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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of Damned, by Anonymous
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-Title: Damned
- The Intimate Story of a Girl
-
-Author: Anonymous
-
-Release Date: September 10, 2021 [eBook #66264]
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-Language: English
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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK DAMNED ***
-
-
-
-
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-DAMNED
-
-
-
-
-DAMNED
-
-_The Intimate Story of a Girl_
-
-ANONYMOUS
-
-
-NEW YORK
-THE MACAULAY COMPANY
-
-
-
-
-Copyright, 1923
-
-By THE MACAULAY COMPANY
-
-
-PRINTED IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA
-
-
-
-
- TO THE DEVIL
- IN EVERYMAN THAT HAS ROUSED ME
- TO THE WRITING OF THIS BOOK.
-
- The Author
-
-
-
-
-DAMNED
-
-
-
-
-DAMNED
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-
-An air of apprehension pervaded the throne room.
-
-The most imperfect day known for ages in the Court of Gehenna was
-drawing to a close. The seven Tartarean courtiers had effaced
-themselves as far back in the auditorium as the folds of its black and
-red electric hangings would permit. Each held eyes and ears intent,
-realizing far too well that his particular tenure of preferment hung
-upon the mood of the moment. Even the prime minister, Old Original
-Sin, who had weathered so many Apollyon storms that he well might have
-considered himself immune, sat ill at ease in his chair of honor upon
-the dais.
-
-His Satanic Majesty leaned forward from the throne chair, imposing in
-its effect of onyx and gold. His head drooped as though from weight
-other than the voltage of his crown. His elbows pressed upon the
-chair-arms, that both his strong, long hands might stroke in turn his
-pointed, copper-colored beard. About the room, as lightning plays in
-advance of thunder, flashed his gray-eyed glances. When he spoke,
-although in a mild voice, each auditor quivered through taut nerves.
-
-“Draw the night curtains. Throw on every switch. I dislike this pale,
-abiding light.”
-
-Without awaiting the attendants, the courtiers sprang to do the
-royal will. Sin himself operated the electric switch-board. At his
-touch, a design in heraldry blazed from the wall behind the dais. In
-pseudo-seeming, bands of ebony and of beryl formed the setting for a
-golden crown in bas relief, its points pricked out with emeralds.
-Projecting from its headband, three horns of power suspended from their
-tips the ruby-writ words “Japheth,” “Shem” and “Ham.” The crown itself
-looked to rest upon a sword that dripped all jewels known, like tears
-of every agony, from those of water to those of blood. Beneath, through
-letters transparent as thin sardonyx, flamed this caption:
-
- SATAN the FIRST and LAST.
- Outcast of Paradise
- Heir-apparent to Earth
- Monarch of Greater Gehenna
-
-His Highness glanced back at this elaborate conceit and a gratified
-expression crossed his face. He signed a page to spread out his
-crackling mantle of gold-bordered black; slanted a self-respecting look
-at the splendid proportions revealed through his easy-fitting body
-garment of opaque red light; matched his long-nailed finger-tips in
-pairs.
-
-The seven waited with increased perturbation. They knew that calm,
-considering look to presage some diabolical idea; realized that no
-flattery might blind that super-keen sight; appreciated that the day
-had run too unevenly for hope of a restful end.
-
-From the moment of the royal rising that early morn, the King had
-seemed of malevolent mind. The attendants in his private suite insisted
-that he had quit the royal bed from the right side. Yet he had seemed
-to assimilate perversity from his static shower, declaring the current
-hot when, in fact, it was cold as refrigeration could make it. In a
-passion he had unwound the small dynamo of a new costume considered
-by his chief tailor a creation; later had hurled his breakfast
-filectric-mignon at the first chef, asserting that it bore no
-resemblance, either in appearance or gastronomic satisfaction, to the
-beefsteaks of men.
-
-The inadequate light cast by his pet device, an imitation of Sol, had
-provoked a personally conducted investigation of the mammoth power
-plant in the lower badlands. Disregarding the affairs which awaited
-his personal direction, he had spent the noon hour tinkering at the
-mechanism of his sun, moon and flock of stars.
-
-At the General Assembly of Demons his ill-temper had gained momentum.
-After listening for a time in sneering impatience to suggestions
-offered as amendments to the general proposition of standardizing
-crime, he had hurled upon that august body a very cataclysm of
-political overthrow. One by one he had assailed the ministry, down to
-the most faded of those angel plotters cast out with him at The Fall.
-Announcing that he would run the nether world alone and unaided, he had
-dissolved the cabinet, assigning its members to labors futile as their
-protests.
-
-In view of his treatment of those who had served him so long and so
-infernally, what was in store for mere courtiers, sycophants of a few
-recent centuries?
-
-When he straightened in the throne-chair, each of the seven
-straightened with him. When, tilting his crown at an easier slant,
-he glanced speculatively about, all crowded back against the highly
-charged curtains and tried to look indifferent at the shock.
-
-His gaze settled upon the prime minister.
-
-“Sin, you aborigine, a word!”
-
-Old Original--so called because his visability, like the King’s own,
-never had dimmed--made obvious effort to assume the sang-froid of one
-who knows himself to be indispensable; sauntered to the steps; bent in
-an obeisance of elaborate mockery.
-
-“Future of the Universe, I await your will,” he remarked with nasal
-twang.
-
-Satan looked contemptuous of his handyman’s forced effrontery.
-
-“I know you do. You’ve taken to awaiting my will entirely too much
-for your own good. There was a time when you were full of vile ideas.
-But you’ve lost your ingenuity of late. Since when have you designed
-a sin-mask that would deceive the least suspicious of earthlings or
-invented a new form of torture with which to demonstrate our canons of
-damnation?”
-
-The aged demon, forced on the defensive, eyed the Master with reproach.
-
-“Æons agone there ceased to be anything new beneath the sun and I----”
-
-“And you,” His Highness interrupted, “may be dispensed with if that
-is true. I am proficient in all the old tricks myself. However, I am
-disposed to give you a chance to disprove it, being ever kind and just.
-Is that not true?” The lightning of his look threatened the seven
-sycophants. “Am I not ever kind and just?”
-
-“As the hope of Hell!”
-
-“Oftener than ever!”
-
-“In our best-worst interests, Sire!”
-
-The medley whined from the shimmering shadows.
-
-Sin’s voice gained in assurance, even as his mind lost at the trend of
-Satanic argument.
-
-“But, my King, haven’t I had the whole mortal world at war? Didn’t I
-trick all peoples into slaughter of each other as you planned?”
-
-“I notice you use the past-perfect tense in speaking of that late
-little unpleasantness. As a matter of fact we lost out on it--lost our
-one best bet since Noah and the Flood. How did you make the mistake of
-assuming that any scrapper who falls fighting for his country could be
-condemned by his fellow men? The worst of them is guaranteed a passport
-to Abraham’s bosom. As for the leaders--the brains of the drive--most
-of them were lost to us through that meanest of mortal weaknesses, fear
-for the integrity of their own hides. They all want to live. That is
-what’s wrong with conquerors. When earth-wars are such good training
-for----”
-
-His Highness’ teeth bit the sentence in two. His saber-like gaze
-slashed suspiciously from face to face.
-
-“You do your own army an injustice to compare its morals with that
-of any on earth,” soothed the old toady. “I’ll acknowledge that I am
-somewhat used up. Even Sin might get brain-fag, you know.”
-
-“That excuse is antedated. You have had ample time to recuperate.”
-The royal digits made a crackling sound as they touched. “You failed
-egregiously on every important specification of the big fight. Did you
-keep them at it until the world was engulfed in one red sea of gore?
-Did you inoculate hate until it over-ruled every gentler human impulse?
-Did you overcome the too-young at home and the too-old who were to
-instruct them and the women who were to bear the spawn to continue the
-slaughter? With all the possibilities of modern wholesaleness, that war
-was not half what it should have been.”
-
-“Admitting all you say,” the prime minister defended, “I don’t see
-cause for your august dissatisfaction over our progress with the mortal
-world.”
-
-“You don’t? What you need is an oculist.”
-
-His Majesty descended the steps and began to pace the great room.
-
-“I have had a day of realization,” he continued in lifted voice.
-“Something must be done. Things are too slow to suit my purposes. We
-are not getting our share of those who enter Shadow Land. Entirely too
-many are ticketed through to the Fields by Mors.”
-
-“You know, Sire, something of my efforts to buy that stubborn old
-keeper of the outer gate,” interpolated Sin. “Nothing I offer seems to
-have any value to him. He is polite enough, but drones always the same
-reminder that for the present he must abide by the records of Earth.”
-
-“The trouble is not with Mors, fool fiend,” Satan snapped. “It is
-with that book of his--with the ‘Judgments of Men.’ The feelings of
-mortals do soften sickeningly toward their dead. They say the good die
-young. Certainly we try to see to it that the bad die old. That’s why
-everything has seemed to depend upon our new searchlight summoning
-towers. Mors is able, with only two such towers ranged on either side
-the Mystery Gate, to make his lists, set his automatic finders and
-turn on his power. What results? Every evening and all night long
-they come at his call. There’s certainly nothing attractive about the
-patriarch. He is grim as the first law of mortality and looks it. Yet
-every witness he subpœnas _comes_. Nothing stops them, the long, drear
-journey, the fear of the unknown, the hissing belly-crawlers along the
-way. What happens when _I_ build a dozen searchlight towers to his two?
-I make my selected list of earthlings for whom no modern Ananias could
-pass a good word. I set my alleged finders and turn on all the power we
-can generate. With what result?”
-
-Glaringly though he challenged reply, none who knew his latest scheme
-to add to the population of his kingdom dared remind him of its
-failure. Of necessity he answered himself.
-
-“For a week now our tower tops have been shafting calls to Earth. Has
-one of the nominated accepted? I am forced to admit that there is
-something more to this death business than searchlighting. I’ve never
-been so disappointed since Pontius Pilate double-crossed me.”
-
-“Wait until Mors summons the choice crowd of leaders you mention who
-started the world war,” Sin suggested.
-
-“Wait? That seems to be your persistent idea. I tell you we can’t
-afford to wait.”
-
-Halting before the lesser fiend, Satan seared him with a look.
-
-“I don’t expect you even to suggest where the Associated Electricians
-of Gehenna have failed. And in other respects your title and office are
-jeopardized. I offer you a last chance to save them. If overnight you
-invent some new feasible scheme for conscripting earthlings into our
-standing army, your job is saved. If not----”
-
-“The feasible idea already is invented and its workings under way, O
-King. Compared with it, all our past schemes are limited and crude.
-Camouflaged under propaganda of universal appeal, it cannot fail to
-start a whirlpool which will, in time, suck every man, woman and child
-into moral death.”
-
-“You refer to Bolshevism, I suppose? Not a good idea--not good at all.
-The germ of it has lain in my mind for centuries. I’d suggest that you
-saunter to the outer gates and quiz the evening’s grist. You might
-happen upon a Red recruit with cheering news.”
-
-“The very thing I was about to propose,” Old Original made reply on his
-way to the door.
-
-The ruler frankly sneered. “Great minds, eh? Are you trying to flatter
-yourself or me? While you are going, take the wall decorations with
-you.” He included the courtiers in his gesture. “How many centuries do
-you obsoletes need to rise to the worst that’s in you? Do you suppose
-for one split-second--mortal time--that I’d work with evil natures as
-I have done since that fracas up in Paradise just for the company of
-the evilest of them through eternity? By to-morrow I shall have decided
-what to do with such choice parasites. Out with you, or I’ll fit my
-skeleton key to the trap-door of the bottomless pit and throw you in
-before your time.”
-
-With alacrity which showed their relief at this temporary escape, the
-seven followed the prime minister through the separating rays of the
-rear curtain.
-
-Satan looked to share their relief that they were gone. For a space
-silence reigned with him in the throne room except for the snap of his
-heels upon the floor and the swish of the royal robe. His reflection
-in one of the mercurized panels of the side walls caused him to halt.
-For long he studied his face, then, straightening, appreciated his
-magnificent outlines. A look of satisfaction cleared the frown of evil
-affairs from his brow. Lifting his crown, he bowed into the mirror.
-
-A voice from behind the curtain also saluted him:
-
-“‘_No wonder that thy heart was lifted up, that thy wisdom was
-corrupted by reason of thy brightness._’”
-
-“Step out, caitiff. Be as apparent as your flattery. Why do you linger
-to spy upon me when I order the court cleared?”
-
-A Balial glare fixed upon the returned minister’s ingratiating grin.
-
-“Not to spy upon you, Sire. Rather, to admire you. You certainly are
-the Boss of Below for looks.”
-
-His Highness, never having outlived his first fault of vanity, gave
-benefit of doubt to the compliment, as also to the glass-like tumbler
-bewhiskered with crisp-crackling green held toward him.
-
-“I thought Your Majesty’s harassed spirit might feel in need of
-refreshment, so made bold to have this quaff mixed. It is as near as
-may be like those they have voted too strong for the United States of
-America, suh. Here you are--a frappé low-bolt!”
-
-Sin proffered both explanation and cup with that irrepressibility which
-so far had made, but at any moment might break him. With sympathy sips,
-he watched the sampling of the liquidized current concocted by the
-first royal bartender, a past-master indeed of the art before it was
-amended off Forty-second Street and Broadway, New York.
-
-“Get the kick?” he asked, fearing as much as hoping that the julep
-would fail of its effect.
-
-Satan threw the goblet on the floor, where it snapped and flashed, but
-did not break.
-
-“If I didn’t, you would.”
-
-Sin believed him. From experience he had learned the difficulty of
-gauging the moods of m’lord after a few such applications had filed or
-smoothed the edges of his tooth-sharp temper. For safety’s sake he gave
-a side glance into the sensitized panel.
-
-“Notice the size of you as compared with me--and I am supposed to be
-well-developed from my criminal calisthenics.”
-
-His Highness frowned. He also “noticed.”
-
-“Where is the value in good looks,” he conceded, “if there’s none
-around whom you admire to admire you?”
-
-Old Original was quick to follow the advantage. “A word on that very
-subject is what I returned to say, a word of condolence and advice.”
-
-“_You_ offer condolence and advice to _me_?” The King of Evil glared at
-the most malapert fiend of his kingdom.
-
-“Condolence, Sire, over your state of solitariness. Advice as to how
-to ease it. From my hurting envy of your appearance I realize one
-littleness in my largeness. Absolute admiration may endure only where
-envy may not spring. Why does not Your Majesty seek that companionship
-which is not born to jealousy? Isn’t there a complete assortment of
-rags and bones and hanks of hair in Gehenna’s bargain basement?”
-
-“You suggest for me the companionship of--” Satan paused briefly to
-sneer--“of a female shade? Don’t you suppose, if I cared for the sex,
-that I’d be running a harem of all nations, stocked with every famed
-siren, from Helen of Troy forwards and back? You should know by this
-time, old weakling, that your spirit in women doesn’t appeal to me any
-more than to mortal profligates. And the pulchritude of most has gone
-by the time they get here.”
-
-“But there are the dewy-looking souls loitering about the Fields. Why
-not break the rule that there may be no transference between Elysium
-and the Lower Land before the Call? Aren’t you the exception to all
-rules? Why not an adventure for Your Excellency such as often we have
-seen in the cinemized episodes of modern villains--an abduction, say,
-of the most visible and fair before the guards can interfere? Don’t
-despise my idea, generated from a conviction that the chief lack in
-your life is loneliness.”
-
-“An angel for me?” Mirthlessly His Highness laughed. “Sir Sin, they
-bore me limp as a summer-resort collar. To be sure that a she-soul is
-going to be eternally good is a fraction worse than to be sure she’ll
-be eternally bad. No, philanderer, you’ll have to do better than that.
-There is not a female, quick or dead, for whose absolute admiration I’d
-give a plugged nickel.”
-
-The click of the door-knocker punctuated this assertion. Satan strode
-to the throne; replaced his crown; signaled the minister to respond.
-
-Soon Sin bowed low before his Master, a look of evil animation on his
-face.
-
-“Already the Seven have returned, Sire. They report that a goodly
-number of bad ones were crowding through the gates. Among others, they
-interviewed a couple who, they thought, may interest Your Majesty. They
-await your pleasure without.”
-
-“May divert My Majesty from complaint of them, you mean. Yet I suppose
-that they, as well as you, should have that proverbial last chance
-due evil intenders. By no means make any diverting shade await my
-displeasure. Page, bid them enter The Presence.”
-
-Royal tolerance fled, however, at sight of the candidates.
-
-“A crippled old soldier and a woman with a suckling babe! It behooves
-me to find some way of revising the current notion of what constitutes
-My Majesty’s diversion.”
-
-He relapsed into silence as the new-comers were half led, half dragged
-toward the dais by a pair of the scrub-oak dwarfs who ushered inside
-the Gehennan gates. By light of the dynamo that is within each soul,
-they were clothed as in the habiliments they had worn in their late
-estate on earth, he in a rusty uniform, she in nun’s gray. With
-his crutch the cripple resented their intent to be rough, but his
-travel-mate stumbled forward without resistance, her head drooped so
-low that her long, loose hair swaddled the whimpering infant shade in
-her arms.
-
-The kingly choler increased when, at the steps, she sank as though from
-exhaustion rather than reverence to her knees. One last, promising
-glare he shot at Old Original and the seven, then spoke in a voice
-quiet, yet more dire to those who knew him than any thunder-clap.
-
-“To swoon, madam or miss, is out of date down here. I pray you postpone
-the attempt for some less sophisticated audience.”
-
-Sin, leaning forward from his especial chair just back of the throne,
-dared to insinuate: “And I pray you, Damnity, do not sentence her until
-you have considered her. There is something exceptional about her. She
-may have been sent to prove that idea of mine.”
-
-Satan scorned to notice the suggestion.
-
-“Come,” he ordered the woman soul, “show your passport.”
-
-As though from shame, she crumpled against her breast a scarlet slip.
-Shaking back her hair, she looked up at him.
-
-His Highness, startled, returned her look. He did not heed or hear
-Sin’s gasp of anticipation. He forgot the seven, the pages and the
-dwarfs. Leaning lower, he looked and looked.
-
-Truly he, who had been the fate of most fair women since Eve, never had
-beheld one of a face of such appeal.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-
-The multiple-candle glow from the Mephistophelian coat-of-arms lit the
-girl-soul’s features. From a veil that well might have been worn on
-Earth for mourning, so black was her hair and enveloping, they gleamed
-as if carved from Parian marble. The curve of her chin, the fullness of
-lips blent into faint, downward-traced lines, the tube-rose texture of
-her cheeks, all lent a suggestion of pliancy, even weakness. Above, her
-classic nose and broad forehead offered contradiction--were sculped as
-from a master’s inspiration.
-
-Lesser wonders as to the personality behind the marble mask merged
-into that aroused by her eyes. Colored like the purpling depths of
-a midnight sky, they concealed, rather than revealed. From beneath
-straight brows they gazed forth, not as a hope that is lost in
-darkness, but as hope resting from its weariness, to rise again at
-dawn. Over her face they shed a light of mystery that made its beauty
-negligible--a mystery based neither on courage nor fear, pride nor
-shame, joy nor dole. They asked what confused the mind and haunted the
-imagination, that demand of why--_why_--to which only the Creator of
-souls Himself one day may make satisfactory reply.
-
-Intently as the spirit-girl studied the new arbiter of her sorry fate
-was he studying her. At first he did not move. Then the finger-tips
-of his one hand sought those of the other. As they met, the ruby-red
-setting of his signet ring discharged a spark.
-
-“The sight of you sounds like some song of Destiny,” said he.
-
-“And only Destiny could be accountable for her present plight.” The
-crippled soldier, handling his crutch with the skill of long practice,
-approached the throne. His one heel clicked against the floor in a
-salute peculiar to the wars of yester-year. “Might I say a few words,
-sir, for this young mother? I got to know her well on the awful journey
-into Shadow Land.”
-
-Satan, turning to him, saw that age had not blurred a youthful
-eagerness in his parchment face and the faded blue of his eyes.
-
-“And why,” he scoffed, “should you speak a few words for her, or a
-couple, or even one--you, a mere piece of a man?”
-
-“That you will know, sir, after you know her. A mere girl she is.
-Nothing truthful, I’m sure, could be written against her account in the
-records of Earth.”
-
-“You evade my question.” Royal annoyance over the interruption
-was turned from him to his sponsors. “Why, you imperfect seven, a
-one-legged veteran of a past decade?”
-
-The prime minister intervened. “Old One-leg here is not so weak a new
-idea as he looks. While he has not fought in the latest battles of
-Earth, he has been absorbed in them, he says, and theoretically knows
-all there is to be known of modern tactics.”
-
-His Highness’ shoulders shrugged. “None can say that I am not glad to
-believe the worst of every man. Has he a passport?”
-
-Aloud he read the soldier-shade’s card:
-
- “Samuel Cummings, N.C.O. In youth deserted when battle was on. Changed
- his name and lost his identity for a time. Later reënlisted, was
- wounded in service, but not distinguished. Called from Soldier’s Home.”
-
-The cripple’s free hand brushed one ear, as if forcefully to eject the
-words. “I deserted, yes. But she lay sick abed, my girl bride, and
-I loved her better than myself. Afterwards not a man in our company
-fought more careless than Corporal Sam. But we had a saying at the Home
-that you’ve got to be conscripted into the army of death. Only cowards
-volunteer.”
-
-“Once a deserter, always one,” His Highness made remark. “Don’t you see
-that more important affairs than yours await? Just remember this, no
-wife is worth deserting a good fight for.”
-
-Corporal Sam, with head sagging and shoulders disturbed by more than
-his crutch, stepped aside. But a wonderful light shone from his blue
-eyes into the Satanic gray ones.
-
-“I know,” he muttered, “that what made my Mary Gertrude worth deserting
-for can’t ever die. I saw her in the border fields this very evening.
-She couldn’t go on, you see, without me. She had promised to wait
-around for me until----”
-
-“Silence, old nuisance,” Sin advised. “One doesn’t mention the Second
-Call in The Presence.”
-
-He need not have feared. His Majesty’s attention had returned to the
-girl-shade. A long moment he studied her; closed his eyes; quickly
-opened them to study her again. The puzzlement at first on his features
-changed to semi-recognition.
-
-“That look in your eyes---- What is it, that look? I seem to know you,
-woman, although I cannot place you. Do you remember having seen me
-before?”
-
-“I don’t think that I ever have seen you. But I’ve known men on Earth
-that resembled you.” Her voice was that of a cathedral bell retarding
-over the last phrase of the hymn.
-
-“It must be that I have trailed you afar, probably at the start of the
-career that brought you here. Let us see how you’re written down in
-Mors’ copy from the book.”
-
-Sin transferred the card from her clutch. With characteristic bravado,
-he read the start of it aloud.
-
-“Dolores Trent, Grief to Men, and bastard babe.”
-
-“What’s that you say?” With unwonted eagerness, Satan possessed himself
-of the passport. “That is quite a title, ‘Grief to Men.’ I like it.”
-
-He smiled peculiarly while giving his eyes to Earth’s verdict of the
-newcomer, as transcribed from that tome called “Judgments of Men” which
-is in charge of Mors, keeper of the Great Gates into Shadow Land. From
-between the two lines of his strong, white teeth, his tongue appeared
-and smoothed both lips.
-
-The girl-soul, with the equivocal expression of one both fascinated and
-repulsed, watched him as he read:
-
- “Dolores Trent, known as ‘Grief to Men.’ A cause of disaster from
- first breath to last. Her birth caused the death of her mother, whose
- loss brought her father to ruin. Directly responsible is she held for
- the wrecked careers of a successful merchant, an eminent Divine, a
- skilled healer, a previously exemplary millionaire, and an attorney
- of repute. As a climax, the supreme crime of womanhood is hers--an
- illegitimate child. Through life she has spread sorrow in her wake.
- Unto death she carries her murdered ill-begot, a suicide without
- repentance or appeal.”
-
-The King commented: “Æons have come and gone since I have felt
-surprise. Completely did that look of yours deceive me. And Raphael
-must have altered the face of his Madonna had he first seen yours.”
-
-Arising, he stepped from the dais, settled his crown a trifle more
-to one side and slicked his vandyke with meticulous care. He then
-approached the cowering figure on the steps.
-
-“It is unseemly that you should remain upon your knees, madam or miss,
-when many stand who probably are not half so bad as you. Allow me.”
-
-Stooping, he lifted her to her feet.
-
-She straightened to face him with a show of bravery.
-
-“I was misunderstood on Earth,” she said. “In this existence, I hope
-for justice.”
-
-“Fear not,” he assured her. “In Gehenna you shall receive justice,
-Dolores Trent, as meted by that world which has learned you to its
-sorrow and, it would seem, to your own.”
-
-“I’ll tell you--I swear to you, sir, that I have done no man willing
-wrong.”
-
-He greeted her protest with a punctilious laugh, as though over an
-attempt at wit.
-
-“Rich man, poor man, beggar man, thief----”
-
-“But you will not punish my baby for my faults?” A breeze of terror
-swung the cathedral bell. “Only look at her, sir. She is too tiny, you
-see, for the vaguest thought of wrong. To her, at least, be merciful.”
-
-“Oh, Hell, be merciful!” Satan mocked her. “That too-late wail has been
-dinned into my ears until it is a wonder that I can hear you at all.
-Cheer up. You won’t have to part from it--I beg its pardon--_her_. Have
-you not heard that a child conceived in sin must take his--its chances
-with her progenitors?”
-
-At the low, protesting cry which escaped the mother, he laid a hand
-on her shoulder, then allowed his arm to settle about her, as though
-measuring her height by his own. His touch appeared to repulse her.
-Shuddering, she passed the infant shade to the other arm and stood
-irresolute, evidently trying to decide how best she might release
-herself.
-
-A commotion at the door claimed the court’s attention. Through the
-light-striped hangings, slipping from the grip of the pygmies, two
-comely creatures seemed verily to float across the throne-room, a youth
-costumed as a knight and a guileless-looking maid. He, drawing her by
-the hand, pressed toward the group before the dais. Lithe of body and
-ardent of eye, he caught the arm of the King and sought to remove it
-from about the suppliant’s form. As the pursuing dwarfs seized him with
-their over-long reach, His Highness found himself looking down into the
-flower-face of the girl intruder--into eyes shy and fearless as violets
-at dawn.
-
-“And whom,” he enquired, “have we here?”
-
-The minister undertook to announce them. “A pair by the stagy names of
-Innocentia and Amor. They call themselves guardian spirits and have a
-talent, which few share with Your Excellency and myself, of absolute
-invisibility. They lined up in a most theatric way beside the wench
-Dolores outside the door. As they had no passports and did not seem to
-belong, I sent them back--or thought I did.”
-
-Satan considered Sin and them. “Where is your sense of humor, Old
-Original, that you explain them to _me_? I can’t say that I should have
-regretted Amor. We have all varieties of him down the Lane of Labors.
-But Innocentia! You might have appreciated that I seldom get a chance
-to see her wings flutter or hear her heart beat from fear. Tell me, you
-two, what madness is driving you?”
-
-“There has been some mistake about the girl Dolores,” Amor declared.
-“Earth has passed another false judgment. Shouldn’t I know who have
-been with her since first she met the father of her child?”
-
-“You refer, I presume, to her husband?”
-
-The love-lad’s head threw back in defiance at the jibe. But Innocentia
-flushed as she took up the defense.
-
-“I have been with our dear Dolores always, more a part of her than the
-blood in her veins, since that has ceased to flow and I am come with
-her into Shadow Land. She has heeded all my cautions against the wiles
-of men. Never once has she offended me.”
-
-“More sinned against than sinning, eh?” His Highness plucked an
-imaginary tear from one eye. “Often as a woman has been damned have I
-heard that plea.”
-
-“Only see for yourself, Sire, how she shrinks from your touch--how she
-suffers. We pray you, release her.”
-
-“Little pest, don’t you know that I enjoy defying you?”
-
-Even as he scoffed, however, his clasp of the mother relaxed. He
-ascended the steps and reseated himself in the throne chair.
-
-“Innocence and love--certainly a strange companionship,” he observed.
-“Odd that they don’t fade out, when they are less material than the
-dimmest spirit in the inter-world. Shoo them back whence they came,
-ushers. We must get to the case in hand.”
-
-“Oh, I beg you, sir, let them stay!” Dolores interceded. “You’ll find
-that they enter and exit quietly as thoughts of the mind.”
-
-“Thoughts of the mind get very much in my way,” Satan snapped.
-
-At his show of impatience, Innocentia pressed her lips to the cheeks of
-the babe. “Do not distress yourself, Dolores dear. It is best that we
-should disappear. But in Gehenna, as on Earth and in the Fields, we see
-no gates and acknowledge no commands.”
-
-“Always remember,” Amor added, “the great love of John Cabot. Send him
-the strength of your good faith. In your late life it did seem that he
-forsook you. But when he comes to the mystery world, he will seek you,
-never fear.”
-
-“I shall remember,” Dolores assured them in a low aside. “That night we
-said our vows, I swore that I believed. Despite appearances, Amor, I
-do--I _must_ believe.”
-
-Old Original approached them. “Why unwind these fare-ye-wells when your
-taxi’s waiting? Accept my arm to the door, Miss Innocentia. You look
-almost overcome.”
-
-Waggishly he escorted her out.
-
-The while His Majesty’s frown lowered to the pygmean pair salaaming
-before the dais.
-
-As in one whine they put the formal demand: “To what futile labors, O
-King, shall we consign these recruits?”
-
-Satan shaded his eyes with one hand. He appeared not to be thinking so
-much as looking. As if from under a blower, the inflammable imagination
-of him glowed--glowed on Dolores Trent.
-
-The prime minister, on returning, settled in his chair and claimed the
-keen ear which, through ages past, had considered his suggestions.
-
-“This modern Delilah, Excellency, I consider unique in that she cannot
-be classed by the naked eye. She is not, so to speak, a type. Might I
-call your attention to the tact with which she maintains silence, while
-you----”
-
-“You might not. I detest to have fine bits of the play diagramed by my
-seat-mate. Have I or have I not eyes of my own?”
-
-“But, Sire----”
-
-“But the buts! Haven’t I paid at least as much admission as you?”
-
-All eyes focused upon the Master, except those of the ancient
-hypocrite. His settled appreciatively upon her who indeed had
-distracted the royal resentment from himself. The pause which lapsed he
-had the temerity to break, although in a vague voice, as if to himself:
-
-“Hell to be lonely.... Some sympathy soul.... Boss looker like you....
-Try anything once or twice.”
-
-“Try anything once and forever except hoodwinking me.”
-
-If Sin’s pride was hurt by the King’s public rebuke, it must have been
-salved next moment with the proof that his advice was being found
-tenable.
-
-His Highness to the court: “As a bad lot, this earthling pair would
-seem to deserve labors different from any yet devised. Until I decide
-upon some special form of punishment I shall keep them in the palace.
-Dame Dolores comes highly recommended to my ingenuity. That I may
-observe her vices, I appoint her for the nonce First Royal Entertainer.
-She shall relate to me those griefs which she has caused on Earth.”
-
-His glance veered to the veteran.
-
-“Always have I envied the angels their ability to weep--never have
-lived down the ambition to emulate their pietism with just one tear.
-Mayhap I shall be moved to that extent by these earth-tales of Grief
-to Men. I am _so_ temperamental. In view of which possibility, Samuel
-Cummings, I hereby create for you the office of Holder of the Crocodile
-Tear Bowl to my Majesty. As for the bastard babe----”
-
-Dolores, at his flint-hard gaze, clutched closer the tiny soul of her
-soul. Intensely she awaited his words.
-
-“Don’t crucify yourself with maternal fears, my beauty. We are pleased
-to let the Littlest Devil stick around. Ever notice how the strongest
-villain has weakness for a brat? Yours is about as young as they
-come--almost a native, one might say. He will give the palace a homey
-look.”
-
-“She, sir.”
-
-“_She._ I beg _its_ pardon.”
-
-“You are so much kinder than I was led to expect.” To his consideration
-the young mother lifted the radium glow of her gratitude. “From hints
-I heard at the Mystery Gate, I gathered that you were--that you might
-be----”
-
-The delicacy of such comment was impressed upon her by the interested
-expression of its subject. As she paused in confusion, a Balialic smile
-lightened his countenance.
-
-“Beginning on me already, sweet Grief--and with the old baby-eyed
-confidence game? Even so, you are different from the rest of the damned
-Delilahs.”
-
-Unexpectedly he clapped his hands. Invective, sarcasm and abuse greeted
-the courtiers and pages who sprang to receive and execute his orders.
-
-“Get the machinery of this court geared up, will you? Light the snuffed
-lucifers that are supposed to illuminate my life. Affairs in general
-are going to be run more according to the ways of Earth, or certain
-helliots will be put through their third and last degree before their
-appointed time. You, tell that new chef that I have some few untried
-torments for him if he does not excel his predecessors to-night. He’s
-to prepare a banquet that will taste as well as look. Dynobasco Sauce
-for my burnt-out stomach, the mead that sears to wash it down--all
-the trimmings. And you, tell the head landscape gardener that I want
-moonlight to-night--gobs of it--and a free play of juice through the
-Garden of Bad Luck. Have him throw the limit in effect--fountains and
-foliage and tropical bloom. I want the mistress of royal robes paged at
-once. Wonderful electrician though she is, she hasn’t had a worthwhile
-order since Cleopatra cast me for Anthony II. in a little domestic
-drama whose tragic last act rather overbalanced the light lines of the
-start. We shall see what her genius at fabric effects can do for this
-trail-worn lady. Remind her of how Shakespeare once remarked: ‘Glad
-rags don’t spoil the work of any tragedienne.’”
-
-The crook of a royal finger brought Old Original to his side.
-
-“Sin, I wish you personally to see to the selection of a suitable
-tear-bowl. Take care that it is polished. Our electro-silver plate
-tarnishes so quickly from its own heat. And make sure it doesn’t leak.
-My first crocodile tear must be preserved--a glittering trophy to adorn
-the filet of m’lady Grief. Now begone, all of you. The biggest little
-séance since Creation is going to commence to-night.”
-
-Alone, to his reflection in the mirror, he telepathed:
-
-“I know that she is different from the different effect on me. Because
-I don’t doubt that she’s bad, I don’t dislike her looking good. She is
-unique, this Dame Dolores. I may be able to use her. Should I approve
-her method in those troubles she caused on Earth, I just might show her
-some larger responsibilities.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Through the seven courses of that most remarkable of feasts, the
-spirit-girl Dolores exerted herself to please their Satanic host,
-for sake of her babe if not herself. Splendid beyond words was his
-appearance, from his scintillant crown to the hem of a mantle charged
-to imitate iridescent metal cloth. Corporal Sam Cummings she scarcely
-had recognized, so changed was he by the steel-scaled costume of an
-old-time knight in which he came arrayed, a veritable “armour of light.”
-
-Without vanity, she appreciated the kindly soldier-soul’s gasp at first
-sight of her, having herself been surprised by the achievement of the
-mistress of robes.
-
-A twist of green flame bound her hair and suspended one large drop,
-like an emerald of great price, low upon her brow. The rays of her body
-garment clung close, representing a material sewn through with threads
-of gold. This fell only to her pearl-roped ankles, but a long cloak of
-translucent green waved behind her when she moved, like the following
-billows of the sea.
-
-Her beauty she had learned to deplore. To-night she feared it.
-Something worse than admiration had shone in the lurid gaze of the
-prime minister and lesser courtier demons, something disturbing in the
-silent, critical inspection of His Highness.
-
-Gracious enough had been Satan’s manner. Not until he sampled the
-last course of the delusive seven did his irritation break bounds. He
-demanded the presence of the first chef.
-
-“What was my last promise if you didn’t concoct something I could
-taste?” he demanded of that unworthy. “Why do you suppose I had you
-heat-tormented to suicide in the _Brillon_ kitchens in Paris if
-I didn’t expect you to do better by me gastronomically than your
-predecessors? I have been improvising tortures for cook-soul failures
-for more centuries than the blades of near-grass used to tint this
-pistache ice. Bah, heats me to look at it! Soon as I can replace you,
-into the hole for Traitors to Mothers you drop.”
-
-The wretch wrung his hands. “Not there, your Majesty! I loved my
-_mère_. And is not my present labor futile enough? Almost do I despair
-of tempting the palate of an immortal, with nothing but chimeras as
-ingredients--with flour of the bleached dust of hopes and paprika and
-baking-powder of imaginary ground brick or brimstone.”
-
-“I do not grant that your labor is futile,” Satan snapped. “Surely
-you’ll agree that the Ruler of Greater Gehenna deserves the Epicurean
-joys afforded gluttonous nobodies of Earth? I want to _eat_, I tell
-you. Of course I am more or less immaterial. Every soul in Shadow
-Land is, the new-comers less, the old-timers more. But the appetites
-of Earth appeal more to me than the self-sufficiency of the angels. I
-intend to have them--and to have them satisfied. If by to-morrow you
-have not risen to the concoction of something to tempt me, into the
-hole for Traitors to----”
-
-With what sincerity she could assume, Dolores interposed. “I am sure I
-never tasted a more delicious pasty.”
-
-“Is that true? Can you _taste_ it?”
-
-Satan’s gaze was upon her with the questions, his expression more than
-wontedly repulsive from greed. Then wrath at her caught him.
-
-“Liars are to be commended in a bad cause, but _pitiers_! You must
-conquer such impulses. Acknowledge that you have experienced only the
-vaguest reminiscence of taste. Come, let us leave this farce of a
-feast. I have chosen my Chamber of Chance as the most fit setting for
-your tale of the game of life. Lady champion of griefs, precede me.”
-
-He pushed back from the table. The attendants scrambled after his
-example. The head butler turned Dolores’ chair. She found herself
-sweeping past the demon parasites, then past His Majesty, standing with
-head bent and hand on heart, a derisive smile upon his face. A page, at
-a gesture of the King, gathered up the phosphorescent billows of her
-mantle.
-
-She fell into the accent of certain strains of music which were playing
-a dim, yet definite march of the dead. No ocean ever sobbed more
-sympathetic plaint. No snarl of fife or beat of drum ever timed sterner
-step. The music between two spheres--had Handel heard it in his dream
-of Saul?
-
- * * * * *
-
-The Royal Entertainer was placed in the strongest light at a faro
-table which centered a room black-hung and artistically dimmed for the
-occasion. Satan sat opposite as a mere auditor, his eyes glowing like
-lit lamps from the shadow.
-
-“A hint or two or three before you begin,” said he. “Remember that the
-story’s the thing. If it doesn’t grip, aside from the fact that you are
-telling it, you’ll have failed in your art. You’ve read some of the
-old-fashioned French novels, I hope?”
-
-“Oh, yes, Sire, and in the original. My father was a translator and
-taught me to read in several languages, French, Russian, Spanish----”
-
-“Doesn’t all that come in the story? Don’t insult our intelligence with
-repetitions. Try to emulate the speed of modern fictionists, with
-the--shall we say the slow-mindedness of the old? And leave out the
-asterisks. We who have crossed into Mystery Land have every right to
-know what’s behind the stars.”
-
-“You mean----” she faltered.
-
-“In brief, this: give us a tale with style, but all passages that
-should be expurgated left in.”
-
-Dolores, confused rather than enlightened by these specifications,
-essayed her earth-life story with what sprightliness she might.
-
-“You know New York City?”
-
-“Do I know New York--I who invented it?”
-
-Her start was fortuitous; although not intended to be humorous, won the
-tribute of a chuckle from him at the head of the narrow monk table.
-
-“Since you know New York, King Satan----”
-
-“Call me Pluto,” suggested he. “It is my friendliest name.”
-
-“King Pluto”--she gave him a smileless nod of agreement--“you doubtless
-have heard of Harlem flats?”
-
-Again he chuckled. “Some of our best little badger games, jealousies,
-murders and other such trivial offenses have been conceived and
-executed in Harlem flats. Eh, old Original? We call them ‘incubators
-of discontent.’ I have visited a few in person on special occasions,
-although generally one of the under-demons proves bad enough to start
-the regular Harlem crimes. The _Boulevard des Capucines_, Piccadilly,
-_Unter den Linden_, the _Corso_ and a narrow street called Wall are
-more usual haunts of mine, offering, as they do, larger opportunities.
-But this side-issuance is against the rules. Assume that I am fairly
-well acquainted with the cubbies of modern cliff-dwellers.”
-
-“They named me ‘Grief to Men,’ yet I have not meant to be. To explain
-how the cruel title came to be forced upon me, I must begin in a Harlem
-flat at about my nineteenth year.”
-
-With the tremors of a spent swimmer forced to greater effort against
-the tide, Dolores breasted her tale. Through that evening’s recital
-and through those of subsequent evenings, she sought to make of herself
-a mere entertainer, to remember the “style” demanded, as learned from
-the border-line literature of the several tongues at her command, to
-conquer her reluctance and lay bare the facts which had been deemed
-worthy of so much space in the newspapers of Earth--for sake of those
-whom indirectly she was protecting, to tell her tale with aptitude as
-impersonal as though its subject were not herself.
-
-Yet in the telling came moments when her continuity broke, when her
-desperate attempt was abandoned in something more convincing than
-“style.” Conquered by emotions which had come with her from the mortal
-world to this strange beyond--emotions of reverence, of love, of
-passion, of shame--she would fall silent, unable to proceed. At such
-times her hands would shield her eyes, while the shudders of a modest
-spirit would plead for reprieve; her head droop until her breast
-touched the board; her lips refuse for a space to obey her will to
-divert.
-
-Fortunately His Excellency, far from disapproving such violations of
-the rules which he had imposed, appeared to regard them as superstrokes
-of a talent patent from the start. They lent to the reality of
-the tale, prolonged suspense and multiplied his enjoyment in her
-sufferings. To him, prone to delight in the inherent worst of devils
-and of men, the words she could not force herself to utter often meant
-more than those which had fallen from her lips.
-
-Again, when his own impatience, increased by that of the demon
-audience, stripped bare her soul and lashed her, with malevolent
-threats, into renewed effort, he would chortle aloud from satisfaction
-in his mental degeneracy.
-
-From his infinite fund of information regarding persons of importance
-whose trails had crossed the girl-soul’s own, he was able frequently to
-furnish facts regarding others when, at times, she failed.
-
-The earth-story of Dolores Trent, free in version and filled in from
-the super-supply of Satanic intelligence, ensues.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-
-Close to five o’clock the decrepit vehicle which, with a dingy hearse,
-had formed the funeral cortège of Trevor Trent, creaked to a stop. The
-entrance to the Heartsease Apartments gaped wide, just as it had gaped
-a few hours earlier when the remains of the wastrel had passed through
-for the last time. The relic of a Jehu, in crinkled topper and faded
-blue livery sans buttons, lowered rheumatically from his seat on the
-box. Adjusting his soiled dickey, mainstay of a celluloid collar and
-green tie, he threw open the door with what might have been taken for
-extra ceremony, had he not verbally urged his passengers to hurry lest
-he miss the hot free-lunch which, with the weak prohibition-time “suds”
-that washed it down, was the most pleasureable event of his day.
-
-Those who alighted stood a moment in regretful silence--two typical
-Harlem matrons, one with a child in arms, both with offspring attached
-like lead weights to their skirts. Between them was the girl whom they
-were seeing to-day, through the goggles of sensation, in the stellar
-rôle of chief mourner.
-
-“Pore thing--pore young thing!”
-
-Their tears, more or less sincere, vied with those of the dripping
-heavens, although not tears for Trevor Trent. Indeed, they who had
-known his life for the past seventeen years had no apologies, even to
-the angels, for omitting to weep over his demise. Their toil-dulled
-compassion went out in this loneliest moment that succeeds a death to
-the orphaned daughter who, hitherto, had been a detached unit in their
-congested midst. A substantial escort, they ushered her up the steps,
-unheeding the querulous welcome of the young hopefuls left at home.
-
-“Was it a long, good, joggly ride, Ma?”
-
-“You mighta tooken us along.”
-
-“Can _I_ go next time anybody dies? ’Tain’t fair the baby gets all the
-fun.”
-
-Inside the door, the manner that belonged to an occasion was
-unceremoniously doffed. Sympathy along this particular block of the
-East One-Hundreds never interfered with life’s practicalities. Dolores
-Trent received no invitations to sup with her neighbors--expected none,
-since any superfluous scraps could be served very well for breakfast.
-
-Uneasy in the emptiness of the three rooms which for so long had
-represented home to her, she settled at the oak desk beside the window
-with intent of searching the close-printed want columns of an evening
-paper. But at first she could not see to read.
-
-In this chair her father had struggled over the translations from which
-their livelihood had been eked in those better moments when the drug
-to which he was addicted would permit him to work. That, of course,
-was before he had lost the position through inaccuracies which made
-the firm intolerant of trying her as substitute. In the corner to the
-right squatted the couch upon which he had wasted into that pallid,
-unresponsive thing so lately consigned to the ground, despite her
-terrified efforts to stay his departure and to recall him, once he had
-gone. How strange, how confusing to be alone, like a flower cut from
-its bush and thrown to the wind! It seemed as though she, too, must
-wither and die.
-
-Over him toward the last had come a change which already was dear
-to her memory. Always gentle with her, intermittently zealous in an
-ambition to train her mind for some worth-while future, he had become
-obsessed by an anxiety over her which dulled him to the crave for poppy
-paste, hitherto his controlling love and hate. It was something to
-remember that, improvident though he had been in life, paupered though
-he was leaving her, his distress over her fate in these last days had
-conquered his desire for the drug. In the dusk, his last words seemed
-again to rasp in her ears.
-
-“You have beauty and innocence, my girl. Please God a good young love
-may protect you on your way!”
-
-Although her eyes burned, no tears relieved them. Although her heart
-near burst with longing to assure him how, above other children, she
-had been grateful for his affection, no whisper passed her lips.
-She could not reach him now. Merely pitiful was her regret over the
-diffidence which had kept her from telling him that, from her earliest
-understanding, she had recognized his right to resent her; had
-appreciated, on that very account, his tolerance.
-
-But she must not regret. That would weaken her when most she needed
-strength. Had she not done the best she could? In her life-long defense
-of his habit, in the protectorate over him which had been her chief
-concern from childhood to this early maturity, had she not shown him
-that she worshiped him for forgiving the crime she had committed in
-being born--in making that brutal exaction of a life for a life?
-
-The poppy paste she never had criticized, realizing that it had entered
-his life at the beginning of her own, when the young mother who had
-died to give her birth lay stark, for the first time unresponsive
-to his adoration. On that first night of her existence, as often he
-had told her, he had chosen her name as a sort of epitaph. Grief....
-Grief.... That was what she had meant to him.
-
-His improvidence she could not contemn, remembering the brilliant
-career which, before her advent, had appeared to be opening before him.
-Despite her lonely childhood, despite the endurance which had filled
-her time in lieu of laughter and play, she was glad now that always she
-had known. With the full hurt of her heart she hoped that, if he had
-not understood in life, he knew to-night that always--always--she had
-known.
-
-Darkness had taken possession of the room.
-
-A thought that darkness possessed her prospects also caused her to
-light the gas. She must not stumble into the future. She must cease
-looking backward; must turn and face forward. Determinedly she settled
-to the “Help Wanted” columns, a hopeful array.
-
-However, as she read through one after another of the advertisements,
-down one column and up the next, the confidence inspired by their
-numbers decreased. She had not expected at once to sight an opportunity
-in which she might utilize the somewhat haphazard learning with which
-she was equipped. But she had hoped for something--_something_ she
-could do.
-
-And then:
-
- WANTED--Pretty, young girl of innocent type. No experience necessary.
- Good pay to right person. Apply Wednesday, 10:30 A. M., to Vincent
- Seff, ---- Fifth Avenue.
-
-In small type, with the reserve of opportunity, it stood out from the
-rest. Dolores re-read it. “No experience necessary.” That was the
-kindest thing said to her since the cry of her father’s late-born
-anxiety: “You have beauty and innocence, my girl.” The advertisement
-seemed addressed to her.
-
-As if in period to or amusement over her conclusions, there sounded a
-gurgle from the gas meter. The vapor flickered; sputtered; went out.
-Funerals, even in the East One-Hundreds, are expensive. And the slot
-of the meter never would have mistaken the single five cent piece
-remaining in her purse for the quarter that was its exaction. In
-darkness Dolores retired.
-
-As she lay in her narrow white-iron bed, she saw in the gloom, even
-more clearly than under the jet, that the want-ad was meant for her.
-The signature had possessed, from first glance, a familiar look.
-Vincent Seff ... Vincent Seff.... Could she have heard that name
-before?
-
-With the first ray of gratuitous daylight, recognition flooded her
-mind. Of course. Why shouldn’t it look familiar, that name? Often had
-she glanced at it when waiting around the corner to safeguard her
-father home from the publishing house. In letters of brass, hammered
-into an ebony plate, it identified the most alluring windows along that
-highway of lures:
-
- VINCENT SEFF
- LINGERIE
-
-So there was work to be had at “good pay” handling those costly,
-cobwebby under-garments which she, although widely separated from them
-by circumstances, had paused passionately to admire. So the proprietor
-of that house of dear delights he was who wished to employ her,
-“without experience,” if only she proved pretty and innocent enough!
-
-Even after dawn “10:30 A. M.” seemed far distant. But there was much
-to do toward vacating the flat. Already the landlord had given her
-grace of three days and the new tenants were “moving in.” Everything of
-value had gone to the pawnbroker over on Lenox Avenue. The remnant of
-furniture would be called for during the forenoon by the junk man who
-had advanced her money for the funeral.
-
-The Trevor Trent alligator suit-case, its original claims to
-distinction contested by the years, she had retained for her wardrobe
-and keepsakes. This, when packed, she carried across the hall and left,
-“to be called for,” with one of yesterday’s emergency mourners. After
-neatly sweeping the floors as a wordless return for the un-landlordly
-lenience shown her, she stood for one last moment on the threshold of
-the living-room. Although no sound escaped her, there rose from heart
-to quivering lips the wail of the young animal bereft at once of parent
-and home.
-
-Down at the corner a subway entrance suggested. The estate of Trevor
-Trent was closed, his last obligation honorably met. In the purse of
-his sole heir lay her legacy, enough to carry her swiftly and at ease
-to the neighbor-hood of her promised employment--promised to her by
-Vincent Seff. She took out the lone coin and started for the entrance.
-
-An old friend, the Italian fruiterer, who yesterday had eyed her with
-the impressionability of his race, stopped her to press into her hand
-a luscious-looking, out-of-season nectarine. Dolores tried to thank
-him, but choked on the words. She decided to walk downtown. Without a
-clink, her nickel slid into the coin-box at the corner of his cart,
-as if fearful of being considered payment for this and other of his
-kindnesses since her little girlhood. Dolores, too, was fearful. She
-hoped the flush on her wontedly pale face hadn’t made him suspect. At
-the corner she glanced back. The old friend waved to her. Happily he
-had not heard; had not seen.
-
-Ten-fifteen.
-
-Somewhat winded, she hurried her already stiff pace at the warning of
-the church-tower clock on the cross-street just above the lingerie
-establishment. The outer doors were wide open and through the inner
-ones of plate glass she could see gracefully dressed women clerks
-shaking out and arranging their flimsy wares with a nice regard for
-effect. As yet there looked to be no customers. But then, as Dolores
-reminded herself, Vincent Seff’s was an ultra-fashionable shop. The
-fine ladies destined to wear his creations scarcely would be stirring
-beneath their satin and eider-down at ten-fifteen A. M.
-
-She was there. But even Father Time could not bully her into entering
-at once. She found herself palpitating with the uneasiness of one who,
-for the first time, offers her services for wage. Three times she
-approached the door before her courage bore her through.
-
-Down the aisle a fashion-plate of a man stepped out to meet her.
-
-“May I direct mam’selle?”--he, in unctuous voice.
-
-On realizing that she had been taken for a customer, Dolores’ spirits
-lifted. She glanced hopefully down at her threadbare blue serge suit.
-That daybreak pressing must have rejuvenated it more than she had
-thought.
-
-“I came in answer to this.” She produced the want-ad.
-
-Insult was added to the floor-walker’s obvious sense of injury when a
-woman clerk, elaborately coiffed, made comment from the nearest counter:
-
-“You might have guessed her as the one last victim for Juke Seff’s
-slaughter of innocents.”
-
-His face twisted in the very process of smiling. However, he
-managed--and just in time--to frown.
-
-“One flight up,” he said curtly to Dolores. “Turn to the right and----”
-
-“To the wrong, deary,” corrected the coiffed clerk. “Then go away, ’way
-back and down, down, _down_.”
-
-Following directions, Dolores found herself in a large room which
-appeared to be a modified sort of office, furnished in gray wicker,
-with hangings of gray and purple chintz. As every chair and settee was
-occupied, she backed to the wall near the door. Surprised to see how
-many applicants had preceded her, she began to make comparisons.
-
-Every shade of complexion, from ash blond to raven-brunette, was
-represented. Glancing among them, she might have envied some their
-loveliness and fashionable clothes, had she not so sincerely admired
-them. Like a flower garden the aggregation looked and smelled, every
-girl contributing her favorite color and perfume of sachet or extract
-to the steam-heated air.
-
-With all her appreciation, Dolores’ heart grew heavy. Gone was her hope
-in the quiet distinction of her felt sailor hat, gone her assurance
-that the advertisement was the sign-board of Fate. Closer to the wall
-she shrank when, at precisely half-after-ten, Vincent Seff entered the
-room.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-
-There was no mistaking him. None less than the owner of the shop
-would enter with that assured step, and glance among them with that
-odd mixture of aesthetic distaste, yet business interest. His manner
-announced that they were “goods” to him.
-
-Seff was a man of certain attractions, somewhere in the later thirties.
-Clothed in semi-belted homespun, his lines were so defined as to
-suggest stays beneath. He was of medium height, clean-shaved and almost
-pallid of face. His brown hair he wore somewhat tousled, probably to
-hide its scantiness over the crown.
-
-By the time he had reached the center of the room, the girls had
-straightened and begun to smile and chatter--all, perhaps, except
-Dolores Trent. She watched him with the detached interest of her dead
-hope.
-
-Halting, he threw up his delicate hands in an affectation of
-bewilderment.
-
-“Oh, my dears!” he exclaimed, but in a voice lacking animation. “I
-shouldn’t have believed there was so much innocence in Gotham. Really,
-I am all but overcome.”
-
-Despite the assertion, his eyes swept this corner and that.
-
-“Would that I needed an army of innocents instead of the one
-superlative!” He stepped to the open door on the right. “Mrs. Hutton!”
-There was a click in his voice.
-
-“Kindly be my board of elimination, Mary,” he instructed the handsome,
-white-haired woman who responded. “This galaxy of guilelessness is too
-much for little Vin. My alleged discrimination is blinded, my business
-shrewdness reels, my senses---- Yes, yes, I know that the lord of
-lingerie shouldn’t have ’em, senses. But what can a mere man do?” He
-laid one arm about her shoulders and leaned against her, as if for
-support.
-
-“Merer than man,” she said and, as though from dislike, shrugged him
-off.
-
-“Jealous again, dear heart?”
-
-Although he had smiled with the question, her answer made him flush.
-
-“A sensible woman isn’t jealous of a thought.”
-
-“Be good enough, by processes of detection best known to your sex,” he
-instructed her more briskly, “to reduce this bevy to five of the most
-natural. I’ll see them in the studio.”
-
-Something additional he murmured into her ear.
-
-She returned him a strange look.
-
-“In twenty minutes I’ll show in the five,” said she competently.
-
-The shop-man addressed the array of applicants. “You will understand,
-young and pretty creatures, that refusal implies no aspersion, either
-upon your looks or, shall I say, your artful effect of artlessness.
-Unfortunately the house of Seff can utilize but one of you and stern
-business commands the selection of her best suited to our particular
-needs. Thanks for the sight of each and all.”
-
-With a winning smile, generally distributed, he bowed low, backed
-to the chintz-curtained doorway through which he had entered and
-disappeared into what, evidently, was the studio.
-
-Not once had his glance paused in the vicinity of Dolores Trent. She,
-in complete reversal of last night’s concept of a Fate especially
-interested in herself, lingered only to watch proceedings.
-
-The softer lines which had made Mrs. Hutton’s face attractive
-disappeared with her employer. Sentiment evidently was to have no place
-in these “processes of detection best known to her sex.” She formed the
-seventy-odd applicants in lines, before which she walked, looking each
-closely in the face.
-
-“Girls wearing rouge to this side of the room.”
-
-No one moved. With women’s headiest hope, each evidently relied upon
-the artistry of her make-up.
-
-Mary Hutton again started along the lines. Authoritatively she tapped
-this rose-blush blond and that brilliant brunette.
-
-To one who protested that she would not know how to rouge: “You don’t
-need to tell me, my dear, anything self-evident. You shouldn’t put so
-much in the center of your cheeks. Natural color _spreads_. That’s the
-first lesson I give our sales-girls. Start with a dab on the chin,
-next a suggestion on your forehead between the eyes, then quite a bit
-on the lobes of the ears, where all color starts. Only with these high
-spots tinted to guide you can you hope for a natural effect. When
-you’re going out, ask for my booklet, ‘If You Must Rouge, Rouge Right.’
-They’ll give you a copy free. Now, please, girls over twenty, fall out!”
-
-Again hesitation, reproaches and complaints were met with
-uncompromising firmness.
-
-Dolores never understood how it happened, for long since she had given
-up. She made no plea to Mrs. Hutton, nor did Mrs. Hutton say anything
-in particular to her. In fact, if the forewoman showed any notice of
-her other than of an automaton, it looked to be dislike, not approval.
-Yet, at the last, after the most impersonal of appraisals, she found
-herself among the fittest five. As one, they were waved between the
-curtains of gray and lavender chintz.
-
-The “studio” might have been milady’s boudoir. Of violet velvet were
-the carpets and hangings. The spindly Hepplewhite furniture wore
-modulated tapestry. There was bric-a-brac scattered about. On the walls
-hung etchings.
-
-Vincent Seff had removed his homespun coat for a smoking jacket of
-embroidered lavender silk, with which the more delicate tone of his
-shirt and tie blended satisfyingly. He did not rise as they entered;
-indeed, did not glance up for several minutes afterward. He was lolling
-upon a _chaise lounge_, at work over a drawing--some garment design,
-presumedly, as he kept glancing at a rack beside him over which hung
-several strips of sheer, vari-tinted fabrics.
-
-With a sigh of reluctance he laid down the drawing-board, selected a
-cigarette from a gold cigarette case and leisurely lighted it. Only
-after several deep inhalations did he yield his attention to the
-nervous bevy ranged before him. Pleasure covered the regret on his face
-as he surveyed them. He sat straight; studied them one by one.
-
-“This _is_ cruel--the most exquisite cruelty!” Aloud came exclamation
-at last.
-
-He reconsidered the stuffs on the rack. Leaning over, he touched them.
-
-“Beautiful, aren’t they? Surely the possession and feel of such things
-should be enough--enough.”
-
-His gaze, again shifting, fixed upon the pansy eyes of a silver blonde
-whom, from the first, Dolores had admired most.
-
-“Come closer, Dresden shepardess,” he invited.
-
-It was all over, settled, Dolores thought. Those defeated should be the
-last to deny the _petite_ creature’s claim to election, so soft were
-the curves of her figure, so alluring her tints of white, pink, blue
-and palest gold.
-
-“Sorry to seem to disparage you, who deserve a kinder fate,” Seff was
-saying. “You can see at a glance that your complexion and hair are too
-indefinite to make for contrast with these _crêpes_. Perhaps one day,
-for some other purpose----”
-
-His voice ebbed as does an outgoing tide. His attention veered to the
-girl next in line, the most striking of the natural brunettes from the
-outer room.
-
-“My, my, but you are a luscious thing--a lovely, luscious thing!”
-Seff’s delicate finger-tips touched together sensitively. “I wish
-you to understand that, personally, I like you red-blooded, dark
-ones--prefer you, in fact. But you are too colorful for our present
-need. You’d make this flesh pink look ashen. Awfully sorry, my dear. A
-thousand thanks for the look at you. As for you, lithe gazelle----”
-
-The manner of his preface somehow foretold the fate of the tall,
-willowy girl with nut-brown hair, fleeting flushes and eyes like limpid
-pools, whom he next considered.
-
-Dolores’ heart ached for the three thus gently dismissed. She knew just
-how they felt. She would be the fourth to go. Certainly, if they could
-not qualify, she should not feel disappointment or offense. Except that
-her situation was so desperate----
-
-“Go over to my friend Feldtbaum,” Seff continued. “See if he can’t find
-a place for you in one of his roof shows. He wants just the effect of
-spotless virtue which you give out--likes it for punch. Somehow, for my
-purpose, you overlook the part. And the next girl--she won’t do at all.”
-
-His voice had sharpened.
-
-Dolores almost leapt from the group, both hands hard pressed against
-her heart to still its beat.
-
-“Not you,” said the artist-merchant. “I’m speaking to the fourth of
-you. Pretty face, young, innocent enough, but too much bust--more like
-a matron. What I want to-day is--how shall I express it?--the spirit of
-modest allurement. You understand, each of you four, why you won’t do?
-I am so sorry. I sincerely thank you. Good morning.”
-
-Dazed was she who watched them go. Her one definite thought was of the
-gas meter. How had it known when to click off last night--how been even
-more sure than she that the advertisement had been written for her?
-
-“What am I to call you?” asked Vincent Seff when they were alone.
-
-“Dolores Trent is my name, sir.”
-
-“Dolores? A sad little name. And you look to be a sad little dame, sad
-and mysterious. That’s what gets me and all the rest--mystery. Tell
-me--” his eyes lifted quizzically--“was it your own idea to carry that
-symbol?”
-
-“You mean this--this nectarine? An old friend gave it to me as I was
-leaving home.”
-
-Dolores realized with negligent surprise that the fruiterer’s good-by
-gift was still clasped in one of her hands.
-
-“A real nectarine, is it? I supposed it was artificial--meant to be
-sort of emblematic--smooth, cool, not overly ripe, yet with suggestions
-of pungency like, for instance, yourself. That was too much to expect,
-eh?”
-
-“Yes, sir, it was,” she admitted.
-
-He continued to look at her. “Since you don’t claim subtlety, perhaps
-I’d better confess that you were selected before I went into the outer
-room. I looked over the flock through the curtain.”
-
-“You--you did?”
-
-“Yes, and advised Mrs. Hutton not to overlook you.”
-
-“Then why----”
-
-“Why didn’t I put the rest out of their misery at once? Because I am
-said to be kind-hearted. The name of being kind-hearted saves me money
-in getting employees. Then, too, my business has taught me to flatter
-all women, rather than offend them. Do you mind taking off your jacket,
-Dolores?”
-
-She answered by compliance.
-
-Seff arose and stood a moment, stooping to peer into her face. One hand
-he clasped around her right forearm and slid it up to her shoulder,
-evidently measuring its proportions. Then he tried the firmness of her
-busts.
-
-Dolores did not like this, although she did not say so. She swallowed
-against a pressure in her throat and longed for her father as she had
-not longed hitherto. For the first time she lifted her eyes to his.
-
-He flushed; in another moment removed his hands. He showed, however,
-to be pleased, that, from the eyes of the applicant, had looked the
-attribute which was the chief stipulation of his advertisement.
-
-“You are not developed as you might be, but you may do better on that
-very account,” he said, his manner professional. “There’s a reason. I
-am sure we shall be good friends.”
-
-“I hope that I’ll be able to suit you.”
-
-“No doubt of that.”
-
-“I--I mean that I shall be able to do the work.”
-
-“No doubt of that,” he repeated.
-
-After helping her back into the serge coat, he stood off in general
-contemplation of her, a pucker between his brows.
-
-“Now, I don’t wish to hurt your feelings, Dolores, but you’ll have
-to dress better right from the start. You don’t care if I get down
-to business? Your salary will be twenty-five dollars a week for the
-present. Later, if you fulfill my expectations and don’t dun me, I’ll
-probably raise it. I am going to pay you a week in advance and make you
-an expense allowance of one hundred dollars. I of course pay for extra
-clothes I order. I want you to go out and make two purchases--first,
-one full-sized lunch, of which you look in need; second, a new outfit.
-I shall not dictate that your suit be gray, the color we affect in the
-store. But I advise that it be quite plain, something along the lines
-of what you have on, only of better material. Don’t scrimp in the
-quality, will you?”
-
-“I won’t,” she promised.
-
-Drawing a leather folder from his breast pocket, Seff sorted out six
-twenties and one five-dollar bill and handed them to her.
-
-Dolores took them, not knowing what to say. One hundred and twenty-five
-dollars!
-
-“You see that I trust you. Take the rest of to-day and the early part
-of to-morrow to get yourself togged out,” he further advised. “You may
-report to me here around noon-time. I’ll explain then what your duties
-will be. Everything satisfactory?”
-
-“I wish I could thank you,” Dolores murmured, as she stood waiting for
-him to turn the knob of the door.
-
-“You can,” he said in his crisp way. “Give me the symbol.”
-
-“The--this nectarine?”
-
-“Yes. I want to sip it.”
-
-She glanced up to see if he could be joking. But evidently he was not.
-His eyes met hers, blue and serious as a child’s. Yet she felt vaguely
-disturbed to notice that, as he looked, the tip of his tongue appeared
-from between his teeth and wiped both lips.
-
-At once she gave him the nectarine. She was glad--so very glad--that
-she had something he wanted to give him. She told him so.
-
-“You are, eh?”
-
-He said no more to her by way of thanks. But she caught several words
-of what he added, as if to himself:
-
-“Sight, touch, the thought of taste. All--that is all.”
-
-He did not answer when she told him good-by. With an absorbed look he
-was turning the nectarine about in his finger-tips. He seemed in no
-hurry to bite into it.
-
- * * * * *
-
-To the best of her judgment, Dolores followed the instructions of her
-first employer. She changed the five-dollar bill in the purchase of
-luncheon, for she was, indeed, very hungry. Even the reminder that
-she now must eat all her meals alone, did not dull the edge of her
-appetite. It did, however, decide that the color of her new suit
-should be black--the only sign she might make of the desolation in
-her heart. Mr. Seff might not like it. Still he had said that he was
-“kind-hearted.” He would condone when he understood. It should have the
-“quality” which had been his one proviso--all the quality she could
-pay for after she had deducted a week’s room-rent in advance and a
-sufficient sum for food and incidentals.
-
-The room she sought first as the less particular purchase and found
-easily--a clean hall bedroom in the “refined adult” district of the
-middle West Forties. The lesser details of her “outfit”--a small
-hat, gloves, stockings and shoes--she acquired one by one. The suit
-she did not decide upon until ten o’clock the next morning when,
-conscious of the clock hands and the obligations of good taste thrust
-upon her, she exchanged her full residue for a tailor-made Duvetyn,
-reduced, according to hearsay in the sample shop, because of its
-“trying simplicity.” Holding her own opinion superior to the many other
-ambitious things which the sales-woman said about it, Dolores honestly
-felt that it was a suit whose distinction of cut might offset, in Mr.
-Seff’s opinion, its somber hue.
-
-Attired in its unpretentious luxury, her hair done low on her neck, as
-her father had liked it best, beneath her new toque, she reported at
-eleven o’clock in the studio.
-
- * * * * *
-
-At this point in the girl-shade’s recital, it was that she tore her
-eyes from the expectant smile of Satan the First and Last; covered her
-face from the hot gaze of others of her demon audience; allowed her
-sprightly utterance to lapse into shuddered lament.
-
-“Oh, if I had known, if I had dreamed what I had been paid-in-advance
-to do! If I could have understood in time the stare of the floor-walker
-or the clerk’s reference to ‘the Juke’s slaughter of innocents’! But
-the hundred dollars was spent and he showed only surprise at my dismay.
-I begged him to let me work out the money in some other department of
-the store. But he said that even scrubbing required experience. He had
-nothing else for a girl without references to do.”
-
-The King scowled. “You really have diverted me so far, but your
-narrative style has slumped. It is an old trick, fair fiend, that of
-pricking up the interest with exclamation points.”
-
-“Hasn’t even a damned woman a right to some sacred feelings?” Sin
-interposed.
-
-“Even so, this is no confessional and I am no priest. Queer my
-attention never was called to this lingerie lord. He seems to be one of
-my own sort.”
-
-As Dolores forced herself again to look at His Majesty, she appreciated
-why his habit of wiping both lips with the tip of his tongue had seemed
-odiously familiar.
-
-“Have we no film in the Picture Storage Houses of the machinations of
-one Vincent Seff?” With a threat in his voice, Satan turned on the
-prime minister.
-
-Sin met the implication with bravado. “Seff is only a shopkeeper, Your
-Highness, a corking bad fellow, I know, but not of especial importance.
-Our storage space is overcrowded now with films of far worse than he.”
-
-Satan’s frown blackened. “He sounds promising to me. Should our Old
-Original be found guilty of another crime of omission---- However, we are
-to hear more of Seff and your maiden effort, are we not, sweet Grief?
-Pray proceed, cutting out those alack-and-alas passages. We shall
-assume that you were as innocent as your employer’s requirement at high
-noon of that fatal day. It is a reasonable assumption that everybody
-_is_ innocent in life’s A. M., eh? At times I take to pitying even
-myself for my state of innocuous naughtiness before that little set-to
-with the Great-I-Am. Come now, the tale--and see you give us the worst
-of it!”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-
-From facts later learned, Dolores was able at this point to shift the
-viewpoint of her earth story from performer to audience. The incidents
-of that first morning’s payment in service of her financial debt she
-presented through the eyes of John Calvin Cabot, sole scion of a
-seventh generation of New Yorkers and a financier who, through his
-inherent aversion to idleness, was rated many times a millionaire.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The Cabots were late motoring down town, having been detained at
-their upper Fifth Avenue home by a domestic contretemps. The distress
-of it still hardened the lines of the man’s somewhat grim-featured
-face. Through the downward rush of many blocks, he pondered the first
-personal favor he had considered asking his wife in years.
-
-“Catherine,” he said at last, “I wish you’d come with me to some toy
-shop and help in the selection.”
-
-Catherine Cabot glanced into the limousine mirror, hung near the
-vase of her favorite yellow orchids, “to double,” as she put it,
-their beauty. She looked a good deal like the orchids, golden-haired,
-delicate of outline, fragile of texture, flower-eyed. John glanced
-into the mirror, too, rather than straight at her. During their ten
-years together he had come to prefer the reflection of his wife to the
-original. It was softer.
-
-“My day is so full. John, you order any toys you like. Have them sent
-by special messenger.”
-
-“You don’t get my idea, Catherine. Jack would be touched and perhaps
-punished more than in any other way for his outbreak this morning, if
-you selected a birthday present for him yourself.”
-
-“Can’t you tell him that I did, anyhow?”
-
-“I could, yes. But I won’t. I expected you’d suggest that lie.”
-
-“_John!_ I sometimes think Jackie inherited his viciousness straight
-from you.”
-
-A moment the man considered this effective, if unconvincing reproach of
-the mother of his only child.
-
-“I wish you could feel some of my indignation over that statement,”
-he made quiet comment. “Now and then you have caprices for the most
-unique frankness I ever have noticed in a woman. Tell me, do you have
-no yearnings whatever over our unfortunate boy?”
-
-She looked interested, as if at a compliment.
-
-“I pride myself on my frankness. Of course any woman has a natural
-affection for her own child. But, as you know, I am a beauty lover. It
-is not my fault that I can’t love Jack as I should if he looked like
-me, or even you.”
-
-“Perhaps, Catherine, he inherited something from you. Perhaps he
-also is a beauty lover. Should you consider the suggestion that the
-‘viciousness’ you accredit to me may be in him an extreme case of
-nerves--of a suffering over his deformity older than you’d expect at
-eight years?”
-
-She was thumbing the pages of her morocco-bound engagement book and
-omitted to reply.
-
-With a sadness too complete for contempt, he added: “You often have
-wondered where Jack’s ugliness comes from. I’ll tell you--from the
-ill-favored spirit of our marriage.”
-
-Catherine looked startled. Then she looked indignant. After that, with
-a sigh of long-sufferance, she looked very sweet.
-
-In a voice gentle as his had been--“Since you take my refusal so hard
-as to resort to your semi-occasional marital recriminations, _dear_
-John, I’ll yield. I will go with you to the toy-shop, although probably
-I’ll have to break a luncheon engagement in consequence. You can’t ever
-say that I am unwilling to do my part. Just a minute until I see what
-I have on to-day.”
-
-Soon and coaxingly she glanced up at him. Her upper lip shortened over
-mouse-like teeth which gleamed, sharp and white, between their crimson
-guards. Even with the husband who claimed to know her, Catherine never
-was chary of her ingenuous, confiding smiles.
-
-“It’s your turn to make a concession. On our way to the toy-shop,
-stop in with me at a showing of underwear at Seff’s. It lasts only
-from twelve to one and I’ll miss it if I go further down town. Even
-puritanical you may be amused. Seff is rather sensational in his
-advertising, but he does import lovely things. Here is the invitation
-for the latest of his shows. Do you mind?”
-
-She handed him a card, engraved and dictioned in the very best form.
-She looked rather pleased than otherwise at the manner of her husband’s
-consent.
-
-“How like you, Catherine, to make your concessions C. O. D.! For Jack’s
-sake, I shall try not to ‘mind.’”
-
-A flutter of interest greeted the Cabot’s appearance on the top floor
-of the lingerie establishment, for no more discussed pair trod the
-made-up scenery of the ways and by-ways of Gotham’s rich.
-
-Catherine, despite the irregularity of that short upper lip and the
-tortured, metallic brilliancy of the yellow of her hair and the
-demand for public notice made by her clothes, often was pronounced
-the most beautiful matron “among those present”; at least, always was
-conspicuous. To-day her perquisitory air of excelling even her splendid
-mink coat won her distinction in the fashionable gathering of many
-women and a few men.
-
-John--as his wife was given to explaining--she had married for his
-looks. She called him the “handsomest unhandsome man” she knew. Tall,
-clean-shaved, black-haired, with dark eyes of a singular intensity,
-he wore a manner as unpretentious as his clothes. This was heightened
-to-day by an air of detachment from the enforced situation.
-
-Above greetings and introductions, tintillated comment over the setting
-of Seff’s top floor. Arranged as a miniature auditorium, its rows of
-ashwood chairs faced a small stage, equipped with footlights. Wrought
-on the gray velvet curtain that concealed the exact nature of this
-adventure in advertising was the title--
-
- THE LITTLE OLD LADY OF LORRAINE
-
-At the twelfth chime of a concealed clock, an orchestral whisper
-of the _Marseillaise_ caused the audience, creatures of habit, to
-seek their places. John Cabot, although offended as always by the
-commercialization of patriotism in cafés and music halls and the like,
-stood in front of the prominent chairs to which an usher had led his
-wife and himself. Those about him also stood, if with treasonable
-sighs; as the music died away relievedly sank into their chairs.
-
-The curtain parted. Vincent Seff appeared and lifted the right of his
-artistic hands.
-
-“Patrons--may I say friends?” he began when their mannerly palm-patting
-had ceased.
-
-The silence of curiosity greeted his hesitant, yet pleasantly delivered
-announcement. Only Mrs. Hutton understood his need of courage, his
-desire for pseudo-sincerity. Virulently though she appeared to
-condemn him, she evidently wished him to succeed in this, his monster
-imposition. She had poured the stiff drink which lubricated his voice
-to that especial smoothness. She stood in the improvised wings, an
-expression which would have defied a mental analyst hardening her face,
-as she listened to the delivery of the brief speech which she had
-helped him prepare.
-
-“Always have we admired the lingerie from Lorraine, you and I. But how
-many of you have stopped to wonder whose hands are responsible for its
-textile exquisiteness, its chic and the needlework that makes it more
-lovely than any other in the world? With the many changes which war
-has wrought, came the fear that our American fair would be reduced to
-less attractive underwear. Imagine, then, my joy when there arrived
-recently, unsolicited and in trust, a shipment from my little old lady
-of Lorraine.”
-
-The speaker smiled upon the interested faces below in humid,
-self-deprecatory appeal.
-
-“The pluck as well as the embroidery of this maker was, all through the
-war, a marvel to the trade. For weeks her home was under enemy fire
-and the grand dame herself in constant danger of her devoted life. But
-alone in her cellar workshop she plied her needle as industriously as
-the _Boches_ laid down their shells. Such heroism swells the heart and
-chokes the voice.”
-
-After a brief substantiating pause, the shopman continued, as if
-glorying in his show of emotion.
-
-“Why did she do it? Not for herself, surely, since the value of
-her work would have counted little against the loss of her life.
-Patrons--friends--_she did it for France_. Every mite that she
-earned was tossed into the coffers of her country. And now that the
-reconstruction period is on, she still finds work for her withered
-hands to do--still not for herself--but for the war orphans of the
-French. Every cent which this shipment yields will be spent on children
-whom the great struggle has deprived of their natural protectors. Not
-even a commission will be subtracted. No price has been set upon the
-things which I am about to show you. I feel that they are priceless. In
-the name of that little old lady of Lorraine I shall give them to you
-for what you offer and have no fear for the net results. To show them
-from boxes on my counters--the mere thought has seemed unworthy the
-trust placed in me. Will you try to like the more unique method which I
-have devised?”
-
-Bowing deeply and repeatedly in response to perfunctory applause,
-Vincent Seff backed from view. Orchestral whispers of the _Marche
-Lorraine_ accompanied a flurry of exclamation. The gray velvet curtain
-parted; lifted.
-
-The set was a bedchamber. Through a half-open door showed the
-suggestion of a tiled bathroom. Another door and the two windows were
-closed. Once the eyes became accustomed to the indeterminate light,
-they made out rare hangings and furniture that looked to wear the stamp
-of Louis XIV. Beneath the satin coverlet of the bed, an elongated lump
-suggested a human figure asleep. Upon one pillow a lace cap indicated
-rather than covered a mass of murky hair.
-
-For minutes the orchestral rendition of Schumann’s _Traumerei_ was
-the only action of the piece. In time the pantomime of a morning’s
-awakening began--a shudder of the coverlet, a stretching of legs
-beneath and rounded arms above. The face which uplifted from its
-background of locks and lace suggested a loathful emergence from
-dreams. With some degree of energy a hand reached out and pressed a
-bell. That accomplished, the luxurious sleeper slipped beneath the
-eider-down and again drowsed off.
-
-The entrance of a soft-treading, black-garbed, middle-aged maid brought
-diversion. Her lips moved in a supposed good-morning. She drew up the
-window blinds, flooding the room with light. Her disappearance into the
-bathroom was followed by the plash of water in a tub.
-
-Her simulation of annoyance on returning to the bedside, to find the
-dreamer reclaimed, was a nice histrionic bit. She reminded; urged;
-finally shook. At last the lady of lethargy, smiling deliciously,
-aroused to a sitting posture. The thrown coverlet bared two rosy feet
-for the enclosure of satin mules. She deserted the nest of the night,
-crossed the room front stage and stood with arms uplifted as an aid to
-her yawns.
-
-The spotlight found her some seconds before the maid could throw over
-her a bathrobe of silk so pliant that it might have been drawn through
-a bracelet.
-
-Inhalations and forward-leanings moved the audience.
-
-Indeed, there was cause for comment. The daring of Seff in his
-presentation, the novelty of the crêpe sleeping-gown which, innocent of
-_filet_ or ribbons, depended solely upon its Empire lines and girdling
-silken cord--even the type of the model was rare.
-
-Pretty of face beyond question, with a luminous sort of pallor, red
-lips delicately full and purplish, child-wide eyes, she stood revealing
-through the sheer a body both slender and rounded. Discussions of
-her as frank as they were low-pitched proved that the pantomime was
-“taking” from the start.
-
-John Cabot was of the few who suppressed remark, but none watching him
-could have doubted his interest.
-
-Catherine curved an amused smile at him.
-
-“_Et tu, Brute_,” she murmured.
-
-At first from natural endowment and later from deliberate effort,
-John always had believed in the virtue of women until compelled to
-disbelieve. To-day he was studying neither the exquisite, hand-stitched
-garment nor the “points” of the manikin who wore it.
-
-Had he really seen lines of suffering at the corners of that smiling
-mouth? Had he imagined a look of distress in eyes which momentarily had
-met, but now evaded his? He was no sentimentalist. Yet he wondered.
-
-Vincent Seff, from a chair at the far right of the first row, looked
-entertained by his own entertainment. He sat slouched forward, knees
-crossed, elbow on them, chin in palm, eyes up-gazing. A flush was on
-his rather anaemic skin. Occasionally his cheeks twitched in an odd,
-carefully controlled smirk. He nodded, now and then, as if well pleased.
-
-John, glancing toward the shopman, saw the tip of his tongue appear and
-wipe both lips. About Seff, too, he wondered.
-
-From the wings, Mrs. Hutton watched all--the play, the “house,” the man
-who had conceived and perpetrated the coup and the newspaper reporters
-upon whom he depended to give it city-wide circulation. She, however,
-did not wonder about Seff. Only too well she understood why he was off
-guard at the moment, showing tendencies which, ordinarily, his policy
-would have concealed.
-
-She did not wonder, no. But she feared for him as much as, with a
-reaction that crushed the fear, she hotly, contemptuously resented him.
-As she studied the look fixed upon the girl whom he had chosen at first
-glance from a room full of attractive applicants, almost did she hate
-him. The chains of the hideous relationship which shackled together him
-and her seemed to clank as she turned from his unconscious pantomime to
-that which he had foreplanned.
-
-The playlet proceeded.
-
-The model trailed her bath robe to the door of the tiled room, there
-to throw it off and disappear within. Presumedly she plunged into her
-tub. At any rate, her next appearance, although fleeting, enhanced that
-impression. Just a glimpse of her was caught, as the maid pushed wider
-the door to supply a bath towel, but a glimpse that brought gasps from
-the audience sharp as though they, too, had taken a cold plunge.
-
-With hair twisted in a Grecian knot atop her head, she showed for the
-brief moment before the door was closed, garbed only in the flimsiest
-of silken undervests. By comparison she looked amply clad when, some
-seconds later, she reëntered the bedroom, stockinged, slippered and
-girdled, her outer garment a confection of the chemise persuasion
-which laid claim to modesty only in its blush hue. The length lack of
-this costume was remedied by the maid. After a chase whose obvious
-object was further to show the cut and texture of the display, the
-woman succeeded in noosing the head of her charge with a hemstitched
-petticoat.
-
-Upon the door sounded a knock of that portentiousness met only on
-the stage. In effective dismay, the manikin paused front stage,
-the spotlight obligingly following her example. The maid, moved by
-belated prudery, scurried to a closet, from which, after a search
-whose duration would not have recommended her either for system or
-dispatch, she emerged with a negligee that matched the morning set.
-This she draped about her young mistress and stood off to admire with a
-deliberation accented by repetitions of the portentious knock.
-
-When the door at last was opened, expectation of the unusual was
-gainsaid by the man-servant who laid several ribbon-bedizened boxes
-upon the couch and departed. Mistress and maid became animated by
-curiosity. The parcels were undone and their contents examined--a dozen
-sets of lingerie only less lovely than the one worn by the model in
-that they were less attractively displayed.
-
-These still lay about the room on chairs, tables and bed when,
-at entertainment’s end, Vincent Seff himself appeared before the
-footlights. His face was noticeably flushed, his voice thicker than
-before in his invitation that all ascend the stage and personally
-inspect the shipment from Lorraine.
-
-If applause meant appreciation, he must have been gratified. And, in
-fact, the tribute was sincere. The hour’s advertising whimsy had been
-amusing and artistic. Commendatory chatter lifted as the spectators
-disturbed their chairs.
-
-John Cabot was preoccupied by an analysis of the look seen on the face
-of the master of ceremonies, a look which had intensified as Seff
-studied, not so much the piece as the star. Since a certain incidental
-which the financier had noticed, the elaborate exhibition had become
-offensive to him.
-
-In the manikin’s small tussle over the adjustment of her
-petticoat, just when she had been laughing with most abandon, two
-somethings--gleaming, small yet large in suggestion--had dropped from
-her eyes and been absorbed by the crêpe.
-
-That she could weep for shame, while successfully playing her
-frolicsome part, meant a great deal. Many young girls might have wept
-before entering upon such a career. Most could be imagined as weeping
-afterward. But to realize and suffer enough for tears in what evidently
-was an initial step--Although Catherine often had told John that he was
-losing his sense of humor, nobody could have declared him deficient in
-vision.
-
-He was recalled to the immediate present by the lifted voice of his
-wife addressing Seff.
-
-“I will give five hundred dollars,” she was saying, “for the set
-shown on the model. The things are exquisite and the charity deserves
-response.”
-
-“My _dear_ Mrs. Cabot!” The shopman over-accented that familiarity
-which the lofty seem so to appreciate from traffic-policemen, waiters,
-hotel clerks and the like. “The identical set is yours. I thank you
-from my heart and from the hearts of those orphans of France.”
-
-“I’ll take them with me,” stipulated Catherine. “Have the box put in my
-car, please. And, Seff, I am in something of a hurry.”
-
-The crispness of her conclusion was like frost on a sunlit window pane.
-The merchant showed himself nipped by it.
-
-“I’ll attend to your order at once, Mrs. Cabot.”
-
-Disregarding the importunities of less prominent would-be purchasers,
-he hurried back to the stage.
-
-“Mary--_Mary_!” His voice was pitched several notes above its wonted
-mellifluence.
-
-Mrs. Hutton appeared.
-
-“Take charge out here, Mary,” he directed. “Have the ladies step up and
-examine the lot. Every garment has the inimitable chic attained only
-by the French, and the sizes vary, so that---- _You_ know, Mary. Take
-anything that is offered. Such patrons aren’t going to fail our lady of
-Lorraine.”
-
-Far too elated was he to notice the composite of his chief aide’s
-expression as she observed his uneven manner, his flushed face and
-the glitter of his eyes. In the same thought, she sneered, pitied and
-suspected. She turned to attend the gathering patrons.
-
-Seff had not noticed, but another had. John Cabot had followed to the
-stage and now stood contemplating the closed door that gave upon the
-suppositious bathroom. Through it the shopman had disappeared. A mental
-reminder that the whole circumstance was doubtless gross chicanery and,
-at the worst, none of his affair, seemed somehow dampened by his memory
-of those two small, enlightening somethings which he had seen drip from
-the eyes of a laughing girl. From within he could hear fragments in
-Seff’s thick tones.
-
-“A hit.... Five hundred for the set you adorn.... Let me help, you
-dream.... No time--she’s in a hurry.... I _will_.... Hush, dear heart,
-they’ll hear you.”
-
-Ensued a duet of his chuckles and gasped protests in a softer voice.
-The end unmistakably was a scuffle.
-
-John turned away, disagreeably impressed. Many of the fashionables had
-ascended the stage, where Mrs. Hutton was offering the Seff confections
-for sale. He advised himself that he must be imagining the alert turn
-of the forewoman’s head toward the closed door and the annoyance that
-falsified her smile. Then he flouted the advice. He didn’t imagine--_he
-saw_. The woman _was_ alert and annoyed.
-
-The conclusion was substantiated. Sounds that might have been laughter
-or sobs percolated through the key-hole. Rasped gutterals interrupted,
-plead, threatened. There followed a rushing sound and a thump against
-the inside of the door.
-
-John recrossed the stage. As he hesitated, he saw Mrs. Hutton drop the
-garment under discussion and approach him.
-
-Next moment a scream rent all uncertainty.
-
-The most cynical scarcely could have mistaken the cry for anything
-but one of terror, even without the words--intense, jumbled,
-regardless--that translated it.
-
-“No.... _No_.... I hate you.... Father, help me--_save me_!”
-
-Before Mrs. Hutton could force the resisting handle of the door, John
-Cabot had put his shoulder against the panel and broken the lock.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-
-The scene within the back room of the bath-set impressed John like a
-still on a film which had been full of action. First glance might have
-convinced a superficial person that intrusion was a mistake, but the
-financier was not limited to first glances.
-
-Leaning against the farther wall, her apparel reduced to the flimsiest
-of the samples on recent display, stood the manikin. Both her arms were
-upraised. Both hands clasped the shoulders of Seff.
-
-John glanced away; looked again; saw other things.
-
-The girl was straining to push away the shopman, not to draw him to
-her. In her eyes, uplifted at the crashing of the door, was pictured
-the terror which had sounded in her cry. Her face was white as
-frost--looked the whiter for a mark, shaped after the imprint of teeth,
-which was reddening in the flesh of her cheek.
-
-Self’s one arm wrapped her body tightly. His other hand was entangled
-in her flimsy garment at the breast. His face, also turned toward
-the door, shuddered with an absorbed, strange look between hope and
-hopelessness.
-
-John Cabot stood on the threshold, held by astonishment. He had heard
-that high prices oft times were exacted of shopgirls, as of aspirants
-for the stage. But this situation would have seemed incredible except
-that there it was before his eyes. He felt a demand for initiative.
-
-In that scant moment of hesitation, the pros and cons of the issue, as
-concerned himself, flashed through his mind. The principles in this
-behind-the-scenes passion play were not of his class, or so Catherine
-would have said. Both were total strangers to him, therefore their
-relationship not his affair. More or less undesirable notoriety must
-result from interference--the inevitable complement? to the Cabot
-millions.
-
-However, just as he knew himself not to be a number of things which
-Catherine would have wished him to be, he was one thing in particular
-which she did not wish him to be. There had been many times when,
-frankly, he had congratulated himself on having been a human being long
-before a multi-millionaire.
-
-Through the space which he had vacated in the doorway flocked a covey
-of fashion’s vultures. His audience formed as he crossed the room and
-laid a golf-hardened grip upon Seff’s shoulder. There was an instant of
-resistance. Then he tore the man away from the cowering girl.
-
-Almost was he tripped to a fall. Glancing down, he noted a silken swirl
-upon the floor. His first act, after throwing aside the drink-maddened
-roué, was to gather up the negligee last shown outside and lay it about
-the model’s shoulders.
-
-He faced around to meet Seff’s thick-lipped threats.
-
-“Wha--what do you mean? You’ll answer to me for your interference and
-before you’re a minute older.”
-
-The shopman chopped out at him recklessly, landing several blows.
-
-Taller than Seff by half a head, superbly fit in comparison, John stood
-as if stricken by sudden inability. His eyes were upon the scandalized
-throng that had crowded into the room, rather than his opponent. He
-protected himself in a confused, inadequate way from a succession of
-attacks. The while he was considering a plan to spare the girl odium
-and involve her tormentor.
-
-Evidently elated by the success of his tactics, Seff paused for
-emphasis.
-
-“What d’you mean butting into my affairs?” he demanded.
-
-“This,” answered John.
-
-With the word, he sent his right fist to a particular spot in the
-aesthetic’s neck.
-
-The effect was startling. Seff’s head lopped, his eyes rolled, his body
-wavered and stretched its length upon the floor.
-
-Fright-cries rose from the crush about the door; above them, a shrill
-demand in Catherine’s voice.
-
-“John, are you mad?”
-
-The first person to reach the prone figure was, however, without
-utterance. An equivocal look of dread and triumph was on Mary Hutton’s
-face as she knelt beside the man who was her employer and more; raised
-his head to her knee; held a bottle of smelling salts to his nose.
-
-John Cabot’s attention returned to the cause of the bout.
-
-She had wrapped the negligee closely around her and stood awaiting
-developments with dilated eyes--the model. On her cheek the mark of
-teeth showed redder than before. At his glance, she took a forward
-step, as if to thank him, then, embarrassed by the press of people
-around the door, stopped.
-
-Without words, they two regarded only each other. Quite still they
-stood, looking.
-
-And as they looked, comrade spirits seemed to become visible in the
-glow of an incipient understanding. Beside her--faded in until to John
-it became as plain as her body--appeared a vision of loveliness and
-lure. Shy, yet unafraid, this vision beckoned him. From eyes bluer than
-the troubled deeps of the girl’s gaze, it smiled on him. With hair
-golden as the dreams of a child and tenuous as woman’s wiles, it awoke
-in him a thrill like that on seeing the home-land banner in foreign
-climes.
-
-The while, in imagination, he heard the _Spring Song_ of Mendelssohn,
-vaguely passionate, played by the pure-yearning notes of a flute.
-The fragrance that accompanies the aspirations of youth filled his
-nostrils. A thought of apple-blossoms hurt his mind with midsummer
-weariness.
-
-From his heart, as if aroused by its increasing beat, uprose response
-to the vision. Not as if born of the moment--rather as if long
-protected from impious eyes--an emotion new to him seemed to take
-form. He felt that the girl, as well as he, must see and recognize.
-
-Cruel with tenderness, eager with fear, the emotion that had arisen
-from his heart-beats passed, like a gallant shape, from him to her. In
-command that was, in truth, but a prayer, it faced the comrade soul of
-her.
-
-For a moment and an age, the eyes of the financier and those of the
-shopgirl met and held, each pair the other. Met also, in that age of
-moment’s length, the lad Amor, a creature of the spirit whose first
-desire is to have and to hold, with Innocentia, one not more to cherish
-than to fear.
-
-A low-voiced, fragmentary conversation recalled John to the more
-material present.
-
-“You, Mary?”
-
-“Who else? At your worst I wouldn’t dare to desert you.”
-
-“Any more than I would you. If you hadn’t poured me so much of----
-Anyhow I’ve done what you said I couldn’t do--put over a sweatshop fake
-that----”
-
-“Hush, Vin. Come, get up.”
-
-Turning, John saw Mrs. Hutton steady Seff to his feet.
-
-An imperative voice at his own elbow advised: “Better come with me at
-once, John, unless you wish to get into the newspapers.”
-
-“That is just what I do wish, Catherine,” he said.
-
-“But as the protector of this latest _Inconnue_?”
-
-“Unknown?” John glanced at his wife surprisedly, then on to the wall
-against which the manikin had stood.
-
-Gone was the luring vision which his mother had taught him to believe
-was the soul of womanhood. Gone also the girl.
-
-His sense of loss must have shown in his face.
-
-“Why not play Don Quixote for some one more ambitious?” Catherine
-gibed. “Ask me to nominate them--as your wife I could choose the
-subjects with regard to the family honor and glory. I tell you there
-are reporters in that crowd. Once they recognize you----”
-
-“Reporters?” He took a step toward the crush. “Publicity--that’s the
-cure for this scourge. Where are they?”
-
-“But, John----” The wife who never could decide whether she disapproved
-or admired her husband the more, remembered in the emergency to be
-guileful. “Would you crush the victim to cure the scourge? Shouldn’t
-chivalry protect the good name of that girl? At least, she is young.”
-
-“And pure as a white violet. For once you are right. Excuse me a
-moment. I must find a telephone.”
-
-He strode away.
-
-“Mule and mad, at that--a mad mule!”
-
-The finality of Catherine’s thought-tribute returned her to her own
-predicament. Her shrug redraped about her shoulders the satin-smooth
-mantle of her social superiority. There was a chance that she might
-escape inclusion in whatever notoriety should ensue. Did not a woman
-and a mother--the occasion evoked a thought of Jackie--owe her first
-duty to herself? Let John take the consequences of his mania for
-reform, even to being advertised as loitering alone at the lingerie
-show!
-
-Directly upon the decision to detach herself from possibly unpleasant
-consequences, she skimmed the edge of the crowd and left the store.
-
-When John Cabot returned to the stage he saw that Seff already was
-surrounded by the reporters. Mrs. Hutton stood at his elbow, a bottle
-from which she evidently had poured some sort of restorative in one
-hand, an emptied glass in the other.
-
-The shopman looked distressed, either by the dose pressed upon him
-or by his recent experience--perhaps by both. He was speaking with
-something of the fluency of his recent “speech,” the while adjusting
-his delicately-toned tie and brushing from one sleeve a reminder of his
-fall.
-
-“I am Vincent Seff, owner of this establishment. A slight
-misunderstanding occurred inside, yes. But I have a hope that you good
-people, also guests at my entertainment, will respect my hospitality
-enough to withhold its unfortunate _finale_ from your papers.”
-
-The press representatives, three women and a lone man, looked dubious
-at this hypothetical claim. A second man, tilted in a chair against
-the wall, who was in the act of finishing a creditable sketch of the
-manikin, lifted to Cabot a companionable grin.
-
-“Good, ain’t it?”
-
-“Yes, it is. What will you take for it?”
-
-“What will I take?” The grin broadened. “Why, a better art job than the
-one I’ve got.”
-
-“Unfortunately I can’t pay that.”
-
-“Sorry not to oblige an admirer of my work.” The artist banged down
-the forelegs of the tilted chair and gathered up his paraphernalia for
-departure. “If it’s your nice little idea to keep the girl’s picture
-out of the paper, it wouldn’t help any to withhold this. The camera
-gang departed on the run some time ago.”
-
-Seff, at Mrs. Hutton’s touch on his arm, had turned and seen the
-addition to their group. He continued in urgent tones:
-
-“Of course you must write your stories right, boys and girls. But I do
-wish you’d go light on this finish. For the sake of a highly valued
-patron, I should regret to have a certain name figured. Also, it
-scarcely seems fair to jeopard the chances of an overly impulsive young
-girl, just at her start of life.”
-
-“But her scream, Mr. Seff?”
-
-“And the door-smashing?”
-
-“Not to mention that lively bout?”
-
-The trio of women scribes prodded him, as though satellites of the
-sport instead of fashion page.
-
-The dapper designer plunged.
-
-“I admit that there was a small fracas, but it was due entirely to
-a misunderstanding. It is all patched up now, therefore not worth
-mentioning. For once I was at fault in my choice of an employee. You
-will agree, I am sure, that my little attempt at an artistic display
-would not have carried an evil suggestion to the clean minds for whose
-pleasure and profit it was planned. I scarcely know how to express
-myself, friends. Do try to appreciate my position.”
-
-He glanced, as if for helpful suggestion, toward Mary Hutton, then went
-on, evidently planning his defense in its delivery.
-
-“The poor girl was hysterical from nervous strain over her first public
-appearance. She could not have intended to give such rein to her
-impulses as--as---- Of course, a woman who will exhibit herself in such
-a rôle is not exactly---- Well, I’ll not go into that. But I owe it to
-myself to say that even I, experienced at judging women by their face
-values, would not have believed our guileless-looking Dolores Trent
-capable of a deliberate attempt to compromise an employer who----”
-
-“_Cad!_”
-
-At the interruption, Seff took a backward step, evidently remembering
-the reach and force of the speaker’s punch.
-
-John Cabot, with a frown, stayed the three women and lone man who,
-having been given the all-important name of the woman in the case, were
-on the point of taking wing.
-
-“Best give a minute,” he advised. “You haven’t got the real story
-yet. This sale is a fake. The goods were manufactured in Seff’s
-own sweatshops right here in New York. The money was taken under
-false pretenses. I am not in position to state just how usual among
-supposedly high-class shops is the sort of indelicacy we’ve witnessed
-this morning. Fortunately, however, I am able to make an example of
-this instance. I am John Cabot. I ask you to investigate.”
-
-“I have heard enough of this contemptible attack, no matter who or
-what you are.” Seff hurled himself into the breach as bravely as his
-condition would permit. “Nothing but respect for the feelings of
-your wife has kept me from having you ejected before this. You cannot
-influence the newspapers against us. We are, as you should know,
-persistent advertisers. I ask you now to go quietly and at once, before
-I----”
-
-For a moment it seemed that his advice had been accepted. John Cabot
-turned and crossed to the rim of the stage. There he lifted his hand to
-the lingering society contingent.
-
-“I have sent for the police,” he said. “They’ll be here any minute now.
-They have a habit, I’m told, of taking the names of eye-witnesses.
-Subpoenas generally arrive at elsewhere-essential moments, so I’d
-suggest that such of you as have any important engagements for the near
-future----”
-
-He had said enough. The remaining “valued patrons” broke the leash of
-curiosity and hurried away after the example of the “thoroughbred” Mrs.
-Cabot. Be it added that they waited not for the elevator, nor counted
-the steps in the flight of their descent.
-
-For diverse reasons, a group remained with John Cabot during his brief
-wait for the detectives of the nearby Tenderloin police station. The
-reporters stayed because of the “realer” crux of the story explaining
-the scream of a shopgirl; Mrs. Hutton because, as she had asserted, she
-dared not desert Seff; the owner himself because of the competent look
-of a golf-steeled right, swinging from an arm whose length and strength
-he knew.
-
-The while, Seff gained considerable reassurance from a _sotto voce_
-consultation with his forewoman who, in the emergency, seemed to have
-reversed the usual relationship of employed to employer. He greeted
-the officers as though they had come at his request and asked that
-they search the store for the model. She, although the cause of the
-disturbance, would be needed, he declared, as his chief witness.
-
-Upon the report that no trace of her could be found, he addressed
-himself to the financier with a noticeable cessation of resentment.
-
-The girl was gone, he pointed. That fact was substantial evidence
-of her guilty intent toward himself. No real harm had been done and
-nothing would be gained by going through with his arrest on a charge
-that could not be proved. Certainly, with their combined influence, the
-unpleasant aftermath of what so many had voted a pleasant morning could
-be kept from the papers. Had Mr. Cabot no thought for the consequence
-of the use of his name in such a connection? Even though he cared
-nothing for his own reputation, did he not owe something to his family?
-Sentiment aside, with no complaining witness what could he gain to
-equal what he should lose by carrying out his threat?
-
-“But there is a complainant,” John assured him pleasantly enough. “That
-rôle is mine.”
-
-“_You?_ Can you possibly intend----”
-
-Mrs. Hutton it was who found voice for direct demand. “What is the
-charge? We have a right to know, sir.”
-
-“Assault.” John Cabot directly faced the shopman. Humor twitched his
-mouth as he asked: “Did you think I let you hit me for my own selfish
-pleasure?”
-
-As the motor patrol purred its way to the station house, however, the
-amusement faded from his face. The Fall air whipped his longing for
-the gentler zephyrs of Spring, for the breath of apple-blooms, for the
-sound of a flute playing Mendelssohn’s vaguely passionate theme.
-
-He forced himself back to certain troubleful questions of the moment.
-The manikin, Dolores Trent--what of her? The very strength of his
-desire to find her advised that he should not look for her. Why favor
-himself as a trailer, while jailing Seff? But where would she hide
-herself--what do?
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-
-Morning in a land of endless twilight!
-
-The spirit-girl lay late abed after that first awakening in Gehenna,
-as she realized with the switching off of the mauve curtains which had
-shut sunrise from her chamber. On her show of weariness after last
-night’s ordeal, she had been told how King Satan, after his preference
-for the customs of Earth, had time apportioned into periods of day and
-night, with eventide and dawn, midnight and noon exactly fixed. By
-means of his electric sun, moon and attendant stars, supplied from the
-power accumulators on the eastern and western fringes of the Gehennan
-desert, the semi-light shed from the eternal radiance of the Elysian
-Fields was made to seem negligible.
-
-Dolores had been grateful for the respite. The shades about the
-court, she had noted, looked more or less material according to
-their naturalization into Shadow Land. She herself had been declared
-unusually visible, even for a new-comer, and was expected to have the
-habits of her late estate. She had not slept the sleep of Earth, any
-more than she had tasted the suggestion-foods of last night’s banquet,
-except as a reminiscence of taste. And yet, with eyelids closed against
-sight of what was, and her inner vision limited to only the dearest of
-what had been, she had passed into a sort of soul-rest--into memories
-and imaginings that were one fond, commingled dream of John Cabot.
-
-Further aroused by a subservient voice, she sank an elbow into the
-damask-sheened pillow; lifted herself; opened eyes and mind to the now.
-
-“Your shower is turned on, m’lady.”
-
-The repetition was in English. Before, the same words had been
-spoken in French. Such perfect intonation in two languages piqued
-her interest. She glanced around to see standing beside her couch a
-woman-shade in the black and white of service.
-
-“Madame’s hair is so black, perhaps she is Italian. I trust I have not
-startled you. His Majesty ordered that your bath be of cold cathode
-rays. They are very exhilarating if one can stand the shock.”
-
-Although this third offering came in the honey-sweet language of love,
-a look of hate was on the serving woman’s face.
-
-“Who are you?” Dolores asked in the tongue of first choice.
-
-“You may call me Adeline. I am your maid.”
-
-Somewhat disconcerted by the unservile gesture with which a robe of
-rainbow lights was held out for her convenience, Dolores put another
-question.
-
-“How do you come to speak three languages? And doesn’t the name Adeline
-mean of noble birth?”
-
-“Ah, Madame also is French. She will the better understand.” A smile
-less pleased than bitter stiffened the patrician lips. “I am of noble
-birth and on earth was treated according to my rank. But the judgment
-that consigned me to the Realm of Reversals has changed all that. Here
-we who were ladies serve our former maids. And hard taskmistresses they
-are, given thus the power to equalize their past humiliations.”
-
-A thought of the fate awaiting Catherine Cabot made Dolores shudder. “A
-grim conceit, that--I suppose the King’s own?”
-
-The demoted noblewoman nodded. “Not Lucretia Borgia herself could have
-conceived so cruel a sentence. It is not the tasks from which I suffer,
-but the thought of doing them. My first position was to serve the
-creature whom I had treated with all consideration in my household, she
-who afterward cost me my husband, my position in society and my life.
-Madame understands? I killed her. Madame’s shower is turned on.”
-
-She who never had been served sought to refuse the offices of this
-quondam great lady. On Earth no one had drawn up the morning shades for
-her, she declared; had brushed the cobwebs of dreams from her lashes
-with dampened cloths; had proffered the steaming beauty cup, perfumed
-her bath, placed her mules, held her robe. No need was there for
-Adeline to suffer while under assignment to her.
-
-She was ill-repaid for her kindly intent.
-
-“It is, then, as I feared. Madame is but one of them herself.”
-
-With contemptuous manner, m’lady-who-was insisted upon performing those
-duties which she knew so well from having exacted them.
-
-“I must serve you,” she explained, “whether you wish to be served or
-not. I must work out my sentence. None dares tamper with the Rule of
-the Realm of Reversals. My husband warns me----”
-
-“Your husband? Are you so fortunate as to have his company here?”
-
-A moment the maid contemplated the eagerness on her new mistress’ face,
-then gave a vicious twist to the mass of dark hair she was arranging.
-“That he received a red ticket is the one bit of justice I have found
-in Greater Gehenna. He bungled the trick of obtaining that verdict in
-man’s favor usually granted gratis by the world.”
-
-“You speak, Adeline, as though you hated him.”
-
-“Hate him?” Fury shook the cultured voice. “Is it not because of
-him that I am here? And he--always he seeks me at the fête of
-servant-fiends to complain of the humiliations forced upon him by his
-ex-valet, for well he knows that his only chance of reversal will come
-through me. Since Madame is so good as to inquire, I do hate the man
-I loved. I hate him the more, perhaps, for controlling his hate of
-me--for his pretense of continued love.”
-
-To Dolores, the strange creature’s will to hurt her by twisting her
-hair was kind compared with this unintentional squeezing of the
-hope-drops from her heart. Would every one about the court have power
-to make her suffer for her past? When he whose companionship the lost
-soul of her craved so unutterably should one day be sentenced to this
-realm for their common social crime, would he also hide hate in a
-pretense still to love?
-
-But no. Although on Earth John had not sought her as had other men and
-at the last had seemed to desert, she dared not believe that the great
-heart of him could change when he came through the gate into the Lower
-Land--when, one day, he joined her.
-
-The mother-soul’s good-morning to her babe was interrupted by a message
-from the King. She was to attend him at once in the Garden of Bad Luck.
-
-Dismay possessed Dolores. Probably His Majesty meant to probe deeper,
-with his knife-like cynicisms of last night, into the wounds of her
-former state. But a thought of the folly of foreboding soon steadied
-her. She had no choice.
-
-“I shall go at once,” she told the maid. “I feel quite rested and
-strong.”
-
-“I should suggest to Madame that she omit to mention her restful
-night,” Adeline said. “Otherwise he will not permit that it happen
-again. He awaits beside the Hard Luck fountain.”
-
-Dolores in turn offered advice. “While I am gone, doff that cap and
-apron and imagine you are a lady again. He’ll never know, for I won’t
-tell and the babe can’t.”
-
-“Never know, _he_?” The French soul smiled briefly. “Madame perhaps
-will excuse, but evidently she is not yet acquainted with m’lord of
-reversals. _Know?_ I myself should tell him if none else did. He would
-compel me to do so.”
-
-To Dolores’ relief, the King seemed to have forgotten her regrettable
-history when she found him awaiting her at the spot of his
-appointment. At any rate, he made no reference thereto.
-
-“I am going to show you around my place,” he informed her. “I take
-a pleasant shame in it. Guess I’ve got what real-estaters call ‘the
-property sense’--a brand of nonsense.”
-
-He led her through an avenue-like effect of lime trees to a lawn of
-dwarfed red-top, where stood a winged vehicle, as much an improvement
-over the planes of Earth as was the motor-car over Grimes’ one-horse
-shay.
-
-“My aeromobile,” he announced with prideful gesture.
-
-Although of a mind given to taking for granted all mechanical details,
-Dolores could not but wonder at this craft. Its wings looked more like
-those of a huge hawk than the rigid spread of the aeroplanes she had
-seen flying low over Central Park. Instead of standing upon wheeled
-running-gear, bird feet of a proportionate size clawed into the ground.
-In its head glittered a constantly moving pair of eyes.
-
-“How ever do you rise in that?” Dolores asked. “And once you do get up,
-how make it go? And up and off, how do you land?”
-
-He was frankly gratified by her interest.
-
-“They call me,” he exulted, “‘Prince of the Power of the Air.’ From its
-essence I create whatsoever I will.”
-
-“Then this, too, is only illusion?”
-
-“But illusion realer than the Rock of Ages. Effects made by electricity
-are indestructible. You can switch them off, as you can transfer
-existence from one state to another, but you cannot destroy them.” His
-look intensified: “This element and the immortal soul are the only two
-absolutely steadfast quantities.”
-
-“Except--” she hesitated--“except good in the heart.”
-
-“Except evil in the mind, you mean.”
-
-He snapped the correction at her, evidently displeased, but soon
-returned to the subject of his “Hell Hawk.” In a round of the machine,
-he showed her a propeller placed beneath the fuselage by which it
-might be lifted straight or lowered on reverse; explained the encased
-“pusher” at the stern and “puller” at the bow which furnished silent,
-horizontal speed; described the shock absorbers with which the talons
-were equipped and the practicability of reflecting scenes below in the
-moving, mirror-like eyes.
-
-“Experience is the best demonstrator. May I hand you in?”
-
-Dolores sank into the double seat that swung like a hammock across the
-roomy cock-pit. Satan placed himself beside her, seized the “stick” by
-which his super-bird was directed and pressed the starting button.
-
-Like an elevator the aeromobile shot upward, with an utter lack of
-vibration that gave the effect of hella-firma receding, while their
-craft stood still. Soon, however, he released the lofting button to
-press that which gave power to the drivers. Forward through space they
-started at a speed which would not have seemed speed at all, except for
-the mounting figures finder-pointed upon a dial set into the invisible
-air-screen before them. They seemed to hover above, while Gehenna raced
-past them below.
-
-“It is--is wonderful,” breathed the Apollyon guest, pauperized in
-expression by the emotions that accompany a first flight.
-
-He nodded. “Consider this morning’s air-joying one of your rewards for
-being, although a factory girl, _somewhat_ different from the rest.”
-
-She turned to him. “You must have some object in treating me so well.
-What is it?”
-
-“Ha, you are like the rest, after all--curious!” His Highness
-exclaimed. “Must every she-soul know the end of the story first?
-Suppose my object is to acquaint you with myself through my works. ‘By
-their works ye shall know them.’ So look and know. Apply what mind you
-have to getting a panoramic conception of the extent of my kingdom.
-Notice the estates surrounding the palace park. I have given them over
-to vari-villains so fortunate as to have merited my approval.”
-
-When Dolores gripped the edge of the swinging seat and leaned to peer
-over the side of the fuselage, he objected.
-
-“Why must you earthlings do everything the hardest way? Let the Hawk
-see for you.”
-
-He indicated an artfully arranged series of mirrors which reflected
-through the eyes of the bird a moving picture of scenes beneath.
-
-“It looks like--like a picture postal-card of some tropical city, only
-not so bright and more squat,” she observed after a moment. “It is
-neatly laid out.”
-
-“It _is_ neat,” Satan admitted. “Our perpetual heat-without-rain does
-fade the colors, though. The only moisture we get down here is when the
-angels weep over some new triumph of mine. Hell knows I try to make
-them open the ducts more often. If ever I learn to weep myself, I’ll
-likely irrigate a lot of suffering.”
-
-“And why do you wish to weep?”
-
-“People seem to enjoy it so. As for the squatness of the bungalows,
-what can you expect in the most tropical of climates? Assume a little
-imagination if you have it not. You should have seen the place before I
-took hold of it. At first, after my sudden fall into utter desolation
-from the Paradisian comforts of home, I couldn’t see any possibilities
-in Gehenna. But I never was one to let bad enough alone.”
-
-“Oh, I didn’t say I thought it bad,” Dolores hastened to insert.
-
-“No, you didn’t, but you’d better! Of course, it’s not what it might
-be, even now, but it was a perfect chaos when I began, a sort of
-peaceful haze, with not so much as a suffering gnat for me to vent my
-disposition on.”
-
-“It’s so different from anything that----” Dolores puzzled.
-
-“Did you expect to find Pluto wallowing in a lake of fire, _á la_
-Milton?”
-
-“Gehenna is a place of torture, isn’t it? I wasn’t taught what they
-call religion in my childhood, but I typed the sermons of a minister
-for a while and I know what----”
-
-She hesitated, regretting her persistence. Satan’s facial expression,
-always mobile, had altered for the worse.
-
-“A minister, eh?” he asked fiercely. “I suppose he ranted the regular
-hell-fire stuff? Let me tell you that keeping the realities of my place
-from the preach-praters of Earth is the hardest thing I do. If they
-conceived a fraction of my achievements in the torture line, even in
-this vestibule to the real hell farther on, I’d never have a chance to
-hang out the S. O. S. sign--never. Earthlings _would_ be good and The
-Great Intention foiled.”
-
-“The Great Intention, sir? What can you mean?”
-
-He glared at her; snarled his reply: “Greater than you have gone to the
-chair of perpetual voltage for the impertinence of asking that. None
-knows my Great Intention save myself. It is ‘closed up and sealed until
-the time of the end.’ But woe betide the red soul in Gehenna that does
-not work toward its fulfillment!”
-
-So threatening was his manner that the girl-shade shrank away; as soon
-as she dared, returned her attention to the topographical features of
-the world infernal.
-
-Back whence they had come, over incalculable miles of couchant
-dwellings, Apollyon Palace and its gardens glittered in the rays of
-the artificial sun. On either side, taxing to the eye as the illusive
-distances of a boundless desert, detail merged into mirage-like
-suggestion of detail, until nothing more could be imagined--quite
-nothing more except infinitude of space.
-
-As they sped through the high-tempered air, shafts of fire-flecked
-smoke reached up as if to devour them. Directly below, for sections
-which might have been miles or tens of miles each, huddled a series of
-convex structures with the round chimneys of pottery kilns. Massed here
-and there were what looked to be warehouses and factories.
-
-The tension of the royal mood relaxed in a free gesture. “Object to my
-furnaces smoking? I have to burn some fire and brimstone to satisfy
-the preconceived mortal idea of damnation. The old-timers would think
-less of me if I didn’t. At that, I’m sparing of it. Am bagging the
-gases for future needs. You look surprised. Do earthlings really
-believe that the idea of poison gas was made in Germany? Why, my child,
-I’ve looked forward for ages to the destructiveness of the fumes thrown
-off by burning fiends incarnate--the real thing, you know, made in
-Hell!”
-
-Irritation again nettled his voice at the look on the face bent low to
-gaze through the rising heat-hazes.
-
-“You work as hard as a Cook’s tourist at sight-seeing. Don’t make the
-mistake of supposing you can get more than an illustrative idea of
-Greater Gehenna in a day, a week or a year. Just a cursory glance this
-morning. To the East stretch our fire-proof picture storage warehouses,
-where we stow millions a minute of the life-films of important
-earthlings. Below is the Devil’s Own Play-House. Make a guess at its
-capacity.”
-
-Dolores, however, made no guess. Her interest had centered in a small,
-incredibly luminous lake that attracted even as it hurt the eye.
-
-“What is yonder pool and the great gleaming ball that floats above,
-like the soap-bubble of a god?”
-
-“That is the one biggest bubble of _the_ god. Chief thing I wanted
-you to see. You _have_ a germ of intelligence--only don’t bother to
-cultivate it, for it’s not to be compared with your other attractions.
-What I want of you is--But I digress.”
-
-He declared the “bubble” his latest and greatest invention, the last
-blow, so to speak, in motion picture photography, by which events on
-Earth might be pictured simultaneously with their occurrence.
-
-Just then the Ball of Life, not being in use, was uncovered that it
-might absorb atmospheric vitality. The countless prisms of spirits
-of mercury which composed the pool acted as one glass in reflecting
-distant Earth-scenes caught by the whirling bubble, which ignored
-distances as it did materialistic interference. The vast stadium when
-filled, was enclosed with adjustable electric walls of dark green.
-There, from under eye-shields, the doings of Earth might be watched as
-they were done.
-
-“If ever you get homesick, fair house-guest, I’ll give you a look-in on
-the conduct of the dear detained.”
-
-“Oh, if you only----”
-
-Dolores smothered her wish in the midst of its expression.
-
-“If I only wouldn’t!” Rather disagreeably the King laughed at her
-obviousness. “Now for a dip below the sun. I abhor this pale, abiding
-light. Makes me blind as a bat.”
-
-As they bolted downward, he volunteered to correct her assumption that
-already she had arrived in Hell. Greater Gehenna was only the starting
-station.
-
-“We haven’t reached the bottomless pit or the lake of fire yet, not by
-a world-full. And perhaps----” His coherency slackened. “Just _perhaps_
-we never shall. That depends upon who is stronger when the test comes,
-the cast-out near-angel or---- It is a strange thing if bad won’t
-overcome good in the Universe--if ruthlessness and preparedness----”
-
-He checked himself, as though self-accused of disclosing too much to
-such a neophyte. After a suspicious scowl around at her, he continued:
-
-“That hell-fire idea is only figurative. Why threaten the spirit with
-physical duress? You have an expression on Earth, ‘so near and yet so
-far,’ that has taught me the refinement of torture. I want to show you
-close-ups of some specials of my invention.”
-
-Skimming low, he pointed her attention ahead to the Cage of In-Law
-Relatives, “absolutely the most vicious spirits ever caught in the
-toils of durance vile,” as he described them, “and the only extant
-bipeds never tamed.”
-
-What had looked a low mountain proved to be a dome-shaped enclosure
-of such size that the curve on its either side sloped gradually into
-the perspective. Through the interstices of its barbed wall thousands
-upon thousands of _manes_, more female than male, could be seen moving
-within. From it blew a wind so malignant that Dolores’ eyes smarted
-and her ears roared--a wind of whispers from countless tongues all
-breathing forth hate at once. Not one of the “in-laws” spoke out. All
-whispered.
-
-“Blood egotists!” Satan chuckled. “As all the world is more or less
-eligible for the Cage, I have space only for a few of the most horrible
-examples. Seems an awful fate to inflict them upon each other, but I
-discovered early that they are a race unto themselves. There is nothing
-to equal their viciousness, not even professional jealousy. After all,
-it is the mean little emotions that people Hell.”
-
-The lettered designation of a barrack-like structure Satan read:
-
- BASTARD BABY WARD
-
-“There lie the infant-shades along endless aisles. Their cribs are
-lined with electro-cacti-spines. Their coverlets are of satiny
-_bisnaga_ petals sewed together with their own needles.” His Highness
-fixed a side glance on the mother-soul’s face as he enthused: “Although
-a virtuous bachelor, I know that their whimpers mean they want milk.
-So I feed that ‘so near and yet so far’ rule unto ‘even the least of
-these.’ I have their nursing bottles filled with scalding, opaque air.”
-
-“But how can a baby deserve an evil fate?” Dolores demanded. “I was
-not taught the Scriptures, but does the Great-I-Am, as you call Him,
-countenance such a law?”
-
-“My favorite author, Deuteronomy, answers that. ‘A bastard shall not
-enter into the congregation of the Lord. Even to his tenth generation
-shall he not enter in.’ The sins of fathers being visited upon their
-children is an unjust law that particularly appeals to me.”
-
-At her sob he offered pseudo-consolation. “Be of good cheer. Your
-bastard is not consigned to the Ward--that is to say, not yet.”
-
-Low over a subdivision more dusty than any passed they sailed. Here the
-scraggliest effect of vegetation ceased. Lizards moved languidly, if at
-all, and snakes lolled their forked tongues.
-
-Satan, apparently gratified by his proselyte’s nervousness, apologized:
-“Sorry I cannot spare time this morning to take you through Serpent’s
-Tooth Valley. I quite anticipate your pleasure in the antics of my
-snakes--a sharp-tooth pursuing every thankless well-begot. It’s a
-lively place. You really should get in sympathy with the serpent. He
-was my first agent and cannot be excelled for loathsomeness. Can you
-see that rattler--that cobra? From Arizona to the Indies they are
-feared, hated--_and_ respected. By an arbitrary edict, which I cannot
-at present veto, they’ve been forced to crawl upon their bellies since
-early days. But one of my first acts of reward to the unrighteous after
-I have come into my own shall be to set them up again. ‘When snakes
-shall rise on their tails!’ A more inspiring line never was writ.”
-
-The tourist-by-command shuddered, but did not speak. He followed her
-gaze toward a barren dune in the distance over which a vapor hovered
-high as could be seen.
-
-“Nits pestering the Traitors to Mothers, among whom I threatened last
-night to throw my chef. Although they are an assorted bad lot, we can
-afford to pass them, as I had no mother and you next to none. Got the
-scheme of the chuck-hole from the Book of Revelations: ‘Where they
-shall be tormented day and night forever and ever.’ It is not that
-anything in particular is so unendurable. It’s the way I keep it up.
-In rotation I visit all the old-fashioned plagues upon them, murrain,
-boils and blains, frogs--But imagine the rest. There is one special
-side-show that will have a personal appeal to you to which I feel I
-should take you before we return. Look out. I’m going to land.”
-
-Again the Hawk had acted like an elevator. Its spreading claws clutched
-the sanded soil, their shock absorbers functioning without jar. The
-spirit-girl, once again upon hella-firma, gazed dazedly about.
-
-From the rim of a monstrous, crater-like cup nearby spilled a steam
-like a giant’s breath, strong, noxious, horrific. When Dolores shrank
-back, well-nigh overcome, her Satanic guide fanned aside the fumes and
-drew her upward toward the edge.
-
-“Merely the regrets of the sirens,” he insisted. “This is the one
-all-woman department of Gehenna, the Wanton’s Well. Lean over. Look.
-See them gasp. See them try to faint. They hope that they are dying,
-but no chance of that. Not one ever thinks she deserves her fate or
-acknowledges her own defiance of decency. Her own case, you see, is
-always ‘different.’ Only when she is surrounded by others of her kind,
-thousands of them worse than she, does she begin to comprehend that in
-the judgments of men woman’s unpardonable sin may have no difference.
-Think of that, O fair and famed Dolores Trent--that between you and
-these, your sisters, there is no difference!”
-
-Although the girl-shade felt about to collapse, she was held by his
-mental dominance. Leaning, she looked.
-
-Her tormentor continued: “It is hot down there--hot as the curse of
-society. The wantons burn in a fever of lonely lust. They thirst for a
-sip of the affection and poetry--even of the rashness which made the
-passion-cup sweet. And all the endless hours until That Day they’ll not
-get a drop to wet their lying lips and sin-blacked tongues.”
-
-A tug upon the hem of the royal robe cut short the inquisition. An
-aged female _manes_, sear-looking and fate-limned as would have been a
-relief map of this Erubian Realm, had tottered up behind them unheard.
-Her silvered hair writhed backward in the blast from The Well. Her
-hands shook toward it as shake withered grasses over a dry creek bed.
-
-“Sire, she cannot stand it much longer down there, my Millie,” the
-crone-soul quavered.
-
-“Ha, Grandma Nuisance again!” Unconventionally Satan introduced her
-to Dolores. “An oldish lady who has seen better days. Ever notice that
-most oldish ladies _have_ seen better days?”
-
-“I am asking naught for myself, your gracious Majesty. I was old enough
-to know better. But Millie wasn’t twenty yet and that high-strung and
-sore-tempted.”
-
-Ungraciously His Majesty continued to explain her: “That dame, after
-an impeccable life on her own account, plunged a knife through the
-licentious breast of an offspring who, despite frequent asseverations
-that she’d rather be dead, lacked courage to perform the function for
-herself. They sentenced the old girl for life, the judge and jury
-having that weakness for mothers which is bred in the womb of the
-world. Down here, I haven’t seemed to find the right berth for her,
-so have left her to her own devices, which take the form of torturing
-herself in this existence as in the last over the sins of her Millie
-the Magnificent.”
-
-With threatening manner he turned on the crone.
-
-“I told you not to follow me again.”
-
-“But I am driven. I failed to fetch her up right or she’d never have
-gone wrong. It’s all my fault. Let her out of the well. Let me take her
-place.”
-
-The grief coursing from her faded eyes seemed again to change the
-variable royal mood. Seizing her wisp of hair, he compelled her to the
-edge.
-
-“At least you may suffer with her,” he conceded. “Misery loves company,
-they say.” He thrust forward her peaked face. When her eyes failed to
-moisture at thought of the wrench he had given her neck, he essayed a
-wrench at her heart.
-
-“See Her Magnificence on the ledge just below, parching, burning, dying
-an age-long death of thirst. Hi, there, Millicent, have you thought out
-some new way you might have married him? Here’s mother dear, come to
-bring you a drink. How her brilliant beauty is fading under drouth! You
-who suckled her as a babe, you cannot deny her just one drop? But alas,
-your bosoms are withered as your face. Surely, though, you’re not out
-of tears?” Over the rim he called: “The drink, the _drink_, Millicent!
-Mother’s tears--extra salt.”
-
-Dolores understood that the struggles of the spirit-dame and the wail
-that came from the depths were in resistance of his mental brutality.
-Yet she, too, was moved to action by a thought.
-
-Stepping close to the edge, she contested Satan’s clutch of the old
-shade; drew her back; bade her begone.
-
-“Lift your prayers upward, mother,” she breathed in a voice of the
-night-winds. “I have heard that only God Himself can save.”
-
-Her shoulders were seized in a fiendish clutch.
-
-“Enough of that only-God drivel! You trying to checkmate _me_?”
-
-As she was twisted around to meet the Mind-Master’s glare, she shook
-at the clash of his will against her own; knew herself conquered;
-realized that, without being dragged, she was returning to the rim of
-the Wantons’ Well. She was going over ... over....
-
-“Might as well end it now as later on,” Satan snarled. “How are you
-going to like it down there, Dolores Trent--down where your world has
-sent you--down where there is no difference?”
-
-All was over then, thought the spirit-girl. And her baby----
-
- * * * * *
-
-She had heard his laughter quite a while before she began to
-understand. Opening her eyes, she saw that she still stood on
-hella-firma. In time she must have been willed back from the brink.
-Nearby sat His Majesty, shaken by unholy mirth.
-
-To Dolores this ebullition was more terrifying than his recent wrath.
-After the emotional stress of the morning, she felt that she could not
-endure it. Glancing in the direction taken by the crone-shade, she made
-out the bent figure dissolving into the brume. She arose and faced her
-tormentor.
-
-“I wish you wouldn’t laugh that way,” she said, calmly as she could.
-
-Satan wiped his eyes.
-
-“I do get so amused at the rages into which I work myself to frighten
-folks,” he commented when able to articulate. “Really, you can’t
-imagine how much fun I have with myself. Pardon me, but I--I just can’t
-get over your----”
-
-“Won’t Your Highness oblige me by----”
-
-“My Lowness.”
-
-“Your Lowness. Please, Pluto.”
-
-“‘Please, Pluto!’” Although mocking her, he settled into seriousness.
-“When you get tricky like that--call me friendly names for favors, you
-know--it is then that I have hopes of you. Didn’t you know I was only
-fooling? Do you suppose I’d drop you over the rim before hearing the
-rest of those griefs to men?”
-
- * * * * *
-
-They returned to the Hell Hawk by way of The Lane of Futile Labors.
-Although the King seemed minded to hurry, Dolores’ steps lagged, so
-absorbing were the illusory sights on either hand.
-
-In a fenced plot a gardener was on his knees before a line of young
-rose-plants. A stray weed he pulled with eager hand. The soil around
-the roots, pulverized already from his diligence, he loosened yet
-again. Anxiously he lifted his eyes toward the electric sun, the while
-fanning with his trowel the drooping leaves.
-
-“Soon the rain will fall. It must sometime,” he mumbled to this plant
-and to that, as though addressing conscient things. “If you’d bear me
-just one rose among you, even a half-blown rose----”
-
-So the old dodderer was back to roses again! Thus Satan commented to
-the girl-shade. Roses were the gardener’s specialty. He had begun with
-them a thousand years before, trying between whiles to bring to bloom
-every known flower, from shrubs to lowly blue-bells. Interesting to
-keep count upon how often he would revert to the hopeless hope of that
-one rose!
-
-Over his bench an inventor twenty years dead was about to try out
-a miniature airship over which he had spent the entire span of his
-endless workdays. As the moment of the test approached his hands
-twitched too spasmodically to turn the propeller. Glancing up into
-the censorious smile of the royal bystander, his face contorted by an
-expectancy painful to see, he gained control. Next moment the invention
-which he had quitted earth too soon to see perfected lay on the ground.
-At his touch the model had quitted the bench, hovered briefly in
-mid-air, then dropped.
-
-An artist mixed paints on her palette. Over an impressionistic study of
-the lurid sky-scape she worked, inspired by sheer necessity. But the
-colors faded to a monotone, no matter how thickly she laid them on.
-
-Long before the end of the Lane, Dolores had begun to understand.
-That one rose never would bloom. The model plane could not fly. No
-paint squeezed from Avernian tubes might express the genius of the
-artist-shade for even one short hour. It was too late for the most
-ambitious spirit to achieve.
-
-Shadows from her somber thoughts were in the glance uplifted to her
-guide.
-
-“You have the askingest eyes,” observed he. “Very well. I’ll give you
-a lift through the Lane of Labors. Of course it is all illusion. The
-gardener imagines the weeds, the inventor the crash of his plane, the
-artist her chromatic pigments. And what we see in them is what they
-believe of themselves. Just as well might they imagine success, except
-for--For what now, do you suppose?”
-
-“For fear?”
-
-Satan nodded. “Thought you’d get the idea if I gave you time. A singer
-fears that her voice will fail. It fails. A woman with child fears for
-its inheritance. She bears a defective. A sea captain fears that he
-cannot manage his crew. From his weakness springs their mutiny. Except
-for fear in the heart you earthlings could become a race of gods.”
-
-“Gehenna, then, is thwarted hope?”
-
-“Gehenna is preconceived failure, built up on my revised theory,
-where-there’s-hope-there’s-life! Diverts me how they try and try,
-foredoomed by self-doubt. They don’t and won’t know before That Day
-that they must fail. Absolutely to know would be----”
-
-“Hell?” Dolores’ lips shuddered the word.
-
-“Hell will be despair. There none will try.”
-
-“And--and Heaven?”
-
-With the query the girl-soul’s eyes were lighted by a vague gleam--a
-suggestion that night is not so much the end of a day past as the
-beginning of one to come.
-
-“Heaven?” His Majesty scowled down at her. “Heaven, it is supposed,
-will be progress--assured realization. Tell me, did you ever find
-anything in realization?”
-
-“No, not yet. But without faith----”
-
-“A synonym for Heaven, that ‘not yet’!”--he said intolerantly. “As for
-faith--bah! Faith is the fear of fools.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Hurrying her toward the waiting Hawk, he broached: “I am going to fly
-you back to Apollyon Palace over a section which I think will enlarge
-your conception of my place. Everything is at a standstill down here,
-_except_----”
-
-The eager look which completed his sentence filled Dolores with
-uneasiness greater than that aroused by the futile labors of the Lane.
-Evidently he, master of these denizens of doom, believed in some
-personal achievement. Did he also hope in vain? Last night she had
-crucified her modesty of soul in the hope of saving herself and her
-baby from punishment. Would her effort fail? And John Cabot--oh, surely
-the faith with which she clung to that hope of one day seeing John
-again was not the fear of a fool!
-
-The apprehension seen in all faces that morning now looked from out
-her own. She felt much as when told the nature of her employment in
-Vincent Seff’s shop that long-ago day on Earth, after she had spent
-the sum advanced her. What price was to be exacted of her in this new
-position? What meant that studying regard of her--what the varied
-encouragements which depressed her with sensations more heavy, if less
-intelligible, than any of those proved prescience in her former state?
-
-Until _when_?
-
-If _what_?
-
-_Except----?_
-
- * * * * *
-
-“Except me.”
-
-Not until they were cleaving the air directly beneath the high-swung
-sun did the King complete his suspended sentence. Like mere specks
-behind and below them were the cages and huts, the caves and wells and
-morasses of the lower bad-lands. On either side discernible objects
-blended into the sand sites reserved for expansion. Ahead, farther than
-the mind could think, stretched yet more distances. Truly a Cyclopean
-panorama, this topographical review of the hope-hell of the lost!
-
-Dolores could not regard merely the spectacle. Even as she gazed
-forward and back, her heart ached over such few individuals as she had
-seen and over the many she had not seen. Some, mayhap, deserved their
-fate, although most, she felt sure, were as was she, victims of the
-shallow judgments of men. Would they, _could_ they endure until the
-Supreme Judge entered court? Could she?
-
-At the burn of dry tears within her eyelids, she remembered Satan’s
-exultation over the weeping angels. Even should she weep, her tears,
-like the crone-soul’s, would be salt--would tantalize, rather than
-refresh. She choked back her emotion.
-
-“A pretended interest in one’s escort is more gracious than none at
-all.”
-
-As from a distance, she heard Satan’s reproach. Recalling her thoughts,
-she concentrated on what he was saying.
-
-“How they hate me, yet how much more they fear me, my fiends! Certainly
-I have the advantage over rulers of Earth in needing no secret service
-protectorate. Unfortunately for my subjects, I am immortal. They know
-that they cannot kill the Master Mind, that mine is the only spirit in
-Gehenna to which achievement is possible. That fact I prove to them
-hourly through their sufferings. They call me The Destroyer, yet am I
-their one great hope of salvation.”
-
-The boast puzzled Dolores. “The Destroyer a saviour?”
-
-He showed surprise at her surprise.
-
-“You don’t like me, my dear shade, or you’d show a more credulous
-interest in my small confidences about myself.”
-
-“I _am_ interested, really.”
-
-“Although you don’t like me? Never mind. I could make you do so--could
-make you love me if I chose. But I don’t wish to _make_ you. Hell knows
-I’ve got my pride!”
-
-He gave up to an attack of his lonely chortles. Evidently he had
-“amused” himself again. Next moment he seized the point of his Vandyke
-and straightened his countenance to excessive length.
-
-“Get behind me, ignoble impulse of pique! Mine other cheek, turn thou
-for a blow!” Lowering his face to hers, he added, most unexpectedly: “I
-don’t mind admitting that you make it hard for me to be mean. Except
-that I have a reputation for meanness which I must deserve--Anyhow,
-it’s your turn to tell me something nice.”
-
-“But--why--” stammered Dolores. “I don’t understand----”
-
-“Oh, yes you do. Something nice that you think about me.”
-
-Despite what she knew of him, the girl-shade was caught by something of
-his own amusement at himself.
-
-“I think,” she offered, “that at times you seem a very good deal of a
-human being.”
-
-Clamping the plane’s “joy stick” between his knees, His Majesty threw
-up both hands toward the glory of his imitation sky.
-
-“As bad as that?” he exclaimed.
-
-She could see, through his affected horror, that he was complimented.
-
-“For the smallest of favors, even though forced, I thank you,” he said
-with an appearance of sincerity. “That, my child, is what I’d like best
-to seem to be--just a long-lasting man.”
-
-“_My child!_” The unctuousness of his two words of address, emphasized
-by his smug contemplation of her face, made Dolores turn away with a
-new uneasy wonder. Some one on Earth had called her “my child” with
-that same accent and gaze. _Who?_
-
-Her distraction irritated him.
-
-“Don’t sit there looking like a magazine cover. Your profile is
-odiously seraphic. If I’d seen it first, I’d not have given you a
-second thought.... That’s better.... When I compare that asking look in
-your eyes with the dear little wrinkles around your mouth--those _dear_
-little wrinkles----”
-
-So long and so strangely did he continue to contemplate her that
-Dolores risked his displeasure by covering her face with her hands.
-Again he surprised her.
-
-“Your methods are unlike those of any in the whole Well of Wantons. At
-times it is hard to believe the worst of you. Looking straight into
-your eyes, one sees----”
-
-His pause she interrupted with an almost beseeching reminder.
-
-“Does one--what?”
-
-“Well, what has been your experience? Doesn’t one?”
-
-His laugh was an insult.
-
-Denied the eyes in whose royal purple shadows lurked “that look” which,
-underscored by the lines about her smileless mouth, had got on his
-imagination, he soon tired of the joke at her expense.
-
-“You are a helliot for looks, no doubt of that,” he remarked crisply.
-“What I want to know is--can you _fight_?”
-
-“Fight, Your--Your Lowness? Why should I fight?”
-
-He did not answer either himself or her. His manner changed. He
-appeared chiefly impatient.
-
-“You’d think I could manufacture time, the way I’m wasting it. With
-the crimes of the mortal world awaiting my direction, I itinerate you
-through this tour. Not that I think the education will be wasted on
-you. My original conviction that it won’t be is strengthened. But I
-must get back.”
-
-“I am ready to return at once, sir.”
-
-“You look more than ready. This is a case, however, where the longest
-way round may prove the shortest home.”
-
-He put The Hawk to its highest speed. It seemed that they might beat
-the winds in any race, beat thought, beat even light. With the edges of
-cleft air, Satan’s instructions cut into Dolores’ consciousness.
-
-“The scenes we’re about to skirt will demonstrate why I’ve striven
-through the ages for numbers. Look you toward the east.”
-
-Urged by a certain hard-suppressed excitement in his voice, Dolores
-strained her sight in the direction of his gesture. Approaching them
-from the doubtful distances, came a vast company of uniformed shades.
-On either side stretched countless tents.
-
-“Can it be that you keep up--” she hesitated over the improbable
-thought--“an army?”
-
-“The Hordes of Hades.” The splendid head threw back until its red beard
-stabbed the forward air. The steel-cold voice slashed like a sword.
-“Focus what imagination you have on their probable numbers--unheard-of
-billions strong. Try to conceive the ruthlessness possible to demons
-freed from the fear of death. Consider the impossibility of the most
-arrant coward’s desertion with my brand stamped on his brow.”
-
-In her effort to obey, expression failed the spirit-girl.
-
-Glancing around at her, Satan frowned. “Nothing to say, as usual?
-You’ve not yet suspected, then, that the basic principle of Gehenna
-is militaristic? Where would any autocrat be without defense for his
-autocracy?”
-
-“This army, of what race is it come?”
-
-At the simplicity of her question, His Highness laughed. “Do you think
-for a moment that a one-race army would be enough for me? I may have
-been wrong since birth, but I’m right in the safety of numbers. The
-hosts below are conscripted from the best bad men since Cain--Europeans
-and Americans from Japheth; Arabs, Jews, _et al._, from Shem; Egyptians
-and Africans from Ham. Not chosen by God, but by me, and on the
-principle that in the heart of every man, be he white or black, red or
-yellow, is the incipient germ of fratricide. Might is right--a slogan
-of my coinage. Hell over all, say I!”
-
-With face working and eyes blinded by their own flare, he applied
-shaking fingers to the speed buttons of the aeromobile.
-
-“Truth is _stronger_ than fiction,” he declared. “Down there you see a
-suggestion of the truth about me. But I need more man-made demons to
-demonstrate that truth. I must have more, more, and yet more.”
-
-His intensity affected Dolores like the winds which had chilled her to
-the soul on her recent trudge through the Valley of Death.
-
-“I depend upon the beast that is in every man, as shown by the way the
-most fanatic pacifist will fight when forced over the top. But how to
-gain recruits in bulk, now that the World War has failed!”
-
-As they soared directly over the first encampment, he leaned to the
-mirror that reflected The Hawk’s revolving eyes and began to count in
-numerals strange to his guest the units in that section. Her brain, so
-recently finite, grew dizzy in the attempt to follow him.
-
-Evidently he felt gratified by his computations. “Already a creditable
-army. Nobody but the Great-I-Am knows the trouble I’ve had recruiting
-them and He only because He has been kept so busy trying to block me.
-From the first, I’ve counted on wearing Him out--getting Him so tired
-that He’ll be willing to let Nature take its course. Looked recently
-as though I’d succeeded, but I am beginning to fear--what with peace
-blanketing all the bad old predatory instincts and temperance creeping
-like a tidal wave over the mortal world--My time is getting short. I
-must think--must concentrate.”
-
-As he relapsed into what seemed urgent introspection, a ruddy mist
-began to emanate, first from his head, then his body. Open as was the
-air-scape and swift their flight, a noxious odor spread.
-
-For a space they alternated tail-spins and nose-dives with loops in
-the lurid altitudes. Dolores, from her earth-habit of fear, cried out
-against such recklessness.
-
-His Majesty’s dazed look suggested that her protest had recalled him
-from some evil spell. The emanations from his body thinned and ceased.
-
-“Too much joy in our ride, my child? You’d forgive my abstraction if
-you realized how I am ulcering from the trick the teetotalers put over
-on me--and only because I felt too strong to fear their weakness.”
-
-A scorching glance he threw across at her, as though she had spoken
-objection. “You’ve got to take what you get when you’re dead, you know.
-_I_ am what most of you get. All I need to force the rookies of yonder
-army to my will is their own consciences. The morale is the only thing.
-They know what they deserve and I am their only chance of escaping it.
-It means something to those Relicts of Right for me to remark, ‘To hell
-with you!’”
-
-The girl-shade’s eyes stung, not so much from the rush of torrid air as
-the effort to face his blighting gaze. Her conceptions were overtaxed,
-her mind fagged, her heart hurting with anxiety for the earthlings over
-whom she still yearned. Realizing that some response was expected of
-her----
-
-“But why do you train so many millions of the lost?”
-
-“Lost? Under my training they find themselves, just as you soon shall
-be finding yourself and your powers for evil.” He eyed her yet more
-tryingly. “Why do you suppose, now?”
-
-“Is it--” Dolores shuddered--“to send their spirits in force to the
-living world, to conquer all that are left? At the Mystery Gate I was
-told that none might return who had crossed into Shadow Land.”
-
-“You were told aright. The conflict for which my troops are training
-will be in the Inter-World--an irresistible onslaught of fiendishness.
-Do you suppose that I’ve been straining my inventiveness all these
-centuries to arouse the beast in every man simply for amusement? I have
-not yet begun to show my power. But it won’t be long now to wait.”
-
-“And then?” Shaken by dread greater than her comprehension, she shrank
-away from him. “Do you speak of your Great Intention?”
-
-His look leaped after her, a devouring fire.
-
-“I speak of a night far spent--of a day that is at hand. I speak of
-earth and water and air that shall cleave together as component parts
-of chaos, of heavens that shall stretch out ‘like a curtain,’ of hordes
-that shall put on the ‘armor of light.’ No time to call on the gods
-of men in my surprise. No pause for a thought of reprieve. If love
-generates electricity, what of hate? Hate shall be the ammunition of
-the great drive. A fanfare of poisoned thoughts shall open the fire.
-Once the lapsing fear for mortality is burned to dross, my demands
-shall be granted. You dare to probe the mystery of my Intention? Keep
-those asking eyes of yours on me, Dolores Trent. _I_ am the mystery of
-Mystery Land!”
-
-Loud he hurled this declaration into the heated air. As though spoken
-into some megaphone of surpassing conductive power, it reverberated
-away and away, down and down. At its message, lightning licked the air,
-to be gulped in turn by thunder. From below echoed tumult so great that
-the atmospheric response rumbled as from volcanic eruptions. Shrieks
-arose from the Hadean hordes.
-
-His Majesty, slowing and steadying their craft as a bird holds poise,
-pulled the girl-soul to her feet and with her leaned to watch,
-first-sight, the troops rushing into formation. Soon sight of the units
-was cut off by slashing swords of light. A fetid gas arose from the
-on-rush.
-
-In an ague of undefined terror, Dolores felt herself further shaken by
-the clutch on her arm; heard the Prince of the Power of the Air again
-give himself over to mirth.
-
-“Fool fiends, they hear my voice and think it is That Day! Not bad for
-an impromptu practice drive, eh? Once all fear is drilled out of them,
-once their numbers are complete, once the full force of that gas is
-turned on--Ah, nothing and none may stand against the hate of Hell!”
-
-Skimming the upper air toward the palace, he centered his attention on
-the cowering convert to his power.
-
-“Whether you rise to the rôle in this new comedy divine for which I
-am considering you, depends upon yourself,” he told her. “Your first
-séance was one of fair success. But nerve yourself for to-night lest
-you fail to entertain. After what you have seen to-day, you’d not wish
-to fail?”
-
-The weight of her responsibility crushed out her reply.
-
-“I should not dare to fail.”
-
-He nodded, his hope evidently strengthened, as hers had been weakened,
-by the morning’s flight.
-
-“That Day you ask about--I do not understand myself why it has been
-postponed so long. Do you suppose----”
-
-As if startled by his own thought, Satan caught her hand with a
-touch that pained like a burn, yet left no mark. His voice sagged
-superstitiously as he finished:
-
-“Do you suppose it could have been ordained that I should wait--for
-_you_?”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII
-
-
-“When hall bedrooms are alcoves in disguise”--so said the Royal
-Entertainer--“their inner walls are likely to be thin.”
-
-This was true of the haven paid for in advance by Dolores Trent--true
-as thin. Often during that first night after the dénouement at
-Seff’s she had need to remind herself of the fact and of the sleep
-needs of the actor lady in the adjoining star-guest chamber. It was
-hard, though, not to cry, when she kept thinking of her father lying
-underneath his sod blanket out in the rain. Indeed, she did not sleep
-until after the rain had stopped.
-
-Comfort came with oblivion. In her dreams somebody strong, young and
-ardent entered her door as though he had the right--the love-lad who,
-in a vision more real than the shameful reality of the store-stage
-scene, had crossed to her side from the stranger who had rescued her.
-Through the narrow space between the wall and her cot he slipped; sat
-looking at her from the single, stiff chair; at last leaned down and,
-ever so tenderly, kissed her on the lips.
-
-A peremptory knock awakened her. In the coarse night-gown, which had
-felt like the embrace of a mother after those cobwebby things at
-Seff’s, she opened the door a crack upon the young blond hair and old
-brunette face of her landlady.
-
-“Your week being up to-day, there’ll be no refund. Your trunk not yet
-having come, it won’t take you long to pack and go.”
-
-“Go? Go where?” Dolores asked.
-
-The reply, although characteristically and participially indirect,
-was clear. “Being raised decent myself and with God’s help running a
-decent house, it’s not for me to say more than that out you’re going,
-bag and baggage.”
-
-Had some one from the lingerie shop acquainted the lady of the house
-with the news of the fiasco of yesterday--perhaps Vincent Seff himself?
-Did he mean to discredit her further--to hound her with advances or
-reproach?
-
-The possibility determined her against any attempt at explanation or
-appeal. Beyond this decision she had not time to think until she found
-herself seated in a one-arm chair of a self-service restaurant. Beside
-her stood the alligator bag. In her palm lay the residue of her recent
-wealth, two quarters; a substantial surplus, however, as compared with
-the solitary nickel expended for the nectarine that had decided her
-engagement only one week before.
-
-Coffee and crullers--a delicious breakfast when sweetened with the
-thought that she was released from her hideous bondage, the thought
-that she was free! With the weak brew came strong thoughts.
-
-Why had she discounted her heritage of education? Why consider work
-in factories or shops when she spoke three languages and read in
-five? Surely Trevor Trent, acknowledged a brilliant translator by
-his severest critics, had not shunted his latter-day work upon her
-shoulders for naught! She would look higher for employment; would climb
-to a place where morals were disciplined by minds.
-
-She was sipping from the thick cup the last thin drop. A chunky man, in
-rising from the next chair, dropped his newspaper on the floor. Of such
-figure that he might not recover it without inconvenience, he stepped
-upon and over it. Dolores picked it up and called to him. But either he
-was through with it, or did not wish to concede his lack of equipoise.
-Despite the waddle with which he went out the door, Dolores regarded
-him as a god--the paper his gift. She began to turn its pages in search
-of the “Help Wanted” columns.
-
-As chanced, she did not read the close-print pleas. A picture on the
-last page distracted her--a bold, drawn-from-life sketch of herself
-which was its own indictment of the flimsy garb in which she was
-portrayed.
-
-Dolores’ pleasure in the crullers receded into the distant past. Gone
-were the strong thoughts sipped from the weak brew. Of what use to look
-higher when placarded as so low? Any one might recognize her now. With
-her paper napkin she brushed away the mist that had gathered before her
-eyes and bent to the type which surrounded the cut.
-
-Dolores Trent, subject of the sketch, was recommended to the reader’s
-interest as the principal in a lingerie shop scandal reported in
-detail in another column. That the incident was to be made the cause
-of a reform in the use of human merchandise was promised in a spirited
-interview with John Cabot, noted financier, who had preferred a charge
-of assault against Vincent Seff, the offending shopkeeper.
-
-In the column referred to, the girl found a detailed report of the
-impromptu scene which had followed the playlet of “The Little Old Lady
-of Lorraine,” a paragraph of speculation upon her own disappearance and
-another which declared that the beautiful Mrs. John Cabot was confined
-to her home in a state of nervous collapse because of the notoriety
-brought on the family by her husband’s behavior.
-
-Dolores crumpled the newspaper and threw it into the self-service trash
-basket. She had better cause to relinquish it than the over-fat god!
-
-Out upon the street, she foresaw other relinquishments. Small use
-was there for her to seek employment until to-day’s news had passed
-into the discard of several yesterdays. Doubtless this story, rather
-than direct word from the Seff shop, had brought about the morning’s
-summary eviction. Well might she expect to remain roomless until a
-lapse of time had lessened chances of comparison between her face
-and the sketch. More harm than help had been worked by the volunteer
-protectorate of Mr. John Cabot, who unfortunately was of social
-importance or he would not have been given such space in the news.
-And that imagined kiss which had soothed her slumbers in the pristine
-dawn--why its false assurance of security?
-
-Was it fancy or fact that people were staring at her? Probably she did
-look strange. Well-dressed young girls did not saunter, traveling bags
-in hand. Not noting in what direction, she hastened her steps. She must
-appear to be bound somewhere, as if to meet someone.
-
-In truth, she was. She felt her arm seized in a strong grip; heard a
-voice in brogue reproving her.
-
-“Battlin’ bantham, woman, where’d you get it so early in the
-mornin’--or was it, now, so late last night?”
-
-In cross-cutting a juncture of car-tracks already congested, Dolores
-had tripped and been forcefully thrown into the arms of a policeman.
-As he escorted her toward the curb, she assured him that his first
-conclusion about her was wrong. She had been trying to think and hurry
-at the same time, that was all.
-
-He was a fine specimen of the city’s choice, young, well set-up,
-weather-bronzed. He begged her pardon for his mistake. When he turned
-to leave her Dolores had a sudden sense of loss.
-
-“If you please----”
-
-She caught his arm and gazed up at him, her lips uncertain over what
-next to say.
-
-He showed surprise at her touch and look, but leaned to her. And as he
-leaned, red color waved across his tan.
-
-“Faith,” he said, “I’d hate to meet you goin’ home at night!”
-
-At once Dolores regretted her impulse. Unless she wished to be further
-mistaken, however, she must continue.
-
-“If you were a girl and needed work,” she asked, “how should you go
-about getting it?”
-
-More slowly than it had come, the color receded from the young
-policeman’s face. With a deliberate movement, he lifted her hand off
-his arm.
-
-“Miss, my baby’s not a year yet and her eyes are blue, but they’ve got
-something the look of your own.” He added the advice she had asked.
-“If I was a girl and a girl like you, sure I’d lock myself in my
-satchel until I got off Broadway. The satchel I’d check in some regular
-employment agency and there I’d stay until I got me job. There’s one
-in the next block, kept by an Irisher friend of mine who ain’t half
-as bad, believe me, as her near-French accent. Ask for Madame Marie
-Sheehan, née Mrs. Mary Shinn, and tell her Donovan O’Shay recommended
-you to her. Here, I’ll write it down.”
-
-Upon a police pad whipped from beneath his uniform, he scribbled
-hurriedly; tore off the sheet; pressed it into her hand. With a kindly,
-“best o’ luck to you, miss,” he dived back into the traffic tide.
-
-Dolores watched him disappear in the rush of it with admiration for
-more than his physique. She appreciated him more than she might have
-done two weeks ago. A thrill of pride tingled through her that the
-city, her wonderful New York, could choose so well.
-
-Too bad, when she felt such confidence in him, that his name and the
-penciled slip were not the practical present aid he thought! To apply
-at a “regular” employment agency she would need a better reference than
-the too graphic one pressed upon her by the morning paper. The slip she
-placed carefully in her purse. “Née Mary Shinn” she would regard as
-to-morrow’s possibility, rather than the risk of to-day.
-
-But she could and did follow other of his advices. She turned off the
-broad white way, proved to be so narrow and so dark; walked briskly
-eastward.
-
-Perhaps it was the warning of the young Celt, whose girl-baby’s eyes
-had “something the look” of her own, that awoke in Dolores the desire
-to get back among the sort of people with whom she had lived. Soon she
-left the cross street and turned north along one of the small-numbered
-avenues.
-
-Somehow she had ceased to feel the strangeness of her position;
-scarcely seemed thinking at all, except for a vague worry over why she
-was not worrying. A quite unreasonable sense that she would happen upon
-some recognizable sign-post to her immediate future possessed her. She
-became cheerful, as though some one she trusted had made her a promise
-of help.
-
-Over the door of a substantial building of corner-lot dignity, she
-stopped to read this placard:
-
- RESCUE HOME
- CHURCH OF ALL MANKIND
-
-Of neither church nor home had she ever heard, but surely she needed
-rescue as urgently as could any of mankind. She climbed the stone
-steps; rang the bell.
-
-The door was opened by a negro boy. At her hesitant question he ushered
-her into a business-like office. A plain-faced girl, who looked to be
-about Dolores’ own age, sat behind a typewriter, busy with a stick of
-chewing gum and a newspaper. Through an inner door appeared a woman who
-introduced herself as the matron of the home.
-
-Dolores ended her story with the death of her father and her
-consequent need of a place to stay until she could find employment.
-She did not notice that the stenographer had left them until that
-industriously-chewing young person beckoned to the matron from the
-private office.
-
-“Just wait a few minutes,” said the older woman as she rose. “I have an
-idea we can help you.”
-
-Only the buzz of their low-voiced conversation carried through the
-half-closed door. When the matron returned she carried in her hand a
-copy of the same newspaper over which the too-fat god of the restaurant
-had not dared risk his dignity. She peered over her glasses at the
-applicant, then through them at the last-page illustration.
-
-“You _are_ quick at faces, Gracie,” she said to her aide. To Dolores:
-“I am sorry, Miss--ah--Trent, but I doubt your sincerity in asking
-our sort of help. Already you have violated our first rule--absolute
-frankness. This journal explains better than you have done why you
-need cover in a respectable place. I’m afraid you would not feel at
-home here.”
-
-“Not in them clothes,” contributed Gracie.
-
-“My _dear_!” Then again to Dolores: “We do not wish to seem
-unresponsive to the needs of any unfortunate, but there is a great deal
-behind my decision. Good morning, Miss Trent.”
-
-“Good morning.”
-
-Dolores accepted the matron’s decision quietly, as she had the previous
-rebuffs of her life, and started toward the door.
-
-“Are you leaving, my child?”
-
-The voice was strong yet mellifluous. Dolores saw surveying them from
-the dark background of the hall a man in clerical clothes. He looked to
-be middle-aged; was of medium height, medium weight, medium coloring.
-From him, however, flowed an extraordinary personality. No smile showed
-beneath his brown mustache or in his agate-colored eyes, yet he beamed
-with beneficence.
-
-“Yes, Dr. Willard,” the matron answered. “The young lady deliberately
-deceived me as to her identity. Possibly you have not run through the
-morning papers. This picture will tell you more quickly than I can
-explain why I----”
-
-Dolores’ impulse was to continue into the hall, but she as well as the
-matron stopped at the clergyman’s gesture.
-
-“I haven’t seen this one, no,” he admitted, studying the sketch
-interestedly, then the girl herself. “There are photographs of her,
-however, in three of the other papers. She is sketchable--very
-sketchable.”
-
-“Knowing how the home has been imposed upon in the past, you will, I am
-sure, approve my decision,” the matron continued in her calm, competent
-way. “With so many in it whom we hope to influence to high standards,
-fair-play forbids that we allow it to be made a free hotel for the
-convenience of a class who make sport of its object. One bad example
-spoils a dozen good. I feel very strongly on this subject, doctor.”
-
-“Yes, I know. You always feel strongly.”
-
-No sarcasm showed in his voice or look. His rebuke was the more telling
-because so quietly put.
-
-“I shall not interfere with your decision in this case so far as
-concerns the Home. But as pastor of the Church of All Mankind, I do not
-feel that I should permit generalities to affect my personal interest
-in cases. Surely ‘all mankind’ includes girlhood, the future of the
-Nation. Come with me, young lady. I’ll see what we can do for you.”
-
-All within five minutes, Dolores found herself ushered into the private
-office of the autocrat of the institution whose doors had been closing
-upon her.
-
- * * * * *
-
-That there was a crack in her cup of content had come to be a belief of
-Dolores Trent. From her earliest remembrance there always had seemed to
-be more or less of seepage. Nevertheless, as protégé of Dr. Alexander
-Willard--his pet charity, he called her--she felt that the waste should
-cease.
-
-The Church of All Mankind was a granite pile which did proud the
-outward religious show of its parishioners. From a height it returned
-serenely the troubled gaze of the Hudson. Its lawns suggested that each
-blade of grass was especially endowed. Behind the auditorium, with its
-wide-welcome doors, arched memorial windows and statued niches for the
-more generous benefactors, had been erected a two-story, utilitarian
-annex. Of the same stone and general architectural lines as the church
-proper, this contained, in addition to lecture, board and office rooms,
-the pastor’s study.
-
-Here Dolores had been installed on the day of her “rescue” from the
-East Side home which ranked first among the charities of All Mankind.
-Here she soon had learned to manipulate a typewriter with sufficient
-speed to take letters from dictation and prepare large-type pulpit
-copies of the sensational sermons for which Dr. Willard was widely
-known. Here, in brief, she had mastered the preliminaries of a
-secretaryship.
-
-Despite frequent praise of her aptitude, her grasp of English and a
-natural facility in the creation of oratorical effects, she somehow
-could not cease to regard her employment as providential and the
-reverend doctor as her personal Providence. “The lower they sink, the
-higher we lift them”--that had been his comment on refusing to hear her
-attempted explanation of the shop scandal. Neither would he recognize
-any connection between his initiative in her behalf and the fact that
-the John Cabots were hereditary members of his congregation.
-
-The rescue matron’s bigotry he had deplored as “a pinch” in a nature
-usually broad. To err was human, he reported himself as having told
-her, but she must not be human in the same way again. To his wider
-vision, the Home had been established for just such as Dolores Trent.
-He had the girl to thank, not she him, for the chance to prove his
-philanthropy.
-
-Provided with the very sort of work for which she was best fitted
-and housed comfortably in the apartment of one of those humbler
-parishioners always attached to rich churches, she realized one
-mid-morning, less than a month after the Seff debacle, that she still
-was in a state of discontent. Alone in the study, she paused in her
-copying to take herself to task.
-
-Why be so unappreciative as not to be happy? Her immediate predecessor,
-for whom she had felt inclined to be sorry, had lost the position
-because, as Dr. Willard explained, she wasn’t appreciative.
-
-The only manifest reason for her state of mind lay in the stuffed
-animals and birds, slain by the distinguished clergyman on his hunting
-trips, with which the room was given individuality. Over the fireplace
-was hung a magnificently antlered moose head. A glass-eyed doe, a pair
-of stuffed foxes and lesser game stood about in natural attitudes.
-From the ceiling various birds strove on wires, as though in flight.
-Particularly lifelike was a fine specimen of lynx, posed ready to
-spring just within the door.
-
-Although the new secretary had heard many compliments paid this trophy
-collection and had read her employer referred to as “Dr. Nimrod” and
-“The Hunting Parson,” she could not admire in him this passion for the
-chase. The very naturalness of the poor, pretty creatures made her
-deplore their cut-short lives.
-
-Often she found herself imagining the one-time fleetness of the doe or
-the swish of the wind-spread wings of the golden eagle, wired in an
-attitude of flying, pitiable because never--never would he fly again. A
-teasing explanation of the lynx’s crouch made by the doctor to a woman
-parishioner sounded tame beside the ferocity which the taxidermist had
-stuffed into the specimen.
-
-“I keep the big cat by the door to startle my visiting ladies. He gives
-them a sensation, hurries their blood, makes them natural.”
-
-Slavery to such a mission did seem hard on the lynx after the free
-life he must have led to achieve his immense size. Dolores, yielding
-to her fanciful mood, crossed the room and offered him a bite from her
-paper-bag lunch. Crouched beside him, her arm around his neck--So the
-minister found her when he brisked in for a belated inspection of the
-morning mail.
-
-He gave her an indulgent smile as she sprang to her feet, but
-contributed no remark to her embarrassment.
-
-She had finished taking the daily grist of replies. Dr. Willard was
-sitting in his chair, his feet on the hassock that stood always
-before it, looking at her in a way he had to which she could not grow
-accustomed. Probably he was not thinking of her at all--was mentally
-selecting the task of next importance. Yet she had grown more than
-usually restive under his agate-eyed, considering gaze when the
-beautifully covered top-tones of a soprano voice floated to them from
-the floor above.
-
- “_Lead, kindly light, amid the encircling gloom._
- _Lead thou me on...._”
-
-“Ah!” Dr. Willard repeated his smile. “The members of the music
-committee are having their innings.”
-
-“Their innings, doctor?”
-
-“They are holding try-outs for a new soprano. I expect they’ll have
-difficulty finding one to suit. You like that floating quality? It
-is sort of seraphic. But, dear me, there are so many requirements
-other than the voice to fill this position, which is probably _the_
-highest-paid for a church soloist in Greater New York. The committee
-has heard this young woman several times and all agree with me except
-Deacon Brill. He’s the only thorn in my flesh on the board.”
-
-“He does seem to feel a natural antipathy toward you,” Dolores
-sympathized.
-
-“Very natural.” Again that peculiarly indulgent smile. “As he is the
-central pillar of the church, I try not to collide with him. You see,
-he has taken this singer--a good-looking girl in addition to her vocal
-charms--out to dinner. He says she won’t do.”
-
-“Won’t do--and because he took her out to dinner?”
-
-Before Dr. Willard could explain, his private telephone rang.
-
-“You at last, my child!” he answered close to the mouthpiece. “So, he’s
-broken out again? I am disappointed.... These attacks must be curbed
-in some way.... Always here when you need my advice.... Hum-m.... The
-sooner the better.”
-
-On hanging up the receiver, he turned with his invariable kindness to
-Dolores. “It is time you take another of those walks along the Drive
-that bring the roses into your cheeks. I have an important conference.
-Stay out in the air an hour or more.”
-
-The girl put on her hat and coat. Although she suspected that these
-absences were not suggested entirely on her account, she was grateful
-for the half of a thought which made them serve two purposes. As one
-way of showing her appreciation, she tried always to time her strolls
-to his convenience rather than her own--to return not too late for
-the performance of her duties, nor soon enough to interrupt the
-“conferences” continually held with handsomely gowned women of the
-congregation. Never did she reënter the study until the limousine or
-touring car which had brought the visitor of the hour had purred away
-from the side door.
-
-To-day she found the parkway paths delightful. A tinge of winter in
-the air showed in the white breath of the river craft scudding along
-against the tide. They always seemed a moral to Dolores, those boats
-scudding along against the tide.
-
-A thought of the work piled on her desk cut her walk to a scant hour.
-To her disappointment a gray town-car stood at the annex curb. Inside
-she strolled up the corridors, wondering where she should wait. Around
-a turn she came upon Mr. Brill, the over-fleshed, over-moneyed and
-over-old “thorn” in Dr. Willard’s flesh. Evidently the deacon was
-taking a respite from the choir trial to enjoy a cigar. As he had been
-most affable on the several occasions when she had met him in the
-pastor’s study, Dolores greeted him pleasantly.
-
-“Caught me, didn’t you, Miss Trent?” he returned, a bad-boy grin
-slinking up his baggy cheeks. “You won’t tell on a poor addict who
-prefers Lady Nicotine to _some_ lady sopranos?”
-
-“Would that be anything to tell, Mr. Brill? Dr. Willard fairly clouds
-the study. I don’t see any harm in smoking.”
-
-“I suppose you don’t see harm in anything Dr. Willard does?” Although
-the “central pillar” shook with mirth, his eyes strained at her through
-the double-lens glasses fastened with a black ribbon to his lapel.
-“Wouldn’t you, now, join me in a puff or two or three?”
-
-“No, sir. No, thank you,” said Dolores.
-
-“Don’t be silly. You just said you see no harm in it. Everybody smokes
-nowadays, the women as much as the men.”
-
-“I know, Dr. Brill, but----”
-
-“But if you have scruples, I’ll be only too glad to swear that _I_
-won’t tell. Come, we’ll have a little social puff and chat.”
-
-Dolores tried to be good-natured, even when he gripped her arm and
-propelled her into one of the small committee rooms. When, however, he
-took from a gold case a slender, perfumed cigarette, lighted it and
-essayed to place it between her lips, resentment moved her.
-
-“Really, Mr. Brill, I never have smoked and I don’t care to begin now.
-I--I must be getting back to my work.”
-
-As she started from the room he lunged across a table and caught her.
-
-“But I am here to show you how. One lifts the terrible thing in the
-fingers, so----”
-
-His pudgy left arm caught hers. The smaller fingers of his dimpled
-right hand pressed up her chin. Thumb and forefinger sought to force
-between her set teeth the lip-wet smoke. When she realized that his
-foot was trying to push shut the door, an emotion new to Dolores
-suddenly controlled her.
-
-“I don’t wish to smoke, I tell you. I don’t _wish_ to be shown.”
-
-With the indignant words she beat him upon the face and chest until he
-fell back gasping.
-
-“Aha, a wild-cat is Nimrod’s latest trophy--a live one, at that!”
-
-Dolores remembered his chuckled comment after she had forced back the
-door and rushed from the committee room. Down the corridor and around a
-turn to the study she ran without one backward glance.
-
-Beside the couchant lynx she stopped, startled as looked the couple she
-had interrupted. Within a scant foot of each other stood Dr. Willard
-and a woman whom, somewhere, she had seen before.
-
-“I beg your pardon, but I----”
-
-Dolores’s apology stumbled as the visitor turned directly toward her.
-An exquisite creature she was, slender in her close-wrapped blue
-velvet, a haloesque effect created around her silver-gold hair by the
-sunlight shafting from a high window. Her blue, plumed hat lay upon a
-nearby chair.
-
-Dr. Willard raised a calming hand.
-
-“_My child!_”
-
-The emphasis laid on the familiar words as addressed to the girl gave
-them an unfamiliar ring.
-
-Then: “Mrs. Cabot, this is my new secretary, Miss Trent.”
-
-Dolores’ response to the introduction was automatic. She felt confused,
-distressed. What an evil chance to have cut short a clergyman’s advices
-to the great lady reported to have been prostrated already by notoriety
-suffered on her account! A rude return it seemed to the husband who had
-befriended her.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX
-
-
-Dolores need have felt no anxiety over what she should say. Mrs. Cabot
-said everything--and more.
-
-“You philanthropists, will you ever get enough? Or aren’t there that
-many?”
-
-The short-lipped, mouse-toothed, childlike smile with which she turned
-from her pastor to settle her hat in the mirror was reflected toward
-them. At the door she bowed composedly to Dolores and gave Dr. Willard
-her hand.
-
-“In return for your wise counsel over my domestic troubles, dear
-doctor, the favor you ask is small. Trust me. I’ll steal upstairs,
-as if overwhelmingly attracted by the music. But remember--you have
-assured me that you like the quality of her singing voice only because
-some one else does _not_ like the super-quality with which she speaks.”
-
-After she had gone, Dr. Willard sank into the padded leather chair and
-gazed out the window. He looked disturbed; bit his lip, as if trying
-to control vexation; waggled his right foot as he was wont to do when
-nervous.
-
-Dolores crossed the room, hesitated a moment before him, then sank upon
-the hassock placed conveniently in front of his chair.
-
-“Scold me--I’d rather you would!” she exclaimed, a catch in her voice.
-“I shouldn’t have burst in on your conference that way, but I just
-couldn’t help it. I was so angry that I--I----”
-
-“Angry? _You_, my child?”
-
-So cleared of all vexation were the yellow-brown eyes bent to her
-imploring look, that Dolores began to stammer out the cause of her
-agitation. When her head dropped to her hands upon his knee, he
-reached out and patted her on the shoulder, very, very kindly.
-
-“Poor orphan. Poor child,” he encouraged her. “I am indignant that such
-a scene could be forced upon an inexperienced girl within these walls.
-No matter how great may be Deacon Brill’s influence in the temporal
-affairs of the church, I shall bring him to book in my own time and my
-own way. Do not fear to tell me all.”
-
-Dolores told him.
-
-Shaken from her usual reticence, she also told him of her feeling of
-aloneness since her father had died and the positive fear that was
-growing in her--fear of the world and its ways.
-
-“Perhaps,” she suggested, “the unpleasant things which have happened to
-me are partly my own fault.”
-
-“Your fault? You feel you have faults?” A glint lighted the agate gaze
-as he questioned her.
-
-“I lack,” she confessed, “religion. It was left out of my life. My
-father was, I think, embittered against it. He was very good to me,
-but he didn’t send me to Sunday school any more than to public school.
-Perhaps if he had, I’d have grown up more like other girls--more
-self-reliant, less afraid.”
-
-“And less yourself,” he objected. “You have, I think, remarkable
-self-control.”
-
-“You don’t know how glad I am to hear you say so, Dr. Willard. That has
-been my only religion--self-control. It is very strange that a person
-to whom I never spoke--whom I never saw but once--gave me the ambition
-to learn it.”
-
-At his show of interest, Dolores recited the incident. “I was quite a
-small girl, eight or nine, I guess. My father had left me to wait in
-a railway station one day. I was worried because often he--because I
-was afraid we’d miss our train. There was a lady sitting near me, also
-waiting. I took to watching her.
-
-“She was attractive and wore nice clothes. I became fascinated by
-the way she breathed, not out and in, as I had supposed all people
-did, but up and down. The lace jabot on her breast would move up and
-down, up and down. Of course, as I grew older, I realized that she
-breathed that way from tight lacing. But at the time it seemed to me
-more refined than the common way. And then I saw that she was going to
-sneeze. I’ve always hated to see people sneeze--they make such a fuss.
-But this lady prepared. She was quite calm. The jabot lifted high with
-the breath she took. At the vital moment she was ready.”
-
-“And did she sneeze, my poor child?”
-
-“Oh, yes, doctor, but so neatly. She just leaned out and did it without
-any fuss at all. Afterward, she didn’t sniff or even wipe her eyes. She
-was very wonderful. I often think of her.”
-
-Shyly Dolores glanced up to see if the great intelligence had
-anticipated her point.
-
-“The station was draughty. When my turn came, I breathed up and down
-and prepared. I made up my mind to sneeze the lady’s way. And I
-did. And afterward, the ambition to sneeze her way applied to other
-things--decided me to take the draughts of life neatly--to be prepared
-and make no fuss. I try and try, Dr. Willard. But I guess self-control
-is not enough. Don’t you think people would understand me better if I
-had your religion? Is it too late for me to learn it now?”
-
-“Emphatically not, you fatherless child.” The doctor apparently had
-been touched by her conversational offering. Real feeling quivered on
-the face bent over hers. “And there are other comforts it is not too
-late for you to learn. Lean your lonely heart against mine. Let me
-teach you a father’s love.”
-
-“If you would--oh, if you only would!” She seized his hands and pressed
-one cheek against them. “It is so easy to learn from one you absolutely
-trust.”
-
-“Don’t trust anyone absolutely. I fear at times that your rating of me
-is too high.” Humility tore from her reverential regard the pastor’s
-eyes, although his hands shook with appreciation of her praise.
-“Remember how everything finite that goes up must come down. Only the
-soul can ascend and stay on high. The flowers that lift their heads to
-bloom must wither and die. The lightest feather in the most buoyant
-breeze eventually returns to the earth from which it blew.”
-
-“But it is my soul you will exalt, dear Dr. Willard.”
-
-At her reminder, one of his hands moved to where its palm fitted over
-the ball of her shoulder.
-
-“Let me be a father to you. Yes, let me be a father to you,” he kept
-repeating. The while, his palm pressed her shoulder, began to move
-around and around.
-
-“And you’ll teach me your religion?”
-
-Dolores’ head threw back in exhilarating hope. As one performs small
-acts in the largest moments, she plucked a long, silver-gold hair off
-the black cloth of his coat. In the same motion, despite her boasted
-control of impulse, her hand continued around his neck.
-
-“_My_ religion, child? I’ll gladly teach if you--if you care to learn,”
-he responded, drawing her to him in a close and closer embrace.
-
-“It means safety to me--everything. You won’t find me dull. I believe I
-shall learn readily from you.”
-
-“I believe--you could.” The palm over the ball of her shoulder pressed
-harder; moved faster. “But, dear daughter, don’t place me or any man
-upon too high a pedestal, lest we fall--lest we fall.”
-
-“I am sure----” To avoid contradicting her mentor, the pupil altered
-the form of her statement. “I _hope_ that you never will fall.”
-
-“And I hope--you don’t get--that hope!”
-
-With the hoarse exclamation, Dr. Willard rose to his feet, drew the
-girl after him and clutched her with a vehemence that made them stand
-as one. Before she could draw away her face or realize that suddenly
-she was again afraid, she felt his mustache against her cheek.
-
-“We’ll seal the bargain, my child. Just the kiss of a father--the kiss
-of a father,” he rasped close to her ear.
-
-The insult crushed upon her mouth was not, however, fatherly. The
-unequal struggle started by it was of no spiritual excitation. How she
-wrenched herself away from him; how he headed off her rush toward the
-door; how she eluded his clutching pursuit in and out among the other
-young animals he had trapped; how she escaped from their stumble over
-the couchant lynx, left him panting on the floor, ran screaming like
-the hunted thing he had made of her into the corridor and up the first
-flight of stairs----
-
-The full horror of what had happened did not come to her until she
-stood before the astonished music committee. Her hair dishevelled, her
-waist torn open down the front, her discretion in shreds, she flamed
-upon them.
-
-“When even a minister of the gospel can’t be trusted, where--_where_ am
-I to go?”
-
-That Mrs. Cabot still was with them further unnerved her. Collapsing
-into a chair, struggling with hysteria, she sobbed out her
-denunciation. When able to look among the faces of the group gathered
-about her, she saw that all were grave excepting two. Mrs. Cabot looked
-entertained, Mr. Brill triumphant.
-
-The manner that befits an occasion gave the deacon greater weight as he
-turned to address his colleagues.
-
-“Brothers, I have long suspected that the feet of the god set up by
-this congregation are of clay. I hesitated to voice so distressing a
-thought, lest I err. None of you, however, can doubt the testimony
-just heard and seen. The hardest-hearted of you can have only pity for
-the courageous young woman who has exposed this aide of the Evil One.
-Dumbfounded though you may be, I ask you to act with me now--_at once_.
-There is not space within these hallowed walls to house both him and
-me. Five minutes should give him time to choose between a church trial
-or immediate resignation. In either case, it is important that we give
-the news to Park Row at once, before he who is so fond of sensation
-has time to discredit us. Brothers, shall we wait upon the pastor in
-the sanctum which he has so disgraced?”
-
-While the honest laymen of All Mankind discussed this drastic proposal,
-Brill addressed himself to the girl.
-
-“A man can scarcely be expected to understand the outraged state of
-your feelings, Miss Trent. But at least I realize that you must shrink
-from the idea of facing that wolf in sheep’s clothing again. I’ll send
-your wraps up here. Also, it seems to me inadvisable for your own sake
-that you remain in the employ of the church. In this envelope I have
-sealed the equivalent of a month’s wages.... Oh, do not hesitate to
-take it! Notice or money is due a dismissed employee.”
-
-Glancing over-shoulder and seeing that the committee had congregated
-near the door in animated argument, he made his considerable figure the
-silencer of a low-voiced apology.
-
-“Sorry I teased you about the cigarette, little girl. I had an object
-which you did not at the time suspect--to discover, through you, more
-about that scoundrel. I was trying you out, just as the soprano was
-being tried out upstairs, to see whether he had got you into the bad
-habit of smoking. Didn’t blame you at all when you scratched and bit,
-so you mustn’t hold it against me. You appear to be a young woman of
-sterling character--a mighty good little girl.”
-
-Bending and beaming, he patted her on the head. The eyes wontedly so
-nondescript above the billowy face and cascade of chins, squinted
-through their double lenses benevolently.
-
-“You’ll be wanting other employment,” he added in still lower tones,
-as if not wishing his right hand to know. “Now, I advise something of
-a--well, you know, of a little more secular nature. Take this card,
-my dear. See that you arrive at the address on it about ten to-morrow
-morning. Perhaps I’ll be able to find you a berth where I can keep a
-friendly eye on you. You’ll come?”
-
-As he waddled out in the wake of his peers, Dolores heard him
-continue: “About that matter of the soprano, brothers, I withdraw my
-objection. Trouble often brings a change of heart and I feel that we
-should stand together now in all things. Especially since Sister Cabot
-is so decided in her agreement with you, I’ll try to enjoy the young
-lady’s voice, although I still think her too old for that churchly,
-newly-awakened-soul effect. I always hold myself open to conviction.”
-
-She also overheard his throaty chortles over the taunt of Mrs. Cabot:
-“To younger and prettier convictions, you mean, Deacon?”
-
-Alone, Dolores stared dazedly down at the envelope and card she held.
-Things happened so suddenly, once they began, she thought. Only this
-morning she had chided herself for discontent with her settled state.
-Now everything was unsettled again. As she had cried out to the
-committee, what manner of man dared she trust?
-
-One of them had answered. The card----
-
-Up to the light she held it. Upon it was engraved the name and downtown
-business address of Deacon Brill himself.
-
-“You’ll come?” he had asked, voice, eyes, billows exuding loving
-kindness.
-
-Even more urgently she asked herself: “Shall I go?”
-
-Next morning Dolores bought all the papers, determined to learn the
-worst. Several of the more conservative merely mentioned that the Rev.
-Dr. Alexander Willard had resigned the pastorate of the Church of
-All Mankind. One suggested significant detail behind the surprising
-act. Still another stated that the Eminent Divine would demand an
-ecclesiastical trial and introduced the name of the young secretary
-whom he, disregarding a certain premonishing contretemps, had sheltered
-within his church home.
-
-The most sensational journal of all uncovered a photograph of the young
-lady in the case and reviewed the lingerie-shop scandal referred to by
-the discredited clergyman. This was featured beneath the heading:
-
- TOO STRONG FOR
- DR. NIMROD’S SPORTING BLOOD
-
-Would the denomination he had served allow his reputation to be
-charred by the brand he had tried so conscientiously to pluck from the
-burning? So Rev. Willard was quoted as having demanded in an exclusive
-interview. Would any fair-minded congregation take, against his, the
-word of an adventuress who so lately had been the example for a reform
-movement instituted by one of their most prominent parishioners, Mr.
-John Cabot? Was he to be blamed that he had assumed the sincerity
-of All Mankind’s ideals and had sought to make his charity wide as
-its word? To save himself for sake of future good that he might do,
-he would reveal, if forced, the overtures toward him of this unholy
-creature. As a sacred duty he would show his world which of the two was
-more sinned against than sinning.
-
-“A menace to men”--as such Dolores Trent was pointed out by the
-reprimanding finger of the press.
-
-Deacon Brill’s threat of Park Row had swerved from the sheep-clothed
-wolf to her. Whether or not Dr. Willard lost his pulpit, the harm to
-his secretary already was done.
-
-In the little room found for her by her quandam benefactor, a room in
-whose chintz-hung cosiness she had delighted, Dolores decided upon her
-immediate course. There were young daughters in the family of the poor
-parishioner. For their sakes, she would “fold her tents” before asked
-to do so and, silently as she might, steal away. Thanks to savings from
-her salary and that final payment in lieu of “notice,” she was more
-affluent than ever before in her life. She would go, then. But where?
-
-Opening her purse, she took out a business card and considered it as
-well as its kind-spoken donor. She would come? That had been Deacon
-Brill’s last question. In the absence of alternative----
-
-With sudden decision, she tore the card into bits and flung them
-into the waste basket. Probably she didn’t understand men--that had
-been her thought. But she _did_ understand and _did_ believe in the
-up-floating purity of the voice of that soprano who had gone to dinner
-with the music committee’s over-fleshed chairman--the young lady who
-wouldn’t do.
-
-No alternative?
-
-The moment she cast aside what had seemed her only chance, she found
-another in her fingers. Almost had she forgotten the address given her
-by Patrolman Donovan O’Shay and tucked away in her purse. For weeks
-she had not thought of his “near-French” friend, Madame Marie Sheehan.
-Discounted by distance was her reason for postponing a visit to the
-employment office. Since her own judgment seemed always wrong, she
-would try the policeman’s. She would check herself in her “satchel”
-until the fates, “née Mary Shinn,” should see fit to provide.
-
-“Madame’s” French certainly was bad. There were advantages, however,
-in the long lapses between the selection of one word and her advance
-to the next. Dolores had ample time to translate the high-voiced
-utterances overheard from the inside room.
-
-“Ah, but no! I fit the applicant to the position, not the position to
-the applicant. So long you have been lacking the employment. So quite
-joyful should you be for anything. The call for companions is rare,
-very. One, two, three applicants have I booked before that you come.
-This position I so kindly extend----”
-
-“I tell you, nothing doing!” the interruption came in emphatic, current
-American. “I was a governess two days once. I tell you I’d rather try
-the streets. Children ain’t human beings. They’re devils, say I.”
-
-“The devil? Ah, but no, _no_! More unto an angel is this exquisite
-child. Could you once see those curls of gold, those turquoise eyes!
-The parents are from money made and them I have promised a governess
-to-day.”
-
-“Well, you redeem your promise at the expense of somebody else. I’ll be
-back to-morrow for my job. Good day to you, _Madame_ Shinn!”
-
-If the sneer of this would-be companion, thought Dolores, was a sample
-of her companionableness, small wonder that she was out of a position.
-
-No hesitation held the girl in waiting. Ignorant of the rules of such
-offices, unmindful of the dour-visaged hope-lorn awaiting their turn on
-the benches of the outer room, she brushed past the departing aspirant
-into madame’s presence.
-
-“Won’t you let me have that position?” she asked in lieu of
-introduction. “I love children. I know I’d suit. I don’t care so much
-about the pay or----”
-
-“So too fast you go!” interrupted née Shinn. “You look but the infant
-yourself. And the qualifications----”
-
-“Of course you couldn’t be expected to know it yet, dear madame, but
-I am qualified. As for education--Listen, I shall speak in three
-languages!” Under impetus of the unwonted initiative ruling her,
-Dolores switched from English to French, then to Italian as she urged:
-“I am young, yes, but that is why I need a home. And what companionship
-would be safer for me than that of a child such as this golden-haired
-little girl you describe? Once madame was as young as I. Was she ever,
-perchance, alone in the world?”
-
-“Mademoiselle is marvelously a linguist,” admitted Mrs. Shinn, although
-confusion from more than the foreign words sat upon her broad features.
-“Have you also the excellent references?”
-
-Momentarily the girl’s new-found assurance stumbled. Then again was she
-inspired.
-
-“I have, indeed, a par-excellent one.”
-
-Her Spanish--a creditable attempt at a fourth language--may not have
-been comprehensible to the agency woman, but Donovan O’Shay’s scribble
-was. A good-natured smile waved in like a flag her native tongue.
-
-“A friend of Don’s are you, then, my _chérie_? Sure, if you’re as good
-as that boy’s heart, you’re O. K.!”
-
-Motherly instructions and penciled directions followed Dolores’ payment
-of the fee. If she’d just “speak up,” now, to Mrs. M. P. Morrison of
-No. ---- Fifth Avenue as she had to madame herself, she stood a chance of
-overcoming natural objections to her youth and inexperience.
-
-The glow of anticipated victory did not leave Dolores’ face at first
-sight of Mrs. Morrison’s mansion, although it was something of a shock.
-Nothing should frighten her now. She had made one friend--a woman
-friend. She might--she _must_ make another.
-
-Briskly as though prepared for the block-front display of lawn, unusual
-even on this avenue of extravagance, she turned in through the center
-gateway. Under the bare trees which she knew to be so costly a luxury,
-she hurried, as if fearful that some late-clinging leaf might mistake
-her importance and honor her head. Past clumps of drying hydrangeas,
-past a fountain which still defied the freeze of winter with rainbow
-spray, past a marble dryad of a cynical smirk afterwards acutely
-remembered, she found herself confronted by a well-balanced marble
-pile. Without a pause, lest trepidation weaken her, she descended the
-steps to the ground-floor entrance and pressed the bell.
-
-An elderly gentleman, of such distinguished appearance that she felt
-he must be the master of the house himself, opened the door. After
-inspection of Madame Sheehan’s card, he escorted her across a galleried
-entrance hall of a luxury and loftiness well-nigh incredible. At the
-rear, he threw open the door of a small parlor, cheerful from its
-window-boxed blooming geraniums. Mrs. Morrison would be down, he told
-her.
-
-Dolores’ wait was not long. The tap-tap of high heels upon the marble
-foyer outside brought her to her feet. She “spoke up” according to
-instructions and tried to recall the assurance which had carried her
-past the rules--_and_ the French--of née Shinn. She stressed her
-education and the “way” she was said to have with children, especially
-with little girls.
-
-The more she talked, however, the more serious looked the woman whom
-she hoped to make her friend.
-
-“I am afraid,” said Mrs. Morrison, “that the case has been
-misrepresented. Strange, when I explained to Madame Sheehan myself, on
-my trip among the agencies this morning! The child for whom I need a
-governess is not a girl and has anything but the amiable disposition
-accredited to him.”
-
-“Madame’s French must have misled me.” Dolores chose to ignore the
-particulars of “those curls of gold, those turquoise eyes,” evidently
-mere chimera of a Hibernian imagination. At the suggestion of failure
-she all the more craved success. “It does not especially matter that he
-is not a girl. He is a child, isn’t he?”
-
-Mrs. Morrison glanced rather suspiciously at her. “I don’t know. The
-last governess called him a fiend. You are different from the sort we
-have had and expected again. I scarcely know what to say. You look a
-sweet-dispositioned girl, but are very young. Perhaps I’d better leave
-the decision to----”
-
-Laughter and spirited repartee in the voices of a man and a woman
-sounded pleasantly from the hall. They seemed to decide her. She arose;
-crossed to the door; paused briefly to say: “His mother has just come
-in from her ride. Perhaps she will speak with you.”
-
-“His mother? But--I thought--that you----”
-
-Dolores, again alone, began to understand. Of course Mrs. Morrison was
-the housekeeper. That explained the first-floor parlor, the neat black
-taffeta of her dress and her subdued manner. A third application for
-the coveted position must be made.
-
-When, next moment, the door was pushed wide, she did not rise. She had
-not the strength. A woman in a smart habit of black velvet coat and
-white cloth breeches had clattered in, crop in hand.
-
-“Master Jack’s mother will speak with you, Miss Trent,” introduced the
-housekeeper.
-
-Still Dolores found her limbs weaker than her will. She clung to both
-arms of the chair and waited for the real sponsor for the “fiend-child”
-to speak.
-
-She--the mother--was Mrs. Cabot.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X
-
-
-His Majesty himself dropped the curtain on the earth-play of the
-spirit-girl.
-
-“The only real value of a story is its effect upon yourself,” he said.
-“I must have an interval in which to judge the worth of yours.”
-
-At the time Dolores felt relieved, although he had not confused her
-with the interruptions and insistence of the previous séance. He had
-allowed her to tell her story her own way, swiftly and simply, and
-showed a positive gravity of attention over the ecclesiastic incidents.
-
-Not until the next night came and went without the call for a third
-installment, did she suspect that he had been merely bored.
-
-When a second night passed with the same significant omission and,
-after that, a third, fear possessed her.
-
-Had she, then, fallen short of his expectations? Had she done what he
-had warned her not to do--had she failed?
-
-She took to staying in her chamber and hoping for his summons more than
-previously she had dreaded it. Over her babe she would hover the hours
-away, brooding rather than rejoicing at each cooed assurance that the
-infant-shade was content. Would the price of the respite be paid in
-part by the blameless soul of her soul?
-
-To her here, through the guarded gossip of the proud Adeline, came
-reports of a direful activity on the part of the King. Never had he
-been more exacting, more merciless in his reversal of punishment for
-reward. His disposition of that first evening during which she had
-waited in vain seemed directly inspired by her reminiscences of the
-parson person. In an open-air camp-meeting, “His Damnity” had preached
-the first of seven announced “sermons” to a vast concourse. Seven,
-it seemed, was the perfect number--a royal superstition. Hadn’t she
-counted his seven courtiers, the seven windows of the throne-room,
-seven courses at dinner, seven days in his week?
-
-Adeline admitted herself to have been a unit of the congregation of
-fiends. The first sermon had been, to say the least, impressive.
-Satan’s text had been orthodox: “_A star fell from Heaven unto the
-earth; and to him was given the key of the bottomless pit._” He had
-attacked the letter of The Law. To be saved by “believing”--how vain a
-promise when to that Star of Heaven was given the key to the pit into
-which all eventually would be hurled who had been born heirs to sin!
-
-Over Omnipotent Egotism he had ranted himself into a rage which had
-made his audience tremble. Fire flashed from his nostrils, his eyes,
-his finger-tips, as he compared his own indefatigable assertiveness
-with the retirement into the Light of the Great-I-Am. How dare He sit
-back, smug over his one noteworthy achievement--the Creation?
-
-The Law of Redemption, pah! What were laws that were not enforced--mere
-vague threats of a future state? He asked consideration of the
-handling of his own first law as keeper of the pit key. Did he ever
-delay collection of the wages of sin? Angel worship was forbidden and
-he didn’t expect them to worship him. But they could fear him and,
-fearing, must serve him. He advised them to hitch their hope-wagons to
-that fallen star--“their archangel in eclipse and the excess of glory
-obscured.”
-
-Truly this departure in infernal propaganda must have been fearsome.
-Also fearsome was Dolores’ wonder over why she alone had not been
-bidden to attend. Adeline was inclined to attribute the omission to
-stage fright. M’lord, remembering the standard to which his entertainer
-had been educated, feared to fall short. Having successfully tried out
-his “delivery,” however, he probably would ask her to the second sermon
-of the seven.
-
-But what of the two intervening nights? Why this surcease of interest
-in the griefs which so had diverted him?
-
-Dolores was forced to the conclusion that she had ceased to entertain.
-Perhaps, even then, the evil eye was sighting her fate and the fate of
-her babe.
-
-Desperation shook her from the stupor of waiting. He had preached
-action in his sermon, according to report. She must _do_ something to
-re-arouse his curiosity. In the late afternoon, as she knew, he often
-strolled in his favorite garden of Bad Luck. She dared not ask for an
-appointment; no. Yet why not “happen” to meet him?
-
-In selecting the rays in which to dress, she remembered his preference
-for purples and scarlets, rather than the more delicate half-lights in
-which she would have clothed herself. But even while thanking Adeline
-for a grudging compliment over the blend of her robe with the purplish
-shadows of her eyes, she realized the depths to which she was sinking.
-For the first time she understood those women of earth who adorned
-themselves to enslave men whom they had come to hate. Those they feared
-most, they must charm. Poor, _poor_ women of Earth!
-
-In the lower reaches of the garden she came upon an illustration of her
-thought--a fountain effect whose central figure was the sculped, naked
-body of a woman bent beneath the club of her man and master, on her
-lips a seductive smile, from her eyes spouting twin founts of electric
-spray--tears of terror.
-
-Hearing footsteps behind, Dolores stopped, as if in admiration of the
-ghoulish conceit. The throb of her temples was not cooled by the hot
-winds with which the tropical foliage illusions of the garden were
-artificially fanned. The sinking sensation at her heart was no sickness
-from the too-intense odors of the lavish-looking bloom. The hurt of
-her ears could not be blamed on shrieks of the peacocks, parrakeets
-and tanagers which soundlessly strutted and winged about. No winds of
-Gehenna might discomfort her, except in her own acknowledgment. No
-odors, except from memory, might penetrate her senses from poinsettias
-or rhododendrons. No sound, except as she imagined it, might swell the
-throats of the birds. From the rubber plants grouped at the entrance
-gate, through the lane of Spanish bayonets whose barbs were a menace to
-one who strolled, to the fountain called “Fate of the Fair,” the garden
-was one vast stage set, a master chimera. Bad luck, then--that too must
-be hallucination.
-
-Courage came to Dolores with the thought. She, an immortal woman soul,
-would not bow the neck to an undeserved club. She must lift her head
-believing that even the winds of Hell would cool her brow; must delight
-in fragrances, strong from her own expectation; must open wide her ears
-to the Seraphs’ song of hope.
-
-Ready to meet His Majesty, she turned. Her disappointment was keen
-as her courage to see in him who was approaching the lame old
-soldier-soul, Samuel Cummings. At first only his face and crutch were
-recognizable, so resplendent was he in the uniform of an officer of the
-Hadean Hordes. When he drew up before her with his old-time salute, she
-counted on his forehead, branded blood-red, the stars of a general.
-
-Her maid had told him he’d find her out here, the old chap explained.
-He had come to tell her the news. His Majesty had called him to an
-interview night before last and promoted him because it was beneath the
-Royal dignity to confer in private with a corporal.
-
-So Old Sam, then, had supplanted her as entertainer.
-
-As if in answer to Dolores’ thought, he motioned with his crutch toward
-a bench of opalesque stone that stood beneath an arbor of purple
-bourgainvillae. The honor paid him, he declared, was only the preface
-to his news. When seated beside her, however, he seemed loathe to
-proceed; glanced uneasily among the flowers of an oleander bush which
-changed color with alternating currents of red and white.
-
-His “news,” he at last confessed in guarded tones, concerned herself.
-Dangerous though a report might be, he felt one his duty. His
-summons into The Presence had been to discuss her. His Highness had
-reintroduced the subject of “Grief to Men” and asked the veteran’s
-opinion on a number of her points. Did Sam think her the most beautiful
-woman he ever had seen? Did he consider her deep or just dumb? In what,
-according to a recent earthling, lay her chief charm?
-
-On the whole, declared the old new general, Satan had acted a good deal
-as would some human swain who was getting interested in a girl. With
-men, he wasn’t such a bad sort as Sam had expected. But with women----
-There never was any telling what---- She--she understood?
-
-At his embarrassed glance, she nodded. What woman had better reason to
-understand than she?
-
-“One question he asked was why I thought you never smiled,” the simple
-soul continued solemnly. “That stumped me. As I told him, Mary Gertrude
-used to be one laugh from morn till eve. ‘Odd,’ said he, ‘when she’s
-caused all those griefs.’”
-
-“I never learned to smile,” said Dolores. “My father never did. He used
-to laugh sometimes. It was terrible to hear him. But he never smiled.”
-
-The wag of Old Sam’s head was rueful. “I don’t want to worry you, but
-I feel I should tell you what he called you--his ‘latest flame in the
-land of such.’ And he asked me if I thought that a woman who had ruined
-so many humans could be of any use to an immortal--some real bad one,
-say, who had a good thing to offer her. I reminded him of the Littlest
-Devil. ‘Oh, the B. B.,’ says he. ‘Likely she did make one of them happy
-for a while. That isn’t what I mean. My thoughts of her are pure--pure
-as Hell.’ Ma’am, I can’t figure it out any other way than that he’s got
-a weakness for you.”
-
-“Please--_please_ don’t say that!”
-
-Dolores shuddered as though shaken by the torrid breeze, then withdrew
-from his side to the outmost end of the bench. Some unseen force had
-moved her. Grateful though she felt for his effort to forearm her, she
-found herself unable to reassure him. A hateful reluctance stayed her
-tongue.
-
-Came startling interpolation: “_All has been overheard._”
-
-The words were spoken in a voice which both recognized. There
-materialized to their vision the superb face and figure of His Satanic
-Majesty. He was seated between them.
-
-“Eavesdropping is old stuff, I know,” he remarked easily, “but it never
-ceases to be.”
-
-“It was you who forced me aside?” Dolores struggled with her
-indignation. “I didn’t know you could make yourself invisible.”
-
-“Surest thing you _didn’t_ know, then. Turning oneself on or off is
-a trick that our late angel did not lose in his fall. Fancy one of
-the Cherubim reduced to turning himself off and on in lowlands like
-Gehenna!”
-
-With angry intolerance, he faced toward General Sam. “What’s this you
-were saying about me? A weakness--_I_?”
-
-“A man’s weakness for his woman is his strength,” the soldier-soul
-contended.
-
-“Your tongue tangles when you measure my strength by that of men.
-I am----” and Satan’s glance slashed out like a sword--“I am the
-Destroyer. Fool, fear me!” Irritably he added: “Who do you think you
-are--Prometheus unbound? Why do you suppose I promoted you if not
-to get rid of you without breaking my pact with Dame Dolores? Get
-yourself to the nearest army camp, and make believe you’ve earned your
-commission. See you stay there, too, until I send for you.”
-
-“But what about my appointment in the palace? Who will hold the bowl
-for Your Highness’ tears?”
-
-The King arose as though further enraged by the reminder, then
-succumbed to a sort of paroxysm so violent that his utterance was
-impeded.
-
-“Tears--and over Dolores’ griefs to men? Now I know you are a fool.
-To have taken me seriously when I called myself a crocodile! I to
-weep--and over human nature? Excuse me, folks. Let me enjoy myself
-while I’m young. Honestly, I near injure my sides every time I think
-of what she put over on that high-priest of the Great-I-Am!”
-
-Too preoccupied was he to return his new-made general’s salute. Not
-until the sound of Old Sam’s peg-leg had ceased to punctuate the pause
-did he reseat himself upon the bench.
-
-“As for you, designing jade----”
-
-In the very midst of his address, he became lost in contemplation
-of the royal toes. The girl-shade beside him realized that not once
-to-day had he looked directly at her. She was reminded painfully of an
-earthling who had been strong toward all his world, yet weak toward
-her. He _must_ not have that sort of weakness for her--Satan. He must
-look at her. She leaned toward him and tried to smile. But he would not
-meet her eyes. Hideous it was that he should ape the mannerism toward
-her of that one she had cared for most on earth.
-
-Long it seemed before he completed his remark.
-
-He had her at last, he declared; had preferred not to see or hear her
-again until he had her. Now he was ready to take up with her the matter
-of her status in Shadow Land. Had she wondered why she was the only
-soul about the court not more or less tormented? The answer was easy.
-Torment wasted power. He chuckled; then, on noting that he chuckled
-alone, frowned. Had she no sense of humor?
-
-At her ingenuous acknowledgment of her lack in that respect, the
-Satanic brow cleared. To know that she had not humor was humor in
-itself. Positively the most comical thing about the story of her
-life was that she could be so serious over it now that she was dead.
-Henceforth he should not expect anything in her but soul. He had a
-beautiful soul himself. But he didn’t let it interfere with his daily
-pleasures.
-
-At first he had attributed his interest in her to the correlative facts
-that she was a fallen woman and he a fallen angel. When, later, he had
-come to realize her desirability to devils in general, he had searched
-for a more comprehensive reason.
-
-To his way of looking, she was pleasant to the eye. But beauty was a
-matter of taste. To a Zulu she wouldn’t compare with his thick-lipped,
-black-hued mate. The Cabot’s housekeeper, Mrs. Morrison, might be right
-in accrediting her with a sweet disposition. Yet weren’t unattractive
-girls usually called “sweet” and “good-natured”? She appeared to be
-unselfish--and where was there an attribute so tiresome in women as
-unselfishness? The fact that she boasted no brilliancy was a point in
-her favor. The suggestion of an ardent nature in those dear little
-wrinkles around her mouth might be either pro or con.
-
-In what, then, lay her lure?
-
-He had felt he should lose respect for his intelligence if obliged
-to hear to the end of her story to know. He had found the clue in
-the least important of her conquests--in him she called the “city’s
-choice.” Why had that young Irishman’s blood gushed to his face at the
-cling of her hand upon his arm, only to recede at the look of eyes
-so like those of his year-old babe? Why had he calmed into a fine
-protectorate from one of those sudden physical excitements peculiar to
-mortal men?
-
-He had got her, had got her at last. And with her he had got the secret
-of her power--a secret of inestimable value to herself. Oh, she need
-not look so helpless and perturbed! She need not maintain that pose
-with him, now that he understood.
-
-“Exactly what is it in me----” the dark head drooped--“that you
-understand?”
-
-He slashed out at an oleander until it blazed at him its bi-colored
-fire.
-
-“You were red and white--a human flower more attractively charged than
-any in my garden of Bad Luck.” He rose to bow before her, low and
-with no trace of irony. “You were an effect unique among womankind, a
-combination of unconscious lust and seductive innocence. You appealed
-with equal force to the bad and the good in that creature as near devil
-as angel--everyman. _I_ know. Am I not the limit in both?”
-
-From gay to grave his manner again changed when he squared around and
-at last faced her.
-
-“Never have I destroyed any force that works for me,” he stated.
-“You have powers for evil which, if developed, might rival my own.
-It remains with you whether that power increases in you or, through
-duress, is destroyed. Come, what do you say?”
-
-“What can I say, when I don’t know----”
-
-“Allow me to say it for you, then. As I have explained in part, I
-need--and need in a hurry--more men souls than I have been able to
-draft since the conception of my Great Intention. Although I’ve
-never been above taking any outside help I can get, I always have
-despised the retroaction upon men of women. Since Eve, the fair have
-been a sickly lot, more given to good influences than bad. Even the
-experts developed by modern sex and social problems have shown chiefly
-stupidity. Not the worst of them but have ideas of _bona fide_ reform
-back of the rows they’re raising. As for the vampires, real ones
-always have been rare. That Catherine Cabot, to whom you’ve called my
-attention, is exceptional.”
-
-“Yes. Dr. Shayle used to say that Catherine couldn’t be ‘reached’.”
-
-“Shayle--is that the name of the ruined healer on your passport?”
-
-“Oh, the world was mistaken about him, Your Majesty. Dear Clarke
-Shayle--he said I saved him.”
-
-“Let us hope not, you slave to tradition!” His Highness snapped. “If
-you knew the deplorable failure I’ve made trying to get bad results
-from women, you’d agree that I’d best stick to my last--and first--the
-men. However, since you’ve been séancing with me evenings, certain
-possibilities of making your sex serve my purposes have opened up
-before me. In the past my idea has been that the more I could keep
-women under, the worse the world would be. You have changed my slogan
-to ‘Turn ’em loose’.”
-
-“_I?_”
-
-For a moment Satan enjoyed the admixture of humbleness and indignation
-in her query.
-
-“Nice work,” he commented. “Such feminism may be made the most dynamic
-evil in the universe by one who masters it. De Maupassant thought he
-had, but his ideas of women were limited to types of his time. I have
-the one mind that can look at your sex unbiased by sentiment. As I had
-no mother, all women are before, none behind me. The male may go on
-and on indefinitely with sex villainies. But the female is likely to
-learn from one indecency, her Swan Song, as it were. Yet her lamentable
-limitations need not discourage us, since wars have made the fair
-population exceed--shall I say, the foul? ‘By their works ye shall know
-them.’ Your works I know. Ergo, I know you. Unlike your friend of the
-employment agency, I fit the position to the applicant. Here is the job
-I had created for you.”
-
-He would make her manager, accountable only to himself, of the woman’s
-department of the mortal world; would teach her the psychology of
-spiritual communication, so that she might personally direct important
-cases, as did he in his own field; would place under her charge a
-school of female fiends whom she might entrust with missions on earth
-as soon as she deemed them sufficiently proficient in her subtleties,
-even as he did his demon sleuths.
-
-To appeal, to obtain, to destroy--was not that the mission of her sex?
-And yet so long had women been burden-bearers, deprived of initiative
-by the master’s rein and hoppled by the ultimate of man-made laws,
-that even he who so sorely needed them, had failed to appreciate their
-suppressed power. Never would they come into their own until they
-learned that their capability lay, not in trying to be what they were
-not, but in being essentially and ruthlessly what they were.
-
-“Ah, wrigglier than a she-cobra’s wriggle is the female of my dreams!”
-Glowing from that ruddy mist of concentration which once before Dolores
-had seen, His Highness warmed to his thought. “If all the anarchists in
-my incubators were matured, they’d be a puny menace to society and the
-State as compared with women let loose. Take the punitive laws from any
-class and what is the result? Riot, bestiality, sin. Fear is what has
-held women down. Take away fear and what will they do? They’ll master
-the men. Once give ’em license and they’ll soon make up for their
-enforced virtue of the past. The fact that they do not originate is
-their best-worst trait--saves a lot of energy. Why, when I contemplate
-their daring, their imperviousness to pain, their concentration through
-heredity upon the meaner issues; when I allow myself to imagine the
-deafening pop of the bottled-up indignities poured upon them in the
-past--_Whew!_ I, the First and Last, shudder in humility over my
-virtues. This I give you as a prophecy: To the female of the species is
-the victory of vice.”
-
-Dolores was lifted above fear for herself by fear for womankind.
-
-“For shame!” she cried.
-
-“Shame? What is that?”
-
-“What I feel for you, Your--Your Lowness.”
-
-“Good! I _must_ be getting bad. It is well that you pay me an out-loud
-compliment now and then, when I’m paying you with the utmost of my
-unlimited power. You encourage me to proceed. Although I don’t wish
-you to doff your gentle ways--they’ll serve as a model for your
-she-destroyers--you must keep clearly in mind that our chief emotion
-down here is hate--immortal hate.”
-
-“Hate immortal? I find it hard to think of such a thing. I am sure that
-I never could hate for long. On Earth, I might stay angry with some one
-through the day, but I couldn’t go to sleep until I forgave.”
-
-His Majesty scowled down at her, evidently disturbed. “It’s all right
-to look that idea. Of course you don’t feel it. You certainly must hate
-these earthlings you’re telling us about.”
-
-“You are wrong. I don’t hate them. Somehow I can’t hate any of them.”
-With a catch of breath, she added: “If you said immortal love, now----”
-
-“Tut, tut, my child. Isn’t it hot enough down here? Don’t heat up my
-imagination.”
-
-“But didn’t you ever feel love for anybody?”
-
-“No, nor wouldn’t if I could. Love is weakening--orangeade for
-temperance fools like General Sam. What is it anyhow? Some old
-scientist has defined it as ‘merely the attraction of billions of
-atoms, electrically charged in the system, corresponding to the same
-number of the same sort of atoms in a person of the opposite sex.’
-There you have it. What is so marvelous about that--what to make such a
-to-do over?”
-
-“That definition doesn’t sound right to me.”
-
-Dolores’ eyes gazed out over the garden with a waiting look. It was as
-if, within their shadows of a purple that shamed the bourgainvillae
-bloom, hope was hiding in the arbor.
-
-The King watched her in his considering way. His arm stretched along
-the back of the bench. When convinced that she had forgotten his
-presence, he suddenly snapped his strong, long fingers around the nape
-of her neck.
-
-With a smothered scream, Dolores tried to shake off his clutch. Never
-from a mortal man had she felt a touch so offensive, yet so loathsomely
-attracting.
-
-“Please release me. You are so--so intense!”
-
-“Quite too intense”--Satan drew back his lips over his teeth in a
-bestial smile--“and in the imperative tense. Remember, Dame Dolores,
-that what I want, I do not ask. I take.”
-
-Sliding his hand down her arm, he drew her to her feet.
-
-“Considering that, how do you like the prospect of this High Priestess
-job?”
-
-“I simply couldn’t do such things as you propose,” she dared his
-displeasure to protest. “I should fail dismally, for I am not at heart
-the sort you think. You say that love weakens one, but my spirit
-would die, I know, if I cast love out and tried to hate. You would be
-disappointed in me and your plans planned in vain. If success is what
-you demand, choose some one stronger in hate than I--some one who----”
-
-“Playing in form to the last!” he commented. “You are wise. There
-really is no comparison between this appointment and one to the
-Wanton’s Well or, say, the Traitors to Mothers. You, by the way, are a
-native daughter to the last-named state. Did that strike you the other
-day? According to your own account, you killed your mother before the
-poor thing could so much as say ‘top o’ the morning.’”
-
-“At least let me think it over. Let me finish the séances first,”
-Dolores plead, under the iron of his reminder. “I am exhausted each
-night when they are over and busy all the next day planning how best I
-may continue to entertain Your Lowness. A new undertaking might make me
-a failure in both.”
-
-“There is something to that, unless----” He peered down at her
-suspiciously. “You’re not aspiring to outwit me by dragging out that
-life story indefinitely? The new job _will_ tax your concentration, no
-doubt of it. And you do look all in after your regular evening stunt.
-All right. You may have one week after the end of the séances in which
-to make up such of your mind as I have not made up for you. But I
-say----”
-
-“Yes, Your---- Yes, Pluto?”
-
-“Aren’t you the dearest of griefs?” Although he laughed at the guile
-with which she had thanked him for his concession, he finished the
-warning sternly. “See you make your story snappy to-night. Don’t let
-these days of grace--or disgrace--make you as profuse of unessential
-details as you’ve been chary of the essentials past nights. If you
-do, you’ll find yourself talking against time with a vengeance. A
-vengeance--get that?”
-
-Yes, she assured him, her voice a minor chord. And she would try to
-make it “snappy.”
-
-A weakness for her? As compared with the strength he was showing to
-bend or break her to his will, that dread now seemed a hope.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI
-
-
-In the long moment during which Mrs. Cabot leveled her astonished stare
-upon the applicant as governess to her son, the girl did not breathe.
-When direct demand was made of her she could not speak.
-
-“Tell me, is coming here your own idea? Or did my husband----?”
-
-The smart vision in black and white interrupted herself by an
-over-shoulder invitation.
-
-“Come in, Henri. Be moved to admiration of my John. Even you will
-concede that he is improving.”
-
-To the personage in blue-gray uniform who clattered at her side, she
-added:
-
-“You have the privilege of viewing at close range the famed Dolores
-Trent.”
-
-“Ah, the mademoiselle which Meestaire Cabot have rescue?” inquired the
-French cavalry officer.
-
-“The same. Is there anything like rescuing a lady, my dear d’Elie, to
-excite a man’s interest in her? He is pleased with her because pleased
-with himself--so pleased that he wants to keep right on rescuing her.
-I might have known that John would locate the disappearing heroine of
-his hero act sooner or later. But how naïvely American to try to make a
-convenience of his own home!”
-
-In Dolores’ silence Mrs. Morrison denied the charge.
-
-“Miss Trent was sent here through Madame Sheehan’s agency, to which I
-frequently apply. Up to the moment you came in just now, Mrs. Cabot,
-she thought me the mother of the child in need of a governess. I assure
-you that Mr. Cabot had nothing to do with her application.”
-
-An arpeggio of light laughter, accompanied by a bass chord, greeted
-this defense.
-
-“No use talking, she’s _good_, isn’t she?” Mrs. Cabot asked her escort,
-before turning directly to Dolores. “But I fear, Miss Trent, that
-you’re not quite good enough. A mother owes something to her child,
-even though a father thinks that he does not. I thank you for coming.
-You have succeeded better than our parson friend’s lynx in giving me a
-rare sensation--that of surprise. I wish you a very good morning.”
-
-Dolores rose; heard a quiet voice making her reply.
-
-“And I am sorry that I came. I shouldn’t have done so had I understood.
-I hope you will believe Mrs. Morrison, if not me, for Mr. Cabot’s sake.
-Good morning.”
-
-On her way to the entrance, the purport of a rapid exchange in French
-between him named as d’Elie and Mrs. Cabot was forced upon her
-realization.
-
-“Pardon, adored one, but have you considered the other needs of your
-household?”
-
-“What other needs could there be in which this celebrated miss is
-concerned?”
-
-“Only yesterday madame was saying that her husband seemed afflicted
-with ennui--that it might be advisable to stimulate his interest
-in life. Might it not prove pleasant, my angel, if the father of
-the infant terrible should find the new governess--shall I say,
-_congenial_?”
-
-“Enough, my clever Henri. I understand.”
-
-So complete was the change of manner with which Mrs. Cabot stopped the
-girl at the door that a more experienced person could scarcely have
-been blamed for bewilderment. Her cynical expression was lost in a
-humid smile. Her voice softened. She tossed aside the crop with which
-she had been swishing the air to extend the hand of appeal.
-
-“The Marquis d’Elie has criticized my lack of charity,” she
-said. “Perhaps I _am_ wrong to jump at conclusions. And it is a
-responsibility to send a mere child like you back into a world which
-already has been rather hard on her. Then, too, my unfortunate
-offspring is to be considered. It is quite possible that he might get
-along better with a young person than the nursery monitors he so often
-has defeated. I wonder if you are as amiable as you look--if you could
-forgive the hasty things I said just now?”
-
-Dolores did not know what to think, still less what to say. She parried
-by a question which interested her.
-
-“You call your son unfortunate. What is the matter with him?”
-
-Catherine Cabot’s first talent was that of taking. Whatever she wanted
-in life she took as her perquisite. Always had she taken admiration,
-service, flattery, love, sacrifice, money. Literally she had taken her
-husband because he was useful to her. She proceeded now to take Dolores
-Trent.
-
-“Oh, my dear, if you could know how unfortunate! Most children have
-some sort of a chance, but not my poor Jackie. Probably after you have
-seen him and know something of the disposition that comes from his
-sufferings, you won’t wish to undertake him. You would need a love for
-children great enough to include the most unlovable.”
-
-“But I have a great love for children,” Dolores said. “My neighbors
-used to say that I have a way with them.”
-
-“Mr. Cabot would be relieved of his heaviest burden if we’d find some
-one who could handle Jack.” Catherine continued her “taking.” “It would
-seem like a fatality, wouldn’t it, if in return for his small service
-to you that day at Seff’s----”
-
-“His service wasn’t small, Mrs. Cabot. I may have seemed ungrateful not
-to thank him, but I---- You see----”
-
-“Of course you couldn’t and of course he didn’t wish you to,” the
-wife assured her. “But it would be really beautiful--sort of nice and
-Emersonian--if you could pass along the favor he did you to his child.
-Suppose you hold an open mind, Miss Trent, until after you’ve met Jack.
-I’ll come to his rooms later and help to explain him. Morrison will
-take up all details with you, if you should decide to stay. Won’t you
-try, anyhow, to forget and forgive my unkindness?”
-
-The girl, still standing just within the door, heard the Frenchman’s
-congratulation, as the brilliant-looking pair disappeared among the
-palms of the foyer.
-
-“But you are wonderful, my adored one, most wonderful!”
-
- * * * * *
-
-As Dolores stepped off the elevator onto the third-floor balcony that
-overlooked the great, glass-domed hall, a woman’s scream cut the quiet.
-The housekeeper hurried ahead and threw open the door of a large,
-sun-flooded room.
-
-“He have bite me, Mees Morrison. But see this mark on my wrist. I
-should regret to desert madame, but I give up my place rather than play
-as the nurse one hour longer.”
-
-The plaint arose from a be-capped young woman whom Dolores later
-learned to be Annette, Mrs. Cabot’s maid, pressed into emergency
-service. She had made a shield of a light chair between herself and the
-boy of eight, or thereabouts, who was pursuing her. The bone of their
-contention seemed to be a particularly boneless toy dog held above his
-reach.
-
-Dolores’ first view of John Cabot, Jr., was not heartening. His only
-recognition of her presence was a scowl. In lurching forward over the
-chair to recapture his plaything, he slipped and fell, with a shriek
-more of chagrin than pain, upon the floor. When Morrison and Annette
-rushed to his assistance, Dolores intervened. She asked that they leave
-her alone with the boy.
-
-After the closing click of the door she crossed to one of the windows;
-seated herself in an upholstered chair; gave her attention to the park
-view.
-
-“Why don’t you come and pick me up?”
-
-At the demand, she turned to see that Master Jack still sprawled on the
-floor, his chin cupped in his hands, his unchildlike frown upon her.
-
-“I didn’t suppose you’d wish to be picked up--a big boy like you,” she
-said. “I didn’t suppose you’d even wish me to look at you.”
-
-She regretted the ruse the moment she realized his physical handicap.
-Having challenged his pride, however, she hesitated to retreat. But an
-ache for him which never was entirely eased came into her heart as she
-watched his efforts to achieve his feet; noted the warped condition of
-his legs; watched his peculiar gait as he approached her--a slithering
-forward of his feet, with no yield at his knees and hips.
-
-Jack’s upper body was only fairly developed, yet by comparison with
-his nether limbs his arms looked excessively long. His head, with its
-luxurious growth of dark brown, slightly curling hair, was large as a
-gnome’s. At the moment his features were twisted into an expression of
-resentment. Only his eyes were beautiful, wide-set and Irish-gray in
-color, with an outsweep of long, almost black lashes.
-
-A certain embarrassment for him, which quickly followed the shock of
-noting his deformity, caused Dolores to lift her eyes toward a square
-object wrapped about with a bath towel, which was suspended from the
-ceiling near the window.
-
-“A bird?” she asked irrelevantly.
-
-“A canary.” Master Jack now stood directly before her. “He sings so
-much around noon-time, I bag him.”
-
-“And don’t you like him to sing?”
-
-“Of course not. He sounds too happy. Who are you, anyway?”
-
-Dolores’ eyes filled with the wistfulness that always overflowed
-her heart at thought of her own lonely childhood--her super-sad
-little-girlhood.
-
-“I am some one your mother has engaged to keep you company,” she told
-him. “I do hope we can make a go of it, Jack. I certainly should
-appreciate your friendship.”
-
-“You’re not----” Suspicion stiffened his face. “Say, if you’re another
-governess----”
-
-“I’d rather be,” she interrupted, “sort of a pal.”
-
-“But you couldn’t play boy’s games. What’s your name?”
-
-“Dolores Trent. Dolores means grief.”
-
-“’Lores--grief?”
-
-His interest was caught, as had been Vincent Seff’s, by that “sad
-little name” of hers. He hooked one hand to his hip like some shrunken
-old man and studied her from beneath the graceful sweep of his lashes.
-New objection occurred to him.
-
-“My mother insists that I keep cheerful all the time. She mightn’t let
-you stay if she knew your name meant grief. She hung Dick in here.
-That’s one reason I don’t like him.”
-
-“How you must love your mother, Jack--she’s so beautiful!”
-
-“That’s no reason to love anybody,” came his startling statement. “I’ve
-been living with my mother going on nine years now and she’s getting
-kind of stale. I don’t mind your name--being kept cheerful all the time
-is what I hate the most. I won’t stand it, I tell you!”
-
-Dolores quieted his returning excitement with a shrug of compliance.
-“Let’s just be miserable together, then.”
-
-“Until that gets tiresome.” Even with the shrewd proviso, one corner of
-the boy’s over-large mouth twitched, as if from humor. “Mind, I get my
-own way,” he warned, “except when John’s home.”
-
-“John?” she asked.
-
-“My father. He’s the only person I respect, unless it is Clarke Shayle.
-I don’t know, though. I think I like Clarke more than I respect him.
-And then, of course, he hurts me a lot. Clarke’s my osteopath. He has
-won five medals for swimming. John hasn’t any medals, but he doesn’t
-need them. You sort of know that he could have all he wanted if he
-wanted them.”
-
-“And you let your father have his own way with you?”
-
-“Of course, and not because he would punish me if I disobeyed him,
-either. They say”--Jack drew up quaintly--“that John worships me. As
-for me, I shouldn’t wish to offend him. We’re awfully chummy, my father
-and I, although he’s very tall and strong and I----” Gulping, he
-turned away. “See that wooden cradle in the corner? I’d never have it
-in my rooms except that John was rocked in it when he was a baby. Seems
-funny to think of John ever having been a baby, he’s so mannish now.”
-
-The Colonial antique which had distracted the little fellow’s thoughts
-from himself, was the first of many interesting treasures he showed
-her. Mrs. Cabot had called the child’s quarters “rooms,” rather than
-“nursery,” and they were, indeed, furnished incongruously for his
-years. Except for a few mechanical toys, the suite might have been
-that of some sophisticated bachelor. The chamber that opened off the
-living room was filled with heirloom mahogany, the bed a fine example
-of pineapple four-poster upon which not only his father’s father, but
-also his great-grandfather had slept. Oil portraits of the paternal
-line hung the walls. Turkish rugs lay upon the polished floors. An old
-corner clock ticked away the time for this last of the Cabots as it had
-for seven generations of the name before him. He particularly liked
-the clock, Jack said, because it was calm-faced--not too sad, not too
-happy--just calm.
-
-To a large bowl of gold-fish twinkling lazily in the sunlight, he
-invited her especial attention. They had been given him by Clarke
-Shayle, he explained, to demonstrate the first principles of swimming.
-
-“Clarke’s going to make a swimmer of me,” he asserted, “after he gets
-me well. Oh, you needn’t look so sorry for me! I’ve got good arms,
-haven’t I? You watch the gold-fish. They haven’t any legs.”
-
-“Promise”--Dolores swallowed at the lump in her throat--“to give me one
-of your medals as a souvenir some day?”
-
-From a downward glance at his poor body, he stared at her suspiciously.
-Evidently deciding that she was not making sport of him, he conceded:
-“Of course it may be a while yet. And we mayn’t be friends that long.
-That’s Clarke coming now for my treatment. I know his step.”
-
-“Dr.” Shayle lacked the professional look. Although slightly above
-medium height, he was heavy as he well could be without loss of the
-athletic appearance for which Dolores had been prepared. He was young,
-clean-shaved, redheaded, freckled. Next after his appearance of
-strength, she noticed his cheerfulness. He had very clean teeth and
-an engaging smile. Early in their interview, he laughed in a joyous,
-lingering way, with a glance that coaxed her to share his amusement.
-She noticed also in these first moments a yellowish fleck in the brown
-iris of his right eye. It served to give him an oddly intent expression.
-
-At once after Jack’s staid ceremony of introduction, he declared
-excitedly that he would not be “mauled” to-day--that he could not be
-forced into a treatment.
-
-“Who wants to force you?” asked Shayle. “Do you think I enjoy wearing
-myself all out? A hike will be better for you, anyhow, at the present
-moment. Here, let me wind up that dog!”
-
-His suggestion developed into a lesson in the slithering walk which
-evidently was the afflicted lad’s chief hope of getting along through
-life. The toy, over whose possession Jack had bitten the French maid’s
-wrist, was a mechanical dog whose four legs worked, when set going,
-with something the movement which the osteopath was cultivating in his
-patient. The dog set the pace across the room; the boy did his best to
-follow.
-
-“If you’d hold your head straight, little chump, not so far to one
-side, you’d be better balanced,” Shayle advised from his down-leaning,
-critical inspection.
-
-“I won’t and I never will.” Jack stopped to glare back at his trainer.
-“John always holds his head to one side and I guess he walks all right.”
-
-“Oh well, if John does! Like father like son--beautiful sentiment.” At
-once the doctor passed the point. Giving up seemed to be his policy.
-“That’s enough hiking for to-day, old scout. Just let me feel those
-knee muscles. No, not a regular boy-handling on the bed. Just a touch
-to see if they aren’t working better to-day.”
-
-During the operation into which Shayle had inveigled his patient,
-Dolores observed that his hands, while freckled and rather thick, were
-drawn into slender fingers, pointed at the tips, with nails neatly
-manicured.
-
-“You’ve cheated--you’re hurting me like a real treatment!” shrieked
-Jack and beat his practitioner in the face until able to wriggle out of
-his grasp.
-
-Dr. Shayle changed the subject as promptly as he gave up his attempt.
-“Have a heart, Mister Dempsey. Wait a minute--I want to say something.
-What’s become of the Cabot courtesy? You haven’t asked Miss Trent to
-take off her things.”
-
-“We were so busy getting acquainted!” Dolores, with a confidential
-glance at the boy, lifted her hands to her hat.
-
-“Allow me to make up for friend pugilist’s oversight.” With that
-coaxing laugh of his, Shayle arose to help with the Duvetyn coat.
-
-In the act, his hand touched the pulse at the side of her throat. With
-the contact, a strange sensation quivered through her, disturbing, yet
-somehow pleasant. Evidently he, too, had felt it. He looked straight
-into her eyes a moment, his face suddenly serious.
-
-“_Ah!_”
-
-Oddly enough, that was all he said.
-
-“Madame has a headache, Dr. Shayle. She wishes you to attend her as
-soon as you have finish’ with the--with Master Jacques.”
-
-The interruption came from Annette, the maid who had been bitten, now
-serene of voice and immaculate in fresh cap and apron.
-
-“What, another?”
-
-Dolores heard the mutter which prefaced Shayle’s more formal
-acknowledgment of the message. She was surprised at the headache and
-told the doctor so. Mrs. Cabot had looked quite well on returning from
-her ride.
-
-Although he made no comment, she was struck by his expression and the
-fact that it was reflected in the thin face of the boy--an expression
-hard to define, but certainly not sympathetic.
-
-After a luncheon served for Jack and herself in his sitting-room, the
-boy was retired to his nap and she summoned to an interview with Mrs.
-Morrison. She was not asked whether she would or would not stay. The
-housekeeper seemed to have taken it for granted that she would. And
-indeed, two realizations had settled the issue. Jack needed her and she
-needed him.
-
-She was shown a pleasant room farther along the third-floor balcony
-and asked about her luggage. Her wages would be the same as paid the
-previous governess. Mrs. Cabot regretted a slight indisposition, but
-sent word that, as Dr. Shayle approved her start with Master Jack, she
-was to use her own judgment.
-
-The kindly housekeeper expressed a personal hope that she would be
-happy and comfortable. She must come down to the ground-floor parlor
-when lonely and must not fail to ask for anything she needed or wished.
-
-Before the young heir had awakened, Dolores returned to the outer
-room of the suite. She took up a magazine, but did not feel like
-reading--got no farther than a page of kennel advertisements. Her eyes
-upon a circle which had been penciled around the picture of a pedigreed
-Airedale, she gave up to her thoughts.
-
-Strange though it was, her present situation seemed natural. That she
-should find herself in the home of the Cabots who, from among the great
-cityfull had figured in both her previous engagements, impressed her
-as nothing short of fatalistic. Blindfolded, she had faced in their
-direction. Each of her stumbles had been a step toward the place made
-ready for her. She had been prepared to appreciate what they had to
-offer her; they what she could and would return. The third attempt to
-earn her livelihood surely would prove the charm. Could it be possible
-that only that morning she had set out, the end of her day a closed
-book? This afternoon the book lay wide, its lines clearly typed. And
-pleasant reading the future chapters looked, each day-page illumined
-with the joy of doing for someone less fortunate than herself.
-
-Until he spoke, she did not know that Jack was staring at her from the
-bedroom doorway.
-
-“You have a nicer nose than the last one. She left because I called her
-‘Needle-nose Nannie’ to her face. She had the piercingest nose I ever
-saw. I never asked my other governesses, but will you come with me on
-my drive?”
-
-Dolores was glad to go, the more so that he had suggested it. Already
-she longed that he should love her. There seemed safety in the love of
-a child.
-
-In the open car from which he preferred to take his air when the
-weather was fine, as he told her with his manner of a bored little
-man of affairs, she scarcely could restrain the impulse to put her
-arm around him. Appreciating, however, his oldishness, she contented
-herself with finding his hand beneath the fur robe when a squirrel
-excited them by dashing across the road in peril of their tires.
-
-They did not drive for long. Sight of several children running races on
-the green brought from the cripple a crisp order of “Home, Herrick!”
-
-Dolores made no protest. She understood. But she held tight to the
-gloved fingers beneath the robe.
-
-“I never take any chances of missing John,” was the boy’s manufactured
-explanation. “He comes up to see me first thing after he gets home.”
-
-Back in his suite, the tedium of his shut-in life soon showed in
-returning irritability.
-
-“I do get so tired of women, women--always women! I don’t like them any
-more than they like me. Why can’t they get me a man governess?” And
-after a scowling moment: “What games do you know?”
-
-Dolores did not know any. “Games” had been considered the least
-necessary thing in her child life. Yet the moment was unpropitious
-for admitting the lack. Urgently she applied to her imagination. A
-smothered cheep from the towel-covered bird-cage brought inspiration.
-
-“Did you ever try,” she asked, “a game called ‘Turn-about’?”
-
-“No. How do you play it?”
-
-“Another name for it is ‘Fair-Play.’ Turn-about is fair-play, you know.
-First one of us--you or I--has his way. Then, turn-about, the other has
-his.”
-
-“Sounds like a queer game.” He considered a moment, as the
-possibilities of the idea opened before him. “You can do anything you
-like in your turn--all the naughty things you’ve wanted to do and
-didn’t dare?”
-
-“All of them--that is, all you still wish to do.”
-
-“All right. First go!” A crafty look lit the gray eyes. Turning, he
-shuffled across the room. “I’m going to do what your coming stopped
-me from doing--break this dog. I hate--_hate_--HATE it! It is just a
-stupid toy, but it goes faster than I can every time and it never hurts
-at all.”
-
-Without a word of protest, Dolores watched him hammer the floor with
-the device which was at once his ambition and his despair; allowed him
-to wrench it to pieces, legs from body and head from neck.
-
-“My turn now,” she said. “I’m going to take the towel from around
-Dick’s cage.”
-
-Sagacity was evidenced in the boy’s instant retort. “Then I’ll take my
-next turn putting it back again.”
-
-“And keep the game at a standstill? I can repeat, remember, as often
-as you,” Dolores warned him. Stepping down from the chair upon which
-she had stood to let sunlight in upon the canary, now ruffling its
-yellow plumage enjoyably, she seated herself and stayed his lifted
-hand. “I want to tell you something, Jackie dear. Happiness is the most
-attractive thing in the world and one of the hardest to have. Just
-because your bird knows the secret of how to have it, even though shut
-up in a smaller space than you, you are jealous. So long as you’re
-jealous, you’ll never be happy. I’ve never been very happy either, but
-I want to be and I’ve heard that happiness begets happiness. Maybe
-if you and I would listen to Dick sing, we’d get the spirit of why he
-sings. Maybe after a while we could be happy, too. What do you say?”
-
-“I say it’s no fun being happy.”
-
-Although he jerked his hand away and spoke defiantly, Dolores thought
-she saw a gleam of interest in his eyes.
-
-“Of course, you can try if you want to,” he added. “I’ll take my next
-turn spilling the gold-fish. There’ll be plenty of time for Clarke to
-get me some more before I’m strong enough to learn to swim.”
-
-Heartsick, Dolores watched him stagger toward the bathroom with the
-heavy glass bowl. She realized that, in steadying himself inside, he
-was waiting for her to object. But she uttered no word of reproach as
-he dumped the gleaming inmates and their small sea upon the tiling.
-When she heard him chuckling over their squirms, she followed him.
-
-“My turn!” She took the bowl from him, filled it with fresh water
-and replaced within it the emptied moss and stones. Upon her knees
-on the folded bath-rug, she invited his assistance in a way most
-matter-of-fact “We must get them in quickly or they’ll die. Careful how
-you scoop them up--their fins are very delicate. See how glad they are
-to be back in the water again and how gracefully they swim!”
-
-The boy was actually helping her when the opening of the hall door
-interrupted. He steadied himself to his feet, then slithered into the
-sitting-room. Still bent to her life-saving task, Dolores heard the
-exchange without and saw, over-shoulder, the man-to-man hand-shake of
-father and son.
-
-“Hello, John Cabot!”
-
-“Jack Cabot, hello!”
-
-“I broke my dog, but you know the reason, John. I’d not mind so much if
-a live one beat me. Aren’t you ever going to get me a real dog?”
-
-“Your apology is accepted, Jack. But how could I know you’d be good to
-a live dog if you had one? He would have to be considered as well as
-you. They tell me you break all your toys. I’d hate to see the spirit
-of a good dog broken. How can I be sure----”
-
-“But I tell you I _would_ be good to him. Don’t I keep my word to you,
-John? I’d never have spilled the fishes except that I had given in to
-’Lores about Dick. Oh, you don’t know about ’Lores yet!”
-
-The boy it was who brought them again face to face. Dolores had
-reëntered the living-room. John Cabot stopped beside the center
-table--stopped and looked across at her. Just what his look
-meant--superstition, disapproval, fear--she could not be sure. Her
-heart beat uncomfortably while she waited for him to speak.
-
-“I was told down-stairs that a new governess had come,” he said, after
-what seemed a long time. “I didn’t understand that it was you.”
-
-“And I didn’t understand that the position was offered by you,” she
-replied. “If you are displeased, Mr. Cabot, I will give up--Jack.”
-
-“But I won’t give _her_ up, John, even if she is a woman-governess. She
-knows games that I never heard about. If you’ll just get me an Airedale
-now----”
-
-The child’s demands broke the strain of the moment. John Cabot offered
-his hand. The faint smile of his reassurance disappeared from his lips
-when he read on the tiling the continuation of Jack’s story of the
-gold-fish. Dolores studied him. Although a shadow lowered over his
-eyes at this evidence of the evil temper of his son, he gave her an
-impression of great kindness and great suppression. He looked like what
-he really was--which, she had noticed, most men do not.
-
-“I am afraid, my boy, that I could not trust a live dog to you,” he
-said.
-
-He was restoring the last of the stranded aquatics to comfort within
-the bowl when a lilting laugh surprised the three. Mrs. Cabot,
-evidently recovered from her headache, was watching them.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII
-
-
-John Cabot seldom spoke with the new governess, as she took to
-absenting herself during the afternoon hour which he spent with his
-son. None the less she learned much about him and, through the opinion
-of others, came to hold him in high regard.
-
-Mrs. Morrison, daughter of the distinguished-looking old butler,
-Bradish, had been with the Cabot family practically her lifetime and
-proved an enthusiastic informant at the tea-time chats to which she
-frequently invited the girl. She took a personal pride in her employer
-and his career.
-
-Mr. Cabot, she boasted, was one of the few “real” New Yorkers. His
-family had lived in Manhattan since the sixteen-fifties. A red brick
-house in Whitehall Street, near the Battery, had been the birthplace
-of two generations of his grandfathers. There the Cabots had lived in
-the days when Castle Garden was the home of Grand Opera and Jennie
-Lind its Galli-Curci. The old house still stood, although its quondam
-drawing-room, where once the fair and gallant had stepped the minuet,
-now staged nothing more romantic than haggles over the price of
-shipping stores.
-
-The comfortable fortune awaiting the present head of the house on his
-graduation from Princeton, he had increased to great wealth through
-an international banking organization built up largely through his
-efforts. Particularly proud was the housekeeper over the fact that not
-only the Cabot dollars but the master himself had worked unceasingly
-to “win the war,” that not only his own Government, but also those of
-Britain and France had heaped honors upon him. In the underwriting of
-the war loans of the Allies and in the direction of American Liberty
-Bond flotations the services he had rendered without financial gain
-were declared inestimable. For a time, indeed, the Cabot Bank--a
-classic structure on Broad Street within a stone’s throw of the
-homestead--had been the acknowledged center of war finance for half the
-world.
-
-By his employees--also according to Morrison--the banker was adored
-for his democratic manner; was respected for the unfailing honesty of
-his business code; was, at the same time, served with the diligence of
-fear. In his home, his every gesture was anticipated that it might be
-the more quickly obeyed. None, not even the beautiful madame, would
-have dared question any of the direct wishes he so seldom expressed.
-
-To his only son John Cabot was a fascinating mystery.
-
-“You know, John’s a queer man,” the boy confided to Dolores, with his
-elderly faculty for analysis. “He’s as quiet and kind as anybody could
-be and yet he keeps everyone scared of him. Morrison says it’s because
-he is ‘just.’ What is there about justice, ’Lores, that everybody’s so
-scared of?”
-
-On another occasion: “One thing I like about John, is the interest he
-can take in little things. Why, he plays my Christmas games better than
-I do, and the way he can keep clocks going! Sometimes when he stays
-home evenings, he brings almost a dozen in here and sits on the floor
-and gets them all ticking at once. That clock of my great-grandfather
-Cabot’s is his pet. All the jewelers said the old works would have
-to be replaced. But John says he’s going to keep it going through my
-lifetime at least. He’s funny that way. He never thinks of dying.
-Somehow, I don’t think anybody could make him die until he got ready.”
-
-Once the child-man had opened up a hurt in his confidence: “I heard
-my mother tell John one day that my grandmother--his own mother, you
-know--might have called him ‘Jack,’ but she felt sure that nobody else
-had. She said he was the uncompromising kind of man that everybody just
-naturally called ‘John.’ Sometimes my mother talks as if she did not
-think much of John, any more than she does of me. That’s why I can’t
-think much of her. Just what kind is an uncompromising man, ’Lores?”
-
-Even by madame herself were the peculiarities of the master of the
-great house discussed with the latest comer. Dolores, yielding to
-the unexpected fancy which Catherine seemed to have taken to her and
-looking on her with almost worshipful eyes in her sacred capacity of
-motherhood, welcomed every opportunity of showing her gratitude. One
-stormy afternoon, when she had been summoned to m’lady’s quarters on
-the second floor, the trend of the wife’s conversation became an urge
-that the governess think well of her husband.
-
-Fragrant from her bath, Catherine was sitting before a pier glass in
-her dressing room leisurely and, it would seem regretfully, covering
-her exquisite body with undergarments of rather sleazy texture. The
-fresh-opened box of bon-bons which stood on a nearby tabourette she
-urged upon Dolores with her comments.
-
-“John Cabot’s character is an open book--_in cipher_,” she declared. “I
-have noticed, my dear, that you appear to be just a bit in awe of him.
-It seems too bad when you will be thrown so much together over Jack.
-Perhaps if I give you the key to him you will feel more comfortable in
-his presence. He is not nearly so cold or stern as he acts. Really, he
-used to be quite ardent before---- Well, you know, before we got to
-know each other so thoroughly. I used to think him the strongest man
-I’d ever met.”
-
-Dolores resented the insinuation. “But isn’t he still stronger, now
-that he has learned to control his feelings? And perhaps he wouldn’t
-wish people to be given what you call the key to him.”
-
-But Catherine was not listening, as told by the opera air she hummed.
-She had become intent over an open drawerful of lingerie, some pieces
-simple, some elaborate as the sweat-shop set bought that day at Seff’s.
-With the selection of a rather plain Philippine linen for that day’s
-wear, her interest returned to the ever engrossing subject of herself.
-
-“Queer, isn’t it, how one’s early habits will cling? Have you heard
-that I wasn’t always rich? I haven’t a dollar except what Mr. Cabot has
-settled on me. My father had plenty to start with, but he squandered
-it all on ‘old masters’ that turned out to be neither masters nor old.
-I try to forget the humiliations of those days, but every now and then
-am reminded by little things--like, for instance, this.”
-
-At the puzzled look with which Dolores’ eyes met the emergence of her
-own from the neck scallops of the sheer envelope, she expanded:
-
-“I never wear my best clothes on a stormy day. Isn’t that too funny,
-when I don’t need to think of the weather? I’m interested in noting
-my own characteristics quite as much as I would be those of another
-person. Dr. Shayle says that I have the introspective faculty to a
-marked degree. I appreciate the compliment from him.”
-
-“He seems to see,” the girl remarked, “so much more than is on the
-surface.”
-
-By way of the glass, Catherine smiled at her, the short upper lip which
-was a piquant flaw in otherwise perfect features lifting over her
-gleaming, mouselike teeth.
-
-“Oh, Dr. Shayle has remarkable powers! I discovered him, you know. No
-wonder he admires me and feels--well----”
-
-For once Dolores interrupted. She did not wish to be told first-hand
-of the likable young osteopath’s devotion, concerning which she had
-heard considerable gossip from the servants. She felt that it would not
-be just loyal to Dr. Shayle. Although fearful for her temerity, she
-changed the subject.
-
-“That day you engaged me, the Marquis d’Elie spoke of other needs of
-your household in which I might help. You have been very kind to me and
-I want to do all I can in return. Won’t you tell me what they are--the
-other needs?”
-
-Relieved that her beautiful employer showed no resentment, she did not
-try to analyze the confused look turned into the mirror.
-
-“The need the marquis meant----” Catherine spoke readily enough after
-the moment’s pause--“is mine for someone congenial to talk with in this
-great barn of a house--someone refined, you know, with a mind more the
-quality of my own. That’s all, really, just someone to lift the heavy
-moments. D’Elie feels a deep sympathy for me.”
-
-So pathetic did she sound and look that Dolores, too, felt sympathetic.
-That the enviable Mrs. Cabot might have a secret sorrow had not
-occurred to her. This time she did not check the tendency toward
-confidence; waited rather in silence, lest she seem inquisitive, for
-whatsoever might be entrusted to her. But before Catherine could
-continue, someone entered the boudoir that opened off the dressing
-room. It was the Marquis d’Elie.
-
-That was the early afternoon when he, like the oft-mentioned “angel” of
-the old saw, startled them both by an unannounced appearance. Dolores
-was sitting out of his line of vision, but she could see him plainly
-in the pier glass. She rose, outraged at the Frenchman’s presumption
-with the wife of John Cabot; turned toward Catherine; waited for her to
-reprimand him as he deserved.
-
-Catherine, who had been in the act of tying a ribbon at her breast,
-stiffened as if turned to the marble she looked and stared into the
-glass at the reflection of the smiling alien. A hurried glance she
-spared for the confections of silk crepe and lace in the open drawer,
-then bit her lip. When at last she spoke, her voice was one of utter
-exasperation.
-
-“And me in a cotton chemise!”
-
-“But lovely--ah--as a lily of _la belle France_!” the Marquis enthused.
-“I have slip’ up for that small talk of confidence about the amount of
-the dot, _mon ange_. I feel distress that you must sue for so much. But
-the responsibility is on me to assure that my queen have those comfort
-to which----”
-
-“You certainly slipped up!” Sharply Catherine cut into the expression
-of his “responsibility.” Hers seemed to be for Dolores and the dressing
-robe which she had worn from her bath. This she donned before going
-into the boudoir. “You shouldn’t have come unannounced, Henri. Never do
-such a thing again. How fortunate it is that Miss Trent happened to be
-with me. You remember meeting Jack’s new governess?”
-
-His assurance was remarkable. Low he bowed before Dolores when, in
-response to Catherine’s appeal, she followed.
-
-“And how is mademoiselle enabled to do with the fiend-_enfant_?” he
-enquired affably.
-
-Dolores strove to control her contempt for him. She replied that she
-found Jack no fiend, but a most lovable child. He must be awakening
-from his nap about now. Would Mrs. Cabot excuse her?
-
-“First, my dear, won’t you ring for Annette?” Catherine made proviso.
-
-“And how,” the marquis persisted in the wait, “is the so-famed siren
-enabled to do with Meester Cabot?”
-
-Grateful for the support of madame’s frown, Dolores answered, steadily
-as she might: “So far Mr. Cabot has made no complaint of my methods
-with his son.”
-
-“She has done wonderfully--_with Jack_.” Catherine smiled at Dolores
-her innocent smile. “I, for one, am most grateful to Miss Trent, even
-if John hasn’t shown his appreciation.”
-
-“Perhaps he has not--_as yet_--have the opportunity.” The foreigner,
-too, contributed an encouraging beam.
-
-“Just what I’ve been telling her!” Catherine approved. “Miss Trent is
-so very self-effacing that I fear John thinks----”
-
-Just which of the wife’s fancies was about to be attributed to the
-great brain of John Cabot, Dolores never knew. She felt a sudden and
-vehement disinclination to hear his possible thoughts discussed before
-such an audience. She crossed to the gallery door.
-
-“I hear Annette coming. I--I’d like to go, Mrs. Cabot. Jack may be
-looking for me.”
-
-She did not wait for the elevator, but hurried up the wide marble steps
-that led from gallery to gallery to the top of the house. Fast as she
-took them, however, distressing questions pursued her.
-
-What was she to think--how conduct herself?
-
-Looking into Jack’s living-room, she saw that the door into his bedroom
-still was closed. The calm-faced clock announced that it was not really
-time for him to have awakened. As she went toward her own chamber to
-wait, she heard the click of the elevator letting someone off at the
-third gallery, but did not glance up to see who it was. She wished to
-be alone--to think.
-
-Once her own door was closed, however, she shrank from thinking. Rather
-than force herself to any immediate conclusion regarding the surprising
-developments of the last several minutes, she allowed her mind to rest,
-as it were, upon the thought of young Jack.
-
-During the days which had accumulated into weeks since her entry into
-the Cabot home, her influence upon the boy had continued to be poured
-into the mold of their first hour. The household agreed that none of
-the many who had undertaken him had approached her success. Rather than
-the problem which he was said to have been to earlier governesses, he
-had become a revelation to her.
-
-Although they continued to play “Turn-About” at times, she had ceased
-to rely upon games for the establishment of understanding between them.
-So long as Jack did what he knew to be right and fair, he and she might
-share enjoyment, even happiness. When he ceased, her disappointment in
-him spoiled their day. They consulted upon every item of their daily
-program subject to change. From play to text-books had been a gradual
-but sure transition. What at first had caused ruction, became a medium
-of pleasant companionship. Lessons learned under a “pal” instead of a
-task-mistress didn’t seem like lessons at all.
-
-Dolores’ service was but what she would have given unrequited to the
-stunted human plant. Love had bloomed as her reward. The lad’s devotion
-to her had become a by-word in the house.
-
-Only last evening, when she had slipped into his room to tell him
-good-night after the maid had left, he had overcome his prejudice
-against any show of affection sufficiently to lift his over-long arms
-about her neck.
-
-“’Lores,” he had whispered half-ashamedly, “I have made up a nice name
-for you. I don’t wish to tell even you what it is. I’m afraid you’d
-make fun of it. It is just a little name for you that I save to think
-about when I’m trying to go to sleep.”
-
-With the poignant memory, the girl felt comforted. Life, which hitherto
-had seemed indifferent when not actually cruel toward her, had grown
-kind. Surely no malice of Jade Fate could be behind the gift of a
-child’s adoration.
-
-And in what luxury did she live--she, whose sole capital so recently
-had been a ripening nectarine! No opportunity was given her to think of
-her needs. They were fore-attended. Beside her own beautiful room, the
-young heir’s kingdom was shared with her. And more than her needs were
-remembered. Mrs. Cabot’s gratitude and affection took the practical
-form of tickets to theater and opera matinees, of the free use of
-Jack’s car, and twice of invitations downstairs to dine _en famille_.
-In a partial expenditure of her salary, she had acquired, by way of
-being more worthy her surroundings, some unpretentious, but pretty
-clothes. The black worn for Trevor Trent she had laid away for the
-gayer colors liked by Jack, just as she was trying to lay away sorrow
-for good cheer.
-
-To-day, where was that good cheer?
-
-Here she had shut herself in her room in a panic of foreboding. Was she
-so used to trouble that she would attract by expecting it? Despite the
-general kindness toward her, she felt afraid.
-
-There was Dr. Clarke Shayle. At first his show of interest in her had
-been confined to the period of Jack’s daily treatment, when he would
-chat with the two of them in the set phrases to which he was given,
-leaving an impression of impartial friendliness. But a few days before
-he had returned during the boy’s nap hour to add a detail to his
-instructions. Even Jack had pierced the pretense and taken occasion,
-through some instinct or reason over which he grew quite sullen, to
-acquaint his mother with the fact.
-
-The annoyance shown by Mrs. Cabot brought memory back to the more
-recent annoyance of this early afternoon. What had given the Marquis
-d’Elie the right of way to madame’s boudoir? She decided to force the
-question from her mind as beyond her scope. General hints about the
-impecunious foreigner had been emphasized by Annette after the style of
-the French paper-backs which formed her ideas of high-life lived low.
-Vicariously the maid had thrilled over d’Elie’s infatuation for her
-beautiful mistress; deplored the fact that m’lady, being, alas, already
-wedded, might not acquire the right to the proud title of Marquise
-of France; grieved over the misfortune that her heroine, having no
-personal fortune, might not with financial safety free herself. Oh, not
-that madame had any more real feeling for her suitor than for her own
-husband! Her heart’s love, as Annette had reason to know, was given to
-another. That complication, however, was according to form, as written
-in French originals.
-
-All this was peace-poison, Dolores decided, and for such there was no
-antidote. One thing only must she remember. “M’lady” was John Cabot’s
-wife. The fact stared from her dressing-table mirror each time, as now,
-she smoothed her hair and compared its blackness with Catherine’s glory
-of fine silk and pale gold. Of it she was reminded each time her heart
-expanded over lonely Jack or her eyes caught the gleam of the limp
-diamond-and-platinum circlet which was his mother’s latest acquired and
-much admired “wedding” ring.
-
-She herself had been judged unjustly by appearances. She must not--she
-would not judge. Married women, she had been told, outgrew the
-prudishness which mothers taught their daughters. And titled foreigners
-were said to be more careless of conventions than the great, clean
-men of America. Every melioration she must consider. Perhaps even the
-much-discussed pair’s recent suggestions to her, at which she had felt
-such offense, had been conceived as they were worded, in kindness.
-Catherine was the wife of the king of the Cabots and the mother of
-Prince Jack. The queen-mother could do no wrong.
-
-Her decision reached, Dolores realized an unwonted physical fatigue.
-She lay down on the bed for a moment that she might take a fresh face
-and mind to Jack. A glance at the ivory clock on her bedside table told
-her that it was fifteen minutes to three. She closed her eyes with the
-intention of allowing herself the quarter hour. For several minutes she
-continued in full consciousness of the trustful thoughts upon which she
-had decided as a policy. Then soon, although daytime napping was not
-her habit, she fell into a doze.
-
-Her eyes flashed open before she was fairly awake, as if at a call.
-For a moment she gave up to an exquisite sensation which had come to
-her. She felt relaxed, flushed, very much at peace. In a sort of dream,
-someone with strong arms who cared for her had rocked her as she often
-had longed to rock Jack. Repeatedly a tender, infusing voice had said
-to her: “Rest, little girl.... Everything’s all right.... Rest....
-Rest.”
-
-And she had rested. How long? A glance at the clock brought her to her
-feet. It was fifteen minutes after three!
-
-Near the head of the stairway, beneath a boxed catalpa tree, stood a
-decorative carved stone seat. Upon it sat Dr. Clarke Shayle. As, with
-a nod, Dolores was about to hurry past him and into Jack’s room, he
-caught her hand and drew her to a seat beside him.
-
-“You can spare a moment for the human headache powder,” he said. “Tell
-me, how did you like it?”
-
-“_It?_” She stared at him.
-
-“The powder. But never mind. You don’t need to answer. You certainly
-look some better at the present moment than when you ran away from me
-into your room.”
-
-“You can’t mean that--that you----”
-
-The yellowish fleck in his eye twinkled, although his face was
-unusually serious as he glanced down at the watch which, oddly enough,
-lay face up in his palm.
-
-“At eight minutes of three I volunteered a first-aid treatment. I
-coddled you mentally the way I’d like to do really. You are an easy
-subject, you poor, scared little chump. But it’s a hard life waiting
-on a stone bench. At fifteen after three I was selfish enough to give
-you the wake-up ring. Come, how _did_ you like it?”
-
-“I--I do feel refreshed. What is it about you--what is it?”
-
-“I’ve wanted to explain that and a lot of things to you for days, but
-you’ll never give me an opportunity. I want to explain myself to you
-before someone does it for me--to tell you to look out for me. I am
-what you might consider a ‘dangerous’ man. Oh, it’s not inherited--it’s
-a gift.”
-
-This rueful repetition of one of the several set phrases with which he
-punctuated his most serious utterances was accompanied by the quick,
-cheerful laugh which was his greatest charm. Then the laugh’s smile
-stiffened into an expression of utter misery.
-
-So shocked was Dolores that she forgot her hurry to go.
-
-He turned from the sight of her sympathy; forced himself to continue.
-“I am not an honest osteopath, Miss Trent. My success is founded on the
-fact that I am magnetic. You felt that the first day you met me. You
-remember? See how strangely I can make you feel with a touch.”
-
-“Yes, I remember. Oh, don’t--please don’t do that again!”
-
-Even in freeing her wrist from the slim pulsant fingers which had
-clasped it, she realized that her sensations justified his boast.
-Fearing his touch, she liked it.
-
-“Never mind, I won’t. I don’t want to attract you that way. You can
-trust me. I won’t touch you again--that is, not until you wish me to.
-Try to get what I’m telling you. It may kill me with you, but there’s
-no other way than to make a clean breast of it. I’ve built up my
-practice on nothing more or less than animal magnetism. Excites through
-the touch system. Gives sensations instead of curing them. Lord help
-me, she doesn’t see when I tell her how low I am!”
-
-He paused as if in hope of help from her. But Dolores could not speak.
-She was trying to believe that she had misunderstood.
-
-“Lately I find that I’m getting psychic control,” he continued. “A nice
-little lot of harm I could do in the world if I wanted to.” His voice
-was husky. In the moment before he dropped his face into his hands his
-clean smile showed again. “But I don’t want to. I hate this life. I
-hate my success. I hate being called in the profession ‘The Ladies’
-Pet.’ Did you know I was called ‘The Ladies’ Pet’?”
-
-“I know,” said Dolores, “that Mrs. Cabot thinks you are a remarkable
-man.”
-
-“_She_ should. She made me what I am to-day and to-morrow--handed me
-over to her social set. She’s satisfied, if I’m not. She knows and I
-know that she can unmake me just as easily.”
-
-“Why should she unmake you? She seems to take a pride in you and in
-your admiration for her.”
-
-“My _what_?”
-
-“Only this afternoon, Dr. Shayle, she was telling me what you had said
-about her powers of introspection and concentration.”
-
-“Her powers of---- You little chump!” He glanced toward the stairway;
-controlled his incipient laugh; added guardedly: “She hasn’t enough
-concentration to write a postal card.”
-
-“Then why do you flatter her so?”
-
-“Ladies’ pets are trained to meet the demands for flattery of their
-petters. Catherine has a certain surface shrewdness, yes. But you can’t
-‘reach’ her. Don’t worry about her. Worry about me, Dolores. Tut, don’t
-scold me! You wouldn’t if you knew how long I’ve wanted to call you
-Dolores to your face. I am doing what is awfully hard for me, not to
-have you point out my weaknesses, but in the hope that you’ll encourage
-me to----”
-
-With a smothered imprecation, he stopped. From his slumped position he
-had seen before Dolores that Mrs. Cabot was ascending the stairs. At
-the top of the climb she stopped and saw them. She was dressed in a
-negligee of yellow satin and lace and looked exceedingly angry.
-
-“I thought I heard voices and wondered if this could be possible.” Her
-upper lip whitened over the mouse teeth as she directly addressed Dr.
-Shayle. “Don’t you know that I am waiting for my treatment?”
-
-The color of the young man’s hair blended into his forehead and cheeks.
-He got to his feet.
-
-“Miss Trent and I have had quite a talk.” Although obviously nervous,
-he forced his coaxing smile. “We’ve discussed most of the important
-questions of the day. Not that we’ve got anything settled at the
-present moment. But we’ve exercised our minds and so have made
-progress, even if the world----”
-
-“If you _only_ wouldn’t say ‘at the present moment’!” Catherine snapped.
-
-With not a second glance at the governess, but a peremptory gesture to
-her physician, she turned back to the stairs.
-
-Shayle, his athletic shoulders squaring, followed her.
-
-“You needn’t take it out on me because I’m not a clever talker,”
-Dolores heard him say to Catherine as, his hand at her elbow, he
-assisted her in the descent “My stupidity ain’t inherited. It’s a gift.”
-
-At a sound Dolores turned to see Jack looking on from his door. His
-eyes were wide and grave--in expression much like his father’s. His
-head slanted exactly as the elder John held his. With his laboriously
-acquired, makeshift walk, he crossed the balcony to a stop before her.
-
-“Something said to me----” he began; paused to think; continued: “I
-guess I mean that myself said to myself I’d best come out and ’tend to
-you. Maybe I’m foolish to worry about you,’Lores, and yet----”
-
-“And yet,” she supplied, serious as he, “maybe you’re not. Look after
-me, Jack. I need you to, for you are my safest friend.”
-
-She took comfort in his elderly assurances; tried to throw off the
-prescience that weighed on her at thought of Catherine’s outraged look.
-But she was afraid.
-
-Look high, look low, she was afraid.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII
-
-
-As proved by developments of the next day, Dolores need not have feared
-that Mrs. Cabot would blame her for the interest of the uniquely
-attractive young osteopath. Evidently she was of too sweet a nature
-for that. During the after-luncheon respite, when the girl sat reading
-in her room to avoid a possible repetition of yesterday’s telepathic
-tête-à-tête, madame sought her in an exceptionally gracious mood. She
-was followed by her maid, who bore a long black-and-white striped box.
-
-“Lay it on the bed, Annette.”
-
-Having dismissed the reluctant Frenchwoman, she turned to Dolores with
-a manner of affectionate anticipation.
-
-“I saw it yesterday at Yungman’s _revue_,” she announced. “As it stayed
-on my imagination over night, I sent Annette this morning to buy it.”
-
-“It?” Dolores tried to feel on faith something of Mrs. Cabot’s
-pleasurable excitement.
-
-“It’s from _Angèle_, the colors copied from an overcast sunset, mostly
-gray, with just a suggestion through the mists of lavender and rose.
-And it’s built of the clingingest stuff. I _hope_ you’ll like it.”
-
-“I am sure I shall. All your things are beautiful.”
-
-Dolores hovered over the tissue wrappings with the true girl’s interest.
-
-“Oh!” she exclaimed in a voice soft as the fabric.
-
-“Oh!”--again, as Catherine lifted an evening gown on its satin-padded
-hanger and suspended it from the electrolier. The most stupid cynic
-could not have doubted the governess’ worshipful gaze, and madame,
-while in many respects a cynic, was far from stupid.
-
-“The lines of the manikin who wore it,” Catherine added, “didn’t
-compare with yours.”
-
-And what had her “lines” to do with such a gown? Dolores looked the
-question.
-
-“You are built for _décolleté_, my dear. The Marquis d’Elie remarked
-it only yesterday, after you’d sailed so gracefully from my rooms. Oh,
-you needn’t scorn a compliment from him! He’s a bit shy on discretion
-according to American standards, but he has studied women as a fine
-art. What he said about your possibilities made me remember this model.
-Of course I shouldn’t have considered it for myself.”
-
-“The dress, Mrs. Cabot, is for----”
-
-“For you, silly. You can see at a glance that my coloring kills it.”
-Catherine reassured herself of the fact in the mirror. “With your
-duo-tones--ebony hair and alabaster hide---- The dress is a little
-token of appreciation from Papa-John and Mamma-me over your success
-with our son. It is just a fine _Angèle_ feather for our household
-angel.”
-
-“_Dear_ Mrs. Cabot!”
-
-Dolores’ exclamation was the more emotional for the doubts which she
-had felt over her benefactress’ sincerity toward herself. Lest she
-reveal by word or look the self-recriminations that filled her mind,
-she returned to the gift; touched its lax, silken folds; pressed to one
-cheek a wisp of its subtly tinted tulle.
-
-“My first evening dress,” she murmured with a fervor which showed that
-admiration was fast deepening into possessive love. “Even though I
-haven’t any present need of it----”
-
-“But you have. You’ll need it to-night.” Catherine spoke positively.
-“Mr. Cabot has telephoned Bradish that an old friend of the family is
-to dine with us and I want you to make a fourth at table. Rufus Holt is
-a university pal of John’s and said to be the ablest divorce lawyer in
-New York. He never loses a case, perhaps because he can’t be bribed to
-take the side of the person in the wrong. What’s more, my dear, he’s a
-bachelor.”
-
-“I’d enjoy meeting him, I’m sure, and you’re very kind to ask me down,
-but you see----”
-
-“No, I don’t.” Catherine subtracted the half of her attention from the
-mirror and gave the whole to Dolores. “I don’t see--and won’t--any
-reason in the world why you shouldn’t be more a member of this family.
-We are all very fond of you and we know that you are superior to the
-position you occupy. Life has been against you, that’s all. But I am
-for you. Haven’t you realized that fact yet?”
-
-“I do appreciate your kindness--all the kindness which has been shown
-me in your house, Mrs. Cabot.”
-
-“Then show your appreciation my way. Don’t spoil my pleasure by looking
-suspiciously on every decent deed I try to do. You act, positively, as
-if you thought I was jealous of your looks. Why, you make a wonderful
-foil for me! Several have spoken of it. Even Dr. Shayle who, being
-redheaded himself, has a natural preference for brunettes, agreed with
-me yesterday that you and I are as different as two women could be. Do
-you know----”
-
-Catherine hesitated, as if from modesty. When she continued it was with
-that air of saying something especially thoughtful and original with
-which she now and then substantiated her claim to “brains.”
-
-“Of course everybody has some favorite type of feminine beauty. This
-man admires a woman in whom his best friend can’t see any charm. A
-third appreciates another whose good looks neither of the first two
-will admit. And so on. But about myself---- It is a strange thing that
-when I was a young girl, every artist who came to my father’s house to
-examine those alleged ‘old masters’ I was telling you about used to beg
-to paint me. I remember one of them explaining it by the theory that
-a golden blond is humanized sunshine--and that sunshine is something
-craved by everyone. Perhaps it sounds vain for me to repeat, but they
-were agreed that my type was the only one universally admired.”
-
-Far from thinking her vain, Dolores almost envied her the pleasure she
-could take in her own looks. People generally spoke of “the beautiful
-Mrs. Cabot,” perhaps for just that reason--that people generally
-enjoyed sunshine.
-
-“And now that I am trying to shed some few beams your way, you spoil
-the spirit of the thing right at the start. You might think of others
-than yourself.”
-
-That the reproach had effect on Dolores showed in the startled question
-of the purple-black eyes. Catherine proceeded to reply:
-
-“We’re not so happy in this shell of a home but that we might be
-happier. I am not speaking of myself so much as--as my husband. He
-needs cheering up and I, somehow, have lost the power to cheer him.
-I’ve thought that perhaps you could help. Despite his taciturnity,
-he likes you for what you have done for Jack. If you wouldn’t be so
-shy with him, would just talk to him naturally, study him and try to
-please him, you know, you would be accomplishing--well, more than you
-possibly can realize. I’d be in your debt, not you in mine. You’ve
-never received anything approaching an order since you came to us, have
-you? And, Heaven knows, I don’t wish you to consider anything I suggest
-in that light. Only I _should_ like you to join us at dinner to-night.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Rufus Holt was dapper in stature, but of an expansive personality.
-Although crinkled around the eyes and slightly bald, he had the
-spontaneity of eternal youth. From first glance, he directed toward
-Dolores a sort of friendly homage.
-
-“I like the way you acknowledge an introduction,” he confided during
-their first five minutes. “The exaggerated delight with which most
-everybody takes most everybody else for granted is absurd, isn’t
-it? Without a word, Miss Trent, you’ve done a rather remarkable
-thing--given a lawyer a brand-new thought.”
-
-Dolores was pleased that he so quickly found something about her to
-like. She expanded under his persiflage.
-
-“I never learned ‘manners’ in any school,” she deprecated, “but I’ve
-tried to teach myself by behaving like the people I admire.”
-
-“Well, give up! I don’t think you could act the least bit like anybody
-else if you tried, any more than----” The mirth lines around Holt’s
-eyes uncrinkled as, silently, he appreciated her in the mist-gray
-gown. “A dove just couldn’t waddle like a goose,” he finished. “Don’t
-let anybody change your first bow. It is perfect--no undue cordiality
-about it, any more than undue _hauteur_. You do it gravely, simply,
-hopefully. Just now you gave me one quick, enquiring glance to see
-whether you were glad to meet me, before you committed yourself by
-saying so. I’ll take a bet you don’t know my name.”
-
-Dolores looked embarrassed. “That wouldn’t be a fair bet. You see, Mrs.
-Cabot told me beforehand.”
-
-“Honest, too! What are your faults?” He laughed.
-
-Catherine returned to them from an aside with Bradish. If the governess
-looked a mauve-and-rose-breasted dove to the facile-tongued attorney,
-madame was a bird of Paradise in her topaz velvet and high-massed,
-glinting, silver-gold hair. And her evening manner matched the
-brilliancy of her attire.
-
-“Latest reports from the front are that John will be down--well, when
-John is down,” she announced. “Things never happen in this house, even
-food, until John is down.”
-
-“It is gossip on the Street that some bricks of his Wall have caved
-in,” Holt offered. “He never in his life kept a woman waiting unless
-obliged to. You see, Miss Trent, we men who know John Cabot like to
-brag about him. We consider him the best example extant of the fairness
-of the unfair sex.”
-
-“Oh, John’s a hero, no doubt of that!” Catherine’s out-flung glittering
-hands illustrated her somewhat contemptuous attitude toward most things
-which others approved, her husband included. “Heroes are all right
-when one is young and unsophisticated, but they do seem stereotyped
-to a grown-up. Don’t you think so? You always know exactly what they
-are going to do. The villains, now, are more interesting. There’s
-some excitement in learning the worst about them--always a chance for
-something unexpected. They may even reform. _You_ ought to agree with
-me, Rufus.”
-
-“I might,” Holt returned, “but for certain suspicions as to which class
-you are consigning me. In all my comradeship with John I never felt
-sure of anything connected with what he was going to do except that it
-would be the square thing when done.”
-
-The small controversy was closed by the appearance of its subject.
-As he stood looking in on them from the doorway--the master of the
-house--he was photographed on Dolores’ memory. Clean-cut against the
-vista of the dim-lit foyer in his evening black and white, his hands
-depending stiffly, his head side-set, he suggested controlled power.
-
-From his first surprised glance at herself, she appreciated that he
-had been unprepared for the presence of the governess. But his wife’s
-expectant eyes also were upon her.
-
-Licensed by the fact that she had not seen him in a couple of days,
-Dolores offered him her hand in greeting and looked up into his face
-when he stooped to touch for the briefest of moments her finger-tips.
-Yesterday she would have veiled her admiration. To-night she had a
-prescribed part to play. She could not help regretting the overture,
-however, when she saw his smile recede; realized that he had turned,
-without a word, away from her. A pressure hurt her throat. But she
-cheered at Catherine’s encouraging nod. Remembering those in-caving
-bricks of his down-town “Wall,” she forgave the forbidding attitude of
-one said to be so just.
-
-When dinner was announced, she obeyed Catherine’s signal that she take
-the arm of the host. On their stroll through the great hall toward the
-dining-room, she found occasion to thank him for the latest Cabot gift.
-
-“The dress--that I gave you?” His tone was mildly exclamatory.
-
-“You and Mrs. Cabot.”
-
-“So I gave you that dress?” he asked more easily. “Of course we _are_
-getting on toward Christmas. Then I am prepared for little surprises
-like this--have to go around, you know, asking everybody what I gave
-them. I wonder _why_--the dress?”
-
-She tried not to show how disconcerted she felt. “Mrs. Cabot said it
-was because I get along so well with Jack, although that’s nothing to
-reward me so beautifully for. Getting on with Jack is its own reward.”
-
-“To be sure,” he murmured, as though his memory had been jogged. “To be
-sure,” he repeated, his eyes upon the velvet V of his wife’s back.
-
-“No matter why you made the gift, Mr. Cabot, it is an event in my life.
-To-night is the first time I’ve ever been in evening dress.”
-
-At last he looked down at her and interestedly.
-
-Dolores felt both pleased and abashed. Never, she realized, had she
-worn anything so becoming as this gown. Its delicate gray increased,
-rather than shamed the pallor and texture of her skin. Its rose seemed
-dimly to reflect the red of her lips, its mauve the deep purple of her
-eyes. Her hair, done low on her neck to hide as much as possible of the
-gleaming flesh which had not before been exposed to the eyes of man,
-made an oval, ebony frame for her face.
-
-“Never having been a girl myself, I don’t suppose I realize just what
-the first one means: Really, I didn’t suppose I had such good taste.”
-With which ambiguous comment he withdrew both eyes and interest.
-Evidently the subject of herself was dismissed.
-
-Despite the lessons of her past, Dolores felt disappointed. The Rev.
-Alexander Willard had looked at her often and long. Seff had looked
-at her and looked again. As she went about the city, strangers filled
-her with uneasiness by their stares. She supposed she should be glad
-that one man was superior to the attraction of looks which she had been
-forced to conclude were unusual. She should be glad, yes. And yet, she
-caught herself wishing that this man, on this occasion----
-
-Through that never-to-be-forgotten dinner--the first formal one of
-her life--she made effort to adapt herself as a unit of the quartette
-and to attend Mrs. Cabot’s converse with something the responsiveness
-of Rufus Holt. Her awe of Bradish and the second butler she conquered
-enough to sample the dishes passed. She became sufficiently accustomed
-to the candle-light to appreciate this and that detail--the drawn-work
-dinner cloth, the Sheffield service, the gleam of a fountain playing
-Nature’s music in the conservatory beyond. She commented on the match
-of the fulvid, velvety orchids that formed the centerpiece with their
-hostess’ gown. With the rest she sipped of a vintage recommended by
-their host as from the fore-stocked Cabot cellar.
-
-“You’ll go far these dry days and drink--well, perhaps too much, to
-find better Burgundy than this,” he said. “It is neither too thick nor
-too thin; neither sweet nor sour; smooth and gentle, yet not heady. And
-the color---- Hasn’t it the rich red of dreams come true?”
-
-“Speaking of color, John,” the attorney suggested, “are you noticing
-the rare contrast between two ladies fair to-night?”
-
-John Cabot nodded and glanced abstractedly into his wife’s pleased,
-expectant face, but omitted altogether to look the governess’ way.
-
-“Thank Heaven, I’m single. _I_ can enjoy such things.” Holt laughed.
-
-“You mean,” John corrected, “you can enjoy them out loud.”
-
-“And why can’t you, John?” Catherine protested. “Naturally and
-connubially, you find it rather dull paying compliments to me, but
-certainly Miss Trent deserves a few. Why in the world don’t you warm
-up?”
-
-“I am warming up,” he replied, his dry smile all for the wet wine in
-his glass.
-
-She showed increased dissatisfaction over his impersonalities. “You
-sound and look distrait to-night. Are you worried, dear? Rufus told us
-something about bricks falling on the Street. Is it true that you were
-hit?”
-
-“Hard hit.”
-
-“You mean that you lost money?”
-
-“Lost?” He spoke with vague surprise. “Can I ever lose? Alas, no. While
-the rumor-mongers were spreading the report which Rufus heard about my
-losses, I made--made--_made_.”
-
-“You funny, clever John! Tell me”--a gleam lit the wife’s eyes--“was it
-much that you made?”
-
-“Too much. It is disconcerting to gather in upward of a million
-unintentionally.”
-
-“A million? _John!_ Won’t you tell us how you did it? I never tire of
-your coups.”
-
-Dolores felt relieved and extremely glad to see her interest and pride
-in her husband. Surely not even the exacting Catherine could fail to
-care for such a man! In that moment between demand and response, she
-decided definitely to forget as unworthy of herself, of the mother
-of Jack and of John Cabot the presumptions of the Marquis d’Elie.
-Undoubtedly they were--well, just d’Elie’s presumptions.
-
-“And you never will tire, eh, so long as I win?” John’s somewhat
-cynical glance transferred from his wife’s Heaven-blue eyes to those of
-his longtime friend. “I’ve spoken to you before, Rufus, of having been
-nagged for the past year by an idea that Europe has been suffering less
-from the effects of war than from the effects of peace. Some time ago
-I underwrote a loan to help the Poles against the Bolsheviki. With the
-‘Red’ army threatening Warsaw from the north and east, it looked for a
-while as if my investment in real peace was to be wiped out.”
-
-“And to-day the cables brought the news----” inserted Holt.
-
-“Exactly.” John shrugged as if at catastrophe. “After Weygand broke the
-Russian center and retired the right, none of the host that swept down
-on the Polish capital survived but a handful of fugitives.”
-
-To this laconic recital of the high-finance of war, the feminine
-contingent listened with diverse interest. To Dolores it was
-evident that, for their benefit, he had stripped of technicalities
-some gigantic map-changing feat to which he had played financial
-generalissimo. She, too, was stirred by his success, even though her
-casual perusal of newspaper headlines scarcely fitted her to grasp its
-entirety. From watching the grown-up of Jack’s whimsical smile, she
-turned again to enjoy the reflex of triumph on Catherine’s alert face.
-
-“It would seem that your guardian angel is working overtime when you
-can’t lose even to the grasping Soviet. Isn’t it just _too_ pathetic!”
-The unwonted gleam still lit her eyes, as she turned them upon the
-governess. “Can’t you, my dear, say something to cheer this victim of
-good luck?”
-
-At the direct appeal, Dolores straightened. She must not fail Mrs.
-Cabot who was trying so kindly to bring her out, she adjured herself.
-To be dull when so much had been done to brighten her was rank
-ingratitude. She must be gay.
-
-“Would that I were witty, like you good folks!” she wished, with a shy,
-admiring glance among them.
-
-“And aren’t you?” Holt asked.
-
-“I used to try hard to be. I never was quite comfortable until I gave
-it up. It was like release from bondage when I decided one day to be
-just sincere. I do sincerely congratulate Mr. Cabot----”
-
-“Don’t you ever change your mind,” the enthusiastic lawyer interrupted.
-“Scarce were we properly introduced, Miss Trent and I, when by this
-sincerity which she depreciates she thrilled me with a beautiful
-perception.”
-
-“How nice, Rufus, that you still thrill,” Catherine commented with a
-particularly guileless smile.
-
-“Over anything that is good of its kind,” he amplified. “Such success
-as I have had at the bar, I owe to that capacity. To me nothing can
-be more thrilling than the sudden sight of human character. This
-perception that I have had--this beautiful sight that I have seen----
-Perhaps, John, you will let me toast it with your wonderful wine?”
-
-At his host’s encouraging nod, Holt arose and fixed his eyes on the
-frieze with the twitching smile of inspiration. After a pause, he began:
-
-“I do not give you Wine, Woman and Song. No, nothing so new as that!
-But it is a song I give--a song of woman and wine. In varying vintages
-we drink inspiration from the sweetness or tartness, the smoothness,
-gentleness and headiness of women--we men. From the Cocktail Girl, of
-whom a little is enough, to good old Mother Cordial, who calms us with
-her seasoned satisfactions, we have much to enjoy. Here is Champagne.”
-
-Lifting from beside his plate the tall-stemmed glass half-full of
-bubbling amber, he bowed toward the yellow velvet vision.
-
-“How it sparkles, infects our moods, dares us into animation! If only
-it would never let us down to normal again--would never cease to
-sparkle--Champagne!”
-
-As if by chance, his boyish smile left Catherine’s pleased face and
-strayed Dolores’ way. With a kiss of the rim, he replaced the tall
-glass upon the cloth. His fingers loosed its slender stem; found a
-smaller glass; raised it.
-
-“Once in a lifetime you meet a woman who is like this deep red
-Burgundy. Does it need to speak--the wine--to boast its color, its
-fragrance, its power? See, it is too rich for the eye to penetrate;
-there is not a bubble in it to suggest its life; it is topped by
-no froth. All too quietly, it offers us sensation. And we sip of
-it--delight. And we drink deep--intoxication.
-
-“The woman who is like the deep, red wine--once in a lifetime we meet
-her. No need for her to laugh with us, to coquette, even to speak. Her
-personality is an alluring hue. She gives off a fragrance of soul that
-drowns gross thought. Without words she promises all emotions--life.
-She, like the wine, needs only to be.
-
-“I do not give you Wine, Woman and Song; nothing so new as that. I
-sing, friends, an older song--_the_ woman, man’s wine!”
-
-Silence held the little group as Holt ceased to speak. With his left
-hand he patted the bald spot upon his head, as if doubtful of the
-wisdom of having broached his “beautiful perception.” Then, slowly,
-his smile reappeared, as though from frank pleasure over a creditable
-performance. With lifted glass he turned to their host.
-
-Dolores also turned.
-
-But John Cabot did not meet their gaze--either her own or that of his
-friend. And he did not speak. He was, however, the first to drain his
-Burgundy.
-
-The girl wondered at the gleam in his eyes. Never had she seen him look
-that way before. It seemed soon for even so excellent a potion to have
-had effect.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV
-
-
-Falltime was well gone for the year. Yet in the rigors of winter a
-flower came to bloom in the heart of Dolores Trent. Petal-soft had
-opened the peace of her to-day. Warm-hued glowed the hope of to-morrow.
-As though none such ever had pricked her mind were the thorn-fears of
-yesterday.
-
-She first consciously viewed the miracle on a sharply bright afternoon
-when she and young Jack had crossed the Avenue for one of the strolls
-in Central Park which she was teaching him to enjoy. The fact that she
-had reached content glinted into her realization from off the sunlight.
-The green grass surviving the patches of snow, the birds darting hither
-and yon on their unaccountable errands, the branches swaying tractably
-to the breeze--each sight and sound about them accented the harmony
-with Nature of her changed mood. Hitherto, memories of her past had
-spoiled the present with dread of what the future might be. To-day
-the past was crowded into its proper position as the mere background
-of her life. So full of enjoyment was the present that she seemed
-almost--_almost_ to have reached the future.
-
-And her mental state seemed to have blessed her charge like a
-benediction. No longer did the cripple’s features twist into snarls at
-sight of more agile children at play. To his precocious mind had been
-submitted the law of compensation. Constantly reminding himself that
-there was meant to be no perfect earthly state, he compared nurse-maids
-and mothers unfavorably with his governess-pal; buttoned his coat
-thoughtfully when he passed a youngster in rags who could run; tilted
-his head farther to one side when a rheumy-eyed wreck of a father on a
-bench pointed the contrast with that of his god-man, his “John Cabot.”
-
-“It _is_ fun being happy,” he asserted gnomically.
-
-“It is--it is,” she agreed, with conviction equal to his own.
-
-“I think I have learned how to be happy more from you, ’Lores, than
-from Dick. But I don’t mind acknowledging that I was all wrong about
-the way I treated him before you came. Don’t you think he ’preciates,
-though, that I’ve tried to make it up to him? The way he pecks around
-my fingers when I hold his lettuce-leaf shows he’s not afraid of me
-any more. And the way he _sings_! ’Lores, when he perks his head on
-one side, just like John and me, and fixes his shiny eyes on mine----
-D’you know, I think he is awful fond of me, ’spite of the way I
-acted. It makes me feel----” In the act of drooping, the over-large,
-brown-cropped head threw bravely back. “It makes me _ashamed_,” he
-finished. “Don’t you suppose we could let Dick out of the cage a while
-each day, just to give him a little the feeling that he’s free?”
-
-“Of course we could, Jackie. I am sure he’d soon learn to stay inside
-your rooms. He has more philosophy than you’d credit to his size or
-he’d never sing as he does in a cage.”
-
-The lad’s eyes up-flashed a radiant look. “I’d be relieved a lot to see
-Dick get something out of his life. I’d feel a better right to enjoy
-something awful wonderful that’s going to happen to me to-day. You
-won’t be cross that I’ve kept it a secret from you? I wanted to s’prise
-you. But I intended all along to tell you first of anybody. ’Lores----”
-
-His slithering gait stopped in the center of the path that he might
-grasp her two hands instead of the one. Through the fur lining of his
-gloves she could feel the jump of his pulse. Looking down, she saw
-a sort of solemn joy upon his wizened little face. From under the
-beautiful sweep of his lashes gleamed what she had not seen there
-before, tears.
-
-“John’s going to bring me the dog, ’Lores,” he announced in a voice
-surcharged with unchildlike feeling. “I never asked him again after
-that day. You know--the day you came--when two of the gold-fish died?
-It was he took that magazine with the kennel advertisement I had
-marked. You remember that we never could find it? That was a long time
-ago and I was afraid John had forgotten. But he hadn’t. I guess he
-never forgets anything. He saved the address and he’s got me one of the
-breed of that picture. It means more to me than getting what he’s never
-let me have, a live puppy. It means----”
-
-“That your father trusts you now. Oh, Jack darling, I am so glad
-for you!” With emotion equal to his own Dolores filled in when the
-child-voice broke.
-
-“And, ’Lores----” excitement fortified him, “he’s bringing it
-to-day--probably this very hour. I left word with Bradish the direction
-we were taking and just where we’d rest. But I guess, after all, we’d
-better go back. My dog mightn’t like it if I wasn’t home when he
-arrived. Naturally he’ll be anxious to get acquainted with his boy.
-Let’s start back.”
-
-Despite Dolores’ readiness, he still hesitated.
-
-“I kind of don’t feel that I dare be so happy, ’Lores, when I know you
-get sorry sometimes. You’re not to be sorry any more. I’ve explained to
-John about why I want to take care of you always. I’m not too little
-now to look after you and when I grow up I intend to make you awful
-happy. I’d like to tell you now that special name for you that I----”
-
-The girl had to lean low to catch his confession. But not for all the
-lesser joys of her life would she have missed it. On her knees in the
-gravel of the path she held him for one precious moment to her heart.
-Although quickly she restrained herself in order not to offend his idea
-of big-boy decorum and although the homeward pace set by his physical
-limitations was slow, she seemed to walk on air--seemed to have
-realized in her virginity the joy of motherhood.
-
-For once Jack’s anxiety to precede his hero home had been well advised.
-It took time to reach the nearest exit, then to retrace their steps
-up-town along the pavement that fronted the park wall. Scarcely had
-they come opposite the Cabot block when they saw John in riding
-clothes about to mount the white Arabian which was the chief of his
-relaxations.
-
-Scuttling to his side the curb, John, Jr., announced their return
-in his lustiest shout. Dolores understood the excitement which had
-snatched his hand from hers when she noticed that a scraggly Airedale
-puppy was tucked under the left parental elbow.
-
-For the moment the “Stop” sign of the traffic policeman at the crossing
-just below had cut off the flow of vehicles. John Cabot, hearing and
-seeing his son, returned to the groom the reins of his horse. By
-neck-nap he held up the wriggling symbol of re-established faith; then,
-stooping, set the young dog on his feet and started him across the
-street to meet the lad who had earned his ownership.
-
-Jack’s whistle of encouragement was out-shrilled by the “Go” blast
-from below. The puppy, despite the wobbliness of his legs, evidently
-had lived to learn. The louder the whistle, the stronger the canine
-obligation. His stub tail straight up, his square-chopped jowl low,
-his ears flat-pointed toward his goal, he set off in form that would
-have done proud his bull-terrier and otter-hound ancestors toward the
-policeman down the street.
-
-Jack took after him. At a pace of which Dolores would not have believed
-him capable, with his overly-long arms outstretched and his head
-lopping well to one side, he slithered regardlessly into the crush of
-traffic. As one, the father and the governess realized his danger. From
-opposite curbs, both started after him. The Airedale, although debarred
-by youth from discrimination, showed that he had inherited speed. But
-Jack, urged beyond thought of self by desire to rescue his new and dear
-possession, gained in the pursuit. Lunging close, he reached for the
-waggling stub tail. Almost did he grasp it. Almost did he, as well as
-the dog, reach the safety zone.
-
-On the right side of the Avenue, John Cabot had been hindered by the
-up-streaking cars. On the left, Dolores might have been in time, except
-that a misguided citizen, seeing a woman rush directly in front of a
-heavy car, laid violent hands upon her and dragged her back. Her shriek
-mingled with the automobile’s siren. Above both warnings the traffic
-whistle shrilled and shrilled again.
-
-The movement of the street scene suddenly ceased. Each car was brought
-up short. Pedestrians stood to stare, as if under some horrid spell.
-Even the puppy paused at the repetition of the command which before had
-moved him. At the worst possible moment for the continuation of the
-house of Cabot, a sport car had spun around the corner.
-
-The case was one of the present-day many too brief for emergency
-brakes. The tires smoked with the startled driver’s shout. But from the
-victim there came not the slightest protest.
-
-In another moment, all was motion again. John Cabot gathered the lax
-form of his son into his arms. A detached look was on his face as he
-answered the questions of the policeman and other eye witnesses. But
-while he nodded vaguely and gave his name and address in a quiet voice,
-he remembered everything, even the puppy. Dolores took up the search
-of his eyes; followed and picked up the confused little dog. She felt
-a resentment very like hate at the insinuating way he wagged his tail,
-as though trying to humbug her into approval of his conduct When she
-rejoined John----
-
-“Come, Dolores,” he said.
-
-Always before he had called her “Miss Trent.”
-
-When they reached the wrought-iron gate into the Cabot grounds he
-stepped aside for her to precede him. That he should think of the puppy
-and her before himself----
-
-Even in that first full hour, she was impressed by these small
-remembrances. They told her more of the man than all the greater things
-which had been accredited to him.
-
-She it was who led the way around the clustered shrubbery and past the
-dryad of the cynical smirk. At the steps she had to right herself from
-stumbling. Although she was not weeping, she could not see.
-
-“Jackie.... _Jack!_”
-
-She had not spoken his name; merely had thought it in a hurting dread
-for herself as well as for him. Was catastrophe always to follow her?
-Had she brought it upon the boy by growing so close to him through
-love? That name he had revealed--his “secret” name for her--had that
-aught to do with the close-heeling of tragedy?
-
-“Other mother,” was what he had called her.
-
-_Other mother!_
-
-_No._ The accident was to have been. It could not occur because he had
-whispered a precious name. With passionate jealousy, she defended his
-tribute. She would--she _must_ have that.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Along about midnight and quite unexpectedly, Jack became conscious. His
-mind seemed to open with his eyes. He saw his father first, seated on
-one side of the historic bed, then glanced about until he found Dolores
-on the other.
-
-From the outer room could be heard the deep-breathing of the celebrated
-surgeon who had performed the operation. He had preferred to spend the
-night there, awaiting results. The nurse, too, had been persuaded to a
-brief rest, since Mr. Cabot and the governess elected to keep the watch.
-
-The mother who, all evening, had been in a “state” of grief bordering
-on hysteria, had been retired to her own apartment by one of her
-headaches and Dr. Shayle. A remark made to the osteopath in a quite
-calm voice, however, had suggested that already she had found relief
-from the shock.
-
-“It will be better when it is all over,” she had said, turning with
-one of her quavering, childlike smiles from placing a rose between her
-son’s unresponsive fingers. “A lame lad couldn’t have gone far in this
-rapid age.”
-
-Dolores, overhearing, felt a sensation new to her. By contrast with its
-violence, she knew that it was not hate she felt for the puppy. This
-was the first hate that had racked her--this feeling for Catherine
-Cabot. “All over”--his mother to anticipate _that_!
-
-Now that the boy’s eyes had opened and widened with relief to find
-herself and John by the bed, the suggestion seemed more inhuman
-than before. She reached across to take away the rose of such cruel
-suggestiveness.
-
-But Jack’s fingers now closed around the stem. His lips moved.
-
-Both she and his father leaned close.
-
-“Evening, John Cabot.”
-
-“Jack Cabot, good evening.” In an effortful murmur the older John made
-his usual reply.
-
-“And you, ’Lores---- I am glad you are both---- Don’t have anyone
-else----” Jack’s voice dwindled. Then soon he roused again. “If a
-picture was taken--of my heart, it would show--just two faces, John’s
-and ’Lores’. You’ll take my place, John--with Lores? You’ll try to make
-her happy--like I meant to do? She never was--happy, you know--until
-she and Dick and I----”
-
-The father’s whispered reassurance Dolores tried not to hear, just as
-she tried not to see the look on his face. But without ears or eyes she
-must have heard and seen. Her heart was near breaking with grief for
-the two Johns.
-
-“Anything you decide--all right with me. I can trust--her with you. I’d
-like to see--my dog.”
-
-Dolores lifted the young Airedale, which had been biting at her skirt,
-to the edge of the bed and kept her hand on his collar while he wobbled
-over the coverlet and licked, in his boisterous, insinuating way, the
-outstretched hand of “his boy.” Soon she drew him away and replaced him
-on the floor, from where he whimpered and coaxed to get up again.
-
-John, the while, had replaced the rose in his son’s searching hand.
-
-They two sat watching the fingers that began to tear apart its petals.
-
-“You are wasting your rose, Jackie dear,” Dolores said, to keep his
-thoughts distracted from the puppy.
-
-He paused, but evidently not at her protest. The twittering of his
-canary in the other room seemed to disturb him.
-
-“Poor Dick, he’s taking it hard,” he said and returned to the
-destruction of the rose.
-
-After all the petals lay plucked on the coverlet, he gathered them
-up in both hands. His gaze, too, settled on the sight of the crimson
-life-leaves sifting through his pale fingers.
-
-“See, they look prettier--and smell sweeter--than before,” he urged,
-his voice loudening from his effort to reassure them. “The rose isn’t
-wasted. Nothing ever is. Even I--am not wasted. I’ve never been what
-other boys--are. But I’m glad I’ve lived long enough to ’preciate you,
-John. Maybe if I hadn’t--you and ’Lores----”
-
-His voice was cut by a hurting gasp. They hovered close over him,
-watching the changes--from physical pain to mental relief--which
-drifted like sunshine after shadows over his face.
-
-Dolores would gladly have died to save him one pang; yet all she could
-do was to share his suffering. Her heart stopped beating from relief
-when the dark, appealing lashes swept back again. From far away, yet
-intensely, he looked up at them.
-
-“Remember, John and ’Lores, _nothing’s_--_ever_--_wasted_”
-
-As he spoke, a light not from the night lamp was shafted into the room.
-Direct as a search-ray it found his face and settled there.
-
-At its touch Jack lifted to one elbow on the pillow, forgetful of pain;
-gazed with an alert look into its unearthly radiance; leant his head to
-one side, as if listening.
-
-“I will come. I am coming,” he said.
-
-“No, not yet, Jack--don’t go yet!” At last moved from his outer calm,
-the father threw forward his body to screen off the sourceless shaft.
-But not the faintest shadow showed. Through his brawn the light glowed
-steadily. With a groan he slid to his knees beside the ancestral bed
-and stretched clutching hands across the counterpane as if longing, yet
-not daring to drag back into the semi-gloom the last of the line.
-
-His appeal sounded desperate--tortured from him.
-
-“How can you leave me, boy? You are part of me, Jack Cabot. Don’t
-you realize that? You are all that I have. Don’t go yet awhile, my
-son--little crushed bone of my bone!”
-
-Perhaps Jack heard. Perhaps he should have preferred to wait, if only
-for the “while” that his man-god craved. But his eyes did not lower
-from the blinding light or his head relax from its listening slant.
-Any courteous desire which he may have had to stay was overruled by
-the authoritative command that had reached him. In a last effort to
-reassure the beloved two he must leave behind, he tried to smile--was
-able to whisper:
-
-“I am not--afraid.... I see--the way.... The light----”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Through the numbness that made one pain of her heart and her head,
-Dolores remembered sometime afterward that unprecedented midnight
-twittering which had disturbed the boy. Softly, so as not to awaken the
-great surgeon, she crossed the living-room to the window. The canary
-greeted her with no flutter of wings. She lifted the cage off its hook,
-carried it into the bedroom and placed it beside the night lamp.
-
-She and John Cabot stood in the utter silence which seemed to fill the
-world, looking through the wires at the fluffed, yellow body that lay
-upon the floor of the cage. Indeed Dick had taken it “hard.” Jack’s
-wish for the small creature whose large love had made him “ashamed” was
-fulfilled. His bird, too, had gone--set free.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XV
-
-
-In justice to John Cabot, the spirit-girl Dolores related next an
-interview between the financier and his wife of which she was told
-afterward. So she explained to her demon audience when able to proceed.
-
-Three days had passed since that incomprehensible thing misnamed on
-Earth as “life” had departed the unsightly physical of the young heir.
-The great surgeon, after having established--to his own satisfaction
-at least--that the patient had died of “nerve shock” and not of an
-operation which he pronounced successful in all details, had departed
-with his check. The servants were recovering from the emotional debauch
-of the last offices and beginning to think consciously, rather than
-subconsciously, in terms of tasks.
-
-The governess, immediately on her return from the cemetery where
-had been consigned to dust her second safe love, had sought the
-boy’s mother in her boudoir. She had come, she said, to express her
-appreciation of the many kindnesses heaped upon her and to announce her
-departure, since her engagement had come to so sudden and sad an end.
-
-Catherine, however, had insisted that she stay on in the house; in
-a pitiful outburst had clung to her as the one who had been nearest
-and dearest to the departed lad. Time enough later to decide in what
-capacity she should remain. Her gentle companionship was “comforting”
-to the bereaved mother. She must not “desert.”
-
-Dolores had hesitated, riven with doubts. She felt that she should
-go. Yet she longed to stay. Catherine was suffering from one of the
-headaches which would seem to have become chronic. Fragrant and pale
-as a valley-lily in her crepe, she looked a lovely child, dependent
-upon kindness. Dolores glanced away from the dew-wet eyes and compared
-her own sense of loss with what a mother’s must be. Although she had
-not forgotten that brutal anticipation of Jack’s death, hate hurt.
-Catherine looked in need of forgiveness and she---- She _needed_ to
-forgive.
-
-She was considering the somewhat vague disposal of her near future when
-Mr. Cabot knocked. Advised by the set look of his face and his grave
-manner, she at once excused herself; left them alone. Following is the
-conversation between them, as reported to her later on.
-
-“This is the first time in several years that you, my wedded lord, have
-visited my rooms. To what do I owe the rather unusual honor?” Catherine
-asked.
-
-“To a rather unusual request.”
-
-John did not draw up the chair toward which she had waved him. He stood
-through the interview--stood or paced from one object to another of
-the luxurious room. At times he stopped quite near the _chaise longue_
-where she sat propped up by cushions, to study her guileless face and
-the suffering air with which she sniffed a gold bottle of salts.
-
-“The boy is dead, Catherine.”
-
-“Yes, John.”
-
-“I loved the boy.”
-
-“I believe you did. Still, he must have been a great disappointment to
-a fine specimen like you.”
-
-The compliment was repeated in her appreciative, uplifted gaze. But he
-felt far from pleased.
-
-“You will oblige me by not referring to Jack’s infirmity again. He was
-the only creature I’ve had to love since my mother, and I loved him as
-he was. You and I, Catherine, should be the last to depreciate him for
-what he symbolized.”
-
-“Symbolized? Oh, don’t tell me that again!”
-
-“Your criticism forces me to remind you. Outwardly our son was the
-symbol of our malformed union.”
-
-“_John_, what a grim thought!”
-
-“Grim as the inheritance law--even to the third and fourth generation.
-He paid the price in his person of our crime in giving him birth.
-Through our fault, not his own, his body was warped and his temper
-uncertain. I often remembered when I looked at him--remembered that no
-amount of love was enough to atone for the wrong we had done him. I,
-for one, am grateful that we three were spared the greater punishment.
-So easily, in the sardonic scheme of things, the soul of him, too,
-might have been warped. But his was as gallant and large and sweet as
-ever outgrew injustice.”
-
-The implications against herself had turned Catherine to one of the
-many mirrors conveniently placed.
-
-“How can you take such stern pride in your loyalty? You used to say,
-you know, that you loved me.”
-
-He, also, studied her reflection.
-
-“I suppose you would call that a self-respecting statement? All
-right, we’ll give it the benefit of my doubt that it is mere vanity.
-I did love what I thought you were. But that was taken away, like my
-mother--like Jack.”
-
-She showed the flurry that caught her up whenever inspired by one of
-her “brainy” thoughts.
-
-“Has a man a right to think things about a woman which aren’t true,
-marry her on the strength of them and then blame her for the rest of
-their unnatural lives because he made a mistake?”
-
-“In our case I had--every right. Have you forgotten the details of
-our first meeting, Catherine? Your father had invited me to the house
-really to see you, not the pictures he hoped to sell me. Your mother
-had selected me, sight unseen, by virtue of my bank account. They
-helped you to make an impression on me which all of you knew to be
-false. You were dressed in white, which you afterward told me you never
-expected to wear again until your funeral. You looked innocent and
-tender and dependent--all of which you were not. You sat upon a hassock
-and played with a white Persian kitten--oh, every detail of the studied
-effect made a lasting impression upon me! You had well-developed claws
-then, but you held them in far more carefully than did the kitten.
-Later, I learned, with quite a shock, that you detested cats. Yet you
-held this one to your cheek and understudied its appeal to the best of
-your feline ability.”
-
-“Thanks for admitting that I have some sort of ability,” the gentle
-voice purred.
-
-“You have more than ability. You have positive power.”
-
-“My dear John! But don’t pay me all your stored-up compliments in one
-visit. Save some and call again.”
-
-“You have that most potent of acquisitive forces, unassailable egotism.
-I used to look into the faces of the painted parasites riding along
-Fifth Avenue in their cars and wonder why so much was laid at their
-feet. That was before I learned--_you_.”
-
-“To think that you, John, should learn anything from me!”
-
-“Egotism is the most acquiring force in the world. All great men have
-it, but in them it is covered or excused by their greatness. All women
-successful with men have it to the degree of a sort of hypnotism. They
-blind men to what they are with the bright light of what they think
-they are. You, for instance, think so well of yourself that one needs
-strong lenses to see your faults. I used to hope that you’d dim some
-day--have a doubt of yourself. But you never did. You are all strength
-in your egotism.”
-
-Hard words they were, yet sadly spoken. During them the beautiful
-subject had wavered between pique and pleasure. At their finish, she
-offered her child-sweet laugh.
-
-“After this, I can refuse you nothing. Name the rather unusual favor
-which you say you have come to ask!”
-
-“I wish you, Catherine, to get a divorce.”
-
-“You--_you_ want a divorce?”
-
-Astonishment overcame both pique and pleasure.
-
-“The boy was our only link. Now that he is gone, free me. You may have
-the money--as much of it as you want. I can make more. Of late I’ve had
-literally forced on me plenty of that which is my value in your eyes.
-I’ll try to meet any demands you make. You see, I assume that you have
-no reason other than money for keeping up this pretense longer.”
-
-“So, it has come to this?”
-
-Both face and form relaxed as she coaxed the cushions to give her
-greater comfort. The astonishment in her eyes had been replaced by
-shrewdness; that, in turn, by mild amusement. But the golden lines of
-her eye-brows were arched, as always when she was at mental tension.
-
-“Do you intend this request, my hitherto immaculate John, to be taken
-as a confession of guilt?”
-
-“_Guilt?_”
-
-The one repeated word, weighted by disgust, was the whole of his denial.
-
-“Whence--where--how, then, a divorce, without _cause_? Are we not
-citizens of the supposedly respectable commonwealth of New York?”
-
-“There is Reno.”
-
-“_Reno!_” As if from force of her emphasis, Catherine sprang up from
-her lounge, crossed the room and faced him. “So you’ve been calculating
-on Reno? A nice, chivalrous plan--for _me_ to endure such tedium and
-long-suffering to oblige you with a divorce! Four days’ train travel
-from New York and six months’ residence in a Wild West town in the kind
-of hotel that has only one bath to a floor and wouldn’t know what you
-meant by _à la carte_ if you spelled it backward and translated it into
-Indian. My dear husband, what could you offer that would repay me for
-one of those awful exiles in Nevada’s make-believe metropolis?”
-
-“What sum has d’Elie named?”
-
-“_John!_ Are you trying to insult me?”
-
-“No, Catherine. I am trying to settle with you.”
-
-For a tight-strung moment man and wife regarded each the other, he not
-unkindly, she with twisting lips. The next, she turned and herself
-began to glide from object to object of the room, as if she too were
-strange to them. When she again stopped before him, her face had
-beautified. She laid a hand upon his arm.
-
-“Tell me, _why_ a divorce, dear?”
-
-“Why not a divorce?” His eyes held forbiddingly on the clutch of her
-polish-pointed fingers. “Let’s not go into unnecessary explanations. I
-understand something of your ambitions and shall be glad to help you
-achieve them. You will wear a title well--one thing that I could never
-give you. And you’ll do better, I am sure, with a man whose devotion is
-for hire.”
-
-“A beautiful sentiment, as Clarke Shayle would say,” she commented. “It
-is fortunate that I didn’t marry you for any supposed amiability. As
-for yourself?”
-
-“As for myself----” He flung off the hand that still clung, a note of
-passion in his voice. “Has your memory utterly failed you, Catherine?
-Can’t you or won’t you remember what I used to be? Once I tried to make
-you understand something of what I hoped from life and love. Do you
-suppose that it has been comfortable for me to appear a stone man? You
-don’t want me. Let me find a life--perhaps even love--for myself. Oh,
-Catherine, you used at least to seem kind in the early days! Try to be
-a little kind again.”
-
-“Just kind enough to free you. And _she_?”
-
-Certainly there was no promise in the bite of her response or the
-curiosity with which she eyed the emotion on his face.
-
-In reply to her question, John Cabot simply looked at her--a warning
-look, known and feared on the Street.
-
-“This lady with whom you hope to find life and love--did she suggest
-the plan to lay me on the shelf?” Catherine inquired. “It’s an ill
-wind that blows nobody good, they say. Of course I can’t blame her for
-wishing to take advantage of poor Jack’s death by----”
-
-“That will do, Catherine.” He voiced the warning look. “There is no
-other woman in my life.”
-
-As if relieved of an unhappy suspicion, she lifted a smile of the
-self-believing sort which ten years before would have blinded him to
-the lies behind her lips.
-
-“Then why,” she asked, “suggest the Union Pacific--the road to Reno?
-How can you, a mere husband, feel sure that you know your wife’s heart?
-I defy the laws of Nevada or any other state to give you the key. What
-if I should say that I still do want you?”
-
-“You cannot say that and speak the truth.”
-
-In his positiveness she saw that her past power to beguile him indeed
-was gone. But no ineffectualness on that account depressed her, as
-proved by the light laugh with which she returned to the pleasanter
-assurances of her mirror.
-
-“You are right. I hope you are as grateful as I am that I can’t. I’d
-be bored to extinction with the ordinary state called ‘marital bliss,’
-either with a man who doted upon me or one upon whom I doted. Fact
-is----” Bending closer to the glass, she focused into the twin pair of
-eyes a look of assured capability, “I never did care for you. Lately
-I quite dislike you. You are, you know, superior. I don’t wish to be
-superior myself and I resent people who are. There now! You say you
-like honesty--won’t you give me a good mark?”
-
-With one of her unaccountable transitions, her manner changed from
-frank spite to pathos. Brushing her hand across her eyes, as if to hide
-from him any sign of the feeling to which she had declared herself
-immune, she crossed to the window and leaned, looking out, against the
-effective background of its bronze hanging.
-
-“No, my only husband--the answer is no.” The cynicism in what she
-said was weakened by the way she said it. “I’m sorry to refuse any
-little request of yours, but I cannot give you up. And I don’t think,
-really, that you have been quite nice. Since the challenge was to
-come from you, you might have been heroic enough to let me name the
-weapons--swords or pistols, you know--that impossible Reno or New York.
-Don’t you think yourself that you have added insult to injury?”
-
-He did not dignify the appeal with a reply. He was about to go; had
-bowed to her formally and was crossing to the door.
-
-“John, dear.”
-
-Her quavery cry stopped him on the threshold.
-
-She followed him and stood with her gold-gloried head hung low over her
-twisting hands. “You say I have lost all kindness, John. I think _you_
-have. You are not what you used to be, any more than am I. You haven’t
-had a thought for me in what you ask. Perhaps a man cannot realize what
-it means to a woman to--to be faced with a demand like yours of to-day.
-For me to divorce you for deserting me--to admit to our world that you
-have tired of me---- Even supposing there is nothing to me but what you
-say, don’t you know that would crucify my vanity? But there is more to
-me, John. I once _was_ that kitten-girl you thought me. At times--even
-yet--I have my softer feelings. I am used to compliments and I--I am
-hurt to the heart by your insult.”
-
-John did not take advantage of her pause. He continued to wait and
-wonder.
-
-“I see far less beautiful women than I being understood and
-appreciated,” she continued after a quivering sigh. “Is it too much
-that I ask to be endured? And yet, I don’t want to ask that--I really
-don’t. I want you to be happy, but---- Oh, John, why couldn’t you have
-waited until I’d recovered? What with the accident and poor Jack’s
-death and the funeral and now _this_, I feel that I’ve had almost more
-than I can stand. To-day my head aches until----”
-
-Again she paused. And again he did not speak.
-
-“Dr. Shayle says that I ought to go away somewhere for a change of air
-and scene,” she continued after a moment, in a lower, more pathetic
-voice. “I was hesitating, in my mistaken viewpoint, feeling that I
-shouldn’t leave you in the house alone just at this time. But after
-what you’ve said to me I see that you’d be glad to have me go. I’ll
-start to-morrow for--for somewhere--anywhere.”
-
-Soon her sobs allowed her to add: “And I’ll think things over while
-I’m gone, dear. Perhaps, when I get used to your idea, it won’t sound
-so brutal as it does to-day. I just _might_ come to see it more your
-way. Or perhaps you will miss me enough to--to----”
-
-He realized that she was giving him every chance, but still failed to
-improve it.
-
-With only a reproachful glance for his lack of generosity, she changed
-the subject. “I want to speak to you about one thing in particular.
-It’s Miss Trent. As you may know, I have conceived an unusual affection
-for her. I don’t feel that we should send a young creature of her
-beauty and fatal charm out into the world again. On account of her
-devotion to Jackie and the wonderfully good influence she exerted over
-him, I feel the responsibility of seeing her safely settled, either
-with us or elsewhere. She is really quite refined. And how her looks
-came out in that evening dress I--we gave her! For one, I don’t intend
-that the he-wolves outside shall get on the trail again of a girl who
-was so dear to our--our boy.”
-
-“Your sentiments do you proud, Catherine.”
-
-“Don’t be sarcastic, John. You may think I have no heart, but there are
-people who wouldn’t agree with you. Dolores, for instance. I show her
-every day my appreciation for what she did for Jack.”
-
-“And I intend to show mine,” John inserted quietly, “by some suitable
-arrangement and provision. Jack’s last request was that I look out for
-her. I, too, have a high opinion of Miss Trent.”
-
-“Then do, John, unbend toward her! You treat her--really--like a
-servant in the house. It offends my finer sensibilities to see how
-afraid the poor thing is of you. You can’t doubt her devotion to the
-boy. Try to realize, as I do, that her heart is aching for him almost
-as much as our own. Be kinder to her while I’m gone, won’t you, John?”
-
-“Don’t worry. I shall be kind to her.”
-
-“I do thank you for that promise. You’re a dear. I should have worried
-for fear you’d hurt her hyper-sensitive feelings in some way--as--as
-you’ve hurt mine. You see, she has agreed to stay on in the house at
-least until I get back. I’ve made her believe that I need someone above
-Morrison to look after things in my place.”
-
-“In that case,” said John, “I shall move to one of the clubs.”
-
-“Oh, no,” she protested. “Dolores would suspect that you had been
-driven out of your home and be most uncomfortable. It isn’t at all
-necessary for you to go.”
-
-“Pardon me. I think it is.”
-
-He left her, disappointed and dismayed. The “mere husband” of her
-accusation, he felt he must have misunderstood his wife. That affection
-for him should outweigh her cupidity seemed incredible. And yet what
-else could have prompted her refusal of his “rather unusual” request?
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVI
-
-
-Who does not find the intermission tedious after the tragic second
-act? The curtain has lowered between you and knowledge of what the end
-of the play is to be. Over the auditorium side of the footlights the
-indirect glow from dome and gallery flares. You straighten and turn to
-your friends. You see them brush the damp from their eye-lashes; hear
-them clear the husk from their voices; appreciate that they, as well as
-you, are groping back to reality. But you resent your friends; resent
-yourself; resent reality. It is a poor exchange for the make-believe
-whose artistry has humbled a thousand egos into a unit--an audience.
-
-Because so essentially temporary, the intermission is a strain. And if
-to you, how much more to the actors, also waiting behind the scenes,
-whose ecstasies have brought the great sophisticated house to tears!
-
-The week following Mrs. Cabot’s departure from her Fifth Avenue mansion
-was one of poignant loneliness for Dolores Trent. Strangely enough,
-however, she refused such companionship as offered. When good Mrs.
-Morrison urged that she come down to the cheerful first-floor parlor at
-tea-time or in the evenings, she plead the necessity of brushing-up on
-the languages upon which she depended for her next position. So almost
-painful to one of her yielding habits were her frequent refusals to
-see Dr. Shayle that she left a standing “Not-at-home” with those who
-answered the door and telephone.
-
-With none to give her orders, she looked for things to do and tried
-to the full of her gentle authority to maintain discipline in the
-establishment, as when the Cabots were at home. That, so far as she
-knew at the time, was madame’s chief reason for leaving her in
-charge. Tactfully she submitted suggestions for increased orderliness
-to the housekeeper. She instructed the yard-man according to her own
-ideas of the winter needs of the trees and shrubs under his charge. A
-stable-boy, suspected of mistreating his master’s mount, she brought to
-confession and a quixotic zeal to make amends.
-
-But chiefly she waited. Impatient of interruption from those who wished
-to be her friends, of the warm, indirect lighting shafted over her by
-the Cabot millions, of the comfort of reality, she merely endured the
-intermission. Her imagination strained toward what would be revealed
-when the curtain rose again.
-
-The Airedale terrier, that now was not to know the joys of owning his
-own “boy,” she made her particular charge. Although she had resented
-him from first sight, she came to take a vicarious pride in his
-up-bringing and points. Through Jack’s eyes she watched his development
-out of puppyhood into promising young dogship; daily brushed the
-harsh tan coat over which the outlines of a black saddle already were
-forming; noted with interest that, although scarcely two months old,
-his eyes were turning black; attended his diet herself, lest his canine
-voracity weaken the bones of his front legs, now straight as two
-gun-barrels. In time she felt for him a comradeship even greater than
-Jack’s would have been. Was he not in the same, culpable position which
-had saddened her youth? Had not another died for him?
-
-She did not realize how much his demonstrative preference for her
-company had gained upon her until one night when awakened from her
-early sleep by the ache of loneliness. She decided to join him in
-Jack’s living room where he was allowed to dream his puppy dreams
-curled up on the foot-stool that stood as of yore before the lame
-little autocrat’s arm-chair. Slipping a warm robe over her nightgown
-and loose long hair, she tip-toed in mules along the balcony and
-into the suite of so many memories. Scarcely had she closed the door
-when the puppy rose to receive her. Although he stood a picture of
-preparedness in the center of the room, instinctively posing after the
-traditions of his A. K. C. ancestry when on hunt or show-bench, the
-waggle of his short, flagstaff tail and certain quivers of his stiff
-chin whiskers assured her that he was delighted she had come.
-
-And Dolores returned his greeting with more than usual cordiality. She
-rubbed the level of his back with her foot and stooped to scratch the
-section of forehead between the small, V-shaped ears when he kissed
-effusively her bare ankles.
-
-She straightened; for a moment stood listening. The room was very
-quiet--so much quieter than usual. She glanced at the grandfather’s
-clock which had ticked through so many generations of Cabots. The
-living John had tinkered it to outlast the life of his heir and it had
-made good his boast. Reproachfully Dolores eyed the “calm” face which
-Jack had approved. Indeed, a clock needed to be “calm-faced,” when its
-office was ticking lives away.
-
-The hour hand was close to eleven. But then, the hour didn’t matter.
-Nothing mattered except that Jack was gone. With the thought, she
-turned toward the closed bedroom door. Impossible--almost too
-impossible for belief it seemed that he was not sleeping within.
-Comparing to-night with other nights when she had crept in to assure
-herself that his sleep was sound, the past seemed real, the now the
-unreality. Surely he would be hunched up beneath his eider-down and
-satin just as usual.
-
-Moved by her longings, the girl continued across the living-room;
-opened, then closed behind her the bedroom door and stopped beside the
-bed. Its absolute flatness, the neat roll of the comforter between its
-foot-posts, the prim set of the pillows at its head--all filled her
-with realization keen as actual disappointment. She bunched up the
-pillows, threw herself upon them and shook out the comforter over her.
-With a sob, she tried to clasp to her heart the delusion that a twisted
-little shape lay within her arms.
-
-Before she fell asleep she realized that the puppy had followed her
-into the room. He had hidden under the bed, evidently, until eased of
-fear over his temerity. Her resistance of the whimpers with which he
-soon grew emboldened kept her awake for a time. What was he--stupid,
-brute atom--that he presumed to offer comfort for her human loss? And
-had not he himself deprived her? Quite roughly she pushed away his
-exaggeratedly shivering body and repulsed his suggestion that he, too,
-was lonely. Let him continue to hide from her sight--let him die of his
-loneliness!
-
-And yet---- In those little-girl days of long ago, had _she_ died,
-willing though she might have been to offer that apology for her
-existence? What would she have done if the father whom she had deprived
-had not been merciful to her?
-
-A damp nose in her down-stretched palm emphasized the question. She
-should remember that the creature wasn’t hers to mistreat. Jack would
-want his dog given the benefit of every doubt. She picked up the recent
-bundle of canine pathos--now one of exuberant joy--and permitted him to
-wriggle down upon the coverlet.
-
-A sound louder than his dream barks, then a movement more definite than
-the twitching of the four feet co-ordinating with the speed at which he
-imagined himself running, awakened her. Against the slivers of light
-which outlined the door-frame, she saw that the puppy was standing at
-attention--hind legs thrust well back, bristles stiff, nose close to
-the sill. She sat up and shook herself wider awake. Someone had entered
-the sitting-room and made a light.
-
-She would better announce her presence inside than have the dog bark
-the announcement for her. With the idea of returning to her own
-chamber, she gathered her dressing-gown close around her and opened the
-door.
-
-There she stood absolutely still. Everything seemed to halt with her
-feet--the beat of her heart, all capability to move or speak, even any
-sense of surprise.
-
-Powerless as she felt looked John Cabot.
-
-He was sitting in Jack’s arm-chair, beside the lamp; was looking at
-her. The parts of Jack’s broken, pace-setting toy were spread out on
-the table. In both hands he clutched the torn magazine in which the boy
-had drawn a circle around the dog of his choice. He was pale and gaunt.
-
-From the look of him, he must have imagined her a vision. And she made
-no move to undeceive him. He was convinced of the reality of the moment
-by the puppy. Holding aside the frisking beast, he straightened and
-forced himself to speak.
-
-“You mustn’t stay here, Dolores.”
-
-His words, his frown, his harsh tone--all stabbed into the wound of
-her solitariness as she had not been stabbed when alone. She could not
-manage an answer, except to cross to the hall door. Then, just as her
-hand turned the knob----
-
-“For God’s sake, don’t leave me--don’t go!” At her distressed
-hesitation, he added a jumble of words. “There is something I’ve been
-wanting to say to you--to offer--about your future. Forgive me if I
-seem abrupt or rude. I feel the strain of--of recent events. It might
-help to talk with someone who understands. Won’t you stay--a little
-while?”
-
-Dolores felt more hurt than when he had spoken first, but hurt for him.
-Knowing the steel control of the man, she wondered at his mood. She
-returned into the room and stood before him, one thought clear in her
-mind. So this, then, was what she had been awaiting all along--this
-need for companionship of John Cabot?
-
-Usually so punctilious about the courtesies, he remained seated, his
-knuckles whitening in his grip of the crumpled magazine. That he now
-avoided looking at her filled her with the equivocal sensations of hope
-and fear which had unsteadied her that night of the dinner. But she
-tried not to feel for herself. She wanted all she was to feel for him.
-She saw that he was making an effort to get himself in hand and wished
-that she might help him. Yet she hesitated to speak lest she sound some
-discordant note.
-
-“I thought it was only Jack I was lonely for--that sitting in his room,
-among his things---- But I was deluding myself. I know that now. The
-sight of you---- Well, it has not calmed me.”
-
-All too brief a glance he lifted to her startled eyes.
-
-“If I seem strange or--or incoherent---- Dolores, you never could
-imagine such loneliness as I’ve been suffering. Every night since I
-moved to the club, I’ve been obsessed with the desire to come here. I
-knew I shouldn’t trust myself. Last night I tramped the street until
-five in the morning to wear out the wish. But to-night it came back
-stronger than before. It has half crazed me--has worn me out. I--I am
-run down, I guess. I feel like the last half-second of an eight-day
-clock.”
-
-At his simile, the girl glanced toward the corner. The hour hand of the
-tall old time-piece was exactly where it had been, close to eleven.
-She realized why the silence had seemed so intense when she first had
-entered the room. Shocked, she leaned closer to John Cabot.
-
-“Jack’s clock,” she murmured. “I wound it only yesterday. It has
-stopped.”
-
-As he, too, turned and looked, his face reflected her superstitious
-tone. The quiet increased. Everything in their world seemed to have
-stopped.
-
-The young Airedale broke the pause. With a whine and one paw he
-importuned the master’s lax-hanging hand. John pushed him away.
-
-“I owe you worse than nothing, puppy. I meant that Jack should be
-considerate of you, but not that he should die for you.”
-
-The dog appeared to understand; at least, raised his head and howled
-dismally.
-
-To hush his weird lament, Dolores sank down upon the hassock which
-never more would rest a pair of shrunken legs; dragged the wretched
-alien out from under the chair; stroked and patted him.
-
-“He didn’t intend that Jack should die for him,” she interceded. “He
-didn’t intend anything--any more than I intended that my mother should
-die for me. I try not to hate him. I am sure Jack would know and be
-distressed if I did. He’s just a foolish puppy.”
-
-“‘And what is folly, but a riotous expenditure of will?’” muttered
-John. His hand sought the head of the dog for the importuned caress,
-but spasmodically clasped around Dolores’. He leaned toward her,
-although with eyes turned away, as he continued to quote: “‘There
-are to will and to have your will. There are your social ideas, your
-immoderate desires, your excesses, your pleasures that end in death,
-your sorrows that quicken the pace of life. For pain is perhaps but a
-violent pleasure.’”
-
-Then he looked at her. His eyes, dark and brilliant through a surface
-film, asked her consideration. Never had she seen such misery. She had
-thought it could only be felt in the heart.
-
-“Do you believe that?” he demanded. “Is the pain that is wrecking me
-only a form of pleasure?”
-
-Dolores doubted her voice, but she forced it. It sounded unsteady as
-her thoughts. “I wish I knew what to say. I--I cannot endure to see you
-so unhappy. I wish I knew----”
-
-“There is no heartbreak except deliberate sin. That I keep telling
-myself,” he interrupted. “If I am true to Jack’s trust, true to myself,
-true to you----”
-
-His hand slid to her wrist; hesitated there.
-
-“But with the best I can do I am breaking. Everything has combined
-to weaken my resistance. Jack, who was your protector, died and
-immediately after him the canary. To-night the clock that has not
-missed a minute for three generations of us--even the old clock gives
-up.”
-
-“Do you remember what Jack said,” Dolores reminded, “that nothing is
-wasted? Maybe----”
-
-“Don’t start me on that train of thought,” he objected harshly. “It
-maddens me. If Jack and his restraining influence were to die--if we
-were to meet here to-night--if time for us was to stop----”
-
-He clutched her other arm and passed both hands to her shoulders. One
-remained there. The other continued around her neck; forced her face
-to lift to his; clung to her throat. The pulse of his fingers beat
-against the pulse just under her chin.
-
-“Look at me, Dolores. Keep me seeing the surprise in your eyes. Do you
-realize that you have only your inexperience to protect you?”
-
-She was glad to obey. She looked and looked. And as she looked, she saw
-her heaven--at last her home. Something lifted that for long had lain a
-dead-weight on her heart, a question that now wafted like a fragrance
-from her lips.
-
-“You care--for me?”
-
-“Dolores....”
-
-“You have longed for me as I have longed for you?”
-
-“Didn’t you know from the first? I tell you to implore you--don’t trust
-me. I am no longer strong, Dolores. Against my will, against Jack’s
-faith---- Life, position, integrity--everything is a trifle to me
-except the need to know---- Dolores, will you try to understand? Won’t
-you forgive and pity me? I am terrified for you. You must be stronger
-than I.”
-
-She did not appear to have heard him.
-
-“You love me, then. You _love_ me.”
-
-Over and over again the answer to her question gave sweet form to her
-lips. Her head fell back. Her eyes pursued his.
-
-The young Airedale, convinced at last that he was unwelcome, emerged
-from under the chair, gave them a reproachful look, then trotted out of
-the room. His exit seemed to impress John anew with their aloneness. He
-drew up and away from her.
-
-“Remember,” he warned, “that hopelessness is a dangerous state. So long
-as I had hope I was strong. Now that I am hopeless--hopeless----”
-
-It was then that he told her of his interview with Catherine. Knowing
-his wife as most did not, he could not hope to change her private and
-particular reasons for refusing to free him. As Clarke Shayle had said,
-Catherine could not be “reached.” He had promised Jack to help Dolores
-toward a safe future. He was glad of to-night’s opportunity to learn
-what she wished that future to be.
-
-But the girl no longer was restrained by his restraint. Now that she
-understood, she had no thought of herself except as it might concern
-him. And why consider the future in preference to the here and now? Why
-lower her eyes from that first sight of home and heaven?
-
-The admiration and pity which she felt in her mind for him blended into
-a yearning desire voluntarily to satisfy the demands spoken only in the
-glaze of his eyes, in the pallor of his face, in the stiff set of his
-lips.
-
-“Maybe you would be comforted,” she ventured, “to know how much I----”
-
-Although he shrank farther back, his fingers, still pressed against her
-throat, conducted the tremor that passed through him.
-
-“I’d give my soul to hear you say it. Surely you know that? And yet I
-must not hear--I dare not hear. Don’t trust me. Don’t try me.”
-
-“Does love try love?” Her eyes widened incredulously. “Isn’t love
-a question, incomplete unless answered? You say that you care as I
-do--that you have cared all along. You would not tell me if it were
-not true. You ask me by loving me. Let me answer. You want to hear me!
-Don’t you--_don’t_ you, John?”
-
-She shook back the loosened hair from her face that he might see while
-he heard the truth. She had thought him pale; now all color left the
-lips pressed against his teeth. His hands tightened on her, but to
-hold her away. Before to-night she would have been silenced by this
-continence. But now that she knew---- Everything was different now.
-
-“Don’t repulse me as you did the dog, John. I deserve your pity more
-than he. Don’t remind me that since birth my presence has brought
-death.”
-
-“Death, Dolores? I never guessed what life could be until I saw you.”
-
-“Why, then, make me feel that you regard me as a curse?”
-
-“Dear, I am blessed to have known you.”
-
-Her appeal for herself gentled him as those for him could not do. In
-his palms he cupped the oval of her cheeks; for long looked into her
-eyes. Stiffly, as if compelled against their inclination by his will,
-his lips moved.
-
-“So fragrant and pure is the soul of you, but fragile as the rose that
-Jack destroyed. You must not be wasted on me.
-
-“But he said, John, that nothing is ever really wasted, not even the
-tears of dew on a rose. They have only their day--roses. And hearts
-have only their day. Why not enjoy them the more for their little life?
-Tell me again and read your answer in my happiness. Is it true--_true_
-that you love me?”
-
-His eyes closed that he might not read; then opened at once lest he
-fail.
-
-“I love you with a crave that terrifies me--only less, I hope, than my
-honor--with a will to protect you from what you do not understand--from
-myself and yourself----”
-
-“Protect love against itself?” Her incredulity silenced him. “If my
-heart is a rose that you wish to pluck, John, take it, crush it, sift
-its petals through your fingers. If it brings you a moment’s pleasure,
-it will not have been wasted.”
-
-His hands recoiled from her face as if from a danger.
-
-But Dolores lifted her arms and laid them around his neck. She felt no
-false shame before him. She knew now.
-
-“Take me, John, and crush me. Waste me, since you call love a waste. I
-am satisfied to be the rose of your day--to give off my fragrance for
-you.”
-
-He could not have shaken her off had he tried, so overwhelming was her
-wish to give him that for which he would not ask. He sat perfectly
-still, looking down into her eyes, listening to what she said. His
-breath came harder when she lifted to her knees on the hassock and
-leaned against him.
-
-“Jack told you to see that I was happy. I cannot be so while you are
-unhappy, John. Think of me and take me in your arms. Let me feel that
-I belong to you--that at last I _belong_.”
-
-“That first day I saw you, Dolores----” His white lips again moved
-in words. “Two visible creatures seemed to be born of our meeting.
-The best of me went out to you--my love. The best of you appealed to
-me--your innocence. Help me to see them plainly as on that day. Remind
-me of your inexperience. Don’t urge yourself upon me. For the sake of
-your innocence and my love, loose me and leave me.”
-
-But confusing sensations dulled the girl to his prayer--sensations of
-vehement rebellion, of incompleteness within sweet proximity of all, of
-a vast sadness and vaster joy. She shook with the shudder that shook
-him. Her hands drew his head to a resting place where the robe had
-fallen from her breast. She felt him relax in her arms; realized that
-his lips had touched, then drawn away from hers, as if offended by the
-contact.
-
-“God help me.... More than my honor.”
-
-She scarcely heard his words, so low were they rasped. The next moment
-he spoke plainly, although in a hoarse, hurried voice.
-
-“Who do you suppose made the law that I am trying to obey? To be born
-with passions like mine, to hold them in leash all my life because
-of the righteous hope my mother taught me of this moment and you,
-then to try to convince myself that it is all a lie for which I have
-lived--that love is less than law---- If God Almighty made it----”
-
-“No. Man must have made that law,” the girl interrupted. “Don’t you
-feel, John, that love is right? I don’t know God, but I know you. Can’t
-you believe that way in me?”
-
-“_Dolores!_” With worshipful reproach, he gave her the vow she asked.
-“With my mind, my heart, my body I believe in you. I always shall
-believe.”
-
-Wonderingly he looked at her lips; saw on them for the first time a
-smile. Timidly yet bravely, it rewarded and further tempted him.
-
-“Then kiss me. Then love me,” she panted. “Oh, I want so to kiss
-you--to love you. I didn’t know how much until----”
-
-A strand of her hair fell across the smiling lips--across temptation.
-Although so tenuous and soft, it was a barrier between him and that
-from which he had plead to be saved. His hand shook from his hurry
-to brush it aside. The more greedily for its interference, his lips
-lowered to those lips that were tempting him; sank to them; found the
-complete answer they had sought in vain to speak.
-
-Dolores’ body was lifted into an embrace which would have been cruel,
-except for her desperate response. Her long hair drifted about them,
-a curtain from the light. Increasingly she felt that new sense of
-incompleteness, that weight of sadness and lightness of joy. Shaking
-from the violence aroused by her yearnings, she yet clung as if to
-gentleness.
-
-“How strange I feel,” she breathed.
-
-“You are my mate, Dolores.”
-
-Again: “I did not know--did not understand that love was like this.”
-
-And again he reassured her: “You are my mate.”
-
-“But is this what they felt for me, those other men? I hated them for
-it. I blamed them.”
-
-“No.” He deprived her lips of his that his eyes might blaze the
-indignant denial into her eyes. “Their passion was lust. Yours is the
-fragrance of the rose--the pollen of your love. Do not fear that I
-could misunderstand.”
-
-“Fear? If God made the rose, why fear?” she half-sobbed. “If it is not
-lust for you to love me, give me back your lips. Oh, kiss me, John. Oh,
-love me. I _belong_.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVII
-
-
-“I cannot tell more to-night. I cannot make it snappy. I _cannot_ go
-on.”
-
-The tortured protest of the spirit-girl Dolores was as the breath of
-a blower to her demon audience. It fanned the tinder of their evil
-imaginations and inflamed their desires for intimate details.
-
-A clamor of profanity arose as the marble-pale, but fervid face which
-had wrought such grief among men lowered to the shield of hands
-that looked too weak to have torn to bits a strong man’s honor. The
-shudder of crucified modesty caused the jewel-like lights that adorned
-her hair, her throat, her breast to wink, as from carnal thoughts
-“indestructible” as their source of life.
-
-For several nights the first Royal Entertainer had held her place at
-the monk-table’s head by virtue of a two-fold charm; had dazzled their
-eyes with her beauty and the illusion of her gorgeous apparel, while
-enslaving their attention with the finished style of her tale. Now
-that she had reached what might be considered a low spot of intensity,
-however, her sense of the artistic had failed her and them. She had
-fallen from the superiority of her infernal state; and backslid, as
-it were, into the slough of an almost human self-consciousness. When
-their most venomous hisses did not lift the sin-dark head from the
-board, they turned as one to him who had arranged the little inside
-entertainment. Interest of another kind stirred in them at the look of
-him.
-
-Exasperation had lifted the King from his chair. He stood at the
-table’s foot, glaring down at the proselyte who had dared to arouse,
-then deny his emotions. A glow surrounded him, outlining his superb
-proportions against the black velvet hangings. From his eyes--nearer
-green than gray at the moment--poured a baleful light. His features
-worked from mental lasciviousness.
-
-“I told you to dispense with the asterisks,” he reminded her. “How dare
-you tease me with this obsolete trick?”
-
-Dolores lifted her face. In the radium glow of his vicious expectations
-it gleamed with unthinkable chastity.
-
-“I have not meant to tease or trick you,” she said. “I have done my
-best to entertain--have plotted and planned my story like the writer
-of a book--have rehearsed my lines each day like an actress before
-her opening night. Every little treasured phrase and word I have
-given you, just as learned by heart at the time and re-learned in my
-afterthoughts. I’ve tried--_tried_. But I find that I cannot go on. No
-true woman-soul could. What happened was between ourselves and----”
-
-“Watch your words! For the infidel you boast yourself, you’re quite
-too free with the name of a certain Potentate. Besides, aren’t you
-flattering the Great-I-Am? I miss my guess if what happened wasn’t
-between yourselves and me.”
-
-Dolores’ timidity left her at the suggestion. “I am sure Your Lowness
-had nothing to do with--with that night. Otherwise it would not seem
-so wrong to tell it here--such an injustice to John. The fault was not
-his. It was mine--all mine. I did what he implored me not to do. I
-urged myself upon him beyond his strength. The only excuse for me is
-that, with all I had known of mortal man, I really did not understand.
-And he--he had felt so safe in his sorrow.”
-
-Half-rising, she clutched the table for support and gazed along the
-double file of spectral faces. The leer on the lips of him nicknamed
-Old Original aroused her to further defense.
-
-“Perhaps our mateship was not meant to be gainsaid. Perhaps the races
-of the mortal world would be worthier their fair lands if right were
-not made wrong by mortal laws--if only the Maker whom John questioned
-need be obeyed. Perhaps He meant that the crave to be satisfied of all
-true love should compensate for His inexorable law that man must die.”
-
-At the shriek of derision that greeted her thought, she lifted her head
-and eyes in a transport of humble defiance.
-
-“Whatever the perhaps and perhaps, I do not regret. The proof of what
-I felt for John I never shall regret. If I did wrong it was in caring
-for him and that I could not help. Love’s first and best impulse is to
-bestow. I knew that I belonged to him and I wanted him to know. I am
-glad--_glad_ that I told him. The way I gave the knowledge was called a
-crime--the only crime on earth not judged by motive and circumstance.
-Surely on that Day when justice becomes absolute, I shall not be
-blamed. What is a whispered confession, a lingering kiss, an abandoned
-embrace, to be quibbled over by Him said to have made us and all that
-we are from the impulse of love divine? Did not He Himself decree that
-love must be served?”
-
-“She-fiend, you overstep yourself!”
-
-The lash of His Majesty’s voice convinced the girl-soul. Whipped by it
-back into her chair, she awaited the chastisement which probably would
-follow her regardlessness of rules. Thoughts of the Wantons’ Well and
-the Ward for Bastard Babes subdued her small access of courage in the
-dread which had come with her from Earth to Shadow Land. She closed her
-eyes; ceased to breathe; expected. The pause seemed long; was long.
-
-When finally the Rex of Reversals spoke, his humorous tone and diction
-made her realize that until then she had expected clemency.
-
-“Hard to beat, this faith of fools! At least, the Great Judge of whom
-you hope a reprieve from the fiat of your world hasn’t any corner on
-tolerance. Although love is a puny motive, I excuse a lot of it for
-sake of the passion it begets. Young woman, your story interests me.
-Since so large an audience has disconcerted you, suppose you finish it
-to sympathetic me alone. It is hate divine that must be served and you
-who must serve it.”
-
-Dolores’ moan went unheard in the instant protest of the demon cabinet.
-But their controller did not trouble to repeat his order. Not so much
-as a gesture or nod of dismissal did he vouchsafe as they, not daring
-to vent their spleen over being excluded from this culminating séance,
-filed out one by one.
-
-Although several times before Dolores had been alone with His Highness,
-she never had feared as now the Evil Mind. Her face returned to her
-palms. In darting speculation over what he next might say or do, she
-awaited his displeasure. Unendurably the silence lasted. She at last
-glanced up from morbid curiosity.
-
-He was not looking at her. The green glow, so weird from his gray
-eyes, shafted well to one side and past her. She noticed that he was
-at once unusually attractive because unusually repulsive to-night. The
-concentration into which he had sunk drew out of her like a magnet a
-certain sympathy for the very evil he would do her. She shuddered in
-ghoulish anticipation.
-
-More slowly lagged the seconds. More unnatural it seemed that still he
-did not look at her. Had there remained in his mind a shadow of Old
-Sam’s suggestion that he had a weakness for her? Doubt of what might
-lurk in his averted eyes obsessed her.
-
-“Why don’t you speak? Why don’t you look at me?” she urged aloud.
-“Please look at me.”
-
-She would better have remained in doubt. To see what was in his eyes,
-to try to grasp the odious meaning of the glance now fixed upon her----
-
-As she swayed backward in her chair, he proceeded to enlighten her.
-
-“I get it.”
-
-“_It_, Your Majesty?”
-
-“It--you--the secret power that has made you the desire of men and
-devils. Who would have thought to look at you that it was only a case
-of lust beget lust?”
-
-“Oh, don’t say that!”
-
-He leered. “Why a pretense of apology between two bad ones like us?
-Instead of protesting virtues of which you ought to be ashamed,
-realize that your guilt as charged makes your desirability
-one-hundred-per-cent-plus down here, as it did on Earth.”
-
-Evidently not interested in her agreement, he turned away and began to
-pace the floor.
-
-“This has been a red-letter night to me. Do you know, you’re not
-telling a good story--not good at all. It has elements that quite hold
-me. We’ve had the vamp in books, over the footlights and on the screen.
-I thought I knew the types and methods forward and backward--especially
-back. But your delineation of a young girl who is without design
-because herself unconscious of the prurience in her, who appeals to
-the best in men by her guilelessness and the worst by her sleeping
-desire, who, although intending well, spreads disaster in her wake----
-No matter what its claims to truth, sweet Grief, it makes a damned bad
-story.”
-
-He stopped directly before her in time to hear a murmured appeal to her
-guardian companions.
-
-“Innocentia, must I believe these dreadful things about myself? If they
-are not true, help me to prove them false, dear, _dear_ Amor.”
-
-Approvingly the Satanic chuckle sounded. “Consistent to fanaticism in
-your part! As you like. But let’s get to the end. Forget the asterisks.
-Pull up the curtain. Give us the expurgated lines.”
-
-“If I am fanatic in my desire to be decent, you are an atheist. I tell
-you I cannot--will not go on!” From strength of her abhorrence the
-spirit-girl started up and faced him. “Punish me as you like. Anything
-is better than to strip my soul to your unholy gaze.”
-
-“_Anything?_” He seized her arm with the sear of a red-hot iron. “I’ll
-give you one second to fête your fancy upon what your punishment might
-be. You’ll pay in full, you helliot, if you cheat me of an experiment
-that I plan to make. You’ve given me an idea more seducing than any of
-my own inception. If it works out, it will net you more than it will
-me. Come a day, you being what you are and I what I am----”
-
-“I wish to hear no new ideas for me. I cannot endure more to-night.”
-
-At her sustained effort to combat his will he leaned so close over her
-that her face felt scorched from his mental insistence, more offensive
-than the physical insistence of any man of Earth. She struggled toward
-her chair; there fell face forward on the board. He--without looking,
-she saw--swept after her like some ravening bird of prey. Strong, long
-talons clutched her. Almost had they shaken her access of strength from
-her when----
-
-“Better let up on her, Your Demnition Pow-Wows.”
-
-A carping voice offered the advice. A tall, strong-looking ghoul
-swaggered into the light from the comparative darkness outside the door.
-
-“Sin, you infernal eaves-dropper, how dare you----”
-
-“Leaves-dropper, rather--table-leaves-dropper.” With incredible bravado
-Old Original winked into the Balial glare. “May I assume the compliment
-to my invisibility that you failed to notice me humbly awaiting Your
-Damnity’s convenience without?”
-
-“Impudently awaiting My Damnity’s inconvenience, you mean. You may
-_not_. That I didn’t notice you was due to the super-visibility of our
-royal _raconteuse_.”
-
-“Who will recount no more if you continue to torture her. Having
-recommended her to your inclemency in the first place, I feel more
-than less responsible. The wages of sin are best paid by death--you’ll
-concede that to me, Excellency? Yet you do not, I am sure, wish her to
-die.”
-
-“Low-brow, she cannot die.”
-
-The old hoax returned a confident leer. “That I grow more high-brow
-with every age let me demonstrate through a reminder of how the
-greatest roughness is the gentlest. What diverts you in her--her very
-virile hope--may die before that Day. Am I right or wrong in saying
-that you owe me, if not her, some consideration?”
-
-“Wrong you are. You did throw me the acorn from which a giant oak may
-grow.”
-
-“And hasn’t she sirened you along bad and improper? Hasn’t she been
-square with you?”
-
-“Yes, she’s been square. There wasn’t a right angle to all the past
-Delilahs ever damned by man or me.”
-
-Sin, with a wary eye fixed upon the Master of Malice, made for that
-end of the monk-board nearer the exit. The while he further ventured:
-“It isn’t necessarily lowering to Your Highness to say that you have
-more to learn than I anent the siren act. You can’t bully a dame into
-doting on you. The present-day caveman style is 40 H. P.--_after_
-you’ve got her. Before, a wise one coaxes her. And it isn’t enough to
-load her down with that stage jewelry of which you’re so prodigal, when
-you yourself don’t look to be, any more than you act to be, of her day
-and degeneration. Why not tog yourself up more in the likeness of this
-millionaire love-hound of hers? Summertime’s coming apace or I’m no
-weather prophet, so why not moth-ball the well-known Vandyke and those
-robes of the vintage of Sol-in-all-his-glory days?”
-
-A snarl of stabbed vanity greeted the daring suggestion. Its cogency
-was demonstrated, however, when, in a lunge after the purveyor of
-unsolicited counsel, the King tripped over his train.
-
-From the hall the minister primed his advices.
-
-“As for your technique, soft-pedal yourself. Don’t keep blaring like a
-brass band at a lady who has fainted with fear of your noise.”
-
-The slam of the door was the old impertinent’s period.
-
-Once more tormentor and tormented were alone. Slowly the Past-Master
-of Policy righted himself and his intent. Returning to the prostrate
-girl-shade, he thinkingly regarded her. Her side face lay lax upon the
-board, exquisite as an irradiated cameo in its twisted setting of hair.
-Closed were those eyes of the purples of the bourgainvillae. Not a
-breath lifted the luring lines of the back revealed by her _décolleté_.
-Could her spirit really have swooned beyond his reach?
-
-He shrugged away the thought. Too often and too vehemently had he
-himself longed for surcease from consciousness in the last ten thousand
-years or so. Too well he knew that she still could hear him. Through
-time which had no beginning and could not end, she as well as he must
-continue to think--and think--and think.
-
-Thinking of her now as he looked, he felt more than before attracted
-toward that new idea regarding her which had been inspired by the
-latest chapter of her earth history. The oldest Original was right.
-His ways with women were archaic as his clothes in the sight of this
-most modern of Magdalenes. No repression of his ruthlessness or change
-in his “style” would be too great a price to pay for success in that
-experiment.
-
-When he spoke it was in mild tones.
-
-“Forgive my stupidity. ‘It ain’t inherited--it’s a gift.’ All right,
-fairest fiend. We’ll call it a séance to-night. Or better, suppose
-I give you a lift over the scene which has overwhelmed you with
-self-consciousness. At that, it may affect me worse to tell it myself.
-They say the narrator gets more out of his story than his hearers. He
-first must feel to arouse feeling. A good bad idea. So then, _I’ll_
-tell _you_.”
-
-The tips of his fingers crackled as he touched them to his lips, then
-waved them toward the unresponsive audience.
-
-“Behind the Asterisks!” he announced his subject. “The Great-I-Am
-invented the sex-impulse in order to give life to love. Necessarily He
-had to make it a strong emotion in order to people His earth.
-
-“I invented loveless lust to people Hell. None born of the flesh dares
-deny his vulnerability. None but feels its basic attraction, even at
-times when most repulsed. Not to its cruder phases do I invite your
-attention--to the reproductive instinct of the mortal male. That is
-ever awake, unashamed, engaging chiefly through its strength.
-
-“But sleeping passion! Too few are given the dear delight of arousing
-it. To breathe open the eyes searching through their mist of dreams--to
-kiss into consciousness the sweet-thick lips--to feel one’s sluggish
-pulse speeding to match the beat of youth’s startled heart----
-
-“Ah, what man-brute of Earth, what god of Heaven or fiend of Hell
-would not gladly give the wealth of three worlds to incite the divine
-awakening!
-
-“Moved beyond modesty, the arms uplift and cling--weak-strong arms,
-made supple to curve around the bodies of babes. The lips soon learn
-why they are so thick and honey-sweet, soon learn to give and to ask
-back in double dole.
-
-“The inarticulate murmur of yearnings that crave utterance, but are
-ashamed of words.... The sobs of utter innocence.... The tender form
-that seems to shrink even as it seeks.... At last the naked desire....
-Its brief, breathless struggle to control.... The delirium of yielding
-to its will....
-
-“The hoping fear....
-
-“The fearing hope....”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVIII
-
-
-The works of the old Cabot clock were worn out. During the days and
-nights that followed its last tick Dolores often glanced up into its
-non-committal face, reproachful that it would no longer mark off the
-minutes. Time dragged, weighted by her doubt over the state of mind of
-John.
-
-Then, one night after twelve, when all the household was asleep, he
-came back to her. He folded her against his heart. He took her lips. He
-claimed her with full acknowledgment of his dependency.
-
-“God forgive me,” he said. “It is too much for me.”
-
-There was no need for him to explain. His white face, the pound of his
-heart against hers, his inconsistent pleas for pardon that he might be
-free to sin again, all helped her to understand. He was possessed by
-the passion of an all-demanding love. He had fought a fight; had fought
-and had failed.
-
-And Dolores could not lament his defeat. Only one thing mattered, that
-John’s love answered hers. She had called and he had heard. Against
-his will he had come. Their acknowledgment, then, had not been a
-regrettable impulse; had been, rather, what was to be. They loved, and
-Heaven was in their hearts. They _loved_.
-
-After the days of doubt, Dolores rested in blessed conviction. Never
-before had she been given a chance at happiness. Here was her chance.
-Suggestions of smiles formed about her lips. A new light, like the
-gleam from deep-cut amethysts, shone from her eyes. A man like John
-Cabot did not love lightly. And John Cabot loved her.
-
-Next morning she awoke with the wish that her father might know how
-well all was with her. Although a drizzling rain began to fall, she
-decided against ordering Jack’s car. She preferred to go to Trevor
-Trent simply, as they had lived, changed only by the glory from within.
-She felt close to him while donning, for the first time in weeks, the
-old blue serge suit whose purchase price he had spared from the poppy
-paste. The long ride up-town in the Subway, the mudded walk and the
-plain slab that marked the spot where she had left him to lie beneath
-down-drifting leaves, brought her nearer.
-
-Where is there comfort like confiding a rapturous secret to one’s own?
-How long the orphaned girl sat beside the grave, oblivious of the rain
-because her consciousness had gone to find and gladden that of the
-parent whose last “please God” had been that she find a good love--how
-drenched was the blue suit--how chilled her feet--she subtracted none
-of her attention from him to realize. The adventure brought her content.
-
-Sometime during the afternoon she returned to the great house on the
-upper Avenue. So dulled she felt to outer perceptions that surprise
-held her only a moment to meet the Frenchwoman, Annette, in the
-elevator. She somehow forgot to listen to the maid’s explanation of
-why she had not remained with madame. Later she was forced to hear
-Morrison’s insistence that she needed a doctor, but made light of the
-good woman’s anxiety. What mattered a slight fever or swollen tonsils
-or a disinclination toward food to one blessed as was she?
-
-As developed, however, these symptoms mattered much in the heightening
-of her happiness. The housekeeper’s responsibility, transferred to
-Bradish, resulted in a telephoned message to Mr. Cabot’s club. Soon
-after the wire, he came, terrified out of all proportion to her
-trifling symptoms. To see that all his instructions were carried out,
-he stayed.
-
-Dolores’ protestations soon ceased, since to relieve his anxiety might
-take him away again. It was too precious to forego, this experience of
-being ministered to by him. Their first meal alone together, which he
-ordered served in Jack’s living room much as the youngster himself
-might have done, was an occasion almost too significant for calm. To
-please him, she tried to sip her broth and eat her toast, but with the
-sacred joy of a convert at some sacrament.
-
-After he had shut out the servants and advised Morrison that he would
-sit awhile with Miss Trent, he wrapped her first in a robe, then in
-his arms and sat rocking her with a possessive tenderness which made
-her realize how much she had missed from her babyhood. Her ecstasy of
-content must have dulled her ears. She heard no sound, merely assumed
-one, when he placed her in Jack’s reading chair, took a few steps
-toward the hall door and stood intently listening. Still she had heard
-nothing when he strode to the door and flung it wide.
-
-Upon the threshold, in a panic of indecision between flight and
-remaining, stood Annette. Her eyes, nondescript except for their
-shrewdness, followed the thinking glance of the man who had surprised
-her from the half-light of the corridor to the strong one of the
-reading-lamp within, then down to the key-hole, minus its key.
-Evidently, she decided on bravado. A sneer drew down the corners of her
-mouth. She straightened to face the master.
-
-“You back?” he asked.
-
-“Madame finds herself in need of certain dinner gowns. She returned me
-to select and pack them.”
-
-“She sent you back from Florida to select and pack certain dinner
-gowns? Just what does madame pay you for the job?”
-
-“Does not Mr. Cabot know the amount of my salary, none too large for
-one who has served----”
-
-“I mean how much for this key-hole job?”
-
-At his contemptuous interruption, the woman caught her breath.
-
-“Five-hundred-dollar, m’sieu.”
-
-“A five-hundred-dollar bonus? Madame is good to you. However, I am in
-a position to be better. I’ll advance that bonus to-night, if you’ll
-leave her employ.”
-
-Her avaricious watch of his face eased in a disappointed laugh. “Does
-m’sieu think I would turn the traitor to a mistress who has ever been
-most generous and who trusts----”
-
-“I do.”
-
-“And for a wretched five hundred, already earned?”
-
-“I do not--not for five hundred.” He contributed a short laugh. “But
-for that in cash, plus a check for one thousand, good in six months
-if you neglect to report to this trusting mistress who has been so
-generous with you.”
-
-“But how can M’sieu Cabot think so low of me that for a paltry
-thousand-dollar----”
-
-“The five hundred you get now,” he detailed. “The check for a thousand
-will be dated so that you can cash it in June, unless traitoring has
-become a habit with you. If it does, I shall stop payment at the
-bank. You will leave this house and Mrs. Cabot’s employ at once.
-Satisfactory?”
-
-The click of the last-word question must have satisfied the maid that
-she could profit no further.
-
-“Quite,” she replied, succinctly as he.
-
-Without comment on the fact that he had read her aright, John Cabot
-counted five century notes from his wallet and drew the promised check,
-calling her attention to the date, six months from that day.
-
-When she had gone he said to Dolores:
-
-“I want my freedom, but not at your expense.”
-
-“You really think,” the girl faltered, “that that is why Annette is
-here?”
-
-He nodded. “And why you are here and why I should not be. I have been
-inexcusable. _I_ am the traitor--the waster of what I valued most.”
-
-“Don’t keep saying that,” she protested. “Nothing can be wasted when we
-love. Jack lived and died that we might know.”
-
-Through the gloom of self-reproach which was settling over
-him--settling between them--he saw her outstretched hands; caught them;
-was reminded of her feverish state.
-
-“Dear, it will come right,” he made effort to assure her and, with her,
-himself. “We mustn’t allow anything to be wasted, not a moment of our
-time together, not a regret for the innocence which I should have died
-rather than----”
-
-Her smile stopped him--the shy, tremulous, revealing smile so lately
-learned. Had a dew-wet violet along a woodland path looked up at him,
-he could not have trod upon it. He must not tread upon that smile.
-
-He returned to his delightful care of her. His first and most important
-obligation was to see that she did not become ill, he told her. She
-must rest now; must sleep off her temperature. He rang for Mrs.
-Morrison; agreed that their charge might be put to bed in Jack’s
-four-poster; himself suggested that the Airedale be allowed upstairs to
-snuggle at her feet. And when the housekeeper had finished her motherly
-offices, he made her no explanation of why he still sat reading in the
-outer room.
-
-Not since the slight ailments to which all children are heir had
-Dolores been ill. Shivering into the eider-down of the historic bed,
-she felt vaguely wretched, uncertain, lost. From the same impulse
-which had asked the reward of a good-night kiss from Morrison for her
-tractability, she now asked John:
-
-“You won’t go away?”
-
-“Leave the corridor door ajar, Morrison.” As if from afar she heard his
-instructions. “Come up again when it is time for her medicine. And,
-Morrison, I have discharged Mrs. Cabot’s maid. She is to leave as soon
-as she can pack her things.”
-
-Dolores grew warmer, then uncomfortably warm. She must soon have fallen
-into a doze. When she opened her eyes, she saw that the night lamp had
-been clicked off and the light from the living-room shaded from her
-face by a screen. The four, tall, pineapple sentinels guarded her--they
-and someone else.
-
-John sat beside the bed, the puppy drowsing in his arms. She was glad
-that he had become reconciled to the poor little beast; that the
-guiltless cause of Jack’s death was not to pay the price which she had
-paid in early life for an equally unintentional fault.
-
-But _was_ John reconciled?
-
-The look on his face brought her to acute consciousness. It was a
-dreadful look.
-
-“Try not to begrudge the price,” she murmured. “For the least thing in
-life you have to pay, you know. To me, love is inestimable.”
-
-At sound of her voice the young dog lifted one of his scraggly eyelids,
-and, without otherwise moving, thumped his stub of a tail. John’s
-expression changed. He leaned toward her.
-
-“I shouldn’t regret any price that I myself could pay. But I am not
-satisfied to let you, who can’t afford it, pay for me. And I won’t.”
-
-She did not understand just what he meant. “You talk as though you were
-guilty of----”
-
-He caught her hand and pressed his cheek against it.
-
-“Guilty as--Heaven!” he whispered into its palm before replacing it
-beneath the coverlet. At her disturbed look he added: “I am tired with
-anxiety for you. Won’t you sleep to rest me? Don’t be afraid that I am
-going to leave you. I can stay on this watch of love forever, if only
-you will sleep.”
-
-“John--John?” Vaguely she questioned him.
-
-“You are my mate,” he answered. “Rufus called you a gray dove, but to
-me you are pure white. Fold your wings and sleep.”
-
-“And are you happy, John?”
-
-“Happy as----”
-
-Her eyelids closed at the touch of his lips. Happy as who? She
-wondered. Happy as Cain--that was the meaning of the dreadful look
-she had surprised. But she had banished that look. Since she must
-sleep that his mind might rest---- How wonderful was this state called
-happiness. How precious was each small opportunity to prove how very
-much----
-
-“Fold your wings, my white dove,” he murmured again and again. “Sleep,
-my mate. I love you. Sleep.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-A hysterical yelp awakened her. Evidently the Airedale, too, had been
-startled from sound slumber. How long had she been asleep--for how many
-minutes or hours had John Cabot sat there motionless, his eyes on her
-face?
-
-She raised on one elbow and looked into the outer room. The little
-undergraduate from the A. K. C., more from hereditary instinct than any
-wisdom of his own months, had bolted his bed of honor. One backward
-glare he spared to learn whether he was to be justified in raising the
-alarm; then, bristling from stiff chin whiskers to flag-staff tail,
-rushed into the corridor. His master followed.
-
-Dolores tried hard to understand. Her head felt strange and
-understanding hurt it. Many sentences of the colloquy outside were not
-clear at the time, but came back to her afterward. Besides the voice
-of John Cabot, she recognized the distressed _mezzo_ of Morrison, the
-startled quaver of old Bradish and an unrecognized duet in bass.
-
-“We are all of that, Mr. Cabot--from the Domestic Detectives,
-Incorporated,” sounded the first strange voice, evidently in answer to
-some question or comment from John.
-
-“And just in time, at that”--the second.
-
-“Has Annette gone yet, Morrison?”
-
-Bradish answered John’s question. “I let her out not ten minutes ago,
-sir.”
-
-“Did you see her speak to these men?”
-
-“She did not pass near enough to speak to them, sir. But I think she
-signaled them with a gesture. I cannot be sure.”
-
-One of the strangers interrupted. “You can’t deny that Miss Trent is
-inside.”
-
-“I deny nothing, but I do order you out of my house,” John returned.
-
-“Don’t you owe it to yourself to explain, Mr. Cabot?” asked Morrison.
-“I’ve worked in this family all my life and am considered a proper
-woman. The young lady you ask about is seriously ill. Mr. Cabot is here
-because my father, the butler, telephoned for him.”
-
-“Ill, is she?”--the first strange voice. “Well, we’re specialists sent
-to investigate her symptoms. Here, matey, help me ease this gent away
-from the door. No need for strenuous argument when we’re two to his
-one.”
-
-“Look out--a gun!”--the second.
-
-“And a gun,” John added quietly, “trained to put burglars out of my
-house.”
-
-“We’re not burglars, Cabot. We’re authorized to enter by the lady of
-your house.”
-
-“By Mrs. Cabot? Her authorization can’t help you--from the distance of
-Palm Beach.”
-
-Together the two laughed. One explained their amusement.
-
-“Wifie isn’t in Palm Beach, old chap. She’s waiting down at the Plaza
-to give us any further authority we need over the telephone.”
-
-“She--didn’t--go?”
-
-A moment of silence followed John’s slow question; then, in staccato----
-
-“Well, get your further authority over an outside ’phone. Mine are
-busy. Quick, now--my fingers are nervous. I’d be well within my rights
-if I----”
-
-A grumbled sentence which Dolores could not hear ended in steps
-descending the stairs. The colloquy seemed to be ended. She felt
-relieved; dozed off.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The morning was half over before John enquired about her condition over
-Jack’s telephone. He felt that he must tell her certain facts, not so
-much to worry her as to spare her worry over matters which undoubtedly
-soon would be forced upon her attention. He hoped that listening
-would not tax her, since the physician’s morning report had been most
-encouraging. A little patience, a few days within doors, and she would
-be herself again. His relief she could better imagine than he describe.
-
-If his friend Rufus Holt called to see her, she was to talk to him
-as she felt inclined and might trust his advices. Toward any other
-inquiries regarding her personal affairs she should not commit herself.
-For some time he would not be able to see her and considered it best
-that he should get his news of her through Morrison. She must take all
-possible care of herself and believe that nothing--_nothing_ had been
-wasted.
-
-Scarcely had Dolores hung up the receiver, scarcely had given her mind
-to the realization that John Cabot was trying to protect her from
-whatever it was that threatened, when the gallery door opened and
-Clarke Shayle strode into the room.
-
-He looked flushed, hurried, perturbed. He stopped before Jack’s reading
-chair, in which she sat, and fixed his odd-flecked gaze upon her, his
-lips twitching. Sinking on the hassock, he laid his face in the robe
-that wrapped her knees and drew a rasping, relieved sigh.
-
-“I was a fool to credit a word of it,” he exclaimed brokenly. “You
-really are sick. You really are--are everything I believed. I don’t
-care what she says or what anybody says. I wouldn’t care even if they
-could prove it. What a man thinks himself is the only thing that
-matters. And I’ve got a sort of super-think.” His attempt to banish
-emotion from his face with a grin was more ghastly than gay. “You see,
-it ain’t inherited. It’s a gift.”
-
-Even in this crisis, he could not express himself without the use of
-his banal phrases. Dolores felt sorry for him. She stretched out her
-hand from an impulse to smooth back his stiff, auburn cowlick; then,
-remembering, drew it back.
-
-“What ‘she’ and what ‘anybody’ says?” she asked.
-
-“She sent for me this morning and told me all about last night. I
-believe she had the whole thing planned from first sight of you. She’s
-the only wholly bad woman I’ve ever known--Catherine.” He shaded his
-eyes as if confused by her shocked glance, then continued: “She loves
-herself and hates everyone who does not share the feeling, chiefly her
-husband. Because he has humiliated her by getting her number right,
-she intends to humiliate him before their world. She’s going to marry
-d’Elie after she gets all she wants out of Cabot and gets it her own
-way. As for me----”
-
-His face lowered into his freckled, delicate hands. A shudder moved his
-thick neck and muscular back.
-
-“God knows, I deserve the part she’s cast me for. But I pray Him--I
-pray you to let me off. My self-respect was only doped. It came to the
-day I met you and has made me so unhappy since that I--I hope---- Oh,
-have a heart, little chump! Help me to be honest with you--encourage me
-to explain.”
-
-“Why? Why not?” She hesitated.
-
-“_Why?_ Because I owe it to you to make you understand. _Why not?_
-Because you have made me despise myself and my life. Here in your
-presence, at the present moment, I’d rather die than go on. And yet,
-I’ll worse than die if I don’t go on. Dolores, you have felt something
-of my power--you know that I’m mesmeric and hypnotic. You know that
-I know it, but not that I have used it to make me what I am to-day.”
-He gave a limping laugh. “Can’t you imagine what is my professional
-stock-in-trade--how I hold Catherine and her sort in scented boudoirs?”
-
-“No--_no_.” With her low protest, the girl drew back into her chair;
-clutched its arms; closed her eyes, as if against the perception.
-
-From his abject position at her feet, the young man straightened and
-clasped together his hands so viciously that nails cut into flesh. The
-white spots pressed by his teeth into his lower lip spread backward
-until even his ears were pale.
-
-“That’s the worst of it,” he said effortfully. “The best is that I
-could have roused you, could rouse you now. But I won’t. I know the
-tinder you are made of. That first day I realized that my self-respect
-was only auto-hypnotized, not dead. The feeling for you that
-restrained me has grown--has given me the strength to tell you the
-truth and ask your help.”
-
-“But if you despise yourself and your life,” Dolores faltered, “why not
-help yourself?”
-
-“Don’t you know that a bad habit soon masters one? The damnable
-thing has got me, that’s why. It will take something stronger than
-contempt for myself to get me out. That something is my respect for
-you. The fact that I didn’t--that I simply couldn’t----” His fingers
-forward-stretching, but clutching only air, his face again florid from
-a return rush of blood, he urged: “You--I need _you_. God, I am mad for
-you. Have been all along. But I want you to keep. I want you enough to
-change my whole life to have you. I know I am a crude sort--that I’m
-not what they call to the manner born. But I swear to give you a square
-deal. I don’t care what they say about you. I believe in you. I want to
-marry you--to take you off somewhere, so that you and I---- Surely you
-love me, Dolores? Surely you will----”
-
-The pause was long. During it he seized her limp hand, then dropped it.
-He staggered to his feet and stood looking down at her with the dread
-gaze of despair. When he spoke again, his lips worked clumsily.
-
-“So. I’m too late. You’re a snuffed candle to me. That means--Mr.
-Other Man. The reward of my sacrifice is--punishment. It’s a beautiful
-sentiment. I’ll tell the world that. She was speaking the truth for
-once, then, about you and John Cabot? All right. I quit. I’m through.”
-
-Dolores watched him fling into his overcoat, pick up his hat and start
-for the door. She wished to say something that would help him. She owed
-him consideration as the only man who had asked her to marry him. That
-he had asked her soothed an ache in her mind. She liked him and she
-feared for him. But what was there she could say?
-
-Without a word she had refused him. Without a word she let him go.
-
-The American vernacular “breezed in” might have been inspired by the
-entries of Rufus Holt. Less boisterous than a gale, stronger than a
-zephyr, something refreshing and promising came with him, like the
-tonic in the breath of Spring.
-
-“Glad you’re enjoying a rest,” he saluted Dolores. “You need it,
-probably, as much as you deserve it. Or perhaps I should say you
-deserve it as much as you need it. It is a worthy thought, for it works
-both ways.”
-
-The girl, having been foreadvised to trust the attorney, relaxed in his
-balmy friendliness.
-
-“Doesn’t the truth usually work both ways?”
-
-At her offering he rubbed his bald fore-top. “I don’t know about that.
-We lawyers learn not to expect too much of the truth. It has gone some
-if it works one way.”
-
-The fact that he would not take off his top-coat gave each minute of
-the time that he did stay an added value. That he would not smoke
-somehow increased the fragrance about him of a fine cigar. That he gave
-her choice of chairs for him the preference lent companionableness to
-his manner of pulling up directly before her.
-
-“The future has in it lots and lots of trouble that hasn’t been used
-yet,” he prefaced, suddenly grave, “and don’t think that you, lovely
-little lady, are going to get all of it. There are other non-union
-workers besides yourself.”
-
-“Others?”
-
-He evaded the question direct.
-
-Trouble was the text of his small address--trouble ahead of a kind
-she had not known. She must prepare her mind for it; must gather her
-resources against an attack. And another would be protected in the
-protectorate of herself, one who deserved justification quite as much
-as she.
-
-Meeting the silent, fluent appeal of her eyes, he set aside hyperbole;
-before her placed facts, as if on the salver of his outspread hands.
-
-Catherine Cabot was an edition of womankind which Dolores doubtless
-had found hard to read. Velvet-bound was she, gilt-edged, artfully
-illustrated. The most astute of worldlings might remain unenlightened
-for many chapters as to the plot of her. Spite, it would seem, was her
-motivation--spite toward a husband who had depreciated what she was by
-a deliberate and stubborn over-valuation.
-
-Long she had waited and watched to prove the plot of him as bad as
-her own. Quite recently she had refused a separation because she
-wished, not only a divorce, but a discredited husband and a huge,
-decreed alimony, rather than a collusive settlement. Her engagement
-of Dolores, her pseudo-kindnesses, her pretended dependence upon the
-girl in her recent trip South--a trip that had taken her no farther
-than Philadelphia and been followed by a secret return to a mid-town
-hotel--were calculated steps toward this end. To-day she had served
-upon her husband the complaint in a suit for absolute divorce. Dolores
-Trent, grief now to one woman as to many men, she had named as
-co-respondent.
-
-The dread announcement was made.
-
-Forgetting the hurry on account of which he had refused to smoke, Holt
-now busied himself producing a cigar, clipping it and lighting it.
-Through smoke-clouds he looked across at the notorious girl whom he had
-whip-lashed with news of fresh notoriety. Seeing that her lips moved,
-he leaned forward to catch her words.
-
-“Maybe she was not so bad as---- The idea was d’Elie’s. I mustn’t
-forget that. _He_ suggested that the father of _l’enfant terrible_
-might find me congenial--not she. ‘Enough, my clever Henri. I
-understand.’ I remember distinctly what she said.”
-
-In the midst of her shared memories, she became conscious of the
-quality of the lawyer’s regard. Her eyes lifted to his.
-
-“You believe that I----”
-
-Perhaps the more staunchly for catching the sag in her voice, he sought
-to reassure her. “I _know_ that you are guiltless. Do you recall the
-little toast I gave you one night at dinner? I didn’t say on that
-occasion that I’d been doubly favored by meeting your kind of a woman
-twice in my lifetime--the woman who doesn’t need to boast or sparkle or
-promise--the woman who needs only to be. The first one, Miss Trent, of
-whom you reminded me, was my mother.”
-
-Dolores was startled. Always before she had suffered because unjustly
-blamed. Now she was unjustly praised. She did not feel honest. But she
-must be careful, even with the kindly attorney. She had John, as well
-as herself, to think of. The fault was not so much his as hers and he
-must not be blamed.
-
-“Then, too----” Holt had cleared the huskiness from his throat--“I know
-John Cabot.”
-
-Evidently that, to him, was conclusive.
-
-By and by he added: “Even Mrs. Cabot does not think you guilty, as she
-charges.”
-
-“How can you know that?” Again Dolores was startled.
-
-“She admitted as much to me not more than an hour ago.”
-
-“You have talked with her to-day and she admitted---- Then, perhaps,
-she _can_ be reached?”
-
-But the bald head wagged, even as the friendly eyes beamed upon her.
-“She cannot be reached as you mean, although I have reached her in a
-way for which you may despise me. Mrs. Cabot has retained me as her
-lawyer in this case.”
-
-“You--her lawyer?” The words were so hot, they seemed to scorch
-Dolores’ lips. “I thought you were his friend?”
-
-“I am. But Catherine believes now that I have always cared--for her,
-you know--and that therefore I want her freedom more than anything else
-in the world. A vain woman can easily be persuaded of that.”
-
-Dolores could not understand. “You say you really are his friend, yet
-you take Mrs. Cabot’s case against him? What possible motive----”
-
-“Me, too, you do an injustice, Miss Trent.”
-
-“You--too?”
-
-“Even me. I am taking the case to lose it.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XX
-
-
-Before the divorce suit of Cabot vs. Cabot came to trial reassurance on
-several of its vital points reached Dolores through the consideration
-of Rufus Holt. To the greatest possible extent details were to be
-denied the scandal-hungry public. John Cabot would offer his defense
-through eminent counsel, as a case unworthy his personal appearance.
-She herself, the co-respondent so necessary to the severance of marital
-ties if one lives and sues in the Empire commonwealth, was to remain
-for the present with Mrs. Morrison, reported as too ill to undertake
-the vindication of her name. Roscoe Strang, the judge who was to pass
-upon the Cabot difference, was a friend of Holt’s, indebted to him
-for many favors, political and otherwise. The small attorney had seen
-to that. Soon everything would be settled, as Mrs. Cabot’s case would
-be advanced on the calendar on her plea that she wished to have the
-painful affair over as soon as possible that she might hasten abroad to
-undertake certain war-orphan charities to which she had pledged herself
-in loving memory of her little son.
-
-Despite all these assurances, the girl awaited with keen anxiety a call
-to a special conference with the plaintiff’s lawyer for which she had
-been told to hold herself in readiness immediately after the public
-hearing. Summoned one mid-February afternoon by special messenger, she
-taxied according to instructions to a down-town “square” not far from
-the City Hall Park that housed the courts of alleged justice.
-
-One glance at Rufus Holt through the folds of the veil she had been
-asked to wear convinced her that this, indeed, was his first detour
-from straight legal paths. Although he smiled in at her from the
-opened cab door, much of the cheer and most of the youth was gone from
-his face. After giving a low-voiced address to the driver, he seated
-himself beside her and forced a return to his wonted sanguineness.
-
-No need for Dolores to ask in words whether the ordeal was
-over--whether John Cabot had been vindicated of the charge. The moment
-their machine was underway, her eyes put the demand.
-
-“Judge Strang reserved decision. But they always do that, as I
-explained a short while since to my client,” answered Holt. “You and I
-are going now to meet a friend of mine--just that, a friend of mine. In
-the course of a day or so, the case will be decided--against me.”
-
-Under all the circumstances, his sigh was justifiable. Dolores was
-beginning to realize that. The change in his face alone told her the
-enormity of his sacrifice in laying professional honor upon the altar
-of a man-to-man friendship. As the taxi wound its way up-town, he gave
-her an idea of the proceedings.
-
-The beautiful Mrs. Cabot, an appealing picture in her sables and
-crepe, had been, of course, her own chief witness. She had told of her
-tried determination to believe in her husband and the girl whom she
-had sheltered from storm-blasts which had seemed driving her to an
-unthinkable fate. She had been slow--too slow to admit that any form so
-young and fair could house such veteran vices.
-
-In broken sentences, as if warding off an emotional breakdown, she
-had outlined the hold which the governess had won upon her own heart
-through the heart of her only child. Not until after the boy’s death
-had she brought herself to consider the suggestions of servants and
-friends that all was not well within her household. When the doctors
-had prescribed a change of climate for her, she had pretended to go
-South, but with the idea of returning at once in order to determine
-the truth for herself. Her maid, a French woman in whom she had felt
-all confidence, she had sent on an errand back to the house to learn
-late developments. While Annette was still within, her detectives had
-followed her husband there. This maid evidently had been over-bribed,
-for, after signaling the detectives that the moment was propitious to
-enter, she had disappeared. That fact was stronger than any report
-could have been as evidence against Mr. Cabot.
-
-All that she felt she needed to add to the testimony of the detectives
-was the name of the Circe who had destroyed the good-faith of her
-home. Would New York be surprised to hear this new chapter in the
-unparalleled career of one already known as “Grief to Men”?
-
-“You let her name me in open court?” Dolores covered her veiled face
-with her hands.
-
-“What did it matter when you had been named in the legal papers?” the
-attorney reminded her. “I was able, however, to check her further
-attempts to pay her respects to you by insisting that she need not
-distress herself.”
-
-“And the--the defense?”
-
-“John had no defense that could be made in such a proceeding. His
-attorney’s declaration that Mr. Cabot had nothing which he cared to
-offer in the way of testimony may have convinced the crowd that you
-were being used, either with or without your consent, to lift his yoke,
-but it clearly puzzled the judge. Before we reach our destination,
-Miss Trent, I want to express something of the high esteem in which I
-hold you. Oh, don’t draw back--don’t look so frightened! This is no
-declaration in the ordinary sense.”
-
-Removing his hat, he rubbed his egg-white forehead as though it were a
-vocabulary from which words might be extracted by friction.
-
-“Never have I been in the plight called ‘love’--never expect to be,” he
-continued. “In any case, never shall I marry. Maybe because I thought
-so much of that mother o’ mine. Maybe because I think so little of
-marriage. Can you see humor in the statement that women, while my
-professional specialty, are not at all in my line personally? That fact
-may help you to appreciate what I want to say to you.”
-
-He turned toward her with the combination of wistfulness and
-whimsicality in his smile which first had attracted and then animated
-the lonely girl.
-
-“Miss Trent,” said he, “I think you are the truest woman I ever have
-met. I am obsessed by the thought of you. Oh, not you, really; rather
-the idea you represent--the idea of absolute truth. A woman like you
-should not fear the opinion of anyone. Will you remember that--say,
-when lifting your eyes to those of the very next person you meet?”
-
-Dolores assured him that she would. At the same time, in her thoughts,
-she assured herself. Just as the primary appetence common to all animal
-life is the right to live, the second appetence common to women is the
-right to love. She was not ashamed of her love when facing that inner
-tribunal called Truth. Why, indeed, should she fear the opinion of any
-man? Rufus Holt, despite the conventional limitations of his “ideas” of
-her, was right. She would not, _could_ not feel ashamed.
-
-To a place no more official than the bachelor apartments of Justice
-Roscoe Strang did Rufus Holt dare take the girl who was not his client.
-And when a Japanese man-servant had ushered them both into the somewhat
-sombre anteroom, he passed on into a library, but left the door behind
-him ajar, evidently that she might overhear his conversation with his
-friend.
-
-“You, Rufus?”
-
-“Yes, Roscoe, and about that case I tried before you this morning--the
-Cabot divorce. I’m afraid that a wrong is being done.”
-
-A bass chortle sounded. “That’s what modern marriage is--doing each
-other wrong.”
-
-“But this is a wrong gone wrong in that it does not strike right. I
-have the Cabot co-respondent outside. I want you to meet her.”
-
-“Not the Trent girl?” The scrape of a chair underscored a muttered
-oath. “You don’t dare presume on our friendship to--to----”
-
-“Not to commit a professional breach, no,” interrupted Holt. “You ought
-to know me better than that. And don’t call her ‘the Trent girl.’ No
-matter whose lawyer I am, I tell you that she does not deserve it.”
-
-“Then why didn’t she take the stand? It always looks bad for a woman
-when she won’t fight for her good name. And why wouldn’t this great
-philanthropist friend of yours say a word for her, not to mention
-himself?”
-
-“John Cabot is too big a man to be dragged into a court defense of
-the sort. And any man who hopes to meet his mother’s questioning eyes
-in Paradise would hesitate to crucify this girl with any more vulgar
-notoriety. Roscoe, for once in my life, the man in me has convinced the
-lawyer. Now, as never before, I want the scales of the blind goddess to
-weigh _with justice_.”
-
-“It would seem that one latter-day goddess must have been already
-weighed--and with justice--to have made such gooseberry jam out of your
-heart of flint. A face that can make _you_ forget to be a lawyer first!
-I’d like to see----”
-
-Before “the friend” whom Holt wished her to meet could retract or
-modify, Dolores was led into the larger room. She found that “that
-very next person” to whose eyes she would lift her own was the judge
-of the case of Cabot vs. Cabot. And while she did not remember--not
-exactly--the compliment paid her in the cab, she met his shrewd gaze
-with her own defense. He looked for the truth. He saw it--that she felt
-no shame.
-
-What they said did not matter--probably could not have been recalled
-by any of the three. Their brief chat was significant only through the
-things they might not say.
-
-In Justice Strang Dolores saw a man who filled her with confidence. The
-determination to know the worst about himself and conquer it showed in
-the set of his jaw. His red necktie had action--even daring. His attire
-otherwise, like his manner, was conventional.
-
-He escorted them into the hall and to the elevator. Just before
-the door clicked shut upon them he said so emphatically that the
-elevator-man turned and stared curiously at her:
-
-“Young lady, you have the most eloquent personality I have ever met.”
-
-And so it came about that the decision denying Catherine Cabot her
-divorce came to the press as a thunder-clap two days later. The comment
-that resulted Justice Strang met with interviews in which he put
-unanswerable questions. Who suffered most, the innocent or the guilty?
-To make the innocent suffer--was not that a culpable act? What had been
-proved? The wife’s evidence was unavailable. The maid had disappeared.
-The detectives could testify to nothing that was proof of guilt. Why
-elect a judicial puppet? Of what use was a judge not entitled to
-disregard everything except his own honest opinion?
-
-Thus it transpired that Dolores Trent, having been convicted unjustly
-in the public mind of the several past offenses ascribed to her, found
-herself vindicated of the one crime against Society of which she really
-was guilty as charged.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Each morning a magnificent box from an Avenue florist was delivered
-to the interesting occupant of a small, furnished suite in an
-up-town apartment hotel. The regularity of the “attention” quipped
-the management’s curiosity concerning “Miss Trevor.” Usually such
-regardlessness was followed by a gentleman in a hired car, wearing a
-fur-lined overcoat and a manner at once suave and impatient. But no
-gentleman had shown interest in this lady since the apartment had been
-engaged and paid for by one whose coat was most unpretentious and whose
-manner was neither suave nor impatient--a pleasant-spoken, bald-pated,
-breezy type of a man who somehow did not seem the sort to be telling it
-daily “in flowers.”
-
-Dolores herself had to guess from whom they came, just as she assumed
-John Cabot’s wish that she let him fulfill his promise to Jack “to
-look after her” until such time as he thought wise to see her. Rufus
-Holt, who had found and advised the new location, had made no
-explanation. Even when he had closed her fingers around a roll of five
-one-hundred-dollar bills, he had left her to assumption.
-
-But Dolores _knew_. And, knowing, she was in a way content.
-Alone except for the Airedale puppy, who had greeted her more
-vociferously than the rest of her luggage, she relaxed in her sense
-of an all-protective love and tried to live on the significance of
-deep-hearted pansies, American beauties and forget-me-nots.
-
-At the end of the fourth week a receipt was tucked under her
-living-room door for the second month’s rental in advance. That it
-was not for three months--or six--gave her a feeling of anticipation.
-A month at a time meant that a change might be expected before the
-third payment became due. With the expenditure of each dollar of her
-cash-in-hand this feeling increased. Five hundred dollars was a very
-great deal of money. But even five hundred would be consumed in time
-by one healthy young woman and one fast-growing dog. An all-protective
-love must realize that. Perhaps by the time the five hundred was
-gone----.
-
-She had to fight her first impulses of extravagance. Her tendency was
-to tip unwisely and too well, to order a superfluity of the disguising
-veils she had taken to wearing on the long river-side tramps which were
-the anticipation of the Airedale’s mornings and the reminiscences of
-his puppy dreams at night; to let him grow too fat. Unable to decide
-what name for the dog Jack’s old-young mind would have hit upon, she
-continued to call him “puppy” or “pups,” as certain unimaginative
-people she had known were satisfied with “kittie” for their cat or
-“baby” for their child.
-
-Conscientiously allowing herself only legitimate expenditures, Dolores’
-gladness increased, as her roll of bills thinned, that it had not been
-a thousand, seven hundred, or even six. It might so easily have been
-more. Toward the end of the second month she felt hopeful--almost
-sure--that the worst soon would be over. The very thought of it dizzied
-her with happiness. To see him again, if only for a moment or two----.
-
-But she had to be satisfied with hearing his voice. Rung suddenly from
-her sleep one night, she half believed his telephone call a dream
-until the metallic sound of his up-hung receiver told her that the
-opportunity was passed. Until morning she lay awake, fondling, one by
-one, his carefully covered sentences.
-
-He had intended not to speak with her at present. But the wish had
-conquered him to-night to hear her assurance that she understood. He
-had been a criminal and must work out his sentence. Under a sacred
-obligation to protect her, he had injured her at each attempt, from the
-finale at the lingerie shop to her present exile. She had shown pity
-for his weakness before and perhaps could forgive him now. He never
-could himself.
-
-He had been overcome in the moment of his greatest strength, when he
-had felt safe in his sorrow. Now, when weakest, he dared not tempt
-himself. His only chance of reinstating himself in his own opinion was
-to win the fight he had undertaken. Their loyal acquaintance would
-explain.
-
-Meantime was she well and would she try to be contented until he could
-force a change? And would she believe?
-
-That she did believe steadied Dolores through the discouragement of
-another prepaid rent receipt. When the “change” came, it was not of
-John’s enforcement. One afternoon Rufus Holt called on her. He came in
-on the breeze that wafted him through life. His smile was still cheery,
-his manner even more courteous than usual. Yet he was different.
-Considerately he attempted to “explain.”
-
-The late chapters of that gilt-bound edition of womanhood, Catherine
-Cabot, read like the cheapest of thrillers. Soon after reëstablishing
-herself in her husband-less home, she had sent for Dr. Shayle. What had
-passed between her and the likable young man whom she had “made” in
-a week was best judged by the fact that she un-made him in a day. In
-notes, over the telephone and during such informal social functions
-as she could make excuse to attend in her mourning, she ruined him
-professionally. To his rich practice she expressed her regrets that she
-no longer could sponsor him--that his conduct with one who had brought
-disgrace to so many had proved him an unfit person to have about the
-home in his intimate capacity. All of which reminded Holt that he had a
-letter for her.
-
-The envelope which he tendered was addressed to and had been opened
-by John Cabot. Above the heading of a Chicago hotel was scrawled the
-osteopath’s name. Inside was the request that Mr. Cabot forward to Miss
-Trent the unsealed enclosure.
-
-The note to Dolores read:
-
- _Dear You_:
-
- My chief regret is having distressed you. Don’t be distressed about me
- any more. Already my hurt is healing, salved by the honor of having
- known you. I daren’t forget you, because remembering you is the best
- thing in my life at the present moment. Have refused the last bribe
- of her who made me what I was--yesterday. Am on my way West where I
- can start fair with doctor men who use their powers to help instead of
- hinder. The ambition, I find, is not a gift--it’s inherited. You great
- little chump, there is only one hope in my heart--may you be happy.
-
- Dear Me.
-
-So then; to one, at least, she had not been a lasting grief! Dolores
-felt very proud for herself and for Clarke Shayle. She turned to her
-caller with the impulse to confide her good news, but hesitated at
-the look of him. He had yielded to the Airedale’s importunities and
-was scratching the stub ears. The eyes of the dog were rolling from
-realized bliss. Those of the implement of bliss were troubled. She
-could see that attorney Holt was planning whatever he had come to say.
-
-“Miss Trent,” he began on noting that he again had her attention,
-“Mr. Cabot has been acting under my insistent advice in not coming
-to see you. I know that he wishes to come. My stand is based upon my
-high regard for him and, may I add, for you? He intends to accomplish
-a divorce from Mrs. Cabot as soon as possible, but on his own
-terms--terms primarily calculated to repudiate the slurs cast upon you.
-His ruling desire is to save your good name. I want to see him carry
-out this idea. Miss Trent, do you?”
-
-“Why--why, yes,” faltered the girl.
-
-“I am glad to hear you say that, because--Well, you and he, lovely
-little lady, know better than I just why. His position is at present
-extremely jeopardous. He is watched night and day by detectives.”
-
-“More detectives? But I thought----”
-
-“I did, too. Mrs. Cabot, however, has not accepted Judge Strang’s
-decision as final. She has postponed her trip abroad and from Newport
-is directing an attack on his integrity and mine. Through influence and
-the manipulations of a brilliant shyster, she is trying to re-open the
-case in another court. Meanwhile, she is acting on the theory expressed
-in the old French proverb that ‘love and smoke are unable to conceal
-themselves?’”
-
-Evidently love, at least, was not. With his white, slim hand Holt
-shielded his eyes from sight of her face and continued:
-
-“More than before is the Cabot name threatened, your good name and
-mine. Unless we are discreet she may have a case which just might
-convince a judge less discerning than my friend Roscoe Strang and let
-the Bar Association get its claws into me. If your whereabouts should
-be chanced upon, if the florist should be inspired to tell of the daily
-flowers paid for by the lawyer who lost Mrs. Cabot’s first case, even
-if friend pup here should yap his identity abroad--Do you see, Miss
-Trent, why my advice has been insistent?”
-
-After a keen glance at her he continued: “But I fear that my advice is
-losing its punch. You see, I have an imagination. I know John Cabot and
-I have seen you. Perhaps I haven’t made clear the absolute faith I feel
-in both of you. Wish I could put it beautifully with all the words and
-music. But we men weren’t meant to be gods in strength, you know. Why,
-even I have a secret vice!”
-
-He smiled across at her youthfully; at her continued silence, added:
-
-“I wriggle my toes.”
-
-But the girl did not smile back. She couldn’t
-
-“What is it you wish me to do?” she asked.
-
-“I wish you to put yourself beyond reach. John’s weak spot is you. He
-acknowledges it. He looks haggard and acts worse--is beginning to fear
-that he can’t hold out. And, of course, with that fear in his heart, he
-won’t. I wish you to remove his temptation--until matters are adjusted,
-not to let him know your whereabouts and under no circumstances to
-write to him. Even his mail may be watched--there can be traitors in
-any man’s office--and nothing is so damning as written evidence.”
-
-“Oh, but I--he----”
-
-“Poor child.” Holt’s interruption expressed ever so much of his pity.
-“Child first, then woman. You acknowledge that I am right, don’t you?
-Then aren’t you willing to help him? Only you can help him now. John is
-not a man to talk, as you know, but he knows that I am his friend. ‘I
-have just strength enough to stay away,’ he told me. ‘I’m afraid that
-if I saw her, if she called me by so much as a look----’ You see, Miss
-Trent, the state to which the long strain has reduced him? You want him
-to win his fight, don’t you, for sake of his future and your own?”
-
-“But you ask us to act like guilty persons,” she plead. “Judge Strang
-said ‘not guilty.’ To me that means that what--whatever we feel for
-each other is not guilt. If he is not guilty, then neither am I. Why
-should I lower myself to the standards of the world--why should I hide?”
-
-“Because you are in the world and of it. I profess only a man’s
-friendship for John Cabot. But to protect him I played a rôle which is
-likely to ruin me professionally. He relies on me at present to look
-after you. In the event of his demanding to see you it would be better
-if even I did not know your whereabouts. I’d advise that you go to the
-shore somewhere. Let my secretary know when you decide just where--you
-can reach him by telephone--and your remittances will be sent regularly
-through him. Come, lovely lady, what do you say? Is all John Cabot’s
-strength to be discounted by his weakness for you?”
-
-Dolores leaned over a bowl of purple pansies that kept eyeing her from
-a nearby tabourette; gazed into their ingenuous faces.
-
-“But he wouldn’t leave me without a word, I know. What would he
-think--how would he feel if I----”
-
-“Only in the event of his weakening need he know. Have I impressed you
-with the fact that once he begins to see you, he and I are done for?
-You are a woman of whom I would have expected that self-sacrificing
-passion with which a man’s friendship compares as a handshake to love’s
-first kiss. Are you unwilling to seem to lose your case with him for a
-little while?”
-
-He arose, found his hat and stood for a moment looking down at her. But
-she looked only into the pansies’ hearts. A hopeful smile was on his
-face as he turned. He nodded confidently at the Airedale, just before
-closing the door, very quietly, after him.
-
-The puppy, a man’s dog, sat sniffing and whining at the sill for some
-time after his congenial acquaintance had gone. But Dolores did not
-bewail the attorney’s exit. With a fury strange to her, she resented
-his call, his gentleness and the cruelty which it wrapped.
-
-What manner of friendship was his, smilingly to urge the torture of his
-friend in order to save himself? Where was the worth of admiration that
-demanded of a peccable human passion the blamelessness of one divine?
-The pansies knew and she knew. But if John learned that she had hidden
-herself away from him, how could he be expected to know? Love was
-tender and easily hurt.
-
-Rufus Holt admitted that he never had loved; that he had only his
-imagination to depend upon. How dared he, then, dictate to a woman whom
-he had acclaimed true as truth?
-
-But that night a third voice entered the argument.
-
-As Dolores lay abed, wooing in vain the healthful slumber so seldom
-denied her, she came to wonder whether the sensations which disturbed
-her were all mental. Could she be physically ill?
-
-As, hour on hour, the wonder and the strangeness of the stirring within
-her grew, answer came in a wee, small voice--the voice of fear--the
-voice of hope--perhaps, indeed, the voice of that God said to speak
-through “the least of these.” With none else to tell her, Dolores
-understood. And in the darkness a great glory seemed to flood the
-room. Her heart, which had slowed almost to stopping lest she miss the
-message, near burst now with painful joy.
-
-The voice, faint and from far away, had whispered unmistakably:
-
-“_Woman, I am coming--thy fulfillment._”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXI
-
-
-Dolores never sent her address to Rufus Holt’s secretary, although
-she came in course of time to need the remittances which were to be
-forwarded through him. She hated Holt and loved John too much for that.
-Should that whisper in the night be heard by the world, the fight of
-the strong would indeed be lost to the weak. There was no choice. She
-must hide herself that “little while,” guilty though she might appear.
-
-She lived in various places. She found various employment.
-
-There was the naturalized tailor who rented the basement of the
-house where she had found a room and who seemed to assume from “Mrs.
-Trevor’s” face that she could baste “straight.” But she did not
-“naturalize,” either to the shop or his idea of her, and he took
-to complaining of her work. His subtlety was inadequate to cover
-his relief when she transferred to a restaurant, one of the sort to
-which ladies were “cordially” invited. But there came a day when this
-proprietor, as well, begrudged the price of his mistake.
-
-Even time and time’s tutelage did not take the strangeness from the
-fact that no one wanted her about any more.
-
-Weeks and months passed--Spring and Summer and another Fall-time. She
-was forced to look at her funds, also at the necessity to make them do.
-That grew to be her chief concern--to make them do.
-
-Moving her bags was expensive and thinning an Airedale to the finest
-“point” of safety entailed anxiety. His canine protests against the
-experiment were what first lifted her eyes to a sign beside the door
-of a substantial house. A savoury odor of beef stew wafted from the
-downstairs windows and attracted the young dog so powerfully that,
-with ears laid back and muscles straining against his leash, he pulled
-her up the first two steps. What attracted the girl was the invitation
-of brass letters laid upon an ebony board:
-
-RETREAT FOR WAYWARD GIRLS
-
-For more than two hours they had been walking slowly. Each day now they
-walked more slowly. And the slower they walked, the more urgent had
-grown their present landlady’s “want” of their room. The window signs
-were scarce in this cheap section of the city, said to be congested
-beyond all record. And such “To Lets” as they had found were said at
-the doors, after momentary inspection, to be already “taken.”
-
-So now, weariness and the odor of stew on the crisp autumn air decided
-the dog. The cold sunlight falling upon the topmost, polished word of
-the sign--RETREAT--decided the girl.
-
-The matron proved to be a quite good imitation of a mother. The girls
-under her charge were mostly repentant--some she had graduated into
-good cheer. “Waywardness” was an infliction to be frankly discussed; to
-be vied over, sighed and cried over with consoling _camaraderie_. Even
-the dog was pitied. Indeed, his demands for ready relief were met far
-too generously for his gastronomic good.
-
-Although the “new girl” did not explain about herself--there was no
-need of that--she relaxed within the warming atmosphere of the retreat
-and tried hard to please. Interestedly she listened to tales of the
-benevolent gentleman who directed the philanthropy. With so many
-examples of waywardness about her, she came to take a less strained
-view of her plight.
-
-But the night and day stories poured into her ears--stories of the
-undying devotion of the varied “friends” in the varied inmates’ cases
-who, through varied circumstances, had been separated from their
-hearts’ desires by cruel Fate--filled her with a longing for John Cabot
-that increased with the approach of her ordeal. Despite her unselfish
-resolves, she wanted him to know. He must have been hurt if he knew of
-her seeming desertion. Her past fear of the “risks,” as italicized by
-Rufus Holt, was wiped off the slate of her mind. The risk of death,
-which involved the greater risk of loss of love, was writ instead--to
-stay.
-
-She decided to disregard the lawyer’s caution to the extent of a
-telephone call to John’s office. But he was not in and she dared not
-leave name or number. To put anything in writing was dangerous. Holt
-had warned her, yet a note was the only recourse left--one brief,
-careful note. Stationery and a pen she secured from the matron; forced
-herself to write briefly and constrainedly; addressed it to Mr. Cabot’s
-banking-house. Lest she permit apprehension to change her mind, she
-placed her finished missive at once on the table in the hall, where it
-would be given to the postman on his next round.
-
-She was returning to her room--very slowly now--when the ensuing
-dialogue, first in a woman’s voice, then in a man’s, came to her ears
-from behind a door marked “PRIVATE” that gave into the hall.
-
-“With a sham like you, there’s nothing to life. Why didn’t I see in
-time that my husband was the one who should have lived--you the one to
-die?”
-
-“How like a woman, to shift the blame! Wasn’t the whole scheme your
-own--the cat-boat, the surprise attack, that weird knowledge of----”
-
-“Hush, for Heaven’s sake!”
-
-“See, you’re the guilty one. You tremble at the truth. I never had
-heard of a death-spot in the human ear. I couldn’t have struck true.
-And I couldn’t have play-acted your grief over the accident. Certainly
-you ought to grant, Mary, that I was all right then. Expected we’d be
-married like other folks, once we’d got the business well started on
-the capital from his life insurance. You say you have no respect for
-me. Well, there’s more than one cause for a loss of respect. What about
-mine for you? How can I know when some new lover will tempt you to
-drive a nail through the lobe of _my_ ear--to throw _me_ into a tide
-rip? It isn’t a man’s nature, I tell you----”
-
-“Don’t call yourself a man. You have cheated me unforgivably. And
-yet----”
-
-“‘And yet.’ Thank God we’ve reached argument’s end for to-day! We both
-know what we know and that I can prove it. More than you hate me you
-fear me. Come, we might as well be friends.”
-
-“_Friends?_ Remember that I can prove it, too, on you.”
-
-“But you won’t, dear heart. Aren’t you tired yet of threatening me?
-Eventually you’ll settle to living it out peaceably on my terms. Why
-not now? Come. Be a sensible soul and agree----”
-
-One of the voices alone might have puzzled Dolores, but together she
-had recognized both. They had struck her like a blow. As if physically
-stunned, she had clung to the balustrade for aid in undertaking the
-first few steps of the stairway. By now, more strength came to her.
-Quietly and rapidly as she could, she toiled beyond ear-shot up the
-flight.
-
-Out of breath she collapsed on her narrow iron bed; lay realizing, not
-only the significance to herself of what she had overheard, but its
-meaning to the two principals as well.
-
-So that was the hideous bond that tied them. That was why each
-pretended an affection for, considered and, if need be, defended the
-other. They had paid a human life for love and found that crime brought
-only mutual contempt.
-
-Through the realization of what enforced their hostile, yet voluntary
-companionship came personal anxiety. Her letter--what if he should
-notice and examine it? Why hadn’t she taken it out and posted it
-herself?
-
-But there was no time to be wasted over futile afterthoughts. She could
-not chance his reading so much as the address. She must recover her
-letter.
-
-From the head of the stairs she could not see whether or not it still
-lay on the table, which stood in the hall near the street entrance.
-She could see, however, that the door marked “PRIVATE” was ajar. As
-no sound of voices came to her, she concluded that the two in the
-hateful lockstep must have gone. She counted possible costs, then again
-descended the stairs.
-
-They stood beside the table. Not until she saw their faces would she
-believe the worst. Not only had he noticed the address of the letter,
-but had opened and was reading it.
-
-A smile was on his face--the æsthetic, pale-eyed, appealing face of
-Vincent Seff. His agreeable laugh sounded as he turned to Mrs. Hutton.
-
-“Of all the chickens to come home to roost in the coop of little Vin!
-You remember that pugilistic Puritan, John Cabot? As addressed to him,
-Mary, what can these hieroglyphics mean? Listen:
-
-“‘Soon a rosebud will open its petals to the world. I may not stay to
-care for it. I depend on you.’”
-
-Impulse ruled Dolores. She crossed the hall; stretched out her hand for
-the letter; faced them.
-
-“It is mine. You have no right to read it.”
-
-For a long moment Seff simply looked at her. Then he took the
-lavender-bordered ’kerchief from his sleeve and with it wiped his lips.
-
-“Well met,” said he at last, “_Miss Nectarine_.”
-
-“You have no right to open a sealed and stamped letter intended for
-the mails,” Dolores insisted. “Will you give it back to me or shall I
-appeal to the head of this institution?”
-
-“Appeal. I am the head of the institution. I have a right to do
-whatsoever I see fit within its hallowed walls.” The satisfaction of
-his smile increased.
-
-Mrs. Hutton, a shade grayer, calmer and handsomer, at first had looked
-chiefly astonished. Now she intervened.
-
-“Best give it back, Vin. Being what you are--or rather, what you
-aren’t--you can have no interest in the affairs of this girl, unless
-that----”
-
-“Unless that I do feel so obligated by my debts and her I owe so much.
-But take your delicate little effusion. I couldn’t possibly forget a
-word of it.”
-
-Her letter in hand, Dolores turned and was about to undertake the
-stairs again, when he stopped her.
-
-“Just a moment, Miss Trent. How long will it take you to retreat
-yourself out of here?”
-
-“To retreat?” she asked. “But I thought the object of this house----”
-
-“Allow me to explain. The purpose of the institution is to help girls
-who repent of their waywardness, not to encourage hardened sinners. I
-have followed your career in the newspapers. I consider it a privilege
-to have read your latest attempt at extortion. Naturally I assume that,
-once your present handicap is overcome, you’ll go on, like a brook,
-purling round the hearts of men--on and on and on. There are public
-reformatories for persons of your sort. To realize our ideals, we must
-be somewhat particular here.”
-
-Mrs. Hutton, as well as the girl, looked at him. Drawn to the full of
-his dapper height, his face lit by artistic appreciation of his own
-pose, his gesture delicately drawn, he might have impressed a stranger
-as the benevolent of the inmates’ praise.
-
-But Mary Hutton was not a stranger. That equivocally proud yet
-contemptuous smile was on her lips as she turned to Dolores.
-
-“You at least will have a child. I have nothing--nothing,” she
-remarked. “Don’t be annoyed by a little thing like Vincent Seff turned
-to philanthropy and good works.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-The ultimatum of the head of the Retreat increased the urgency of
-Dolores’ letter. She posted it herself before setting out to find a
-new place. She was fortunate, however. Before night she had located a
-rooming-house “lady” sufficiently in need, sufficiently pessimistic,
-sufficiently old and shiftless and poor-spirited to waive references
-and accept two weeks’ rental in advance. Here she laid in what she
-still could pay for toward her needs; here lived along and waited with
-hard-dying hope.
-
-Since she had found the place so soon, she regretted the hasty posting
-of her note. Rather than chance another of those risks to John, of
-which the deposed shop-keeper’s suggestions had increased her fear, she
-had given her new address to that quite good imitation of a mother, the
-matron of the Retreat, for the forwarding of mail or the convenience of
-any friends who might telephone about her or call to see her.
-
-The incidents of her days became the variation from morning confidence
-to evening despondency; of her nights, the discarding, under crush of
-the blackness, of one after another of her schemes for a second and
-more direct message. And, whether in the daytime or at night, a bark
-of the dog at an unaccustomed sound would rouse her to radiance--to
-heart-hammering joy; or his growling return to the tedium of his life
-would bring her back to heart-stilling disappointment. Either John had
-made no response to her appeal or the matron had failed to supply the
-address.
-
-Heavier upon her pressed thoughts of the power of her enemies. Where
-would her note lead Catherine Cabot if it chanced into the hands of her
-hirelings? What might not Seff reveal? How much might those omniscient
-detectives learn from their watch of John?
-
-So far Fate had conspired against her with a nice regard for every
-detail. She became possessed by the pertinent query: Why should _she_
-expect the mind of Fate to change?
-
-Any question over the advisability of telephoning Rufus Holt was
-answered by her inability to go out in search of a booth. Just
-before one fevered dawn the idea of advertisement came and crowded
-out the sickening controversy over whether John or the matron was
-to blame. Why hadn’t that occurred to her before? In a return of
-expectation, she composed a “personal” that seemed to her adequately
-“covered”--recognizable only to him addressed. There was piquancy in
-the thought that the Press which had been her enemy should now serve
-her as a friend. Fortunate that she knew which of the morning papers he
-was accustomed to read with care--doubly fortunate that there still was
-enough left of her hoard to pay for a single notice.
-
-The poor-spirited landlady looked especially pessimistic over the
-errand on which she was asked to go, any chance of a reward depending
-upon its success. Her new tenant was likely to be a great deal of
-trouble, she anticipated aloud, and she never before had been reduced
-to taking dogs. Had not the room been so long vacant, she would not
-have considered the pair of them. She suspected, moreover, from the
-things they were doing without, that they had about reached the limit
-of their wherewithal. However, none could say but what she always
-looked on the bright side of things and she’d do her best about getting
-all the display the money would buy for the personal.
-
-Dolores’ confidence increased after the old woman had gone. Such doubts
-as crowded in, she exorcised with the reminder that her advertisement
-would have succeeded or failed in one day’s time. Often in the past she
-had deplored the fact that the marvelous output of the press should die
-in a day; now she rejoiced in the fact. By to-morrow he would have come
-or--But she would not--dared not face the alternative.
-
-That night her baby was born.
-
-The old woman did what she had time for and the charity doctor
-stayed a while. Afterward, Dolores must have sunk into a state of
-semi-consciousness--must have slept or dozed away the time, for she
-roused to incredulity on being told that it was noon of the next day.
-
-Two other facts penetrated her listlessness. The life of that day’s
-_Times_ must soon be spent and her child was a girl.
-
-Suppose he did not come. That meant that another girl-child was
-fatherless. Already, in the world’s opinion, she would be accounted
-worse than motherless.
-
-As before, time became merely a variation of hope and despondency....
-What was that? Surely, an Airedale bred to watchfulness would not grow
-so excited had he not recognized a step or voice!... But no, he was
-a silly dog, silly and extremely bored. He and she, too, must have
-imagined the step and the voice.
-
-A girl, their babe--a hapless, little human, who was not to inherit
-even such paternal affection and care as could be spared from poppy
-paste. Another girl she had brought into a world which had no justice
-for unprotected girls.... Perhaps, if he did not come, it would be
-best that their baby be spared the learning of life--the humiliations,
-the disillusionments, the death-stab of love that lied.... Since he
-had not come, love _must_ have lied. Both her messages would not have
-gone astray. There was significance in this second failure. Too late
-to protect her from his weakness had come his strength. If he did not,
-_would_ not come----
-
-She must be very ill; must have dozed off a while--that is, if the old
-woman told the truth about night having come again.... Likely she _had_
-told the truth, for the room was quite dark, except for the one dim
-gas-jet lit in the old-fashioned chandelier.
-
-The landlady had come in to say that she wanted the room as soon as
-Dolores was able to get about. A refined adult--a single gentleman--had
-enquired about it that day. Mrs. Trevor should remember her saying from
-the first that she never took in dogs or babies. She knew what babies
-were--just one sick spell after another. And she had no space in the
-back-yard for regular laundry. She was a kind-hearted woman and honest
-about her bargains, the Lord knew. But she had herself to think of and
-the other folks in the house. She wasn’t one to worry a fellow woman
-sick-a-bed, but the gent had said he would stop in the morning for
-his answer. Naturally, she would need to name the exact day he could
-come. Her soft heart always had been her worst enemy, but business was
-business.
-
-After the old woman had dismalled herself out, Dolores’ gaze again
-strayed to the gas-jet. The turned-down flame fascinated her and
-seemed to make a light in her mind. It flickered an answer to the
-embarrassing question of when she could give over the room.... What
-time was it now?... Nine o’clock.... The day that was the life of a
-news sheet was long since done....
-
-There were three jets to the chandelier. It wasn’t going to take
-long. Already she was affected by the fumes. The dog was sniffing
-suspiciously, whining protest....
-
-“A life for a life,” she told him unfeelingly, thinking of Jack,
-the only one who ever had loved without harming her. But then--the
-Airedale, after all, had not asked Jack’s life any more than she had
-asked her mother’s.... She arose, tottered to the door, took him by the
-nape of the neck and thrust him into the pure air of the hall.
-
-Fortunately the babe was too young to realize or complain; would never
-know about life--never know. Dolores held the small form to her heart
-and shuddered anew over what life might have meted out to so tiny and
-helpless a creature.
-
-“There is the mark of the seal they call the signet of Solomon,” she
-mumbled through the dark to the chandelier. “There are to will and
-to have your will. There are your social ideas, your excesses, your
-pleasures that end in death----”
-
-Who was it had reminded her of Maupassant not so very long ago?
-Oh, yes.... That night.... What, indeed, was folly but “a riotous
-expenditure of will”?... He had not seemed a man to shirk the
-obligations of his folly--John Cabot--that night. Yet he had not
-come.... So tender he had seemed in his madness for her; so willing to
-deny himself; so determined to consider her. He had made her realize
-the happiness which she and Jack had tried to learn from a bird....
-Still, where now--happiness?... And God--where was God?
-
-Who was bending over her?... Amor--could that be the gallant love-lad,
-so broken and so gaunt? Had he come to mock her?... And was it
-Innocentia clinging, peaked and weeping, to his hand?
-
-Sorry comforters, the two. Their visit distressed her more than the
-nauseous fumes from the jets.
-
-There were Vincent Seff and Mary Hutton, now. Why were they still
-together?... Strange that whichever died first, the other would be
-there, attentive to the end lest the fear of God overcome the fear of
-man in a death-bed repentance.... They could be sure of each other’s
-company to the end.... Hate, then, bound people closer than love....
-Love? How lonely was love!
-
-“I never--knew God, but I knew--you. Why--_why_ hast
-thou--forsaken--me?”
-
-The gasp was wrung from her stress of body and soul. In the darkness
-and the aloneness it quavered heartbrokenly upward with her thought of
-John Cabot.
-
-Then she remembered the lady she had admired in the railway station,
-long, long ago--the lady who had sneezed. She hadn’t made the
-usual fuss about it; had just leaned out and done it, neatly and
-composedly.... What was human life but a sneeze? Birth was the warning;
-youth the preparation; life the sniffing and death the wiping of eyes.
-After death perhaps one settled back into composure.... The lady had
-proved a good example in so many crises of her life. It was well to
-have remembered her in death.... She must make no fuss; must do it
-neatly and composedly.
-
-She threw back her head; set her lips hard; breathed deep and long ...
-deep and long ... deep and long....
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXII
-
- “_A woman clothed with the sun, and the moon under her feet and upon
- her head a crown of twelve stars. And she, being with child, cried,
- travailing in birth and pained to be delivered._”
-
-
-The girl-shade heard the words intoned in _mezzo voce_. At the door
-of the throne-room she paused, loath to enter the next scene of the
-co-star piece. All the day following the completion of her story of
-earth she had lain within her chamber, in a state of narcosis, varied
-only by the dull ache of dread. All day she had expected the summons
-which now had come, that she appear before the King. Through the
-séances she had done her best; had whipped her spirit as a slave-seller
-might have lashed some modest, naked body on the block. She had come
-for the reckoning. If so be it she had met the royal expectations,
-her reward would be that lowest high office yet assigned in Greater
-Gehenna--She-Destroyer of Womankind. If she had failed----
-
- “_And the dragon stood before the woman which was ready to be
- delivered, for to devour her child as soon as it was born._”
-
-Again the deep intonations. Glancing into the blaze of light which
-had confused her eyes after her approach through the dim, winding
-corridors, Dolores saw a tall figure in the full effect of male evening
-attire on earth, with back toward her and gestures directed into one of
-the mercurized walls.
-
-Her hesitation was mastered by surprise. Even on closer view, she
-scarcely could believe that this superb copy of the men of Earth indeed
-was His Satanic Majesty. His hair, formerly pompadoured to conceal his
-horns, was clipped, parted on one side and slicked back, the indices
-of power evidently razored close. The auburn Vandyke which had been
-inseparable from her concept of him was the more noticeable now for
-its absence. In its place, a smile whose charm would have been hard to
-describe clothed the well-sculped lips.
-
-The lines and color of His Highness’ costume adhered to what she
-knew was “latest” form--all except his tie. That was of a red which
-vividly reminded her of that Justice Roscoe Strang, whose independence
-of judicial precedent had been suggested by a like daring note in
-otherwise sombre dress.
-
-“Ah, sweet Grief,” he saluted her. “I feel indebted to you for the
-basic idea of my sermon on ‘The Service of Suicide.’ You’ve caught
-me at a rehearsal. I was just reading my text, ‘To Hell with the
-Ill-Begot.’ We mustn’t overlook the propaganda out of the mouths of
-babes and sucklings in our new Drive of Destruction, eh?”
-
-“Mustn’t we?” she evaded wretchedly.
-
-“Come, cheer down! Did my mere mention of a sermon make you pull the
-doleful face of the average religionist in church? You haven’t said how
-you like my style to-night. Am I not beautiful and _à la mode_?”
-
-He appeared to be in an unusually amiable mood. A turn or two he took
-around her, evidently to note the reflection on her face as well as in
-the mirror.
-
-“Is it possible----” in sudden suspicion he peered at her--“that you
-don’t like me razored?”
-
-“You look--very well.”
-
-“I look--‘very well.’” He aped her effortful tone. “Didst note her
-burst of enthusiasm? In gratitude, she’s not so different from the rest
-of womankind. What one of them ever realized that a man would rather
-remove a mountain from the physiognomy of the earth than the beard from
-his face? As for the horns from his head!”
-
-“But really, I do like it--very well indeed!”
-
-“‘Very well indeed’!” Satan threw out his hands in a farcical gesture
-of despair. “What man who shaves his beard to please a woman ever
-really pleases her?”
-
-“To please me, Your Lowness?”
-
-“Sin’s idea. That silhouette you drew of your pet philanthropist shows
-you to have preconceived ideas of the looks of latter-day devils. I
-haven’t spent centuries catering to human preconceptions for nothing.
-Presto, even John Cabot’s crime toward you is no blacker than my
-cut-faced clothes! My tie is a bit off--that is _on_--color, as it
-were. But I notice that no man is held accountable for his taste in
-cravats. Maybe I _was_ dressed like a character part.”
-
-With the frank self-appreciation of a husband who has just been
-hectored into an evening suit by his wife, he turned for a critical
-survey of her appearance.
-
-“Glad to see you looking fit to go out with me,” he approved. “I have
-planned to take you to a show.”
-
-“To hear you preach?” She put the assumption rather eagerly. “I am
-so glad. I have hoped each night you would take me. Frequently when
-hearing you talk, I have wondered whether you would--whether you
-wouldn’t----”
-
-She faltered at his look of amazement.
-
-“If I wouldn’t just what, child?” he encouraged with all the unctuous
-kindliness of the Rev. Dr. Alexander Willard.
-
-“Wouldn’t teach me the Scriptures. You seem to know them by heart.”
-
-“By head, not by heart. There’s a difference, you know. Ingersoll knew
-them by head.” Satan’s chuckles began with contemplation of her idea.
-“Really, you are either the most naïve or the most intriguing of lost
-souls.”
-
-“But seriously,” she insisted.
-
-“Oh, _seriously_!” He laughed the more. “Well, seriously, my poor
-child, I’d advise you to remember the clay feet of the ‘Sporting
-Parson.’ Far be it from me to try to improve a perfectly bad mind. ‘The
-Little Book shall be in thy mouth sweet as honey, but shall make thy
-belly bitter.’ That’s one of my own handy, illiterate translations.
-M’lady, the carriage awaits. Time we were on our way.”
-
-He was pleased to drive her to the promised entertainment in his
-favorite Hawk. While drifting through the drab air of night in Gehenna,
-lit only by that “pale, abiding light” whose dynamo was beyond control
-of his electricians, he explained the kind of “show” to which he was
-escorting her. In it he was not to star, no. It was only a motion
-picture, but one in which he felt that she, as well as he, would take
-interest.
-
-They were to see, in fact, a picturization of certain unfinished
-details connected with her own career on earth, over which he, for one,
-felt curiosity. He had ordered the life-films to date of John Cabot
-brought from the supply house and cut to give a comprehensive exposé of
-a character that would refuse to heed the death cries of a girl whom,
-by the honor code of Earth, he was bound to protect. Satan himself had
-hit on an apt title, but had not previewed the picture and had left the
-sub-titling to his first fiend-scenarist. He hoped for an entertaining
-and regardless presentation.
-
-At the Devil’s Own Playhouse it was evident that the feature had
-been extensively billed. The capacity of the theater was taxed to
-standing-room when the King led his interesting guest into the royal
-box. Down over the billows of faces that waved back at their entrance,
-Dolores looked with pitying eyes. On a few was apathy; on more, fevered
-eagerness; on most, apprehension. The Sea of the Fear of Despair
-they were--a Dead Sea, indeed. She, too, soon was carried out toward
-its white-caps of hoping thoughts, caught in its undertow. This she
-realized from the emotion within herself which began with the curtain’s
-rise--the deeps of heartbreak disturbed by the high-winds of hope.
-
-The camera was said not to lie. If His Highness’ boasted topical review
-was bona-fide, some excuse might evolve for him who had refused to heed
-her call.
-
-The series of incidents unfolded upon the super-quick silver screen may
-most readily be grasped, perhaps, by a perusal of the working synopsis
-to which the master-director of Hell Films cut the production.
-
-
-THE TURN TURTLE
-
- HIS SATANIC MAJESTY
- Presents
- John Cabot
- In Facts from His Natural History
- Shown in Three Turns.
-
-(_On Screen_)
-
-The turn turtle is an insignificant reptile, great only in its
-cowardice. It never looks danger in the face, but at first alarm pulls
-in its head and scuddles away. Watch this one.
-
-Turtle enters slowly. Protrudes head. Looks around. Face changes
-to that of John Cabot. A pair of hands--recognizably Dolores
-Trent’s--appear. Stretch toward turtle. Face shows fright. Head
-withdraws into shell. Turtle crawls off.
-
-(_On Screen_)
-
-
-THE FIRST TURN
-
-John Cabot enters his Broad Street office. Seats himself at desk. Goes
-through pile of letters in weary manner. Stops to study one.
-
-(_Show, in Dolores’ Handwriting--Envelope of Dolores’ note, with
-“Personal” underscored and the return address of Retreat for Wayward
-Girls in corner._)
-
-John interrupted by arrival of Rufus Holt who looks worried, but tries
-to cheer up when John asks about Dolores. Attorney assures John:
-
-(_Insert_) “_Miss Trent is comfortably settled at a shore resort, as
-well and happy as can be expected until matters are settled._”
-
-With a gesture John asks Holt to wait until he has finished his mail.
-Again takes up Dolores’ letter. Is unfolding enclosure when Catherine,
-in street costume, enters. She shows amused surprise at Holt’s
-presence, but insists that he remain when he attempts to leave.
-
-She takes chair which John places for her. From her purse produces a
-ticket which she offers for his inspection.
-
-(_Show--Transportation on Trans-Atlantic Blimp._)
-
-At John’s surprise, Catherine offers plaintive explanation:
-
-(_Insert_) “_In two weeks I am going abroad as a sort of memorial to
-Jackie--to help mother the war orphans over there._”
-
-John studies her coldly, taps forefinger on desk as replies:
-
-(_Insert_) “_Another of your trick trips! Well, Europe is not far
-these days. A radiogram, a quick flight home and better luck with your
-suit-for-absolute next time--perhaps._”
-
-Catherine affects sadness at his suspicion. Droops toward him over
-desk with reproachful, luring smile. Seems about to weep. Feels for
-’kerchief. Drops eyelids. Is able to read Dolores’ envelope. Picks it
-up. Studies it. Sneers:
-
-(_Insert_) “_What a heart you have for wayward girls! Is this a love
-letter or a dun?_”
-
-Ends interview with steady stare of suspicion at Holt, who stands
-nervously beside a window.
-
-When Catherine has gone, John settles his own wonder on subject.
-
-(_Show in Dolores’ handwriting--“Soon a rosebud will open its petals
-to the world. I may not stay to care for it. I depend on you._”)
-
-John turns upon Holt. Without explaining, accuses him of perfidy. Holt
-departs, depressed by their danger of exposure.
-
-John calls a taxi. Drives at once to the Retreat. Is putting his query
-to the matron when Vincent Seff emerges from room marked “Private.”
-Mutual recognitions instant. Seff does the lofty philanthropic. In
-answer to John’s demands claims to know nothing of Miss Trent except
-that duty forced him to eject her from Home the previous day.
-
-Matron tries to proffer her information, but is cut short by Seff, who
-assures her aside:
-
-(_Insert_) “_It is for the girl’s best good that we throw this
-blood-hound off the scent. Trust my judgment._”
-
-Matron retires from scene without giving address. Seff, with
-exaggerated courtesy draped over his triumph and sneers, shows John the
-door.
-
-John drives at once to a detective agency. There, with hard-suppressed
-impatience, he retains them to find the girl he had not known was lost.
-Suggests:
-
-(_Insert_) “_Comb all the taxi and express stands in the vicinity,
-grill the matron of the Retreat and shadow Seff._”
-
-Scene shifts to hallway outside Dolores’ room. Aged landlady emerges.
-Puts on spectacles. Reads advertisement entrusted to her.
-
-(_On Screen in Dolores’ Handwriting_)
-
- _Wasted_
-
- _Unless you come to me at once._
- _979 East 17th Street._
-
-Counts money given for its insertion. Departs kitchen-ward. Mutters:
-
-(_Insert_) “_Money’s a sure thing. This ad. ain’t. I owe something to
-myself and sure, so does she._”
-
-As days pass John is tortured by alternate hope and disappointment.
-Detectives make reports, but nothing comes of their search. He grows
-haggard and desperate.
-
-Catherine comes again to office with an appeal to his patriotism.
-Expresses herself as shocked by change in him. Gets generous check for
-her proposed philanthropy abroad. Suggests sarcastically:
-
-(_Insert_) “_Better join me in this sail overseas. With your money and
-your sympathy for waywardness, you’d find a lot to do in demoralized
-Europe._”
-
-John scorns even to refuse. Once outside office, Catherine seeks a
-telephone booth. Gets her own detective agency. Orders extra close
-watch on husband’s movements.
-
-(_On Screen_)
-
-
-THE SECOND TURN
-
-At his club John finds himself distracted. Cannot listen to
-conversation of friends. Seeks office. Over telephone gets the usual
-assurance from his detective that “something” is about to happen.
-Decides to wait at office. Looks at desk calendar.
-
- (_Show--October 31, date of Dolores’ death._)
-
-John paces floor through terrible night. Imagines forms of Amor and
-Innocentia pleading with him. Sees reproachful face of Jack peering at
-him from the shadows. Curses past weakness and present impotency.
-
-The while, in bedroom at Cabot town-house, Catherine sleeps. Smiles
-like innocent child in her guilty dreams.
-
-Dolores’ landlady arises from sound slumber. Goes about her sordid
-tasks. Smells gas. Traces it. Airedale is on guard outside tenant’s
-door. Landlady entices him away with bit of meat from kitchen below.
-Breaks into room. Makes startling discovery. Mother and babe dead upon
-the bed. Her first thought after turning off gas is for meter. Reads
-it. Gets greatly excited.
-
-In kitchen landlady retrieves Dolores’ advertisement and money for
-payment. On consideration, decides that best chance of getting bill
-paid by a dead tenant lies in possible live answer to the ad. Goes to
-_Times_ office on belated errand. Proffers “personal.”
-
-(_On Screen_)
-
-In this wise--and only one day late--the “Personal” of Dolores Trent
-appears.
-
-In office of afternoon newspaper veiled ad. catches eye of sub-editor.
-
-(_On Screen in Print_)
-
- _Wasted_
-
- _Unless you come to me at once._
- _979 East 17th Street._
-
-Editor calls reporter, who goes to East Side address.
-
-John emerges from club with copy of _Times_ under arm. At curb buys
-copies of two other newspapers. As gets into limousine, lets one--the
-_Times_--fall into mud.
-
-(_On Screen_)
-
-As usually happens, the “Personal” is not read by the person for whom
-intended.
-
-John glances at fallen paper regretfully. As cab starts, turns to
-financial pages of other paper.
-
-Up street wind drives copy of _Times_. Blows it open.
-
-(_On Screen in Print_)
-
- _Wasted_
-
- _Unless you come to me at once._
- _979 East 17th Street._
-
-Hoof of dray horse stamps out legibility of printed words.
-
-(_On Screen_)
-
-Well it is for the solving of mysteries that the public need not depend
-upon the mysterious ways of detective agencies.
-
-Reporter finds East Seventeenth Street address. Frightens landlady
-with questions about ad. Persuades her to let him into Dolores’ room.
-Recognizes face of notorious girl. Emerges under thrill of a “beat.”
-
-Rewrite man in evening newspaper office takes discovery over telephone.
-Rattles sensational story through typewriter and composing room into
-print.
-
-In another office an un-wise old “owl” of John’s detective agency gets
-start from headlines of latest edition.
-
-(_On Screen in Print_)
-
- _Dolores Trent a Suicide
- Goes to End by Gas
- Takes Birthling for Company._
-
-Agency chief shows himself capable of real speed after things have
-been detected for him. Makes for John’s office. Must prepare employer
-for shock, he declares. They have found the girl, although dead. The
-address is John’s only demand. It is supplied without reference to
-newspaper. He hastens there.
-
-Pessimistic landlady will let none except authorities into bedroom
-until bills are paid.
-
-(_Insert_) “_It uses up a sight of gas to kill a woman grown and a
-healthy baby._”
-
-John crushes green-backs into her hand and strides into room.
-
-Upon bed lies dead girl.
-
- (_On Screen_)
-
-With backthrown silken hair her mourning veil, all smileless in death
-as she had been through life, she clasps to her breast the clay of his
-child and hers, of whose existence a detective had told him. “Grief to
-Men” at last teaches one man the acme of grief.
-
-John bends over her. His lips move.
-
-(_Insert_) “_I have murdered what I love. Can you forgive?_”
-
-Sinks to knees beside bed. Lays face in her hair. Shudders in agony of
-regret.
-
-THE THIRD TURN
-
-(_On Screen_)
-
-The digit of death points back to the divorce case of Cabot vs. Cabot.
-
-In imposing room of Bar Association, Rufus Holt stands trial for his
-professional life. Is charged with having thrown the first divorce case
-he ever lost. Faces of jury of brother lawyers grow contemptuous when
-prosecutor sums up evidence against him--his visit to Judge Strang’s
-apartment with Cabot co-respondent, as reported by elevator man, later
-protectorate of girl and payment of her bills, as proved by florist and
-manager of up-town hotel, and continued friendship with John Cabot. Now
-suicide of girl and death of infant conceived during period of sojourn
-in philanthropist’s home clinches case.
-
-Holt to be formally disbarred. Is broken by disgrace and denied
-friendship of man for whom he took risk. Leaves trial room.
-
-(_On Screen_)
-
-Mrs. Cabot finds a new use for “blimps.”
-
-In her quarters at Cabot town-house, Catherine and maid are engaged in
-packing trunks. Two society friends announced. Shown into disordered
-suite. Ask questions. Is it true, as papers say, that Mrs. Cabot is
-going to make trans-Atlantic flight? Catherine gives laughing assurance:
-
-(_Insert_) “_I’ve always enjoyed being first, my dears. I guess I am
-first to fly from unpleasant notoriety. It will be a joy-ride, as my
-new lawyer is sure of winning my reopened suit._”
-
-(_On Screen_)
-
- DUST TO DUST
-
-
-Beside grave of Trevor Trent, jovial digger finishes double task.
-Enters auto hearse, followed by single limousine. John steps from
-car as coffin is lowered. Carries arm-load of roses. Holds face
-emotionless. Tears off handful of rose petals. Scatters them into
-grave. Lips move.
-
-(_Insert_) “_God teach me that nothing is wasted. God grant that
-nothing is wasted._”
-
-As he turns away, with last offices performed, is halted and questioned
-by reporter who first published news of Dolores’ death. John at first
-refuses to answer. Shows deep thought, then inspiration.
-
-(_Insert_) “_You may say that I am sailing for Europe in the
-trans-Atlantic blimp. Yes, with Mrs. Cabot._”
-
-Reporter stands astonished. Stares.
-
-(_On Screen_)
-
-That John Cabot deserves his reputation for shrewdness is the
-news-hound’s thought. So that is his latest scheme for protecting the
-name of the Trent girl--to stop the possible reopening of his wife’s
-suit by flying abroad with her, Whether she wants him or not!
-
-(_Cut Back_) Turtle appears. Protrudes head. Sees appealing hands.
-Withdraws head. Turns. Scuddles away.
-
-
-THE END
-
-(_Passed by Board of Censure_)
-
-HELL FILMS
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIII
-
-
-For minutes after the lights had flashed over The Devil’s Own, the two
-in the royal box sat gazing at the flat silver surface so recently
-deep with the shadows and high-lights of life as lived on Earth.
-Neither noticed that the dead sea of faces below was enlivened by
-recognition of the King’s favorite before it ebbed away beneath the
-balcony. Neither heard the swish of whispers that passed from wave to
-wave--gossip retailed from court, vilified innuendo, speculation over
-the Belialic intent in entertaining the lately arrived star of the
-piece with her death’s aftermath.
-
-In truth, both host and guest were self-absorbed in emotion roused by
-the play, but emotion quite antipodal. His shaved face showed plainly
-his astonishment; worked with his darkling rage. Hers lifted roofward
-a glory that so outshone the super-lighted dome as to suggest the
-far-distant source of that radiance which no Avernian device might dim.
-
-“It was not what I expected--the picture,” Satan remarked, with ominous
-restraint. “The titling was good, but the plot didn’t fit. The damned
-turn-turtle didn’t turn!”
-
-Dolores was too charged with an inspired decision to realize his
-displeasure. She turned to him; stretched out her hand; touched his arm.
-
-“You said you could put me in spiritual connection with the women of
-Earth,” she reminded him. “Could you also with men--with John?”
-
-“And why, pray, with John?”
-
-The cruelty of the smile which had been so charming awhile back should
-have warned her, but she must have been blinded by that light from
-within.
-
-“Didn’t you see how he suffered from self-reproach? Don’t you realize
-that he still is suffering?” She sighed in her voice of sad winds.
-“Surely you gathered from the picture that all those age-long minutes
-of the time I died from doubt, he still loved me--that he loves me now?
-I want to implore his forgiveness.”
-
-Her smile, timid from its rarity, strained to disappear, although she
-tried to hold it.
-
-“I’ve done my best to please you,” she wheedled nervously. “Won’t you
-do this for me--just free my spirit for one short hour by the time of
-Earth?”
-
-“So! You’d rather go back to that puny mortal than on and on--with me?”
-
-“Oh, but I’ll come back, and go on and on so cheerfully! I give you my
-word,” she assured him. “I’ll do everything I can for you. Just grant
-me the hour. It’s not the fraction of a second to you. You say that you
-never have cared for anyone. Yet you boast of your imagination. Can’t
-you imagine what it is really to care? Won’t you even try?”
-
-“I might do that.” He eyed her. “I might try.”
-
-All the drive home his manner was detached. He did not repulse her
-gratitude for his grudging consideration of her request. Neither did he
-explain that he was trying to imagine what “caring” would be like--but
-trying through jealousy, its crudest mood.
-
-“I will tell you--well, afterward,” he said, on bidding her “sleep
-light” within Apollyon Palace.
-
-“After what?”--she.
-
-“That I don’t know myself as yet,” he snapped.
-
-Afterward--if only we could know the afterward before!
-
-She slept light. And through the next day her regret increased that
-she had not dared his wrath and demanded a definite period to her
-suspense. Feelings unwontedly rebellious filled her that she must wait
-to know--rather, that John must wait.
-
-Over the babe--their babe--she crooned her hope. To Adeline she
-whispered her apprehension. Something in the hard, planning look of the
-unfair fiend, in his superiority to any attempt at cleverness, in his
-abstraction even while listening to compliments over his driving----
-
-_When_ was afterward?
-
- * * * * *
-
-Satan, too, asked himself questions through that day.
-
-A far busier leader than any king or president of Earth, since he
-had the evil of all nations to direct, he yet found time from his
-activities to remember the boomerang blow to himself of last night’s
-“show.”
-
-His chamber of state glowed as with St. Elmo’s fire, while he
-lightning-flashed his orders through infinity, defying the “static” of
-Earth and Heaven and the void between. Piteously he drove his Minions
-of Malice toward the consummation of crimes unique or foul enough to
-merit his supervision. No measurement exists to compute the watts of
-energy required to transmit the royal will in this orgy of action. But
-what did he care that the Gehennan sun was dimmed by the draught until
-it looked a mere balloon?
-
-As the artificial daylight went into eclipse, greener grew the color
-of the Satanic mood--a hard green, mixed from the yellow of chagrin
-and the blue-black of rage. He felt as mean as a son-in-law. It did
-not help in the slightest to have Old Original commiserate him on the
-projection of a picture which had shown his rival running true; no
-more did that unworthy’s impious request that he be appointed royal
-previewer of all future films. Even the minister’s report on the entire
-success of a particularly contemptible political coup which he had
-devised for the postponement of that good will toward men threatened in
-the “Little Book” did not long divert him.
-
-At length, consigning the rest of the day’s deviltry to various fiend
-aides, the Author of Evil forced his mind to concentrate on the vital
-question evolved from last night. How best might mortal pusillanimity
-be revealed to the rose-goggled eyes of true love?
-
-Through the mood which he had been suffering since the fiasco of his
-“evening out,” he recognized violent tendencies within himself which
-made him feel, more than ever before, his power to devise and inflict
-suffering. In this case, however, violence would not do; would destroy
-what he wished to create. With meticulous delicacy he must handle this
-mind feminine if he hoped to pluck therefrom its dearest idealization.
-
-What can the heart of woman not forgive? He asked himself and
-considered, one by one, many answers.
-
-“_I_ never could forgive infidelity!”
-
-At that loudest and oftenest cry of the wives of the world the
-malignant lips curled. “_Never?_” Yet most did forgive who found it
-advisable so to do.
-
-“Liquor? I _couldn’t_ endure that kind of a beast.”
-
-But which martyr-wife exchanged her drunken lord except for a better
-fate?
-
-“Dishonesty? I _wouldn’t_ live with a man I didn’t respect.”
-
-Wouldn’t she? Then why were the jail-gates draped with weeping faces
-and stretching arms--why the late-life efforts to “live it down” of the
-work-wasted woman and the husband who had served out his time?
-
-Never? Couldn’t? Wouldn’t? What the heart of woman cannot forgive is
-what she has not been called upon to forgive. The libertine’s lady
-might just as well have learned to endure shame through ebriety, the
-drunkard’s dupe through lechery.
-
-What type of man, then, does the mind of woman most despise? A
-villain? Scarcely, when the worst are loved the best. A traitor, a
-weakling, a failure? For the lowest of these, pardons are plead. Upon
-them, regenerating love is poured. What--_what_ to her is the sin
-unpardonable?
-
-With eyes closed against possible distractions, Satan rough-shadowed
-the suspects of his thoughts. And just when his mind seemed emptied of
-ideas, he had it.
-
-Of course. _Of course._ A caught coward was what she could not forgive,
-woman. He would star one earthling for benefit of his spirit-mate in
-a play of cowardice. “Afterward”? After he was through, she scarcely
-would press her request.
-
-From their Limbian “Information” he inquired the name of the personal
-devil of John Cabot. Upon learning that an imp named Okeh attended the
-banker, he demanded instant connection by wireless telephone. This
-he got with a promptness that might be commended to the attention of
-mortal systematizers.
-
-“That you, Okeh?” he asked. “I hear that you’re responsible for the
-evil impulses of a Mr. John Calvin Cabot.... You speak as if you
-were proud of the fact. You needn’t be.... What say?... But I have a
-perfectly bad right to insult you.... A chance at me is just what I’m
-going to give you--a chance to prove your efficiency. I want the Cabot
-program for the immediate future. Quick, now. I am not used to waiting.”
-
-Amid sulphuric anathemas at his informant, Satan noted the report.
-Sailing for Europe in half an hour on a trans-Atlantic air-liner, was
-he? And enemy wife, all unknowing as yet, was blimping it along? In the
-old nick of time, as usual, was he to wish the undevoted couple _mal
-voyage_. So the Marquis d’Elie, too, was to be on board? After all, the
-“Turn Turtle” must think more of the Trent girl’s battered reputation
-than of his own pleasure.
-
-If the big blimp was to sail in a few minutes, what was Mr. Cabot
-doing in the morasses of Brooklyn, only half way to the flying field?
-The agate-eyed personal devil was ready with explanations. The
-gentleman’s wife was reopening a suit for divorce on the strength of
-an illegitimate child whom circumstantial evidence proved to be his.
-The air trip was to celebrate all but the actual verdict in her favor.
-Cabot had started late that he might board at the last moment, thereby
-giving her an unhappy surprise. His car unfortunately had run into a
-jam around an open-air evangelist--a sensational religionist who was
-enthralling crowds everywhere, the Rev. Dr. Alexander Willard by name.
-
-Scarcely could Satan restrain his risibilities. What a contretemps!
-Here was the deposed divine, forced to the Free Church of Outdoors by
-the siren Grief, with his eloquence delaying her last victim’s flight
-from the scandal she had brought upon him. How delightfully diabolic!
-
-For sake of his own recent experiment at popularizing the once tedious
-sermon, His Augustness had Okeh short-mouth for him certain of
-“Nimrod’s” shots.
-
-“I used to hunt birds and beasts. Now I hunt the hearts of men. God
-is my guide, Hallelujah! So what care I that I am shut out from the
-temples of those who call themselves the righteous? The world is too
-small a church for me. Through the tall timbers of humanity I hunt
-immortal souls. Look out for me, you quaking quail of a woman! Look
-out for me, you running rabbit of a man! You can’t escape me through
-the underbrush of your hypocrisy. I don’t miss, once I take aim.
-Hallelujah, I am gunning for _you_!”
-
-Lest the imp mistake his dishonest amusement, Satan cut off the report.
-“Enough of that irreverent stuff. Listen carefully now to instructions
-from the First and Last. That liner likely will wait for a man of
-Cabot’s importance. See that you get aboard with him. You’re to
-closer-than-a-brother him through an opportunity for inciting cowardice
-which will present itself. While he sleeps insinuate into his mind
-a terror of death by falling and by drowning. Strengthen his primal
-appetence of self-protection. This is the last chance you get with me.
-If you fail to make an arrant coward of this man you’ll find yourself
-out of a deviling job for death. I am busy now, as you’d better be. A
-bad afternoon to you!”
-
-The Regent of Reversals was “on terms” with the elements, as with all
-forces for evil through good. On hearing that calm had been planned for
-the high-seas, he discarded the idea of a marine storm.
-
-Always had his worst results been obtained through natural causes.
-Indeed, he had come to pride himself that no cause was _too_ natural
-for him. Particularly did he dislike, for reasons of his own, to
-interfere with a rainbow, it being a symbol to him that the Earth would
-not be destroyed by water. Since he had only fire as a weapon he would
-be in a bad fix if the coup ultimate should be sprung upon him with
-water power. Of course, the coup wasn’t to be sprung, not if he could
-forestall it, but even yet he was wracked by unrighteous rage every
-time he recalled Noah’s Flood. That time, he had been about as powerful
-as a case of dynamite--_soaked_. One decent thing about the Great-I-Am
-was that He never forgot a promise. One could count upon a rainbow,
-once one saw it. And Satan was “counting.”
-
-Upon the single great indestructible under his control he must depend
-to vary the monotony of a placid sea. Never had the three single-eyed
-Cyclopeans of mythology failed to serve his purposes. Lightning Flash,
-Thunderbolt and Rolling Thunder would advance his scheme.
-
-Motivation and “natural causes” arranged, he sent a peremptory summons
-for the Prime Minister and to him detailed instructions in the duties
-of a proxy escort. An hour before dawn Sin was to awaken the Royal
-Entertainer and conduct her straightway to the stadium of the Ball of
-Life. That “best bubble” of infernal invention was to entertain her by
-picturing some interesting Earth events as they occurred.
-
-“I shall not fail Your Damnity,” the old toady assured him.
-
-“Better not,” was all Satan said as he finger-flashed his First
-Emissary of Evil out the royal suite.
-
-His Master Crier was called; told to issue a general invitation to the
-forthcoming spectacle; warned that the stadium must be filled to its
-last seat, despite the unconventional hour. Not until this sop to his
-vanity had been applied, did His Lowness close the “office” and himself
-depart.
-
-With the failure of his past-tense picture-play in mind, he betook
-himself to the stadium and preparations for this greatest and latest
-show under Earth. There must be no miscues about a performance upon
-which depended the success of that “experiment” inspired by Dolores’
-earth-tales of joys, as well as griefs to men. He would make his own
-tests of the complicated apparatus, although the plant had not failed
-him since installation.
-
-To establish that the Ball of Life functioned properly was his first
-concern. Giving it a turn, he watched the reflector pool for shadows.
-When the shimmering prisms of the mercury-like pond had been quieted,
-he was rewarded by an intimate look at a naval review somewhere on the
-China Sea, within focus of which the overhung ball had chanced to stop.
-
-The finder he next put to test. This instrument, of graduated tubes
-like those of a monster telescope, controlled the lenses of the
-all-seeing ball. At will, he caused it to pick up this scene and that,
-finally locating the dirigible which was to be the central figure of
-the forthcoming event, as it tossed on waves of air above the Atlantic.
-
-Closer attention did he give to the aurograph, a practicable
-device worked out to supplement the spectroscope, which combined
-on an enormous scale the principles of the radio-telephone and the
-phonograph. Back of the stadium, well out of way of the suspended
-ball, the antennæ--an elaborate network of wires--were suspended by
-metal-like balloons. These were insulated from Gehenna, except for the
-central converging wires, which led to multi-power generators. Upon a
-huge sounding board were the messages received, thence communicated to
-the stadium by annunciators. The tuning of this masterpiece of etheric
-control occasioned Satan some concern, but finally was accomplished to
-his satisfaction.
-
-Back on the control platform, surrounded by his technical chiefs, His
-Highness watched the stadium fill. As the appointed hour approached,
-he ran up the green walls which surrounded the terraced seats and from
-the pool flashed an order that all spectators adjust the small dynamos
-of the eye-shades with which they were provided on entering. He wished
-none to fail to see to the end the abasement of John Cabot.
-
-A moment he hesitated, then took up the telephone connected with the
-royal box. The lackadaisical voice of Old Original responded.
-
-“Dame Dolores in her place?”
-
-On being assured of that important fact, he turned to the Master
-Mechanic.
-
-“Step on the music!”
-
-Upon all ears burst an orchestration, The Song of the Sea. As surely
-did they hear it as though it had been carried hellward by the wind
-through shells, crevasses and metallic splinters. As by lutes and
-æeolean harps it was played, with crashes and staccato rumblings for
-bass.
-
-The drama of mortal cowardice, destined to turn into contempt a
-too-long-lasting love, was on.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIV
-
-
-Day lifts from her couch of mists to awaken betimes the Sea, her
-slumbering lord.
-
-Last evening he had ordered her from his presence, as usual ashamed
-that she should witness his embrace of that mistress of his passions,
-Night, who incites him to the blackest of his crimes. Yet this morning
-she tiptoes down to his vast chamber, pale and sleepy-eyed in her
-diaphanous _peignoir_, there to hover over him, eager and fearful to
-give the early call.
-
-Will he arise blustering, splash about in his bath and growl forenoon
-complaints at her until she can no longer smile--until she further
-angers him with tears? Or will his mood be equable? Will he respond to
-her sunny smiles and the sweet-zephyred nothings which she best knows
-to whisper in his ear?
-
-Amiable enough he looks. But then, amiability usually characterizes the
-sleep of his billowy sort of spouse. Subconsciously he must have heard
-her step, for he sighs, tosses restlessly and flings up shapeless arms
-as though to enfold her.
-
-Forgiveness flushes Day’s cheeks, her finger-tips, her dainty toes.
-Forgiveness is the power by which, through the blisses and tribulations
-of æons of their marital state, she has remained his dearest love and
-inspiration. It has kept her face fresh as when, in their infancy,
-the Great Minister made them one. It has enabled her to forget his
-brutalities of yesterday in the hope of kindness to-day.
-
-Never comes a morn without much for them to do. For him there are ships
-to be tided from shore to shore, flying things of the air to be cradled
-when in need of rest, myriads of monsters and minnows to be fed,
-shells, pearls and corals to fashion in his spare time. And she never
-rests from dawn to dark in her effort to keep the sky clear that she
-may smile something of her own vitality into all living things under
-her eye, be they fishes of the sea, fowl of the air, or man from the
-various islands which so irritate her irascible consort.
-
-All looks well for her now, unless----
-
-An over-shoulder glance she casts about the horizon. There is an
-ominous look over there, a somewhat darker speck against the banks of
-gray. Are her archest enemies, the trio of fire-eyed Cyclops, planning
-interference with the mercies of her upper air?
-
-No matter what portends, she must awaken her lord. Usually he scowls
-for hours should she be late about his call. Forcing a smile, she
-droops over him until, with bride-like ardor, she kisses him on the
-lips. A moment his watery eyes gaze into hers. Then he gulps from
-pleasure at the desirable sight of her; lurches toward her; makes a
-clutch at her scant draperies.
-
-But not for a moment does she allow herself to be caught to his moist,
-palpitant breast. Something immediate demands her attention. She
-makes excuse--a monster beetle without wings then appearing from the
-direction of land. With sweet-soft adjurations that her lazy old Sea
-fall not again into a doze, she hurries to meet and greet the gleaming
-thing.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Nothing had Dolores seen of the dirigibles of Earth, save far-up
-glimpses of those which occasionally passed over her New York. Now,
-with amaze, she noted the proportions of the air-liner which had
-intruded into the reflection of dawn at sea. In the wan light, it
-looked to surpass the largest ocean steamship she had seen and held its
-course steadily, as though its blunt nose were cleaving waves of water,
-rather than of atmosphere. Through the slow rise of the sun an idea of
-its speed was given.
-
-Silver-jacketed it was, cigar-shaped and massively concrete on its
-atmospheric track. Her credulity was taxed, however, to realize that
-this at which she gazed was no vision, such as that dreamed by Kipling
-in “The Night Mail,” but a scene of the moment in the mortal world.
-Actual as though she were watching from some anchored ship nearby were
-the colors of the wingless beetle and the very vaguest tints of water
-and sky.
-
-As the aluminum-painted envelope seemed about to pass from sight across
-the rim of the prismatic pool, some shift of the reflecting machinery
-refound it and gave a closer view. The deck was shown, studded with
-cabins and protected by shields of glass. Although lacking the width
-of the modern ocean vessel, it was comfortably roomy, to judge by the
-steamer chairs being placed about for late-sleeping passengers. As an
-assurance that this was no cinematograph picture, the sailor figures
-engaged did not move about with the artificial speed which so often
-discounts the realism of the film, but with that deliberation and
-casualness peculiar to the life which is realer than “reel.”
-
-“Some jump from the day when they flew wooden kites over oil engines,
-isn’t it?”
-
-At Sin’s question, the girl-shade glanced around into that map of
-malignity, his face. “Too wonderful almost to believe. In the air,
-truly, a man must feel like the monarch of all he surveys.”
-
-“Untruly, he _thinks_ he is.”
-
-The interruption came from behind. Turning, they saw that His Majesty
-had entered the box. His frown suggested nerve tension, rather than ill
-temper. His voice was oiled with triumph over the demonstration of his
-most unique invention. Nevertheless the accented word of his comment
-aroused in Dolores the uneasiness which had kept pace with them through
-his personally-conducted tour of Greater Gehenna.
-
-Directly on seating himself, he reached for the telephone. “Don’t
-waste all day on scenics. This is no travelogue. Get to the interiors!”
-
-Tapping the box-rail so impatiently that sulphurous spots glowed from
-the points of contact, he watched the pool. Dolores and the iniquitous
-escort on her other side awaited with interest the result of his
-command.
-
-Soon they were viewing a luxuriously appointed stateroom. The
-full-length brass bedstead was occupied by a sleeping man. His
-up-thrown, silk-clad arm concealed the lower part of his face, but his
-forehead and back-tossed hair showed clearly.
-
-“_John!_” The muffled exclamation escaped the girl-shade, half a sob,
-half a croon of joy.
-
-A vaguer male figure became discernible, seated near the head of the
-bed. Leaning over the pillow, he whispered to the man. Although his
-outlines developed somewhat to the gaze, he continued to lack the
-clarity of other objects about the cabin; impressed one more as a
-creature of the spirit than the flesh.
-
-The sleeper seemed to feel this insinuating presence. He turned as
-if in troubled dreams; covered his ears with his hands; drew away so
-stressfully that his head bumped a bedpost. He awakened; dazedly looked
-about; glanced at his watch; decided to arise.
-
-This evidently was a prefatory scene. There ensued an interval
-which Satan occupied with issuing detailed orders for the further
-manipulation of the great reflector. When the over-grown “blimp” again
-was mirrored in the pool, the lapse of time at once was manifest.
-Several passengers paced the deck and below breakfast was underway. In
-the lee of one of the cabins, a woman, richly clad in furs, was being
-tucked into her chair by a fur-coated man wearing a plaid cap.
-
-“D’Elie still with Catherine!” exclaimed Dolores with resentment.
-
-“And with John Cabot aboard. My latest in the infernal triangle,”
-His Highness pointed pridefully. “Note that they have foregone all
-pretense of the love-making that used to engage them, these two who are
-agreed to exchange a title for a dot when husband sees fit to dot the
-matrimonial dash.”
-
-Distress widened the spirit-girl’s eyes. “But the sanctity of
-marriage--have they never a thought for that?”
-
-“The sanctity of _what_?” He leered at Sin. “Our lady of many griefs
-to men to remind us of that! May she never lose her knack of amusing
-us!” He eyed her with an affectation of old-school sanctimony. “Alack,
-my poor child, the sanctity of marriage _ain’t_! And even if it were,
-these two wouldn’t wish their future relationship hampered by such an
-obsolete notion. He looks to be gassing about the gas of the dirigible,
-from the way he’s pointing above their heads. Manlike, he probably is
-trying to excite her admiration for his knowledge of how it is filled
-with helium contained in bags of gold-beater’s skin. Helium, permit me
-to inform you, is an idea that earthlings borrowed from the Sun. It is
-supposed to be an incombustible gas. Notice that the French bounder is
-smoking an after-breakfast cigar.”
-
-“And is it really safe?” Anxiety quickened Dolores’ voice.
-
-“_Really?_ Hast never been struck by the comparativeness of reality?
-Nothing is really real except eternal life and that doesn’t even
-_sound_ real.”
-
-Certainly Satan knew the value of pause. In silence he watched with
-them the shift of scene to where John Cabot, alone as a celebrity can
-be in a crowd of sycophantic fellow passengers, paced the deck. With
-John’s eyes, their own lifted to the air-liner’s Milky Way toward
-Europe, where a bank of clouds darkened the course.
-
-“Now for something doing”--Sin to Dolores. “Take a bet with me. Will
-they beat the storm or the storm beat them?”
-
-She, however, was intent on a repeated question: “You are sure, Your
-Lowness, that they are safe in trusting to helium?”
-
-“It is safe to say that they _think_ they are.”
-
-His reply was abstracted. After searching the scene intently, he turned
-again to the telephone. “I have keen long-distance eyes, trained to
-pierce the Plutonian shore, but I can’t see a blur of that imp Okeh. I
-must wireless him a reminder of where personal devils go that get too
-impersonal.”
-
-He spared an apology to Dolores. “Don’t be hurt if I look a bit
-absent-minded at times. You are so unselfish that you won’t, I am sure,
-when you remember how much other, if less fair, fiends, often need an
-inspiriting thought from me.”
-
-As the pilot drove the great dirigible straight at the sky-scowl
-contesting its right-of-way, the winds hurled at it bank after bank
-of inky clouds. Huddled against the blasts behind the forward wind
-glass, the fifty or more passengers showed with as many variations
-their heirship to the flesh. The beautiful Mrs. Cabot could be seen
-loosing the hold on her arm of her French suitor and staggering across
-the deck to where her husband stood apart. Despite his concerned look,
-he tried to reassure her. All showed relief when the captain appeared
-among them, his little daughter by the hand, and laughed at the idea of
-danger. His gestures pointed the fact that the storm was passing well
-over their trig craft.
-
-“Confident little monarchs of the air, eh?”
-
-Satan’s chuckle announced that his attention, too, was on the pool
-play. Before Dolores could formulate the plea commanded by her fears,
-he returned to the telephone with a curt command that increased her
-uneasiness.
-
-“Now, Cyclops, blast them with a look! Strike at the heart of their
-conceit. Show them the noncombustibility of helium. Punish them
-for flaunting the control of the Prince of the Power of the Air!
-Strike--_strike_!”
-
-He lurched back to the rail; with the interested minister and the
-dismayed girl-shade, leaned far out that he might miss no resultant
-detail of the electric storm due. And straightway, from out the tumbled
-mass of blackness flashed a three-forked streak of light. Directly at
-the great gas bag it struck; with each prong of the fork pierced the
-gold-beater’s skin. Next second, from three of the separated safety
-compartments, fluttered fiery flags.
-
-Wounded, the great beetle strove on against the odds of flames licking
-its envelope body with avid tongues. Soon the captain realized the
-futility of any race against time along the unmarked course of the
-upper air. The powerful engines stopped. The propellers ceased to
-revolve. The liner wavered in mid-air, as shown when the streamers of
-smoke ceased to trail out behind and gradually straightened toward the
-cloud bank.
-
-No slightest move was made to fight the fire above. Evidently an order
-to abandon ship had been passed. Officers and crew busied themselves
-with such life-saving apparatus as had been provided against so
-unlikely a contingency. Gas was turned into the baby blimps carried by
-the dirigible in lieu of life-boats. Outward they were swung.
-
-On deck the hapless humans could be seen struggling toward posts of
-vantage, fighting back their dearest and best, forgetting to pray in
-the panic of this conflagration a thousand feet above the comparative
-safety of the sea. A refractory engine might have been coped with. An
-explosion of the hydrogen gas used in earlier ships of air would have
-been understood and the worst been over in one fatal blast. But this
-slow, gruesome bonfire of the helium on which they had relied, these
-æon-long minutes jeopardizing the primal, inalienable right----
-
-The deck was beginning to sag. Two of the aërial life-boats had been
-swung downward and loaded with women and the ship’s only listed
-child--the captain’s motherless daughter. Like bubbles, they were given
-to the mercies of the air.
-
-The observation spread that there would not be room in the basket of
-the last baby-blimp for all who remained. An under-officer started
-to pass out the suits which were parachutes and life-preservers
-combined--suits calculated to lower one through a quarter-mile of
-atmosphere and provide support upon the surface of the sea.
-
-Came realization that there were not enough of the parachutes to go
-around. Self-first madness gained control. A battle for possession of
-the safety devices began.
-
-The spirit-girl, watching this spectacle from the perspective of
-Gehenna, grew faint.
-
-“Oh, I can’t endure to look a moment more!”
-
-Shuddering, she sank back from sight of the catastrophe. But she felt
-the hands torn from her eyes and heard a sword-sharp command.
-
-“Can’t? You’ve _got_ to look to the end!”
-
-The ferocity with which His Highness forced her to the rail ended in
-an anticipatory chuckle as he saw that the focus of the incredible
-reflectors had narrowed upon the imperiled passengers.
-
-There was Catherine Cabot, already equipped with a parachute, crowding
-forward to board the last of the blimp-boats. There was the Marquis
-d’Elie, checked in his regardless struggle for a life-preserver and
-restrained in the grip of a couple of sailors by the captain’s orders.
-And there was John Cabot, standing to one side, calmer than the rest,
-despite the dread realization on his face of the fact that there would
-not be escape for all.
-
-A place had been saved for Catherine in the boat. She did not need
-the parachute suit. John saw and his face showed inner contention. If
-he was to stand back from the boat, should he not have the chance of
-that superfluous life-preserver? A moment longer he stood irresolute,
-confusedly brushing a hand across his forehead. As if to shut out some
-sinister suggestion, he turned up his ulster collar.
-
-Perhaps the super-acute imaginations of the spirit audience surpassed
-sight. Perhaps they actually saw an evil face lean to the ear of the
-mortal and heard the voice of the millionaire’s own of the personal
-devils that improve such moments to incite the worst in everyman.
-
-John’s attempt to deny the disputation of fear and selfishness,
-although brief in point of time, was intense. While still in the throes
-he saw that another had noted Catherine’s double protection.
-
-The Marquis d’Elie, abandoned by his guards, was rushing toward her,
-his object plain. His jaw hung lax as he reached and importuned her.
-His knees near failed him in the struggle to take the parachute by
-force.
-
-And Catherine? With all her strength she fought off the abject
-beggar who so recently had played the nobleman. Yet when, as almost
-he had conquered her, she saw her husband bearing down upon them, a
-retroactive impulse controlled her. So John, too, was after the saving
-suit? If she must give up the second chance of life, which she had
-meant to hold in reserve, it should not be to John!
-
-When the banker engaged d’Elie, she allied herself with the defense. No
-breath of the ignited helium was more fiery than the invective she spat
-at him who so long had supplied her with the luxuries of life.
-
-When she saw that his strength was likely to worst the two of them, she
-suddenly drew out of the struggle and herself unfastened the contested
-parachute. As d’Elie was flung aside, she flung it to him. Turning
-swiftly, she then threw herself upon her husband and begged that he
-assist her into the overloaded baby-blimp, about to be cut away.
-Herself safe, she saw his attempt to follow forcibly prevented by the
-pilot and shrieked with mirthless spite. It would seem that in this
-hour when all loves were crowded out save that of self, hate was well
-remembered.
-
-“Now watch the Cabot coward!”
-
-His Majesty’s sharp suggestion stabbed the spirit-girl’s heart. She
-tried to turn from a sadder sight than the air craft’s consumption--the
-burning to ashes of her fondest ideal. Yet she might not turn; might
-not close her eyes. A control stronger than her own aversion was upon
-her. In trying not to look, she realized that she must look until the
-end.
-
-The loudening laughter of the vast audience deadened her consciousness;
-seemed to be at her, rather than the spectacle that so diverted them.
-She sought to fortify herself. What though John did turn coward? The
-flesh was heir to the fear of death. At each apologetic thought, the
-mirth of the helliot crowd crackled louder. What could be happening on
-the doomed craft so to delight them? With a dread for the spiritual
-debasement of her loved one of Earth greater than had been her own
-dread of physical death, she looked and looked.
-
-The baby-blimp of last resource was lowering toward the doubtful safety
-of the surface of the sea. The pilot stood on the bridge, idle for the
-first time since the gas-bag had been struck. Evidently he expected
-to go down with his ship as had so many captains before him. John
-Cabot clung to the deck rail as if contemplating a suicidal plunge.
-Forward, the Marquis d’Elie stood equipped with the parachute suit won
-by Catherine’s trick, but a lack of trust in it seemed to restrain him
-from the life-leap.
-
-Too long he hesitated. John Cabot, maddened anew by sight of the
-Frenchman’s superior chance, leaped the space between them; from
-behind dragged him down on the blistering deck. There followed a brief
-struggle--an exchange of attacks, a roll _en masse_ and the separation
-of a knock-out blow from John. As his fingers loosened the last buckle
-of the safety suit, the craft gave a violent lurch. The foreigner’s
-unconscious form, far heavier than air, was flung over the rail to a
-drop from which there could be no awakening.
-
-As the air-liner straightened for the last time, John Cabot released
-the clutch that by a narrow margin had saved him from following d’Elie
-and got to his feet. A glance at the blazing bag above, their one
-support, convinced him that seconds were precious. His eyes, however,
-lowering, met the level, contemptuous gaze of the pilot.
-
-The soul of Dolores shuddered with shame for the man she would have
-sworn to be brave. Then awoke in her that mothering, protective
-instinct which lives in women long after pride has been crucified.
-There still might be time to save John against himself. Remembrance
-of her own reluctance to turn on the jets that last evening on earth
-filled her heart with mercy. She would risk appeal to the Master Mind.
-
-“I am sickened with this spectacle, sire. Human nature is strong, but
-not so strong as you. Show your power by throttling this Okeh devil and
-conquering the mortal’s mood. Come, I challenge you!”
-
-When she turned to enforce the argument, she saw that His Highness had
-not heard. The visible of him was lurched back in his seat, enraged
-determination on the face, lips set in a snarl, fiend fingers clutching
-the high forehead. But that which had made him Prince of the Power of
-the Air--his dauntless determination--had gone from him.
-
-Dolores did not need to be told what had happened. Impatient lest John
-Cabot’s personal devil should fail, Satan had projected his own spirit
-to take in charge the mortal’s fall. His will, not John’s, had incited
-that struggle for the life-suit. He would accomplish his worst. The
-conviction moved her mouth in a suppressed sob. Drawn by the ghoulish
-fascination that makes earthlings cling to the clay of their dead, she
-clung to the balustrade and strained her eyes toward the pool.
-
-Death is the mortgage on life. John Cabot’s revolt against payment
-showed in his face. Craven impulses clutched him. At his ear were the
-lips of the Master Insinuator. Facile fingers seemed to aid his with
-the parachute buckles. Yet he had seen himself in the pilot’s contempt.
-He was putting up a fight. His life-long habit of self-respect was
-strong. The pilot was father to a motherless child--a girl. He should
-be saved.
-
-With the Thing which had attacked him--the fiend called Fear--John
-grappled. His knees shook, his jaw sagged, his eyes bulged from the
-fetid suggestions which, evidently, were gassing his will. If the pilot
-went down with the air-craft, he never could tell.
-
-Dolores, too, shook with fear. She knew what John did not know--just
-who was opposing him. Indignation over the unequal struggle steadied
-her; cleared her thoughts. Why was all the power given to sin and none
-to rightness? By what method had the Foul Fiend projected his spirit to
-Earth to slay the courage of the man she would have suffered any death
-to save? Surely, what could be done for evil purposes could be done
-for good! Why was will given to woman if not to augment the will of
-man--why her mite of strength if not to incite greater strength? John
-needed her.
-
-From fear lest he fail was born determination that he win. He was a
-good and great man, John Cabot. He had lived aright and deserved so to
-die. The hate of Hell was not stronger than the love of her heart. What
-The Destroyer had done, she--John’s savior--also must do.
-
-Moved beyond realization of the spaces between them, Dolores sprang
-to her feet and sounded into the upper spaces the vibrant chord of
-inspiration:
-
-“_John, be love-worthy!_”
-
-Regardless of the astonished stares directed her way, she saw in the
-mercurized pool that he bent his head as if listening--that his lips
-moved. She seized the telephone which Satan had used in communicating
-with the control platform. To the voice that answered she commanded:
-
-“Get a record of what he said--I _must_ know what he said!”
-
-Lifted out of herself by her success, she leaned over the balustrade
-and willed that he should win.
-
-And as she waited the battle on deck was fought to its finish.
-Self-mastered, John brushed from his ears the insinuations that had
-tempted him; controlled the fingers fumbling with the buckles; turned
-back the feet struggling toward the rail.
-
-As the helium from the last compartments waved skyward the flames of
-the dirigible’s final support, he stripped off the life-saving jacket
-and forced it upon the pilot. His insistence clearly was in the name of
-that girl-child who would be orphaned should her father desert her for
-a scruple. He urged his protesting fellow-human to the rail; helped
-him over-side. In magnificent calm he watched the silken folds of the
-parachute spread open under their burden and begin a gentle, oceanward
-descent.
-
-As the gas bag disintegrated, bits of burning embers became detached
-and dropped like spent rockets to the waves. John Cabot, left alone on
-the deck, stood ready for the end.
-
-The while, his last utterance, demanded by her who had inspired him,
-was given to the vast throng through the annunciators connected with
-the master telephonograph. Deep, strong, triumphant, its first syllable
-silenced the orchestral Song of the Sea. A cry of victory, it shamed
-demon laughter and tortured the souls of the lost with regrets over the
-god-great powers they might have come to wield had they but won their
-fights. A requiem that rang through the crusts of two worlds was its
-single word:
-
-“_Dolores!_”
-
-Exactly how she made her descent from the royal box and reached the
-edge of the pool, the girl-shade never knew. The sound of John’s voice
-had moved her with but one wish--to join him.
-
-He had, then, heard her cry--had answered her! So near he seemed to her
-that she could not endure to be so far from him.
-
-Aspen-eager, she leaned far over the edge of the great bowl that held
-the mercury. But all she saw was the reflection of her own face. The
-dirigible must have gone sputtering into the sea while she was making
-her descent. Her lover must have met his mortal fate. The pool had
-finished its story.
-
-So compelling had been the realism of its reflected scenes that she
-still was controlled by the emotion they had aroused. She felt lured
-almost beyond the strength of her intelligence to throw herself into
-the brilliant depths--to be clasped as she might have been in that
-realer sea in beloved arms. So low she bent that her whisper rippled
-the surface.
-
-“John ... _John_.”
-
-A satirical voice, even more than the clutch of withered, hands drew
-her back to the now of Gehenna. The minister had followed her and was
-blinking at her, a trace of responsibility mapped on the parchment of
-his face.
-
-“Another second and Sin himself couldn’t have saved you to Hell,” he
-exclaimed. “Don’t you know that this swimming pool is bottomless? Are
-you trying to hang one of those griefs of yours on me?”
-
-His reproach was a revelation to the girl. Even Old Original! Never,
-perhaps, had she felt more puzzled to meet overture of male. But she
-was spared reply. The aggressiveness slackened from his form. A look of
-craft wiped the reproach from his face. He stepped behind her.
-
-Explanation came in the approach of The Tempter. His spirit, then, had
-returned from its projection to Earth to the shell of him left in the
-box. Impulsively she hurried to meet him. She had no consideration
-to spare for his chagrin over having failed in his personal attempt.
-Too exalted in pride was she to give thought to the effect on him
-of pride’s fall. Forward she stretched both hands, as if for the
-congratulation of a friend.
-
-“That favor I asked of you--I’ve granted it myself!” she exclaimed.
-“There is no need for me to go to him. He will come now to me.”
-
-She felt her fingers caught in a cruel grasp. Her joy-dewed glance was
-scorched by his malevolence.
-
-Back drew the sneering lips over white, fang-like teeth. “You really
-think he’ll draw a ticket down here--that hero? Fool, you have too much
-faith in the judgments of men!”
-
-With repression more ominous than any outburst could have been, he
-turned on his heel.
-
-“Come home,” he said.
-
-As has so many a submissive woman soul before her, Dolores tried to
-hide within her heart her blissful expectation. But she trod on air as
-she followed out of the stadium.
-
-Splendidly John had gone through the formality of lifting the mortgage
-contracted at his birth--that debt of life put upon all, which may be
-paid only in the coinage of death.
-
-Soon, now, he would come to her.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXV
-
-
-It was “afterward.” There could be no doubt of that. His Highness, so
-far as Dolores was concerned, had retired into one of his silences. He
-must be enraged with her for her interference in the pool play. But for
-what could he be waiting?
-
-True, the concession for which she had offered to pay any price was
-no longer an issue. There was no need now for her to be put in spirit
-connection with Earth, even had she not discovered that her own
-concentrated will could accomplish the projection--that the dead might
-return to their quondam surroundings, ruling and being ruled through
-senses stronger far than physical. Could she sooner have realized this
-of the strange laws which governed her present state of existence, what
-heart-hurts of foreboding and regret she might have spared John and
-herself!
-
-Not for an hour of the days and nights since the failure of that
-“Greatest Show” had she forgotten that the time set for her own answer
-as to her fate was approaching. On this afternoon--the sixth of those
-allotted “seven days of disgrace”--she felt herself no nearer decision
-than before the end of her séances.
-
-She tried not to dread. Dread shriveled the soul; would mar her
-progress. And she was determined now to progress, despite her sentence
-to Gehenna. Hope was the immortal soul of love. Once John had joined
-her, no law of the lowlands could kill their hope.
-
-So the girl-shade was happy in her deplorable state as she never had
-been happy when the gateway of the mortal world had opened to her
-youthful tread. He whom she loved loved her. That was the lyric of
-her song of the soul. Deep-chording into the accompaniment was her
-absolute knowledge of his worthiness. Expectancy played a running
-obbligato through each measure, with here and there a trill of errant
-joy. He was coming, John; must by now be nearing the end of that long,
-drear journey from Earth to Shadow Land.
-
-Every hour helped now. From far away, whispers of the altruistic
-philosophy she had taught young Jack Cabot penetrated her moods. How
-better prepare for the eventualities of to-morrow than by good cheer
-to-day? Since all the to-morrows must come disguised as to-days, she
-would make the best of the here and now.
-
-A bit advanced were such ideas for the shell-pink ear of her infant,
-yet to the wee-shade she murmured them this late afternoon while out
-for a stroll. Although Adeline accompanied her, she herself carried the
-spirit-child to save the maid’s pride.
-
-Their practice had been to take their evening walks through the Garden
-of Bad Luck. To-day, for the first time Dolores chose the Avenue
-of Locusts, which led from the palace direct to the Limbian Gates.
-The ex-great lady protested against walking beside her mistress,
-even when ordered to do so, on the plea that she must work out her
-term of degradation. The young mother’s hopeful adjurations to the
-instinct-fretted babe seemed only to increase her bitterness.
-
-How could m’lady benefit, Adeline demanded in French, even though her
-lover did come through the gates that eventide? Her own husband’s
-pretense to care for her was only the last-lingering impulse of
-self-protection. He was assuming the virtue of constancy though he
-had it not. But he would rue the attempt, since he was insulting, not
-only her intelligence but that of the Mind Prince as well. M’lady must
-remember the rule of the realm; must clear her mind of the heresy of
-earthly ideals, lest they become known and she punished therefor. She
-would be saved a shock could she but realize beforehand that the lover
-she had loved would hate her even as she him. In Gehenna he and she
-who had caused each other’s fall would be, indeed, bad met.
-
-“See yonder warehouse beyond the wall?” Adeline pointed out a low
-structure. “There is checked all such superfluous baggage as love. Only
-hate may be brought within.”
-
-Dolores wondered that so small a building could store the lingering
-loves of the Hadean hordes. Before she could comment, there came to
-them from the entrance of the wireless station just inside the gate a
-high shriek rent by a deeper staccato of laughter. Down the steps and
-directly into her path came rolling what looked an oversized foot-ball.
-Close followed His Evil Majesty himself. In one hand he waved a knout
-with snapping lashes. The laughter was his and more cruel than his
-instrument of torture.
-
-After handing over her babe to Adeline and commanding a quick retreat,
-Dolores hurried toward the ball, which was unwinding as it rolled.
-Its arms, legs and head proved to belong to a male _manes_, terrified
-beyond coherency. By the time Satan reached them with knout upraised,
-she had pushed the wretch behind her and started him after the
-noble-maid. Beyond a stinging of her consciousness, she did not feel
-the blow that fell. Almost at once she recovered; was able to face His
-Highness with calm inquiry.
-
-“What has he done to deserve this attack?”
-
-“_Done?_” Satan’s voice crackled as had the whip. “Shouldn’t the chief
-inter-world operator know better than to retail me bad tidings? Out of
-my way--I’m highly charged!”
-
-“No.” Dolores stood firm.
-
-“You’d rather I’d experiment on you?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“Best look out, unless you want to be blinded until Judgment.”
-
-She was able to disregard the Boss Bully’s warning by centering her
-mind upon her great happiness. _He had been love-worthy, John._
-
-“You can’t strike me blind,” she said.
-
-Into the confidence of the purple-black eyes uplifted to his Satan
-scowled.
-
-“You’d not be blind. You’d only think you were because I say so and
-my mind is stronger than yours. Everything is a thought down here, as
-you must have learned ere this--just a bad thought.” With the lash in
-mid-air he added: “But, thank me, you can’t kill a bad thought.”
-
-As her hair was lifting to the magnet of the knout, he dropped it. The
-respite, however, was not for mercy’s sake.
-
-“You didn’t change expression. You don’t cringe. Why?”
-
-“Pain is a coward’s thought. I know that you, Augustness, cannot hurt
-me.”
-
-Interestedly he contemplated her and this, her first open defiance.
-“You’re smarter than I thought. You have a certain regardlessness that
-is the next-best thing to conscious power.”
-
-“I have,” she said, “faith that----”
-
-“_Faith?_” he jeered. “Then I have it, too--faith that I’ll do my
-damnedest. I cannot hurt you physically, no. But I hold a record for
-hurting minds that may cause you to reconsider.”
-
-“Not while I believe that all will be well with me.” The voice of her
-contention sounded like the balmy winds of spring, to which nor man nor
-devil may say nay.
-
-Perhaps her glance toward the gates suggested the source of her
-beatitude. Perhaps he sensed it from his own irritation. He passed her
-point to level one of his own.
-
-“And has this belief absolute padded your senses against the fact that
-I am displeased with you, she-fool? Don’t worry. I never let personal
-prejudice interfere with The Cause. This faith-theory is valuable with
-the reverse English put on it. As a science, it has done considerable
-harm to the religions of the world. I’ve been waiting until your week
-was up. Why not have it now--your answer?”
-
-“My answer to--to----”
-
-“To my indecent proposition that you organize the vice of womanhood.
-Are you going to take that Low Priestess job?”
-
-“I have until to-morrow to decide.”
-
-“True. And you hope meantime that your love-hound will come barking at
-our Avernian door. Oh, don’t deny it! Why else should you be hanging
-’round the gates? Why else should I?”
-
-“But you said the judgments of men would never send a hero here.”
-
-Stooping to recover his electric lash, Satan used it to punctuate his
-reply. “I’m hoping against hope, just as you are. If only he would be
-sent this way--_ah!_ My latest wireless from Earth, however, leads me
-to fear not. The newspapers are headlined with his heroism. Imbecile
-earthlings are going to erect a memorial to him. And, would you
-believe it, that hunting parson of yours has used your friend’s death
-as a stepping-stone out of the muddle-puddle of his ecclesiastical
-disrepute? With Cabot as his text, he preached to thousands in Central
-Park, exampling himself through the viciously attacked philanthropist
-who, although proved guilty of weakness of the flesh, rose to the moral
-strength of a god in an emergency. Get the idea? His plea is for all
-men who have been dragged down by women. Should not he know that Cabot
-was too greatly tried, since the same she-devil ruined him with his
-church? You recognize the allusion? The prayers he sent up for the soul
-of his fellow victim were indirectly for himself. As a result he is to
-head the new Church of the Broad-Minded. Could you beat it--or him?”
-
-At her consternation, he chuckled enjoyably.
-
-“How the people of Earth like to bunk themselves! But you look fogged.
-Is your faith getting cured? Care to come into the receiving room and
-sit while you wait? I left some unfinished business.”
-
-As they mounted the steps of the stone-like structure, he added a
-mental lash to her punishment.
-
-“You remember, of course, the lawyer who lost Mrs. Cabot’s divorce
-case? Last you saw of him, in ‘The Turn-Turtle,’ he was being thrown
-out of his profession for mal-practicing that delicate art called
-‘double-crossing.’ The timely birth of your ill-begot, with fatherhood
-pinned on John Cabot by Seff’s testimony and the guilty admission of
-your suicide, was a-plenty and to spare to ruin Rufus Holt. But along
-comes that judge you tricked, Roscoe Strang, of the good-sport tie.
-He has Holt’s case re-opened and carries through a daring example of
-man-to-man friendliness.”
-
-From his belt he took the paper-like slip on which wireless messages
-were sent down by Gehennan operators.
-
-“Let’s see just what he testified, this brotherly judge. Oh yes; ‘The
-accused did bring the Trent girl to me, but to let me judge of her
-guilt. She looked so pure that I was not convinced and stood, as I
-stand now, on my right to judge. If fault there was, that fault was
-mine.’ After that, there was nothing for the Bar Association to do but
-open their arms to the brother they had misjudged.”
-
-“I am glad,” Dolores said. “For a time I blamed Rufus Holt for my
-sufferings. But he tried to be a true friend to John.”
-
-“I dare say,” sneered Satan as he opened the station door, “and made
-a mess of it, as true friends usually do. At that, you’ve got a good
-start with him and can use him in our new campaign.”
-
-Within, an operator wearing a receiving head-dress, sat among his
-instruments. Beside a window which commanded a view of the entrance,
-His Highness placed a chair for her.
-
-“The gates will open soon,” he advised. “Watch the new arrivals trickle
-in and call me in case you catch sight of your John. I am pardonably
-impatient to meet him.”
-
-To sink into the chair was a relief. At sight of the preparations
-outside which the pigmy ushers were making for the reception of the
-evening’s recruits, Dolores’ mental pulse accelerated. She strove for
-the strong thoughts which lately had sustained her and tried to keep
-out of her expression the pinch of hope long deferred.
-
-“Are these likenesses, sweet Grief?”
-
-Turning, she found Satan at her elbow, offering her half-a-dozen
-sepia-like photographs. She took them; looked; exclaimed:
-
-“John--_wonderful!_ And this is Catherine at her best. How splendid of
-dear Clarke Shayle! Rufus Holt, too. Have you had them made for me? But
-why include these of Vincent Seff and Dr. Willard? I’d rather forget
-them.”
-
-“Does the murderer forget the features of the slain? Nay, fair
-assassin, you won’t need this collection for your dressing table to
-remember your victims. These are stills selected from our stock of
-life-films. I am glad you pronounce them such likenesses, for I’m
-sending them up to old Mors of the Mystery Gate to hang in his rogues’
-gallery.”
-
-“To Mors?”
-
-Satan nodded. “I mean to put a stop-order on the lot, in case any of
-them come through ticketed to Elysium. I need their kind down here.”
-
-“But I thought it was written in the tome called Judgments of Men where
-shades should spend the time until the Call,” she puzzled. “Doesn’t
-each enter his new estate as he left the old? Must not his Earth record
-hold?”
-
-His Highness frowned at the reminder. “Just because a rule never has
-been broken is no reason why it never will be. I may try, mayn’t I?
-Queer if I can’t frighten Mors into making a few exceptions.” He turned
-to the operator. “Get the old ghoul. I would a word with him.”
-
-The connection soon was made. Ensued a brief exchange, but one so
-vehement that the operator cautioned his master to calm down, lest he
-blow out all the fuses about the place.
-
-“There is one of them I must have, old-timer,” Satan continued less
-offensively. “John Cabot by name and physiognomy. Likely to come
-through this very night.... _What_ ... What for, in the name of
-Hell?... Gallantry on Earth, eh?... Death, you’re a choicer fool than
-your sister Birth!”
-
-As he banged the receiver on its hook, Dolores arose.
-
-“John has gone on--up into Elysium?” Her voice was more faint from
-surprise than his had been strong. “He won’t--- come down--this way?”
-
-At the nod which His Highness spared her from his rage, she crossed the
-room, went out the door and down the steps. She was well along the path
-when he caught up with and stopped her.
-
-“A word to the unwise,” said he. “To be without a job is an
-embarrassing situation anywhere--particularly so down here. Your fancy
-position as First Royal Entertainer has come to an end. You’ll do well
-to take on the next best thing that offers, lest your ability become
-discredited. I really believe you’re the ablest she-devil ever given a
-chance to work out her own damnation. You have unique powers, but there
-is no personal power that cannot be destroyed. And I am the Destroyer.”
-
-“This position you offer is so--is very difficult,” the girl-soul
-protested.
-
-“Isn’t everything worth while difficult? And you are very clever,
-although in ways that may be used for or against you. On Earth you
-failed, just as badly managed talent often fails. Here I, the Boss
-Producer of a play called Sin, stand ready to star you in a success
-such as you, with your present limitations, cannot conceive. Already
-you know something of me----”
-
-Dolores interrupted, although haltingly. “I know that you are--that
-you, too, are difficult.”
-
-“At least that.” He bowed, as if thanking her. “Since it confuses you
-to consider me, pray consider yourself. It is plain that you’ve been,
-like myself, wrong since birth. Count the men you’ve ruined, every one
-of whom turned to good works after your influence was removed. Think
-of what you did--the first earth-law for women that you broke. What
-you’ve needed is a manager just a shade worse-minded than yourself. Now
-you’re offered one and a chance such as no vampire of Earth or Hell
-ever aspired to. It is a position fitted to the applicant, as your
-employment-agency friend, _née_ Shinn, would say. What more ambitious
-rôle could you find than arousing the worst, not in one, but in all the
-men controlled by women in the world?”
-
-She drew her arm from his detaining clutch. “I have, you know,
-until----”
-
-“Very well. I’ll wait. But mind you, there’ll be no extension of time.
-Yes or no, and Hell help you if it be no! I want to get you started, so
-that I can give my own energies to the incipient race riots in America.
-Great field for trouble. All the wealth of the world is there, with
-the basest traitors cast out of other countries to misuse it. Go home,
-since you must have that last day of disgrace. But be ready with your
-answer to-morrow.”
-
-Like well-aimed shot, the syllables riddled Dolores’ brain. A wounded
-doe, she hurried on her way to cover.
-
-_To-morrow._
-
- * * * * *
-
-That night while she lay bleeding of her heart wound, Dolores roused
-to the perception of an unaccustomed metallic sound. She realized
-that, for some time, she had been hearing it. Tap, tap, _tap_--it now
-increased in peremptoriness. Someone must be trying to attract her
-attention from outside the window.
-
-She sat up among her pillows of satin sheen. By the sulphuric glow of
-the night-light, she saw that it was after one o’clock, three long
-hours since Adeline had tip-toed out.
-
-After one and _to-morrow_----
-
-The face of the sardonyx-like clock seemed to grin back at her in
-anticipation of the seventh--said to be the perfect day. “The faith of
-fools--the faith of fools!” it ticked away.
-
-Until she knew that John was not to join her, she had failed to
-appreciate how greatly she was relying upon his assistance and advice.
-To choose between His Majesty’s diabolic assignment and the ingenious
-torments to which she and her babe would be subjected became the more
-impossible the longer she considered.
-
-Were she what she once had been, expectant of the best because
-all-ignorant of the worst, she would have decided, without a moment’s
-hesitation, upon what she knew to be right. But knowledge was
-weakening. Constant association with sin and suffering wore away
-the best intentions. To struggle against fore-assured failure until
-the negligent hopes of Gehenna changed to fear and fear changed, to
-despair----
-
-She covered her eyes from the suggestive leer of the clock-face and
-sank back into the veil of her crepe-black hair.
-
-“Amor ... Innocentia ... Where are you?”
-
-“Tap! _Tap!_”
-
-As though in answer to her stifled sob of loneliness, the metallic
-sound was repeated on the pane. Could they be without, the comrades of
-her youth, come to console her even before she called? Into _peignoir_
-and mules she hurried; crossed the room; threw wide the casement.
-
-“Who is it? Who is there?”
-
-“Sh--hush!”
-
-In the answering rasp sounded neither the lilt of Innocentia nor the
-fearlessness of the love-lad Amor. From out the deep shadows that
-hugged the palace wall limped the lately-promoted General Cummings.
-More spectral than seemed consistent with his brief lapse from
-mortality he looked as he crossed the sill. From his once tranquil eyes
-shone the hell-haunted look of the archaics. His kindly old face was
-stretched and blanched.
-
-“What has happened to you, Corporal Sam?” Dolores’ tones sounded her
-distress at the change in him.
-
-Before replying he drew the window hangings and dimmed the night lamp.
-“No one must discover I’m here. They say His Highness knows everything
-that goes on in the palace, but I have risked it. You seem the only
-chance of saving us.”
-
-From the edge of the bed, Dolores focused her amazement upon the
-doughty soldier-soul. “Saving you--from what?”
-
-“From his Great Intention.” Old Sam’s voice shivered into a whisper.
-“You don’t understand? I’ve heard that even the prime minister is not
-in his confidence. But I hoped that you had wormed it out of him. Since
-I understood, I haven’t rested day nor night, although there’s little
-I can do. You have no idea what a hold he’s got on those fight-fiends.
-I don’t want to hurt your feelings, miss, that is to say ma’am, but
-from the reports of your séances you’ve turned some mighty powerful
-mortal minds topsy-turvy. For your own sake, for the sake of God
-Himself--wouldn’t you be willing to try?”
-
-“To try just what?”
-
-“That’s what I’m telling you.” Stiff from apprehension, the old
-_manes’_ lips formed clumsily to his revelation. “His Lowness aims to
-march into the Fields before Judgment, conquer the Elysiumites and hurl
-the Great-I-Am from His throne. Don’t you understand yet? _He aims to
-set himself on high as God-of-all!_”
-
-“Oh, but he can’t do that! How _could_ he conquer God?”
-
-“You wouldn’t be so sure could you see how those hordes take to
-training. Every decent impulse is drilled out of them. The kind of
-frightfulness he’s planning makes a lately mortal brain reel. Ma’am, I
-calculate that he’s going to win.”
-
-“No! The Great-I-Am would not let him.”
-
-At the girl-shade’s vehemence the old soul waggled his head, in his
-eyes the shadow of horrors that might not be forgot.
-
-“You’ve seen wrong conquer right on Earth, or you wouldn’t be here.
-I’ve lost all hope unless--From what I hear I wasn’t so far off about
-his having a weakness for you. In camp every officer has his joke about
-the modern Delilah that’s destroying the Destroyer. All Gehenna is
-talking over his neglect of affairs of state to amuse you with shows
-and such. Not once of late has he been to most of the sham battles that
-he used to review daily.”
-
-“I am afraid you overrate----”
-
-“Pardon me, ma’am, but that’s the best. The worst can’t be overrated.
-You see, they call him the Hope of Hell. His hold on the hordes is
-that, if they drive on to victory in the great offensive, they win
-eternal release. They fight for themselves, not him. If they lose,
-they’ll be the first cast into the bottomless pit forever and ever,
-amen. If they win, he’ll give them rank and estates in the new
-autocracy of universal, everlasting, licensed crime. I don’t fear for
-myself so much. I and even you might sink low enough to get by without
-exciting suspicion that we’re unsympathetic. It’s the Elysiumites that
-are going to suffer. Miss, can’t you imagine what a Satanic victory
-would mean to a gentle spirit like----”
-
-To hide his emotion Old Sam covered his face with both hands.
-
-“My Mary Gertrude never was mistreated in her life. But I wouldn’t put
-it past these helliot hordes to----”
-
-Dolores shuddered. “The damned masters and the blessed their slaves?”
-
-“You begin to understand. Isn’t there someone up there that you feel
-grateful to--someone you’d hate to see----”
-
-“My mother died to give me life,” the spirit-girl breathed. “And my
-father must be with her. He’s not down here. Intemperance, you know, is
-considered a disease, not a crime, in the eyes of men. And then there’s
-little Jack Cabot. He seemed really to trust every word I told him
-about his reward if he did what was right. I couldn’t bear to see poor,
-crippled Jack----”
-
-General Sam nodded. “It comes home, doesn’t it, ma’am, when you think
-of those you love?”
-
-“_Love?_” With the word, Dolores threw up her head. Into the veteran’s
-pale eyes her dark ones gloomed. “Already the King hates the one I
-love. If Satan should come into this limitless power, what torments he
-would devise for the great soul of John Cabot!”
-
-A sound startled them. The soldier-shade hobbled toward the window
-by which he had entered, motioning her to follow. Before opening the
-shutter, he whispered:
-
-“I’d best go. I dare not come again and there’s no way I can help you.
-You’ll have to make up your own mind what to do. Only remember there
-isn’t much time. He’s nigh about ready to strike. God A’mighty give you
-wisdom, ma’am.”
-
-He had wrung her hand. Almost was he over the sill when a blinding
-flash struck at him from out the drab-dim night. Not a sound escaped
-him. Not so much as a clutch at the air stayed his fall. His right hand
-raised to his cap visor in his old-time salute. Then backward he fell
-upon the floor.
-
-When Dolores’ eyes had recovered from their momentary confusion, she
-saw His Majesty standing just without. His pleased look reminded her of
-the fearing wretch she had saved from a like attack yesterday. Only the
-hope born of her happiness had defeated his power to hurt her. Although
-not happy now, she was far from despair. Should he turn next on her,
-only faith could save her. She must believe that, despite appearances
-on Earth and in Shadow Land, good was stronger than evil.
-
-He stepped aside, the King; glanced at the procumbent figure; smiled
-his attractive smile.
-
-“Damme if one can count upon the taste feminine!”
-
-The cynicism he addressed to the double of himself that showed in
-the nearest mercurized pier-panel of her chamber. For a moment he
-contemplated the dim reflection of his splendid proportions, the
-clean-cut features of his infernally youthful face and the perfection
-of his evening attire.
-
-“Is no age or fraction of he-man safe from you?” he commented.
-“So _this_ is why he always plead your cause, why I caught him
-_rendezvousing_ with you in the garden, why he talked me down? These
-shallow-looking folk, forsooth, are the deep ones.”
-
-“Your Lowness--” Dolores approached him with blaze-indignant
-eyes--“surely you do not assume that I or General Sam----”
-
-“I never assume. I know the worst. That’s my power. I ought to be
-disgusted with you, and yet----” He considered her face almost as
-interestedly as he had his own. The charm of his smile increased. He
-added: “I’ve often noticed that men never get disgusted with the lady
-in the case. But I’ll make a horrible example of that broken-winged old
-moth, lured here by your light, for benefit of other mashers. Have to
-protect your promiscuous stamp of vamp from the outside.”
-
-That he was angrier than he sounded was suggested by the snap of his
-fingers toward the window. Into the chamber sprang a pair of the palace
-guards.
-
-“Nerve shock--_boomeranged_.” Laconically His Highness gestured toward
-the soldier-soul. “Lay him out in the Revival Room. See you handle him
-gently until I advise you what particular form his mistreatment is to
-take. I must work out something especially effective.”
-
-He followed to the casement, as the stalwarts carried out the victim of
-his inviolate will. There he turned, as though chancing to remember the
-recipient of the two nocturnal calls.
-
-“Miss or madame, I wish you good morrow. As your--ah--friend was saying
-at the moment of my interruption, remember that there isn’t much time.
-Think things over.”
-
-Dolores took the repeated advice. Through the long, vague hours of the
-Avernian dawn she did think things over; thought and thought.
-
-His Highness said she had power. Indeed, she must have power, else she
-could not have flouted, even in small ways, his mastery. But hers was
-not the power for sin which he ascribed to her. Long ago a brilliant
-lawyer had toasted it as “truth.” Before that she herself had called it
-“sincerity.” She knew before trying that she should fail at the task
-of rousing the worst in women, when their best had been her Earth-life
-ideal.
-
-Since nothing in all the universe was meant to be wasted--not a throb
-of heart or thought of mind--why had she been given power? To lose it
-in the chaos of disappointment into which she had sunk after realizing
-that John Cabot was not to come to her--that the sentences for the
-same crime in man and his woman were not necessarily the same? She
-had been anticipating Hell. Although the time before That Day might
-be short, she might yet earn progression; perhaps might go to John,
-since he had not come to her. Suppose she had the right with everyman
-to draw upon the exhaustless supply of strength which they claimed was
-God---- Suppose she could possess more and still more of this power of
-sincerity----
-
-Stronger than the gleams of the up-rising electric sun grew her
-determination; brighter her hope; realer her faith. The Rex of
-Reversals did not know everything, else would he have realized ere this
-that he could not conquer her. And he _had_ some sort of weakness for
-her. Otherwise he’d have crushed her long ago. In the present emergency
-she would seem to yield to him. She would match power against power,
-wit against wit, subtlety against subtlety. She would take the case of
-the women of the world, but take it, as had Rufus Holt that of Cabot
-_versus_ Cabot, to lose. By stress of her own emotion she had learned
-that only spiritual strength was necessary to communicate with Earth.
-That discovery should not be wasted. Over the official wireless through
-the days would she command evils. In the night-time, with only her own
-yearning soul as sending station and the souls of Earth’s sad women as
-receivers, would she counter-command.
-
-Perhaps the time would be shorter than General Cummings feared or His
-Majesty hoped. Perhaps The Call would sound before he found her out.
-And if she was insincere toward her enemy, it would be that she might
-be the more sincere toward her friends. A judge of Earth had absolved
-her of guilt at first sight because he saw in her face that her motive
-was innocent. Surely the Great Judge would be as keen.
-
-As for the unspeakable thing known, without being known, as The Great
-Intention, that also might she delay and divert. On Earth she had
-been called a menace to men. If wiles enough remained at her command,
-now that she needed them to save rather than destroy herself--if the
-value of her favors did not decrease with deliberate use of them--she
-soon would have the soldier messenger set free. With or without him,
-however, she would find ways to weaken the King’s hold upon his
-military. While Satan was giving the whole of his intelligence to
-inciting riot among the mixed races of her own America she would be
-sowing schism among the condemned who had been drafted and branded into
-the Hadean armies.
-
-The truth ought to be spreading propaganda. With what little she could
-disseminate on Earth and the much she must begin at once to spread in
-Gehenna----
-
-Adeline’s tap on her door announced that what couldn’t happen had
-happened--that she had caught up with the elusive to-morrow. But
-sufficient unto the seventh day was the enlightenment thereof.
-
-Dolores was ready at last with her answer.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVI
-
-
-Soft as the light shed from Beyond, a breeze blew over the inner
-fields of Elysium. Soft also was the whispered gratitude of the olive
-trees and palms; soft the smiles of the flowers of lilies and of
-Lebanon, of celestial roses, of amorant and of rustling immortelles.
-The ribbon-like stream that bounded the emerald velvet skirts of the
-meadow-land fluttered from the buoyant breath.
-
-Of the trees, only a spruce atop a nearby knoll failed to sway. Too
-heavy was it with birds. Although its branches down-hung dejectedly,
-from its tip waved skyward a tuneful panegyric. So full was the chorus,
-it seemed that every songster must be voicing a heart full of joy. Yet
-one there was that did not sing, a yellow, strongly visible atom of
-immortality perched upon a low-swung twig.
-
-His head was perked to one side. His round, quick eyes were fixed on
-the glittering hazes that hung, like veils of silver-mesh veiling
-countless finer veils of golden threads, before the Source of Light.
-He was looking and listening. An excited chirp escaped him. With the
-motions of a bird unused to the exercise of his wings, he half hopped,
-half flew from his branch to the sward and started with what speed he
-might across the greening pastures.
-
-One spiritualized to follow the hope of so small a shade would have
-seen turning back from a company of spirits, then advancing into the
-radiant distances, the form of a child--a boy-soul of some nine years.
-With an odd, slithering sort of walk, he retraced his steps. Now and
-then he would stop and, shading his eyes, would peer in the general
-direction of the Mystery Gate. He, too, appeared to be listening and
-looking.
-
-Although Jack Cabot still limped, he had out-progressed any pain of
-consciousness over his deformity. Knowing that except for the imperfect
-union of his parents, he would have been born perfect in love, he
-believed that the visible of him would be straightened at his second
-birth. Adjudged an innocent offspring of righteousness, he had been
-unhampered by the curse of the world; indeed, had been given benefit
-of every doubt. His movements had gained freedom and his features
-had beautified. On closer view, however, his expression showed to be
-disconsolate. His sigh was repeated in that of another back-gazing
-_manes_ whom he passed.
-
-“Don’t you belong to anybody, too?” Jack asked him. “Mors told me I was
-assigned to bliss. I walk so much easier now, I know I ought to go on.
-But, oh, I am so lonely!”
-
-“I know. I know”--the stranger-shade. “It is hard to be blissful alone.”
-
-At the moment Jack espied the tiny yellow creature fluttering toward
-him. An eager chirp started him toward it, at first hesitantly, then
-as fast as he could go. Thus met the two passionate spirits which had
-been caged together on Earth--the one passionate in his resentment, the
-other in the determination, instinct, or whatsoever may be called the
-will of a bird, to teach the joy of life.
-
-In his hurry, Jack stumbled and fell, both hands outstretched. Into
-them flew the yellow mite; twittered ecstatically; billed the boyish
-lips that quivered into sobs and laughter.
-
-“You look like--You _are_! Oh, Dick, you flew into the Light after me?
-You have been hunting for me? I’m ashamed of the way I used to treat
-you, Dickie bird. But you understand now, don’t you, that it was only
-because I didn’t ’preciate that there’s a heart in every living thing,
-sometimes the biggest in the littlest? I had my eyes so set on a dog
-that I didn’t see how precious you were! I wonder did the gold-fish
-like me, too? It means something when a boy’s bird will die to follow
-him. I’m ashamed, Dick. Honest, I’m awful ashamed.”
-
-The canary’s response was a burst of the song which he had not sung
-when sitting upon the spruce tree, bereft of companionship although
-in the company of so many of his kind. Perched upon the boy-shade’s
-shoulder, he revealed his secret in sound. Higher and freer and more
-poignantly sweet than ever fluted songster of Earth, he gave out on the
-Elysian air the theme of selfless love.
-
-Inspirited, Jack continued on his return over the fields. He
-walked evenly that he might not dislodge his pet. And he chatted
-appreciatively in the intervals of the song, to atone for his
-unappreciative past.
-
-“There are all sorts of musicians as you go nearer the Light, they
-tell me. There are pipers and harpers and trumpeters and countless
-choir-singers that almost make you long to die again for joy. But I’ll
-bet there’s none will sing so sweet as you, Dick. Once I’m satisfied to
-go on, I’ll take you with me and give you the chance you never had on
-Earth.”
-
-By now the two were well over the crest of the stream-skirted knoll.
-Toward them, from the direction of the gate, spirits fluttered like
-leaves in a wind. Voices called out through the spaces--glad cries of
-greeting and wails of disappointment worn weak from repetition.
-
-As before, Jack shielded his eyes with one hand and peered about. And,
-as he peered, he vented a cry that was the aggregate of all certitude.
-His left hand he lifted to guard the bird, then started down the hill.
-
-From out the nether hazes a man-shade came climbing toward them. That
-he lately had arrived from Earth showed in the anxiety of his dark,
-strong face. When he saw who was shuffling toward him and recognized
-the excited, childish voice hailing him, he increased his pace. When
-they met, father and son:
-
-“Greetings, John Cabot!”
-
-“Jack Cabot, greetings!”
-
-The large and small hands gripped.
-
-“I had a feeling you were due,” explained the boy, conquering the first
-incoherency of his delight. “I guess Dick must have felt the same way.
-Did you hear him sing as we came over the hill? Oh, John, I’m so glad
-you’ve come! This is a wonderful place to be happy in. But you can’t be
-happy alone. I’ve come back ever so often, hoping that you or----”
-
-“Then you haven’t seen her yet?”
-
-“You mean?” For a moment the child-soul stared up at his father’s
-emotionful face. He stood on tip-toe to whisper his interpretation,
-lest the joy-jealous zephyrs snatch it away. “Not her--not _’Lores_!”
-
-“She came a month since. I am sure she would have been on the lookout
-for you, Jack. Strange you have not met.”
-
-“Maybe----” Jack shuddered. “It’s an awful journey over. Maybe she got
-so afraid of the snakes and the owls and the wild asses----”
-
-“There’s no stopping along the highway, son. Every soul survives the
-dread of death, they tell me. In reality, the transition between the
-two phases of existence is brief. At the gate they told me that she had
-passed through, but they refused so much as a hint at the direction she
-had taken. I’ve covered the border fields thoroughly since I came. Had
-concluded she must have found you and gone on.”
-
-His concern lowered like a shadow to Jack’s face. “It don’t seem like
-’Lores to forget me. I’d never give up trying to find her.”
-
-“She may not have known that I was on the way.” John appeared to be
-advising himself. “But she did seem so close to me that morning above
-the sea. Her voice sounded so clear--so near. I was sure she had called
-me. If I could hear her with ears of clay, it seems as though she---- I
-tried to answer her. I wonder----”
-
-Neither father nor son had noticed two small clouds which had appeared
-on the horizon line above the nether world. Mere fluttering specks
-at first, they had developed color and form in a rapid approach. They
-settled upon the sward and hurried forward. He in advance was of
-up-standing form, his face beautiful and ardent, despite its lines of
-care. By one hand, he led a fair girl spirit whose head hung as if from
-shame and whose eyes, on close approach, showed to brim with tears.
-Boldly enough the youth lined up before the two Cabots.
-
-“I am Amor and this is Innocentia. You know us well, although on Earth
-you could not see us. In a way we belong to you as well as to our dear
-Dolores.”
-
-“Dolores?” John snatched at the name. “You can tell us where she is?”
-
-“Let me prepare you”--in pity, Amor. “I owe my life to you, John Cabot.
-I was, in fact, born of your heart beats that day you first saw her in
-Seff’s shop. Not consciously--of course mortals realize only the half
-of what they do--you sent me to her side to guide her. I have done what
-I could. But earthlings have no care for love. They never think to
-spare it until after it is dead.”
-
-The shy girl spirit was moved by her comrade’s self-depreciation to
-speak. “Amor has been splendid. He was close beside her when she heard
-the news that you had been sent to the Fields. He proposed our search
-for you. And he held me up with sheer strength when I felt that I must
-swoon from exhaustion. Always he has tried to protect me even as--as
-you.”
-
-“As I?” John asked.
-
-“Don’t you recognize me yet?” She brushed the moisture from her eyes
-and lifted them to his, twin blue anemones. “I am what you loved best
-in your love. Although you could not see me as now, you knew that I was
-there. You held me dearer than her beauty, than her youth--yes, even
-than her passion for you.”
-
-“In mercy’s name, don’t taunt me!” John’s voice was a sort of groan. “I
-did value you. I tried to save you from myself. God knows how hard I
-tried. It seems incredible to me now that I should have torn you from
-her--trampled on you----”
-
-“Trampled me? You never did that.” Her timidity conquered by sight of
-his suffering, Innocentia touched his arm. “Not for one minute was I
-really afraid of you. A great love, such as yours, could not harm me.
-Amor often told me that. I stayed close to her on Earth and crossed
-with her into Shadow Land.”
-
-“Even down there we’ve been with her most of the time,” Amor added.
-
-“_Down there?_” Startled out of his shame, John Cabot peered into the
-care-worn faces of the guardian pair. “You mean--she is assigned----”
-
-He read the answer in their distressed, averted looks. His mind was
-quickly made.
-
-“Lead on--and down!”
-
-“But, John----” Young Jack clung tight to one of the knotted fists that
-hung at his father’s side--“you can’t go into Gehenna. You and I are
-assigned to the Fields. It is a rule here that we can go on, but never
-back.”
-
-“Go on--without her?” John laughed in a short, hard way. “There is no
-right in a rule that assigns me to Elysium and her to Gehenna. I’ll
-find a way to prove that one man feels responsible for a woman’s fall.
-Son, I am going to bring her back with me.”
-
-“If you could, John--if only you could!” Afraid, yet brave to believe
-in the power of his god of Earth, the boy-soul gazed into his father’s
-face. “You’ll look for me, John, first thing when you come back? A
-little way on there are bowers and villas that the shades build to live
-in while their eyes and minds are getting used to the Light. They leave
-them empty for anyone to take when they’re ready to progress nearer the
-Source. You’ll know the one I’m in if you listen to hear Dick sing.
-I’ll be waiting for you and--and _her_, John Cabot.”
-
-“Jack Cabot, until we meet again!”
-
-In time the boy had remembered his lameness, so did not plead to
-go along. The best way to expedite his hero’s return was to let him
-proceed unencumbered. Striving for courage, he watched the tall form
-follow Amor and Innocentia across the fields. A twitter reminded him
-that he was not entirely deprived. Gulping back his disappointment, he
-declared manfully:
-
-“We’ll get a nice place ready for her, Dick--my other mother. He says
-he’ll bring her back, so we know he will. John can do anything. It
-_will_ be fun being happy!”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Across the mystery wastes that lie between the mortal world and Shadow
-Land looms a redoubtable wall. Through its gateway any from Earth may
-pass at will. But none may return.
-
-Just within, the two head ushers slumped upon their bench and gazed
-over the familiar, but incogitable scene. The well-worn inward path
-soon divided, its lower half to drop over a declivity, whence it sloped
-“easily” into Avernus, its upper to wind away and away until lost in
-that incalculably distant glow.
-
-“Queer set this”--the first usher.
-
-“Queer is right--or wrong”--his fellow. “I’d like to know, for
-instance, what makes that Light.”
-
-“I, too. Can’t be either sun or moon, because it never sets.”
-
-The chief’s eyes fixed on a verdant slope, from whose hazes a female
-figure sped with apprehensive manner toward the base of the wall. He
-shrugged on seeing a unit of the boundary patrol return her into the
-Fields, but gently, with never a threat of spear.
-
-“One of the yearning mothers, I suppose. Strange how they’re possessed
-to slip back to their children!”
-
-“Children who likely aren’t wasting a worry on them,” the associate
-sighed. “Why won’t mothers let bad enough alone?”
-
-A wail like the lament of a lost zephyr drew their attention to the
-rim.
-
-“That fool woman in love trying to descend again,” the second usher
-continued to grumble. “She’s not the first who’s insisted that she’d
-rather be in Hell with him than in Heaven without. Quaint, isn’t it,
-considering that we don’t have any trouble with men in vice-versa
-cases?”
-
-“Hi, guardsmen! You asleep? What’s wrong over there?”
-
-With his cry, the chief sprang up and hurried toward the down path.
-Ahead of him ran the spear-carrier whom he had called to task. Behind
-came his fellow.
-
-From the brume of the upper distances a group of three spirits had
-emerged and were rushing downward, regardless of the shade patrol.
-Through the array of spears leveled against them they darted as though
-impervious to wounds of fear.
-
-On the rock-strewn cliff the reinforcements found themselves facing an
-aroused man-_manes_ whose like they never had seen. Clothed in an armor
-of light was John Cabot, “his eyes as lamps of fire ... and the voice
-of his words like the voice of a multitude.”
-
-“What matter the judgments of men, after man’s little day is done? Make
-way. I am going through.”
-
-“Drive him back,” commanded the chief usher. “All together now!”
-
-Against the row of leveled spear points, John hurled himself.
-
-“Right is might and I am right,” he cried.
-
-“You can’t pit one will against hundreds and win,” the chief contended.
-“Stop a second. Realize how foolish----”
-
-“And what is folly but a riotous expenditure of will?” At his
-application of the memory flash, John laughed. “This is--to will--and
-to have--my will,” he panted as he fought the united determination
-to stay him. “You witness the end--of my social ideas--my immoderate
-desires--my excesses--my pleasures that--have ended--in death. A laugh
-for--your hundreds--of wills!”
-
-Perhaps by his rashness, perhaps by force of the wind now rousing in
-strength from over the Fields, the light forms of Amor and Innocentia
-were snatched up and borne through the ranks of the guard. At sight of
-their disappearance into the abyss, John’s eyes blazed like lit torches.
-
-“Since mind is more than matter up here--since this is a world of
-will--let the stronger will prevail!”
-
-From the grasp of the nearest of the patrol, he wrenched a torch-lit
-spear. Waving it on high, he rushed their resistance; engaged them;
-smote their thoughts with his thoughts. The two ushers fell back,
-powerless to contend against him.
-
-“He must be a madman,” gasped the chief.
-
-“Or a god”--his associate.
-
-Both shook in the greatening gale. Both paled to see that the mystery
-Light, which had abided since their entrance into Shadow Land, was
-being eclipsed by Stygian clouds. So dark grew the air that they
-scarcely could discern the form of the man-_manes_ outlined against the
-rim. But his battle-cry came back to them.
-
-“_Make way--make way for my mind!_”
-
-Into the thunders that rocked the clouds merged his voice. Lightnings
-lit his victory. Madman or god, he plunged over the rim.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVII
-
-
-Early as she dared that forenoon, Dolores had sought audience with the
-King. From calculation new to her, she had arrayed herself to please
-him. Ceding the mauves and dove grays that seemed best to express
-her, she had selected one of the court creations designed for her by
-the master electrician of His Highness’s own robes--an effect as of
-dawn-tinted tulles weighted by a tunic sewn over with rose rubies. Her
-hair she had wrapped about her head like a splendid coronet. To the
-handle of the jasper-like staff to be carried with the costume she
-had fastened the tiny dynamo of a full-blown, scarlet rose and in the
-ribbon of one silver sandal, just over the high-arched instep, had
-tied a closed, pearl-dewed bud. Upon Adeline’s verdict of “Exquisite,
-madame!” she had studied the mercury lest any possibility of further
-effect be neglected. The reflection was of a woman-soul, young, fresh,
-hopeful as the early morn, yet already aglow from the red realizations
-of her noon-day.
-
-His Majesty received her alone in the throne-room. Among fulsome
-compliments he interspersed his gratification that she had not awaited
-a summons from him.
-
-Dolores was more surprised by this affability than she should have been
-by any new truculence. For the first moments she found herself overcome
-by what she had prepared to overcome in him--indignation.
-
-“Then you did not really suspect me last night?”
-
-He lifted a protesting hand. “You wouldn’t deprive me of that pleasure?
-Can’t you conceive how much rivals are enjoyed by the admirer who need
-have no fear?” He descended the dais to substantiate the claim in the
-mirror.
-
-After he had placed the prime minister’s chair for her, she gave him
-her answer. She would accept the office of Low Priestess.
-
-At the quiet pronouncement a gleam lit the steel of his eyes.
-
-“I am glad,” said he. “Sooner or later--probably sooner _than_ later--I
-should have made you accept it. However, it is gratifying that you have
-done so, shall we say, _near_-voluntarily? You make me hope that----”
-
-He bent his head and looked into her face. Soon he finished in the
-smooth voice of a hierophant expounding his doctrine.
-
-“You make me hope several things of you. From your viewpoint I ought
-to despise you for last night’s discovery that your vamping mania
-has consumed a soldier from my ranks doddering enough to be your
-grandfather.”
-
-“You are too intelligent to believe that,” she flashed.
-
-“Nice work for an earthly audience. But it’s not to your interest to
-convince me. I am too delighted to find you worse than you at times
-appear. Did you notice down in the world that the virtuous women keep
-the devotion of their men? I guess not. One difference between me and
-male earthlings is that I own up to a depravity which they are taught
-from birth to deny. The worse I think you, the longer you’re likely to
-hold me. Pray let me dream on!”
-
-“To hold--_you?_”
-
-Something of sincerity in his voice forced the query. Instantly she
-regretted it.
-
-“That _naïveté_ is your cleverest trick,” he approved. “You probably
-guessed long before I did my--ah--dishonorable intentions. Since you
-ask, I don’t mind declaring them here and now.”
-
-“Oh, no, not now--not here!”
-
-With the protest she got to her feet and turned toward the door. But
-she was stopped by the compelling look of him.
-
-“Why should I be willing to invest you with a power equal almost to my
-own? Am I likely to overlook how much more deadly is the female than
-the male--how much faster you will grow in sin than I have done, once
-you are well started? Should I risk your attempting to overthrow me by
-not making our interests one?”
-
-She did not answer his questions. And she asked none other. She stood,
-perforce, waiting to hear that of which instinct had warned her all
-along.
-
-He began again in different vein. “I’ve been mighty lonely down here
-these last few thousand years. You see, I’ve never been appreciated or
-understood. The moment I saw you that terrible Tuesday--or was it a
-tragic Thursday?--I appreciated that you were different. To have the
-sympathy and approval of a woman-soul like you----” He interrupted
-with a laugh at himself. “But there, I’ll leave that ‘lonely,’
-‘misunderstood’ old plea for the husbands of the world to tell other
-men’s wives. The truth is, you have convinced me that I’ve missed a
-whole lot. Much as I despise weaknesses, I have come to feel that one
-would be a luxury. Dolores, I want to love you.”
-
-“But I don’t want you to.” She stepped back from him.
-
-“And I want you,” he continued imperturbably, “to want to love me. I
-could have made you do so long ago, just as your hypnotic osteopath
-could have done, but I’d not be satisfied with that brand. Come, give
-the devil his due!”
-
-All she gave him was silence. He watched her while continuing.
-
-“In the close relationship which I propose, you’ll have greater
-opportunity to quip my curiosity and compel my admiration. Should I
-tire of you our community of interests will bind me to you much as
-earthlings are bound in that state called--Fairest fiend, I ask you to
-become my queen.”
-
-“_No!_”
-
-Dolores was dismayed beyond all discretion. She tried to throw off the
-clutch which he laid upon her arm.
-
-“You’d be wiser to conceal your aversion,” he advised. “You are going
-to accept me whether you wish to or not, just as you have accepted the
-office of Low Priestess. In both cases the answer was settled before
-the proposition was put. And it is a fair proposition, this last. I am
-positively anxious to care for you as much as I can--more, if anything,
-than I intend to make you care for me. ‘He that leadeth into captivity
-shall go into captivity.’ Don’t you see? I have acknowledged my wish
-for one weakness to give you every chance for graceful consent. With
-me it is now or never. I feel that you are the one woman-shade who
-can teach me--well, what I wish to know. But you won’t get a second
-chance. The Great-I-Am is a softy to give man a second chance in the
-Redemption. I shall not be that soft regarding you.”
-
-As still she spoke no word, he urged more stressfully:
-
-“Have you no ambition that you scorn the queenship of the Universe?
-That’s what my offer means. I have taken none into the secret of
-my Great Intention. And until I feel that we are one in spirit as
-in state, I shall not fully confide in you. But I’ll say that the
-day of my deliverance is close at hand. Soon my supremacy shall be
-established from everlasting to everlasting. Ruthlessness shall rule
-before the time of the end. How long, do you suppose, can He stand who
-is self-acknowledged to be all this weakness called love, against The
-Hate, which am I?”
-
-The question he blazed into her eyes, now uplifted to the demand of his.
-
-“Little fool, how dare you hesitate? Consider what you are and who I
-am--your smallness and my greatness. Consider Eternity. Hell is my
-home-land. I have conquered Earth. High Heaven only is to gain. The
-time is near when the Castling from Paradise shall return unto his
-own. Judgment shall be damned on that day. And I shall be Jehovah. The
-Day--_The Day_!”
-
-In an ecstasy of egoism, he caught the spirit-girl by the shoulders;
-willed her up the steps and into his great carved chair.
-
-“Sit you in the seat of the mighty,” he ordered. “Learn the sensation
-of gracing a throne. Queen of three worlds--_my_ queen--accept the
-salute of your most abject slave!”
-
-Sinking to one knee he lowered his lips to her bare ankle. The spot
-they pressed stung as though from nettles, then turned redder than the
-rose-bud tied against her instep.
-
-“I am a suppliant, Queen Dolores--I who never was a suppliant before.”
-His lips increased in ardor through the contact. “I need you. I want
-you. But I want you to acknowledge the need of me. Always have I jeered
-at mortal men who plead for favor. I don’t know what’s come over me. I
-could take you and make you and break you all in one flash of my will.
-And yet--I ask you, Dolores. I _ask_ you.”
-
-The spirit-girl realized that the time had come for her to speak, but
-she could not force her tongue. Gone was her self-reliance of the early
-dawn. She had come prepared, but not for this. Overwhelmed she felt by
-his declaration as she had not been by his threats.
-
-The sensation was familiar; recalled those days of uncertainty in the
-Cabot home when she had been tried by the evasive ways of John. Then
-her fear had been for him and, through him, for herself. Now he and she
-were included only as infinitesimal atoms in the universal disaster
-that impended.
-
-Look high as Heaven, look low as Hell, she was afraid.
-
-“How dark it is growing!” She shuddered.
-
-“Is it so dark you cannot see that I am on my knees, still asking you?”
-
-“How can you ask me, when you know where my heart belongs?”
-
-His lips lifted over his fang-like teeth, in sudden reversion to type.
-“No heart that I want can belong anywhere else,” he snarled. “You have
-seen that mongrel lover of yours turn yellow with cowardice.”
-
-“I have seen him,” she corrected, “conquer cowardice.”
-
-“We won’t quibble. The obstinacy of the female heart is more often a
-fault than a virtue. Open your mind to conviction. Can you imagine
-me feeling cowardice? I’ve tried to give you an idea of how bad I
-am. At least I have shown enough inherent evil to awaken some slight
-admiration.”
-
-“But our standards are very different, Your Lowness. I don’t admire
-this ruthlessness you boast. The sensations from love and hate are very
-much alike, they say. Isn’t it possible that you are mistaken in the
-absolutism of your wickedness? Don’t you suppose that you are capable
-of a pulse-beat of mercy for one who----”
-
-The flash of lightning that shivered through the thickening gloom of
-the great room seemed to illuminate her broken query with significance.
-The answering rumble of thunder was no less menacing than his reply.
-
-“This is heresy. You weaken your capacity for sin with every such
-thought. Good as you are, I’ll make you in time bad as I am. As the
-queen-consort you shall become the wickedest thought of my mind, the
-most vicious desire of my soul. Deadlier than death, you shall give and
-keep giving life to my love. Undying love--that would be a delicate
-morsel, would it not, little gourmet of the hearts of men?”
-
-“All real love is undying,” she maintained.
-
-Her eyes held on the distant curtain. Its alternating electric stripes
-were writhing like snakes, as if tormented by a wind stronger than its
-dynamo.
-
-“At least, passion is not. Undying passion--that would be something new
-even to you, eh? Do you remember, siren, my mention of an ‘experiment’?”
-
-Dolores, at the look that was lapping her face, shrank back into the
-throne chair. At the burn of his hands as they pressed her outline from
-waist to shoulders, a scream broke from control. But even as she was
-impelled forward and down, her terror became exorcised by the lure in
-the look of him. That most destructive of all forces--the brute force
-of evil thought--bent her knees; loosened her clutch of the chair-arms;
-drew downward her face. Almost had her lips met his in a loathing, yet
-longing soul-caress----
-
-The semi-gloom was lit by many kilowatts of light. The curtain was torn
-apart. From the entrance door a tall man-spirit fought his way. A
-cursing demon pack surrounded him. To his legs clung the dwarfs of the
-Gehennan gate. Lightnings from the storm without followed him, as steel
-slivers follow a magnet. Disheveled, wild of eye from the fury of his
-fight, unannounced and undeterred, he forced his way to the dais steps.
-
-“At last--_John_!”
-
-Sad from the very intensity of her gladness rang the bell tones of
-Dolores’ salutation. At sight of her beloved she had found herself;
-had broken the evil spell put upon her; had risen from the throne. She
-stood with hands outstretched, a visualization of that composite called
-a woman’s heart. Ethereal as the fabric of her gown shone her face and
-forehead. Rose red as the mesh of rubies that girdled her glowed her
-lips. And from the deep purple of her eyes all mystery cleared--a royal
-revelation.
-
-But John Cabot did not accept the invitation of her hands. He did not
-ascend the steps. In silence he returned her gaze. In his ears still
-rang the scream which had brought him strength to worst the hellion
-guards. His mind hurt from the sobs of the love-lad and Innocentia,
-huddled in horror outside the door. His eyes saw only the picture hung
-before his entry of a lady downbent and a kneeling knight, their lips
-about to meet.
-
-He lifted his regard to the magnificent figure looming negligently
-behind the throne-chair. Gray eyes met black, a soundless clash of iron
-and steel.
-
-Satan snapped the pause. “So--you have joined us, after all?”
-
-“Sir,” said John, “you have the advantage over me.”
-
-“I have, indeed, as will develop on acquaintance. I believe you have
-already met her known as Grief to Men. Suppose you bow before the queen
-to be.”
-
-John’s gaze returned to the prayer for forgiveness on Dolores’ face.
-His leonine head leaned as if to hear the quiver of her lips. The great
-soul of him saw more than his eyes had seen. He granted the prayer,
-took the offered hand; bent before the spirit of the woman he had
-loved until his kiss swept her finger-tips.
-
-“Dolores, I have come to you. On Earth I was too weak in flesh to show
-the strength of my regard for you. But you should not have distrusted
-and deserted me. Didn’t you realize, from your own desolation, how hard
-it was for me to stay away?”
-
-“Afterward I realized,” she murmured. “Too late I knew.”
-
-“I was fighting your enemies, myself chief among them. I had determined
-to save your good name. It was ironical that the friend who tried to
-help me ruined both your life and mine. Had I known about the child,
-even though I could not have freed myself by law, I should have
-declared you my wife before the world--not as I’d have wished, but in a
-binding pact. Dolores, I have come to tell you----”
-
-“So we observe,” slashed His Majesty’s sword-sharp voice. “And might
-I inquire just why you presume to come to this lady--you who have a
-perfectly bad wife on Earth?”
-
-“I am divorced by death.”
-
-John continued to look only at her whose good-faith was the _sine qua
-non_ of his desire. She, he could see, was eager to hear him, despite
-her apparent fear of the Machiavellian presence. To her he spoke, low
-and rapidly.
-
-“I found myself in a burning plane at sea. I seemed to hear your voice
-calling me from far away. But the shortcut I tried to take to you has
-proved the longest way. When I learned that you had been assigned to
-Gehenna and I by special license to the Fields, I went mad with rage.
-That you should be damned and I rewarded for the selfsame crime was
-unspeakable! They could not drive me back. To be spiritually chained
-to earth would be bad enough, yet that would have a mortal limit. Even
-Mors does not seem to know the date of the Second Call. A century
-on Earth is accounted only an hour here. To wait around in futile
-transitions from fear to hope--from hope to fear----”
-
-“Why didn’t you go on when you had a chance”--again Satan
-interposed--“on toward that nice place called Paradise?”
-
-“Dolores, you are my Paradise--lost and regained, though not yet
-redeemed. I have come to redeem you.”
-
-“_Christ!_” Malice sounded close behind the Satanic sneer. “Just what
-is your claim, redeemer?”
-
-At last John Cabot answered him directly. “I want justice for this
-woman-soul. I want it _now_. I demand that you release her.”
-
-“You _want_? _You_ demand? And you contend that she belongs to the
-Fields, she compared with whom the ‘mother of harlots’ was a saint in a
-niche?”
-
-“You lie!”
-
-At the suppressed fury of John’s declaration, noxious fumes began to
-spread from the Belial glare.
-
-“A strong word to use over a mere disparity in point of view. However,
-your compliment sounded genuine and I thank you. Sorry that your demand
-must be denied. Law of the land, you know.”
-
-“The best thing about most laws is that they can be broken,” John
-asserted. “I cannot conceive of a great intellect that would not except
-this case, once it was explained. A woman who never had an unclean
-thought or an impulse that was not wholly kind has been sent into
-Badlands, while each of those who contributed to her fall has been
-reinstated in the opinion of men. A shop vulture has made a virtue of
-his vulturing. An alleged man of God----”
-
-“Don’t go through the list,” His Majesty objected. “I’ve had many a
-laugh over the choice assortment. Doctor, lawyer, merchant, chief,
-richman, poorman, beggar-man----”
-
-“Thief?” John interrupted in his turn. “I am the thief. And even
-I, the most culpable of all, have ‘come back’ in the opinion of my
-fellows--have been rewarded as was everybody concerned in her ruin.”
-
-“Yes, even down to that delightful old woman who was so anxious to get
-her gas bill paid.”
-
-At the King’s interjection, Dolores sank back into the throne-chair.
-Against its high back he leaned for support in his loudening laughter.
-
-John Cabot did not laugh. With each peal of Satan’s mirth, his frown
-darkened.
-
-“I am not afraid of you and your ridicule. If the double-standard rule
-is the law to which you refer--if that holds beyond the jurisdiction of
-Earth--then doubly do I intend to break it.”
-
-“_You_ intend? Really, you are--too funny--funnier than all--the rest!”
-His Majesty struggled for control of his risibilities. “Allow me to say
-that your visit, although something of a surprise to one who does not
-often have ’em, is not unwelcome. It is, in fact, almost too gratifying
-to be true. You’re a bold, if not bad man. I have need of your sort. Of
-course, you’ll have to be born again. All good men must be regenerated
-down here.”
-
-“You don’t intend, then--” Dolores half turned--“that he shall go back?”
-
-“My poor child, do you expect me to flout the gift of Providence--even
-one sent down like this, C. O. D.? He has about as much chance of going
-back, this snuffed flame of yours, as you yourself.”
-
-Stiffening from his negligent pose, he seated himself upon one arm of
-the throne-chair and leaned over her confidentially.
-
-“Mayhap you and I would have been even more companionable had you
-appreciated how much I, too, have longed for the coming of John Cabot.
-Perhaps it is foolish of me, but I find I’m just a bit jealous of your
-quondam lovers. I’d like to have them all down here as sort of safety
-valves when I get bad and mad. Having only John, I’d be less than
-inhuman to give up taking it out on him. Besides that great experiment
-on myself, there’s a lesser one I wish to try out on you. Now, now,
-sweet Grief, don’t worry! Nothing painful. Rather one whose success
-will bring you delight.”
-
-“Please to--tell me--what you mean?” faltered Dolores.
-
-“I’ve noticed that when the only man a woman earthling ever really
-loved demises--shuffles quite beyond her reach, you know--she proceeds
-to love, as soon as she can locate him, the second only ever man. I’d
-like to demonstrate that the rule holds down here. You wouldn’t be true
-to type if you didn’t have a lingering sort of affection for every one
-of your ex-onlies.”
-
-“But I don’t see----”
-
-“I make John die a second death before your eyes, in order that he be
-regenerated unto sin. I crunch to dust the bones of his spirit. I tear
-to bits the sinews of his soul. When you see him an unrecognizable heap
-in the morgue of Gehenna, will you like me, do you suppose now, more or
-less?”
-
-At her failure to reply, he sauntered toward the nearest mirror;
-there carefully adjusted his red cravat. Evidently reassured by the
-magnificence of his reflection, he added amiably enough:
-
-“That Judge Strang was no more a sport than am I. He took a long chance
-on you after one short look. After the some few looks I’ve had, I’ll
-take a longer one. What say you, fair fiend? Be a sport, too. Come,
-let’s make it a bet!”
-
-Her response was a worded moan. “Why, John--_why_ did you come?”
-
-For a moment His Majesty considered the drooping, dusk-crowned head.
-
-“Evidently,” he made remark to whom it might concern, “she doesn’t
-consider mine a betting proposition.”
-
-As if suddenly aware of the hellion guard cluttering the great room, he
-amused himself driving them back against the highly-charged curtains.
-
-John Cabot mounted the dais steps; removed the girl-soul’s hands from
-her face; held them while he bent to look into her eyes.
-
-“You are my mate,” he said. “You have been tried--tempted, perhaps. But
-I believe in you. You swore once to believe in me. Do you remember?
-Come with me, Dolores. Let me fight your way up to the Fields as I
-fought mine down. Have courage to come.”
-
-“I’d only hold you back,” she sighed.
-
-“The harder the fight, the dearer the victory,” he urged. “And we
-should be together. Does that mean nothing to you? Whatever your fate,
-I should feel honored to share it--to serve you through Eternity in
-atonement. Where faith lives there is love.”
-
-“Faith?” A rasping sob shook her--or was it a laugh? “Faith, he says,
-is the fear of fools.”
-
-“Faith is fear? I do not understand.”
-
-“Yes. Fools pretend faith because they fear. But nobody really believes
-in anything down here. Everybody fears--fears despair. He’ll never let
-me go. You must leave me if you can. Lean low and listen. Later you’ll
-understand.”
-
-She caught his arm; shook like a reed with her whisper.
-
-“God sacrificed his only begotten Son, they say, to try to save the
-world. You must sacrifice your hope of me to try to save----”
-
-“_Damn you!_”
-
-The curse was addressed to the king--the first Dolores ever had heard
-from the lips of John Cabot. Satan had approached soundlessly; with his
-charged forefinger and thumb had flicked the intruder on the brow.
-
-“Save your vitriol. I’m already damned,” he answered with consummate
-insolence.
-
-John, blinking confusedly, straightened. The impulses of his late life
-still controlled him. With the flash of a puma’s instinct, he leaped
-upon the First of Fiends.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVIII
-
-
-Wrath had burned the bonds of John Cabot’s hard-learned constraint.
-A fury of resentment over the subjection of Dolores controlled him.
-Supernatural might to avenge and save her seemed to come to him. Yet
-sudden as was his leap, strong its impetus, that which was material of
-his adversary had side-stepped neatly as though he were some mortal
-boxer in a squared circle.
-
-“Positively, you annoy me,” commented Satan from the far end of the
-dais.
-
-“You demon dog, your spite is nothing to my righteous rage!”
-
-Again John rushed the blasphemer with head lowered between his
-shoulders; seized and attempted to bear him down. But face forward he
-collapsed upon the steps. His will to kill was conquered by its own
-futility. Nothing--quite nothing was in his grasp. A chuckle caused
-his glance to lift. Nearby stood the Tormentor as though untouched. An
-opaque aura surrounded him. Thick fumes spread with his breath.
-
-Cabot staggered to his feet. All too soon the realization which Dolores
-had implored was being taught him. What matter how righteous the
-cause--how violent his will for avengement? This was Too-Late Land.
-
-Satan clapped his hands; commanded the guard.
-
-“Seize the fool. Throw him into the Den of the Demented. Get him into
-shape for particular torment. Out with him!”
-
-“_Wait._”
-
-At Dolores’ word the guardsmen halted their rush. John fixed his eyes
-upon the regal figure rising from the throne.
-
-With her rose-adorned staff, upraised like the scepter of the queen
-she had been declared, the girl-shade commanded silence. From her
-eyes, as from beacon candles behind dark panes, shone the light of
-determination. The time had come for her to test that early-morn
-resolve of matching her guile against that of His Satanic Majesty. The
-look she leveled upon him was too subtle for even his super-sense to
-define.
-
-“Has Your Lowness duly considered?” she asked him. “You say you never
-waste power. This shade has proved at least initiative.”
-
-“A powerful impudence, I call it, to break into our unhappy little home
-in this--ah--vehement manner and invite my intended, right before my
-eyes, to elope with him. He deserves the worst billet of the Hadean
-hordes.”
-
-“Granted, sire. But if you draft him, isn’t he likely to distinguish
-himself among your conquering heroes? Is there not a warning in his
-show of fight?”
-
-“Why a warning? What could he do?”
-
-“They tell me that the hold you have on your military is in the
-princely rewards offered to your veterans. And has the Great-I-Am
-Himself a better name for keeping His promises than you?”
-
-Crossing to him, Dolores met his combative look with an expression of
-affectionate concern.
-
-“Don’t you see that you would put yourself under obligation to advance
-one whom, quite naturally, you wish to depose? Why not return him
-into the false security of Elysium? After you have come into your
-own, he will be one of your captives of state. You will then have the
-privilege of wreaking your dislike on him as you see fit. Look on him
-as end-of-the-season fruit. Let him ripen.”
-
-“And be denied the taste of him now?” Satan licked his lips. “Is this
-a trick, she-fiend, to wrest him from my clutch? Have a care lest you,
-too, become disliked!”
-
-“I am not afraid of that.” With a laugh that came strangely from her
-lips--luring, assured, golden--she plucked the rose-bud off her ankle
-and, from tip-toe, flicked it against his cheek. While placing it in
-his buttonhole, she added: “You brand your warriors. Wear my brand, the
-scarlet bud. You are mine, as I may be yours if only----” She drew away
-her laughing lips just as, almost, he had accepted their challenge.
-
-“Courtesan!” he accused. “What has inspired you, all at once, with the
-best way to intrigue me--to make me doubt your truth and fear your
-artifice?”
-
-“Perhaps I have not wished to intrigue you, as you say, before. Perhaps
-my artifice has been in concealing myself. Ah, Pluto, that even you
-have not guessed my trickery! I wished to wait until sure of my own
-mind. Yours is so dominant, it is hard to be sure. Since what you have
-said this morning, I am ready to stand revealed. You have aroused what
-you see in my eyes. You should be the last to doubt. This is myself. The
-other was all pose--my best asset on Earth.”
-
-“You are worse than I thought,” he exulted. “I was beginning almost to
-believe in your decency, so consistently did you act. Then, after all,
-I am right?”
-
-Again she laughed, this time with him. “Aren’t you always right, you
-perpetual wrong? Of course there is no right or wrong to what I’m
-asking you. Call it my caprice. I’ve done a great deal to please you.
-Do one thing for me.”
-
-“Make it something else, then.”
-
-“Something else is never what one wishes.”
-
-“But I suspect your request of being something more than a caprice.”
-
-“That even I cannot deceive you!” With the chagrined exclamation, she
-thrust her arm in his and drew him aside. Her head drooped, as if from
-embarrassment. In a low, hesitant voice, she confessed: “You are too
-keen for me. This request _does_ matter to me. The truth is, I don’t
-want my ex-only, as you call him, down here. Don’t you know enough
-of woman’s nature to appreciate how I feel? I can’t help the way I
-was born. I _am_ a harlot at heart. Sooner or later the bad habit of
-loving the old love might distract me from the new. You saw last night
-that any conquest has its charms for me. Why not---”
-
-She paused, as if to contemplate a fresh idea. Then: “I shall need
-concentration to satisfy Your Lowness’ hopes of me and concentration
-will come easier with not the humblest of my ex-suitors to distract.
-General Cummings was a deserter on Earth and, as you yourself said,
-once a deserter always. Him, as well as John Cabot, you may treat with
-fuller effect after The Day. Why not send the old nuisance along? And
-there is one other of whom I should like to be rid.”
-
-“Who, pray, may this other be?”
-
-“My babe.”
-
-Satan showed himself assailable by surprise. “Not the Littlest Devil?
-Now you have spoiled your argument. I can’t believe----”
-
-“You will when I explain. Ineffectual looking as is my child, she
-interferes with my whole-heartedness for evil. She rouses soft feelings
-in me--impulses to protect the weak and helpless. I’ll find it hard to
-live down even the thought of her. To see her daily is a detriment.
-Focus that imagination of yours, Pluto. Try to realize what you often
-must have heard, that mother-love is the most enduring influence in the
-universe.”
-
-“That’s one thing I’ve never been--a mother. Wish I had. I’d have given
-birth to some rare wastrels.” He grinned at the thought.
-
-“Don’t you see my argument? You will grant the favor I ask? I dislike
-to plead as much as you, but I make this a plea. Give me a chance in
-the one sincerity of my life.”
-
-“Your one sincerity?”
-
-He bent low to catch her murmured reproach.
-
-“That _you_ should need to ask! I, too, feel that I have my one chance
-in you. If you are not strong enough to compel me----”
-
-“One question.” His fingers snapped like a bracelet around her wrist.
-“Why have you been at such pains to arouse my jealousy of this weakling
-whom now you seem to despise?”
-
-Deliciously she smiled. “Ah, you humorists who cannot see the joke on
-yourselves! Once you said that I was humorous only in that I had no
-humor. Since, you have taught me. Tell me, is not jealousy the rough
-stone that whets an edge of love on attraction?”
-
-“I’d sort of hate to part with the Littlest Devil,” His Highness
-tentated. “It has seemed almost like having a child of one’s own in
-the palace. If she were a boy, I don’t believe I could. Strange, that
-hankering in the heart of the worst of men and devils to reproduce
-himself in a son!”
-
-He glanced up at his coat-of-arms, then back at her. The peculiar
-intensity of his look was unendurable. Her lids drooped over the
-consternation which she feared would show in her eyes. But she pressed
-her advantage.
-
-“I’d like the babe to go along, for her sake as well as my own. Her
-crime was her parents’. You wouldn’t fancy that third-to-fourth
-generation rule if you’d ever had a child. Come, dear Devil,
-acknowledge that my reasons are good. Let me have my way this once.
-Afterward you may have----”
-
-“Exactly what?”
-
-She lifted her face, pale as a night flower, to the strong light of his
-gaze.
-
-“There is a question between us,” her lips murmured reminder. “You can
-compel me, but you want my consent. You spoke just now of a sporting
-proposition. Very well, I’ll make you a bet. This favor I ask you
-against----”
-
-She could not control the shiver that seized her. The spit of
-fork-tongued lightnings excused the droop of her face. For a moment the
-growl of thunder silenced her voice.
-
-“I can keep promises, too. This favor against--anything--you want--of
-me.”
-
-She had pledged--herself. Her two hands slipped within his and clung,
-palm to palm. They and her voice shook with loathing which she prayed
-he might mistake for the tremors of love.
-
-“Dear, _dear_ Devil,” she begged him.
-
-His answer was in terms of action. He returned to the dais and seated
-himself in the throne-chair. He bade the guard unhand their prisoner
-and sent the dwarfs to summon those whose release had been stipulated
-by the famed siren as her price. From a jewel-box he selected a fillet
-of pearls supporting a single, magnificent drop of light, red as a tear
-of blood. This he placed upon Dolores’ night-black hair. It was, he
-made formal announcement, her betrothal crown.
-
-Only John Cabot failed to salaam before the queen-elect. Straight to
-her he strode; bent that only she might hear his suppressed appeal.
-
-“Do you expect me to believe in your inconstancy?” he asked. “What
-force has crushed your courage, that you hesitate to trust your fate to
-me? Because I seemed to fail you on Earth, do you fear that I shall do
-so in this inter-world? Is there no voice in your heart to tell you how
-gladly I should have forfeited my passport to the Fields to spare you
-this profanation? They say that Shadow Land is only the waiting place.
-Wait with me, Dolores. Don’t cast yourself too low for later recall.”
-
-The persistence of his faith both shamed and blessed the spirit-girl.
-Evidently he was struggling against the influence of mal-appearances.
-How could she have doubted such absolving love? For herself, surely her
-Hell was the there and the now. She must remember that his safety and
-that of the hapless atom born of their passion hung in the balance. Yet
-even him and their babe she must have sacrificed, if necessary, for the
-greater issue. The fate of the Universe, which the Maker seemed to have
-forgot, depended upon the pseudo-treachery of her looks and speech.
-
-So far her determination had proved strong as desperate. What that
-victory were defeat? What that she slew this sturdy love of him she
-so longingly loved? The issue she must not--_dared_ not forget. To
-protect the great heart of John Cabot from those thoughts of despair
-which, like ceaseless drops of water on a stone, in time must wear away
-his hope; to spare him who had defied the first law of Mystery Land
-the realization of his own futility in the Lane of Labors; to keep
-his forehead clean of that brand more significant than the brand of
-Cain--the hate-sign of the Hadean hordes; in saving him to send him as
-her messenger to warn the Earth-blest of the Castling’s contemplated
-drive; through him to reach the ear of One said to be omnipotent and
-arouse Him from His lax protectorate----
-
-Perhaps, if That Day was saved to righteousness, He would be told of
-her and how she had tried to do her part. As yesterday and to-day were
-so small a fraction of Eternity, with all life’s reparations possible
-in the vast vacuum of to-morrow, justice yet might be meted to Dolores.
-
-His Majesty, she knew, had attended each word of John’s plea. A single
-fault in the play of her part and her partial success would end in
-failure. Not long enough for one of his dart-like thoughts must she
-consider the soul-hurt to herself. She, whom so often he had twitted
-for her simplicity, had pitted her intelligence against the Master
-Mind. Far better not to have attempted the deceit if she did not
-deceive.
-
-John she silenced with a mocking laugh. His amazement she answered with
-assumed contempt. His protest she cut short with ridicule.
-
-“So you cannot progress for thought of me? Strange, when here in
-Gehenna I have out-progressed my _penchant_ for you! Yet until to-day I
-did not realize how sleazy your form would look to me or how weak would
-sound your mawkings. One’s taste is best cultured by contrast.”
-
-Her glance toward the King was eloquent interpretation.
-
-“Don’t reproach me with my shamelessness, I beg of you,” she
-anticipated him. “It is a point of pride with me. Away, you weary me!
-Let this convince you that my fancy for you died with my body.”
-
-She struck him with her jasper-like wand across the lips. At his low
-moan, the illusion of a red rose adorning its handle went out.
-
-Dolores, realizing that the light of his love also must have been
-snuffed, scarcely could repress an echo of his protest against her
-cruelty. Lest she fail in the climax of her triumph, she turned from
-the sight of him; sank into the prime minister’s chair.
-
-Her courage was reinforced when the dwarfs dragged Corporal Sam before
-the dais. The old soldier-soul’s shaken state from only a few hours of
-“special treatment” accented the necessity of his immediate release.
-
-In the parting with her babe she felt free to indulge in more of
-naturalness. She had confessed a weakness there in the strength of
-her desire to overcome it. A moment she held the small shade in her
-arms. But the cling of little arms about her neck choked her with the
-necessity of untwining them. So trustful, so young, so blameless, to
-be consigned to punishment! The crush of desolation which pressed hard
-on her heart might best be lifted by thought of a possible day when
-she might see her child again--see her with her trust, her youth, her
-blamelessness eternalized.
-
-The precious salvage she consigned to John with not a word of her
-heartful adjuration that he be good to her, take care of her, teach her
-that her mother had loved her, even as she had him, her best beloved,
-far too well to have and hold.
-
-No more did she risk the aside which she wished with soldier Sam,
-in which to advise that he trust all his dread knowledge to John
-Cabot. She felt sure, however, that he would do so of his own accord.
-Once in the Fields, his object would be her own in sending him.
-Gallant himself, he soon would recognize gallantry and would give his
-confidence to John.
-
-The King was issuing orders. An adequate guard was to serve as escort
-to the Elysian boundary, taking a wide detour to escape the shade
-patrol. The fact that such a transfer never before had been made need
-not concern them. The love-hound had blazed a trail from Elysium down.
-Let him blaze another from Gehenna up. They were to start at once.
-
-Only John Cabot made his exit loathfully. After the others had preceded
-him through the light-riven curtain, he paused; turned. Dolores knew
-that to the last he hoped of her. A gesture, a whisper, a sigh would
-have recalled him to full faith. He had meant what he said. Gladly
-would he have exchanged or shared her fate until that dim-distant day
-when justice was to take the universe.
-
-But she did not make the gesture, vent the whisper, breathe the sigh.
-Rather, she forced the false laugh which that hour had stood her in
-such good stead and turned, affecting to think him gone, to her Satanic
-suitor. Seductively she leaned, as if to consummate the caress which
-John’s arrival had interrupted so short and yet so long a while before.
-
-At the downward swish of the hangings, however, she drew back. The lilt
-of her laugh was lost in the realization that he who had come to find
-her had left her, lost. More moan than mirth it sounded at the thought
-that no lightning flash or whip of wind in the storm-ridden air outside
-could scourge him as had her treachery.
-
-At her change of attitude, Satan sat back and watched her with
-unsmiling scrutiny.
-
-“It is not too late to call them back if you regret the terms of our
-wager. ‘Anything’--wasn’t that your pledge?”
-
-“But I do not wish them back. I am glad--so glad to be rid of them.”
-
-“And I. You acknowledge that I have won the bet?”
-
-“Yes, Your Lowness. You have--won.”
-
-Any show of triumph he subdued. Even that peculiarly calculating
-expression in his eyes, which before had dismayed her, was covered by a
-sort of veil.
-
-“The first thing I want of you,” said he quietly enough, “is your
-agreement that to-night shall be our nuptial night. I regret to dun a
-lady, yet I _don’t_ like I. O. U.’s. Shall you find it convenient to
-pay?”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIX
-
- “_And the sun became as sackcloth of hair and the moon became as
- blood; and the stars of heaven fell unto the earth, even as a figtree
- casteth her untimely figs, when she is shaken of a mighty wind; and
- the heavens departed as a scroll when it is rolled away; and every
- mountain and island were moved out of their places._”
-
-
-Long ago, when first she had become an object of diabolic clemency,
-Dolores had supposed that, come a day, she was to pay a price. When,
-after all the public pomp and private pose of her regal rites, her
-new lord escorted her into the throne-room---- Not until he stretched
-his arm in prideful gesture toward the escutcheon over the dais----
-Soul-sick, she realized then the sum and coinage of that price.
-
-To her chamber through the late afternoon Adeline had brought reports
-of His Highness’ proclamation of the royal alliance. Although he could
-not quiet the unprecedented storm which had raged since high-noon and
-his electricians had failed utterly to swing the imitation sun low
-enough to send a single gleam through the clouds on this his wedding
-day, preparations had been rushed. To the farthest reaches of the
-kingdom great annunciators had blared through the shriek of winds the
-bans. Not a rookie of the Hadean hordes, not a wench of the Wanton’s
-Well, not the most venomous whisperer of the Cage of In-Laws but knew
-that the Belial Bachelor was to change his state.
-
-And the news was made gladsome by a decree for cessation of all
-punishment. For that eve the thought of despair was taboo. The most
-fearing of shades was to be allowed a breath of hope. Even in this
-clemency, however, the Rule of Reversals would hold, according to the
-noble maid, since at daybreak of the morrow all torments were to be
-resumed in double force.
-
-That Greater Gehenna should celebrate was not enough, however, to
-satisfy His Majesty’s festive mood. Earth must join in the rejoicing
-over his signal success in the most intricate of games, even though
-the mortal participants might not be told the cause back of their
-debauch. Through free distribution of Devil’s Dew, a negotiable,
-bottled quintessence of his own most iniquitous spirits, which had
-become a recent output of distilleries under his direct control, there
-was to be started that night a series of riots destined to belt the
-globe, a spree of all nations that must have mortified the ancient
-Bacchanalians, did wireless reports penetrate to their section of the
-Realm.
-
-The ceremony had been brief and the guests few. Original Sin, looking
-particularly hypocritical in his crackling high-church robes,
-officiated. Although none there was to give away the spirit bride, the
-lack was dismissed with the groom’s remark that, thanks to his inside
-knowledge of how to force the affections female, she was her own free
-gift.
-
-Perhaps never in all marriages of convenience on Earth had sounded so
-sacrilegious the transposed lines of the service.
-
-Would Dolores take Satan to love, honor and obey, from everlasting to
-everlasting, until he himself did them part?
-
-She would.
-
-And would Satan do his damnedest to love and cherish Dolores?
-
-Hell helping him, he would.
-
-Almost before her change of estate could be realized, she who had been
-despised of men stood before the Lower World with a crown upon her head
-and a scepter in her hand.
-
-Her lord’s first marital word had been a complaint. Why hadn’t she worn
-the glittering amethystine costume which he had ordered as her bridal
-robe? Did she think herself still the shopgirl who had walked, once
-upon a time, into Vincent Seff’s “slaughter of the innocents” that she
-should come to her nuptials unadorned by any of the stage jewelry which
-he had heaped upon her? Or had her late-learned humor dictated her
-dress of virgin white?
-
-She suspected indulgence, if not actual approval, behind his show of
-displeasure. Himself he had arrayed faultlessly in cutaway effect. His
-two departures from Earth’s accepted mode lay in a scarlet cravat and
-his _boutonnière_. In lieu of the conventional orange-blossom bud, he
-wore a tiny illuminated nectarine.
-
-As to so many women-souls before her sacrificed upon the matrimonial
-altar, the subsequent feast was to Dolores a tedious affair. Toasted
-in varied high-volt mixtures, praised for her vices in the retroactive
-terms of the damned, applauded uproariously for her inability to make
-brazen reply as the arch-mistress of deceit, she had striven through
-course after course to keep up appearances. What though in the illusion
-of passion flowers that banked the board as a centerpiece she saw only
-the reproach in the dark eyes of John Cabot? What though her only taste
-from the adroit food-phantasies was the unsatisfying reminder that she
-must not regret her deception--must not allow herself to long for him,
-lest her thought-clutch deter him from the brave deeds that he must
-do? What though the only spirituous effect of the wine she quaffed
-was the realization that, with every half-hour now, the little party
-saved by her surrender must be nearer that boundary over which not even
-the Prince of the Power of the Air might recall them? With her black
-demi-watt she sipped the conviction that, in the emergency, she had
-done the best she could; with her electro-cordial frappé, the hope that
-already John might understand--that all might yet be well.
-
-Now, with her gaze up-hung on the royal coat-of-arms, that conviction
-became as “sackcloth of hair” and the moon of her desire “as blood.”
-The stars of her hope-heaven fell unto the Earth, “even as a figtree
-casteth her untimely figs when shaken by a mighty wind.” All be well?
-“As a scroll ... when rolled away” was that sanguine possibility. Out
-of their places were moved her every mountain of resolve and island of
-faith.
-
-She had declared herself ready to pay. Above was writ the price.
-
-From out the design, as of ebony and amethyst, still shone the giant’s
-crown in bas-relief. The names of Japheth, Shem and Ham continued to
-drip in ruby lights from the horns of their respective lines. The
-caption beneath blazed brilliantly through its sardonyx-thin lettering.
-Except for the omission of two words the text read as before, “SATAN
-THE FIRST AND LAST” had been cut to “SATAN THE FIRST.”
-
-That so bold an announcement could be made by elision! No longer did
-Satan the First boast himself the Last. Through what roiled channels
-did his reasoning run?
-
-“But--but----” Words at last came of her consternation. “I thought
-there could be no birth after the first death?”
-
-He answered with guarded elation. “Someone you used to believe in
-proved to you to-day that laws were made to be broken. Surely I am the
-last whom that law of the first death could coerce--I who never have
-died.”
-
-“Nor were you born, Your Lowness. You say you had no mother. Never have
-you been of the flesh, so how can you expect----”
-
-“I am not to be classed with the flesh. I am a god,” he interrupted.
-“Haven’t there been children of other gods? Why, even the Great-I-Am
-had a morganatic son!”
-
-Through a corridor of the palace he led her and into the private wing
-of whose magnificence she often had heard. Upon a divan sheened over
-as with an embroidered altar-cloth he placed her; with one elbow
-crooked around the hump of her knee, lolled at her feet; with a new
-possessorship stroked her bare ankles and, at times, her throat and
-cheeks. The while, he descanted in detail upon what he now revealed as
-his “experiment.”
-
-Only since meeting her had he foreseen a day when he should find
-irksome his seat on the throne, when affairs of state would bring him
-greater _ennui_ than official sins _divertissement_. After The Day,
-when he had been acknowledged over all and the Universe had been let
-loose in an unending administration of outlawry, would not he, as well
-as his aides, be entitled to some reward of vice? And why continue
-in a career of perpetual exertion after his utmost had been done? As
-though human nature could not be trusted to increase in evil of its own
-impetus, once punitive bars were laid! Should not he be freed to tread
-the path of dalliance--to realize some such gentle vices as he had seen
-to satisfy the doughtiest devils of Earth?
-
-Desire for an heir-apparent to his throne of late had grown in
-him. Could she not imagine the outcome of his ambition--a youthful
-demon born to dominance, bred to brutality, schooled to undreamt
-possibilities of fiendishness? Strong as steel in mental culpability,
-he should have the “chance” denied his self-made sire. Never should he
-know, hence should not fear defeat. With a super-divine intolerance,
-he would accept and hold his sovereignty. Although of the spirit, he
-should inherit a talent for strong visibility, taking his form from
-his father and from his mother a subtlety of appeal such as god nor
-man yet had possessed. A beauty of countenance irresistible should be
-his--features of marble pale as the ghosts of Dolores’ victims--lips
-that quivered from the very delicacy of the lies they lied, eyes that
-veiled in mists of mercy the utmost truculence.
-
-Could she not see the child of his imagination? Let her open wide those
-crime-dark eyes of hers; to-night let his moth-like fancies bask in
-their purple flame.
-
-When he, leaning against her, lifted himself to try his thought, the
-bride-soul clutched her forehead and shuddered back among the pillows
-as if to shield brain, as well as eyes. Yet even to her own ears her
-protest sounded both sincere and false.
-
-“You must be mad--_mad_--to dream of such a thing.”
-
-Was not the inspiration of all dreams mere madness? he asked her. And
-was not that love which he aspired to feel the first symptom of mental
-derangement? As for love’s climax--as for passion----
-
-Always had he envied mortal men their carnal appetites. There was
-nothing to being the King of Evil if he couldn’t have all the vices.
-For æons had he hankered to glut himself with food, and drink distorted
-images into his mind. Now he hankered---- Oh, by no means to weaken
-himself with this love over which she oh’d and ah’d! Really, though,
-didn’t it seem too bad that he who had invented loveless lust and
-incited it daily in a million earthlings, should enjoy it only
-vicariously? Even before she had come to Shadow Land, he confessed, he
-had felt the need of a second-worst emotion. That night of the tale of
-her surrender to John Cabot he’d decided on its nature. To think of
-the thousands of years he’d wasted! To have been the two ultimates,
-archangel and arch-fiend, without having been intermediate man!
-
-As the lasciviousness of his look intensified, Dolores realized in
-herself a certain sympathy. Appalled by its drawing power, she reminded
-herself that only chaste aspirations might conquer the crave for evil
-to which all mankind is heir. Her lips formed to the names of her
-quondam guardian companions.
-
-“Innocentia, I do not wish to know these dreadful things. Save me from
-the knowledge, dear, _dear_ Amor.”
-
-His Majesty’s chuckle sounded. They were gone forever, the pet pests,
-he exulted. Ignorance should no longer be her bliss. ’T were folly for
-her not to be wise. Why shirk responsibility for the idea born of their
-acquaintance--one wickeder, therefore more seducing, than any he alone
-had conceived?
-
-His further explication scorched her mind more hotly than did his
-breath her cheek. Physical desire he might not have. Yet was not its
-source, more than in the case of other passions, a state of mind?
-Irrefutable proof lay in the fact that desire wakened or slept as
-mortals fell in or out of love. Did not the city rake, accustomed to
-think of satisfaction as a necessity of his being, indulge it without
-love? And the libertine husband--why did he seek it from fresh subjects
-if not that his mind, wearied of his wife, must be freshly inspired?
-
-With every tale told him by Dolores these past nights and nights, Satan
-had measured his mentality by that of each of her earthly Don Juans.
-Averse at first to the weakness of love, he had come to recognize it as
-the match which would fire his affections and, thence, his desire. When
-he considered the state of mind into which he could get through hate----
-
-He had come to the acknowledgment that, without love, he had missed
-mightily. Now, he longed to strike the ineffectual looking lucifer.
-Since, however, any satisfaction or outcome of their alliance must
-result, more than in mortal alliances, from a state of mind, he wished
-Dolores also to long for love. That was why he plead when he might
-compel. He could not risk an heir warped in his evil nature as had
-been the Cabots’ in body. No toy pace-setter for the sins of Satan the
-Second!
-
-She was the match to fire his imagination, he told her. She was the
-seemingly insipid drink which----
-
-He interrupted himself to lick his lips. That fellow Seff was right.
-One needed a nectarine. She was his nectarine. She was very visible, as
-yet the most material of shades. The ways of the world still controlled
-her. Once his wishes were her own, she would of her own accord lift the
-stronger cup to his lips; would press the cheek of ripe fruit against
-his teeth. Already she had felt an impulse toward him. No use for her
-to deny that in the throne-room that afternoon, just before they had
-been interrupted----
-
-“No. _No._” The very necessity of Dolores’ denial, however italicized
-in her consciousness the knowledge that she lied.
-
-As Satan passed his hand under her arm and pressed her bust, she shrank
-from him with moaned aversion for the thought back of the caress.
-He _was_ like Vincent Seff. The offense had been the shopman’s on
-that first day so very long ago, when she had begun to learn of men.
-Then, as now, she had been speechless from apprehension. Had that
-apprehension come from subconscious knowledge of herself more than of
-the man?
-
-On Earth she had lived down certain inherent tendencies because she had
-not understood. From His Highness’ first touch she had trembled, even
-as on that day in Dr. Willard’s study when she had implored the hunting
-parson of All Mankind to teach her the religion said to cover game like
-her from just such hunters as he. The carnality of mortals she had come
-to excuse because component of the flesh. Since, instead, it was shown
-her to be component of the mind--since she was protected no longer by
-her innocence--since here in the inter-world she was hunted by the most
-expert of mental sportsmen----
-
-Dolores strove for perspective. How ghoulish an ambition, this desire
-of Satan for desire! What could be more inhuman than a passion of the
-imagination without hope? And yet he hoped. _What_ was his hope?
-
-An odious thrill answered the question--a thrill which she knew to
-be the first farthing of the price she was to pay. The sum total,
-then, would be the development of her evil possibilities to the utter
-obliteration of the good. All that she had saved of her better self
-from her late estate was to be burned to dross by that recognized
-flicker of passion which had lit this conflagration. The King, by the
-heat of his diabolical imaginings, would kindle, then fan her with the
-winds of his swift thought. Her spiritual inflammability was her real
-value to him, as had been that of her body to men. He had praised, as
-had they, her beauty, her _naïveté_, her teasing silences, but had
-passed without a glance others as exceptional as she. That worst of her
-which, in the physical, had wrecked her chances on Earth, would wreck
-those mental which she still had hoped to realize in Shadow Land. Even
-though she saved The Day to the Great-I-Am, she would not by then be a
-fit subject for reward. Spiritually ruined, she would be no mate for
-John Cabot. Well it was that she had not known in time the fullness of
-the price, else might she have been too niggard-souled to contract to
-pay.
-
-Forewarned in these premonitions of her fate, the spirit-girl felt, as
-never in the past, her own impotency. Innocentia gone, the love-lad
-Amor gone, her babe, gallant Old Sam, and now John--all who might
-have helped her she had sent beyond recall. Evil expectation was a
-compelling force; that she had learned from Clarke Shayle. Even now,
-the Master Mind was compelling her--vehemently, evilly expecting of
-her. Would she give?
-
-“I am a perfectly free immoral agent,” His Majesty boasted. “You
-believe that, don’t you, my poor child? I can seize your mind and hold
-it to the last split-second of Eternity, whether you will or no. You
-liked that molecule of suppressed power in your love-hound. Aren’t you
-appealed to by the fact that I am at this moment suppressing all the
-molecules of power that have run the world?”
-
-Dolores felt shocked by several perceptions. He had licked his lips;
-had called her “my child”; had concentrated his magnetism upon her;
-with deliberate intent, was attracting her through the same means used
-unintentionally by John Cabot. As he argued, he bent upon her a smile
-no more youthful or friendly than that of the lawyer who had won her
-confidence only to spoil John’s life and her own. And he wore a scarlet
-tie.
-
-He was, in his conversion of her to his will, like each one of those
-mortal men who had converted her. In one consummate personality he
-combined their characteristics. Everyman was a part of him. He was all
-men.
-
-Since detached integrals of himself had brought her irrevocably to
-grief on Earth, what chance had she to resist him as a whole? Despite
-her guard, the despondent thought must have shown in her face.
-
-“You do not need to answer in words.” His Highness pressed the point.
-“The idea of rectitude, grafted onto women by convention, embarrasses
-you. Don’t think of yielding to me. Think, rather, of yielding to
-your worse and greater self. You, so lately and so rarely physical,
-must share my mental hunger for the appetites. You will feed me
-with thoughts of fulfillment? This passion that you have aroused in
-mortal males, since born of the mind, on the mind must have violent
-recoil. You will tell me--will teach me? I shall not bore you. If the
-response of men diverted you, how much greater the diversion of a god’s
-response! Is it not an ambition worthy even of you--to inspire the
-passion of an immortal whose fervor has not been spent in birth or life
-or death? Think of my tireless excesses, of my ingenuity, of my eternal
-crave for you! Think of the procreative possibilities of a superman!”
-
-“You explained to me yourself,” the girl-soul sobbed, “that nothing
-could be created in Gehenna--that down here it is always too late.”
-
-“It is never too late for me to do worse.”
-
-“But this heir you speak of--must he not come of a mother as well as a
-father? I, at least, am subject to the rules that govern earthlings. I
-have been born of the flesh and I have died.”
-
-“You quibble.” His frown showed irritation. “Aren’t you lifted to my
-estate by our alliance? What you were doesn’t matter, except that your
-late mortality brings new vigor to our line. What you are becomes
-merged in me. What you shall be----”
-
-The hand that pressed up her arm and gripped her neck pricked as with
-many needles from his impatience. Her head he drew backward, as he
-lifted to his knees on the couch and leaned over her. Her eyes dilated
-under the close gaze of his. Her lips moved to the syllables of his
-slow, low declaration.
-
-“When the thought-lust in you has conquered your affectations--from the
-moment of the consummation of the union of our minds--you shall be a
-goddess--my goddess--for aye.”
-
-Strangely enough, his egotism did not offend her. An expression of
-power, it bade fair to convince her. Warning herself that she must not
-be convinced, she tried to get from his grasp.
-
-But he held her. “I’d love to love you, sweet Grief,” he murmured close
-to her lips. “Ask me to kiss you, Dolores, as once you asked a man
-of Earth. Beg me to take you, you devil’s desire. Let our moment of
-forever start _now_.”
-
-His reminder helped her to tear her will from his and throw it, like
-a tangible thing, to the thought of John. Pushing him away, she found
-voice to defy him.
-
-“I’ll never ask you. That moment never can start.”
-
-“Fair fiend, don’t try me too far. I want to want you. I desire desire.”
-
-As his fingers closed around Dolores’ throat, she was weakened by the
-thought of strangling. She could not speak, either to deny or implore.
-
-“And you,” he rasped, “shall want me to want you until you’ll pray
-that your mind may burn to ash from its own ardor. Or will you
-teach me willingly--inspire me as you best know how? I prefer to be
-your lover--to miss not a nibble of that smooth cheek, my luscious
-nectarine. But I am also your legal lord. And I have tutored too many
-legal lords of Earth in their brutalities to miss my divine right now.
-I am your master. Ask me to kiss you, slave.”
-
-Dolores strove for the sort of courage that had enabled her before
-to repel him. Just one strong, good thought might release her. From
-the least likely source--his clutch of her--it came. Baby fingers had
-clung tight about her throat a few hours since. She was a mother, and
-a mother was enslaved only by her motherhood. She freed herself of his
-grip; struggled to her feet; started across the room.
-
-“My wager did not include wants of my own,” she defied him. “You ask
-more than I can pay.”
-
-“More? I haven’t begun to ask!”
-
-From the closeness of his voice she realized without glancing back that
-he was following. The strength of her good thought was scattered by
-panic. All she could do was to flee.
-
-She hurried to the windows, but found them shuttered against the storm.
-Behind object after object of the room she took a stand, only to desert
-it on his near approach.
-
-He, like a fate evil, leisurely, sure to overtake, pursued. He laughed
-from excess of exhilaration when the inevitable occurred. Her long
-tulle-like veil caught about the winged foot of an illusion of Mercury.
-As though by jealousy of the speed god she was tripped; was about to
-fall. He caught her.
-
-“Why did you have to stop? This has been _wonderful_--never could be so
-wonderful again! Whatever inspired you with the knowledge that the way
-to ask is to deny?”
-
-Freeing the veil, he wrapped it around and around her, binding her
-hands to her sides.
-
-“Your intuition is keener than all my keenness,” he panted. “Of course
-the fleeing woman is the woman one must overtake. To ask me you have
-aroused me to ask you. Your lips, Dolores--I ask your lips.”
-
-He flung her down; knotted the ends of the scarf about her sandals;
-crowded over her. The lecherous look of him silenced any protest. His
-eyes were aflame and from his whole person fumed that ruddy effluvium
-which came of his concentration.
-
-As measured by the slow approach of his face to hers, a death-time of
-dreading thoughts preoccupied Dolores. Fragile as were her bonds, she
-could not throw them off. Her resistance, she knew, was weakening.
-Suppose her mind consented; what then?
-
-Repeatedly had he forced her to his evil will; at times had justified
-his boast of making her like--almost love him. Now he was overcoming
-her as by a drug, none the easier to resist because she knew it to
-be the soporific of sin. Did soul-lust, then, beget soul-lust? Could
-he make her crave him to some mental excess? Could spirit be welded
-with spirit in such infernal way that the conscience would be raped as
-bodies were raped on Earth--ruined for progress and admittance among
-unsullied consciences after That Day?
-
-And the outcome of such a ghoulish union? What manner of offspring
-would be theirs--if offspring indeed there might be--child-fiend
-incarnate--spirit-spawn of the passion of an unbodied god?
-
-For her to have begotten the heir-apparent of Gehenna--that would prove
-righteous the Judgments of Men, even should the Greater Judge consider
-revoking her decree. Never again could she hope to see John Cabot and
-her babe.
-
-And yet--and yet----
-
-She had fought her fight with such strength as she could command.
-What though she lost her own immortal soul through weakness--had not
-weakness as well as strength been given unto her? She had not been
-wasted. She had saved those two best-beloved. And, in saving them, had
-she not saved the greater part of herself? All her loyalty had gone
-with John. Their babe was the bloom of her heart, that “one, half-blown
-rose” of the doomed gardener’s plea. The safety of them who were all
-the good in her she had bought. Surely the rest of her did not matter
-much. Why now haggle over the price?
-
-The query dismissed her resistance. Her mind opened to her master’s
-mind, her eyes to his eyes, her lips to his lips. A hideous impulse
-moved her, like the mania to leap from some incalculable height.
-Thought-pulse for thought-pulse, her sensation roused to his. A moan of
-torturing expectance escaped her.... She closed her eyes....
-
-_She wanted to want him._
-
-In the blackness, Dolores saw the blacker truth. Her swooning sense
-of obligation to self was shocked into revival. Not him so much as
-something in herself must she resist--that desire put in woman to be
-mothers of men. Response meant utter degradation. More culpable than
-he who had not known the uplift of true love, she would sink lower far
-in hate’s degeneration. Down and down ... always down ... forever and
-forever down....
-
-“I am a woman soul--I must have love to live, not lust!”
-
-With the cry, she tore herself out of his grasp. And as she regained
-her feet, the bonds that had seemed so strong, broke apart, like
-dampened tissue.
-
-“_Vampire._”
-
-His Highness’ hands clutched for her loosened hair. As again she fled
-him, he leaped in pursuit; abetted his steps with his hands; pulled
-himself forward with grasps of this and that. When he saw that she
-was trying the entrance door, he stopped in derisive anticipation of
-her return. A gleaming object from his pocket he waved at her, as
-illustration of the mental ban:
-
-“The key, my queen--come get the key.”
-
-His chortles loudened at her desperate exclamation:
-
-“If only I could pray!”
-
-Abruptly, however, he ceased to laugh. He stood alone in the chamber.
-The locked door had opened to his captive bride. She had passed into
-the hall.
-
-He followed. Nearer animal instincts than ever in his past, his tall
-form bent until he ran on toes and finger-tips. Through the private
-hallway he raced after her--along the central corridor of the palace
-into the throne-room.
-
-The great auditorium was dark, except for the jewel-voltage of the
-altered Mephistophelian coat-of-arms. With intent to point its full
-significance, the All-Man headed off his quarry from doors and windows
-and drove her toward the dais. There he seized the back-waving banner
-of her hair and dragged her up the steps. With his free hand he
-gestured upward.
-
-“Your artistry is unexcelled, Queen Dolores--your sense of fitness
-finer than mine own. That you should lead me here is a right royal
-inspiration.”
-
-Further excited by her struggles, he laughed the louder. Sinking on one
-knee, he again crowded over her.
-
-“You have taught me and I have learned. No longer do I ask. I take.
-Lo, at this touch of you, resistant, I feel--I _feel_! Your life--at
-this taste of them--a-ah, almost do I taste! At last, fiend-houri--at
-last--at last--our eternal moment has begun.”
-
-As he held her head to the step, Dolores saw that the horns which a few
-minutes before had been neatly trimmed, were showing through his hair.
-Not daring to face the compelling power which had made possible this
-phenomenon, she shifted her gaze, first to the escutcheon, then quickly
-to the dome.
-
-“If only I knew you, God!”
-
-“That name in my presence again?” Irony followed the Belialic snarl.
-“Why hang back for an introduction if you believe the Great-I-Am
-stronger than I? It wouldn’t be the first time total stranger had
-rescued damsel in distress. Why not ask Him, little heathen? It will do
-no harm to ask.”
-
-Unloosening his hand from her hair, he jerked her to her feet. Dolores,
-not knowing what next he might will, backed to the wall. There, with
-eyes and arms uplifted, she acted in earnest upon his mocking advice.
-
-“_God save me_,” she voiced her first prayer. “I am sinking. I shall be
-lost. Are you there, O God? Only you can save my soul.”
-
-Higher than the arch-blasphemer’s shrieks of derision, fugued the storm
-winds without. At their demand, the entrance doors swung wide; admitted
-them. Across the great room they swept, gentling only at the flutter of
-veilings about the girl-soul at bay against the wall.
-
-Close after them lightnings slashed the darkness. Behind her head, from
-tip to tip of her upraised hands, thence to her sandled feet, they
-concentrated in rays of blinding light.
-
-Crouched to spring, Satan fell back as if struck. In the down-shed
-blaze his face worked with superstition. His whine of a maddened dog
-slashed across the eyes with a whip, ended in two gasped words.
-
-“_The Cross!_”
-
-Into power unmeasured by watts or kilowatts increased the rays. They
-irradiated the face of her whose shape they framed with a beauty never
-before seen in Gehenna--the beauty of realized hope.
-
-The uproar of the storm concentrated in one stupendous crash. From out
-the contrasting stillnesses, there then spoke a voice calmer and deeper
-than the deepest tone of the sea--“a voice ... as the voice of many
-waters and ... of a great thunder and ... of harpers harping with their
-harps”:
-
-“_Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God._”
-
-Prone fell the Destroyer, lest he be destroyed. Face downward before
-that sign, which was the sign of his one fear, he writhed upon the
-floor. From his forked tongue of a snake hissed threats and pleas:
-
-“Go away! How dare you trespass into the kingdom I have made for
-myself? Don’t blast me. You promised time until Judgment. I’ll give up
-the girl-shade. I’ll do anything you say. Don’t blast me now. I might,
-you know, repent.”
-
-Without daring to look up, he tugged at the hem of Dolores’ robe.
-
-“You’re to go--to leave Gehenna,” he upflung in his immortal fright.
-“Don’t wait to prepare. Take this signet ring. It will pass you through
-the gates. Hurry, lest you ruin me with the rest of those that craved
-you. Go, Dolores. As you love me--as you hate--for Hell’s sake, _go_!”
-
-For long after she had gone he lay. Only his lips moved, muttering.
-
-“He could have finished me that time. He must have certain powers of
-His own, like--like her. Since He can come and go at will, I wonder why
-He waits. To-night--I feel afraid--that my Great Intention----”
-
-The winds sounded to be subsiding. Evidently they had roused in his
-spirit-bride’s defense. In time he risked a glance toward the Sign.
-Entirely it had faded. Not a glimmer of it remained to place that
-picture of wondrous loveliness which lately it had lit.
-
-A sob racked His Lowness. His hands searched about, as though for some
-treasure he had lost.
-
-“Dolores, _Dolores_, Grief to Men and me. What a fate, to learn love
-from the loss of it!”
-
-His fingers found something to clutch. Sitting up, he examined what
-they contained--fragments of the illusion of her veil. He bathed his
-face in them; swayed sensuously to the feel of them.
-
-“Even the mist of your memory weakens me. Wasted--_you_--when I may
-never be so bad again?”
-
-He became interested in a stinging sensation in one eye never felt
-before. With a forefinger he touched the lid. Its tip was not moist.
-Yet the pressure within increased. Excitement caught him as he realized
-what must be about to occur. He lifted his voice in a shouted command.
-
-“Holder of the Tear Bowl! Quick--to hand--the Bowl!”
-
-When only the reverberations of his voice made response, he bemoaned
-the lost opportunity.
-
-“Through the sorrows of all ages to expect it, only that, when it
-comes, none should be here to catch it!”
-
-It fell. A great, gleaming, heavy drop, it slipped from beneath its
-lid. Salt as brine, it smarted as it rolled down his cheek. Yet no
-watery, crocodile effluence was this. It did not spatter on the floor.
-Lasting as a diamond it looked.
-
-Carefully he picked it up. Solemnly he examined it. This tear that he
-had shed--his first--was of that sincerest sort, a tear of pity for
-himself.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The while, straight and swift as the spirit’s cry, Dolores had fled the
-palace. Out of the portal and through the gate she ran, past darting
-demons abroad to enjoy the fury of the storm. A slim creature in white
-gleaming through the blackness, she fluttered the imagination of a
-group of celebrants staggering from an overplus of draughts inhaled to
-the consort of the King. With raucous cries and out-clutching hands,
-several pursued her. But too slow were they, or too fleet she.
-
-At the Gehennan gates, the guard fell back, advised by the evil eye of
-the royal signet ring. Once safely outside, she turned and flung the
-blazing trophy back to them.
-
-Seemingly alone, she felt the presence of guards stronger than they
-and more spiritual than herself. These she did not fear to trust, so
-tenderly did shadowy wings seem to surround her, so firmly was she
-steadied from stumbling, so wise was the counsel she heard. Although
-the storm still raged, lightnings concentrated before her and illumined
-her way, as up and up she sped.
-
-And with her sped happy thoughts. John she soon should find. That
-she knew. Her feet were swift from lightsomeness and he could not
-have progressed far, all weighted as he was by the burden of his
-disappointment. Amor and Innocentia--even now her sweet comrades must
-be seeking her. All things of her they knew and never for long had
-they deserted her. Since they were not born of Earth, they must be
-well acquainted with the by-paths of this strange Beyond. Should the
-way to John prove difficult, the love-lad would lead her aright. And
-if reproach still looked from out the soul of him she had forsworn,
-Innocentia would appeal. John and their babe she soon should find and
-all be well.
-
-Broader and brighter before her shafted that penetrating Light whose
-rays she had seen to reach the soddenest scenes of Earth and the
-dankest depths of the Lower Land. Now it dispersed the shadows from her
-dreading heart and darkened mind.
-
-Her former nescience, then, had not mattered to the Great-I-Am! He had
-known her all along; had deplored her plight; had awaited her wish for
-an introduction. That restraint which so had fascinated her in one of
-Earth was but an impulse from infinite restraint. No longer need she
-fear for the fate of the Universe. The All-Power which had restrained
-itself toward her that she might work out her own development, would
-strike when the souls of men cried out, even as she had cried, their
-dependence. Come The Day, His Majesty would fail of his own impotency.
-Faith, then, was not the fear of fools. Faith was the courage of gods
-and men, a heritage divine.
-
-No voice of sad women or of sobbing winds was Dolores’ as, peering and
-hurrying, her joy lifted in fragments of lines learned from a singer on
-Earth.
-
-“_Lead, kindly light, amid the encircling gloom...._”
-
-Now a flash of white through whiteness, she sped and sang:
-
-“_The night is dark and I am far from home...._”
-
-Into the land of hope--into air so vital that realization seemed
-already reached--into a life of no more sorrows, no more tears----
-
-“_Lead Thou me on._”
-
-From neither sun nor moon came the glory that lit the girl-soul’s way.
-She knew and knew. “Home” the Light was leading her. From it she had
-come. To it she now was returned.
-
-The strength of that Hell she had fled was only hate.
-
-The Light--the _Light_ was Love.
-
-
-THE END
-
-
-
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-<h1>DAMNED</h1>
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-<h2>
-DAMNED<br />
-<i>The Intimate Story of a Girl</i></h2>
-<p class="center">ANONYMOUS</p>
-
-<p class="center">
-NEW YORK<br />
-THE MACAULAY COMPANY<br />
-</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
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-<span class="smcap">Copyright</span>, 1923<br />
-<span class="smcap">By</span> THE MACAULAY COMPANY
-</p>
-<p class="center">
-PRINTED IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA<br />
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-<p class="center">
-TO THE DEVIL<br />
-IN EVERYMAN THAT HAS ROUSED ME<br />
-TO THE WRITING OF THIS BOOK.
-</p>
-<p class="right">
-<span class="smcap">The Author</span><br />
-</p>
-</div>
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-<h2 class="nobreak">DAMNED</h2>
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-<h2 class="nobreak">DAMNED</h2>
-
-<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_I">CHAPTER I</h3>
-</div>
-
-<p>An air of apprehension pervaded the throne room.</p>
-
-<p>The most imperfect day known for ages in the Court of
-Gehenna was drawing to a close. The seven Tartarean
-courtiers had effaced themselves as far back in the auditorium
-as the folds of its black and red electric hangings
-would permit. Each held eyes and ears intent, realizing far
-too well that his particular tenure of preferment hung upon
-the mood of the moment. Even the prime minister, Old
-Original Sin, who had weathered so many Apollyon storms
-that he well might have considered himself immune, sat ill
-at ease in his chair of honor upon the dais.</p>
-
-<p>His Satanic Majesty leaned forward from the throne
-chair, imposing in its effect of onyx and gold. His head
-drooped as though from weight other than the voltage of
-his crown. His elbows pressed upon the chair-arms, that
-both his strong, long hands might stroke in turn his pointed,
-copper-colored beard. About the room, as lightning plays
-in advance of thunder, flashed his gray-eyed glances. When
-he spoke, although in a mild voice, each auditor quivered
-through taut nerves.</p>
-
-<p>“Draw the night curtains. Throw on every switch. I
-dislike this pale, abiding light.”</p>
-
-<p>Without awaiting the attendants, the courtiers sprang to
-do the royal will. Sin himself operated the electric switch-board.
-At his touch, a design in heraldry blazed from the
-wall behind the dais. In pseudo-seeming, bands of ebony
-and of beryl formed the setting for a golden crown in bas
-relief, its points pricked out with emeralds. Projecting from
-its headband, three horns of power suspended from their
-tips the ruby-writ words “Japheth,” “Shem” and “Ham.”
-The crown itself looked to rest upon a sword that dripped
-all jewels known, like tears of every agony, from those of
-water to those of blood. Beneath, through letters transparent
-as thin sardonyx, flamed this caption:</p>
-
-<p class="text-in-box">
-SATAN the FIRST and LAST.<br />
-Outcast of Paradise<br />
-Heir-apparent to Earth<br />
-Monarch of Greater Gehenna
-</p>
-
-<p>His Highness glanced back at this elaborate conceit and
-a gratified expression crossed his face. He signed a page
-to spread out his crackling mantle of gold-bordered black;
-slanted a self-respecting look at the splendid proportions
-revealed through his easy-fitting body garment of opaque
-red light; matched his long-nailed finger-tips in pairs.</p>
-
-<p>The seven waited with increased perturbation. They knew
-that calm, considering look to presage some diabolical idea;
-realized that no flattery might blind that super-keen sight;
-appreciated that the day had run too unevenly for hope
-of a restful end.</p>
-
-<p>From the moment of the royal rising that early morn, the
-King had seemed of malevolent mind. The attendants in
-his private suite insisted that he had quit the royal bed from
-the right side. Yet he had seemed to assimilate perversity
-from his static shower, declaring the current hot when, in
-fact, it was cold as refrigeration could make it. In a passion
-he had unwound the small dynamo of a new costume considered
-by his chief tailor a creation; later had hurled his
-breakfast filectric-mignon at the first chef, asserting that
-it bore no resemblance, either in appearance or gastronomic
-satisfaction, to the beefsteaks of men.</p>
-
-<p>The inadequate light cast by his pet device, an imitation
-of Sol, had provoked a personally conducted investigation
-of the mammoth power plant in the lower badlands. Disregarding
-the affairs which awaited his personal direction, he
-had spent the noon hour tinkering at the mechanism of his
-sun, moon and flock of stars.</p>
-
-<p>At the General Assembly of Demons his ill-temper had
-gained momentum. After listening for a time in sneering
-impatience to suggestions offered as amendments to the
-general proposition of standardizing crime, he had hurled
-upon that august body a very cataclysm of political overthrow.
-One by one he had assailed the ministry, down to
-the most faded of those angel plotters cast out with him at
-The Fall. Announcing that he would run the nether world
-alone and unaided, he had dissolved the cabinet, assigning
-its members to labors futile as their protests.</p>
-
-<p>In view of his treatment of those who had served him
-so long and so infernally, what was in store for mere
-courtiers, sycophants of a few recent centuries?</p>
-
-<p>When he straightened in the throne-chair, each of the
-seven straightened with him. When, tilting his crown at an
-easier slant, he glanced speculatively about, all crowded back
-against the highly charged curtains and tried to look indifferent
-at the shock.</p>
-
-<p>His gaze settled upon the prime minister.</p>
-
-<p>“Sin, you aborigine, a word!”</p>
-
-<p>Old Original&mdash;so called because his visability, like the
-King’s own, never had dimmed&mdash;made obvious effort to
-assume the sang-froid of one who knows himself to be
-indispensable; sauntered to the steps; bent in an obeisance
-of elaborate mockery.</p>
-
-<p>“Future of the Universe, I await your will,” he remarked
-with nasal twang.</p>
-
-<p>Satan looked contemptuous of his handyman’s forced
-effrontery.</p>
-
-<p>“I know you do. You’ve taken to awaiting my will entirely
-too much for your own good. There was a time when you
-were full of vile ideas. But you’ve lost your ingenuity of
-late. Since when have you designed a sin-mask that would
-deceive the least suspicious of earthlings or invented a new
-form of torture with which to demonstrate our canons of
-damnation?”</p>
-
-<p>The aged demon, forced on the defensive, eyed the Master
-with reproach.</p>
-
-<p>“Æons agone there ceased to be anything new beneath
-the sun and I&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“And you,” His Highness interrupted, “may be dispensed
-with if that is true. I am proficient in all the old tricks
-myself. However, I am disposed to give you a chance to
-disprove it, being ever kind and just. Is that not true?”
-The lightning of his look threatened the seven sycophants.
-“Am I not ever kind and just?”</p>
-
-<p>“As the hope of Hell!”</p>
-
-<p>“Oftener than ever!”</p>
-
-<p>“In our best-worst interests, Sire!”</p>
-
-<p>The medley whined from the shimmering shadows.</p>
-
-<p>Sin’s voice gained in assurance, even as his mind lost at
-the trend of Satanic argument.</p>
-
-<p>“But, my King, haven’t I had the whole mortal world at
-war? Didn’t I trick all peoples into slaughter of each other
-as you planned?”</p>
-
-<p>“I notice you use the past-perfect tense in speaking of that
-late little unpleasantness. As a matter of fact we lost out
-on it&mdash;lost our one best bet since Noah and the Flood. How
-did you make the mistake of assuming that any scrapper
-who falls fighting for his country could be condemned by his
-fellow men? The worst of them is guaranteed a passport
-to Abraham’s bosom. As for the leaders&mdash;the brains of
-the drive&mdash;most of them were lost to us through that meanest
-of mortal weaknesses, fear for the integrity of their own
-hides. They all want to live. That is what’s wrong with
-conquerors. When earth-wars are such good training
-for&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>His Highness’ teeth bit the sentence in two. His saber-like
-gaze slashed suspiciously from face to face.</p>
-
-<p>“You do your own army an injustice to compare its
-morals with that of any on earth,” soothed the old toady.
-“I’ll acknowledge that I am somewhat used up. Even Sin
-might get brain-fag, you know.”</p>
-
-<p>“That excuse is antedated. You have had ample time to
-recuperate.” The royal digits made a crackling sound as
-they touched. “You failed egregiously on every important
-specification of the big fight. Did you keep them at it until
-the world was engulfed in one red sea of gore? Did you
-inoculate hate until it over-ruled every gentler human impulse?
-Did you overcome the too-young at home and the
-too-old who were to instruct them and the women who were
-to bear the spawn to continue the slaughter? With all the
-possibilities of modern wholesaleness, that war was not
-half what it should have been.”</p>
-
-<p>“Admitting all you say,” the prime minister defended, “I
-don’t see cause for your august dissatisfaction over our
-progress with the mortal world.”</p>
-
-<p>“You don’t? What you need is an oculist.”</p>
-
-<p>His Majesty descended the steps and began to pace the
-great room.</p>
-
-<p>“I have had a day of realization,” he continued in lifted
-voice. “Something must be done. Things are too slow to
-suit my purposes. We are not getting our share of those
-who enter Shadow Land. Entirely too many are ticketed
-through to the Fields by Mors.”</p>
-
-<p>“You know, Sire, something of my efforts to buy that
-stubborn old keeper of the outer gate,” interpolated Sin.
-“Nothing I offer seems to have any value to him. He is
-polite enough, but drones always the same reminder that for
-the present he must abide by the records of Earth.”</p>
-
-<p>“The trouble is not with Mors, fool fiend,” Satan snapped.
-“It is with that book of his&mdash;with the ‘Judgments of Men.’
-The feelings of mortals do soften sickeningly toward their
-dead. They say the good die young. Certainly we try to
-see to it that the bad die old. That’s why everything has
-seemed to depend upon our new searchlight summoning
-towers. Mors is able, with only two such towers ranged
-on either side the Mystery Gate, to make his lists, set his
-automatic finders and turn on his power. What results?
-Every evening and all night long they come at his call.
-There’s certainly nothing attractive about the patriarch. He
-is grim as the first law of mortality and looks it. Yet every
-witness he subpœnas <i>comes</i>. Nothing stops them, the long,
-drear journey, the fear of the unknown, the hissing belly-crawlers
-along the way. What happens when <i>I</i> build a
-dozen searchlight towers to his two? I make my selected
-list of earthlings for whom no modern Ananias could pass
-a good word. I set my alleged finders and turn on all the
-power we can generate. With what result?”</p>
-
-<p>Glaringly though he challenged reply, none who knew his
-latest scheme to add to the population of his kingdom dared
-remind him of its failure. Of necessity he answered himself.</p>
-
-<p>“For a week now our tower tops have been shafting calls
-to Earth. Has one of the nominated accepted? I am forced
-to admit that there is something more to this death business
-than searchlighting. I’ve never been so disappointed since
-Pontius Pilate double-crossed me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Wait until Mors summons the choice crowd of leaders
-you mention who started the world war,” Sin suggested.</p>
-
-<p>“Wait? That seems to be your persistent idea. I tell you
-we can’t afford to wait.”</p>
-
-<p>Halting before the lesser fiend, Satan seared him with a
-look.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t expect you even to suggest where the Associated
-Electricians of Gehenna have failed. And in other respects
-your title and office are jeopardized. I offer you a last
-chance to save them. If overnight you invent some new
-feasible scheme for conscripting earthlings into our standing
-army, your job is saved. If not&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“The feasible idea already is invented and its workings
-under way, O King. Compared with it, all our past schemes
-are limited and crude. Camouflaged under propaganda of
-universal appeal, it cannot fail to start a whirlpool which will,
-in time, suck every man, woman and child into moral death.”</p>
-
-<p>“You refer to Bolshevism, I suppose? Not a good idea&mdash;not
-good at all. The germ of it has lain in my mind for
-centuries. I’d suggest that you saunter to the outer gates
-and quiz the evening’s grist. You might happen upon a Red
-recruit with cheering news.”</p>
-
-<p>“The very thing I was about to propose,” Old Original
-made reply on his way to the door.</p>
-
-<p>The ruler frankly sneered. “Great minds, eh? Are you
-trying to flatter yourself or me? While you are going, take
-the wall decorations with you.” He included the courtiers
-in his gesture. “How many centuries do you obsoletes need
-to rise to the worst that’s in you? Do you suppose for one
-split-second&mdash;mortal time&mdash;that I’d work with evil natures
-as I have done since that fracas up in Paradise just for the
-company of the evilest of them through eternity? By
-to-morrow I shall have decided what to do with such choice
-parasites. Out with you, or I’ll fit my skeleton key to the
-trap-door of the bottomless pit and throw you in before
-your time.”</p>
-
-<p>With alacrity which showed their relief at this temporary
-escape, the seven followed the prime minister through the
-separating rays of the rear curtain.</p>
-
-<p>Satan looked to share their relief that they were gone.
-For a space silence reigned with him in the throne room
-except for the snap of his heels upon the floor and the
-swish of the royal robe. His reflection in one of the mercurized
-panels of the side walls caused him to halt. For
-long he studied his face, then, straightening, appreciated his
-magnificent outlines. A look of satisfaction cleared the
-frown of evil affairs from his brow. Lifting his crown,
-he bowed into the mirror.</p>
-
-<p>A voice from behind the curtain also saluted him:</p>
-
-<p>“‘<i>No wonder that thy heart was lifted up, that thy wisdom
-was corrupted by reason of thy brightness.</i>’”</p>
-
-<p>“Step out, caitiff. Be as apparent as your flattery. Why
-do you linger to spy upon me when I order the court
-cleared?”</p>
-
-<p>A Balial glare fixed upon the returned minister’s ingratiating
-grin.</p>
-
-<p>“Not to spy upon you, Sire. Rather, to admire you. You
-certainly are the Boss of Below for looks.”</p>
-
-<p>His Highness, never having outlived his first fault of
-vanity, gave benefit of doubt to the compliment, as also to
-the glass-like tumbler bewhiskered with crisp-crackling green
-held toward him.</p>
-
-<p>“I thought Your Majesty’s harassed spirit might feel in
-need of refreshment, so made bold to have this quaff mixed.
-It is as near as may be like those they have voted too strong
-for the United States of America, suh. Here you are&mdash;a
-frappé low-bolt!”</p>
-
-<p>Sin proffered both explanation and cup with that irrepressibility
-which so far had made, but at any moment might
-break him. With sympathy sips, he watched the sampling
-of the liquidized current concocted by the first royal bartender,
-a past-master indeed of the art before it was amended
-off Forty-second Street and Broadway, New York.</p>
-
-<p>“Get the kick?” he asked, fearing as much as hoping that
-the julep would fail of its effect.</p>
-
-<p>Satan threw the goblet on the floor, where it snapped and
-flashed, but did not break.</p>
-
-<p>“If I didn’t, you would.”</p>
-
-<p>Sin believed him. From experience he had learned the
-difficulty of gauging the moods of m’lord after a few such
-applications had filed or smoothed the edges of his tooth-sharp
-temper. For safety’s sake he gave a side glance into
-the sensitized panel.</p>
-
-<p>“Notice the size of you as compared with me&mdash;and I am
-supposed to be well-developed from my criminal calisthenics.”</p>
-
-<p>His Highness frowned. He also “noticed.”</p>
-
-<p>“Where is the value in good looks,” he conceded, “if
-there’s none around whom you admire to admire you?”</p>
-
-<p>Old Original was quick to follow the advantage. “A word
-on that very subject is what I returned to say, a word of
-condolence and advice.”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>You</i> offer condolence and advice to <i>me</i>?” The King of
-Evil glared at the most malapert fiend of his kingdom.</p>
-
-<p>“Condolence, Sire, over your state of solitariness. Advice
-as to how to ease it. From my hurting envy of your appearance
-I realize one littleness in my largeness. Absolute
-admiration may endure only where envy may not spring.
-Why does not Your Majesty seek that companionship which
-is not born to jealousy? Isn’t there a complete assortment
-of rags and bones and hanks of hair in Gehenna’s bargain
-basement?”</p>
-
-<p>“You suggest for me the companionship of&mdash;” Satan
-paused briefly to sneer&mdash;“of a female shade? Don’t you
-suppose, if I cared for the sex, that I’d be running a harem
-of all nations, stocked with every famed siren, from Helen of
-Troy forwards and back? You should know by this time,
-old weakling, that your spirit in women doesn’t appeal to me
-any more than to mortal profligates. And the pulchritude of
-most has gone by the time they get here.”</p>
-
-<p>“But there are the dewy-looking souls loitering about
-the Fields. Why not break the rule that there may be no
-transference between Elysium and the Lower Land before
-the Call? Aren’t you the exception to all rules? Why not
-an adventure for Your Excellency such as often we have
-seen in the cinemized episodes of modern villains&mdash;an abduction,
-say, of the most visible and fair before the guards can
-interfere? Don’t despise my idea, generated from a conviction
-that the chief lack in your life is loneliness.”</p>
-
-<p>“An angel for me?” Mirthlessly His Highness laughed.
-“Sir Sin, they bore me limp as a summer-resort collar. To
-be sure that a she-soul is going to be eternally good is a fraction
-worse than to be sure she’ll be eternally bad. No, philanderer,
-you’ll have to do better than that. There is not a
-female, quick or dead, for whose absolute admiration I’d
-give a plugged nickel.”</p>
-
-<p>The click of the door-knocker punctuated this assertion.
-Satan strode to the throne; replaced his crown; signaled the
-minister to respond.</p>
-
-<p>Soon Sin bowed low before his Master, a look of evil
-animation on his face.</p>
-
-<p>“Already the Seven have returned, Sire. They report
-that a goodly number of bad ones were crowding through
-the gates. Among others, they interviewed a couple who,
-they thought, may interest Your Majesty. They await your
-pleasure without.”</p>
-
-<p>“May divert My Majesty from complaint of them, you
-mean. Yet I suppose that they, as well as you, should have
-that proverbial last chance due evil intenders. By no means
-make any diverting shade await my displeasure. Page, bid
-them enter The Presence.”</p>
-
-<p>Royal tolerance fled, however, at sight of the candidates.</p>
-
-<p>“A crippled old soldier and a woman with a suckling
-babe! It behooves me to find some way of revising the
-current notion of what constitutes My Majesty’s diversion.”</p>
-
-<p>He relapsed into silence as the new-comers were half led,
-half dragged toward the dais by a pair of the scrub-oak
-dwarfs who ushered inside the Gehennan gates. By light
-of the dynamo that is within each soul, they were clothed as
-in the habiliments they had worn in their late estate on
-earth, he in a rusty uniform, she in nun’s gray. With his
-crutch the cripple resented their intent to be rough, but his
-travel-mate stumbled forward without resistance, her head
-drooped so low that her long, loose hair swaddled the whimpering
-infant shade in her arms.</p>
-
-<p>The kingly choler increased when, at the steps, she sank
-as though from exhaustion rather than reverence to her
-knees. One last, promising glare he shot at Old Original
-and the seven, then spoke in a voice quiet, yet more dire
-to those who knew him than any thunder-clap.</p>
-
-<p>“To swoon, madam or miss, is out of date down here. I
-pray you postpone the attempt for some less sophisticated
-audience.”</p>
-
-<p>Sin, leaning forward from his especial chair just back of
-the throne, dared to insinuate: “And I pray you, Damnity,
-do not sentence her until you have considered her. There is
-something exceptional about her. She may have been sent
-to prove that idea of mine.”</p>
-
-<p>Satan scorned to notice the suggestion.</p>
-
-<p>“Come,” he ordered the woman soul, “show your passport.”</p>
-
-<p>As though from shame, she crumpled against her breast
-a scarlet slip. Shaking back her hair, she looked up at
-him.</p>
-
-<p>His Highness, startled, returned her look. He did not
-heed or hear Sin’s gasp of anticipation. He forgot the
-seven, the pages and the dwarfs. Leaning lower, he looked
-and looked.</p>
-
-<p>Truly he, who had been the fate of most fair women
-since Eve, never had beheld one of a face of such appeal.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_II">CHAPTER II</h3>
-</div>
-
-<p>The multiple-candle glow from the Mephistophelian coat-of-arms
-lit the girl-soul’s features. From a veil that well
-might have been worn on Earth for mourning, so black
-was her hair and enveloping, they gleamed as if carved from
-Parian marble. The curve of her chin, the fullness of lips
-blent into faint, downward-traced lines, the tube-rose texture
-of her cheeks, all lent a suggestion of pliancy, even
-weakness. Above, her classic nose and broad forehead
-offered contradiction&mdash;were sculped as from a master’s
-inspiration.</p>
-
-<p>Lesser wonders as to the personality behind the marble
-mask merged into that aroused by her eyes. Colored like
-the purpling depths of a midnight sky, they concealed, rather
-than revealed. From beneath straight brows they gazed
-forth, not as a hope that is lost in darkness, but as hope
-resting from its weariness, to rise again at dawn. Over
-her face they shed a light of mystery that made its beauty
-negligible&mdash;a mystery based neither on courage nor fear,
-pride nor shame, joy nor dole. They asked what confused
-the mind and haunted the imagination, that demand of why&mdash;<i>why</i>&mdash;to
-which only the Creator of souls Himself one day
-may make satisfactory reply.</p>
-
-<p>Intently as the spirit-girl studied the new arbiter of her
-sorry fate was he studying her. At first he did not move.
-Then the finger-tips of his one hand sought those of the
-other. As they met, the ruby-red setting of his signet ring
-discharged a spark.</p>
-
-<p>“The sight of you sounds like some song of Destiny,”
-said he.</p>
-
-<p>“And only Destiny could be accountable for her present
-plight.” The crippled soldier, handling his crutch with the
-skill of long practice, approached the throne. His one heel
-clicked against the floor in a salute peculiar to the wars of
-yester-year. “Might I say a few words, sir, for this young
-mother? I got to know her well on the awful journey into
-Shadow Land.”</p>
-
-<p>Satan, turning to him, saw that age had not blurred a
-youthful eagerness in his parchment face and the faded blue
-of his eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“And why,” he scoffed, “should you speak a few words
-for her, or a couple, or even one&mdash;you, a mere piece of a
-man?”</p>
-
-<p>“That you will know, sir, after you know her. A mere
-girl she is. Nothing truthful, I’m sure, could be written
-against her account in the records of Earth.”</p>
-
-<p>“You evade my question.” Royal annoyance over the interruption
-was turned from him to his sponsors. “Why, you
-imperfect seven, a one-legged veteran of a past decade?”</p>
-
-<p>The prime minister intervened. “Old One-leg here is not
-so weak a new idea as he looks. While he has not fought
-in the latest battles of Earth, he has been absorbed in them,
-he says, and theoretically knows all there is to be known of
-modern tactics.”</p>
-
-<p>His Highness’ shoulders shrugged. “None can say that
-I am not glad to believe the worst of every man. Has he a
-passport?”</p>
-
-<p>Aloud he read the soldier-shade’s card:</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot">
-
-<p>“Samuel Cummings, N.C.O. In youth deserted when battle
-was on. Changed his name and lost his identity for a time.
-Later reënlisted, was wounded in service, but not distinguished.
-Called from Soldier’s Home.”</p>
-</div>
-
-<p>The cripple’s free hand brushed one ear, as if forcefully
-to eject the words. “I deserted, yes. But she lay sick abed,
-my girl bride, and I loved her better than myself. Afterwards
-not a man in our company fought more careless than
-Corporal Sam. But we had a saying at the Home that you’ve
-got to be conscripted into the army of death. Only cowards
-volunteer.”</p>
-
-<p>“Once a deserter, always one,” His Highness made
-remark. “Don’t you see that more important affairs than
-yours await? Just remember this, no wife is worth deserting
-a good fight for.”</p>
-
-<p>Corporal Sam, with head sagging and shoulders disturbed
-by more than his crutch, stepped aside. But a wonderful
-light shone from his blue eyes into the Satanic gray ones.</p>
-
-<p>“I know,” he muttered, “that what made my Mary Gertrude
-worth deserting for can’t ever die. I saw her in the
-border fields this very evening. She couldn’t go on, you see,
-without me. She had promised to wait around for me
-until&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Silence, old nuisance,” Sin advised. “One doesn’t mention
-the Second Call in The Presence.”</p>
-
-<p>He need not have feared. His Majesty’s attention had
-returned to the girl-shade. A long moment he studied her;
-closed his eyes; quickly opened them to study her again.
-The puzzlement at first on his features changed to semi-recognition.</p>
-
-<p>“That look in your eyes&mdash;&mdash; What is it, that look? I seem
-to know you, woman, although I cannot place you. Do you
-remember having seen me before?”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t think that I ever have seen you. But I’ve known
-men on Earth that resembled you.” Her voice was that of a
-cathedral bell retarding over the last phrase of the hymn.</p>
-
-<p>“It must be that I have trailed you afar, probably at the
-start of the career that brought you here. Let us see how
-you’re written down in Mors’ copy from the book.”</p>
-
-<p>Sin transferred the card from her clutch. With characteristic
-bravado, he read the start of it aloud.</p>
-
-<p>“Dolores Trent, Grief to Men, and bastard babe.”</p>
-
-<p>“What’s that you say?” With unwonted eagerness, Satan
-possessed himself of the passport. “That is quite a title,
-‘Grief to Men.’ I like it.”</p>
-
-<p>He smiled peculiarly while giving his eyes to Earth’s
-verdict of the newcomer, as transcribed from that tome
-called “Judgments of Men” which is in charge of Mors,
-keeper of the Great Gates into Shadow Land. From between
-the two lines of his strong, white teeth, his tongue
-appeared and smoothed both lips.</p>
-
-<p>The girl-soul, with the equivocal expression of one both
-fascinated and repulsed, watched him as he read:</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot">
-
-<p>“Dolores Trent, known as ‘Grief to Men.’ A cause of disaster
-from first breath to last. Her birth caused the death of her
-mother, whose loss brought her father to ruin. Directly responsible
-is she held for the wrecked careers of a successful
-merchant, an eminent Divine, a skilled healer, a previously exemplary
-millionaire, and an attorney of repute. As a climax,
-the supreme crime of womanhood is hers&mdash;an illegitimate child.
-Through life she has spread sorrow in her wake. Unto death
-she carries her murdered ill-begot, a suicide without repentance
-or appeal.”</p>
-</div>
-
-<p>The King commented: “Æons have come and gone since
-I have felt surprise. Completely did that look of yours
-deceive me. And Raphael must have altered the face of his
-Madonna had he first seen yours.”</p>
-
-<p>Arising, he stepped from the dais, settled his crown a
-trifle more to one side and slicked his vandyke with meticulous
-care. He then approached the cowering figure on the
-steps.</p>
-
-<p>“It is unseemly that you should remain upon your knees,
-madam or miss, when many stand who probably are not half
-so bad as you. Allow me.”</p>
-
-<p>Stooping, he lifted her to her feet.</p>
-
-<p>She straightened to face him with a show of bravery.</p>
-
-<p>“I was misunderstood on Earth,” she said. “In this
-existence, I hope for justice.”</p>
-
-<p>“Fear not,” he assured her. “In Gehenna you shall receive
-justice, Dolores Trent, as meted by that world which has
-learned you to its sorrow and, it would seem, to your own.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll tell you&mdash;I swear to you, sir, that I have done no man
-willing wrong.”</p>
-
-<p>He greeted her protest with a punctilious laugh, as though
-over an attempt at wit.</p>
-
-<p>“Rich man, poor man, beggar man, thief&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“But you will not punish my baby for my faults?” A
-breeze of terror swung the cathedral bell. “Only look at
-her, sir. She is too tiny, you see, for the vaguest thought
-of wrong. To her, at least, be merciful.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Hell, be merciful!” Satan mocked her. “That too-late
-wail has been dinned into my ears until it is a wonder
-that I can hear you at all. Cheer up. You won’t have to
-part from it&mdash;I beg its pardon&mdash;<i>her</i>. Have you not heard
-that a child conceived in sin must take his&mdash;its chances with
-her progenitors?”</p>
-
-<p>At the low, protesting cry which escaped the mother, he
-laid a hand on her shoulder, then allowed his arm to settle
-about her, as though measuring her height by his own. His
-touch appeared to repulse her. Shuddering, she passed the
-infant shade to the other arm and stood irresolute, evidently
-trying to decide how best she might release herself.</p>
-
-<p>A commotion at the door claimed the court’s attention.
-Through the light-striped hangings, slipping from the grip
-of the pygmies, two comely creatures seemed verily to float
-across the throne-room, a youth costumed as a knight and
-a guileless-looking maid. He, drawing her by the hand,
-pressed toward the group before the dais. Lithe of body and
-ardent of eye, he caught the arm of the King and sought to
-remove it from about the suppliant’s form. As the pursuing
-dwarfs seized him with their over-long reach, His Highness
-found himself looking down into the flower-face of the girl
-intruder&mdash;into eyes shy and fearless as violets at dawn.</p>
-
-<p>“And whom,” he enquired, “have we here?”</p>
-
-<p>The minister undertook to announce them. “A pair by
-the stagy names of Innocentia and Amor. They call themselves
-guardian spirits and have a talent, which few share
-with Your Excellency and myself, of absolute invisibility.
-They lined up in a most theatric way beside the wench
-Dolores outside the door. As they had no passports and
-did not seem to belong, I sent them back&mdash;or thought I
-did.”</p>
-
-<p>Satan considered Sin and them. “Where is your sense of
-humor, Old Original, that you explain them to <i>me</i>? I can’t
-say that I should have regretted Amor. We have all varieties
-of him down the Lane of Labors. But Innocentia! You
-might have appreciated that I seldom get a chance to see her
-wings flutter or hear her heart beat from fear. Tell me, you
-two, what madness is driving you?”</p>
-
-<p>“There has been some mistake about the girl Dolores,”
-Amor declared. “Earth has passed another false judgment.
-Shouldn’t I know who have been with her since first she met
-the father of her child?”</p>
-
-<p>“You refer, I presume, to her husband?”</p>
-
-<p>The love-lad’s head threw back in defiance at the jibe. But
-Innocentia flushed as she took up the defense.</p>
-
-<p>“I have been with our dear Dolores always, more a part
-of her than the blood in her veins, since that has ceased to
-flow and I am come with her into Shadow Land. She has
-heeded all my cautions against the wiles of men. Never
-once has she offended me.”</p>
-
-<p>“More sinned against than sinning, eh?” His Highness
-plucked an imaginary tear from one eye. “Often as a
-woman has been damned have I heard that plea.”</p>
-
-<p>“Only see for yourself, Sire, how she shrinks from your
-touch&mdash;how she suffers. We pray you, release her.”</p>
-
-<p>“Little pest, don’t you know that I enjoy defying you?”</p>
-
-<p>Even as he scoffed, however, his clasp of the mother
-relaxed. He ascended the steps and reseated himself in the
-throne chair.</p>
-
-<p>“Innocence and love&mdash;certainly a strange companionship,”
-he observed. “Odd that they don’t fade out, when they are
-less material than the dimmest spirit in the inter-world.
-Shoo them back whence they came, ushers. We must get to
-the case in hand.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I beg you, sir, let them stay!” Dolores interceded.
-“You’ll find that they enter and exit quietly as thoughts
-of the mind.”</p>
-
-<p>“Thoughts of the mind get very much in my way,” Satan
-snapped.</p>
-
-<p>At his show of impatience, Innocentia pressed her lips
-to the cheeks of the babe. “Do not distress yourself,
-Dolores dear. It is best that we should disappear. But in
-Gehenna, as on Earth and in the Fields, we see no gates and
-acknowledge no commands.”</p>
-
-<p>“Always remember,” Amor added, “the great love of John
-Cabot. Send him the strength of your good faith. In your
-late life it did seem that he forsook you. But when he
-comes to the mystery world, he will seek you, never fear.”</p>
-
-<p>“I shall remember,” Dolores assured them in a low aside.
-“That night we said our vows, I swore that I believed.
-Despite appearances, Amor, I do&mdash;I <i>must</i> believe.”</p>
-
-<p>Old Original approached them. “Why unwind these fare-ye-wells
-when your taxi’s waiting? Accept my arm to the
-door, Miss Innocentia. You look almost overcome.”</p>
-
-<p>Waggishly he escorted her out.</p>
-
-<p>The while His Majesty’s frown lowered to the pygmean
-pair salaaming before the dais.</p>
-
-<p>As in one whine they put the formal demand: “To what
-futile labors, O King, shall we consign these recruits?”</p>
-
-<p>Satan shaded his eyes with one hand. He appeared not
-to be thinking so much as looking. As if from under a
-blower, the inflammable imagination of him glowed&mdash;glowed
-on Dolores Trent.</p>
-
-<p>The prime minister, on returning, settled in his chair and
-claimed the keen ear which, through ages past, had considered
-his suggestions.</p>
-
-<p>“This modern Delilah, Excellency, I consider unique in
-that she cannot be classed by the naked eye. She is not, so
-to speak, a type. Might I call your attention to the tact with
-which she maintains silence, while you&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“You might not. I detest to have fine bits of the play
-diagramed by my seat-mate. Have I or have I not eyes
-of my own?”</p>
-
-<p>“But, Sire&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“But the buts! Haven’t I paid at least as much admission
-as you?”</p>
-
-<p>All eyes focused upon the Master, except those of the
-ancient hypocrite. His settled appreciatively upon her who
-indeed had distracted the royal resentment from himself.
-The pause which lapsed he had the temerity to break,
-although in a vague voice, as if to himself:</p>
-
-<p>“Hell to be lonely.... Some sympathy soul.... Boss
-looker like you.... Try anything once or twice.”</p>
-
-<p>“Try anything once and forever except hoodwinking me.”</p>
-
-<p>If Sin’s pride was hurt by the King’s public rebuke, it
-must have been salved next moment with the proof that his
-advice was being found tenable.</p>
-
-<p>His Highness to the court: “As a bad lot, this earthling
-pair would seem to deserve labors different from any yet
-devised. Until I decide upon some special form of punishment
-I shall keep them in the palace. Dame Dolores comes
-highly recommended to my ingenuity. That I may observe
-her vices, I appoint her for the nonce First Royal Entertainer.
-She shall relate to me those griefs which she has
-caused on Earth.”</p>
-
-<p>His glance veered to the veteran.</p>
-
-<p>“Always have I envied the angels their ability to weep&mdash;never
-have lived down the ambition to emulate their pietism
-with just one tear. Mayhap I shall be moved to that extent
-by these earth-tales of Grief to Men. I am <i>so</i> temperamental.
-In view of which possibility, Samuel Cummings, I
-hereby create for you the office of Holder of the Crocodile
-Tear Bowl to my Majesty. As for the bastard babe&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores, at his flint-hard gaze, clutched closer the tiny
-soul of her soul. Intensely she awaited his words.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t crucify yourself with maternal fears, my beauty.
-We are pleased to let the Littlest Devil stick around. Ever
-notice how the strongest villain has weakness for a brat?
-Yours is about as young as they come&mdash;almost a native, one
-might say. He will give the palace a homey look.”</p>
-
-<p>“She, sir.”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>She.</i> I beg <i>its</i> pardon.”</p>
-
-<p>“You are so much kinder than I was led to expect.” To
-his consideration the young mother lifted the radium glow
-of her gratitude. “From hints I heard at the Mystery Gate,
-I gathered that you were&mdash;that you might be&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>The delicacy of such comment was impressed upon her by
-the interested expression of its subject. As she paused in
-confusion, a Balialic smile lightened his countenance.</p>
-
-<p>“Beginning on me already, sweet Grief&mdash;and with the
-old baby-eyed confidence game? Even so, you are different
-from the rest of the damned Delilahs.”</p>
-
-<p>Unexpectedly he clapped his hands. Invective, sarcasm
-and abuse greeted the courtiers and pages who sprang to
-receive and execute his orders.</p>
-
-<p>“Get the machinery of this court geared up, will you?
-Light the snuffed lucifers that are supposed to illuminate
-my life. Affairs in general are going to be run more according
-to the ways of Earth, or certain helliots will be put
-through their third and last degree before their appointed
-time. You, tell that new chef that I have some few untried
-torments for him if he does not excel his predecessors
-to-night. He’s to prepare a banquet that will taste as well
-as look. Dynobasco Sauce for my burnt-out stomach, the
-mead that sears to wash it down&mdash;all the trimmings. And
-you, tell the head landscape gardener that I want moonlight
-to-night&mdash;gobs of it&mdash;and a free play of juice through the
-Garden of Bad Luck. Have him throw the limit in effect&mdash;fountains
-and foliage and tropical bloom. I want the mistress
-of royal robes paged at once. Wonderful electrician
-though she is, she hasn’t had a worthwhile order since Cleopatra
-cast me for Anthony II. in a little domestic drama
-whose tragic last act rather overbalanced the light lines of
-the start. We shall see what her genius at fabric effects can
-do for this trail-worn lady. Remind her of how Shakespeare
-once remarked: ‘Glad rags don’t spoil the work of
-any tragedienne.’”</p>
-
-<p>The crook of a royal finger brought Old Original to his
-side.</p>
-
-<p>“Sin, I wish you personally to see to the selection of a
-suitable tear-bowl. Take care that it is polished. Our
-electro-silver plate tarnishes so quickly from its own heat.
-And make sure it doesn’t leak. My first crocodile tear must
-be preserved&mdash;a glittering trophy to adorn the filet of
-m’lady Grief. Now begone, all of you. The biggest little
-séance since Creation is going to commence to-night.”</p>
-
-<p>Alone, to his reflection in the mirror, he telepathed:</p>
-
-<p>“I know that she is different from the different effect on
-me. Because I don’t doubt that she’s bad, I don’t dislike
-her looking good. She is unique, this Dame Dolores. I
-may be able to use her. Should I approve her method in
-those troubles she caused on Earth, I just might show her
-some larger responsibilities.”</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>Through the seven courses of that most remarkable of
-feasts, the spirit-girl Dolores exerted herself to please their
-Satanic host, for sake of her babe if not herself. Splendid
-beyond words was his appearance, from his scintillant crown
-to the hem of a mantle charged to imitate iridescent metal
-cloth. Corporal Sam Cummings she scarcely had recognized,
-so changed was he by the steel-scaled costume of an
-old-time knight in which he came arrayed, a veritable “armour
-of light.”</p>
-
-<p>Without vanity, she appreciated the kindly soldier-soul’s
-gasp at first sight of her, having herself been surprised by
-the achievement of the mistress of robes.</p>
-
-<p>A twist of green flame bound her hair and suspended one
-large drop, like an emerald of great price, low upon her
-brow. The rays of her body garment clung close, representing
-a material sewn through with threads of gold. This
-fell only to her pearl-roped ankles, but a long cloak of
-translucent green waved behind her when she moved, like
-the following billows of the sea.</p>
-
-<p>Her beauty she had learned to deplore. To-night she
-feared it. Something worse than admiration had shone in
-the lurid gaze of the prime minister and lesser courtier
-demons, something disturbing in the silent, critical inspection
-of His Highness.</p>
-
-<p>Gracious enough had been Satan’s manner. Not until he
-sampled the last course of the delusive seven did his irritation
-break bounds. He demanded the presence of the first chef.</p>
-
-<p>“What was my last promise if you didn’t concoct something
-I could taste?” he demanded of that unworthy. “Why
-do you suppose I had you heat-tormented to suicide in the
-<i>Brillon</i> kitchens in Paris if I didn’t expect you to do better
-by me gastronomically than your predecessors? I have been
-improvising tortures for cook-soul failures for more centuries
-than the blades of near-grass used to tint this pistache
-ice. Bah, heats me to look at it! Soon as I can replace
-you, into the hole for Traitors to Mothers you drop.”</p>
-
-<p>The wretch wrung his hands. “Not there, your Majesty!
-I loved my <i>mère</i>. And is not my present labor futile
-enough? Almost do I despair of tempting the palate of an
-immortal, with nothing but chimeras as ingredients&mdash;with
-flour of the bleached dust of hopes and paprika and baking-powder
-of imaginary ground brick or brimstone.”</p>
-
-<p>“I do not grant that your labor is futile,” Satan snapped.
-“Surely you’ll agree that the Ruler of Greater Gehenna deserves
-the Epicurean joys afforded gluttonous nobodies of
-Earth? I want to <i>eat</i>, I tell you. Of course I am more or
-less immaterial. Every soul in Shadow Land is, the new-comers
-less, the old-timers more. But the appetites of
-Earth appeal more to me than the self-sufficiency of the
-angels. I intend to have them&mdash;and to have them satisfied.
-If by to-morrow you have not risen to the concoction of
-something to tempt me, into the hole for Traitors to&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>With what sincerity she could assume, Dolores interposed.
-“I am sure I never tasted a more delicious pasty.”</p>
-
-<p>“Is that true? Can you <i>taste</i> it?”</p>
-
-<p>Satan’s gaze was upon her with the questions, his expression
-more than wontedly repulsive from greed. Then wrath
-at her caught him.</p>
-
-<p>“Liars are to be commended in a bad cause, but <i>pitiers</i>!
-You must conquer such impulses. Acknowledge that you
-have experienced only the vaguest reminiscence of taste.
-Come, let us leave this farce of a feast. I have chosen my
-Chamber of Chance as the most fit setting for your tale of
-the game of life. Lady champion of griefs, precede me.”</p>
-
-<p>He pushed back from the table. The attendants scrambled
-after his example. The head butler turned Dolores’
-chair. She found herself sweeping past the demon parasites,
-then past His Majesty, standing with head bent and
-hand on heart, a derisive smile upon his face. A page, at a
-gesture of the King, gathered up the phosphorescent billows
-of her mantle.</p>
-
-<p>She fell into the accent of certain strains of music which
-were playing a dim, yet definite march of the dead. No
-ocean ever sobbed more sympathetic plaint. No snarl of
-fife or beat of drum ever timed sterner step. The music
-between two spheres&mdash;had Handel heard it in his dream of
-Saul?</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>The Royal Entertainer was placed in the strongest light at
-a faro table which centered a room black-hung and artistically
-dimmed for the occasion. Satan sat opposite as a mere
-auditor, his eyes glowing like lit lamps from the shadow.</p>
-
-<p>“A hint or two or three before you begin,” said he.
-“Remember that the story’s the thing. If it doesn’t grip,
-aside from the fact that you are telling it, you’ll have failed
-in your art. You’ve read some of the old-fashioned French
-novels, I hope?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes, Sire, and in the original. My father was a
-translator and taught me to read in several languages,
-French, Russian, Spanish&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Doesn’t all that come in the story? Don’t insult our
-intelligence with repetitions. Try to emulate the speed of
-modern fictionists, with the&mdash;shall we say the slow-mindedness
-of the old? And leave out the asterisks. We who have
-crossed into Mystery Land have every right to know what’s
-behind the stars.”</p>
-
-<p>“You mean&mdash;&mdash;” she faltered.</p>
-
-<p>“In brief, this: give us a tale with style, but all passages
-that should be expurgated left in.”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores, confused rather than enlightened by these specifications,
-essayed her earth-life story with what sprightliness
-she might.</p>
-
-<p>“You know New York City?”</p>
-
-<p>“Do I know New York&mdash;I who invented it?”</p>
-
-<p>Her start was fortuitous; although not intended to be
-humorous, won the tribute of a chuckle from him at the
-head of the narrow monk table.</p>
-
-<p>“Since you know New York, King Satan&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Call me Pluto,” suggested he. “It is my friendliest
-name.”</p>
-
-<p>“King Pluto”&mdash;she gave him a smileless nod of agreement&mdash;“you
-doubtless have heard of Harlem flats?”</p>
-
-<p>Again he chuckled. “Some of our best little badger games,
-jealousies, murders and other such trivial offenses have been
-conceived and executed in Harlem flats. Eh, old Original?
-We call them ‘incubators of discontent.’ I have visited a
-few in person on special occasions, although generally one of
-the under-demons proves bad enough to start the regular
-Harlem crimes. The <i>Boulevard des Capucines</i>, Piccadilly,
-<i>Unter den Linden</i>, the <i>Corso</i> and a narrow street called
-Wall are more usual haunts of mine, offering, as they do,
-larger opportunities. But this side-issuance is against the
-rules. Assume that I am fairly well acquainted with the
-cubbies of modern cliff-dwellers.”</p>
-
-<p>“They named me ‘Grief to Men,’ yet I have not meant to
-be. To explain how the cruel title came to be forced upon
-me, I must begin in a Harlem flat at about my nineteenth
-year.”</p>
-
-<p>With the tremors of a spent swimmer forced to greater
-effort against the tide, Dolores breasted her tale. Through
-that evening’s recital and through those of subsequent
-evenings, she sought to make of herself a mere entertainer, to
-remember the “style” demanded, as learned from the border-line
-literature of the several tongues at her command, to
-conquer her reluctance and lay bare the facts which had been
-deemed worthy of so much space in the newspapers of
-Earth&mdash;for sake of those whom indirectly she was protecting,
-to tell her tale with aptitude as impersonal as though
-its subject were not herself.</p>
-
-<p>Yet in the telling came moments when her continuity
-broke, when her desperate attempt was abandoned in something
-more convincing than “style.” Conquered by emotions
-which had come with her from the mortal world to this
-strange beyond&mdash;emotions of reverence, of love, of passion,
-of shame&mdash;she would fall silent, unable to proceed. At such
-times her hands would shield her eyes, while the shudders of
-a modest spirit would plead for reprieve; her head droop
-until her breast touched the board; her lips refuse for a
-space to obey her will to divert.</p>
-
-<p>Fortunately His Excellency, far from disapproving such
-violations of the rules which he had imposed, appeared to
-regard them as superstrokes of a talent patent from the
-start. They lent to the reality of the tale, prolonged suspense
-and multiplied his enjoyment in her sufferings. To him,
-prone to delight in the inherent worst of devils and of men,
-the words she could not force herself to utter often meant
-more than those which had fallen from her lips.</p>
-
-<p>Again, when his own impatience, increased by that of the
-demon audience, stripped bare her soul and lashed her, with
-malevolent threats, into renewed effort, he would chortle
-aloud from satisfaction in his mental degeneracy.</p>
-
-<p>From his infinite fund of information regarding persons
-of importance whose trails had crossed the girl-soul’s own,
-he was able frequently to furnish facts regarding others
-when, at times, she failed.</p>
-
-<p>The earth-story of Dolores Trent, free in version and
-filled in from the super-supply of Satanic intelligence,
-ensues.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_III">CHAPTER III</h3>
-</div>
-
-<p>Close to five o’clock the decrepit vehicle which, with a
-dingy hearse, had formed the funeral cortège of Trevor
-Trent, creaked to a stop. The entrance to the Heartsease
-Apartments gaped wide, just as it had gaped a few hours
-earlier when the remains of the wastrel had passed through
-for the last time. The relic of a Jehu, in crinkled topper and
-faded blue livery sans buttons, lowered rheumatically from
-his seat on the box. Adjusting his soiled dickey, mainstay
-of a celluloid collar and green tie, he threw open the door
-with what might have been taken for extra ceremony, had he
-not verbally urged his passengers to hurry lest he miss the
-hot free-lunch which, with the weak prohibition-time “suds”
-that washed it down, was the most pleasureable event of his
-day.</p>
-
-<p>Those who alighted stood a moment in regretful silence&mdash;two
-typical Harlem matrons, one with a child in arms, both
-with offspring attached like lead weights to their skirts.
-Between them was the girl whom they were seeing to-day,
-through the goggles of sensation, in the stellar rôle of chief
-mourner.</p>
-
-<p>“Pore thing&mdash;pore young thing!”</p>
-
-<p>Their tears, more or less sincere, vied with those of the
-dripping heavens, although not tears for Trevor Trent.
-Indeed, they who had known his life for the past seventeen
-years had no apologies, even to the angels, for omitting to
-weep over his demise. Their toil-dulled compassion went
-out in this loneliest moment that succeeds a death to the
-orphaned daughter who, hitherto, had been a detached unit
-in their congested midst. A substantial escort, they ushered
-her up the steps, unheeding the querulous welcome of the
-young hopefuls left at home.</p>
-
-<p>“Was it a long, good, joggly ride, Ma?”</p>
-
-<p>“You mighta tooken us along.”</p>
-
-<p>“Can <i>I</i> go next time anybody dies? ’Tain’t fair the baby
-gets all the fun.”</p>
-
-<p>Inside the door, the manner that belonged to an occasion
-was unceremoniously doffed. Sympathy along this particular
-block of the East One-Hundreds never interfered with life’s
-practicalities. Dolores Trent received no invitations to sup
-with her neighbors&mdash;expected none, since any superfluous
-scraps could be served very well for breakfast.</p>
-
-<p>Uneasy in the emptiness of the three rooms which for so
-long had represented home to her, she settled at the oak
-desk beside the window with intent of searching the close-printed
-want columns of an evening paper. But at first she
-could not see to read.</p>
-
-<p>In this chair her father had struggled over the translations
-from which their livelihood had been eked in those
-better moments when the drug to which he was addicted
-would permit him to work. That, of course, was before he
-had lost the position through inaccuracies which made the
-firm intolerant of trying her as substitute. In the corner
-to the right squatted the couch upon which he had wasted
-into that pallid, unresponsive thing so lately consigned to the
-ground, despite her terrified efforts to stay his departure
-and to recall him, once he had gone. How strange, how confusing
-to be alone, like a flower cut from its bush and
-thrown to the wind! It seemed as though she, too, must
-wither and die.</p>
-
-<p>Over him toward the last had come a change which already
-was dear to her memory. Always gentle with her, intermittently
-zealous in an ambition to train her mind for some
-worth-while future, he had become obsessed by an anxiety
-over her which dulled him to the crave for poppy paste,
-hitherto his controlling love and hate. It was something to
-remember that, improvident though he had been in life,
-paupered though he was leaving her, his distress over her
-fate in these last days had conquered his desire for the
-drug. In the dusk, his last words seemed again to rasp in
-her ears.</p>
-
-<p>“You have beauty and innocence, my girl. Please God a
-good young love may protect you on your way!”</p>
-
-<p>Although her eyes burned, no tears relieved them.
-Although her heart near burst with longing to assure him
-how, above other children, she had been grateful for his
-affection, no whisper passed her lips. She could not reach
-him now. Merely pitiful was her regret over the diffidence
-which had kept her from telling him that, from her earliest
-understanding, she had recognized his right to resent her;
-had appreciated, on that very account, his tolerance.</p>
-
-<p>But she must not regret. That would weaken her when
-most she needed strength. Had she not done the best she
-could? In her life-long defense of his habit, in the protectorate
-over him which had been her chief concern from
-childhood to this early maturity, had she not shown him that
-she worshiped him for forgiving the crime she had committed
-in being born&mdash;in making that brutal exaction of a life for a
-life?</p>
-
-<p>The poppy paste she never had criticized, realizing that it
-had entered his life at the beginning of her own, when the
-young mother who had died to give her birth lay stark, for
-the first time unresponsive to his adoration. On that first
-night of her existence, as often he had told her, he had
-chosen her name as a sort of epitaph. Grief.... Grief....
-That was what she had meant to him.</p>
-
-<p>His improvidence she could not contemn, remembering the
-brilliant career which, before her advent, had appeared to be
-opening before him. Despite her lonely childhood, despite
-the endurance which had filled her time in lieu of laughter
-and play, she was glad now that always she had known.
-With the full hurt of her heart she hoped that, if he had not
-understood in life, he knew to-night that always&mdash;always&mdash;she
-had known.</p>
-
-<p>Darkness had taken possession of the room.</p>
-
-<p>A thought that darkness possessed her prospects also
-caused her to light the gas. She must not stumble into
-the future. She must cease looking backward; must turn
-and face forward. Determinedly she settled to the “Help
-Wanted” columns, a hopeful array.</p>
-
-<p>However, as she read through one after another of the
-advertisements, down one column and up the next, the confidence
-inspired by their numbers decreased. She had not
-expected at once to sight an opportunity in which she might
-utilize the somewhat haphazard learning with which she was
-equipped. But she had hoped for something&mdash;<i>something</i> she
-could do.</p>
-
-<p>And then:</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot">
-
-<p>WANTED&mdash;Pretty, young girl of innocent type.
-No experience necessary. Good pay to right person.
-Apply Wednesday, 10:30 <span class="allsmcap">A.M.</span>, to <span class="smcap">Vincent
-Seff</span>, &mdash;&mdash; Fifth Avenue.</p>
-</div>
-
-<p>In small type, with the reserve of opportunity, it stood
-out from the rest. Dolores re-read it. “No experience
-necessary.” That was the kindest thing said to her since
-the cry of her father’s late-born anxiety: “You have beauty
-and innocence, my girl.” The advertisement seemed addressed
-to her.</p>
-
-<p>As if in period to or amusement over her conclusions,
-there sounded a gurgle from the gas meter. The vapor
-flickered; sputtered; went out. Funerals, even in the East
-One-Hundreds, are expensive. And the slot of the meter
-never would have mistaken the single five cent piece remaining
-in her purse for the quarter that was its exaction. In
-darkness Dolores retired.</p>
-
-<p>As she lay in her narrow white-iron bed, she saw in the
-gloom, even more clearly than under the jet, that the want-ad
-was meant for her. The signature had possessed, from first
-glance, a familiar look. Vincent Seff ... Vincent Seff....
-Could she have heard that name before?</p>
-
-<p>With the first ray of gratuitous daylight, recognition
-flooded her mind. Of course. Why shouldn’t it look
-familiar, that name? Often had she glanced at it when
-waiting around the corner to safeguard her father home
-from the publishing house. In letters of brass, hammered
-into an ebony plate, it identified the most alluring windows
-along that highway of lures:</p>
-
-<p class="center">
-<big>VINCENT SEFF</big><br />
-LINGERIE
-</p>
-
-<p>So there was work to be had at “good pay” handling
-those costly, cobwebby under-garments which she, although
-widely separated from them by circumstances, had paused
-passionately to admire. So the proprietor of that house of
-dear delights he was who wished to employ her, “without
-experience,” if only she proved pretty and innocent enough!</p>
-
-<p>Even after dawn “10:30 A. M.” seemed far distant. But
-there was much to do toward vacating the flat. Already the
-landlord had given her grace of three days and the new
-tenants were “moving in.” Everything of value had gone to
-the pawnbroker over on Lenox Avenue. The remnant of
-furniture would be called for during the forenoon by the
-junk man who had advanced her money for the funeral.</p>
-
-<p>The Trevor Trent alligator suit-case, its original claims
-to distinction contested by the years, she had retained for
-her wardrobe and keepsakes. This, when packed, she carried
-across the hall and left, “to be called for,” with one of
-yesterday’s emergency mourners. After neatly sweeping the
-floors as a wordless return for the un-landlordly lenience
-shown her, she stood for one last moment on the threshold
-of the living-room. Although no sound escaped her, there
-rose from heart to quivering lips the wail of the young
-animal bereft at once of parent and home.</p>
-
-<p>Down at the corner a subway entrance suggested. The
-estate of Trevor Trent was closed, his last obligation honorably
-met. In the purse of his sole heir lay her legacy,
-enough to carry her swiftly and at ease to the neighbor-hood
-of her promised employment&mdash;promised to her by
-Vincent Seff. She took out the lone coin and started for the
-entrance.</p>
-
-<p>An old friend, the Italian fruiterer, who yesterday had
-eyed her with the impressionability of his race, stopped her
-to press into her hand a luscious-looking, out-of-season nectarine.
-Dolores tried to thank him, but choked on the words.
-She decided to walk downtown. Without a clink, her
-nickel slid into the coin-box at the corner of his cart, as if
-fearful of being considered payment for this and other of
-his kindnesses since her little girlhood. Dolores, too, was
-fearful. She hoped the flush on her wontedly pale face
-hadn’t made him suspect. At the corner she glanced back.
-The old friend waved to her. Happily he had not heard;
-had not seen.</p>
-
-<p>Ten-fifteen.</p>
-
-<p>Somewhat winded, she hurried her already stiff pace at
-the warning of the church-tower clock on the cross-street
-just above the lingerie establishment. The outer doors were
-wide open and through the inner ones of plate glass she
-could see gracefully dressed women clerks shaking out and
-arranging their flimsy wares with a nice regard for effect.
-As yet there looked to be no customers. But then, as
-Dolores reminded herself, Vincent Seff’s was an ultra-fashionable
-shop. The fine ladies destined to wear his creations
-scarcely would be stirring beneath their satin and eider-down
-at ten-fifteen A. M.</p>
-
-<p>She was there. But even Father Time could not bully her
-into entering at once. She found herself palpitating with
-the uneasiness of one who, for the first time, offers her
-services for wage. Three times she approached the door
-before her courage bore her through.</p>
-
-<p>Down the aisle a fashion-plate of a man stepped out to
-meet her.</p>
-
-<p>“May I direct mam’selle?”&mdash;he, in unctuous voice.</p>
-
-<p>On realizing that she had been taken for a customer,
-Dolores’ spirits lifted. She glanced hopefully down at her
-threadbare blue serge suit. That daybreak pressing must
-have rejuvenated it more than she had thought.</p>
-
-<p>“I came in answer to this.” She produced the want-ad.</p>
-
-<p>Insult was added to the floor-walker’s obvious sense of
-injury when a woman clerk, elaborately coiffed, made comment
-from the nearest counter:</p>
-
-<p>“You might have guessed her as the one last victim for
-Juke Seff’s slaughter of innocents.”</p>
-
-<p>His face twisted in the very process of smiling. However,
-he managed&mdash;and just in time&mdash;to frown.</p>
-
-<p>“One flight up,” he said curtly to Dolores. “Turn to the
-right and&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“To the wrong, deary,” corrected the coiffed clerk. “Then
-go away, ’way back and down, down, <i>down</i>.”</p>
-
-<p>Following directions, Dolores found herself in a large
-room which appeared to be a modified sort of office, furnished
-in gray wicker, with hangings of gray and purple
-chintz. As every chair and settee was occupied, she backed
-to the wall near the door. Surprised to see how many applicants
-had preceded her, she began to make comparisons.</p>
-
-<p>Every shade of complexion, from ash blond to raven-brunette,
-was represented. Glancing among them, she might
-have envied some their loveliness and fashionable clothes,
-had she not so sincerely admired them. Like a flower garden
-the aggregation looked and smelled, every girl contributing
-her favorite color and perfume of sachet or extract to the
-steam-heated air.</p>
-
-<p>With all her appreciation, Dolores’ heart grew heavy. Gone
-was her hope in the quiet distinction of her felt sailor hat,
-gone her assurance that the advertisement was the sign-board
-of Fate. Closer to the wall she shrank when, at precisely
-half-after-ten, Vincent Seff entered the room.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_IV">CHAPTER IV</h3>
-</div>
-
-<p>There was no mistaking him. None less than the owner
-of the shop would enter with that assured step, and glance
-among them with that odd mixture of aesthetic distaste, yet
-business interest. His manner announced that they were
-“goods” to him.</p>
-
-<p>Seff was a man of certain attractions, somewhere in the
-later thirties. Clothed in semi-belted homespun, his lines
-were so defined as to suggest stays beneath. He was of
-medium height, clean-shaved and almost pallid of face. His
-brown hair he wore somewhat tousled, probably to hide its
-scantiness over the crown.</p>
-
-<p>By the time he had reached the center of the room, the
-girls had straightened and begun to smile and chatter&mdash;all,
-perhaps, except Dolores Trent. She watched him with the
-detached interest of her dead hope.</p>
-
-<p>Halting, he threw up his delicate hands in an affectation
-of bewilderment.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, my dears!” he exclaimed, but in a voice lacking
-animation. “I shouldn’t have believed there was so much
-innocence in Gotham. Really, I am all but overcome.”</p>
-
-<p>Despite the assertion, his eyes swept this corner and that.</p>
-
-<p>“Would that I needed an army of innocents instead of
-the one superlative!” He stepped to the open door on the
-right. “Mrs. Hutton!” There was a click in his voice.</p>
-
-<p>“Kindly be my board of elimination, Mary,” he instructed
-the handsome, white-haired woman who responded. “This
-galaxy of guilelessness is too much for little Vin. My alleged
-discrimination is blinded, my business shrewdness reels, my
-senses&mdash;&mdash; Yes, yes, I know that the lord of lingerie
-shouldn’t have ’em, senses. But what can a mere man do?”
-He laid one arm about her shoulders and leaned against her,
-as if for support.</p>
-
-<p>“Merer than man,” she said and, as though from dislike,
-shrugged him off.</p>
-
-<p>“Jealous again, dear heart?”</p>
-
-<p>Although he had smiled with the question, her answer
-made him flush.</p>
-
-<p>“A sensible woman isn’t jealous of a thought.”</p>
-
-<p>“Be good enough, by processes of detection best known
-to your sex,” he instructed her more briskly, “to reduce this
-bevy to five of the most natural. I’ll see them in the studio.”</p>
-
-<p>Something additional he murmured into her ear.</p>
-
-<p>She returned him a strange look.</p>
-
-<p>“In twenty minutes I’ll show in the five,” said she competently.</p>
-
-<p>The shop-man addressed the array of applicants. “You
-will understand, young and pretty creatures, that refusal
-implies no aspersion, either upon your looks or, shall I say,
-your artful effect of artlessness. Unfortunately the house
-of Seff can utilize but one of you and stern business commands
-the selection of her best suited to our particular needs.
-Thanks for the sight of each and all.”</p>
-
-<p>With a winning smile, generally distributed, he bowed low,
-backed to the chintz-curtained doorway through which he
-had entered and disappeared into what, evidently, was the
-studio.</p>
-
-<p>Not once had his glance paused in the vicinity of Dolores
-Trent. She, in complete reversal of last night’s concept of
-a Fate especially interested in herself, lingered only to watch
-proceedings.</p>
-
-<p>The softer lines which had made Mrs. Hutton’s face
-attractive disappeared with her employer. Sentiment evidently
-was to have no place in these “processes of detection
-best known to her sex.” She formed the seventy-odd applicants
-in lines, before which she walked, looking each closely
-in the face.</p>
-
-<p>“Girls wearing rouge to this side of the room.”</p>
-
-<p>No one moved. With women’s headiest hope, each evidently
-relied upon the artistry of her make-up.</p>
-
-<p>Mary Hutton again started along the lines. Authoritatively
-she tapped this rose-blush blond and that brilliant
-brunette.</p>
-
-<p>To one who protested that she would not know how to
-rouge: “You don’t need to tell me, my dear, anything self-evident.
-You shouldn’t put so much in the center of your
-cheeks. Natural color <i>spreads</i>. That’s the first lesson I give
-our sales-girls. Start with a dab on the chin, next a suggestion
-on your forehead between the eyes, then quite a bit
-on the lobes of the ears, where all color starts. Only with
-these high spots tinted to guide you can you hope for a
-natural effect. When you’re going out, ask for my booklet,
-‘If You Must Rouge, Rouge Right.’ They’ll give you a copy
-free. Now, please, girls over twenty, fall out!”</p>
-
-<p>Again hesitation, reproaches and complaints were met
-with uncompromising firmness.</p>
-
-<p>Dolores never understood how it happened, for long since
-she had given up. She made no plea to Mrs. Hutton, nor did
-Mrs. Hutton say anything in particular to her. In fact, if
-the forewoman showed any notice of her other than of an
-automaton, it looked to be dislike, not approval. Yet, at the
-last, after the most impersonal of appraisals, she found herself
-among the fittest five. As one, they were waved between
-the curtains of gray and lavender chintz.</p>
-
-<p>The “studio” might have been milady’s boudoir. Of violet
-velvet were the carpets and hangings. The spindly Hepplewhite
-furniture wore modulated tapestry. There was bric-a-brac
-scattered about. On the walls hung etchings.</p>
-
-<p>Vincent Seff had removed his homespun coat for a smoking
-jacket of embroidered lavender silk, with which the more
-delicate tone of his shirt and tie blended satisfyingly. He
-did not rise as they entered; indeed, did not glance up for
-several minutes afterward. He was lolling upon a <i>chaise
-lounge</i>, at work over a drawing&mdash;some garment design, presumedly,
-as he kept glancing at a rack beside him over which
-hung several strips of sheer, vari-tinted fabrics.</p>
-
-<p>With a sigh of reluctance he laid down the drawing-board,
-selected a cigarette from a gold cigarette case and leisurely
-lighted it. Only after several deep inhalations did he yield
-his attention to the nervous bevy ranged before him. Pleasure
-covered the regret on his face as he surveyed them. He
-sat straight; studied them one by one.</p>
-
-<p>“This <i>is</i> cruel&mdash;the most exquisite cruelty!” Aloud came
-exclamation at last.</p>
-
-<p>He reconsidered the stuffs on the rack. Leaning over, he
-touched them.</p>
-
-<p>“Beautiful, aren’t they? Surely the possession and feel
-of such things should be enough&mdash;enough.”</p>
-
-<p>His gaze, again shifting, fixed upon the pansy eyes of a
-silver blonde whom, from the first, Dolores had admired
-most.</p>
-
-<p>“Come closer, Dresden shepardess,” he invited.</p>
-
-<p>It was all over, settled, Dolores thought. Those defeated
-should be the last to deny the <i>petite</i> creature’s claim to election,
-so soft were the curves of her figure, so alluring her
-tints of white, pink, blue and palest gold.</p>
-
-<p>“Sorry to seem to disparage you, who deserve a kinder
-fate,” Seff was saying. “You can see at a glance that your
-complexion and hair are too indefinite to make for contrast
-with these <i>crêpes</i>. Perhaps one day, for some other purpose&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>His voice ebbed as does an outgoing tide. His attention
-veered to the girl next in line, the most striking of the
-natural brunettes from the outer room.</p>
-
-<p>“My, my, but you are a luscious thing&mdash;a lovely, luscious
-thing!” Seff’s delicate finger-tips touched together sensitively.
-“I wish you to understand that, personally,
-I like you red-blooded, dark ones&mdash;prefer you, in fact. But
-you are too colorful for our present need. You’d make this
-flesh pink look ashen. Awfully sorry, my dear. A thousand
-thanks for the look at you. As for you, lithe gazelle&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>The manner of his preface somehow foretold the fate of
-the tall, willowy girl with nut-brown hair, fleeting flushes
-and eyes like limpid pools, whom he next considered.</p>
-
-<p>Dolores’ heart ached for the three thus gently dismissed.
-She knew just how they felt. She would be the fourth to
-go. Certainly, if they could not qualify, she should not feel
-disappointment or offense. Except that her situation was so
-desperate&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Go over to my friend Feldtbaum,” Seff continued. “See
-if he can’t find a place for you in one of his roof shows. He
-wants just the effect of spotless virtue which you give out&mdash;likes
-it for punch. Somehow, for my purpose, you overlook
-the part. And the next girl&mdash;she won’t do at all.”</p>
-
-<p>His voice had sharpened.</p>
-
-<p>Dolores almost leapt from the group, both hands hard
-pressed against her heart to still its beat.</p>
-
-<p>“Not you,” said the artist-merchant. “I’m speaking to the
-fourth of you. Pretty face, young, innocent enough, but too
-much bust&mdash;more like a matron. What I want to-day is&mdash;how
-shall I express it?&mdash;the spirit of modest allurement.
-You understand, each of you four, why you won’t do? I am
-so sorry. I sincerely thank you. Good morning.”</p>
-
-<p>Dazed was she who watched them go. Her one definite
-thought was of the gas meter. How had it known when to
-click off last night&mdash;how been even more sure than she that
-the advertisement had been written for her?</p>
-
-<p>“What am I to call you?” asked Vincent Seff when they
-were alone.</p>
-
-<p>“Dolores Trent is my name, sir.”</p>
-
-<p>“Dolores? A sad little name. And you look to be a sad
-little dame, sad and mysterious. That’s what gets me and all
-the rest&mdash;mystery. Tell me&mdash;” his eyes lifted quizzically&mdash;“was
-it your own idea to carry that symbol?”</p>
-
-<p>“You mean this&mdash;this nectarine? An old friend gave it
-to me as I was leaving home.”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores realized with negligent surprise that the fruiterer’s
-good-by gift was still clasped in one of her hands.</p>
-
-<p>“A real nectarine, is it? I supposed it was artificial&mdash;meant
-to be sort of emblematic&mdash;smooth, cool, not overly
-ripe, yet with suggestions of pungency like, for instance,
-yourself. That was too much to expect, eh?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, sir, it was,” she admitted.</p>
-
-<p>He continued to look at her. “Since you don’t claim
-subtlety, perhaps I’d better confess that you were selected
-before I went into the outer room. I looked over the flock
-through the curtain.”</p>
-
-<p>“You&mdash;you did?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, and advised Mrs. Hutton not to overlook you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then why&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Why didn’t I put the rest out of their misery at once?
-Because I am said to be kind-hearted. The name of being
-kind-hearted saves me money in getting employees. Then,
-too, my business has taught me to flatter all women, rather
-than offend them. Do you mind taking off your jacket,
-Dolores?”</p>
-
-<p>She answered by compliance.</p>
-
-<p>Seff arose and stood a moment, stooping to peer into her
-face. One hand he clasped around her right forearm and
-slid it up to her shoulder, evidently measuring its proportions.
-Then he tried the firmness of her busts.</p>
-
-<p>Dolores did not like this, although she did not say so. She
-swallowed against a pressure in her throat and longed for
-her father as she had not longed hitherto. For the first time
-she lifted her eyes to his.</p>
-
-<p>He flushed; in another moment removed his hands. He
-showed, however, to be pleased, that, from the eyes of the
-applicant, had looked the attribute which was the chief
-stipulation of his advertisement.</p>
-
-<p>“You are not developed as you might be, but you may do
-better on that very account,” he said, his manner professional.
-“There’s a reason. I am sure we shall be good
-friends.”</p>
-
-<p>“I hope that I’ll be able to suit you.”</p>
-
-<p>“No doubt of that.”</p>
-
-<p>“I&mdash;I mean that I shall be able to do the work.”</p>
-
-<p>“No doubt of that,” he repeated.</p>
-
-<p>After helping her back into the serge coat, he stood off in
-general contemplation of her, a pucker between his brows.</p>
-
-<p>“Now, I don’t wish to hurt your feelings, Dolores, but
-you’ll have to dress better right from the start. You don’t
-care if I get down to business? Your salary will be twenty-five
-dollars a week for the present. Later, if you fulfill my
-expectations and don’t dun me, I’ll probably raise it. I am
-going to pay you a week in advance and make you an
-expense allowance of one hundred dollars. I of course pay
-for extra clothes I order. I want you to go out and make
-two purchases&mdash;first, one full-sized lunch, of which you look
-in need; second, a new outfit. I shall not dictate that your
-suit be gray, the color we affect in the store. But I advise
-that it be quite plain, something along the lines of what you
-have on, only of better material. Don’t scrimp in the quality,
-will you?”</p>
-
-<p>“I won’t,” she promised.</p>
-
-<p>Drawing a leather folder from his breast pocket, Seff
-sorted out six twenties and one five-dollar bill and handed
-them to her.</p>
-
-<p>Dolores took them, not knowing what to say. One hundred
-and twenty-five dollars!</p>
-
-<p>“You see that I trust you. Take the rest of to-day and
-the early part of to-morrow to get yourself togged out,” he
-further advised. “You may report to me here around noon-time.
-I’ll explain then what your duties will be. Everything
-satisfactory?”</p>
-
-<p>“I wish I could thank you,” Dolores murmured, as she
-stood waiting for him to turn the knob of the door.</p>
-
-<p>“You can,” he said in his crisp way. “Give me the symbol.”</p>
-
-<p>“The&mdash;this nectarine?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes. I want to sip it.”</p>
-
-<p>She glanced up to see if he could be joking. But evidently
-he was not. His eyes met hers, blue and serious as
-a child’s. Yet she felt vaguely disturbed to notice that, as he
-looked, the tip of his tongue appeared from between his
-teeth and wiped both lips.</p>
-
-<p>At once she gave him the nectarine. She was glad&mdash;so
-very glad&mdash;that she had something he wanted to give him.
-She told him so.</p>
-
-<p>“You are, eh?”</p>
-
-<p>He said no more to her by way of thanks. But she
-caught several words of what he added, as if to himself:</p>
-
-<p>“Sight, touch, the thought of taste. All&mdash;that is all.”</p>
-
-<p>He did not answer when she told him good-by. With an
-absorbed look he was turning the nectarine about in his
-finger-tips. He seemed in no hurry to bite into it.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>To the best of her judgment, Dolores followed the instructions
-of her first employer. She changed the five-dollar bill
-in the purchase of luncheon, for she was, indeed, very hungry.
-Even the reminder that she now must eat all her meals
-alone, did not dull the edge of her appetite. It did, however,
-decide that the color of her new suit should be black&mdash;the
-only sign she might make of the desolation in her heart.
-Mr. Seff might not like it. Still he had said that he was
-“kind-hearted.” He would condone when he understood.
-It should have the “quality” which had been his one proviso&mdash;all
-the quality she could pay for after she had deducted a
-week’s room-rent in advance and a sufficient sum for food
-and incidentals.</p>
-
-<p>The room she sought first as the less particular purchase
-and found easily&mdash;a clean hall bedroom in the “refined
-adult” district of the middle West Forties. The lesser
-details of her “outfit”&mdash;a small hat, gloves, stockings and
-shoes&mdash;she acquired one by one. The suit she did not decide
-upon until ten o’clock the next morning when, conscious of
-the clock hands and the obligations of good taste thrust upon
-her, she exchanged her full residue for a tailor-made Duvetyn,
-reduced, according to hearsay in the sample shop,
-because of its “trying simplicity.” Holding her own opinion
-superior to the many other ambitious things which the sales-woman
-said about it, Dolores honestly felt that it was a suit
-whose distinction of cut might offset, in Mr. Seff’s opinion,
-its somber hue.</p>
-
-<p>Attired in its unpretentious luxury, her hair done low on
-her neck, as her father had liked it best, beneath her new
-toque, she reported at eleven o’clock in the studio.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>At this point in the girl-shade’s recital, it was that she tore
-her eyes from the expectant smile of Satan the First and
-Last; covered her face from the hot gaze of others of her
-demon audience; allowed her sprightly utterance to lapse
-into shuddered lament.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, if I had known, if I had dreamed what I had been
-paid-in-advance to do! If I could have understood in time
-the stare of the floor-walker or the clerk’s reference to ‘the
-Juke’s slaughter of innocents’! But the hundred dollars
-was spent and he showed only surprise at my dismay. I
-begged him to let me work out the money in some other
-department of the store. But he said that even scrubbing
-required experience. He had nothing else for a girl without
-references to do.”</p>
-
-<p>The King scowled. “You really have diverted me so far,
-but your narrative style has slumped. It is an old trick,
-fair fiend, that of pricking up the interest with exclamation
-points.”</p>
-
-<p>“Hasn’t even a damned woman a right to some sacred
-feelings?” Sin interposed.</p>
-
-<p>“Even so, this is no confessional and I am no priest.
-Queer my attention never was called to this lingerie lord.
-He seems to be one of my own sort.”</p>
-
-<p>As Dolores forced herself again to look at His Majesty,
-she appreciated why his habit of wiping both lips with the
-tip of his tongue had seemed odiously familiar.</p>
-
-<p>“Have we no film in the Picture Storage Houses of the
-machinations of one Vincent Seff?” With a threat in his
-voice, Satan turned on the prime minister.</p>
-
-<p>Sin met the implication with bravado. “Seff is only a
-shopkeeper, Your Highness, a corking bad fellow, I know,
-but not of especial importance. Our storage space is overcrowded
-now with films of far worse than he.”</p>
-
-<p>Satan’s frown blackened. “He sounds promising to me.
-Should our Old Original be found guilty of another crime
-of omission&mdash;&mdash; However, we are to hear more of Seff and
-your maiden effort, are we not, sweet Grief? Pray proceed,
-cutting out those alack-and-alas passages. We shall assume
-that you were as innocent as your employer’s requirement at
-high noon of that fatal day. It is a reasonable assumption
-that everybody <i>is</i> innocent in life’s A. M., eh? At times I
-take to pitying even myself for my state of innocuous naughtiness
-before that little set-to with the Great-I-Am. Come
-now, the tale&mdash;and see you give us the worst of it!”</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_V">CHAPTER V</h3>
-</div>
-
-<p>From facts later learned, Dolores was able at this point
-to shift the viewpoint of her earth story from performer to
-audience. The incidents of that first morning’s payment in
-service of her financial debt she presented through the eyes
-of John Calvin Cabot, sole scion of a seventh generation of
-New Yorkers and a financier who, through his inherent
-aversion to idleness, was rated many times a millionaire.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>The Cabots were late motoring down town, having been
-detained at their upper Fifth Avenue home by a domestic
-contretemps. The distress of it still hardened the lines of
-the man’s somewhat grim-featured face. Through the
-downward rush of many blocks, he pondered the first personal
-favor he had considered asking his wife in years.</p>
-
-<p>“Catherine,” he said at last, “I wish you’d come with me
-to some toy shop and help in the selection.”</p>
-
-<p>Catherine Cabot glanced into the limousine mirror, hung
-near the vase of her favorite yellow orchids, “to double,” as
-she put it, their beauty. She looked a good deal like the
-orchids, golden-haired, delicate of outline, fragile of texture,
-flower-eyed. John glanced into the mirror, too, rather than
-straight at her. During their ten years together he had come
-to prefer the reflection of his wife to the original. It was
-softer.</p>
-
-<p>“My day is so full. John, you order any toys you like.
-Have them sent by special messenger.”</p>
-
-<p>“You don’t get my idea, Catherine. Jack would be
-touched and perhaps punished more than in any other way
-for his outbreak this morning, if you selected a birthday
-present for him yourself.”</p>
-
-<p>“Can’t you tell him that I did, anyhow?”</p>
-
-<p>“I could, yes. But I won’t. I expected you’d suggest
-that lie.”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>John!</i> I sometimes think Jackie inherited his viciousness
-straight from you.”</p>
-
-<p>A moment the man considered this effective, if unconvincing
-reproach of the mother of his only child.</p>
-
-<p>“I wish you could feel some of my indignation over that
-statement,” he made quiet comment. “Now and then you
-have caprices for the most unique frankness I ever have
-noticed in a woman. Tell me, do you have no yearnings
-whatever over our unfortunate boy?”</p>
-
-<p>She looked interested, as if at a compliment.</p>
-
-<p>“I pride myself on my frankness. Of course any woman
-has a natural affection for her own child. But, as you know,
-I am a beauty lover. It is not my fault that I can’t love
-Jack as I should if he looked like me, or even you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps, Catherine, he inherited something from you.
-Perhaps he also is a beauty lover. Should you consider the
-suggestion that the ‘viciousness’ you accredit to me may be
-in him an extreme case of nerves&mdash;of a suffering over his
-deformity older than you’d expect at eight years?”</p>
-
-<p>She was thumbing the pages of her morocco-bound
-engagement book and omitted to reply.</p>
-
-<p>With a sadness too complete for contempt, he added:
-“You often have wondered where Jack’s ugliness comes
-from. I’ll tell you&mdash;from the ill-favored spirit of our
-marriage.”</p>
-
-<p>Catherine looked startled. Then she looked indignant.
-After that, with a sigh of long-sufferance, she looked very
-sweet.</p>
-
-<p>In a voice gentle as his had been&mdash;“Since you take my
-refusal so hard as to resort to your semi-occasional marital
-recriminations, <i>dear</i> John, I’ll yield. I will go with you to
-the toy-shop, although probably I’ll have to break a luncheon
-engagement in consequence. You can’t ever say that I am
-unwilling to do my part. Just a minute until I see what I
-have on to-day.”</p>
-
-<p>Soon and coaxingly she glanced up at him. Her upper
-lip shortened over mouse-like teeth which gleamed, sharp
-and white, between their crimson guards. Even with the
-husband who claimed to know her, Catherine never was
-chary of her ingenuous, confiding smiles.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s your turn to make a concession. On our way to the
-toy-shop, stop in with me at a showing of underwear at
-Seff’s. It lasts only from twelve to one and I’ll miss it if I go
-further down town. Even puritanical you may be amused.
-Seff is rather sensational in his advertising, but he does import
-lovely things. Here is the invitation for the latest of his
-shows. Do you mind?”</p>
-
-<p>She handed him a card, engraved and dictioned in the very
-best form. She looked rather pleased than otherwise at the
-manner of her husband’s consent.</p>
-
-<p>“How like you, Catherine, to make your concessions
-C. O. D.! For Jack’s sake, I shall try not to ‘mind.’”</p>
-
-<p>A flutter of interest greeted the Cabot’s appearance on the
-top floor of the lingerie establishment, for no more discussed
-pair trod the made-up scenery of the ways and
-by-ways of Gotham’s rich.</p>
-
-<p>Catherine, despite the irregularity of that short upper lip
-and the tortured, metallic brilliancy of the yellow of her
-hair and the demand for public notice made by her clothes,
-often was pronounced the most beautiful matron “among
-those present”; at least, always was conspicuous. To-day
-her perquisitory air of excelling even her splendid mink
-coat won her distinction in the fashionable gathering of many
-women and a few men.</p>
-
-<p>John&mdash;as his wife was given to explaining&mdash;she had married
-for his looks. She called him the “handsomest unhandsome
-man” she knew. Tall, clean-shaved, black-haired, with
-dark eyes of a singular intensity, he wore a manner as unpretentious
-as his clothes. This was heightened to-day by an air
-of detachment from the enforced situation.</p>
-
-<p>Above greetings and introductions, tintillated comment
-over the setting of Seff’s top floor. Arranged as a miniature
-auditorium, its rows of ashwood chairs faced a small stage,
-equipped with footlights. Wrought on the gray velvet curtain
-that concealed the exact nature of this adventure in
-advertising was the title&mdash;</p>
-
-<p class="center allsmcap">
-THE LITTLE OLD LADY OF LORRAINE
-</p>
-
-<p>At the twelfth chime of a concealed clock, an orchestral
-whisper of the <i>Marseillaise</i> caused the audience, creatures
-of habit, to seek their places. John Cabot, although offended
-as always by the commercialization of patriotism in cafés
-and music halls and the like, stood in front of the prominent
-chairs to which an usher had led his wife and himself.
-Those about him also stood, if with treasonable sighs;
-as the music died away relievedly sank into their chairs.</p>
-
-<p>The curtain parted. Vincent Seff appeared and lifted the
-right of his artistic hands.</p>
-
-<p>“Patrons&mdash;may I say friends?” he began when their mannerly
-palm-patting had ceased.</p>
-
-<p>The silence of curiosity greeted his hesitant, yet pleasantly
-delivered announcement. Only Mrs. Hutton understood
-his need of courage, his desire for pseudo-sincerity.
-Virulently though she appeared to condemn him, she evidently
-wished him to succeed in this, his monster imposition.
-She had poured the stiff drink which lubricated his voice to
-that especial smoothness. She stood in the improvised wings,
-an expression which would have defied a mental analyst
-hardening her face, as she listened to the delivery of the brief
-speech which she had helped him prepare.</p>
-
-<p>“Always have we admired the lingerie from Lorraine,
-you and I. But how many of you have stopped to wonder
-whose hands are responsible for its textile exquisiteness, its
-chic and the needlework that makes it more lovely than any
-other in the world? With the many changes which war has
-wrought, came the fear that our American fair would be
-reduced to less attractive underwear. Imagine, then, my
-joy when there arrived recently, unsolicited and in trust, a
-shipment from my little old lady of Lorraine.”</p>
-
-<p>The speaker smiled upon the interested faces below in
-humid, self-deprecatory appeal.</p>
-
-<p>“The pluck as well as the embroidery of this maker was,
-all through the war, a marvel to the trade. For weeks her
-home was under enemy fire and the grand dame herself in
-constant danger of her devoted life. But alone in her cellar
-workshop she plied her needle as industriously as the <i>Boches</i>
-laid down their shells. Such heroism swells the heart and
-chokes the voice.”</p>
-
-<p>After a brief substantiating pause, the shopman continued,
-as if glorying in his show of emotion.</p>
-
-<p>“Why did she do it? Not for herself, surely, since the
-value of her work would have counted little against the loss
-of her life. Patrons&mdash;friends&mdash;<i>she did it for France</i>. Every
-mite that she earned was tossed into the coffers of her
-country. And now that the reconstruction period is on, she
-still finds work for her withered hands to do&mdash;still not for
-herself&mdash;but for the war orphans of the French. Every cent
-which this shipment yields will be spent on children whom
-the great struggle has deprived of their natural protectors.
-Not even a commission will be subtracted. No price has
-been set upon the things which I am about to show you. I
-feel that they are priceless. In the name of that little old lady
-of Lorraine I shall give them to you for what you offer and
-have no fear for the net results. To show them from boxes
-on my counters&mdash;the mere thought has seemed unworthy the
-trust placed in me. Will you try to like the more unique
-method which I have devised?”</p>
-
-<p>Bowing deeply and repeatedly in response to perfunctory
-applause, Vincent Seff backed from view. Orchestral whispers
-of the <i>Marche Lorraine</i> accompanied a flurry of exclamation.
-The gray velvet curtain parted; lifted.</p>
-
-<p>The set was a bedchamber. Through a half-open door
-showed the suggestion of a tiled bathroom. Another door
-and the two windows were closed. Once the eyes became
-accustomed to the indeterminate light, they made out rare
-hangings and furniture that looked to wear the stamp of
-Louis XIV. Beneath the satin coverlet of the bed, an
-elongated lump suggested a human figure asleep. Upon
-one pillow a lace cap indicated rather than covered a mass of
-murky hair.</p>
-
-<p>For minutes the orchestral rendition of Schumann’s
-<i>Traumerei</i> was the only action of the piece. In time the
-pantomime of a morning’s awakening began&mdash;a shudder of
-the coverlet, a stretching of legs beneath and rounded arms
-above. The face which uplifted from its background of
-locks and lace suggested a loathful emergence from dreams.
-With some degree of energy a hand reached out and pressed
-a bell. That accomplished, the luxurious sleeper slipped
-beneath the eider-down and again drowsed off.</p>
-
-<p>The entrance of a soft-treading, black-garbed, middle-aged
-maid brought diversion. Her lips moved in a supposed
-good-morning. She drew up the window blinds, flooding
-the room with light. Her disappearance into the bathroom
-was followed by the plash of water in a tub.</p>
-
-<p>Her simulation of annoyance on returning to the bedside,
-to find the dreamer reclaimed, was a nice histrionic bit. She
-reminded; urged; finally shook. At last the lady of lethargy,
-smiling deliciously, aroused to a sitting posture. The thrown
-coverlet bared two rosy feet for the enclosure of satin
-mules. She deserted the nest of the night, crossed the room
-front stage and stood with arms uplifted as an aid to her
-yawns.</p>
-
-<p>The spotlight found her some seconds before the maid
-could throw over her a bathrobe of silk so pliant that it might
-have been drawn through a bracelet.</p>
-
-<p>Inhalations and forward-leanings moved the audience.</p>
-
-<p>Indeed, there was cause for comment. The daring of Seff
-in his presentation, the novelty of the crêpe sleeping-gown
-which, innocent of <i>filet</i> or ribbons, depended solely upon its
-Empire lines and girdling silken cord&mdash;even the type of the
-model was rare.</p>
-
-<p>Pretty of face beyond question, with a luminous sort of
-pallor, red lips delicately full and purplish, child-wide eyes,
-she stood revealing through the sheer a body both slender
-and rounded. Discussions of her as frank as they were low-pitched
-proved that the pantomime was “taking” from the
-start.</p>
-
-<p>John Cabot was of the few who suppressed remark, but
-none watching him could have doubted his interest.</p>
-
-<p>Catherine curved an amused smile at him.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Et tu, Brute</i>,” she murmured.</p>
-
-<p>At first from natural endowment and later from deliberate
-effort, John always had believed in the virtue of women until
-compelled to disbelieve. To-day he was studying neither the
-exquisite, hand-stitched garment nor the “points” of the
-manikin who wore it.</p>
-
-<p>Had he really seen lines of suffering at the corners of that
-smiling mouth? Had he imagined a look of distress in
-eyes which momentarily had met, but now evaded his? He
-was no sentimentalist. Yet he wondered.</p>
-
-<p>Vincent Seff, from a chair at the far right of the first row,
-looked entertained by his own entertainment. He sat
-slouched forward, knees crossed, elbow on them, chin in
-palm, eyes up-gazing. A flush was on his rather anaemic
-skin. Occasionally his cheeks twitched in an odd, carefully
-controlled smirk. He nodded, now and then, as if well
-pleased.</p>
-
-<p>John, glancing toward the shopman, saw the tip of his
-tongue appear and wipe both lips. About Seff, too, he
-wondered.</p>
-
-<p>From the wings, Mrs. Hutton watched all&mdash;the play, the
-“house,” the man who had conceived and perpetrated the
-coup and the newspaper reporters upon whom he depended
-to give it city-wide circulation. She, however, did not
-wonder about Seff. Only too well she understood why he
-was off guard at the moment, showing tendencies which,
-ordinarily, his policy would have concealed.</p>
-
-<p>She did not wonder, no. But she feared for him as much
-as, with a reaction that crushed the fear, she hotly, contemptuously
-resented him. As she studied the look fixed
-upon the girl whom he had chosen at first glance from a room
-full of attractive applicants, almost did she hate him. The
-chains of the hideous relationship which shackled together
-him and her seemed to clank as she turned from his unconscious
-pantomime to that which he had foreplanned.</p>
-
-<p>The playlet proceeded.</p>
-
-<p>The model trailed her bath robe to the door of the tiled
-room, there to throw it off and disappear within. Presumedly
-she plunged into her tub. At any rate, her next
-appearance, although fleeting, enhanced that impression.
-Just a glimpse of her was caught, as the maid pushed wider
-the door to supply a bath towel, but a glimpse that brought
-gasps from the audience sharp as though they, too, had taken
-a cold plunge.</p>
-
-<p>With hair twisted in a Grecian knot atop her head, she
-showed for the brief moment before the door was closed,
-garbed only in the flimsiest of silken undervests. By comparison
-she looked amply clad when, some seconds later, she
-reëntered the bedroom, stockinged, slippered and girdled, her
-outer garment a confection of the chemise persuasion which
-laid claim to modesty only in its blush hue. The length lack
-of this costume was remedied by the maid. After a chase
-whose obvious object was further to show the cut and
-texture of the display, the woman succeeded in noosing the
-head of her charge with a hemstitched petticoat.</p>
-
-<p>Upon the door sounded a knock of that portentiousness
-met only on the stage. In effective dismay, the manikin
-paused front stage, the spotlight obligingly following her
-example. The maid, moved by belated prudery, scurried to
-a closet, from which, after a search whose duration would
-not have recommended her either for system or dispatch,
-she emerged with a negligee that matched the morning
-set. This she draped about her young mistress and stood
-off to admire with a deliberation accented by repetitions of
-the portentious knock.</p>
-
-<p>When the door at last was opened, expectation of the
-unusual was gainsaid by the man-servant who laid several
-ribbon-bedizened boxes upon the couch and departed. Mistress
-and maid became animated by curiosity. The parcels
-were undone and their contents examined&mdash;a dozen sets of
-lingerie only less lovely than the one worn by the model in
-that they were less attractively displayed.</p>
-
-<p>These still lay about the room on chairs, tables and bed
-when, at entertainment’s end, Vincent Seff himself appeared
-before the footlights. His face was noticeably flushed, his
-voice thicker than before in his invitation that all ascend
-the stage and personally inspect the shipment from Lorraine.</p>
-
-<p>If applause meant appreciation, he must have been gratified.
-And, in fact, the tribute was sincere. The hour’s advertising
-whimsy had been amusing and artistic. Commendatory
-chatter lifted as the spectators disturbed their chairs.</p>
-
-<p>John Cabot was preoccupied by an analysis of the look
-seen on the face of the master of ceremonies, a look which
-had intensified as Seff studied, not so much the piece as the
-star. Since a certain incidental which the financier had
-noticed, the elaborate exhibition had become offensive to him.</p>
-
-<p>In the manikin’s small tussle over the adjustment of her
-petticoat, just when she had been laughing with most abandon,
-two somethings&mdash;gleaming, small yet large in suggestion&mdash;had
-dropped from her eyes and been absorbed by the
-crêpe.</p>
-
-<p>That she could weep for shame, while successfully playing
-her frolicsome part, meant a great deal. Many young
-girls might have wept before entering upon such a career.
-Most could be imagined as weeping afterward. But to
-realize and suffer enough for tears in what evidently was
-an initial step&mdash;Although Catherine often had told John
-that he was losing his sense of humor, nobody could have
-declared him deficient in vision.</p>
-
-<p>He was recalled to the immediate present by the lifted
-voice of his wife addressing Seff.</p>
-
-<p>“I will give five hundred dollars,” she was saying, “for the
-set shown on the model. The things are exquisite and the
-charity deserves response.”</p>
-
-<p>“My <i>dear</i> Mrs. Cabot!” The shopman over-accented that
-familiarity which the lofty seem so to appreciate from traffic-policemen,
-waiters, hotel clerks and the like. “The identical
-set is yours. I thank you from my heart and from the hearts
-of those orphans of France.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll take them with me,” stipulated Catherine. “Have the
-box put in my car, please. And, Seff, I am in something of
-a hurry.”</p>
-
-<p>The crispness of her conclusion was like frost on a sunlit
-window pane. The merchant showed himself nipped by it.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll attend to your order at once, Mrs. Cabot.”</p>
-
-<p>Disregarding the importunities of less prominent would-be
-purchasers, he hurried back to the stage.</p>
-
-<p>“Mary&mdash;<i>Mary</i>!” His voice was pitched several notes
-above its wonted mellifluence.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Hutton appeared.</p>
-
-<p>“Take charge out here, Mary,” he directed. “Have the
-ladies step up and examine the lot. Every garment has the
-inimitable chic attained only by the French, and the sizes
-vary, so that&mdash;&mdash; <i>You</i> know, Mary. Take anything that is
-offered. Such patrons aren’t going to fail our lady of
-Lorraine.”</p>
-
-<p>Far too elated was he to notice the composite of his chief
-aide’s expression as she observed his uneven manner, his
-flushed face and the glitter of his eyes. In the same thought,
-she sneered, pitied and suspected. She turned to attend the
-gathering patrons.</p>
-
-<p>Seff had not noticed, but another had. John Cabot had
-followed to the stage and now stood contemplating the closed
-door that gave upon the suppositious bathroom. Through
-it the shopman had disappeared. A mental reminder that
-the whole circumstance was doubtless gross chicanery and,
-at the worst, none of his affair, seemed somehow dampened
-by his memory of those two small, enlightening somethings
-which he had seen drip from the eyes of a laughing girl.
-From within he could hear fragments in Seff’s thick tones.</p>
-
-<p>“A hit.... Five hundred for the set you adorn....
-Let me help, you dream.... No time&mdash;she’s in a hurry....
-I <i>will</i>.... Hush, dear heart, they’ll hear you.”</p>
-
-<p>Ensued a duet of his chuckles and gasped protests in a
-softer voice. The end unmistakably was a scuffle.</p>
-
-<p>John turned away, disagreeably impressed. Many of the
-fashionables had ascended the stage, where Mrs. Hutton was
-offering the Seff confections for sale. He advised himself
-that he must be imagining the alert turn of the forewoman’s
-head toward the closed door and the annoyance that falsified
-her smile. Then he flouted the advice. He didn’t imagine&mdash;<i>he
-saw</i>. The woman <i>was</i> alert and annoyed.</p>
-
-<p>The conclusion was substantiated. Sounds that might
-have been laughter or sobs percolated through the key-hole.
-Rasped gutterals interrupted, plead, threatened. There followed
-a rushing sound and a thump against the inside of the
-door.</p>
-
-<p>John recrossed the stage. As he hesitated, he saw Mrs.
-Hutton drop the garment under discussion and approach
-him.</p>
-
-<p>Next moment a scream rent all uncertainty.</p>
-
-<p>The most cynical scarcely could have mistaken the cry
-for anything but one of terror, even without the words&mdash;intense,
-jumbled, regardless&mdash;that translated it.</p>
-
-<p>“No.... <i>No</i>.... I hate you.... Father, help me&mdash;<i>save
-me</i>!”</p>
-
-<p>Before Mrs. Hutton could force the resisting handle of
-the door, John Cabot had put his shoulder against the panel
-and broken the lock.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_VI">CHAPTER VI</h3>
-</div>
-
-<p>The scene within the back room of the bath-set impressed
-John like a still on a film which had been full of action.
-First glance might have convinced a superficial person that
-intrusion was a mistake, but the financier was not limited to
-first glances.</p>
-
-<p>Leaning against the farther wall, her apparel reduced
-to the flimsiest of the samples on recent display, stood the
-manikin. Both her arms were upraised. Both hands clasped
-the shoulders of Seff.</p>
-
-<p>John glanced away; looked again; saw other things.</p>
-
-<p>The girl was straining to push away the shopman, not
-to draw him to her. In her eyes, uplifted at the crashing
-of the door, was pictured the terror which had sounded
-in her cry. Her face was white as frost&mdash;looked the whiter
-for a mark, shaped after the imprint of teeth, which was
-reddening in the flesh of her cheek.</p>
-
-<p>Self’s one arm wrapped her body tightly. His other
-hand was entangled in her flimsy garment at the breast.
-His face, also turned toward the door, shuddered with an
-absorbed, strange look between hope and hopelessness.</p>
-
-<p>John Cabot stood on the threshold, held by astonishment.
-He had heard that high prices oft times were exacted of
-shopgirls, as of aspirants for the stage. But this situation
-would have seemed incredible except that there it was
-before his eyes. He felt a demand for initiative.</p>
-
-<p>In that scant moment of hesitation, the pros and cons
-of the issue, as concerned himself, flashed through his
-mind. The principles in this behind-the-scenes passion play
-were not of his class, or so Catherine would have said. Both
-were total strangers to him, therefore their relationship
-not his affair. More or less undesirable notoriety must
-result from interference&mdash;the inevitable complement? to the
-Cabot millions.</p>
-
-<p>However, just as he knew himself not to be a number
-of things which Catherine would have wished him to be,
-he was one thing in particular which she did not wish him
-to be. There had been many times when, frankly, he had
-congratulated himself on having been a human being long
-before a multi-millionaire.</p>
-
-<p>Through the space which he had vacated in the doorway
-flocked a covey of fashion’s vultures. His audience formed
-as he crossed the room and laid a golf-hardened grip upon
-Seff’s shoulder. There was an instant of resistance. Then
-he tore the man away from the cowering girl.</p>
-
-<p>Almost was he tripped to a fall. Glancing down, he
-noted a silken swirl upon the floor. His first act, after
-throwing aside the drink-maddened roué, was to gather up
-the negligee last shown outside and lay it about the model’s
-shoulders.</p>
-
-<p>He faced around to meet Seff’s thick-lipped threats.</p>
-
-<p>“Wha&mdash;what do you mean? You’ll answer to me for
-your interference and before you’re a minute older.”</p>
-
-<p>The shopman chopped out at him recklessly, landing several
-blows.</p>
-
-<p>Taller than Seff by half a head, superbly fit in comparison,
-John stood as if stricken by sudden inability. His
-eyes were upon the scandalized throng that had crowded
-into the room, rather than his opponent. He protected himself
-in a confused, inadequate way from a succession of
-attacks. The while he was considering a plan to spare the
-girl odium and involve her tormentor.</p>
-
-<p>Evidently elated by the success of his tactics, Seff paused
-for emphasis.</p>
-
-<p>“What d’you mean butting into my affairs?” he demanded.</p>
-
-<p>“This,” answered John.</p>
-
-<p>With the word, he sent his right fist to a particular spot
-in the aesthetic’s neck.</p>
-
-<p>The effect was startling. Seff’s head lopped, his eyes
-rolled, his body wavered and stretched its length upon the
-floor.</p>
-
-<p>Fright-cries rose from the crush about the door; above
-them, a shrill demand in Catherine’s voice.</p>
-
-<p>“John, are you mad?”</p>
-
-<p>The first person to reach the prone figure was, however,
-without utterance. An equivocal look of dread and triumph
-was on Mary Hutton’s face as she knelt beside the man
-who was her employer and more; raised his head to her
-knee; held a bottle of smelling salts to his nose.</p>
-
-<p>John Cabot’s attention returned to the cause of the bout.</p>
-
-<p>She had wrapped the negligee closely around her and
-stood awaiting developments with dilated eyes&mdash;the model.
-On her cheek the mark of teeth showed redder than before.
-At his glance, she took a forward step, as if to thank him,
-then, embarrassed by the press of people around the door,
-stopped.</p>
-
-<p>Without words, they two regarded only each other. Quite
-still they stood, looking.</p>
-
-<p>And as they looked, comrade spirits seemed to become
-visible in the glow of an incipient understanding. Beside
-her&mdash;faded in until to John it became as plain as her body&mdash;appeared
-a vision of loveliness and lure. Shy, yet unafraid,
-this vision beckoned him. From eyes bluer than the troubled
-deeps of the girl’s gaze, it smiled on him. With hair
-golden as the dreams of a child and tenuous as woman’s
-wiles, it awoke in him a thrill like that on seeing the home-land
-banner in foreign climes.</p>
-
-<p>The while, in imagination, he heard the <i>Spring Song</i> of
-Mendelssohn, vaguely passionate, played by the pure-yearning
-notes of a flute. The fragrance that accompanies the
-aspirations of youth filled his nostrils. A thought of apple-blossoms
-hurt his mind with midsummer weariness.</p>
-
-<p>From his heart, as if aroused by its increasing beat,
-uprose response to the vision. Not as if born of the moment&mdash;rather
-as if long protected from impious eyes&mdash;an
-emotion new to him seemed to take form. He felt that
-the girl, as well as he, must see and recognize.</p>
-
-<p>Cruel with tenderness, eager with fear, the emotion that
-had arisen from his heart-beats passed, like a gallant shape,
-from him to her. In command that was, in truth, but a
-prayer, it faced the comrade soul of her.</p>
-
-<p>For a moment and an age, the eyes of the financier and
-those of the shopgirl met and held, each pair the other.
-Met also, in that age of moment’s length, the lad Amor,
-a creature of the spirit whose first desire is to have and
-to hold, with Innocentia, one not more to cherish than
-to fear.</p>
-
-<p>A low-voiced, fragmentary conversation recalled John to
-the more material present.</p>
-
-<p>“You, Mary?”</p>
-
-<p>“Who else? At your worst I wouldn’t dare to desert
-you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Any more than I would you. If you hadn’t poured me
-so much of&mdash;&mdash; Anyhow I’ve done what you said I
-couldn’t do&mdash;put over a sweatshop fake that&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Hush, Vin. Come, get up.”</p>
-
-<p>Turning, John saw Mrs. Hutton steady Seff to his feet.</p>
-
-<p>An imperative voice at his own elbow advised: “Better
-come with me at once, John, unless you wish to get into
-the newspapers.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is just what I do wish, Catherine,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“But as the protector of this latest <i>Inconnue</i>?”</p>
-
-<p>“Unknown?” John glanced at his wife surprisedly, then
-on to the wall against which the manikin had stood.</p>
-
-<p>Gone was the luring vision which his mother had taught
-him to believe was the soul of womanhood. Gone also the
-girl.</p>
-
-<p>His sense of loss must have shown in his face.</p>
-
-<p>“Why not play Don Quixote for some one more ambitious?”
-Catherine gibed. “Ask me to nominate them&mdash;as
-your wife I could choose the subjects with regard to the
-family honor and glory. I tell you there are reporters in
-that crowd. Once they recognize you&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Reporters?” He took a step toward the crush. “Publicity&mdash;that’s
-the cure for this scourge. Where are they?”</p>
-
-<p>“But, John&mdash;&mdash;” The wife who never could decide
-whether she disapproved or admired her husband the more,
-remembered in the emergency to be guileful. “Would you
-crush the victim to cure the scourge? Shouldn’t chivalry
-protect the good name of that girl? At least, she is young.”</p>
-
-<p>“And pure as a white violet. For once you are right.
-Excuse me a moment. I must find a telephone.”</p>
-
-<p>He strode away.</p>
-
-<p>“Mule and mad, at that&mdash;a mad mule!”</p>
-
-<p>The finality of Catherine’s thought-tribute returned her
-to her own predicament. Her shrug redraped about her
-shoulders the satin-smooth mantle of her social superiority.
-There was a chance that she might escape inclusion in
-whatever notoriety should ensue. Did not a woman and a
-mother&mdash;the occasion evoked a thought of Jackie&mdash;owe her
-first duty to herself? Let John take the consequences of his
-mania for reform, even to being advertised as loitering alone
-at the lingerie show!</p>
-
-<p>Directly upon the decision to detach herself from possibly
-unpleasant consequences, she skimmed the edge of the crowd
-and left the store.</p>
-
-<p>When John Cabot returned to the stage he saw that Seff
-already was surrounded by the reporters. Mrs. Hutton
-stood at his elbow, a bottle from which she evidently had
-poured some sort of restorative in one hand, an emptied
-glass in the other.</p>
-
-<p>The shopman looked distressed, either by the dose pressed
-upon him or by his recent experience&mdash;perhaps by both.
-He was speaking with something of the fluency of his recent
-“speech,” the while adjusting his delicately-toned tie and
-brushing from one sleeve a reminder of his fall.</p>
-
-<p>“I am Vincent Seff, owner of this establishment. A slight
-misunderstanding occurred inside, yes. But I have a hope
-that you good people, also guests at my entertainment,
-will respect my hospitality enough to withhold its unfortunate
-<i>finale</i> from your papers.”</p>
-
-<p>The press representatives, three women and a lone man,
-looked dubious at this hypothetical claim. A second man,
-tilted in a chair against the wall, who was in the act of
-finishing a creditable sketch of the manikin, lifted to Cabot
-a companionable grin.</p>
-
-<p>“Good, ain’t it?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, it is. What will you take for it?”</p>
-
-<p>“What will I take?” The grin broadened. “Why, a
-better art job than the one I’ve got.”</p>
-
-<p>“Unfortunately I can’t pay that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Sorry not to oblige an admirer of my work.” The artist
-banged down the forelegs of the tilted chair and gathered
-up his paraphernalia for departure. “If it’s your nice little
-idea to keep the girl’s picture out of the paper, it wouldn’t
-help any to withhold this. The camera gang departed on
-the run some time ago.”</p>
-
-<p>Seff, at Mrs. Hutton’s touch on his arm, had turned and
-seen the addition to their group. He continued in urgent
-tones:</p>
-
-<p>“Of course you must write your stories right, boys and
-girls. But I do wish you’d go light on this finish. For the
-sake of a highly valued patron, I should regret to have a
-certain name figured. Also, it scarcely seems fair to jeopard
-the chances of an overly impulsive young girl, just at her
-start of life.”</p>
-
-<p>“But her scream, Mr. Seff?”</p>
-
-<p>“And the door-smashing?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not to mention that lively bout?”</p>
-
-<p>The trio of women scribes prodded him, as though satellites
-of the sport instead of fashion page.</p>
-
-<p>The dapper designer plunged.</p>
-
-<p>“I admit that there was a small fracas, but it was due
-entirely to a misunderstanding. It is all patched up now,
-therefore not worth mentioning. For once I was at fault
-in my choice of an employee. You will agree, I am sure,
-that my little attempt at an artistic display would not have
-carried an evil suggestion to the clean minds for whose
-pleasure and profit it was planned. I scarcely know how
-to express myself, friends. Do try to appreciate my
-position.”</p>
-
-<p>He glanced, as if for helpful suggestion, toward Mary
-Hutton, then went on, evidently planning his defense in
-its delivery.</p>
-
-<p>“The poor girl was hysterical from nervous strain over
-her first public appearance. She could not have intended to
-give such rein to her impulses as&mdash;as&mdash;&mdash; Of course, a
-woman who will exhibit herself in such a rôle is not
-exactly&mdash;&mdash; Well, I’ll not go into that. But I owe it to
-myself to say that even I, experienced at judging women
-by their face values, would not have believed our guileless-looking
-Dolores Trent capable of a deliberate attempt to
-compromise an employer who&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Cad!</i>”</p>
-
-<p>At the interruption, Seff took a backward step, evidently
-remembering the reach and force of the speaker’s punch.</p>
-
-<p>John Cabot, with a frown, stayed the three women and
-lone man who, having been given the all-important name
-of the woman in the case, were on the point of taking
-wing.</p>
-
-<p>“Best give a minute,” he advised. “You haven’t got the
-real story yet. This sale is a fake. The goods were manufactured
-in Seff’s own sweatshops right here in New York.
-The money was taken under false pretenses. I am not in
-position to state just how usual among supposedly high-class
-shops is the sort of indelicacy we’ve witnessed this
-morning. Fortunately, however, I am able to make an
-example of this instance. I am John Cabot. I ask you to
-investigate.”</p>
-
-<p>“I have heard enough of this contemptible attack, no
-matter who or what you are.” Seff hurled himself into
-the breach as bravely as his condition would permit. “Nothing
-but respect for the feelings of your wife has kept me
-from having you ejected before this. You cannot influence
-the newspapers against us. We are, as you should know,
-persistent advertisers. I ask you now to go quietly and at
-once, before I&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>For a moment it seemed that his advice had been accepted.
-John Cabot turned and crossed to the rim of the stage.
-There he lifted his hand to the lingering society contingent.</p>
-
-<p>“I have sent for the police,” he said. “They’ll be here
-any minute now. They have a habit, I’m told, of taking
-the names of eye-witnesses. Subpoenas generally arrive at
-elsewhere-essential moments, so I’d suggest that such of you
-as have any important engagements for the near future&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>He had said enough. The remaining “valued patrons”
-broke the leash of curiosity and hurried away after the
-example of the “thoroughbred” Mrs. Cabot. Be it added
-that they waited not for the elevator, nor counted the steps
-in the flight of their descent.</p>
-
-<p>For diverse reasons, a group remained with John Cabot
-during his brief wait for the detectives of the nearby Tenderloin
-police station. The reporters stayed because of
-the “realer” crux of the story explaining the scream of
-a shopgirl; Mrs. Hutton because, as she had asserted, she
-dared not desert Seff; the owner himself because of the
-competent look of a golf-steeled right, swinging from an
-arm whose length and strength he knew.</p>
-
-<p>The while, Seff gained considerable reassurance from a
-<i>sotto voce</i> consultation with his forewoman who, in the
-emergency, seemed to have reversed the usual relationship
-of employed to employer. He greeted the officers as though
-they had come at his request and asked that they search
-the store for the model. She, although the cause of the disturbance,
-would be needed, he declared, as his chief witness.</p>
-
-<p>Upon the report that no trace of her could be found, he
-addressed himself to the financier with a noticeable cessation
-of resentment.</p>
-
-<p>The girl was gone, he pointed. That fact was substantial
-evidence of her guilty intent toward himself. No real harm
-had been done and nothing would be gained by going through
-with his arrest on a charge that could not be proved. Certainly,
-with their combined influence, the unpleasant aftermath
-of what so many had voted a pleasant morning could
-be kept from the papers. Had Mr. Cabot no thought for
-the consequence of the use of his name in such a connection?
-Even though he cared nothing for his own reputation, did
-he not owe something to his family? Sentiment aside,
-with no complaining witness what could he gain to equal
-what he should lose by carrying out his threat?</p>
-
-<p>“But there is a complainant,” John assured him pleasantly
-enough. “That rôle is mine.”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>You?</i> Can you possibly intend&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Hutton it was who found voice for direct demand.
-“What is the charge? We have a right to know, sir.”</p>
-
-<p>“Assault.” John Cabot directly faced the shopman.
-Humor twitched his mouth as he asked: “Did you think
-I let you hit me for my own selfish pleasure?”</p>
-
-<p>As the motor patrol purred its way to the station house,
-however, the amusement faded from his face. The Fall
-air whipped his longing for the gentler zephyrs of Spring,
-for the breath of apple-blooms, for the sound of a flute
-playing Mendelssohn’s vaguely passionate theme.</p>
-
-<p>He forced himself back to certain troubleful questions
-of the moment. The manikin, Dolores Trent&mdash;what of her?
-The very strength of his desire to find her advised that
-he should not look for her. Why favor himself as a trailer,
-while jailing Seff? But where would she hide herself&mdash;what
-do?</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_VII">CHAPTER VII</h3>
-</div>
-
-<p>Morning in a land of endless twilight!</p>
-
-<p>The spirit-girl lay late abed after that first awakening
-in Gehenna, as she realized with the switching off of the
-mauve curtains which had shut sunrise from her chamber.
-On her show of weariness after last night’s ordeal, she
-had been told how King Satan, after his preference for
-the customs of Earth, had time apportioned into periods
-of day and night, with eventide and dawn, midnight and
-noon exactly fixed. By means of his electric sun, moon
-and attendant stars, supplied from the power accumulators
-on the eastern and western fringes of the Gehennan desert,
-the semi-light shed from the eternal radiance of the Elysian
-Fields was made to seem negligible.</p>
-
-<p>Dolores had been grateful for the respite. The shades
-about the court, she had noted, looked more or less material
-according to their naturalization into Shadow Land. She
-herself had been declared unusually visible, even for a
-new-comer, and was expected to have the habits of her
-late estate. She had not slept the sleep of Earth, any
-more than she had tasted the suggestion-foods of last
-night’s banquet, except as a reminiscence of taste. And
-yet, with eyelids closed against sight of what was, and
-her inner vision limited to only the dearest of what had
-been, she had passed into a sort of soul-rest&mdash;into memories
-and imaginings that were one fond, commingled dream
-of John Cabot.</p>
-
-<p>Further aroused by a subservient voice, she sank an
-elbow into the damask-sheened pillow; lifted herself; opened
-eyes and mind to the now.</p>
-
-<p>“Your shower is turned on, m’lady.”</p>
-
-<p>The repetition was in English. Before, the same words
-had been spoken in French. Such perfect intonation in
-two languages piqued her interest. She glanced around
-to see standing beside her couch a woman-shade in the
-black and white of service.</p>
-
-<p>“Madame’s hair is so black, perhaps she is Italian. I
-trust I have not startled you. His Majesty ordered that
-your bath be of cold cathode rays. They are very exhilarating
-if one can stand the shock.”</p>
-
-<p>Although this third offering came in the honey-sweet
-language of love, a look of hate was on the serving woman’s
-face.</p>
-
-<p>“Who are you?” Dolores asked in the tongue of first
-choice.</p>
-
-<p>“You may call me Adeline. I am your maid.”</p>
-
-<p>Somewhat disconcerted by the unservile gesture with
-which a robe of rainbow lights was held out for her convenience,
-Dolores put another question.</p>
-
-<p>“How do you come to speak three languages? And
-doesn’t the name Adeline mean of noble birth?”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, Madame also is French. She will the better understand.”
-A smile less pleased than bitter stiffened the
-patrician lips. “I am of noble birth and on earth was
-treated according to my rank. But the judgment that consigned
-me to the Realm of Reversals has changed all that.
-Here we who were ladies serve our former maids. And
-hard taskmistresses they are, given thus the power to equalize
-their past humiliations.”</p>
-
-<p>A thought of the fate awaiting Catherine Cabot made
-Dolores shudder. “A grim conceit, that&mdash;I suppose the
-King’s own?”</p>
-
-<p>The demoted noblewoman nodded. “Not Lucretia Borgia
-herself could have conceived so cruel a sentence. It is not
-the tasks from which I suffer, but the thought of doing
-them. My first position was to serve the creature whom
-I had treated with all consideration in my household, she
-who afterward cost me my husband, my position in society
-and my life. Madame understands? I killed her. Madame’s
-shower is turned on.”</p>
-
-<p>She who never had been served sought to refuse the
-offices of this quondam great lady. On Earth no one had
-drawn up the morning shades for her, she declared; had
-brushed the cobwebs of dreams from her lashes with dampened
-cloths; had proffered the steaming beauty cup, perfumed
-her bath, placed her mules, held her robe. No need
-was there for Adeline to suffer while under assignment to
-her.</p>
-
-<p>She was ill-repaid for her kindly intent.</p>
-
-<p>“It is, then, as I feared. Madame is but one of them
-herself.”</p>
-
-<p>With contemptuous manner, m’lady-who-was insisted
-upon performing those duties which she knew so well from
-having exacted them.</p>
-
-<p>“I must serve you,” she explained, “whether you wish
-to be served or not. I must work out my sentence. None
-dares tamper with the Rule of the Realm of Reversals. My
-husband warns me&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Your husband? Are you so fortunate as to have his
-company here?”</p>
-
-<p>A moment the maid contemplated the eagerness on her
-new mistress’ face, then gave a vicious twist to the mass
-of dark hair she was arranging. “That he received a red
-ticket is the one bit of justice I have found in Greater
-Gehenna. He bungled the trick of obtaining that verdict in
-man’s favor usually granted gratis by the world.”</p>
-
-<p>“You speak, Adeline, as though you hated him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Hate him?” Fury shook the cultured voice. “Is it
-not because of him that I am here? And he&mdash;always he
-seeks me at the fête of servant-fiends to complain of the
-humiliations forced upon him by his ex-valet, for well he
-knows that his only chance of reversal will come through
-me. Since Madame is so good as to inquire, I do hate the
-man I loved. I hate him the more, perhaps, for controlling
-his hate of me&mdash;for his pretense of continued love.”</p>
-
-<p>To Dolores, the strange creature’s will to hurt her by
-twisting her hair was kind compared with this unintentional
-squeezing of the hope-drops from her heart. Would every
-one about the court have power to make her suffer for her
-past? When he whose companionship the lost soul of her
-craved so unutterably should one day be sentenced to this
-realm for their common social crime, would he also hide hate
-in a pretense still to love?</p>
-
-<p>But no. Although on Earth John had not sought her
-as had other men and at the last had seemed to desert,
-she dared not believe that the great heart of him could
-change when he came through the gate into the Lower
-Land&mdash;when, one day, he joined her.</p>
-
-<p>The mother-soul’s good-morning to her babe was interrupted
-by a message from the King. She was to attend
-him at once in the Garden of Bad Luck.</p>
-
-<p>Dismay possessed Dolores. Probably His Majesty meant
-to probe deeper, with his knife-like cynicisms of last night,
-into the wounds of her former state. But a thought of
-the folly of foreboding soon steadied her. She had no
-choice.</p>
-
-<p>“I shall go at once,” she told the maid. “I feel quite
-rested and strong.”</p>
-
-<p>“I should suggest to Madame that she omit to mention
-her restful night,” Adeline said. “Otherwise he will not
-permit that it happen again. He awaits beside the Hard
-Luck fountain.”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores in turn offered advice. “While I am gone, doff
-that cap and apron and imagine you are a lady again. He’ll
-never know, for I won’t tell and the babe can’t.”</p>
-
-<p>“Never know, <i>he</i>?” The French soul smiled briefly.
-“Madame perhaps will excuse, but evidently she is not yet
-acquainted with m’lord of reversals. <i>Know?</i> I myself
-should tell him if none else did. He would compel me to
-do so.”</p>
-
-<p>To Dolores’ relief, the King seemed to have forgotten
-her regrettable history when she found him awaiting her
-at the spot of his appointment. At any rate, he made no
-reference thereto.</p>
-
-<p>“I am going to show you around my place,” he informed
-her. “I take a pleasant shame in it. Guess I’ve got what
-real-estaters call ‘the property sense’&mdash;a brand of nonsense.”</p>
-
-<p>He led her through an avenue-like effect of lime trees
-to a lawn of dwarfed red-top, where stood a winged vehicle,
-as much an improvement over the planes of Earth as was
-the motor-car over Grimes’ one-horse shay.</p>
-
-<p>“My aeromobile,” he announced with prideful gesture.</p>
-
-<p>Although of a mind given to taking for granted all
-mechanical details, Dolores could not but wonder at this
-craft. Its wings looked more like those of a huge hawk than
-the rigid spread of the aeroplanes she had seen flying low
-over Central Park. Instead of standing upon wheeled running-gear,
-bird feet of a proportionate size clawed into the
-ground. In its head glittered a constantly moving pair of
-eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“How ever do you rise in that?” Dolores asked. “And
-once you do get up, how make it go? And up and off,
-how do you land?”</p>
-
-<p>He was frankly gratified by her interest.</p>
-
-<p>“They call me,” he exulted, “‘Prince of the Power
-of the Air.’ From its essence I create whatsoever I will.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then this, too, is only illusion?”</p>
-
-<p>“But illusion realer than the Rock of Ages. Effects made
-by electricity are indestructible. You can switch them off,
-as you can transfer existence from one state to another,
-but you cannot destroy them.” His look intensified: “This
-element and the immortal soul are the only two absolutely
-steadfast quantities.”</p>
-
-<p>“Except&mdash;” she hesitated&mdash;“except good in the heart.”</p>
-
-<p>“Except evil in the mind, you mean.”</p>
-
-<p>He snapped the correction at her, evidently displeased,
-but soon returned to the subject of his “Hell Hawk.” In
-a round of the machine, he showed her a propeller placed
-beneath the fuselage by which it might be lifted straight
-or lowered on reverse; explained the encased “pusher” at
-the stern and “puller” at the bow which furnished silent,
-horizontal speed; described the shock absorbers with which
-the talons were equipped and the practicability of reflecting
-scenes below in the moving, mirror-like eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“Experience is the best demonstrator. May I hand you
-in?”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores sank into the double seat that swung like a hammock
-across the roomy cock-pit. Satan placed himself beside
-her, seized the “stick” by which his super-bird was directed
-and pressed the starting button.</p>
-
-<p>Like an elevator the aeromobile shot upward, with an
-utter lack of vibration that gave the effect of hella-firma
-receding, while their craft stood still. Soon, however, he
-released the lofting button to press that which gave power
-to the drivers. Forward through space they started at a
-speed which would not have seemed speed at all, except
-for the mounting figures finder-pointed upon a dial set into
-the invisible air-screen before them. They seemed to hover
-above, while Gehenna raced past them below.</p>
-
-<p>“It is&mdash;is wonderful,” breathed the Apollyon guest,
-pauperized in expression by the emotions that accompany
-a first flight.</p>
-
-<p>He nodded. “Consider this morning’s air-joying one of
-your rewards for being, although a factory girl, <i>somewhat</i>
-different from the rest.”</p>
-
-<p>She turned to him. “You must have some object in
-treating me so well. What is it?”</p>
-
-<p>“Ha, you are like the rest, after all&mdash;curious!” His Highness
-exclaimed. “Must every she-soul know the end of
-the story first? Suppose my object is to acquaint you with
-myself through my works. ‘By their works ye shall know
-them.’ So look and know. Apply what mind you have to
-getting a panoramic conception of the extent of my kingdom.
-Notice the estates surrounding the palace park. I
-have given them over to vari-villains so fortunate as to have
-merited my approval.”</p>
-
-<p>When Dolores gripped the edge of the swinging seat and
-leaned to peer over the side of the fuselage, he objected.</p>
-
-<p>“Why must you earthlings do everything the hardest way?
-Let the Hawk see for you.”</p>
-
-<p>He indicated an artfully arranged series of mirrors
-which reflected through the eyes of the bird a moving picture
-of scenes beneath.</p>
-
-<p>“It looks like&mdash;like a picture postal-card of some tropical
-city, only not so bright and more squat,” she observed after
-a moment. “It is neatly laid out.”</p>
-
-<p>“It <i>is</i> neat,” Satan admitted. “Our perpetual heat-without-rain
-does fade the colors, though. The only moisture
-we get down here is when the angels weep over some new
-triumph of mine. Hell knows I try to make them open the
-ducts more often. If ever I learn to weep myself, I’ll likely
-irrigate a lot of suffering.”</p>
-
-<p>“And why do you wish to weep?”</p>
-
-<p>“People seem to enjoy it so. As for the squatness of
-the bungalows, what can you expect in the most tropical
-of climates? Assume a little imagination if you have it not.
-You should have seen the place before I took hold of it. At
-first, after my sudden fall into utter desolation from the
-Paradisian comforts of home, I couldn’t see any possibilities
-in Gehenna. But I never was one to let bad enough alone.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I didn’t say I thought it bad,” Dolores hastened
-to insert.</p>
-
-<p>“No, you didn’t, but you’d better! Of course, it’s not
-what it might be, even now, but it was a perfect chaos when
-I began, a sort of peaceful haze, with not so much as a
-suffering gnat for me to vent my disposition on.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s so different from anything that&mdash;&mdash;” Dolores puzzled.</p>
-
-<p>“Did you expect to find Pluto wallowing in a lake of
-fire, <i>á la</i> Milton?”</p>
-
-<p>“Gehenna is a place of torture, isn’t it? I wasn’t taught
-what they call religion in my childhood, but I typed the
-sermons of a minister for a while and I know what&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>She hesitated, regretting her persistence. Satan’s facial
-expression, always mobile, had altered for the worse.</p>
-
-<p>“A minister, eh?” he asked fiercely. “I suppose he ranted
-the regular hell-fire stuff? Let me tell you that keeping
-the realities of my place from the preach-praters of Earth
-is the hardest thing I do. If they conceived a fraction of
-my achievements in the torture line, even in this vestibule
-to the real hell farther on, I’d never have a chance to hang
-out the S. O. S. sign&mdash;never. Earthlings <i>would</i> be good
-and The Great Intention foiled.”</p>
-
-<p>“The Great Intention, sir? What can you mean?”</p>
-
-<p>He glared at her; snarled his reply: “Greater than you
-have gone to the chair of perpetual voltage for the impertinence
-of asking that. None knows my Great Intention save
-myself. It is ‘closed up and sealed until the time of the
-end.’ But woe betide the red soul in Gehenna that does
-not work toward its fulfillment!”</p>
-
-<p>So threatening was his manner that the girl-shade shrank
-away; as soon as she dared, returned her attention to the
-topographical features of the world infernal.</p>
-
-<p>Back whence they had come, over incalculable miles of
-couchant dwellings, Apollyon Palace and its gardens glittered
-in the rays of the artificial sun. On either side, taxing
-to the eye as the illusive distances of a boundless desert,
-detail merged into mirage-like suggestion of detail, until
-nothing more could be imagined&mdash;quite nothing more except
-infinitude of space.</p>
-
-<p>As they sped through the high-tempered air, shafts of fire-flecked
-smoke reached up as if to devour them. Directly
-below, for sections which might have been miles or tens of
-miles each, huddled a series of convex structures with the
-round chimneys of pottery kilns. Massed here and there
-were what looked to be warehouses and factories.</p>
-
-<p>The tension of the royal mood relaxed in a free gesture.
-“Object to my furnaces smoking? I have to burn some
-fire and brimstone to satisfy the preconceived mortal idea
-of damnation. The old-timers would think less of me if
-I didn’t. At that, I’m sparing of it. Am bagging the
-gases for future needs. You look surprised. Do earthlings
-really believe that the idea of poison gas was made
-in Germany? Why, my child, I’ve looked forward for
-ages to the destructiveness of the fumes thrown off by
-burning fiends incarnate&mdash;the real thing, you know, made
-in Hell!”</p>
-
-<p>Irritation again nettled his voice at the look on the face
-bent low to gaze through the rising heat-hazes.</p>
-
-<p>“You work as hard as a Cook’s tourist at sight-seeing.
-Don’t make the mistake of supposing you can get more
-than an illustrative idea of Greater Gehenna in a day, a
-week or a year. Just a cursory glance this morning. To
-the East stretch our fire-proof picture storage warehouses,
-where we stow millions a minute of the life-films of important
-earthlings. Below is the Devil’s Own Play-House.
-Make a guess at its capacity.”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores, however, made no guess. Her interest had centered
-in a small, incredibly luminous lake that attracted even
-as it hurt the eye.</p>
-
-<p>“What is yonder pool and the great gleaming ball that
-floats above, like the soap-bubble of a god?”</p>
-
-<p>“That is the one biggest bubble of <i>the</i> god. Chief thing
-I wanted you to see. You <i>have</i> a germ of intelligence&mdash;only
-don’t bother to cultivate it, for it’s not to be compared
-with your other attractions. What I want of you is&mdash;But
-I digress.”</p>
-
-<p>He declared the “bubble” his latest and greatest invention,
-the last blow, so to speak, in motion picture photography, by
-which events on Earth might be pictured simultaneously with
-their occurrence.</p>
-
-<p>Just then the Ball of Life, not being in use, was uncovered
-that it might absorb atmospheric vitality. The countless
-prisms of spirits of mercury which composed the pool
-acted as one glass in reflecting distant Earth-scenes caught
-by the whirling bubble, which ignored distances as it did
-materialistic interference. The vast stadium when filled,
-was enclosed with adjustable electric walls of dark green.
-There, from under eye-shields, the doings of Earth might be
-watched as they were done.</p>
-
-<p>“If ever you get homesick, fair house-guest, I’ll give
-you a look-in on the conduct of the dear detained.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, if you only&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores smothered her wish in the midst of its expression.</p>
-
-<p>“If I only wouldn’t!” Rather disagreeably the King
-laughed at her obviousness. “Now for a dip below the sun.
-I abhor this pale, abiding light. Makes me blind as a bat.”</p>
-
-<p>As they bolted downward, he volunteered to correct her
-assumption that already she had arrived in Hell. Greater
-Gehenna was only the starting station.</p>
-
-<p>“We haven’t reached the bottomless pit or the lake of
-fire yet, not by a world-full. And perhaps&mdash;&mdash;” His coherency
-slackened. “Just <i>perhaps</i> we never shall. That
-depends upon who is stronger when the test comes, the cast-out
-near-angel or&mdash;&mdash; It is a strange thing if bad won’t
-overcome good in the Universe&mdash;if ruthlessness and preparedness&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>He checked himself, as though self-accused of disclosing
-too much to such a neophyte. After a suspicious scowl
-around at her, he continued:</p>
-
-<p>“That hell-fire idea is only figurative. Why threaten the
-spirit with physical duress? You have an expression on
-Earth, ‘so near and yet so far,’ that has taught me the
-refinement of torture. I want to show you close-ups of
-some specials of my invention.”</p>
-
-<p>Skimming low, he pointed her attention ahead to the Cage
-of In-Law Relatives, “absolutely the most vicious spirits
-ever caught in the toils of durance vile,” as he described
-them, “and the only extant bipeds never tamed.”</p>
-
-<p>What had looked a low mountain proved to be a dome-shaped
-enclosure of such size that the curve on its either
-side sloped gradually into the perspective. Through the
-interstices of its barbed wall thousands upon thousands of
-<i>manes</i>, more female than male, could be seen moving within.
-From it blew a wind so malignant that Dolores’ eyes smarted
-and her ears roared&mdash;a wind of whispers from countless
-tongues all breathing forth hate at once. Not one of the
-“in-laws” spoke out. All whispered.</p>
-
-<p>“Blood egotists!” Satan chuckled. “As all the world is
-more or less eligible for the Cage, I have space only for a
-few of the most horrible examples. Seems an awful fate
-to inflict them upon each other, but I discovered early that
-they are a race unto themselves. There is nothing to equal
-their viciousness, not even professional jealousy. After all,
-it is the mean little emotions that people Hell.”</p>
-
-<p>The lettered designation of a barrack-like structure Satan
-read:</p>
-
-<p class="center">
-<span class="allsmcap">BASTARD BABY WARD</span><br />
-</p>
-
-<p>“There lie the infant-shades along endless aisles. Their
-cribs are lined with electro-cacti-spines. Their coverlets are
-of satiny <i>bisnaga</i> petals sewed together with their own
-needles.” His Highness fixed a side glance on the mother-soul’s
-face as he enthused: “Although a virtuous bachelor,
-I know that their whimpers mean they want milk. So I feed
-that ‘so near and yet so far’ rule unto ‘even the least of
-these.’ I have their nursing bottles filled with scalding,
-opaque air.”</p>
-
-<p>“But how can a baby deserve an evil fate?” Dolores
-demanded. “I was not taught the Scriptures, but does the
-Great-I-Am, as you call Him, countenance such a law?”</p>
-
-<p>“My favorite author, Deuteronomy, answers that. ‘A
-bastard shall not enter into the congregation of the Lord.
-Even to his tenth generation shall he not enter in.’ The
-sins of fathers being visited upon their children is an unjust
-law that particularly appeals to me.”</p>
-
-<p>At her sob he offered pseudo-consolation. “Be of good
-cheer. Your bastard is not consigned to the Ward&mdash;that
-is to say, not yet.”</p>
-
-<p>Low over a subdivision more dusty than any passed they
-sailed. Here the scraggliest effect of vegetation ceased.
-Lizards moved languidly, if at all, and snakes lolled their
-forked tongues.</p>
-
-<p>Satan, apparently gratified by his proselyte’s nervousness,
-apologized: “Sorry I cannot spare time this morning
-to take you through Serpent’s Tooth Valley. I quite anticipate
-your pleasure in the antics of my snakes&mdash;a sharp-tooth
-pursuing every thankless well-begot. It’s a lively
-place. You really should get in sympathy with the serpent.
-He was my first agent and cannot be excelled for loathsomeness.
-Can you see that rattler&mdash;that cobra? From
-Arizona to the Indies they are feared, hated&mdash;<i>and</i> respected.
-By an arbitrary edict, which I cannot at present veto, they’ve
-been forced to crawl upon their bellies since early days. But
-one of my first acts of reward to the unrighteous after I
-have come into my own shall be to set them up again.
-‘When snakes shall rise on their tails!’ A more inspiring line
-never was writ.”</p>
-
-<p>The tourist-by-command shuddered, but did not speak.
-He followed her gaze toward a barren dune in the distance
-over which a vapor hovered high as could be seen.</p>
-
-<p>“Nits pestering the Traitors to Mothers, among whom I
-threatened last night to throw my chef. Although they
-are an assorted bad lot, we can afford to pass them, as I
-had no mother and you next to none. Got the scheme of
-the chuck-hole from the Book of Revelations: ‘Where
-they shall be tormented day and night forever and ever.’
-It is not that anything in particular is so unendurable. It’s
-the way I keep it up. In rotation I visit all the old-fashioned
-plagues upon them, murrain, boils and blains, frogs&mdash;But
-imagine the rest. There is one special side-show that
-will have a personal appeal to you to which I feel I should
-take you before we return. Look out. I’m going to land.”</p>
-
-<p>Again the Hawk had acted like an elevator. Its spreading
-claws clutched the sanded soil, their shock absorbers
-functioning without jar. The spirit-girl, once again upon
-hella-firma, gazed dazedly about.</p>
-
-<p>From the rim of a monstrous, crater-like cup nearby
-spilled a steam like a giant’s breath, strong, noxious, horrific.
-When Dolores shrank back, well-nigh overcome, her
-Satanic guide fanned aside the fumes and drew her upward
-toward the edge.</p>
-
-<p>“Merely the regrets of the sirens,” he insisted. “This is
-the one all-woman department of Gehenna, the Wanton’s
-Well. Lean over. Look. See them gasp. See them try to
-faint. They hope that they are dying, but no chance of
-that. Not one ever thinks she deserves her fate or acknowledges
-her own defiance of decency. Her own case, you
-see, is always ‘different.’ Only when she is surrounded by
-others of her kind, thousands of them worse than she, does
-she begin to comprehend that in the judgments of men
-woman’s unpardonable sin may have no difference. Think
-of that, O fair and famed Dolores Trent&mdash;that between
-you and these, your sisters, there is no difference!”</p>
-
-<p>Although the girl-shade felt about to collapse, she was
-held by his mental dominance. Leaning, she looked.</p>
-
-<p>Her tormentor continued: “It is hot down there&mdash;hot as
-the curse of society. The wantons burn in a fever of
-lonely lust. They thirst for a sip of the affection and
-poetry&mdash;even of the rashness which made the passion-cup
-sweet. And all the endless hours until That Day they’ll not
-get a drop to wet their lying lips and sin-blacked tongues.”</p>
-
-<p>A tug upon the hem of the royal robe cut short the
-inquisition. An aged female <i>manes</i>, sear-looking and fate-limned
-as would have been a relief map of this Erubian
-Realm, had tottered up behind them unheard. Her silvered
-hair writhed backward in the blast from The Well. Her
-hands shook toward it as shake withered grasses over a
-dry creek bed.</p>
-
-<p>“Sire, she cannot stand it much longer down there, my
-Millie,” the crone-soul quavered.</p>
-
-<p>“Ha, Grandma Nuisance again!” Unconventionally
-Satan introduced her to Dolores. “An oldish lady who has
-seen better days. Ever notice that most oldish ladies <i>have</i>
-seen better days?”</p>
-
-<p>“I am asking naught for myself, your gracious Majesty.
-I was old enough to know better. But Millie wasn’t twenty
-yet and that high-strung and sore-tempted.”</p>
-
-<p>Ungraciously His Majesty continued to explain her:
-“That dame, after an impeccable life on her own account,
-plunged a knife through the licentious breast of an offspring
-who, despite frequent asseverations that she’d rather be
-dead, lacked courage to perform the function for herself.
-They sentenced the old girl for life, the judge and jury
-having that weakness for mothers which is bred in the
-womb of the world. Down here, I haven’t seemed to find
-the right berth for her, so have left her to her own devices,
-which take the form of torturing herself in this existence
-as in the last over the sins of her Millie the Magnificent.”</p>
-
-<p>With threatening manner he turned on the crone.</p>
-
-<p>“I told you not to follow me again.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I am driven. I failed to fetch her up right or
-she’d never have gone wrong. It’s all my fault. Let her
-out of the well. Let me take her place.”</p>
-
-<p>The grief coursing from her faded eyes seemed again
-to change the variable royal mood. Seizing her wisp of
-hair, he compelled her to the edge.</p>
-
-<p>“At least you may suffer with her,” he conceded.
-“Misery loves company, they say.” He thrust forward her
-peaked face. When her eyes failed to moisture at thought
-of the wrench he had given her neck, he essayed a wrench
-at her heart.</p>
-
-<p>“See Her Magnificence on the ledge just below, parching,
-burning, dying an age-long death of thirst. Hi, there,
-Millicent, have you thought out some new way you might
-have married him? Here’s mother dear, come to bring
-you a drink. How her brilliant beauty is fading under
-drouth! You who suckled her as a babe, you cannot deny
-her just one drop? But alas, your bosoms are withered as
-your face. Surely, though, you’re not out of tears?” Over
-the rim he called: “The drink, the <i>drink</i>, Millicent!
-Mother’s tears&mdash;extra salt.”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores understood that the struggles of the spirit-dame
-and the wail that came from the depths were in resistance
-of his mental brutality. Yet she, too, was moved to action
-by a thought.</p>
-
-<p>Stepping close to the edge, she contested Satan’s clutch
-of the old shade; drew her back; bade her begone.</p>
-
-<p>“Lift your prayers upward, mother,” she breathed in a
-voice of the night-winds. “I have heard that only God
-Himself can save.”</p>
-
-<p>Her shoulders were seized in a fiendish clutch.</p>
-
-<p>“Enough of that only-God drivel! You trying to checkmate
-<i>me</i>?”</p>
-
-<p>As she was twisted around to meet the Mind-Master’s
-glare, she shook at the clash of his will against her own;
-knew herself conquered; realized that, without being
-dragged, she was returning to the rim of the Wantons’ Well.
-She was going over ... over....</p>
-
-<p>“Might as well end it now as later on,” Satan snarled.
-“How are you going to like it down there, Dolores Trent&mdash;down
-where your world has sent you&mdash;down where there
-is no difference?”</p>
-
-<p>All was over then, thought the spirit-girl. And her
-baby&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>She had heard his laughter quite a while before she began
-to understand. Opening her eyes, she saw that she still
-stood on hella-firma. In time she must have been willed
-back from the brink. Nearby sat His Majesty, shaken by
-unholy mirth.</p>
-
-<p>To Dolores this ebullition was more terrifying than his
-recent wrath. After the emotional stress of the morning,
-she felt that she could not endure it. Glancing in the
-direction taken by the crone-shade, she made out the bent
-figure dissolving into the brume. She arose and faced her
-tormentor.</p>
-
-<p>“I wish you wouldn’t laugh that way,” she said, calmly
-as she could.</p>
-
-<p>Satan wiped his eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“I do get so amused at the rages into which I work myself
-to frighten folks,” he commented when able to articulate.
-“Really, you can’t imagine how much fun I have with
-myself. Pardon me, but I&mdash;I just can’t get over your&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Won’t Your Highness oblige me by&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“My Lowness.”</p>
-
-<p>“Your Lowness. Please, Pluto.”</p>
-
-<p>“‘Please, Pluto!’” Although mocking her, he settled
-into seriousness. “When you get tricky like that&mdash;call me
-friendly names for favors, you know&mdash;it is then that I have
-hopes of you. Didn’t you know I was only fooling? Do
-you suppose I’d drop you over the rim before hearing the
-rest of those griefs to men?”</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>They returned to the Hell Hawk by way of The Lane
-of Futile Labors. Although the King seemed minded to
-hurry, Dolores’ steps lagged, so absorbing were the illusory
-sights on either hand.</p>
-
-<p>In a fenced plot a gardener was on his knees before a
-line of young rose-plants. A stray weed he pulled with
-eager hand. The soil around the roots, pulverized already
-from his diligence, he loosened yet again. Anxiously he
-lifted his eyes toward the electric sun, the while fanning with
-his trowel the drooping leaves.</p>
-
-<p>“Soon the rain will fall. It must sometime,” he mumbled
-to this plant and to that, as though addressing conscient
-things. “If you’d bear me just one rose among you, even
-a half-blown rose&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>So the old dodderer was back to roses again! Thus
-Satan commented to the girl-shade. Roses were the gardener’s
-specialty. He had begun with them a thousand years
-before, trying between whiles to bring to bloom every
-known flower, from shrubs to lowly blue-bells. Interesting
-to keep count upon how often he would revert to the hopeless
-hope of that one rose!</p>
-
-<p>Over his bench an inventor twenty years dead was about
-to try out a miniature airship over which he had spent the
-entire span of his endless workdays. As the moment of the
-test approached his hands twitched too spasmodically to
-turn the propeller. Glancing up into the censorious smile
-of the royal bystander, his face contorted by an expectancy
-painful to see, he gained control. Next moment the invention
-which he had quitted earth too soon to see perfected
-lay on the ground. At his touch the model had quitted the
-bench, hovered briefly in mid-air, then dropped.</p>
-
-<p>An artist mixed paints on her palette. Over an impressionistic
-study of the lurid sky-scape she worked, inspired
-by sheer necessity. But the colors faded to a monotone, no
-matter how thickly she laid them on.</p>
-
-<p>Long before the end of the Lane, Dolores had begun to
-understand. That one rose never would bloom. The model
-plane could not fly. No paint squeezed from Avernian tubes
-might express the genius of the artist-shade for even one
-short hour. It was too late for the most ambitious spirit
-to achieve.</p>
-
-<p>Shadows from her somber thoughts were in the glance
-uplifted to her guide.</p>
-
-<p>“You have the askingest eyes,” observed he. “Very well.
-I’ll give you a lift through the Lane of Labors. Of course
-it is all illusion. The gardener imagines the weeds, the
-inventor the crash of his plane, the artist her chromatic
-pigments. And what we see in them is what they believe of
-themselves. Just as well might they imagine success, except
-for&mdash;For what now, do you suppose?”</p>
-
-<p>“For fear?”</p>
-
-<p>Satan nodded. “Thought you’d get the idea if I gave you
-time. A singer fears that her voice will fail. It fails. A
-woman with child fears for its inheritance. She bears a
-defective. A sea captain fears that he cannot manage his
-crew. From his weakness springs their mutiny. Except
-for fear in the heart you earthlings could become a race
-of gods.”</p>
-
-<p>“Gehenna, then, is thwarted hope?”</p>
-
-<p>“Gehenna is preconceived failure, built up on my revised
-theory, where-there’s-hope-there’s-life! Diverts me how
-they try and try, foredoomed by self-doubt. They don’t
-and won’t know before That Day that they must fail. Absolutely
-to know would be&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Hell?” Dolores’ lips shuddered the word.</p>
-
-<p>“Hell will be despair. There none will try.”</p>
-
-<p>“And&mdash;and Heaven?”</p>
-
-<p>With the query the girl-soul’s eyes were lighted by a
-vague gleam&mdash;a suggestion that night is not so much the
-end of a day past as the beginning of one to come.</p>
-
-<p>“Heaven?” His Majesty scowled down at her. “Heaven,
-it is supposed, will be progress&mdash;assured realization. Tell
-me, did you ever find anything in realization?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, not yet. But without faith&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“A synonym for Heaven, that ‘not yet’!”&mdash;he said intolerantly.
-“As for faith&mdash;bah! Faith is the fear of fools.”</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>Hurrying her toward the waiting Hawk, he broached:
-“I am going to fly you back to Apollyon Palace over a
-section which I think will enlarge your conception of my
-place. Everything is at a standstill down here, <i>except</i>&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>The eager look which completed his sentence filled Dolores
-with uneasiness greater than that aroused by the futile
-labors of the Lane. Evidently he, master of these denizens
-of doom, believed in some personal achievement. Did he
-also hope in vain? Last night she had crucified her modesty
-of soul in the hope of saving herself and her baby from
-punishment. Would her effort fail? And John Cabot&mdash;oh,
-surely the faith with which she clung to that hope of
-one day seeing John again was not the fear of a fool!</p>
-
-<p>The apprehension seen in all faces that morning now
-looked from out her own. She felt much as when told the
-nature of her employment in Vincent Seff’s shop that long-ago
-day on Earth, after she had spent the sum advanced
-her. What price was to be exacted of her in this new
-position? What meant that studying regard of her&mdash;what
-the varied encouragements which depressed her with sensations
-more heavy, if less intelligible, than any of those proved
-prescience in her former state?</p>
-
-<p>Until <i>when</i>?</p>
-
-<p>If <i>what</i>?</p>
-
-<p><i>Except&mdash;&mdash;?</i></p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>“Except me.”</p>
-
-<p>Not until they were cleaving the air directly beneath the
-high-swung sun did the King complete his suspended sentence.
-Like mere specks behind and below them were the
-cages and huts, the caves and wells and morasses of the
-lower bad-lands. On either side discernible objects blended
-into the sand sites reserved for expansion. Ahead, farther
-than the mind could think, stretched yet more distances.
-Truly a Cyclopean panorama, this topographical review of
-the hope-hell of the lost!</p>
-
-<p>Dolores could not regard merely the spectacle. Even as
-she gazed forward and back, her heart ached over such
-few individuals as she had seen and over the many she had
-not seen. Some, mayhap, deserved their fate, although most,
-she felt sure, were as was she, victims of the shallow judgments
-of men. Would they, <i>could</i> they endure until the
-Supreme Judge entered court? Could she?</p>
-
-<p>At the burn of dry tears within her eyelids, she remembered
-Satan’s exultation over the weeping angels. Even
-should she weep, her tears, like the crone-soul’s, would be
-salt&mdash;would tantalize, rather than refresh. She choked back
-her emotion.</p>
-
-<p>“A pretended interest in one’s escort is more gracious
-than none at all.”</p>
-
-<p>As from a distance, she heard Satan’s reproach. Recalling
-her thoughts, she concentrated on what he was saying.</p>
-
-<p>“How they hate me, yet how much more they fear me,
-my fiends! Certainly I have the advantage over rulers of
-Earth in needing no secret service protectorate. Unfortunately
-for my subjects, I am immortal. They know that
-they cannot kill the Master Mind, that mine is the only
-spirit in Gehenna to which achievement is possible. That
-fact I prove to them hourly through their sufferings. They
-call me The Destroyer, yet am I their one great hope of
-salvation.”</p>
-
-<p>The boast puzzled Dolores. “The Destroyer a saviour?”</p>
-
-<p>He showed surprise at her surprise.</p>
-
-<p>“You don’t like me, my dear shade, or you’d show a more
-credulous interest in my small confidences about myself.”</p>
-
-<p>“I <i>am</i> interested, really.”</p>
-
-<p>“Although you don’t like me? Never mind. I could
-make you do so&mdash;could make you love me if I chose. But
-I don’t wish to <i>make</i> you. Hell knows I’ve got my pride!”</p>
-
-<p>He gave up to an attack of his lonely chortles. Evidently
-he had “amused” himself again. Next moment he seized
-the point of his Vandyke and straightened his countenance
-to excessive length.</p>
-
-<p>“Get behind me, ignoble impulse of pique! Mine other
-cheek, turn thou for a blow!” Lowering his face to hers,
-he added, most unexpectedly: “I don’t mind admitting
-that you make it hard for me to be mean. Except that I
-have a reputation for meanness which I must deserve&mdash;Anyhow,
-it’s your turn to tell me something nice.”</p>
-
-<p>“But&mdash;why&mdash;” stammered Dolores. “I don’t understand&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes you do. Something nice that you think about
-me.”</p>
-
-<p>Despite what she knew of him, the girl-shade was caught
-by something of his own amusement at himself.</p>
-
-<p>“I think,” she offered, “that at times you seem a very
-good deal of a human being.”</p>
-
-<p>Clamping the plane’s “joy stick” between his knees, His
-Majesty threw up both hands toward the glory of his imitation
-sky.</p>
-
-<p>“As bad as that?” he exclaimed.</p>
-
-<p>She could see, through his affected horror, that he was
-complimented.</p>
-
-<p>“For the smallest of favors, even though forced, I thank
-you,” he said with an appearance of sincerity. “That, my
-child, is what I’d like best to seem to be&mdash;just a long-lasting
-man.”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>My child!</i>” The unctuousness of his two words of
-address, emphasized by his smug contemplation of her face,
-made Dolores turn away with a new uneasy wonder.
-Some one on Earth had called her “my child” with that same
-accent and gaze. <i>Who?</i></p>
-
-<p>Her distraction irritated him.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t sit there looking like a magazine cover. Your
-profile is odiously seraphic. If I’d seen it first, I’d not have
-given you a second thought.... That’s better....
-When I compare that asking look in your eyes with the
-dear little wrinkles around your mouth&mdash;those <i>dear</i> little
-wrinkles&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>So long and so strangely did he continue to contemplate
-her that Dolores risked his displeasure by covering her face
-with her hands. Again he surprised her.</p>
-
-<p>“Your methods are unlike those of any in the whole Well
-of Wantons. At times it is hard to believe the worst of
-you. Looking straight into your eyes, one sees&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>His pause she interrupted with an almost beseeching
-reminder.</p>
-
-<p>“Does one&mdash;what?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, what has been your experience? Doesn’t one?”</p>
-
-<p>His laugh was an insult.</p>
-
-<p>Denied the eyes in whose royal purple shadows lurked
-“that look” which, underscored by the lines about her
-smileless mouth, had got on his imagination, he soon tired
-of the joke at her expense.</p>
-
-<p>“You are a helliot for looks, no doubt of that,” he remarked
-crisply. “What I want to know is&mdash;can you <i>fight</i>?”</p>
-
-<p>“Fight, Your&mdash;Your Lowness? Why should I fight?”</p>
-
-<p>He did not answer either himself or her. His manner
-changed. He appeared chiefly impatient.</p>
-
-<p>“You’d think I could manufacture time, the way I’m
-wasting it. With the crimes of the mortal world awaiting
-my direction, I itinerate you through this tour. Not that
-I think the education will be wasted on you. My original
-conviction that it won’t be is strengthened. But I must get
-back.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am ready to return at once, sir.”</p>
-
-<p>“You look more than ready. This is a case, however,
-where the longest way round may prove the shortest home.”</p>
-
-<p>He put The Hawk to its highest speed. It seemed that
-they might beat the winds in any race, beat thought, beat
-even light. With the edges of cleft air, Satan’s instructions
-cut into Dolores’ consciousness.</p>
-
-<p>“The scenes we’re about to skirt will demonstrate why
-I’ve striven through the ages for numbers. Look you
-toward the east.”</p>
-
-<p>Urged by a certain hard-suppressed excitement in his
-voice, Dolores strained her sight in the direction of his
-gesture. Approaching them from the doubtful distances,
-came a vast company of uniformed shades. On either side
-stretched countless tents.</p>
-
-<p>“Can it be that you keep up&mdash;” she hesitated over the
-improbable thought&mdash;“an army?”</p>
-
-<p>“The Hordes of Hades.” The splendid head threw back
-until its red beard stabbed the forward air. The steel-cold
-voice slashed like a sword. “Focus what imagination you
-have on their probable numbers&mdash;unheard-of billions strong.
-Try to conceive the ruthlessness possible to demons freed
-from the fear of death. Consider the impossibility of the
-most arrant coward’s desertion with my brand stamped on
-his brow.”</p>
-
-<p>In her effort to obey, expression failed the spirit-girl.</p>
-
-<p>Glancing around at her, Satan frowned. “Nothing to
-say, as usual? You’ve not yet suspected, then, that the basic
-principle of Gehenna is militaristic? Where would any
-autocrat be without defense for his autocracy?”</p>
-
-<p>“This army, of what race is it come?”</p>
-
-<p>At the simplicity of her question, His Highness laughed.
-“Do you think for a moment that a one-race army would
-be enough for me? I may have been wrong since birth,
-but I’m right in the safety of numbers. The hosts below
-are conscripted from the best bad men since Cain&mdash;Europeans
-and Americans from Japheth; Arabs, Jews, <i>et al.</i>,
-from Shem; Egyptians and Africans from Ham. Not
-chosen by God, but by me, and on the principle that in the
-heart of every man, be he white or black, red or yellow, is
-the incipient germ of fratricide. Might is right&mdash;a slogan
-of my coinage. Hell over all, say I!”</p>
-
-<p>With face working and eyes blinded by their own flare,
-he applied shaking fingers to the speed buttons of the
-aeromobile.</p>
-
-<p>“Truth is <i>stronger</i> than fiction,” he declared. “Down
-there you see a suggestion of the truth about me. But I
-need more man-made demons to demonstrate that truth. I
-must have more, more, and yet more.”</p>
-
-<p>His intensity affected Dolores like the winds which had
-chilled her to the soul on her recent trudge through the
-Valley of Death.</p>
-
-<p>“I depend upon the beast that is in every man, as shown
-by the way the most fanatic pacifist will fight when forced
-over the top. But how to gain recruits in bulk, now that
-the World War has failed!”</p>
-
-<p>As they soared directly over the first encampment, he
-leaned to the mirror that reflected The Hawk’s revolving
-eyes and began to count in numerals strange to his guest
-the units in that section. Her brain, so recently finite, grew
-dizzy in the attempt to follow him.</p>
-
-<p>Evidently he felt gratified by his computations. “Already
-a creditable army. Nobody but the Great-I-Am knows the
-trouble I’ve had recruiting them and He only because He
-has been kept so busy trying to block me. From the first,
-I’ve counted on wearing Him out&mdash;getting Him so tired
-that He’ll be willing to let Nature take its course. Looked
-recently as though I’d succeeded, but I am beginning to
-fear&mdash;what with peace blanketing all the bad old predatory
-instincts and temperance creeping like a tidal wave over
-the mortal world&mdash;My time is getting short. I must
-think&mdash;must concentrate.”</p>
-
-<p>As he relapsed into what seemed urgent introspection,
-a ruddy mist began to emanate, first from his head, then
-his body. Open as was the air-scape and swift their flight,
-a noxious odor spread.</p>
-
-<p>For a space they alternated tail-spins and nose-dives with
-loops in the lurid altitudes. Dolores, from her earth-habit
-of fear, cried out against such recklessness.</p>
-
-<p>His Majesty’s dazed look suggested that her protest had
-recalled him from some evil spell. The emanations from
-his body thinned and ceased.</p>
-
-<p>“Too much joy in our ride, my child? You’d forgive my
-abstraction if you realized how I am ulcering from the
-trick the teetotalers put over on me&mdash;and only because I
-felt too strong to fear their weakness.”</p>
-
-<p>A scorching glance he threw across at her, as though
-she had spoken objection. “You’ve got to take what you get
-when you’re dead, you know. <i>I</i> am what most of you get.
-All I need to force the rookies of yonder army to my will
-is their own consciences. The morale is the only thing. They
-know what they deserve and I am their only chance of
-escaping it. It means something to those Relicts of Right
-for me to remark, ‘To hell with you!’”</p>
-
-<p>The girl-shade’s eyes stung, not so much from the rush
-of torrid air as the effort to face his blighting gaze. Her
-conceptions were overtaxed, her mind fagged, her heart
-hurting with anxiety for the earthlings over whom she still
-yearned. Realizing that some response was expected of
-her&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“But why do you train so many millions of the lost?”</p>
-
-<p>“Lost? Under my training they find themselves, just as
-you soon shall be finding yourself and your powers for
-evil.” He eyed her yet more tryingly. “Why do you suppose,
-now?”</p>
-
-<p>“Is it&mdash;” Dolores shuddered&mdash;“to send their spirits
-in force to the living world, to conquer all that are left?
-At the Mystery Gate I was told that none might return
-who had crossed into Shadow Land.”</p>
-
-<p>“You were told aright. The conflict for which my troops
-are training will be in the Inter-World&mdash;an irresistible onslaught
-of fiendishness. Do you suppose that I’ve been
-straining my inventiveness all these centuries to arouse the
-beast in every man simply for amusement? I have not yet
-begun to show my power. But it won’t be long now to
-wait.”</p>
-
-<p>“And then?” Shaken by dread greater than her comprehension,
-she shrank away from him. “Do you speak of
-your Great Intention?”</p>
-
-<p>His look leaped after her, a devouring fire.</p>
-
-<p>“I speak of a night far spent&mdash;of a day that is at hand.
-I speak of earth and water and air that shall cleave together
-as component parts of chaos, of heavens that shall stretch
-out ‘like a curtain,’ of hordes that shall put on the ‘armor
-of light.’ No time to call on the gods of men in my surprise.
-No pause for a thought of reprieve. If love generates
-electricity, what of hate? Hate shall be the ammunition
-of the great drive. A fanfare of poisoned thoughts shall
-open the fire. Once the lapsing fear for mortality is
-burned to dross, my demands shall be granted. You dare
-to probe the mystery of my Intention? Keep those asking
-eyes of yours on me, Dolores Trent. <i>I</i> am the mystery
-of Mystery Land!”</p>
-
-<p>Loud he hurled this declaration into the heated air. As
-though spoken into some megaphone of surpassing conductive
-power, it reverberated away and away, down and down.
-At its message, lightning licked the air, to be gulped in turn
-by thunder. From below echoed tumult so great that the
-atmospheric response rumbled as from volcanic eruptions.
-Shrieks arose from the Hadean hordes.</p>
-
-<p>His Majesty, slowing and steadying their craft as a
-bird holds poise, pulled the girl-soul to her feet and with
-her leaned to watch, first-sight, the troops rushing into
-formation. Soon sight of the units was cut off by slashing
-swords of light. A fetid gas arose from the on-rush.</p>
-
-<p>In an ague of undefined terror, Dolores felt herself further
-shaken by the clutch on her arm; heard the Prince
-of the Power of the Air again give himself over to mirth.</p>
-
-<p>“Fool fiends, they hear my voice and think it is That
-Day! Not bad for an impromptu practice drive, eh? Once
-all fear is drilled out of them, once their numbers are complete,
-once the full force of that gas is turned on&mdash;Ah, nothing
-and none may stand against the hate of Hell!”</p>
-
-<p>Skimming the upper air toward the palace, he centered
-his attention on the cowering convert to his power.</p>
-
-<p>“Whether you rise to the rôle in this new comedy divine
-for which I am considering you, depends upon yourself,” he
-told her. “Your first séance was one of fair success. But
-nerve yourself for to-night lest you fail to entertain. After
-what you have seen to-day, you’d not wish to fail?”</p>
-
-<p>The weight of her responsibility crushed out her reply.</p>
-
-<p>“I should not dare to fail.”</p>
-
-<p>He nodded, his hope evidently strengthened, as hers had
-been weakened, by the morning’s flight.</p>
-
-<p>“That Day you ask about&mdash;I do not understand myself
-why it has been postponed so long. Do you suppose&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>As if startled by his own thought, Satan caught her hand
-with a touch that pained like a burn, yet left no mark. His
-voice sagged superstitiously as he finished:</p>
-
-<p>“Do you suppose it could have been ordained that I
-should wait&mdash;for <i>you</i>?”</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_VIII">CHAPTER VIII</h3>
-</div>
-
-<p>“When hall bedrooms are alcoves in disguise”&mdash;so said
-the Royal Entertainer&mdash;“their inner walls are likely to be
-thin.”</p>
-
-<p>This was true of the haven paid for in advance by Dolores
-Trent&mdash;true as thin. Often during that first night after the
-dénouement at Seff’s she had need to remind herself of
-the fact and of the sleep needs of the actor lady in the
-adjoining star-guest chamber. It was hard, though, not to
-cry, when she kept thinking of her father lying underneath
-his sod blanket out in the rain. Indeed, she did not sleep
-until after the rain had stopped.</p>
-
-<p>Comfort came with oblivion. In her dreams somebody
-strong, young and ardent entered her door as though he
-had the right&mdash;the love-lad who, in a vision more real than
-the shameful reality of the store-stage scene, had crossed
-to her side from the stranger who had rescued her. Through
-the narrow space between the wall and her cot he slipped;
-sat looking at her from the single, stiff chair; at last leaned
-down and, ever so tenderly, kissed her on the lips.</p>
-
-<p>A peremptory knock awakened her. In the coarse night-gown,
-which had felt like the embrace of a mother after
-those cobwebby things at Seff’s, she opened the door a
-crack upon the young blond hair and old brunette face of
-her landlady.</p>
-
-<p>“Your week being up to-day, there’ll be no refund. Your
-trunk not yet having come, it won’t take you long to pack
-and go.”</p>
-
-<p>“Go? Go where?” Dolores asked.</p>
-
-<p>The reply, although characteristically and participially
-indirect, was clear. “Being raised decent myself and with
-God’s help running a decent house, it’s not for me to say
-more than that out you’re going, bag and baggage.”</p>
-
-<p>Had some one from the lingerie shop acquainted the lady
-of the house with the news of the fiasco of yesterday&mdash;perhaps
-Vincent Seff himself? Did he mean to discredit her
-further&mdash;to hound her with advances or reproach?</p>
-
-<p>The possibility determined her against any attempt at
-explanation or appeal. Beyond this decision she had not
-time to think until she found herself seated in a one-arm
-chair of a self-service restaurant. Beside her stood the
-alligator bag. In her palm lay the residue of her recent
-wealth, two quarters; a substantial surplus, however, as
-compared with the solitary nickel expended for the nectarine
-that had decided her engagement only one week
-before.</p>
-
-<p>Coffee and crullers&mdash;a delicious breakfast when sweetened
-with the thought that she was released from her hideous
-bondage, the thought that she was free! With the weak
-brew came strong thoughts.</p>
-
-<p>Why had she discounted her heritage of education? Why
-consider work in factories or shops when she spoke three
-languages and read in five? Surely Trevor Trent, acknowledged
-a brilliant translator by his severest critics, had not
-shunted his latter-day work upon her shoulders for naught!
-She would look higher for employment; would climb to a
-place where morals were disciplined by minds.</p>
-
-<p>She was sipping from the thick cup the last thin drop.
-A chunky man, in rising from the next chair, dropped his
-newspaper on the floor. Of such figure that he might not
-recover it without inconvenience, he stepped upon and
-over it. Dolores picked it up and called to him. But either
-he was through with it, or did not wish to concede his lack
-of equipoise. Despite the waddle with which he went out
-the door, Dolores regarded him as a god&mdash;the paper his gift.
-She began to turn its pages in search of the “Help Wanted”
-columns.</p>
-
-<p>As chanced, she did not read the close-print pleas. A
-picture on the last page distracted her&mdash;a bold, drawn-from-life
-sketch of herself which was its own indictment of the
-flimsy garb in which she was portrayed.</p>
-
-<p>Dolores’ pleasure in the crullers receded into the distant
-past. Gone were the strong thoughts sipped from the weak
-brew. Of what use to look higher when placarded as so
-low? Any one might recognize her now. With her paper
-napkin she brushed away the mist that had gathered before
-her eyes and bent to the type which surrounded the cut.</p>
-
-<p>Dolores Trent, subject of the sketch, was recommended
-to the reader’s interest as the principal in a lingerie shop
-scandal reported in detail in another column. That the incident
-was to be made the cause of a reform in the use of
-human merchandise was promised in a spirited interview
-with John Cabot, noted financier, who had preferred a
-charge of assault against Vincent Seff, the offending shopkeeper.</p>
-
-<p>In the column referred to, the girl found a detailed
-report of the impromptu scene which had followed the
-playlet of “The Little Old Lady of Lorraine,” a paragraph
-of speculation upon her own disappearance and another
-which declared that the beautiful Mrs. John Cabot was
-confined to her home in a state of nervous collapse because
-of the notoriety brought on the family by her husband’s
-behavior.</p>
-
-<p>Dolores crumpled the newspaper and threw it into the
-self-service trash basket. She had better cause to relinquish
-it than the over-fat god!</p>
-
-<p>Out upon the street, she foresaw other relinquishments.
-Small use was there for her to seek employment until
-to-day’s news had passed into the discard of several yesterdays.
-Doubtless this story, rather than direct word from
-the Seff shop, had brought about the morning’s summary
-eviction. Well might she expect to remain roomless until a
-lapse of time had lessened chances of comparison between
-her face and the sketch. More harm than help had been
-worked by the volunteer protectorate of Mr. John Cabot,
-who unfortunately was of social importance or he would not
-have been given such space in the news. And that imagined
-kiss which had soothed her slumbers in the pristine dawn&mdash;why
-its false assurance of security?</p>
-
-<p>Was it fancy or fact that people were staring at her?
-Probably she did look strange. Well-dressed young girls
-did not saunter, traveling bags in hand. Not noting in
-what direction, she hastened her steps. She must appear
-to be bound somewhere, as if to meet someone.</p>
-
-<p>In truth, she was. She felt her arm seized in a strong
-grip; heard a voice in brogue reproving her.</p>
-
-<p>“Battlin’ bantham, woman, where’d you get it so early
-in the mornin’&mdash;or was it, now, so late last night?”</p>
-
-<p>In cross-cutting a juncture of car-tracks already congested,
-Dolores had tripped and been forcefully thrown into
-the arms of a policeman. As he escorted her toward the
-curb, she assured him that his first conclusion about her
-was wrong. She had been trying to think and hurry at the
-same time, that was all.</p>
-
-<p>He was a fine specimen of the city’s choice, young, well
-set-up, weather-bronzed. He begged her pardon for his
-mistake. When he turned to leave her Dolores had a
-sudden sense of loss.</p>
-
-<p>“If you please&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>She caught his arm and gazed up at him, her lips uncertain
-over what next to say.</p>
-
-<p>He showed surprise at her touch and look, but leaned to
-her. And as he leaned, red color waved across his tan.</p>
-
-<p>“Faith,” he said, “I’d hate to meet you goin’ home at
-night!”</p>
-
-<p>At once Dolores regretted her impulse. Unless she
-wished to be further mistaken, however, she must continue.</p>
-
-<p>“If you were a girl and needed work,” she asked, “how
-should you go about getting it?”</p>
-
-<p>More slowly than it had come, the color receded from
-the young policeman’s face. With a deliberate movement,
-he lifted her hand off his arm.</p>
-
-<p>“Miss, my baby’s not a year yet and her eyes are blue,
-but they’ve got something the look of your own.” He added
-the advice she had asked. “If I was a girl and a girl like
-you, sure I’d lock myself in my satchel until I got off Broadway.
-The satchel I’d check in some regular employment
-agency and there I’d stay until I got me job. There’s one
-in the next block, kept by an Irisher friend of mine who
-ain’t half as bad, believe me, as her near-French accent. Ask
-for Madame Marie Sheehan, née Mrs. Mary Shinn, and
-tell her Donovan O’Shay recommended you to her. Here,
-I’ll write it down.”</p>
-
-<p>Upon a police pad whipped from beneath his uniform,
-he scribbled hurriedly; tore off the sheet; pressed it into
-her hand. With a kindly, “best o’ luck to you, miss,” he
-dived back into the traffic tide.</p>
-
-<p>Dolores watched him disappear in the rush of it with
-admiration for more than his physique. She appreciated
-him more than she might have done two weeks ago. A
-thrill of pride tingled through her that the city, her wonderful
-New York, could choose so well.</p>
-
-<p>Too bad, when she felt such confidence in him, that his
-name and the penciled slip were not the practical present aid
-he thought! To apply at a “regular” employment agency
-she would need a better reference than the too graphic one
-pressed upon her by the morning paper. The slip she placed
-carefully in her purse. “Née Mary Shinn” she would regard
-as to-morrow’s possibility, rather than the risk of to-day.</p>
-
-<p>But she could and did follow other of his advices. She
-turned off the broad white way, proved to be so narrow
-and so dark; walked briskly eastward.</p>
-
-<p>Perhaps it was the warning of the young Celt, whose
-girl-baby’s eyes had “something the look” of her own, that
-awoke in Dolores the desire to get back among the sort of
-people with whom she had lived. Soon she left the
-cross street and turned north along one of the small-numbered
-avenues.</p>
-
-<p>Somehow she had ceased to feel the strangeness of her
-position; scarcely seemed thinking at all, except for a vague
-worry over why she was not worrying. A quite unreasonable
-sense that she would happen upon some recognizable
-sign-post to her immediate future possessed her. She became
-cheerful, as though some one she trusted had made
-her a promise of help.</p>
-
-<p>Over the door of a substantial building of corner-lot dignity,
-she stopped to read this placard:</p>
-
-<p class="center allsmcap">
-RESCUE HOME<br />
-CHURCH OF ALL MANKIND
-</p>
-
-<p>Of neither church nor home had she ever heard, but
-surely she needed rescue as urgently as could any of mankind.
-She climbed the stone steps; rang the bell.</p>
-
-<p>The door was opened by a negro boy. At her hesitant
-question he ushered her into a business-like office. A plain-faced
-girl, who looked to be about Dolores’ own age, sat
-behind a typewriter, busy with a stick of chewing gum
-and a newspaper. Through an inner door appeared a
-woman who introduced herself as the matron of the home.</p>
-
-<p>Dolores ended her story with the death of her father and
-her consequent need of a place to stay until she could find
-employment. She did not notice that the stenographer had
-left them until that industriously-chewing young person
-beckoned to the matron from the private office.</p>
-
-<p>“Just wait a few minutes,” said the older woman as
-she rose. “I have an idea we can help you.”</p>
-
-<p>Only the buzz of their low-voiced conversation carried
-through the half-closed door. When the matron returned
-she carried in her hand a copy of the same newspaper over
-which the too-fat god of the restaurant had not dared risk
-his dignity. She peered over her glasses at the applicant,
-then through them at the last-page illustration.</p>
-
-<p>“You <i>are</i> quick at faces, Gracie,” she said to her aide.
-To Dolores: “I am sorry, Miss&mdash;ah&mdash;Trent, but I doubt
-your sincerity in asking our sort of help. Already you have
-violated our first rule&mdash;absolute frankness. This journal
-explains better than you have done why you need cover in
-a respectable place. I’m afraid you would not feel at home
-here.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not in them clothes,” contributed Gracie.</p>
-
-<p>“My <i>dear</i>!” Then again to Dolores: “We do not wish
-to seem unresponsive to the needs of any unfortunate, but
-there is a great deal behind my decision. Good morning,
-Miss Trent.”</p>
-
-<p>“Good morning.”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores accepted the matron’s decision quietly, as she
-had the previous rebuffs of her life, and started toward the
-door.</p>
-
-<p>“Are you leaving, my child?”</p>
-
-<p>The voice was strong yet mellifluous. Dolores saw surveying
-them from the dark background of the hall a man
-in clerical clothes. He looked to be middle-aged; was of
-medium height, medium weight, medium coloring. From
-him, however, flowed an extraordinary personality. No
-smile showed beneath his brown mustache or in his agate-colored
-eyes, yet he beamed with beneficence.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Dr. Willard,” the matron answered. “The young
-lady deliberately deceived me as to her identity. Possibly
-you have not run through the morning papers. This picture
-will tell you more quickly than I can explain why I&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores’ impulse was to continue into the hall, but she
-as well as the matron stopped at the clergyman’s gesture.</p>
-
-<p>“I haven’t seen this one, no,” he admitted, studying the
-sketch interestedly, then the girl herself. “There are photographs
-of her, however, in three of the other papers. She is
-sketchable&mdash;very sketchable.”</p>
-
-<p>“Knowing how the home has been imposed upon in the
-past, you will, I am sure, approve my decision,” the matron
-continued in her calm, competent way. “With so many in
-it whom we hope to influence to high standards, fair-play
-forbids that we allow it to be made a free hotel for the convenience
-of a class who make sport of its object. One bad
-example spoils a dozen good. I feel very strongly on this
-subject, doctor.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I know. You always feel strongly.”</p>
-
-<p>No sarcasm showed in his voice or look. His rebuke was
-the more telling because so quietly put.</p>
-
-<p>“I shall not interfere with your decision in this case so
-far as concerns the Home. But as pastor of the Church of
-All Mankind, I do not feel that I should permit generalities
-to affect my personal interest in cases. Surely ‘all mankind’
-includes girlhood, the future of the Nation. Come
-with me, young lady. I’ll see what we can do for you.”</p>
-
-<p>All within five minutes, Dolores found herself ushered
-into the private office of the autocrat of the institution whose
-doors had been closing upon her.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>That there was a crack in her cup of content had come to
-be a belief of Dolores Trent. From her earliest remembrance
-there always had seemed to be more or less of
-seepage. Nevertheless, as protégé of Dr. Alexander Willard&mdash;his
-pet charity, he called her&mdash;she felt that the waste should
-cease.</p>
-
-<p>The Church of All Mankind was a granite pile which
-did proud the outward religious show of its parishioners.
-From a height it returned serenely the troubled gaze of the
-Hudson. Its lawns suggested that each blade of grass was
-especially endowed. Behind the auditorium, with its wide-welcome
-doors, arched memorial windows and statued niches
-for the more generous benefactors, had been erected a two-story,
-utilitarian annex. Of the same stone and general
-architectural lines as the church proper, this contained,
-in addition to lecture, board and office rooms, the pastor’s
-study.</p>
-
-<p>Here Dolores had been installed on the day of her
-“rescue” from the East Side home which ranked first among
-the charities of All Mankind. Here she soon had learned
-to manipulate a typewriter with sufficient speed to take letters
-from dictation and prepare large-type pulpit copies of the
-sensational sermons for which Dr. Willard was widely
-known. Here, in brief, she had mastered the preliminaries
-of a secretaryship.</p>
-
-<p>Despite frequent praise of her aptitude, her grasp of
-English and a natural facility in the creation of oratorical
-effects, she somehow could not cease to regard her employment
-as providential and the reverend doctor as her personal
-Providence. “The lower they sink, the higher we lift them”&mdash;that
-had been his comment on refusing to hear her attempted
-explanation of the shop scandal. Neither would he
-recognize any connection between his initiative in her behalf
-and the fact that the John Cabots were hereditary members
-of his congregation.</p>
-
-<p>The rescue matron’s bigotry he had deplored as “a pinch”
-in a nature usually broad. To err was human, he reported
-himself as having told her, but she must not be human
-in the same way again. To his wider vision, the Home had
-been established for just such as Dolores Trent. He had
-the girl to thank, not she him, for the chance to prove his
-philanthropy.</p>
-
-<p>Provided with the very sort of work for which she was
-best fitted and housed comfortably in the apartment of one
-of those humbler parishioners always attached to rich
-churches, she realized one mid-morning, less than a month
-after the Seff debacle, that she still was in a state of discontent.
-Alone in the study, she paused in her copying
-to take herself to task.</p>
-
-<p>Why be so unappreciative as not to be happy? Her immediate
-predecessor, for whom she had felt inclined to be sorry,
-had lost the position because, as Dr. Willard explained, she
-wasn’t appreciative.</p>
-
-<p>The only manifest reason for her state of mind lay in
-the stuffed animals and birds, slain by the distinguished
-clergyman on his hunting trips, with which the room was
-given individuality. Over the fireplace was hung a magnificently
-antlered moose head. A glass-eyed doe, a pair
-of stuffed foxes and lesser game stood about in natural
-attitudes. From the ceiling various birds strove on wires,
-as though in flight. Particularly lifelike was a fine specimen
-of lynx, posed ready to spring just within the
-door.</p>
-
-<p>Although the new secretary had heard many compliments
-paid this trophy collection and had read her employer referred
-to as “Dr. Nimrod” and “The Hunting Parson,” she
-could not admire in him this passion for the chase. The
-very naturalness of the poor, pretty creatures made her
-deplore their cut-short lives.</p>
-
-<p>Often she found herself imagining the one-time fleetness
-of the doe or the swish of the wind-spread wings of the
-golden eagle, wired in an attitude of flying, pitiable because
-never&mdash;never would he fly again. A teasing explanation of
-the lynx’s crouch made by the doctor to a woman parishioner
-sounded tame beside the ferocity which the taxidermist had
-stuffed into the specimen.</p>
-
-<p>“I keep the big cat by the door to startle my visiting
-ladies. He gives them a sensation, hurries their blood, makes
-them natural.”</p>
-
-<p>Slavery to such a mission did seem hard on the lynx
-after the free life he must have led to achieve his immense
-size. Dolores, yielding to her fanciful mood, crossed the
-room and offered him a bite from her paper-bag lunch.
-Crouched beside him, her arm around his neck&mdash;So the
-minister found her when he brisked in for a belated inspection
-of the morning mail.</p>
-
-<p>He gave her an indulgent smile as she sprang to her feet,
-but contributed no remark to her embarrassment.</p>
-
-<p>She had finished taking the daily grist of replies. Dr.
-Willard was sitting in his chair, his feet on the hassock that
-stood always before it, looking at her in a way he had to
-which she could not grow accustomed. Probably he was
-not thinking of her at all&mdash;was mentally selecting the task
-of next importance. Yet she had grown more than usually
-restive under his agate-eyed, considering gaze when the
-beautifully covered top-tones of a soprano voice floated to
-them from the floor above.</p>
-
-<div class="poetry-container">
-<div class="poetry">
- <div class="stanza">
- <div class="verse indent0">“<i>Lead, kindly light, amid the encircling gloom.</i></div>
- <div class="verse indent0"><i>Lead thou me on....</i>”</div>
- </div>
-</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>“Ah!” Dr. Willard repeated his smile. “The members
-of the music committee are having their innings.”</p>
-
-<p>“Their innings, doctor?”</p>
-
-<p>“They are holding try-outs for a new soprano. I expect
-they’ll have difficulty finding one to suit. You like
-that floating quality? It is sort of seraphic. But, dear
-me, there are so many requirements other than the voice to
-fill this position, which is probably <i>the</i> highest-paid for a
-church soloist in Greater New York. The committee has
-heard this young woman several times and all agree with me
-except Deacon Brill. He’s the only thorn in my flesh on the
-board.”</p>
-
-<p>“He does seem to feel a natural antipathy toward you,”
-Dolores sympathized.</p>
-
-<p>“Very natural.” Again that peculiarly indulgent smile.
-“As he is the central pillar of the church, I try not to collide
-with him. You see, he has taken this singer&mdash;a good-looking
-girl in addition to her vocal charms&mdash;out to dinner. He
-says she won’t do.”</p>
-
-<p>“Won’t do&mdash;and because he took her out to dinner?”</p>
-
-<p>Before Dr. Willard could explain, his private telephone
-rang.</p>
-
-<p>“You at last, my child!” he answered close to the mouthpiece.
-“So, he’s broken out again? I am disappointed....
-These attacks must be curbed in some way.... Always
-here when you need my advice.... Hum-m....
-The sooner the better.”</p>
-
-<p>On hanging up the receiver, he turned with his invariable
-kindness to Dolores. “It is time you take another of those
-walks along the Drive that bring the roses into your cheeks.
-I have an important conference. Stay out in the air an
-hour or more.”</p>
-
-<p>The girl put on her hat and coat. Although she suspected
-that these absences were not suggested entirely on her account,
-she was grateful for the half of a thought which
-made them serve two purposes. As one way of showing her
-appreciation, she tried always to time her strolls to his convenience
-rather than her own&mdash;to return not too late for
-the performance of her duties, nor soon enough to interrupt
-the “conferences” continually held with handsomely gowned
-women of the congregation. Never did she reënter the
-study until the limousine or touring car which had brought
-the visitor of the hour had purred away from the side door.</p>
-
-<p>To-day she found the parkway paths delightful. A tinge
-of winter in the air showed in the white breath of the river
-craft scudding along against the tide. They always seemed
-a moral to Dolores, those boats scudding along against
-the tide.</p>
-
-<p>A thought of the work piled on her desk cut her walk
-to a scant hour. To her disappointment a gray town-car
-stood at the annex curb. Inside she strolled up the corridors,
-wondering where she should wait. Around a turn she came
-upon Mr. Brill, the over-fleshed, over-moneyed and over-old
-“thorn” in Dr. Willard’s flesh. Evidently the deacon was
-taking a respite from the choir trial to enjoy a cigar. As
-he had been most affable on the several occasions when she
-had met him in the pastor’s study, Dolores greeted him
-pleasantly.</p>
-
-<p>“Caught me, didn’t you, Miss Trent?” he returned, a bad-boy
-grin slinking up his baggy cheeks. “You won’t tell on
-a poor addict who prefers Lady Nicotine to <i>some</i> lady sopranos?”</p>
-
-<p>“Would that be anything to tell, Mr. Brill? Dr. Willard
-fairly clouds the study. I don’t see any harm in smoking.”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose you don’t see harm in anything Dr. Willard
-does?” Although the “central pillar” shook with mirth, his
-eyes strained at her through the double-lens glasses fastened
-with a black ribbon to his lapel. “Wouldn’t you, now, join
-me in a puff or two or three?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, sir. No, thank you,” said Dolores.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t be silly. You just said you see no harm in it.
-Everybody smokes nowadays, the women as much as the
-men.”</p>
-
-<p>“I know, Dr. Brill, but&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“But if you have scruples, I’ll be only too glad to swear
-that <i>I</i> won’t tell. Come, we’ll have a little social puff and
-chat.”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores tried to be good-natured, even when he gripped
-her arm and propelled her into one of the small committee
-rooms. When, however, he took from a gold case a slender,
-perfumed cigarette, lighted it and essayed to place it between
-her lips, resentment moved her.</p>
-
-<p>“Really, Mr. Brill, I never have smoked and I don’t care
-to begin now. I&mdash;I must be getting back to my work.”</p>
-
-<p>As she started from the room he lunged across a table
-and caught her.</p>
-
-<p>“But I am here to show you how. One lifts the terrible
-thing in the fingers, so&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>His pudgy left arm caught hers. The smaller fingers of
-his dimpled right hand pressed up her chin. Thumb and
-forefinger sought to force between her set teeth the lip-wet
-smoke. When she realized that his foot was trying to push
-shut the door, an emotion new to Dolores suddenly controlled
-her.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t wish to smoke, I tell you. I don’t <i>wish</i> to be
-shown.”</p>
-
-<p>With the indignant words she beat him upon the face and
-chest until he fell back gasping.</p>
-
-<p>“Aha, a wild-cat is Nimrod’s latest trophy&mdash;a live one,
-at that!”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores remembered his chuckled comment after she had
-forced back the door and rushed from the committee room.
-Down the corridor and around a turn to the study she ran
-without one backward glance.</p>
-
-<p>Beside the couchant lynx she stopped, startled as looked
-the couple she had interrupted. Within a scant foot of each
-other stood Dr. Willard and a woman whom, somewhere,
-she had seen before.</p>
-
-<p>“I beg your pardon, but I&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores’s apology stumbled as the visitor turned directly
-toward her. An exquisite creature she was, slender
-in her close-wrapped blue velvet, a haloesque effect created
-around her silver-gold hair by the sunlight shafting from a
-high window. Her blue, plumed hat lay upon a nearby
-chair.</p>
-
-<p>Dr. Willard raised a calming hand.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>My child!</i>”</p>
-
-<p>The emphasis laid on the familiar words as addressed to
-the girl gave them an unfamiliar ring.</p>
-
-<p>Then: “Mrs. Cabot, this is my new secretary, Miss
-Trent.”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores’ response to the introduction was automatic. She
-felt confused, distressed. What an evil chance to have cut
-short a clergyman’s advices to the great lady reported to have
-been prostrated already by notoriety suffered on her account!
-A rude return it seemed to the husband who had befriended
-her.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_IX">CHAPTER IX</h3>
-</div>
-
-<p>Dolores need have felt no anxiety over what she should
-say. Mrs. Cabot said everything&mdash;and more.</p>
-
-<p>“You philanthropists, will you ever get enough? Or aren’t
-there that many?”</p>
-
-<p>The short-lipped, mouse-toothed, childlike smile with
-which she turned from her pastor to settle her hat in the
-mirror was reflected toward them. At the door she bowed
-composedly to Dolores and gave Dr. Willard her hand.</p>
-
-<p>“In return for your wise counsel over my domestic
-troubles, dear doctor, the favor you ask is small. Trust
-me. I’ll steal upstairs, as if overwhelmingly attracted by
-the music. But remember&mdash;you have assured me that you
-like the quality of her singing voice only because some one
-else does <i>not</i> like the super-quality with which she speaks.”</p>
-
-<p>After she had gone, Dr. Willard sank into the padded
-leather chair and gazed out the window. He looked disturbed;
-bit his lip, as if trying to control vexation; waggled
-his right foot as he was wont to do when nervous.</p>
-
-<p>Dolores crossed the room, hesitated a moment before him,
-then sank upon the hassock placed conveniently in front of
-his chair.</p>
-
-<p>“Scold me&mdash;I’d rather you would!” she exclaimed, a catch
-in her voice. “I shouldn’t have burst in on your conference
-that way, but I just couldn’t help it. I was so angry that
-I&mdash;I&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Angry? <i>You</i>, my child?”</p>
-
-<p>So cleared of all vexation were the yellow-brown eyes
-bent to her imploring look, that Dolores began to stammer
-out the cause of her agitation. When her head dropped to
-her hands upon his knee, he reached out and patted her on
-the shoulder, very, very kindly.</p>
-
-<p>“Poor orphan. Poor child,” he encouraged her. “I am
-indignant that such a scene could be forced upon an inexperienced
-girl within these walls. No matter how great may
-be Deacon Brill’s influence in the temporal affairs of the
-church, I shall bring him to book in my own time and my
-own way. Do not fear to tell me all.”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores told him.</p>
-
-<p>Shaken from her usual reticence, she also told him of
-her feeling of aloneness since her father had died and the
-positive fear that was growing in her&mdash;fear of the world
-and its ways.</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps,” she suggested, “the unpleasant things which
-have happened to me are partly my own fault.”</p>
-
-<p>“Your fault? You feel you have faults?” A glint lighted
-the agate gaze as he questioned her.</p>
-
-<p>“I lack,” she confessed, “religion. It was left out of my
-life. My father was, I think, embittered against it. He was
-very good to me, but he didn’t send me to Sunday school
-any more than to public school. Perhaps if he had, I’d
-have grown up more like other girls&mdash;more self-reliant, less
-afraid.”</p>
-
-<p>“And less yourself,” he objected. “You have, I think,
-remarkable self-control.”</p>
-
-<p>“You don’t know how glad I am to hear you say so, Dr.
-Willard. That has been my only religion&mdash;self-control. It
-is very strange that a person to whom I never spoke&mdash;whom
-I never saw but once&mdash;gave me the ambition to learn it.”</p>
-
-<p>At his show of interest, Dolores recited the incident. “I
-was quite a small girl, eight or nine, I guess. My father
-had left me to wait in a railway station one day. I was
-worried because often he&mdash;because I was afraid we’d miss
-our train. There was a lady sitting near me, also waiting.
-I took to watching her.</p>
-
-<p>“She was attractive and wore nice clothes. I became
-fascinated by the way she breathed, not out and in, as I had
-supposed all people did, but up and down. The lace jabot
-on her breast would move up and down, up and down.
-Of course, as I grew older, I realized that she breathed that
-way from tight lacing. But at the time it seemed to me more
-refined than the common way. And then I saw that she
-was going to sneeze. I’ve always hated to see people sneeze&mdash;they
-make such a fuss. But this lady prepared. She was
-quite calm. The jabot lifted high with the breath she took.
-At the vital moment she was ready.”</p>
-
-<p>“And did she sneeze, my poor child?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes, doctor, but so neatly. She just leaned out and
-did it without any fuss at all. Afterward, she didn’t sniff
-or even wipe her eyes. She was very wonderful. I often
-think of her.”</p>
-
-<p>Shyly Dolores glanced up to see if the great intelligence
-had anticipated her point.</p>
-
-<p>“The station was draughty. When my turn came, I
-breathed up and down and prepared. I made up my mind
-to sneeze the lady’s way. And I did. And afterward, the
-ambition to sneeze her way applied to other things&mdash;decided
-me to take the draughts of life neatly&mdash;to be prepared and
-make no fuss. I try and try, Dr. Willard. But I guess
-self-control is not enough. Don’t you think people would
-understand me better if I had your religion? Is it too late
-for me to learn it now?”</p>
-
-<p>“Emphatically not, you fatherless child.” The doctor
-apparently had been touched by her conversational offering.
-Real feeling quivered on the face bent over hers. “And there
-are other comforts it is not too late for you to learn. Lean
-your lonely heart against mine. Let me teach you a father’s
-love.”</p>
-
-<p>“If you would&mdash;oh, if you only would!” She seized his
-hands and pressed one cheek against them. “It is so easy to
-learn from one you absolutely trust.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t trust anyone absolutely. I fear at times that your
-rating of me is too high.” Humility tore from her reverential
-regard the pastor’s eyes, although his hands shook
-with appreciation of her praise. “Remember how everything
-finite that goes up must come down. Only the soul can
-ascend and stay on high. The flowers that lift their heads
-to bloom must wither and die. The lightest feather in the
-most buoyant breeze eventually returns to the earth from
-which it blew.”</p>
-
-<p>“But it is my soul you will exalt, dear Dr. Willard.”</p>
-
-<p>At her reminder, one of his hands moved to where its palm
-fitted over the ball of her shoulder.</p>
-
-<p>“Let me be a father to you. Yes, let me be a father to
-you,” he kept repeating. The while, his palm pressed her
-shoulder, began to move around and around.</p>
-
-<p>“And you’ll teach me your religion?”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores’ head threw back in exhilarating hope. As one
-performs small acts in the largest moments, she plucked a
-long, silver-gold hair off the black cloth of his coat. In the
-same motion, despite her boasted control of impulse, her
-hand continued around his neck.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>My</i> religion, child? I’ll gladly teach if you&mdash;if you
-care to learn,” he responded, drawing her to him in a close
-and closer embrace.</p>
-
-<p>“It means safety to me&mdash;everything. You won’t find me
-dull. I believe I shall learn readily from you.”</p>
-
-<p>“I believe&mdash;you could.” The palm over the ball of her
-shoulder pressed harder; moved faster. “But, dear daughter,
-don’t place me or any man upon too high a pedestal,
-lest we fall&mdash;lest we fall.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am sure&mdash;&mdash;” To avoid contradicting her mentor, the
-pupil altered the form of her statement. “I <i>hope</i> that you
-never will fall.”</p>
-
-<p>“And I hope&mdash;you don’t get&mdash;that hope!”</p>
-
-<p>With the hoarse exclamation, Dr. Willard rose to his feet,
-drew the girl after him and clutched her with a vehemence
-that made them stand as one. Before she could draw
-away her face or realize that suddenly she was again afraid,
-she felt his mustache against her cheek.</p>
-
-<p>“We’ll seal the bargain, my child. Just the kiss of a
-father&mdash;the kiss of a father,” he rasped close to her ear.</p>
-
-<p>The insult crushed upon her mouth was not, however,
-fatherly. The unequal struggle started by it was of no
-spiritual excitation. How she wrenched herself away from
-him; how he headed off her rush toward the door; how
-she eluded his clutching pursuit in and out among the other
-young animals he had trapped; how she escaped from their
-stumble over the couchant lynx, left him panting on the floor,
-ran screaming like the hunted thing he had made of her
-into the corridor and up the first flight of stairs&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>The full horror of what had happened did not come to
-her until she stood before the astonished music committee.
-Her hair dishevelled, her waist torn open down the front, her
-discretion in shreds, she flamed upon them.</p>
-
-<p>“When even a minister of the gospel can’t be trusted,
-where&mdash;<i>where</i> am I to go?”</p>
-
-<p>That Mrs. Cabot still was with them further unnerved
-her. Collapsing into a chair, struggling with hysteria, she
-sobbed out her denunciation. When able to look among the
-faces of the group gathered about her, she saw that all were
-grave excepting two. Mrs. Cabot looked entertained, Mr.
-Brill triumphant.</p>
-
-<p>The manner that befits an occasion gave the deacon greater
-weight as he turned to address his colleagues.</p>
-
-<p>“Brothers, I have long suspected that the feet of the god
-set up by this congregation are of clay. I hesitated to voice
-so distressing a thought, lest I err. None of you, however,
-can doubt the testimony just heard and seen. The hardest-hearted
-of you can have only pity for the courageous young
-woman who has exposed this aide of the Evil One. Dumbfounded
-though you may be, I ask you to act with me now&mdash;<i>at
-once</i>. There is not space within these hallowed walls to
-house both him and me. Five minutes should give him time
-to choose between a church trial or immediate resignation.
-In either case, it is important that we give the news to Park
-Row at once, before he who is so fond of sensation has
-time to discredit us. Brothers, shall we wait upon the
-pastor in the sanctum which he has so disgraced?”</p>
-
-<p>While the honest laymen of All Mankind discussed this
-drastic proposal, Brill addressed himself to the girl.</p>
-
-<p>“A man can scarcely be expected to understand the outraged
-state of your feelings, Miss Trent. But at least I realize
-that you must shrink from the idea of facing that wolf in
-sheep’s clothing again. I’ll send your wraps up here. Also,
-it seems to me inadvisable for your own sake that you remain
-in the employ of the church. In this envelope I have sealed
-the equivalent of a month’s wages.... Oh, do not hesitate
-to take it! Notice or money is due a dismissed employee.”</p>
-
-<p>Glancing over-shoulder and seeing that the committee had
-congregated near the door in animated argument, he made
-his considerable figure the silencer of a low-voiced apology.</p>
-
-<p>“Sorry I teased you about the cigarette, little girl. I had
-an object which you did not at the time suspect&mdash;to discover,
-through you, more about that scoundrel. I was trying
-you out, just as the soprano was being tried out upstairs,
-to see whether he had got you into the bad habit of smoking.
-Didn’t blame you at all when you scratched and bit,
-so you mustn’t hold it against me. You appear to be a
-young woman of sterling character&mdash;a mighty good little
-girl.”</p>
-
-<p>Bending and beaming, he patted her on the head. The
-eyes wontedly so nondescript above the billowy face and
-cascade of chins, squinted through their double lenses benevolently.</p>
-
-<p>“You’ll be wanting other employment,” he added in still
-lower tones, as if not wishing his right hand to know. “Now,
-I advise something of a&mdash;well, you know, of a little
-more secular nature. Take this card, my dear. See that
-you arrive at the address on it about ten to-morrow morning.
-Perhaps I’ll be able to find you a berth where I can keep
-a friendly eye on you. You’ll come?”</p>
-
-<p>As he waddled out in the wake of his peers, Dolores heard
-him continue: “About that matter of the soprano, brothers,
-I withdraw my objection. Trouble often brings a change
-of heart and I feel that we should stand together now in all
-things. Especially since Sister Cabot is so decided in her
-agreement with you, I’ll try to enjoy the young lady’s voice,
-although I still think her too old for that churchly, newly-awakened-soul
-effect. I always hold myself open to conviction.”</p>
-
-<p>She also overheard his throaty chortles over the taunt of
-Mrs. Cabot: “To younger and prettier convictions, you
-mean, Deacon?”</p>
-
-<p>Alone, Dolores stared dazedly down at the envelope and
-card she held. Things happened so suddenly, once they began,
-she thought. Only this morning she had chided herself
-for discontent with her settled state. Now everything was
-unsettled again. As she had cried out to the committee, what
-manner of man dared she trust?</p>
-
-<p>One of them had answered. The card&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>Up to the light she held it. Upon it was engraved the
-name and downtown business address of Deacon Brill
-himself.</p>
-
-<p>“You’ll come?” he had asked, voice, eyes, billows exuding
-loving kindness.</p>
-
-<p>Even more urgently she asked herself: “Shall I go?”</p>
-
-<p>Next morning Dolores bought all the papers, determined
-to learn the worst. Several of the more conservative merely
-mentioned that the Rev. Dr. Alexander Willard had resigned
-the pastorate of the Church of All Mankind. One suggested
-significant detail behind the surprising act. Still
-another stated that the Eminent Divine would demand an
-ecclesiastical trial and introduced the name of the young
-secretary whom he, disregarding a certain premonishing contretemps,
-had sheltered within his church home.</p>
-
-<p>The most sensational journal of all uncovered a photograph
-of the young lady in the case and reviewed the lingerie-shop
-scandal referred to by the discredited clergyman. This
-was featured beneath the heading:</p>
-
-<p class="center allsmcap">
-TOO STRONG FOR<br />
-DR. NIMROD’S SPORTING BLOOD
-</p>
-
-<p>Would the denomination he had served allow his reputation
-to be charred by the brand he had tried so conscientiously
-to pluck from the burning? So Rev. Willard was
-quoted as having demanded in an exclusive interview.
-Would any fair-minded congregation take, against his, the
-word of an adventuress who so lately had been the example
-for a reform movement instituted by one of their
-most prominent parishioners, Mr. John Cabot? Was he
-to be blamed that he had assumed the sincerity of All Mankind’s
-ideals and had sought to make his charity wide as its
-word? To save himself for sake of future good that he
-might do, he would reveal, if forced, the overtures toward
-him of this unholy creature. As a sacred duty he would
-show his world which of the two was more sinned against
-than sinning.</p>
-
-<p>“A menace to men”&mdash;as such Dolores Trent was pointed
-out by the reprimanding finger of the press.</p>
-
-<p>Deacon Brill’s threat of Park Row had swerved from the
-sheep-clothed wolf to her. Whether or not Dr. Willard lost
-his pulpit, the harm to his secretary already was done.</p>
-
-<p>In the little room found for her by her quandam benefactor,
-a room in whose chintz-hung cosiness she had delighted,
-Dolores decided upon her immediate course. There
-were young daughters in the family of the poor parishioner.
-For their sakes, she would “fold her tents” before asked to
-do so and, silently as she might, steal away. Thanks to savings
-from her salary and that final payment in lieu of
-“notice,” she was more affluent than ever before in her life.
-She would go, then. But where?</p>
-
-<p>Opening her purse, she took out a business card and considered
-it as well as its kind-spoken donor. She would come?
-That had been Deacon Brill’s last question. In the absence
-of alternative&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>With sudden decision, she tore the card into bits and
-flung them into the waste basket. Probably she didn’t
-understand men&mdash;that had been her thought. But she <i>did</i>
-understand and <i>did</i> believe in the up-floating purity of the
-voice of that soprano who had gone to dinner with the
-music committee’s over-fleshed chairman&mdash;the young lady
-who wouldn’t do.</p>
-
-<p>No alternative?</p>
-
-<p>The moment she cast aside what had seemed her only
-chance, she found another in her fingers. Almost had she
-forgotten the address given her by Patrolman Donovan
-O’Shay and tucked away in her purse. For weeks she had
-not thought of his “near-French” friend, Madame Marie
-Sheehan. Discounted by distance was her reason for postponing
-a visit to the employment office. Since her own judgment
-seemed always wrong, she would try the policeman’s.
-She would check herself in her “satchel” until the fates, “née
-Mary Shinn,” should see fit to provide.</p>
-
-<p>“Madame’s” French certainly was bad. There were advantages,
-however, in the long lapses between the selection
-of one word and her advance to the next. Dolores had ample
-time to translate the high-voiced utterances overheard from
-the inside room.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, but no! I fit the applicant to the position, not the
-position to the applicant. So long you have been lacking the
-employment. So quite joyful should you be for anything.
-The call for companions is rare, very. One, two, three
-applicants have I booked before that you come. This position
-I so kindly extend&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“I tell you, nothing doing!” the interruption came in emphatic,
-current American. “I was a governess two days
-once. I tell you I’d rather try the streets. Children ain’t
-human beings. They’re devils, say I.”</p>
-
-<p>“The devil? Ah, but no, <i>no</i>! More unto an angel is this
-exquisite child. Could you once see those curls of gold,
-those turquoise eyes! The parents are from money made
-and them I have promised a governess to-day.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, you redeem your promise at the expense of somebody
-else. I’ll be back to-morrow for my job. Good day
-to you, <i>Madame</i> Shinn!”</p>
-
-<p>If the sneer of this would-be companion, thought Dolores,
-was a sample of her companionableness, small wonder that
-she was out of a position.</p>
-
-<p>No hesitation held the girl in waiting. Ignorant of the
-rules of such offices, unmindful of the dour-visaged hope-lorn
-awaiting their turn on the benches of the outer room,
-she brushed past the departing aspirant into madame’s
-presence.</p>
-
-<p>“Won’t you let me have that position?” she asked in lieu
-of introduction. “I love children. I know I’d suit. I don’t
-care so much about the pay or&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“So too fast you go!” interrupted née Shinn. “You look
-but the infant yourself. And the qualifications&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course you couldn’t be expected to know it yet, dear
-madame, but I am qualified. As for education&mdash;Listen, I
-shall speak in three languages!” Under impetus of the
-unwonted initiative ruling her, Dolores switched from English
-to French, then to Italian as she urged: “I am young,
-yes, but that is why I need a home. And what companionship
-would be safer for me than that of a child such as this
-golden-haired little girl you describe? Once madame was
-as young as I. Was she ever, perchance, alone in the
-world?”</p>
-
-<p>“Mademoiselle is marvelously a linguist,” admitted Mrs.
-Shinn, although confusion from more than the foreign words
-sat upon her broad features. “Have you also the excellent
-references?”</p>
-
-<p>Momentarily the girl’s new-found assurance stumbled.
-Then again was she inspired.</p>
-
-<p>“I have, indeed, a par-excellent one.”</p>
-
-<p>Her Spanish&mdash;a creditable attempt at a fourth language&mdash;may
-not have been comprehensible to the agency woman, but
-Donovan O’Shay’s scribble was. A good-natured smile waved
-in like a flag her native tongue.</p>
-
-<p>“A friend of Don’s are you, then, my <i>chérie</i>? Sure, if
-you’re as good as that boy’s heart, you’re O. K.!”</p>
-
-<p>Motherly instructions and penciled directions followed
-Dolores’ payment of the fee. If she’d just “speak up,” now,
-to Mrs. M. P. Morrison of No. &mdash;&mdash; Fifth Avenue as she
-had to madame herself, she stood a chance of overcoming
-natural objections to her youth and inexperience.</p>
-
-<p>The glow of anticipated victory did not leave Dolores’
-face at first sight of Mrs. Morrison’s mansion, although it
-was something of a shock. Nothing should frighten her
-now. She had made one friend&mdash;a woman friend. She
-might&mdash;she <i>must</i> make another.</p>
-
-<p>Briskly as though prepared for the block-front display of
-lawn, unusual even on this avenue of extravagance, she
-turned in through the center gateway. Under the bare trees
-which she knew to be so costly a luxury, she hurried, as if
-fearful that some late-clinging leaf might mistake her importance
-and honor her head. Past clumps of drying hydrangeas,
-past a fountain which still defied the freeze of
-winter with rainbow spray, past a marble dryad of a cynical
-smirk afterwards acutely remembered, she found herself confronted
-by a well-balanced marble pile. Without a pause,
-lest trepidation weaken her, she descended the steps to the
-ground-floor entrance and pressed the bell.</p>
-
-<p>An elderly gentleman, of such distinguished appearance
-that she felt he must be the master of the house himself,
-opened the door. After inspection of Madame Sheehan’s
-card, he escorted her across a galleried entrance hall of a
-luxury and loftiness well-nigh incredible. At the rear, he
-threw open the door of a small parlor, cheerful from its
-window-boxed blooming geraniums. Mrs. Morrison would
-be down, he told her.</p>
-
-<p>Dolores’ wait was not long. The tap-tap of high heels
-upon the marble foyer outside brought her to her feet. She
-“spoke up” according to instructions and tried to recall the
-assurance which had carried her past the rules&mdash;<i>and</i> the
-French&mdash;of née Shinn. She stressed her education and the
-“way” she was said to have with children, especially with
-little girls.</p>
-
-<p>The more she talked, however, the more serious looked
-the woman whom she hoped to make her friend.</p>
-
-<p>“I am afraid,” said Mrs. Morrison, “that the case has
-been misrepresented. Strange, when I explained to Madame
-Sheehan myself, on my trip among the agencies this
-morning! The child for whom I need a governess is not a
-girl and has anything but the amiable disposition accredited
-to him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Madame’s French must have misled me.” Dolores chose
-to ignore the particulars of “those curls of gold, those turquoise
-eyes,” evidently mere chimera of a Hibernian imagination.
-At the suggestion of failure she all the more craved
-success. “It does not especially matter that he is not a girl.
-He is a child, isn’t he?”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Morrison glanced rather suspiciously at her. “I
-don’t know. The last governess called him a fiend. You are
-different from the sort we have had and expected again. I
-scarcely know what to say. You look a sweet-dispositioned
-girl, but are very young. Perhaps I’d better leave the
-decision to&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Laughter and spirited repartee in the voices of a man and
-a woman sounded pleasantly from the hall. They seemed
-to decide her. She arose; crossed to the door; paused briefly
-to say: “His mother has just come in from her ride. Perhaps
-she will speak with you.”</p>
-
-<p>“His mother? But&mdash;I thought&mdash;that you&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores, again alone, began to understand. Of course
-Mrs. Morrison was the housekeeper. That explained the
-first-floor parlor, the neat black taffeta of her dress and her
-subdued manner. A third application for the coveted position
-must be made.</p>
-
-<p>When, next moment, the door was pushed wide, she did
-not rise. She had not the strength. A woman in a smart
-habit of black velvet coat and white cloth breeches had clattered
-in, crop in hand.</p>
-
-<p>“Master Jack’s mother will speak with you, Miss Trent,”
-introduced the housekeeper.</p>
-
-<p>Still Dolores found her limbs weaker than her will. She
-clung to both arms of the chair and waited for the real
-sponsor for the “fiend-child” to speak.</p>
-
-<p>She&mdash;the mother&mdash;was Mrs. Cabot.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_X">CHAPTER X</h3>
-</div>
-
-<p>His Majesty himself dropped the curtain on the earth-play
-of the spirit-girl.</p>
-
-<p>“The only real value of a story is its effect upon yourself,”
-he said. “I must have an interval in which to judge the
-worth of yours.”</p>
-
-<p>At the time Dolores felt relieved, although he had not
-confused her with the interruptions and insistence of the
-previous séance. He had allowed her to tell her story
-her own way, swiftly and simply, and showed a positive
-gravity of attention over the ecclesiastic incidents.</p>
-
-<p>Not until the next night came and went without the call
-for a third installment, did she suspect that he had been
-merely bored.</p>
-
-<p>When a second night passed with the same significant
-omission and, after that, a third, fear possessed her.</p>
-
-<p>Had she, then, fallen short of his expectations? Had she
-done what he had warned her not to do&mdash;had she failed?</p>
-
-<p>She took to staying in her chamber and hoping for his
-summons more than previously she had dreaded it. Over
-her babe she would hover the hours away, brooding rather
-than rejoicing at each cooed assurance that the infant-shade
-was content. Would the price of the respite be paid in part
-by the blameless soul of her soul?</p>
-
-<p>To her here, through the guarded gossip of the proud
-Adeline, came reports of a direful activity on the part of
-the King. Never had he been more exacting, more merciless
-in his reversal of punishment for reward. His disposition
-of that first evening during which she had waited in vain
-seemed directly inspired by her reminiscences of the parson
-person. In an open-air camp-meeting, “His Damnity” had
-preached the first of seven announced “sermons” to a vast
-concourse. Seven, it seemed, was the perfect number&mdash;a
-royal superstition. Hadn’t she counted his seven courtiers,
-the seven windows of the throne-room, seven courses at dinner,
-seven days in his week?</p>
-
-<p>Adeline admitted herself to have been a unit of the congregation
-of fiends. The first sermon had been, to say the
-least, impressive. Satan’s text had been orthodox: “<i>A star
-fell from Heaven unto the earth; and to him was given the
-key of the bottomless pit.</i>” He had attacked the letter of
-The Law. To be saved by “believing”&mdash;how vain a promise
-when to that Star of Heaven was given the key to the pit
-into which all eventually would be hurled who had been
-born heirs to sin!</p>
-
-<p>Over Omnipotent Egotism he had ranted himself into a
-rage which had made his audience tremble. Fire flashed
-from his nostrils, his eyes, his finger-tips, as he compared
-his own indefatigable assertiveness with the retirement into
-the Light of the Great-I-Am. How dare He sit back, smug
-over his one noteworthy achievement&mdash;the Creation?</p>
-
-<p>The Law of Redemption, pah! What were laws that were
-not enforced&mdash;mere vague threats of a future state? He
-asked consideration of the handling of his own first law
-as keeper of the pit key. Did he ever delay collection of the
-wages of sin? Angel worship was forbidden and he didn’t
-expect them to worship him. But they could fear him and,
-fearing, must serve him. He advised them to hitch their
-hope-wagons to that fallen star&mdash;“their archangel in eclipse
-and the excess of glory obscured.”</p>
-
-<p>Truly this departure in infernal propaganda must have
-been fearsome. Also fearsome was Dolores’ wonder over
-why she alone had not been bidden to attend. Adeline was
-inclined to attribute the omission to stage fright. M’lord,
-remembering the standard to which his entertainer had been
-educated, feared to fall short. Having successfully tried out
-his “delivery,” however, he probably would ask her to the
-second sermon of the seven.</p>
-
-<p>But what of the two intervening nights? Why this surcease
-of interest in the griefs which so had diverted him?</p>
-
-<p>Dolores was forced to the conclusion that she had ceased
-to entertain. Perhaps, even then, the evil eye was sighting
-her fate and the fate of her babe.</p>
-
-<p>Desperation shook her from the stupor of waiting. He
-had preached action in his sermon, according to report. She
-must <i>do</i> something to re-arouse his curiosity. In the late
-afternoon, as she knew, he often strolled in his favorite
-garden of Bad Luck. She dared not ask for an appointment;
-no. Yet why not “happen” to meet him?</p>
-
-<p>In selecting the rays in which to dress, she remembered
-his preference for purples and scarlets, rather than the more
-delicate half-lights in which she would have clothed herself.
-But even while thanking Adeline for a grudging compliment
-over the blend of her robe with the purplish shadows of
-her eyes, she realized the depths to which she was sinking.
-For the first time she understood those women of earth who
-adorned themselves to enslave men whom they had come to
-hate. Those they feared most, they must charm. Poor, <i>poor</i>
-women of Earth!</p>
-
-<p>In the lower reaches of the garden she came upon an
-illustration of her thought&mdash;a fountain effect whose central
-figure was the sculped, naked body of a woman bent beneath
-the club of her man and master, on her lips a seductive smile,
-from her eyes spouting twin founts of electric spray&mdash;tears
-of terror.</p>
-
-<p>Hearing footsteps behind, Dolores stopped, as if in admiration
-of the ghoulish conceit. The throb of her temples
-was not cooled by the hot winds with which the tropical
-foliage illusions of the garden were artificially fanned. The
-sinking sensation at her heart was no sickness from the too-intense
-odors of the lavish-looking bloom. The hurt of her
-ears could not be blamed on shrieks of the peacocks, parrakeets
-and tanagers which soundlessly strutted and winged
-about. No winds of Gehenna might discomfort her, except
-in her own acknowledgment. No odors, except from memory,
-might penetrate her senses from poinsettias or rhododendrons.
-No sound, except as she imagined it, might swell the
-throats of the birds. From the rubber plants grouped at the
-entrance gate, through the lane of Spanish bayonets whose
-barbs were a menace to one who strolled, to the fountain
-called “Fate of the Fair,” the garden was one vast stage
-set, a master chimera. Bad luck, then&mdash;that too must be
-hallucination.</p>
-
-<p>Courage came to Dolores with the thought. She, an immortal
-woman soul, would not bow the neck to an undeserved
-club. She must lift her head believing that even the winds
-of Hell would cool her brow; must delight in fragrances,
-strong from her own expectation; must open wide her ears
-to the Seraphs’ song of hope.</p>
-
-<p>Ready to meet His Majesty, she turned. Her disappointment
-was keen as her courage to see in him who was approaching
-the lame old soldier-soul, Samuel Cummings. At
-first only his face and crutch were recognizable, so resplendent
-was he in the uniform of an officer of the Hadean
-Hordes. When he drew up before her with his old-time
-salute, she counted on his forehead, branded blood-red, the
-stars of a general.</p>
-
-<p>Her maid had told him he’d find her out here, the old chap
-explained. He had come to tell her the news. His Majesty
-had called him to an interview night before last and promoted
-him because it was beneath the Royal dignity to confer
-in private with a corporal.</p>
-
-<p>So Old Sam, then, had supplanted her as entertainer.</p>
-
-<p>As if in answer to Dolores’ thought, he motioned with
-his crutch toward a bench of opalesque stone that stood beneath
-an arbor of purple bourgainvillae. The honor paid
-him, he declared, was only the preface to his news. When
-seated beside her, however, he seemed loathe to proceed;
-glanced uneasily among the flowers of an oleander bush
-which changed color with alternating currents of red and
-white.</p>
-
-<p>His “news,” he at last confessed in guarded tones, concerned
-herself. Dangerous though a report might be, he felt
-one his duty. His summons into The Presence had been to
-discuss her. His Highness had reintroduced the subject of
-“Grief to Men” and asked the veteran’s opinion on a number
-of her points. Did Sam think her the most beautiful woman
-he ever had seen? Did he consider her deep or just dumb?
-In what, according to a recent earthling, lay her chief charm?</p>
-
-<p>On the whole, declared the old new general, Satan had
-acted a good deal as would some human swain who was
-getting interested in a girl. With men, he wasn’t such a bad
-sort as Sam had expected. But with women&mdash;&mdash; There
-never was any telling what&mdash;&mdash; She&mdash;she understood?</p>
-
-<p>At his embarrassed glance, she nodded. What woman had
-better reason to understand than she?</p>
-
-<p>“One question he asked was why I thought you never
-smiled,” the simple soul continued solemnly. “That stumped
-me. As I told him, Mary Gertrude used to be one laugh
-from morn till eve. ‘Odd,’ said he, ‘when she’s caused all
-those griefs.’”</p>
-
-<p>“I never learned to smile,” said Dolores. “My father
-never did. He used to laugh sometimes. It was terrible to
-hear him. But he never smiled.”</p>
-
-<p>The wag of Old Sam’s head was rueful. “I don’t want
-to worry you, but I feel I should tell you what he called
-you&mdash;his ‘latest flame in the land of such.’ And he asked
-me if I thought that a woman who had ruined so many humans
-could be of any use to an immortal&mdash;some real bad
-one, say, who had a good thing to offer her. I reminded
-him of the Littlest Devil. ‘Oh, the B. B.,’ says he. ‘Likely
-she did make one of them happy for a while. That isn’t
-what I mean. My thoughts of her are pure&mdash;pure as Hell.’
-Ma’am, I can’t figure it out any other way than that he’s got
-a weakness for you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Please&mdash;<i>please</i> don’t say that!”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores shuddered as though shaken by the torrid breeze,
-then withdrew from his side to the outmost end of the bench.
-Some unseen force had moved her. Grateful though she
-felt for his effort to forearm her, she found herself unable
-to reassure him. A hateful reluctance stayed her tongue.</p>
-
-<p>Came startling interpolation: “<i>All has been overheard.</i>”</p>
-
-<p>The words were spoken in a voice which both recognized.
-There materialized to their vision the superb face and figure
-of His Satanic Majesty. He was seated between them.</p>
-
-<p>“Eavesdropping is old stuff, I know,” he remarked easily,
-“but it never ceases to be.”</p>
-
-<p>“It was you who forced me aside?” Dolores struggled
-with her indignation. “I didn’t know you could make yourself
-invisible.”</p>
-
-<p>“Surest thing you <i>didn’t</i> know, then. Turning oneself on
-or off is a trick that our late angel did not lose in his fall.
-Fancy one of the Cherubim reduced to turning himself off
-and on in lowlands like Gehenna!”</p>
-
-<p>With angry intolerance, he faced toward General Sam.
-“What’s this you were saying about me? A weakness&mdash;<i>I</i>?”</p>
-
-<p>“A man’s weakness for his woman is his strength,” the
-soldier-soul contended.</p>
-
-<p>“Your tongue tangles when you measure my strength by
-that of men. I am&mdash;&mdash;” and Satan’s glance slashed out like
-a sword&mdash;“I am the Destroyer. Fool, fear me!” Irritably
-he added: “Who do you think you are&mdash;Prometheus unbound?
-Why do you suppose I promoted you if not to get
-rid of you without breaking my pact with Dame Dolores?
-Get yourself to the nearest army camp, and make believe
-you’ve earned your commission. See you stay there, too,
-until I send for you.”</p>
-
-<p>“But what about my appointment in the palace? Who
-will hold the bowl for Your Highness’ tears?”</p>
-
-<p>The King arose as though further enraged by the reminder,
-then succumbed to a sort of paroxysm so violent
-that his utterance was impeded.</p>
-
-<p>“Tears&mdash;and over Dolores’ griefs to men? Now I know
-you are a fool. To have taken me seriously when I called
-myself a crocodile! I to weep&mdash;and over human nature?
-Excuse me, folks. Let me enjoy myself while I’m young.
-Honestly, I near injure my sides every time I think of what
-she put over on that high-priest of the Great-I-Am!”</p>
-
-<p>Too preoccupied was he to return his new-made general’s
-salute. Not until the sound of Old Sam’s peg-leg had ceased
-to punctuate the pause did he reseat himself upon the bench.</p>
-
-<p>“As for you, designing jade&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>In the very midst of his address, he became lost in contemplation
-of the royal toes. The girl-shade beside him realized
-that not once to-day had he looked directly at her.
-She was reminded painfully of an earthling who had been
-strong toward all his world, yet weak toward her. He <i>must</i>
-not have that sort of weakness for her&mdash;Satan. He must
-look at her. She leaned toward him and tried to smile.
-But he would not meet her eyes. Hideous it was that he
-should ape the mannerism toward her of that one she had
-cared for most on earth.</p>
-
-<p>Long it seemed before he completed his remark.</p>
-
-<p>He had her at last, he declared; had preferred not to see
-or hear her again until he had her. Now he was ready to
-take up with her the matter of her status in Shadow Land.
-Had she wondered why she was the only soul about the
-court not more or less tormented? The answer was easy.
-Torment wasted power. He chuckled; then, on noting that
-he chuckled alone, frowned. Had she no sense of humor?</p>
-
-<p>At her ingenuous acknowledgment of her lack in that
-respect, the Satanic brow cleared. To know that she had
-not humor was humor in itself. Positively the most comical
-thing about the story of her life was that she could be so
-serious over it now that she was dead. Henceforth he should
-not expect anything in her but soul. He had a beautiful soul
-himself. But he didn’t let it interfere with his daily pleasures.</p>
-
-<p>At first he had attributed his interest in her to the correlative
-facts that she was a fallen woman and he a fallen
-angel. When, later, he had come to realize her desirability
-to devils in general, he had searched for a more comprehensive
-reason.</p>
-
-<p>To his way of looking, she was pleasant to the eye. But
-beauty was a matter of taste. To a Zulu she wouldn’t
-compare with his thick-lipped, black-hued mate. The Cabot’s
-housekeeper, Mrs. Morrison, might be right in accrediting
-her with a sweet disposition. Yet weren’t unattractive girls
-usually called “sweet” and “good-natured”? She appeared to
-be unselfish&mdash;and where was there an attribute so tiresome
-in women as unselfishness? The fact that she boasted no
-brilliancy was a point in her favor. The suggestion of an
-ardent nature in those dear little wrinkles around her mouth
-might be either pro or con.</p>
-
-<p>In what, then, lay her lure?</p>
-
-<p>He had felt he should lose respect for his intelligence if
-obliged to hear to the end of her story to know. He had
-found the clue in the least important of her conquests&mdash;in
-him she called the “city’s choice.” Why had that young
-Irishman’s blood gushed to his face at the cling of her hand
-upon his arm, only to recede at the look of eyes so like
-those of his year-old babe? Why had he calmed into a fine
-protectorate from one of those sudden physical excitements
-peculiar to mortal men?</p>
-
-<p>He had got her, had got her at last. And with her he had
-got the secret of her power&mdash;a secret of inestimable value
-to herself. Oh, she need not look so helpless and perturbed!
-She need not maintain that pose with him, now that he understood.</p>
-
-<p>“Exactly what is it in me&mdash;&mdash;” the dark head drooped&mdash;“that
-you understand?”</p>
-
-<p>He slashed out at an oleander until it blazed at him its bi-colored
-fire.</p>
-
-<p>“You were red and white&mdash;a human flower more attractively
-charged than any in my garden of Bad Luck.” He
-rose to bow before her, low and with no trace of irony.
-“You were an effect unique among womankind, a combination
-of unconscious lust and seductive innocence. You appealed
-with equal force to the bad and the good in that creature
-as near devil as angel&mdash;everyman. <i>I</i> know. Am I not
-the limit in both?”</p>
-
-<p>From gay to grave his manner again changed when he
-squared around and at last faced her.</p>
-
-<p>“Never have I destroyed any force that works for me,”
-he stated. “You have powers for evil which, if developed,
-might rival my own. It remains with you whether that
-power increases in you or, through duress, is destroyed.
-Come, what do you say?”</p>
-
-<p>“What can I say, when I don’t know&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Allow me to say it for you, then. As I have explained
-in part, I need&mdash;and need in a hurry&mdash;more men souls than
-I have been able to draft since the conception of my Great
-Intention. Although I’ve never been above taking any outside
-help I can get, I always have despised the retroaction
-upon men of women. Since Eve, the fair have been a sickly
-lot, more given to good influences than bad. Even the experts
-developed by modern sex and social problems have
-shown chiefly stupidity. Not the worst of them but have
-ideas of <i>bona fide</i> reform back of the rows they’re raising.
-As for the vampires, real ones always have been rare. That
-Catherine Cabot, to whom you’ve called my attention, is exceptional.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes. Dr. Shayle used to say that Catherine couldn’t be
-‘reached’.”</p>
-
-<p>“Shayle&mdash;is that the name of the ruined healer on your
-passport?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, the world was mistaken about him, Your Majesty.
-Dear Clarke Shayle&mdash;he said I saved him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Let us hope not, you slave to tradition!” His Highness
-snapped. “If you knew the deplorable failure I’ve made
-trying to get bad results from women, you’d agree that I’d
-best stick to my last&mdash;and first&mdash;the men. However, since
-you’ve been séancing with me evenings, certain possibilities
-of making your sex serve my purposes have opened up before
-me. In the past my idea has been that the more I
-could keep women under, the worse the world would be.
-You have changed my slogan to ‘Turn ’em loose’.”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>I?</i>”</p>
-
-<p>For a moment Satan enjoyed the admixture of humbleness
-and indignation in her query.</p>
-
-<p>“Nice work,” he commented. “Such feminism may be
-made the most dynamic evil in the universe by one who
-masters it. De Maupassant thought he had, but his ideas of
-women were limited to types of his time. I have the one
-mind that can look at your sex unbiased by sentiment. As
-I had no mother, all women are before, none behind me.
-The male may go on and on indefinitely with sex villainies.
-But the female is likely to learn from one indecency, her
-Swan Song, as it were. Yet her lamentable limitations need
-not discourage us, since wars have made the fair population
-exceed&mdash;shall I say, the foul? ‘By their works ye shall
-know them.’ Your works I know. Ergo, I know you. Unlike
-your friend of the employment agency, I fit the position
-to the applicant. Here is the job I had created for you.”</p>
-
-<p>He would make her manager, accountable only to himself,
-of the woman’s department of the mortal world; would teach
-her the psychology of spiritual communication, so that she
-might personally direct important cases, as did he in his own
-field; would place under her charge a school of female fiends
-whom she might entrust with missions on earth as soon as
-she deemed them sufficiently proficient in her subtleties,
-even as he did his demon sleuths.</p>
-
-<p>To appeal, to obtain, to destroy&mdash;was not that the mission
-of her sex? And yet so long had women been burden-bearers,
-deprived of initiative by the master’s rein and hoppled
-by the ultimate of man-made laws, that even he who so
-sorely needed them, had failed to appreciate their suppressed
-power. Never would they come into their own until they
-learned that their capability lay, not in trying to be what
-they were not, but in being essentially and ruthlessly what
-they were.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, wrigglier than a she-cobra’s wriggle is the female of
-my dreams!” Glowing from that ruddy mist of concentration
-which once before Dolores had seen, His Highness
-warmed to his thought. “If all the anarchists in my incubators
-were matured, they’d be a puny menace to society and
-the State as compared with women let loose. Take the punitive
-laws from any class and what is the result? Riot,
-bestiality, sin. Fear is what has held women down. Take
-away fear and what will they do? They’ll master the men.
-Once give ’em license and they’ll soon make up for their
-enforced virtue of the past. The fact that they do not originate
-is their best-worst trait&mdash;saves a lot of energy. Why,
-when I contemplate their daring, their imperviousness to
-pain, their concentration through heredity upon the meaner
-issues; when I allow myself to imagine the deafening pop
-of the bottled-up indignities poured upon them in the past&mdash;<i>Whew!</i>
-I, the First and Last, shudder in humility over my
-virtues. This I give you as a prophecy: To the female of
-the species is the victory of vice.”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores was lifted above fear for herself by fear for
-womankind.</p>
-
-<p>“For shame!” she cried.</p>
-
-<p>“Shame? What is that?”</p>
-
-<p>“What I feel for you, Your&mdash;Your Lowness.”</p>
-
-<p>“Good! I <i>must</i> be getting bad. It is well that you pay me
-an out-loud compliment now and then, when I’m paying you
-with the utmost of my unlimited power. You encourage me
-to proceed. Although I don’t wish you to doff your gentle
-ways&mdash;they’ll serve as a model for your she-destroyers&mdash;you
-must keep clearly in mind that our chief emotion down here
-is hate&mdash;immortal hate.”</p>
-
-<p>“Hate immortal? I find it hard to think of such a thing.
-I am sure that I never could hate for long. On Earth, I
-might stay angry with some one through the day, but I
-couldn’t go to sleep until I forgave.”</p>
-
-<p>His Majesty scowled down at her, evidently disturbed.
-“It’s all right to look that idea. Of course you don’t feel
-it. You certainly must hate these earthlings you’re telling us
-about.”</p>
-
-<p>“You are wrong. I don’t hate them. Somehow I can’t
-hate any of them.” With a catch of breath, she added: “If
-you said immortal love, now&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Tut, tut, my child. Isn’t it hot enough down here?
-Don’t heat up my imagination.”</p>
-
-<p>“But didn’t you ever feel love for anybody?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, nor wouldn’t if I could. Love is weakening&mdash;orangeade
-for temperance fools like General Sam. What is
-it anyhow? Some old scientist has defined it as ‘merely the
-attraction of billions of atoms, electrically charged in the
-system, corresponding to the same number of the same sort
-of atoms in a person of the opposite sex.’ There you have
-it. What is so marvelous about that&mdash;what to make such a
-to-do over?”</p>
-
-<p>“That definition doesn’t sound right to me.”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores’ eyes gazed out over the garden with a waiting
-look. It was as if, within their shadows of a purple that
-shamed the bourgainvillae bloom, hope was hiding in the
-arbor.</p>
-
-<p>The King watched her in his considering way. His arm
-stretched along the back of the bench. When convinced that
-she had forgotten his presence, he suddenly snapped his
-strong, long fingers around the nape of her neck.</p>
-
-<p>With a smothered scream, Dolores tried to shake off his
-clutch. Never from a mortal man had she felt a touch so
-offensive, yet so loathsomely attracting.</p>
-
-<p>“Please release me. You are so&mdash;so intense!”</p>
-
-<p>“Quite too intense”&mdash;Satan drew back his lips over his
-teeth in a bestial smile&mdash;“and in the imperative tense. Remember,
-Dame Dolores, that what I want, I do not ask. I
-take.”</p>
-
-<p>Sliding his hand down her arm, he drew her to her feet.</p>
-
-<p>“Considering that, how do you like the prospect of this
-High Priestess job?”</p>
-
-<p>“I simply couldn’t do such things as you propose,” she
-dared his displeasure to protest. “I should fail dismally, for
-I am not at heart the sort you think. You say that love
-weakens one, but my spirit would die, I know, if I cast love
-out and tried to hate. You would be disappointed in me
-and your plans planned in vain. If success is what you
-demand, choose some one stronger in hate than I&mdash;some one
-who&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Playing in form to the last!” he commented. “You are
-wise. There really is no comparison between this appointment
-and one to the Wanton’s Well or, say, the Traitors to
-Mothers. You, by the way, are a native daughter to the
-last-named state. Did that strike you the other day? According
-to your own account, you killed your mother before
-the poor thing could so much as say ‘top o’ the morning.’”</p>
-
-<p>“At least let me think it over. Let me finish the séances
-first,” Dolores plead, under the iron of his reminder. “I am
-exhausted each night when they are over and busy all the
-next day planning how best I may continue to entertain
-Your Lowness. A new undertaking might make me a
-failure in both.”</p>
-
-<p>“There is something to that, unless&mdash;&mdash;” He peered
-down at her suspiciously. “You’re not aspiring to outwit me
-by dragging out that life story indefinitely? The new job
-<i>will</i> tax your concentration, no doubt of it. And you do
-look all in after your regular evening stunt. All right. You
-may have one week after the end of the séances in which to
-make up such of your mind as I have not made up for you.
-But I say&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Your&mdash;&mdash; Yes, Pluto?”</p>
-
-<p>“Aren’t you the dearest of griefs?” Although he laughed
-at the guile with which she had thanked him for his concession,
-he finished the warning sternly. “See you make
-your story snappy to-night. Don’t let these days of grace&mdash;or
-disgrace&mdash;make you as profuse of unessential details as
-you’ve been chary of the essentials past nights. If you do,
-you’ll find yourself talking against time with a vengeance.
-A vengeance&mdash;get that?”</p>
-
-<p>Yes, she assured him, her voice a minor chord. And she
-would try to make it “snappy.”</p>
-
-<p>A weakness for her? As compared with the strength he
-was showing to bend or break her to his will, that dread
-now seemed a hope.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XI">CHAPTER XI</h3>
-</div>
-
-<p>In the long moment during which Mrs. Cabot leveled her
-astonished stare upon the applicant as governess to her son,
-the girl did not breathe. When direct demand was made of
-her she could not speak.</p>
-
-<p>“Tell me, is coming here your own idea? Or did my
-husband&mdash;&mdash;?”</p>
-
-<p>The smart vision in black and white interrupted herself
-by an over-shoulder invitation.</p>
-
-<p>“Come in, Henri. Be moved to admiration of my John.
-Even you will concede that he is improving.”</p>
-
-<p>To the personage in blue-gray uniform who clattered at
-her side, she added:</p>
-
-<p>“You have the privilege of viewing at close range the
-famed Dolores Trent.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, the mademoiselle which Meestaire Cabot have
-rescue?” inquired the French cavalry officer.</p>
-
-<p>“The same. Is there anything like rescuing a lady, my
-dear d’Elie, to excite a man’s interest in her? He is pleased
-with her because pleased with himself&mdash;so pleased that he
-wants to keep right on rescuing her. I might have known
-that John would locate the disappearing heroine of his hero
-act sooner or later. But how naïvely American to try to
-make a convenience of his own home!”</p>
-
-<p>In Dolores’ silence Mrs. Morrison denied the charge.</p>
-
-<p>“Miss Trent was sent here through Madame Sheehan’s
-agency, to which I frequently apply. Up to the moment you
-came in just now, Mrs. Cabot, she thought me the mother
-of the child in need of a governess. I assure you that Mr.
-Cabot had nothing to do with her application.”</p>
-
-<p>An arpeggio of light laughter, accompanied by a bass
-chord, greeted this defense.</p>
-
-<p>“No use talking, she’s <i>good</i>, isn’t she?” Mrs. Cabot asked
-her escort, before turning directly to Dolores. “But I fear,
-Miss Trent, that you’re not quite good enough. A mother
-owes something to her child, even though a father thinks
-that he does not. I thank you for coming. You have succeeded
-better than our parson friend’s lynx in giving me a
-rare sensation&mdash;that of surprise. I wish you a very good
-morning.”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores rose; heard a quiet voice making her reply.</p>
-
-<p>“And I am sorry that I came. I shouldn’t have done so
-had I understood. I hope you will believe Mrs. Morrison,
-if not me, for Mr. Cabot’s sake. Good morning.”</p>
-
-<p>On her way to the entrance, the purport of a rapid exchange
-in French between him named as d’Elie and Mrs.
-Cabot was forced upon her realization.</p>
-
-<p>“Pardon, adored one, but have you considered the other
-needs of your household?”</p>
-
-<p>“What other needs could there be in which this celebrated
-miss is concerned?”</p>
-
-<p>“Only yesterday madame was saying that her husband
-seemed afflicted with ennui&mdash;that it might be advisable to
-stimulate his interest in life. Might it not prove pleasant,
-my angel, if the father of the infant terrible should find
-the new governess&mdash;shall I say, <i>congenial</i>?”</p>
-
-<p>“Enough, my clever Henri. I understand.”</p>
-
-<p>So complete was the change of manner with which Mrs.
-Cabot stopped the girl at the door that a more experienced
-person could scarcely have been blamed for bewilderment.
-Her cynical expression was lost in a humid smile. Her voice
-softened. She tossed aside the crop with which she had
-been swishing the air to extend the hand of appeal.</p>
-
-<p>“The Marquis d’Elie has criticized my lack of charity,”
-she said. “Perhaps I <i>am</i> wrong to jump at conclusions.
-And it is a responsibility to send a mere child like you back
-into a world which already has been rather hard on her.
-Then, too, my unfortunate offspring is to be considered. It
-is quite possible that he might get along better with a young
-person than the nursery monitors he so often has defeated.
-I wonder if you are as amiable as you look&mdash;if you could
-forgive the hasty things I said just now?”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores did not know what to think, still less what to
-say. She parried by a question which interested her.</p>
-
-<p>“You call your son unfortunate. What is the matter
-with him?”</p>
-
-<p>Catherine Cabot’s first talent was that of taking. Whatever
-she wanted in life she took as her perquisite. Always
-had she taken admiration, service, flattery, love, sacrifice,
-money. Literally she had taken her husband because he
-was useful to her. She proceeded now to take Dolores
-Trent.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, my dear, if you could know how unfortunate! Most
-children have some sort of a chance, but not my poor Jackie.
-Probably after you have seen him and know something of
-the disposition that comes from his sufferings, you won’t
-wish to undertake him. You would need a love for children
-great enough to include the most unlovable.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I have a great love for children,” Dolores said. “My
-neighbors used to say that I have a way with them.”</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Cabot would be relieved of his heaviest burden if
-we’d find some one who could handle Jack.” Catherine continued
-her “taking.” “It would seem like a fatality, wouldn’t
-it, if in return for his small service to you that day at
-Seff’s&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“His service wasn’t small, Mrs. Cabot. I may have
-seemed ungrateful not to thank him, but I&mdash;&mdash; You
-see&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course you couldn’t and of course he didn’t wish you
-to,” the wife assured her. “But it would be really beautiful&mdash;sort
-of nice and Emersonian&mdash;if you could pass along
-the favor he did you to his child. Suppose you hold an
-open mind, Miss Trent, until after you’ve met Jack. I’ll
-come to his rooms later and help to explain him. Morrison
-will take up all details with you, if you should decide to
-stay. Won’t you try, anyhow, to forget and forgive my
-unkindness?”</p>
-
-<p>The girl, still standing just within the door, heard the
-Frenchman’s congratulation, as the brilliant-looking pair disappeared
-among the palms of the foyer.</p>
-
-<p>“But you are wonderful, my adored one, most wonderful!”</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>As Dolores stepped off the elevator onto the third-floor
-balcony that overlooked the great, glass-domed hall, a
-woman’s scream cut the quiet. The housekeeper hurried
-ahead and threw open the door of a large, sun-flooded room.</p>
-
-<p>“He have bite me, Mees Morrison. But see this mark on
-my wrist. I should regret to desert madame, but I give
-up my place rather than play as the nurse one hour longer.”</p>
-
-<p>The plaint arose from a be-capped young woman whom
-Dolores later learned to be Annette, Mrs. Cabot’s maid,
-pressed into emergency service. She had made a shield of
-a light chair between herself and the boy of eight, or thereabouts,
-who was pursuing her. The bone of their contention
-seemed to be a particularly boneless toy dog held above his
-reach.</p>
-
-<p>Dolores’ first view of John Cabot, Jr., was not heartening.
-His only recognition of her presence was a scowl. In lurching
-forward over the chair to recapture his plaything, he
-slipped and fell, with a shriek more of chagrin than pain,
-upon the floor. When Morrison and Annette rushed to his
-assistance, Dolores intervened. She asked that they leave
-her alone with the boy.</p>
-
-<p>After the closing click of the door she crossed to one
-of the windows; seated herself in an upholstered chair; gave
-her attention to the park view.</p>
-
-<p>“Why don’t you come and pick me up?”</p>
-
-<p>At the demand, she turned to see that Master Jack still
-sprawled on the floor, his chin cupped in his hands, his
-unchildlike frown upon her.</p>
-
-<p>“I didn’t suppose you’d wish to be picked up&mdash;a big boy
-like you,” she said. “I didn’t suppose you’d even wish me
-to look at you.”</p>
-
-<p>She regretted the ruse the moment she realized his physical
-handicap. Having challenged his pride, however, she hesitated
-to retreat. But an ache for him which never was entirely
-eased came into her heart as she watched his efforts
-to achieve his feet; noted the warped condition of his legs;
-watched his peculiar gait as he approached her&mdash;a slithering
-forward of his feet, with no yield at his knees and hips.</p>
-
-<p>Jack’s upper body was only fairly developed, yet by comparison
-with his nether limbs his arms looked excessively
-long. His head, with its luxurious growth of dark brown,
-slightly curling hair, was large as a gnome’s. At the
-moment his features were twisted into an expression of
-resentment. Only his eyes were beautiful, wide-set and
-Irish-gray in color, with an outsweep of long, almost black
-lashes.</p>
-
-<p>A certain embarrassment for him, which quickly followed
-the shock of noting his deformity, caused Dolores to lift
-her eyes toward a square object wrapped about with a bath
-towel, which was suspended from the ceiling near the
-window.</p>
-
-<p>“A bird?” she asked irrelevantly.</p>
-
-<p>“A canary.” Master Jack now stood directly before her.
-“He sings so much around noon-time, I bag him.”</p>
-
-<p>“And don’t you like him to sing?”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course not. He sounds too happy. Who are you,
-anyway?”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores’ eyes filled with the wistfulness that always overflowed
-her heart at thought of her own lonely childhood&mdash;her
-super-sad little-girlhood.</p>
-
-<p>“I am some one your mother has engaged to keep you
-company,” she told him. “I do hope we can make a go
-of it, Jack. I certainly should appreciate your friendship.”</p>
-
-<p>“You’re not&mdash;&mdash;” Suspicion stiffened his face. “Say, if
-you’re another governess&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“I’d rather be,” she interrupted, “sort of a pal.”</p>
-
-<p>“But you couldn’t play boy’s games. What’s your name?”</p>
-
-<p>“Dolores Trent. Dolores means grief.”</p>
-
-<p>“’Lores&mdash;grief?”</p>
-
-<p>His interest was caught, as had been Vincent Seff’s, by
-that “sad little name” of hers. He hooked one hand to his
-hip like some shrunken old man and studied her from beneath
-the graceful sweep of his lashes. New objection
-occurred to him.</p>
-
-<p>“My mother insists that I keep cheerful all the time. She
-mightn’t let you stay if she knew your name meant grief.
-She hung Dick in here. That’s one reason I don’t like him.”</p>
-
-<p>“How you must love your mother, Jack&mdash;she’s so
-beautiful!”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s no reason to love anybody,” came his startling
-statement. “I’ve been living with my mother going on nine
-years now and she’s getting kind of stale. I don’t mind
-your name&mdash;being kept cheerful all the time is what I hate
-the most. I won’t stand it, I tell you!”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores quieted his returning excitement with a shrug of
-compliance. “Let’s just be miserable together, then.”</p>
-
-<p>“Until that gets tiresome.” Even with the shrewd proviso,
-one corner of the boy’s over-large mouth twitched, as if from
-humor. “Mind, I get my own way,” he warned, “except
-when John’s home.”</p>
-
-<p>“John?” she asked.</p>
-
-<p>“My father. He’s the only person I respect, unless it is
-Clarke Shayle. I don’t know, though. I think I like Clarke
-more than I respect him. And then, of course, he hurts
-me a lot. Clarke’s my osteopath. He has won five medals
-for swimming. John hasn’t any medals, but he doesn’t need
-them. You sort of know that he could have all he wanted
-if he wanted them.”</p>
-
-<p>“And you let your father have his own way with you?”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course, and not because he would punish me if I
-disobeyed him, either. They say”&mdash;Jack drew up quaintly&mdash;“that
-John worships me. As for me, I shouldn’t wish to
-offend him. We’re awfully chummy, my father and I,
-although he’s very tall and strong and I&mdash;&mdash;” Gulping, he
-turned away. “See that wooden cradle in the corner? I’d
-never have it in my rooms except that John was rocked in it
-when he was a baby. Seems funny to think of John ever
-having been a baby, he’s so mannish now.”</p>
-
-<p>The Colonial antique which had distracted the little fellow’s
-thoughts from himself, was the first of many interesting
-treasures he showed her. Mrs. Cabot had called the
-child’s quarters “rooms,” rather than “nursery,” and they
-were, indeed, furnished incongruously for his years. Except
-for a few mechanical toys, the suite might have been that of
-some sophisticated bachelor. The chamber that opened off
-the living room was filled with heirloom mahogany, the bed
-a fine example of pineapple four-poster upon which not
-only his father’s father, but also his great-grandfather had
-slept. Oil portraits of the paternal line hung the walls.
-Turkish rugs lay upon the polished floors. An old corner
-clock ticked away the time for this last of the Cabots as it
-had for seven generations of the name before him. He particularly
-liked the clock, Jack said, because it was calm-faced&mdash;not
-too sad, not too happy&mdash;just calm.</p>
-
-<p>To a large bowl of gold-fish twinkling lazily in the sunlight,
-he invited her especial attention. They had been given
-him by Clarke Shayle, he explained, to demonstrate the first
-principles of swimming.</p>
-
-<p>“Clarke’s going to make a swimmer of me,” he asserted,
-“after he gets me well. Oh, you needn’t look so sorry for
-me! I’ve got good arms, haven’t I? You watch the gold-fish.
-They haven’t any legs.”</p>
-
-<p>“Promise”&mdash;Dolores swallowed at the lump in her throat&mdash;“to
-give me one of your medals as a souvenir some day?”</p>
-
-<p>From a downward glance at his poor body, he stared at
-her suspiciously. Evidently deciding that she was not making
-sport of him, he conceded: “Of course it may be a while
-yet. And we mayn’t be friends that long. That’s Clarke
-coming now for my treatment. I know his step.”</p>
-
-<p>“Dr.” Shayle lacked the professional look. Although
-slightly above medium height, he was heavy as he well could
-be without loss of the athletic appearance for which Dolores
-had been prepared. He was young, clean-shaved, redheaded,
-freckled. Next after his appearance of strength,
-she noticed his cheerfulness. He had very clean teeth and
-an engaging smile. Early in their interview, he laughed in a
-joyous, lingering way, with a glance that coaxed her to share
-his amusement. She noticed also in these first moments a
-yellowish fleck in the brown iris of his right eye. It served
-to give him an oddly intent expression.</p>
-
-<p>At once after Jack’s staid ceremony of introduction, he
-declared excitedly that he would not be “mauled” to-day&mdash;that
-he could not be forced into a treatment.</p>
-
-<p>“Who wants to force you?” asked Shayle. “Do you think
-I enjoy wearing myself all out? A hike will be better for
-you, anyhow, at the present moment. Here, let me wind up
-that dog!”</p>
-
-<p>His suggestion developed into a lesson in the slithering
-walk which evidently was the afflicted lad’s chief hope of
-getting along through life. The toy, over whose possession
-Jack had bitten the French maid’s wrist, was a mechanical
-dog whose four legs worked, when set going, with something
-the movement which the osteopath was cultivating in his
-patient. The dog set the pace across the room; the boy did
-his best to follow.</p>
-
-<p>“If you’d hold your head straight, little chump, not so
-far to one side, you’d be better balanced,” Shayle advised
-from his down-leaning, critical inspection.</p>
-
-<p>“I won’t and I never will.” Jack stopped to glare back
-at his trainer. “John always holds his head to one side and
-I guess he walks all right.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh well, if John does! Like father like son&mdash;beautiful
-sentiment.” At once the doctor passed the point. Giving
-up seemed to be his policy. “That’s enough hiking for
-to-day, old scout. Just let me feel those knee muscles. No,
-not a regular boy-handling on the bed. Just a touch to see
-if they aren’t working better to-day.”</p>
-
-<p>During the operation into which Shayle had inveigled his
-patient, Dolores observed that his hands, while freckled and
-rather thick, were drawn into slender fingers, pointed at the
-tips, with nails neatly manicured.</p>
-
-<p>“You’ve cheated&mdash;you’re hurting me like a real treatment!”
-shrieked Jack and beat his practitioner in the face
-until able to wriggle out of his grasp.</p>
-
-<p>Dr. Shayle changed the subject as promptly as he gave up
-his attempt. “Have a heart, Mister Dempsey. Wait a
-minute&mdash;I want to say something. What’s become of
-the Cabot courtesy? You haven’t asked Miss Trent to take
-off her things.”</p>
-
-<p>“We were so busy getting acquainted!” Dolores, with a
-confidential glance at the boy, lifted her hands to her hat.</p>
-
-<p>“Allow me to make up for friend pugilist’s oversight.”
-With that coaxing laugh of his, Shayle arose to help with the
-Duvetyn coat.</p>
-
-<p>In the act, his hand touched the pulse at the side of her
-throat. With the contact, a strange sensation quivered
-through her, disturbing, yet somehow pleasant. Evidently
-he, too, had felt it. He looked straight into her eyes a
-moment, his face suddenly serious.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Ah!</i>”</p>
-
-<p>Oddly enough, that was all he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Madame has a headache, Dr. Shayle. She wishes you to
-attend her as soon as you have finish’ with the&mdash;with Master
-Jacques.”</p>
-
-<p>The interruption came from Annette, the maid who had
-been bitten, now serene of voice and immaculate in fresh
-cap and apron.</p>
-
-<p>“What, another?”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores heard the mutter which prefaced Shayle’s more
-formal acknowledgment of the message. She was surprised
-at the headache and told the doctor so. Mrs. Cabot had
-looked quite well on returning from her ride.</p>
-
-<p>Although he made no comment, she was struck by his
-expression and the fact that it was reflected in the thin face
-of the boy&mdash;an expression hard to define, but certainly not
-sympathetic.</p>
-
-<p>After a luncheon served for Jack and herself in his sitting-room,
-the boy was retired to his nap and she summoned to
-an interview with Mrs. Morrison. She was not asked
-whether she would or would not stay. The housekeeper
-seemed to have taken it for granted that she would. And
-indeed, two realizations had settled the issue. Jack needed
-her and she needed him.</p>
-
-<p>She was shown a pleasant room farther along the third-floor
-balcony and asked about her luggage. Her wages
-would be the same as paid the previous governess. Mrs.
-Cabot regretted a slight indisposition, but sent word that,
-as Dr. Shayle approved her start with Master Jack, she was
-to use her own judgment.</p>
-
-<p>The kindly housekeeper expressed a personal hope that
-she would be happy and comfortable. She must come down
-to the ground-floor parlor when lonely and must not fail
-to ask for anything she needed or wished.</p>
-
-<p>Before the young heir had awakened, Dolores returned to
-the outer room of the suite. She took up a magazine, but
-did not feel like reading&mdash;got no farther than a page of
-kennel advertisements. Her eyes upon a circle which had
-been penciled around the picture of a pedigreed Airedale, she
-gave up to her thoughts.</p>
-
-<p>Strange though it was, her present situation seemed
-natural. That she should find herself in the home of the
-Cabots who, from among the great cityfull had figured in
-both her previous engagements, impressed her as nothing
-short of fatalistic. Blindfolded, she had faced in their
-direction. Each of her stumbles had been a step toward
-the place made ready for her. She had been prepared to
-appreciate what they had to offer her; they what she could
-and would return. The third attempt to earn her livelihood
-surely would prove the charm. Could it be possible that
-only that morning she had set out, the end of her day a
-closed book? This afternoon the book lay wide, its lines
-clearly typed. And pleasant reading the future chapters
-looked, each day-page illumined with the joy of doing for
-someone less fortunate than herself.</p>
-
-<p>Until he spoke, she did not know that Jack was staring
-at her from the bedroom doorway.</p>
-
-<p>“You have a nicer nose than the last one. She left because
-I called her ‘Needle-nose Nannie’ to her face. She
-had the piercingest nose I ever saw. I never asked my
-other governesses, but will you come with me on my drive?”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores was glad to go, the more so that he had suggested
-it. Already she longed that he should love her.
-There seemed safety in the love of a child.</p>
-
-<p>In the open car from which he preferred to take his air
-when the weather was fine, as he told her with his manner
-of a bored little man of affairs, she scarcely could restrain
-the impulse to put her arm around him. Appreciating, however,
-his oldishness, she contented herself with finding his
-hand beneath the fur robe when a squirrel excited them by
-dashing across the road in peril of their tires.</p>
-
-<p>They did not drive for long. Sight of several children
-running races on the green brought from the cripple a crisp
-order of “Home, Herrick!”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores made no protest. She understood. But she held
-tight to the gloved fingers beneath the robe.</p>
-
-<p>“I never take any chances of missing John,” was the boy’s
-manufactured explanation. “He comes up to see me first
-thing after he gets home.”</p>
-
-<p>Back in his suite, the tedium of his shut-in life soon
-showed in returning irritability.</p>
-
-<p>“I do get so tired of women, women&mdash;always women! I
-don’t like them any more than they like me. Why can’t they
-get me a man governess?” And after a scowling moment:
-“What games do you know?”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores did not know any. “Games” had been considered
-the least necessary thing in her child life. Yet the moment
-was unpropitious for admitting the lack. Urgently she
-applied to her imagination. A smothered cheep from the
-towel-covered bird-cage brought inspiration.</p>
-
-<p>“Did you ever try,” she asked, “a game called ‘Turn-about’?”</p>
-
-<p>“No. How do you play it?”</p>
-
-<p>“Another name for it is ‘Fair-Play.’ Turn-about is fair-play,
-you know. First one of us&mdash;you or I&mdash;has his way.
-Then, turn-about, the other has his.”</p>
-
-<p>“Sounds like a queer game.” He considered a moment,
-as the possibilities of the idea opened before him. “You
-can do anything you like in your turn&mdash;all the naughty things
-you’ve wanted to do and didn’t dare?”</p>
-
-<p>“All of them&mdash;that is, all you still wish to do.”</p>
-
-<p>“All right. First go!” A crafty look lit the gray eyes.
-Turning, he shuffled across the room. “I’m going to do
-what your coming stopped me from doing&mdash;break this dog.
-I hate&mdash;<i>hate</i>&mdash;<span class="allsmcap">HATE</span> it! It is just a stupid toy, but it goes
-faster than I can every time and it never hurts at all.”</p>
-
-<p>Without a word of protest, Dolores watched him hammer
-the floor with the device which was at once his ambition and
-his despair; allowed him to wrench it to pieces, legs from
-body and head from neck.</p>
-
-<p>“My turn now,” she said. “I’m going to take the towel
-from around Dick’s cage.”</p>
-
-<p>Sagacity was evidenced in the boy’s instant retort. “Then
-I’ll take my next turn putting it back again.”</p>
-
-<p>“And keep the game at a standstill? I can repeat, remember,
-as often as you,” Dolores warned him. Stepping
-down from the chair upon which she had stood to let sunlight
-in upon the canary, now ruffling its yellow plumage enjoyably,
-she seated herself and stayed his lifted hand. “I want
-to tell you something, Jackie dear. Happiness is the most
-attractive thing in the world and one of the hardest to have.
-Just because your bird knows the secret of how to have
-it, even though shut up in a smaller space than you, you are
-jealous. So long as you’re jealous, you’ll never be happy.
-I’ve never been very happy either, but I want to be and I’ve
-heard that happiness begets happiness. Maybe if you and
-I would listen to Dick sing, we’d get the spirit of why he
-sings. Maybe after a while we could be happy, too. What
-do you say?”</p>
-
-<p>“I say it’s no fun being happy.”</p>
-
-<p>Although he jerked his hand away and spoke defiantly,
-Dolores thought she saw a gleam of interest in his eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“Of course, you can try if you want to,” he added. “I’ll
-take my next turn spilling the gold-fish. There’ll be plenty
-of time for Clarke to get me some more before I’m strong
-enough to learn to swim.”</p>
-
-<p>Heartsick, Dolores watched him stagger toward the bathroom
-with the heavy glass bowl. She realized that, in steadying
-himself inside, he was waiting for her to object. But
-she uttered no word of reproach as he dumped the gleaming
-inmates and their small sea upon the tiling. When she heard
-him chuckling over their squirms, she followed him.</p>
-
-<p>“My turn!” She took the bowl from him, filled it with
-fresh water and replaced within it the emptied moss and
-stones. Upon her knees on the folded bath-rug, she invited
-his assistance in a way most matter-of-fact “We must get
-them in quickly or they’ll die. Careful how you scoop them
-up&mdash;their fins are very delicate. See how glad they are to
-be back in the water again and how gracefully they swim!”</p>
-
-<p>The boy was actually helping her when the opening of
-the hall door interrupted. He steadied himself to his feet,
-then slithered into the sitting-room. Still bent to her life-saving
-task, Dolores heard the exchange without and saw,
-over-shoulder, the man-to-man hand-shake of father and
-son.</p>
-
-<p>“Hello, John Cabot!”</p>
-
-<p>“Jack Cabot, hello!”</p>
-
-<p>“I broke my dog, but you know the reason, John. I’d
-not mind so much if a live one beat me. Aren’t you ever
-going to get me a real dog?”</p>
-
-<p>“Your apology is accepted, Jack. But how could I know
-you’d be good to a live dog if you had one? He would
-have to be considered as well as you. They tell me you break
-all your toys. I’d hate to see the spirit of a good dog broken.
-How can I be sure&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“But I tell you I <i>would</i> be good to him. Don’t I keep
-my word to you, John? I’d never have spilled the fishes
-except that I had given in to ’Lores about Dick. Oh, you
-don’t know about ’Lores yet!”</p>
-
-<p>The boy it was who brought them again face to face.
-Dolores had reëntered the living-room. John Cabot stopped
-beside the center table&mdash;stopped and looked across at her.
-Just what his look meant&mdash;superstition, disapproval, fear&mdash;she
-could not be sure. Her heart beat uncomfortably while
-she waited for him to speak.</p>
-
-<p>“I was told down-stairs that a new governess had come,”
-he said, after what seemed a long time. “I didn’t understand
-that it was you.”</p>
-
-<p>“And I didn’t understand that the position was offered by
-you,” she replied. “If you are displeased, Mr. Cabot, I
-will give up&mdash;Jack.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I won’t give <i>her</i> up, John, even if she is a woman-governess.
-She knows games that I never heard about. If
-you’ll just get me an Airedale now&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>The child’s demands broke the strain of the moment.
-John Cabot offered his hand. The faint smile of his reassurance
-disappeared from his lips when he read on the
-tiling the continuation of Jack’s story of the gold-fish.
-Dolores studied him. Although a shadow lowered over his
-eyes at this evidence of the evil temper of his son, he gave
-her an impression of great kindness and great suppression.
-He looked like what he really was&mdash;which, she had noticed,
-most men do not.</p>
-
-<p>“I am afraid, my boy, that I could not trust a live dog
-to you,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>He was restoring the last of the stranded aquatics to comfort
-within the bowl when a lilting laugh surprised the three.
-Mrs. Cabot, evidently recovered from her headache, was
-watching them.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XII">CHAPTER XII</h3>
-</div>
-
-<p>John Cabot seldom spoke with the new governess, as she
-took to absenting herself during the afternoon hour which
-he spent with his son. None the less she learned much about
-him and, through the opinion of others, came to hold him in
-high regard.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Morrison, daughter of the distinguished-looking old
-butler, Bradish, had been with the Cabot family practically
-her lifetime and proved an enthusiastic informant at the
-tea-time chats to which she frequently invited the girl. She
-took a personal pride in her employer and his career.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Cabot, she boasted, was one of the few “real” New
-Yorkers. His family had lived in Manhattan since the sixteen-fifties.
-A red brick house in Whitehall Street, near
-the Battery, had been the birthplace of two generations of
-his grandfathers. There the Cabots had lived in the days
-when Castle Garden was the home of Grand Opera and
-Jennie Lind its Galli-Curci. The old house still stood,
-although its quondam drawing-room, where once the fair
-and gallant had stepped the minuet, now staged nothing
-more romantic than haggles over the price of shipping stores.</p>
-
-<p>The comfortable fortune awaiting the present head of
-the house on his graduation from Princeton, he had increased
-to great wealth through an international banking
-organization built up largely through his efforts. Particularly
-proud was the housekeeper over the fact that not only
-the Cabot dollars but the master himself had worked
-unceasingly to “win the war,” that not only his own Government,
-but also those of Britain and France had heaped
-honors upon him. In the underwriting of the war loans of
-the Allies and in the direction of American Liberty Bond
-flotations the services he had rendered without financial gain
-were declared inestimable. For a time, indeed, the Cabot
-Bank&mdash;a classic structure on Broad Street within a stone’s
-throw of the homestead&mdash;had been the acknowledged center
-of war finance for half the world.</p>
-
-<p>By his employees&mdash;also according to Morrison&mdash;the
-banker was adored for his democratic manner; was respected
-for the unfailing honesty of his business code; was, at the
-same time, served with the diligence of fear. In his home,
-his every gesture was anticipated that it might be the more
-quickly obeyed. None, not even the beautiful madame,
-would have dared question any of the direct wishes he so
-seldom expressed.</p>
-
-<p>To his only son John Cabot was a fascinating mystery.</p>
-
-<p>“You know, John’s a queer man,” the boy confided to
-Dolores, with his elderly faculty for analysis. “He’s as
-quiet and kind as anybody could be and yet he keeps everyone
-scared of him. Morrison says it’s because he is ‘just.’ What
-is there about justice, ’Lores, that everybody’s so scared of?”</p>
-
-<p>On another occasion: “One thing I like about John, is
-the interest he can take in little things. Why, he plays my
-Christmas games better than I do, and the way he can keep
-clocks going! Sometimes when he stays home evenings, he
-brings almost a dozen in here and sits on the floor and gets
-them all ticking at once. That clock of my great-grandfather
-Cabot’s is his pet. All the jewelers said the old works would
-have to be replaced. But John says he’s going to keep it
-going through my lifetime at least. He’s funny that way.
-He never thinks of dying. Somehow, I don’t think anybody
-could make him die until he got ready.”</p>
-
-<p>Once the child-man had opened up a hurt in his confidence:
-“I heard my mother tell John one day that my
-grandmother&mdash;his own mother, you know&mdash;might have called
-him ‘Jack,’ but she felt sure that nobody else had. She said
-he was the uncompromising kind of man that everybody just
-naturally called ‘John.’ Sometimes my mother talks as if
-she did not think much of John, any more than she does of
-me. That’s why I can’t think much of her. Just what kind
-is an uncompromising man, ’Lores?”</p>
-
-<p>Even by madame herself were the peculiarities of the master
-of the great house discussed with the latest comer.
-Dolores, yielding to the unexpected fancy which Catherine
-seemed to have taken to her and looking on her with almost
-worshipful eyes in her sacred capacity of motherhood, welcomed
-every opportunity of showing her gratitude. One
-stormy afternoon, when she had been summoned to m’lady’s
-quarters on the second floor, the trend of the wife’s conversation
-became an urge that the governess think well of her
-husband.</p>
-
-<p>Fragrant from her bath, Catherine was sitting before a
-pier glass in her dressing room leisurely and, it would seem
-regretfully, covering her exquisite body with undergarments
-of rather sleazy texture. The fresh-opened box of bon-bons
-which stood on a nearby tabourette she urged upon Dolores
-with her comments.</p>
-
-<p>“John Cabot’s character is an open book&mdash;<i>in cipher</i>,” she
-declared. “I have noticed, my dear, that you appear to be
-just a bit in awe of him. It seems too bad when you will
-be thrown so much together over Jack. Perhaps if I give
-you the key to him you will feel more comfortable in his
-presence. He is not nearly so cold or stern as he acts.
-Really, he used to be quite ardent before&mdash;&mdash; Well, you
-know, before we got to know each other so thoroughly. I
-used to think him the strongest man I’d ever met.”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores resented the insinuation. “But isn’t he still
-stronger, now that he has learned to control his feelings?
-And perhaps he wouldn’t wish people to be given what you
-call the key to him.”</p>
-
-<p>But Catherine was not listening, as told by the opera air
-she hummed. She had become intent over an open drawerful
-of lingerie, some pieces simple, some elaborate as the
-sweat-shop set bought that day at Seff’s. With the selection
-of a rather plain Philippine linen for that day’s wear, her
-interest returned to the ever engrossing subject of herself.</p>
-
-<p>“Queer, isn’t it, how one’s early habits will cling? Have
-you heard that I wasn’t always rich? I haven’t a dollar
-except what Mr. Cabot has settled on me. My father had
-plenty to start with, but he squandered it all on ‘old masters’
-that turned out to be neither masters nor old. I try to
-forget the humiliations of those days, but every now and
-then am reminded by little things&mdash;like, for instance, this.”</p>
-
-<p>At the puzzled look with which Dolores’ eyes met the
-emergence of her own from the neck scallops of the sheer
-envelope, she expanded:</p>
-
-<p>“I never wear my best clothes on a stormy day. Isn’t that
-too funny, when I don’t need to think of the weather? I’m
-interested in noting my own characteristics quite as much as
-I would be those of another person. Dr. Shayle says that
-I have the introspective faculty to a marked degree. I
-appreciate the compliment from him.”</p>
-
-<p>“He seems to see,” the girl remarked, “so much more than
-is on the surface.”</p>
-
-<p>By way of the glass, Catherine smiled at her, the short
-upper lip which was a piquant flaw in otherwise perfect
-features lifting over her gleaming, mouselike teeth.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Dr. Shayle has remarkable powers! I discovered
-him, you know. No wonder he admires me and feels&mdash;well&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>For once Dolores interrupted. She did not wish to be told
-first-hand of the likable young osteopath’s devotion, concerning
-which she had heard considerable gossip from the
-servants. She felt that it would not be just loyal to Dr.
-Shayle. Although fearful for her temerity, she changed the
-subject.</p>
-
-<p>“That day you engaged me, the Marquis d’Elie spoke of
-other needs of your household in which I might help. You
-have been very kind to me and I want to do all I can in
-return. Won’t you tell me what they are&mdash;the other needs?”</p>
-
-<p>Relieved that her beautiful employer showed no resentment,
-she did not try to analyze the confused look turned
-into the mirror.</p>
-
-<p>“The need the marquis meant&mdash;&mdash;” Catherine spoke
-readily enough after the moment’s pause&mdash;“is mine for
-someone congenial to talk with in this great barn of a house&mdash;someone
-refined, you know, with a mind more the quality
-of my own. That’s all, really, just someone to lift the heavy
-moments. D’Elie feels a deep sympathy for me.”</p>
-
-<p>So pathetic did she sound and look that Dolores, too, felt
-sympathetic. That the enviable Mrs. Cabot might have a
-secret sorrow had not occurred to her. This time she did
-not check the tendency toward confidence; waited rather
-in silence, lest she seem inquisitive, for whatsoever might be
-entrusted to her. But before Catherine could continue, someone
-entered the boudoir that opened off the dressing room.
-It was the Marquis d’Elie.</p>
-
-<p>That was the early afternoon when he, like the oft-mentioned
-“angel” of the old saw, startled them both by an
-unannounced appearance. Dolores was sitting out of his
-line of vision, but she could see him plainly in the pier
-glass. She rose, outraged at the Frenchman’s presumption
-with the wife of John Cabot; turned toward Catherine;
-waited for her to reprimand him as he deserved.</p>
-
-<p>Catherine, who had been in the act of tying a ribbon at
-her breast, stiffened as if turned to the marble she looked
-and stared into the glass at the reflection of the smiling
-alien. A hurried glance she spared for the confections of silk
-crepe and lace in the open drawer, then bit her lip. When
-at last she spoke, her voice was one of utter exasperation.</p>
-
-<p>“And me in a cotton chemise!”</p>
-
-<p>“But lovely&mdash;ah&mdash;as a lily of <i>la belle France</i>!” the
-Marquis enthused. “I have slip’ up for that small talk of
-confidence about the amount of the dot, <i>mon ange</i>. I feel
-distress that you must sue for so much. But the responsibility
-is on me to assure that my queen have those comfort
-to which&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“You certainly slipped up!” Sharply Catherine cut into
-the expression of his “responsibility.” Hers seemed to be
-for Dolores and the dressing robe which she had worn from
-her bath. This she donned before going into the boudoir.
-“You shouldn’t have come unannounced, Henri. Never do
-such a thing again. How fortunate it is that Miss Trent
-happened to be with me. You remember meeting Jack’s new
-governess?”</p>
-
-<p>His assurance was remarkable. Low he bowed before
-Dolores when, in response to Catherine’s appeal, she followed.</p>
-
-<p>“And how is mademoiselle enabled to do with the fiend-<i>enfant</i>?”
-he enquired affably.</p>
-
-<p>Dolores strove to control her contempt for him. She
-replied that she found Jack no fiend, but a most lovable
-child. He must be awakening from his nap about now.
-Would Mrs. Cabot excuse her?</p>
-
-<p>“First, my dear, won’t you ring for Annette?” Catherine
-made proviso.</p>
-
-<p>“And how,” the marquis persisted in the wait, “is the so-famed
-siren enabled to do with Meester Cabot?”</p>
-
-<p>Grateful for the support of madame’s frown, Dolores
-answered, steadily as she might: “So far Mr. Cabot has
-made no complaint of my methods with his son.”</p>
-
-<p>“She has done wonderfully&mdash;<i>with Jack</i>.” Catherine
-smiled at Dolores her innocent smile. “I, for one, am most
-grateful to Miss Trent, even if John hasn’t shown his appreciation.”</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps he has not&mdash;<i>as yet</i>&mdash;have the opportunity.” The
-foreigner, too, contributed an encouraging beam.</p>
-
-<p>“Just what I’ve been telling her!” Catherine approved.
-“Miss Trent is so very self-effacing that I fear John
-thinks&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Just which of the wife’s fancies was about to be attributed
-to the great brain of John Cabot, Dolores never knew. She
-felt a sudden and vehement disinclination to hear his possible
-thoughts discussed before such an audience. She crossed
-to the gallery door.</p>
-
-<p>“I hear Annette coming. I&mdash;I’d like to go, Mrs. Cabot.
-Jack may be looking for me.”</p>
-
-<p>She did not wait for the elevator, but hurried up the wide
-marble steps that led from gallery to gallery to the top of
-the house. Fast as she took them, however, distressing
-questions pursued her.</p>
-
-<p>What was she to think&mdash;how conduct herself?</p>
-
-<p>Looking into Jack’s living-room, she saw that the door
-into his bedroom still was closed. The calm-faced clock
-announced that it was not really time for him to have
-awakened. As she went toward her own chamber to wait,
-she heard the click of the elevator letting someone off at the
-third gallery, but did not glance up to see who it was. She
-wished to be alone&mdash;to think.</p>
-
-<p>Once her own door was closed, however, she shrank from
-thinking. Rather than force herself to any immediate conclusion
-regarding the surprising developments of the last
-several minutes, she allowed her mind to rest, as it were,
-upon the thought of young Jack.</p>
-
-<p>During the days which had accumulated into weeks since
-her entry into the Cabot home, her influence upon the boy
-had continued to be poured into the mold of their first hour.
-The household agreed that none of the many who had undertaken
-him had approached her success. Rather than the
-problem which he was said to have been to earlier governesses,
-he had become a revelation to her.</p>
-
-<p>Although they continued to play “Turn-About” at times,
-she had ceased to rely upon games for the establishment of
-understanding between them. So long as Jack did what he
-knew to be right and fair, he and she might share enjoyment,
-even happiness. When he ceased, her disappointment in him
-spoiled their day. They consulted upon every item of their
-daily program subject to change. From play to text-books
-had been a gradual but sure transition. What at first had
-caused ruction, became a medium of pleasant companionship.
-Lessons learned under a “pal” instead of a task-mistress
-didn’t seem like lessons at all.</p>
-
-<p>Dolores’ service was but what she would have given unrequited
-to the stunted human plant. Love had bloomed as
-her reward. The lad’s devotion to her had become a by-word
-in the house.</p>
-
-<p>Only last evening, when she had slipped into his room
-to tell him good-night after the maid had left, he had overcome
-his prejudice against any show of affection sufficiently
-to lift his over-long arms about her neck.</p>
-
-<p>“’Lores,” he had whispered half-ashamedly, “I have made
-up a nice name for you. I don’t wish to tell even you what
-it is. I’m afraid you’d make fun of it. It is just a little
-name for you that I save to think about when I’m trying to
-go to sleep.”</p>
-
-<p>With the poignant memory, the girl felt comforted. Life,
-which hitherto had seemed indifferent when not actually
-cruel toward her, had grown kind. Surely no malice of Jade
-Fate could be behind the gift of a child’s adoration.</p>
-
-<p>And in what luxury did she live&mdash;she, whose sole capital
-so recently had been a ripening nectarine! No opportunity
-was given her to think of her needs. They were fore-attended.
-Beside her own beautiful room, the young heir’s
-kingdom was shared with her. And more than her needs
-were remembered. Mrs. Cabot’s gratitude and affection took
-the practical form of tickets to theater and opera matinees,
-of the free use of Jack’s car, and twice of invitations downstairs
-to dine <i>en famille</i>. In a partial expenditure of her
-salary, she had acquired, by way of being more worthy her
-surroundings, some unpretentious, but pretty clothes. The
-black worn for Trevor Trent she had laid away for the gayer
-colors liked by Jack, just as she was trying to lay away
-sorrow for good cheer.</p>
-
-<p>To-day, where was that good cheer?</p>
-
-<p>Here she had shut herself in her room in a panic of foreboding.
-Was she so used to trouble that she would attract
-by expecting it? Despite the general kindness toward her,
-she felt afraid.</p>
-
-<p>There was Dr. Clarke Shayle. At first his show of interest
-in her had been confined to the period of Jack’s daily
-treatment, when he would chat with the two of them in the
-set phrases to which he was given, leaving an impression of
-impartial friendliness. But a few days before he had
-returned during the boy’s nap hour to add a detail to his
-instructions. Even Jack had pierced the pretense and taken
-occasion, through some instinct or reason over which he
-grew quite sullen, to acquaint his mother with the fact.</p>
-
-<p>The annoyance shown by Mrs. Cabot brought memory
-back to the more recent annoyance of this early afternoon.
-What had given the Marquis d’Elie the right of way to
-madame’s boudoir? She decided to force the question from
-her mind as beyond her scope. General hints about the
-impecunious foreigner had been emphasized by Annette
-after the style of the French paper-backs which formed her
-ideas of high-life lived low. Vicariously the maid had
-thrilled over d’Elie’s infatuation for her beautiful mistress;
-deplored the fact that m’lady, being, alas, already wedded,
-might not acquire the right to the proud title of Marquise
-of France; grieved over the misfortune that her heroine,
-having no personal fortune, might not with financial safety
-free herself. Oh, not that madame had any more real feeling
-for her suitor than for her own husband! Her heart’s
-love, as Annette had reason to know, was given to another.
-That complication, however, was according to form, as
-written in French originals.</p>
-
-<p>All this was peace-poison, Dolores decided, and for such
-there was no antidote. One thing only must she remember.
-“M’lady” was John Cabot’s wife. The fact stared from her
-dressing-table mirror each time, as now, she smoothed her
-hair and compared its blackness with Catherine’s glory of
-fine silk and pale gold. Of it she was reminded each time
-her heart expanded over lonely Jack or her eyes caught the
-gleam of the limp diamond-and-platinum circlet which was
-his mother’s latest acquired and much admired “wedding”
-ring.</p>
-
-<p>She herself had been judged unjustly by appearances. She
-must not&mdash;she would not judge. Married women, she had
-been told, outgrew the prudishness which mothers taught
-their daughters. And titled foreigners were said to be more
-careless of conventions than the great, clean men of America.
-Every melioration she must consider. Perhaps even the
-much-discussed pair’s recent suggestions to her, at which
-she had felt such offense, had been conceived as they were
-worded, in kindness. Catherine was the wife of the king
-of the Cabots and the mother of Prince Jack. The queen-mother
-could do no wrong.</p>
-
-<p>Her decision reached, Dolores realized an unwonted
-physical fatigue. She lay down on the bed for a moment
-that she might take a fresh face and mind to Jack. A glance
-at the ivory clock on her bedside table told her that it was
-fifteen minutes to three. She closed her eyes with the intention
-of allowing herself the quarter hour. For several
-minutes she continued in full consciousness of the trustful
-thoughts upon which she had decided as a policy. Then
-soon, although daytime napping was not her habit, she fell
-into a doze.</p>
-
-<p>Her eyes flashed open before she was fairly awake, as if
-at a call. For a moment she gave up to an exquisite sensation
-which had come to her. She felt relaxed, flushed, very
-much at peace. In a sort of dream, someone with strong
-arms who cared for her had rocked her as she often had
-longed to rock Jack. Repeatedly a tender, infusing voice
-had said to her: “Rest, little girl.... Everything’s all
-right.... Rest.... Rest.”</p>
-
-<p>And she had rested. How long? A glance at the clock
-brought her to her feet. It was fifteen minutes after three!</p>
-
-<p>Near the head of the stairway, beneath a boxed catalpa
-tree, stood a decorative carved stone seat. Upon it sat Dr.
-Clarke Shayle. As, with a nod, Dolores was about to hurry
-past him and into Jack’s room, he caught her hand and drew
-her to a seat beside him.</p>
-
-<p>“You can spare a moment for the human headache
-powder,” he said. “Tell me, how did you like it?”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>It?</i>” She stared at him.</p>
-
-<p>“The powder. But never mind. You don’t need to
-answer. You certainly look some better at the present moment
-than when you ran away from me into your room.”</p>
-
-<p>“You can’t mean that&mdash;that you&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>The yellowish fleck in his eye twinkled, although his face
-was unusually serious as he glanced down at the watch
-which, oddly enough, lay face up in his palm.</p>
-
-<p>“At eight minutes of three I volunteered a first-aid treatment.
-I coddled you mentally the way I’d like to do really.
-You are an easy subject, you poor, scared little chump. But
-it’s a hard life waiting on a stone bench. At fifteen after
-three I was selfish enough to give you the wake-up ring.
-Come, how <i>did</i> you like it?”</p>
-
-<p>“I&mdash;I do feel refreshed. What is it about you&mdash;what is
-it?”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve wanted to explain that and a lot of things to you
-for days, but you’ll never give me an opportunity. I want
-to explain myself to you before someone does it for me&mdash;to
-tell you to look out for me. I am what you might consider
-a ‘dangerous’ man. Oh, it’s not inherited&mdash;it’s a gift.”</p>
-
-<p>This rueful repetition of one of the several set phrases
-with which he punctuated his most serious utterances was
-accompanied by the quick, cheerful laugh which was his
-greatest charm. Then the laugh’s smile stiffened into an
-expression of utter misery.</p>
-
-<p>So shocked was Dolores that she forgot her hurry to go.</p>
-
-<p>He turned from the sight of her sympathy; forced himself
-to continue. “I am not an honest osteopath, Miss Trent.
-My success is founded on the fact that I am magnetic.
-You felt that the first day you met me. You remember?
-See how strangely I can make you feel with a touch.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I remember. Oh, don’t&mdash;please don’t do that
-again!”</p>
-
-<p>Even in freeing her wrist from the slim pulsant fingers
-which had clasped it, she realized that her sensations justified
-his boast. Fearing his touch, she liked it.</p>
-
-<p>“Never mind, I won’t. I don’t want to attract you that
-way. You can trust me. I won’t touch you again&mdash;that is,
-not until you wish me to. Try to get what I’m telling you.
-It may kill me with you, but there’s no other way than to
-make a clean breast of it. I’ve built up my practice on nothing
-more or less than animal magnetism. Excites through
-the touch system. Gives sensations instead of curing them.
-Lord help me, she doesn’t see when I tell her how low I am!”</p>
-
-<p>He paused as if in hope of help from her. But Dolores
-could not speak. She was trying to believe that she had
-misunderstood.</p>
-
-<p>“Lately I find that I’m getting psychic control,” he continued.
-“A nice little lot of harm I could do in the world
-if I wanted to.” His voice was husky. In the moment
-before he dropped his face into his hands his clean smile
-showed again. “But I don’t want to. I hate this life. I
-hate my success. I hate being called in the profession ‘The
-Ladies’ Pet.’ Did you know I was called ‘The Ladies’
-Pet’?”</p>
-
-<p>“I know,” said Dolores, “that Mrs. Cabot thinks you are
-a remarkable man.”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>She</i> should. She made me what I am to-day and to-morrow&mdash;handed
-me over to her social set. She’s satisfied,
-if I’m not. She knows and I know that she can unmake
-me just as easily.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why should she unmake you? She seems to take a
-pride in you and in your admiration for her.”</p>
-
-<p>“My <i>what</i>?”</p>
-
-<p>“Only this afternoon, Dr. Shayle, she was telling me what
-you had said about her powers of introspection and concentration.”</p>
-
-<p>“Her powers of&mdash;&mdash; You little chump!” He glanced
-toward the stairway; controlled his incipient laugh; added
-guardedly: “She hasn’t enough concentration to write a
-postal card.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then why do you flatter her so?”</p>
-
-<p>“Ladies’ pets are trained to meet the demands for flattery
-of their petters. Catherine has a certain surface shrewdness,
-yes. But you can’t ‘reach’ her. Don’t worry about her.
-Worry about me, Dolores. Tut, don’t scold me! You
-wouldn’t if you knew how long I’ve wanted to call you
-Dolores to your face. I am doing what is awfully hard for
-me, not to have you point out my weaknesses, but in the hope
-that you’ll encourage me to&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>With a smothered imprecation, he stopped. From his
-slumped position he had seen before Dolores that Mrs. Cabot
-was ascending the stairs. At the top of the climb she
-stopped and saw them. She was dressed in a negligee of
-yellow satin and lace and looked exceedingly angry.</p>
-
-<p>“I thought I heard voices and wondered if this could be
-possible.” Her upper lip whitened over the mouse teeth as
-she directly addressed Dr. Shayle. “Don’t you know that I
-am waiting for my treatment?”</p>
-
-<p>The color of the young man’s hair blended into his forehead
-and cheeks. He got to his feet.</p>
-
-<p>“Miss Trent and I have had quite a talk.” Although obviously
-nervous, he forced his coaxing smile. “We’ve discussed
-most of the important questions of the day. Not
-that we’ve got anything settled at the present moment. But
-we’ve exercised our minds and so have made progress, even
-if the world&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“If you <i>only</i> wouldn’t say ‘at the present moment’!” Catherine
-snapped.</p>
-
-<p>With not a second glance at the governess, but a peremptory
-gesture to her physician, she turned back to the
-stairs.</p>
-
-<p>Shayle, his athletic shoulders squaring, followed her.</p>
-
-<p>“You needn’t take it out on me because I’m not a clever
-talker,” Dolores heard him say to Catherine as, his hand
-at her elbow, he assisted her in the descent “My stupidity
-ain’t inherited. It’s a gift.”</p>
-
-<p>At a sound Dolores turned to see Jack looking on from
-his door. His eyes were wide and grave&mdash;in expression
-much like his father’s. His head slanted exactly as the
-elder John held his. With his laboriously acquired, makeshift
-walk, he crossed the balcony to a stop before her.</p>
-
-<p>“Something said to me&mdash;&mdash;” he began; paused to think;
-continued: “I guess I mean that myself said to myself I’d
-best come out and ’tend to you. Maybe I’m foolish to worry
-about you,’Lores, and yet&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“And yet,” she supplied, serious as he, “maybe you’re not.
-Look after me, Jack. I need you to, for you are my safest
-friend.”</p>
-
-<p>She took comfort in his elderly assurances; tried to throw
-off the prescience that weighed on her at thought of Catherine’s
-outraged look. But she was afraid.</p>
-
-<p>Look high, look low, she was afraid.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XIII">CHAPTER XIII</h3>
-</div>
-
-<p>As proved by developments of the next day, Dolores need
-not have feared that Mrs. Cabot would blame her for the
-interest of the uniquely attractive young osteopath. Evidently
-she was of too sweet a nature for that. During the
-after-luncheon respite, when the girl sat reading in her room
-to avoid a possible repetition of yesterday’s telepathic
-tête-à-tête, madame sought her in an exceptionally gracious
-mood. She was followed by her maid, who bore a long
-black-and-white striped box.</p>
-
-<p>“Lay it on the bed, Annette.”</p>
-
-<p>Having dismissed the reluctant Frenchwoman, she turned
-to Dolores with a manner of affectionate anticipation.</p>
-
-<p>“I saw it yesterday at Yungman’s <i>revue</i>,” she announced.
-“As it stayed on my imagination over night, I sent Annette
-this morning to buy it.”</p>
-
-<p>“It?” Dolores tried to feel on faith something of Mrs.
-Cabot’s pleasurable excitement.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s from <i>Angèle</i>, the colors copied from an overcast sunset,
-mostly gray, with just a suggestion through the mists of
-lavender and rose. And it’s built of the clingingest stuff.
-I <i>hope</i> you’ll like it.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am sure I shall. All your things are beautiful.”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores hovered over the tissue wrappings with the true
-girl’s interest.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh!” she exclaimed in a voice soft as the fabric.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh!”&mdash;again, as Catherine lifted an evening gown on its
-satin-padded hanger and suspended it from the electrolier.
-The most stupid cynic could not have doubted the governess’
-worshipful gaze, and madame, while in many respects
-a cynic, was far from stupid.</p>
-
-<p>“The lines of the manikin who wore it,” Catherine added,
-“didn’t compare with yours.”</p>
-
-<p>And what had her “lines” to do with such a gown?
-Dolores looked the question.</p>
-
-<p>“You are built for <i>décolleté</i>, my dear. The Marquis
-d’Elie remarked it only yesterday, after you’d sailed so
-gracefully from my rooms. Oh, you needn’t scorn a compliment
-from him! He’s a bit shy on discretion according
-to American standards, but he has studied women as a fine
-art. What he said about your possibilities made me remember
-this model. Of course I shouldn’t have considered it
-for myself.”</p>
-
-<p>“The dress, Mrs. Cabot, is for&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“For you, silly. You can see at a glance that my coloring
-kills it.” Catherine reassured herself of the fact in the
-mirror. “With your duo-tones&mdash;ebony hair and alabaster
-hide&mdash;&mdash; The dress is a little token of appreciation from
-Papa-John and Mamma-me over your success with our son.
-It is just a fine <i>Angèle</i> feather for our household angel.”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Dear</i> Mrs. Cabot!”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores’ exclamation was the more emotional for the
-doubts which she had felt over her benefactress’ sincerity
-toward herself. Lest she reveal by word or look the self-recriminations
-that filled her mind, she returned to the gift;
-touched its lax, silken folds; pressed to one cheek a wisp
-of its subtly tinted tulle.</p>
-
-<p>“My first evening dress,” she murmured with a fervor
-which showed that admiration was fast deepening into possessive
-love. “Even though I haven’t any present need of
-it&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“But you have. You’ll need it to-night.” Catherine spoke
-positively. “Mr. Cabot has telephoned Bradish that an old
-friend of the family is to dine with us and I want you to
-make a fourth at table. Rufus Holt is a university pal of
-John’s and said to be the ablest divorce lawyer in New
-York. He never loses a case, perhaps because he can’t be
-bribed to take the side of the person in the wrong. What’s
-more, my dear, he’s a bachelor.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’d enjoy meeting him, I’m sure, and you’re very kind to
-ask me down, but you see&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“No, I don’t.” Catherine subtracted the half of her attention
-from the mirror and gave the whole to Dolores. “I
-don’t see&mdash;and won’t&mdash;any reason in the world why you
-shouldn’t be more a member of this family. We are all very
-fond of you and we know that you are superior to the
-position you occupy. Life has been against you, that’s all.
-But I am for you. Haven’t you realized that fact yet?”</p>
-
-<p>“I do appreciate your kindness&mdash;all the kindness which
-has been shown me in your house, Mrs. Cabot.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then show your appreciation my way. Don’t spoil my
-pleasure by looking suspiciously on every decent deed I try
-to do. You act, positively, as if you thought I was jealous
-of your looks. Why, you make a wonderful foil for me!
-Several have spoken of it. Even Dr. Shayle who, being redheaded
-himself, has a natural preference for brunettes,
-agreed with me yesterday that you and I are as different
-as two women could be. Do you know&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Catherine hesitated, as if from modesty. When she continued
-it was with that air of saying something especially
-thoughtful and original with which she now and then substantiated
-her claim to “brains.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course everybody has some favorite type of feminine
-beauty. This man admires a woman in whom his best friend
-can’t see any charm. A third appreciates another whose good
-looks neither of the first two will admit. And so on. But
-about myself&mdash;&mdash; It is a strange thing that when I was a
-young girl, every artist who came to my father’s house to
-examine those alleged ‘old masters’ I was telling you about
-used to beg to paint me. I remember one of them explaining
-it by the theory that a golden blond is humanized sunshine&mdash;and
-that sunshine is something craved by everyone. Perhaps
-it sounds vain for me to repeat, but they were agreed
-that my type was the only one universally admired.”</p>
-
-<p>Far from thinking her vain, Dolores almost envied her the
-pleasure she could take in her own looks. People generally
-spoke of “the beautiful Mrs. Cabot,” perhaps for just that
-reason&mdash;that people generally enjoyed sunshine.</p>
-
-<p>“And now that I am trying to shed some few beams your
-way, you spoil the spirit of the thing right at the start. You
-might think of others than yourself.”</p>
-
-<p>That the reproach had effect on Dolores showed in the
-startled question of the purple-black eyes. Catherine proceeded
-to reply:</p>
-
-<p>“We’re not so happy in this shell of a home but that we
-might be happier. I am not speaking of myself so much as&mdash;as
-my husband. He needs cheering up and I, somehow,
-have lost the power to cheer him. I’ve thought that perhaps
-you could help. Despite his taciturnity, he likes you for
-what you have done for Jack. If you wouldn’t be so shy
-with him, would just talk to him naturally, study him and
-try to please him, you know, you would be accomplishing&mdash;well,
-more than you possibly can realize. I’d be in your
-debt, not you in mine. You’ve never received anything approaching
-an order since you came to us, have you? And,
-Heaven knows, I don’t wish you to consider anything I suggest
-in that light. Only I <i>should</i> like you to join us at dinner
-to-night.”</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>Rufus Holt was dapper in stature, but of an expansive
-personality. Although crinkled around the eyes and slightly
-bald, he had the spontaneity of eternal youth. From first
-glance, he directed toward Dolores a sort of friendly homage.</p>
-
-<p>“I like the way you acknowledge an introduction,” he confided
-during their first five minutes. “The exaggerated
-delight with which most everybody takes most everybody
-else for granted is absurd, isn’t it? Without a word, Miss
-Trent, you’ve done a rather remarkable thing&mdash;given a
-lawyer a brand-new thought.”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores was pleased that he so quickly found something
-about her to like. She expanded under his persiflage.</p>
-
-<p>“I never learned ‘manners’ in any school,” she deprecated,
-“but I’ve tried to teach myself by behaving like the people I
-admire.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, give up! I don’t think you could act the least bit
-like anybody else if you tried, any more than&mdash;&mdash;” The
-mirth lines around Holt’s eyes uncrinkled as, silently, he
-appreciated her in the mist-gray gown. “A dove just
-couldn’t waddle like a goose,” he finished. “Don’t let anybody
-change your first bow. It is perfect&mdash;no undue cordiality
-about it, any more than undue <i>hauteur</i>. You do it
-gravely, simply, hopefully. Just now you gave me one quick,
-enquiring glance to see whether you were glad to meet me,
-before you committed yourself by saying so. I’ll take a
-bet you don’t know my name.”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores looked embarrassed. “That wouldn’t be a fair
-bet. You see, Mrs. Cabot told me beforehand.”</p>
-
-<p>“Honest, too! What are your faults?” He laughed.</p>
-
-<p>Catherine returned to them from an aside with Bradish.
-If the governess looked a mauve-and-rose-breasted dove to
-the facile-tongued attorney, madame was a bird of Paradise
-in her topaz velvet and high-massed, glinting, silver-gold
-hair. And her evening manner matched the brilliancy of her
-attire.</p>
-
-<p>“Latest reports from the front are that John will be down&mdash;well,
-when John is down,” she announced. “Things never
-happen in this house, even food, until John is down.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is gossip on the Street that some bricks of his Wall
-have caved in,” Holt offered. “He never in his life kept
-a woman waiting unless obliged to. You see, Miss Trent,
-we men who know John Cabot like to brag about him. We
-consider him the best example extant of the fairness of
-the unfair sex.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, John’s a hero, no doubt of that!” Catherine’s out-flung
-glittering hands illustrated her somewhat contemptuous
-attitude toward most things which others approved, her husband
-included. “Heroes are all right when one is young and
-unsophisticated, but they do seem stereotyped to a grown-up.
-Don’t you think so? You always know exactly what
-they are going to do. The villains, now, are more interesting.
-There’s some excitement in learning the worst about
-them&mdash;always a chance for something unexpected. They
-may even reform. <i>You</i> ought to agree with me, Rufus.”</p>
-
-<p>“I might,” Holt returned, “but for certain suspicions as
-to which class you are consigning me. In all my comradeship
-with John I never felt sure of anything connected with
-what he was going to do except that it would be the square
-thing when done.”</p>
-
-<p>The small controversy was closed by the appearance of its
-subject. As he stood looking in on them from the doorway&mdash;the
-master of the house&mdash;he was photographed on Dolores’
-memory. Clean-cut against the vista of the dim-lit foyer in
-his evening black and white, his hands depending stiffly, his
-head side-set, he suggested controlled power.</p>
-
-<p>From his first surprised glance at herself, she appreciated
-that he had been unprepared for the presence of the governess.
-But his wife’s expectant eyes also were upon her.</p>
-
-<p>Licensed by the fact that she had not seen him in a couple
-of days, Dolores offered him her hand in greeting and
-looked up into his face when he stooped to touch for the
-briefest of moments her finger-tips. Yesterday she would
-have veiled her admiration. To-night she had a prescribed
-part to play. She could not help regretting the overture,
-however, when she saw his smile recede; realized that he
-had turned, without a word, away from her. A pressure
-hurt her throat. But she cheered at Catherine’s encouraging
-nod. Remembering those in-caving bricks of his down-town
-“Wall,” she forgave the forbidding attitude of one said to
-be so just.</p>
-
-<p>When dinner was announced, she obeyed Catherine’s
-signal that she take the arm of the host. On their stroll
-through the great hall toward the dining-room, she found
-occasion to thank him for the latest Cabot gift.</p>
-
-<p>“The dress&mdash;that I gave you?” His tone was mildly exclamatory.</p>
-
-<p>“You and Mrs. Cabot.”</p>
-
-<p>“So I gave you that dress?” he asked more easily. “Of
-course we <i>are</i> getting on toward Christmas. Then I am
-prepared for little surprises like this&mdash;have to go around, you
-know, asking everybody what I gave them. I wonder <i>why</i>&mdash;the
-dress?”</p>
-
-<p>She tried not to show how disconcerted she felt. “Mrs.
-Cabot said it was because I get along so well with Jack,
-although that’s nothing to reward me so beautifully for.
-Getting on with Jack is its own reward.”</p>
-
-<p>“To be sure,” he murmured, as though his memory had
-been jogged. “To be sure,” he repeated, his eyes upon the
-velvet V of his wife’s back.</p>
-
-<p>“No matter why you made the gift, Mr. Cabot, it is an
-event in my life. To-night is the first time I’ve ever been
-in evening dress.”</p>
-
-<p>At last he looked down at her and interestedly.</p>
-
-<p>Dolores felt both pleased and abashed. Never, she realized,
-had she worn anything so becoming as this gown. Its
-delicate gray increased, rather than shamed the pallor and
-texture of her skin. Its rose seemed dimly to reflect the
-red of her lips, its mauve the deep purple of her eyes. Her
-hair, done low on her neck to hide as much as possible of
-the gleaming flesh which had not before been exposed to the
-eyes of man, made an oval, ebony frame for her face.</p>
-
-<p>“Never having been a girl myself, I don’t suppose I realize
-just what the first one means: Really, I didn’t suppose I
-had such good taste.” With which ambiguous comment he
-withdrew both eyes and interest. Evidently the subject of
-herself was dismissed.</p>
-
-<p>Despite the lessons of her past, Dolores felt disappointed.
-The Rev. Alexander Willard had looked at her often and
-long. Seff had looked at her and looked again. As she
-went about the city, strangers filled her with uneasiness by
-their stares. She supposed she should be glad that one
-man was superior to the attraction of looks which she had
-been forced to conclude were unusual. She should be glad,
-yes. And yet, she caught herself wishing that this man, on
-this occasion&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>Through that never-to-be-forgotten dinner&mdash;the first
-formal one of her life&mdash;she made effort to adapt herself as
-a unit of the quartette and to attend Mrs. Cabot’s converse
-with something the responsiveness of Rufus Holt. Her
-awe of Bradish and the second butler she conquered enough
-to sample the dishes passed. She became sufficiently accustomed
-to the candle-light to appreciate this and that detail&mdash;the
-drawn-work dinner cloth, the Sheffield service, the
-gleam of a fountain playing Nature’s music in the conservatory
-beyond. She commented on the match of the fulvid,
-velvety orchids that formed the centerpiece with their
-hostess’ gown. With the rest she sipped of a vintage
-recommended by their host as from the fore-stocked Cabot
-cellar.</p>
-
-<p>“You’ll go far these dry days and drink&mdash;well, perhaps too
-much, to find better Burgundy than this,” he said. “It is
-neither too thick nor too thin; neither sweet nor sour;
-smooth and gentle, yet not heady. And the color&mdash;&mdash;
-Hasn’t it the rich red of dreams come true?”</p>
-
-<p>“Speaking of color, John,” the attorney suggested, “are
-you noticing the rare contrast between two ladies fair
-to-night?”</p>
-
-<p>John Cabot nodded and glanced abstractedly into his wife’s
-pleased, expectant face, but omitted altogether to look the
-governess’ way.</p>
-
-<p>“Thank Heaven, I’m single. <i>I</i> can enjoy such things.”
-Holt laughed.</p>
-
-<p>“You mean,” John corrected, “you can enjoy them out
-loud.”</p>
-
-<p>“And why can’t you, John?” Catherine protested. “Naturally
-and connubially, you find it rather dull paying compliments
-to me, but certainly Miss Trent deserves a few. Why
-in the world don’t you warm up?”</p>
-
-<p>“I am warming up,” he replied, his dry smile all for
-the wet wine in his glass.</p>
-
-<p>She showed increased dissatisfaction over his impersonalities.
-“You sound and look distrait to-night. Are you
-worried, dear? Rufus told us something about bricks falling
-on the Street. Is it true that you were hit?”</p>
-
-<p>“Hard hit.”</p>
-
-<p>“You mean that you lost money?”</p>
-
-<p>“Lost?” He spoke with vague surprise. “Can I ever
-lose? Alas, no. While the rumor-mongers were spreading
-the report which Rufus heard about my losses, I made&mdash;made&mdash;<i>made</i>.”</p>
-
-<p>“You funny, clever John! Tell me”&mdash;a gleam lit the
-wife’s eyes&mdash;“was it much that you made?”</p>
-
-<p>“Too much. It is disconcerting to gather in upward of a
-million unintentionally.”</p>
-
-<p>“A million? <i>John!</i> Won’t you tell us how you did it? I
-never tire of your coups.”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores felt relieved and extremely glad to see her interest
-and pride in her husband. Surely not even the exacting
-Catherine could fail to care for such a man! In that moment
-between demand and response, she decided definitely to forget
-as unworthy of herself, of the mother of Jack and of
-John Cabot the presumptions of the Marquis d’Elie. Undoubtedly
-they were&mdash;well, just d’Elie’s presumptions.</p>
-
-<p>“And you never will tire, eh, so long as I win?” John’s
-somewhat cynical glance transferred from his wife’s
-Heaven-blue eyes to those of his longtime friend. “I’ve
-spoken to you before, Rufus, of having been nagged for the
-past year by an idea that Europe has been suffering less
-from the effects of war than from the effects of peace.
-Some time ago I underwrote a loan to help the Poles against
-the Bolsheviki. With the ‘Red’ army threatening Warsaw
-from the north and east, it looked for a while as if my investment
-in real peace was to be wiped out.”</p>
-
-<p>“And to-day the cables brought the news&mdash;&mdash;” inserted
-Holt.</p>
-
-<p>“Exactly.” John shrugged as if at catastrophe. “After
-Weygand broke the Russian center and retired the right,
-none of the host that swept down on the Polish capital survived
-but a handful of fugitives.”</p>
-
-<p>To this laconic recital of the high-finance of war, the
-feminine contingent listened with diverse interest. To
-Dolores it was evident that, for their benefit, he had stripped
-of technicalities some gigantic map-changing feat to which
-he had played financial generalissimo. She, too, was stirred
-by his success, even though her casual perusal of newspaper
-headlines scarcely fitted her to grasp its entirety. From
-watching the grown-up of Jack’s whimsical smile, she turned
-again to enjoy the reflex of triumph on Catherine’s alert
-face.</p>
-
-<p>“It would seem that your guardian angel is working overtime
-when you can’t lose even to the grasping Soviet.
-Isn’t it just <i>too</i> pathetic!” The unwonted gleam still lit her
-eyes, as she turned them upon the governess. “Can’t you,
-my dear, say something to cheer this victim of good luck?”</p>
-
-<p>At the direct appeal, Dolores straightened. She must not
-fail Mrs. Cabot who was trying so kindly to bring her out,
-she adjured herself. To be dull when so much had been
-done to brighten her was rank ingratitude. She must
-be gay.</p>
-
-<p>“Would that I were witty, like you good folks!” she
-wished, with a shy, admiring glance among them.</p>
-
-<p>“And aren’t you?” Holt asked.</p>
-
-<p>“I used to try hard to be. I never was quite comfortable
-until I gave it up. It was like release from bondage when I
-decided one day to be just sincere. I do sincerely congratulate
-Mr. Cabot&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t you ever change your mind,” the enthusiastic
-lawyer interrupted. “Scarce were we properly introduced,
-Miss Trent and I, when by this sincerity which she depreciates
-she thrilled me with a beautiful perception.”</p>
-
-<p>“How nice, Rufus, that you still thrill,” Catherine commented
-with a particularly guileless smile.</p>
-
-<p>“Over anything that is good of its kind,” he amplified.
-“Such success as I have had at the bar, I owe to that
-capacity. To me nothing can be more thrilling than the
-sudden sight of human character. This perception that I
-have had&mdash;this beautiful sight that I have seen&mdash;&mdash; Perhaps,
-John, you will let me toast it with your wonderful
-wine?”</p>
-
-<p>At his host’s encouraging nod, Holt arose and fixed his
-eyes on the frieze with the twitching smile of inspiration.
-After a pause, he began:</p>
-
-<p>“I do not give you Wine, Woman and Song. No, nothing
-so new as that! But it is a song I give&mdash;a song of
-woman and wine. In varying vintages we drink inspiration
-from the sweetness or tartness, the smoothness, gentleness
-and headiness of women&mdash;we men. From the Cocktail Girl,
-of whom a little is enough, to good old Mother Cordial, who
-calms us with her seasoned satisfactions, we have much to
-enjoy. Here is Champagne.”</p>
-
-<p>Lifting from beside his plate the tall-stemmed glass half-full
-of bubbling amber, he bowed toward the yellow velvet
-vision.</p>
-
-<p>“How it sparkles, infects our moods, dares us into animation!
-If only it would never let us down to normal again&mdash;would
-never cease to sparkle&mdash;Champagne!”</p>
-
-<p>As if by chance, his boyish smile left Catherine’s pleased
-face and strayed Dolores’ way. With a kiss of the rim, he
-replaced the tall glass upon the cloth. His fingers loosed its
-slender stem; found a smaller glass; raised it.</p>
-
-<p>“Once in a lifetime you meet a woman who is like this
-deep red Burgundy. Does it need to speak&mdash;the wine&mdash;to
-boast its color, its fragrance, its power? See, it is too rich
-for the eye to penetrate; there is not a bubble in it to suggest
-its life; it is topped by no froth. All too quietly, it
-offers us sensation. And we sip of it&mdash;delight. And we
-drink deep&mdash;intoxication.</p>
-
-<p>“The woman who is like the deep, red wine&mdash;once in a
-lifetime we meet her. No need for her to laugh with us, to
-coquette, even to speak. Her personality is an alluring hue.
-She gives off a fragrance of soul that drowns gross thought.
-Without words she promises all emotions&mdash;life. She, like
-the wine, needs only to be.</p>
-
-<p>“I do not give you Wine, Woman and Song; nothing so
-new as that. I sing, friends, an older song&mdash;<i>the</i> woman,
-man’s wine!”</p>
-
-<p>Silence held the little group as Holt ceased to speak. With
-his left hand he patted the bald spot upon his head, as if
-doubtful of the wisdom of having broached his “beautiful
-perception.” Then, slowly, his smile reappeared, as though
-from frank pleasure over a creditable performance. With
-lifted glass he turned to their host.</p>
-
-<p>Dolores also turned.</p>
-
-<p>But John Cabot did not meet their gaze&mdash;either her own
-or that of his friend. And he did not speak. He was, however,
-the first to drain his Burgundy.</p>
-
-<p>The girl wondered at the gleam in his eyes. Never had
-she seen him look that way before. It seemed soon for even
-so excellent a potion to have had effect.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XIV">CHAPTER XIV</h3>
-</div>
-
-<p>Falltime was well gone for the year. Yet in the rigors
-of winter a flower came to bloom in the heart of Dolores
-Trent. Petal-soft had opened the peace of her to-day.
-Warm-hued glowed the hope of to-morrow. As though
-none such ever had pricked her mind were the thorn-fears
-of yesterday.</p>
-
-<p>She first consciously viewed the miracle on a sharply
-bright afternoon when she and young Jack had crossed the
-Avenue for one of the strolls in Central Park which she was
-teaching him to enjoy. The fact that she had reached content
-glinted into her realization from off the sunlight. The
-green grass surviving the patches of snow, the birds darting
-hither and yon on their unaccountable errands, the branches
-swaying tractably to the breeze&mdash;each sight and sound about
-them accented the harmony with Nature of her changed
-mood. Hitherto, memories of her past had spoiled the present
-with dread of what the future might be. To-day the
-past was crowded into its proper position as the mere background
-of her life. So full of enjoyment was the present
-that she seemed almost&mdash;<i>almost</i> to have reached the future.</p>
-
-<p>And her mental state seemed to have blessed her charge
-like a benediction. No longer did the cripple’s features twist
-into snarls at sight of more agile children at play. To his
-precocious mind had been submitted the law of compensation.
-Constantly reminding himself that there was meant to
-be no perfect earthly state, he compared nurse-maids and
-mothers unfavorably with his governess-pal; buttoned his
-coat thoughtfully when he passed a youngster in rags who
-could run; tilted his head farther to one side when a rheumy-eyed
-wreck of a father on a bench pointed the contrast with
-that of his god-man, his “John Cabot.”</p>
-
-<p>“It <i>is</i> fun being happy,” he asserted gnomically.</p>
-
-<p>“It is&mdash;it is,” she agreed, with conviction equal to his own.</p>
-
-<p>“I think I have learned how to be happy more from you,
-’Lores, than from Dick. But I don’t mind acknowledging
-that I was all wrong about the way I treated him before
-you came. Don’t you think he ’preciates, though, that I’ve
-tried to make it up to him? The way he pecks around my
-fingers when I hold his lettuce-leaf shows he’s not afraid of
-me any more. And the way he <i>sings</i>! ’Lores, when he
-perks his head on one side, just like John and me, and
-fixes his shiny eyes on mine&mdash;&mdash; D’you know, I think he
-is awful fond of me, ’spite of the way I acted. It makes me
-feel&mdash;&mdash;” In the act of drooping, the over-large, brown-cropped
-head threw bravely back. “It makes me <i>ashamed</i>,”
-he finished. “Don’t you suppose we could let Dick out of
-the cage a while each day, just to give him a little the feeling
-that he’s free?”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course we could, Jackie. I am sure he’d soon learn
-to stay inside your rooms. He has more philosophy than
-you’d credit to his size or he’d never sing as he does in a
-cage.”</p>
-
-<p>The lad’s eyes up-flashed a radiant look. “I’d be relieved
-a lot to see Dick get something out of his life. I’d feel a
-better right to enjoy something awful wonderful that’s going
-to happen to me to-day. You won’t be cross that I’ve kept it
-a secret from you? I wanted to s’prise you. But I intended
-all along to tell you first of anybody. ’Lores&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>His slithering gait stopped in the center of the path that
-he might grasp her two hands instead of the one. Through
-the fur lining of his gloves she could feel the jump of his
-pulse. Looking down, she saw a sort of solemn joy upon
-his wizened little face. From under the beautiful sweep of
-his lashes gleamed what she had not seen there before, tears.</p>
-
-<p>“John’s going to bring me the dog, ’Lores,” he announced
-in a voice surcharged with unchildlike feeling. “I never
-asked him again after that day. You know&mdash;the day you
-came&mdash;when two of the gold-fish died? It was he took that
-magazine with the kennel advertisement I had marked. You
-remember that we never could find it? That was a long
-time ago and I was afraid John had forgotten. But he
-hadn’t. I guess he never forgets anything. He saved the
-address and he’s got me one of the breed of that picture. It
-means more to me than getting what he’s never let me have,
-a live puppy. It means&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“That your father trusts you now. Oh, Jack darling, I
-am so glad for you!” With emotion equal to his own
-Dolores filled in when the child-voice broke.</p>
-
-<p>“And, ’Lores&mdash;&mdash;” excitement fortified him, “he’s bringing
-it to-day&mdash;probably this very hour. I left word with
-Bradish the direction we were taking and just where we’d
-rest. But I guess, after all, we’d better go back. My dog
-mightn’t like it if I wasn’t home when he arrived. Naturally
-he’ll be anxious to get acquainted with his boy. Let’s start
-back.”</p>
-
-<p>Despite Dolores’ readiness, he still hesitated.</p>
-
-<p>“I kind of don’t feel that I dare be so happy, ’Lores, when
-I know you get sorry sometimes. You’re not to be sorry any
-more. I’ve explained to John about why I want to take care
-of you always. I’m not too little now to look after you and
-when I grow up I intend to make you awful happy. I’d like
-to tell you now that special name for you that I&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>The girl had to lean low to catch his confession. But
-not for all the lesser joys of her life would she have missed
-it. On her knees in the gravel of the path she held him for
-one precious moment to her heart. Although quickly she
-restrained herself in order not to offend his idea of big-boy
-decorum and although the homeward pace set by his physical
-limitations was slow, she seemed to walk on air&mdash;seemed to
-have realized in her virginity the joy of motherhood.</p>
-
-<p>For once Jack’s anxiety to precede his hero home had been
-well advised. It took time to reach the nearest exit, then
-to retrace their steps up-town along the pavement that
-fronted the park wall. Scarcely had they come opposite the
-Cabot block when they saw John in riding clothes about to
-mount the white Arabian which was the chief of his relaxations.</p>
-
-<p>Scuttling to his side the curb, John, Jr., announced their
-return in his lustiest shout. Dolores understood the excitement
-which had snatched his hand from hers when she
-noticed that a scraggly Airedale puppy was tucked under the
-left parental elbow.</p>
-
-<p>For the moment the “Stop” sign of the traffic policeman
-at the crossing just below had cut off the flow of vehicles.
-John Cabot, hearing and seeing his son, returned to the
-groom the reins of his horse. By neck-nap he held up the
-wriggling symbol of re-established faith; then, stooping,
-set the young dog on his feet and started him across the
-street to meet the lad who had earned his ownership.</p>
-
-<p>Jack’s whistle of encouragement was out-shrilled by the
-“Go” blast from below. The puppy, despite the wobbliness
-of his legs, evidently had lived to learn. The louder the
-whistle, the stronger the canine obligation. His stub tail
-straight up, his square-chopped jowl low, his ears flat-pointed
-toward his goal, he set off in form that would have done
-proud his bull-terrier and otter-hound ancestors toward the
-policeman down the street.</p>
-
-<p>Jack took after him. At a pace of which Dolores would
-not have believed him capable, with his overly-long arms
-outstretched and his head lopping well to one side, he slithered
-regardlessly into the crush of traffic. As one, the
-father and the governess realized his danger. From opposite
-curbs, both started after him. The Airedale, although debarred
-by youth from discrimination, showed that he had
-inherited speed. But Jack, urged beyond thought of self by
-desire to rescue his new and dear possession, gained in the
-pursuit. Lunging close, he reached for the waggling stub
-tail. Almost did he grasp it. Almost did he, as well as the
-dog, reach the safety zone.</p>
-
-<p>On the right side of the Avenue, John Cabot had been
-hindered by the up-streaking cars. On the left, Dolores
-might have been in time, except that a misguided citizen,
-seeing a woman rush directly in front of a heavy car, laid
-violent hands upon her and dragged her back. Her shriek
-mingled with the automobile’s siren. Above both warnings
-the traffic whistle shrilled and shrilled again.</p>
-
-<p>The movement of the street scene suddenly ceased. Each
-car was brought up short. Pedestrians stood to stare, as if
-under some horrid spell. Even the puppy paused at the
-repetition of the command which before had moved him.
-At the worst possible moment for the continuation of the
-house of Cabot, a sport car had spun around the corner.</p>
-
-<p>The case was one of the present-day many too brief for
-emergency brakes. The tires smoked with the startled
-driver’s shout. But from the victim there came not the
-slightest protest.</p>
-
-<p>In another moment, all was motion again. John Cabot
-gathered the lax form of his son into his arms. A detached
-look was on his face as he answered the questions of the
-policeman and other eye witnesses. But while he nodded
-vaguely and gave his name and address in a quiet voice, he
-remembered everything, even the puppy. Dolores took up
-the search of his eyes; followed and picked up the confused
-little dog. She felt a resentment very like hate at the insinuating
-way he wagged his tail, as though trying to humbug
-her into approval of his conduct When she rejoined
-John&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Come, Dolores,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>Always before he had called her “Miss Trent.”</p>
-
-<p>When they reached the wrought-iron gate into the Cabot
-grounds he stepped aside for her to precede him. That he
-should think of the puppy and her before himself&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>Even in that first full hour, she was impressed by these
-small remembrances. They told her more of the man than
-all the greater things which had been accredited to him.</p>
-
-<p>She it was who led the way around the clustered shrubbery
-and past the dryad of the cynical smirk. At the steps she
-had to right herself from stumbling. Although she was not
-weeping, she could not see.</p>
-
-<p>“Jackie.... <i>Jack!</i>”</p>
-
-<p>She had not spoken his name; merely had thought it in a
-hurting dread for herself as well as for him. Was catastrophe
-always to follow her? Had she brought it upon the boy by
-growing so close to him through love? That name he had
-revealed&mdash;his “secret” name for her&mdash;had that aught to do
-with the close-heeling of tragedy?</p>
-
-<p>“Other mother,” was what he had called her.</p>
-
-<p><i>Other mother!</i></p>
-
-<p><i>No.</i> The accident was to have been. It could not occur
-because he had whispered a precious name. With passionate
-jealousy, she defended his tribute. She would&mdash;she <i>must</i>
-have that.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>Along about midnight and quite unexpectedly, Jack
-became conscious. His mind seemed to open with his eyes.
-He saw his father first, seated on one side of the historic
-bed, then glanced about until he found Dolores on the other.</p>
-
-<p>From the outer room could be heard the deep-breathing
-of the celebrated surgeon who had performed the operation.
-He had preferred to spend the night there, awaiting results.
-The nurse, too, had been persuaded to a brief rest, since
-Mr. Cabot and the governess elected to keep the watch.</p>
-
-<p>The mother who, all evening, had been in a “state” of
-grief bordering on hysteria, had been retired to her own
-apartment by one of her headaches and Dr. Shayle. A
-remark made to the osteopath in a quite calm voice, however,
-had suggested that already she had found relief from
-the shock.</p>
-
-<p>“It will be better when it is all over,” she had said, turning
-with one of her quavering, childlike smiles from placing a
-rose between her son’s unresponsive fingers. “A lame lad
-couldn’t have gone far in this rapid age.”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores, overhearing, felt a sensation new to her. By
-contrast with its violence, she knew that it was not hate she
-felt for the puppy. This was the first hate that had racked
-her&mdash;this feeling for Catherine Cabot. “All over”&mdash;his
-mother to anticipate <i>that</i>!</p>
-
-<p>Now that the boy’s eyes had opened and widened with
-relief to find herself and John by the bed, the suggestion
-seemed more inhuman than before. She reached across to
-take away the rose of such cruel suggestiveness.</p>
-
-<p>But Jack’s fingers now closed around the stem. His lips
-moved.</p>
-
-<p>Both she and his father leaned close.</p>
-
-<p>“Evening, John Cabot.”</p>
-
-<p>“Jack Cabot, good evening.” In an effortful murmur the
-older John made his usual reply.</p>
-
-<p>“And you, ’Lores&mdash;&mdash; I am glad you are both&mdash;&mdash; Don’t
-have anyone else&mdash;&mdash;” Jack’s voice dwindled. Then soon
-he roused again. “If a picture was taken&mdash;of my heart, it
-would show&mdash;just two faces, John’s and ’Lores’. You’ll take
-my place, John&mdash;with Lores? You’ll try to make her happy&mdash;like
-I meant to do? She never was&mdash;happy, you know&mdash;until
-she and Dick and I&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>The father’s whispered reassurance Dolores tried not to
-hear, just as she tried not to see the look on his face. But
-without ears or eyes she must have heard and seen. Her
-heart was near breaking with grief for the two Johns.</p>
-
-<p>“Anything you decide&mdash;all right with me. I can trust&mdash;her
-with you. I’d like to see&mdash;my dog.”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores lifted the young Airedale, which had been biting
-at her skirt, to the edge of the bed and kept her hand on his
-collar while he wobbled over the coverlet and licked, in his
-boisterous, insinuating way, the outstretched hand of “his
-boy.” Soon she drew him away and replaced him on the
-floor, from where he whimpered and coaxed to get up again.</p>
-
-<p>John, the while, had replaced the rose in his son’s searching
-hand.</p>
-
-<p>They two sat watching the fingers that began to tear apart
-its petals.</p>
-
-<p>“You are wasting your rose, Jackie dear,” Dolores said,
-to keep his thoughts distracted from the puppy.</p>
-
-<p>He paused, but evidently not at her protest. The twittering
-of his canary in the other room seemed to disturb him.</p>
-
-<p>“Poor Dick, he’s taking it hard,” he said and returned to
-the destruction of the rose.</p>
-
-<p>After all the petals lay plucked on the coverlet, he gathered
-them up in both hands. His gaze, too, settled on the
-sight of the crimson life-leaves sifting through his pale
-fingers.</p>
-
-<p>“See, they look prettier&mdash;and smell sweeter&mdash;than before,”
-he urged, his voice loudening from his effort to reassure
-them. “The rose isn’t wasted. Nothing ever is. Even
-I&mdash;am not wasted. I’ve never been what other boys&mdash;are.
-But I’m glad I’ve lived long enough to ’preciate you, John.
-Maybe if I hadn’t&mdash;you and ’Lores&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>His voice was cut by a hurting gasp. They hovered close
-over him, watching the changes&mdash;from physical pain to
-mental relief&mdash;which drifted like sunshine after shadows
-over his face.</p>
-
-<p>Dolores would gladly have died to save him one pang; yet
-all she could do was to share his suffering. Her heart
-stopped beating from relief when the dark, appealing lashes
-swept back again. From far away, yet intensely, he looked
-up at them.</p>
-
-<p>“Remember, John and ’Lores, <i>nothing’s</i>&mdash;<i>ever</i>&mdash;<i>wasted</i>”</p>
-
-<p>As he spoke, a light not from the night lamp was shafted
-into the room. Direct as a search-ray it found his face and
-settled there.</p>
-
-<p>At its touch Jack lifted to one elbow on the pillow, forgetful
-of pain; gazed with an alert look into its unearthly
-radiance; leant his head to one side, as if listening.</p>
-
-<p>“I will come. I am coming,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“No, not yet, Jack&mdash;don’t go yet!” At last moved from
-his outer calm, the father threw forward his body to screen
-off the sourceless shaft. But not the faintest shadow showed.
-Through his brawn the light glowed steadily. With a groan
-he slid to his knees beside the ancestral bed and stretched
-clutching hands across the counterpane as if longing, yet not
-daring to drag back into the semi-gloom the last of the line.</p>
-
-<p>His appeal sounded desperate&mdash;tortured from him.</p>
-
-<p>“How can you leave me, boy? You are part of me, Jack
-Cabot. Don’t you realize that? You are all that I have.
-Don’t go yet awhile, my son&mdash;little crushed bone of my
-bone!”</p>
-
-<p>Perhaps Jack heard. Perhaps he should have preferred
-to wait, if only for the “while” that his man-god craved.
-But his eyes did not lower from the blinding light or his
-head relax from its listening slant. Any courteous desire
-which he may have had to stay was overruled by the authoritative
-command that had reached him. In a last effort
-to reassure the beloved two he must leave behind, he tried
-to smile&mdash;was able to whisper:</p>
-
-<p>“I am not&mdash;afraid.... I see&mdash;the way.... The
-light&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>Through the numbness that made one pain of her heart
-and her head, Dolores remembered sometime afterward that
-unprecedented midnight twittering which had disturbed the
-boy. Softly, so as not to awaken the great surgeon, she
-crossed the living-room to the window. The canary
-greeted her with no flutter of wings. She lifted the cage off
-its hook, carried it into the bedroom and placed it beside
-the night lamp.</p>
-
-<p>She and John Cabot stood in the utter silence which
-seemed to fill the world, looking through the wires at the
-fluffed, yellow body that lay upon the floor of the cage.
-Indeed Dick had taken it “hard.” Jack’s wish for the small
-creature whose large love had made him “ashamed” was
-fulfilled. His bird, too, had gone&mdash;set free.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XV">CHAPTER XV</h3>
-</div>
-
-<p>In justice to John Cabot, the spirit-girl Dolores related
-next an interview between the financier and his wife of
-which she was told afterward. So she explained to her
-demon audience when able to proceed.</p>
-
-<p>Three days had passed since that incomprehensible thing
-misnamed on Earth as “life” had departed the unsightly
-physical of the young heir. The great surgeon, after having
-established&mdash;to his own satisfaction at least&mdash;that the patient
-had died of “nerve shock” and not of an operation which he
-pronounced successful in all details, had departed with his
-check. The servants were recovering from the emotional
-debauch of the last offices and beginning to think consciously,
-rather than subconsciously, in terms of tasks.</p>
-
-<p>The governess, immediately on her return from the cemetery
-where had been consigned to dust her second safe
-love, had sought the boy’s mother in her boudoir. She had
-come, she said, to express her appreciation of the many
-kindnesses heaped upon her and to announce her departure,
-since her engagement had come to so sudden and sad an end.</p>
-
-<p>Catherine, however, had insisted that she stay on in the
-house; in a pitiful outburst had clung to her as the one who
-had been nearest and dearest to the departed lad. Time
-enough later to decide in what capacity she should remain.
-Her gentle companionship was “comforting” to the bereaved
-mother. She must not “desert.”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores had hesitated, riven with doubts. She felt that
-she should go. Yet she longed to stay. Catherine was
-suffering from one of the headaches which would seem to
-have become chronic. Fragrant and pale as a valley-lily
-in her crepe, she looked a lovely child, dependent upon kindness.
-Dolores glanced away from the dew-wet eyes and
-compared her own sense of loss with what a mother’s must
-be. Although she had not forgotten that brutal anticipation
-of Jack’s death, hate hurt. Catherine looked in need of
-forgiveness and she&mdash;&mdash; She <i>needed</i> to forgive.</p>
-
-<p>She was considering the somewhat vague disposal of her
-near future when Mr. Cabot knocked. Advised by the set
-look of his face and his grave manner, she at once excused
-herself; left them alone. Following is the conversation
-between them, as reported to her later on.</p>
-
-<p>“This is the first time in several years that you, my wedded
-lord, have visited my rooms. To what do I owe the rather
-unusual honor?” Catherine asked.</p>
-
-<p>“To a rather unusual request.”</p>
-
-<p>John did not draw up the chair toward which she had
-waved him. He stood through the interview&mdash;stood or
-paced from one object to another of the luxurious room.
-At times he stopped quite near the <i>chaise longue</i> where she
-sat propped up by cushions, to study her guileless face and
-the suffering air with which she sniffed a gold bottle of salts.</p>
-
-<p>“The boy is dead, Catherine.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, John.”</p>
-
-<p>“I loved the boy.”</p>
-
-<p>“I believe you did. Still, he must have been a great disappointment
-to a fine specimen like you.”</p>
-
-<p>The compliment was repeated in her appreciative, uplifted
-gaze. But he felt far from pleased.</p>
-
-<p>“You will oblige me by not referring to Jack’s infirmity
-again. He was the only creature I’ve had to love since my
-mother, and I loved him as he was. You and I, Catherine,
-should be the last to depreciate him for what he symbolized.”</p>
-
-<p>“Symbolized? Oh, don’t tell me that again!”</p>
-
-<p>“Your criticism forces me to remind you. Outwardly our
-son was the symbol of our malformed union.”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>John</i>, what a grim thought!”</p>
-
-<p>“Grim as the inheritance law&mdash;even to the third and fourth
-generation. He paid the price in his person of our crime in
-giving him birth. Through our fault, not his own, his body
-was warped and his temper uncertain. I often remembered
-when I looked at him&mdash;remembered that no amount of love
-was enough to atone for the wrong we had done him. I, for
-one, am grateful that we three were spared the greater
-punishment. So easily, in the sardonic scheme of things,
-the soul of him, too, might have been warped. But his was
-as gallant and large and sweet as ever outgrew injustice.”</p>
-
-<p>The implications against herself had turned Catherine to
-one of the many mirrors conveniently placed.</p>
-
-<p>“How can you take such stern pride in your loyalty? You
-used to say, you know, that you loved me.”</p>
-
-<p>He, also, studied her reflection.</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose you would call that a self-respecting statement?
-All right, we’ll give it the benefit of my doubt that it is
-mere vanity. I did love what I thought you were. But that
-was taken away, like my mother&mdash;like Jack.”</p>
-
-<p>She showed the flurry that caught her up whenever
-inspired by one of her “brainy” thoughts.</p>
-
-<p>“Has a man a right to think things about a woman
-which aren’t true, marry her on the strength of them and
-then blame her for the rest of their unnatural lives because
-he made a mistake?”</p>
-
-<p>“In our case I had&mdash;every right. Have you forgotten
-the details of our first meeting, Catherine? Your father had
-invited me to the house really to see you, not the pictures he
-hoped to sell me. Your mother had selected me, sight
-unseen, by virtue of my bank account. They helped you to
-make an impression on me which all of you knew to be
-false. You were dressed in white, which you afterward told
-me you never expected to wear again until your funeral.
-You looked innocent and tender and dependent&mdash;all of which
-you were not. You sat upon a hassock and played with a
-white Persian kitten&mdash;oh, every detail of the studied effect
-made a lasting impression upon me! You had well-developed
-claws then, but you held them in far more carefully than did
-the kitten. Later, I learned, with quite a shock, that you
-detested cats. Yet you held this one to your cheek and
-understudied its appeal to the best of your feline ability.”</p>
-
-<p>“Thanks for admitting that I have some sort of ability,”
-the gentle voice purred.</p>
-
-<p>“You have more than ability. You have positive power.”</p>
-
-<p>“My dear John! But don’t pay me all your stored-up
-compliments in one visit. Save some and call again.”</p>
-
-<p>“You have that most potent of acquisitive forces, unassailable
-egotism. I used to look into the faces of the painted
-parasites riding along Fifth Avenue in their cars and wonder
-why so much was laid at their feet. That was before I
-learned&mdash;<i>you</i>.”</p>
-
-<p>“To think that you, John, should learn anything from
-me!”</p>
-
-<p>“Egotism is the most acquiring force in the world. All
-great men have it, but in them it is covered or excused by
-their greatness. All women successful with men have it to
-the degree of a sort of hypnotism. They blind men to what
-they are with the bright light of what they think they are.
-You, for instance, think so well of yourself that one needs
-strong lenses to see your faults. I used to hope that you’d
-dim some day&mdash;have a doubt of yourself. But you never
-did. You are all strength in your egotism.”</p>
-
-<p>Hard words they were, yet sadly spoken. During them
-the beautiful subject had wavered between pique and pleasure.
-At their finish, she offered her child-sweet laugh.</p>
-
-<p>“After this, I can refuse you nothing. Name the rather
-unusual favor which you say you have come to ask!”</p>
-
-<p>“I wish you, Catherine, to get a divorce.”</p>
-
-<p>“You&mdash;<i>you</i> want a divorce?”</p>
-
-<p>Astonishment overcame both pique and pleasure.</p>
-
-<p>“The boy was our only link. Now that he is gone, free
-me. You may have the money&mdash;as much of it as you want.
-I can make more. Of late I’ve had literally forced on me
-plenty of that which is my value in your eyes. I’ll try to
-meet any demands you make. You see, I assume that you
-have no reason other than money for keeping up this pretense
-longer.”</p>
-
-<p>“So, it has come to this?”</p>
-
-<p>Both face and form relaxed as she coaxed the cushions to
-give her greater comfort. The astonishment in her eyes had
-been replaced by shrewdness; that, in turn, by mild amusement.
-But the golden lines of her eye-brows were arched,
-as always when she was at mental tension.</p>
-
-<p>“Do you intend this request, my hitherto immaculate John,
-to be taken as a confession of guilt?”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Guilt?</i>”</p>
-
-<p>The one repeated word, weighted by disgust, was the whole
-of his denial.</p>
-
-<p>“Whence&mdash;where&mdash;how, then, a divorce, without <i>cause</i>?
-Are we not citizens of the supposedly respectable commonwealth
-of New York?”</p>
-
-<p>“There is Reno.”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Reno!</i>” As if from force of her emphasis, Catherine
-sprang up from her lounge, crossed the room and faced him.
-“So you’ve been calculating on Reno? A nice, chivalrous
-plan&mdash;for <i>me</i> to endure such tedium and long-suffering to
-oblige you with a divorce! Four days’ train travel from
-New York and six months’ residence in a Wild West town in
-the kind of hotel that has only one bath to a floor and
-wouldn’t know what you meant by <i>à la carte</i> if you spelled
-it backward and translated it into Indian. My dear husband,
-what could you offer that would repay me for one of those
-awful exiles in Nevada’s make-believe metropolis?”</p>
-
-<p>“What sum has d’Elie named?”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>John!</i> Are you trying to insult me?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, Catherine. I am trying to settle with you.”</p>
-
-<p>For a tight-strung moment man and wife regarded each
-the other, he not unkindly, she with twisting lips. The next,
-she turned and herself began to glide from object to object of
-the room, as if she too were strange to them. When she
-again stopped before him, her face had beautified. She laid
-a hand upon his arm.</p>
-
-<p>“Tell me, <i>why</i> a divorce, dear?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why not a divorce?” His eyes held forbiddingly on
-the clutch of her polish-pointed fingers. “Let’s not go into
-unnecessary explanations. I understand something of your
-ambitions and shall be glad to help you achieve them. You
-will wear a title well&mdash;one thing that I could never give you.
-And you’ll do better, I am sure, with a man whose devotion
-is for hire.”</p>
-
-<p>“A beautiful sentiment, as Clarke Shayle would say,” she
-commented. “It is fortunate that I didn’t marry you for
-any supposed amiability. As for yourself?”</p>
-
-<p>“As for myself&mdash;&mdash;” He flung off the hand that still
-clung, a note of passion in his voice. “Has your memory
-utterly failed you, Catherine? Can’t you or won’t you
-remember what I used to be? Once I tried to make you
-understand something of what I hoped from life and love.
-Do you suppose that it has been comfortable for me to
-appear a stone man? You don’t want me. Let me find a life&mdash;perhaps
-even love&mdash;for myself. Oh, Catherine, you used
-at least to seem kind in the early days! Try to be a little
-kind again.”</p>
-
-<p>“Just kind enough to free you. And <i>she</i>?”</p>
-
-<p>Certainly there was no promise in the bite of her response
-or the curiosity with which she eyed the emotion on his
-face.</p>
-
-<p>In reply to her question, John Cabot simply looked at her&mdash;a
-warning look, known and feared on the Street.</p>
-
-<p>“This lady with whom you hope to find life and love&mdash;did
-she suggest the plan to lay me on the shelf?” Catherine
-inquired. “It’s an ill wind that blows nobody good, they say.
-Of course I can’t blame her for wishing to take advantage
-of poor Jack’s death by&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“That will do, Catherine.” He voiced the warning look.
-“There is no other woman in my life.”</p>
-
-<p>As if relieved of an unhappy suspicion, she lifted a smile
-of the self-believing sort which ten years before would have
-blinded him to the lies behind her lips.</p>
-
-<p>“Then why,” she asked, “suggest the Union Pacific&mdash;the
-road to Reno? How can you, a mere husband, feel sure
-that you know your wife’s heart? I defy the laws of Nevada
-or any other state to give you the key. What if I should say
-that I still do want you?”</p>
-
-<p>“You cannot say that and speak the truth.”</p>
-
-<p>In his positiveness she saw that her past power to beguile
-him indeed was gone. But no ineffectualness on that account
-depressed her, as proved by the light laugh with which she
-returned to the pleasanter assurances of her mirror.</p>
-
-<p>“You are right. I hope you are as grateful as I am that
-I can’t. I’d be bored to extinction with the ordinary state
-called ‘marital bliss,’ either with a man who doted upon me
-or one upon whom I doted. Fact is&mdash;&mdash;” Bending closer
-to the glass, she focused into the twin pair of eyes a look
-of assured capability, “I never did care for you. Lately I
-quite dislike you. You are, you know, superior. I don’t
-wish to be superior myself and I resent people who are.
-There now! You say you like honesty&mdash;won’t you give me
-a good mark?”</p>
-
-<p>With one of her unaccountable transitions, her manner
-changed from frank spite to pathos. Brushing her hand
-across her eyes, as if to hide from him any sign of the
-feeling to which she had declared herself immune, she crossed
-to the window and leaned, looking out, against the effective
-background of its bronze hanging.</p>
-
-<p>“No, my only husband&mdash;the answer is no.” The cynicism
-in what she said was weakened by the way she said it. “I’m
-sorry to refuse any little request of yours, but I cannot give
-you up. And I don’t think, really, that you have been quite
-nice. Since the challenge was to come from you, you might
-have been heroic enough to let me name the weapons&mdash;swords
-or pistols, you know&mdash;that impossible Reno or New
-York. Don’t you think yourself that you have added insult
-to injury?”</p>
-
-<p>He did not dignify the appeal with a reply. He was about
-to go; had bowed to her formally and was crossing to the
-door.</p>
-
-<p>“John, dear.”</p>
-
-<p>Her quavery cry stopped him on the threshold.</p>
-
-<p>She followed him and stood with her gold-gloried head
-hung low over her twisting hands. “You say I have lost all
-kindness, John. I think <i>you</i> have. You are not what you
-used to be, any more than am I. You haven’t had a thought
-for me in what you ask. Perhaps a man cannot realize
-what it means to a woman to&mdash;to be faced with a demand
-like yours of to-day. For me to divorce you for deserting
-me&mdash;to admit to our world that you have tired of me&mdash;&mdash; Even
-supposing there is nothing to me but what you say,
-don’t you know that would crucify my vanity? But there
-is more to me, John. I once <i>was</i> that kitten-girl you thought
-me. At times&mdash;even yet&mdash;I have my softer feelings. I am
-used to compliments and I&mdash;I am hurt to the heart by your
-insult.”</p>
-
-<p>John did not take advantage of her pause. He continued
-to wait and wonder.</p>
-
-<p>“I see far less beautiful women than I being understood
-and appreciated,” she continued after a quivering sigh. “Is
-it too much that I ask to be endured? And yet, I don’t want
-to ask that&mdash;I really don’t. I want you to be happy, but&mdash;&mdash; Oh,
-John, why couldn’t you have waited until I’d recovered?
-What with the accident and poor Jack’s death and the funeral
-and now <i>this</i>, I feel that I’ve had almost more than I can
-stand. To-day my head aches until&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Again she paused. And again he did not speak.</p>
-
-<p>“Dr. Shayle says that I ought to go away somewhere for a
-change of air and scene,” she continued after a moment, in
-a lower, more pathetic voice. “I was hesitating, in my mistaken
-viewpoint, feeling that I shouldn’t leave you in the
-house alone just at this time. But after what you’ve said to
-me I see that you’d be glad to have me go. I’ll start
-to-morrow for&mdash;for somewhere&mdash;anywhere.”</p>
-
-<p>Soon her sobs allowed her to add: “And I’ll think things
-over while I’m gone, dear. Perhaps, when I get used to your
-idea, it won’t sound so brutal as it does to-day. I just <i>might</i>
-come to see it more your way. Or perhaps you will miss me
-enough to&mdash;to&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>He realized that she was giving him every chance, but
-still failed to improve it.</p>
-
-<p>With only a reproachful glance for his lack of generosity,
-she changed the subject. “I want to speak to you about one
-thing in particular. It’s Miss Trent. As you may know, I
-have conceived an unusual affection for her. I don’t feel
-that we should send a young creature of her beauty and fatal
-charm out into the world again. On account of her devotion
-to Jackie and the wonderfully good influence she exerted
-over him, I feel the responsibility of seeing her safely settled,
-either with us or elsewhere. She is really quite refined.
-And how her looks came out in that evening dress I&mdash;we
-gave her! For one, I don’t intend that the he-wolves outside
-shall get on the trail again of a girl who was so dear to our&mdash;our
-boy.”</p>
-
-<p>“Your sentiments do you proud, Catherine.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t be sarcastic, John. You may think I have no heart,
-but there are people who wouldn’t agree with you. Dolores,
-for instance. I show her every day my appreciation for what
-she did for Jack.”</p>
-
-<p>“And I intend to show mine,” John inserted quietly, “by
-some suitable arrangement and provision. Jack’s last request
-was that I look out for her. I, too, have a high opinion of
-Miss Trent.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then do, John, unbend toward her! You treat her&mdash;really&mdash;like
-a servant in the house. It offends my finer
-sensibilities to see how afraid the poor thing is of you. You
-can’t doubt her devotion to the boy. Try to realize, as I do,
-that her heart is aching for him almost as much as our own.
-Be kinder to her while I’m gone, won’t you, John?”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t worry. I shall be kind to her.”</p>
-
-<p>“I do thank you for that promise. You’re a dear. I
-should have worried for fear you’d hurt her hyper-sensitive
-feelings in some way&mdash;as&mdash;as you’ve hurt mine. You see,
-she has agreed to stay on in the house at least until I get
-back. I’ve made her believe that I need someone above
-Morrison to look after things in my place.”</p>
-
-<p>“In that case,” said John, “I shall move to one of the
-clubs.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no,” she protested. “Dolores would suspect that you
-had been driven out of your home and be most uncomfortable.
-It isn’t at all necessary for you to go.”</p>
-
-<p>“Pardon me. I think it is.”</p>
-
-<p>He left her, disappointed and dismayed. The “mere husband”
-of her accusation, he felt he must have misunderstood
-his wife. That affection for him should outweigh her
-cupidity seemed incredible. And yet what else could have
-prompted her refusal of his “rather unusual” request?</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XVI">CHAPTER XVI</h3>
-</div>
-
-<p>Who does not find the intermission tedious after the tragic
-second act? The curtain has lowered between you and
-knowledge of what the end of the play is to be. Over the
-auditorium side of the footlights the indirect glow from dome
-and gallery flares. You straighten and turn to your friends.
-You see them brush the damp from their eye-lashes; hear
-them clear the husk from their voices; appreciate that they,
-as well as you, are groping back to reality. But you resent
-your friends; resent yourself; resent reality. It is a poor
-exchange for the make-believe whose artistry has humbled
-a thousand egos into a unit&mdash;an audience.</p>
-
-<p>Because so essentially temporary, the intermission is a
-strain. And if to you, how much more to the actors, also
-waiting behind the scenes, whose ecstasies have brought the
-great sophisticated house to tears!</p>
-
-<p>The week following Mrs. Cabot’s departure from her
-Fifth Avenue mansion was one of poignant loneliness for
-Dolores Trent. Strangely enough, however, she refused
-such companionship as offered. When good Mrs. Morrison
-urged that she come down to the cheerful first-floor parlor
-at tea-time or in the evenings, she plead the necessity of
-brushing-up on the languages upon which she depended for
-her next position. So almost painful to one of her yielding
-habits were her frequent refusals to see Dr. Shayle that she
-left a standing “Not-at-home” with those who answered the
-door and telephone.</p>
-
-<p>With none to give her orders, she looked for things to do
-and tried to the full of her gentle authority to maintain
-discipline in the establishment, as when the Cabots were at
-home. That, so far as she knew at the time, was madame’s
-chief reason for leaving her in charge. Tactfully she submitted
-suggestions for increased orderliness to the housekeeper.
-She instructed the yard-man according to her own
-ideas of the winter needs of the trees and shrubs under his
-charge. A stable-boy, suspected of mistreating his master’s
-mount, she brought to confession and a quixotic zeal to make
-amends.</p>
-
-<p>But chiefly she waited. Impatient of interruption from
-those who wished to be her friends, of the warm, indirect
-lighting shafted over her by the Cabot millions, of the comfort
-of reality, she merely endured the intermission. Her
-imagination strained toward what would be revealed when
-the curtain rose again.</p>
-
-<p>The Airedale terrier, that now was not to know the joys of
-owning his own “boy,” she made her particular charge.
-Although she had resented him from first sight, she came to
-take a vicarious pride in his up-bringing and points. Through
-Jack’s eyes she watched his development out of puppyhood
-into promising young dogship; daily brushed the harsh tan
-coat over which the outlines of a black saddle already were
-forming; noted with interest that, although scarcely two
-months old, his eyes were turning black; attended his diet
-herself, lest his canine voracity weaken the bones of his
-front legs, now straight as two gun-barrels. In time she felt
-for him a comradeship even greater than Jack’s would have
-been. Was he not in the same, culpable position which had
-saddened her youth? Had not another died for him?</p>
-
-<p>She did not realize how much his demonstrative preference
-for her company had gained upon her until one night when
-awakened from her early sleep by the ache of loneliness. She
-decided to join him in Jack’s living room where he was
-allowed to dream his puppy dreams curled up on the foot-stool
-that stood as of yore before the lame little autocrat’s
-arm-chair. Slipping a warm robe over her nightgown and
-loose long hair, she tip-toed in mules along the balcony and
-into the suite of so many memories. Scarcely had she closed
-the door when the puppy rose to receive her. Although he
-stood a picture of preparedness in the center of the room,
-instinctively posing after the traditions of his A. K. C.
-ancestry when on hunt or show-bench, the waggle of his
-short, flagstaff tail and certain quivers of his stiff chin
-whiskers assured her that he was delighted she had come.</p>
-
-<p>And Dolores returned his greeting with more than usual
-cordiality. She rubbed the level of his back with her foot
-and stooped to scratch the section of forehead between the
-small, V-shaped ears when he kissed effusively her bare
-ankles.</p>
-
-<p>She straightened; for a moment stood listening. The room
-was very quiet&mdash;so much quieter than usual. She glanced
-at the grandfather’s clock which had ticked through so many
-generations of Cabots. The living John had tinkered it to
-outlast the life of his heir and it had made good his boast.
-Reproachfully Dolores eyed the “calm” face which Jack had
-approved. Indeed, a clock needed to be “calm-faced,” when
-its office was ticking lives away.</p>
-
-<p>The hour hand was close to eleven. But then, the hour
-didn’t matter. Nothing mattered except that Jack was gone.
-With the thought, she turned toward the closed bedroom
-door. Impossible&mdash;almost too impossible for belief it seemed
-that he was not sleeping within. Comparing to-night with
-other nights when she had crept in to assure herself that his
-sleep was sound, the past seemed real, the now the unreality.
-Surely he would be hunched up beneath his eider-down and
-satin just as usual.</p>
-
-<p>Moved by her longings, the girl continued across the
-living-room; opened, then closed behind her the bedroom
-door and stopped beside the bed. Its absolute flatness, the
-neat roll of the comforter between its foot-posts, the prim
-set of the pillows at its head&mdash;all filled her with realization
-keen as actual disappointment. She bunched up the pillows,
-threw herself upon them and shook out the comforter over
-her. With a sob, she tried to clasp to her heart the delusion
-that a twisted little shape lay within her arms.</p>
-
-<p>Before she fell asleep she realized that the puppy had
-followed her into the room. He had hidden under the bed,
-evidently, until eased of fear over his temerity. Her resistance
-of the whimpers with which he soon grew emboldened
-kept her awake for a time. What was he&mdash;stupid, brute
-atom&mdash;that he presumed to offer comfort for her human
-loss? And had not he himself deprived her? Quite roughly
-she pushed away his exaggeratedly shivering body and repulsed
-his suggestion that he, too, was lonely. Let him
-continue to hide from her sight&mdash;let him die of his loneliness!</p>
-
-<p>And yet&mdash;&mdash; In those little-girl days of long ago, had
-<i>she</i> died, willing though she might have been to offer that
-apology for her existence? What would she have done if the
-father whom she had deprived had not been merciful to her?</p>
-
-<p>A damp nose in her down-stretched palm emphasized the
-question. She should remember that the creature wasn’t hers
-to mistreat. Jack would want his dog given the benefit of
-every doubt. She picked up the recent bundle of canine
-pathos&mdash;now one of exuberant joy&mdash;and permitted him to
-wriggle down upon the coverlet.</p>
-
-<p>A sound louder than his dream barks, then a movement
-more definite than the twitching of the four feet co-ordinating
-with the speed at which he imagined himself running,
-awakened her. Against the slivers of light which outlined
-the door-frame, she saw that the puppy was standing at
-attention&mdash;hind legs thrust well back, bristles stiff, nose
-close to the sill. She sat up and shook herself wider awake.
-Someone had entered the sitting-room and made a light.</p>
-
-<p>She would better announce her presence inside than have
-the dog bark the announcement for her. With the idea of
-returning to her own chamber, she gathered her dressing-gown
-close around her and opened the door.</p>
-
-<p>There she stood absolutely still. Everything seemed to
-halt with her feet&mdash;the beat of her heart, all capability to
-move or speak, even any sense of surprise.</p>
-
-<p>Powerless as she felt looked John Cabot.</p>
-
-<p>He was sitting in Jack’s arm-chair, beside the lamp; was
-looking at her. The parts of Jack’s broken, pace-setting toy
-were spread out on the table. In both hands he clutched the
-torn magazine in which the boy had drawn a circle around
-the dog of his choice. He was pale and gaunt.</p>
-
-<p>From the look of him, he must have imagined her a vision.
-And she made no move to undeceive him. He was convinced
-of the reality of the moment by the puppy. Holding aside
-the frisking beast, he straightened and forced himself to
-speak.</p>
-
-<p>“You mustn’t stay here, Dolores.”</p>
-
-<p>His words, his frown, his harsh tone&mdash;all stabbed into the
-wound of her solitariness as she had not been stabbed when
-alone. She could not manage an answer, except to cross to
-the hall door. Then, just as her hand turned the knob&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“For God’s sake, don’t leave me&mdash;don’t go!” At her distressed
-hesitation, he added a jumble of words. “There is
-something I’ve been wanting to say to you&mdash;to offer&mdash;about
-your future. Forgive me if I seem abrupt or rude. I feel
-the strain of&mdash;of recent events. It might help to talk with
-someone who understands. Won’t you stay&mdash;a little while?”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores felt more hurt than when he had spoken first, but
-hurt for him. Knowing the steel control of the man, she
-wondered at his mood. She returned into the room and
-stood before him, one thought clear in her mind. So this,
-then, was what she had been awaiting all along&mdash;this need
-for companionship of John Cabot?</p>
-
-<p>Usually so punctilious about the courtesies, he remained
-seated, his knuckles whitening in his grip of the crumpled
-magazine. That he now avoided looking at her filled her
-with the equivocal sensations of hope and fear which had
-unsteadied her that night of the dinner. But she tried not
-to feel for herself. She wanted all she was to feel for him.
-She saw that he was making an effort to get himself in hand
-and wished that she might help him. Yet she hesitated to
-speak lest she sound some discordant note.</p>
-
-<p>“I thought it was only Jack I was lonely for&mdash;that sitting
-in his room, among his things&mdash;&mdash; But I was deluding
-myself. I know that now. The sight of you&mdash;&mdash; Well, it
-has not calmed me.”</p>
-
-<p>All too brief a glance he lifted to her startled eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“If I seem strange or&mdash;or incoherent&mdash;&mdash; Dolores, you
-never could imagine such loneliness as I’ve been suffering.
-Every night since I moved to the club, I’ve been obsessed
-with the desire to come here. I knew I shouldn’t trust myself.
-Last night I tramped the street until five in the morning
-to wear out the wish. But to-night it came back stronger
-than before. It has half crazed me&mdash;has worn me out. I&mdash;I
-am run down, I guess. I feel like the last half-second of an
-eight-day clock.”</p>
-
-<p>At his simile, the girl glanced toward the corner. The
-hour hand of the tall old time-piece was exactly where it had
-been, close to eleven. She realized why the silence had
-seemed so intense when she first had entered the room.
-Shocked, she leaned closer to John Cabot.</p>
-
-<p>“Jack’s clock,” she murmured. “I wound it only yesterday.
-It has stopped.”</p>
-
-<p>As he, too, turned and looked, his face reflected her superstitious
-tone. The quiet increased. Everything in their
-world seemed to have stopped.</p>
-
-<p>The young Airedale broke the pause. With a whine and
-one paw he importuned the master’s lax-hanging hand. John
-pushed him away.</p>
-
-<p>“I owe you worse than nothing, puppy. I meant that Jack
-should be considerate of you, but not that he should die for
-you.”</p>
-
-<p>The dog appeared to understand; at least, raised his head
-and howled dismally.</p>
-
-<p>To hush his weird lament, Dolores sank down upon the
-hassock which never more would rest a pair of shrunken
-legs; dragged the wretched alien out from under the chair;
-stroked and patted him.</p>
-
-<p>“He didn’t intend that Jack should die for him,” she
-interceded. “He didn’t intend anything&mdash;any more than I
-intended that my mother should die for me. I try not to
-hate him. I am sure Jack would know and be distressed if
-I did. He’s just a foolish puppy.”</p>
-
-<p>“‘And what is folly, but a riotous expenditure of will?’”
-muttered John. His hand sought the head of the dog for
-the importuned caress, but spasmodically clasped around
-Dolores’. He leaned toward her, although with eyes turned
-away, as he continued to quote: “‘There are to will and to
-have your will. There are your social ideas, your immoderate
-desires, your excesses, your pleasures that end in death,
-your sorrows that quicken the pace of life. For pain is
-perhaps but a violent pleasure.’”</p>
-
-<p>Then he looked at her. His eyes, dark and brilliant
-through a surface film, asked her consideration. Never had
-she seen such misery. She had thought it could only be felt
-in the heart.</p>
-
-<p>“Do you believe that?” he demanded. “Is the pain that is
-wrecking me only a form of pleasure?”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores doubted her voice, but she forced it. It sounded
-unsteady as her thoughts. “I wish I knew what to say. I&mdash;I
-cannot endure to see you so unhappy. I wish I knew&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“There is no heartbreak except deliberate sin. That I keep
-telling myself,” he interrupted. “If I am true to Jack’s
-trust, true to myself, true to you&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>His hand slid to her wrist; hesitated there.</p>
-
-<p>“But with the best I can do I am breaking. Everything
-has combined to weaken my resistance. Jack, who was your
-protector, died and immediately after him the canary.
-To-night the clock that has not missed a minute for three
-generations of us&mdash;even the old clock gives up.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you remember what Jack said,” Dolores reminded,
-“that nothing is wasted? Maybe&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t start me on that train of thought,” he objected
-harshly. “It maddens me. If Jack and his restraining
-influence were to die&mdash;if we were to meet here to-night&mdash;if
-time for us was to stop&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>He clutched her other arm and passed both hands to her
-shoulders. One remained there. The other continued
-around her neck; forced her face to lift to his; clung to her
-throat. The pulse of his fingers beat against the pulse just
-under her chin.</p>
-
-<p>“Look at me, Dolores. Keep me seeing the surprise in
-your eyes. Do you realize that you have only your inexperience
-to protect you?”</p>
-
-<p>She was glad to obey. She looked and looked. And as
-she looked, she saw her heaven&mdash;at last her home. Something
-lifted that for long had lain a dead-weight on her
-heart, a question that now wafted like a fragrance from her
-lips.</p>
-
-<p>“You care&mdash;for me?”</p>
-
-<p>“Dolores....”</p>
-
-<p>“You have longed for me as I have longed for you?”</p>
-
-<p>“Didn’t you know from the first? I tell you to implore
-you&mdash;don’t trust me. I am no longer strong, Dolores.
-Against my will, against Jack’s faith&mdash;&mdash; Life, position,
-integrity&mdash;everything is a trifle to me except the need to
-know&mdash;&mdash; Dolores, will you try to understand? Won’t
-you forgive and pity me? I am terrified for you. You must
-be stronger than I.”</p>
-
-<p>She did not appear to have heard him.</p>
-
-<p>“You love me, then. You <i>love</i> me.”</p>
-
-<p>Over and over again the answer to her question gave sweet
-form to her lips. Her head fell back. Her eyes pursued his.</p>
-
-<p>The young Airedale, convinced at last that he was unwelcome,
-emerged from under the chair, gave them a reproachful
-look, then trotted out of the room. His exit seemed to
-impress John anew with their aloneness. He drew up and
-away from her.</p>
-
-<p>“Remember,” he warned, “that hopelessness is a dangerous
-state. So long as I had hope I was strong. Now that I am
-hopeless&mdash;hopeless&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>It was then that he told her of his interview with Catherine.
-Knowing his wife as most did not, he could not
-hope to change her private and particular reasons for refusing
-to free him. As Clarke Shayle had said, Catherine could
-not be “reached.” He had promised Jack to help Dolores
-toward a safe future. He was glad of to-night’s opportunity
-to learn what she wished that future to be.</p>
-
-<p>But the girl no longer was restrained by his restraint. Now
-that she understood, she had no thought of herself except as
-it might concern him. And why consider the future in preference
-to the here and now? Why lower her eyes from that
-first sight of home and heaven?</p>
-
-<p>The admiration and pity which she felt in her mind for
-him blended into a yearning desire voluntarily to satisfy the
-demands spoken only in the glaze of his eyes, in the pallor of
-his face, in the stiff set of his lips.</p>
-
-<p>“Maybe you would be comforted,” she ventured, “to know
-how much I&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Although he shrank farther back, his fingers, still pressed
-against her throat, conducted the tremor that passed through
-him.</p>
-
-<p>“I’d give my soul to hear you say it. Surely you know
-that? And yet I must not hear&mdash;I dare not hear. Don’t
-trust me. Don’t try me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Does love try love?” Her eyes widened incredulously.
-“Isn’t love a question, incomplete unless answered? You say
-that you care as I do&mdash;that you have cared all along. You
-would not tell me if it were not true. You ask me by loving
-me. Let me answer. You want to hear me! Don’t you&mdash;<i>don’t</i>
-you, John?”</p>
-
-<p>She shook back the loosened hair from her face that he
-might see while he heard the truth. She had thought him
-pale; now all color left the lips pressed against his teeth.
-His hands tightened on her, but to hold her away. Before
-to-night she would have been silenced by this continence.
-But now that she knew&mdash;&mdash; Everything was different now.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t repulse me as you did the dog, John. I deserve
-your pity more than he. Don’t remind me that since birth
-my presence has brought death.”</p>
-
-<p>“Death, Dolores? I never guessed what life could be
-until I saw you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, then, make me feel that you regard me as a curse?”</p>
-
-<p>“Dear, I am blessed to have known you.”</p>
-
-<p>Her appeal for herself gentled him as those for him could
-not do. In his palms he cupped the oval of her cheeks; for
-long looked into her eyes. Stiffly, as if compelled against
-their inclination by his will, his lips moved.</p>
-
-<p>“So fragrant and pure is the soul of you, but fragile as
-the rose that Jack destroyed. You must not be wasted on
-me.</p>
-
-<p>“But he said, John, that nothing is ever really wasted, not
-even the tears of dew on a rose. They have only their day&mdash;roses.
-And hearts have only their day. Why not enjoy them
-the more for their little life? Tell me again and read your
-answer in my happiness. Is it true&mdash;<i>true</i> that you love me?”</p>
-
-<p>His eyes closed that he might not read; then opened at
-once lest he fail.</p>
-
-<p>“I love you with a crave that terrifies me&mdash;only less, I
-hope, than my honor&mdash;with a will to protect you from what
-you do not understand&mdash;from myself and yourself&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Protect love against itself?” Her incredulity silenced
-him. “If my heart is a rose that you wish to pluck, John,
-take it, crush it, sift its petals through your fingers. If it
-brings you a moment’s pleasure, it will not have been wasted.”</p>
-
-<p>His hands recoiled from her face as if from a danger.</p>
-
-<p>But Dolores lifted her arms and laid them around his
-neck. She felt no false shame before him. She knew now.</p>
-
-<p>“Take me, John, and crush me. Waste me, since you call
-love a waste. I am satisfied to be the rose of your day&mdash;to
-give off my fragrance for you.”</p>
-
-<p>He could not have shaken her off had he tried, so overwhelming
-was her wish to give him that for which he would
-not ask. He sat perfectly still, looking down into her eyes,
-listening to what she said. His breath came harder when she
-lifted to her knees on the hassock and leaned against him.</p>
-
-<p>“Jack told you to see that I was happy. I cannot be so
-while you are unhappy, John. Think of me and take me in
-your arms. Let me feel that I belong to you&mdash;that at last I
-<i>belong</i>.”</p>
-
-<p>“That first day I saw you, Dolores&mdash;&mdash;” His white lips
-again moved in words. “Two visible creatures seemed to
-be born of our meeting. The best of me went out to you&mdash;my
-love. The best of you appealed to me&mdash;your innocence.
-Help me to see them plainly as on that day. Remind me of
-your inexperience. Don’t urge yourself upon me. For the
-sake of your innocence and my love, loose me and leave me.”</p>
-
-<p>But confusing sensations dulled the girl to his prayer&mdash;sensations
-of vehement rebellion, of incompleteness within
-sweet proximity of all, of a vast sadness and vaster joy. She
-shook with the shudder that shook him. Her hands drew his
-head to a resting place where the robe had fallen from her
-breast. She felt him relax in her arms; realized that his
-lips had touched, then drawn away from hers, as if offended
-by the contact.</p>
-
-<p>“God help me.... More than my honor.”</p>
-
-<p>She scarcely heard his words, so low were they rasped.
-The next moment he spoke plainly, although in a hoarse,
-hurried voice.</p>
-
-<p>“Who do you suppose made the law that I am trying to
-obey? To be born with passions like mine, to hold them in
-leash all my life because of the righteous hope my mother
-taught me of this moment and you, then to try to convince
-myself that it is all a lie for which I have lived&mdash;that love is
-less than law&mdash;&mdash; If God Almighty made it&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“No. Man must have made that law,” the girl interrupted.
-“Don’t you feel, John, that love is right? I don’t
-know God, but I know you. Can’t you believe that way in
-me?”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Dolores!</i>” With worshipful reproach, he gave her the
-vow she asked. “With my mind, my heart, my body I believe
-in you. I always shall believe.”</p>
-
-<p>Wonderingly he looked at her lips; saw on them for the
-first time a smile. Timidly yet bravely, it rewarded and
-further tempted him.</p>
-
-<p>“Then kiss me. Then love me,” she panted. “Oh, I want
-so to kiss you&mdash;to love you. I didn’t know how much
-until&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>A strand of her hair fell across the smiling lips&mdash;across
-temptation. Although so tenuous and soft, it was a barrier
-between him and that from which he had plead to be saved.
-His hand shook from his hurry to brush it aside. The more
-greedily for its interference, his lips lowered to those lips
-that were tempting him; sank to them; found the complete
-answer they had sought in vain to speak.</p>
-
-<p>Dolores’ body was lifted into an embrace which would
-have been cruel, except for her desperate response. Her long
-hair drifted about them, a curtain from the light. Increasingly
-she felt that new sense of incompleteness, that weight
-of sadness and lightness of joy. Shaking from the violence
-aroused by her yearnings, she yet clung as if to gentleness.</p>
-
-<p>“How strange I feel,” she breathed.</p>
-
-<p>“You are my mate, Dolores.”</p>
-
-<p>Again: “I did not know&mdash;did not understand that love
-was like this.”</p>
-
-<p>And again he reassured her: “You are my mate.”</p>
-
-<p>“But is this what they felt for me, those other men? I
-hated them for it. I blamed them.”</p>
-
-<p>“No.” He deprived her lips of his that his eyes might
-blaze the indignant denial into her eyes. “Their passion was
-lust. Yours is the fragrance of the rose&mdash;the pollen of your
-love. Do not fear that I could misunderstand.”</p>
-
-<p>“Fear? If God made the rose, why fear?” she half-sobbed.
-“If it is not lust for you to love me, give me back
-your lips. Oh, kiss me, John. Oh, love me. I <i>belong</i>.”</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XVII">CHAPTER XVII</h3>
-</div>
-
-<p>“I cannot tell more to-night. I cannot make it snappy. I
-<i>cannot</i> go on.”</p>
-
-<p>The tortured protest of the spirit-girl Dolores was as the
-breath of a blower to her demon audience. It fanned the
-tinder of their evil imaginations and inflamed their desires
-for intimate details.</p>
-
-<p>A clamor of profanity arose as the marble-pale, but fervid
-face which had wrought such grief among men lowered to
-the shield of hands that looked too weak to have torn to bits
-a strong man’s honor. The shudder of crucified modesty
-caused the jewel-like lights that adorned her hair, her throat,
-her breast to wink, as from carnal thoughts “indestructible”
-as their source of life.</p>
-
-<p>For several nights the first Royal Entertainer had held her
-place at the monk-table’s head by virtue of a two-fold charm;
-had dazzled their eyes with her beauty and the illusion of her
-gorgeous apparel, while enslaving their attention with the
-finished style of her tale. Now that she had reached what
-might be considered a low spot of intensity, however, her
-sense of the artistic had failed her and them. She had fallen
-from the superiority of her infernal state; and backslid, as
-it were, into the slough of an almost human self-consciousness.
-When their most venomous hisses did not lift the sin-dark
-head from the board, they turned as one to him who
-had arranged the little inside entertainment. Interest of
-another kind stirred in them at the look of him.</p>
-
-<p>Exasperation had lifted the King from his chair. He
-stood at the table’s foot, glaring down at the proselyte who
-had dared to arouse, then deny his emotions. A glow surrounded
-him, outlining his superb proportions against the
-black velvet hangings. From his eyes&mdash;nearer green than
-gray at the moment&mdash;poured a baleful light. His features
-worked from mental lasciviousness.</p>
-
-<p>“I told you to dispense with the asterisks,” he reminded
-her. “How dare you tease me with this obsolete trick?”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores lifted her face. In the radium glow of his vicious
-expectations it gleamed with unthinkable chastity.</p>
-
-<p>“I have not meant to tease or trick you,” she said. “I
-have done my best to entertain&mdash;have plotted and planned
-my story like the writer of a book&mdash;have rehearsed my lines
-each day like an actress before her opening night. Every
-little treasured phrase and word I have given you, just as
-learned by heart at the time and re-learned in my afterthoughts.
-I’ve tried&mdash;<i>tried</i>. But I find that I cannot go on.
-No true woman-soul could. What happened was between
-ourselves and&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Watch your words! For the infidel you boast yourself,
-you’re quite too free with the name of a certain Potentate.
-Besides, aren’t you flattering the Great-I-Am? I miss my
-guess if what happened wasn’t between yourselves and me.”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores’ timidity left her at the suggestion. “I am sure
-Your Lowness had nothing to do with&mdash;with that night.
-Otherwise it would not seem so wrong to tell it here&mdash;such
-an injustice to John. The fault was not his. It was mine&mdash;all
-mine. I did what he implored me not to do. I urged
-myself upon him beyond his strength. The only excuse for
-me is that, with all I had known of mortal man, I really did
-not understand. And he&mdash;he had felt so safe in his sorrow.”</p>
-
-<p>Half-rising, she clutched the table for support and gazed
-along the double file of spectral faces. The leer on the lips
-of him nicknamed Old Original aroused her to further
-defense.</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps our mateship was not meant to be gainsaid.
-Perhaps the races of the mortal world would be worthier
-their fair lands if right were not made wrong by mortal laws&mdash;if
-only the Maker whom John questioned need be obeyed.
-Perhaps He meant that the crave to be satisfied of all true
-love should compensate for His inexorable law that man
-must die.”</p>
-
-<p>At the shriek of derision that greeted her thought, she
-lifted her head and eyes in a transport of humble defiance.</p>
-
-<p>“Whatever the perhaps and perhaps, I do not regret. The
-proof of what I felt for John I never shall regret. If I
-did wrong it was in caring for him and that I could not help.
-Love’s first and best impulse is to bestow. I knew that I
-belonged to him and I wanted him to know. I am glad&mdash;<i>glad</i>
-that I told him. The way I gave the knowledge was
-called a crime&mdash;the only crime on earth not judged by motive
-and circumstance. Surely on that Day when justice becomes
-absolute, I shall not be blamed. What is a whispered
-confession, a lingering kiss, an abandoned embrace, to be
-quibbled over by Him said to have made us and all that we
-are from the impulse of love divine? Did not He Himself
-decree that love must be served?”</p>
-
-<p>“She-fiend, you overstep yourself!”</p>
-
-<p>The lash of His Majesty’s voice convinced the girl-soul.
-Whipped by it back into her chair, she awaited the chastisement
-which probably would follow her regardlessness of
-rules. Thoughts of the Wantons’ Well and the Ward for
-Bastard Babes subdued her small access of courage in the
-dread which had come with her from Earth to Shadow Land.
-She closed her eyes; ceased to breathe; expected. The pause
-seemed long; was long.</p>
-
-<p>When finally the Rex of Reversals spoke, his humorous
-tone and diction made her realize that until then she had
-expected clemency.</p>
-
-<p>“Hard to beat, this faith of fools! At least, the Great
-Judge of whom you hope a reprieve from the fiat of your
-world hasn’t any corner on tolerance. Although love is a
-puny motive, I excuse a lot of it for sake of the passion it
-begets. Young woman, your story interests me. Since so
-large an audience has disconcerted you, suppose you finish
-it to sympathetic me alone. It is hate divine that must be
-served and you who must serve it.”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores’ moan went unheard in the instant protest of the
-demon cabinet. But their controller did not trouble to repeat
-his order. Not so much as a gesture or nod of dismissal
-did he vouchsafe as they, not daring to vent their spleen over
-being excluded from this culminating séance, filed out one
-by one.</p>
-
-<p>Although several times before Dolores had been alone
-with His Highness, she never had feared as now the Evil
-Mind. Her face returned to her palms. In darting speculation
-over what he next might say or do, she awaited his
-displeasure. Unendurably the silence lasted. She at last
-glanced up from morbid curiosity.</p>
-
-<p>He was not looking at her. The green glow, so weird
-from his gray eyes, shafted well to one side and past her.
-She noticed that he was at once unusually attractive because
-unusually repulsive to-night. The concentration into which
-he had sunk drew out of her like a magnet a certain sympathy
-for the very evil he would do her. She shuddered in
-ghoulish anticipation.</p>
-
-<p>More slowly lagged the seconds. More unnatural it
-seemed that still he did not look at her. Had there remained
-in his mind a shadow of Old Sam’s suggestion that
-he had a weakness for her? Doubt of what might lurk in
-his averted eyes obsessed her.</p>
-
-<p>“Why don’t you speak? Why don’t you look at me?” she
-urged aloud. “Please look at me.”</p>
-
-<p>She would better have remained in doubt. To see what
-was in his eyes, to try to grasp the odious meaning of the
-glance now fixed upon her&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>As she swayed backward in her chair, he proceeded to
-enlighten her.</p>
-
-<p>“I get it.”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>It</i>, Your Majesty?”</p>
-
-<p>“It&mdash;you&mdash;the secret power that has made you the desire
-of men and devils. Who would have thought to look at you
-that it was only a case of lust beget lust?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, don’t say that!”</p>
-
-<p>He leered. “Why a pretense of apology between two bad
-ones like us? Instead of protesting virtues of which you
-ought to be ashamed, realize that your guilt as charged makes
-your desirability one-hundred-per-cent-plus down here, as
-it did on Earth.”</p>
-
-<p>Evidently not interested in her agreement, he turned away
-and began to pace the floor.</p>
-
-<p>“This has been a red-letter night to me. Do you know,
-you’re not telling a good story&mdash;not good at all. It has
-elements that quite hold me. We’ve had the vamp in books,
-over the footlights and on the screen. I thought I knew the
-types and methods forward and backward&mdash;especially back.
-But your delineation of a young girl who is without design
-because herself unconscious of the prurience in her, who
-appeals to the best in men by her guilelessness and the worst
-by her sleeping desire, who, although intending well, spreads
-disaster in her wake&mdash;&mdash; No matter what its claims to truth,
-sweet Grief, it makes a damned bad story.”</p>
-
-<p>He stopped directly before her in time to hear a murmured
-appeal to her guardian companions.</p>
-
-<p>“Innocentia, must I believe these dreadful things about
-myself? If they are not true, help me to prove them false,
-dear, <i>dear</i> Amor.”</p>
-
-<p>Approvingly the Satanic chuckle sounded. “Consistent
-to fanaticism in your part! As you like. But let’s get to
-the end. Forget the asterisks. Pull up the curtain. Give
-us the expurgated lines.”</p>
-
-<p>“If I am fanatic in my desire to be decent, you are an
-atheist. I tell you I cannot&mdash;will not go on!” From strength
-of her abhorrence the spirit-girl started up and faced him.
-“Punish me as you like. Anything is better than to strip
-my soul to your unholy gaze.”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Anything?</i>” He seized her arm with the sear of a red-hot
-iron. “I’ll give you one second to fête your fancy upon
-what your punishment might be. You’ll pay in full, you
-helliot, if you cheat me of an experiment that I plan to
-make. You’ve given me an idea more seducing than any
-of my own inception. If it works out, it will net you more
-than it will me. Come a day, you being what you are and
-I what I am&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“I wish to hear no new ideas for me. I cannot endure
-more to-night.”</p>
-
-<p>At her sustained effort to combat his will he leaned so
-close over her that her face felt scorched from his mental
-insistence, more offensive than the physical insistence of any
-man of Earth. She struggled toward her chair; there fell
-face forward on the board. He&mdash;without looking, she saw&mdash;swept
-after her like some ravening bird of prey. Strong,
-long talons clutched her. Almost had they shaken her access
-of strength from her when&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Better let up on her, Your Demnition Pow-Wows.”</p>
-
-<p>A carping voice offered the advice. A tall, strong-looking
-ghoul swaggered into the light from the comparative darkness
-outside the door.</p>
-
-<p>“Sin, you infernal eaves-dropper, how dare you&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Leaves-dropper, rather&mdash;table-leaves-dropper.” With incredible
-bravado Old Original winked into the Balial glare.
-“May I assume the compliment to my invisibility that you
-failed to notice me humbly awaiting Your Damnity’s convenience
-without?”</p>
-
-<p>“Impudently awaiting My Damnity’s inconvenience, you
-mean. You may <i>not</i>. That I didn’t notice you was due to
-the super-visibility of our royal <i>raconteuse</i>.”</p>
-
-<p>“Who will recount no more if you continue to torture her.
-Having recommended her to your inclemency in the first
-place, I feel more than less responsible. The wages of sin
-are best paid by death&mdash;you’ll concede that to me, Excellency?
-Yet you do not, I am sure, wish her to die.”</p>
-
-<p>“Low-brow, she cannot die.”</p>
-
-<p>The old hoax returned a confident leer. “That I grow
-more high-brow with every age let me demonstrate through
-a reminder of how the greatest roughness is the gentlest.
-What diverts you in her&mdash;her very virile hope&mdash;may die
-before that Day. Am I right or wrong in saying that you
-owe me, if not her, some consideration?”</p>
-
-<p>“Wrong you are. You did throw me the acorn from which
-a giant oak may grow.”</p>
-
-<p>“And hasn’t she sirened you along bad and improper?
-Hasn’t she been square with you?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, she’s been square. There wasn’t a right angle to
-all the past Delilahs ever damned by man or me.”</p>
-
-<p>Sin, with a wary eye fixed upon the Master of Malice,
-made for that end of the monk-board nearer the exit. The
-while he further ventured: “It isn’t necessarily lowering
-to Your Highness to say that you have more to learn than
-I anent the siren act. You can’t bully a dame into doting on
-you. The present-day caveman style is 40 H. P.&mdash;<i>after</i>
-you’ve got her. Before, a wise one coaxes her. And it isn’t
-enough to load her down with that stage jewelry of which
-you’re so prodigal, when you yourself don’t look to be, any
-more than you act to be, of her day and degeneration. Why
-not tog yourself up more in the likeness of this millionaire
-love-hound of hers? Summertime’s coming apace or I’m
-no weather prophet, so why not moth-ball the well-known
-Vandyke and those robes of the vintage of Sol-in-all-his-glory
-days?”</p>
-
-<p>A snarl of stabbed vanity greeted the daring suggestion.
-Its cogency was demonstrated, however, when, in a lunge
-after the purveyor of unsolicited counsel, the King tripped
-over his train.</p>
-
-<p>From the hall the minister primed his advices.</p>
-
-<p>“As for your technique, soft-pedal yourself. Don’t keep
-blaring like a brass band at a lady who has fainted with fear
-of your noise.”</p>
-
-<p>The slam of the door was the old impertinent’s period.</p>
-
-<p>Once more tormentor and tormented were alone. Slowly
-the Past-Master of Policy righted himself and his intent. Returning
-to the prostrate girl-shade, he thinkingly regarded
-her. Her side face lay lax upon the board, exquisite as an
-irradiated cameo in its twisted setting of hair. Closed were
-those eyes of the purples of the bourgainvillae. Not a
-breath lifted the luring lines of the back revealed by her
-<i>décolleté</i>. Could her spirit really have swooned beyond his
-reach?</p>
-
-<p>He shrugged away the thought. Too often and too vehemently
-had he himself longed for surcease from consciousness
-in the last ten thousand years or so. Too well he knew
-that she still could hear him. Through time which had no beginning
-and could not end, she as well as he must continue
-to think&mdash;and think&mdash;and think.</p>
-
-<p>Thinking of her now as he looked, he felt more than before
-attracted toward that new idea regarding her which
-had been inspired by the latest chapter of her earth history.
-The oldest Original was right. His ways with women were
-archaic as his clothes in the sight of this most modern of
-Magdalenes. No repression of his ruthlessness or change in
-his “style” would be too great a price to pay for success in
-that experiment.</p>
-
-<p>When he spoke it was in mild tones.</p>
-
-<p>“Forgive my stupidity. ‘It ain’t inherited&mdash;it’s a gift.’ All
-right, fairest fiend. We’ll call it a séance to-night. Or
-better, suppose I give you a lift over the scene which has
-overwhelmed you with self-consciousness. At that, it may
-affect me worse to tell it myself. They say the narrator
-gets more out of his story than his hearers. He first must
-feel to arouse feeling. A good bad idea. So then, <i>I’ll</i> tell
-<i>you</i>.”</p>
-
-<p>The tips of his fingers crackled as he touched them to his
-lips, then waved them toward the unresponsive audience.</p>
-
-<p>“Behind the Asterisks!” he announced his subject. “The
-Great-I-Am invented the sex-impulse in order to give life
-to love. Necessarily He had to make it a strong emotion in
-order to people His earth.</p>
-
-<p>“I invented loveless lust to people Hell. None born of
-the flesh dares deny his vulnerability. None but feels its
-basic attraction, even at times when most repulsed. Not to its
-cruder phases do I invite your attention&mdash;to the reproductive
-instinct of the mortal male. That is ever awake, unashamed,
-engaging chiefly through its strength.</p>
-
-<p>“But sleeping passion! Too few are given the dear delight
-of arousing it. To breathe open the eyes searching through
-their mist of dreams&mdash;to kiss into consciousness the sweet-thick
-lips&mdash;to feel one’s sluggish pulse speeding to match the
-beat of youth’s startled heart&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, what man-brute of Earth, what god of Heaven or
-fiend of Hell would not gladly give the wealth of three
-worlds to incite the divine awakening!</p>
-
-<p>“Moved beyond modesty, the arms uplift and cling&mdash;weak-strong
-arms, made supple to curve around the bodies
-of babes. The lips soon learn why they are so thick and
-honey-sweet, soon learn to give and to ask back in double
-dole.</p>
-
-<p>“The inarticulate murmur of yearnings that crave utterance,
-but are ashamed of words.... The sobs of utter
-innocence.... The tender form that seems to shrink even
-as it seeks.... At last the naked desire.... Its brief,
-breathless struggle to control.... The delirium of yielding
-to its will....</p>
-
-<p>“The hoping fear....</p>
-
-<p>“The fearing hope....”</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XVIII">CHAPTER XVIII</h3>
-</div>
-
-<p>The works of the old Cabot clock were worn out. During
-the days and nights that followed its last tick Dolores
-often glanced up into its non-committal face, reproachful
-that it would no longer mark off the minutes. Time dragged,
-weighted by her doubt over the state of mind of John.</p>
-
-<p>Then, one night after twelve, when all the household was
-asleep, he came back to her. He folded her against his heart.
-He took her lips. He claimed her with full acknowledgment
-of his dependency.</p>
-
-<p>“God forgive me,” he said. “It is too much for me.”</p>
-
-<p>There was no need for him to explain. His white face,
-the pound of his heart against hers, his inconsistent pleas
-for pardon that he might be free to sin again, all helped
-her to understand. He was possessed by the passion of
-an all-demanding love. He had fought a fight; had fought
-and had failed.</p>
-
-<p>And Dolores could not lament his defeat. Only one thing
-mattered, that John’s love answered hers. She had called
-and he had heard. Against his will he had come. Their
-acknowledgment, then, had not been a regrettable impulse;
-had been, rather, what was to be. They loved, and Heaven
-was in their hearts. They <i>loved</i>.</p>
-
-<p>After the days of doubt, Dolores rested in blessed conviction.
-Never before had she been given a chance at happiness.
-Here was her chance. Suggestions of smiles formed
-about her lips. A new light, like the gleam from deep-cut
-amethysts, shone from her eyes. A man like John Cabot
-did not love lightly. And John Cabot loved her.</p>
-
-<p>Next morning she awoke with the wish that her father
-might know how well all was with her. Although a drizzling
-rain began to fall, she decided against ordering Jack’s car.
-She preferred to go to Trevor Trent simply, as they had
-lived, changed only by the glory from within. She felt close
-to him while donning, for the first time in weeks, the old
-blue serge suit whose purchase price he had spared from
-the poppy paste. The long ride up-town in the Subway, the
-mudded walk and the plain slab that marked the spot where
-she had left him to lie beneath down-drifting leaves, brought
-her nearer.</p>
-
-<p>Where is there comfort like confiding a rapturous secret
-to one’s own? How long the orphaned girl sat beside the
-grave, oblivious of the rain because her consciousness had
-gone to find and gladden that of the parent whose last
-“please God” had been that she find a good love&mdash;how
-drenched was the blue suit&mdash;how chilled her feet&mdash;she subtracted
-none of her attention from him to realize. The adventure
-brought her content.</p>
-
-<p>Sometime during the afternoon she returned to the great
-house on the upper Avenue. So dulled she felt to outer
-perceptions that surprise held her only a moment to meet
-the Frenchwoman, Annette, in the elevator. She somehow
-forgot to listen to the maid’s explanation of why she had
-not remained with madame. Later she was forced to hear
-Morrison’s insistence that she needed a doctor, but made
-light of the good woman’s anxiety. What mattered a slight
-fever or swollen tonsils or a disinclination toward food to
-one blessed as was she?</p>
-
-<p>As developed, however, these symptoms mattered much
-in the heightening of her happiness. The housekeeper’s responsibility,
-transferred to Bradish, resulted in a telephoned
-message to Mr. Cabot’s club. Soon after the wire, he came,
-terrified out of all proportion to her trifling symptoms. To
-see that all his instructions were carried out, he stayed.</p>
-
-<p>Dolores’ protestations soon ceased, since to relieve his
-anxiety might take him away again. It was too precious
-to forego, this experience of being ministered to by him.
-Their first meal alone together, which he ordered served in
-Jack’s living room much as the youngster himself might
-have done, was an occasion almost too significant for calm.
-To please him, she tried to sip her broth and eat her toast,
-but with the sacred joy of a convert at some sacrament.</p>
-
-<p>After he had shut out the servants and advised Morrison
-that he would sit awhile with Miss Trent, he wrapped her
-first in a robe, then in his arms and sat rocking her with a
-possessive tenderness which made her realize how much she
-had missed from her babyhood. Her ecstasy of content
-must have dulled her ears. She heard no sound, merely
-assumed one, when he placed her in Jack’s reading chair,
-took a few steps toward the hall door and stood intently
-listening. Still she had heard nothing when he strode to
-the door and flung it wide.</p>
-
-<p>Upon the threshold, in a panic of indecision between flight
-and remaining, stood Annette. Her eyes, nondescript except
-for their shrewdness, followed the thinking glance of the
-man who had surprised her from the half-light of the corridor
-to the strong one of the reading-lamp within, then down
-to the key-hole, minus its key. Evidently, she decided on
-bravado. A sneer drew down the corners of her mouth.
-She straightened to face the master.</p>
-
-<p>“You back?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Madame finds herself in need of certain dinner gowns.
-She returned me to select and pack them.”</p>
-
-<p>“She sent you back from Florida to select and pack certain
-dinner gowns? Just what does madame pay you for the
-job?”</p>
-
-<p>“Does not Mr. Cabot know the amount of my salary, none
-too large for one who has served&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“I mean how much for this key-hole job?”</p>
-
-<p>At his contemptuous interruption, the woman caught her
-breath.</p>
-
-<p>“Five-hundred-dollar, m’sieu.”</p>
-
-<p>“A five-hundred-dollar bonus? Madame is good to you.
-However, I am in a position to be better. I’ll advance that
-bonus to-night, if you’ll leave her employ.”</p>
-
-<p>Her avaricious watch of his face eased in a disappointed
-laugh. “Does m’sieu think I would turn the traitor to
-a mistress who has ever been most generous and who
-trusts&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“I do.”</p>
-
-<p>“And for a wretched five hundred, already earned?”</p>
-
-<p>“I do not&mdash;not for five hundred.” He contributed a short
-laugh. “But for that in cash, plus a check for one thousand,
-good in six months if you neglect to report to this trusting
-mistress who has been so generous with you.”</p>
-
-<p>“But how can M’sieu Cabot think so low of me that for a
-paltry thousand-dollar&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“The five hundred you get now,” he detailed. “The check
-for a thousand will be dated so that you can cash it in June,
-unless traitoring has become a habit with you. If it does,
-I shall stop payment at the bank. You will leave this house
-and Mrs. Cabot’s employ at once. Satisfactory?”</p>
-
-<p>The click of the last-word question must have satisfied the
-maid that she could profit no further.</p>
-
-<p>“Quite,” she replied, succinctly as he.</p>
-
-<p>Without comment on the fact that he had read her aright,
-John Cabot counted five century notes from his wallet and
-drew the promised check, calling her attention to the date,
-six months from that day.</p>
-
-<p>When she had gone he said to Dolores:</p>
-
-<p>“I want my freedom, but not at your expense.”</p>
-
-<p>“You really think,” the girl faltered, “that that is why
-Annette is here?”</p>
-
-<p>He nodded. “And why you are here and why I should not
-be. I have been inexcusable. <i>I</i> am the traitor&mdash;the waster
-of what I valued most.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t keep saying that,” she protested. “Nothing can be
-wasted when we love. Jack lived and died that we might
-know.”</p>
-
-<p>Through the gloom of self-reproach which was settling
-over him&mdash;settling between them&mdash;he saw her outstretched
-hands; caught them; was reminded of her feverish state.</p>
-
-<p>“Dear, it will come right,” he made effort to assure her
-and, with her, himself. “We mustn’t allow anything to be
-wasted, not a moment of our time together, not a regret for
-the innocence which I should have died rather than&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Her smile stopped him&mdash;the shy, tremulous, revealing
-smile so lately learned. Had a dew-wet violet along a woodland
-path looked up at him, he could not have trod upon it.
-He must not tread upon that smile.</p>
-
-<p>He returned to his delightful care of her. His first and
-most important obligation was to see that she did not become
-ill, he told her. She must rest now; must sleep off her temperature.
-He rang for Mrs. Morrison; agreed that their
-charge might be put to bed in Jack’s four-poster; himself
-suggested that the Airedale be allowed upstairs to snuggle at
-her feet. And when the housekeeper had finished her
-motherly offices, he made her no explanation of why he still
-sat reading in the outer room.</p>
-
-<p>Not since the slight ailments to which all children are heir
-had Dolores been ill. Shivering into the eider-down of the
-historic bed, she felt vaguely wretched, uncertain, lost.
-From the same impulse which had asked the reward of a
-good-night kiss from Morrison for her tractability, she now
-asked John:</p>
-
-<p>“You won’t go away?”</p>
-
-<p>“Leave the corridor door ajar, Morrison.” As if from
-afar she heard his instructions. “Come up again when it is
-time for her medicine. And, Morrison, I have discharged
-Mrs. Cabot’s maid. She is to leave as soon as she can pack
-her things.”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores grew warmer, then uncomfortably warm. She
-must soon have fallen into a doze. When she opened her
-eyes, she saw that the night lamp had been clicked off and
-the light from the living-room shaded from her face by a
-screen. The four, tall, pineapple sentinels guarded her&mdash;they
-and someone else.</p>
-
-<p>John sat beside the bed, the puppy drowsing in his arms.
-She was glad that he had become reconciled to the poor little
-beast; that the guiltless cause of Jack’s death was not to pay
-the price which she had paid in early life for an equally
-unintentional fault.</p>
-
-<p>But <i>was</i> John reconciled?</p>
-
-<p>The look on his face brought her to acute consciousness.
-It was a dreadful look.</p>
-
-<p>“Try not to begrudge the price,” she murmured. “For
-the least thing in life you have to pay, you know. To me,
-love is inestimable.”</p>
-
-<p>At sound of her voice the young dog lifted one of his
-scraggly eyelids, and, without otherwise moving, thumped
-his stub of a tail. John’s expression changed. He leaned
-toward her.</p>
-
-<p>“I shouldn’t regret any price that I myself could pay. But
-I am not satisfied to let you, who can’t afford it, pay for me.
-And I won’t.”</p>
-
-<p>She did not understand just what he meant. “You talk
-as though you were guilty of&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>He caught her hand and pressed his cheek against it.</p>
-
-<p>“Guilty as&mdash;Heaven!” he whispered into its palm before
-replacing it beneath the coverlet. At her disturbed look he
-added: “I am tired with anxiety for you. Won’t you sleep
-to rest me? Don’t be afraid that I am going to leave you.
-I can stay on this watch of love forever, if only you will
-sleep.”</p>
-
-<p>“John&mdash;John?” Vaguely she questioned him.</p>
-
-<p>“You are my mate,” he answered. “Rufus called you a
-gray dove, but to me you are pure white. Fold your wings
-and sleep.”</p>
-
-<p>“And are you happy, John?”</p>
-
-<p>“Happy as&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Her eyelids closed at the touch of his lips. Happy as
-who? She wondered. Happy as Cain&mdash;that was the meaning
-of the dreadful look she had surprised. But she had
-banished that look. Since she must sleep that his mind might
-rest&mdash;&mdash; How wonderful was this state called happiness.
-How precious was each small opportunity to prove how very
-much&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Fold your wings, my white dove,” he murmured again
-and again. “Sleep, my mate. I love you. Sleep.”</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>A hysterical yelp awakened her. Evidently the Airedale,
-too, had been startled from sound slumber. How long had
-she been asleep&mdash;for how many minutes or hours had John
-Cabot sat there motionless, his eyes on her face?</p>
-
-<p>She raised on one elbow and looked into the outer room.
-The little undergraduate from the A. K. C., more from
-hereditary instinct than any wisdom of his own months, had
-bolted his bed of honor. One backward glare he spared to
-learn whether he was to be justified in raising the alarm;
-then, bristling from stiff chin whiskers to flag-staff tail,
-rushed into the corridor. His master followed.</p>
-
-<p>Dolores tried hard to understand. Her head felt strange
-and understanding hurt it. Many sentences of the colloquy
-outside were not clear at the time, but came back to her
-afterward. Besides the voice of John Cabot, she recognized
-the distressed <i>mezzo</i> of Morrison, the startled quaver of old
-Bradish and an unrecognized duet in bass.</p>
-
-<p>“We are all of that, Mr. Cabot&mdash;from the Domestic Detectives,
-Incorporated,” sounded the first strange voice, evidently
-in answer to some question or comment from John.</p>
-
-<p>“And just in time, at that”&mdash;the second.</p>
-
-<p>“Has Annette gone yet, Morrison?”</p>
-
-<p>Bradish answered John’s question. “I let her out not ten
-minutes ago, sir.”</p>
-
-<p>“Did you see her speak to these men?”</p>
-
-<p>“She did not pass near enough to speak to them, sir. But
-I think she signaled them with a gesture. I cannot be sure.”</p>
-
-<p>One of the strangers interrupted. “You can’t deny that
-Miss Trent is inside.”</p>
-
-<p>“I deny nothing, but I do order you out of my house,”
-John returned.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t you owe it to yourself to explain, Mr. Cabot?”
-asked Morrison. “I’ve worked in this family all my life and
-am considered a proper woman. The young lady you ask
-about is seriously ill. Mr. Cabot is here because my father,
-the butler, telephoned for him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ill, is she?”&mdash;the first strange voice. “Well, we’re
-specialists sent to investigate her symptoms. Here, matey,
-help me ease this gent away from the door. No need for
-strenuous argument when we’re two to his one.”</p>
-
-<p>“Look out&mdash;a gun!”&mdash;the second.</p>
-
-<p>“And a gun,” John added quietly, “trained to put burglars
-out of my house.”</p>
-
-<p>“We’re not burglars, Cabot. We’re authorized to enter
-by the lady of your house.”</p>
-
-<p>“By Mrs. Cabot? Her authorization can’t help you&mdash;from
-the distance of Palm Beach.”</p>
-
-<p>Together the two laughed. One explained their amusement.</p>
-
-<p>“Wifie isn’t in Palm Beach, old chap. She’s waiting down
-at the Plaza to give us any further authority we need over
-the telephone.”</p>
-
-<p>“She&mdash;didn’t&mdash;go?”</p>
-
-<p>A moment of silence followed John’s slow question; then,
-in staccato&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Well, get your further authority over an outside ’phone.
-Mine are busy. Quick, now&mdash;my fingers are nervous. I’d
-be well within my rights if I&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>A grumbled sentence which Dolores could not hear ended
-in steps descending the stairs. The colloquy seemed to be
-ended. She felt relieved; dozed off.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>The morning was half over before John enquired about
-her condition over Jack’s telephone. He felt that he must
-tell her certain facts, not so much to worry her as to spare
-her worry over matters which undoubtedly soon would be
-forced upon her attention. He hoped that listening would
-not tax her, since the physician’s morning report had been
-most encouraging. A little patience, a few days within
-doors, and she would be herself again. His relief she could
-better imagine than he describe.</p>
-
-<p>If his friend Rufus Holt called to see her, she was to talk
-to him as she felt inclined and might trust his advices.
-Toward any other inquiries regarding her personal affairs
-she should not commit herself. For some time he would
-not be able to see her and considered it best that he should
-get his news of her through Morrison. She must take all
-possible care of herself and believe that nothing&mdash;<i>nothing</i>
-had been wasted.</p>
-
-<p>Scarcely had Dolores hung up the receiver, scarcely had
-given her mind to the realization that John Cabot was trying
-to protect her from whatever it was that threatened, when
-the gallery door opened and Clarke Shayle strode into the
-room.</p>
-
-<p>He looked flushed, hurried, perturbed. He stopped before
-Jack’s reading chair, in which she sat, and fixed his odd-flecked
-gaze upon her, his lips twitching. Sinking on the
-hassock, he laid his face in the robe that wrapped her knees
-and drew a rasping, relieved sigh.</p>
-
-<p>“I was a fool to credit a word of it,” he exclaimed
-brokenly. “You really are sick. You really are&mdash;are everything
-I believed. I don’t care what she says or what anybody
-says. I wouldn’t care even if they could prove it.
-What a man thinks himself is the only thing that matters.
-And I’ve got a sort of super-think.” His attempt to banish
-emotion from his face with a grin was more ghastly than
-gay. “You see, it ain’t inherited. It’s a gift.”</p>
-
-<p>Even in this crisis, he could not express himself without
-the use of his banal phrases. Dolores felt sorry for him.
-She stretched out her hand from an impulse to smooth back
-his stiff, auburn cowlick; then, remembering, drew it back.</p>
-
-<p>“What ‘she’ and what ‘anybody’ says?” she asked.</p>
-
-<p>“She sent for me this morning and told me all about last
-night. I believe she had the whole thing planned from first
-sight of you. She’s the only wholly bad woman I’ve ever
-known&mdash;Catherine.” He shaded his eyes as if confused by
-her shocked glance, then continued: “She loves herself and
-hates everyone who does not share the feeling, chiefly her
-husband. Because he has humiliated her by getting her number
-right, she intends to humiliate him before their world.
-She’s going to marry d’Elie after she gets all she wants out
-of Cabot and gets it her own way. As for me&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>His face lowered into his freckled, delicate hands. A
-shudder moved his thick neck and muscular back.</p>
-
-<p>“God knows, I deserve the part she’s cast me for. But I
-pray Him&mdash;I pray you to let me off. My self-respect was
-only doped. It came to the day I met you and has made me
-so unhappy since that I&mdash;I hope&mdash;&mdash; Oh, have a heart, little
-chump! Help me to be honest with you&mdash;encourage me to
-explain.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why? Why not?” She hesitated.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Why?</i> Because I owe it to you to make you understand.
-<i>Why not?</i> Because you have made me despise myself and
-my life. Here in your presence, at the present moment, I’d
-rather die than go on. And yet, I’ll worse than die if I
-don’t go on. Dolores, you have felt something of my power&mdash;you
-know that I’m mesmeric and hypnotic. You know
-that I know it, but not that I have used it to make me what
-I am to-day.” He gave a limping laugh. “Can’t you imagine
-what is my professional stock-in-trade&mdash;how I hold Catherine
-and her sort in scented boudoirs?”</p>
-
-<p>“No&mdash;<i>no</i>.” With her low protest, the girl drew back into
-her chair; clutched its arms; closed her eyes, as if against
-the perception.</p>
-
-<p>From his abject position at her feet, the young man
-straightened and clasped together his hands so viciously that
-nails cut into flesh. The white spots pressed by his teeth
-into his lower lip spread backward until even his ears were
-pale.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s the worst of it,” he said effortfully. “The best
-is that I could have roused you, could rouse you now. But
-I won’t. I know the tinder you are made of. That first
-day I realized that my self-respect was only auto-hypnotized,
-not dead. The feeling for you that restrained me has grown&mdash;has
-given me the strength to tell you the truth and ask
-your help.”</p>
-
-<p>“But if you despise yourself and your life,” Dolores faltered,
-“why not help yourself?”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t you know that a bad habit soon masters one? The
-damnable thing has got me, that’s why. It will take something
-stronger than contempt for myself to get me out. That
-something is my respect for you. The fact that I didn’t&mdash;that
-I simply couldn’t&mdash;&mdash;” His fingers forward-stretching,
-but clutching only air, his face again florid from a return
-rush of blood, he urged: “You&mdash;I need <i>you</i>. God,
-I am mad for you. Have been all along. But I want you
-to keep. I want you enough to change my whole life to
-have you. I know I am a crude sort&mdash;that I’m not what
-they call to the manner born. But I swear to give you a
-square deal. I don’t care what they say about you. I believe
-in you. I want to marry you&mdash;to take you off somewhere,
-so that you and I&mdash;&mdash; Surely you love me, Dolores?
-Surely you will&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>The pause was long. During it he seized her limp hand,
-then dropped it. He staggered to his feet and stood looking
-down at her with the dread gaze of despair. When he spoke
-again, his lips worked clumsily.</p>
-
-<p>“So. I’m too late. You’re a snuffed candle to me. That
-means&mdash;Mr. Other Man. The reward of my sacrifice is&mdash;punishment.
-It’s a beautiful sentiment. I’ll tell the world
-that. She was speaking the truth for once, then, about you
-and John Cabot? All right. I quit. I’m through.”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores watched him fling into his overcoat, pick up his
-hat and start for the door. She wished to say something that
-would help him. She owed him consideration as the only
-man who had asked her to marry him. That he had asked
-her soothed an ache in her mind. She liked him and she
-feared for him. But what was there she could say?</p>
-
-<p>Without a word she had refused him. Without a word
-she let him go.</p>
-
-<p>The American vernacular “breezed in” might have been
-inspired by the entries of Rufus Holt. Less boisterous than
-a gale, stronger than a zephyr, something refreshing and
-promising came with him, like the tonic in the breath of
-Spring.</p>
-
-<p>“Glad you’re enjoying a rest,” he saluted Dolores. “You
-need it, probably, as much as you deserve it. Or perhaps I
-should say you deserve it as much as you need it. It is a
-worthy thought, for it works both ways.”</p>
-
-<p>The girl, having been foreadvised to trust the attorney,
-relaxed in his balmy friendliness.</p>
-
-<p>“Doesn’t the truth usually work both ways?”</p>
-
-<p>At her offering he rubbed his bald fore-top. “I don’t
-know about that. We lawyers learn not to expect too much
-of the truth. It has gone some if it works one way.”</p>
-
-<p>The fact that he would not take off his top-coat gave each
-minute of the time that he did stay an added value. That
-he would not smoke somehow increased the fragrance about
-him of a fine cigar. That he gave her choice of chairs for
-him the preference lent companionableness to his manner of
-pulling up directly before her.</p>
-
-<p>“The future has in it lots and lots of trouble that hasn’t
-been used yet,” he prefaced, suddenly grave, “and don’t think
-that you, lovely little lady, are going to get all of it. There
-are other non-union workers besides yourself.”</p>
-
-<p>“Others?”</p>
-
-<p>He evaded the question direct.</p>
-
-<p>Trouble was the text of his small address&mdash;trouble ahead
-of a kind she had not known. She must prepare her mind
-for it; must gather her resources against an attack. And
-another would be protected in the protectorate of herself,
-one who deserved justification quite as much as she.</p>
-
-<p>Meeting the silent, fluent appeal of her eyes, he set aside
-hyperbole; before her placed facts, as if on the salver of
-his outspread hands.</p>
-
-<p>Catherine Cabot was an edition of womankind which
-Dolores doubtless had found hard to read. Velvet-bound
-was she, gilt-edged, artfully illustrated. The most astute
-of worldlings might remain unenlightened for many chapters
-as to the plot of her. Spite, it would seem, was her
-motivation&mdash;spite toward a husband who had depreciated
-what she was by a deliberate and stubborn over-valuation.</p>
-
-<p>Long she had waited and watched to prove the plot of
-him as bad as her own. Quite recently she had refused a
-separation because she wished, not only a divorce, but a discredited
-husband and a huge, decreed alimony, rather than a
-collusive settlement. Her engagement of Dolores, her
-pseudo-kindnesses, her pretended dependence upon the girl
-in her recent trip South&mdash;a trip that had taken her no farther
-than Philadelphia and been followed by a secret return to
-a mid-town hotel&mdash;were calculated steps toward this end.
-To-day she had served upon her husband the complaint in a
-suit for absolute divorce. Dolores Trent, grief now to one
-woman as to many men, she had named as co-respondent.</p>
-
-<p>The dread announcement was made.</p>
-
-<p>Forgetting the hurry on account of which he had refused
-to smoke, Holt now busied himself producing a cigar, clipping
-it and lighting it. Through smoke-clouds he looked
-across at the notorious girl whom he had whip-lashed with
-news of fresh notoriety. Seeing that her lips moved, he
-leaned forward to catch her words.</p>
-
-<p>“Maybe she was not so bad as&mdash;&mdash; The idea was d’Elie’s.
-I mustn’t forget that. <i>He</i> suggested that the father of
-<i>l’enfant terrible</i> might find me congenial&mdash;not she. ‘Enough,
-my clever Henri. I understand.’ I remember distinctly
-what she said.”</p>
-
-<p>In the midst of her shared memories, she became conscious
-of the quality of the lawyer’s regard. Her eyes lifted
-to his.</p>
-
-<p>“You believe that I&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Perhaps the more staunchly for catching the sag in her
-voice, he sought to reassure her. “I <i>know</i> that you are
-guiltless. Do you recall the little toast I gave you one night
-at dinner? I didn’t say on that occasion that I’d been doubly
-favored by meeting your kind of a woman twice in my lifetime&mdash;the
-woman who doesn’t need to boast or sparkle or
-promise&mdash;the woman who needs only to be. The first one,
-Miss Trent, of whom you reminded me, was my mother.”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores was startled. Always before she had suffered because
-unjustly blamed. Now she was unjustly praised. She
-did not feel honest. But she must be careful, even with
-the kindly attorney. She had John, as well as herself, to
-think of. The fault was not so much his as hers and he
-must not be blamed.</p>
-
-<p>“Then, too&mdash;&mdash;” Holt had cleared the huskiness from his
-throat&mdash;“I know John Cabot.”</p>
-
-<p>Evidently that, to him, was conclusive.</p>
-
-<p>By and by he added: “Even Mrs. Cabot does not think
-you guilty, as she charges.”</p>
-
-<p>“How can you know that?” Again Dolores was startled.</p>
-
-<p>“She admitted as much to me not more than an hour ago.”</p>
-
-<p>“You have talked with her to-day and she admitted&mdash;&mdash; Then,
-perhaps, she <i>can</i> be reached?”</p>
-
-<p>But the bald head wagged, even as the friendly eyes
-beamed upon her. “She cannot be reached as you mean,
-although I have reached her in a way for which you may
-despise me. Mrs. Cabot has retained me as her lawyer in
-this case.”</p>
-
-<p>“You&mdash;her lawyer?” The words were so hot, they seemed
-to scorch Dolores’ lips. “I thought you were his friend?”</p>
-
-<p>“I am. But Catherine believes now that I have always
-cared&mdash;for her, you know&mdash;and that therefore I want her
-freedom more than anything else in the world. A vain
-woman can easily be persuaded of that.”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores could not understand. “You say you really are
-his friend, yet you take Mrs. Cabot’s case against him?
-What possible motive&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Me, too, you do an injustice, Miss Trent.”</p>
-
-<p>“You&mdash;too?”</p>
-
-<p>“Even me. I am taking the case to lose it.”</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XX">CHAPTER XX</h3>
-</div>
-
-<p>Before the divorce suit of Cabot vs. Cabot came to trial
-reassurance on several of its vital points reached Dolores
-through the consideration of Rufus Holt. To the greatest
-possible extent details were to be denied the scandal-hungry
-public. John Cabot would offer his defense through eminent
-counsel, as a case unworthy his personal appearance. She
-herself, the co-respondent so necessary to the severance of
-marital ties if one lives and sues in the Empire commonwealth,
-was to remain for the present with Mrs. Morrison,
-reported as too ill to undertake the vindication of her name.
-Roscoe Strang, the judge who was to pass upon the Cabot
-difference, was a friend of Holt’s, indebted to him for many
-favors, political and otherwise. The small attorney had seen
-to that. Soon everything would be settled, as Mrs. Cabot’s
-case would be advanced on the calendar on her plea that she
-wished to have the painful affair over as soon as possible
-that she might hasten abroad to undertake certain war-orphan
-charities to which she had pledged herself in loving
-memory of her little son.</p>
-
-<p>Despite all these assurances, the girl awaited with keen
-anxiety a call to a special conference with the plaintiff’s
-lawyer for which she had been told to hold herself in readiness
-immediately after the public hearing. Summoned one
-mid-February afternoon by special messenger, she taxied
-according to instructions to a down-town “square” not far
-from the City Hall Park that housed the courts of alleged
-justice.</p>
-
-<p>One glance at Rufus Holt through the folds of the veil
-she had been asked to wear convinced her that this, indeed,
-was his first detour from straight legal paths. Although he
-smiled in at her from the opened cab door, much of the
-cheer and most of the youth was gone from his face. After
-giving a low-voiced address to the driver, he seated himself
-beside her and forced a return to his wonted sanguineness.</p>
-
-<p>No need for Dolores to ask in words whether the ordeal
-was over&mdash;whether John Cabot had been vindicated of the
-charge. The moment their machine was underway, her eyes
-put the demand.</p>
-
-<p>“Judge Strang reserved decision. But they always do
-that, as I explained a short while since to my client,” answered
-Holt. “You and I are going now to meet a friend
-of mine&mdash;just that, a friend of mine. In the course of a day
-or so, the case will be decided&mdash;against me.”</p>
-
-<p>Under all the circumstances, his sigh was justifiable.
-Dolores was beginning to realize that. The change in his
-face alone told her the enormity of his sacrifice in laying
-professional honor upon the altar of a man-to-man friendship.
-As the taxi wound its way up-town, he gave her an
-idea of the proceedings.</p>
-
-<p>The beautiful Mrs. Cabot, an appealing picture in her
-sables and crepe, had been, of course, her own chief witness.
-She had told of her tried determination to believe in her
-husband and the girl whom she had sheltered from storm-blasts
-which had seemed driving her to an unthinkable fate.
-She had been slow&mdash;too slow to admit that any form so
-young and fair could house such veteran vices.</p>
-
-<p>In broken sentences, as if warding off an emotional breakdown,
-she had outlined the hold which the governess had
-won upon her own heart through the heart of her only child.
-Not until after the boy’s death had she brought herself to
-consider the suggestions of servants and friends that all was
-not well within her household. When the doctors had prescribed
-a change of climate for her, she had pretended to go
-South, but with the idea of returning at once in order to
-determine the truth for herself. Her maid, a French woman
-in whom she had felt all confidence, she had sent on an
-errand back to the house to learn late developments. While
-Annette was still within, her detectives had followed her
-husband there. This maid evidently had been over-bribed,
-for, after signaling the detectives that the moment was propitious
-to enter, she had disappeared. That fact was stronger
-than any report could have been as evidence against Mr.
-Cabot.</p>
-
-<p>All that she felt she needed to add to the testimony of
-the detectives was the name of the Circe who had destroyed
-the good-faith of her home. Would New York be surprised
-to hear this new chapter in the unparalleled career of one
-already known as “Grief to Men”?</p>
-
-<p>“You let her name me in open court?” Dolores covered
-her veiled face with her hands.</p>
-
-<p>“What did it matter when you had been named in the
-legal papers?” the attorney reminded her. “I was able,
-however, to check her further attempts to pay her respects
-to you by insisting that she need not distress herself.”</p>
-
-<p>“And the&mdash;the defense?”</p>
-
-<p>“John had no defense that could be made in such a proceeding.
-His attorney’s declaration that Mr. Cabot had
-nothing which he cared to offer in the way of testimony may
-have convinced the crowd that you were being used, either
-with or without your consent, to lift his yoke, but it clearly
-puzzled the judge. Before we reach our destination, Miss
-Trent, I want to express something of the high esteem in
-which I hold you. Oh, don’t draw back&mdash;don’t look so
-frightened! This is no declaration in the ordinary sense.”</p>
-
-<p>Removing his hat, he rubbed his egg-white forehead as
-though it were a vocabulary from which words might be
-extracted by friction.</p>
-
-<p>“Never have I been in the plight called ‘love’&mdash;never expect
-to be,” he continued. “In any case, never shall I marry.
-Maybe because I thought so much of that mother o’ mine.
-Maybe because I think so little of marriage. Can you see
-humor in the statement that women, while my professional
-specialty, are not at all in my line personally? That fact
-may help you to appreciate what I want to say to you.”</p>
-
-<p>He turned toward her with the combination of wistfulness
-and whimsicality in his smile which first had attracted
-and then animated the lonely girl.</p>
-
-<p>“Miss Trent,” said he, “I think you are the truest woman
-I ever have met. I am obsessed by the thought of you. Oh,
-not you, really; rather the idea you represent&mdash;the idea of
-absolute truth. A woman like you should not fear the
-opinion of anyone. Will you remember that&mdash;say, when lifting
-your eyes to those of the very next person you meet?”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores assured him that she would. At the same time,
-in her thoughts, she assured herself. Just as the primary
-appetence common to all animal life is the right to live, the
-second appetence common to women is the right to love.
-She was not ashamed of her love when facing that inner
-tribunal called Truth. Why, indeed, should she fear the
-opinion of any man? Rufus Holt, despite the conventional
-limitations of his “ideas” of her, was right. She would not,
-<i>could</i> not feel ashamed.</p>
-
-<p>To a place no more official than the bachelor apartments
-of Justice Roscoe Strang did Rufus Holt dare take the girl
-who was not his client. And when a Japanese man-servant
-had ushered them both into the somewhat sombre anteroom,
-he passed on into a library, but left the door behind him
-ajar, evidently that she might overhear his conversation with
-his friend.</p>
-
-<p>“You, Rufus?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Roscoe, and about that case I tried before you this
-morning&mdash;the Cabot divorce. I’m afraid that a wrong is
-being done.”</p>
-
-<p>A bass chortle sounded. “That’s what modern marriage
-is&mdash;doing each other wrong.”</p>
-
-<p>“But this is a wrong gone wrong in that it does not strike
-right. I have the Cabot co-respondent outside. I want you
-to meet her.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not the Trent girl?” The scrape of a chair underscored
-a muttered oath. “You don’t dare presume on our
-friendship to&mdash;to&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Not to commit a professional breach, no,” interrupted
-Holt. “You ought to know me better than that. And don’t
-call her ‘the Trent girl.’ No matter whose lawyer I am, I
-tell you that she does not deserve it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then why didn’t she take the stand? It always looks
-bad for a woman when she won’t fight for her good name.
-And why wouldn’t this great philanthropist friend of yours
-say a word for her, not to mention himself?”</p>
-
-<p>“John Cabot is too big a man to be dragged into a court
-defense of the sort. And any man who hopes to meet his
-mother’s questioning eyes in Paradise would hesitate to
-crucify this girl with any more vulgar notoriety. Roscoe,
-for once in my life, the man in me has convinced the lawyer.
-Now, as never before, I want the scales of the blind goddess
-to weigh <i>with justice</i>.”</p>
-
-<p>“It would seem that one latter-day goddess must have been
-already weighed&mdash;and with justice&mdash;to have made such
-gooseberry jam out of your heart of flint. A face that can
-make <i>you</i> forget to be a lawyer first! I’d like to see&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Before “the friend” whom Holt wished her to meet could
-retract or modify, Dolores was led into the larger room.
-She found that “that very next person” to whose eyes she
-would lift her own was the judge of the case of Cabot vs.
-Cabot. And while she did not remember&mdash;not exactly&mdash;the
-compliment paid her in the cab, she met his shrewd gaze
-with her own defense. He looked for the truth. He saw it&mdash;that
-she felt no shame.</p>
-
-<p>What they said did not matter&mdash;probably could not have
-been recalled by any of the three. Their brief chat was significant
-only through the things they might not say.</p>
-
-<p>In Justice Strang Dolores saw a man who filled her with
-confidence. The determination to know the worst about
-himself and conquer it showed in the set of his jaw. His
-red necktie had action&mdash;even daring. His attire otherwise,
-like his manner, was conventional.</p>
-
-<p>He escorted them into the hall and to the elevator. Just
-before the door clicked shut upon them he said so emphatically
-that the elevator-man turned and stared curiously at
-her:</p>
-
-<p>“Young lady, you have the most eloquent personality I
-have ever met.”</p>
-
-<p>And so it came about that the decision denying Catherine
-Cabot her divorce came to the press as a thunder-clap two
-days later. The comment that resulted Justice Strang met
-with interviews in which he put unanswerable questions.
-Who suffered most, the innocent or the guilty? To make
-the innocent suffer&mdash;was not that a culpable act? What
-had been proved? The wife’s evidence was unavailable.
-The maid had disappeared. The detectives could testify to
-nothing that was proof of guilt. Why elect a judicial
-puppet? Of what use was a judge not entitled to disregard
-everything except his own honest opinion?</p>
-
-<p>Thus it transpired that Dolores Trent, having been convicted
-unjustly in the public mind of the several past offenses
-ascribed to her, found herself vindicated of the one crime
-against Society of which she really was guilty as charged.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>Each morning a magnificent box from an Avenue florist
-was delivered to the interesting occupant of a small, furnished
-suite in an up-town apartment hotel. The regularity
-of the “attention” quipped the management’s curiosity concerning
-“Miss Trevor.” Usually such regardlessness was
-followed by a gentleman in a hired car, wearing a fur-lined
-overcoat and a manner at once suave and impatient. But no
-gentleman had shown interest in this lady since the apartment
-had been engaged and paid for by one whose coat was most
-unpretentious and whose manner was neither suave nor
-impatient&mdash;a pleasant-spoken, bald-pated, breezy type of a
-man who somehow did not seem the sort to be telling it
-daily “in flowers.”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores herself had to guess from whom they came, just
-as she assumed John Cabot’s wish that she let him fulfill
-his promise to Jack “to look after her” until such time as
-he thought wise to see her. Rufus Holt, who had found
-and advised the new location, had made no explanation.
-Even when he had closed her fingers around a roll of five
-one-hundred-dollar bills, he had left her to assumption.</p>
-
-<p>But Dolores <i>knew</i>. And, knowing, she was in a way content.
-Alone except for the Airedale puppy, who had greeted
-her more vociferously than the rest of her luggage, she
-relaxed in her sense of an all-protective love and tried to
-live on the significance of deep-hearted pansies, American
-beauties and forget-me-nots.</p>
-
-<p>At the end of the fourth week a receipt was tucked under
-her living-room door for the second month’s rental in advance.
-That it was not for three months&mdash;or six&mdash;gave her
-a feeling of anticipation. A month at a time meant that a
-change might be expected before the third payment became
-due. With the expenditure of each dollar of her cash-in-hand
-this feeling increased. Five hundred dollars was a
-very great deal of money. But even five hundred would be
-consumed in time by one healthy young woman and one
-fast-growing dog. An all-protective love must realize that.
-Perhaps by the time the five hundred was gone&mdash;&mdash;.</p>
-
-<p>She had to fight her first impulses of extravagance. Her
-tendency was to tip unwisely and too well, to order a
-superfluity of the disguising veils she had taken to wearing
-on the long river-side tramps which were the anticipation of
-the Airedale’s mornings and the reminiscences of his puppy
-dreams at night; to let him grow too fat. Unable to decide
-what name for the dog Jack’s old-young mind would have
-hit upon, she continued to call him “puppy” or “pups,” as
-certain unimaginative people she had known were satisfied
-with “kittie” for their cat or “baby” for their child.</p>
-
-<p>Conscientiously allowing herself only legitimate expenditures,
-Dolores’ gladness increased, as her roll of bills thinned,
-that it had not been a thousand, seven hundred, or even six.
-It might so easily have been more. Toward the end of the
-second month she felt hopeful&mdash;almost sure&mdash;that the worst
-soon would be over. The very thought of it dizzied her with
-happiness. To see him again, if only for a moment or
-two&mdash;&mdash;.</p>
-
-<p>But she had to be satisfied with hearing his voice. Rung
-suddenly from her sleep one night, she half believed his
-telephone call a dream until the metallic sound of his up-hung
-receiver told her that the opportunity was passed.
-Until morning she lay awake, fondling, one by one, his carefully
-covered sentences.</p>
-
-<p>He had intended not to speak with her at present. But
-the wish had conquered him to-night to hear her assurance
-that she understood. He had been a criminal and must work
-out his sentence. Under a sacred obligation to protect her,
-he had injured her at each attempt, from the finale at the
-lingerie shop to her present exile. She had shown pity for
-his weakness before and perhaps could forgive him now. He
-never could himself.</p>
-
-<p>He had been overcome in the moment of his greatest
-strength, when he had felt safe in his sorrow. Now, when
-weakest, he dared not tempt himself. His only chance of
-reinstating himself in his own opinion was to win the fight
-he had undertaken. Their loyal acquaintance would explain.</p>
-
-<p>Meantime was she well and would she try to be contented
-until he could force a change? And would she believe?</p>
-
-<p>That she did believe steadied Dolores through the discouragement
-of another prepaid rent receipt. When the
-“change” came, it was not of John’s enforcement. One
-afternoon Rufus Holt called on her. He came in on the
-breeze that wafted him through life. His smile was still
-cheery, his manner even more courteous than usual. Yet he
-was different. Considerately he attempted to “explain.”</p>
-
-<p>The late chapters of that gilt-bound edition of womanhood,
-Catherine Cabot, read like the cheapest of thrillers.
-Soon after reëstablishing herself in her husband-less home,
-she had sent for Dr. Shayle. What had passed between her
-and the likable young man whom she had “made” in a week
-was best judged by the fact that she un-made him in a day.
-In notes, over the telephone and during such informal social
-functions as she could make excuse to attend in her mourning,
-she ruined him professionally. To his rich practice she
-expressed her regrets that she no longer could sponsor him&mdash;that
-his conduct with one who had brought disgrace to so
-many had proved him an unfit person to have about the home
-in his intimate capacity. All of which reminded Holt that
-he had a letter for her.</p>
-
-<p>The envelope which he tendered was addressed to and
-had been opened by John Cabot. Above the heading of a
-Chicago hotel was scrawled the osteopath’s name. Inside
-was the request that Mr. Cabot forward to Miss Trent the
-unsealed enclosure.</p>
-
-<p>The note to Dolores read:</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot">
-
-<p><i>Dear You</i>:</p>
-
-<p>My chief regret is having distressed you. Don’t be distressed
-about me any more. Already my hurt is healing, salved by the
-honor of having known you. I daren’t forget you, because remembering
-you is the best thing in my life at the present
-moment. Have refused the last bribe of her who made me
-what I was&mdash;yesterday. Am on my way West where I can
-start fair with doctor men who use their powers to help instead
-of hinder. The ambition, I find, is not a gift&mdash;it’s inherited.
-You great little chump, there is only one hope in my heart&mdash;may
-you be happy.</p>
-
-<p class="right smcap">
-Dear Me.
-</p>
-</div>
-
-<p>So then; to one, at least, she had not been a lasting grief!
-Dolores felt very proud for herself and for Clarke Shayle.
-She turned to her caller with the impulse to confide her good
-news, but hesitated at the look of him. He had yielded to
-the Airedale’s importunities and was scratching the stub ears.
-The eyes of the dog were rolling from realized bliss. Those
-of the implement of bliss were troubled. She could see that
-attorney Holt was planning whatever he had come to say.</p>
-
-<p>“Miss Trent,” he began on noting that he again had her
-attention, “Mr. Cabot has been acting under my insistent
-advice in not coming to see you. I know that he wishes to
-come. My stand is based upon my high regard for him and,
-may I add, for you? He intends to accomplish a divorce
-from Mrs. Cabot as soon as possible, but on his own terms&mdash;terms
-primarily calculated to repudiate the slurs cast upon
-you. His ruling desire is to save your good name. I want
-to see him carry out this idea. Miss Trent, do you?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why&mdash;why, yes,” faltered the girl.</p>
-
-<p>“I am glad to hear you say that, because&mdash;Well, you and
-he, lovely little lady, know better than I just why. His
-position is at present extremely jeopardous. He is watched
-night and day by detectives.”</p>
-
-<p>“More detectives? But I thought&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“I did, too. Mrs. Cabot, however, has not accepted Judge
-Strang’s decision as final. She has postponed her trip abroad
-and from Newport is directing an attack on his integrity
-and mine. Through influence and the manipulations of a
-brilliant shyster, she is trying to re-open the case in another
-court. Meanwhile, she is acting on the theory expressed in
-the old French proverb that ‘love and smoke are unable to
-conceal themselves?’”</p>
-
-<p>Evidently love, at least, was not. With his white, slim
-hand Holt shielded his eyes from sight of her face and continued:</p>
-
-<p>“More than before is the Cabot name threatened, your
-good name and mine. Unless we are discreet she may have a
-case which just might convince a judge less discerning than
-my friend Roscoe Strang and let the Bar Association get its
-claws into me. If your whereabouts should be chanced upon,
-if the florist should be inspired to tell of the daily flowers
-paid for by the lawyer who lost Mrs. Cabot’s first case,
-even if friend pup here should yap his identity abroad&mdash;Do
-you see, Miss Trent, why my advice has been insistent?”</p>
-
-<p>After a keen glance at her he continued: “But I fear
-that my advice is losing its punch. You see, I have an imagination.
-I know John Cabot and I have seen you. Perhaps
-I haven’t made clear the absolute faith I feel in both of you.
-Wish I could put it beautifully with all the words and music.
-But we men weren’t meant to be gods in strength, you know.
-Why, even I have a secret vice!”</p>
-
-<p>He smiled across at her youthfully; at her continued
-silence, added:</p>
-
-<p>“I wriggle my toes.”</p>
-
-<p>But the girl did not smile back. She couldn’t</p>
-
-<p>“What is it you wish me to do?” she asked.</p>
-
-<p>“I wish you to put yourself beyond reach. John’s weak
-spot is you. He acknowledges it. He looks haggard and
-acts worse&mdash;is beginning to fear that he can’t hold out.
-And, of course, with that fear in his heart, he won’t. I
-wish you to remove his temptation&mdash;until matters are adjusted,
-not to let him know your whereabouts and under no
-circumstances to write to him. Even his mail may be watched&mdash;there
-can be traitors in any man’s office&mdash;and nothing is so
-damning as written evidence.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, but I&mdash;he&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Poor child.” Holt’s interruption expressed ever so much
-of his pity. “Child first, then woman. You acknowledge
-that I am right, don’t you? Then aren’t you willing to help
-him? Only you can help him now. John is not a man to
-talk, as you know, but he knows that I am his friend. ‘I
-have just strength enough to stay away,’ he told me. ‘I’m
-afraid that if I saw her, if she called me by so much as a
-look&mdash;&mdash;’ You see, Miss Trent, the state to which the long
-strain has reduced him? You want him to win his fight,
-don’t you, for sake of his future and your own?”</p>
-
-<p>“But you ask us to act like guilty persons,” she plead.
-“Judge Strang said ‘not guilty.’ To me that means that
-what&mdash;whatever we feel for each other is not guilt. If he is
-not guilty, then neither am I. Why should I lower myself
-to the standards of the world&mdash;why should I hide?”</p>
-
-<p>“Because you are in the world and of it. I profess only
-a man’s friendship for John Cabot. But to protect him I
-played a rôle which is likely to ruin me professionally. He
-relies on me at present to look after you. In the event of
-his demanding to see you it would be better if even I did
-not know your whereabouts. I’d advise that you go to the
-shore somewhere. Let my secretary know when you decide
-just where&mdash;you can reach him by telephone&mdash;and your
-remittances will be sent regularly through him. Come,
-lovely lady, what do you say? Is all John Cabot’s strength
-to be discounted by his weakness for you?”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores leaned over a bowl of purple pansies that kept
-eyeing her from a nearby tabourette; gazed into their
-ingenuous faces.</p>
-
-<p>“But he wouldn’t leave me without a word, I know. What
-would he think&mdash;how would he feel if I&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Only in the event of his weakening need he know. Have
-I impressed you with the fact that once he begins to see you,
-he and I are done for? You are a woman of whom I would
-have expected that self-sacrificing passion with which a man’s
-friendship compares as a handshake to love’s first kiss. Are
-you unwilling to seem to lose your case with him for a little
-while?”</p>
-
-<p>He arose, found his hat and stood for a moment looking
-down at her. But she looked only into the pansies’ hearts.
-A hopeful smile was on his face as he turned. He nodded
-confidently at the Airedale, just before closing the door, very
-quietly, after him.</p>
-
-<p>The puppy, a man’s dog, sat sniffing and whining at the
-sill for some time after his congenial acquaintance had gone.
-But Dolores did not bewail the attorney’s exit. With a fury
-strange to her, she resented his call, his gentleness and the
-cruelty which it wrapped.</p>
-
-<p>What manner of friendship was his, smilingly to urge the
-torture of his friend in order to save himself? Where was
-the worth of admiration that demanded of a peccable human
-passion the blamelessness of one divine? The pansies knew
-and she knew. But if John learned that she had hidden herself
-away from him, how could he be expected to know?
-Love was tender and easily hurt.</p>
-
-<p>Rufus Holt admitted that he never had loved; that he had
-only his imagination to depend upon. How dared he, then,
-dictate to a woman whom he had acclaimed true as truth?</p>
-
-<p>But that night a third voice entered the argument.</p>
-
-<p>As Dolores lay abed, wooing in vain the healthful slumber
-so seldom denied her, she came to wonder whether the
-sensations which disturbed her were all mental. Could she
-be physically ill?</p>
-
-<p>As, hour on hour, the wonder and the strangeness of the
-stirring within her grew, answer came in a wee, small voice&mdash;the
-voice of fear&mdash;the voice of hope&mdash;perhaps, indeed, the
-voice of that God said to speak through “the least of these.”
-With none else to tell her, Dolores understood. And in the
-darkness a great glory seemed to flood the room. Her heart,
-which had slowed almost to stopping lest she miss the message,
-near burst now with painful joy.</p>
-
-<p>The voice, faint and from far away, had whispered unmistakably:</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Woman, I am coming&mdash;thy fulfillment.</i>”</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XXI">CHAPTER XXI</h3>
-</div>
-
-<p>Dolores never sent her address to Rufus Holt’s secretary,
-although she came in course of time to need the remittances
-which were to be forwarded through him. She hated Holt
-and loved John too much for that. Should that whisper in
-the night be heard by the world, the fight of the strong would
-indeed be lost to the weak. There was no choice. She must
-hide herself that “little while,” guilty though she might appear.</p>
-
-<p>She lived in various places. She found various employment.</p>
-
-<p>There was the naturalized tailor who rented the basement
-of the house where she had found a room and who seemed
-to assume from “Mrs. Trevor’s” face that she could baste
-“straight.” But she did not “naturalize,” either to the shop
-or his idea of her, and he took to complaining of her work.
-His subtlety was inadequate to cover his relief when she
-transferred to a restaurant, one of the sort to which ladies
-were “cordially” invited. But there came a day when this
-proprietor, as well, begrudged the price of his mistake.</p>
-
-<p>Even time and time’s tutelage did not take the strangeness
-from the fact that no one wanted her about any more.</p>
-
-<p>Weeks and months passed&mdash;Spring and Summer and another
-Fall-time. She was forced to look at her funds, also
-at the necessity to make them do. That grew to be her chief
-concern&mdash;to make them do.</p>
-
-<p>Moving her bags was expensive and thinning an Airedale
-to the finest “point” of safety entailed anxiety. His canine
-protests against the experiment were what first lifted her eyes
-to a sign beside the door of a substantial house. A savoury
-odor of beef stew wafted from the downstairs windows and
-attracted the young dog so powerfully that, with ears laid
-back and muscles straining against his leash, he pulled her
-up the first two steps. What attracted the girl was the invitation
-of brass letters laid upon an ebony board:</p>
-
-<p>
-<span class="smcap">Retreat for Wayward Girls</span><br />
-</p>
-
-<p>For more than two hours they had been walking slowly.
-Each day now they walked more slowly. And the slower
-they walked, the more urgent had grown their present landlady’s
-“want” of their room. The window signs were scarce
-in this cheap section of the city, said to be congested beyond
-all record. And such “To Lets” as they had found were
-said at the doors, after momentary inspection, to be already
-“taken.”</p>
-
-<p>So now, weariness and the odor of stew on the crisp
-autumn air decided the dog. The cold sunlight falling upon
-the topmost, polished word of the sign&mdash;<span class="allsmcap">RETREAT</span>&mdash;decided
-the girl.</p>
-
-<p>The matron proved to be a quite good imitation of a
-mother. The girls under her charge were mostly repentant&mdash;some
-she had graduated into good cheer. “Waywardness”
-was an infliction to be frankly discussed; to be vied over,
-sighed and cried over with consoling <i>camaraderie</i>. Even
-the dog was pitied. Indeed, his demands for ready relief
-were met far too generously for his gastronomic good.</p>
-
-<p>Although the “new girl” did not explain about herself&mdash;there
-was no need of that&mdash;she relaxed within the warming
-atmosphere of the retreat and tried hard to please. Interestedly
-she listened to tales of the benevolent gentleman
-who directed the philanthropy. With so many examples of
-waywardness about her, she came to take a less strained
-view of her plight.</p>
-
-<p>But the night and day stories poured into her ears&mdash;stories
-of the undying devotion of the varied “friends” in the varied
-inmates’ cases who, through varied circumstances, had been
-separated from their hearts’ desires by cruel Fate&mdash;filled her
-with a longing for John Cabot that increased with the approach
-of her ordeal. Despite her unselfish resolves, she
-wanted him to know. He must have been hurt if he knew
-of her seeming desertion. Her past fear of the “risks,” as
-italicized by Rufus Holt, was wiped off the slate of her mind.
-The risk of death, which involved the greater risk of loss
-of love, was writ instead&mdash;to stay.</p>
-
-<p>She decided to disregard the lawyer’s caution to the extent
-of a telephone call to John’s office. But he was not in
-and she dared not leave name or number. To put anything
-in writing was dangerous. Holt had warned her, yet a note
-was the only recourse left&mdash;one brief, careful note. Stationery
-and a pen she secured from the matron; forced herself
-to write briefly and constrainedly; addressed it to Mr.
-Cabot’s banking-house. Lest she permit apprehension to
-change her mind, she placed her finished missive at once on
-the table in the hall, where it would be given to the postman
-on his next round.</p>
-
-<p>She was returning to her room&mdash;very slowly now&mdash;when
-the ensuing dialogue, first in a woman’s voice, then in a
-man’s, came to her ears from behind a door marked “<span class="allsmcap">PRIVATE</span>”
-that gave into the hall.</p>
-
-<p>“With a sham like you, there’s nothing to life. Why
-didn’t I see in time that my husband was the one who should
-have lived&mdash;you the one to die?”</p>
-
-<p>“How like a woman, to shift the blame! Wasn’t the
-whole scheme your own&mdash;the cat-boat, the surprise attack,
-that weird knowledge of&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Hush, for Heaven’s sake!”</p>
-
-<p>“See, you’re the guilty one. You tremble at the truth. I
-never had heard of a death-spot in the human ear. I couldn’t
-have struck true. And I couldn’t have play-acted your grief
-over the accident. Certainly you ought to grant, Mary, that
-I was all right then. Expected we’d be married like other
-folks, once we’d got the business well started on the capital
-from his life insurance. You say you have no respect for
-me. Well, there’s more than one cause for a loss of respect.
-What about mine for you? How can I know when some new
-lover will tempt you to drive a nail through the lobe of
-<i>my</i> ear&mdash;to throw <i>me</i> into a tide rip? It isn’t a man’s
-nature, I tell you&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t call yourself a man. You have cheated me unforgivably.
-And yet&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“‘And yet.’ Thank God we’ve reached argument’s end
-for to-day! We both know what we know and that I can
-prove it. More than you hate me you fear me. Come, we
-might as well be friends.”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Friends?</i> Remember that I can prove it, too, on you.”</p>
-
-<p>“But you won’t, dear heart. Aren’t you tired yet of threatening
-me? Eventually you’ll settle to living it out peaceably
-on my terms. Why not now? Come. Be a sensible soul
-and agree&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>One of the voices alone might have puzzled Dolores, but
-together she had recognized both. They had struck her
-like a blow. As if physically stunned, she had clung to the
-balustrade for aid in undertaking the first few steps of the
-stairway. By now, more strength came to her. Quietly and
-rapidly as she could, she toiled beyond ear-shot up the
-flight.</p>
-
-<p>Out of breath she collapsed on her narrow iron bed; lay
-realizing, not only the significance to herself of what she
-had overheard, but its meaning to the two principals as
-well.</p>
-
-<p>So that was the hideous bond that tied them. That was
-why each pretended an affection for, considered and, if
-need be, defended the other. They had paid a human life
-for love and found that crime brought only mutual contempt.</p>
-
-<p>Through the realization of what enforced their hostile,
-yet voluntary companionship came personal anxiety. Her
-letter&mdash;what if he should notice and examine it? Why
-hadn’t she taken it out and posted it herself?</p>
-
-<p>But there was no time to be wasted over futile afterthoughts.
-She could not chance his reading so much as
-the address. She must recover her letter.</p>
-
-<p>From the head of the stairs she could not see whether
-or not it still lay on the table, which stood in the hall near
-the street entrance. She could see, however, that the door
-marked “<span class="allsmcap">PRIVATE</span>” was ajar. As no sound of voices came
-to her, she concluded that the two in the hateful lockstep
-must have gone. She counted possible costs, then again
-descended the stairs.</p>
-
-<p>They stood beside the table. Not until she saw their
-faces would she believe the worst. Not only had he noticed
-the address of the letter, but had opened and was reading it.</p>
-
-<p>A smile was on his face&mdash;the æsthetic, pale-eyed, appealing
-face of Vincent Seff. His agreeable laugh sounded as
-he turned to Mrs. Hutton.</p>
-
-<p>“Of all the chickens to come home to roost in the coop
-of little Vin! You remember that pugilistic Puritan, John
-Cabot? As addressed to him, Mary, what can these hieroglyphics
-mean? Listen:</p>
-
-<p>“‘Soon a rosebud will open its petals to the world. I
-may not stay to care for it. I depend on you.’”</p>
-
-<p>Impulse ruled Dolores. She crossed the hall; stretched
-out her hand for the letter; faced them.</p>
-
-<p>“It is mine. You have no right to read it.”</p>
-
-<p>For a long moment Seff simply looked at her. Then he
-took the lavender-bordered ’kerchief from his sleeve and
-with it wiped his lips.</p>
-
-<p>“Well met,” said he at last, “<i>Miss Nectarine</i>.”</p>
-
-<p>“You have no right to open a sealed and stamped letter
-intended for the mails,” Dolores insisted. “Will you give
-it back to me or shall I appeal to the head of this institution?”</p>
-
-<p>“Appeal. I am the head of the institution. I have a right
-to do whatsoever I see fit within its hallowed walls.” The
-satisfaction of his smile increased.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Hutton, a shade grayer, calmer and handsomer, at
-first had looked chiefly astonished. Now she intervened.</p>
-
-<p>“Best give it back, Vin. Being what you are&mdash;or rather,
-what you aren’t&mdash;you can have no interest in the affairs of
-this girl, unless that&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Unless that I do feel so obligated by my debts and her
-I owe so much. But take your delicate little effusion. I
-couldn’t possibly forget a word of it.”</p>
-
-<p>Her letter in hand, Dolores turned and was about to undertake
-the stairs again, when he stopped her.</p>
-
-<p>“Just a moment, Miss Trent. How long will it take you
-to retreat yourself out of here?”</p>
-
-<p>“To retreat?” she asked. “But I thought the object of
-this house&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Allow me to explain. The purpose of the institution is
-to help girls who repent of their waywardness, not to encourage
-hardened sinners. I have followed your career in the
-newspapers. I consider it a privilege to have read your
-latest attempt at extortion. Naturally I assume that, once
-your present handicap is overcome, you’ll go on, like a
-brook, purling round the hearts of men&mdash;on and on and on.
-There are public reformatories for persons of your sort.
-To realize our ideals, we must be somewhat particular
-here.”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Hutton, as well as the girl, looked at him. Drawn
-to the full of his dapper height, his face lit by artistic
-appreciation of his own pose, his gesture delicately drawn,
-he might have impressed a stranger as the benevolent of
-the inmates’ praise.</p>
-
-<p>But Mary Hutton was not a stranger. That equivocally
-proud yet contemptuous smile was on her lips as she turned
-to Dolores.</p>
-
-<p>“You at least will have a child. I have nothing&mdash;nothing,”
-she remarked. “Don’t be annoyed by a little thing like Vincent
-Seff turned to philanthropy and good works.”</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>The ultimatum of the head of the Retreat increased
-the urgency of Dolores’ letter. She posted it herself before
-setting out to find a new place. She was fortunate, however.
-Before night she had located a rooming-house “lady” sufficiently
-in need, sufficiently pessimistic, sufficiently old and
-shiftless and poor-spirited to waive references and accept
-two weeks’ rental in advance. Here she laid in what she
-still could pay for toward her needs; here lived along and
-waited with hard-dying hope.</p>
-
-<p>Since she had found the place so soon, she regretted the
-hasty posting of her note. Rather than chance another of
-those risks to John, of which the deposed shop-keeper’s suggestions
-had increased her fear, she had given her new
-address to that quite good imitation of a mother, the matron
-of the Retreat, for the forwarding of mail or the convenience
-of any friends who might telephone about her or call to
-see her.</p>
-
-<p>The incidents of her days became the variation from
-morning confidence to evening despondency; of her nights,
-the discarding, under crush of the blackness, of one after
-another of her schemes for a second and more direct
-message. And, whether in the daytime or at night, a bark
-of the dog at an unaccustomed sound would rouse her to
-radiance&mdash;to heart-hammering joy; or his growling return
-to the tedium of his life would bring her back to heart-stilling
-disappointment. Either John had made no response
-to her appeal or the matron had failed to supply the address.</p>
-
-<p>Heavier upon her pressed thoughts of the power of her
-enemies. Where would her note lead Catherine Cabot if it
-chanced into the hands of her hirelings? What might not
-Seff reveal? How much might those omniscient detectives
-learn from their watch of John?</p>
-
-<p>So far Fate had conspired against her with a nice regard
-for every detail. She became possessed by the pertinent
-query: Why should <i>she</i> expect the mind of Fate to change?</p>
-
-<p>Any question over the advisability of telephoning Rufus
-Holt was answered by her inability to go out in search of
-a booth. Just before one fevered dawn the idea of advertisement
-came and crowded out the sickening controversy
-over whether John or the matron was to blame. Why
-hadn’t that occurred to her before? In a return of expectation,
-she composed a “personal” that seemed to her adequately
-“covered”&mdash;recognizable only to him addressed.
-There was piquancy in the thought that the Press which had
-been her enemy should now serve her as a friend. Fortunate
-that she knew which of the morning papers he was accustomed
-to read with care&mdash;doubly fortunate that there still
-was enough left of her hoard to pay for a single notice.</p>
-
-<p>The poor-spirited landlady looked especially pessimistic
-over the errand on which she was asked to go, any chance
-of a reward depending upon its success. Her new tenant
-was likely to be a great deal of trouble, she anticipated aloud,
-and she never before had been reduced to taking dogs. Had
-not the room been so long vacant, she would not have considered
-the pair of them. She suspected, moreover, from
-the things they were doing without, that they had about
-reached the limit of their wherewithal. However, none could
-say but what she always looked on the bright side of
-things and she’d do her best about getting all the display
-the money would buy for the personal.</p>
-
-<p>Dolores’ confidence increased after the old woman had
-gone. Such doubts as crowded in, she exorcised with the
-reminder that her advertisement would have succeeded or
-failed in one day’s time. Often in the past she had deplored
-the fact that the marvelous output of the press should die
-in a day; now she rejoiced in the fact. By to-morrow he
-would have come or&mdash;But she would not&mdash;dared not face
-the alternative.</p>
-
-<p>That night her baby was born.</p>
-
-<p>The old woman did what she had time for and the charity
-doctor stayed a while. Afterward, Dolores must have sunk
-into a state of semi-consciousness&mdash;must have slept or dozed
-away the time, for she roused to incredulity on being told that
-it was noon of the next day.</p>
-
-<p>Two other facts penetrated her listlessness. The life of
-that day’s <i>Times</i> must soon be spent and her child was a
-girl.</p>
-
-<p>Suppose he did not come. That meant that another girl-child
-was fatherless. Already, in the world’s opinion, she
-would be accounted worse than motherless.</p>
-
-<p>As before, time became merely a variation of hope and
-despondency.... What was that? Surely, an Airedale
-bred to watchfulness would not grow so excited had he not
-recognized a step or voice!... But no, he was a silly
-dog, silly and extremely bored. He and she, too, must have
-imagined the step and the voice.</p>
-
-<p>A girl, their babe&mdash;a hapless, little human, who was not
-to inherit even such paternal affection and care as could be
-spared from poppy paste. Another girl she had brought into
-a world which had no justice for unprotected girls....
-Perhaps, if he did not come, it would be best that their baby
-be spared the learning of life&mdash;the humiliations, the disillusionments,
-the death-stab of love that lied.... Since he
-had not come, love <i>must</i> have lied. Both her messages would
-not have gone astray. There was significance in this second
-failure. Too late to protect her from his weakness had
-come his strength. If he did not, <i>would</i> not come&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>She must be very ill; must have dozed off a while&mdash;that is,
-if the old woman told the truth about night having come
-again.... Likely she <i>had</i> told the truth, for the room
-was quite dark, except for the one dim gas-jet lit in the old-fashioned
-chandelier.</p>
-
-<p>The landlady had come in to say that she wanted the room
-as soon as Dolores was able to get about. A refined adult&mdash;a
-single gentleman&mdash;had enquired about it that day. Mrs.
-Trevor should remember her saying from the first that she
-never took in dogs or babies. She knew what babies were&mdash;just
-one sick spell after another. And she had no space in
-the back-yard for regular laundry. She was a kind-hearted
-woman and honest about her bargains, the Lord knew. But
-she had herself to think of and the other folks in the house.
-She wasn’t one to worry a fellow woman sick-a-bed, but the
-gent had said he would stop in the morning for his answer.
-Naturally, she would need to name the exact day he could
-come. Her soft heart always had been her worst enemy,
-but business was business.</p>
-
-<p>After the old woman had dismalled herself out, Dolores’
-gaze again strayed to the gas-jet. The turned-down flame
-fascinated her and seemed to make a light in her mind. It
-flickered an answer to the embarrassing question of when
-she could give over the room.... What time was it now?...
-Nine o’clock.... The day that was the life of
-a news sheet was long since done....</p>
-
-<p>There were three jets to the chandelier. It wasn’t going to
-take long. Already she was affected by the fumes. The dog
-was sniffing suspiciously, whining protest....</p>
-
-<p>“A life for a life,” she told him unfeelingly, thinking of
-Jack, the only one who ever had loved without harming
-her. But then&mdash;the Airedale, after all, had not asked Jack’s
-life any more than she had asked her mother’s.... She
-arose, tottered to the door, took him by the nape of the neck
-and thrust him into the pure air of the hall.</p>
-
-<p>Fortunately the babe was too young to realize or complain;
-would never know about life&mdash;never know. Dolores
-held the small form to her heart and shuddered anew over
-what life might have meted out to so tiny and helpless a
-creature.</p>
-
-<p>“There is the mark of the seal they call the signet of
-Solomon,” she mumbled through the dark to the chandelier.
-“There are to will and to have your will. There are your
-social ideas, your excesses, your pleasures that end in
-death&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Who was it had reminded her of Maupassant not so very
-long ago? Oh, yes.... That night.... What,
-indeed, was folly but “a riotous expenditure of will”?...
-He had not seemed a man to shirk the obligations
-of his folly&mdash;John Cabot&mdash;that night. Yet he had not come....
-So tender he had seemed in his madness for her;
-so willing to deny himself; so determined to consider her.
-He had made her realize the happiness which she and Jack
-had tried to learn from a bird.... Still, where now&mdash;happiness?...
-And God&mdash;where was God?</p>
-
-<p>Who was bending over her?... Amor&mdash;could that
-be the gallant love-lad, so broken and so gaunt? Had he
-come to mock her?... And was it Innocentia clinging,
-peaked and weeping, to his hand?</p>
-
-<p>Sorry comforters, the two. Their visit distressed her
-more than the nauseous fumes from the jets.</p>
-
-<p>There were Vincent Seff and Mary Hutton, now. Why
-were they still together?... Strange that whichever
-died first, the other would be there, attentive to the end
-lest the fear of God overcome the fear of man in a death-bed
-repentance.... They could be sure of each other’s
-company to the end.... Hate, then, bound people
-closer than love.... Love? How lonely was love!</p>
-
-<p>“I never&mdash;knew God, but I knew&mdash;you. Why&mdash;<i>why</i> hast
-thou&mdash;forsaken&mdash;me?”</p>
-
-<p>The gasp was wrung from her stress of body and soul. In
-the darkness and the aloneness it quavered heartbrokenly
-upward with her thought of John Cabot.</p>
-
-<p>Then she remembered the lady she had admired in the
-railway station, long, long ago&mdash;the lady who had sneezed.
-She hadn’t made the usual fuss about it; had just leaned
-out and done it, neatly and composedly.... What was
-human life but a sneeze? Birth was the warning; youth the
-preparation; life the sniffing and death the wiping of eyes.
-After death perhaps one settled back into composure....
-The lady had proved a good example in so many crises of her
-life. It was well to have remembered her in death....
-She must make no fuss; must do it neatly and composedly.</p>
-
-<p>She threw back her head; set her lips hard; breathed deep
-and long ... deep and long ... deep and
-long....</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XXII">CHAPTER XXII</h3>
-</div>
-
-<div class="blockquot">
-
-<p>“<i>A woman clothed with the sun, and the moon
-under her feet and upon her head a crown of twelve
-stars. And she, being with child, cried, travailing
-in birth and pained to be delivered.</i>”</p>
-</div>
-
-<p>The girl-shade heard the words intoned in <i>mezzo voce</i>. At
-the door of the throne-room she paused, loath to enter the
-next scene of the co-star piece. All the day following the
-completion of her story of earth she had lain within her
-chamber, in a state of narcosis, varied only by the dull
-ache of dread. All day she had expected the summons which
-now had come, that she appear before the King. Through
-the séances she had done her best; had whipped her spirit
-as a slave-seller might have lashed some modest, naked body
-on the block. She had come for the reckoning. If so be it
-she had met the royal expectations, her reward would be
-that lowest high office yet assigned in Greater Gehenna&mdash;She-Destroyer
-of Womankind. If she had failed&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot">
-
-<p>“<i>And the dragon stood before the woman which
-was ready to be delivered, for to devour her child as
-soon as it was born.</i>”</p>
-</div>
-
-<p>Again the deep intonations. Glancing into the blaze of
-light which had confused her eyes after her approach
-through the dim, winding corridors, Dolores saw a tall figure
-in the full effect of male evening attire on earth, with
-back toward her and gestures directed into one of the mercurized
-walls.</p>
-
-<p>Her hesitation was mastered by surprise. Even on closer
-view, she scarcely could believe that this superb copy of the
-men of Earth indeed was His Satanic Majesty. His hair,
-formerly pompadoured to conceal his horns, was clipped,
-parted on one side and slicked back, the indices of power
-evidently razored close. The auburn Vandyke which had
-been inseparable from her concept of him was the more
-noticeable now for its absence. In its place, a smile whose
-charm would have been hard to describe clothed the well-sculped
-lips.</p>
-
-<p>The lines and color of His Highness’ costume adhered to
-what she knew was “latest” form&mdash;all except his tie. That
-was of a red which vividly reminded her of that Justice
-Roscoe Strang, whose independence of judicial precedent
-had been suggested by a like daring note in otherwise sombre
-dress.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, sweet Grief,” he saluted her. “I feel indebted to you
-for the basic idea of my sermon on ‘The Service of Suicide.’
-You’ve caught me at a rehearsal. I was just reading my text,
-‘To Hell with the Ill-Begot.’ We mustn’t overlook the
-propaganda out of the mouths of babes and sucklings in
-our new Drive of Destruction, eh?”</p>
-
-<p>“Mustn’t we?” she evaded wretchedly.</p>
-
-<p>“Come, cheer down! Did my mere mention of a sermon
-make you pull the doleful face of the average religionist
-in church? You haven’t said how you like my style to-night.
-Am I not beautiful and <i>à la mode</i>?”</p>
-
-<p>He appeared to be in an unusually amiable mood. A turn
-or two he took around her, evidently to note the reflection
-on her face as well as in the mirror.</p>
-
-<p>“Is it possible&mdash;&mdash;” in sudden suspicion he peered at her&mdash;“that
-you don’t like me razored?”</p>
-
-<p>“You look&mdash;very well.”</p>
-
-<p>“I look&mdash;‘very well.’” He aped her effortful tone. “Didst
-note her burst of enthusiasm? In gratitude, she’s not so different
-from the rest of womankind. What one of them
-ever realized that a man would rather remove a mountain
-from the physiognomy of the earth than the beard from his
-face? As for the horns from his head!”</p>
-
-<p>“But really, I do like it&mdash;very well indeed!”</p>
-
-<p>“‘Very well indeed’!” Satan threw out his hands in a
-farcical gesture of despair. “What man who shaves his
-beard to please a woman ever really pleases her?”</p>
-
-<p>“To please me, Your Lowness?”</p>
-
-<p>“Sin’s idea. That silhouette you drew of your pet philanthropist
-shows you to have preconceived ideas of the looks
-of latter-day devils. I haven’t spent centuries catering to
-human preconceptions for nothing. Presto, even John
-Cabot’s crime toward you is no blacker than my cut-faced
-clothes! My tie is a bit off&mdash;that is <i>on</i>&mdash;color, as it were.
-But I notice that no man is held accountable for his taste
-in cravats. Maybe I <i>was</i> dressed like a character part.”</p>
-
-<p>With the frank self-appreciation of a husband who has just
-been hectored into an evening suit by his wife, he turned
-for a critical survey of her appearance.</p>
-
-<p>“Glad to see you looking fit to go out with me,” he
-approved. “I have planned to take you to a show.”</p>
-
-<p>“To hear you preach?” She put the assumption rather
-eagerly. “I am so glad. I have hoped each night you
-would take me. Frequently when hearing you talk, I have
-wondered whether you would&mdash;whether you wouldn’t&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>She faltered at his look of amazement.</p>
-
-<p>“If I wouldn’t just what, child?” he encouraged with all
-the unctuous kindliness of the Rev. Dr. Alexander Willard.</p>
-
-<p>“Wouldn’t teach me the Scriptures. You seem to know
-them by heart.”</p>
-
-<p>“By head, not by heart. There’s a difference, you know.
-Ingersoll knew them by head.” Satan’s chuckles began with
-contemplation of her idea. “Really, you are either the most
-naïve or the most intriguing of lost souls.”</p>
-
-<p>“But seriously,” she insisted.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, <i>seriously</i>!” He laughed the more. “Well, seriously,
-my poor child, I’d advise you to remember the clay feet of
-the ‘Sporting Parson.’ Far be it from me to try to improve
-a perfectly bad mind. ‘The Little Book shall be in thy
-mouth sweet as honey, but shall make thy belly bitter.’ That’s
-one of my own handy, illiterate translations. M’lady, the
-carriage awaits. Time we were on our way.”</p>
-
-<p>He was pleased to drive her to the promised entertainment
-in his favorite Hawk. While drifting through the
-drab air of night in Gehenna, lit only by that “pale, abiding
-light” whose dynamo was beyond control of his electricians,
-he explained the kind of “show” to which he was escorting
-her. In it he was not to star, no. It was only a motion
-picture, but one in which he felt that she, as well as he,
-would take interest.</p>
-
-<p>They were to see, in fact, a picturization of certain unfinished
-details connected with her own career on earth, over
-which he, for one, felt curiosity. He had ordered the life-films
-to date of John Cabot brought from the supply house
-and cut to give a comprehensive exposé of a character that
-would refuse to heed the death cries of a girl whom, by the
-honor code of Earth, he was bound to protect. Satan himself
-had hit on an apt title, but had not previewed the picture
-and had left the sub-titling to his first fiend-scenarist. He
-hoped for an entertaining and regardless presentation.</p>
-
-<p>At the Devil’s Own Playhouse it was evident that the
-feature had been extensively billed. The capacity of the
-theater was taxed to standing-room when the King led his
-interesting guest into the royal box. Down over the billows
-of faces that waved back at their entrance, Dolores looked
-with pitying eyes. On a few was apathy; on more, fevered
-eagerness; on most, apprehension. The Sea of the Fear of
-Despair they were&mdash;a Dead Sea, indeed. She, too, soon was
-carried out toward its white-caps of hoping thoughts, caught
-in its undertow. This she realized from the emotion
-within herself which began with the curtain’s rise&mdash;the deeps
-of heartbreak disturbed by the high-winds of hope.</p>
-
-<p>The camera was said not to lie. If His Highness’ boasted
-topical review was bona-fide, some excuse might evolve for
-him who had refused to heed her call.</p>
-
-<p>The series of incidents unfolded upon the super-quick
-silver screen may most readily be grasped, perhaps, by a
-perusal of the working synopsis to which the master-director
-of Hell Films cut the production.</p>
-
-<h4>THE TURN TURTLE</h4>
-
-<p class="center"><span class="allsmcap">HIS SATANIC MAJESTY</span><br />
-Presents<br />
-<span class="smcap">John Cabot</span><br />
-In Facts from His Natural History<br />
-Shown in Three Turns.
-</p>
-
-<p>(<i>On Screen</i>)</p>
-
-<p class="smcap">The turn turtle is an insignificant reptile, great
-only in its cowardice. It never looks danger in the
-face, but at first alarm pulls in its head and scuddles
-away. Watch this one.</p>
-
-<p>Turtle enters slowly. Protrudes head. Looks around.
-Face changes to that of John Cabot. A pair of hands&mdash;recognizably
-Dolores Trent’s&mdash;appear. Stretch toward turtle.
-Face shows fright. Head withdraws into shell. Turtle
-crawls off.</p>
-
-<p>(<i>On Screen</i>)</p>
-
-<h5>THE FIRST TURN</h5>
-
-<p>John Cabot enters his Broad Street office. Seats himself
-at desk. Goes through pile of letters in weary manner. Stops
-to study one.</p>
-
-<p class="hanging2">(<i>Show, in Dolores’ Handwriting&mdash;Envelope of Dolores’ note,
-with “Personal” underscored and the return address of
-Retreat for Wayward Girls in corner.</i>)</p>
-
-<p>John interrupted by arrival of Rufus Holt who looks
-worried, but tries to cheer up when John asks about Dolores.
-Attorney assures John:</p>
-
-<p class="hanging2">(<i>Insert</i>) “<i>Miss Trent is comfortably settled at a shore
-resort, as well and happy as can be expected until matters
-are settled.</i>”</p>
-
-<p>With a gesture John asks Holt to wait until he has
-finished his mail. Again takes up Dolores’ letter. Is unfolding
-enclosure when Catherine, in street costume, enters. She
-shows amused surprise at Holt’s presence, but insists that
-he remain when he attempts to leave.</p>
-
-<p>She takes chair which John places for her. From her
-purse produces a ticket which she offers for his inspection.</p>
-
-<p class="hanging2">(<i>Show&mdash;Transportation on Trans-Atlantic Blimp.</i>)</p>
-
-<p>At John’s surprise, Catherine offers plaintive explanation:</p>
-
-<p class="hanging2">(<i>Insert</i>) “<i>In two weeks I am going abroad as a sort of
-memorial to Jackie&mdash;to help mother the war orphans
-over there.</i>”</p>
-
-<p>John studies her coldly, taps forefinger on desk as replies:</p>
-
-<p class="hanging2">(<i>Insert</i>) “<i>Another of your trick trips! Well, Europe is
-not far these days. A radiogram, a quick flight home
-and better luck with your suit-for-absolute next time&mdash;perhaps.</i>”</p>
-
-<p>Catherine affects sadness at his suspicion. Droops toward
-him over desk with reproachful, luring smile. Seems about
-to weep. Feels for ’kerchief. Drops eyelids. Is able to
-read Dolores’ envelope. Picks it up. Studies it. Sneers:</p>
-
-<p class="hanging2">(<i>Insert</i>) “<i>What a heart you have for wayward girls! Is
-this a love letter or a dun?</i>”</p>
-
-<p>Ends interview with steady stare of suspicion at Holt,
-who stands nervously beside a window.</p>
-
-<p>When Catherine has gone, John settles his own wonder
-on subject.</p>
-
-<p class="hanging2">(<i>Show in Dolores’ handwriting&mdash;“Soon a rosebud will open
-its petals to the world. I may not stay to care for it. I
-depend on you.</i>”)</p>
-
-<p>John turns upon Holt. Without explaining, accuses him
-of perfidy. Holt departs, depressed by their danger of
-exposure.</p>
-
-<p>John calls a taxi. Drives at once to the Retreat. Is
-putting his query to the matron when Vincent Seff emerges
-from room marked “Private.” Mutual recognitions instant.
-Seff does the lofty philanthropic. In answer to John’s demands
-claims to know nothing of Miss Trent except that
-duty forced him to eject her from Home the previous day.</p>
-
-<p>Matron tries to proffer her information, but is cut short
-by Seff, who assures her aside:</p>
-
-<p class="hanging2">(<i>Insert</i>) “<i>It is for the girl’s best good that we throw this
-blood-hound off the scent. Trust my judgment.</i>”</p>
-
-<p>Matron retires from scene without giving address. Seff,
-with exaggerated courtesy draped over his triumph and
-sneers, shows John the door.</p>
-
-<p>John drives at once to a detective agency. There, with
-hard-suppressed impatience, he retains them to find the girl
-he had not known was lost. Suggests:</p>
-
-<p class="hanging2">(<i>Insert</i>) “<i>Comb all the taxi and express stands in the
-vicinity, grill the matron of the Retreat and shadow
-Seff.</i>”</p>
-
-<p>Scene shifts to hallway outside Dolores’ room. Aged
-landlady emerges. Puts on spectacles. Reads advertisement
-entrusted to her.</p>
-
-<p>(<i>On Screen in Dolores’ Handwriting</i>)</p>
-
-<p class="center"><i>Wasted</i></p>
-
-<p class="center"><i>Unless you come to me at once.</i><br />
-<i>979 East 17th Street.</i>
-</p>
-
-<p>Counts money given for its insertion. Departs kitchen-ward.
-Mutters:</p>
-
-<p class="hanging2">(<i>Insert</i>) “<i>Money’s a sure thing. This ad. ain’t. I owe
-something to myself and sure, so does she.</i>”</p>
-
-<p>As days pass John is tortured by alternate hope and disappointment.
-Detectives make reports, but nothing comes
-of their search. He grows haggard and desperate.</p>
-
-<p>Catherine comes again to office with an appeal to his
-patriotism. Expresses herself as shocked by change in him.
-Gets generous check for her proposed philanthropy abroad.
-Suggests sarcastically:</p>
-
-<p class="hanging2">(<i>Insert</i>) “<i>Better join me in this sail overseas. With your
-money and your sympathy for waywardness, you’d find
-a lot to do in demoralized Europe.</i>”</p>
-
-<p>John scorns even to refuse. Once outside office, Catherine
-seeks a telephone booth. Gets her own detective agency.
-Orders extra close watch on husband’s movements.</p>
-
-<p class="hanging2">(<i>On Screen</i>)</p>
-
-<h5>THE SECOND TURN</h5>
-
-<p>At his club John finds himself distracted. Cannot listen
-to conversation of friends. Seeks office. Over telephone
-gets the usual assurance from his detective that “something”
-is about to happen. Decides to wait at office. Looks at
-desk calendar.</p>
-
-<p class="hanging2">
-(<i>Show&mdash;October 31, date of Dolores’ death.</i>)</p>
-
-<p>John paces floor through terrible night. Imagines forms
-of Amor and Innocentia pleading with him. Sees reproachful
-face of Jack peering at him from the shadows. Curses
-past weakness and present impotency.</p>
-
-<p>The while, in bedroom at Cabot town-house, Catherine
-sleeps. Smiles like innocent child in her guilty dreams.</p>
-
-<p>Dolores’ landlady arises from sound slumber. Goes about
-her sordid tasks. Smells gas. Traces it. Airedale is on
-guard outside tenant’s door. Landlady entices him away
-with bit of meat from kitchen below. Breaks into room.
-Makes startling discovery. Mother and babe dead upon the
-bed. Her first thought after turning off gas is for meter.
-Reads it. Gets greatly excited.</p>
-
-<p>In kitchen landlady retrieves Dolores’ advertisement and
-money for payment. On consideration, decides that best
-chance of getting bill paid by a dead tenant lies in possible
-live answer to the ad. Goes to <i>Times</i> office on belated
-errand. Proffers “personal.”</p>
-
-<p class="hanging2">(<i>On Screen</i>)</p>
-
-<p class="smcap">In this wise&mdash;and only one day late&mdash;the “Personal”
-of Dolores Trent appears.</p>
-
-<p>In office of afternoon newspaper veiled ad. catches eye
-of sub-editor.</p>
-
-<p class="hanging2">(<i>On Screen in Print</i>)</p>
-
-<p class="center"><i>Wasted</i></p>
-
-<p class="center"><i>Unless you come to me at once.</i><br />
-<i>979 East 17th Street.</i>
-</p>
-
-<p>Editor calls reporter, who goes to East Side address.</p>
-
-<p>John emerges from club with copy of <i>Times</i> under arm.
-At curb buys copies of two other newspapers. As gets into
-limousine, lets one&mdash;the <i>Times</i>&mdash;fall into mud.</p>
-
-<p class="hanging2">(<i>On Screen</i>)</p>
-
-<p class="smcap"> As usually happens, the “Personal” is not read by
-the person for whom intended.</p>
-
-<p>John glances at fallen paper regretfully. As cab starts,
-turns to financial pages of other paper.</p>
-
-<p>Up street wind drives copy of <i>Times</i>. Blows it open.</p>
-
-<p class="hanging2">(<i>On Screen in Print</i>)</p>
-
-<p class="center"><i>Wasted</i></p>
-
-<p class="center"><i>Unless you come to me at once.</i><br />
-<i>979 East 17th Street.</i>
-</p>
-
-<p>Hoof of dray horse stamps out legibility of printed words.</p>
-
-<p class="hanging2">(<i>On Screen</i>)</p>
-
-<p class="smcap">Well it is for the solving of mysteries that the
-public need not depend upon the mysterious ways
-of detective agencies.</p>
-
-<p>Reporter finds East Seventeenth Street address. Frightens
-landlady with questions about ad. Persuades her to let
-him into Dolores’ room. Recognizes face of notorious girl.
-Emerges under thrill of a “beat.”</p>
-
-<p>Rewrite man in evening newspaper office takes discovery
-over telephone. Rattles sensational story through typewriter
-and composing room into print.</p>
-
-<p>In another office an un-wise old “owl” of John’s detective
-agency gets start from headlines of latest edition.</p>
-
-<p class="hanging2">(<i>On Screen in Print</i>)</p>
-
-<p class="center"><i>Dolores Trent a Suicide<br />
-Goes to End by Gas<br />
-Takes Birthling for Company.</i>
-</p>
-
-<p>Agency chief shows himself capable of real speed after
-things have been detected for him. Makes for John’s office.
-Must prepare employer for shock, he declares. They have
-found the girl, although dead. The address is John’s only
-demand. It is supplied without reference to newspaper. He
-hastens there.</p>
-
-<p>Pessimistic landlady will let none except authorities into
-bedroom until bills are paid.</p>
-
-<p class="hanging2">(<i>Insert</i>) “<i>It uses up a sight of gas to kill a woman grown
-and a healthy baby.</i>”</p>
-
-<p>John crushes green-backs into her hand and strides into
-room.</p>
-
-<p>Upon bed lies dead girl.</p>
-
-<p class="hanging2">(<i>On Screen</i>)</p>
-
-<p class="smcap">With backthrown silken hair her mourning
-veil, all smileless in death as she had been
-through life, she clasps to her breast the clay of
-his child and hers, of whose existence a detective
-had told him. “Grief to Men” at last teaches one
-man the acme of grief.</p>
-
-<p>John bends over her. His lips move.</p>
-
-<p class="hanging2">(<i>Insert</i>) “<i>I have murdered what I love. Can you forgive?</i>”</p>
-
-<p>Sinks to knees beside bed. Lays face in her hair. Shudders
-in agony of regret.</p>
-
-<h5>THE THIRD TURN</h5>
-
-<p class="hanging2">(<i>On Screen</i>)</p>
-
-<p class="smcap">The digit of death points back to the divorce case
-of Cabot vs. Cabot.</p>
-
-<p>In imposing room of Bar Association, Rufus Holt stands
-trial for his professional life. Is charged with having thrown
-the first divorce case he ever lost. Faces of jury of
-brother lawyers grow contemptuous when prosecutor sums
-up evidence against him&mdash;his visit to Judge Strang’s apartment
-with Cabot co-respondent, as reported by elevator man,
-later protectorate of girl and payment of her bills, as proved
-by florist and manager of up-town hotel, and continued
-friendship with John Cabot. Now suicide of girl and death
-of infant conceived during period of sojourn in philanthropist’s
-home clinches case.</p>
-
-<p>Holt to be formally disbarred. Is broken by disgrace and
-denied friendship of man for whom he took risk. Leaves
-trial room.</p>
-
-<p class="hanging2">(<i>On Screen</i>)</p>
-
-<p class="smcap">
-Mrs. Cabot finds a new use for “blimps.”</p>
-
-<p>In her quarters at Cabot town-house, Catherine and maid
-are engaged in packing trunks. Two society friends announced.
-Shown into disordered suite. Ask questions. Is
-it true, as papers say, that Mrs. Cabot is going to make trans-Atlantic
-flight? Catherine gives laughing assurance:</p>
-
-<p class="hanging2">(<i>Insert</i>) “<i>I’ve always enjoyed being first, my dears. I guess
-I am first to fly from unpleasant notoriety. It will be
-a joy-ride, as my new lawyer is sure of winning my
-reopened suit.</i>”</p>
-
-<p class="hanging2">(<i>On Screen</i>)</p>
-
-<p class="center allsmcap">
-DUST TO DUST<br />
-</p>
-
-<p>Beside grave of Trevor Trent, jovial digger finishes double
-task. Enters auto hearse, followed by single limousine. John
-steps from car as coffin is lowered. Carries arm-load of
-roses. Holds face emotionless. Tears off handful of rose
-petals. Scatters them into grave. Lips move.</p>
-
-<p class="hanging2">(<i>Insert</i>) “<i>God teach me that nothing is wasted. God grant
-that nothing is wasted.</i>”</p>
-
-<p>As he turns away, with last offices performed, is halted
-and questioned by reporter who first published news of
-Dolores’ death. John at first refuses to answer. Shows
-deep thought, then inspiration.</p>
-
-<p class="hanging2">
-(<i>Insert</i>) “<i>You may say that I am sailing for Europe in
-the trans-Atlantic blimp. Yes, with Mrs. Cabot.</i>”</p>
-
-<p>Reporter stands astonished. Stares.</p>
-
-<p class="hanging2">(<i>On Screen</i>)</p>
-
-<p class="smcap">That John Cabot deserves his reputation for shrewdness
-is the news-hound’s thought. So that is his
-latest scheme for protecting the name of the Trent
-girl&mdash;to stop the possible reopening of his wife’s suit
-by flying abroad with her, Whether she wants him
-or not!</p>
-
-<p class="hanging2">(<i>Cut Back</i>) Turtle appears. Protrudes head. Sees appealing
-hands. Withdraws head. Turns. Scuddles away.</p>
-
-<p class="center">
-THE END<br />
-<br />
-(<i>Passed by Board of Censure</i>)<br />
-<br />
-HELL FILMS
-</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XXIII">CHAPTER XXIII</h3>
-</div>
-
-<p>For minutes after the lights had flashed over The Devil’s
-Own, the two in the royal box sat gazing at the flat silver
-surface so recently deep with the shadows and high-lights
-of life as lived on Earth. Neither noticed that the dead
-sea of faces below was enlivened by recognition of the King’s
-favorite before it ebbed away beneath the balcony. Neither
-heard the swish of whispers that passed from wave to wave&mdash;gossip
-retailed from court, vilified innuendo, speculation
-over the Belialic intent in entertaining the lately arrived star
-of the piece with her death’s aftermath.</p>
-
-<p>In truth, both host and guest were self-absorbed in emotion
-roused by the play, but emotion quite antipodal. His shaved
-face showed plainly his astonishment; worked with his darkling
-rage. Hers lifted roofward a glory that so outshone
-the super-lighted dome as to suggest the far-distant source
-of that radiance which no Avernian device might dim.</p>
-
-<p>“It was not what I expected&mdash;the picture,” Satan remarked,
-with ominous restraint. “The titling was good, but
-the plot didn’t fit. The damned turn-turtle didn’t turn!”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores was too charged with an inspired decision to
-realize his displeasure. She turned to him; stretched out her
-hand; touched his arm.</p>
-
-<p>“You said you could put me in spiritual connection with
-the women of Earth,” she reminded him. “Could you also
-with men&mdash;with John?”</p>
-
-<p>“And why, pray, with John?”</p>
-
-<p>The cruelty of the smile which had been so charming
-awhile back should have warned her, but she must have
-been blinded by that light from within.</p>
-
-<p>“Didn’t you see how he suffered from self-reproach?
-Don’t you realize that he still is suffering?” She sighed in
-her voice of sad winds. “Surely you gathered from the picture
-that all those age-long minutes of the time I died from
-doubt, he still loved me&mdash;that he loves me now? I want
-to implore his forgiveness.”</p>
-
-<p>Her smile, timid from its rarity, strained to disappear,
-although she tried to hold it.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve done my best to please you,” she wheedled nervously.
-“Won’t you do this for me&mdash;just free my spirit for one
-short hour by the time of Earth?”</p>
-
-<p>“So! You’d rather go back to that puny mortal than on
-and on&mdash;with me?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, but I’ll come back, and go on and on so cheerfully!
-I give you my word,” she assured him. “I’ll do everything
-I can for you. Just grant me the hour. It’s not the fraction
-of a second to you. You say that you never have cared
-for anyone. Yet you boast of your imagination. Can’t you
-imagine what it is really to care? Won’t you even try?”</p>
-
-<p>“I might do that.” He eyed her. “I might try.”</p>
-
-<p>All the drive home his manner was detached. He did not
-repulse her gratitude for his grudging consideration of her
-request. Neither did he explain that he was trying to
-imagine what “caring” would be like&mdash;but trying through
-jealousy, its crudest mood.</p>
-
-<p>“I will tell you&mdash;well, afterward,” he said, on bidding her
-“sleep light” within Apollyon Palace.</p>
-
-<p>“After what?”&mdash;she.</p>
-
-<p>“That I don’t know myself as yet,” he snapped.</p>
-
-<p>Afterward&mdash;if only we could know the afterward before!</p>
-
-<p>She slept light. And through the next day her regret
-increased that she had not dared his wrath and demanded
-a definite period to her suspense. Feelings unwontedly rebellious
-filled her that she must wait to know&mdash;rather, that
-John must wait.</p>
-
-<p>Over the babe&mdash;their babe&mdash;she crooned her hope. To
-Adeline she whispered her apprehension. Something in the
-hard, planning look of the unfair fiend, in his superiority to
-any attempt at cleverness, in his abstraction even while listening
-to compliments over his driving&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p><i>When</i> was afterward?</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>Satan, too, asked himself questions through that day.</p>
-
-<p>A far busier leader than any king or president of Earth,
-since he had the evil of all nations to direct, he yet found
-time from his activities to remember the boomerang blow to
-himself of last night’s “show.”</p>
-
-<p>His chamber of state glowed as with St. Elmo’s fire, while
-he lightning-flashed his orders through infinity, defying the
-“static” of Earth and Heaven and the void between. Piteously
-he drove his Minions of Malice toward the consummation
-of crimes unique or foul enough to merit his supervision.
-No measurement exists to compute the watts of
-energy required to transmit the royal will in this orgy of
-action. But what did he care that the Gehennan sun was
-dimmed by the draught until it looked a mere balloon?</p>
-
-<p>As the artificial daylight went into eclipse, greener grew
-the color of the Satanic mood&mdash;a hard green, mixed from
-the yellow of chagrin and the blue-black of rage. He felt
-as mean as a son-in-law. It did not help in the slightest to
-have Old Original commiserate him on the projection of a
-picture which had shown his rival running true; no more did
-that unworthy’s impious request that he be appointed royal
-previewer of all future films. Even the minister’s report
-on the entire success of a particularly contemptible political
-coup which he had devised for the postponement of that
-good will toward men threatened in the “Little Book” did
-not long divert him.</p>
-
-<p>At length, consigning the rest of the day’s deviltry to
-various fiend aides, the Author of Evil forced his mind to
-concentrate on the vital question evolved from last night.
-How best might mortal pusillanimity be revealed to the
-rose-goggled eyes of true love?</p>
-
-<p>Through the mood which he had been suffering since the
-fiasco of his “evening out,” he recognized violent tendencies
-within himself which made him feel, more than ever before,
-his power to devise and inflict suffering. In this case, however,
-violence would not do; would destroy what he wished
-to create. With meticulous delicacy he must handle this
-mind feminine if he hoped to pluck therefrom its dearest
-idealization.</p>
-
-<p>What can the heart of woman not forgive? He asked
-himself and considered, one by one, many answers.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>I</i> never could forgive infidelity!”</p>
-
-<p>At that loudest and oftenest cry of the wives of the world
-the malignant lips curled. “<i>Never?</i>” Yet most did forgive
-who found it advisable so to do.</p>
-
-<p>“Liquor? I <i>couldn’t</i> endure that kind of a beast.”</p>
-
-<p>But which martyr-wife exchanged her drunken lord except
-for a better fate?</p>
-
-<p>“Dishonesty? I <i>wouldn’t</i> live with a man I didn’t respect.”</p>
-
-<p>Wouldn’t she? Then why were the jail-gates draped with
-weeping faces and stretching arms&mdash;why the late-life efforts
-to “live it down” of the work-wasted woman and the husband
-who had served out his time?</p>
-
-<p>Never? Couldn’t? Wouldn’t? What the heart of woman
-cannot forgive is what she has not been called upon to forgive.
-The libertine’s lady might just as well have learned
-to endure shame through ebriety, the drunkard’s dupe
-through lechery.</p>
-
-<p>What type of man, then, does the mind of woman most
-despise? A villain? Scarcely, when the worst are loved
-the best. A traitor, a weakling, a failure? For the lowest
-of these, pardons are plead. Upon them, regenerating love
-is poured. What&mdash;<i>what</i> to her is the sin unpardonable?</p>
-
-<p>With eyes closed against possible distractions, Satan rough-shadowed
-the suspects of his thoughts. And just when
-his mind seemed emptied of ideas, he had it.</p>
-
-<p>Of course. <i>Of course.</i> A caught coward was what she
-could not forgive, woman. He would star one earthling for
-benefit of his spirit-mate in a play of cowardice. “Afterward”?
-After he was through, she scarcely would press her
-request.</p>
-
-<p>From their Limbian “Information” he inquired the name
-of the personal devil of John Cabot. Upon learning that an
-imp named Okeh attended the banker, he demanded instant
-connection by wireless telephone. This he got with a promptness
-that might be commended to the attention of mortal
-systematizers.</p>
-
-<p>“That you, Okeh?” he asked. “I hear that you’re responsible
-for the evil impulses of a Mr. John Calvin Cabot....
-You speak as if you were proud of the fact. You needn’t
-be.... What say?... But I have a perfectly bad
-right to insult you.... A chance at me is just what
-I’m going to give you&mdash;a chance to prove your efficiency. I
-want the Cabot program for the immediate future. Quick,
-now. I am not used to waiting.”</p>
-
-<p>Amid sulphuric anathemas at his informant, Satan noted
-the report. Sailing for Europe in half an hour on a trans-Atlantic
-air-liner, was he? And enemy wife, all unknowing
-as yet, was blimping it along? In the old nick of time, as
-usual, was he to wish the undevoted couple <i>mal voyage</i>.
-So the Marquis d’Elie, too, was to be on board? After
-all, the “Turn Turtle” must think more of the Trent girl’s
-battered reputation than of his own pleasure.</p>
-
-<p>If the big blimp was to sail in a few minutes, what was
-Mr. Cabot doing in the morasses of Brooklyn, only half way
-to the flying field? The agate-eyed personal devil was ready
-with explanations. The gentleman’s wife was reopening a
-suit for divorce on the strength of an illegitimate child whom
-circumstantial evidence proved to be his. The air trip was
-to celebrate all but the actual verdict in her favor. Cabot had
-started late that he might board at the last moment, thereby
-giving her an unhappy surprise. His car unfortunately had
-run into a jam around an open-air evangelist&mdash;a sensational
-religionist who was enthralling crowds everywhere, the Rev.
-Dr. Alexander Willard by name.</p>
-
-<p>Scarcely could Satan restrain his risibilities. What a
-contretemps! Here was the deposed divine, forced to the
-Free Church of Outdoors by the siren Grief, with his eloquence
-delaying her last victim’s flight from the scandal she
-had brought upon him. How delightfully diabolic!</p>
-
-<p>For sake of his own recent experiment at popularizing the
-once tedious sermon, His Augustness had Okeh short-mouth
-for him certain of “Nimrod’s” shots.</p>
-
-<p>“I used to hunt birds and beasts. Now I hunt the hearts
-of men. God is my guide, Hallelujah! So what care I
-that I am shut out from the temples of those who call themselves
-the righteous? The world is too small a church for
-me. Through the tall timbers of humanity I hunt immortal
-souls. Look out for me, you quaking quail of a woman!
-Look out for me, you running rabbit of a man! You can’t
-escape me through the underbrush of your hypocrisy. I
-don’t miss, once I take aim. Hallelujah, I am gunning for
-<i>you</i>!”</p>
-
-<p>Lest the imp mistake his dishonest amusement, Satan cut
-off the report. “Enough of that irreverent stuff. Listen
-carefully now to instructions from the First and Last. That
-liner likely will wait for a man of Cabot’s importance. See
-that you get aboard with him. You’re to closer-than-a-brother
-him through an opportunity for inciting cowardice
-which will present itself. While he sleeps insinuate into
-his mind a terror of death by falling and by drowning.
-Strengthen his primal appetence of self-protection. This
-is the last chance you get with me. If you fail to make an
-arrant coward of this man you’ll find yourself out of a
-deviling job for death. I am busy now, as you’d better be.
-A bad afternoon to you!”</p>
-
-<p>The Regent of Reversals was “on terms” with the elements,
-as with all forces for evil through good. On hearing
-that calm had been planned for the high-seas, he discarded
-the idea of a marine storm.</p>
-
-<p>Always had his worst results been obtained through natural
-causes. Indeed, he had come to pride himself that no
-cause was <i>too</i> natural for him. Particularly did he dislike,
-for reasons of his own, to interfere with a rainbow, it being
-a symbol to him that the Earth would not be destroyed by
-water. Since he had only fire as a weapon he would be in a
-bad fix if the coup ultimate should be sprung upon him with
-water power. Of course, the coup wasn’t to be sprung,
-not if he could forestall it, but even yet he was wracked
-by unrighteous rage every time he recalled Noah’s Flood.
-That time, he had been about as powerful as a case of dynamite&mdash;<i>soaked</i>.
-One decent thing about the Great-I-Am was
-that He never forgot a promise. One could count upon
-a rainbow, once one saw it. And Satan was “counting.”</p>
-
-<p>Upon the single great indestructible under his control he
-must depend to vary the monotony of a placid sea. Never
-had the three single-eyed Cyclopeans of mythology failed to
-serve his purposes. Lightning Flash, Thunderbolt and
-Rolling Thunder would advance his scheme.</p>
-
-<p>Motivation and “natural causes” arranged, he sent a peremptory
-summons for the Prime Minister and to him detailed
-instructions in the duties of a proxy escort. An hour before
-dawn Sin was to awaken the Royal Entertainer and conduct
-her straightway to the stadium of the Ball of Life. That
-“best bubble” of infernal invention was to entertain her by
-picturing some interesting Earth events as they occurred.</p>
-
-<p>“I shall not fail Your Damnity,” the old toady assured
-him.</p>
-
-<p>“Better not,” was all Satan said as he finger-flashed his
-First Emissary of Evil out the royal suite.</p>
-
-<p>His Master Crier was called; told to issue a general invitation
-to the forthcoming spectacle; warned that the stadium
-must be filled to its last seat, despite the unconventional
-hour. Not until this sop to his vanity had been applied,
-did His Lowness close the “office” and himself depart.</p>
-
-<p>With the failure of his past-tense picture-play in mind,
-he betook himself to the stadium and preparations for this
-greatest and latest show under Earth. There must be no
-miscues about a performance upon which depended the
-success of that “experiment” inspired by Dolores’ earth-tales
-of joys, as well as griefs to men. He would make his own
-tests of the complicated apparatus, although the plant had
-not failed him since installation.</p>
-
-<p>To establish that the Ball of Life functioned properly
-was his first concern. Giving it a turn, he watched the
-reflector pool for shadows. When the shimmering prisms
-of the mercury-like pond had been quieted, he was rewarded
-by an intimate look at a naval review somewhere on the
-China Sea, within focus of which the overhung ball had
-chanced to stop.</p>
-
-<p>The finder he next put to test. This instrument, of graduated
-tubes like those of a monster telescope, controlled the
-lenses of the all-seeing ball. At will, he caused it to pick
-up this scene and that, finally locating the dirigible which
-was to be the central figure of the forthcoming event, as it
-tossed on waves of air above the Atlantic.</p>
-
-<p>Closer attention did he give to the aurograph, a practicable
-device worked out to supplement the spectroscope, which
-combined on an enormous scale the principles of the radio-telephone
-and the phonograph. Back of the stadium, well
-out of way of the suspended ball, the antennæ&mdash;an elaborate
-network of wires&mdash;were suspended by metal-like balloons.
-These were insulated from Gehenna, except for the central
-converging wires, which led to multi-power generators.
-Upon a huge sounding board were the messages received,
-thence communicated to the stadium by annunciators. The
-tuning of this masterpiece of etheric control occasioned
-Satan some concern, but finally was accomplished to his
-satisfaction.</p>
-
-<p>Back on the control platform, surrounded by his technical
-chiefs, His Highness watched the stadium fill. As the appointed
-hour approached, he ran up the green walls which
-surrounded the terraced seats and from the pool flashed an
-order that all spectators adjust the small dynamos of the
-eye-shades with which they were provided on entering. He
-wished none to fail to see to the end the abasement of
-John Cabot.</p>
-
-<p>A moment he hesitated, then took up the telephone connected
-with the royal box. The lackadaisical voice of Old
-Original responded.</p>
-
-<p>“Dame Dolores in her place?”</p>
-
-<p>On being assured of that important fact, he turned to the
-Master Mechanic.</p>
-
-<p>“Step on the music!”</p>
-
-<p>Upon all ears burst an orchestration, The Song of the
-Sea. As surely did they hear it as though it had been
-carried hellward by the wind through shells, crevasses and
-metallic splinters. As by lutes and æeolean harps it was
-played, with crashes and staccato rumblings for bass.</p>
-
-<p>The drama of mortal cowardice, destined to turn into
-contempt a too-long-lasting love, was on.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XXIV">CHAPTER XXIV</h3>
-</div>
-
-<p>Day lifts from her couch of mists to awaken betimes
-the Sea, her slumbering lord.</p>
-
-<p>Last evening he had ordered her from his presence, as
-usual ashamed that she should witness his embrace of that
-mistress of his passions, Night, who incites him to the
-blackest of his crimes. Yet this morning she tiptoes down to
-his vast chamber, pale and sleepy-eyed in her diaphanous
-<i>peignoir</i>, there to hover over him, eager and fearful to give
-the early call.</p>
-
-<p>Will he arise blustering, splash about in his bath and
-growl forenoon complaints at her until she can no longer
-smile&mdash;until she further angers him with tears? Or will
-his mood be equable? Will he respond to her sunny smiles
-and the sweet-zephyred nothings which she best knows to
-whisper in his ear?</p>
-
-<p>Amiable enough he looks. But then, amiability usually
-characterizes the sleep of his billowy sort of spouse. Subconsciously
-he must have heard her step, for he sighs, tosses
-restlessly and flings up shapeless arms as though to enfold
-her.</p>
-
-<p>Forgiveness flushes Day’s cheeks, her finger-tips, her
-dainty toes. Forgiveness is the power by which, through
-the blisses and tribulations of æons of their marital state,
-she has remained his dearest love and inspiration. It has
-kept her face fresh as when, in their infancy, the Great
-Minister made them one. It has enabled her to forget his
-brutalities of yesterday in the hope of kindness to-day.</p>
-
-<p>Never comes a morn without much for them to do. For
-him there are ships to be tided from shore to shore, flying
-things of the air to be cradled when in need of rest, myriads
-of monsters and minnows to be fed, shells, pearls and
-corals to fashion in his spare time. And she never rests
-from dawn to dark in her effort to keep the sky clear that
-she may smile something of her own vitality into all living
-things under her eye, be they fishes of the sea, fowl of the
-air, or man from the various islands which so irritate her
-irascible consort.</p>
-
-<p>All looks well for her now, unless&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>An over-shoulder glance she casts about the horizon.
-There is an ominous look over there, a somewhat darker
-speck against the banks of gray. Are her archest enemies,
-the trio of fire-eyed Cyclops, planning interference with the
-mercies of her upper air?</p>
-
-<p>No matter what portends, she must awaken her lord.
-Usually he scowls for hours should she be late about his
-call. Forcing a smile, she droops over him until, with bride-like
-ardor, she kisses him on the lips. A moment his watery
-eyes gaze into hers. Then he gulps from pleasure at the
-desirable sight of her; lurches toward her; makes a clutch
-at her scant draperies.</p>
-
-<p>But not for a moment does she allow herself to be caught
-to his moist, palpitant breast. Something immediate demands
-her attention. She makes excuse&mdash;a monster beetle
-without wings then appearing from the direction of land.
-With sweet-soft adjurations that her lazy old Sea fall not
-again into a doze, she hurries to meet and greet the gleaming
-thing.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>Nothing had Dolores seen of the dirigibles of Earth, save
-far-up glimpses of those which occasionally passed over her
-New York. Now, with amaze, she noted the proportions of
-the air-liner which had intruded into the reflection of dawn
-at sea. In the wan light, it looked to surpass the largest
-ocean steamship she had seen and held its course steadily,
-as though its blunt nose were cleaving waves of water,
-rather than of atmosphere. Through the slow rise of the
-sun an idea of its speed was given.</p>
-
-<p>Silver-jacketed it was, cigar-shaped and massively concrete
-on its atmospheric track. Her credulity was taxed,
-however, to realize that this at which she gazed was no vision,
-such as that dreamed by Kipling in “The Night Mail,” but a
-scene of the moment in the mortal world. Actual as though
-she were watching from some anchored ship nearby were
-the colors of the wingless beetle and the very vaguest tints
-of water and sky.</p>
-
-<p>As the aluminum-painted envelope seemed about to pass
-from sight across the rim of the prismatic pool, some shift
-of the reflecting machinery refound it and gave a closer
-view. The deck was shown, studded with cabins and protected
-by shields of glass. Although lacking the width of
-the modern ocean vessel, it was comfortably roomy, to judge
-by the steamer chairs being placed about for late-sleeping
-passengers. As an assurance that this was no cinematograph
-picture, the sailor figures engaged did not move about with
-the artificial speed which so often discounts the realism of
-the film, but with that deliberation and casualness peculiar
-to the life which is realer than “reel.”</p>
-
-<p>“Some jump from the day when they flew wooden kites
-over oil engines, isn’t it?”</p>
-
-<p>At Sin’s question, the girl-shade glanced around into that
-map of malignity, his face. “Too wonderful almost to believe.
-In the air, truly, a man must feel like the monarch of
-all he surveys.”</p>
-
-<p>“Untruly, he <i>thinks</i> he is.”</p>
-
-<p>The interruption came from behind. Turning, they saw
-that His Majesty had entered the box. His frown suggested
-nerve tension, rather than ill temper. His voice was oiled
-with triumph over the demonstration of his most unique
-invention. Nevertheless the accented word of his comment
-aroused in Dolores the uneasiness which had kept pace
-with them through his personally-conducted tour of Greater
-Gehenna.</p>
-
-<p>Directly on seating himself, he reached for the telephone.
-“Don’t waste all day on scenics. This is no travelogue. Get
-to the interiors!”</p>
-
-<p>Tapping the box-rail so impatiently that sulphurous spots
-glowed from the points of contact, he watched the pool.
-Dolores and the iniquitous escort on her other side awaited
-with interest the result of his command.</p>
-
-<p>Soon they were viewing a luxuriously appointed stateroom.
-The full-length brass bedstead was occupied by a
-sleeping man. His up-thrown, silk-clad arm concealed the
-lower part of his face, but his forehead and back-tossed
-hair showed clearly.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>John!</i>” The muffled exclamation escaped the girl-shade,
-half a sob, half a croon of joy.</p>
-
-<p>A vaguer male figure became discernible, seated near the
-head of the bed. Leaning over the pillow, he whispered to
-the man. Although his outlines developed somewhat to the
-gaze, he continued to lack the clarity of other objects about
-the cabin; impressed one more as a creature of the spirit
-than the flesh.</p>
-
-<p>The sleeper seemed to feel this insinuating presence. He
-turned as if in troubled dreams; covered his ears with his
-hands; drew away so stressfully that his head bumped a
-bedpost. He awakened; dazedly looked about; glanced at
-his watch; decided to arise.</p>
-
-<p>This evidently was a prefatory scene. There ensued an
-interval which Satan occupied with issuing detailed orders
-for the further manipulation of the great reflector. When
-the over-grown “blimp” again was mirrored in the pool, the
-lapse of time at once was manifest. Several passengers
-paced the deck and below breakfast was underway. In the
-lee of one of the cabins, a woman, richly clad in furs, was
-being tucked into her chair by a fur-coated man wearing a
-plaid cap.</p>
-
-<p>“D’Elie still with Catherine!” exclaimed Dolores with
-resentment.</p>
-
-<p>“And with John Cabot aboard. My latest in the infernal
-triangle,” His Highness pointed pridefully. “Note that they
-have foregone all pretense of the love-making that used to
-engage them, these two who are agreed to exchange a title
-for a dot when husband sees fit to dot the matrimonial
-dash.”</p>
-
-<p>Distress widened the spirit-girl’s eyes. “But the sanctity
-of marriage&mdash;have they never a thought for that?”</p>
-
-<p>“The sanctity of <i>what</i>?” He leered at Sin. “Our lady
-of many griefs to men to remind us of that! May she never
-lose her knack of amusing us!” He eyed her with an
-affectation of old-school sanctimony. “Alack, my poor child,
-the sanctity of marriage <i>ain’t</i>! And even if it were, these
-two wouldn’t wish their future relationship hampered by
-such an obsolete notion. He looks to be gassing about the
-gas of the dirigible, from the way he’s pointing above their
-heads. Manlike, he probably is trying to excite her admiration
-for his knowledge of how it is filled with helium contained
-in bags of gold-beater’s skin. Helium, permit me to
-inform you, is an idea that earthlings borrowed from the
-Sun. It is supposed to be an incombustible gas. Notice
-that the French bounder is smoking an after-breakfast
-cigar.”</p>
-
-<p>“And is it really safe?” Anxiety quickened Dolores’
-voice.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Really?</i> Hast never been struck by the comparativeness
-of reality? Nothing is really real except eternal life and
-that doesn’t even <i>sound</i> real.”</p>
-
-<p>Certainly Satan knew the value of pause. In silence he
-watched with them the shift of scene to where John Cabot,
-alone as a celebrity can be in a crowd of sycophantic fellow
-passengers, paced the deck. With John’s eyes, their own
-lifted to the air-liner’s Milky Way toward Europe, where
-a bank of clouds darkened the course.</p>
-
-<p>“Now for something doing”&mdash;Sin to Dolores. “Take a
-bet with me. Will they beat the storm or the storm beat
-them?”</p>
-
-<p>She, however, was intent on a repeated question: “You
-are sure, Your Lowness, that they are safe in trusting to
-helium?”</p>
-
-<p>“It is safe to say that they <i>think</i> they are.”</p>
-
-<p>His reply was abstracted. After searching the scene
-intently, he turned again to the telephone. “I have keen long-distance
-eyes, trained to pierce the Plutonian shore, but I
-can’t see a blur of that imp Okeh. I must wireless him a
-reminder of where personal devils go that get too impersonal.”</p>
-
-<p>He spared an apology to Dolores. “Don’t be hurt if I
-look a bit absent-minded at times. You are so unselfish
-that you won’t, I am sure, when you remember how much
-other, if less fair, fiends, often need an inspiriting thought
-from me.”</p>
-
-<p>As the pilot drove the great dirigible straight at the sky-scowl
-contesting its right-of-way, the winds hurled at it
-bank after bank of inky clouds. Huddled against the blasts
-behind the forward wind glass, the fifty or more passengers
-showed with as many variations their heirship to the flesh.
-The beautiful Mrs. Cabot could be seen loosing the hold
-on her arm of her French suitor and staggering across the
-deck to where her husband stood apart. Despite his concerned
-look, he tried to reassure her. All showed relief
-when the captain appeared among them, his little daughter
-by the hand, and laughed at the idea of danger. His gestures
-pointed the fact that the storm was passing well over their
-trig craft.</p>
-
-<p>“Confident little monarchs of the air, eh?”</p>
-
-<p>Satan’s chuckle announced that his attention, too, was on
-the pool play. Before Dolores could formulate the plea
-commanded by her fears, he returned to the telephone with
-a curt command that increased her uneasiness.</p>
-
-<p>“Now, Cyclops, blast them with a look! Strike at the
-heart of their conceit. Show them the noncombustibility of
-helium. Punish them for flaunting the control of the Prince
-of the Power of the Air! Strike&mdash;<i>strike</i>!”</p>
-
-<p>He lurched back to the rail; with the interested minister
-and the dismayed girl-shade, leaned far out that he might
-miss no resultant detail of the electric storm due. And
-straightway, from out the tumbled mass of blackness flashed
-a three-forked streak of light. Directly at the great gas
-bag it struck; with each prong of the fork pierced the gold-beater’s
-skin. Next second, from three of the separated
-safety compartments, fluttered fiery flags.</p>
-
-<p>Wounded, the great beetle strove on against the odds of
-flames licking its envelope body with avid tongues. Soon
-the captain realized the futility of any race against time
-along the unmarked course of the upper air. The powerful
-engines stopped. The propellers ceased to revolve. The
-liner wavered in mid-air, as shown when the streamers of
-smoke ceased to trail out behind and gradually straightened
-toward the cloud bank.</p>
-
-<p>No slightest move was made to fight the fire above. Evidently
-an order to abandon ship had been passed. Officers
-and crew busied themselves with such life-saving apparatus
-as had been provided against so unlikely a contingency.
-Gas was turned into the baby blimps carried by the dirigible
-in lieu of life-boats. Outward they were swung.</p>
-
-<p>On deck the hapless humans could be seen struggling
-toward posts of vantage, fighting back their dearest and
-best, forgetting to pray in the panic of this conflagration a
-thousand feet above the comparative safety of the sea. A
-refractory engine might have been coped with. An explosion
-of the hydrogen gas used in earlier ships of air would have
-been understood and the worst been over in one fatal blast.
-But this slow, gruesome bonfire of the helium on which
-they had relied, these æon-long minutes jeopardizing the
-primal, inalienable right&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>The deck was beginning to sag. Two of the aërial life-boats
-had been swung downward and loaded with women and
-the ship’s only listed child&mdash;the captain’s motherless daughter.
-Like bubbles, they were given to the mercies of the air.</p>
-
-<p>The observation spread that there would not be room in
-the basket of the last baby-blimp for all who remained. An
-under-officer started to pass out the suits which were parachutes
-and life-preservers combined&mdash;suits calculated to lower
-one through a quarter-mile of atmosphere and provide support
-upon the surface of the sea.</p>
-
-<p>Came realization that there were not enough of the parachutes
-to go around. Self-first madness gained control. A
-battle for possession of the safety devices began.</p>
-
-<p>The spirit-girl, watching this spectacle from the perspective
-of Gehenna, grew faint.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I can’t endure to look a moment more!”</p>
-
-<p>Shuddering, she sank back from sight of the catastrophe.
-But she felt the hands torn from her eyes and heard a sword-sharp
-command.</p>
-
-<p>“Can’t? You’ve <i>got</i> to look to the end!”</p>
-
-<p>The ferocity with which His Highness forced her to the
-rail ended in an anticipatory chuckle as he saw that the
-focus of the incredible reflectors had narrowed upon the
-imperiled passengers.</p>
-
-<p>There was Catherine Cabot, already equipped with a parachute,
-crowding forward to board the last of the blimp-boats.
-There was the Marquis d’Elie, checked in his regardless
-struggle for a life-preserver and restrained in the grip of a
-couple of sailors by the captain’s orders. And there was
-John Cabot, standing to one side, calmer than the rest,
-despite the dread realization on his face of the fact that there
-would not be escape for all.</p>
-
-<p>A place had been saved for Catherine in the boat. She
-did not need the parachute suit. John saw and his face
-showed inner contention. If he was to stand back from
-the boat, should he not have the chance of that superfluous
-life-preserver? A moment longer he stood irresolute, confusedly
-brushing a hand across his forehead. As if to shut
-out some sinister suggestion, he turned up his ulster collar.</p>
-
-<p>Perhaps the super-acute imaginations of the spirit audience
-surpassed sight. Perhaps they actually saw an evil face
-lean to the ear of the mortal and heard the voice of the
-millionaire’s own of the personal devils that improve such
-moments to incite the worst in everyman.</p>
-
-<p>John’s attempt to deny the disputation of fear and selfishness,
-although brief in point of time, was intense. While
-still in the throes he saw that another had noted Catherine’s
-double protection.</p>
-
-<p>The Marquis d’Elie, abandoned by his guards, was rushing
-toward her, his object plain. His jaw hung lax as he
-reached and importuned her. His knees near failed him in
-the struggle to take the parachute by force.</p>
-
-<p>And Catherine? With all her strength she fought off the
-abject beggar who so recently had played the nobleman.
-Yet when, as almost he had conquered her, she saw her husband
-bearing down upon them, a retroactive impulse controlled
-her. So John, too, was after the saving suit? If she
-must give up the second chance of life, which she had
-meant to hold in reserve, it should not be to John!</p>
-
-<p>When the banker engaged d’Elie, she allied herself with
-the defense. No breath of the ignited helium was more
-fiery than the invective she spat at him who so long had
-supplied her with the luxuries of life.</p>
-
-<p>When she saw that his strength was likely to worst the
-two of them, she suddenly drew out of the struggle and
-herself unfastened the contested parachute. As d’Elie was
-flung aside, she flung it to him. Turning swiftly, she then
-threw herself upon her husband and begged that he assist
-her into the overloaded baby-blimp, about to be cut away.
-Herself safe, she saw his attempt to follow forcibly prevented
-by the pilot and shrieked with mirthless spite. It
-would seem that in this hour when all loves were crowded
-out save that of self, hate was well remembered.</p>
-
-<p>“Now watch the Cabot coward!”</p>
-
-<p>His Majesty’s sharp suggestion stabbed the spirit-girl’s
-heart. She tried to turn from a sadder sight than the air
-craft’s consumption&mdash;the burning to ashes of her fondest
-ideal. Yet she might not turn; might not close her eyes.
-A control stronger than her own aversion was upon her.
-In trying not to look, she realized that she must look until
-the end.</p>
-
-<p>The loudening laughter of the vast audience deadened her
-consciousness; seemed to be at her, rather than the spectacle
-that so diverted them. She sought to fortify herself. What
-though John did turn coward? The flesh was heir to the
-fear of death. At each apologetic thought, the mirth of the
-helliot crowd crackled louder. What could be happening
-on the doomed craft so to delight them? With a dread
-for the spiritual debasement of her loved one of Earth
-greater than had been her own dread of physical death, she
-looked and looked.</p>
-
-<p>The baby-blimp of last resource was lowering toward the
-doubtful safety of the surface of the sea. The pilot stood on
-the bridge, idle for the first time since the gas-bag had
-been struck. Evidently he expected to go down with his
-ship as had so many captains before him. John Cabot clung
-to the deck rail as if contemplating a suicidal plunge. Forward,
-the Marquis d’Elie stood equipped with the parachute
-suit won by Catherine’s trick, but a lack of trust in it seemed
-to restrain him from the life-leap.</p>
-
-<p>Too long he hesitated. John Cabot, maddened anew by
-sight of the Frenchman’s superior chance, leaped the space
-between them; from behind dragged him down on the blistering
-deck. There followed a brief struggle&mdash;an exchange of
-attacks, a roll <i>en masse</i> and the separation of a knock-out
-blow from John. As his fingers loosened the last buckle of
-the safety suit, the craft gave a violent lurch. The foreigner’s
-unconscious form, far heavier than air, was flung
-over the rail to a drop from which there could be no
-awakening.</p>
-
-<p>As the air-liner straightened for the last time, John Cabot
-released the clutch that by a narrow margin had saved him
-from following d’Elie and got to his feet. A glance at the
-blazing bag above, their one support, convinced him that
-seconds were precious. His eyes, however, lowering, met
-the level, contemptuous gaze of the pilot.</p>
-
-<p>The soul of Dolores shuddered with shame for the man
-she would have sworn to be brave. Then awoke in her that
-mothering, protective instinct which lives in women long
-after pride has been crucified. There still might be time
-to save John against himself. Remembrance of her own
-reluctance to turn on the jets that last evening on earth
-filled her heart with mercy. She would risk appeal to the
-Master Mind.</p>
-
-<p>“I am sickened with this spectacle, sire. Human nature is
-strong, but not so strong as you. Show your power by
-throttling this Okeh devil and conquering the mortal’s mood.
-Come, I challenge you!”</p>
-
-<p>When she turned to enforce the argument, she saw that
-His Highness had not heard. The visible of him was
-lurched back in his seat, enraged determination on the face,
-lips set in a snarl, fiend fingers clutching the high forehead.
-But that which had made him Prince of the Power of the
-Air&mdash;his dauntless determination&mdash;had gone from him.</p>
-
-<p>Dolores did not need to be told what had happened. Impatient
-lest John Cabot’s personal devil should fail, Satan
-had projected his own spirit to take in charge the mortal’s
-fall. His will, not John’s, had incited that struggle for the
-life-suit. He would accomplish his worst. The conviction
-moved her mouth in a suppressed sob. Drawn by the
-ghoulish fascination that makes earthlings cling to the clay
-of their dead, she clung to the balustrade and strained her
-eyes toward the pool.</p>
-
-<p>Death is the mortgage on life. John Cabot’s revolt against
-payment showed in his face. Craven impulses clutched him.
-At his ear were the lips of the Master Insinuator. Facile
-fingers seemed to aid his with the parachute buckles. Yet
-he had seen himself in the pilot’s contempt. He was putting
-up a fight. His life-long habit of self-respect was strong.
-The pilot was father to a motherless child&mdash;a girl. He should
-be saved.</p>
-
-<p>With the Thing which had attacked him&mdash;the fiend called
-Fear&mdash;John grappled. His knees shook, his jaw sagged, his
-eyes bulged from the fetid suggestions which, evidently, were
-gassing his will. If the pilot went down with the air-craft,
-he never could tell.</p>
-
-<p>Dolores, too, shook with fear. She knew what John did
-not know&mdash;just who was opposing him. Indignation over
-the unequal struggle steadied her; cleared her thoughts.
-Why was all the power given to sin and none to rightness?
-By what method had the Foul Fiend projected his spirit to
-Earth to slay the courage of the man she would have
-suffered any death to save? Surely, what could be done
-for evil purposes could be done for good! Why was will
-given to woman if not to augment the will of man&mdash;why
-her mite of strength if not to incite greater strength? John
-needed her.</p>
-
-<p>From fear lest he fail was born determination that he
-win. He was a good and great man, John Cabot. He had
-lived aright and deserved so to die. The hate of Hell was
-not stronger than the love of her heart. What The Destroyer
-had done, she&mdash;John’s savior&mdash;also must do.</p>
-
-<p>Moved beyond realization of the spaces between them,
-Dolores sprang to her feet and sounded into the upper spaces
-the vibrant chord of inspiration:</p>
-
-<p>“<i>John, be love-worthy!</i>”</p>
-
-<p>Regardless of the astonished stares directed her way, she
-saw in the mercurized pool that he bent his head as if listening&mdash;that
-his lips moved. She seized the telephone which
-Satan had used in communicating with the control platform.
-To the voice that answered she commanded:</p>
-
-<p>“Get a record of what he said&mdash;I <i>must</i> know what he
-said!”</p>
-
-<p>Lifted out of herself by her success, she leaned over the
-balustrade and willed that he should win.</p>
-
-<p>And as she waited the battle on deck was fought to its
-finish. Self-mastered, John brushed from his ears the insinuations
-that had tempted him; controlled the fingers fumbling
-with the buckles; turned back the feet struggling toward
-the rail.</p>
-
-<p>As the helium from the last compartments waved skyward
-the flames of the dirigible’s final support, he stripped off
-the life-saving jacket and forced it upon the pilot. His
-insistence clearly was in the name of that girl-child who
-would be orphaned should her father desert her for a scruple.
-He urged his protesting fellow-human to the rail; helped him
-over-side. In magnificent calm he watched the silken folds
-of the parachute spread open under their burden and begin
-a gentle, oceanward descent.</p>
-
-<p>As the gas bag disintegrated, bits of burning embers
-became detached and dropped like spent rockets to the waves.
-John Cabot, left alone on the deck, stood ready for the end.</p>
-
-<p>The while, his last utterance, demanded by her who had
-inspired him, was given to the vast throng through the
-annunciators connected with the master telephonograph.
-Deep, strong, triumphant, its first syllable silenced the orchestral
-Song of the Sea. A cry of victory, it shamed demon
-laughter and tortured the souls of the lost with regrets over
-the god-great powers they might have come to wield had
-they but won their fights. A requiem that rang through
-the crusts of two worlds was its single word:</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Dolores!</i>”</p>
-
-<p>Exactly how she made her descent from the royal box and
-reached the edge of the pool, the girl-shade never knew.
-The sound of John’s voice had moved her with but one
-wish&mdash;to join him.</p>
-
-<p>He had, then, heard her cry&mdash;had answered her! So near
-he seemed to her that she could not endure to be so far
-from him.</p>
-
-<p>Aspen-eager, she leaned far over the edge of the great
-bowl that held the mercury. But all she saw was the reflection
-of her own face. The dirigible must have gone sputtering
-into the sea while she was making her descent. Her
-lover must have met his mortal fate. The pool had finished
-its story.</p>
-
-<p>So compelling had been the realism of its reflected scenes
-that she still was controlled by the emotion they had aroused.
-She felt lured almost beyond the strength of her intelligence
-to throw herself into the brilliant depths&mdash;to be clasped as
-she might have been in that realer sea in beloved arms. So
-low she bent that her whisper rippled the surface.</p>
-
-<p>“John ... <i>John</i>.”</p>
-
-<p>A satirical voice, even more than the clutch of withered,
-hands drew her back to the now of Gehenna. The minister
-had followed her and was blinking at her, a trace of responsibility
-mapped on the parchment of his face.</p>
-
-<p>“Another second and Sin himself couldn’t have saved you
-to Hell,” he exclaimed. “Don’t you know that this swimming
-pool is bottomless? Are you trying to hang one of
-those griefs of yours on me?”</p>
-
-<p>His reproach was a revelation to the girl. Even Old
-Original! Never, perhaps, had she felt more puzzled to
-meet overture of male. But she was spared reply. The
-aggressiveness slackened from his form. A look of craft
-wiped the reproach from his face. He stepped behind her.</p>
-
-<p>Explanation came in the approach of The Tempter.
-His spirit, then, had returned from its projection to Earth
-to the shell of him left in the box. Impulsively she hurried
-to meet him. She had no consideration to spare for his
-chagrin over having failed in his personal attempt. Too
-exalted in pride was she to give thought to the effect on
-him of pride’s fall. Forward she stretched both hands, as
-if for the congratulation of a friend.</p>
-
-<p>“That favor I asked of you&mdash;I’ve granted it myself!” she
-exclaimed. “There is no need for me to go to him. He will
-come now to me.”</p>
-
-<p>She felt her fingers caught in a cruel grasp. Her joy-dewed
-glance was scorched by his malevolence.</p>
-
-<p>Back drew the sneering lips over white, fang-like teeth.
-“You really think he’ll draw a ticket down here&mdash;that hero?
-Fool, you have too much faith in the judgments of men!”</p>
-
-<p>With repression more ominous than any outburst could
-have been, he turned on his heel.</p>
-
-<p>“Come home,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>As has so many a submissive woman soul before her,
-Dolores tried to hide within her heart her blissful expectation.
-But she trod on air as she followed out of the stadium.</p>
-
-<p>Splendidly John had gone through the formality of lifting
-the mortgage contracted at his birth&mdash;that debt of life put
-upon all, which may be paid only in the coinage of death.</p>
-
-<p>Soon, now, he would come to her.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XXV">CHAPTER XXV</h3>
-</div>
-
-<p>It was “afterward.” There could be no doubt of that.
-His Highness, so far as Dolores was concerned, had retired
-into one of his silences. He must be enraged with her for
-her interference in the pool play. But for what could he
-be waiting?</p>
-
-<p>True, the concession for which she had offered to pay
-any price was no longer an issue. There was no need now
-for her to be put in spirit connection with Earth, even had
-she not discovered that her own concentrated will could
-accomplish the projection&mdash;that the dead might return to
-their quondam surroundings, ruling and being ruled through
-senses stronger far than physical. Could she sooner have
-realized this of the strange laws which governed her present
-state of existence, what heart-hurts of foreboding and regret
-she might have spared John and herself!</p>
-
-<p>Not for an hour of the days and nights since the failure
-of that “Greatest Show” had she forgotten that the time
-set for her own answer as to her fate was approaching. On
-this afternoon&mdash;the sixth of those allotted “seven days of
-disgrace”&mdash;she felt herself no nearer decision than before
-the end of her séances.</p>
-
-<p>She tried not to dread. Dread shriveled the soul; would
-mar her progress. And she was determined now to progress,
-despite her sentence to Gehenna. Hope was the immortal
-soul of love. Once John had joined her, no law of the lowlands
-could kill their hope.</p>
-
-<p>So the girl-shade was happy in her deplorable state as she
-never had been happy when the gateway of the mortal world
-had opened to her youthful tread. He whom she loved loved
-her. That was the lyric of her song of the soul. Deep-chording
-into the accompaniment was her absolute knowledge
-of his worthiness. Expectancy played a running obbligato
-through each measure, with here and there a trill of
-errant joy. He was coming, John; must by now be nearing
-the end of that long, drear journey from Earth to Shadow
-Land.</p>
-
-<p>Every hour helped now. From far away, whispers of the
-altruistic philosophy she had taught young Jack Cabot penetrated
-her moods. How better prepare for the eventualities
-of to-morrow than by good cheer to-day? Since all the
-to-morrows must come disguised as to-days, she would make
-the best of the here and now.</p>
-
-<p>A bit advanced were such ideas for the shell-pink ear of
-her infant, yet to the wee-shade she murmured them this
-late afternoon while out for a stroll. Although Adeline
-accompanied her, she herself carried the spirit-child to save
-the maid’s pride.</p>
-
-<p>Their practice had been to take their evening walks
-through the Garden of Bad Luck. To-day, for the first
-time Dolores chose the Avenue of Locusts, which led from
-the palace direct to the Limbian Gates. The ex-great lady
-protested against walking beside her mistress, even when
-ordered to do so, on the plea that she must work out her
-term of degradation. The young mother’s hopeful adjurations
-to the instinct-fretted babe seemed only to increase her
-bitterness.</p>
-
-<p>How could m’lady benefit, Adeline demanded in French,
-even though her lover did come through the gates that eventide?
-Her own husband’s pretense to care for her was only
-the last-lingering impulse of self-protection. He was assuming
-the virtue of constancy though he had it not. But
-he would rue the attempt, since he was insulting, not only
-her intelligence but that of the Mind Prince as well. M’lady
-must remember the rule of the realm; must clear her mind
-of the heresy of earthly ideals, lest they become known and
-she punished therefor. She would be saved a shock could
-she but realize beforehand that the lover she had loved
-would hate her even as she him. In Gehenna he and she
-who had caused each other’s fall would be, indeed, bad met.</p>
-
-<p>“See yonder warehouse beyond the wall?” Adeline pointed
-out a low structure. “There is checked all such superfluous
-baggage as love. Only hate may be brought within.”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores wondered that so small a building could store
-the lingering loves of the Hadean hordes. Before she could
-comment, there came to them from the entrance of the wireless
-station just inside the gate a high shriek rent by a deeper
-staccato of laughter. Down the steps and directly into her
-path came rolling what looked an oversized foot-ball. Close
-followed His Evil Majesty himself. In one hand he waved
-a knout with snapping lashes. The laughter was his and
-more cruel than his instrument of torture.</p>
-
-<p>After handing over her babe to Adeline and commanding
-a quick retreat, Dolores hurried toward the ball, which
-was unwinding as it rolled. Its arms, legs and head proved
-to belong to a male <i>manes</i>, terrified beyond coherency. By
-the time Satan reached them with knout upraised, she had
-pushed the wretch behind her and started him after the
-noble-maid. Beyond a stinging of her consciousness, she
-did not feel the blow that fell. Almost at once she recovered;
-was able to face His Highness with calm inquiry.</p>
-
-<p>“What has he done to deserve this attack?”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Done?</i>” Satan’s voice crackled as had the whip.
-“Shouldn’t the chief inter-world operator know better than
-to retail me bad tidings? Out of my way&mdash;I’m highly
-charged!”</p>
-
-<p>“No.” Dolores stood firm.</p>
-
-<p>“You’d rather I’d experiment on you?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes.”</p>
-
-<p>“Best look out, unless you want to be blinded until Judgment.”</p>
-
-<p>She was able to disregard the Boss Bully’s warning by
-centering her mind upon her great happiness. <i>He had been
-love-worthy, John.</i></p>
-
-<p>“You can’t strike me blind,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>Into the confidence of the purple-black eyes uplifted to
-his Satan scowled.</p>
-
-<p>“You’d not be blind. You’d only think you were because
-I say so and my mind is stronger than yours. Everything
-is a thought down here, as you must have learned ere this&mdash;just
-a bad thought.” With the lash in mid-air he added:
-“But, thank me, you can’t kill a bad thought.”</p>
-
-<p>As her hair was lifting to the magnet of the knout, he
-dropped it. The respite, however, was not for mercy’s sake.</p>
-
-<p>“You didn’t change expression. You don’t cringe.
-Why?”</p>
-
-<p>“Pain is a coward’s thought. I know that you, Augustness,
-cannot hurt me.”</p>
-
-<p>Interestedly he contemplated her and this, her first open
-defiance. “You’re smarter than I thought. You have a
-certain regardlessness that is the next-best thing to conscious
-power.”</p>
-
-<p>“I have,” she said, “faith that&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Faith?</i>” he jeered. “Then I have it, too&mdash;faith that I’ll
-do my damnedest. I cannot hurt you physically, no. But
-I hold a record for hurting minds that may cause you to
-reconsider.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not while I believe that all will be well with me.” The
-voice of her contention sounded like the balmy winds of
-spring, to which nor man nor devil may say nay.</p>
-
-<p>Perhaps her glance toward the gates suggested the source
-of her beatitude. Perhaps he sensed it from his own irritation.
-He passed her point to level one of his own.</p>
-
-<p>“And has this belief absolute padded your senses against
-the fact that I am displeased with you, she-fool? Don’t
-worry. I never let personal prejudice interfere with The
-Cause. This faith-theory is valuable with the reverse English
-put on it. As a science, it has done considerable harm
-to the religions of the world. I’ve been waiting until your
-week was up. Why not have it now&mdash;your answer?”</p>
-
-<p>“My answer to&mdash;to&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“To my indecent proposition that you organize the vice
-of womanhood. Are you going to take that Low Priestess
-job?”</p>
-
-<p>“I have until to-morrow to decide.”</p>
-
-<p>“True. And you hope meantime that your love-hound
-will come barking at our Avernian door. Oh, don’t deny
-it! Why else should you be hanging ’round the gates? Why
-else should I?”</p>
-
-<p>“But you said the judgments of men would never send a
-hero here.”</p>
-
-<p>Stooping to recover his electric lash, Satan used it to
-punctuate his reply. “I’m hoping against hope, just as you
-are. If only he would be sent this way&mdash;<i>ah!</i> My latest
-wireless from Earth, however, leads me to fear not. The
-newspapers are headlined with his heroism. Imbecile earthlings
-are going to erect a memorial to him. And, would you
-believe it, that hunting parson of yours has used your friend’s
-death as a stepping-stone out of the muddle-puddle of his
-ecclesiastical disrepute? With Cabot as his text, he preached
-to thousands in Central Park, exampling himself through the
-viciously attacked philanthropist who, although proved guilty
-of weakness of the flesh, rose to the moral strength of a god
-in an emergency. Get the idea? His plea is for all men
-who have been dragged down by women. Should not he
-know that Cabot was too greatly tried, since the same she-devil
-ruined him with his church? You recognize the
-allusion? The prayers he sent up for the soul of his fellow
-victim were indirectly for himself. As a result he is to
-head the new Church of the Broad-Minded. Could you
-beat it&mdash;or him?”</p>
-
-<p>At her consternation, he chuckled enjoyably.</p>
-
-<p>“How the people of Earth like to bunk themselves! But
-you look fogged. Is your faith getting cured? Care to come
-into the receiving room and sit while you wait? I left some
-unfinished business.”</p>
-
-<p>As they mounted the steps of the stone-like structure,
-he added a mental lash to her punishment.</p>
-
-<p>“You remember, of course, the lawyer who lost Mrs.
-Cabot’s divorce case? Last you saw of him, in ‘The Turn-Turtle,’
-he was being thrown out of his profession for mal-practicing
-that delicate art called ‘double-crossing.’ The
-timely birth of your ill-begot, with fatherhood pinned on
-John Cabot by Seff’s testimony and the guilty admission of
-your suicide, was a-plenty and to spare to ruin Rufus Holt.
-But along comes that judge you tricked, Roscoe Strang, of
-the good-sport tie. He has Holt’s case re-opened and carries
-through a daring example of man-to-man friendliness.”</p>
-
-<p>From his belt he took the paper-like slip on which wireless
-messages were sent down by Gehennan operators.</p>
-
-<p>“Let’s see just what he testified, this brotherly judge.
-Oh yes; ‘The accused did bring the Trent girl to me, but
-to let me judge of her guilt. She looked so pure that I
-was not convinced and stood, as I stand now, on my right
-to judge. If fault there was, that fault was mine.’ After
-that, there was nothing for the Bar Association to do but
-open their arms to the brother they had misjudged.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am glad,” Dolores said. “For a time I blamed Rufus
-Holt for my sufferings. But he tried to be a true friend
-to John.”</p>
-
-<p>“I dare say,” sneered Satan as he opened the station door,
-“and made a mess of it, as true friends usually do. At that,
-you’ve got a good start with him and can use him in our
-new campaign.”</p>
-
-<p>Within, an operator wearing a receiving head-dress, sat
-among his instruments. Beside a window which commanded
-a view of the entrance, His Highness placed a chair for her.</p>
-
-<p>“The gates will open soon,” he advised. “Watch the new
-arrivals trickle in and call me in case you catch sight of
-your John. I am pardonably impatient to meet him.”</p>
-
-<p>To sink into the chair was a relief. At sight of the preparations
-outside which the pigmy ushers were making for the
-reception of the evening’s recruits, Dolores’ mental pulse
-accelerated. She strove for the strong thoughts which lately
-had sustained her and tried to keep out of her expression
-the pinch of hope long deferred.</p>
-
-<p>“Are these likenesses, sweet Grief?”</p>
-
-<p>Turning, she found Satan at her elbow, offering her half-a-dozen
-sepia-like photographs. She took them; looked;
-exclaimed:</p>
-
-<p>“John&mdash;<i>wonderful!</i> And this is Catherine at her best.
-How splendid of dear Clarke Shayle! Rufus Holt, too.
-Have you had them made for me? But why include these
-of Vincent Seff and Dr. Willard? I’d rather forget them.”</p>
-
-<p>“Does the murderer forget the features of the slain? Nay,
-fair assassin, you won’t need this collection for your dressing
-table to remember your victims. These are stills selected
-from our stock of life-films. I am glad you pronounce them
-such likenesses, for I’m sending them up to old Mors of
-the Mystery Gate to hang in his rogues’ gallery.”</p>
-
-<p>“To Mors?”</p>
-
-<p>Satan nodded. “I mean to put a stop-order on the lot, in
-case any of them come through ticketed to Elysium. I need
-their kind down here.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I thought it was written in the tome called Judgments
-of Men where shades should spend the time until the
-Call,” she puzzled. “Doesn’t each enter his new estate as he
-left the old? Must not his Earth record hold?”</p>
-
-<p>His Highness frowned at the reminder. “Just because
-a rule never has been broken is no reason why it never will
-be. I may try, mayn’t I? Queer if I can’t frighten Mors
-into making a few exceptions.” He turned to the operator.
-“Get the old ghoul. I would a word with him.”</p>
-
-<p>The connection soon was made. Ensued a brief exchange,
-but one so vehement that the operator cautioned his master
-to calm down, lest he blow out all the fuses about the place.</p>
-
-<p>“There is one of them I must have, old-timer,” Satan continued
-less offensively. “John Cabot by name and physiognomy.
-Likely to come through this very night....
-<i>What</i> ... What for, in the name of Hell?... Gallantry
-on Earth, eh?... Death, you’re a choicer fool than your
-sister Birth!”</p>
-
-<p>As he banged the receiver on its hook, Dolores arose.</p>
-
-<p>“John has gone on&mdash;up into Elysium?” Her voice was
-more faint from surprise than his had been strong. “He
-won’t&mdash;- come down&mdash;this way?”</p>
-
-<p>At the nod which His Highness spared her from his rage,
-she crossed the room, went out the door and down the steps.
-She was well along the path when he caught up with and
-stopped her.</p>
-
-<p>“A word to the unwise,” said he. “To be without a job
-is an embarrassing situation anywhere&mdash;particularly so down
-here. Your fancy position as First Royal Entertainer has
-come to an end. You’ll do well to take on the next best
-thing that offers, lest your ability become discredited. I
-really believe you’re the ablest she-devil ever given a chance
-to work out her own damnation. You have unique powers,
-but there is no personal power that cannot be destroyed.
-And I am the Destroyer.”</p>
-
-<p>“This position you offer is so&mdash;is very difficult,” the girl-soul
-protested.</p>
-
-<p>“Isn’t everything worth while difficult? And you are very
-clever, although in ways that may be used for or against you.
-On Earth you failed, just as badly managed talent often fails.
-Here I, the Boss Producer of a play called Sin, stand ready
-to star you in a success such as you, with your present
-limitations, cannot conceive. Already you know something
-of me&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores interrupted, although haltingly. “I know that you
-are&mdash;that you, too, are difficult.”</p>
-
-<p>“At least that.” He bowed, as if thanking her. “Since
-it confuses you to consider me, pray consider yourself. It is
-plain that you’ve been, like myself, wrong since birth. Count
-the men you’ve ruined, every one of whom turned to good
-works after your influence was removed. Think of what you
-did&mdash;the first earth-law for women that you broke. What
-you’ve needed is a manager just a shade worse-minded than
-yourself. Now you’re offered one and a chance such as no
-vampire of Earth or Hell ever aspired to. It is a position
-fitted to the applicant, as your employment-agency friend,
-<i>née</i> Shinn, would say. What more ambitious rôle could you
-find than arousing the worst, not in one, but in all the men
-controlled by women in the world?”</p>
-
-<p>She drew her arm from his detaining clutch. “I have,
-you know, until&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Very well. I’ll wait. But mind you, there’ll be no extension
-of time. Yes or no, and Hell help you if it be no!
-I want to get you started, so that I can give my own energies
-to the incipient race riots in America. Great field for trouble.
-All the wealth of the world is there, with the basest traitors
-cast out of other countries to misuse it. Go home, since
-you must have that last day of disgrace. But be ready with
-your answer to-morrow.”</p>
-
-<p>Like well-aimed shot, the syllables riddled Dolores’ brain.
-A wounded doe, she hurried on her way to cover.</p>
-
-<p><i>To-morrow.</i></p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>That night while she lay bleeding of her heart wound,
-Dolores roused to the perception of an unaccustomed metallic
-sound. She realized that, for some time, she had been hearing
-it. Tap, tap, <i>tap</i>&mdash;it now increased in peremptoriness.
-Someone must be trying to attract her attention from outside
-the window.</p>
-
-<p>She sat up among her pillows of satin sheen. By the
-sulphuric glow of the night-light, she saw that it was after
-one o’clock, three long hours since Adeline had tip-toed out.</p>
-
-<p>After one and <i>to-morrow</i>&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>The face of the sardonyx-like clock seemed to grin back
-at her in anticipation of the seventh&mdash;said to be the perfect
-day. “The faith of fools&mdash;the faith of fools!” it ticked
-away.</p>
-
-<p>Until she knew that John was not to join her, she had
-failed to appreciate how greatly she was relying upon his
-assistance and advice. To choose between His Majesty’s
-diabolic assignment and the ingenious torments to which she
-and her babe would be subjected became the more impossible
-the longer she considered.</p>
-
-<p>Were she what she once had been, expectant of the best
-because all-ignorant of the worst, she would have decided,
-without a moment’s hesitation, upon what she knew to be
-right. But knowledge was weakening. Constant association
-with sin and suffering wore away the best intentions. To
-struggle against fore-assured failure until the negligent hopes
-of Gehenna changed to fear and fear changed, to despair&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>She covered her eyes from the suggestive leer of the clock-face
-and sank back into the veil of her crepe-black hair.</p>
-
-<p>“Amor ... Innocentia ... Where are you?”</p>
-
-<p>“Tap! <i>Tap!</i>”</p>
-
-<p>As though in answer to her stifled sob of loneliness, the
-metallic sound was repeated on the pane. Could they be
-without, the comrades of her youth, come to console her
-even before she called? Into <i>peignoir</i> and mules she hurried;
-crossed the room; threw wide the casement.</p>
-
-<p>“Who is it? Who is there?”</p>
-
-<p>“Sh&mdash;hush!”</p>
-
-<p>In the answering rasp sounded neither the lilt of Innocentia
-nor the fearlessness of the love-lad Amor. From out the
-deep shadows that hugged the palace wall limped the lately-promoted
-General Cummings. More spectral than seemed
-consistent with his brief lapse from mortality he looked
-as he crossed the sill. From his once tranquil eyes shone
-the hell-haunted look of the archaics. His kindly old face
-was stretched and blanched.</p>
-
-<p>“What has happened to you, Corporal Sam?” Dolores’
-tones sounded her distress at the change in him.</p>
-
-<p>Before replying he drew the window hangings and dimmed
-the night lamp. “No one must discover I’m here. They say
-His Highness knows everything that goes on in the palace,
-but I have risked it. You seem the only chance of saving
-us.”</p>
-
-<p>From the edge of the bed, Dolores focused her amazement
-upon the doughty soldier-soul. “Saving you&mdash;from
-what?”</p>
-
-<p>“From his Great Intention.” Old Sam’s voice shivered
-into a whisper. “You don’t understand? I’ve heard that
-even the prime minister is not in his confidence. But I
-hoped that you had wormed it out of him. Since I understood,
-I haven’t rested day nor night, although there’s little
-I can do. You have no idea what a hold he’s got on those
-fight-fiends. I don’t want to hurt your feelings, miss, that is
-to say ma’am, but from the reports of your séances you’ve
-turned some mighty powerful mortal minds topsy-turvy.
-For your own sake, for the sake of God Himself&mdash;wouldn’t
-you be willing to try?”</p>
-
-<p>“To try just what?”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s what I’m telling you.” Stiff from apprehension,
-the old <i>manes’</i> lips formed clumsily to his revelation. “His
-Lowness aims to march into the Fields before Judgment,
-conquer the Elysiumites and hurl the Great-I-Am from His
-throne. Don’t you understand yet? <i>He aims to set himself
-on high as God-of-all!</i>”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, but he can’t do that! How <i>could</i> he conquer God?”</p>
-
-<p>“You wouldn’t be so sure could you see how those hordes
-take to training. Every decent impulse is drilled out of
-them. The kind of frightfulness he’s planning makes a lately
-mortal brain reel. Ma’am, I calculate that he’s going to
-win.”</p>
-
-<p>“No! The Great-I-Am would not let him.”</p>
-
-<p>At the girl-shade’s vehemence the old soul waggled his
-head, in his eyes the shadow of horrors that might not be
-forgot.</p>
-
-<p>“You’ve seen wrong conquer right on Earth, or you
-wouldn’t be here. I’ve lost all hope unless&mdash;From what I
-hear I wasn’t so far off about his having a weakness for
-you. In camp every officer has his joke about the modern
-Delilah that’s destroying the Destroyer. All Gehenna is
-talking over his neglect of affairs of state to amuse you
-with shows and such. Not once of late has he been to most
-of the sham battles that he used to review daily.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am afraid you overrate&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Pardon me, ma’am, but that’s the best. The worst can’t
-be overrated. You see, they call him the Hope of Hell.
-His hold on the hordes is that, if they drive on to victory
-in the great offensive, they win eternal release. They fight
-for themselves, not him. If they lose, they’ll be the first
-cast into the bottomless pit forever and ever, amen. If
-they win, he’ll give them rank and estates in the new autocracy
-of universal, everlasting, licensed crime. I don’t fear
-for myself so much. I and even you might sink low enough
-to get by without exciting suspicion that we’re unsympathetic.
-It’s the Elysiumites that are going to suffer. Miss, can’t you
-imagine what a Satanic victory would mean to a gentle spirit
-like&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>To hide his emotion Old Sam covered his face with both
-hands.</p>
-
-<p>“My Mary Gertrude never was mistreated in her life.
-But I wouldn’t put it past these helliot hordes to&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores shuddered. “The damned masters and the blessed
-their slaves?”</p>
-
-<p>“You begin to understand. Isn’t there someone up there
-that you feel grateful to&mdash;someone you’d hate to see&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“My mother died to give me life,” the spirit-girl breathed.
-“And my father must be with her. He’s not down here.
-Intemperance, you know, is considered a disease, not a crime,
-in the eyes of men. And then there’s little Jack Cabot. He
-seemed really to trust every word I told him about his reward
-if he did what was right. I couldn’t bear to see poor,
-crippled Jack&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>General Sam nodded. “It comes home, doesn’t it, ma’am,
-when you think of those you love?”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Love?</i>” With the word, Dolores threw up her head.
-Into the veteran’s pale eyes her dark ones gloomed. “Already
-the King hates the one I love. If Satan should come
-into this limitless power, what torments he would devise for
-the great soul of John Cabot!”</p>
-
-<p>A sound startled them. The soldier-shade hobbled toward
-the window by which he had entered, motioning her to follow.
-Before opening the shutter, he whispered:</p>
-
-<p>“I’d best go. I dare not come again and there’s no way
-I can help you. You’ll have to make up your own mind
-what to do. Only remember there isn’t much time. He’s
-nigh about ready to strike. God A’mighty give you wisdom,
-ma’am.”</p>
-
-<p>He had wrung her hand. Almost was he over the sill
-when a blinding flash struck at him from out the drab-dim
-night. Not a sound escaped him. Not so much as a clutch
-at the air stayed his fall. His right hand raised to his cap
-visor in his old-time salute. Then backward he fell upon
-the floor.</p>
-
-<p>When Dolores’ eyes had recovered from their momentary
-confusion, she saw His Majesty standing just without. His
-pleased look reminded her of the fearing wretch she had
-saved from a like attack yesterday. Only the hope born of
-her happiness had defeated his power to hurt her. Although
-not happy now, she was far from despair. Should he turn
-next on her, only faith could save her. She must believe
-that, despite appearances on Earth and in Shadow Land,
-good was stronger than evil.</p>
-
-<p>He stepped aside, the King; glanced at the procumbent
-figure; smiled his attractive smile.</p>
-
-<p>“Damme if one can count upon the taste feminine!”</p>
-
-<p>The cynicism he addressed to the double of himself that
-showed in the nearest mercurized pier-panel of her chamber.
-For a moment he contemplated the dim reflection of his
-splendid proportions, the clean-cut features of his infernally
-youthful face and the perfection of his evening attire.</p>
-
-<p>“Is no age or fraction of he-man safe from you?” he commented.
-“So <i>this</i> is why he always plead your cause, why
-I caught him <i>rendezvousing</i> with you in the garden, why
-he talked me down? These shallow-looking folk, forsooth,
-are the deep ones.”</p>
-
-<p>“Your Lowness&mdash;” Dolores approached him with blaze-indignant
-eyes&mdash;“surely you do not assume that I or General
-Sam&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“I never assume. I know the worst. That’s my power.
-I ought to be disgusted with you, and yet&mdash;&mdash;” He considered
-her face almost as interestedly as he had his own.
-The charm of his smile increased. He added: “I’ve often
-noticed that men never get disgusted with the lady in the
-case. But I’ll make a horrible example of that broken-winged
-old moth, lured here by your light, for benefit of
-other mashers. Have to protect your promiscuous stamp of
-vamp from the outside.”</p>
-
-<p>That he was angrier than he sounded was suggested by
-the snap of his fingers toward the window. Into the chamber
-sprang a pair of the palace guards.</p>
-
-<p>“Nerve shock&mdash;<i>boomeranged</i>.” Laconically His Highness
-gestured toward the soldier-soul. “Lay him out in the Revival
-Room. See you handle him gently until I advise you
-what particular form his mistreatment is to take. I must
-work out something especially effective.”</p>
-
-<p>He followed to the casement, as the stalwarts carried out
-the victim of his inviolate will. There he turned, as though
-chancing to remember the recipient of the two nocturnal
-calls.</p>
-
-<p>“Miss or madame, I wish you good morrow. As your&mdash;ah&mdash;friend
-was saying at the moment of my interruption, remember
-that there isn’t much time. Think things over.”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores took the repeated advice. Through the long, vague
-hours of the Avernian dawn she did think things over;
-thought and thought.</p>
-
-<p>His Highness said she had power. Indeed, she must have
-power, else she could not have flouted, even in small ways,
-his mastery. But hers was not the power for sin which he
-ascribed to her. Long ago a brilliant lawyer had toasted it
-as “truth.” Before that she herself had called it “sincerity.”
-She knew before trying that she should fail at the task of
-rousing the worst in women, when their best had been her
-Earth-life ideal.</p>
-
-<p>Since nothing in all the universe was meant to be wasted&mdash;not
-a throb of heart or thought of mind&mdash;why had she been
-given power? To lose it in the chaos of disappointment into
-which she had sunk after realizing that John Cabot was not
-to come to her&mdash;that the sentences for the same crime in
-man and his woman were not necessarily the same? She
-had been anticipating Hell. Although the time before That
-Day might be short, she might yet earn progression; perhaps
-might go to John, since he had not come to her. Suppose
-she had the right with everyman to draw upon the
-exhaustless supply of strength which they claimed was God&mdash;&mdash;
-Suppose she could possess more and still more of this
-power of sincerity&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>Stronger than the gleams of the up-rising electric sun
-grew her determination; brighter her hope; realer her faith.
-The Rex of Reversals did not know everything, else would
-he have realized ere this that he could not conquer her.
-And he <i>had</i> some sort of weakness for her. Otherwise he’d
-have crushed her long ago. In the present emergency she
-would seem to yield to him. She would match power against
-power, wit against wit, subtlety against subtlety. She would
-take the case of the women of the world, but take it, as had
-Rufus Holt that of Cabot <i>versus</i> Cabot, to lose. By stress
-of her own emotion she had learned that only spiritual
-strength was necessary to communicate with Earth. That
-discovery should not be wasted. Over the official wireless
-through the days would she command evils. In the night-time,
-with only her own yearning soul as sending station and
-the souls of Earth’s sad women as receivers, would she counter-command.</p>
-
-<p>Perhaps the time would be shorter than General Cummings
-feared or His Majesty hoped. Perhaps The Call
-would sound before he found her out. And if she was insincere
-toward her enemy, it would be that she might be
-the more sincere toward her friends. A judge of Earth
-had absolved her of guilt at first sight because he saw in
-her face that her motive was innocent. Surely the Great
-Judge would be as keen.</p>
-
-<p>As for the unspeakable thing known, without being known,
-as The Great Intention, that also might she delay and divert.
-On Earth she had been called a menace to men. If wiles
-enough remained at her command, now that she needed them
-to save rather than destroy herself&mdash;if the value of her
-favors did not decrease with deliberate use of them&mdash;she
-soon would have the soldier messenger set free. With or
-without him, however, she would find ways to weaken the
-King’s hold upon his military. While Satan was giving
-the whole of his intelligence to inciting riot among the mixed
-races of her own America she would be sowing schism among
-the condemned who had been drafted and branded into the
-Hadean armies.</p>
-
-<p>The truth ought to be spreading propaganda. With what
-little she could disseminate on Earth and the much she must
-begin at once to spread in Gehenna&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>Adeline’s tap on her door announced that what couldn’t
-happen had happened&mdash;that she had caught up with the
-elusive to-morrow. But sufficient unto the seventh day was
-the enlightenment thereof.</p>
-
-<p>Dolores was ready at last with her answer.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XXVI">CHAPTER XXVI</h3>
-</div>
-
-<p>Soft as the light shed from Beyond, a breeze blew over
-the inner fields of Elysium. Soft also was the whispered
-gratitude of the olive trees and palms; soft the smiles of
-the flowers of lilies and of Lebanon, of celestial roses, of
-amorant and of rustling immortelles. The ribbon-like stream
-that bounded the emerald velvet skirts of the meadow-land
-fluttered from the buoyant breath.</p>
-
-<p>Of the trees, only a spruce atop a nearby knoll failed
-to sway. Too heavy was it with birds. Although its branches
-down-hung dejectedly, from its tip waved skyward a tuneful
-panegyric. So full was the chorus, it seemed that every
-songster must be voicing a heart full of joy. Yet one there
-was that did not sing, a yellow, strongly visible atom of
-immortality perched upon a low-swung twig.</p>
-
-<p>His head was perked to one side. His round, quick eyes
-were fixed on the glittering hazes that hung, like veils of
-silver-mesh veiling countless finer veils of golden threads,
-before the Source of Light. He was looking and listening.
-An excited chirp escaped him. With the motions of a bird
-unused to the exercise of his wings, he half hopped, half
-flew from his branch to the sward and started with what
-speed he might across the greening pastures.</p>
-
-<p>One spiritualized to follow the hope of so small a shade
-would have seen turning back from a company of spirits,
-then advancing into the radiant distances, the form of a
-child&mdash;a boy-soul of some nine years. With an odd, slithering
-sort of walk, he retraced his steps. Now and then he
-would stop and, shading his eyes, would peer in the general
-direction of the Mystery Gate. He, too, appeared to be listening
-and looking.</p>
-
-<p>Although Jack Cabot still limped, he had out-progressed
-any pain of consciousness over his deformity. Knowing
-that except for the imperfect union of his parents, he would
-have been born perfect in love, he believed that the visible
-of him would be straightened at his second birth. Adjudged
-an innocent offspring of righteousness, he had been unhampered
-by the curse of the world; indeed, had been given
-benefit of every doubt. His movements had gained freedom
-and his features had beautified. On closer view, however,
-his expression showed to be disconsolate. His sigh was repeated
-in that of another back-gazing <i>manes</i> whom he passed.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t you belong to anybody, too?” Jack asked him.
-“Mors told me I was assigned to bliss. I walk so much
-easier now, I know I ought to go on. But, oh, I am so
-lonely!”</p>
-
-<p>“I know. I know”&mdash;the stranger-shade. “It is hard to
-be blissful alone.”</p>
-
-<p>At the moment Jack espied the tiny yellow creature fluttering
-toward him. An eager chirp started him toward it, at
-first hesitantly, then as fast as he could go. Thus met the
-two passionate spirits which had been caged together on
-Earth&mdash;the one passionate in his resentment, the other in the
-determination, instinct, or whatsoever may be called the will
-of a bird, to teach the joy of life.</p>
-
-<p>In his hurry, Jack stumbled and fell, both hands outstretched.
-Into them flew the yellow mite; twittered ecstatically;
-billed the boyish lips that quivered into sobs and
-laughter.</p>
-
-<p>“You look like&mdash;You <i>are</i>! Oh, Dick, you flew into the
-Light after me? You have been hunting for me? I’m
-ashamed of the way I used to treat you, Dickie bird. But
-you understand now, don’t you, that it was only because I
-didn’t ’preciate that there’s a heart in every living thing,
-sometimes the biggest in the littlest? I had my eyes so set
-on a dog that I didn’t see how precious you were! I wonder
-did the gold-fish like me, too? It means something when a
-boy’s bird will die to follow him. I’m ashamed, Dick.
-Honest, I’m awful ashamed.”</p>
-
-<p>The canary’s response was a burst of the song which he
-had not sung when sitting upon the spruce tree, bereft of
-companionship although in the company of so many of his
-kind. Perched upon the boy-shade’s shoulder, he revealed his
-secret in sound. Higher and freer and more poignantly sweet
-than ever fluted songster of Earth, he gave out on the
-Elysian air the theme of selfless love.</p>
-
-<p>Inspirited, Jack continued on his return over the fields.
-He walked evenly that he might not dislodge his pet. And
-he chatted appreciatively in the intervals of the song, to
-atone for his unappreciative past.</p>
-
-<p>“There are all sorts of musicians as you go nearer the
-Light, they tell me. There are pipers and harpers and
-trumpeters and countless choir-singers that almost make you
-long to die again for joy. But I’ll bet there’s none will sing
-so sweet as you, Dick. Once I’m satisfied to go on, I’ll take
-you with me and give you the chance you never had on
-Earth.”</p>
-
-<p>By now the two were well over the crest of the stream-skirted
-knoll. Toward them, from the direction of the gate,
-spirits fluttered like leaves in a wind. Voices called out
-through the spaces&mdash;glad cries of greeting and wails of disappointment
-worn weak from repetition.</p>
-
-<p>As before, Jack shielded his eyes with one hand and peered
-about. And, as he peered, he vented a cry that was the
-aggregate of all certitude. His left hand he lifted to guard
-the bird, then started down the hill.</p>
-
-<p>From out the nether hazes a man-shade came climbing
-toward them. That he lately had arrived from Earth showed
-in the anxiety of his dark, strong face. When he saw who
-was shuffling toward him and recognized the excited, childish
-voice hailing him, he increased his pace. When they
-met, father and son:</p>
-
-<p>“Greetings, John Cabot!”</p>
-
-<p>“Jack Cabot, greetings!”</p>
-
-<p>The large and small hands gripped.</p>
-
-<p>“I had a feeling you were due,” explained the boy, conquering
-the first incoherency of his delight. “I guess Dick
-must have felt the same way. Did you hear him sing as we
-came over the hill? Oh, John, I’m so glad you’ve come!
-This is a wonderful place to be happy in. But you can’t
-be happy alone. I’ve come back ever so often, hoping that
-you or&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Then you haven’t seen her yet?”</p>
-
-<p>“You mean?” For a moment the child-soul stared up at
-his father’s emotionful face. He stood on tip-toe to whisper
-his interpretation, lest the joy-jealous zephyrs snatch it away.
-“Not her&mdash;not <i>’Lores</i>!”</p>
-
-<p>“She came a month since. I am sure she would have
-been on the lookout for you, Jack. Strange you have not
-met.”</p>
-
-<p>“Maybe&mdash;&mdash;” Jack shuddered. “It’s an awful journey
-over. Maybe she got so afraid of the snakes and the owls
-and the wild asses&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“There’s no stopping along the highway, son. Every soul
-survives the dread of death, they tell me. In reality, the
-transition between the two phases of existence is brief. At
-the gate they told me that she had passed through, but they
-refused so much as a hint at the direction she had taken. I’ve
-covered the border fields thoroughly since I came. Had
-concluded she must have found you and gone on.”</p>
-
-<p>His concern lowered like a shadow to Jack’s face. “It
-don’t seem like ’Lores to forget me. I’d never give up trying
-to find her.”</p>
-
-<p>“She may not have known that I was on the way.” John
-appeared to be advising himself. “But she did seem so close
-to me that morning above the sea. Her voice sounded so
-clear&mdash;so near. I was sure she had called me. If I could
-hear her with ears of clay, it seems as though she&mdash;&mdash; I
-tried to answer her. I wonder&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Neither father nor son had noticed two small clouds which
-had appeared on the horizon line above the nether world.
-Mere fluttering specks at first, they had developed color and
-form in a rapid approach. They settled upon the sward and
-hurried forward. He in advance was of up-standing form,
-his face beautiful and ardent, despite its lines of care. By
-one hand, he led a fair girl spirit whose head hung as if
-from shame and whose eyes, on close approach, showed to
-brim with tears. Boldly enough the youth lined up before
-the two Cabots.</p>
-
-<p>“I am Amor and this is Innocentia. You know us well,
-although on Earth you could not see us. In a way we belong
-to you as well as to our dear Dolores.”</p>
-
-<p>“Dolores?” John snatched at the name. “You can tell
-us where she is?”</p>
-
-<p>“Let me prepare you”&mdash;in pity, Amor. “I owe my life
-to you, John Cabot. I was, in fact, born of your heart beats
-that day you first saw her in Seff’s shop. Not consciously&mdash;of
-course mortals realize only the half of what they do&mdash;you
-sent me to her side to guide her. I have done what I could.
-But earthlings have no care for love. They never think to
-spare it until after it is dead.”</p>
-
-<p>The shy girl spirit was moved by her comrade’s self-depreciation
-to speak. “Amor has been splendid. He was close
-beside her when she heard the news that you had been sent
-to the Fields. He proposed our search for you. And he
-held me up with sheer strength when I felt that I must
-swoon from exhaustion. Always he has tried to protect
-me even as&mdash;as you.”</p>
-
-<p>“As I?” John asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t you recognize me yet?” She brushed the moisture
-from her eyes and lifted them to his, twin blue anemones.
-“I am what you loved best in your love. Although you could
-not see me as now, you knew that I was there. You held
-me dearer than her beauty, than her youth&mdash;yes, even than
-her passion for you.”</p>
-
-<p>“In mercy’s name, don’t taunt me!” John’s voice was a
-sort of groan. “I did value you. I tried to save you from
-myself. God knows how hard I tried. It seems incredible
-to me now that I should have torn you from her&mdash;trampled
-on you&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Trampled me? You never did that.” Her timidity conquered
-by sight of his suffering, Innocentia touched his arm.
-“Not for one minute was I really afraid of you. A great
-love, such as yours, could not harm me. Amor often told
-me that. I stayed close to her on Earth and crossed with
-her into Shadow Land.”</p>
-
-<p>“Even down there we’ve been with her most of the time,”
-Amor added.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Down there?</i>” Startled out of his shame, John Cabot
-peered into the care-worn faces of the guardian pair. “You
-mean&mdash;she is assigned&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>He read the answer in their distressed, averted looks. His
-mind was quickly made.</p>
-
-<p>“Lead on&mdash;and down!”</p>
-
-<p>“But, John&mdash;&mdash;” Young Jack clung tight to one of the
-knotted fists that hung at his father’s side&mdash;“you can’t go
-into Gehenna. You and I are assigned to the Fields. It
-is a rule here that we can go on, but never back.”</p>
-
-<p>“Go on&mdash;without her?” John laughed in a short, hard
-way. “There is no right in a rule that assigns me to Elysium
-and her to Gehenna. I’ll find a way to prove that one man
-feels responsible for a woman’s fall. Son, I am going to
-bring her back with me.”</p>
-
-<p>“If you could, John&mdash;if only you could!” Afraid, yet
-brave to believe in the power of his god of Earth, the boy-soul
-gazed into his father’s face. “You’ll look for me,
-John, first thing when you come back? A little way on there
-are bowers and villas that the shades build to live in while
-their eyes and minds are getting used to the Light. They
-leave them empty for anyone to take when they’re ready to
-progress nearer the Source. You’ll know the one I’m in
-if you listen to hear Dick sing. I’ll be waiting for you and&mdash;and
-<i>her</i>, John Cabot.”</p>
-
-<p>“Jack Cabot, until we meet again!”</p>
-
-<p>In time the boy had remembered his lameness, so did not
-plead to go along. The best way to expedite his hero’s return
-was to let him proceed unencumbered. Striving for
-courage, he watched the tall form follow Amor and Innocentia
-across the fields. A twitter reminded him that he was
-not entirely deprived. Gulping back his disappointment, he
-declared manfully:</p>
-
-<p>“We’ll get a nice place ready for her, Dick&mdash;my other
-mother. He says he’ll bring her back, so we know he will.
-John can do anything. It <i>will</i> be fun being happy!”</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>Across the mystery wastes that lie between the mortal
-world and Shadow Land looms a redoubtable wall. Through
-its gateway any from Earth may pass at will. But none may
-return.</p>
-
-<p>Just within, the two head ushers slumped upon their bench
-and gazed over the familiar, but incogitable scene. The well-worn
-inward path soon divided, its lower half to drop over a
-declivity, whence it sloped “easily” into Avernus, its upper
-to wind away and away until lost in that incalculably distant
-glow.</p>
-
-<p>“Queer set this”&mdash;the first usher.</p>
-
-<p>“Queer is right&mdash;or wrong”&mdash;his fellow. “I’d like to
-know, for instance, what makes that Light.”</p>
-
-<p>“I, too. Can’t be either sun or moon, because it never
-sets.”</p>
-
-<p>The chief’s eyes fixed on a verdant slope, from whose
-hazes a female figure sped with apprehensive manner toward
-the base of the wall. He shrugged on seeing a unit of the
-boundary patrol return her into the Fields, but gently, with
-never a threat of spear.</p>
-
-<p>“One of the yearning mothers, I suppose. Strange how
-they’re possessed to slip back to their children!”</p>
-
-<p>“Children who likely aren’t wasting a worry on them,”
-the associate sighed. “Why won’t mothers let bad enough
-alone?”</p>
-
-<p>A wail like the lament of a lost zephyr drew their attention
-to the rim.</p>
-
-<p>“That fool woman in love trying to descend again,” the
-second usher continued to grumble. “She’s not the first
-who’s insisted that she’d rather be in Hell with him than in
-Heaven without. Quaint, isn’t it, considering that we don’t
-have any trouble with men in vice-versa cases?”</p>
-
-<p>“Hi, guardsmen! You asleep? What’s wrong over
-there?”</p>
-
-<p>With his cry, the chief sprang up and hurried toward the
-down path. Ahead of him ran the spear-carrier whom he
-had called to task. Behind came his fellow.</p>
-
-<p>From the brume of the upper distances a group of three
-spirits had emerged and were rushing downward, regardless
-of the shade patrol. Through the array of spears leveled
-against them they darted as though impervious to wounds
-of fear.</p>
-
-<p>On the rock-strewn cliff the reinforcements found themselves
-facing an aroused man-<i>manes</i> whose like they never
-had seen. Clothed in an armor of light was John Cabot,
-“his eyes as lamps of fire ... and the voice of his words
-like the voice of a multitude.”</p>
-
-<p>“What matter the judgments of men, after man’s little
-day is done? Make way. I am going through.”</p>
-
-<p>“Drive him back,” commanded the chief usher. “All together
-now!”</p>
-
-<p>Against the row of leveled spear points, John hurled
-himself.</p>
-
-<p>“Right is might and I am right,” he cried.</p>
-
-<p>“You can’t pit one will against hundreds and win,” the
-chief contended. “Stop a second. Realize how foolish&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“And what is folly but a riotous expenditure of will?”
-At his application of the memory flash, John laughed. “This
-is&mdash;to will&mdash;and to have&mdash;my will,” he panted as he fought
-the united determination to stay him. “You witness the end&mdash;of
-my social ideas&mdash;my immoderate desires&mdash;my excesses&mdash;my
-pleasures that&mdash;have ended&mdash;in death. A laugh for&mdash;your
-hundreds&mdash;of wills!”</p>
-
-<p>Perhaps by his rashness, perhaps by force of the wind now
-rousing in strength from over the Fields, the light forms of
-Amor and Innocentia were snatched up and borne through
-the ranks of the guard. At sight of their disappearance into
-the abyss, John’s eyes blazed like lit torches.</p>
-
-<p>“Since mind is more than matter up here&mdash;since this is a
-world of will&mdash;let the stronger will prevail!”</p>
-
-<p>From the grasp of the nearest of the patrol, he wrenched
-a torch-lit spear. Waving it on high, he rushed their resistance;
-engaged them; smote their thoughts with his
-thoughts. The two ushers fell back, powerless to contend
-against him.</p>
-
-<p>“He must be a madman,” gasped the chief.</p>
-
-<p>“Or a god”&mdash;his associate.</p>
-
-<p>Both shook in the greatening gale. Both paled to see that
-the mystery Light, which had abided since their entrance into
-Shadow Land, was being eclipsed by Stygian clouds. So
-dark grew the air that they scarcely could discern the form
-of the man-<i>manes</i> outlined against the rim. But his battle-cry
-came back to them.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Make way&mdash;make way for my mind!</i>”</p>
-
-<p>Into the thunders that rocked the clouds merged his voice.
-Lightnings lit his victory. Madman or god, he plunged over
-the rim.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XXVII">CHAPTER XXVII</h3>
-</div>
-
-<p>Early as she dared that forenoon, Dolores had sought
-audience with the King. From calculation new to her, she
-had arrayed herself to please him. Ceding the mauves and
-dove grays that seemed best to express her, she had selected
-one of the court creations designed for her by the master
-electrician of His Highness’s own robes&mdash;an effect as of
-dawn-tinted tulles weighted by a tunic sewn over with rose
-rubies. Her hair she had wrapped about her head like a
-splendid coronet. To the handle of the jasper-like staff to
-be carried with the costume she had fastened the tiny dynamo
-of a full-blown, scarlet rose and in the ribbon of one silver
-sandal, just over the high-arched instep, had tied a closed,
-pearl-dewed bud. Upon Adeline’s verdict of “Exquisite,
-madame!” she had studied the mercury lest any possibility
-of further effect be neglected. The reflection was of a
-woman-soul, young, fresh, hopeful as the early morn, yet
-already aglow from the red realizations of her noon-day.</p>
-
-<p>His Majesty received her alone in the throne-room.
-Among fulsome compliments he interspersed his gratification
-that she had not awaited a summons from him.</p>
-
-<p>Dolores was more surprised by this affability than she
-should have been by any new truculence. For the first moments
-she found herself overcome by what she had prepared
-to overcome in him&mdash;indignation.</p>
-
-<p>“Then you did not really suspect me last night?”</p>
-
-<p>He lifted a protesting hand. “You wouldn’t deprive me
-of that pleasure? Can’t you conceive how much rivals are
-enjoyed by the admirer who need have no fear?” He descended
-the dais to substantiate the claim in the mirror.</p>
-
-<p>After he had placed the prime minister’s chair for her,
-she gave him her answer. She would accept the office of
-Low Priestess.</p>
-
-<p>At the quiet pronouncement a gleam lit the steel of his
-eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“I am glad,” said he. “Sooner or later&mdash;probably sooner
-<i>than</i> later&mdash;I should have made you accept it. However, it
-is gratifying that you have done so, shall we say, <i>near</i>-voluntarily?
-You make me hope that&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>He bent his head and looked into her face. Soon he
-finished in the smooth voice of a hierophant expounding his
-doctrine.</p>
-
-<p>“You make me hope several things of you. From your
-viewpoint I ought to despise you for last night’s discovery
-that your vamping mania has consumed a soldier from my
-ranks doddering enough to be your grandfather.”</p>
-
-<p>“You are too intelligent to believe that,” she flashed.</p>
-
-<p>“Nice work for an earthly audience. But it’s not to your
-interest to convince me. I am too delighted to find you worse
-than you at times appear. Did you notice down in the world
-that the virtuous women keep the devotion of their men?
-I guess not. One difference between me and male earthlings
-is that I own up to a depravity which they are taught from
-birth to deny. The worse I think you, the longer you’re
-likely to hold me. Pray let me dream on!”</p>
-
-<p>“To hold&mdash;<i>you?</i>”</p>
-
-<p>Something of sincerity in his voice forced the query.
-Instantly she regretted it.</p>
-
-<p>“That <i>naïveté</i> is your cleverest trick,” he approved. “You
-probably guessed long before I did my&mdash;ah&mdash;dishonorable
-intentions. Since you ask, I don’t mind declaring them here
-and now.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no, not now&mdash;not here!”</p>
-
-<p>With the protest she got to her feet and turned toward
-the door. But she was stopped by the compelling look of
-him.</p>
-
-<p>“Why should I be willing to invest you with a power equal
-almost to my own? Am I likely to overlook how much more
-deadly is the female than the male&mdash;how much faster you
-will grow in sin than I have done, once you are well started?
-Should I risk your attempting to overthrow me by not making
-our interests one?”</p>
-
-<p>She did not answer his questions. And she asked none
-other. She stood, perforce, waiting to hear that of which
-instinct had warned her all along.</p>
-
-<p>He began again in different vein. “I’ve been mighty lonely
-down here these last few thousand years. You see, I’ve
-never been appreciated or understood. The moment I saw
-you that terrible Tuesday&mdash;or was it a tragic Thursday?&mdash;I
-appreciated that you were different. To have the sympathy
-and approval of a woman-soul like you&mdash;&mdash;” He interrupted
-with a laugh at himself. “But there, I’ll leave that ‘lonely,’
-‘misunderstood’ old plea for the husbands of the world to
-tell other men’s wives. The truth is, you have convinced me
-that I’ve missed a whole lot. Much as I despise weaknesses,
-I have come to feel that one would be a luxury. Dolores,
-I want to love you.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I don’t want you to.” She stepped back from him.</p>
-
-<p>“And I want you,” he continued imperturbably, “to want
-to love me. I could have made you do so long ago, just as
-your hypnotic osteopath could have done, but I’d not be satisfied
-with that brand. Come, give the devil his due!”</p>
-
-<p>All she gave him was silence. He watched her while continuing.</p>
-
-<p>“In the close relationship which I propose, you’ll have
-greater opportunity to quip my curiosity and compel my admiration.
-Should I tire of you our community of interests
-will bind me to you much as earthlings are bound in that
-state called&mdash;Fairest fiend, I ask you to become my queen.”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>No!</i>”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores was dismayed beyond all discretion. She tried
-to throw off the clutch which he laid upon her arm.</p>
-
-<p>“You’d be wiser to conceal your aversion,” he advised.
-“You are going to accept me whether you wish to or not, just
-as you have accepted the office of Low Priestess. In both
-cases the answer was settled before the proposition was put.
-And it is a fair proposition, this last. I am positively anxious
-to care for you as much as I can&mdash;more, if anything, than
-I intend to make you care for me. ‘He that leadeth into
-captivity shall go into captivity.’ Don’t you see? I have
-acknowledged my wish for one weakness to give you every
-chance for graceful consent. With me it is now or never.
-I feel that you are the one woman-shade who can teach me&mdash;well,
-what I wish to know. But you won’t get a second
-chance. The Great-I-Am is a softy to give man a second
-chance in the Redemption. I shall not be that soft regarding
-you.”</p>
-
-<p>As still she spoke no word, he urged more stressfully:</p>
-
-<p>“Have you no ambition that you scorn the queenship of
-the Universe? That’s what my offer means. I have taken
-none into the secret of my Great Intention. And until I
-feel that we are one in spirit as in state, I shall not fully
-confide in you. But I’ll say that the day of my deliverance
-is close at hand. Soon my supremacy shall be established
-from everlasting to everlasting. Ruthlessness shall rule before
-the time of the end. How long, do you suppose, can
-He stand who is self-acknowledged to be all this weakness
-called love, against The Hate, which am I?”</p>
-
-<p>The question he blazed into her eyes, now uplifted to the
-demand of his.</p>
-
-<p>“Little fool, how dare you hesitate? Consider what you
-are and who I am&mdash;your smallness and my greatness. Consider
-Eternity. Hell is my home-land. I have conquered
-Earth. High Heaven only is to gain. The time is near
-when the Castling from Paradise shall return unto his own.
-Judgment shall be damned on that day. And I shall be
-Jehovah. The Day&mdash;<i>The Day</i>!”</p>
-
-<p>In an ecstasy of egoism, he caught the spirit-girl by the
-shoulders; willed her up the steps and into his great carved
-chair.</p>
-
-<p>“Sit you in the seat of the mighty,” he ordered. “Learn
-the sensation of gracing a throne. Queen of three worlds&mdash;<i>my</i>
-queen&mdash;accept the salute of your most abject slave!”</p>
-
-<p>Sinking to one knee he lowered his lips to her bare ankle.
-The spot they pressed stung as though from nettles, then
-turned redder than the rose-bud tied against her instep.</p>
-
-<p>“I am a suppliant, Queen Dolores&mdash;I who never was a
-suppliant before.” His lips increased in ardor through the
-contact. “I need you. I want you. But I want you to
-acknowledge the need of me. Always have I jeered at mortal
-men who plead for favor. I don’t know what’s come over
-me. I could take you and make you and break you all in one
-flash of my will. And yet&mdash;I ask you, Dolores. I <i>ask</i> you.”</p>
-
-<p>The spirit-girl realized that the time had come for her to
-speak, but she could not force her tongue. Gone was her
-self-reliance of the early dawn. She had come prepared,
-but not for this. Overwhelmed she felt by his declaration
-as she had not been by his threats.</p>
-
-<p>The sensation was familiar; recalled those days of uncertainty
-in the Cabot home when she had been tried by the
-evasive ways of John. Then her fear had been for him and,
-through him, for herself. Now he and she were included
-only as infinitesimal atoms in the universal disaster that
-impended.</p>
-
-<p>Look high as Heaven, look low as Hell, she was afraid.</p>
-
-<p>“How dark it is growing!” She shuddered.</p>
-
-<p>“Is it so dark you cannot see that I am on my knees, still
-asking you?”</p>
-
-<p>“How can you ask me, when you know where my heart
-belongs?”</p>
-
-<p>His lips lifted over his fang-like teeth, in sudden reversion
-to type. “No heart that I want can belong anywhere else,”
-he snarled. “You have seen that mongrel lover of yours turn
-yellow with cowardice.”</p>
-
-<p>“I have seen him,” she corrected, “conquer cowardice.”</p>
-
-<p>“We won’t quibble. The obstinacy of the female heart is
-more often a fault than a virtue. Open your mind to conviction.
-Can you imagine me feeling cowardice? I’ve tried
-to give you an idea of how bad I am. At least I have shown
-enough inherent evil to awaken some slight admiration.”</p>
-
-<p>“But our standards are very different, Your Lowness. I
-don’t admire this ruthlessness you boast. The sensations
-from love and hate are very much alike, they say. Isn’t
-it possible that you are mistaken in the absolutism of your
-wickedness? Don’t you suppose that you are capable of a
-pulse-beat of mercy for one who&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>The flash of lightning that shivered through the thickening
-gloom of the great room seemed to illuminate her
-broken query with significance. The answering rumble of
-thunder was no less menacing than his reply.</p>
-
-<p>“This is heresy. You weaken your capacity for sin with
-every such thought. Good as you are, I’ll make you in time
-bad as I am. As the queen-consort you shall become the
-wickedest thought of my mind, the most vicious desire of
-my soul. Deadlier than death, you shall give and keep giving
-life to my love. Undying love&mdash;that would be a delicate
-morsel, would it not, little gourmet of the hearts of men?”</p>
-
-<p>“All real love is undying,” she maintained.</p>
-
-<p>Her eyes held on the distant curtain. Its alternating electric
-stripes were writhing like snakes, as if tormented by a
-wind stronger than its dynamo.</p>
-
-<p>“At least, passion is not. Undying passion&mdash;that would
-be something new even to you, eh? Do you remember,
-siren, my mention of an ‘experiment’?”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores, at the look that was lapping her face, shrank back
-into the throne chair. At the burn of his hands as they
-pressed her outline from waist to shoulders, a scream broke
-from control. But even as she was impelled forward and
-down, her terror became exorcised by the lure in the look of
-him. That most destructive of all forces&mdash;the brute force
-of evil thought&mdash;bent her knees; loosened her clutch of the
-chair-arms; drew downward her face. Almost had her lips
-met his in a loathing, yet longing soul-caress&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>The semi-gloom was lit by many kilowatts of light. The
-curtain was torn apart. From the entrance door a tall man-spirit
-fought his way. A cursing demon pack surrounded
-him. To his legs clung the dwarfs of the Gehennan gate.
-Lightnings from the storm without followed him, as steel
-slivers follow a magnet. Disheveled, wild of eye from the
-fury of his fight, unannounced and undeterred, he forced his
-way to the dais steps.</p>
-
-<p>“At last&mdash;<i>John</i>!”</p>
-
-<p>Sad from the very intensity of her gladness rang the bell
-tones of Dolores’ salutation. At sight of her beloved she
-had found herself; had broken the evil spell put upon her;
-had risen from the throne. She stood with hands outstretched,
-a visualization of that composite called a woman’s
-heart. Ethereal as the fabric of her gown shone her face
-and forehead. Rose red as the mesh of rubies that girdled
-her glowed her lips. And from the deep purple of her eyes
-all mystery cleared&mdash;a royal revelation.</p>
-
-<p>But John Cabot did not accept the invitation of her hands.
-He did not ascend the steps. In silence he returned her gaze.
-In his ears still rang the scream which had brought him
-strength to worst the hellion guards. His mind hurt from
-the sobs of the love-lad and Innocentia, huddled in horror
-outside the door. His eyes saw only the picture hung before
-his entry of a lady downbent and a kneeling knight, their
-lips about to meet.</p>
-
-<p>He lifted his regard to the magnificent figure looming
-negligently behind the throne-chair. Gray eyes met black, a
-soundless clash of iron and steel.</p>
-
-<p>Satan snapped the pause. “So&mdash;you have joined us, after
-all?”</p>
-
-<p>“Sir,” said John, “you have the advantage over me.”</p>
-
-<p>“I have, indeed, as will develop on acquaintance. I believe
-you have already met her known as Grief to Men.
-Suppose you bow before the queen to be.”</p>
-
-<p>John’s gaze returned to the prayer for forgiveness on
-Dolores’ face. His leonine head leaned as if to hear the
-quiver of her lips. The great soul of him saw more than his
-eyes had seen. He granted the prayer, took the offered hand;
-bent before the spirit of the woman he had loved until his
-kiss swept her finger-tips.</p>
-
-<p>“Dolores, I have come to you. On Earth I was too weak
-in flesh to show the strength of my regard for you. But you
-should not have distrusted and deserted me. Didn’t you
-realize, from your own desolation, how hard it was for me
-to stay away?”</p>
-
-<p>“Afterward I realized,” she murmured. “Too late I
-knew.”</p>
-
-<p>“I was fighting your enemies, myself chief among them.
-I had determined to save your good name. It was ironical
-that the friend who tried to help me ruined both your life
-and mine. Had I known about the child, even though I
-could not have freed myself by law, I should have declared
-you my wife before the world&mdash;not as I’d have wished,
-but in a binding pact. Dolores, I have come to tell you&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“So we observe,” slashed His Majesty’s sword-sharp
-voice. “And might I inquire just why you presume to come
-to this lady&mdash;you who have a perfectly bad wife on Earth?”</p>
-
-<p>“I am divorced by death.”</p>
-
-<p>John continued to look only at her whose good-faith was
-the <i>sine qua non</i> of his desire. She, he could see, was eager
-to hear him, despite her apparent fear of the Machiavellian
-presence. To her he spoke, low and rapidly.</p>
-
-<p>“I found myself in a burning plane at sea. I seemed to
-hear your voice calling me from far away. But the shortcut
-I tried to take to you has proved the longest way. When
-I learned that you had been assigned to Gehenna and I
-by special license to the Fields, I went mad with rage.
-That you should be damned and I rewarded for the selfsame
-crime was unspeakable! They could not drive me back.
-To be spiritually chained to earth would be bad enough, yet
-that would have a mortal limit. Even Mors does not seem
-to know the date of the Second Call. A century on Earth is
-accounted only an hour here. To wait around in futile
-transitions from fear to hope&mdash;from hope to fear&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Why didn’t you go on when you had a chance”&mdash;again
-Satan interposed&mdash;“on toward that nice place called Paradise?”</p>
-
-<p>“Dolores, you are my Paradise&mdash;lost and regained, though
-not yet redeemed. I have come to redeem you.”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Christ!</i>” Malice sounded close behind the Satanic sneer.
-“Just what is your claim, redeemer?”</p>
-
-<p>At last John Cabot answered him directly. “I want justice
-for this woman-soul. I want it <i>now</i>. I demand that
-you release her.”</p>
-
-<p>“You <i>want</i>? <i>You</i> demand? And you contend that she
-belongs to the Fields, she compared with whom the ‘mother
-of harlots’ was a saint in a niche?”</p>
-
-<p>“You lie!”</p>
-
-<p>At the suppressed fury of John’s declaration, noxious
-fumes began to spread from the Belial glare.</p>
-
-<p>“A strong word to use over a mere disparity in point of
-view. However, your compliment sounded genuine and I
-thank you. Sorry that your demand must be denied. Law
-of the land, you know.”</p>
-
-<p>“The best thing about most laws is that they can be
-broken,” John asserted. “I cannot conceive of a great intellect
-that would not except this case, once it was explained.
-A woman who never had an unclean thought or an impulse
-that was not wholly kind has been sent into Badlands, while
-each of those who contributed to her fall has been reinstated
-in the opinion of men. A shop vulture has made a virtue
-of his vulturing. An alleged man of God&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t go through the list,” His Majesty objected. “I’ve
-had many a laugh over the choice assortment. Doctor, lawyer,
-merchant, chief, richman, poorman, beggar-man&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Thief?” John interrupted in his turn. “I am the thief.
-And even I, the most culpable of all, have ‘come back’ in
-the opinion of my fellows&mdash;have been rewarded as was everybody
-concerned in her ruin.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, even down to that delightful old woman who was so
-anxious to get her gas bill paid.”</p>
-
-<p>At the King’s interjection, Dolores sank back into the
-throne-chair. Against its high back he leaned for support in
-his loudening laughter.</p>
-
-<p>John Cabot did not laugh. With each peal of Satan’s
-mirth, his frown darkened.</p>
-
-<p>“I am not afraid of you and your ridicule. If the double-standard
-rule is the law to which you refer&mdash;if that holds
-beyond the jurisdiction of Earth&mdash;then doubly do I intend
-to break it.”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>You</i> intend? Really, you are&mdash;too funny&mdash;funnier than
-all&mdash;the rest!” His Majesty struggled for control of his
-risibilities. “Allow me to say that your visit, although something
-of a surprise to one who does not often have ’em,
-is not unwelcome. It is, in fact, almost too gratifying to be
-true. You’re a bold, if not bad man. I have need of your
-sort. Of course, you’ll have to be born again. All good
-men must be regenerated down here.”</p>
-
-<p>“You don’t intend, then&mdash;” Dolores half turned&mdash;“that
-he shall go back?”</p>
-
-<p>“My poor child, do you expect me to flout the gift of
-Providence&mdash;even one sent down like this, C. O. D.? He
-has about as much chance of going back, this snuffed flame
-of yours, as you yourself.”</p>
-
-<p>Stiffening from his negligent pose, he seated himself upon
-one arm of the throne-chair and leaned over her confidentially.</p>
-
-<p>“Mayhap you and I would have been even more companionable
-had you appreciated how much I, too, have longed
-for the coming of John Cabot. Perhaps it is foolish of me,
-but I find I’m just a bit jealous of your quondam lovers. I’d
-like to have them all down here as sort of safety valves when
-I get bad and mad. Having only John, I’d be less than inhuman
-to give up taking it out on him. Besides that great
-experiment on myself, there’s a lesser one I wish to try out
-on you. Now, now, sweet Grief, don’t worry! Nothing
-painful. Rather one whose success will bring you delight.”</p>
-
-<p>“Please to&mdash;tell me&mdash;what you mean?” faltered Dolores.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve noticed that when the only man a woman earthling
-ever really loved demises&mdash;shuffles quite beyond her reach,
-you know&mdash;she proceeds to love, as soon as she can locate
-him, the second only ever man. I’d like to demonstrate that
-the rule holds down here. You wouldn’t be true to type if
-you didn’t have a lingering sort of affection for every one of
-your ex-onlies.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I don’t see&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“I make John die a second death before your eyes, in
-order that he be regenerated unto sin. I crunch to dust the
-bones of his spirit. I tear to bits the sinews of his soul.
-When you see him an unrecognizable heap in the morgue of
-Gehenna, will you like me, do you suppose now, more or
-less?”</p>
-
-<p>At her failure to reply, he sauntered toward the nearest
-mirror; there carefully adjusted his red cravat. Evidently
-reassured by the magnificence of his reflection, he added
-amiably enough:</p>
-
-<p>“That Judge Strang was no more a sport than am I. He
-took a long chance on you after one short look. After the
-some few looks I’ve had, I’ll take a longer one. What say
-you, fair fiend? Be a sport, too. Come, let’s make it a bet!”</p>
-
-<p>Her response was a worded moan. “Why, John&mdash;<i>why</i>
-did you come?”</p>
-
-<p>For a moment His Majesty considered the drooping, dusk-crowned
-head.</p>
-
-<p>“Evidently,” he made remark to whom it might concern,
-“she doesn’t consider mine a betting proposition.”</p>
-
-<p>As if suddenly aware of the hellion guard cluttering the
-great room, he amused himself driving them back against
-the highly-charged curtains.</p>
-
-<p>John Cabot mounted the dais steps; removed the girl-soul’s
-hands from her face; held them while he bent to look into
-her eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“You are my mate,” he said. “You have been tried&mdash;tempted,
-perhaps. But I believe in you. You swore once
-to believe in me. Do you remember? Come with me,
-Dolores. Let me fight your way up to the Fields as I fought
-mine down. Have courage to come.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’d only hold you back,” she sighed.</p>
-
-<p>“The harder the fight, the dearer the victory,” he urged.
-“And we should be together. Does that mean nothing to
-you? Whatever your fate, I should feel honored to share
-it&mdash;to serve you through Eternity in atonement. Where faith
-lives there is love.”</p>
-
-<p>“Faith?” A rasping sob shook her&mdash;or was it a laugh?
-“Faith, he says, is the fear of fools.”</p>
-
-<p>“Faith is fear? I do not understand.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes. Fools pretend faith because they fear. But nobody
-really believes in anything down here. Everybody fears&mdash;fears
-despair. He’ll never let me go. You must leave me if
-you can. Lean low and listen. Later you’ll understand.”</p>
-
-<p>She caught his arm; shook like a reed with her whisper.</p>
-
-<p>“God sacrificed his only begotten Son, they say, to try to
-save the world. You must sacrifice your hope of me to try
-to save&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Damn you!</i>”</p>
-
-<p>The curse was addressed to the king&mdash;the first Dolores
-ever had heard from the lips of John Cabot. Satan had approached
-soundlessly; with his charged forefinger and thumb
-had flicked the intruder on the brow.</p>
-
-<p>“Save your vitriol. I’m already damned,” he answered
-with consummate insolence.</p>
-
-<p>John, blinking confusedly, straightened. The impulses of
-his late life still controlled him. With the flash of a puma’s
-instinct, he leaped upon the First of Fiends.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XXVIII">CHAPTER XXVIII</h3>
-</div>
-
-<p>Wrath had burned the bonds of John Cabot’s hard-learned
-constraint. A fury of resentment over the subjection
-of Dolores controlled him. Supernatural might to avenge
-and save her seemed to come to him. Yet sudden as was his
-leap, strong its impetus, that which was material of his
-adversary had side-stepped neatly as though he were some
-mortal boxer in a squared circle.</p>
-
-<p>“Positively, you annoy me,” commented Satan from the
-far end of the dais.</p>
-
-<p>“You demon dog, your spite is nothing to my righteous
-rage!”</p>
-
-<p>Again John rushed the blasphemer with head lowered between
-his shoulders; seized and attempted to bear him down.
-But face forward he collapsed upon the steps. His will to
-kill was conquered by its own futility. Nothing&mdash;quite
-nothing was in his grasp. A chuckle caused his glance to
-lift. Nearby stood the Tormentor as though untouched. An
-opaque aura surrounded him. Thick fumes spread with his
-breath.</p>
-
-<p>Cabot staggered to his feet. All too soon the realization
-which Dolores had implored was being taught him. What
-matter how righteous the cause&mdash;how violent his will for
-avengement? This was Too-Late Land.</p>
-
-<p>Satan clapped his hands; commanded the guard.</p>
-
-<p>“Seize the fool. Throw him into the Den of the Demented.
-Get him into shape for particular torment. Out
-with him!”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Wait.</i>”</p>
-
-<p>At Dolores’ word the guardsmen halted their rush.
-John fixed his eyes upon the regal figure rising from the
-throne.</p>
-
-<p>With her rose-adorned staff, upraised like the scepter of
-the queen she had been declared, the girl-shade commanded
-silence. From her eyes, as from beacon candles behind dark
-panes, shone the light of determination. The time had come
-for her to test that early-morn resolve of matching her
-guile against that of His Satanic Majesty. The look she
-leveled upon him was too subtle for even his super-sense to
-define.</p>
-
-<p>“Has Your Lowness duly considered?” she asked him.
-“You say you never waste power. This shade has proved
-at least initiative.”</p>
-
-<p>“A powerful impudence, I call it, to break into our unhappy
-little home in this&mdash;ah&mdash;vehement manner and invite
-my intended, right before my eyes, to elope with him. He
-deserves the worst billet of the Hadean hordes.”</p>
-
-<p>“Granted, sire. But if you draft him, isn’t he likely to
-distinguish himself among your conquering heroes? Is there
-not a warning in his show of fight?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why a warning? What could he do?”</p>
-
-<p>“They tell me that the hold you have on your military is
-in the princely rewards offered to your veterans. And has
-the Great-I-Am Himself a better name for keeping His
-promises than you?”</p>
-
-<p>Crossing to him, Dolores met his combative look with an
-expression of affectionate concern.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t you see that you would put yourself under obligation
-to advance one whom, quite naturally, you wish to
-depose? Why not return him into the false security of
-Elysium? After you have come into your own, he will be
-one of your captives of state. You will then have the privilege
-of wreaking your dislike on him as you see fit. Look on
-him as end-of-the-season fruit. Let him ripen.”</p>
-
-<p>“And be denied the taste of him now?” Satan licked his
-lips. “Is this a trick, she-fiend, to wrest him from my clutch?
-Have a care lest you, too, become disliked!”</p>
-
-<p>“I am not afraid of that.” With a laugh that came
-strangely from her lips&mdash;luring, assured, golden&mdash;she
-plucked the rose-bud off her ankle and, from tip-toe, flicked
-it against his cheek. While placing it in his buttonhole, she
-added: “You brand your warriors. Wear my brand, the
-scarlet bud. You are mine, as I may be yours if only&mdash;&mdash;”
-She drew away her laughing lips just as, almost, he had
-accepted their challenge.</p>
-
-<p>“Courtesan!” he accused. “What has inspired you, all at
-once, with the best way to intrigue me&mdash;to make me doubt
-your truth and fear your artifice?”</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps I have not wished to intrigue you, as you say,
-before. Perhaps my artifice has been in concealing myself.
-Ah, Pluto, that even you have not guessed my trickery! I
-wished to wait until sure of my own mind. Yours is so
-dominant, it is hard to be sure. Since what you have said
-this morning, I am ready to stand revealed. You have
-aroused what you see in my eyes. You should be the last to
-doubt. This is myself. The other was all pose&mdash;my best
-asset on Earth.”</p>
-
-<p>“You are worse than I thought,” he exulted. “I was
-beginning almost to believe in your decency, so consistently
-did you act. Then, after all, I am right?”</p>
-
-<p>Again she laughed, this time with him. “Aren’t you
-always right, you perpetual wrong? Of course there is no
-right or wrong to what I’m asking you. Call it my caprice.
-I’ve done a great deal to please you. Do one thing for me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Make it something else, then.”</p>
-
-<p>“Something else is never what one wishes.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I suspect your request of being something more than
-a caprice.”</p>
-
-<p>“That even I cannot deceive you!” With the chagrined
-exclamation, she thrust her arm in his and drew him aside.
-Her head drooped, as if from embarrassment. In a low,
-hesitant voice, she confessed: “You are too keen for me.
-This request <i>does</i> matter to me. The truth is, I don’t want
-my ex-only, as you call him, down here. Don’t you know
-enough of woman’s nature to appreciate how I feel? I can’t
-help the way I was born. I <i>am</i> a harlot at heart. Sooner
-or later the bad habit of loving the old love might distract
-me from the new. You saw last night that any conquest has
-its charms for me. Why not&mdash;-”</p>
-
-<p>She paused, as if to contemplate a fresh idea. Then: “I
-shall need concentration to satisfy Your Lowness’ hopes of
-me and concentration will come easier with not the humblest
-of my ex-suitors to distract. General Cummings was
-a deserter on Earth and, as you yourself said, once a deserter
-always. Him, as well as John Cabot, you may treat with
-fuller effect after The Day. Why not send the old nuisance
-along? And there is one other of whom I should like to be
-rid.”</p>
-
-<p>“Who, pray, may this other be?”</p>
-
-<p>“My babe.”</p>
-
-<p>Satan showed himself assailable by surprise. “Not the
-Littlest Devil? Now you have spoiled your argument. I
-can’t believe&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“You will when I explain. Ineffectual looking as is my
-child, she interferes with my whole-heartedness for evil.
-She rouses soft feelings in me&mdash;impulses to protect the weak
-and helpless. I’ll find it hard to live down even the thought
-of her. To see her daily is a detriment. Focus that imagination
-of yours, Pluto. Try to realize what you often must
-have heard, that mother-love is the most enduring influence
-in the universe.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s one thing I’ve never been&mdash;a mother. Wish I
-had. I’d have given birth to some rare wastrels.” He
-grinned at the thought.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t you see my argument? You will grant the favor
-I ask? I dislike to plead as much as you, but I make this a
-plea. Give me a chance in the one sincerity of my life.”</p>
-
-<p>“Your one sincerity?”</p>
-
-<p>He bent low to catch her murmured reproach.</p>
-
-<p>“That <i>you</i> should need to ask! I, too, feel that I have my
-one chance in you. If you are not strong enough to compel
-me&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“One question.” His fingers snapped like a bracelet
-around her wrist. “Why have you been at such pains to
-arouse my jealousy of this weakling whom now you seem
-to despise?”</p>
-
-<p>Deliciously she smiled. “Ah, you humorists who cannot
-see the joke on yourselves! Once you said that I was
-humorous only in that I had no humor. Since, you have
-taught me. Tell me, is not jealousy the rough stone that
-whets an edge of love on attraction?”</p>
-
-<p>“I’d sort of hate to part with the Littlest Devil,” His
-Highness tentated. “It has seemed almost like having a child
-of one’s own in the palace. If she were a boy, I don’t
-believe I could. Strange, that hankering in the heart of the
-worst of men and devils to reproduce himself in a son!”</p>
-
-<p>He glanced up at his coat-of-arms, then back at her. The
-peculiar intensity of his look was unendurable. Her lids
-drooped over the consternation which she feared would show
-in her eyes. But she pressed her advantage.</p>
-
-<p>“I’d like the babe to go along, for her sake as well as my
-own. Her crime was her parents’. You wouldn’t fancy that
-third-to-fourth generation rule if you’d ever had a child.
-Come, dear Devil, acknowledge that my reasons are good.
-Let me have my way this once. Afterward you may
-have&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Exactly what?”</p>
-
-<p>She lifted her face, pale as a night flower, to the strong
-light of his gaze.</p>
-
-<p>“There is a question between us,” her lips murmured
-reminder. “You can compel me, but you want my consent.
-You spoke just now of a sporting proposition. Very well,
-I’ll make you a bet. This favor I ask you against&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>She could not control the shiver that seized her. The spit
-of fork-tongued lightnings excused the droop of her face.
-For a moment the growl of thunder silenced her voice.</p>
-
-<p>“I can keep promises, too. This favor against&mdash;anything&mdash;you
-want&mdash;of me.”</p>
-
-<p>She had pledged&mdash;herself. Her two hands slipped within
-his and clung, palm to palm. They and her voice shook with
-loathing which she prayed he might mistake for the tremors
-of love.</p>
-
-<p>“Dear, <i>dear</i> Devil,” she begged him.</p>
-
-<p>His answer was in terms of action. He returned to the
-dais and seated himself in the throne-chair. He bade the
-guard unhand their prisoner and sent the dwarfs to summon
-those whose release had been stipulated by the famed siren as
-her price. From a jewel-box he selected a fillet of pearls
-supporting a single, magnificent drop of light, red as a tear
-of blood. This he placed upon Dolores’ night-black hair. It
-was, he made formal announcement, her betrothal crown.</p>
-
-<p>Only John Cabot failed to salaam before the queen-elect.
-Straight to her he strode; bent that only she might hear his
-suppressed appeal.</p>
-
-<p>“Do you expect me to believe in your inconstancy?” he
-asked. “What force has crushed your courage, that you
-hesitate to trust your fate to me? Because I seemed to fail
-you on Earth, do you fear that I shall do so in this inter-world?
-Is there no voice in your heart to tell you how
-gladly I should have forfeited my passport to the Fields to
-spare you this profanation? They say that Shadow Land
-is only the waiting place. Wait with me, Dolores. Don’t
-cast yourself too low for later recall.”</p>
-
-<p>The persistence of his faith both shamed and blessed the
-spirit-girl. Evidently he was struggling against the influence
-of mal-appearances. How could she have doubted such
-absolving love? For herself, surely her Hell was the there
-and the now. She must remember that his safety and that of
-the hapless atom born of their passion hung in the balance.
-Yet even him and their babe she must have sacrificed, if
-necessary, for the greater issue. The fate of the Universe,
-which the Maker seemed to have forgot, depended upon the
-pseudo-treachery of her looks and speech.</p>
-
-<p>So far her determination had proved strong as desperate.
-What that victory were defeat? What that she slew this
-sturdy love of him she so longingly loved? The issue she
-must not&mdash;<i>dared</i> not forget. To protect the great heart of
-John Cabot from those thoughts of despair which, like ceaseless
-drops of water on a stone, in time must wear away his
-hope; to spare him who had defied the first law of Mystery
-Land the realization of his own futility in the Lane of
-Labors; to keep his forehead clean of that brand more significant
-than the brand of Cain&mdash;the hate-sign of the Hadean
-hordes; in saving him to send him as her messenger to warn
-the Earth-blest of the Castling’s contemplated drive; through
-him to reach the ear of One said to be omnipotent and arouse
-Him from His lax protectorate&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>Perhaps, if That Day was saved to righteousness, He
-would be told of her and how she had tried to do her part.
-As yesterday and to-day were so small a fraction of Eternity,
-with all life’s reparations possible in the vast vacuum
-of to-morrow, justice yet might be meted to Dolores.</p>
-
-<p>His Majesty, she knew, had attended each word of John’s
-plea. A single fault in the play of her part and her partial
-success would end in failure. Not long enough for one of
-his dart-like thoughts must she consider the soul-hurt to
-herself. She, whom so often he had twitted for her simplicity,
-had pitted her intelligence against the Master Mind.
-Far better not to have attempted the deceit if she did not
-deceive.</p>
-
-<p>John she silenced with a mocking laugh. His amazement
-she answered with assumed contempt. His protest she cut
-short with ridicule.</p>
-
-<p>“So you cannot progress for thought of me? Strange,
-when here in Gehenna I have out-progressed my <i>penchant</i>
-for you! Yet until to-day I did not realize how sleazy your
-form would look to me or how weak would sound your
-mawkings. One’s taste is best cultured by contrast.”</p>
-
-<p>Her glance toward the King was eloquent interpretation.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t reproach me with my shamelessness, I beg of you,”
-she anticipated him. “It is a point of pride with me. Away,
-you weary me! Let this convince you that my fancy for you
-died with my body.”</p>
-
-<p>She struck him with her jasper-like wand across the lips.
-At his low moan, the illusion of a red rose adorning its
-handle went out.</p>
-
-<p>Dolores, realizing that the light of his love also must have
-been snuffed, scarcely could repress an echo of his protest
-against her cruelty. Lest she fail in the climax of her
-triumph, she turned from the sight of him; sank into the
-prime minister’s chair.</p>
-
-<p>Her courage was reinforced when the dwarfs dragged
-Corporal Sam before the dais. The old soldier-soul’s shaken
-state from only a few hours of “special treatment” accented
-the necessity of his immediate release.</p>
-
-<p>In the parting with her babe she felt free to indulge in
-more of naturalness. She had confessed a weakness there
-in the strength of her desire to overcome it. A moment she
-held the small shade in her arms. But the cling of little arms
-about her neck choked her with the necessity of untwining
-them. So trustful, so young, so blameless, to be consigned
-to punishment! The crush of desolation which pressed hard
-on her heart might best be lifted by thought of a possible
-day when she might see her child again&mdash;see her with her
-trust, her youth, her blamelessness eternalized.</p>
-
-<p>The precious salvage she consigned to John with not a
-word of her heartful adjuration that he be good to her, take
-care of her, teach her that her mother had loved her, even
-as she had him, her best beloved, far too well to have and
-hold.</p>
-
-<p>No more did she risk the aside which she wished with
-soldier Sam, in which to advise that he trust all his dread
-knowledge to John Cabot. She felt sure, however, that he
-would do so of his own accord. Once in the Fields, his
-object would be her own in sending him. Gallant himself,
-he soon would recognize gallantry and would give his
-confidence to John.</p>
-
-<p>The King was issuing orders. An adequate guard was to
-serve as escort to the Elysian boundary, taking a wide detour
-to escape the shade patrol. The fact that such a transfer
-never before had been made need not concern them. The
-love-hound had blazed a trail from Elysium down. Let him
-blaze another from Gehenna up. They were to start at once.</p>
-
-<p>Only John Cabot made his exit loathfully. After the
-others had preceded him through the light-riven curtain, he
-paused; turned. Dolores knew that to the last he hoped of
-her. A gesture, a whisper, a sigh would have recalled him
-to full faith. He had meant what he said. Gladly would he
-have exchanged or shared her fate until that dim-distant
-day when justice was to take the universe.</p>
-
-<p>But she did not make the gesture, vent the whisper,
-breathe the sigh. Rather, she forced the false laugh which
-that hour had stood her in such good stead and turned,
-affecting to think him gone, to her Satanic suitor. Seductively
-she leaned, as if to consummate the caress which John’s
-arrival had interrupted so short and yet so long a while
-before.</p>
-
-<p>At the downward swish of the hangings, however, she
-drew back. The lilt of her laugh was lost in the realization
-that he who had come to find her had left her, lost. More
-moan than mirth it sounded at the thought that no lightning
-flash or whip of wind in the storm-ridden air outside could
-scourge him as had her treachery.</p>
-
-<p>At her change of attitude, Satan sat back and watched her
-with unsmiling scrutiny.</p>
-
-<p>“It is not too late to call them back if you regret the terms
-of our wager. ‘Anything’&mdash;wasn’t that your pledge?”</p>
-
-<p>“But I do not wish them back. I am glad&mdash;so glad to be
-rid of them.”</p>
-
-<p>“And I. You acknowledge that I have won the bet?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Your Lowness. You have&mdash;won.”</p>
-
-<p>Any show of triumph he subdued. Even that peculiarly
-calculating expression in his eyes, which before had dismayed
-her, was covered by a sort of veil.</p>
-
-<p>“The first thing I want of you,” said he quietly enough,
-“is your agreement that to-night shall be our nuptial night.
-I regret to dun a lady, yet I <i>don’t</i> like I. O. U.’s. Shall you
-find it convenient to pay?”</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XXIX">CHAPTER XXIX</h3>
-</div>
-
-<div class="blockquot">
-
-<p>“<i>And the sun became as sackcloth of hair and the
-moon became as blood; and the stars of heaven fell
-unto the earth, even as a figtree casteth her untimely
-figs, when she is shaken of a mighty wind; and the
-heavens departed as a scroll when it is rolled away;
-and every mountain and island were moved out of
-their places.</i>”</p>
-</div>
-
-<p>Long ago, when first she had become an object of diabolic
-clemency, Dolores had supposed that, come a day, she was
-to pay a price. When, after all the public pomp and private
-pose of her regal rites, her new lord escorted her into the
-throne-room&mdash;&mdash; Not until he stretched his arm in prideful
-gesture toward the escutcheon over the dais&mdash;&mdash; Soul-sick,
-she realized then the sum and coinage of that price.</p>
-
-<p>To her chamber through the late afternoon Adeline had
-brought reports of His Highness’ proclamation of the royal
-alliance. Although he could not quiet the unprecedented
-storm which had raged since high-noon and his electricians
-had failed utterly to swing the imitation sun low enough to
-send a single gleam through the clouds on this his wedding
-day, preparations had been rushed. To the farthest reaches
-of the kingdom great annunciators had blared through the
-shriek of winds the bans. Not a rookie of the Hadean
-hordes, not a wench of the Wanton’s Well, not the most
-venomous whisperer of the Cage of In-Laws but knew that
-the Belial Bachelor was to change his state.</p>
-
-<p>And the news was made gladsome by a decree for cessation
-of all punishment. For that eve the thought of despair
-was taboo. The most fearing of shades was to be allowed a
-breath of hope. Even in this clemency, however, the Rule of
-Reversals would hold, according to the noble maid, since at
-daybreak of the morrow all torments were to be resumed in
-double force.</p>
-
-<p>That Greater Gehenna should celebrate was not enough,
-however, to satisfy His Majesty’s festive mood. Earth must
-join in the rejoicing over his signal success in the most intricate
-of games, even though the mortal participants might
-not be told the cause back of their debauch. Through free
-distribution of Devil’s Dew, a negotiable, bottled quintessence
-of his own most iniquitous spirits, which had become a recent
-output of distilleries under his direct control, there was to be
-started that night a series of riots destined to belt the globe,
-a spree of all nations that must have mortified the ancient
-Bacchanalians, did wireless reports penetrate to their section
-of the Realm.</p>
-
-<p>The ceremony had been brief and the guests few. Original
-Sin, looking particularly hypocritical in his crackling high-church
-robes, officiated. Although none there was to give
-away the spirit bride, the lack was dismissed with the groom’s
-remark that, thanks to his inside knowledge of how to force
-the affections female, she was her own free gift.</p>
-
-<p>Perhaps never in all marriages of convenience on Earth
-had sounded so sacrilegious the transposed lines of the
-service.</p>
-
-<p>Would Dolores take Satan to love, honor and obey, from
-everlasting to everlasting, until he himself did them part?</p>
-
-<p>She would.</p>
-
-<p>And would Satan do his damnedest to love and cherish
-Dolores?</p>
-
-<p>Hell helping him, he would.</p>
-
-<p>Almost before her change of estate could be realized, she
-who had been despised of men stood before the Lower World
-with a crown upon her head and a scepter in her hand.</p>
-
-<p>Her lord’s first marital word had been a complaint. Why
-hadn’t she worn the glittering amethystine costume which
-he had ordered as her bridal robe? Did she think herself
-still the shopgirl who had walked, once upon a time, into
-Vincent Seff’s “slaughter of the innocents” that she should
-come to her nuptials unadorned by any of the stage jewelry
-which he had heaped upon her? Or had her late-learned
-humor dictated her dress of virgin white?</p>
-
-<p>She suspected indulgence, if not actual approval, behind
-his show of displeasure. Himself he had arrayed faultlessly
-in cutaway effect. His two departures from Earth’s accepted
-mode lay in a scarlet cravat and his <i>boutonnière</i>. In lieu of
-the conventional orange-blossom bud, he wore a tiny illuminated
-nectarine.</p>
-
-<p>As to so many women-souls before her sacrificed upon
-the matrimonial altar, the subsequent feast was to Dolores
-a tedious affair. Toasted in varied high-volt mixtures,
-praised for her vices in the retroactive terms of the damned,
-applauded uproariously for her inability to make brazen
-reply as the arch-mistress of deceit, she had striven through
-course after course to keep up appearances. What though
-in the illusion of passion flowers that banked the board as a
-centerpiece she saw only the reproach in the dark eyes of
-John Cabot? What though her only taste from the adroit
-food-phantasies was the unsatisfying reminder that she must
-not regret her deception&mdash;must not allow herself to long for
-him, lest her thought-clutch deter him from the brave deeds
-that he must do? What though the only spirituous effect of
-the wine she quaffed was the realization that, with every half-hour
-now, the little party saved by her surrender must be
-nearer that boundary over which not even the Prince of the
-Power of the Air might recall them? With her black demi-watt
-she sipped the conviction that, in the emergency, she
-had done the best she could; with her electro-cordial frappé,
-the hope that already John might understand&mdash;that all might
-yet be well.</p>
-
-<p>Now, with her gaze up-hung on the royal coat-of-arms,
-that conviction became as “sackcloth of hair” and the moon
-of her desire “as blood.” The stars of her hope-heaven fell
-unto the Earth, “even as a figtree casteth her untimely figs
-when shaken by a mighty wind.” All be well? “As a scroll
-... when rolled away” was that sanguine possibility. Out
-of their places were moved her every mountain of resolve
-and island of faith.</p>
-
-<p>She had declared herself ready to pay. Above was writ
-the price.</p>
-
-<p>From out the design, as of ebony and amethyst, still shone
-the giant’s crown in bas-relief. The names of Japheth, Shem
-and Ham continued to drip in ruby lights from the horns of
-their respective lines. The caption beneath blazed brilliantly
-through its sardonyx-thin lettering. Except for the
-omission of two words the text read as before, “<span class="allsmcap">SATAN THE
-FIRST AND LAST</span>” had been cut to “<span class="allsmcap">SATAN THE FIRST</span>.”</p>
-
-<p>That so bold an announcement could be made by elision!
-No longer did Satan the First boast himself the Last.
-Through what roiled channels did his reasoning run?</p>
-
-<p>“But&mdash;but&mdash;&mdash;” Words at last came of her consternation.
-“I thought there could be no birth after the first death?”</p>
-
-<p>He answered with guarded elation. “Someone you used
-to believe in proved to you to-day that laws were made to be
-broken. Surely I am the last whom that law of the first death
-could coerce&mdash;I who never have died.”</p>
-
-<p>“Nor were you born, Your Lowness. You say you had no
-mother. Never have you been of the flesh, so how can you
-expect&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“I am not to be classed with the flesh. I am a god,” he
-interrupted. “Haven’t there been children of other gods?
-Why, even the Great-I-Am had a morganatic son!”</p>
-
-<p>Through a corridor of the palace he led her and into the
-private wing of whose magnificence she often had heard.
-Upon a divan sheened over as with an embroidered altar-cloth
-he placed her; with one elbow crooked around the
-hump of her knee, lolled at her feet; with a new possessorship
-stroked her bare ankles and, at times, her throat and
-cheeks. The while, he descanted in detail upon what he now
-revealed as his “experiment.”</p>
-
-<p>Only since meeting her had he foreseen a day when he
-should find irksome his seat on the throne, when affairs of
-state would bring him greater <i>ennui</i> than official sins <i>divertissement</i>.
-After The Day, when he had been acknowledged
-over all and the Universe had been let loose in an unending
-administration of outlawry, would not he, as well as his
-aides, be entitled to some reward of vice? And why continue
-in a career of perpetual exertion after his utmost had been
-done? As though human nature could not be trusted to
-increase in evil of its own impetus, once punitive bars were
-laid! Should not he be freed to tread the path of dalliance&mdash;to
-realize some such gentle vices as he had seen to satisfy the
-doughtiest devils of Earth?</p>
-
-<p>Desire for an heir-apparent to his throne of late had grown
-in him. Could she not imagine the outcome of his ambition&mdash;a
-youthful demon born to dominance, bred to brutality,
-schooled to undreamt possibilities of fiendishness? Strong
-as steel in mental culpability, he should have the “chance”
-denied his self-made sire. Never should he know, hence
-should not fear defeat. With a super-divine intolerance, he
-would accept and hold his sovereignty. Although of the
-spirit, he should inherit a talent for strong visibility, taking
-his form from his father and from his mother a subtlety
-of appeal such as god nor man yet had possessed. A beauty
-of countenance irresistible should be his&mdash;features of marble
-pale as the ghosts of Dolores’ victims&mdash;lips that quivered
-from the very delicacy of the lies they lied, eyes that veiled
-in mists of mercy the utmost truculence.</p>
-
-<p>Could she not see the child of his imagination? Let her
-open wide those crime-dark eyes of hers; to-night let his
-moth-like fancies bask in their purple flame.</p>
-
-<p>When he, leaning against her, lifted himself to try his
-thought, the bride-soul clutched her forehead and shuddered
-back among the pillows as if to shield brain, as well as eyes.
-Yet even to her own ears her protest sounded both sincere
-and false.</p>
-
-<p>“You must be mad&mdash;<i>mad</i>&mdash;to dream of such a thing.”</p>
-
-<p>Was not the inspiration of all dreams mere madness? he
-asked her. And was not that love which he aspired to feel
-the first symptom of mental derangement? As for love’s
-climax&mdash;as for passion&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>Always had he envied mortal men their carnal appetites.
-There was nothing to being the King of Evil if he couldn’t
-have all the vices. For æons had he hankered to glut himself
-with food, and drink distorted images into his mind.
-Now he hankered&mdash;&mdash; Oh, by no means to weaken himself
-with this love over which she oh’d and ah’d! Really, though,
-didn’t it seem too bad that he who had invented loveless lust
-and incited it daily in a million earthlings, should enjoy it
-only vicariously? Even before she had come to Shadow
-Land, he confessed, he had felt the need of a second-worst
-emotion. That night of the tale of her surrender to John
-Cabot he’d decided on its nature. To think of the thousands
-of years he’d wasted! To have been the two ultimates, archangel
-and arch-fiend, without having been intermediate man!</p>
-
-<p>As the lasciviousness of his look intensified, Dolores realized
-in herself a certain sympathy. Appalled by its drawing
-power, she reminded herself that only chaste aspirations
-might conquer the crave for evil to which all mankind is
-heir. Her lips formed to the names of her quondam
-guardian companions.</p>
-
-<p>“Innocentia, I do not wish to know these dreadful things.
-Save me from the knowledge, dear, <i>dear</i> Amor.”</p>
-
-<p>His Majesty’s chuckle sounded. They were gone forever,
-the pet pests, he exulted. Ignorance should no longer be her
-bliss. ’T were folly for her not to be wise. Why shirk
-responsibility for the idea born of their acquaintance&mdash;one
-wickeder, therefore more seducing, than any he alone had
-conceived?</p>
-
-<p>His further explication scorched her mind more hotly
-than did his breath her cheek. Physical desire he might not
-have. Yet was not its source, more than in the case of other
-passions, a state of mind? Irrefutable proof lay in the fact
-that desire wakened or slept as mortals fell in or out of love.
-Did not the city rake, accustomed to think of satisfaction
-as a necessity of his being, indulge it without love? And the
-libertine husband&mdash;why did he seek it from fresh subjects if
-not that his mind, wearied of his wife, must be freshly
-inspired?</p>
-
-<p>With every tale told him by Dolores these past nights and
-nights, Satan had measured his mentality by that of each of
-her earthly Don Juans. Averse at first to the weakness of
-love, he had come to recognize it as the match which would
-fire his affections and, thence, his desire. When he considered
-the state of mind into which he could get through
-hate&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>He had come to the acknowledgment that, without love, he
-had missed mightily. Now, he longed to strike the ineffectual
-looking lucifer. Since, however, any satisfaction or outcome
-of their alliance must result, more than in mortal
-alliances, from a state of mind, he wished Dolores also to
-long for love. That was why he plead when he might compel.
-He could not risk an heir warped in his evil nature as had
-been the Cabots’ in body. No toy pace-setter for the sins of
-Satan the Second!</p>
-
-<p>She was the match to fire his imagination, he told her.
-She was the seemingly insipid drink which&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>He interrupted himself to lick his lips. That fellow Seff
-was right. One needed a nectarine. She was his nectarine.
-She was very visible, as yet the most material of shades.
-The ways of the world still controlled her. Once his wishes
-were her own, she would of her own accord lift the stronger
-cup to his lips; would press the cheek of ripe fruit against
-his teeth. Already she had felt an impulse toward him. No
-use for her to deny that in the throne-room that afternoon,
-just before they had been interrupted&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“No. <i>No.</i>” The very necessity of Dolores’ denial, however
-italicized in her consciousness the knowledge that she
-lied.</p>
-
-<p>As Satan passed his hand under her arm and pressed her
-bust, she shrank from him with moaned aversion for the
-thought back of the caress. He <i>was</i> like Vincent Seff. The
-offense had been the shopman’s on that first day so very
-long ago, when she had begun to learn of men. Then, as
-now, she had been speechless from apprehension. Had that
-apprehension come from subconscious knowledge of herself
-more than of the man?</p>
-
-<p>On Earth she had lived down certain inherent tendencies
-because she had not understood. From His Highness’ first
-touch she had trembled, even as on that day in Dr. Willard’s
-study when she had implored the hunting parson of All
-Mankind to teach her the religion said to cover game like
-her from just such hunters as he. The carnality of mortals
-she had come to excuse because component of the flesh.
-Since, instead, it was shown her to be component of the
-mind&mdash;since she was protected no longer by her innocence&mdash;since
-here in the inter-world she was hunted by the most
-expert of mental sportsmen&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>Dolores strove for perspective. How ghoulish an ambition,
-this desire of Satan for desire! What could be more
-inhuman than a passion of the imagination without hope?
-And yet he hoped. <i>What</i> was his hope?</p>
-
-<p>An odious thrill answered the question&mdash;a thrill which she
-knew to be the first farthing of the price she was to pay.
-The sum total, then, would be the development of her evil
-possibilities to the utter obliteration of the good. All that
-she had saved of her better self from her late estate was
-to be burned to dross by that recognized flicker of passion
-which had lit this conflagration. The King, by the heat of
-his diabolical imaginings, would kindle, then fan her with
-the winds of his swift thought. Her spiritual inflammability
-was her real value to him, as had been that of her body to
-men. He had praised, as had they, her beauty, her <i>naïveté</i>,
-her teasing silences, but had passed without a glance others
-as exceptional as she. That worst of her which, in the
-physical, had wrecked her chances on Earth, would wreck
-those mental which she still had hoped to realize in Shadow
-Land. Even though she saved The Day to the Great-I-Am,
-she would not by then be a fit subject for reward. Spiritually
-ruined, she would be no mate for John Cabot. Well it was
-that she had not known in time the fullness of the price,
-else might she have been too niggard-souled to contract to
-pay.</p>
-
-<p>Forewarned in these premonitions of her fate, the spirit-girl
-felt, as never in the past, her own impotency. Innocentia
-gone, the love-lad Amor gone, her babe, gallant Old Sam,
-and now John&mdash;all who might have helped her she had sent
-beyond recall. Evil expectation was a compelling force; that
-she had learned from Clarke Shayle. Even now, the Master
-Mind was compelling her&mdash;vehemently, evilly expecting of
-her. Would she give?</p>
-
-<p>“I am a perfectly free immoral agent,” His Majesty
-boasted. “You believe that, don’t you, my poor child? I
-can seize your mind and hold it to the last split-second of
-Eternity, whether you will or no. You liked that molecule
-of suppressed power in your love-hound. Aren’t you
-appealed to by the fact that I am at this moment suppressing
-all the molecules of power that have run the world?”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores felt shocked by several perceptions. He had
-licked his lips; had called her “my child”; had concentrated
-his magnetism upon her; with deliberate intent, was attracting
-her through the same means used unintentionally by John
-Cabot. As he argued, he bent upon her a smile no more
-youthful or friendly than that of the lawyer who had won
-her confidence only to spoil John’s life and her own. And
-he wore a scarlet tie.</p>
-
-<p>He was, in his conversion of her to his will, like each one
-of those mortal men who had converted her. In one consummate
-personality he combined their characteristics.
-Everyman was a part of him. He was all men.</p>
-
-<p>Since detached integrals of himself had brought her irrevocably
-to grief on Earth, what chance had she to resist him
-as a whole? Despite her guard, the despondent thought must
-have shown in her face.</p>
-
-<p>“You do not need to answer in words.” His Highness
-pressed the point. “The idea of rectitude, grafted onto
-women by convention, embarrasses you. Don’t think of
-yielding to me. Think, rather, of yielding to your worse
-and greater self. You, so lately and so rarely physical,
-must share my mental hunger for the appetites. You will
-feed me with thoughts of fulfillment? This passion that you
-have aroused in mortal males, since born of the mind, on
-the mind must have violent recoil. You will tell me&mdash;will
-teach me? I shall not bore you. If the response of men
-diverted you, how much greater the diversion of a god’s
-response! Is it not an ambition worthy even of you&mdash;to
-inspire the passion of an immortal whose fervor has not
-been spent in birth or life or death? Think of my tireless
-excesses, of my ingenuity, of my eternal crave for you!
-Think of the procreative possibilities of a superman!”</p>
-
-<p>“You explained to me yourself,” the girl-soul sobbed, “that
-nothing could be created in Gehenna&mdash;that down here it is
-always too late.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is never too late for me to do worse.”</p>
-
-<p>“But this heir you speak of&mdash;must he not come of a mother
-as well as a father? I, at least, am subject to the rules that
-govern earthlings. I have been born of the flesh and I have
-died.”</p>
-
-<p>“You quibble.” His frown showed irritation. “Aren’t
-you lifted to my estate by our alliance? What you were
-doesn’t matter, except that your late mortality brings new
-vigor to our line. What you are becomes merged in me.
-What you shall be&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>The hand that pressed up her arm and gripped her neck
-pricked as with many needles from his impatience. Her head
-he drew backward, as he lifted to his knees on the couch and
-leaned over her. Her eyes dilated under the close gaze of
-his. Her lips moved to the syllables of his slow, low
-declaration.</p>
-
-<p>“When the thought-lust in you has conquered your affectations&mdash;from
-the moment of the consummation of the union
-of our minds&mdash;you shall be a goddess&mdash;my goddess&mdash;for
-aye.”</p>
-
-<p>Strangely enough, his egotism did not offend her. An
-expression of power, it bade fair to convince her. Warning
-herself that she must not be convinced, she tried to get from
-his grasp.</p>
-
-<p>But he held her. “I’d love to love you, sweet Grief,” he
-murmured close to her lips. “Ask me to kiss you, Dolores,
-as once you asked a man of Earth. Beg me to take you, you
-devil’s desire. Let our moment of forever start <i>now</i>.”</p>
-
-<p>His reminder helped her to tear her will from his and
-throw it, like a tangible thing, to the thought of John. Pushing
-him away, she found voice to defy him.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll never ask you. That moment never can start.”</p>
-
-<p>“Fair fiend, don’t try me too far. I want to want you. I
-desire desire.”</p>
-
-<p>As his fingers closed around Dolores’ throat, she was
-weakened by the thought of strangling. She could not speak,
-either to deny or implore.</p>
-
-<p>“And you,” he rasped, “shall want me to want you until
-you’ll pray that your mind may burn to ash from its own
-ardor. Or will you teach me willingly&mdash;inspire me as you
-best know how? I prefer to be your lover&mdash;to miss not a
-nibble of that smooth cheek, my luscious nectarine. But I
-am also your legal lord. And I have tutored too many legal
-lords of Earth in their brutalities to miss my divine right
-now. I am your master. Ask me to kiss you, slave.”</p>
-
-<p>Dolores strove for the sort of courage that had enabled her
-before to repel him. Just one strong, good thought might
-release her. From the least likely source&mdash;his clutch of her&mdash;it
-came. Baby fingers had clung tight about her throat a
-few hours since. She was a mother, and a mother was
-enslaved only by her motherhood. She freed herself of his
-grip; struggled to her feet; started across the room.</p>
-
-<p>“My wager did not include wants of my own,” she defied
-him. “You ask more than I can pay.”</p>
-
-<p>“More? I haven’t begun to ask!”</p>
-
-<p>From the closeness of his voice she realized without glancing
-back that he was following. The strength of her good
-thought was scattered by panic. All she could do was to
-flee.</p>
-
-<p>She hurried to the windows, but found them shuttered
-against the storm. Behind object after object of the room
-she took a stand, only to desert it on his near approach.</p>
-
-<p>He, like a fate evil, leisurely, sure to overtake, pursued.
-He laughed from excess of exhilaration when the inevitable
-occurred. Her long tulle-like veil caught about the winged
-foot of an illusion of Mercury. As though by jealousy of
-the speed god she was tripped; was about to fall. He caught
-her.</p>
-
-<p>“Why did you have to stop? This has been <i>wonderful</i>&mdash;never
-could be so wonderful again! Whatever inspired you
-with the knowledge that the way to ask is to deny?”</p>
-
-<p>Freeing the veil, he wrapped it around and around her,
-binding her hands to her sides.</p>
-
-<p>“Your intuition is keener than all my keenness,” he
-panted. “Of course the fleeing woman is the woman one
-must overtake. To ask me you have aroused me to ask you.
-Your lips, Dolores&mdash;I ask your lips.”</p>
-
-<p>He flung her down; knotted the ends of the scarf about
-her sandals; crowded over her. The lecherous look of him
-silenced any protest. His eyes were aflame and from his
-whole person fumed that ruddy effluvium which came of his
-concentration.</p>
-
-<p>As measured by the slow approach of his face to hers, a
-death-time of dreading thoughts preoccupied Dolores.
-Fragile as were her bonds, she could not throw them off.
-Her resistance, she knew, was weakening. Suppose her mind
-consented; what then?</p>
-
-<p>Repeatedly had he forced her to his evil will; at times had
-justified his boast of making her like&mdash;almost love him. Now
-he was overcoming her as by a drug, none the easier to resist
-because she knew it to be the soporific of sin. Did soul-lust,
-then, beget soul-lust? Could he make her crave him to some
-mental excess? Could spirit be welded with spirit in such
-infernal way that the conscience would be raped as bodies
-were raped on Earth&mdash;ruined for progress and admittance
-among unsullied consciences after That Day?</p>
-
-<p>And the outcome of such a ghoulish union? What manner
-of offspring would be theirs&mdash;if offspring indeed there might
-be&mdash;child-fiend incarnate&mdash;spirit-spawn of the passion of an
-unbodied god?</p>
-
-<p>For her to have begotten the heir-apparent of Gehenna&mdash;that
-would prove righteous the Judgments of Men, even
-should the Greater Judge consider revoking her decree.
-Never again could she hope to see John Cabot and her babe.</p>
-
-<p>And yet&mdash;and yet&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>She had fought her fight with such strength as she could
-command. What though she lost her own immortal soul
-through weakness&mdash;had not weakness as well as strength
-been given unto her? She had not been wasted. She had
-saved those two best-beloved. And, in saving them, had
-she not saved the greater part of herself? All her loyalty
-had gone with John. Their babe was the bloom of her
-heart, that “one, half-blown rose” of the doomed gardener’s
-plea. The safety of them who were all the good in her she
-had bought. Surely the rest of her did not matter much.
-Why now haggle over the price?</p>
-
-<p>The query dismissed her resistance. Her mind opened to
-her master’s mind, her eyes to his eyes, her lips to his lips.
-A hideous impulse moved her, like the mania to leap from
-some incalculable height. Thought-pulse for thought-pulse,
-her sensation roused to his. A moan of torturing expectance
-escaped her.... She closed her eyes....</p>
-
-<p><i>She wanted to want him.</i></p>
-
-<p>In the blackness, Dolores saw the blacker truth. Her
-swooning sense of obligation to self was shocked into revival.
-Not him so much as something in herself must she resist&mdash;that
-desire put in woman to be mothers of men. Response
-meant utter degradation. More culpable than he who had
-not known the uplift of true love, she would sink lower far
-in hate’s degeneration. Down and down ... always down
-... forever and forever down....</p>
-
-<p>“I am a woman soul&mdash;I must have love to live, not lust!”</p>
-
-<p>With the cry, she tore herself out of his grasp. And as
-she regained her feet, the bonds that had seemed so strong,
-broke apart, like dampened tissue.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Vampire.</i>”</p>
-
-<p>His Highness’ hands clutched for her loosened hair. As
-again she fled him, he leaped in pursuit; abetted his steps
-with his hands; pulled himself forward with grasps of this
-and that. When he saw that she was trying the entrance
-door, he stopped in derisive anticipation of her return. A
-gleaming object from his pocket he waved at her, as illustration
-of the mental ban:</p>
-
-<p>“The key, my queen&mdash;come get the key.”</p>
-
-<p>His chortles loudened at her desperate exclamation:</p>
-
-<p>“If only I could pray!”</p>
-
-<p>Abruptly, however, he ceased to laugh. He stood alone in
-the chamber. The locked door had opened to his captive
-bride. She had passed into the hall.</p>
-
-<p>He followed. Nearer animal instincts than ever in his
-past, his tall form bent until he ran on toes and finger-tips.
-Through the private hallway he raced after her&mdash;along the
-central corridor of the palace into the throne-room.</p>
-
-<p>The great auditorium was dark, except for the jewel-voltage
-of the altered Mephistophelian coat-of-arms. With
-intent to point its full significance, the All-Man headed off
-his quarry from doors and windows and drove her toward
-the dais. There he seized the back-waving banner of her
-hair and dragged her up the steps. With his free hand he
-gestured upward.</p>
-
-<p>“Your artistry is unexcelled, Queen Dolores&mdash;your sense
-of fitness finer than mine own. That you should lead me
-here is a right royal inspiration.”</p>
-
-<p>Further excited by her struggles, he laughed the louder.
-Sinking on one knee, he again crowded over her.</p>
-
-<p>“You have taught me and I have learned. No longer do
-I ask. I take. Lo, at this touch of you, resistant, I feel&mdash;I
-<i>feel</i>! Your life&mdash;at this taste of them&mdash;a-ah, almost do I
-taste! At last, fiend-houri&mdash;at last&mdash;at last&mdash;our eternal
-moment has begun.”</p>
-
-<p>As he held her head to the step, Dolores saw that the horns
-which a few minutes before had been neatly trimmed, were
-showing through his hair. Not daring to face the compelling
-power which had made possible this phenomenon,
-she shifted her gaze, first to the escutcheon, then quickly
-to the dome.</p>
-
-<p>“If only I knew you, God!”</p>
-
-<p>“That name in my presence again?” Irony followed the
-Belialic snarl. “Why hang back for an introduction if you
-believe the Great-I-Am stronger than I? It wouldn’t be the
-first time total stranger had rescued damsel in distress. Why
-not ask Him, little heathen? It will do no harm to ask.”</p>
-
-<p>Unloosening his hand from her hair, he jerked her to her
-feet. Dolores, not knowing what next he might will, backed
-to the wall. There, with eyes and arms uplifted, she acted
-in earnest upon his mocking advice.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>God save me</i>,” she voiced her first prayer. “I am sinking.
-I shall be lost. Are you there, O God? Only you can
-save my soul.”</p>
-
-<p>Higher than the arch-blasphemer’s shrieks of derision,
-fugued the storm winds without. At their demand, the entrance
-doors swung wide; admitted them. Across the great
-room they swept, gentling only at the flutter of veilings about
-the girl-soul at bay against the wall.</p>
-
-<p>Close after them lightnings slashed the darkness. Behind
-her head, from tip to tip of her upraised hands, thence to
-her sandled feet, they concentrated in rays of blinding light.</p>
-
-<p>Crouched to spring, Satan fell back as if struck. In the
-down-shed blaze his face worked with superstition. His
-whine of a maddened dog slashed across the eyes with a
-whip, ended in two gasped words.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>The Cross!</i>”</p>
-
-<p>Into power unmeasured by watts or kilowatts increased
-the rays. They irradiated the face of her whose shape they
-framed with a beauty never before seen in Gehenna&mdash;the
-beauty of realized hope.</p>
-
-<p>The uproar of the storm concentrated in one stupendous
-crash. From out the contrasting stillnesses, there
-then spoke a voice calmer and deeper than the deepest tone
-of the sea&mdash;“a voice ... as the voice of many waters and
-... of a great thunder and ... of harpers harping with
-their harps”:</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God.</i>”</p>
-
-<p>Prone fell the Destroyer, lest he be destroyed. Face downward
-before that sign, which was the sign of his one fear,
-he writhed upon the floor. From his forked tongue of a
-snake hissed threats and pleas:</p>
-
-<p>“Go away! How dare you trespass into the kingdom I
-have made for myself? Don’t blast me. You promised time
-until Judgment. I’ll give up the girl-shade. I’ll do anything
-you say. Don’t blast me now. I might, you know, repent.”</p>
-
-<p>Without daring to look up, he tugged at the hem of
-Dolores’ robe.</p>
-
-<p>“You’re to go&mdash;to leave Gehenna,” he upflung in his
-immortal fright. “Don’t wait to prepare. Take this signet
-ring. It will pass you through the gates. Hurry, lest you
-ruin me with the rest of those that craved you. Go, Dolores.
-As you love me&mdash;as you hate&mdash;for Hell’s sake, <i>go</i>!”</p>
-
-<p>For long after she had gone he lay. Only his lips moved,
-muttering.</p>
-
-<p>“He could have finished me that time. He must have
-certain powers of His own, like&mdash;like her. Since He can
-come and go at will, I wonder why He waits. To-night&mdash;I
-feel afraid&mdash;that my Great Intention&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>The winds sounded to be subsiding. Evidently they had
-roused in his spirit-bride’s defense. In time he risked a
-glance toward the Sign. Entirely it had faded. Not a
-glimmer of it remained to place that picture of wondrous
-loveliness which lately it had lit.</p>
-
-<p>A sob racked His Lowness. His hands searched about,
-as though for some treasure he had lost.</p>
-
-<p>“Dolores, <i>Dolores</i>, Grief to Men and me. What a fate,
-to learn love from the loss of it!”</p>
-
-<p>His fingers found something to clutch. Sitting up, he
-examined what they contained&mdash;fragments of the illusion
-of her veil. He bathed his face in them; swayed sensuously
-to the feel of them.</p>
-
-<p>“Even the mist of your memory weakens me. Wasted&mdash;<i>you</i>&mdash;when
-I may never be so bad again?”</p>
-
-<p>He became interested in a stinging sensation in one eye
-never felt before. With a forefinger he touched the lid. Its
-tip was not moist. Yet the pressure within increased. Excitement
-caught him as he realized what must be about to
-occur. He lifted his voice in a shouted command.</p>
-
-<p>“Holder of the Tear Bowl! Quick&mdash;to hand&mdash;the Bowl!”</p>
-
-<p>When only the reverberations of his voice made response,
-he bemoaned the lost opportunity.</p>
-
-<p>“Through the sorrows of all ages to expect it, only that,
-when it comes, none should be here to catch it!”</p>
-
-<p>It fell. A great, gleaming, heavy drop, it slipped from
-beneath its lid. Salt as brine, it smarted as it rolled down
-his cheek. Yet no watery, crocodile effluence was this. It
-did not spatter on the floor. Lasting as a diamond it looked.</p>
-
-<p>Carefully he picked it up. Solemnly he examined it. This
-tear that he had shed&mdash;his first&mdash;was of that sincerest sort,
-a tear of pity for himself.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>The while, straight and swift as the spirit’s cry, Dolores
-had fled the palace. Out of the portal and through the gate
-she ran, past darting demons abroad to enjoy the fury of
-the storm. A slim creature in white gleaming through the
-blackness, she fluttered the imagination of a group of celebrants
-staggering from an overplus of draughts inhaled to the
-consort of the King. With raucous cries and out-clutching
-hands, several pursued her. But too slow were they, or too
-fleet she.</p>
-
-<p>At the Gehennan gates, the guard fell back, advised by the
-evil eye of the royal signet ring. Once safely outside, she
-turned and flung the blazing trophy back to them.</p>
-
-<p>Seemingly alone, she felt the presence of guards stronger
-than they and more spiritual than herself. These she did not
-fear to trust, so tenderly did shadowy wings seem to surround
-her, so firmly was she steadied from stumbling, so
-wise was the counsel she heard. Although the storm still
-raged, lightnings concentrated before her and illumined her
-way, as up and up she sped.</p>
-
-<p>And with her sped happy thoughts. John she soon should
-find. That she knew. Her feet were swift from lightsomeness
-and he could not have progressed far, all weighted as he
-was by the burden of his disappointment. Amor and Innocentia&mdash;even
-now her sweet comrades must be seeking her.
-All things of her they knew and never for long had they
-deserted her. Since they were not born of Earth, they must
-be well acquainted with the by-paths of this strange Beyond.
-Should the way to John prove difficult, the love-lad would
-lead her aright. And if reproach still looked from out
-the soul of him she had forsworn, Innocentia would
-appeal. John and their babe she soon should find and all
-be well.</p>
-
-<p>Broader and brighter before her shafted that penetrating
-Light whose rays she had seen to reach the soddenest scenes
-of Earth and the dankest depths of the Lower Land. Now it
-dispersed the shadows from her dreading heart and darkened
-mind.</p>
-
-<p>Her former nescience, then, had not mattered to the Great-I-Am!
-He had known her all along; had deplored her
-plight; had awaited her wish for an introduction. That restraint
-which so had fascinated her in one of Earth was but
-an impulse from infinite restraint. No longer need she fear
-for the fate of the Universe. The All-Power which had
-restrained itself toward her that she might work out her
-own development, would strike when the souls of men cried
-out, even as she had cried, their dependence. Come The Day,
-His Majesty would fail of his own impotency. Faith, then,
-was not the fear of fools. Faith was the courage of gods
-and men, a heritage divine.</p>
-
-<p>No voice of sad women or of sobbing winds was Dolores’
-as, peering and hurrying, her joy lifted in fragments of lines
-learned from a singer on Earth.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Lead, kindly light, amid the encircling gloom....</i>”</p>
-
-<p>Now a flash of white through whiteness, she sped and
-sang:</p>
-
-<p>“<i>The night is dark and I am far from home....</i>”</p>
-
-<p>Into the land of hope&mdash;into air so vital that realization
-seemed already reached&mdash;into a life of no more sorrows, no
-more tears&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Lead Thou me on.</i>”</p>
-
-<p>From neither sun nor moon came the glory that lit the
-girl-soul’s way. She knew and knew. “Home” the Light
-was leading her. From it she had come. To it she now was
-returned.</p>
-
-<p>The strength of that Hell she had fled was only hate.</p>
-
-<p>The Light&mdash;the <i>Light</i> was Love.</p>
-
-<p class="center">THE END</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-<div class="chapter transnote">
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="Transcribers_Notes">
-Transcriber’s Notes
-</h2>
-
-<p>A number of typographical errors were corrected silently.</p>
-<p>Cover image is in the public domain.</p>
-<p>There was no chapter XIX in the original. Original chapter numbering retained.</p>
-
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