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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of Damned, by Anonymous
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-Title: Damned
- The Intimate Story of a Girl
-
-Author: Anonymous
-
-Release Date: September 10, 2021 [eBook #66264]
-
-Language: English
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-Produced by: Tim Lindell, sf2001, and the Online Distributed
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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK DAMNED ***
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-DAMNED
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-DAMNED
-
-_The Intimate Story of a Girl_
-
-ANONYMOUS
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-NEW YORK
-THE MACAULAY COMPANY
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-Copyright, 1923
-
-By THE MACAULAY COMPANY
-
-
-PRINTED IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA
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-
-
- TO THE DEVIL
- IN EVERYMAN THAT HAS ROUSED ME
- TO THE WRITING OF THIS BOOK.
-
- The Author
-
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-DAMNED
-
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-DAMNED
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-
-An air of apprehension pervaded the throne room.
-
-The most imperfect day known for ages in the Court of Gehenna was
-drawing to a close. The seven Tartarean courtiers had effaced
-themselves as far back in the auditorium as the folds of its black and
-red electric hangings would permit. Each held eyes and ears intent,
-realizing far too well that his particular tenure of preferment hung
-upon the mood of the moment. Even the prime minister, Old Original
-Sin, who had weathered so many Apollyon storms that he well might have
-considered himself immune, sat ill at ease in his chair of honor upon
-the dais.
-
-His Satanic Majesty leaned forward from the throne chair, imposing in
-its effect of onyx and gold. His head drooped as though from weight
-other than the voltage of his crown. His elbows pressed upon the
-chair-arms, that both his strong, long hands might stroke in turn his
-pointed, copper-colored beard. About the room, as lightning plays in
-advance of thunder, flashed his gray-eyed glances. When he spoke,
-although in a mild voice, each auditor quivered through taut nerves.
-
-“Draw the night curtains. Throw on every switch. I dislike this pale,
-abiding light.”
-
-Without awaiting the attendants, the courtiers sprang to do the
-royal will. Sin himself operated the electric switch-board. At his
-touch, a design in heraldry blazed from the wall behind the dais. In
-pseudo-seeming, bands of ebony and of beryl formed the setting for a
-golden crown in bas relief, its points pricked out with emeralds.
-Projecting from its headband, three horns of power suspended from their
-tips the ruby-writ words “Japheth,” “Shem” and “Ham.” The crown itself
-looked to rest upon a sword that dripped all jewels known, like tears
-of every agony, from those of water to those of blood. Beneath, through
-letters transparent as thin sardonyx, flamed this caption:
-
- SATAN the FIRST and LAST.
- Outcast of Paradise
- Heir-apparent to Earth
- Monarch of Greater Gehenna
-
-His Highness glanced back at this elaborate conceit and a gratified
-expression crossed his face. He signed a page to spread out his
-crackling mantle of gold-bordered black; slanted a self-respecting look
-at the splendid proportions revealed through his easy-fitting body
-garment of opaque red light; matched his long-nailed finger-tips in
-pairs.
-
-The seven waited with increased perturbation. They knew that calm,
-considering look to presage some diabolical idea; realized that no
-flattery might blind that super-keen sight; appreciated that the day
-had run too unevenly for hope of a restful end.
-
-From the moment of the royal rising that early morn, the King had
-seemed of malevolent mind. The attendants in his private suite insisted
-that he had quit the royal bed from the right side. Yet he had seemed
-to assimilate perversity from his static shower, declaring the current
-hot when, in fact, it was cold as refrigeration could make it. In a
-passion he had unwound the small dynamo of a new costume considered
-by his chief tailor a creation; later had hurled his breakfast
-filectric-mignon at the first chef, asserting that it bore no
-resemblance, either in appearance or gastronomic satisfaction, to the
-beefsteaks of men.
-
-The inadequate light cast by his pet device, an imitation of Sol, had
-provoked a personally conducted investigation of the mammoth power
-plant in the lower badlands. Disregarding the affairs which awaited
-his personal direction, he had spent the noon hour tinkering at the
-mechanism of his sun, moon and flock of stars.
-
-At the General Assembly of Demons his ill-temper had gained momentum.
-After listening for a time in sneering impatience to suggestions
-offered as amendments to the general proposition of standardizing
-crime, he had hurled upon that august body a very cataclysm of
-political overthrow. One by one he had assailed the ministry, down to
-the most faded of those angel plotters cast out with him at The Fall.
-Announcing that he would run the nether world alone and unaided, he had
-dissolved the cabinet, assigning its members to labors futile as their
-protests.
-
-In view of his treatment of those who had served him so long and so
-infernally, what was in store for mere courtiers, sycophants of a few
-recent centuries?
-
-When he straightened in the throne-chair, each of the seven
-straightened with him. When, tilting his crown at an easier slant,
-he glanced speculatively about, all crowded back against the highly
-charged curtains and tried to look indifferent at the shock.
-
-His gaze settled upon the prime minister.
-
-“Sin, you aborigine, a word!”
-
-Old Original--so called because his visability, like the King’s own,
-never had dimmed--made obvious effort to assume the sang-froid of one
-who knows himself to be indispensable; sauntered to the steps; bent in
-an obeisance of elaborate mockery.
-
-“Future of the Universe, I await your will,” he remarked with nasal
-twang.
-
-Satan looked contemptuous of his handyman’s forced effrontery.
-
-“I know you do. You’ve taken to awaiting my will entirely too much
-for your own good. There was a time when you were full of vile ideas.
-But you’ve lost your ingenuity of late. Since when have you designed
-a sin-mask that would deceive the least suspicious of earthlings or
-invented a new form of torture with which to demonstrate our canons of
-damnation?”
-
-The aged demon, forced on the defensive, eyed the Master with reproach.
-
-“Æons agone there ceased to be anything new beneath the sun and I----”
-
-“And you,” His Highness interrupted, “may be dispensed with if that
-is true. I am proficient in all the old tricks myself. However, I am
-disposed to give you a chance to disprove it, being ever kind and just.
-Is that not true?” The lightning of his look threatened the seven
-sycophants. “Am I not ever kind and just?”
-
-“As the hope of Hell!”
-
-“Oftener than ever!”
-
-“In our best-worst interests, Sire!”
-
-The medley whined from the shimmering shadows.
-
-Sin’s voice gained in assurance, even as his mind lost at the trend of
-Satanic argument.
-
-“But, my King, haven’t I had the whole mortal world at war? Didn’t I
-trick all peoples into slaughter of each other as you planned?”
-
-“I notice you use the past-perfect tense in speaking of that late
-little unpleasantness. As a matter of fact we lost out on it--lost our
-one best bet since Noah and the Flood. How did you make the mistake of
-assuming that any scrapper who falls fighting for his country could be
-condemned by his fellow men? The worst of them is guaranteed a passport
-to Abraham’s bosom. As for the leaders--the brains of the drive--most
-of them were lost to us through that meanest of mortal weaknesses, fear
-for the integrity of their own hides. They all want to live. That is
-what’s wrong with conquerors. When earth-wars are such good training
-for----”
-
-His Highness’ teeth bit the sentence in two. His saber-like gaze
-slashed suspiciously from face to face.
-
-“You do your own army an injustice to compare its morals with that
-of any on earth,” soothed the old toady. “I’ll acknowledge that I am
-somewhat used up. Even Sin might get brain-fag, you know.”
-
-“That excuse is antedated. You have had ample time to recuperate.”
-The royal digits made a crackling sound as they touched. “You failed
-egregiously on every important specification of the big fight. Did you
-keep them at it until the world was engulfed in one red sea of gore?
-Did you inoculate hate until it over-ruled every gentler human impulse?
-Did you overcome the too-young at home and the too-old who were to
-instruct them and the women who were to bear the spawn to continue the
-slaughter? With all the possibilities of modern wholesaleness, that war
-was not half what it should have been.”
-
-“Admitting all you say,” the prime minister defended, “I don’t see
-cause for your august dissatisfaction over our progress with the mortal
-world.”
-
-“You don’t? What you need is an oculist.”
-
-His Majesty descended the steps and began to pace the great room.
-
-“I have had a day of realization,” he continued in lifted voice.
-“Something must be done. Things are too slow to suit my purposes. We
-are not getting our share of those who enter Shadow Land. Entirely too
-many are ticketed through to the Fields by Mors.”
-
-“You know, Sire, something of my efforts to buy that stubborn old
-keeper of the outer gate,” interpolated Sin. “Nothing I offer seems to
-have any value to him. He is polite enough, but drones always the same
-reminder that for the present he must abide by the records of Earth.”
-
-“The trouble is not with Mors, fool fiend,” Satan snapped. “It is
-with that book of his--with the ‘Judgments of Men.’ The feelings of
-mortals do soften sickeningly toward their dead. They say the good die
-young. Certainly we try to see to it that the bad die old. That’s why
-everything has seemed to depend upon our new searchlight summoning
-towers. Mors is able, with only two such towers ranged on either side
-the Mystery Gate, to make his lists, set his automatic finders and
-turn on his power. What results? Every evening and all night long
-they come at his call. There’s certainly nothing attractive about the
-patriarch. He is grim as the first law of mortality and looks it. Yet
-every witness he subpœnas _comes_. Nothing stops them, the long, drear
-journey, the fear of the unknown, the hissing belly-crawlers along the
-way. What happens when _I_ build a dozen searchlight towers to his two?
-I make my selected list of earthlings for whom no modern Ananias could
-pass a good word. I set my alleged finders and turn on all the power we
-can generate. With what result?”
-
-Glaringly though he challenged reply, none who knew his latest scheme
-to add to the population of his kingdom dared remind him of its
-failure. Of necessity he answered himself.
-
-“For a week now our tower tops have been shafting calls to Earth. Has
-one of the nominated accepted? I am forced to admit that there is
-something more to this death business than searchlighting. I’ve never
-been so disappointed since Pontius Pilate double-crossed me.”
-
-“Wait until Mors summons the choice crowd of leaders you mention who
-started the world war,” Sin suggested.
-
-“Wait? That seems to be your persistent idea. I tell you we can’t
-afford to wait.”
-
-Halting before the lesser fiend, Satan seared him with a look.
-
-“I don’t expect you even to suggest where the Associated Electricians
-of Gehenna have failed. And in other respects your title and office are
-jeopardized. I offer you a last chance to save them. If overnight you
-invent some new feasible scheme for conscripting earthlings into our
-standing army, your job is saved. If not----”
-
-“The feasible idea already is invented and its workings under way, O
-King. Compared with it, all our past schemes are limited and crude.
-Camouflaged under propaganda of universal appeal, it cannot fail to
-start a whirlpool which will, in time, suck every man, woman and child
-into moral death.”
-
-“You refer to Bolshevism, I suppose? Not a good idea--not good at all.
-The germ of it has lain in my mind for centuries. I’d suggest that you
-saunter to the outer gates and quiz the evening’s grist. You might
-happen upon a Red recruit with cheering news.”
-
-“The very thing I was about to propose,” Old Original made reply on his
-way to the door.
-
-The ruler frankly sneered. “Great minds, eh? Are you trying to flatter
-yourself or me? While you are going, take the wall decorations with
-you.” He included the courtiers in his gesture. “How many centuries do
-you obsoletes need to rise to the worst that’s in you? Do you suppose
-for one split-second--mortal time--that I’d work with evil natures as
-I have done since that fracas up in Paradise just for the company of
-the evilest of them through eternity? By to-morrow I shall have decided
-what to do with such choice parasites. Out with you, or I’ll fit my
-skeleton key to the trap-door of the bottomless pit and throw you in
-before your time.”
-
-With alacrity which showed their relief at this temporary escape, the
-seven followed the prime minister through the separating rays of the
-rear curtain.
-
-Satan looked to share their relief that they were gone. For a space
-silence reigned with him in the throne room except for the snap of his
-heels upon the floor and the swish of the royal robe. His reflection
-in one of the mercurized panels of the side walls caused him to halt.
-For long he studied his face, then, straightening, appreciated his
-magnificent outlines. A look of satisfaction cleared the frown of evil
-affairs from his brow. Lifting his crown, he bowed into the mirror.
-
-A voice from behind the curtain also saluted him:
-
-“‘_No wonder that thy heart was lifted up, that thy wisdom was
-corrupted by reason of thy brightness._’”
-
-“Step out, caitiff. Be as apparent as your flattery. Why do you linger
-to spy upon me when I order the court cleared?”
-
-A Balial glare fixed upon the returned minister’s ingratiating grin.
-
-“Not to spy upon you, Sire. Rather, to admire you. You certainly are
-the Boss of Below for looks.”
-
-His Highness, never having outlived his first fault of vanity, gave
-benefit of doubt to the compliment, as also to the glass-like tumbler
-bewhiskered with crisp-crackling green held toward him.
-
-“I thought Your Majesty’s harassed spirit might feel in need of
-refreshment, so made bold to have this quaff mixed. It is as near as
-may be like those they have voted too strong for the United States of
-America, suh. Here you are--a frappé low-bolt!”
-
-Sin proffered both explanation and cup with that irrepressibility which
-so far had made, but at any moment might break him. With sympathy sips,
-he watched the sampling of the liquidized current concocted by the
-first royal bartender, a past-master indeed of the art before it was
-amended off Forty-second Street and Broadway, New York.
-
-“Get the kick?” he asked, fearing as much as hoping that the julep
-would fail of its effect.
-
-Satan threw the goblet on the floor, where it snapped and flashed, but
-did not break.
-
-“If I didn’t, you would.”
-
-Sin believed him. From experience he had learned the difficulty of
-gauging the moods of m’lord after a few such applications had filed or
-smoothed the edges of his tooth-sharp temper. For safety’s sake he gave
-a side glance into the sensitized panel.
-
-“Notice the size of you as compared with me--and I am supposed to be
-well-developed from my criminal calisthenics.”
-
-His Highness frowned. He also “noticed.”
-
-“Where is the value in good looks,” he conceded, “if there’s none
-around whom you admire to admire you?”
-
-Old Original was quick to follow the advantage. “A word on that very
-subject is what I returned to say, a word of condolence and advice.”
-
-“_You_ offer condolence and advice to _me_?” The King of Evil glared at
-the most malapert fiend of his kingdom.
-
-“Condolence, Sire, over your state of solitariness. Advice as to how
-to ease it. From my hurting envy of your appearance I realize one
-littleness in my largeness. Absolute admiration may endure only where
-envy may not spring. Why does not Your Majesty seek that companionship
-which is not born to jealousy? Isn’t there a complete assortment of
-rags and bones and hanks of hair in Gehenna’s bargain basement?”
-
-“You suggest for me the companionship of--” Satan paused briefly to
-sneer--“of a female shade? Don’t you suppose, if I cared for the sex,
-that I’d be running a harem of all nations, stocked with every famed
-siren, from Helen of Troy forwards and back? You should know by this
-time, old weakling, that your spirit in women doesn’t appeal to me any
-more than to mortal profligates. And the pulchritude of most has gone
-by the time they get here.”
-
-“But there are the dewy-looking souls loitering about the Fields. Why
-not break the rule that there may be no transference between Elysium
-and the Lower Land before the Call? Aren’t you the exception to all
-rules? Why not an adventure for Your Excellency such as often we have
-seen in the cinemized episodes of modern villains--an abduction, say,
-of the most visible and fair before the guards can interfere? Don’t
-despise my idea, generated from a conviction that the chief lack in
-your life is loneliness.”
-
-“An angel for me?” Mirthlessly His Highness laughed. “Sir Sin, they
-bore me limp as a summer-resort collar. To be sure that a she-soul is
-going to be eternally good is a fraction worse than to be sure she’ll
-be eternally bad. No, philanderer, you’ll have to do better than that.
-There is not a female, quick or dead, for whose absolute admiration I’d
-give a plugged nickel.”
-
-The click of the door-knocker punctuated this assertion. Satan strode
-to the throne; replaced his crown; signaled the minister to respond.
-
-Soon Sin bowed low before his Master, a look of evil animation on his
-face.
-
-“Already the Seven have returned, Sire. They report that a goodly
-number of bad ones were crowding through the gates. Among others, they
-interviewed a couple who, they thought, may interest Your Majesty. They
-await your pleasure without.”
-
-“May divert My Majesty from complaint of them, you mean. Yet I suppose
-that they, as well as you, should have that proverbial last chance
-due evil intenders. By no means make any diverting shade await my
-displeasure. Page, bid them enter The Presence.”
-
-Royal tolerance fled, however, at sight of the candidates.
-
-“A crippled old soldier and a woman with a suckling babe! It behooves
-me to find some way of revising the current notion of what constitutes
-My Majesty’s diversion.”
-
-He relapsed into silence as the new-comers were half led, half dragged
-toward the dais by a pair of the scrub-oak dwarfs who ushered inside
-the Gehennan gates. By light of the dynamo that is within each soul,
-they were clothed as in the habiliments they had worn in their late
-estate on earth, he in a rusty uniform, she in nun’s gray. With
-his crutch the cripple resented their intent to be rough, but his
-travel-mate stumbled forward without resistance, her head drooped so
-low that her long, loose hair swaddled the whimpering infant shade in
-her arms.
-
-The kingly choler increased when, at the steps, she sank as though from
-exhaustion rather than reverence to her knees. One last, promising
-glare he shot at Old Original and the seven, then spoke in a voice
-quiet, yet more dire to those who knew him than any thunder-clap.
-
-“To swoon, madam or miss, is out of date down here. I pray you postpone
-the attempt for some less sophisticated audience.”
-
-Sin, leaning forward from his especial chair just back of the throne,
-dared to insinuate: “And I pray you, Damnity, do not sentence her until
-you have considered her. There is something exceptional about her. She
-may have been sent to prove that idea of mine.”
-
-Satan scorned to notice the suggestion.
-
-“Come,” he ordered the woman soul, “show your passport.”
-
-As though from shame, she crumpled against her breast a scarlet slip.
-Shaking back her hair, she looked up at him.
-
-His Highness, startled, returned her look. He did not heed or hear
-Sin’s gasp of anticipation. He forgot the seven, the pages and the
-dwarfs. Leaning lower, he looked and looked.
-
-Truly he, who had been the fate of most fair women since Eve, never had
-beheld one of a face of such appeal.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-
-The multiple-candle glow from the Mephistophelian coat-of-arms lit the
-girl-soul’s features. From a veil that well might have been worn on
-Earth for mourning, so black was her hair and enveloping, they gleamed
-as if carved from Parian marble. The curve of her chin, the fullness of
-lips blent into faint, downward-traced lines, the tube-rose texture of
-her cheeks, all lent a suggestion of pliancy, even weakness. Above, her
-classic nose and broad forehead offered contradiction--were sculped as
-from a master’s inspiration.
-
-Lesser wonders as to the personality behind the marble mask merged
-into that aroused by her eyes. Colored like the purpling depths of
-a midnight sky, they concealed, rather than revealed. From beneath
-straight brows they gazed forth, not as a hope that is lost in
-darkness, but as hope resting from its weariness, to rise again at
-dawn. Over her face they shed a light of mystery that made its beauty
-negligible--a mystery based neither on courage nor fear, pride nor
-shame, joy nor dole. They asked what confused the mind and haunted the
-imagination, that demand of why--_why_--to which only the Creator of
-souls Himself one day may make satisfactory reply.
-
-Intently as the spirit-girl studied the new arbiter of her sorry fate
-was he studying her. At first he did not move. Then the finger-tips
-of his one hand sought those of the other. As they met, the ruby-red
-setting of his signet ring discharged a spark.
-
-“The sight of you sounds like some song of Destiny,” said he.
-
-“And only Destiny could be accountable for her present plight.” The
-crippled soldier, handling his crutch with the skill of long practice,
-approached the throne. His one heel clicked against the floor in a
-salute peculiar to the wars of yester-year. “Might I say a few words,
-sir, for this young mother? I got to know her well on the awful journey
-into Shadow Land.”
-
-Satan, turning to him, saw that age had not blurred a youthful
-eagerness in his parchment face and the faded blue of his eyes.
-
-“And why,” he scoffed, “should you speak a few words for her, or a
-couple, or even one--you, a mere piece of a man?”
-
-“That you will know, sir, after you know her. A mere girl she is.
-Nothing truthful, I’m sure, could be written against her account in the
-records of Earth.”
-
-“You evade my question.” Royal annoyance over the interruption
-was turned from him to his sponsors. “Why, you imperfect seven, a
-one-legged veteran of a past decade?”
-
-The prime minister intervened. “Old One-leg here is not so weak a new
-idea as he looks. While he has not fought in the latest battles of
-Earth, he has been absorbed in them, he says, and theoretically knows
-all there is to be known of modern tactics.”
-
-His Highness’ shoulders shrugged. “None can say that I am not glad to
-believe the worst of every man. Has he a passport?”
-
-Aloud he read the soldier-shade’s card:
-
- “Samuel Cummings, N.C.O. In youth deserted when battle was on. Changed
- his name and lost his identity for a time. Later reënlisted, was
- wounded in service, but not distinguished. Called from Soldier’s Home.”
-
-The cripple’s free hand brushed one ear, as if forcefully to eject the
-words. “I deserted, yes. But she lay sick abed, my girl bride, and
-I loved her better than myself. Afterwards not a man in our company
-fought more careless than Corporal Sam. But we had a saying at the Home
-that you’ve got to be conscripted into the army of death. Only cowards
-volunteer.”
-
-“Once a deserter, always one,” His Highness made remark. “Don’t you see
-that more important affairs than yours await? Just remember this, no
-wife is worth deserting a good fight for.”
-
-Corporal Sam, with head sagging and shoulders disturbed by more than
-his crutch, stepped aside. But a wonderful light shone from his blue
-eyes into the Satanic gray ones.
-
-“I know,” he muttered, “that what made my Mary Gertrude worth deserting
-for can’t ever die. I saw her in the border fields this very evening.
-She couldn’t go on, you see, without me. She had promised to wait
-around for me until----”
-
-“Silence, old nuisance,” Sin advised. “One doesn’t mention the Second
-Call in The Presence.”
-
-He need not have feared. His Majesty’s attention had returned to the
-girl-shade. A long moment he studied her; closed his eyes; quickly
-opened them to study her again. The puzzlement at first on his features
-changed to semi-recognition.
-
-“That look in your eyes---- What is it, that look? I seem to know you,
-woman, although I cannot place you. Do you remember having seen me
-before?”
-
-“I don’t think that I ever have seen you. But I’ve known men on Earth
-that resembled you.” Her voice was that of a cathedral bell retarding
-over the last phrase of the hymn.
-
-“It must be that I have trailed you afar, probably at the start of the
-career that brought you here. Let us see how you’re written down in
-Mors’ copy from the book.”
-
-Sin transferred the card from her clutch. With characteristic bravado,
-he read the start of it aloud.
-
-“Dolores Trent, Grief to Men, and bastard babe.”
-
-“What’s that you say?” With unwonted eagerness, Satan possessed himself
-of the passport. “That is quite a title, ‘Grief to Men.’ I like it.”
-
-He smiled peculiarly while giving his eyes to Earth’s verdict of the
-newcomer, as transcribed from that tome called “Judgments of Men” which
-is in charge of Mors, keeper of the Great Gates into Shadow Land. From
-between the two lines of his strong, white teeth, his tongue appeared
-and smoothed both lips.
-
-The girl-soul, with the equivocal expression of one both fascinated and
-repulsed, watched him as he read:
-
- “Dolores Trent, known as ‘Grief to Men.’ A cause of disaster from
- first breath to last. Her birth caused the death of her mother, whose
- loss brought her father to ruin. Directly responsible is she held for
- the wrecked careers of a successful merchant, an eminent Divine, a
- skilled healer, a previously exemplary millionaire, and an attorney
- of repute. As a climax, the supreme crime of womanhood is hers--an
- illegitimate child. Through life she has spread sorrow in her wake.
- Unto death she carries her murdered ill-begot, a suicide without
- repentance or appeal.”
-
-The King commented: “Æons have come and gone since I have felt
-surprise. Completely did that look of yours deceive me. And Raphael
-must have altered the face of his Madonna had he first seen yours.”
-
-Arising, he stepped from the dais, settled his crown a trifle more
-to one side and slicked his vandyke with meticulous care. He then
-approached the cowering figure on the steps.
-
-“It is unseemly that you should remain upon your knees, madam or miss,
-when many stand who probably are not half so bad as you. Allow me.”
-
-Stooping, he lifted her to her feet.
-
-She straightened to face him with a show of bravery.
-
-“I was misunderstood on Earth,” she said. “In this existence, I hope
-for justice.”
-
-“Fear not,” he assured her. “In Gehenna you shall receive justice,
-Dolores Trent, as meted by that world which has learned you to its
-sorrow and, it would seem, to your own.”
-
-“I’ll tell you--I swear to you, sir, that I have done no man willing
-wrong.”
-
-He greeted her protest with a punctilious laugh, as though over an
-attempt at wit.
-
-“Rich man, poor man, beggar man, thief----”
-
-“But you will not punish my baby for my faults?” A breeze of terror
-swung the cathedral bell. “Only look at her, sir. She is too tiny, you
-see, for the vaguest thought of wrong. To her, at least, be merciful.”
-
-“Oh, Hell, be merciful!” Satan mocked her. “That too-late wail has been
-dinned into my ears until it is a wonder that I can hear you at all.
-Cheer up. You won’t have to part from it--I beg its pardon--_her_. Have
-you not heard that a child conceived in sin must take his--its chances
-with her progenitors?”
-
-At the low, protesting cry which escaped the mother, he laid a hand
-on her shoulder, then allowed his arm to settle about her, as though
-measuring her height by his own. His touch appeared to repulse her.
-Shuddering, she passed the infant shade to the other arm and stood
-irresolute, evidently trying to decide how best she might release
-herself.
-
-A commotion at the door claimed the court’s attention. Through the
-light-striped hangings, slipping from the grip of the pygmies, two
-comely creatures seemed verily to float across the throne-room, a youth
-costumed as a knight and a guileless-looking maid. He, drawing her by
-the hand, pressed toward the group before the dais. Lithe of body and
-ardent of eye, he caught the arm of the King and sought to remove it
-from about the suppliant’s form. As the pursuing dwarfs seized him with
-their over-long reach, His Highness found himself looking down into the
-flower-face of the girl intruder--into eyes shy and fearless as violets
-at dawn.
-
-“And whom,” he enquired, “have we here?”
-
-The minister undertook to announce them. “A pair by the stagy names of
-Innocentia and Amor. They call themselves guardian spirits and have a
-talent, which few share with Your Excellency and myself, of absolute
-invisibility. They lined up in a most theatric way beside the wench
-Dolores outside the door. As they had no passports and did not seem to
-belong, I sent them back--or thought I did.”
-
-Satan considered Sin and them. “Where is your sense of humor, Old
-Original, that you explain them to _me_? I can’t say that I should have
-regretted Amor. We have all varieties of him down the Lane of Labors.
-But Innocentia! You might have appreciated that I seldom get a chance
-to see her wings flutter or hear her heart beat from fear. Tell me, you
-two, what madness is driving you?”
-
-“There has been some mistake about the girl Dolores,” Amor declared.
-“Earth has passed another false judgment. Shouldn’t I know who have
-been with her since first she met the father of her child?”
-
-“You refer, I presume, to her husband?”
-
-The love-lad’s head threw back in defiance at the jibe. But Innocentia
-flushed as she took up the defense.
-
-“I have been with our dear Dolores always, more a part of her than the
-blood in her veins, since that has ceased to flow and I am come with
-her into Shadow Land. She has heeded all my cautions against the wiles
-of men. Never once has she offended me.”
-
-“More sinned against than sinning, eh?” His Highness plucked an
-imaginary tear from one eye. “Often as a woman has been damned have I
-heard that plea.”
-
-“Only see for yourself, Sire, how she shrinks from your touch--how she
-suffers. We pray you, release her.”
-
-“Little pest, don’t you know that I enjoy defying you?”
-
-Even as he scoffed, however, his clasp of the mother relaxed. He
-ascended the steps and reseated himself in the throne chair.
-
-“Innocence and love--certainly a strange companionship,” he observed.
-“Odd that they don’t fade out, when they are less material than the
-dimmest spirit in the inter-world. Shoo them back whence they came,
-ushers. We must get to the case in hand.”
-
-“Oh, I beg you, sir, let them stay!” Dolores interceded. “You’ll find
-that they enter and exit quietly as thoughts of the mind.”
-
-“Thoughts of the mind get very much in my way,” Satan snapped.
-
-At his show of impatience, Innocentia pressed her lips to the cheeks of
-the babe. “Do not distress yourself, Dolores dear. It is best that we
-should disappear. But in Gehenna, as on Earth and in the Fields, we see
-no gates and acknowledge no commands.”
-
-“Always remember,” Amor added, “the great love of John Cabot. Send him
-the strength of your good faith. In your late life it did seem that he
-forsook you. But when he comes to the mystery world, he will seek you,
-never fear.”
-
-“I shall remember,” Dolores assured them in a low aside. “That night we
-said our vows, I swore that I believed. Despite appearances, Amor, I
-do--I _must_ believe.”
-
-Old Original approached them. “Why unwind these fare-ye-wells when your
-taxi’s waiting? Accept my arm to the door, Miss Innocentia. You look
-almost overcome.”
-
-Waggishly he escorted her out.
-
-The while His Majesty’s frown lowered to the pygmean pair salaaming
-before the dais.
-
-As in one whine they put the formal demand: “To what futile labors, O
-King, shall we consign these recruits?”
-
-Satan shaded his eyes with one hand. He appeared not to be thinking so
-much as looking. As if from under a blower, the inflammable imagination
-of him glowed--glowed on Dolores Trent.
-
-The prime minister, on returning, settled in his chair and claimed the
-keen ear which, through ages past, had considered his suggestions.
-
-“This modern Delilah, Excellency, I consider unique in that she cannot
-be classed by the naked eye. She is not, so to speak, a type. Might I
-call your attention to the tact with which she maintains silence, while
-you----”
-
-“You might not. I detest to have fine bits of the play diagramed by my
-seat-mate. Have I or have I not eyes of my own?”
-
-“But, Sire----”
-
-“But the buts! Haven’t I paid at least as much admission as you?”
-
-All eyes focused upon the Master, except those of the ancient
-hypocrite. His settled appreciatively upon her who indeed had
-distracted the royal resentment from himself. The pause which lapsed he
-had the temerity to break, although in a vague voice, as if to himself:
-
-“Hell to be lonely.... Some sympathy soul.... Boss looker like you....
-Try anything once or twice.”
-
-“Try anything once and forever except hoodwinking me.”
-
-If Sin’s pride was hurt by the King’s public rebuke, it must have been
-salved next moment with the proof that his advice was being found
-tenable.
-
-His Highness to the court: “As a bad lot, this earthling pair would
-seem to deserve labors different from any yet devised. Until I decide
-upon some special form of punishment I shall keep them in the palace.
-Dame Dolores comes highly recommended to my ingenuity. That I may
-observe her vices, I appoint her for the nonce First Royal Entertainer.
-She shall relate to me those griefs which she has caused on Earth.”
-
-His glance veered to the veteran.
-
-“Always have I envied the angels their ability to weep--never have
-lived down the ambition to emulate their pietism with just one tear.
-Mayhap I shall be moved to that extent by these earth-tales of Grief
-to Men. I am _so_ temperamental. In view of which possibility, Samuel
-Cummings, I hereby create for you the office of Holder of the Crocodile
-Tear Bowl to my Majesty. As for the bastard babe----”
-
-Dolores, at his flint-hard gaze, clutched closer the tiny soul of her
-soul. Intensely she awaited his words.
-
-“Don’t crucify yourself with maternal fears, my beauty. We are pleased
-to let the Littlest Devil stick around. Ever notice how the strongest
-villain has weakness for a brat? Yours is about as young as they
-come--almost a native, one might say. He will give the palace a homey
-look.”
-
-“She, sir.”
-
-“_She._ I beg _its_ pardon.”
-
-“You are so much kinder than I was led to expect.” To his consideration
-the young mother lifted the radium glow of her gratitude. “From hints
-I heard at the Mystery Gate, I gathered that you were--that you might
-be----”
-
-The delicacy of such comment was impressed upon her by the interested
-expression of its subject. As she paused in confusion, a Balialic smile
-lightened his countenance.
-
-“Beginning on me already, sweet Grief--and with the old baby-eyed
-confidence game? Even so, you are different from the rest of the damned
-Delilahs.”
-
-Unexpectedly he clapped his hands. Invective, sarcasm and abuse greeted
-the courtiers and pages who sprang to receive and execute his orders.
-
-“Get the machinery of this court geared up, will you? Light the snuffed
-lucifers that are supposed to illuminate my life. Affairs in general
-are going to be run more according to the ways of Earth, or certain
-helliots will be put through their third and last degree before their
-appointed time. You, tell that new chef that I have some few untried
-torments for him if he does not excel his predecessors to-night. He’s
-to prepare a banquet that will taste as well as look. Dynobasco Sauce
-for my burnt-out stomach, the mead that sears to wash it down--all
-the trimmings. And you, tell the head landscape gardener that I want
-moonlight to-night--gobs of it--and a free play of juice through the
-Garden of Bad Luck. Have him throw the limit in effect--fountains and
-foliage and tropical bloom. I want the mistress of royal robes paged at
-once. Wonderful electrician though she is, she hasn’t had a worthwhile
-order since Cleopatra cast me for Anthony II. in a little domestic
-drama whose tragic last act rather overbalanced the light lines of the
-start. We shall see what her genius at fabric effects can do for this
-trail-worn lady. Remind her of how Shakespeare once remarked: ‘Glad
-rags don’t spoil the work of any tragedienne.’”
-
-The crook of a royal finger brought Old Original to his side.
-
-“Sin, I wish you personally to see to the selection of a suitable
-tear-bowl. Take care that it is polished. Our electro-silver plate
-tarnishes so quickly from its own heat. And make sure it doesn’t leak.
-My first crocodile tear must be preserved--a glittering trophy to adorn
-the filet of m’lady Grief. Now begone, all of you. The biggest little
-séance since Creation is going to commence to-night.”
-
-Alone, to his reflection in the mirror, he telepathed:
-
-“I know that she is different from the different effect on me. Because
-I don’t doubt that she’s bad, I don’t dislike her looking good. She is
-unique, this Dame Dolores. I may be able to use her. Should I approve
-her method in those troubles she caused on Earth, I just might show her
-some larger responsibilities.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Through the seven courses of that most remarkable of feasts, the
-spirit-girl Dolores exerted herself to please their Satanic host,
-for sake of her babe if not herself. Splendid beyond words was his
-appearance, from his scintillant crown to the hem of a mantle charged
-to imitate iridescent metal cloth. Corporal Sam Cummings she scarcely
-had recognized, so changed was he by the steel-scaled costume of an
-old-time knight in which he came arrayed, a veritable “armour of light.”
-
-Without vanity, she appreciated the kindly soldier-soul’s gasp at first
-sight of her, having herself been surprised by the achievement of the
-mistress of robes.
-
-A twist of green flame bound her hair and suspended one large drop,
-like an emerald of great price, low upon her brow. The rays of her body
-garment clung close, representing a material sewn through with threads
-of gold. This fell only to her pearl-roped ankles, but a long cloak of
-translucent green waved behind her when she moved, like the following
-billows of the sea.
-
-Her beauty she had learned to deplore. To-night she feared it.
-Something worse than admiration had shone in the lurid gaze of the
-prime minister and lesser courtier demons, something disturbing in the
-silent, critical inspection of His Highness.
-
-Gracious enough had been Satan’s manner. Not until he sampled the
-last course of the delusive seven did his irritation break bounds. He
-demanded the presence of the first chef.
-
-“What was my last promise if you didn’t concoct something I could
-taste?” he demanded of that unworthy. “Why do you suppose I had you
-heat-tormented to suicide in the _Brillon_ kitchens in Paris if
-I didn’t expect you to do better by me gastronomically than your
-predecessors? I have been improvising tortures for cook-soul failures
-for more centuries than the blades of near-grass used to tint this
-pistache ice. Bah, heats me to look at it! Soon as I can replace you,
-into the hole for Traitors to Mothers you drop.”
-
-The wretch wrung his hands. “Not there, your Majesty! I loved my
-_mère_. And is not my present labor futile enough? Almost do I despair
-of tempting the palate of an immortal, with nothing but chimeras as
-ingredients--with flour of the bleached dust of hopes and paprika and
-baking-powder of imaginary ground brick or brimstone.”
-
-“I do not grant that your labor is futile,” Satan snapped. “Surely
-you’ll agree that the Ruler of Greater Gehenna deserves the Epicurean
-joys afforded gluttonous nobodies of Earth? I want to _eat_, I tell
-you. Of course I am more or less immaterial. Every soul in Shadow
-Land is, the new-comers less, the old-timers more. But the appetites
-of Earth appeal more to me than the self-sufficiency of the angels. I
-intend to have them--and to have them satisfied. If by to-morrow you
-have not risen to the concoction of something to tempt me, into the
-hole for Traitors to----”
-
-With what sincerity she could assume, Dolores interposed. “I am sure I
-never tasted a more delicious pasty.”
-
-“Is that true? Can you _taste_ it?”
-
-Satan’s gaze was upon her with the questions, his expression more than
-wontedly repulsive from greed. Then wrath at her caught him.
-
-“Liars are to be commended in a bad cause, but _pitiers_! You must
-conquer such impulses. Acknowledge that you have experienced only the
-vaguest reminiscence of taste. Come, let us leave this farce of a
-feast. I have chosen my Chamber of Chance as the most fit setting for
-your tale of the game of life. Lady champion of griefs, precede me.”
-
-He pushed back from the table. The attendants scrambled after his
-example. The head butler turned Dolores’ chair. She found herself
-sweeping past the demon parasites, then past His Majesty, standing with
-head bent and hand on heart, a derisive smile upon his face. A page, at
-a gesture of the King, gathered up the phosphorescent billows of her
-mantle.
-
-She fell into the accent of certain strains of music which were playing
-a dim, yet definite march of the dead. No ocean ever sobbed more
-sympathetic plaint. No snarl of fife or beat of drum ever timed sterner
-step. The music between two spheres--had Handel heard it in his dream
-of Saul?
-
- * * * * *
-
-The Royal Entertainer was placed in the strongest light at a faro
-table which centered a room black-hung and artistically dimmed for the
-occasion. Satan sat opposite as a mere auditor, his eyes glowing like
-lit lamps from the shadow.
-
-“A hint or two or three before you begin,” said he. “Remember that the
-story’s the thing. If it doesn’t grip, aside from the fact that you are
-telling it, you’ll have failed in your art. You’ve read some of the
-old-fashioned French novels, I hope?”
-
-“Oh, yes, Sire, and in the original. My father was a translator and
-taught me to read in several languages, French, Russian, Spanish----”
-
-“Doesn’t all that come in the story? Don’t insult our intelligence with
-repetitions. Try to emulate the speed of modern fictionists, with
-the--shall we say the slow-mindedness of the old? And leave out the
-asterisks. We who have crossed into Mystery Land have every right to
-know what’s behind the stars.”
-
-“You mean----” she faltered.
-
-“In brief, this: give us a tale with style, but all passages that
-should be expurgated left in.”
-
-Dolores, confused rather than enlightened by these specifications,
-essayed her earth-life story with what sprightliness she might.
-
-“You know New York City?”
-
-“Do I know New York--I who invented it?”
-
-Her start was fortuitous; although not intended to be humorous, won the
-tribute of a chuckle from him at the head of the narrow monk table.
-
-“Since you know New York, King Satan----”
-
-“Call me Pluto,” suggested he. “It is my friendliest name.”
-
-“King Pluto”--she gave him a smileless nod of agreement--“you doubtless
-have heard of Harlem flats?”
-
-Again he chuckled. “Some of our best little badger games, jealousies,
-murders and other such trivial offenses have been conceived and
-executed in Harlem flats. Eh, old Original? We call them ‘incubators
-of discontent.’ I have visited a few in person on special occasions,
-although generally one of the under-demons proves bad enough to start
-the regular Harlem crimes. The _Boulevard des Capucines_, Piccadilly,
-_Unter den Linden_, the _Corso_ and a narrow street called Wall are
-more usual haunts of mine, offering, as they do, larger opportunities.
-But this side-issuance is against the rules. Assume that I am fairly
-well acquainted with the cubbies of modern cliff-dwellers.”
-
-“They named me ‘Grief to Men,’ yet I have not meant to be. To explain
-how the cruel title came to be forced upon me, I must begin in a Harlem
-flat at about my nineteenth year.”
-
-With the tremors of a spent swimmer forced to greater effort against
-the tide, Dolores breasted her tale. Through that evening’s recital
-and through those of subsequent evenings, she sought to make of herself
-a mere entertainer, to remember the “style” demanded, as learned from
-the border-line literature of the several tongues at her command, to
-conquer her reluctance and lay bare the facts which had been deemed
-worthy of so much space in the newspapers of Earth--for sake of those
-whom indirectly she was protecting, to tell her tale with aptitude as
-impersonal as though its subject were not herself.
-
-Yet in the telling came moments when her continuity broke, when her
-desperate attempt was abandoned in something more convincing than
-“style.” Conquered by emotions which had come with her from the mortal
-world to this strange beyond--emotions of reverence, of love, of
-passion, of shame--she would fall silent, unable to proceed. At such
-times her hands would shield her eyes, while the shudders of a modest
-spirit would plead for reprieve; her head droop until her breast
-touched the board; her lips refuse for a space to obey her will to
-divert.
-
-Fortunately His Excellency, far from disapproving such violations of
-the rules which he had imposed, appeared to regard them as superstrokes
-of a talent patent from the start. They lent to the reality of
-the tale, prolonged suspense and multiplied his enjoyment in her
-sufferings. To him, prone to delight in the inherent worst of devils
-and of men, the words she could not force herself to utter often meant
-more than those which had fallen from her lips.
-
-Again, when his own impatience, increased by that of the demon
-audience, stripped bare her soul and lashed her, with malevolent
-threats, into renewed effort, he would chortle aloud from satisfaction
-in his mental degeneracy.
-
-From his infinite fund of information regarding persons of importance
-whose trails had crossed the girl-soul’s own, he was able frequently to
-furnish facts regarding others when, at times, she failed.
-
-The earth-story of Dolores Trent, free in version and filled in from
-the super-supply of Satanic intelligence, ensues.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-
-Close to five o’clock the decrepit vehicle which, with a dingy hearse,
-had formed the funeral cortège of Trevor Trent, creaked to a stop. The
-entrance to the Heartsease Apartments gaped wide, just as it had gaped
-a few hours earlier when the remains of the wastrel had passed through
-for the last time. The relic of a Jehu, in crinkled topper and faded
-blue livery sans buttons, lowered rheumatically from his seat on the
-box. Adjusting his soiled dickey, mainstay of a celluloid collar and
-green tie, he threw open the door with what might have been taken for
-extra ceremony, had he not verbally urged his passengers to hurry lest
-he miss the hot free-lunch which, with the weak prohibition-time “suds”
-that washed it down, was the most pleasureable event of his day.
-
-Those who alighted stood a moment in regretful silence--two typical
-Harlem matrons, one with a child in arms, both with offspring attached
-like lead weights to their skirts. Between them was the girl whom they
-were seeing to-day, through the goggles of sensation, in the stellar
-rôle of chief mourner.
-
-“Pore thing--pore young thing!”
-
-Their tears, more or less sincere, vied with those of the dripping
-heavens, although not tears for Trevor Trent. Indeed, they who had
-known his life for the past seventeen years had no apologies, even to
-the angels, for omitting to weep over his demise. Their toil-dulled
-compassion went out in this loneliest moment that succeeds a death to
-the orphaned daughter who, hitherto, had been a detached unit in their
-congested midst. A substantial escort, they ushered her up the steps,
-unheeding the querulous welcome of the young hopefuls left at home.
-
-“Was it a long, good, joggly ride, Ma?”
-
-“You mighta tooken us along.”
-
-“Can _I_ go next time anybody dies? ’Tain’t fair the baby gets all the
-fun.”
-
-Inside the door, the manner that belonged to an occasion was
-unceremoniously doffed. Sympathy along this particular block of the
-East One-Hundreds never interfered with life’s practicalities. Dolores
-Trent received no invitations to sup with her neighbors--expected none,
-since any superfluous scraps could be served very well for breakfast.
-
-Uneasy in the emptiness of the three rooms which for so long had
-represented home to her, she settled at the oak desk beside the window
-with intent of searching the close-printed want columns of an evening
-paper. But at first she could not see to read.
-
-In this chair her father had struggled over the translations from which
-their livelihood had been eked in those better moments when the drug
-to which he was addicted would permit him to work. That, of course,
-was before he had lost the position through inaccuracies which made
-the firm intolerant of trying her as substitute. In the corner to the
-right squatted the couch upon which he had wasted into that pallid,
-unresponsive thing so lately consigned to the ground, despite her
-terrified efforts to stay his departure and to recall him, once he had
-gone. How strange, how confusing to be alone, like a flower cut from
-its bush and thrown to the wind! It seemed as though she, too, must
-wither and die.
-
-Over him toward the last had come a change which already was dear
-to her memory. Always gentle with her, intermittently zealous in an
-ambition to train her mind for some worth-while future, he had become
-obsessed by an anxiety over her which dulled him to the crave for poppy
-paste, hitherto his controlling love and hate. It was something to
-remember that, improvident though he had been in life, paupered though
-he was leaving her, his distress over her fate in these last days had
-conquered his desire for the drug. In the dusk, his last words seemed
-again to rasp in her ears.
-
-“You have beauty and innocence, my girl. Please God a good young love
-may protect you on your way!”
-
-Although her eyes burned, no tears relieved them. Although her heart
-near burst with longing to assure him how, above other children, she
-had been grateful for his affection, no whisper passed her lips.
-She could not reach him now. Merely pitiful was her regret over the
-diffidence which had kept her from telling him that, from her earliest
-understanding, she had recognized his right to resent her; had
-appreciated, on that very account, his tolerance.
-
-But she must not regret. That would weaken her when most she needed
-strength. Had she not done the best she could? In her life-long defense
-of his habit, in the protectorate over him which had been her chief
-concern from childhood to this early maturity, had she not shown him
-that she worshiped him for forgiving the crime she had committed in
-being born--in making that brutal exaction of a life for a life?
-
-The poppy paste she never had criticized, realizing that it had entered
-his life at the beginning of her own, when the young mother who had
-died to give her birth lay stark, for the first time unresponsive
-to his adoration. On that first night of her existence, as often he
-had told her, he had chosen her name as a sort of epitaph. Grief....
-Grief.... That was what she had meant to him.
-
-His improvidence she could not contemn, remembering the brilliant
-career which, before her advent, had appeared to be opening before him.
-Despite her lonely childhood, despite the endurance which had filled
-her time in lieu of laughter and play, she was glad now that always she
-had known. With the full hurt of her heart she hoped that, if he had
-not understood in life, he knew to-night that always--always--she had
-known.
-
-Darkness had taken possession of the room.
-
-A thought that darkness possessed her prospects also caused her to
-light the gas. She must not stumble into the future. She must cease
-looking backward; must turn and face forward. Determinedly she settled
-to the “Help Wanted” columns, a hopeful array.
-
-However, as she read through one after another of the advertisements,
-down one column and up the next, the confidence inspired by their
-numbers decreased. She had not expected at once to sight an opportunity
-in which she might utilize the somewhat haphazard learning with which
-she was equipped. But she had hoped for something--_something_ she
-could do.
-
-And then:
-
- WANTED--Pretty, young girl of innocent type. No experience necessary.
- Good pay to right person. Apply Wednesday, 10:30 A. M., to Vincent
- Seff, ---- Fifth Avenue.
-
-In small type, with the reserve of opportunity, it stood out from the
-rest. Dolores re-read it. “No experience necessary.” That was the
-kindest thing said to her since the cry of her father’s late-born
-anxiety: “You have beauty and innocence, my girl.” The advertisement
-seemed addressed to her.
-
-As if in period to or amusement over her conclusions, there sounded a
-gurgle from the gas meter. The vapor flickered; sputtered; went out.
-Funerals, even in the East One-Hundreds, are expensive. And the slot
-of the meter never would have mistaken the single five cent piece
-remaining in her purse for the quarter that was its exaction. In
-darkness Dolores retired.
-
-As she lay in her narrow white-iron bed, she saw in the gloom, even
-more clearly than under the jet, that the want-ad was meant for her.
-The signature had possessed, from first glance, a familiar look.
-Vincent Seff ... Vincent Seff.... Could she have heard that name
-before?
-
-With the first ray of gratuitous daylight, recognition flooded her
-mind. Of course. Why shouldn’t it look familiar, that name? Often had
-she glanced at it when waiting around the corner to safeguard her
-father home from the publishing house. In letters of brass, hammered
-into an ebony plate, it identified the most alluring windows along that
-highway of lures:
-
- VINCENT SEFF
- LINGERIE
-
-So there was work to be had at “good pay” handling those costly,
-cobwebby under-garments which she, although widely separated from them
-by circumstances, had paused passionately to admire. So the proprietor
-of that house of dear delights he was who wished to employ her,
-“without experience,” if only she proved pretty and innocent enough!
-
-Even after dawn “10:30 A. M.” seemed far distant. But there was much
-to do toward vacating the flat. Already the landlord had given her
-grace of three days and the new tenants were “moving in.” Everything of
-value had gone to the pawnbroker over on Lenox Avenue. The remnant of
-furniture would be called for during the forenoon by the junk man who
-had advanced her money for the funeral.
-
-The Trevor Trent alligator suit-case, its original claims to
-distinction contested by the years, she had retained for her wardrobe
-and keepsakes. This, when packed, she carried across the hall and left,
-“to be called for,” with one of yesterday’s emergency mourners. After
-neatly sweeping the floors as a wordless return for the un-landlordly
-lenience shown her, she stood for one last moment on the threshold of
-the living-room. Although no sound escaped her, there rose from heart
-to quivering lips the wail of the young animal bereft at once of parent
-and home.
-
-Down at the corner a subway entrance suggested. The estate of Trevor
-Trent was closed, his last obligation honorably met. In the purse of
-his sole heir lay her legacy, enough to carry her swiftly and at ease
-to the neighbor-hood of her promised employment--promised to her by
-Vincent Seff. She took out the lone coin and started for the entrance.
-
-An old friend, the Italian fruiterer, who yesterday had eyed her with
-the impressionability of his race, stopped her to press into her hand
-a luscious-looking, out-of-season nectarine. Dolores tried to thank
-him, but choked on the words. She decided to walk downtown. Without a
-clink, her nickel slid into the coin-box at the corner of his cart,
-as if fearful of being considered payment for this and other of his
-kindnesses since her little girlhood. Dolores, too, was fearful. She
-hoped the flush on her wontedly pale face hadn’t made him suspect. At
-the corner she glanced back. The old friend waved to her. Happily he
-had not heard; had not seen.
-
-Ten-fifteen.
-
-Somewhat winded, she hurried her already stiff pace at the warning of
-the church-tower clock on the cross-street just above the lingerie
-establishment. The outer doors were wide open and through the inner
-ones of plate glass she could see gracefully dressed women clerks
-shaking out and arranging their flimsy wares with a nice regard for
-effect. As yet there looked to be no customers. But then, as Dolores
-reminded herself, Vincent Seff’s was an ultra-fashionable shop. The
-fine ladies destined to wear his creations scarcely would be stirring
-beneath their satin and eider-down at ten-fifteen A. M.
-
-She was there. But even Father Time could not bully her into entering
-at once. She found herself palpitating with the uneasiness of one who,
-for the first time, offers her services for wage. Three times she
-approached the door before her courage bore her through.
-
-Down the aisle a fashion-plate of a man stepped out to meet her.
-
-“May I direct mam’selle?”--he, in unctuous voice.
-
-On realizing that she had been taken for a customer, Dolores’ spirits
-lifted. She glanced hopefully down at her threadbare blue serge suit.
-That daybreak pressing must have rejuvenated it more than she had
-thought.
-
-“I came in answer to this.” She produced the want-ad.
-
-Insult was added to the floor-walker’s obvious sense of injury when a
-woman clerk, elaborately coiffed, made comment from the nearest counter:
-
-“You might have guessed her as the one last victim for Juke Seff’s
-slaughter of innocents.”
-
-His face twisted in the very process of smiling. However, he
-managed--and just in time--to frown.
-
-“One flight up,” he said curtly to Dolores. “Turn to the right and----”
-
-“To the wrong, deary,” corrected the coiffed clerk. “Then go away, ’way
-back and down, down, _down_.”
-
-Following directions, Dolores found herself in a large room which
-appeared to be a modified sort of office, furnished in gray wicker,
-with hangings of gray and purple chintz. As every chair and settee was
-occupied, she backed to the wall near the door. Surprised to see how
-many applicants had preceded her, she began to make comparisons.
-
-Every shade of complexion, from ash blond to raven-brunette, was
-represented. Glancing among them, she might have envied some their
-loveliness and fashionable clothes, had she not so sincerely admired
-them. Like a flower garden the aggregation looked and smelled, every
-girl contributing her favorite color and perfume of sachet or extract
-to the steam-heated air.
-
-With all her appreciation, Dolores’ heart grew heavy. Gone was her hope
-in the quiet distinction of her felt sailor hat, gone her assurance
-that the advertisement was the sign-board of Fate. Closer to the wall
-she shrank when, at precisely half-after-ten, Vincent Seff entered the
-room.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-
-There was no mistaking him. None less than the owner of the shop
-would enter with that assured step, and glance among them with that
-odd mixture of aesthetic distaste, yet business interest. His manner
-announced that they were “goods” to him.
-
-Seff was a man of certain attractions, somewhere in the later thirties.
-Clothed in semi-belted homespun, his lines were so defined as to
-suggest stays beneath. He was of medium height, clean-shaved and almost
-pallid of face. His brown hair he wore somewhat tousled, probably to
-hide its scantiness over the crown.
-
-By the time he had reached the center of the room, the girls had
-straightened and begun to smile and chatter--all, perhaps, except
-Dolores Trent. She watched him with the detached interest of her dead
-hope.
-
-Halting, he threw up his delicate hands in an affectation of
-bewilderment.
-
-“Oh, my dears!” he exclaimed, but in a voice lacking animation. “I
-shouldn’t have believed there was so much innocence in Gotham. Really,
-I am all but overcome.”
-
-Despite the assertion, his eyes swept this corner and that.
-
-“Would that I needed an army of innocents instead of the one
-superlative!” He stepped to the open door on the right. “Mrs. Hutton!”
-There was a click in his voice.
-
-“Kindly be my board of elimination, Mary,” he instructed the handsome,
-white-haired woman who responded. “This galaxy of guilelessness is too
-much for little Vin. My alleged discrimination is blinded, my business
-shrewdness reels, my senses---- Yes, yes, I know that the lord of
-lingerie shouldn’t have ’em, senses. But what can a mere man do?” He
-laid one arm about her shoulders and leaned against her, as if for
-support.
-
-“Merer than man,” she said and, as though from dislike, shrugged him
-off.
-
-“Jealous again, dear heart?”
-
-Although he had smiled with the question, her answer made him flush.
-
-“A sensible woman isn’t jealous of a thought.”
-
-“Be good enough, by processes of detection best known to your sex,” he
-instructed her more briskly, “to reduce this bevy to five of the most
-natural. I’ll see them in the studio.”
-
-Something additional he murmured into her ear.
-
-She returned him a strange look.
-
-“In twenty minutes I’ll show in the five,” said she competently.
-
-The shop-man addressed the array of applicants. “You will understand,
-young and pretty creatures, that refusal implies no aspersion, either
-upon your looks or, shall I say, your artful effect of artlessness.
-Unfortunately the house of Seff can utilize but one of you and stern
-business commands the selection of her best suited to our particular
-needs. Thanks for the sight of each and all.”
-
-With a winning smile, generally distributed, he bowed low, backed
-to the chintz-curtained doorway through which he had entered and
-disappeared into what, evidently, was the studio.
-
-Not once had his glance paused in the vicinity of Dolores Trent. She,
-in complete reversal of last night’s concept of a Fate especially
-interested in herself, lingered only to watch proceedings.
-
-The softer lines which had made Mrs. Hutton’s face attractive
-disappeared with her employer. Sentiment evidently was to have no place
-in these “processes of detection best known to her sex.” She formed the
-seventy-odd applicants in lines, before which she walked, looking each
-closely in the face.
-
-“Girls wearing rouge to this side of the room.”
-
-No one moved. With women’s headiest hope, each evidently relied upon
-the artistry of her make-up.
-
-Mary Hutton again started along the lines. Authoritatively she tapped
-this rose-blush blond and that brilliant brunette.
-
-To one who protested that she would not know how to rouge: “You don’t
-need to tell me, my dear, anything self-evident. You shouldn’t put so
-much in the center of your cheeks. Natural color _spreads_. That’s the
-first lesson I give our sales-girls. Start with a dab on the chin,
-next a suggestion on your forehead between the eyes, then quite a bit
-on the lobes of the ears, where all color starts. Only with these high
-spots tinted to guide you can you hope for a natural effect. When
-you’re going out, ask for my booklet, ‘If You Must Rouge, Rouge Right.’
-They’ll give you a copy free. Now, please, girls over twenty, fall out!”
-
-Again hesitation, reproaches and complaints were met with
-uncompromising firmness.
-
-Dolores never understood how it happened, for long since she had given
-up. She made no plea to Mrs. Hutton, nor did Mrs. Hutton say anything
-in particular to her. In fact, if the forewoman showed any notice of
-her other than of an automaton, it looked to be dislike, not approval.
-Yet, at the last, after the most impersonal of appraisals, she found
-herself among the fittest five. As one, they were waved between the
-curtains of gray and lavender chintz.
-
-The “studio” might have been milady’s boudoir. Of violet velvet were
-the carpets and hangings. The spindly Hepplewhite furniture wore
-modulated tapestry. There was bric-a-brac scattered about. On the walls
-hung etchings.
-
-Vincent Seff had removed his homespun coat for a smoking jacket of
-embroidered lavender silk, with which the more delicate tone of his
-shirt and tie blended satisfyingly. He did not rise as they entered;
-indeed, did not glance up for several minutes afterward. He was lolling
-upon a _chaise lounge_, at work over a drawing--some garment design,
-presumedly, as he kept glancing at a rack beside him over which hung
-several strips of sheer, vari-tinted fabrics.
-
-With a sigh of reluctance he laid down the drawing-board, selected a
-cigarette from a gold cigarette case and leisurely lighted it. Only
-after several deep inhalations did he yield his attention to the
-nervous bevy ranged before him. Pleasure covered the regret on his face
-as he surveyed them. He sat straight; studied them one by one.
-
-“This _is_ cruel--the most exquisite cruelty!” Aloud came exclamation
-at last.
-
-He reconsidered the stuffs on the rack. Leaning over, he touched them.
-
-“Beautiful, aren’t they? Surely the possession and feel of such things
-should be enough--enough.”
-
-His gaze, again shifting, fixed upon the pansy eyes of a silver blonde
-whom, from the first, Dolores had admired most.
-
-“Come closer, Dresden shepardess,” he invited.
-
-It was all over, settled, Dolores thought. Those defeated should be the
-last to deny the _petite_ creature’s claim to election, so soft were
-the curves of her figure, so alluring her tints of white, pink, blue
-and palest gold.
-
-“Sorry to seem to disparage you, who deserve a kinder fate,” Seff was
-saying. “You can see at a glance that your complexion and hair are too
-indefinite to make for contrast with these _crêpes_. Perhaps one day,
-for some other purpose----”
-
-His voice ebbed as does an outgoing tide. His attention veered to the
-girl next in line, the most striking of the natural brunettes from the
-outer room.
-
-“My, my, but you are a luscious thing--a lovely, luscious thing!”
-Seff’s delicate finger-tips touched together sensitively. “I wish
-you to understand that, personally, I like you red-blooded, dark
-ones--prefer you, in fact. But you are too colorful for our present
-need. You’d make this flesh pink look ashen. Awfully sorry, my dear. A
-thousand thanks for the look at you. As for you, lithe gazelle----”
-
-The manner of his preface somehow foretold the fate of the tall,
-willowy girl with nut-brown hair, fleeting flushes and eyes like limpid
-pools, whom he next considered.
-
-Dolores’ heart ached for the three thus gently dismissed. She knew just
-how they felt. She would be the fourth to go. Certainly, if they could
-not qualify, she should not feel disappointment or offense. Except that
-her situation was so desperate----
-
-“Go over to my friend Feldtbaum,” Seff continued. “See if he can’t find
-a place for you in one of his roof shows. He wants just the effect of
-spotless virtue which you give out--likes it for punch. Somehow, for my
-purpose, you overlook the part. And the next girl--she won’t do at all.”
-
-His voice had sharpened.
-
-Dolores almost leapt from the group, both hands hard pressed against
-her heart to still its beat.
-
-“Not you,” said the artist-merchant. “I’m speaking to the fourth of
-you. Pretty face, young, innocent enough, but too much bust--more like
-a matron. What I want to-day is--how shall I express it?--the spirit of
-modest allurement. You understand, each of you four, why you won’t do?
-I am so sorry. I sincerely thank you. Good morning.”
-
-Dazed was she who watched them go. Her one definite thought was of the
-gas meter. How had it known when to click off last night--how been even
-more sure than she that the advertisement had been written for her?
-
-“What am I to call you?” asked Vincent Seff when they were alone.
-
-“Dolores Trent is my name, sir.”
-
-“Dolores? A sad little name. And you look to be a sad little dame, sad
-and mysterious. That’s what gets me and all the rest--mystery. Tell
-me--” his eyes lifted quizzically--“was it your own idea to carry that
-symbol?”
-
-“You mean this--this nectarine? An old friend gave it to me as I was
-leaving home.”
-
-Dolores realized with negligent surprise that the fruiterer’s good-by
-gift was still clasped in one of her hands.
-
-“A real nectarine, is it? I supposed it was artificial--meant to be
-sort of emblematic--smooth, cool, not overly ripe, yet with suggestions
-of pungency like, for instance, yourself. That was too much to expect,
-eh?”
-
-“Yes, sir, it was,” she admitted.
-
-He continued to look at her. “Since you don’t claim subtlety, perhaps
-I’d better confess that you were selected before I went into the outer
-room. I looked over the flock through the curtain.”
-
-“You--you did?”
-
-“Yes, and advised Mrs. Hutton not to overlook you.”
-
-“Then why----”
-
-“Why didn’t I put the rest out of their misery at once? Because I am
-said to be kind-hearted. The name of being kind-hearted saves me money
-in getting employees. Then, too, my business has taught me to flatter
-all women, rather than offend them. Do you mind taking off your jacket,
-Dolores?”
-
-She answered by compliance.
-
-Seff arose and stood a moment, stooping to peer into her face. One hand
-he clasped around her right forearm and slid it up to her shoulder,
-evidently measuring its proportions. Then he tried the firmness of her
-busts.
-
-Dolores did not like this, although she did not say so. She swallowed
-against a pressure in her throat and longed for her father as she had
-not longed hitherto. For the first time she lifted her eyes to his.
-
-He flushed; in another moment removed his hands. He showed, however,
-to be pleased, that, from the eyes of the applicant, had looked the
-attribute which was the chief stipulation of his advertisement.
-
-“You are not developed as you might be, but you may do better on that
-very account,” he said, his manner professional. “There’s a reason. I
-am sure we shall be good friends.”
-
-“I hope that I’ll be able to suit you.”
-
-“No doubt of that.”
-
-“I--I mean that I shall be able to do the work.”
-
-“No doubt of that,” he repeated.
-
-After helping her back into the serge coat, he stood off in general
-contemplation of her, a pucker between his brows.
-
-“Now, I don’t wish to hurt your feelings, Dolores, but you’ll have
-to dress better right from the start. You don’t care if I get down
-to business? Your salary will be twenty-five dollars a week for the
-present. Later, if you fulfill my expectations and don’t dun me, I’ll
-probably raise it. I am going to pay you a week in advance and make you
-an expense allowance of one hundred dollars. I of course pay for extra
-clothes I order. I want you to go out and make two purchases--first,
-one full-sized lunch, of which you look in need; second, a new outfit.
-I shall not dictate that your suit be gray, the color we affect in the
-store. But I advise that it be quite plain, something along the lines
-of what you have on, only of better material. Don’t scrimp in the
-quality, will you?”
-
-“I won’t,” she promised.
-
-Drawing a leather folder from his breast pocket, Seff sorted out six
-twenties and one five-dollar bill and handed them to her.
-
-Dolores took them, not knowing what to say. One hundred and twenty-five
-dollars!
-
-“You see that I trust you. Take the rest of to-day and the early part
-of to-morrow to get yourself togged out,” he further advised. “You may
-report to me here around noon-time. I’ll explain then what your duties
-will be. Everything satisfactory?”
-
-“I wish I could thank you,” Dolores murmured, as she stood waiting for
-him to turn the knob of the door.
-
-“You can,” he said in his crisp way. “Give me the symbol.”
-
-“The--this nectarine?”
-
-“Yes. I want to sip it.”
-
-She glanced up to see if he could be joking. But evidently he was not.
-His eyes met hers, blue and serious as a child’s. Yet she felt vaguely
-disturbed to notice that, as he looked, the tip of his tongue appeared
-from between his teeth and wiped both lips.
-
-At once she gave him the nectarine. She was glad--so very glad--that
-she had something he wanted to give him. She told him so.
-
-“You are, eh?”
-
-He said no more to her by way of thanks. But she caught several words
-of what he added, as if to himself:
-
-“Sight, touch, the thought of taste. All--that is all.”
-
-He did not answer when she told him good-by. With an absorbed look he
-was turning the nectarine about in his finger-tips. He seemed in no
-hurry to bite into it.
-
- * * * * *
-
-To the best of her judgment, Dolores followed the instructions of her
-first employer. She changed the five-dollar bill in the purchase of
-luncheon, for she was, indeed, very hungry. Even the reminder that
-she now must eat all her meals alone, did not dull the edge of her
-appetite. It did, however, decide that the color of her new suit
-should be black--the only sign she might make of the desolation in
-her heart. Mr. Seff might not like it. Still he had said that he was
-“kind-hearted.” He would condone when he understood. It should have the
-“quality” which had been his one proviso--all the quality she could
-pay for after she had deducted a week’s room-rent in advance and a
-sufficient sum for food and incidentals.
-
-The room she sought first as the less particular purchase and found
-easily--a clean hall bedroom in the “refined adult” district of the
-middle West Forties. The lesser details of her “outfit”--a small
-hat, gloves, stockings and shoes--she acquired one by one. The suit
-she did not decide upon until ten o’clock the next morning when,
-conscious of the clock hands and the obligations of good taste thrust
-upon her, she exchanged her full residue for a tailor-made Duvetyn,
-reduced, according to hearsay in the sample shop, because of its
-“trying simplicity.” Holding her own opinion superior to the many other
-ambitious things which the sales-woman said about it, Dolores honestly
-felt that it was a suit whose distinction of cut might offset, in Mr.
-Seff’s opinion, its somber hue.
-
-Attired in its unpretentious luxury, her hair done low on her neck, as
-her father had liked it best, beneath her new toque, she reported at
-eleven o’clock in the studio.
-
- * * * * *
-
-At this point in the girl-shade’s recital, it was that she tore her
-eyes from the expectant smile of Satan the First and Last; covered her
-face from the hot gaze of others of her demon audience; allowed her
-sprightly utterance to lapse into shuddered lament.
-
-“Oh, if I had known, if I had dreamed what I had been paid-in-advance
-to do! If I could have understood in time the stare of the floor-walker
-or the clerk’s reference to ‘the Juke’s slaughter of innocents’! But
-the hundred dollars was spent and he showed only surprise at my dismay.
-I begged him to let me work out the money in some other department of
-the store. But he said that even scrubbing required experience. He had
-nothing else for a girl without references to do.”
-
-The King scowled. “You really have diverted me so far, but your
-narrative style has slumped. It is an old trick, fair fiend, that of
-pricking up the interest with exclamation points.”
-
-“Hasn’t even a damned woman a right to some sacred feelings?” Sin
-interposed.
-
-“Even so, this is no confessional and I am no priest. Queer my
-attention never was called to this lingerie lord. He seems to be one of
-my own sort.”
-
-As Dolores forced herself again to look at His Majesty, she appreciated
-why his habit of wiping both lips with the tip of his tongue had seemed
-odiously familiar.
-
-“Have we no film in the Picture Storage Houses of the machinations of
-one Vincent Seff?” With a threat in his voice, Satan turned on the
-prime minister.
-
-Sin met the implication with bravado. “Seff is only a shopkeeper, Your
-Highness, a corking bad fellow, I know, but not of especial importance.
-Our storage space is overcrowded now with films of far worse than he.”
-
-Satan’s frown blackened. “He sounds promising to me. Should our Old
-Original be found guilty of another crime of omission---- However, we are
-to hear more of Seff and your maiden effort, are we not, sweet Grief?
-Pray proceed, cutting out those alack-and-alas passages. We shall
-assume that you were as innocent as your employer’s requirement at high
-noon of that fatal day. It is a reasonable assumption that everybody
-_is_ innocent in life’s A. M., eh? At times I take to pitying even
-myself for my state of innocuous naughtiness before that little set-to
-with the Great-I-Am. Come now, the tale--and see you give us the worst
-of it!”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-
-From facts later learned, Dolores was able at this point to shift the
-viewpoint of her earth story from performer to audience. The incidents
-of that first morning’s payment in service of her financial debt she
-presented through the eyes of John Calvin Cabot, sole scion of a
-seventh generation of New Yorkers and a financier who, through his
-inherent aversion to idleness, was rated many times a millionaire.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The Cabots were late motoring down town, having been detained at
-their upper Fifth Avenue home by a domestic contretemps. The distress
-of it still hardened the lines of the man’s somewhat grim-featured
-face. Through the downward rush of many blocks, he pondered the first
-personal favor he had considered asking his wife in years.
-
-“Catherine,” he said at last, “I wish you’d come with me to some toy
-shop and help in the selection.”
-
-Catherine Cabot glanced into the limousine mirror, hung near the
-vase of her favorite yellow orchids, “to double,” as she put it,
-their beauty. She looked a good deal like the orchids, golden-haired,
-delicate of outline, fragile of texture, flower-eyed. John glanced
-into the mirror, too, rather than straight at her. During their ten
-years together he had come to prefer the reflection of his wife to the
-original. It was softer.
-
-“My day is so full. John, you order any toys you like. Have them sent
-by special messenger.”
-
-“You don’t get my idea, Catherine. Jack would be touched and perhaps
-punished more than in any other way for his outbreak this morning, if
-you selected a birthday present for him yourself.”
-
-“Can’t you tell him that I did, anyhow?”
-
-“I could, yes. But I won’t. I expected you’d suggest that lie.”
-
-“_John!_ I sometimes think Jackie inherited his viciousness straight
-from you.”
-
-A moment the man considered this effective, if unconvincing reproach of
-the mother of his only child.
-
-“I wish you could feel some of my indignation over that statement,”
-he made quiet comment. “Now and then you have caprices for the most
-unique frankness I ever have noticed in a woman. Tell me, do you have
-no yearnings whatever over our unfortunate boy?”
-
-She looked interested, as if at a compliment.
-
-“I pride myself on my frankness. Of course any woman has a natural
-affection for her own child. But, as you know, I am a beauty lover. It
-is not my fault that I can’t love Jack as I should if he looked like
-me, or even you.”
-
-“Perhaps, Catherine, he inherited something from you. Perhaps he
-also is a beauty lover. Should you consider the suggestion that the
-‘viciousness’ you accredit to me may be in him an extreme case of
-nerves--of a suffering over his deformity older than you’d expect at
-eight years?”
-
-She was thumbing the pages of her morocco-bound engagement book and
-omitted to reply.
-
-With a sadness too complete for contempt, he added: “You often have
-wondered where Jack’s ugliness comes from. I’ll tell you--from the
-ill-favored spirit of our marriage.”
-
-Catherine looked startled. Then she looked indignant. After that, with
-a sigh of long-sufferance, she looked very sweet.
-
-In a voice gentle as his had been--“Since you take my refusal so hard
-as to resort to your semi-occasional marital recriminations, _dear_
-John, I’ll yield. I will go with you to the toy-shop, although probably
-I’ll have to break a luncheon engagement in consequence. You can’t ever
-say that I am unwilling to do my part. Just a minute until I see what
-I have on to-day.”
-
-Soon and coaxingly she glanced up at him. Her upper lip shortened over
-mouse-like teeth which gleamed, sharp and white, between their crimson
-guards. Even with the husband who claimed to know her, Catherine never
-was chary of her ingenuous, confiding smiles.
-
-“It’s your turn to make a concession. On our way to the toy-shop,
-stop in with me at a showing of underwear at Seff’s. It lasts only
-from twelve to one and I’ll miss it if I go further down town. Even
-puritanical you may be amused. Seff is rather sensational in his
-advertising, but he does import lovely things. Here is the invitation
-for the latest of his shows. Do you mind?”
-
-She handed him a card, engraved and dictioned in the very best form.
-She looked rather pleased than otherwise at the manner of her husband’s
-consent.
-
-“How like you, Catherine, to make your concessions C. O. D.! For Jack’s
-sake, I shall try not to ‘mind.’”
-
-A flutter of interest greeted the Cabot’s appearance on the top floor
-of the lingerie establishment, for no more discussed pair trod the
-made-up scenery of the ways and by-ways of Gotham’s rich.
-
-Catherine, despite the irregularity of that short upper lip and the
-tortured, metallic brilliancy of the yellow of her hair and the
-demand for public notice made by her clothes, often was pronounced
-the most beautiful matron “among those present”; at least, always was
-conspicuous. To-day her perquisitory air of excelling even her splendid
-mink coat won her distinction in the fashionable gathering of many
-women and a few men.
-
-John--as his wife was given to explaining--she had married for his
-looks. She called him the “handsomest unhandsome man” she knew. Tall,
-clean-shaved, black-haired, with dark eyes of a singular intensity,
-he wore a manner as unpretentious as his clothes. This was heightened
-to-day by an air of detachment from the enforced situation.
-
-Above greetings and introductions, tintillated comment over the setting
-of Seff’s top floor. Arranged as a miniature auditorium, its rows of
-ashwood chairs faced a small stage, equipped with footlights. Wrought
-on the gray velvet curtain that concealed the exact nature of this
-adventure in advertising was the title--
-
- THE LITTLE OLD LADY OF LORRAINE
-
-At the twelfth chime of a concealed clock, an orchestral whisper
-of the _Marseillaise_ caused the audience, creatures of habit, to
-seek their places. John Cabot, although offended as always by the
-commercialization of patriotism in cafés and music halls and the like,
-stood in front of the prominent chairs to which an usher had led his
-wife and himself. Those about him also stood, if with treasonable
-sighs; as the music died away relievedly sank into their chairs.
-
-The curtain parted. Vincent Seff appeared and lifted the right of his
-artistic hands.
-
-“Patrons--may I say friends?” he began when their mannerly palm-patting
-had ceased.
-
-The silence of curiosity greeted his hesitant, yet pleasantly delivered
-announcement. Only Mrs. Hutton understood his need of courage, his
-desire for pseudo-sincerity. Virulently though she appeared to
-condemn him, she evidently wished him to succeed in this, his monster
-imposition. She had poured the stiff drink which lubricated his voice
-to that especial smoothness. She stood in the improvised wings, an
-expression which would have defied a mental analyst hardening her face,
-as she listened to the delivery of the brief speech which she had
-helped him prepare.
-
-“Always have we admired the lingerie from Lorraine, you and I. But how
-many of you have stopped to wonder whose hands are responsible for its
-textile exquisiteness, its chic and the needlework that makes it more
-lovely than any other in the world? With the many changes which war
-has wrought, came the fear that our American fair would be reduced to
-less attractive underwear. Imagine, then, my joy when there arrived
-recently, unsolicited and in trust, a shipment from my little old lady
-of Lorraine.”
-
-The speaker smiled upon the interested faces below in humid,
-self-deprecatory appeal.
-
-“The pluck as well as the embroidery of this maker was, all through the
-war, a marvel to the trade. For weeks her home was under enemy fire
-and the grand dame herself in constant danger of her devoted life. But
-alone in her cellar workshop she plied her needle as industriously as
-the _Boches_ laid down their shells. Such heroism swells the heart and
-chokes the voice.”
-
-After a brief substantiating pause, the shopman continued, as if
-glorying in his show of emotion.
-
-“Why did she do it? Not for herself, surely, since the value of
-her work would have counted little against the loss of her life.
-Patrons--friends--_she did it for France_. Every mite that she
-earned was tossed into the coffers of her country. And now that the
-reconstruction period is on, she still finds work for her withered
-hands to do--still not for herself--but for the war orphans of the
-French. Every cent which this shipment yields will be spent on children
-whom the great struggle has deprived of their natural protectors. Not
-even a commission will be subtracted. No price has been set upon the
-things which I am about to show you. I feel that they are priceless. In
-the name of that little old lady of Lorraine I shall give them to you
-for what you offer and have no fear for the net results. To show them
-from boxes on my counters--the mere thought has seemed unworthy the
-trust placed in me. Will you try to like the more unique method which I
-have devised?”
-
-Bowing deeply and repeatedly in response to perfunctory applause,
-Vincent Seff backed from view. Orchestral whispers of the _Marche
-Lorraine_ accompanied a flurry of exclamation. The gray velvet curtain
-parted; lifted.
-
-The set was a bedchamber. Through a half-open door showed the
-suggestion of a tiled bathroom. Another door and the two windows were
-closed. Once the eyes became accustomed to the indeterminate light,
-they made out rare hangings and furniture that looked to wear the stamp
-of Louis XIV. Beneath the satin coverlet of the bed, an elongated lump
-suggested a human figure asleep. Upon one pillow a lace cap indicated
-rather than covered a mass of murky hair.
-
-For minutes the orchestral rendition of Schumann’s _Traumerei_ was
-the only action of the piece. In time the pantomime of a morning’s
-awakening began--a shudder of the coverlet, a stretching of legs
-beneath and rounded arms above. The face which uplifted from its
-background of locks and lace suggested a loathful emergence from
-dreams. With some degree of energy a hand reached out and pressed a
-bell. That accomplished, the luxurious sleeper slipped beneath the
-eider-down and again drowsed off.
-
-The entrance of a soft-treading, black-garbed, middle-aged maid brought
-diversion. Her lips moved in a supposed good-morning. She drew up the
-window blinds, flooding the room with light. Her disappearance into the
-bathroom was followed by the plash of water in a tub.
-
-Her simulation of annoyance on returning to the bedside, to find the
-dreamer reclaimed, was a nice histrionic bit. She reminded; urged;
-finally shook. At last the lady of lethargy, smiling deliciously,
-aroused to a sitting posture. The thrown coverlet bared two rosy feet
-for the enclosure of satin mules. She deserted the nest of the night,
-crossed the room front stage and stood with arms uplifted as an aid to
-her yawns.
-
-The spotlight found her some seconds before the maid could throw over
-her a bathrobe of silk so pliant that it might have been drawn through
-a bracelet.
-
-Inhalations and forward-leanings moved the audience.
-
-Indeed, there was cause for comment. The daring of Seff in his
-presentation, the novelty of the crêpe sleeping-gown which, innocent of
-_filet_ or ribbons, depended solely upon its Empire lines and girdling
-silken cord--even the type of the model was rare.
-
-Pretty of face beyond question, with a luminous sort of pallor, red
-lips delicately full and purplish, child-wide eyes, she stood revealing
-through the sheer a body both slender and rounded. Discussions of
-her as frank as they were low-pitched proved that the pantomime was
-“taking” from the start.
-
-John Cabot was of the few who suppressed remark, but none watching him
-could have doubted his interest.
-
-Catherine curved an amused smile at him.
-
-“_Et tu, Brute_,” she murmured.
-
-At first from natural endowment and later from deliberate effort,
-John always had believed in the virtue of women until compelled to
-disbelieve. To-day he was studying neither the exquisite, hand-stitched
-garment nor the “points” of the manikin who wore it.
-
-Had he really seen lines of suffering at the corners of that smiling
-mouth? Had he imagined a look of distress in eyes which momentarily had
-met, but now evaded his? He was no sentimentalist. Yet he wondered.
-
-Vincent Seff, from a chair at the far right of the first row, looked
-entertained by his own entertainment. He sat slouched forward, knees
-crossed, elbow on them, chin in palm, eyes up-gazing. A flush was on
-his rather anaemic skin. Occasionally his cheeks twitched in an odd,
-carefully controlled smirk. He nodded, now and then, as if well pleased.
-
-John, glancing toward the shopman, saw the tip of his tongue appear and
-wipe both lips. About Seff, too, he wondered.
-
-From the wings, Mrs. Hutton watched all--the play, the “house,” the man
-who had conceived and perpetrated the coup and the newspaper reporters
-upon whom he depended to give it city-wide circulation. She, however,
-did not wonder about Seff. Only too well she understood why he was off
-guard at the moment, showing tendencies which, ordinarily, his policy
-would have concealed.
-
-She did not wonder, no. But she feared for him as much as, with a
-reaction that crushed the fear, she hotly, contemptuously resented him.
-As she studied the look fixed upon the girl whom he had chosen at first
-glance from a room full of attractive applicants, almost did she hate
-him. The chains of the hideous relationship which shackled together him
-and her seemed to clank as she turned from his unconscious pantomime to
-that which he had foreplanned.
-
-The playlet proceeded.
-
-The model trailed her bath robe to the door of the tiled room, there
-to throw it off and disappear within. Presumedly she plunged into her
-tub. At any rate, her next appearance, although fleeting, enhanced that
-impression. Just a glimpse of her was caught, as the maid pushed wider
-the door to supply a bath towel, but a glimpse that brought gasps from
-the audience sharp as though they, too, had taken a cold plunge.
-
-With hair twisted in a Grecian knot atop her head, she showed for the
-brief moment before the door was closed, garbed only in the flimsiest
-of silken undervests. By comparison she looked amply clad when, some
-seconds later, she reëntered the bedroom, stockinged, slippered and
-girdled, her outer garment a confection of the chemise persuasion
-which laid claim to modesty only in its blush hue. The length lack of
-this costume was remedied by the maid. After a chase whose obvious
-object was further to show the cut and texture of the display, the
-woman succeeded in noosing the head of her charge with a hemstitched
-petticoat.
-
-Upon the door sounded a knock of that portentiousness met only on
-the stage. In effective dismay, the manikin paused front stage,
-the spotlight obligingly following her example. The maid, moved by
-belated prudery, scurried to a closet, from which, after a search
-whose duration would not have recommended her either for system or
-dispatch, she emerged with a negligee that matched the morning set.
-This she draped about her young mistress and stood off to admire with a
-deliberation accented by repetitions of the portentious knock.
-
-When the door at last was opened, expectation of the unusual was
-gainsaid by the man-servant who laid several ribbon-bedizened boxes
-upon the couch and departed. Mistress and maid became animated by
-curiosity. The parcels were undone and their contents examined--a dozen
-sets of lingerie only less lovely than the one worn by the model in
-that they were less attractively displayed.
-
-These still lay about the room on chairs, tables and bed when,
-at entertainment’s end, Vincent Seff himself appeared before the
-footlights. His face was noticeably flushed, his voice thicker than
-before in his invitation that all ascend the stage and personally
-inspect the shipment from Lorraine.
-
-If applause meant appreciation, he must have been gratified. And, in
-fact, the tribute was sincere. The hour’s advertising whimsy had been
-amusing and artistic. Commendatory chatter lifted as the spectators
-disturbed their chairs.
-
-John Cabot was preoccupied by an analysis of the look seen on the face
-of the master of ceremonies, a look which had intensified as Seff
-studied, not so much the piece as the star. Since a certain incidental
-which the financier had noticed, the elaborate exhibition had become
-offensive to him.
-
-In the manikin’s small tussle over the adjustment of her
-petticoat, just when she had been laughing with most abandon, two
-somethings--gleaming, small yet large in suggestion--had dropped from
-her eyes and been absorbed by the crêpe.
-
-That she could weep for shame, while successfully playing her
-frolicsome part, meant a great deal. Many young girls might have wept
-before entering upon such a career. Most could be imagined as weeping
-afterward. But to realize and suffer enough for tears in what evidently
-was an initial step--Although Catherine often had told John that he was
-losing his sense of humor, nobody could have declared him deficient in
-vision.
-
-He was recalled to the immediate present by the lifted voice of his
-wife addressing Seff.
-
-“I will give five hundred dollars,” she was saying, “for the set
-shown on the model. The things are exquisite and the charity deserves
-response.”
-
-“My _dear_ Mrs. Cabot!” The shopman over-accented that familiarity
-which the lofty seem so to appreciate from traffic-policemen, waiters,
-hotel clerks and the like. “The identical set is yours. I thank you
-from my heart and from the hearts of those orphans of France.”
-
-“I’ll take them with me,” stipulated Catherine. “Have the box put in my
-car, please. And, Seff, I am in something of a hurry.”
-
-The crispness of her conclusion was like frost on a sunlit window pane.
-The merchant showed himself nipped by it.
-
-“I’ll attend to your order at once, Mrs. Cabot.”
-
-Disregarding the importunities of less prominent would-be purchasers,
-he hurried back to the stage.
-
-“Mary--_Mary_!” His voice was pitched several notes above its wonted
-mellifluence.
-
-Mrs. Hutton appeared.
-
-“Take charge out here, Mary,” he directed. “Have the ladies step up and
-examine the lot. Every garment has the inimitable chic attained only
-by the French, and the sizes vary, so that---- _You_ know, Mary. Take
-anything that is offered. Such patrons aren’t going to fail our lady of
-Lorraine.”
-
-Far too elated was he to notice the composite of his chief aide’s
-expression as she observed his uneven manner, his flushed face and
-the glitter of his eyes. In the same thought, she sneered, pitied and
-suspected. She turned to attend the gathering patrons.
-
-Seff had not noticed, but another had. John Cabot had followed to the
-stage and now stood contemplating the closed door that gave upon the
-suppositious bathroom. Through it the shopman had disappeared. A mental
-reminder that the whole circumstance was doubtless gross chicanery and,
-at the worst, none of his affair, seemed somehow dampened by his memory
-of those two small, enlightening somethings which he had seen drip from
-the eyes of a laughing girl. From within he could hear fragments in
-Seff’s thick tones.
-
-“A hit.... Five hundred for the set you adorn.... Let me help, you
-dream.... No time--she’s in a hurry.... I _will_.... Hush, dear heart,
-they’ll hear you.”
-
-Ensued a duet of his chuckles and gasped protests in a softer voice.
-The end unmistakably was a scuffle.
-
-John turned away, disagreeably impressed. Many of the fashionables had
-ascended the stage, where Mrs. Hutton was offering the Seff confections
-for sale. He advised himself that he must be imagining the alert turn
-of the forewoman’s head toward the closed door and the annoyance that
-falsified her smile. Then he flouted the advice. He didn’t imagine--_he
-saw_. The woman _was_ alert and annoyed.
-
-The conclusion was substantiated. Sounds that might have been laughter
-or sobs percolated through the key-hole. Rasped gutterals interrupted,
-plead, threatened. There followed a rushing sound and a thump against
-the inside of the door.
-
-John recrossed the stage. As he hesitated, he saw Mrs. Hutton drop the
-garment under discussion and approach him.
-
-Next moment a scream rent all uncertainty.
-
-The most cynical scarcely could have mistaken the cry for anything
-but one of terror, even without the words--intense, jumbled,
-regardless--that translated it.
-
-“No.... _No_.... I hate you.... Father, help me--_save me_!”
-
-Before Mrs. Hutton could force the resisting handle of the door, John
-Cabot had put his shoulder against the panel and broken the lock.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-
-The scene within the back room of the bath-set impressed John like a
-still on a film which had been full of action. First glance might have
-convinced a superficial person that intrusion was a mistake, but the
-financier was not limited to first glances.
-
-Leaning against the farther wall, her apparel reduced to the flimsiest
-of the samples on recent display, stood the manikin. Both her arms were
-upraised. Both hands clasped the shoulders of Seff.
-
-John glanced away; looked again; saw other things.
-
-The girl was straining to push away the shopman, not to draw him to
-her. In her eyes, uplifted at the crashing of the door, was pictured
-the terror which had sounded in her cry. Her face was white as
-frost--looked the whiter for a mark, shaped after the imprint of teeth,
-which was reddening in the flesh of her cheek.
-
-Self’s one arm wrapped her body tightly. His other hand was entangled
-in her flimsy garment at the breast. His face, also turned toward
-the door, shuddered with an absorbed, strange look between hope and
-hopelessness.
-
-John Cabot stood on the threshold, held by astonishment. He had heard
-that high prices oft times were exacted of shopgirls, as of aspirants
-for the stage. But this situation would have seemed incredible except
-that there it was before his eyes. He felt a demand for initiative.
-
-In that scant moment of hesitation, the pros and cons of the issue, as
-concerned himself, flashed through his mind. The principles in this
-behind-the-scenes passion play were not of his class, or so Catherine
-would have said. Both were total strangers to him, therefore their
-relationship not his affair. More or less undesirable notoriety must
-result from interference--the inevitable complement? to the Cabot
-millions.
-
-However, just as he knew himself not to be a number of things which
-Catherine would have wished him to be, he was one thing in particular
-which she did not wish him to be. There had been many times when,
-frankly, he had congratulated himself on having been a human being long
-before a multi-millionaire.
-
-Through the space which he had vacated in the doorway flocked a covey
-of fashion’s vultures. His audience formed as he crossed the room and
-laid a golf-hardened grip upon Seff’s shoulder. There was an instant of
-resistance. Then he tore the man away from the cowering girl.
-
-Almost was he tripped to a fall. Glancing down, he noted a silken swirl
-upon the floor. His first act, after throwing aside the drink-maddened
-roué, was to gather up the negligee last shown outside and lay it about
-the model’s shoulders.
-
-He faced around to meet Seff’s thick-lipped threats.
-
-“Wha--what do you mean? You’ll answer to me for your interference and
-before you’re a minute older.”
-
-The shopman chopped out at him recklessly, landing several blows.
-
-Taller than Seff by half a head, superbly fit in comparison, John stood
-as if stricken by sudden inability. His eyes were upon the scandalized
-throng that had crowded into the room, rather than his opponent. He
-protected himself in a confused, inadequate way from a succession of
-attacks. The while he was considering a plan to spare the girl odium
-and involve her tormentor.
-
-Evidently elated by the success of his tactics, Seff paused for
-emphasis.
-
-“What d’you mean butting into my affairs?” he demanded.
-
-“This,” answered John.
-
-With the word, he sent his right fist to a particular spot in the
-aesthetic’s neck.
-
-The effect was startling. Seff’s head lopped, his eyes rolled, his body
-wavered and stretched its length upon the floor.
-
-Fright-cries rose from the crush about the door; above them, a shrill
-demand in Catherine’s voice.
-
-“John, are you mad?”
-
-The first person to reach the prone figure was, however, without
-utterance. An equivocal look of dread and triumph was on Mary Hutton’s
-face as she knelt beside the man who was her employer and more; raised
-his head to her knee; held a bottle of smelling salts to his nose.
-
-John Cabot’s attention returned to the cause of the bout.
-
-She had wrapped the negligee closely around her and stood awaiting
-developments with dilated eyes--the model. On her cheek the mark of
-teeth showed redder than before. At his glance, she took a forward
-step, as if to thank him, then, embarrassed by the press of people
-around the door, stopped.
-
-Without words, they two regarded only each other. Quite still they
-stood, looking.
-
-And as they looked, comrade spirits seemed to become visible in the
-glow of an incipient understanding. Beside her--faded in until to John
-it became as plain as her body--appeared a vision of loveliness and
-lure. Shy, yet unafraid, this vision beckoned him. From eyes bluer than
-the troubled deeps of the girl’s gaze, it smiled on him. With hair
-golden as the dreams of a child and tenuous as woman’s wiles, it awoke
-in him a thrill like that on seeing the home-land banner in foreign
-climes.
-
-The while, in imagination, he heard the _Spring Song_ of Mendelssohn,
-vaguely passionate, played by the pure-yearning notes of a flute.
-The fragrance that accompanies the aspirations of youth filled his
-nostrils. A thought of apple-blossoms hurt his mind with midsummer
-weariness.
-
-From his heart, as if aroused by its increasing beat, uprose response
-to the vision. Not as if born of the moment--rather as if long
-protected from impious eyes--an emotion new to him seemed to take
-form. He felt that the girl, as well as he, must see and recognize.
-
-Cruel with tenderness, eager with fear, the emotion that had arisen
-from his heart-beats passed, like a gallant shape, from him to her. In
-command that was, in truth, but a prayer, it faced the comrade soul of
-her.
-
-For a moment and an age, the eyes of the financier and those of the
-shopgirl met and held, each pair the other. Met also, in that age of
-moment’s length, the lad Amor, a creature of the spirit whose first
-desire is to have and to hold, with Innocentia, one not more to cherish
-than to fear.
-
-A low-voiced, fragmentary conversation recalled John to the more
-material present.
-
-“You, Mary?”
-
-“Who else? At your worst I wouldn’t dare to desert you.”
-
-“Any more than I would you. If you hadn’t poured me so much of----
-Anyhow I’ve done what you said I couldn’t do--put over a sweatshop fake
-that----”
-
-“Hush, Vin. Come, get up.”
-
-Turning, John saw Mrs. Hutton steady Seff to his feet.
-
-An imperative voice at his own elbow advised: “Better come with me at
-once, John, unless you wish to get into the newspapers.”
-
-“That is just what I do wish, Catherine,” he said.
-
-“But as the protector of this latest _Inconnue_?”
-
-“Unknown?” John glanced at his wife surprisedly, then on to the wall
-against which the manikin had stood.
-
-Gone was the luring vision which his mother had taught him to believe
-was the soul of womanhood. Gone also the girl.
-
-His sense of loss must have shown in his face.
-
-“Why not play Don Quixote for some one more ambitious?” Catherine
-gibed. “Ask me to nominate them--as your wife I could choose the
-subjects with regard to the family honor and glory. I tell you there
-are reporters in that crowd. Once they recognize you----”
-
-“Reporters?” He took a step toward the crush. “Publicity--that’s the
-cure for this scourge. Where are they?”
-
-“But, John----” The wife who never could decide whether she disapproved
-or admired her husband the more, remembered in the emergency to be
-guileful. “Would you crush the victim to cure the scourge? Shouldn’t
-chivalry protect the good name of that girl? At least, she is young.”
-
-“And pure as a white violet. For once you are right. Excuse me a
-moment. I must find a telephone.”
-
-He strode away.
-
-“Mule and mad, at that--a mad mule!”
-
-The finality of Catherine’s thought-tribute returned her to her own
-predicament. Her shrug redraped about her shoulders the satin-smooth
-mantle of her social superiority. There was a chance that she might
-escape inclusion in whatever notoriety should ensue. Did not a woman
-and a mother--the occasion evoked a thought of Jackie--owe her first
-duty to herself? Let John take the consequences of his mania for
-reform, even to being advertised as loitering alone at the lingerie
-show!
-
-Directly upon the decision to detach herself from possibly unpleasant
-consequences, she skimmed the edge of the crowd and left the store.
-
-When John Cabot returned to the stage he saw that Seff already was
-surrounded by the reporters. Mrs. Hutton stood at his elbow, a bottle
-from which she evidently had poured some sort of restorative in one
-hand, an emptied glass in the other.
-
-The shopman looked distressed, either by the dose pressed upon him
-or by his recent experience--perhaps by both. He was speaking with
-something of the fluency of his recent “speech,” the while adjusting
-his delicately-toned tie and brushing from one sleeve a reminder of his
-fall.
-
-“I am Vincent Seff, owner of this establishment. A slight
-misunderstanding occurred inside, yes. But I have a hope that you good
-people, also guests at my entertainment, will respect my hospitality
-enough to withhold its unfortunate _finale_ from your papers.”
-
-The press representatives, three women and a lone man, looked dubious
-at this hypothetical claim. A second man, tilted in a chair against
-the wall, who was in the act of finishing a creditable sketch of the
-manikin, lifted to Cabot a companionable grin.
-
-“Good, ain’t it?”
-
-“Yes, it is. What will you take for it?”
-
-“What will I take?” The grin broadened. “Why, a better art job than the
-one I’ve got.”
-
-“Unfortunately I can’t pay that.”
-
-“Sorry not to oblige an admirer of my work.” The artist banged down
-the forelegs of the tilted chair and gathered up his paraphernalia for
-departure. “If it’s your nice little idea to keep the girl’s picture
-out of the paper, it wouldn’t help any to withhold this. The camera
-gang departed on the run some time ago.”
-
-Seff, at Mrs. Hutton’s touch on his arm, had turned and seen the
-addition to their group. He continued in urgent tones:
-
-“Of course you must write your stories right, boys and girls. But I do
-wish you’d go light on this finish. For the sake of a highly valued
-patron, I should regret to have a certain name figured. Also, it
-scarcely seems fair to jeopard the chances of an overly impulsive young
-girl, just at her start of life.”
-
-“But her scream, Mr. Seff?”
-
-“And the door-smashing?”
-
-“Not to mention that lively bout?”
-
-The trio of women scribes prodded him, as though satellites of the
-sport instead of fashion page.
-
-The dapper designer plunged.
-
-“I admit that there was a small fracas, but it was due entirely to
-a misunderstanding. It is all patched up now, therefore not worth
-mentioning. For once I was at fault in my choice of an employee. You
-will agree, I am sure, that my little attempt at an artistic display
-would not have carried an evil suggestion to the clean minds for whose
-pleasure and profit it was planned. I scarcely know how to express
-myself, friends. Do try to appreciate my position.”
-
-He glanced, as if for helpful suggestion, toward Mary Hutton, then went
-on, evidently planning his defense in its delivery.
-
-“The poor girl was hysterical from nervous strain over her first public
-appearance. She could not have intended to give such rein to her
-impulses as--as---- Of course, a woman who will exhibit herself in such
-a rôle is not exactly---- Well, I’ll not go into that. But I owe it to
-myself to say that even I, experienced at judging women by their face
-values, would not have believed our guileless-looking Dolores Trent
-capable of a deliberate attempt to compromise an employer who----”
-
-“_Cad!_”
-
-At the interruption, Seff took a backward step, evidently remembering
-the reach and force of the speaker’s punch.
-
-John Cabot, with a frown, stayed the three women and lone man who,
-having been given the all-important name of the woman in the case, were
-on the point of taking wing.
-
-“Best give a minute,” he advised. “You haven’t got the real story
-yet. This sale is a fake. The goods were manufactured in Seff’s
-own sweatshops right here in New York. The money was taken under
-false pretenses. I am not in position to state just how usual among
-supposedly high-class shops is the sort of indelicacy we’ve witnessed
-this morning. Fortunately, however, I am able to make an example of
-this instance. I am John Cabot. I ask you to investigate.”
-
-“I have heard enough of this contemptible attack, no matter who or
-what you are.” Seff hurled himself into the breach as bravely as his
-condition would permit. “Nothing but respect for the feelings of
-your wife has kept me from having you ejected before this. You cannot
-influence the newspapers against us. We are, as you should know,
-persistent advertisers. I ask you now to go quietly and at once, before
-I----”
-
-For a moment it seemed that his advice had been accepted. John Cabot
-turned and crossed to the rim of the stage. There he lifted his hand to
-the lingering society contingent.
-
-“I have sent for the police,” he said. “They’ll be here any minute now.
-They have a habit, I’m told, of taking the names of eye-witnesses.
-Subpoenas generally arrive at elsewhere-essential moments, so I’d
-suggest that such of you as have any important engagements for the near
-future----”
-
-He had said enough. The remaining “valued patrons” broke the leash of
-curiosity and hurried away after the example of the “thoroughbred” Mrs.
-Cabot. Be it added that they waited not for the elevator, nor counted
-the steps in the flight of their descent.
-
-For diverse reasons, a group remained with John Cabot during his brief
-wait for the detectives of the nearby Tenderloin police station. The
-reporters stayed because of the “realer” crux of the story explaining
-the scream of a shopgirl; Mrs. Hutton because, as she had asserted, she
-dared not desert Seff; the owner himself because of the competent look
-of a golf-steeled right, swinging from an arm whose length and strength
-he knew.
-
-The while, Seff gained considerable reassurance from a _sotto voce_
-consultation with his forewoman who, in the emergency, seemed to have
-reversed the usual relationship of employed to employer. He greeted
-the officers as though they had come at his request and asked that
-they search the store for the model. She, although the cause of the
-disturbance, would be needed, he declared, as his chief witness.
-
-Upon the report that no trace of her could be found, he addressed
-himself to the financier with a noticeable cessation of resentment.
-
-The girl was gone, he pointed. That fact was substantial evidence
-of her guilty intent toward himself. No real harm had been done and
-nothing would be gained by going through with his arrest on a charge
-that could not be proved. Certainly, with their combined influence, the
-unpleasant aftermath of what so many had voted a pleasant morning could
-be kept from the papers. Had Mr. Cabot no thought for the consequence
-of the use of his name in such a connection? Even though he cared
-nothing for his own reputation, did he not owe something to his family?
-Sentiment aside, with no complaining witness what could he gain to
-equal what he should lose by carrying out his threat?
-
-“But there is a complainant,” John assured him pleasantly enough. “That
-rôle is mine.”
-
-“_You?_ Can you possibly intend----”
-
-Mrs. Hutton it was who found voice for direct demand. “What is the
-charge? We have a right to know, sir.”
-
-“Assault.” John Cabot directly faced the shopman. Humor twitched his
-mouth as he asked: “Did you think I let you hit me for my own selfish
-pleasure?”
-
-As the motor patrol purred its way to the station house, however, the
-amusement faded from his face. The Fall air whipped his longing for
-the gentler zephyrs of Spring, for the breath of apple-blooms, for the
-sound of a flute playing Mendelssohn’s vaguely passionate theme.
-
-He forced himself back to certain troubleful questions of the moment.
-The manikin, Dolores Trent--what of her? The very strength of his
-desire to find her advised that he should not look for her. Why favor
-himself as a trailer, while jailing Seff? But where would she hide
-herself--what do?
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-
-Morning in a land of endless twilight!
-
-The spirit-girl lay late abed after that first awakening in Gehenna,
-as she realized with the switching off of the mauve curtains which had
-shut sunrise from her chamber. On her show of weariness after last
-night’s ordeal, she had been told how King Satan, after his preference
-for the customs of Earth, had time apportioned into periods of day and
-night, with eventide and dawn, midnight and noon exactly fixed. By
-means of his electric sun, moon and attendant stars, supplied from the
-power accumulators on the eastern and western fringes of the Gehennan
-desert, the semi-light shed from the eternal radiance of the Elysian
-Fields was made to seem negligible.
-
-Dolores had been grateful for the respite. The shades about the
-court, she had noted, looked more or less material according to
-their naturalization into Shadow Land. She herself had been declared
-unusually visible, even for a new-comer, and was expected to have the
-habits of her late estate. She had not slept the sleep of Earth, any
-more than she had tasted the suggestion-foods of last night’s banquet,
-except as a reminiscence of taste. And yet, with eyelids closed against
-sight of what was, and her inner vision limited to only the dearest of
-what had been, she had passed into a sort of soul-rest--into memories
-and imaginings that were one fond, commingled dream of John Cabot.
-
-Further aroused by a subservient voice, she sank an elbow into the
-damask-sheened pillow; lifted herself; opened eyes and mind to the now.
-
-“Your shower is turned on, m’lady.”
-
-The repetition was in English. Before, the same words had been
-spoken in French. Such perfect intonation in two languages piqued
-her interest. She glanced around to see standing beside her couch a
-woman-shade in the black and white of service.
-
-“Madame’s hair is so black, perhaps she is Italian. I trust I have not
-startled you. His Majesty ordered that your bath be of cold cathode
-rays. They are very exhilarating if one can stand the shock.”
-
-Although this third offering came in the honey-sweet language of love,
-a look of hate was on the serving woman’s face.
-
-“Who are you?” Dolores asked in the tongue of first choice.
-
-“You may call me Adeline. I am your maid.”
-
-Somewhat disconcerted by the unservile gesture with which a robe of
-rainbow lights was held out for her convenience, Dolores put another
-question.
-
-“How do you come to speak three languages? And doesn’t the name Adeline
-mean of noble birth?”
-
-“Ah, Madame also is French. She will the better understand.” A smile
-less pleased than bitter stiffened the patrician lips. “I am of noble
-birth and on earth was treated according to my rank. But the judgment
-that consigned me to the Realm of Reversals has changed all that. Here
-we who were ladies serve our former maids. And hard taskmistresses they
-are, given thus the power to equalize their past humiliations.”
-
-A thought of the fate awaiting Catherine Cabot made Dolores shudder. “A
-grim conceit, that--I suppose the King’s own?”
-
-The demoted noblewoman nodded. “Not Lucretia Borgia herself could have
-conceived so cruel a sentence. It is not the tasks from which I suffer,
-but the thought of doing them. My first position was to serve the
-creature whom I had treated with all consideration in my household, she
-who afterward cost me my husband, my position in society and my life.
-Madame understands? I killed her. Madame’s shower is turned on.”
-
-She who never had been served sought to refuse the offices of this
-quondam great lady. On Earth no one had drawn up the morning shades for
-her, she declared; had brushed the cobwebs of dreams from her lashes
-with dampened cloths; had proffered the steaming beauty cup, perfumed
-her bath, placed her mules, held her robe. No need was there for
-Adeline to suffer while under assignment to her.
-
-She was ill-repaid for her kindly intent.
-
-“It is, then, as I feared. Madame is but one of them herself.”
-
-With contemptuous manner, m’lady-who-was insisted upon performing those
-duties which she knew so well from having exacted them.
-
-“I must serve you,” she explained, “whether you wish to be served or
-not. I must work out my sentence. None dares tamper with the Rule of
-the Realm of Reversals. My husband warns me----”
-
-“Your husband? Are you so fortunate as to have his company here?”
-
-A moment the maid contemplated the eagerness on her new mistress’ face,
-then gave a vicious twist to the mass of dark hair she was arranging.
-“That he received a red ticket is the one bit of justice I have found
-in Greater Gehenna. He bungled the trick of obtaining that verdict in
-man’s favor usually granted gratis by the world.”
-
-“You speak, Adeline, as though you hated him.”
-
-“Hate him?” Fury shook the cultured voice. “Is it not because of
-him that I am here? And he--always he seeks me at the fête of
-servant-fiends to complain of the humiliations forced upon him by his
-ex-valet, for well he knows that his only chance of reversal will come
-through me. Since Madame is so good as to inquire, I do hate the man
-I loved. I hate him the more, perhaps, for controlling his hate of
-me--for his pretense of continued love.”
-
-To Dolores, the strange creature’s will to hurt her by twisting her
-hair was kind compared with this unintentional squeezing of the
-hope-drops from her heart. Would every one about the court have power
-to make her suffer for her past? When he whose companionship the lost
-soul of her craved so unutterably should one day be sentenced to this
-realm for their common social crime, would he also hide hate in a
-pretense still to love?
-
-But no. Although on Earth John had not sought her as had other men and
-at the last had seemed to desert, she dared not believe that the great
-heart of him could change when he came through the gate into the Lower
-Land--when, one day, he joined her.
-
-The mother-soul’s good-morning to her babe was interrupted by a message
-from the King. She was to attend him at once in the Garden of Bad Luck.
-
-Dismay possessed Dolores. Probably His Majesty meant to probe deeper,
-with his knife-like cynicisms of last night, into the wounds of her
-former state. But a thought of the folly of foreboding soon steadied
-her. She had no choice.
-
-“I shall go at once,” she told the maid. “I feel quite rested and
-strong.”
-
-“I should suggest to Madame that she omit to mention her restful
-night,” Adeline said. “Otherwise he will not permit that it happen
-again. He awaits beside the Hard Luck fountain.”
-
-Dolores in turn offered advice. “While I am gone, doff that cap and
-apron and imagine you are a lady again. He’ll never know, for I won’t
-tell and the babe can’t.”
-
-“Never know, _he_?” The French soul smiled briefly. “Madame perhaps
-will excuse, but evidently she is not yet acquainted with m’lord of
-reversals. _Know?_ I myself should tell him if none else did. He would
-compel me to do so.”
-
-To Dolores’ relief, the King seemed to have forgotten her regrettable
-history when she found him awaiting her at the spot of his
-appointment. At any rate, he made no reference thereto.
-
-“I am going to show you around my place,” he informed her. “I take
-a pleasant shame in it. Guess I’ve got what real-estaters call ‘the
-property sense’--a brand of nonsense.”
-
-He led her through an avenue-like effect of lime trees to a lawn of
-dwarfed red-top, where stood a winged vehicle, as much an improvement
-over the planes of Earth as was the motor-car over Grimes’ one-horse
-shay.
-
-“My aeromobile,” he announced with prideful gesture.
-
-Although of a mind given to taking for granted all mechanical details,
-Dolores could not but wonder at this craft. Its wings looked more like
-those of a huge hawk than the rigid spread of the aeroplanes she had
-seen flying low over Central Park. Instead of standing upon wheeled
-running-gear, bird feet of a proportionate size clawed into the ground.
-In its head glittered a constantly moving pair of eyes.
-
-“How ever do you rise in that?” Dolores asked. “And once you do get up,
-how make it go? And up and off, how do you land?”
-
-He was frankly gratified by her interest.
-
-“They call me,” he exulted, “‘Prince of the Power of the Air.’ From its
-essence I create whatsoever I will.”
-
-“Then this, too, is only illusion?”
-
-“But illusion realer than the Rock of Ages. Effects made by electricity
-are indestructible. You can switch them off, as you can transfer
-existence from one state to another, but you cannot destroy them.” His
-look intensified: “This element and the immortal soul are the only two
-absolutely steadfast quantities.”
-
-“Except--” she hesitated--“except good in the heart.”
-
-“Except evil in the mind, you mean.”
-
-He snapped the correction at her, evidently displeased, but soon
-returned to the subject of his “Hell Hawk.” In a round of the machine,
-he showed her a propeller placed beneath the fuselage by which it
-might be lifted straight or lowered on reverse; explained the encased
-“pusher” at the stern and “puller” at the bow which furnished silent,
-horizontal speed; described the shock absorbers with which the talons
-were equipped and the practicability of reflecting scenes below in the
-moving, mirror-like eyes.
-
-“Experience is the best demonstrator. May I hand you in?”
-
-Dolores sank into the double seat that swung like a hammock across the
-roomy cock-pit. Satan placed himself beside her, seized the “stick” by
-which his super-bird was directed and pressed the starting button.
-
-Like an elevator the aeromobile shot upward, with an utter lack of
-vibration that gave the effect of hella-firma receding, while their
-craft stood still. Soon, however, he released the lofting button to
-press that which gave power to the drivers. Forward through space they
-started at a speed which would not have seemed speed at all, except for
-the mounting figures finder-pointed upon a dial set into the invisible
-air-screen before them. They seemed to hover above, while Gehenna raced
-past them below.
-
-“It is--is wonderful,” breathed the Apollyon guest, pauperized in
-expression by the emotions that accompany a first flight.
-
-He nodded. “Consider this morning’s air-joying one of your rewards for
-being, although a factory girl, _somewhat_ different from the rest.”
-
-She turned to him. “You must have some object in treating me so well.
-What is it?”
-
-“Ha, you are like the rest, after all--curious!” His Highness
-exclaimed. “Must every she-soul know the end of the story first?
-Suppose my object is to acquaint you with myself through my works. ‘By
-their works ye shall know them.’ So look and know. Apply what mind you
-have to getting a panoramic conception of the extent of my kingdom.
-Notice the estates surrounding the palace park. I have given them over
-to vari-villains so fortunate as to have merited my approval.”
-
-When Dolores gripped the edge of the swinging seat and leaned to peer
-over the side of the fuselage, he objected.
-
-“Why must you earthlings do everything the hardest way? Let the Hawk
-see for you.”
-
-He indicated an artfully arranged series of mirrors which reflected
-through the eyes of the bird a moving picture of scenes beneath.
-
-“It looks like--like a picture postal-card of some tropical city, only
-not so bright and more squat,” she observed after a moment. “It is
-neatly laid out.”
-
-“It _is_ neat,” Satan admitted. “Our perpetual heat-without-rain does
-fade the colors, though. The only moisture we get down here is when the
-angels weep over some new triumph of mine. Hell knows I try to make
-them open the ducts more often. If ever I learn to weep myself, I’ll
-likely irrigate a lot of suffering.”
-
-“And why do you wish to weep?”
-
-“People seem to enjoy it so. As for the squatness of the bungalows,
-what can you expect in the most tropical of climates? Assume a little
-imagination if you have it not. You should have seen the place before I
-took hold of it. At first, after my sudden fall into utter desolation
-from the Paradisian comforts of home, I couldn’t see any possibilities
-in Gehenna. But I never was one to let bad enough alone.”
-
-“Oh, I didn’t say I thought it bad,” Dolores hastened to insert.
-
-“No, you didn’t, but you’d better! Of course, it’s not what it might
-be, even now, but it was a perfect chaos when I began, a sort of
-peaceful haze, with not so much as a suffering gnat for me to vent my
-disposition on.”
-
-“It’s so different from anything that----” Dolores puzzled.
-
-“Did you expect to find Pluto wallowing in a lake of fire, _á la_
-Milton?”
-
-“Gehenna is a place of torture, isn’t it? I wasn’t taught what they
-call religion in my childhood, but I typed the sermons of a minister
-for a while and I know what----”
-
-She hesitated, regretting her persistence. Satan’s facial expression,
-always mobile, had altered for the worse.
-
-“A minister, eh?” he asked fiercely. “I suppose he ranted the regular
-hell-fire stuff? Let me tell you that keeping the realities of my place
-from the preach-praters of Earth is the hardest thing I do. If they
-conceived a fraction of my achievements in the torture line, even in
-this vestibule to the real hell farther on, I’d never have a chance to
-hang out the S. O. S. sign--never. Earthlings _would_ be good and The
-Great Intention foiled.”
-
-“The Great Intention, sir? What can you mean?”
-
-He glared at her; snarled his reply: “Greater than you have gone to the
-chair of perpetual voltage for the impertinence of asking that. None
-knows my Great Intention save myself. It is ‘closed up and sealed until
-the time of the end.’ But woe betide the red soul in Gehenna that does
-not work toward its fulfillment!”
-
-So threatening was his manner that the girl-shade shrank away; as soon
-as she dared, returned her attention to the topographical features of
-the world infernal.
-
-Back whence they had come, over incalculable miles of couchant
-dwellings, Apollyon Palace and its gardens glittered in the rays of
-the artificial sun. On either side, taxing to the eye as the illusive
-distances of a boundless desert, detail merged into mirage-like
-suggestion of detail, until nothing more could be imagined--quite
-nothing more except infinitude of space.
-
-As they sped through the high-tempered air, shafts of fire-flecked
-smoke reached up as if to devour them. Directly below, for sections
-which might have been miles or tens of miles each, huddled a series of
-convex structures with the round chimneys of pottery kilns. Massed here
-and there were what looked to be warehouses and factories.
-
-The tension of the royal mood relaxed in a free gesture. “Object to my
-furnaces smoking? I have to burn some fire and brimstone to satisfy
-the preconceived mortal idea of damnation. The old-timers would think
-less of me if I didn’t. At that, I’m sparing of it. Am bagging the
-gases for future needs. You look surprised. Do earthlings really
-believe that the idea of poison gas was made in Germany? Why, my child,
-I’ve looked forward for ages to the destructiveness of the fumes thrown
-off by burning fiends incarnate--the real thing, you know, made in
-Hell!”
-
-Irritation again nettled his voice at the look on the face bent low to
-gaze through the rising heat-hazes.
-
-“You work as hard as a Cook’s tourist at sight-seeing. Don’t make the
-mistake of supposing you can get more than an illustrative idea of
-Greater Gehenna in a day, a week or a year. Just a cursory glance this
-morning. To the East stretch our fire-proof picture storage warehouses,
-where we stow millions a minute of the life-films of important
-earthlings. Below is the Devil’s Own Play-House. Make a guess at its
-capacity.”
-
-Dolores, however, made no guess. Her interest had centered in a small,
-incredibly luminous lake that attracted even as it hurt the eye.
-
-“What is yonder pool and the great gleaming ball that floats above,
-like the soap-bubble of a god?”
-
-“That is the one biggest bubble of _the_ god. Chief thing I wanted
-you to see. You _have_ a germ of intelligence--only don’t bother to
-cultivate it, for it’s not to be compared with your other attractions.
-What I want of you is--But I digress.”
-
-He declared the “bubble” his latest and greatest invention, the last
-blow, so to speak, in motion picture photography, by which events on
-Earth might be pictured simultaneously with their occurrence.
-
-Just then the Ball of Life, not being in use, was uncovered that it
-might absorb atmospheric vitality. The countless prisms of spirits
-of mercury which composed the pool acted as one glass in reflecting
-distant Earth-scenes caught by the whirling bubble, which ignored
-distances as it did materialistic interference. The vast stadium when
-filled, was enclosed with adjustable electric walls of dark green.
-There, from under eye-shields, the doings of Earth might be watched as
-they were done.
-
-“If ever you get homesick, fair house-guest, I’ll give you a look-in on
-the conduct of the dear detained.”
-
-“Oh, if you only----”
-
-Dolores smothered her wish in the midst of its expression.
-
-“If I only wouldn’t!” Rather disagreeably the King laughed at her
-obviousness. “Now for a dip below the sun. I abhor this pale, abiding
-light. Makes me blind as a bat.”
-
-As they bolted downward, he volunteered to correct her assumption that
-already she had arrived in Hell. Greater Gehenna was only the starting
-station.
-
-“We haven’t reached the bottomless pit or the lake of fire yet, not by
-a world-full. And perhaps----” His coherency slackened. “Just _perhaps_
-we never shall. That depends upon who is stronger when the test comes,
-the cast-out near-angel or---- It is a strange thing if bad won’t
-overcome good in the Universe--if ruthlessness and preparedness----”
-
-He checked himself, as though self-accused of disclosing too much to
-such a neophyte. After a suspicious scowl around at her, he continued:
-
-“That hell-fire idea is only figurative. Why threaten the spirit with
-physical duress? You have an expression on Earth, ‘so near and yet so
-far,’ that has taught me the refinement of torture. I want to show you
-close-ups of some specials of my invention.”
-
-Skimming low, he pointed her attention ahead to the Cage of In-Law
-Relatives, “absolutely the most vicious spirits ever caught in the
-toils of durance vile,” as he described them, “and the only extant
-bipeds never tamed.”
-
-What had looked a low mountain proved to be a dome-shaped enclosure
-of such size that the curve on its either side sloped gradually into
-the perspective. Through the interstices of its barbed wall thousands
-upon thousands of _manes_, more female than male, could be seen moving
-within. From it blew a wind so malignant that Dolores’ eyes smarted
-and her ears roared--a wind of whispers from countless tongues all
-breathing forth hate at once. Not one of the “in-laws” spoke out. All
-whispered.
-
-“Blood egotists!” Satan chuckled. “As all the world is more or less
-eligible for the Cage, I have space only for a few of the most horrible
-examples. Seems an awful fate to inflict them upon each other, but I
-discovered early that they are a race unto themselves. There is nothing
-to equal their viciousness, not even professional jealousy. After all,
-it is the mean little emotions that people Hell.”
-
-The lettered designation of a barrack-like structure Satan read:
-
- BASTARD BABY WARD
-
-“There lie the infant-shades along endless aisles. Their cribs are
-lined with electro-cacti-spines. Their coverlets are of satiny
-_bisnaga_ petals sewed together with their own needles.” His Highness
-fixed a side glance on the mother-soul’s face as he enthused: “Although
-a virtuous bachelor, I know that their whimpers mean they want milk.
-So I feed that ‘so near and yet so far’ rule unto ‘even the least of
-these.’ I have their nursing bottles filled with scalding, opaque air.”
-
-“But how can a baby deserve an evil fate?” Dolores demanded. “I was
-not taught the Scriptures, but does the Great-I-Am, as you call Him,
-countenance such a law?”
-
-“My favorite author, Deuteronomy, answers that. ‘A bastard shall not
-enter into the congregation of the Lord. Even to his tenth generation
-shall he not enter in.’ The sins of fathers being visited upon their
-children is an unjust law that particularly appeals to me.”
-
-At her sob he offered pseudo-consolation. “Be of good cheer. Your
-bastard is not consigned to the Ward--that is to say, not yet.”
-
-Low over a subdivision more dusty than any passed they sailed. Here the
-scraggliest effect of vegetation ceased. Lizards moved languidly, if at
-all, and snakes lolled their forked tongues.
-
-Satan, apparently gratified by his proselyte’s nervousness, apologized:
-“Sorry I cannot spare time this morning to take you through Serpent’s
-Tooth Valley. I quite anticipate your pleasure in the antics of my
-snakes--a sharp-tooth pursuing every thankless well-begot. It’s a
-lively place. You really should get in sympathy with the serpent. He
-was my first agent and cannot be excelled for loathsomeness. Can you
-see that rattler--that cobra? From Arizona to the Indies they are
-feared, hated--_and_ respected. By an arbitrary edict, which I cannot
-at present veto, they’ve been forced to crawl upon their bellies since
-early days. But one of my first acts of reward to the unrighteous after
-I have come into my own shall be to set them up again. ‘When snakes
-shall rise on their tails!’ A more inspiring line never was writ.”
-
-The tourist-by-command shuddered, but did not speak. He followed her
-gaze toward a barren dune in the distance over which a vapor hovered
-high as could be seen.
-
-“Nits pestering the Traitors to Mothers, among whom I threatened last
-night to throw my chef. Although they are an assorted bad lot, we can
-afford to pass them, as I had no mother and you next to none. Got the
-scheme of the chuck-hole from the Book of Revelations: ‘Where they
-shall be tormented day and night forever and ever.’ It is not that
-anything in particular is so unendurable. It’s the way I keep it up.
-In rotation I visit all the old-fashioned plagues upon them, murrain,
-boils and blains, frogs--But imagine the rest. There is one special
-side-show that will have a personal appeal to you to which I feel I
-should take you before we return. Look out. I’m going to land.”
-
-Again the Hawk had acted like an elevator. Its spreading claws clutched
-the sanded soil, their shock absorbers functioning without jar. The
-spirit-girl, once again upon hella-firma, gazed dazedly about.
-
-From the rim of a monstrous, crater-like cup nearby spilled a steam
-like a giant’s breath, strong, noxious, horrific. When Dolores shrank
-back, well-nigh overcome, her Satanic guide fanned aside the fumes and
-drew her upward toward the edge.
-
-“Merely the regrets of the sirens,” he insisted. “This is the one
-all-woman department of Gehenna, the Wanton’s Well. Lean over. Look.
-See them gasp. See them try to faint. They hope that they are dying,
-but no chance of that. Not one ever thinks she deserves her fate or
-acknowledges her own defiance of decency. Her own case, you see, is
-always ‘different.’ Only when she is surrounded by others of her kind,
-thousands of them worse than she, does she begin to comprehend that in
-the judgments of men woman’s unpardonable sin may have no difference.
-Think of that, O fair and famed Dolores Trent--that between you and
-these, your sisters, there is no difference!”
-
-Although the girl-shade felt about to collapse, she was held by his
-mental dominance. Leaning, she looked.
-
-Her tormentor continued: “It is hot down there--hot as the curse of
-society. The wantons burn in a fever of lonely lust. They thirst for a
-sip of the affection and poetry--even of the rashness which made the
-passion-cup sweet. And all the endless hours until That Day they’ll not
-get a drop to wet their lying lips and sin-blacked tongues.”
-
-A tug upon the hem of the royal robe cut short the inquisition. An
-aged female _manes_, sear-looking and fate-limned as would have been a
-relief map of this Erubian Realm, had tottered up behind them unheard.
-Her silvered hair writhed backward in the blast from The Well. Her
-hands shook toward it as shake withered grasses over a dry creek bed.
-
-“Sire, she cannot stand it much longer down there, my Millie,” the
-crone-soul quavered.
-
-“Ha, Grandma Nuisance again!” Unconventionally Satan introduced her
-to Dolores. “An oldish lady who has seen better days. Ever notice that
-most oldish ladies _have_ seen better days?”
-
-“I am asking naught for myself, your gracious Majesty. I was old enough
-to know better. But Millie wasn’t twenty yet and that high-strung and
-sore-tempted.”
-
-Ungraciously His Majesty continued to explain her: “That dame, after
-an impeccable life on her own account, plunged a knife through the
-licentious breast of an offspring who, despite frequent asseverations
-that she’d rather be dead, lacked courage to perform the function for
-herself. They sentenced the old girl for life, the judge and jury
-having that weakness for mothers which is bred in the womb of the
-world. Down here, I haven’t seemed to find the right berth for her,
-so have left her to her own devices, which take the form of torturing
-herself in this existence as in the last over the sins of her Millie
-the Magnificent.”
-
-With threatening manner he turned on the crone.
-
-“I told you not to follow me again.”
-
-“But I am driven. I failed to fetch her up right or she’d never have
-gone wrong. It’s all my fault. Let her out of the well. Let me take her
-place.”
-
-The grief coursing from her faded eyes seemed again to change the
-variable royal mood. Seizing her wisp of hair, he compelled her to the
-edge.
-
-“At least you may suffer with her,” he conceded. “Misery loves company,
-they say.” He thrust forward her peaked face. When her eyes failed to
-moisture at thought of the wrench he had given her neck, he essayed a
-wrench at her heart.
-
-“See Her Magnificence on the ledge just below, parching, burning, dying
-an age-long death of thirst. Hi, there, Millicent, have you thought out
-some new way you might have married him? Here’s mother dear, come to
-bring you a drink. How her brilliant beauty is fading under drouth! You
-who suckled her as a babe, you cannot deny her just one drop? But alas,
-your bosoms are withered as your face. Surely, though, you’re not out
-of tears?” Over the rim he called: “The drink, the _drink_, Millicent!
-Mother’s tears--extra salt.”
-
-Dolores understood that the struggles of the spirit-dame and the wail
-that came from the depths were in resistance of his mental brutality.
-Yet she, too, was moved to action by a thought.
-
-Stepping close to the edge, she contested Satan’s clutch of the old
-shade; drew her back; bade her begone.
-
-“Lift your prayers upward, mother,” she breathed in a voice of the
-night-winds. “I have heard that only God Himself can save.”
-
-Her shoulders were seized in a fiendish clutch.
-
-“Enough of that only-God drivel! You trying to checkmate _me_?”
-
-As she was twisted around to meet the Mind-Master’s glare, she shook
-at the clash of his will against her own; knew herself conquered;
-realized that, without being dragged, she was returning to the rim of
-the Wantons’ Well. She was going over ... over....
-
-“Might as well end it now as later on,” Satan snarled. “How are you
-going to like it down there, Dolores Trent--down where your world has
-sent you--down where there is no difference?”
-
-All was over then, thought the spirit-girl. And her baby----
-
- * * * * *
-
-She had heard his laughter quite a while before she began to
-understand. Opening her eyes, she saw that she still stood on
-hella-firma. In time she must have been willed back from the brink.
-Nearby sat His Majesty, shaken by unholy mirth.
-
-To Dolores this ebullition was more terrifying than his recent wrath.
-After the emotional stress of the morning, she felt that she could not
-endure it. Glancing in the direction taken by the crone-shade, she made
-out the bent figure dissolving into the brume. She arose and faced her
-tormentor.
-
-“I wish you wouldn’t laugh that way,” she said, calmly as she could.
-
-Satan wiped his eyes.
-
-“I do get so amused at the rages into which I work myself to frighten
-folks,” he commented when able to articulate. “Really, you can’t
-imagine how much fun I have with myself. Pardon me, but I--I just can’t
-get over your----”
-
-“Won’t Your Highness oblige me by----”
-
-“My Lowness.”
-
-“Your Lowness. Please, Pluto.”
-
-“‘Please, Pluto!’” Although mocking her, he settled into seriousness.
-“When you get tricky like that--call me friendly names for favors, you
-know--it is then that I have hopes of you. Didn’t you know I was only
-fooling? Do you suppose I’d drop you over the rim before hearing the
-rest of those griefs to men?”
-
- * * * * *
-
-They returned to the Hell Hawk by way of The Lane of Futile Labors.
-Although the King seemed minded to hurry, Dolores’ steps lagged, so
-absorbing were the illusory sights on either hand.
-
-In a fenced plot a gardener was on his knees before a line of young
-rose-plants. A stray weed he pulled with eager hand. The soil around
-the roots, pulverized already from his diligence, he loosened yet
-again. Anxiously he lifted his eyes toward the electric sun, the while
-fanning with his trowel the drooping leaves.
-
-“Soon the rain will fall. It must sometime,” he mumbled to this plant
-and to that, as though addressing conscient things. “If you’d bear me
-just one rose among you, even a half-blown rose----”
-
-So the old dodderer was back to roses again! Thus Satan commented to
-the girl-shade. Roses were the gardener’s specialty. He had begun with
-them a thousand years before, trying between whiles to bring to bloom
-every known flower, from shrubs to lowly blue-bells. Interesting to
-keep count upon how often he would revert to the hopeless hope of that
-one rose!
-
-Over his bench an inventor twenty years dead was about to try out
-a miniature airship over which he had spent the entire span of his
-endless workdays. As the moment of the test approached his hands
-twitched too spasmodically to turn the propeller. Glancing up into
-the censorious smile of the royal bystander, his face contorted by an
-expectancy painful to see, he gained control. Next moment the invention
-which he had quitted earth too soon to see perfected lay on the ground.
-At his touch the model had quitted the bench, hovered briefly in
-mid-air, then dropped.
-
-An artist mixed paints on her palette. Over an impressionistic study of
-the lurid sky-scape she worked, inspired by sheer necessity. But the
-colors faded to a monotone, no matter how thickly she laid them on.
-
-Long before the end of the Lane, Dolores had begun to understand.
-That one rose never would bloom. The model plane could not fly. No
-paint squeezed from Avernian tubes might express the genius of the
-artist-shade for even one short hour. It was too late for the most
-ambitious spirit to achieve.
-
-Shadows from her somber thoughts were in the glance uplifted to her
-guide.
-
-“You have the askingest eyes,” observed he. “Very well. I’ll give you
-a lift through the Lane of Labors. Of course it is all illusion. The
-gardener imagines the weeds, the inventor the crash of his plane, the
-artist her chromatic pigments. And what we see in them is what they
-believe of themselves. Just as well might they imagine success, except
-for--For what now, do you suppose?”
-
-“For fear?”
-
-Satan nodded. “Thought you’d get the idea if I gave you time. A singer
-fears that her voice will fail. It fails. A woman with child fears for
-its inheritance. She bears a defective. A sea captain fears that he
-cannot manage his crew. From his weakness springs their mutiny. Except
-for fear in the heart you earthlings could become a race of gods.”
-
-“Gehenna, then, is thwarted hope?”
-
-“Gehenna is preconceived failure, built up on my revised theory,
-where-there’s-hope-there’s-life! Diverts me how they try and try,
-foredoomed by self-doubt. They don’t and won’t know before That Day
-that they must fail. Absolutely to know would be----”
-
-“Hell?” Dolores’ lips shuddered the word.
-
-“Hell will be despair. There none will try.”
-
-“And--and Heaven?”
-
-With the query the girl-soul’s eyes were lighted by a vague gleam--a
-suggestion that night is not so much the end of a day past as the
-beginning of one to come.
-
-“Heaven?” His Majesty scowled down at her. “Heaven, it is supposed,
-will be progress--assured realization. Tell me, did you ever find
-anything in realization?”
-
-“No, not yet. But without faith----”
-
-“A synonym for Heaven, that ‘not yet’!”--he said intolerantly. “As for
-faith--bah! Faith is the fear of fools.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Hurrying her toward the waiting Hawk, he broached: “I am going to fly
-you back to Apollyon Palace over a section which I think will enlarge
-your conception of my place. Everything is at a standstill down here,
-_except_----”
-
-The eager look which completed his sentence filled Dolores with
-uneasiness greater than that aroused by the futile labors of the Lane.
-Evidently he, master of these denizens of doom, believed in some
-personal achievement. Did he also hope in vain? Last night she had
-crucified her modesty of soul in the hope of saving herself and her
-baby from punishment. Would her effort fail? And John Cabot--oh, surely
-the faith with which she clung to that hope of one day seeing John
-again was not the fear of a fool!
-
-The apprehension seen in all faces that morning now looked from out
-her own. She felt much as when told the nature of her employment in
-Vincent Seff’s shop that long-ago day on Earth, after she had spent
-the sum advanced her. What price was to be exacted of her in this new
-position? What meant that studying regard of her--what the varied
-encouragements which depressed her with sensations more heavy, if less
-intelligible, than any of those proved prescience in her former state?
-
-Until _when_?
-
-If _what_?
-
-_Except----?_
-
- * * * * *
-
-“Except me.”
-
-Not until they were cleaving the air directly beneath the high-swung
-sun did the King complete his suspended sentence. Like mere specks
-behind and below them were the cages and huts, the caves and wells and
-morasses of the lower bad-lands. On either side discernible objects
-blended into the sand sites reserved for expansion. Ahead, farther than
-the mind could think, stretched yet more distances. Truly a Cyclopean
-panorama, this topographical review of the hope-hell of the lost!
-
-Dolores could not regard merely the spectacle. Even as she gazed
-forward and back, her heart ached over such few individuals as she had
-seen and over the many she had not seen. Some, mayhap, deserved their
-fate, although most, she felt sure, were as was she, victims of the
-shallow judgments of men. Would they, _could_ they endure until the
-Supreme Judge entered court? Could she?
-
-At the burn of dry tears within her eyelids, she remembered Satan’s
-exultation over the weeping angels. Even should she weep, her tears,
-like the crone-soul’s, would be salt--would tantalize, rather than
-refresh. She choked back her emotion.
-
-“A pretended interest in one’s escort is more gracious than none at
-all.”
-
-As from a distance, she heard Satan’s reproach. Recalling her thoughts,
-she concentrated on what he was saying.
-
-“How they hate me, yet how much more they fear me, my fiends! Certainly
-I have the advantage over rulers of Earth in needing no secret service
-protectorate. Unfortunately for my subjects, I am immortal. They know
-that they cannot kill the Master Mind, that mine is the only spirit in
-Gehenna to which achievement is possible. That fact I prove to them
-hourly through their sufferings. They call me The Destroyer, yet am I
-their one great hope of salvation.”
-
-The boast puzzled Dolores. “The Destroyer a saviour?”
-
-He showed surprise at her surprise.
-
-“You don’t like me, my dear shade, or you’d show a more credulous
-interest in my small confidences about myself.”
-
-“I _am_ interested, really.”
-
-“Although you don’t like me? Never mind. I could make you do so--could
-make you love me if I chose. But I don’t wish to _make_ you. Hell knows
-I’ve got my pride!”
-
-He gave up to an attack of his lonely chortles. Evidently he had
-“amused” himself again. Next moment he seized the point of his Vandyke
-and straightened his countenance to excessive length.
-
-“Get behind me, ignoble impulse of pique! Mine other cheek, turn thou
-for a blow!” Lowering his face to hers, he added, most unexpectedly: “I
-don’t mind admitting that you make it hard for me to be mean. Except
-that I have a reputation for meanness which I must deserve--Anyhow,
-it’s your turn to tell me something nice.”
-
-“But--why--” stammered Dolores. “I don’t understand----”
-
-“Oh, yes you do. Something nice that you think about me.”
-
-Despite what she knew of him, the girl-shade was caught by something of
-his own amusement at himself.
-
-“I think,” she offered, “that at times you seem a very good deal of a
-human being.”
-
-Clamping the plane’s “joy stick” between his knees, His Majesty threw
-up both hands toward the glory of his imitation sky.
-
-“As bad as that?” he exclaimed.
-
-She could see, through his affected horror, that he was complimented.
-
-“For the smallest of favors, even though forced, I thank you,” he said
-with an appearance of sincerity. “That, my child, is what I’d like best
-to seem to be--just a long-lasting man.”
-
-“_My child!_” The unctuousness of his two words of address, emphasized
-by his smug contemplation of her face, made Dolores turn away with a
-new uneasy wonder. Some one on Earth had called her “my child” with
-that same accent and gaze. _Who?_
-
-Her distraction irritated him.
-
-“Don’t sit there looking like a magazine cover. Your profile is
-odiously seraphic. If I’d seen it first, I’d not have given you a
-second thought.... That’s better.... When I compare that asking look in
-your eyes with the dear little wrinkles around your mouth--those _dear_
-little wrinkles----”
-
-So long and so strangely did he continue to contemplate her that
-Dolores risked his displeasure by covering her face with her hands.
-Again he surprised her.
-
-“Your methods are unlike those of any in the whole Well of Wantons. At
-times it is hard to believe the worst of you. Looking straight into
-your eyes, one sees----”
-
-His pause she interrupted with an almost beseeching reminder.
-
-“Does one--what?”
-
-“Well, what has been your experience? Doesn’t one?”
-
-His laugh was an insult.
-
-Denied the eyes in whose royal purple shadows lurked “that look” which,
-underscored by the lines about her smileless mouth, had got on his
-imagination, he soon tired of the joke at her expense.
-
-“You are a helliot for looks, no doubt of that,” he remarked crisply.
-“What I want to know is--can you _fight_?”
-
-“Fight, Your--Your Lowness? Why should I fight?”
-
-He did not answer either himself or her. His manner changed. He
-appeared chiefly impatient.
-
-“You’d think I could manufacture time, the way I’m wasting it. With
-the crimes of the mortal world awaiting my direction, I itinerate you
-through this tour. Not that I think the education will be wasted on
-you. My original conviction that it won’t be is strengthened. But I
-must get back.”
-
-“I am ready to return at once, sir.”
-
-“You look more than ready. This is a case, however, where the longest
-way round may prove the shortest home.”
-
-He put The Hawk to its highest speed. It seemed that they might beat
-the winds in any race, beat thought, beat even light. With the edges of
-cleft air, Satan’s instructions cut into Dolores’ consciousness.
-
-“The scenes we’re about to skirt will demonstrate why I’ve striven
-through the ages for numbers. Look you toward the east.”
-
-Urged by a certain hard-suppressed excitement in his voice, Dolores
-strained her sight in the direction of his gesture. Approaching them
-from the doubtful distances, came a vast company of uniformed shades.
-On either side stretched countless tents.
-
-“Can it be that you keep up--” she hesitated over the improbable
-thought--“an army?”
-
-“The Hordes of Hades.” The splendid head threw back until its red beard
-stabbed the forward air. The steel-cold voice slashed like a sword.
-“Focus what imagination you have on their probable numbers--unheard-of
-billions strong. Try to conceive the ruthlessness possible to demons
-freed from the fear of death. Consider the impossibility of the most
-arrant coward’s desertion with my brand stamped on his brow.”
-
-In her effort to obey, expression failed the spirit-girl.
-
-Glancing around at her, Satan frowned. “Nothing to say, as usual?
-You’ve not yet suspected, then, that the basic principle of Gehenna
-is militaristic? Where would any autocrat be without defense for his
-autocracy?”
-
-“This army, of what race is it come?”
-
-At the simplicity of her question, His Highness laughed. “Do you think
-for a moment that a one-race army would be enough for me? I may have
-been wrong since birth, but I’m right in the safety of numbers. The
-hosts below are conscripted from the best bad men since Cain--Europeans
-and Americans from Japheth; Arabs, Jews, _et al._, from Shem; Egyptians
-and Africans from Ham. Not chosen by God, but by me, and on the
-principle that in the heart of every man, be he white or black, red or
-yellow, is the incipient germ of fratricide. Might is right--a slogan
-of my coinage. Hell over all, say I!”
-
-With face working and eyes blinded by their own flare, he applied
-shaking fingers to the speed buttons of the aeromobile.
-
-“Truth is _stronger_ than fiction,” he declared. “Down there you see a
-suggestion of the truth about me. But I need more man-made demons to
-demonstrate that truth. I must have more, more, and yet more.”
-
-His intensity affected Dolores like the winds which had chilled her to
-the soul on her recent trudge through the Valley of Death.
-
-“I depend upon the beast that is in every man, as shown by the way the
-most fanatic pacifist will fight when forced over the top. But how to
-gain recruits in bulk, now that the World War has failed!”
-
-As they soared directly over the first encampment, he leaned to the
-mirror that reflected The Hawk’s revolving eyes and began to count in
-numerals strange to his guest the units in that section. Her brain, so
-recently finite, grew dizzy in the attempt to follow him.
-
-Evidently he felt gratified by his computations. “Already a creditable
-army. Nobody but the Great-I-Am knows the trouble I’ve had recruiting
-them and He only because He has been kept so busy trying to block me.
-From the first, I’ve counted on wearing Him out--getting Him so tired
-that He’ll be willing to let Nature take its course. Looked recently
-as though I’d succeeded, but I am beginning to fear--what with peace
-blanketing all the bad old predatory instincts and temperance creeping
-like a tidal wave over the mortal world--My time is getting short. I
-must think--must concentrate.”
-
-As he relapsed into what seemed urgent introspection, a ruddy mist
-began to emanate, first from his head, then his body. Open as was the
-air-scape and swift their flight, a noxious odor spread.
-
-For a space they alternated tail-spins and nose-dives with loops in
-the lurid altitudes. Dolores, from her earth-habit of fear, cried out
-against such recklessness.
-
-His Majesty’s dazed look suggested that her protest had recalled him
-from some evil spell. The emanations from his body thinned and ceased.
-
-“Too much joy in our ride, my child? You’d forgive my abstraction if
-you realized how I am ulcering from the trick the teetotalers put over
-on me--and only because I felt too strong to fear their weakness.”
-
-A scorching glance he threw across at her, as though she had spoken
-objection. “You’ve got to take what you get when you’re dead, you know.
-_I_ am what most of you get. All I need to force the rookies of yonder
-army to my will is their own consciences. The morale is the only thing.
-They know what they deserve and I am their only chance of escaping it.
-It means something to those Relicts of Right for me to remark, ‘To hell
-with you!’”
-
-The girl-shade’s eyes stung, not so much from the rush of torrid air as
-the effort to face his blighting gaze. Her conceptions were overtaxed,
-her mind fagged, her heart hurting with anxiety for the earthlings over
-whom she still yearned. Realizing that some response was expected of
-her----
-
-“But why do you train so many millions of the lost?”
-
-“Lost? Under my training they find themselves, just as you soon shall
-be finding yourself and your powers for evil.” He eyed her yet more
-tryingly. “Why do you suppose, now?”
-
-“Is it--” Dolores shuddered--“to send their spirits in force to the
-living world, to conquer all that are left? At the Mystery Gate I was
-told that none might return who had crossed into Shadow Land.”
-
-“You were told aright. The conflict for which my troops are training
-will be in the Inter-World--an irresistible onslaught of fiendishness.
-Do you suppose that I’ve been straining my inventiveness all these
-centuries to arouse the beast in every man simply for amusement? I have
-not yet begun to show my power. But it won’t be long now to wait.”
-
-“And then?” Shaken by dread greater than her comprehension, she shrank
-away from him. “Do you speak of your Great Intention?”
-
-His look leaped after her, a devouring fire.
-
-“I speak of a night far spent--of a day that is at hand. I speak of
-earth and water and air that shall cleave together as component parts
-of chaos, of heavens that shall stretch out ‘like a curtain,’ of hordes
-that shall put on the ‘armor of light.’ No time to call on the gods
-of men in my surprise. No pause for a thought of reprieve. If love
-generates electricity, what of hate? Hate shall be the ammunition of
-the great drive. A fanfare of poisoned thoughts shall open the fire.
-Once the lapsing fear for mortality is burned to dross, my demands
-shall be granted. You dare to probe the mystery of my Intention? Keep
-those asking eyes of yours on me, Dolores Trent. _I_ am the mystery of
-Mystery Land!”
-
-Loud he hurled this declaration into the heated air. As though spoken
-into some megaphone of surpassing conductive power, it reverberated
-away and away, down and down. At its message, lightning licked the air,
-to be gulped in turn by thunder. From below echoed tumult so great that
-the atmospheric response rumbled as from volcanic eruptions. Shrieks
-arose from the Hadean hordes.
-
-His Majesty, slowing and steadying their craft as a bird holds poise,
-pulled the girl-soul to her feet and with her leaned to watch,
-first-sight, the troops rushing into formation. Soon sight of the units
-was cut off by slashing swords of light. A fetid gas arose from the
-on-rush.
-
-In an ague of undefined terror, Dolores felt herself further shaken by
-the clutch on her arm; heard the Prince of the Power of the Air again
-give himself over to mirth.
-
-“Fool fiends, they hear my voice and think it is That Day! Not bad for
-an impromptu practice drive, eh? Once all fear is drilled out of them,
-once their numbers are complete, once the full force of that gas is
-turned on--Ah, nothing and none may stand against the hate of Hell!”
-
-Skimming the upper air toward the palace, he centered his attention on
-the cowering convert to his power.
-
-“Whether you rise to the rôle in this new comedy divine for which I
-am considering you, depends upon yourself,” he told her. “Your first
-séance was one of fair success. But nerve yourself for to-night lest
-you fail to entertain. After what you have seen to-day, you’d not wish
-to fail?”
-
-The weight of her responsibility crushed out her reply.
-
-“I should not dare to fail.”
-
-He nodded, his hope evidently strengthened, as hers had been weakened,
-by the morning’s flight.
-
-“That Day you ask about--I do not understand myself why it has been
-postponed so long. Do you suppose----”
-
-As if startled by his own thought, Satan caught her hand with a
-touch that pained like a burn, yet left no mark. His voice sagged
-superstitiously as he finished:
-
-“Do you suppose it could have been ordained that I should wait--for
-_you_?”
-
-
-
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-CHAPTER VIII
-
-
-“When hall bedrooms are alcoves in disguise”--so said the Royal
-Entertainer--“their inner walls are likely to be thin.”
-
-This was true of the haven paid for in advance by Dolores Trent--true
-as thin. Often during that first night after the dénouement at
-Seff’s she had need to remind herself of the fact and of the sleep
-needs of the actor lady in the adjoining star-guest chamber. It was
-hard, though, not to cry, when she kept thinking of her father lying
-underneath his sod blanket out in the rain. Indeed, she did not sleep
-until after the rain had stopped.
-
-Comfort came with oblivion. In her dreams somebody strong, young and
-ardent entered her door as though he had the right--the love-lad who,
-in a vision more real than the shameful reality of the store-stage
-scene, had crossed to her side from the stranger who had rescued her.
-Through the narrow space between the wall and her cot he slipped; sat
-looking at her from the single, stiff chair; at last leaned down and,
-ever so tenderly, kissed her on the lips.
-
-A peremptory knock awakened her. In the coarse night-gown, which had
-felt like the embrace of a mother after those cobwebby things at
-Seff’s, she opened the door a crack upon the young blond hair and old
-brunette face of her landlady.
-
-“Your week being up to-day, there’ll be no refund. Your trunk not yet
-having come, it won’t take you long to pack and go.”
-
-“Go? Go where?” Dolores asked.
-
-The reply, although characteristically and participially indirect,
-was clear. “Being raised decent myself and with God’s help running a
-decent house, it’s not for me to say more than that out you’re going,
-bag and baggage.”
-
-Had some one from the lingerie shop acquainted the lady of the house
-with the news of the fiasco of yesterday--perhaps Vincent Seff himself?
-Did he mean to discredit her further--to hound her with advances or
-reproach?
-
-The possibility determined her against any attempt at explanation or
-appeal. Beyond this decision she had not time to think until she found
-herself seated in a one-arm chair of a self-service restaurant. Beside
-her stood the alligator bag. In her palm lay the residue of her recent
-wealth, two quarters; a substantial surplus, however, as compared with
-the solitary nickel expended for the nectarine that had decided her
-engagement only one week before.
-
-Coffee and crullers--a delicious breakfast when sweetened with the
-thought that she was released from her hideous bondage, the thought
-that she was free! With the weak brew came strong thoughts.
-
-Why had she discounted her heritage of education? Why consider work
-in factories or shops when she spoke three languages and read in
-five? Surely Trevor Trent, acknowledged a brilliant translator by
-his severest critics, had not shunted his latter-day work upon her
-shoulders for naught! She would look higher for employment; would climb
-to a place where morals were disciplined by minds.
-
-She was sipping from the thick cup the last thin drop. A chunky man, in
-rising from the next chair, dropped his newspaper on the floor. Of such
-figure that he might not recover it without inconvenience, he stepped
-upon and over it. Dolores picked it up and called to him. But either he
-was through with it, or did not wish to concede his lack of equipoise.
-Despite the waddle with which he went out the door, Dolores regarded
-him as a god--the paper his gift. She began to turn its pages in search
-of the “Help Wanted” columns.
-
-As chanced, she did not read the close-print pleas. A picture on the
-last page distracted her--a bold, drawn-from-life sketch of herself
-which was its own indictment of the flimsy garb in which she was
-portrayed.
-
-Dolores’ pleasure in the crullers receded into the distant past. Gone
-were the strong thoughts sipped from the weak brew. Of what use to look
-higher when placarded as so low? Any one might recognize her now. With
-her paper napkin she brushed away the mist that had gathered before her
-eyes and bent to the type which surrounded the cut.
-
-Dolores Trent, subject of the sketch, was recommended to the reader’s
-interest as the principal in a lingerie shop scandal reported in
-detail in another column. That the incident was to be made the cause
-of a reform in the use of human merchandise was promised in a spirited
-interview with John Cabot, noted financier, who had preferred a charge
-of assault against Vincent Seff, the offending shopkeeper.
-
-In the column referred to, the girl found a detailed report of the
-impromptu scene which had followed the playlet of “The Little Old Lady
-of Lorraine,” a paragraph of speculation upon her own disappearance and
-another which declared that the beautiful Mrs. John Cabot was confined
-to her home in a state of nervous collapse because of the notoriety
-brought on the family by her husband’s behavior.
-
-Dolores crumpled the newspaper and threw it into the self-service trash
-basket. She had better cause to relinquish it than the over-fat god!
-
-Out upon the street, she foresaw other relinquishments. Small use
-was there for her to seek employment until to-day’s news had passed
-into the discard of several yesterdays. Doubtless this story, rather
-than direct word from the Seff shop, had brought about the morning’s
-summary eviction. Well might she expect to remain roomless until a
-lapse of time had lessened chances of comparison between her face
-and the sketch. More harm than help had been worked by the volunteer
-protectorate of Mr. John Cabot, who unfortunately was of social
-importance or he would not have been given such space in the news.
-And that imagined kiss which had soothed her slumbers in the pristine
-dawn--why its false assurance of security?
-
-Was it fancy or fact that people were staring at her? Probably she did
-look strange. Well-dressed young girls did not saunter, traveling bags
-in hand. Not noting in what direction, she hastened her steps. She must
-appear to be bound somewhere, as if to meet someone.
-
-In truth, she was. She felt her arm seized in a strong grip; heard a
-voice in brogue reproving her.
-
-“Battlin’ bantham, woman, where’d you get it so early in the
-mornin’--or was it, now, so late last night?”
-
-In cross-cutting a juncture of car-tracks already congested, Dolores
-had tripped and been forcefully thrown into the arms of a policeman.
-As he escorted her toward the curb, she assured him that his first
-conclusion about her was wrong. She had been trying to think and hurry
-at the same time, that was all.
-
-He was a fine specimen of the city’s choice, young, well set-up,
-weather-bronzed. He begged her pardon for his mistake. When he turned
-to leave her Dolores had a sudden sense of loss.
-
-“If you please----”
-
-She caught his arm and gazed up at him, her lips uncertain over what
-next to say.
-
-He showed surprise at her touch and look, but leaned to her. And as he
-leaned, red color waved across his tan.
-
-“Faith,” he said, “I’d hate to meet you goin’ home at night!”
-
-At once Dolores regretted her impulse. Unless she wished to be further
-mistaken, however, she must continue.
-
-“If you were a girl and needed work,” she asked, “how should you go
-about getting it?”
-
-More slowly than it had come, the color receded from the young
-policeman’s face. With a deliberate movement, he lifted her hand off
-his arm.
-
-“Miss, my baby’s not a year yet and her eyes are blue, but they’ve got
-something the look of your own.” He added the advice she had asked.
-“If I was a girl and a girl like you, sure I’d lock myself in my
-satchel until I got off Broadway. The satchel I’d check in some regular
-employment agency and there I’d stay until I got me job. There’s one
-in the next block, kept by an Irisher friend of mine who ain’t half
-as bad, believe me, as her near-French accent. Ask for Madame Marie
-Sheehan, née Mrs. Mary Shinn, and tell her Donovan O’Shay recommended
-you to her. Here, I’ll write it down.”
-
-Upon a police pad whipped from beneath his uniform, he scribbled
-hurriedly; tore off the sheet; pressed it into her hand. With a kindly,
-“best o’ luck to you, miss,” he dived back into the traffic tide.
-
-Dolores watched him disappear in the rush of it with admiration for
-more than his physique. She appreciated him more than she might have
-done two weeks ago. A thrill of pride tingled through her that the
-city, her wonderful New York, could choose so well.
-
-Too bad, when she felt such confidence in him, that his name and the
-penciled slip were not the practical present aid he thought! To apply
-at a “regular” employment agency she would need a better reference than
-the too graphic one pressed upon her by the morning paper. The slip she
-placed carefully in her purse. “Née Mary Shinn” she would regard as
-to-morrow’s possibility, rather than the risk of to-day.
-
-But she could and did follow other of his advices. She turned off the
-broad white way, proved to be so narrow and so dark; walked briskly
-eastward.
-
-Perhaps it was the warning of the young Celt, whose girl-baby’s eyes
-had “something the look” of her own, that awoke in Dolores the desire
-to get back among the sort of people with whom she had lived. Soon she
-left the cross street and turned north along one of the small-numbered
-avenues.
-
-Somehow she had ceased to feel the strangeness of her position;
-scarcely seemed thinking at all, except for a vague worry over why she
-was not worrying. A quite unreasonable sense that she would happen upon
-some recognizable sign-post to her immediate future possessed her. She
-became cheerful, as though some one she trusted had made her a promise
-of help.
-
-Over the door of a substantial building of corner-lot dignity, she
-stopped to read this placard:
-
- RESCUE HOME
- CHURCH OF ALL MANKIND
-
-Of neither church nor home had she ever heard, but surely she needed
-rescue as urgently as could any of mankind. She climbed the stone
-steps; rang the bell.
-
-The door was opened by a negro boy. At her hesitant question he ushered
-her into a business-like office. A plain-faced girl, who looked to be
-about Dolores’ own age, sat behind a typewriter, busy with a stick of
-chewing gum and a newspaper. Through an inner door appeared a woman who
-introduced herself as the matron of the home.
-
-Dolores ended her story with the death of her father and her
-consequent need of a place to stay until she could find employment.
-She did not notice that the stenographer had left them until that
-industriously-chewing young person beckoned to the matron from the
-private office.
-
-“Just wait a few minutes,” said the older woman as she rose. “I have an
-idea we can help you.”
-
-Only the buzz of their low-voiced conversation carried through the
-half-closed door. When the matron returned she carried in her hand a
-copy of the same newspaper over which the too-fat god of the restaurant
-had not dared risk his dignity. She peered over her glasses at the
-applicant, then through them at the last-page illustration.
-
-“You _are_ quick at faces, Gracie,” she said to her aide. To Dolores:
-“I am sorry, Miss--ah--Trent, but I doubt your sincerity in asking
-our sort of help. Already you have violated our first rule--absolute
-frankness. This journal explains better than you have done why you
-need cover in a respectable place. I’m afraid you would not feel at
-home here.”
-
-“Not in them clothes,” contributed Gracie.
-
-“My _dear_!” Then again to Dolores: “We do not wish to seem
-unresponsive to the needs of any unfortunate, but there is a great deal
-behind my decision. Good morning, Miss Trent.”
-
-“Good morning.”
-
-Dolores accepted the matron’s decision quietly, as she had the previous
-rebuffs of her life, and started toward the door.
-
-“Are you leaving, my child?”
-
-The voice was strong yet mellifluous. Dolores saw surveying them from
-the dark background of the hall a man in clerical clothes. He looked to
-be middle-aged; was of medium height, medium weight, medium coloring.
-From him, however, flowed an extraordinary personality. No smile showed
-beneath his brown mustache or in his agate-colored eyes, yet he beamed
-with beneficence.
-
-“Yes, Dr. Willard,” the matron answered. “The young lady deliberately
-deceived me as to her identity. Possibly you have not run through the
-morning papers. This picture will tell you more quickly than I can
-explain why I----”
-
-Dolores’ impulse was to continue into the hall, but she as well as the
-matron stopped at the clergyman’s gesture.
-
-“I haven’t seen this one, no,” he admitted, studying the sketch
-interestedly, then the girl herself. “There are photographs of her,
-however, in three of the other papers. She is sketchable--very
-sketchable.”
-
-“Knowing how the home has been imposed upon in the past, you will, I am
-sure, approve my decision,” the matron continued in her calm, competent
-way. “With so many in it whom we hope to influence to high standards,
-fair-play forbids that we allow it to be made a free hotel for the
-convenience of a class who make sport of its object. One bad example
-spoils a dozen good. I feel very strongly on this subject, doctor.”
-
-“Yes, I know. You always feel strongly.”
-
-No sarcasm showed in his voice or look. His rebuke was the more telling
-because so quietly put.
-
-“I shall not interfere with your decision in this case so far as
-concerns the Home. But as pastor of the Church of All Mankind, I do not
-feel that I should permit generalities to affect my personal interest
-in cases. Surely ‘all mankind’ includes girlhood, the future of the
-Nation. Come with me, young lady. I’ll see what we can do for you.”
-
-All within five minutes, Dolores found herself ushered into the private
-office of the autocrat of the institution whose doors had been closing
-upon her.
-
- * * * * *
-
-That there was a crack in her cup of content had come to be a belief of
-Dolores Trent. From her earliest remembrance there always had seemed to
-be more or less of seepage. Nevertheless, as protégé of Dr. Alexander
-Willard--his pet charity, he called her--she felt that the waste should
-cease.
-
-The Church of All Mankind was a granite pile which did proud the
-outward religious show of its parishioners. From a height it returned
-serenely the troubled gaze of the Hudson. Its lawns suggested that each
-blade of grass was especially endowed. Behind the auditorium, with its
-wide-welcome doors, arched memorial windows and statued niches for the
-more generous benefactors, had been erected a two-story, utilitarian
-annex. Of the same stone and general architectural lines as the church
-proper, this contained, in addition to lecture, board and office rooms,
-the pastor’s study.
-
-Here Dolores had been installed on the day of her “rescue” from the
-East Side home which ranked first among the charities of All Mankind.
-Here she soon had learned to manipulate a typewriter with sufficient
-speed to take letters from dictation and prepare large-type pulpit
-copies of the sensational sermons for which Dr. Willard was widely
-known. Here, in brief, she had mastered the preliminaries of a
-secretaryship.
-
-Despite frequent praise of her aptitude, her grasp of English and a
-natural facility in the creation of oratorical effects, she somehow
-could not cease to regard her employment as providential and the
-reverend doctor as her personal Providence. “The lower they sink, the
-higher we lift them”--that had been his comment on refusing to hear her
-attempted explanation of the shop scandal. Neither would he recognize
-any connection between his initiative in her behalf and the fact that
-the John Cabots were hereditary members of his congregation.
-
-The rescue matron’s bigotry he had deplored as “a pinch” in a nature
-usually broad. To err was human, he reported himself as having told
-her, but she must not be human in the same way again. To his wider
-vision, the Home had been established for just such as Dolores Trent.
-He had the girl to thank, not she him, for the chance to prove his
-philanthropy.
-
-Provided with the very sort of work for which she was best fitted
-and housed comfortably in the apartment of one of those humbler
-parishioners always attached to rich churches, she realized one
-mid-morning, less than a month after the Seff debacle, that she still
-was in a state of discontent. Alone in the study, she paused in her
-copying to take herself to task.
-
-Why be so unappreciative as not to be happy? Her immediate predecessor,
-for whom she had felt inclined to be sorry, had lost the position
-because, as Dr. Willard explained, she wasn’t appreciative.
-
-The only manifest reason for her state of mind lay in the stuffed
-animals and birds, slain by the distinguished clergyman on his hunting
-trips, with which the room was given individuality. Over the fireplace
-was hung a magnificently antlered moose head. A glass-eyed doe, a pair
-of stuffed foxes and lesser game stood about in natural attitudes.
-From the ceiling various birds strove on wires, as though in flight.
-Particularly lifelike was a fine specimen of lynx, posed ready to
-spring just within the door.
-
-Although the new secretary had heard many compliments paid this trophy
-collection and had read her employer referred to as “Dr. Nimrod” and
-“The Hunting Parson,” she could not admire in him this passion for the
-chase. The very naturalness of the poor, pretty creatures made her
-deplore their cut-short lives.
-
-Often she found herself imagining the one-time fleetness of the doe or
-the swish of the wind-spread wings of the golden eagle, wired in an
-attitude of flying, pitiable because never--never would he fly again. A
-teasing explanation of the lynx’s crouch made by the doctor to a woman
-parishioner sounded tame beside the ferocity which the taxidermist had
-stuffed into the specimen.
-
-“I keep the big cat by the door to startle my visiting ladies. He gives
-them a sensation, hurries their blood, makes them natural.”
-
-Slavery to such a mission did seem hard on the lynx after the free
-life he must have led to achieve his immense size. Dolores, yielding
-to her fanciful mood, crossed the room and offered him a bite from her
-paper-bag lunch. Crouched beside him, her arm around his neck--So the
-minister found her when he brisked in for a belated inspection of the
-morning mail.
-
-He gave her an indulgent smile as she sprang to her feet, but
-contributed no remark to her embarrassment.
-
-She had finished taking the daily grist of replies. Dr. Willard was
-sitting in his chair, his feet on the hassock that stood always
-before it, looking at her in a way he had to which she could not grow
-accustomed. Probably he was not thinking of her at all--was mentally
-selecting the task of next importance. Yet she had grown more than
-usually restive under his agate-eyed, considering gaze when the
-beautifully covered top-tones of a soprano voice floated to them from
-the floor above.
-
- “_Lead, kindly light, amid the encircling gloom._
- _Lead thou me on...._”
-
-“Ah!” Dr. Willard repeated his smile. “The members of the music
-committee are having their innings.”
-
-“Their innings, doctor?”
-
-“They are holding try-outs for a new soprano. I expect they’ll have
-difficulty finding one to suit. You like that floating quality? It
-is sort of seraphic. But, dear me, there are so many requirements
-other than the voice to fill this position, which is probably _the_
-highest-paid for a church soloist in Greater New York. The committee
-has heard this young woman several times and all agree with me except
-Deacon Brill. He’s the only thorn in my flesh on the board.”
-
-“He does seem to feel a natural antipathy toward you,” Dolores
-sympathized.
-
-“Very natural.” Again that peculiarly indulgent smile. “As he is the
-central pillar of the church, I try not to collide with him. You see,
-he has taken this singer--a good-looking girl in addition to her vocal
-charms--out to dinner. He says she won’t do.”
-
-“Won’t do--and because he took her out to dinner?”
-
-Before Dr. Willard could explain, his private telephone rang.
-
-“You at last, my child!” he answered close to the mouthpiece. “So, he’s
-broken out again? I am disappointed.... These attacks must be curbed
-in some way.... Always here when you need my advice.... Hum-m.... The
-sooner the better.”
-
-On hanging up the receiver, he turned with his invariable kindness to
-Dolores. “It is time you take another of those walks along the Drive
-that bring the roses into your cheeks. I have an important conference.
-Stay out in the air an hour or more.”
-
-The girl put on her hat and coat. Although she suspected that these
-absences were not suggested entirely on her account, she was grateful
-for the half of a thought which made them serve two purposes. As one
-way of showing her appreciation, she tried always to time her strolls
-to his convenience rather than her own--to return not too late for
-the performance of her duties, nor soon enough to interrupt the
-“conferences” continually held with handsomely gowned women of the
-congregation. Never did she reënter the study until the limousine or
-touring car which had brought the visitor of the hour had purred away
-from the side door.
-
-To-day she found the parkway paths delightful. A tinge of winter in
-the air showed in the white breath of the river craft scudding along
-against the tide. They always seemed a moral to Dolores, those boats
-scudding along against the tide.
-
-A thought of the work piled on her desk cut her walk to a scant hour.
-To her disappointment a gray town-car stood at the annex curb. Inside
-she strolled up the corridors, wondering where she should wait. Around
-a turn she came upon Mr. Brill, the over-fleshed, over-moneyed and
-over-old “thorn” in Dr. Willard’s flesh. Evidently the deacon was
-taking a respite from the choir trial to enjoy a cigar. As he had been
-most affable on the several occasions when she had met him in the
-pastor’s study, Dolores greeted him pleasantly.
-
-“Caught me, didn’t you, Miss Trent?” he returned, a bad-boy grin
-slinking up his baggy cheeks. “You won’t tell on a poor addict who
-prefers Lady Nicotine to _some_ lady sopranos?”
-
-“Would that be anything to tell, Mr. Brill? Dr. Willard fairly clouds
-the study. I don’t see any harm in smoking.”
-
-“I suppose you don’t see harm in anything Dr. Willard does?” Although
-the “central pillar” shook with mirth, his eyes strained at her through
-the double-lens glasses fastened with a black ribbon to his lapel.
-“Wouldn’t you, now, join me in a puff or two or three?”
-
-“No, sir. No, thank you,” said Dolores.
-
-“Don’t be silly. You just said you see no harm in it. Everybody smokes
-nowadays, the women as much as the men.”
-
-“I know, Dr. Brill, but----”
-
-“But if you have scruples, I’ll be only too glad to swear that _I_
-won’t tell. Come, we’ll have a little social puff and chat.”
-
-Dolores tried to be good-natured, even when he gripped her arm and
-propelled her into one of the small committee rooms. When, however, he
-took from a gold case a slender, perfumed cigarette, lighted it and
-essayed to place it between her lips, resentment moved her.
-
-“Really, Mr. Brill, I never have smoked and I don’t care to begin now.
-I--I must be getting back to my work.”
-
-As she started from the room he lunged across a table and caught her.
-
-“But I am here to show you how. One lifts the terrible thing in the
-fingers, so----”
-
-His pudgy left arm caught hers. The smaller fingers of his dimpled
-right hand pressed up her chin. Thumb and forefinger sought to force
-between her set teeth the lip-wet smoke. When she realized that his
-foot was trying to push shut the door, an emotion new to Dolores
-suddenly controlled her.
-
-“I don’t wish to smoke, I tell you. I don’t _wish_ to be shown.”
-
-With the indignant words she beat him upon the face and chest until he
-fell back gasping.
-
-“Aha, a wild-cat is Nimrod’s latest trophy--a live one, at that!”
-
-Dolores remembered his chuckled comment after she had forced back the
-door and rushed from the committee room. Down the corridor and around a
-turn to the study she ran without one backward glance.
-
-Beside the couchant lynx she stopped, startled as looked the couple she
-had interrupted. Within a scant foot of each other stood Dr. Willard
-and a woman whom, somewhere, she had seen before.
-
-“I beg your pardon, but I----”
-
-Dolores’s apology stumbled as the visitor turned directly toward her.
-An exquisite creature she was, slender in her close-wrapped blue
-velvet, a haloesque effect created around her silver-gold hair by the
-sunlight shafting from a high window. Her blue, plumed hat lay upon a
-nearby chair.
-
-Dr. Willard raised a calming hand.
-
-“_My child!_”
-
-The emphasis laid on the familiar words as addressed to the girl gave
-them an unfamiliar ring.
-
-Then: “Mrs. Cabot, this is my new secretary, Miss Trent.”
-
-Dolores’ response to the introduction was automatic. She felt confused,
-distressed. What an evil chance to have cut short a clergyman’s advices
-to the great lady reported to have been prostrated already by notoriety
-suffered on her account! A rude return it seemed to the husband who had
-befriended her.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX
-
-
-Dolores need have felt no anxiety over what she should say. Mrs. Cabot
-said everything--and more.
-
-“You philanthropists, will you ever get enough? Or aren’t there that
-many?”
-
-The short-lipped, mouse-toothed, childlike smile with which she turned
-from her pastor to settle her hat in the mirror was reflected toward
-them. At the door she bowed composedly to Dolores and gave Dr. Willard
-her hand.
-
-“In return for your wise counsel over my domestic troubles, dear
-doctor, the favor you ask is small. Trust me. I’ll steal upstairs,
-as if overwhelmingly attracted by the music. But remember--you have
-assured me that you like the quality of her singing voice only because
-some one else does _not_ like the super-quality with which she speaks.”
-
-After she had gone, Dr. Willard sank into the padded leather chair and
-gazed out the window. He looked disturbed; bit his lip, as if trying
-to control vexation; waggled his right foot as he was wont to do when
-nervous.
-
-Dolores crossed the room, hesitated a moment before him, then sank upon
-the hassock placed conveniently in front of his chair.
-
-“Scold me--I’d rather you would!” she exclaimed, a catch in her voice.
-“I shouldn’t have burst in on your conference that way, but I just
-couldn’t help it. I was so angry that I--I----”
-
-“Angry? _You_, my child?”
-
-So cleared of all vexation were the yellow-brown eyes bent to her
-imploring look, that Dolores began to stammer out the cause of her
-agitation. When her head dropped to her hands upon his knee, he
-reached out and patted her on the shoulder, very, very kindly.
-
-“Poor orphan. Poor child,” he encouraged her. “I am indignant that such
-a scene could be forced upon an inexperienced girl within these walls.
-No matter how great may be Deacon Brill’s influence in the temporal
-affairs of the church, I shall bring him to book in my own time and my
-own way. Do not fear to tell me all.”
-
-Dolores told him.
-
-Shaken from her usual reticence, she also told him of her feeling of
-aloneness since her father had died and the positive fear that was
-growing in her--fear of the world and its ways.
-
-“Perhaps,” she suggested, “the unpleasant things which have happened to
-me are partly my own fault.”
-
-“Your fault? You feel you have faults?” A glint lighted the agate gaze
-as he questioned her.
-
-“I lack,” she confessed, “religion. It was left out of my life. My
-father was, I think, embittered against it. He was very good to me,
-but he didn’t send me to Sunday school any more than to public school.
-Perhaps if he had, I’d have grown up more like other girls--more
-self-reliant, less afraid.”
-
-“And less yourself,” he objected. “You have, I think, remarkable
-self-control.”
-
-“You don’t know how glad I am to hear you say so, Dr. Willard. That has
-been my only religion--self-control. It is very strange that a person
-to whom I never spoke--whom I never saw but once--gave me the ambition
-to learn it.”
-
-At his show of interest, Dolores recited the incident. “I was quite a
-small girl, eight or nine, I guess. My father had left me to wait in
-a railway station one day. I was worried because often he--because I
-was afraid we’d miss our train. There was a lady sitting near me, also
-waiting. I took to watching her.
-
-“She was attractive and wore nice clothes. I became fascinated by
-the way she breathed, not out and in, as I had supposed all people
-did, but up and down. The lace jabot on her breast would move up and
-down, up and down. Of course, as I grew older, I realized that she
-breathed that way from tight lacing. But at the time it seemed to me
-more refined than the common way. And then I saw that she was going to
-sneeze. I’ve always hated to see people sneeze--they make such a fuss.
-But this lady prepared. She was quite calm. The jabot lifted high with
-the breath she took. At the vital moment she was ready.”
-
-“And did she sneeze, my poor child?”
-
-“Oh, yes, doctor, but so neatly. She just leaned out and did it without
-any fuss at all. Afterward, she didn’t sniff or even wipe her eyes. She
-was very wonderful. I often think of her.”
-
-Shyly Dolores glanced up to see if the great intelligence had
-anticipated her point.
-
-“The station was draughty. When my turn came, I breathed up and down
-and prepared. I made up my mind to sneeze the lady’s way. And I
-did. And afterward, the ambition to sneeze her way applied to other
-things--decided me to take the draughts of life neatly--to be prepared
-and make no fuss. I try and try, Dr. Willard. But I guess self-control
-is not enough. Don’t you think people would understand me better if I
-had your religion? Is it too late for me to learn it now?”
-
-“Emphatically not, you fatherless child.” The doctor apparently had
-been touched by her conversational offering. Real feeling quivered on
-the face bent over hers. “And there are other comforts it is not too
-late for you to learn. Lean your lonely heart against mine. Let me
-teach you a father’s love.”
-
-“If you would--oh, if you only would!” She seized his hands and pressed
-one cheek against them. “It is so easy to learn from one you absolutely
-trust.”
-
-“Don’t trust anyone absolutely. I fear at times that your rating of me
-is too high.” Humility tore from her reverential regard the pastor’s
-eyes, although his hands shook with appreciation of her praise.
-“Remember how everything finite that goes up must come down. Only the
-soul can ascend and stay on high. The flowers that lift their heads to
-bloom must wither and die. The lightest feather in the most buoyant
-breeze eventually returns to the earth from which it blew.”
-
-“But it is my soul you will exalt, dear Dr. Willard.”
-
-At her reminder, one of his hands moved to where its palm fitted over
-the ball of her shoulder.
-
-“Let me be a father to you. Yes, let me be a father to you,” he kept
-repeating. The while, his palm pressed her shoulder, began to move
-around and around.
-
-“And you’ll teach me your religion?”
-
-Dolores’ head threw back in exhilarating hope. As one performs small
-acts in the largest moments, she plucked a long, silver-gold hair off
-the black cloth of his coat. In the same motion, despite her boasted
-control of impulse, her hand continued around his neck.
-
-“_My_ religion, child? I’ll gladly teach if you--if you care to learn,”
-he responded, drawing her to him in a close and closer embrace.
-
-“It means safety to me--everything. You won’t find me dull. I believe I
-shall learn readily from you.”
-
-“I believe--you could.” The palm over the ball of her shoulder pressed
-harder; moved faster. “But, dear daughter, don’t place me or any man
-upon too high a pedestal, lest we fall--lest we fall.”
-
-“I am sure----” To avoid contradicting her mentor, the pupil altered
-the form of her statement. “I _hope_ that you never will fall.”
-
-“And I hope--you don’t get--that hope!”
-
-With the hoarse exclamation, Dr. Willard rose to his feet, drew the
-girl after him and clutched her with a vehemence that made them stand
-as one. Before she could draw away her face or realize that suddenly
-she was again afraid, she felt his mustache against her cheek.
-
-“We’ll seal the bargain, my child. Just the kiss of a father--the kiss
-of a father,” he rasped close to her ear.
-
-The insult crushed upon her mouth was not, however, fatherly. The
-unequal struggle started by it was of no spiritual excitation. How she
-wrenched herself away from him; how he headed off her rush toward the
-door; how she eluded his clutching pursuit in and out among the other
-young animals he had trapped; how she escaped from their stumble over
-the couchant lynx, left him panting on the floor, ran screaming like
-the hunted thing he had made of her into the corridor and up the first
-flight of stairs----
-
-The full horror of what had happened did not come to her until she
-stood before the astonished music committee. Her hair dishevelled, her
-waist torn open down the front, her discretion in shreds, she flamed
-upon them.
-
-“When even a minister of the gospel can’t be trusted, where--_where_ am
-I to go?”
-
-That Mrs. Cabot still was with them further unnerved her. Collapsing
-into a chair, struggling with hysteria, she sobbed out her
-denunciation. When able to look among the faces of the group gathered
-about her, she saw that all were grave excepting two. Mrs. Cabot looked
-entertained, Mr. Brill triumphant.
-
-The manner that befits an occasion gave the deacon greater weight as he
-turned to address his colleagues.
-
-“Brothers, I have long suspected that the feet of the god set up by
-this congregation are of clay. I hesitated to voice so distressing a
-thought, lest I err. None of you, however, can doubt the testimony
-just heard and seen. The hardest-hearted of you can have only pity for
-the courageous young woman who has exposed this aide of the Evil One.
-Dumbfounded though you may be, I ask you to act with me now--_at once_.
-There is not space within these hallowed walls to house both him and
-me. Five minutes should give him time to choose between a church trial
-or immediate resignation. In either case, it is important that we give
-the news to Park Row at once, before he who is so fond of sensation
-has time to discredit us. Brothers, shall we wait upon the pastor in
-the sanctum which he has so disgraced?”
-
-While the honest laymen of All Mankind discussed this drastic proposal,
-Brill addressed himself to the girl.
-
-“A man can scarcely be expected to understand the outraged state of
-your feelings, Miss Trent. But at least I realize that you must shrink
-from the idea of facing that wolf in sheep’s clothing again. I’ll send
-your wraps up here. Also, it seems to me inadvisable for your own sake
-that you remain in the employ of the church. In this envelope I have
-sealed the equivalent of a month’s wages.... Oh, do not hesitate to
-take it! Notice or money is due a dismissed employee.”
-
-Glancing over-shoulder and seeing that the committee had congregated
-near the door in animated argument, he made his considerable figure the
-silencer of a low-voiced apology.
-
-“Sorry I teased you about the cigarette, little girl. I had an object
-which you did not at the time suspect--to discover, through you, more
-about that scoundrel. I was trying you out, just as the soprano was
-being tried out upstairs, to see whether he had got you into the bad
-habit of smoking. Didn’t blame you at all when you scratched and bit,
-so you mustn’t hold it against me. You appear to be a young woman of
-sterling character--a mighty good little girl.”
-
-Bending and beaming, he patted her on the head. The eyes wontedly so
-nondescript above the billowy face and cascade of chins, squinted
-through their double lenses benevolently.
-
-“You’ll be wanting other employment,” he added in still lower tones,
-as if not wishing his right hand to know. “Now, I advise something of
-a--well, you know, of a little more secular nature. Take this card,
-my dear. See that you arrive at the address on it about ten to-morrow
-morning. Perhaps I’ll be able to find you a berth where I can keep a
-friendly eye on you. You’ll come?”
-
-As he waddled out in the wake of his peers, Dolores heard him
-continue: “About that matter of the soprano, brothers, I withdraw my
-objection. Trouble often brings a change of heart and I feel that we
-should stand together now in all things. Especially since Sister Cabot
-is so decided in her agreement with you, I’ll try to enjoy the young
-lady’s voice, although I still think her too old for that churchly,
-newly-awakened-soul effect. I always hold myself open to conviction.”
-
-She also overheard his throaty chortles over the taunt of Mrs. Cabot:
-“To younger and prettier convictions, you mean, Deacon?”
-
-Alone, Dolores stared dazedly down at the envelope and card she held.
-Things happened so suddenly, once they began, she thought. Only this
-morning she had chided herself for discontent with her settled state.
-Now everything was unsettled again. As she had cried out to the
-committee, what manner of man dared she trust?
-
-One of them had answered. The card----
-
-Up to the light she held it. Upon it was engraved the name and downtown
-business address of Deacon Brill himself.
-
-“You’ll come?” he had asked, voice, eyes, billows exuding loving
-kindness.
-
-Even more urgently she asked herself: “Shall I go?”
-
-Next morning Dolores bought all the papers, determined to learn the
-worst. Several of the more conservative merely mentioned that the Rev.
-Dr. Alexander Willard had resigned the pastorate of the Church of
-All Mankind. One suggested significant detail behind the surprising
-act. Still another stated that the Eminent Divine would demand an
-ecclesiastical trial and introduced the name of the young secretary
-whom he, disregarding a certain premonishing contretemps, had sheltered
-within his church home.
-
-The most sensational journal of all uncovered a photograph of the young
-lady in the case and reviewed the lingerie-shop scandal referred to by
-the discredited clergyman. This was featured beneath the heading:
-
- TOO STRONG FOR
- DR. NIMROD’S SPORTING BLOOD
-
-Would the denomination he had served allow his reputation to be
-charred by the brand he had tried so conscientiously to pluck from the
-burning? So Rev. Willard was quoted as having demanded in an exclusive
-interview. Would any fair-minded congregation take, against his, the
-word of an adventuress who so lately had been the example for a reform
-movement instituted by one of their most prominent parishioners, Mr.
-John Cabot? Was he to be blamed that he had assumed the sincerity
-of All Mankind’s ideals and had sought to make his charity wide as
-its word? To save himself for sake of future good that he might do,
-he would reveal, if forced, the overtures toward him of this unholy
-creature. As a sacred duty he would show his world which of the two was
-more sinned against than sinning.
-
-“A menace to men”--as such Dolores Trent was pointed out by the
-reprimanding finger of the press.
-
-Deacon Brill’s threat of Park Row had swerved from the sheep-clothed
-wolf to her. Whether or not Dr. Willard lost his pulpit, the harm to
-his secretary already was done.
-
-In the little room found for her by her quandam benefactor, a room in
-whose chintz-hung cosiness she had delighted, Dolores decided upon her
-immediate course. There were young daughters in the family of the poor
-parishioner. For their sakes, she would “fold her tents” before asked
-to do so and, silently as she might, steal away. Thanks to savings from
-her salary and that final payment in lieu of “notice,” she was more
-affluent than ever before in her life. She would go, then. But where?
-
-Opening her purse, she took out a business card and considered it as
-well as its kind-spoken donor. She would come? That had been Deacon
-Brill’s last question. In the absence of alternative----
-
-With sudden decision, she tore the card into bits and flung them
-into the waste basket. Probably she didn’t understand men--that had
-been her thought. But she _did_ understand and _did_ believe in the
-up-floating purity of the voice of that soprano who had gone to dinner
-with the music committee’s over-fleshed chairman--the young lady who
-wouldn’t do.
-
-No alternative?
-
-The moment she cast aside what had seemed her only chance, she found
-another in her fingers. Almost had she forgotten the address given her
-by Patrolman Donovan O’Shay and tucked away in her purse. For weeks
-she had not thought of his “near-French” friend, Madame Marie Sheehan.
-Discounted by distance was her reason for postponing a visit to the
-employment office. Since her own judgment seemed always wrong, she
-would try the policeman’s. She would check herself in her “satchel”
-until the fates, “née Mary Shinn,” should see fit to provide.
-
-“Madame’s” French certainly was bad. There were advantages, however,
-in the long lapses between the selection of one word and her advance
-to the next. Dolores had ample time to translate the high-voiced
-utterances overheard from the inside room.
-
-“Ah, but no! I fit the applicant to the position, not the position to
-the applicant. So long you have been lacking the employment. So quite
-joyful should you be for anything. The call for companions is rare,
-very. One, two, three applicants have I booked before that you come.
-This position I so kindly extend----”
-
-“I tell you, nothing doing!” the interruption came in emphatic, current
-American. “I was a governess two days once. I tell you I’d rather try
-the streets. Children ain’t human beings. They’re devils, say I.”
-
-“The devil? Ah, but no, _no_! More unto an angel is this exquisite
-child. Could you once see those curls of gold, those turquoise eyes!
-The parents are from money made and them I have promised a governess
-to-day.”
-
-“Well, you redeem your promise at the expense of somebody else. I’ll be
-back to-morrow for my job. Good day to you, _Madame_ Shinn!”
-
-If the sneer of this would-be companion, thought Dolores, was a sample
-of her companionableness, small wonder that she was out of a position.
-
-No hesitation held the girl in waiting. Ignorant of the rules of such
-offices, unmindful of the dour-visaged hope-lorn awaiting their turn on
-the benches of the outer room, she brushed past the departing aspirant
-into madame’s presence.
-
-“Won’t you let me have that position?” she asked in lieu of
-introduction. “I love children. I know I’d suit. I don’t care so much
-about the pay or----”
-
-“So too fast you go!” interrupted née Shinn. “You look but the infant
-yourself. And the qualifications----”
-
-“Of course you couldn’t be expected to know it yet, dear madame, but
-I am qualified. As for education--Listen, I shall speak in three
-languages!” Under impetus of the unwonted initiative ruling her,
-Dolores switched from English to French, then to Italian as she urged:
-“I am young, yes, but that is why I need a home. And what companionship
-would be safer for me than that of a child such as this golden-haired
-little girl you describe? Once madame was as young as I. Was she ever,
-perchance, alone in the world?”
-
-“Mademoiselle is marvelously a linguist,” admitted Mrs. Shinn, although
-confusion from more than the foreign words sat upon her broad features.
-“Have you also the excellent references?”
-
-Momentarily the girl’s new-found assurance stumbled. Then again was she
-inspired.
-
-“I have, indeed, a par-excellent one.”
-
-Her Spanish--a creditable attempt at a fourth language--may not have
-been comprehensible to the agency woman, but Donovan O’Shay’s scribble
-was. A good-natured smile waved in like a flag her native tongue.
-
-“A friend of Don’s are you, then, my _chérie_? Sure, if you’re as good
-as that boy’s heart, you’re O. K.!”
-
-Motherly instructions and penciled directions followed Dolores’ payment
-of the fee. If she’d just “speak up,” now, to Mrs. M. P. Morrison of
-No. ---- Fifth Avenue as she had to madame herself, she stood a chance of
-overcoming natural objections to her youth and inexperience.
-
-The glow of anticipated victory did not leave Dolores’ face at first
-sight of Mrs. Morrison’s mansion, although it was something of a shock.
-Nothing should frighten her now. She had made one friend--a woman
-friend. She might--she _must_ make another.
-
-Briskly as though prepared for the block-front display of lawn, unusual
-even on this avenue of extravagance, she turned in through the center
-gateway. Under the bare trees which she knew to be so costly a luxury,
-she hurried, as if fearful that some late-clinging leaf might mistake
-her importance and honor her head. Past clumps of drying hydrangeas,
-past a fountain which still defied the freeze of winter with rainbow
-spray, past a marble dryad of a cynical smirk afterwards acutely
-remembered, she found herself confronted by a well-balanced marble
-pile. Without a pause, lest trepidation weaken her, she descended the
-steps to the ground-floor entrance and pressed the bell.
-
-An elderly gentleman, of such distinguished appearance that she felt
-he must be the master of the house himself, opened the door. After
-inspection of Madame Sheehan’s card, he escorted her across a galleried
-entrance hall of a luxury and loftiness well-nigh incredible. At the
-rear, he threw open the door of a small parlor, cheerful from its
-window-boxed blooming geraniums. Mrs. Morrison would be down, he told
-her.
-
-Dolores’ wait was not long. The tap-tap of high heels upon the marble
-foyer outside brought her to her feet. She “spoke up” according to
-instructions and tried to recall the assurance which had carried her
-past the rules--_and_ the French--of née Shinn. She stressed her
-education and the “way” she was said to have with children, especially
-with little girls.
-
-The more she talked, however, the more serious looked the woman whom
-she hoped to make her friend.
-
-“I am afraid,” said Mrs. Morrison, “that the case has been
-misrepresented. Strange, when I explained to Madame Sheehan myself, on
-my trip among the agencies this morning! The child for whom I need a
-governess is not a girl and has anything but the amiable disposition
-accredited to him.”
-
-“Madame’s French must have misled me.” Dolores chose to ignore the
-particulars of “those curls of gold, those turquoise eyes,” evidently
-mere chimera of a Hibernian imagination. At the suggestion of failure
-she all the more craved success. “It does not especially matter that he
-is not a girl. He is a child, isn’t he?”
-
-Mrs. Morrison glanced rather suspiciously at her. “I don’t know. The
-last governess called him a fiend. You are different from the sort we
-have had and expected again. I scarcely know what to say. You look a
-sweet-dispositioned girl, but are very young. Perhaps I’d better leave
-the decision to----”
-
-Laughter and spirited repartee in the voices of a man and a woman
-sounded pleasantly from the hall. They seemed to decide her. She arose;
-crossed to the door; paused briefly to say: “His mother has just come
-in from her ride. Perhaps she will speak with you.”
-
-“His mother? But--I thought--that you----”
-
-Dolores, again alone, began to understand. Of course Mrs. Morrison was
-the housekeeper. That explained the first-floor parlor, the neat black
-taffeta of her dress and her subdued manner. A third application for
-the coveted position must be made.
-
-When, next moment, the door was pushed wide, she did not rise. She had
-not the strength. A woman in a smart habit of black velvet coat and
-white cloth breeches had clattered in, crop in hand.
-
-“Master Jack’s mother will speak with you, Miss Trent,” introduced the
-housekeeper.
-
-Still Dolores found her limbs weaker than her will. She clung to both
-arms of the chair and waited for the real sponsor for the “fiend-child”
-to speak.
-
-She--the mother--was Mrs. Cabot.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X
-
-
-His Majesty himself dropped the curtain on the earth-play of the
-spirit-girl.
-
-“The only real value of a story is its effect upon yourself,” he said.
-“I must have an interval in which to judge the worth of yours.”
-
-At the time Dolores felt relieved, although he had not confused her
-with the interruptions and insistence of the previous séance. He had
-allowed her to tell her story her own way, swiftly and simply, and
-showed a positive gravity of attention over the ecclesiastic incidents.
-
-Not until the next night came and went without the call for a third
-installment, did she suspect that he had been merely bored.
-
-When a second night passed with the same significant omission and,
-after that, a third, fear possessed her.
-
-Had she, then, fallen short of his expectations? Had she done what he
-had warned her not to do--had she failed?
-
-She took to staying in her chamber and hoping for his summons more than
-previously she had dreaded it. Over her babe she would hover the hours
-away, brooding rather than rejoicing at each cooed assurance that the
-infant-shade was content. Would the price of the respite be paid in
-part by the blameless soul of her soul?
-
-To her here, through the guarded gossip of the proud Adeline, came
-reports of a direful activity on the part of the King. Never had he
-been more exacting, more merciless in his reversal of punishment for
-reward. His disposition of that first evening during which she had
-waited in vain seemed directly inspired by her reminiscences of the
-parson person. In an open-air camp-meeting, “His Damnity” had preached
-the first of seven announced “sermons” to a vast concourse. Seven,
-it seemed, was the perfect number--a royal superstition. Hadn’t she
-counted his seven courtiers, the seven windows of the throne-room,
-seven courses at dinner, seven days in his week?
-
-Adeline admitted herself to have been a unit of the congregation of
-fiends. The first sermon had been, to say the least, impressive.
-Satan’s text had been orthodox: “_A star fell from Heaven unto the
-earth; and to him was given the key of the bottomless pit._” He had
-attacked the letter of The Law. To be saved by “believing”--how vain a
-promise when to that Star of Heaven was given the key to the pit into
-which all eventually would be hurled who had been born heirs to sin!
-
-Over Omnipotent Egotism he had ranted himself into a rage which had
-made his audience tremble. Fire flashed from his nostrils, his eyes,
-his finger-tips, as he compared his own indefatigable assertiveness
-with the retirement into the Light of the Great-I-Am. How dare He sit
-back, smug over his one noteworthy achievement--the Creation?
-
-The Law of Redemption, pah! What were laws that were not enforced--mere
-vague threats of a future state? He asked consideration of the
-handling of his own first law as keeper of the pit key. Did he ever
-delay collection of the wages of sin? Angel worship was forbidden and
-he didn’t expect them to worship him. But they could fear him and,
-fearing, must serve him. He advised them to hitch their hope-wagons to
-that fallen star--“their archangel in eclipse and the excess of glory
-obscured.”
-
-Truly this departure in infernal propaganda must have been fearsome.
-Also fearsome was Dolores’ wonder over why she alone had not been
-bidden to attend. Adeline was inclined to attribute the omission to
-stage fright. M’lord, remembering the standard to which his entertainer
-had been educated, feared to fall short. Having successfully tried out
-his “delivery,” however, he probably would ask her to the second sermon
-of the seven.
-
-But what of the two intervening nights? Why this surcease of interest
-in the griefs which so had diverted him?
-
-Dolores was forced to the conclusion that she had ceased to entertain.
-Perhaps, even then, the evil eye was sighting her fate and the fate of
-her babe.
-
-Desperation shook her from the stupor of waiting. He had preached
-action in his sermon, according to report. She must _do_ something to
-re-arouse his curiosity. In the late afternoon, as she knew, he often
-strolled in his favorite garden of Bad Luck. She dared not ask for an
-appointment; no. Yet why not “happen” to meet him?
-
-In selecting the rays in which to dress, she remembered his preference
-for purples and scarlets, rather than the more delicate half-lights in
-which she would have clothed herself. But even while thanking Adeline
-for a grudging compliment over the blend of her robe with the purplish
-shadows of her eyes, she realized the depths to which she was sinking.
-For the first time she understood those women of earth who adorned
-themselves to enslave men whom they had come to hate. Those they feared
-most, they must charm. Poor, _poor_ women of Earth!
-
-In the lower reaches of the garden she came upon an illustration of her
-thought--a fountain effect whose central figure was the sculped, naked
-body of a woman bent beneath the club of her man and master, on her
-lips a seductive smile, from her eyes spouting twin founts of electric
-spray--tears of terror.
-
-Hearing footsteps behind, Dolores stopped, as if in admiration of the
-ghoulish conceit. The throb of her temples was not cooled by the hot
-winds with which the tropical foliage illusions of the garden were
-artificially fanned. The sinking sensation at her heart was no sickness
-from the too-intense odors of the lavish-looking bloom. The hurt of
-her ears could not be blamed on shrieks of the peacocks, parrakeets
-and tanagers which soundlessly strutted and winged about. No winds of
-Gehenna might discomfort her, except in her own acknowledgment. No
-odors, except from memory, might penetrate her senses from poinsettias
-or rhododendrons. No sound, except as she imagined it, might swell the
-throats of the birds. From the rubber plants grouped at the entrance
-gate, through the lane of Spanish bayonets whose barbs were a menace to
-one who strolled, to the fountain called “Fate of the Fair,” the garden
-was one vast stage set, a master chimera. Bad luck, then--that too must
-be hallucination.
-
-Courage came to Dolores with the thought. She, an immortal woman soul,
-would not bow the neck to an undeserved club. She must lift her head
-believing that even the winds of Hell would cool her brow; must delight
-in fragrances, strong from her own expectation; must open wide her ears
-to the Seraphs’ song of hope.
-
-Ready to meet His Majesty, she turned. Her disappointment was keen
-as her courage to see in him who was approaching the lame old
-soldier-soul, Samuel Cummings. At first only his face and crutch were
-recognizable, so resplendent was he in the uniform of an officer of the
-Hadean Hordes. When he drew up before her with his old-time salute, she
-counted on his forehead, branded blood-red, the stars of a general.
-
-Her maid had told him he’d find her out here, the old chap explained.
-He had come to tell her the news. His Majesty had called him to an
-interview night before last and promoted him because it was beneath the
-Royal dignity to confer in private with a corporal.
-
-So Old Sam, then, had supplanted her as entertainer.
-
-As if in answer to Dolores’ thought, he motioned with his crutch toward
-a bench of opalesque stone that stood beneath an arbor of purple
-bourgainvillae. The honor paid him, he declared, was only the preface
-to his news. When seated beside her, however, he seemed loathe to
-proceed; glanced uneasily among the flowers of an oleander bush which
-changed color with alternating currents of red and white.
-
-His “news,” he at last confessed in guarded tones, concerned herself.
-Dangerous though a report might be, he felt one his duty. His
-summons into The Presence had been to discuss her. His Highness had
-reintroduced the subject of “Grief to Men” and asked the veteran’s
-opinion on a number of her points. Did Sam think her the most beautiful
-woman he ever had seen? Did he consider her deep or just dumb? In what,
-according to a recent earthling, lay her chief charm?
-
-On the whole, declared the old new general, Satan had acted a good deal
-as would some human swain who was getting interested in a girl. With
-men, he wasn’t such a bad sort as Sam had expected. But with women----
-There never was any telling what---- She--she understood?
-
-At his embarrassed glance, she nodded. What woman had better reason to
-understand than she?
-
-“One question he asked was why I thought you never smiled,” the simple
-soul continued solemnly. “That stumped me. As I told him, Mary Gertrude
-used to be one laugh from morn till eve. ‘Odd,’ said he, ‘when she’s
-caused all those griefs.’”
-
-“I never learned to smile,” said Dolores. “My father never did. He used
-to laugh sometimes. It was terrible to hear him. But he never smiled.”
-
-The wag of Old Sam’s head was rueful. “I don’t want to worry you, but
-I feel I should tell you what he called you--his ‘latest flame in the
-land of such.’ And he asked me if I thought that a woman who had ruined
-so many humans could be of any use to an immortal--some real bad one,
-say, who had a good thing to offer her. I reminded him of the Littlest
-Devil. ‘Oh, the B. B.,’ says he. ‘Likely she did make one of them happy
-for a while. That isn’t what I mean. My thoughts of her are pure--pure
-as Hell.’ Ma’am, I can’t figure it out any other way than that he’s got
-a weakness for you.”
-
-“Please--_please_ don’t say that!”
-
-Dolores shuddered as though shaken by the torrid breeze, then withdrew
-from his side to the outmost end of the bench. Some unseen force had
-moved her. Grateful though she felt for his effort to forearm her, she
-found herself unable to reassure him. A hateful reluctance stayed her
-tongue.
-
-Came startling interpolation: “_All has been overheard._”
-
-The words were spoken in a voice which both recognized. There
-materialized to their vision the superb face and figure of His Satanic
-Majesty. He was seated between them.
-
-“Eavesdropping is old stuff, I know,” he remarked easily, “but it never
-ceases to be.”
-
-“It was you who forced me aside?” Dolores struggled with her
-indignation. “I didn’t know you could make yourself invisible.”
-
-“Surest thing you _didn’t_ know, then. Turning oneself on or off is
-a trick that our late angel did not lose in his fall. Fancy one of
-the Cherubim reduced to turning himself off and on in lowlands like
-Gehenna!”
-
-With angry intolerance, he faced toward General Sam. “What’s this you
-were saying about me? A weakness--_I_?”
-
-“A man’s weakness for his woman is his strength,” the soldier-soul
-contended.
-
-“Your tongue tangles when you measure my strength by that of men.
-I am----” and Satan’s glance slashed out like a sword--“I am the
-Destroyer. Fool, fear me!” Irritably he added: “Who do you think you
-are--Prometheus unbound? Why do you suppose I promoted you if not
-to get rid of you without breaking my pact with Dame Dolores? Get
-yourself to the nearest army camp, and make believe you’ve earned your
-commission. See you stay there, too, until I send for you.”
-
-“But what about my appointment in the palace? Who will hold the bowl
-for Your Highness’ tears?”
-
-The King arose as though further enraged by the reminder, then
-succumbed to a sort of paroxysm so violent that his utterance was
-impeded.
-
-“Tears--and over Dolores’ griefs to men? Now I know you are a fool.
-To have taken me seriously when I called myself a crocodile! I to
-weep--and over human nature? Excuse me, folks. Let me enjoy myself
-while I’m young. Honestly, I near injure my sides every time I think
-of what she put over on that high-priest of the Great-I-Am!”
-
-Too preoccupied was he to return his new-made general’s salute. Not
-until the sound of Old Sam’s peg-leg had ceased to punctuate the pause
-did he reseat himself upon the bench.
-
-“As for you, designing jade----”
-
-In the very midst of his address, he became lost in contemplation
-of the royal toes. The girl-shade beside him realized that not once
-to-day had he looked directly at her. She was reminded painfully of an
-earthling who had been strong toward all his world, yet weak toward
-her. He _must_ not have that sort of weakness for her--Satan. He must
-look at her. She leaned toward him and tried to smile. But he would not
-meet her eyes. Hideous it was that he should ape the mannerism toward
-her of that one she had cared for most on earth.
-
-Long it seemed before he completed his remark.
-
-He had her at last, he declared; had preferred not to see or hear her
-again until he had her. Now he was ready to take up with her the matter
-of her status in Shadow Land. Had she wondered why she was the only
-soul about the court not more or less tormented? The answer was easy.
-Torment wasted power. He chuckled; then, on noting that he chuckled
-alone, frowned. Had she no sense of humor?
-
-At her ingenuous acknowledgment of her lack in that respect, the
-Satanic brow cleared. To know that she had not humor was humor in
-itself. Positively the most comical thing about the story of her
-life was that she could be so serious over it now that she was dead.
-Henceforth he should not expect anything in her but soul. He had a
-beautiful soul himself. But he didn’t let it interfere with his daily
-pleasures.
-
-At first he had attributed his interest in her to the correlative facts
-that she was a fallen woman and he a fallen angel. When, later, he had
-come to realize her desirability to devils in general, he had searched
-for a more comprehensive reason.
-
-To his way of looking, she was pleasant to the eye. But beauty was a
-matter of taste. To a Zulu she wouldn’t compare with his thick-lipped,
-black-hued mate. The Cabot’s housekeeper, Mrs. Morrison, might be right
-in accrediting her with a sweet disposition. Yet weren’t unattractive
-girls usually called “sweet” and “good-natured”? She appeared to be
-unselfish--and where was there an attribute so tiresome in women as
-unselfishness? The fact that she boasted no brilliancy was a point in
-her favor. The suggestion of an ardent nature in those dear little
-wrinkles around her mouth might be either pro or con.
-
-In what, then, lay her lure?
-
-He had felt he should lose respect for his intelligence if obliged
-to hear to the end of her story to know. He had found the clue in
-the least important of her conquests--in him she called the “city’s
-choice.” Why had that young Irishman’s blood gushed to his face at the
-cling of her hand upon his arm, only to recede at the look of eyes
-so like those of his year-old babe? Why had he calmed into a fine
-protectorate from one of those sudden physical excitements peculiar to
-mortal men?
-
-He had got her, had got her at last. And with her he had got the secret
-of her power--a secret of inestimable value to herself. Oh, she need
-not look so helpless and perturbed! She need not maintain that pose
-with him, now that he understood.
-
-“Exactly what is it in me----” the dark head drooped--“that you
-understand?”
-
-He slashed out at an oleander until it blazed at him its bi-colored
-fire.
-
-“You were red and white--a human flower more attractively charged than
-any in my garden of Bad Luck.” He rose to bow before her, low and
-with no trace of irony. “You were an effect unique among womankind, a
-combination of unconscious lust and seductive innocence. You appealed
-with equal force to the bad and the good in that creature as near devil
-as angel--everyman. _I_ know. Am I not the limit in both?”
-
-From gay to grave his manner again changed when he squared around and
-at last faced her.
-
-“Never have I destroyed any force that works for me,” he stated.
-“You have powers for evil which, if developed, might rival my own.
-It remains with you whether that power increases in you or, through
-duress, is destroyed. Come, what do you say?”
-
-“What can I say, when I don’t know----”
-
-“Allow me to say it for you, then. As I have explained in part, I
-need--and need in a hurry--more men souls than I have been able to
-draft since the conception of my Great Intention. Although I’ve
-never been above taking any outside help I can get, I always have
-despised the retroaction upon men of women. Since Eve, the fair have
-been a sickly lot, more given to good influences than bad. Even the
-experts developed by modern sex and social problems have shown chiefly
-stupidity. Not the worst of them but have ideas of _bona fide_ reform
-back of the rows they’re raising. As for the vampires, real ones
-always have been rare. That Catherine Cabot, to whom you’ve called my
-attention, is exceptional.”
-
-“Yes. Dr. Shayle used to say that Catherine couldn’t be ‘reached’.”
-
-“Shayle--is that the name of the ruined healer on your passport?”
-
-“Oh, the world was mistaken about him, Your Majesty. Dear Clarke
-Shayle--he said I saved him.”
-
-“Let us hope not, you slave to tradition!” His Highness snapped. “If
-you knew the deplorable failure I’ve made trying to get bad results
-from women, you’d agree that I’d best stick to my last--and first--the
-men. However, since you’ve been séancing with me evenings, certain
-possibilities of making your sex serve my purposes have opened up
-before me. In the past my idea has been that the more I could keep
-women under, the worse the world would be. You have changed my slogan
-to ‘Turn ’em loose’.”
-
-“_I?_”
-
-For a moment Satan enjoyed the admixture of humbleness and indignation
-in her query.
-
-“Nice work,” he commented. “Such feminism may be made the most dynamic
-evil in the universe by one who masters it. De Maupassant thought he
-had, but his ideas of women were limited to types of his time. I have
-the one mind that can look at your sex unbiased by sentiment. As I had
-no mother, all women are before, none behind me. The male may go on
-and on indefinitely with sex villainies. But the female is likely to
-learn from one indecency, her Swan Song, as it were. Yet her lamentable
-limitations need not discourage us, since wars have made the fair
-population exceed--shall I say, the foul? ‘By their works ye shall know
-them.’ Your works I know. Ergo, I know you. Unlike your friend of the
-employment agency, I fit the position to the applicant. Here is the job
-I had created for you.”
-
-He would make her manager, accountable only to himself, of the woman’s
-department of the mortal world; would teach her the psychology of
-spiritual communication, so that she might personally direct important
-cases, as did he in his own field; would place under her charge a
-school of female fiends whom she might entrust with missions on earth
-as soon as she deemed them sufficiently proficient in her subtleties,
-even as he did his demon sleuths.
-
-To appeal, to obtain, to destroy--was not that the mission of her sex?
-And yet so long had women been burden-bearers, deprived of initiative
-by the master’s rein and hoppled by the ultimate of man-made laws,
-that even he who so sorely needed them, had failed to appreciate their
-suppressed power. Never would they come into their own until they
-learned that their capability lay, not in trying to be what they were
-not, but in being essentially and ruthlessly what they were.
-
-“Ah, wrigglier than a she-cobra’s wriggle is the female of my dreams!”
-Glowing from that ruddy mist of concentration which once before Dolores
-had seen, His Highness warmed to his thought. “If all the anarchists in
-my incubators were matured, they’d be a puny menace to society and the
-State as compared with women let loose. Take the punitive laws from any
-class and what is the result? Riot, bestiality, sin. Fear is what has
-held women down. Take away fear and what will they do? They’ll master
-the men. Once give ’em license and they’ll soon make up for their
-enforced virtue of the past. The fact that they do not originate is
-their best-worst trait--saves a lot of energy. Why, when I contemplate
-their daring, their imperviousness to pain, their concentration through
-heredity upon the meaner issues; when I allow myself to imagine the
-deafening pop of the bottled-up indignities poured upon them in the
-past--_Whew!_ I, the First and Last, shudder in humility over my
-virtues. This I give you as a prophecy: To the female of the species is
-the victory of vice.”
-
-Dolores was lifted above fear for herself by fear for womankind.
-
-“For shame!” she cried.
-
-“Shame? What is that?”
-
-“What I feel for you, Your--Your Lowness.”
-
-“Good! I _must_ be getting bad. It is well that you pay me an out-loud
-compliment now and then, when I’m paying you with the utmost of my
-unlimited power. You encourage me to proceed. Although I don’t wish
-you to doff your gentle ways--they’ll serve as a model for your
-she-destroyers--you must keep clearly in mind that our chief emotion
-down here is hate--immortal hate.”
-
-“Hate immortal? I find it hard to think of such a thing. I am sure that
-I never could hate for long. On Earth, I might stay angry with some one
-through the day, but I couldn’t go to sleep until I forgave.”
-
-His Majesty scowled down at her, evidently disturbed. “It’s all right
-to look that idea. Of course you don’t feel it. You certainly must hate
-these earthlings you’re telling us about.”
-
-“You are wrong. I don’t hate them. Somehow I can’t hate any of them.”
-With a catch of breath, she added: “If you said immortal love, now----”
-
-“Tut, tut, my child. Isn’t it hot enough down here? Don’t heat up my
-imagination.”
-
-“But didn’t you ever feel love for anybody?”
-
-“No, nor wouldn’t if I could. Love is weakening--orangeade for
-temperance fools like General Sam. What is it anyhow? Some old
-scientist has defined it as ‘merely the attraction of billions of
-atoms, electrically charged in the system, corresponding to the same
-number of the same sort of atoms in a person of the opposite sex.’
-There you have it. What is so marvelous about that--what to make such a
-to-do over?”
-
-“That definition doesn’t sound right to me.”
-
-Dolores’ eyes gazed out over the garden with a waiting look. It was as
-if, within their shadows of a purple that shamed the bourgainvillae
-bloom, hope was hiding in the arbor.
-
-The King watched her in his considering way. His arm stretched along
-the back of the bench. When convinced that she had forgotten his
-presence, he suddenly snapped his strong, long fingers around the nape
-of her neck.
-
-With a smothered scream, Dolores tried to shake off his clutch. Never
-from a mortal man had she felt a touch so offensive, yet so loathsomely
-attracting.
-
-“Please release me. You are so--so intense!”
-
-“Quite too intense”--Satan drew back his lips over his teeth in a
-bestial smile--“and in the imperative tense. Remember, Dame Dolores,
-that what I want, I do not ask. I take.”
-
-Sliding his hand down her arm, he drew her to her feet.
-
-“Considering that, how do you like the prospect of this High Priestess
-job?”
-
-“I simply couldn’t do such things as you propose,” she dared his
-displeasure to protest. “I should fail dismally, for I am not at heart
-the sort you think. You say that love weakens one, but my spirit
-would die, I know, if I cast love out and tried to hate. You would be
-disappointed in me and your plans planned in vain. If success is what
-you demand, choose some one stronger in hate than I--some one who----”
-
-“Playing in form to the last!” he commented. “You are wise. There
-really is no comparison between this appointment and one to the
-Wanton’s Well or, say, the Traitors to Mothers. You, by the way, are a
-native daughter to the last-named state. Did that strike you the other
-day? According to your own account, you killed your mother before the
-poor thing could so much as say ‘top o’ the morning.’”
-
-“At least let me think it over. Let me finish the séances first,”
-Dolores plead, under the iron of his reminder. “I am exhausted each
-night when they are over and busy all the next day planning how best I
-may continue to entertain Your Lowness. A new undertaking might make me
-a failure in both.”
-
-“There is something to that, unless----” He peered down at her
-suspiciously. “You’re not aspiring to outwit me by dragging out that
-life story indefinitely? The new job _will_ tax your concentration, no
-doubt of it. And you do look all in after your regular evening stunt.
-All right. You may have one week after the end of the séances in which
-to make up such of your mind as I have not made up for you. But I
-say----”
-
-“Yes, Your---- Yes, Pluto?”
-
-“Aren’t you the dearest of griefs?” Although he laughed at the guile
-with which she had thanked him for his concession, he finished the
-warning sternly. “See you make your story snappy to-night. Don’t let
-these days of grace--or disgrace--make you as profuse of unessential
-details as you’ve been chary of the essentials past nights. If you
-do, you’ll find yourself talking against time with a vengeance. A
-vengeance--get that?”
-
-Yes, she assured him, her voice a minor chord. And she would try to
-make it “snappy.”
-
-A weakness for her? As compared with the strength he was showing to
-bend or break her to his will, that dread now seemed a hope.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI
-
-
-In the long moment during which Mrs. Cabot leveled her astonished stare
-upon the applicant as governess to her son, the girl did not breathe.
-When direct demand was made of her she could not speak.
-
-“Tell me, is coming here your own idea? Or did my husband----?”
-
-The smart vision in black and white interrupted herself by an
-over-shoulder invitation.
-
-“Come in, Henri. Be moved to admiration of my John. Even you will
-concede that he is improving.”
-
-To the personage in blue-gray uniform who clattered at her side, she
-added:
-
-“You have the privilege of viewing at close range the famed Dolores
-Trent.”
-
-“Ah, the mademoiselle which Meestaire Cabot have rescue?” inquired the
-French cavalry officer.
-
-“The same. Is there anything like rescuing a lady, my dear d’Elie, to
-excite a man’s interest in her? He is pleased with her because pleased
-with himself--so pleased that he wants to keep right on rescuing her.
-I might have known that John would locate the disappearing heroine of
-his hero act sooner or later. But how naïvely American to try to make a
-convenience of his own home!”
-
-In Dolores’ silence Mrs. Morrison denied the charge.
-
-“Miss Trent was sent here through Madame Sheehan’s agency, to which I
-frequently apply. Up to the moment you came in just now, Mrs. Cabot,
-she thought me the mother of the child in need of a governess. I assure
-you that Mr. Cabot had nothing to do with her application.”
-
-An arpeggio of light laughter, accompanied by a bass chord, greeted
-this defense.
-
-“No use talking, she’s _good_, isn’t she?” Mrs. Cabot asked her escort,
-before turning directly to Dolores. “But I fear, Miss Trent, that
-you’re not quite good enough. A mother owes something to her child,
-even though a father thinks that he does not. I thank you for coming.
-You have succeeded better than our parson friend’s lynx in giving me a
-rare sensation--that of surprise. I wish you a very good morning.”
-
-Dolores rose; heard a quiet voice making her reply.
-
-“And I am sorry that I came. I shouldn’t have done so had I understood.
-I hope you will believe Mrs. Morrison, if not me, for Mr. Cabot’s sake.
-Good morning.”
-
-On her way to the entrance, the purport of a rapid exchange in French
-between him named as d’Elie and Mrs. Cabot was forced upon her
-realization.
-
-“Pardon, adored one, but have you considered the other needs of your
-household?”
-
-“What other needs could there be in which this celebrated miss is
-concerned?”
-
-“Only yesterday madame was saying that her husband seemed afflicted
-with ennui--that it might be advisable to stimulate his interest
-in life. Might it not prove pleasant, my angel, if the father of
-the infant terrible should find the new governess--shall I say,
-_congenial_?”
-
-“Enough, my clever Henri. I understand.”
-
-So complete was the change of manner with which Mrs. Cabot stopped the
-girl at the door that a more experienced person could scarcely have
-been blamed for bewilderment. Her cynical expression was lost in a
-humid smile. Her voice softened. She tossed aside the crop with which
-she had been swishing the air to extend the hand of appeal.
-
-“The Marquis d’Elie has criticized my lack of charity,” she
-said. “Perhaps I _am_ wrong to jump at conclusions. And it is a
-responsibility to send a mere child like you back into a world which
-already has been rather hard on her. Then, too, my unfortunate
-offspring is to be considered. It is quite possible that he might get
-along better with a young person than the nursery monitors he so often
-has defeated. I wonder if you are as amiable as you look--if you could
-forgive the hasty things I said just now?”
-
-Dolores did not know what to think, still less what to say. She parried
-by a question which interested her.
-
-“You call your son unfortunate. What is the matter with him?”
-
-Catherine Cabot’s first talent was that of taking. Whatever she wanted
-in life she took as her perquisite. Always had she taken admiration,
-service, flattery, love, sacrifice, money. Literally she had taken her
-husband because he was useful to her. She proceeded now to take Dolores
-Trent.
-
-“Oh, my dear, if you could know how unfortunate! Most children have
-some sort of a chance, but not my poor Jackie. Probably after you have
-seen him and know something of the disposition that comes from his
-sufferings, you won’t wish to undertake him. You would need a love for
-children great enough to include the most unlovable.”
-
-“But I have a great love for children,” Dolores said. “My neighbors
-used to say that I have a way with them.”
-
-“Mr. Cabot would be relieved of his heaviest burden if we’d find some
-one who could handle Jack.” Catherine continued her “taking.” “It would
-seem like a fatality, wouldn’t it, if in return for his small service
-to you that day at Seff’s----”
-
-“His service wasn’t small, Mrs. Cabot. I may have seemed ungrateful not
-to thank him, but I---- You see----”
-
-“Of course you couldn’t and of course he didn’t wish you to,” the
-wife assured her. “But it would be really beautiful--sort of nice and
-Emersonian--if you could pass along the favor he did you to his child.
-Suppose you hold an open mind, Miss Trent, until after you’ve met Jack.
-I’ll come to his rooms later and help to explain him. Morrison will
-take up all details with you, if you should decide to stay. Won’t you
-try, anyhow, to forget and forgive my unkindness?”
-
-The girl, still standing just within the door, heard the Frenchman’s
-congratulation, as the brilliant-looking pair disappeared among the
-palms of the foyer.
-
-“But you are wonderful, my adored one, most wonderful!”
-
- * * * * *
-
-As Dolores stepped off the elevator onto the third-floor balcony that
-overlooked the great, glass-domed hall, a woman’s scream cut the quiet.
-The housekeeper hurried ahead and threw open the door of a large,
-sun-flooded room.
-
-“He have bite me, Mees Morrison. But see this mark on my wrist. I
-should regret to desert madame, but I give up my place rather than play
-as the nurse one hour longer.”
-
-The plaint arose from a be-capped young woman whom Dolores later
-learned to be Annette, Mrs. Cabot’s maid, pressed into emergency
-service. She had made a shield of a light chair between herself and the
-boy of eight, or thereabouts, who was pursuing her. The bone of their
-contention seemed to be a particularly boneless toy dog held above his
-reach.
-
-Dolores’ first view of John Cabot, Jr., was not heartening. His only
-recognition of her presence was a scowl. In lurching forward over the
-chair to recapture his plaything, he slipped and fell, with a shriek
-more of chagrin than pain, upon the floor. When Morrison and Annette
-rushed to his assistance, Dolores intervened. She asked that they leave
-her alone with the boy.
-
-After the closing click of the door she crossed to one of the windows;
-seated herself in an upholstered chair; gave her attention to the park
-view.
-
-“Why don’t you come and pick me up?”
-
-At the demand, she turned to see that Master Jack still sprawled on the
-floor, his chin cupped in his hands, his unchildlike frown upon her.
-
-“I didn’t suppose you’d wish to be picked up--a big boy like you,” she
-said. “I didn’t suppose you’d even wish me to look at you.”
-
-She regretted the ruse the moment she realized his physical handicap.
-Having challenged his pride, however, she hesitated to retreat. But an
-ache for him which never was entirely eased came into her heart as she
-watched his efforts to achieve his feet; noted the warped condition of
-his legs; watched his peculiar gait as he approached her--a slithering
-forward of his feet, with no yield at his knees and hips.
-
-Jack’s upper body was only fairly developed, yet by comparison with
-his nether limbs his arms looked excessively long. His head, with its
-luxurious growth of dark brown, slightly curling hair, was large as a
-gnome’s. At the moment his features were twisted into an expression of
-resentment. Only his eyes were beautiful, wide-set and Irish-gray in
-color, with an outsweep of long, almost black lashes.
-
-A certain embarrassment for him, which quickly followed the shock of
-noting his deformity, caused Dolores to lift her eyes toward a square
-object wrapped about with a bath towel, which was suspended from the
-ceiling near the window.
-
-“A bird?” she asked irrelevantly.
-
-“A canary.” Master Jack now stood directly before her. “He sings so
-much around noon-time, I bag him.”
-
-“And don’t you like him to sing?”
-
-“Of course not. He sounds too happy. Who are you, anyway?”
-
-Dolores’ eyes filled with the wistfulness that always overflowed
-her heart at thought of her own lonely childhood--her super-sad
-little-girlhood.
-
-“I am some one your mother has engaged to keep you company,” she told
-him. “I do hope we can make a go of it, Jack. I certainly should
-appreciate your friendship.”
-
-“You’re not----” Suspicion stiffened his face. “Say, if you’re another
-governess----”
-
-“I’d rather be,” she interrupted, “sort of a pal.”
-
-“But you couldn’t play boy’s games. What’s your name?”
-
-“Dolores Trent. Dolores means grief.”
-
-“’Lores--grief?”
-
-His interest was caught, as had been Vincent Seff’s, by that “sad
-little name” of hers. He hooked one hand to his hip like some shrunken
-old man and studied her from beneath the graceful sweep of his lashes.
-New objection occurred to him.
-
-“My mother insists that I keep cheerful all the time. She mightn’t let
-you stay if she knew your name meant grief. She hung Dick in here.
-That’s one reason I don’t like him.”
-
-“How you must love your mother, Jack--she’s so beautiful!”
-
-“That’s no reason to love anybody,” came his startling statement. “I’ve
-been living with my mother going on nine years now and she’s getting
-kind of stale. I don’t mind your name--being kept cheerful all the time
-is what I hate the most. I won’t stand it, I tell you!”
-
-Dolores quieted his returning excitement with a shrug of compliance.
-“Let’s just be miserable together, then.”
-
-“Until that gets tiresome.” Even with the shrewd proviso, one corner of
-the boy’s over-large mouth twitched, as if from humor. “Mind, I get my
-own way,” he warned, “except when John’s home.”
-
-“John?” she asked.
-
-“My father. He’s the only person I respect, unless it is Clarke Shayle.
-I don’t know, though. I think I like Clarke more than I respect him.
-And then, of course, he hurts me a lot. Clarke’s my osteopath. He has
-won five medals for swimming. John hasn’t any medals, but he doesn’t
-need them. You sort of know that he could have all he wanted if he
-wanted them.”
-
-“And you let your father have his own way with you?”
-
-“Of course, and not because he would punish me if I disobeyed him,
-either. They say”--Jack drew up quaintly--“that John worships me. As
-for me, I shouldn’t wish to offend him. We’re awfully chummy, my father
-and I, although he’s very tall and strong and I----” Gulping, he
-turned away. “See that wooden cradle in the corner? I’d never have it
-in my rooms except that John was rocked in it when he was a baby. Seems
-funny to think of John ever having been a baby, he’s so mannish now.”
-
-The Colonial antique which had distracted the little fellow’s thoughts
-from himself, was the first of many interesting treasures he showed
-her. Mrs. Cabot had called the child’s quarters “rooms,” rather than
-“nursery,” and they were, indeed, furnished incongruously for his
-years. Except for a few mechanical toys, the suite might have been
-that of some sophisticated bachelor. The chamber that opened off the
-living room was filled with heirloom mahogany, the bed a fine example
-of pineapple four-poster upon which not only his father’s father, but
-also his great-grandfather had slept. Oil portraits of the paternal
-line hung the walls. Turkish rugs lay upon the polished floors. An old
-corner clock ticked away the time for this last of the Cabots as it had
-for seven generations of the name before him. He particularly liked
-the clock, Jack said, because it was calm-faced--not too sad, not too
-happy--just calm.
-
-To a large bowl of gold-fish twinkling lazily in the sunlight, he
-invited her especial attention. They had been given him by Clarke
-Shayle, he explained, to demonstrate the first principles of swimming.
-
-“Clarke’s going to make a swimmer of me,” he asserted, “after he gets
-me well. Oh, you needn’t look so sorry for me! I’ve got good arms,
-haven’t I? You watch the gold-fish. They haven’t any legs.”
-
-“Promise”--Dolores swallowed at the lump in her throat--“to give me one
-of your medals as a souvenir some day?”
-
-From a downward glance at his poor body, he stared at her suspiciously.
-Evidently deciding that she was not making sport of him, he conceded:
-“Of course it may be a while yet. And we mayn’t be friends that long.
-That’s Clarke coming now for my treatment. I know his step.”
-
-“Dr.” Shayle lacked the professional look. Although slightly above
-medium height, he was heavy as he well could be without loss of the
-athletic appearance for which Dolores had been prepared. He was young,
-clean-shaved, redheaded, freckled. Next after his appearance of
-strength, she noticed his cheerfulness. He had very clean teeth and
-an engaging smile. Early in their interview, he laughed in a joyous,
-lingering way, with a glance that coaxed her to share his amusement.
-She noticed also in these first moments a yellowish fleck in the brown
-iris of his right eye. It served to give him an oddly intent expression.
-
-At once after Jack’s staid ceremony of introduction, he declared
-excitedly that he would not be “mauled” to-day--that he could not be
-forced into a treatment.
-
-“Who wants to force you?” asked Shayle. “Do you think I enjoy wearing
-myself all out? A hike will be better for you, anyhow, at the present
-moment. Here, let me wind up that dog!”
-
-His suggestion developed into a lesson in the slithering walk which
-evidently was the afflicted lad’s chief hope of getting along through
-life. The toy, over whose possession Jack had bitten the French maid’s
-wrist, was a mechanical dog whose four legs worked, when set going,
-with something the movement which the osteopath was cultivating in his
-patient. The dog set the pace across the room; the boy did his best to
-follow.
-
-“If you’d hold your head straight, little chump, not so far to one
-side, you’d be better balanced,” Shayle advised from his down-leaning,
-critical inspection.
-
-“I won’t and I never will.” Jack stopped to glare back at his trainer.
-“John always holds his head to one side and I guess he walks all right.”
-
-“Oh well, if John does! Like father like son--beautiful sentiment.” At
-once the doctor passed the point. Giving up seemed to be his policy.
-“That’s enough hiking for to-day, old scout. Just let me feel those
-knee muscles. No, not a regular boy-handling on the bed. Just a touch
-to see if they aren’t working better to-day.”
-
-During the operation into which Shayle had inveigled his patient,
-Dolores observed that his hands, while freckled and rather thick, were
-drawn into slender fingers, pointed at the tips, with nails neatly
-manicured.
-
-“You’ve cheated--you’re hurting me like a real treatment!” shrieked
-Jack and beat his practitioner in the face until able to wriggle out of
-his grasp.
-
-Dr. Shayle changed the subject as promptly as he gave up his attempt.
-“Have a heart, Mister Dempsey. Wait a minute--I want to say something.
-What’s become of the Cabot courtesy? You haven’t asked Miss Trent to
-take off her things.”
-
-“We were so busy getting acquainted!” Dolores, with a confidential
-glance at the boy, lifted her hands to her hat.
-
-“Allow me to make up for friend pugilist’s oversight.” With that
-coaxing laugh of his, Shayle arose to help with the Duvetyn coat.
-
-In the act, his hand touched the pulse at the side of her throat. With
-the contact, a strange sensation quivered through her, disturbing, yet
-somehow pleasant. Evidently he, too, had felt it. He looked straight
-into her eyes a moment, his face suddenly serious.
-
-“_Ah!_”
-
-Oddly enough, that was all he said.
-
-“Madame has a headache, Dr. Shayle. She wishes you to attend her as
-soon as you have finish’ with the--with Master Jacques.”
-
-The interruption came from Annette, the maid who had been bitten, now
-serene of voice and immaculate in fresh cap and apron.
-
-“What, another?”
-
-Dolores heard the mutter which prefaced Shayle’s more formal
-acknowledgment of the message. She was surprised at the headache and
-told the doctor so. Mrs. Cabot had looked quite well on returning from
-her ride.
-
-Although he made no comment, she was struck by his expression and the
-fact that it was reflected in the thin face of the boy--an expression
-hard to define, but certainly not sympathetic.
-
-After a luncheon served for Jack and herself in his sitting-room, the
-boy was retired to his nap and she summoned to an interview with Mrs.
-Morrison. She was not asked whether she would or would not stay. The
-housekeeper seemed to have taken it for granted that she would. And
-indeed, two realizations had settled the issue. Jack needed her and she
-needed him.
-
-She was shown a pleasant room farther along the third-floor balcony
-and asked about her luggage. Her wages would be the same as paid the
-previous governess. Mrs. Cabot regretted a slight indisposition, but
-sent word that, as Dr. Shayle approved her start with Master Jack, she
-was to use her own judgment.
-
-The kindly housekeeper expressed a personal hope that she would be
-happy and comfortable. She must come down to the ground-floor parlor
-when lonely and must not fail to ask for anything she needed or wished.
-
-Before the young heir had awakened, Dolores returned to the outer
-room of the suite. She took up a magazine, but did not feel like
-reading--got no farther than a page of kennel advertisements. Her eyes
-upon a circle which had been penciled around the picture of a pedigreed
-Airedale, she gave up to her thoughts.
-
-Strange though it was, her present situation seemed natural. That she
-should find herself in the home of the Cabots who, from among the great
-cityfull had figured in both her previous engagements, impressed her
-as nothing short of fatalistic. Blindfolded, she had faced in their
-direction. Each of her stumbles had been a step toward the place made
-ready for her. She had been prepared to appreciate what they had to
-offer her; they what she could and would return. The third attempt to
-earn her livelihood surely would prove the charm. Could it be possible
-that only that morning she had set out, the end of her day a closed
-book? This afternoon the book lay wide, its lines clearly typed. And
-pleasant reading the future chapters looked, each day-page illumined
-with the joy of doing for someone less fortunate than herself.
-
-Until he spoke, she did not know that Jack was staring at her from the
-bedroom doorway.
-
-“You have a nicer nose than the last one. She left because I called her
-‘Needle-nose Nannie’ to her face. She had the piercingest nose I ever
-saw. I never asked my other governesses, but will you come with me on
-my drive?”
-
-Dolores was glad to go, the more so that he had suggested it. Already
-she longed that he should love her. There seemed safety in the love of
-a child.
-
-In the open car from which he preferred to take his air when the
-weather was fine, as he told her with his manner of a bored little
-man of affairs, she scarcely could restrain the impulse to put her
-arm around him. Appreciating, however, his oldishness, she contented
-herself with finding his hand beneath the fur robe when a squirrel
-excited them by dashing across the road in peril of their tires.
-
-They did not drive for long. Sight of several children running races on
-the green brought from the cripple a crisp order of “Home, Herrick!”
-
-Dolores made no protest. She understood. But she held tight to the
-gloved fingers beneath the robe.
-
-“I never take any chances of missing John,” was the boy’s manufactured
-explanation. “He comes up to see me first thing after he gets home.”
-
-Back in his suite, the tedium of his shut-in life soon showed in
-returning irritability.
-
-“I do get so tired of women, women--always women! I don’t like them any
-more than they like me. Why can’t they get me a man governess?” And
-after a scowling moment: “What games do you know?”
-
-Dolores did not know any. “Games” had been considered the least
-necessary thing in her child life. Yet the moment was unpropitious
-for admitting the lack. Urgently she applied to her imagination. A
-smothered cheep from the towel-covered bird-cage brought inspiration.
-
-“Did you ever try,” she asked, “a game called ‘Turn-about’?”
-
-“No. How do you play it?”
-
-“Another name for it is ‘Fair-Play.’ Turn-about is fair-play, you know.
-First one of us--you or I--has his way. Then, turn-about, the other has
-his.”
-
-“Sounds like a queer game.” He considered a moment, as the
-possibilities of the idea opened before him. “You can do anything you
-like in your turn--all the naughty things you’ve wanted to do and
-didn’t dare?”
-
-“All of them--that is, all you still wish to do.”
-
-“All right. First go!” A crafty look lit the gray eyes. Turning, he
-shuffled across the room. “I’m going to do what your coming stopped
-me from doing--break this dog. I hate--_hate_--HATE it! It is just a
-stupid toy, but it goes faster than I can every time and it never hurts
-at all.”
-
-Without a word of protest, Dolores watched him hammer the floor with
-the device which was at once his ambition and his despair; allowed him
-to wrench it to pieces, legs from body and head from neck.
-
-“My turn now,” she said. “I’m going to take the towel from around
-Dick’s cage.”
-
-Sagacity was evidenced in the boy’s instant retort. “Then I’ll take my
-next turn putting it back again.”
-
-“And keep the game at a standstill? I can repeat, remember, as often
-as you,” Dolores warned him. Stepping down from the chair upon which
-she had stood to let sunlight in upon the canary, now ruffling its
-yellow plumage enjoyably, she seated herself and stayed his lifted
-hand. “I want to tell you something, Jackie dear. Happiness is the most
-attractive thing in the world and one of the hardest to have. Just
-because your bird knows the secret of how to have it, even though shut
-up in a smaller space than you, you are jealous. So long as you’re
-jealous, you’ll never be happy. I’ve never been very happy either, but
-I want to be and I’ve heard that happiness begets happiness. Maybe
-if you and I would listen to Dick sing, we’d get the spirit of why he
-sings. Maybe after a while we could be happy, too. What do you say?”
-
-“I say it’s no fun being happy.”
-
-Although he jerked his hand away and spoke defiantly, Dolores thought
-she saw a gleam of interest in his eyes.
-
-“Of course, you can try if you want to,” he added. “I’ll take my next
-turn spilling the gold-fish. There’ll be plenty of time for Clarke to
-get me some more before I’m strong enough to learn to swim.”
-
-Heartsick, Dolores watched him stagger toward the bathroom with the
-heavy glass bowl. She realized that, in steadying himself inside, he
-was waiting for her to object. But she uttered no word of reproach as
-he dumped the gleaming inmates and their small sea upon the tiling.
-When she heard him chuckling over their squirms, she followed him.
-
-“My turn!” She took the bowl from him, filled it with fresh water
-and replaced within it the emptied moss and stones. Upon her knees
-on the folded bath-rug, she invited his assistance in a way most
-matter-of-fact “We must get them in quickly or they’ll die. Careful how
-you scoop them up--their fins are very delicate. See how glad they are
-to be back in the water again and how gracefully they swim!”
-
-The boy was actually helping her when the opening of the hall door
-interrupted. He steadied himself to his feet, then slithered into the
-sitting-room. Still bent to her life-saving task, Dolores heard the
-exchange without and saw, over-shoulder, the man-to-man hand-shake of
-father and son.
-
-“Hello, John Cabot!”
-
-“Jack Cabot, hello!”
-
-“I broke my dog, but you know the reason, John. I’d not mind so much if
-a live one beat me. Aren’t you ever going to get me a real dog?”
-
-“Your apology is accepted, Jack. But how could I know you’d be good to
-a live dog if you had one? He would have to be considered as well as
-you. They tell me you break all your toys. I’d hate to see the spirit
-of a good dog broken. How can I be sure----”
-
-“But I tell you I _would_ be good to him. Don’t I keep my word to you,
-John? I’d never have spilled the fishes except that I had given in to
-’Lores about Dick. Oh, you don’t know about ’Lores yet!”
-
-The boy it was who brought them again face to face. Dolores had
-reëntered the living-room. John Cabot stopped beside the center
-table--stopped and looked across at her. Just what his look
-meant--superstition, disapproval, fear--she could not be sure. Her
-heart beat uncomfortably while she waited for him to speak.
-
-“I was told down-stairs that a new governess had come,” he said, after
-what seemed a long time. “I didn’t understand that it was you.”
-
-“And I didn’t understand that the position was offered by you,” she
-replied. “If you are displeased, Mr. Cabot, I will give up--Jack.”
-
-“But I won’t give _her_ up, John, even if she is a woman-governess. She
-knows games that I never heard about. If you’ll just get me an Airedale
-now----”
-
-The child’s demands broke the strain of the moment. John Cabot offered
-his hand. The faint smile of his reassurance disappeared from his lips
-when he read on the tiling the continuation of Jack’s story of the
-gold-fish. Dolores studied him. Although a shadow lowered over his
-eyes at this evidence of the evil temper of his son, he gave her an
-impression of great kindness and great suppression. He looked like what
-he really was--which, she had noticed, most men do not.
-
-“I am afraid, my boy, that I could not trust a live dog to you,” he
-said.
-
-He was restoring the last of the stranded aquatics to comfort within
-the bowl when a lilting laugh surprised the three. Mrs. Cabot,
-evidently recovered from her headache, was watching them.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII
-
-
-John Cabot seldom spoke with the new governess, as she took to
-absenting herself during the afternoon hour which he spent with his
-son. None the less she learned much about him and, through the opinion
-of others, came to hold him in high regard.
-
-Mrs. Morrison, daughter of the distinguished-looking old butler,
-Bradish, had been with the Cabot family practically her lifetime and
-proved an enthusiastic informant at the tea-time chats to which she
-frequently invited the girl. She took a personal pride in her employer
-and his career.
-
-Mr. Cabot, she boasted, was one of the few “real” New Yorkers. His
-family had lived in Manhattan since the sixteen-fifties. A red brick
-house in Whitehall Street, near the Battery, had been the birthplace
-of two generations of his grandfathers. There the Cabots had lived in
-the days when Castle Garden was the home of Grand Opera and Jennie
-Lind its Galli-Curci. The old house still stood, although its quondam
-drawing-room, where once the fair and gallant had stepped the minuet,
-now staged nothing more romantic than haggles over the price of
-shipping stores.
-
-The comfortable fortune awaiting the present head of the house on his
-graduation from Princeton, he had increased to great wealth through
-an international banking organization built up largely through his
-efforts. Particularly proud was the housekeeper over the fact that not
-only the Cabot dollars but the master himself had worked unceasingly
-to “win the war,” that not only his own Government, but also those of
-Britain and France had heaped honors upon him. In the underwriting of
-the war loans of the Allies and in the direction of American Liberty
-Bond flotations the services he had rendered without financial gain
-were declared inestimable. For a time, indeed, the Cabot Bank--a
-classic structure on Broad Street within a stone’s throw of the
-homestead--had been the acknowledged center of war finance for half the
-world.
-
-By his employees--also according to Morrison--the banker was adored
-for his democratic manner; was respected for the unfailing honesty of
-his business code; was, at the same time, served with the diligence of
-fear. In his home, his every gesture was anticipated that it might be
-the more quickly obeyed. None, not even the beautiful madame, would
-have dared question any of the direct wishes he so seldom expressed.
-
-To his only son John Cabot was a fascinating mystery.
-
-“You know, John’s a queer man,” the boy confided to Dolores, with his
-elderly faculty for analysis. “He’s as quiet and kind as anybody could
-be and yet he keeps everyone scared of him. Morrison says it’s because
-he is ‘just.’ What is there about justice, ’Lores, that everybody’s so
-scared of?”
-
-On another occasion: “One thing I like about John, is the interest he
-can take in little things. Why, he plays my Christmas games better than
-I do, and the way he can keep clocks going! Sometimes when he stays
-home evenings, he brings almost a dozen in here and sits on the floor
-and gets them all ticking at once. That clock of my great-grandfather
-Cabot’s is his pet. All the jewelers said the old works would have
-to be replaced. But John says he’s going to keep it going through my
-lifetime at least. He’s funny that way. He never thinks of dying.
-Somehow, I don’t think anybody could make him die until he got ready.”
-
-Once the child-man had opened up a hurt in his confidence: “I heard
-my mother tell John one day that my grandmother--his own mother, you
-know--might have called him ‘Jack,’ but she felt sure that nobody else
-had. She said he was the uncompromising kind of man that everybody just
-naturally called ‘John.’ Sometimes my mother talks as if she did not
-think much of John, any more than she does of me. That’s why I can’t
-think much of her. Just what kind is an uncompromising man, ’Lores?”
-
-Even by madame herself were the peculiarities of the master of the
-great house discussed with the latest comer. Dolores, yielding to
-the unexpected fancy which Catherine seemed to have taken to her and
-looking on her with almost worshipful eyes in her sacred capacity of
-motherhood, welcomed every opportunity of showing her gratitude. One
-stormy afternoon, when she had been summoned to m’lady’s quarters on
-the second floor, the trend of the wife’s conversation became an urge
-that the governess think well of her husband.
-
-Fragrant from her bath, Catherine was sitting before a pier glass in
-her dressing room leisurely and, it would seem regretfully, covering
-her exquisite body with undergarments of rather sleazy texture. The
-fresh-opened box of bon-bons which stood on a nearby tabourette she
-urged upon Dolores with her comments.
-
-“John Cabot’s character is an open book--_in cipher_,” she declared. “I
-have noticed, my dear, that you appear to be just a bit in awe of him.
-It seems too bad when you will be thrown so much together over Jack.
-Perhaps if I give you the key to him you will feel more comfortable in
-his presence. He is not nearly so cold or stern as he acts. Really, he
-used to be quite ardent before---- Well, you know, before we got to
-know each other so thoroughly. I used to think him the strongest man
-I’d ever met.”
-
-Dolores resented the insinuation. “But isn’t he still stronger, now
-that he has learned to control his feelings? And perhaps he wouldn’t
-wish people to be given what you call the key to him.”
-
-But Catherine was not listening, as told by the opera air she hummed.
-She had become intent over an open drawerful of lingerie, some pieces
-simple, some elaborate as the sweat-shop set bought that day at Seff’s.
-With the selection of a rather plain Philippine linen for that day’s
-wear, her interest returned to the ever engrossing subject of herself.
-
-“Queer, isn’t it, how one’s early habits will cling? Have you heard
-that I wasn’t always rich? I haven’t a dollar except what Mr. Cabot has
-settled on me. My father had plenty to start with, but he squandered
-it all on ‘old masters’ that turned out to be neither masters nor old.
-I try to forget the humiliations of those days, but every now and then
-am reminded by little things--like, for instance, this.”
-
-At the puzzled look with which Dolores’ eyes met the emergence of her
-own from the neck scallops of the sheer envelope, she expanded:
-
-“I never wear my best clothes on a stormy day. Isn’t that too funny,
-when I don’t need to think of the weather? I’m interested in noting
-my own characteristics quite as much as I would be those of another
-person. Dr. Shayle says that I have the introspective faculty to a
-marked degree. I appreciate the compliment from him.”
-
-“He seems to see,” the girl remarked, “so much more than is on the
-surface.”
-
-By way of the glass, Catherine smiled at her, the short upper lip which
-was a piquant flaw in otherwise perfect features lifting over her
-gleaming, mouselike teeth.
-
-“Oh, Dr. Shayle has remarkable powers! I discovered him, you know. No
-wonder he admires me and feels--well----”
-
-For once Dolores interrupted. She did not wish to be told first-hand
-of the likable young osteopath’s devotion, concerning which she had
-heard considerable gossip from the servants. She felt that it would not
-be just loyal to Dr. Shayle. Although fearful for her temerity, she
-changed the subject.
-
-“That day you engaged me, the Marquis d’Elie spoke of other needs of
-your household in which I might help. You have been very kind to me and
-I want to do all I can in return. Won’t you tell me what they are--the
-other needs?”
-
-Relieved that her beautiful employer showed no resentment, she did not
-try to analyze the confused look turned into the mirror.
-
-“The need the marquis meant----” Catherine spoke readily enough after
-the moment’s pause--“is mine for someone congenial to talk with in this
-great barn of a house--someone refined, you know, with a mind more the
-quality of my own. That’s all, really, just someone to lift the heavy
-moments. D’Elie feels a deep sympathy for me.”
-
-So pathetic did she sound and look that Dolores, too, felt sympathetic.
-That the enviable Mrs. Cabot might have a secret sorrow had not
-occurred to her. This time she did not check the tendency toward
-confidence; waited rather in silence, lest she seem inquisitive, for
-whatsoever might be entrusted to her. But before Catherine could
-continue, someone entered the boudoir that opened off the dressing
-room. It was the Marquis d’Elie.
-
-That was the early afternoon when he, like the oft-mentioned “angel” of
-the old saw, startled them both by an unannounced appearance. Dolores
-was sitting out of his line of vision, but she could see him plainly
-in the pier glass. She rose, outraged at the Frenchman’s presumption
-with the wife of John Cabot; turned toward Catherine; waited for her to
-reprimand him as he deserved.
-
-Catherine, who had been in the act of tying a ribbon at her breast,
-stiffened as if turned to the marble she looked and stared into the
-glass at the reflection of the smiling alien. A hurried glance she
-spared for the confections of silk crepe and lace in the open drawer,
-then bit her lip. When at last she spoke, her voice was one of utter
-exasperation.
-
-“And me in a cotton chemise!”
-
-“But lovely--ah--as a lily of _la belle France_!” the Marquis enthused.
-“I have slip’ up for that small talk of confidence about the amount of
-the dot, _mon ange_. I feel distress that you must sue for so much. But
-the responsibility is on me to assure that my queen have those comfort
-to which----”
-
-“You certainly slipped up!” Sharply Catherine cut into the expression
-of his “responsibility.” Hers seemed to be for Dolores and the dressing
-robe which she had worn from her bath. This she donned before going
-into the boudoir. “You shouldn’t have come unannounced, Henri. Never do
-such a thing again. How fortunate it is that Miss Trent happened to be
-with me. You remember meeting Jack’s new governess?”
-
-His assurance was remarkable. Low he bowed before Dolores when, in
-response to Catherine’s appeal, she followed.
-
-“And how is mademoiselle enabled to do with the fiend-_enfant_?” he
-enquired affably.
-
-Dolores strove to control her contempt for him. She replied that she
-found Jack no fiend, but a most lovable child. He must be awakening
-from his nap about now. Would Mrs. Cabot excuse her?
-
-“First, my dear, won’t you ring for Annette?” Catherine made proviso.
-
-“And how,” the marquis persisted in the wait, “is the so-famed siren
-enabled to do with Meester Cabot?”
-
-Grateful for the support of madame’s frown, Dolores answered, steadily
-as she might: “So far Mr. Cabot has made no complaint of my methods
-with his son.”
-
-“She has done wonderfully--_with Jack_.” Catherine smiled at Dolores
-her innocent smile. “I, for one, am most grateful to Miss Trent, even
-if John hasn’t shown his appreciation.”
-
-“Perhaps he has not--_as yet_--have the opportunity.” The foreigner,
-too, contributed an encouraging beam.
-
-“Just what I’ve been telling her!” Catherine approved. “Miss Trent is
-so very self-effacing that I fear John thinks----”
-
-Just which of the wife’s fancies was about to be attributed to the
-great brain of John Cabot, Dolores never knew. She felt a sudden and
-vehement disinclination to hear his possible thoughts discussed before
-such an audience. She crossed to the gallery door.
-
-“I hear Annette coming. I--I’d like to go, Mrs. Cabot. Jack may be
-looking for me.”
-
-She did not wait for the elevator, but hurried up the wide marble steps
-that led from gallery to gallery to the top of the house. Fast as she
-took them, however, distressing questions pursued her.
-
-What was she to think--how conduct herself?
-
-Looking into Jack’s living-room, she saw that the door into his bedroom
-still was closed. The calm-faced clock announced that it was not really
-time for him to have awakened. As she went toward her own chamber to
-wait, she heard the click of the elevator letting someone off at the
-third gallery, but did not glance up to see who it was. She wished to
-be alone--to think.
-
-Once her own door was closed, however, she shrank from thinking. Rather
-than force herself to any immediate conclusion regarding the surprising
-developments of the last several minutes, she allowed her mind to rest,
-as it were, upon the thought of young Jack.
-
-During the days which had accumulated into weeks since her entry into
-the Cabot home, her influence upon the boy had continued to be poured
-into the mold of their first hour. The household agreed that none of
-the many who had undertaken him had approached her success. Rather than
-the problem which he was said to have been to earlier governesses, he
-had become a revelation to her.
-
-Although they continued to play “Turn-About” at times, she had ceased
-to rely upon games for the establishment of understanding between them.
-So long as Jack did what he knew to be right and fair, he and she might
-share enjoyment, even happiness. When he ceased, her disappointment in
-him spoiled their day. They consulted upon every item of their daily
-program subject to change. From play to text-books had been a gradual
-but sure transition. What at first had caused ruction, became a medium
-of pleasant companionship. Lessons learned under a “pal” instead of a
-task-mistress didn’t seem like lessons at all.
-
-Dolores’ service was but what she would have given unrequited to the
-stunted human plant. Love had bloomed as her reward. The lad’s devotion
-to her had become a by-word in the house.
-
-Only last evening, when she had slipped into his room to tell him
-good-night after the maid had left, he had overcome his prejudice
-against any show of affection sufficiently to lift his over-long arms
-about her neck.
-
-“’Lores,” he had whispered half-ashamedly, “I have made up a nice name
-for you. I don’t wish to tell even you what it is. I’m afraid you’d
-make fun of it. It is just a little name for you that I save to think
-about when I’m trying to go to sleep.”
-
-With the poignant memory, the girl felt comforted. Life, which hitherto
-had seemed indifferent when not actually cruel toward her, had grown
-kind. Surely no malice of Jade Fate could be behind the gift of a
-child’s adoration.
-
-And in what luxury did she live--she, whose sole capital so recently
-had been a ripening nectarine! No opportunity was given her to think of
-her needs. They were fore-attended. Beside her own beautiful room, the
-young heir’s kingdom was shared with her. And more than her needs were
-remembered. Mrs. Cabot’s gratitude and affection took the practical
-form of tickets to theater and opera matinees, of the free use of
-Jack’s car, and twice of invitations downstairs to dine _en famille_.
-In a partial expenditure of her salary, she had acquired, by way of
-being more worthy her surroundings, some unpretentious, but pretty
-clothes. The black worn for Trevor Trent she had laid away for the
-gayer colors liked by Jack, just as she was trying to lay away sorrow
-for good cheer.
-
-To-day, where was that good cheer?
-
-Here she had shut herself in her room in a panic of foreboding. Was she
-so used to trouble that she would attract by expecting it? Despite the
-general kindness toward her, she felt afraid.
-
-There was Dr. Clarke Shayle. At first his show of interest in her had
-been confined to the period of Jack’s daily treatment, when he would
-chat with the two of them in the set phrases to which he was given,
-leaving an impression of impartial friendliness. But a few days before
-he had returned during the boy’s nap hour to add a detail to his
-instructions. Even Jack had pierced the pretense and taken occasion,
-through some instinct or reason over which he grew quite sullen, to
-acquaint his mother with the fact.
-
-The annoyance shown by Mrs. Cabot brought memory back to the more
-recent annoyance of this early afternoon. What had given the Marquis
-d’Elie the right of way to madame’s boudoir? She decided to force the
-question from her mind as beyond her scope. General hints about the
-impecunious foreigner had been emphasized by Annette after the style of
-the French paper-backs which formed her ideas of high-life lived low.
-Vicariously the maid had thrilled over d’Elie’s infatuation for her
-beautiful mistress; deplored the fact that m’lady, being, alas, already
-wedded, might not acquire the right to the proud title of Marquise
-of France; grieved over the misfortune that her heroine, having no
-personal fortune, might not with financial safety free herself. Oh, not
-that madame had any more real feeling for her suitor than for her own
-husband! Her heart’s love, as Annette had reason to know, was given to
-another. That complication, however, was according to form, as written
-in French originals.
-
-All this was peace-poison, Dolores decided, and for such there was no
-antidote. One thing only must she remember. “M’lady” was John Cabot’s
-wife. The fact stared from her dressing-table mirror each time, as now,
-she smoothed her hair and compared its blackness with Catherine’s glory
-of fine silk and pale gold. Of it she was reminded each time her heart
-expanded over lonely Jack or her eyes caught the gleam of the limp
-diamond-and-platinum circlet which was his mother’s latest acquired and
-much admired “wedding” ring.
-
-She herself had been judged unjustly by appearances. She must not--she
-would not judge. Married women, she had been told, outgrew the
-prudishness which mothers taught their daughters. And titled foreigners
-were said to be more careless of conventions than the great, clean
-men of America. Every melioration she must consider. Perhaps even the
-much-discussed pair’s recent suggestions to her, at which she had felt
-such offense, had been conceived as they were worded, in kindness.
-Catherine was the wife of the king of the Cabots and the mother of
-Prince Jack. The queen-mother could do no wrong.
-
-Her decision reached, Dolores realized an unwonted physical fatigue.
-She lay down on the bed for a moment that she might take a fresh face
-and mind to Jack. A glance at the ivory clock on her bedside table told
-her that it was fifteen minutes to three. She closed her eyes with the
-intention of allowing herself the quarter hour. For several minutes she
-continued in full consciousness of the trustful thoughts upon which she
-had decided as a policy. Then soon, although daytime napping was not
-her habit, she fell into a doze.
-
-Her eyes flashed open before she was fairly awake, as if at a call.
-For a moment she gave up to an exquisite sensation which had come to
-her. She felt relaxed, flushed, very much at peace. In a sort of dream,
-someone with strong arms who cared for her had rocked her as she often
-had longed to rock Jack. Repeatedly a tender, infusing voice had said
-to her: “Rest, little girl.... Everything’s all right.... Rest....
-Rest.”
-
-And she had rested. How long? A glance at the clock brought her to her
-feet. It was fifteen minutes after three!
-
-Near the head of the stairway, beneath a boxed catalpa tree, stood a
-decorative carved stone seat. Upon it sat Dr. Clarke Shayle. As, with
-a nod, Dolores was about to hurry past him and into Jack’s room, he
-caught her hand and drew her to a seat beside him.
-
-“You can spare a moment for the human headache powder,” he said. “Tell
-me, how did you like it?”
-
-“_It?_” She stared at him.
-
-“The powder. But never mind. You don’t need to answer. You certainly
-look some better at the present moment than when you ran away from me
-into your room.”
-
-“You can’t mean that--that you----”
-
-The yellowish fleck in his eye twinkled, although his face was
-unusually serious as he glanced down at the watch which, oddly enough,
-lay face up in his palm.
-
-“At eight minutes of three I volunteered a first-aid treatment. I
-coddled you mentally the way I’d like to do really. You are an easy
-subject, you poor, scared little chump. But it’s a hard life waiting
-on a stone bench. At fifteen after three I was selfish enough to give
-you the wake-up ring. Come, how _did_ you like it?”
-
-“I--I do feel refreshed. What is it about you--what is it?”
-
-“I’ve wanted to explain that and a lot of things to you for days, but
-you’ll never give me an opportunity. I want to explain myself to you
-before someone does it for me--to tell you to look out for me. I am
-what you might consider a ‘dangerous’ man. Oh, it’s not inherited--it’s
-a gift.”
-
-This rueful repetition of one of the several set phrases with which he
-punctuated his most serious utterances was accompanied by the quick,
-cheerful laugh which was his greatest charm. Then the laugh’s smile
-stiffened into an expression of utter misery.
-
-So shocked was Dolores that she forgot her hurry to go.
-
-He turned from the sight of her sympathy; forced himself to continue.
-“I am not an honest osteopath, Miss Trent. My success is founded on the
-fact that I am magnetic. You felt that the first day you met me. You
-remember? See how strangely I can make you feel with a touch.”
-
-“Yes, I remember. Oh, don’t--please don’t do that again!”
-
-Even in freeing her wrist from the slim pulsant fingers which had
-clasped it, she realized that her sensations justified his boast.
-Fearing his touch, she liked it.
-
-“Never mind, I won’t. I don’t want to attract you that way. You can
-trust me. I won’t touch you again--that is, not until you wish me to.
-Try to get what I’m telling you. It may kill me with you, but there’s
-no other way than to make a clean breast of it. I’ve built up my
-practice on nothing more or less than animal magnetism. Excites through
-the touch system. Gives sensations instead of curing them. Lord help
-me, she doesn’t see when I tell her how low I am!”
-
-He paused as if in hope of help from her. But Dolores could not speak.
-She was trying to believe that she had misunderstood.
-
-“Lately I find that I’m getting psychic control,” he continued. “A nice
-little lot of harm I could do in the world if I wanted to.” His voice
-was husky. In the moment before he dropped his face into his hands his
-clean smile showed again. “But I don’t want to. I hate this life. I
-hate my success. I hate being called in the profession ‘The Ladies’
-Pet.’ Did you know I was called ‘The Ladies’ Pet’?”
-
-“I know,” said Dolores, “that Mrs. Cabot thinks you are a remarkable
-man.”
-
-“_She_ should. She made me what I am to-day and to-morrow--handed me
-over to her social set. She’s satisfied, if I’m not. She knows and I
-know that she can unmake me just as easily.”
-
-“Why should she unmake you? She seems to take a pride in you and in
-your admiration for her.”
-
-“My _what_?”
-
-“Only this afternoon, Dr. Shayle, she was telling me what you had said
-about her powers of introspection and concentration.”
-
-“Her powers of---- You little chump!” He glanced toward the stairway;
-controlled his incipient laugh; added guardedly: “She hasn’t enough
-concentration to write a postal card.”
-
-“Then why do you flatter her so?”
-
-“Ladies’ pets are trained to meet the demands for flattery of their
-petters. Catherine has a certain surface shrewdness, yes. But you can’t
-‘reach’ her. Don’t worry about her. Worry about me, Dolores. Tut, don’t
-scold me! You wouldn’t if you knew how long I’ve wanted to call you
-Dolores to your face. I am doing what is awfully hard for me, not to
-have you point out my weaknesses, but in the hope that you’ll encourage
-me to----”
-
-With a smothered imprecation, he stopped. From his slumped position he
-had seen before Dolores that Mrs. Cabot was ascending the stairs. At
-the top of the climb she stopped and saw them. She was dressed in a
-negligee of yellow satin and lace and looked exceedingly angry.
-
-“I thought I heard voices and wondered if this could be possible.” Her
-upper lip whitened over the mouse teeth as she directly addressed Dr.
-Shayle. “Don’t you know that I am waiting for my treatment?”
-
-The color of the young man’s hair blended into his forehead and cheeks.
-He got to his feet.
-
-“Miss Trent and I have had quite a talk.” Although obviously nervous,
-he forced his coaxing smile. “We’ve discussed most of the important
-questions of the day. Not that we’ve got anything settled at the
-present moment. But we’ve exercised our minds and so have made
-progress, even if the world----”
-
-“If you _only_ wouldn’t say ‘at the present moment’!” Catherine snapped.
-
-With not a second glance at the governess, but a peremptory gesture to
-her physician, she turned back to the stairs.
-
-Shayle, his athletic shoulders squaring, followed her.
-
-“You needn’t take it out on me because I’m not a clever talker,”
-Dolores heard him say to Catherine as, his hand at her elbow, he
-assisted her in the descent “My stupidity ain’t inherited. It’s a gift.”
-
-At a sound Dolores turned to see Jack looking on from his door. His
-eyes were wide and grave--in expression much like his father’s. His
-head slanted exactly as the elder John held his. With his laboriously
-acquired, makeshift walk, he crossed the balcony to a stop before her.
-
-“Something said to me----” he began; paused to think; continued: “I
-guess I mean that myself said to myself I’d best come out and ’tend to
-you. Maybe I’m foolish to worry about you,’Lores, and yet----”
-
-“And yet,” she supplied, serious as he, “maybe you’re not. Look after
-me, Jack. I need you to, for you are my safest friend.”
-
-She took comfort in his elderly assurances; tried to throw off the
-prescience that weighed on her at thought of Catherine’s outraged look.
-But she was afraid.
-
-Look high, look low, she was afraid.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII
-
-
-As proved by developments of the next day, Dolores need not have feared
-that Mrs. Cabot would blame her for the interest of the uniquely
-attractive young osteopath. Evidently she was of too sweet a nature
-for that. During the after-luncheon respite, when the girl sat reading
-in her room to avoid a possible repetition of yesterday’s telepathic
-tête-à-tête, madame sought her in an exceptionally gracious mood. She
-was followed by her maid, who bore a long black-and-white striped box.
-
-“Lay it on the bed, Annette.”
-
-Having dismissed the reluctant Frenchwoman, she turned to Dolores with
-a manner of affectionate anticipation.
-
-“I saw it yesterday at Yungman’s _revue_,” she announced. “As it stayed
-on my imagination over night, I sent Annette this morning to buy it.”
-
-“It?” Dolores tried to feel on faith something of Mrs. Cabot’s
-pleasurable excitement.
-
-“It’s from _Angèle_, the colors copied from an overcast sunset, mostly
-gray, with just a suggestion through the mists of lavender and rose.
-And it’s built of the clingingest stuff. I _hope_ you’ll like it.”
-
-“I am sure I shall. All your things are beautiful.”
-
-Dolores hovered over the tissue wrappings with the true girl’s interest.
-
-“Oh!” she exclaimed in a voice soft as the fabric.
-
-“Oh!”--again, as Catherine lifted an evening gown on its satin-padded
-hanger and suspended it from the electrolier. The most stupid cynic
-could not have doubted the governess’ worshipful gaze, and madame,
-while in many respects a cynic, was far from stupid.
-
-“The lines of the manikin who wore it,” Catherine added, “didn’t
-compare with yours.”
-
-And what had her “lines” to do with such a gown? Dolores looked the
-question.
-
-“You are built for _décolleté_, my dear. The Marquis d’Elie remarked
-it only yesterday, after you’d sailed so gracefully from my rooms. Oh,
-you needn’t scorn a compliment from him! He’s a bit shy on discretion
-according to American standards, but he has studied women as a fine
-art. What he said about your possibilities made me remember this model.
-Of course I shouldn’t have considered it for myself.”
-
-“The dress, Mrs. Cabot, is for----”
-
-“For you, silly. You can see at a glance that my coloring kills it.”
-Catherine reassured herself of the fact in the mirror. “With your
-duo-tones--ebony hair and alabaster hide---- The dress is a little
-token of appreciation from Papa-John and Mamma-me over your success
-with our son. It is just a fine _Angèle_ feather for our household
-angel.”
-
-“_Dear_ Mrs. Cabot!”
-
-Dolores’ exclamation was the more emotional for the doubts which she
-had felt over her benefactress’ sincerity toward herself. Lest she
-reveal by word or look the self-recriminations that filled her mind,
-she returned to the gift; touched its lax, silken folds; pressed to one
-cheek a wisp of its subtly tinted tulle.
-
-“My first evening dress,” she murmured with a fervor which showed that
-admiration was fast deepening into possessive love. “Even though I
-haven’t any present need of it----”
-
-“But you have. You’ll need it to-night.” Catherine spoke positively.
-“Mr. Cabot has telephoned Bradish that an old friend of the family is
-to dine with us and I want you to make a fourth at table. Rufus Holt is
-a university pal of John’s and said to be the ablest divorce lawyer in
-New York. He never loses a case, perhaps because he can’t be bribed to
-take the side of the person in the wrong. What’s more, my dear, he’s a
-bachelor.”
-
-“I’d enjoy meeting him, I’m sure, and you’re very kind to ask me down,
-but you see----”
-
-“No, I don’t.” Catherine subtracted the half of her attention from the
-mirror and gave the whole to Dolores. “I don’t see--and won’t--any
-reason in the world why you shouldn’t be more a member of this family.
-We are all very fond of you and we know that you are superior to the
-position you occupy. Life has been against you, that’s all. But I am
-for you. Haven’t you realized that fact yet?”
-
-“I do appreciate your kindness--all the kindness which has been shown
-me in your house, Mrs. Cabot.”
-
-“Then show your appreciation my way. Don’t spoil my pleasure by looking
-suspiciously on every decent deed I try to do. You act, positively, as
-if you thought I was jealous of your looks. Why, you make a wonderful
-foil for me! Several have spoken of it. Even Dr. Shayle who, being
-redheaded himself, has a natural preference for brunettes, agreed with
-me yesterday that you and I are as different as two women could be. Do
-you know----”
-
-Catherine hesitated, as if from modesty. When she continued it was with
-that air of saying something especially thoughtful and original with
-which she now and then substantiated her claim to “brains.”
-
-“Of course everybody has some favorite type of feminine beauty. This
-man admires a woman in whom his best friend can’t see any charm. A
-third appreciates another whose good looks neither of the first two
-will admit. And so on. But about myself---- It is a strange thing that
-when I was a young girl, every artist who came to my father’s house to
-examine those alleged ‘old masters’ I was telling you about used to beg
-to paint me. I remember one of them explaining it by the theory that
-a golden blond is humanized sunshine--and that sunshine is something
-craved by everyone. Perhaps it sounds vain for me to repeat, but they
-were agreed that my type was the only one universally admired.”
-
-Far from thinking her vain, Dolores almost envied her the pleasure she
-could take in her own looks. People generally spoke of “the beautiful
-Mrs. Cabot,” perhaps for just that reason--that people generally
-enjoyed sunshine.
-
-“And now that I am trying to shed some few beams your way, you spoil
-the spirit of the thing right at the start. You might think of others
-than yourself.”
-
-That the reproach had effect on Dolores showed in the startled question
-of the purple-black eyes. Catherine proceeded to reply:
-
-“We’re not so happy in this shell of a home but that we might be
-happier. I am not speaking of myself so much as--as my husband. He
-needs cheering up and I, somehow, have lost the power to cheer him.
-I’ve thought that perhaps you could help. Despite his taciturnity,
-he likes you for what you have done for Jack. If you wouldn’t be so
-shy with him, would just talk to him naturally, study him and try to
-please him, you know, you would be accomplishing--well, more than you
-possibly can realize. I’d be in your debt, not you in mine. You’ve
-never received anything approaching an order since you came to us, have
-you? And, Heaven knows, I don’t wish you to consider anything I suggest
-in that light. Only I _should_ like you to join us at dinner to-night.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Rufus Holt was dapper in stature, but of an expansive personality.
-Although crinkled around the eyes and slightly bald, he had the
-spontaneity of eternal youth. From first glance, he directed toward
-Dolores a sort of friendly homage.
-
-“I like the way you acknowledge an introduction,” he confided during
-their first five minutes. “The exaggerated delight with which most
-everybody takes most everybody else for granted is absurd, isn’t
-it? Without a word, Miss Trent, you’ve done a rather remarkable
-thing--given a lawyer a brand-new thought.”
-
-Dolores was pleased that he so quickly found something about her to
-like. She expanded under his persiflage.
-
-“I never learned ‘manners’ in any school,” she deprecated, “but I’ve
-tried to teach myself by behaving like the people I admire.”
-
-“Well, give up! I don’t think you could act the least bit like anybody
-else if you tried, any more than----” The mirth lines around Holt’s
-eyes uncrinkled as, silently, he appreciated her in the mist-gray
-gown. “A dove just couldn’t waddle like a goose,” he finished. “Don’t
-let anybody change your first bow. It is perfect--no undue cordiality
-about it, any more than undue _hauteur_. You do it gravely, simply,
-hopefully. Just now you gave me one quick, enquiring glance to see
-whether you were glad to meet me, before you committed yourself by
-saying so. I’ll take a bet you don’t know my name.”
-
-Dolores looked embarrassed. “That wouldn’t be a fair bet. You see, Mrs.
-Cabot told me beforehand.”
-
-“Honest, too! What are your faults?” He laughed.
-
-Catherine returned to them from an aside with Bradish. If the governess
-looked a mauve-and-rose-breasted dove to the facile-tongued attorney,
-madame was a bird of Paradise in her topaz velvet and high-massed,
-glinting, silver-gold hair. And her evening manner matched the
-brilliancy of her attire.
-
-“Latest reports from the front are that John will be down--well, when
-John is down,” she announced. “Things never happen in this house, even
-food, until John is down.”
-
-“It is gossip on the Street that some bricks of his Wall have caved
-in,” Holt offered. “He never in his life kept a woman waiting unless
-obliged to. You see, Miss Trent, we men who know John Cabot like to
-brag about him. We consider him the best example extant of the fairness
-of the unfair sex.”
-
-“Oh, John’s a hero, no doubt of that!” Catherine’s out-flung glittering
-hands illustrated her somewhat contemptuous attitude toward most things
-which others approved, her husband included. “Heroes are all right
-when one is young and unsophisticated, but they do seem stereotyped
-to a grown-up. Don’t you think so? You always know exactly what they
-are going to do. The villains, now, are more interesting. There’s
-some excitement in learning the worst about them--always a chance for
-something unexpected. They may even reform. _You_ ought to agree with
-me, Rufus.”
-
-“I might,” Holt returned, “but for certain suspicions as to which class
-you are consigning me. In all my comradeship with John I never felt
-sure of anything connected with what he was going to do except that it
-would be the square thing when done.”
-
-The small controversy was closed by the appearance of its subject.
-As he stood looking in on them from the doorway--the master of the
-house--he was photographed on Dolores’ memory. Clean-cut against the
-vista of the dim-lit foyer in his evening black and white, his hands
-depending stiffly, his head side-set, he suggested controlled power.
-
-From his first surprised glance at herself, she appreciated that he
-had been unprepared for the presence of the governess. But his wife’s
-expectant eyes also were upon her.
-
-Licensed by the fact that she had not seen him in a couple of days,
-Dolores offered him her hand in greeting and looked up into his face
-when he stooped to touch for the briefest of moments her finger-tips.
-Yesterday she would have veiled her admiration. To-night she had a
-prescribed part to play. She could not help regretting the overture,
-however, when she saw his smile recede; realized that he had turned,
-without a word, away from her. A pressure hurt her throat. But she
-cheered at Catherine’s encouraging nod. Remembering those in-caving
-bricks of his down-town “Wall,” she forgave the forbidding attitude of
-one said to be so just.
-
-When dinner was announced, she obeyed Catherine’s signal that she take
-the arm of the host. On their stroll through the great hall toward the
-dining-room, she found occasion to thank him for the latest Cabot gift.
-
-“The dress--that I gave you?” His tone was mildly exclamatory.
-
-“You and Mrs. Cabot.”
-
-“So I gave you that dress?” he asked more easily. “Of course we _are_
-getting on toward Christmas. Then I am prepared for little surprises
-like this--have to go around, you know, asking everybody what I gave
-them. I wonder _why_--the dress?”
-
-She tried not to show how disconcerted she felt. “Mrs. Cabot said it
-was because I get along so well with Jack, although that’s nothing to
-reward me so beautifully for. Getting on with Jack is its own reward.”
-
-“To be sure,” he murmured, as though his memory had been jogged. “To be
-sure,” he repeated, his eyes upon the velvet V of his wife’s back.
-
-“No matter why you made the gift, Mr. Cabot, it is an event in my life.
-To-night is the first time I’ve ever been in evening dress.”
-
-At last he looked down at her and interestedly.
-
-Dolores felt both pleased and abashed. Never, she realized, had she
-worn anything so becoming as this gown. Its delicate gray increased,
-rather than shamed the pallor and texture of her skin. Its rose seemed
-dimly to reflect the red of her lips, its mauve the deep purple of her
-eyes. Her hair, done low on her neck to hide as much as possible of the
-gleaming flesh which had not before been exposed to the eyes of man,
-made an oval, ebony frame for her face.
-
-“Never having been a girl myself, I don’t suppose I realize just what
-the first one means: Really, I didn’t suppose I had such good taste.”
-With which ambiguous comment he withdrew both eyes and interest.
-Evidently the subject of herself was dismissed.
-
-Despite the lessons of her past, Dolores felt disappointed. The Rev.
-Alexander Willard had looked at her often and long. Seff had looked
-at her and looked again. As she went about the city, strangers filled
-her with uneasiness by their stares. She supposed she should be glad
-that one man was superior to the attraction of looks which she had been
-forced to conclude were unusual. She should be glad, yes. And yet, she
-caught herself wishing that this man, on this occasion----
-
-Through that never-to-be-forgotten dinner--the first formal one of
-her life--she made effort to adapt herself as a unit of the quartette
-and to attend Mrs. Cabot’s converse with something the responsiveness
-of Rufus Holt. Her awe of Bradish and the second butler she conquered
-enough to sample the dishes passed. She became sufficiently accustomed
-to the candle-light to appreciate this and that detail--the drawn-work
-dinner cloth, the Sheffield service, the gleam of a fountain playing
-Nature’s music in the conservatory beyond. She commented on the match
-of the fulvid, velvety orchids that formed the centerpiece with their
-hostess’ gown. With the rest she sipped of a vintage recommended by
-their host as from the fore-stocked Cabot cellar.
-
-“You’ll go far these dry days and drink--well, perhaps too much, to
-find better Burgundy than this,” he said. “It is neither too thick nor
-too thin; neither sweet nor sour; smooth and gentle, yet not heady. And
-the color---- Hasn’t it the rich red of dreams come true?”
-
-“Speaking of color, John,” the attorney suggested, “are you noticing
-the rare contrast between two ladies fair to-night?”
-
-John Cabot nodded and glanced abstractedly into his wife’s pleased,
-expectant face, but omitted altogether to look the governess’ way.
-
-“Thank Heaven, I’m single. _I_ can enjoy such things.” Holt laughed.
-
-“You mean,” John corrected, “you can enjoy them out loud.”
-
-“And why can’t you, John?” Catherine protested. “Naturally and
-connubially, you find it rather dull paying compliments to me, but
-certainly Miss Trent deserves a few. Why in the world don’t you warm
-up?”
-
-“I am warming up,” he replied, his dry smile all for the wet wine in
-his glass.
-
-She showed increased dissatisfaction over his impersonalities. “You
-sound and look distrait to-night. Are you worried, dear? Rufus told us
-something about bricks falling on the Street. Is it true that you were
-hit?”
-
-“Hard hit.”
-
-“You mean that you lost money?”
-
-“Lost?” He spoke with vague surprise. “Can I ever lose? Alas, no. While
-the rumor-mongers were spreading the report which Rufus heard about my
-losses, I made--made--_made_.”
-
-“You funny, clever John! Tell me”--a gleam lit the wife’s eyes--“was it
-much that you made?”
-
-“Too much. It is disconcerting to gather in upward of a million
-unintentionally.”
-
-“A million? _John!_ Won’t you tell us how you did it? I never tire of
-your coups.”
-
-Dolores felt relieved and extremely glad to see her interest and pride
-in her husband. Surely not even the exacting Catherine could fail to
-care for such a man! In that moment between demand and response, she
-decided definitely to forget as unworthy of herself, of the mother
-of Jack and of John Cabot the presumptions of the Marquis d’Elie.
-Undoubtedly they were--well, just d’Elie’s presumptions.
-
-“And you never will tire, eh, so long as I win?” John’s somewhat
-cynical glance transferred from his wife’s Heaven-blue eyes to those of
-his longtime friend. “I’ve spoken to you before, Rufus, of having been
-nagged for the past year by an idea that Europe has been suffering less
-from the effects of war than from the effects of peace. Some time ago
-I underwrote a loan to help the Poles against the Bolsheviki. With the
-‘Red’ army threatening Warsaw from the north and east, it looked for a
-while as if my investment in real peace was to be wiped out.”
-
-“And to-day the cables brought the news----” inserted Holt.
-
-“Exactly.” John shrugged as if at catastrophe. “After Weygand broke the
-Russian center and retired the right, none of the host that swept down
-on the Polish capital survived but a handful of fugitives.”
-
-To this laconic recital of the high-finance of war, the feminine
-contingent listened with diverse interest. To Dolores it was
-evident that, for their benefit, he had stripped of technicalities
-some gigantic map-changing feat to which he had played financial
-generalissimo. She, too, was stirred by his success, even though her
-casual perusal of newspaper headlines scarcely fitted her to grasp its
-entirety. From watching the grown-up of Jack’s whimsical smile, she
-turned again to enjoy the reflex of triumph on Catherine’s alert face.
-
-“It would seem that your guardian angel is working overtime when you
-can’t lose even to the grasping Soviet. Isn’t it just _too_ pathetic!”
-The unwonted gleam still lit her eyes, as she turned them upon the
-governess. “Can’t you, my dear, say something to cheer this victim of
-good luck?”
-
-At the direct appeal, Dolores straightened. She must not fail Mrs.
-Cabot who was trying so kindly to bring her out, she adjured herself.
-To be dull when so much had been done to brighten her was rank
-ingratitude. She must be gay.
-
-“Would that I were witty, like you good folks!” she wished, with a shy,
-admiring glance among them.
-
-“And aren’t you?” Holt asked.
-
-“I used to try hard to be. I never was quite comfortable until I gave
-it up. It was like release from bondage when I decided one day to be
-just sincere. I do sincerely congratulate Mr. Cabot----”
-
-“Don’t you ever change your mind,” the enthusiastic lawyer interrupted.
-“Scarce were we properly introduced, Miss Trent and I, when by this
-sincerity which she depreciates she thrilled me with a beautiful
-perception.”
-
-“How nice, Rufus, that you still thrill,” Catherine commented with a
-particularly guileless smile.
-
-“Over anything that is good of its kind,” he amplified. “Such success
-as I have had at the bar, I owe to that capacity. To me nothing can
-be more thrilling than the sudden sight of human character. This
-perception that I have had--this beautiful sight that I have seen----
-Perhaps, John, you will let me toast it with your wonderful wine?”
-
-At his host’s encouraging nod, Holt arose and fixed his eyes on the
-frieze with the twitching smile of inspiration. After a pause, he began:
-
-“I do not give you Wine, Woman and Song. No, nothing so new as that!
-But it is a song I give--a song of woman and wine. In varying vintages
-we drink inspiration from the sweetness or tartness, the smoothness,
-gentleness and headiness of women--we men. From the Cocktail Girl, of
-whom a little is enough, to good old Mother Cordial, who calms us with
-her seasoned satisfactions, we have much to enjoy. Here is Champagne.”
-
-Lifting from beside his plate the tall-stemmed glass half-full of
-bubbling amber, he bowed toward the yellow velvet vision.
-
-“How it sparkles, infects our moods, dares us into animation! If only
-it would never let us down to normal again--would never cease to
-sparkle--Champagne!”
-
-As if by chance, his boyish smile left Catherine’s pleased face and
-strayed Dolores’ way. With a kiss of the rim, he replaced the tall
-glass upon the cloth. His fingers loosed its slender stem; found a
-smaller glass; raised it.
-
-“Once in a lifetime you meet a woman who is like this deep red
-Burgundy. Does it need to speak--the wine--to boast its color, its
-fragrance, its power? See, it is too rich for the eye to penetrate;
-there is not a bubble in it to suggest its life; it is topped by
-no froth. All too quietly, it offers us sensation. And we sip of
-it--delight. And we drink deep--intoxication.
-
-“The woman who is like the deep, red wine--once in a lifetime we meet
-her. No need for her to laugh with us, to coquette, even to speak. Her
-personality is an alluring hue. She gives off a fragrance of soul that
-drowns gross thought. Without words she promises all emotions--life.
-She, like the wine, needs only to be.
-
-“I do not give you Wine, Woman and Song; nothing so new as that. I
-sing, friends, an older song--_the_ woman, man’s wine!”
-
-Silence held the little group as Holt ceased to speak. With his left
-hand he patted the bald spot upon his head, as if doubtful of the
-wisdom of having broached his “beautiful perception.” Then, slowly,
-his smile reappeared, as though from frank pleasure over a creditable
-performance. With lifted glass he turned to their host.
-
-Dolores also turned.
-
-But John Cabot did not meet their gaze--either her own or that of his
-friend. And he did not speak. He was, however, the first to drain his
-Burgundy.
-
-The girl wondered at the gleam in his eyes. Never had she seen him look
-that way before. It seemed soon for even so excellent a potion to have
-had effect.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV
-
-
-Falltime was well gone for the year. Yet in the rigors of winter a
-flower came to bloom in the heart of Dolores Trent. Petal-soft had
-opened the peace of her to-day. Warm-hued glowed the hope of to-morrow.
-As though none such ever had pricked her mind were the thorn-fears of
-yesterday.
-
-She first consciously viewed the miracle on a sharply bright afternoon
-when she and young Jack had crossed the Avenue for one of the strolls
-in Central Park which she was teaching him to enjoy. The fact that she
-had reached content glinted into her realization from off the sunlight.
-The green grass surviving the patches of snow, the birds darting hither
-and yon on their unaccountable errands, the branches swaying tractably
-to the breeze--each sight and sound about them accented the harmony
-with Nature of her changed mood. Hitherto, memories of her past had
-spoiled the present with dread of what the future might be. To-day
-the past was crowded into its proper position as the mere background
-of her life. So full of enjoyment was the present that she seemed
-almost--_almost_ to have reached the future.
-
-And her mental state seemed to have blessed her charge like a
-benediction. No longer did the cripple’s features twist into snarls at
-sight of more agile children at play. To his precocious mind had been
-submitted the law of compensation. Constantly reminding himself that
-there was meant to be no perfect earthly state, he compared nurse-maids
-and mothers unfavorably with his governess-pal; buttoned his coat
-thoughtfully when he passed a youngster in rags who could run; tilted
-his head farther to one side when a rheumy-eyed wreck of a father on a
-bench pointed the contrast with that of his god-man, his “John Cabot.”
-
-“It _is_ fun being happy,” he asserted gnomically.
-
-“It is--it is,” she agreed, with conviction equal to his own.
-
-“I think I have learned how to be happy more from you, ’Lores, than
-from Dick. But I don’t mind acknowledging that I was all wrong about
-the way I treated him before you came. Don’t you think he ’preciates,
-though, that I’ve tried to make it up to him? The way he pecks around
-my fingers when I hold his lettuce-leaf shows he’s not afraid of me
-any more. And the way he _sings_! ’Lores, when he perks his head on
-one side, just like John and me, and fixes his shiny eyes on mine----
-D’you know, I think he is awful fond of me, ’spite of the way I
-acted. It makes me feel----” In the act of drooping, the over-large,
-brown-cropped head threw bravely back. “It makes me _ashamed_,” he
-finished. “Don’t you suppose we could let Dick out of the cage a while
-each day, just to give him a little the feeling that he’s free?”
-
-“Of course we could, Jackie. I am sure he’d soon learn to stay inside
-your rooms. He has more philosophy than you’d credit to his size or
-he’d never sing as he does in a cage.”
-
-The lad’s eyes up-flashed a radiant look. “I’d be relieved a lot to see
-Dick get something out of his life. I’d feel a better right to enjoy
-something awful wonderful that’s going to happen to me to-day. You
-won’t be cross that I’ve kept it a secret from you? I wanted to s’prise
-you. But I intended all along to tell you first of anybody. ’Lores----”
-
-His slithering gait stopped in the center of the path that he might
-grasp her two hands instead of the one. Through the fur lining of his
-gloves she could feel the jump of his pulse. Looking down, she saw
-a sort of solemn joy upon his wizened little face. From under the
-beautiful sweep of his lashes gleamed what she had not seen there
-before, tears.
-
-“John’s going to bring me the dog, ’Lores,” he announced in a voice
-surcharged with unchildlike feeling. “I never asked him again after
-that day. You know--the day you came--when two of the gold-fish died?
-It was he took that magazine with the kennel advertisement I had
-marked. You remember that we never could find it? That was a long time
-ago and I was afraid John had forgotten. But he hadn’t. I guess he
-never forgets anything. He saved the address and he’s got me one of the
-breed of that picture. It means more to me than getting what he’s never
-let me have, a live puppy. It means----”
-
-“That your father trusts you now. Oh, Jack darling, I am so glad
-for you!” With emotion equal to his own Dolores filled in when the
-child-voice broke.
-
-“And, ’Lores----” excitement fortified him, “he’s bringing it
-to-day--probably this very hour. I left word with Bradish the direction
-we were taking and just where we’d rest. But I guess, after all, we’d
-better go back. My dog mightn’t like it if I wasn’t home when he
-arrived. Naturally he’ll be anxious to get acquainted with his boy.
-Let’s start back.”
-
-Despite Dolores’ readiness, he still hesitated.
-
-“I kind of don’t feel that I dare be so happy, ’Lores, when I know you
-get sorry sometimes. You’re not to be sorry any more. I’ve explained to
-John about why I want to take care of you always. I’m not too little
-now to look after you and when I grow up I intend to make you awful
-happy. I’d like to tell you now that special name for you that I----”
-
-The girl had to lean low to catch his confession. But not for all the
-lesser joys of her life would she have missed it. On her knees in the
-gravel of the path she held him for one precious moment to her heart.
-Although quickly she restrained herself in order not to offend his idea
-of big-boy decorum and although the homeward pace set by his physical
-limitations was slow, she seemed to walk on air--seemed to have
-realized in her virginity the joy of motherhood.
-
-For once Jack’s anxiety to precede his hero home had been well advised.
-It took time to reach the nearest exit, then to retrace their steps
-up-town along the pavement that fronted the park wall. Scarcely had
-they come opposite the Cabot block when they saw John in riding
-clothes about to mount the white Arabian which was the chief of his
-relaxations.
-
-Scuttling to his side the curb, John, Jr., announced their return
-in his lustiest shout. Dolores understood the excitement which had
-snatched his hand from hers when she noticed that a scraggly Airedale
-puppy was tucked under the left parental elbow.
-
-For the moment the “Stop” sign of the traffic policeman at the crossing
-just below had cut off the flow of vehicles. John Cabot, hearing and
-seeing his son, returned to the groom the reins of his horse. By
-neck-nap he held up the wriggling symbol of re-established faith; then,
-stooping, set the young dog on his feet and started him across the
-street to meet the lad who had earned his ownership.
-
-Jack’s whistle of encouragement was out-shrilled by the “Go” blast
-from below. The puppy, despite the wobbliness of his legs, evidently
-had lived to learn. The louder the whistle, the stronger the canine
-obligation. His stub tail straight up, his square-chopped jowl low,
-his ears flat-pointed toward his goal, he set off in form that would
-have done proud his bull-terrier and otter-hound ancestors toward the
-policeman down the street.
-
-Jack took after him. At a pace of which Dolores would not have believed
-him capable, with his overly-long arms outstretched and his head
-lopping well to one side, he slithered regardlessly into the crush of
-traffic. As one, the father and the governess realized his danger. From
-opposite curbs, both started after him. The Airedale, although debarred
-by youth from discrimination, showed that he had inherited speed. But
-Jack, urged beyond thought of self by desire to rescue his new and dear
-possession, gained in the pursuit. Lunging close, he reached for the
-waggling stub tail. Almost did he grasp it. Almost did he, as well as
-the dog, reach the safety zone.
-
-On the right side of the Avenue, John Cabot had been hindered by the
-up-streaking cars. On the left, Dolores might have been in time, except
-that a misguided citizen, seeing a woman rush directly in front of a
-heavy car, laid violent hands upon her and dragged her back. Her shriek
-mingled with the automobile’s siren. Above both warnings the traffic
-whistle shrilled and shrilled again.
-
-The movement of the street scene suddenly ceased. Each car was brought
-up short. Pedestrians stood to stare, as if under some horrid spell.
-Even the puppy paused at the repetition of the command which before had
-moved him. At the worst possible moment for the continuation of the
-house of Cabot, a sport car had spun around the corner.
-
-The case was one of the present-day many too brief for emergency
-brakes. The tires smoked with the startled driver’s shout. But from the
-victim there came not the slightest protest.
-
-In another moment, all was motion again. John Cabot gathered the lax
-form of his son into his arms. A detached look was on his face as he
-answered the questions of the policeman and other eye witnesses. But
-while he nodded vaguely and gave his name and address in a quiet voice,
-he remembered everything, even the puppy. Dolores took up the search
-of his eyes; followed and picked up the confused little dog. She felt
-a resentment very like hate at the insinuating way he wagged his tail,
-as though trying to humbug her into approval of his conduct When she
-rejoined John----
-
-“Come, Dolores,” he said.
-
-Always before he had called her “Miss Trent.”
-
-When they reached the wrought-iron gate into the Cabot grounds he
-stepped aside for her to precede him. That he should think of the puppy
-and her before himself----
-
-Even in that first full hour, she was impressed by these small
-remembrances. They told her more of the man than all the greater things
-which had been accredited to him.
-
-She it was who led the way around the clustered shrubbery and past the
-dryad of the cynical smirk. At the steps she had to right herself from
-stumbling. Although she was not weeping, she could not see.
-
-“Jackie.... _Jack!_”
-
-She had not spoken his name; merely had thought it in a hurting dread
-for herself as well as for him. Was catastrophe always to follow her?
-Had she brought it upon the boy by growing so close to him through
-love? That name he had revealed--his “secret” name for her--had that
-aught to do with the close-heeling of tragedy?
-
-“Other mother,” was what he had called her.
-
-_Other mother!_
-
-_No._ The accident was to have been. It could not occur because he had
-whispered a precious name. With passionate jealousy, she defended his
-tribute. She would--she _must_ have that.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Along about midnight and quite unexpectedly, Jack became conscious. His
-mind seemed to open with his eyes. He saw his father first, seated on
-one side of the historic bed, then glanced about until he found Dolores
-on the other.
-
-From the outer room could be heard the deep-breathing of the celebrated
-surgeon who had performed the operation. He had preferred to spend the
-night there, awaiting results. The nurse, too, had been persuaded to a
-brief rest, since Mr. Cabot and the governess elected to keep the watch.
-
-The mother who, all evening, had been in a “state” of grief bordering
-on hysteria, had been retired to her own apartment by one of her
-headaches and Dr. Shayle. A remark made to the osteopath in a quite
-calm voice, however, had suggested that already she had found relief
-from the shock.
-
-“It will be better when it is all over,” she had said, turning with
-one of her quavering, childlike smiles from placing a rose between her
-son’s unresponsive fingers. “A lame lad couldn’t have gone far in this
-rapid age.”
-
-Dolores, overhearing, felt a sensation new to her. By contrast with its
-violence, she knew that it was not hate she felt for the puppy. This
-was the first hate that had racked her--this feeling for Catherine
-Cabot. “All over”--his mother to anticipate _that_!
-
-Now that the boy’s eyes had opened and widened with relief to find
-herself and John by the bed, the suggestion seemed more inhuman
-than before. She reached across to take away the rose of such cruel
-suggestiveness.
-
-But Jack’s fingers now closed around the stem. His lips moved.
-
-Both she and his father leaned close.
-
-“Evening, John Cabot.”
-
-“Jack Cabot, good evening.” In an effortful murmur the older John made
-his usual reply.
-
-“And you, ’Lores---- I am glad you are both---- Don’t have anyone
-else----” Jack’s voice dwindled. Then soon he roused again. “If a
-picture was taken--of my heart, it would show--just two faces, John’s
-and ’Lores’. You’ll take my place, John--with Lores? You’ll try to make
-her happy--like I meant to do? She never was--happy, you know--until
-she and Dick and I----”
-
-The father’s whispered reassurance Dolores tried not to hear, just as
-she tried not to see the look on his face. But without ears or eyes she
-must have heard and seen. Her heart was near breaking with grief for
-the two Johns.
-
-“Anything you decide--all right with me. I can trust--her with you. I’d
-like to see--my dog.”
-
-Dolores lifted the young Airedale, which had been biting at her skirt,
-to the edge of the bed and kept her hand on his collar while he wobbled
-over the coverlet and licked, in his boisterous, insinuating way, the
-outstretched hand of “his boy.” Soon she drew him away and replaced him
-on the floor, from where he whimpered and coaxed to get up again.
-
-John, the while, had replaced the rose in his son’s searching hand.
-
-They two sat watching the fingers that began to tear apart its petals.
-
-“You are wasting your rose, Jackie dear,” Dolores said, to keep his
-thoughts distracted from the puppy.
-
-He paused, but evidently not at her protest. The twittering of his
-canary in the other room seemed to disturb him.
-
-“Poor Dick, he’s taking it hard,” he said and returned to the
-destruction of the rose.
-
-After all the petals lay plucked on the coverlet, he gathered them
-up in both hands. His gaze, too, settled on the sight of the crimson
-life-leaves sifting through his pale fingers.
-
-“See, they look prettier--and smell sweeter--than before,” he urged,
-his voice loudening from his effort to reassure them. “The rose isn’t
-wasted. Nothing ever is. Even I--am not wasted. I’ve never been what
-other boys--are. But I’m glad I’ve lived long enough to ’preciate you,
-John. Maybe if I hadn’t--you and ’Lores----”
-
-His voice was cut by a hurting gasp. They hovered close over him,
-watching the changes--from physical pain to mental relief--which
-drifted like sunshine after shadows over his face.
-
-Dolores would gladly have died to save him one pang; yet all she could
-do was to share his suffering. Her heart stopped beating from relief
-when the dark, appealing lashes swept back again. From far away, yet
-intensely, he looked up at them.
-
-“Remember, John and ’Lores, _nothing’s_--_ever_--_wasted_”
-
-As he spoke, a light not from the night lamp was shafted into the room.
-Direct as a search-ray it found his face and settled there.
-
-At its touch Jack lifted to one elbow on the pillow, forgetful of pain;
-gazed with an alert look into its unearthly radiance; leant his head to
-one side, as if listening.
-
-“I will come. I am coming,” he said.
-
-“No, not yet, Jack--don’t go yet!” At last moved from his outer calm,
-the father threw forward his body to screen off the sourceless shaft.
-But not the faintest shadow showed. Through his brawn the light glowed
-steadily. With a groan he slid to his knees beside the ancestral bed
-and stretched clutching hands across the counterpane as if longing, yet
-not daring to drag back into the semi-gloom the last of the line.
-
-His appeal sounded desperate--tortured from him.
-
-“How can you leave me, boy? You are part of me, Jack Cabot. Don’t
-you realize that? You are all that I have. Don’t go yet awhile, my
-son--little crushed bone of my bone!”
-
-Perhaps Jack heard. Perhaps he should have preferred to wait, if only
-for the “while” that his man-god craved. But his eyes did not lower
-from the blinding light or his head relax from its listening slant.
-Any courteous desire which he may have had to stay was overruled by
-the authoritative command that had reached him. In a last effort to
-reassure the beloved two he must leave behind, he tried to smile--was
-able to whisper:
-
-“I am not--afraid.... I see--the way.... The light----”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Through the numbness that made one pain of her heart and her head,
-Dolores remembered sometime afterward that unprecedented midnight
-twittering which had disturbed the boy. Softly, so as not to awaken the
-great surgeon, she crossed the living-room to the window. The canary
-greeted her with no flutter of wings. She lifted the cage off its hook,
-carried it into the bedroom and placed it beside the night lamp.
-
-She and John Cabot stood in the utter silence which seemed to fill the
-world, looking through the wires at the fluffed, yellow body that lay
-upon the floor of the cage. Indeed Dick had taken it “hard.” Jack’s
-wish for the small creature whose large love had made him “ashamed” was
-fulfilled. His bird, too, had gone--set free.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XV
-
-
-In justice to John Cabot, the spirit-girl Dolores related next an
-interview between the financier and his wife of which she was told
-afterward. So she explained to her demon audience when able to proceed.
-
-Three days had passed since that incomprehensible thing misnamed on
-Earth as “life” had departed the unsightly physical of the young heir.
-The great surgeon, after having established--to his own satisfaction
-at least--that the patient had died of “nerve shock” and not of an
-operation which he pronounced successful in all details, had departed
-with his check. The servants were recovering from the emotional debauch
-of the last offices and beginning to think consciously, rather than
-subconsciously, in terms of tasks.
-
-The governess, immediately on her return from the cemetery where
-had been consigned to dust her second safe love, had sought the
-boy’s mother in her boudoir. She had come, she said, to express her
-appreciation of the many kindnesses heaped upon her and to announce her
-departure, since her engagement had come to so sudden and sad an end.
-
-Catherine, however, had insisted that she stay on in the house; in
-a pitiful outburst had clung to her as the one who had been nearest
-and dearest to the departed lad. Time enough later to decide in what
-capacity she should remain. Her gentle companionship was “comforting”
-to the bereaved mother. She must not “desert.”
-
-Dolores had hesitated, riven with doubts. She felt that she should
-go. Yet she longed to stay. Catherine was suffering from one of the
-headaches which would seem to have become chronic. Fragrant and pale
-as a valley-lily in her crepe, she looked a lovely child, dependent
-upon kindness. Dolores glanced away from the dew-wet eyes and compared
-her own sense of loss with what a mother’s must be. Although she had
-not forgotten that brutal anticipation of Jack’s death, hate hurt.
-Catherine looked in need of forgiveness and she---- She _needed_ to
-forgive.
-
-She was considering the somewhat vague disposal of her near future when
-Mr. Cabot knocked. Advised by the set look of his face and his grave
-manner, she at once excused herself; left them alone. Following is the
-conversation between them, as reported to her later on.
-
-“This is the first time in several years that you, my wedded lord, have
-visited my rooms. To what do I owe the rather unusual honor?” Catherine
-asked.
-
-“To a rather unusual request.”
-
-John did not draw up the chair toward which she had waved him. He stood
-through the interview--stood or paced from one object to another of
-the luxurious room. At times he stopped quite near the _chaise longue_
-where she sat propped up by cushions, to study her guileless face and
-the suffering air with which she sniffed a gold bottle of salts.
-
-“The boy is dead, Catherine.”
-
-“Yes, John.”
-
-“I loved the boy.”
-
-“I believe you did. Still, he must have been a great disappointment to
-a fine specimen like you.”
-
-The compliment was repeated in her appreciative, uplifted gaze. But he
-felt far from pleased.
-
-“You will oblige me by not referring to Jack’s infirmity again. He was
-the only creature I’ve had to love since my mother, and I loved him as
-he was. You and I, Catherine, should be the last to depreciate him for
-what he symbolized.”
-
-“Symbolized? Oh, don’t tell me that again!”
-
-“Your criticism forces me to remind you. Outwardly our son was the
-symbol of our malformed union.”
-
-“_John_, what a grim thought!”
-
-“Grim as the inheritance law--even to the third and fourth generation.
-He paid the price in his person of our crime in giving him birth.
-Through our fault, not his own, his body was warped and his temper
-uncertain. I often remembered when I looked at him--remembered that no
-amount of love was enough to atone for the wrong we had done him. I,
-for one, am grateful that we three were spared the greater punishment.
-So easily, in the sardonic scheme of things, the soul of him, too,
-might have been warped. But his was as gallant and large and sweet as
-ever outgrew injustice.”
-
-The implications against herself had turned Catherine to one of the
-many mirrors conveniently placed.
-
-“How can you take such stern pride in your loyalty? You used to say,
-you know, that you loved me.”
-
-He, also, studied her reflection.
-
-“I suppose you would call that a self-respecting statement? All
-right, we’ll give it the benefit of my doubt that it is mere vanity.
-I did love what I thought you were. But that was taken away, like my
-mother--like Jack.”
-
-She showed the flurry that caught her up whenever inspired by one of
-her “brainy” thoughts.
-
-“Has a man a right to think things about a woman which aren’t true,
-marry her on the strength of them and then blame her for the rest of
-their unnatural lives because he made a mistake?”
-
-“In our case I had--every right. Have you forgotten the details of
-our first meeting, Catherine? Your father had invited me to the house
-really to see you, not the pictures he hoped to sell me. Your mother
-had selected me, sight unseen, by virtue of my bank account. They
-helped you to make an impression on me which all of you knew to be
-false. You were dressed in white, which you afterward told me you never
-expected to wear again until your funeral. You looked innocent and
-tender and dependent--all of which you were not. You sat upon a hassock
-and played with a white Persian kitten--oh, every detail of the studied
-effect made a lasting impression upon me! You had well-developed claws
-then, but you held them in far more carefully than did the kitten.
-Later, I learned, with quite a shock, that you detested cats. Yet you
-held this one to your cheek and understudied its appeal to the best of
-your feline ability.”
-
-“Thanks for admitting that I have some sort of ability,” the gentle
-voice purred.
-
-“You have more than ability. You have positive power.”
-
-“My dear John! But don’t pay me all your stored-up compliments in one
-visit. Save some and call again.”
-
-“You have that most potent of acquisitive forces, unassailable egotism.
-I used to look into the faces of the painted parasites riding along
-Fifth Avenue in their cars and wonder why so much was laid at their
-feet. That was before I learned--_you_.”
-
-“To think that you, John, should learn anything from me!”
-
-“Egotism is the most acquiring force in the world. All great men have
-it, but in them it is covered or excused by their greatness. All women
-successful with men have it to the degree of a sort of hypnotism. They
-blind men to what they are with the bright light of what they think
-they are. You, for instance, think so well of yourself that one needs
-strong lenses to see your faults. I used to hope that you’d dim some
-day--have a doubt of yourself. But you never did. You are all strength
-in your egotism.”
-
-Hard words they were, yet sadly spoken. During them the beautiful
-subject had wavered between pique and pleasure. At their finish, she
-offered her child-sweet laugh.
-
-“After this, I can refuse you nothing. Name the rather unusual favor
-which you say you have come to ask!”
-
-“I wish you, Catherine, to get a divorce.”
-
-“You--_you_ want a divorce?”
-
-Astonishment overcame both pique and pleasure.
-
-“The boy was our only link. Now that he is gone, free me. You may have
-the money--as much of it as you want. I can make more. Of late I’ve had
-literally forced on me plenty of that which is my value in your eyes.
-I’ll try to meet any demands you make. You see, I assume that you have
-no reason other than money for keeping up this pretense longer.”
-
-“So, it has come to this?”
-
-Both face and form relaxed as she coaxed the cushions to give her
-greater comfort. The astonishment in her eyes had been replaced by
-shrewdness; that, in turn, by mild amusement. But the golden lines of
-her eye-brows were arched, as always when she was at mental tension.
-
-“Do you intend this request, my hitherto immaculate John, to be taken
-as a confession of guilt?”
-
-“_Guilt?_”
-
-The one repeated word, weighted by disgust, was the whole of his denial.
-
-“Whence--where--how, then, a divorce, without _cause_? Are we not
-citizens of the supposedly respectable commonwealth of New York?”
-
-“There is Reno.”
-
-“_Reno!_” As if from force of her emphasis, Catherine sprang up from
-her lounge, crossed the room and faced him. “So you’ve been calculating
-on Reno? A nice, chivalrous plan--for _me_ to endure such tedium and
-long-suffering to oblige you with a divorce! Four days’ train travel
-from New York and six months’ residence in a Wild West town in the kind
-of hotel that has only one bath to a floor and wouldn’t know what you
-meant by _à la carte_ if you spelled it backward and translated it into
-Indian. My dear husband, what could you offer that would repay me for
-one of those awful exiles in Nevada’s make-believe metropolis?”
-
-“What sum has d’Elie named?”
-
-“_John!_ Are you trying to insult me?”
-
-“No, Catherine. I am trying to settle with you.”
-
-For a tight-strung moment man and wife regarded each the other, he not
-unkindly, she with twisting lips. The next, she turned and herself
-began to glide from object to object of the room, as if she too were
-strange to them. When she again stopped before him, her face had
-beautified. She laid a hand upon his arm.
-
-“Tell me, _why_ a divorce, dear?”
-
-“Why not a divorce?” His eyes held forbiddingly on the clutch of her
-polish-pointed fingers. “Let’s not go into unnecessary explanations. I
-understand something of your ambitions and shall be glad to help you
-achieve them. You will wear a title well--one thing that I could never
-give you. And you’ll do better, I am sure, with a man whose devotion is
-for hire.”
-
-“A beautiful sentiment, as Clarke Shayle would say,” she commented. “It
-is fortunate that I didn’t marry you for any supposed amiability. As
-for yourself?”
-
-“As for myself----” He flung off the hand that still clung, a note of
-passion in his voice. “Has your memory utterly failed you, Catherine?
-Can’t you or won’t you remember what I used to be? Once I tried to make
-you understand something of what I hoped from life and love. Do you
-suppose that it has been comfortable for me to appear a stone man? You
-don’t want me. Let me find a life--perhaps even love--for myself. Oh,
-Catherine, you used at least to seem kind in the early days! Try to be
-a little kind again.”
-
-“Just kind enough to free you. And _she_?”
-
-Certainly there was no promise in the bite of her response or the
-curiosity with which she eyed the emotion on his face.
-
-In reply to her question, John Cabot simply looked at her--a warning
-look, known and feared on the Street.
-
-“This lady with whom you hope to find life and love--did she suggest
-the plan to lay me on the shelf?” Catherine inquired. “It’s an ill
-wind that blows nobody good, they say. Of course I can’t blame her for
-wishing to take advantage of poor Jack’s death by----”
-
-“That will do, Catherine.” He voiced the warning look. “There is no
-other woman in my life.”
-
-As if relieved of an unhappy suspicion, she lifted a smile of the
-self-believing sort which ten years before would have blinded him to
-the lies behind her lips.
-
-“Then why,” she asked, “suggest the Union Pacific--the road to Reno?
-How can you, a mere husband, feel sure that you know your wife’s heart?
-I defy the laws of Nevada or any other state to give you the key. What
-if I should say that I still do want you?”
-
-“You cannot say that and speak the truth.”
-
-In his positiveness she saw that her past power to beguile him indeed
-was gone. But no ineffectualness on that account depressed her, as
-proved by the light laugh with which she returned to the pleasanter
-assurances of her mirror.
-
-“You are right. I hope you are as grateful as I am that I can’t. I’d
-be bored to extinction with the ordinary state called ‘marital bliss,’
-either with a man who doted upon me or one upon whom I doted. Fact
-is----” Bending closer to the glass, she focused into the twin pair of
-eyes a look of assured capability, “I never did care for you. Lately
-I quite dislike you. You are, you know, superior. I don’t wish to be
-superior myself and I resent people who are. There now! You say you
-like honesty--won’t you give me a good mark?”
-
-With one of her unaccountable transitions, her manner changed from
-frank spite to pathos. Brushing her hand across her eyes, as if to hide
-from him any sign of the feeling to which she had declared herself
-immune, she crossed to the window and leaned, looking out, against the
-effective background of its bronze hanging.
-
-“No, my only husband--the answer is no.” The cynicism in what she
-said was weakened by the way she said it. “I’m sorry to refuse any
-little request of yours, but I cannot give you up. And I don’t think,
-really, that you have been quite nice. Since the challenge was to
-come from you, you might have been heroic enough to let me name the
-weapons--swords or pistols, you know--that impossible Reno or New York.
-Don’t you think yourself that you have added insult to injury?”
-
-He did not dignify the appeal with a reply. He was about to go; had
-bowed to her formally and was crossing to the door.
-
-“John, dear.”
-
-Her quavery cry stopped him on the threshold.
-
-She followed him and stood with her gold-gloried head hung low over her
-twisting hands. “You say I have lost all kindness, John. I think _you_
-have. You are not what you used to be, any more than am I. You haven’t
-had a thought for me in what you ask. Perhaps a man cannot realize what
-it means to a woman to--to be faced with a demand like yours of to-day.
-For me to divorce you for deserting me--to admit to our world that you
-have tired of me---- Even supposing there is nothing to me but what you
-say, don’t you know that would crucify my vanity? But there is more to
-me, John. I once _was_ that kitten-girl you thought me. At times--even
-yet--I have my softer feelings. I am used to compliments and I--I am
-hurt to the heart by your insult.”
-
-John did not take advantage of her pause. He continued to wait and
-wonder.
-
-“I see far less beautiful women than I being understood and
-appreciated,” she continued after a quivering sigh. “Is it too much
-that I ask to be endured? And yet, I don’t want to ask that--I really
-don’t. I want you to be happy, but---- Oh, John, why couldn’t you have
-waited until I’d recovered? What with the accident and poor Jack’s
-death and the funeral and now _this_, I feel that I’ve had almost more
-than I can stand. To-day my head aches until----”
-
-Again she paused. And again he did not speak.
-
-“Dr. Shayle says that I ought to go away somewhere for a change of air
-and scene,” she continued after a moment, in a lower, more pathetic
-voice. “I was hesitating, in my mistaken viewpoint, feeling that I
-shouldn’t leave you in the house alone just at this time. But after
-what you’ve said to me I see that you’d be glad to have me go. I’ll
-start to-morrow for--for somewhere--anywhere.”
-
-Soon her sobs allowed her to add: “And I’ll think things over while
-I’m gone, dear. Perhaps, when I get used to your idea, it won’t sound
-so brutal as it does to-day. I just _might_ come to see it more your
-way. Or perhaps you will miss me enough to--to----”
-
-He realized that she was giving him every chance, but still failed to
-improve it.
-
-With only a reproachful glance for his lack of generosity, she changed
-the subject. “I want to speak to you about one thing in particular.
-It’s Miss Trent. As you may know, I have conceived an unusual affection
-for her. I don’t feel that we should send a young creature of her
-beauty and fatal charm out into the world again. On account of her
-devotion to Jackie and the wonderfully good influence she exerted over
-him, I feel the responsibility of seeing her safely settled, either
-with us or elsewhere. She is really quite refined. And how her looks
-came out in that evening dress I--we gave her! For one, I don’t intend
-that the he-wolves outside shall get on the trail again of a girl who
-was so dear to our--our boy.”
-
-“Your sentiments do you proud, Catherine.”
-
-“Don’t be sarcastic, John. You may think I have no heart, but there are
-people who wouldn’t agree with you. Dolores, for instance. I show her
-every day my appreciation for what she did for Jack.”
-
-“And I intend to show mine,” John inserted quietly, “by some suitable
-arrangement and provision. Jack’s last request was that I look out for
-her. I, too, have a high opinion of Miss Trent.”
-
-“Then do, John, unbend toward her! You treat her--really--like a
-servant in the house. It offends my finer sensibilities to see how
-afraid the poor thing is of you. You can’t doubt her devotion to the
-boy. Try to realize, as I do, that her heart is aching for him almost
-as much as our own. Be kinder to her while I’m gone, won’t you, John?”
-
-“Don’t worry. I shall be kind to her.”
-
-“I do thank you for that promise. You’re a dear. I should have worried
-for fear you’d hurt her hyper-sensitive feelings in some way--as--as
-you’ve hurt mine. You see, she has agreed to stay on in the house at
-least until I get back. I’ve made her believe that I need someone above
-Morrison to look after things in my place.”
-
-“In that case,” said John, “I shall move to one of the clubs.”
-
-“Oh, no,” she protested. “Dolores would suspect that you had been
-driven out of your home and be most uncomfortable. It isn’t at all
-necessary for you to go.”
-
-“Pardon me. I think it is.”
-
-He left her, disappointed and dismayed. The “mere husband” of her
-accusation, he felt he must have misunderstood his wife. That affection
-for him should outweigh her cupidity seemed incredible. And yet what
-else could have prompted her refusal of his “rather unusual” request?
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVI
-
-
-Who does not find the intermission tedious after the tragic second
-act? The curtain has lowered between you and knowledge of what the end
-of the play is to be. Over the auditorium side of the footlights the
-indirect glow from dome and gallery flares. You straighten and turn to
-your friends. You see them brush the damp from their eye-lashes; hear
-them clear the husk from their voices; appreciate that they, as well as
-you, are groping back to reality. But you resent your friends; resent
-yourself; resent reality. It is a poor exchange for the make-believe
-whose artistry has humbled a thousand egos into a unit--an audience.
-
-Because so essentially temporary, the intermission is a strain. And if
-to you, how much more to the actors, also waiting behind the scenes,
-whose ecstasies have brought the great sophisticated house to tears!
-
-The week following Mrs. Cabot’s departure from her Fifth Avenue mansion
-was one of poignant loneliness for Dolores Trent. Strangely enough,
-however, she refused such companionship as offered. When good Mrs.
-Morrison urged that she come down to the cheerful first-floor parlor at
-tea-time or in the evenings, she plead the necessity of brushing-up on
-the languages upon which she depended for her next position. So almost
-painful to one of her yielding habits were her frequent refusals to
-see Dr. Shayle that she left a standing “Not-at-home” with those who
-answered the door and telephone.
-
-With none to give her orders, she looked for things to do and tried
-to the full of her gentle authority to maintain discipline in the
-establishment, as when the Cabots were at home. That, so far as she
-knew at the time, was madame’s chief reason for leaving her in
-charge. Tactfully she submitted suggestions for increased orderliness
-to the housekeeper. She instructed the yard-man according to her own
-ideas of the winter needs of the trees and shrubs under his charge. A
-stable-boy, suspected of mistreating his master’s mount, she brought to
-confession and a quixotic zeal to make amends.
-
-But chiefly she waited. Impatient of interruption from those who wished
-to be her friends, of the warm, indirect lighting shafted over her by
-the Cabot millions, of the comfort of reality, she merely endured the
-intermission. Her imagination strained toward what would be revealed
-when the curtain rose again.
-
-The Airedale terrier, that now was not to know the joys of owning his
-own “boy,” she made her particular charge. Although she had resented
-him from first sight, she came to take a vicarious pride in his
-up-bringing and points. Through Jack’s eyes she watched his development
-out of puppyhood into promising young dogship; daily brushed the
-harsh tan coat over which the outlines of a black saddle already were
-forming; noted with interest that, although scarcely two months old,
-his eyes were turning black; attended his diet herself, lest his canine
-voracity weaken the bones of his front legs, now straight as two
-gun-barrels. In time she felt for him a comradeship even greater than
-Jack’s would have been. Was he not in the same, culpable position which
-had saddened her youth? Had not another died for him?
-
-She did not realize how much his demonstrative preference for her
-company had gained upon her until one night when awakened from her
-early sleep by the ache of loneliness. She decided to join him in
-Jack’s living room where he was allowed to dream his puppy dreams
-curled up on the foot-stool that stood as of yore before the lame
-little autocrat’s arm-chair. Slipping a warm robe over her nightgown
-and loose long hair, she tip-toed in mules along the balcony and
-into the suite of so many memories. Scarcely had she closed the door
-when the puppy rose to receive her. Although he stood a picture of
-preparedness in the center of the room, instinctively posing after the
-traditions of his A. K. C. ancestry when on hunt or show-bench, the
-waggle of his short, flagstaff tail and certain quivers of his stiff
-chin whiskers assured her that he was delighted she had come.
-
-And Dolores returned his greeting with more than usual cordiality. She
-rubbed the level of his back with her foot and stooped to scratch the
-section of forehead between the small, V-shaped ears when he kissed
-effusively her bare ankles.
-
-She straightened; for a moment stood listening. The room was very
-quiet--so much quieter than usual. She glanced at the grandfather’s
-clock which had ticked through so many generations of Cabots. The
-living John had tinkered it to outlast the life of his heir and it had
-made good his boast. Reproachfully Dolores eyed the “calm” face which
-Jack had approved. Indeed, a clock needed to be “calm-faced,” when its
-office was ticking lives away.
-
-The hour hand was close to eleven. But then, the hour didn’t matter.
-Nothing mattered except that Jack was gone. With the thought, she
-turned toward the closed bedroom door. Impossible--almost too
-impossible for belief it seemed that he was not sleeping within.
-Comparing to-night with other nights when she had crept in to assure
-herself that his sleep was sound, the past seemed real, the now the
-unreality. Surely he would be hunched up beneath his eider-down and
-satin just as usual.
-
-Moved by her longings, the girl continued across the living-room;
-opened, then closed behind her the bedroom door and stopped beside the
-bed. Its absolute flatness, the neat roll of the comforter between its
-foot-posts, the prim set of the pillows at its head--all filled her
-with realization keen as actual disappointment. She bunched up the
-pillows, threw herself upon them and shook out the comforter over her.
-With a sob, she tried to clasp to her heart the delusion that a twisted
-little shape lay within her arms.
-
-Before she fell asleep she realized that the puppy had followed her
-into the room. He had hidden under the bed, evidently, until eased of
-fear over his temerity. Her resistance of the whimpers with which he
-soon grew emboldened kept her awake for a time. What was he--stupid,
-brute atom--that he presumed to offer comfort for her human loss? And
-had not he himself deprived her? Quite roughly she pushed away his
-exaggeratedly shivering body and repulsed his suggestion that he, too,
-was lonely. Let him continue to hide from her sight--let him die of his
-loneliness!
-
-And yet---- In those little-girl days of long ago, had _she_ died,
-willing though she might have been to offer that apology for her
-existence? What would she have done if the father whom she had deprived
-had not been merciful to her?
-
-A damp nose in her down-stretched palm emphasized the question. She
-should remember that the creature wasn’t hers to mistreat. Jack would
-want his dog given the benefit of every doubt. She picked up the recent
-bundle of canine pathos--now one of exuberant joy--and permitted him to
-wriggle down upon the coverlet.
-
-A sound louder than his dream barks, then a movement more definite than
-the twitching of the four feet co-ordinating with the speed at which he
-imagined himself running, awakened her. Against the slivers of light
-which outlined the door-frame, she saw that the puppy was standing at
-attention--hind legs thrust well back, bristles stiff, nose close to
-the sill. She sat up and shook herself wider awake. Someone had entered
-the sitting-room and made a light.
-
-She would better announce her presence inside than have the dog bark
-the announcement for her. With the idea of returning to her own
-chamber, she gathered her dressing-gown close around her and opened the
-door.
-
-There she stood absolutely still. Everything seemed to halt with her
-feet--the beat of her heart, all capability to move or speak, even any
-sense of surprise.
-
-Powerless as she felt looked John Cabot.
-
-He was sitting in Jack’s arm-chair, beside the lamp; was looking at
-her. The parts of Jack’s broken, pace-setting toy were spread out on
-the table. In both hands he clutched the torn magazine in which the boy
-had drawn a circle around the dog of his choice. He was pale and gaunt.
-
-From the look of him, he must have imagined her a vision. And she made
-no move to undeceive him. He was convinced of the reality of the moment
-by the puppy. Holding aside the frisking beast, he straightened and
-forced himself to speak.
-
-“You mustn’t stay here, Dolores.”
-
-His words, his frown, his harsh tone--all stabbed into the wound of
-her solitariness as she had not been stabbed when alone. She could not
-manage an answer, except to cross to the hall door. Then, just as her
-hand turned the knob----
-
-“For God’s sake, don’t leave me--don’t go!” At her distressed
-hesitation, he added a jumble of words. “There is something I’ve been
-wanting to say to you--to offer--about your future. Forgive me if I
-seem abrupt or rude. I feel the strain of--of recent events. It might
-help to talk with someone who understands. Won’t you stay--a little
-while?”
-
-Dolores felt more hurt than when he had spoken first, but hurt for him.
-Knowing the steel control of the man, she wondered at his mood. She
-returned into the room and stood before him, one thought clear in her
-mind. So this, then, was what she had been awaiting all along--this
-need for companionship of John Cabot?
-
-Usually so punctilious about the courtesies, he remained seated, his
-knuckles whitening in his grip of the crumpled magazine. That he now
-avoided looking at her filled her with the equivocal sensations of hope
-and fear which had unsteadied her that night of the dinner. But she
-tried not to feel for herself. She wanted all she was to feel for him.
-She saw that he was making an effort to get himself in hand and wished
-that she might help him. Yet she hesitated to speak lest she sound some
-discordant note.
-
-“I thought it was only Jack I was lonely for--that sitting in his room,
-among his things---- But I was deluding myself. I know that now. The
-sight of you---- Well, it has not calmed me.”
-
-All too brief a glance he lifted to her startled eyes.
-
-“If I seem strange or--or incoherent---- Dolores, you never could
-imagine such loneliness as I’ve been suffering. Every night since I
-moved to the club, I’ve been obsessed with the desire to come here. I
-knew I shouldn’t trust myself. Last night I tramped the street until
-five in the morning to wear out the wish. But to-night it came back
-stronger than before. It has half crazed me--has worn me out. I--I am
-run down, I guess. I feel like the last half-second of an eight-day
-clock.”
-
-At his simile, the girl glanced toward the corner. The hour hand of the
-tall old time-piece was exactly where it had been, close to eleven.
-She realized why the silence had seemed so intense when she first had
-entered the room. Shocked, she leaned closer to John Cabot.
-
-“Jack’s clock,” she murmured. “I wound it only yesterday. It has
-stopped.”
-
-As he, too, turned and looked, his face reflected her superstitious
-tone. The quiet increased. Everything in their world seemed to have
-stopped.
-
-The young Airedale broke the pause. With a whine and one paw he
-importuned the master’s lax-hanging hand. John pushed him away.
-
-“I owe you worse than nothing, puppy. I meant that Jack should be
-considerate of you, but not that he should die for you.”
-
-The dog appeared to understand; at least, raised his head and howled
-dismally.
-
-To hush his weird lament, Dolores sank down upon the hassock which
-never more would rest a pair of shrunken legs; dragged the wretched
-alien out from under the chair; stroked and patted him.
-
-“He didn’t intend that Jack should die for him,” she interceded. “He
-didn’t intend anything--any more than I intended that my mother should
-die for me. I try not to hate him. I am sure Jack would know and be
-distressed if I did. He’s just a foolish puppy.”
-
-“‘And what is folly, but a riotous expenditure of will?’” muttered
-John. His hand sought the head of the dog for the importuned caress,
-but spasmodically clasped around Dolores’. He leaned toward her,
-although with eyes turned away, as he continued to quote: “‘There
-are to will and to have your will. There are your social ideas, your
-immoderate desires, your excesses, your pleasures that end in death,
-your sorrows that quicken the pace of life. For pain is perhaps but a
-violent pleasure.’”
-
-Then he looked at her. His eyes, dark and brilliant through a surface
-film, asked her consideration. Never had she seen such misery. She had
-thought it could only be felt in the heart.
-
-“Do you believe that?” he demanded. “Is the pain that is wrecking me
-only a form of pleasure?”
-
-Dolores doubted her voice, but she forced it. It sounded unsteady as
-her thoughts. “I wish I knew what to say. I--I cannot endure to see you
-so unhappy. I wish I knew----”
-
-“There is no heartbreak except deliberate sin. That I keep telling
-myself,” he interrupted. “If I am true to Jack’s trust, true to myself,
-true to you----”
-
-His hand slid to her wrist; hesitated there.
-
-“But with the best I can do I am breaking. Everything has combined
-to weaken my resistance. Jack, who was your protector, died and
-immediately after him the canary. To-night the clock that has not
-missed a minute for three generations of us--even the old clock gives
-up.”
-
-“Do you remember what Jack said,” Dolores reminded, “that nothing is
-wasted? Maybe----”
-
-“Don’t start me on that train of thought,” he objected harshly. “It
-maddens me. If Jack and his restraining influence were to die--if we
-were to meet here to-night--if time for us was to stop----”
-
-He clutched her other arm and passed both hands to her shoulders. One
-remained there. The other continued around her neck; forced her face
-to lift to his; clung to her throat. The pulse of his fingers beat
-against the pulse just under her chin.
-
-“Look at me, Dolores. Keep me seeing the surprise in your eyes. Do you
-realize that you have only your inexperience to protect you?”
-
-She was glad to obey. She looked and looked. And as she looked, she saw
-her heaven--at last her home. Something lifted that for long had lain a
-dead-weight on her heart, a question that now wafted like a fragrance
-from her lips.
-
-“You care--for me?”
-
-“Dolores....”
-
-“You have longed for me as I have longed for you?”
-
-“Didn’t you know from the first? I tell you to implore you--don’t trust
-me. I am no longer strong, Dolores. Against my will, against Jack’s
-faith---- Life, position, integrity--everything is a trifle to me
-except the need to know---- Dolores, will you try to understand? Won’t
-you forgive and pity me? I am terrified for you. You must be stronger
-than I.”
-
-She did not appear to have heard him.
-
-“You love me, then. You _love_ me.”
-
-Over and over again the answer to her question gave sweet form to her
-lips. Her head fell back. Her eyes pursued his.
-
-The young Airedale, convinced at last that he was unwelcome, emerged
-from under the chair, gave them a reproachful look, then trotted out of
-the room. His exit seemed to impress John anew with their aloneness. He
-drew up and away from her.
-
-“Remember,” he warned, “that hopelessness is a dangerous state. So long
-as I had hope I was strong. Now that I am hopeless--hopeless----”
-
-It was then that he told her of his interview with Catherine. Knowing
-his wife as most did not, he could not hope to change her private and
-particular reasons for refusing to free him. As Clarke Shayle had said,
-Catherine could not be “reached.” He had promised Jack to help Dolores
-toward a safe future. He was glad of to-night’s opportunity to learn
-what she wished that future to be.
-
-But the girl no longer was restrained by his restraint. Now that she
-understood, she had no thought of herself except as it might concern
-him. And why consider the future in preference to the here and now? Why
-lower her eyes from that first sight of home and heaven?
-
-The admiration and pity which she felt in her mind for him blended into
-a yearning desire voluntarily to satisfy the demands spoken only in the
-glaze of his eyes, in the pallor of his face, in the stiff set of his
-lips.
-
-“Maybe you would be comforted,” she ventured, “to know how much I----”
-
-Although he shrank farther back, his fingers, still pressed against her
-throat, conducted the tremor that passed through him.
-
-“I’d give my soul to hear you say it. Surely you know that? And yet I
-must not hear--I dare not hear. Don’t trust me. Don’t try me.”
-
-“Does love try love?” Her eyes widened incredulously. “Isn’t love
-a question, incomplete unless answered? You say that you care as I
-do--that you have cared all along. You would not tell me if it were
-not true. You ask me by loving me. Let me answer. You want to hear me!
-Don’t you--_don’t_ you, John?”
-
-She shook back the loosened hair from her face that he might see while
-he heard the truth. She had thought him pale; now all color left the
-lips pressed against his teeth. His hands tightened on her, but to
-hold her away. Before to-night she would have been silenced by this
-continence. But now that she knew---- Everything was different now.
-
-“Don’t repulse me as you did the dog, John. I deserve your pity more
-than he. Don’t remind me that since birth my presence has brought
-death.”
-
-“Death, Dolores? I never guessed what life could be until I saw you.”
-
-“Why, then, make me feel that you regard me as a curse?”
-
-“Dear, I am blessed to have known you.”
-
-Her appeal for herself gentled him as those for him could not do. In
-his palms he cupped the oval of her cheeks; for long looked into her
-eyes. Stiffly, as if compelled against their inclination by his will,
-his lips moved.
-
-“So fragrant and pure is the soul of you, but fragile as the rose that
-Jack destroyed. You must not be wasted on me.
-
-“But he said, John, that nothing is ever really wasted, not even the
-tears of dew on a rose. They have only their day--roses. And hearts
-have only their day. Why not enjoy them the more for their little life?
-Tell me again and read your answer in my happiness. Is it true--_true_
-that you love me?”
-
-His eyes closed that he might not read; then opened at once lest he
-fail.
-
-“I love you with a crave that terrifies me--only less, I hope, than my
-honor--with a will to protect you from what you do not understand--from
-myself and yourself----”
-
-“Protect love against itself?” Her incredulity silenced him. “If my
-heart is a rose that you wish to pluck, John, take it, crush it, sift
-its petals through your fingers. If it brings you a moment’s pleasure,
-it will not have been wasted.”
-
-His hands recoiled from her face as if from a danger.
-
-But Dolores lifted her arms and laid them around his neck. She felt no
-false shame before him. She knew now.
-
-“Take me, John, and crush me. Waste me, since you call love a waste. I
-am satisfied to be the rose of your day--to give off my fragrance for
-you.”
-
-He could not have shaken her off had he tried, so overwhelming was her
-wish to give him that for which he would not ask. He sat perfectly
-still, looking down into her eyes, listening to what she said. His
-breath came harder when she lifted to her knees on the hassock and
-leaned against him.
-
-“Jack told you to see that I was happy. I cannot be so while you are
-unhappy, John. Think of me and take me in your arms. Let me feel that
-I belong to you--that at last I _belong_.”
-
-“That first day I saw you, Dolores----” His white lips again moved
-in words. “Two visible creatures seemed to be born of our meeting.
-The best of me went out to you--my love. The best of you appealed to
-me--your innocence. Help me to see them plainly as on that day. Remind
-me of your inexperience. Don’t urge yourself upon me. For the sake of
-your innocence and my love, loose me and leave me.”
-
-But confusing sensations dulled the girl to his prayer--sensations of
-vehement rebellion, of incompleteness within sweet proximity of all, of
-a vast sadness and vaster joy. She shook with the shudder that shook
-him. Her hands drew his head to a resting place where the robe had
-fallen from her breast. She felt him relax in her arms; realized that
-his lips had touched, then drawn away from hers, as if offended by the
-contact.
-
-“God help me.... More than my honor.”
-
-She scarcely heard his words, so low were they rasped. The next moment
-he spoke plainly, although in a hoarse, hurried voice.
-
-“Who do you suppose made the law that I am trying to obey? To be born
-with passions like mine, to hold them in leash all my life because
-of the righteous hope my mother taught me of this moment and you,
-then to try to convince myself that it is all a lie for which I have
-lived--that love is less than law---- If God Almighty made it----”
-
-“No. Man must have made that law,” the girl interrupted. “Don’t you
-feel, John, that love is right? I don’t know God, but I know you. Can’t
-you believe that way in me?”
-
-“_Dolores!_” With worshipful reproach, he gave her the vow she asked.
-“With my mind, my heart, my body I believe in you. I always shall
-believe.”
-
-Wonderingly he looked at her lips; saw on them for the first time a
-smile. Timidly yet bravely, it rewarded and further tempted him.
-
-“Then kiss me. Then love me,” she panted. “Oh, I want so to kiss
-you--to love you. I didn’t know how much until----”
-
-A strand of her hair fell across the smiling lips--across temptation.
-Although so tenuous and soft, it was a barrier between him and that
-from which he had plead to be saved. His hand shook from his hurry
-to brush it aside. The more greedily for its interference, his lips
-lowered to those lips that were tempting him; sank to them; found the
-complete answer they had sought in vain to speak.
-
-Dolores’ body was lifted into an embrace which would have been cruel,
-except for her desperate response. Her long hair drifted about them,
-a curtain from the light. Increasingly she felt that new sense of
-incompleteness, that weight of sadness and lightness of joy. Shaking
-from the violence aroused by her yearnings, she yet clung as if to
-gentleness.
-
-“How strange I feel,” she breathed.
-
-“You are my mate, Dolores.”
-
-Again: “I did not know--did not understand that love was like this.”
-
-And again he reassured her: “You are my mate.”
-
-“But is this what they felt for me, those other men? I hated them for
-it. I blamed them.”
-
-“No.” He deprived her lips of his that his eyes might blaze the
-indignant denial into her eyes. “Their passion was lust. Yours is the
-fragrance of the rose--the pollen of your love. Do not fear that I
-could misunderstand.”
-
-“Fear? If God made the rose, why fear?” she half-sobbed. “If it is not
-lust for you to love me, give me back your lips. Oh, kiss me, John. Oh,
-love me. I _belong_.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVII
-
-
-“I cannot tell more to-night. I cannot make it snappy. I _cannot_ go
-on.”
-
-The tortured protest of the spirit-girl Dolores was as the breath of
-a blower to her demon audience. It fanned the tinder of their evil
-imaginations and inflamed their desires for intimate details.
-
-A clamor of profanity arose as the marble-pale, but fervid face which
-had wrought such grief among men lowered to the shield of hands
-that looked too weak to have torn to bits a strong man’s honor. The
-shudder of crucified modesty caused the jewel-like lights that adorned
-her hair, her throat, her breast to wink, as from carnal thoughts
-“indestructible” as their source of life.
-
-For several nights the first Royal Entertainer had held her place at
-the monk-table’s head by virtue of a two-fold charm; had dazzled their
-eyes with her beauty and the illusion of her gorgeous apparel, while
-enslaving their attention with the finished style of her tale. Now
-that she had reached what might be considered a low spot of intensity,
-however, her sense of the artistic had failed her and them. She had
-fallen from the superiority of her infernal state; and backslid, as
-it were, into the slough of an almost human self-consciousness. When
-their most venomous hisses did not lift the sin-dark head from the
-board, they turned as one to him who had arranged the little inside
-entertainment. Interest of another kind stirred in them at the look of
-him.
-
-Exasperation had lifted the King from his chair. He stood at the
-table’s foot, glaring down at the proselyte who had dared to arouse,
-then deny his emotions. A glow surrounded him, outlining his superb
-proportions against the black velvet hangings. From his eyes--nearer
-green than gray at the moment--poured a baleful light. His features
-worked from mental lasciviousness.
-
-“I told you to dispense with the asterisks,” he reminded her. “How dare
-you tease me with this obsolete trick?”
-
-Dolores lifted her face. In the radium glow of his vicious expectations
-it gleamed with unthinkable chastity.
-
-“I have not meant to tease or trick you,” she said. “I have done my
-best to entertain--have plotted and planned my story like the writer
-of a book--have rehearsed my lines each day like an actress before
-her opening night. Every little treasured phrase and word I have
-given you, just as learned by heart at the time and re-learned in my
-afterthoughts. I’ve tried--_tried_. But I find that I cannot go on. No
-true woman-soul could. What happened was between ourselves and----”
-
-“Watch your words! For the infidel you boast yourself, you’re quite
-too free with the name of a certain Potentate. Besides, aren’t you
-flattering the Great-I-Am? I miss my guess if what happened wasn’t
-between yourselves and me.”
-
-Dolores’ timidity left her at the suggestion. “I am sure Your Lowness
-had nothing to do with--with that night. Otherwise it would not seem
-so wrong to tell it here--such an injustice to John. The fault was not
-his. It was mine--all mine. I did what he implored me not to do. I
-urged myself upon him beyond his strength. The only excuse for me is
-that, with all I had known of mortal man, I really did not understand.
-And he--he had felt so safe in his sorrow.”
-
-Half-rising, she clutched the table for support and gazed along the
-double file of spectral faces. The leer on the lips of him nicknamed
-Old Original aroused her to further defense.
-
-“Perhaps our mateship was not meant to be gainsaid. Perhaps the races
-of the mortal world would be worthier their fair lands if right were
-not made wrong by mortal laws--if only the Maker whom John questioned
-need be obeyed. Perhaps He meant that the crave to be satisfied of all
-true love should compensate for His inexorable law that man must die.”
-
-At the shriek of derision that greeted her thought, she lifted her head
-and eyes in a transport of humble defiance.
-
-“Whatever the perhaps and perhaps, I do not regret. The proof of what
-I felt for John I never shall regret. If I did wrong it was in caring
-for him and that I could not help. Love’s first and best impulse is to
-bestow. I knew that I belonged to him and I wanted him to know. I am
-glad--_glad_ that I told him. The way I gave the knowledge was called a
-crime--the only crime on earth not judged by motive and circumstance.
-Surely on that Day when justice becomes absolute, I shall not be
-blamed. What is a whispered confession, a lingering kiss, an abandoned
-embrace, to be quibbled over by Him said to have made us and all that
-we are from the impulse of love divine? Did not He Himself decree that
-love must be served?”
-
-“She-fiend, you overstep yourself!”
-
-The lash of His Majesty’s voice convinced the girl-soul. Whipped by it
-back into her chair, she awaited the chastisement which probably would
-follow her regardlessness of rules. Thoughts of the Wantons’ Well and
-the Ward for Bastard Babes subdued her small access of courage in the
-dread which had come with her from Earth to Shadow Land. She closed her
-eyes; ceased to breathe; expected. The pause seemed long; was long.
-
-When finally the Rex of Reversals spoke, his humorous tone and diction
-made her realize that until then she had expected clemency.
-
-“Hard to beat, this faith of fools! At least, the Great Judge of whom
-you hope a reprieve from the fiat of your world hasn’t any corner on
-tolerance. Although love is a puny motive, I excuse a lot of it for
-sake of the passion it begets. Young woman, your story interests me.
-Since so large an audience has disconcerted you, suppose you finish it
-to sympathetic me alone. It is hate divine that must be served and you
-who must serve it.”
-
-Dolores’ moan went unheard in the instant protest of the demon cabinet.
-But their controller did not trouble to repeat his order. Not so much
-as a gesture or nod of dismissal did he vouchsafe as they, not daring
-to vent their spleen over being excluded from this culminating séance,
-filed out one by one.
-
-Although several times before Dolores had been alone with His Highness,
-she never had feared as now the Evil Mind. Her face returned to her
-palms. In darting speculation over what he next might say or do, she
-awaited his displeasure. Unendurably the silence lasted. She at last
-glanced up from morbid curiosity.
-
-He was not looking at her. The green glow, so weird from his gray
-eyes, shafted well to one side and past her. She noticed that he was
-at once unusually attractive because unusually repulsive to-night. The
-concentration into which he had sunk drew out of her like a magnet a
-certain sympathy for the very evil he would do her. She shuddered in
-ghoulish anticipation.
-
-More slowly lagged the seconds. More unnatural it seemed that still he
-did not look at her. Had there remained in his mind a shadow of Old
-Sam’s suggestion that he had a weakness for her? Doubt of what might
-lurk in his averted eyes obsessed her.
-
-“Why don’t you speak? Why don’t you look at me?” she urged aloud.
-“Please look at me.”
-
-She would better have remained in doubt. To see what was in his eyes,
-to try to grasp the odious meaning of the glance now fixed upon her----
-
-As she swayed backward in her chair, he proceeded to enlighten her.
-
-“I get it.”
-
-“_It_, Your Majesty?”
-
-“It--you--the secret power that has made you the desire of men and
-devils. Who would have thought to look at you that it was only a case
-of lust beget lust?”
-
-“Oh, don’t say that!”
-
-He leered. “Why a pretense of apology between two bad ones like us?
-Instead of protesting virtues of which you ought to be ashamed,
-realize that your guilt as charged makes your desirability
-one-hundred-per-cent-plus down here, as it did on Earth.”
-
-Evidently not interested in her agreement, he turned away and began to
-pace the floor.
-
-“This has been a red-letter night to me. Do you know, you’re not
-telling a good story--not good at all. It has elements that quite hold
-me. We’ve had the vamp in books, over the footlights and on the screen.
-I thought I knew the types and methods forward and backward--especially
-back. But your delineation of a young girl who is without design
-because herself unconscious of the prurience in her, who appeals to
-the best in men by her guilelessness and the worst by her sleeping
-desire, who, although intending well, spreads disaster in her wake----
-No matter what its claims to truth, sweet Grief, it makes a damned bad
-story.”
-
-He stopped directly before her in time to hear a murmured appeal to her
-guardian companions.
-
-“Innocentia, must I believe these dreadful things about myself? If they
-are not true, help me to prove them false, dear, _dear_ Amor.”
-
-Approvingly the Satanic chuckle sounded. “Consistent to fanaticism in
-your part! As you like. But let’s get to the end. Forget the asterisks.
-Pull up the curtain. Give us the expurgated lines.”
-
-“If I am fanatic in my desire to be decent, you are an atheist. I tell
-you I cannot--will not go on!” From strength of her abhorrence the
-spirit-girl started up and faced him. “Punish me as you like. Anything
-is better than to strip my soul to your unholy gaze.”
-
-“_Anything?_” He seized her arm with the sear of a red-hot iron. “I’ll
-give you one second to fête your fancy upon what your punishment might
-be. You’ll pay in full, you helliot, if you cheat me of an experiment
-that I plan to make. You’ve given me an idea more seducing than any of
-my own inception. If it works out, it will net you more than it will
-me. Come a day, you being what you are and I what I am----”
-
-“I wish to hear no new ideas for me. I cannot endure more to-night.”
-
-At her sustained effort to combat his will he leaned so close over her
-that her face felt scorched from his mental insistence, more offensive
-than the physical insistence of any man of Earth. She struggled toward
-her chair; there fell face forward on the board. He--without looking,
-she saw--swept after her like some ravening bird of prey. Strong, long
-talons clutched her. Almost had they shaken her access of strength from
-her when----
-
-“Better let up on her, Your Demnition Pow-Wows.”
-
-A carping voice offered the advice. A tall, strong-looking ghoul
-swaggered into the light from the comparative darkness outside the door.
-
-“Sin, you infernal eaves-dropper, how dare you----”
-
-“Leaves-dropper, rather--table-leaves-dropper.” With incredible bravado
-Old Original winked into the Balial glare. “May I assume the compliment
-to my invisibility that you failed to notice me humbly awaiting Your
-Damnity’s convenience without?”
-
-“Impudently awaiting My Damnity’s inconvenience, you mean. You may
-_not_. That I didn’t notice you was due to the super-visibility of our
-royal _raconteuse_.”
-
-“Who will recount no more if you continue to torture her. Having
-recommended her to your inclemency in the first place, I feel more
-than less responsible. The wages of sin are best paid by death--you’ll
-concede that to me, Excellency? Yet you do not, I am sure, wish her to
-die.”
-
-“Low-brow, she cannot die.”
-
-The old hoax returned a confident leer. “That I grow more high-brow
-with every age let me demonstrate through a reminder of how the
-greatest roughness is the gentlest. What diverts you in her--her very
-virile hope--may die before that Day. Am I right or wrong in saying
-that you owe me, if not her, some consideration?”
-
-“Wrong you are. You did throw me the acorn from which a giant oak may
-grow.”
-
-“And hasn’t she sirened you along bad and improper? Hasn’t she been
-square with you?”
-
-“Yes, she’s been square. There wasn’t a right angle to all the past
-Delilahs ever damned by man or me.”
-
-Sin, with a wary eye fixed upon the Master of Malice, made for that
-end of the monk-board nearer the exit. The while he further ventured:
-“It isn’t necessarily lowering to Your Highness to say that you have
-more to learn than I anent the siren act. You can’t bully a dame into
-doting on you. The present-day caveman style is 40 H. P.--_after_
-you’ve got her. Before, a wise one coaxes her. And it isn’t enough to
-load her down with that stage jewelry of which you’re so prodigal, when
-you yourself don’t look to be, any more than you act to be, of her day
-and degeneration. Why not tog yourself up more in the likeness of this
-millionaire love-hound of hers? Summertime’s coming apace or I’m no
-weather prophet, so why not moth-ball the well-known Vandyke and those
-robes of the vintage of Sol-in-all-his-glory days?”
-
-A snarl of stabbed vanity greeted the daring suggestion. Its cogency
-was demonstrated, however, when, in a lunge after the purveyor of
-unsolicited counsel, the King tripped over his train.
-
-From the hall the minister primed his advices.
-
-“As for your technique, soft-pedal yourself. Don’t keep blaring like a
-brass band at a lady who has fainted with fear of your noise.”
-
-The slam of the door was the old impertinent’s period.
-
-Once more tormentor and tormented were alone. Slowly the Past-Master
-of Policy righted himself and his intent. Returning to the prostrate
-girl-shade, he thinkingly regarded her. Her side face lay lax upon the
-board, exquisite as an irradiated cameo in its twisted setting of hair.
-Closed were those eyes of the purples of the bourgainvillae. Not a
-breath lifted the luring lines of the back revealed by her _décolleté_.
-Could her spirit really have swooned beyond his reach?
-
-He shrugged away the thought. Too often and too vehemently had he
-himself longed for surcease from consciousness in the last ten thousand
-years or so. Too well he knew that she still could hear him. Through
-time which had no beginning and could not end, she as well as he must
-continue to think--and think--and think.
-
-Thinking of her now as he looked, he felt more than before attracted
-toward that new idea regarding her which had been inspired by the
-latest chapter of her earth history. The oldest Original was right.
-His ways with women were archaic as his clothes in the sight of this
-most modern of Magdalenes. No repression of his ruthlessness or change
-in his “style” would be too great a price to pay for success in that
-experiment.
-
-When he spoke it was in mild tones.
-
-“Forgive my stupidity. ‘It ain’t inherited--it’s a gift.’ All right,
-fairest fiend. We’ll call it a séance to-night. Or better, suppose
-I give you a lift over the scene which has overwhelmed you with
-self-consciousness. At that, it may affect me worse to tell it myself.
-They say the narrator gets more out of his story than his hearers. He
-first must feel to arouse feeling. A good bad idea. So then, _I’ll_
-tell _you_.”
-
-The tips of his fingers crackled as he touched them to his lips, then
-waved them toward the unresponsive audience.
-
-“Behind the Asterisks!” he announced his subject. “The Great-I-Am
-invented the sex-impulse in order to give life to love. Necessarily He
-had to make it a strong emotion in order to people His earth.
-
-“I invented loveless lust to people Hell. None born of the flesh dares
-deny his vulnerability. None but feels its basic attraction, even at
-times when most repulsed. Not to its cruder phases do I invite your
-attention--to the reproductive instinct of the mortal male. That is
-ever awake, unashamed, engaging chiefly through its strength.
-
-“But sleeping passion! Too few are given the dear delight of arousing
-it. To breathe open the eyes searching through their mist of dreams--to
-kiss into consciousness the sweet-thick lips--to feel one’s sluggish
-pulse speeding to match the beat of youth’s startled heart----
-
-“Ah, what man-brute of Earth, what god of Heaven or fiend of Hell
-would not gladly give the wealth of three worlds to incite the divine
-awakening!
-
-“Moved beyond modesty, the arms uplift and cling--weak-strong arms,
-made supple to curve around the bodies of babes. The lips soon learn
-why they are so thick and honey-sweet, soon learn to give and to ask
-back in double dole.
-
-“The inarticulate murmur of yearnings that crave utterance, but are
-ashamed of words.... The sobs of utter innocence.... The tender form
-that seems to shrink even as it seeks.... At last the naked desire....
-Its brief, breathless struggle to control.... The delirium of yielding
-to its will....
-
-“The hoping fear....
-
-“The fearing hope....”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVIII
-
-
-The works of the old Cabot clock were worn out. During the days and
-nights that followed its last tick Dolores often glanced up into its
-non-committal face, reproachful that it would no longer mark off the
-minutes. Time dragged, weighted by her doubt over the state of mind of
-John.
-
-Then, one night after twelve, when all the household was asleep, he
-came back to her. He folded her against his heart. He took her lips. He
-claimed her with full acknowledgment of his dependency.
-
-“God forgive me,” he said. “It is too much for me.”
-
-There was no need for him to explain. His white face, the pound of his
-heart against hers, his inconsistent pleas for pardon that he might be
-free to sin again, all helped her to understand. He was possessed by
-the passion of an all-demanding love. He had fought a fight; had fought
-and had failed.
-
-And Dolores could not lament his defeat. Only one thing mattered, that
-John’s love answered hers. She had called and he had heard. Against
-his will he had come. Their acknowledgment, then, had not been a
-regrettable impulse; had been, rather, what was to be. They loved, and
-Heaven was in their hearts. They _loved_.
-
-After the days of doubt, Dolores rested in blessed conviction. Never
-before had she been given a chance at happiness. Here was her chance.
-Suggestions of smiles formed about her lips. A new light, like the
-gleam from deep-cut amethysts, shone from her eyes. A man like John
-Cabot did not love lightly. And John Cabot loved her.
-
-Next morning she awoke with the wish that her father might know how
-well all was with her. Although a drizzling rain began to fall, she
-decided against ordering Jack’s car. She preferred to go to Trevor
-Trent simply, as they had lived, changed only by the glory from within.
-She felt close to him while donning, for the first time in weeks, the
-old blue serge suit whose purchase price he had spared from the poppy
-paste. The long ride up-town in the Subway, the mudded walk and the
-plain slab that marked the spot where she had left him to lie beneath
-down-drifting leaves, brought her nearer.
-
-Where is there comfort like confiding a rapturous secret to one’s own?
-How long the orphaned girl sat beside the grave, oblivious of the rain
-because her consciousness had gone to find and gladden that of the
-parent whose last “please God” had been that she find a good love--how
-drenched was the blue suit--how chilled her feet--she subtracted none
-of her attention from him to realize. The adventure brought her content.
-
-Sometime during the afternoon she returned to the great house on the
-upper Avenue. So dulled she felt to outer perceptions that surprise
-held her only a moment to meet the Frenchwoman, Annette, in the
-elevator. She somehow forgot to listen to the maid’s explanation of
-why she had not remained with madame. Later she was forced to hear
-Morrison’s insistence that she needed a doctor, but made light of the
-good woman’s anxiety. What mattered a slight fever or swollen tonsils
-or a disinclination toward food to one blessed as was she?
-
-As developed, however, these symptoms mattered much in the heightening
-of her happiness. The housekeeper’s responsibility, transferred to
-Bradish, resulted in a telephoned message to Mr. Cabot’s club. Soon
-after the wire, he came, terrified out of all proportion to her
-trifling symptoms. To see that all his instructions were carried out,
-he stayed.
-
-Dolores’ protestations soon ceased, since to relieve his anxiety might
-take him away again. It was too precious to forego, this experience of
-being ministered to by him. Their first meal alone together, which he
-ordered served in Jack’s living room much as the youngster himself
-might have done, was an occasion almost too significant for calm. To
-please him, she tried to sip her broth and eat her toast, but with the
-sacred joy of a convert at some sacrament.
-
-After he had shut out the servants and advised Morrison that he would
-sit awhile with Miss Trent, he wrapped her first in a robe, then in
-his arms and sat rocking her with a possessive tenderness which made
-her realize how much she had missed from her babyhood. Her ecstasy of
-content must have dulled her ears. She heard no sound, merely assumed
-one, when he placed her in Jack’s reading chair, took a few steps
-toward the hall door and stood intently listening. Still she had heard
-nothing when he strode to the door and flung it wide.
-
-Upon the threshold, in a panic of indecision between flight and
-remaining, stood Annette. Her eyes, nondescript except for their
-shrewdness, followed the thinking glance of the man who had surprised
-her from the half-light of the corridor to the strong one of the
-reading-lamp within, then down to the key-hole, minus its key.
-Evidently, she decided on bravado. A sneer drew down the corners of her
-mouth. She straightened to face the master.
-
-“You back?” he asked.
-
-“Madame finds herself in need of certain dinner gowns. She returned me
-to select and pack them.”
-
-“She sent you back from Florida to select and pack certain dinner
-gowns? Just what does madame pay you for the job?”
-
-“Does not Mr. Cabot know the amount of my salary, none too large for
-one who has served----”
-
-“I mean how much for this key-hole job?”
-
-At his contemptuous interruption, the woman caught her breath.
-
-“Five-hundred-dollar, m’sieu.”
-
-“A five-hundred-dollar bonus? Madame is good to you. However, I am in
-a position to be better. I’ll advance that bonus to-night, if you’ll
-leave her employ.”
-
-Her avaricious watch of his face eased in a disappointed laugh. “Does
-m’sieu think I would turn the traitor to a mistress who has ever been
-most generous and who trusts----”
-
-“I do.”
-
-“And for a wretched five hundred, already earned?”
-
-“I do not--not for five hundred.” He contributed a short laugh. “But
-for that in cash, plus a check for one thousand, good in six months
-if you neglect to report to this trusting mistress who has been so
-generous with you.”
-
-“But how can M’sieu Cabot think so low of me that for a paltry
-thousand-dollar----”
-
-“The five hundred you get now,” he detailed. “The check for a thousand
-will be dated so that you can cash it in June, unless traitoring has
-become a habit with you. If it does, I shall stop payment at the
-bank. You will leave this house and Mrs. Cabot’s employ at once.
-Satisfactory?”
-
-The click of the last-word question must have satisfied the maid that
-she could profit no further.
-
-“Quite,” she replied, succinctly as he.
-
-Without comment on the fact that he had read her aright, John Cabot
-counted five century notes from his wallet and drew the promised check,
-calling her attention to the date, six months from that day.
-
-When she had gone he said to Dolores:
-
-“I want my freedom, but not at your expense.”
-
-“You really think,” the girl faltered, “that that is why Annette is
-here?”
-
-He nodded. “And why you are here and why I should not be. I have been
-inexcusable. _I_ am the traitor--the waster of what I valued most.”
-
-“Don’t keep saying that,” she protested. “Nothing can be wasted when we
-love. Jack lived and died that we might know.”
-
-Through the gloom of self-reproach which was settling over
-him--settling between them--he saw her outstretched hands; caught them;
-was reminded of her feverish state.
-
-“Dear, it will come right,” he made effort to assure her and, with her,
-himself. “We mustn’t allow anything to be wasted, not a moment of our
-time together, not a regret for the innocence which I should have died
-rather than----”
-
-Her smile stopped him--the shy, tremulous, revealing smile so lately
-learned. Had a dew-wet violet along a woodland path looked up at him,
-he could not have trod upon it. He must not tread upon that smile.
-
-He returned to his delightful care of her. His first and most important
-obligation was to see that she did not become ill, he told her. She
-must rest now; must sleep off her temperature. He rang for Mrs.
-Morrison; agreed that their charge might be put to bed in Jack’s
-four-poster; himself suggested that the Airedale be allowed upstairs to
-snuggle at her feet. And when the housekeeper had finished her motherly
-offices, he made her no explanation of why he still sat reading in the
-outer room.
-
-Not since the slight ailments to which all children are heir had
-Dolores been ill. Shivering into the eider-down of the historic bed,
-she felt vaguely wretched, uncertain, lost. From the same impulse
-which had asked the reward of a good-night kiss from Morrison for her
-tractability, she now asked John:
-
-“You won’t go away?”
-
-“Leave the corridor door ajar, Morrison.” As if from afar she heard his
-instructions. “Come up again when it is time for her medicine. And,
-Morrison, I have discharged Mrs. Cabot’s maid. She is to leave as soon
-as she can pack her things.”
-
-Dolores grew warmer, then uncomfortably warm. She must soon have fallen
-into a doze. When she opened her eyes, she saw that the night lamp had
-been clicked off and the light from the living-room shaded from her
-face by a screen. The four, tall, pineapple sentinels guarded her--they
-and someone else.
-
-John sat beside the bed, the puppy drowsing in his arms. She was glad
-that he had become reconciled to the poor little beast; that the
-guiltless cause of Jack’s death was not to pay the price which she had
-paid in early life for an equally unintentional fault.
-
-But _was_ John reconciled?
-
-The look on his face brought her to acute consciousness. It was a
-dreadful look.
-
-“Try not to begrudge the price,” she murmured. “For the least thing in
-life you have to pay, you know. To me, love is inestimable.”
-
-At sound of her voice the young dog lifted one of his scraggly eyelids,
-and, without otherwise moving, thumped his stub of a tail. John’s
-expression changed. He leaned toward her.
-
-“I shouldn’t regret any price that I myself could pay. But I am not
-satisfied to let you, who can’t afford it, pay for me. And I won’t.”
-
-She did not understand just what he meant. “You talk as though you were
-guilty of----”
-
-He caught her hand and pressed his cheek against it.
-
-“Guilty as--Heaven!” he whispered into its palm before replacing it
-beneath the coverlet. At her disturbed look he added: “I am tired with
-anxiety for you. Won’t you sleep to rest me? Don’t be afraid that I am
-going to leave you. I can stay on this watch of love forever, if only
-you will sleep.”
-
-“John--John?” Vaguely she questioned him.
-
-“You are my mate,” he answered. “Rufus called you a gray dove, but to
-me you are pure white. Fold your wings and sleep.”
-
-“And are you happy, John?”
-
-“Happy as----”
-
-Her eyelids closed at the touch of his lips. Happy as who? She
-wondered. Happy as Cain--that was the meaning of the dreadful look
-she had surprised. But she had banished that look. Since she must
-sleep that his mind might rest---- How wonderful was this state called
-happiness. How precious was each small opportunity to prove how very
-much----
-
-“Fold your wings, my white dove,” he murmured again and again. “Sleep,
-my mate. I love you. Sleep.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-A hysterical yelp awakened her. Evidently the Airedale, too, had been
-startled from sound slumber. How long had she been asleep--for how many
-minutes or hours had John Cabot sat there motionless, his eyes on her
-face?
-
-She raised on one elbow and looked into the outer room. The little
-undergraduate from the A. K. C., more from hereditary instinct than any
-wisdom of his own months, had bolted his bed of honor. One backward
-glare he spared to learn whether he was to be justified in raising the
-alarm; then, bristling from stiff chin whiskers to flag-staff tail,
-rushed into the corridor. His master followed.
-
-Dolores tried hard to understand. Her head felt strange and
-understanding hurt it. Many sentences of the colloquy outside were not
-clear at the time, but came back to her afterward. Besides the voice
-of John Cabot, she recognized the distressed _mezzo_ of Morrison, the
-startled quaver of old Bradish and an unrecognized duet in bass.
-
-“We are all of that, Mr. Cabot--from the Domestic Detectives,
-Incorporated,” sounded the first strange voice, evidently in answer to
-some question or comment from John.
-
-“And just in time, at that”--the second.
-
-“Has Annette gone yet, Morrison?”
-
-Bradish answered John’s question. “I let her out not ten minutes ago,
-sir.”
-
-“Did you see her speak to these men?”
-
-“She did not pass near enough to speak to them, sir. But I think she
-signaled them with a gesture. I cannot be sure.”
-
-One of the strangers interrupted. “You can’t deny that Miss Trent is
-inside.”
-
-“I deny nothing, but I do order you out of my house,” John returned.
-
-“Don’t you owe it to yourself to explain, Mr. Cabot?” asked Morrison.
-“I’ve worked in this family all my life and am considered a proper
-woman. The young lady you ask about is seriously ill. Mr. Cabot is here
-because my father, the butler, telephoned for him.”
-
-“Ill, is she?”--the first strange voice. “Well, we’re specialists sent
-to investigate her symptoms. Here, matey, help me ease this gent away
-from the door. No need for strenuous argument when we’re two to his
-one.”
-
-“Look out--a gun!”--the second.
-
-“And a gun,” John added quietly, “trained to put burglars out of my
-house.”
-
-“We’re not burglars, Cabot. We’re authorized to enter by the lady of
-your house.”
-
-“By Mrs. Cabot? Her authorization can’t help you--from the distance of
-Palm Beach.”
-
-Together the two laughed. One explained their amusement.
-
-“Wifie isn’t in Palm Beach, old chap. She’s waiting down at the Plaza
-to give us any further authority we need over the telephone.”
-
-“She--didn’t--go?”
-
-A moment of silence followed John’s slow question; then, in staccato----
-
-“Well, get your further authority over an outside ’phone. Mine are
-busy. Quick, now--my fingers are nervous. I’d be well within my rights
-if I----”
-
-A grumbled sentence which Dolores could not hear ended in steps
-descending the stairs. The colloquy seemed to be ended. She felt
-relieved; dozed off.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The morning was half over before John enquired about her condition over
-Jack’s telephone. He felt that he must tell her certain facts, not so
-much to worry her as to spare her worry over matters which undoubtedly
-soon would be forced upon her attention. He hoped that listening
-would not tax her, since the physician’s morning report had been most
-encouraging. A little patience, a few days within doors, and she would
-be herself again. His relief she could better imagine than he describe.
-
-If his friend Rufus Holt called to see her, she was to talk to him
-as she felt inclined and might trust his advices. Toward any other
-inquiries regarding her personal affairs she should not commit herself.
-For some time he would not be able to see her and considered it best
-that he should get his news of her through Morrison. She must take all
-possible care of herself and believe that nothing--_nothing_ had been
-wasted.
-
-Scarcely had Dolores hung up the receiver, scarcely had given her mind
-to the realization that John Cabot was trying to protect her from
-whatever it was that threatened, when the gallery door opened and
-Clarke Shayle strode into the room.
-
-He looked flushed, hurried, perturbed. He stopped before Jack’s reading
-chair, in which she sat, and fixed his odd-flecked gaze upon her, his
-lips twitching. Sinking on the hassock, he laid his face in the robe
-that wrapped her knees and drew a rasping, relieved sigh.
-
-“I was a fool to credit a word of it,” he exclaimed brokenly. “You
-really are sick. You really are--are everything I believed. I don’t
-care what she says or what anybody says. I wouldn’t care even if they
-could prove it. What a man thinks himself is the only thing that
-matters. And I’ve got a sort of super-think.” His attempt to banish
-emotion from his face with a grin was more ghastly than gay. “You see,
-it ain’t inherited. It’s a gift.”
-
-Even in this crisis, he could not express himself without the use of
-his banal phrases. Dolores felt sorry for him. She stretched out her
-hand from an impulse to smooth back his stiff, auburn cowlick; then,
-remembering, drew it back.
-
-“What ‘she’ and what ‘anybody’ says?” she asked.
-
-“She sent for me this morning and told me all about last night. I
-believe she had the whole thing planned from first sight of you. She’s
-the only wholly bad woman I’ve ever known--Catherine.” He shaded his
-eyes as if confused by her shocked glance, then continued: “She loves
-herself and hates everyone who does not share the feeling, chiefly her
-husband. Because he has humiliated her by getting her number right,
-she intends to humiliate him before their world. She’s going to marry
-d’Elie after she gets all she wants out of Cabot and gets it her own
-way. As for me----”
-
-His face lowered into his freckled, delicate hands. A shudder moved his
-thick neck and muscular back.
-
-“God knows, I deserve the part she’s cast me for. But I pray Him--I
-pray you to let me off. My self-respect was only doped. It came to the
-day I met you and has made me so unhappy since that I--I hope---- Oh,
-have a heart, little chump! Help me to be honest with you--encourage me
-to explain.”
-
-“Why? Why not?” She hesitated.
-
-“_Why?_ Because I owe it to you to make you understand. _Why not?_
-Because you have made me despise myself and my life. Here in your
-presence, at the present moment, I’d rather die than go on. And yet,
-I’ll worse than die if I don’t go on. Dolores, you have felt something
-of my power--you know that I’m mesmeric and hypnotic. You know that
-I know it, but not that I have used it to make me what I am to-day.”
-He gave a limping laugh. “Can’t you imagine what is my professional
-stock-in-trade--how I hold Catherine and her sort in scented boudoirs?”
-
-“No--_no_.” With her low protest, the girl drew back into her chair;
-clutched its arms; closed her eyes, as if against the perception.
-
-From his abject position at her feet, the young man straightened and
-clasped together his hands so viciously that nails cut into flesh. The
-white spots pressed by his teeth into his lower lip spread backward
-until even his ears were pale.
-
-“That’s the worst of it,” he said effortfully. “The best is that I
-could have roused you, could rouse you now. But I won’t. I know the
-tinder you are made of. That first day I realized that my self-respect
-was only auto-hypnotized, not dead. The feeling for you that
-restrained me has grown--has given me the strength to tell you the
-truth and ask your help.”
-
-“But if you despise yourself and your life,” Dolores faltered, “why not
-help yourself?”
-
-“Don’t you know that a bad habit soon masters one? The damnable
-thing has got me, that’s why. It will take something stronger than
-contempt for myself to get me out. That something is my respect for
-you. The fact that I didn’t--that I simply couldn’t----” His fingers
-forward-stretching, but clutching only air, his face again florid from
-a return rush of blood, he urged: “You--I need _you_. God, I am mad for
-you. Have been all along. But I want you to keep. I want you enough to
-change my whole life to have you. I know I am a crude sort--that I’m
-not what they call to the manner born. But I swear to give you a square
-deal. I don’t care what they say about you. I believe in you. I want to
-marry you--to take you off somewhere, so that you and I---- Surely you
-love me, Dolores? Surely you will----”
-
-The pause was long. During it he seized her limp hand, then dropped it.
-He staggered to his feet and stood looking down at her with the dread
-gaze of despair. When he spoke again, his lips worked clumsily.
-
-“So. I’m too late. You’re a snuffed candle to me. That means--Mr.
-Other Man. The reward of my sacrifice is--punishment. It’s a beautiful
-sentiment. I’ll tell the world that. She was speaking the truth for
-once, then, about you and John Cabot? All right. I quit. I’m through.”
-
-Dolores watched him fling into his overcoat, pick up his hat and start
-for the door. She wished to say something that would help him. She owed
-him consideration as the only man who had asked her to marry him. That
-he had asked her soothed an ache in her mind. She liked him and she
-feared for him. But what was there she could say?
-
-Without a word she had refused him. Without a word she let him go.
-
-The American vernacular “breezed in” might have been inspired by the
-entries of Rufus Holt. Less boisterous than a gale, stronger than a
-zephyr, something refreshing and promising came with him, like the
-tonic in the breath of Spring.
-
-“Glad you’re enjoying a rest,” he saluted Dolores. “You need it,
-probably, as much as you deserve it. Or perhaps I should say you
-deserve it as much as you need it. It is a worthy thought, for it works
-both ways.”
-
-The girl, having been foreadvised to trust the attorney, relaxed in his
-balmy friendliness.
-
-“Doesn’t the truth usually work both ways?”
-
-At her offering he rubbed his bald fore-top. “I don’t know about that.
-We lawyers learn not to expect too much of the truth. It has gone some
-if it works one way.”
-
-The fact that he would not take off his top-coat gave each minute of
-the time that he did stay an added value. That he would not smoke
-somehow increased the fragrance about him of a fine cigar. That he gave
-her choice of chairs for him the preference lent companionableness to
-his manner of pulling up directly before her.
-
-“The future has in it lots and lots of trouble that hasn’t been used
-yet,” he prefaced, suddenly grave, “and don’t think that you, lovely
-little lady, are going to get all of it. There are other non-union
-workers besides yourself.”
-
-“Others?”
-
-He evaded the question direct.
-
-Trouble was the text of his small address--trouble ahead of a kind
-she had not known. She must prepare her mind for it; must gather her
-resources against an attack. And another would be protected in the
-protectorate of herself, one who deserved justification quite as much
-as she.
-
-Meeting the silent, fluent appeal of her eyes, he set aside hyperbole;
-before her placed facts, as if on the salver of his outspread hands.
-
-Catherine Cabot was an edition of womankind which Dolores doubtless
-had found hard to read. Velvet-bound was she, gilt-edged, artfully
-illustrated. The most astute of worldlings might remain unenlightened
-for many chapters as to the plot of her. Spite, it would seem, was her
-motivation--spite toward a husband who had depreciated what she was by
-a deliberate and stubborn over-valuation.
-
-Long she had waited and watched to prove the plot of him as bad as
-her own. Quite recently she had refused a separation because she
-wished, not only a divorce, but a discredited husband and a huge,
-decreed alimony, rather than a collusive settlement. Her engagement
-of Dolores, her pseudo-kindnesses, her pretended dependence upon the
-girl in her recent trip South--a trip that had taken her no farther
-than Philadelphia and been followed by a secret return to a mid-town
-hotel--were calculated steps toward this end. To-day she had served
-upon her husband the complaint in a suit for absolute divorce. Dolores
-Trent, grief now to one woman as to many men, she had named as
-co-respondent.
-
-The dread announcement was made.
-
-Forgetting the hurry on account of which he had refused to smoke, Holt
-now busied himself producing a cigar, clipping it and lighting it.
-Through smoke-clouds he looked across at the notorious girl whom he had
-whip-lashed with news of fresh notoriety. Seeing that her lips moved,
-he leaned forward to catch her words.
-
-“Maybe she was not so bad as---- The idea was d’Elie’s. I mustn’t
-forget that. _He_ suggested that the father of _l’enfant terrible_
-might find me congenial--not she. ‘Enough, my clever Henri. I
-understand.’ I remember distinctly what she said.”
-
-In the midst of her shared memories, she became conscious of the
-quality of the lawyer’s regard. Her eyes lifted to his.
-
-“You believe that I----”
-
-Perhaps the more staunchly for catching the sag in her voice, he sought
-to reassure her. “I _know_ that you are guiltless. Do you recall the
-little toast I gave you one night at dinner? I didn’t say on that
-occasion that I’d been doubly favored by meeting your kind of a woman
-twice in my lifetime--the woman who doesn’t need to boast or sparkle or
-promise--the woman who needs only to be. The first one, Miss Trent, of
-whom you reminded me, was my mother.”
-
-Dolores was startled. Always before she had suffered because unjustly
-blamed. Now she was unjustly praised. She did not feel honest. But she
-must be careful, even with the kindly attorney. She had John, as well
-as herself, to think of. The fault was not so much his as hers and he
-must not be blamed.
-
-“Then, too----” Holt had cleared the huskiness from his throat--“I know
-John Cabot.”
-
-Evidently that, to him, was conclusive.
-
-By and by he added: “Even Mrs. Cabot does not think you guilty, as she
-charges.”
-
-“How can you know that?” Again Dolores was startled.
-
-“She admitted as much to me not more than an hour ago.”
-
-“You have talked with her to-day and she admitted---- Then, perhaps,
-she _can_ be reached?”
-
-But the bald head wagged, even as the friendly eyes beamed upon her.
-“She cannot be reached as you mean, although I have reached her in a
-way for which you may despise me. Mrs. Cabot has retained me as her
-lawyer in this case.”
-
-“You--her lawyer?” The words were so hot, they seemed to scorch
-Dolores’ lips. “I thought you were his friend?”
-
-“I am. But Catherine believes now that I have always cared--for her,
-you know--and that therefore I want her freedom more than anything else
-in the world. A vain woman can easily be persuaded of that.”
-
-Dolores could not understand. “You say you really are his friend, yet
-you take Mrs. Cabot’s case against him? What possible motive----”
-
-“Me, too, you do an injustice, Miss Trent.”
-
-“You--too?”
-
-“Even me. I am taking the case to lose it.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XX
-
-
-Before the divorce suit of Cabot vs. Cabot came to trial reassurance on
-several of its vital points reached Dolores through the consideration
-of Rufus Holt. To the greatest possible extent details were to be
-denied the scandal-hungry public. John Cabot would offer his defense
-through eminent counsel, as a case unworthy his personal appearance.
-She herself, the co-respondent so necessary to the severance of marital
-ties if one lives and sues in the Empire commonwealth, was to remain
-for the present with Mrs. Morrison, reported as too ill to undertake
-the vindication of her name. Roscoe Strang, the judge who was to pass
-upon the Cabot difference, was a friend of Holt’s, indebted to him
-for many favors, political and otherwise. The small attorney had seen
-to that. Soon everything would be settled, as Mrs. Cabot’s case would
-be advanced on the calendar on her plea that she wished to have the
-painful affair over as soon as possible that she might hasten abroad to
-undertake certain war-orphan charities to which she had pledged herself
-in loving memory of her little son.
-
-Despite all these assurances, the girl awaited with keen anxiety a call
-to a special conference with the plaintiff’s lawyer for which she had
-been told to hold herself in readiness immediately after the public
-hearing. Summoned one mid-February afternoon by special messenger, she
-taxied according to instructions to a down-town “square” not far from
-the City Hall Park that housed the courts of alleged justice.
-
-One glance at Rufus Holt through the folds of the veil she had been
-asked to wear convinced her that this, indeed, was his first detour
-from straight legal paths. Although he smiled in at her from the
-opened cab door, much of the cheer and most of the youth was gone from
-his face. After giving a low-voiced address to the driver, he seated
-himself beside her and forced a return to his wonted sanguineness.
-
-No need for Dolores to ask in words whether the ordeal was
-over--whether John Cabot had been vindicated of the charge. The moment
-their machine was underway, her eyes put the demand.
-
-“Judge Strang reserved decision. But they always do that, as I
-explained a short while since to my client,” answered Holt. “You and I
-are going now to meet a friend of mine--just that, a friend of mine. In
-the course of a day or so, the case will be decided--against me.”
-
-Under all the circumstances, his sigh was justifiable. Dolores was
-beginning to realize that. The change in his face alone told her the
-enormity of his sacrifice in laying professional honor upon the altar
-of a man-to-man friendship. As the taxi wound its way up-town, he gave
-her an idea of the proceedings.
-
-The beautiful Mrs. Cabot, an appealing picture in her sables and
-crepe, had been, of course, her own chief witness. She had told of her
-tried determination to believe in her husband and the girl whom she
-had sheltered from storm-blasts which had seemed driving her to an
-unthinkable fate. She had been slow--too slow to admit that any form so
-young and fair could house such veteran vices.
-
-In broken sentences, as if warding off an emotional breakdown, she
-had outlined the hold which the governess had won upon her own heart
-through the heart of her only child. Not until after the boy’s death
-had she brought herself to consider the suggestions of servants and
-friends that all was not well within her household. When the doctors
-had prescribed a change of climate for her, she had pretended to go
-South, but with the idea of returning at once in order to determine
-the truth for herself. Her maid, a French woman in whom she had felt
-all confidence, she had sent on an errand back to the house to learn
-late developments. While Annette was still within, her detectives had
-followed her husband there. This maid evidently had been over-bribed,
-for, after signaling the detectives that the moment was propitious to
-enter, she had disappeared. That fact was stronger than any report
-could have been as evidence against Mr. Cabot.
-
-All that she felt she needed to add to the testimony of the detectives
-was the name of the Circe who had destroyed the good-faith of her
-home. Would New York be surprised to hear this new chapter in the
-unparalleled career of one already known as “Grief to Men”?
-
-“You let her name me in open court?” Dolores covered her veiled face
-with her hands.
-
-“What did it matter when you had been named in the legal papers?” the
-attorney reminded her. “I was able, however, to check her further
-attempts to pay her respects to you by insisting that she need not
-distress herself.”
-
-“And the--the defense?”
-
-“John had no defense that could be made in such a proceeding. His
-attorney’s declaration that Mr. Cabot had nothing which he cared to
-offer in the way of testimony may have convinced the crowd that you
-were being used, either with or without your consent, to lift his yoke,
-but it clearly puzzled the judge. Before we reach our destination,
-Miss Trent, I want to express something of the high esteem in which I
-hold you. Oh, don’t draw back--don’t look so frightened! This is no
-declaration in the ordinary sense.”
-
-Removing his hat, he rubbed his egg-white forehead as though it were a
-vocabulary from which words might be extracted by friction.
-
-“Never have I been in the plight called ‘love’--never expect to be,” he
-continued. “In any case, never shall I marry. Maybe because I thought
-so much of that mother o’ mine. Maybe because I think so little of
-marriage. Can you see humor in the statement that women, while my
-professional specialty, are not at all in my line personally? That fact
-may help you to appreciate what I want to say to you.”
-
-He turned toward her with the combination of wistfulness and
-whimsicality in his smile which first had attracted and then animated
-the lonely girl.
-
-“Miss Trent,” said he, “I think you are the truest woman I ever have
-met. I am obsessed by the thought of you. Oh, not you, really; rather
-the idea you represent--the idea of absolute truth. A woman like you
-should not fear the opinion of anyone. Will you remember that--say,
-when lifting your eyes to those of the very next person you meet?”
-
-Dolores assured him that she would. At the same time, in her thoughts,
-she assured herself. Just as the primary appetence common to all animal
-life is the right to live, the second appetence common to women is the
-right to love. She was not ashamed of her love when facing that inner
-tribunal called Truth. Why, indeed, should she fear the opinion of any
-man? Rufus Holt, despite the conventional limitations of his “ideas” of
-her, was right. She would not, _could_ not feel ashamed.
-
-To a place no more official than the bachelor apartments of Justice
-Roscoe Strang did Rufus Holt dare take the girl who was not his client.
-And when a Japanese man-servant had ushered them both into the somewhat
-sombre anteroom, he passed on into a library, but left the door behind
-him ajar, evidently that she might overhear his conversation with his
-friend.
-
-“You, Rufus?”
-
-“Yes, Roscoe, and about that case I tried before you this morning--the
-Cabot divorce. I’m afraid that a wrong is being done.”
-
-A bass chortle sounded. “That’s what modern marriage is--doing each
-other wrong.”
-
-“But this is a wrong gone wrong in that it does not strike right. I
-have the Cabot co-respondent outside. I want you to meet her.”
-
-“Not the Trent girl?” The scrape of a chair underscored a muttered
-oath. “You don’t dare presume on our friendship to--to----”
-
-“Not to commit a professional breach, no,” interrupted Holt. “You ought
-to know me better than that. And don’t call her ‘the Trent girl.’ No
-matter whose lawyer I am, I tell you that she does not deserve it.”
-
-“Then why didn’t she take the stand? It always looks bad for a woman
-when she won’t fight for her good name. And why wouldn’t this great
-philanthropist friend of yours say a word for her, not to mention
-himself?”
-
-“John Cabot is too big a man to be dragged into a court defense of
-the sort. And any man who hopes to meet his mother’s questioning eyes
-in Paradise would hesitate to crucify this girl with any more vulgar
-notoriety. Roscoe, for once in my life, the man in me has convinced the
-lawyer. Now, as never before, I want the scales of the blind goddess to
-weigh _with justice_.”
-
-“It would seem that one latter-day goddess must have been already
-weighed--and with justice--to have made such gooseberry jam out of your
-heart of flint. A face that can make _you_ forget to be a lawyer first!
-I’d like to see----”
-
-Before “the friend” whom Holt wished her to meet could retract or
-modify, Dolores was led into the larger room. She found that “that
-very next person” to whose eyes she would lift her own was the judge
-of the case of Cabot vs. Cabot. And while she did not remember--not
-exactly--the compliment paid her in the cab, she met his shrewd gaze
-with her own defense. He looked for the truth. He saw it--that she felt
-no shame.
-
-What they said did not matter--probably could not have been recalled
-by any of the three. Their brief chat was significant only through the
-things they might not say.
-
-In Justice Strang Dolores saw a man who filled her with confidence. The
-determination to know the worst about himself and conquer it showed in
-the set of his jaw. His red necktie had action--even daring. His attire
-otherwise, like his manner, was conventional.
-
-He escorted them into the hall and to the elevator. Just before
-the door clicked shut upon them he said so emphatically that the
-elevator-man turned and stared curiously at her:
-
-“Young lady, you have the most eloquent personality I have ever met.”
-
-And so it came about that the decision denying Catherine Cabot her
-divorce came to the press as a thunder-clap two days later. The comment
-that resulted Justice Strang met with interviews in which he put
-unanswerable questions. Who suffered most, the innocent or the guilty?
-To make the innocent suffer--was not that a culpable act? What had been
-proved? The wife’s evidence was unavailable. The maid had disappeared.
-The detectives could testify to nothing that was proof of guilt. Why
-elect a judicial puppet? Of what use was a judge not entitled to
-disregard everything except his own honest opinion?
-
-Thus it transpired that Dolores Trent, having been convicted unjustly
-in the public mind of the several past offenses ascribed to her, found
-herself vindicated of the one crime against Society of which she really
-was guilty as charged.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Each morning a magnificent box from an Avenue florist was delivered
-to the interesting occupant of a small, furnished suite in an
-up-town apartment hotel. The regularity of the “attention” quipped
-the management’s curiosity concerning “Miss Trevor.” Usually such
-regardlessness was followed by a gentleman in a hired car, wearing a
-fur-lined overcoat and a manner at once suave and impatient. But no
-gentleman had shown interest in this lady since the apartment had been
-engaged and paid for by one whose coat was most unpretentious and whose
-manner was neither suave nor impatient--a pleasant-spoken, bald-pated,
-breezy type of a man who somehow did not seem the sort to be telling it
-daily “in flowers.”
-
-Dolores herself had to guess from whom they came, just as she assumed
-John Cabot’s wish that she let him fulfill his promise to Jack “to
-look after her” until such time as he thought wise to see her. Rufus
-Holt, who had found and advised the new location, had made no
-explanation. Even when he had closed her fingers around a roll of five
-one-hundred-dollar bills, he had left her to assumption.
-
-But Dolores _knew_. And, knowing, she was in a way content.
-Alone except for the Airedale puppy, who had greeted her more
-vociferously than the rest of her luggage, she relaxed in her sense
-of an all-protective love and tried to live on the significance of
-deep-hearted pansies, American beauties and forget-me-nots.
-
-At the end of the fourth week a receipt was tucked under her
-living-room door for the second month’s rental in advance. That it
-was not for three months--or six--gave her a feeling of anticipation.
-A month at a time meant that a change might be expected before the
-third payment became due. With the expenditure of each dollar of her
-cash-in-hand this feeling increased. Five hundred dollars was a very
-great deal of money. But even five hundred would be consumed in time
-by one healthy young woman and one fast-growing dog. An all-protective
-love must realize that. Perhaps by the time the five hundred was
-gone----.
-
-She had to fight her first impulses of extravagance. Her tendency was
-to tip unwisely and too well, to order a superfluity of the disguising
-veils she had taken to wearing on the long river-side tramps which were
-the anticipation of the Airedale’s mornings and the reminiscences of
-his puppy dreams at night; to let him grow too fat. Unable to decide
-what name for the dog Jack’s old-young mind would have hit upon, she
-continued to call him “puppy” or “pups,” as certain unimaginative
-people she had known were satisfied with “kittie” for their cat or
-“baby” for their child.
-
-Conscientiously allowing herself only legitimate expenditures, Dolores’
-gladness increased, as her roll of bills thinned, that it had not been
-a thousand, seven hundred, or even six. It might so easily have been
-more. Toward the end of the second month she felt hopeful--almost
-sure--that the worst soon would be over. The very thought of it dizzied
-her with happiness. To see him again, if only for a moment or two----.
-
-But she had to be satisfied with hearing his voice. Rung suddenly from
-her sleep one night, she half believed his telephone call a dream
-until the metallic sound of his up-hung receiver told her that the
-opportunity was passed. Until morning she lay awake, fondling, one by
-one, his carefully covered sentences.
-
-He had intended not to speak with her at present. But the wish had
-conquered him to-night to hear her assurance that she understood. He
-had been a criminal and must work out his sentence. Under a sacred
-obligation to protect her, he had injured her at each attempt, from the
-finale at the lingerie shop to her present exile. She had shown pity
-for his weakness before and perhaps could forgive him now. He never
-could himself.
-
-He had been overcome in the moment of his greatest strength, when he
-had felt safe in his sorrow. Now, when weakest, he dared not tempt
-himself. His only chance of reinstating himself in his own opinion was
-to win the fight he had undertaken. Their loyal acquaintance would
-explain.
-
-Meantime was she well and would she try to be contented until he could
-force a change? And would she believe?
-
-That she did believe steadied Dolores through the discouragement of
-another prepaid rent receipt. When the “change” came, it was not of
-John’s enforcement. One afternoon Rufus Holt called on her. He came in
-on the breeze that wafted him through life. His smile was still cheery,
-his manner even more courteous than usual. Yet he was different.
-Considerately he attempted to “explain.”
-
-The late chapters of that gilt-bound edition of womanhood, Catherine
-Cabot, read like the cheapest of thrillers. Soon after reëstablishing
-herself in her husband-less home, she had sent for Dr. Shayle. What had
-passed between her and the likable young man whom she had “made” in
-a week was best judged by the fact that she un-made him in a day. In
-notes, over the telephone and during such informal social functions
-as she could make excuse to attend in her mourning, she ruined him
-professionally. To his rich practice she expressed her regrets that she
-no longer could sponsor him--that his conduct with one who had brought
-disgrace to so many had proved him an unfit person to have about the
-home in his intimate capacity. All of which reminded Holt that he had a
-letter for her.
-
-The envelope which he tendered was addressed to and had been opened
-by John Cabot. Above the heading of a Chicago hotel was scrawled the
-osteopath’s name. Inside was the request that Mr. Cabot forward to Miss
-Trent the unsealed enclosure.
-
-The note to Dolores read:
-
- _Dear You_:
-
- My chief regret is having distressed you. Don’t be distressed about me
- any more. Already my hurt is healing, salved by the honor of having
- known you. I daren’t forget you, because remembering you is the best
- thing in my life at the present moment. Have refused the last bribe
- of her who made me what I was--yesterday. Am on my way West where I
- can start fair with doctor men who use their powers to help instead of
- hinder. The ambition, I find, is not a gift--it’s inherited. You great
- little chump, there is only one hope in my heart--may you be happy.
-
- Dear Me.
-
-So then; to one, at least, she had not been a lasting grief! Dolores
-felt very proud for herself and for Clarke Shayle. She turned to her
-caller with the impulse to confide her good news, but hesitated at
-the look of him. He had yielded to the Airedale’s importunities and
-was scratching the stub ears. The eyes of the dog were rolling from
-realized bliss. Those of the implement of bliss were troubled. She
-could see that attorney Holt was planning whatever he had come to say.
-
-“Miss Trent,” he began on noting that he again had her attention,
-“Mr. Cabot has been acting under my insistent advice in not coming
-to see you. I know that he wishes to come. My stand is based upon my
-high regard for him and, may I add, for you? He intends to accomplish
-a divorce from Mrs. Cabot as soon as possible, but on his own
-terms--terms primarily calculated to repudiate the slurs cast upon you.
-His ruling desire is to save your good name. I want to see him carry
-out this idea. Miss Trent, do you?”
-
-“Why--why, yes,” faltered the girl.
-
-“I am glad to hear you say that, because--Well, you and he, lovely
-little lady, know better than I just why. His position is at present
-extremely jeopardous. He is watched night and day by detectives.”
-
-“More detectives? But I thought----”
-
-“I did, too. Mrs. Cabot, however, has not accepted Judge Strang’s
-decision as final. She has postponed her trip abroad and from Newport
-is directing an attack on his integrity and mine. Through influence and
-the manipulations of a brilliant shyster, she is trying to re-open the
-case in another court. Meanwhile, she is acting on the theory expressed
-in the old French proverb that ‘love and smoke are unable to conceal
-themselves?’”
-
-Evidently love, at least, was not. With his white, slim hand Holt
-shielded his eyes from sight of her face and continued:
-
-“More than before is the Cabot name threatened, your good name and
-mine. Unless we are discreet she may have a case which just might
-convince a judge less discerning than my friend Roscoe Strang and let
-the Bar Association get its claws into me. If your whereabouts should
-be chanced upon, if the florist should be inspired to tell of the daily
-flowers paid for by the lawyer who lost Mrs. Cabot’s first case, even
-if friend pup here should yap his identity abroad--Do you see, Miss
-Trent, why my advice has been insistent?”
-
-After a keen glance at her he continued: “But I fear that my advice is
-losing its punch. You see, I have an imagination. I know John Cabot and
-I have seen you. Perhaps I haven’t made clear the absolute faith I feel
-in both of you. Wish I could put it beautifully with all the words and
-music. But we men weren’t meant to be gods in strength, you know. Why,
-even I have a secret vice!”
-
-He smiled across at her youthfully; at her continued silence, added:
-
-“I wriggle my toes.”
-
-But the girl did not smile back. She couldn’t
-
-“What is it you wish me to do?” she asked.
-
-“I wish you to put yourself beyond reach. John’s weak spot is you. He
-acknowledges it. He looks haggard and acts worse--is beginning to fear
-that he can’t hold out. And, of course, with that fear in his heart, he
-won’t. I wish you to remove his temptation--until matters are adjusted,
-not to let him know your whereabouts and under no circumstances to
-write to him. Even his mail may be watched--there can be traitors in
-any man’s office--and nothing is so damning as written evidence.”
-
-“Oh, but I--he----”
-
-“Poor child.” Holt’s interruption expressed ever so much of his pity.
-“Child first, then woman. You acknowledge that I am right, don’t you?
-Then aren’t you willing to help him? Only you can help him now. John is
-not a man to talk, as you know, but he knows that I am his friend. ‘I
-have just strength enough to stay away,’ he told me. ‘I’m afraid that
-if I saw her, if she called me by so much as a look----’ You see, Miss
-Trent, the state to which the long strain has reduced him? You want him
-to win his fight, don’t you, for sake of his future and your own?”
-
-“But you ask us to act like guilty persons,” she plead. “Judge Strang
-said ‘not guilty.’ To me that means that what--whatever we feel for
-each other is not guilt. If he is not guilty, then neither am I. Why
-should I lower myself to the standards of the world--why should I hide?”
-
-“Because you are in the world and of it. I profess only a man’s
-friendship for John Cabot. But to protect him I played a rôle which is
-likely to ruin me professionally. He relies on me at present to look
-after you. In the event of his demanding to see you it would be better
-if even I did not know your whereabouts. I’d advise that you go to the
-shore somewhere. Let my secretary know when you decide just where--you
-can reach him by telephone--and your remittances will be sent regularly
-through him. Come, lovely lady, what do you say? Is all John Cabot’s
-strength to be discounted by his weakness for you?”
-
-Dolores leaned over a bowl of purple pansies that kept eyeing her from
-a nearby tabourette; gazed into their ingenuous faces.
-
-“But he wouldn’t leave me without a word, I know. What would he
-think--how would he feel if I----”
-
-“Only in the event of his weakening need he know. Have I impressed you
-with the fact that once he begins to see you, he and I are done for?
-You are a woman of whom I would have expected that self-sacrificing
-passion with which a man’s friendship compares as a handshake to love’s
-first kiss. Are you unwilling to seem to lose your case with him for a
-little while?”
-
-He arose, found his hat and stood for a moment looking down at her. But
-she looked only into the pansies’ hearts. A hopeful smile was on his
-face as he turned. He nodded confidently at the Airedale, just before
-closing the door, very quietly, after him.
-
-The puppy, a man’s dog, sat sniffing and whining at the sill for some
-time after his congenial acquaintance had gone. But Dolores did not
-bewail the attorney’s exit. With a fury strange to her, she resented
-his call, his gentleness and the cruelty which it wrapped.
-
-What manner of friendship was his, smilingly to urge the torture of his
-friend in order to save himself? Where was the worth of admiration that
-demanded of a peccable human passion the blamelessness of one divine?
-The pansies knew and she knew. But if John learned that she had hidden
-herself away from him, how could he be expected to know? Love was
-tender and easily hurt.
-
-Rufus Holt admitted that he never had loved; that he had only his
-imagination to depend upon. How dared he, then, dictate to a woman whom
-he had acclaimed true as truth?
-
-But that night a third voice entered the argument.
-
-As Dolores lay abed, wooing in vain the healthful slumber so seldom
-denied her, she came to wonder whether the sensations which disturbed
-her were all mental. Could she be physically ill?
-
-As, hour on hour, the wonder and the strangeness of the stirring within
-her grew, answer came in a wee, small voice--the voice of fear--the
-voice of hope--perhaps, indeed, the voice of that God said to speak
-through “the least of these.” With none else to tell her, Dolores
-understood. And in the darkness a great glory seemed to flood the
-room. Her heart, which had slowed almost to stopping lest she miss the
-message, near burst now with painful joy.
-
-The voice, faint and from far away, had whispered unmistakably:
-
-“_Woman, I am coming--thy fulfillment._”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXI
-
-
-Dolores never sent her address to Rufus Holt’s secretary, although
-she came in course of time to need the remittances which were to be
-forwarded through him. She hated Holt and loved John too much for that.
-Should that whisper in the night be heard by the world, the fight of
-the strong would indeed be lost to the weak. There was no choice. She
-must hide herself that “little while,” guilty though she might appear.
-
-She lived in various places. She found various employment.
-
-There was the naturalized tailor who rented the basement of the
-house where she had found a room and who seemed to assume from “Mrs.
-Trevor’s” face that she could baste “straight.” But she did not
-“naturalize,” either to the shop or his idea of her, and he took
-to complaining of her work. His subtlety was inadequate to cover
-his relief when she transferred to a restaurant, one of the sort to
-which ladies were “cordially” invited. But there came a day when this
-proprietor, as well, begrudged the price of his mistake.
-
-Even time and time’s tutelage did not take the strangeness from the
-fact that no one wanted her about any more.
-
-Weeks and months passed--Spring and Summer and another Fall-time. She
-was forced to look at her funds, also at the necessity to make them do.
-That grew to be her chief concern--to make them do.
-
-Moving her bags was expensive and thinning an Airedale to the finest
-“point” of safety entailed anxiety. His canine protests against the
-experiment were what first lifted her eyes to a sign beside the door
-of a substantial house. A savoury odor of beef stew wafted from the
-downstairs windows and attracted the young dog so powerfully that,
-with ears laid back and muscles straining against his leash, he pulled
-her up the first two steps. What attracted the girl was the invitation
-of brass letters laid upon an ebony board:
-
-RETREAT FOR WAYWARD GIRLS
-
-For more than two hours they had been walking slowly. Each day now they
-walked more slowly. And the slower they walked, the more urgent had
-grown their present landlady’s “want” of their room. The window signs
-were scarce in this cheap section of the city, said to be congested
-beyond all record. And such “To Lets” as they had found were said at
-the doors, after momentary inspection, to be already “taken.”
-
-So now, weariness and the odor of stew on the crisp autumn air decided
-the dog. The cold sunlight falling upon the topmost, polished word of
-the sign--RETREAT--decided the girl.
-
-The matron proved to be a quite good imitation of a mother. The girls
-under her charge were mostly repentant--some she had graduated into
-good cheer. “Waywardness” was an infliction to be frankly discussed; to
-be vied over, sighed and cried over with consoling _camaraderie_. Even
-the dog was pitied. Indeed, his demands for ready relief were met far
-too generously for his gastronomic good.
-
-Although the “new girl” did not explain about herself--there was no
-need of that--she relaxed within the warming atmosphere of the retreat
-and tried hard to please. Interestedly she listened to tales of the
-benevolent gentleman who directed the philanthropy. With so many
-examples of waywardness about her, she came to take a less strained
-view of her plight.
-
-But the night and day stories poured into her ears--stories of the
-undying devotion of the varied “friends” in the varied inmates’ cases
-who, through varied circumstances, had been separated from their
-hearts’ desires by cruel Fate--filled her with a longing for John Cabot
-that increased with the approach of her ordeal. Despite her unselfish
-resolves, she wanted him to know. He must have been hurt if he knew of
-her seeming desertion. Her past fear of the “risks,” as italicized by
-Rufus Holt, was wiped off the slate of her mind. The risk of death,
-which involved the greater risk of loss of love, was writ instead--to
-stay.
-
-She decided to disregard the lawyer’s caution to the extent of a
-telephone call to John’s office. But he was not in and she dared not
-leave name or number. To put anything in writing was dangerous. Holt
-had warned her, yet a note was the only recourse left--one brief,
-careful note. Stationery and a pen she secured from the matron; forced
-herself to write briefly and constrainedly; addressed it to Mr. Cabot’s
-banking-house. Lest she permit apprehension to change her mind, she
-placed her finished missive at once on the table in the hall, where it
-would be given to the postman on his next round.
-
-She was returning to her room--very slowly now--when the ensuing
-dialogue, first in a woman’s voice, then in a man’s, came to her ears
-from behind a door marked “PRIVATE” that gave into the hall.
-
-“With a sham like you, there’s nothing to life. Why didn’t I see in
-time that my husband was the one who should have lived--you the one to
-die?”
-
-“How like a woman, to shift the blame! Wasn’t the whole scheme your
-own--the cat-boat, the surprise attack, that weird knowledge of----”
-
-“Hush, for Heaven’s sake!”
-
-“See, you’re the guilty one. You tremble at the truth. I never had
-heard of a death-spot in the human ear. I couldn’t have struck true.
-And I couldn’t have play-acted your grief over the accident. Certainly
-you ought to grant, Mary, that I was all right then. Expected we’d be
-married like other folks, once we’d got the business well started on
-the capital from his life insurance. You say you have no respect for
-me. Well, there’s more than one cause for a loss of respect. What about
-mine for you? How can I know when some new lover will tempt you to
-drive a nail through the lobe of _my_ ear--to throw _me_ into a tide
-rip? It isn’t a man’s nature, I tell you----”
-
-“Don’t call yourself a man. You have cheated me unforgivably. And
-yet----”
-
-“‘And yet.’ Thank God we’ve reached argument’s end for to-day! We both
-know what we know and that I can prove it. More than you hate me you
-fear me. Come, we might as well be friends.”
-
-“_Friends?_ Remember that I can prove it, too, on you.”
-
-“But you won’t, dear heart. Aren’t you tired yet of threatening me?
-Eventually you’ll settle to living it out peaceably on my terms. Why
-not now? Come. Be a sensible soul and agree----”
-
-One of the voices alone might have puzzled Dolores, but together she
-had recognized both. They had struck her like a blow. As if physically
-stunned, she had clung to the balustrade for aid in undertaking the
-first few steps of the stairway. By now, more strength came to her.
-Quietly and rapidly as she could, she toiled beyond ear-shot up the
-flight.
-
-Out of breath she collapsed on her narrow iron bed; lay realizing, not
-only the significance to herself of what she had overheard, but its
-meaning to the two principals as well.
-
-So that was the hideous bond that tied them. That was why each
-pretended an affection for, considered and, if need be, defended the
-other. They had paid a human life for love and found that crime brought
-only mutual contempt.
-
-Through the realization of what enforced their hostile, yet voluntary
-companionship came personal anxiety. Her letter--what if he should
-notice and examine it? Why hadn’t she taken it out and posted it
-herself?
-
-But there was no time to be wasted over futile afterthoughts. She could
-not chance his reading so much as the address. She must recover her
-letter.
-
-From the head of the stairs she could not see whether or not it still
-lay on the table, which stood in the hall near the street entrance.
-She could see, however, that the door marked “PRIVATE” was ajar. As
-no sound of voices came to her, she concluded that the two in the
-hateful lockstep must have gone. She counted possible costs, then again
-descended the stairs.
-
-They stood beside the table. Not until she saw their faces would she
-believe the worst. Not only had he noticed the address of the letter,
-but had opened and was reading it.
-
-A smile was on his face--the æsthetic, pale-eyed, appealing face of
-Vincent Seff. His agreeable laugh sounded as he turned to Mrs. Hutton.
-
-“Of all the chickens to come home to roost in the coop of little Vin!
-You remember that pugilistic Puritan, John Cabot? As addressed to him,
-Mary, what can these hieroglyphics mean? Listen:
-
-“‘Soon a rosebud will open its petals to the world. I may not stay to
-care for it. I depend on you.’”
-
-Impulse ruled Dolores. She crossed the hall; stretched out her hand for
-the letter; faced them.
-
-“It is mine. You have no right to read it.”
-
-For a long moment Seff simply looked at her. Then he took the
-lavender-bordered ’kerchief from his sleeve and with it wiped his lips.
-
-“Well met,” said he at last, “_Miss Nectarine_.”
-
-“You have no right to open a sealed and stamped letter intended for
-the mails,” Dolores insisted. “Will you give it back to me or shall I
-appeal to the head of this institution?”
-
-“Appeal. I am the head of the institution. I have a right to do
-whatsoever I see fit within its hallowed walls.” The satisfaction of
-his smile increased.
-
-Mrs. Hutton, a shade grayer, calmer and handsomer, at first had looked
-chiefly astonished. Now she intervened.
-
-“Best give it back, Vin. Being what you are--or rather, what you
-aren’t--you can have no interest in the affairs of this girl, unless
-that----”
-
-“Unless that I do feel so obligated by my debts and her I owe so much.
-But take your delicate little effusion. I couldn’t possibly forget a
-word of it.”
-
-Her letter in hand, Dolores turned and was about to undertake the
-stairs again, when he stopped her.
-
-“Just a moment, Miss Trent. How long will it take you to retreat
-yourself out of here?”
-
-“To retreat?” she asked. “But I thought the object of this house----”
-
-“Allow me to explain. The purpose of the institution is to help girls
-who repent of their waywardness, not to encourage hardened sinners. I
-have followed your career in the newspapers. I consider it a privilege
-to have read your latest attempt at extortion. Naturally I assume that,
-once your present handicap is overcome, you’ll go on, like a brook,
-purling round the hearts of men--on and on and on. There are public
-reformatories for persons of your sort. To realize our ideals, we must
-be somewhat particular here.”
-
-Mrs. Hutton, as well as the girl, looked at him. Drawn to the full of
-his dapper height, his face lit by artistic appreciation of his own
-pose, his gesture delicately drawn, he might have impressed a stranger
-as the benevolent of the inmates’ praise.
-
-But Mary Hutton was not a stranger. That equivocally proud yet
-contemptuous smile was on her lips as she turned to Dolores.
-
-“You at least will have a child. I have nothing--nothing,” she
-remarked. “Don’t be annoyed by a little thing like Vincent Seff turned
-to philanthropy and good works.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-The ultimatum of the head of the Retreat increased the urgency of
-Dolores’ letter. She posted it herself before setting out to find a
-new place. She was fortunate, however. Before night she had located a
-rooming-house “lady” sufficiently in need, sufficiently pessimistic,
-sufficiently old and shiftless and poor-spirited to waive references
-and accept two weeks’ rental in advance. Here she laid in what she
-still could pay for toward her needs; here lived along and waited with
-hard-dying hope.
-
-Since she had found the place so soon, she regretted the hasty posting
-of her note. Rather than chance another of those risks to John, of
-which the deposed shop-keeper’s suggestions had increased her fear, she
-had given her new address to that quite good imitation of a mother, the
-matron of the Retreat, for the forwarding of mail or the convenience of
-any friends who might telephone about her or call to see her.
-
-The incidents of her days became the variation from morning confidence
-to evening despondency; of her nights, the discarding, under crush of
-the blackness, of one after another of her schemes for a second and
-more direct message. And, whether in the daytime or at night, a bark
-of the dog at an unaccustomed sound would rouse her to radiance--to
-heart-hammering joy; or his growling return to the tedium of his life
-would bring her back to heart-stilling disappointment. Either John had
-made no response to her appeal or the matron had failed to supply the
-address.
-
-Heavier upon her pressed thoughts of the power of her enemies. Where
-would her note lead Catherine Cabot if it chanced into the hands of her
-hirelings? What might not Seff reveal? How much might those omniscient
-detectives learn from their watch of John?
-
-So far Fate had conspired against her with a nice regard for every
-detail. She became possessed by the pertinent query: Why should _she_
-expect the mind of Fate to change?
-
-Any question over the advisability of telephoning Rufus Holt was
-answered by her inability to go out in search of a booth. Just
-before one fevered dawn the idea of advertisement came and crowded
-out the sickening controversy over whether John or the matron was
-to blame. Why hadn’t that occurred to her before? In a return of
-expectation, she composed a “personal” that seemed to her adequately
-“covered”--recognizable only to him addressed. There was piquancy in
-the thought that the Press which had been her enemy should now serve
-her as a friend. Fortunate that she knew which of the morning papers he
-was accustomed to read with care--doubly fortunate that there still was
-enough left of her hoard to pay for a single notice.
-
-The poor-spirited landlady looked especially pessimistic over the
-errand on which she was asked to go, any chance of a reward depending
-upon its success. Her new tenant was likely to be a great deal of
-trouble, she anticipated aloud, and she never before had been reduced
-to taking dogs. Had not the room been so long vacant, she would not
-have considered the pair of them. She suspected, moreover, from the
-things they were doing without, that they had about reached the limit
-of their wherewithal. However, none could say but what she always
-looked on the bright side of things and she’d do her best about getting
-all the display the money would buy for the personal.
-
-Dolores’ confidence increased after the old woman had gone. Such doubts
-as crowded in, she exorcised with the reminder that her advertisement
-would have succeeded or failed in one day’s time. Often in the past she
-had deplored the fact that the marvelous output of the press should die
-in a day; now she rejoiced in the fact. By to-morrow he would have come
-or--But she would not--dared not face the alternative.
-
-That night her baby was born.
-
-The old woman did what she had time for and the charity doctor
-stayed a while. Afterward, Dolores must have sunk into a state of
-semi-consciousness--must have slept or dozed away the time, for she
-roused to incredulity on being told that it was noon of the next day.
-
-Two other facts penetrated her listlessness. The life of that day’s
-_Times_ must soon be spent and her child was a girl.
-
-Suppose he did not come. That meant that another girl-child was
-fatherless. Already, in the world’s opinion, she would be accounted
-worse than motherless.
-
-As before, time became merely a variation of hope and despondency....
-What was that? Surely, an Airedale bred to watchfulness would not grow
-so excited had he not recognized a step or voice!... But no, he was
-a silly dog, silly and extremely bored. He and she, too, must have
-imagined the step and the voice.
-
-A girl, their babe--a hapless, little human, who was not to inherit
-even such paternal affection and care as could be spared from poppy
-paste. Another girl she had brought into a world which had no justice
-for unprotected girls.... Perhaps, if he did not come, it would be
-best that their baby be spared the learning of life--the humiliations,
-the disillusionments, the death-stab of love that lied.... Since he
-had not come, love _must_ have lied. Both her messages would not have
-gone astray. There was significance in this second failure. Too late
-to protect her from his weakness had come his strength. If he did not,
-_would_ not come----
-
-She must be very ill; must have dozed off a while--that is, if the old
-woman told the truth about night having come again.... Likely she _had_
-told the truth, for the room was quite dark, except for the one dim
-gas-jet lit in the old-fashioned chandelier.
-
-The landlady had come in to say that she wanted the room as soon as
-Dolores was able to get about. A refined adult--a single gentleman--had
-enquired about it that day. Mrs. Trevor should remember her saying from
-the first that she never took in dogs or babies. She knew what babies
-were--just one sick spell after another. And she had no space in the
-back-yard for regular laundry. She was a kind-hearted woman and honest
-about her bargains, the Lord knew. But she had herself to think of and
-the other folks in the house. She wasn’t one to worry a fellow woman
-sick-a-bed, but the gent had said he would stop in the morning for
-his answer. Naturally, she would need to name the exact day he could
-come. Her soft heart always had been her worst enemy, but business was
-business.
-
-After the old woman had dismalled herself out, Dolores’ gaze again
-strayed to the gas-jet. The turned-down flame fascinated her and
-seemed to make a light in her mind. It flickered an answer to the
-embarrassing question of when she could give over the room.... What
-time was it now?... Nine o’clock.... The day that was the life of a
-news sheet was long since done....
-
-There were three jets to the chandelier. It wasn’t going to take
-long. Already she was affected by the fumes. The dog was sniffing
-suspiciously, whining protest....
-
-“A life for a life,” she told him unfeelingly, thinking of Jack,
-the only one who ever had loved without harming her. But then--the
-Airedale, after all, had not asked Jack’s life any more than she had
-asked her mother’s.... She arose, tottered to the door, took him by the
-nape of the neck and thrust him into the pure air of the hall.
-
-Fortunately the babe was too young to realize or complain; would never
-know about life--never know. Dolores held the small form to her heart
-and shuddered anew over what life might have meted out to so tiny and
-helpless a creature.
-
-“There is the mark of the seal they call the signet of Solomon,” she
-mumbled through the dark to the chandelier. “There are to will and
-to have your will. There are your social ideas, your excesses, your
-pleasures that end in death----”
-
-Who was it had reminded her of Maupassant not so very long ago?
-Oh, yes.... That night.... What, indeed, was folly but “a riotous
-expenditure of will”?... He had not seemed a man to shirk the
-obligations of his folly--John Cabot--that night. Yet he had not
-come.... So tender he had seemed in his madness for her; so willing to
-deny himself; so determined to consider her. He had made her realize
-the happiness which she and Jack had tried to learn from a bird....
-Still, where now--happiness?... And God--where was God?
-
-Who was bending over her?... Amor--could that be the gallant love-lad,
-so broken and so gaunt? Had he come to mock her?... And was it
-Innocentia clinging, peaked and weeping, to his hand?
-
-Sorry comforters, the two. Their visit distressed her more than the
-nauseous fumes from the jets.
-
-There were Vincent Seff and Mary Hutton, now. Why were they still
-together?... Strange that whichever died first, the other would be
-there, attentive to the end lest the fear of God overcome the fear of
-man in a death-bed repentance.... They could be sure of each other’s
-company to the end.... Hate, then, bound people closer than love....
-Love? How lonely was love!
-
-“I never--knew God, but I knew--you. Why--_why_ hast
-thou--forsaken--me?”
-
-The gasp was wrung from her stress of body and soul. In the darkness
-and the aloneness it quavered heartbrokenly upward with her thought of
-John Cabot.
-
-Then she remembered the lady she had admired in the railway station,
-long, long ago--the lady who had sneezed. She hadn’t made the
-usual fuss about it; had just leaned out and done it, neatly and
-composedly.... What was human life but a sneeze? Birth was the warning;
-youth the preparation; life the sniffing and death the wiping of eyes.
-After death perhaps one settled back into composure.... The lady had
-proved a good example in so many crises of her life. It was well to
-have remembered her in death.... She must make no fuss; must do it
-neatly and composedly.
-
-She threw back her head; set her lips hard; breathed deep and long ...
-deep and long ... deep and long....
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXII
-
- “_A woman clothed with the sun, and the moon under her feet and upon
- her head a crown of twelve stars. And she, being with child, cried,
- travailing in birth and pained to be delivered._”
-
-
-The girl-shade heard the words intoned in _mezzo voce_. At the door
-of the throne-room she paused, loath to enter the next scene of the
-co-star piece. All the day following the completion of her story of
-earth she had lain within her chamber, in a state of narcosis, varied
-only by the dull ache of dread. All day she had expected the summons
-which now had come, that she appear before the King. Through the
-séances she had done her best; had whipped her spirit as a slave-seller
-might have lashed some modest, naked body on the block. She had come
-for the reckoning. If so be it she had met the royal expectations,
-her reward would be that lowest high office yet assigned in Greater
-Gehenna--She-Destroyer of Womankind. If she had failed----
-
- “_And the dragon stood before the woman which was ready to be
- delivered, for to devour her child as soon as it was born._”
-
-Again the deep intonations. Glancing into the blaze of light which
-had confused her eyes after her approach through the dim, winding
-corridors, Dolores saw a tall figure in the full effect of male evening
-attire on earth, with back toward her and gestures directed into one of
-the mercurized walls.
-
-Her hesitation was mastered by surprise. Even on closer view, she
-scarcely could believe that this superb copy of the men of Earth indeed
-was His Satanic Majesty. His hair, formerly pompadoured to conceal his
-horns, was clipped, parted on one side and slicked back, the indices
-of power evidently razored close. The auburn Vandyke which had been
-inseparable from her concept of him was the more noticeable now for
-its absence. In its place, a smile whose charm would have been hard to
-describe clothed the well-sculped lips.
-
-The lines and color of His Highness’ costume adhered to what she
-knew was “latest” form--all except his tie. That was of a red which
-vividly reminded her of that Justice Roscoe Strang, whose independence
-of judicial precedent had been suggested by a like daring note in
-otherwise sombre dress.
-
-“Ah, sweet Grief,” he saluted her. “I feel indebted to you for the
-basic idea of my sermon on ‘The Service of Suicide.’ You’ve caught
-me at a rehearsal. I was just reading my text, ‘To Hell with the
-Ill-Begot.’ We mustn’t overlook the propaganda out of the mouths of
-babes and sucklings in our new Drive of Destruction, eh?”
-
-“Mustn’t we?” she evaded wretchedly.
-
-“Come, cheer down! Did my mere mention of a sermon make you pull the
-doleful face of the average religionist in church? You haven’t said how
-you like my style to-night. Am I not beautiful and _à la mode_?”
-
-He appeared to be in an unusually amiable mood. A turn or two he took
-around her, evidently to note the reflection on her face as well as in
-the mirror.
-
-“Is it possible----” in sudden suspicion he peered at her--“that you
-don’t like me razored?”
-
-“You look--very well.”
-
-“I look--‘very well.’” He aped her effortful tone. “Didst note her
-burst of enthusiasm? In gratitude, she’s not so different from the rest
-of womankind. What one of them ever realized that a man would rather
-remove a mountain from the physiognomy of the earth than the beard from
-his face? As for the horns from his head!”
-
-“But really, I do like it--very well indeed!”
-
-“‘Very well indeed’!” Satan threw out his hands in a farcical gesture
-of despair. “What man who shaves his beard to please a woman ever
-really pleases her?”
-
-“To please me, Your Lowness?”
-
-“Sin’s idea. That silhouette you drew of your pet philanthropist shows
-you to have preconceived ideas of the looks of latter-day devils. I
-haven’t spent centuries catering to human preconceptions for nothing.
-Presto, even John Cabot’s crime toward you is no blacker than my
-cut-faced clothes! My tie is a bit off--that is _on_--color, as it
-were. But I notice that no man is held accountable for his taste in
-cravats. Maybe I _was_ dressed like a character part.”
-
-With the frank self-appreciation of a husband who has just been
-hectored into an evening suit by his wife, he turned for a critical
-survey of her appearance.
-
-“Glad to see you looking fit to go out with me,” he approved. “I have
-planned to take you to a show.”
-
-“To hear you preach?” She put the assumption rather eagerly. “I am
-so glad. I have hoped each night you would take me. Frequently when
-hearing you talk, I have wondered whether you would--whether you
-wouldn’t----”
-
-She faltered at his look of amazement.
-
-“If I wouldn’t just what, child?” he encouraged with all the unctuous
-kindliness of the Rev. Dr. Alexander Willard.
-
-“Wouldn’t teach me the Scriptures. You seem to know them by heart.”
-
-“By head, not by heart. There’s a difference, you know. Ingersoll knew
-them by head.” Satan’s chuckles began with contemplation of her idea.
-“Really, you are either the most naïve or the most intriguing of lost
-souls.”
-
-“But seriously,” she insisted.
-
-“Oh, _seriously_!” He laughed the more. “Well, seriously, my poor
-child, I’d advise you to remember the clay feet of the ‘Sporting
-Parson.’ Far be it from me to try to improve a perfectly bad mind. ‘The
-Little Book shall be in thy mouth sweet as honey, but shall make thy
-belly bitter.’ That’s one of my own handy, illiterate translations.
-M’lady, the carriage awaits. Time we were on our way.”
-
-He was pleased to drive her to the promised entertainment in his
-favorite Hawk. While drifting through the drab air of night in Gehenna,
-lit only by that “pale, abiding light” whose dynamo was beyond control
-of his electricians, he explained the kind of “show” to which he was
-escorting her. In it he was not to star, no. It was only a motion
-picture, but one in which he felt that she, as well as he, would take
-interest.
-
-They were to see, in fact, a picturization of certain unfinished
-details connected with her own career on earth, over which he, for one,
-felt curiosity. He had ordered the life-films to date of John Cabot
-brought from the supply house and cut to give a comprehensive exposé of
-a character that would refuse to heed the death cries of a girl whom,
-by the honor code of Earth, he was bound to protect. Satan himself had
-hit on an apt title, but had not previewed the picture and had left the
-sub-titling to his first fiend-scenarist. He hoped for an entertaining
-and regardless presentation.
-
-At the Devil’s Own Playhouse it was evident that the feature had
-been extensively billed. The capacity of the theater was taxed to
-standing-room when the King led his interesting guest into the royal
-box. Down over the billows of faces that waved back at their entrance,
-Dolores looked with pitying eyes. On a few was apathy; on more, fevered
-eagerness; on most, apprehension. The Sea of the Fear of Despair
-they were--a Dead Sea, indeed. She, too, soon was carried out toward
-its white-caps of hoping thoughts, caught in its undertow. This she
-realized from the emotion within herself which began with the curtain’s
-rise--the deeps of heartbreak disturbed by the high-winds of hope.
-
-The camera was said not to lie. If His Highness’ boasted topical review
-was bona-fide, some excuse might evolve for him who had refused to heed
-her call.
-
-The series of incidents unfolded upon the super-quick silver screen may
-most readily be grasped, perhaps, by a perusal of the working synopsis
-to which the master-director of Hell Films cut the production.
-
-
-THE TURN TURTLE
-
- HIS SATANIC MAJESTY
- Presents
- John Cabot
- In Facts from His Natural History
- Shown in Three Turns.
-
-(_On Screen_)
-
-The turn turtle is an insignificant reptile, great only in its
-cowardice. It never looks danger in the face, but at first alarm pulls
-in its head and scuddles away. Watch this one.
-
-Turtle enters slowly. Protrudes head. Looks around. Face changes
-to that of John Cabot. A pair of hands--recognizably Dolores
-Trent’s--appear. Stretch toward turtle. Face shows fright. Head
-withdraws into shell. Turtle crawls off.
-
-(_On Screen_)
-
-
-THE FIRST TURN
-
-John Cabot enters his Broad Street office. Seats himself at desk. Goes
-through pile of letters in weary manner. Stops to study one.
-
-(_Show, in Dolores’ Handwriting--Envelope of Dolores’ note, with
-“Personal” underscored and the return address of Retreat for Wayward
-Girls in corner._)
-
-John interrupted by arrival of Rufus Holt who looks worried, but tries
-to cheer up when John asks about Dolores. Attorney assures John:
-
-(_Insert_) “_Miss Trent is comfortably settled at a shore resort, as
-well and happy as can be expected until matters are settled._”
-
-With a gesture John asks Holt to wait until he has finished his mail.
-Again takes up Dolores’ letter. Is unfolding enclosure when Catherine,
-in street costume, enters. She shows amused surprise at Holt’s
-presence, but insists that he remain when he attempts to leave.
-
-She takes chair which John places for her. From her purse produces a
-ticket which she offers for his inspection.
-
-(_Show--Transportation on Trans-Atlantic Blimp._)
-
-At John’s surprise, Catherine offers plaintive explanation:
-
-(_Insert_) “_In two weeks I am going abroad as a sort of memorial to
-Jackie--to help mother the war orphans over there._”
-
-John studies her coldly, taps forefinger on desk as replies:
-
-(_Insert_) “_Another of your trick trips! Well, Europe is not far
-these days. A radiogram, a quick flight home and better luck with your
-suit-for-absolute next time--perhaps._”
-
-Catherine affects sadness at his suspicion. Droops toward him over
-desk with reproachful, luring smile. Seems about to weep. Feels for
-’kerchief. Drops eyelids. Is able to read Dolores’ envelope. Picks it
-up. Studies it. Sneers:
-
-(_Insert_) “_What a heart you have for wayward girls! Is this a love
-letter or a dun?_”
-
-Ends interview with steady stare of suspicion at Holt, who stands
-nervously beside a window.
-
-When Catherine has gone, John settles his own wonder on subject.
-
-(_Show in Dolores’ handwriting--“Soon a rosebud will open its petals
-to the world. I may not stay to care for it. I depend on you._”)
-
-John turns upon Holt. Without explaining, accuses him of perfidy. Holt
-departs, depressed by their danger of exposure.
-
-John calls a taxi. Drives at once to the Retreat. Is putting his query
-to the matron when Vincent Seff emerges from room marked “Private.”
-Mutual recognitions instant. Seff does the lofty philanthropic. In
-answer to John’s demands claims to know nothing of Miss Trent except
-that duty forced him to eject her from Home the previous day.
-
-Matron tries to proffer her information, but is cut short by Seff, who
-assures her aside:
-
-(_Insert_) “_It is for the girl’s best good that we throw this
-blood-hound off the scent. Trust my judgment._”
-
-Matron retires from scene without giving address. Seff, with
-exaggerated courtesy draped over his triumph and sneers, shows John the
-door.
-
-John drives at once to a detective agency. There, with hard-suppressed
-impatience, he retains them to find the girl he had not known was lost.
-Suggests:
-
-(_Insert_) “_Comb all the taxi and express stands in the vicinity,
-grill the matron of the Retreat and shadow Seff._”
-
-Scene shifts to hallway outside Dolores’ room. Aged landlady emerges.
-Puts on spectacles. Reads advertisement entrusted to her.
-
-(_On Screen in Dolores’ Handwriting_)
-
- _Wasted_
-
- _Unless you come to me at once._
- _979 East 17th Street._
-
-Counts money given for its insertion. Departs kitchen-ward. Mutters:
-
-(_Insert_) “_Money’s a sure thing. This ad. ain’t. I owe something to
-myself and sure, so does she._”
-
-As days pass John is tortured by alternate hope and disappointment.
-Detectives make reports, but nothing comes of their search. He grows
-haggard and desperate.
-
-Catherine comes again to office with an appeal to his patriotism.
-Expresses herself as shocked by change in him. Gets generous check for
-her proposed philanthropy abroad. Suggests sarcastically:
-
-(_Insert_) “_Better join me in this sail overseas. With your money and
-your sympathy for waywardness, you’d find a lot to do in demoralized
-Europe._”
-
-John scorns even to refuse. Once outside office, Catherine seeks a
-telephone booth. Gets her own detective agency. Orders extra close
-watch on husband’s movements.
-
-(_On Screen_)
-
-
-THE SECOND TURN
-
-At his club John finds himself distracted. Cannot listen to
-conversation of friends. Seeks office. Over telephone gets the usual
-assurance from his detective that “something” is about to happen.
-Decides to wait at office. Looks at desk calendar.
-
- (_Show--October 31, date of Dolores’ death._)
-
-John paces floor through terrible night. Imagines forms of Amor and
-Innocentia pleading with him. Sees reproachful face of Jack peering at
-him from the shadows. Curses past weakness and present impotency.
-
-The while, in bedroom at Cabot town-house, Catherine sleeps. Smiles
-like innocent child in her guilty dreams.
-
-Dolores’ landlady arises from sound slumber. Goes about her sordid
-tasks. Smells gas. Traces it. Airedale is on guard outside tenant’s
-door. Landlady entices him away with bit of meat from kitchen below.
-Breaks into room. Makes startling discovery. Mother and babe dead upon
-the bed. Her first thought after turning off gas is for meter. Reads
-it. Gets greatly excited.
-
-In kitchen landlady retrieves Dolores’ advertisement and money for
-payment. On consideration, decides that best chance of getting bill
-paid by a dead tenant lies in possible live answer to the ad. Goes to
-_Times_ office on belated errand. Proffers “personal.”
-
-(_On Screen_)
-
-In this wise--and only one day late--the “Personal” of Dolores Trent
-appears.
-
-In office of afternoon newspaper veiled ad. catches eye of sub-editor.
-
-(_On Screen in Print_)
-
- _Wasted_
-
- _Unless you come to me at once._
- _979 East 17th Street._
-
-Editor calls reporter, who goes to East Side address.
-
-John emerges from club with copy of _Times_ under arm. At curb buys
-copies of two other newspapers. As gets into limousine, lets one--the
-_Times_--fall into mud.
-
-(_On Screen_)
-
-As usually happens, the “Personal” is not read by the person for whom
-intended.
-
-John glances at fallen paper regretfully. As cab starts, turns to
-financial pages of other paper.
-
-Up street wind drives copy of _Times_. Blows it open.
-
-(_On Screen in Print_)
-
- _Wasted_
-
- _Unless you come to me at once._
- _979 East 17th Street._
-
-Hoof of dray horse stamps out legibility of printed words.
-
-(_On Screen_)
-
-Well it is for the solving of mysteries that the public need not depend
-upon the mysterious ways of detective agencies.
-
-Reporter finds East Seventeenth Street address. Frightens landlady
-with questions about ad. Persuades her to let him into Dolores’ room.
-Recognizes face of notorious girl. Emerges under thrill of a “beat.”
-
-Rewrite man in evening newspaper office takes discovery over telephone.
-Rattles sensational story through typewriter and composing room into
-print.
-
-In another office an un-wise old “owl” of John’s detective agency gets
-start from headlines of latest edition.
-
-(_On Screen in Print_)
-
- _Dolores Trent a Suicide
- Goes to End by Gas
- Takes Birthling for Company._
-
-Agency chief shows himself capable of real speed after things have
-been detected for him. Makes for John’s office. Must prepare employer
-for shock, he declares. They have found the girl, although dead. The
-address is John’s only demand. It is supplied without reference to
-newspaper. He hastens there.
-
-Pessimistic landlady will let none except authorities into bedroom
-until bills are paid.
-
-(_Insert_) “_It uses up a sight of gas to kill a woman grown and a
-healthy baby._”
-
-John crushes green-backs into her hand and strides into room.
-
-Upon bed lies dead girl.
-
- (_On Screen_)
-
-With backthrown silken hair her mourning veil, all smileless in death
-as she had been through life, she clasps to her breast the clay of his
-child and hers, of whose existence a detective had told him. “Grief to
-Men” at last teaches one man the acme of grief.
-
-John bends over her. His lips move.
-
-(_Insert_) “_I have murdered what I love. Can you forgive?_”
-
-Sinks to knees beside bed. Lays face in her hair. Shudders in agony of
-regret.
-
-THE THIRD TURN
-
-(_On Screen_)
-
-The digit of death points back to the divorce case of Cabot vs. Cabot.
-
-In imposing room of Bar Association, Rufus Holt stands trial for his
-professional life. Is charged with having thrown the first divorce case
-he ever lost. Faces of jury of brother lawyers grow contemptuous when
-prosecutor sums up evidence against him--his visit to Judge Strang’s
-apartment with Cabot co-respondent, as reported by elevator man, later
-protectorate of girl and payment of her bills, as proved by florist and
-manager of up-town hotel, and continued friendship with John Cabot. Now
-suicide of girl and death of infant conceived during period of sojourn
-in philanthropist’s home clinches case.
-
-Holt to be formally disbarred. Is broken by disgrace and denied
-friendship of man for whom he took risk. Leaves trial room.
-
-(_On Screen_)
-
-Mrs. Cabot finds a new use for “blimps.”
-
-In her quarters at Cabot town-house, Catherine and maid are engaged in
-packing trunks. Two society friends announced. Shown into disordered
-suite. Ask questions. Is it true, as papers say, that Mrs. Cabot is
-going to make trans-Atlantic flight? Catherine gives laughing assurance:
-
-(_Insert_) “_I’ve always enjoyed being first, my dears. I guess I am
-first to fly from unpleasant notoriety. It will be a joy-ride, as my
-new lawyer is sure of winning my reopened suit._”
-
-(_On Screen_)
-
- DUST TO DUST
-
-
-Beside grave of Trevor Trent, jovial digger finishes double task.
-Enters auto hearse, followed by single limousine. John steps from
-car as coffin is lowered. Carries arm-load of roses. Holds face
-emotionless. Tears off handful of rose petals. Scatters them into
-grave. Lips move.
-
-(_Insert_) “_God teach me that nothing is wasted. God grant that
-nothing is wasted._”
-
-As he turns away, with last offices performed, is halted and questioned
-by reporter who first published news of Dolores’ death. John at first
-refuses to answer. Shows deep thought, then inspiration.
-
-(_Insert_) “_You may say that I am sailing for Europe in the
-trans-Atlantic blimp. Yes, with Mrs. Cabot._”
-
-Reporter stands astonished. Stares.
-
-(_On Screen_)
-
-That John Cabot deserves his reputation for shrewdness is the
-news-hound’s thought. So that is his latest scheme for protecting the
-name of the Trent girl--to stop the possible reopening of his wife’s
-suit by flying abroad with her, Whether she wants him or not!
-
-(_Cut Back_) Turtle appears. Protrudes head. Sees appealing hands.
-Withdraws head. Turns. Scuddles away.
-
-
-THE END
-
-(_Passed by Board of Censure_)
-
-HELL FILMS
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIII
-
-
-For minutes after the lights had flashed over The Devil’s Own, the two
-in the royal box sat gazing at the flat silver surface so recently
-deep with the shadows and high-lights of life as lived on Earth.
-Neither noticed that the dead sea of faces below was enlivened by
-recognition of the King’s favorite before it ebbed away beneath the
-balcony. Neither heard the swish of whispers that passed from wave to
-wave--gossip retailed from court, vilified innuendo, speculation over
-the Belialic intent in entertaining the lately arrived star of the
-piece with her death’s aftermath.
-
-In truth, both host and guest were self-absorbed in emotion roused by
-the play, but emotion quite antipodal. His shaved face showed plainly
-his astonishment; worked with his darkling rage. Hers lifted roofward
-a glory that so outshone the super-lighted dome as to suggest the
-far-distant source of that radiance which no Avernian device might dim.
-
-“It was not what I expected--the picture,” Satan remarked, with ominous
-restraint. “The titling was good, but the plot didn’t fit. The damned
-turn-turtle didn’t turn!”
-
-Dolores was too charged with an inspired decision to realize his
-displeasure. She turned to him; stretched out her hand; touched his arm.
-
-“You said you could put me in spiritual connection with the women of
-Earth,” she reminded him. “Could you also with men--with John?”
-
-“And why, pray, with John?”
-
-The cruelty of the smile which had been so charming awhile back should
-have warned her, but she must have been blinded by that light from
-within.
-
-“Didn’t you see how he suffered from self-reproach? Don’t you realize
-that he still is suffering?” She sighed in her voice of sad winds.
-“Surely you gathered from the picture that all those age-long minutes
-of the time I died from doubt, he still loved me--that he loves me now?
-I want to implore his forgiveness.”
-
-Her smile, timid from its rarity, strained to disappear, although she
-tried to hold it.
-
-“I’ve done my best to please you,” she wheedled nervously. “Won’t you
-do this for me--just free my spirit for one short hour by the time of
-Earth?”
-
-“So! You’d rather go back to that puny mortal than on and on--with me?”
-
-“Oh, but I’ll come back, and go on and on so cheerfully! I give you my
-word,” she assured him. “I’ll do everything I can for you. Just grant
-me the hour. It’s not the fraction of a second to you. You say that you
-never have cared for anyone. Yet you boast of your imagination. Can’t
-you imagine what it is really to care? Won’t you even try?”
-
-“I might do that.” He eyed her. “I might try.”
-
-All the drive home his manner was detached. He did not repulse her
-gratitude for his grudging consideration of her request. Neither did he
-explain that he was trying to imagine what “caring” would be like--but
-trying through jealousy, its crudest mood.
-
-“I will tell you--well, afterward,” he said, on bidding her “sleep
-light” within Apollyon Palace.
-
-“After what?”--she.
-
-“That I don’t know myself as yet,” he snapped.
-
-Afterward--if only we could know the afterward before!
-
-She slept light. And through the next day her regret increased that
-she had not dared his wrath and demanded a definite period to her
-suspense. Feelings unwontedly rebellious filled her that she must wait
-to know--rather, that John must wait.
-
-Over the babe--their babe--she crooned her hope. To Adeline she
-whispered her apprehension. Something in the hard, planning look of the
-unfair fiend, in his superiority to any attempt at cleverness, in his
-abstraction even while listening to compliments over his driving----
-
-_When_ was afterward?
-
- * * * * *
-
-Satan, too, asked himself questions through that day.
-
-A far busier leader than any king or president of Earth, since he
-had the evil of all nations to direct, he yet found time from his
-activities to remember the boomerang blow to himself of last night’s
-“show.”
-
-His chamber of state glowed as with St. Elmo’s fire, while he
-lightning-flashed his orders through infinity, defying the “static” of
-Earth and Heaven and the void between. Piteously he drove his Minions
-of Malice toward the consummation of crimes unique or foul enough to
-merit his supervision. No measurement exists to compute the watts of
-energy required to transmit the royal will in this orgy of action. But
-what did he care that the Gehennan sun was dimmed by the draught until
-it looked a mere balloon?
-
-As the artificial daylight went into eclipse, greener grew the color
-of the Satanic mood--a hard green, mixed from the yellow of chagrin
-and the blue-black of rage. He felt as mean as a son-in-law. It did
-not help in the slightest to have Old Original commiserate him on the
-projection of a picture which had shown his rival running true; no
-more did that unworthy’s impious request that he be appointed royal
-previewer of all future films. Even the minister’s report on the entire
-success of a particularly contemptible political coup which he had
-devised for the postponement of that good will toward men threatened in
-the “Little Book” did not long divert him.
-
-At length, consigning the rest of the day’s deviltry to various fiend
-aides, the Author of Evil forced his mind to concentrate on the vital
-question evolved from last night. How best might mortal pusillanimity
-be revealed to the rose-goggled eyes of true love?
-
-Through the mood which he had been suffering since the fiasco of his
-“evening out,” he recognized violent tendencies within himself which
-made him feel, more than ever before, his power to devise and inflict
-suffering. In this case, however, violence would not do; would destroy
-what he wished to create. With meticulous delicacy he must handle this
-mind feminine if he hoped to pluck therefrom its dearest idealization.
-
-What can the heart of woman not forgive? He asked himself and
-considered, one by one, many answers.
-
-“_I_ never could forgive infidelity!”
-
-At that loudest and oftenest cry of the wives of the world the
-malignant lips curled. “_Never?_” Yet most did forgive who found it
-advisable so to do.
-
-“Liquor? I _couldn’t_ endure that kind of a beast.”
-
-But which martyr-wife exchanged her drunken lord except for a better
-fate?
-
-“Dishonesty? I _wouldn’t_ live with a man I didn’t respect.”
-
-Wouldn’t she? Then why were the jail-gates draped with weeping faces
-and stretching arms--why the late-life efforts to “live it down” of the
-work-wasted woman and the husband who had served out his time?
-
-Never? Couldn’t? Wouldn’t? What the heart of woman cannot forgive is
-what she has not been called upon to forgive. The libertine’s lady
-might just as well have learned to endure shame through ebriety, the
-drunkard’s dupe through lechery.
-
-What type of man, then, does the mind of woman most despise? A
-villain? Scarcely, when the worst are loved the best. A traitor, a
-weakling, a failure? For the lowest of these, pardons are plead. Upon
-them, regenerating love is poured. What--_what_ to her is the sin
-unpardonable?
-
-With eyes closed against possible distractions, Satan rough-shadowed
-the suspects of his thoughts. And just when his mind seemed emptied of
-ideas, he had it.
-
-Of course. _Of course._ A caught coward was what she could not forgive,
-woman. He would star one earthling for benefit of his spirit-mate in
-a play of cowardice. “Afterward”? After he was through, she scarcely
-would press her request.
-
-From their Limbian “Information” he inquired the name of the personal
-devil of John Cabot. Upon learning that an imp named Okeh attended the
-banker, he demanded instant connection by wireless telephone. This
-he got with a promptness that might be commended to the attention of
-mortal systematizers.
-
-“That you, Okeh?” he asked. “I hear that you’re responsible for the
-evil impulses of a Mr. John Calvin Cabot.... You speak as if you
-were proud of the fact. You needn’t be.... What say?... But I have a
-perfectly bad right to insult you.... A chance at me is just what I’m
-going to give you--a chance to prove your efficiency. I want the Cabot
-program for the immediate future. Quick, now. I am not used to waiting.”
-
-Amid sulphuric anathemas at his informant, Satan noted the report.
-Sailing for Europe in half an hour on a trans-Atlantic air-liner, was
-he? And enemy wife, all unknowing as yet, was blimping it along? In the
-old nick of time, as usual, was he to wish the undevoted couple _mal
-voyage_. So the Marquis d’Elie, too, was to be on board? After all, the
-“Turn Turtle” must think more of the Trent girl’s battered reputation
-than of his own pleasure.
-
-If the big blimp was to sail in a few minutes, what was Mr. Cabot
-doing in the morasses of Brooklyn, only half way to the flying field?
-The agate-eyed personal devil was ready with explanations. The
-gentleman’s wife was reopening a suit for divorce on the strength of
-an illegitimate child whom circumstantial evidence proved to be his.
-The air trip was to celebrate all but the actual verdict in her favor.
-Cabot had started late that he might board at the last moment, thereby
-giving her an unhappy surprise. His car unfortunately had run into a
-jam around an open-air evangelist--a sensational religionist who was
-enthralling crowds everywhere, the Rev. Dr. Alexander Willard by name.
-
-Scarcely could Satan restrain his risibilities. What a contretemps!
-Here was the deposed divine, forced to the Free Church of Outdoors by
-the siren Grief, with his eloquence delaying her last victim’s flight
-from the scandal she had brought upon him. How delightfully diabolic!
-
-For sake of his own recent experiment at popularizing the once tedious
-sermon, His Augustness had Okeh short-mouth for him certain of
-“Nimrod’s” shots.
-
-“I used to hunt birds and beasts. Now I hunt the hearts of men. God
-is my guide, Hallelujah! So what care I that I am shut out from the
-temples of those who call themselves the righteous? The world is too
-small a church for me. Through the tall timbers of humanity I hunt
-immortal souls. Look out for me, you quaking quail of a woman! Look
-out for me, you running rabbit of a man! You can’t escape me through
-the underbrush of your hypocrisy. I don’t miss, once I take aim.
-Hallelujah, I am gunning for _you_!”
-
-Lest the imp mistake his dishonest amusement, Satan cut off the report.
-“Enough of that irreverent stuff. Listen carefully now to instructions
-from the First and Last. That liner likely will wait for a man of
-Cabot’s importance. See that you get aboard with him. You’re to
-closer-than-a-brother him through an opportunity for inciting cowardice
-which will present itself. While he sleeps insinuate into his mind
-a terror of death by falling and by drowning. Strengthen his primal
-appetence of self-protection. This is the last chance you get with me.
-If you fail to make an arrant coward of this man you’ll find yourself
-out of a deviling job for death. I am busy now, as you’d better be. A
-bad afternoon to you!”
-
-The Regent of Reversals was “on terms” with the elements, as with all
-forces for evil through good. On hearing that calm had been planned for
-the high-seas, he discarded the idea of a marine storm.
-
-Always had his worst results been obtained through natural causes.
-Indeed, he had come to pride himself that no cause was _too_ natural
-for him. Particularly did he dislike, for reasons of his own, to
-interfere with a rainbow, it being a symbol to him that the Earth would
-not be destroyed by water. Since he had only fire as a weapon he would
-be in a bad fix if the coup ultimate should be sprung upon him with
-water power. Of course, the coup wasn’t to be sprung, not if he could
-forestall it, but even yet he was wracked by unrighteous rage every
-time he recalled Noah’s Flood. That time, he had been about as powerful
-as a case of dynamite--_soaked_. One decent thing about the Great-I-Am
-was that He never forgot a promise. One could count upon a rainbow,
-once one saw it. And Satan was “counting.”
-
-Upon the single great indestructible under his control he must depend
-to vary the monotony of a placid sea. Never had the three single-eyed
-Cyclopeans of mythology failed to serve his purposes. Lightning Flash,
-Thunderbolt and Rolling Thunder would advance his scheme.
-
-Motivation and “natural causes” arranged, he sent a peremptory summons
-for the Prime Minister and to him detailed instructions in the duties
-of a proxy escort. An hour before dawn Sin was to awaken the Royal
-Entertainer and conduct her straightway to the stadium of the Ball of
-Life. That “best bubble” of infernal invention was to entertain her by
-picturing some interesting Earth events as they occurred.
-
-“I shall not fail Your Damnity,” the old toady assured him.
-
-“Better not,” was all Satan said as he finger-flashed his First
-Emissary of Evil out the royal suite.
-
-His Master Crier was called; told to issue a general invitation to the
-forthcoming spectacle; warned that the stadium must be filled to its
-last seat, despite the unconventional hour. Not until this sop to his
-vanity had been applied, did His Lowness close the “office” and himself
-depart.
-
-With the failure of his past-tense picture-play in mind, he betook
-himself to the stadium and preparations for this greatest and latest
-show under Earth. There must be no miscues about a performance upon
-which depended the success of that “experiment” inspired by Dolores’
-earth-tales of joys, as well as griefs to men. He would make his own
-tests of the complicated apparatus, although the plant had not failed
-him since installation.
-
-To establish that the Ball of Life functioned properly was his first
-concern. Giving it a turn, he watched the reflector pool for shadows.
-When the shimmering prisms of the mercury-like pond had been quieted,
-he was rewarded by an intimate look at a naval review somewhere on the
-China Sea, within focus of which the overhung ball had chanced to stop.
-
-The finder he next put to test. This instrument, of graduated tubes
-like those of a monster telescope, controlled the lenses of the
-all-seeing ball. At will, he caused it to pick up this scene and that,
-finally locating the dirigible which was to be the central figure of
-the forthcoming event, as it tossed on waves of air above the Atlantic.
-
-Closer attention did he give to the aurograph, a practicable
-device worked out to supplement the spectroscope, which combined
-on an enormous scale the principles of the radio-telephone and the
-phonograph. Back of the stadium, well out of way of the suspended
-ball, the antennæ--an elaborate network of wires--were suspended by
-metal-like balloons. These were insulated from Gehenna, except for the
-central converging wires, which led to multi-power generators. Upon a
-huge sounding board were the messages received, thence communicated to
-the stadium by annunciators. The tuning of this masterpiece of etheric
-control occasioned Satan some concern, but finally was accomplished to
-his satisfaction.
-
-Back on the control platform, surrounded by his technical chiefs, His
-Highness watched the stadium fill. As the appointed hour approached,
-he ran up the green walls which surrounded the terraced seats and from
-the pool flashed an order that all spectators adjust the small dynamos
-of the eye-shades with which they were provided on entering. He wished
-none to fail to see to the end the abasement of John Cabot.
-
-A moment he hesitated, then took up the telephone connected with the
-royal box. The lackadaisical voice of Old Original responded.
-
-“Dame Dolores in her place?”
-
-On being assured of that important fact, he turned to the Master
-Mechanic.
-
-“Step on the music!”
-
-Upon all ears burst an orchestration, The Song of the Sea. As surely
-did they hear it as though it had been carried hellward by the wind
-through shells, crevasses and metallic splinters. As by lutes and
-æeolean harps it was played, with crashes and staccato rumblings for
-bass.
-
-The drama of mortal cowardice, destined to turn into contempt a
-too-long-lasting love, was on.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIV
-
-
-Day lifts from her couch of mists to awaken betimes the Sea, her
-slumbering lord.
-
-Last evening he had ordered her from his presence, as usual ashamed
-that she should witness his embrace of that mistress of his passions,
-Night, who incites him to the blackest of his crimes. Yet this morning
-she tiptoes down to his vast chamber, pale and sleepy-eyed in her
-diaphanous _peignoir_, there to hover over him, eager and fearful to
-give the early call.
-
-Will he arise blustering, splash about in his bath and growl forenoon
-complaints at her until she can no longer smile--until she further
-angers him with tears? Or will his mood be equable? Will he respond to
-her sunny smiles and the sweet-zephyred nothings which she best knows
-to whisper in his ear?
-
-Amiable enough he looks. But then, amiability usually characterizes the
-sleep of his billowy sort of spouse. Subconsciously he must have heard
-her step, for he sighs, tosses restlessly and flings up shapeless arms
-as though to enfold her.
-
-Forgiveness flushes Day’s cheeks, her finger-tips, her dainty toes.
-Forgiveness is the power by which, through the blisses and tribulations
-of æons of their marital state, she has remained his dearest love and
-inspiration. It has kept her face fresh as when, in their infancy,
-the Great Minister made them one. It has enabled her to forget his
-brutalities of yesterday in the hope of kindness to-day.
-
-Never comes a morn without much for them to do. For him there are ships
-to be tided from shore to shore, flying things of the air to be cradled
-when in need of rest, myriads of monsters and minnows to be fed,
-shells, pearls and corals to fashion in his spare time. And she never
-rests from dawn to dark in her effort to keep the sky clear that she
-may smile something of her own vitality into all living things under
-her eye, be they fishes of the sea, fowl of the air, or man from the
-various islands which so irritate her irascible consort.
-
-All looks well for her now, unless----
-
-An over-shoulder glance she casts about the horizon. There is an
-ominous look over there, a somewhat darker speck against the banks of
-gray. Are her archest enemies, the trio of fire-eyed Cyclops, planning
-interference with the mercies of her upper air?
-
-No matter what portends, she must awaken her lord. Usually he scowls
-for hours should she be late about his call. Forcing a smile, she
-droops over him until, with bride-like ardor, she kisses him on the
-lips. A moment his watery eyes gaze into hers. Then he gulps from
-pleasure at the desirable sight of her; lurches toward her; makes a
-clutch at her scant draperies.
-
-But not for a moment does she allow herself to be caught to his moist,
-palpitant breast. Something immediate demands her attention. She
-makes excuse--a monster beetle without wings then appearing from the
-direction of land. With sweet-soft adjurations that her lazy old Sea
-fall not again into a doze, she hurries to meet and greet the gleaming
-thing.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Nothing had Dolores seen of the dirigibles of Earth, save far-up
-glimpses of those which occasionally passed over her New York. Now,
-with amaze, she noted the proportions of the air-liner which had
-intruded into the reflection of dawn at sea. In the wan light, it
-looked to surpass the largest ocean steamship she had seen and held its
-course steadily, as though its blunt nose were cleaving waves of water,
-rather than of atmosphere. Through the slow rise of the sun an idea of
-its speed was given.
-
-Silver-jacketed it was, cigar-shaped and massively concrete on its
-atmospheric track. Her credulity was taxed, however, to realize that
-this at which she gazed was no vision, such as that dreamed by Kipling
-in “The Night Mail,” but a scene of the moment in the mortal world.
-Actual as though she were watching from some anchored ship nearby were
-the colors of the wingless beetle and the very vaguest tints of water
-and sky.
-
-As the aluminum-painted envelope seemed about to pass from sight across
-the rim of the prismatic pool, some shift of the reflecting machinery
-refound it and gave a closer view. The deck was shown, studded with
-cabins and protected by shields of glass. Although lacking the width
-of the modern ocean vessel, it was comfortably roomy, to judge by the
-steamer chairs being placed about for late-sleeping passengers. As an
-assurance that this was no cinematograph picture, the sailor figures
-engaged did not move about with the artificial speed which so often
-discounts the realism of the film, but with that deliberation and
-casualness peculiar to the life which is realer than “reel.”
-
-“Some jump from the day when they flew wooden kites over oil engines,
-isn’t it?”
-
-At Sin’s question, the girl-shade glanced around into that map of
-malignity, his face. “Too wonderful almost to believe. In the air,
-truly, a man must feel like the monarch of all he surveys.”
-
-“Untruly, he _thinks_ he is.”
-
-The interruption came from behind. Turning, they saw that His Majesty
-had entered the box. His frown suggested nerve tension, rather than ill
-temper. His voice was oiled with triumph over the demonstration of his
-most unique invention. Nevertheless the accented word of his comment
-aroused in Dolores the uneasiness which had kept pace with them through
-his personally-conducted tour of Greater Gehenna.
-
-Directly on seating himself, he reached for the telephone. “Don’t
-waste all day on scenics. This is no travelogue. Get to the interiors!”
-
-Tapping the box-rail so impatiently that sulphurous spots glowed from
-the points of contact, he watched the pool. Dolores and the iniquitous
-escort on her other side awaited with interest the result of his
-command.
-
-Soon they were viewing a luxuriously appointed stateroom. The
-full-length brass bedstead was occupied by a sleeping man. His
-up-thrown, silk-clad arm concealed the lower part of his face, but his
-forehead and back-tossed hair showed clearly.
-
-“_John!_” The muffled exclamation escaped the girl-shade, half a sob,
-half a croon of joy.
-
-A vaguer male figure became discernible, seated near the head of the
-bed. Leaning over the pillow, he whispered to the man. Although his
-outlines developed somewhat to the gaze, he continued to lack the
-clarity of other objects about the cabin; impressed one more as a
-creature of the spirit than the flesh.
-
-The sleeper seemed to feel this insinuating presence. He turned as
-if in troubled dreams; covered his ears with his hands; drew away so
-stressfully that his head bumped a bedpost. He awakened; dazedly looked
-about; glanced at his watch; decided to arise.
-
-This evidently was a prefatory scene. There ensued an interval
-which Satan occupied with issuing detailed orders for the further
-manipulation of the great reflector. When the over-grown “blimp” again
-was mirrored in the pool, the lapse of time at once was manifest.
-Several passengers paced the deck and below breakfast was underway. In
-the lee of one of the cabins, a woman, richly clad in furs, was being
-tucked into her chair by a fur-coated man wearing a plaid cap.
-
-“D’Elie still with Catherine!” exclaimed Dolores with resentment.
-
-“And with John Cabot aboard. My latest in the infernal triangle,”
-His Highness pointed pridefully. “Note that they have foregone all
-pretense of the love-making that used to engage them, these two who are
-agreed to exchange a title for a dot when husband sees fit to dot the
-matrimonial dash.”
-
-Distress widened the spirit-girl’s eyes. “But the sanctity of
-marriage--have they never a thought for that?”
-
-“The sanctity of _what_?” He leered at Sin. “Our lady of many griefs
-to men to remind us of that! May she never lose her knack of amusing
-us!” He eyed her with an affectation of old-school sanctimony. “Alack,
-my poor child, the sanctity of marriage _ain’t_! And even if it were,
-these two wouldn’t wish their future relationship hampered by such an
-obsolete notion. He looks to be gassing about the gas of the dirigible,
-from the way he’s pointing above their heads. Manlike, he probably is
-trying to excite her admiration for his knowledge of how it is filled
-with helium contained in bags of gold-beater’s skin. Helium, permit me
-to inform you, is an idea that earthlings borrowed from the Sun. It is
-supposed to be an incombustible gas. Notice that the French bounder is
-smoking an after-breakfast cigar.”
-
-“And is it really safe?” Anxiety quickened Dolores’ voice.
-
-“_Really?_ Hast never been struck by the comparativeness of reality?
-Nothing is really real except eternal life and that doesn’t even
-_sound_ real.”
-
-Certainly Satan knew the value of pause. In silence he watched with
-them the shift of scene to where John Cabot, alone as a celebrity can
-be in a crowd of sycophantic fellow passengers, paced the deck. With
-John’s eyes, their own lifted to the air-liner’s Milky Way toward
-Europe, where a bank of clouds darkened the course.
-
-“Now for something doing”--Sin to Dolores. “Take a bet with me. Will
-they beat the storm or the storm beat them?”
-
-She, however, was intent on a repeated question: “You are sure, Your
-Lowness, that they are safe in trusting to helium?”
-
-“It is safe to say that they _think_ they are.”
-
-His reply was abstracted. After searching the scene intently, he turned
-again to the telephone. “I have keen long-distance eyes, trained to
-pierce the Plutonian shore, but I can’t see a blur of that imp Okeh. I
-must wireless him a reminder of where personal devils go that get too
-impersonal.”
-
-He spared an apology to Dolores. “Don’t be hurt if I look a bit
-absent-minded at times. You are so unselfish that you won’t, I am sure,
-when you remember how much other, if less fair, fiends, often need an
-inspiriting thought from me.”
-
-As the pilot drove the great dirigible straight at the sky-scowl
-contesting its right-of-way, the winds hurled at it bank after bank
-of inky clouds. Huddled against the blasts behind the forward wind
-glass, the fifty or more passengers showed with as many variations
-their heirship to the flesh. The beautiful Mrs. Cabot could be seen
-loosing the hold on her arm of her French suitor and staggering across
-the deck to where her husband stood apart. Despite his concerned look,
-he tried to reassure her. All showed relief when the captain appeared
-among them, his little daughter by the hand, and laughed at the idea of
-danger. His gestures pointed the fact that the storm was passing well
-over their trig craft.
-
-“Confident little monarchs of the air, eh?”
-
-Satan’s chuckle announced that his attention, too, was on the pool
-play. Before Dolores could formulate the plea commanded by her fears,
-he returned to the telephone with a curt command that increased her
-uneasiness.
-
-“Now, Cyclops, blast them with a look! Strike at the heart of their
-conceit. Show them the noncombustibility of helium. Punish them
-for flaunting the control of the Prince of the Power of the Air!
-Strike--_strike_!”
-
-He lurched back to the rail; with the interested minister and the
-dismayed girl-shade, leaned far out that he might miss no resultant
-detail of the electric storm due. And straightway, from out the tumbled
-mass of blackness flashed a three-forked streak of light. Directly at
-the great gas bag it struck; with each prong of the fork pierced the
-gold-beater’s skin. Next second, from three of the separated safety
-compartments, fluttered fiery flags.
-
-Wounded, the great beetle strove on against the odds of flames licking
-its envelope body with avid tongues. Soon the captain realized the
-futility of any race against time along the unmarked course of the
-upper air. The powerful engines stopped. The propellers ceased to
-revolve. The liner wavered in mid-air, as shown when the streamers of
-smoke ceased to trail out behind and gradually straightened toward the
-cloud bank.
-
-No slightest move was made to fight the fire above. Evidently an order
-to abandon ship had been passed. Officers and crew busied themselves
-with such life-saving apparatus as had been provided against so
-unlikely a contingency. Gas was turned into the baby blimps carried by
-the dirigible in lieu of life-boats. Outward they were swung.
-
-On deck the hapless humans could be seen struggling toward posts of
-vantage, fighting back their dearest and best, forgetting to pray in
-the panic of this conflagration a thousand feet above the comparative
-safety of the sea. A refractory engine might have been coped with. An
-explosion of the hydrogen gas used in earlier ships of air would have
-been understood and the worst been over in one fatal blast. But this
-slow, gruesome bonfire of the helium on which they had relied, these
-æon-long minutes jeopardizing the primal, inalienable right----
-
-The deck was beginning to sag. Two of the aërial life-boats had been
-swung downward and loaded with women and the ship’s only listed
-child--the captain’s motherless daughter. Like bubbles, they were given
-to the mercies of the air.
-
-The observation spread that there would not be room in the basket of
-the last baby-blimp for all who remained. An under-officer started
-to pass out the suits which were parachutes and life-preservers
-combined--suits calculated to lower one through a quarter-mile of
-atmosphere and provide support upon the surface of the sea.
-
-Came realization that there were not enough of the parachutes to go
-around. Self-first madness gained control. A battle for possession of
-the safety devices began.
-
-The spirit-girl, watching this spectacle from the perspective of
-Gehenna, grew faint.
-
-“Oh, I can’t endure to look a moment more!”
-
-Shuddering, she sank back from sight of the catastrophe. But she felt
-the hands torn from her eyes and heard a sword-sharp command.
-
-“Can’t? You’ve _got_ to look to the end!”
-
-The ferocity with which His Highness forced her to the rail ended in
-an anticipatory chuckle as he saw that the focus of the incredible
-reflectors had narrowed upon the imperiled passengers.
-
-There was Catherine Cabot, already equipped with a parachute, crowding
-forward to board the last of the blimp-boats. There was the Marquis
-d’Elie, checked in his regardless struggle for a life-preserver and
-restrained in the grip of a couple of sailors by the captain’s orders.
-And there was John Cabot, standing to one side, calmer than the rest,
-despite the dread realization on his face of the fact that there would
-not be escape for all.
-
-A place had been saved for Catherine in the boat. She did not need
-the parachute suit. John saw and his face showed inner contention. If
-he was to stand back from the boat, should he not have the chance of
-that superfluous life-preserver? A moment longer he stood irresolute,
-confusedly brushing a hand across his forehead. As if to shut out some
-sinister suggestion, he turned up his ulster collar.
-
-Perhaps the super-acute imaginations of the spirit audience surpassed
-sight. Perhaps they actually saw an evil face lean to the ear of the
-mortal and heard the voice of the millionaire’s own of the personal
-devils that improve such moments to incite the worst in everyman.
-
-John’s attempt to deny the disputation of fear and selfishness,
-although brief in point of time, was intense. While still in the throes
-he saw that another had noted Catherine’s double protection.
-
-The Marquis d’Elie, abandoned by his guards, was rushing toward her,
-his object plain. His jaw hung lax as he reached and importuned her.
-His knees near failed him in the struggle to take the parachute by
-force.
-
-And Catherine? With all her strength she fought off the abject
-beggar who so recently had played the nobleman. Yet when, as almost
-he had conquered her, she saw her husband bearing down upon them, a
-retroactive impulse controlled her. So John, too, was after the saving
-suit? If she must give up the second chance of life, which she had
-meant to hold in reserve, it should not be to John!
-
-When the banker engaged d’Elie, she allied herself with the defense. No
-breath of the ignited helium was more fiery than the invective she spat
-at him who so long had supplied her with the luxuries of life.
-
-When she saw that his strength was likely to worst the two of them, she
-suddenly drew out of the struggle and herself unfastened the contested
-parachute. As d’Elie was flung aside, she flung it to him. Turning
-swiftly, she then threw herself upon her husband and begged that he
-assist her into the overloaded baby-blimp, about to be cut away.
-Herself safe, she saw his attempt to follow forcibly prevented by the
-pilot and shrieked with mirthless spite. It would seem that in this
-hour when all loves were crowded out save that of self, hate was well
-remembered.
-
-“Now watch the Cabot coward!”
-
-His Majesty’s sharp suggestion stabbed the spirit-girl’s heart. She
-tried to turn from a sadder sight than the air craft’s consumption--the
-burning to ashes of her fondest ideal. Yet she might not turn; might
-not close her eyes. A control stronger than her own aversion was upon
-her. In trying not to look, she realized that she must look until the
-end.
-
-The loudening laughter of the vast audience deadened her consciousness;
-seemed to be at her, rather than the spectacle that so diverted them.
-She sought to fortify herself. What though John did turn coward? The
-flesh was heir to the fear of death. At each apologetic thought, the
-mirth of the helliot crowd crackled louder. What could be happening on
-the doomed craft so to delight them? With a dread for the spiritual
-debasement of her loved one of Earth greater than had been her own
-dread of physical death, she looked and looked.
-
-The baby-blimp of last resource was lowering toward the doubtful safety
-of the surface of the sea. The pilot stood on the bridge, idle for the
-first time since the gas-bag had been struck. Evidently he expected
-to go down with his ship as had so many captains before him. John
-Cabot clung to the deck rail as if contemplating a suicidal plunge.
-Forward, the Marquis d’Elie stood equipped with the parachute suit won
-by Catherine’s trick, but a lack of trust in it seemed to restrain him
-from the life-leap.
-
-Too long he hesitated. John Cabot, maddened anew by sight of the
-Frenchman’s superior chance, leaped the space between them; from
-behind dragged him down on the blistering deck. There followed a brief
-struggle--an exchange of attacks, a roll _en masse_ and the separation
-of a knock-out blow from John. As his fingers loosened the last buckle
-of the safety suit, the craft gave a violent lurch. The foreigner’s
-unconscious form, far heavier than air, was flung over the rail to a
-drop from which there could be no awakening.
-
-As the air-liner straightened for the last time, John Cabot released
-the clutch that by a narrow margin had saved him from following d’Elie
-and got to his feet. A glance at the blazing bag above, their one
-support, convinced him that seconds were precious. His eyes, however,
-lowering, met the level, contemptuous gaze of the pilot.
-
-The soul of Dolores shuddered with shame for the man she would have
-sworn to be brave. Then awoke in her that mothering, protective
-instinct which lives in women long after pride has been crucified.
-There still might be time to save John against himself. Remembrance
-of her own reluctance to turn on the jets that last evening on earth
-filled her heart with mercy. She would risk appeal to the Master Mind.
-
-“I am sickened with this spectacle, sire. Human nature is strong, but
-not so strong as you. Show your power by throttling this Okeh devil and
-conquering the mortal’s mood. Come, I challenge you!”
-
-When she turned to enforce the argument, she saw that His Highness had
-not heard. The visible of him was lurched back in his seat, enraged
-determination on the face, lips set in a snarl, fiend fingers clutching
-the high forehead. But that which had made him Prince of the Power of
-the Air--his dauntless determination--had gone from him.
-
-Dolores did not need to be told what had happened. Impatient lest John
-Cabot’s personal devil should fail, Satan had projected his own spirit
-to take in charge the mortal’s fall. His will, not John’s, had incited
-that struggle for the life-suit. He would accomplish his worst. The
-conviction moved her mouth in a suppressed sob. Drawn by the ghoulish
-fascination that makes earthlings cling to the clay of their dead, she
-clung to the balustrade and strained her eyes toward the pool.
-
-Death is the mortgage on life. John Cabot’s revolt against payment
-showed in his face. Craven impulses clutched him. At his ear were the
-lips of the Master Insinuator. Facile fingers seemed to aid his with
-the parachute buckles. Yet he had seen himself in the pilot’s contempt.
-He was putting up a fight. His life-long habit of self-respect was
-strong. The pilot was father to a motherless child--a girl. He should
-be saved.
-
-With the Thing which had attacked him--the fiend called Fear--John
-grappled. His knees shook, his jaw sagged, his eyes bulged from the
-fetid suggestions which, evidently, were gassing his will. If the pilot
-went down with the air-craft, he never could tell.
-
-Dolores, too, shook with fear. She knew what John did not know--just
-who was opposing him. Indignation over the unequal struggle steadied
-her; cleared her thoughts. Why was all the power given to sin and none
-to rightness? By what method had the Foul Fiend projected his spirit to
-Earth to slay the courage of the man she would have suffered any death
-to save? Surely, what could be done for evil purposes could be done
-for good! Why was will given to woman if not to augment the will of
-man--why her mite of strength if not to incite greater strength? John
-needed her.
-
-From fear lest he fail was born determination that he win. He was a
-good and great man, John Cabot. He had lived aright and deserved so to
-die. The hate of Hell was not stronger than the love of her heart. What
-The Destroyer had done, she--John’s savior--also must do.
-
-Moved beyond realization of the spaces between them, Dolores sprang
-to her feet and sounded into the upper spaces the vibrant chord of
-inspiration:
-
-“_John, be love-worthy!_”
-
-Regardless of the astonished stares directed her way, she saw in the
-mercurized pool that he bent his head as if listening--that his lips
-moved. She seized the telephone which Satan had used in communicating
-with the control platform. To the voice that answered she commanded:
-
-“Get a record of what he said--I _must_ know what he said!”
-
-Lifted out of herself by her success, she leaned over the balustrade
-and willed that he should win.
-
-And as she waited the battle on deck was fought to its finish.
-Self-mastered, John brushed from his ears the insinuations that had
-tempted him; controlled the fingers fumbling with the buckles; turned
-back the feet struggling toward the rail.
-
-As the helium from the last compartments waved skyward the flames of
-the dirigible’s final support, he stripped off the life-saving jacket
-and forced it upon the pilot. His insistence clearly was in the name of
-that girl-child who would be orphaned should her father desert her for
-a scruple. He urged his protesting fellow-human to the rail; helped
-him over-side. In magnificent calm he watched the silken folds of the
-parachute spread open under their burden and begin a gentle, oceanward
-descent.
-
-As the gas bag disintegrated, bits of burning embers became detached
-and dropped like spent rockets to the waves. John Cabot, left alone on
-the deck, stood ready for the end.
-
-The while, his last utterance, demanded by her who had inspired him,
-was given to the vast throng through the annunciators connected with
-the master telephonograph. Deep, strong, triumphant, its first syllable
-silenced the orchestral Song of the Sea. A cry of victory, it shamed
-demon laughter and tortured the souls of the lost with regrets over the
-god-great powers they might have come to wield had they but won their
-fights. A requiem that rang through the crusts of two worlds was its
-single word:
-
-“_Dolores!_”
-
-Exactly how she made her descent from the royal box and reached the
-edge of the pool, the girl-shade never knew. The sound of John’s voice
-had moved her with but one wish--to join him.
-
-He had, then, heard her cry--had answered her! So near he seemed to her
-that she could not endure to be so far from him.
-
-Aspen-eager, she leaned far over the edge of the great bowl that held
-the mercury. But all she saw was the reflection of her own face. The
-dirigible must have gone sputtering into the sea while she was making
-her descent. Her lover must have met his mortal fate. The pool had
-finished its story.
-
-So compelling had been the realism of its reflected scenes that she
-still was controlled by the emotion they had aroused. She felt lured
-almost beyond the strength of her intelligence to throw herself into
-the brilliant depths--to be clasped as she might have been in that
-realer sea in beloved arms. So low she bent that her whisper rippled
-the surface.
-
-“John ... _John_.”
-
-A satirical voice, even more than the clutch of withered, hands drew
-her back to the now of Gehenna. The minister had followed her and was
-blinking at her, a trace of responsibility mapped on the parchment of
-his face.
-
-“Another second and Sin himself couldn’t have saved you to Hell,” he
-exclaimed. “Don’t you know that this swimming pool is bottomless? Are
-you trying to hang one of those griefs of yours on me?”
-
-His reproach was a revelation to the girl. Even Old Original! Never,
-perhaps, had she felt more puzzled to meet overture of male. But she
-was spared reply. The aggressiveness slackened from his form. A look of
-craft wiped the reproach from his face. He stepped behind her.
-
-Explanation came in the approach of The Tempter. His spirit, then, had
-returned from its projection to Earth to the shell of him left in the
-box. Impulsively she hurried to meet him. She had no consideration
-to spare for his chagrin over having failed in his personal attempt.
-Too exalted in pride was she to give thought to the effect on him
-of pride’s fall. Forward she stretched both hands, as if for the
-congratulation of a friend.
-
-“That favor I asked of you--I’ve granted it myself!” she exclaimed.
-“There is no need for me to go to him. He will come now to me.”
-
-She felt her fingers caught in a cruel grasp. Her joy-dewed glance was
-scorched by his malevolence.
-
-Back drew the sneering lips over white, fang-like teeth. “You really
-think he’ll draw a ticket down here--that hero? Fool, you have too much
-faith in the judgments of men!”
-
-With repression more ominous than any outburst could have been, he
-turned on his heel.
-
-“Come home,” he said.
-
-As has so many a submissive woman soul before her, Dolores tried to
-hide within her heart her blissful expectation. But she trod on air as
-she followed out of the stadium.
-
-Splendidly John had gone through the formality of lifting the mortgage
-contracted at his birth--that debt of life put upon all, which may be
-paid only in the coinage of death.
-
-Soon, now, he would come to her.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXV
-
-
-It was “afterward.” There could be no doubt of that. His Highness, so
-far as Dolores was concerned, had retired into one of his silences. He
-must be enraged with her for her interference in the pool play. But for
-what could he be waiting?
-
-True, the concession for which she had offered to pay any price was
-no longer an issue. There was no need now for her to be put in spirit
-connection with Earth, even had she not discovered that her own
-concentrated will could accomplish the projection--that the dead might
-return to their quondam surroundings, ruling and being ruled through
-senses stronger far than physical. Could she sooner have realized this
-of the strange laws which governed her present state of existence, what
-heart-hurts of foreboding and regret she might have spared John and
-herself!
-
-Not for an hour of the days and nights since the failure of that
-“Greatest Show” had she forgotten that the time set for her own answer
-as to her fate was approaching. On this afternoon--the sixth of those
-allotted “seven days of disgrace”--she felt herself no nearer decision
-than before the end of her séances.
-
-She tried not to dread. Dread shriveled the soul; would mar her
-progress. And she was determined now to progress, despite her sentence
-to Gehenna. Hope was the immortal soul of love. Once John had joined
-her, no law of the lowlands could kill their hope.
-
-So the girl-shade was happy in her deplorable state as she never had
-been happy when the gateway of the mortal world had opened to her
-youthful tread. He whom she loved loved her. That was the lyric of
-her song of the soul. Deep-chording into the accompaniment was her
-absolute knowledge of his worthiness. Expectancy played a running
-obbligato through each measure, with here and there a trill of errant
-joy. He was coming, John; must by now be nearing the end of that long,
-drear journey from Earth to Shadow Land.
-
-Every hour helped now. From far away, whispers of the altruistic
-philosophy she had taught young Jack Cabot penetrated her moods. How
-better prepare for the eventualities of to-morrow than by good cheer
-to-day? Since all the to-morrows must come disguised as to-days, she
-would make the best of the here and now.
-
-A bit advanced were such ideas for the shell-pink ear of her infant,
-yet to the wee-shade she murmured them this late afternoon while out
-for a stroll. Although Adeline accompanied her, she herself carried the
-spirit-child to save the maid’s pride.
-
-Their practice had been to take their evening walks through the Garden
-of Bad Luck. To-day, for the first time Dolores chose the Avenue
-of Locusts, which led from the palace direct to the Limbian Gates.
-The ex-great lady protested against walking beside her mistress,
-even when ordered to do so, on the plea that she must work out her
-term of degradation. The young mother’s hopeful adjurations to the
-instinct-fretted babe seemed only to increase her bitterness.
-
-How could m’lady benefit, Adeline demanded in French, even though her
-lover did come through the gates that eventide? Her own husband’s
-pretense to care for her was only the last-lingering impulse of
-self-protection. He was assuming the virtue of constancy though he
-had it not. But he would rue the attempt, since he was insulting, not
-only her intelligence but that of the Mind Prince as well. M’lady must
-remember the rule of the realm; must clear her mind of the heresy of
-earthly ideals, lest they become known and she punished therefor. She
-would be saved a shock could she but realize beforehand that the lover
-she had loved would hate her even as she him. In Gehenna he and she
-who had caused each other’s fall would be, indeed, bad met.
-
-“See yonder warehouse beyond the wall?” Adeline pointed out a low
-structure. “There is checked all such superfluous baggage as love. Only
-hate may be brought within.”
-
-Dolores wondered that so small a building could store the lingering
-loves of the Hadean hordes. Before she could comment, there came to
-them from the entrance of the wireless station just inside the gate a
-high shriek rent by a deeper staccato of laughter. Down the steps and
-directly into her path came rolling what looked an oversized foot-ball.
-Close followed His Evil Majesty himself. In one hand he waved a knout
-with snapping lashes. The laughter was his and more cruel than his
-instrument of torture.
-
-After handing over her babe to Adeline and commanding a quick retreat,
-Dolores hurried toward the ball, which was unwinding as it rolled.
-Its arms, legs and head proved to belong to a male _manes_, terrified
-beyond coherency. By the time Satan reached them with knout upraised,
-she had pushed the wretch behind her and started him after the
-noble-maid. Beyond a stinging of her consciousness, she did not feel
-the blow that fell. Almost at once she recovered; was able to face His
-Highness with calm inquiry.
-
-“What has he done to deserve this attack?”
-
-“_Done?_” Satan’s voice crackled as had the whip. “Shouldn’t the chief
-inter-world operator know better than to retail me bad tidings? Out of
-my way--I’m highly charged!”
-
-“No.” Dolores stood firm.
-
-“You’d rather I’d experiment on you?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“Best look out, unless you want to be blinded until Judgment.”
-
-She was able to disregard the Boss Bully’s warning by centering her
-mind upon her great happiness. _He had been love-worthy, John._
-
-“You can’t strike me blind,” she said.
-
-Into the confidence of the purple-black eyes uplifted to his Satan
-scowled.
-
-“You’d not be blind. You’d only think you were because I say so and
-my mind is stronger than yours. Everything is a thought down here, as
-you must have learned ere this--just a bad thought.” With the lash in
-mid-air he added: “But, thank me, you can’t kill a bad thought.”
-
-As her hair was lifting to the magnet of the knout, he dropped it. The
-respite, however, was not for mercy’s sake.
-
-“You didn’t change expression. You don’t cringe. Why?”
-
-“Pain is a coward’s thought. I know that you, Augustness, cannot hurt
-me.”
-
-Interestedly he contemplated her and this, her first open defiance.
-“You’re smarter than I thought. You have a certain regardlessness that
-is the next-best thing to conscious power.”
-
-“I have,” she said, “faith that----”
-
-“_Faith?_” he jeered. “Then I have it, too--faith that I’ll do my
-damnedest. I cannot hurt you physically, no. But I hold a record for
-hurting minds that may cause you to reconsider.”
-
-“Not while I believe that all will be well with me.” The voice of her
-contention sounded like the balmy winds of spring, to which nor man nor
-devil may say nay.
-
-Perhaps her glance toward the gates suggested the source of her
-beatitude. Perhaps he sensed it from his own irritation. He passed her
-point to level one of his own.
-
-“And has this belief absolute padded your senses against the fact that
-I am displeased with you, she-fool? Don’t worry. I never let personal
-prejudice interfere with The Cause. This faith-theory is valuable with
-the reverse English put on it. As a science, it has done considerable
-harm to the religions of the world. I’ve been waiting until your week
-was up. Why not have it now--your answer?”
-
-“My answer to--to----”
-
-“To my indecent proposition that you organize the vice of womanhood.
-Are you going to take that Low Priestess job?”
-
-“I have until to-morrow to decide.”
-
-“True. And you hope meantime that your love-hound will come barking at
-our Avernian door. Oh, don’t deny it! Why else should you be hanging
-’round the gates? Why else should I?”
-
-“But you said the judgments of men would never send a hero here.”
-
-Stooping to recover his electric lash, Satan used it to punctuate his
-reply. “I’m hoping against hope, just as you are. If only he would be
-sent this way--_ah!_ My latest wireless from Earth, however, leads me
-to fear not. The newspapers are headlined with his heroism. Imbecile
-earthlings are going to erect a memorial to him. And, would you
-believe it, that hunting parson of yours has used your friend’s death
-as a stepping-stone out of the muddle-puddle of his ecclesiastical
-disrepute? With Cabot as his text, he preached to thousands in Central
-Park, exampling himself through the viciously attacked philanthropist
-who, although proved guilty of weakness of the flesh, rose to the moral
-strength of a god in an emergency. Get the idea? His plea is for all
-men who have been dragged down by women. Should not he know that Cabot
-was too greatly tried, since the same she-devil ruined him with his
-church? You recognize the allusion? The prayers he sent up for the soul
-of his fellow victim were indirectly for himself. As a result he is to
-head the new Church of the Broad-Minded. Could you beat it--or him?”
-
-At her consternation, he chuckled enjoyably.
-
-“How the people of Earth like to bunk themselves! But you look fogged.
-Is your faith getting cured? Care to come into the receiving room and
-sit while you wait? I left some unfinished business.”
-
-As they mounted the steps of the stone-like structure, he added a
-mental lash to her punishment.
-
-“You remember, of course, the lawyer who lost Mrs. Cabot’s divorce
-case? Last you saw of him, in ‘The Turn-Turtle,’ he was being thrown
-out of his profession for mal-practicing that delicate art called
-‘double-crossing.’ The timely birth of your ill-begot, with fatherhood
-pinned on John Cabot by Seff’s testimony and the guilty admission of
-your suicide, was a-plenty and to spare to ruin Rufus Holt. But along
-comes that judge you tricked, Roscoe Strang, of the good-sport tie.
-He has Holt’s case re-opened and carries through a daring example of
-man-to-man friendliness.”
-
-From his belt he took the paper-like slip on which wireless messages
-were sent down by Gehennan operators.
-
-“Let’s see just what he testified, this brotherly judge. Oh yes; ‘The
-accused did bring the Trent girl to me, but to let me judge of her
-guilt. She looked so pure that I was not convinced and stood, as I
-stand now, on my right to judge. If fault there was, that fault was
-mine.’ After that, there was nothing for the Bar Association to do but
-open their arms to the brother they had misjudged.”
-
-“I am glad,” Dolores said. “For a time I blamed Rufus Holt for my
-sufferings. But he tried to be a true friend to John.”
-
-“I dare say,” sneered Satan as he opened the station door, “and made
-a mess of it, as true friends usually do. At that, you’ve got a good
-start with him and can use him in our new campaign.”
-
-Within, an operator wearing a receiving head-dress, sat among his
-instruments. Beside a window which commanded a view of the entrance,
-His Highness placed a chair for her.
-
-“The gates will open soon,” he advised. “Watch the new arrivals trickle
-in and call me in case you catch sight of your John. I am pardonably
-impatient to meet him.”
-
-To sink into the chair was a relief. At sight of the preparations
-outside which the pigmy ushers were making for the reception of the
-evening’s recruits, Dolores’ mental pulse accelerated. She strove for
-the strong thoughts which lately had sustained her and tried to keep
-out of her expression the pinch of hope long deferred.
-
-“Are these likenesses, sweet Grief?”
-
-Turning, she found Satan at her elbow, offering her half-a-dozen
-sepia-like photographs. She took them; looked; exclaimed:
-
-“John--_wonderful!_ And this is Catherine at her best. How splendid of
-dear Clarke Shayle! Rufus Holt, too. Have you had them made for me? But
-why include these of Vincent Seff and Dr. Willard? I’d rather forget
-them.”
-
-“Does the murderer forget the features of the slain? Nay, fair
-assassin, you won’t need this collection for your dressing table to
-remember your victims. These are stills selected from our stock of
-life-films. I am glad you pronounce them such likenesses, for I’m
-sending them up to old Mors of the Mystery Gate to hang in his rogues’
-gallery.”
-
-“To Mors?”
-
-Satan nodded. “I mean to put a stop-order on the lot, in case any of
-them come through ticketed to Elysium. I need their kind down here.”
-
-“But I thought it was written in the tome called Judgments of Men where
-shades should spend the time until the Call,” she puzzled. “Doesn’t
-each enter his new estate as he left the old? Must not his Earth record
-hold?”
-
-His Highness frowned at the reminder. “Just because a rule never has
-been broken is no reason why it never will be. I may try, mayn’t I?
-Queer if I can’t frighten Mors into making a few exceptions.” He turned
-to the operator. “Get the old ghoul. I would a word with him.”
-
-The connection soon was made. Ensued a brief exchange, but one so
-vehement that the operator cautioned his master to calm down, lest he
-blow out all the fuses about the place.
-
-“There is one of them I must have, old-timer,” Satan continued less
-offensively. “John Cabot by name and physiognomy. Likely to come
-through this very night.... _What_ ... What for, in the name of
-Hell?... Gallantry on Earth, eh?... Death, you’re a choicer fool than
-your sister Birth!”
-
-As he banged the receiver on its hook, Dolores arose.
-
-“John has gone on--up into Elysium?” Her voice was more faint from
-surprise than his had been strong. “He won’t--- come down--this way?”
-
-At the nod which His Highness spared her from his rage, she crossed the
-room, went out the door and down the steps. She was well along the path
-when he caught up with and stopped her.
-
-“A word to the unwise,” said he. “To be without a job is an
-embarrassing situation anywhere--particularly so down here. Your fancy
-position as First Royal Entertainer has come to an end. You’ll do well
-to take on the next best thing that offers, lest your ability become
-discredited. I really believe you’re the ablest she-devil ever given a
-chance to work out her own damnation. You have unique powers, but there
-is no personal power that cannot be destroyed. And I am the Destroyer.”
-
-“This position you offer is so--is very difficult,” the girl-soul
-protested.
-
-“Isn’t everything worth while difficult? And you are very clever,
-although in ways that may be used for or against you. On Earth you
-failed, just as badly managed talent often fails. Here I, the Boss
-Producer of a play called Sin, stand ready to star you in a success
-such as you, with your present limitations, cannot conceive. Already
-you know something of me----”
-
-Dolores interrupted, although haltingly. “I know that you are--that
-you, too, are difficult.”
-
-“At least that.” He bowed, as if thanking her. “Since it confuses you
-to consider me, pray consider yourself. It is plain that you’ve been,
-like myself, wrong since birth. Count the men you’ve ruined, every one
-of whom turned to good works after your influence was removed. Think
-of what you did--the first earth-law for women that you broke. What
-you’ve needed is a manager just a shade worse-minded than yourself. Now
-you’re offered one and a chance such as no vampire of Earth or Hell
-ever aspired to. It is a position fitted to the applicant, as your
-employment-agency friend, _née_ Shinn, would say. What more ambitious
-rôle could you find than arousing the worst, not in one, but in all the
-men controlled by women in the world?”
-
-She drew her arm from his detaining clutch. “I have, you know,
-until----”
-
-“Very well. I’ll wait. But mind you, there’ll be no extension of time.
-Yes or no, and Hell help you if it be no! I want to get you started, so
-that I can give my own energies to the incipient race riots in America.
-Great field for trouble. All the wealth of the world is there, with
-the basest traitors cast out of other countries to misuse it. Go home,
-since you must have that last day of disgrace. But be ready with your
-answer to-morrow.”
-
-Like well-aimed shot, the syllables riddled Dolores’ brain. A wounded
-doe, she hurried on her way to cover.
-
-_To-morrow._
-
- * * * * *
-
-That night while she lay bleeding of her heart wound, Dolores roused
-to the perception of an unaccustomed metallic sound. She realized
-that, for some time, she had been hearing it. Tap, tap, _tap_--it now
-increased in peremptoriness. Someone must be trying to attract her
-attention from outside the window.
-
-She sat up among her pillows of satin sheen. By the sulphuric glow of
-the night-light, she saw that it was after one o’clock, three long
-hours since Adeline had tip-toed out.
-
-After one and _to-morrow_----
-
-The face of the sardonyx-like clock seemed to grin back at her in
-anticipation of the seventh--said to be the perfect day. “The faith of
-fools--the faith of fools!” it ticked away.
-
-Until she knew that John was not to join her, she had failed to
-appreciate how greatly she was relying upon his assistance and advice.
-To choose between His Majesty’s diabolic assignment and the ingenious
-torments to which she and her babe would be subjected became the more
-impossible the longer she considered.
-
-Were she what she once had been, expectant of the best because
-all-ignorant of the worst, she would have decided, without a moment’s
-hesitation, upon what she knew to be right. But knowledge was
-weakening. Constant association with sin and suffering wore away
-the best intentions. To struggle against fore-assured failure until
-the negligent hopes of Gehenna changed to fear and fear changed, to
-despair----
-
-She covered her eyes from the suggestive leer of the clock-face and
-sank back into the veil of her crepe-black hair.
-
-“Amor ... Innocentia ... Where are you?”
-
-“Tap! _Tap!_”
-
-As though in answer to her stifled sob of loneliness, the metallic
-sound was repeated on the pane. Could they be without, the comrades of
-her youth, come to console her even before she called? Into _peignoir_
-and mules she hurried; crossed the room; threw wide the casement.
-
-“Who is it? Who is there?”
-
-“Sh--hush!”
-
-In the answering rasp sounded neither the lilt of Innocentia nor the
-fearlessness of the love-lad Amor. From out the deep shadows that
-hugged the palace wall limped the lately-promoted General Cummings.
-More spectral than seemed consistent with his brief lapse from
-mortality he looked as he crossed the sill. From his once tranquil eyes
-shone the hell-haunted look of the archaics. His kindly old face was
-stretched and blanched.
-
-“What has happened to you, Corporal Sam?” Dolores’ tones sounded her
-distress at the change in him.
-
-Before replying he drew the window hangings and dimmed the night lamp.
-“No one must discover I’m here. They say His Highness knows everything
-that goes on in the palace, but I have risked it. You seem the only
-chance of saving us.”
-
-From the edge of the bed, Dolores focused her amazement upon the
-doughty soldier-soul. “Saving you--from what?”
-
-“From his Great Intention.” Old Sam’s voice shivered into a whisper.
-“You don’t understand? I’ve heard that even the prime minister is not
-in his confidence. But I hoped that you had wormed it out of him. Since
-I understood, I haven’t rested day nor night, although there’s little
-I can do. You have no idea what a hold he’s got on those fight-fiends.
-I don’t want to hurt your feelings, miss, that is to say ma’am, but
-from the reports of your séances you’ve turned some mighty powerful
-mortal minds topsy-turvy. For your own sake, for the sake of God
-Himself--wouldn’t you be willing to try?”
-
-“To try just what?”
-
-“That’s what I’m telling you.” Stiff from apprehension, the old
-_manes’_ lips formed clumsily to his revelation. “His Lowness aims to
-march into the Fields before Judgment, conquer the Elysiumites and hurl
-the Great-I-Am from His throne. Don’t you understand yet? _He aims to
-set himself on high as God-of-all!_”
-
-“Oh, but he can’t do that! How _could_ he conquer God?”
-
-“You wouldn’t be so sure could you see how those hordes take to
-training. Every decent impulse is drilled out of them. The kind of
-frightfulness he’s planning makes a lately mortal brain reel. Ma’am, I
-calculate that he’s going to win.”
-
-“No! The Great-I-Am would not let him.”
-
-At the girl-shade’s vehemence the old soul waggled his head, in his
-eyes the shadow of horrors that might not be forgot.
-
-“You’ve seen wrong conquer right on Earth, or you wouldn’t be here.
-I’ve lost all hope unless--From what I hear I wasn’t so far off about
-his having a weakness for you. In camp every officer has his joke about
-the modern Delilah that’s destroying the Destroyer. All Gehenna is
-talking over his neglect of affairs of state to amuse you with shows
-and such. Not once of late has he been to most of the sham battles that
-he used to review daily.”
-
-“I am afraid you overrate----”
-
-“Pardon me, ma’am, but that’s the best. The worst can’t be overrated.
-You see, they call him the Hope of Hell. His hold on the hordes is
-that, if they drive on to victory in the great offensive, they win
-eternal release. They fight for themselves, not him. If they lose,
-they’ll be the first cast into the bottomless pit forever and ever,
-amen. If they win, he’ll give them rank and estates in the new
-autocracy of universal, everlasting, licensed crime. I don’t fear for
-myself so much. I and even you might sink low enough to get by without
-exciting suspicion that we’re unsympathetic. It’s the Elysiumites that
-are going to suffer. Miss, can’t you imagine what a Satanic victory
-would mean to a gentle spirit like----”
-
-To hide his emotion Old Sam covered his face with both hands.
-
-“My Mary Gertrude never was mistreated in her life. But I wouldn’t put
-it past these helliot hordes to----”
-
-Dolores shuddered. “The damned masters and the blessed their slaves?”
-
-“You begin to understand. Isn’t there someone up there that you feel
-grateful to--someone you’d hate to see----”
-
-“My mother died to give me life,” the spirit-girl breathed. “And my
-father must be with her. He’s not down here. Intemperance, you know, is
-considered a disease, not a crime, in the eyes of men. And then there’s
-little Jack Cabot. He seemed really to trust every word I told him
-about his reward if he did what was right. I couldn’t bear to see poor,
-crippled Jack----”
-
-General Sam nodded. “It comes home, doesn’t it, ma’am, when you think
-of those you love?”
-
-“_Love?_” With the word, Dolores threw up her head. Into the veteran’s
-pale eyes her dark ones gloomed. “Already the King hates the one I
-love. If Satan should come into this limitless power, what torments he
-would devise for the great soul of John Cabot!”
-
-A sound startled them. The soldier-shade hobbled toward the window
-by which he had entered, motioning her to follow. Before opening the
-shutter, he whispered:
-
-“I’d best go. I dare not come again and there’s no way I can help you.
-You’ll have to make up your own mind what to do. Only remember there
-isn’t much time. He’s nigh about ready to strike. God A’mighty give you
-wisdom, ma’am.”
-
-He had wrung her hand. Almost was he over the sill when a blinding
-flash struck at him from out the drab-dim night. Not a sound escaped
-him. Not so much as a clutch at the air stayed his fall. His right hand
-raised to his cap visor in his old-time salute. Then backward he fell
-upon the floor.
-
-When Dolores’ eyes had recovered from their momentary confusion, she
-saw His Majesty standing just without. His pleased look reminded her of
-the fearing wretch she had saved from a like attack yesterday. Only the
-hope born of her happiness had defeated his power to hurt her. Although
-not happy now, she was far from despair. Should he turn next on her,
-only faith could save her. She must believe that, despite appearances
-on Earth and in Shadow Land, good was stronger than evil.
-
-He stepped aside, the King; glanced at the procumbent figure; smiled
-his attractive smile.
-
-“Damme if one can count upon the taste feminine!”
-
-The cynicism he addressed to the double of himself that showed in
-the nearest mercurized pier-panel of her chamber. For a moment he
-contemplated the dim reflection of his splendid proportions, the
-clean-cut features of his infernally youthful face and the perfection
-of his evening attire.
-
-“Is no age or fraction of he-man safe from you?” he commented.
-“So _this_ is why he always plead your cause, why I caught him
-_rendezvousing_ with you in the garden, why he talked me down? These
-shallow-looking folk, forsooth, are the deep ones.”
-
-“Your Lowness--” Dolores approached him with blaze-indignant
-eyes--“surely you do not assume that I or General Sam----”
-
-“I never assume. I know the worst. That’s my power. I ought to be
-disgusted with you, and yet----” He considered her face almost as
-interestedly as he had his own. The charm of his smile increased. He
-added: “I’ve often noticed that men never get disgusted with the lady
-in the case. But I’ll make a horrible example of that broken-winged old
-moth, lured here by your light, for benefit of other mashers. Have to
-protect your promiscuous stamp of vamp from the outside.”
-
-That he was angrier than he sounded was suggested by the snap of his
-fingers toward the window. Into the chamber sprang a pair of the palace
-guards.
-
-“Nerve shock--_boomeranged_.” Laconically His Highness gestured toward
-the soldier-soul. “Lay him out in the Revival Room. See you handle him
-gently until I advise you what particular form his mistreatment is to
-take. I must work out something especially effective.”
-
-He followed to the casement, as the stalwarts carried out the victim of
-his inviolate will. There he turned, as though chancing to remember the
-recipient of the two nocturnal calls.
-
-“Miss or madame, I wish you good morrow. As your--ah--friend was saying
-at the moment of my interruption, remember that there isn’t much time.
-Think things over.”
-
-Dolores took the repeated advice. Through the long, vague hours of the
-Avernian dawn she did think things over; thought and thought.
-
-His Highness said she had power. Indeed, she must have power, else she
-could not have flouted, even in small ways, his mastery. But hers was
-not the power for sin which he ascribed to her. Long ago a brilliant
-lawyer had toasted it as “truth.” Before that she herself had called it
-“sincerity.” She knew before trying that she should fail at the task
-of rousing the worst in women, when their best had been her Earth-life
-ideal.
-
-Since nothing in all the universe was meant to be wasted--not a throb
-of heart or thought of mind--why had she been given power? To lose it
-in the chaos of disappointment into which she had sunk after realizing
-that John Cabot was not to come to her--that the sentences for the
-same crime in man and his woman were not necessarily the same? She
-had been anticipating Hell. Although the time before That Day might
-be short, she might yet earn progression; perhaps might go to John,
-since he had not come to her. Suppose she had the right with everyman
-to draw upon the exhaustless supply of strength which they claimed was
-God---- Suppose she could possess more and still more of this power of
-sincerity----
-
-Stronger than the gleams of the up-rising electric sun grew her
-determination; brighter her hope; realer her faith. The Rex of
-Reversals did not know everything, else would he have realized ere this
-that he could not conquer her. And he _had_ some sort of weakness for
-her. Otherwise he’d have crushed her long ago. In the present emergency
-she would seem to yield to him. She would match power against power,
-wit against wit, subtlety against subtlety. She would take the case of
-the women of the world, but take it, as had Rufus Holt that of Cabot
-_versus_ Cabot, to lose. By stress of her own emotion she had learned
-that only spiritual strength was necessary to communicate with Earth.
-That discovery should not be wasted. Over the official wireless through
-the days would she command evils. In the night-time, with only her own
-yearning soul as sending station and the souls of Earth’s sad women as
-receivers, would she counter-command.
-
-Perhaps the time would be shorter than General Cummings feared or His
-Majesty hoped. Perhaps The Call would sound before he found her out.
-And if she was insincere toward her enemy, it would be that she might
-be the more sincere toward her friends. A judge of Earth had absolved
-her of guilt at first sight because he saw in her face that her motive
-was innocent. Surely the Great Judge would be as keen.
-
-As for the unspeakable thing known, without being known, as The Great
-Intention, that also might she delay and divert. On Earth she had
-been called a menace to men. If wiles enough remained at her command,
-now that she needed them to save rather than destroy herself--if the
-value of her favors did not decrease with deliberate use of them--she
-soon would have the soldier messenger set free. With or without him,
-however, she would find ways to weaken the King’s hold upon his
-military. While Satan was giving the whole of his intelligence to
-inciting riot among the mixed races of her own America she would be
-sowing schism among the condemned who had been drafted and branded into
-the Hadean armies.
-
-The truth ought to be spreading propaganda. With what little she could
-disseminate on Earth and the much she must begin at once to spread in
-Gehenna----
-
-Adeline’s tap on her door announced that what couldn’t happen had
-happened--that she had caught up with the elusive to-morrow. But
-sufficient unto the seventh day was the enlightenment thereof.
-
-Dolores was ready at last with her answer.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVI
-
-
-Soft as the light shed from Beyond, a breeze blew over the inner
-fields of Elysium. Soft also was the whispered gratitude of the olive
-trees and palms; soft the smiles of the flowers of lilies and of
-Lebanon, of celestial roses, of amorant and of rustling immortelles.
-The ribbon-like stream that bounded the emerald velvet skirts of the
-meadow-land fluttered from the buoyant breath.
-
-Of the trees, only a spruce atop a nearby knoll failed to sway. Too
-heavy was it with birds. Although its branches down-hung dejectedly,
-from its tip waved skyward a tuneful panegyric. So full was the chorus,
-it seemed that every songster must be voicing a heart full of joy. Yet
-one there was that did not sing, a yellow, strongly visible atom of
-immortality perched upon a low-swung twig.
-
-His head was perked to one side. His round, quick eyes were fixed on
-the glittering hazes that hung, like veils of silver-mesh veiling
-countless finer veils of golden threads, before the Source of Light.
-He was looking and listening. An excited chirp escaped him. With the
-motions of a bird unused to the exercise of his wings, he half hopped,
-half flew from his branch to the sward and started with what speed he
-might across the greening pastures.
-
-One spiritualized to follow the hope of so small a shade would have
-seen turning back from a company of spirits, then advancing into the
-radiant distances, the form of a child--a boy-soul of some nine years.
-With an odd, slithering sort of walk, he retraced his steps. Now and
-then he would stop and, shading his eyes, would peer in the general
-direction of the Mystery Gate. He, too, appeared to be listening and
-looking.
-
-Although Jack Cabot still limped, he had out-progressed any pain of
-consciousness over his deformity. Knowing that except for the imperfect
-union of his parents, he would have been born perfect in love, he
-believed that the visible of him would be straightened at his second
-birth. Adjudged an innocent offspring of righteousness, he had been
-unhampered by the curse of the world; indeed, had been given benefit
-of every doubt. His movements had gained freedom and his features
-had beautified. On closer view, however, his expression showed to be
-disconsolate. His sigh was repeated in that of another back-gazing
-_manes_ whom he passed.
-
-“Don’t you belong to anybody, too?” Jack asked him. “Mors told me I was
-assigned to bliss. I walk so much easier now, I know I ought to go on.
-But, oh, I am so lonely!”
-
-“I know. I know”--the stranger-shade. “It is hard to be blissful alone.”
-
-At the moment Jack espied the tiny yellow creature fluttering toward
-him. An eager chirp started him toward it, at first hesitantly, then
-as fast as he could go. Thus met the two passionate spirits which had
-been caged together on Earth--the one passionate in his resentment, the
-other in the determination, instinct, or whatsoever may be called the
-will of a bird, to teach the joy of life.
-
-In his hurry, Jack stumbled and fell, both hands outstretched. Into
-them flew the yellow mite; twittered ecstatically; billed the boyish
-lips that quivered into sobs and laughter.
-
-“You look like--You _are_! Oh, Dick, you flew into the Light after me?
-You have been hunting for me? I’m ashamed of the way I used to treat
-you, Dickie bird. But you understand now, don’t you, that it was only
-because I didn’t ’preciate that there’s a heart in every living thing,
-sometimes the biggest in the littlest? I had my eyes so set on a dog
-that I didn’t see how precious you were! I wonder did the gold-fish
-like me, too? It means something when a boy’s bird will die to follow
-him. I’m ashamed, Dick. Honest, I’m awful ashamed.”
-
-The canary’s response was a burst of the song which he had not sung
-when sitting upon the spruce tree, bereft of companionship although
-in the company of so many of his kind. Perched upon the boy-shade’s
-shoulder, he revealed his secret in sound. Higher and freer and more
-poignantly sweet than ever fluted songster of Earth, he gave out on the
-Elysian air the theme of selfless love.
-
-Inspirited, Jack continued on his return over the fields. He
-walked evenly that he might not dislodge his pet. And he chatted
-appreciatively in the intervals of the song, to atone for his
-unappreciative past.
-
-“There are all sorts of musicians as you go nearer the Light, they
-tell me. There are pipers and harpers and trumpeters and countless
-choir-singers that almost make you long to die again for joy. But I’ll
-bet there’s none will sing so sweet as you, Dick. Once I’m satisfied to
-go on, I’ll take you with me and give you the chance you never had on
-Earth.”
-
-By now the two were well over the crest of the stream-skirted knoll.
-Toward them, from the direction of the gate, spirits fluttered like
-leaves in a wind. Voices called out through the spaces--glad cries of
-greeting and wails of disappointment worn weak from repetition.
-
-As before, Jack shielded his eyes with one hand and peered about. And,
-as he peered, he vented a cry that was the aggregate of all certitude.
-His left hand he lifted to guard the bird, then started down the hill.
-
-From out the nether hazes a man-shade came climbing toward them. That
-he lately had arrived from Earth showed in the anxiety of his dark,
-strong face. When he saw who was shuffling toward him and recognized
-the excited, childish voice hailing him, he increased his pace. When
-they met, father and son:
-
-“Greetings, John Cabot!”
-
-“Jack Cabot, greetings!”
-
-The large and small hands gripped.
-
-“I had a feeling you were due,” explained the boy, conquering the first
-incoherency of his delight. “I guess Dick must have felt the same way.
-Did you hear him sing as we came over the hill? Oh, John, I’m so glad
-you’ve come! This is a wonderful place to be happy in. But you can’t be
-happy alone. I’ve come back ever so often, hoping that you or----”
-
-“Then you haven’t seen her yet?”
-
-“You mean?” For a moment the child-soul stared up at his father’s
-emotionful face. He stood on tip-toe to whisper his interpretation,
-lest the joy-jealous zephyrs snatch it away. “Not her--not _’Lores_!”
-
-“She came a month since. I am sure she would have been on the lookout
-for you, Jack. Strange you have not met.”
-
-“Maybe----” Jack shuddered. “It’s an awful journey over. Maybe she got
-so afraid of the snakes and the owls and the wild asses----”
-
-“There’s no stopping along the highway, son. Every soul survives the
-dread of death, they tell me. In reality, the transition between the
-two phases of existence is brief. At the gate they told me that she had
-passed through, but they refused so much as a hint at the direction she
-had taken. I’ve covered the border fields thoroughly since I came. Had
-concluded she must have found you and gone on.”
-
-His concern lowered like a shadow to Jack’s face. “It don’t seem like
-’Lores to forget me. I’d never give up trying to find her.”
-
-“She may not have known that I was on the way.” John appeared to be
-advising himself. “But she did seem so close to me that morning above
-the sea. Her voice sounded so clear--so near. I was sure she had called
-me. If I could hear her with ears of clay, it seems as though she---- I
-tried to answer her. I wonder----”
-
-Neither father nor son had noticed two small clouds which had appeared
-on the horizon line above the nether world. Mere fluttering specks
-at first, they had developed color and form in a rapid approach. They
-settled upon the sward and hurried forward. He in advance was of
-up-standing form, his face beautiful and ardent, despite its lines of
-care. By one hand, he led a fair girl spirit whose head hung as if from
-shame and whose eyes, on close approach, showed to brim with tears.
-Boldly enough the youth lined up before the two Cabots.
-
-“I am Amor and this is Innocentia. You know us well, although on Earth
-you could not see us. In a way we belong to you as well as to our dear
-Dolores.”
-
-“Dolores?” John snatched at the name. “You can tell us where she is?”
-
-“Let me prepare you”--in pity, Amor. “I owe my life to you, John Cabot.
-I was, in fact, born of your heart beats that day you first saw her in
-Seff’s shop. Not consciously--of course mortals realize only the half
-of what they do--you sent me to her side to guide her. I have done what
-I could. But earthlings have no care for love. They never think to
-spare it until after it is dead.”
-
-The shy girl spirit was moved by her comrade’s self-depreciation to
-speak. “Amor has been splendid. He was close beside her when she heard
-the news that you had been sent to the Fields. He proposed our search
-for you. And he held me up with sheer strength when I felt that I must
-swoon from exhaustion. Always he has tried to protect me even as--as
-you.”
-
-“As I?” John asked.
-
-“Don’t you recognize me yet?” She brushed the moisture from her eyes
-and lifted them to his, twin blue anemones. “I am what you loved best
-in your love. Although you could not see me as now, you knew that I was
-there. You held me dearer than her beauty, than her youth--yes, even
-than her passion for you.”
-
-“In mercy’s name, don’t taunt me!” John’s voice was a sort of groan. “I
-did value you. I tried to save you from myself. God knows how hard I
-tried. It seems incredible to me now that I should have torn you from
-her--trampled on you----”
-
-“Trampled me? You never did that.” Her timidity conquered by sight of
-his suffering, Innocentia touched his arm. “Not for one minute was I
-really afraid of you. A great love, such as yours, could not harm me.
-Amor often told me that. I stayed close to her on Earth and crossed
-with her into Shadow Land.”
-
-“Even down there we’ve been with her most of the time,” Amor added.
-
-“_Down there?_” Startled out of his shame, John Cabot peered into the
-care-worn faces of the guardian pair. “You mean--she is assigned----”
-
-He read the answer in their distressed, averted looks. His mind was
-quickly made.
-
-“Lead on--and down!”
-
-“But, John----” Young Jack clung tight to one of the knotted fists that
-hung at his father’s side--“you can’t go into Gehenna. You and I are
-assigned to the Fields. It is a rule here that we can go on, but never
-back.”
-
-“Go on--without her?” John laughed in a short, hard way. “There is no
-right in a rule that assigns me to Elysium and her to Gehenna. I’ll
-find a way to prove that one man feels responsible for a woman’s fall.
-Son, I am going to bring her back with me.”
-
-“If you could, John--if only you could!” Afraid, yet brave to believe
-in the power of his god of Earth, the boy-soul gazed into his father’s
-face. “You’ll look for me, John, first thing when you come back? A
-little way on there are bowers and villas that the shades build to live
-in while their eyes and minds are getting used to the Light. They leave
-them empty for anyone to take when they’re ready to progress nearer the
-Source. You’ll know the one I’m in if you listen to hear Dick sing.
-I’ll be waiting for you and--and _her_, John Cabot.”
-
-“Jack Cabot, until we meet again!”
-
-In time the boy had remembered his lameness, so did not plead to
-go along. The best way to expedite his hero’s return was to let him
-proceed unencumbered. Striving for courage, he watched the tall form
-follow Amor and Innocentia across the fields. A twitter reminded him
-that he was not entirely deprived. Gulping back his disappointment, he
-declared manfully:
-
-“We’ll get a nice place ready for her, Dick--my other mother. He says
-he’ll bring her back, so we know he will. John can do anything. It
-_will_ be fun being happy!”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Across the mystery wastes that lie between the mortal world and Shadow
-Land looms a redoubtable wall. Through its gateway any from Earth may
-pass at will. But none may return.
-
-Just within, the two head ushers slumped upon their bench and gazed
-over the familiar, but incogitable scene. The well-worn inward path
-soon divided, its lower half to drop over a declivity, whence it sloped
-“easily” into Avernus, its upper to wind away and away until lost in
-that incalculably distant glow.
-
-“Queer set this”--the first usher.
-
-“Queer is right--or wrong”--his fellow. “I’d like to know, for
-instance, what makes that Light.”
-
-“I, too. Can’t be either sun or moon, because it never sets.”
-
-The chief’s eyes fixed on a verdant slope, from whose hazes a female
-figure sped with apprehensive manner toward the base of the wall. He
-shrugged on seeing a unit of the boundary patrol return her into the
-Fields, but gently, with never a threat of spear.
-
-“One of the yearning mothers, I suppose. Strange how they’re possessed
-to slip back to their children!”
-
-“Children who likely aren’t wasting a worry on them,” the associate
-sighed. “Why won’t mothers let bad enough alone?”
-
-A wail like the lament of a lost zephyr drew their attention to the
-rim.
-
-“That fool woman in love trying to descend again,” the second usher
-continued to grumble. “She’s not the first who’s insisted that she’d
-rather be in Hell with him than in Heaven without. Quaint, isn’t it,
-considering that we don’t have any trouble with men in vice-versa
-cases?”
-
-“Hi, guardsmen! You asleep? What’s wrong over there?”
-
-With his cry, the chief sprang up and hurried toward the down path.
-Ahead of him ran the spear-carrier whom he had called to task. Behind
-came his fellow.
-
-From the brume of the upper distances a group of three spirits had
-emerged and were rushing downward, regardless of the shade patrol.
-Through the array of spears leveled against them they darted as though
-impervious to wounds of fear.
-
-On the rock-strewn cliff the reinforcements found themselves facing an
-aroused man-_manes_ whose like they never had seen. Clothed in an armor
-of light was John Cabot, “his eyes as lamps of fire ... and the voice
-of his words like the voice of a multitude.”
-
-“What matter the judgments of men, after man’s little day is done? Make
-way. I am going through.”
-
-“Drive him back,” commanded the chief usher. “All together now!”
-
-Against the row of leveled spear points, John hurled himself.
-
-“Right is might and I am right,” he cried.
-
-“You can’t pit one will against hundreds and win,” the chief contended.
-“Stop a second. Realize how foolish----”
-
-“And what is folly but a riotous expenditure of will?” At his
-application of the memory flash, John laughed. “This is--to will--and
-to have--my will,” he panted as he fought the united determination
-to stay him. “You witness the end--of my social ideas--my immoderate
-desires--my excesses--my pleasures that--have ended--in death. A laugh
-for--your hundreds--of wills!”
-
-Perhaps by his rashness, perhaps by force of the wind now rousing in
-strength from over the Fields, the light forms of Amor and Innocentia
-were snatched up and borne through the ranks of the guard. At sight of
-their disappearance into the abyss, John’s eyes blazed like lit torches.
-
-“Since mind is more than matter up here--since this is a world of
-will--let the stronger will prevail!”
-
-From the grasp of the nearest of the patrol, he wrenched a torch-lit
-spear. Waving it on high, he rushed their resistance; engaged them;
-smote their thoughts with his thoughts. The two ushers fell back,
-powerless to contend against him.
-
-“He must be a madman,” gasped the chief.
-
-“Or a god”--his associate.
-
-Both shook in the greatening gale. Both paled to see that the mystery
-Light, which had abided since their entrance into Shadow Land, was
-being eclipsed by Stygian clouds. So dark grew the air that they
-scarcely could discern the form of the man-_manes_ outlined against the
-rim. But his battle-cry came back to them.
-
-“_Make way--make way for my mind!_”
-
-Into the thunders that rocked the clouds merged his voice. Lightnings
-lit his victory. Madman or god, he plunged over the rim.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVII
-
-
-Early as she dared that forenoon, Dolores had sought audience with the
-King. From calculation new to her, she had arrayed herself to please
-him. Ceding the mauves and dove grays that seemed best to express
-her, she had selected one of the court creations designed for her by
-the master electrician of His Highness’s own robes--an effect as of
-dawn-tinted tulles weighted by a tunic sewn over with rose rubies. Her
-hair she had wrapped about her head like a splendid coronet. To the
-handle of the jasper-like staff to be carried with the costume she
-had fastened the tiny dynamo of a full-blown, scarlet rose and in the
-ribbon of one silver sandal, just over the high-arched instep, had
-tied a closed, pearl-dewed bud. Upon Adeline’s verdict of “Exquisite,
-madame!” she had studied the mercury lest any possibility of further
-effect be neglected. The reflection was of a woman-soul, young, fresh,
-hopeful as the early morn, yet already aglow from the red realizations
-of her noon-day.
-
-His Majesty received her alone in the throne-room. Among fulsome
-compliments he interspersed his gratification that she had not awaited
-a summons from him.
-
-Dolores was more surprised by this affability than she should have been
-by any new truculence. For the first moments she found herself overcome
-by what she had prepared to overcome in him--indignation.
-
-“Then you did not really suspect me last night?”
-
-He lifted a protesting hand. “You wouldn’t deprive me of that pleasure?
-Can’t you conceive how much rivals are enjoyed by the admirer who need
-have no fear?” He descended the dais to substantiate the claim in the
-mirror.
-
-After he had placed the prime minister’s chair for her, she gave him
-her answer. She would accept the office of Low Priestess.
-
-At the quiet pronouncement a gleam lit the steel of his eyes.
-
-“I am glad,” said he. “Sooner or later--probably sooner _than_ later--I
-should have made you accept it. However, it is gratifying that you have
-done so, shall we say, _near_-voluntarily? You make me hope that----”
-
-He bent his head and looked into her face. Soon he finished in the
-smooth voice of a hierophant expounding his doctrine.
-
-“You make me hope several things of you. From your viewpoint I ought
-to despise you for last night’s discovery that your vamping mania
-has consumed a soldier from my ranks doddering enough to be your
-grandfather.”
-
-“You are too intelligent to believe that,” she flashed.
-
-“Nice work for an earthly audience. But it’s not to your interest to
-convince me. I am too delighted to find you worse than you at times
-appear. Did you notice down in the world that the virtuous women keep
-the devotion of their men? I guess not. One difference between me and
-male earthlings is that I own up to a depravity which they are taught
-from birth to deny. The worse I think you, the longer you’re likely to
-hold me. Pray let me dream on!”
-
-“To hold--_you?_”
-
-Something of sincerity in his voice forced the query. Instantly she
-regretted it.
-
-“That _naïveté_ is your cleverest trick,” he approved. “You probably
-guessed long before I did my--ah--dishonorable intentions. Since you
-ask, I don’t mind declaring them here and now.”
-
-“Oh, no, not now--not here!”
-
-With the protest she got to her feet and turned toward the door. But
-she was stopped by the compelling look of him.
-
-“Why should I be willing to invest you with a power equal almost to my
-own? Am I likely to overlook how much more deadly is the female than
-the male--how much faster you will grow in sin than I have done, once
-you are well started? Should I risk your attempting to overthrow me by
-not making our interests one?”
-
-She did not answer his questions. And she asked none other. She stood,
-perforce, waiting to hear that of which instinct had warned her all
-along.
-
-He began again in different vein. “I’ve been mighty lonely down here
-these last few thousand years. You see, I’ve never been appreciated or
-understood. The moment I saw you that terrible Tuesday--or was it a
-tragic Thursday?--I appreciated that you were different. To have the
-sympathy and approval of a woman-soul like you----” He interrupted
-with a laugh at himself. “But there, I’ll leave that ‘lonely,’
-‘misunderstood’ old plea for the husbands of the world to tell other
-men’s wives. The truth is, you have convinced me that I’ve missed a
-whole lot. Much as I despise weaknesses, I have come to feel that one
-would be a luxury. Dolores, I want to love you.”
-
-“But I don’t want you to.” She stepped back from him.
-
-“And I want you,” he continued imperturbably, “to want to love me. I
-could have made you do so long ago, just as your hypnotic osteopath
-could have done, but I’d not be satisfied with that brand. Come, give
-the devil his due!”
-
-All she gave him was silence. He watched her while continuing.
-
-“In the close relationship which I propose, you’ll have greater
-opportunity to quip my curiosity and compel my admiration. Should I
-tire of you our community of interests will bind me to you much as
-earthlings are bound in that state called--Fairest fiend, I ask you to
-become my queen.”
-
-“_No!_”
-
-Dolores was dismayed beyond all discretion. She tried to throw off the
-clutch which he laid upon her arm.
-
-“You’d be wiser to conceal your aversion,” he advised. “You are going
-to accept me whether you wish to or not, just as you have accepted the
-office of Low Priestess. In both cases the answer was settled before
-the proposition was put. And it is a fair proposition, this last. I am
-positively anxious to care for you as much as I can--more, if anything,
-than I intend to make you care for me. ‘He that leadeth into captivity
-shall go into captivity.’ Don’t you see? I have acknowledged my wish
-for one weakness to give you every chance for graceful consent. With
-me it is now or never. I feel that you are the one woman-shade who
-can teach me--well, what I wish to know. But you won’t get a second
-chance. The Great-I-Am is a softy to give man a second chance in the
-Redemption. I shall not be that soft regarding you.”
-
-As still she spoke no word, he urged more stressfully:
-
-“Have you no ambition that you scorn the queenship of the Universe?
-That’s what my offer means. I have taken none into the secret of
-my Great Intention. And until I feel that we are one in spirit as
-in state, I shall not fully confide in you. But I’ll say that the
-day of my deliverance is close at hand. Soon my supremacy shall be
-established from everlasting to everlasting. Ruthlessness shall rule
-before the time of the end. How long, do you suppose, can He stand who
-is self-acknowledged to be all this weakness called love, against The
-Hate, which am I?”
-
-The question he blazed into her eyes, now uplifted to the demand of his.
-
-“Little fool, how dare you hesitate? Consider what you are and who I
-am--your smallness and my greatness. Consider Eternity. Hell is my
-home-land. I have conquered Earth. High Heaven only is to gain. The
-time is near when the Castling from Paradise shall return unto his
-own. Judgment shall be damned on that day. And I shall be Jehovah. The
-Day--_The Day_!”
-
-In an ecstasy of egoism, he caught the spirit-girl by the shoulders;
-willed her up the steps and into his great carved chair.
-
-“Sit you in the seat of the mighty,” he ordered. “Learn the sensation
-of gracing a throne. Queen of three worlds--_my_ queen--accept the
-salute of your most abject slave!”
-
-Sinking to one knee he lowered his lips to her bare ankle. The spot
-they pressed stung as though from nettles, then turned redder than the
-rose-bud tied against her instep.
-
-“I am a suppliant, Queen Dolores--I who never was a suppliant before.”
-His lips increased in ardor through the contact. “I need you. I want
-you. But I want you to acknowledge the need of me. Always have I jeered
-at mortal men who plead for favor. I don’t know what’s come over me. I
-could take you and make you and break you all in one flash of my will.
-And yet--I ask you, Dolores. I _ask_ you.”
-
-The spirit-girl realized that the time had come for her to speak, but
-she could not force her tongue. Gone was her self-reliance of the early
-dawn. She had come prepared, but not for this. Overwhelmed she felt by
-his declaration as she had not been by his threats.
-
-The sensation was familiar; recalled those days of uncertainty in the
-Cabot home when she had been tried by the evasive ways of John. Then
-her fear had been for him and, through him, for herself. Now he and she
-were included only as infinitesimal atoms in the universal disaster
-that impended.
-
-Look high as Heaven, look low as Hell, she was afraid.
-
-“How dark it is growing!” She shuddered.
-
-“Is it so dark you cannot see that I am on my knees, still asking you?”
-
-“How can you ask me, when you know where my heart belongs?”
-
-His lips lifted over his fang-like teeth, in sudden reversion to type.
-“No heart that I want can belong anywhere else,” he snarled. “You have
-seen that mongrel lover of yours turn yellow with cowardice.”
-
-“I have seen him,” she corrected, “conquer cowardice.”
-
-“We won’t quibble. The obstinacy of the female heart is more often a
-fault than a virtue. Open your mind to conviction. Can you imagine
-me feeling cowardice? I’ve tried to give you an idea of how bad I
-am. At least I have shown enough inherent evil to awaken some slight
-admiration.”
-
-“But our standards are very different, Your Lowness. I don’t admire
-this ruthlessness you boast. The sensations from love and hate are very
-much alike, they say. Isn’t it possible that you are mistaken in the
-absolutism of your wickedness? Don’t you suppose that you are capable
-of a pulse-beat of mercy for one who----”
-
-The flash of lightning that shivered through the thickening gloom of
-the great room seemed to illuminate her broken query with significance.
-The answering rumble of thunder was no less menacing than his reply.
-
-“This is heresy. You weaken your capacity for sin with every such
-thought. Good as you are, I’ll make you in time bad as I am. As the
-queen-consort you shall become the wickedest thought of my mind, the
-most vicious desire of my soul. Deadlier than death, you shall give and
-keep giving life to my love. Undying love--that would be a delicate
-morsel, would it not, little gourmet of the hearts of men?”
-
-“All real love is undying,” she maintained.
-
-Her eyes held on the distant curtain. Its alternating electric stripes
-were writhing like snakes, as if tormented by a wind stronger than its
-dynamo.
-
-“At least, passion is not. Undying passion--that would be something new
-even to you, eh? Do you remember, siren, my mention of an ‘experiment’?”
-
-Dolores, at the look that was lapping her face, shrank back into the
-throne chair. At the burn of his hands as they pressed her outline from
-waist to shoulders, a scream broke from control. But even as she was
-impelled forward and down, her terror became exorcised by the lure in
-the look of him. That most destructive of all forces--the brute force
-of evil thought--bent her knees; loosened her clutch of the chair-arms;
-drew downward her face. Almost had her lips met his in a loathing, yet
-longing soul-caress----
-
-The semi-gloom was lit by many kilowatts of light. The curtain was torn
-apart. From the entrance door a tall man-spirit fought his way. A
-cursing demon pack surrounded him. To his legs clung the dwarfs of the
-Gehennan gate. Lightnings from the storm without followed him, as steel
-slivers follow a magnet. Disheveled, wild of eye from the fury of his
-fight, unannounced and undeterred, he forced his way to the dais steps.
-
-“At last--_John_!”
-
-Sad from the very intensity of her gladness rang the bell tones of
-Dolores’ salutation. At sight of her beloved she had found herself;
-had broken the evil spell put upon her; had risen from the throne. She
-stood with hands outstretched, a visualization of that composite called
-a woman’s heart. Ethereal as the fabric of her gown shone her face and
-forehead. Rose red as the mesh of rubies that girdled her glowed her
-lips. And from the deep purple of her eyes all mystery cleared--a royal
-revelation.
-
-But John Cabot did not accept the invitation of her hands. He did not
-ascend the steps. In silence he returned her gaze. In his ears still
-rang the scream which had brought him strength to worst the hellion
-guards. His mind hurt from the sobs of the love-lad and Innocentia,
-huddled in horror outside the door. His eyes saw only the picture hung
-before his entry of a lady downbent and a kneeling knight, their lips
-about to meet.
-
-He lifted his regard to the magnificent figure looming negligently
-behind the throne-chair. Gray eyes met black, a soundless clash of iron
-and steel.
-
-Satan snapped the pause. “So--you have joined us, after all?”
-
-“Sir,” said John, “you have the advantage over me.”
-
-“I have, indeed, as will develop on acquaintance. I believe you have
-already met her known as Grief to Men. Suppose you bow before the queen
-to be.”
-
-John’s gaze returned to the prayer for forgiveness on Dolores’ face.
-His leonine head leaned as if to hear the quiver of her lips. The great
-soul of him saw more than his eyes had seen. He granted the prayer,
-took the offered hand; bent before the spirit of the woman he had
-loved until his kiss swept her finger-tips.
-
-“Dolores, I have come to you. On Earth I was too weak in flesh to show
-the strength of my regard for you. But you should not have distrusted
-and deserted me. Didn’t you realize, from your own desolation, how hard
-it was for me to stay away?”
-
-“Afterward I realized,” she murmured. “Too late I knew.”
-
-“I was fighting your enemies, myself chief among them. I had determined
-to save your good name. It was ironical that the friend who tried to
-help me ruined both your life and mine. Had I known about the child,
-even though I could not have freed myself by law, I should have
-declared you my wife before the world--not as I’d have wished, but in a
-binding pact. Dolores, I have come to tell you----”
-
-“So we observe,” slashed His Majesty’s sword-sharp voice. “And might
-I inquire just why you presume to come to this lady--you who have a
-perfectly bad wife on Earth?”
-
-“I am divorced by death.”
-
-John continued to look only at her whose good-faith was the _sine qua
-non_ of his desire. She, he could see, was eager to hear him, despite
-her apparent fear of the Machiavellian presence. To her he spoke, low
-and rapidly.
-
-“I found myself in a burning plane at sea. I seemed to hear your voice
-calling me from far away. But the shortcut I tried to take to you has
-proved the longest way. When I learned that you had been assigned to
-Gehenna and I by special license to the Fields, I went mad with rage.
-That you should be damned and I rewarded for the selfsame crime was
-unspeakable! They could not drive me back. To be spiritually chained
-to earth would be bad enough, yet that would have a mortal limit. Even
-Mors does not seem to know the date of the Second Call. A century
-on Earth is accounted only an hour here. To wait around in futile
-transitions from fear to hope--from hope to fear----”
-
-“Why didn’t you go on when you had a chance”--again Satan
-interposed--“on toward that nice place called Paradise?”
-
-“Dolores, you are my Paradise--lost and regained, though not yet
-redeemed. I have come to redeem you.”
-
-“_Christ!_” Malice sounded close behind the Satanic sneer. “Just what
-is your claim, redeemer?”
-
-At last John Cabot answered him directly. “I want justice for this
-woman-soul. I want it _now_. I demand that you release her.”
-
-“You _want_? _You_ demand? And you contend that she belongs to the
-Fields, she compared with whom the ‘mother of harlots’ was a saint in a
-niche?”
-
-“You lie!”
-
-At the suppressed fury of John’s declaration, noxious fumes began to
-spread from the Belial glare.
-
-“A strong word to use over a mere disparity in point of view. However,
-your compliment sounded genuine and I thank you. Sorry that your demand
-must be denied. Law of the land, you know.”
-
-“The best thing about most laws is that they can be broken,” John
-asserted. “I cannot conceive of a great intellect that would not except
-this case, once it was explained. A woman who never had an unclean
-thought or an impulse that was not wholly kind has been sent into
-Badlands, while each of those who contributed to her fall has been
-reinstated in the opinion of men. A shop vulture has made a virtue of
-his vulturing. An alleged man of God----”
-
-“Don’t go through the list,” His Majesty objected. “I’ve had many a
-laugh over the choice assortment. Doctor, lawyer, merchant, chief,
-richman, poorman, beggar-man----”
-
-“Thief?” John interrupted in his turn. “I am the thief. And even
-I, the most culpable of all, have ‘come back’ in the opinion of my
-fellows--have been rewarded as was everybody concerned in her ruin.”
-
-“Yes, even down to that delightful old woman who was so anxious to get
-her gas bill paid.”
-
-At the King’s interjection, Dolores sank back into the throne-chair.
-Against its high back he leaned for support in his loudening laughter.
-
-John Cabot did not laugh. With each peal of Satan’s mirth, his frown
-darkened.
-
-“I am not afraid of you and your ridicule. If the double-standard rule
-is the law to which you refer--if that holds beyond the jurisdiction of
-Earth--then doubly do I intend to break it.”
-
-“_You_ intend? Really, you are--too funny--funnier than all--the rest!”
-His Majesty struggled for control of his risibilities. “Allow me to say
-that your visit, although something of a surprise to one who does not
-often have ’em, is not unwelcome. It is, in fact, almost too gratifying
-to be true. You’re a bold, if not bad man. I have need of your sort. Of
-course, you’ll have to be born again. All good men must be regenerated
-down here.”
-
-“You don’t intend, then--” Dolores half turned--“that he shall go back?”
-
-“My poor child, do you expect me to flout the gift of Providence--even
-one sent down like this, C. O. D.? He has about as much chance of going
-back, this snuffed flame of yours, as you yourself.”
-
-Stiffening from his negligent pose, he seated himself upon one arm of
-the throne-chair and leaned over her confidentially.
-
-“Mayhap you and I would have been even more companionable had you
-appreciated how much I, too, have longed for the coming of John Cabot.
-Perhaps it is foolish of me, but I find I’m just a bit jealous of your
-quondam lovers. I’d like to have them all down here as sort of safety
-valves when I get bad and mad. Having only John, I’d be less than
-inhuman to give up taking it out on him. Besides that great experiment
-on myself, there’s a lesser one I wish to try out on you. Now, now,
-sweet Grief, don’t worry! Nothing painful. Rather one whose success
-will bring you delight.”
-
-“Please to--tell me--what you mean?” faltered Dolores.
-
-“I’ve noticed that when the only man a woman earthling ever really
-loved demises--shuffles quite beyond her reach, you know--she proceeds
-to love, as soon as she can locate him, the second only ever man. I’d
-like to demonstrate that the rule holds down here. You wouldn’t be true
-to type if you didn’t have a lingering sort of affection for every one
-of your ex-onlies.”
-
-“But I don’t see----”
-
-“I make John die a second death before your eyes, in order that he be
-regenerated unto sin. I crunch to dust the bones of his spirit. I tear
-to bits the sinews of his soul. When you see him an unrecognizable heap
-in the morgue of Gehenna, will you like me, do you suppose now, more or
-less?”
-
-At her failure to reply, he sauntered toward the nearest mirror;
-there carefully adjusted his red cravat. Evidently reassured by the
-magnificence of his reflection, he added amiably enough:
-
-“That Judge Strang was no more a sport than am I. He took a long chance
-on you after one short look. After the some few looks I’ve had, I’ll
-take a longer one. What say you, fair fiend? Be a sport, too. Come,
-let’s make it a bet!”
-
-Her response was a worded moan. “Why, John--_why_ did you come?”
-
-For a moment His Majesty considered the drooping, dusk-crowned head.
-
-“Evidently,” he made remark to whom it might concern, “she doesn’t
-consider mine a betting proposition.”
-
-As if suddenly aware of the hellion guard cluttering the great room, he
-amused himself driving them back against the highly-charged curtains.
-
-John Cabot mounted the dais steps; removed the girl-soul’s hands from
-her face; held them while he bent to look into her eyes.
-
-“You are my mate,” he said. “You have been tried--tempted, perhaps. But
-I believe in you. You swore once to believe in me. Do you remember?
-Come with me, Dolores. Let me fight your way up to the Fields as I
-fought mine down. Have courage to come.”
-
-“I’d only hold you back,” she sighed.
-
-“The harder the fight, the dearer the victory,” he urged. “And we
-should be together. Does that mean nothing to you? Whatever your fate,
-I should feel honored to share it--to serve you through Eternity in
-atonement. Where faith lives there is love.”
-
-“Faith?” A rasping sob shook her--or was it a laugh? “Faith, he says,
-is the fear of fools.”
-
-“Faith is fear? I do not understand.”
-
-“Yes. Fools pretend faith because they fear. But nobody really believes
-in anything down here. Everybody fears--fears despair. He’ll never let
-me go. You must leave me if you can. Lean low and listen. Later you’ll
-understand.”
-
-She caught his arm; shook like a reed with her whisper.
-
-“God sacrificed his only begotten Son, they say, to try to save the
-world. You must sacrifice your hope of me to try to save----”
-
-“_Damn you!_”
-
-The curse was addressed to the king--the first Dolores ever had heard
-from the lips of John Cabot. Satan had approached soundlessly; with his
-charged forefinger and thumb had flicked the intruder on the brow.
-
-“Save your vitriol. I’m already damned,” he answered with consummate
-insolence.
-
-John, blinking confusedly, straightened. The impulses of his late life
-still controlled him. With the flash of a puma’s instinct, he leaped
-upon the First of Fiends.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVIII
-
-
-Wrath had burned the bonds of John Cabot’s hard-learned constraint.
-A fury of resentment over the subjection of Dolores controlled him.
-Supernatural might to avenge and save her seemed to come to him. Yet
-sudden as was his leap, strong its impetus, that which was material of
-his adversary had side-stepped neatly as though he were some mortal
-boxer in a squared circle.
-
-“Positively, you annoy me,” commented Satan from the far end of the
-dais.
-
-“You demon dog, your spite is nothing to my righteous rage!”
-
-Again John rushed the blasphemer with head lowered between his
-shoulders; seized and attempted to bear him down. But face forward he
-collapsed upon the steps. His will to kill was conquered by its own
-futility. Nothing--quite nothing was in his grasp. A chuckle caused
-his glance to lift. Nearby stood the Tormentor as though untouched. An
-opaque aura surrounded him. Thick fumes spread with his breath.
-
-Cabot staggered to his feet. All too soon the realization which Dolores
-had implored was being taught him. What matter how righteous the
-cause--how violent his will for avengement? This was Too-Late Land.
-
-Satan clapped his hands; commanded the guard.
-
-“Seize the fool. Throw him into the Den of the Demented. Get him into
-shape for particular torment. Out with him!”
-
-“_Wait._”
-
-At Dolores’ word the guardsmen halted their rush. John fixed his eyes
-upon the regal figure rising from the throne.
-
-With her rose-adorned staff, upraised like the scepter of the queen
-she had been declared, the girl-shade commanded silence. From her
-eyes, as from beacon candles behind dark panes, shone the light of
-determination. The time had come for her to test that early-morn
-resolve of matching her guile against that of His Satanic Majesty. The
-look she leveled upon him was too subtle for even his super-sense to
-define.
-
-“Has Your Lowness duly considered?” she asked him. “You say you never
-waste power. This shade has proved at least initiative.”
-
-“A powerful impudence, I call it, to break into our unhappy little home
-in this--ah--vehement manner and invite my intended, right before my
-eyes, to elope with him. He deserves the worst billet of the Hadean
-hordes.”
-
-“Granted, sire. But if you draft him, isn’t he likely to distinguish
-himself among your conquering heroes? Is there not a warning in his
-show of fight?”
-
-“Why a warning? What could he do?”
-
-“They tell me that the hold you have on your military is in the
-princely rewards offered to your veterans. And has the Great-I-Am
-Himself a better name for keeping His promises than you?”
-
-Crossing to him, Dolores met his combative look with an expression of
-affectionate concern.
-
-“Don’t you see that you would put yourself under obligation to advance
-one whom, quite naturally, you wish to depose? Why not return him
-into the false security of Elysium? After you have come into your
-own, he will be one of your captives of state. You will then have the
-privilege of wreaking your dislike on him as you see fit. Look on him
-as end-of-the-season fruit. Let him ripen.”
-
-“And be denied the taste of him now?” Satan licked his lips. “Is this
-a trick, she-fiend, to wrest him from my clutch? Have a care lest you,
-too, become disliked!”
-
-“I am not afraid of that.” With a laugh that came strangely from her
-lips--luring, assured, golden--she plucked the rose-bud off her ankle
-and, from tip-toe, flicked it against his cheek. While placing it in
-his buttonhole, she added: “You brand your warriors. Wear my brand, the
-scarlet bud. You are mine, as I may be yours if only----” She drew away
-her laughing lips just as, almost, he had accepted their challenge.
-
-“Courtesan!” he accused. “What has inspired you, all at once, with the
-best way to intrigue me--to make me doubt your truth and fear your
-artifice?”
-
-“Perhaps I have not wished to intrigue you, as you say, before. Perhaps
-my artifice has been in concealing myself. Ah, Pluto, that even you
-have not guessed my trickery! I wished to wait until sure of my own
-mind. Yours is so dominant, it is hard to be sure. Since what you have
-said this morning, I am ready to stand revealed. You have aroused what
-you see in my eyes. You should be the last to doubt. This is myself. The
-other was all pose--my best asset on Earth.”
-
-“You are worse than I thought,” he exulted. “I was beginning almost to
-believe in your decency, so consistently did you act. Then, after all,
-I am right?”
-
-Again she laughed, this time with him. “Aren’t you always right, you
-perpetual wrong? Of course there is no right or wrong to what I’m
-asking you. Call it my caprice. I’ve done a great deal to please you.
-Do one thing for me.”
-
-“Make it something else, then.”
-
-“Something else is never what one wishes.”
-
-“But I suspect your request of being something more than a caprice.”
-
-“That even I cannot deceive you!” With the chagrined exclamation, she
-thrust her arm in his and drew him aside. Her head drooped, as if from
-embarrassment. In a low, hesitant voice, she confessed: “You are too
-keen for me. This request _does_ matter to me. The truth is, I don’t
-want my ex-only, as you call him, down here. Don’t you know enough
-of woman’s nature to appreciate how I feel? I can’t help the way I
-was born. I _am_ a harlot at heart. Sooner or later the bad habit of
-loving the old love might distract me from the new. You saw last night
-that any conquest has its charms for me. Why not---”
-
-She paused, as if to contemplate a fresh idea. Then: “I shall need
-concentration to satisfy Your Lowness’ hopes of me and concentration
-will come easier with not the humblest of my ex-suitors to distract.
-General Cummings was a deserter on Earth and, as you yourself said,
-once a deserter always. Him, as well as John Cabot, you may treat with
-fuller effect after The Day. Why not send the old nuisance along? And
-there is one other of whom I should like to be rid.”
-
-“Who, pray, may this other be?”
-
-“My babe.”
-
-Satan showed himself assailable by surprise. “Not the Littlest Devil?
-Now you have spoiled your argument. I can’t believe----”
-
-“You will when I explain. Ineffectual looking as is my child, she
-interferes with my whole-heartedness for evil. She rouses soft feelings
-in me--impulses to protect the weak and helpless. I’ll find it hard to
-live down even the thought of her. To see her daily is a detriment.
-Focus that imagination of yours, Pluto. Try to realize what you often
-must have heard, that mother-love is the most enduring influence in the
-universe.”
-
-“That’s one thing I’ve never been--a mother. Wish I had. I’d have given
-birth to some rare wastrels.” He grinned at the thought.
-
-“Don’t you see my argument? You will grant the favor I ask? I dislike
-to plead as much as you, but I make this a plea. Give me a chance in
-the one sincerity of my life.”
-
-“Your one sincerity?”
-
-He bent low to catch her murmured reproach.
-
-“That _you_ should need to ask! I, too, feel that I have my one chance
-in you. If you are not strong enough to compel me----”
-
-“One question.” His fingers snapped like a bracelet around her wrist.
-“Why have you been at such pains to arouse my jealousy of this weakling
-whom now you seem to despise?”
-
-Deliciously she smiled. “Ah, you humorists who cannot see the joke on
-yourselves! Once you said that I was humorous only in that I had no
-humor. Since, you have taught me. Tell me, is not jealousy the rough
-stone that whets an edge of love on attraction?”
-
-“I’d sort of hate to part with the Littlest Devil,” His Highness
-tentated. “It has seemed almost like having a child of one’s own in
-the palace. If she were a boy, I don’t believe I could. Strange, that
-hankering in the heart of the worst of men and devils to reproduce
-himself in a son!”
-
-He glanced up at his coat-of-arms, then back at her. The peculiar
-intensity of his look was unendurable. Her lids drooped over the
-consternation which she feared would show in her eyes. But she pressed
-her advantage.
-
-“I’d like the babe to go along, for her sake as well as my own. Her
-crime was her parents’. You wouldn’t fancy that third-to-fourth
-generation rule if you’d ever had a child. Come, dear Devil,
-acknowledge that my reasons are good. Let me have my way this once.
-Afterward you may have----”
-
-“Exactly what?”
-
-She lifted her face, pale as a night flower, to the strong light of his
-gaze.
-
-“There is a question between us,” her lips murmured reminder. “You can
-compel me, but you want my consent. You spoke just now of a sporting
-proposition. Very well, I’ll make you a bet. This favor I ask you
-against----”
-
-She could not control the shiver that seized her. The spit of
-fork-tongued lightnings excused the droop of her face. For a moment the
-growl of thunder silenced her voice.
-
-“I can keep promises, too. This favor against--anything--you want--of
-me.”
-
-She had pledged--herself. Her two hands slipped within his and clung,
-palm to palm. They and her voice shook with loathing which she prayed
-he might mistake for the tremors of love.
-
-“Dear, _dear_ Devil,” she begged him.
-
-His answer was in terms of action. He returned to the dais and seated
-himself in the throne-chair. He bade the guard unhand their prisoner
-and sent the dwarfs to summon those whose release had been stipulated
-by the famed siren as her price. From a jewel-box he selected a fillet
-of pearls supporting a single, magnificent drop of light, red as a tear
-of blood. This he placed upon Dolores’ night-black hair. It was, he
-made formal announcement, her betrothal crown.
-
-Only John Cabot failed to salaam before the queen-elect. Straight to
-her he strode; bent that only she might hear his suppressed appeal.
-
-“Do you expect me to believe in your inconstancy?” he asked. “What
-force has crushed your courage, that you hesitate to trust your fate to
-me? Because I seemed to fail you on Earth, do you fear that I shall do
-so in this inter-world? Is there no voice in your heart to tell you how
-gladly I should have forfeited my passport to the Fields to spare you
-this profanation? They say that Shadow Land is only the waiting place.
-Wait with me, Dolores. Don’t cast yourself too low for later recall.”
-
-The persistence of his faith both shamed and blessed the spirit-girl.
-Evidently he was struggling against the influence of mal-appearances.
-How could she have doubted such absolving love? For herself, surely her
-Hell was the there and the now. She must remember that his safety and
-that of the hapless atom born of their passion hung in the balance. Yet
-even him and their babe she must have sacrificed, if necessary, for the
-greater issue. The fate of the Universe, which the Maker seemed to have
-forgot, depended upon the pseudo-treachery of her looks and speech.
-
-So far her determination had proved strong as desperate. What that
-victory were defeat? What that she slew this sturdy love of him she
-so longingly loved? The issue she must not--_dared_ not forget. To
-protect the great heart of John Cabot from those thoughts of despair
-which, like ceaseless drops of water on a stone, in time must wear away
-his hope; to spare him who had defied the first law of Mystery Land
-the realization of his own futility in the Lane of Labors; to keep
-his forehead clean of that brand more significant than the brand of
-Cain--the hate-sign of the Hadean hordes; in saving him to send him as
-her messenger to warn the Earth-blest of the Castling’s contemplated
-drive; through him to reach the ear of One said to be omnipotent and
-arouse Him from His lax protectorate----
-
-Perhaps, if That Day was saved to righteousness, He would be told of
-her and how she had tried to do her part. As yesterday and to-day were
-so small a fraction of Eternity, with all life’s reparations possible
-in the vast vacuum of to-morrow, justice yet might be meted to Dolores.
-
-His Majesty, she knew, had attended each word of John’s plea. A single
-fault in the play of her part and her partial success would end in
-failure. Not long enough for one of his dart-like thoughts must she
-consider the soul-hurt to herself. She, whom so often he had twitted
-for her simplicity, had pitted her intelligence against the Master
-Mind. Far better not to have attempted the deceit if she did not
-deceive.
-
-John she silenced with a mocking laugh. His amazement she answered with
-assumed contempt. His protest she cut short with ridicule.
-
-“So you cannot progress for thought of me? Strange, when here in
-Gehenna I have out-progressed my _penchant_ for you! Yet until to-day I
-did not realize how sleazy your form would look to me or how weak would
-sound your mawkings. One’s taste is best cultured by contrast.”
-
-Her glance toward the King was eloquent interpretation.
-
-“Don’t reproach me with my shamelessness, I beg of you,” she
-anticipated him. “It is a point of pride with me. Away, you weary me!
-Let this convince you that my fancy for you died with my body.”
-
-She struck him with her jasper-like wand across the lips. At his low
-moan, the illusion of a red rose adorning its handle went out.
-
-Dolores, realizing that the light of his love also must have been
-snuffed, scarcely could repress an echo of his protest against her
-cruelty. Lest she fail in the climax of her triumph, she turned from
-the sight of him; sank into the prime minister’s chair.
-
-Her courage was reinforced when the dwarfs dragged Corporal Sam before
-the dais. The old soldier-soul’s shaken state from only a few hours of
-“special treatment” accented the necessity of his immediate release.
-
-In the parting with her babe she felt free to indulge in more of
-naturalness. She had confessed a weakness there in the strength of
-her desire to overcome it. A moment she held the small shade in her
-arms. But the cling of little arms about her neck choked her with the
-necessity of untwining them. So trustful, so young, so blameless, to
-be consigned to punishment! The crush of desolation which pressed hard
-on her heart might best be lifted by thought of a possible day when
-she might see her child again--see her with her trust, her youth, her
-blamelessness eternalized.
-
-The precious salvage she consigned to John with not a word of her
-heartful adjuration that he be good to her, take care of her, teach her
-that her mother had loved her, even as she had him, her best beloved,
-far too well to have and hold.
-
-No more did she risk the aside which she wished with soldier Sam,
-in which to advise that he trust all his dread knowledge to John
-Cabot. She felt sure, however, that he would do so of his own accord.
-Once in the Fields, his object would be her own in sending him.
-Gallant himself, he soon would recognize gallantry and would give his
-confidence to John.
-
-The King was issuing orders. An adequate guard was to serve as escort
-to the Elysian boundary, taking a wide detour to escape the shade
-patrol. The fact that such a transfer never before had been made need
-not concern them. The love-hound had blazed a trail from Elysium down.
-Let him blaze another from Gehenna up. They were to start at once.
-
-Only John Cabot made his exit loathfully. After the others had preceded
-him through the light-riven curtain, he paused; turned. Dolores knew
-that to the last he hoped of her. A gesture, a whisper, a sigh would
-have recalled him to full faith. He had meant what he said. Gladly
-would he have exchanged or shared her fate until that dim-distant day
-when justice was to take the universe.
-
-But she did not make the gesture, vent the whisper, breathe the sigh.
-Rather, she forced the false laugh which that hour had stood her in
-such good stead and turned, affecting to think him gone, to her Satanic
-suitor. Seductively she leaned, as if to consummate the caress which
-John’s arrival had interrupted so short and yet so long a while before.
-
-At the downward swish of the hangings, however, she drew back. The lilt
-of her laugh was lost in the realization that he who had come to find
-her had left her, lost. More moan than mirth it sounded at the thought
-that no lightning flash or whip of wind in the storm-ridden air outside
-could scourge him as had her treachery.
-
-At her change of attitude, Satan sat back and watched her with
-unsmiling scrutiny.
-
-“It is not too late to call them back if you regret the terms of our
-wager. ‘Anything’--wasn’t that your pledge?”
-
-“But I do not wish them back. I am glad--so glad to be rid of them.”
-
-“And I. You acknowledge that I have won the bet?”
-
-“Yes, Your Lowness. You have--won.”
-
-Any show of triumph he subdued. Even that peculiarly calculating
-expression in his eyes, which before had dismayed her, was covered by a
-sort of veil.
-
-“The first thing I want of you,” said he quietly enough, “is your
-agreement that to-night shall be our nuptial night. I regret to dun a
-lady, yet I _don’t_ like I. O. U.’s. Shall you find it convenient to
-pay?”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIX
-
- “_And the sun became as sackcloth of hair and the moon became as
- blood; and the stars of heaven fell unto the earth, even as a figtree
- casteth her untimely figs, when she is shaken of a mighty wind; and
- the heavens departed as a scroll when it is rolled away; and every
- mountain and island were moved out of their places._”
-
-
-Long ago, when first she had become an object of diabolic clemency,
-Dolores had supposed that, come a day, she was to pay a price. When,
-after all the public pomp and private pose of her regal rites, her
-new lord escorted her into the throne-room---- Not until he stretched
-his arm in prideful gesture toward the escutcheon over the dais----
-Soul-sick, she realized then the sum and coinage of that price.
-
-To her chamber through the late afternoon Adeline had brought reports
-of His Highness’ proclamation of the royal alliance. Although he could
-not quiet the unprecedented storm which had raged since high-noon and
-his electricians had failed utterly to swing the imitation sun low
-enough to send a single gleam through the clouds on this his wedding
-day, preparations had been rushed. To the farthest reaches of the
-kingdom great annunciators had blared through the shriek of winds the
-bans. Not a rookie of the Hadean hordes, not a wench of the Wanton’s
-Well, not the most venomous whisperer of the Cage of In-Laws but knew
-that the Belial Bachelor was to change his state.
-
-And the news was made gladsome by a decree for cessation of all
-punishment. For that eve the thought of despair was taboo. The most
-fearing of shades was to be allowed a breath of hope. Even in this
-clemency, however, the Rule of Reversals would hold, according to the
-noble maid, since at daybreak of the morrow all torments were to be
-resumed in double force.
-
-That Greater Gehenna should celebrate was not enough, however, to
-satisfy His Majesty’s festive mood. Earth must join in the rejoicing
-over his signal success in the most intricate of games, even though
-the mortal participants might not be told the cause back of their
-debauch. Through free distribution of Devil’s Dew, a negotiable,
-bottled quintessence of his own most iniquitous spirits, which had
-become a recent output of distilleries under his direct control, there
-was to be started that night a series of riots destined to belt the
-globe, a spree of all nations that must have mortified the ancient
-Bacchanalians, did wireless reports penetrate to their section of the
-Realm.
-
-The ceremony had been brief and the guests few. Original Sin, looking
-particularly hypocritical in his crackling high-church robes,
-officiated. Although none there was to give away the spirit bride, the
-lack was dismissed with the groom’s remark that, thanks to his inside
-knowledge of how to force the affections female, she was her own free
-gift.
-
-Perhaps never in all marriages of convenience on Earth had sounded so
-sacrilegious the transposed lines of the service.
-
-Would Dolores take Satan to love, honor and obey, from everlasting to
-everlasting, until he himself did them part?
-
-She would.
-
-And would Satan do his damnedest to love and cherish Dolores?
-
-Hell helping him, he would.
-
-Almost before her change of estate could be realized, she who had been
-despised of men stood before the Lower World with a crown upon her head
-and a scepter in her hand.
-
-Her lord’s first marital word had been a complaint. Why hadn’t she worn
-the glittering amethystine costume which he had ordered as her bridal
-robe? Did she think herself still the shopgirl who had walked, once
-upon a time, into Vincent Seff’s “slaughter of the innocents” that she
-should come to her nuptials unadorned by any of the stage jewelry which
-he had heaped upon her? Or had her late-learned humor dictated her
-dress of virgin white?
-
-She suspected indulgence, if not actual approval, behind his show of
-displeasure. Himself he had arrayed faultlessly in cutaway effect. His
-two departures from Earth’s accepted mode lay in a scarlet cravat and
-his _boutonnière_. In lieu of the conventional orange-blossom bud, he
-wore a tiny illuminated nectarine.
-
-As to so many women-souls before her sacrificed upon the matrimonial
-altar, the subsequent feast was to Dolores a tedious affair. Toasted
-in varied high-volt mixtures, praised for her vices in the retroactive
-terms of the damned, applauded uproariously for her inability to make
-brazen reply as the arch-mistress of deceit, she had striven through
-course after course to keep up appearances. What though in the illusion
-of passion flowers that banked the board as a centerpiece she saw only
-the reproach in the dark eyes of John Cabot? What though her only taste
-from the adroit food-phantasies was the unsatisfying reminder that she
-must not regret her deception--must not allow herself to long for him,
-lest her thought-clutch deter him from the brave deeds that he must
-do? What though the only spirituous effect of the wine she quaffed
-was the realization that, with every half-hour now, the little party
-saved by her surrender must be nearer that boundary over which not even
-the Prince of the Power of the Air might recall them? With her black
-demi-watt she sipped the conviction that, in the emergency, she had
-done the best she could; with her electro-cordial frappé, the hope that
-already John might understand--that all might yet be well.
-
-Now, with her gaze up-hung on the royal coat-of-arms, that conviction
-became as “sackcloth of hair” and the moon of her desire “as blood.”
-The stars of her hope-heaven fell unto the Earth, “even as a figtree
-casteth her untimely figs when shaken by a mighty wind.” All be well?
-“As a scroll ... when rolled away” was that sanguine possibility. Out
-of their places were moved her every mountain of resolve and island of
-faith.
-
-She had declared herself ready to pay. Above was writ the price.
-
-From out the design, as of ebony and amethyst, still shone the giant’s
-crown in bas-relief. The names of Japheth, Shem and Ham continued to
-drip in ruby lights from the horns of their respective lines. The
-caption beneath blazed brilliantly through its sardonyx-thin lettering.
-Except for the omission of two words the text read as before, “SATAN
-THE FIRST AND LAST” had been cut to “SATAN THE FIRST.”
-
-That so bold an announcement could be made by elision! No longer did
-Satan the First boast himself the Last. Through what roiled channels
-did his reasoning run?
-
-“But--but----” Words at last came of her consternation. “I thought
-there could be no birth after the first death?”
-
-He answered with guarded elation. “Someone you used to believe in
-proved to you to-day that laws were made to be broken. Surely I am the
-last whom that law of the first death could coerce--I who never have
-died.”
-
-“Nor were you born, Your Lowness. You say you had no mother. Never have
-you been of the flesh, so how can you expect----”
-
-“I am not to be classed with the flesh. I am a god,” he interrupted.
-“Haven’t there been children of other gods? Why, even the Great-I-Am
-had a morganatic son!”
-
-Through a corridor of the palace he led her and into the private wing
-of whose magnificence she often had heard. Upon a divan sheened over
-as with an embroidered altar-cloth he placed her; with one elbow
-crooked around the hump of her knee, lolled at her feet; with a new
-possessorship stroked her bare ankles and, at times, her throat and
-cheeks. The while, he descanted in detail upon what he now revealed as
-his “experiment.”
-
-Only since meeting her had he foreseen a day when he should find
-irksome his seat on the throne, when affairs of state would bring him
-greater _ennui_ than official sins _divertissement_. After The Day,
-when he had been acknowledged over all and the Universe had been let
-loose in an unending administration of outlawry, would not he, as well
-as his aides, be entitled to some reward of vice? And why continue
-in a career of perpetual exertion after his utmost had been done? As
-though human nature could not be trusted to increase in evil of its own
-impetus, once punitive bars were laid! Should not he be freed to tread
-the path of dalliance--to realize some such gentle vices as he had seen
-to satisfy the doughtiest devils of Earth?
-
-Desire for an heir-apparent to his throne of late had grown in
-him. Could she not imagine the outcome of his ambition--a youthful
-demon born to dominance, bred to brutality, schooled to undreamt
-possibilities of fiendishness? Strong as steel in mental culpability,
-he should have the “chance” denied his self-made sire. Never should he
-know, hence should not fear defeat. With a super-divine intolerance,
-he would accept and hold his sovereignty. Although of the spirit, he
-should inherit a talent for strong visibility, taking his form from
-his father and from his mother a subtlety of appeal such as god nor
-man yet had possessed. A beauty of countenance irresistible should be
-his--features of marble pale as the ghosts of Dolores’ victims--lips
-that quivered from the very delicacy of the lies they lied, eyes that
-veiled in mists of mercy the utmost truculence.
-
-Could she not see the child of his imagination? Let her open wide those
-crime-dark eyes of hers; to-night let his moth-like fancies bask in
-their purple flame.
-
-When he, leaning against her, lifted himself to try his thought, the
-bride-soul clutched her forehead and shuddered back among the pillows
-as if to shield brain, as well as eyes. Yet even to her own ears her
-protest sounded both sincere and false.
-
-“You must be mad--_mad_--to dream of such a thing.”
-
-Was not the inspiration of all dreams mere madness? he asked her. And
-was not that love which he aspired to feel the first symptom of mental
-derangement? As for love’s climax--as for passion----
-
-Always had he envied mortal men their carnal appetites. There was
-nothing to being the King of Evil if he couldn’t have all the vices.
-For æons had he hankered to glut himself with food, and drink distorted
-images into his mind. Now he hankered---- Oh, by no means to weaken
-himself with this love over which she oh’d and ah’d! Really, though,
-didn’t it seem too bad that he who had invented loveless lust and
-incited it daily in a million earthlings, should enjoy it only
-vicariously? Even before she had come to Shadow Land, he confessed, he
-had felt the need of a second-worst emotion. That night of the tale of
-her surrender to John Cabot he’d decided on its nature. To think of
-the thousands of years he’d wasted! To have been the two ultimates,
-archangel and arch-fiend, without having been intermediate man!
-
-As the lasciviousness of his look intensified, Dolores realized in
-herself a certain sympathy. Appalled by its drawing power, she reminded
-herself that only chaste aspirations might conquer the crave for evil
-to which all mankind is heir. Her lips formed to the names of her
-quondam guardian companions.
-
-“Innocentia, I do not wish to know these dreadful things. Save me from
-the knowledge, dear, _dear_ Amor.”
-
-His Majesty’s chuckle sounded. They were gone forever, the pet pests,
-he exulted. Ignorance should no longer be her bliss. ’T were folly for
-her not to be wise. Why shirk responsibility for the idea born of their
-acquaintance--one wickeder, therefore more seducing, than any he alone
-had conceived?
-
-His further explication scorched her mind more hotly than did his
-breath her cheek. Physical desire he might not have. Yet was not its
-source, more than in the case of other passions, a state of mind?
-Irrefutable proof lay in the fact that desire wakened or slept as
-mortals fell in or out of love. Did not the city rake, accustomed to
-think of satisfaction as a necessity of his being, indulge it without
-love? And the libertine husband--why did he seek it from fresh subjects
-if not that his mind, wearied of his wife, must be freshly inspired?
-
-With every tale told him by Dolores these past nights and nights, Satan
-had measured his mentality by that of each of her earthly Don Juans.
-Averse at first to the weakness of love, he had come to recognize it as
-the match which would fire his affections and, thence, his desire. When
-he considered the state of mind into which he could get through hate----
-
-He had come to the acknowledgment that, without love, he had missed
-mightily. Now, he longed to strike the ineffectual looking lucifer.
-Since, however, any satisfaction or outcome of their alliance must
-result, more than in mortal alliances, from a state of mind, he wished
-Dolores also to long for love. That was why he plead when he might
-compel. He could not risk an heir warped in his evil nature as had
-been the Cabots’ in body. No toy pace-setter for the sins of Satan the
-Second!
-
-She was the match to fire his imagination, he told her. She was the
-seemingly insipid drink which----
-
-He interrupted himself to lick his lips. That fellow Seff was right.
-One needed a nectarine. She was his nectarine. She was very visible, as
-yet the most material of shades. The ways of the world still controlled
-her. Once his wishes were her own, she would of her own accord lift the
-stronger cup to his lips; would press the cheek of ripe fruit against
-his teeth. Already she had felt an impulse toward him. No use for her
-to deny that in the throne-room that afternoon, just before they had
-been interrupted----
-
-“No. _No._” The very necessity of Dolores’ denial, however italicized
-in her consciousness the knowledge that she lied.
-
-As Satan passed his hand under her arm and pressed her bust, she shrank
-from him with moaned aversion for the thought back of the caress.
-He _was_ like Vincent Seff. The offense had been the shopman’s on
-that first day so very long ago, when she had begun to learn of men.
-Then, as now, she had been speechless from apprehension. Had that
-apprehension come from subconscious knowledge of herself more than of
-the man?
-
-On Earth she had lived down certain inherent tendencies because she had
-not understood. From His Highness’ first touch she had trembled, even
-as on that day in Dr. Willard’s study when she had implored the hunting
-parson of All Mankind to teach her the religion said to cover game like
-her from just such hunters as he. The carnality of mortals she had come
-to excuse because component of the flesh. Since, instead, it was shown
-her to be component of the mind--since she was protected no longer by
-her innocence--since here in the inter-world she was hunted by the most
-expert of mental sportsmen----
-
-Dolores strove for perspective. How ghoulish an ambition, this desire
-of Satan for desire! What could be more inhuman than a passion of the
-imagination without hope? And yet he hoped. _What_ was his hope?
-
-An odious thrill answered the question--a thrill which she knew to
-be the first farthing of the price she was to pay. The sum total,
-then, would be the development of her evil possibilities to the utter
-obliteration of the good. All that she had saved of her better self
-from her late estate was to be burned to dross by that recognized
-flicker of passion which had lit this conflagration. The King, by the
-heat of his diabolical imaginings, would kindle, then fan her with the
-winds of his swift thought. Her spiritual inflammability was her real
-value to him, as had been that of her body to men. He had praised, as
-had they, her beauty, her _naïveté_, her teasing silences, but had
-passed without a glance others as exceptional as she. That worst of her
-which, in the physical, had wrecked her chances on Earth, would wreck
-those mental which she still had hoped to realize in Shadow Land. Even
-though she saved The Day to the Great-I-Am, she would not by then be a
-fit subject for reward. Spiritually ruined, she would be no mate for
-John Cabot. Well it was that she had not known in time the fullness of
-the price, else might she have been too niggard-souled to contract to
-pay.
-
-Forewarned in these premonitions of her fate, the spirit-girl felt, as
-never in the past, her own impotency. Innocentia gone, the love-lad
-Amor gone, her babe, gallant Old Sam, and now John--all who might
-have helped her she had sent beyond recall. Evil expectation was a
-compelling force; that she had learned from Clarke Shayle. Even now,
-the Master Mind was compelling her--vehemently, evilly expecting of
-her. Would she give?
-
-“I am a perfectly free immoral agent,” His Majesty boasted. “You
-believe that, don’t you, my poor child? I can seize your mind and hold
-it to the last split-second of Eternity, whether you will or no. You
-liked that molecule of suppressed power in your love-hound. Aren’t you
-appealed to by the fact that I am at this moment suppressing all the
-molecules of power that have run the world?”
-
-Dolores felt shocked by several perceptions. He had licked his lips;
-had called her “my child”; had concentrated his magnetism upon her;
-with deliberate intent, was attracting her through the same means used
-unintentionally by John Cabot. As he argued, he bent upon her a smile
-no more youthful or friendly than that of the lawyer who had won her
-confidence only to spoil John’s life and her own. And he wore a scarlet
-tie.
-
-He was, in his conversion of her to his will, like each one of those
-mortal men who had converted her. In one consummate personality he
-combined their characteristics. Everyman was a part of him. He was all
-men.
-
-Since detached integrals of himself had brought her irrevocably to
-grief on Earth, what chance had she to resist him as a whole? Despite
-her guard, the despondent thought must have shown in her face.
-
-“You do not need to answer in words.” His Highness pressed the point.
-“The idea of rectitude, grafted onto women by convention, embarrasses
-you. Don’t think of yielding to me. Think, rather, of yielding to
-your worse and greater self. You, so lately and so rarely physical,
-must share my mental hunger for the appetites. You will feed me
-with thoughts of fulfillment? This passion that you have aroused in
-mortal males, since born of the mind, on the mind must have violent
-recoil. You will tell me--will teach me? I shall not bore you. If the
-response of men diverted you, how much greater the diversion of a god’s
-response! Is it not an ambition worthy even of you--to inspire the
-passion of an immortal whose fervor has not been spent in birth or life
-or death? Think of my tireless excesses, of my ingenuity, of my eternal
-crave for you! Think of the procreative possibilities of a superman!”
-
-“You explained to me yourself,” the girl-soul sobbed, “that nothing
-could be created in Gehenna--that down here it is always too late.”
-
-“It is never too late for me to do worse.”
-
-“But this heir you speak of--must he not come of a mother as well as a
-father? I, at least, am subject to the rules that govern earthlings. I
-have been born of the flesh and I have died.”
-
-“You quibble.” His frown showed irritation. “Aren’t you lifted to my
-estate by our alliance? What you were doesn’t matter, except that your
-late mortality brings new vigor to our line. What you are becomes
-merged in me. What you shall be----”
-
-The hand that pressed up her arm and gripped her neck pricked as with
-many needles from his impatience. Her head he drew backward, as he
-lifted to his knees on the couch and leaned over her. Her eyes dilated
-under the close gaze of his. Her lips moved to the syllables of his
-slow, low declaration.
-
-“When the thought-lust in you has conquered your affectations--from the
-moment of the consummation of the union of our minds--you shall be a
-goddess--my goddess--for aye.”
-
-Strangely enough, his egotism did not offend her. An expression of
-power, it bade fair to convince her. Warning herself that she must not
-be convinced, she tried to get from his grasp.
-
-But he held her. “I’d love to love you, sweet Grief,” he murmured close
-to her lips. “Ask me to kiss you, Dolores, as once you asked a man
-of Earth. Beg me to take you, you devil’s desire. Let our moment of
-forever start _now_.”
-
-His reminder helped her to tear her will from his and throw it, like
-a tangible thing, to the thought of John. Pushing him away, she found
-voice to defy him.
-
-“I’ll never ask you. That moment never can start.”
-
-“Fair fiend, don’t try me too far. I want to want you. I desire desire.”
-
-As his fingers closed around Dolores’ throat, she was weakened by the
-thought of strangling. She could not speak, either to deny or implore.
-
-“And you,” he rasped, “shall want me to want you until you’ll pray
-that your mind may burn to ash from its own ardor. Or will you
-teach me willingly--inspire me as you best know how? I prefer to be
-your lover--to miss not a nibble of that smooth cheek, my luscious
-nectarine. But I am also your legal lord. And I have tutored too many
-legal lords of Earth in their brutalities to miss my divine right now.
-I am your master. Ask me to kiss you, slave.”
-
-Dolores strove for the sort of courage that had enabled her before
-to repel him. Just one strong, good thought might release her. From
-the least likely source--his clutch of her--it came. Baby fingers had
-clung tight about her throat a few hours since. She was a mother, and
-a mother was enslaved only by her motherhood. She freed herself of his
-grip; struggled to her feet; started across the room.
-
-“My wager did not include wants of my own,” she defied him. “You ask
-more than I can pay.”
-
-“More? I haven’t begun to ask!”
-
-From the closeness of his voice she realized without glancing back that
-he was following. The strength of her good thought was scattered by
-panic. All she could do was to flee.
-
-She hurried to the windows, but found them shuttered against the storm.
-Behind object after object of the room she took a stand, only to desert
-it on his near approach.
-
-He, like a fate evil, leisurely, sure to overtake, pursued. He laughed
-from excess of exhilaration when the inevitable occurred. Her long
-tulle-like veil caught about the winged foot of an illusion of Mercury.
-As though by jealousy of the speed god she was tripped; was about to
-fall. He caught her.
-
-“Why did you have to stop? This has been _wonderful_--never could be so
-wonderful again! Whatever inspired you with the knowledge that the way
-to ask is to deny?”
-
-Freeing the veil, he wrapped it around and around her, binding her
-hands to her sides.
-
-“Your intuition is keener than all my keenness,” he panted. “Of course
-the fleeing woman is the woman one must overtake. To ask me you have
-aroused me to ask you. Your lips, Dolores--I ask your lips.”
-
-He flung her down; knotted the ends of the scarf about her sandals;
-crowded over her. The lecherous look of him silenced any protest. His
-eyes were aflame and from his whole person fumed that ruddy effluvium
-which came of his concentration.
-
-As measured by the slow approach of his face to hers, a death-time of
-dreading thoughts preoccupied Dolores. Fragile as were her bonds, she
-could not throw them off. Her resistance, she knew, was weakening.
-Suppose her mind consented; what then?
-
-Repeatedly had he forced her to his evil will; at times had justified
-his boast of making her like--almost love him. Now he was overcoming
-her as by a drug, none the easier to resist because she knew it to
-be the soporific of sin. Did soul-lust, then, beget soul-lust? Could
-he make her crave him to some mental excess? Could spirit be welded
-with spirit in such infernal way that the conscience would be raped as
-bodies were raped on Earth--ruined for progress and admittance among
-unsullied consciences after That Day?
-
-And the outcome of such a ghoulish union? What manner of offspring
-would be theirs--if offspring indeed there might be--child-fiend
-incarnate--spirit-spawn of the passion of an unbodied god?
-
-For her to have begotten the heir-apparent of Gehenna--that would prove
-righteous the Judgments of Men, even should the Greater Judge consider
-revoking her decree. Never again could she hope to see John Cabot and
-her babe.
-
-And yet--and yet----
-
-She had fought her fight with such strength as she could command.
-What though she lost her own immortal soul through weakness--had not
-weakness as well as strength been given unto her? She had not been
-wasted. She had saved those two best-beloved. And, in saving them, had
-she not saved the greater part of herself? All her loyalty had gone
-with John. Their babe was the bloom of her heart, that “one, half-blown
-rose” of the doomed gardener’s plea. The safety of them who were all
-the good in her she had bought. Surely the rest of her did not matter
-much. Why now haggle over the price?
-
-The query dismissed her resistance. Her mind opened to her master’s
-mind, her eyes to his eyes, her lips to his lips. A hideous impulse
-moved her, like the mania to leap from some incalculable height.
-Thought-pulse for thought-pulse, her sensation roused to his. A moan of
-torturing expectance escaped her.... She closed her eyes....
-
-_She wanted to want him._
-
-In the blackness, Dolores saw the blacker truth. Her swooning sense
-of obligation to self was shocked into revival. Not him so much as
-something in herself must she resist--that desire put in woman to be
-mothers of men. Response meant utter degradation. More culpable than
-he who had not known the uplift of true love, she would sink lower far
-in hate’s degeneration. Down and down ... always down ... forever and
-forever down....
-
-“I am a woman soul--I must have love to live, not lust!”
-
-With the cry, she tore herself out of his grasp. And as she regained
-her feet, the bonds that had seemed so strong, broke apart, like
-dampened tissue.
-
-“_Vampire._”
-
-His Highness’ hands clutched for her loosened hair. As again she fled
-him, he leaped in pursuit; abetted his steps with his hands; pulled
-himself forward with grasps of this and that. When he saw that she
-was trying the entrance door, he stopped in derisive anticipation of
-her return. A gleaming object from his pocket he waved at her, as
-illustration of the mental ban:
-
-“The key, my queen--come get the key.”
-
-His chortles loudened at her desperate exclamation:
-
-“If only I could pray!”
-
-Abruptly, however, he ceased to laugh. He stood alone in the chamber.
-The locked door had opened to his captive bride. She had passed into
-the hall.
-
-He followed. Nearer animal instincts than ever in his past, his tall
-form bent until he ran on toes and finger-tips. Through the private
-hallway he raced after her--along the central corridor of the palace
-into the throne-room.
-
-The great auditorium was dark, except for the jewel-voltage of the
-altered Mephistophelian coat-of-arms. With intent to point its full
-significance, the All-Man headed off his quarry from doors and windows
-and drove her toward the dais. There he seized the back-waving banner
-of her hair and dragged her up the steps. With his free hand he
-gestured upward.
-
-“Your artistry is unexcelled, Queen Dolores--your sense of fitness
-finer than mine own. That you should lead me here is a right royal
-inspiration.”
-
-Further excited by her struggles, he laughed the louder. Sinking on one
-knee, he again crowded over her.
-
-“You have taught me and I have learned. No longer do I ask. I take.
-Lo, at this touch of you, resistant, I feel--I _feel_! Your life--at
-this taste of them--a-ah, almost do I taste! At last, fiend-houri--at
-last--at last--our eternal moment has begun.”
-
-As he held her head to the step, Dolores saw that the horns which a few
-minutes before had been neatly trimmed, were showing through his hair.
-Not daring to face the compelling power which had made possible this
-phenomenon, she shifted her gaze, first to the escutcheon, then quickly
-to the dome.
-
-“If only I knew you, God!”
-
-“That name in my presence again?” Irony followed the Belialic snarl.
-“Why hang back for an introduction if you believe the Great-I-Am
-stronger than I? It wouldn’t be the first time total stranger had
-rescued damsel in distress. Why not ask Him, little heathen? It will do
-no harm to ask.”
-
-Unloosening his hand from her hair, he jerked her to her feet. Dolores,
-not knowing what next he might will, backed to the wall. There, with
-eyes and arms uplifted, she acted in earnest upon his mocking advice.
-
-“_God save me_,” she voiced her first prayer. “I am sinking. I shall be
-lost. Are you there, O God? Only you can save my soul.”
-
-Higher than the arch-blasphemer’s shrieks of derision, fugued the storm
-winds without. At their demand, the entrance doors swung wide; admitted
-them. Across the great room they swept, gentling only at the flutter of
-veilings about the girl-soul at bay against the wall.
-
-Close after them lightnings slashed the darkness. Behind her head, from
-tip to tip of her upraised hands, thence to her sandled feet, they
-concentrated in rays of blinding light.
-
-Crouched to spring, Satan fell back as if struck. In the down-shed
-blaze his face worked with superstition. His whine of a maddened dog
-slashed across the eyes with a whip, ended in two gasped words.
-
-“_The Cross!_”
-
-Into power unmeasured by watts or kilowatts increased the rays. They
-irradiated the face of her whose shape they framed with a beauty never
-before seen in Gehenna--the beauty of realized hope.
-
-The uproar of the storm concentrated in one stupendous crash. From out
-the contrasting stillnesses, there then spoke a voice calmer and deeper
-than the deepest tone of the sea--“a voice ... as the voice of many
-waters and ... of a great thunder and ... of harpers harping with their
-harps”:
-
-“_Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God._”
-
-Prone fell the Destroyer, lest he be destroyed. Face downward before
-that sign, which was the sign of his one fear, he writhed upon the
-floor. From his forked tongue of a snake hissed threats and pleas:
-
-“Go away! How dare you trespass into the kingdom I have made for
-myself? Don’t blast me. You promised time until Judgment. I’ll give up
-the girl-shade. I’ll do anything you say. Don’t blast me now. I might,
-you know, repent.”
-
-Without daring to look up, he tugged at the hem of Dolores’ robe.
-
-“You’re to go--to leave Gehenna,” he upflung in his immortal fright.
-“Don’t wait to prepare. Take this signet ring. It will pass you through
-the gates. Hurry, lest you ruin me with the rest of those that craved
-you. Go, Dolores. As you love me--as you hate--for Hell’s sake, _go_!”
-
-For long after she had gone he lay. Only his lips moved, muttering.
-
-“He could have finished me that time. He must have certain powers of
-His own, like--like her. Since He can come and go at will, I wonder why
-He waits. To-night--I feel afraid--that my Great Intention----”
-
-The winds sounded to be subsiding. Evidently they had roused in his
-spirit-bride’s defense. In time he risked a glance toward the Sign.
-Entirely it had faded. Not a glimmer of it remained to place that
-picture of wondrous loveliness which lately it had lit.
-
-A sob racked His Lowness. His hands searched about, as though for some
-treasure he had lost.
-
-“Dolores, _Dolores_, Grief to Men and me. What a fate, to learn love
-from the loss of it!”
-
-His fingers found something to clutch. Sitting up, he examined what
-they contained--fragments of the illusion of her veil. He bathed his
-face in them; swayed sensuously to the feel of them.
-
-“Even the mist of your memory weakens me. Wasted--_you_--when I may
-never be so bad again?”
-
-He became interested in a stinging sensation in one eye never felt
-before. With a forefinger he touched the lid. Its tip was not moist.
-Yet the pressure within increased. Excitement caught him as he realized
-what must be about to occur. He lifted his voice in a shouted command.
-
-“Holder of the Tear Bowl! Quick--to hand--the Bowl!”
-
-When only the reverberations of his voice made response, he bemoaned
-the lost opportunity.
-
-“Through the sorrows of all ages to expect it, only that, when it
-comes, none should be here to catch it!”
-
-It fell. A great, gleaming, heavy drop, it slipped from beneath its
-lid. Salt as brine, it smarted as it rolled down his cheek. Yet no
-watery, crocodile effluence was this. It did not spatter on the floor.
-Lasting as a diamond it looked.
-
-Carefully he picked it up. Solemnly he examined it. This tear that he
-had shed--his first--was of that sincerest sort, a tear of pity for
-himself.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The while, straight and swift as the spirit’s cry, Dolores had fled the
-palace. Out of the portal and through the gate she ran, past darting
-demons abroad to enjoy the fury of the storm. A slim creature in white
-gleaming through the blackness, she fluttered the imagination of a
-group of celebrants staggering from an overplus of draughts inhaled to
-the consort of the King. With raucous cries and out-clutching hands,
-several pursued her. But too slow were they, or too fleet she.
-
-At the Gehennan gates, the guard fell back, advised by the evil eye of
-the royal signet ring. Once safely outside, she turned and flung the
-blazing trophy back to them.
-
-Seemingly alone, she felt the presence of guards stronger than they
-and more spiritual than herself. These she did not fear to trust, so
-tenderly did shadowy wings seem to surround her, so firmly was she
-steadied from stumbling, so wise was the counsel she heard. Although
-the storm still raged, lightnings concentrated before her and illumined
-her way, as up and up she sped.
-
-And with her sped happy thoughts. John she soon should find. That
-she knew. Her feet were swift from lightsomeness and he could not
-have progressed far, all weighted as he was by the burden of his
-disappointment. Amor and Innocentia--even now her sweet comrades must
-be seeking her. All things of her they knew and never for long had
-they deserted her. Since they were not born of Earth, they must be
-well acquainted with the by-paths of this strange Beyond. Should the
-way to John prove difficult, the love-lad would lead her aright. And
-if reproach still looked from out the soul of him she had forsworn,
-Innocentia would appeal. John and their babe she soon should find and
-all be well.
-
-Broader and brighter before her shafted that penetrating Light whose
-rays she had seen to reach the soddenest scenes of Earth and the
-dankest depths of the Lower Land. Now it dispersed the shadows from her
-dreading heart and darkened mind.
-
-Her former nescience, then, had not mattered to the Great-I-Am! He had
-known her all along; had deplored her plight; had awaited her wish for
-an introduction. That restraint which so had fascinated her in one of
-Earth was but an impulse from infinite restraint. No longer need she
-fear for the fate of the Universe. The All-Power which had restrained
-itself toward her that she might work out her own development, would
-strike when the souls of men cried out, even as she had cried, their
-dependence. Come The Day, His Majesty would fail of his own impotency.
-Faith, then, was not the fear of fools. Faith was the courage of gods
-and men, a heritage divine.
-
-No voice of sad women or of sobbing winds was Dolores’ as, peering and
-hurrying, her joy lifted in fragments of lines learned from a singer on
-Earth.
-
-“_Lead, kindly light, amid the encircling gloom...._”
-
-Now a flash of white through whiteness, she sped and sang:
-
-“_The night is dark and I am far from home...._”
-
-Into the land of hope--into air so vital that realization seemed
-already reached--into a life of no more sorrows, no more tears----
-
-“_Lead Thou me on._”
-
-From neither sun nor moon came the glory that lit the girl-soul’s way.
-She knew and knew. “Home” the Light was leading her. From it she had
-come. To it she now was returned.
-
-The strength of that Hell she had fled was only hate.
-
-The Light--the _Light_ was Love.
-
-
-THE END
-
-
-
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