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diff --git a/9967-8.txt b/9967-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..482481f --- /dev/null +++ b/9967-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,9131 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Mr. Waddington of Wyck, by May Sinclair + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Mr. Waddington of Wyck + +Author: May Sinclair + +Posting Date: November 12, 2011 [EBook #9967] +Release Date: February, 2006 +First Posted: November 5, 2003 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MR. WADDINGTON OF WYCK *** + + + + +Produced by Suzanne Shell, Dmitriy Genzel and PG Distributed +Proofreaders + + + + + + + + + + + MR. WADDINGTON OF WYCK + + BY MAY SINCLAIR + + 1921 + + + + +MR. WADDINGTON OF WYCK + + + + +I + + +1 + +Barbara wished she would come back. For the last hour Fanny Waddington +had kept on passing in and out of the room through the open door into +the garden, bringing in tulips, white, pink, and red tulips, for the +flowered Lowestoft bowls, hovering over them, caressing them with her +delicate butterfly fingers, humming some sort of song to herself. + +The song mixes itself up with the Stores list Barbara was making: "Two +dozen glass towels. Twelve pounds of Spratt's puppy biscuits. One dozen +gent.'s all-silk pyjamas, extra large size" ... "A-hoom--hoom, +a-hoom--hoom" (that _Impromptu_ of Schubert's), and with the notes +Barbara was writing: "Mrs. Waddington has pleasure in enclosing...." +Fanny Waddington would always have pleasure in enclosing something.... +"A ho-om--boom, hoom, hee." A sound so light that it hardly stirred the +quiet of the room. If a butterfly could hum it would hum like Fanny +Waddington. + +Barbara Madden had not been two days at Lower Wyck Manor, and already +she was at home there; she knew by heart Fanny's drawing-room with the +low stretch of the Tudor windows at each end, their lattices panelled by +the heavy mullions, the back one looking out on to the green garden +bordered with wallflowers and tulips; the front one on to the round +grass-plot and the sundial, the drive and the shrubbery beyond, down the +broad walk that cut through it into the clear reaches of the park. She +liked the interior, the Persian carpet faded to patches of grey and fawn +and old rose, the port-wine mahogany furniture, the tables thrusting out +the brass claws of their legs, the latticed cabinets and bookcases, the +chintz curtains and chair-covers, all red dahlias and powder-blue +parrots on a cream-coloured ground. But when Fanny wasn't there you +could feel the room ache with the emptiness she left. + +Barbara ached. She caught herself listening for Fanny Waddington's feet +on the flagged path and the sound of her humming. As she waited she +looked up at the picture over the bureau in the recess of the +fireplace, the portrait in oils of Horatio Bysshe Waddington, Fanny's +husband. + +He was seated, heavily seated with his spread width and folded height, +in one of the brown-leather chairs of his library, dressed in a tweed +coat, putty-coloured riding breeches, a buff waistcoat, and a grey-blue +tie. The handsome, florid face was lifted in a noble pose above the +stiff white collar; you could see the full, slightly drooping lower lip +under the shaggy black moustache. There was solemnity in the thick, +rounded salient of the Roman nose, in the slightly bulging eyes, and in +the almost imperceptible line that sagged from each nostril down the +long curve of the cheeks. This figure, one great thigh crossed on the +other, was extraordinarily solid against the smoky background where the +clipped black hair made a watery light. His eyes were not looking at +anything in particular. Horatio Bysshe Waddington seemed to be absorbed +in some solemn thought. + +His wife's portrait hung over the card-table in the other recess. + +Barbara hoped he would be nice; she hoped he would be interesting, since +she had to be his secretary. But, of course, he would be. Anybody so +enchanting as Fanny could never have married him if he wasn't. She +wondered how she, Barbara Madden, would play her double part of +secretary to him and companion to her. She had been secretary to other +men before; all through the war she had been secretary to somebody, but +she had never had to be companion to their wives. Perhaps it was a good +thing that Fanny, as she kept on reminding her, had "secured" her first. +She was glad he wasn't there when she arrived and wouldn't be till the +day after to-morrow (he had wired that morning to tell them); so that for +two days more she would have Fanny to herself. + + +2 + +"Well, what do you think of him?" + +Fanny had come back into the room; she was hovering behind her. + +"I--I think he's jolly good-looking." + +"Well, you see, that was painted seventeen years ago. He was young +then." + +"Has he changed much since?" + +"Dear me, no," said Fanny. "He hasn't changed at all." + +"No more have you, I think." + +"Oh, _me_--in seventeen years!" + +She was still absurdly like her portrait, after seventeen years, with +her light, slender body, poised for one of her flights, her quick +movements of butterfly and bird, with her small white face, the terrier +nose lifted on the moth-wing shadows of her nostrils, her dark-blue +eyes, that gazed at you, close under the low black eyebrows, her brown +hair that sprang in two sickles from the peak on her forehead, raking up +to the backward curve of the chignon, a profile of cyclamen. And her +mouth, the fine lips drawn finer by her enchanting smile. All these +features set in such strange, sensitive unity that her mouth looked at +you and her eyes said things. No matter how long she lived she would +always be young. + +"Oh, my dear child," she said, "you are so like your mother." + +"Am I? Were you afraid I wouldn't be?" + +"A little, just a little afraid. I thought you'd be modern." + +"So I am. So was mother." + +"Not when I knew her." + +"Afterwards then." A sudden thought came to Barbara. "Mrs. Waddington, +if mother was your dearest friend why haven't you known me all this +time?" + +"Your mother and I lost sight of each other before you were born." + +"Mother didn't want to." + +"Nor I." + +"Mother would have hated you to think she did." + +"I never thought it. She must have known I didn't." + +"Then why--" + +"Did we lose sight?" + +"Yes, why? People don't, if they can help it, if they care enough. And +mother cared." + +"You're a persistent little thing, aren't you? Are you trying to make +out that I didn't care?" + +"I'm trying to make you see that mother did." + +"Well, my dear, we both cared, but we _couldn't_ help it. We married, +and our husbands didn't hit it off." + +"Didn't they? And daddy was so nice. Didn't you know how nice he was?" + +"Oh, yes. I knew. My husband was nice, too, Barbara; though you mightn't +think it." + +"Oh, but I do. I'm sure he is. Only I haven't seen him yet." + +"So nice. But," said Fanny, pursuing her own thought, "he never made a +joke in his life, and your father never _made_ anything else." + +"Daddy didn't 'make' jokes. They came to him." + +"I've seen them come. He never sent any of them away, no matter how +naughty they were, or how expensive. I used to adore his jokes.... But +Horatio didn't. He didn't like my adoring them, so you see--" + +"I see. I wonder," said Barbara, looking up at the portrait again, +"what he's thinking about?" + +"I used to wonder." + +"But you know now?" + +"Yes, I know now," Fanny said. + +"What'll happen," said Barbara, "if _I_ make jokes?" + +"Nothing. He'll never see them." + +"If he saw daddy's--" + +"Oh, but he didn't. That was me." + +Barbara was thoughtful. "I daresay," she said, "you won't keep me long. +Supposing I can't do the work?" + +"The _work_?" Fanny's eyes were interrogative and a little surprised, as +though they were saying, "Who said work? What work?" + +"Well, Mr. Waddington's work. I've got to help him with his book, +haven't I?" + +"Oh, his book, yes. _When_ he's writing it. He isn't always. Does he +look," said Fanny, "like a man who'd always be writing a book?" + +"No. I can't say he does, exactly." (What _did_ he look like?) + +"Well, then, it'll be all right. I mean _we_ shall be." + +"I only wondered whether I could really do what he wants." + +"If Ralph could," said Fanny, "you can." + +"Who's Ralph?" + +"Ralph is my cousin. He _was_ Horatio's secretary." + +"_Was_." Barbara considered it. "Did _he_ make jokes, then?" + +"Lots. But that wasn't why he left.... It was an awful pity, too; +because he's most dreadfully hard up." + +"If he's hard up," Barbara said, "I couldn't bear to think I've done him +out of a job." + +"You haven't. He had to go." + +Fanny turned again to her flowers and Barbara to her Stores list. + +"Are you sure," Fanny said suddenly, "you put 'striped'?" + +"Striped? The pyjamas? No, I haven't." + +"Then, for goodness' sake, put it. Supposing they sent those awful +Futurist things; why, he'd frighten me into fits. Can't you see Horatio +stalking in out of his dressing-room, all magenta blobs and forked +lightning?" + +"I haven't seen him at all yet," said Barbara. + +"Well, you wait.... Does my humming annoy you?" + +"Not a bit. I like it. It's such a happy sound." + +"I always do it," said Fanny, "when I'm happy." + +You could hear feet, feet in heavy soled boots, clanking on the drive +that ringed the grass-plot and the sundial; the eager feet of a young +man. Fanny turned her head, listening. + +"There _is_ Ralph," she said. "Come in, Ralph!" + +The young man stood in the low, narrow doorway, filling it with his +slender height and breadth. He looked past Fanny, warily, into the far +corner of the room, and when his eyes found Barbara at her bureau they +smiled. + +"Oh, _come_ in," Fanny said. "He isn't here. He won't be till Friday. +This is Ralph Bevan, Barbara; and this is Barbara Madden, Ralph." + +He bowed, still smiling, as if he saw something irrepressibly amusing in +her presence there. + +"Yes," said Fanny to the smile. "Your successor." + +"I congratulate you, Miss Madden." + +"Don't be an ironical beast. She's just said she couldn't bear to think +she'd done you out of your job." + +"Well, I couldn't," said Barbara. + +"That's very nice of you. But you didn't do me out of anything. It was +the act of God." + +"It was Horatio's act. Not that Miss Madden meant any reflection on his +justice and his mercy." + +"I don't know about his justice," Ralph said. "But he was absolutely +merciful when he fired me out." + +"Is it so awfully hard then?" said Barbara. + +"You may not find it so." + +"Oh, but I'm going to be Mrs. Waddington's companion, too." + +"You'll be all right then. They wouldn't let _me_ be that." + +"He means you'll be safe, dear. You won't be fired out whatever +happens." + +"Whatever sort of secretary I am?" + +"Yes. She can be any sort she likes, in reason, can't she?" + +"She can't be a worse one than I was, anyhow." + +Barbara was aware that he had looked at her, a long look, half +thoughtful, half amused, as if he were going to say something different, +something that would give her a curious light on herself, and had +thought better of it. + +Fanny Waddington was protesting. "My dear boy, it wasn't for +incompetence. She's simply dying to know what you _did_ do." + +"You can tell her." + +"He wanted to write Horatio's book for him, and Horatio wouldn't let +him. That was all." + +"Oh, well, _I_ shan't want to write it," Barbara said. + +"We thought perhaps you wouldn't," said Fanny. + +But Barbara had turned to her bureau, affecting a discreet absorption in +her list. And presently Ralph Bevan went out into the garden with Fanny +to gather more tulips. + + + + +II + + +1 + +She _had_ been dying to know what he had done, but now, after Ralph had +stayed to lunch and tea and dinner that first day, after he had spent +all yesterday at the Manor, and after he had turned up to-day at ten +o'clock in the morning, Barbara thought she had made out the history, +though they had been very discreet and Fanny had insisted on reading +"Tono-Bungay" out loud half the time. + +Ralph, of course, was in love with his cousin Fanny. To be sure, she +must be at least ten years older than he was, but that wouldn't matter. +And, of course, it was rather naughty of him, but then again, very +likely he couldn't help it. It had just come on him when he wasn't +thinking; and who could help being in love with Fanny? You could be in +love with people quite innocently and hopelessly. There was no sin where +there wasn't any hope. + +And perhaps Fanny was innocently, ever so innocently, in love with him; +or, if she wasn't, Horatio thought she was, which came to much the same +thing; so that anyhow poor Ralph had to go. The explanation they had +given, Barbara thought, was rather thin, not quite worthy of their +admirable intelligence. + +It was Friday, Barbara's fifth day. She was walking home with Ralph +Bevan through the Waddingtons' park, down the main drive that led from +Wyck-on-the-Hill to Lower Wyck Manor. + +It wouldn't be surprising, she thought, if Fanny were in love with her +cousin; he was, as she put it to herself, so distinctly +"fallable-in-love-with." She could see Fanny surrendering, first to his +sudden laughter, his quick, delighted mind, his innocent, engaging +frankness. He would, she thought, be endlessly amusing, endlessly +interesting, because he was so interested, so amused. There was +something that pleased her in the way he walked, hatless, his head +thrown back, his shoulders squared, his hands thrust into his coat +pockets, safe from gesture; something in the way he spun round in his +path to face her with his laughter. He had Fanny's terrier nose with the +ghost of a kink in it; his dark hair grew back in a sickle on each +temple; it wouldn't lie level and smooth like other people's, but sprang +up, curled from the clipping. His eyes were his own, dappled eyes, green +and grey, black and brown, sparkling; so was his mouth, which was +neither too thin nor too thick--determination in the thrusting curve of +that lower lip--and his chin, which was just a shade too big for it, a +shade too big for his face. His cheeks were sunburnt, and a little +shower of ochreish freckles spread from the sunburn and peppered the +slopes of his nose. She wanted to sketch him. + +"Doesn't Mrs. Waddington ever go for walks?" she said. + +"Fanny? No. She's too lazy." + +"Lazy?" + +"Too active, if you like, in other ways.... How long have you known +her?" + +"Just five days." + +"Five _days_?" + +"Yes; but, you see, years ago she was my mother's dearest friend. That's +how I came to be their secretary. When she saw my name in the +advertisement she thought it must be me. And it was me. They hadn't seen +each other for years and years. My father and Mr. Waddington didn't hit +it off together, I believe." + +"You haven't seen him yet?" + +"No. There seems to be some mystery about him." + +"Mystery?" + +"Yes. What is it? Or mayn't you tell?" + +"I _won't_ tell. It wouldn't be kind." + +"Then don't--don't. I didn't know it was that sort of thing." + +Ralph laughed. "It isn't. I meant it wouldn't be kind to you. I don't +want to spoil him for you." + +"Then there _is_--tell me one thing: Shall I get on with him all right?" + +"Don't ask me _that_." + +"I mean, will he be awfully difficult to work with?" + +"Because he sacked me? No. Only you mustn't let on that you know better +than he does. And if you want to keep your job, you mustn't contradict +him." + +"Now you've made me want to contradict him. Whatever he says I shall +have to say the other thing whether I agree with him or not." + +"Don't you think you could temporize a bit? For her sake." + +"Did _you_ temporize?" + +"Rather. I was as meek and servile as I knew how." + +"As you knew how. Do you think I shall know better?" + +"Yes, you're a woman. You can get on the right side of him. Will you try +to, because of Fanny? I'm most awfully glad she's got you, and I want +you to stay. Between you and me she has a very thin time with +Waddington." + +"There it is. I know--I know--I _know_ I'm going to hate him." + +"Oh, no, you're not. You can't _hate_ Waddington." + +"_You_ don't?" + +"Oh, Lord, no. I wouldn't mind him a bit, poor old thing, if he wasn't +Fanny's husband." + +He had almost as good as owned it, almost put her in possession of their +secret. She conceived it--his secret, Fanny's secret--as all innocence +on her part, all chivalry on his; tender and hopeless and pure. + + +2 + +They had come to the white gate that led between the shrubberies and the +grass-plot with the yellow-grey stone house behind it. + +It was nice, she thought, of Fanny to make Mr. Bevan take her for these +long walks when she couldn't go with them; but Barbara felt all the time +that she ought to apologize to the young man for not being Fanny, +especially when Mr. Waddington was coming back to-day by the three-forty +train and this afternoon would be their last for goodness knew how long. +And as they talked--about Ralph's life before the war and the jobs he +had lost because of it (he had been a journalist), and about Barbara's +job at the War Office, and air raids and the games they both went in +for, and their favourite authors and the room he had in the White Hart +Inn at Wyck--as they talked, fluently, with the ease of old +acquaintances, almost of old friends, Barbara admired the beauty of Mr. +Bevan's manners; you would have supposed that instead of suffering, as +he must be suffering, agonies of impatience and irritation, he had never +enjoyed anything in his life so much as this adventure that was just +coming to an end. + +He had opened the gate for her and now stood with his back to it, +holding out his hand, saying "Good-bye." + +"Aren't you coming in?" she said. "Mrs. Waddington expects you for tea." + +"No," he said, "she doesn't. She knows I can't come if he's there." + +He paused. "By the way, that book of his, it's in an appalling muddle. I +hadn't time to do much to it before I left. If you can't get it straight +you must come to me and I'll help you." + +"That's very good of you." + +"Rather not. It _was_ my job, you know." + +He was backing through the gate, saluting as he went. And now he had +turned and was running with raking, athletic paces up the grass border +of the park. + + + + +III + + +1 + +"Tea is in the library, miss." + +This announcement, together with Partridge's extraordinary increase of +importance, would have told her that the master had returned, even if +she had not seen, through the half-open door of the cloak-room, Mr. +Waddington's overcoat hanging by its shoulders and surmounted by his +grey slouch hat. + +With a rapid, furtive movement the butler closed the door on these +sanctities; and she noted the subdued quiet of his footsteps as he led +the way down the dark oak-panelled corridor, through the smoke-room, and +into the library beyond. She also caught a surprising sight of her own +face in the glass over the smoke-room chimneypiece, her dark eyes +shining, the cool, wind-beaten flush on her young cheeks, the curled +mouth flowering, geranium red on rose white. + +This Barbara of the looking-glass smiled at her in passing with such +gay, irresponsible amusement that it fairly took her breath away. Its +origin became clear to her as Ralph Bevan's words shot into her mind: +"I don't want to spoil him for you." She foresaw a possible intimacy in +which Horatio Bysshe Waddington would become the unique though +unofficial tie between them. She was aware that it pleased her to share +a secret jest with Ralph Bevan. + +She found Fanny established behind her tea-table in the low room, dim +with its oak panelling above the long lines of the bookcases, where +Fanny's fluttering smile made movement and a sort of light. + +Her husband sat facing her in his brown leather chair and in the pose, +the wonderful pose of his portrait; only the sobriety of his navy-blue +serge had fined it down, giving him a factitious slenderness. He hadn't +seen her come in. He sat there in innocence and unawareness; and +afterwards it gave her a little pang of remorse remembering how innocent +he had then seemed to her and unaware. + +"This is my husband, Barbara. Horatio, you haven't met Miss Madden." + +His eyes bulged with the startled innocence of a creature taken unaware. +He had just lifted his face, with its dripping moustache, from his +teacup, and though he carried off this awkwardness with an unabashed +sweep of his pocket-handkerchief, you could see that he was sensitive; +he hated you to catch him in any gesture that was less than noble. All +his gestures were noble and his attitudes. He was noble as he got up, +slowly, unfolding his great height, tightening by a movement of his +shoulders his great breadth. He looked down at her superbly and held out +his hand; it closed on hers in a large genial clasp. + +"So this is my secretary, is it?" + +"Yes. And don't forget she's my companion as well as your secretary." + +"I never forget anything that you wish me to remember." (Only he said +"nevah" and "remembah"; he bowed as he said it in a very courtly way.) + +Barbara noticed that his black hair and moustache were lightly grizzled, +there was loose flesh about his eyelids, his chin had doubled, and his +cheeks were sagging from the bone, otherwise he was exactly like his +portrait; these changes made him look, if anything, more incorruptibly +dignified and more solemn. He had remained on his feet (for his breeding +was perfect), moving between the tea-table and Barbara, bringing her +tea, milk and sugar, and things to eat. Altogether he was so simple, so +genial and unmysterious that Barbara could only suppose that Ralph had +been making fun of her, of her wonder, her curiosity. + +"My dear, what a colour you've got!" + +Fanny put up her hands to her own cheeks to draw attention to Barbara's. +"You _are_ growing a country girl, aren't you? You should have seen her +white face when she came, Horatio." + +"What has she been doing to herself?" He had settled again into his +chair and his attitude. + +"She's been out walking with Ralph." + +"With Ralph? Is _he_ here still?" + +"Why shouldn't he be?" + +Mr. Waddington shrugged his immense shoulders. "It's a question of +taste. If he _likes_ to hang about the place after his behaviour--" + +"Poor boy! whatever has he done? 'Behaviour' makes it sound as if it had +been something awful." + +"We needn't go into it, I think." + +"But you _are_ going into it, darling, all the time. Do you mean to keep +it up against him for ever?" + +"I'm not keeping anything up. What Ralph Bevan does is no concern of +mine. Since I'm not to be inconvenienced by it--since Miss Madden has +come to my rescue so charmingly--I shall not give it another thought." + +He turned to Barbara as to a change of subject. "Had you any +difficulty"--(his voice was measured and important)--"in finding your +way here?" + +"None at all." + +"Ah, that one-thirty train is excellent. Excellent. But if you had not +told the guard to stop at the Hill you would have been carried on to +Cheltenham. Which would have been very awkward for you. Very awkward +indeed." + +"My dear Horatio, what did you suppose she _would_ do?" + +"My dear Fanny, there are many things she might have done. She might +have got into the wrong coach at Paddington and been carried on to +Worcester." + +"And that," said Barbara, "would have been much worse than Cheltenham." + +"The very thought of it," said Fanny, "makes me shudder. But thank God, +Barbara, you didn't do any of those things." + +Mr. Waddington shifted the crossing of his legs as a big dog shifts his +paws when you laugh at him; the more Fanny laughed the more dignified +and solemn he became. + +"You haven't told me yet, Horatio, what you did in London." + +"I was just going to tell you when Miss Madden--so delightfully--came +in." + +At that Barbara thought it discreet to dismiss herself, but Fanny called +her back. "What are you running away for? He didn't do anything in +London he wouldn't like you to hear about." + +"On the contrary, I particularly wish Miss Madden to hear about it. I +am starting a branch of the National League of Liberty in Wyck. You may +have heard of it?" + +"Yes. I've _heard_ of it. I've even seen the prospectus." + +"Good. Well, Fanny, I lunched yesterday with Sir Maurice Gedge, and he's +as keen as mustard. He agrees with me that the League will be no good, +no good at all, until it's taken up strong in the provinces. He wants me +to start at once. Just as soon as I can get my Committee." + +"My dear, if you've got to have a Committee first you'll never start." + +"It depends altogether on who I get. And it'll be _my_ Committee. Sir +Maurice was very emphatic about that. He agrees with me that if you want +a thing done, and done well, you must do it yourself. There can only be +_one_ moving spirit. The Committee will have nothing to do but carry out +my ideas." + +"Then be sure you get a Committee that hasn't any of its own." + +"That will not be difficult," said Mr. Waddington, "in Wyck.... The +first thing is the prospectus. That's where you come in, Miss Madden." + +"You mean the first thing is that Barbara draws up the prospectus." + +"Under my supervision." + +"The next thing," Fanny said, "is to conceal your prospectus from your +Committee till it's in print. You come to your Committee with your +prospectus. You don't offer it for discussion." + +"Supposing," Barbara said, "they insist on discussing it?" + +"They won't," said Fanny, "once it's printed, especially if it's paid +for. You must get Pyecraft to send in his bill at once. And if they _do_ +start discussing you can put them off with the date and place of the +meeting and the wording of the posters. That'll give them something to +talk about. I suppose you'll be chairman." + +"Well, I think, in the circumstances, they could hardly appoint anybody +else." + +"I don't know. Somebody might suggest Sir John Corbett." + +Mr. Waddington's face sagged with dismay as Fanny presented this +unpleasant possibility. + +"I don't think Sir John would care about it. I shall suggest it to him +myself; but I don't think--." + +After all, Sir John Corbett was a lazy man. + +"When you've roused Sir John, if you ever _do_ rouse him, then you'll +have to round up all the towns and villages for twenty miles. It's a +pity you can't have Ralph; he would have rounded them for you in no time +on his motor-bike." + +"I am quite capable of rounding them all up myself, thank you." + +"Well, dear," said Fanny placably, "it'll keep you busy for the next six +months, and that'll be nice. You won't miss the war then so much, will +you?" + +"_Miss the war_?" + +"Yes, you do miss it, darling. He was a special constable, Barbara; and +he sat on tribunals; and he drove his motor-car like mad on government +service. He had no end of a time. It's no use your saying you didn't +enjoy it, Horatio, for you did." + +"I was glad to be of service to my country as much as any soldier, but +to say that I enjoyed the war--" + +"If there hadn't been a war there wouldn't have been any service to be +glad about." + +"My dear Fanny, it's a perfectly horrible suggestion. Do you mean to say +that I would have brought about that--that infamous tragedy, that I +would have sent thousands and thousands of our lads to their deaths to +get a job for myself? If I thought for one moment that you were +serious--" + +"You don't like me to be anything else, dear." + +"I certainly don't like you to joke about such subjects." + +"Oh, come," said Fanny, "we all enjoyed our war jobs except poor Ralph, +who got gassed first thing, and _then_ concussed with a shell-burst." + +"Oh, did he?" said Barbara. + +"He did. And don't you think, Horatio, considering the rotten time he's +had, and that he lost a lucrative job through the war, and that you've +done him out of his secretaryship, don't you think you might forgive +him?" + +"Of course," said Horatio, "I forgive him." + +He had got up to go and had reached the door when Fanny called him back. +"And I can write and ask him to come and dine to-morrow night, can't I? +I want to be quite sure that he _does_ dine." + +"I have never said or implied," said Horatio, "that he was not to come +and dine." + +With that he left them. + +"The beautiful thing about Horatio," said Fanny, "is that he never bears +a grudge against people, no matter what he's done to them. I've no doubt +that Ralph was excessively provoking and put him in the wrong, and yet, +though he was in the wrong, and knows he was in it, he doesn't resent +it. He doesn't resent it the least little bit." + + +2 + +Barbara wondered how and where she would be expected to spend her +evenings now that Fanny's husband had come home. Being secretary to Mr. +Waddington and companion to Fanny wouldn't mean being companion to both +of them at once. So when Horatio appeared in the drawing-room after +coffee, she asked if she might sit in the morning-room and write +letters. + +"Do you want to sit in the morning-room?" said Fanny. + +"Well, I ought to write those letters." + +"There's a fire in the library. You can write there. Can't she, +Horatio?" + +Mr. Waddington looked up with the benign expression he had had when he +came on Barbara alone in the drawing-room before dinner, a look so +directed to her neck and shoulders that it told her how well her low-cut +evening frock became her. + +"She shall sit anywhere she likes. The library is hers whenever she +wants to use it." + +Barbara thought she would rather like the library. As she went she +couldn't help seeing a look on Fanny's face that pleaded, that would +have kept her with her. She thought: She doesn't want to be alone with +him. + +She judged it better to ignore that look. + +She had been about an hour in the library; she had written her letters +and chosen a book and curled herself up in the big leather chair and was +reading when Mr. Waddington came in. He took no notice of her at first, +but established himself at the writing-table with his back to her. He +would, of course, want her to go. She uncurled herself and went quietly +to the door. + +Mr. Waddington looked up. + +"You needn't go," he said. + +Something in his face made her wonder whether she ought to stay. She +remembered that she was Mrs. Waddington's companion. + +"Mrs. Waddington may want me." + +"Mrs. Waddington has gone to bed.... Don't go--unless you're tired. I'm +getting my thoughts on paper and I may want you." + +She remembered that she was Mr. Waddington's secretary. + +She went back to her chair. It was only his face that had made her +wonder. His great back, bent to his task, was like another person there; +absorbed and unmoved, it chaperoned them. From time to time she heard +brief scratches of his pen as he got a thought down. It was ten o'clock. + +When the half-hour struck Mr. Waddington gave a thick "Ha!" of +irritation and got up. + +"It's no use," he said. "I'm not in form to-night. I suppose it's the +journey." + +He came to the fireplace and sat down heavily in the opposite chair. +Barbara was aware of his eyes, considering, appraising her. + +"My wife tells me she has had a delightful time with you." + +"I've had a delightful time with her." + +"I'm glad. My wife is a very delightful woman; but, you know, you +mustn't take everything she says too seriously." + +"I won't. I'm not a very serious person myself." + +"Don't say that. Don't say that." + +"Very well. I think, if you don't want me, I'll say good night." + +"Seriously?" + +"Seriously." + +He had risen as she rose and went to open the door for her. He escorted +her through the smoke-room and stood there at the further door, holding +out his hand, benignant and superbly solemn. + +"Good night, then," he said. + +She told herself that she was wrong, quite wrong about his poor old +face. There was nothing in it, nothing but that grave and unadventurous +benignity. His mood had been, she judged, purely paternal. Paternal and +childlike, too; pathetic, if you came to think of it, in his clinging to +her presence, her companionship. "It must have been my little evil +mind," she thought. + + +3 + +As she went along the corridor she remembered she had left her knitting +in the drawing-room. She turned to fetch it and found Fanny still there, +wide awake with her feet on the fender, and reading "Tono-Bungay." + +"Oh, Mrs. Waddington, I thought you'd gone to bed." + +"So did I, dear. But I changed my mind when I found myself alone with +Wells. He's too heavenly for words." + +Barbara saw it in a flash, then. She knew what she, the companion and +secretary, was there for. She was there to keep him off her, so that +Fanny might have more time to find herself alone in. + +She saw it all. + +"'Tono-Bungay,'" she said. "Was _that_ what you sent me out with Mr. +Bevan for?" + +"It was. How clever of you, Barbara." + + + + +IV + + +1 + +Mr. Waddington closed the door on Miss Madden slowly and gently so that +the action should not strike her as dismissive. He then turned on the +lights by the chimneypiece and stood there, looking at himself in the +glass. He wanted to know exactly how his face had presented itself to +Miss Madden. It would not be altogether as it appeared to himself; for +the glass, unlike the young girl's clear eyes, was an exaggerating and +distorting medium; he had noticed that his wife's face in the smoke-room +glass looked a good ten years older than the face he knew; he +calculated, therefore, that this faint greenish tint, this slightly +lop-sided elderly grimace were not truthful renderings of his complexion +and his smile. And as (in spite of these defects, which you could put +down to the account of the glass) the face Mr. Waddington saw was still +the face of a handsome man, he formed a very favourable opinion of the +face Miss Madden had seen. Handsome, and if not in his first youth, then +still in his second. Experience is itself a fascination, and if a man +has any charm at all his second youth should be more charming, more +irresistibly fascinating than his first. + +And the child had been conscious of him. She had betrayed uneasiness, a +sense of danger, when she had found herself alone with him. He recalled +her first tentative flight, her hesitation. He would have liked to have +kept her there with him a little longer, to have talked to her about his +League, to have tested by a few shrewd questions her ability. + +Better not. Better not. The child was wise and right. Her wisdom and +rectitude were delicious to Mr. Waddington, still more so was the +thought that she had felt him to be dangerous. + +He went back into his library and sat again in his chair and meditated: +This experiment of Fanny's now; he wondered how it would turn out, +especially if Fanny really wanted to adopt the girl, Frank Madden's +daughter. That impudent social comedian had been so offensive to Mr. +Waddington in his life-time that there was something alluring in the idea +of keeping his daughter now that he was dead, seeing the exquisite +little thing dependent on him for everything, for food and frocks and +pocket-money. But no doubt they had been wise in giving her the +secretaryship before committing themselves to the irrecoverable step; +thus testing her in a relation that could be easily terminated if by any +chance it proved embarrassing. + +But the relation in itself was, as Mr. Waddington put it to himself, a +little difficult and delicate. It involved an intimacy, a closer +intimacy than adoption: having her there in his library at all hours to +work with him; and always that little uneasy consciousness of hers. + +Well, well, he had set the tone to-night for all their future +intercourse; he had in the most delicate way possible let her see. It +seemed to him, looking back on it, that he had exercised a perfect tact, +parting from her with that air of gaiety and light badinage which his +own instinct of self-preservation so happily suggested. Yet he smiled +when he recalled her look as she went from him, backing, backing, to the +door; it made him feel very tender and chivalrous; virtuous too, as if +somehow he had overcome some unforeseen and ruinous impulse. And all the +time he hadn't had any impulse beyond the craving to talk to an +intelligent and attractive stranger, to talk about his League. + +Mr. Waddington went to bed thinking about it. He even woke his wife up +out of her sleep with the request that she would remind him to call at +Underwoods first thing in the morning. + + +2 + +As soon as he was awake he thought of Underwoods. Underwoods was +important. He had to round up the county, and he couldn't do that +without first consulting Sir John Corbett, of Underwoods. As a matter +of form, a mere matter of form, of course, he would have to consult him. + +But the more he thought about it the less he liked the idea of +consulting anybody. He was desperately afraid that, if he once began +letting people into it, his scheme, his League, would be taken away from +him; and that the proper thing, the graceful thing, the thing to which +he would be impelled by all his instincts and traditions, would be to +stand modestly back and see it go. Probably into Sir John Corbett's +hands. And he couldn't. He couldn't. Yet it was clear that the League, +just because it was a League, must have members; even if he had been +prepared to contribute all the funds himself and carry on the whole +business of it single-handed, it couldn't consist solely of Mr. +Waddington of Wyck. His problem was a subtle and difficult one: How to +identify himself with the League, himself alone, in a unique and +indissoluble manner, and yet draw to it the necessary supporters? How to +control every detail of its intricate working (there would be endless +wheels within wheels), and at the same time give proper powers to the +inevitable Committee? If he did not put it quite so crudely as Fanny in +her disagreeable irony, his problem resolved itself into this: How to +divide the work and yet rake in all the credit? + +He was saved from its immediate pressure by the sight of the envelope +that waited for him on the breakfast-table, addressed in a familiar +hand. + +"Mrs. Levitt--" His emotion betrayed itself to Barbara in a peculiar +furtive yet triumphant smile. + +"Again?" said Fanny. (There was no end to the woman and her letters.) + +Mrs. Levitt requested Mr. Waddington to call on her that morning at +eleven. There was a matter on which she desired to consult him. The +brevity of the note revealed her trust in his compliance, trust that +implied again a certain intimacy. Mr. Waddington read it out loud to +show how harmless and open was his communion with Mrs. Levitt. + +"Is there any matter on which she has not consulted you?" + +"There seems to have been one. And, as you see, she is repairing the +omission." + +A light air, a light air, to carry off Mrs. Levitt. The light air that +had carried off Barbara, that had made Barbara carry herself off the +night before. (It had done good. This morning the young girl was all +ease and innocent unconsciousness again.) + +"And I suppose you're going?" Fanny said. + +"I suppose I shall have to go." + +"Then I shall have Barbara to myself all morning?" + +"You will have Barbara to yourself all day." + +He tried thus jocosely to convey, for Barbara's good, his indifference +to having her. All the same, it gave him pleasure to say her name like +that: "Barbara." + +He was not sure that he wanted to go and see Mrs. Levitt with all this +business of the League on hand. It meant putting off Sir John. You +couldn't do Sir John _and_ Mrs. Levitt in one morning. Besides, he +thought he knew what Mrs. Levitt wanted, and he said to himself that +this time he would be obliged, for once, to refuse her. + +But it was not in him to refuse to go and see her. So he went. + +As he walked up the park drive to the town he recalled with distinctly +pleasurable emotion the first time he had encountered Mrs. Levitt, the +vision of the smart little lady who had stood there by the inner gate, +the gate that led from the park into the grounds, waiting for his +approach with happy confidence. He remembered her smile, an affair of +milk-white teeth in an ivory-white face, and her frank attack: "Forgive +me if I'm trespassing. They told me there was a right of way." He +remembered her charming diffidence, the naïve reverence for his +"grounds" which had compelled him to escort her personally through them; +her attitudes of admiration as the Manor burst on her from its bay in +the beech trees; the interest she had shown in its date and +architecture; and how, spinning out the agreeable interview, he had gone +with her all the way to the farther gate that led into Lower Wyck +village; and how she had challenged him there with her "You must be Mr. +Waddington of Wyck," and capped his admission with "I'm Mrs. Levitt." To +which he had replied that he was delighted. + +And the time after that--Partridge had discreetly shown her into the +library--when she had called to implore him to obtain exemption for her +son Toby; her black eyes, bright and large behind tears; and her cry: +"I'm a war widow, Mr. Waddington, and he's my only child;" the flattery +of her belief that he, Mr. Waddington of Wyck, had the chief power on +the tribunal (and indeed it would have been folly to pretend that he had +not power, that he could not "work it" if he chose). And the third time, +after he had "worked it," and she had come to thank him. Tears again; +the pressure of a plump, ivory-white hand; a tingling, delicious memory. + +After that, his untiring efforts to get a war job for Toby. There had +been difficulties, entailing many visits to Mrs. Levitt in the little +house in the Market Square of Wyck-on-the-Hill; but in the end he had +had the same intoxicating experience of his power, all obstructions +going down before Mr. Waddington of Wyck. + +And this year, when Toby was finally demobilized, it was only natural +that she should draw on Mr. Waddington's influence again to get him a +permanent peace job. He had got it; and that meant more visits and more +gratitude; till here he was, attached to Mrs. Levitt by the unbreakable +tie of his benefactions. He was even attached to her son Toby, whose +continued existence, to say nothing of his activity in Mr. Bostock's +Bank at Wyck, was a perpetual tribute to his power. Mr. Waddington had +nothing like the same complacence in thinking of his own son Horace; but +then Horace's existence and his activity were not a tribute but a +menace, a standing danger, not only to his power but to his fascination, +his sense of himself as a still young, still brilliant and effective +personality. (Horace inherited his mother's deplorable lack of +seriousness.) And it was in Mrs. Levitt's society that Mr. Waddington +was most conscious of his youth, his brilliance and effect. With an +agreeable sense of anticipation he climbed up the slopes of Sheep Street +and Park Street, and so into the Square. + +The house, muffled in ivy, hid discreetly in the far corner, behind the +two tall elms on the Green. Mrs. Trinder, the landlady, had a sidelong +bend of the head and a smile that acknowledged him as Mr. Waddington of +Wyck and Mrs. Levitt's benefactor. + +And as he waited in the low, mullion-darkened room he reminded himself +that he had come to refuse her request. If, as he suspected, it was the +Ballingers' cottage that she wanted. To be sure, the Ballingers had +notice to quit in June, but he couldn't very well turn the Ballingers +out if they wanted to stay, when there wasn't a decent house in the +place to turn them into. He would have to make this very clear to Mrs. +Levitt. + +Not that he approved of Ballinger. The fellow, one of his best farm +hands, had behaved infamously, first of all demanding preposterous +wages, and then, just because Mr. Waddington had refused to be +brow-beaten, leaving his service for Colonel Grainger's. Colonel +Grainger had behaved infamously, buying Foss Bank with the money he had +made in high explosives, and then letting fly his confounded Socialism +all over the county. Knowing nothing, mind you, about local conditions, +and actually raising the rate of wages without consulting anybody, and +upsetting the farm labourers for miles round. At a time when the +prosperity of the entire country depended on the farmers. Still, Mr. +Waddington was not the man to take a petty revenge on his inferiors. He +didn't blame Ballinger; he blamed Colonel Grainger. He would like to see +Grainger boycotted by the whole county. + +The door opened. He strode forward and found himself holding out a +sudden, fervid hand to a lady who was not Mrs. Levitt. He drew up, +turning his gesture into a bow, rather unnecessarily ceremonious; but he +could not annihilate instantaneously all that fervour. + +"I am Mrs. Levitt's sister, Mrs. Rickards. Mr. Waddington, is it not? +I'll tell Elise you're here. I know she'll be glad to see you. She has +been very much upset." + +She remained standing before him long enough for him to be aware of a +projecting bust, of white serge, of smartness, of purplish copper hair, +a raking panama's white brim, of eyebrows, a rouged smile, and a smell +of orris root. Before he could grasp its connexion with Mrs. Levitt this +amazing figure had disappeared and given place to a tapping of heels and +a furtive, scuffling laugh on the stairs outside. A shriller laugh--that +must be Mrs. Rickards--a long Sh-sh-sh! Then the bang of the front door +covering the lady's retreat, and Mrs. Levitt came in, stifling merriment +under a minute pocket-handkerchief. + +He took it in then. They were sisters, Mrs. Rickards and Elise Levitt. +Elise, if you cared to be critical, had the same defects: short legs, +loose hips; the same exaggerations: the toppling breasts underpinned by +the shafts of her stays. Not Mr. Waddington's taste. And yet--and yet +Elise had contrived a charming and handsome effect out of black eyes and +the milk-white teeth in the ivory-white face. The play of the black +eyebrows distracted you from the equine bend of the nose that sprang +between them; the movements of her mouth, the white flash of its smile, +made you forget its thinness and hardness and the slight heaviness of +its jaw. Something foreign about her. Something French. Piquant. And +then, her clothes. Mrs. Levitt wore a coat and skirt, her sister's white +serge with a distinction, a greyish stripe or something; clean +straightness that stiffened and fined down her exuberance. One jewel, +one bit of gold, and she might have been vulgar. But no. He thought: she +knows what becomes her. Immaculate purity of white gloves, white shoes, +white panama; and the black points of the ribbon, of her eyebrows, her +eyes and hair. After all, the sort of woman Mr. Waddington liked to be +seen out walking with. She made him feel slender. + +"My _dear_ Mr. Waddington, how good of you!" + +"My dear Mrs. Levitt--always delighted--when it's possible--to do +anything." + +As she covered him with her brilliant eyes he tightened his shoulders +and stood firm, while his spirit braced itself against persuasion. If it +was the Ballingers' cottage-- + +"I really am ashamed of myself. I never seem to send for you unless I'm +in trouble." + +"Isn't that the time?" His voice thickened. "So long as you do send--" +He thought: It isn't the Ballingers' cottage then. + +"It's your own fault. You've always been so good, so kind. To my poor +Toby." + +"Nothing to do with Toby, I hope, the trouble?" + +"Oh, no. No. And yet in a way it has. I'm afraid, Mr. Waddington, I may +have to leave." + +"To leave? Leave Wyck?" + +"Leave dear Wyck." + +"Not seriously?" + +He wasn't prepared for that. The idea hit him hard in a place that he +hadn't thought was tender. + +"Quite seriously." + +"Dear me. This is very distressing. Very distressing indeed. But you +would not take such a step without consulting your friends?" + +"I _am_ consulting you." + +"Yes, yes. But have you thought it well over?" + +"Thinking isn't any use. I shall have to, unless something can be done." + +He thought: "Financial difficulties. Debts. An expensive lady. Unless +something could be done?" He didn't know that he was exactly prepared to +do it. But his tongue answered in spite of him. + +"Something must be done. We can't let you go like this, my dear lady." + +"That's it. I don't see how I _can_ go, with dear Toby here. Nor yet how +I'm to stay." + +"Won't you tell me what the trouble is?" + +"The trouble is that Mrs. Trinder's son's just been demobilized, and she +wants our rooms for his wife and family." + +"Come--surely we can find other rooms." + +"All the best ones are taken. There's nothing left that I'd care to live +in.... Besides, it isn't rooms I want, Mr. Waddington, it's a house." + +It was, of course, the Ballingers' cottage. But she couldn't have it. +She couldn't have it. + +"I wouldn't mind how small it was. If only I had a little home of my +own. You don't know, Mr. Waddington, what it is to be without a home of +your own. I haven't had a home for years. Five years. Not since the +war." + +"I'm afraid," said Mr. Waddington, "at present there isn't a house for +you in Wyck." + +He brooded earnestly, as though he were trying to conjure up, to create +out of nothing, a house for her and a home. + +"No. But I understand that the Ballingers will be leaving in June. You +said that at any time, if you had a house, I should have it." + +"I said a house, Mrs. Levitt, not a cottage." + +"It's all the same to me. The Ballingers' cottage could be made into an +adorable little house." + +"It could. With a few hundred pounds spent on it." + +"Well, you'd be improving your property, wouldn't you? And you'd get it +back in the higher rent." + +"I'm not thinking about getting anything back. And nothing would please +me better. Only, you see, I can't very well turn Ballinger out as long +as he behaves himself." + +"I wouldn't have him turned out for the world.... But do you consider +that Ballinger _has_ behaved himself?" + +"Well, he played me a dirty trick, perhaps, when he went to Grainger; +but if Grainger can afford to pay for him I've no right to object to his +being bought. It isn't a reason for turning the man out." + +"I don't see how he can expect you to refuse a good tenant for him." + +"I must if I haven't a good house to put him into." + +"He doesn't expect it, Mr. Waddington. Didn't you give him notice in +December?" + +"A mere matter of form. He knows he can stay on if there's nowhere else +for him to go to." + +"Then why," said Mrs. Levitt, "does he go about saying that he dares you +to let the cottage over his head?" + +"Does he? Does he say that?" + +"He says he'll pay you out. He'll summons you. He was most abusive." + +Mr. Waddington's face positively swelled with the choleric flush that +swamped its genial fatuity. + +"It seems somebody told him you were going to do up the cottage and let +it for more rent." + +"I don't know who could have spread that story." + +"I assure you, Mr. Waddington, it wasn't me!" + +"My dear Mrs. Levitt, of course.... I won't say I wasn't thinking of it, +and that I wouldn't have done it, if I could have got rid of +Ballinger...." He meditated. + +"I don't see why I shouldn't get rid of him. If he dares me, the +scoundrel, he's simply asking for it. And he shall have it." + +"Oh, but I wouldn't for worlds have him turned into the street. With his +wife and babies." + +"My dear lady, I shan't turn them into the street. I shouldn't be +allowed to. There's a cottage at Lower Wyck they can go into. The one he +had when he first came to me." + +He wondered why he hadn't thought of it before. It wasn't, as it stood, +a decent cottage; but if he was prepared to spend fifty pounds or so on +it, it could be made habitable; and, by George, he _was_ prepared, if it +was only to teach Ballinger a lesson. For it meant that Ballinger would +have to walk an extra mile up hill to his work every day. Serve him +right, the impudent rascal. + +"Poor thing, he won't," said Mrs. Levitt, "have his nice garden." + +"He won't. Ballinger must learn," said Mr. Waddington with magisterial +severity, "that he can't have everything. He certainly can't have it +both ways. Abuse and threaten me and expect favours. He may go ... to +Colonel Grainger." + +"If it really _must_ happen," said Mrs. Levitt, "do you mean that I may +have the house?" + +"I shall be only too delighted to have such a charming tenant." + +"Well, I shan't threaten and abuse you and call you every nasty name +under the sun. And you won't, you _won't_ turn me out when my lease is +up?" + +He bowed over the hand she held out to him. + +"You shall never be turned out as long as you want to stay." + +By twelve o'clock they had arranged the details; Mr. Waddington was to +put in a bathroom; to throw the two rooms on the ground floor into one; +to build out a new sitting-room with a bedroom over it; and to paint and +distemper the place, in cream white, throughout. And it was to be called +the White House. By the time they had finished with it Ballinger's +cottage had become the house Mrs. Levitt had dreamed of all her life, +and not unlike the house Mr. Waddington had dreamed of that minute +(while he planned the bathroom); the little bijou house where an +adorable but not too rigorously moral lady--He stopped with a mental +jerk, ashamed. He had no reason to suppose that Elise was or would +become such a lady. + +And the poor innocent woman was saying, "Just one thing, Mr. Waddington, +the rent?" + +(No earthly reason.) "We can talk about that another time. I shan't be +hard on you." + +No. He wouldn't be hard on her. But in that other case there wouldn't +have been any rent at all. + +As he left the house he could see Mrs. Rickards hurrying towards it +across the square. + +"She waddles like a duck," he thought. The movement suggested a plebeian +excitement and curiosity that displeased him. He recalled her face. Her +extraordinary face. "Quite enough," he thought, "to put all that into my +head. Poor Elise" + +He liked to think of her. It made him feel what he had felt last night +over Barbara Madden--virtuous--as though he had struggled and got the +better of an impetuous passion. He was so touched by his own beautiful +renunciation that when he found Fanny working in the garden he felt a +sudden tenderness for her as the cause of it. She looked up at him from +her pansy bed and laughed. "What are you looking so sentimental for, old +thing?" + + +3 + +Mrs. Levitt's affair settled, he could now give his whole time to the +serious business of the day. + +He was exceedingly anxious to get it over. Nothing could be more +disturbing than Fanny's suggestion that the name of Sir John Corbett +might carry more weight with his Committee than his own. The Waddingtons +of Wyck had ancestry. Waddingtons had held Lower Wyck Manor for ten +generations, whereas Sir John Corbett's father had bought Underwoods and +rebuilt it somewhere in the 'seventies. On the other hand Sir John was +the largest and richest landowner in the place. He could buy up +Wyck--on--the--Hill to--morrow and thrive on the transaction. He +therefore represented the larger vested interest And as the whole +object of the League was the safeguarding of vested interests, in other +words, of liberty, that British liberty which is bound up with law and +order, with private property in general and landownership in particular; +as the principle of its very being was the preservation of precisely +such an institution as Sir John himself, the Committee of the Wyck +Branch of the League could hardly avoid inviting him to be its +president. There was no blinking the fact, and Fanny hadn't blinked it, +that Sir John was the proper person. Most of Fanny's suggestions had a +strong but unpleasant element of common sense. + +But the more interest he took in the League, the more passionately he +flung himself into the business of its creation, the more abhorrent to +Mr. Waddington was the thought that the chief place in it, the +presidency, would pass over his head to Sir John. + +His only hope was in Sir John's well-known indolence and +irresponsibility. Sir John was the exhausted reaction from the efforts +of a self-made grandfather and of a father spendthrift in energy; he had +had everything done for him ever since he was a baby, and consequently +was now unable or unwilling to do anything for himself or other people. +You couldn't see him taking an active part in the management of the +League, and Mr. Waddington couldn't see himself doing all the work and +handing over all the glory to Sir John. Still, between Mr. Waddington +and the glory there was only this supine figure of Sir John, and Sir +John once out of the running he could count without immodesty on the +unanimous vote of any committee he formed in Wyck. + +It was possible that even a Sir John Corbett would not really carry it +over a Waddington of Wyck, but Mr. Waddington wasn't taking any risks. +What he had to do was to suggest the presidency to Sir John in such a +way that he would be certain to refuse it. + +He had the good luck to find Sir John alone in his library at tea-time, +eating hot buttered toast. + +There was hope for Mr. Waddington in Sir John's attitude, lying back and +nursing his little round stomach, hope in the hot, buttery gleam of his +cheeks, in his wide mouth, lazy under the jutting grey moustache, and in +the scrabbling of his little legs as he exerted himself to stand +upright. + +"Well, Waddington, glad to see you." + +He was in his chair again. With another prodigious effort he leaned +forward and rang for more tea and more toast. + +"Did you walk?" said Sir John. His little round eyes expressed horror at +the possibility. + +"No, I just ran over in my car." + +"Drove yourself?" + +"No. Too much effort of attention. I find it interferes with my +thinking." + +"Interferes with everything," said Sir John. "'Spect you drove enough +during the war to last you for the rest of your life." + +"Ah, Government service. A very different thing. That reminds me; I've +come to-day to consult you on a matter of public business." + +"Business?" (He noted Sir John's uneasy pout.) "Better have some tea +first." Sir John took another piece of buttered toast. + +If only Sir John would go on eating. Nothing like buttered toast for +sustaining that mood of voluptuous inertia. + +When Mr. Waddington judged the moment propitious he began. "While I was +up in London I had the pleasure of lunching with Sir Maurice Gedge. He +wants me to start a branch of the National League of Liberty here." + +"Liberty? Shouldn't have thought that was much in your line. Didn't +expect to see you waving the red flag, what? Why didn't you put him on +to our friend Grainger?" + +"My dear Corbett, what are you thinking of? The object of the League is +to put down all that sort of thing--Socialism--Bolshevism--to rouse the +whole country and get it to stand solid for order and good government." + +"H'm. Is it? Queer sort of title for a thing of that sort--League of +Liberty, what?" + +Mr. Waddington raised a clenched fist. Already in spirit he was on his +platform. "Exactly the title that's needed. The people want liberty, +always have wanted it. We'll let 'em have it. True liberty. British +liberty. I tell you, Corbett, we're out against the tyranny of Labour +minorities. You and I and every man that's got any standing and any +influence, we've got to see to it that we don't have a revolution and +Communism and a Soviet Government here." + +"Come, you don't think the Bolshies are as strong as all that, do you?" + +Mr. Waddington brought his fist down on the arm of his chair. "I _know_ +they are," he said. "And look here--if they get the upper hand, it's the +great capitalists, the great property holders, the great _land_owners +like you and me, Corbett, who'll be the first to suffer.... Why, we're +suffering as it is, here in Wyck, with just the little that fellow +Grainger can do. The time'll come, mark my words, when we shan't be able +to get a single labourer to work for us for a fair wage. They'll bleed +us white, Corbett, before they've done with us, if we don't make a +stand, and make it now. + +"That's what the League's for, to set up a standard, something we can +point to and say: These are the principles we stand for. Something you +can rally the whole country round. We shall want your support--" + +"I shall be very glad--anything I can do--" + +Mr. Waddington was a little disturbed by this ready acquiescence. + +"Mind you, it isn't going to end here, in Wyck. I shall start it in Wyck +first; then I shall take it straight to the big towns, Gloucester, +Cheltenham, Cirencester, Nailsworth, Stroud. We'll set 'em going till +we've got a branch in every town and every village in the county." + +He thought: "That ought to settle him." He had created a vision of +intolerable activity. + +"Bless me," said Sir John, "you've got your work cut out for you." + +"Of course I shall have to get a local committee first. I can't take a +step like that without consulting you." + +Sir John muttered something that sounded like "Very good of you, I'm +sure." + +"No more than my duty to the League. Now, the point is, Sir Maurice was +anxious that _I_ should be president of this local branch. It needs +somebody with energy and determination--the president's work, certainly, +will be cut out for him--and I feel very strongly, and I think that my +Committee will feel that _you_, Corbett, are the proper person." + +"H'm--m." + +"I didn't think I should be justified in going further without first +obtaining your consent." + +"We-ell--" + +Mr. Waddington's anxiety was almost unbearable. The programme had +evidently appealed to Sir John. Supposing, after all, he accepted? + +"I wouldn't ask you to undertake anything so--so arduous, but that it'll +strengthen my hands with my Committee; in fact, I may get a much +stronger and more influential Committee if I can come to them, and tell +them beforehand that you have consented to be president." + +"I don't mind being president," said Sir John, "if I haven't got to do +anything." + +"I'm afraid--I'm _afraid_ we couldn't allow you to be a mere +figurehead." + +"But presidents always are figureheads, aren't they?" + +There was a bantering gleam in Sir John's eyes that irritated Mr. +Waddington. That was the worst of Corbett; you couldn't get him to take +a serious thing seriously. + +"'T any rate," Sir John went on, "there's always some secretary johnnie +who runs round and does the work." + +So that was Corbett's idea: to sit in his armchair and bag all the +prestige, while he, Waddington of Wyck, ran round and did the work. + +"Not in this case. In these small local affairs you can't delegate +business. Everything depends on the personal activity of the president." + +"The deuce it does. How do you mean?" + +"I mean this. If Sir John Corbett asks for a subscription he gets it. +We've got to round up the whole county and all the townspeople and +villagers. It's no use shooting pamphlets at 'em from a motor-car. They +like being personally interviewed. If Sir John Corbett comes and talk to +them and tells them they must join, ten to one they will join. + +"And there isn't any time to be lost if we want to get in first before +other places take it up. It'll mean pretty sharp work, day in and day +out, rounding them all up." + +"Oh, Lord, Waddington, _don't_. I'm tired already with the bare idea of +it." + +"Come, we can't have you tired, Corbett. Why, it won't be worse, it +won't be half as bad as a season's hunting. You're just the man for it. +Fit as fit." + +"Not half as fit as I look, Waddington." + +"There's another thing--the meetings. If the posters say Sir John +Corbett will address the meeting people'll come. If Sir John Corbett +speaks they'll listen." + +"My dear fellow, that settles it. I can't speak for nuts. You _know_ I +can't. I can introduce a speaker and move a vote of thanks, and that's +about all I _can_ do. It's your show, not mine. _You_ ought to be +president, Waddington. You'll enjoy it and I shan't." + +"I don't know at all about enjoying it. It'll be infernally hard work." + +"Precisely." + +"You don't mean, Corbett, that you won't come in with us? That you won't +come on the Committee?" + +"I'll come on all right if I haven't got to speak, and if I haven't got +to do anything. I shan't be much good, but I could at least propose you +as president. You couldn't very well propose yourself." + +"It's very good of you." + +Mr. Waddington made his voice sound casual and indifferent, so that he +might appear to be entertaining the suggestion provisionally and under +protest. "There'll have to be one big meeting before the Committee's +formed or anything. If I let you off the presidency," he said playfully, +"will you take the chair?" + +"For that one evening?" + +"That one evening only." + +"You'll do all the talking?" + +"I shall have to." + +"All right, my dear fellow. I daresay I can get my wife to come on your +committee, too. That'll help you to rope in the townspeople.... And now, +supposing we drop it and have a quiet smoke." + +He roused himself to one more effort. "Of course, we'll send you a +subscription, both of us." + +Mr. Waddington drove off from Underwoods in a state of pleasurable +elation. He had got what he wanted without appearing--without appearing +at all to be playing for it. Corbett had never spotted him. + +There he was wrong. At that very moment Sir John was relating the +incident to Lady Corbett. + +"And you could see all the time the fellow wanted it himself. I put him +in an awful funk, pretending I was going to take it." + +All the same, he admitted very handsomely that the idea of the League +was "topping," and that Waddington was the man for it. And the +subscription that he and Lady Corbett sent was very handsome, too. +Unfortunately it obliged Mr. Waddington to contribute a slightly larger +sum, by way of maintaining his ascendancy. + + +4 + +On his way home he called at the Old Dower House in the Square to see +his mother. He had arranged to meet Fanny and Barbara Madden there and +drive them home. + +The old lady was sitting in her chair, handsome, with dark eyes still +brilliant in her white Roman face, a small imperious face, yet soft, +soft in its network of fine grooves and pittings. An exquisite old lady +in a black satin gown and white embroidered shawl, with a white +Chantilly scarf binding rolled masses of white hair. She had been a Miss +Postlethwaite, of Medlicott. + +"My dear boy--so you've got back?" + +She turned to her son with a soft moan of joy, lifting up her hands to +hold his face as he stooped to kiss her. + +"How well you look," she said. "Is that London or coming back to Fanny?" + +"It's coming back to you." + +"Ah, she hasn't spoilt you. You know how to say nice things to your old +mother." + +She looked up at him, at his solemn face that simmered with excited +egoism. Barbara could see that he was playing--playing in his +ponderous, fatuous way, at being her young, her not more than +twenty-five years old son. He turned with a sudden, sportive, caracoling +movement, to find a chair for himself. He was sitting on it now, close +beside his mother, and she was holding one of his big, fleshy hands in +her fragile bird claws and patting it. + +From her study of the ancestral portraits in the Manor dining-room +Barbara gathered that he owed to his mother the handsome Roman structure +that held up his face, after all, so proudly through its layers of +Waddington flesh. He had the Postlethwaite nose. The old lady looked at +her, gratified by the grave attention of her eyes. + +"Miss Madden can't believe that a little woman like me could have such a +great big son," she said. "But, you see, he isn't big to me. He'll never +be any older than thirteen." + +You could see it. If he wasn't really thirteen to her he wasn't a day +older than twenty-five; he was her young grown-up son whose caresses +flattered her. + +"She spoils me, Miss Madden." + +You could see that it pleased him to sit close to her knees, to have his +hand patted and be spoilt. + +"Nonsense. Now tell me what happened at Underwoods. Is it to be John +Corbett or you?" + +"Corbett says it's to be me." + +"I'm glad he's had that much sense. Well--and now tell me all about this +League of yours." + +He told her all about it, and she sat very quietly, listening, nodding +her proud old head in approval. He talked about it till it was time to +go. Then the old lady became agitated. + +"My dear boy, you mustn't let Kimber drive you too fast down that hill. +Fanny, will you tell Kimber to be careful?" + +Her face trembled with anxiety as she held it to him to be kissed. At +that moment he was her child, escaping from her, going out rashly into +the dangerous world. + +"I like going to see Granny," said Fanny as Kimber tucked them up +together in the car. "She makes me feel young." + +"You may very well feel it," said Mr. Waddington. "It's only my mother's +white hair, Miss Madden, that makes her look old." + +"I thought," said Barbara, "she looked ever so much younger"--she was +going to say, "than she is"--"than most people's mothers." + +"You will have noticed," Fanny said, "that my husband is younger than +most people." + +Barbara noticed that he had drawn himself up with an offended air, +unnaturally straight. He didn't like it, this discussion about ages. + +They were running out of the Square when Fanny remembered and cried out, +"Oh, stop him, Horatio. We must go back and see if Ralph's coming to +dinner." + +But at the White Hart they were told that Mr. Bevan had "gone to Oxford +on his motor-bike" and was not expected to return before ten o'clock. + +"Sorry, Barbara." + +"I don't see why you should apologize to Miss Madden, my dear. I've no +doubt she can get on very well without him." + +"She may want something rather more exciting than you and me, +sometimes." + +"I'm quite happy," Barbara said. + +"Of course you're happy. It isn't everybody who enjoys Ralph Bevan's +society. I daresay you're like me; you find him a great hindrance to +serious conversation." + +"That's why _I_ enjoy him," Fanny said. "We'll ask him for to-morrow +night." + +Barbara tucked her chin into the collar of her coat. The car was running +down Sheep Street into Lower Wyck. She stared out abstractedly at the +eastern valley, the delicate green cornfields and pink fallows, the +muffling of dim trees, all washed in the pale eastern blue, rolling out +and up to the blue ridge. + +It made her happy to look at it. It made her happy to think of Ralph +Bevan coming to-morrow. If it had been to-night it would have been all +over in three hours. And something--she was not sure what, but felt that +it might be Mr. Waddington--something would have cut in to spoil the +happiness of it. But now she had it to think about, and her thoughts +were safe. "What are you thinking about, Barbara?" + +"The view," said Barbara. "I want to sketch it." + + + + +V + + +1 + +Mr. Waddington was in his library, drawing up his prospectus while Fanny +and Barbara Madden looked on. At Fanny's suggestion (he owned +magnanimously that it was a good one) he had decided to "sail in," as +she called it, with the prospectus first, not only before he formed his +Committee, but before he held his big meeting. (They had fixed the date +of it for that day month, Saturday, June the twenty-first.) + +"You come before them from the beginning," she said, "with something +fixed and definite that they can't go back on." And by signing the +prospectus, Horatio Bysshe Waddington, he identified it beyond all +contention with himself. + +It was at this point that Barbara had blundered. + +"Why," she had said, "should we go to all that bother and expense? Why +can't we send out the original prospectus?" + +"My dear Barbara, the original prospectus isn't any good." + +"Why isn't it?" + +"Because it isn't Horatio's prospectus." + +Barbara looked down and away from the dangerous light in Fanny's eyes. + +"But it expresses his views, doesn't it?" + +"That's no good when he wants to express them himself." + +And so far from being any good, the original prospectus was a positive +hindrance to Mr. Waddington. It took all the wind out of his sails; it +took, as he justly complained, the very words out of his mouth and the +ideas out of his head; it got in his way and upset him at every turn. +Somehow or other he had got to stamp his personality upon this thing. +"It's no good," he said; "if they can't recognize it as a personal +appeal from ME." And here it was, stamped all over, and indelibly, with +the personalities of Sir Maurice Gedge and his London Committee. And he +couldn't depart radically from the lines they had laid down; there were +just so many things to be said, and Sir Maurice and his Committee had +contrived to say them all. + +But, though the matter was given him, Mr. Waddington, before he actually +tackled his prospectus, had conceived himself as supplying his own fresh +and inimitable manner; the happy touch, the sudden, arresting turn. But +somehow it wasn't working out that way. Try as he would, he couldn't +get away from the turns and touches supplied by Sir Maurice Gedge. + +"It would have been easy enough," he said, "to draw up the original +prospectus. I'd a thousand times rather do that than write one on the +top of it." + +Fanny agreed. "It's got to _look_ different," she said, "without _being_ +different." + +"Couldn't we," said Barbara, "turn it upside down?" + +"Upside down?" He stared at her with great owl's eyes, offended, +suspecting her this time of an outrageous levity. + +"Yes. Really upside down. You see, the heads go in this order--Defence +of Private Property; Defence of Capital; Defence of Liberty; Defence of +Government; Defence of the Empire; Danger of Revolution, Communism and +Bolshevism; Every Man's Duty. Why not reverse them? Every Man's Duty; +Danger of Bolshevism, Communism and Revolution; Defence of the Empire; +Defence of Government; Defence of Liberty; Defence of Capital; Defence +of Private Property." + +"That's an idea," said Fanny. + +"Not at all a bad idea," said Mr. Waddington. "You might take down the +heads in that order." + +Barbara took them down, and it was agreed that they presented a very +original appearance thus reversed; and, as Barbara pointed out, the one +order was every bit as logical as the other; and though Mr. Waddington +objected that he would have preferred to close on the note of Government +and Empire, he was open to the suggestion that, while this might appeal +more to the county, with the farmers and townspeople, capital and +private property would strike further home. And by the time he had +changed "combat the forces of disorder" to "take a stand against anarchy +and disruption," and "spirit of freedom in this country" to "British +genius for liberty," and "darkest hour in England's history" to +"blackest period in the history of England," he was persuaded that the +prospectus was now entirely and absolutely his own. + +"But I think we must sound the note of hope to end up with. My own +message. How about 'We must remember that the darkest hour comes before +dawn'?" + +"My dear Horatio, if you inflate yourself so over your prospectus, +you'll have no wind left when you come to speak. Be as wildly original +as you please, but _don't_ be wasteful and extravagant." + +"All right, Fanny. I will reserve the dawn. Please make a note of that, +Miss Madden. Speech. 'Blackest'--or did I say 'darkest'?--'hour before +dawn.'" + +"You'd better reserve all you can," said Fanny. + +When Barbara had typed the prospectus, Mr. Waddington insisted on taking +it to Pyecraft himself. He wanted to insure its being printed without +delay, and to arrange for the posters and handbills; he also wanted to +see the impression it would make on Pyecraft and on the young lady in +Pyecraft's shop. He liked to think of the stir in the composing room +when it was handed in, and of the importance he was conferring on +Pyecraft. + +"You haven't said what you think of the prospectus," said Fanny, as they +watched him go. + +"I haven't said what I think of the League of Liberty." + +"What _do_ you think of it?" + +"I think it looks as if somebody was in an awful funk; and I don't see +that there's going to be much liberty about it." + +"That," said Fanny, "is how it struck me. But it'll keep Horatio quiet +for the next six months." + +"_Quiet_? And afterwards?" + +"Oh, afterwards there'll be his book." + +"I'd forgotten his book." + +"That'll keep him quieter than anything else; if you can get him to +settle down to it." + + +2 + +That evening Barbara witnessed the reconciliation of Mr. Waddington and +Ralph Bevan. Mr. Waddington made a spectacle of it, standing, majestic +and immovable, by his hearth and holding out his hand long before Ralph +had got near enough to take it. + +"Good evening, Ralph. Glad to see you here again." + +"Good of you to ask me, sir." + +Barbara thought he winced a little at the "sir." He had a distaste for +those forms of deference which implied his seniority. You could see he +didn't like Ralph. His voice was genial, but there was no light in his +bulging stare; the heavy lines of his face never lifted. She wondered: +Was it Ralph's brilliant youth that had offended him, reminding him, +even when he refused to recognize his fascination? For you could see +that he did refuse, that he regarded Ralph Bevan as an inferior, +insignificant personality. Barbara had to revise her theory. He wasn't +jealous of him. It would never occur to him that Fanny, or Barbara for +that matter, could find Ralph interesting. Nothing could disturb for a +moment his immense satisfaction with himself. He conducted dinner with a +superb detachment, confining his attention to Fanny and Barbara, as if +he were pretending that Ralph wasn't there, until suddenly he heard +Fanny asking him if he knew anything about the National League of +Liberty and what he thought of it. + +"Mr. Waddington doesn't want to know what I think of it." + +"No, but we want to." + +"My dear Fanny, any opinion, any honest opinion--" + +"Oh, Ralph's opinion will be honest enough." + +"Honest, I daresay," said Mr. Waddington. + +"Well, if you really want to know, I think it's a pathological symptom." + +"A what?" said Mr. Waddington, startled into a show of interest. + +"Pathological symptom. It's all funk. Blue funk. True blue funk." + +"That's what Barbara says." + +The young man looked at Barbara as much as to say, "I knew I could trust +you to take the only intelligent view." + +"It's run," he said, "by a few imbeciles, like Sir Maurice Gedge. +They're scared out of their lives of Bolshevism." + +"Do you mean to say that Bolshevism isn't dangerous?" + +"Not in this country." + +"Perhaps, then, you'd like to see a Soviet Government in this country?" + +"I didn't say so." + +"But I understand that you uphold Bolshevism?" + +"I don't uphold funk. But," said Ralph, "there's rather more in it than +that. It's being engineered. It's a deliberate, dishonest, and malicious +attempt to discredit Labour." + +"Absurd," said Mr. Waddington. "You show that you are ignorant of the +very principles of the League." + +If he recognized Ralph's youth, it was only to despise it as crude and +uninformed. + +"It is--the--National--League--of Liberty." + +"Well, that's about all the liberty there is in it--liberty to suppress +liberty." + +"You may not know that I'm starting a branch of the League in Wyck." + +"I'm sorry, sir. I did not know. Fanny, why did you lay that trap for +me?" + +"Because I wanted your real opinion." + +"Before you set up an opinion, you had better come to my meeting on the +twenty-first. Then perhaps you'll learn something about it." + +Fanny changed the subject to Sir John Corbett's laziness. + +"A man," said Mr. Waddington, "without any seriousness, any sense of +responsibility." + +After coffee Mr. Waddington removed Fanny to the library to consult with +him about the formation of his Committee, leaving Barbara and Ralph +Bevan alone. Fanny waved her hand to them from the doorway, signalling +her blessing on their unrestrained communion. + +"It's deplorable," said Ralph, "to see a woman of Fanny's intelligence +mixing herself up with a rotten scheme like that." + +"Poor darling, she only does it to keep him quiet." + +"Oh, yes, I admit there's every excuse for her." + +They looked at each other and smiled. A smile of delicious and secret +understanding. + +"Isn't he wonderful?" she said. + +"I thought you'd like him.... I say, you know, I _must_ come to his +meeting. He'll be more wonderful than ever there. Can't you see him?" + +"I can. It's almost _too_ much--to think that I should be allowed to +know him, to live in the same house with him, to have him turning +himself on by the hour together. What have I done to deserve it?" + +"I see," he said, "you _have_ got it." + +"Got what?" + +"The taste for him. The genuine passion. I had it when I was here. I +couldn't have stood it if I hadn't." + +"I know. You must have had it. You've got it now." + +"And I don't suppose I've seen him anything like at his best. You'll get +more out of him than I did." + +"Oh, do you think I shall?" + +"Yes. He may rise to greater heights." + +"You mean he may go to greater lengths?" + +"Perhaps. I don't know. You'd have, of course, to stop his lengths, +which would he a pity. I think of him mostly in heights. There's no +reason why you shouldn't let him soar.... But I mustn't discuss him. +I've just eaten his dinner." + +"No, we mustn't," Barbara agreed. "That's the worst of dinners." + +"I say, though, can't we meet somewhere?" + +"Where we _can?_" + +"Yes. Where we can let ourselves rip? Couldn't we go for more walks +together?" + +"I'm afraid there won't be time." + +"There'll be loads of time. When he's off in his car 'rounding up the +county.'" + +"When he's 'off,' I'm 'on' as Mrs. Waddington's companion." + +"Fanny won't mind. She'll let you do anything you like. At any rate, +she'll let _me_ do anything _I_ like." + +"Will you ask her?" + +"Of course I shall." + +So they settled it. + + +3 + +When Barbara said to herself that Mr. Waddington would spoil her evening +with Ralph Bevan, she had judged by the change that had come over the +house since the return of its master. You felt it first in the depressed +faces of the servants, of Partridge and Annie Trinder. A thoughtful +gloom had settled even on Kimber. Worse than all, Fanny Waddington had +left off humming. Barbara missed that spontaneous expression of her +happiness. + +She thought: "What is it he does to them?" And yet it was clear that he +didn't do anything. They were simply crushed by the sheer mass and +weight of his egoism. He imposed on them somehow his incredible +consciousness of himself. He left an atmosphere of uneasiness. You felt +it when he wasn't there; even when Fanny had settled down in the +drawing-room with "Tono-Bungay" you felt her fear that at any minute the +door would open and Horatio would come in. + +But Barbara wasn't depressed. She enjoyed the perpetual spectacle he +made. She enjoyed his very indifference to Ralph, his refusal to see +that he could command attention, his conviction of his own superior +fascination. She knew now what Ralph meant when he said it would be +unkind to spoil him for her. He was to burst on her without preparation +or description. She was to discover him first of all herself. First of +all. But she could see the time coming when her chief joy would be their +making him out, bit by bit, together. She even discerned a merry devil +in Fanny that amused itself at Horatio's expense; that was aware of +Barbara's amusement and condoned it. There were ultimate decencies that +prevented any open communion with Fanny. But beyond that refusal to +smile at Horatio after eating his dinner, she could see no decencies +restraining Ralph. She could count on him when her private delight +became intolerable and must be shared. + +But there were obstacles to their intercourse. Mr. Waddington couldn't +very well start on what he called his "campaign" until he was armed with +his prospectus, and Pyecraft took more than a week to print it. And +while she sat idle, thinking of her salary, the fiend of conscience +prompted Barbara to ask him for work. Wasn't there his book? + +"My book? My Cotswold book?" He pretended he had forgotten all about it. +He waved it away. "The book is only a recreation, an amusement. Plenty +of time for that when I've got my League going. Still, I shall be glad +when I can settle down to it, again.".... He was considering it now with +reminiscent affection.... "If it would amuse you to look at it--" + +He began a fussy search in his bureau. + +"Ah, here we are!" + +He unearthed two piles of manuscript, one typed, the other written, both +scored with erasures, with almost illegible corrections and insertions. + +"It's in a terrible mess," he said. + +She saw what her work would be: to cut a way through the jungle, to make +clearings. + +"If I were to type it all over again, you'd have a clean copy to work on +when you were ready." + +"If you _would_ be so good. It's that young rascal Ralph. He'd no +business to leave it in that state." + +Her scruple came again to Barbara. + +"Mr. Waddington, you'd take him on again for your secretary if he'd come +back?" + +"He'd come back all right. Trust him." + +"And you'd take him?" + +"My dear young lady, why should I? I don't want _him_; I want _you_." + +"And _I_ don't want to stand in his way." + +"You needn't worry about that." + +"I can't help worrying about it. You'd take him back if I wasn't here." + +"You _are_ here." + +"But if I weren't?" + +"Come, come. You mustn't talk to me like that." + +She went away and talked to Fanny. + +"I can't bear doing him out of his job. If he'll come back--" + +"My dear, you don't know Ralph. He'd die rather than come back. They've +made it impossible between them." + +"Mr. Waddington says he'd take him back if I wasn't here." + +"He wouldn't. He only thinks he would, because it makes him feel +magnanimous. He offered Ralph half a year's salary if he'd go at once. +And Ralph went at once and wouldn't touch the salary. That made him come +out top dog, and Horatio didn't like it. Not that he supposed he could +score off Ralph with money. He isn't vulgar." + +No. He wasn't vulgar. But she wondered how he would camouflage it to +himself--that insult to his pride. And there was Ralph's pride that was +so fiery and so clean. Yet-- + +"Yet Mr. Bevan comes and dines," she said. + +"Yes, he comes and dines. He'll always be my cousin, though he won't be +Horatio's secretary. He's got a very sweet nature and he keeps the +issues clear." + +"But what will he _do_? He can't live on his sweet nature." + +"Oh, he's got enough to live on, though not enough to--to do what he +wants on. But he'll get a job all right. You needn't bother your dear +little head about Ralph." + +Fanny said to herself: "I'll tell him, then he'll adore her more than +ever. If only he adores her _enough_ he'll buck up and get something to +do." + + + + +VI + + +1 + +Mr. Waddington did not approve of Mrs. Levitt's intimacy with her +sister, Bertha Rickards. + +He would have approved of it still less if he had heard the conversation +which Mrs. Trinder heard and reported to Miss Gregg, the governess at +the rectory, who told the Rector's wife, who told the Rector, who told +Colonel Grainger, who told Ralph Sevan, who kept it to himself. + +"What did you say to the old boy, Elise?" + +"Don't ask me what I _said_!" + +"Well--have you got the cottage?" + +"Of course I've got it, silly cuckoo. I can get anything out of him I +like. He wasn't going to turn those Ballingers out, but I made him." + +"Did he say when Mrs. Waddington was going to call?" + +Bertha couldn't resist the temptation of pinching where she knew the +flesh was tender. + +"I didn't ask him." + +"She can't very well be off it, now he's your landlord." + +That was what Mrs. Levitt thought. And if Mrs. Waddington called, Lady +Corbett couldn't very well be off it either. They were the only ones in +Wyck who had not called; but it would be futile to pretend that they +didn't matter, that they were not the ones who mattered more than +anybody. + +The net she had drawn round Mr. Waddington was tightening, though he was +as yet unaware of his entanglement. First of all, the Lower Wyck cottage +was put into thorough repair; and if the plaster was not quite dry when +the Ballingers moved into it, that was not Mr. Waddington's concern. He +had provided them with a house, which was all that the law could +reasonably require him to do. Clearly it was Hitchin, the builder, who +should be held responsible for the plaster, not he. As for the +rheumatism Mrs. Ballinger got, supposing it could be put down to the +damp plaster and not to some inherent defect in Mrs. Ballinger's +constitution, clearly that was not Mr. Waddington's concern either. If +anybody was responsible for Mrs. Ballinger's rheumatism, it was Hitchin. + +Mr. Waddington did not approve of Hitchin. Hitchin was a Socialist who +followed Colonel Grainger's lead in overpaying his workmen, with +disastrous consequences to other people; for over and above the general +upsetting caused by this gratuitous interference with the prevailing +economic system, Mr. Hitchin was in the habit of recouping himself by +monstrous overcharges. And Mr. Hitchin was not only the best builder in +the neighbourhood, but the only builder and stonemason in +Wyck-on-the-Hill, so that he had you practically at his mercy. + +And operations at the Sheep Street cottage were suspended while Mr. +Waddington disputed Mr. Hitchin's estimate bit by bit, from the total +cost of building the new rooms down to the last pot of enamel paint and +his charge per foot for lead piping. June was slipping away while they +contended, and there seemed little chance of Mrs. Levitt's getting into +her house before Michaelmas, if then. + +So that on the morning of the nineteenth, two days before the meeting, +Mr. Waddington found another letter waiting for him on the +breakfast-table. + +Fanny was looking at him, and he sought protection in an affectation of +annoyance. + +"Now what can Mrs. Levitt find to write to me about?" + +"I wouldn't set any limits to her invention," Fanny said. + +"And what do you know about Mrs. Levitt?" + +"Nothing. I only gather from what you say yourself that she is--fertile +in resource." + +"Resource?" + +"Well, in creating opportunities." + +"Opportunities, now, for what?" + +"For you to exercise your Christian charity, my dear. When are you going +to let me call on her?" + +"I am not going to let you call on her at all." + +"Is that Christian charity?" + +"It's anything you please." He was absorbed in his letter. Mrs. Levitt +had been obliged to move from Mrs. Trinder's in the Square to inferior +rooms in Sheep Street, and she was sorry for herself. + +"But surely, when you're always calling on her yourself--" + +"I am not always calling on her. And if I were, there are some things +which are perfectly proper for me to do which would not be proper for +you." + +"It sounds as if Mrs. Levitt wasn't." + +He looked up as sharply as his facial curves permitted. "Nothing of the +sort. She's simply not the sort of person you _do_ call on; and I don't +mean you to begin." + +"Why not?" + +"Because you're my wife and you have a certain position in the county. +That's why." + +"Rather a snobby reason, isn't it? You said I might call on anybody I +liked." + +"So you may, in reason, provided you don't begin with Mrs. Levitt." + +"I may have to end with her," said Fanny. + +Mr. Waddington had many reasons for not wishing Fanny to call on Mrs. +Levitt. He wanted to keep his wife, because she was his wife, in a place +apart from Mrs. Levitt and above her, to mark the distance and +distinction that there was between them. He wanted to keep himself, as +Fanny's husband, apart and distant, by way of enhancing his male +attraction. And he wanted to keep Mrs. Levitt apart, to keep her to +himself, as the hidden woman of passionate adventure. Hitherto their +intercourse had had the charm, the unique, irreplaceable charm of things +unacknowledged and clandestine. Mrs. Levitt was unique; irreplaceable. +He couldn't think of any other woman who would be a suitable substitute. +There was little Barbara Madden; she had been afraid of him; but his +passions were still too young to be stirred by the crudity of a girl's +fright; if it came to that, he preferred the reassuring ease of Mrs. +Levitt. + +And he didn't mean it to come to that. + +But though Mr. Waddington did not actually look forward to a time when +he would be Mrs. Levitt's lover, he had visions of the pure fancy in +which he saw himself standing on Mrs. Levitt's doorstep after dark; say, +once a fortnight, on her servant's night out; he would sound a muffled +signal on the knocker and the door would he half-opened by Elise. Elise! +He would slip through in a slender and mysterious manner; he would go on +tip-toe up and down her stairs, recapturing a youthful thrill out of the +very risks they ran, yet managing the affair with a consummate delicacy +and discretion. + +At this point Mr. Waddington's fancy heard another door open down the +street; somebody came out and saw him in the light of the passage; +somebody went by with a lantern; somebody timed his comings and goings. +He felt the palpitation, the cold nausea of detection. No. You couldn't +do these things in a little place like Wyck-on-the-Hill, where everybody +knew everybody else's business. And there was Toby, too. + +Sometimes, perhaps, on a Sunday afternoon, when Toby and the servant +would be out. Yes. Sunday afternoon between tea-time and church-time. + +Or he could meet her in Oxford or Cheltenham or in London. Wiser. +Week-ends. More satisfactory. Risk of being seen there too, but you must +take some risks. Surprising how these things _were_ kept secret. + +Birmingham now. Birmingham would be safer because more unlikely. He +didn't know anybody in Birmingham. But the very thought of Mrs. Levitt +calling at the Manor on the same commonplace footing, say, as Mrs. +Grainger, was destruction to all this romantic secrecy. + +Also he was afraid that if Mrs. Levitt were really that sort of woman, +Fanny's admirable instinct would find her out and scent the imminent +affair. Or if Fanny remained unsuspicious and showed plainly her sense +of security, Elise might become possessive and from sheer jealousy give +herself away. Mr. Waddington said to himself that he knew women, and +that if he were a wise man, and he _was_ a wise man, he would arrange +matters so that the two should never meet. Fanny was docile, and if he +said flatly that she was not to call on Mrs. Levitt, she wouldn't. + + +2 + +There was another thing that Mr. Waddington dreaded even more than that +dangerous encounter: Fanny's knowing that he had turned the Ballingers +out. As he would have been very unwilling to admit that Mrs. Levitt had +forced his hand there, he took the whole of the responsibility for that +action. But, inevitable and justifiable as it was, he couldn't hope to +carry it off triumphantly with Fanny. It was just, but it was not +magnanimous. Therefore, without making any positively untruthful +statement, he had let her think that Ballinger had given notice of his +own accord. The chances, he thought, were all against Fanny ever hearing +the truth of the matter. + +If only the rascal hadn't had a wife and children, and if only his +wife--but, unfortunately for Mr. Waddington, his wife was Susan Trinder, +Mrs. Trinder's husband's niece, and Susan Trinder had been Horace's +nurse; and though they all considered that she had done for herself when +she married that pig-headed Ballinger, Fanny and Horace still called her +Susan-Nanna. And Susan-Nanna's niece, Annie Trinder, was parlourmaid at +the Manor. So Mr. Waddington had a nasty qualm when Annie, clearing away +breakfast, asked if she might have a day off to look after her aunt, +Mrs. Ballinger, who was in bed with the rheumatics. + +To his horror he heard Fanny saying: "She wouldn't have had the +rheumatics if they'd stayed in Sheep Street." + +"No, ma'am." + +Annie's eyes were clear and mendacious. + +"He never ought to have left it," said Fanny. + +"No, ma'am. No more he oughtn't." + +"Isn't she very sorry about it?" + +(Why couldn't Fanny leave it alone?) + +"Yes, m'm. She's frettin' something awful. You see, 'tesn't so much the +house, though 'tes a better one than the one they're in, 'tes the +garden. All that fruit and vegetable what uncle he put in himself, and +them lavender bushes. Aunt, she's so fond of a bit of lavender. I dunnow +I'm sure how she'll get along." + +Annie knew. He could tell by her eyes that she knew. There was nothing +but Annie's loyalty between him and that exposure that he dreaded. He +heard Fanny say that she would go and see Susan to-morrow. There would +be nothing but Susan's loyalty and Ballinger's magnanimity. It would +amount to that if they spared him for Fanny's sake. He had been +absolutely right, and Ballinger had brought the whole trouble on +himself; but you could never make Fanny see that. And Ballinger +contrived to put him still further in the wrong. The next day when Fanny +called at the cottage she found it empty. Ballinger had removed himself +and his wife and family to Susan's father's farm at Medlicott, a good +two and a half miles from his work on Colonel Grainger's land, thus +providing himself with a genuine grievance. + +And Fanny would keep on talking about it at dinner. + +"Those poor Ballingers! It's an awful pity he gave up the Sheep Street +cottage. Didn't you tell him he was a fool, Horatio?" + +Mercifully Annie Trinder had left the room. But there was Partridge by +the sideboard, listening. + +"I'm not responsible for Ballinger's folly. If he finds himself +inconvenienced by it, that's no concern of mine." + +"Well, Ballinger's folly has been very convenient for Mrs. Levitt." + +Mr. Waddington tried to look as if Mrs. Levitt's convenience were no +concern of his either. + + + + +VII + + +1 + +The handbills and posters had been out for the last week. Their +headlines were very delightful to the eye with their enormous capitals +staring at you in Pyecraft's royal blue print. + + NATIONAL LEAGUE OF LIBERTY. + + * * * * * + + A MEETING + IN AID OF THE ABOVE LEAGUE + WILL BE HELD IN THE + TOWN HALL, WYCK-ON-THE-HILL, + _Saturday, June 21st, 8 p.m._ + + * * * * * + + _Chairman_: SIR JOHN CORBETT, + OF + UNDERWOODS, WYCK-ON-THE-HILL. + _Speaker_: + HORATIO BYSSHE WADDINGTON, ESQ., + OF THE + MANOR HOUSE, LOWER WYCK. + + * * * * * + + YOU ARE EARNESTLY REQUESTED TO + ATTEND. + + * * * * * + + GOD SAVE THE KING! + +Only one thing threatened Mr. Waddington's intense enjoyment of his +meeting: his son Horace would be there. Young Horace had insisted on +coming over from Cheltenham College for the night, expressly to attend +the meeting. And though Mr. Waddington had pointed out that the meeting +could very well take place without him, Fanny appeared to be backing +young Horace up in his impudent opinion that it couldn't. This he found +excessively annoying; for, though for worlds he wouldn't have owned it, +Mr. Waddington was afraid of his son. He was never the same man when he +was about. The presence of young Horace--tall for sixteen and developing +rapidly--was fatal to the illusion of his youth. And Horace had a way of +commenting disadvantageously on everything his father said or did; he +had a perfect genius for humorous depreciation. At any rate, he and his +mother behaved as if they thought it was humorous, and many of his +remarks seemed to strike other people--Sir John and Lady Corbett, for +example, and Ralph Bevan--in the same light. Over and over again young +Horace would keep the whole table listening to him with unreasoning and +unreasonable delight, while his father's efforts to converse received +only a polite and perfunctory attention. And the prospect of having +young Horace's humour let loose on his meeting and on his speech at the +meeting was distinctly disagreeable. Fanny oughtn't to have allowed it +to happen. He oughtn't to have allowed it himself. But short of writing +to his Head Master to forbid it, they couldn't stop young Horace coming. +He had only to get on his motor-bicycle and come. + +Barbara came on him in the drawing-room before dinner, sitting in an +easy chair and giggling over the prospectus. + +He jumped up and stood by the hearth, smiling at her. + +"I say, did my guv'nor really write this himself?" + +"More or less. Did you really come over for the meeting?" + +"Rather." + +His smile was wilful and engaging. + +"You _are_ enthusiastic about the League." + +"Enthusiastic? We-ell, I can't say I know much about it. Of course, I +know the sort of putrid tosh he'll sling at them, but what I want is to +_see_ him doing it." + +He had got it too, that passion of interest and amusement, hers and +Ralph's. Only it wasn't decent of him to show it; she mustn't let him +see she had it. She answered soberly: + +"Yes, he's awfully keen." + +"_Is_ he? I've never seen him really excited, worked up, except once or +twice during the war." + +As he stood there, looking down, smiling pensively, he seemed to brood +over it, to anticipate the joy of the spectacle. + +He had an impudent, happy face, turned and coloured like his mother's; +he had Fanny's blue eyes and brown hair. All that the Waddingtons and +Postlethwaites had done to him was to raise the bridge of his nose, and +to thicken his lips slightly without altering their wide, vivacious +twirl. He considered Barbara. + +"You're going to help him to write his book, aren't you?" + +"I hope so," said Barbara. + +"You've got a nerve. He pretty well did for Ralph Bevan. He's worse than +shell-shock when he once gets going." + +"I expect I can stand him. He can't be worse than the War Office." + +"Oh, isn't he? You wait." + +At that moment his father came in, late, and betraying the first +symptoms of excitement. Barbara saw that the boy's eyes took them in. As +they sat down to dinner Mr. Waddington pretended to ignore Horace. But +Horace wouldn't be ignored. He drew attention instantly to himself. + +"Don't you think it's jolly decent of me, pater, to come over for your +meeting?" + +"I shouldn't have thought," said Mr. Waddington, "that politics were +much in your line. Not worth spoiling a half-holiday for." + +"I don't suppose I shall care two fags about your old League. What I've +come for is to see you, pater, getting up on your hind legs and giving +it them. I wouldn't miss that for a million half-holidays." + +"If that's all you've come for you might have saved yourself the +trouble." + +"Trouble? My dear father, I'd have taken _any_ trouble." + +You could see he was laughing at him. And he was talking at Barbara, +attracting her attention the whole time; with every phrase he shot a +look at her across the table. Evidently he was afraid she might think he +didn't know how funny his father was, and he had to show her. It wasn't +decent of him. Barbara didn't approve of young Horace; yet she couldn't +resist him; his eyes and mouth were full, like Ralph's, of such +intelligent yet irresponsible joy. He wanted her to share it. He was an +egoist like his father; but he had something of his mother's charm, +something of Ralph Bevan's. + +"Nothing," he was saying, "nothing would have kept me away." + +"You're very good, sir." Horace could appreciate that biting sarcasm. + +"Not at all. I say, I wish you'd let me come on the platform." + +"What for? You don't propose yourself as a speaker, do you?" + +"Rather not. I simply want to be somewhere where I can see your face and +old Grainger's at the same time, and Hitchin's, when you're going for +their Socialism." + +"You shall certainly not come on the platform. And wherever you sit I +must request you to behave yourself--if you can. You may not realize it, +but this is going to be a serious meeting." + +"I know _that_. It's just the--the seriousness that gets me." He +giggled. + +Mr. Waddington shrugged his shoulders. "Of course, if you've no sense of +responsibility--if you choose to go on like an ill-bred schoolboy--but +don't be surprised if you're reprimanded from the chair." + +"What? Old Corbett? I should like to see him.... Don't you worry, pater, +I'll behave a jolly sight better than anybody else will. You see if I +don't." + +"How did you suppose he'd behave, Horatio?" said Fanny. "When he's come +all that way and given up a picnic to hear you." + +"Pater'll be a picnic, if you like," said Horace. + +Mr. Waddington waved him away with a gesture as if he flicked a teasing +fly, and went out to collect his papers. + +Fanny turned to her son. "Horry dear, you mustn't rag your father like +that. You mustn't laugh at him. He doesn't like it." + +"I can't help it," Horry said. "He's so furiously funny. He _makes_ me +giggle." + +"Well, whatever you do, don't giggle at the meeting, or you'll give him +away." + +"I won't, mater. Honour bright, I won't. I'll hold myself in like--like +anything. Only you mustn't mind if I burst." + + +2 + +Mr. Waddington had spoken for half an hour, expounding, with some +necessary repetitions, the principles and objects of the League. + +He was supported on the platform by his Chairman, Sir John Corbett, and +by the other members of his projected Committee: by Lady Corbett, by +Fanny, by the Rector, by Mr. Thurston of the Elms, Wyck-on-the-Hill; by +Mr. Bostock of Parson's Bank; Mr. Jackson, of Messrs. Jackson, Cleaver +and Co., solicitors; Major Markham of Wyck Wold, Mr. Temple of +Norton-in-Mark, and Mr. Hawtrey of Medlicott; and by his secretary, +Miss Barbara Madden. The body of the hall was packed. Beneath him, in +the front row, he had the wives and daughters of his committeemen; in +its centre, right under his nose, he was painfully aware of the presence +of young Horace and Ralph Bevan. Colonel Grainger sat behind them, +conspicuous and, Mr. Waddington fancied, a little truculent, with his +great square face and square-clipped red moustache, and on each side of +Colonel Grainger and behind him were the neighbouring gentry and the +townspeople of Wyck, the two grocers, the two butchers, the drapers and +hotel keeper, and behind them again the servants of the Manor and a +crowd of shop assistants; and further and further back, farm labourers +and artisans; among these he recognized Ballinger with several of +Colonel Grainger's and Hitchin's men. A pretty compact group they made, +and Mr. Waddington was gratified by their appearance there. + +And well in the centre of the hall, above the women's hats, he could see +Mr. Hitchin's bush of hair, his shrewd, round, clean-shaven and rosy +face, his grey check shoulders and red tie. Mr. Hitchin had the air of +being supported by the entire body of his workmen. Mr. Waddington was +gratified by Mr. Hitchin's appearance, too, and he thought he would +insert some expression of that feeling in his peroration. + +He was also profoundly aware of Mrs. Levitt sitting all by herself in an +empty space about the middle of the third row. + +From time to time Ralph Bevan and young Horace fixed on Fanny Waddington +and Barbara delighted eyes in faces of a supernatural gravity. Young +Horace was looking odd and unlike himself, with his jaws clamped +together in his prodigious effort not to giggle. Whenever Barbara's eyes +met his and Ralph's, a faint smile quivered on her face and flickered +and went out. + +Once Horace whispered to Ralph Bevan: "Isn't he going it?" And Ralph +whispered back: "He's immense." + +He was. He felt immense. He felt that he was carrying his audience with +him. The sound of his own voice excited him and whipped him on. It was a +sort of intoxication. He was soaring now, up and up, into his +peroration. + +"It is a gratification to me to see so many working men and women here +to-night. They are specially welcome. We want to have them with us. Do +not distrust the working man. The working man is sound at heart. Sound +at head too, when he is let alone and not carried away by the +treacherous arguments of ignorant agitators. We--myself and the +founders of this League--have not that bad opinion of the working man +which his leaders--his misleaders, I may call them--appear to have. We +believe in him, we know that, if he were only let alone, there is no +section of the community that would stand more solid for order and good +government than he." + +"Hear! Hear!" from Colonel Grainger. Ralph whispered, "Camouflage!" to +Horace, who nodded. + +"There is nothing in the aims of this League contrary to the interests +of Labour. On the contrary"--he heard, as if somebody else had +perpetrated it, the horrible repetition--"I mean to say--" His brain +fought for another phrase madly and in vain. "On the contrary, it exists +in order to safeguard the true interests, the best interests, of every +working man and woman in the country." + +"Hear! Hear!" from Sir John Corbett. Mr. Waddington smiled. + +"President Wilson"--he became agitated and drank water--"President +Wilson talked about making the world safe for democracy. Well, if we, +you and I, all of us, don't take care, the world won't be safe for +anything else. It certainly won't be safe for the middle classes, for +the great business and professional classes, for the class to which I, +for one, belong: the class of English gentlemen. It won't be safe for +_us_. + +"Not that I propose to make a class question of it. To make a class +question of it would be more than wrong. It would be foolish. It would +be a challenge to revolution, the first step towards letting loose, +unchaining against us, those forces of disorder and destruction which we +are seeking to keep down. I am not here to insist on class differences, +to foment class hatred. Those differences exist, they always will exist; +but they are immaterial to our big purpose. This is a question of +principle, the great principle of British liberty. Are we going to +submit to the tyranny of one class over all other classes, of one +interest over all other interests in the country? Are we going to knock +under, I say, to a minority, whether it is a Labour minority or any +other? + +"Are--we--going--to tolerate Bolshevism and a Soviet Government here? If +there are any persons present who think that that is our attitude and +our intention, I tell them now plainly--it is _not_. In their own +language, in our good old county proverb: 'As sure as God's in +Gloucester,' it is not and never will be. The sooner they understand +that the better. I do not say that there are any persons present who +would be guilty of so gross an error. I do not believe there are. I do +not believe that there is any intelligent person in this room who will +not agree with me when I say that, though it is just and right that +Labour should have a voice in the government, it is not just and it is +not right that it should be the only voice. + +"It has been the only voice heard in Russia for two years, and what is +the consequence? Bloodshed. Anarchy and bloodshed. I don't _say_ that we +should have anarchy and bloodshed here; England, thank God, is not +Russia. But I do not say that we shall _not_ have them. And I _do_ say +that it rests with us, with you and me, ladies and gentlemen, to decide +whether we shall or shall not have them. It depends on the action we +take to-night with regard to this National League of Liberty, on the +action taken on--on other nights at similar meetings, all over this +England of ours; it depends, in two words, on our _united action_, +whether we shall have anarchy or stable government, whether this England +of ours shall or shall not continue to be a free country. + +"Remember two things: the League is National, and it is a League of +Liberty. It would not be one if it were not the other. + +"You will say, perhaps many of you _are_ saying: 'This League is all +very well, but what can _I_ do?' Perhaps you will even say: 'What can +Wyck do? After all, Wyck is a small place. It isn't the capital of the +county.'" + +"Well, I can tell you what Wyck can do. It can be--it _is_ the first +town in Gloucestershire, the first provincial town in England to start a +National League of Liberty. They've got a League in London, the parent +League; they may have another branch League anywhere any day, but I hope +that--thanks to the very noble efforts of those ladies and gentlemen who +have kindly consented to serve on my Committee--I hope that before long +we shall have started Leagues in Gloucester, Cheltenham, Cirencester, +Nailsworth and Stroud; in every town, village and hamlet in the county. +I hope, thanks to your decision to-night, ladies and gentlemen, to be +able to say that Wyck--little Wyck--has got in first. All round us, for +fifteen--twenty miles round, there are hamlets, villages and towns that +haven't got a League, that know nothing about the League. +Wyck-on-the-Hill will be the centre of the League for this part of the +Cotswolds. + +"It is impossible to exaggerate the importance of the principle at +stake. Impossible, therefore, to exaggerate the importance of this +League, therefore impossible to exaggerate the importance of this +meeting, of every man and woman who has come here to-night. And when +you rise from your seats and step up to this platform to enroll your +names as members of the National League of Liberty, I want you to feel, +every one of you, that you will be doing an important thing, a thing +necessary to the nation, a thing in its way every bit as necessary and +important as the thing the soldier does when he rises up out of his +trench and goes over the top." + +It was then, and then only, that young Horace giggled. But he covered +his collapse with a shout of "Hear! Hear!" that caused Fanny and Barbara +to blow their noses simultaneously. As for Ralph, he hid his face in his +hands. + +"Like him," said Mr. Waddington, "you will be helping to save England. +And what can any of us do more?" + +He sat down suddenly in a perfect uproar of applause, and drank water. +In spite of the applause he was haunted by a sense of incompleteness. +There was something he had left out of his speech, something he had +particularly wanted to say. It seemed to him more vital, more important, +than anything he _had_ said. + +A solitary pair of hands, Mrs. Levitt's hands, conspicuously lifted, +were still clapping when Mr. Hitchin's face rose like a red moon behind +and a little to the left of her; followed by the grey check shoulders +and red tie. He threw back his head, stuck a thumb in each armhole of +his waistcoat, and spoke. "Ladies and gentlemen. The speaker has quoted +President Wilson about the world being made safe for democracy. He seems +to be concerned about the future, to be, if I may say so, in a bit of a +funk about the future. But has he paid any attention to the past? Has he +considered the position of the working man in the past? Has he even +considered the condition of many working men at the present time, for +instance, of the farm labourer now in this country? If he had, if he +knew the facts, if he cared about the facts, he might admit that, +whether he's going to like it or not, it's the working man's turn. Just +about his turn. + +"I needn't ask Mr. Waddington if he knows the parable of Dives and +Lazarus. But I should like to say to him what Abraham said to the rich +man: 'Remember that thou in thy life-time receivedst thy good things, +and likewise Lazarus evil things: but now he is comforted and thou art +tormented.' + +"I don't want Mr. Waddington to be tormented. To be tormented too much. +Not more than is reasonable. A little torment--say, his finger scorched +for the fraction of a second in that hot, unpleasant place--would be +good for him if it made him think. I say I don't want to torment him, +but I'll just ask him one question: Does he think that a world where +it's possible for a working man, just because he _is_ a working man and +not an English gentleman, a world where it's still possible for him, and +his wife and his children, to be turned out of house and home to suit +the whim of an English gentleman; does he think that a world where +things like that can happen is a safe place for anybody? + +"I can tell him it isn't safe. It isn't safe for you and me. And if it +isn't safe for you and me, it isn't safe for the people who make these +things happen; and it isn't any safer for the people who stand by and +let them happen. + +"And if the Socialist--if the Bolshevist is the man who's going to see +to it that they don't happen, if a Soviet Government is the only +Government that'll see to that, then the Socialist, or the Bolshevist, +is the man for my money, and a Soviet Government is the Government for +my vote. I don't say, mind you, that it _is_ the only Government--I say, +if it were. + +"Mr. Waddington doesn't like Bolshevism. None of us like it. He doesn't +like Socialism. I think he's got some wrong ideas about that. But he's +dead right when he tells you, if you're afraid of Bolshevism and a +Soviet Government, that the remedy lies in your own hands. If there ever +is a day of reckoning, what Mr. Waddington would call a revolution in +this country, you, we, ay, everyone of us sitting here, will be done +with according as we do." + +He sat down, and Mr. Waddington rose again on his platform, solemn and a +little pale. He looked round the hall, to show that there was no person +there whom he was afraid to face. It might have been the look of some +bold and successful statesman turning on a turbulent House, confident in +his power to hold it. + +"Unless I have misheard him, what Mr. Hitchin has just said, ladies and +gentlemen, sounded very like a threat. If that is so, we may +congratulate Mr. Hitchin on providing an unanswerable proof of the need +for a National League of Liberty." + +There were cries of "Hear! Hear!" from Sir John Corbett and from Mr. +Hawtrey of Medlicott. + +Then a horrible thing happened. Slight and rustling at first, then +gathering volume, there came a hissing from the back rows packed with +Colonel Grainger's and Mr. Hitchin's men. Then a booing. Then a booing +and hissing together. + +Sir John scrabbled on to his little legs and cried: "Ordah, there! +Ordah!" Mr. Waddington maintained an indomitably supercilious air while +Sir John brought his fist down on the table (probably the most energetic +thing he had ever done in his life), with a loud shout of "Ordah!" +Colonel Grainger and Mr. Hitchin were seen to turn round in their +places and make a sign to their men, and the demonstration ceased. + +Mr. Waddington then rose as if nothing at all had happened and said, +"Any ladies and gentlemen wishing to join the League will please come up +to the platform and give their names to Miss Madden. Any persons wishing +to subscribe at once, may pay their subscriptions to Miss Madden. + +"I will now call your attention to the last item on the programme, and +ask you all to join with me very heartily in singing 'God Save the +King.'" + +Everybody, except Colonel Grainger and Mr. Hitchin, rose, and everybody, +except the extremists of the opposition, sang. One voice--it was Mrs. +Levitt's voice--was lifted arrogantly high and clear above the rest. + +"Send--him--vic-torious, + Hap-py--and--glorious. + Long--to-oo rei-eign overious + Gaw-aw-awd--Save--ther King." + +Mr. Waddington waited beside Barbara Madden at the table; he waited in a +superb confidence. After all, the demonstration engineered by Colonel +Grainger had had no effect. The front and middle rows had risen to their +feet and a very considerable procession was beginning to file towards +the platform. + +Mr. Waddington was so intent on this procession, Barbara was so busy +taking down names and entering subscriptions and making out receipts, +Sir John and Lady Corbett and the rest of the proposed Committee were +talking to each other so loud and fast, Ralph and Horace were so +absorbed in looking at Barbara that none of them saw what was happening +in the body of the hall. Only Fanny caught the signals that passed +between Colonel Grainger and Mr. Hitchin, and between Mr. Hitchin and +his men. + +Then Colonel Grainger stood up and shouted, "I protest!" + +Mr. Hitchin stood up and shouted, "I protest!" + +They shouted together, "We protest!" + +Sir John Corbett rushed back to his chair and shouted "Ordah!" and the +back rows, the ranks of Hitchin's men, stood up and shouted, "We won't +sign!" "We won't sign!" "We won't sign!" + +And then young Horace did an unsuspected thing, a thing that surprised +himself. He leaped on to the front bench and faced the insurgent back +rows. His face was red with excitement, and with the shame and anger and +resentment inspired by his father's eloquence. But he was shouting in +his hoarse, breaking, adolescent voice: + +"Look here, you blackguards there at the back. If you don't stop that +row this minute, I'll jolly well chuck you all out." + +Only one voice, the voice of Mr. Hitchin's biggest and brawniest +quarryman, replied: "Come on, sir!" + +Young Horace vaulted lightly over the bench, followed by Ralph, and the +two were steeplechasing down the hall when Mr. Hitchin made another of +his mysterious signals and the men filed out, obediently, one by one. + +Ralph and Horace found themselves in the middle of the empty benches +laughing into each other's faces. Colonel Grainger and Mr. Hitchin stood +beside them, smiling with intolerable benevolence. + +Mr. Hitchin was saying: "The men are all right, Mr. Bevan. They don't +mean any harm. They just got a bit out of hand." + +Horace saw that they were being magnanimous, and the thought maddened +him. "I don't blame the men," he said, "and I don't blame you, Hitchin. +You don't know any better. But Colonel Grainger ought to be damned well +ashamed of himself, and I hope he is." + +Colonel Grainger laughed. So did Mr. Hitchin, throwing himself back and +swaying from side to side as his mirth shook him. + +"Look here, Mr. Hitchin--" + +"That'll do, Horry," said Ralph. He led him gently down a side aisle +and through a swing door into the concealed corridor beside the +platform. There they waited. + +"Don't imagine for one moment," said young Horry, "that I agree with all +that tosh he talked. But, after all, he's got a perfect right to make a +fool of himself if he chooses. And he's _my_ father." + +"I know. From first to last, Horry, you behaved beautifully." + +"Well, what would _you_ do if your father made an unholy ass of himself +in public?" + +"My father doesn't." + +"No, but if he did?" + +"I'd do what you did. Sit tight and try and look as if he didn't." + +"Then," said Horace, "you look as big a fool yourself." + +"Not quite. You don't say anything. Besides, your father isn't as big a +fool as those London Leaguers who started the silly show. Sir Maurice +Gedge and all that crowd. He didn't invent the beastly thing." + +"No," said Horace mournfully, "he hasn't even the merit of originality." + +He meditated, still mournful. + +"Look here, Ralph, what did that blackguard Hitchin mean?" + +"He isn't a blackguard. He's a ripping good sort. I can tell you, if +every employer in this confounded commercial country was as honest as +old Hitchin, there wouldn't be any labour question worth talking about." + +"Damn his honesty. What did he _mean_? Was it true what he said?" + +"Was what true?" + +"Why, that my father turned the Ballingers out?" + +"Yes; I'm afraid it was." + +"I say, how disgusting of him. You know I always thought he was a bit of +a fool, my father; but I didn't know he was that beastly kind of fool." + +"He isn't," said Ralph. "He's just--a fool." + +"I know. Did you ever hear such putrid rot as he talked?" + +"I don't know. For the kind of silly thing it was, his speech wasn't +half bad." + +"What? About going over the top? Oh, Lord! And after turning the +Ballingers out, too." + +Ralph was silent. + +"What's happened to him? He didn't use to be like that. He must be mad, +or something." + +Ralph thought of Mrs. Levitt. + +"He's getting old and he doesn't like it. That's what's the matter with +him." + +"But hang it all, Ralph, that's no excuse. It really isn't." + +"I believe Ballinger gave him some provocation." + +"I don't care what he gave him. He'd no earthly business to take +advantage of it. Not with that sort of person. Besides, it wouldn't +matter about Ballinger so much, but there's old Susan and the +kiddies.... He doesn't see how perfectly sickening it is for _me_." + +"It isn't very nice for your mother." + +"No; it's jolly hard on the poor mater.... Well, I can't stick it much +longer. I'm just about fed up with Horatio Bysshe. I shall clear out +first thing in the morning before he's down. I don't care if I never see +him or speak to him again." + +"I say, I say, how about the midsummer holidays?" + +"Oh, damn the midsummer holidays!" + +"Isn't it rather rotten to take a line you can't possibly keep up?" + +"That's all right. Whatever I may do in the future," said young Horace +magnificently, "I've got to give him his punishment _now_." + +Ralph laughed. Young Horace was as big an egoist as his father, but with +these differences: his blood was hot instead of cold, he had his +mother's humour, and he was not a fool. Ralph wondered how he would +have felt if he had realized Mrs. Levitt's part in the Ballinger +affair. + + +3 + +Mr. Waddington remained standing on his platform. They were coming round +him now, grasping him by the hand, congratulating him: Sir John Corbett, +the Rector, Major Markham of Wyck Wold and Mr. Hawtrey of Medlicott. + +"Capital speech, Waddington, capital." + +"Best speech made in the Town Hall since they built it." + +"Splendid. You landed them one every time." + +"No wonder you drew them down on to you." + +"That was a disgraceful business," said Sir John. "Disgraceful." + +"Nothing of the sort ever happened in Wyck before," said the Rector. + +"Nobody ever made a speech like Waddington's before," said Major Markham +of Wyck Wold. + +"Oh, you always get a row if you drag in politics," Mr. Hawtrey said. + +"I don't know," said Sir John. "That was a put-up job between Hitchin +and Grainger." + +"Struck me it had every appearance of a spontaneous outburst," Major +Markham said. + +"I've no doubt the rowdy element was brought in from the outside," said +the Rector. "Hardly one of Hitchin's workpeople is a Wyck man. Otherwise +I should have to apologize to Waddington for my parishioners." + +"You needn't. There was nothing personal to me in it. Nothing personal +at all. Even Hitchin wouldn't have had the impudence to oppose me on my +own platform. It was the League they were going for. Bit too big for +'em. If you come out with a large, important thing like that there's +sure to be some opposition just at first till it gets hold of 'em." + +"Glad you can see it that way," said Sir John. + +"My dear fellow, that's the way to see it. It's the right way; the big +impersonal way." + +"You've taken it in the proper spirit, Waddington," said the Rector. +"None of those fellows meant any real harm. All good fellows.... By the +way, is it true that the Ballingers have moved to Lower Wyck?" + +"I believe so." + +"Dear me, what on earth possessed them?" + +"Some fad of Ballinger's, I fancy." + +"That reminds me, I must go and see Mrs. Ballinger." + +"You won't find them there, sir. They've moved again to her father's at +Medlicott." + +"You don't say so. I wonder now what they've done that for." + +"They complained of the house being damp for one thing. If it was, that +was Hitchin's fault, not mine." + +Was everybody in a plot to badger him about those wretched Ballingers? +He was getting sick of it. And he wanted to speak a word to Mrs. Levitt. + +Mrs. Levitt had come up in the tail of the procession. She had given in +her name and her subscription to Barbara Madden; but she lingered, +waiting no doubt for a word with him. If only Corbett and the rest of +them would go. + +"Of course. Of course it was Hitchin's fault," said the Rector, with +imperishable geniality. "Well.... Good night, Waddington, and thank you +for a most--a most stimulating evening." + +They had gone now, all but Sir John and Lady Corbett. (He could hear her +talking to Fanny at the back of the platform.) Mrs. Levitt was gathering +her scarf round her; in another minute she would be gone. And Corbett +wouldn't go. + +"I say, Waddington, that's a splendid young cub of yours. See him go +over the top? He'd have taken them all on. Licked 'em, too, I shouldn't +wonder." + +Mr. Waddington resented this diversion of the stream of admiration. And +he was acutely aware of Mrs. Levitt standing there, detached but +waiting. + +"Was I really all right, Corbett?" He wasn't satisfied with his speech. +If only he could remember what he had left out of it. + +"Absolutely, my dear chap. Absolutely top-hole. You ought to make that +boy a soldier." + +He wished that young Horace could be a soldier at that moment, stationed +in a remote part of the Empire, without any likelihood of leave for the +next five years. He wanted--he wanted intolerably to speak to Mrs. +Levitt, to spread himself voluptuously in her rejuvenating smile. + +Sir John retreated before his manifest indifference. He could hear him +at the back of the platform, congratulating Fanny. + +Mrs. Levitt advanced towards him. + +"At last," she said, "I may add my congratulations. That speech was +magnificent." + +"Nothing, my dear lady, nothing but a little necessary plain speaking." + +"Oh, but you were wonderful. You carried us off our feet." + +"I hope," he said, "we've enrolled you as a member?" (He knew they had.) + +"Of course I'm enrolled. And I've paid in my poor little guinea to that +delightful Miss Madden." + +"Ah, that is _too_ good of you." + +It was. The amount of the subscription was purely a matter of individual +fancy. + +"It's the least I could do in such a splendid cause." + +"Well, dear Mrs. Levitt, we're delighted to have you with us. +Delighted." + +There was a pause. He was looking down at her from the height of his six +feet. The faint, sweet scent of orris root rose up from her warm skin. +She was very attractive, dressed in a low-necked gown of that dull, +satiny stuff women were wearing now. A thin band of white net was +stretched across the top of her breasts; through it he could see the +shadowy, arrow-headed groove between; her pendant--pearl bistre and +paste--pointed, pointed down to it. + +He was wrong about Elise and jewellery. That was a throat for pearls and +for diamonds. Emeralds. She would be all black and white and sparkling +green. A necklace, he thought, wouldn't hang on her; it would be laid +out, exposed on that white breast as on a cushion. You could never tell +what a woman was really like till you'd seen her in a low-necked gown. +It made Mrs. Levitt ten times more alluring. He smiled at her, a tender, +brooding, rather fatuous smile. + +Mrs. Levitt saw that her moment had come. It would be now or never. She +must risk it. + +"I wish," she said, "you'd introduce me to your wife." + +It was a shock, a horrid blow. It showed plainly that Elise had +interests beyond him, that she was not, like him, all for the secret, +solitary adventure. + +Yet perhaps--perhaps--she had planned it; she thought it would be safer +for them, more discreet. + +She looked up at him with the old, irrefutable smile. + +"Will you?" she pleaded. + +"Well--I'm not sure that I know where my wife _is_. She was here a +minute ago, talking to Lady Corbett." + +He looked round. A wide screen guarded the door on to the platform. He +could see Lady Corbett and Fanny disappearing behind it. + +"I--I'll go and look for her," he said. He meditated treachery. +Treachery to poor Elise. + +He followed them through the door and down the steps into the concealed +corridor. He found Ralph Bevan there. Horace had gone. + +"I say, Ralph, I wish you'd take Fanny home. She's tired. Get her out of +this. I shall be here quite half an hour longer; settling up accounts. +You might tell Kimber to come back for me and Miss Madden." + +Now to get to the entrance you had to pass through the swing door into +the hall and down the side aisle to the bottom, so that Mrs. Levitt +witnessed Mrs. Waddington's exit with Ralph Bevan. Mr. Waddington. +waited till the hall doors had closed on them before he returned. + +"I can't find my wife anywhere," he said. "She wasn't in the cloak-room, +so I think she must have gone back with Horace." + +Mrs. Levitt would think that Fanny had disappeared while he was looking +for her, honourably, in the cloak-room. + +"I saw her go out," said Mrs. Levitt coldly, "with Mr. Bevan." + +"I suppose he's taking her home," he said vaguely. His best policy was +vagueness. "And now, my dear lady, I wish I could take _you_ home. But I +shall be detained here some little time. Still, if you don't mind +waiting a minute or two till Kimber comes back with the car, he shall +drive you." + +"Thank you, Mr. Waddington, I'm afraid I've waited quite long enough. It +isn't worth while troubling Kimber to drive me a hundred yards." + +It gave her pleasure to inflict that snub on Mr. Waddington in return +for his manoeuvre. As the meeting had now broken up, and there wouldn't +be anybody to witness her departure in the Waddingtons' car, Mrs. +Levitt calculated that she could afford that little gratification of her +feelings. They were intensified by Mr. Waddington's very evident +distress. He would have walked home with her the hundred yards to Sheep +Street, but she wouldn't hear of it. She was perfectly capable of seeing +herself home. Miss Madden was waiting for him. Good night. + + +4 + +Eleven o'clock. In the library where Mr. Waddington was drinking his +whisky and water, Fanny had been crying. Horry had stalked off to his +bedroom without saying good night to anybody. Barbara had retired +discreetly. Ralph Bevan had gone. And when Fanny thought of the lavender +bags Susan-Nanna sent every year at Christmas, she had cried. + +"How could you _do_ it, Horatio? How _could_ you?" + +"There was nothing else to be done. You can't expect me to take your +sentimental, view of Ballinger." + +"It isn't Ballinger. It's poor Susan-Nanna and the babies, and the +lavender bags." + +Mr. Waddington swayed placably up and down on the tips of his toes. "It +serves poor Susan-Nanna right for marrying Ballinger." + +"Oh--I suppose it serves _me_ right, too--" + +Though she clenched her hands tight, tight, she couldn't keep back that +little spurt of anger. + +He was smiling his peculiar, voluptuous smile. "Serves you right? For +spoiling everybody in the village? It does indeed." + +"You don't in the least see what I mean," said Fanny. + +But, after all, she was glad he hadn't seen it. + +He hadn't seen anything. He hadn't seen that she had been crying. It had +never dawned on him that she might care about Susan-Nanna, or that the +Ballingers might love their home, their garden and their lavender +bushes. He was like that. He didn't see things, and he didn't care. + +He was back in his triumph of the evening, going over the compliments +and congratulations, again and again--"Best speech ever made in the Town +Hall--" But there was something--something he had left out. + +"Did it never dawn on you--" said Fanny. + +Ah, _now_ he had it. + +"There!" he said. "I knew I'd forgotten something. I never put in that +bit about the darkest hour before dawn." + +Fanny's mind had wandered from what she had been going to say. "Did you +see what Horry did?" she said instead. + +"Everybody could see it. It was most unnecessary." + +"I don't care. Think, Horatio. Think of his sticking up for you like +that. He was going to fight them, the dear thing, all those great rough +men. To fight them for _you_. He said he'd behave better than anybody +else, and he did." + +"Yes, yes. He behaved very well." Now that she put it to him that way he +was touched by Horace's behaviour. He could always be touched by the +thought of anything you did for _him_. + +But Ralph Bevan could have told Fanny she was mistaken. Young Horace +didn't do it altogether for his father; he did it for himself, for an +ideal of conduct, an ideal of honour that he had, to let off steam, to +make a sensation in the Town Hall, to feel himself magnificent and +brave; because he, too, was an egoist, though a delightful one. + +Mr. Waddington returned to his speech. "I can't think what made me leave +out that bit about the dawn." + +"Oh, bother your old dawn," said Fanny. "I'm going to bed." + +She went, consoled. "Dear Horry," she thought, "I'm glad he did that." + + + + +VIII + + +1 + +The Ballinger affair did not end with the demonstration in the Town +Hall. It had unforeseen and far-reaching consequences. + +The first of these appeared in a letter which Mr. Waddington received +from Mr. Hitchin: + +"DEAR SIR,-- + +"_Re_ my estimate for decoration and additional building to Mrs. +Levitt's house, I beg to inform you that recent circumstances have +rendered it impossible for me to take up the contract. I must therefore +request you to transfer your esteemed order to some other firm. + +"Faithfully yours, + +"THOMAS HITCHIN." + +Mr. Hitchin expressed his attitude even more clearly to the foreman of +his works. "I'm not going to build bathrooms and boudoirs and bedrooms +for that--" the word he chose completed the alliteration. So that Mr. +Waddington was compelled to employ a Cheltenham builder whose estimate +exceeded Mr. Hitchin's estimate by thirty pounds. + +And Mr. Hitchin's refusal was felt, even by people who resented his +estimates, to be a moral protest that did him credit. It impressed the +popular imagination. In the popular imagination Mrs. Levitt was now +inextricably mixed up with the Ballinger affair. Public sympathy was all +with Ballinger, turned out of his house and forced to take refuge with +his wife's father at Medlicott, forced to trudge two and a half miles +every day to his work and back again. The Rector and Major Markham of +Wyck Wold, meditating on the Ballinger affair as they walked back that +night from the Town Hall, pronounced it a mystery. + +"It wasn't likely," Major Markham said, "that Ballinger, of his own +initiative, would leave a comfortable house in Sheep Street for a damp +cottage in Lower Wyck." + +"Was it likely," the Rector said, "that Waddington would turn him out?" +He couldn't believe that old Waddington would do anything of the sort. + +"Unless," Major Markham suggested, "he's been got at. Mrs. Levitt may +have got at him." He was a good sort, old Waddy, but he would be very +weak in the hands of a clever, unscrupulous woman. + +The Rector said he thought there was no harm in Mrs. Levitt, and Major +Markham replied that he didn't like the look of her. + +A vague scandal rose in Wyck-on-the-Hill. It went from mouth to mouth in +bar parlours and back shops; Major Markham transported it in his +motor-car from Wyck Wold to the Halls and Manors of Winchway and Chipping +Kingdon and Norton-in-Mark. It got an even firmer footing in the county +than in Wyck, with the consequence that one old lady withdrew her +subscription to the League, and that when Mr. Waddington started on his +campaign of rounding up the county the county refused to be rounded up. +And the big towns, Gloucester, Cheltenham and Cirencester, were +singularly apathetic. It was intimated to Mr. Waddington that if the +local authorities saw fit to take the matter up no doubt something would +be done, but the big towns were not anxious for a National League of +Liberty imposed on them from Wyck-on-the-Hill. + +The League did not die of Mrs. Levitt all at once. Very soon after the +inaugural meeting the Committee sat at Lower Wyck Manor and appointed +Mr. Waddington president. It arranged a series of monthly meetings in +the Town Hall at which Mr. Waddington would speak ("That," said Fanny, +"will give you something to look forward to every month.") Thus, on +Saturday, the nineteenth of July, he would speak on "The Truth about +Bolshevism." It was also decided that the League could be made very +useful during by-elections in the county, if there ever were any, and +Mr. Waddington prepared in fancy a great speech which he could use for +electioneering purposes. + +On July the nineteenth, seventeen people, counting Fanny and Barbara, +came to the meeting: Sir John Corbett (Lady Corbett was unfortunately +unable to attend), the Rector without his wife, Major Markham of Wyck +Wold, Mr. Bostock of Parson's Bank, Kimber and Partridge and Annie +Trinder from the Manor, the landlady of the White Hart, the butcher, the +grocer and the fishmonger with whom Mr. Waddington dealt, three farmers +who approved of his determination to keep down wages, and Mrs. Levitt. +When he sat down and drank water there was a feeble clapping led by Mrs. +Levitt, Sir John and the Rector. On August the sixteenth, the audience +had shrunk to Mrs. Levitt, Kimber and Partridge, the butcher, one of the +three farmers, and a visitor staying at the White Hart. Mr. Waddington +spoke on "What the League Can Do." Owing to a sudden unforeseen shortage +in his ideas he was obliged to fall back on his electioneering speech +and show how useful the League would be if at any time there were a +by-election in the county. The pop-popping of Mrs. Levitt's hands burst +into a silent space. Nobody, not even Kimber or Partridge, was going to +follow Mrs. Levitt's lead. + +"You'll have to give it up," Fanny said. "Next time there won't be +anybody but Mrs. Levitt." And with the vision before him of all those +foolish, empty benches and Mrs. Levitt, pop-popping, dear brave woman, +all by herself, Mr. Waddington admitted that he would have to give it +up. Not that he owned himself beaten; not that he gave up his opinion of +the League. + +"It's a bit too big for 'em," he said. "They can't grasp it. Sleepy +minds. You can't rouse 'em if they won't be roused." + +He emerged from his defeat with an unbroken sense of intellectual +superiority. + + +2 + +Thus the League languished and died out; and Mr. Waddington, in the +absence of this field for personal activity, languished too. In spite of +his intellectual superiority, perhaps because of it, he languished till +Barbara pointed out to him that the situation had its advantages. At +last he could go on with his book. + +"If you can only start him on it and keep him at it," Fanny said, "I'll +bless you for ever." + +But it was not easy either to start him or to keep him at it. To begin +with, as Ralph had warned her, the work itself, _Ramblings Through the +Cotswolds_, was in an appalling mess, and Mr. Waddington seemed to have +exhausted his original impetus in getting it into that mess. He had set +out on his ramblings without any settled plan. "A rambler," he said, +"shouldn't have a settled plan." So that you would find Mr. Waddington, +starting from Wyck-on-the-Hill and arriving at Lechford in the Thames +valley, turning up in the valley of the Windlode or the Speed. You would +find him on page twenty-seven drinking ale at the Lygon Arms in Chipping +Kingdon, and on page twenty-eight looking down on the Evesham plain from +the heights south of Cheltenham. He would turn from this prospect and, +without traversing any intermediate ground, be back again, where you +least expected him, in his Manor under Wyck-on-the-Hill. For though he +had no fixed plan, he had a fixed idea, and however far he rambled he +returned invariably to Wyck. To Mr. Waddington Wyck-on-the-Hill was the +one stable, the one certain spot on the earth's surface, and this led to +his treating the map of Gloucestershire entirely with reference to +Wyck-on-the-Hill, so that all his ramblings were complicated by the +necessity laid on him of starting from and getting back to it. + +So much Barbara made out after she had copied the first forty pages, +making the first clearing in Mr. Waddington's jungle. The clearings, +she explained to Ralph, broke your heart. It wasn't till you'd got the +thing all clean and tidy that you realized the deep spiritual confusion +that lay behind it. + +After that fortieth page the Ramblings piled and mixed themselves in +three interpenetrating layers. First there was the original layer of +Waddington, then a layer of Ralph superimposed on Waddington and +striking down into him; then a top layer of Waddington, striking down +into Ralph. First, the primeval chaos of Waddington; then Ralph's spirit +moving over it and bringing in light and order; then Waddington again, +invading it and beating it all back to darkness and confusion. From the +moment Ralph came into it the progress of the book was a struggle +between these two principles, and Waddington could never let Ralph be, +so determined was he to stamp the book with his own personality. + +"After all," Ralph said, "it _is_ his book." + +"If he could only get away from Wyck, so that you could see where the +other places _are_," she moaned. + +"He can't get away from it because he can't get away from himself. His +mind is egocentric and his ego lives in Wyck." + +Barbara had had to ask Ralph to help her. They were in the library +together now, working on the Ramblings during one of Mr. Waddington's +periodical flights to London. + +"He thinks he's rambling round the country but he's really rambling +round and round himself. All the time he's thinking about nothing but +his blessed self." + +"Oh, come, he thought a lot about his old League." + +"No, the League was only an extension of his ego." + +"That must have been what Fanny meant. We were looking at his portrait +and I said I wondered what he was thinking about, and she said she used +to wonder and now she knew. Of course, it's Himself. That's what makes +him look so absurdly solemn." + +"Yes, but think of it. Think. That man hasn't ever cared about anything +or anybody but himself." + +"Oh--he cares about Fanny." + +"No. No, he doesn't. He cares about his wife. A very different thing." + +"Well--he cares about his old mother. He really cares." + +"Yes, and you know why? It's only because she makes him feel young. He +hates Horry because he can't feel young when he's there." + +"Why, oh why, did that angel Fanny marry him?" + +"Because she isn't an angel. She's a mortal woman and she wanted a +husband and children." + +"Wasn't there anybody else?" + +"I believe not--available. The man she ought to have married was +married already." + +"Did my mother marry him?" + +"Yes. And _my_ mother married the next best one.... It was as plain and +simple as all that. And you see, the plainer and simpler it was, the +more she realized why she was marrying Horatio, the more she idealized +him. It wanted camouflage." + +"I see." + +"Then you must remember her people were badly off and he helped them. He +was always doing things for them. He managed all Fanny's affairs for her +before he married her." + +"Then--he does kind things." + +"Lots. When he wants to get something. He wanted to get Fanny.... +Besides, he does them to get power, to get a hold on you. It's really +for himself all the time. It gives him a certain simplicity and purity. +He isn't a snob. He doesn't think about his money or his property, or +his ancestors--he's got heaps--quite good ones. They don't matter. +Nothing matters but himself." + +"How about his book? Doesn't that matter?" + +"It does and yet again it doesn't. He pretends he's only doing it to +amuse himself, but it's really a projection of his ego into the +Cotswolds. On the other hand, he'd hate it if you took him for a +writing man when he's Horatio Bysshe Waddington. That's how he's got it +into such a mess, because he can't get away from himself and his Manor." + +"Proud of his Manor, anyhow." + +"Oh, yes. Not, mind you, because it's perfect Tudor of the sixteenth +century, _nor_ because the Earl of Warwick gave it to his +great-grandfather's great-great-grandfather, but because it's his Manor. +Horatio Bysshe Waddington's Manor. Of course, it's got to be what it is +because any other sort of Manor wouldn't be good enough for Bysshe." + +"It's an extension of his ego, too?" + +"Yes. Horatio's ego spreading itself in wings and bursting into +ball-topped gables and overflowing into a lovely garden and a park. +There isn't a tree, there isn't a flower that hasn't got bits of Horatio +in it." + +"If I thought that I should never want to see roses and larkspurs +again." + +"It only happens in Horatio's mind. But it does happen." + +So, between them, bit by bit, they made him out. + +And they made out the book. Here and there, on separate slips, were +great outlying tracts of light, contributed by Ralph, to be inserted, +and sketches of dark, undeveloped stuff, sprung from Waddington, to be +inserted too. Neither Ralph nor Barbara could make them fit. The only +thing was to copy it out clear as it stood and arrange it afterwards. +And presently it appeared that two pages were missing. + +One evening, the evening of Mr. Waddington's return, looking for the +lost pages, Barbara made her great discovery: a sheaf of manuscript, a +hundred and twenty pages in Ralph's handwriting, hidden away at the back +of the bureau, crumpled as if an inimical hand had thrust it out of +sight. She took it up to bed and read it there. + +A hundred and twenty pages of pure Ralph without any taint of +Waddington. It seemed to be part of Mr. Waddington's book, and yet no +part of it, for it was inconceivable that it should belong to anything +but itself. Ralph didn't ramble; he went straight for the things he had +seen. He saw the Cotswolds round Wyck-on-the-Hill, he made you see them, +as they were: the high curves of the hills, multiplied, thrown off, one +after another; the squares and oblongs and vandykes and spread fans of +the fields; and their many colours; grass green of the pastures, emerald +green of the young wheat, white green of the barley; shining, metallic +green of the turnips; the pink, the brown, the purple fallows, the sharp +canary yellow of the charlock. And the trees, the long processions of +trees by the great grass-bordered roads; trees furring the flanks and +groins of the parted hills, dark combs topping their edges. + +Ralph knew what he was doing. He went about with the farmers and farm +hands; he followed the ploughing and sowing and the reaping, the feeding +and milking of the cattle, the care of the ewes in labour and of the +young lambs. He went at night to the upland folds with the shepherds; he +could tell you about shepherds. He sat with the village women by their +firesides and listened to their talk; he could tell you about village +women. Mr. Waddington did not tell you about anything that mattered. + +She took the manuscript to Ralph at the White Hart with a note to say +how she had found it. He came running out to walk home with her. + +"Did you know it was there?" she said. + +"No. I thought I'd lost it. You see what it is?" + +"Part of your book." + +"Horatio's book." + +"But you wrote it." + +"Yes. That's what he fired me out for. He got tired of the thing and +asked me to go on with it. He called it working up his material. I went +on with it like that, and he wouldn't have it. He said it was badly +written--jerky, short sentences--he'd have to re-write it. Well--I +wouldn't let him do that, and he wouldn't have it as it stood." + +"But--it's beautiful--alive and real. What more does he want?" + +"The stamp of his personality." + +"Oh, he'd _stamp_ on it all right." + +"I'm glad you like it." + +"_Like_ it. Don't you?" + +Ralph said he thought he'd liked it when he wrote it, but now he didn't +know. + +"You'll know when you've finished it." + +"I don't suppose I shall finish it," he said. + +"But you must. You can't _not_ finish a thing like that." + +"I own I'd like to. But I can't publish it." + +"Why ever not?" + +"Oh, it wouldn't be fair to poor old Waddy. After all, I wrote it for +him." + +"What on earth does that matter? If he doesn't want it. Of course you'll +finish it, and of course you'll publish it." + +"Well, but it's all Cotswold, you see. And _he's_ Cotswold. If it _is_ +any good, you know, I shouldn't like to--to well, get in his way. It's +his game. At least he began it." + +"It's a game two can play, writing Cotswold books." + +"No. No. It isn't. And he got in first." + +"Well, then, let him get in first. You can bring your book out after." + +"And dish his?" + +"No, let it have a run first. Perhaps it won't have any run." + +"Perhaps mine won't." + +"_Yours_. That heavenly book? And his tosh--Don't you see that you +_can't_ get in his way? If anybody reads him they won't be the same +people who read you." + +"I hope not. All the same it would be rather beastly to cut him out; I +mean to come in and do it better, show how bad he is, how frightful. It +would rub it in, you know." + +"Not with him. You couldn't." + +"You don't know. Some brute might get up and hurt him with it." + +"Oh, you _are_ tender to him." + +"Well, you see, I did let him down when I left him. Besides, it isn't +altogether him. There's Fanny." + +"Fanny? She'd love you to write your book." + +"I know she'd think she would. But she wouldn't like it if it made +Horatio look a fool." + +"But he's bound to look a fool in any case." + +"True. I might give him a year, or two years." + +"Well, then, _my_ work's cut out for me. I shall have to make Horatio go +on and finish quick, so as not to keep you waiting." + +"He'll get sick of it. He'll make you go on with it." + +"_Me?_" + +"Practically, and quarrel with every word you write. Unless you can +write so like Horatio that he'll think he's done it himself. And then, +you know, he won't have a word of mine left in. You'll have to take me +out. And we're so mixed up together that I don't believe even he could +sort us. You see, in order to appease him, I got into the way of giving +my sentences a Waddingtonian twist. If only I could have kept it up--" + +"I'll have to lick the thing into shape somehow." + +"There's only one thing you'll have to do. You must make him steer a +proper course. This is to be _the_ Guide to the Cotswolds. You can't +have him sending people back to Lower Wyck Manor all the time. You'll +have to know all the places and all the ways." + +"And I don't." + +"No. But I do. Supposing I took you on my motor-bike? Would you awfully +mind sitting on the carrier?" + +"Do you think," she said, "he'd let me go?" + +"Fanny will." + +"I _could_, I think. I work so hard in the mornings and evenings that +they've given me all the afternoons." + +"We might go every afternoon while the weather holds out," he said. And +then: "I say, he _does_ bring us together." + +That was how Barbara's happy life began. + + +3 + +He did bring them together. + +In the terrible months that followed, while she struggled for order and +clarity against Mr. Waddington, who strove to reinstate himself in his +obscure confusion, Barbara was sustained by the thought that in working +for Mr. Waddington she was working for Ralph Bevan. The harder she +worked for him the harder she worked for Ralph. With all her cunning and +her little indomitable will she urged and drove him to get on and make +way for Ralph. Mr. Waddington interposed all sorts of irritating +obstructions and delays. He would sit for hours, brooding solemnly, +equally unable to finish and to abandon any paragraph he had once begun. +He had left the high roads and was rambling now in bye-ways of such +intricacy that he was unable to give any clear account of himself. When +Barbara had made a clean copy of it Mr. Waddington's part didn't always +make sense. The only bits that could stand by themselves were Ralph's +bits, and they were the bits that Mr. Waddington wouldn't let stand. The +very clearness of the copy was a light flaring on the hopeless mess it +was. Even Mr. Waddington could see it. + +"Do you think," she said, "we've got it all down in the right order?" +She pointed. + +"_What's_ that?" She could see his hands twitching with annoyance. His +loose cheeks hung shaking as he brooded. + +"That's not as _I_, wrote it," he said at last. "That's Ralph Bevan. He +wasn't a bit of good to me. There's--there's no end to the harm he's +done. Conceited fellow, full of himself and his own ideas. Now I shall +have to go over every line he's written and write it again. I'd rather +write a dozen books myself than patch up another fellow's bad work.... +We've got to overhaul the whole thing and take out whatever he's done." + +"But you're so mixed up you can't always tell." + +He looked at her. "You may be sure that if any passage is obscure or +confused or badly written it isn't mine. The one you've shown me, for +example." + +Then Barbara had another of her ideas. Since they were so mixed up +together that Mr. Waddington couldn't tell which was which, and since he +wanted to give the impression that Ralph was responsible for all the bad +bits, and insisted on the complete elimination of Ralph, she had only +got to eliminate the bad bits and give such a Waddingtonian turn to the +good ones that he would be persuaded that he had written them himself. + +The great thing was, he said, that the book should be written by +himself. And once fairly extricated from his own entanglements and set +going on a clear path, with Barbara to pull him out of all the awkward +places, Mr. Waddington rambled along through the Cotswolds at a smooth, +easy pace. Barbara had contrived to break him of his wasteful and +expensive habit of returning from everywhere to Wyck. All through August +he kept a steady course northeast, north, northwest; by September he had +turned due south; he would be beating up east again by October; November +would find him in the valleys; there was no reason why he shouldn't +finish in December and come out in March. + +Mr. Waddington himself was surprised at the progress he had made. + +"It shows," he said, "what we can do without Ralph Bevan." + +And Barbara, seated on Ralph's carrier, explored the countryside and +mapped out Mr. Waddington's course for him. + +"She's worth a dozen Ralph Bevins," he would say. + +And he would go to the door with her and see her start. + +"You mustn't let yourself be victimized by Ralph," he said. He glanced +at the carrier. "Do you think it's safe?" + +"Quite safe. If it isn't it'll only be a bit more thrilling." + +"Much better to come in the car with me." + +But Barbara wouldn't go in the car with him. When he talked about it she +looked frightened and embarrassed. + +Her fright and her embarrassment were delicious to Mr. Waddington. He +said to himself: "She doesn't think _that's_ safe, anyhow." + +And as he watched her rushing away, swaying exquisitely over a series of +terrific explosions, he gave a little skip and a half turn, light and +youthful, in the porch of his Manor. + + + + +IX + + +1 + +Sir John Corbett had called in the morning. He had exerted himself to +that extent out of friendship, pure friendship for Waddington, and he +had chosen an early hour for his visit to mark it as a serious and +extraordinary occasion. He sat now in the brown leather armchair which +was twin to the one Mr. Waddington had sat in when he had his portrait +painted. His jolly, rosy face was subdued to something serious and +extraordinary. He had come to warn Mr. Waddington that scandal was +beginning to attach itself to his acquaintance--he was going to say +"relations," but remembered just in time that "relations" was a +question-begging word--to his acquaintance with a certain lady. + +To which Mr. Waddington replied, haughtily, that he had a perfect right +to choose his--er--acquaintance. His acquaintance was, pre-eminently, +his own affair. + +"Quite so, my dear fellow, quite so. But, strictly between ourselves, is +it a good thing to choose acquaintances of the sort that give rise to +scandal? As a man of the world, now, between ourselves, doesn't it +strike you that the lady in question may be that sort?" + +"It does not strike me," said Mr. Waddington, "and I see no reason why +it should strike you." + +"I don't like the look of her," said Sir John, quoting Major Markham. + +"If you're trying to suggest that she's not straight, you're reading +something into her look that isn't there." + +"Come, Waddington, you know as well as I do that when a man's knocked +about the world like you and me, he gets an instinct; he can tell pretty +well by looking at her whether a woman's that sort or not." + +"My dear Corbett, my instinct is at least as good as yours. I've known +Mrs. Levitt for three years, and I can assure she's as straight, as +innocent, as your wife or mine." + +"Clever--clever and a bit unscrupulous." Again Sir John quoted Major +Markham. "A woman like that can get round simple fellows like you and +me, Waddington, in no time, if she gives her mind to it. That's why I +won't have anything to do with her. She may be as straight and innocent +as you please; but somehow or other she's causing a great deal of +unpleasant talk, and if I were you I'd drop her. Drop her." + +"I shall do nothing of the sort." + +"My dear fellow, that's all very well, but when everybody knows your +wife hasn't called on her--" + +"There was no need for Fanny to call on her. My relations with Mrs. +Levitt were on a purely business footing--" + +"Well, I'd leave them there, and not too much footing either." + +"What can I do? Here she is, a war widow with nobody but me to look +after her interests. She's got into the way of coming to me, and I'm not +going back on the poor woman, Corbett, because of your absurd +insinuations." + +"Not _my_ insinuations." + +"Anybody's insinuations then. Nobody has a right to insinuate anything +about _me_. As for Fanny, she'll make a point of calling on her now. We +were talking about it not long ago." + +"A bit hard on Mrs. Waddington to be let in for that." + +"You needn't worry. Fanny can afford to do pretty well what she likes." + +He had him there. Sir John knew that this was true of Fanny Waddington, +as it was not true of Lady Corbett. He could remember the time when +nobody called on his father and mother; and Lady Corbett could not, yet, +afford to call on Mrs. Levitt before anybody else did. + +"Well," he said, "so long as Mrs. Levitt doesn't expect my wife to +follow suit." + +"Mrs. Levitt's experience can't have led her to expect much in the way +of kindness here." + +"Well, don't be too kind. You don't know how you may be landed. You +don't know," said Sir John fatally, "what ideas you may have put into +the poor woman's head." + +"I should be very sorry," said Mr. Waddington, "if I thought for one +moment I had roused any warmer feelings--" + +But he wasn't sorry. He tried hard to make his face express a chivalrous +regret, and it wouldn't. It was positively smiling, so agreeable was the +idea conveyed by Sir John. He turned it over and over, drawing out its +delicious flavour, while Sir John's little laughing eyes observed his +enjoyment. + +"You don't know," he said, "_what_ you may have roused." + +There was something very irritating in his fat chuckle. + +"You needn't disturb yourself. These things will happen. A woman may be +carried away by her feelings, but if a man has any tact and any delicacy +he can always show her very well--without breaking off all relations. +That would be clumsy." + +"Of course, if you want to keep up with her, keep up with her. Only +take care you don't get landed, that's all." + +"You may be quite sure that for the lady's own sake I shall take care." + +They rose; Mr. Waddington stood looking down at Sir John and his little +round stomach and his little round eyes with their obscene twinkle. And +for the life of him he couldn't feel the indignation he would like to +have felt. As his eyes encountered Sir John's something secret and +primitive in Mr. Waddington responded to that obscene twinkle; something +reminiscent and anticipating; something mischievous and subtle and +delightful, subversive of dignity. It came up in his solemn face and +simmered there. Here was Corbett, a thorough-paced man of the world, and +he took it for granted that Mrs. Levitt's feelings had been roused; he +acknowledged, handsomely, as male to male, the fascination that had +roused them. He, Corbett, knew what he was talking about. He saw the +whole possibility of romantic adventure with such flattering certitude +that it was impossible to feel any resentment. + +At the same time his interference was a piece of abominable +impertinence, and Mr. Waddington resented that. It made him more than +ever determined to pursue his relations with Mrs. Levitt, just to show +he wasn't going to be dictated to, while the very fact that Corbett saw +him as a figure of romantic adventure intensified the excitement of the +pursuit. And though Elise, seen with certainty in the light of Corbett's +intimations, was not quite so enthralling to the fancy as the Elise of +his doubt, she made a more positive and formidable appeal to his desire. +He loved his desire because it made him feel young, and, loving it, he +thought he loved Elise. + +And what Corbett was thinking, Markham and Thurston, and Hawtrey and +young Hawtrey, and Grainger, would be thinking too. They would all see +him as the still young, romantic adventurer, the inspirer of passion. + +And Bevan--But no, he didn't want Bevan to see him like that. Or rather, +he did, and yet again he didn't. He had scruples when it came to Bevan, +because of Fanny. And because of Fanny, while he rioted in visions of +the possible, he dreaded more than anything an actual detection, the +raking eyes and furtive tongues of the townspeople. If Fanny called on +Mrs. Levitt it would stop all the talking. + +That was how Fanny came to know Mrs. Levitt, and how Mrs. Levitt (and +Toby) came to be asked to the September garden party at Lower Wyck +Manor. + + +2 + +Mrs. Levitt, of the White House, Wyck-on-the-Hill, Gloucestershire. + +She thought it sounded very well. She had been out, that is to say, she +had judged it more becoming to her dignity not to be at home when Fanny +called; and Fanny had been actually out when Mrs. Levitt called, so that +they met for the first time at the garden party. + +"It's absurd our not knowing each other," Fanny said, "when my husband +knows you so well." + +"I've always felt, Mrs. Waddington, that I ought to know you, if it's +only to tell you how good he's been to me. But, of course, you know it." + +"I know it quite well. He's always being good to people. He likes it. +You must take off some of the credit for that." + +She thought: "She has really very beautiful eyes." A lot of credit would +have to be taken off for her eyes, too. + +"But isn't that," said Mrs. Levitt, "what being good _is_? To like being +it? Only I suppose that's just what lays him open--" + +She lowered the eyes whose brilliance had blazed a moment ago on Fanny; +she toyed with her handbag, smiling a little secret, roguish smile. + +"That lays him open?" + +Mrs. Levitt looked up, smiling. "To the attacks of unscrupulous people +like me." + +It was risky, but it showed a masterly boldness and presence of mind. It +was as if she and Fanny Waddington had had their eyes fixed on a live +scorpion approaching them over the lawn, and Mrs. Levitt had stooped +down and grasped it by its tail and tossed it into the lavender bushes. +As if Mrs. Levitt had said, "My dear Mrs. Waddington, we both know that +this horrible creature exists, but we aren't going to let it sting us." +As if she knew why Fanny had called on her and was grateful to her. + +Perhaps if Mrs. Levitt had never appeared at that garden party, or if, +having appeared, she had never been introduced, at their own request, to +Major Markham, Mr. Thurston, Mr. Hawtrey and young Hawtrey and Sir John +Corbett, Mr. Waddington might never have realized the full extent of her +fascination. + +She had made herself the centre of the party by her sheer power to seize +attention and to hold it. You couldn't help looking at her, again and +again, where she sat in a clearing of the lawn, playing the clever, +pointed play of her black and white, black satin frock, black satin +cloak lined with white silk, furred with ermine; white stockings and +long white gloves, the close black satin hat clipping her head; the +vivid contrast and stress repeated in white skin, black hair, black +eyes; black eyes and fine mouth and white teeth making a charming and +perpetual movement. + +She had been talking to Major Markham for the last ten minutes, +displaying herself as the absurdly youthful mother of a grown-up son. +Toby Levitt, a tall and slender likeness of his mother, was playing +tennis with distinction, ignoring young Horace, his partner, standing +well up to the net and repeating the alternate smashing and sliding +strokes that kept Ralph and Barbara bounding from one end of the court +to the other. Mrs. Levitt was trying to reconcile the proficiency of +Toby's play with his immunity from conscription in the late war. The war +led straight to Major Markham's battery, and Major Markham's battery to +the battery once commanded by Toby's father, which led to Poona and the +great discovery. + +"You don't mean Frank Levitt, captain in the gunners?" + +"I do." + +"Was he by any chance stationed at Poona in nineteen-ten, eleven?" + +"He was." + +"But, bless my soul--_he_ was my brother-in-law Dick--Dick Benham's +best friend." + +The Major's slightly ironical homage had given place to a serious +excitement, a respectful interest. + +"Oh--Dicky Benham--is _he_--?" + +"Rather. I've heard him talk about Frank Levitt scores of times. Do you +hear that, Waddington? Mrs. Levitt knows all my sister's people. Why on +earth haven't we met before?" + +Mr. Waddington writhed, while between them they reeled off a long series +of names, people and places, each a link joining up Major Markham and +Mrs. Levitt. The Major was so excited about it that he went round the +garden telling Thurston and Hawtrey and Corbett, so that presently all +these gentlemen formed round Mrs. Levitt an interested and animated +group. Mr. Waddington hovered miserably on the edge of it; short of +thrusting Markham aside with his elbow (Markham for choice) he couldn't +have broken through. He would give it up and go away, and be drawn back +again and again; but though Mrs. Levitt could see him plainly, no +summons from her beautiful eyes invited his approach. + +His behaviour became noticeable. It was observed chiefly by his son +Horry. + +Horry took Barbara apart. "I say, have you seen my guv'nor?" + +"No. What? Where?" + +She could see by his face that he was drawing her into some iniquitous, +secret by-path of diversion. + +"There, just behind you. Turn round--this way--but don't look as if +you'd spotted him.... Did you ever see anything like him? He's like a +Newfoundland dog trying to look over a gate. It wouldn't be half so +funny if he wasn't so dignified all the time." + +She didn't approve of Horry. He wasn't decent. But the dignity--it _was_ +wonderful. + +Horry went on. "What on earth did the mater ask that woman for? She +might have known he'd make a fool of himself." + +"Oh, Horry, you mustn't. It's awful of you. You really _are_ a little +beast." + +"I'm not. Fancy doing it at his own garden party. He never thinks of +_us_. Look at the dear little mater, there, pretending she doesn't see +him. _That's_ what makes me mad, Barbara." + +"Well, you ought to pretend you don't see it, too." + +"I've been pretending the whole blessed afternoon. But it's no good +pretending with _you_. You jolly well see everything." + +"I don't go and draw other people's attention to it." + +"Oh, come, how about Ralph? You know you wouldn't let him miss him." + +"Ralph? Oh, Ralph's different. I shouldn't point him out to Lady +Corbett." + +"No more should I. _You_'re different, too. You and Ralph and me are the +only people capable of appreciating him. Though I wouldn't swear that +the mater doesn't, sometimes." + +"Yes. But you go too far, Horry. You're cruel to him, and we're not." + +"It's all very well for you. He isn't your father.... Oh, Lord, he's +craning his neck over Markham's shoulder now. What his face must look +like from the other side--" + +"If you found your father drunk under a lilac bush I believe you'd go +and fetch me to look at him." + +"I would, if he was as funny as he is now.... But I say, you know, I +can't have him going on like that. I've got to stop it, somehow. What +would you do if you were me?" + +"Do? I think I should ask him to go and take Lady Corbett in to tea." + +"Good." + +Horry strode up to his father. "I say, pater, aren't you going to take +Lady Corbett in to tea?" + +At the sheer sound of his son's voice Mr. Waddington's dignity stood +firm. But he went off to find Lady Corbett all the same. + +When it was all over the garden party was pronounced a great success, +and Mr. Waddington was very agreeably rallied on his discovery, taxed +with trying to keep it to himself, and warned that, he wasn't going to +have it all his own way. + +"It's our turn now," said Major Markham, "to have a look in." + +And their turn was constantly coming round again; they were always +looking in at the White House. First, Major Markham called. Then Sir +John Corbett of Underwoods, Mr. Thurston of The Elms, and Mr. Hawtrey of +Medlicott called and brought their wives. These ladies, however, didn't +like Mrs. Levitt, and they were not at home when she returned their +calls. Mrs. Levitt's visiting card had its place in three collections +and there the matter ended. But Mr. Thurston and Mr. Hawtrey continued +to call with a delightful sense of doing something that their wives +considered improper. Major Markham--as a bachelor his movements were +more untrammelled--declared it his ambition to "cut Waddy out." _He_ was +everlastingly calling at the White House. His fastidious correctness, +the correctness that hadn't "liked the look of her," excused this +intensive culture of Mrs. Levitt on the grounds that she was "well +connected"; she knew all his sister's people. + +And Mrs. Levitt took good care to let Mr. Waddington know of these +visits, and of her little bridge parties in the evening. "Just Mr. +Thurston and Mr. Hawtrey and Major Markham and me." He was teased and +worried by his visions of Elise perpetually surrounded by Thurston and +Hawtrey and the Major. Supposing--only supposing that--driven by +despair, of course--she married that fellow Markham? For the first time +in his life Mr. Waddington experienced jealousy. Elise had ceased to be +the subject of dreamy, doubtful speculation and had become the object of +an uneasy passion. He could give her passion, if it was passion that she +wanted; but, because of Fanny, he could not give her a position in the +county, and it was just possible that Elise might prefer a position. + +And Elise was happy, happy in her communion with Mr. Thurston and Mr. +Hawtrey and in the thought that their wives detested her; happy in her +increasing intimacy with Major Markham and in her consciousness of being +well connected; above all, happy in Mr. Waddington's uneasiness. + +Meanwhile Fanny Waddington kept on calling. "If I don't," she said, +"the poor woman will be done for." + +She couldn't see any harm in Mrs. Levitt. + + +3 + +Barbara and Ralph Bevan had been for one of their long walks. They were +coming back down the Park when they met, first, Henry, the gardener's +boy, carrying a basket of fat, golden pears. + +"Where are you going with those lovely pears, Henry?" + +"Mrs. Levitt's, miss." The boy grinned and twinkled; you could almost +have fancied that he knew. + +Farther on, near the white gate, they could see Mr. Waddington and two +ladies. He had evidently gone out to open the gate, and was walking on +with them, unable to tear himself away. The ladies were Mrs. Rickards +and Mrs. Levitt. + +They stopped. You could see the flutter of their hands and faces, +suggesting a final triangular exchange of playfulness. + +Then Mr. Waddington, executing a complicated movement of farewell, a bow +and a half turn, a gambolling skip, the gesture of his ungovernable +youth. + +Then, as he went from them, the abandonment of Mrs. Rickards and Mrs. +Levitt to disgraceful laughter. + +Mrs. Levitt clutched her sister's arm and clung to it, almost +perceptibly reeling, as if she said: "Hold me up or I shall collapse. +It's too much. Too--too--too--too much." They came on with a peculiar +rolling, helpless walk, rocked by the intolerable explosions of their +mirth, dabbing their mouths and eyes with their pocket-handkerchiefs in +a tortured struggle for control. + +They recovered sufficiently to pass Ralph and Barbara with serious, +sidelong bows. And then there was a sound, a thin, wheezing, soaring yet +stifled sound, the cry of a conquered hysteria. + +"Did you see that, Ralph?" + +"I did. I heard it." + +"_He_ couldn't, could he?" + +"Oh, Lord, no.... They appreciate him, too, Barbara." + +"That isn't the way," she said. "We don't want him appreciated that way. +That rich, gross way." + +"No. It isn't nearly subtle enough. Any fool could see that his +caracoling was funny. They don't know him as we know him. They don't +know what he really is." + +"It was an outrage. It's like taking a fine thing and vulgarizing it. +They'd no _business_. And it was cruel, too, to laugh at him like that +before his back was turned. When they're going to eat his pears, too." + +"The fact is, Barbara, nobody _does_ appreciate him as you and I do." + +"Horry?" + +"No. Not Horry. He goes too far. Horry's indecent. Fanny, perhaps, +sometimes." + +"Fanny doesn't see one half of him. She doesn't see his Mrs. Levitt +side." + +"Have _you_ seen it, Barbara?" + +"Of course I have." + +"You never told me. It isn't fair to go discovering things on your own +and not telling me. We must make a compact. To tell each other the very +instant we see a thing. We might keep count and give points to which of +us sees most. Mrs. Levitt ought to have been a hundred to your score." + +"I'm afraid I can't score with Mrs. Levitt. You saw that, too." + +"It'll be a game for gods, Barbara." + +"But, Ralph, there might be things we _couldn't_ tell each other. It +mightn't be fair to him." + +"Telling each other isn't like telling other people. Hang it all, if +we're making a study of him we're making a study. Science is science. +We've no right to suppress anything. At any moment one of us might see +something absolutely vital." + +"Whatever we do we musn't be unfair to him." + +"But he's ours, isn't he? We can't be unfair to him. And we've got to +be fair to each other. Think of the frightful advantage you might have +over me. You're bound to see more things than I do." + +"I might see more, but you'll understand more." + +"Well, then, you can't do without me. It's a compact, isn't it, that we +don't keep things back?" + +As for Mrs. Levitt's handling of their theme they resented it as an +abominable profanation. + +"Do you think he's in love with her?" Barbara said. + +"What _he_ would call being in love and we shouldn't." + +"Do you think he's like that--he's always been like that?" + +"I think he was probably 'like that' when he was young." + +"Before he married Fanny?" + +"Before he married Fanny." + +"And after?" + +"After, I should imagine he went pretty straight. It was only the way he +had when he was young. Now he's middle-aged he's gone back to it, just +to prove to himself that he's young still. I take it the poor old thing +got scared when he found himself past fifty, and he _had_ to start a +proof. It's his egoism all over again. I don't suppose he really cares a +rap for Mrs. Levitt." + +"You don't think his heart beats faster when he sees her coming?" + +"I don't. Horatio's heart beats faster when he sees himself making love +to her." + +"I see. It's just middle age." + +"Just middle age." + +"Don't you think, perhaps, Fanny does see it?" + +"No. Not that. Not that. At least I hope not." + + + + +X + + +1 + +Mr. Waddington's _Ramblings Through the Cotswolds_ were to be profusely +illustrated. The question was: photographs or original drawings? And he +had decided, after much consideration, on photographs taken by +Pyecraft's man. For a book of such capital importance the work of an +inferior or obscure illustrator was not to be thought of for an instant. +But there were grave disadvantages in employing a distinguished artist. +It would entail not only heavy expenses, but a disastrous rivalry. The +illustrations, so far from drawing attention to the text and fixing it +firmly there, would inevitably distract it. And the artist's celebrated +name would have to figure conspicuously, in exact proportion to his +celebrity, on the title page and in all the reviews and advertisements +where, properly speaking, Horatio Bysshe Waddington should stand alone. +It was even possible, as Fanny very intelligently pointed out, that a +sufficiently distinguished illustrator might succeed in capturing the +enthusiasm of the critics to the utter extinction of the author, who +might consider himself lucky if he was mentioned at all. + +But Fanny had shown rather less intelligence in using this argument to +support her suggestion that Barbara Madden should illustrate the book. +She had more than once come upon the child, sitting on a camp-stool +above Mrs. Levitt's house, making a sketch of the steep street, all +cream white and pink and grey, opening out on to the many-coloured +fields and the blue eastern air. And she had conceived a preposterous +admiration for Barbara Madden's work. + +"It'll be an enchanting book if she illustrates it, Horatio." + +"_If_ she illustrates it!" + +But when he tried to show Fanny the absurdity of the idea--Horatio +Bysshe Waddington illustrated by Barbara Madden--she laughed in his face +and told him he was a conceited old thing. To which he replied, with +dignified self-restraint, that he was writing a serious and important +book. It would be foolish to pretend that it was not serious and +important. He hoped he had no overweening opinion of its merits, but one +must preserve some sense of proportion and propriety--some sanity. + +"Poor little Barbara!" + +"It isn't poor little Barbara's book, my dear." + +"No," said Fanny. "It isn't." + +Meanwhile, if the book was to be ready for publication in the spring, +the photographs would have to be taken at once, before the light and the +leaves were gone. + +So Pyecraft and Pyecraft's man came with their best camera, and +photographed and photographed, as long as the fine weather lasted. They +photographed the Market Square, Wyck-on-the-Hill; they photographed the +church; they photographed Lower Wyck village and the Manor House, the +residence--corrected to seat--of Mr. Horatio Bysshe Waddington, the +author. They photographed the Tudor porch, showing the figures of the +author and of Mrs. Waddington, his wife, and Miss Barbara Madden, his +secretary. They photographed the author sitting in his garden; they +photographed him in his park, mounted on his mare, Speedwell; and they +photographed him in his motor-car. Then they came in and looked at the +library and photographed that, with Mr. Waddington sitting in it at his +writing-table. + +"I suppose, sir," Mr. Pyecraft said, "you'd wish it taken from one end +to show the proportions?" + +"Certainly," said Mr. Waddington. + +And when Pyecraft came the next day with the proofs he said, "I think, +sir, we've got the proportions very well." + +Mr. Waddington stared at the proofs, holding them in a hand that +trembled slightly with emotion. With a just annoyance. For though +Pyecraft had certainly got the proportions of the library, Mr. +Waddington's head was reduced to a mere black spot in the far corner. + +If _that_ was what Pyecraft meant by proportion-- + +"I think," he said, "the--er--the figure is not quite satisfactory." + +"The--? I see, sir. I did not understand, sir, that you wished the +figure." + +"We-ell--" Mr. Waddington didn't like to appear as having wished the +figure so ardently as he did indeed wish it. "If I'm to be there at +all--" + +"Quite so, sir. But if you wish the size of the library to be shown, I +am afraid the figure must be sacrificed. We can't do you it both ways. +But how would you think, sir, of being photographed yourself, somewhat +larger, seated at your writing-table? We could do you that." + +"I hadn't thought of it, Pyecraft." + +As a matter of fact, he had thought of nothing else. He had the title of +the picture in his mind: "The Author at Work in the Library, Lower Wyck +Manor." + +Pyecraft waited in deference to Mr. Waddington's hesitation. His man, +less delicate but more discerning, was already preparing to adjust the +camera. + +Mr. Waddington turned, like a man torn between personal distaste and +public duty, to Barbara. + +"What do _you_ think, Miss Madden?" + +"I think the book would hardly be complete without you." + +"Very well. You hear, Pyecraft, Miss Madden says I am to be +photographed." + +"Very good, sir." + +He wheeled sportively. "Now how am I to sit?" + +"If you would set yourself so, sir. With your papers before you, spread +careless, so. And your pen in your hand, so.... A little nearer, +Bateman. The figure is important this time.... _Now_, sir, if you would +be so good as to look up." + +Mr. Waddington looked up with a face of such extraordinary solemnity +that Mr. Pyecraft smiled in spite of his deference. + +"A leetle brighter expression. As if you had just got an idea." + +Mr. Waddington imagined himself getting an idea and tried to look like +it. + +"Perfect--perfect." Mr. Pyecraft almost danced with excitement. "Keep +that look on your face, sir, half a moment.... Now, Bateman." + +A click. + +"_That's_ over, thank goodness," said Mr. Waddington, reluctant victim +of Pyecraft's and Barbara's importunity. + +After that Mr. Pyecraft and his man were driven about the country taking +photographs. In one of them Mr. Waddington appeared standing outside the +mediaeval Market Hall of Chipping Kingdon. In another, wearing fishing +boots, and holding a fishing-rod in his hand, he waded knee deep in the +trout stream between Upper and Lower Speed. + +And after that he said firmly, "I will not be photographed any more. +They've got enough of me." + + +2 + +In November, when the photographing was done, Fanny went away to London +for a fortnight, leaving Barbara, as she said, to take care of Horatio, +and Ralph Bevan to take care of Barbara. + +It was then, in consequence of letters he received from Mrs. Levitt, +that Mr. Waddington's visits in Sheep Street became noticeably frequent. +Barbara, sitting on her camp-stool above the White House, noticed them. + +She noticed, too, the singular abstraction of Mr. Waddington's manner in +these days. There were even moments when he ceased to take any interest +in his Ramblings, and left Barbara to continue them, as Ralph had +continued them, alone, reserving to himself the authority of +supervision. She had long stretches of time to herself, when she had +reason to suspect that Mr. Waddington was driving Mrs. Leavitt to +Cheltenham or Stratford-on-Avon in his car, while Ralph Bevan obeyed +Fanny's parting charge to look after Barbara. + +Every time Barbara did a piece of the Ramblings she showed it to Ralph +Bevan. They would ride off together into the open country, and Barbara +would read aloud to Ralph, sitting by the roadside where they lunched, +or in some inn parlour where they had tea. They had decided that, though +it would be dishonourable of Barbara to show him the bits that Mr. +Waddington had written, there could be no earthly harm in trusting him +with the bits she had done herself. + +Not that you could tell the difference. Barbara had worked hard, knowing +that the sooner Mr. Waddington's book was finished the sooner Ralph's +book would come out; and under this agreeable stimulus she had developed +into the perfect parodist of Waddington. She had wallowed in +Waddington's style till she was saturated with it and wrote +automatically about "bold escarpments" and "the rosy flush on the high +forehead of Cleeve Cloud"; about "ivy-mantled houses resting in the +shade of immemorial elms"; about the vale of the Windlode, "awash with +the golden light of even," and "grey villages nestling in the beech-clad +hollows of the hills." + +"'Come with me,'" said Barbara, "'into the little sheltered valley of +the Speed; let us follow the brown trout stream that goes purling--'" + +"Barbara, it's priceless. What made you think of purling?" + +"_He'd_ have thought of it. 'Purling through the lush green grass of the +meadows.'" + +Or, "'Let us away along the great high road that runs across the uplands +that divide the valleys of the Windlode and the Thames. Let us rest a +moment halfway and drink--no, quaff--a mug of good Gloucestershire ale +with mine host of the Merry Mouth.'" + +Not that Mr. Waddington had ever done such a thing in his life. But all +the other ramblers through the Cotswolds did it, or said they did it; +and he was saturated with their spirit, as Barbara was saturated with +his. He could see them, robust and genial young men in tweed +knickerbocker suits, tramping their thirty miles a day and quaffing mugs +of ale in every tavern; and he desired to present himself, like those +young men, as genial and robust. He couldn't get away from them and +their books any more than he had got away from Sir Maurice Gedge and his +prospectus. + +And Barbara had invented all sorts of robust and genial things for him +to do. She dressed him in pink, and mounted him on his mare Speedwell, +and sent him flying over the stone walls and five-barred gates to the +baying of "Ranter and Ranger and Bellman and True." He fished and he +tramped and he quaffed and he tramped again. He did his thirty miles a +day easily. She set down long conversations between Mr. Waddington and +old Billy, the Cotswold shepherd, all about the good old Cotswold ways, +in the good old days when the good old Squire, Mr. Waddington's +father--no, his grandfather--was alive. + +"'I do call to mind, zur, what old Squire did use to zay to me: "Billy," +'e zays, "your grandchildren won't be fed, nor they won't 'ave the +cottages, nor yet the clothes as you 'ave and your children. As zure as +God's in Gloucester" 'e zays. They was rare old times, zur, and they be +gawn.'" + +"_What_ made you think of it, Barbara? I don't suppose he ever said two +words to old Billy in his life." + +"Of course he didn't. 'But it's the sort of thing he'd like to think he +did." + +"Has he passed it?" + +"Rather. He's as pleased as Punch. He thinks he's forming my style." + + +3 + +Mr. Waddington was rapidly acquiring the habit of going round to Sheep +Street after dinner. But in those evenings that he did not devote to +Mrs. Levitt he applied himself to his task of supervision. + +On the whole he was delighted with his secretary. There could be no +doubt that the little thing was deeply attached to him. You could tell +that by the way she worked, by her ardour and eagerness to please him. +There could be only one explanation of the ease with which she had +received the stamp of his personality. + +Therefore he used tact. He used tact. + +"I'm giving you a great deal of work, Barbara," he would say. "But you +must look on it as part of your training. You're learning to write good +English. There's nothing like clear, easy, flowing sentences. You can't +have literature without 'em. I might have written those passages myself. +In fact, I can hardly distinguish--" His face shook over it; she +noticed the tremor of imminent revision. "Still, I _think_ I should +prefer 'babbling streams' here to 'purling streams.' Shakespearean." + +"I _had_ 'babbling' first," said Barbara, "but I thought 'purling' would +be nearer to what you'd have written yourself. I forgot about +Shakespeare. And babbling isn't exactly purling, is it?" + +"True--true. Babbling is _not_ purling. We want the exact word. Purling +let it be.... + +"And 'lush.' Good girl. You remembered that 'lush' was one of my words?" + +"I thought it _would_ be." + +"Good. You see," said Mr. Waddington, "how you learn. You're getting the +sense, the _flair_ for style. I shall always be glad to think I trained +you, Barbara.... And you may be very thankful it _is_ I and not Ralph +Bevan. Of all the jerky--eccentric--incoherent--" + + + + +XI + + +1 + +It was Monday, the twenty-fourth day of November, in the last week of +Fanny's fortnight in London. + +Barbara had been busy all morning with Mr. Waddington's correspondence +and accounts. And now, for the first time, she found herself definitely +on the track of Mrs. Levitt. In checking Palmer and Hoskins's, the +Cheltenham builders, bill for the White House she had come across two +substantial items not included in their original estimate: no less than +fifteen by eight feet of trellis for the garden and a hot water pipe +rail for the bathroom. It turned out that Mrs. Levitt, desiring the +comfort of hot towels, and objecting to the view of the kitchen yard as +seen from the lawn, had incontinently ordered the hot water rail and the +trellis. + +There was that letter from Messrs. Jackson and Cleaver, Mr. Waddington's +agents, informing him that his tenant, Mrs. Levitt, of the White House, +Wyck-on-the-Hill, had not yet paid her rent due on the twenty-fifth of +September. Did Mr. Waddington wish them to apply again? + +And there were other letters of which Barbara was requested to make +copies from his dictation. Thus: + +"My Dear Mrs. Levitt" (only he had written "My dear Elise"),--"With +reference to your investments I do not recommend the purchase, at the +present moment, of Government Housing Bonds. + +"I shall be very glad to loan you the fifty pounds you require to make +up the five hundred for the purchase of Parson's Provincial and London +Bank Shares. But I am afraid I cannot definitely promise an advance of +five hundred on the securities you name. That promise was conditional, +and you must give me a little time to consider the matter. Meanwhile I +will make inquiries; but, speaking off-hand, I should say that, owing to +the present general depreciation of stock, it would be highly +unadvisable for you to sell out, and my advice to you would be: Hold on +to everything you've got. + +"I am very glad you are pleased with your little house. We will let the +matter of the rent stand over till your affairs are rather more in order +than they are at present.--With kindest regards, very sincerely yours, + +"HORATIO BYSSHE WADDINGTON. + +"P.S.--I have settled with Palmer and Hoskins for the trellis and hot +water rail." + +"_To_ Messrs. Lawson & Rutherford, Solicitors, + +"9, Bedford Row, London, W.C. + +"Dear Sirs,--Will you kindly advise me as to the current value of the +following shares--namely: + +"Fifty £5 5 per cent. New South American Rubber Syndicate; + +"Fifty £10 10 per cent. B Preference Addison Railway, Nicaragua; + +"One hundred £1 4 per cent. Welbeck Mutual Assurance Society. + +"Would you recommend the holder to sell out at present prices? And +should I be justified in accepting these shares as security for an +immediate loan of five hundred?--Faithfully yours, + +"HORATIO BYSSHE WADDINGTON." + +He was expecting Elise for tea at four o'clock on Wednesday, and Messrs. +Lawson and Rutherford's reply reached him very opportunely that +afternoon. + +"Dear Sir,--_Re_ your inquiry in your letter of the twenty-fifth instant, +as to the current value of 5 per cent. New South American Rubber +Syndicate Shares, 10 per cent. B Preference Addison Railway, and 4 per +cent. Welbeck Mutual Assurance Society, respectively, we beg to inform +you that these stocks are seriously depreciated, and we doubt whether +at the present moment the holder would find a purchaser. We certainly +cannot advise you to accept them as security for the sum you name.--We +are, faithfully, + +"Lawson & Rutherford." + +It was clear that poor Elise--who could never have had any head for +business--was deceived as to the value of her securities. It might even +be that with regard to all three of them she might have to cut her +losses and estimate her income minus the dividends accruing from this +source. But that only made it the more imperative that she should have +at least a thousand pounds tucked snugly away in some safe investment. +Nothing short of the addition of fifty pounds to her yearly income would +enable Elise to pay her way. The dear woman's affairs ought to stand on +a sound financial basis; and Mr. Waddington asked himself this question: +Was he prepared to put them there? All that Elise could offer him, +failing her depreciated securities, was the reversion of a legacy of +five hundred pounds promised to her in her aunt's will. She had spoken +very hopefully of this legacy. Was he prepared to fork out a whole five +hundred pounds on the offchance of Elise's aunt dying within a +reasonable time and making no alteration in her will? In a certain +contingency he _was_ prepared. He was prepared to do all that and more +for Elise. But it was not possible, it was not decent to state his +conditions to Elise beforehand, and in any case Mr. Waddington did not +state them openly as conditions to himself. He allowed his mind to be +muzzy on this point. He had no doubt whatever about his passion, but he +preferred to contemplate the possibility of its satisfaction through a +decent veil of muzziness. When he said to himself that he would like to +know where he stood before committing himself, it was as near as he +could get to clarity and candour. + +And when he wrote to Elise that his promise was conditional he really +did mean that the loan would depend on the value of the securities +offered; a condition that his integrity could face, a condition that, as +things stood, he had a perfect right to make. While, all the time, deep +inside him was the knowledge that, if Elise gave herself to him, he +would not ask for security--he would not make any conditions at all. He +saw Elise, tender and yielding, in his arms; he saw himself, tender and +powerful, stooping over her, and he thought, with a qualm of disgust: "I +wouldn't touch her poor little legacy." + +Meanwhile he judged it well to let the correspondence pass, like any +other business correspondence, through his secretary's hands. It was +well to let Barbara see that his relations with Mrs. Levitt were on a +strictly business footing, that he had nothing to hide. It was well to +have copies of the letters. It was well--Mr. Waddington's instinct, not +his reason, told him it WA well--to have a trustworthy witness to all +these transactions. A witness who understood the precise nature of his +conditions, in the event, the highly unlikely event, of trouble with +Elise later on. (It was almost as if, secretly, he had a premonition.) +Also, when his conscience reproached him, as it did, with making +conditions, with asking the dear woman for security, he was able to +persuade himself that he didn't really mean it, that all this was clever +camouflage designed to turn Barbara's suspicions, if she ever had any, +off the scent. And at the same time he was not sorry that Barbara should +see him in his rôle of generous benefactor and shrewd adviser. + +"I needn't tell you, Barbara, that all this business is strictly +private. As my confidential secretary, you have to know a great many +things it wouldn't do to have talked about. You understand?" + +"Perfectly." + +She understood, too, that it was an end of the compact with Ralph Bevan. +She must have foreseen this affair when she said to him there would be +things she simply couldn't tell. Only she had supposed they would be +things she would see, reward of clear eyesight, not things she would be +regularly let in for knowing. + +And her clear eyes saw through the camouflage. She had a suspicion. + +"I don't see," she said, "why you should have to go without your rent +just because Mrs. Levitt doesn't want to pay it." + +She was sorry for Waddy. He might be ever so wise about Mrs. Levitt's +affairs; but he was a perfect goose about his own. No wonder Fanny had +asked her to take care of him. + +"I've no doubt," he said, "she _wants_ to pay it; but she's a war widow, +Barbara, and she's hard up. I can't rush her for the rent." + +"She's no business to rush you for trellis work and water pipes you +didn't order." + +"Well--well," he couldn't be angry with the child. She was so loyal, so +careful of his interests. And he couldn't expect her to take kindly to +Elise. There would be a natural jealousy. "That's Palmer and Hoskins's +mistake. I can't haggle with a lady, Barbara. _Noblesse oblige_." But he +winced under her clear eyes. + +She thought: "How about the fifty and the five hundred? At this rate +_noblesse_ might _oblige_ him to do anything." + +She could see through Mrs. Levitt. + +Mr. Waddington kept on looking at the clock. + +It was now ten minutes to four, and at any moment Elise might be there. +His one idea was to get Barbara Madden out of the way. Those clear eyes +were not the eyes he wanted to be looking at Elise, to be looking at him +when _their_ eyes met. And he understood that that fellow Bevan was +going to call for her at four. He didn't want _him_ about. "Where are +you going for your walk?" he said. + +"Oh, anywhere. Why?" + +"Well, if you happen to be in Wyck, would you mind taking these +photographs back to Pyecraft and showing him the ones I've chosen? Just +see that he doesn't make any stupid mistake." + +The photographs were staring her in the face on the writing-table, so +that there was really no excuse for her forgetting them, as she did. But +Mr. Waddington's experience was that if you wanted anything done you had +to do it yourself. + + +2 + +Elise would be taken into the drawing-room. He went to wait for her +there. + +And as he walked up and down, restless, listening for the sound of her +feet on the gravel drive and the ringing of the bell, at each turn of +his steps he was arrested by his own portrait. It stared at him from +its place above Fanny's writing-table; handsome, with its brilliant +black and carmine, it gave him an uneasy sense of rivalry, as if he felt +the disagreeable presence of a younger man in the room. He stared back +at it; he stared at himself in the great looking-glass over the +chimneypiece beside it. + +He remembered Fanny saying that she liked the iron-grey of his moustache +and hair; it was more becoming than all that hard, shiny black. Fanny +was right. It _was_ more becoming. And his skin--the worn bloom of it, +like a delicate sprinkling of powder. Better, more refined than that +rich, high red of the younger man in the gilt frame. To be sure his +eyes, blurred onyx, bulged out of creased pouches; but his nose--the +Postlethwaite nose, a very handsome feature--lifted itself firmly above +the fleshy sagging of the face. His lips pouted in pride. He could still +console himself with the thought that mirrors were unfaithful; Elise +would see him as he really was; not that discoloured and distorted +image. He pushed out his great chest and drew a deep, robust breath. At +the thought of Elise the pride, the rich, voluptuous, youthful pride of +life mounted. And as he turned again he saw Fanny looking at him. + +The twenty-year-old Fanny in her girl's white frock and blue sash; her +tilted, Gainsborough face, mischievous and mocking, smiled as if she +were making fun of him. His breath caught in his chest. Fanny--Fanny. +His wife. Why hadn't his wife the loyalty and intelligence of Barbara, +the enthusiasm, the seriousness of Elise? He needn't have any +conscientious scruples on Fanny's account; she had driven him to Elise +with her frivolity, her eternal smiling. Of course he knew that she +cared for him, that he had power over her, that there had never been and +never would be any other man for Fanny; but he couldn't go on with +Fanny's levity for ever. He wanted something more; something sound and +solid; something that Elise gave him and no other woman. Any man would +want it. + +And yet Fanny's image made him uneasy, watching him there, smiling, as +if she knew all about Elise and smiled, pretending not to care. He +didn't want Fanny to watch him with Elise. He didn't want Elise to see +Fanny. When he looked at Fanny's portrait he felt again his old +repugnance to their meeting. He didn't want Elise to sit in the same +room with Fanny, to sit in Fanny's chair. The drawing-room was Fanny's +room. The red dahlia and powder-blue parrot chintz was Fanny's choice; +every table, cabinet and chair was in the place that Fanny had chosen +for it. The book, the frivolous book she had been reading before she +went away, lay on her little table. Fanny was Fanny and Elise was +Elise. + +He rang the bell and told Partridge to show Mrs. Levitt into the library +and to bring tea there. The library was _his_ room. He could do what he +liked in it. The girl Fanny laughed at him out of the corners of her +eyes as he went. Suddenly he felt tender and gentle to her, because of +Elise. + +When Elise came she found him seated in his armchair absorbed in a book. +He rose in a dreamy attitude, as if he were still dazed and abstracted +with his reading. + +Thus, at the very start, he gave himself the advantage; he showed +himself superior to Elise. Intellectually and morally superior. + +"You're deep in it? I'm interrupting?" she said. + +He came down from his height instantly. He was all hers. + +"No. I was only trying to pass the time till you came." + +"I'm late then?" + +"Ten minutes." He smiled, indulgent + +Elise was looking handsomer than ever. The light November chill had +whipped a thin flush into her face. He watched her as she took off her +dark skunk furs and her coat. + +How delightful to watch a woman taking off her things, the pretty +gestures of abandonment; the form emerging, slimmer. That was one of the +things you thought and couldn't say. Supposing he had said it to Elise? +Would she have minded? + +"What are you thinking of?" she said. + +"How did you know I was thinking of anything?" + +"Your face. It tells tales." + +"Only nice ones to you, my dear lady." + +"Ah, but you _didn't_ tell--" + +"Would you like me to?" + +"Not if it's naughty. Your face looks naughty." + +He wheeled, delighted. "Now, how does my face look when it's naughty?" + +"Oh, that _would_ be telling. It's just as well you shouldn't know." + +"Was it as naughty as all that then?" + +"Yes. Or as nice." + +They kept it up, lightly, till Partridge and Annie Trinder came, +tinkling and rattling with the tea-things outside the door. As if, Mr. +Waddington thought, they meant to warn them. + +"Partridge," he called, as the butler was going, "Partridge, if Sir John +Corbett calls you can show him in here; but I'm not at home to anybody +else." + +(Clever idea, that.) + +"He isn't coming, is he, the tiresome old thing?" + +"No. He isn't. If I thought he was for one minute I wouldn't be at +home." + +"Then why--?" + +"Why did I say I would be? Because I wanted to make it safe for you, +Elise." + +Thus tactfully he let it dawn on her that he might be dangerous. + +"We don't want to be interrupted, do we?" he said. + +"Not by Sir John Corbett." + +He drew up the big, padded sofa square before the fire for Elise. All +his movements were unconscious, innocent of deliberation and design. He +seated himself top-heavily behind the diminutive gate-legged tea-table; +the teapot and cups were like dolls' things in his great hands. She +looked at him, at his slow fingers fumbling with the sugar tongs. + +"Would you like me to pour out tea for you?" she said. + +He started visibly. He wouldn't like it at all. He wasn't going to allow +Elise to put herself into Fanny's place, pouring out tea for him as if +she was his wife. She wouldn't have suggested it if she had had any tact +or any delicacy. + +"No," he said. The "No" sounded hard and ungracious. "You must really +let me have the pleasure of waiting on you." + +The sugar dropped from the tongs; he fumbled again, madly, and Elise +smiled. "Damn the tongs," he thought; "damn the sugar." + +"Take it in your fingers, goose," she said. + +Goose! An endearment, a caress. It softened him. His tenderness for +Elise came back. + +"My fingers are all thumbs," he said. + +"Your thumbs, then. You don't suppose I mind?" + +There was meaning in her voice, and Mr. Waddington conceived himself to +be on the verge of the first exquisite intimacies of love. He left off +thinking about Fanny. He poured out tea and handed bread and butter in a +happy dream. He ate and drank without knowing what he ate and drank. His +whole consciousness was one muzzy, heavy sense of the fullness and +nearness of Elise. He could feel his ears go "vroom-vroom" and his voice +thicken as if he were slightly, very slightly drunk. He wondered how +Elise could go on eating bread and butter. + +He heard himself sigh when at last he put her cup down. + +He considered the position of the tea-table in relation to the sofa. It +hemmed in that part of it where he was going to sit. Very cramping. He +moved it well back and considered it again. It now stood in his direct +line of retreat from the sofa to the armchair. An obstruction. If +anybody were to come in. He moved it to one side. + +"That's better," He said. "Now we can get a clear view of the fire. It +isn't too much for you, Elise?" + +He had persuaded himself that he had really moved the tea-table because +of the fire. As yet he had no purpose and no plan. He didn't know what +on earth he was going to say to Elise. + +He sat down beside her and there was a sudden hushed pause. Elise had +turned round in her seat and was looking at him; her eyes were steady +behind the light tremor of their lashes, brilliant and profound. He +reflected that her one weak point, the shortness of her legs, was not +noticeable when she was sitting down. He also wondered how he could ever +have thought her mouth hard. It moved with a little tender, sensitive +twitch, like the flutter of her eyelids, and he conceived that she was +drawn to him and held trembling by his fascination. + +She spoke first. + +"Mr. Waddington, I don't know how to thank you for your kindness about +the rent. But you know it's safe, don't you?" + +"Of course I know it. Don't talk about rent. Don't think about it." + +"I can't help it. I can't think of anything else until it's paid." + +"I'd rather you never paid any rent at all than that you should worry +about it like this. I didn't ask you to come here to talk business, +Elise." + +"I'm afraid I must talk it. Just a little." + +"Not now," he said firmly. "I won't listen." + +It sounded exactly as if he said he wouldn't listen to any more talk +about rent; but he thought: "I don't know what I shall do if she begins +about that five hundred. But she hardly can, after that. Anyhow, I shall +decline to discuss it." + +"Tell me what you've been doing with yourself?" + +"You can't _do_ much with yourself in Wyck. I trot about my house--my +dear little house that you've made so nice for me. I do my marketing, +and I go out to tea with the parson's wife, or the doctor's wife, or +Mrs. Bostock, or Mrs. Grainger." + +"I didn't know you went to the Graingers." + +He thought that was not very loyal of Elise. + +"You must go somewhere." + +"Well?" + +"And in the evenings we play bridge." + +"Who plays bridge?" + +"Mr. Hawtrey, or Mr. Thurston, or young Hawtrey, and Toby, and Major +Markham and me." + +"Always Major Markham?" + +"Well, he comes a good deal. He likes coming." + +"_Does_ he?" + +"Do you mind?" + +"I should mind very much if I thought it would make any difference." + +"Any difference?" She frowned and blinked, as though she were trying +hard to see what he meant, what he possibly _could_ mean by that. +"Difference?" she said. "To what?" + +"To you and me." + +"Of course it doesn't. Not a scrap. How could it?" + +"No. How could it? I don't really believe it could." + +"But why should it?" she persisted. + +"Why, indeed. Ours is a wonderful relation. A unique relation. And I +think you want as much as I do to--to keep it intact." + +"Of course I want to keep it intact. I wouldn't for worlds let anything +come between us, certainly not bridge." She meditated. "I suppose I do +play rather a lot. There's nothing else to do, you see, and you get +carried away." + +"I hope, my dear, you don't play for money." + +"Oh, well, it isn't much fun for the others if we don't." + +"You don't play high, I hope?" + +"What do you call high?" + +"Well, breaking into pound notes." + +"Pound notes! Penny points--well, ten shillings is the very highest +stake when we're reckless and going it. Besides, I always play against +Markham and Hawtrey, because I know _they_ won't be hard on me if I +lose." + +"Now, _that's_ what I don't like. I'd a thousand times rather pay your +gambling debts than have you putting yourself under an obligation to +those men." + +He couldn't bear it. He couldn't bear to think that Elise could bear it. + +"You should have come to me," he said. + +"I have come to you, haven't I?" She thought of the five hundred pounds. + +He thought of them too. "Ah, that's different. Now, about these debts to +Markham and Hawtrey. How much do they come to--about?" + +"Oh, a five-pound note would cover all of it. But I shall only be in +debt to you." + +"We'll say nothing about that. If I pay it, Elise, will you promise me +you'll never play higher than penny points again?" + +"It's too angelic of you, really." + +He smiled. He liked paying her gambling debts. He liked the power it +gave him over her. He liked to think that he could make her promise. He +liked to be told he was angelic. It was all very cheap at five pounds, +and it would enable him to refuse the five hundred with a better grace. + +"Come, on your word of honour, only penny points." + +"On my word of honour.... But, oh, I don't think I can take it." + +She thought of the five hundred. When you wanted five hundred it was +pretty rotten to be put off with a fiver. + +"If you can take it from Hawtrey and Markham--" + +"That's it. I _can't_ take it from Markham. I haven't done that. I can't +do it." + +"Well, Hawtrey then." + +"Hawtrey's different" + +"Why is he different?" + +A faint suspicion, relating to Markham, troubled him, and not for the +first time. + +"Well, you see, he's a middle-aged married man. He might be my uncle." + +He thought: "And Markham--_he_ might be--" + +But Elise was not in love with the fellow. No, no. He was sure of Elise; +he knew the symptoms; you couldn't mistake them. But she might marry +Markham, all the same. Out of boredom, out of uncertainty, out of +desperation. He was not going to let that happen; he would make it +impossible; he would give Elise the certainty she wanted now. + +"You said _I_ was different." + +Playful reproach. But she would understand. + +"So you are. You're a married man, too, aren't you?" + +"I thought we'd agreed to forget it." + +"Forget it? Forget Mrs. Waddington?" + +"Yes, forget her. You knew me long before you knew Fanny. What has she +got to do with you and me?" + +"Just this, that she's the only woman in the county who'll know _me_." + +"Because you're my friend, Elise." + +"You needn't remind me. I'm not likely to forget that any good thing +that's come to me here has come through you." + +"I don't want anything but good to come to you through me" + +He leaned forward. + +"You're not very happy in Wyck, are you?" + +"Happy? Oh, yes. But it's not what you'd call wildly exciting. And +Toby's worrying me. He says he can't stand it, and he wants to +emigrate." + +"Well, why not?" + +Mr. Waddington's heart gave a great thump of hope. He saw it all +clearly. Toby was the great obstruction. Elise might have held out for +ever as long as Toby lived with her. But if Toby went--She saw it +too; that was why she consented to his going. + +"It isn't much of a job for him, Bostock's Bank." + +"N-no," she assented, "n-no. I've told him he can go if he can get +anything." + +He played, stroking the long tails of her fur. It lay between them like +a soft, supine animal. + +"Would you like to live in Cheltenham, Elise?" + +"Cheltenham?" + +"If I took a little house for you?" + +(He had calculated that he might just as well lose his rent in +Cheltenham as in Wyck. Better. Besides, he needn't lose it. He could let +the White House. It would partly pay for Cheltenham.) + +"One of those little houses in Montpelier Place?" + +"It's too sweet of you to think of it." She began playing too, stroking +the fur animal; their hands played together over the sleek softness, +consciously, shyly, without touching. + +"But--why Cheltenham?" + +"Cheltenham isn't Wyck." + +"No. But it's just as dull and stuffy. Stuffier." + +"Beautiful little town, Elise." + +"What's the good of that when it's crammed full of school children and +school teachers, and decayed army people and old maids? I don't _know_ +anybody in Cheltenham." + +"Can't you see that that would be the advantage?" + +"No. I can't see it. There's only one place I _want_ to live in." + +"And that is--?" + +"London. And I can't." + +"Why not?" After all, London was not such a bad idea. He had thought of +it before now himself. + +"Well--I don't know whether I told you that I'm not on very good terms +with my husband's people. They haven't been at all nice to me since poor +Frank's death." + +"Poor Elise--" + +"They live in London and they want to keep me out of it. My +father-in-law gives me a small allowance on condition I don't live +there. They hate me," she said, smiling, "as much as all that." + +"Is it a large allowance?" + +"No. It's a very small one. But they know I can't get on without it." + +"You ought not to be dependent on such people.... Perhaps in a flat--or +one of those little houses in St. John's Wood--" + +"It would be too heavenly. But what's the good of talking about it?" + +"You must know what I want to do for you, Elise. I want to make you +happy, to put you safe above all these wretched worries, to take care of +you, dear. You _will_ let me, won't you?" + +"My dear Mr. Waddington--my dear friend--" The dark eyes brightened. +She saw a clear prospect of the five hundred. Compared with what old +Waddy was proposing, such a sum, and a mere loan too, represented +moderation. The moment had come, very happily, for reopening this +question. "I can't let you do anything so--so extensive. Really and +truly, all I want is just a temporary loan. If you really could lend me +that five hundred. You said--" + +"I didn't say I would. And I didn't say I wouldn't. I said it would +depend." + +"I know. But you never said on what. If the securities I offered you +aren't good enough, there's the legacy." + +He was silent. He knew now that his condition had had nothing to do with +the securities. He must know, he would know, where he stood. + +"My aunt," said Elise gently, "is very old." + +"I wouldn't dream of touching your poor little legacy." He said it with +passion. "Won't you drop all this sordid talk about business and trust +me?" + +"I do trust you." + +The little white hand left off stroking the dark fur and reached out to +him. He took it and held it tight. It struggled to withdraw itself. + +"You aren't afraid of me?" he said. + +"No, but I'm afraid of Partridge coming in and seeing us. He might think +it rather odd." + +"He won't come in. It doesn't matter what Partridge thinks." + +"Oh, _doesn't_ it!" + +"He won't come in." + +He drew a little closer to her. + +"He will. He _will_. He'll come and clear away the things. I hear him +coming." + +He got up and went to the door of the smoke-room, to the further door, +and looked out. + +"There's no one there," he said. "They don't come 'till six and it isn't +five yet.... Elise--abstract your mind one moment from Partridge. If I +get that little house in London, will you live in it?" + +"I can't let you. You make me ashamed, after all you've done for me. +It's too much." + +"It isn't. If I take it, will you let me come and see you?" + +"Oh, yes. But--" She shrank, so far as Elise could be said to shrink, +a little further back into her corner. + +"It's rather far from Wyck," he said. "Still, I could run up once +in"--he became pensive--"in three weeks or so." + +"For the day--I should be delighted." + +"No. _Not_ for the day." He was irritated with this artificial +obtuseness. "For the week-end. For the week, sometimes, when I can +manage it. I shall say it's business." + +She drew back and back, as if from his advance, her head tilted, her +eyes glinting at him under lowered lids, taking it all in yet pretending +a paralysis of ignorance. She wanted to see--to see how far he would go, +before she--She wanted him to think she didn't understand him even +now. + +It was this half-fascinated, backward gesture that excited him. He drew +himself close, close. + +"Elise, it's no use pretending. You know what I mean. You know I want +you." + +He stooped over her, covering her with his great chest. He put his arms +round her. + +"In my arms. You _know_ you want _me_--" + +She felt his mouth pushed out to her mouth as it retreated, trying to +cover it, to press down. She gave a cry: "Oh--oh, you--" and struggled, +beating him off with one hand while the other fumbled madly for her +pocket-handkerchief. His grip slackened. He rose to his feet. But he +still stooped over her, penning her in with his outstretched arms, his +weight propped by his hands laid on the back of the sofa. + +"You--old--imbecile--" she spurted. + +She could afford it. In one rapid flash of intelligence she had seen +that, whatever happened, she could never get that five hundred pounds +_down_. And to surrender to old Waddy without it, to surrender to old +Waddy at all, when she could marry Freddy Markham, would be too +preposterous. Even if there hadn't been any Freddy Markham, it would +have been preposterous. + +At that moment as she said it, while he still held her prisoned and they +stared into each other's faces, she spurting and he panting, Barbara +came in. + +He started; jerked himself upright. Mrs. Levitt recovered herself. + +"You silly cuckoo," she said. "You don't know how ridiculous you look." + +She had found her pocket-handkerchief and was dabbing her eyes and mouth +with it, rubbing off the uncleanness of his impact. "How +ridic--Te-hee--Te-hee--te-hee!" She shook with laughter. + +Barbara pretended not to see them. To have gone back at once, closing +the door on them, would have been to admit that she had seen them. +Instead she moved, quickly yet abstractedly, to the writing-table, took +up the photographs and went out again. + +Mr. Waddington had turned away and stood leaning against the +chimneypiece, hiding his head ("Poor old ostrich!") in his hands. His +attitude expressed a dignified sorrow and a wronged integrity. Barbara +stood for a collected instant at the door and spoke: + +"I'm sorry I forgot the photographs." As if she said: "Cheer up, old +thing. I didn't really see you." + +Through the closed door she heard Mrs. Levitt's laughter let loose, +malignant, shrill, hysterical, a horrid sound. + +"I'm sorry, Elise. But I thought you cared for me." + +"You'd no business to think. And it wasn't likely I'd tell you." + +"Oh, you didn't tell me, my dear. How could you? But you made me believe +you wanted me." + +"Wanted? Do you suppose I wanted to be made ridiculous?" + +"Love isn't ridiculous," said Mr. Waddington. + +"It is. It's _the_ most ridiculous thing there is. And when _you_'re +making it.... If you could have seen your face--Oh, dear!" + +"If you wouldn't laugh quite so loud. The servants will hear you." + +"I mean them to hear me." + +"Confound you, Elise!" + +"That's right, swear at me. Swear at me." + +"I'm sorry I swore. But, hang it all, it's every bit as bad for me as it +is for you." + +"Worse, I fancy. You needn't think Miss Madden didn't see you, because +she did." + +"It's a pity Miss Madden didn't come in a little sooner." + +"Sooner? I think she chose her moment very well." + +"If she had heard the whole of our conversation I think she'd have +realized there was something to be said for me." + +"There isn't anything to be said for you. And until you've apologized +for insulting me--" + +"You've heard me apologize. As for insulting you, no decent woman, in +the circumstances, ever tells a man his love insults her, even if she +can't return it." + +"And even if he's another woman's husband?" + +"Even if he's another woman's husband, if she's ever given him the +right--" + +"Right? Do you think you bought the right to make love to me?" She rose, +confronting him. + +"No. I thought you'd given it me.... I was mistaken." + +He helped her to put on the coat that she wriggled into with clumsy, +irritated movements. Clumsy. The woman _was_ clumsy. He wondered how he +had never seen it. And vulgar. Noisy and vulgar. You never knew what a +woman was like till you'd seen her angry. He had answered her +appropriately and with admirable tact. He had scored every point; he was +scoring now with his cool, imperturbable politeness. He tried not to +think about Barbara. + +"Your fur." + +"Thank you." + +He rang the bell. Partridge appeared. + +"Tell Kimber to bring the car round and drive Mrs. Levitt home." + +"Thank you, Mr. Waddington, I'd rather walk." + +Partridge retired. + +She held out her hand. Mr. Waddington bowed abruptly, not taking it. He +strode behind her to the door, through the smoke-room, to the further +door. In the hall Partridge hovered. He left her to him. + +And, as she followed Partridge across the wide lamp-lighted space, he +noticed for the first time that Elise, in her agitation, waddled. Like a +duck--a greedy duck. Like that horrible sister of hers, Bertha +Rickards. + +Then he thought of Barbara Madden. + + +3 + +When Ralph called for Barbara he told her, first thing, that he had +heard from Mackintyres, the publishers, about his book. He had sent it +them two-thirds finished, and Grevill Burton--"Grevill _Burton_, +Barbara!"--had read it and reported very favourably. Mackintyres had +agreed to publish it if the end was equal to the beginning and the +middle. + +It was this exciting news, thrown at her before she could get her hat +on, that had caused Barbara to forget all about Mr. Waddington's +photographs and Mr. Waddington's book and Mr. Waddington, until she and +Ralph were half way between Wyck-on-the-Hill and Lower Speed. There was +nothing for it then but to go on, taking care to get back in time to +take the photographs to Pyecraft's before the shop closed. There hadn't +been very much time, but Barbara said she could just do it if she made a +dash, and it was the dash she made that precipitated her into the scene +of Mr. Waddington's affair. + +Ralph waited for her at the white gate. + +"We must sprint," she said, "if we're to be in time." + +They sprinted. + +As they walked slowly back, Barbara became thoughtful. + +As long as she lived she would remember Waddington: the stretched-out +arms, the top-heavy body bowed to the caress; the inflamed and startled +face staring at her, like some strange fish, over Mrs. Levitt's +shoulder, the mouth dropping open as if it called out to her "Go back!" +What depths of fatuity he must have sunk to before he could have come to +that! And the sad figure leaning on the chimneypiece, whipped, beaten by +Mrs. Levitt's laughter--the high, coarse, malignant laughter that had +made her run to the smoke-room door to shield him, to shut it off. + +What wouldn't Ralph have given to have seen him! + +It was all very well for Ralph to talk about making a "study" of him; he +hadn't got further than the merest outside fringe of his great subject. +He didn't know the bare rudiments of Waddington. He had had brilliant +flashes of his own, but no sure sight of the reality. And it had been +given to her, Barbara, to see it, all at once. She had penetrated at one +bound into the thick of him. They had wondered how far he would go; and +he had gone so far, so incredibly far above and beyond himself that all +their estimates were falsified. + +And she saw that her seeing was the end--the end of their game, hers +and Ralph's, the end of their compact, the end of the tie that bound +them. She found herself shut in with Waddington; the secret that she +shared with him shut Ralph out. It was intolerable that all this rich, +exciting material should be left on her hands, lodged with her useless, +when she thought of what she and Ralph could have made of it together. + +If only she could have given it him. But of course she couldn't. She had +always known there would be things she couldn't give him. She would go +on seeing more and more of them. + +Odd that she didn't feel any moral indignation. It had been too funny, +like catching a child in some amusing naughtiness; and, as poor Waddy's +eyes and open mouth had intimated, she had had no business to catch him, +to know anything about it, no business to be there. + +"Ralph," she said, "you must let me off the compact." + +He turned, laughing. "Why, have you seen something?" + +"It doesn't matter whether I have or haven't." + +"It was a sacred compact." + +"But if I can only keep it by being a perfect pig--" + +He looked down at her face, her troubled, unnaturally earnest face. + +"Of course, if you feel like that about it--" + +"You'd feel like that if you were his confidential secretary and had +all his correspondence." + +"Yes, yes. I see, Barbara, it won't work. I'll let you off the compact. +We can go on with him just the same." + +"We can't." + +"What? Not make a study of him?" + +"No. We don't know what we're doing. It isn't safe. We may come on +things any day." + +"Like the thing you came on just now." + +"I didn't say I'd come on anything." + +"All right, you didn't. He shall be our unfinished book, Barbara." + +"He'll be _your_ unfinished book. I've finished mine all right. Anything +else will be simply appendix." + +"You think you've got him complete?" + +"Fairly complete." + +"Oh, Barbara--" + +"Don't tempt me, Ralph." + +"After all," he said, "we were only playing with him." + +"Well, we mustn't do it again." + +"Never any more?" + +"Never any more. I know it's a game for gods; but it's a cruel game. We +must give it up." + +"You mean we must give him up?" + +"Yes, we've hunted and hounded him enough. We must let him go." + +"That's the compact, is it?" + +"Yes." + +"We shall break it, Barbara; see if we don't. We can't keep off him." + + +4 + +Mr. Waddington judged that, after all, owing to his consummate tact, he +had scored in the disagreeable parting with Mrs. Levitt. But when he +thought of Barbara, little Barbara, a flush mounted to his face, his +ears, his forehead; he could feel it--wave after wave of hot, unpleasant +shame. + +He went slowly back to the library and shut himself in with the +tea-table, and the sofa, and the cushions crushed, deeply hollowed with +the large pressure of Elise. He wondered how much Barbara had taken in, +at what precise moment she had appeared. He tried to reconstruct the +scene. He had been leaning over Elise; he could see himself leaning over +her, enclosing her, and Elise's head, stiffened, drawing back from his +kiss. Worse than the sting of her repugnance was the thought that +Barbara had seen it and his attitude, his really very compromising +attitude. Had she? Had she? The door now, it was at right angles to the +sofa; perhaps Barbara hadn't caught him fair. He went to the door and +came in from it to make certain. Yes. Yes. From that point it was no +good pretending that he couldn't be seen. + +But Barbara had rushed in like a little whirlwind, and she had gone +straight to the writing-table, turning her back. She wouldn't have had +time to take it in. He was at the chimneypiece before she had turned +again, before she could have seen him. He must have recovered himself +when he heard her coming. She couldn't charge in like that without being +heard. He must have been standing up, well apart from Elise, not leaning +over her by the time Barbara came in. + +He tried to remember what Barbara had said when she went out. She had +said something. He couldn't remember what it was, but it had sounded +reassuring. Now, surely if Barbara had seen anything she wouldn't have +stopped at the door to say things. She would have gone straight out +without a word. In fact, she wouldn't have come in at all. She would +have drawn back the very instant that she saw. She would simply never +have penetrated as far as the writing-table. He remembered how coolly +she had taken up the photographs and gone out again as if nothing had +happened. + +Probably, then, as far as Barbara was concerned, nothing had happened. + +Then he remembered the horrible laughing of Elise. Barbara must have +heard that; she must have wondered. She might just have caught him with +the tail of her eye, not enough to swear by, but enough to wonder; and +afterwards she would have put that and that together. + +And he would have to dine with her alone that evening, to face her +young, clear, candid eyes. + +He didn't know how he was going to get through with it, and yet he did +get through. + +To begin with, Barbara was very late for dinner. + +She had thought of being late as a way of letting Mr. Waddington down +easily. She would come in, smiling and apologetic, palpably in the +wrong, having kept him waiting, and he would be gracious and forgive +her, and his graciousnees and forgiveness would help to reinstate him. +He would need, she reflected, a lot of reinstating. Barbara considered +that, in the matter of punishment, he had had enough. Mrs. Levitt, with +her "You old imbecile!" had done to him all, and more than all, that +justice could require; there was a point of humiliation beyond which no +human creature should be asked to suffer. To be caught making love to +Mrs. Levitt and being called an old imbecile! And then to be pelted with +indecent laughter. And, in any case, it was not her, Barbara's, place to +punish him or judge him. She had had no business to catch him, no +business, in the first instance, to forget the photographs. + +Therefore, as she really wanted him not to know that she had caught him, +she went on behaving as if nothing had happened. All through dinner she +turned the conversation on to topics that would put him in a favourable +or interesting light. She avoided the subject of Fanny. She asked him +all sorts of questions about his war work. + +"Tell me," she said, "some of the things you did when you were a special +constable." + +And he told her his great story. To be sure, she knew the best part of +it already, because Ralph had told it--it had been one of his scores +over her--but she wanted him to remember it. She judged that it was +precisely the sort of memory that would reinstate him faster than +anything. For really he had played a considerable part. + +"Well"--you could see by his face that he was gratified--"one of +the things we had to do was to drive about the villages and farms +after dark to see that there weren't any lights showing. It was +nineteen--yes--nineteen-sixteen, in the winter. Must have been winter, +because I was wearing my British warm with the fur collar. And there was +a regular scare on." + +"Air raids?" + +"No. Tramps. We'd been fairly terrorized by a nasty, dangerous sort of +tramp. The police were looking for two of these fellows--discharged +soldiers. We'd a warrant out for their arrest. Robbery and assault." + +"With violence?" + +"Well, you may call it violence. One of 'em had thrown a pint pot at the +landlord of the King's Head and hurt him. And they'd bolted with two +bottles of beer and a tin of Player's Navy Cut. They'd made off, +goodness knows where. We couldn't find 'em. + +"I was driving to Daunton on a very nasty, pitch-black night. You know +how beastly dark it is between the woods at Byford Park? Well, I'd just +got there when I passed two fellows skulking along under the wall. They +stood back--it was rather a near shave with no proper lights on--and I +flashed my electric torch full on them. Blest if they weren't the very +chaps we were looking for. And I'd got to run 'em in somehow, all by +myself. And two to one. It wasn't any joke, I can tell you. Goodness +knows what nasty knives and things they might have had on 'em." + +"What _did_ you do?" + +"Do? I drove on fifty yards ahead, and pulled up the car outside the +porter's lodge at Byford. Then I got out and came on and met 'em. They +were trying to bolt into the wood when I turned my torch on them again +and shouted 'Halt!' in a parade voice. + +"They halted, hands up to the salute. I thought the habit would be too +much for 'em when they heard the word of command. I said, 'You've got to +come along with me.' I didn't know how on earth I was going to take them +if they wouldn't go. And they'd started dodging. So I tried it on again: +'Halt!' Regular parade stunt. And they halted again all right. Then I +harangued them. I said, 'Shun, you blighters! I'm a special constable, +and I've got a warrant here for your arrest.' + +"I hadn't. I'd nothing but an Inland Revenue Income Tax form. But I +whipped it out of my breast pocket and trained my light on the royal +arms at the top. That was enough for 'em. Then I shouted again in my +parade voice, 'Right about face! Quick march!' + +"And I got them marching. I marched them the two miles from Byford, +through Lower Speed, and up the hill to Wyck and into the police +station. And we ran 'em in for robbery and assault." + +"It was clever of you." + +"No; nothing but presence of mind and bluff, and showing that you +weren't going to stand any nonsense. But I don't suppose Corbett or +Hawtrey or any of those chaps would have thought of it." + +Barbara wondered: "Supposing I were to turn on him and say, 'You old +humbug, you know I don't believe a word of it. You know you didn't march +them a hundred yards.' Or '_I_ saw you this afternoon.' What would he +look like?" It was inconceivable that she should say these things. If +she was to go on with her study of him alone she would go on in the +spirit they had begun in, she and Ralph. That spirit admitted nothing +but boundless amusement, boundless joy in him. Moral indignation would +have been a false note; it would have been downright irreverence towards +the God who made him. + +What if he did omit to mention that the nasty, dangerous fellows turned +out to be two feeble youths, half imbecile with shell-shock and half +drunk, and that it was Mr. Hawtrey, arriving opportunely in his car, who +took them over the last mile to the police station? As it happened Mr. +Waddington had frankly forgotten these details as inessential to his +story. (He _had_ marched them a mile.) + +After telling it he was so far re-established in his own esteem as to +propose their working together on the Ramblings after dinner. He even +ordered coffee to be served in the library, as if nothing had happened +there. Unfortunately, by some culpable oversight of Annie Trinder's, the +cushions still bore the imprint of Elise. Awful realization came to him +when Barbara, with a glance at the sofa, declined to sit on it. He had +turned just in time to catch the flick of what in a bantering mood he +had once called her "Barbaric smile." After all, she might have seen +something. Not Mrs. Levitt's laughter but the thought of what Barbara +might have seen was his punishment--that and being alone with her, +knowing that she knew. + + +5 + +All this happened on a Wednesday, and Fanny wouldn't be back before +Saturday. He had three whole days to be alone with Barbara. + +He had thought that no punishment could be worse than that, but as the +three days passed and Barbara continued to behave as though nothing had +happened, he got used to it. It was on a Friday night, as he lay awake, +reviewing for the hundredth time the situation, that his conscience +pointed out to him how he really stood. There was a worse punishment +than Barbara's knowing. + +If Fanny knew-- + +There were all sorts of ways in which she might get to know. Barbara +might tell her. The two were as thick as thieves. And if the child +turned jealous and hysterical--She had never liked Elise. Or she might +tell Ralph Bevan and he might tell Fanny, or he might tell somebody who +would tell her. There were always plenty of people about who considered +it their duty to report these things. + +Of course, if he threw himself on Barbara's mercy, and exacted a promise +from her not to tell, he knew she would keep it. But supposing all the +time she hadn't seen or suspected anything? Supposing her calm manner +came from a mind innocent of all seeing and suspecting? Then he would +have given himself away for nothing. + +Besides, even if Barbara never said anything, there was Elise. No +knowing what Elise might do or say in her vulgar fury. She might tell +Toby or Markham, and the two might make themselves damnably unpleasant. +The story would be all over the county in no time. + +And there were the servants. Supposing one of the women took it into her +head to give notice on account of "goings on?" + +He couldn't live in peace so long as all or any of these things were +possible. + +The only thing was to be beforehand with Barbara and Bevan and Elise and +Toby and Markham and the servants; to tell Fanny himself before any of +them could get in first. The more he thought about it the more he was +persuaded that this was the only right, the only straightforward and +manly thing to do; at the same time it occurred to him that by +suppressing a few unimportant details he could really give a very +satisfactory account of the whole affair. It would not be necessary, for +instance, to tell Fanny what his intentions had been, if indeed he had +ever had any. For, as he went again and again over the whole stupid +business, his intentions--those that related to the little house in +Cheltenham or St. John's Wood--tended to sink back into the dream state +from which they had arisen, clearing his conscience more and more from +any actual offence. He had, in fact, nothing to account for but his +attitude, the rather compromising attitude in which Barbara had found +him. And that could be very easily explained away. Fanny was not one of +those exacting, jealous women; she would be ready to accept a reasonable +explanation of anything. And you could always appease her by a little +attention. + +So on Friday afternoon Mr. Waddington himself drove the car down to Wyck +Station and met Fanny on the platform. He made tea for her himself and +waited on her, moving assiduously, and smiling an affectionate yet +rather conscious smile. He was impelled to these acts spontaneously, +because of that gentleness and tenderness towards Fanny which the bare +thought of Elise was always enough to inspire him with. + +Thus, by sticking close to Fanny all the evening he contrived that +Barbara should have no opportunity of saying anything to her. And in the +last hour before bed-time, when they were alone together in the +drawing-room, he began. + +He closed the door carefully behind Barbara and came back to his place, +scowling like one overpowered by anxious thought. He exaggerated this +expression on purpose, so that Fanny should notice it and give him his +opening, which she did. + +"Well, old thing, what are _you_ looking so glum about?" + +"Do I look glum?" + +"Dismal. What is it?" + +He stood upright before the chinmeypiece, his conscience sustained by +this posture of rectitude. + +"I'm not quite easy about Barbara," he said. + +"Barbara? What on earth has _she_ been doing?" + +"She's been doing nothing. It's--it's rather what she may do if you +don't stop her." + +"I don't want to stop her," said Fanny, "if you're thinking of Ralph +Bevan." + +"Ralph Bevan? I certainly am not thinking of him. Neither is she." + +"Well then, what?" + +"I was thinking of myself." + +"My dear, you surely don't imagine that Barbara's thinking of you?" + +"Not--not in the way you imply. The fact is, I was let in for a--a +rather unpleasant scene the other day with Mrs. Levitt." + +"I always thought," said Fanny, "that woman would let you in for +something. Well?" + +"Well, I hardly know how to tell you about it, my dear." + +"Why, was it as bad as all that? Perhaps I'd better not know." + +"I want you to know. I'm trying to tell you--because of Barbara." + +"I can't see where Barbara comes in." + +"She came into the library while it was happening--" + +Fanny laughed and it disconcerted him. + +"While what was happening?" she said. "You'd better tell me straight +out. I don't suppose it was anything like as bad as you think it was." + +"I'm only afraid of what Barbara might think." + +"Oh, you can trust Barbara not to think things. She never does." + +Dear Fanny. He would have found his job of explaining atrociously +difficult with any other woman. Any other woman would have entangled him +tighter and tighter; but he could see that Fanny was trying to get it +straight, to help him out with all his honour and self-respect and +dignity intact. Every turn she gave to the conversation favoured him. + +"My dear, I'm afraid she saw something that I must say was open to +misinterpretation. It wasn't my fault, but--" + +No. The better he remembered it the more clearly he saw it was Elise's +fault, not his. And he could see that Fanny thought it was Elise's +fault. This suggested the next step in the course that was only not +perjury because it was so purely instinctive, the subterfuge of +terrified vanity. It seemed to him that he had no plan; that he followed +Fanny. + +"Upon my word I'd tell you straight out, Fanny, only I don't like to +give the poor woman away." + +"Mrs. Levitt?" said Fanny. "You needn't mind. You may be quite sure that +she'll give _you_ away if you don't." + +She was giving him a clear lead. + +When he began he had really had some thoughts of owning, somewhere about +this point, that he had lost his head; but when it came to the point he +saw that this admission was unnecessarily quixotic, and that he would +be far safer if he suggested that Elise had lost hers. In fact, it was +Fanny who had suggested it in the first place. It might not be +altogether a fair imputation, but, hang it all, it was the only one that +would really appease Fanny, and he had Fanny to think of and not Elise. +He owed it her. For her sake he must give up the personal luxury of +truthtelling. The thing would go no further with Fanny, and it was only +what Fanny had believed herself in any case and always would believe. +Elise would be no worse off as far as Fanny was concerned. So he fairly +let himself go. + +"There's no knowing what she may do," he said. "She was in a thoroughly +hysterical state. She'd come to me with her usual troubles--not able to +pay her rent, and so on--and in talking she became very much upset and +er--er--lost her head and took me completely by surprise." + +"That," he thought, "she certainly did." + +"You mean you lost yours too?" said Fanny mildly. + +"I did nothing of the sort. But I was rather alarmed. Before you could +say 'knife' she'd gone off into a violent fit of hysterics, and I was +just trying to bring her round when Barbara came in." His explanation +was so much more plausible than the reality that he almost believed it +himself. "I think," he said, pensively, "she _must_ have seen me +bending over her." + +"And she didn't offer to help?" + +"No; she rushed in and she rushed out again. She may not have seen +anything; but in case she did, I wish, my dear, you'd explain." + +"I think I'd better not," said Fanny, "in case she didn't." + +"No. But it worries me every time I think of it. She came right into the +room. Besides," he said, "we've got to think of Mrs. Levitt." + +"Mrs. Levitt?" + +"Yes. Put yourself in her place. She wouldn't like it supposed that I +was making love to her. She might consider the whole thing made her look +as ridiculous as it made me." + +"I'd forgotten Mrs. Levitt's point of view. You rather gave me to +understand that was what she wanted." + +"I never said anything of the sort." Seeing that the explanation was +going so well he could afford to be magnanimous. + +"I must have imagined it," said Fanny. "She recovered, I suppose, and +you got rid of her?" + +"Yes, I got rid of her all right." + +"Well," said Fanny, gathering herself up to go to bed, "I shouldn't +worry any more about it. I'll make it straight with Barbara." + +She went up to Barbara's bedroom, where Barbara, still dressed, sat +reading over the fire. + +"Come in, you darling," Barbara said. She got up and crouched on the +hearthrug, leaving her chair for Fanny. + +Fanny came in and sat down. + +"Barbara," she said, "what's all this about Horatio and Mrs. Levitt?" + +"I don't know," said Barbara flatly, with sudden presence of mind. + +"I said you didn't. But the poor old thing goes on and on about it. He +thinks you saw something the other day. Something you didn't understand. +Did you?" + +Barbara said nothing. She stared away from Fanny. + +"Did you?" + +"Of course I didn't." + +"Of course you did. He says you must have seen. And it's worrying him no +end." + +"I saw something. But he needn't worry. I understood all right" + +"What did you see?" + +"Nothing. Nothing that mattered." + +"It matters most awfully to me." + +"I don't think it need," said Barbara. + +"But it _does_. In a sense I don't mind what he does, and in a sense I +do. I still care enough for that." + +"I don't think there was anything you need mind so awfully." + +"Yes, but there _was_ something. He said there was. He was afraid you'd +misunderstand it. He said he was bending over her when you came in." + +"Well, he _was_ bending a bit." + +"What was _she_ doing?" + +"She was laughing." + +"In hysterics?" + +She saw it all. + +"I suppose you might call it hysterics. They weren't nice hysterics, +though. She isn't a nice woman." + +"No. But he was making love to her, and she was laughing at him. She was +nice enough for that." + +"If that's nice." + +"Why, what else could the poor woman do if she's honest?" + +"Oh, she's honest enough in _that_ way," said Barbara. + +"And he couldn't see it. He's so intent on his own beautiful +Postlethwaite nose, he can't see anything that goes on under it.... +Still, honest or not honest, she's a beast, Barbara. When they'd been +such pals and he'd helped her, to have gone and rounded on the poor +thing like that. She might just as well have pulled his Postlethwaite +nose. It couldn't have hurt more." + +"Oh, I think he'll get over it." + +"I mean it couldn't have hurt _me_ more." + +"She _is_ a beast," said Barbara. "I bet you anything you like it's her +fault. She drove him to it." + +"No, Barbara, it was _my_ fault. _I_ drove him. I'm always laughing at +him, and he can't bear being laughed at. It makes him feel all stuffy +and middle-aged. He only goes in for passion because it makes him feel +young." + +"It isn't really passion," said Barbara. + +"No, you wise thing, it isn't. If it was I could forgive him. I could +forgive it if he really felt young. It's this ghastly affectation I +can't stand.... But it's my fault, Barbara, my fault. I should have kept +him young...." + +They sat silent, Barbara at Fanny's feet. Presently Fanny drew the +girl's head down into her lap. + +"You'll never be old, Barbara," she said. "And Ralph won't." + +"What made you think of Ralph, Fanny?" + +"Horatio, of course." + + + + +XII + + +1 + +If any rumour circulated round Wyck-on-the-Hill, sooner or later it was +bound to reach the old lady at the Dower House. The Dower House was the +redistributing centre for the news of the district. + +Thus Mr. Waddington heard that Mrs. Levitt was talking about letting the +White House furnished; that she was in debt to all the tradesmen in the +place; that her rent at Mrs. Trinder's was still owing; that her losses +at bridge were never paid for. He heard that if Major Markham had been +thinking of Mrs. Levitt, he had changed his mind; there was even a +definite rumour about a broken engagement. Anyhow, Major Markham was now +paying unmistakable attentions to the youngest Miss Hawtrey of +Medlicott. But as, engagement or no engagement, his attentions to Mrs. +Levitt had been unmistakable too, their rupture required some +explanation. It was supposed that the letter which the Major's mother, +old Mrs. Markham of Medlicott, received from her daughter, Mrs. Dick +Benham of Tunbridge Wells, did very thoroughly explain it. There had +been "things" in that letter which Mrs. Markham had not been able to +repeat, but you gathered from her singular reticence that they had +something to do with Dick Benham and Mrs. Levitt, and that they showed +conclusively that Elise was not what old Mrs. Waddington called "a nice +woman." + +"They say she led Frank Levitt an awful life. The Benhams, my dear, +won't have her in the house." + +But all this was trivial compared with the correspondence that now +passed between Mr. Waddington and Elise. He admitted now that old +Corbett had known what he was talking about when he had warned him that +he would be landed--landed, if he didn't take care, to the tune of five +hundred and fifty-five pounds. His letters to Mrs. Levitt, dictated to +Barbara Madden, revealed the care he had to take. From motives which +appeared to him chivalrous he had refrained from showing Barbara Mrs. +Levitt's letters to him. He left her to gather their crude substance +from his admirable replies. + +"'MY DEAR MRS. LEVITT: + +"'I am afraid I must advise you to give up the scheme if it depends on +my co-operation. I thought I had defined my position--' + +"Defined my position is good, I think." + +"It sounds good," said Barbara. + +"'That position remains what it was. And as your exceptionally fine +intelligence cannot fail to understand it, no more need be said. + +"'At least I hope it is so. I should be sorry if our very pleasant +relations terminated in disappointment--'" + +For one instant she could see him smile, feeling voluptuously the sharp, +bright edge of his word before it cut him. He drew back, scowling above +a sudden sombre flush of memory. + +"Disappointment--" said Barbara, giving him his cue. + +"Disappointment is not quite the word. I want something--something more +chivalrous." + +His eyes turned away from her, pretending to look for it. + +"Ah--now I have it. 'Very pleasant relations terminated on a note--on a +note of--on an unexpected note. + +"'With kind regards, very sincerely yours, + +"'HORATIO BYSSHE WADDINGTON.' + +"You will see, Barbara, that I am saying precisely the same thing, but +saying it inoffensively, as a gentleman should." + +Forty-eight hours later he dictated: + +"'DEAR MRS. LEVITT: + +"'No: I have no suggestion to make except that you curtail your very +considerable expenditure. For the rest, believe me it is as disagreeable +for me to be obliged to refuse your request as I am sure it must be for +you to make it--' + +"H'm. Rest--request. That won't do. 'As disagreeable for me to have to +refuse as it must be for you to ask.' + +"Simpler, that. Never use an elaborate phrase where a simple one will +do. + +"'You are good enough to say I have done so much for you in the past. I +have done what I could; but you will pardon me if I say there is a limit +beyond which I cannot go. + +"'Sincerely yours, + +"'HORATIO B. WADDINGTON.' + +"I've sent her a cheque for fifty-five pounds already. That ought to +have settled her." + +"Settled her? You don't mean to say you sent her a _cheque?_" + +"I did." + +"You oughtn't to have sent her anything at all." + +"But I'd promised it, Barbara--" + +"I don't care. You ought to have waited." + +"I wanted to close the account and have done with her." + +"That isn't the way to close it, sending cheques. That cheque will have +to go through Parson's Bank. Supposing Toby sees it?" + +"What if he does?" + +"He might object. He might even make a row about it." + +"What could I do? I had to pay her." + +"You could have made the cheque payable to me. It would have passed as +my quarter's salary. I could have cashed it and you could have given her +notes." + +"And if Toby remembered their numbers?" + +"You could have changed them for ten shilling notes in Cheltenham." + +"All these elaborate precautions!" + +"You can't be too precautions when you're dealing with a woman like +that.... Is this all you've given her?" + +"All?" + +"Yes. Did you ever give her anything any other time?" + +"Well--possibly--from time to time--" + +"Have you any idea of the total amount?" + +"I can't say off-hand. And I can't see what it has to do with it." + +"It has everything to do with it. Can you find out?" + +"Certainly, if I look up my old cheque books." + +"You'd better do that now." + +He turned, gloomily, to his writing-table. The cheque books for the +current year and the year before it betrayed various small loans to Mrs. +Levitt, amounting in all to a hundred and fifty pounds odd. + +"Oh, dear," said Barbara, "all that's down against you. Still--it's all +ante-Wednesday. What a pity you didn't pay her that fifty-five before +your interview." + +"How do you mean?" + +"It's pretty certain she's misinterpreted your paying it now so soon." + +"After the interview? Do you really think she misunderstood me, +Barbara?" + +"I think she wants you to think she did." + +"You think she's trying--trying--to--" + +"To sell you her silence? Yes, I do." + +"Good God! I never thought of that. Blackmail." + +"I don't suppose for a minute she thinks she's blackmailing you. She's +just trying it on.... And she may raise her price, too. She won't rest +till she's got that five hundred out of you." + +Mrs. Levitt's next communication would appear to have supported +Barbara's suspicion, for Mr. Waddington was compelled to answer it thus: + +"DEAR MRS. LEVITT: + +"You say you were 'right then' and that my 'promises' were +'conditional'"-- + +(You could tell where the inverted commas came by the biting clip of his +tone.) + +--"I fail to appreciate the point of this allusion. I cannot imagine +what conditions you refer to. I made none. As for promises, I am not +responsible for the somewhat restricted interpretation you see fit to +put on a friend's general expressions of goodwill. + +"Yours truly, + +"HORATIO BYSSHE WADDINGTON." + +His last letter, a day later, never got as far as its signature. + +"DEAR MADAM: + +"My decision will not be affected by the contingency you suggest. You +are at perfect liberty to say what you like. Nobody will believe you." + +"That, I think, is as far as I can go." + +"Much too far," said Barbara. + +"And that's taking her too seriously." + +"Much. You mustn't send that letter." + +"Why not?" + +"Because it gives you away." + +"Gives me away? It seems to me most guarded." + +"It isn't. It implies that there _are_ things she might say. Even if you +don't mind her saying them you mustn't put it in writing." + +"Ah-h. There's something in that. Of course, I could threaten her with a +lawyer's letter. But somehow--The fact is, Barbara, if you're a +decent man you're handicapped in dealing with a lady. Delicacy. There +are things that could be said. Material things--most material to the +case. But I can't say them." + +"No. You can't say them. But I can. I think I could stop the whole thing +in five minutes, if I saw Mrs. Levitt. Will you leave it to me?" + +"Come--I don't know--" + +"Why not? I assure you it'll be all right." + +"Well. Perhaps. It's a matter of business. A pure matter of business." + +"It certainly is that. There's no reason why you shouldn't hand it over +to your secretary." + +He hesitated. He was still afraid of what Elise might say to Barbara. + +"You will understand that she is in a very unbalanced state. Excitable. +A woman in that state is apt to put interpretations on the most +innocent--er--acts." + +"She won't be able to put on any after I've done with her. If it comes +to that, I can put on interpretations too." + +Mr. Waddington then, at Barbara's dictation, wrote a short note to Mrs. +Levitt inviting her to call and see him that afternoon at three o'clock. + + +2 + +At three o'clock Barbara was ready for her. + +She had assumed for the occasion her War Office manner, that firm +sweetness with which she used to stand between importunate interviewers +and her chief. It had made her the joy of her department. + +"Mr. Waddington is extremely sorry he is not able to see you himself. He +is engaged with his agent at the moment." + +Mr. Waddington had, indeed, created that engagement. + +"Engaged? But I have an appointment." + +"Yes. He's very sorry. He said if there was anything I could do for +you--" + +"Thank you, Miss Madden. If it's all the same to you, I'd much rather +see Mr. Waddington himself. I can wait." + +"I wouldn't advise you to. I'm afraid he may be a long time. He has some +very important business on hand just now." + +"_My_ business," said Mrs. Levitt, "is very important." + +"Oh, if it's only business," Barbara said, "I think we can settle it at +once. I've had most of the correspondence in my hands and I think I know +all the circumstances." + +"You have had the correspondence in your hands?" + +"Well, you see, I'm Mr. Waddington's secretary. That's what I'm here +for." + +"I didn't know he trusted his private business to his secretary." + +"He's obliged to. He has so much of it. You surely don't expect him to +copy out his own letters?" + +"I don't expect him to hand over my letters to other people to read." + +"I haven't read your letters, Mrs. Levitt. I've merely taken down his +answers to copy out and file for reference." + +"Then, my dear Miss Madden, you don't know all the circumstances." + +"At any rate, I can tell you what Mr. Waddington intends to do and what +he doesn't. You want to see him, I suppose, about the loan for the +investment?" + +Mrs. Levitt was too profoundly disconcerted to reply. + +Barbara went on in her firm sweetness. "I know he's very sorry not to be +able to do more, but, as you know, he did not advise the investment and +he can't possibly advance anything for it beyond the fifty pounds he has +already paid you." + +"Since you know so much about it," said Mrs. Levitt with a certain calm, +subdued truculence, "you may as well know everything. You are quite +mistaken in supposing that Mr. Waddington did not advise the investment. +On the contrary, it was on his representations that I decided to invest. +And it was on the strength of the security he offered that my solicitors +advanced me the money. He is responsible for the whole business; he has +made me enter into engagements that I cannot meet without him, and when +I ask him to fulfil his pledges he lets me down." + +"I don't think Mr. Waddington knows that your solicitors advanced the +money. There is no reference to them in the correspondence." + +"I think, if you'll look through your _files_, or if Mr. Waddington will +look through his, you'll find you are mistaken." + +"I can tell Mr. Waddington what you've told me and let you know what he +says. If you don't mind waiting a minute I can let you know now." + +She sought out Mr. Waddington in his office--luckily it was situated in +the kitchen wing, the one farthest from the library. She found him alone +in it (the agent had gone), sitting in a hard Windsor chair. He knew +that Elise couldn't pursue him into his office; it was even doubtful +whether she knew where it was. He had retreated into it as into some +impregnable position. + +Not that he looked safe. His face sagged more than ever, as though the +Postlethwaite nose had withdrawn its support from that pale flesh of +funk. If it had any clear meaning at all it expressed a terrified +expectation of blackmail. His very moustache and hair drooped +lamentably. + +"Are you disengaged?" she said. + +"Yes. But for God's sake don't tell her that." + +"It's all right. She knows she isn't going to see you." + +"Well?" + +She felt the queer, pathetic clinging of his mind to her as if it +realized that she held his honour and Fanny's happiness in her hands. + +"She's not going to give up that five hundred without a struggle." + +"The deuce she isn't. On what grounds does she claim it?" + +"She says you advised her to make a certain investment, and that you +promised to lend her half the sum she wanted." + +"I made no promise. I said, 'Perhaps that sum might be forthcoming.' I +made it very clear that it would depend on circumstances." + +"On circumstances that she understood--knew about?" + +"Er--on circumstances that--No. She didn't know about them." + +"Still, you made conditions?" + +"No. I made--a mental reservation." + +"She seems to be aware of the circumstances that influenced you. She +thinks you've gone back on your word." + +"I have gone back on nothing. My word's sacred. The woman lies." + +"She sticks to it that the promise was made, that on the strength of it +she invested a certain sum of money through her solicitors, that they +advanced the money on that security and you advised the investment." + +"I did not advise it. I advised her to give it up. I wrote to her. You +took down the letter.... No, you didn't. I copied that one myself." + +"Have you got it? I'd better show it her." + +"Yes. It's--it's--confound it, it's in my private drawer." + +"Can't I find it?" + +He hesitated. He didn't like the idea of anybody, even little Barbara, +rummaging in his private drawer, but he had to choose the lesser of two +evils, and that letter would put the matter beyond a doubt. + +"Here's the key," he said, and gave it her. "It's dated October the +thirtieth or thirty-first. But it's all humbug. I've reason to believe +that money was never invested at all. It's all debts. She hasn't a leg +to stand on. Not a leg." + +"Not a stump," said Barbara. "Leave her to me." + +She went back to the library. Mrs. Levitt's face lifted itself in +excited questioning. + +"One moment, Mrs. Levitt." + +After a slightly prolonged search in Mr. Waddington's private drawer she +found the letter of October tie thirty-first, and returned with it to +the office. It was very short and clear: + +"MY DEAR ELISE: + +"I cannot promise anything--it depends on circumstances. But if you sent +me the name and address of your solicitors it might help." + +"Take it," he said, "and show it her." + + +3 + +Barbara went back again to the library and her final battle with Elise. + +This time she had armed herself with the cheque books. + +Mrs. Levitt began, "Well--?" + +"Mr. Waddington says he is very sorry if there's any misunderstanding. I +don't know whether you remember getting this letter from him?" + +Mrs. Levitt blinked hard as she read the letter. + +"Of course I remember." + +"You see that he could hardly have stated his position more clearly." + +"But--this letter is dated October the thirty-first. The promise I refer +to was made long after that." + +"It doesn't appear so from his letters--all that I've taken down. If you +can show me anything in writing--" + +"Writing? Mr. Waddington is a gentleman and he was my friend. I never +dreamed of pinning him down to promises in writing. I thought his word +was enough. I never dreamed of his going back on it. And after +compromising me the way he's done." + +Barbara's eyebrows lifted delicately, innocently. "_Has_ he compromised +you?" + +"He has." + +"How?" + +"Never mind how. Quite enough to start all sorts of unpleasant stories." + +"You shouldn't listen to them. People will tell stories without anything +to start them." + +"That doesn't make them any less unpleasant. I should have thought the +very least Mr. Waddington could do--" + +"Would be to pay you compensation?" + +"There can be no compensation in a case of this sort, Miss Madden. I'm +not talking about compensation. Mr. Waddington must realize that he +cannot compromise me without compromising himself." + +"I should think he would realize it, you know." + +"Then he ought to realize that he is not exactly in a position to +repudiate his engagements." + +"Do you consider that _you_ are in a position--exactly--to hold him to +engagements he never entered into?" + +"I've told you already that he has let me in for engagements that I +cannot meet if he goes back on his word." + +"I see. And you want to make it unpleasant for him. As unpleasant as you +possibly can?" + +"I can make it even more unpleasant for him, Miss Madden, than it is for +me." + +"What, after all the compromising?" + +"I think so. If, for instance, I chose to tell somebody what happened +the other day, what you saw yourself." + +"_Did_ I see anything?" + +"You can't deny that you saw something you were not meant to see." + +"You mean Wednesday afternoon? Well, if Mr. Waddington chose to say that +I saw you in a bad fit of hysterics I shouldn't deny _that_." + +"I see. You're well posted, Miss Madden." + +"I am, rather. But supposing you told everybody in the place he was +caught making love to you, what good would it do you?" + +"Excuse me, we're not talking about the good it would do me, but the +harm it would do him." + +"Same thing," said Barbara. "Supposing you told everybody and nobody +believed you?" + +"Everybody will believe me. You forget that those stories have been +going about long before Wednesday." + +"All the better for Mr. Waddington and all the worse for you. You were +compromised before Wednesday. Then why, if you didn't like being +compromised, did you consent to come to tea alone with him when his wife +was away?" + +"I came on business, _as you know_." + +"You came to borrow money from a man who had compromised you? If you're +so careful of your reputation I should have thought that would have been +the last thing you'd have done." + +"You're forgetting my friendship with Mr. Waddington." + +"You said business just now. Friendship or business, or business _and_ +friendship, I don't think you're making out a very good case for +yourself, Mrs. Levitt. But supposing you did make it out, and supposing +Mr. Waddington did lose his head and _was_ making love to you on +Wednesday, do you imagine people here are going to take _your_ part +against _him_?" + +"He's not so popular in Wyck as all that." + +"He mayn't be, but his caste is. Immensely popular with the county, +which I suppose is all you care about. You must remember, Mrs. Levitt, +that he's Mr. Waddington of Wyck; you're not fighting one Mr. +Waddington, but three hundred years of Waddingtons. You're up against +all his ancestors." + +"I don't care _that_ for his ancestors," said Mrs. Levitt with a +gesture of the thumb. + +"You may not. I certainly don't. But other people do. Major Markham, the +Hawtreys, the Thurstons, even the Corbetts, do you suppose they're all +going to turn against him because he lost his head for a minute on a +Wednesday? Ten to one they'll all think, and _say_, you made him do it." + +"I made him? Preposterous!" + +"Not so preposterous as you imagine. You must make allowances for +people's prejudices. If you wanted to stand clear you shouldn't have +taken all that money from him." + +"All that money indeed! A loan, a mere temporary loan, for an investment +he recommended." + +"Not only that loan, but--" Barbara produced the cheque books with +their damning counterfoils. "Look here--twenty-five pounds on the +thirty-first of January. And here--October last year, and July, and +January before that--More than a hundred and fifty altogether. How +are you going to account for that? + +"And who's going to believe that Mr. Waddington paid all that for +nothing, if some particularly nasty person gets up and says he didn't? +You see what a horrible position you'd be in, don't you?" + +Mrs. Levitt didn't answer. Her face thickened slightly with a dreadful +flush. Her nerve was going. + +Barbara watched it go. She followed up her advantage. "And supposing I +were to tell everybody--his friend, Major Markham, say--that you were +pressing him for that five hundred, immediately _after_ the affair of +Wednesday, on threats of exposure, wouldn't that look very like +blackmail?" + +"Blackmail? _Really_, Miss Madden--" + +"I don't suppose you _mean_ it for blackmail; I'm only pointing out what +it'll look like. It won't look _well_.... Much better face the facts. +You _can't_ do Mr. Waddington any real harm, short of forcing his wife +to get a separation." + +There was a black gleam in Mrs. Levitt's eyes. "Precisely. And +supposing--since we _are_ supposing--I told Mrs. Waddington of his +behaviour?" + +"Too late. Mr. Waddington has told her himself." + +"His own version." + +"Certainly, his own version." + +"And supposing I gave mine?" + +"Do. Whatever you say it'll be your word against ours and she won't +believe you. If she did she'd think it was all your fault.... And +remember, I have the evidence for your attempts at blackmail. + +"I don't think," said Barbara, going to the door and opening it, +"there's anything more to be said." + +Mrs. Levitt walked out with her agitated waddle. Barbara followed her +amicably to the front door. There Elise made her last stand. + +"_Good_ afternoon, Miss Madden. I congratulate Mr. Waddington--on the +partnership." + +Barbara rushed to the relief of the besieged in his office redoubt. + +"It's all over!" she shouted at him joyously. + +Mr. Waddington did not answer all at once. He was still sitting in his +uneasy Windsor chair, absorbed in meditation. He had brought out a +little note from his inmost pocket and as he looked at it he smiled. + +It began thus, and its date was the Saturday following that dreadful +Wednesday: + +"MY DEAR MR. WADDINGTON: + +"After the way you have stood by me and helped me in the past, I cannot +believe that it is all over, and that I can come to you, my generous +friend, and be repulsed--" + +He looked up. "How did she behave, Barbara?" "Oh--she wanted to bite--to +bite badly; but I drew all her teeth, very gently, one by one." Teeth. +Elise's teeth--drawn by Barbara. + +He tore the note into little bits, and, as he watched them flutter into +the waste-paper basket, he sighed. He rose heavily. + +"Let's go and tell Fanny all about it," said Barbara. + + + + +XIII + + +1 + +"I hope you realize, Horatio, that it was Barbara who got you out of +that mess?" + +"Barbara showed a great deal of intelligence; but you must give me +credit for some tact and discretion of my own," Mr. Waddington said as +he left the drawing-room. + +"_Was_ he tactful and discreet?" + +"His first letters," said Barbara, "were masterpieces of tact and +discretion. Before he saw the danger. Afterwards I think his nerve may +have gone a bit. Whose wouldn't?" + +"It _was_ clever of you, Barbara. All the same, it must have been rather +awful, going for her like that." + +"Yes." + +Now that it was all over Barbara saw that it had been awful; rather like +a dog-fight. She had been going round and round, rolling with Mrs. +Levitt in the mud; so much mud that for purposes of sheer cleanliness it +hardly seemed to matter which of them was top dog at the finish. All she +could see was that it had to be done and there wasn't anybody else to do +it. + +"You see," Fanny went on, "she had a sort of case. He _was_ making love +to her and she didn't like it. It doesn't seem quite fair to turn on her +after that." + +"She did all the turning. I wouldn't have said a thing if she hadn't +tried to put the screw on. Somebody had got to stop it." + +"Yes," Fanny said. "Yes. Still, I wish we could have let her go in +peace." + +"There wasn't any peace for her to go in; and she wouldn't have gone. +She'd have been here now, with his poor thumb in her screw. After all, +Fanny, I only pointed out how beastly it would be for her if she didn't +go. And I only did that because he was your husband, and it was your +thumb, really." + +"Yes, darling, yes; I know what you did it for. ... Oh, I wish she +wasn't so horribly badly off." + +"So do I, then it wouldn't have happened. But how can you be such an +angel to her, Fanny?" + +"I'm not. I'm only decent. I hate using our position to break her poor +back. Telling her we're Waddingtons of Wyck and she's only Mrs. Levitt." + +"It was the handiest weapon. And you didn't use it. _I'm_ not a +Waddington of Wyck. Besides, it's true; she can't blackmail him in his +own county. You don't seem to realize how horrid she was, and how jolly +dangerous." + +"No," Fanny said, "I don't realize people's horridness. As for danger, I +don't want to disparage your performance, Barbara, but she seems to me +to have been an easy prey." + +"You _are_ disparaging me," said Barbara. + +"I'm not. I only don't like to think of you enjoying that nasty scrap." + +"I only enjoyed it on your account." + +"And I oughtn't to grudge you your enjoyment when we reap the benefit. I +don't know what Horatio would have done without you. I shudder to think +of the mess he'd have made of it himself." + +"He was making rather a mess of it," Barbara said, "when I took it on." + +"Well," said Fanny, "I daresay I'm a goose. Perhaps I ought to be +grateful to Mrs. Levitt. If he was on the look-out for adventures, it's +just as well he hit on one that'll keep him off it for the future. She'd +have been far more deadly if she'd been a nice woman. If he _must_ make +love." + +"Only then he couldn't very well have done it," Barbara said. + +"Oh, couldn't he! You never can tell what a man'll do, once he's begun," +said Fanny. + + +2 + +Meanwhile Mrs. Levitt stayed on, having failed to let her house for the +winter. She seemed to be acting on Barbara's advice and refraining from +any malignant activity; for no report of the Waddington affair had as +yet penetrated into the tea-parties and little dinners at +Wyck-on-the-Hill. Punctually every Friday evening Mr. Thurston of the +Elms, and either Mr. Hawtrey or young Hawtrey of Medlicott, turned up at +the White House for their bridge. If Mrs. Dick Benham chose to write +venomous letters about Elise Levitt to old Mrs. Markham, that was no +reason why they should throw over an agreeable woman whose hospitality +had made Wyck-on-the-Hill a place to live in, so long as she behaved +decently _in_ the place. They kept it up till past midnight now that +Mrs. Levitt had had the happy idea of serving a delicious supper at +eleven. (She had paid her debts of honour with Mr. Waddington's five +pounds; the fifty she reserved, in fancy, for the cost of the chickens +and the trifles and the Sauterne.) In Mr. Thurston and the Hawtreys the +bridge habit and the supper habit, and what Billy Hawtrey called the +Levitty habit, was so strong that it overrode their sense of loyalty to +Major Markham. The impression created by Mrs. Dick Benham only +heightened their enjoyment in doing every Friday what Mrs. Thurston and +Mrs. Hawtrey persisted in regarding as a risky thing. "There was no harm +in Elise Levitt," they said. + +So every Friday, after midnight, respectable householders, sleeping on +either side of the White House, were wakened by the sudden opening of +her door, by shrill "Good nights" called out from the threshold and +answered by bass voices up the street, by the shutting of the door and +the shriek of the bolt as it slid to. + +And the Rector went about saying, in his genial way, that he liked Mrs. +Levitt, that she was well connected, and that there was no harm in her. +So long as any parishioner was a frequent attendant at church, and a +regular subscriber to the coal and blanket club, and a reliable source +of soup and puddings for the poor, it was hard to persuade him that +there was any harm in them. Fanny Waddington said of him that if +Beelzebub subscribed to his coal and blanket club he'd ask him to tea. +He had a stiff face for uncharitable people; Elise was received almost +ostentatiously at the rectory as a protest against scandal-mongering; +and he made a point of stopping to talk to her when he met her in the +street. + +This might have meant the complete rehabilitation of Elise, but that +the Rector's geniality was too indiscriminate, too perfunctory, too +Christian, as Fanny put it, to afford any sound social protection; and, +ultimately, the approval of the rectory was disastrous to Elise, letting +her in, as she afterwards complained bitterly, for Miss Gregg. Meanwhile +it helped her with people like Mrs. Bostock and Mrs. Cleaver and Mrs. +Jackson, who wanted to be charitable and to stand well with the Rector. + +Then, in the December following the Waddington affair, Wyck was +astonished by the friendship that sprang up, suddenly, between Mrs. +Levitt and Miss Gregg, the governess at the rectory. + +There was a reason for it--there always is a reason for these +things--and Mrs. Bostock named it when she named young Billy Hawtrey. +Friendship with Mrs. Levitt provided Miss Gregg with, unlimited +facilities for meeting Billy, who was always running over from Medlicott +to the White House. Miss Gregg's passion for young Billy hung by so +slender, so nervous, and so insecure a thread that it required the +continual support of conversation with an experienced and sympathetic +friend. Miss Gregg had never known anybody so sympathetic and so +experienced as Mrs. Levitt. The first time they were alone together she +had seen by Elise's face that she had some secret like her own (Miss +Gregg meant Major Markham), and that she would understand. And one +strict confidence leading to another, before very long Miss Gregg had +captured that part of Elise's secret that related to Mr. Waddington. + +It was through Miss Gregg's subsequent activities that it first became +known in Wyck that Mrs. Levitt had referred to Mr. Waddington as "that +horrible old man." This might have been very damaging to Mr. Waddington +but that Annie Trinder, at the Manor, had told her aunt, Mrs. Trinder, +that Mr. Waddington spoke of Mrs. Levitt as "that horrible woman," and +had given orders that she was not to be admitted if she called. It was +then felt that there might possibly be more than one side to the +question. + +Then, bit by bit, through the repeated indiscretions of Miss Gregg, the +whole affair of Mrs. Levitt and Mr. Waddington came out. It travelled +direct from Miss Gregg to the younger Miss Hawtrey of Medlicott, and +finally reached Sir John Corbett by way of old Hawtrey, who had it from +his wife, who didn't believe a word of it. + +Sir John didn't believe a word of it, either. At any rate, that was what +he said to Lady Corbett. To himself he wondered whether there wasn't +"something in it." He would give a good deal to know, and he made up +his mind that the next time he saw Waddington he'd get it out of him. + +He saw him the very next day. + +Ever since that dreadful Wednesday an uneasy mind had kept Mr. +Waddington for ever calling on his neighbours. He wanted to find out +from their behaviour and their faces whether they knew anything and how +much they knew. He lived in perpetual fear of what that horrible woman +might say or do. The memory of what _he_ had said and done that +Wednesday no longer disturbed his complete satisfaction with himself. He +couldn't think of Elise as horrible without at the same time thinking of +himself as the pure and chivalrous spirit that had resisted her. +Automatically he thought of himself as pure and chivalrous. And in the +rare but beastly moments when he did remember what he had done and said +to Elise and what Elise had done and said to him, when he felt again her +hand beating him off and heard her voice crying out: "You old imbecile!" +automatically he thought of her as cold. Some women were like +that--cold. Deficient in natural feeling. Only an abnormal coldness +could have made her repulse him as she did. She had told him to his +face, in her indecent way, that love was _the_ most ridiculous thing. +He couldn't, for the life of him, understand how a thing that was so +delightful to other women could he ridiculous to Elise; but there it +was. + +Absolutely abnormal, that. His vanity received immense consolation in +thinking of Elise as abnormal. + +His mind passed without a jolt or a jar from one consideration to its +opposite. Elise was cold and he was normally and nobly passionate Elise +was horrible and he was chivalrously pure. Whichever way he had it he +was consoled. + +But you couldn't tell in what awful light the thing might present itself +to other people. + +It was this doubt that drove him to Underwoods one afternoon early in +January, ostensibly to deliver his greetings for the New Year. + +After tea Sir John lured him into his library for a smoke. The peculiar +smile and twinkle at play on his fat face should have warned Mr. +Waddington of what was imminent. + +They puffed in an amicable silence for about two minutes before he +began. + +"Ever see anything of Mrs. Levitt now?" + +Mr. Waddington raised his eyebrows as if surprised at this impertinence. +He seemed to be debating with himself whether he would condescend to +answer it or not. + +"No," he said presently, "I don't." + +"Taken my advice and dropped it, have you?" + +"I should say, rather, it dropped itself." + +"I'm glad to hear that, Waddington; I'm very glad to hear it. I always +said, you know, you'd get landed if you didn't look out." + +"My dear Corbett, I did look out. You don't imagine I was going to be +let in more than I could help." + +"Wise after the event, what?" + +Mr. Waddington thought: "He's trying to pump me." He was determined not +to be pumped. Corbett should not get anything out of him. + +"After what event? Fanny's called several times, but she doesn't care to +keep it up. Neither, to tell the honest truth, do I.... Why?" + +Sir John was twinkling at him in his exasperating way. + +"Why? Because, my dear fellow, the woman's going about everywhere saying +she's given _you_ up." + +"I don't care," said Mr. Waddington, "what she says. Quite immaterial to +me." + +"You mayn't care, but your friends do, Waddington." + +"It's very good of them. But they can save themselves the trouble." + +He thought: "He isn't going to get anything out of me." + +"Oh, come, you don't suppose we believe a word of it." + +They looked at each other. Sir John thought: "I'll get it out of him." +And Mr. Waddington thought: "I'll get it out of him." + +"You might as well tell me what you're talking about," he said. + +"My dear chap, it's what Mrs. Levitt's talking about. That's the point." + +"Mrs. Levitt!" + +"Yes. She's a dangerous woman, Waddington. I told you you were doing a +risky thing taking up with her like that.... And there's Hawtrey doing +the same thing, the very same thing.... But he's a middle-aged man, so I +suppose he thinks he's safe. ... But if he was ten years younger-- +Hang it all, Waddington, if I was a younger man I shouldn't feel safe. I +shouldn't, really. I can't think what there is about her. There's +something." + +"Yes," said Mr. Waddington, "there's something." + +Something. He wasn't going to let Corbett think him so middle-aged that +he was impervious to its charm. + +"What is it?" said Sir John. "She isn't handsome, yet she gets all the +young fellows running after her. There was Markham, and Thurston, and +there's young Hawtrey. It's only sober old chaps like me who don't get +landed.... Upon my word, Waddington, I shouldn't blame you if you _had_ +lost your head." + +Mr. Waddington felt shaken in his determination not to let Corbett get +it out of him. It was also clear that, if he did admit to having for one +wild moment lost his head, Corbett would think none the worse of him. He +would then be classed with Markham and young Billy, whereas if he denied +it, he would only rank himself with old fossils like Corbett. And he +couldn't bear it. There was such a thing as doing yourself an +unnecessary injustice. + +Sir John watched him hovering round the trap he had laid for him. + +"Absolutely between ourselves," he said. "_Did_ you?" + +Under Mr. Waddington's iron-grey moustache you could see the +Rabelaisian smile answering the Rabelaisian twinkle. For the life of him +he couldn't resist it. + +"Well--between ourselves, Corbett, absolutely--to be perfectly honest, I +did. There _is_ something about her.... Just for a second, you know. It +didn't come to anything." + +"Didn't it? She says you made violent love to her." + +"I won't swear what I wouldn't have done if I hadn't pulled myself up +in time." + +At this point it occurred to him that if Elise had betrayed the secret +of his love-making she would also have told her own tale of its repulse. +That had to be accounted for. + +"I can tell you one queer thing about that woman, Corbett. She's +cold--cold." + +"Oh, come, Waddington--" + +"You wouldn't think it--" + +"I don't," said Sir John, with a loud guffaw. + +"But I assure you, my dear Corbett, she's simply wooden. Talk of making +love, you might as well make love to--to a chair or a cabinet. I can +tell you Markham's had a lucky escape." + +"I don't imagine that's what put him off," said Sir John. "He knew +something." + +"What do you suppose he knew?" + +"Something the Benhams told them, I fancy. They'd some queer story. +Rather think she ran after Dicky, and Mrs. Benham didn't like it." + +"Don't know what she wanted with him. Couldn't have been in love with +him, I will say that for her." + +"Well, she seems to have preferred their bungalow to her own. Anyhow, +they couldn't get her out of it." + +"I don't believe that story. We must be fair to the woman, Corbett." + +He thought he had really done it very well. Not only had he accounted +honourably for his repulse, but he had cleared Elise. And he had cleared +himself from the ghastly imputation of middle-age. Repulse or no +repulse, he was proud of his spurt of youthful passion. + +And in another minute he had persuaded himself that his main motive had +been the desire to be fair to Elise. + +"H'm! I don't know about being fair," said Sir John. "Anyhow, I +congratulate you on your lucky escape." + +Mr. Waddington rose to go. "Of course--about what I told you--you won't +let it go any further?" + +Sir John laughed out loud. "Of course I won't. Only wanted to know how +far _you_ went. Might have gone farther and fared worse, what?" + +He rose, too, laughing. "If anybody tries to pump me I shall say you +behaved very well. So you did, my dear fellow, so you did. Considering +the provocation." + +He could afford to laugh. He had got it out of poor old Waddington, as +he said he would. But to the eternal honour of Sir John Corbett, it did +not go any further. When people tried to get it out of him he simply +said that there was nothing in it, and that to his certain knowledge +Waddington had behaved very well. As Barbara had prophesied, nobody +believed that he had behaved otherwise. It was not for nothing that he +was Mr. Waddington of Wyck. + +And in consequence of the revelations she had made to her friend, Miss +Gregg, very early in the New Year Elise found other doors closed to her +besides the Markhams' and the Waddingtons'. And behind the doors on each +side of the White House respectable householders could sleep in their +beds on Friday nights without fear of being wakened by the opening and +shutting of Mrs. Levitt's door and by the shrill "Good nights" called +out from its threshold and answered up the street The merry bridge +parties and the little suppers were no more. + +Even the Rector's geniality grew more and more Christian and +perfunctory, till he too left off stopping to talk to Mrs. Levitt when +he met her in the street. + + +3 + +Mr. Waddington's confession to Sir John was about the only statement +relating to the Waddington affair which did not go any further. Thus a +very curious and interesting report of it reached Ralph Bevan through +Colonel Grainger, when he heard for the first time of the part Barbara +had played in it. + +In the story Elise had told in strict confidence to Miss Gregg, Mr. +Waddington had been deadly afraid of her and had beaten a cowardly +retreat behind Barbara's big guns. Not that either Elise or Miss Gregg +would have admitted for one moment that her guns were big; Colonel +Grainger had merely inferred the deadliness of her fire from the +demoralization of the enemy. + +"Your little lady, Bevan," he said, "seems to have come off best in that +encounter." + +"We needn't worry any more about the compact, Barbara, now I know about +it," Ralph said, as they walked together. Snow had fallen. The Cotswolds +were all white, netted with the purplish brown filigree-work of the +trees. Their feet went crunching through the furry crystals of the snow. + +"No. That's one good thing she's done." + +"Was it very funny, your scrap?" + +"It seemed funnier at the time than it did afterwards. It was really +rather beastly. Fanny didn't like it." + +"You could hardly expect her to. There's a limit to Fanny's sense of +humour." + +"There's a limit to mine. Fanny was right. I had to fight her with the +filthiest weapons. I had to tell her she couldn't do anything because he +was Waddington of Wyck, and she was up against all his ancestors. I had +to drag in his ancestors." + +"That was bad." + +"I know it was. It's what Fanny hated. And no wonder. She made me feel +such a miserable little snob, Ralph." + +"Fanny did?" + +"Yes. _She_ couldn't have done it. She'd have let her do her damnedest." + +"That's because Fanny's an incurable little aristocrat. She's got more +Waddington of Wyckedness in her little finger than Horatio has in all +his ego; and she despises Mrs. Levitt. She wouldn't have condescended to +scrap with her." + +"The horrible thing is, it's true. He can do what he likes and nothing +happens to him. He can turn the Ballingers out of their house and +nothing happens. He can make love to a woman who doesn't want to be made +love to and nothing happens. Because he's Waddington of Wyck." + +"He's Waddington of Wyck, but he isn't such a bad old thing, really. +People laugh at him, but they like him because he's so funny. And +they've taken Mrs. Levitt's measure pretty accurately." + +"You don't think, then, I was too big a beast to her?" + +Ralph laughed. + +"Somebody had to save him, Ralph. After all, he's Fanny's husband." + +"Yes, after all, he's Fanny's husband." + +"So you don't--do you?" + +"Of course I don't.... What's he doing now?" + +"Oh, just pottering about with his book. It's nearly finished." + +"You've kept it up?" + +"Rather. There isn't a sentence he mightn't have written himself. I +think I'm going to let him go back to Lower Wyck on the last page and +end there. In his Manor. I thought of putting something in about +holly-decked halls and Yule logs on the Christmas hearth. He was +photographed the other day. In the snow." + +"Gorgeous." + +"I wonder if he'll really settle down now. Or if he'll do it all over +again some day with somebody else." + +"You can't tell. You can't possibly tell. He may do anything." + +"That's what we feel about him," Barbara said. + +"Endless possibilities. Yet you'd think he couldn't go one better than +Mrs. Levitt." + +For the next half-mile they disputed whether in the scene with Mrs. +Levitt he was or was not really funny. Ralph was inclined to think that +he might have been purely disgusting. + +"You didn't _see_ him, Ralph. You've no right to say he wasn't funny." + +"No. No. I didn't see him. You needn't rub it in, Barbara." + +"We've got to wait and see what he does next. It may be your turn any +day." + +"We can't expect him to do very much for a little while. He must be a +bit exhausted with this last stunt." + +"Yes. And the funny thing is he has moments when you don't laugh at him. +Moments of calm, beautiful peace.... You come on him walking in his +garden looking for snowdrops in the snow. Or he's sitting in his +library, reading Buchan's 'History of the Great War.' Happy. Not +thinking about himself at all. Then you're sorry you ever laughed at +him." + +"I'm not," Ralph said. "He owes it us. He does nothing else to justify +his existence." + +"Yes. But he exists. He exists. And somehow, it's pretty mysterious +when you think of it. You wonder whether you mayn't have seen him all +wrong. Whether all the time he isn't just, a simple old thing. When you +get that feeling--of his mysteriousness, Ralph--somehow you're done." + +"I haven't had it yet." + +"Oh, it's there. You'll get it some day." + +"You see, Barbara, how right I was? We can't keep off him." + + + + +XIV + + +1 + +It was Sunday, the last week of Horry's holidays. All through supper he +had been talking about cycling to Cirencester if the frost held, to +skate on the canal. + +The frost did hold, and in the morning he strapped a cushion on the +carrier of his bicycle and called up the stairs to Barbara. + +"Come along, Barbara, let's go to Cirencester." + +Barbara appeared, ready, carrying her skates. Mr. Waddington had let her +off the Ramblings, yet, all of a sudden, she looked depressed. + +"Oh, Horry," she said, "I was going with Ralph." + +"You are _not_," said Horry. "You're always going with Ralph. You're +jolly well coming with me this time." + +"But I promised him." + +"You'd no business to promise him, when it's the last week of my +holidays. 'Tisn't fair." + +Fanny came out into the hall. + +"Horry," she said, "don't worry Barbara. Can't you see she wants to go +with Ralph?" + +"That's exactly," he said, "what I complain of." + +She shook her head at him. "You're your father all over again," she +said. + +"I'll swear I'm not," said Horry. + +"If you were half as polite as your father it wouldn't be a bad thing." + +There was a sound of explosions in the drive. "There's Ralph come to +settle it himself," said Fanny. And at that point, Mr. Waddington came +out on them, suddenly, from the cloak-room. + +"What's all this?" he said. He looked with disgust at the skates +dangling from Barbara's hand. He went out into the porch and looked with +disgust at Ralph and at the motor-bicycles. He thought with bitterness +of the Cirencester canal. He couldn't skate. Even when he was Horry's +age he hadn't skated. He couldn't ride a motor-bicycle. When he looked +at the beastly things and thought of their complicated machinery and +their evil fascination for Barbara, he hated them. He hated Horry and +Ralph standing up before Barbara, handsome, vibrating with youth and +health and energy. + +"I won't have Barbara riding on that thing. It isn't safe. If he skids +on the snow he'll break her neck." + +"Much more likely to break his own neck," said Horry. + +In his savage interior Mr. Waddington wished he would, and Horry too. + +"He won't skid," said Barbara; "if he does I'll hop off." + +"We'll come back," said Ralph, "if we don't get on all right." + +They started in a duet of explosions, the motor-bicycles hissing and +crunching through the light snow. Barbara, swinging on Ralph's carrier, +waved her hand light-heartedly to Mr. Waddington. He hated Barbara; but +far more than Barbara he hated Horry, and far more than Horry he hated +Ralph. + +"He'd no business to take her," he said. "She'd no business to go." + +"You can't stop them, my dear," said Fanny; "they're too young." + +"Well, if they come back with their necks broken they'll have only +themselves to thank." + +He took a ferocious pleasure in thinking of Horry and Ralph and Barbara +with their necks broken. + +Fanny stared at him. "I wonder what's made him so cross," she thought. +"He looks as if he'd got a chill on the liver.".... "Horatio, have you +got a chill on the liver?" + +"Now, what on earth put that into your head?" + +"Your face. You look just a little off colour, darling." + +At that moment Mr. Waddington began to sneeze. + +"There, I knew you'd caught cold. You oughtn't to go standing about in +draughts." + +"I haven't caught cold," said Mr. Waddington. + +But he shut himself up in his library and stayed there, huddled in his +armchair. From time to time he leaned forward and stooped over the +hearth, holding his chest and stomach as near as possible to the fire. +Shivers like thin icicles kept on slipping down his spine. + +At lunch-time he complained that there was nothing he could eat, and +before the meal was over he went back to his library and his fire. Fanny +sat with him there. + +"I wish you wouldn't go standing out in the cold," she said. She knew +that on Saturday he had stood for more than ten minutes in the fallen +snow of the park to be photographed. And he wouldn't wear his overcoat +because he thought he looked younger without it, and slenderer. + +"No wonder you've got a chill," she said. + +"I didn't get it then. I got it yesterday in the garden." + +She remembered. He had been wandering about the garden, after church, +looking for snowdrops in the snow. Barbara had worn the snowdrops in the +breast of her gown last night. + +He nourished his resentment on that memory and on the thought that he +had got his chill picking snowdrops for Barbara. + +At tea-time he drank a little tea, but he couldn't eat anything. He felt +sick and his head ached. At dinner-time, on Fanny's advice, he went to +bed and Fanny took his temperature. + +A hundred and one. He turned the thermometer in his hand, gazing +earnestly at the slender silver thread. He was gratified to know that +his temperature was a hundred and one and that Fanny was frightened and +had sent for the doctor. He had a queer, satisfied, exalted feeling, now +that he was in for it. When Barbara came back she would know what he was +in for and be frightened, too. He would have been still more gratified +if he had known that without him dinner was a miserable affair. Fanny +showed that she was frightened, and her fear flattened down the high +spirits of Ralph and Barbara and Horry, returned from their skating. + +"You see, Barbara," said Ralph, when they had left Fanny and Horry with +the doctor, "we can't live without him." + +They listened at the smoke-room door for the sound of Dr. Ransome's +departure, and Ralph waited while Barbara went back and brought him the +verdict. + +"It's flu, and a touch of congestion of the lungs." + +They looked at each other sorrowfully, so sorrowfully that they smiled. + +"Yet we can smile," he said. + +"You know," said Barbara, "he got it standing in the snow, while +Pyecraft photographed him." + +"It's the way," Ralph said, "he would get it." + +And Barbara laughed. But, all the same, she felt a distinct pang at her +heart every time she went into her bedroom and saw, in its glass on her +dressing-table, the bunch of snowdrops that Mr. Waddington had picked +for her in the snow. They made a pattern on her mind; white cones +hanging down; sharp green blades piercing; green stalks held in the +crystal of the water. + + +2 + +"Nobody but a fool," said Horry, "would have stood out in the snow to be +photographed ... at his age." + +"Don't, Horry." + +Barbara was in the morning-room, stirring some black, sticky stuff in a +saucepan over the fire. The black, sticky stuff was to go on Mr. +Waddington's chest. Horry looked on, standing beside her in an attitude +of impatience. A pair of boots with skates clipped on hung from his +shoulders by their laces. He felt that his irritation was justifiable, +for Barbara had refused to go out skating with him. + +"Why 'don't'?" said Horry. "It's obvious." + +"Very. But he's ill." + +"There can't be much the matter with him or the mater wouldn't look so +chirpy." + +"She likes nursing him." + +"Well," Horry said, "_you_ can't nurse him." + +"No. But I can stir this stuff," said Barbara. + +"I suppose," Horry said, "you'd think me an awful brute if I went?" + +"I wish you _would_ go. You're a much more awful brute standing there +saying things about him and getting in my way." + +"All right. I'll get out of it. That's jolly easy." + +And he went. But he felt sick and sore. He had tried to persuade himself +that his father wasn't ill because he couldn't bear to think how ill he +was; it interfered with his enjoyment of his skating. "If," he said to +himself, "if he'd only put it off till the ice gave. But it was just +like him to choose a hard frost." + +His anger gave him relief from the sickening anxiety he felt when he +thought of his father and his father's temperature. It had gone down, +but not to normal. + +Mr. Waddington lay in his bed in Fanny's room. Barbara, standing at the +open door with her saucepan, caught a sight of him. + +He was propped up by his pillows. On his shoulders, over one of those +striped pyjama suits that Barbara had once ordered from the Stores, he +wore, like a shawl, a woolly, fawn-coloured motor-scarf of Fanny's. His +arms were laid before him on the counterpane in a gesture of complete +surrender to his illness. Fanny was always tucking them away under the +blankets, but if anybody came in he would have them so. He was sitting +up, waiting in an adorable patience for something to be done for him. +His face had the calm, happy look of expectation utterly appeased and +resigned. It was that look that frightened Barbara; it made her think +that Mr. Waddington was going to die. Supposing his congestion turned to +pneumonia? There was so much of him to be ill, and those big men always +did die when they got pneumonia. + +Mr. Waddington could hear Barbara's quiet voice saying something to +Fanny; he could see her unhappy, anxious face. He enjoyed Barbara's +anxiety. He enjoyed the cause of it, his illness. So long as he was +actually alive he even enjoyed the thought that, if his congestion +turned to pneumonia, he might actually die. There was a dignity, a +prestige about being dead that appealed to him. Even his high +temperature and his headache and his shooting pains and his difficulty +in breathing could not altogether spoil his pleasure in the delicious +concern of everybody about him, and in his exquisite certainty that, at +any minute, a moan would bring Fanny to his side. He was the one person +in the house that counted. He had always known it, but he had never felt +it with the same intensity as now. The mind of every person in the house +was concentrated on him now as it had not been concentrated before. He +was holding them all in a tension of worry and anxiety. He would +apologize very sweetly for the trouble he was giving everybody, +declaring that it made him very uncomfortable; but even Fanny could see +that he was gratified. + +And as he got worse--before he became too ill to think about it at +all--he had a muzzy yet pleasurable sense that everybody in +Wyck-on-the-Hill and in the county for miles round was thinking of him. +He knew that Corbett and Lady Corbett and Markham and Thurston and the +Hawtreys, and the Rector and the Rector's wife and Colonel Grainger had +called repeatedly to inquire for him. He was particularly gratified by +Grainger's calling. He knew that Hitchin had stopped Horry in the street +to ask after him, and he was particularly gratified by that. Old +Susan-Nanna had come up from Medlicott to see him. And Ralph Bevan +called every day. That gratified him, too. + +The only person who was not allowed to know anything about his illness +was his mother, for Mr. Waddington was certain it would kill her. Every +evening at medicine time he would ask the same questions: "My mother +doesn't know yet?" And: "Anybody called to-day?" And Fanny would give +him the messages, and he would receive them with a gentle, solemn +sweetness. You wouldn't have believed, Barbara said to herself, that +complacency could take so heartrending a form. + +And under it all, a deeper bliss in bliss, was the thought that Barbara +was thinking about him, worrying about him, and being, probably, ten +times more unhappy about him than Fanny. After working so long by his +side, her separation from him would be intolerable to Barbara; +intolerable, very likely, the thought that it was Fanny's turn, now, to +be by his side. Every day she brought him a bunch of snowdrops, and +every day, as the door closed on her little anxious face, he was sorry +for Barbara shut out from his room. Poor little Barbara. Sometimes, when +he was feeling well enough, he would call to her: "Come in, Barbara." +And she would come in and look at him and put her flowers into his hand +and say she hoped he was better. And he would answer: "Not much better, +Barbara. I'm very ill." + +He even allowed Ralph to come and look at him. He would hold his hand in +a clasp that he made as limp as possible, on purpose, and would say in a +voice artificially weakened: "I'm very ill, Ralph." + +Dr. Ransome said he wasn't; but Mr. Waddington knew better. It was true +that from time to time he rallied sufficiently to comb his own hair +before Barbara was let in with her snowdrops, and that he could give +orders to Partridge in a loud, firm tone; but he was too ill to do more +than whisper huskily to Barbara and Fanny. + +Then when he felt a little better the trained nurse came, and with the +sheer excitement of her coming Mr. Waddington's temperature leapt up +again, and the doctor owned that he didn't like that. + +And Barbara found Fanny in the library, crying. She had been tidying up +his writing-table, going over all his papers with a feather brush, and +she had come on the manuscript of the Ramblings unfinished. + +"Fanny--" + +"Barbara, I know I'm an idiot, but I simply cannot bear it. It was all +very well as long as I could nurse him, but now that woman's come +there's nothing I can do for him.... I've--I've never done anything all +my life for him. He's always done everything for me. And I've been a +brute. Always laughing at him.... Think, Barbara, think; for eighteen +years never to have taken him seriously. Never since I married him.... I +believe he's going to die. Just--just to punish me." + +"He isn't," said Barbara indignantly, as if she had never believed it +herself. "The doctor says he isn't really very ill. The congestion isn't +spreading. It was better yesterday." + +"It'll be worse to-night, you may depend on it. The doctor doesn't +_like_ his temperature flying up and down like that." + +"It'll go down again," said Barbara. + +"You don't know what it'll do," said Fanny darkly. "Did you ever see +such a lamb, such a _lamb_ as he is when he's ill?" + +"No," said Barbara; "he's an angel." + +"That's just," said Fanny, "what makes me feel he's going to die.... I +wish I were you, Barbara." + +"Me?" + +"Yes. You've really helped him. He could never have written his book +without you. His poor book." + +She sat stroking it. And suddenly a horrible memory overcame her, and +she cried out: + +"Oh, my God! And I've laughed at that, too!" + +Barbara put her arm round her. "You didn't, darling. Well, if you +did--it is a little funny, you know. I'm afraid I've laughed a bit." + +"Oh, _you_--that doesn't matter. You helped to write it." + +Then Barbara broke out. "Oh, don't, Fanny, don't, _don't_ talk about his +poor book. I can't _bear_ it." + +"We're both idiots," said Fanny. "Imbeciles." + +She paused, drying her eyes. + +"He liked the snowdrops you brought him," she said. + +Barbara thought: "And the snowdrops he brought _me_." He had caught cold +that day, picking them. They had withered in the glass in her bedroom. + +She left Fanny, only to come upon Horry in his agony. Horry stood in the +window of the dining-room, staring out and scowling at the snow. + +"Damn the snow!" he said. "It's killed him." + +"It hasn't, Horry," she said; "he'll get better." + +"He won't get better. If this beastly frost holds he hasn't got a +chance." + +"Horry dear, the doctor says he's better." + +"He doesn't. He says his temperature's got no business to go up." + +"All the same--" + +"Supposing he does think him better. Supposing he doesn't know. +Supposing he's a bleating idiot.... I expect the dear old pater knows +how he is a jolly sight better than anybody can tell him.... And you +know you're worrying about him yourself. So's the mater. She's been +crying." + +"She's jealous of the nurse. That's what's the matter with her." + +"Jealous? Tosh! That nurse is an idiot. She's sent his temperature up +first thing." + +"Horry, old thing, you must buck up. You mustn't let your nerve go like +this." + +"Nerve? Your nerve would go if you were me. I tell you, Barbara, I +wouldn't care a hang about his being ill--I mean I shouldn't care so +infernally if I'd been decent to him. ... But you were right I was a +cad, a swine. Laughing at him." + +"So was I, Horry. I laughed at him. I'd give anything not to have." + +"You didn't matter...." + +He was silent a moment. Then he swung round, full to her. His face +burned, his eyes flashed tears; he held his head up to stop them +falling. + +"Barbara--if he dies, I'll kill myself." + +That evening Mr. Waddington's temperature went up another point. Ralph, +calling about nine o'clock, found Barbara alone in the library, huddled +in a corner of the sofa, with her pocket-handkerchief beside her, rolled +in a tight, damp ball. She started as he came in. + +"Oh," she said, "I thought you were the doctor." + +"Do you want him?" + +"Yes. Fanny does. She's frightened." + +"Shall I go and get him?" + +"No. No. They've sent Kimber. Oh, Ralph, I'm frightened, too." + +"But he's getting on all right. He is really. Ransome says so." + +"I know. I've told them that. But they won't believe it. And _I_ don't +now. He'll die: you'll see he'll die. Just because we've been such pigs +to him." + +"Nonsense; that wouldn't make him--" + +"I'm not so sure. It's awful to see him lying there, like a lamb--so +good--when you think how we've hunted and hounded him." + +"He didn't know, Barbara. We never let him know." + +"You don't know what he knew. He must have seen it." + +"He never sees anything." + +"I tell you, you don't know what he sees.... I'd give anything, anything +not to have done it." + +"So would I." + +"It's a lesson to me," she said, "as long as I live, never to laugh at +anybody again. Never to say cruel things." + +"We didn't say cruel things." + +"Unkind things." + +"Not very unkind." + +"We did. I did. I said all the really beastly ones." + +"No. No, you didn't. Not half as beastly as I and Horry did." + +"That's what Horry's thinking now. He's nearly off his head about it." + +"Look here, Barbara; you're simply sentimentalizing because he's ill and +you're sorry for him.... You needn't be. I tell you, he's enjoying his +illness. ... I don't suppose," said Ralph thoughtfully, "he's enjoyed +anything so much since the war." + +"Doesn't that show what brutes we've been, that he has to be ill in +order to enjoy himself?" + +"Oh, no. He enjoys himself--himself, Barbara--all the time. He can't +help enjoying his illness. He likes to have everybody fussing round him +and thinking about him." + +"That's what I mean. We never did think of him. Not seriously. We've +done nothing--nothing but laugh. Why, you're laughing now. ... It's +horrible of you, Ralph, when he may be dying. ... It would serve us all +jolly well right if he did die." + +To her surprise and indignation, Barbara began to cry. The hard, damp +lump of pocket-handkerchief was not a bit of good, and before she could +reach out for it Ralph's arms were round her and he was kissing the +tears off one by one. + +"Darling, I didn't think you really minded--" + +"What d-did you th-think, then?" she sobbed. + +"I thought you were playing. A sort of variation of the game." + +"I told you it was a cruel game." + +"Never mind. It's all over. We'll never play it again. And he'll be well +in another week. ... Look here, Barbara, can't you leave off thinking +about him for a minute? You know I love you, most awfully, don't you?" + +"Yes. I know now all right." + +"And _I_ know." + +"How do you know?" + +"Because, old thing, you've never ceased to hang on to my collar since +I grabbed you. You can't go back on _that_." + +"I don't want to go back on it.... I say, we always said he brought us +together, and he _has_, this time." + +When later that night Ralph told Fanny of their engagement the first +thing she said was, "You mustn't tell him. Not till he's well again. In +fact, I'd rather you didn't tell him till just before you're married." + +"Why ever not?" + +"It might upset him. You see," she said, "he's very fond of Barbara." + +The next day Mr. Waddington's temperature went down to normal; and the +next, when Ralph called, Barbara fairly rushed at him with the news. + +"He's sitting up," she shouted, "eating a piece of sole." + +"Hooray! Now we can be happy." + +The sound of Fanny's humming came through the drawing-room door. + + + + +XV + + +1 + +Mr. Waddington was sitting up in his armchair before the bedroom fire. +By turning his head a little to the right he could command a perfect +view of himself in the long glass by the window. To get up and look at +himself in that glass had been the first act of his convalescence. He +had hardly dared to think what alterations his illness might have made +in him. He remembered the horrible sight that Corbett had presented +after _his_ influenza last year. + +Looking earnestly at himself in the glass, he had found that his +appearance was, if anything, improved. Outlines that he had missed for +the last ten years were showing up again. The Postlethwaite nose was +cleaner cut. He was almost slender, and not half so weak as Fanny said +he ought to have been. Immobility in bed, his spiritual attitude of +complacent acquiescence, and the release of his whole organism from the +strain of a restless intellect had set him up more than his influenza +had pulled him down; and it was a distinctly more refined and youthful +Waddington that Barbara found sitting in the armchair, wearing a royal +blue wadded silk dressing-gown and Fanny's motor-scarf, with a grey +mohair shawl over his knees. + +Mr. Waddington's convalescence was altogether delightful to him, +admitting, as it did, of sustained companionship with Barbara. As soon +as it reached the armchair stage she sat with him for hours together. +She had finished the Ramblings, and at his request she read them aloud +to him all over again from beginning to end. Mr. Waddington was much +gratified by the impression they made recited in Barbara's charming +voice; the voice that trembled a little now and then with an emotion +that did her credit. + +"'Come with me into the little sheltered valley of the Speed. Let us +follow the brown trout stream that goes purling through the lush green +grass of the meadows--'" + +"I'd no idea," said Mr. Waddington, "it was anything like so good as it +is. We may congratulate ourselves on having got rid of Ralph Bevan." + +And in February, when the frost broke and the spring weather came, and +the green and pink and purple fields showed up again through the mist on +the hillsides, he went out driving with Barbara in his car. He wanted +to look again at the places of his _Ramblings_, and he wanted Barbara to +look at them with him. It was the reward he had promised her for what he +called her dreary, mechanical job of copying and copying. + +Barbara noticed the curious, exalted expression of his face as he sat up +beside her in the car, looking noble. She put it down partly to that +everlasting self-satisfaction that made his inward happiness, and partly +to sheer physical exhilaration induced by speed. She felt something like +it herself as they tore switchbacking up and down the hills: an +excitement whipped up on the top of the deep happiness that came from +thinking about Ralph. And there was hardly a moment when she didn't +think about him. It made her eyes shine and her mouth quiver with a +peculiarly blissful smile. + +And Mr. Waddington looked at Barbara where she sat tucked up beside him. +He noticed the shining and the quivering, and he thought--what he always +had thought of Barbara. Only now he was certain. + +The child loved him. She had been fascinated and frightened, frightened +and fascinated by him from the first hour that she had known him. But +she was not afraid of him any more. She had left off struggling. She was +giving herself up like a child to this feeling, the nature of which, in +her child's innocence, she did not yet know. But he knew. He had always +known it. + +So much one half of Mr. Waddington's mind admitted, while the other half +denied that he had known it with any certainty. It went on saying to +itself: "Blind. Blind. Yet I might have known it," as if he hadn't. + +He had, of course, kept it before him as a possibility (no part of him +denied that). And he had used tact. He had handled a delicate situation +with a consummate delicacy. He had done everything an honourable man +could do. But there it was. There it had been from the day that he had +come into the house and found her there. And the thing was too strong +for Barbara. Poor child, he might have known it would be. And it was too +strong for Mr. Waddington. It wasn't his fault. It was Fanny's fault, +having the girl there and forcing them to that dangerous intimacy. + +Before his illness Mr. Waddington had resisted successfully any little +inclination he might have had to take advantage of the situation. He +conceived his inner life for the last nine months as consisting of a +series of resistances. He conceived the episode of Elise as a safety +valve, natural but unpleasant, for the emotions caused by Barbara: the +substitution of a permissible for an impermissible lapse. It had been +incredible to him that he should make love to Barbara. + +But one effect of his influenza was apparent. It had lowered his +resistance, and, lowering it, had altered his whole moral perspective +and his scale of values, till one morning in April, walking with Barbara +in the garden that smelt of wallflowers and violets, he became aware +that Barbara was as necessary to him as he was to Barbara. + +Her easel stood in a corner of the lawn with an unfinished water-colour +drawing of the house on it. He paused before it, smiling his tender, +sentimental smile. + +"There's one thing I regret, Barbara--that I didn't have your drawings +for my Cotswold book." + +The _Ramblings_, thanks to unproclaimed activities of Ralph Bevan, were +at that moment in the press. + +"Why should you," she said, "if you didn't care about them?" + +"It's inconceivable that I shouldn't have cared. ... I was blind. Blind. +... Well, some day, if we ever have an _édition de luxe_, they shall +appear in that." + +"Some day!" + +She hadn't the heart to tell him that the drawings had another +destination, for as yet the existence of Ralph's took was a secret. +They had agreed that nothing should disturb Mr. Waddington's pleasure in +the publication of his Ramblings--his poor Ramblings. + +"One has to pay for blindness in this world," he said. + +"A lot of people'll be let in at that rate. I don't suppose five will +care a rap about my drawings." + +"I wasn't thinking only of your drawings, my dear." He pondered. ... +"Fanny tells me you're going to have a birthday. You're quite a little +April girl, aren't you?" + + +2 + +It was Barbara's twenty-fourth birthday, and the day of her adoption. It +had begun, unpropitiously, with something very like a dispute between +Horatio and Fanny. + +Mr. Waddington had gone up to London the day before, and had returned +with a pearl pendant for Fanny, and a green jade necklace for Barbara +(not yet presented) and a canary yellow waistcoat for himself. + +And not only the waistcoat-- + +On the birthday morning Fanny had called out to Barbara as she passed +her bedroom door: + +"Barbara, come here." + +Fanny was staring, fascinated, at four pairs of silk pyjamas spread out +before her on the bed. Remarkable pyjamas, of a fierce magenta with +forked lightning in orange running about all over them. + +"Good God, Fanny!" + +"You may well say 'Good God.' What would you say if you'd got to...? +I'm not a nervous woman, but--" + +"It's a mercy he didn't get them eighteen years ago," said Barbara, "or +Horry might have been born an idiot." + +"Yellow waistcoats are all very well," said Fanny. "But what _can_ he +have been thinking of?" + +"I don't know," said Barbara. Somehow the pattern called up, +irresistibly, the image of Mrs. Levitt. + +"Perhaps," she said, "he thinks he's Jupiter." + +"Well, I'm not What's-her-name, and I don't want to be blasted. So I'll +put them somewhere where he can't find them." + +At that moment they had heard Mr. Waddington coming through his +dressing-room and Barbara had run away by the door into the corridor. + +"Who took those things out of my wardrobe?" he said. He was gazing, +dreamily, affectionately almost, at the pyjamas. + +"I did." + +"And what for?" + +"To look at them. Can you wonder? Horatio, if you wear them I'll apply +for a separation." + +"You needn't worry." + +There was a queer look in his face, significant and furtive. And Fanny's +mind, with one of its rapid flights, darted off from the pyjamas. + +"What are you going to do about Barbara?" she said. + +"_Do_ about her?" + +"Yes. You know we were going to adopt her if we liked her enough. And we +do like her enough, don't we?" + +"I have no paternal feeling for Barbara," said Mr. Waddington. "The +parental relation does not appeal to me as desirable or suitable." + +"I should have thought, considering her age and your age, it was very +suitable indeed." + +"Not if it entails obligations that I might regret." + +"You're going to provide for her, aren't you? That isn't an obligation, +surely, you'll regret?" + +"I can provide for her without adopting her." + +"How? It's no good just leaving her something in your will." + +"I shall continue half her salary," said Mr. Waddington, "as an +allowance." + +"Yes. But will you give her a marriage portion if she marries?" + +He was silent. His mind reeled with the blow. + +"If she marries," he said, "with my consent and my approval--yes." + +"If that isn't a parental attitude! And supposing she doesn't?" + +"She isn't thinking of marrying." + +"You don't know what she's thinking of." + +"Neither, I venture to say, do you." + +"Well--I don't see how I can adopt her, if you don't." + +"I didn't say I wouldn't adopt her." + +"Then you will?" + +He snapped back at her with an incredible ferocity. + +"I suppose I shall have to. Don't _worry_ me!" + +He then lifted up the pyjamas from the bed and carried them into his +dressing-room. Through the open door she saw him, mounted on a chair, +laying them out, tenderly, on the top shelf of the wardrobe: as if he +were storing them for some mysterious and romantic purpose in which +Fanny was not included. + +"Perhaps, after all," she thought, "he only bought them because they +make him feel young." + +All the morning, that morning of Barbara's birthday and adoption Mr. +Waddington's thoughtful gloom continued. And in the afternoon he shut +himself up in his library and gave orders that he was not to be +disturbed. + + +3 + +Barbara was in the morning-room. + +They had given her the morning-room for a study, and she was alone in +it, amusing herself with her pocket sketch-book. + +The sketch-book was Barbara's and Ralph's secret. Sometimes it lived for +days with Ralph at the White Hart. Sometimes it lived with Barbara, in +her coat pocket, or in her bureau under lock and key. She was obsessed +with the fear that some day she would leave it about and Fanny would +find it, or Mr. Waddington. Or any minute Mr. Waddington might come on +her and catch her with it. It would be awful if she were caught. For +that remarkable collection contained several pen-and-ink drawings of Mr. +Waddington, and Barbara added to their number daily. + +But at the moment, the long interval between an unusually early birthday +tea and an unusually late birthday dinner, she was safe. Fanny had gone +over to Medlicott in the car. Mr. Waddington was tucked away in his +library, reading in perfect innocence and simplicity and peace. It +wasn't even likely that Ralph would turn up, for he had gone over to +Oxford, and it was on his account that the birthday dinner was put off +till half-past eight. There would be hours and hours. + +She had just finished the last of three drawings of Mr. Waddington: Mr. +Waddington standing up before the long looking-glass in his new pyjamas; +Mr. Waddington appearing in the doorway of Fanny's bedroom as Jupiter, +with forked lightning zig-zagging out of him into every corner; Mr. +Waddington stooping to climb into his bed, a broad back view with +lightnings blazing out of it. + +And it was that moment that Mr. Waddington chose to come in to present +the green jade necklace. He was wearing his canary yellow waistcoat. + +Barbara closed her sketch-book hurriedly and laid it on the table. She +kept one arm over it while she received and opened the leather case +where the green necklace lay on its white cushion. + +"For _me_? Oh, it's too heavenly. How awfully sweet of you." + +"Do you like it, Barbara?" + +"I love it." + +Compunction stung her when she thought of her drawings, especially the +one where he was getting into bed. She said to herself: "I'll never do +it again. Never again.... And I won't show it to Ralph." + +"Put it on," he commanded, "and let me see you in it." + +She lifted it from the case. She raised her arms and clasped it round +her neck; she went to the looking-glass. And, after the first rapt +moment of admiration, Mr. Waddington possessed himself of the uncovered +sketch-book. Barbara saw him in the looking-glass. She turned, with a +cry: + +"You mustn't! You mustn't look at it." + +"Why not?" + +"Because I don't let anybody see my sketches." + +"You'll let _me_." + +"I _won't_!" She dashed at him, clutching his arm and hanging her weight +on it. He shook himself free and raised the sketch-book high above her +head. She jumped up, tearing at it, but his grip held. + +He delighted in his power. He laughed. + +"Give it me this instant," she said. + +"Aha! She's got her little secrets, has she?" + +"Yes. Yes. They're all there. You've no business to look at them." + +He caracoled heavily, dodging her attack, enjoying the youthful violence +of the struggle. + +"Come," he said, "ask me nicely." + +"Please, then. _Please_ give it me." + +He gave it, bowing profoundly over her hand as she took it. + +"I wouldn't look into your dear little secrets for the world," he said. + +They sat down amicably. + +"You'll let me stay with you a little while?" + +"Please do. Won't you have one of my cigarettes?" + +He took one, turning it in his fingers and smiling at it--a lingering, +sentimental smile. + +"I think I know your secret," he said presently. + +"Do you?" Her mind rushed to Ralph. + +"I think so. And I think you know mine." + +"Yours?" + +"Yes. Mine. We can't go on living like this, so close to each other, +without knowing. We may try to keep things from each other, but we +can't. I feel as if you'd seen everything." + +She said to herself: "He's thinking of Mrs. Levitt." + +"I don't suppose I've seen anything that matters," she said. + +"You've seen what my life is here. You can't have helped seeing that +Fanny and I don't hit it off very well together." + +"Fanny's an angel." + +"You dear little loyal thing.... Yes, she's an angel. Too much of an +angel for a mere man. I made my grand mistake, Barbara, when I married +her." + +"She doesn't think so, anyhow." + +"I'm not so sure. Fanny knows she's got hold of something that's +too--too big for her. What's wrong with Fanny is that she can't grasp +things. She's afraid of them. And she can't take serious things +seriously. It's no use expecting her to. I've left off expecting." + +"You don't understand Fanny one bit." + +"My dear child, I've been married to her more than seventeen years, and +I'm not a fool. You've seen for yourself how she takes things. How she +belittles everything with her everlasting laugh, laugh, laugh. In time +it gets on your nerves." + +"It would," said Barbara, "if you don't see the fun of it." + +"You can't expect me to see the fun of my own funeral." + +"Funeral? Is it as bad as all that?" + +"It has been as bad as all that--Barbara." + +He brooded. + +"And then you came, with your sweetness. And your little serious face--" + +"_Is_ my face serious?" + +"Very. To me. Other people may think you frivolous and amusing. I +daresay you are amusing--to them." + +"I hope so." + +"You hope so because you want to hide your real self from them. But you +can't hide it from me. I've seen it all the time, Barbara." + +"Are you sure?" + +"Quite, quite sure." + +"I wish I knew what it looked like." + +"That's the beauty and charm of you, my dear, that you don't know." + +"What a nice waistcoat you've got on," said Barbara. + +He looked gratified. "I'm glad you like it I put it on for your +birthday." + +"You mean," she said, "my adoption day." + +He winced. + +"It _is_ good," she said, "of you and Fanny to adopt me. But it won't be +for very long. And I want to earn my own living all the same." + +"I can't think of letting you do that." + +"I must. It won't make any difference to my adoption." + +He scowled. So repugnant to him was this subject that he judged it +would be equally distasteful to Barbara. + +"It was Fanny's idea," he said. + +"I thought it would be." + +"You didn't expect me to have paternal feelings for you, Barbara?" + +"I didn't _expect_ you to have any feelings at all." + +The wound made him start. "My poor child, what a terrible thing for you +to say." + +"Why terrible?" + +"Because it shows--it shows--And it isn't true. Do you suppose I don't +know what's been going on inside you? I was blind to myself, my dear, +but I saw through you." + +"Saw through me?" She thought again of Ralph. + +"Through and through." + +"I didn't know I was so transparent. But I don't see that it matters +much if you did." + +He smiled at her delicious naivete. + +"No. Nothing matters. Nothing matters, Barbara, except our caring. At +least we're wise enough to know that." + +"I shouldn't have thought," she said, "it would take much wisdom." + +"More than you think, my child; more than you think. You've only got to +be wise for yourself. I've got to be wise for both of us." + +She thought: "Heavy parent. That comes of being adopted." + +"When it comes to the point," she said, "one can only be wise for +oneself." + +"I'm glad you see that. It makes it much easier for me." + +"It does. You mustn't think you're responsible for me just because +you've adopted me." + +"Don't talk to me about adoption! When you know perfectly well what I +did it for." + +"Why--what _did_ you do it for?" + +"To make things safe for us. To keep Fanny from knowing. To keep myself +from knowing, Barbara. To keep you.... But it's too late to camouflage +it. We know where we stand now." + +"I don't think _I_ do." + +"You do. You do." + +Mr. Waddington tossed his cigarette into the fire with a passionate +gesture of abandonment. He came to her. She saw his coming. She saw it +chiefly as the approach of a canary yellow waistcoat. She fixed her +attention on the waistcoat as if it were the centre of her own mental +equilibrium. + +There was a bend in the waistcoat. Mr. Waddington was stooping over her +with his face peering into hers. She sat motionless, held under his face +by curiosity and fear. The whole phenomenon seemed to her incredible. +Too incredible as yet to call for protest. It was as if it were not +happening; as if she were merely waiting to see it happen before she +cried out. Yet she was frightened. + +This state lasted for one instant. The next she was in his arms. His +mouth, thrust out under the big, rough moustache, was running over her +face, like--like--while she pressed her hands hard against the canary +yellow waistcoat, pushing him off, her mind disengaged itself from the +struggle and reported--like a vacuum cleaner. That was it. Vacuum +cleaner. + +He gave back. There was no evil violence in him, and she got on her +feet. + +"How could you?" she cried. "How could you be such a perfect pig?" + +"_Don't_ say that to me, Barbara. Even in fun.... You know you love +me." + +"I don't. I don't." + +"You do. You know you do. You know you want me to take you in my arms. +Why be so cruel to yourself?" + +"To myself? I'd kill myself before I let you.... Why, I'd kill you." + +"No. No. No. You only think you would, you little spitfire." + +He had given back altogether and now leaned against the chimneypiece, +not beaten, not abashed, but smiling at her in a triumphant certitude. +For so long the glamour of his illusion held him. + +"Nothing you can say, Barbara, will persuade me that you don't care for +me." + +"Then you must be mad. Mad as a hatter." + +"All men go mad at times. You must make allowances. Listen--" + +"I won't listen. I don't want to hear another word." + +She was going. + +He saw her intention; but he was nearer to the door than she was, and by +a quick though ponderous movement he got there first. He stood before +her with his back to the door. (He had the wild thought of locking it, +but chivalry forbade him.) + +"You can go in a minute," he said. "But you've got to listen to me +first. You've got to be fair to me. I may be mad; but if I didn't care +for you--madly--I wouldn't have supposed for an instant that you cared +for me. I wouldn't have thought of such a thing." + +"But I _don't_, I tell you." + +"And I tell you, you do. Do you suppose after all you've done for +me--" + +"I haven't done anything." + +"Done? Look at the way you've worked for me. I've never known anything +like your devotion, Barbara." + +"Oh, _that_! It was only my job." + +"Was it your job to save me from that horrible woman?" + +"Oh, yes; it was all in the day's work." + +"My dear Barbara, no woman ever does a day's work like that for a man +unless she cares for him. And unless she wants him to care for her." + +"As it happens, it was Fanny I cared for. I was thinking of Fanny all +the time.... If _you'd_ think about Fanny more and about Mrs. Levitt and +people less, it would be a good thing." + +"It's too late to think about Fanny now. That's only your sweetness and +goodness." + +"Please don't lie. If you really thought me sweet and good you wouldn't +expect me to be a substitute for Mrs. Levitt." + +"Don't talk about Mrs. Levitt. Do you suppose I think of you in the same +sentence? That was a different thing altogether." + +"Was it? Was it so very different?" + +He saw that she remembered. "It was. A man may lose his head ten times +over without losing his heart once. If it's Mrs. Levitt you're thinking +about, you can put that out of your mind for ever." + +"It isn't only Mrs. Levitt. There's Ralph Bevan. You've forgotten Ralph +Bevan." + +"What has Ralph Bevan got to do with it?" + +"Simply this, that I'm engaged to be married to him." + +"To be married? To be married to Ralph Bevan? Oh, Barbara, why didn't +you tell me?" + +"Ralph didn't want me to, till nearer the time." + +"The time.... Did it come to that?" + +"It did," said Barbara. + +He moved from the doorway and began walking up and down the room. She +might now have gone out, but she didn't go. She _had_ to see what he +would make of it. + +At his last turn he faced her and stood still. + +"Poor child," he said, "so that's what I've driven you to?" + +Amazement kept her silent. + +"Sit down," he said, "we must go through this together." + +Amazement made her sit down. Certainly they must go through it, to see +what he would look like at the end. He was unsurpassable. She mustn't +miss him. + +"Look here, Barbara." He spoke in a tone of forced, unnatural calm. "I +don't think you quite understand the situation. I'm sure you don't +realize for one moment how serious it is." + +"I don't. You mustn't expect me to take it seriously." + +"That's because you don't take yourself seriously enough, dear. In some +ways you're singularly humble. I don't believe you really know how deep +this thing has gone with me, or you wouldn't have talked about Mrs. +Levitt.... + +"... It's life and death, Barbara. Life and death.... I'll make a +confession. It wasn't serious at first. It wasn't love at first sight. +But it's gone all the deeper for that. I didn't know how deep it was +till the other day. And I had so much to think of. So many claims. +Fanny--" + +"Yes. Don't forget Fanny." + +"I am not forgetting her. Fanny isn't going to mind as you think she +minds. As you would mind yourself if you were in her place. Things don't +go so deep with Fanny as all that.... And she isn't going to hold me +against my will. She's not that sort.... Listen, now. Please listen." + +Barbara sat still, listening. She would let him go to the end of his +tether. + +"I'll confess. In the beginning I hadn't thought of a divorce. I +couldn't bear the idea of going through all that unpleasantness. But I'd +go through it ten times over rather than that you should marry Ralph +Bevan.... Wait now.... Before I spoke to you to-day I'd made up my +mind to ask Fanny to divorce me. I know she'll do it. Your name shan't +be allowed to appear. The moment I get her consent we'll go off together +somewhere. Italy or the Riviera. I've got everything planned, everything +ready. I saw to that when I was in London. I've bought everything--" + +She saw forked lightnings on a magenta Waddington. + +"What are you laughing at, Barbara?" + +He stood over her, distressed. Was _Barbara_ going to treat him to a fit +of hysterics? + +"Don't laugh. Don't be silly, child." + +But Barbara went on laughing, with her face in the cushions, abandoned +to her vision. From far up the park they heard the sound of Kimber's +hooter, then the grinding of the car, with Fanny in it, on the gravel +outside. Barbara sat up suddenly and dried her eyes. + +They stared at each other, the stare of accomplices. + +"Come, child," he said, "pull yourself together." + +Barbara got up and looked in the glass and saw the green jade necklace +hanging on her still. She took it off and laid it on the table beside +the forgotten sketch-book. + +"I think," she said, "you must have meant this for Mrs. Levitt. But you +may thank your stars it's only me, this time." + +He pretended not to hear her, not to see the necklace, not to know that +she was going from him. She stood a moment with her back to the door, +facing him. It was her turn to stand there and be listened to. + +"Mr. Waddington," she said, "some people might think you wicked. I only +think you funny." + +He drew himself up and looked noble. + +"Funny? If that's your idea of me, you had better marry Ralph Bevan." + +"I almost think I had." + +And she laughed again. Not Mrs. Levitt's laughter, gross with +experience. He had borne that without much pain. Girl's laughter it was, +young and innocent and pure, and ten times more cruel. + +"You don't know," she said, "you don't know how funny you are," and left +him. + +Mr. Waddington took up the necklace and kissed it. He rubbed it against +his cheek and kissed it. A slip of paper had fallen from the table to +the floor. He knew what was written on it: "From Horatio Bysshe +Waddington to his Little April Girl." He took it up and put it in his +pocket. He took up the sketch-book. + +"The little thing," he thought. "Now, if it hadn't been for her +ridiculous jealousy of Elise--if it hadn't been for Fanny--if it hadn't +been for the little thing's sweetness and goodness--" Her goodness. She +was a saint. A saint. It was Barbara's virtue, not Barbara, that had +repulsed him. + +This was the only credible explanation of her behaviour, the only one he +could bear to live with. + +He opened the sketch-book. + +It was Fanny, coming in that instant, who saved him from the worst. + +When she had restored the sketch-book to its refuge in the bureau and +locked it in, she turned to him. + +"Horatio," she said, "as Ralph's coming to dinner to-night I'd better +tell you that he and Barbara are engaged to be married." + +"She has told me herself.... That child, Fanny, is a saint. A little +saint." + +"How did you find that out? Do you think it takes a saint to marry +Ralph?" + +"I think it takes a saint to--to marry Ralph, since you put it that +way." + + +4 + +"Dearest Fanny: + +"I'm sorry, but Mr. Waddington and I have had a scrap. It's made things +impossible, and I'm going to Ralph. He'll turn out for me, so there +won't be any scandal. + +"You know how awfully I love you, that's why you'll forgive me if I +don't come back. + +"Always your loving + +"Barbara." + +"P.S.--I'm frightfully sorry about my birthday dinner. But I don't feel +birthdayish or dinnerish, either. I want Ralph. Nothing but Ralph." + +That would make Fanny think it was Ralph they had quarrelled about. +Barbara put this note on Fanny's dressing-table. Then she went up to the +White Hart, to Ralph Bevan. She waited in his sitting-room till he came +back from Oxford. + +"Hallo, old thing, what are _you_ doing here?" + +"Ralph--do you awfully mind if we don't dine at the Manor?" + +"If we don't--why?" + +"Because I've left them. And I don't want to go back. Do you think I +could get a room here?" + +"What's up?" + +"I've had a simply awful scrap with Waddy, and I can't stick it there. +Between us we've made it impossible." + +"What's he been up to?" + +"Oh, never mind." + +"He's been making love to you." + +"If you call it making love." + +"The old swine!" + +As he said it, he felt the words and his own fury fall short of the +fantastic quality of Waddington. + +"No. He isn't." (Barbara felt it.) "He was simply more funny than you +can imagine.... He had on a canary yellow waistcoat." + +In spite of his fury he smiled. + +"I think he'd bought it for that." + +"Oh, Barbara, what he must have looked like!" + +"Yes. If only you could have seen him. But that's the worst of all his +best things. They only happen when you're alone with him." + +"You remember--we wondered whether he'd do it again, whether he'd go one +better?" + +"Yes, Ralph. We little thought it would be me." + +"How he does surpass himself!" + +"The funniest thing was he thought I was in love with _him_." + +"He didn't!" + +"He did. Because of the way I'd worked for him. He thought that proved +it." + +"Yes. Yes. I suppose he _would_ think it.... Look here--he didn't do +anything, did he?" + +"He kissed me. _That_ wasn't funny." + +"The putrid old sinner. If he _wasn't_ so old I'd wring his neck for +him." + +"No, no. That's all wrong. It's not the way we agreed to take him. We'd +think it funny enough if he'd done it to somebody else. It's pure +accident that it's me." + +"No doubt that's the proper philosophic view. I wonder whether Mrs. +Levitt takes it." + +"Ralph--it wasn't a bit like his Mrs. Levitt stunt. The awful thing was +he really meant it. He'd planned it all out. We were to go off together +to the Riviera, and he was to wear his canary waistcoat." + +"Did he say that?" + +"No. But you could see he thought it. And he was going to get Fanny to +divorce him." + +"Good God! He went as far as that?" + +"As far as that. He was so cocksure, you see. I'm afraid it's been a bit +of a shock to him." + +"Well, it's a thundering good thing I've got a job at last." + +"_Have_ you?" + +"Yes. We can get married the day after tomorrow if we like. +Blackadder's given me the editorship of the _New Review_." + +"No? Oh, Ralph, how topping." + +"That's what I ran up to Oxford for, to see him and settle everything. +It's a fairly decent screw. The thing's got no end of hacking, and it's +up to me to make it last." + +"I say--Fanny'll he pleased." + +As they were talking about it, the landlady of the White Hart came in to +tell them that Mrs. Waddington was downstairs and wanted to speak to +Miss Madden. + +"All right," Ralph said. "Show Mrs. Waddington up. I'll clear out." + +"Oh, Ralph, what am I to say to her?" + +"Tell her the truth, if she wants it. She won't mind." + +"She will--frightfully." + +"Not so frightfully as you think." + +"That's what _he_ said." + +"Well, he's right there, the old beast." + + +5 + +"Barbara _dear_," said Fanny when they were alone together, "what on +earth has happened?" + +"Oh, nothing. We just had a bit of a tiff, that's all." + +"About Ralph? He told me it was Ralph." + +"You might say it was Ralph. He came into it." + +"Into what?" + +"Oh, the general situation." + +"Nonsense. Horatio was making love to you. I could see by his face.... +You needn't mind telling me straight out I've seen it coming." + +"Since when?" + +"I don't know. It must have begun long before I saw it." + +"How long do you think?" + +"Oh, before Mrs. Levitt." + +"Mrs. Levitt?" + +"She may have been only a safety valve. That's why I made him adopt you. +I thought it would stop it. In common decency. But it seems it only +brought it to a head." + +"No. It was his canary waistcoat did that, Fanny." + +The ghost of dead mirth rose up in Fanny's eyes. + +"You're muddling cause and effect, my dear. He wasn't in love because he +bought the waistcoat. He bought the waistcoat because he was in love. +And those other things--the romantic pyjamas--because he thought they'd +make him look younger." + +"Well then," said Barbara, "it was a vicious circle. The waistcoat put +it into his head that afternoon." + +"It doesn't much matter how it happened." + +"I'm awfully sorry, Fanny. I wouldn't have let it happen for the world, +if I'd known it was going to. But who could have known?" + +"My dear, it wasn't your fault." + +"Do you mind frightfully?" + +Fanny looked away. + +"It depends," she said. "What did you say to him?" + +"I said a lot of things, but they weren't a bit of good. Then I'm afraid +I laughed." + +"You laughed at him?" + +"I couldn't help it, Fanny. He was so funny." + +"Oh!" Fanny caught her breath back on a sob. "That's what I can't bear, +Barbara--his being laughed at." + +"I know," said Barbara. + +"By the way, when you're dying dear, if you should be dying at any time, +it'll be a consolation to you to know that he didn't see your +drawings--" + +"Did _you_ see them?" + +"Only the one he was looking at when I came in." + +"Was it--was it the one where he was getting into bed?" + +"No. He was only hunting." + +"God has been kinder to me than I deserve then." + +"He's been kinder to him, too, I fancy." + +She went on. "I want you to see this thing straight. Understand. I don't +mind his being in love with you. I knew he was. Head over ears in love. +And I didn't mind a bit." + +"I think he was reckoning on that. He knew you'd forgive him." + +"Forgive him? It wasn't even a question of forgiveness. I was _glad_. I +thought: If only he could have one real feeling. If only he could care +for something or somebody that wasn't himself.... I think he cared for +you, Barbara. It wasn't just himself. And I loved him for it." + +"You darling! And you don't hate me?" + +"You know I don't But I'd love you even more if you'd loved him." + +"If I'd loved him?" + +"Yes. If you'd gone away with him and made him happy. If you hadn't +laughed at him, Barbara." + +"I know. It was awful of me. But what could I do?" + +"What could you do? We all do it. I do it. Mrs. Levitt did it." + +"I didn't do it like Mrs. Levitt." + +"No. But you were just one more. Think of it. All his life to be laughed +at. And when he was making love, too; the most serious thing, Barbara, +that anybody can do. I tell you I can't bear it. I'd have given him to +you ten times first." + +"Then," said Barbara, "you _have_ got to forgive me." + +"If I don't, it's because it's my own sin and I can't forgive myself.... + +"... Besides, I let it happen. Because I thought it would cure him." + +"Of falling in love?" + +"Of trying to be young when he didn't feel it. I thought he'd see how +impossible it was. But that's the sad part of it. He _would_ have felt +young, Barbara, if you'd loved him. If I'd loved him I could have kept +him young. I told you," she said, "it was all my fault." + +"You told me Ralph and I would never be old. Is that what you meant?" + +"Yes." + +They sat silent a moment, looking down through Ralph's window into the +Market Square. + +And presently they saw Mr. Waddington pass the corner of the Town Hall +and cross the wide, open space to the Dower House. + +"You must come back with me, Barbara. If you don't everybody'll know +what's happened." + +"I can't, Fanny." + +"He won't be there. You won't see him till your wedding day. He's going +to stay with Granny. He says she isn't very well." + +"I'm sorry she isn't well." + +"She's perfectly well. That isn't what he's going for." + +Across the Square they could see the door of the Dower House open and +receive him. 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