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+Title: Poems
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+Author: Matilda Betham
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+*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK POEMS ***
+
+
+
+
+Produced by Jonathan Ingram and PG Distributed Proofreaders
+
+
+
+
+POEMS
+
+BY
+
+MATILDA BETHAM.
+
+
+1808.
+
+
+TO LADY ROUSE BOUGHTON, AS A TESTIMONY OF RESPECT AND GRATITUDE FOR
+LONG CONTINUED FRIENDSHIP, THIS LITTLE VOLUME IS INSCRIBED BY HER
+OBLIGED HUMBLE SERVANT, MATILDA BETHAM.
+
+_New Cavendish-street,_
+
+Feb. 3, 1809.
+
+
+
+ADVERTISEMENT.
+
+Before this book was printed, I thoughtlessly concluded there must be a
+preface; but, on consideration, see no particular purpose it would
+answer, and gladly decline a task I should have undertaken with much
+timidity and reluctance. All I feel necessary to premise, is, that the
+tale in the Old Shepherd's Recollections is founded on an event which
+happened in Ireland; and that last spring I suppressed the song ending
+in page 65 [The Old Man's Farewell], some time after it had been in the
+hands of the composer, from meeting accidentally with a quotation in a
+magazine that resembled it.
+
+
+
+
+
+CONTENTS.
+
+ POEMS.--
+ The Old Fisherman
+ Lines to Mrs. Radcliffe, on first reading The Mysteries of
+ Udolpho
+ The Heir
+ To a Llangollen Rose, the day after it had been given me by
+ Miss Ponsonby
+ L'Homme de l'Ennui
+ The Grandfather's Departure
+ Reflections occasioned by the Death of Friends
+ To Mrs. T. Fancourt
+ To a Young Gentleman
+ Fragment
+
+ SONGS.--
+ "Thrice lovely Babe"
+ "What do I love?"
+ A Sailor's Song
+ Another
+ Once more, then farewell!
+ Henry, on the Departure of his Wife from Calcutta
+ Sonnet
+ On the Regret of Youth
+ Elegy on Sophia Graham
+ To Miss Rouse Boughton
+ To the Same
+ To the River which separates itself from the Dee at Bedkellert
+ The Old Man's Farewell
+ Song--Distance from the Place of our Nativity.
+ The Old Shepherd's Recollections
+ Reflection
+ Retrospect of Youth
+ The Daughter
+ Youth unsuspicious of evil
+ The Mother
+ Edgar and Ellen
+
+
+
+
+POEMS.
+
+
+THE OLD FISHERMAN.
+
+ 'My bosom is chill'd with the cold,
+ My limbs their lost vigour deplore!
+ Alas! to the lonely and old,
+ Hope warbles her promise no more!
+
+ 'Worn out with the length of my way,
+ I must rest me awhile on the beach,
+ To feel the salt dash of the spray,
+ If haply so far it may reach.
+
+ 'As the white-foaming billows arise,
+ I reflect on the days that are past,
+ When the pride of my strength could despise
+ The keen-driving force of the blast.
+
+ 'Though the heavens might menace on high,
+ I would still push my vessel from shore;
+ At my calling undauntedly ply,
+ And sing as I handled the oar.
+
+ 'When fortune rewarded my toil,
+ And my nets, deeply-laden, I drew,
+ I hurried me home with the spoil,
+ And its inmates rejoic'd at the view.
+
+ 'Though the winds and the waves were perverse,
+ I was sure to be welcom'd with glee;
+ My presence the cares would disperse,
+ That were only awaken'd for me.
+
+ 'Whether weary, with toiling in vain,
+ Or gay, from abundant success,
+ I heard the same blessing again,--
+ I met the same tender caress:
+
+ 'I fancied the perils repay'd,
+ That could such affection ensure;
+ By fondness and gratitude sway'd,
+ I was eager to dare and endure.
+
+ 'My cot did each comfort contain,
+ And that gave my bosom delight;
+ When drench'd by the winterly rain,
+ I watch'd in my vessel at night.
+
+ 'But, alas! from the tyrant, Disease,
+ What love or what caution can save!
+ A fever, more harsh than the seas,
+ Consign'd my poor wife to the grave.
+
+ 'My children, so tenderly rear'd,
+ And pining for want of her care,
+ Though more by my sorrows endear'd,
+ Could not rescue my heart from despair.
+
+ 'I tempted the dangers of night,
+ And still labour'd hard at the oar,
+ My sufferings appear'd to be light,
+ But I suffer'd with pleasure no more.
+
+ 'And yet, when some seasons had roll'd,
+ I seem'd to awaken anew;
+ My children I lov'd to behold,
+ How tall and how comely they grew.
+
+ 'My boy became hardy and bold,
+ His spirit was buoyant and free;
+ And, as I grew thoughtful and old,
+ Was loud and oppressive to me.
+
+ 'But the girl, like a bird in the bower,
+ Awaken'd my hope and my pride;
+ She won on my heart ev'ry hour,
+ And I could not the preference hide.
+
+ 'I mark'd the address and the care,
+ The manner endearing and mild,
+ Not dreaming those qualities rare
+ Were to murther the peace of my child:
+
+ 'That grandeur would ever descend
+ To seek for so lowly a bride,
+ Or his fair one, a lover pretend,
+ From all she held dear to divide:
+
+ 'That beauty was priz'd like a gem,
+ Expected to dazzle and shine,
+ Whose value the world would contemn,
+ Unless trac'd to some Indian mine:
+
+ 'Alas! hapless girl! had I known
+ Thou hadst learnt to repine at thy lot;
+ That splendour and rank were thy own,
+ Thy home and thy father forgot:
+
+ 'That lore and ambition assail'd,
+ Thou hadst left us, whatever befel!
+ My pardon and prayers had prevail'd,
+ I had blest thee, and bade thee farewel!
+
+ 'With thy husband, from this happy clime,
+ I had seen thee for ever depart!
+ Still hoping affection and time
+ Might soften the pride of his heart:
+
+ 'That a moment perhaps would arise,
+ When, fondling a child on the knee,
+ He might read, in its innocent eyes
+ A lesson of pity for me.
+
+ 'But lips, which till then never said
+ A word to cause any one pain,
+ Inform'd me, when reason had fled,
+ Of a conflict it could not sustain.
+
+ 'And he, who had wish'd to conceal
+ That the woman he lov'd had been poor,
+ Began all his folly to feel,
+ When the victim could hearken no more.
+
+ 'Yet still for himself did he mourn,
+ And, indignant, I fled from the view:
+ For my wrongs were not easily borne,
+ And my anger was hard to subdue.
+
+ 'One prop, one sole comfort, remain'd,
+ Who saw me o'erladen with grief,
+ Who saw (though I never complain'd)
+ My heart was too sick for relief.
+
+ 'One, who always attentive and dear,
+ Every effort exerted to please,
+ My desolate prospect to cheer,
+ To study my health and my ease.
+
+ 'For his was each toil and each care,
+ The due observations to keep;
+ To sit watching amid the night air,
+ And fancy his father asleep.
+
+ 'Yet, dejected, and sadly forlorn,
+ I dar'd in my heart to repine,--
+ To lament that I ever was born,
+ Though such worth and affection were mine.
+
+ 'Alas! I was destin'd to know,
+ However intense my despair,
+ I still was reserv'd for a blow,
+ More painful and cruel to bear.
+
+ 'Yes! this only one fell in the main!
+ --I eagerly struggled to save;
+ But I strove with the current in vain,
+ And saw him sink under the wave!
+
+ 'My head was astounded and wild,--
+ Incessant I roam'd on the shore,
+ To seek the dead corse of my child,
+ And to weep on his bosom once more.
+
+ 'Seven days undisturb'd was the sky,
+ The eighth was a tempest most drear,
+ I saw the huge billow rise high!
+ I saw my lost treasure appear!
+
+ 'Like a dream it seem'd passing away:--
+ I hurried me onward to meet,
+ And clasp the inanimate clay,
+ When senseless I sunk at his feet.
+
+ 'These hands, now enfeebled by time,
+ The last pious offices paid!
+ Age sorrow'd o'er youth in its prime,
+ And my boy near his mother was laid.
+
+ 'Now scar'd by the griefs I have known,
+ Wounds, apathy only can heal,
+ My joys and my sorrows are flown,
+ For I have forgotten to feel.
+
+ 'But I know my Creator is just,
+ That his hand will deliver me soon;
+ I have learnt to submit and to trust,
+ Though I finish my journey alone.'
+
+Aldborough, September 7, 1800.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+LINES TO MRS. RADCLIFFE,
+
+ON FIRST READING THE MYSTERIES OF UDOLPHO.
+
+ Enchantress! whose transcendant pow'rs,
+ With ease, the massy fabric raise;--
+ Beneath whose sway the tempest low'rs,
+ Or lucid stream meaend'ring plays;--
+
+ Accept the tribute of a heart,
+ Which thou hast often made to glow
+ With transport, oft with terror start,
+ Or sink at strains of solemn woe!
+
+ Invention, like a falcon, tam'd
+ By some expert and daring hand,
+ For pride, for strength and fierceness fam'd,
+ Implicit yields to thy command.
+ Now mounts aloft in soaring flight,
+ Shoots, like a star, beyond the sight;
+ Or, in capricious windings borne,
+ Mocks our faint hopes of safe return;
+ Delights in trackless paths to roam,
+ But hears thy call, and hurries home;
+ Checks his bold wing when tow'ring free,
+ And sails, without a pause, to thee!
+ Enchantress, thy behests declare!
+ And what thy strong delusions are!
+
+ When spirits in thy circle rise,
+ Gaunt Wonder, panic-struck, and pale,
+ Impatient Hope, and dread Surmise,
+ Attendants on the mystic tale!
+
+ How is it, with such vivid hues,
+ A harmonizing softness flows!
+ What are the charms that can diffuse,
+ Such grandeur as thy pencil throws!
+
+ Say! do the nymphs of classic lore,
+ So simply graceful, light, and fair,
+ Forsake their consecrated shore,
+ Their hallow'd groves, and purer air?
+
+ Tir'd of the ancient Grecian loom,
+ And smit with Fancy's wayward glance,
+ Weave they amid the Gothic gloom,
+ The high-wrought fiction of Romance?
+
+ While the dark Genius of our northern clime,
+ Whose giant limbs the mist of years enshrouds,
+ Bursts through the veil which hides his head sublime,
+ And moves majestic through recoiling clouds!
+
+ O yes! they own the wond'rous spell,
+ And to each form their hands divine
+ Give, with nice art, the temper'd swell,
+ The chasten'd touch and faultless line!
+
+ Each fiction under their command,
+ Assumes an air severely true,
+ And, every vision, wildly grand,
+ Life's measur'd pace and modest hue.
+
+ Reason and fancy, rival powers!
+ Unite, their RADCLIFFE to befriend;
+ To decorate her way with flowers,
+ The minor graces all attend!
+
+This piece, with the exception of a few lines, has
+appeared in the Athenaeum.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+THE HEIR.
+
+ See yon tall stripling! how he droops forlorn!
+ How slow his pace! how spiritless his eye!
+ Like a dark cloud in summer's rosy dawn,
+ He saddens pleasure as he passes by.
+
+ Long kept in exile by paternal pride,
+ He feels no joy beneath this splendid dome;
+ For, till the elder child of promise died,
+ He knew a dearer, though a humbler home.
+
+ Then the proud sail was spread! The youth obey'd,
+ Left ev'ry friend, and every scene he knew;
+ For ever left the soul-affianc'd maid,
+ Though his heart sicken'd as he said--Adieu;
+ And nurses still, with superstitious care,
+ The sigh of fond remembrance and despair.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+TO A LLANGOLLEN ROSE,
+
+THE DAY AFTER IT HAD BEEN GIVEN BY MISS PONSONBY.
+
+ Soft blushing flow'r! my bosom grieves,
+ To view thy sadly drooping leaves:
+ For, while their tender tints decay,
+ The rose of Fancy fades away!
+ As pilgrims, who, with zealous care,
+ Some little treasur'd relic bear,
+ To re-assure the doubtful mind,
+ When pausing memory looks behind;
+ I, from a more enlighten'd shrine,
+ Had made this sweet memento mine:
+ But, lo! its fainting head reclines;
+ It folds the pallid leaf, and pines,
+ As mourning the unhappy doom,
+ Which tears it from so sweet a home!
+
+_July 22, 1799._
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+L'HOMME DE L'ENNUI.
+
+ Forlornly I wander, forlornly I sigh,
+ And droop my head sadly, I cannot tell why:
+ When the first breeze of morning blows fresh in my face,
+ As the wild-waving walks of our woodlands I trace,
+ Reviv'd for the moment I look all around,
+ But my eyes soon grow languid, and fix on the ground.
+
+ I have yet no misfortune to rob me of rest,
+ No love discomposes the peace of my breast;
+ Ambition ne'er enter'd the verge of my thought,
+ Nor by honours, by wealth, nor by power am I caught;
+ Those phantoms of folly disturb not my ease,
+ Yet Time is a tortoise, and Life a disease.
+
+ With the blessings of youth and of health on my side,
+ A temper untainted by envy or pride;
+ No guilt to corrode, and no foes to molest;
+ There are many who tell me my station is blest.
+ This I cannot dispute; yet without knowing why--
+ I feel that my bosom is big with a sigh.
+
+ Oh! why do I see that all knowledge is vain;
+ That Science finds Error still keep in her train;
+ That Imposture or Darkness, with Doubt and Surmise,
+ Will mislead, will perplex, and then baffle the wise,
+ Who often, when labours have shorten'd their span,
+ Declare--not to know--is the province of man?
+
+ In life, as in learning, our views are confin'd,
+ Our discernment too weak to discover the mind,
+ Which, subdued and irresolute, keeps out of sight;
+ Or if, for a moment, her presence delight,
+ Our air is too gross for the stranger to stay;
+ And, back to her prison she hurries away!
+
+ If my own narrow precincts I seek to explore,
+ My wishes how vain, my attainments how poor!
+ Tenacious of virtue, with caution I move;
+ I correct, and I wrestle, but cannot approve;
+ Till, bewilder'd and faint, I would yield up the rein,
+ But I dare not in peace with my errors remain!
+
+ With zeal all awake in the cause of a friend,
+ With warmth unrepress'd by my fear to offend,
+ With sympathy active in hope or distress,
+ How keen and how anxious I cannot express,
+ I shrink, lest an eye should my feelings behold,
+ And my heart seems insensible, selfish and cold.
+
+ I strive to be gay, but my efforts are weak,
+ And, sick of existence, for pleasure I seek;
+ I mix with the empty, the loud, and the vain,
+ Partake of their folly, and double my pain.
+ In others I meet with depression and strife;
+ Oh! where shall I seek for the music of life?
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+THE GRANDFATHER'S DEPARTURE.
+
+ The Old Man press'd Palemon's hand;
+ To Lucy nodded with a smile;
+ Kiss'd all the little ones around;
+ Then clos'd the gate, and paus'd awhile.
+
+ "When shall I come again!" he thought,
+ Ere yet the journey had begun;
+ It was a tedious length of way,
+ But he beheld an only son.
+
+ And dearly did he love to take
+ A rosy grandchild on his knee;
+ To part his shining locks, and say,
+ "Just such another boy was he!"
+
+ And never felt he greater pride,
+ And never did he look so gay,
+ As when the little urchins strove
+ To make him partner in their play.
+
+ But when, in some more gentle mood,
+ They silent hung upon his arm,
+ Or nestled close at ev'ning pray'r,
+ The old man felt a softer charm;
+
+ And upward rais'd his closing eye,
+ Whence slow effus'd a grateful tear,
+ As if his senses own'd a joy,
+ Too holy for endurance here.
+
+ No heart e'er pray'd so fervently,
+ Unprompted by an earthly zeal,
+ None ever knew such tenderness,
+ That did not true devotion feel.
+
+ As with the pure, uncolour'd flame,
+ The violet's richest blues unite,
+ Do our affections soar to heav'n,
+ And rarify and beam with light.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+REFLECTIONS
+
+OCCASIONED BY THE DEATH OF FRIENDS.
+
+ My happiness was once a goodly tree,
+ Which promis'd every day to grow more fair,
+ And rear'd its lofty branches in the air,
+ In sooth, it was a pleasant sight, to see!
+ Amidst, fair honey-suckles crept along,
+ Twin'd round the bark, and hung from every bough,
+ While birds, which Fancy held by slender strings,
+ Plum'd the dark azure of their shining wings,
+ Or dipp'd them in the silver stream below,
+ With many a joyful note, and many a song!
+
+ When lo! a tempest hurtles in the sky!
+ Dark low'r the clouds! the thunders burst around!
+ Fiercely the arrowy flakes of lightning fly!
+ While the scar'd songsters leave the quiv'ring bough,
+ The blasted honey-suckles droop below,
+ And many noble branches strew the ground!
+
+ Though soon the air is calm, the sky serene,
+ Though wide the broad and leafy arms are spread,
+ Yet still the scars of recent wounds are seen;
+ Their shelter henceforth seems but insecure;
+ The winged tribes disdain the frequent lure,
+ Where many a songster lies benumb'd or dead;
+ And when I would the flow'ry tendrils train,
+ I find my late delightful labour vain.
+
+ Affection thus, once light of heart, and gay,
+ Chasten'd by memory, and, unnerv'd by fear,
+ Shall sadden each endearment with a tear,
+ Sorrowing the offices of love shall pay,
+ And scarcely dare to think that good her own,
+ Which fate's imperious hand may snatch away,
+ In the warm sunshine of meridian day,
+ And when her hopes are full and fairest blown.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+TO MRS. T. FANCOURT,
+
+July 15, 1803.
+
+ I love not yon gay, painted flower,
+ Of bold and coarsely blended dye,
+ But one, whose nicely varied power
+ May long detain the curious eye.
+
+ I love the tones that softly rise,
+ And in a fine accordance close;
+ That waken no abrupt surprise,
+ Nor leave us to inert repose.
+
+ I love the moon's pure, holy light,
+ Pour'd on the calm, sequester'd stream;
+ The gale, fresh from the wings of night,
+ Which drinks the early solar beam;
+
+ The smile of heaven, when storms subside,
+ When the moist clouds first break away;
+ The sober tints of even-tide,
+ Ere yet forgotten by the day.
+
+ Such sights, such sounds, my fancy please,
+ And set my wearied spirit free:
+ And one who takes delight in these,
+ Can never fail of loving thee!
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+TO A YOUNG GENTLEMAN.
+
+July 29th, 1803.
+
+ Dear boy, when you meet with a rose,
+ Admire you the thorns very much?
+ Or like you to play with a ball,
+ When the handling it blisters your touch!
+
+ Yet should it be firm and compact,
+ It is easy to polish it nice;
+ If the rose is both pretty and sweet,
+ The thorns will come off in a trice.
+
+ The thistle has still many more,
+ As visible too in our eyes,
+ But who will take pains with a weed,
+ That nobody ever can prize?
+
+ 'Tis what we deem precious and rare,
+ We most earnestly seek to amend;
+ And anxious attention and care,
+ Is the costliest gift of a friend.
+
+ We all have our follies: what then?
+ Let us note them, and never look bluff!
+ Without any caressing at all,
+ They will cling to us closely enough.
+
+ Weeds are of such obstinate growth,
+ They elude the most diligent hand;
+ And, if they were not to be check'd,
+ Would quickly run over the land.
+
+ If some could be taken away,
+ That hide part of your worth from the view;
+ The conquest perhaps would be ours,
+ But the profit is wholly to you.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+FRAGMENT.
+
+ A Pilgrim weary, toil-subdued,
+ I reach'd a country, strange and rude,
+ And trembled, lest approaching eve
+ My hope of shelter might deceive;
+ When I espied a hunter train,
+ Prowling at leisure o'er the plain,
+ And hasten'd on to ask relief,
+ Of the ill-omen'd, haughty chief.
+ His eye was artful, keen, and bold,
+ His smile malevolently cold,
+ And had not all my fire been fled,
+ And every earthly passion dead,
+ His pity to contempt allied,
+ Had rous'd my anger and my pride;
+ But, as it was, I bent my way,
+ Where his secluded mansion lay,
+ Which rose before my eyes at length,
+ A fortress of determin'd strength,
+ And layers of every colour'd moss
+ The lofty turrets did emboss,
+ As tho' the hand of father Time,
+ Prepar'd a sacrifice sublime,--
+ Giving his daily rites away,
+ To aggrandize some future day.
+ Here as I roam'd the walk along,
+ I heard a plaintive broken song;
+ And ere I to the portal drew,
+ An open window caught my view,
+ Where a fair dame appear'd in sight,
+ Array'd in robes of purest white.
+ Large snowy folds confin'd her hair,
+ And left a polish'd forehead bare.
+ O'er her meek eyes, of deepest blue,
+ The sable lash long shadows threw;
+ Her cheek was delicately pale,
+ And seem'd to tell a piteous tale,
+ But o'er her looks such patience stole,
+ Such saint-like tenderness of soul,
+ That never did my eyes behold,
+ A beauty of a lovelier mold.
+
+ The Lady sigh'd, and closely prest
+ A sleeping infant to her breast;
+ Shook off sweet tears of love, and smil'd,
+ Kissing the fingers of the child,
+ Which round her own unconscious clung,
+ Then fondly gaz'd, and softly sung:
+
+ Once like that sea, which ebbs and flows,
+ My bosom never knew repose,
+ And heavily each morn arose.
+
+ I bore with anger and disdain,
+ I had no power to break my chain,
+ No one to whom I dar'd complain.
+
+ And when some bird has caught my eye,
+ Or distant sail been flitting by,
+ I wish'd I could at freely fly.
+
+ But I can now contented be,
+ Can tell, dear babe, my griefs to thee.
+ And feel more brave, and breathe more free.
+
+ And when thy father frowns severe,
+ Although my spirit faints with fear,
+ I feel I have a comfort near.
+
+ And when he harshly speaks to me,
+ If thou art smiling on my knee,
+ He softens as he looks on thee.
+
+ To soothe him in an evil hour
+ The bud has balm, oh! may the flower
+ Possess the same prevailing power!
+
+ Nor forc'd to leave thy native land,
+ To pledge a cold, unwilling hand,
+ May'st thou receive the hard command.
+
+ My mother had not half the zeal,
+ The aching fondness which I feel,
+ She had no broken heart to heal!
+
+ And I was friendless when she died,
+ Who could my little failings chide,
+ And for an hour her fondness hide.
+
+ But I can see no prospect ope,
+ Can give no fairy vision scope,
+ If thou art not the spring of hope.
+
+ I cannot thy affection draw,
+ By childhood's first admiring awe;
+ Be tender pity then thy law!
+
+ This heart would bleed at every vein,
+ I could not even life sustain,
+ If ever thou should'st give me pain.
+
+ O! soul of sweetness! can it be,
+ That thou could'st prove unkind to me!
+ That I should fear this blow from thee!
+
+ Alas! e'en then I would not blame,
+ My love to thee should be the same,
+ And judge from whence unkindness came!
+
+ Her words grew indistinct and slow,
+ Her voice more tremulous and low,
+ When suddenly the song was o'er,
+ A whisper even heard no more--
+ She had discern'd my nearer tread;
+ Appear'd to feel alarm, and fled.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+SONGS.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+SONG.
+
+ Thrice lovely babe! thus hush'd to rest,
+ Upon thy warrior father's breast!
+ Avails it, that his eyes behold,
+ Thy rosy cheeks, thy locks of gold!
+ Avails it that he bends his ear,
+ So fondly thy soft breath to hear!
+ Or, that his rising smiles confess,
+ A gracious gleam of tenderness!
+ The sweetest spell will scarce have pow'r
+ To hold him for one absent hour!
+
+ Some plant that ceases thus to share,
+ A daily friend's auspicious care,
+ Relaxes in its feeble grasp,
+ The flow'ry tendrils soon unclasp,
+ Loose in the heedless aether play,
+ And every idle breeze obey!
+ Thus vainly had I sought to bind;
+ Thus watch'd that light, forgetful mind,
+ Till smiles and sunshine could restore,
+ My often-blighted hopes no more!
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+SONG.
+
+SET TO MUSIC BY MR. VOIGHT.
+
+ What do I love? A polish'd mind,
+ A temper cheerful, meek, and kind;
+ A graceful air, unsway'd by art,
+ A voice that sinks into the heart,
+ A playful and benignant smile--
+ Alas! my heart responds the while,
+ All this, my Emily, is true,
+ But I love more in loving you!
+
+ I love those roses when they rise,
+ From joy, from anger, or surprise;
+ I love the kind, attentive zeal,
+ So prompt to know what others feel,
+ The mildness which can ne'er reprove,
+ But in the sweetest tones of love--
+ All this, my Emily, is true,
+ But I love more in loving you!
+
+ The self-command which can sustain,
+ In silence, weariness and pain;
+ The transport at a friend's success,
+ Which has not words or power to bless,
+ But, by a sudden, starting tear,
+ Appears more precious, more sincere--
+ All this, my Emily, is true,
+ And this I love in loving you!
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+A SAILOR'S SONG.
+
+SET TO MUSIC BY MR. WALSH.
+
+ I ponder many a silent hour,
+ On friends belov'd when far at sea,
+ And, tell me, have I not the power
+ To draw one kindred thought to me!
+
+ The while we linger on the coast,
+ My truant fancy homeward flies,
+ And when the view is almost lost,
+ Unmanly tears bedew my eyes--
+
+ And oft forgetful do I stand,
+ Nor crew, nor ship, nor ocean see;
+ And often does my heart demand,
+ If friends belov'd thus think on me!
+
+ And when to England bound once more,
+ I shall with fond impatience burn,
+ Will not some others on the shore
+ As fondly look for my return!
+
+ O! let me of your kindness hear!
+ Repeat the strain as I depart!
+ It swells like music on my ear,
+ It falls like balm upon my heart.
+
+Aug. 21, 1805.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+ANOTHER,
+
+WRITTEN EARLIER.
+
+ Adieu to old England! adieu to my friends!
+ Though fortune and fame I pursue,
+ On thus looking around me, I cannot conceal,
+ How reluctant I bid them adieu!
+
+ My heart sinks within me, I sigh to the gale,
+ Thus slowly receding from shore,
+ While fancy still whispers some terrible tale,
+ A perhaps I may see it no more!
+
+ There all that I love, that I value, remain,
+ That only awakens my fears,
+ For will the same spot its dear inmates contain,
+ On the lapse of two lingering years?
+
+ They may smile in good fortune, or weep in distress,
+ I shall know not a word of their fate!
+ No pain can I soften, no sorrow redress!
+ I may come, when, alas! 'tis too late!
+
+ I can fly without fear to encounter the foe,
+ To my earliest wish I am true;
+ But I cannot unmov'd quit the friends that I love,
+ Or bid my dear country adieu!
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+SONG.
+
+SET TO MUSIC BY MR. A. PETTIT, OF NORWICH.
+
+ Once more then farewell! and whilst I'm away,
+ Oh! let not another entangle thy fancy!
+ I shall think upon thee every hour of the day,
+ And let not my love be forgotten by Nancy!
+
+ Oh! were I forsaken, the flow'r in my heart,
+ Would fold all its leaves, and re-open them never!
+ The sunshine of joy and of hope would depart,
+ And belief in affection would perish for ever!
+
+ To talk thus is folly! I doubt not thy truth,
+ A few years of absence will quickly pass over,
+ I scorn other perils that menace my youth,
+ From that wound, I must own, I could never recover!
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+HENRY,
+
+ON THE DEPARTURE OF HIS WIFE FROM CALCUTTA.
+
+ Long is thy passage o'er the main,
+ And native air alone can save!
+ No friend thy weakness will sustain,
+ But India is, for thee, a grave!
+ Though winds arise, though surges swell,
+ Maria, we must say farewell!
+
+ Oh! I bethink me of the time,
+ When with each airy hope in view,
+ In triumph to this fervid clime
+ I bore a flowret nurs'd in dew!
+ No fears did then my joy reprove,
+ And it was boundless as my love!
+
+ Yet now to strangers I consign
+ Thy wounded mind, thy feeble health;
+ A charge more dear than life resign,
+ To watch a little worldly wealth.
+ Duty compels me to remain
+ But oh! how heavy feels the chain!
+
+ My dear Maria! smile no more?
+ This seeming patience makes me wild!
+ So would'st thou once my peace restore,
+ When, mourning for our only child,
+ Each faint appeal was lost in air,
+ Or turn'd my sadness to despair.
+
+ Alas! I only make thee grieve.
+ And hark! the boat awaits below!
+ They call aloud! and I must leave,
+ The tears my folly forc'd to flow.
+ Oh! had I but the time to prove,
+ That mine are only fears of love!
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+SONNET.
+
+ Urge me no more! nor think, because I seem
+ Tame and unsorrowing in the world's rude strife,
+ That anguish and resentment have not life
+ Within the heart that ye so quiet deem:
+ In this forc'd stillness only, I sustain
+ My thought and feeling, wearied out with pain!
+ Floating as 'twere upon some wild abyss,
+ Whence, silent Patience, bending o'er the brink,
+ Would rescue them with strong and steady hand,
+ And join again, by that connecting link,
+ Which now is broken:--O, respect her care!
+ Respect her in this fearful self-command!
+ No moment teems with greater woe than this,
+ Should she but pause, or falter in despair!
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+ON THE REGRET OF YOUTH.
+
+ Before a rose is fully blown,
+ The outward leaves announce decay;
+ So, ere the spring of Youth is flown,
+ Its tiny pleasures die away;
+
+ The gay security we feel,
+ The careless soul's delighted rest,
+ That lively hope, that ardent zeal,
+ And smiling sunshine of the breast.
+
+ Those simple tints, so bright and clear,
+ No healing dew-drops can restore;
+ For joys, which early life endear,
+ Once blighted, can revive no more.
+
+ Yet lovely is the full-blown rose,
+ Although its infant graces fly;
+ The various opening leaves disclose,
+ A fairer banquet to the eye;
+
+ A ruby's beams on drifted snow,
+ Such pure, harmonious blushes shed;
+ If distant, cast a tender glow,
+ But near, its own imperial red;
+
+ The form assumes a prouder air,
+ And bends more graceful in the gale;
+ While, from its cup, of essence rare,
+ A richer hoard of sweets exhale.
+
+ Could we again, by fancy led,
+ That bower of swelling leaves confine,
+ And round that fine, luxuriant head,
+ The mossy tendrils now entwine,
+
+ Over what multitudes of bloom
+ Would a few timid leaflets close!
+ What mental joys resign their room,
+ To causeless mirth, and tame repose!
+
+ The change to Reason's steady eye,
+ Would neither good nor wise appear;
+ And we may lay one precept by,
+ Our discontent is insincere.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+ELEGY ON SOPHIA GRAHAM,
+
+WHO DIED JAN. 21, 1800.
+
+ Sweet is the voice of Friendship to the ear,
+ Sweet is Affection's mildly-beaming eye,
+ Sweet the applause which flows from lips sincere,
+ And sweet is Pity's soft responsive sigh!
+
+ But now those flowers of life have lost their bloom,
+ Faint all their beauty, cold their healing breath,
+ No object fills my eye but yonder tomb,
+ No sound awakes me but the name of death.
+
+ When in the world, I bear a look serene,
+ And veil the gloomy temper of my grief;
+ Sick with restraint at evening quit the scene,
+ To find in tears and solitude relief.
+
+ Parent of Hope and Fancy! thoughtful Night!
+ Why are these nurselings absent from thy bower,
+ While Memory, with sullen, strange delight,
+ Stalks lonely centinel the live-long hour?
+
+ O dear Sophia! could we e'er forget,
+ Such fair endowments and unsullied worth,
+ Thy partial friendship calls for our regret,
+ And selfish feeling gives remembrance birth.
+
+ How often when this trembling hand essays
+ Thy lov'd resemblance once again to trace,
+ The portrait thought in mimic life arrays
+ With all the sweet expression of thy face;
+
+ Art may its symmetry and beauty show,
+ A look, a character, the pencil seize,
+ Give to the form where youthful graces glow,
+ An air of pensive dignity and ease,
+
+ But warmth of feeling and sensation fine,
+ By mild reserve from common eyes conceal'd,
+ The ray of genius and the heart benign,
+ In artless gaiety so oft reveal'd--
+
+ All these are lost; no looks can now arise,
+ Like those which every little act endear'd,
+ Which even in the stranger's careless eyes
+ Like innocence from other worlds appear'd!
+
+ Oft have I fear'd the breath of foolish praise,
+ Might taint the lily which so humbly grew;
+ That flattery's sun might shoot delusive rays,
+ Impede her progress, and distract her view.
+
+ But vain the fear--for she remain'd the same,
+ To outward charms indifferent or blind,
+ Heedless alike of either praise or blame,
+ If it respected not her heart and mind.
+
+ Rich in historic lore, the poet's lyre
+ Had not, though screen'd by time, forsaken hung,
+ She felt and studied with a kindred fire,
+ The lofty strain immortal Maro sung.
+
+ She knew--but why essay to trace her thought
+ Through its wide range, describe her blooming youth,
+ The heart whose feelings were so finely wrought,
+ Its meek ambition, and its love of truth?
+
+ All that parental-vanity desires,
+ All that the friend can muse upon and mourn,
+ All that the lover's ardent vow inspires,
+ In thee, Sophia! from the world was torn!
+
+ But still we yield thee to no stranger's care;
+ No unknown foe our tender love bereaves;
+ Thou goest the angels' hallow'd bliss to share,
+ A Father thy exalted soul receives!
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+TO MISS ROUSE BOUGHTON,
+
+NOW THE RIGHT HON. LADY ST. JOHN.
+
+Aberystwith, July 5th, 17--
+
+ Louisa, while thy pliant fingers trace
+ The solemn beauties of the prospect round,
+ Or, on thy instrument, with touching grace,
+ Awaken all the witcheries of sound:
+
+ Mild, as thy manners, do the colours rise,
+ As soft and unobtrusive meet the view;
+ And, when the varied notes the ear surprize,
+ We own the harmony as strictly true.
+
+ Be thine the praise, alas! a gift how rare!
+ Artless, and unpretending, to excel!
+ Forget the envied charm of being fair,
+ To learn the noblest science,--acting well!
+ And let no world the seal of truth displace,
+ Or spoil the heart's accordance with the face!
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+TO THE SAME,
+
+ON RECEIVING FROM HER A FEW FLOWERS OUT OF A BOUQUET, FROM MELCHBOURNE,
+1807.
+
+ Hail! sweet Louisa! o'er these votive flow'rs
+ Friendship and Fancy weave the joyful song,
+ Wing with fresh rose-leaves all the train of hours,
+ That in the distant aether float along!
+
+ Like those fair flowrets given by thy hand,
+ Like thy own beauty, blooming and serene,
+ The vision of thy future life is plann'd,
+ And forms a clear, a bright, and varied scene!
+
+ That countenance so gentle, and so kind,
+ That heart, which never gave a harsh decree,
+ Suit all the turns of thy harmonious mind,
+ And must, perforce, with destiny agree.
+ This from the Sibyl's leaves affection drew,
+ O, be the omen just! the promise true!
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+TO THE RIVER
+
+WHICH SEPARATES ITSELF FROM THE DEE, AT BEDKELLERT.
+
+July 19, 1799.
+
+ Let others hail the tranquil stream,
+ Whose glassy waters smoothly flow,
+ And, in the undulating gleam,
+ Reflect another world below!
+
+ The yellow Conway as it raves,
+ Demands my tributary song!
+ When, rushing forth, resistless waves
+ O'er rocky fragments foam along!
+
+ Like him, whose vigorous mind reviews
+ The troubles which around him roll;
+ The ceaseless warfare still pursues,
+ And keeps a firm, undaunted soul.
+
+ Though sternly bent by toil and care,
+ The brow hang darkly o'er his eye--
+ His features the fix'd meaning wear
+ Of one who knows not how to sigh.
+
+ It is not apathy that reigns,
+ O'erweening arrogance, or pride,
+ For, in his warmly-flowing veins,
+ The genial feelings all reside.
+
+ It is the breast-plate fortitude
+ Should still to injury oppose;
+ It is the shield with power imbu'd,
+ To blunt the malice of his foes.
+
+ And should the savage country round,
+ A more engaging aspect show,
+ O Conway! it will then be found,
+ How sweet and clear thy waters flow!
+
+ The birds will dip the taper wing--
+ The pilgrim there his thirst assuage,
+ The wandering minstrel sit and sing,
+ Or muse upon a distant age!
+
+ Bold River! soon within the deep,
+ Each weary strife and conflict o'er,
+ Thy venerable waves shall sleep,
+ And feel opposing rocks no more!
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+THE OLD MAN'S FAREWELL.
+
+ Farewell, my pilgrim guest, farewell,
+ A few days since thou wert unknown,
+ None shall thy future fortunes tell,
+ But sweetly have the moments flown!
+
+ And kindness, like the sun on flowers,
+ Soon chas'd away thy tender gloom;
+ New-fledg'd the sable-pinion'd hours,
+ And wove bright tints in Fancy's loom.
+
+ We sought no secrets to divine,
+ Neither thy name nor lineage knew,
+ Our hearts alone have question'd thine,
+ And found that all was just and true.
+
+ Pass not with hasty step, I pray,
+ Across the threshold of my door!
+ But pause awhile, with kind delay,
+ We shall behold thy face no more!
+
+ Once only in a hundred years,
+ The aloe's precious blossoms swell,
+ So, in thy presence it appears,
+ That Time has blossom'd, fare thee well![A]
+
+ [A] See Preface.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+SONG.
+
+DISTANCE FROM THE PLACE OF OUR NATIVITY.
+
+ Since I married Palemon, though happy my lot,
+ Though my garden is pleasant, and lightsome my cot,
+ Though love's smile, like a sunshine, I constantly see,
+ Those blessings are all insufficient for me,
+ I repine not at labour, I ask not for gold,
+ But I want the sweet eyes of my friends to behold.
+
+ With Palemon I think o'er the world I could roam,
+ Though he liv'd in a desert, would make it my home.
+ From him no allurements his Lucy could bribe,
+ And, though timid, no dangers, no menaces drive.
+ But the heart that can love with devotion so true,
+ Is not cold or forgetful, my parents, to you!
+
+ Oh idle declaimers! how is it ye say,
+ That affection and tenderness fade and decay?
+ Though so easily pain'd, they endure like a gem,
+ And the heart and the mind imbibe colour from them!
+ In affliction they brighten, in absence refine,
+ And are causes of sorrow too sweet to resign.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+THE OLD SHEPHERD'S RECOLLECTIONS.
+
+ Low, heavy clouds are hanging on the hills,
+ And half-impatient of the sun's approach,
+ Shake sullenly their cold and languid wings!
+ Oh! it is fine to see his morning beams
+ Burst on the gloom, while, in disorder'd flight,
+ The shuddering, mournful vapours steal away;
+ Like the tenacious spirit of a man,
+ Shrinking from the loud voice of cheerfulness,
+ When it breaks in, so sadly out of tune,
+ Upon his quiet musing, and dispels
+ The waking dream of a dejected heart:
+ The dream I cherish in this solitude,
+ In all the wanderings of my little flock,
+ That which beguiles my loneliness, and takes
+ Its charm and change from the surrounding scene.
+
+ Oh! how unwelcome often are to me
+ The gayest, most exhilarating sounds!
+ When slow and sickly Memory, tempted forth
+ By dint of soft persuasion, brings to light
+ His treasures--and, with childish eagerness,
+ Arranges and collects--then suddenly
+ To have him startled by discordance, drag,
+ Without discrimination, all away--
+ And with them leap to his deep hollow cave--
+ Not easily to be withdrawn again,
+ Grieves one who loves to think of other times,
+ To talk with those long silent in the grave,
+ And pass from childhood to old age again.
+
+ Behold this stony rock! whose rifted crest,
+ Lets the rough, roaring torrent force a way,
+ And, foaming, pour its waters on the vale!
+ Behold them tumbling from their dizzy height,
+ Like clouds, of more than snowy whiteness, thrown
+ Precipitate from heav'n, which, as they fall,
+ Diffuse a mist, in form of glory, round!
+ This was my darling haunt a long time past!
+ Here, when a boy, in pleasing awe, I sate,
+ Wistfully silent, with uplifted eye,
+ And heart attun'd to the sad, lulling sound
+ They made descending. Far below my feet,
+ Near where yon little, ruin'd cottage lies,
+ Oft, at the pensive hour of even-tide
+ I saw young Osborne bearing on his harp,
+ And, trusting to an aged mother's care,
+ His darkling steps: Beneath that falling beech,
+ Whose wide-spread branches touch the water's edge,
+ He lov'd to sit, and feel the freshen'd gale
+ Breathe cool upon him.
+
+ Then that falling beech
+ Was a young, graceful tree; which, starting up,
+ Amid the looser fragments of the rock,
+ Rear'd boldly in the air its lofty head,
+ While, struggling with the stone, the nervous roots
+ Pursued their own direction, elbowing out,
+ Their flinty neighbour; who, o'erspread with moss,
+ Of varied hues, and deck'd with flow'ring heath,
+ That from each fissure hung luxuriant down,
+ Became a seat, where, king of all the scene,
+ The harper sate, and, in sweet melodies,
+ Now like the lark rejoicing at the dawn,
+ Now soothing as the nightingale's sad note,
+ Hail'd the departing sun, whose golden rays
+ Glitter'd upon the surface of the wave,
+ And, as a child upon its mother's arm
+ Seeks to delay the coming hour of rest,
+ Till sudden slumbers steal upon his smiles
+ And veil him in a dream of love and joy,
+ He seem'd reluctant to withdraw his beams;
+ And, rich in roseate beauty, for awhile
+ Kept the green waves beneath his glowing head.
+
+ Kind, gentle Osborne! half a century
+ Has silver'd o'er the crisp and yellow locks
+ Of thy young auditor, but memory still
+ Grasps the torn record of my weary life.
+ And finds full many a page to tell of thee!
+ Oh! ye who have a friend ye truly love,
+ One whom your hearts can trust, whose excellence
+ Was not obtruded boastingly to view,
+ But time and happy circumstance reveal'd,
+ Rays of quick light upon a diamond
+ Which else had lain unnotic'd in the waste!
+ Oh! hasten! hasten speedily to pay
+ Each debt of fond affection! lock not up
+ So cautiously the tribute due to worth!
+ Nor let reserve, as I have often done,
+ Enslave the sweetest feelings of the soul!
+ And hang around them like an envious mist,
+ O'er the bright radiance of the morning star,
+ Leaving us nothing but a spot of light
+ Bereav'd of all its lustre! For my friend,
+ He never knew that there was one on earth,
+ After a parent felt the touch of death,
+ And Love, a weeping pilgrim, turn'd away
+ Far from his dwelling--Oh! he never knew,
+ That there was one who would have follow'd him,
+ With steady kindness, even to the grave!
+
+ Thou dear, neglected friend! to whom I owe
+ All that sustains my heart, and makes me think
+ The gift of life a blessing, Oh! forgive
+ That in thy sorrows, my forgetful tongue
+ Spake not of zeal and service; of the debt
+ Which gratitude was emulous to pay!
+ I might have trimm'd the dying lamp of hope,
+ And cheer'd the bitter hours of banishment:
+ But Oh! my youth was fearful, and I felt
+ So deep an awe of that unspotted worth
+ And saint-like gentleness--such a mistrust
+ Of my own powers to tell him what I wish'd,
+ That I resisted all my feelings claim'd,
+ In anguish I resisted; but a spell
+ Hung o'er me and compell'd me to be mute.
+
+ Methinks I still behold him! tall and fair,
+ He had a look so tranquil and so mild,
+ That something holy stole upon the sense
+ When he appear'd; his language had such power
+ In converse, that the hearer, as entranced
+ Sate lingering on to listen; while in song,
+ Or skill upon the many-stringed harp
+ Was never heard his equal! Then he knew
+ All our old ballads, all our father's tales,
+ All the adventurous deeds of early times,
+ The punishment of blood or sacrilege,
+ And the reward of virtue, when it seem'd
+ Deserted by the world, and left alone,
+ A prey to scorn, oppression, contumely
+ And all the ills which make the good despair.
+ When-e'er we circled round him, one young girl
+ Was always present, of a nicer ear,
+ And more refin'd perception than the rest.
+ Now she was lost in thought, while on her cheek
+ Lay silent tears--and then that cheek grew pale
+ In wild amazement--but, when he began
+ To speak of noble deeds, she rais'd her head,
+ Bending with looks of mingled awe and love,
+ And zealous admiration, on the youth,
+ Alone insensible of all around,
+ To the soft charm of symmetry and grace,
+ The smile intelligent, the look benign,
+ And all the outward raiment of the soul.
+ Yet, though he saw her not, it was his fate
+ To have an inward and discerning sense,
+ Which spake of Lora's gentleness and worth.
+ He lov'd in her the fondness of his art,
+ And taught her many wild and simple airs,
+ Suiting the plaintive tenor of her voice,
+ Which he would mimic with sweet minstrelsy.
+ When she was absent, and with strange delight,
+ Repeat her parting words, her kind adieu,
+ Or sweetly-spoken promise of return.
+
+ And that return was prompt: she linger'd oft
+ Till evening wet the ground with heavy dew,
+ Or came to take her lesson in the morn,
+ Before her father's anxious eyes unclos'd,
+ To look upon her beauty with delight,
+ And soothe the rugged temper of his soul,
+ By views of future grandeur for his child:
+ Not thinking that her elegance of mind,
+ The modest dignity of humble worth
+ Which fits the low-born peasant to become
+ A crowned monarch, and to wield with grace
+ The golden sceptre, had instructed her
+ To feel no paltry jealousy of power,
+ No bold aspiring, and no wish beyond
+ The bounded confines of her present state:
+ Had counsell'd her, that even mines of wealth,
+ Could purchase nothing to content the wise,
+ Esteem or friendship, tenderness or love:
+ That power at best was but a heavy weight;
+ If well employ'd, a dubious, unpaid toil,
+ If ill, a curse, to tempt men to their fate.
+
+ Her cheek had often felt the blush of shame,
+ At his proud boasting; and her heart had sunk
+ At the cold arrogance that scorn'd the poor;
+ But she was fain to turn aside, and weep,
+ To wring her hands in secret, and to raise
+ The eye of silent anguish up to heaven;
+ For though he dearly lov'd her, he would ne'er
+ Submit to hear a murmur at his will.
+ Oft with her heart oppress'd, and her blue eyes
+ Full of unshedden tears, she bent her way
+ Alone to Osborne's lowly cot, and when
+ Her faint voice call'd the fond inquiry forth,
+ Would say, "'tis true, my friends, that I am sad,
+ Nay sick, with vain repining. O! I wish,
+ That I were either indigent myself,
+ Or that I had the power, the blessed power
+ Of cheering the unhappy! for I want,
+ By kindness to prevent the act of guilt,
+ And ward the arrows of incroaching Death,
+ Who comes, before the time, upon his prey.
+ Think that there should be means to stay his wrath,
+ To purchase health, life, comfort, innocence,
+ And yet those means withholden!
+
+ "O! my heart!
+ It dies with sorrow! and where most I love,
+ Sheds all its bitterness; delighting still
+ To tell the many miseries that flit
+ At times across me! Those I lightly prize
+ Partake the sunshine of my happier hours,
+ Although I seek them with far less delight!
+ The loud laugh dwells not here, the sportive dance,
+ The carol of unconscious levity,
+ And yet how oft, how willingly I come!"
+
+ "Know'st thou not, Lora," cried the youthful sage,
+ "That there are things the mind must prize above
+ What captivates the senses! That in them
+ She feels no interest, and she takes no care!
+ That though sometimes an alien, she receives
+ Delighted back the ensigns of her power,
+ And takes her truant vassals into grace!
+ That when thou bring'st to us that wounded mind,
+ The grave of many feelings, language is
+ As yet too poor to utter, thou canst give
+ No richer, dearer token of regard."
+
+ "Were man indeed the only hope of man,
+ I never would reprove thee for thy tears!
+ But, they are vain! man has a surer trust!
+ The helpless, weary, miserable wretch,
+ Left by his fellows in the wilderness,
+ Shall be supported in that trying hour,
+ By a right arm, which, in his days of strength,
+ He did not lean upon! A gracious arm,
+ Which wounds the sick, and heals them by the stroke.
+ O! Lora! to the Father of the world,
+ A Judge so patient and so merciful.
+ That he refuses not the latest sigh.
+ Nor suffers sorrow but as means to save,
+ Canst thou not trust the objects of thy care!
+
+ "Hadst thou the power to help them--it were well,
+ To be most anxious. To collect thy freight
+ Of human sorrow, and, by merchandize,
+ Exchange it for the riches of the world:
+ For health, for comfort, nay, perchance for life,
+ That gem of countless value, which sometimes,
+ Not all the treasures of the East can buy,
+ Tendered with supplications and with tears,
+ Is often purchas'd at a petty price,
+ Nay, in exchange for courtesy. What joy
+ Must in that moment fill the merchant's heart,
+ To win a jewel, kings monopolize
+ The sole disposal of! Be patient then!
+ This glorious privilege may yet be thine!
+ Deserve it only by fulfilling all
+ The gentler duties that have present claims
+ With cheerfulness and zeal--Let no neglect
+ Press on thy father's age, no discontent
+ Sour thee with thy companions, no mistrust
+ Give pain to friendship, and thy usefulness
+ Though calm and bounded, has no mean award."
+
+ Thus, like a prophet, did he still enforce
+ Only the virtues and rare qualities
+ Congenial with her after destiny;
+ Yet, not foreseeing evil, he himself
+ Was unprepared, and when her father led,
+ Her opposition and entreaty past,
+ The hapless Lora forth, to promise love
+ And honour to a man, whose vacant mind,
+ Throughout a course of long succeeding years,
+ She vainly strove to soften and to raise,
+ Though he had taught her patience till that hour,
+ His own at once forsook him, and he fled.
+
+ She murmur'd not, nor even seem'd to mourn,
+ But losing all her love of solitude,
+ Appear'd so active in each new pursuit,
+ So wholly what her anxious father wish'd,
+ That he repented not his cruelty.
+ Believing in her happiness, he felt
+ Himself the author, and became more proud
+ Of his own wisdom: yet she often heard
+ His wayward taunt or querulous complaint,
+ And, from the lordly partner of her fate,
+ The harsher sound of ignorant rebuke.
+ She was a matchless woman, when she lost
+ The timid graces of retiring youth,
+ She still was lovely, for her shaded eyes
+ Beam'd with a lofty sweetness, a content
+ Beyond the pow'r of fortune to destroy.
+ Careless of let or hindrance, she went on,
+ Nor shrunk nor started at the many thorns
+ Strew'd in her toilsome path; still looking forth
+ To others' weal, forgetful it would seem,
+ Perchance in heart despairing of her own.
+ The friend, the help, the comforter of all,
+ No voice was heard so cheerful, nor a step
+ So bounding and so light. 'Twas wonderful!
+ For I have seen her, when her polish'd arm
+ Has clasp'd the nurseling, with her face conceal'd
+ Bent fondly o'er; and I have mark'd each limb
+ To boast a fine expansion, as if thrill'd
+ With the deep feelings of maternal love
+ And aching tenderness, too highly wrought
+ For happy souls to cherish! they delight
+ In painless joys, and, on the infant's cheek,
+ Rounded and glowing with a finer bloom
+ Than the wild-rose, careless imprint the kiss,
+ Which sorrow always sanctions by a prayer.
+ They in the radiance of its glancing eyes
+ See nothing to suffuse with their own tears!
+ Borne forward on the easy wing of Time,
+ They travel on, they scarcely meet with Thought,
+ Or, like a summer cloud, he passes by,
+ His shadow rests one instant, and again
+ The scene is calm and brilliant as before!
+
+ Not so with Lora, trouble, sickness, death,
+ Were busy with the residue of peace,
+ When years and care had weaken'd her regrets,
+ Veil'd the sad recollection of past days,
+ And overgrown the softness of her mind,
+ As the close-creeping ivy hides and rusts
+ The smooth and silver surface of the beech.
+ An orphan and a widow--she became
+ Decisive, watchful, prudent, nay severe
+ To wilful disobedience or neglect;
+ Though generous where she perceiv'd desert.
+ She taught her children with unceasing zeal,
+ Sought knowledge for their sakes, and, more than all,
+ Anxious, inquisitive about the heart,
+ Search'd all the motives, all the incidents
+ In which it was unfolded; fencing still
+ Each treacherous failing with a double guard,
+ And oft repeated warnings; well conceal'd,
+ Or given with so much kindness, that they serv'd
+ To draw more closely every knot of love.
+ Nor did she cease to urge her pious cares
+ By constant vigilance, till riper age
+ Had fix'd the moral sense, when, as a bow
+ For a long active season tightly strain'd
+ Relaxes, tumult and contention o'er,
+ She sunk into indulgence, glad to yield
+ To mildness, nature, and herself again.
+
+ Youth, e'en when wise and good, requires a change,
+ Delights in novelty, and hears of nought
+ Which suddenly it asks not to behold;
+ And Lora's children oft assail'd her ear
+ To let them journey to some rumour'd scene,
+ Some feast, or village wake, or sprightly dance,
+ Urging her still to bear them company.
+ She lov'd to give them pleasure, and one time
+ (The fav'rite legend of our country folk
+ Hath oft the tale repeated) as they mix'd
+ Carelessly in the crowd, remember'd notes
+ Struck by a harper in a distant tent,
+ Sweet and soul-piercing as the midnight songs
+ Which are, they say, the harbingers of death,
+ Flow'd on her ear--when, with impulsive spring,
+ As if a magic spell had wing'd her feet,
+ Fearing the sounds would vanish into air,
+ And prove delusion ere she reach'd the spot,
+ She forward rush'd, and soon beheld the friend,
+ The dear companion of her youth. She seiz'd
+ The hand that lay upon the quivering chords,
+ Stopping their melody and resting mute.
+ The pause was awful--He at length exclaim'd,
+ In a deep, laboured cry, "Ye heavenly powers!
+ If Lora lives, the hand I feel is hers!"
+ She could not speak, but with her other hand
+ Clasp'd his, and sigh'd and rais'd her eyes to heaven,
+ When straight the big, round tears began to flow;
+ "And is it thee, dear Lora! Art thou come
+ Again to gladden one, who never found
+ 'Mid countless who are good, a heart like thine!
+ Oh! speak! that I may know if still my ear
+ Retains a true remembrance of that voice!
+ For since, it has not drank so sweet a sound."
+
+ "Hail happy day!" cried Lora, "which restores
+ The friend whose absence I have mourn'd so long!
+ For thou, O! Osborne! must with me return,
+ Me and my children! They shall hear again
+ Those counsels which inform'd their mother's heart;
+ Gave courage in the hour of enterprize,
+ Calmness in danger, patience under ills
+ That like a swarm of insects buz around,
+ And vex the spirit which they cannot rouse.
+ Return, my early, long-lost friend! with us
+ Thou shalt enjoy repose: our cheerful home
+ Shall gather round thee many an honest heart
+ Which knows thy virtues, and will hold thee dear."
+
+ She paus'd, and Osborne joyful gave assent.
+ Fair hopes of joy engaged his faultering mind,
+ For long-time had he dragg'd a weary life,
+ Lone, or bereav'd of relative or friend,
+ Careful to tend his health, and to divert
+ His sadness; each succeeding hour had press'd
+ With its slow-passing wing his gentle head
+ Drooping and prematurely silver'd o'er,
+ (Like snows depending on the autumn leaf)
+ Yet warm, benevolent, serene, resign'd,
+ And like an angel save in youth and joy.
+
+ A winding path round yonder wooded hill,
+ Leads to a spot where Nature decks herself
+ In loveliness and beauty: far below
+ Spreads the green valley, where a silent stream
+ Turns, like a serpent writhing in its course;
+ And, rarified by distance, kissing heaven,
+ In many noble and fantastic shapes,
+ A giant range of purple mountains sleeps.
+ Grand is the scene, and in the centre stands
+ The tomb of Osborne--after many years
+ Of happiness and friendship, Lora rais'd
+ This plain memorial, and her children plac'd
+ A mother's near, to tell succeeding years
+ Their talents and their virtue. They themselves
+ More forcibly express the worth of both,
+ For they are wise and good, without a shade
+ Of cold severity or selfish pride.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+REFLECTION.
+
+August 2, 1798.
+
+ Why should we think the years of life
+ Will pass serenely by,
+ When, for a day, the Sun himself
+ Ne'er sees a cloudless sky!
+
+ And, unassuming as she moves,
+ The meek-eyed Queen of night,
+ Meets wand'ring vapours in her path
+ To dim her paler light!
+
+ Then why should we in vain repine
+ At man's uncertain lot,
+ That cares will equally assail
+ The palace and the cot?
+
+ For Heaven ordains this chequer'd scene
+ Our mortal pow'rs t' employ;
+ That we might know, compare, select,
+ Be grateful, and enjoy.
+
+[For the last verse I am indebted to the pen of a Friend.]
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+RETROSPECT OF YOUTH.
+
+ I wander'd forth amid the flow'rs,
+ And careless sipp'd the morning air;
+ Nor hail'd the angel-winged hours,
+ Nor saw that Happiness was there!
+ Alas! I often since have wept
+ That Gratitude unconscious slept!
+
+ For Truth and Pity then were young,
+ And walk'd in simple, narrow bounds;
+ Affection's meek, assuasive tongue,
+ Had sweet, but most capricious sounds.
+ Once, wild with scornful pride, she fled,
+ And only turn'd to seek the dead!
+
+ Oh! from a garden of delight,
+ What fair memento did I bring!
+ What amaranth of colours bright,
+ To mark the promise of my spring?
+ Behold this flow'r! its leaves are wet,
+ With tears of lasting, vain regret!
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+THE DAUGHTER.
+
+1797.
+
+ "Come, mournful lute! dear echo of my woe!
+ No stranger's tread in this lone spot I fear,
+ Sweeter thy notes in such wild places flow,
+ And, what is more, my Henry cannot hear!
+
+ "He will not know my pain and my despair,
+ When that dread scene arises on my view,
+ Where my poor father would not hear my pray'r,
+ Or grant his only child a last adieu!
+
+ "He will not know that still the hour I mourn,
+ When death all hopes of pardon snatch'd away;
+ That still this heart by sad remembrance torn,
+ Repeats the dreadful mandate of that day.
+
+ "Luckless for him has been my constant love,
+ Luckless the destiny I bade him brave,
+ For since a parent did our vows reprove,
+ Sorrow was all the gift my fondness gave.
+
+ "Then, though I knew my father's stern command,
+ The short-liv'd conflict of affection o'er,
+ I offer'd to the youth my dowerless hand,
+ And fondly reason'd thus on being poor,
+
+ "'Can pomp or splendour elevate the soul,
+ Brighten the lustre that illumes the eye!
+ Make the rough stream of life more smoothly roll,
+ Suppress the tear, or waft away the sigh!
+
+ "'Can happiness a purer joy receive,
+ In the proud mansions of the rich and great?
+ Or, tell me, can the wounded bosom heave
+ With blunted anguish under robes of state!
+
+ "'No! Henry, no! Alas! too well you know,
+ The misery of an affected smile,
+ The pain of clearing the thought-clouded brow,
+ To covet for yourself the hateful toil!
+
+ "'And since my choice, and reason both approve,
+ Since I have known you many a circling year,
+ And time has well assur'd me of your love,
+ Tell me, my Henry, what have I to fear?
+
+ "'My father, though by worldly prudence led,
+ Will pardon when our happiness is told.'
+ Alas! no curses fell upon my head,
+ But never did he more his child behold.
+
+ "He would not, dying, hear my ardent prayer!
+ But, cruel! said, I leave her all my store;
+ She wrung my doating heart with deep despair,
+ And even now perhaps desires no more.
+
+ "This is the stroke which all my peace destroys,
+ The dagger which no art can draw away,
+ The thought which every faculty employs,
+ Withers my bloom, and makes my strength decay.
+
+ "His death, his sorrows are the heavy curse
+ That hangs above my poor, distracted head!
+ His dying words have scatter'd vain remorse,
+ For vain, though bitter, are the tears I shed.
+
+ "And yet my father to my soul was dear,
+ But tender pity was on Henry's side;
+ I painted him relenting, not severe,
+ Nor fancied I could be an orphan bride.
+
+ "Ah me! excuses will not cure my pain!
+ At least, forgetfulness can little plead.
+ A widow'd parent!--I deserv'd disdain,
+ 'Tis fit these eyes should weep, this heart should bleed!
+
+ "But yet assist me heaven! to hide my grief,
+ My waning health from love's suspicious eyes!
+ This malady admits of no relief,
+ And nought augments the pain, but Henry's sighs.
+
+ "Perhaps e'en now he wonders at my stay,
+ Sees the white fogs of evening rise around,
+ Comes out to seek me in my devious way,
+ But turns not to this unfrequented ground.
+
+ "Alas! my love, thy anxious care is vain!
+ Nothing can stop yon wand'rer of the sky;
+ Nothing can long this fleeting life retain!
+ For oh! I feel that I must shortly die.
+
+ "But cease my lute, this low, desponding strain,
+ It floats too long upon the heavy air;
+ Henry may pass and know that I complain.
+ One moment's peace to him is worth my care."
+
+ She said, and toward the cheerless mansion flew,
+ Her slender, sylph-like form array'd in white,
+ Not clearly seen amidst surrounding dew,
+ Seem'd like a spirit ling'ring in its flight.
+
+ Poor Henry, who had watch'd her in the shade,
+ In aching silence list'ning to her song,
+ At distance follow'd slowly through the glade,
+ Pausing forgetful as he pass'd along.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+YOUTH UNSUSPICIOUS OF EVIL.
+
+ O bend thy head, sweet morning flow'r!
+ And look not up so fresh and bright!
+ The keen, harsh wind, the heavy show'r,
+ Will spoil thy beauties ere the night.
+
+ I grieve to see thee look so gay.
+ And so unconscious of thy lot,
+ For gloom and tempests wait thy day,
+ And thou, unhappy, fear'st it not!
+
+ Thy tender leaflets all unfold,
+ Their colours ripen and refine,
+ Become most lovely to behold,
+ And, ah! most apt to shrink and pine.
+
+ Then, bend thy head, sweet morning flow'r!
+ I grieve to see thee look so gay!
+ Close thy soft wings against the show'r,
+ And wait a more auspicious day!
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+THE MOTHER.
+
+ "And beats my heart again with joy!
+ And dances now my spirit light!
+ The skiff that holds my darling boy
+ This moment burst upon my sight!
+
+ "Not yet distinctly I perceive
+ Amid the crew his well-known form,
+ But still his safety I believe,
+ I know he has escap'd the storm.
+
+ "I feel as if my heart had wings,
+ And tender from excess of bliss,
+ His form, which airy fancy brings,
+ In fond emotion seem to kiss.
+
+ "Welcome the wild, imperfect rest,
+ Which these bewilder'd spirits share!
+ Welcome this tumult of the breast,
+ After the shudder of despair!
+
+ "My Robert he is brave and strong,
+ He will these flowing tears reprove.
+ Alas! how little know the young,
+ The tremor of a Mother's love.
+
+ "For we are weak from many a care,
+ From many a sleepless, anxious hour,
+ When fear and hope the bosom tear,
+ And ride the brain with fevering power.
+
+ "But lo! he cheerly waves his hand!
+ I hear his voice! I see his face!
+ And eager now he springs to land,
+ To meet a Mother's fond embrace!
+
+ "This failing heart! but joy to me,
+ If heaven in pity is thy guard;
+ And of the pangs I feel for thee,
+ Protection be the dear reward!"
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+EDGAR AND ELLEN.
+
+ "Arrest thy steps! On these sad plains,
+ Fair dame, no farther go!
+ But listen to the martial strains,
+ Whose wildness speaks of woe!
+
+ Hark! strife is forward on the field,
+ I hear the trumpet's bray!
+ Now spear to spear, and shield to shield,
+ Decides the dreadful day!
+
+ Unfit for thee, oh! Lady fair!
+ The scenes where men engage;
+ Thy gentle spirit could not bear
+ The fearful battle's rage."
+
+ "I prithee, stranger, let me fly!
+ Though pallid is my cheek,
+ The lightning's flash delights my eye,
+ I love the thunder's break.
+
+ And oft beneath our castle tow'rs,
+ When tempests rush'd along,
+ My steady hand has painted flowers,
+ Or voice has rais'd the song."
+
+ "Oh Lady! that bewilder'd eye
+ Is red with recent tears;
+ Already that heart-startling sigh
+ Proclaims thy anxious fears.
+
+ Then let a stranger's words prevail,
+ Nor thus in danger roam!
+ Here many frightful ills assail,
+ But safety is at home!"
+
+ "No, in some peasant's lowly cot
+ Perhaps she may abide,
+ To consecrate the humble spot,
+ But not where I reside.
+
+ In Hubert's halls, my father's foe,
+ From childhood have I dwelt,
+ And for his wily murderer too,
+ A filial fondness felt.
+
+ Ah me! how often have I press'd
+ The lips which seal'd his doom!
+ How oft the cruel hand caress'd
+ Which sent him to the tomb!
+
+ My nurse reveal'd the dreadful truth,
+ And, as she told the tale,
+ A sickly blight pass'd o'er my youth,
+ And turn'd its roses pale.
+
+ The heavy secret on my heart
+ Like deadly poison prey'd;
+ For she forbade me to impart
+ A word of what she said.
+
+ I, who so blithely sung before,
+ So peacefully had slept,
+ Fancied gaunt murder at the door,
+ And listen'd, shook, and wept.
+
+ No longer with an open smile,
+ I greeted all around;
+ My fearful looks were fix'd the while,
+ In terror on the ground.
+
+ All saw the change, and kindly strove
+ My sadness to relieve;
+ Base Hubert feign'd a parent's love,
+ Which could not see me grieve.
+
+ A painful anger flush'd my cheek,
+ My lip indignant smil'd,
+ I cried, "And did he e'er bespeak
+ Thy friendship for his child?"
+
+ "Ellen! when death was drawing nigh,
+ Thou wert his only care;
+ Oh! guard her, Hubert, if I die,
+ It is my latest prayer.
+
+ To none, dear friend, but thee," he cried,
+ "Whose love and truth are known,
+ Could I this precious charge confide,
+ To cherish, as thy own!"
+
+ I pledg'd my honour, to fulfil
+ My dearest friend's desire!
+ And I have ever acted still,
+ As honour's laws require!
+
+ Thy mind, dear Ellen, is the proof
+ Of my paternal care,
+ Since form'd beneath this friendly roof,
+ So excellent and fair.
+
+ Then why that cloud upon thy brow,
+ That sullen, fearful sigh!
+ That something which we must not know,
+ That cold and altered eye?
+
+ Why must thy proud, suspicious air,
+ Give every heart a pain?
+ Why must my son, my Edgar bear
+ Unmerited disdain?"
+
+ I hung my bead, my fault'ring tongue
+ In feeble murmurs spoke,
+ His specious art my bosom wrung,
+ I shudder'd at his look.
+
+ And thus, bewildered with my woes,
+ I faint and careless rove;
+ For oh! I cannot dwell with those
+ I must no longer love."
+
+ "Fair lady, calm that anxious heart,
+ And to my voice attend!
+ Thy father died by Hubert's dart,
+ And yet he was his friend.
+
+ For Lancaster Sir Philip rose,
+ And many a Yorkist slew;
+ Till, singling him amidst his foes,
+ Lord Hubert's arrow flew.
+
+ But soon we saw the victor stand
+ Beside, in sorrow drown'd;
+ And soon Sir Philip took the hand,
+ Which gave the deadly wound.
+
+ "My friend, unweeting was thy aim,
+ And is by me forgiv'n,
+ But oh! one sacred oath I claim,
+ In sight of men, and heav'n!
+
+ Oh! promise with a father's zeal,
+ My Ellen to protect!
+ Nor let her like an orphan feel
+ Dependence, and neglect!
+
+ And then, almost without regret,
+ I can my charge resign;
+ For, during life, I never met
+ So true a heart as thine."
+
+ Lord Hubert pledg'd his sacred word,
+ He wept, and, kneeling, swore,
+ In England ne'er to wield a sword,
+ Or shoot an arrow more.
+
+ From civil war, whose daily crimes
+ This island long shall rue,
+ From all the evil of the times,
+ In anguish he withdrew.
+
+ I wonder that, by nature bold,
+ He stoop'd to wear disguise,
+ Or leave the hapless tale untold,
+ Which wakens thy surprise!
+
+ Yet the sad shame that fill'd his breast,
+ May well thy pity crave,
+ A turtle dove may build her nest
+ Upon thy father's grave--"
+
+ "Stranger, that warrior from the east,
+ Who comes with headlong speed,
+ Is Edgar, Hubert's son, at least,
+ He rides on Edgar's steed!"
+
+ "Be calm, fair maid! Thou gallant knight,
+ Who speedest o'er the plain,
+ Give us some tidings of the fight,
+ The victor and the slain!
+
+ One moment stay! for many a care
+ Now fills us with alarm!
+ Is Edward King? Is Hubert's heir,
+ Escap'd from death and harm?"
+
+ "The sun of Lancaster is set,
+ And never more to rise;"
+ Return'd the knight, "I know not yet
+ If Edgar lives or dies!"
+
+ And scarce he check'd the flowing rein,
+ In hurried accents spoke,
+ And, dull and hollow was the strain
+ That through the helmet broke.
+
+ "Where is he?" shriek'd fair Ellen forth,
+ He started at the sound,
+ And, leaping sudden on the earth,
+ His armour rang around.
+
+ "Queen of my destiny!" he cried,
+ "Thy faithful Edgar see!
+ Whose welfare thou canst best decide,
+ For it depends on thee!
+
+ I sav'd our youthful Monarch's life,
+ Whose bounteous hand accords,
+ A dower to grace the noblest wife
+ That England's realm affords.
+
+ With thee his splendid gifts I share,
+ Or soon this youthful head
+ A solemn monk's dark cowl shall wear,
+ To love and glory dead.
+
+ Perhaps that tear upon thy cheek
+ Foretels a milder doom!
+ Thou wilt again our mansion seek,
+ Oh! let me lead thee home!"
+
+
+_FINIS._
+
+
+
+
+
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