaneous and unaffected, and as much the outcome of her own position +as of the position of the aristocracy to which she belonged. She was +wholly self-contained; she put herself proudly above the world and +beneath the shelter of her name. There was something of the egoism of +Medea in her life, as in the life of the aristocracy that lay a-dying, +and would not so much as raise itself or stretch out a hand to any +political physician; so well aware of its feebleness, or so conscious +that it was already dust, that it refused to touch or be touched. + +The Duchesse de Langeais (for that was her name) had been married for +about four years when the Restoration was finally consummated, which is +to say, in 1816. By that time the revolution of the Hundred Days had let +in the light on the mind of Louis XVIII. In spite of his surroundings, +he comprehended the situation and the age in which he was living; and it +was only later, when this Louis XI, without the axe, lay stricken down +by disease, that those about him got the upper hand. The Duchesse de +Langeais, a Navarreins by birth, came of a ducal house which had made +a point of never marrying below its rank since the reign of Louis XIV. +Every daughter of the house must sooner or later take a _tabouret_ at +Court. So, Antoinette de Navarreins, at the age of eighteen, came out of +the profound solitude in which her girlhood had been spent to marry the +Duc de Langeais’ eldest son. The two families at that time were living +quite out of the world; but after the invasion of France, the return +of the Bourbons seemed to every Royalist mind the only possible way of +putting an end to the miseries of the war. + +The Ducs de Navarreins and de Langeais had been faithful throughout to +the exiled Princes, nobly resisting all the temptations of glory under +the Empire. Under the circumstances they naturally followed out the old +family policy; and Mlle Antoinette, a beautiful and portionless girl, +was married to M. le Marquis de Langeais only a few months before the +death of the Duke his father. + +After the return of the Bourbons, the families resumed their rank, +offices, and dignity at Court; once more they entered public life, from +which hitherto they held aloof, and took their place high on the sunlit +summits of the new political world. In that time of general baseness and +sham political conversions, the public conscience was glad to recognise +the unstained loyalty of the two houses, and a consistency in political +and private life for which all parties involuntarily respected them. +But, unfortunately, as so often happens in a time of transition, the +most disinterested persons, the men whose loftiness of view and wise +principles would have gained the confidence of the French nation and led +them to believe in the generosity of a novel and spirited policy--these +men, to repeat, were taken out of affairs, and public business was +allowed to fall into the hands of others, who found it to their interest +to push principles to their extreme consequences by way of proving their +devotion. + +The families of Langeais and Navarreins remained about the Court, +condemned to perform the duties required by Court ceremonial amid the +reproaches and sneers of the Liberal party. They were accused of gorging +themselves with riches and honours, and all the while their family +estates were no larger than before, and liberal allowances from the +civil list were wholly expended in keeping up the state necessary for +any European government, even if it be a Republic. + +In 1818, M. le Duc de Langeais commanded a division of the army, and the +Duchess held a post about one of the Princesses, in virtue of which she +was free to live in Paris and apart from her husband without scandal. +The Duke, moreover, besides his military duties, had a place at Court, +to which he came during his term of waiting, leaving his major-general +in command. The Duke and Duchess were leading lives entirely apart, the +world none the wiser. Their marriage of convention shared the fate +of nearly all family arrangements of the kind. Two more antipathetic +dispositions could not well have been found; they were brought together; +they jarred upon each other; there was soreness on either side; then +they were divided once for all. Then they went their separate ways, +with a due regard for appearances. The Duc de Langeais, by nature +as methodical as the Chevalier de Folard himself, gave himself up +methodically to his own tastes and amusements, and left his wife at +liberty to do as she pleased so soon as he felt sure of her character. +He recognised in her a spirit pre-eminently proud, a cold heart, a +profound submissiveness to the usages of the world, and a youthful +loyalty. Under the eyes of great relations, with the light of a prudish +and bigoted Court turned full upon the Duchess, his honour was safe. + +So the Duke calmly did as the _grands seigneurs_ of the eighteenth +century did before him, and left a young wife of two-and-twenty to her +own devices. He had deeply offended that wife, and in her nature there +was one appalling characteristic--she would never forgive an offence +when woman’s vanity and self-love, with all that was best in her nature +perhaps, had been slighted, wounded in secret. Insult and injury in the +face of the world a woman loves to forget; there is a way open to her of +showing herself great; she is a woman in her forgiveness; but a secret +offence women never pardon; for secret baseness, as for hidden virtues +and hidden love, they have no kindness. + +This was Mme la Duchesse de Langeais’ real position, unknown to the +world. She herself did not reflect upon it. It was the time of the +rejoicings over the Duc de Berri’s marriage. The Court and the Faubourg +roused itself from its listlessness and reserve. This was the real +beginning of that unheard-of splendour which the Government of the +Restoration carried too far. At that time the Duchess, whether for +reasons of her own, or from vanity, never appeared in public without a +following of women equally distinguished by name and fortune. As queen +of fashion she had her _dames d’atours_, her ladies, who modeled their +manner and their wit on hers. They had been cleverly chosen. None of her +satellites belonged to the inmost Court circle, nor to the highest +level of the Faubourg Saint-Germain; but they had set their minds upon +admission to those inner sanctuaries. Being as yet simple denominations, +they wished to rise to the neighbourhood of the throne, and mingle with +the seraphic powers in the high sphere known as _le petit chateau_. Thus +surrounded, the Duchess’s position was stronger and more commanding and +secure. Her “ladies” defended her character and helped her to play her +detestable part of a woman of fashion. She could laugh at men at her +ease, play with fire, receive the homage on which the feminine nature is +nourished, and remain mistress of herself. + +At Paris, in the highest society of all, a woman is a woman still; she +lives on incense, adulation, and honours. No beauty, however undoubted, +no face, however fair, is anything without admiration. Flattery and +a lover are proofs of power. And what is power without recognition? +Nothing. If the prettiest of women were left alone in a corner of a +drawing-room, she would droop. Put her in the very centre and summit of +social grandeur, she will at once aspire to reign over all hearts--often +because it is out of her power to be the happy queen of one. Dress and +manner and coquetry are all meant to please one of the poorest creatures +extant--the brainless coxcomb, whose handsome face is his sole merit; +it was for such as these that women threw themselves away. The gilded +wooden idols of the Restoration, for they were neither more nor less, +had neither the antecedents of the _petits maitres_ of the time of the +Fronde, nor the rough sterling worth of Napoleon’s heroes, not the wit +and fine manners of their grandsires; but something of all three they +meant to be without any trouble to themselves. Brave they were, like +all young Frenchmen; ability they possessed, no doubt, if they had had +a chance of proving it, but their places were filled up by the old +worn-out men, who kept them in leading strings. It was a day of +small things, a cold prosaic era. Perhaps it takes a long time for a +Restoration to become a Monarchy. + +For the past eighteen months the Duchesse de Langeais had been leading +this empty life, filled with balls and subsequent visits, objectless +triumphs, and the transient loves that spring up and die in an evening’s +space. All eyes were turned on her when she entered a room; she reaped +her harvest of flatteries and some few words of warmer admiration, which +she encouraged by a gesture or a glance, but never suffered to penetrate +deeper than the skin. Her tone and bearing and everything else about her +imposed her will upon others. Her life was a sort of fever of vanity +and perpetual enjoyment, which turned her head. She was daring enough in +conversation; she would listen to anything, corrupting the surface, as +it were, of her heart. Yet when she returned home, she often blushed at +the story that had made her laugh; at the scandalous tale that supplied +the details, on the strength of which she analyzed the love that she had +never known, and marked the subtle distinctions of modern passion, not +with comment on the part of complacent hypocrites. For women know how +to say everything among themselves, and more of them are ruined by each +other than corrupted by men. + +There came a moment when she discerned that not until a woman is loved +will the world fully recognise her beauty and her wit. What does a +husband prove? Simply that a girl or woman was endowed with wealth, or +well brought up; that her mother managed cleverly that in some way she +satisfied a man’s ambitions. A lover constantly bears witness to her +personal perfections. Then followed the discovery still in Mme de +Langeais’ early womanhood, that it was possible to be loved without +committing herself, without permission, without vouchsafing any +satisfaction beyond the most meagre dues. There was more than one demure +feminine hypocrite to instruct her in the art of playing such dangerous +comedies. + +So the Duchess had her court, and the number of her adorers and +courtiers guaranteed her virtue. She was amiable and fascinating; she +flirted till the ball or the evening’s gaiety was at an end. Then the +curtain dropped. She was cold, indifferent, self-contained again till +the next day brought its renewed sensations, superficial as before. Two +or three men were completely deceived, and fell in love in earnest. +She laughed at them, she was utterly insensible. “I am loved!” she told +herself. “He loves me!” The certainty sufficed her. It is enough for the +miser to know that his every whim might be fulfilled if he chose; so it +was with the Duchess, and perhaps she did not even go so far as to form +a wish. + +One evening she chanced to be at the house of an intimate friend Mme la +Vicomtesse de Fontaine, one of the humble rivals who cordially detested +her, and went with her everywhere. In a “friendship” of this sort both +sides are on their guard, and never lay their armor aside; confidences +are ingeniously indiscreet, and not unfrequently treacherous. Mme de +Langeais had distributed her little patronizing, friendly, or freezing +bows, with the air natural to a woman who knows the worth of her smiles, +when her eyes fell upon a total stranger. Something in the man’s large +gravity of aspect startled her, and, with a feeling almost like dread, +she turned to Mme de Maufrigneuse with, “Who is the newcomer, dear?” + +“Someone that you have heard of, no doubt. The Marquis de Montriveau.” + +“Oh! is it he?” + +She took up her eyeglass and submitted him to a very insolent scrutiny, +as if he had been a picture meant to receive glances, not to return +them. + +“Do introduce him; he ought to be interesting.” + +“Nobody more tiresome and dull, dear. But he is the fashion.” + +M. Armand de Montriveau, at that moment all unwittingly the object of +general curiosity, better deserved attention than any of the idols that +Paris needs must set up to worship for a brief space, for the city is +vexed by periodical fits of craving, a passion for _engouement_ and sham +enthusiasm, which must be satisfied. The Marquis was the only son of +General de Montriveau, one of the _ci-devants_ who served the Republic +nobly, and fell by Joubert’s side at Novi. Bonaparte had placed his son +at the school at Chalons, with the orphans of other generals who fell +on the battlefield, leaving their children under the protection of the +Republic. Armand de Montriveau left school with his way to make, entered +the artillery, and had only reached a major’s rank at the time of the +Fontainebleau disaster. In his section of the service the chances of +advancement were not many. There are fewer officers, in the first place, +among the gunners than in any other corps; and in the second place, the +feeling in the artillery was decidedly Liberal, not to say Republican; +and the Emperor, feeling little confidence in a body of highly educated +men who were apt to think for themselves, gave promotion grudgingly in +the service. In the artillery, accordingly, the general rule of the +army did not apply; the commanding officers were not invariably the most +remarkable men in their department, because there was less to be feared +from mediocrities. The artillery was a separate corps in those days, and +only came under Napoleon in action. + +Besides these general causes, other reasons, inherent in Armand de +Montriveau’s character, were sufficient in themselves to account for his +tardy promotion. He was alone in the world. He had been thrown at +the age of twenty into the whirlwind of men directed by Napoleon; his +interests were bounded by himself, any day he might lose his life; it +became a habit of mind with him to live by his own self-respect and +the consciousness that he had done his duty. Like all shy men, he was +habitually silent; but his shyness sprang by no means from timidity; +it was a kind of modesty in him; he found any demonstration of vanity +intolerable. There was no sort of swagger about his fearlessness in +action; nothing escaped his eyes; he could give sensible advice to his +chums with unshaken coolness; he could go under fire, and duck upon +occasion to avoid bullets. He was kindly; but his expression was haughty +and stern, and his face gained him this character. In everything he was +rigorous as arithmetic; he never permitted the slightest deviation from +duty on any plausible pretext, nor blinked the consequences of a fact. +He would lend himself to nothing of which he was ashamed; he never asked +anything for himself; in short, Armand de Montriveau was one of many +great men unknown to fame, and philosophical enough to despise it; +living without attaching themselves to life, because they have not found +their opportunity of developing to the full their power to do and feel. + +People were afraid of Montriveau; they respected him, but he was not +very popular. Men may indeed allow you to rise above them, but to +decline to descend as low as they can do is the one unpardonable sin. +In their feeling towards loftier natures, there is a trace of hate and +fear. Too much honour with them implies censure of themselves, a thing +forgiven neither to the living nor to the dead. + +After the Emperor’s farewells at Fontainebleau, Montriveau, noble though +he was, was put on half-pay. Perhaps the heads of the War Office took +fright at uncompromising uprightness worthy of antiquity, or perhaps it +was known that he felt bound by his oath to the Imperial Eagle. During +the Hundred Days he was made a Colonel of the Guard, and left on the +field of Waterloo. His wounds kept him in Belgium he was not present +at the disbanding of the Army of the Loire, but the King’s government +declined to recognise promotion made during the Hundred Days, and Armand +de Montriveau left France. + +An adventurous spirit, a loftiness of thought hitherto satisfied by +the hazards of war, drove him on an exploring expedition through Upper +Egypt; his sanity or impulse directed his enthusiasm to a project of +great importance, he turned his attention to that unexplored Central +Africa which occupies the learned of today. The scientific expedition +was long and unfortunate. He had made a valuable collection of notes +bearing on various geographical and commercial problems, of which +solutions are still eagerly sought; and succeeded, after surmounting +many obstacles, in reaching the heart of the continent, when he was +betrayed into the hands of a hostile native tribe. Then, stripped of all +that he had, for two years he led a wandering life in the desert, +the slave of savages, threatened with death at every moment, and more +cruelly treated than a dumb animal in the power of pitiless children. +Physical strength, and a mind braced to endurance, enabled him to +survive the horrors of that captivity; but his miraculous escape +well-nigh exhausted his energies. When he reached the French colony at +Senegal, a half-dead fugitive covered with rags, his memories of his +former life were dim and shapeless. The great sacrifices made in his +travels were all forgotten like his studies of African dialects, his +discoveries, and observations. One story will give an idea of all that +he passed through. Once for several days the children of the sheikh of +the tribe amused themselves by putting him up for a mark and flinging +horses’ knuckle-bones at his head. + +Montriveau came back to Paris in 1818 a ruined man. He had no interest, +and wished for none. He would have died twenty times over sooner than +ask a favour of anyone; he would not even press the recognition of his +claims. Adversity and hardship had developed his energy even in trifles, +while the habit of preserving his self-respect before that spiritual +self which we call conscience led him to attach consequence to the most +apparently trivial actions. His merits and adventures became known, +however, through his acquaintances, among the principal men of science +in Paris, and some few well-read military men. The incidents of his +slavery and subsequent escape bore witness to a courage, intelligence, +and coolness which won him celebrity without his knowledge, and that +transient fame of which Paris salons are lavish, though the artist that +fain would keep it must make untold efforts. + +Montriveau’s position suddenly changed towards the end of that year. He +had been a poor man, he was now rich; or, externally at any rate, he had +all the advantages of wealth. The King’s government, trying to attach +capable men to itself and to strengthen the army, made concessions +about that time to Napoleon’s old officers if their known loyalty and +character offered guarantees of fidelity. M. de Montriveau’s name once +more appeared in the army list with the rank of colonel; he received his +arrears of pay and passed into the Guards. All these favours, one +after another, came to seek the Marquis de Montriveau; he had asked +for nothing however small. Friends had taken the steps for him which he +would have refused to take for himself. + +After this, his habits were modified all at once; contrary to his +custom, he went into society. He was well received, everywhere he met +with great deference and respect. He seemed to have found some end +in life; but everything passed within the man, there were no external +signs; in society he was silent and cold, and wore a grave, reserved +face. His social success was great, precisely because he stood out in +such strong contrast to the conventional faces which line the walls +of Paris salons. He was, indeed, something quite new there. Terse +of speech, like a hermit or a savage, his shyness was thought to be +haughtiness, and people were greatly taken with it. He was something +strange and great. Women generally were so much the more smitten +with this original person because he was not to be caught by their +flatteries, however adroit, nor by the wiles with which they circumvent +the strongest men and corrode the steel temper. Their Parisian’s +grimaces were lost upon M. de Montriveau; his nature only responded to +the sonorous vibration of lofty thought and feeling. And he would very +promptly have been dropped but for the romance that hung about his +adventures and his life; but for the men who cried him up behind his +back; but for a woman who looked for a triumph for her vanity, the woman +who was to fill his thoughts. + +For these reasons the Duchesse de Langeais’ curiosity was no less lively +than natural. Chance had so ordered it that her interest in the man +before her had been aroused only the day before, when she heard the +story of one of M. de Montriveau’s adventures, a story calculated to +make the strongest impression upon a woman’s ever-changing fancy. + +During M. de Montriveau’s voyage of discovery to the sources of the +Nile, he had had an argument with one of his guides, surely the most +extraordinary debate in the annals of travel. The district that he +wished to explore could only be reached on foot across a tract of +desert. Only one of his guides knew the way; no traveller had penetrated +before into that part of the country, where the undaunted officer hoped +to find a solution of several scientific problems. In spite of the +representations made to him by the guide and the older men of the place, +he started upon the formidable journey. Summoning up courage, already +highly strung by the prospect of dreadful difficulties, he set out in +the morning. + +The loose sand shifted under his feet at every step; and when, at the +end of a long day’s march, he lay down to sleep on the ground, he had +never been so tired in his life. He knew, however, that he must be up +and on his way before dawn next day, and his guide assured him that they +should reach the end of their journey towards noon. That promise kept +up his courage and gave him new strength. In spite of his sufferings, +he continued his march, with some blasphemings against science; he was +ashamed to complain to his guide, and kept his pain to himself. After +marching for a third of the day, he felt his strength failing, his feet +were bleeding, he asked if they should reach the place soon. “In an +hour’s time,” said the guide. Armand braced himself for another hour’s +march, and they went on. + +The hour slipped by; he could not so much as see against the sky the +palm-trees and crests of hill that should tell of the end of the journey +near at hand; the horizon line of sand was vast as the circle of the +open sea. + +He came to a stand, refused to go farther, and threatened the guide--he +had deceived him, murdered him; tears of rage and weariness flowed over +his fevered cheeks; he was bowed down with fatigue upon fatigue, his +throat seemed to be glued by the desert thirst. The guide meanwhile +stood motionless, listening to these complaints with an ironical +expression, studying the while, with the apparent indifference of an +Oriental, the scarcely perceptible indications in the lie of the sands, +which looked almost black, like burnished gold. + +“I have made a mistake,” he remarked coolly. “I could not make out the +track, it is so long since I came this way; we are surely on it now, but +we must push on for two hours.” + +“The man is right,” thought M. de Montriveau. + +So he went on again, struggling to follow the pitiless native. It seemed +as if he were bound to his guide by some thread like the invisible tie +between the condemned man and the headsman. But the two hours went by, +Montriveau had spent his last drops of energy, and the skyline was a +blank, there were no palm-trees, no hills. He could neither cry out +nor groan, he lay down on the sand to die, but his eyes would have +frightened the boldest; something in his face seemed to say that he +would not die alone. His guide, like a very fiend, gave him back a cool +glance like a man that knows his power, left him to lie there, and kept +at a safe distance out of reach of his desperate victim. At last M. +Montriveau recovered strength enough for a last curse. The guide came +nearer, silenced him with a steady look, and said, “Was it not your own +will to go where I am taking you, in spite of us all? You say that I +have lied to you. If I had not, you would not be even here. Do you want +the truth? Here it is. _We have still another five hours’ march before +us, and we cannot go back_. Sound yourself; if you have not courage +enough, here is my dagger.” + +Startled by this dreadful knowledge of pain and human strength, M. +de Montriveau would not be behind a savage; he drew a fresh stock of +courage from his pride as a European, rose to his feet, and followed +his guide. The five hours were at an end, and still M. de Montriveau +saw nothing, he turned his failing eyes upon his guide; but the Nubian +hoisted him on his shoulders, and showed him a wide pool of water with +greenness all about it, and a noble forest lighted up by the sunset. It +lay only a hundred paces away; a vast ledge of granite hid the glorious +landscape. It seemed to Armand that he had taken a new lease of life. +His guide, that giant in courage and intelligence, finished his work of +devotion by carrying him across the hot, slippery, scarcely discernible +track on the granite. Behind him lay the hell of burning sand, before +him the earthly paradise of the most beautiful oasis in the desert. + +The Duchess, struck from the first by the appearance of this romantic +figure, was even more impressed when she learned that this was that +Marquis de Montriveau of whom she had dreamed during the night. She had +been with him among the hot desert sands, he had been the companion of +her nightmare wanderings; for such a woman was not this a delightful +presage of a new interest in her life? And never was a man’s exterior +a better exponent of his character; never were curious glances so well +justified. The principal characteristic of his great, square-hewn head +was the thick, luxuriant black hair which framed his face, and gave him +a strikingly close resemblance to General Kleber; and the likeness still +held good in the vigorous forehead, in the outlines of his face, the +quiet fearlessness of his eyes, and a kind of fiery vehemence expressed +by strongly marked features. He was short, deep-chested, and muscular +as a lion. There was something of the despot about him, and an +indescribable suggestion of the security of strength in his gait, +bearing, and slightest movements. He seemed to know that his will was +irresistible, perhaps because he wished for nothing unjust. And yet, +like all really strong men, he was mild of speech, simple in his +manners, and kindly natured; although it seemed as if, in the stress of +a great crisis, all these finer qualities must disappear, and the man +would show himself implacable, unshaken in his resolve, terrific in +action. There was a certain drawing in of the inner line of the lips +which, to a close observer, indicated an ironical bent. + +The Duchesse de Langeais, realising that a fleeting glory was to be +won by such a conquest, made up her mind to gain a lover in Armand de +Montriveau during the brief interval before the Duchesse de Maufrigneuse +brought him to be introduced. She would prefer him above the others; she +would attach him to herself, display all her powers of coquetry for him. +It was a fancy, such a merest Duchess’s whim as furnished a Lope or a +Calderon with the plot of the _Dog in the Manger_. She would not suffer +another woman to engross him; but she had not the remotest intention of +being his. + +Nature had given the Duchess every qualification for the part of +coquette, and education had perfected her. Women envied her, and men +fell in love with her, not without reason. Nothing that can inspire +love, justify it, and give it lasting empire was wanting in her. Her +style of beauty, her manner, her voice, her bearing, all combined to +give her that instinctive coquetry which seems to be the consciousness +of power. Her shape was graceful; perhaps there was a trace of +self-consciousness in her changes of movement, the one affectation that +could be laid to her charge; but everything about her was a part of her +personality, from her least little gesture to the peculiar turn of her +phrases, the demure glance of her eyes. Her great lady’s grace, her +most striking characteristic, had not destroyed the very French quick +mobility of her person. There was an extraordinary fascination in her +swift, incessant changes of attitude. She seemed as if she surely would +be a most delicious mistress when her corset and the encumbering costume +of her part were laid aside. All the rapture of love surely was latent +in the freedom of her expressive glances, in her caressing tones, in the +charm of her words. She gave glimpses of the high-born courtesan within +her, vainly protesting against the creeds of the duchess. + +You might sit near her through an evening, she would be gay and +melancholy in turn, and her gaiety, like her sadness, seemed +spontaneous. She could be gracious, disdainful, insolent, or confiding +at will. Her apparent good nature was real; she had no temptation to +descend to malignity. But at each moment her mood changed; she was full +of confidence or craft; her moving tenderness would give place to a +heart-breaking hardness and insensibility. Yet how paint her as she +was, without bringing together all the extremes of feminine nature? In +a word, the Duchess was anything that she wished to be or to seem. +Her face was slightly too long. There was a grace in it, and a certain +thinness and fineness that recalled the portraits of the Middle Ages. +Her skin was white, with a faint rose tint. Everything about her erred, +as it were, by an excess of delicacy. + +M. de Montriveau willingly consented to be introduced to the Duchesse +de Langeais; and she, after the manner of persons whose sensitive taste +leads them to avoid banalities, refrained from overwhelming him with +questions and compliments. She received him with a gracious deference +which could not fail to flatter a man of more than ordinary powers, +for the fact that a man rises above the ordinary level implies that +he possesses something of that tact which makes women quick to read +feeling. If the Duchess showed any curiosity, it was by her glances; +her compliments were conveyed in her manner; there was a winning grace +displayed in her words, a subtle suggestion of a desire to please which +she of all women knew the art of manifesting. Yet her whole conversation +was but, in a manner, the body of the letter; the postscript with the +principal thought in it was still to come. After half an hour spent in +ordinary talk, in which the words gained all their value from her tone +and smiles, M. de Montriveau was about to retire discreetly, when the +Duchess stopped him with an expressive gesture. + +“I do not know, monsieur, whether these few minutes during which I have +had the pleasure of talking to you proved so sufficiently attractive, +that I may venture to ask you to call upon me; I am afraid that it may +be very selfish of me to wish to have you all to myself. If I should +be so fortunate as to find that my house is agreeable to you, you will +always find me at home in the evening until ten o’clock.” + +The invitation was given with such irresistible grace, that M. de +Montriveau could not refuse to accept it. When he fell back again among +the groups of men gathered at a distance from the women, his +friends congratulated him, half laughingly, half in earnest, on the +extraordinary reception vouchsafed him by the Duchesse de Langeais. The +difficult and brilliant conquest had been made beyond a doubt, and the +glory of it was reserved for the Artillery of the Guard. It is easy to +imagine the jests, good and bad, when this topic had once been started; +the world of Paris salons is so eager for amusement, and a joke lasts +for such a short time, that everyone is eager to make the most of it +while it is fresh. + +All unconsciously, the General felt flattered by this nonsense. From his +place where he had taken his stand, his eyes were drawn again and again +to the Duchess by countless wavering reflections. He could not help +admitting to himself that of all the women whose beauty had captivated +his eyes, not one had seemed to be a more exquisite embodiment of faults +and fair qualities blended in a completeness that might realise the +dreams of earliest manhood. Is there a man in any rank of life that has +not felt indefinable rapture in his secret soul over the woman singled +out (if only in his dreams) to be his own; when she, in body, soul, and +social aspects, satisfies his every requirement, a thrice perfect woman? +And if this threefold perfection that flatters his pride is no argument +for loving her, it is beyond cavil one of the great inducements to the +sentiment. Love would soon be convalescent, as the eighteenth century +moralist remarked, were it not for vanity. And it is certainly true +that for everyone, man or woman, there is a wealth of pleasure in +the superiority of the beloved. Is she set so high by birth that a +contemptuous glance can never wound her? is she wealthy enough to +surround herself with state which falls nothing short of royalty, of +kings, of finance during their short reign of splendour? is she so +ready-witted that a keen-edged jest never brings her into confusion? +beautiful enough to rival any woman?--Is it such a small thing to know +that your self-love will never suffer through her? A man makes these +reflections in the twinkling of an eye. And how if, in the future opened +out by early ripened passion, he catches glimpses of the changeful +delight of her charm, the frank innocence of a maiden soul, the perils +of love’s voyage, the thousand folds of the veil of coquetry? Is not +this enough to move the coldest man’s heart? + +This, therefore, was M. de Montriveau’s position with regard to woman; +his past life in some measure explaining the extraordinary fact. He +had been thrown, when little more than a boy, into the hurricane of +Napoleon’s wars; his life had been spent on fields of battle. Of women +he knew just so much as a traveller knows of a country when he travels +across it in haste from one inn to another. The verdict which Voltaire +passed upon his eighty years of life might, perhaps, have been applied +by Montriveau to his own thirty-seven years of existence; had he not +thirty-seven follies with which to reproach himself? At his age he was +as much a novice in love as the lad that has just been furtively reading +_Faublas_. Of women he had nothing to learn; of love he knew nothing; +and thus, desires, quite unknown before, sprang from this virginity of +feeling. + +There are men here and there as much engrossed in the work demanded of +them by poverty or ambition, art or science, as M. de Montriveau by war +and a life of adventure--these know what it is to be in this unusual +position if they very seldom confess to it. Every man in Paris is +supposed to have been in love. No woman in Paris cares to take what +other women have passed over. The dread of being taken for a fool is the +source of the coxcomb’s bragging so common in France; for in France to +have the reputation of a fool is to be a foreigner in one’s own country. +Vehement desire seized on M. de Montriveau, desire that had gathered +strength from the heat of the desert and the first stirrings of a heart +unknown as yet in its suppressed turbulence. + +A strong man, and violent as he was strong, he could keep mastery over +himself; but as he talked of indifferent things, he retired within +himself, and swore to possess this woman, for through that thought lay +the only way to love for him. Desire became a solemn compact made with +himself, an oath after the manner of the Arabs among whom he had lived; +for among them a vow is a kind of contract made with Destiny a man’s +whole future is solemnly pledged to fulfil it, and everything even his +own death, is regarded simply as a means to the one end. + +A younger man would have said to himself, “I should very much like to +have the Duchess for my mistress!” or, “If the Duchesse de Langeais +cared for a man, he would be a very lucky rascal!” But the General said, +“I will have Mme de Langeais for my mistress.” And if a man takes such +an idea into his head when his heart has never been touched before, and +love begins to be a kind of religion with him, he little knows in what a +hell he has set his foot. + +Armand de Montriveau suddenly took flight and went home in the first hot +fever-fit of the first love that he had known. When a man has kept all +his boyish beliefs, illusions, frankness, and impetuosity into middle +age, his first impulse is, as it were, to stretch out a hand to take the +thing that he desires; a little later he realizes that there is a gulf +set between them, and that it is all but impossible to cross it. A sort +of childish impatience seizes him, he wants the thing the more, +and trembles or cries. Wherefore, the next day, after the stormiest +reflections that had yet perturbed his mind, Armand de Montriveau +discovered that he was under the yoke of the senses, and his bondage +made the heavier by his love. + +The woman so cavalierly treated in his thoughts of yesterday had become +a most sacred and dreadful power. She was to be his world, his life, +from this time forth. The greatest joy, the keenest anguish, that he +had yet known grew colorless before the bare recollection of the least +sensation stirred in him by her. The swiftest revolutions in a man’s +outward life only touch his interests, while passion brings a complete +revulsion of feeling. And so in those who live by feeling, rather than +by self-interest, the doers rather than the reasoners, the sanguine +rather than the lymphatic temperaments, love works a complete +revolution. In a flash, with one single reflection, Armand de Montriveau +wiped out his whole past life. + +A score of times he asked himself, like a boy, “Shall I go, or shall I +not?” and then at last he dressed, came to the Hotel de Langeais +towards eight o’clock that evening, and was admitted. He was to see the +woman--ah! not the woman--the idol that he had seen yesterday, among +lights, a fresh innocent girl in gauze and silken lace and veiling. +He burst in upon her to declare his love, as if it were a question of +firing the first shot on a field of battle. + +Poor novice! He found his ethereal sylphide shrouded in a brown cashmere +dressing-gown ingeniously befrilled, lying languidly stretched out upon +a sofa in a dimly lighted boudoir. Mme de Langeais did not so much as +rise, nothing was visible of her but her face, her hair was loose but +confined by a scarf. A hand indicated a seat, a hand that seemed white +as marble to Montriveau by the flickering light of a single candle at +the further side of the room, and a voice as soft as the light said: + +“If it had been anyone else, M. le Marquis, a friend with whom I could +dispense with ceremony, or a mere acquaintance in whom I felt but slight +interest, I should have closed my door. I am exceedingly unwell.” + +“I will go,” Armand said to himself. + +“But I do not know how it is,” she continued (and the simple warrior +attributed the shining of her eyes to fever), “perhaps it was a +presentiment of your kind visit (and no one can be more sensible of the +prompt attention than I), but the vapors have left my head.” + +“Then may I stay?” + +“Oh, I should be very sorry to allow you to go. I told myself this +morning that it was impossible that I should have made the slightest +impression on your mind, and that in all probability you took my request +for one of the commonplaces of which Parisians are lavish on every +occasion. And I forgave your ingratitude in advance. An explorer +from the deserts is not supposed to know how exclusive we are in our +friendships in the Faubourg.” + +The gracious, half-murmured words dropped one by one, as if they had +been weighted with the gladness that apparently brought them to her +lips. The Duchess meant to have the full benefit of her headache, and +her speculation was fully successful. The General, poor man, was really +distressed by the lady’s simulated distress. Like Crillon listening to +the story of the Crucifixion, he was ready to draw his sword against the +vapors. How could a man dare to speak just then to this suffering woman +of the love that she inspired? Armand had already felt that it would be +absurd to fire off a declaration of love point-blank at one so far above +other women. With a single thought came understanding of the delicacies +of feeling, of the soul’s requirements. To love: what was that but to +know how to plead, to beg for alms, to wait? And as for the love that +he felt, must he not prove it? His tongue was mute, it was frozen by the +conventions of the noble Faubourg, the majesty of a sick headache, the +bashfulness of love. But no power on earth could veil his glances; the +heat and the Infinite of the desert blazed in eyes calm as a panther’s, +beneath the lids that fell so seldom. The Duchess enjoyed the steady +gaze that enveloped her in light and warmth. + +“Mme la Duchesse,” he answered, “I am afraid I express my gratitude for +your goodness very badly. At this moment I have but one desire--I wish +it were in my power to cure the pain.” + +“Permit me to throw this off, I feel too warm now,” she said, gracefully +tossing aside a cushion that covered her feet. + +“Madame, in Asia your feet would be worth some ten thousand sequins. + +“A traveler’s compliment!” smiled she. + +It pleased the sprightly lady to involve a rough soldier in a labyrinth +of nonsense, commonplaces, and meaningless talk, in which he manoeuvred, +in military language, as Prince Charles might have done at close +quarters with Napoleon. She took a mischievous amusement in +reconnoitring the extent of his infatuation by the number of foolish +speeches extracted from a novice whom she led step by step into a +hopeless maze, meaning to leave him there in confusion. She began by +laughing at him, but nevertheless it pleased her to make him forget how +time went. + +The length of a first visit is frequently a compliment, but Armand was +innocent of any such intent. The famous explorer spent an hour in chat +on all sorts of subjects, said nothing that he meant to say, and was +feeling that he was only an instrument on whom this woman played, when +she rose, sat upright, drew the scarf from her hair, and wrapped it +about her throat, leant her elbow on the cushions, did him the honour +of a complete cure, and rang for lights. The most graceful movement +succeeded to complete repose. She turned to M. de Montriveau, from whom +she had just extracted a confidence which seemed to interest her deeply, +and said: + +“You wish to make game of me by trying to make me believe that you +have never loved. It is a man’s great pretension with us. And we always +believe it! Out of pure politeness. Do we not know what to expect +from it for ourselves? Where is the man that has found but a single +opportunity of losing his heart? But you love to deceive us, and we +submit to be deceived, poor foolish creatures that we are; for your +hypocrisy is, after all, a homage paid to the superiority of our +sentiments, which are all purity.” + +The last words were spoken with a disdainful pride that made the novice +in love feel like a worthless bale flung into the deep, while the +Duchess was an angel soaring back to her particular heaven. + +“Confound it!” thought Armand de Montriveau, “how am I to tell this wild +thing that I love her?” + +He had told her already a score of times; or rather, the Duchess had +a score of times read his secret in his eyes; and the passion in this +unmistakably great man promised her amusement, and an interest in her +empty life. So she prepared with no little dexterity to raise a certain +number of redoubts for him to carry by storm before he should gain an +entrance into her heart. Montriveau should overleap one difficulty after +another; he should be a plaything for her caprice, just as an insect +teased by children is made to jump from one finger to another, and in +spite of all its pains is kept in the same place by its mischievous +tormentor. And yet it gave the Duchess inexpressible happiness to see +that this strong man had told her the truth. Armand had never loved, as +he had said. He was about to go, in a bad humour with himself, and still +more out of humour with her; but it delighted her to see a sullenness +that she could conjure away with a word, a glance, or a gesture. + +“Will you come tomorrow evening?” she asked. “I am going to a ball, but +I shall stay at home for you until ten o’clock.” + +Montriveau spent most of the next day in smoking an indeterminate +quantity of cigars in his study window, and so got through the hours +till he could dress and go to the Hotel de Langeais. To anyone who had +known the magnificent worth of the man, it would have been grievous to +see him grown so small, so distrustful of himself; the mind that might +have shed light over undiscovered worlds shrunk to the proportions of +a she-coxcomb’s boudoir. Even he himself felt that he had fallen so low +already in his happiness that to save his life he could not have told +his love to one of his closest friends. Is there not always a trace +of shame in the lover’s bashfulness, and perhaps in woman a certain +exultation over diminished masculine stature? Indeed, but for a host of +motives of this kind, how explain why women are nearly always the first +to betray the secret?--a secret of which, perhaps, they soon weary. + +“Mme la Duchesse cannot see visitors, monsieur,” said the man; “she is +dressing, she begs you to wait for her here.” + +Armand walked up and down the drawing-room, studying her taste in the +least details. He admired Mme de Langeais herself in the objects of her +choosing; they revealed her life before he could grasp her personality +and ideas. About an hour later the Duchess came noiselessly out of her +chamber. Montriveau turned, saw her flit like a shadow across the room, +and trembled. She came up to him, not with a bourgeoise’s enquiry, “How +do I look?” She was sure of herself; her steady eyes said plainly, “I am +adorned to please you.” + +No one surely, save the old fairy godmother of some princess in +disguise, could have wound a cloud of gauze about the dainty throat, so +that the dazzling satin skin beneath should gleam through the gleaming +folds. The Duchess was dazzling. The pale blue colour of her gown, +repeated in the flowers in her hair, appeared by the richness of its hue +to lend substance to a fragile form grown too wholly ethereal; for as +she glided towards Armand, the loose ends of her scarf floated about +her, putting that valiant warrior in mind of the bright damosel flies +that hover now over water, now over the flowers with which they seem to +mingle and blend. + +“I have kept you waiting,” she said, with the tone that a woman can +always bring into her voice for the man whom she wishes to please. + +“I would wait patiently through an eternity,” said he, “if I were sure +of finding a divinity so fair; but it is no compliment to speak of your +beauty to you; nothing save worship could touch you. Suffer me only to +kiss your scarf.” + +“Oh, fie!” she said, with a commanding gesture, “I esteem you enough to +give you my hand.” + +She held it out for his kiss. A woman’s hand, still moist from the +scented bath, has a soft freshness, a velvet smoothness that sends a +tingling thrill from the lips to the soul. And if a man is attracted to +a woman, and his senses are as quick to feel pleasure as his heart is +full of love, such a kiss, though chaste in appearance, may conjure up a +terrific storm. + +“Will you always give it me like this?” the General asked humbly when he +had pressed that dangerous hand respectfully to his lips. + +“Yes, but there we must stop,” she said, smiling. She sat down, +and seemed very slow over putting on her gloves, trying to slip the +unstretched kid over all her fingers at once, while she watched M. +de Montriveau; and he was lost in admiration of the Duchess and those +repeated graceful movements of hers. + +“Ah! you were punctual,” she said; “that is right. I like punctuality. +It is the courtesy of kings, His Majesty says; but to my thinking, from +you men it is the most respectful flattery of all. Now, is it not? Just +tell me.” + +Again she gave him a side glance to express her insidious friendship, +for he was dumb with happiness sheer happiness through such nothings +as these! Oh, the Duchess understood _son metier de femme_--the art +and mystery of being a woman--most marvelously well; she knew, to +admiration, how to raise a man in his own esteem as he humbled himself +to her; how to reward every step of the descent to sentimental folly +with hollow flatteries. + +“You will never forget to come at nine o’clock.” + +“No; but are you going to a ball every night?” + +“Do I know?” she answered, with a little childlike shrug of the +shoulders; the gesture was meant to say that she was nothing if not +capricious, and that a lover must take her as she was.--“Besides,” she +added, “what is that to you? You shall be my escort.” + +“That would be difficult tonight,” he objected; “I am not properly +dressed.” + +“It seems to me,” she returned loftily, “that if anyone has a right +to complain of your costume, it is I. Know, therefore, _monsieur le +voyageur_, that if I accept a man’s arm, he is forthwith above the laws +of fashion, nobody would venture to criticise him. You do not know the +world, I see; I like you the better for it.” + +And even as she spoke she swept him into the pettiness of that world by +the attempt to initiate him into the vanities of a woman of fashion. + +“If she chooses to do a foolish thing for me, I should be a simpleton to +prevent her,” said Armand to himself. “She has a liking for me beyond a +doubt; and as for the world, she cannot despise it more than I do. So, +now for the ball if she likes.” + +The Duchess probably thought that if the General came with her and +appeared in a ballroom in boots and a black tie, nobody would hesitate +to believe that he was violently in love with her. And the General was +well pleased that the queen of fashion should think of compromising +herself for him; hope gave him wit. He had gained confidence, he brought +out his thoughts and views; he felt nothing of the restraint that +weighed on his spirits yesterday. His talk was interesting and animated, +and full of those first confidences so sweet to make and to receive. + +Was Mme de Langeais really carried away by his talk, or had she +devised this charming piece of coquetry? At any rate, she looked up +mischievously as the clock struck twelve. + +“Ah! you have made me too late for the ball!” she exclaimed, surprised +and vexed that she had forgotten how time was going. + +The next moment she approved the exchange of pleasures with a smile that +made Armand’s heart give a sudden leap. + +“I certainly promised Mme de Beauseant,” she added. “They are all +expecting me.” + +“Very well--go.” + +“No--go on. I will stay. Your Eastern adventures fascinate me. Tell +me the whole story of your life. I love to share in a brave man’s +hardships, and I feel them all, indeed I do!” + +She was playing with her scarf, twisting it and pulling it to +pieces, with jerky, impatient movements that seemed to tell of inward +dissatisfaction and deep reflection. + +“_We_ are fit for nothing,” she went on. “Ah! we are contemptible, +selfish, frivolous creatures. We can bore ourselves with amusements, +and that is all we can do. Not one of us that understands that she has +a part to play in life. In old days in France, women were beneficent +lights; they lived to comfort those that mourned, to encourage high +virtues, to reward artists and stir new life with noble thoughts. If the +world has grown so petty, ours is the fault. You make me loathe the ball +and this world in which I live. No, I am not giving up much for you.” + +She had plucked her scarf to pieces, as a child plays with a flower, +pulling away all the petals one by one; and now she crushed it into a +ball, and flung it away. She could show her swan’s neck. + +She rang the bell. “I shall not go out tonight,” she told the footman. +Her long, blue eyes turned timidly to Armand; and by the look of +misgiving in them, he knew that he was meant to take the order for a +confession, for a first and great favour. There was a pause, filled with +many thoughts, before she spoke with that tenderness which is often in +women’s voices, and not so often in their hearts. “You have had a hard +life,” she said. + +“No,” returned Armand. “Until today I did not know what happiness was.” + +“Then you know it now?” she asked, looking at him with a demure, keen +glance. + +“What is happiness for me henceforth but this--to see you, to hear +you?... Until now I have only known privation; now I know that I can be +unhappy----” + +“That will do, that will do,” she said. “You must go; it is past +midnight. Let us regard appearances. People must not talk about us. I +do not know quite what I shall say; but the headache is a good-natured +friend, and tells no tales.” + +“Is there to be a ball tomorrow night?” + +“You would grow accustomed to the life, I think. Very well. Yes, we will +go again tomorrow night.” + +There was not a happier man in the world than Armand when he went out +from her. Every evening he came to Mme de Langeais’ at the hour kept for +him by a tacit understanding. + +It would be tedious, and, for the many young men who carry a redundance +of such sweet memories in their hearts, it were superfluous to follow +the story step by step--the progress of a romance growing in those hours +spent together, a romance controlled entirely by a woman’s will. If +sentiment went too fast, she would raise a quarrel over a word, or when +words flagged behind her thoughts, she appealed to the feelings. Perhaps +the only way of following such Penelope’s progress is by marking its +outward and visible signs. + +As, for instance, within a few days of their first meeting, the +assiduous General had won and kept the right to kiss his lady’s +insatiable hands. Wherever Mme de Langeais went, M. de Montriveau +was certain to be seen, till people jokingly called him “Her Grace’s +orderly.” And already he had made enemies; others were jealous, and +envied him his position. Mme de Langeais had attained her end. The +Marquis de Montriveau was among her numerous train of adorers, and a +means of humiliating those who boasted of their progress in her good +graces, for she publicly gave him preference over them all. + +“Decidedly, M. de Montriveau is the man for whom the Duchess shows a +preference,” pronounced Mme de Serizy. + +And who in Paris does not know what it means when a woman “shows a +preference?” All went on therefore according to prescribed rule. The +anecdotes which people were pleased to circulate concerning the General +put that warrior in so formidable a light, that the more adroit quietly +dropped their pretensions to the Duchess, and remained in her train +merely to turn the position to account, and to use her name and +personality to make better terms for themselves with certain stars of +the second magnitude. And those lesser powers were delighted to take a +lover away from Mme de Langeais. The Duchess was keen-sighted enough to +see these desertions and treaties with the enemy; and her pride would +not suffer her to be the dupe of them. As M. de Talleyrand, one of her +great admirers, said, she knew how to take a second edition of revenge, +laying the two-edged blade of a sarcasm between the pairs in these +“morganatic” unions. Her mocking disdain contributed not a little to +increase her reputation as an extremely clever woman and a person to +be feared. Her character for virtue was consolidated while she amused +herself with other people’s secrets, and kept her own to herself. Yet, +after two months of assiduities, she saw with a vague dread in the +depths of her soul that M. de Montriveau understood nothing of the +subtleties of flirtation after the manner of the Faubourg Saint-Germain; +he was taking a Parisienne’s coquetry in earnest. + +“You will not tame _him_, dear Duchess,” the old Vidame de Pamiers had +said. “‘Tis a first cousin to the eagle; he will carry you off to his +eyrie if you do not take care.” + +Then Mme de Langeais felt afraid. The shrewd old noble’s words sounded +like a prophecy. The next day she tried to turn love to hate. She was +harsh, exacting, irritable, unbearable; Montriveau disarmed her with +angelic sweetness. She so little knew the great generosity of a large +nature, that the kindly jests with which her first complaints were met +went to her heart. She sought a quarrel, and found proofs of affection. +She persisted. + +“When a man idolizes you, how can he have vexed you?” asked Armand. + +“You do not vex me,” she answered, suddenly grown gentle and submissive. +“But why do you wish to compromise me? For me you ought to be nothing +but a _friend_. Do you not know it? I wish I could see that you had the +instincts, the delicacy of real friendship, so that I might lose neither +your respect nor the pleasure that your presence gives me.” + +“Nothing but your _friend_!” he cried out. The terrible word sent an +electric shock through his brain. “On the faith of these happy hours +that you grant me, I sleep and wake in your heart. And now today, for no +reason, you are pleased to destroy all the secret hopes by which I live. +You have required promises of such constancy in me, you have said so +much of your horror of women made up of nothing but caprice; and now do +you wish me to understand that, like other women here in Paris, you have +passions, and know nothing of love? If so, why did you ask my life of +me? why did you accept it?” + +“I was wrong, my friend. Oh, it is wrong of a woman to yield to such +intoxication when she must not and cannot make any return.” + +“I understand. You have merely been coquetting with me, and----” + +“Coquetting?” she repeated. “I detest coquetry. A coquette Armand, makes +promises to many, and gives herself to none; and a woman who keeps such +promises is a libertine. This much I believed I had grasped of our code. +But to be melancholy with humorists, gay with the frivolous, and politic +with ambitious souls; to listen to a babbler with every appearance +of admiration, to talk of war with a soldier, wax enthusiastic with +philanthropists over the good of the nation, and to give to each one his +little dole of flattery--it seems to me that this is as much a matter of +necessity as dress, diamonds, and gloves, or flowers in one’s hair. Such +talk is the moral counterpart of the toilette. You take it up and lay it +aside with the plumed head-dress. Do you call this coquetry? Why, I have +never treated you as I treat everyone else. With you, my friend, I am +sincere. Have I not always shared your views, and when you convinced me +after a discussion, was I not always perfectly glad? In short, I love +you, but only as a devout and pure woman may love. I have thought it +over. I am a married woman, Armand. My way of life with M. de Langeais +gives me liberty to bestow my heart; but law and custom leave me no +right to dispose of my person. If a woman loses her honour, she is +an outcast in any rank of life; and I have yet to meet with a single +example of a man that realizes all that our sacrifices demand of him in +such a case. Quite otherwise. Anyone can foresee the rupture between Mme +de Beauseant and M. d’Ajuda (for he is going to marry Mlle de Rochefide, +it seems), that affair made it clear to my mind that these very +sacrifices on the woman’s part are almost always the cause of the man’s +desertion. If you had loved me sincerely, you would have kept away for a +time.--Now, I will lay aside all vanity for you; is not that something? +What will not people say of a woman to whom no man attaches himself? +Oh, she is heartless, brainless, soulless; and what is more, devoid +of charm! Coquettes will not spare me. They will rob me of the very +qualities that mortify them. So long as my reputation is safe, what do I +care if my rivals deny my merits? They certainly will not inherit them. +Come, my friend; give up something for her who sacrifices so much for +you. Do not come quite so often; I shall love you none the less.” + +“Ah!” said Armand, with the profound irony of a wounded heart in his +words and tone. “Love, so the scribblers say, only feeds on illusions. +Nothing could be truer, I see; I am expected to imagine that I am loved. +But, there!--there are some thoughts like wounds, from which there is no +recovery. My belief in you was one of the last left to me, and now I see +that there is nothing left to believe in this earth.” + +She began to smile. + +“Yes,” Montriveau went on in an unsteady voice, “this Catholic faith to +which you wish to convert me is a lie that men make for themselves; hope +is a lie at the expense of the future; pride, a lie between us and our +fellows; and pity, and prudence, and terror are cunning lies. And now +my happiness is to be one more lying delusion; I am expected to delude +myself, to be willing to give gold coin for silver to the end. If you +can so easily dispense with my visits; if you can confess me neither +as your friend nor your lover, you do not care for me! And I, poor fool +that I am, tell myself this, and know it, and love you!” + +“But, dear me, poor Armand, you are flying into a passion!” + +“I flying into a passion?” + +“Yes. You think that the whole question is opened because I ask you to +be careful.” + +In her heart of hearts she was delighted with the anger that leapt out +in her lover’s eyes. Even as she tortured him, she was criticising +him, watching every slightest change that passed over his face. If +the General had been so unluckily inspired as to show himself generous +without discussion (as happens occasionally with some artless souls), +he would have been a banished man forever, accused and convicted of not +knowing how to love. Most women are not displeased to have their code of +right and wrong broken through. Do they not flatter themselves that they +never yield except to force? But Armand was not learned enough in this +kind of lore to see the snare ingeniously spread for him by the Duchess. +So much of the child was there in the strong man in love. + +“If all you want is to preserve appearances,” he began in his +simplicity, “I am willing to----” + +“Simply to preserve appearances!” the lady broke in; “why, what idea can +you have of me? Have I given you the slightest reason to suppose that I +can be yours?” + +“Why, what else are we talking about?” demanded Montriveau. + +“Monsieur, you frighten me!... No, pardon me. Thank you,” she added, +coldly; “thank you, Armand. You have given me timely warning of +imprudence; committed quite unconsciously, believe it, my friend. You +know how to endure, you say. I also know how to endure. We will not +see each other for a time; and then, when both of us have contrived to +recover calmness to some extent, we will think about arrangements for +a happiness sanctioned by the world. I am young, Armand; a man with no +delicacy might tempt a woman of four-and-twenty to do many foolish, wild +things for his sake. But _you_! You will be my friend, promise me that +you will?” + +“The woman of four-and-twenty,” returned he, “knows what she is about.” + +He sat down on the sofa in the boudoir, and leant his head on his hands. + +“Do you love me, madame?” he asked at length, raising his head, and +turning a face full of resolution upon her. “Say it straight out; Yes or +No!” + +His direct question dismayed the Duchess more than a threat of suicide +could have done; indeed, the woman of the nineteenth century is not to +be frightened by that stale stratagem, the sword has ceased to be part +of the masculine costume. But in the effect of eyelids and lashes, in +the contraction of the gaze, in the twitching of the lips, is there not +some influence that communicates the terror which they express with such +vivid magnetic power? + +“Ah, if I were free, if----” + +“Oh! is it only your husband that stands in the way?” the General +exclaimed joyfully, as he strode to and fro in the boudoir. “Dear +Antoinette, I wield a more absolute power than the Autocrat of all the +Russias. I have a compact with Fate; I can advance or retard destiny, +so far as men are concerned, at my fancy, as you alter the hands of a +watch. If you can direct the course of fate in our political machinery, +it simply means (does it not?) that you understand the ins and outs of +it. You shall be free before very long, and then you must remember your +promise.” + +“Armand!” she cried. “What do you mean? Great heavens! Can you imagine +that I am to be the prize of a crime? Do you want to kill me? Why! you +cannot have any religion in you! For my own part, I fear God. M. de +Langeais may have given me reason to hate him, but I wish him no manner +of harm.” + +M. de Montriveau beat a tattoo on the marble chimney-piece, and only +looked composedly at the lady. + +“Dear,” continued she, “respect him. He does not love me, he is not kind +to me, but I have duties to fulfil with regard to him. What would I not +do to avert the calamities with which you threaten him?--Listen,” she +continued after a pause, “I will not say another word about separation; +you shall come here as in the past, and I will still give you my +forehead to kiss. If I refused once or twice, it was pure coquetry, +indeed it was. But let us understand each other,” she added as he came +closer. “You will permit me to add to the number of my satellites; to +receive even more visitors in the morning than heretofore; I mean to be +twice as frivolous; I mean to use you to all appearance very badly; +to feign a rupture; you must come not quite so often, and then, +afterwards----” + +While she spoke, she had allowed him to put an arm about her waist, +Montriveau was holding her tightly to him, and she seemed to feel the +exceeding pleasure that women usually feel in that close contact, an +earnest of the bliss of a closer union. And then, doubtless she meant to +elicit some confidence, for she raised herself on tiptoe, and laid her +forehead against Armand’s burning lips. + +“And then,” Montriveau finished her sentence for her, “you shall not +speak to me of your husband. You ought not to think of him again.” + +Mme de Langeais was silent awhile. + +“At least,” she said, after a significant pause, “at least you will do +all that I wish without grumbling, you will not be naughty; tell me so, +my friend? You wanted to frighten me, did you not? Come, now, confess +it?... You are too good ever to think of crimes. But is it possible that +you can have secrets that I do not know? How can you control Fate?” + +“Now, when you confirm the gift of the heart that you have already given +me, I am far too happy to know exactly how to answer you. I can trust +you, Antoinette; I shall have no suspicion, no unfounded jealousy of +you. But if accident should set you free, we shall be one----” + +“Accident, Armand?” (With that little dainty turn of the head that seems +to say so many things, a gesture that such women as the Duchess can use +on light occasions, as a great singer can act with her voice.) “Pure +accident,” she repeated. “Mind that. If anything should happen to M. de +Langeais by your fault, I should never be yours.” + +And so they parted, mutually content. The Duchess had made a pact +that left her free to prove to the world by words and deeds that M. de +Montriveau was no lover of hers. And as for him, the wily Duchess +vowed to tire him out. He should have nothing of her beyond the little +concessions snatched in the course of contests that she could stop +at her pleasure. She had so pretty an art of revoking the grant +of yesterday, she was so much in earnest in her purpose to remain +technically virtuous, that she felt that there was not the slightest +danger for her in preliminaries fraught with peril for a woman less sure +of her self-command. After all, the Duchess was practically separated +from her husband; a marriage long since annulled was no great sacrifice +to make to her love. + +Montriveau on his side was quite happy to win the vaguest promise, glad +once for all to sweep aside, with all scruples of conjugal fidelity, her +stock of excuses for refusing herself to his love. He had gained ground +a little, and congratulated himself. And so for a time he took unfair +advantage of the rights so hardly won. More a boy than he had ever been +in his life, he gave himself up to all the childishness that makes first +love the flower of life. He was a child again as he poured out all +his soul, all the thwarted forces that passion had given him, upon her +hands, upon the dazzling forehead that looked so pure to his eyes; upon +her fair hair; on the tufted curls where his lips were pressed. And the +Duchess, on whom his love was poured like a flood, was vanquished by +the magnetic influence of her lover’s warmth; she hesitated to begin +the quarrel that must part them forever. She was more a woman than she +thought, this slight creature, in her effort to reconcile the demands +of religion with the ever-new sensations of vanity, the semblance of +pleasure which turns a Parisienne’s head. Every Sunday she went to Mass; +she never missed a service; then, when evening came, she was steeped in +the intoxicating bliss of repressed desire. Armand and Mme de Langeais, +like Hindoo fakirs, found the reward of their continence in the +temptations to which it gave rise. Possibly, the Duchess had ended by +resolving love into fraternal caresses, harmless enough, as it might +have seemed to the rest of the world, while they borrowed extremes +of degradation from the license of her thoughts. How else explain the +incomprehensible mystery of her continual fluctuations? Every morning +she proposed to herself to shut her door on the Marquis de Montriveau; +every evening, at the appointed hour, she fell under the charm of his +presence. There was a languid defence; then she grew less unkind. Her +words were sweet and soothing. They were lovers--lovers only could have +been thus. For him the Duchess would display her most sparkling wit, her +most captivating wiles; and when at last she had wrought upon his senses +and his soul, she might submit herself passively to his fierce caresses, +but she had her _nec plus ultra_ of passion; and when once it was +reached, she grew angry if he lost the mastery of himself and made +as though he would pass beyond. No woman on earth can brave the +consequences of refusal without some motive; nothing is more natural +than to yield to love; wherefore Mme de Langeais promptly raised a +second line of fortification, a stronghold less easy to carry than +the first. She evoked the terrors of religion. Never did Father of +the Church, however eloquent, plead the cause of God better than the +Duchess. Never was the wrath of the Most High better justified than +by her voice. She used no preacher’s commonplaces, no rhetorical +amplifications. No. She had a “pulpit-tremor” of her own. To Armand’s +most passionate entreaty, she replied with a tearful gaze, and a gesture +in which a terrible plenitude of emotion found expression. She stopped +his mouth with an appeal for mercy. She would not hear another word; if +she did, she must succumb; and better death than criminal happiness. + +“Is it nothing to disobey God?” she asked him, recovering a voice grown +faint in the crises of inward struggles, through which the fair +actress appeared to find it hard to preserve her self-control. “I would +sacrifice society, I would give up the whole world for you, gladly; but +it is very selfish of you to ask my whole after-life of me for a moment +of pleasure. Come, now! are you not happy?” she added, holding out her +hand; and certainly in her careless toilette the sight of her afforded +consolations to her lover, who made the most of them. + +Sometimes from policy, to keep her hold on a man whose ardent passion +gave her emotions unknown before, sometimes in weakness, she suffered +him to snatch a swift kiss; and immediately, in feigned terror, she +flushed red and exiled Armand from the sofa so soon as the sofa became +dangerous ground. + +“Your joys are sins for me to expiate, Armand; they are paid for by +penitence and remorse,” she cried. + +And Montriveau, now at two chairs’ distance from that aristocratic +petticoat, betook himself to blasphemy and railed against Providence. +The Duchess grew angry at such times. + +“My friend,” she said drily, “I do not understand why you decline to +believe in God, for it is impossible to believe in man. Hush, do not +talk like that. You have too great a nature to take up their Liberal +nonsense with its pretension to abolish God.” + +Theological and political disputes acted like a cold douche on +Montriveau; he calmed down; he could not return to love when the Duchess +stirred up his wrath by suddenly setting him down a thousand miles away +from the boudoir, discussing theories of absolute monarchy, which she +defended to admiration. Few women venture to be democrats; the attitude +of democratic champion is scarcely compatible with tyrannous feminine +sway. But often, on the other hand, the General shook out his mane, +dropped politics with a leonine growling and lashing of the flanks, and +sprang upon his prey; he was no longer capable of carrying a heart and +brain at such variance for very far; he came back, terrible with love, +to his mistress. And she, if she felt the prick of fancy stimulated to +a dangerous point, knew that it was time to leave her boudoir; she came +out of the atmosphere surcharged with desires that she drew in with +her breath, sat down to the piano, and sang the most exquisite songs +of modern music, and so baffled the physical attraction which at times +showed her no mercy, though she was strong enough to fight it down. + +At such times she was something sublime in Armand’s eyes; she was not +acting, she was genuine; the unhappy lover was convinced that she loved +him. Her egoistic resistance deluded him into a belief that she was a +pure and sainted woman; he resigned himself; he talked of Platonic love, +did this artillery officer! + +When Mme de Langeais had played with religion sufficiently to suit her +own purposes, she played with it again for Armand’s benefit. She wanted +to bring him back to a Christian frame of mind; she brought out her +edition of _Le Genie du Christianisme_, adapted for the use of military +men. Montriveau chafed; his yoke was heavy. Oh! at that, possessed by +the spirit of contradiction, she dinned religion into his ears, to see +whether God might not rid her of this suitor, for the man’s persistence +was beginning to frighten her. And in any case she was glad to prolong +any quarrel, if it bade fair to keep the dispute on moral grounds for +an indefinite period; the material struggle which followed it was more +dangerous. + +But if the time of her opposition on the ground of the marriage law +might be said to be the _epoque civile_ of this sentimental warfare, the +ensuing phase which might be taken to constitute the _epoque religieuse_ +had also its crisis and consequent decline of severity. + +Armand happening to come in very early one evening, found M. l’Abbe +Gondrand, the Duchess’s spiritual director, established in an armchair +by the fireside, looking as a spiritual director might be expected to +look while digesting his dinner and the charming sins of his penitent. +In the ecclesiastic’s bearing there was a stateliness befitting a +dignitary of the Church; and the episcopal violet hue already appeared +in his dress. At sight of his fresh, well-preserved complexion, smooth +forehead, and ascetic’s mouth, Montriveau’s countenance grew uncommonly +dark; he said not a word under the malicious scrutiny of the other’s +gaze, and greeted neither the lady nor the priest. The lover apart, +Montriveau was not wanting in tact; so a few glances exchanged with the +bishop-designate told him that here was the real forger of the Duchess’s +armory of scruples. + +That an ambitious abbe should control the happiness of a man of +Montriveau’s temper, and by underhand ways! The thought burst in a +furious tide over his face, clenched his fists, and set him chafing and +pacing to and fro; but when he came back to his place intending to make +a scene, a single look from the Duchess was enough. He was quiet. + +Any other woman would have been put out by her lover’s gloomy silence; +it was quite otherwise with Mme de Langeais. She continued her +conversation with M. de Gondrand on the necessity of re-establishing the +Church in its ancient splendour. And she talked brilliantly. + +The Church, she maintained, ought to be a temporal as well as a +spiritual power, stating her case better than the Abbe had done, and +regretting that the Chamber of Peers, unlike the English House of Lords, +had no bench of bishops. Nevertheless, the Abbe rose, yielded his place +to the General, and took his leave, knowing that in Lent he could play a +return game. As for the Duchess, Montriveau’s behaviour had excited +her curiosity to such a pitch that she scarcely rose to return her +director’s low bow. + +“What is the matter with you, my friend?” + +“Why, I cannot stomach that Abbe of yours.” + +“Why did you not take a book?” she asked, careless whether the Abbe, +then closing the door, heard her or no. + +The General paused, for the gesture which accompanied the Duchess’s +speech further increased the exceeding insolence of her words. + +“My dear Antoinette, thank you for giving love precedence of the Church; +but, for pity’s sake, allow me to ask one question.” + +“Oh! you are questioning me! I am quite willing. You are my friend, are +you not? I certainly can open the bottom of my heart to you; you will +see only one image there.” + +“Do you talk about our love to that man?” + +“He is my confessor.” + +“Does he know that I love you?” + +“M. de Montriveau, you cannot claim, I think, to penetrate the secrets +of the confessional?” + +“Does that man know all about our quarrels and my love for you?” + +“That man, monsieur; say God!” + +“God again! _I_ ought to be alone in your heart. But leave God alone +where He is, for the love of God and me. Madame, you _shall not_ go to +confession again, or----” + +“Or?” she repeated sweetly. + +“Or I will never come back here.” + +“Then go, Armand. Good-bye, good-bye forever.” + +She rose and went to her boudoir without so much as a glance at Armand, +as he stood with his hand on the back of a chair. How long he stood +there motionless he himself never knew. The soul within has the +mysterious power of expanding as of contracting space. + +He opened the door of the boudoir. It was dark within. A faint voice was +raised to say sharply: + +“I did not ring. What made you come in without orders? Go away, +Suzette.” + +“Then you are ill,” exclaimed Montriveau. + +“Stand up, monsieur, and go out of the room for a minute at any rate,” + she said, ringing the bell. + +“Mme la Duchesse rang for lights?” said the footman, coming in with the +candles. When the lovers were alone together, Mme de Langeais still lay +on her couch; she was just as silent and motionless as if Montriveau had +not been there. + +“Dear, I was wrong,” he began, a note of pain and a sublime kindness in +his voice. “Indeed, I would not have you without religion----” + +“It is fortunate that you can recognise the necessity of a conscience,” + she said in a hard voice, without looking at him. “I thank you in God’s +name.” + +The General was broken down by her harshness; this woman seemed as +if she could be at will a sister or a stranger to him. He made one +despairing stride towards the door. He would leave her forever without +another word. He was wretched; and the Duchess was laughing within +herself over mental anguish far more cruel than the old judicial +torture. But as for going away, it was not in his power to do it. In any +sort of crisis, a woman is, as it were, bursting with a certain quantity +of things to say; so long as she has not delivered herself of them, +she experiences the sensation which we are apt to feel at the sight of +something incomplete. Mme de Langeais had not said all that was in her +mind. She took up her parable and said: + +“We have not the same convictions, General, I am pained to think. It +would be dreadful if a woman could not believe in a religion which +permits us to love beyond the grave. I set Christian sentiments aside; +you cannot understand them. Let me simply speak to you of expediency. +Would you forbid a woman at court the table of the Lord when it is +customary to take the sacrament at Easter? People must certainly do +something for their party. The Liberals, whatever they may wish to do, +will never destroy the religious instinct. Religion will always be +a political necessity. Would you undertake to govern a nation of +logic-choppers? Napoleon was afraid to try; he persecuted ideologists. +If you want to keep people from reasoning, you must give them something +to feel. So let us accept the Roman Catholic Church with all its +consequences. And if we would have France go to mass, ought we not to +begin by going ourselves? Religion, you see, Armand, is a bond uniting +all the conservative principles which enable the rich to live in +tranquillity. Religion and the rights of property are intimately +connected. It is certainly a finer thing to lead a nation by ideas of +morality than by fear of the scaffold, as in the time of the Terror--the +one method by which your odious Revolution could enforce obedience. +The priest and the king--that means you, and me, and the Princess +my neighbour; and, in a word, the interests of all honest people +personified. There, my friend, just be so good as to belong to your +party, you that might be its Scylla if you had the slightest ambition +that way. I know nothing about politics myself; I argue from my own +feelings; but still I know enough to guess that society would +be overturned if people were always calling its foundations in +question----” + +“If that is how your Court and your Government think, I am sorry for +you,” broke in Montriveau. “The Restoration, madam, ought to say, like +Catherine de Medici, when she heard that the battle of Dreux was lost, +‘Very well; now we will go to the meeting-house.’ Now 1815 was your +battle of Dreux. Like the royal power of those days, you won in +fact, while you lost in right. Political Protestantism has gained an +ascendancy over people’s minds. If you have no mind to issue your Edict +of Nantes; or if, when it is issued, you publish a Revocation; if you +should one day be accused and convicted of repudiating the Charter, +which is simply a pledge given to maintain the interests established +under the Republic, then the Revolution will rise again, terrible in her +strength, and strike but a single blow. It will not be the Revolution +that will go into exile; she is the very soil of France. Men die, but +people’s interests do not die. ... Eh, great Heavens! what are France +and the crown and rightful sovereigns, and the whole world besides, to +us? Idle words compared with my happiness. Let them reign or be hurled +from the throne, little do I care. Where am I now?” + +“In the Duchesse de Langeais’ boudoir, my friend.” + +“No, no. No more of the Duchess, no more of Langeais; I am with my dear +Antoinette.” + +“Will you do me the pleasure to stay where you are,” she said, laughing +and pushing him back, gently however. + +“So you have never loved me,” he retorted, and anger flashed in +lightning from his eyes. + +“No, dear”; but the “No” was equivalent to “Yes.” + +“I am a great ass,” he said, kissing her hands. The terrible queen was a +woman once more.--“Antoinette,” he went on, laying his head on her feet, +“you are too chastely tender to speak of our happiness to anyone in this +world.” + +“Oh!” she cried, rising to her feet with a swift, graceful spring, +“you are a great simpleton.” And without another word she fled into the +drawing-room. + +“What is it now?” wondered the General, little knowing that the touch of +his burning forehead had sent a swift electric thrill through her from +foot to head. + +In hot wrath he followed her to the drawing-room, only to hear divinely +sweet chords. The Duchess was at the piano. If the man of science or the +poet can at once enjoy and comprehend, bringing his intelligence to bear +upon his enjoyment without loss of delight, he is conscious that the +alphabet and phraseology of music are but cunning instruments for +the composer, like the wood and copper wire under the hands of the +executant. For the poet and the man of science there is a music existing +apart, underlying the double expression of this language of the spirit +and senses. _Andiamo mio ben_ can draw tears of joy or pitying laughter +at the will of the singer; and not unfrequently one here and there in +the world, some girl unable to live and bear the heavy burden of an +unguessed pain, some man whose soul vibrates with the throb of passion, +may take up a musical theme, and lo! heaven is opened for them, or they +find a language for themselves in some sublime melody, some song lost to +the world. + +The General was listening now to such a song; a mysterious music unknown +to all other ears, as the solitary plaint of some mateless bird dying +alone in a virgin forest. + +“Great Heavens! what are you playing there?” he asked in an unsteady +voice. + +“The prelude of a ballad, called, I believe, _Fleuve du Tage_.” + +“I did not know that there was such music in a piano,” he returned. + +“Ah!” she said, and for the first time she looked at him as a woman +looks at the man she loves, “nor do you know, my friend, that I love +you, and that you cause me horrible suffering; and that I feel that I +must utter my cry of pain without putting it too plainly into words. If +I did not, I should yield----But you see nothing.” + +“And you will not make me happy!” + +“Armand, I should die of sorrow the next day.” + +The General turned abruptly from her and went. But out in the street he +brushed away the tears that he would not let fall. + +The religious phase lasted for three months. At the end of that time the +Duchess grew weary of vain repetitions; the Deity, bound hand and foot, +was delivered up to her lover. Possibly she may have feared that by +sheer dint of talking of eternity she might perpetuate his love in this +world and the next. For her own sake, it must be believed that no man +had touched her heart, or her conduct would be inexcusable. She was +young; the time when men and women feel that they cannot afford to lose +time or to quibble over their joys was still far off. She, no doubt, was +on the verge not of first love, but of her first experience of the bliss +of love. And from inexperience, for want of the painful lessons which +would have taught her to value the treasure poured out at her feet, she +was playing with it. Knowing nothing of the glory and rapture of the +light, she was fain to stay in the shadow. + +Armand was just beginning to understand this strange situation; he put +his hope in the first word spoken by nature. Every evening, as he came +away from Mme de Langeais’, he told himself that no woman would accept +the tenderest, most delicate proofs of a man’s love during seven months, +nor yield passively to the slighter demands of passion, only to cheat +love at the last. He was waiting patiently for the sun to gain power, +not doubting but that he should receive the earliest fruits. The married +woman’s hesitations and the religious scruples he could quite well +understand. He even rejoiced over those battles. He mistook the +Duchess’s heartless coquetry for modesty; and he would not have had her +otherwise. So he had loved to see her devising obstacles; was he not +gradually triumphing over them? Did not every victory won swell the +meagre sum of lovers’ intimacies long denied, and at last conceded with +every sign of love? Still, he had had such leisure to taste the full +sweetness of every small successive conquest on which a lover feeds +his love, that these had come to be matters of use and wont. So far as +obstacles went, there were none now save his own awe of her; nothing +else left between him and his desire save the whims of her who allowed +him to call her Antoinette. So he made up his mind to demand more, to +demand all. Embarrassed like a young lover who cannot dare to believe +that his idol can stoop so low, he hesitated for a long time. He passed +through the experience of terrible reactions within himself. A set +purpose was annihilated by a word, and definite resolves died within him +on the threshold. He despised himself for his weakness, and still his +desire remained unuttered. Nevertheless, one evening, after sitting +in gloomy melancholy, he brought out a fierce demand for his illegally +legitimate rights. The Duchess had not to wait for her bond-slave’s +request to guess his desire. When was a man’s desire a secret? And have +not women an intuitive knowledge of the meaning of certain changes of +countenance? + +“What! you wish to be my friend no longer?” she broke in at the first +words, and a divine red surging like new blood under the transparent +skin, lent brightness to her eyes. “As a reward for my generosity, you +would dishonor me? Just reflect a little. I myself have thought much +over this; and I think always for us _both_. There is such a thing as +a woman’s loyalty, and we can no more fail in it than you can fail in +honour. _I_ cannot blind myself. If I am yours, how, in any sense, can +I be M. de Langeais’ wife? Can you require the sacrifice of my position, +my rank, my whole life in return for a doubtful love that could not wait +patiently for seven months? What! already you would rob me of my right +to dispose of myself? No, no; you must not talk like this again. No, not +another word. I will not, I cannot listen to you.” + +Mme de Langeais raised both hands to her head to push back the tufted +curls from her hot forehead; she seemed very much excited. + +“You come to a weak woman with your purpose definitely planned out. You +say--‘For a certain length of time she will talk to me of her husband, +then of God, and then of the inevitable consequences. But I will use +and abuse the ascendancy I shall gain over her; I will make myself +indispensable; all the bonds of habit, all the misconstructions of +outsiders, will make for me; and at length, when our _liaison_ is taken +for granted by all the world, I shall be this woman’s master.’--Now, be +frank; these are your thoughts! Oh! you calculate, and you say that you +love. Shame on you! You are enamoured? Ah! that I well believe! You +wish to possess me, to have me for your mistress, that is all! Very well +then, No! The _Duchesse de Langeais_ will not descend so far. Simple +_bourgeoises_ may be the victims of your treachery--I, never! Nothing +gives me assurance of your love. You speak of my beauty; I may lose +every trace of it in six months, like the dear Princess, my neighbour. +You are captivated by my wit, my grace. Great Heavens! you would soon +grow used to them and to the pleasures of possession. Have not the +little concessions that I was weak enough to make come to be a matter of +course in the last few months? Some day, when ruin comes, you will give +me no reason for the change in you beyond a curt, ‘I have ceased to +care for you.’--Then, rank and fortune and honour and all that was the +Duchesse de Langeais will be swallowed up in one disappointed hope. +I shall have children to bear witness to my shame, and----” With an +involuntary gesture she interrupted herself, and continued: “But I am +too good-natured to explain all this to you when you know it better than +I. Come! let us stay as we are. I am only too fortunate in that I can +still break these bonds which you think so strong. Is there anything so +very heroic in coming to the Hotel de Langeais to spend an evening +with a woman whose prattle amuses you?--a woman whom you take for a +plaything? Why, half a dozen young coxcombs come here just as regularly +every afternoon between three and five. They, too, are very generous, I +am to suppose? I make fun of them; they stand my petulance and insolence +pretty quietly, and make me laugh; but as for you, I give all the +treasures of my soul to you, and you wish to ruin me, you try my +patience in endless ways. Hush, that will do, that will do,” she +continued, seeing that he was about to speak, “you have no heart, +no soul, no delicacy. I know what you want to tell me. Very well, +then--yes. I would rather you should take me for a cold, insensible +woman, with no devotion in her composition, no heart even, than be +taken by everybody else for a vulgar person, and be condemned to your +so-called pleasures, of which you would most certainly tire, and to +everlasting punishment for it afterwards. Your selfish love is not worth +so many sacrifices....” + +The words give but a very inadequate idea of the discourse which the +Duchess trilled out with the quick volubility of a bird-organ. Nor, +truly, was there anything to prevent her from talking on for some time +to come, for poor Armand’s only reply to the torrent of flute notes was +a silence filled with cruelly painful thoughts. He was just beginning to +see that this woman was playing with him; he divined instinctively +that a devoted love, a responsive love, does not reason and count +the consequences in this way. Then, as he heard her reproach him with +detestable motives, he felt something like shame as he remembered that +unconsciously he had made those very calculations. With angelic honesty +of purpose, he looked within, and self-examination found nothing but +selfishness in all his thoughts and motives, in the answers which he +framed and could not utter. He was self-convicted. In his despair +he longed to fling himself from the window. The egoism of it was +intolerable. + +What indeed can a man say when a woman will not believe in love?--Let me +prove how much I love you.--The _I_ is always there. + +The heroes of the boudoir, in such circumstances, can follow the example +of the primitive logician who preceded the Pyrrhonists and denied +movement. Montriveau was not equal to this feat. With all his audacity, +he lacked this precise kind which never deserts an adept in the formulas +of feminine algebra. If so many women, and even the best of women, fall +a prey to a kind of expert to whom the vulgar give a grosser name, it is +perhaps because the said experts are great _provers_, and love, in spite +of its delicious poetry of sentiment, requires a little more geometry +than people are wont to think. + +Now the Duchess and Montriveau were alike in this--they were both +equally unversed in love lore. The lady’s knowledge of theory was but +scanty; in practice she knew nothing whatever; she felt nothing, and +reflected over everything. Montriveau had had but little experience, was +absolutely ignorant of theory, and felt too much to reflect at all. Both +therefore were enduring the consequences of the singular situation. +At that supreme moment the myriad thoughts in his mind might have +been reduced to the formula--“Submit to be mine----” words which seem +horribly selfish to a woman for whom they awaken no memories, recall no +ideas. Something nevertheless he must say. And what was more, though her +barbed shafts had set his blood tingling, though the short phrases that +she discharged at him one by one were very keen and sharp and cold, he +must control himself lest he should lose all by an outbreak of anger. + +“Mme la Duchesse, I am in despair that God should have invented no way +for a woman to confirm the gift of her heart save by adding the gift of +her person. The high value which you yourself put upon the gift teaches +me that I cannot attach less importance to it. If you have given me +your inmost self and your whole heart, as you tell me, what can the rest +matter? And besides, if my happiness means so painful a sacrifice, let +us say no more about it. But you must pardon a man of spirit if he feels +humiliated at being taken for a spaniel.” + +The tone in which the last remark was uttered might perhaps have +frightened another woman; but when the wearer of a petticoat has allowed +herself to be addressed as a Divinity, and thereby set herself above all +other mortals, no power on earth can be so haughty. + +“M. le Marquis, I am in despair that God should not have invented +some nobler way for a man to confirm the gift of his heart than by the +manifestation of prodigiously vulgar desires. We become bond-slaves +when we give ourselves body and soul, but a man is bound to nothing by +accepting the gift. Who will assure me that love will last? The very +love that I might show for you at every moment, the better to keep your +love, might serve you as a reason for deserting me. I have no wish to be +a second edition of Mme de Beauseant. Who can ever know what it is that +keeps you beside us? Our persistent coldness of heart is the cause of +an unfailing passion in some of you; other men ask for an untiring +devotion, to be idolized at every moment; some for gentleness, others +for tyranny. No woman in this world as yet has really read the riddle of +man’s heart.” + +There was a pause. When she spoke again it was in a different tone. + +“After all, my friend, you cannot prevent a woman from trembling at the +question, ‘Will this love last always?’ Hard though my words may be, +the dread of losing you puts them into my mouth. Oh, me! it is not I +who speaks, dear, it is reason; and how should anyone so mad as I be +reasonable? In truth, I am nothing of the sort.” + +The poignant irony of her answer had changed before the end into the +most musical accents in which a woman could find utterance for ingenuous +love. To listen to her words was to pass in a moment from martyrdom to +heaven. Montriveau grew pale; and for the first time in his life, he +fell on his knees before a woman. He kissed the Duchess’s skirt hem, her +knees, her feet; but for the credit of the Faubourg Saint-Germain it is +necessary to respect the mysteries of its boudoirs, where many are fain +to take the utmost that Love can give without giving proof of love in +return. + +The Duchess thought herself generous when she suffered herself to be +adored. But Montriveau was in a wild frenzy of joy over her complete +surrender of the position. + +“Dear Antoinette,” he cried. “Yes, you are right; I will not have you +doubt any longer. I too am trembling at this moment--lest the angel of +my life should leave me; I wish I could invent some tie that might bind +us to each other irrevocably.” + +“Ah!” she said, under her breath, “so I was right, you see.” + +“Let me say all that I have to say; I will scatter all your fears with +a word. Listen! if I deserted you, I should deserve to die a thousand +deaths. Be wholly mine, and I will give you the right to kill me if I +am false. I myself will write a letter explaining certain reasons for +taking my own life; I will make my final arrangements, in short. You +shall have the letter in your keeping; in the eye of the law it will be +a sufficient explanation of my death. You can avenge yourself, and fear +nothing from God or men.” + +“What good would the letter be to me? What would life be if I had lost +your love? If I wished to kill you, should I not be ready to follow? No; +thank you for the thought, but I do not want the letter. Should I not +begin to dread that you were faithful to me through fear? And if a man +knows that he must risk his life for a stolen pleasure, might it not +seem more tempting? Armand, the thing I ask of you is the one hard thing +to do.” + +“Then what is it that you wish?” + +“Your obedience and my liberty.” + +“Ah, God!” cried he, “I am a child.” + +“A wayward, much spoilt child,” she said, stroking the thick hair, +for his head still lay on her knee. “Ah! and loved far more than he +believes, and yet he is very disobedient. Why not stay as we are? Why +not sacrifice to me the desires that hurt me? Why not take what I can +give, when it is all that I can honestly grant? Are you not happy?” + +“Oh yes, I am happy when I have not a doubt left. Antoinette, doubt in +love is a kind of death, is it not?” + +In a moment he showed himself as he was, as all men are under the +influence of that hot fever; he grew eloquent, insinuating. And the +Duchess tasted the pleasures which she reconciled with her conscience +by some private, Jesuitical ukase of her own; Armand’s love gave her a +thrill of cerebral excitement which custom made as necessary to her as +society, or the Opera. To feel that she was adored by this man, who rose +above other men, whose character frightened her; to treat him like a +child; to play with him as Poppaea played with Nero--many women, like +the wives of King Henry VIII, have paid for such a perilous delight with +all the blood in their veins. Grim presentiment! Even as she surrendered +the delicate, pale, gold curls to his touch, and felt the close pressure +of his hand, the little hand of a man whose greatness she could not +mistake; even as she herself played with his dark, thick locks, in that +boudoir where she reigned a queen, the Duchess would say to herself: + +“This man is capable of killing me if he once finds out that I am +playing with him.” + +Armand de Montriveau stayed with her till two o’clock in the morning. +From that moment this woman, whom he loved, was neither a duchess nor a +Navarreins; Antoinette, in her disguises, had gone so far as to appear +to be a woman. On that most blissful evening, the sweetest prelude ever +played by a Parisienne to what the world calls “a slip”; in spite of all +her affectations of a coyness which she did not feel, the General saw +all maidenly beauty in her. He had some excuse for believing that so +many storms of caprice had been but clouds covering a heavenly soul; +that these must be lifted one by one like the veils that hid her divine +loveliness. The Duchess became, for him, the most simple and girlish +mistress; she was the one woman in the world for him; and he went away +quite happy in that at last he had brought her to give him such pledges +of love, that it seemed to him impossible but that he should be but her +husband henceforth in secret, her choice sanctioned by Heaven. + +Armand went slowly home, turning this thought in his mind with the +impartiality of a man who is conscious of all the responsibilities that +love lays on him while he tastes the sweetness of its joys. He went +along the Quais to see the widest possible space of sky; his heart had +grown in him; he would fain have had the bounds of the firmament and of +earth enlarged. It seemed to him that his lungs drew an ampler breath. +In the course of his self-examination, as he walked, he vowed to love +this woman so devoutly, that every day of her life she should find +absolution for her sins against society in unfailing happiness. Sweet +stirrings of life when life is at the full! The man that is strong +enough to steep his soul in the colour of one emotion, feels infinite +joy as glimpses open out for him of an ardent lifetime that knows no +diminution of passion to the end; even so it is permitted to certain +mystics, in ecstasy, to behold the Light of God. Love would be naught +without the belief that it would last forever; love grows great +through constancy. It was thus that, wholly absorbed by his happiness, +Montriveau understood passion. + +“We belong to each other forever!” + +The thought was like a talisman fulfilling the wishes of his life. He +did not ask whether the Duchess might not change, whether her love might +not last. No, for he had faith. Without that virtue there is no future +for Christianity, and perhaps it is even more necessary to society. +A conception of life as feeling occurred to him for the first time; +hitherto he had lived by action, the most strenuous exertion of human +energies, the physical devotion, as it may be called, of the soldier. + +Next day M. de Montriveau went early in the direction of the Faubourg +Saint-Germain. He had made an appointment at a house not far from the +Hotel de Langeais; and the business over, he went thither as if to his +own home. The General’s companion chanced to be a man for whom he felt +a kind of repulsion whenever he met him in other houses. This was the +Marquis de Ronquerolles, whose reputation had grown so great in Paris +boudoirs. He was witty, clever, and what was more--courageous; he set +the fashion to all the young men in Paris. As a man of gallantry, his +success and experience were equally matters of envy; and neither fortune +nor birth was wanting in his case, qualifications which add such lustre +in Paris to a reputation as a leader of fashion. + +“Where are you going?” asked M. de Ronquerolles. + +“To Mme de Langeais’.” + +“Ah, true. I forgot that you had allowed her to lime you. You are +wasting your affections on her when they might be much better employed +elsewhere. I could have told you of half a score of women in the +financial world, any one of them a thousand times better worth your +while than that titled courtesan, who does with her brains what less +artificial women do with----” + +“What is this, my dear fellow?” Armand broke in. “The Duchess is an +angel of innocence.” + +Ronquerolles began to laugh. + +“Things being thus, dear boy,” said he, “it is my duty to enlighten you. +Just a word; there is no harm in it between ourselves. Has the Duchess +surrendered? If so, I have nothing more to say. Come, give me your +confidence. There is no occasion to waste your time in grafting +your great nature on that unthankful stock, when all your hopes and +cultivation will come to nothing.” + +Armand ingenuously made a kind of general report of his position, +enumerating with much minuteness the slender rights so hardly won. +Ronquerolles burst into a peal of laughter so heartless, that it would +have cost any other man his life. But from their manner of speaking and +looking at each other during that colloquy beneath the wall, in a corner +almost as remote from intrusion as the desert itself, it was easy to +imagine the friendship between the two men knew no bounds, and that no +power on earth could estrange them. + +“My dear Armand, why did you not tell me that the Duchess was a puzzle +to you? I would have given you a little advice which might have brought +your flirtation properly through. You must know, to begin with, that the +women of our Faubourg, like any other women, love to steep themselves in +love; but they have a mind to possess and not to be possessed. They have +made a sort of compromise with human nature. The code of their parish +gives them a pretty wide latitude short of the last transgression. The +sweets enjoyed by this fair Duchess of yours are so many venial sins +to be washed away in the waters of penitence. But if you had the +impertinence to ask in earnest for the moral sin to which naturally +you are sure to attach the highest importance, you would see the deep +disdain with which the door of the boudoir and the house would be +incontinently shut upon you. The tender Antoinette would dismiss +everything from her memory; you would be less than a cipher for her. +She would wipe away your kisses, my dear friend, as indifferently as she +would perform her ablutions. She would sponge love from her cheeks as +she washes off rouge. We know women of that sort--the thorough-bred +Parisienne. Have you ever noticed a grisette tripping along the street? +Her face is as good as a picture. A pretty cap, fresh cheeks, trim hair, +a guileful smile, and the rest of her almost neglected. Is not this true +to the life? Well, that is the Parisienne. She knows that her face is +all that will be seen, so she devotes all her care, finery, and vanity +to her head. The Duchess is the same; the head is everything with her. +She can only feel through her intellect, her heart lies in her brain, +she is a sort of intellectual epicure, she has a head-voice. We call +that kind of poor creature a Lais of the intellect. You have been taken +in like a boy. If you doubt it, you can have proof of it tonight, this +morning, this instant. Go up to her, try the demand as an experiment, +insist peremptorily if it is refused. You might set about it like the +late Marechal de Richelieu, and get nothing for your pains.” + +Armand was dumb with amazement. + +“Has your desire reached the point of infatuation?” + +“I want her at any cost!” Montriveau cried out despairingly. + +“Very well. Now, look here. Be as inexorable as she is herself. Try to +humiliate her, to sting her vanity. Do _not_ try to move her heart, +nor her soul, but the woman’s nerves and temperament, for she is both +nervous and lymphatic. If you can once awaken desire in her, you are +safe. But you must drop these romantic boyish notions of yours. If when +once you have her in your eagle’s talons you yield a point or draw back, +if you so much as stir an eyelid, if she thinks that she can regain her +ascendancy over you, she will slip out of your clutches like a fish, and +you will never catch her again. Be as inflexible as law. Show no more +charity than the headsman. Hit hard, and then hit again. Strike and keep +on striking as if you were giving her the knout. Duchesses are made of +hard stuff, my dear Armand; there is a sort of feminine nature that is +only softened by repeated blows; and as suffering develops a heart in +women of that sort, so it is a work of charity not to spare the rod. +Do you persevere. Ah! when pain has thoroughly relaxed those nerves and +softened the fibres that you take to be so pliant and yielding; when +a shriveled heart has learned to expand and contract and to beat under +this discipline; when the brain has capitulated--then, perhaps, passion +may enter among the steel springs of this machinery that turns out tears +and affectations and languors and melting phrases; then you shall see a +most magnificent conflagration (always supposing that the chimney takes +fire). The steel feminine system will glow red-hot like iron in the +forge; that kind of heat lasts longer than any other, and the glow of it +may possibly turn to love. + +“Still,” he continued, “I have my doubts. And, after all, is it worth +while to take so much trouble with the Duchess? Between ourselves a man +of my stamp ought first to take her in hand and break her in; I would +make a charming woman of her; she is a thoroughbred; whereas, you two +left to yourselves will never get beyond the A B C. But you are in love +with her, and just now you might not perhaps share my views on this +subject----. A pleasant time to you, my children,” added Ronquerolles, +after a pause. Then with a laugh: “I have decided myself for facile +beauties; they are tender, at any rate, the natural woman appears in +their love without any of your social seasonings. A woman that haggles +over herself, my poor boy, and only means to inspire love! Well, have +her like an extra horse--for show. The match between the sofa and +confessional, black and white, queen and knight, conscientious scruples +and pleasure, is an uncommonly amusing game of chess. And if a man knows +the game, let him be never so little of a rake, he wins in three moves. +Now, if I undertook a woman of that sort, I should start with the +deliberate purpose of----” His voice sank to a whisper over the last +words in Armand’s ear, and he went before there was time to reply. + +As for Montriveau, he sprang at a bound across the courtyard of the +Hotel de Langeais, went unannounced up the stairs straight to the +Duchess’s bedroom. + +“This is an unheard-of thing,” she said, hastily wrapping her +dressing-gown about her. “Armand! this is abominable of you! Come, leave +the room, I beg. Just go out of the room, and go at once. Wait for me in +the drawing-room.--Come now!” + +“Dear angel, has a plighted lover no privilege whatsoever?” + +“But, monsieur, it is in the worst possible taste of a plighted lover or +a wedded husband to break in like this upon his wife.” + +He came up to the Duchess, took her in his arms, and held her tightly to +him. + +“Forgive, dear Antoinette; but a host of horrid doubts are fermenting in +my heart.” + +“_Doubts_? Fie!--Oh, fie on you!” + +“Doubts all but justified. If you loved me, would you make this quarrel? +Would you not be glad to see me? Would you not have felt a something +stir in your heart? For I, that am not a woman, feel a thrill in my +inmost self at the mere sound of your voice. Often in a ballroom a +longing has come upon me to spring to your side and put my arms about +your neck.” + +“Oh! if you have doubts of me so long as I am not ready to spring to +your arms before all the world, I shall be doubted all my life long, I +suppose. Why, Othello was a mere child compared with you!” + +“Ah!” he cried despairingly, “you have no love for me----” + +“Admit, at any rate, that at this moment you are not lovable.” + +“Then I have still to find favour in your sight?” + +“Oh, I should think so. Come,” added she, “with a little imperious air, +go out of the room, leave me. I am not like you; I wish always to find +favour in your eyes.” + +Never woman better understood the art of putting charm into insolence, +and does not the charm double the effect? is it not enough to infuriate +the coolest of men? There was a sort of untrammeled freedom about Mme +de Langeais; a something in her eyes, her voice, her attitude, which is +never seen in a woman who loves when she stands face to face with him at +the mere sight of whom her heart must needs begin to beat. The Marquis +de Ronquerolles’ counsels had cured Armand of sheepishness; and further, +there came to his aid that rapid power of intuition which passion will +develop at moments in the least wise among mortals, while a great man +at such a time possesses it to the full. He guessed the terrible truth +revealed by the Duchess’s nonchalance, and his heart swelled with the +storm like a lake rising in flood. + +“If you told me the truth yesterday, be mine, dear Antoinette,” he +cried; “you shall----” + +“In the first place,” said she composedly, thrusting him back as he +came nearer--“in the first place, you are not to compromise me. My woman +might overhear you. Respect me, I beg of you. Your familiarity is all +very well in my boudoir in an evening; here it is quite different. +Besides, what may your ‘you shall’ mean? ‘You shall.’ No one as yet +has ever used that word to me. It is quite ridiculous, it seems to me, +absolutely ridiculous. + +“Will you surrender nothing to me on this point?” + +“Oh! do you call a woman’s right to dispose of herself a ‘point?’ A +capital point indeed; you will permit me to be entirely my own mistress +on that ‘point.’” + +“And how if, believing in your promises to me, I should absolutely +require it?” + +“Oh! then you would prove that I made the greatest possible mistake when +I made you a promise of any kind; and I should beg you to leave me in +peace.” + +The General’s face grew white; he was about to spring to her side, when +Mme de Langeais rang the bell, the maid appeared, and, smiling with a +mocking grace, the Duchess added, “Be so good as to return when I am +visible.” + +Then Montriveau felt the hardness of a woman as cold and keen as a steel +blade; she was crushing in her scorn. In one moment she had snapped +the bonds which held firm only for her lover. She had read Armand’s +intention in his face, and held that the moment had come for teaching +the Imperial soldier his lesson. He was to be made to feel that though +duchesses may lend themselves to love, they do not give themselves, and +that the conquest of one of them would prove a harder matter than the +conquest of Europe. + +“Madame,” returned Armand, “I have not time to wait. I am a spoilt +child, as you told me yourself. When I seriously resolve to have that of +which we have been speaking, I shall have it.” + +“You will have it?” queried she, and there was a trace of surprise in +her loftiness. + +“I shall have it.” + +“Oh! you would do me a great pleasure by ‘resolving’ to have it. For +curiosity’s sake, I should be delighted to know how you would set about +it----” + +“I am delighted to put a new interest into your life,” interrupted +Montriveau, breaking into a laugh which dismayed the Duchess. “Will you +permit me to take you to the ball tonight?” + +“A thousand thanks. M. de Marsay has been beforehand with you. I gave +him my promise.” + +Montriveau bowed gravely and went. + +“So Ronquerolles was right,” thought he, “and now for a game of chess.” + +Thenceforward he hid his agitation by complete composure. No man is +strong enough to bear such sudden alternations from the height of +happiness to the depths of wretchedness. So he had caught a glimpse of +happy life the better to feel the emptiness of his previous existence? +There was a terrible storm within him; but he had learned to endure, +and bore the shock of tumultuous thoughts as a granite cliff stands out +against the surge of an angry sea. + +“I could say nothing. When I am with her my wits desert me. She does not +know how vile and contemptible she is. Nobody has ventured to bring her +face to face with herself. She has played with many a man, no doubt; I +will avenge them all.” + +For the first time, it may be, in a man’s heart, revenge and love were +blended so equally that Montriveau himself could not know whether love +or revenge would carry all before it. That very evening he went to the +ball at which he was sure of seeing the Duchesse de Langeais, and almost +despaired of reaching her heart. He inclined to think that there was +something diabolical about this woman, who was gracious to him and +radiant with charming smiles; probably because she had no wish to +allow the world to think that she had compromised herself with M. de +Montriveau. Coolness on both sides is a sign of love; but so long as +the Duchess was the same as ever, while the Marquis looked sullen and +morose, was it not plain that she had conceded nothing? Onlookers know +the rejected lover by various signs and tokens; they never mistake the +genuine symptoms for a coolness such as some women command their adorers +to feign, in the hope of concealing their love. Everyone laughed at +Montriveau; and he, having omitted to consult his cornac, was abstracted +and ill at ease. M. de Ronquerolles would very likely have bidden him +compromise the Duchess by responding to her show of friendliness by +passionate demonstrations; but as it was, Armand de Montriveau came away +from the ball, loathing human nature, and even then scarcely ready to +believe in such complete depravity. + +“If there is no executioner for such crimes,” he said, as he looked up +at the lighted windows of the ballroom where the most enchanting women +in Paris were dancing, laughing, and chatting, “I will take you by the +nape of the neck, Mme la Duchesse, and make you feel something that +bites more deeply than the knife in the Place de la Greve. Steel against +steel; we shall see which heart will leave the deeper mark.” + +For a week or so Mme de Langeais hoped to see the Marquis de Montriveau +again; but he contented himself with sending his card every morning to +the Hotel de Langeais. The Duchess could not help shuddering each time +that the card was brought in, and a dim foreboding crossed her mind, but +the thought was vague as a presentiment of disaster. When her eyes fell +on the name, it seemed to her that she felt the touch of the implacable +man’s strong hand in her hair; sometimes the words seemed like a +prognostication of a vengeance which her lively intellect invented in +the most shocking forms. She had studied him too well not to dread him. +Would he murder her, she wondered? Would that bull-necked man dash out +her vitals by flinging her over his head? Would he trample her body +under his feet? When, where, and how would he get her into his power? +Would he make her suffer very much, and what kind of pain would he +inflict? She repented of her conduct. There were hours when, if he had +come, she would have gone to his arms in complete self-surrender. + +Every night before she slept she saw Montriveau’s face; every night it +wore a different aspect. Sometimes she saw his bitter smile, sometimes +the Jovelike knitting of the brows; or his leonine look, or some +disdainful movement of the shoulders made him terrible for her. Next day +the card seemed stained with blood. The name of Montriveau stirred her +now as the presence of the fiery, stubborn, exacting lover had never +done. Her apprehensions gathered strength in the silence. She was +forced, without aid from without, to face the thought of a hideous duel +of which she could not speak. Her proud hard nature was more responsive +to thrills of hate than it had ever been to the caresses of love. Ah! if +the General could but have seen her, as she sat with her forehead +drawn into folds between her brows; immersed in bitter thoughts in that +boudoir where he had enjoyed such happy moments, he might perhaps +have conceived high hopes. Of all human passions, is not pride alone +incapable of engendering anything base? Mme de Langeais kept her +thoughts to herself, but is it not permissible to suppose that M. de +Montriveau was no longer indifferent to her? And has not a man gained +ground immensely when a woman thinks about him? He is bound to make +progress with her either one way or the other afterwards. + +Put any feminine creature under the feet of a furious horse or other +fearsome beast; she will certainly drop on her knees and look for death; +but if the brute shows a milder mood and does not utterly slay her, +she will love the horse, lion, bull, or what not, and will speak of him +quite at her ease. The Duchess felt that she was under the lion’s paws; +she quaked, but she did not hate him. + +The man and woman thus singularly placed with regard to each other met +three times in society during the course of that week. Each time, +in reply to coquettish questioning glances, the Duchess received a +respectful bow, and smiles tinged with such savage irony, that all her +apprehensions over the card in the morning were revived at night. +Our lives are simply such as our feelings shape them for us; and the +feelings of these two had hollowed out a great gulf between them. + +The Comtesse de Serizy, the Marquis de Ronquerolles’ sister, gave a +great ball at the beginning of the following week, and Mme de Langeais +was sure to go to it. Armand was the first person whom the Duchess saw +when she came into the room, and this time Armand was looking out for +her, or so she thought at least. The two exchanged a look, and suddenly +the woman felt a cold perspiration break from every pore. She had +thought all along that Montriveau was capable of taking reprisals in +some unheard-of way proportioned to their condition, and now the revenge +had been discovered, it was ready, heated, and boiling. Lightnings +flashed from the foiled lover’s eyes, his face was radiant with exultant +vengeance. And the Duchess? Her eyes were haggard in spite of her +resolution to be cool and insolent. She went to take her place beside +the Comtesse de Serizy, who could not help exclaiming, “Dear Antoinette! +what is the matter with you? You are enough to frighten one.” + +“I shall be all right after a quadrille,” she answered, giving a hand to +a young man who came up at that moment. + +Mme de Langeais waltzed that evening with a sort of excitement and +transport which redoubled Montriveau’s lowering looks. He stood in front +of the line of spectators, who were amusing themselves by looking on. +Every time that _she_ came past him, his eyes darted down upon her +eddying face; he might have been a tiger with the prey in his grasp. The +waltz came to an end, Mme de Langeais went back to her place beside the +Countess, and Montriveau never took his eyes off her, talking all the +while with a stranger. + +“One of the things that struck me most on the journey,” he was saying +(and the Duchess listened with all her ears), “was the remark which the +man makes at Westminster when you are shown the axe with which a man in +a mask cut off Charles the First’s head, so they tell you. The King made +it first of all to some inquisitive person, and they repeat it still in +memory of him.” + +“What does the man say?” asked Mme de Serizy. + +“‘Do not touch the axe!’” replied Montriveau, and there was menace in +the sound of his voice. + +“Really, my Lord Marquis,” said Mme de Langeais, “you tell this old +story that everybody knows if they have been to London, and look at my +neck in such a melodramatic way that you seem to me to have an axe in +your hand.” + +The Duchess was in a cold sweat, but nevertheless she laughed as she +spoke the last words. + +“But circumstances give the story a quite new application,” returned he. + +“How so; pray tell me, for pity’s sake?” + +“In this way, madame--you have touched the axe,” said Montriveau, +lowering his voice. + +“What an enchanting prophecy!” returned she, smiling with assumed grace. +“And when is my head to fall?” + +“I have no wish to see that pretty head of yours cut off. I only fear +some great misfortune for you. If your head were clipped close, would +you feel no regrets for the dainty golden hair that you turn to such +good account?” + +“There are those for whom a woman would love to make such a sacrifice; +even if, as often happens, it is for the sake of a man who cannot make +allowances for an outbreak of temper.” + +“Quite so. Well, and if some wag were to spoil your beauty on a sudden +by some chemical process, and you, who are but eighteen for us, were to +be a hundred years old?” + +“Why, the smallpox is our Battle of Waterloo, monsieur,” she +interrupted. “After it is over we find out those who love us sincerely.” + +“Would you not regret the lovely face that?” + +“Oh! indeed I should, but less for my own sake than for the sake of +someone else whose delight it might have been. And, after all, if I were +loved, always loved, and truly loved, what would my beauty matter to +me?--What do you say, Clara?” + +“It is a dangerous speculation,” replied Mme de Serizy. + +“Is it permissible to ask His Majesty the King of Sorcerers when I made +the mistake of touching the axe, since I have not been to London as +yet?----” + +“_Not so_,” he answered in English, with a burst of ironical laughter. + +“And when will the punishment begin?” + +At this Montriveau coolly took out his watch, and ascertained the hour +with a truly appalling air of conviction. + +“A dreadful misfortune will befall you before this day is out.” + +“I am not a child to be easily frightened, or rather, I am a child +ignorant of danger,” said the Duchess. “I shall dance now without fear +on the edge of the precipice.” + +“I am delighted to know that you have so much strength of character,” he +answered, as he watched her go to take her place in a square dance. + +But the Duchess, in spite of her apparent contempt for Armand’s dark +prophecies, was really frightened. Her late lover’s presence weighed +upon her morally and physically with a sense of oppression that scarcely +ceased when he left the ballroom. And yet when she had drawn freer +breath, and enjoyed the relief for a moment, she found herself +regretting the sensation of dread, so greedy of extreme sensations is +the feminine nature. The regret was not love, but it was certainly akin +to other feelings which prepare the way for love. And then--as if the +impression which Montriveau had made upon her were suddenly revived--she +recollected his air of conviction as he took out his watch, and in a +sudden spasm of dread she went out. + +By this time it was about midnight. One of her servants, waiting with +her pelisse, went down to order her carriage. On her way home she fell +naturally enough to musing over M. de Montriveau’s prediction. Arrived +in her own courtyard, as she supposed, she entered a vestibule almost +like that of her own hotel, and suddenly saw that the staircase was +different. She was in a strange house. Turning to call her servants, she +was attacked by several men, who rapidly flung a handkerchief over her +mouth, bound her hand and foot, and carried her off. She shrieked aloud. + +“Madame, our orders are to kill you if you scream,” a voice said in her +ear. + +So great was the Duchess’s terror, that she could never recollect how +nor by whom she was transported. When she came to herself, she was lying +on a couch in a bachelor’s lodging, her hands and feet tied with silken +cords. In spite of herself, she shrieked aloud as she looked round and +met Armand de Montriveau’s eyes. He was sitting in his dressing-gown, +quietly smoking a cigar in his armchair. + +“Do not cry out, Mme la Duchesse,” he said, coolly taking the cigar out +of his mouth; “I have a headache. Besides, I will untie you. But listen +attentively to what I have the honour to say to you.” + +Very carefully he untied the knots that bound her feet. + +“What would be the use of calling out? Nobody can hear your cries. +You are too well bred to make any unnecessary fuss. If you do not stay +quietly, if you insist upon a struggle with me, I shall tie your +hands and feet again. All things considered, I think that you have +self-respect enough to stay on this sofa as if you were lying on your +own at home; cold as ever, if you will. You have made me shed many tears +on this couch, tears that I hid from all other eyes.” + +While Montriveau was speaking, the Duchess glanced about her; it was +a woman’s glance, a stolen look that saw all things and seemed to see +nothing. She was much pleased with the room. It was rather like a +monk’s cell. The man’s character and thoughts seemed to pervade it. No +decoration of any kind broke the grey painted surface of the walls. +A green carpet covered the floor. A black sofa, a table littered with +papers, two big easy-chairs, a chest of drawers with an alarum clock by +way of ornament, a very low bedstead with a coverlet flung over it--a +red cloth with a black key border--all these things made part of a +whole that told of a life reduced to its simplest terms. A triple +candle-sconce of Egyptian design on the chimney-piece recalled the +vast spaces of the desert and Montriveau’s long wanderings; a huge +sphinx-claw stood out beneath the folds of stuff at the bed-foot; +and just beyond, a green curtain with a black and scarlet border was +suspended by large rings from a spear handle above a door near one +corner of the room. The other door by which the band had entered was +likewise curtained, but the drapery hung from an ordinary curtain-rod. +As the Duchess finally noted that the pattern was the same on both, she +saw that the door at the bed-foot stood open; gleams of ruddy light +from the room beyond flickered below the fringed border. Naturally, the +ominous light roused her curiosity; she fancied she could distinguish +strange shapes in the shadows; but as it did not occur to her at the +time that danger could come from that quarter, she tried to gratify a +more ardent curiosity. + +“Monsieur, if it is not indiscreet, may I ask what you mean to do with +me?” The insolence and irony of the tone stung through the words. The +Duchess quite believed that she read extravagant love in Montriveau’s +speech. He had carried her off; was not that in itself an acknowledgment +of her power? + +“Nothing whatever, madame,” he returned, gracefully puffing the last +whiff of cigar smoke. “You will remain here for a short time. First +of all, I should like to explain to you what you are, and what I am. I +cannot put my thoughts into words whilst you are twisting on the sofa +in your boudoir; and besides, in your own house you take offence at the +slightest hint, you ring the bell, make an outcry, and turn your lover +out at the door as if he were the basest of wretches. Here my mind is +unfettered. Here nobody can turn me out. Here you shall be my victim for +a few seconds, and you are going to be so exceedingly kind as to listen +to me. You need fear nothing. I did not carry you off to insult you, nor +yet to take by force what you refused to grant of your own will to my +unworthiness. I could not stoop so low. You possibly think of outrage; +for myself, I have no such thoughts.” + +He flung his cigar coolly into the fire. + +“The smoke is unpleasant to you, no doubt, madame?” he said, and rising +at once, he took a chafing-dish from the hearth, burnt perfumes, and +purified the air. The Duchess’s astonishment was only equaled by her +humiliation. She was in this man’s power; and he would not abuse his +power. The eyes in which love had once blazed like flame were now quiet +and steady as stars. She trembled. Her dread of Armand was increased by +a nightmare sensation of restlessness and utter inability to move; she +felt as if she were turned to stone. She lay passive in the grip of +fear. She thought she saw the light behind the curtains grow to a blaze, +as if blown up by a pair of bellows; in another moment the gleams of +flame grew brighter, and she fancied that three masked figures suddenly +flashed out; but the terrible vision disappeared so swiftly that she +took it for an optical delusion. + +“Madame,” Armand continued with cold contempt, “one minute, just one +minute is enough for me, and you shall feel it afterwards at every +moment throughout your lifetime, the one eternity over which I have +power. I am not God. Listen carefully to me,” he continued, pausing to +add solemnity to his words. “Love will always come at your call. You +have boundless power over men: but remember that once you called love, +and love came to you; love as pure and true-hearted as may be on earth, +and as reverent as it was passionate; fond as a devoted woman’s, as a +mother’s love; a love so great indeed, that it was past the bounds of +reason. You played with it, and you committed a crime. Every woman has a +right to refuse herself to love which she feels she cannot share; and +if a man loves and cannot win love in return, he is not to be pitied, +he has no right to complain. But with a semblance of love to attract +an unfortunate creature cut off from all affection; to teach him to +understand happiness to the full, only to snatch it from him; to rob him +of his future of felicity; to slay his happiness not merely today, +but as long as his life lasts, by poisoning every hour of it and every +thought--this I call a fearful crime!” + +“Monsieur----” + +“I cannot allow you to answer me yet. So listen to me still. In any case +I have rights over you; but I only choose to exercise one--the right of +the judge over the criminal, so that I may arouse your conscience. If +you had no conscience left, I should not reproach you at all; but you +are so young! You must feel some life still in your heart; or so I like +to believe. While I think of you as depraved enough to do a wrong which +the law does not punish, I do not think you so degraded that you cannot +comprehend the full meaning of my words. I resume.” + +As he spoke the Duchess heard the smothered sound of a pair of bellows. +Those mysterious figures which she had just seen were blowing up the +fire, no doubt; the glow shone through the curtain. But Montriveau’s +lurid face was turned upon her; she could not choose but wait with a +fast-beating heart and eyes fixed in a stare. However curious she felt, +the heat in Armand’s words interested her even more than the crackling +of the mysterious flames. + +“Madame,” he went on after a pause, “if some poor wretch commits a +murder in Paris, it is the executioner’s duty, you know, to lay hands on +him and stretch him on the plank, where murderers pay for their crimes +with their heads. Then the newspapers inform everyone, rich and poor, so +that the former are assured that they may sleep in peace, and the latter +are warned that they must be on the watch if they would live. Well, you +that are religious, and even a little of a bigot, may have masses said +for such a man’s soul. You both belong to the same family, but yours is +the elder branch; and the elder branch may occupy high places in peace +and live happily and without cares. Want or anger may drive your brother +the convict to take a man’s life; you have taken more, you have taken +the joy out of a man’s life, you have killed all that was best in his +life--his dearest beliefs. The murderer simply lay in wait for his +victim, and killed him reluctantly, and in fear of the scaffold; but +_you_ ...! You heaped up every sin that weakness can commit against +strength that suspected no evil; you tamed a passive victim, the better +to gnaw his heart out; you lured him with caresses; you left nothing +undone that could set him dreaming, imagining, longing for the bliss of +love. You asked innumerable sacrifices of him, only to refuse to make +any in return. He should see the light indeed before you put out his +eyes! It is wonderful how you found the heart to do it! Such villainies +demand a display of resource quite above the comprehension of those +bourgeoises whom you laugh at and despise. They can give and forgive; +they know how to love and suffer. The grandeur of their devotion dwarfs +us. Rising higher in the social scale, one finds just as much mud as at +the lower end; but with this difference, at the upper end it is hard and +gilded over. + +“Yes, to find baseness in perfection, you must look for a noble bringing +up, a great name, a fair woman, a duchess. You cannot fall lower than +the lowest unless you are set high above the rest of the world.--I +express my thoughts badly; the wounds you dealt me are too painful as +yet, but do not think that I complain. My words are not the expression +of any hope for myself; there is no trace of bitterness in them. Know +this, madame, for a certainty--I forgive you. My forgiveness is so +complete that you need not feel in the least sorry that you came hither +to find it against your will.... But you might take advantage of other +hearts as child-like as my own, and it is my duty to spare them anguish. +So you have inspired the thought of justice. Expiate your sin here +on earth; God may perhaps forgive you; I wish that He may, but He is +inexorable, and will strike.” + +The broken-spirited, broken-hearted woman looked up, her eyes filled +with tears. + +“Why do you cry? Be true to your nature. You could look on indifferently +at the torture of a heart as you broke it. That will do, madame, do not +cry. I cannot bear it any longer. Other men will tell you that you have +given them life; as for myself, I tell you, with rapture, that you have +given me blank extinction. Perhaps you guess that I am not my own, that +I am bound to live for my friends, that from this time forth I must +endure the cold chill of death, as well as the burden of life? Is it +possible that there can be so much kindness in you? Are you like the +desert tigress that licks the wounds she has inflicted?” + +The Duchess burst out sobbing. + +“Pray spare your tears, madame. If I believed in them at all, it would +merely set me on my guard. Is this another of your artifices? or is it +not? You have used so many with me; how can one think that there is any +truth in you? Nothing that you do or say has any power now to move me. +That is all I have to say.” + +Mme de Langeais rose to her feet, with a great dignity and humility in +her bearing. + +“You are right to treat me very hardly,” she said, holding out a hand to +the man who did not take it; “you have not spoken hardly enough; and I +deserve this punishment.” + +“_I_ punish you, madame! A man must love still, to punish, must he not? +From me you must expect no feeling, nothing resembling it. If I chose, I +might be accuser and judge in my cause, and pronounce and carry out the +sentence. But I am about to fulfil a duty, not a desire of vengeance of +any kind. The cruelest revenge of all, I think, is scorn of revenge when +it is in our power to take it. Perhaps I shall be the minister of your +pleasures; who knows? Perhaps from this time forth, as you gracefully +wear the tokens of disgrace by which society marks out the criminal, you +may perforce learn something of the convict’s sense of honour. And then, +you will love!” + +The Duchess sat listening; her meekness was unfeigned; it was no +coquettish device. When she spoke at last, it was after a silence. + +“Armand,” she began, “it seems to me that when I resisted love, I was +obeying all the instincts of woman’s modesty; I should not have looked +for such reproaches from _you_. I was weak; you have turned all my +weaknesses against me, and made so many crimes of them. How could you +fail to understand that the curiosity of love might have carried me +further than I ought to go; and that next morning I might be angry +with myself, and wretched because I had gone too far? Alas! I sinned in +ignorance. I was as sincere in my wrongdoing, I swear to you, as in +my remorse. There was far more love for you in my severity than in my +concessions. And besides, of what do you complain? I gave you my heart; +that was not enough; you demanded, brutally, that I should give my +person----” + +“Brutally?” repeated Montriveau. But to himself he said, “If I once +allow her to dispute over words, I am lost.” + +“Yes. You came to me as if I were one of those women. You showed none +of the respect, none of the attentions of love. Had I not reason to +reflect? Very well, I reflected. The unseemliness of your conduct is not +inexcusable; love lay at the source of it; let me think so, and +justify you to myself.--Well, Armand, this evening, even while you were +prophesying evil, I felt convinced that there was happiness in store for +us both. Yes, I put my faith in the noble, proud nature so often tested +and proved.” She bent lower. “And I was yours wholly,” she murmured in +his ear. “I felt a longing that I cannot express to give happiness to a +man so violently tried by adversity. If I must have a master, my master +should be a great man. As I felt conscious of my height, the less I +cared to descend. I felt I could trust you, I saw a whole lifetime of +love, while you were pointing to death.... Strength and kindness always +go together. My friend, you are so strong, you will not be unkind to +a helpless woman who loves you. If I was wrong, is there no way of +obtaining forgiveness? No way of making reparation? Repentance is the +charm of love; I should like to be very charming for you. How could I, +alone among women, fail to know a woman’s doubts and fears, the timidity +that it is so natural to feel when you bind yourself for life, and +know how easily a man snaps such ties? The bourgeoises, with whom you +compared me just now, give themselves, but they struggle first. Very +well--I struggled; but here I am!--Ah! God, he does not hear me!” she +broke off, and wringing her hands, she cried out “But I love you! I am +yours!” and fell at Armand’s feet. + +“Yours! yours! my one and only master!” + +Armand tried to raise her. + +“Madame, it is too late! Antoinette cannot save the Duchesse de +Langeais. I cannot believe in either. Today you may give yourself; +tomorrow, you may refuse. No power in earth or heaven can insure me the +sweet constancy of love. All love’s pledges lay in the past; and now +nothing of that past exists.” + +The light behind the curtain blazed up so brightly, that the Duchess +could not help turning her head; this time she distinctly saw the three +masked figures. + +“Armand,” she said, “I would not wish to think ill of you. Why are those +men there? What are you going to do to me?” + +“Those men will be as silent as I myself with regard to the thing which +is about to be done. Think of them simply as my hands and my heart. One +of them is a surgeon----” + +“A surgeon! Armand, my friend, of all things, suspense is the hardest +to bear. Just speak; tell me if you wish for my life; I will give it to +you, you shall not take it----” + +“Then you did not understand me? Did I not speak just now of justice? +To put an end to your misapprehensions,” continued he, taking up a small +steel object from the table, “I will now explain what I have decided +with regard to you.” + +He held out a Lorraine cross, fastened to the tip of a steel rod. + +“Two of my friends at this very moment are heating another cross, made +on this pattern, red-hot. We are going to stamp it upon your forehead, +here between the eyes, so that there will be no possibility of hiding +the mark with diamonds, and so avoiding people’s questions. In short, +you shall bear on your forehead the brand of infamy which your brothers +the convicts wear on their shoulders. The pain is a mere trifle, but I +feared a nervous crisis of some kind, of resistance----” + +“Resistance?” she cried, clapping her hands for joy. “Oh no, no! I would +have the whole world here to see. Ah, my Armand, brand her quickly, +this creature of yours; brand her with your mark as a poor little trifle +belonging to you. You asked for pledges of my love; here they are all in +one. Ah! for me there is nothing but mercy and forgiveness and eternal +happiness in this revenge of yours. When you have marked this woman with +your mark, when you set your crimson brand on her, your slave in soul, +you can never afterwards abandon her, you will be mine for evermore? +When you cut me off from my kind, you make yourself responsible for my +happiness, or you prove yourself base; and I know that you are noble and +great! Why, when a woman loves, the brand of love is burnt into her +soul by her own will.--Come in, gentlemen! come in and brand her, +this Duchesse de Langeais. She is M. de Montriveau’s forever! Ah! come +quickly, all of you, my forehead burns hotter than your fire!” + +Armand turned his head sharply away lest he should see the Duchess +kneeling, quivering with the throbbings of her heart. He said some word, +and his three friends vanished. + +The women of Paris salons know how one mirror reflects another. The +Duchess, with every motive for reading the depths of Armand’s heart, was +all eyes; and Armand, all unsuspicious of the mirror, brushed away two +tears as they fell. Her whole future lay in those two tears. When he +turned round again to help her to rise, she was standing before him, +sure of love. Her pulses must have throbbed fast when he spoke with the +firmness she had known so well how to use of old while she played with +him. + +“I spare you, madame. All that has taken place shall be as if it had +never been, you may believe me. But now, let us bid each other goodbye. +I like to think that you were sincere in your coquetries on your sofa, +sincere again in this outpouring of your heart. Good-bye. I feel that +there is no faith in you left in me. You would torment me again; you +would always be the Duchess, and----But there, good-bye, we shall never +understand each other. + +“Now, what do you wish?” he continued, taking the tone of a master of +the ceremonies--“to return home, or to go back to Mme de Serizy’s +ball? I have done all in my power to prevent any scandal. Neither your +servants nor anyone else can possibly know what has passed between us +in the last quarter of an hour. Your servants have no idea that you have +left the ballroom; your carriage never left Mme de Serizy’s courtyard; +your brougham may likewise be found in the court of your own hotel. +Where do you wish to be?” + +“What do you counsel, Armand?” + +“There is no Armand now, Mme la Duchesse. We are strangers to each +other.” + +“Then take me to the ball,” she said, still curious to put Armand’s +power to the test. “Thrust a soul that suffered in the world, and must +always suffer there, if there is no happiness for her now, down into +hell again. And yet, oh my friend, I love you as your bourgeoises love; +I love you so that I could come to you and fling my arms about your neck +before all the world if you asked it off me. The hateful world has not +corrupted me. I am young at least, and I have grown younger still. I am +a child, yes, your child, your new creature. Ah! do not drive me forth +out of my Eden!” + +Armand shook his head. + +“Ah! let me take something with me, if I go, some little thing to wear +tonight on my heart,” she said, taking possession of Armand’s glove, +which she twisted into her handkerchief. + +“No, I am _not_ like all those depraved women. You do not know the +world, and so you cannot know my worth. You shall know it now! There are +women who sell themselves for money; there are others to be gained by +gifts, it is a vile world! Oh, I wish I were a simple bourgeoise, a +working girl, if you would rather have a woman beneath you than a woman +whose devotion is accompanied by high rank, as men count it. Oh, my +Armand, there are noble, high, and chaste and pure natures among us; +and then they are lovely indeed. I would have all nobleness that I might +offer it all up to you. Misfortune willed that I should be a duchess; +I would I were a royal princess, that my offering might be complete. I +would be a grisette for you, and a queen for everyone besides.” + +He listened, damping his cigars with his lips. + +“You will let me know when you wish to go,” he said. + +“But I should like to stay----” + +“That is another matter!” + +“Stay, that was badly rolled,” she cried, seizing on a cigar and +devouring all that Armand’s lips had touched. + +“Do you smoke?” + +“Oh, what would I not do to please you?” + +“Very well. Go, madame.” + +“I will obey you,” she answered, with tears in her eyes. + +“You must be blindfolded; you must not see a glimpse of the way.” + +“I am ready, Armand,” she said, bandaging her eyes. + +“Can you see?” + +“No.” + +Noiselessly he knelt before her. + +“Ah! I can hear you!” she cried, with a little fond gesture, thinking +that the pretence of harshness was over. + +He made as if he would kiss her lips; she held up her face. + +“You can see, madame.” + +“I am just a little bit curious.” + +“So you always deceive me?” + +“Ah! take off this handkerchief, sir,” she cried out, with the passion +of a great generosity repelled with scorn, “lead me; I will not open my +eyes.” + +Armand felt sure of her after that cry. He led the way; the Duchess +nobly true to her word, was blind. But while Montriveau held her hand +as a father might, and led her up and down flights of stairs, he was +studying the throbbing pulses of this woman’s heart so suddenly invaded +by Love. Mme de Langeais, rejoicing in this power of speech, was glad to +let him know all; but he was inflexible; his hand was passive in reply +to the questionings of her hand. + +At length, after some journey made together, Armand bade her go forward; +the opening was doubtless narrow, for as she went she felt that his hand +protected her dress. His care touched her; it was a revelation surely +that there was a little love still left; yet it was in some sort a +farewell, for Montriveau left her without a word. The air was warm; the +Duchess, feeling the heat, opened her eyes, and found herself standing +by the fire in the Comtesse de Serizy’s boudoir. + +She was alone. Her first thought was for her disordered toilette; in a +moment she had adjusted her dress and restored her picturesque coiffure. + +“Well, dear Antoinette, we have been looking for you everywhere.” It was +the Comtesse de Serizy who spoke as she opened the door. + +“I came here to breathe,” said the Duchess; “it is unbearably hot in the +rooms.” + +“People thought that you had gone; but my brother Ronquerolles told me +that your servants were waiting for you.” + +“I am tired out, dear, let me stay and rest here for a minute,” and the +Duchess sat down on the sofa. + +“Why, what is the matter with you? You are shaking from head to foot!” + +The Marquis de Ronquerolles came in. + +“Mme la Duchesse, I was afraid that something might have happened. I +have just come across your coachman, the man is as tipsy as all the +Swiss in Switzerland.” + +The Duchess made no answer; she was looking round the room, at the +chimney-piece and the tall mirrors, seeking the trace of an opening. +Then with an extraordinary sensation she recollected that she was again +in the midst of the gaiety of the ballroom after that terrific scene +which had changed the whole course of her life. She began to shiver +violently. + +“M. de Montriveau’s prophecy has shaken my nerves,” she said. “It was +a joke, but still I will see whether his axe from London will haunt me +even in my sleep. So good-bye, dear.--Good-bye, M. le Marquis.” + +As she went through the rooms she was beset with inquiries and regrets. +Her world seemed to have dwindled now that she, its queen, had fallen so +low, was so diminished. And what, moreover, were these men compared with +him whom she loved with all her heart; with the man grown great by all +that she had lost in stature? The giant had regained the height that he +had lost for a while, and she exaggerated it perhaps beyond measure. She +looked, in spite of herself, at the servant who had attended her to the +ball. He was fast asleep. + +“Have you been here all the time?” she asked. + +“Yes, madame.” + +As she took her seat in her carriage she saw, in fact, that her coachman +was drunk--so drunk, that at any other time she would have been afraid; +but after a great crisis in life, fear loses its appetite for common +food. She reached home, at any rate, without accident; but even there +she felt a change in herself, a new feeling that she could not shake +off. For her, there was now but one man in the world; which is to say +that henceforth she cared to shine for his sake alone. + +While the physiologist can define love promptly by following out natural +laws, the moralist finds a far more perplexing problem before him if +he attempts to consider love in all its developments due to social +conditions. Still, in spite of the heresies of the endless sects that +divide the church of Love, there is one broad and trenchant line of +difference in doctrine, a line that all the discussion in the world can +never deflect. A rigid application of this line explains the nature +of the crisis through which the Duchess, like most women, was to pass. +Passion she knew, but she did not love as yet. + +Love and passion are two different conditions which poets and men of the +world, philosophers and fools, alike continually confound. Love implies +a give and take, a certainty of bliss that nothing can change; it +means so close a clinging of the heart, and an exchange of happiness so +constant, that there is no room left for jealousy. Then possession is a +means and not an end; unfaithfulness may give pain, but the bond is not +less close; the soul is neither more nor less ardent or troubled, but +happy at every moment; in short, the divine breath of desire spreading +from end to end of the immensity of Time steeps it all for us in the +selfsame hue; life takes the tint of the unclouded heaven. But Passion +is the foreshadowing of Love, and of that Infinite to which all +suffering souls aspire. Passion is a hope that may be cheated. Passion +means both suffering and transition. Passion dies out when hope is +dead. Men and women may pass through this experience many times without +dishonor, for it is so natural to spring towards happiness; but there is +only one love in a lifetime. All discussions of sentiment ever +conducted on paper or by word of mouth may therefore be resumed by +two questions--“Is it passion? Is it love?” So, since love comes into +existence only through the intimate experience of the bliss which gives +it lasting life, the Duchess was beneath the yoke of passion as yet; and +as she knew the fierce tumult, the unconscious calculations, the fevered +cravings, and all that is meant by that word _passion_--she suffered. +Through all the trouble of her soul there rose eddying gusts of tempest, +raised by vanity or self-love, or pride or a high spirit; for all these +forms of egoism make common cause together. + +She had said to this man, “I love you; I am yours!” Was it possible that +the Duchesse de Langeais should have uttered those words--in vain? She +must either be loved now or play her part of queen no longer. And then +she felt the loneliness of the luxurious couch where pleasure had never +yet set his glowing feet; and over and over again, while she tossed and +writhed there, she said, “I want to be loved.” + +But the belief that she still had in herself gave her hope of success. +The Duchess might be piqued, the vain Parisienne might be humiliated; +but the woman saw glimpses of wedded happiness, and imagination, +avenging the time lost for nature, took a delight in kindling the +inextinguishable fire in her veins. She all but attained to the +sensations of love; for amid her poignant doubt whether she was loved in +return, she felt glad at heart to say to herself, “I love him!” As for +her scruples, religion, and the world she could trample them under foot! +Montriveau was her religion now. She spent the next day in a state +of moral torpor, troubled by a physical unrest, which no words could +express. She wrote letters and tore them all up, and invented a thousand +impossible fancies. + +When M. de Montriveau’s usual hour arrived, she tried to think that he +would come, and enjoyed the feeling of expectation. Her whole life was +concentrated in the single sense of hearing. Sometimes she shut her +eyes, straining her ears to listen through space, wishing that she +could annihilate everything that lay between her and her lover, and so +establish that perfect silence which sounds may traverse from afar. In +her tense self-concentration, the ticking of the clock grew hateful +to her; she stopped its ill-omened garrulity. The twelve strokes of +midnight sounded from the drawing-room. + +“Ah, God!” she cried, “to see him here would be happiness. And yet, it +is not so very long since he came here, brought by desire, and the tones +of his voice filled this boudoir. And now there is nothing.” + +She remembered the times that she had played the coquette with him, and +how that her coquetry had cost her her lover, and the despairing tears +flowed for long. + +Her woman came at length with, “Mme la Duchesse does not know, perhaps, +that it is two o’clock in the morning; I thought that madame was not +feeling well.” + +“Yes, I am going to bed,” said the Duchess, drying her eyes. “But +remember, Suzanne, never to come in again without orders; I tell you +this for the last time.” + +For a week, Mme de Langeais went to every house where there was a hope +of meeting M. de Montriveau. Contrary to her usual habits, she came +early and went late; gave up dancing, and went to the card-tables. Her +experiments were fruitless. She did not succeed in getting a glimpse of +Armand. She did not dare to utter his name now. One evening, however, in +a fit of despair, she spoke to Mme de Serizy, and asked as carelessly as +she could, “You must have quarreled with M. de Montriveau? He is not to +be seen at your house now.” + +The Countess laughed. “So he does not come here either?” she returned. +“He is not to be seen anywhere, for that matter. He is interested in +some woman, no doubt.” + +“I used to think that the Marquis de Ronquerolles was one of his +friends----” the Duchess began sweetly. + +“I have never heard my brother say that he was acquainted with him.” + +Mme de Langeais did not reply. Mme de Serizy concluded from the +Duchess’s silence that she might apply the scourge with impunity to a +discreet friendship which she had seen, with bitterness of soul, for a +long time past. + +“So you miss that melancholy personage, do you? I have heard most +extraordinary things of him. Wound his feelings, he never comes back, +he forgives nothing; and, if you love him, he keeps you in chains. To +everything that I said of him, one of those that praise him sky-high +would always answer, ‘He knows how to love!’ People are always telling +me that Montriveau would give up all for his friend; that his is a great +nature. Pooh! society does not want such tremendous natures. Men of that +stamp are all very well at home; let them stay there and leave us to our +pleasant littlenesses. What do you say, Antoinette?” + +Woman of the world though she was, the Duchess seemed agitated, yet she +replied in a natural voice that deceived her fair friend: + +“I am sorry to miss him. I took a great interest in him, and promised +to myself to be his sincere friend. I like great natures, dear friend, +ridiculous though you may think it. To give oneself to a fool is a clear +confession, is it not, that one is governed wholly by one’s senses?” + +Mme de Serizy’s “preferences” had always been for commonplace men; her +lover at the moment, the Marquis d’Aiglemont, was a fine, tall man. + +After this, the Countess soon took her departure, you may be sure Mme +de Langeais saw hope in Armand’s withdrawal from the world; she wrote to +him at once; it was a humble, gentle letter, surely it would bring him +if he loved her still. She sent her footman with it next day. On the +servant’s return, she asked whether he had given the letter to M. de +Montriveau himself, and could not restrain the movement of joy at the +affirmative answer. Armand was in Paris! He stayed alone in his house; +he did not go out into society! So she was loved! All day long she +waited for an answer that never came. Again and again, when impatience +grew unbearable, Antoinette found reasons for his delay. Armand felt +embarrassed; the reply would come by post; but night came, and she could +not deceive herself any longer. It was a dreadful day, a day of pain +grown sweet, of intolerable heart-throbs, a day when the heart squanders +the very forces of life in riot. + +Next day she sent for an answer. + +“M. le Marquis sent word that he would call on Mme la Duchesse,” + reported Julien. + +She fled lest her happiness should be seen in her face, and flung +herself on her couch to devour her first sensations. + +“He is coming!” + +The thought rent her soul. And, in truth, woe unto those for whom +suspense is not the most horrible time of tempest, while it increases +and multiplies the sweetest joys; for they have nothing in them of +that flame which quickens the images of things, giving to them a second +existence, so that we cling as closely to the pure essence as to its +outward and visible manifestation. What is suspense in love but a +constant drawing upon an unfailing hope?--a submission to the terrible +scourging of passion, while passion is yet happy, and the disenchantment +of reality has not set in. The constant putting forth of strength and +longing, called suspense, is surely, to the human soul, as fragrance +to the flower that breathes it forth. We soon leave the brilliant, +unsatisfying colours of tulips and coreopsis, but we turn again and +again to drink in the sweetness of orange-blossoms or volkameria-flowers +compared separately, each in its own land, to a betrothed bride, full of +love, made fair by the past and future. + +The Duchess learned the joys of this new life of hers through the +rapture with which she received the scourgings of love. As this change +wrought in her, she saw other destinies before her, and a better +meaning in the things of life. As she hurried to her dressing-room, she +understood what studied adornment and the most minute attention to +her toilet mean when these are undertaken for love’s sake and not for +vanity. Even now this making ready helped her to bear the long time of +waiting. A relapse of intense agitation set in when she was dressed; she +passed through nervous paroxysms brought on by the dreadful power which +sets the whole mind in ferment. Perhaps that power is only a disease, +though the pain of it is sweet. The Duchess was dressed and waiting +at two o clock in the afternoon. At half-past eleven that night M. +de Montriveau had not arrived. To try to give an idea of the anguish +endured by a woman who might be said to be the spoilt child of +civilization, would be to attempt to say how many imaginings the heart +can condense into one thought. As well endeavour to measure the forces +expended by the soul in a sigh whenever the bell rang; to estimate the +drain of life when a carriage rolled past without stopping, and left her +prostrate. + +“Can he be playing with me?” she said, as the clocks struck midnight. + +She grew white; her teeth chattered; she struck her hands together and +leapt up and crossed the boudoir, recollecting as she did so how often +he had come thither without a summons. But she resigned herself. Had she +not seen him grow pale, and start up under the stinging barbs of irony? +Then Mme de Langeais felt the horror of the woman’s appointed lot; a +man’s is the active part, a woman must wait passively when she loves. If +a woman goes beyond her beloved, she makes a mistake which few men can +forgive; almost every man would feel that a woman lowers herself by this +piece of angelic flattery. But Armand’s was a great nature; he surely +must be one of the very few who can repay such exceeding love by love +that lasts forever. + +“Well, I will make the advance,” she told herself, as she tossed on her +bed and found no sleep there; “I will go to him. I will not weary myself +with holding out a hand to him, but I will hold it out. A man of a +thousand will see a promise of love and constancy in every step that a +woman takes towards him. Yes, the angels must come down from heaven to +reach men; and I wish to be an angel for him.” + +Next day she wrote. It was a billet of the kind in which the intellects +of the ten thousand Sevignes that Paris now can number particularly +excel. And yet only a Duchesse de Langeais, brought up by Mme la +Princesse de Blamont-Chauvry, could have written that delicious note; no +other woman could complain without lowering herself; could spread wings +in such a flight without draggling her pinions in humiliation; rise +gracefully in revolt; scold without giving offence; and pardon without +compromising her personal dignity. + +Julien went with the note. Julien, like his kind, was the victim of +love’s marches and countermarches. + +“What did M. de Montriveau reply?” she asked, as indifferently as she +could, when the man came back to report himself. + +“M. le Marquis requested me to tell Mme la Duchesse that it was all +right.” + +Oh the dreadful reaction of the soul upon herself! To have her heart +stretched on the rack before curious witnesses; yet not to utter a +sound, to be forced to keep silence! One of the countless miseries of +the rich! + +More than three weeks went by. Mme de Langeais wrote again and again, +and no answer came from Montriveau. At last she gave out that she was +ill, to gain a dispensation from attendance on the Princess and from +social duties. She was only at home to her father the Duc de Navarreins, +her aunt the Princesse de Blamont-Chauvry, the old Vidame de Pamiers +(her maternal great-uncle), and to her husband’s uncle, the Duc de +Grandlieu. These persons found no difficulty in believing that the +Duchess was ill, seeing that she grew thinner and paler and more +dejected every day. The vague ardour of love, the smart of wounded +pride, the continual prick of the only scorn that could touch her, +the yearnings towards joys that she craved with a vain continual +longing--all these things told upon her, mind and body; all the forces +of her nature were stimulated to no purpose. She was paying the arrears +of her life of make-believe. + +She went out at last to a review. M. de Montriveau was to be there. For +the Duchess, on the balcony of the Tuileries with the Royal Family, +it was one of those festival days that are long remembered. She looked +supremely beautiful in her languor; she was greeted with admiration in +all eyes. It was Montriveau’s presence that made her so fair. + +Once or twice they exchanged glances. The General came almost to her +feet in all the glory of that soldier’s uniform, which produces an +effect upon the feminine imagination to which the most prudish will +confess. When a woman is very much in love, and has not seen her lover +for two months, such a swift moment must be something like the phase of +a dream when the eyes embrace a world that stretches away forever. +Only women or young men can imagine the dull, frenzied hunger in the +Duchess’s eyes. As for older men, if during the paroxysms of early +passion in youth they had experience of such phenomena of nervous power; +at a later day it is so completely forgotten that they deny the very +existence of the luxuriant ecstasy--the only name that can be given to +these wonderful intuitions. Religious ecstasy is the aberration of a +soul that has shaken off its bonds of flesh; whereas in amorous ecstasy +all the forces of soul and body are embraced and blended in one. If +a woman falls a victim to the tyrannous frenzy before which Mme de +Langeais was forced to bend, she will take one decisive resolution +after another so swiftly that it is impossible to give account of them. +Thought after thought rises and flits across her brain, as clouds are +whirled by the wind across the grey veil of mist that shuts out the sun. +Thenceforth the facts reveal all. And the facts are these. + +The day after the review, Mme de Langeais sent her carriage and liveried +servants to wait at the Marquis de Montriveau’s door from eight o’clock +in the morning till three in the afternoon. Armand lived in the Rue de +Tournon, a few steps away from the Chamber of Peers, and that very +day the House was sitting; but long before the peers returned to their +palaces, several people had recognised the Duchess’s carriage and +liveries. The first of these was the Baron de Maulincour. That young +officer had met with disdain from Mme de Langeais and a better reception +from Mme de Serizy; he betook himself at once therefore to his mistress, +and under seal of secrecy told her of this strange freak. + +In a moment the news was spread with telegraphic speed through all the +coteries in the Faubourg Saint-Germain; it reached the Tuileries and the +Elysee-Bourbon; it was the sensation of the day, the matter of all the +talk from noon till night. Almost everywhere the women denied the facts, +but in such a manner that the report was confirmed; the men one and +all believed it, and manifested a most indulgent interest in Mme de +Langeais. Some among them threw the blame on Armand. + +“That savage of a Montriveau is a man of bronze,” said they; “he +insisted on making this scandal, no doubt.” + +“Very well, then,” others replied, “Mme de Langeais has been guilty of +a most generous piece of imprudence. To renounce the world and rank, and +fortune, and consideration for her lover’s sake, and that in the face +of all Paris, is as fine a _coup d’etat_ for a woman as that barber’s +knife-thrust, which so affected Canning in a court of assize. Not one +of the women who blame the Duchess would make a declaration worthy of +ancient times. It is heroic of Mme de Langeais to proclaim herself so +frankly. Now there is nothing left to her but to love Montriveau. There +must be something great about a woman if she says, ‘I will have but one +passion.’” + +“But what is to become of society, monsieur, if you honour vice in this +way without respect for virtue?” asked the Comtesse de Granville, the +attorney-general’s wife. + +While the Chateau, the Faubourg, and the Chaussee d’Antin were +discussing the shipwreck of aristocratic virtue; while excited young men +rushed about on horseback to make sure that the carriage was standing in +the Rue de Tournon, and the Duchess in consequence was beyond a doubt in +M. de Montriveau’s rooms, Mme de Langeais, with heavy throbbing pulses, +was lying hidden away in her boudoir. And Armand?--he had been out all +night, and at that moment was walking with M. de Marsay in the Gardens +of the Tuileries. The elder members, of Mme de Langeais’ family were +engaged in calling upon one another, arranging to read her a homily +and to hold a consultation as to the best way of putting a stop to the +scandal. + +At three o’clock, therefore, M. le Duc de Navarreins, the Vidame de +Pamiers, the old Princesse de Blamont-Chauvry, and the Duc de Grandlieu +were assembled in Mme la Duchesse de Langeais’ drawing-room. To them, as +to all curious inquirers, the servants said that their mistress was not +at home; the Duchess had made no exceptions to her orders. But these +four personages shone conspicuous in that lofty sphere, of which the +revolutions and hereditary pretensions are solemnly recorded year by +year in the _Almanach de Gotha_, wherefore without some slight sketch of +each of them this picture of society were incomplete. + +The Princesse de Blamont-Chauvry, in the feminine world, was a most +poetic wreck of the reign of Louis Quinze. In her beautiful prime, so it +was said, she had done her part to win for that monarch his appellation +of _le Bien-aime_. Of her past charms of feature, little remained save +a remarkably prominent slender nose, curved like a Turkish scimitar, now +the principal ornament of a countenance that put you in mind of an old +white glove. Add a few powdered curls, high-heeled pantoufles, a cap +with upstanding loops of lace, black mittens, and a decided taste for +_ombre_. But to do full justice to the lady, it must be said that she +appeared in low-necked gowns of an evening (so high an opinion of her +ruins had she), wore long gloves, and raddled her cheeks with Martin’s +classic rouge. An appalling amiability in her wrinkles, a prodigious +brightness in the old lady’s eyes, a profound dignity in her whole +person, together with the triple barbed wit of her tongue, and an +infallible memory in her head, made of her a real power in the land. The +whole Cabinet des Chartes was entered in duplicate on the parchment +of her brain. She knew all the genealogies of every noble house in +Europe--princes, dukes, and counts--and could put her hand on the last +descendants of Charlemagne in the direct line. No usurpation of title +could escape the Princesse de Blamont-Chauvry. + +Young men who wished to stand well at Court, ambitious men, and young +married women paid her assiduous homage. Her salon set the tone of the +Faubourg Saint-Germain. The words of this Talleyrand in petticoats +were taken as final decrees. People came to consult her on questions of +etiquette or usages, or to take lessons in good taste. And, in truth, +no other old woman could put back her snuff-box in her pocket as the +Princess could; while there was a precision and a grace about the +movements of her skirts, when she sat down or crossed her feet, which +drove the finest ladies of the young generation to despair. Her voice +had remained in her head during one-third of her lifetime; but she could +not prevent a descent into the membranes of the nose, which lent to it a +peculiar expressiveness. She still retained a hundred and fifty thousand +livres of her great fortune, for Napoleon had generously returned her +woods to her; so that personally and in the matter of possessions she +was a woman of no little consequence. + +This curious antique, seated in a low chair by the fireside, was +chatting with the Vidame de Pamiers, a contemporary ruin. The Vidame was +a big, tall, and spare man, a seigneur of the old school, and had been +a Commander of the Order of Malta. His neck had always been so tightly +compressed by a strangulation stock, that his cheeks pouched over it a +little, and he held his head high; to many people this would have given +an air of self-sufficiency, but in the Vidame it was justified by a +Voltairean wit. His wide prominent eyes seemed to see everything, and as +a matter of fact there was not much that they had not seen. Altogether, +his person was a perfect model of aristocratic outline, slim and +slender, supple and agreeable. He seemed as if he could be pliant or +rigid at will, and twist and bend, or rear his head like a snake. + +The Duc de Navarreins was pacing up and down the room with the Duc de +Grandlieu. Both were men of fifty-six or thereabouts, and still hale; +both were short, corpulent, flourishing, somewhat florid-complexioned +men with jaded eyes, and lower lips that had begun to hang already. But +for an exquisite refinement of accent, an urbane courtesy, and an ease +of manner that could change in a moment to insolence, a superficial +observer might have taken them for a couple of bankers. Any such mistake +would have been impossible, however, if the listener could have heard +them converse, and seen them on their guard with men whom they feared, +vapid and commonplace with their equals, slippery with the inferiors +whom courtiers and statesmen know how to tame by a tactful word, or to +humiliate with an unexpected phrase. + +Such were the representatives of the great noblesse that determined to +perish rather than submit to any change. It was a noblesse that deserved +praise and blame in equal measure; a noblesse that will never be judged +impartially until some poet shall arise to tell how joyfully the nobles +obeyed the King though their heads fell under a Richelieu’s axe, and how +deeply they scorned the guillotine of ‘89 as a foul revenge. + +Another noticeable trait in all the four was a thin voice that agreed +peculiarly well with their ideas and bearing. Among themselves, at any +rate, they were on terms of perfect equality. None of them betrayed +any sign of annoyance over the Duchess’s escapade, but all of them had +learned at Court to hide their feelings. + +And here, lest critics should condemn the puerility of the opening of +the forthcoming scene, it is perhaps as well to remind the reader that +Locke, once happening to be in the company of several great lords, +renowned no less for their wit than for their breeding and political +consistency, wickedly amused himself by taking down their conversation +by some shorthand process of his own; and afterwards, when he read +it over to them to see what they could make of it, they all burst out +laughing. And, in truth, the tinsel jargon which circulates among the +upper ranks in every country yields mighty little gold to the crucible +when washed in the ashes of literature or philosophy. In every rank of +society (some few Parisian salons excepted) the curious observer finds +folly a constant quantity beneath a more or less transparent varnish. +Conversation with any substance in it is a rare exception, and +boeotianism is current coin in every zone. In the higher regions they +must perforce talk more, but to make up for it they think the less. +Thinking is a tiring exercise, and the rich like their lives to flow by +easily and without effort. It is by comparing the fundamental matter of +jests, as you rise in the social scale from the street-boy to the peer +of France, that the observer arrives at a true comprehension of M. de +Talleyrand’s maxim, “The manner is everything”; an elegant rendering of +the legal axiom, “The form is of more consequence than the matter.” In +the eyes of the poet the advantage rests with the lower classes, for +they seldom fail to give a certain character of rude poetry to their +thoughts. Perhaps also this same observation may explain the sterility +of the salons, their emptiness, their shallowness, and the repugnance +felt by men of ability for bartering their ideas for such pitiful small +change. + +The Duke suddenly stopped as if some bright idea occurred to him, and +remarked to his neighbour: + +“So you have sold Tornthon?” + +“No, he is ill. I am very much afraid I shall lose him, and I should be +uncommonly sorry. He is a very good hunter. Do you know how the Duchesse +de Marigny is?” + +“No. I did not go this morning. I was just going out to call when +you came in to speak about Antoinette. But yesterday she was very ill +indeed; they had given her up, she took the sacrament.” + +“Her death will make a change in your cousin’s position.” + +“Not at all. She gave away her property in her lifetime, only keeping +an annuity. She made over the Guebriant estate to her niece, Mme de +Soulanges, subject to a yearly charge.” + +“It will be a great loss for society. She was a kind woman. Her family +will miss her; her experience and advice carried weight. Her son Marigny +is an amiable man; he has a sharp wit, he can talk. He is pleasant, very +pleasant. Pleasant? oh, that no one can deny, but--ill regulated to +the last degree. Well, and yet it is an extraordinary thing, he is +very acute. He was dining at the club the other day with that moneyed +Chaussee-d’Antin set. Your uncle (he always goes there for his game +of cards) found him there to his astonishment, and asked if he was a +member. ‘Yes,’ said he, ‘I don’t go into society now; I am living among +the bankers.’--You know why?” added the Marquis, with a meaning smile. + +“No,” said the Duke. + +“He is smitten with that little Mme Keller, Gondreville’s daughter; she +is only lately married, and has a great vogue, they say, in that set.” + +“Well, Antoinette does not find time heavy on her hands, it seems,” + remarked the Vidame. + +“My affection for that little woman has driven me to find a singular +pastime,” replied the Princess, as she returned her snuff-box to her +pocket. + +“Dear aunt, I am extremely vexed,” said the Duke, stopping short in his +walk. “Nobody but one of Bonaparte’s men could ask such an indecorous +thing of a woman of fashion. Between ourselves, Antoinette might have +made a better choice.” + +“The Montriveaus are a very old family and very well connected, my +dear,” replied the Princess; “they are related to all the noblest houses +of Burgundy. If the Dulmen branch of the Arschoot Rivaudoults should +come to an end in Galicia, the Montriveaus would succeed to the Arschoot +title and estates. They inherit through their great-grandfather. + +“Are you sure?” + +“I know it better than this Montriveau’s father did. I told him about +it, I used to see a good deal of him; and, Chevalier of several orders +though he was, he only laughed; he was an encyclopaedist. But his +brother turned the relationship to good account during the emigration. +I have heard it said that his northern kinsfolk were most kind in every +way----” + +“Yes, to be sure. The Comte de Montriveau died at St. Petersburg,” + said the Vidame. “I met him there. He was a big man with an incredible +passion for oysters.” + +“However many did he eat?” asked the Duc de Grandlieu. + +“Ten dozen every day.” + +“And did they not disagree with him?” + +“Not the least bit in the world.” + +“Why, that is extraordinary! Had he neither the stone nor gout, nor any +other complaint, in consequence?” + +“No; his health was perfectly good, and he died through an accident.” + +“By accident! Nature prompted him to eat oysters, so probably he +required them; for up to a certain point our predominant tastes are +conditions of our existence.” + +“I am of your opinion,” said the Princess, with a smile. + +“Madame, you always put a malicious construction on things,” returned +the Marquis. + +“I only want you to understand that these remarks might leave a wrong +impression on a young woman’s mind,” said she, and interrupted herself +to exclaim, “But this niece, this niece of mine!” + +“Dear aunt, I still refuse to believe that she can have gone to M. de +Montriveau,” said the Duc de Navarreins. + +“Bah!” returned the Princess. + +“What do you think, Vidame?” asked the Marquis. + +“If the Duchess were an artless simpleton, I should think that----” + +“But when a woman is in love she becomes an artless simpleton,” retorted +the Princess. “Really, my poor Vidame, you must be getting older.” + +“After all, what is to be done?” asked the Duke. + +“If my dear niece is wise,” said the Princess, “she will go to Court +this evening--fortunately, today is Monday, and reception day--and you +must see that we all rally round her and give the lie to this absurd +rumour. There are hundreds of ways of explaining things; and if the +Marquis de Montriveau is a gentleman, he will come to our assistance. We +will bring these children to listen to reason----” + +“But, dear aunt, it is not easy to tell M. de Montriveau the truth to +his face. He is one of Bonaparte’s pupils, and he has a position. Why, +he is one of the great men of the day; he is high up in the Guards, and +very useful there. He has not a spark of ambition. He is just the man to +say, ‘Here is my commission, leave me in peace,’ if the King should say +a word that he did not like.” + +“Then, pray, what are his opinions?” + +“Very unsound.” + +“Really,” sighed the Princess, “the King is, as he always has been, a +Jacobin under the Lilies of France.” + +“Oh! not quite so bad,” said the Vidame. + +“Yes; I have known him for a long while. The man that pointed out the +Court to his wife on the occasion of her first state dinner in public +with, ‘These are our people,’ could only be a black-hearted scoundrel. +I can see Monsieur exactly the same as ever in the King. The bad brother +who voted so wrongly in his department of the Constituent Assembly was +sure to compound with the Liberals and allow them to argue and talk. +This philosophical cant will be just as dangerous now for the younger +brother as it used to be for the elder; this fat man with the little +mind is amusing himself by creating difficulties, and how his successor +is to get out of them I do not know; he holds his younger brother in +abhorrence; he would be glad to think as he lay dying, ‘He will not +reign very long----’” + +“Aunt, he is the King, and I have the honour to be in his service----” + +“But does your post take away your right of free speech, my dear? You +come of quite as good a house as the Bourbons. If the Guises had shown a +little more resolution, His Majesty would be a nobody at this day. It is +time I went out of this world, the noblesse is dead. Yes, it is all +over with you, my children,” she continued, looking as she spoke at the +Vidame. “What has my niece done that the whole town should be talking +about her? She is in the wrong; I disapprove of her conduct, a useless +scandal is a blunder; that is why I still have my doubts about this want +of regard for appearances; I brought her up, and I know that----” + +Just at that moment the Duchess came out of her boudoir. She had +recognised her aunt’s voice and heard the name of Montriveau. She +was still in her loose morning-gown; and even as she came in, M. +de Grandlieu, looking carelessly out of the window, saw his niece’s +carriage driving back along the street. The Duke took his daughter’s +face in both hands and kissed her on the forehead. + +“So, dear girl,” he said, “you do not know what is going on?” + +“Has anything extraordinary happened, father dear?” + +“Why, all Paris believes that you are with M. de Montriveau.” + +“My dear Antoinette, you were at home all the time, were you not?” + said the Princess, holding out a hand, which the Duchess kissed with +affectionate respect. + +“Yes, dear mother; I was at home all the time. And,” she added, as she +turned to greet the Vidame and the Marquis, “I wished that all Paris +should think that I was with M. de Montriveau.” + +The Duke flung up his hands, struck them together in despair, and folded +his arms. + +“Then, cannot you see what will come of this mad freak?” he asked at +last. + +But the aged Princess had suddenly risen, and stood looking steadily +at the Duchess, the younger woman flushed, and her eyes fell. Mme de +Chauvry gently drew her closer, and said, “My little angel, let me kiss +you!” + +She kissed her niece very affectionately on the forehead, and continued +smiling, while she held her hand in a tight clasp. + +“We are not under the Valois now, dear child. You have compromised your +husband and your position. Still, we will arrange to make everything +right.” + +“But, dear aunt, I do not wish to make it right at all. It is my wish +that all Paris should say that I was with M. de Montriveau this morning. +If you destroy that belief, however ill grounded it may be, you will do +me a singular disservice.” + +“Do you really wish to ruin yourself, child, and to grieve your family?” + +“My family, father, unintentionally condemned me to irreparable +misfortune when they sacrificed me to family considerations. You may, +perhaps, blame me for seeking alleviations, but you will certainly feel +for me.” + +“After all the endless pains you take to settle your daughters +suitably!” muttered M. de Navarreins, addressing the Vidame. + +The Princess shook a stray grain of snuff from her skirts. “My dear +little girl,” she said, “be happy, if you can. We are not talking of +troubling your felicity, but of reconciling it with social usages. We +all of us here assembled know that marriage is a defective institution +tempered by love. But when you take a lover, is there any need to make +your bed in the Place du Carrousel? See now, just be a bit reasonable, +and hear what we have to say.” + +“I am listening.” + +“Mme la Duchesse,” began the Duc de Grandlieu, “if it were any part of +an uncle’s duty to look after his nieces, he ought to have a position; +society would owe him honours and rewards and a salary, exactly as if +he were in the King’s service. So I am not here to talk about my nephew, +but of your own interests. Let us look ahead a little. If you persist in +making a scandal--I have seen the animal before, and I own that I have +no great liking for him--Langeais is stingy enough, and he does not care +a rap for anyone but himself; he will have a separation; he will stick +to your money, and leave you poor, and consequently you will be a +nobody. The income of a hundred thousand livres that you have just +inherited from your maternal great-aunt will go to pay for his +mistresses’ amusements. You will be bound and gagged by the law; +you will have to say _Amen_ to all these arrangements. Suppose M. de +Montriveau leaves you----dear me! do not let us put ourselves in a +passion, my dear niece; a man does not leave a woman while she is young +and pretty; still, we have seen so many pretty women left disconsolate, +even among princesses, that you will permit the supposition, an all but +impossible supposition I quite wish to believe.----Well, suppose that +he goes, what will become of you without a husband? Keep well with your +husband as you take care of your beauty; for beauty, after all, is a +woman’s parachute, and a husband also stands between you and worse. I +am supposing that you are happy and loved to the end, and I am leaving +unpleasant or unfortunate events altogether out of the reckoning. This +being so, fortunately or unfortunately, you may have children. What are +they to be? Montriveaus? Very well; they certainly will not succeed to +their father’s whole fortune. You will want to give them all that you +have; he will wish to do the same. Nothing more natural, dear me! +And you will find the law against you. How many times have we +seen heirs-at-law bringing a law-suit to recover the property from +illegitimate children? Every court of law rings with such actions all +over the world. You will create a _fidei commissum_ perhaps; and if the +trustee betrays your confidence, your children have no remedy against +him; and they are ruined. So choose carefully. You see the perplexities +of the position. In every possible way your children will be sacrificed +of necessity to the fancies of your heart; they will have no recognised +status. While they are little they will be charming; but, Lord! some day +they will reproach you for thinking of no one but your two selves. We +old gentlemen know all about it. Little boys grow up into men, and men +are ungrateful beings. When I was in Germany, did I not hear young de +Horn say, after supper, ‘If my mother had been an honest woman, I should +be prince-regnant!’ _If_?’ We have spent our lives in hearing plebeians +say _if_. _If_ brought about the Revolution. When a man cannot lay the +blame on his father or mother, he holds God responsible for his hard +lot. In short, dear child, we are here to open your eyes. I will say all +I have to say in a few words, on which you had better meditate: A woman +ought never to put her husband in the right.” + +“Uncle, so long as I cared for nobody, I could calculate; I looked at +interests then, as you do; now, I can only feel.” + +“But, my dear little girl,” remonstrated the Vidame, “life is simply a +complication of interests and feelings; to be happy, more particularly +in your position, one must try to reconcile one’s feelings with +one’s interests. A grisette may love according to her fancy, that is +intelligible enough, but you have a pretty fortune, a family, a name and +a place at Court, and you ought not to fling them out of the window. +And what have we been asking you to do to keep them all?--To manoeuvre +carefully instead of falling foul of social conventions. Lord! I shall +very soon be eighty years old, and I cannot recollect, under any regime, +a love worth the price that you are willing to pay for the love of this +lucky young man.” + +The Duchess silenced the Vidame with a look; if Montriveau could have +seen that glance, he would have forgiven all. + +“It would be very effective on the stage,” remarked the Duc de +Grandlieu, “but it all amounts to nothing when your jointure and +position and independence is concerned. You are not grateful, my dear +niece. You will not find many families where the relatives have courage +enough to teach the wisdom gained by experience, and to make rash young +heads listen to reason. Renounce your salvation in two minutes, if it +pleases you to damn yourself; well and good; but reflect well beforehand +when it comes to renouncing your income. I know of no confessor who +remits the pains of poverty. I have a right, I think, to speak in this +way to you; for if you are ruined, I am the one person who can offer you +a refuge. I am almost an uncle to Langeais, and I alone have a right to +put him in the wrong.” + +The Duc de Navarreins roused himself from painful reflections. + +“Since you speak of feeling, my child,” he said, “let me remind you that +a woman who bears your name ought to be moved by sentiments which do +not touch ordinary people. Can you wish to give an advantage to the +Liberals, to those Jesuits of Robespierre’s that are doing all they +can to vilify the noblesse? Some things a Navarreins cannot do +without failing in duty to his house. You would not be alone in your +dishonor----” + +“Come, come!” said the Princess. “Dishonor? Do not make such a fuss +about the journey of an empty carriage, children, and leave me alone +with Antoinette. All three of you come and dine with me. I will +undertake to arrange matters suitably. You men understand nothing; +you are beginning to talk sourly already, and I have no wish to see a +quarrel between you and my dear child. Do me the pleasure to go.” + +The three gentlemen probably guessed the Princess’s intentions; they +took their leave. M. de Navarreins kissed his daughter on the forehead +with, “Come, be good, dear child. It is not too late yet if you choose.” + +“Couldn’t we find some good fellow in the family to pick a quarrel with +this Montriveau?” said the Vidame, as they went downstairs. + +When the two women were alone, the Princess beckoned her niece to a +little low chair by her side. + +“My pearl,” said she, “in this world below, I know nothing worse +calumniated than God and the eighteenth century; for as I look back over +my own young days, I do not recollect that a single duchess trampled the +proprieties underfoot as you have just done. Novelists and scribblers +brought the reign of Louis XV into disrepute. Do not believe them. The +du Barry, my dear, was quite as good as the Widow Scarron, and the more +agreeable woman of the two. In my time a woman could keep her dignity +among her gallantries. Indiscretion was the ruin of us, and the +beginning of all the mischief. The philosophists--the nobodies whom we +admitted into our salons--had no more gratitude or sense of decency than +to make an inventory of our hearts, to traduce us one and all, and to +rail against the age by way of a return for our kindness. The people are +not in a position to judge of anything whatsoever; they looked at the +facts, not at the form. But the men and women of those times, my heart, +were quite as remarkable as at any other period of the Monarchy. Not one +of your Werthers, none of your notabilities, as they are called, never +a one of your men in yellow kid gloves and trousers that disguise the +poverty of their legs, would cross Europe in the dress of a travelling +hawker to brave the daggers of a Duke of Modena, and to shut himself up +in the dressing-room of the Regent’s daughter at the risk of his life. +Not one of your little consumptive patients with their tortoiseshell +eyeglasses would hide himself in a closet for six weeks, like Lauzun, +to keep up his mistress’s courage while she was lying in of her child. +There was more passion in M. de Jaucourt’s little finger than in +your whole race of higglers that leave a woman to better themselves +elsewhere! Just tell me where to find the page that would be cut in +pieces and buried under the floorboards for one kiss on the Konigsmark’s +gloved finger! + +“Really, it would seem today that the roles are exchanged, and women +are expected to show their devotion for men. These modern gentlemen are +worth less, and think more of themselves. Believe me, my dear, all these +adventures that have been made public, and now are turned against our +good Louis XV, were kept quite secret at first. If it had not been for +a pack of poetasters, scribblers, and moralists, who hung about our +waiting-women, and took down their slanders, our epoch would have +appeared in literature as a well-conducted age. I am justifying the +century and not its fringe. Perhaps a hundred women of quality were +lost; but for every one, the rogues set down ten, like the gazettes +after a battle when they count up the losses of the beaten side. And in +any case I do not know that the Revolution and the Empire can reproach +us; they were coarse, dull, licentious times. Faugh! it is revolting. +Those are the brothels of French history. + +“This preamble, my dear child,” she continued after a pause, “brings +me to the thing that I have to say. If you care for Montriveau, you are +quite at liberty to love him at your ease, and as much as you can. I +know by experience that, unless you are locked up (but locking people +up is out of fashion now), you will do as you please; I should have done +the same at your age. Only, sweetheart, I should not have given up my +right to be the mother of future Ducs de Langeais. So mind appearances. +The Vidame is right. No man is worth a single one of the sacrifices +which we are foolish enough to make for their love. Put yourself in +such a position that you may still be M. de Langeais’ wife, in case you +should have the misfortune to repent. When you are an old woman, you +will be very glad to hear mass said at Court, and not in some provincial +convent. Therein lies the whole question. A single imprudence means an +allowance and a wandering life; it means that you are at the mercy of +your lover; it means that you must put up with insolence from women +that are not so honest, precisely because they have been very vulgarly +sharp-witted. It would be a hundred times better to go to Montriveau’s +at night in a cab, and disguised, instead of sending your carriage in +broad daylight. You are a little fool, my dear child! Your carriage +flattered his vanity; your person would have ensnared his heart. All +this that I have said is just and true; but, for my own part, I do not +blame you. You are two centuries behind the times with your false ideas +of greatness. There, leave us to arrange your affairs, and say that +Montriveau made your servants drunk to gratify his vanity and to +compromise you----” + +The Duchess rose to her feet with a spring. “In Heaven’s name, aunt, do +not slander him!” + +The old Princess’s eyes flashed. + +“Dear child,” she said, “I should have liked to spare such of your +illusions as were not fatal. But there must be an end of all illusions +now. You would soften me if I were not so old. Come, now, do not vex +him, or us, or anyone else. I will undertake to satisfy everybody; but +promise me not to permit yourself a single step henceforth until you +have consulted me. Tell me all, and perhaps I may bring it all right +again.” + +“Aunt, I promise----” + +“To tell me everything?” + +“Yes, everything. Everything that can be told.” + +“But, my sweetheart, it is precisely what cannot be told that I want +to know. Let us understand each other thoroughly. Come, let me put my +withered old lips on your beautiful forehead. No; let me do as I wish. I +forbid you to kiss my bones. Old people have a courtesy of their own.... +There, take me down to my carriage,” she added, when she had kissed her +niece. + +“Then may I go to him in disguise, dear aunt?” + +“Why--yes. The story can always be denied,” said the old Princess. + +This was the one idea which the Duchess had clearly grasped in the +sermon. When Mme de Chauvry was seated in the corner of her carriage, +Mme de Langeais bade her a graceful adieu and went up to her room. She +was quite happy again. + +“My person would have snared his heart; my aunt is right; a man cannot +surely refuse a pretty woman when she understands how to offer herself.” + +That evening, at the Elysee-Bourbon, the Duc de Navarreins, M. de +Pamiers, M. de Marsay, M. de Grandlieu, and the Duc de Maufrigneuse +triumphantly refuted the scandals that were circulating with regard to +the Duchesse de Langeais. So many officers and other persons had seen +Montriveau walking in the Tuileries that morning, that the silly story +was set down to chance, which takes all that is offered. And so, +in spite of the fact that the Duchess’s carriage had waited before +Montriveau’s door, her character became as clear and as spotless as +Membrino’s sword after Sancho had polished it up. + +But, at two o’clock, M. de Ronquerolles passed Montriveau in a deserted +alley, and said with a smile, “She is coming on, is your Duchess. Go on, +keep it up!” he added, and gave a significant cut of the riding whip to +his mare, who sped off like a bullet down the avenue. + +Two days after the fruitless scandal, Mme de Langeais wrote to M. de +Montriveau. That letter, like the preceding ones, remained unanswered. +This time she took her own measures, and bribed M. de Montriveau’s man, +Auguste. And so at eight o’clock that evening she was introduced into +Armand’s apartment. It was not the room in which that secret scene had +passed; it was entirely different. The Duchess was told that the General +would not be at home that night. Had he two houses? The man would give +no answer. Mme de Langeais had bought the key of the room, but not the +man’s whole loyalty. + +When she was left alone she saw her fourteen letters lying on an +old-fashioned stand, all of them uncreased and unopened. He had not +read them. She sank into an easy-chair, and for a while she lost +consciousness. When she came to herself, Auguste was holding vinegar for +her to inhale. + +“A carriage; quick!” she ordered. + +The carriage came. She hastened downstairs with convulsive speed, and +left orders that no one was to be admitted. For twenty-four hours she +lay in bed, and would have no one near her but her woman, who brought +her a cup of orange-flower water from time to time. Suzette heard +her mistress moan once or twice, and caught a glimpse of tears in the +brilliant eyes, now circled with dark shadows. + +The next day, amid despairing tears, Mme de Langeais took her +resolution. Her man of business came for an interview, and no doubt +received instructions of some kind. Afterwards she sent for the +Vidame de Pamiers; and while she waited, she wrote a letter to M. +de Montriveau. The Vidame punctually came towards two o’clock that +afternoon, to find his young cousin looking white and worn, but +resigned; never had her divine loveliness been more poetic than now in +the languor of her agony. + +“You owe this assignation to your eighty-four years, dear cousin,” she +said. “Ah! do not smile, I beg of you, when an unhappy woman has reached +the lowest depths of wretchedness. You are a gentleman, and after the +adventures of your youth you must feel some indulgence for women.” + +“None whatever,” said he. + +“Indeed!” + +“Everything is in their favour.” + +“Ah! Well, you are one of the inner family circle; possibly you will be +the last relative, the last friend whose hand I shall press, so I can +ask your good offices. Will you, dear Vidame, do me a service which I +could not ask of my own father, nor of my uncle Grandlieu, nor of any +woman? You cannot fail to understand. I beg of you to do my bidding, and +then to forget what you have done, whatever may come of it. It is this: +Will you take this letter and go to M. de Montriveau? will you see him +yourself, give it into his hands, and ask him, as you men can ask things +between yourselves--for you have a code of honour between man and man +which you do not use with us, and a different way of regarding things +between yourselves--ask him if he will read this letter? Not in +your presence. Certain feelings men hide from each other. I give you +authority to say, if you think it necessary to bring him, that it is a +question of life or death for me. If he deigns----” + +“_Deigns_!” repeated the Vidame. + +“If he deigns to read it,” the Duchess continued with dignity, “say one +thing more. You will go to see him about five o’clock, for I know that +he will dine at home today at that time. Very good. By way of answer he +must come to see me. If, three hours afterwards, by eight o’clock, he +does not leave his house, all will be over. The Duchesse de Langeais +will have vanished from the world. I shall not be dead, dear friend, no, +but no human power will ever find me again on this earth. Come and dine +with me; I shall at least have one friend with me in the last agony. +Yes, dear cousin, tonight will decide my fate; and whatever happens to +me, I pass through an ordeal by fire. There! not a word. I will hear +nothing of the nature of comment or advice----Let us chat and laugh +together,” she added, holding out a hand, which he kissed. “We will be +like two grey-headed philosophers who have learned how to enjoy life to +the last moment. I will look my best; I will be very enchanting for +you. You perhaps will be the last man to set eyes on the Duchesse de +Langeais.” + +The Vicomte bowed, took the letter, and went without a word. At five +o’clock he returned. His cousin had studied to please him, and she +looked lovely indeed. The room was gay with flowers as if for a +festivity; the dinner was exquisite. For the grey-headed Vidame the +Duchess displayed all the brilliancy of her wit; she was more charming +than she had ever been before. At first the Vidame tried to look on +all these preparations as a young woman’s jest; but now and again the +attempted illusion faded, the spell of his fair cousin’s charm was +broken. He detected a shudder caused by some kind of sudden dread, and +once she seemed to listen during a pause. + +“What is the matter?” he asked. + +“Hush!” she said. + +At seven o’clock the Duchess left him for a few minutes. When she came +back again she was dressed as her maid might have dressed for a journey. +She asked her guest to be her escort, took his arm, sprang into a +hackney coach, and by a quarter to eight they stood outside M. de +Montriveau’s door. + +Armand meantime had been reading the following letter:-- + + +“MY FRIEND,--I went to your rooms for a few minutes without your +knowledge; I found my letters there, and took them away. This cannot +be indifference, Armand, between us; and hatred would show itself quite +differently. If you love me, make an end of this cruel play, or you will +kill me, and afterwards, learning how much you were loved, you might be +in despair. If I have not rightly understood you, if you have no feeling +towards me but aversion, which implies both contempt and disgust, then +I give up all hope. A man never recovers from those feelings. You will +have no regrets. Dreadful though that thought may be, it will comfort me +in my long sorrow. Regrets? Oh, my Armand, may I never know of them; if +I thought that I had caused you a single regret----But, no, I will not +tell you what desolation I should feel. I should be living still, and I +could not be your wife; it would be too late! + +“Now that I have given myself wholly to you in thought, to whom else +should I give myself?--to God. The eyes that you loved for a little +while shall never look on another man’s face; and may the glory of God +blind them to all besides. I shall never hear human voices more since I +heard yours--so gentle at the first, so terrible yesterday; for it seems +to me that I am still only on the morrow of your vengeance. And now +may the will of God consume me. Between His wrath and yours, my friend, +there will be nothing left for me but a little space for tears and +prayers. + +“Perhaps you wonder why I write to you? Ah! do not think ill of me if I +keep a gleam of hope, and give one last sigh to happy life before I take +leave of it forever. I am in a hideous position. I feel all the inward +serenity that comes when a great resolution has been taken, even while I +hear the last growlings of the storm. When you went out on that terrible +adventure which so drew me to you, Armand, you went from the desert to +the oasis with a good guide to show you the way. Well, I am going out of +the oasis into the desert, and you are a pitiless guide to me. And yet +you only, my friend, can understand how melancholy it is to look back +for the last time on happiness--to you, and you only, I can make moan +without a blush. If you grant my entreaty, I shall be happy; if you are +inexorable, I shall expiate the wrong that I have done. After all, it is +natural, is it not, that a woman should wish to live, invested with all +noble feelings, in her friend’s memory? Oh! my one and only love, let +her to whom you gave life go down into the tomb in the belief that she +is great in your eyes. Your harshness led me to reflect; and now that I +love you so, it seems to me that I am less guilty than you think. Listen +to my justification, I owe it to you; and you that are all the world to +me, owe me at least a moment’s justice. + +“I have learned by my own anguish all that I made you suffer by my +coquetry; but in those days I was utterly ignorant of love. _You_ know +what the torture is, and you mete it out to me! During those first eight +months that you gave me you never roused any feeling of love in me. Do +you ask why this was so, my friend? I can no more explain it than I can +tell you why I love you now. Oh! certainly it flattered my vanity that I +should be the subject of your passionate talk, and receive those burning +glances of yours; but you left me cold. No, I was not a woman; I had +no conception of womanly devotion and happiness. Who was to blame? You +would have despised me, would you not, if I had given myself without +the impulse of passion? Perhaps it is the highest height to which we +can rise--to give all and receive no joy; perhaps there is no merit in +yielding oneself to bliss that is foreseen and ardently desired. Alas, +my friend, I can say this now; these thoughts came to me when I played +with you; and you seemed to me so great even then that I would not have +you owe the gift to pity----What is this that I have written? + +“I have taken back all my letters; I am flinging them one by one on the +fire; they are burning. You will never know what they confessed--all the +love and the passion and the madness---- + +“I will say no more, Armand; I will stop. I will not say another word of +my feelings. If my prayers have not echoed from my soul through yours, +I also, woman that I am, decline to owe your love to your pity. It is my +wish to be loved, because you cannot choose but love me, or else to +be left without mercy. If you refuse to read this letter, it shall be +burnt. If, after you have read it, you do not come to me within three +hours, to be henceforth forever my husband, the one man in the world for +me; then I shall never blush to know that this letter is in your hands, +the pride of my despair will protect my memory from all insult, and my +end shall be worthy of my love. When you see me no more on earth, albeit +I shall still be alive, you yourself will not think without a shudder +of the woman who, in three hours’ time, will live only to overwhelm +you with her tenderness; a woman consumed by a hopeless love, and +faithful--not to memories of past joys--but to a love that was slighted. + +“The Duchesse de la Valliere wept for lost happiness and vanished power; +but the Duchesse de Langeais will be happy that she may weep and be a +power for you still. Yes, you will regret me. I see clearly that I was +not of this world, and I thank you for making it clear to me. + +“Farewell; you will never touch _my_ axe. Yours was the executioner’s +axe, mine is God’s; yours kills, mine saves. Your love was but mortal, +it could not endure disdain or ridicule; mine can endure all things +without growing weaker, it will last eternally. Ah! I feel a sombre joy +in crushing you that believe yourself so great; in humbling you with the +calm, indulgent smile of one of the least among the angels that lie at +the feet of God, for to them is given the right and the power to protect +and watch over men in His name. You have but felt fleeting desires, +while the poor nun will shed the light of her ceaseless and ardent +prayer about you, she will shelter you all your life long beneath the +wings of a love that has nothing of earth in it. + +“I have a presentiment of your answer; our trysting place shall be--in +heaven. Strength and weakness can both enter there, dear Armand; the +strong and the weak are bound to suffer. This thought soothes the +anguish of my final ordeal. So calm am I that I should fear that I had +ceased to love you if I were not about to leave the world for your sake. + + “ANTOINETTE.” + + +“Dear Vidame,” said the Duchess as they reached Montriveau’s house, “do +me the kindness to ask at the door whether he is at home.” The Vidame, +obedient after the manner of the eighteenth century to a woman’s wish, +got out, and came back to bring his cousin an affirmative answer that +sent a shudder through her. She grasped his hand tightly in hers, +suffered him to kiss her on either cheek, and begged him to go at once. +He must not watch her movements nor try to protect her. “But the people +passing in the street,” he objected. + +“No one can fail in respect to me,” she said. It was the last word +spoken by the Duchess and the woman of fashion. + +The Vidame went. Mme de Langeais wrapped herself about in her cloak, +and stood on the doorstep until the clocks struck eight. The last stroke +died away. The unhappy woman waited ten, fifteen minutes; to the last +she tried to see a fresh humiliation in the delay, then her faith ebbed. +She turned to leave the fatal threshold. + +“Oh, God!” the cry broke from her in spite of herself; it was the first +word spoken by the Carmelite. + + + +Montriveau and some of his friends were talking together. He tried to +hasten them to a conclusion, but his clock was slow, and by the time he +started out for the Hotel de Langeais the Duchess was hurrying on foot +through the streets of Paris, goaded by the dull rage in her heart. She +reached the Boulevard d’Enfer, and looked out for the last time through +falling tears on the noisy, smoky city that lay below in a red mist, +lighted up by its own lamps. Then she hailed a cab, and drove away, +never to return. When the Marquis de Montriveau reached the Hotel de +Langeais, and found no trace of his mistress, he thought that he had +been duped. He hurried away at once to the Vidame, and found that worthy +gentleman in the act of slipping on his flowered dressing-gown, thinking +the while of his fair cousin’s happiness. + +Montriveau gave him one of the terrific glances that produced the effect +of an electric shock on men and women alike. + +“Is it possible that you have lent yourself to some cruel hoax, +monsieur?” Montriveau exclaimed. “I have just come from Mme de Langeais’ +house; the servants say that she is out.” + +“Then a great misfortune has happened, no doubt,” returned the Vidame, +“and through your fault. I left the Duchess at your door----” + +“When?” + +“At a quarter to eight.” + +“Good evening,” returned Montriveau, and he hurried home to ask the +porter whether he had seen a lady standing on the doorstep that evening. + +“Yes, my Lord Marquis, a handsome woman, who seemed very much put out. +She was crying like a Magdalen, but she never made a sound, and stood +as upright as a post. Then at last she went, and my wife and I that were +watching her while she could not see us, heard her say, ‘Oh, God!’ so +that it went to our hearts, asking your pardon, to hear her say it.” + +Montriveau, in spite of all his firmness, turned pale at those few +words. He wrote a few lines to Ronquerolles, sent off the message at +once, and went up to his rooms. Ronquerolles came just about midnight. + +Armand gave him the Duchess’s letter to read. + +“Well?” asked Ronquerolles. + +“She was here at my door at eight o’clock; at a quarter-past eight she +had gone. I have lost her, and I love her. Oh! if my life were my own, I +could blow my brains out.” + +“Pooh, pooh! Keep cool,” said Ronquerolles. “Duchesses do not fly off +like wagtails. She cannot travel faster than three leagues an hour, and +tomorrow we will ride six.--Confound it! Mme de Langeais is no ordinary +woman,” he continued. “Tomorrow we will all of us mount and ride. +The police will put us on her track during the day. She must have a +carriage; angels of that sort have no wings. We shall find her whether +she is on the road or hidden in Paris. There is the semaphore. We can +stop her. You shall be happy. But, my dear fellow, you have made a +blunder, of which men of your energy are very often guilty. They judge +others by themselves, and do not know the point when human nature gives +way if you strain the cords too tightly. Why did you not say a word +to me sooner? I would have told you to be punctual. Good-bye till +tomorrow,” he added, as Montriveau said nothing. “Sleep if you can,” he +added, with a grasp of the hand. + +But the greatest resources which society has ever placed at the disposal +of statesmen, kings, ministers, bankers, or any human power, in fact, +were all exhausted in vain. Neither Montriveau nor his friends could +find any trace of the Duchess. It was clear that she had entered a +convent. Montriveau determined to search, or to institute a search, for +her through every convent in the world. He must have her, even at the +cost of all the lives in a town. And in justice to this extraordinary +man, it must be said that his frenzied passion awoke to the same +ardour daily and lasted through five years. Only in 1829 did the Duc de +Navarreins hear by chance that his daughter had travelled to Spain as +Lady Julia Hopwood’s maid, that she had left her service at Cadiz, and +that Lady Julia never discovered that Mlle Caroline was the illustrious +duchess whose sudden disappearance filled the minds of the highest +society of Paris. + + + +The feelings of the two lovers when they met again on either side of the +grating in the Carmelite convent should now be comprehended to the full, +and the violence of the passion awakened in either soul will doubtless +explain the catastrophe of the story. + +In 1823 the Duc de Langeais was dead, and his wife was free. Antoinette +de Navarreins was living, consumed by love, on a ledge of rock in +the Mediterranean; but it was in the Pope’s power to dissolve Sister +Theresa’s vows. The happiness bought by so much love might yet bloom +for the two lovers. These thoughts sent Montriveau flying from Cadiz to +Marseilles, and from Marseilles to Paris. + +A few months after his return to France, a merchant brig, fitted out and +munitioned for active service, set sail from the port of Marseilles for +Spain. The vessel had been chartered by several distinguished men, most +of them Frenchmen, who, smitten with a romantic passion for the East, +wished to make a journey to those lands. Montriveau’s familiar knowledge +of Eastern customs made him an invaluable travelling companion, and at +the entreaty of the rest he had joined the expedition; the Minister +of War appointed him lieutenant-general, and put him on the Artillery +Commission to facilitate his departure. + +Twenty-fours hours later the brig lay to off the north-west shore of an +island within sight of the Spanish coast. She had been specially chosen +for her shallow keel and light mastage, so that she might lie at anchor +in safety half a league away from the reefs that secure the island from +approach in this direction. If fishing vessels or the people on the +island caught sight of the brig, they were scarcely likely to feel +suspicious of her at once; and besides, it was easy to give a reason for +her presence without delay. Montriveau hoisted the flag of the United +States before they came in sight of the island, and the crew of the +vessel were all American sailors, who spoke nothing but English. One +of M. de Montriveau’s companions took the men ashore in the ship’s +longboat, and made them so drunk at an inn in the little town that +they could not talk. Then he gave out that the brig was manned by +treasure-seekers, a gang of men whose hobby was well known in the United +States; indeed, some Spanish writer had written a history of them. The +presence of the brig among the reefs was now sufficiently explained. +The owners of the vessel, according to the self-styled boatswain’s mate, +were looking for the wreck of a galleon which foundered thereabouts in +1778 with a cargo of treasure from Mexico. The people at the inn and the +authorities asked no more questions. + +Armand, and the devoted friends who were helping him in his difficult +enterprise, were all from the first of the opinion that there was no +hope of rescuing or carrying off Sister Theresa by force or stratagem +from the side of the little town. Wherefore these bold spirits, with one +accord, determined to take the bull by the horns. They would make a way +to the convent at the most seemingly inaccessible point; like General +Lamarque, at the storming of Capri, they would conquer Nature. The cliff +at the end of the island, a sheer block of granite, afforded even less +hold than the rock of Capri. So it seemed at least to Montriveau, who +had taken part in that incredible exploit, while the nuns in his eyes +were much more redoubtable than Sir Hudson Lowe. To raise a hubbub over +carrying off the Duchess would cover them with confusion. They might as +well set siege to the town and convent, like pirates, and leave not a +single soul to tell of their victory. So for them their expedition wore +but two aspects. There should be a conflagration and a feat of arms +that should dismay all Europe, while the motives of the crime remained +unknown; or, on the other hand, a mysterious, aerial descent which +should persuade the nuns that the Devil himself had paid them a visit. +They had decided upon the latter course in the secret council held +before they left Paris, and subsequently everything had been done to +insure the success of an expedition which promised some real excitement +to jaded spirits weary of Paris and its pleasures. + +An extremely light pirogue, made at Marseilles on a Malayan model, +enabled them to cross the reef, until the rocks rose from out of the +water. Then two cables of iron wire were fastened several feet apart +between one rock and another. These wire ropes slanted upwards and +downwards in opposite directions, so that baskets of iron wire could +travel to and fro along them; and in this manner the rocks were covered +with a system of baskets and wire-cables, not unlike the filaments +which a certain species of spider weaves about a tree. The Chinese, an +essentially imitative people, were the first to take a lesson from the +work of instinct. Fragile as these bridges were, they were always ready +for use; high waves and the caprices of the sea could not throw them +out of working order; the ropes hung just sufficiently slack, so as to +present to the breakers that particular curve discovered by Cachin, the +immortal creator of the harbour at Cherbourg. Against this cunningly +devised line the angry surge is powerless; the law of that curve was +a secret wrested from Nature by that faculty of observation in which +nearly all human genius consists. + +M. de Montriveau’s companions were alone on board the vessel, and out of +sight of every human eye. No one from the deck of a passing vessel could +have discovered either the brig hidden among the reefs, or the men at +work among the rocks; they lay below the ordinary range of the most +powerful telescope. Eleven days were spent in preparation, before the +Thirteen, with all their infernal power, could reach the foot of the +cliffs. The body of the rock rose up straight from the sea to a height +of thirty fathoms. Any attempt to climb the sheer wall of granite seemed +impossible; a mouse might as well try to creep up the slippery sides of +a plain china vase. Still there was a cleft, a straight line of fissure +so fortunately placed that large blocks of wood could be wedged firmly +into it at a distance of about a foot apart. Into these blocks the +daring workers drove iron cramps, specially made for the purpose, with +a broad iron bracket at the outer end, through which a hole had been +drilled. Each bracket carried a light deal board which corresponded with +a notch made in a pole that reached to the top of the cliffs, and was +firmly planted in the beach at their feet. With ingenuity worthy of +these men who found nothing impossible, one of their number, a skilled +mathematician, had calculated the angle from which the steps must start; +so that from the middle they rose gradually, like the sticks of a fan, +to the top of the cliff, and descended in the same fashion to its +base. That miraculously light, yet perfectly firm, staircase cost them +twenty-two days of toil. A little tinder and the surf of the sea would +destroy all trace of it forever in a single night. A betrayal of the +secret was impossible; and all search for the violators of the convent +was doomed to failure. + +At the top of the rock there was a platform with sheer precipice on all +sides. The Thirteen, reconnoitring the ground with their glasses from +the masthead, made certain that though the ascent was steep and rough, +there would be no difficulty in gaining the convent garden, where the +trees were thick enough for a hiding-place. After such great efforts +they would not risk the success of their enterprise, and were compelled +to wait till the moon passed out of her last quarter. + +For two nights Montriveau, wrapped in his cloak, lay out on the rock +platform. The singing at vespers and matins filled him with unutterable +joy. He stood under the wall to hear the music of the organ, listening +intently for one voice among the rest. But in spite of the silence, the +confused effect of music was all that reached his ears. In those sweet +harmonies defects of execution are lost; the pure spirit of art comes +into direct communication with the spirit of the hearer, making +no demand on the attention, no strain on the power of listening. +Intolerable memories awoke. All the love within him seemed to break into +blossom again at the breath of that music; he tried to find auguries of +happiness in the air. During the last night he sat with his eyes fixed +upon an ungrated window, for bars were not needed on the side of the +precipice. A light shone there all through the hours; and that instinct +of the heart, which is sometimes true, and as often false, cried within +him, “She is there!” + +“She is certainly there! Tomorrow she will be mine,” he said to himself, +and joy blended with the slow tinkling of a bell that began to ring. + +Strange unaccountable workings of the heart! The nun, wasted by yearning +love, worn out with tears and fasting, prayer and vigils; the woman of +nine-and-twenty, who had passed through heavy trials, was loved more +passionately than the lighthearted girl, the woman of four-and-twenty, +the sylphide, had ever been. But is there not, for men of vigorous +character, something attractive in the sublime expression engraven on +women’s faces by the impetuous stirrings of thought and misfortunes of +no ignoble kind? Is there not a beauty of suffering which is the most +interesting of all beauty to those men who feel that within them there +is an inexhaustible wealth of tenderness and consoling pity for a +creature so gracious in weakness, so strong with love? It is the +ordinary nature that is attracted by young, smooth, pink-and-white +beauty, or, in one word, by prettiness. In some faces love awakens +amid the wrinkles carved by sorrow and the ruin made by melancholy; +Montriveau could not but feel drawn to these. For cannot a lover, +with the voice of a great longing, call forth a wholly new creature? a +creature athrob with the life but just begun breaks forth for him alone, +from the outward form that is fair for him, and faded for all the world +besides. Does he not love two women?--One of them, as others see her, +is pale and wan and sad; but the other, the unseen love that his heart +knows, is an angel who understands life through feeling, and is adorned +in all her glory only for love’s high festivals. + +The General left his post before sunrise, but not before he had heard +voices singing together, sweet voices full of tenderness sounding +faintly from the cell. When he came down to the foot of the cliffs where +his friends were waiting, he told them that never in his life had +he felt such enthralling bliss, and in the few words there was that +unmistakable thrill of repressed strong feeling, that magnificent +utterance which all men respect. + + + +That night eleven of his devoted comrades made the ascent in the +darkness. Each man carried a poniard, a provision of chocolate, and +a set of house-breaking tools. They climbed the outer walls with +scaling-ladders, and crossed the cemetery of the convent. Montriveau +recognised the long, vaulted gallery through which he went to the +parlour, and remembered the windows of the room. His plans were made and +adopted in a moment. They would effect an entrance through one of the +windows in the Carmelite’s half of the parlour, find their way along +the corridors, ascertain whether the sister’s names were written on the +doors, find Sister Theresa’s cell, surprise her as she slept, and carry +her off, bound and gagged. The programme presented no difficulties to +men who combined boldness and a convict’s dexterity with the knowledge +peculiar to men of the world, especially as they would not scruple to +give a stab to ensure silence. + +In two hours the bars were sawn through. Three men stood on guard +outside, and two inside the parlour. The rest, barefooted, took up their +posts along the corridor. Young Henri de Marsay, the most dexterous +man among them, disguised by way of precaution in a Carmelite’s robe, +exactly like the costume of the convent, led the way, and Montriveau +came immediately behind him. The clock struck three just as the two men +reached the dormitory cells. They soon saw the position. Everything was +perfectly quiet. With the help of a dark lantern they read the names +luckily written on every door, together with the picture of a saint or +saints and the mystical words which every nun takes as a kind of +motto for the beginning of her new life and the revelation of her +last thought. Montriveau reached Sister Theresa’s door and read the +inscription, _Sub invocatione sanctae matris Theresae_, and her motto, +_Adoremus in aeternum_. Suddenly his companion laid a hand on his +shoulder. A bright light was streaming through the chinks of the door. +M. de Ronquerolles came up at that moment. + +“All the nuns are in the church,” he said; “they are beginning the +Office for the Dead.” + +“I will stay here,” said Montriveau. “Go back into the parlour, and shut +the door at the end of the passage.” + +He threw open the door and rushed in, preceded by his disguised +companion, who let down the veil over his face. + +There before them lay the dead Duchess; her plank bed had been laid on +the floor of the outer room of her cell, between two lighted candles. +Neither Montriveau nor de Marsay spoke a word or uttered a cry; but they +looked into each other’s faces. The General’s dumb gesture tried to say, +“Let us carry her away!” + +“Quickly” shouted Ronquerolles, “the procession of nuns is leaving the +church. You will be caught!” + +With magical swiftness of movement, prompted by an intense desire, the +dead woman was carried into the convent parlour, passed through the +window, and lowered from the walls before the Abbess, followed by the +nuns, returned to take up Sister Theresa’s body. The sister left in +charge had imprudently left her post; there were secrets that she longed +to know; and so busy was she ransacking the inner room, that she heard +nothing, and was horrified when she came back to find that the body was +gone. Before the women, in their blank amazement, could think of making +a search, the Duchess had been lowered by a cord to the foot of the +crags, and Montriveau’s companions had destroyed all traces of their +work. By nine o’clock that morning there was not a sign to show that +either staircase or wire-cables had ever existed, and Sister Theresa’s +body had been taken on board. The brig came into the port to ship her +crew, and sailed that day. + +Montriveau, down in the cabin, was left alone with Antoinette +de Navarreins. For some hours it seemed as if her dead face was +transfigured for him by that unearthly beauty which the calm of death +gives to the body before it perishes. + +“Look here,” said Ronquerolles when Montriveau reappeared on deck, +“_that_ was a woman once, now it is nothing. Let us tie a cannon ball +to both feet and throw the body overboard; and if ever you think of her +again, think of her as of some book that you read as a boy.” + +“Yes,” assented Montriveau, “it is nothing now but a dream.” + +“That is sensible of you. Now, after this, have passions; but as for +love, a man ought to know how to place it wisely; it is only a woman’s +last love that can satisfy a man’s first love.” + + + + +ADDENDUM + + Note: The Duchesse de Langeais is the second part of a trilogy. + Part one is entitled Ferragus and part three is The Girl with + the Golden Eyes. In other addendum references all three stories + are usually combined under the title The Thirteen. + +The following personages appear in other stories of the Human Comedy. + + Blamont-Chauvry, Princesse de + Madame Firmiani + The Lily of the Valley + + Grandlieu, Duc Ferdinand de + The Gondreville Mystery + A Bachelor’s Establishment + Modeste Mignon + Scenes from a Courtesan’s Life + + Granville, Comtesse Angelique de + A Second Home + A Daughter of Eve + + Keller, Madame Francois + Domestic Peace + The Member for Arcis + + Langeais, Duc de + An Episode under the Terror + + Langeais, Duchesse Antoinette de + Father Goriot + Ferragus + + Marsay, Henri de + Ferragus + The Girl with the Golden Eyes + The Unconscious Humorists + Another Study of Woman + The Lily of the Valley + Father Goriot + Jealousies of a Country Town + Ursule Mirouet + A Marriage Settlement + Lost Illusions + A Distinguished Provincial at Paris + Letters of Two Brides + The Ball at Sceaux + Modeste Mignon + The Secrets of a Princess + The Gondreville Mystery + A Daughter of Eve + + Montriveau, General Marquis Armand de + Father Goriot + Lost Illusions + A Distinguished Provincial at Paris + Another Study of Woman + Pierrette + The Member for Arcis + + Navarreins, Duc de + A Bachelor’s Establishment + Colonel Chabert + The Muse of the Department + Jealousies of a Country Town + The Peasantry + Scenes from a Courtesan’s Life + The Country Parson + The Magic Skin + The Gondreville Mystery + The Secrets of a Princess + Cousin Betty + + Pamiers, Vidame de + Ferragus + Jealousies of a Country Town + + Ronquerolles, Marquis de + The Imaginary Mistress + The Peasantry + Ursule Mirouet + A Woman of Thirty + Another Study of Woman + Ferragus + The Girl with the Golden Eyes + The Member for Arcis + + Serizy, Comtesse de + A Start in Life + Ferragus + Ursule Mirouet + A Woman of Thirty + Scenes from a Courtesan’s Life + Another Study of Woman + The Imaginary Mistress + + Soulanges, Comtesse Hortense de + Domestic Peace + The Peasantry + + Talleyrand-Perigord, Charles-Maurice de + The Chouans + The Gondreville Mystery + Letters of Two Brides + Gaudissart II + + + + + +III. THE GIRL WITH THE GOLDEN EYES + + + +Translated by Ellen Marriage + + + + DEDICATION + + To Eugene Delacroix, Painter + + +One of those sights in which most horror is to be encountered is, +surely, the general aspect of the Parisian populace--a people fearful +to behold, gaunt, yellow, tawny. Is not Paris a vast field in perpetual +turmoil from a storm of interests beneath which are whirled along a crop +of human beings, who are, more often than not, reaped by death, only to +be born again as pinched as ever, men whose twisted and contorted faces +give out at every pore the instinct, the desire, the poisons with +which their brains are pregnant; not faces so much as masks; masks of +weakness, masks of strength, masks of misery, masks of joy, masks of +hypocrisy; all alike worn and stamped with the indelible signs of +a panting cupidity? What is it they want? Gold or pleasure? A few +observations upon the soul of Paris may explain the causes of its +cadaverous physiognomy, which has but two ages--youth and decay: youth, +wan and colorless; decay, painted to seem young. In looking at +this excavated people, foreigners, who are not prone to reflection, +experience at first a movement of disgust towards the capital, that +vast workshop of delights, from which, in a short time, they cannot even +extricate themselves, and where they stay willingly to be corrupted. A +few words will suffice to justify physiologically the almost infernal +hue of Parisian faces, for it is not in mere sport that Paris has been +called a hell. Take the phrase for truth. There all is smoke and fire, +everything gleams, crackles, flames, evaporates, dies out, then lights +up again, with shooting sparks, and is consumed. In no other country has +life ever been more ardent or acute. The social nature, even in fusion, +seems to say after each completed work: “Pass on to another!” just as +Nature says herself. Like Nature herself, this social nature is busied +with insects and flowers of a day--ephemeral trifles; and so, too, +it throws up fire and flame from its eternal crater. Perhaps, before +analyzing the causes which lend a special physiognomy to each tribe of +this intelligent and mobile nation, the general cause should be pointed +out which bleaches and discolors, tints with blue or brown individuals +in more or less degree. + +By dint of taking interest in everything, the Parisian ends by being +interested in nothing. No emotion dominating his face, which friction +has rubbed away, it turns gray like the faces of those houses upon which +all kinds of dust and smoke have blown. In effect, the Parisian, with +his indifference on the day for what the morrow will bring forth, +lives like a child, whatever may be his age. He grumbles at everything, +consoles himself for everything, jests at everything, forgets, +desires, and tastes everything, seizes all with passion, quits all with +indifference--his kings, his conquests, his glory, his idols of bronze +or glass--as he throws away his stockings, his hats, and his fortune. In +Paris no sentiment can withstand the drift of things, and their current +compels a struggle in which the passions are relaxed: there love is +a desire, and hatred a whim; there’s no true kinsman but the +thousand-franc note, no better friend than the pawnbroker. This +universal toleration bears its fruits, and in the salon, as in the +street, there is no one _de trop_, there is no one absolutely useful, +or absolutely harmful--knaves or fools, men of wit or integrity. There +everything is tolerated: the government and the guillotine, religion and +the cholera. You are always acceptable to this world, you will never +be missed by it. What, then, is the dominating impulse in this country +without morals, without faith, without any sentiment, wherein, however, +every sentiment, belief, and moral has its origin and end? It is gold +and pleasure. Take those two words for a lantern, and explore that great +stucco cage, that hive with its black gutters, and follow the windings +of that thought which agitates, sustains, and occupies it! Consider! +And, in the first place, examine the world which possesses nothing. + +The artisan, the man of the proletariat, who uses his hands, his tongue, +his back, his right arm, his five fingers, to live--well, this very man, +who should be the first to economize his vital principle, outruns his +strength, yokes his wife to some machine, wears out his child, and ties +him to the wheel. The manufacturer--or I know not what secondary thread +which sets in motion all these folk who with their foul hands mould +and gild porcelain, sew coats and dresses, beat out iron, turn wood and +steel, weave hemp, festoon crystal, imitate flowers, work woolen things, +break in horses, dress harness, carve in copper, paint carriages, blow +glass, corrode the diamond, polish metals, turn marble into leaves, +labor on pebbles, deck out thought, tinge, bleach, or blacken +everything--well, this middleman has come to that world of sweat and +good-will, of study and patience, with promises of lavish wages, either +in the name of the town’s caprices or with the voice of the monster +dubbed speculation. Thus, these _quadrumanes_ set themselves to watch, +work, and suffer, to fast, sweat, and bestir them. Then, careless of the +future, greedy of pleasure, counting on their right arm as the painter +on his palette, lords for one day, they throw their money on Mondays +to the _cabarets_ which gird the town like a belt of mud, haunts of the +most shameless of the daughters of Venus, in which the periodical money +of this people, as ferocious in their pleasures as they are calm at +work, is squandered as it had been at play. For five days, then, there +is no repose for this laborious portion of Paris! It is given up to +actions which make it warped and rough, lean and pale, gush forth with a +thousand fits of creative energy. And then its pleasure, its repose, +are an exhausting debauch, swarthy and black with blows, white with +intoxication, or yellow with indigestion. It lasts but two days, but it +steals to-morrow’s bread, the week’s soup, the wife’s dress, the child’s +wretched rags. Men, born doubtless to be beautiful--for all creatures +have a relative beauty--are enrolled from their childhood beneath the +yoke of force, beneath the rule of the hammer, the chisel, the loom, and +have been promptly vulcanized. Is not Vulcan, with his hideousness and +his strength, the emblem of this strong and hideous nation--sublime +in its mechanical intelligence, patient in its season, and once in a +century terrible, inflammable as gunpowder, and ripe with brandy for +the madness of revolution, with wits enough, in fine, to take fire at +a captious word, which signifies to it always: Gold and Pleasure! If +we comprise in it all those who hold out their hands for an alms, for +lawful wages, or the five francs that are granted to every kind of +Parisian prostitution, in short, for all the money well or ill earned, +this people numbers three hundred thousand individuals. Were it not for +the _cabarets_, would not the Government be overturned every Tuesday? +Happily, by Tuesday, this people is glutted, sleeps off its pleasure, is +penniless, and returns to its labor, to dry bread, stimulated by a need +of material procreation, which has become a habit to it. None the +less, this people has its phenomenal virtues, its complete men, unknown +Napoleons, who are the type of its strength carried to its highest +expression, and sum up its social capacity in an existence wherein +thought and movement combine less to bring joy into it than to +neutralize the action of sorrow. + +Chance has made an artisan economical, chance has favored him with +forethought, he has been able to look forward, has met with a wife and +found himself a father, and, after some years of hard privation, he +embarks in some little draper’s business, hires a shop. If neither +sickness nor vice blocks his way--if he has prospered--there is the +sketch of this normal life. + +And, in the first place, hail to that king of Parisian activity, to whom +time and space give way. Yes, hail to that being, composed of saltpetre +and gas, who makes children for France during his laborious nights, +and in the day multiplies his personality for the service, glory, +and pleasure of his fellow-citizens. This man solves the problem +of sufficing at once to his amiable wife, to his hearth, to the +_Constitutionnel_, to his office, to the National Guard, to the opera, +and to God; but, only in order that the _Constitutionnel_, his office, +the National Guard, the opera, his wife, and God may be changed into +coin. In fine, hail to an irreproachable pluralist. Up every day at five +o’clock, he traverses like a bird the space which separates his dwelling +from the Rue Montmartre. Let it blow or thunder, rain or snow, he is at +the _Constitutionnel_, and waits there for the load of newspapers which +he has undertaken to distribute. He receives this political bread with +eagerness, takes it, bears it away. At nine o’clock he is in the bosom +of his family, flings a jest to his wife, snatches a loud kiss from her, +gulps down a cup of coffee, or scolds his children. At a quarter to ten +he puts in an appearance at the _Mairie_. There, stuck upon a stool, +like a parrot on its perch, warmed by Paris town, he registers until +four o’clock, with never a tear or a smile, the deaths and births of an +entire district. The sorrow, the happiness, of the parish flow beneath +his pen--as the essence of the _Constitutionnel_ traveled before upon +his shoulders. Nothing weighs upon him! He goes always straight before +him, takes his patriotism ready made from the newspaper, contradicts no +one, shouts or applauds with the world, and lives like a bird. Two yards +from his parish, in the event of an important ceremony, he can yield +his place to an assistant, and betake himself to chant a requiem from +a stall in the church of which on Sundays he is the fairest ornament, +where his is the most imposing voice, where he distorts his huge mouth +with energy to thunder out a joyous _Amen_. So is he chorister. At four +o’clock, freed from his official servitude, he reappears to shed joy and +gaiety upon the most famous shop in the city. Happy is his wife, he has +no time to be jealous: he is a man of action rather than of sentiment. +His mere arrival spurs the young ladies at the counter; their bright +eyes storm the customers; he expands in the midst of all the finery, the +lace and muslin kerchiefs, that their cunning hands have wrought. Or, +again, more often still, before his dinner he waits on a client, copies +the page of a newspaper, or carries to the doorkeeper some goods that +have been delayed. Every other day, at six, he is faithful to his +post. A permanent bass for the chorus, he betakes himself to the opera, +prepared to become a soldier or an arab, prisoner, savage, peasant, +spirit, camel’s leg or lion, a devil or a genie, a slave or a +eunuch, black or white; always ready to feign joy or sorrow, pity or +astonishment, to utter cries that never vary, to hold his tongue, to +hunt, or fight for Rome or Egypt, but always at heart--a huckster still. + +At midnight he returns--a man, the good husband, the tender father; +he slips into the conjugal bed, his imagination still afire with the +illusive forms of the operatic nymphs, and so turns to the profit +of conjugal love the world’s depravities, the voluptuous curves of +Taglioni’s leg. And finally, if he sleeps, he sleeps apace, and hurries +through his slumber as he does his life. + +This man sums up all things--history, literature, politics, government, +religion, military science. Is he not a living encyclopaedia, a +grotesque Atlas; ceaselessly in motion, like Paris itself, and knowing +not repose? He is all legs. No physiognomy could preserve its purity +amid such toils. Perhaps the artisan who dies at thirty, an old man, his +stomach tanned by repeated doses of brandy, will be held, according to +certain leisured philosophers, to be happier than the huckster is. +The one perishes in a breath, and the other by degrees. From his eight +industries, from the labor of his shoulders, his throat, his hands, +from his wife and his business, the one derives--as from so many +farms--children, some thousands of francs, and the most laborious +happiness that has ever diverted the heart of man. This fortune and +these children, or the children who sum up everything for him, become +the prey of the world above, to which he brings his ducats and his +daughter or his son, reared at college, who, with more education than +his father, raises higher his ambitious gaze. Often the son of a retail +tradesman would fain be something in the State. + +Ambition of that sort carries on our thought to the second Parisian +sphere. Go up one story, then, and descend to the _entresol_: or climb +down from the attic and remain on the fourth floor; in fine, penetrate +into the world which has possessions: the same result! Wholesale +merchants, and their men--people with small banking accounts and much +integrity--rogues and catspaws, clerks old and young, sheriffs’ clerks, +barristers’ clerks, solicitors’ clerks; in fine, all the working, +thinking, and speculating members of that lower middle class which +honeycombs the interests of Paris and watches over its granary, +accumulates the coin, stores the products that the proletariat have +made, preserves the fruits of the South, the fishes, the wine from every +sun-favored hill; which stretches its hands over the Orient, and takes +from it the shawls that the Russ and the Turk despise; which harvests +even from the Indies; crouches down in expectation of a sale, greedy +of profit; which discounts bills, turns over and collects all kinds of +securities, holds all Paris in its hand, watches over the fantasies +of children, spies out the caprices and the vices of mature age, +sucks money out of disease. Even so, if they drink no brandy, like the +artisan, nor wallow in the mire of debauch, all equally abuse their +strength, immeasurably strain their bodies and their minds alike, are +burned away with desires, devastated with the swiftness of the pace. In +their case the physical distortion is accomplished beneath the whip of +interests, beneath the scourge of ambitions which torture the educated +portion of this monstrous city, just as in the case of the proletariat +it is brought about by the cruel see-saw of the material elaborations +perpetually required from the despotism of the aristocratic “_I will_.” + Here, too, then, in order to obey that universal master, pleasure or +gold, they must devour time, hasten time, find more than four-and-twenty +hours in the day and night, waste themselves, slay themselves, and +purchase two years of unhealthy repose with thirty years of old age. +Only, the working-man dies in hospital when the last term of his stunted +growth expires; whereas the man of the middle class is set upon living, +and lives on, but in a state of idiocy. You will meet him, with his +worn, flat old face, with no light in his eyes, with no strength in his +limbs, dragging himself with a dazed air along the boulevard--the belt +of his Venus, of his beloved city. What was his want? The sabre of the +National Guard, a permanent stock-pot, a decent plot in Pere Lachaise, +and, for his old age, a little gold honestly earned. _HIS_ Monday is on +Sunday, his rest a drive in a hired carriage--a country excursion during +which his wife and children glut themselves merrily with dust or bask +in the sun; his dissipation is at the restaurateur’s, whose poisonous +dinner has won renown, or at some family ball, where he suffocates till +midnight. Some fools are surprised at the phantasmagoria of the monads +which they see with the aid of the microscope in a drop of water; +but what would Rabelais’ Gargantua,--that misunderstood figure of +an audacity so sublime,--what would that giant say, fallen from the +celestial spheres, if he amused himself by contemplating the motions of +this secondary life of Paris, of which here is one of the formulae? Have +you seen one of those little constructions--cold in summer, and with +no other warmth than a small stove in winter--placed beneath the vast +copper dome which crowns the Halle-auble? Madame is there by morning. +She is engaged at the markets, and makes by this occupation twelve +thousand francs a year, people say. Monsieur, when Madame is up, passes +into a gloomy office, where he lends money till the week-end to the +tradesmen of his district. By nine o’clock he is at the passport office, +of which he is one of the minor officials. By evening he is at the +box-office of the Theatre Italien, or of any other theatre you like. The +children are put out to nurse, and only return to be sent to college or +to boarding-school. Monsieur and Madame live on the third floor, have +but one cook, give dances in a salon twelve foot by eight, lit by +argand lamps; but they give a hundred and fifty thousand francs to their +daughter, and retire at the age of fifty, an age when they begin to show +themselves on the balcony of the opera, in a _fiacre_ at Longchamps; or, +on sunny days, in faded clothes on the boulevards--the fruit of all this +sowing. Respected by their neighbors, in good odor with the government, +connected with the upper middle classes, Monsieur obtains at sixty-five +the Cross of the Legion of Honor, and his daughter’s father-in-law, a +parochial mayor, invites him to his evenings. These life-long labors, +then, are for the good of the children, whom these lower middle classes +are inevitably driven to exalt. Thus each sphere directs all its efforts +towards the sphere above it. The son of the rich grocer becomes a +notary, the son of the timber merchant becomes a magistrate. No link +is wanting in the chain, and everything stimulates the upward march of +money. + +Thus we are brought to the third circle of this hell, which, perhaps, +will some day find its Dante. In this third social circle, a sort of +Parisian belly, in which the interests of the town are digested, and +where they are condensed into the form known as _business_, there moves +and agitates, as by some acrid and bitter intestinal process, the crowd +of lawyers, doctors, notaries, councillors, business men, bankers, big +merchants, speculators, and magistrates. Here are to be found even +more causes of moral and physical destruction than elsewhere. These +people--almost all of them--live in unhealthy offices, in fetid +ante-chambers, in little barred dens, and spend their days bowed down +beneath the weight of affairs; they rise at dawn to be in time, not to +be left behind, to gain all or not to lose, to overreach a man or his +money, to open or wind up some business, to take advantage of some +fleeting opportunity, to get a man hanged or set him free. They infect +their horses, they overdrive and age and break them, like their own +legs, before their time. Time is their tyrant: it fails them, it escapes +them; they can neither expand it nor cut it short. What soul can remain +great, pure, moral, and generous, and, consequently, what face retain +its beauty in this depraving practice of a calling which compels one to +bear the weight of the public sorrows, to analyze them, to weigh them, +estimate them, and mark them out by rule? Where do these folk put aside +their hearts?... I do not know; but they leave them somewhere or other, +when they have any, before they descend each morning into the abyss of +the misery which puts families on the rack. For them there is no such +thing as mystery; they see the reverse side of society, whose confessors +they are, and despise it. Then, whatever they do, owing to their contact +with corruption, they either are horrified at it and grow gloomy, or +else, out of lassitude, or some secret compromise, espouse it. In fine, +they necessarily become callous to every sentiment, since man, his laws +and his institutions, make them steal, like jackals, from corpses that +are still warm. At all hours the financier is trampling on the living, +the attorney on the dead, the pleader on the conscience. Forced to be +speaking without a rest, they all substitute words for ideas, phrases +for feelings, and their soul becomes a larynx. Neither the great +merchant, nor the judge, nor the pleader preserves his sense of right; +they feel no more, they apply set rules that leave cases out of count. +Borne along by their headlong course, they are neither husbands nor +fathers nor lovers; they glide on sledges over the facts of life, and +live at all times at the high pressure conduced by business and the vast +city. When they return to their homes they are required to go to a ball, +to the opera, into society, where they can make clients, acquaintances, +protectors. They all eat to excess, play and keep vigil, and their faces +become bloated, flushed, and emaciated. + +To this terrific expenditure of intellectual strength, to such multifold +moral contradictions, they oppose--not, indeed pleasure, it would be too +pale a contrast--but debauchery, a debauchery both secret and alarming, +for they have all means at their disposal, and fix the morality of +society. Their genuine stupidity lies hid beneath their specialism. They +know their business, but are ignorant of everything which is outside +it. So that to preserve their self-conceit they question everything, are +crudely and crookedly critical. They appear to be sceptics and are in +reality simpletons; they swamp their wits in interminable arguments. +Almost all conveniently adopt social, literary, or political prejudices, +to do away with the need of having opinions, just as they adapt their +conscience to the standard of the Code or the Tribunal of Commerce. +Having started early to become men of note, they turn into mediocrities, +and crawl over the high places of the world. So, too, their faces +present the harsh pallor, the deceitful coloring, those dull, tarnished +eyes, and garrulous, sensual mouths, in which the observer recognizes +the symptoms of the degeneracy of the thought and its rotation in the +circle of a special idea which destroys the creative faculties of the +brain and the gift of seeing in large, of generalizing and deducing. No +man who has allowed himself to be caught in the revolutions of the gear +of these huge machines can ever become great. If he is a doctor, either +he has practised little or he is an exception--a Bichat who dies young. +If a great merchant, something remains--he is almost Jacques Coeur. Did +Robespierre practise? Danton was an idler who waited. But who, moreover +has ever felt envious of the figures of Danton and Robespierre, however +lofty they were? These men of affairs, _par excellence_, attract money +to them, and hoard it in order to ally themselves with aristocratic +families. If the ambition of the working-man is that of the small +tradesman, here, too, are the same passions. The type of this class +might be either an ambitious bourgeois, who, after a life of privation +and continual scheming, passes into the Council of State as an ant +passes through a chink; or some newspaper editor, jaded with intrigue, +whom the king makes a peer of France--perhaps to revenge himself on the +nobility; or some notary become mayor of his parish: all people crushed +with business, who, if they attain their end, are literally _killed_ in +its attainment. In France the usage is to glorify wigs. Napoleon, Louis +XVI., the great rulers, alone have always wished for young men to fulfil +their projects. + +Above this sphere the artist world exists. But here, too, the faces +stamped with the seal of originality are worn, nobly indeed, but worn, +fatigued, nervous. Harassed by a need of production, outrun by their +costly fantasies, worn out by devouring genius, hungry for pleasure, the +artists of Paris would all regain by excessive labor what they have lost +by idleness, and vainly seek to reconcile the world and glory, money +and art. To begin with, the artist is ceaselessly panting under his +creditors; his necessities beget his debts, and his debts require of +him his nights. After his labor, his pleasure. The comedian plays till +midnight, studies in the morning, rehearses at noon; the sculptor is +bent before his statue; the journalist is a marching thought, like the +soldier when at war; the painter who is the fashion is crushed with +work, the painter with no occupation, if he feels himself to be a man of +genius, gnaws his entrails. Competition, rivalry, calumny assail talent. +Some, in desperation, plunge into the abyss of vice, others die young +and unknown because they have discounted their future too soon. Few of +these figures, originally sublime, remain beautiful. On the other hand, +the flagrant beauty of their heads is not understood. An artist’s face +is always exorbitant, it is always above or below the conventional lines +of what fools call the _beau-ideal_. What power is it that destroys +them? Passion. Every passion in Paris resolves into two terms: gold and +pleasure. Now, do you not breathe again? Do you not feel air and space +purified? Here is neither labor nor suffering. The soaring arch of +gold has reached the summit. From the lowest gutters, where its +stream commences, from the little shops where it is stopped by puny +coffer-dams, from the heart of the counting-houses and great workshops, +where its volume is that of ingots--gold, in the shape of dowries and +inheritances, guided by the hands of young girls or the bony fingers of +age, courses towards the aristocracy, where it will become a blazing, +expansive stream. But, before leaving the four territories upon which +the utmost wealth of Paris is based, it is fitting, having cited the +moral causes, to deduce those which are physical, and to call attention +to a pestilence, latent, as it were, which incessantly acts upon the +faces of the porter, the artisan, the small shopkeeper; to point out +a deleterious influence the corruption of which equals that of the +Parisian administrators who allow it so complacently to exist! + +If the air of the houses in which the greater proportion of the middle +classes live is noxious, if the atmosphere of the streets belches out +cruel miasmas into stuffy back-kitchens where there is little air, +realize that, apart from this pestilence, the forty thousand houses of +this great city have their foundations in filth, which the powers that +be have not yet seriously attempted to enclose with mortar walls solid +enough to prevent even the most fetid mud from filtering through the +soil, poisoning the wells, and maintaining subterraneously to Lutetia +the tradition of her celebrated name. Half of Paris sleeps amidst the +putrid exhalations of courts and streets and sewers. But let us turn +to the vast saloons, gilded and airy; the hotels in their gardens, +the rich, indolent, happy moneyed world. There the faces are lined and +scarred with vanity. There nothing is real. To seek for pleasure is it +not to find _ennui_? People in society have at an early age warped their +nature. Having no occupation other than to wallow in pleasure, they +have speedily misused their sense, as the artisan has misused brandy. +Pleasure is of the nature of certain medical substances: in order to +obtain constantly the same effects the doses must be doubled, and death +or degradation is contained in the last. All the lower classes are on +their knees before the wealthy, and watch their tastes in order to turn +them into vices and exploit them. Thus you see in these folk at an early +age tastes instead of passions, romantic fantasies and lukewarm loves. +There impotence reigns; there ideas have ceased--they have evaporated +together with energy amongst the affectations of the boudoir and the +cajolements of women. There are fledglings of forty, old doctors +of sixty years. The wealthy obtain in Paris ready-made wit and +science--formulated opinions which save them the need of having wit, +science, or opinion of their own. The irrationality of this world is +equaled by its weakness and its licentiousness. It is greedy of time +to the point of wasting it. Seek in it for affection as little as +for ideas. Its kisses conceal a profound indifference, its urbanity +a perpetual contempt. It has no other fashion of love. Flashes of wit +without profundity, a wealth of indiscretion, scandal, and above all, +commonplace. Such is the sum of its speech; but these happy fortunates +pretend that they do not meet to make and repeat maxims in the manner of +La Rochefoucauld as though there did not exist a mean, invented by the +eighteenth century, between a superfluity and absolute blank. If a few +men of character indulge in witticism, at once subtle and refined, they +are misunderstood; soon, tired of giving without receiving, they remain +at home, and leave fools to reign over their territory. This hollow +life, this perpetual expectation of a pleasure which never comes, this +permanent _ennui_ and emptiness of soul, heart, and mind, the lassitude +of the upper Parisian world, is reproduced on its features, and stamps +its parchment faces, its premature wrinkles, that physiognomy of the +wealthy upon which impotence has set its grimace, in which gold is +mirrored, and whence intelligence has fled. + +Such a view of moral Paris proves that physical Paris could not be other +than it is. This coroneted town is like a queen, who, being always +with child, has desires of irresistible fury. Paris is the crown of the +world, a brain which perishes of genius and leads human civilization; +it is a great man, a perpetually creative artist, a politician with +second-sight who must of necessity have wrinkles on his forehead, the +vices of a great man, the fantasies of the artist, and the politician’s +disillusions. Its physiognomy suggests the evolution of good and evil, +battle and victory; the moral combat of ‘89, the clarion calls of which +still re-echo in every corner of the world; and also the downfall of +1814. Thus this city can no more be moral, or cordial, or clean, than +the engines which impel those proud leviathans which you admire +when they cleave the waves! Is not Paris a sublime vessel laden with +intelligence? Yes, her arms are one of those oracles which fatality +sometimes allows. The _City of Paris_ has her great mast, all of bronze, +carved with victories, and for watchman--Napoleon. The barque may roll +and pitch, but she cleaves the world, illuminates it through the hundred +mouths of her tribunes, ploughs the seas of science, rides with +full sail, cries from the height of her tops, with the voice of her +scientists and artists: “Onward, advance! Follow me!” She carries a +huge crew, which delights in adorning her with fresh streamers. Boys +and urchins laughing in the rigging; ballast of heavy _bourgeoisie_; +working-men and sailor-men touched with tar; in her cabins the lucky +passengers; elegant midshipmen smoke their cigars leaning over the +bulwarks; then, on the deck, her soldiers, innovators or ambitious, +would accost every fresh shore, and shooting out their bright lights +upon it, ask for glory which is pleasure, or for love which needs gold. + +Thus the exorbitant movement of the proletariat, the corrupting +influence of the interests which consume the two middle classes, the +cruelties of the artist’s thought, and the excessive pleasure which is +sought for incessantly by the great, explain the normal ugliness of +the Parisian physiognomy. It is only in the Orient that the human race +presents a magnificent figure, but that is an effect of the constant +calm affected by those profound philosophers with their long pipes, +their short legs, their square contour, who despise and hold activity +in horror, whilst in Paris the little and the great and the mediocre run +and leap and drive, whipped on by an inexorable goddess, Necessity--the +necessity for money, glory, and amusement. Thus, any face which is fresh +and graceful and reposeful, any really young face, is in Paris the most +extraordinary of exceptions; it is met with rarely. Should you see one +there, be sure it belongs either to a young and ardent ecclesiastic or +to some good abbe of forty with three chins; to a young girl of pure +life such as is brought up in certain middle-class families; to a mother +of twenty, still full of illusions, as she suckles her first-born; to a +young man newly embarked from the provinces, and intrusted to the care +of some devout dowager who keeps him without a sou; or, perhaps, to some +shop assistant who goes to bed at midnight wearied out with folding +and unfolding calico, and rises at seven o’clock to arrange the window; +often again to some man of science or poetry, who lives monastically in +the embrace of a fine idea, who remains sober, patient, and chaste; +else to some self-contented fool, feeding himself on folly, reeking of +health, in a perpetual state of absorption with his own smile; or to the +soft and happy race of loungers, the only folk really happy in Paris, +which unfolds for them hour by hour its moving poetry. + +Nevertheless, there is in Paris a proportion of privileged beings to +whom this excessive movement of industries, interests, affairs, arts, +and gold is profitable. These beings are women. Although they also have +a thousand secret causes which, here more than elsewhere, destroy their +physiognomy, there are to be found in the feminine world little happy +colonies, who live in Oriental fashion and can preserve their beauty; +but these women rarely show themselves on foot in the streets, they lie +hid like rare plants who only unfold their petals at certain hours, and +constitute veritable exotic exceptions. However, Paris is essentially +the country of contrasts. If true sentiments are rare there, there also +are to be found, as elsewhere, noble friendships and unlimited devotion. +On this battlefield of interests and passions, just as in the midst +of those marching societies where egoism triumphs, where every one +is obliged to defend himself, and which we call _armies_, it seems as +though sentiments liked to be complete when they showed themselves, +and are sublime by juxtaposition. So it is with faces. In Paris one +sometimes sees in the aristocracy, set like stars, the ravishing faces +of young people, the fruit of quite exceptional manners and education. +To the youthful beauty of the English stock they unite the firmness +of Southern traits. The fire of their eyes, a delicious bloom on their +lips, the lustrous black of their soft locks, a white complexion, a +distinguished caste of features, render them the flowers of the human +race, magnificent to behold against the mass of other faces, worn, old, +wrinkled, and grimacing. So women, too, admire such young people with +that eager pleasure which men take in watching a pretty girl, elegant, +gracious, and embellished with all the virginal charms with which our +imagination pleases to adorn the perfect woman. If this hurried glance +at the population of Paris has enabled us to conceive the rarity of a +Raphaelesque face, and the passionate admiration which such an one must +inspire at the first sight, the prime interest of our history will have +been justified. _Quod erat demonstrandum_--if one may be permitted to +apply scholastic formulae to the science of manners. + +Upon one of those fine spring mornings, when the leaves, although +unfolded, are not yet green, when the sun begins to gild the roofs, and +the sky is blue, when the population of Paris issues from its cells to +swarm along the boulevards, glides like a serpent of a thousand coils +through the Rue de la Paix towards the Tuileries, saluting the hymeneal +magnificence which the country puts on; on one of these joyous days, +then, a young man as beautiful as the day itself, dressed with taste, +easy of manner--to let out the secret he was a love-child, the natural +son of Lord Dudley and the famous Marquise de Vordac--was walking in the +great avenue of the Tuileries. This Adonis, by name Henri de Marsay, +was born in France, when Lord Dudley had just married the young lady, +already Henri’s mother, to an old gentleman called M. de Marsay. This +faded and almost extinguished butterfly recognized the child as his own +in consideration of the life interest in a fund of a hundred thousand +francs definitively assigned to his putative son; a generosity which +did not cost Lord Dudley too dear. French funds were worth at that time +seventeen francs, fifty centimes. The old gentleman died without having +ever known his wife. Madame de Marsay subsequently married the Marquis +de Vordac, but before becoming a marquise she showed very little anxiety +as to her son and Lord Dudley. To begin with, the declaration of war +between France and England had separated the two lovers, and fidelity +at all costs was not, and never will be, the fashion of Paris. Then the +successes of the woman, elegant, pretty, universally adored, crushed in +the Parisienne the maternal sentiment. Lord Dudley was no more troubled +about his offspring than was the mother,--the speedy infidelity of a +young girl he had ardently loved gave him, perhaps, a sort of aversion +for all that issued from her. Moreover, fathers can, perhaps, only love +the children with whom they are fully acquainted, a social belief of the +utmost importance for the peace of families, which should be held by all +the celibate, proving as it does that paternity is a sentiment nourished +artificially by woman, custom, and the law. + +Poor Henri de Marsay knew no other father than that one of the two who +was not compelled to be one. The paternity of M. de Marsay was naturally +most incomplete. In the natural order, it is but for a few fleeting +instants that children have a father, and M. de Marsay imitated nature. +The worthy man would not have sold his name had he been free from +vices. Thus he squandered without remorse in gambling hells, and drank +elsewhere, the few dividends which the National Treasury paid to +its bondholders. Then he handed over the child to an aged sister, a +Demoiselle de Marsay, who took much care of him, and provided him, out +of the meagre sum allowed by her brother, with a tutor, an abbe without +a farthing, who took the measure of the youth’s future, and determined +to pay himself out of the hundred thousand livres for the care given to +his pupil, for whom he conceived an affection. As chance had it, this +tutor was a true priest, one of those ecclesiastics cut out to become +cardinals in France, or Borgias beneath the tiara. He taught the child +in three years what he might have learned at college in ten. Then the +great man, by name the Abbe de Maronis, completed the education of +his pupil by making him study civilization under all its aspects: he +nourished him on his experience, led him little into churches, which +at that time were closed; introduced him sometimes behind the scenes of +theatres, more often into the houses of courtesans; he exhibited human +emotions to him one by one; taught him politics in the drawing-rooms, +where they simmered at the time, explained to him the machinery of +government, and endeavored out of attraction towards a fine nature, +deserted, yet rich in promise, virilely to replace a mother: is not the +Church the mother of orphans? The pupil was responsive to so much care. +The worthy priest died in 1812, a bishop, with the satisfaction of +having left in this world a child whose heart and mind were so well +moulded that he could outwit a man of forty. Who would have expected to +have found a heart of bronze, a brain of steel, beneath external traits +as seductive as ever the old painters, those naive artists, had given to +the serpent in the terrestrial paradise? Nor was that all. In addition, +the good-natured prelate had procured for the child of his choice +certain acquaintances in the best Parisian society, which might equal +in value, in the young man’s hand, another hundred thousand invested +livres. In fine, this priest, vicious but politic, sceptical yet +learned, treacherous yet amiable, weak in appearance yet as vigorous +physically as intellectually, was so genuinely useful to his pupil, so +complacent to his vices, so fine a calculator of all kinds of strength, +so profound when it was needful to make some human reckoning, so +youthful at table, at Frascati, at--I know not where, that the grateful +Henri de Marsay was hardly moved at aught in 1814, except when he looked +at the portrait of his beloved bishop, the only personal possession +which the prelate had been able to bequeath him (admirable type of +the men whose genius will preserve the Catholic, Apostolic, and Roman +Church, compromised for the moment by the feebleness of its recruits and +the decrepit age of its pontiffs; but if the church likes!). + +The continental war prevented young De Marsay from knowing his real +father. It is doubtful whether he was aware of his name. A deserted +child, he was equally ignorant of Madame de Marsay. Naturally, he had +little regret for his putative father. As for Mademoiselle de Marsay, +his only mother, he built for her a handsome little monument in Pere +Lachaise when she died. Monseigneur de Maronis had guaranteed to this +old lady one of the best places in the skies, so that when he saw her +die happy, Henri gave her some egotistical tears; he began to weep on +his own account. Observing this grief, the abbe dried his pupil’s tears, +bidding him observe that the good woman took her snuff most offensively, +and was becoming so ugly and deaf and tedious that he ought to return +thanks for her death. The bishop had emancipated his pupil in 1811. +Then, when the mother of M. de Marsay remarried, the priest chose, in a +family council, one of those honest dullards, picked out by him through +the windows of his confessional, and charged him with the administration +of the fortune, the revenues of which he was willing to apply to the +needs of the community, but of which he wished to preserve the capital. + +Towards the end of 1814, then, Henri de Marsay had no sentiment of +obligation in the world, and was as free as an unmated bird. Although he +had lived twenty-two years he appeared to be barely seventeen. As a rule +the most fastidious of his rivals considered him to be the prettiest +youth in Paris. From his father, Lord Dudley, he had derived a pair of +the most amorously deceiving blue eyes; from his mother the bushiest of +black hair, from both pure blood, the skin of a young girl, a gentle +and modest expression, a refined and aristocratic figure, and beautiful +hands. For a woman, to see him was to lose her head for him; do you +understand? to conceive one of those desires which eat the heart, which +are forgotten because of the impossibility of satisfying them, because +women in Paris are commonly without tenacity. Few of them say to +themselves, after the fashion of men, the “_Je Maintiendrai_,” of the +House of Orange. + +Underneath this fresh young life, and in spite of the limpid springs in +his eyes, Henri had a lion’s courage, a monkey’s agility. He could cut a +ball in half at ten paces on the blade of a knife; he rode his horse +in a way that made you realize the fable of the Centaur; drove a +four-in-hand with grace; was as light as a cherub and quiet as a lamb, +but knew how to beat a townsman at the terrible game of _savate_ or +cudgels; moreover, he played the piano in a fashion which would have +enabled him to become an artist should he fall on calamity, and owned +a voice which would have been worth to Barbaja fifty thousand francs a +season. Alas, that all these fine qualities, these pretty faults, were +tarnished by one abominable vice: he believed neither in man nor woman, +God nor Devil. Capricious nature had commenced by endowing him, a priest +had completed the work. + +To render this adventure comprehensible, it is necessary to add here +that Lord Dudley naturally found many women disposed to reproduce +samples of such a delicious pattern. His second masterpiece of this +kind was a young girl named Euphemie, born of a Spanish lady, reared in +Havana, and brought to Madrid with a young Creole woman of the Antilles, +and with all the ruinous tastes of the Colonies, but fortunately married +to an old and extremely rich Spanish noble, Don Hijos, Marquis de +San-Real, who, since the occupation of Spain by French troops, had taken +up his abode in Paris, and lived in the Rue St. Lazare. As much from +indifference as from any respect for the innocence of youth, Lord Dudley +was not in the habit of keeping his children informed of the relations +he created for them in all parts. That is a slightly inconvenient form +of civilization; it has so many advantages that we must overlook its +drawbacks in consideration of its benefits. Lord Dudley, to make no more +words of it, came to Paris in 1816 to take refuge from the pursuit of +English justice, which protects nothing Oriental except commerce. The +exiled lord, when he saw Henri, asked who that handsome young man might +be. Then, upon hearing the name, “Ah, it is my son.... What a pity!” he +said. + +Such was the story of the young man who, about the middle of the month +of April, 1815, was walking indolently up the broad avenue of the +Tuileries, after the fashion of all those animals who, knowing their +strength, pass along in majesty and peace. Middle-class matrons turned +back naively to look at him again; other women, without turning round, +waited for him to pass again, and engraved him in their minds that they +might remember in due season that fragrant face, which would not have +disadorned the body of the fairest among themselves. + +“What are you doing here on Sunday?” said the Marquis de Ronquerolles to +Henri, as he passed. + +“There’s a fish in the net,” answered the young man. + +This exchange of thoughts was accomplished by means of two significant +glances, without it appearing that either De Ronquerolles or De Marsay +had any knowledge of the other. The young man was taking note of the +passers-by with that promptitude of eye and ear which is peculiar to the +Parisian who seems, at first, to see and hear nothing, but who sees and +hears all. + +At that moment a young man came up to him and took him familiarly by the +arm, saying to him: “How are you, my dear De Marsay?” + +“Extremely well,” De Marsay answered, with that air of apparent +affection which amongst the young men of Paris proves nothing, either +for the present or the future. + +In effect, the youth of Paris resemble the youth of no other town. They +may be divided into two classes: the young man who has something, and +the young man who has nothing; or the young man who thinks and he who +spends. But, be it well understood this applies only to those natives of +the soil who maintain in Paris the delicious course of the elegant life. +There exist, as well, plenty of other young men, but they are children +who are late in conceiving Parisian life, and who remain its dupes. They +do not speculate, they study; they _fag_, as the others say. Finally +there are to be found, besides, certain young people, rich or poor, who +embrace careers and follow them with a single heart; they are somewhat +like the Emile of Rousseau, of the flesh of citizens, and they never +appear in society. The diplomatic impolitely dub them fools. Be they +that or no, they augment the number of those mediocrities beneath the +yoke of which France is bowed down. They are always there, always ready +to bungle public or private concerns with the dull trowel of their +mediocrity, bragging of their impotence, which they count for +conduct and integrity. This sort of social _prizemen_ infests the +administration, the army, the magistracy, the chambers, the courts. They +diminish and level down the country and constitute, in some manner, in +the body politic, a lymph which infects it and renders it flabby. These +honest folk call men of talent immoral or rogues. If such rogues require +to be paid for their services, at least their services are there; +whereas the other sort do harm and are respected by the mob; but, +happily for France, elegant youth stigmatizes them ceaselessly under the +name of louts. + +At the first glance, then, it is natural to consider as very distinct +the two sorts of young men who lead the life of elegance, the amiable +corporation to which Henri de Marsay belonged. But the observer, who +goes beyond the superficial aspect of things, is soon convinced that +the difference is purely moral, and that nothing is so deceptive as this +pretty outside. Nevertheless, all alike take precedence over everybody +else; speak rightly or wrongly of things, of men, literature, and the +fine arts; have ever in their mouth the Pitt and Coburg of each year; +interrupt a conversation with a pun, turn into ridicule science and the +_savant_; despise all things which they do not know or which they fear; +set themselves above all by constituting themselves the supreme +judges of all. They would all hoax their fathers, and be ready to shed +crocodile tears upon their mothers’ breasts; but generally they believe +in nothing, blaspheme women, or play at modesty, and in reality are led +by some old woman or an evil courtesan. They are all equally eaten +to the bone with calculation, with depravity, with a brutal lust to +succeed, and if you plumbed for their hearts you would find in all a +stone. In their normal state they have the prettiest exterior, stake +their friendship at every turn, are captivating alike. The same badinage +dominates their ever-changing jargon; they seek for oddity in their +toilette, glory in repeating the stupidities of such and such actor who +is in fashion, and commence operations, it matters not with whom, with +contempt and impertinence, in order to have, as it were, the first move +in the game; but, woe betide him who does not know how to take a blow +on one cheek for the sake of rendering two. They resemble, in fine, that +pretty white spray which crests the stormy waves. They dress and dance, +dine and take their pleasure, on the day of Waterloo, in the time of +cholera or revolution. Finally, their expenses are all the same, but +here the contrast comes in. Of this fluctuating fortune, so agreeably +flung away, some possess the capital for which the others wait; they +have the same tailors, but the bills of the latter are still to pay. +Next, if the first, like sieves, take in ideas of all kinds without +retaining any, the latter compare them and assimilate all the good. +If the first believe they know something, know nothing and understand +everything, lend all to those who need nothing and offer nothing to +those who are in need; the latter study secretly others’ thoughts and +place out their money, like their follies, at big interest. The one +class have no more faithful impressions, because their soul, like +a mirror, worn from use, no longer reflects any image; the others +economize their senses and life, even while they seem, like the first, +to be flinging them away broadcast. The first, on the faith of a hope, +devote themselves without conviction to a system which has wind and tide +against it, but they leap upon another political craft when the first +goes adrift; the second take the measure of the future, sound it, and +see in political fidelity what the English see in commercial integrity, +an element of success. Where the young man of possessions makes a pun or +an epigram upon the restoration of the throne, he who has nothing makes +a public calculation or a secret reservation, and obtains everything by +giving a handshake to his friends. The one deny every faculty to others, +look upon all their ideas as new, as though the world had been made +yesterday, they have unlimited confidence in themselves, and no crueler +enemy than those same selves. But the others are armed with an incessant +distrust of men, whom they estimate at their value, and are sufficiently +profound to have one thought beyond their friends, whom they exploit; +then of evenings, when they lay their heads on their pillows, they weigh +men as a miser weighs his gold pieces. The one are vexed at an aimless +impertinence, and allow themselves to be ridiculed by the diplomatic, +who make them dance for them by pulling what is the main string of these +puppets--their vanity. Thus, a day comes when those who had nothing have +something, and those who had something have nothing. The latter look +at their comrades who have achieved positions as cunning fellows; their +hearts may be bad, but their heads are strong. “He is very strong!” is +the supreme praise accorded to those who have attained _quibuscumque +viis_, political rank, a woman, or a fortune. Amongst them are to be +found certain young men who play this _role_ by commencing with having +debts. Naturally, these are more dangerous than those who play it +without a farthing. + +The young man who called himself a friend of Henri de Marsay was a +rattle-head who had come from the provinces, and whom the young men then +in fashion were teaching the art of running through an inheritance; +but he had one last leg to stand on in his province, in the shape of a +secure establishment. He was simply an heir who had passed without any +transition from his pittance of a hundred francs a month to the entire +paternal fortune, and who, if he had not wit enough to perceive that he +was laughed at, was sufficiently cautious to stop short at two-thirds +of his capital. He had learned at Paris, for a consideration of some +thousands of francs, the exact value of harness, the art of not being +too respectful to his gloves, learned to make skilful meditations upon +the right wages to give people, and to seek out what bargain was the +best to close with them. He set store on his capacity to speak in good +terms of his horses, of his Pyrenean hound; to tell by her dress, her +walk, her shoes, to what class a woman belonged; to study _ecarte_, +remember a few fashionable catchwords, and win by his sojourn in +Parisian society the necessary authority to import later into his +province a taste for tea and silver of an English fashion, and to obtain +the right of despising everything around him for the rest of his days. + +De Marsay had admitted him to his society in order to make use of him in +the world, just as a bold speculator employs a confidential clerk. The +friendship, real or feigned, of De Marsay was a social position for Paul +de Manerville, who, on his side, thought himself astute in exploiting, +after his fashion, his intimate friend. He lived in the reflecting +lustre of his friend, walked constantly under his umbrella, wore his +boots, gilded himself with his rays. When he posed in Henri’s company or +walked at his side, he had the air of saying: “Don’t insult us, we are +real dogs.” He often permitted himself to remark fatuously: “If I were +to ask Henri for such and such a thing, he is a good enough friend of +mine to do it.” But he was careful never to ask anything of him. He +feared him, and his fear, although imperceptible, reacted upon the +others, and was of use to De Marsay. + +“De Marsay is a man of a thousand,” said Paul. “Ah, you will see, he +will be what he likes. I should not be surprised to find him one of +these days Minister of Foreign Affairs. Nothing can withstand him.” + +He made of De Marsay what Corporal Trim made of his cap, a perpetual +instance. + +“Ask De Marsay and you will see!” + +Or again: + +“The other day we were hunting, De Marsay and I, He would not believe +me, but I jumped a hedge without moving on my horse!” + +Or again: + +“We were with some women, De Marsay and I, and upon my word of honor, I +was----” etc. + +Thus Paul de Manerville could not be classed amongst the great, +illustrious, and powerful family of fools who succeed. He would one day +be a deputy. For the time he was not even a young man. His friend, De +Marsay, defined him thus: “You ask me what is Paul? Paul? Why, Paul de +Manerville!” + +“I am surprised, my dear fellow,” he said to De Marsay, “to see you here +on a Sunday.” + +“I was going to ask you the same question.” + +“Is it an intrigue?” + +“An intrigue.” + +“Bah!” + +“I can mention it to you without compromising my passion. Besides, +a woman who comes to the Tuileries on Sundays is of no account, +aristocratically speaking.” + +“Ah! ah!” + +“Hold your tongue then, or I shall tell you nothing. Your laugh is too +loud, you will make people think that we have lunched too well. Last +Thursday, here on the Terrasse des Feuillants, I was walking along, +thinking of nothing at all, but when I got to the gate of the Rue de +Castiglione, by which I intended to leave, I came face to face with a +woman, or rather a young girl; who, if she did not throw herself at my +head, stopped short, less I think, from human respect, than from one of +those movements of profound surprise which affect the limbs, creep down +the length of the spine, and cease only in the sole of the feet, to nail +you to the ground. I have often produced effects of this nature, a sort +of animal magnetism which becomes enormously powerful when the +relations are reciprocally precise. But, my dear fellow, this was not +stupefaction, nor was she a common girl. Morally speaking, her face +seemed to say: ‘What, is it you, my ideal! The creation of my thoughts, +of my morning and evening dreams! What, are you there? Why this morning? +Why not yesterday? Take me, I am thine, _et cetera_!’ Good, I said to +myself, another one! Then I scrutinize her. Ah, my dear fellow, speaking +physically, my incognita is the most adorable feminine person whom I +ever met. She belongs to that feminine variety which the Romans call +_fulva, flava_--the woman of fire. And in chief, what struck me the +most, what I am still taken with, are her two yellow eyes, like a +tiger’s, a golden yellow that gleams, living gold, gold which thinks, +gold which loves, and is determined to take refuge in your pocket.” + +“My dear fellow, we are full of her!” cried Paul. “She comes here +sometimes--_the girl with the golden eyes_! That is the name we have +given her. She is a young creature--not more than twenty-two, and I +have seen her here in the time of the Bourbons, but with a woman who was +worth a hundred thousand of her.” + +“Silence, Paul! It is impossible for any woman to surpass this girl; she +is like the cat who rubs herself against your legs; a white girl with +ash-colored hair, delicate in appearance, but who must have downy +threads on the third phalanx of her fingers, and all along her cheeks +a white down whose line, luminous on fine days, begins at her ears and +loses itself on her neck.” + +“Ah, the other, my dear De Marsay! She has black eyes which have never +wept, but which burn; black eyebrows which meet and give her an air of +hardness contradicted by the compact curve of her lips, on which the +kisses do not stay, lips burning and fresh; a Moorish color that warms a +man like the sun. But--upon my word of honor, she is like you!” + +“You flatter her!” + +“A firm figure, the tapering figure of a corvette built for speed, which +rushes down upon the merchant vessel with French impetuosity, which +grapples with her and sinks her at the same time.” + +“After all, my dear fellow,” answered De Marsay, “what has that got +to do with me, since I have never seen her? Ever since I have studied +women, my incognita is the only one whose virginal bosom, whose +ardent and voluptuous forms, have realized for me the only woman of +my dreams--of my dreams! She is the original of that ravishing picture +called _La Femme Caressant sa Chimere_, the warmest, the most infernal +inspiration of the genius of antiquity; a holy poem prostituted by those +who have copied it for frescoes and mosiacs; for a heap of bourgeois +who see in this gem nothing more than a gew-gaw and hang it on their +watch-chains--whereas, it is the whole woman, an abyss of pleasure into +which one plunges and finds no end; whereas, it is the ideal woman, to +be seen sometimes in reality in Spain or Italy, almost never in France. +Well, I have again seen this girl of the gold eyes, this woman caressing +her chimera. I saw her on Friday. I had a presentiment that on the +following day she would be here at the same hour; I was not mistaken. +I have taken a pleasure in following her without being observed, in +studying her indolent walk, the walk of the woman without occupation, +but in the movements of which one devines all the pleasure that lies +asleep. Well, she turned back again, she saw me, once more she adored +me, once more trembled, shivered. It was then I noticed the genuine +Spanish duenna who looked after her, a hyena upon whom some jealous +man has put a dress, a she-devil well paid, no doubt, to guard this +delicious creature.... Ah, then the duenna made me deeper in love. I +grew curious. On Saturday, nobody. And here I am to-day waiting for +this girl whose chimera I am, asking nothing better than to pose as the +monster in the fresco.” + +“There she is,” said Paul. “Every one is turning round to look at her.” + +The unknown blushed, her eyes shone; she saw Henri, she shut them and +passed by. + +“You say that she notices you?” cried Paul, facetiously. + +The duenna looked fixedly and attentively at the two young men. When the +unknown and Henri passed each other again, the young girl touched him, +and with her hand pressed the hand of the young man. Then she turned her +head and smiled with passion, but the duenna led her away very quickly +to the gate of the Rue de Castiglione. + +The two friends followed the young girl, admiring the magnificent grace +of the neck which met her head in a harmony of vigorous lines, and upon +which a few coils of hair were tightly wound. The girl with the golden +eyes had that well-knitted, arched, slender foot which presents so +many attractions to the dainty imagination. Moreover, she was shod with +elegance, and wore a short skirt. During her course she turned from +time to time to look at Henri, and appeared to follow the old woman +regretfully, seeming to be at once her mistress and her slave; she +could break her with blows, but could not dismiss her. All that was +perceptible. The two friends reached the gate. Two men in livery let +down the step of a tasteful _coupe_ emblazoned with armorial bearings. +The girl with the golden eyes was the first to enter it, took her seat +at the side where she could be best seen when the carriage turned, +put her hand on the door, and waved her handkerchief in the duennna’s +despite. In contempt of what might be said by the curious, her +handkerchief cried to Henri openly: “Follow me!” + +“Have you ever seen a handkerchief better thrown?” said Henri to Paul de +Manerville. + +Then, observing a fiacre on the point of departure, having just set down +a fare, he made a sign to the driver to wait. + +“Follow that carriage, notice the house and the street where it +stops--you shall have ten francs.... Paul, adieu.” + +The cab followed the _coupe_. The _coupe_ stopped in the Rue Saint +Lazare before one of the finest houses of the neighborhood. + +De Marsay was not impulsive. Any other young man would have obeyed his +impulse to obtain at once some information about a girl who realized so +fully the most luminous ideas ever expressed upon women in the poetry +of the East; but, too experienced to compromise his good fortune, he had +told his coachman to continue along the Rue Saint Lazare and carry him +back to his house. The next day, his confidential valet, Laurent by +name, as cunning a fellow as the Frontin of the old comedy, waited in +the vicinity of the house inhabited by the unknown for the hour at which +letters were distributed. In order to be able to spy at his ease and +hang about the house, he had followed the example of those police +officers who seek a good disguise, and bought up cast-off clothes of +an Auvergnat, the appearance of whom he sought to imitate. When the +postman, who went the round of the Rue Saint Lazare that morning, passed +by, Laurent feigned to be a porter unable to remember the name of a +person to whom he had to deliver a parcel, and consulted the postman. +Deceived at first by appearances, this personage, so picturesque in the +midst of Parisian civilization, informed him that the house in which +the girl with the golden eyes dwelt belonged to Don Hijos, Marquis de +San-Real, grandee of Spain. Naturally, it was not with the Marquis that +the Auvergnat was concerned. + +“My parcel,” he said, “is for the marquise.” + +“She is away,” replied the postman. “Her letters are forwarded to +London.” + +“Then the marquise is not a young girl who...?” + +“Ah!” said the postman, interrupting the _valet de chambre_ and +observing him attentively, “you are as much a porter as I’m...” + +Laurent chinked some pieces of gold before the functionary, who began to +smile. + +“Come, here’s the name of your quarry,” he said, taking from his leather +wallet a letter bearing a London stamp, upon which the address, “To +Mademoiselle Paquita Valdes, Rue Saint Lazare, Hotel San-Real, Paris,” + was written in long, fine characters, which spoke of a woman’s hand. + +“Could you tap a bottle of Chablis, with a few dozen oysters, and a +_filet saute_ with mushrooms to follow it?” said Laurent, who wished to +win the postman’s valuable friendship. + +“At half-past nine, when my round is finished---- Where?” + +“At the corner of the Rue de la Chaussee-d’Antin and the Rue +Neuve-des-Mathurins, at the _Puits sans Vin_,” said Laurent. + +“Hark ye, my friend,” said the postman, when he rejoined the valet an +hour after this encounter, “if your master is in love with the girl, he +is in for a famous task. I doubt you’ll not succeed in seeing her. In +the ten years that I’ve been postman in Paris, I have seen plenty of +different kinds of doors! But I can tell you, and no fear of being +called a liar by any of my comrades, there never was a door so +mysterious as M. de San-Real’s. No one can get into the house without +the Lord knows what counter-word; and, notice, it has been selected on +purpose between a courtyard and a garden to avoid any communication with +other houses. The porter is an old Spaniard, who never speaks a word +of French, but peers at people as Vidocq might, to see if they are not +thieves. If a lover, a thief, or you--I make no comparisons--could get +the better of this first wicket, well, in the first hall, which is shut +by a glazed door, you would run across a butler surrounded by lackeys, +an old joker more savage and surly even than the porter. If any one +gets past the porter’s lodge, my butler comes out, waits for you at the +entrance, and puts you through a cross-examination like a criminal. That +has happened to me, a mere postman. He took me for an eavesdropper in +disguise, he said, laughing at his nonsense. As for the servants, don’t +hope to get aught out of them; I think they are mutes, no one in the +neighborhood knows the color of their speech; I don’t know what wages +they can pay them to keep them from talk and drink; the fact is, they +are not to be got at, whether because they are afraid of being shot, or +that they have some enormous sum to lose in the case of an indiscretion. +If your master is fond enough of Mademoiselle Paquita Valdes to surmount +all these obstacles, he certainly won’t triumph over Dona Concha +Marialva, the duenna who accompanies her and would put her under her +petticoats sooner than leave her. The two women look as if they were +sewn to one another.” + +“All that you say, worthy postman,” went on Laurent, after having drunk +off his wine, “confirms me in what I have learned before. Upon my word, +I thought they were making fun of me! The fruiterer opposite told me +that of nights they let loose dogs whose food is hung up on stakes just +out of their reach. These cursed animals think, therefore, that any one +likely to come in has designs on their victuals, and would tear one to +pieces. You will tell me one might throw them down pieces, but it seems +they have been trained to touch nothing except from the hand of the +porter.” + +“The porter of the Baron de Nucingen, whose garden joins at the top that +of the Hotel San-Real, told me the same thing,” replied the postman. + +“Good! my master knows him,” said Laurent, to himself. “Do you know,” + he went on, leering at the postman, “I serve a master who is a rare +man, and if he took it into his head to kiss the sole of the foot of an +empress, she would have to give in to him. If he had need of you, which +is what I wish for you, for he is generous, could one count on you?” + +“Lord, Monsieur Laurent, my name is Moinot. My name is written exactly +like _Moineau_, magpie: M-o-i-n-o-t, Moinot.” + +“Exactly,” said Laurent. + +“I live at No. 11, Rue des Trois Freres, on the fifth floor,” went on +Moinot; “I have a wife and four children. If what you want of me doesn’t +transgress the limits of my conscience and my official duties, you +understand! I am your man.” + +“You are an honest fellow,” said Laurent, shaking his hand.... + +“Paquita Valdes is, no doubt, the mistress of the Marquis de San-Real, +the friend of King Ferdinand. Only an old Spanish mummy of eighty years +is capable of taking such precautions,” said Henri, when his _valet de +chambre_ had related the result of his researches. + +“Monsieur,” said Laurent, “unless he takes a balloon no one can get into +that hotel.” + +“You are a fool! Is it necessary to get into the hotel to have Paquita, +when Paquita can get out of it?” + +“But, sir, the duenna?” + +“We will shut her up for a day or two, your duenna.” + +“So, we shall have Paquita!” said Laurent, rubbing his hands. + +“Rascal!” answered Henri, “I shall condemn you to the Concha, if you +carry your impudence so far as to speak so of a woman before she has +become mine.... Turn your thoughts to dressing me, I am going out.” + +Henri remained for a moment plunged in joyous reflections. Let us say it +to the praise of women, he obtained all those whom he deigned to desire. +And what could one think of a woman, having no lover, who should +have known how to resist a young man armed with beauty which is the +intelligence of the body, with intelligence which is a grace of the +soul, armed with moral force and fortune, which are the only two real +powers? Yet, in triumphing with such ease, De Marsay was bound to grow +weary of his triumphs; thus, for about two years he had grown very weary +indeed. And diving deep into the sea of pleasures he brought back more +grit than pearls. Thus had he come, like potentates, to implore of +Chance some obstacle to surmount, some enterprise which should ask the +employment of his dormant moral and physical strength. Although Paquita +Valdes presented him with a marvelous concentration of perfections which +he had only yet enjoyed in detail, the attraction of passion was almost +_nil_ with him. Constant satiety had weakened in his heart the sentiment +of love. Like old men and people disillusioned, he had no longer +anything but extravagant caprices, ruinous tastes, fantasies, which, +once satisfied, left no pleasant memory in his heart. Amongst young +people love is the finest of the emotions, it makes the life of the soul +blossom, it nourishes by its solar power the finest inspirations and +their great thoughts; the first fruits in all things have a delicious +savor. Amongst men love becomes a passion; strength leads to abuse. +Amongst old men it turns to vice; impotence tends to extremes. Henri was +at once an old man, a man, and a youth. To afford him the feelings of +a real love, he needed like Lovelace, a Clarissa Harlowe. Without +the magic lustre of that unattainable pearl he could only have either +passions rendered acute by some Parisian vanity, or set determinations +with himself to bring such and such a woman to such and such a point of +corruption, or else adventures which stimulated his curiosity. + +The report of Laurent, his _valet de chambre_ had just given an enormous +value to the girl with the golden eyes. It was a question of doing +battle with some secret enemy who seemed as dangerous as he was cunning; +and to carry off the victory, all the forces which Henri could dispose +of would be useful. He was about to play in that eternal old comedy +which will be always fresh, and the characters in which are an old man, +a young girl, and a lover: Don Hijos, Paquita, De Marsay. If Laurent was +the equal of Figaro, the duenna seemed incorruptible. Thus, the living +play was supplied by Chance with a stronger plot than it had ever been +by dramatic author! But then is not Chance too, a man of genius? + +“It must be a cautious game,” said Henri, to himself. + +“Well,” said Paul de Manerville, as he entered the room. “How are we +getting on? I have come to breakfast with you.” + +“So be it,” said Henri. “You won’t be shocked if I make my toilette +before you?” + +“How absurd!” + +“We take so many things from the English just now that we might well +become as great prudes and hypocrites as themselves,” said Henri. + +Laurent had set before his master such a quantity of utensils, so many +different articles of such elegance, that Paul could not refrain from +saying: + +“But you will take a couple of hours over that?” + +“No!” said Henri, “two hours and a half.” + +“Well, then, since we are by ourselves, and can say what we like, +explain to me why a man as superior as yourself--for you are +superior--should affect to exaggerate a foppery which cannot be +natural. Why spend two hours and a half in adorning yourself, when it is +sufficient to spend a quarter of an hour in your bath, to do your hair +in two minutes, and to dress! There, tell me your system.” + +“I must be very fond of you, my good dunce, to confide such high +thoughts to you,” said the young man, who was at that moment having his +feet rubbed with a soft brush lathered with English soap. + +“Have I not the most devoted attachment to you,” replied Paul de +Manerville, “and do I not like you because I know your superiority?...” + +“You must have noticed, if you are in the least capable of observing any +moral fact, that women love fops,” went on De Marsay, without replying +in any way to Paul’s declaration except by a look. “Do you know why +women love fops? My friend, fops are the only men who take care of +themselves. Now, to take excessive care of oneself, does it not imply +that one takes care in oneself of what belongs to another? The man who +does not belong to himself is precisely the man on whom women are keen. +Love is essentially a thief. I say nothing about that excess of niceness +to which they are so devoted. Do you know of any woman who has had a +passion for a sloven, even if he were a remarkable man? If such a fact +has occurred, we must put it to the account of those morbid affections +of the breeding woman, mad fancies which float through the minds of +everybody. On the other hand, I have seen most remarkable people left in +the lurch because of their carelessness. A fop, who is concerned about +his person, is concerned with folly, with petty things. And what is a +woman? A petty thing, a bundle of follies. With two words said to the +winds, can you not make her busy for four hours? She is sure that the +fop will be occupied with her, seeing that he has no mind for great +things. She will never be neglected for glory, ambition, politics, +art--those prostitutes who for her are rivals. Then fops have the +courage to cover themselves with ridicule in order to please a woman, +and her heart is full of gratitude towards the man who is ridiculous for +love. In fine, a fop can be no fop unless he is right in being one. It +is women who bestow that rank. The fop is love’s colonel; he has his +victories, his regiment of women at his command. My dear fellow, in +Paris everything is known, and a man cannot be a fop there _gratis_. +You, who have only one woman, and who, perhaps, are right to have but +one, try to act the fop!... You will not even become ridiculous, you +will be dead. You will become a foregone conclusion, one of those men +condemned inevitably to do one and the same thing. You will come to +signify _folly_ as inseparably as M. de La Fayette signifies _America_; +M. de Talleyrand, _diplomacy_; Desaugiers, _song_; M. de Segur, +_romance_. If they once forsake their own line people no longer attach +any value to what they do. So, foppery, my friend Paul, is the sign of +an incontestable power over the female folk. A man who is loved by many +women passes for having superior qualities, and then, poor fellow, it +is a question who shall have him! But do you think it is nothing to have +the right of going into a drawing-room, of looking down at people from +over your cravat, or through your eye-glass, and of despising the most +superior of men should he wear an old-fashioned waistcoat?... Laurent, +you are hurting me! After breakfast, Paul, we will go to the Tuileries +and see the adorable girl with the golden eyes.” + +When, after making an excellent meal, the two young men had traversed +the Terrasse de Feuillants and the broad walk of the Tuileries, they +nowhere discovered the sublime Paquita Valdes, on whose account some +fifty of the most elegant young men in Paris where to be seen, all +scented, with their high scarfs, spurred and booted, riding, walking, +talking, laughing, and damning themselves mightily. + +“It’s a white Mass,” said Henri; “but I have the most excellent idea in +the world. This girl receives letters from London. The postman must be +bought or made drunk, a letter opened, read of course, and a love-letter +slipped in before it is sealed up again. The old tyrant, _crudel +tirano_, is certain to know the person who writes the letters from +London, and has ceased to be suspicious of them.” + +The day after, De Marsay came again to walk on the Terrasse des +Feuillants, and saw Paquita Valdes; already passion had embellished her +for him. Seriously, he was wild for those eyes, whose rays seemed akin +to those which the sun emits, and whose ardor set the seal upon that +of her perfect body, in which all was delight. De Marsay was on fire to +brush the dress of this enchanting girl as they passed one another in +their walk; but his attempts were always vain. But at one moment, when +he had repassed Paquita and the duenna, in order to find himself on the +same side as the girl of the golden eyes, when he returned, Paquita, +no less impatient, came forward hurriedly, and De Marsay felt his +hand pressed by her in a fashion at once so swift and so passionately +significant that it was as though he had received the emotions surged up +in his heart. When the two lovers glanced at one another, Paquita seemed +ashamed, she dropped her eyes lest she should meet the eyes of Henri, +but her gaze sank lower to fasten on the feet and form of him whom +women, before the Revolution, called _their conqueror_. + +“I am determined to make this girl my mistress,” said Henri to himself. + +As he followed her along the terrace, in the direction of the Place +Louis XV., he caught sight of the aged Marquis de San-Real, who was +walking on the arm of his valet, stepping with all the precautions due +to gout and decrepitude. Dona Concha, who distrusted Henri, made Paquita +pass between herself and the old man. + +“Oh, for you,” said De Marsay to himself, casting a glance of disdain +upon the duenna, “if one cannot make you capitulate, with a little opium +one can make you sleep. We know mythology and the fable of Argus.” + +Before entering the carriage, the golden-eyed girl exchanged certain +glances with her lover, of which the meaning was unmistakable and which +enchanted Henri, but one of them was surprised by the duenna; she said +a few rapid words to Paquita, who threw herself into the _coupe_ with +an air of desperation. For some days Paquita did not appear in the +Tuileries. Laurent, who by his master’s orders was on watch by the +hotel, learned from the neighbors that neither the two women nor the +aged marquis had been abroad since the day upon which the duenna had +surprised a glance between the young girl in her charge and Henri. The +bond, so flimsy withal, which united the two lovers was already severed. + +Some days later, none knew by what means, De Marsay had attained his +end; he had a seal and wax, exactly resembling the seal and wax affixed +to the letters sent to Mademoiselle Valdes from London; paper similar +to that which her correspondent used; moreover, all the implements and +stamps necessary to affix the French and English postmarks. + +He wrote the following letter, to which he gave all the appearances of a +letter sent from London:-- + + + “MY DEAR PAQUITA,--I shall not try to paint to you in words the + passion with which you have inspired me. If, to my happiness, you + reciprocate it, understand that I have found a means of + corresponding with you. My name is Adolphe de Gouges, and I live + at No. 54 Rue de l’Universite. If you are too closely watched to + be able to write to me, if you have neither pen nor paper, I shall + understand it by your silence. If then, to-morrow, you have not, + between eight o’clock in the morning and ten o’clock in the + evening, thrown a letter over the wall of your garden into that of + the Baron de Nucingen, where it will be waited for during the + whole of the day, a man, who is entirely devoted to me, will let + down two flasks by a string over your wall at ten o’clock the next + morning. Be walking there at that hour. One of the two flasks will + contain opium to send your Argus to sleep; it will be sufficient + to employ six drops; the other will contain ink. The flask of ink + is of cut glass; the other is plain. Both are of such a size as + can easily be concealed within your bosom. All that I have already + done, in order to be able to correspond with you, should tell you + how greatly I love you. Should you have any doubt of it, I will + confess to you, that to obtain an interview of one hour with you I + would give my life.” + + +“At least they believe that, poor creatures!” said De Marsay; “but they +are right. What should we think of a woman who refused to be beguiled by +a love-letter accompanied by such convincing accessories?” + +This letter was delivered by Master Moinot, postman, on the following +day, about eight o’clock in the morning, to the porter of the Hotel +San-Real. + +In order to be nearer to the field of action, De Marsay went and +breakfasted with Paul, who lived in the Rue de la Pepiniere. At +two o’clock, just as the two friends were laughingly discussing the +discomfiture of a young man who had attempted to lead the life of +fashion without a settled income, and were devising an end for him, +Henri’s coachman came to seek his master at Paul’s house, and presented +to him a mysterious personage who insisted on speaking himself with his +master. + +This individual was a mulatto, who would assuredly have given Talma a +model for the part of Othello, if he had come across him. Never did any +African face better express the grand vengefulness, the ready suspicion, +the promptitude in the execution of a thought, the strength of the Moor, +and his childish lack of reflection. His black eyes had the fixity of +the eyes of a bird of prey, and they were framed, like a vulture’s, by +a bluish membrane devoid of lashes. His forehead, low and narrow, had +something menacing. Evidently, this man was under the yoke of some +single and unique thought. His sinewy arm did not belong to him. + +He was followed by a man whom the imaginations of all folk, from those +who shiver in Greenland to those who sweat in the tropics, would paint +in the single phrase: _He was an unfortunate man_. From this phrase, +everybody will conceive him according to the special ideas of each +country. But who can best imagine his face--white and wrinkled, red at +the extremities, and his long beard. Who will see his lean and yellow +scarf, his greasy shirt-collar, his battered hat, his green frock coat, +his deplorable trousers, his dilapidated waistcoat, his imitation gold +pin, and battered shoes, the strings of which were plastered in mud? Who +will see all that but the Parisian? The unfortunate man of Paris is the +unfortunate man _in toto_, for he has still enough mirth to know the +extent of his misfortune. The mulatto was like an executioner of Louis +XI. leading a man to the gallows. + +“Who has hunted us out these two extraordinary creatures?” said Henri. + +“Faith! there is one of them who makes me shudder,” replied Paul. + +“Who are you--you fellow who look the most like a Christian of the two?” + said Henri, looking at the unfortunate man. + +The mulatto stood with his eyes fixed upon the two young men, like a man +who understood nothing, and who sought no less to divine something from +the gestures and movements of the lips. + +“I am a public scribe and interpreter; I live at the Palais de Justice, +and am named Poincet.” + +“Good!... and this one?” said Henri to Poincet, looking towards the +mulatto. + +“I do not know; he only speaks a sort of Spanish _patois_, and he has +brought me here to make himself understood by you.” + +The mulatto drew from his pocket the letter which Henri had written to +Paquita and handed it to him. Henri threw it in the fire. + +“Ah--so--the game is beginning,” said Henri to himself. “Paul, leave us +alone for a moment.” + +“I translated this letter for him,” went on the interpreter, when they +were alone. “When it was translated, he was in some place which I don’t +remember. Then he came back to look for me, and promised me two _louis_ +to fetch him here.” + +“What have you to say to me, nigger?” asked Henri. + +“I did not translate _nigger_,” said the interpreter, waiting for the +mulatto’s reply.... + +“He said, sir,” went on the interpreter, after having listened to the +unknown, “that you must be at half-past ten to-morrow night on the +boulevard Montmartre, near the cafe. You will see a carriage there, in +which you must take your place, saying to the man, who will wait to +open the door for you, the word _cortejo_--a Spanish word, which means +_lover_,” added Poincet, casting a glance of congratulation upon Henri. + +“Good.” + +The mulatto was about to bestow the two _louis_, but De Marsay would not +permit it, and himself rewarded the interpreter. As he was paying him, +the mulatto began to speak. + +“What is he saying?” + +“He is warning me,” replied the unfortunate, “that if I commit a single +indiscretion he will strangle me. He speaks fair and he looks remarkably +as if he were capable of carrying out his threat.” + +“I am sure of it,” answered Henri; “he would keep his word.” + +“He says, as well,” replied the interpreter, “that the person from whom +he is sent implores you, for your sake and for hers, to act with the +greatest prudence, because the daggers which are raised above your +head would strike your heart before any human power could save you from +them.” + +“He said that? So much the better, it will be more amusing. You can come +in now, Paul,” he cried to his friend. + +The mulatto, who had not ceased to gaze at the lover of Paquita Valdes +with magnetic attention, went away, followed by the interpreter. + +“Well, at last I have an adventure which is entirely romantic,” said +Henri, when Paul returned. “After having shared in a certain number I +have finished by finding in Paris an intrigue accompanied by serious +accidents, by grave perils. The deuce! what courage danger gives a +woman! To torment a woman, to try and contradict her--doesn’t it give +her the right and the courage to scale in one moment obstacles which it +would take her years to surmount of herself? Pretty creature, jump then! +To die? Poor child! Daggers? Oh, imagination of women! They cannot help +trying to find authority for their little jests. Besides, can one think +of it, Paquita? Can one think of it, my child? The devil take me, now +that I know this beautiful girl, this masterpiece of nature, is mine, +the adventure has lost its charm.” + +For all his light words, the youth in Henri had reappeared. In order +to live until the morrow without too much pain, he had recourse to +exorbitant pleasure; he played, dined, supped with his friends; he drank +like a fish, ate like a German, and won ten or twelve thousand francs. +He left the Rocher de Cancale at two o’clock in the morning, slept like +a child, awoke the next morning fresh and rosy, and dressed to go to +the Tuileries, with the intention of taking a ride, after having seen +Paquita, in order to get himself an appetite and dine the better, and so +kill the time. + +At the hour mentioned Henri was on the boulevard, saw the carriage, +and gave the counter-word to a man who looked to him like the mulatto. +Hearing the word, the man opened the door and quickly let down the step. +Henri was so rapidly carried through Paris, and his thoughts left him so +little capacity to pay attention to the streets through which he passed, +that he did not know where the carriage stopped. The mulatto let him +into a house, the staircase of which was quite close to the entrance. +This staircase was dark, as was also the landing upon which Henri +was obliged to wait while the mulatto was opening the door of a damp +apartment, fetid and unlit, the chambers of which, barely illuminated +by the candle which his guide found in the ante-chamber, seemed to him +empty and ill furnished, like those of a house the inhabitants of which +are away. He recognized the sensation which he had experienced from the +perusal of one of those romances of Anne Radcliffe, in which the hero +traverses the cold, sombre, and uninhabited saloons of some sad and +desert spot. + +At last the mulatto opened the door of a _salon_. The condition of +the old furniture and the dilapidated curtains with which the room was +adorned gave it the air of the reception-room of a house of ill fame. +There was the same pretension to elegance, and the same collection of +things in bad taste, of dust and dirt. Upon a sofa covered with red +Utrecht velvet, by the side of a smoking hearth, the fire of which was +buried in ashes, sat an old, poorly dressed woman, her head capped by +one of those turbans which English women of a certain age have invented +and which would have a mighty success in China, where the artist’s ideal +is the monstrous. + +The room, the old woman, the cold hearth, all would have chilled love to +death had not Paquita been there, upon an ottoman, in a loose voluptuous +wrapper, free to scatter her gaze of gold and flame, free to show her +arched foot, free of her luminous movements. This first interview +was what every _rendezvous_ must be between persons of passionate +disposition, who have stepped over a wide distance quickly, who desire +each other ardently, and who, nevertheless, do not know each other. It +is impossible that at first there should not occur certain discordant +notes in the situation, which is embarrassing until the moment when two +souls find themselves in unison. + +If desire gives a man boldness and disposes him to lay restraint aside, +the mistress, under pain of ceasing to be woman, however great may be +her love, is afraid of arriving at the end so promptly, and face to face +with the necessity of giving herself, which to many women is equivalent +to a fall into an abyss, at the bottom of which they know not what they +shall find. The involuntary coldness of the woman contrasts with her +confessed passion, and necessarily reacts upon the most passionate +lover. Thus ideas, which often float around souls like vapors, determine +in them a sort of temporary malady. In the sweet journey which two +beings undertake through the fair domains of love, this moment is like +a waste land to be traversed, a land without a tree, alternatively damp +and warm, full of scorching sand, traversed by marshes, which leads to +smiling groves clad with roses, where Love and his retinue of pleasures +disport themselves on carpets of soft verdure. Often the witty man +finds himself afflicted with a foolish laugh which is his only answer to +everything; his wit is, as it were, suffocated beneath the icy pressure +of his desires. It would not be impossible for two beings of equal +beauty, intelligence, and passion to utter at first nothing but the +most silly commonplaces, until chance, a word, the tremor of a certain +glance, the communication of a spark, should have brought them to the +happy transition which leads to that flowery way in which one does not +walk, but where one sways and at the same time does not lapse. + +Such a state of mind is always in proportion with the violence of the +feeling. Two creatures who love one another weakly feel nothing similar. +The effect of this crisis can even be compared with that which is +produced by the glow of a clear sky. Nature, at the first view, appears +to be covered with a gauze veil, the azure of the firmament seems black, +the intensity of light is like darkness. With Henri, as with the Spanish +girl, there was an equal intensity of feeling; and that law of statics, +in virtue of which two identical forces cancel each other, might have +been true also in the moral order. And the embarrassment of the moment +was singularly increased by the presence of the old hag. Love takes +pleasure or fright at all, all has meaning for it, everything is an omen +of happiness or sorrow for it. + +This decrepit woman was there like a suggestion of catastrophe, and +represented the horrid fish’s tail with which the allegorical geniuses +of Greece have terminated their chimeras and sirens, whose figures, like +all passions, are so seductive, so deceptive. + +Although Henri was not a free-thinker--the phrase is always a +mockery--but a man of extraordinary power, a man as great as a man can +be without faith, the conjunction struck him. Moreover, the strongest +men are naturally the most impressionable, and consequently the most +superstitious, if, indeed, one may call superstition the prejudice of +the first thoughts, which, without doubt, is the appreciation of the +result in causes hidden to other eyes but perceptible to their own. + +The Spanish girl profited by this moment of stupefaction to let herself +fall into the ecstasy of that infinite adoration which seizes the heart +of a woman, when she truly loves and finds herself in the presence of +an idol for whom she has vainly longed. Her eyes were all joy, all +happiness, and sparks flew from them. She was under the charm, and +fearlessly intoxicated herself with a felicity of which she had dreamed +long. She seemed then so marvelously beautiful to Henri, that all this +phantasmagoria of rags and old age, of worn red drapery and of the green +mats in front of the armchairs, the ill-washed red tiles, all this sick +and dilapidated luxury, disappeared. + +The room seemed lit up; and it was only through a cloud that one could +see the fearful harpy fixed and dumb on her red sofa, her yellow eyes +betraying the servile sentiments, inspired by misfortune, or caused by +some vice beneath whose servitude one has fallen as beneath a tyrant who +brutalizes one with the flagellations of his despotism. Her eyes had the +cold glitter of a caged tiger, knowing his impotence and being compelled +to swallow his rage of destruction. + +“Who is that woman?” said Henri to Paquita. + +But Paquita did not answer. She made a sign that she understood no +French, and asked Henri if he spoke English. + +De Marsay repeated his question in English. + +“She is the only woman in whom I can confide, although she has sold me +already,” said Paquita, tranquilly. “My dear Adolphe, she is my mother, +a slave bought in Georgia for her rare beauty, little enough of which +remains to-day. She only speaks her native tongue.” + +The attitude of this woman and her eagerness to guess from the gestures +of her daughter and Henri what was passing between them, were suddenly +explained to the young man; and this explanation put him at his ease. + +“Paquita,” he said, “are we never to be free then?” + +“Never,” she said, with an air of sadness. “Even now we have but a few +days before us.” + +She lowered her eyes, looked at and counted with her right hand on the +fingers of her left, revealing so the most beautiful hands which Henri +had ever seen. + +“One, two, three----” + +She counted up to twelve. + +“Yes,” she said, “we have twelve days.” + +“And after?” + +“After,” she said, showing the absorption of a weak woman before the +executioner’s axe, and slain in advance, as it were, by a fear which +stripped her of that magnificent energy which Nature seemed to have +bestowed upon her only to aggrandize pleasure and convert the most +vulgar delights into endless poems. “After----” she repeated. Her eyes +took a fixed stare; she seemed to contemplate a threatening object far +away. + +“I do not know,” she said. + +“This girl is mad,” said Henri to himself, falling into strange +reflections. + +Paquita appeared to him occupied by something which was not himself, +like a woman constrained equally by remorse and passion. Perhaps she had +in her heart another love which she alternately remembered and forgot. +In a moment Henri was assailed by a thousand contradictory thoughts. +This girl became a mystery for him; but as he contemplated her with the +scientific attention of the _blase_ man, famished for new pleasures, +like that Eastern king who asked that a pleasure should be created +for him,--a horrible thirst with which great souls are seized,--Henri +recognized in Paquita the richest organization that Nature had ever +deigned to compose for love. The presumptive play of this machinery, +setting aside the soul, would have frightened any other man than Henri; +but he was fascinated by that rich harvest of promised pleasures, by +that constant variety in happiness, the dream of every man, and the +desire of every loving woman too. He was infuriated by the infinite +rendered palpable, and transported into the most excessive raptures +of which the creature is capable. All that he saw in this girl more +distinctly than he had yet seen it, for she let herself be viewed +complacently, happy to be admired. The admiration of De Marsay became +a secret fury, and he unveiled her completely, throwing a glance at her +which the Spaniard understood as though she had been used to receive +such. + +“If you are not to be mine, mine only, I will kill you!” he cried. + +Hearing this speech, Paquita covered her face in her hands, and cried +naively: + +“Holy Virgin! What have I brought upon myself?” + +She rose, flung herself down upon the red sofa, and buried her head in +the rags which covered the bosom of her mother, and wept there. The +old woman received her daughter without issuing from her state of +immobility, or displaying any emotion. The mother possessed in the +highest degree that gravity of savage races, the impassiveness of a +statue upon which all remarks are lost. Did she or did she not love her +daughter? Beneath that mask every human emotion might brood--good and +evil; and from this creature all might be expected. Her gaze passed +slowly from her daughter’s beautiful hair, which covered her like a +mantle, to the face of Henri, which she considered with an indescribable +curiosity. + +She seemed to ask by what fatality he was there, from what caprice +Nature had made so seductive a man. + +“These women are making sport of me,” said Henri to himself. + +At that moment Paquita raised her head, cast at him one of those looks +which reach the very soul and consume it. So beautiful seemed she that +he swore he would possess such a treasure of beauty. + +“My Paquita! Be mine!” + +“Wouldst thou kill me?” she said fearfully, palpitating and anxious, but +drawn towards him by an inexplicable force. + +“Kill thee--I!” he said, smiling. + +Paquita uttered a cry of alarm, said a word to the old woman, who +authoritatively seized Henri’s hand and that of her daughter. She gazed +at them for a long time, and then released them, wagging her head in a +fashion horribly significant. + +“Be mine--this evening, this moment; follow me, do not leave me! It must +be, Paquita! Dost thou love me? Come!” + +In a moment he had poured out a thousand foolish words to her, with the +rapidity of a torrent coursing between the rocks, and repeating the same +sound in a thousand different forms. + +“It is the same voice!” said Paquita, in a melancholy voice, which +De Marsay could not overhear, “and the same ardor,” she added. “So be +it--yes,” she said, with an abandonment of passion which no words can +describe. “Yes; but not to-night. To-night Adolphe, I gave too little +opium to La Concha. She might wake up, and I should be lost. At this +moment the whole household believes me to be asleep in my room. In two +days be at the same spot, say the same word to the same man. That man is +my foster-father. Cristemio worships me, and would die in torments for +me before they could extract one word against me from him. Farewell,” + she said seizing Henri by the waist and twining round him like a +serpent. + +She pressed him on every side at once, lifted her head to his, and +offered him her lips, then snatched a kiss which filled them both with +such a dizziness that it seemed to Henri as though the earth opened; and +Paquita cried: “Enough, depart!” in a voice which told how little +she was mistress of herself. But she clung to him still, still crying +“Depart!” and brought him slowly to the staircase. There the mulatto, +whose white eyes lit up at the sight of Paquita, took the torch from the +hands of his idol, and conducted Henri to the street. He left the light +under the arch, opened the door, put Henri into the carriage, and set +him down on the Boulevard des Italiens with marvelous rapidity. It was +as though the horses had hell-fire in their veins. + +The scene was like a dream to De Marsay, but one of those dreams +which, even when they fade away, leave a feeling of supernatural +voluptuousness, which a man runs after for the remainder of his life. +A single kiss had been enough. Never had _rendezvous_ been spent in a +manner more decorous or chaste, or, perhaps, more coldly, in a spot of +which the surroundings were more gruesome, in presence of a more hideous +divinity; for the mother had remained in Henri’s imagination like some +infernal, cowering thing, cadaverous, monstrous, savagely ferocious, +which the imagination of poets and painters had not yet conceived. In +effect, no _rendezvous_ had ever irritated his senses more, revealed +more audacious pleasures, or better aroused love from its centre to +shed itself round him like an atmosphere. There was something sombre, +mysterious, sweet, tender, constrained, and expansive, an intermingling +of the awful and the celestial, of paradise and hell, which made De +Marsay like a drunken man. + +He was no longer himself, and he was, withal, great enough to be able to +resist the intoxication of pleasure. + +In order to render his conduct intelligible in the catastrophe of this +story, it is needful to explain how his soul had broadened at an age +when young men generally belittle themselves in their relations with +women, or in too much occupation with them. Its growth was due to a +concurrence of secret circumstances, which invested him with a vast and +unsuspected power. + +This young man held in his hand a sceptre more powerful than that of +modern kings, almost all of whom are curbed in their least wishes by the +laws. De Marsay exercised the autocratic power of an Oriental despot. +But this power, so stupidly put into execution in Asia by brutish men, +was increased tenfold by its conjunction with European intelligence, +with French wit--the most subtle, the keenest of all intellectual +instruments. Henri could do what he would in the interest of his +pleasures and vanities. This invisible action upon the social world +had invested him with a real, but secret, majesty, without emphasis and +deriving from himself. He had not the opinion which Louis XIV. could +have of himself, but that which the proudest of the Caliphs, the +Pharoahs, the Xerxes, who held themselves to be of divine origin, had +of themselves when they imitated God, and veiled themselves from their +subjects under the pretext that their looks dealt forth death. Thus, +without any remorse at being at once the judge and the accuser, De +Marsay coldly condemned to death the man or the woman who had seriously +offended him. Although often pronounced almost lightly, the verdict +was irrevocable. An error was a misfortune similar to that which a +thunderbolt causes when it falls upon a smiling Parisienne in some +hackney coach, instead of crushing the old coachman who is driving +her to a _rendezvous_. Thus the bitter and profound sarcasm which +distinguished the young man’s conversation usually tended to frighten +people; no one was anxious to put him out. Women are prodigiously fond +of those persons who call themselves pashas, and who are, as it were +accompanied by lions and executioners, and who walk in a panoply of +terror. The result, in the case of such men, is a security of action, +a certitude of power, a pride of gaze, a leonine consciousness, which +makes women realize the type of strength of which they all dream. Such +was De Marsay. + +Happy, for the moment, with his future, he grew young and pliable, and +thought of nothing but love as he went to bed. He dreamed of the girl +with the golden eyes, as the young and passionate can dream. His dreams +were monstrous images, unattainable extravagances--full of light, +revealing invisible worlds, yet in a manner always incomplete, for an +intervening veil changes the conditions of vision. + +For the next and succeeding day Henri disappeared and no one knew +what had become of him. His power only belonged to him under certain +conditions, and, happily for him, during those two days he was a private +soldier in the service of the demon to whom he owed his talismanic +existence. But at the appointed time, in the evening, he was +waiting--and he had not long to wait--for the carriage. The mulatto +approached Henri, in order to repeat to him in French a phrase which he +seemed to have learned by heart. + +“If you wish to come, she told me, you must consent to have your eyes +bandaged.” + +And Cristemio produced a white silk handkerchief. + +“No!” said Henri, whose omnipotence revolted suddenly. + +He tried to leap in. The mulatto made a sign, and the carriage drove +off. + +“Yes!” cried De Marsay, furious at the thought of losing a piece of good +fortune which had been promised him. + +He saw, moreover, the impossibility of making terms with a slave +whose obedience was as blind as the hangman’s. Nor was it this passive +instrument upon whom his anger could fall. + +The mulatto whistled, the carriage returned. Henri got in hastily. +Already a few curious onlookers had assembled like sheep on the +boulevard. Henri was strong; he tried to play the mulatto. When the +carriage started at a gallop he seized his hands, in order to master +him, and retain, by subduing his attendant, the possession of his +faculties, so that he might know whither he was going. It was a vain +attempt. The eyes of the mulatto flashed from the darkness. The fellow +uttered a cry which his fury stifled in his throat, released himself, +threw back De Marsay with a hand like iron, and nailed him, so to +speak, to the bottom of the carriage; then with his free hand, he drew +a triangular dagger, and whistled. The coachman heard the whistle and +stopped. Henri was unarmed, he was forced to yield. He moved his head +towards the handkerchief. The gesture of submission calmed Cristemio, +and he bound his eyes with a respect and care which manifested a sort +of veneration for the person of the man whom his idol loved. But, before +taking this course, he had placed his dagger distrustfully in his side +pocket, and buttoned himself up to the chin. + +“That nigger would have killed me!” said De Marsay to himself. + +Once more the carriage moved on rapidly. There was one resource still +open to a young man who knew Paris as well as Henri. To know whither +he was going, he had but to collect himself and count, by the number of +gutters crossed, the streets leading from the boulevards by which the +carriage passed, so long as it continued straight along. He could thus +discover into which lateral street it would turn, either towards the +Seine or towards the heights of Montmartre, and guess the name or +position of the street in which his guide should bring him to a halt. +But the violent emotion which his struggle had caused him, the rage into +which his compromised dignity had thrown him, the ideas of vengeance +to which he abandoned himself, the suppositions suggested to him by the +circumstantial care which this girl had taken in order to bring him +to her, all hindered him from the attention, which the blind have, +necessary for the concentration of his intelligence and the perfect +lucidity of his recollection. The journey lasted half an hour. When the +carriage stopped, it was no longer on the street. The mulatto and the +coachman took Henri in their arms, lifted him out, and, putting him +into a sort of litter, conveyed him across a garden. He could smell its +flowers and the perfume peculiar to trees and grass. + +The silence which reigned there was so profound that he could +distinguish the noise made by the drops of water falling from the moist +leaves. The two men took him to a staircase, set him on his feet, led +him by his hands through several apartments, and left him in a room +whose atmosphere was perfumed, and the thick carpet of which he could +feel beneath his feet. + +A woman’s hand pushed him on to a divan, and untied the handkerchief for +him. Henri saw Paquita before him, but Paquita in all her womanly +and voluptuous glory. The section of the boudoir in which Henri found +himself described a circular line, softly gracious, which was faced +opposite by the other perfectly square half, in the midst of which a +chimney-piece shone of gold and white marble. He had entered by a door +on one side, hidden by a rich tapestried screen, opposite which was a +window. The semicircular portion was adorned with a real Turkish divan, +that is to say, a mattress thrown on the ground, but a mattress as broad +as a bed, a divan fifty feet in circumference, made of white cashmere, +relieved by bows of black and scarlet silk, arranged in panels. The top +of this huge bed was raised several inches by numerous cushions, which +further enriched it by their tasteful comfort. The boudoir was lined +with some red stuff, over which an Indian muslin was stretched, fluted +after the fashion of Corinthian columns, in plaits going in and out, and +bound at the top and bottom by bands of poppy-colored stuff, on which +were designs in black arabesque. + +Below the muslin the poppy turned to rose, that amorous color, which +was matched by window-curtains, which were of Indian muslin lined with +rose-colored taffeta, and set off with a fringe of poppy-color and +black. Six silver-gilt arms, each supporting two candles, were attached +to the tapestry at an equal distance, to illuminate the divan. The +ceiling, from the middle of which a lustre of unpolished silver hung, +was of a brilliant whiteness, and the cornice was gilded. The carpet was +like an Oriental shawl; it had the designs and recalled the poetry of +Persia, where the hands of slaves had worked on it. The furniture +was covered in white cashmere, relieved by black and poppy-colored +ornaments. The clock, the candelabra, all were in white marble and gold. +The only table there had a cloth of cashmere. Elegant flower-pots held +roses of every kind, flowers white or red. In fine, the least detail +seemed to have been the object of loving thought. Never had richness +hidden itself more coquettishly to become elegance, to express grace, +to inspire pleasure. Everything there would have warmed the coldest +of beings. The caresses of the tapestry, of which the color changed +according to the direction of one’s gaze, becoming either all white +or all rose, harmonized with the effects of the light shed upon the +diaphanous tissues of the muslin, which produced an appearance of +mistiness. The soul has I know not what attraction towards white, love +delights in red, and the passions are flattered by gold, which has the +power of realizing their caprices. Thus all that man possesses within +him of vague and mysterious, all his inexplicable affinities, were +caressed in their involuntary sympathies. There was in this perfect +harmony a concert of color to which the soul responded with vague and +voluptuous and fluctuating ideas. + +It was out of a misty atmosphere, laden with exquisite perfumes, that +Paquita, clad in a white wrapper, her feet bare, orange blossoms in her +black hair, appeared to Henri, knelt before him, adoring him as the god +of this temple, whither he had deigned to come. Although De Marsay +was accustomed to seeing the utmost efforts of Parisian luxury, he was +surprised at the aspect of this shell, like that from which Venus rose +out of the sea. Whether from an effect of contrast between the darkness +from which he issued and the light which bathed his soul, whether from +a comparison which he swiftly made between this scene and that of their +first interview, he experienced one of those delicate sensations which +true poetry gives. Perceiving in the midst of this retreat, which +had been opened to him as by a fairy’s magic wand, the masterpiece of +creation, this girl, whose warmly colored tints, whose soft skin--soft, +but slightly gilded by the shadows, by I know not what vaporous effusion +of love--gleamed as though it reflected the rays of color and light, his +anger, his desire for vengeance, his wounded vanity, all were lost. + +Like an eagle darting on his prey, he took her utterly to him, set her +on his knees, and felt with an indescribable intoxication the voluptuous +pressure of this girl, whose richly developed beauties softly enveloped +him. + +“Come to me, Paquita!” he said, in a low voice. + +“Speak, speak without fear!” she said. “This retreat was built for +love. No sound can escape from it, so greatly was it desired to guard +avariciously the accents and music of the beloved voice. However loud +should be the cries, they would not be heard without these walls. A +person might be murdered, and his moans would be as vain as if he were +in the midst of the great desert.” + +“Who has understood jealousy and its needs so well?” + +“Never question me as to that,” she answered, untying with a gesture of +wonderful sweetness the young man’s scarf, doubtless in order the better +to behold his neck. + +“Yes, there is the neck I love so well!” she said. “Wouldst thou please +me?” + +This interrogation, rendered by the accent almost lascivious, drew +De Marsay from the reverie in which he had been plunged by Paquita’s +authoritative refusal to allow him any research as to the unknown being +who hovered like a shadow about them. + +“And if I wished to know who reigns here?” + +Paquita looked at him trembling. + +“It is not I, then?” he said, rising and freeing himself from the girl, +whose head fell backwards. “Where I am, I would be alone.” + +“Strike, strike!...” said the poor slave, a prey to terror. + +“For what do you take me, then?... Will you answer?” + +Paquita got up gently, her eyes full of tears, took a poniard from one +of the two ebony pieces of furniture, and presented it to Henri with a +gesture of submission which would have moved a tiger. + +“Give me a feast such as men give when they love,” she said, “and whilst +I sleep, slay me, for I know not how to answer thee. Hearken! I am bound +like some poor beast to a stake; I am amazed that I have been able to +throw a bridge over the abyss which divides us. Intoxicate me, then kill +me! Ah, no, no!” she cried, joining her hands, “do not kill me! I love +life! Life is fair to me! If I am a slave, I am a queen too. I could +beguile you with words, tell you that I love you alone, prove it to you, +profit by my momentary empire to say to you: ‘Take me as one tastes the +perfume of a flower when one passes it in a king’s garden.’ Then, after +having used the cunning eloquence of woman and soared on the wings of +pleasure, after having quenched my thirst, I could have you cast into a +pit, where none could find you, which has been made to gratify vengeance +without having to fear that of the law, a pit full of lime which would +kindle and consume you, until no particle of you were left. You would +stay in my heart, mine forever.” + +Henri looked at the girl without trembling, and this fearless gaze +filled her with joy. + +“No, I shall not do it! You have fallen into no trap here, but upon the +heart of a woman who adores you, and it is I who will be cast into the +pit.” + +“All this appears to me prodigiously strange,” said De Marsay, +considering her. “But you seem to me a good girl, a strange nature; you +are, upon my word of honor, a living riddle, the answer to which is very +difficult to find.” + +Paquita understood nothing of what the young man said; she looked at +him gently, opening wide eyes which could never be stupid, so much was +pleasure written in them. + +“Come, then, my love,” she said, returning to her first idea, “wouldst +thou please me?” + +“I would do all that thou wouldst, and even that thou wouldst not,” + answered De Marsay, with a laugh. He had recovered his foppish ease, as +he took the resolve to let himself go to the climax of his good fortune, +looking neither before nor after. Perhaps he counted, moreover, on his +power and his capacity of a man used to adventures, to dominate this +girl a few hours later and learn all her secrets. + +“Well,” said she, “let me arrange you as I would like.” + +Paquita went joyously and took from one of the two chests a robe of red +velvet, in which she dressed De Marsay, then adorned his head with a +woman’s bonnet and wrapped a shawl round him. Abandoning herself to +these follies with a child’s innocence, she laughed a convulsive laugh, +and resembled some bird flapping its wings; but he saw nothing beyond. + +If it be impossible to paint the unheard-of delights which these two +creatures--made by heaven in a joyous moment--found, it is perhaps +necessary to translate metaphysically the extraordinary and almost +fantastic impressions of the young man. That which persons in the social +position of De Marsay, living as he lived, are best able to recognize is +a girl’s innocence. But, strange phenomenon! The girl of the golden eyes +might be virgin, but innocent she was certainly not. The fantastic +union of the mysterious and the real, of darkness and light, horror and +beauty, pleasure and danger, paradise and hell, which had already been +met with in this adventure, was resumed in the capricious and sublime +being with which De Marsay dallied. All the utmost science or the most +refined pleasure, all that Henri could know of that poetry of the senses +which is called love, was excelled by the treasures poured forth by this +girl, whose radiant eyes gave the lie to none of the promises which they +made. + +She was an Oriental poem, in which shone the sun that Saadi, that Hafiz, +have set in their pulsing strophes. Only, neither the rhythm of Saadi, +nor that of Pindar, could have expressed the ecstasy--full of confusion +and stupefaction--which seized the delicious girl when the error in +which an iron hand had caused her to live was at an end. + +“Dead!” she said, “I am dead, Adolphe! Take me away to the world’s +end, to an island where no one knows us. Let there be no traces of our +flight! We should be followed to the gates of hell. God! here is the +day! Escape! Shall I ever see you again? Yes, to-morrow I will see +you, if I have to deal death to all my warders to have that joy. Till +to-morrow.” + +She pressed him in her arms with an embrace in which the terror of death +mingled. Then she touched a spring, which must have been in connection +with a bell, and implored De Marsay to permit his eyes to be bandaged. + +“And if I would not--and if I wished to stay here?” + +“You would be the death of me more speedily,” she said, “for now I know +I am certain to die on your account.” + +Henri submitted. In the man who had just gorged himself with pleasure +there occurs a propensity to forgetfulness, I know not what ingratitude, +a desire for liberty, a whim to go elsewhere, a tinge of contempt and, +perhaps, of disgust for his idol; in fine, indescribable sentiments +which render him ignoble and ashamed. The certainty of this confused, +but real, feeling in souls who are not illuminated by that celestial +light, nor perfumed with that holy essence from which the performance +of sentiment springs, doubtless suggested to Rousseau the adventures of +Lord Edward, which conclude the letters of the _Nouvelle Heloise_. If +Rousseau is obviously inspired by the work of Richardson, he departs +from it in a thousand details, which leave his achievement magnificently +original; he has recommended it to posterity by great ideas which it is +difficult to liberate by analysis, when, in one’s youth, one reads this +work with the object of finding in it the lurid representation of the +most physical of our feelings, whereas serious and philosophical writers +never employ its images except as the consequence or the corollary of +a vast thought; and the adventures of Lord Edward are one of the most +Europeanly delicate ideas of the whole work. + +Henri, therefore, found himself beneath the domination of that confused +sentiment which is unknown to true love. There was needful, in +some sort, the persuasive grip of comparisons, and the irresistible +attraction of memories to lead him back to a woman. True love rules +above all through recollection. A woman who is not engraven upon the +soul by excess of pleasure or by strength of emotion, how can she ever +be loved? In Henri’s case, Paquita had established herself by both of +these reasons. But at this moment, seized as he was by the satiety of +his happiness, that delicious melancholy of the body, he could hardly +analyze his heart, even by recalling to his lips the taste of the +liveliest gratifications that he had ever grasped. + +He found himself on the Boulevard Montmartre at the break of day, +gazed stupidly at the retreating carriage, produced two cigars from his +pocket, lit one from the lantern of a good woman who sold brandy and +coffee to workmen and street arabs and chestnut venders--to all the +Parisian populace which begins its work before daybreak; then he went +off, smoking his cigar, and putting his hands in his trousers’ pockets +with a devil-may-care air which did him small honor. + +“What a good thing a cigar is! That’s one thing a man will never tire +of,” he said to himself. + +Of the girl with the golden eyes, over whom at that time all the elegant +youth of Paris was mad, he hardly thought. The idea of death, expressed +in the midst of their pleasure, and the fear of which had more than once +darkened the brow of that beautiful creature, who held to the houris of +Asia by her mother, to Europe by her education, to the tropics by her +birth, seemed to him merely one of those deceptions by which women seek +to make themselves interesting. + +“She is from Havana--the most Spanish region to be found in the New +World. So she preferred to feign terror rather than cast in my teeth +indisposition or difficulty, coquetry or duty, like a Parisian woman. By +her golden eyes, how glad I shall be to sleep.” + +He saw a hackney coach standing at the corner of Frascati’s waiting for +some gambler; he awoke the driver, was driven home, went to bed, and +slept the sleep of the dissipated, which for some queer reason--of which +no rhymer has yet taken advantage--is as profound as that of innocence. +Perhaps it is an instance of the proverbial axiom, _extremes meet_. + +About noon De Marsay awoke and stretched himself; he felt the grip of +that sort of voracious hunger which old soldiers can remember having +experienced on the morrow of victory. He was delighted, therefore, to +see Paul de Manerville standing in front of him, for at such a time +nothing is more agreeable than to eat in company. + +“Well,” his friend remarked, “we all imagined that you had been shut up +for the last ten days with the girl of the golden eyes.” + +“The girl of the golden eyes! I have forgotten her. Faith! I have other +fish to fry!” + +“Ah! you are playing at discretion.” + +“Why not?” asked De Marsay, with a laugh. “My dear fellow, discretion +is the best form of calculation. Listen--however, no! I will not say +a word. You never teach me anything; I am not disposed to make you a +gratuitous present of the treasures of my policy. Life is a river which +is of use for the promotion of commerce. In the name of all that is most +sacred in life--of cigars! I am no professor of social economy for the +instruction of fools. Let us breakfast! It costs less to give you a +tunny omelette than to lavish the resources of my brain on you.” + +“Do you bargain with your friends?” + +“My dear fellow,” said Henri, who rarely denied himself a sarcasm, +“since all the same, you may some day need, like anybody else, to use +discretion, and since I have much love for you--yes, I like you! Upon my +word, if you only wanted a thousand-franc note to keep you from blowing +your brains out, you would find it here, for we haven’t yet done any +business of that sort, eh, Paul? If you had to fight to-morrow, I would +measure the ground and load the pistols, so that you might be killed +according to rule. In short, if anybody besides myself took it into his +head to say ill of you in your absence, he would have to deal with the +somewhat nasty gentleman who walks in my shoes--there’s what I call a +friendship beyond question. Well, my good fellow, if you should +ever have need of discretion, understand that there are two sorts of +discretion--the active and the negative. Negative discretion is that +of fools who make use of silence, negation, an air of refusal, the +discretion of locked doors--mere impotence! Active discretion proceeds +by affirmation. Suppose at the club this evening I were to say: ‘Upon my +word of honor the golden-eyed was not worth all she cost me!’ Everybody +would exclaim when I was gone: ‘Did you hear that fop De Marsay, who +tried to make us believe that he has already had the girl of the golden +eyes? It’s his way of trying to disembarrass himself of his rivals: he’s +no simpleton.’ But such a ruse is vulgar and dangerous. However gross a +folly one utters, there are always idiots to be found who will believe +it. The best form of discretion is that of women when they want to take +the change out of their husbands. It consists in compromising a woman +with whom we are not concerned, or whom we do not love, in order to save +the honor of the one whom we love well enough to respect. It is what is +called the _woman-screen_.... Ah! here is Laurent. What have you got for +us?” + +“Some Ostend oysters, Monsieur le Comte.” + +“You will know some day, Paul, how amusing it is to make a fool of the +world by depriving it of the secret of one’s affections. I derive an +immense pleasure in escaping from the stupid jurisdiction of the crowd, +which knows neither what it wants, nor what one wants of it, which takes +the means for the end, and by turns curses and adores, elevates and +destroys! What a delight to impose emotions on it and receive none from +it, to tame it, never to obey it. If one may ever be proud of anything, +is it not a self-acquired power, of which one is at once the cause and +effect, the principle and the result? Well, no man knows what I love, +nor what I wish. Perhaps what I have loved, or what I may have wished +will be known, as a drama which is accomplished is known; but to let +my game be seen--weakness, mistake! I know nothing more despicable than +strength outwitted by cunning. Can I initiate myself with a laugh into +the ambassador’s part, if indeed diplomacy is as difficult as life? I +doubt it. Have you any ambition? Would you like to become something?” + +“But, Henri, you are laughing at me--as though I were not sufficiently +mediocre to arrive at anything.” + +“Good Paul! If you go on laughing at yourself, you will soon be able to +laugh at everybody else.” + +At breakfast, by the time he had started his cigars, De Marsay began to +see the events of the night in a singular light. Like many men of great +intelligence, his perspicuity was not spontaneous, as it did not at once +penetrate to the heart of things. As with all natures endowed with the +faculty of living greatly in the present, of extracting, so to speak, +the essence of it and assimilating it, his second-sight had need of a +sort of slumber before it could identify itself with causes. Cardinal +de Richelieu was so constituted, and it did not debar in him the gift of +foresight necessary to the conception of great designs. + +De Marsay’s conditions were alike, but at first he only used his weapons +for the benefit of his pleasures, and only became one of the most +profound politicians of his day when he had saturated himself with +those pleasures to which a young man’s thoughts--when he has money and +power--are primarily directed. Man hardens himself thus: he uses woman +in order that she may not make use of him. + +At this moment, then, De Marsay perceived that he had been fooled by +the girl of the golden eyes, seeing, as he did, in perspective, all that +night of which the delights had been poured upon him by degrees until +they had ended by flooding him in torrents. He could read, at last, +that page in effect so brilliant, divine its hidden meaning. The purely +physical innocence of Paquita, the bewilderment of her joy, certain +words, obscure at first, but now clear, which had escaped her in the +midst of that joy, all proved to him that he had posed for another +person. As no social corruption was unknown to him, as he professed a +complete indifference towards all perversities, and believed them to be +justified on the simple ground that they were capable of satisfaction, +he was not startled at vice, he knew it as one knows a friend, but he +was wounded at having served as sustenance for it. If his presumption +was right, he had been outraged in the most sensitive part of him. The +mere suspicion filled him with fury, he broke out with the roar of a +tiger who has been the sport of a deer, the cry of a tiger which united +a brute’s strength with the intelligence of the demon. + +“I say, what is the matter with you?” asked Paul. + +“Nothing!” + +“I should be sorry, if you were to be asked whether you had anything +against me and were to reply with a _nothing_ like that! It would be a +sure case of fighting the next day.” + +“I fight no more duels,” said De Marsay. + +“That seems to me even more tragical. Do you assassinate, then?” + +“You travesty words. I execute.” + +“My dear friend,” said Paul, “your jokes are of a very sombre color this +morning.” + +“What would you have? Pleasure ends in cruelty. Why? I don’t know, and +am not sufficiently curious to try and find out.... These cigars are +excellent. Give your friend some tea. Do you know, Paul, I live a +brute’s life? It should be time to choose oneself a destiny, to employ +one’s powers on something which makes life worth living. Life is a +singular comedy. I am frightened, I laugh at the inconsequence of our +social order. The Government cuts off the heads of poor devils who +may have killed a man and licenses creatures who despatch, medically +speaking, a dozen young folks in a season. Morality is powerless +against a dozen vices which destroy society and which nothing can +punish.--Another cup!--Upon my word of honor! man is a jester dancing +upon a precipice. They talk to us about the immorality of the _Liaisons +Dangereuses_, and any other book you like with a vulgar reputation; but +there exists a book, horrible, filthy, fearful, corrupting, which is +always open and will never be shut, the great book of the world; not to +mention another book, a thousand times more dangerous, which is composed +of all that men whisper into each other’s ears, or women murmur behind +their fans, of an evening in society.” + +“Henri, there is certainly something extraordinary the matter with you; +that is obvious in spite of your active discretion.” + +“Yes!... Come, I must kill the time until this evening. Let’s to the +tables.... Perhaps I shall have the good luck to lose.” + +De Marsay rose, took a handful of banknotes and folded them into his +cigar-case, dressed himself, and took advantage of Paul’s carriage to +repair to the Salon des Etrangers, where until dinner he consumed the +time in those exciting alternations of loss and gain which are the last +resource of powerful organizations when they are compelled to exercise +themselves in the void. In the evening he repaired to the trysting-place +and submitted complacently to having his eyes bandaged. Then, with +that firm will which only really strong men have the faculty of +concentrating, he devoted his attention and applied his intelligence to +the task of divining through what streets the carriage passed. He had +a sort of certitude of being taken to the Rue Saint-Lazare, and +being brought to a halt at the little gate in the garden of the Hotel +San-Real. When he passed, as on the first occasion, through this gate, +and was put in a litter, carried, doubtless by the mulatto and the +coachman, he understood, as he heard the gravel grate beneath their +feet, why they took such minute precautions. He would have been able, +had he been free, or if he had walked, to pluck a twig of laurel, +to observe the nature of the soil which clung to his boots; whereas, +transported, so to speak, ethereally into an inaccessible mansion, his +good fortune must remain what it had been hitherto, a dream. But it is +man’s despair that all his work, whether for good or evil, is imperfect. +All his labors, physical or intellectual, are sealed with the mark +of destruction. There had been a gentle rain, the earth was moist. At +night-time certain vegetable perfumes are far stronger than during the +day; Henri could smell, therefore, the scent of the mignonette which +lined the avenue along which he was conveyed. This indication was enough +to light him in the researches which he promised himself to make in +order to recognize the hotel which contained Paquita’s boudoir. He +studied in the same way the turnings which his bearers took within the +house, and believed himself able to recall them. + +As on the previous night, he found himself on the ottoman before +Paquita, who was undoing his bandage; but he saw her pale and altered. +She had wept. On her knees like an angel in prayer, but like an angel +profoundly sad and melancholy, the poor girl no longer resembled the +curious, impatient, and impetuous creature who had carried De Marsay +on her wings to transport him to the seventh heaven of love. There was +something so true in this despair veiled by pleasure, that the terrible +De Marsay felt within him an admiration for this new masterpiece +of nature, and forgot, for the moment, the chief interest of his +assignation. + +“What is the matter with thee, my Paquita?” + +“My friend,” she said, “carry me away this very night. Bear me to some +place where no one can answer: ‘There is a girl with a golden gaze here, +who has long hair.’ Yonder I will give thee as many pleasures as thou +wouldst have of me. Then when you love me no longer, you shall leave me, +I shall not complain, I shall say nothing; and your desertion need cause +you no remorse, for one day passed with you, only one day, in which I +have had you before my eyes, will be worth all my life to me. But if I +stay here, I am lost.” + +“I cannot leave Paris, little one!” replied Henri. “I do not belong to +myself, I am bound by a vow to the fortune of several persons who stand +to me, as I do to them. But I can place you in a refuge in Paris, where +no human power can reach you.” + +“No,” she said, “you forget the power of woman.” + +Never did phrase uttered by human voice express terror more absolutely. + +“What could reach you, then, if I put myself between you and the world?” + +“Poison!” she said. “Dona Concha suspects you already... and,” she +resumed, letting the tears fall and glisten on her cheeks, “it is easy +enough to see I am no longer the same. Well, if you abandon me to the +fury of the monster who will destroy me, your holy will be done! But +come, let there be all the pleasures of life in our love. Besides, I +will implore, I will weep and cry out and defend myself; perhaps I shall +be saved.” + +“Whom will your implore?” he asked. + +“Silence!” said Paquita. “If I obtain mercy it will perhaps be on +account of my discretion.” + +“Give me my robe,” said Henri, insidiously. + +“No, no!” she answered quickly, “be what you are, one of those angels +whom I have been taught to hate, and in whom I only saw ogres, whilst +you are what is fairest under the skies,” she said, caressing Henri’s +hair. “You do not know how silly I am. I have learned nothing. Since I +was twelve years old I have been shut up without ever seeing any one. I +can neither read nor write, I can only speak English and Spanish.” + +“How is it, then, that you receive letters from London?” + +“My letters?... See, here they are!” she said, proceeding to take some +papers out of a tall Japanese vase. + +She offered De Marsay some letters, in which the young man saw, with +surprise, strange figures, similar to those of a rebus, traced in blood, +and illustrating phrases full of passion. + +“But,” he cried, marveling at these hieroglyphics created by the +alertness of jealousy, “you are in the power of an infernal genius?” + +“Infernal,” she repeated. + +“But how, then, were you able to get out?” + +“Ah!” she said, “that was my ruin. I drove Dona Concha to choose between +the fear of immediate death and anger to be. I had the curiosity of +a demon, I wished to break the bronze circle which they had described +between creation and me, I wished to see what young people were like, +for I knew nothing of man except the Marquis and Cristemio. Our coachman +and the lackey who accompanies us are old men....” + +“But you were not always thus shut up? Your health...?” + +“Ah,” she answered, “we used to walk, but it was at night and in the +country, by the side of the Seine, away from people.” + +“Are you not proud of being loved like that?” + +“No,” she said, “no longer. However full it be, this hidden life is but +darkness in comparison with the light.” + +“What do you call the light?” + +“Thee, my lovely Adolphe! Thee, for whom I would give my life. All the +passionate things that have been told me, and that I have inspired, I +feel for thee! For a certain time I understood nothing of existence, but +now I know what love is, and hitherto I have been the loved one only; +for myself, I did not love. I would give up everything for you, take me +away. If you like, take me as a toy, but let me be near you until you +break me.” + +“You will have no regrets?” + +“Not one”! she said, letting him read her eyes, whose golden tint was +pure and clear. + +“Am I the favored one?” said Henri to himself. If he suspected the +truth, he was ready at that time to pardon the offence in view of a love +so single minded. “I shall soon see,” he thought. + +If Paquita owed him no account of the past, yet the least recollection +of it became in his eyes a crime. He had therefore the sombre strength +to withhold a portion of his thought, to study her, even while +abandoning himself to the most enticing pleasures that ever peri +descended from the skies had devised for her beloved. + +Paquita seemed to have been created for love by a particular effort of +nature. In a night her feminine genius had made the most rapid progress. +Whatever might be the power of this young man, and his indifference in +the matter of pleasures, in spite of his satiety of the previous night, +he found in the girl with the golden eyes that seraglio which a loving +woman knows how to create and which a man never refuses. Paquita +responded to that passion which is felt by all really great men for the +infinite--that mysterious passion so dramatically expressed in Faust, so +poetically translated in Manfred, and which urged Don Juan to search +the heart of women, in his hope to find there that limitless thought in +pursuit of which so many hunters after spectres have started, which wise +men think to discover in science, and which mystics find in God alone. +The hope of possessing at last the ideal being with whom the struggle +could be constant and tireless ravished De Marsay, who, for the first +time for long, opened his heart. His nerves expanded, his coldness was +dissipated in the atmosphere of that ardent soul, his hard and fast +theories melted away, and happiness colored his existence to the tint of +the rose and white boudoir. Experiencing the sting of a higher pleasure, +he was carried beyond the limits within which he had hitherto confined +passion. He would not be surpassed by this girl, whom a somewhat +artificial love had formed all ready for the needs of his soul, and then +he found in that vanity which urges a man to be in all things a victor, +strength enough to tame the girl; but, at the same time, urged beyond +that line where the soul is mistress over herself, he lost himself +in these delicious limboes, which the vulgar call so foolishly “the +imaginary regions.” He was tender, kind, and confidential. He affected +Paquita almost to madness. + +“Why should we not go to Sorrento, to Nice, to Chiavari, and pass all +our life so? Will you?” he asked of Paquita, in a penetrating voice. + +“Was there need to say to me: ‘Will you’?” she cried. “Have I a will? I +am nothing apart from you, except in so far as I am a pleasure for you. +If you would choose a retreat worthy of us, Asia is the only country +where love can unfold his wings....” + +“You are right,” answered Henri. “Let us go to the Indies, there where +spring is eternal, where the earth grows only flowers, where man can +display the magnificence of kings and none shall say him nay, as in the +foolish lands where they would realize the dull chimera of equality. Let +us go to the country where one lives in the midst of a nation of slaves, +where the sun shines ever on a palace which is always white, where the +air sheds perfumes, the birds sing of love and where, when one can love +no more, one dies....” + +“And where one dies together!” said Paquita. “But do not let us start +to-morrow, let us start this moment... take Cristemio.” + +“Faith! pleasure is the fairest climax of life. Let us go to Asia; but +to start, my child, one needs much gold, and to have gold one must set +one’s affairs in order.” + +She understood no part of these ideas. + +“Gold! There is a pile of it here--as high as that,” she said holding up +her hand. + +“It is not mine.” + +“What does that matter?” she went on; “if we have need of it let us take +it.” + +“It does not belong to you.” + +“Belong!” she repeated. “Have you not taken me? When we have taken it, +it will belong to us.” + +He gave a laugh. + +“Poor innocent! You know nothing of the world.” + +“Nay, but this is what I know,” she cried, clasping Henri to her. + +At the very moment when De Marsay was forgetting all, and conceiving the +desire to appropriate this creature forever, he received in the midst of +his joy a dagger-thrust, which Paquita, who had lifted him vigorously in +the air, as though to contemplate him, exclaimed: “Oh, Margarita!” + +“Margarita!” cried the young man, with a roar; “now I know all that I +still tried to disbelieve.” + +He leaped upon the cabinet in which the long poniard was kept. Happily +for Paquita and for himself, the cupboard was shut. His fury waxed at +this impediment, but he recovered his tranquillity, went and found his +cravat, and advanced towards her with an air of such ferocious meaning +that, without knowing of what crime she had been guilty, Paquita +understood, none the less, that her life was in question. With one bound +she rushed to the other end of the room to escape the fatal knot which +De Marsay tried to pass round her neck. There was a struggle. On either +side there was an equality of strength, agility, and suppleness. To end +the combat Paquita threw between the legs of her lover a cushion which +made him fall, and profited by the respite which this advantage gave +to her, to push the button of the spring which caused the bell to ring. +Promptly the mulatto arrived. In a second Cristemio leaped on De Marsay +and held him down with one foot on his chest, his heel turned towards +the throat. De Marsay realized that, if he struggled, at a single sign +from Paquita he would be instantly crushed. + +“Why did you want to kill me, my beloved?” she said. De Marsay made no +reply. + +“In what have I angered you?” she asked. “Speak, let us understand each +other.” + +Henri maintained the phlegmatic attitude of a strong man who feels +himself vanquished; his countenance, cold, silent, entirely English, +revealed the consciousness of his dignity in a momentary resignation. +Moreover, he had already thought, in spite of the vehemence of his +anger, that it was scarcely prudent to compromise himself with the law +by killing this girl on the spur of the moment, before he had arranged +the murder in such a manner as should insure his impunity. + +“My beloved,” went on Paquita, “speak to me; do not leave me without one +loving farewell! I would not keep in my heart the terror which you have +just inspired in it.... Will you speak?” she said, stamping her foot +with anger. + +De Marsay, for all reply, gave her a glance, which signified so plainly, +“_You must die!_” that Paquita threw herself upon him. + +“Ah, well, you want to kill me!... If my death can give you any +pleasure--kill me!” + +She made a sign to Cristemio, who withdrew his foot from the body of the +young man, and retired without letting his face show that he had formed +any opinion, good or bad, with regard to Paquita. + +“That is a man,” said De Marsay, pointing to the mulatto, with a +sombre gesture. “There is no devotion like the devotion which obeys in +friendship, and does not stop to weigh motives. In that man you possess +a true friend.” + +“I will give him you, if you like,” she answered; “he will serve you +with the same devotion that he has for me, if I so instruct him.” + +She waited for a word of recognition, and went on with an accent replete +with tenderness: + +“Adolphe, give me then one kind word!... It is nearly day.” + +Henri did not answer. The young man had one sorry quality, for one +considers as something great everything which resembles strength, and +often men invent extravagances. Henri knew not how to pardon. That +_returning upon itself_ which is one of the soul’s graces, was a +non-existent sense for him. The ferocity of the Northern man, with which +the English blood is deeply tainted, had been transmitted to him by his +father. He was inexorable both in his good and evil impulses. Paquita’s +exclamation had been all the more horrible to him, in that it had +dethroned him from the sweetest triumph which had ever flattered his +man’s vanity. Hope, love, and every emotion had been exalted with him, +all had lit up within his heart and his intelligence, then these torches +illuminating his life had been extinguished by a cold wind. Paquita, in +her stupefaction of grief, had only strength enough to give the signal +for departure. + +“What is the use of that!” she said, throwing away the bandage. “If he +does not love me, if he hates me, it is all over.” + +She waited for one look, did not obtain it, and fell, half dead. The +mulatto cast a glance at Henri, so horribly significant, that, for the +first time in his life, the young man, to whom no one denied the gift of +rare courage, trembled. “_If you do not love her well, if you give her +the least pain, I will kill you_.” such was the sense of that brief +gaze. De Marsay was escorted, with a care almost obsequious, along the +dimly lit corridor, at the end of which he issued by a secret door into +the garden of the Hotel San-Real. The mulatto made him walk cautiously +through an avenue of lime trees, which led to a little gate opening upon +a street which was at that hour deserted. De Marsay took a keen notice +of everything. The carriage awaited him. This time the mulatto did not +accompany him, and at the moment when Henri put his head out of the +window to look once more at the gardens of the hotel, he encountered the +white eyes of Cristemio, with whom he exchanged a glance. On either side +there was a provocation, a challenge, the declaration of a savage +war, of a duel in which ordinary laws were invalid, where treason and +treachery were admitted means. Cristemio knew that Henri had sworn +Paquita’s death. Henri knew that Cristemio would like to kill him before +he killed Paquita. Both understood each other to perfection. + +“The adventure is growing complicated in a most interesting way,” said +Henri. + +“Where is the gentleman going to?” asked the coachman. + +De Marsay was driven to the house of Paul de Manerville. For more than a +week Henri was away from home, and no one could discover either what he +did during this period, nor where he stayed. This retreat saved him from +the fury of the mulatto and caused the ruin of the charming creature who +had placed all her hope in him whom she loved as never human heart had +loved on this earth before. On the last day of the week, about eleven +o’clock at night, Henri drove up in a carriage to the little gate in the +garden of the Hotel San-Real. Four men accompanied him. The driver was +evidently one of his friends, for he stood up on his box, like a man who +was to listen, an attentive sentinel, for the least sound. One of the +other three took his stand outside the gate in the street; the second +waited in the garden, leaning against the wall; the last, who carried in +his hand a bunch of keys, accompanied De Marsay. + +“Henri,” said his companion to him, “we are betrayed.” + +“By whom, my good Ferragus?” + +“They are not all asleep,” replied the chief of the Devourers; “it is +absolutely certain that some one in the house has neither eaten nor +drunk.... Look! see that light!” + +“We have a plan of the house; from where does it come?” + +“I need no plan to know,” replied Ferragus; “it comes from the room of +the Marquise.” + +“Ah,” cried De Marsay, “no doubt she arrived from London to-day. The +woman has robbed me even of my revenge! But if she has anticipated me, +my good Gratien, we will give her up to the law.” + +“Listen, listen!... The thing is settled,” said Ferragus to Henri. + +The two friends listened intently, and heard some feeble cries which +might have aroused pity in the breast of a tiger. + +“Your marquise did not think the sound would escape by the chimney,” + said the chief of the Devourers, with the laugh of a critic, enchanted +to detect a fault in a work of merit. + +“We alone, we know how to provide for every contingency,” said Henri. +“Wait for me. I want to see what is going on upstairs--I want to know +how their domestic quarrels are managed. By God! I believe she is +roasting her at a slow fire.” + +De Marsay lightly scaled the stairs, with which he was familiar, and +recognized the passage leading to the boudoir. When he opened the door +he experienced the involuntary shudder which the sight of bloodshed +gives to the most determined of men. The spectacle which was offered to +his view was, moreover, in more than one respect astonishing to him. +The Marquise was a woman; she had calculated her vengeance with that +perfection of perfidy which distinguishes the weaker animals. She had +dissimulated her anger in order to assure herself of the crime before +she punished it. + +“Too late, my beloved!” said Paquita, in her death agony, casting her +pale eyes upon De Marsay. + +The girl of the golden eyes expired in a bath of blood. The great +illumination of candles, a delicate perfume which was perceptible, +a certain disorder, in which the eye of a man accustomed to amorous +adventures could not but discern the madness which is common to all +the passions, revealed how cunningly the Marquise had interrogated the +guilty one. The white room, where the blood showed so well, betrayed a +long struggle. The prints of Paquita’s hands were on the cushions. Here +she had clung to her life, here she had defended herself, here she +had been struck. Long strips of the tapestry had been torn down by her +bleeding hands, which, without a doubt, had struggled long. Paquita must +have tried to reach the window; her bare feet had left their imprints +on the edge of the divan, along which she must have run. Her body, +mutilated by the dagger-thrusts of her executioner, told of the fury +with which she had disputed a life which Henri had made precious to her. +She lay stretched on the floor, and in her death-throes had bitten the +ankles of Madame de San-Real, who still held in her hand her dagger, +dripping blood. The hair of the Marquise had been torn out, she was +covered with bites, many of which were bleeding, and her torn dress +revealed her in a state of semi-nudity, with the scratches on her +breasts. She was sublime so. Her head, eager and maddened, exhaled the +odor of blood. Her panting mouth was open, and her nostrils were not +sufficient for her breath. There are certain animals who fall upon their +enemy in their rage, do it to death, and seem in the tranquillity of +victory to have forgotten it. There are others who prowl around their +victim, who guard it in fear lest it should be taken away from them, and +who, like the Achilles of Homer, drag their enemy by the feet nine times +round the walls of Troy. The Marquise was like that. She did not see +Henri. In the first place, she was too secure of her solitude to be +afraid of witnesses; and, secondly, she was too intoxicated with warm +blood, too excited with the fray, too exalted, to take notice of the +whole of Paris, if Paris had formed a circle round her. A thunderbolt +would not have disturbed her. She had not even heard Paquita’s last +sigh, and believed that the dead girl could still hear her. + +“Die without confessing!” she said. “Go down to hell, monster of +ingratitude; belong to no one but the fiend. For the blood you gave him +you owe me all your own! Die, die, suffer a thousand deaths! I have +been too kind--I was only a moment killing you. I should have made you +experience all the tortures that you have bequeathed to me. I--I shall +live! I shall live in misery. I have no one left to love but God!” + +She gazed at her. + +“She is dead!” she said to herself, after a pause, in a violent +reaction. “Dead! Oh, I shall die of grief!” + +The Marquise was throwing herself upon the divan, stricken with a +despair which deprived her of speech, when this movement brought her in +view of Henri de Marsay. + +“Who are you?” she asked, rushing at him with her dagger raised. + +Henri caught her arm, and thus they could contemplate each other face +to face. A horrible surprise froze the blood in their veins, and their +limbs quivered like those of frightened horses. In effect, the two +Menoechmi had not been more alike. With one accord they uttered the same +phrase: + +“Lord Dudley must have been your father!” + +The head of each was drooped in affirmation. + +“She was true to the blood,” said Henri, pointing to Paquita. + +“She was as little guilty as it is possible to be,” replied Margarita +Euphemia Porraberil, and she threw herself upon the body of Paquita, +giving vent to a cry of despair. “Poor child! Oh, if I could bring thee +to life again! I was wrong--forgive me, Paquita! Dead! and I live! I--I +am the most unhappy.” + +At that moment the horrible face of the mother of Paquita appeared. + +“You are come to tell me that you never sold her to me to kill,” cried +the Marquise. “I know why you have left your lair. I will pay you twice +over. Hold your peace.” + +She took a bag of gold from the ebony cabinet, and threw it +contemptuously at the old woman’s feet. The chink of the gold was potent +enough to excite a smile on the Georgian’s impassive face. + +“I come at the right moment for you, my sister,” said Henri. “The law +will ask of you----” + +“Nothing,” replied the Marquise. “One person alone might ask for a +reckoning for the death of this girl. Cristemio is dead.” + +“And the mother,” said Henri, pointing to the old woman. “Will you not +always be in her power?” + +“She comes from a country where women are not beings, but +things--chattels, with which one does as one wills, which one buys, +sells, and slays; in short, which one uses for one’s caprices as you, +here, use a piece of furniture. Besides, she has one passion which +dominates all the others, and which would have stifled her maternal +love, even if she had loved her daughter, a passion----” + +“What?” Henri asked quickly, interrupting his sister. + +“Play! God keep you from it,” answered the Marquise. + +“But whom have you,” said Henri, looking at the girl of the golden eyes, +“who will help you to remove the traces of this fantasy which the law +would not overlook?” + +“I have her mother,” replied the Marquise, designating the Georgian, to +whom she made a sign to remain. + +“We shall meet again,” said Henri, who was thinking anxiously of his +friends and felt that it was time to leave. + +“No, brother,” she said, “we shall not meet again. I am going back to +Spain to enter the Convent of _los Dolores_.” + +“You are too young yet, too lovely,” said Henri, taking her in his arms +and giving her a kiss. + +“Good-bye,” she said; “there is no consolation when you have lost that +which has seemed to you the infinite.” + +A week later Paul de Manerville met De Marsay in the Tuileries, on the +Terrasse de Feuillants. + +“Well, what has become of our beautiful girl of the golden eyes, you +rascal?” + +“She is dead.” + +“What of?” + +“Consumption.” + + +PARIS, March 1834-April 1835. + + + + +ADDENDUM + + Note: The Girl with the Golden Eyes is the third part of a trilogy. + Part one is entitled Ferragus and part two is The Duchesse de + Langeais. In other addendum references all three stories are usually + combined under the title The Thirteen. + +The following personages appear in other stories of the Human Comedy. + + Bourignard, Gratien-Henri-Victor-Jean-Joseph + Ferragus + + Dudley, Lord + The Lily of the Valley + A Man of Business + Another Study of Woman + A Daughter of Eve + + Manerville, Paul Francois-Joseph, Comte de + The Ball at Sceaux + Lost Illusions + A Distinguished Provincial at Paris + A Marriage Settlement + + Marsay, Henri de + Ferragus + The Duchesse of Langeais + The Unconscious Humorists + Another Study of Woman + The Lily of the Valley + Father Goriot + Jealousies of a Country Town + Ursule Mirouet + A Marriage Settlement + Lost Illusions + A Distinguished Provincial at Paris + Letters of Two Brides + The Ball at Sceaux + Modeste Mignon + The Secrets of a Princess + The Gondreville Mystery + A Daughter of Eve + + Ronquerolles, Marquis de + The Imaginary Mistress + The Peasantry + Ursule Mirouet + A Woman of Thirty + Another Study of Woman + Ferragus + The Duchesse of Langeais + The Member for Arcis + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Thirteen, by Honore de Balzac + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE THIRTEEN *** + +***** This file should be named 7416-0.txt or 7416-0.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/7/4/1/7416/ + +Produced by John Bickers, Bonnie Sala, and Dagny + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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