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Come here directly! What's that noise?' + +A boy of ten came calmly into the room. + +'It wasn't me that made the noise,' he said, 'it was Madame Frabelle.' + +His mother looked at him. He was a handsome, fair boy with clear grey +eyes that looked you straight in the face without telling you anything +at all, long eyelashes that softened, but gave a sly humour to his +glance, a round face, a very large forehead, and smooth straw-coloured +hair. Already at this early age he had the expressionless reserve of the +public school where he was to be sent, with something of the suave +superiority of the university for which he was intended. Edith thought +he inherited both of these traits from her. + + * * * * * + +She gazed at him, wondering, as she had often wondered, at the +impossibility of guessing, even vaguely, what was really going on behind +that large brow. And he looked back observantly, but not expressively, +at her. She was a slim, fair, pretty woman, with more vividness and +character than usually goes with her type. Like the boy, she had +long-lashed grey eyes, and _blond-cendre_ hair: her mouth and chin were +of the Burne-Jones order, and her charm, which was great but +unintentional, and generally unconscious, appealed partly to the senses +and partly to the intellect. She was essentially not one of those women +who irritate all their own sex by their power (and still more by their +fixed determination) to attract men; she was really and unusually +indifferent to general admiration. Still, that she was not a cold woman, +not incapable of passionate feeling, was obvious to any physiognomist; +the fully curved lips showed her generous and pleasure-loving +temperament, while the softly glancing, intelligent, smiling eyes spoke +fastidiousness and discrimination. Her voice was low and soft, with a +vibrating sound in it, and she laughed often and easily, being very +ready to see and enjoy the amusing side of life. But observation and +emotion alike were instinctively veiled by a quiet, reposeful manner, so +that she made herself further popular by appearing retiring. Edith +Ottley might so easily have been the centre of any group, and yet--she +was not! Women were grateful to her, and in return admitted that she was +pretty, unaffected and charming. Today she was dressed very simply in +dark blue and might have passed for Archie's elder sister. + +'It isn't anything. It wasn't my fault. It was her fault. Madame +Frabelle said _she_ would teach me to take away her mandolin and use it +for a cricket bat. She needn't teach me; I know already.' + +'Now, Archie, you know perfectly well you've no right to go into her +room when she isn't there.' + +'How can I go in when she is there?... She won't let me. Besides, I +don't want to.' + +'It isn't nice of you; you ought not to go into her room without her +permission.' + +'It isn't her room; it's your room. At least, it's the spare room.' + +'Have you done any harm to the mandolin?' + +He paused a little, as he often did before answering, as if in absence +of mind, and then said, as though starting up from a reverie: + +'Er--no. No harm.' + +'Well, what have you done?' + +'I can mend it,' he answered. + +'Madame Frabelle has been very kind to you, Archie. I'm sorry you're not +behaving nicely to a guest in your mother's house. It isn't the act of a +gentleman.' + +'Oh. Well, there are a great many things in her room, Mother; some of +them are rather jolly.' + +'Go and say you're sorry, Archie. And you mustn't do it again.' + +'Will it be the act of a gentleman to say I'm sorry? It'll be the act of +a story-teller, you know.' + +'What! Aren't you sorry to have bothered her?' + +'I'm sorry she found it out,' he said, as he turned to the door. + +'These perpetual scenes and quarrels between my son and my guest are +most painful to me,' Edith said, with assumed solemnity. + +He looked grave. 'Well, she needn't have quarrelled.' + +'But isn't she very kind to you?' + +'Yes, she isn't bad sometimes. I like it when she tells me lies about +what her husband used to do--I mean stories. She's not a bad sort.... Is +she a homeless refugette, Mother?' + +'Not exactly that. She's a widow, and she's staying with us, and we must +be nice to her. Now, you won't forget again, will you?' + +'Right. But I can mend it.' + +'I think I'd better go up and see her,' said Edith. + +Archie politely opened the door for his mother. + +'I shouldn't, if I were you,' he said. + +Edith slowly went back to the fire. + +'Well, I'll leave her a little while, perhaps. Now do go and do +something useful.' + +'What, useful? Gracious! I haven't got much more of my holidays, +Mother.' + +'That's no reason why you should spend your time in worrying everybody, +and smashing the musical instruments of guests that are under +your roof.' + +He looked up at the ceiling and smiled, as if pleased at this way of +putting it. + +'I suppose she's very glad to have a roof to her mouth--I mean to her +head,' he hurriedly corrected. 'But, Mother, she isn't poor. She has an +amber necklace. Besides, she gave Dilly sixpence the other day for not +being frightened of a cow. If she can afford to give a little girl +sixpence for every animal she says she isn't afraid of!'... + +'That only proves she's kind. And I didn't say she was poor; that's not +the point. We must be nice and considerate to anyone staying with +us--don't you see?' + +He became absent-minded again for a minute. + +'Well, I shouldn't be surprised if she'll be able to use it again,' he +said consolingly--'the mandolin, I mean. Besides, what's the good of it +anyway? I say, Mother, are all foreigners bad-tempered?' + +'Madame Frabelle is not a foreigner.' + +'I never said she was. But her husband was. He used to get into +frightful rages with her sometimes. She says he was a noble fellow. She +liked him awfully, but she says he never understood her. Do you suppose +she talked English to him?' + +'That's enough, Archie. Go and find something to do.' + +As he went out he turned round again and said: + +'Does father like her?' + +'Why, yes, of course he does.' + +'How funny!' said Archie. 'Well, I'll say I'm sorry ... when I see her +again.' + +Edith kissed him, a proceeding that he bore heroically. He was kissable, +but she seldom gave way to the temptation. Then she went back to the +sofa. She wanted to go on thinking about that mystery, her guest. + + + +CHAPTER II + +Madame Frabelle had arrived about a fortnight ago, with a letter of +introduction from Lady Conroy. Lady Conroy herself was a vague, amiable +Irishwoman, with a very large family of children. She and Edith, who +knew each other slightly before, had grown intimate when they met, the +previous summer, at a French watering-place. The letter asked Edith, +with urgent inconsequence, to be kind to Madame Frabelle, of whom Lady +Conroy said nothing except that she was of good family--she had been a +Miss Eglantine Pollard--and was the widow of a well-to-do French +wine merchant. + +She was described as a clever, interesting woman who wished to study +English life in her native land. It did not surprise Lady Conroy in the +least that an Englishwoman should wish to study English in England; but +she was a woman who was never surprised at anything except the obvious +and the inevitable. + +Edith had not had the faintest idea of asking Madame Frabelle to stay at +her very small house in Sloane Street, for which invitation, indeed, +there seemed no possible need or occasion. Yet she found herself asking +her visitor to stay for a few days until a house or a hotel should be +found; and Bruce, who detested guests in the house, seconded the +invitation with warmth and enthusiasm. As Bruce was a subconscious snob, +he may have been slightly influenced by the letter from Lady Conroy, who +was the wife of an unprominent Cabinet Minister and, in a casual way, +rather _grande dame_, if not exactly smart. But this consideration could +not weigh with Edith, and its effect on Bruce must have long passed +away. Madame Frabelle accepted the invitation as a matter of course, +made use of it as a matter of convenience, and had remained ever since, +showing no sign of leaving. Edith was deeply interested in her. + + * * * * * + +And Bruce was more genuinely impressed and unconsciously bored by Madame +Frabelle than by any woman he had ever met. Yet she was not at all +extraordinary. She was a tall woman of about fifty, well bred without +being distinguished, who could never have been handsome but was +graceful, dignified, and pleasing. She was neither dark nor fair. She +had a broad, good-natured face, and a pale, clear complexion. She was +inclined to be fat; not locally, in the manner of a pincushion, but with +the generally diffused plumpness described in shops as stock size. She +was not the sort of modern woman of fifty, with a thin figure and a good +deal of rouge, who looks young from the back when dancing or walking, +and talks volubly and confidentially of her young men. She had, of +course, nothing of the middle-aged woman of the past, who at her age +would have been definitely on the shelf, doing wool-work or collecting +recipes there. Nor did she resemble the strong-minded type in perpetual +tailor-made clothes, with short grey hair and eye-glasses, who belongs +to clubs and talks chiefly of the franchise. Madame Frabelle was soft, +womanly, amiable, yet extremely outspoken, very firm, and inclined to +lay down the law. She was certainly charming, as Bruce and Edith agreed +every day (even now, when they were beginning to wonder when she was +going away!). She had an extraordinary amount of personal magnetism, +since she convinced both the Ottleys, as she had convinced Lady Conroy, +that she was wonderfully clever: in fact, that she knew everything. + +A fortnight had passed, and Edith was beginning to grow doubtful. Was +she so clever? Did she know everything? Did she know anything at all? +Long arguments, that grew quite heated and excited at luncheon or +dinner, about the origin of a word, the author of a book, and various +debatable questions of the kind, invariably ended, after reference to a +dictionary or an encyclopaedia, in Madame Frabelle proving herself, with +an air of triumph, to be completely and entirely wrong. She was as +generally positive as she was fatally mistaken. Yet so intense a belief +had she in her intuition as well as in her own inaccurate information +that her hypnotised hosts were growing daily more and more under her +thumb. She took it for granted that everyone would take her for +granted--and everyone did. + +Was all this agreeable or otherwise? Edith thought it must be, or how +could they bear it at all? If it had not been extremely pleasant it +would have been simply impossible. + +The fair, gentle, pretty Edith, who was more subtle than she appeared on +the surface, while apparently indolent, had a very active brain. Madame +Frabelle caused her to use it more than she had ever done before. Edith +was intensely curious and until she understood her visitor she could not +rest satisfied. She made her a psychological study. + +For example, here was a curious little point. Madame Frabelle did not +look young for her age, nor did she seem in the least inclined to wish +to be admired, nor ever to have been a flirt. The word 'fast', for +example, would have been quite grotesque as associated with her, though +she was by no means prudish as to subjects of conversation, nor prim in +the middle-class way. Yet somehow it would not have seemed incongruous +or surprising if one had found out that there was even now some romance +in her life. But, doubtless, the most striking thing about her--and what +made her popular--was her intense interest in other people. It went so +far as to reach the very verge of being interference; but she was so +pleasant that one could scarcely resent it either as curiosity or +intrusion. Since she had stayed with the Ottleys, she appeared to think +of no-one and nothing else in the world. One would think that no-one +else existed for her. And, after all, such extreme interest is +flattering. Bruce, Archie, Edith, even Dilly's nurse, all had, in her, +an audience: interested, absorbed, enchanted. Who could help +enjoying it? + + + * * * * * + +Edith was still thinking about Madame Frabelle when a few minutes later, +Bruce came in. + +Bruce also was fair, besides being tall, good-looking and well built. +Known by their friends for some reason as the little Ottleys, these two +were a rather fine-looking pair, and (at a casual glance) admirably +suited to one another. They appeared to be exactly like thousands of +other English married couples of the upper middle class between thirty +and forty; he looked as manly (through being sunburnt from knocking a +little ball over the links) as if he habitually went tiger-shooting; +but, though not without charm, he had much less distinction than his +wife. Most people smiled when Bruce's name was mentioned, and it was +usual for his intimates to clap him on the back and call him a silly +ass, which proves he was not unpopular. On the other hand, Edith was +described as a very pretty woman, or a nice little thing, and by the +more discriminating, jolly clever when you know her, and don't you +forget it. + +When Bruce told his wife that no-one had ever regretted consulting him +on a difficult, secret, and delicate matter, Edith had said she was +quite sure they hadn't. Perhaps she thought no-one had ever regretted +consulting him on such a subject, simply because no-one had ever tried. + +'Oh, please don't move, Edith,' he said, in the tone which means, 'Oh, +please do move.' 'I like to see you comfortable.' + +There was something in his manner that made her feel apologetic, and she +changed her position with the feeling of guilt about nothing, and a +tinge of shame for something she hadn't done, easily produced by an air +of self-sacrifice Bruce was apt to show at such moments. + +'Your hair's coming down, Edith,' he said kindly, to add to her vague +embarrassment. + +As a matter of fact, a curl by the right ear was only about one-tenth of +an inch farther on the cheek than it was intended to be But, by this +observation, he got the advantage of her by giving the impression that +she looked wild, unkempt, and ruffled, though she was, in reality, +exactly as trim and neat as always. + +'Well--about the delicate matter you were going to talk over with me, +Bruce?' + +'Oh yes. Oh, by the way,' he said, 'before we go into that, I wonder if +you could help me about something? You could do me a really great +service by helping me to find a certain book.' + +'Why, of course, Bruce, with pleasure. What is the book?' asked the +amiable wife, looking alert. + +Bruce looked at her with pity. + +'What is the book? My dear Edith, don't you see I shouldn't have come to +you about it if I knew what the book was.' + +'I beg your pardon, Bruce,' said Edith, now feeling thoroughly in the +wrong, and looking round the room. 'But if you can't give me the name of +the book I scarcely see how I can find it.' + +'And if I knew its name I shouldn't want your assistance.' + +It seemed a deadlock. + +Going to the bookcase, Edith said: + +'Can't you give me some idea of what it's like?' + +'Certainly I can. I've seen it a hundred times in this very room; in +fact it's always here, except when it's wanted.' + +Edith went down on her knees in front of the bookcase and +cross-questioned Bruce on the physiognomy of the volume. She asked +whether it was a novel, whether it was blue, whether it belonged to the +library, whether it was Stevenson, whether it was French, or if it was +suitable for the children. + +To all of these questions he returned a negative. + +'Suitable for the children?' he repeated. 'What a fantastic idea! Do you +think I should take all this trouble to come and request your assistance +and spend hours of valuable time looking for a book that's suitable for +the children?' + +'But, Bruce, if you request my assistance without having the slightest +idea of what book it is, how shall I possibly be able to help?' + +'Quite so ... quite so. Never mind, Edith, don't trouble. If I say that +it's a pity there isn't more order in the house you won't regard it, I +hope, dear, as a reproach in any way. If there were a place for +everything, and everything in its place--However! Never mind. It's a +small matter, and it can't be helped. I know, Edith dear, you were not +brought up to be strictly orderly. Some people are not. I don't blame +you; not in the least. Still, when Dilly grows up I shall be sorry if--' + +'Bruce, it's nothing to do with order. The room is perfectly tidy. It's +a question of your memory. You don't remember the name of the book.' + +'Pardon me, it's not a question of remembering the name; that would be +nothing. Anyone can forget a name. That wouldn't matter.' + +'Oh, then, you mean you don't even know in the least what you want?' + +At this moment Bruce decided it was time to find the book, and suddenly +sprang, like a middle-aged fawn, at the writing-table, seizing a volume +triumphantly. + +'There it is--the whole time!' he said, 'staring at you while you are +helplessly looking for it. Oh, Edith, Edith!' he laughed amiably. 'How +like a woman that is! And the very book a few inches from your hand! +Well, well, never mind; it's found at last. I hope, dear, in the future +you will be more careful. We'll say no more about it now.' + +Edith didn't point out to Bruce that the book was a novel; that it was +blue; that it belonged to the library, was French, and that it was still +suitable for the children. + +'Well, well,' he said, sitting down with the book, which he had never +wanted at all, and had never even thought of when he came to the room +first, 'well, well, here it is! And now for the point I was going to +tell you when I came in.' + +'Shall we have tea, dear?' said Edith. + +'Tea? Oh, surely not. It's only just four. I don't think it's good for +the servants having tea half-an-hour earlier than usual. It's a little +thing--yes, I know that, but I don't believe in it. I like punctuality, +regularity--oh, well, of course, dear, if you wish it.' + +'No, I don't at all! I thought you might.' + +'Oh no. I like punctuality, er--and, as a matter of fact, I had tea at +the club.' + +Laughing, Edith rang the bell. + +Bruce lighted a cigarette, first, with his usual courtesy, asking her +permission. + +'I'll tell you about _that_ when Woodhouse has gone,' he said +mysteriously. + +'Oh, can't you tell me anything about it now? I wouldn't have ordered +tea if I'd known that!' + +He enjoyed keeping her waiting, and was delighted at her interest. He +would have made it last longer, but was unable to bear his own suspense; +so he said: + +'Before I say any more, tell me: where is Madame Frabelle?' + + + +CHAPTER III + +'Madame Frabelle's in her own room. She stays there a good deal, you +know. I fancy she does it out of tactfulness.' Edith spoke thoughtfully. + +'What does she do there?' Bruce asked with low-toned curiosity, as he +stood up and looked in the glass. + +'She says she goes there to read. She thinks it bores people to see a +visitor sitting reading about the house; she says it makes them get +tired of the sight of her.' + +'But she can't be reading all those hours, surely?' and Bruce sat down, +satisfied with his appearance. + +'One would think not. I used to think she was probably lying on the sofa +with cold cream on her face, or something of that sort. But she doesn't. +Once I went in,' Edith smiled, 'and found her doing Swedish exercises.' + +'Good heavens! What a wonderful woman she is! Do you mean to say she's +learning Swedish, as well as all the other languages she knows?' + +'No, no. I mean physical exercises. But go on, Bruce. I'm getting so +impatient.' + +Bruce settled himself down comfortably, blew a ring of smoke, and then +began slowly: + +'I never dreamt, Edith--' + +'Oh, Bruce, are you going to tell me everything you never dreamt? We +shall take weeks getting to the point.' + +'Don't be absurd. I'll get to the point at once then. Look here; I think +we ought to give a dinner for Madame Frabelle!' + +'Oh, is that all? Of course! I've been wondering that you didn't wish to +do it long before now.' + +'Have you? I'll tell you why. Thinking Madame Frabelle was a pal, er--a +friend--of the Conroys, it stood to reason, don't you see, that she knew +everyone in London; or could, if she liked--everyone worth knowing, I +mean. Under these circumstances there was no point in--well--in showing +off our friends to her. But I found out, only last night'--he lowered +his voice--'what do you think? She isn't an intimate friend of Lady +Conroy's at all! She only made her acquaintance in the drawing-room of +the Royal Hotel two days before she came to London!' + +Edith laughed. + +'How delightful! Then why on earth did Lady Conroy send her to us with a +letter of introduction? Why just us?' + +'Because she likes you. Besides, it's just like her, isn't it? And she +never said she had known her all her life. We jumped to that conclusion. +It was our own idea.' + +'And how did you find it out?' + +'Why, when you went up to the children and left me alone with Madame +Frabelle yesterday evening, she told me herself; perfectly frankly, in +her usual way. She's always like that, so frank and open. Besides, she +hadn't the slightest idea we didn't know it.' + +'I hope you didn't let her think--' Edith began. + +'Edith! As if I would! Well, that being so'--he lit another +cigarette--'and under the circumstances, I want to ask some people to +meet her. See?' + +'She seems very happy with us alone, doesn't she? Not as if she cared +much for going out.' + +'Yes, I know; that's all very well. But I don't want her to think we +don't know anyone. And it seems a bit selfish, too, keeping her all to +ourselves like this.' + +'Who do you want her to meet, dear?' + +'I want her to meet the Mitchells,' said Bruce. 'It's only a chance, of +course, that she hasn't met them already here, and I've told Mitchell at +the Foreign Office a good deal about her. He's very keen to know her. +Very keen indeed,' he added thoughtfully. + +'And then the Mitchells will ask her to their house, of course?' + +'I know they will,' said Bruce, rather jealously. 'Well, I shan't mind +her going there--once or twice--it's a very pleasant house, you know, +Edith. And she likes celebrities, and clever people, and that sort +of thing.' + +'Mrs Mitchell will count her as one, no doubt.' + +'I daresay! What does that matter? So she is.' + +'I know she is, in a way; but, Bruce, don't you wonder why she stays +here so long? I mean, there's no question of its not being for--well, +for, say, interested reasons. I happen to know for a fact that she has a +far larger income for herself alone than we have altogether. She showed +me her bank-book one day.' + +'Why?' + +'I don't know. She's so confidential, and perhaps she wanted me to know +how she was placed. And--she's not that sort of person--she's generous +and liberal, rather extravagant I should say.' + +'Quite so. Still, it's comfortable here, and saves trouble--and she +likes us.' + +Bruce again looked up toward the mirror, though he couldn't see it now. + +'Well, I don't mind her being here; it's a nice change, but it seems odd +she hasn't said a word about going. Well, about the dinner. Who else +shall we have, Edith? Let it be a small, intimate, distinguished sort of +dinner. She hates stiffness and ceremony. She likes to have a chance +to talk.' + +'She does, indeed. All right, you can leave it to me, Bruce. I'll make +it all right. We'll have about eight people, shall we?' + +'She must sit next to me, on my left,' Bruce observed. 'And not lilies +of the valley--she doesn't like the scent.' + +Madame Frabelle was usually designated between them by the personal +pronoun only. + +'All right. But what was the delicate, difficult matter that someone +consulted you about, Bruce?' + +'Ah, I was just coining to that.... Hush!' + +The door opened. Madame Frabelle came in, dressed in a violet tea-gown. + +'Tea?' said Edith, holding out a cup. + +'Yes, indeed! I'm always ready for tea, and you have such delightful +tea, Edith dear!' (They had already reached the point of Christian +names, though Edith always found Eglantine a little difficult to say.) +'It's nice to see you back so early, Mr Ottley.' + +'Wouldn't you like a slice of lemon?' said Bruce. + +To offer her a slice of lemon with tea was, from Bruce, a tribute to the +lady's talents. + +'Oh no! Cream and sugar, please.' + +Madame Frabelle was looking very pleasant and very much at her ease as +she sat down comfortably, taking the largest chair. + +'I'm afraid that Archie has been bothering you today,' Edith said, as +she poured out tea. + +'What!' exclaimed Bruce, with a start of horror. + +'Oh no, no, no! Not the least in the world, Mr Ottley! He's a most +delightful boy. We were only having some fun together--about my +mandolin; that was all!' + +(Edith thought of the sounds she had heard on the stairs.) + +'I'm afraid I got a little cross. A thing I very seldom do.' Madame +Frabelle looked apologetically at Edith. 'But we've quite made it up +now! Oh, and by the way, I want to speak to you both rather seriously +about your boy,' she went on earnestly. She had a rather powerful, +clear, penetrating voice, and spoke with authority, decision, and the +sort of voluble fluency generally known as not letting anyone else get a +word in edgeways. + +'About our boy?' said Bruce, handing the toast to her invitingly, while +Edith put a cushion behind her back, for which Madame Frabelle gave a +little gracious smile. + +'About your boy. Do you know, I have a very curious gift, Mr Ottley. I +can always see in children what they're going to make a success of in +life. Without boasting, I know you, Edith, are kind enough to believe +that I'm an extraordinary judge of character. Oh, I've always been like +that. I can't help it. I'll tell you now what you must make of your +boy,' she pursued. 'He is a born musician!' + +'A musician!' exclaimed both his parents at once, in great astonishment. + +Madame Frabelle nodded. 'That boy is a born composer! He has genius for +music. Look at his broad forehead! Those grey eyes, so wide apart! I +know, just at first one thinks too much from the worldly point of view +of the success of one's son in life. But why go against nature? The +boy's a genius!' + +'But,' ventured Edith, 'Archie hasn't the slightest ear for music!' + +'He dislikes music intensely,' said Bruce. 'Simply loathes it.' + +'He cried so much over his piano lessons that we were obliged to let him +give them up. It used to make him quite ill--and his music mistress +too,' Edith said. 'I remember she left the last time in hysterics.' + +'Yes, by Jove, I remember too. Pretty girl she was. She had a nervous +breakdown afterwards,' said Bruce rather proudly. + +'No, dear; you're thinking of the other one--the woman who began to +teach him the violin.' + +'Oh, am I?' + +Madame Frabelle nodded her head with a smile. + +'Nothing on earth to do with it, my dear! The boy's a born composer all +the same. With that face he must be a musician!' + +'Really! Funny he hates it so,' said Bruce thoughtfully. 'But still, I +have no doubt--' + +'Believe me, you can't go by his not liking his lessons,' assured Madame +Frabelle, as she ate a muffin. 'That has nothing to do with it at all. +The young Mozart--' + +'Mozart? I thought he played the piano when he was only three?' + +'Handel, I mean--or was it Meyerbeer? At any rate you'll see I'm right.' + +'You really think we ought to force him against his will to study music +seriously, with the idea of his being a composer when he grows up, +though he detests it?' asked his mother. + +Madame Frabelle turned to Edith. + +'Won't you feel proud when you see your son conducting his own opera, to +the applause of thousands? Won't it be something to be the mother of the +greatest English composer of the twentieth century?' + +'It would be rather fun.' + +'We shan't hear quite so much about Strauss, Elgar, Debussy and all +those people when Archie Ottley grows up,' declared Madame Frabelle. + +'I hear very little about them now,' said Bruce. + +'Well, how should you at the Foreign Office, or the golf-links, or the +club?' asked Edith. + +Bruce ignored Edith, and went on: 'Perhaps he'll turn out to be a Lionel +Monckton or a Paul Rubens. Perhaps he'll write comic opera revues or +musical comedies.' + +'Oh dear, no,' said their guest, shaking her head decidedly. 'It will be +the very highest class, the top of the tree! The real thing!' + +'Madame Frabelle _may_ be right, you know,' said Bruce. + +She leant back, smiling. + +'I _know_ I'm right! There's simply no question about it.' + +'Well, what do you think we ought to do about it?' said Edith. 'He goes +to a preparatory school now where they don't have any music lessons +at all.' + +'All the better,' she answered. 'The sort of lessons he would get at a +school would be no use to him.' + +'So I should think,' murmured Edith. + +'Leave it, say, for the moment, and when he comes back for his next +holidays put him under a good teacher--a really great man. And +you'll see!' + +'I daresay we shall,' said Bruce, considerably relieved at the +postponement. 'Funny though, isn't it, his not knowing one tune from +another, when he's a born musician?' + +It flashed across Edith what an immense bond of sympathy it was between +Bruce and Madame Frabelle that neither of them was burdened with the +slightest sense of humour. + +When he presently went out (each of them preferred talking to Her alone, +and She also enjoyed a _tete-a-tete_ most) Madame Frabelle drew up her +chair nearer to Edith and said: + +'My dear, I'm going to tell you something. Don't be angry with me, or +think me impertinent, but you've been very kind to me, and I look upon +you as a real friend.' + +'It's very sweet of you,' said Edith, feeling hypnotised, and as if she +would gladly devote her life to Madame Frabelle. + +'Well, I can see something. You are not quite happy.' + +'Not happy!' exclaimed Edith. + +'No. You have a trouble, and I'd give anything to take it away.' + +Madame Frabelle looked at her with sympathy, pressed her hand, then +looked away. + +Edith knew she was looking away out of delicacy. Delicacy about what? It +was an effort not to laugh; but, oddly enough, it was also an effort not +to feel secretly miserable. She wondered, though, what she was unhappy +about. She need not have troubled, for Madame Frabelle was quite willing +to tell her. She was, indeed, willing to tell anyone anything. Perhaps +that was the secret of her charm. + + + +CHAPTER IV + +It was utterly impossible, literally out of the question, that Madame +Frabelle could know anything about the one trouble, the one danger, that +so narrowly escaped being almost a tragedy, in Edith's life. + +It was three years since Bruce, always inclined to vague, mild +flirtations, had been positively carried off his feet, and literally +taken away by a determined young art student, with red hair, who had +failed to marry a friend of his. While Edith, with the children, was +passing the summer holidays at Westgate, Bruce had sent her the +strangest of letters, informing her that he and Mavis Argles could not +live without one another, and had gone to Australia together, and +imploring her to divorce him. The complication was increased by the fact +that at that particular moment the most charming man Edith had ever met, +Aylmer Ross, that eloquent and brilliant barrister, had fallen in love +with her, and she had become considerably attracted to him. Her pride +had been hurt at Bruce's conduct, but she had certainly felt it less +bitterly, in one way, because she was herself so much fascinated by +Aylmer and his devotion. + + * * * * * + +But Edith had behaved with cool courage and real unselfishness. She felt +certain that Brace's mania would not last, and that if it did he would +be miserable. Strangely, then, she had declined to divorce him, and +waited. Her prophecy turned out correct, and by the time they arrived at +their journey's end the red-haired lady was engaged to a commercial +traveller whom she met on the boat. By then Bruce and she were equally +convinced that in going to Australia they had decidedly gone too far. + + * * * * * + +So Brace came back, and Edith forgave him. She made one condition only +(which was also her one revenge), that he should never speak about it, +never mention the subject again. + +Aylmer Ross, who had taken his romance seriously to heart, refused to be +kept as _l'ami de la maison,_ and as a platonic admirer. Deeply +disappointed--for he was prepared to give his life to Edith and her +children (he was a widower of independent means)--he had left England; +she had never seen him since. + +All this had been a real event, a real break in Edith's life. For the +first few months after she suffered, missing the excitement of Aylmer's +controlled passion, and his congenial society. Gradually she made +herself--not forget it--but put aside, ignore the whole incident. It +gave her genuine satisfaction to know that she had made a sacrifice for +Bruce's sake. She was aware that he could not exist really +satisfactorily without her, though perhaps he didn't know it. He needed +her. At first she had endeavoured to remain separated from him, while +apparently living together, from who knows what feeling of romantic +fidelity to Aylmer, or pique at the slight shown her by her husband. +Then she found that impossible. It would make him more liable to other +complications and the whole situation too full of general difficulties. +So now, for the last three years, they had been on much the same terms +as they were before. Bruce had become, perhaps, less patronising, more +respectful to her, and she a shade more gentle and considerate to him, +as to a child. For she was generous and did not forgive by halves. There +were moments of nervous irritation, of course, and of sentimental +regret. On the whole, though, Edith was glad she had acted as she did. +But if occasionally she felt her life a little dull and flat, if she +missed some of the excitement of that eventful year, it was impossible +for anyone to see it by her manner. + +What could Madame Frabelle possibly know about it? What did that lady +really suppose was the matter? + + * * * * * + +'What do you think I'm unhappy about?' Edith repeated. + +Madame Frabelle, as has been mentioned, was willing to tell her. She +told her, as usual, with fluency and inaccuracy. + +Edith was much amused to find how strangely mistaken was this +authoritative lady as to her intuitions, how inevitably _a faux_ with +her penetrations and her instinctive guesses. Madame Frabelle said that +she believed Edith was beginning to feel the dawn of love for someone, +and was struggling against it. (The struggle of course in reality had +long been over.) + +Who was the person? + +'I haven't met him yet,' Madame Frabelle said; 'but isn't there a name I +hear very often? Your husband is always talking about him; he told me I +was to make the acquaintance of this great friend of his. Something +tells me it is he. I shall know as soon as I see him. You can't hide +it from me!' + +Who was the person Bruce was always mentioning to Madame Frabelle? +Certainly not Aylmer Ross--he had apparently forgotten his existence. + +'Are you referring to--?' + +Madame Frabelle looked out of the window and nodded. + +'Yes--Mr Mitchell!' + +Edith started, and a smile curved her lips. + +'It's always the husband's great friend, unfortunately,' sighed +Eglantine. 'Oh, my dear' (with the usual cheap, ready-made knowingness +of the cynic), 'I've seen so much of that. Now I'm going to help you. +I'm determined to leave you two dear, charming people without a cloud, +when I go.' + +'You're not thinking of going?' + +'Not yet ... no. Not while you let me stay here, dear. I've friends in +London, and in the country, but I haven't looked them up, or written to +them, or done anything since I've been here. I've been too happy. I +couldn't be bothered. I am so interested in you! Another thing--may I +say?--for I feel as if I'd known you for years. You think your husband +doesn't know it. You are wrong.' + +'Am I really?' + +'Quite. Last night a certain look when he spoke of the Mitchells showed +me that Bruce is terribly jealous. He doesn't show it, but he is.' + +'But--Mrs Mitchell?' suggested Edith. 'She's one of our best friends--a +dear thing. By the way, we're asking them to dine with us on Tuesday.' + +'I'm delighted to hear it. I shall understand everything then. Isn't it +curious--without even seeing them--that I know all about it? I think +I've a touch of second sight.' + +'But, Eglantine, aren't you going a little far? Hadn't you better wait +until you've seen them, at least. You've no idea how well the +Mitchells get on.' + +'I've no doubt of it,' she replied, 'and, of course, I don't know that +he--Mr Mitchell, I mean--even realises what you are to him. But _I_ do!' + +Edith was really impressed at the dash with which Madame Frabelle so +broadly handled this vague theme. + +'Wait till you do see them,' she said, rather mischievously, declining +to deny her friend's suggestion altogether. + +'Odd I should have guessed it, isn't it?' Madame Frabelle was evidently +pleased. 'You'll admit this, Edith, from what your husband says I gather +you see each other continually, don't you?' + +'Very often.' + +'Bruce and he are together at the Foreign Office. Bruce thinks much of +him, and admires him. With it all I notice now and then a tinge of +bitterness in the way he speaks. He was describing their fancy-dress +ball to me the other day, and really his description of Mr Mitchell's +costume would have been almost spiteful in any other man.' + +'Well, but Mr Mitchell is over sixty. And he was got up as a black +poodle.' + +'Yes; quite so. But he's a fine-looking man, isn't he? And very pleasant +and hospitable?' + +'Oh yes, of course.' + +'On your birthday last week that magnificent basket of flowers came from +Mr Mitchell,' stated Eglantine. + +'Certainly; from the Mitchells rather. But, really, that's nothing. I +think you'll be a little disappointed if you think he's at all of the +romantic type.' + +'I didn't think that,' she answered, though of course she had; 'but +something told me--I don't know why--that there's some strange +attraction.... I never saw a more perfect wife than you, nor a more +perfect mother. But these things should be nipped in the bud, dear. They +get hold of you sometimes before you know where you are. And think,' she +went on with relish, 'how terrible it would be practically to break up +two homes!' + +'Oh, really, I must stop you there,' cried Edith. 'You don't think of +elopements, do you?' + +'I don't say that, necessarily. But I've seen a great deal of life. I've +lived everywhere, and just the very households--_menages,_ as we say +abroad--that seem most calm and peaceful, sometimes--It would be, +anyhow, very dreadful, wouldn't it--to live a double life?' + +Edith thought her friend rather enjoyed the idea, but she said: + +'You don't imagine, I hope, that there's anything in the nature of an +intrigue going on between me and Mr Mitchell?' + +'No, no, no--not now--not yet--but you don't quite know, Edith, how one +can be carried away. As I was sitting up in my room--thinking--' + +'You think too much,' interrupted Edith. + +'Perhaps so--but it came to me like this. I mean to be the one to put +things right again, if I can. My dear child, a woman of the world like +myself sees things. You two ought to be ideally happy. You're meant for +one another--I mean you and Bruce.' + +'Do you think so?' + +'Absolutely. But this--what shall I say?--this fascination is coming +between you, and, though you don't realise it, it's saddening Bruce's +life; it will sadden yours too. At first, no doubt, at the stage you're +in, dear, it seems all romance and excitement. But later on--Now, Edith, +promise me you won't be angry with me for what I've said? It's a +terrible freedom that I've taken, I know. Really a liberty. But if I +were your'--she glanced at the mirror--'elder sister, I couldn't be +fonder of you. Don't think I'm a horrid, interfering old thing, +will you?' + +'Indeed I don't; you're a dear.' + +'Well, we won't speak of it any more till after Tuesday,' said Madame +Frabelle, 'and take my advice: throw yourself into other things.' + +She glanced round the room. + +'It's a splendid idea to divert your thoughts; why don't you refurnish +your boudoir?' + +Edith had often noticed the strange lack in Eglantine of any sense of +decoration. She dressed charmingly, but with regard to surroundings she +was entirely devoid of taste. She had the curious provincialism so often +seen in cosmopolitans who have lived most of their lives in hotels, +without apparently noticing or caring about their surroundings. + +Edith made rather a hobby of decoration, and she had a cultured and +quiet taste, and much knowledge on the subject. She guessed Madame +Frabelle thought her rooms too plain, too colourless. Instead of the +dull greys and blues, and surfaces without design, she felt sure her +friend would have preferred gorgeous patterns, and even a good deal of +gilt. Probably at heart Madame Frabelle's ideal was the crimson plush +and stamped leather and fancy ceilings of the lounge in a foreign hotel. + +'I rather like my room, you know,' said Edith. + +'And so do I. It's very charming. But a change, dear--a change of +_entourage_, as we say abroad, would do you good.' + +'Well, we must really think that out,' said Edith. + +'That's right. And you're not cross?' + +'Cross? I don't know when I've enjoyed a conversation so much,' said +Edith, speaking with perfect truth. + + + +CHAPTER V + +The Ottleys and Madame Frabelle were in the drawing-room awaiting their +guests. (I say advisedly their guests, for no-one could help regarding +Madame Frabelle as essentially the hostess, and queen of the evening.) +One would fancy that instead of entertaining more or less for the last +twelve years the young couple had never given a dinner before; so much +suppressed excitement was in the air. Bruce was quiet and subdued now +from combined nervousness and pride, but for the few days previous he +had been terribly trying to his unfortunate wife; nothing, according to +him, could be good enough for the purpose of impressing Madame Frabelle, +and he appeared to have lost all his confidence in Edith's undeniable +gift for receiving. + +The flowers, the menu, the arrangement of the eight people--for the +dinner was still small, intimate and distinguished, as he had first +suggested--had been subjected to continual and maddening changes in its +scheme. Everyone had been disengaged and everyone had accepted--then he +wished he had asked other people instead. + +When Edith was dressed Bruce put the last touch to his irritating +caprices by asking Edith to take out of her hair a bandeau of blue that +he had first asked her to put in. Every woman will know what agony that +must have caused. The pretty fair hair was waved and arranged specially +for this ornament, and when she took it out the whole scheme seemed to +her wrong. However, she looked very pretty, dressed in vaporous tulle of +a shade of blue which only a faultless complexion can bear. + +Edith's complexion was her strong point. When she was a little flushed +she looked all the better for it, and when she was pale it seemed to +suit her none the worse. Hers was the sort of skin with a satiny texture +that improves under bright sunshine or electric light; in fact the more +brilliantly it was lighted the better it looked. + +Madame Frabelle (of course) was dressed in black, _decolletee,_ and with +a good deal of jet. A black aigrette, like a lightning conductor, stood +up defiantly in her hair. Though it did not harmonise well with the +somewhat square and _bourgeois_ shape of her head and face, and +appeared to have dropped on her by accident, yet as a symbol of +smartness it gave her a kind of distinction. It appeared to have fallen +from the skies; it was put on in the wrong place, and it did not nestle, +as it should do, and appear to grow out of the hair, since that glory of +womanhood, in her case of a dull brown, going slightly grey, was smooth, +scarce and plainly parted. Madame Frabelle really would have looked her +best in a cap of the fashion of the sixties. But she could carry off +anything; and some people said that she did. + +Edith had been allowed by her husband _carte blanche_ in the decoration +of their house. + +This was fortunate, as _mise-en-scene_ was a great gift of hers; no-one +had such a sense as Edith for arranging a room. She had struck the happy +mean between the eccentric and the conventional. Anything that seemed +unusual did not appear to be a pose, or a strained attempt at being +different from others, but seemed to have a reason of its own. For +example, she greatly disliked the usual gorgeous _endimanche_ +drawing-room and dark conventional dining-room. The room in which she +received her guests was soft and subdued in colour and not dazzling with +that blaze of light that is so trying to strangers just arrived and not +knowing their way about a house (or certain of how they are looking). +The room seemed to receive them kindly; make them comfortable, and at +their ease, hoping they looked their best. The shaded lights, not dim +enough to be depressing, were kind to those past youth and gave +confidence to the shy. There was nothing ceremonious, nothing chilly, +about the drawing-room; it was essentially at once comfortable and +becoming, and the lights shone like shaded sunshine from the dull pink +corners of the room. + +On the other hand, the dining-room helped conversation by its +stimulating gaiety and daintiness. + +The feminine curves of the furniture, such as is usually kept for the +drawing-room, were all pure Louis-Quinze. It was deliriously pretty in +its pink and white and pale green. + +In the drawing-room the hosts stood by one of those large, old-fashioned +oaken fireplaces so supremely helpful to conversation and +_tete-a-tetes_. In Edith's house there was never any general +conversation except at dinner. People simply made friends, flirted, and +enjoyed themselves. + +As the clock struck eight the Mitchells were announced. Edith could +scarcely control a laugh as Mr Mitchell came in, he looked so utterly +unlike the dangerous lover Madame Frabelle had conjured up. He was +immensely tall, broad, loosely built, large-shouldered, with a red +beard, a twinkle in his eye, and the merriest of laughs. He was a +delightful man, but there was no romance about him. Besides, Edith +remembered him as a black poodle. + + * * * * * + +Mrs. Mitchell struck a useful note, and seemed a perfect complement to +her husband, the ideal wife for him. She was about forty-five, but being +slim, animated, and well dressed (though entirely without _chic_), she +seemed a good deal younger. + +Mr. Mitchell might have been any age between sixty and sixty-five, and +had the high spirits and vitality of a boy. + +It was impossible to help liking this delightful couple; they fully +deserved their popularity. In the enormous house at Hampstead, arranged +like a country mansion, where they lived, Mr. Mitchell made it the +object of his life to collect Bohemians as other people collect Venetian +glass, from pure love of the material. His wife, with a silly woman's +subtlety, having rather lower ideals--that is to say, a touch of the +very human vulgarity known as social ambition--made use of his +Bohemianism to help her on in her mundane success. This was the +principle of the thing. If things were well done--and they always were +at her house--would not a duke, if he were musical, go anywhere to hear +the greatest tenor in Europe? And would not all the greatest celebrities +go anywhere to meet a duke? + + * * * * * + +Next the two young Conistons were announced. + +Miss Coniston was a thin, amiable, artistic girl, who did tooling in +leather, made her own dresses, recited, and had a pale, good-looking, +too well-dressed, disquieting young brother of twenty-two, who seemed to +be always going out when other people came in, but was rather useful in +society, being musical and very polite. The music that he chose +generally gave his audience a shock. Being so young, so pale, and so +contemporary, one expected him to sing thin, elusive music by Debussy, +Faure, or Ravel. He seemed never to have heard of these composers, but +sang instead threatening songs, such as, 'I'll sing thee Songs of +Araby!' or defiant, teetotal melodies, like 'Drink to Me only with thine +Eyes!' His voice was good, and louder and deeper than one would expect. +He accompanied himself and his sister everywhere. She, by the way, to +add to the interest about her, was said to be privately engaged to a +celebrity who was never there. Alice and Guy Coniston were orphans, and +lived alone in a tiny flat in Pelham Gardens. He had been reading for +the Bar, but when the war broke out he joined the New Army, and was +now in khaki. + + * * * * * + +But the _clou_ and great interest of the evening was the arrival of Sir +Tito Landi, that most popular of all Italian composers. With his white +moustache, pink and white complexion, and large bright blue eyes, his +dandified dress, his eyeglass and buttonhole, he had the fresh, fair +look of an Englishman, the dry brilliance of a Parisian, the _naivete_ +of a genius, the manners of a courtier, and behind it all the diabolic +humour of the Neapolitan. He was small, thin and slight, with a curious +dignity of movement. + + * * * * * + +'Ah, Tito,' cried Bruce cordially. 'Here you are!' + +The dinner was bright and gay from the very beginning, even before the +first glass of champagne. It began with an optimistic view of the war, +then, dropping the grave subject, they talked of people, theatres, +books, and general gossip. In all these things Madame Frabelle took the +lead. Indeed, she had begun at once laying down the law in a musical +voice but with a determined manner that gave those who knew her to +understand only too well that she intended to go steadily on, and +certainly not to stop to breathe before the ices. + +Sir Tito Landi, fixing his eyeglass in his bright blue eye, took in +Madame Frabelle in one long look, and smiled at her sympathetically. + +'What do you think of her?' murmured Edith to Landi. + +Hypnotised and slightly puzzled as she was by her guest, she was +particularly curious for his opinion, as she knew him to be the best +judge of character of her acquaintance. He had some of the +capriciousness of the spoilt, successful artist, which showed itself, +except to those whom he regarded as real friends, in odd variations of +manner, so that Edith could not tell at all by his being extremely +charming to Madame Frabelle that he liked her, or by his being abrupt +and satirical that he didn't. An old friend and a favourite, she could +rely on what he told her. + +'C'est une bonne vieille,' he said. 'Bonne, mais bete!' + +'Really?' Edith asked, surprised. + +Landi laughed. 'Bete comme ses pieds, ma chere!' + +Returning to decent language and conventional tone, he went on with a +story he was telling about an incident that had happened when he was +staying with some royalties. His stories were short, new, amusing, and +invariably suited to his audience. Anything about the Court he saw, at a +glance, would genuinely interest Madame Frabelle. Edith was amused as +she saw that lady becoming more and more convinced of Landi's +importance, and of his respectful admiration. + + * * * * * + +Long before dinner was over there was no doubt that everyone was +delighted with Madame Frabelle. She talked so well, suited herself to +everyone, and simply charmed them all. Yet why? Edith was still +wondering, but by the time she rose to go upstairs she thought she began +to understand her friend's secret. People were not charmed with +Eglantine because she herself was charming, but because she was charmed. +Madame Frabelle was really as much interested in everyone to whom she +spoke as she appeared to be; the interest was not assumed. A few little +pretences and affectations she might have, such as that of knowing a +great deal about every subject under the sun--of having read everything, +and been everywhere, but her interest in other people was real. That was +what made people like her. + +Young Coniston, shy, sensitive and reserved as he was, had nevertheless +told her all about his training at Braintree, the boredom of getting up +early, the dampness of the tents, and how much he wanted to be sent to +the front. She admired his valour, was interested in his music, and at +her persuasion he promised to sing her songs of Araby after dinner. + +When the ladies were alone Eglantine's universal fascination was even +more remarkable. Mrs. Mitchell, at her desire, gave her the address of +the little dressmaker who ran up Mrs. Mitchell's blouses and skirts. +This was an honour for Mrs. Mitchell; nothing pleased her so much as to +be asked for the address of her dressmaker by a woman with a +foreign name. + +As to Miss Coniston, she was enraptured with Eglantine. Madame Frabelle +arranged to go and see her little exhibition of tooled leather, and +coaxed out of the shy girl various details about the celebrity, who at +present had an ambulance in France. She adored reciting, and Miss +Coniston, to gratify her, offered to recite a poem by Emile Cammaerts +on the spot. + +As to Mr. Mitchell, Madame Frabelle drew him out with more care and +caution. With the obstinacy of the mistaken she still saw in Mr. +Mitchell's friendly looks at his hostess a passion for Edith, and shook +her grey head over the blindness of the poor dear wife. + +Bruce hung on her words and was open-mouthed while she spoke, so +impressed was he at her wonderful cleverness, and at her evident success +with his friends. + +Later on Landi, sitting in the ingle-nook with Edith, said, as he puffed +a cigar: + +'Tiens, ma chere Edith, tu ne vois pas quelque chose?' + +'What?' + +He always talked French, as a middle course between Italian and English, +and Edith spoke her own language to him. + +'Elle. La Mere Frabelle,' he laughed to himself. 'Elle est folle de ton +mari!' + +'Oh, really, Landi! That's your fancy!' + +He mimicked her. 'Farncy! Farncy! Je me suis monte l'imagination, +peut-etre! J'ai un rien de fievre, sans doute! C'est une idee que j'ai, +comme ca. Eh bien! Non! Nous verrons. Je te dis qu'elle est amoureuse +de Bruce.' + +'He is very devoted to her, I know,' said Edith, 'and I daresay he's a +little in love with her--in a way. But she--' + +'C'est tout le contraire, chere. Lui, c'est moins; il est flatte. Il la +trouve une femme intelligente,' he laughed. 'Mais elle! Tu est folle de +ne pas voir ca, Edith. Enfin! Si ca l'amuse?' + +With a laugh he got up, to loud applause, and went to the little white +enamelled piano. There, with a long cigar in his mouth, he struck a few +notes, and at once magnetised his audience. The mere touch of his +fingers on the piano thrilled everyone present. + +He sang a composition of his own, which even the piano-organ had never +succeeded in making hackneyed, 'Adieu, Hiver,' and melodious as only +Italian music can be. Blue beams flashed from his eyes; he seemed in a +dream. Suddenly in the most impassioned part, which he was singing in a +composer's voice, that is, hardly any voice, but with perfect art, he +caught Madame Frabelle's eye, and gave her a solemn wink. She burst out +laughing. He then went on singing with sentiment and grace. + +All the women present imagined that he was making love to them, while +each man felt that he, personally, was making love to his ideal woman. +Such was the effect of Landi's music. It made the most material, even +the most unmusical, remember some little romance, some _tendresse_, some +sentiment of the past; Landi seemed to get at the soft spot in +everybody's heart. All the audience looked dreamy. Edith was thinking of +Aylmer Ross. Where was he now? Would she ever see him again? Had she +been wise to throw away her happiness like that? She tried to put the +thought aside, but she observed, with a smile, that Madame Frabelle +looked--and not when he was looking at her--a shade tenderly at Bruce. + +Edith remembered what Landi had said: 'Si ca l'amuse?' She found an +opportunity to tell him that Madame Frabelle believed in her own +intuitions, and had got it into her head that she and Mr. Mitchell were +attached to one another. + +'Naturellement. Elle veut s'excuser; la pauvre.' + +'But she really believes it.' + +'Elle voit double, alors!' exclaimed Landi. + + + +CHAPTER VI + +Edith and Madame Frabelle had long talks next day over the little +dinner-party, and the people of their intimate circle whom she had met. +She was delighted with Landi, though a little frightened of him, as most +people were when they first knew him, unless he really liked them +immensely. + +She impressed on Edith to beware of Mr. Mitchell. + +Bruce, for once, had really been satisfied with his own entertainment, +and declared to Edith that Madame Frabelle had made it go off +splendidly. + +Edith was growing to like her more and more. In a house where Bruce +lived it was certainly a wonderful help to have a third person often +present--if it was the right person. The absurd irritations and scenes +of fault-finding that she had become inured to, but which were always +trying, were now shorter, milder, or given up altogether. Bruce's temper +was perennially good, and got better. Then the constant illnesses that +he used to suffer from--he was unable to pass the military examination +and go to the front on account of a neurotic heart--these illnesses were +either omitted entirely or talked over with Madame Frabelle, whose +advice turned out more successful than that of a dozen specialists. + +'An extraordinary woman she is, you know, Edith,' he said. 'You know +that really peculiar feeling I sometimes have?' + +'Which, dear?' + +'You know that sort of emptiness in the feet, and heaviness in the head, +and that curious kind of twitching of the eyelids that I get?' + +'Yes, I know. Well, dear?' + +'Well, Madame Frabelle has given me a complete cure for it. It seems her +husband (by the way, what a brute he must have been, and what a life +that poor woman led! However, never mind that now) had something very +much of the same kind, only not quite so bad.' + +'Which, dear?' + +'How do you mean "Which"? Which what?' + +'Which peculiar feeling?' + +'What peculiar feeling are we talking about?' + +'I said, which peculiar feeling did Mr. Frabelle have?' + +'What are you trying to get at, Edith?' He looked at her suspiciously. + +Edith sighed. + +'Was it the heaviness in the feet, or the lightness in the head, or was +it the twitching of the eyelid which Mr. Frabelle used to suffer from?' + +'Oh, ah! Yes, I see what you mean. It seemed he had a little of them +all. But what do you think she used to do?' + +'I haven't the slightest idea.' + +'There's some stuff called Tisane--have you ever heard of it?' Bruce +asked. 'It's a simple remedy, but a very good thing. Well, he used to +use that.' + +'Did he bathe his eye with it?' + +'Oh, my dear Edith, you're wool-gathering. Do pull yourself together. He +drank it, that's what he did, and that's what I'm going to do. +Eg--Madame Frabelle would go straight down into the kitchen and show you +how to make it if you like.' + +'I don't mind, if cook doesn't,' said Edith. + +'Oh, we'll see about that. Anyway she's going to show me how to get it +made. + +'Then there's another thing Madame Frabelle suggested. She's got an idea +it would do me a world of good to spend a day in the country.' + +'Oh, really? Sounds a good idea.' + +'Yes. Say, on the river. She's not been there for years it seems. She +thinks she would rather enjoy it.' + +'I should think it would be a capital plan,' said Edith. + +'Well, how about next Saturday?' said Bruce, thinking he was concealing +his eagerness and satisfaction. + +'Saturday? Oh yes, certainly. Saturday, by all means, if it's fine. What +time shall we start?' + +He started at once, but was silent. + +'Saturday, yes,' Edith went on, after a glance at him. 'Only, I promised +to take the two children to an afternoon performance.' + +'Did you though?' Bruce brightened up. 'Rather hard luck on them to +disappoint them. Mind you, Edith, I don't believe in spoiling children. +I don't think their parents should be absolute slaves to them; but, on +the other hand, I don't think it's good for them to disappoint them +quite so much as that; and, after all--well, a promise to a child!' He +shook his head sentimentally. 'Perhaps it's a fad of mine; I daresay it +is; but I don't like the idea of breaking a promise to a child!' + +'It does seem a shame. Too bad.' + +'You agree with me? I knew you would. I've heard you say the same +yourself. Well then, look here, Edith; suppose we do it--suppose you do +it, I mean. Suppose you go with Archie and Dilly. They're to lunch with +my mother, aren't they?' + +'Yes, dear. But we were to have fetched them from there and then taken +them on to the theatre!' + +'Well, do it, then, my dear girl! Stick to your plan. Don't let me spoil +your afternoon! Gracious heaven! I--I--why, I can quite well take Madame +Frabelle myself.' He looked at the barometer. 'The glass is going up,' +he said, giving it first a tap and then a slight shake to encourage it +to go up higher and to look sharp about it. 'So that's settled, then, +dear. That's fixed up. I'll take her on the river. I don't mind in the +very least. I shall be only too pleased--delighted. Oh, don't thank me, +my dear girl; I know one ought to put oneself out for a guest, +especially a widow ... under these circumstances over in England ... +during the war too ... hang it, it's the least one can do.'... Bruce's +murmurings were interrupted by the entrance of the lady in question. He +made the suggestion, and explained the arrangement. She consented +immediately with much graciousness. + +'I dote on the river, and haven't been for years.' + +'Now where would you like to go?' he asked. 'What part of the river do +you like? How about Maidenhead?' + +'Oh, any part. Don't ask me! Anything you suggest is sure to be right. +You know far more about these things than I do. But Maidenhead--isn't it +just a little commonplace? A little noisy and crowded, even now?' + +'By jove, yes, you're quite right. Madame Frabelle's perfectly right, +Edith, you know. Well, what about Shepperton?' + +'Shepperton? Oh, charming! Dear little town. But it isn't exactly what I +call the river, if you know what I mean. I mean to say--' + +'Well, could you suggest a place?' said Bruce. + +'Oh, I'm the worst person in the world for suggesting anything,' said +Madame Frabelle. 'And I know so little of the river. But how about +Kingston?' + +'Kingston? Oh, capital. That would be charming.' + +'Kyngestown, as it used to be called' (Madame Frabelle hastened to show +her knowledge) 'in the days when Saxon kings were crowned there. Am I +wrong or not? Oh, surely yes.... Wasn't it Kingston? Didn't great Caesar +cross the river there? And the Roman legions camp upon the +sloping uplands?' + +Bruce gasped. 'You know everything!' he exclaimed. + +'Oh no. I remember a little about the history,' she said modestly, 'Ah, +poor, weak King Edwy!' + +'Yes, indeed,' said Bruce, though he had no recollection of having heard +the gentleman mentioned before. 'Poor chap!' + +'Too bad,' murmured Edith. + +'How he must have hated that place!' said Madame Frabelle. + +'Rather. I should think so indeed.' + +'However, _you_ won't,' said Edith adroitly changing the subject, seeing +her husband getting deeper out of his depth. + +Most of the evening Madame Frabelle read up Baedeker, to the immense +astonishment of Bruce, who had never before thought of regarding the +river from the historical and geographical point of view. + +The next day, which was fine, if not warm, the two started off with a +certain amount of bustle and a bundle of rugs, Madame Frabelle in a +short skirt with a maritime touch about the collar and what she called a +suitable hat and a dark blue motor veil. She carried off the whole +costume to admiration. + +Archie seemed rather bewildered and annoyed at this division of the +party. + +'But, Mother, we're going out to lunch with grandmother.' + +'I know, darling. I'll come and fetch you from there.' + +Conventional and restrained as Archie usually was, he sometimes said +curious things. + +Edith saw by his dreamy expression he was going to say one now. + +He looked at her for a little while after his father's departure and +then asked: + +'Mother!' + +'Yes, darling.' + +'Is Madame Frabelle a nice little friend for father?' + +Edith knew he had often heard her and the nurse or the governess +discussing whether certain children were nice little friends for him +or Dilly. + +'Oh yes, dear, very nice.' + +'Oh.' + +The cook came in for orders. + +'You're going to lunch all alone then, aren't you, Mother?' + +'Yes, I suppose I must. I don't mind. I've got a nice book.' + +Archie walked slowly to the door, then said in a tone of envious +admiration which contained a note of regret: + +'I suppose you'll order a delicious pudding?' + + * * * * * + +She went to fetch the children, who were excited at the prospect of a +theatre. The elder Mrs Ottley was a pleasant woman, who understood and +was utterly devoted to her daughter-in-law. Fond as she was of her son, +she marvelled at Edith's patience and loved her as much as she loved +Bruce. Though she had never been told, for she was the sort of woman who +does not require to be told things in order to know them, she knew every +detail of the sacrifice Edith had once made. She had been almost as +charmed by Aylmer Ross as her daughter-in-law was, and she had +considered Edith's action nearly sublime. But she had never believed +Edith was at that time really in love with Aylmer. She had said, after +Bruce's return: 'It mustn't happen again, you know, Edith.' + +'What mustn't?' + +'Don't spoil Bruce. You've made it almost too easy for him. Don't let +him think he can always be running away and coming back!' + +'No, never again,' Edith had answered, with a laugh. + +Now they never spoke of the subject. It was a painful one to Mrs Ottley. + +Today that lady seemed inclined to detain Edith, and make her--as Archie +feared--late for the rising of the curtain. + +'You really like Madame Frabelle so much, dear?' + +'Really I do,' said Edith. 'The more I know her, the more I like her. +She's the most good-natured, jolly, kind woman I've ever seen. Landi +likes her too. That's a good sign.' + +'And she keeps Bruce in a good temper?' said Mrs Ottley slyly. + +'Well, why shouldn't she? I'm not afraid of Madame Frabelle,' Edith +said, laughing. 'After all, Bruce may be thirty-seven, but she's fifty.' + +'She's a wonderful woman,' admitted Mrs. Ottley, who had at first +disliked her, but had come round, like everyone else. 'Very very nice; +and really I do like her. But you know my old-fashioned ideas. I never +approve of a third person living with a married couple.' + +'Oh--living! She's only been with us about a month.' + +'But you don't think she's going away before the end of the season?' + +'You can't call it a season. And she can't easily settle down just now, +on account of the war. Many of her relations are abroad, and some in the +country. She hasn't made up her mind where to live yet. She has never +had a house of her own since her husband died.' + +'Yes, I see.' + +'Do come, Mother!' urged Archie. + +'All right, darling.' + +'Will I have to take my hat off?' pouted Dilly, who had on a new hat +with daisies round it, in which she looked like a baby angel. She had a +great objection to removing it. + +'Yes, dear. Why should you mind?' + +'My hair will be all anyhow if I have to take it off in the theatre,' +said Dilly. + +'Don't be a silly little ass,' Archie murmured to his sister. 'Why, in +some countries women would be sent to prison unless they took their hats +off at a play!' + +The three reached the theatre in what even Archie called good time. This +meant to be alone in the dark, gloomy theatre for at least twenty +minutes, no-one present as yet, except two or three people eating +oranges in the gallery. He liked to be the first and the last. + +Edith was fancying to herself how Madame Frabelle would lay down the law +about the history of Kingston, and read portions of the guide-book +aloud, while Bruce was pointing out the scenery. + +The entertainment, which was all odds and ends, entertained the +children, but rather bored her. Archie was learning by heart--which was +a way he had--the words of a favourite song now being sung-- + + 'Kitty, Kitty, isn't it a pity, + In the city you work so hard,-- + With your one, two, three, four, five, + Six, three, seven, five, Cerrard? + + Kitty, Kitty, isn't it a pity, + That you're wasting so much time? + With your lips close to the telephone, + When they might be close to mine_!' + +When Edith's eye was suddenly attracted by the appearance of a boy in +khakis, who was in a box to her right. He looked about seventeen and was +tall and good-looking; but what struck her about him was his remarkable +likeness in appearance and in movement to Aylmer Ross. Even his back +reminded her strongly of her hero. There was something familiar in the +thick, broad shoulders, in the cool ease of manner, and in the +expression of the face. But could that young man--why, of course, it was +three years ago when she parted with Aylmer Ross, Teddy was fourteen; +these years made a great difference and of course all plans had been +changed on account of the war. Aylmer, she thought, was too old to have +been at the front. The boy must be in the New Army. + +She watched him perpetually; she felt a longing to go and speak to him. +After a while, as though attracted by her interest, he turned round and +looked her straight in the face. How thrilled she felt at this +likeness.... They were the very last to go out, and Edith contrived to +be near the party in the box. She dropped something and the young man +picked it up. She had never seen him, and yet she felt she knew him. +When he smiled she could not resist speaking to him. + +'Thank you. Excuse me. Are you the son of Mr. Aylmer Ross?' + +'I am. And I know you quite well by your photograph,' he said in exactly +Aylmer's pleasant, casual voice. 'You were a great friend of my +father's, weren't you?' + +'Yes. Where are you now?' + +He was at Aldershot, but was in town on leave. + +'And where's your father?' + +'Didn't you know? My father's at the front. He's coming over on leave, +too, in a fortnight.' + +'Really? And are you still at Jermyn Street?' + +'Oh yes. Father let his house for three years, but we've come back +again. Jolly little house, isn't it?' + +'Very. And I hope we shall see you both,' said Edith conventionally. + +The boy bowed, smiled and walked away so quickly that Archie had no time +for the salute he had prepared. + +He was wonderfully like Aylmer. + +Edith was curiously pleased and excited about this little incident. + + + +CHAPTER VII + +Madame Frabelle and Bruce arrived at Waterloo in good time for the 11.10 +train, which Bruce had discovered in the ABC. + +They wished to know where it started, but nobody appeared interested in +the subject. Guards and porters, of whom they inquired, seemed surprised +at their questions and behaved as if they regarded them as signs of +vulgar and impertinent curiosity. At Waterloo no-one seems to know when +a train is going to start, where it is starting from, or where it is +going to. Madame Frabelle unconsciously assumed an air of embarrassment, +as though she had no responsibility for the queries and excited manner +of her companion. She seemed, indeed, surprised when Bruce asked to see +the station-master. Here things came to a head. There was no train for +Kingston at 11.10; the one at that hour was the Southampton Express; and +it was worse than useless for Bruce and Madame Frabelle. + +'Then the ABC and Bradshaw must both be wrong,' said Bruce reproachfully +to Madame Frabelle. + +An idea occurred to that resourceful lady. 'Perhaps the 11.10 was only +to start on other days, not on Saturdays.' + +She turned out to be right. However, they discovered a train at twenty +minutes to twelve, which would take them where they wanted, though it +was not mentioned, apparently, in any timetable, and could only be +discovered by accident by someone who was looking for something else. + +They hung about the station until it arrived, feeling awkward and +uncomfortable, as people do when they have arrived too early for a +train. Meanwhile they abused Bradshaw, and discussed the weather. Bruce +said how wonderful it was how some people always knew what sort of +weather it was going to be. Madame Frabelle, who was getting +sufficiently irritable to be epigrammatic, said that she never cared to +know what the weather was going to be; the weather in England was +generally bad enough when it came without the added misery of knowing +about it beforehand. + +Bruce complained that she was too Continental. He very nearly said that +if she didn't like England he wondered she hadn't remained in France, +but he stopped himself. + +At last the train arrived. Bruce had settled his companion with her back +to the engine in a corner of a first-class carriage, and placed her rugs +in the rack above. As they will on certain days, every little thing went +wrong, and the bundle promptly fell off. As she moved to catch it, it +tumbled on to her hat, nearly crushing the crown. Unconsciously assuming +the expression of a Christian martyr, Madame Frabelle said it didn't +matter. Bruce had given her _The Gentlewoman_, _The World_, _The Field_, +_Punch_, and _The London Mail_ to occupy the twenty-five minutes or so +while they waited for the train to start. The journey itself was much +shorter than this interval. Knowing her varied interests, he felt sure +that these journals would pretty well cover the ground, but he was +rather surprised, as he took the seat opposite her, to see that she read +first, in fact instantly started, with apparent interest, on _The London +Mail_. With a quick glance he saw that she was enjoying 'What Everybody +Wants to Know'--'Why the Earl of Blank looked so surprised when he met +the pretty little blonde lady who had been said to be the friend of his +wife walking in Bond Street with a certain dark gentleman who until now +he had always understood to be her _bete noire_,' and so forth. + +As an example to her he took up _The New Statist_ and read a serious +article. + +When they arrived it was fine and sunny, and they looked at once for a +boat. + +It had not occurred to him before that there would be any difficulty in +getting one. He imagined a smart new boat all ready for him, with fresh, +gay cushions, and everything complete and suitable to himself and his +companion. He was rather irritated when he found instead that the best +they could do for him was to give him a broken-down, battered-looking +thing like an old chest, which was to be charged rather heavily for the +time they meant to spend on the river. It looked far from safe, but it +was all they could do. So they got in. Bruce meant to show his powers as +an oarsman. He said Madame Frabelle must steer and asked her to trim +the boat. + +In obedience to his order she sat down with a bang, so heavily that +Bruce was nearly shot up into the air. Amiable as she always was, and +respectfully devoted as Bruce was to her, he found that being on the +river has a mysterious power of bringing out any defects of temper that +people have concealed when on dry ground. He said to her: + +'Don't do that again. Do you mind?' as politely as he could. + +She looked up, surprised. + +'I beg your pardon, Mr Ottley?' + +'Don't do that again.' + +'Don't do what? What did I do?' + +'Why, I asked you to trim the boat.' + +'What did I do? I merely sat down.' + +He didn't like to say that she shouldn't sit down with a bump, and took +his place. + +'If you like,' she said graciously, 'I'll relieve you there, presently.' + +'How do you mean--relieve me?' + +'I mean I'll row--I'll sit in the stern--row!' + +'Perhaps you've forgotten the names of the different parts of a boat. +Madame Frabelle?' + +'Oh, I think not, Mr Ottley. It's a good while since I was on the river, +but it's not the sort of thing one forgets, and I'm supposed to have +rather a good memory.' + +'I'm sure you have--a wonderful memory--still, where I'm sitting is not +the stern.' + +There was a somewhat sulky silence. They admired the scenery of the +river. Madame Frabelle said she loved the distant glimpses of the grey +old palace of the Tudors, and asked him if he could imagine what it was +like when it was gay all day with the clanking of steel and prancing +horses and things. + +'How I love Hampton Court!' she said. 'It looks so quiet and peaceful. I +think I should like to live there. Think of the evenings in that +wonderful old place, with its panelled walls, and the echo of feet that +are no longer there, down the cold, stone corridors--' + +Bruce gave a slight laugh. + +'Echo of feet that are no longer there? But how could that be? Dear me, +how poetical you are, Madame Frabelle!' + +'I mean the imaginary echo.' + +'Imaginary--ah, yes. You're very imaginative, aren't you, Madame +Frabelle? Well, I don't know whether it's imagination or not, but, do +you know, I fancy that queer feeling of mine seems to be coming +on again.' + +'What queer feeling?' + +'I told you about it, and you were very sympathetic the other night, +before dinner. A kind of emptiness in the feet, and a hollowness in the +head, the feeling almost, but not quite, of faintness.' + +'It's nearly two o'clock. Perhaps you're hungry,' said Madame Frabelle. + +Bruce thought this was not fair, putting all the hunger on to him, as if +she had never felt anything so prosaic. Madame Frabelle always behaved +as if she were superior to the weaknesses of hunger or sleep, and denied +ever suffering from either. + +'It may be. I had no breakfast,' said Bruce untruthfully, as though it +were necessary to apologise for requiring food to sustain life. + +'Nor did I,' said Madame Frabelle hastily. + +'Well, don't you feel that you would like a little lunch?' + +'Oh no--oh dear, no. Still, I dare say some food would do you good, Mr +Ottley--keep you up. I'll come and watch you.' + +'But you must have something too.' + +'Must I? Oh, very well, just to keep you company.' + +They got out very briskly, and, leaving their battered-looking coffin +(called ironically the _Belle of the River_), they walked with quick +steps to the nearest hotel. Here they found a selection of large, +raw-looking cold beef, damp, tired-looking ham, bread, cheese, celery, +and dessert in the form of dry apples, oranges, and Brazil nuts that had +long left their native land. + +Bruce decided that the right thing to drink was shandy-gaff, but, to +keep up her Continental reputation, Madame Frabelle said she would like +a little light wine of the country. + +'Red, white, or blue?' asked Bruce, whose spirits were rising. + +She laughed very heartily, and decided on a little red. + +They had an adequate, if not exquisite, lunch, then Madame Frabelle said +she would like to go over Hampton Court. A tedious guide offered to go +with them, but Madame Frabelle said she knew all about the place better +than he did, so they wandered through the beautiful old palace. + +'Oh, to think of King Charles II's beauties living there--those lovely, +languid ladies--how charming they were!' exclaimed Madame Frabelle. + +'They wore very low dresses,' said Bruce, who felt rather sleepy and +stupid, and as if he didn't quite know what he was saying. + +Madame Frabelle modestly looked away from the pictures. + +'How exquisite the garden is.' + +He agreed, and they went out and sat, somewhat awkwardly, on an +uncomfortable stone seat. + +There was a delicious half-hour of real summer sun--'One of those April +days that seem a forecast of June,' as Madame Frabelle said. + +'How much better it is to be here in the beautiful fresh air than +squeezed into a stuffy theatre,' remarked Bruce, who was really feeling +a shade jealous of Edith for seeing the revue that he had wished to see. + +'Yes, indeed. There's nothing like England, I think,' she said rather +irrelevantly. + +'How exactly our tastes agree.' + +'Do they?' + +Her hand was on the edge of the seat. Somehow or other Bruce's had gone +over it. She didn't appear to notice it. + +'What small hands you have!' he remarked. + +'Oh no! I take sixes,' said the lady, whose size was really +three-quarters more than that. + +He insisted on looking at the grey suede glove, and then examined her +rings. + +'I suppose these rings have--er--associations for you, Madame Frabelle?' + +'Ah!' she said, shaking her head. 'This one--yes, this one--the sapphire +recalls old memories.' She sighed; she had bought it in the +Brompton Road. + +'A present from your husband, I suppose?' said Bruce, with a tinge of +bitterness. + +'Ah!' she answered. + +She thought he was getting a little sentimental, too early in the day, +and, with an effort at energy, she said: + +'Let's go back to the river.' + +They went back, and now Bruce began to show off his rowing powers. He +had not practised for a long time, and didn't get along very quickly. +She admired his athletic talents, as though he had been a winner of the +Diamond Sculls. + +'If I'd stuck to it, you know,' he said, rather apologetically, 'I'd +have done well in the rowing line. At one time--a good while ago--I +thought of going in for Henley, in the Regatta, you know. But with that +beastly Foreign Office one can't keep up anything of that sort.' + +'I suppose not.' + +'My muscle,' said Bruce, sticking out his arm, and hitting it rather +hard, 'is fairly good, you know. Not bad for a London man who never has +any practice.' + +'No indeed.' + +'My arm was about seventeen inches round just below the elbow at one +time,' Bruce said, 'a few years ago.' + +'Just fancy! Splendid!' said Madame Frabelle, who remembered that her +waist was not much more a good while ago. + +He told her a good many anecdotes of his prowess in the past, until +tea-time. + +Madame Frabelle depended greatly on tea; anything else she could do +without. But a cup of tea in the afternoon was necessary to her +well-being, and her animation. She became rather drowsy and absent by +four o'clock. + +Bruce again suggested their landing and leaving the _Belle of the +River_, as they had not thought of bringing a tea-basket. + +After tea, which was a great success, they became very cheery and jolly. +They went for a walk and then back to their boat. + +This was the happiest time of the day. + +When they reached the station, about half-past six, they found a +disagreeable crowd, pushing, screaming, and singing martial songs. As +they got into their first-class carriage about a dozen third-class +passengers sprang in, just as the train started. Bruce was furious, but +nothing could be done, and the journey back to town was taken with +Madame Frabelle very nearly pushed on to his knee by a rude young man +who practically sat on hers, smoking a bad cigarette in her face. + +They tacitly agreed to say nothing about this, and got home in time for +dinner, declaring the day to have been a great success. + +Bruce had really enjoyed it. Madame Frabelle said she had; though she +had a certain little tenderness, half of a motherly kind, for Bruce, she +far preferred his society in a comfortable house. She didn't really +think he was the ideal companion for the open air. And he was struck, as +he had often been before, by her curious way of contradicting herself in +conversation. She took any side and argued in favour of it so long as it +was striking or romantic. At one moment she would say with the greatest +earnestness, for instance, that divorce should not be allowed. Marriage +should be for ever, or not at all. At another moment she would argue in +favour of that absurd contradiction in terms known as free love, +_forgetting_ that she had completely changed round since earlier in the +conversation. This was irritating, but he was still impressed with her +infallibility, and Edith remarked more every day how curious that +infallibility was, and how safe it was to trust. Whenever Madame +Frabelle knew that something was going to happen, it didn't, and +whenever she had an intuition that something was going to occur, _then_ +it was pretty safe. It never would. In the same way she had only to look +at a person to see them as they were not. This was so invariable it was +really very convenient to have her in the house, for whatever she said +was always wrong. One had _merely_ to go by contraries and her +prophecies were most useful. + +'It's been jolly for you,' Bruce said to Edith, 'having a ripping time +in town while I'm taking your visitors about to show them England.' + +'You wouldn't have cared for the theatre,' she said. 'But, fancy, I met +Aylmer's son there--Aylmer Ross, you know. Aylmer himself is at the +front. They have taken their old house again. He means to come +back there.' + +'Well, I really can't help it,' said Bruce rather fretfully. '_I_ should +be at the front if it weren't for my neurotic heart. The doctor wouldn't +hear of passing me--at least one wouldn't. Any fellow who would have +done so would be--not a careful man. However, I don't know that it +wouldn't have been just as good to die for my country, and get some +glory, as to die of heart trouble here.' He sighed. + +'Oh no, you won't,' said Edith reassuringly; 'you look the picture of +health.' + +'I've got a bit of sunburn, I think,' said Bruce, popping up to look in +the glass. 'Funny how I do catch the sun. I asked Dr Pollock about +it one day.' + +'Really--did you consult him about your sunburn?' + +'Yes. What are you smiling at, He said it's caused by the extreme +delicacy of the mucous membrane; nothing to be anxious about.' + +'I don't think I am anxious; not particularly. And don't worry, my dear +boy; it's very becoming,' said Edith. + +Bruce patted her head, and gave her a kiss, smiling. + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +'We're lunching with the Mitchells today,' said Edith. + +'Oh yes. I remember. I'm looking forward to it,' graciously said Madame +Frabelle. 'It's a pity your husband can't come, isn't it? Ah, you +naughty girl, I don't believe you think so!' Madame Frabelle, archly +shook her finger at Edith. + +'Eglantine, have you really seriously talked yourself into thinking that +Mr Mitchell is anything to me?' + +'I don't say, dear,' said Madame Frabelle, sitting down comfortably, and +bringing out her knitting, 'that you yourself are aware of it. I don't +say that you're in love with him, but that he is devoted to you anyone +with half-an-eye can see. And some day,' she shook her head, 'some day +your interest in him may take you by surprise.' + +'It is _your_ interest in him that surprises me,' said Edith. 'He's a +good friend, and we like him very much. But for anything else!--' + +'If so, it's really rather wonderful,' mused Eglantine, 'that you've +never had a thought, even the merest dream, beyond your husband; that it +has never even occurred to you that anyone else might have suited your +temperament better.' + +Edith dropped her book, and picked it up again. Her friend thought she +saw, whether through stooping or what not, an increase of colour in +her face. + +'It isn't everyone,' continued Madame Frabelle, 'who would appreciate +your husband as you do. To me he is a very charming man. I can +understand his inspiring a feeling almost of motherly interest. I even +feel sometimes,' she laughed, 'as if it would be a pleasure to look +after him, take care of him. I think it would not have been a bad thing +for him to have married a woman a little older than himself. But you, +Edith, you're so young. You see, you might have made a mistake when you +married him. You were a mere girl, and I could imagine some of his ways +might irritate a very young woman.' + +After a moment she went on: 'I suppose Bruce was very handsome when you +married him?' + +'Yes, he was. But he hasn't altered much.' + +'Yet, as I told you before, Edith, though I think you an ideal wife, you +don't give me the impression of being in love with him. I hope you don't +take this as an impertinence, my dear?' + +'Not at all. And I'm not sure that I am.' + +'Yet your mother-in-law told me the other day that you had been such a +marvellous wife to him. That you had even made sacrifices. You have +never had anything to forgive, surely?' + +'Oh no, never,' hastily said Edith, fearing that Mrs Ottley was a little +inclined to be indiscreet. + +'She told me that Bruce had been occasionally attracted--only very +slightly--by other women, but that you were the only person he really +cared for.' + +'Oh, I doubt if he ever thinks much of anyone else,' said Edith. + + * * * * * + +A characteristic of the Mitchells' entertainments was that one always +met there the people they had met, even for the first time, at one's own +house. Here were the Conistons, and Landi, whom Edith was always +delighted to see. + +It was a large and gay lunch. Edith was placed some distance from Mr +Mitchell. Of course there was also a novelty--some lion or other was +always at the Mitchells'. Today it consisted of a certain clergyman, +called the Rev. Byrne Fraser, of whom Mrs Mitchell and her circle were +making much. He was a handsome, weary-looking man of whom more was +supposed than could conveniently be said. His wife, who adored him, +admitted that though he was an excellent husband, he suffered from +rheumatism and religious doubts, which made him occasionally rather +trying. There had been some story about him--nobody knew what it was. +Madame Frabelle instantly took his side, and said she was sure he had +been ill-treated, though she knew nothing whatever about it. She was +placed next to him at table and began immediately on what she thought +was his special subject. + +'I understand that you're very modern in your views,' she said, smiling. + +'I!' he exclaimed in some surprise. 'Really you are quite mistaken. I +don't think I am at all.' + +'Really? Oh, I'm so glad--I've such a worship myself for tradition. I'm +so thankful that you have, too.' + +'I don't know that I have,' he said. + +'It's true, then, what I heard--I felt it was the moment I looked at +you, Mr Fraser--I mean, that you're an atheist.' + +'A _what_?' he exclaimed, turning pale with horror. 'Good heavens, +Madame, do you know what my profession is?' + +He seemed utterly puzzled by her. She managed, all the same, somehow or +other to lure him into a conversation in which she _heartily_ took his +side. By the end of lunch they were getting on splendidly, though +neither of them knew what they were talking about. + +And this was one of the curious characteristics of Madame Frabelle. +Nobody made so many gaffes, yet no-one got out of them so well. To use +the lawyer's phrase, she used so many words that she managed to engulf +her own and her interlocutor's ideas. No-one, perhaps, had ever talked +so much nonsense seriously as she did that day, but the Rev. Byrne +Fraser said she was a remarkable woman, who had read and thought deeply. +Also he was enchanted with her interest in him, as everybody always was. + +Edith thought she had heard Mr Mitchell saying something to the others +that interested her. She managed to get near him when the gentlemen +joined them in the studio, as they called the large room where there was +a stage, a piano, a parquet floor, and every possible arrangement for +amusement. Madame Frabelle moved quickly away, supposing that Edith +wished to speak to him for his sake, whereas really it was in order to +have repeated something she thought she had heard at lunch. + +'Did I hear you saying anything about your old friend, Aylmer Ross?' she +asked. + +'Yes, indeed. Haven't you heard? The poor fellow has been wounded. He +was taken into hospital at once, fortunately, and he's getting better, +and is going to be brought home almost immediately, to the same old +house in Jermyn Street. I think his son is to meet him at the station +today. We must all go and see him. Capital chap, Aylmer. I always liked +him. He's travelled so much that--even before the war--I hadn't seen him +for three years.' + +'Was the wound serious?' asked Edith, who had turned pale. + +'They were anxious at first. Now he's out of danger. But, poor chap, I'm +afraid he won't be able to move for a good while. His leg is broken. I +hear he's got to be kept lying down two or three months.' + +'Qu'est ce qu'il y a, Edith?' asked Landi, who joined her. + +'I've just heard some bad news,' she said, 'but don't speak about it.' + +She told him. + +'Bien. Du calme, mon enfant; du calme!' + +'But, I'm anxious, Landi.' + +'Ca se voit!' + +'Do you think--' + +'Ce ne sera rien. It's the best thing that could happen to him. He'll be +all right.... I suppose you want to see him, Edith?' + +'He may not wish to see me,' said Edith. + +'Oh yes, he will. You were the first person he thought of,' answered +Landi. 'Why, my dear, you forget you treated him badly!' + +'Then, if he'd treated _me_ badly he wouldn't care to see me again, you +mean?' + +'C'est probable,' said Landi, selecting with care a very large cigar +from a box that was being handed round. 'Now, be quite tranquil. I shall +go and see him directly I leave here, and I'll let you hear every +detail. Will that do?' + +'Thanks, dear Landi!... But even if he wishes to see me, ought I to +go?' + +'That I don't know. But you will.' + +He lighted the long cigar. + + + +CHAPTER IX + +Next morning Edith, who always came down to breakfast, though somewhat +late, found on her plate a letter from Lady Conroy, that most vague and +forgetful of all charming Irishwomen. It said: + +'My DEAR MRS OTTLEY, + +Do excuse my troubling you, but could you give me a little information? +Someone has asked me about Madame Frabelle. I know that she is a friend +of yours, and is staying with you, and I said so; also I have a sort of +idea that she was, in some way, connected with you by marriage or +relationship, but of that I was not quite sure. I fancy that it is due +to you that I have the pleasure of knowing her, anyhow. + +'Could you tell me who she was before she married? What her husband was, +and anything else about her? That she is most charming and a very clever +woman I know, of course, already. To say she is a friend of yours is +enough to say that, but the rest I forget. + +'Hoping you will forgive my troubling you, and that you are all very +well, I remain, yours most sincerely. + +'KATHLEEN CONROY + +'P.S.--I began to take some lessons in nursing when I came across a most +charming and delightful girl, called Dulcie Clay. Do you happen to know +her at all? Her father married again and she was not happy at home, and, +having no money, she went in for nursing, seriously (not as I did), but +I'm afraid she is not strong enough for the profession. Remember me to +Madame Frabelle.' + +Edith passed the letter to Bruce. + +'Isn't this too delightful?' she said; 'and exactly like her? She sends +Madame Frabelle to me with a letter of introduction, and then asks me +who she is!' + +'Well,' said Bruce, who saw nothing of the absurdity of the situation, +'Lady Conroy is a most charming person. It looks almost as if she wanted +to decline responsibility. I wouldn't annoy her for the world. You must +give her all the information she wants, of course.' + +'But all I know I only know from her.' + +'Exactly. Well, tell her what she told you. Madame Frabelle told us +candidly she made her acquaintance at the hotel! But it's absurd to tell +Lady Conroy that back! We can't!' + +Edith found the original letter of introduction, after some searching, +and wrote to Lady Conroy to say that she understood Madame Frabelle, who +was no connection of hers, was a clever, interesting woman, who wished +to study English life in her native land. She was '_of good family; she +had been a Miss Eglantine Pollard, and was the widow of a well-to-do +French wine merchant_.' (This was word for word what Lady Conroy had +told her.) She went on to say that she '_believed Madame Frabelle had +several friends and connections in London_.' + +'The Mitchells, for instance,' suggested Bruce. + +'Yes, that's a good idea. "_She knows the Mitchells very well_,"' Edith +went on writing. '"_I think you know them also; they are very great +friends of ours. Mr Mitchell is in the Foreign Office_."' + +'And the Conistons?' suggested Bruce. + +'Yes. "_She knows the Conistons; the nice young brother and sister we +are so fond of. She has other friends in London, I believe, but she has +not troubled to look them up. The more one sees of her the more one +likes her. She is most charming and amiable and makes friends wherever +she goes. I don't think I know anything more than this, dear Lady +Conroy. Yours very sincerely, Edith Ottley. P.S.--I have not met Miss +Dulcie Clay_."' + +Bruce was satisfied with this letter. Edith herself thought it the most +amusing letter she had ever written. + +'The clergyman whom she met at lunch yesterday, by the way,' said Bruce, +'wouldn't it sound well to mention him?' + +Edith good-naturedly laughed, and added to the letter: '"_The Rev. Byrne +Fraser knows our friend also, and seems to like her_."' + +'The only thing is,' said Bruce, after a moment's pause, 'perhaps that +might do her harm with Lady Conroy, although he's a clergyman. There +have been some funny stories about the Rev. Byrne Fraser.' + +'He certainly liked her,' said Edith. 'He wrote her a long letter last +night, after meeting her at lunch, to go on with their argument, or +conversation, or whatever it was, and she's going to hear him preach +on Sunday.' + +'Do you feel she would wish Lady Conroy to know that she's a friend of +the Rev. Byrne Fraser?' asked Bruce. + +'Oh, I think so; or I wouldn't have said it.' + +Edith was really growing more and more loyal in her friendship. There +certainly was something about Madame Frabelle that everybody, clever and +stupid alike, seemed to be attracted by. + +Later Edith received a telephone call from Landi. He told her that he +had seen Aylmer, who was going on well, that he had begged to see her, +and had been allowed by his doctor and nurse to receive a visit from her +on Saturday next. He said that Aylmer had been agitated because his boy +was going almost immediately to the front. He seemed very pleased at the +idea of seeing her again. + +Edith looked forward with a certain excitement to Saturday. + + * * * * * + +A day or two later Edith received a letter from Lady Conroy, saying: + +'MY DEAR EDITH, + +Thank you so much for your nice letter. I remember now, of course, +Madame Frabelle was a friend of the Mitchells, whom I know so well, and +like so much. What dears they are! Please remember me to them. I knew +that she had a friend who was a clergyman, but I wasn't quite sure who +it was. I suppose it must have been this Mr Fraser. She was a Miss +Pollard, you know, a very good family, and, as I always understood, the +more one knows of her the better one likes her. + +'Thanks again for your note. I am longing to see you, and shall call +directly I come to London. Ever yours, + +'KATHLEEN CONROY + +'P.S.--Madame F's husband was a French wine merchant, and a very +charming man, I believe. By the way, also, she knows the Conistons, I +believe, and no doubt several people we both know. Miss Clay has gone to +London with one of her patients.' + +Bruce didn't understand why Edith was so much amused by this letter, nor +why she said that she should soon write and ask Lady Conroy who Madame +Frabelle was, and that she would probably answer that she was a great +friend of Edith's and of the Mitchells, and the Rev. Byrne Fraser. + +'She seems a little doubtful about Fraser, doesn't she?' Bruce said. + +'I mean Lady Conroy. Certainly she's got rather a funny memory; she +doesn't seem to have the slightest idea that she sent her to you with a +letter of introduction. Now we've taken all the responsibility on +ourselves.' + +'Well, really I don't mind,' said Edith. 'What does it matter? There's +obviously no harm in Madame Frabelle, and never could have been.' + +'She's a very clever woman,' said Bruce. 'I'm always interested when I +hear what she has to say about people. I don't mind telling you that I'm +nearly always guided by it.' + +'So am I,' said Edith. + +Indeed Edith did sincerely regard her opinion as very valuable. She +found her so invariably wrong that she was quite a useful guide. She was +never quite sure of her own judgement until Madame Frabelle had +contradicted it. + + * * * * * + +When Edith went to call on Aylmer in the little brown house in Jermyn +Street, she was shown first into the dining-room. + +In a few minutes a young girl dressed as a nurse came in to speak to +her. + +She seemed very shy and spoke in a soft voice. + +'I'm Miss Clay,' she said. 'I've been nursing for the last six months, +but I'm not very strong and was afraid I would have to give it up when I +met Mr Ross at Boulogne. He was getting on so well that I came back to +look after him and I shall stay until he is quite well, I think.' + +Evidently this was the Dulcie Clay Lady Conroy had mentioned. Edith was +much struck by her. She was a really beautiful girl, with but one slight +defect, which some people perhaps, would have rather admired--her skin +was rather too dark, and a curious contrast to her beautiful blue eyes. +As a rule the combination of blue eyes and dark hair goes with a fair +complexion. Dulcie Clay had a brown skin, clear and pale, such as +usually goes with the Spanish type of brunette. But for this curious +darkness, which showed up her dazzling white teeth, she was quite +lovely. It was a sweet, sensitive face, and her blue eyes, with long +eyelashes like little feathers, were charming in their soft expression. +Her smile was very sweet, though she had a look of melancholy. There was +something touching about her. + +She was below the usual height, slight and graceful. Her hair, parted in +the middle, was arranged in the Madonna style in two thick natural waves +each side of her face. + +She had none of the bustling self-confidence of the lady nurse, but was +very gentle and diffident. Surely Aylmer must be in love with her, +thought Edith. + +Then Miss Clay said, in her low voice: + +'You are Mrs Ottley, aren't you? I knew you at once.' + +'Did you? How was that?' + +A little colour came into the pale, dark face. + +'Mr Ross has a little photograph of you,' she said, 'and once when he +was very ill he gave me your name and address and asked me to send it to +you if anything happened.' + +As she said that her eyes filled with tears. + +'Oh, but he'll be all right now, won't he?' asked Edith, with a feeling +of sympathy for Miss Clay, and a desire to cheer the girl. + +'Yes, I think he'll be all right now,' she said. 'Do come up.' + + + +CHAPTER X + +It was a curious thing about Madame Frabelle that, though she was +perfectly at ease in any society, and really had seen a good deal of the +world, all her notions of life were taken from the stage. She looked +upon existence from the theatrical point of view. Everyone was to her a +hero or a heroine, a villain or a victim. To her a death was a +_denouement_; a marriage a happy ending. Had she known the exact +circumstances in which Edith went to see the wounded hero, Madame +Frabelle's dramatic remarks, the obvious observations which she would +have showered on her friend, would have been quite unendurable. +Therefore Edith chose to say merely that she was going to see an old +friend, so as not to excite her friend's irritable imagination by any +hint of sentiment or romance on the subject. + +During her absence in the afternoon, it happened that Mrs Mitchell had +called, with a lady whom she had known intimately since Tuesday, so she +was quite an old friend. Madame Frabelle had received them together in +Edith's place. On her return Madame Frabelle was full of the stranger. +She had, it seemed been dressed in bright violet, and did nothing but +laugh. Whether it was that everything amused her, or merely that +laughter was the only mode she knew of expressing all her sentiments, +impressions and feelings, Madame Frabelle was not quite sure. Her name +was Miss Radford, and she was thirty-eight. She had very red cheeks, and +curly black hair. She had screamed with laughter from disappointment at +hearing Mrs Ottley was out; and shrieked at hearing that Madame Frabelle +had been deputed to receive them in her place. Mrs Mitchell had +whispered that she was a most interesting person, and Madame Frabelle +thought she certainly was. It appeared that Mrs Mitchell had sent the +motor somewhere during their visit, and by some mistake it was a long +time coming back. This had caused peals of laughter from Miss Radford, +and just as they had made up their minds to walk home the motor arrived, +so she went away with Mrs Mitchell, giggling so much she could +hardly stand. + +Miss Radford also had been highly amused by the charming way the boudoir +was furnished, and had laughed most heartily at the curtains and the +pictures. Edith was sorry to have missed her. She was evidently a +valuable discovery, one of their new treasures, a rare _trouvaille_ of +the Mitchells. + +Madame Frabelle then told Edith and Bruce that she had promised to dine +with the Mitchells one day next week. Edith was pleased to find that +Eglantine, and also Bruce, who had by now returned home, were so full of +Mrs Mitchell's visit and invitation, that neither of them asked her a +single question about Aylmer, and appeared to have completely forgotten +all about him. + + * * * * * + +As Madame Frabelle left them for a moment, Edith observed a cloud of +gloom over Bruce's expressive countenance. He said: + +'Well, really! Upon my word! This is a bit too much! Mind you, I'm not +at all surprised. In fact, I always expected it. But it is a bit of a +shock, isn't it, when you find old friends throwing you over like this?' + +He walked up and down, much agitated, repeating the same thing in +different words: that he had never been so surprised in his life; that +it was what he had always known would happen; that it was a great shock, +and he had always expected it. + +At last Edith said: 'I don't see anything so strange about it, Bruce. +It's natural enough they should have asked her.' + +'Oh, is it? How would they ever have known her but for us?' + +'How could they ask her without knowing her? Besides we went there last. +We lunched with them only the other day.' + +'That's not the point. You have missed the point entirely. +Unfortunately, you generally do. You have, in the most marked way, a +woman's weakness, Edith. You're incapable of arguing logically. I +consider it a downright slight; no, not so much a slight as an +insult--perhaps injury is the _mot juste_--to take away our guest and +not ask us. Not that I should have gone. I shouldn't have dreamed of +going, in any case. For one thing we were there last; we lunched there +only the other day. Besides, we're engaged to dine with my mother.' + +'Mrs Mitchell knew that; that's why she asked Madame Frabelle because +she would be alone.' + +'Oh, how like you, Edith! Always miss the point--always stick up for +everyone but me! You invariably take the other side. However, perhaps it +is all for the best; it's just as well. Nothing would have induced me to +have gone--even if I hadn't been engaged, I mean. I'm getting a bit +tired of the Mitchells; sick of them. Their tone is frivolous. And if +they'd pressed me ever so much, nothing in the world would have made me +break my promise to my mother.' + +'Well, then, it's all right. Why complain?' + +Bruce continued, however, in deep depression till they received a +message from the Mitchells, asking Edith if she and her husband couldn't +manage to come, all the same, if they were not afraid of offending the +elder Mrs Ottley. They could go to Bruce's mother at any time, and the +Mitchells particularly wanted them to meet some people tomorrow night--a +small party, unexpectedly got up. + +'Of course you won't go,' said Edith to Bruce from the telephone. 'You +said you wouldn't under any circumstances. I'll refuse, shall I?' + +'No--no, don't! Certainly not! Of course I shall go. Accept immediately. +They're quite right, it is perfectly true we can go to my mother any +other day. Besides, I don't think it's quite fair to old friends like +the Mitchells to throw them over when they particularly want us and ask +us as a special favour to them, like this.' + +'You don't think, perhaps, that somebody else has disappointed them, and +they asked us at the last minute, to fill up?' suggested Edith, to whom +this was perfectly obvious. + +Bruce was furious at this suggestion. + +'Certainly not!' he exclaimed. 'The idea of such a thing. As if they +would treat me like that! Decidedly we will go.' + +'All right,' she said, 'just as you wish. But your mother will be +disappointed.' + +Bruce insisted. Of course the invitation was accepted, and once again he +was happy! + + * * * * * + +And at last Edith was able to be alone, and to think over her meeting +with Aylmer. A dramatic meeting under romantic circumstances between two +people of the Anglo-Saxon race always appears to fall a little flat; +words are difficult to find. When she went in, to find him looking thin +and weak, pale under his sunburn, changed and worn, she was deeply +thrilled and touched. It brought close to her the simple, heroic manner +in which so many men are calmly risking their lives, taking it as a +matter of course, and as she knew for a fact that he was forty-two and +had gone into the New Army at the very beginning of the war, she was +aware he must have strained a point in order to join. She admired +him for it. + +He greeted her with that bright expression in his eyes and with the +smile that she had always liked so much, which lighted up like a ray of +sunshine the lean, brown, somewhat hard, face. + +She sat down by his side, and all she could think of to say was: 'Well, +Aylmer?' + +He answered: 'Well, Edith! Here you are.' + +He took her hand, and she left it in his. Then they sat in silence, +occasionally broken by an obvious remark. + + * * * * * + +When he had left three years ago both had parted in love, and Aylmer in +anger. He had meant never to see her again, never to forgive her for her +refusal to use Bruce's escapade as a means of freeing herself, to marry +him. Yet now, when they met they spoke the merest commonplaces. And +afterwards neither of them could ever remember what had passed between +them during the visit. She knew it was short, and that it had left an +impression that calmed her. Somehow she had thought of him so much that +when she actually saw him again her affection seemed cooler. Had she +worn out the passion by dint of constancy? That must be strange. +Unaccountably, touched as she was at his wishing to see her just after +he had nearly died, the feeling now seemed to be more like a warm +friendship, and less like love. + +The little nurse had seen her out. Edith saw that she had been crying. +Evidently she was quite devoted to Aylmer, and, poor girl, she probably +regarded Edith as a rival. But Edith would not be one, of that she was +determined. She wondered whether their meeting had had the same effect +on Aylmer. She thought he had shown more emotion than she had. + +'He will be better now,' Dulcie Clay had said to her at the door. +'Please come again, Mrs Ottley.' + +Edith thought that generous. + +It seemed to her that Dulcie was as frank and open as a child. Edith, at +any rate, could read her like a book. It made her feel sorry for the +girl. As Edith analysed her own feelings she wondered why she had felt +no jealousy of her--only gratitude for her goodness to Aylmer. + +All her sensations were confused. Only one resolution was firm in her +mind. Whether he wished it or not, they should never be on the terms +they were before. It could only lead to the same ending--to unhappiness. +No; after all these years of separation, Edith would be his friend, and +only his friend. Of that she was resolved. + + + +CHAPTER XI + +'Lady Conroy,' said Bruce thoughtfully, at breakfast next day, 'is a +very strict Roman Catholic.' + +Bruce was addicted to volunteering information, and making unanswerable +remarks. + +Madame Frabelle said to Edith in a low, earnest tone: + +'Pass me the butter, dear,' and looked attentively at Bruce. + +'I sometimes think I shouldn't mind being one myself,' Bruce continued; +'I should rather like to eat fish on Fridays.' + +'But you like eating fish on Thursdays,' said Edith. + +'And Mr Ottley never seems to care very much for meat.' + +'Unless it's particularly well cooked--in a particular way,' said Edith. + +'Fasts,' said Madame Frabelle rather pompously, 'are meant for people +who like feasts.' + +'How true!' He gave her an admiring glance. + +'I should not mind confessing, either,' continued Bruce, 'I think I +should rather like it.' + +(He thought he was having a religious discussion.) + +'But you always do confess,' said Edith, 'not to priests, perhaps, but +to friends; to acquaintances, at clubs, to girls you take in to dinner. +You don't call it confessing, you call it telling them a curious thing +that you happen to remember.' + +'He calls it conversing,' said Madame Frabelle. She then gave a slight +flippant giggle, afterwards correcting it by a thoughtful sigh. + +'The Rev. Byrne Fraser, of course, is very High Church,' Bruce said. 'I +understood he was Anglican. By the way, was Aylmer Ross a Roman +Catholic?' + +'I think he is.' + +Bruce having mentioned his name, Edith now told him the news about her +visit to their friend. Bruce liked good news--more, perhaps, because it +was news than because it was good--yet the incident seemed to put him in +a rather bad temper. He was sorry for Aylmer's illness, glad he was +better, proud of knowing him, or, indeed, of knowing anyone who had been +publicly mentioned; and jealous of the admiration visible in both Edith +and Madame Frabelle. This medley of feeling resulted in his taking up a +book and saying: + +'Good heavens! Again I've found you've dog's-eared my book, Edith!' + +'I only turned down a page,' she said gently. + +'No, you haven't; you've dog's-eared it. It's frightfully irritating, +dear, how you take no notice of my rebukes or my comments. Upon my word, +what I say to you seems to go in at one ear and out at the other, just +like water on a duck's back.' + +'How does the water on a duck's back get into the dog's ears?--I mean +the duck's ears. Oh, I'm sorry. I won't do it again.' + +Bruce sighed, flattened out the folded page and left the room with quiet +dignity, but caught his foot in the mat. Both ladies ignored +the accident. + +When he had gone, Madame Frabelle said: + +'Poor Edith!' + +'Bruce is only a little tidy,' said Edith. + +'I know. My husband was dreadfully untidy, which is much worse.' + +'I suppose they have their faults.' + +'Oh, men are all alike!' exclaimed Madame Frabelle cynically. + +'Only some men,' said Edith. 'Besides, to a woman--I mean, a nice +woman--there is no such thing as men. There is a man; and either she is +so fond of him that she can talk of nothing else, however unfavourably, +or so much in love with him that she never mentions his name.' + +'Men often say women are all alike,' said Madame Frabelle. + +'When a man says that, he means there is only one woman in the world, +and he's in love with her, and she is not in love with him.' + +'Men are not so faithful as women,' remarked Madame Frabelle, with the +air of a discovery. + +'Perhaps not. And yet--well, I think the difference is that a man is +often more in love with the woman he is unfaithful to than with the +woman he is unfaithful with. With us it is different.... Madame +Frabelle, I think I'll take Archie with me today to see Aylmer Ross. +Tell Bruce so, casually; and will you come with me another day?' + +'With the greatest pleasure,' said Madame Frabelle darkly, and with an +expressive look. (Neither she nor Edith had any idea what it expressed.) + +Edith found Aylmer wonderfully better. The pretty little nurse with the +dark face and pale blue eyes told her he had had a peaceful night and +had bucked up tremendously. He was seated in an arm-chair with one leg +on another chair, and with him was Arthur Coniston, a great admirer +of his. + +It was characteristic of Aylmer, the moment he was able, to see as many +friends as he was allowed. Aylmer was a very gregarious person, +though--or perhaps because--he detested parties. He liked company, but +hated society. Arthur Coniston, who always did his best to attract +attention by his modest, self-effacing manner, was sitting with his +handsome young head quite on one side from intense respect for his host, +whom he regarded with the greatest admiration as a man of culture, and a +judge of art. He rejoiced to be one of the first to see him, just +returned after three years' absence from England, and having spent the +last three months at the front. + +Arthur Coniston (also in khaki), who was a born interviewer, was anxious +to know Aylmer's impression of certain things over here, after his +long absence. + +'I should so very much like to know,' he said, 'what your view is of the +attitude to life of the Post-Impressionists.' + +Aylmer smiled. He said: 'I think their attitude to life, as you call it, +is best expressed in some of Lear's Nonsense Rhymes: "_His Aunt Jobiska +said, 'Everyone knows that a pobble is better without his toes_.'"' + +Archie looked up in smiling recognition of these lines, and Edith +laughed. + +'Excuse me, but I don't quite follow you,' said young Coniston gravely. + +'Why, don't you see? Of course, Lear is the spirit they express. A +portrait by a post-Impressionist is sure to be "A Dong with a luminous +nose." And don't you remember, "_The owl and the pussycat went to sea in +a beautiful pea-green boat_"? Wouldn't a boat painted by a +Post-Impressionist be pea-green?' + +'Perfectly. I see that. But--why the pobble without its toes?' + +'Why, the sculptor always surrenders colour, and the painted form. Each +has to give up something for the limitation of art. But the more modern +artist gives up much more--likeness, beauty, a few features here and +there--a limb now and then.' + +'Ah yes. I quite see what you mean. Like the statuary of Rodin or +Epstein. One sees really only half the form, as if growing out of the +sketchy sculpture. And then there's another thing--I hope I'm not +wearying you?' + +'No, indeed. It's great fun: such a change to hear about this sort of +thing again.' + +'The Futurists?' asked Arthur. 'What is your view of them?' + +'Well, of course, they are already past, They always were. But I should +say their attitude to life is that of the man who is looking at the moon +reflected in a lake, but can't see it; he sees the reflection of a +coal-scuttle instead.' + +'Ah yes. They see things wrong, you mean. They're not so real, not so +logical, as the Post-Impressionists.' + +'Yes, the Futurist is off the rails entirely, and he seems to see hardly +anything but railways. But all that noisy nonsense of the Futurists +always bored me frightfully,' Aylmer said. 'Affectation for affectation, +I prefer the pose of depression and pessimism to that of bullying and +high spirits. When the affected young poet pretended to be used up and +worn out, one knew there was vitality under it all. But when I see a +cheerful young man shrieking about how full of life he is, banging on a +drum, and blowing on a tin trumpet, and speaking of his good spirits, it +depresses me, since naturally it gives the contrary impression. It can't +be real. It ought to be but it isn't. If the noisy person meant what he +said, he wouldn't say it.' + +'I see. The modern _poseurs_ aren't so good as the old ones. Odle is not +so clever as Beardsley.' + +'Of course not. Beardsley had the gift of line--though he didn't always +know where to draw it--but his illustrations to Wilde's work were +unsuitable, because Beardsley wanted everything down in black and white, +and Wilde wanted everything in purple and gold. But both had their +restraints, and their pose was reserve, not flamboyance.' + +'I think you mean that if people are so sickening as to have an +affectation at all, you would rather they kept it quiet,' said Edith. + +'Exactly! At least, it brings a smile to one's lips to see a very young +man pretend he is bored with life. I have often wondered what the answer +would be from one of these chaps, and what he would actually say, if you +held a loaded pistol to his head--I mean the man who says he doesn't +think life worth living.' + +'What do you think he would say?' asked Coniston. + +'He would scream: "Good heavens! What are you doing? Put that down!"' +said Edith. + +'She's right,' said Aylmer. 'She always is.' + +Dulcie came in and brought tea. + +'I hope we're not tiring him,' Edith asked her. + +'Oh no. I think it does him good. He enjoys it.' + +She sat down with Archie and talked to him gently in the corner. + +'After living so much among real things,' Coniston was saying, 'one +feels half ashamed to discuss our old subjects.' + +However, he and Aylmer continued to talk over books and pictures, +Coniston hanging on his lips as though afraid of missing or forgetting a +word he said. + +Presently Edith told Aylmer about their new friend, Madame Frabelle. He +was very curious to see her. + +'What is she like?' he asked. 'I can't imagine her living with you. Is +she a skeleton at the feast?' + +'A skeleton!' exclaimed Coniston. 'Good heavens--no! Quite the +contrary.' + +'A skeleton who was always feasting would hardly remain one long,' +suggested Edith. + +'Anyhow,' said Aylmer, 'the cupboard is the proper place for a +skeleton.' + +Archie had joined the group round Aylmer. Edith sat in a corner for some +time, chatting with Dulcie. They arranged that Bruce was to call the +next day, and Edith and Madame Frabelle the day after. + +When they went away Archie, who had listened very closely to the +conversation, said: + +'What a lot of manners Mr Coniston has! What did he mean by saying that +Spanish painters painted a man in a gramophone?' + +Edith racked her brain to remember the sentence. Then she said, with a +laugh: + +'Oh yes, I know! Mr Coniston said: "The Spanish artists painted--to a +man--in monochrome." I can't explain it, Archie. It doesn't matter. Why +did you leave Miss Clay and come back to us?' + +'Why, I like her all right, but you get tired of talking to women. I get +bored with Dilly sometimes.' + +'Then you're looking forward to going back to school?' + +'I shall like the society of boys of my own sex again,' he said grandly. + +'You're not always very nice to Dilly, Archie. I've noticed when +anything is given to her, you always snatch at it. You must remember +Ladies first.' + +'Yes, that's all very well. But then Dilly takes it all, and only gives +me what's left.' + +Archie looked solemn. + + + +CHAPTER XII + +'Edith,' said Bruce, next morning, with some importance of manner, 'I've +had a letter from Aylmer--Aylmer Ross, you know--asking me, _most_ +particularly, to call on him.' + +'Oh, really,' said Edith, who knew it already, as she had asked him to +write to Bruce. + +'He wants me to come at half-past four,' said Bruce, looking over the +letter pompously. 'Four-thirty, to the minute. I shall certainly do it. +I shan't lose a minute.' + +'I'm afraid you'll have to lose a few minutes,' said Edith. 'It's only +ten o'clock.' + +Bruce stared at her, folded up the letter, and put it in his pocket. He +thought it would be a suitable punishment for her not to see it. + +Obviously he was not in the best of humours. Not being sure what was +wrong, Edith adopted the simple plan of asking what he meant. + +'What do I mean!' exclaimed Bruce, who, when his grievances, were vague, +relied on such echoes for his most cutting effects. 'You ask me what I +mean? Mean, indeed!' He took some toast and repeated bitterly: 'Ah! You +may well ask me what I mean!' + +'May I? Well, what were the observations you didn't approve of?' + +'Why ... what you said. About several minutes being lost before +half-past four.' + +'Oh, Bruce dear, I didn't mean any harm by it.' + +'Harm, indeed!' repeated Bruce. 'Harm! It isn't a question of actual +harm. I don't say that you meant to injure me, nor even, perhaps, to +hurt my feelings. But it's a way of speaking--a tone--that I think +extremely _deplace_, from you to me. Do you follow me, Edith? From +_you_ to _me_.' + +'That's a dark saying. Well, whatever I said I take it back, if you +don't like it. Will that do?' + +Bruce was mollified, but wouldn't show it at once. + +'Ah,' he said, 'that's all very well. These sort of things are not so +easily taken back. You should think before you speak. Prevention is +better than cure.' + +'Yes, and a stitch in time saves nine--though it doesn't rhyme. And it's +no good crying over spilt milk, and two heads are better than one. But, +really, Bruce, I didn't mean it.' + +'What didn't you mean?' + +'Good heavens, I really don't know by now! I'm afraid I've utterly +forgotten what we were talking about,' said Edith, looking at the door +with some anxiety. + +She was hoping that Madame Frabelle would soon come down and cause a +diversion. + +'Look here, Edith,' said Bruce, 'when an old friend, an old friend of +yours and mine, and at one time a very intimate friend--next door to a +brother--when such a friend as that has been wounded at the front, +fighting for our country--and, mind you, he behaved with remarkable +gallantry, for it wasn't really necessary for him to go, as he was +beyond the age--well, when a friend does a thing like that, and comes +back wounded, and writes, with his own hand, asking me to go and see +him--well, I think it's the least I can do! I don't know what _you_ +think. It seems to _me_ the right thing. If you disagree with me I'm +very sorry. But, frankly, it appears to me that I ought to go.' + +'Who could doubt it?' + +'Read the letter for yourself,' said Bruce, suddenly taking it out of +his pocket and giving it to her. 'There, you see. "Dear Ottley," +he says.' + +Here Bruce went to her side of the table and leant over her, reading the +letter aloud to her over her shoulder, while she was reading it +to herself. + +'"DEAR OTTLEY,--If you could look in tomorrow about half-past four, I +should be very glad to see you. Yours sincerely, AYLMER ROSS." Fairly +cordial, I think, isn't it? Or not? Perhaps you think it cold. Would you +call it a formal letter?' + +Bruce took the letter out of her hand and read it over again to himself. + +'Very nice, dear,' said Edith. + +'So I thought.' He put it away with a triumphant air. + +Edith was thinking that the writing was growing stronger. Aylmer must be +better. + +'I say, I hope it isn't a sign he's not so well, that he wants to see +me. I don't call it a good sign. He's depressed. He thinks I'll +cheer him up.' + +'And I'm sure you will. Ah, here's Madame Frabelle.' + +'I'm afraid I'm a little late,' said their guest, with her amiable +smile. + +'Oh dear, no--not at all, not at all,' said Bruce, who was really much +annoyed at her unpunctuality. 'Of course, if you'd been a minute later I +shouldn't have had the pleasure of seeing you at all before I went to +the office--that's all. And what does that matter? Good heavens, +_that's_ of no importance! Good gracious, this is Liberty Hall, I +hope--isn't it? I should be very sorry for my guests to feel tied in any +way--bound to be down at any particular time. Will you have some coffee? +Edith, give Madame Frabelle a cup of coffee. Late? Oh dear, no; +certainly not!' He gave a short, ironical laugh. + +'Well, I think I'm generally fairly punctual,' said Madame Frabelle, +beginning her breakfast without appearing to feel this sarcasm. 'What +made me late this morning was that Archie and Dilly came into my room +and asked me to settle a kind of dispute they were having.' + +'They regard you quite as a magistrate,' said Edith. 'But it was too bad +of them to come and bother you so early.' + +'Oh no. Not at all. I assure you I enjoy it. And, besides, a boy with +Archie's musical talents is bound to have the artistic temperament, you +know, and--well--of course, we all know what that leads to--excitement; +and finally a quarrel sometimes.' + +'If he were really musical I should have thought he ought to be more +harmonious,' Edith said. + +'Oh, by the way, Edith, did you consult Landi about him?' Bruce +inquired. 'You said you intended to.' + +'Oh yes, I did. Landi can see no sign of musical genius yet.' + +'Dear, dear!' said Bruce. + +'Ah, but I am convinced he's wrong. Wait a few years and you'll find +he'll agree with me yet,' said Madame Frabelle. 'I'm not at all sure, +either, that a composer like Landi is necessarily the right person to +judge of youthful genius.' + +'Perhaps not. And yet you'd think he'd know a bit about it, too! I mean +to say, they wouldn't have made him a baronet if he didn't understand +his profession. Excuse my saying so, won't you?' + +'Not at all,' she answered. 'It doesn't follow. I mean it doesn't follow +that he's right about Archie. Did he try the boy's voice?' she +asked Edith. + +'Very much.' + +'How?' + +'Well, he asked Archie to sing a few notes.' + +'And did he?' + +'Yes, he did. But they weren't the notes Landi asked him to sing.' + +'Oh!' + +'Then Landi played him two tunes, and found he didn't know one from the +other.' + +'Well, what of that?' + +'Nothing at all. Except that it showed he had no ear, as well as no +voice. That is all.' + +Madame Frabelle would never own she was beaten. + +'Ah, well, well,' she said, shaking her head in an oracular way. 'You +wait!' + +'Certainly. I shall.' + +'By the way, I may be a little late for dinner tonight. I'm going to see +an old friend who's been wounded in the war,' Bruce told Madame +Frabelle proudly. + +It had always been something of an ordeal to Edith when she knew that +Aylmer and Bruce were alone together. It was a curious feeling, combined +of loyalty to Bruce (she hated him to make himself ridiculous), loyalty +to Aylmer, and an indescribable sense of being lowered in her own eyes. +When they seemed friendly together it pained her self-respect. Most +women will understand the sensation. However, she knew it had to be, and +would be glad when it was over. + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +The next evening Bruce came in, holding himself very straight, with a +slightly military manner. When he saw his wife he just stopped himself +from saluting. + +'That's a man!' he exclaimed. 'That's a splendid fellow.' + +Edith didn't answer. + +'You don't appreciate him. In my opinion Aylmer Ross is a hero.' + +'I hope he's better?' + +'Better! He would say so, anyhow. Ah, he's a wonderful chap!' Bruce +hummed Tipperary below his breath. + +Edith was surprised to find herself suffering no less mental discomfort +and irritation while Bruce talked about Aylmer and praised him than she +used to feel years ago. It seemed as if three years had passed and +altered nothing. She answered coldly. Bruce became more enthusiastic. He +declared that she didn't know how to value such a fine character. +'Women,' he repeated, 'don't know a hero when they see one.' + +Evidently if Bruce had had his way Aylmer would have been covered with +DSO's and VC's; nothing was good enough for him. + +On the other hand, if Edith had praised Aylmer, Bruce would have been +the first to _debiner_ his actions, undervalue his gifts, and crab him +generally. + +Edith was not one of those women, far more common than is supposed, who +consider themselves aggrieved and injured when a discarded lover +consoles himself with someone else. Nor was she one of the numerous +people who will not throw away what they no longer want for fear someone +else will pick it up. She had such a strong sympathy for Dulcie Clay +that she had said to herself several times she would like to see her +perfectly happy. Edith was convinced that the nurse adored her patient, +but she was not at all sure that he returned the admiration. Edith +herself had only seen him alone once, and on that occasion they had said +hardly anything to each other. He had been constrained and she had been +embarrassed. The day that Arthur Coniston was there and they talked of +pictures, Aylmer had given her, by a look, to understand that he would +like to see her again alone, and she knew perfectly well, even without +that, that he was longing for another _tete-a-tete_. + +However, the next day Edith went with Madame Frabelle. + +This was a strangely unsatisfactory visit. Edith knew his looks and +every tone of his voice so well that she could see that Aylmer, unlike +everybody else, was not in the least charmed with Madame Frabelle. She +bored him; he saw nothing in her. + +Madame Frabelle was still more disappointed. She had been told he was +brilliant; he said nothing put commonplaces. He was supposed to be +witty; he answered everything she said literally. He was said to be a +man of encyclopaedic information; but when Madame Frabelle questioned him +on such subjects his answers were dry and short; and when she tried to +draw him out about the war, he changed the subject in a manner that was +not very far from being positively rude. + +Leaving them for a moment, Edith went to talk to Dulcie. + +'How do you think he's getting on?' she said. + +'He's getting well; gradually. He seems a little nervous the last day or +so.' + +'Do you think he's been seeing too many people?' + +'He hasn't seen more than the doctor has allowed. But, do you know, Mrs. +Ottley, I think it depends a great deal who the people are.' + +She waited a moment and then went on in a low voice: + +'You do him more good than anyone. You see, he's known you so long,' she +added gently, 'and so intimately. It's no strain--I mean he hasn't got +to make conversation.' + +'Yes, I see,' said Edith. + +'Mr. Ross hasn't any near relations--no mother or sister. You seem to +take their place--if you understand what I mean.' + +Edith thought it charmingly tactful of her to put it like that. + +'I'm sure _you_ take their place,' Edith said. + +Dulcie looked down. + +'Oh, of course, he hasn't to make any effort with me. But then _I_ don't +amuse him, and he wants amusement, and change. It's a great bore for a +man like that--so active mentally, and in every way--to have to lie +perfectly still, especially when he has no companion but me. I'm rather +dull in some ways. Besides, I don't know anything about the subjects +he's interested in.' + +'Don't talk nonsense,' said Edith, smiling. 'I should imagine that just +to look at you would be sufficient.' + +'Oh, Mrs. Ottley! How can you?' + +She turned away as if rather pained than pleased at the compliment. + +'I haven't very high spirits,' she said. 'I'm not sure that I don't +sometimes depress him.' + +'On the contrary; I'm sure he wouldn't like a breezy, restless person +bouncing about the room and roaring with laughter,' Edith said. + +She smiled. 'Perhaps not. But there might be something between. He will +be able to go for a drive in a week or two. I wondered whether, perhaps, +you could take him out?' + +'Oh yes; I dare say that could be arranged.' + +'I have to go out all tomorrow afternoon. I wondered whether you would +come and sit with him, Mrs. Ottley?' + +'Certainly I will, if you like.' + +'Oh, please do! I know he's worrying much more about his son than +anybody thinks. You see, the boy's really very young, and I'm not sure +he's strong.' + +'I suppose neither of them told the truth about their age,' said Edith. +'It reminds one of the joke in _Punch_: "Where do you expect to go if +you tell lies? To the front."' + +Miss Clay gave a little laugh. Then she started. A bell was heard +ringing rather loudly. + +'I'll tell him you're coming tomorrow, then,' she said. + +They returned to Aylmer's room. + +He was looking a little sulky. He said as Edith came in: + +'I thought you'd gone without saying good-bye. What on earth were you +doing?' + +'Only talking to Miss Clay,' said Edith, sitting down by him. 'How sweet +she is.' + +'Charming,' said Madame Frabelle. 'Wonderfully pretty, too.' + +'She's a good nurse,' said Aylmer briefly. 'She's been awfully good to +me. But I do hope I shan't need her much longer.' He spoke with +unnecessary fervour. + +'Oh, Mr Ross!' exclaimed Madame Frabelle. 'I'm sure if I were a young +man I should be very sorry when she had to leave me!' + +'Possibly. However, you're not a young man. Neither am I.' + +There was a moment's silence. This was really an exceptional thing when +Madame Frabelle was present. Edith could not recall one occasion when +Eglantine had had nothing to say. Aylmer must have been excessively +snubbing. Extraordinary I Wonder of wonders! He had actually silenced +Madame Frabelle! + +All Aylmer's natural politeness and amiability returned when they rose +to take their leave. He suddenly became cordial, cheery and charming. +Evidently he was so delighted the visitor was going that it quite raised +his spirits. When they left he gave Edith a little reproachful look. He +did not ask her to come again. He was afraid she would bring +Madame Frabelle. + +'Well, Edith, I thoroughly understand your husband's hero-worship for +that man,' said Madame Frabelle (meaning she thoroughly misunderstood +it). 'I've been studying his character all this afternoon.' + +'Do tell me what you think of him!' + +'Edith, I'm sorry to say it, but it's a hard, cold, cruel nature.' + +'Is it really?' + +'Mr Aylmer Ross doesn't know what it is to feel emotion, sentiment, or +tenderness. Principle he has, perhaps, and no doubt he thinks he has +great self-control, but that's only because he's absolutely incapable of +passion of any kind.' + +Edith smiled. + +'I see you're amused at my being right again. It is an odd thing about +me, I must own. I never make a mistake,' said Madame Frabelle +complacently. + +As they walked home, she continued to discourse eloquently on the +subject of Aylmer. She explained him almost entirely away. + +There was nothing Madame Frabelle fancied herself more on than +physiognomy. She pointed out to Edith how the brow showed a narrow mind, +the mouth bitterness. (How extraordinarily bored Aylmer must have been +to give that impression of all others, thought her listener.) And the +eyes, particularly, gave away his chief characteristic, the thing that +one missed most in his personality. + +'And what is that?' + +'Can't you see?' + +'No, I don't think I can.' + +'He has no sense of humour!' said Madame Frabelle triumphantly. + +After a few moment's pause, Edith said: + +'What do you think of Miss Clay?' + +'She's very pretty--extremely pretty. But I don't quite like to say what +I think of her. I'd rather not. Don't ask me. It doesn't concern me.' + +'As bad as that? Oh, do tell me. You're so interesting about character, +Eglantine.' + +'Dear Edith, how kind of you. Well, she's very, very clever, of course. +Most intellectual. A remarkable brain, I should say. But she's deep and +scheming; it's a sly, treacherous face.' + +'Really, I can't see that.' + +Madame Frabelle put her hand on Edith's shoulder. They had just reached +the house. + +'Ah, you don't know so much of life as I do, my dear.' + +'I should have said she is certainly not at all above the average in +cleverness, and I think her particularly simple and frank.' + +'Ah, but that's all put on. You'll see I'm right some day. However, it +doesn't matter. No doubt she's a very good nurse.' + +'Don't abuse her to Bruce,' said Edith, as they went in. + +'Certainly not. But why do you mind?' + +'I don't know; I suppose I like her.' + +Madame Frabelle laughed. 'How strange you are!' + +She lowered her voice as they walked upstairs, and said: + +'To tell the real truth, she gave me a shiver down the spine. I believe +that girl capable of anything. That dark skin with those pale blue eyes! +I strongly suspect she has a touch of the tarbrush.' + +'My dear! Nonsense. You can't have looked at her fine little features +and her white hands.' + +'Why is she so dark?' + +'There may have been Italian or Spanish blood in her family,' said +Edith, laughing. 'It's not a symptom of crime.' + +'There may, indeed,' replied Madame Frabelle in a tone of deep meaning, +as they reached the door of her room. 'But, mark my words, Edith, that's +a dangerous woman!' + + * * * * * + +An event had occurred in the Ottley household during their absence. +Archie had brought home a dog and implored his mother to let him +keep it. + +'What sort of dog is it?' asked Edith. + +'Come and look at it. It isn't any particular _sort_. It's just a dog.' + +'But, my dear boy, you're going to school the day after tomorrow, and +you can't take it with you.' + +'I know; but I'll teach Dilly to look after it.' + +It was a queer, rough, untidy-looking creature; it seemed harmless +enough; a sort of Dobbin in _Vanity Fair_ in the canine world. + +'It's an inconsistent dog. Its face is like a terrier's, and its tail +like a sort of spaniel,' said Archie. 'But I think it might be trained +to a bloodhound.' + +'You do, do you? What use would a bloodhound be to Dilly?' + +'Well, you never know. It might be very useful.' + +'I'm afraid there's not room in the house for it.' + +'Oh, Mother!' both the children cried together. 'We _must_ keep it!' + +'Was it lost?' she asked. + +Archie frowned at Dilly, who was beginning to say, 'Not exactly.' + +'Tell me how you got it.' + +'It was just walking along, and I took its chain. The chain was dragging +on the ground.' + +'You stole it,' said Dilly. + +Archie flew at her, but Edith kept him back. + +'Stole it! I didn't! Its master had walked on and evidently didn't care +a bit about it, poor thing. That's not stealing.' + +'If Master Archie wants to keep a lot of dogs, he had better take them +with him to school,' said the nurse. 'I don't want nothing to do with no +dogs, not in this nursery.' + +'There's only one thing to be done, Archie; you must take care of it for +the next day or two, and I shall advertise in the paper for its master.' + +'Oh, mother!' + +'Don't you see it isn't even honest to keep it?' + +Archie was bitterly disappointed, but consoled at the idea of seeing the +advertisement in the paper. + +'How can we advertise it? We don't know what name it answers to.' + +'It would certainly be difficult to describe,' said Edith. + +They had tried every name they had ever heard of, and Dilly declared it +had answered to them all, if answering meant jumping rather wildly round +them and barking as if in the very highest spirits, it certainly had. + +'It'll be fun to see my name in the paper,' said Archie thoughtfully. + +'Indeed you won't see your name in the paper.' + +'Well, I found it,' said Archie rather sulkily. + +'Yes; but you had no right to find it, and still less to bring it home. +I don't know what your father will say.' + +Bruce at once said that it must be taken to Scotland Yard. Dilly cried +bitterly, and said she wanted it to eat out of her hand, and save her +life in a snowstorm. + +'It's not a St Bernard, you utter little fool,' said her brother. + +'Well, it might save me from drowning,' said Dilly. + +She had once seen a picture, which she longed to realise, of a dog +swimming, holding a child in its mouth. She thought it ought to be +called Faithful or Rover. + +All these romantic visions had to be given up. Madame Frabelle said the +only thing to do was to take it at once to the Battersea Dogs' Home, +where it would be 'happy with companions of its own age'. Immediately +after dinner her suggestion was carried out, to the great relief of most +of the household. The nurse said when it had gone that she had 'known +all along it was mad, but didn't like to say so.' + +'But it took such a fancy to me,' said Archie. + +'Perhaps that was why,' said Dilly. + + * * * * * + +The children were separated by force. + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +For a woman who was warm-hearted, sensitive and thoughtful, Edith had a +singularly happy disposition. First, she was good-tempered; not touchy, +not easily offended about trifles. Such vanity as she had was not in an +uneasy condition; she cared very little for general admiration, and had +no feeling for competition. She was without ambition to be superior to +others. Then, though she saw more deeply into things than the generality +of women, she was not fond of dwelling on the sad side of life. Very +small things pleased her, while trifles did not annoy her. Hers was not +the placidity of the stupid, fat, contented person who never troubles +about other people. + +She was rather of a philosophical turn, and her philosophy tended to +seeing the brighter side. Where she was singularly fortunate was that +though she felt pleasure deeply--a temperament that feels pain in +proportion--her suffering, though acute, seldom lasted long. There was +an elasticity in her disposition that made her rebound quickly from +a blow. + +Her affections were intense, but she did not suffer the usual penalty of +love--a continual dread of losing the loved object. If she adored her +children and was thankful for their health and beauty, she was not +exactly what is called an anxious mother. She thought much about them, +and was very determined to have her own way in anything concerning them. +That, indeed, was a subject on which she would give way to no-one. But +as she had so far succeeded in directing them according to her own +ideas, she was satisfied. And she was very hopeful. She could look +forward to happiness, but troubles she dealt with as they arose. + +Certainly, after the first few months of their marriage, Bruce had +turned out a disappointment. But now that she knew him, knew the worst +of him, she did not think bad. He had an irritating personality. But +most people had to live with someone who was a little irritating; and +she was so accustomed to his various ways and weaknesses that she could +deal with them unmoved, almost mechanically. She did not take him +seriously. She would greatly have preferred, of course, that he should +understand her, that she could look up to him and lean on him. But as +this was not so, she made the best of it, and managed to be contented +enough. Three years ago she had not even known she could be deeply +in love. + +She had loved Aylmer Ross. But even at that time, when Bruce gave her +the opportunity, by his wild escapade with Miss Argles, to free herself +and marry Aylmer--her ideal of divine happiness at the time--somehow she +could not do it. She had a curious sense of responsibility towards +Bruce, which came in the way. + +Often since then she had had regrets; she had even felt it had been a +mistake to throw away such a chance. But she reflected that she would +have regrets anyhow. It would have worried her to know that Bruce needed +her. For all that, she knew he did, if unconsciously. So she had made up +her mind to content herself with a life which, though peaceful, was +certainly, to her temperament, decidedly incomplete. + +Edith had other sources of happiness more acute than that of the +average. She took an intense and keen enjoyment in life itself. +Everything interested her, amused her. She was never bored. She so much +enjoyed the mere spectacle of life that she never required to be the +central figure. When she had to play the part of a mere spectator it +didn't depress her; she could delight in society and in character as if +at a theatre. On the other hand, as she had a good deal of initiative +and a strong personality, she could also revel in action, in playing a +principal part. Under a quiet manner her courage was daring and her +spirit high. Unless someone or something was actively tormenting her, to +an extent quite insupportable, she was contented, even gay. + +Her past romance with Aylmer had naturally opened to her a source of +delight that she knew nothing of before. + +Since she had seen him again she scarcely knew how she felt about it. +This day she was to see him again alone, because he wished it, and +because Dulcie Clay had begged her to gratify the wish. + +Why was it, she asked herself, that the little nurse desired they should +be alone together? It was perfectly clear, to a woman with Edith's +penetration, that Dulcie was in love with Aylmer. Also, she was equally +sure that the girl believed Aylmer to be devoted to her, Edith. Then it +must be the purest unselfishness. Dulcie probably, she thought, loved +him with a kind of hopeless worship. She had seen him ill and weak, she +pitied him, she wanted him to be happy. In return for this generosity +Edith felt a generous kindness for her, a sympathy that she would never +have believed she could feel at seeing such a beautiful girl on those +rather intimate terms with Aylmer. + +It must mean, simply, that Edith knew Aylmer cared for her still. A look +was enough to convince her that at least he still took a great and deep +interest in her. And she wanted to come to an understanding with him, or +she could have avoided a _tete-a-tete_. + +During the three years he had been away the feeling had calmed down, but +the ideal was still there, and the memory. Whenever Bruce was +maddening--which was fairly often--when she heard music, when she saw +beautiful scenery, when she was reading a romantic book, when any other +man admired her, Aylmer was always in her thoughts. + +When Edith saw him again she was not sure that she had not worn out her +passion by dwelling on it. But that might easily be caused by the mere +_gene_ of the first two or three meetings. There is a shyness, a sort of +coldness, in meeting again a person one has passionately loved. To see +the dream in flesh and blood, the thought made concrete, once more +brings poetry down to prose. Then the terms they met on now were +changed. He was playing such a different part. Instead of the strong, +determined man who had voluntarily left her, refusing to know her as a +friend, and reproaching her bitterly for playing with him, as he called +it, here was a broken invalid, a pathetic figure who appealed to +entirely different sentiments. There is naturally something maternal in +a woman's feeling to a sick man. There was also the halo that surrounds +the wounded hero. He was not ill through weakness, but through strength +and courage. + +She found herself thinking of him day and night, but it was in a +different way. It might be because he had not yet referred to their past +love affair. + +Edith dressed with unusual care to go and see him today. Even if a woman +wishes to discourage or to break off all relations with a man, she +doesn't, after all, wish to leave a disagreeable impression. + +Her prettiness and charm--of which she was modestly but confidently +aware, by her experience of its effect--was a great satisfaction. It was +remarkably noticeable today. In front of the glass Edith hesitated +between her favourite plain sailor hat and a new black velvet toque, +which shaded her eyes, contrasting with the fair hair of which very +little showed, and giving her an aspect of dashing yet discreet +coquetry. She looked younger in the other sailor hat (so she decided +when she put it on again) and more as she used to look. Which was the +more attractive? She decided on novelty, and went out, finally, in +the toque. + +Of course only another woman could have appreciated the remarkable fact +that she could wear at thirty-five such a small hat and yet look fresh. +Certainly a brim was more flattering to most women of her age, but the +contour of Edith's face was still as youthful as ever; she had one of +those clearly shaped oval faces that are not disposed to growing thick +and broad, or to haggardness. The oval might be a shade wider than it +was three years ago; that was all the more becoming; did it not make the +features look smaller? + + * * * * * + +As she went out she laughed at herself for giving so much thought to her +appearance. It was as though she believed she was going to play an +important part in the chief scene of a play. + +Once dressed, as usual she lost all self-consciousness, and thought of +outside things. + +Miss Clay was out, as she had told Edith she would be, and the servant +showed her in. + +She saw at once that Aylmer, also, had been looking forward to this +moment with some excitement. He, too, had dressed with special care; and +she knew, without being told, that orders had been given to receive no +other visitors. + +He was sitting in an arm-chair, with the bandaged leg on the other +chair, a small table by his side laid for tea. Even a kettle was boiling +(no doubt to avoid interruption). It was his old brown library, where +she had occasionally seen him with others in the old days. But this was +literally the first time she had seen him in his own house alone. + +It was essentially a man's room. Comfortable, but not exactly luxurious; +very little was sacrificed to decoration. + +There were a few very old dark pictures on the walls. The room was +crammed with books in long, low bookcases. On the mantelpiece was a +pewter vase of cerise-coloured carnations. + +An uncut _English Review_ was in his hand, but he threw it on the floor +with a characteristic gesture as she came in. + +'You look very comfortable,' said Edith, as she took her seat in the +arm-chair placed for her. + +He answered gravely, speaking in his direct, quick way, with his sincere +manner: + +'It was very good of you to come.' + +'Shall I pour out your tea?' + +'Yes. Let's have tea and get it over.' + +She laughed, took off her gloves, and he watched her fingers as they +occupied themselves with the china, as though he were impatient for the +ceremony to be finished. + +While she poured it out and handed it to him he said not a word. She saw +that he looked pale and seemed rather nervous. Each tried to put the +other at ease, more by looks than words. Edith saw it would worry him to +make conversation. They knew each other well enough to exchange ideas +without words. + +He had something to say and she would not postpone it. That would +irritate him. + +'There,' said Aylmer, giving a little push to the table. 'Do you want +any more tea?' + +'No, thanks.' + +'Well--do you mind coming a little nearer?' + +She lifted the little table, put it farther behind his chair, placed the +arm-chair closer to him by the fire, and sat down again. He looked at +her for some time with a serious expression. Then he said, rather +abruptly and unexpectedly: + +'What a jolly hat!' + +'Oh, I _am_ glad you like it!' exclaimed Edith. 'I was afraid you'd hate +it.' + +For the first time they were talking in their old tone, she reflected. + +'No, I like it--I love it.' He lowered his voice to say this. + +'I'm glad,' she repeated. + +'And I love you,' said Aylmer as abruptly, and in a still lower voice. + +She didn't answer. + +'Look here, Edith. I want to ask you something.' + +'Yes.' + +He seemed to have some difficulty in speaking. He was agitated. + +'Have you forgotten me?' + +'You can see I haven't, or I wouldn't be here,' she answered. + +'Don't fence with me. I mean, really. Are you the same as when I went +away?' + +'Aylmer, do you think we had better talk about it?' + +'We must. I must. I can't endure the torture of seeing you just like +anybody else. You know I told you--' He stopped a moment. + +'You told me you'd never be a mere friend,' she said. 'But everything's +so different now!' + +'It isn't different; that's where you're wrong. You're just the same, +and so am I. Except that I care for you far more than I ever did.' + +'Oh, Aylmer!' + +'When I thought I was dying I showed your little photograph to Miss +Clay. I told her all about it. I suppose I was rather mad. It was just +after an operation. It doesn't matter a bit; she wouldn't ever say +a word.' + +'I'm sure she wouldn't.' + +'I had to confide in somebody,' he went on. 'I told her to send you back +the photograph, and I told her that my greatest wish was to see +you again.' + +'Well, my dear boy, we have met again! Do change your mind from what you +said last! I mean when you went away.' She spoke in an imploring tone. + +'Do you wish to be friends, then?' + +She hesitated a moment, then said: 'Yes, I do.' + + + +CHAPTER XV + +After a moment's pause he said: 'You say everything's changed. In a way +it is. I look at things differently--I regard them differently. When +you've been up against it, and seen life and death pretty close, you +realise what utter rot it is to live so much for the world.' + +Edith stared. 'But ... doesn't it make you feel all the more the +importance of principle--goodness and religion, and all that sort of +thing? I expected it would, with you.' + +'Frankly, no; it doesn't. Now, let us look at the situation quietly.' + +After an agitated pause he went on: + +'As far as I make out, you're sacrificing yourself to Bruce. When he ran +away with that girl, and begged you to divorce him, you could have done +it. You cared for me. Everything would have been right, even before the +world. No-one would have blamed you. Yet you wouldn't.' + +'But that _wasn't_ for the world, Aylmer; you don't understand. It was +for myself. Something in me, which I can't help. I felt Bruce needed me +and would go wrong without me--' + +'Why should you care? Did he consider you?' + +'That isn't the point, dear boy. I felt as if he was my son, so to +speak--a sort of feeling of responsibility.' + +'Yes, quite. It was quixotic rubbish. That's my opinion. There!' + +Edith said nothing, remembering he was still ill. + +'Well,' he went on, 'now, he _hasn't_ run away from you. He's stayed +with you for three years; utterly incapable of appreciating you, as I +know he is, bothering you to death.' + +'Oh, Aylmer!' + +'Don't I know him? You're wasting and frittering yourself away for +nothing.' + +'The children--' + +'Don't you think I'd have looked after the children better than he?' + +'Yes, I do, Aylmer. But he _is_ their father. They may keep him +straight.' + +'I consider you're utterly wasted,' he said. 'Well! He's stuck to you, +apparently, for these last three years (as far as you know), and now I'm +going to ask you something entirely different, for the last time. When I +was dying, or thought I was, things showed themselves clearly enough, I +can tell you. And I made up my mind if I lived to see you, to say this. +Leave Bruce, with me!' + +She stared at him. + +'In six weeks, when he's tired of telling his friends at the club about +it, he'll make up his mind, I suppose, if you insist, or even without, +to divorce you. But do you suppose he'll keep the children? No, my dear +of course he won't. You'll never have to leave them. I would never ask +you that. Now listen!' He put his hand over hers, not caressingly, but +to keep her quiet. 'He'll want to marry again, won't he?' + +'Very likely,' she answered. + +'Probably already he's in love with that woman What's-her-name--Madame +Frabelle--who's staying with you.' + +Edith gave a little laugh. + +'Perhaps he's in love with her already,' continued Aylmer. + +'Quite impossible!' said Edith calmly. + +'She's a very good sort. She's not a fool, like the girl. She'd look +after Bruce very well.' + +'So she would,' answered Edith. + +'Bruce will adore her, be under her thumb, and keep perfectly +'straight', as you call it--as straight as he ever would. Won't he?' + +She was silent. + +'You'll get the children then, don't you see?' + +'Yes. With a bad reputation, with a cloud on my life, to bring up +Dilly!' + +He sighed impatiently, and said: 'You see, you don't see things as they +really are, even now. How could you ever possibly hurt Dilly? You're +only thinking of what the world says, now. + +'Hear me out,' he went on. 'Is this the only country? After the war, +won't everything be different? Thank goodness, I'm well provided for. +You needn't take a farthing. Leave even your own income to Bruce if you +like. You know I've five thousand a year now, Edith?' + +'I didn't know it. But that has nothing on earth to do with it,' she +answered. + +'Bosh! It has a great deal to do with it. I can afford to bring your +children up as well as Teddy, my boy. We can marry. And in a year or two +no one would think any more about it.' + +'You bewilder me,' said Edith. + +'I want to. Think it over. Don't be weak. I'm sorry, dear, to ask you to +take the blame on your side. It's unfair; but after all, perhaps, it's +straighter than waiting for an opportunity (which you could easily get +in time) of finding Bruce in the wrong.' + +Her face expressed intense determination and disagreement with his +views. + +'Don't answer me,' he said, 'think--' + +'My dear boy, you must let me answer you. Will you listen to me?' + +'Go on, Edith. I'll always listen to you.' + +'You don't realise it, but you're not well,' she said. + +He gave an impatient gesture. + +'How like a woman! As soon as I talk sense you say I'm not well. A +broken leg doesn't affect the brain, remember.' + +'No, Aylmer; I don't mean that. But you've been thinking this over till +you've lost your bearings, your sense of proportion....' + +'Rot! I've just got it! That's what you mean. It comes to this, my dear +girl'--he spoke gently. 'Of course, if you don't care for me, my +suggestion would be perfectly mad. Perhaps you don't. Probably you +regard our romance as a pretty little story to look back on.' + +'No, I don't, unless--' + +'I won't ask you straight out,' he said. 'I don't suppose you know +yourself. But, if you care for me, as I do for you'--he spoke +steadily--'you'll do as I ask.' + +'I might love you quite as much, and yet not do it.' + +'I know it's a big thing. It's a sacrifice, in a way. But don't you see, +Edith, that if you still like me, your present life is a long, slow +sacrifice to convention, or (as you say) to a morbid sense of +responsibility?' + +She looked away with a startled expression. + +'Well, do you love me?' he said rather impatiently, but yet with his old +charm of tenderness and sincerity. 'I have never changed. As you know, +after the operation, when they thought I was practically done in--it may +seem a bit mad, but I was really more sane than I have ever been--I told +Dulcie Clay all about it.' + +She stopped him. 'I know you did, my dear, and I don't blame you a bit. +She's absolutely loyal. But now, listen. Has nothing occurred to you +about her?' + +'Nothing, except that I'm hoping to get rid of her as soon as possible.' + +'She's madly in love with you, Aylmer.' + +He looked contemptuous. + +'She's a dear girl,' said Edith. 'I feel quite fond of her.' + +'Really, I don't see how she comes in. You are perverse, Edith!' + +'I'm not perverse. I see things.' + +'She's never shown the slightest sign of it,' said Aylmer. 'I think it's +your imagination. But even if it's not, it isn't my business, +nor yours.' + +'I think it is, a little.' + +'If you talk like that, I'll send her away today.' + +'Oh, Aylmer! how ungrateful of you to say such a thing! She's been an +angel.' + +He spoke wearily. 'I don't want _angels_! I want _you_!' He suddenly +leant forward and took her hands. + +She laughed nervously. 'What a compliment.' + +Then she disengaged herself and stood up. + +Aylmer sighed. 'Now you're going to say, Ought you to talk so much? What +is your temperature? Oh, women _are_ irritating, even the nicest, +confound them!' + +Edith was unable to help laughing. + +'I'm afraid I _was_ going to say something like that.' + +'Now, are you going to say you won't answer me for fear it will excite +me?' + +'Don't talk nonsense,' said Edith. '_I_ take you seriously enough. Don't +worry!' + +He looked delighted. + +'Thank heaven! Most women treat a wounded man as if he were a sick child +or a lunatic. It's the greatest rot. I'm nearly well.' + +Edith looked round for his tonic, but stopped herself. + +'Are you going now?' he asked. + +'No, Aylmer. I thought of stopping a few minutes, if you don't mind.' + +'Shall we talk of something else,' said Aylmer satirically, 'to divert +my thoughts? Hasn't it been lovely weather lately?' + +She smiled and sat down again. + +'Would you like to know how soon the war will be over?' he went on. +'Oddly enough, I really don't know!' + +'Are you going back when you've recovered?' she asked abruptly. + +'Of course I'm going back; and I want to go back with your promise.' +Then he looked a little conscience-stricken. 'Dear Edith, I don't want +to rush you. Forgive me.' + +They both sat in dead silence for five minutes. He was looking at the +black velvet toque on the fair hair, over the soft eyes. She was staring +across at the cherry-coloured carnations in the pewter vase on the +mantelpiece. + +As has been said, they often exchanged ideas without words. + +He remarked, as she glanced at a book: 'Yes, I have read _A Life of +Slavery_. Have you? Do you think it good?' + +'Splendid,' Edith answered; 'it's a labour of hate.' + +He laughed. + +'Quite true. One can't call it a labour of love, though it was written +to please the writer--not the public.' + +'I wonder you could read it,' said Edith, 'after what you've been +through.' + +'It took my thoughts off life,' he said. + +'Why? Isn't it life?' + +'Of course it is. Literary life.' + +Edith looked at the clock. + +'When am I going to see you again?' he asked in a rather exhausted +voice. + +'Whenever you like. What about taking you out for a drive next week?' + +'Right.' + +'I'll think over what you said,' said Edith casually as she stood up. + +'What a funny little speech. You're _impayable_! Oh, you are a jolly +girl!' + +'"Jolly" girl,' repeated Edith, not apparently pleased. 'I'm +thirty-five, with a boy at school and a growing girl of seven!' + +'You think too much of the almanac. I'm forty-one, with a son at the +front.' + +'How on earth did you get your commissions?' + +'In the usual way. Teddy and I told lies. He said he was eighteen and I +said I was thirty-nine.' + +'I see. Of course.' + +He rang the bell. + +'Will you write to me, dear Edith?' + +'No. I'll come and see you, Aylmer.' + +'Are you going to bring Archie, Bruce, or Madame Frabelle?' + +'Neither.' + +'Do leave Madame Frabelle at home.' + +'Though you don't like her, you might pronounce her name right! She's +such a clever woman.' + +'She's an utter fool,' said Aylmer. + +'Same thing, very often,' said Edith. 'Don't worry. Good-bye.' + +She went away, leaving him perfectly happy and very hungry. + + * * * * * + +Hardly had she gone when Miss Clay came in and brought him some beef-tea +on a tray. + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +To Edith's joy, as they entered the Mitchell's huge, familiar +drawing-room, the first person she saw was her beloved confidant, Sir +Tito Landi. This was the friend of all others whom she most longed to +see at this particular moment. + +The extraordinary confidence and friendship between the successful +Italian composer and Edith Ottley needs, perhaps, a word of explanation. +He was adored equally in the artistic and the social worlds, and was at +once the most cynical of Don Juans and the most unworldly of Don +Quixotes. He was a devoted and grateful friend, and a contemptuous but +not unforgetful enemy. + +It was not since his celebrity that Edith had first met him; she had +known him intimately all her life. From her earliest childhood she had, +so to speak, been brought up on Landi; on Landi's music and Landi's +views of life. He had been her mother's music teacher soon after he +first made a name in London; and long before he was the star whose +singing or accompanying was a rare favour, and whose presence gave a +cachet to any entertainment. + +How many poor Italians--yes, and many people of other nationalities--had +reason to bless his acquaintance! How kind, how warm-hearted, how +foolishly extravagant on others was Landi! His brilliant cleverness, +which made him received almost as an Englishman among English people, +was not, however, the cleverness of the _arriviste_. Although he had +succeeded, and success was his object, no one could be less +self-interested, less pushing, less scheming. In many things he was a +child. He would as soon dine at Pagani's with a poor sculptor, or a poor +and plain woman who was struggling to give lessons in Italian, as with +the most brilliant hostess in London. And he always found fashion and +ceremony a bore. He was so great a favourite in England that he had been +given that most English of titles, a knighthood, just as though he were +very rich, or political, or a popular actor. In a childish way it amused +him, and he was pleased with it. But though he was remarkable for his +courtly tact, he loved most of all to be absolutely free and Bohemian, +to be quite natural among really sympathetic, witty, or beautiful +friends. He liked to say what he thought, to go where he wished, and to +make love when he chose, not when other people chose. He had long been a +man with an assured position, but he had changed little since he was +twenty-one, and arrived from Naples with only his talent, his bright +blue eyes, his fair complexion, his small, dignified figure and his +daring humour. Yet the music he wrote indicated his sensitive and deeply +feeling nature, and though his conversation could hardly be called other +than cynical, nor his jokes puritanical, there was always in him a vein +of genuine--not sentimental, but perhaps romantic--love and admiration +for everything good; good in music, good in art, good in character. He +laid down no rules of what was good. 'Tout savoir c'est tout pardonner' +was perhaps his motto. But he was very unexpected; that was one of his +charms. He would pass over the most extraordinary things--envious +slights, small injuries, things another man would never forgive. On the +other hand, he retained a bitter memory, not at all without its +inclination for repayment, for other trifles that many would disregard. + + * * * * * + +Ever since she was a child Edith had been his special favourite. He +loved the privilege of calling her Edith, of listening to her +confidences, of treating her with loving familiarity. It was a joke +between them that, while he used formerly to say, 'Cette enfant! Je l'ai +vue en jupe courte, vous savez!' he had gradually reached the point of +declaring, 'Je l'ai vue naitre!' almost with tears in his eyes. + +This explains why Landi was the only creature to whom Edith could tell +everything, and did. Must not all nice people have a confidant? And no +girl or woman friend--much as they might like her, and she them--could +ever take the place of Landi, the wise and ever-sympathetic. + +There was something in his mental attitude that was not unfeminine, +direct and assertive as he was. He had what is generally known as +feminine intuition, a quality perhaps even rarer in women than in men. + + * * * * * + +Tonight the persistently hospitable Mrs Mitchell had a large party. +Dressed in grey, she was receiving her guests in the big room on the +ground floor, and tactfully directing the conversation of a crowd of +various and more or less interesting persons. + +It was one of those parties that had been described as a Russian Salad, +where one ran an equal risk--or took an equal chance--of being taken to +dinner by Charlie Chaplin or Winston Churchill, and where society and +the stage were equally well represented. Young officers on leave and a +few pretty girls filled the vacancies. + +As Bruce, Edith and Madame Frabelle came in together, Landi went +straight to Edith's side. + +Looking at her through his eyeglass, he said, as if to himself, in an +anxious tone: + +'Elle a quelquechose, cette enfant; oui, elle a quelquechose,' and as +the last guest had not arrived he sat down thoughtfully by her on the +small sofa. + +'Yes, Landi, there is something the matter. I'm longing to tell you +about it. I want your advice,' said Edith, smiling. + +'Tout se sait; tout se fait; tout s'arrange,' sententiously remarked +Landi, who was not above talking oracular commonplaces at times. + +'Oh, it isn't one of those things, Landi.' + +'Not? Are you sure? Don't be sad, Edith. Be cheerful. Tiens! Tiens! +Tiens! How excited you are,' he went on, as she looked at him with +perfect composure. + +'You will think I have reason to be excited when I tell you.' + +He smiled in an experienced way. + +'I'll sit next to you at dinner and you shall tell me everything. Tiens! +La vieille qui voit double!' He bowed politely as Madame Frabelle +came up. + +'Dear Sir Tito, _what_ a pleasure to see you again! Your lovely songs +have been ringing in my ears ever since I heard them!' + +'Where did you hear them? On a piano-organ?' he asked. + +'You're too bad! Isn't he naughty? No, when you sang here last.' + +Mr Mitchell came up, and Madame Frabelle turned away. + +'Dieu merci! La pauvre! Elle me donne sur les nerfs ce soir,' said +Landi. 'I shall sit next to you whether the cards are placed so or not, +Edith, and you'll tell me everything between the soup and the ices.' + +'I will indeed.' + +'Madame Meetchel,' he said, looking round through his eyeglass, 'is sure +to have given you a handsome young man, someone who ought to drive Bruce +wild with jealousy, but doesn't, or ... or ...' + +'Or some fly-blown celebrity.' + +'Sans doute!' + +The door opened and the last guest appeared. It was young Coniston (in +khaki), who was invariably asked when there was to be music. He was +so useful. + +He approached Landi at once. + +'Ah, cher maitre, quel plaisir!' he said with his South Kensington +accent and his Oxford manner. (He had been a Cambridge man.) + +'C'est vrai?' asked Landi, who had his own way of dismissing a person in +a friendly way. + +Coniston began talking to him of a song. Landi waved him off and went up +to Mrs Mitchell, said something which made her laugh and blush and try +to hit him with her fan--the fan, the assault and the manner were all +out of date, but Mrs Mitchell made no pretence at going with the +times--and his object was gained. + + * * * * * + +Sir Tito took Edith in to dinner. + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +As they found their places at the long table (Sir Tito had exchanged +cards, as though he meant to fight a duel with Edith's destined partner) +of course the two turned their backs to one another. On her other side +was Mr Mitchell. When Madame Frabelle noticed this, she gave Edith an +arch shake of the head, and made a curious warning movement with her +hand. Edith smiled at her in astonishment. She had utterly forgotten her +friend's fancy about the imaginary intrigue supposed to be going on +between her and Mr Mitchell, and she wondered what the gesture meant. +Sir Tito also saw it, and, turning round to Edith, said in a low voice: + +'Qu'est-ce-qu'elle a, la vieille?' + +'I really don't know. I never understand signs. I've forgotten the code, +I suppose!' + +Mr Mitchell, after a word to the person he had taken down, gladly turned +to Edith. He always complained that the host was obliged to sit between +the oldest and the most boring guests. It was unusual for him to have so +pretty a neighbour as Edith. But he was a collector: his joy was to see +a heterogeneous mass of people, eating and laughing at his table. For +his wife there were a few social people, for him the Bohemians, and +always the younger guests. + +'Not bad--not bad, is it?' he said, looking critically round down the +two sides of the table, while his kind pink face beamed with +hospitable joy. + +'You've got a delightful party tonight.' + +'What I always say is,' said Mr Mitchell; 'let them enjoy themselves! +Dash it, I hate etiquette.' He lowered his voice. 'Bruce is looking +pretty blooming. Not so many illnesses lately has he?' + +'Not when he's at home,' said Edith. + +'Ah! At the F O the dear fellow does, I'm afraid, suffer a good deal from +nerves,' said Mr Mitchell, especially towards the end of the day. About +four o'clock, I mean, you know! You know old Bruce! Good sort he is. I +see he hasn't got the woman I meant him to sit next to, somehow or +other. I see he's next to Miss Coniston.' + +'Oh, he likes her.' + +'Good, good. Thought she was a bit too artistic, and high-browed, as the +Americans say, for him. But now he's used to that sort of thing, isn't +he? Madame Frabelle, eh? Wonderful woman. No soup, Edith: why not?' + +'It makes me silent,' said Edith; 'and I like to talk.' + +Mitchell laughed loudly. 'Ha ha! Champagne for Mrs Ottley. What are you +about?' He looked up reprovingly at the servant. Mr Mitchell was the +sort of man who never knows, after twenty years' intimate friendship, +whether a person takes sugar or not. + +Edith allowed the man to fill her glass. She knew it depressed Mr +Mitchell to see people drinking water. So she only did it +surreptitiously, and as her glass was always full, because she never +drank from it, Mr Mitchell was happy. + +A very loud feminine laugh was heard. + +'That's Miss Radford,' said Mr Mitchell. 'That's how she always goes on. +She's always laughing. She was immensely charmed with you the day she +called on you with my wife.' + +'Was she?' said Edith, who remembered she herself had been out on that +occasion. + +'Tremendously. I can't remember what she said: I think it was how clever +you were.' + +'She saw Madame Frabelle. I wasn't at home.' + +'Ha ha! Good, very good!' Mr Mitchell turned to his other neighbour. + +'Eh bien,' said Sir Tito, who was waiting his opportunity. 'Commence!' + +At once Edith began murmuring in a low voice her story of herself and +Aylmer, and related today's conversation in Jermyn Street. + +Sir Tito nodded his head occasionally. When he listened most intently, +he appeared to be looking round the table at other people. He lifted a +glass of champagne and bowed over it to Mrs Mitchell; then he put his +hand to his lips and blew a kiss. + +'Who's that for?' Edith asked, interrupting herself. + +'C'est pour la vieille.' + +'Madame Frabelle! Why do you kiss your hand to her?' + +'To keep her quiet. Look at her: she's so impressed, and thinks it so +wicked, that she's blushing and uncomfortable. I've a splendid way, +Edith (pardon), of silencing all these elderly ladies who make love to +me. I don't say "Ferme!" I'm polite to them.' + +Edith laughed. Sir Tito was not offended. + +'Yes, you needn't laugh, my dear child. I'm not old enough yet pour les +jeunes; at any rate, if I am they don't know it. I'm still pursued by +the upper middle-age class, with gratitude for favours to come (as +they think).' + +'Well, what's your plan?' + +He giggled. + +'I tell Madame Frabelle, Madame Meetchel, Lady Everard--first, that they +have beautiful lips; then, that I can't look at them without longing to +kiss them. Lady Everard, after I said that, kept her hand before her +face the whole evening, so as not to distract me, and drive me mad. +Consequently she couldn't talk.' + +'Do they really believe you?' + +'Evidemment!... I wonder,' he continued mischievously, as he refused +wine, 'whether Madame Frabelle will confess to you tonight about my +passion for her, or whether she will keep it to herself?' + +'I dare say she'll tell me. At least she'll ask me if I think so or +not.' + +'Si elle te demande, tu diras que tu n'en sais rien! Well, I think....' + +'What?' + +'You must wait. Wait and see. Really, it's impossible, my dear child, +for you to accept an invitation for an elopement as if it were a +luncheon-party. Not only that, it's good for Aylmer to be kept in doubt. +Excellent for his health.' + +'Really?' + +'When I say his health, I mean the health and strength of his love for +you. You must vacillate, Edith. Souvent femme varie. You sit on the +fence, n'est-ce-pas? Well, offer the fence to him. But, take it away +before he sits down. Voila!' + +Edith laughed. 'But then this girl, Miss Clay, she's always there. And I +like her.' + +'What is her nationality?' + +'How funny you should ask that! I think she must be of Spanish descent. +She's so quiet, so religious, and has a very dark complexion. And yet +wonderful light blue eyes.' + +'Quelle histoire! Qu'est-ce-que ca fait?' + +'The poor girl is mad about Aylmer. He doesn't seem to know it, but he +makes her worse by his indifference,' Edith said. + +'Why aren't you jealous of her, ma chere? No, I won't ask you that--the +answer is obvious.' + +'I mean this, that if I can't ever do what he wishes, I feel she could +make him happy; and I could bear it if she did.' + +'Spanish?' said Landi, as if to himself. 'Ole! ole! Does she use the +castanets, and wear a mantilla instead of a cap?' + +'How frivolous and silly you are. No, of course not. She looks quite +English, in fact particularly so.' + +'And yet you insist she's Spanish! Well, my advice is this. If he has a +secret alliance with Spain, you should assume the Balkan attitude.' + +'Good gracious! What's that?' + +'We're talking politics,' said Landi, across the table. 'Politics, and +geography! Fancy, Meetchel, Mrs Ottley doesn't know anything about +the Balkans!' + +'Ha, very good,' said Mitchell. 'Capital. What a fellow you are!' He +gave his hearty, clubbable laugh. Mr Mitchell belonged to an +exceptionally large number of clubs and was a favourite at all. His +laugh was the chief cause of his popularity there. + +'Il est fou,' said Landi quietly to Edith. 'Quel monde! I don't think +there are half-a-dozen sane people at this table.' + +'Oh, Landi!' + +'And if there are, they shouldn't by rights be admitted into decent +society. But the dear Meetchels don't know that; it's not public. I +adore them both,' he went on, changing his satirical tone, and again +apparently drinking the health of Mrs Mitchell, who waved her hand +coquettishly from the end of the long table. + +'Now listen, my child. Don't see Aylmer for a little while.' + +'He wants me to take him out for a drive.' + +'Take him for a drive. But not this week. How Madame Frabelle loves +Bruce!' he went on, watching her. + +'Really, Landi, I assure you you're occasionally as mistaken as she is. +And she thinks I'm in love with our host.' + +'That's because _elle voit double_. I don't.' + +'What makes you think....' + +'I read between the lines, my dear--between the lines on Madame +Frabelle's face.' + +'She hasn't any.' + +'Oh, go along,' said Landi, who sometimes broke into peculiar English +which he thought was modern slang. Raising his voice, he said: 'The +dinner is _exquis--exquis_,' so that Mr Mitchell could hear. + +'I can't help noting what you've eaten tonight, Landi, though I don't +usually observe these things,' Edith said. 'You've had half-a-tomato, a +small piece of vegetable marrow, and a sip of claret. Aren't you going +to eat anything more?' + +'Not much more. I look forward to my coffee and my cigar. Oh, how I look +forward to it!' + +'You know very well, Landi, they let you smoke cigarettes between the +courses, if you like.' + +'It would be better than nothing. We'll see presently.' + +'Might I inquire if you live on cigars and coffee?' + +'No,' he answered satirically; 'I live on eau sucre. And porreege. I'm +Scotch.' + +'I can't talk to you if you're so silly.' + +'You'll tell me the important part on the little sofa upstairs in the +salon,' he said. 'After dinner. Tonight, here, somehow, the food and the +faces distract one--unless one is making an acquaintance. I know you too +well to talk at dinner.' + +'Quite true. I ought to take time to think then.' + +'There's no hurry. Good heavens! the man has waited four years; he can +wait another week. Quelle idee!' + +'He's going back,' said Edith, 'as soon as he's well. He wants me to +promise before he goes.' + +'Does he! You remind me of the man who said to his wife: "Good-bye, my +dear, I'm off to the Thirty Years' War." It's all right, Edith. We'll +find a solution, I have no fears.' + +She turned to Mr Mitchell. + + * * * * * + +The rest of the evening passed pleasantly. Alone with the women, Madame +Frabelle was the centre of an admiring circle, as she lectured on 'dress +and economy in war-time,' and how to manage a house on next to nothing a +year. All the ladies gasped with admiration. Edith especially was +impressed; because the fact that Madame Frabelle was a guest, and was +managing nothing, did not prevent her talking as if she had any amount +of experience on the subject, although, by her own showing she had been +staying at hotels ever since the war began, except the last weeks she +had spent with the Ottleys. + +The men soon joined them. + +A group of war valetudinarians, amongst whom Bruce was not the least +emphatic, told each other their symptoms in a quiet corner. They +described their strange shiverings down the spine; the curious fits of +hunger that came on before meals; the dislike to crossing the road when +there was an accident; the inability to sleep, sometimes taking the form +of complete insomnia for as much as twenty minutes in the early morning. +They pitied each other cordially, though neither listened to the other's +symptoms, except in exchange for sympathy with their own. + +'The war has got on my nerves; I can't think of anything else,' Bruce +said. 'It's an _idee fixe_. I pant for the morning when the newspaper's +due, and then I can't look at it! Not even a glance! Odd, isn't it?' + +The Rev. Byrne Fraser, who gave his wife great and constant anxiety by +his fantasies, related how he had curious dreams--the distressing part +of which was that they never came true--about the death of relatives at +the front. Another man also had morbid fancies on the subject of the +casualty list, and had had to go and stay at a farm so as to 'get right +away from it all'. But he soon left, as he had found, to his great +disappointment, that his companions there were not intellectual, and +could not even talk politics or discuss literature. And yet they went in +(or so he had heard) for 'intensive culture'!... + +Presently Sir Tito played his Italian march. The musical portion of the +party, and the unmusical alike, joined in the chorus. Then the party +received a welcome addition. Valdez, the great composer, who had written +many successful operas and had lived so much abroad that he cared now +for nothing but British music, looked in after a patriotic concert given +in order to help the unengaged professionals. Always loyal to old +friends, he had deserted royalty itself tonight to greet Mrs. Mitchell +and was persuaded by adoring ladies to sing his celebrated old song, +'After Several Years.' It pleased and thrilled the audience even more +than Landi's 'Adieu Hiver'. Indeed, tonight it was Valdez who was the +success of the evening. Middle-aged ladies who had loved him for years +loved him now more than ever. Young girls who saw him now for the first +time fell in love, just as their mothers had done, with his splendid +black eyes and commanding presence, and secretly longed to stroke at +least every seventh wave of his abundant hair. When Edith assured him +that his curls were 'like a flock of goats on Mount Gilead' he laughed, +declared he was much flattered at the comparison, and kissed her hand +with courtly grace. + +Young Mr. Cricker, who came because he wasn't asked, insisted on dancing +like Nijinsky because he was begged not to, but his leaps and bounds +were soon stopped by a few subalterns and very young officers on leave, +who insisted, with some fair partners, on dancing the Fox Trot to the +sound of a gramophone. + + * * * * * + +For a few moments on the little sofa Edith managed to convey the rest of +her confidence to Landi. She pointed out how hurried, how urgent, how +pressing it was to give an answer. + +'He wants a war elopement, I see,' said Landi. 'Mais ca ne se fait pas!' + +'Then what am I to say?' + +'Rien.' + +'But, Landi, you know I shan't really ever...' + +'Would it give you pleasure to see him married to the Spanish girl?' + +'She's not exactly Spanish--she only looks it. Don't laugh like that!' + +'I don't know why, but Spain seems always to remind me of something +ridiculous. Onions--or guitars.' + +'Well, I shouldn't mind her nearly so much as anyone else.' + +'You don't mind her,' said Landi. 'Vous savez qu'il ne l'epouse pas? +What would you dislike him to do most?' + +'I think I couldn't bear anyone else to take my place exactly,' admitted +Edith. + +'C'est ca! you don't want him to be in love with another married woman +with a husband like Bruce? Well, my dear, he won't. There is no other +husband like Bruce. + +Landi promised to consider the question, and she arranged to go and see +him at his studio before seeing Aylmer again. + + * * * * * + +As they went out of the house Miss Coniston ran after Madame Frabelle +and said eagerly: + +'Oh, do tell me again; you say _soupe a la vinaigre_ is marvellously +nourishing and economical. I can have it made for my brother at +our flat?' + +'Of course you can! It costs next to nothing.' + +Arthur Coniston came up. + +'And tastes like nothing on earth, I suppose?' he grumbled in his +sister's ear. 'You can't give me much less to eat than you do already.' + +'Oh, Arthur!' his sister said. 'Aren't you happy at home? I think you're +a pessimist.' + +'A pessimist!' cried Mitchell, who was following them into the hall. +'Oh, I hate pessimists! What's the latest definition of them? Ah, I +know; an optimist is a person who doesn't care what happens as long as +it doesn't happen to him.' + +'Yes,' said Edith quickly, 'and a pessimist is the person who lives with +the optimist.' + +'Dear, dear. I always thought the old joke was that an optimist looks +after the eyes, and a pessimist after the feet!' cried Madame Frabelle +as she fastened her cloak. + +'Why, then, he ought to go to a cheer-upadist!' said Mr Mitchell. And +they left him in roars of laughter. + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +Dulcie Clay, in her neat uniform of grey and white, with the scarlet +cross on the front of her apron, was sitting in the room she occupied +for the moment in Aylmer's house in Jermyn Street. It was known as 'the +second best bedroom'. As she was anxious not to behave as if she were a +guest, she used it as a kind of boudoir when she was not in attendance. + +It was charmingly furnished in the prim Chippendale style, a style +dainty, but not luxurious, that seemed peculiarly suited to Dulcie. + +She was in the window-seat--not with her feet up, no cushions behind +her. Unlike Edith, she was not the kind of woman who rested habitually; +she sat quite upright in the corner. A beautiful little mahogany table +was at her right, with a small electric lamp on it, and two books. One +of the books was her own choice, the other had been lent to her by +Aylmer. It was a volume of Bernard Shaw. She could make neither head nor +tail of it, and the prefaces, which she read with the greatest avidity, +perplexed her even more than the books themselves. Every now and then a +flash of lightning, in the form of some phrase she knew, illumined for a +second the darkness of the author's words. But soon she closed the thick +volume with the small print and returned to _The Daisy Chain_. + +Dulcie was barely one-and-twenty. She carried everywhere in her trunk a +volume called _The Wide, Wide World_. She was never weary of reading +this work with the comprehensive title; it reminded her of schooldays. +It was comforting, like a dressing-gown and slippers, like an old +friend. Whether she had ever thoroughly understood it may be doubted. If +any modern person nowadays were to dip into it, he would find it, +perhaps, more obscure than George Meredith at his darkest. Secretly +Dulcie loved best in the world, in the form of reading matter, the +feuilletons in the daily papers. There was something so exciting in that +way they have of stopping at a thrilling moment and leaving you the +whole day to think over what would come next, and the night to sleep +over it. She preferred that; she never concentrated her mind for long on +a story, or any work of the imagination. She was deeply interested in +her own life. She was more subjective than objective--though, perhaps, +she had never heard the words. Unconsciously she dealt with life only as +it related to herself. But this is almost universal with young girls who +have only just become conscious of themselves, and of their importance +in the world; have only just left the simple objectiveness of the child +who wants to look at the world, and have barely begun to feel what it is +to be an actor rather than a spectator. + +Not that any living being could be less selfish or vain, or less of an +egotist than Dulcie. If she saw things chiefly as they were related to +herself, it was because this problem of her life was rather an intricate +one. Her position was not sufficiently simple to suit her simple nature. + +Her mother, who had been of Spanish descent, had died young; her father +had married again. He was the sort of man who always married again, and +if his present wife, with whom he was rather in love, had passed away he +would have undoubtedly married a third time. Some men are born husbands; +they have a passion for domesticity, for a fireside, for a home. Yet, +curiously, these men very rarely stay at home. Apparently what they want +is to have a place to get away from. + +The new stepmother, who was young and rather pretty, was not unkind, but +was bored and indifferent to the little girl. Dulcie was sensitive; +since her father's second marriage she had always felt in the way. +Whether her stepmother was being charming to her husband, or to some +other man--she was always charming to somebody--Dulcie felt continually +that she was not wanted. Her father was kind and casual. He told +everyone what he believed, that his second wife was an ideal person to +bring up his little daughter. + +Therefore it came upon him as a surprise when she told him she was grown +up, and still more that she wished to leave home and be a nurse. Mrs. +Clay had made no objection; the girl rather depressed her, for she felt +she ought to like her more than she did, so she 'backed up' with +apparent good nature the great desire to go out and do something. + +Dulcie had inherited three hundred a year from her mother. Her father +had about the same amount of his own to live on. He believed that he +added to it by mild gambling, and perhaps by talking a good deal at his +club of how he had been born to make a fortune but had had no luck. His +second wife had no money. + +Dulcie, therefore, was entirely independent. No obstacles were placed in +her way--the particular form that her ambition took was suggested by the +war, but in any case she would have done something. She had taken the +usual means of getting into a hospital. + +Gentle, industrious, obedient and unselfish, she got on well. Her +prettiness gained her no enemies among the women as she was too serious +about her work at this time to make use of her beauty by attracting men. +Yet Dulcie was unusually feminine; she had a natural gift for nursing, +for housekeeping, for domesticity. She was not artistic and was as +indifferent to abstractions and to general ideas as the ideal average +woman. She was tactful, sweet, and, she had been called at school, +rather a doormat. Her appearance was distinguished and she was not at +all ordinary. It is far from ordinary, indeed it is very rare, to be the +ideal average woman. She took great interest in detail; she would lie +awake at night thinking about how she would go the next day to a certain +inexpensive shop to get a piece of ribbon for one part of her dress to +match a piece of ribbon in another part--neither of which would ever be +seen by any human being. + +Such men as she saw liked and admired her. Her gradual success led her +to being sent abroad to a military hospital. She inspired confidence, +not because she had initiative, but because one knew she would do +exactly as she was told, which is, in itself, a great quality. At +Boulogne she made the acquaintance at once of Aylmer, and of _the coup +de foudre_. She worshipped him at first sight. So she thought herself +fortunate when she was allowed to come back to London with him. Under +orders she continued her assiduous attention. Everyone said she was a +perfect nurse. + +Occasionally she went to see her father. He greeted her with warmth and +affection, and told her all about how, on account of racing being +stopped, he was gradually becoming a pauper. When she began telling him +of the events in which she was absorbed he answered by giving her news +of the prospects for the Cambridgeshire. In the little den in the house +in West Kensington, where he lived, she would come in and say in a +soft voice: + +'Papa dear, you know I shan't be able to stop much longer.' + +'Much longer where?' + +'Why, with my patient, Mr Ross--Mr Aylmer Ross.' + +'Shan't you? Mind you, my dear, there are two good three-year-olds that +are not to be sneezed at.' He shook his head solemnly. + +It had never occurred to Dulcie for a moment to sneeze at +three-year-olds. She hardly knew what they were. + +'But what do you advise for me, papa?' + +'My dear child, I can't advise. You can't select with any approach to +confidence between Buttercup and Beautiful Doll. Mind you, I'm very much +inclined to think that More Haste may win yet. Look how he ran in +August, when nobody knew anything about him!' + +'Yes, I know, papa, but--' + +She gave it up. + +'Go and see your mother, dear; go and ask her about it,' and he returned +to the racing intelligence. + +Strange that a man who had not enough to live on should think he could +add to his income by backing losers. Still, such was Mr Clay's view of +life. Besides, he was just going out; he was always just going out. + +She would then go and see her stepmother, who greeted her most +affectionately. + +Dulcie only kept half her little income for herself at present, a +considerable advantage to a woman like Mrs Clay, who declared she was +'expected to dress up to a certain standard, though, of course, simply +during war-time.' She would kiss the girl and drag her up to her bedroom +to show her a new coat and skirt, or send the general servant up to +bring down the marvellously cheap little tea-gown that had just +come home. + +Both her parents, it will be seen, were ready enough to talk to her, but +they were not prepared to listen. All the warmth and affection that she +had in her nature very naturally was concentrated on her patient. + +Dulcie now sat in the window-seat, wondering what to do. She was sadly +thinking what would happen when the time came for her to leave. + +In her mind she knew perfectly well that what several people had said +was true: the profession she had chosen was too arduous for her physical +strength. Besides, now she could not bear the idea of nursing anyone +else after Aylmer. She was trying to make up her mind to take something +else--and she could not think what. + +A girl like Dulcie Clay, who has studied only one thing really +thoroughly, could be fitted only to be a companion either to children, +whom she adored, or to some tedious elderly lady with fads. She knew she +would not do for a secretary; she had not the education nor the gift +for it. + +The thought of going back to the stepmother who showed so clearly her +satisfaction and high spirits in having got rid of her, and of being +again the unwanted third in the little house in West Kensington, was +quite unbearable. + +She had told much of her position to Edith, who was so sympathetic and +clever. It would have been a dream of hers, a secret dream, to teach +Edith's little girl, whom she had once seen, and loved. Yet that would +have been in some ways rather difficult. As she looked out of the +window, darkened with fog, she sighed. If she had been the governess at +Edith's house, she would be constantly seeing Aylmer. She knew, of +course, all about Aylmer's passion. It would certainly be better than +nothing to see him sometimes. But the position would have been painful. +Also, she disliked Bruce. He had given her one or two looks that seemed +rather to demand admiration than to express it; he had been so kind as +to give her a few hints on nursing; how to look after a convalescent; +and had been exceedingly frank and kind in confiding to her his own +symptoms. As she was a hospital nurse, it seemed to him natural to talk +rather of his own indisposition than on any other subject. Dulcie was +rather highly strung, and Bruce got terribly on her nerves; she +marvelled at Edith's patience. But then Edith.... No, she could not go +to the Ottleys. + +Her other gift--a beautiful soprano voice--also was of hardly any use to +her, as she was now placed. When she sang she expressed herself more +completely than at any other time, but that also she had not been taught +thoroughly; she had been taught nothing thoroughly. + +A companion! Though she had not absolutely to earn her living, and kept +only half of her little inheritance for herself, what was to become of +her? Well, she wouldn't think about it any more that day. At any rate +Aylmer talked as though she was to remain some time longer. + +When he had returned suddenly to the house in Jermyn Street, a relative +had hastily obtained for him the necessary servants; his former valet +was at the front; they were all new to him and to his ways, and he had +no housekeeper. Dulcie did the housekeeping--could she take that place +in his house? No, she knew that she was too young, and everyone else +would have said she was too pretty. Only as a nurse would it be correct +for her to be his companion. + +And from fear of embarrassing him she was hardly ever with him alone. +She thought he was abrupt, more cool to her since their return, and +guessed the reason; it was for fear of compromising her. How angelic of +him; what a wonderful man--how fortunate his first wife must have been. +And the boy, Teddy--the charming boy so like his father, whom she had +only seen for a day or two before he left to go out. Teddy's presence +would help to make it more difficult for her to remain. + +In that very short time the boy had distinctly shown her by his marked +attention how much he admired her. He thought her lovely. He was devoted +to music and she had sung to him. + +Aylmer also liked music, but apparently did not care to hear her sing. +On the occasion that she did, it seemed to irritate him. Indeed, she +knew she was merely the most amateurish of musicians, and could just +accompany herself in a few songs, though the voice itself was a rare +gift.... How perfect Aylmer had been!... There was a sharp ring. She +closed the book, turned out the little electric lamp and went +downstairs. + +She was looking ideally pretty in the becoming uniform, but uniforms are +always becoming, whatever the uniforms or the people may be. The reason +of this is too obscure to fathom. One would say that to dress to suit +oneself would be more becoming to men and women. Yet, in fact, the +limitation and the want of variety in this sort of dress had a singular +attraction. However, if she had chosen it to suit her, nothing could +have been more becoming. The severity of the form, the dull colour, +relieved by the large scarlet cross, showed off to the greatest +advantage her dense dark hair, her Madonna-like face and the slim yet +not angular lines of her figure. Dulcie's beauty was of a kind that is +thrown into relief by excessive plainness of dress. + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +As she came in, Aylmer looked at her with more observation than usual, +and he acknowledged to himself that she was pretty--remarkably pretty, +quite a picture, as people say, and he liked her, as one likes a +confidante, a reliable friend. He trusted her, remembering how he had +given himself away to her that dreadful day in the Boulogne hospital.... +And she had another quality that pleased him immensely; she was neither +coquettish nor affected, but simple and serious. She appeared to think +solely of her duties, and in Aylmer's opinion that was just what a nurse +should do. + + * * * * * + +But Edith's remark that Dulcie was madly in love with him had made a +certain impression on his mind. Indeed, everything Edith said, even a +merely trivial observation, was of importance to Aylmer. Edith wouldn't +have said that unless she meant it. If it was true, did it matter? +Aylmer was very free from vanity and masculine coquetry. He had a good +deal of pride and great self-respect. Like almost every human being who +is superior to the average, he didn't think ill of himself; there were +things that he was proud of. He was proud, secretly, of having gone into +the army and of having been wounded. It made him feel he was not on the +shelf, not useless and superannuated. He took a certain pride also in +his judgement, his excellent judgement on pictures and literature. +Perhaps, even, having been a spoilt only child, he was privately proud +of some of his faults. He knew he was extravagant and impatient. The +best of everything was barely good enough for Aylmer. Long before he +inherited the property that had come to him a year ago he had never been +the sort of young man who would manage on little; who would, for +example, go to the gallery by Underground or omnibus to see a play or to +the opera. He required comfort, elbow-room, ease. For that reason he had +worked really hard at the Bar so as to have enough money to live +according to his ideas. Not that he took any special interest in the +Bar. His ideal had always been--if it could be combined--to be either a +soldier or a man of leisure, devoted to sport, literature and art. + +Now he had asserted himself as a soldier, and he meant to go back. But +he looked forward to leisure to enjoy and indulge his favourite tastes, +if possible, with the only woman he had ever been deeply in love with. + +He was particularly attractive to women, who liked his strong will and +depth of feeling, his assertive manner and that feeling of trust that he +inspired. Women always know when a man will not treat them badly. +Teddy's mother, his first wife, he had really married out of pity. + +When she died everyone regarded it as a tragedy except himself. He still +worshipped his mother, whose little miniature he kept always by him, and +he had always fancied that Edith resembled her. This was simply an _idee +d'amoureux_, for there was no resemblance. His mother, according to the +miniature, had the dark hair and innocent expression that were the +fashion at the time, while Edith was fair, with rather dark eyebrows, +grey eyes and the mouth and chin characteristic of Burne-Jones's and +Rossetti's pictures. But though she might be in appearance a +Burne-Jones, she was very modern. His favourite little photograph of her +that he had shown, in his moment of despair, to Dulcie, showed a +charming face, sensuous yet thoughtful, under a large hat. She had fur +up to her chin, and was holding a muff; it was a snapshot taken the +winter before they had parted. + +Aylmer worshipped these two women: his dead mother and the living woman +whom he had never given up entirely. How unlike were both the types to +Dulcie Clay, with her waved Madonna hair, dark skin, large, clear blue +eyes, softened by eyelashes of extraordinary length. Her chin was very +small, her mouth fine, rather thin; she had a pathetic expression; one +could imagine her attending, helping, nursing, holding a child in her +arms, but not his intellectual equal, guiding and directing like his +mother; and without the social brilliance and charm of Edith. + + * * * * * + +Seeing him looking at her with a long, observant look, Dulcie became +nervous and trembled slightly. She waited for him to speak. + +'Come here, Miss Clay. I want to speak to you.' + +Instantly she sat down by him. + +'I wanted to say--you've been most awfully kind to me.' + +Dulcie murmured something. + +'I'm nearly well now--aren't I?' + +'Dr Wood says you can go out driving next week.' + +'Yes; but I don't mean that. I mean, I'm well in myself?' + +He spoke quickly, almost impatiently. + +'The doctor says you're still suffering from nervous shock;' she +answered in a toneless voice, professionally. + +'Still, very soon I shan't need any attendance that a valet or a +housekeeper couldn't give me, shall I?' + +'No, I suppose not.' + +'Well, my dear Miss Clay--of course, I shall hate you to go,' he said +politely, 'but don't you think we ought to be thinking--' + +He stopped. + +She answered: + +'Of course I'll go whenever you and Dr Wood think it right.' + +'You see,' he went on, 'I know I shall need a housekeeper, especially +when Teddy comes back. He's coming back on leave next week'--Aylmer +glanced at the telegram in his hand--'and, well--' + +'You don't think I could--' + +'Of course you would make a splendid housekeeper,' he laughed. 'You are +already, but--' + +She didn't wish to make him uncomfortable. Evidently he was thinking +what she knew herself. But she was so reluctant to go. + +'Don't you think I could remain here for a little while?' she said +modestly. 'To do the housekeeping and be useful? You see, I've nowhere +to go really.' + +'But, my dear girl, excuse me, don't you see you're rather too--young. +It would be selfish of me to let you.' + +He wished to say that it would be compromising, but a certain +consciousness prevented his saying it. He felt he would be ridiculous if +he put it into words. + +'Just as you like. How soon do you think I ought to go?' + +Though she tried not to show it, there was a look almost of despair in +her face. Her eyes looked startled, as if trying not to shed tears. + +He was very sorry for her, but tried to hide it by a cool and impatient +manner. + +'Well, shall we say in about a fortnight?' + +'Certainly.' She looked down. + +'I shall miss you awfully,' he said, speaking more quickly than usual to +get it over. + +She gave a very small smile. + +'Er--and then may I ask what you're thinking of doing next?' + +'That was just what I was thinking about,' she answered rather naively. +'There are so few things I can do.' + +Then fearing this sentence sounded like begging to remain, she hastily +added: + +'And of course if I don't go home I might be a companion or look after +children.' + +'I wonder if Mrs Ottley--' began Aylmer. 'She has a dear little girl, +and I've heard her say she would soon want someone.' + +'Dilly?' said Dulcie, with a slight smile. + +'Yes, Dilly.' + +There was a moment of intense awkwardness between them. + +Then Dulcie said: + +'I'm afraid that wouldn't quite do. I'm not clever enough.' + +'Oh, rot. You know enough for a child like that. I shall speak to Mrs +Ottley about it.' + +'It's very, very kind of you, but I would rather not. I think I shall +try to be a companion.' + +'What's the name of that woman,' Aylmer said good-naturedly, 'that Irish +woman, wife of one of the Cabinet Ministers, who came to the hospital at +Boulogne and wanted to have lessons?' + +'Lady Conroy,' Dulcie answered. + +'Yes, Lady Conroy. Supposing that she needed a secretary or companion, +would you dislike that?' + +'Oh, no, I should like it very much.' + +'Right. I'll get Mrs Ottley to speak to her about it. She said she was +coming to London, didn't she?' + +'Yes. I got to know her fairly well,' said Dulcie. 'She's very +charming.' + +'She's celebrated for her bad memory,' Aylmer said, with a smile. + +'She declares she forgets her own name sometimes. Once she got into a +taxi and told the man to drive home. When he asked where that was, she +said it was his business to know. She had forgotten her address.' + +They both laughed. + +'I'll go tomorrow,' said Dulcie, 'and see my stepmother, if you don't +want me in the afternoon. Or, perhaps, the day you go for a drive would +be better.' + +'Tell me, Miss Clay, aren't you happy at home?' + +'Oh, it isn't that. They don't want me. I'm in the way. You see, they've +got used to my being out of the house.' + +'But, excuse me--you don't earn your own living really?' + +'No, that isn't really necessary. But I don't want to live at home.' + +Her face showed such a decided distaste to the idea that he said no +more. + +'You're looking very well today,' Dulcie said. + +He sighed. 'I feel rather rotten. I can't read, can't settle to +anything.' + +She looked at him sympathetically. He felt impelled to go on. + +'I'm a bit worried,' he continued. + +'About your son?' + +'No, not about him so much, though I wish he would get a flesh wound and +be sent back,' his father said, laughing. 'But about myself.' + +She looked at him in silence. + +'You know--what I told you.' + +She made no answer, looking away to give him time to speak. + +'I've made a suggestion,' he said slowly.... 'If it's accepted it'll +alter all my life. Of course I shall go out again. But still it will +alter my life.' + +Suddenly, overpowered by the longing for sympathy, he said to himself +aloud. + +'I wonder if there's a chance.' + +'I don't know what it is,' she murmured, but instinctively she had +guessed something of it. + +'I don't want to think about it any more at present.' + +'Shall I read to you?' + +'Yes, do.' + +She quietly arranged a pillow behind him and took up a newspaper. + +He often liked her to read to him; he never listened to a word of it, +but it was soothing. + +She had taken up 'This Morning's Gossip' from _The Daily Mail_, and she +began in the soft, low, distinct voice reading from The Rambler: + +'Lord Redesdale says that when Lord Haldane's scheme for a Territorial +Army was on foot he took it to the--' + +Aylmer stopped her. + +'No--not that' + +'Shall I read you a novel?' + +'I think I should like to hear some poetry today,' he answered. + +She had taken up a pretty, tiny little book that lay on his table, +called _Lyrists of the Restoration_, and began to read aloud: + +5165 + '_Phyllis is my only joy, + Faithless as the winds or seas, + Sometimes cunning, sometimes coy, + Yet she never fails to please_.' + +'Oh, please, stop,' Aylmer cried. + +She looked up. + +'It tinkles like an old-fashioned musical-box. Try another.' + +'What would you like?' she asked, smiling. + +He took up a French book and passed it to her. + +'You'll think I'm very changeable, but I should like this. Read me the +beginning of _La-Bos_.' + +And she began. + +He listened with his eyes closed, lulled by the curious technique, with +its constant repetitions and jewelled style, charmed altogether. She +read French fluently enough. + +'That's delightful,' he said, but he soon noticed she was stumbling over +the words. No, it was not suitable for her to read. He was obstinate, +however, and was determined she should read him something. + + * * * * * + +So they fell back on _Northanger Abbey_. + + + +CHAPTER XX + +Lady Conroy had arrived home in Carlton House Terrace, complaining of a +headache. She remained on the sofa in her sitting-room for about five +minutes, during which time she believed she had been dozing. In reality +she had been looking for her glasses, dropping her bag and ringing the +bell to send a servant for a handkerchief. + +She was a handsome woman of thirty-eight, with black hair turning a +little grey, grey Irish eyes and a wonderfully brilliant complexion. She +must have been a remarkably good-looking girl, but now, to her great +vexation, she was growing a little too fat. She varied between +treatments, which she scarcely began before she forgot them, and utter +indifference to her appearance, when she declared she was much happier, +letting herself go in loose gowns, and eating everything of which she +had deprived herself for a day or two for the sake of her figure. + +Lady Conroy had often compared herself to the old woman who lived in a +shoe, because of her large family. Her friends declared she didn't +remember how many children she had. She loved them, but there were +certainly weeks when she didn't see the younger ones, for she was +constantly absorbed in various different subjects. Besides, she spent +most of her life in looking for things. + +She was hopelessly careless and had no memory at all. + +Suddenly she glanced at the watch on her wrist, compared it with the +splendid Empire clock on the mantelpiece, and went with a bewildered +look to the telephone on her writing-desk. Having gone through a +considerable amount of torture by calling up the wrong number and +absently ringing off as soon as she had got the right one, she at last +found herself talking to Edith. + +'Oh, is that you, dear? How lucky to catch you! Yes.... Yes.... I came +back yesterday. Dying to see you. Can't you come round and see me? Oh, +you've got on your hat; you were just coming? Of course, I forgot! I +knew I had an appointment with someone! How soon will you be here?... +In a quarter of an hour? Good! Could you tell me the time, dear?... +Four o'clock, thanks. My watch is wrong, and they've never wound the +clock up all the time I've been away. Good-bye. Don't be long.... How +soon did you say you could come?... Oh, about a quarter of an hour! Do +hurry!... I say, I've something very particular to tell you. It's about... +Oh, I'm detaining you. Very well. I see. Au revoir.' + +As she waited for her visitor, Lady Conroy walked round the room. Nearly +everything on which she cast her eye reminded her of a different train +of thought, so that by the time Edith was announced by the footman she +had forgotten what she wanted to tell her. + +'How sweet you look, dear!' cried Lady Conroy, welcoming her most +affectionately. 'How dear of you to come. You can't think how I was +longing to see you. Can you tell me what day it is?' + +'Why, it's Thursday,' Edith said, laughing. 'Don't you remember? You +wired to me to come and see you today.' + +'Of course; so I did. But, surely, I didn't ask you to come on +Thursday?' + +'I assure you that you did.' + +'Fancy! How stupid of me! Thursday is my day at home. Dear, dear, dear. +I forgot to tell Standing; there will be no proper tea. Oh, I've brought +such a nice French maid--a perfect wonder. She knows everything. She +always knows what I want. One moment, dear; I'll ring for her and give +her orders. Wait a minute, though.' She took Edith's hand and patted it +affectionately. 'Nobody knows I've come back; it'll be all right. We +shan't have any visitors. I'm bursting with news to tell you.' + +'And I'm longing to hear what it is.' + +Lady Conroy's charming, animated face became blank. She frowned +slightly, and a vague look came into her eyes--the pathetic look of +someone who is trying to remember. + +'Wait a minute--what is it? Oh yes. You know that woman you introduced +me to at Dieppe?' + +'What woman?' + +'Don't you know, dear? Good heavens, it was you who introduced her--you +ought to know.' + +'Do you mean Madame Frabelle?' asked Edith, who was accustomed to Lady +Conroy, and could follow the drift of her mind. + +'Capital! That's it. How wonderful of you! Yes, Madame Frabelle. How do +you like her?' + +'Very much. But I didn't introduce her to you. You sent her to me.' + +'Did I? Well, it's very much the same. Look here, Edith dear. This is +what I want to ask you. I remember now. Oh, do you mind ringing the bell +for me? I must tell Marie about the tea, in case people call.' + +Edith obeyed. + +'You see, dear,' went on her hostess, 'I've undertaken a terrific number +of things--Belgian refugees, weekly knitting, hundreds of societies--all +sorts of war work. Well, you know how busy I am, even without all that, +don't you? Thank heaven the boys are at school, but there are the +children in the nursery, and I don't leave them--at least hardly +ever--to their nurse. I look after them myself--when I think of it. Oh, +they've grown such heavenly angels--too sweet! And how's your +pet, Dilly?' + +'Very well. But do go on.' + +'How right of you to keep me to the point, darling. That's where you're +such a comfort always. Do you mind passing me my glasses? Thanks.' + +She put them on and immediately took them off. She only needed them for +reading. + +'Oh yes. I wanted to consult you about something, Edith.' + +The footman came in. + +'Oh, Standing, send Marie to me at once.... Bother the man, how he keeps +worrying! Well, Edith dear, as I've got all this tremendous lot of work +to do, I've made up my mind, for the sake of my health, I simply must +have a sort of secretary or companion. You see?' + +'I quite see. You spoke of it before.' + +'Well, how do you think that woman you introduced to me, Madame +Frabelle--how do you think she would--? Oh, Marie, today's my day at +home; isn't it, Edith?' + +'Today is Thursday,' said Edith. + +'Thursday! Oh, my dear. Thursday's not my day at home. Well, anyhow, +never mind about that. What was I saying, Marie?' + +Marie remained respectfully waiting, with a tight French smile on her +intelligent face. + +'Oh, I know what it was. Marie, I want you to look after certain things +for me here--anyhow, at present. I want you to tell the cook that I want +tea at four o'clock. Oh no, it's half-past four--well, at five. And +there's something I particularly want for tea. What is it?' she asked, +looking at Edith. Immediately answering herself she said: 'I know, I +want muffins.' + +'Madame want "nuffing"?' said Marie. + +'No, no, no! Don't be so stupid. It's an English thing, Marie; you +wouldn't understand. Something I've forgotten to tell the cook about. +It's so cosy I always think in the winter in London. It always cheers me +up. You know, what is it?... I know--muffins--_muffins_!' she said the +word carefully to the French maid. + +Edith came to the rescue. + +'Tell the cook,' she said, 'for madame, that she wants some muffins for +tea.' + +'Oh, oui. Ah, oui, bien, madame. Merci, madame.' + +As the maid was going away Lady Conroy called out: + +'Oh, tell the cook it doesn't matter. I won't have them today.' + +'Bien, madame.' + +Edith was already in a somewhat hilarious mood. Lady Conroy didn't +irritate her; she amused her almost more than any friend she had. +Besides, once she could be got to concentrate on any one subject, nobody +was more entertaining. Edith's English humour delighted in her friend's +Irish wit. + +There was something singularly Irish in the way Lady Conroy managed to +make a kind of muddle and untidiness all round her, when she had been in +a room a minute or two. When she had entered the room, it was a +fine-looking apartment, rather sparsely furnished, with very little in +it, all severest First Empire style. There were a few old portraits on +striped pale green walls, and one large basket of hot-house flowers on a +small table. Yet, since her entrance, the room already looked as if +several people had been spending the week in it without tidying it up. +Almost mechanically Edith picked up her bag, books, newspaper, +cigarettes and the glasses. + +'Well, then, you don't think Madame Frabelle would do?' said Lady +Conroy. + +'My dear Lady Conroy, Madame Frabelle wouldn't dream of going as a +companion or secretary. You want a young girl. She's about fifteen years +older than you are and she's staying with me as my guest. I shouldn't +even suggest such a thing.' + +'Why not? It wouldn't be at all a hard place.' + +'No, I know. But she doesn't want a place. She's very well off, +remember.' + +'Good heavens, she can't have much to do then if she's only staying with +you,' said Lady Conroy. + +'Oh, she has plenty of engagements. No, I shouldn't advise Madame +Frabelle. But I do know of someone.' + +'Do you? Oh, darling Edith, how sweet of you. Oh, just ring the bell for +me, will you?' + +Edith rang. + +'I want to send for Marie, my maid, and tell her to order some muffins +for tea. I forgot to tell the cook.' + +'But you have already ordered and countermanded them.' + +'Oh, have I?--so I have! Never mind, don't ring. It doesn't matter. Who +do you know, dear?' + +Standing appeared in answer to the bell. + +'What do you want, Standing? You mustn't keep bothering and interrupting +me like this. Oh, tea? Yes, bring tea. And tell Marie I shan't want her +after all.' + +Lady Conroy leant back against her cushions and with a sigh went on: + +'You see, I'm in the most terrible muddle, dear Edith. I don't know +where to turn.' + +She turned to her writing-table and opened it. + +'Look at this, now,' she said rather triumphantly. 'This is all about my +war work. Oh no, it isn't. It's an advertisement from a washer-woman. +Gracious, ought I to keep it, do you think? No, I don't think I need.' + +She folded it up and put it carefully away again. + +'Don't you think yourself I need someone?' + +'Yes, I do. I think it would be very convenient for you to have a nice +girl with a good memory to keep your things in order.' + +'That's it,' cried Lady Conroy, delighted, as she lit a cigarette. +'That's it--someone who will prevent me dropping cigarette ash all over +the room and remember my engagements and help me with my war work and +write my letters and do the telephoning. That's all I shall want. Of +course, if she could do a little needlework--No, no, that wouldn't do. +You couldn't expect her to do brainwork as well as needlework.' + +Edith broke in. + +'Do you remember mentioning to me a girl you met at Boulogne--a nurse +called Dulcie Clay?' + +'Perfectly well,' answered Lady Conroy, puffing away at her cigarette, +and obviously not speaking the truth. + +Edith laughed. + +'No, my dear, you don't. But it doesn't matter. Well, this girl has been +nursing Mr Aylmer Ross, and he doesn't need her any more--at least he +won't after next week. Would you see her and judge for yourself? You +might try her.' + +'I'm sure I shall if I take her. I'm afraid I'm a trying person. I try +everyone dreadfully. Oh, by the way, Edith, I met such a perfect angel +coming over. He was a wounded soldier. He belongs to the Black Watch. +Doesn't the name Black Watch thrill you? He's in the Irish Guards, so, +of course, my heart went out to him.' + +'The Irish Guards as well?' + +'Oh no. That was another man.' + +She put her hand to her forehead. + +'I'm worrying you, dear, with my bad memory. I'm so sorry. Well, then, +you'll see Madame Frabelle for me?' + +'I will if you like, but not as a companion. It's Miss Clay.' + +'Miss Clay,' repeated Lady Conroy. 'Ah, here's tea. Do you take milk and +sugar. Edith?' + +'Let me pour it out,' said Edith, to whom it was maddening to see the +curious things Lady Conroy did with the tea-tray. She was pouring tea +into the sugar basin, looking up at Edith with the sweetest smile. + +'I can't stay long,' Edith went on. 'I'm very sorry, dear, but you +remember I told you I'm in a hurry.... I've an appointment at +Landi's studio.' + +'Landi? And who is that?' + +'You know him--the composer--Sir Tito.' + +'Oh, darling Sir Tito! Of course I do know him!' She smiled +reminiscently. 'Won't you have anything to eat, dear? Do have a muffin! +Oh, bother, there are none. I wonder how it is cook always forgets? Then +you're going to send Madame Frabelle to see me the day after tomorrow?' + +Edith took both her hands and shook them, laughing, as she stood up. + +'I will arrange to send Miss Clay to see you, and if you like her, if +you don't mind waiting about ten days or a fortnight, you might engage +her. It would be doing her a great kindness. She's not happy at home.' + +'Oh, poor girl!' + +'And she went as a nurse,' continued Edith, 'chiefly because she +couldn't think of anything else to do. She isn't really strong enough +for nursing.' + +'Isn't she? How sad, poor girl. It reminds me of a girl I met at +Boulogne. So pretty and nice. In very much the same position really. She +also wasn't happy at home--' + +'This is the same girl,' said Edith. 'You wrote to me about her.' + +'Did I? Good heavens, how extraordinary! What a memory you've got, +Edith. Well, then, she's sure to do.' + +'Still, you'd better have an interview,' said Edith. 'Don't trouble to +ring. I must fly, dear. We'll soon meet again.' + +Lady Conroy followed her to the door into the hall, pouring forth +questions, sympathy and cheerful communications about the charming young +man in the Black Watch. Just before Edith escaped her friend said: + +'Oh, by the by, I meant to ask you something. Who is Madame Frabelle?' + + + +CHAPTER XXI + +Sir Tito lived in a flat in Mayfair, on the second floor of a large +corner house. On the ground floor was his studio, which had two +entrances. The studio was a large, square, white room, containing a +little platform for pupils. A narrow shelf ran all the way round the +dado; this shelf was entirely filled with the most charming collection +of English and French china, little cottages, birds and figures. Above +the shelf was a picture-rail, which again was filled all the way round +with signed photographs of friends. Everything in the room was white, +even the piano was _laque_ white, and the furniture, extremely luxurious +and comfortable, was in colour a pale and yet dull pink. A curtain +separated it from another smaller room, which again had a separate +entrance into the hall on the left, and, through a very small +dressing-room, led into the street on the right side. + +Sir Tito was waiting for Edith, spick, span and debonair as always +(although during the war he had discarded his buttonhole). He was +occupied, as he usually was in his leisure time, not in playing the +piano or composing, but--in making photograph frames! This was his +hobby, and people often said that he took more pleasure in the carving, +cutting out, gumming and sticking together of these objects than in +composing the melodies that were known and loved all over the world. + +As soon as Edith came in he showed her a tiny frame carved with +rosebuds. + +'Regarde,' he said, his eyes beaming. 'Voila! C'est mignon, +n'est-ce-pas? On dirait un petit coeur! Ravissante, hein?' He gazed at +it lovingly. + +'Very sweet,' said Edith, laughing. 'Who is it for?' + +'Why, it's for your _mignonne_, Dilly. I've cut out a photograph of hers +in the shape of a heart. Gentil, n'est ce pas?' + +He showed it to her with childish pleasure. Then he put all traces of +the work carefully away in a drawer and drew Edith near to the fire. + +'I've just a quarter of an hour to give you,' said Sir Tito, suddenly +turning into a serious man of business. And, indeed, he always had many +appointments, not a few of which were on some subject connected with +love affairs. Like Aylmer, but in a different way, Sir Tito was always +being consulted, but, oddly enough, while it was the parents and +guardians usually who went to Aylmer, husbands worried about their +wives, mothers about their children; to the older man it was more +frequently the culprit or the confidant himself or herself who came to +confide and ask for help and advice. + +Edith said: + +'The dreadful thing I've to tell you, Landi, is that I've completely +changed.' + +'Comment?' + +'Yes. I'm in love with him all over again.' + +'C'est vrai?' + +'Yes. I don't know how and I don't know why. When he first made that +suggestion, it seemed wild--impossible. But the things he said--how +absolutely true it is. Landi, my life's been wasted, utterly wasted.' + +Landi said nothing. + +'I believe I was deceiving myself,' she went on. 'I've got so accustomed +to living this sort of half life I've become almost _abrutie_, as you +would say. I didn't realise how much I cared for him. Now I know I +always adored him.' + +'But you were quite contented.' + +'Because I made myself so; because I resolved to be satisfied. But, +after all, there's something in what he says, Landi. My life with Bruce +is only a makeshift. Nothing but tact, tact, tact. Oh, I'm so tired of +tact!' She sighed. 'It seems to me now really too hard that I should +again have such a great opportunity and should throw it away. You see, +it is an opportunity, if I love him--and I'm not deceiving myself now. +I'm in love with him. The more I think about it the more lovely it seems +to me. It would be an ideal life, Landi.' + +He was still silent. + +She continued: + +'You see, Aylmer knows so well how much the children are to me, and he +would never ask me to leave them. There's no question of my ever leaving +them. And Bruce wouldn't mind. Bruce would be only too thankful for me +to take them. And there's another thing--though I despised the idea at +the time, there's a good deal in it. I mean that Aylmer's well off, so I +should never be a burden. He would love to take the responsibility of us +all. I would leave my income to Bruce; he would be quite comfortable and +independent. Oh, he would take it. He might be a little cross, but it +wouldn't last, Landi. He would be better off. He'd find +somebody--someone who would look after him, perhaps, and make him quite +happy and comfortable. You're shocked?' + +'Ca ne m'etonne pas. It's the reaction,' said Landi, nodding. + +'How wonderful of you to understand! I haven't seen him again, you know. +I've just been thinking. In fact, I'm surprised at myself. But the more +I reflect on what he said, the more wonderful it seems.... Think how +he's cared for me all this time!' + +'Sans doute. You know that he adores you. But, Edith, it's all very +well--you put like that--but could you go through with it?' + +'I believe I could now,' she answered. 'I begin to long to. You see, I +mistook my own feelings, Landi; they seemed dulled. I thought I could +live without love--but why should I? What is it that's made me change +so? Why do I feel so frightened now at the idea of losing my happiness?' + +'C'est la guerre,' said Sir Tito. + +'The war? What has that to do with it?' + +'Everything. Unconsciously it affects people. Though you yourself are +not fighting, Aylmer has risked his life, and is going to risk it again. +This impresses you. To many temperaments things seem to matter less just +now. People are reckless.' + +'Is it that?' asked Edith. 'Perhaps it is. But I was so completely +deceived in myself.' + +'I always knew you could be in love with him,' said Landi. 'But wait a +moment, Edith--need the remedy be so violent? I don't ask you to live +without love. Why should a woman live without the very thing she was +created for? But you know you hate publicity--vulgar scandal. Nobody +loathes it as you do.' + +'It doesn't seem to matter now so much,' Edith said. + +'It's the war.' + +'Well, whatever's the cause, all I can tell you is that I'm beginning to +think I shall do it! I want to!... I can't bear to refuse again. I +haven't seen him since our talk. I changed gradually, alone, just +thinking. And then you say--' + +'Many people have love in their lives without a violent public scandal,' +he repeated. + +'Yes, I know. I understand what you mean. But I hate deceit, Landi. I +don't think I could lead a double life. And even if I would, he +wouldn't!' + +She spoke rather proudly. + +'Pauvre garcon!' said Sir Tito. 'Je l'admire.' + +'So do I,' said Edith. 'Aylmer's not a man who could shake hands with +Bruce and be friends and deceive him. And you know, before, when I +begged him to remain ... my friend ... he simply wouldn't. He always +said he despised the man who would accept the part of a tame cat. And he +doesn't believe in Platonic friendship: Aylmer's too honest, too _real_ +for that.' + +'But, Edith, oh, remember, before,' said Landi taking her hand, 'even +when Bruce ran away with another woman, you couldn't bear the idea +of divorce.' + +'I know. But I may have been wrong. Besides, I didn't care for him as I +do now. And I'm older now.' + +'Isn't this rather sudden, my dear?' + +'Only because I've let myself go--let myself be natural! Oh, _do_ +encourage me--give me strength, Landi! Don't let me be a coward! Think +if Aylmer goes out again and is killed, how miserable I should feel to +have refused him and disappointed him--for the second time!' + +'Wait a moment, Edith. Suppose, as you say, he goes out again and is +killed, and you _haven't_ disappointed him, what would your position +be then?' + +She couldn't answer. + +'How is it your conscientiousness with regard to Bruce doesn't come in +the way now? Why would it ruin him less now than formerly?' + +'Bruce doesn't seem to matter so much.' + +'Because he isn't fighting?' asked Sir Tito. + +'Oh no, Landi! I never thought of that. But you know he always imagines +himself ill, and he's quite all right really. He'll enjoy his grievance. +I _know_ he won't be unhappy. And he's older, and he's not tied to that +silly, mad girl he ran away with. And besides, I'm older. This is +probably _my_ last chance!' + +She looked at Landi imploringly, as if begging his permission. + +He answered calmly: 'Ecoute, cherie. When do you see him again?' + +'I'm to take him for a drive tomorrow.' + +'My dear Edith, promise me one thing; don't undertake anything yet.' + +'But why not?' + +'You mustn't. This may be merely an impulse; you may change again. It +may be a passing mood.' + +'I don't think it is,' said Edith. 'Anyhow, it's my wish at present. +It's the result of thinking, remember--not of his persuasion.' + +'Go for a drive, but give him no hope yet.' He took both her hands. +'Make no promise, except to me. Don't I know you well? I doubt if you +could do it.' + +'Yes, I could! I could go through _anything_ if I were determined, and +if I had the children safe.' + +'Never mind that for the present. Live for the day. Will you promise me +that?' + +She hesitated for a moment. + +Then he said: + +'Really, dear, it's too serious to be impulsive about. Take time.' + +'Very well, Landi. I promise you that.' + +'Then we'll meet again afterwards and talk it over. I'll come and see +you.' + +'Very well. And mustn't I tell him anything? Not make him a little bit +happy?' + +'Tell him nothing. Be nice to him. Enjoy your drive. Put off all +decision at present.' + +He looked at her. Her eyes were sparkling, her colour, her expression +were deepened. She looked all animation, with more life than he had ever +seen in her.... Somehow the sight made his heart ache a little, a +very little. + +Poor girl! Of course she had been starving for love, and hidden the +longing under domestic interests, artistic, social, but human. But she +deserved real love, a real lover. She was so loyal, so true herself. + +'Tiens! You look like a lamp that has been lighted,' said Sir Tito, +chuckling a little to himself. 'Eh, bien!--and the pretty nurse? Does +she still dance the Cachuca? I know I'm old-fashioned, but it's +impossible for me not to associate everything Spanish with the +ridiculous. I think of guitars, mantillas, sombreros, or--what else is +it? Ah, I know--onions.' + +'She isn't even Spanish, really!' + +'Then why did you deceive me?' said Landi, a shade absently, with a +glance at his watch and another in the mirror. + +'She can't remain with Aylmer. She knows it herself. I'm trying to +arrange for her to become a companion for Lady Conroy.' + +He laughed. + +'You are more particular about her being chaperoned than you were last +week.' + +'Landi, Aylmer will never care for her. She's a dear, but he won't.' + +'Tu ne l'a pas revu? Lui--Aylmer?' + +'No, but he's written to me.' + +'Oh, for heaven's sake, my child, burn the letters! I daresay it won't +be difficult; they are probably all flames already.' + +'I did have one lovely letter,' said Edith. + +She took it out of her dress. He glanced at it. + +'Mon Dieu! To think that a pupil of mine drives about in a taxi-cab with +compromising letters in her pocket! Non, tu est folle, veritablement, +Edith.' + +To please him she threw it into the fire, after tearing a small blank +piece of the paper off, and putting this unwritten-on scrap back in the +bodice of her dress. As she hurried away, she again promised him not to +undertake anything, nor to allow Aylmer to overpower her prudent +intention during their drive. + +'What time do you start? I think I shall come too,' said Sir Tito, +pretending to look at his engagement-book. + +He burst out laughing at her expression. + +'Ah, I'm not wanted! Tiens! If you're not very careful _one_ person will +go with you, I can tell you. And that will be Madame Frabelle.' + +'No, she won't. Indeed not! It's the last day of Archie's holidays.' + +'He's coming with you?' + +'On the front seat, with the chauffeur,' said Edith. + +There was a ring at the bell. He lifted the curtain and caressingly but +firmly pushed her through into the other room. + + * * * * * + +Sir Tito had another appointment. + + + +CHAPTER XXII + +While this drama was taking place in the little house in Sloane Street, +Madame Frabelle, who lived for romance, and was always imagining it +where it didn't exist, was, of course, sublimely unconscious of its +presence. She had grown tired of her fancy about Edith and Mr Mitchell, +or she made herself believe that her influence had stopped it. But she +was beginning to think, much as she enjoyed her visit and delighted in +her surroundings, that it was almost time for her at least to _suggest_ +going away. + +She had made Edith's friends her own. She was devoted to Edith, fonder +of the children than anyone except their grandmother, and strangely, +considering she was a visitor who gave trouble, she was adored by the +servants and by everyone in the house, with the single exception +of Archie. + +She was carrying on a kind of half-religious flirtation with the Rev. +Byrne Fraser, who was gradually succeeding in making her very high +church. Sometimes she rose early and left the house mysteriously. She +went to Mass. There was a dreamy expression in her eyes when she came +back. A slight perfume of incense, instead of the lavender water that +she formerly affected, was now observable about her. + +She went to see the 'London Group' and the 'New English' with young +Coniston, who explained to her all he had learnt from Aylmer, a little +wrong; while she assured him that she knew nothing about pictures, but +she knew what she liked. + +She bought book-bindings from Miss Coniston, and showed her how to cook +macaroni and how to make cheap but unpalatable soup for her brother. And +she went to all the war concerts and bazaars got up by Valdez, to +meetings for the Serbians arranged by Mrs Mitchell and to Lady Conroy's +Knitting Society for the Refugees. She was a very busy woman. But it was +not these employments that were filling her mind as she sat in her own +room, looking seriously at herself in the glass. Something made her a +little preoccupied. + +She was beginning to fear that Bruce was getting too fond of her. + +The moment the idea occurred to her, it occurred to Bruce also. She had +a hypnotic effect on him; as soon as she thought of anything he thought +of it too. Something in her slight change of manner, her cautious way of +answering, and of rustling self-consciously out of the room when they +were left alone together, had this effect. Bruce was enchanted. Madame +Frabelle thought he was getting too fond of her! Then, he must be! +Perhaps he was. He certainly didn't like the idea at all of her going +away and changed the subject directly she mentioned it. He had always +thought her a very wonderful person. He was immensely impressed by her +universal knowledge and agreeable manners and general charm. Still, +Madame Frabelle was fifteen years older than Bruce, and Bruce himself +was no chicken. Although he was under forty, his ideal of himself was +that he liked only very young girls. This was not true. But as he +thought it was, it became very much the same thing. As a matter of fact, +only rather foolish girls were flattered at attentions from Bruce. +Married women preferred spirited bachelors, and attractive girls +preferred attractive boys. In fact, Bruce was not wanted socially, and +he felt a little bit out of it among the men through not being among the +fighters. The fact that he told everyone that he was not in khaki +because he was in consumption didn't seem to make him more interesting +to the general public. His neurotic heart bored his friends at the club. +In fact there was not a woman, even his mother, except Madame Frabelle, +who cared to listen to his symptoms. That she did so, and with sympathy, +was one of her attractions. + +But as long as she had listened to them in a sisterly, friendly way, he +regarded her only as a friend--a friend of whom he was very proud, and +whom he respected immensely. As has been said, she impressed him so much +that he did not know she bored him. When she began rustling out of the +room when they were left alone, and looking away, avoiding his eye when +he stared at her absently, things were different, and he began to feel +rather flattered. Of course it would be an infernal shame, and not the +act of a gentleman, to take advantage of one's position as a host by +making love to a fascinating guest. But there was so much sympathy +between them! It is only fair to say that the idea would never have +occurred to Bruce unless it had first occurred to Madame Frabelle. If a +distinguished-looking woman in violet velvet leaves the room five +minutes after she's left alone with one--even though she has grey +hair--it naturally shows that she thinks one is dangerous. The result of +it all was that when Bruce heard Edith was taking Aylmer for a drive, he +apologised very much indeed for not going with her. He said, frankly, +much as he liked Aylmer, wounded heroes were rather a bore. He hoped +Aylmer would forgive him. And Madame Frabelle had promised to take him +to the Oratory. She disapproved of his fancy of becoming a Catholic; she +was not one herself, though she was extremely high, and growing daily +higher, but the music at the Oratory on that particular day was very +wonderful, and they agreed to go there. And afterwards--well, afterwards +they might stroll home, or--go and have tea in Bond Street. + + * * * * * + +It was the last day of Archie's holidays, and though it was rather cold +his mother insisted on taking him with her. + +Aylmer tried to hide the shade that came over his face when he saw the +boy, but remembering that he had undertaken to be a father to him, he +cheered up as soon as Archie was settled. + +It was a lovely autumn day, one of those warm Indian-summer days that +resemble early spring. There is the same suggestion of warmer sunshine +yet to come; the air has a scent as of growing things, the kind of +muffled hopes and suppressed excitement of April is in the deceptive +air. This sort of day is dangerous to charming people not in their very +first youth. + + * * * * * + +In high spirits and beyond the speed limit they started for Richmond. + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + +A week later Aylmer and his son were sitting looking at each other in +the old brown library. Teddy had come over for ten days' leave from +somewhere in France. Everyone, except his father, was astonished how +little he had changed. He seemed exactly the same, although he had gone +through strange experiences. But Aylmer saw a different look in his +eyes. He looked well and brisk--perhaps a little more developed and more +manly; his shoulders, always rather thick and broad, seemed even +broader, although he was thinner. But it was the expression of the eyes +that had altered. Those eyes had _seen things_. In colour pale blue, +they had a slightly strained look. They seemed paler. His sunburn +increased his resemblance to his father, always very striking. Both had +large foreheads, clearly cut features and square chins. Aylmer was, +strictly speaking, handsomer. His features more refined, more chiselled. +But Teddy had the additional charm of extreme youth--youth with the +self-possession and ease that seemed, as it were, a copy--as his voice +was an echo--of his father. The difference was in culture and +experience. Teddy had gone out when he was just on the point of going to +Balliol, yet seemed to have something of the Oxford manner, +characteristic of his father--a manner suave, amiable, a little +ironical. He had the unmistakable public-school look and his training +had immensely improved his appearance. + +Aylmer was disappointed that the very first thing his son insisted on +doing was to put on evening clothes and go to the Empire. That was where +the difference in age told. Aylmer would not have gone to the Empire +fresh from the fighting line. He made no objection, and concealed the +tiniest ache that he felt when Teddy went out at once with Major Willis, +an elder friend of his. Quite as old, Aylmer thought to himself, as _he_ +was. But not being a relative, he seemed of the same generation. + +The next evening Teddy spent at home, and sat with his father, who +declared himself to be completely recovered, but was still not allowed +to put his foot to the ground, Miss Clay was asked to sing to them. Her +voice, as has been said, was a very beautiful one, a clear, fine +soprano, with a timbre rare in quality, and naturally thrilling. She had +not been taught well enough to be a public success perhaps, but was much +more accomplished than the average amateur. + +Teddy delighted in it. She sang all the popular songs--she had a way +that was almost humorous of putting refinement into the stupidest and +vulgarest melody. And then she sang some of those technically poor but +attaching melodies that, sung in a certain way, without sickening +sentimentality or affectation, seem to search one's soul and bring out +all that there is in one of romance. + +She looked very beautiful, that Aylmer admitted to himself, and she sang +simply and charmingly; that he owned also. Why did it irritate him so +intensely to see Teddy moved and thrilled, to see his eyes brighten, his +colour rise and to see him obviously admiring the girl? When she made an +excuse to leave them Teddy was evidently quite disappointed. + +The next day Aylmer limped down to the library. To his great surprise he +heard voices in the room Dulcie used for her sitting-room. He heard +Teddy begging her to sing to him again. He heard her refuse and then +Teddy's voice asking her to go out to tea with him. + +Aylmer limped as loudly as he could, and they evidently heard him, but +didn't mind in the least. He didn't want Miss Clay to stop at home. He +was expecting Edith. + +'Hang it, let them go!' he said to himself, and he wondered at himself. +Why should he care? Why _shouldn't_ she flirt with the boy if she liked, +or rather--for he was too just not to own that it was no desire of +hers--why shouldn't the boy make up to her? Whatever the reason was, it +annoyed him. + +Annoyance was soon forgotten when Mrs Ottley was announced. + +Since their drive to Richmond there had been a period of extraordinary +happiness and delight for Edith. Not another word had been said with +reference to Aylmer's proposal. He left it in abeyance, for he saw to +his great joy and delight that she was becoming her old self, more than +her old self. + +Edith was completely changed. The first thing she thought of now in the +morning was how soon she should see him again. She managed to conceal it +well, but she was nervous, absent, with her eyes always on the clock, +counting the minutes. When other people were present she was cool and +friendly to Aylmer, but when they were alone he had become intimate, +delightful, familiar, like the time, three years ago, when they were +together at the seaside. But her mother-in-law had then been in the +house. And the children. Everything was so conventional. Now she was +able to see him alone. Really alone.... His eyes welcomed her as she +came in. Having shut the door quietly, she reached his chair in a +little rush. + +'Don't take off your hat. I like that hat. That was the hat you wore the +day I told you--' + +'I'm glad it suits me,' she said, interrupting. 'Does it really? Isn't +it too small?' + +'You know it does.' + +He was holding her hand. He slowly took off the glove, saying: 'What a +funny woman you are, Edith. Why do you wear grey gloves? Nobody else +wears grey gloves.' + +'I prefer white ones, but they won't stay white two minutes' + +'I like these.' + +'Tell me about Teddy. Don't, Aylmer!' + +Aylmer was kissing her fingers one by one. She drew them away. + +'Teddy! Oh, there's not much to tell.' Then he gave a little laugh. 'I +believe he's fallen in love with Miss Clay.' + +'Has he really? Well, no wonder; think how pretty she is.' + +'I know. Is she? I don't think she's a bit pretty.' + +'She's to see Lady Conroy tomorrow, you know,' Edith said, divining an +anxiety or annoyance in Aylmer on the subject. + +'Yes. Will it be all right?' + +'Oh yes.' + +'Well, Teddy's going back on Monday anyway, and I certainly don't need a +nurse any more. Headley will do all I want.' + +Headley was the old butler. + +'What scent do you use, Edith?' + +'I hardly ever use any. I don't care for scent.' + +'But lately you have,' he insisted. 'What is it? I think I like it.' + +'It's got a silly name. It's called Omar Khayyam.' + +'I thought it was Oriental. I think you're Oriental, Edith. Though +you're so fair and English-looking. How do you account for it?' + +'I can't think,' said Edith. + +'Perhaps you're a fair Circassian,' said he. 'Do you think yourself +you're Oriental?' + +'I believe I am, in some ways. I like lying down on cushions. I like +cigarettes, and scent, and flowers. I hate wine, and exercise, and +cricket, and bridge.' + +'That isn't all that's needed. You wouldn't care for life in a harem, +would you?' He laughed. 'You with your independent mind and your +cleverness.' + +'Perhaps not exactly, but I can imagine worse things.' + +'I shall take you to Egypt,' he said. 'You've never been there, have +you?' + +'Never.' Her eyes sparkled. + +'Yes, I shall take you to see the Sphinx. For the first time.' + +'Oh, you can't. You're looking very well, Aylmer, wonderfully better.' + +'I wonder why? You don't think I'm happy, do you?' + +'I am,' said Edith. + +'Because you're a woman. You live for the moment. I'm anxious about the +future.' + +'Oh, oh! You're quite wrong. It's not women who live for the moment,' +said Edith. + +'No, I don't know that the average woman does. But then you're not an +average woman.' + +'What am I?' + +'You're Edith,' he answered, rather fatuously. But she liked it. She +moved away. + +'Now that's awfully mean of you, taking advantage of my wounded limb.' + +She rang for tea. + +'And that's even meaner. It's treacherous,' he said, laughing. + +She sat down on a chair at a little distance. + +'Angel!' he said, in a low, distinct voice. + +'It is not for me to dictate,' said Edith, in a tone of command, 'but I +should think it more sensible of you not to say these things to +me--just now.' + +The servant came in with tea. + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + +Just before Archie went back to school he made a remark that impressed +Edith strangely. Quite dressed and ready to start, as he was putting on +his gloves, he fell into one of his reveries. After being silent for +some time he said: + +'Mother!' + +'Yes, darling?' + +'Why doesn't father fight?' + +'I told you before, darling. Your father is not very strong.' + +'Mother!' + +'Yes, dear?' + +'Is Aylmer older than father?' + +'Yes. Aylmer's four years older. Why?' + +'I don't know. I wish I had a father who could fight, like Aylmer. And +I'd like to fight too, like Teddy.' + +'Aylmer hasn't any wife and children to leave. Teddy's eighteen; you're +only ten.' + +'Mother!' + +'Yes, dear?' + +'I wish I was old enough to fight. And I wish father was stronger.... Do +you think I shall ever fight in this war?' + +'Good heavens, dear! I hope it isn't going to last seven years more.' + +'I wish it would,' said Archie ferociously. 'Mother!' + +'Yes, darling?' + +'But what's the matter with father? He seems quite well.' + +'Oh, he isn't very well. He suffers from nerves.' + +'Nerves! What's nerves?' + +'I think, darling, it's time for us to start. Where's your coat?' + +She drove him to the station. Most of the way he was very silent As she +put him in the train he said. + +'Mother, give my love to Aylmer.' + +'All right, dear.' + +He then said: + +'Mother, I wish Aylmer was my father.' + +'Oh, Archie! You mustn't say that.' + + * * * * * + +But she never forgot the boy's remark. It had a stronger influence on +her action later than anything else. She knew Archie had always had a +great hero-worship for Aylmer. But that he should actually prefer him +to Bruce! + +She didn't tell Aylmer that for a long time afterwards. + + * * * * * + +Before returning to the front Teddy had become so violently devoted to +Miss Clay that she was quite glad to see him go. She received his +attentions with calm and cool friendliness, but gave him not the +smallest encouragement. She was three years older, but looked younger +than her age, while Teddy looked much older, more like twenty-two. So +that when on the one or two occasions during his ten days' leave they +went out together, they didn't seem at all an ill-assorted couple. And +whenever Aylmer saw the two together, it created the greatest irritation +in him. He hardly knew which vexed him more--Dulcie for being attractive +to the boy, or the boy for being charmed by Dulcie. It was absurd--out +of place. It displeased him. + +A day or two after Teddy's departure Dulcie went to see Lady Conroy, who +immediately declared that Dulcie was extraordinarily like a charming +girl she had met at Boulogne. Dulcie convinced her that she was the +same girl. + +'Oh, how perfectly charming!' said Lady Conroy. 'What a coincidence! +_Too_ wonderful! Well, my dear, I can see at a glance that you're the +very person I want. Your duties will be very, _very_ light. Oh, how +light they will be! There's really hardly anything to do! I merely want +you to be a sort of walking memorandum for me,' Lady Conroy went on, +smiling. 'Just to recollect what day it is, and what's the date, and +what time my appointments are, and do my telephoning for me, and write +my letters, and take the dog out for a walk, and _sometimes_ just hear +my little girls practise, and keep my papers in order. Oh, one can +hardly say exactly--you know the sort of thing. Oh yes! and do the +flowers,' said Lady Conroy, glancing round the room. 'I always forget my +flowers, and I won't let Marie do them, and so there they are--dead in +the vases! And I do like a few live flowers about, I must say,' she +added pathetically. + +Dulcie said she thought she could undertake it. + +'Well, then, won't you stay now, and have your things sent straight on? +Oh, do! I do wish you would. I've got two stalls for the St James's +tonight. My husband can't come, and I can't think of anybody else to +ask. I should love to take you.' + +Dulcie would have enjoyed to go. The theatre was a passion with her, as +with most naive people. She made some slight objection which Lady Conroy +at once waved away. However, Dulcie pointed out that she must go home +first, and as all terms and arrangements absolutely suited both parties, +it was decided that Dulcie should go to the play with her tonight and +come the next day to take up her duties. + +She asked Lady Conroy if she might have her meals alone when there were +guests, as she was very shy. A charming little sitting-room, opening out +of the drawing-rooms, was put at her disposal. + +'Oh, certainly, dear; always, of course, except when I'm alone. But +you'll come when I ask you, now and then, won't you? I thought you'd be +very useful sometimes at boring lunches, or when there were too many +men--that sort of thing. And I hear you sing. Oh, that will be +delightful! You'll sing when we have a few tedious people with us? I +adore music. We'll go to some of those all-British concerts, won't we? +We must be patriotic. Do you know it's really been my dream to have a +sweet, useful, sympathetic girl in the house. And with a memory too! +Charming!' + +Dulcie went away fascinated, if slightly bewildered. It was a pang to +her to say good-bye to Aylmer, the more so as he showed, in a way that +was perfectly obvious to the girl, that he was pleased to see her go, +though he was as cordial as possible. + +She had been an embarrassment to him of late. It was beginning to be what +is known as a false position, since Headley the butler could now look +after Aylmer. Except for a limp, he was practically well. + +Anyone who has ever nursed a person to whom they are devoted, helped him +through weakness and danger to health again, will understand the curious +pain she felt to see him independent of her, anxious to show his +strength. Still, he had been perfect. She would always remember him with +worship. She meant never to love anyone else all her life. + +When she said good-bye she said to him: + +'I do hope you'll be very happy.' + +He laughed, coloured a little, and said as he squeezed her hand warmly: + +'You've been a brick to me, Miss Clay. I shall certainly tell you if I +ever am happy.' + +She wondered what that meant, but she preferred to try to forget it. + + * * * * * + +When Dulcie arrived, as she had been told, at a quarter to eight, +dressed in a black evening dress (she didn't care to wear uniform at the +theatre), she found Lady Conroy, who was lying on the sofa in a +tea-gown, utterly astonished to see her. + +'My dear! you've come to dine with me after all?' + +'No, indeed. I've dined. You said I was to come in time to go to the +play.' + +'The play? Oh! I forgot. I'm so sorry. I've sent the tickets away. I +forgot I'd anyone to go with me. I'm afraid it can't be helped now. Are +you very disappointed? Poor child. Well, dear, you'll dine with me, +anyhow, as you've come, and I can tell you all about what we shall have +to do, and everything. We'll go to the theatre some other evening.' + +Dulcie was obliged to decline eating two dinners. She had not found it +possible to get through one--her last meal at Aylmer's house. However, +as she had no idea what else to do, she remained with Lady Conroy. And +she spent a very pleasant evening. + +Lady Conroy told her all about herself, her husband, her children and +her friends. She told her the history of her life, occasionally +branching off on to other subjects, and referring to the angel she had +met on a boat who was in the Black Watch, and who, Dulcie gathered, was +a wounded officer. Lady Conroy described all the dresses she had at +present, many that she had had in former years, and others that she +would like to have had now. She gravely told the girl the most +inaccurate gossip about such of her friends as Dulcie might possibly +meet later. She was confidential, amusing, brilliant and inconsequent. +She appeared enchanted with Dulcie, whom she treated like an intimate +friend at sight. And Dulcie was charmed with her, though somewhat +confused at her curious memory. Indeed, they parted at about eleven the +best possible friends; Lady Conroy insisting on sending her home in +her car. + +Dulcie, who had a sensitive and sensible horror of snobbishness, felt +sorry to know that her father would casually mention that his daughter +was staying with the Conroys in Carlton House Terrace, and that her +stepmother would scold her unless she recollected every dress she +happened to see there. Still, on the whole she felt cheered. + +She had every reason to hope that she would be as happy as a companion, +in love without hope of a return, could be under any circumstances. + + + +CHAPTER XXV + +Madame Frabelle and Edith were sitting side by side in Edith's boudoir. +Madame Frabelle was knitting. Edith was looking at a book. It was a thin +little volume of essays, bound by Miss Coniston. + +'What is the meaning of this design?' Edith said. 'It seems to me very +unsuited to Chesterton's work! Olive-green, with twirly things on it!' + +'I thought it rather artistic,' answered Madame Frabelle. + +'It looks like macaroni, or spaghetti. Perhaps the idea was suggested by +your showing her how to cook it,' said Edith, laughing. + +Madame Frabelle looked gravely serene. + +'No--I don't think that had anything to do with it.' + +'How literal you are, Eglantine!' + +'Am I? I think you do me injustice, Edith dear,' returned the amiable +guest with a tinge of stateliness as she rolled up her wool. + +Edith smiled, put down her book, looked at the clock and rearranged the +large orange-coloured cushion behind her back. Then she took the book up +again, looked through it and again put it down. + +'You're not at all--forgive me for saying so--not the least bit in the +world restless today, Edith darling, are you?' said Madame Frabelle in a +calm, clear, high voice that Edith found quite trying. + +'Oh, I hope not--I think not.' + +'Ah, that's well,' and Madame Frabelle, with one slight glance at her +hostess, went on knitting. + +'I believe I miss Archie a good deal,' said Edith. + +'Ah, yes, you must indeed. I miss the dear boy immensely myself,' +sympathetically said Madame Frabelle. But Edith thought Madame Frabelle +bore his loss with a good deal of equanimity, and she owned to herself +that it was not surprising. The lady had been very good to Archie, but +he had teased her a good deal. Like the Boy Scouts, but the other way +round, he had almost made a point of worrying her in some way or other +every day. Edith could never persuade him to change his view of her. + +He said she was a fool. + +Somehow, today Edith felt rather pleased with him for thinking so. All +women are subject to moods, particularly, perhaps, those who have a +visitor staying with them for a considerable time. There are moments of +injustice, of unfairness to the most charming feminine guest, from the +most gentle hostess. And also there are, undoubtedly, times when the +nicest hostess gets a little on one's nerves. + +So--critical, highly strung--Madame Frabelle was feeling today. So was +Edith. Madame Frabelle was privately thinking that Edith was restless, +that she had lost her repose, that her lips were redder than they used +to be. Had she taken to using lip salve too? She was inclined to smile, +with a twinkle in her eye, at Madame Frabelle's remarks, a shade too +often. And what was Edith thinking of at this moment? She was thinking +of Archie's remarks about Madame Frabelle. That boy had genius! + +But there would be a reaction, probably during, or immediately after, +tea-time, for these two women were sincerely fond of one another. The +irritating fact that Edith was eighteen years younger than her guest +made Eglantine feel sometimes a desire to guide, even to direct her, and +if she had the disadvantage in age she wanted at least the privilege of +gratifying her longing to give advice. + +The desire became too strong to be resisted. The advantage of having +something to do with her hands while she spoke was too great a one not +to be taken advantage of. So Madame Frabelle said: + +'Edith dear.' + +'Yes?' + +'I've been wanting to say something to you.' + +Edith leant forward, putting her elbows on her knees and her face on her +hands, and said: + +'Oh, _do_ tell me, Eglantine. What is it?' + +'It is simply this,' said the other lady, calmly continuing her +knitting.... 'Very often when one's living with a person, one doesn't +notice little things a comparative stranger would observe. Is that +not so?' + +'What have you observed? What's it about?' + +'It is about your husband,' said Madame Frabelle. + +'What! Bruce?' asked Edith. + +'Naturally,' replied Madame Frabelle dryly. + +'What have you observed about Bruce?' + +'I have observed,' replied Madame Frabelle, putting her hand in the sock +that she was knitting, and looking at it critically, her head on one +side, 'I have observed that Bruce is not at all well.' + +'Oh, I'm sorry you think that. It's true he has seemed rather what he +calls off colour lately.' + +'He suffers,' said Madame Frabelle, as if announcing a great discovery,' +he suffers from Nerves.' + +'I know he does, my dear. Who should know it better than I do? But--do +you think he is worse lately?' + +'I do. He is terribly depressed. He says things to me sometimes +that--well, that really quite alarm me.' + +'I'm sorry. But you mustn't take Bruce too seriously, you know that.' + +'Indeed I don't take him too seriously! And I've done my best either to +change the subject or to make him see the silver lining to every cloud,' +Madame Frabelle answered solemnly, with a shake of her head. + +'I think what Bruce complains of is the want of a silver lining to his +purse,' Edith said. + +'You are jesting, Edith dear.' + +'No, I'm not. He worries about money.' + +'But only incidentally,' said Madame Frabelle. 'Bruce is really worried +about the war.' + +'Naturally. But surely--I suppose we all are.' + +'But Mr. Ottley takes it particularly to heart,' said Madame Frabelle, +with a kind of touching dignity. + +Edith looked at her in a little surprise. Why did she suddenly call +Bruce 'your husband' or 'Mr. Ottley'? + +'Why this distant manner, Eglantine?' said Edith, half laughing. 'I +thought you always called him Bruce.' + +'I beg your pardon; yes, I forgot. Well, don't you see, Edith dear, that +what we might call his depression, his melancholy point of view, is--is +growing worse and worse?' + +Edith got up, walked to the other end of the room, rearranged some +violets in a copper vase and came back to the sofa again. Madame +Frabelle followed her with her eyes. Then Edith said, picking up +the knitting: + +'Take care, dear, you're losing your wool. Yes; perhaps he is worse. He +might be better if he occupied his mind more.' + +'He works at the Foreign Office from ten till four every day,' said +Madame Frabelle in a tone of defence; 'he looks in at his club, where +they talk over the news of the war, and then he comes home and we +discuss it again.... Really, Edith, I scarcely see how much more he +could do!' + +'Oh, my dear, but don't you see all the time he doesn't do +anything?--anything about the war, I mean. Now both you and I do our +little best to help, in one way or another. You especially, I'm sure, do +a tremendous lot; but what does Bruce do? Nothing, except talk.' + +'That's just it, Edith. I doubt if your husband is in a fit state of +health to strain his mind by any more work than he does already. He's +not strong, dear; remember that.' + +'Of course, I know; if he were all right he wouldn't be here,' said +Edith.' I suppose he really does suffer a great deal.' + +'What was it again that prevented him joining?' asked Madame Frabelle, +with sympathetic tenderness. + +'Neurotic heart,' answered Edith. Though she tried her very utmost she +could not help the tone of her voice sounding a little dry and ironical. +Of course, she did not in the least believe in Bruce's neurotic heart, +but she did not want Madame Frabelle to know that. + +'Ah! ah! that must cause him a great deal of pain, but I think so far +his worst symptoms are his nervous fears. Look at last night,' continued +Madame Frabelle, and now she put down her knitting and folded it into +her work-basket.' Last night, because there was no moon, and it wasn't +raining, and fairly clear, Mr Ott--Bruce had absolutely made up his mind +there would be a Zeppelin raid. It was his own idea.' + +'Not quite, dear. Young Coniston, who is a special constable, rang up +and told him that there was a chance of the Zeppelins last night.' + +'Well, perhaps so. At any rate he believed it. Well, instead of being +satisfied when I told him that I had got out my mask, that I saw to the +bath being left half-filled with water, helped your husband to put two +large bags of sand outside his dressing-room--in spite of all that, do +you know what happened in the middle of the night?' + +'I'm afraid I don't,' said Edith. 'Since Archie went back to school I +have had Dilly in my room, and we both slept soundly all night.' + +'Did you? I fancied I saw a light in your room.' + +This was quite true. Edith was writing a very long letter. + +'Ah, perhaps.' + +'Well, at three o'clock in the morning, fancy my surprise to hear a +knock at my door!' + +'I wonder I didn't hear a knock at mine,' said Edith. + +'Your husband was afraid to disturb the little girl. Most considerate, I +thought. Well, he knocked at my door and said that he was unable to +sleep, that he felt terribly miserable and melancholy, in fact was +wretched, and that he felt on the point of cutting his throat.... Don't +be frightened, dear. I don't mean that he really _meant_ it,' said +Madame Frabelle, putting her hand on Edith's. + +'Poor fellow! But what a shame to disturb you.' + +'I didn't mind in the least. I was only too pleased. Well, what do you +think I did? I got up and dressed, went down to the library and lighted +the fire, and sat up for half-an-hour with your husband trying to +cheer him up!' + +'Did you really?' Edith smiled. 'It was very sweet of you, Eglantine.' + +'Not at all; I was only too glad. I made a cup of tea, Bruce had a +whisky and soda, we had a nice talk, and I sent him back quite cheerful. +Still, it just shows, doesn't it, how terribly he takes it all?' + +'Rather hard on you, Eglantine; quite improper too,' laughed Edith as +she rang the bell. + +Madame Frabelle ignored this remark. + +'If I could only feel at all that I've done a little good during my stay +here, I shall be quite satisfied.' + +'Oh! but you mustn't dream yet of--' began Edith. + +There was a ring at the bell. + +'Why, here is Bruce, just in time for tea.' + +Edith went to meet him in the hall. Although he came in with his key, he +invariably rang the bell, so that the maid could take his coat +and stick. + +'Hallo, Edith,' he said, in a rather sober tone. 'How are you? And where +is Madame Frabelle?' + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + +Bruce came in with a rather weary air, and sat down by the fire. Madame +Frabelle was presiding at the tea-table. + +'How are you feeling, Bruce?' Edith asked. + +'Oh, pretty rotten. I had a very bad night. How are you, Madame +Frabelle?' + +'Oh, very well. Tea?' + +'Poor Bruce!' said Edith kindly. 'Oh, and poor Madame Frabelle,' she +added, with a smile. + +Bruce gave Madame Frabelle a slightly reproachful look as he took a cup +of tea from her. + +'I've been telling Edith,' said that lady in a quiet, dignified way. + +'What about?' + +'About last night,' said Madame Frabelle, passing Bruce the buttered +toast without looking at him, as if avoiding his glance. + +'I'm really very much ashamed of it,' said Bruce. 'You can't think how +kind she was to me, Edith.' + +'I'm sure she was,' said Edith. + +'Oh, you won't have a bad night like that again,' said Madame Frabelle +cheerily. + +'I'm sure I hope not.' He gave a dark, despairing look, and sighed. +'Upon my word, if it hadn't been for her I don't know what I would have +done.' He shook his head and stroked his back hair. + +Suddenly Edith felt intensely bored. Madame Frabelle and Bruce were +looking at each other with such intense sympathy, and she knew they +would repeat in different words what they had said already. They were so +certain to go over the same ground again and again!... Edith felt she +was not wanted. But that didn't annoy her. She was merely thinking of an +excuse to get away from them. + +'By the way, how's Aylmer, Edith?' asked Bruce. + +'Getting on well. I believe he's been ordered out of town.' + +'To the seaside? For God's sake don't let him go to the east coast!' + +'The east coast is quite as safe as any other part of England, _I_ +think.' said Madame Frabelle. + +'Oh, he'll take his chance,' Edith replied. + +'I expect he'll miss _you_, my dear,' said Bruce. 'You've been so jolly +good to him lately.' + +'Naturally,' said Madame Frabelle, a little quickly, very smoothly, and +with what Edith thought unnecessary tact. 'Naturally. Anyone so +kind-hearted as Edith would be sure to try and cheer up the convalescence +of a wounded friend. Have a _foie-gras_ sandwich, Edith?' + +Edith felt an almost irresistible desire to laugh at something in the +hospitable, almost patronising tone of her guest. + +'Oh, Edith likes going to see him,' said Bruce to Madame Frabelle. 'So +do I, if it comes to that. We're all fond of old Aylmer, you know.' + +'I know. I quite understand. You're great friends. Personally, I think +Mr Ross has behaved splendidly.' Madame Frabelle said this with an air +of self-control and scrupulous justice. + +'You don't care very much about him, I fancy,' said Bruce with the air +of having made a subtle discovery. + +She raised one eyebrow slightly. 'I won't say that. I see very excellent +points in him. I admit there's a certain coldness, a certain hard +reserve about his character that--Well, frankly, it doesn't appeal to +me. But I hope I am fair to him. He's a man I respect.... Yes, I +respect him.' + +'But he doesn't amuse you--what?' said Bruce. + +'The fact is, he has no sense of humour,' said Madame Frabelle. + +'Fancy your finding that out now!' said Bruce, with a broad smile. +'Funny! Ha ha! Very funny! Do you know, it never occurred to me! But now +I come to think of it--yes, perhaps that's what's the matter with him. +Mind you, I call him a jolly, cheery sort of chap. Quite an optimist--a +distinct optimist. You never find Aylmer depressed.' + +'No, not depressed. It isn't that. But he hasn't got--You won't either +of you be angry with me for what I say, will you?' + +'Oh no, indeed.' + +'You won't be cross with me, Edith? Perhaps I ought not to say it.' + +'Yes, do tell us,' urged Edith. + +'Well, what I consider is the defect in Aylmer Ross is that he has +brains, but no temperament.' + +'Excellent!' cried Bruce. 'Perfectly true. Temperament! That's what he +wants!' + +Edith remembered hearing that phrase used in her presence to Madame +Frabelle--not about Aylmer, but about someone else. It was very +characteristic of Madame Frabelle to catch up an idea or a phrase, +misapply it, and then firmly regard it as her own. + +Bruce shook his head. 'Brains, but no temperament! Excellent!' + +'Mind you, that doesn't prevent him being an excellent soldier,' went on +Madame Frabelle. + +'Oh dear, no. He's done jolly well,' said Bruce. 'I think I know what +she means--don't you, Edith?' + +'I'm sure _she_ does,' said Edith, who had her doubts. 'I don't know +that I do quite know what people mean when they say other people haven't +got temperament. The question is--what _is_ temperament?' + +'Oh, my dear, it's a sort of--a something--an atmosphere--a sympathy. +What I might call the magnetism of personality!' + +'That's right!' said Bruce, passing his cup for another cup of tea. +'Aylmer's hard, hard as nails.' + +'Hasn't he got the name of being rather warm-hearted and impulsive, +though?' suggested Edith. + +'Oh, he's good-natured enough,' said Bruce. 'Very generous. I've known +him to do ever so many kind things and never let a soul except the +fellow he'd helped know anything about it.' + +'You don't understand me,' said Madame Frabelle. 'I don't doubt that for +a moment. He's a generous man, because he has a sense of duty and of the +claims of others. But he has the effect on me--' + +'Go on, Eglantine.' + +'Frankly, he chills me,' said Madame Frabelle. 'When I went to see him +with Edith, I felt more tired after a quarter of an hour's talk with him +than I would--' She glanced at Bruce. + +'Than you would after hours with Landi, or Bruce, or Byrne Fraser, or +young Coniston,' suggested Edith. + +'That's what I mean. He's difficult to talk to.' + +'I have no doubt you're right,' said Edith. + +'Well, she generally is,' said Bruce. 'The only thing is she's so +infernally deep sometimes, she sees things in people that nobody else +would suspect. Oh, you do, you know!' + +'Oh, do I?' said Madame Frabelle modestly. + +'Yes, I think you do,' said Edith, who by this time felt inclined to +throw the tea-tray at her guest. The last fortnight Edith's nerves had +certainly not been quite calm. Formerly she would have been amused at +the stupidity of the conversation. Now she felt irritated, bored and +worried, except when she was with Aylmer. + +There was a moment's silence. Bruce leant back and half shut his eyes. +Madame Frabelle softly put a cushion behind his shoulder, putting a +finger on her lip as she looked at Edith. + +Edith suddenly got up. + +'You won't think it horrid of me, Bruce? I've got to go out for a few +minutes.' + +'Oh no, no, no!' said Bruce. 'Certainly not. Do go, my dear girl. You'll +be back to dinner?' + +'Dinner? Of course. It isn't a quarter to six.' + +Her eyes were bright. She looked full of elasticity and spirit again. + +'I quite forgot,' she said, 'something that I promised to do for Mrs +Mitchell. And she'll be disappointed if I don't.' + +'I know what it is,' said Madame Frabelle archly. 'It's about that +Society for the Belgians,'--she lowered her voice--'I mean the +children's _lingerie_!' + +'That's it,' said Edith gratefully. 'Well, I'll fly--and be back as soon +as I can.' + +Bruce got up and opened the door for her. + +'For heaven's sake don't treat me with ceremony, my dear Edith,' said +Madame Frabelle. + +She made a little sign, as much as to say that she would look after +Bruce. But she was not very successful in expressing anything by a look +or a gesture. Edith had no idea what she meant. However, she nodded in +return, as if she fully comprehended, and then ran up to her room, put +on her hat, and, too impatient to wait while the servant called a cab, +walked as quickly as possible until she met one near the top of Sloane +Street. It was already very dark. + +'Twenty-seven Jermyn Street,' said Edith as she jumped in. + + * * * * * + +Ten minutes later she was sitting next to Aylmer. + +'Only for a second; I felt I must see you.' + +'Fool! Angel!' said Aylmer, beaming, and kissing her hand. + +'Bruce is too irritating for words today. And Madame Frabelle makes me +sick. I can't stand her. At least today.' + +'Oh, Edith, don't tell me you're jealous of the woman! I won't stand it! +I shan't play.' + +'Good heavens, no! Not in the least. But her society's so tedious at +times. She has such a pompous way of discovering the obvious.' + +'I do believe you object to her being in love with Bruce,' said Aylmer +reproachfully. 'That's a thing I will _not_ stand.' + +'Indeed I don't. Besides, she's not. Who could be?... And don't be +jealous of Bruce, Aylmer.... I know she's very motherly to him, and +kind. But she's the same to everyone.' + +They talked on for a few minutes. Then Edith said: + +'Good-bye. I must go.' + +'Good-bye,' said Aylmer. + +'Oh! Are you going to let me go already?' she asked reproachfully. + +She leant over him. Some impulse seemed to draw her near to him. + +'You're using that Omar Khayyam scent again,' he said. 'I wish you +wouldn't.' + +'Why? you said you liked it.' + +'I do like it. I like it too much.' + +She came nearer. Aylmer gently pushed her away. + +'How unkind you are!' she said, colouring a little with hurt feeling. + +'I can't do that sort of thing,' said Aylmer in a low voice. 'When once +you've given me your promise--but not before.' + +'Oh, Aylmer!' + +'I won't rush you. You'll see I'm right in time, dear girl.' + +'You don't love me!' suddenly exclaimed Edith. + +'But that's where you're wrong. I do love you. And I wish you'd go.' + +She looked into his eyes, and then said, looking away: + +'Are you really going out of town?' + +'I'm ordered to. But I doubt if I can stand it.' + +'Well, good-bye, Aylmer dear.' + +'Fiend! Are you going already? Cruel girl!' + +'Why you've just sent me away!' + +'I can stand talking to you, Edith. Talking, for hours. But I can't +stand your being within a yard of me.' + +'Thank you so much,' she said, laughing, and arranging her hat in front +of the mirror. + +He spoke in a lower voice: + +'How often must I tell you? You know perfectly well.' + +'What?' + +'I'm not that sort of man.' + +'What sort?' + +After a moment's pause he said: + +'I can't kiss people.' + +'I'm very glad you can't. I have no wish for you to kiss _people_.' + +'I can't kiss. I don't know how anyone can. I can't do those things.' + +She pretended not to hear, looked round the room, took up a book and +said: + +'Will you lend me this, Aylmer?' + +'No, I'll give it you.' + +'Good-bye.' + +'Good-bye, darling,' said Aylmer, ringing the bell. + +The butler called her a cab, and she drove to Mrs Mitchell's. + +When she got to the door she left a message with the footman to say she +hadn't been able to see about that matter for Mrs Mitchell yet, but +would do it tomorrow. + +Just as she was speaking Mr Mitchell came up to the door. + +'Hallo, hallo, hallo!' he cried in his cheery, booming voice. + +'Hallo, Edith! How's Bruce?' + +'Why, you ought to know. He's been with you today,' said Edith. + +'He seems a bit off colour at the Foreign Office. Won't you all three +come and dine with us tomorrow? No party. I'm going to ring up and get +Aylmer. It won't hurt him to dine quietly with us.' + +'We shall be delighted,' said Edith. + +Mr Mitchell didn't like to see her go, but as he was longing to tell his +wife a hundred things that interested them both, he waved his hand to +her, saying: + +'Good-bye. The war will be over in six months. Mark my words! And then +won't we have a good time!' + +'Dear Mr Mitchell!' said Edith to herself as she drove back home in the +dark. + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + +Landi was growing rather anxious about his favourite, for it was quite +obvious to him that she was daily becoming more and more under the +spell. Curious that the first time she should have found the courage to +refuse, and that now, after three years' absence and with nothing to +complain of particularly on the subject of her husband, she should now +be so carried away by this love. + +She had developed, no doubt. She was touched also, deeply moved at the +long fidelity Aylmer had shown. He was now no longer an impulsive +admirer, but a devotee. Even that, however, would not have induced her +to think of making such a break in her life if it hadn't been for the +war. Yes, Sir Tito put it all down to the war. It had an exciting, +thrilling effect on people. It made them reckless. When a woman knows +that the man she loves has risked his life, and is only too anxious to +risk it again--well, it's natural that she should feel she is also +willing to risk something. Valour has always been rewarded by beauty. +And then her great sense of responsibility, her conscientiousness about +Bruce--no wonder that had been undermined by his own weak conduct. How +could Edith help feeling a slight contempt for a husband who not only +wouldn't take any chances while he was still within the age, but +positively imagined himself ill. True, Bruce had always been a _malade +imaginaire_; like many others with the same weakness, his +valetudinarianism had been terribly increased by the anxiety and worry +of the war. But there was not much sympathy about for it just now. While +so much real suffering was going on, imaginary ills were ignored, +despised or forgotten. + +Bruce hated the war; but he didn't hate it for the sake of other people +so much as for his own. The interest that the world took in it +positively bored him--absurd as it seems to say so, Edith was convinced +that he was positively jealous of the general interest in it! He had +great fear of losing his money, a great terror of Zeppelins; he gave way +to his nerves instead of trying to control them. Edith knew his greatest +wish would have been, had it been possible, to get right away from +everything and go and live in Spain or America, or somewhere where he +could hear no more about the war. Such a point of view might be +understood in the case, say, of a great poet, a great artist, a man of +genius, without any feeling of patriotism, or even a man beyond the age; +but Bruce--he was the most ordinary and average of human beings, the +most commonplace Englishman of thirty-seven who had ever been born; that +Bruce should feel like that did seem to Edith a little--contemptible; +yet she was sorry for him, she knew he really suffered from insomnia and +nerves, though he looked a fine man and had always been regarded as a +fair sportsman. He had been fair at football and cricket, and could row +a bit, and was an enthusiastic golfist; still, Edith knew he would never +have made a soldier. Bruce wanted to be wrapped up in cotton wool, +petted, humoured, looked up to and generally spoilt. + + * * * * * + +But what Sir Tito felt most was the thought of his favourite, who had +forgiven her husband that escapade three years ago, now appearing in an +unfavourable light. She had been absolutely faithful to Bruce in every +way, under many temptations, and he knew she was still absolutely +faithful. Aylmer and Edith were neither of them the people for secret +meetings, for deception. It was not in her to _tromper_ her husband +while pretending to be a devoted wife, and it was equally unlike Aylmer +to be a false friend. + +Landi was too much of a man of the world to have been particularly +shocked, even if he had known they had both deceived Bruce. Privately, +for Edith's own sake he almost wished they had. He hated scandal to +touch her; he thought she would feel it more than she supposed. But, +after all, he reflected, had they begun in that way it would have been +sure to end in an elopement, with a man of Aylmer's spirit and +determination. Aylmer, besides, was far too exclusive in his affections, +far too jealous, ever to be able to endure to see Edith under Bruce's +thumb, ordered about, trying to please him; and indeed Landi was most +anxious that they should not be alone too much, in case, now that Edith +cared for him so much, his feelings would carry him away.... Yes, if it +once went too far the elopement was a certainty. + +Would the world blame her so very much? That Bruce would let her take +the children Landi had no doubt. He would never stand the bother of +them; he wouldn't desire the responsibility; his pride might be a little +hurt, but on the whole Sir Tito shrewdly suspected, as did Edith +herself, that there would be a certain feeling of relief. Bruce had +become such an egotist that, though he would miss Edith's devotion, he +wouldn't grudge her the care of the children. Aylmer had pledged her his +faith, his whole future; undoubtedly he would marry her and take the +children as his own; still, Edith would bear the brunt before the world. + +This Sir Tito did not fancy at all, and instinctively he began to watch +Bruce. He felt very doubtful of him. The man who had flirted with the +governess, who had eloped with the art student--was it at all likely +that he was utterly faithful to Edith now? It was most unlikely. And +Edith's old friend hoped that things would be adjusted in fairness +to her. + +He knew she would be happy with Aylmer. Why should she not at +thirty-five begin a new life with the man she really cared for--a +splendid fellow, a man with a fine character, with all his faults, who +felt the claims of others, who had brains, pluck, and a sense of honour? + +But Aylmer was going out again to the front. Until he returned again, +nothing should be done. They should be patient. + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + +Dulcie had now been settled down with Lady Conroy for about a week. She +found her luxurious life at Carlton House Terrace far more congenial +than she had expected. Her own orderly ways were obviously a great +comfort to her employer, and though Lady Conroy turned everything to +chaos as soon as Dulcie had put it straight, still she certainly had a +good effect on things in general. She had a charming sitting-room to +herself, and though she sometimes sighed for the little Chippendale room +with the chintzes, at Jermyn Street, she was on the whole very +contented. Lady Conroy was a delightful companion. She seldom pressed +Dulcie to come down to meals when there were guests. Occasionally she +did so, but so far the only person Dulcie had met more than once was +Valdez, the handsome composer, who was trying so hard, with the help of +Lady Conroy and his War Emergency Concerts, to assist such poor +musicians as were suffering from the war, and at the same time to assert +the value of British music. + +Dulcie had been immensely struck by the commanding appearance and manner +of Valdez, known everywhere as a singer, a writer of operas and a +favourite of foreign royalties. + +Landi she had often met at Aylmer's, but, privately, she was far more +impressed by Valdez; first, he was English, though, like herself, of +Spanish descent, and then he had none of the _mechancete_ and teasing +wit that made her uncomfortable with Landi. He treated her with +particularly marked courtesy, and he admired her voice, for Lady Conroy +had good-naturedly insisted on her singing to him. He had even offered, +when he had more time, to give her a few lessons. Lady Conroy told her a +hundred interesting stories about him and Dulcie found a tinge of +romance about him that helped to give piquancy to her present life. + + * * * * * + +Dulcie was very much afraid of Lord Conroy, though he didn't appear to +notice her. In his own way he was as absent-minded as his wife, to whom +he was devoted, but whose existence was entirely independent of his. + +Lord Conroy had his own library, his own secretary, his own suite of +rooms, his own motor, he didn't even tell his wife when he intended to +dine out, and if he occasionally spoke to her of the strained political +situation which now absorbed him, it certainly wasn't when Dulcie was +there. With his grey beard and dark, eyebrows, and absent, distinguished +manner, he was exactly what Dulcie would have dreamed of as an ideal +Cabinet Minister. He evidently regarded his wife, despite her +thirty-eight years and plumpness, almost as a child, giving her complete +freedom to pursue her own devices, admiring her appearance, and smiling +at her lively and inconsequent conversation; he didn't seem to take her +seriously. Dulcie was particularly struck by the fact that they each had +their own completely distinct circle of friends, and except when they +gave a party or a large dinner these friends hardly met, and certainly +didn't clash. + +As everyone in the house had breakfasts independently, and as Dulcie +didn't even dine downstairs unless Lady Conroy was alone, she saw very +little of the man whom she knew to be a political celebrity, and whose +name was on almost everybody's lips just now. She heard from his wife +that he was worried and anxious, and hoped the war wouldn't last +much longer. + +There were no less than seven children, from the age of twelve +downwards. Two of these lived in the schoolroom with the governess, one +boy was at school, and the rest lived in the nursery with the nurse. One +might say there were five different sets of people living different +lives in different rooms, in this enormous house. Sometimes Dulcie +thought it was hardly quite her idea of home life, a thing Lady Conroy +talked of continually with great sentiment and enthusiasm, but it was +pleasant enough. Since she was here to remember engagements and dates +everything seemed to go on wheels. + +One day, feeling very contented and in good spirits, she had gone to see +her father with an impulse to tell him how well she was getting on. +Directly the door was opened by the untidy servant Dulcie felt that +something had happened, that some blow had fallen. Everything looked +different. She found her father in his den surrounded by papers, his +appearance and manner so altered that the first thing she said was: + +'Oh, papa! what's the matter?' + +Her father looked up. At his expression she flew to him and threw her +arms round him. Then, of course, he broke down. Strange that with all +women and most men it is only genuine sympathy that makes them give way. +With a cool man of the world, or with a hard, cold, heartless daughter +who had reproached him, Mr Clay would have been as casual as an +undergraduate. + +At her sweetness he lost his self-control, and then he told her +everything. + + * * * * * + +It was a short, commonplace, second-rate story, quite trivial and +middle-class, and _how_ tragic! He had gambled, played cards, lost, then +fallen back on the resource of the ill-judged and independent-minded--gone +to the professional lenders. Mr Clay was not the sort of man who would +ever become a sponge, a nuisance to friends. He was far too proud, and +though he had often helped other people, he had never yet asked for help. +In a word, the poor little house was practically in ruins, or rather, as +he explained frankly enough (giving all details), unless he could get +eighty pounds by the next morning his furniture would be sold and he and +his wife would be turned out. Mr Clay had a great horror of a smash. He +was imprudent, even reckless, but had the sense of honour that would cause +him to suffer acutely, as Dulcie knew. Of course she offered to help; +surely since she had three hundred a year of her own she could do +something, and he had about the same....The father explained that he had +already sold his income in advance. And her own legacy had been left so +that she was barred from anticipation. Dulcie, who was practical enough, +saw that her own tiny income was absolutely all that the three would have +to live on until her father got something else, and that bankruptcy was +inevitable unless she could get him eighty pounds in a day. + +'It's so little,' he said pathetically, 'and just to think that if Blue +Boy hadn't been scratched I should have been bound to--Well, well, I +know. I'm not going to bet any more.' + +She made him promise to buck up, she would consult her friends.... Lady +Conroy would perhaps be angelic and advance her her salary. (Of course +she loathed the idea when she had been there only a week of being a +nuisance and--But she must try.) It was worth anything to see her father +brighten up. He told her to go and see her stepmother. + +Mrs. Clay received her with the tenderest expressions and poured out her +despairs and her troubles; she also confided in Dulcie that she had some +debts that her husband knew nothing of and must _never_ know. If only +Dulcie could manage to get her thirty pounds--surely it would be easy +enough with all her rich friends!--it would save her life. Dulcie +promised to try, but begged her not to bother so much about dress +in future. + +'Of course I won't, darling! You're a pet and an angel. _Darling_ +Dulcie! The truth is I adore your father. And he always told me that he +fell in love with me because I looked so smart! I was so terrified of +losing his affection by getting dowdy, don't you see? Besides, he +doesn't take the slightest notice what I wear, he never knows what I've +got on! Always betting or absorbed in the Racing Intelligence; it's +really dreadful.' + +Dulcie promised anything, at least to do her best, if only Mrs Clay +would be kind, sweet to her father. + +'Don't scold him, don't reproach him,' she begged. 'I'm sure he'll be +terribly ill unless you're very patient and sweet to him. And I promise +he shall never know about your debts.' + +Mrs Clay looked at her in wonder and gratitude. The real reason Dulcie +took on herself the wife's separate troubles and resolved to keep them +from her father was that she felt sure that if he reproached his wife +she would retort and then there would be a miserable state of feud in +the house, where at least there had been peace and affection till now. +Dulcie couldn't endure the idea of her father being made unhappy, and +she thought that by making her stepmother under an obligation to her, +she would have a sort of hold or influence and could make her behave +well and kindly to her husband. Dulcie hadn't the slightest idea how she +was going to do it, but she would. + +She never even thought twice about giving up her income to her father. +She was only too delighted to be able to do it. And she believed that +his pride and sense of honour might really even make him stop gambling. +And then there was some chance of happiness for the couple again. + + * * * * * + +Dulcie had really undertaken more of a sacrifice for her stepmother, +whom she rather disliked, than for her father, whom she adored, but it +was for his sake. She left them cheered, grateful, and relying on her. + + * * * * * + +When she got home to her charming room at Carlton House Terrace she sat +down, put her head in her hands and began to think. She had undertaken +to get a hundred and ten pounds in two days. + +How was she to do it? Of course she knew that Aylmer Ross would be able +and willing, indeed enchanted, to come to the rescue. He was always +telling her that she had saved his life. + +She would like to get his sympathy and interest, to remind him of her +existence. + +But she was far too much in love with him still to endure the thought of +a request for money--that cold douche on friendship! She would rather go +to anyone in the world than Aylmer. + +What about Edith Ottley? Edith had been kindness itself to her; it was +entirely through Edith that she had this position as secretary and +companion at a salary of a hundred a year which now would mean so +much to her. + +She admired Edith more than any woman she knew; she thought her lovely, +elegant, clever, fascinating and kindness itself. Yet she would dislike +to ask Edith even more than Aylmer. The reason was obvious. Edith was +her rival. Of course it was not her fault. She had not taken Aylmer away +from her, she was his old friend, but the fact remained that her idol +was in love with Edith. And Dulcie was so constituted that she could ask +neither of them a favour to save her life. + +Lady Conroy then.... But how awkward, how disagreeable, how painful to +her pride when she had been there only a week and Lady Conroy treated +her almost like a sister!... There was a knock at the door. + +'Come in!' said Dulcie, surprised. No-one ever came to her little +sitting-room at this hour, about half-past five. Who could it be? To her +utter astonishment and confusion the servant announced Mr Valdez. + + * * * * * + +Dulcie was sitting on the sofa, still in her hat and coat, her eyes red +with crying, for she had utterly given way when she got home. She was +amazed and confused at seeing the composer, who came calmly in, holding +a piece of music in his hand. + +'Good morning, Miss Clay. Please forgive me. I hope I'm not troubling +you? They told me Lady Conroy was out but that you were at home and up +here; and I hoped--' He glanced at the highly decorated little piano. +This room had been known as the music-room before it was given +to Dulcie. + +'Oh, not at all,' she said in confusion, looking up and regretting her +crimson and swollen eyes and generally unprepared appearance. + +He immediately came close to her, sat down on a chair opposite her sofa, +leant forward and said abruptly, in a tone of warm sympathy: + +'You are distressed. What is it, my child? I came up to ask you to play +over this song. But I shall certainly not go now till you've told me +what's the matter.' + +'Oh, I can't,' said Dulcie, breaking down. + +He insisted: + +'You can. You shall. I'm sure I can help you. Go on.' + +Whether it was his personality which always had a magnetism for her, or +the reaction of the shock she had had, Dulcie actually told him every +word, wondering at herself. He listened, and then said cooly: + +'My dear child, you're making a mountain out of a molehill. People +mustn't worry about trifles. Just before the war I won a lot of money at +Monte Carlo. I simply don't know what to do with it. Stop!' he said, as +she began to speak. 'You want a hundred and ten pounds. You shall have +it in half-an-hour. I shall go straight back to Claridge's in a taxi, +write a cheque, get it changed--for you won't know what to do with a +cheque, or at any rate it would give you more trouble--and send you the +money straight back by my servant or my secretary in a taxi.' He stood +up. 'Not another word, my dear Miss Clay. Don't attach so much +importance to money. It would be a bore for you to have to bother Lady +Conroy. I understand. Don't imagine you're under any obligation; you can +pay it me back just whenever you like and I shall give it to the War +Emergency Concerts.... Now, _please_, don't be grateful. Aren't +we friends?' + +'You're too kind,' she answered. + +He hurried to the door. + +'When my secretary comes back she will ask to see you. If anyone knows +you have a visitor say I sent you the music or tickets for the concert. +Good-bye. Cheer up now!' + +In an hour from the time Valdez had come in to see her, father and +stepmother had each received the money. The situation was saved. + + * * * * * + +Dulcie marvelled at the action and the manner in which it was done. But +none who knew Valdez well would have been in the least surprised. He was +the most generous of men, and particularly he could not bear to see a +pretty girl in sincere distress through no fault of her own. It was +Dulcie's simple sincerity that pleased him. He came across very little +of it in his own world. That world was brilliant, distinguished, +sometimes artistic, sometimes merely _mondain_. But it was seldom +sincere. He liked that quality best of all. He certainly was gifted with +it himself. + + * * * * * + +From this time, though Valdez still encouraged Dulcie to sing and +occasionally accompanied her, the slight tinge of flirtation vanished +from his manner. She felt he was only a friend. Did she ever regret it? +Perhaps, a little. + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + +'Bruce, said Edith, 'I've just had a letter from Aylmer, from +Eastcliff.' + +'Oh yes,' said Bruce. 'Got him off to the seaside at last, did they?' + +It was a Sunday afternoon. Bruce was sitting in a melancholy attitude on +a sofa in Edith's boudoir; he held _The Weekly Dispatch_ in his hand, +and was shaking his head over a pessimistic article when his wife +came in. + +Bruce was always depressed now, and if he felt a little more cheerful +for a moment he seemed to try and conceal it. No doubt his melancholy +was real enough, but it was also partly a pose and a profession. Having +undertaken to be depressed, he seemed to think it wrong to show a gleam +of brightness. Besides, on Sundays Madame Frabelle usually listened to +him; and this afternoon she had gone, unaccompanied, to hear the Rev. +Byrne Fraser preach. Bruce felt injured. + +He had grown to feel quite lost without her. + +'He's very dull there,' said Edith. + +'I dare say he is,' he answered. 'I'm sure _I_ should feel half inclined +to cut my throat if I were alone, with a game leg, at a place like that. +Besides, they've had the Zepps there already once. Just the place for +them to come again.' + +'He's very bored. But he's much better, and he's going back to the front +in a fortnight.' + +'In a fortnight! Good heavens! Pretty sharp work.' + +'It is, indeed. He's counting the hours till he can get off.' + +Bruce, sighing, lighted his cigarette. + +'I wondered if you'd mind, Bruce, if I went down for the day to see +him?' + +'Mind! Oh _dear_, no! Of course, go. I think it's your duty, poor old +chap. I wondered you didn't run down for the weekend.' + +'I didn't like to do that,' she said. + +'Why on earth not?' said Bruce. 'Hard luck for a poor chap with no-one +to speak to. Going back again; so soon too.' + +'Well, if you don't mind I _might_ go down tomorrow for a couple of +days, and take Dilly.' + +'Do,' said Bruce eagerly; 'do the kid good.' + +Edith looked at him closely. + +'Wouldn't you miss her, now that Archie's at school too? Wouldn't the +house seem very quiet?' + +'Not a bit!' exclaimed Bruce with emphatic sincerity. 'Not the least bit +in the world! At least, of course, the house _would_ seem quiet, but +that's just what I like. I _long_ for quiet--yearn for it. You don't +half understand my condition of health, Edith. The quieter I am, the +less worried, the better. Of course, take Dilly. _Rather_! I'd _like_ +you to go!' + +'All right. I'll go tomorrow morning till Tuesday or Wednesday. But +wouldn't it seem the least bit rude to Madame Frabelle? She talks of +going away soon, you know.' + +'Oh, she won't mind,' said Bruce decidedly. 'I shouldn't bother about +her. We never treat her with ceremony.' + + * * * * * + +When, a little bit later, Madame Frabelle came in (with a slight perfume +of incense about her, and very full of a splendidly depressing sermon +she had heard), she heartily agreed with Bruce. They both persuaded +Edith to run down on the Monday and stay till Wednesday evening +at least. + +'Perhaps we shall never meet again,' said Bruce pleasantly, as Edith, +Dilly and the nurse were starting; 'either the Zeppelins may come while +you're away, or they may set your hotel at Eastcliff on fire. Just the +place for them.' + +'Well, if you want me you've only to telephone, and I can be back in a +little more than an hour.' + +Madame Frabelle accompanied Edith to the station. She said to her on the +way: + +'Do you know, Edith, I'm half expecting a telegram which may take me +away. I have a relative who is anxious for me to go and stay with her, +an aunt. But even if I did go, perhaps you'd let me come back to +you after?' + +Edith assented. Somehow she did not much believe either in the telegram +nor the relative. She thought that her friend talked like that so as to +give the impression that she was not a fixture; that she was much sought +after and had many friends, one or two of whom might insist on her +leaving the Ottleys soon. + +Aylmer was at the little Eastcliff station to meet them. Except that he +walked with the help of a stick, he seemed well, and having put Dilly, +the nurse and the luggage in a cab, he proposed to Edith to walk to +the hotel. + +'This _was_ angelic of you, Edith. How jolly the child looks!--like a +live doll.' + +'You didn't mind my bringing her?' + +'Why, I'm devoted to her. But, you know, I hope it wasn't done for any +conventional reasons. Headley and I are in the Annexe, nearly +half-a-mile from you.' + +'I know,' said Edith. + +'And when you see the people here, my dear, nobody on earth that counts +or matters!--people whom you've never seen before and never will again. +But I've been counting the minutes till you came. It really isn't a bad +little hole.' + +He took her down to a winding path covered in under trees, which led to +the sea by steps cut in the rock. They sat down on a bench. The sea air +was fresh and soothing. + +'This is where I sit and read--and think about you. Well, Edith, are you +going to put me out of my suspense? How much longer am I to suffer? Let +me look at you.' + +She looked up at him. He smiled at what he saw. + +'It'll be rather jolly to have two days or so here all to ourselves,' he +said, 'but it will be far from jolly unless you give me that promise.' + +'But doesn't the promise refer to after you come back again?' she said +in a low voice. + +'I don't ask you to come away until I'm back again. But I want you to +promise before that you will.' + +Nothing more was said on the subject at the time, but after dinner, when +Dilly had been put to bed, it was so warm that they could come out +again, and then she said: + +'Aylmer, don't worry yourself any more. I mean to do it.' + +'You do!' + +He looked at her ecstatically. + +'Oh, Edith! I'm too happy! Do you quite realise, dear, what it is?... +I've been waiting for you for four years. Ever since that night I met +you at the Mitchells'. Do you know that before the war, when I came into +that money, I was wild with rage. It seemed so wasted on me. I had no +use for it then. And when I first met you I used to long for it. I hated +being hard up.... The first time I had a gleam of hope was when they +told me I'd got over the operation all right. I couldn't believe my life +would be spared, for nothing. And now--you won't change your +mind again?' + +Edith convinced him that she would not. They sat hand in hand, perhaps +as near perfect happiness as two human beings can be.... + +'We shall never be happier than we are now,' said Edith in a low voice. + +'Oh, shan't we?' he said. 'Rubbish! Rot! What about our life when I come +back again?--every dream realised!' + +'And yet your going to risk it,' said Edith. + +'Naturally; that's nothing. I shall come back like a bad penny, don't +you worry. Edith, say you mean it, _again_.' + +'Say I mean what?' + +'Say you love me, you'll marry me. You and the children will belong to +me. You won't have any regrets? Swear you won't have any regrets +and remorse!' + +'I never will. You know, Aylmer, I am like that. Most women know what +they want till they've got it, and then they want something else! But +when I get what I want I don't regret it.' + +'I know, my darling sensible angel!... Edith, to think this might have +happened three years ago!' + +'But then I _would_ have had regrets.' + +'You only thought so,' he answered. 'I should have made you forget them +very soon! Don't you feel, my dear, that we're made for each other? +I know it.' + +'Aylmer, how shall I be able to bear your going out again? It will be +like a horrible nightmare. And perhaps all we've both gone through may +be for nothing!' + +'No, now I've got your promise everything will be all right.... I feel I +shall come back all right.... Look here, darling, you need not be +unhappy with Bruce. We're not going to deceive him. And when I come +back, we'll tell him. Not till then. There is really no need.' + +They walked together to the Annexe, which was entered by a small flight +of stone steps from the garden. Here Aylmer had a little suite of rooms. +Edith went into the sitting-room with him and looked round. + +'It's ten o'clock and you're here for your health! Call Headley and go +to bed, there's a good boy.' + +He held both her hands. + +'I mustn't ask you to stay.' + +'_Aylmer_! With Dilly here! And Bruce let me come down to look after +you! He was quite nice about it.' + +'All right, dear, all right.... I know. No. I'm looking forward to when +I come back.... Go, dear, go.' + +Edith walked very slowly down the steps again. He followed her back into +the garden. + +'And suppose--you didn't come back,' she said in a very low voice. + +Aylmer glanced round: there was no-one in the garden. + +'I'm on my honour here,' he said. 'Go, dear, go. Go in to Dilly.' He +gave her a little push. + +'One kiss,' said Edith. + +He smiled. + +'Darling girl, I've told you before that's a thing I can't do. I really +oughtn't to be alone with you at all until we're quite free....' + +'But I feel we're engaged,' said Edith simply. 'Is it wrong to kiss your +fiancee?' + +'Engaged? Of course we're engaged. Wrong? Of course it's not wrong! Only... +I _can't_! Haven't got the self-command.... I do believe you're made +of ice, Edith--I've often thought so.' + +'Yes,' said Edith, 'I dare say you're right.' + +Aylmer laughed. + +'Nonsense! Good night, my darling--don't catch cold. And, Edith.' + +'Yes, Aylmer?' + +'I'll meet you here at nine o'clock tomorrow morning.' + +'Yes, Aylmer.' + +'Then you'd better go back in the afternoon. It won't do for you to stay +another night here. Oh, Edith, how happy we _shall_ be!' + +He watched her as she walked across the garden and went into the hotel +at the front door. Then he went indoors. + + * * * * * + +The next day Edith, Dilly and the nurse went back to London early in the +afternoon. + + + +CHAPTER XXX + +Edith, during the short journey home, sat with a smile on her lips, +thinking of a little scene she had seen before leaving Eastcliff from +the hall, known as the lounge, of the hotel. She had watched Dilly, +beaming with joy, playing with a particularly large air-ball, bright +rose colour, that Aylmer had bought her from a well-known character of +the place, a very old woman, who made her living by the sale of these +old-fashioned balloons. Dilly was enchanted with it. She had said to +Aylmer when the old woman passed with a quantity of them. 'They look +like flowers; they ought to have a pretty scent,' which amused him +immensely. As she held it in her hand, pressing it with her tiny finger, +a tragedy happened. The air-ball burst. Edith could hardly help laughing +at seeing Dilly's expression. It was despair--gradual horror--shock, her +first disillusion! Then as tears were welling up in the large blue +eyes--she was saying: 'Oh, it's dead!'--Edith saw Aylmer snatch the +collapsed wreck from the child's hand and run as fast as he could (which +was not very fast, and only when leaning on a stick) after the old +woman.... He caught her as she turned the corner, brought back a pink +and a blue air-ball and gave them to Dilly, one for each hand. The child +beamed again, happier than at first, threw her arms round his neck and +kissed him. How touched and delighted Edith was! Would Bruce _ever_ have +done such a thing? Aylmer had so thoroughly appreciated the little drama +of joy, disillusion and consolation shown in the expression in Dilly's +lovely little face. Had anything been wanting to Edith's resolution this +small incident would have decided it. + + * * * * * + +When they arrived home, a day sooner than they were expected, the +servant told Edith at the door that Madame Frabelle had gone away. + +'Gone without seeing me?' + +'Yes, madam. A telegram came for her and she left last night. Here is a +letter for you, madam.' + +Edith ran into the dining-room and tore it open. + +'MY DEAREST EDITH (it said), + +'To my great regret a wire I half expected came, and I was compelled to +leave before your return, to join my relative, who is ill. I can't tell +you how sorry I am not to say good-bye and thank you for your dear kind +hospitality. But I'll write again, a long letter. I hope also to see you +later. I will give you my address next time. + +'May I say one word? I can't say half enough of my gratitude for your +kindness and friendship, but, apart from that, may I mention that I +fear your husband _is very unwell indeed_, his nerves are in a terrible +state, and I think his condition is more serious than you suppose. He +should be humoured in everything, not worried, and allowed to do +whatever he likes. Don't oppose any of his wishes, dear. I say this for +your and his own good. Don't be angry with him or anybody. Never think +me wanting in gratitude and friendship. + +'Truly, I am still your affectionate friend, + +'EGLANTINE.' + +What a strange letter. How like her to lay down the law about Bruce! It +irritated Edith a little, also it made the future seem harder. + +About four o'clock Landi called unexpectedly. He always came just when +Edith wanted him most, and now she confided in him and told him of her +promise to Aylmer. + +He approved of their resolution to wait till Aylmer returned from the +front and to have nothing on their conscience before. He was indeed much +relieved at the postponement. + +'And how is the Spanish girl?' he asked. 'How does she get on with Lady +Conroy?' + +'Oh, all right. She's not Spanish at all. She had rather a blow last +week, poor girl. Her father nearly went bankrupt; she was quite in +despair. It seems your friend Valdez came to the rescue in the most +generous way, and she's immensely grateful.' + +'He helped her, did he?' said Landi, smiling. + +'He seems to have behaved most generously and charmingly. Do you think +he is in love with her, Landi?' + +'Very likely he will be now.' + +'And she--she adores Aylmer. Will she fall in love with Valdez out of +gratitude?' + +'C'est probable. C'est a esperer.... Enfin-mais toi, mon enfant?' + +'And where is Madame Frabelle?' asked Landi. + +Edith looked at the postmark. + +'Apparently she's at Liverpool, of all places; but she may be going +somewhere else. I haven't got her address. She says she'll write.' + +'C'est ca.... When does Aylmer return to the front?' + +'He goes before the Board tomorrow and will know then.' + +That evening, when Bruce came in, Edith was struck by his paleness and +depression; and she began to think Madame Frabelle was right; he must be +really ill. Then, if he was, could she, later, be so cruel as to leave +him? She was in doubt again.... + +'Very bad news in the evening papers,' he said. + +'Is it so bad?' + +'Edith,' said Bruce, rather solemnly, without listening, 'I want to +speak to you after dinner. I have something serious to say to you'. + +'Really?' + +'Yes, really.' + +Edith wondered. Could Bruce suspect anything? But apparently he didn't, +since he spoke in a very friendly way of Aylmer, saying that he hoped he +wouldn't stop away long.... + +The dinner passed in trivial conversation. She described Eastcliff, the +hotel, the people. Bruce appeared absent-minded. After dinner she went +to join him in the library, where he was smoking, and said: + +'Well, Bruce, what is it you have to say to me?' + +'Good heavens,' said Bruce, looking at his writing-desk, 'if I've spoken +of this once I've spoken of it forty times! The inkstand is too full!' + +'Oh! I'm so dreadfully sorry,' said Edith, feeling the strangeness of +Bruce's want of sense of proportion. He had, as it seemed, to speak to +her about some important matter. Yet the inkstand being too full +attracted his attention, roused his anger! She remembered he had said +these very words the day he came back from his elopement with the +art student. + +Edith looked round the room, while Bruce smoked. And so she had really +made up her mind! She _meant_ to leave him! Not that she intended to see +Aylmer again now, except once, perhaps, to say good-bye. + +But still, she really intended to change her whole life when he returned +again. She felt rather conscience-stricken, but was glad when she looked +at Bruce that there had never been anything as yet but Platonic +affection between her and Aylmer, which she could have no cause to blush +for before Bruce. And how grateful she felt to Aylmer for his wonderful +self-control. Thanks to that, she could look Bruce in the face.... Bruce +was speaking. + +'Edith,' he said with some agitation, 'I wish to tell you something.' + +She saw he looked pale and nervous. + +'What is it, Bruce?' she asked kindly. + +'It's this,' he said in a somewhat pompous tone, 'I am in a very strange +condition of health. I find I can no longer endure to live in London; I +must get away from the war. The doctor says so. If I'm to keep sane, if +I'm not to commit suicide, I must give up this domestic life.' She +stared at him. 'Yes, I'm sorry, I've tried to endure it,' he went on. 'I +can't stand the responsibility, the anxiety of the children and +everything. I'm--I'm going away.' + +She said nothing, looking at him in silence. + +'Yes. I'm going to America. I've taken my passage. I'm going on +Friday.... I thought of leaving without telling you, but I decided it +was better to be open.' + +'But, Bruce, do you mean for a trip?' + +He stood up and looked at her full in the face. + +'No, I don't mean for a trip. I want to live in America.' + +'And you don't want me to come too?' + +'No, Edith; I can't endure married life any longer. It doesn't suit me. +Three years ago I offered you your freedom and you refused to take it; I +offer it you again now. You are older, you are perfectly fit to manage +your life and the children's without me. I must be free--free to look +after my health and to get away from everything!' + +'You mean to leave us altogether then?' said Edith, feeling unspeakably +thankful. + +'Exactly. That's just what I do mean.' + +'But will you be happy--comfortable--alone in America?' + +He walked across the room and came back. + +'Edith, I'm sorry to pain you, but I shall not be alone.' + +Edith started, thinking of Madame Frabelle's letter ... from Liverpool! +Evidently they were going away together. + +'Of course I give up the Foreign Office and my salary there, but you +have some money of your own, Edith; it will be enough for you and the +children to live quietly. And perhaps I shall be able to afford to send +you part of my income that my father left me when I get something to do +over there,' he added rather lamely. + +'You mean to get something to do?' + +'Yes; when I'm strong enough. I'm very ill--very.' + +There was a long pause, then Edith said kindly: + +'Have you any fault to find with me, Bruce?' + +'Edith, you are a perfect mother,' he said in a peculiar tone which +sounded to Edith like an echo of Madame Frabelle. 'I've no fault to find +with you either as a wife. But I'm not happy here. I'm miserable. I +implore you not to make a scene. Don't oppose me; forgive me--on account +of my health. This will save my life.' + +If he only knew how little she wished to oppose him! She stood up. + +'Bruce, you shall do exactly as you like!' + +He looked enchanted, relieved. + +'I hope you will be happy and well, and I shall try to be. May I just +ask--is Madame Frabelle going to America?' + +'Edith, I will not deny it. We mean to throw in our lot together! Look +out! You'll have the inkstand over!' She had moved near the +writing-table. + +Edith stopped herself from a hysterical laugh. + +'You won't mind if I go down to the club for an hour?' + +'Certainly not.' + +'And, Edith--say what you can to my mother, and comfort her. Tell her +it's to save my going off my head, or committing suicide. Will you +say that?' + +'I will,' she replied. + +Five minutes later the door banged. Bruce had gone to the club. He +hadn't told her he had taken a room there, and the same evening he sent +up for his luggage. He did not wish to see Edith again. + +Just before he went out, as if casually for an hour at the club, Edith +had said: + +'Would you like to come and see Dilly asleep?' + +It had occurred to her that at least he had been frank and honest, and +for that he deserved to see Dilly again. + +'Edith, my nerves won't stand scenes. I'd better not. I won't see her.' + +'Oh, very well!' she cried indignantly. 'I offered it for your sake. I +would rather you _didn't_ see her.' + +'Try not to be angry, Edith. Perhaps--some day--' + +'No. Never.' + +'You would never let me come back again to see you all?' + +'Never. Never.' + +'Edith.' + +'Yes.' + +'Oh! nothing. You needn't be so cross. Remember my health.' + +'I do,' said Edith. + +'And--Edith.' + +'Yes, Bruce?' + +'Don't forget about that inkstand, will you? It's always filled just a +little too full. It's--it's very awkward.... Remember about it, +won't you?' + +'Yes. Good night.' + +'Good night.' + +And Bruce went to the club. + + * * * * * + +The next day Edith felt she could neither write nor telephone to Aylmer. +Just once--only once, for a long time--she must see him. + +She confided in Landi, who invited them both to tea at his studio for +once only and was urgent in impressing patience on them. + + * * * * * + +When Edith arrived with this thrilling piece of news to announce she +found Aylmer alone in the pretty white studio. Landi was expected back +every moment from a lesson at a pupil's house. + + * * * * * + +Aylmer was beaming with Joy. 'Oh, my dear!' he cried, 'I'm not going +away at all! They won't have me! They've given me an appointment at the +War Office.' + +'Oh, Aylmer! How wonderful! I know now--I couldn't have borne your going +out again--now.' + +He put his arm round her. Ah! this, she felt, was real love--it wrapped +her round, it lifted her off her feet. + +'But now, Aylmer, we mustn't meet, for a long time.' + +'But, why not? What is it? Something has happened!' + +'Aylmer, I needn't keep my promise now.' + +'What do you mean?' + +'Aylmer, Bruce wants to leave me. He's going to leave me--to desert me. +And the children, too.' + +'What! Do you mean--Do you mean--like before?' + +'Yes. But this time he won't come back. And he wants me to divorce him. +And--this time--I shall!' + +'Edith! And do you mean--will he want to marry again?' + +'Yes, of course! 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Come here directly! What's that noise?' + +A boy of ten came calmly into the room. + +'It wasn't me that made the noise,' he said, 'it was Madame Frabelle.' + +His mother looked at him. He was a handsome, fair boy with clear grey +eyes that looked you straight in the face without telling you anything +at all, long eyelashes that softened, but gave a sly humour to his +glance, a round face, a very large forehead, and smooth straw-coloured +hair. Already at this early age he had the expressionless reserve of the +public school where he was to be sent, with something of the suave +superiority of the university for which he was intended. Edith thought +he inherited both of these traits from her. + + * * * * * + +She gazed at him, wondering, as she had often wondered, at the +impossibility of guessing, even vaguely, what was really going on behind +that large brow. And he looked back observantly, but not expressively, +at her. She was a slim, fair, pretty woman, with more vividness and +character than usually goes with her type. Like the boy, she had +long-lashed grey eyes, and _blond-cendre_ hair: her mouth and chin were +of the Burne-Jones order, and her charm, which was great but +unintentional, and generally unconscious, appealed partly to the senses +and partly to the intellect. She was essentially not one of those women +who irritate all their own sex by their power (and still more by their +fixed determination) to attract men; she was really and unusually +indifferent to general admiration. Still, that she was not a cold woman, +not incapable of passionate feeling, was obvious to any physiognomist; +the fully curved lips showed her generous and pleasure-loving +temperament, while the softly glancing, intelligent, smiling eyes spoke +fastidiousness and discrimination. Her voice was low and soft, with a +vibrating sound in it, and she laughed often and easily, being very +ready to see and enjoy the amusing side of life. But observation and +emotion alike were instinctively veiled by a quiet, reposeful manner, so +that she made herself further popular by appearing retiring. Edith +Ottley might so easily have been the centre of any group, and yet--she +was not! Women were grateful to her, and in return admitted that she was +pretty, unaffected and charming. Today she was dressed very simply in +dark blue and might have passed for Archie's elder sister. + +'It isn't anything. It wasn't my fault. It was her fault. Madame +Frabelle said _she_ would teach me to take away her mandolin and use it +for a cricket bat. She needn't teach me; I know already.' + +'Now, Archie, you know perfectly well you've no right to go into her +room when she isn't there.' + +'How can I go in when she is there?... She won't let me. Besides, I +don't want to.' + +'It isn't nice of you; you ought not to go into her room without her +permission.' + +'It isn't her room; it's your room. At least, it's the spare room.' + +'Have you done any harm to the mandolin?' + +He paused a little, as he often did before answering, as if in absence +of mind, and then said, as though starting up from a reverie: + +'Er--no. No harm.' + +'Well, what have you done?' + +'I can mend it,' he answered. + +'Madame Frabelle has been very kind to you, Archie. I'm sorry you're not +behaving nicely to a guest in your mother's house. It isn't the act of a +gentleman.' + +'Oh. Well, there are a great many things in her room, Mother; some of +them are rather jolly.' + +'Go and say you're sorry, Archie. And you mustn't do it again.' + +'Will it be the act of a gentleman to say I'm sorry? It'll be the act of +a story-teller, you know.' + +'What! Aren't you sorry to have bothered her?' + +'I'm sorry she found it out,' he said, as he turned to the door. + +'These perpetual scenes and quarrels between my son and my guest are +most painful to me,' Edith said, with assumed solemnity. + +He looked grave. 'Well, she needn't have quarrelled.' + +'But isn't she very kind to you?' + +'Yes, she isn't bad sometimes. I like it when she tells me lies about +what her husband used to do--I mean stories. She's not a bad sort.... Is +she a homeless refugette, Mother?' + +'Not exactly that. She's a widow, and she's staying with us, and we must +be nice to her. Now, you won't forget again, will you?' + +'Right. But I can mend it.' + +'I think I'd better go up and see her,' said Edith. + +Archie politely opened the door for his mother. + +'I shouldn't, if I were you,' he said. + +Edith slowly went back to the fire. + +'Well, I'll leave her a little while, perhaps. Now do go and do +something useful.' + +'What, useful? Gracious! I haven't got much more of my holidays, +Mother.' + +'That's no reason why you should spend your time in worrying everybody, +and smashing the musical instruments of guests that are under +your roof.' + +He looked up at the ceiling and smiled, as if pleased at this way of +putting it. + +'I suppose she's very glad to have a roof to her mouth--I mean to her +head,' he hurriedly corrected. 'But, Mother, she isn't poor. She has an +amber necklace. Besides, she gave Dilly sixpence the other day for not +being frightened of a cow. If she can afford to give a little girl +sixpence for every animal she says she isn't afraid of!'... + +'That only proves she's kind. And I didn't say she was poor; that's not +the point. We must be nice and considerate to anyone staying with +us--don't you see?' + +He became absent-minded again for a minute. + +'Well, I shouldn't be surprised if she'll be able to use it again,' he +said consolingly--'the mandolin, I mean. Besides, what's the good of it +anyway? I say, Mother, are all foreigners bad-tempered?' + +'Madame Frabelle is not a foreigner.' + +'I never said she was. But her husband was. He used to get into +frightful rages with her sometimes. She says he was a noble fellow. She +liked him awfully, but she says he never understood her. Do you suppose +she talked English to him?' + +'That's enough, Archie. Go and find something to do.' + +As he went out he turned round again and said: + +'Does father like her?' + +'Why, yes, of course he does.' + +'How funny!' said Archie. 'Well, I'll say I'm sorry ... when I see her +again.' + +Edith kissed him, a proceeding that he bore heroically. He was kissable, +but she seldom gave way to the temptation. Then she went back to the +sofa. She wanted to go on thinking about that mystery, her guest. + + + +CHAPTER II + +Madame Frabelle had arrived about a fortnight ago, with a letter of +introduction from Lady Conroy. Lady Conroy herself was a vague, amiable +Irishwoman, with a very large family of children. She and Edith, who +knew each other slightly before, had grown intimate when they met, the +previous summer, at a French watering-place. The letter asked Edith, +with urgent inconsequence, to be kind to Madame Frabelle, of whom Lady +Conroy said nothing except that she was of good family--she had been a +Miss Eglantine Pollard--and was the widow of a well-to-do French +wine merchant. + +She was described as a clever, interesting woman who wished to study +English life in her native land. It did not surprise Lady Conroy in the +least that an Englishwoman should wish to study English in England; but +she was a woman who was never surprised at anything except the obvious +and the inevitable. + +Edith had not had the faintest idea of asking Madame Frabelle to stay at +her very small house in Sloane Street, for which invitation, indeed, +there seemed no possible need or occasion. Yet she found herself asking +her visitor to stay for a few days until a house or a hotel should be +found; and Bruce, who detested guests in the house, seconded the +invitation with warmth and enthusiasm. As Bruce was a subconscious snob, +he may have been slightly influenced by the letter from Lady Conroy, who +was the wife of an unprominent Cabinet Minister and, in a casual way, +rather _grande dame_, if not exactly smart. But this consideration could +not weigh with Edith, and its effect on Bruce must have long passed +away. Madame Frabelle accepted the invitation as a matter of course, +made use of it as a matter of convenience, and had remained ever since, +showing no sign of leaving. Edith was deeply interested in her. + + * * * * * + +And Bruce was more genuinely impressed and unconsciously bored by Madame +Frabelle than by any woman he had ever met. Yet she was not at all +extraordinary. She was a tall woman of about fifty, well bred without +being distinguished, who could never have been handsome but was +graceful, dignified, and pleasing. She was neither dark nor fair. She +had a broad, good-natured face, and a pale, clear complexion. She was +inclined to be fat; not locally, in the manner of a pincushion, but with +the generally diffused plumpness described in shops as stock size. She +was not the sort of modern woman of fifty, with a thin figure and a good +deal of rouge, who looks young from the back when dancing or walking, +and talks volubly and confidentially of her young men. She had, of +course, nothing of the middle-aged woman of the past, who at her age +would have been definitely on the shelf, doing wool-work or collecting +recipes there. Nor did she resemble the strong-minded type in perpetual +tailor-made clothes, with short grey hair and eye-glasses, who belongs +to clubs and talks chiefly of the franchise. Madame Frabelle was soft, +womanly, amiable, yet extremely outspoken, very firm, and inclined to +lay down the law. She was certainly charming, as Bruce and Edith agreed +every day (even now, when they were beginning to wonder when she was +going away!). She had an extraordinary amount of personal magnetism, +since she convinced both the Ottleys, as she had convinced Lady Conroy, +that she was wonderfully clever: in fact, that she knew everything. + +A fortnight had passed, and Edith was beginning to grow doubtful. Was +she so clever? Did she know everything? Did she know anything at all? +Long arguments, that grew quite heated and excited at luncheon or +dinner, about the origin of a word, the author of a book, and various +debatable questions of the kind, invariably ended, after reference to a +dictionary or an encyclopaedia, in Madame Frabelle proving herself, with +an air of triumph, to be completely and entirely wrong. She was as +generally positive as she was fatally mistaken. Yet so intense a belief +had she in her intuition as well as in her own inaccurate information +that her hypnotised hosts were growing daily more and more under her +thumb. She took it for granted that everyone would take her for +granted--and everyone did. + +Was all this agreeable or otherwise? Edith thought it must be, or how +could they bear it at all? If it had not been extremely pleasant it +would have been simply impossible. + +The fair, gentle, pretty Edith, who was more subtle than she appeared on +the surface, while apparently indolent, had a very active brain. Madame +Frabelle caused her to use it more than she had ever done before. Edith +was intensely curious and until she understood her visitor she could not +rest satisfied. She made her a psychological study. + +For example, here was a curious little point. Madame Frabelle did not +look young for her age, nor did she seem in the least inclined to wish +to be admired, nor ever to have been a flirt. The word 'fast', for +example, would have been quite grotesque as associated with her, though +she was by no means prudish as to subjects of conversation, nor prim in +the middle-class way. Yet somehow it would not have seemed incongruous +or surprising if one had found out that there was even now some romance +in her life. But, doubtless, the most striking thing about her--and what +made her popular--was her intense interest in other people. It went so +far as to reach the very verge of being interference; but she was so +pleasant that one could scarcely resent it either as curiosity or +intrusion. Since she had stayed with the Ottleys, she appeared to think +of no-one and nothing else in the world. One would think that no-one +else existed for her. And, after all, such extreme interest is +flattering. Bruce, Archie, Edith, even Dilly's nurse, all had, in her, +an audience: interested, absorbed, enchanted. Who could help +enjoying it? + + + * * * * * + +Edith was still thinking about Madame Frabelle when a few minutes later, +Bruce came in. + +Bruce also was fair, besides being tall, good-looking and well built. +Known by their friends for some reason as the little Ottleys, these two +were a rather fine-looking pair, and (at a casual glance) admirably +suited to one another. They appeared to be exactly like thousands of +other English married couples of the upper middle class between thirty +and forty; he looked as manly (through being sunburnt from knocking a +little ball over the links) as if he habitually went tiger-shooting; +but, though not without charm, he had much less distinction than his +wife. Most people smiled when Bruce's name was mentioned, and it was +usual for his intimates to clap him on the back and call him a silly +ass, which proves he was not unpopular. On the other hand, Edith was +described as a very pretty woman, or a nice little thing, and by the +more discriminating, jolly clever when you know her, and don't you +forget it. + +When Bruce told his wife that no-one had ever regretted consulting him +on a difficult, secret, and delicate matter, Edith had said she was +quite sure they hadn't. Perhaps she thought no-one had ever regretted +consulting him on such a subject, simply because no-one had ever tried. + +'Oh, please don't move, Edith,' he said, in the tone which means, 'Oh, +please do move.' 'I like to see you comfortable.' + +There was something in his manner that made her feel apologetic, and she +changed her position with the feeling of guilt about nothing, and a +tinge of shame for something she hadn't done, easily produced by an air +of self-sacrifice Bruce was apt to show at such moments. + +'Your hair's coming down, Edith,' he said kindly, to add to her vague +embarrassment. + +As a matter of fact, a curl by the right ear was only about one-tenth of +an inch farther on the cheek than it was intended to be But, by this +observation, he got the advantage of her by giving the impression that +she looked wild, unkempt, and ruffled, though she was, in reality, +exactly as trim and neat as always. + +'Well--about the delicate matter you were going to talk over with me, +Bruce?' + +'Oh yes. Oh, by the way,' he said, 'before we go into that, I wonder if +you could help me about something? You could do me a really great +service by helping me to find a certain book.' + +'Why, of course, Bruce, with pleasure. What is the book?' asked the +amiable wife, looking alert. + +Bruce looked at her with pity. + +'What is the book? My dear Edith, don't you see I shouldn't have come to +you about it if I knew what the book was.' + +'I beg your pardon, Bruce,' said Edith, now feeling thoroughly in the +wrong, and looking round the room. 'But if you can't give me the name of +the book I scarcely see how I can find it.' + +'And if I knew its name I shouldn't want your assistance.' + +It seemed a deadlock. + +Going to the bookcase, Edith said: + +'Can't you give me some idea of what it's like?' + +'Certainly I can. I've seen it a hundred times in this very room; in +fact it's always here, except when it's wanted.' + +Edith went down on her knees in front of the bookcase and +cross-questioned Bruce on the physiognomy of the volume. She asked +whether it was a novel, whether it was blue, whether it belonged to the +library, whether it was Stevenson, whether it was French, or if it was +suitable for the children. + +To all of these questions he returned a negative. + +'Suitable for the children?' he repeated. 'What a fantastic idea! Do you +think I should take all this trouble to come and request your assistance +and spend hours of valuable time looking for a book that's suitable for +the children?' + +'But, Bruce, if you request my assistance without having the slightest +idea of what book it is, how shall I possibly be able to help?' + +'Quite so ... quite so. Never mind, Edith, don't trouble. If I say that +it's a pity there isn't more order in the house you won't regard it, I +hope, dear, as a reproach in any way. If there were a place for +everything, and everything in its place--However! Never mind. It's a +small matter, and it can't be helped. I know, Edith dear, you were not +brought up to be strictly orderly. Some people are not. I don't blame +you; not in the least. Still, when Dilly grows up I shall be sorry if--' + +'Bruce, it's nothing to do with order. The room is perfectly tidy. It's +a question of your memory. You don't remember the name of the book.' + +'Pardon me, it's not a question of remembering the name; that would be +nothing. Anyone can forget a name. That wouldn't matter.' + +'Oh, then, you mean you don't even know in the least what you want?' + +At this moment Bruce decided it was time to find the book, and suddenly +sprang, like a middle-aged fawn, at the writing-table, seizing a volume +triumphantly. + +'There it is--the whole time!' he said, 'staring at you while you are +helplessly looking for it. Oh, Edith, Edith!' he laughed amiably. 'How +like a woman that is! And the very book a few inches from your hand! +Well, well, never mind; it's found at last. I hope, dear, in the future +you will be more careful. We'll say no more about it now.' + +Edith didn't point out to Bruce that the book was a novel; that it was +blue; that it belonged to the library, was French, and that it was still +suitable for the children. + +'Well, well,' he said, sitting down with the book, which he had never +wanted at all, and had never even thought of when he came to the room +first, 'well, well, here it is! And now for the point I was going to +tell you when I came in.' + +'Shall we have tea, dear?' said Edith. + +'Tea? Oh, surely not. It's only just four. I don't think it's good for +the servants having tea half-an-hour earlier than usual. It's a little +thing--yes, I know that, but I don't believe in it. I like punctuality, +regularity--oh, well, of course, dear, if you wish it.' + +'No, I don't at all! I thought you might.' + +'Oh no. I like punctuality, er--and, as a matter of fact, I had tea at +the club.' + +Laughing, Edith rang the bell. + +Bruce lighted a cigarette, first, with his usual courtesy, asking her +permission. + +'I'll tell you about _that_ when Woodhouse has gone,' he said +mysteriously. + +'Oh, can't you tell me anything about it now? I wouldn't have ordered +tea if I'd known that!' + +He enjoyed keeping her waiting, and was delighted at her interest. He +would have made it last longer, but was unable to bear his own suspense; +so he said: + +'Before I say any more, tell me: where is Madame Frabelle?' + + + +CHAPTER III + +'Madame Frabelle's in her own room. She stays there a good deal, you +know. I fancy she does it out of tactfulness.' Edith spoke thoughtfully. + +'What does she do there?' Bruce asked with low-toned curiosity, as he +stood up and looked in the glass. + +'She says she goes there to read. She thinks it bores people to see a +visitor sitting reading about the house; she says it makes them get +tired of the sight of her.' + +'But she can't be reading all those hours, surely?' and Bruce sat down, +satisfied with his appearance. + +'One would think not. I used to think she was probably lying on the sofa +with cold cream on her face, or something of that sort. But she doesn't. +Once I went in,' Edith smiled, 'and found her doing Swedish exercises.' + +'Good heavens! What a wonderful woman she is! Do you mean to say she's +learning Swedish, as well as all the other languages she knows?' + +'No, no. I mean physical exercises. But go on, Bruce. I'm getting so +impatient.' + +Bruce settled himself down comfortably, blew a ring of smoke, and then +began slowly: + +'I never dreamt, Edith--' + +'Oh, Bruce, are you going to tell me everything you never dreamt? We +shall take weeks getting to the point.' + +'Don't be absurd. I'll get to the point at once then. Look here; I think +we ought to give a dinner for Madame Frabelle!' + +'Oh, is that all? Of course! I've been wondering that you didn't wish to +do it long before now.' + +'Have you? I'll tell you why. Thinking Madame Frabelle was a pal, er--a +friend--of the Conroys, it stood to reason, don't you see, that she knew +everyone in London; or could, if she liked--everyone worth knowing, I +mean. Under these circumstances there was no point in--well--in showing +off our friends to her. But I found out, only last night'--he lowered +his voice--'what do you think? She isn't an intimate friend of Lady +Conroy's at all! She only made her acquaintance in the drawing-room of +the Royal Hotel two days before she came to London!' + +Edith laughed. + +'How delightful! Then why on earth did Lady Conroy send her to us with a +letter of introduction? Why just us?' + +'Because she likes you. Besides, it's just like her, isn't it? And she +never said she had known her all her life. We jumped to that conclusion. +It was our own idea.' + +'And how did you find it out?' + +'Why, when you went up to the children and left me alone with Madame +Frabelle yesterday evening, she told me herself; perfectly frankly, in +her usual way. She's always like that, so frank and open. Besides, she +hadn't the slightest idea we didn't know it.' + +'I hope you didn't let her think--' Edith began. + +'Edith! As if I would! Well, that being so'--he lit another +cigarette--'and under the circumstances, I want to ask some people to +meet her. See?' + +'She seems very happy with us alone, doesn't she? Not as if she cared +much for going out.' + +'Yes, I know; that's all very well. But I don't want her to think we +don't know anyone. And it seems a bit selfish, too, keeping her all to +ourselves like this.' + +'Who do you want her to meet, dear?' + +'I want her to meet the Mitchells,' said Bruce. 'It's only a chance, of +course, that she hasn't met them already here, and I've told Mitchell at +the Foreign Office a good deal about her. He's very keen to know her. +Very keen indeed,' he added thoughtfully. + +'And then the Mitchells will ask her to their house, of course?' + +'I know they will,' said Bruce, rather jealously. 'Well, I shan't mind +her going there--once or twice--it's a very pleasant house, you know, +Edith. And she likes celebrities, and clever people, and that sort +of thing.' + +'Mrs Mitchell will count her as one, no doubt.' + +'I daresay! What does that matter? So she is.' + +'I know she is, in a way; but, Bruce, don't you wonder why she stays +here so long? I mean, there's no question of its not being for--well, +for, say, interested reasons. I happen to know for a fact that she has a +far larger income for herself alone than we have altogether. She showed +me her bank-book one day.' + +'Why?' + +'I don't know. She's so confidential, and perhaps she wanted me to know +how she was placed. And--she's not that sort of person--she's generous +and liberal, rather extravagant I should say.' + +'Quite so. Still, it's comfortable here, and saves trouble--and she +likes us.' + +Bruce again looked up toward the mirror, though he couldn't see it now. + +'Well, I don't mind her being here; it's a nice change, but it seems odd +she hasn't said a word about going. Well, about the dinner. Who else +shall we have, Edith? Let it be a small, intimate, distinguished sort of +dinner. She hates stiffness and ceremony. She likes to have a chance +to talk.' + +'She does, indeed. All right, you can leave it to me, Bruce. I'll make +it all right. We'll have about eight people, shall we?' + +'She must sit next to me, on my left,' Bruce observed. 'And not lilies +of the valley--she doesn't like the scent.' + +Madame Frabelle was usually designated between them by the personal +pronoun only. + +'All right. But what was the delicate, difficult matter that someone +consulted you about, Bruce?' + +'Ah, I was just coining to that.... Hush!' + +The door opened. Madame Frabelle came in, dressed in a violet tea-gown. + +'Tea?' said Edith, holding out a cup. + +'Yes, indeed! I'm always ready for tea, and you have such delightful +tea, Edith dear!' (They had already reached the point of Christian +names, though Edith always found Eglantine a little difficult to say.) +'It's nice to see you back so early, Mr Ottley.' + +'Wouldn't you like a slice of lemon?' said Bruce. + +To offer her a slice of lemon with tea was, from Bruce, a tribute to the +lady's talents. + +'Oh no! Cream and sugar, please.' + +Madame Frabelle was looking very pleasant and very much at her ease as +she sat down comfortably, taking the largest chair. + +'I'm afraid that Archie has been bothering you today,' Edith said, as +she poured out tea. + +'What!' exclaimed Bruce, with a start of horror. + +'Oh no, no, no! Not the least in the world, Mr Ottley! He's a most +delightful boy. We were only having some fun together--about my +mandolin; that was all!' + +(Edith thought of the sounds she had heard on the stairs.) + +'I'm afraid I got a little cross. A thing I very seldom do.' Madame +Frabelle looked apologetically at Edith. 'But we've quite made it up +now! Oh, and by the way, I want to speak to you both rather seriously +about your boy,' she went on earnestly. She had a rather powerful, +clear, penetrating voice, and spoke with authority, decision, and the +sort of voluble fluency generally known as not letting anyone else get a +word in edgeways. + +'About our boy?' said Bruce, handing the toast to her invitingly, while +Edith put a cushion behind her back, for which Madame Frabelle gave a +little gracious smile. + +'About your boy. Do you know, I have a very curious gift, Mr Ottley. I +can always see in children what they're going to make a success of in +life. Without boasting, I know you, Edith, are kind enough to believe +that I'm an extraordinary judge of character. Oh, I've always been like +that. I can't help it. I'll tell you now what you must make of your +boy,' she pursued. 'He is a born musician!' + +'A musician!' exclaimed both his parents at once, in great astonishment. + +Madame Frabelle nodded. 'That boy is a born composer! He has genius for +music. Look at his broad forehead! Those grey eyes, so wide apart! I +know, just at first one thinks too much from the worldly point of view +of the success of one's son in life. But why go against nature? The +boy's a genius!' + +'But,' ventured Edith, 'Archie hasn't the slightest ear for music!' + +'He dislikes music intensely,' said Bruce. 'Simply loathes it.' + +'He cried so much over his piano lessons that we were obliged to let him +give them up. It used to make him quite ill--and his music mistress +too,' Edith said. 'I remember she left the last time in hysterics.' + +'Yes, by Jove, I remember too. Pretty girl she was. She had a nervous +breakdown afterwards,' said Bruce rather proudly. + +'No, dear; you're thinking of the other one--the woman who began to +teach him the violin.' + +'Oh, am I?' + +Madame Frabelle nodded her head with a smile. + +'Nothing on earth to do with it, my dear! The boy's a born composer all +the same. With that face he must be a musician!' + +'Really! Funny he hates it so,' said Bruce thoughtfully. 'But still, I +have no doubt--' + +'Believe me, you can't go by his not liking his lessons,' assured Madame +Frabelle, as she ate a muffin. 'That has nothing to do with it at all. +The young Mozart--' + +'Mozart? I thought he played the piano when he was only three?' + +'Handel, I mean--or was it Meyerbeer? At any rate you'll see I'm right.' + +'You really think we ought to force him against his will to study music +seriously, with the idea of his being a composer when he grows up, +though he detests it?' asked his mother. + +Madame Frabelle turned to Edith. + +'Won't you feel proud when you see your son conducting his own opera, to +the applause of thousands? Won't it be something to be the mother of the +greatest English composer of the twentieth century?' + +'It would be rather fun.' + +'We shan't hear quite so much about Strauss, Elgar, Debussy and all +those people when Archie Ottley grows up,' declared Madame Frabelle. + +'I hear very little about them now,' said Bruce. + +'Well, how should you at the Foreign Office, or the golf-links, or the +club?' asked Edith. + +Bruce ignored Edith, and went on: 'Perhaps he'll turn out to be a Lionel +Monckton or a Paul Rubens. Perhaps he'll write comic opera revues or +musical comedies.' + +'Oh dear, no,' said their guest, shaking her head decidedly. 'It will be +the very highest class, the top of the tree! The real thing!' + +'Madame Frabelle _may_ be right, you know,' said Bruce. + +She leant back, smiling. + +'I _know_ I'm right! There's simply no question about it.' + +'Well, what do you think we ought to do about it?' said Edith. 'He goes +to a preparatory school now where they don't have any music lessons +at all.' + +'All the better,' she answered. 'The sort of lessons he would get at a +school would be no use to him.' + +'So I should think,' murmured Edith. + +'Leave it, say, for the moment, and when he comes back for his next +holidays put him under a good teacher--a really great man. And +you'll see!' + +'I daresay we shall,' said Bruce, considerably relieved at the +postponement. 'Funny though, isn't it, his not knowing one tune from +another, when he's a born musician?' + +It flashed across Edith what an immense bond of sympathy it was between +Bruce and Madame Frabelle that neither of them was burdened with the +slightest sense of humour. + +When he presently went out (each of them preferred talking to Her alone, +and She also enjoyed a _tête-à-tête_ most) Madame Frabelle drew up her +chair nearer to Edith and said: + +'My dear, I'm going to tell you something. Don't be angry with me, or +think me impertinent, but you've been very kind to me, and I look upon +you as a real friend.' + +'It's very sweet of you,' said Edith, feeling hypnotised, and as if she +would gladly devote her life to Madame Frabelle. + +'Well, I can see something. You are not quite happy.' + +'Not happy!' exclaimed Edith. + +'No. You have a trouble, and I'd give anything to take it away.' + +Madame Frabelle looked at her with sympathy, pressed her hand, then +looked away. + +Edith knew she was looking away out of delicacy. Delicacy about what? It +was an effort not to laugh; but, oddly enough, it was also an effort not +to feel secretly miserable. She wondered, though, what she was unhappy +about. She need not have troubled, for Madame Frabelle was quite willing +to tell her. She was, indeed, willing to tell anyone anything. Perhaps +that was the secret of her charm. + + + +CHAPTER IV + +It was utterly impossible, literally out of the question, that Madame +Frabelle could know anything about the one trouble, the one danger, that +so narrowly escaped being almost a tragedy, in Edith's life. + +It was three years since Bruce, always inclined to vague, mild +flirtations, had been positively carried off his feet, and literally +taken away by a determined young art student, with red hair, who had +failed to marry a friend of his. While Edith, with the children, was +passing the summer holidays at Westgate, Bruce had sent her the +strangest of letters, informing her that he and Mavis Argles could not +live without one another, and had gone to Australia together, and +imploring her to divorce him. The complication was increased by the fact +that at that particular moment the most charming man Edith had ever met, +Aylmer Ross, that eloquent and brilliant barrister, had fallen in love +with her, and she had become considerably attracted to him. Her pride +had been hurt at Bruce's conduct, but she had certainly felt it less +bitterly, in one way, because she was herself so much fascinated by +Aylmer and his devotion. + + * * * * * + +But Edith had behaved with cool courage and real unselfishness. She felt +certain that Brace's mania would not last, and that if it did he would +be miserable. Strangely, then, she had declined to divorce him, and +waited. Her prophecy turned out correct, and by the time they arrived at +their journey's end the red-haired lady was engaged to a commercial +traveller whom she met on the boat. By then Bruce and she were equally +convinced that in going to Australia they had decidedly gone too far. + + * * * * * + +So Brace came back, and Edith forgave him. She made one condition only +(which was also her one revenge), that he should never speak about it, +never mention the subject again. + +Aylmer Ross, who had taken his romance seriously to heart, refused to be +kept as _l'ami de la maison,_ and as a platonic admirer. Deeply +disappointed--for he was prepared to give his life to Edith and her +children (he was a widower of independent means)--he had left England; +she had never seen him since. + +All this had been a real event, a real break in Edith's life. For the +first few months after she suffered, missing the excitement of Aylmer's +controlled passion, and his congenial society. Gradually she made +herself--not forget it--but put aside, ignore the whole incident. It +gave her genuine satisfaction to know that she had made a sacrifice for +Bruce's sake. She was aware that he could not exist really +satisfactorily without her, though perhaps he didn't know it. He needed +her. At first she had endeavoured to remain separated from him, while +apparently living together, from who knows what feeling of romantic +fidelity to Aylmer, or pique at the slight shown her by her husband. +Then she found that impossible. It would make him more liable to other +complications and the whole situation too full of general difficulties. +So now, for the last three years, they had been on much the same terms +as they were before. Bruce had become, perhaps, less patronising, more +respectful to her, and she a shade more gentle and considerate to him, +as to a child. For she was generous and did not forgive by halves. There +were moments of nervous irritation, of course, and of sentimental +regret. On the whole, though, Edith was glad she had acted as she did. +But if occasionally she felt her life a little dull and flat, if she +missed some of the excitement of that eventful year, it was impossible +for anyone to see it by her manner. + +What could Madame Frabelle possibly know about it? What did that lady +really suppose was the matter? + + * * * * * + +'What do you think I'm unhappy about?' Edith repeated. + +Madame Frabelle, as has been mentioned, was willing to tell her. She +told her, as usual, with fluency and inaccuracy. + +Edith was much amused to find how strangely mistaken was this +authoritative lady as to her intuitions, how inevitably _à faux_ with +her penetrations and her instinctive guesses. Madame Frabelle said that +she believed Edith was beginning to feel the dawn of love for someone, +and was struggling against it. (The struggle of course in reality had +long been over.) + +Who was the person? + +'I haven't met him yet,' Madame Frabelle said; 'but isn't there a name I +hear very often? Your husband is always talking about him; he told me I +was to make the acquaintance of this great friend of his. Something +tells me it is he. I shall know as soon as I see him. You can't hide +it from me!' + +Who was the person Bruce was always mentioning to Madame Frabelle? +Certainly not Aylmer Ross--he had apparently forgotten his existence. + +'Are you referring to--?' + +Madame Frabelle looked out of the window and nodded. + +'Yes--Mr Mitchell!' + +Edith started, and a smile curved her lips. + +'It's always the husband's great friend, unfortunately,' sighed +Eglantine. 'Oh, my dear' (with the usual cheap, ready-made knowingness +of the cynic), 'I've seen so much of that. Now I'm going to help you. +I'm determined to leave you two dear, charming people without a cloud, +when I go.' + +'You're not thinking of going?' + +'Not yet ... no. Not while you let me stay here, dear. I've friends in +London, and in the country, but I haven't looked them up, or written to +them, or done anything since I've been here. I've been too happy. I +couldn't be bothered. I am so interested in you! Another thing--may I +say?--for I feel as if I'd known you for years. You think your husband +doesn't know it. You are wrong.' + +'Am I really?' + +'Quite. Last night a certain look when he spoke of the Mitchells showed +me that Bruce is terribly jealous. He doesn't show it, but he is.' + +'But--Mrs Mitchell?' suggested Edith. 'She's one of our best friends--a +dear thing. By the way, we're asking them to dine with us on Tuesday.' + +'I'm delighted to hear it. I shall understand everything then. Isn't it +curious--without even seeing them--that I know all about it? I think +I've a touch of second sight.' + +'But, Eglantine, aren't you going a little far? Hadn't you better wait +until you've seen them, at least. You've no idea how well the +Mitchells get on.' + +'I've no doubt of it,' she replied, 'and, of course, I don't know that +he--Mr Mitchell, I mean--even realises what you are to him. But _I_ do!' + +Edith was really impressed at the dash with which Madame Frabelle so +broadly handled this vague theme. + +'Wait till you do see them,' she said, rather mischievously, declining +to deny her friend's suggestion altogether. + +'Odd I should have guessed it, isn't it?' Madame Frabelle was evidently +pleased. 'You'll admit this, Edith, from what your husband says I gather +you see each other continually, don't you?' + +'Very often.' + +'Bruce and he are together at the Foreign Office. Bruce thinks much of +him, and admires him. With it all I notice now and then a tinge of +bitterness in the way he speaks. He was describing their fancy-dress +ball to me the other day, and really his description of Mr Mitchell's +costume would have been almost spiteful in any other man.' + +'Well, but Mr Mitchell is over sixty. And he was got up as a black +poodle.' + +'Yes; quite so. But he's a fine-looking man, isn't he? And very pleasant +and hospitable?' + +'Oh yes, of course.' + +'On your birthday last week that magnificent basket of flowers came from +Mr Mitchell,' stated Eglantine. + +'Certainly; from the Mitchells rather. But, really, that's nothing. I +think you'll be a little disappointed if you think he's at all of the +romantic type.' + +'I didn't think that,' she answered, though of course she had; 'but +something told me--I don't know why--that there's some strange +attraction.... I never saw a more perfect wife than you, nor a more +perfect mother. But these things should be nipped in the bud, dear. They +get hold of you sometimes before you know where you are. And think,' she +went on with relish, 'how terrible it would be practically to break up +two homes!' + +'Oh, really, I must stop you there,' cried Edith. 'You don't think of +elopements, do you?' + +'I don't say that, necessarily. But I've seen a great deal of life. I've +lived everywhere, and just the very households--_ménages,_ as we say +abroad--that seem most calm and peaceful, sometimes--It would be, +anyhow, very dreadful, wouldn't it--to live a double life?' + +Edith thought her friend rather enjoyed the idea, but she said: + +'You don't imagine, I hope, that there's anything in the nature of an +intrigue going on between me and Mr Mitchell?' + +'No, no, no--not now--not yet--but you don't quite know, Edith, how one +can be carried away. As I was sitting up in my room--thinking--' + +'You think too much,' interrupted Edith. + +'Perhaps so--but it came to me like this. I mean to be the one to put +things right again, if I can. My dear child, a woman of the world like +myself sees things. You two ought to be ideally happy. You're meant for +one another--I mean you and Bruce.' + +'Do you think so?' + +'Absolutely. But this--what shall I say?--this fascination is coming +between you, and, though you don't realise it, it's saddening Bruce's +life; it will sadden yours too. At first, no doubt, at the stage you're +in, dear, it seems all romance and excitement. But later on--Now, Edith, +promise me you won't be angry with me for what I've said? It's a +terrible freedom that I've taken, I know. Really a liberty. But if I +were your'--she glanced at the mirror--'elder sister, I couldn't be +fonder of you. Don't think I'm a horrid, interfering old thing, +will you?' + +'Indeed I don't; you're a dear.' + +'Well, we won't speak of it any more till after Tuesday,' said Madame +Frabelle, 'and take my advice: throw yourself into other things.' + +She glanced round the room. + +'It's a splendid idea to divert your thoughts; why don't you refurnish +your boudoir?' + +Edith had often noticed the strange lack in Eglantine of any sense of +decoration. She dressed charmingly, but with regard to surroundings she +was entirely devoid of taste. She had the curious provincialism so often +seen in cosmopolitans who have lived most of their lives in hotels, +without apparently noticing or caring about their surroundings. + +Edith made rather a hobby of decoration, and she had a cultured and +quiet taste, and much knowledge on the subject. She guessed Madame +Frabelle thought her rooms too plain, too colourless. Instead of the +dull greys and blues, and surfaces without design, she felt sure her +friend would have preferred gorgeous patterns, and even a good deal of +gilt. Probably at heart Madame Frabelle's ideal was the crimson plush +and stamped leather and fancy ceilings of the lounge in a foreign hotel. + +'I rather like my room, you know,' said Edith. + +'And so do I. It's very charming. But a change, dear--a change of +_entourage_, as we say abroad, would do you good.' + +'Well, we must really think that out,' said Edith. + +'That's right. And you're not cross?' + +'Cross? I don't know when I've enjoyed a conversation so much,' said +Edith, speaking with perfect truth. + + + +CHAPTER V + +The Ottleys and Madame Frabelle were in the drawing-room awaiting their +guests. (I say advisedly their guests, for no-one could help regarding +Madame Frabelle as essentially the hostess, and queen of the evening.) +One would fancy that instead of entertaining more or less for the last +twelve years the young couple had never given a dinner before; so much +suppressed excitement was in the air. Bruce was quiet and subdued now +from combined nervousness and pride, but for the few days previous he +had been terribly trying to his unfortunate wife; nothing, according to +him, could be good enough for the purpose of impressing Madame Frabelle, +and he appeared to have lost all his confidence in Edith's undeniable +gift for receiving. + +The flowers, the menu, the arrangement of the eight people--for the +dinner was still small, intimate and distinguished, as he had first +suggested--had been subjected to continual and maddening changes in its +scheme. Everyone had been disengaged and everyone had accepted--then he +wished he had asked other people instead. + +When Edith was dressed Bruce put the last touch to his irritating +caprices by asking Edith to take out of her hair a bandeau of blue that +he had first asked her to put in. Every woman will know what agony that +must have caused. The pretty fair hair was waved and arranged specially +for this ornament, and when she took it out the whole scheme seemed to +her wrong. However, she looked very pretty, dressed in vaporous tulle of +a shade of blue which only a faultless complexion can bear. + +Edith's complexion was her strong point. When she was a little flushed +she looked all the better for it, and when she was pale it seemed to +suit her none the worse. Hers was the sort of skin with a satiny texture +that improves under bright sunshine or electric light; in fact the more +brilliantly it was lighted the better it looked. + +Madame Frabelle (of course) was dressed in black, _décolletée,_ and with +a good deal of jet. A black aigrette, like a lightning conductor, stood +up defiantly in her hair. Though it did not harmonise well with the +somewhat square and _bourgeois_ shape of her head and face, and +appeared to have dropped on her by accident, yet as a symbol of +smartness it gave her a kind of distinction. It appeared to have fallen +from the skies; it was put on in the wrong place, and it did not nestle, +as it should do, and appear to grow out of the hair, since that glory of +womanhood, in her case of a dull brown, going slightly grey, was smooth, +scarce and plainly parted. Madame Frabelle really would have looked her +best in a cap of the fashion of the sixties. But she could carry off +anything; and some people said that she did. + +Edith had been allowed by her husband _carte blanche_ in the decoration +of their house. + +This was fortunate, as _mise-en-scène_ was a great gift of hers; no-one +had such a sense as Edith for arranging a room. She had struck the happy +mean between the eccentric and the conventional. Anything that seemed +unusual did not appear to be a pose, or a strained attempt at being +different from others, but seemed to have a reason of its own. For +example, she greatly disliked the usual gorgeous _endimanché_ +drawing-room and dark conventional dining-room. The room in which she +received her guests was soft and subdued in colour and not dazzling with +that blaze of light that is so trying to strangers just arrived and not +knowing their way about a house (or certain of how they are looking). +The room seemed to receive them kindly; make them comfortable, and at +their ease, hoping they looked their best. The shaded lights, not dim +enough to be depressing, were kind to those past youth and gave +confidence to the shy. There was nothing ceremonious, nothing chilly, +about the drawing-room; it was essentially at once comfortable and +becoming, and the lights shone like shaded sunshine from the dull pink +corners of the room. + +On the other hand, the dining-room helped conversation by its +stimulating gaiety and daintiness. + +The feminine curves of the furniture, such as is usually kept for the +drawing-room, were all pure Louis-Quinze. It was deliriously pretty in +its pink and white and pale green. + +In the drawing-room the hosts stood by one of those large, old-fashioned +oaken fireplaces so supremely helpful to conversation and +_tête-à-têtes_. In Edith's house there was never any general +conversation except at dinner. People simply made friends, flirted, and +enjoyed themselves. + +As the clock struck eight the Mitchells were announced. Edith could +scarcely control a laugh as Mr Mitchell came in, he looked so utterly +unlike the dangerous lover Madame Frabelle had conjured up. He was +immensely tall, broad, loosely built, large-shouldered, with a red +beard, a twinkle in his eye, and the merriest of laughs. He was a +delightful man, but there was no romance about him. Besides, Edith +remembered him as a black poodle. + + * * * * * + +Mrs. Mitchell struck a useful note, and seemed a perfect complement to +her husband, the ideal wife for him. She was about forty-five, but being +slim, animated, and well dressed (though entirely without _chic_), she +seemed a good deal younger. + +Mr. Mitchell might have been any age between sixty and sixty-five, and +had the high spirits and vitality of a boy. + +It was impossible to help liking this delightful couple; they fully +deserved their popularity. In the enormous house at Hampstead, arranged +like a country mansion, where they lived, Mr. Mitchell made it the +object of his life to collect Bohemians as other people collect Venetian +glass, from pure love of the material. His wife, with a silly woman's +subtlety, having rather lower ideals--that is to say, a touch of the +very human vulgarity known as social ambition--made use of his +Bohemianism to help her on in her mundane success. This was the +principle of the thing. If things were well done--and they always were +at her house--would not a duke, if he were musical, go anywhere to hear +the greatest tenor in Europe? And would not all the greatest celebrities +go anywhere to meet a duke? + + * * * * * + +Next the two young Conistons were announced. + +Miss Coniston was a thin, amiable, artistic girl, who did tooling in +leather, made her own dresses, recited, and had a pale, good-looking, +too well-dressed, disquieting young brother of twenty-two, who seemed to +be always going out when other people came in, but was rather useful in +society, being musical and very polite. The music that he chose +generally gave his audience a shock. Being so young, so pale, and so +contemporary, one expected him to sing thin, elusive music by Debussy, +Fauré, or Ravel. He seemed never to have heard of these composers, but +sang instead threatening songs, such as, 'I'll sing thee Songs of +Araby!' or defiant, teetotal melodies, like 'Drink to Me only with thine +Eyes!' His voice was good, and louder and deeper than one would expect. +He accompanied himself and his sister everywhere. She, by the way, to +add to the interest about her, was said to be privately engaged to a +celebrity who was never there. Alice and Guy Coniston were orphans, and +lived alone in a tiny flat in Pelham Gardens. He had been reading for +the Bar, but when the war broke out he joined the New Army, and was +now in khaki. + + * * * * * + +But the _clou_ and great interest of the evening was the arrival of Sir +Tito Landi, that most popular of all Italian composers. With his white +moustache, pink and white complexion, and large bright blue eyes, his +dandified dress, his eyeglass and buttonhole, he had the fresh, fair +look of an Englishman, the dry brilliance of a Parisian, the _naïveté_ +of a genius, the manners of a courtier, and behind it all the diabolic +humour of the Neapolitan. He was small, thin and slight, with a curious +dignity of movement. + + * * * * * + +'Ah, Tito,' cried Bruce cordially. 'Here you are!' + +The dinner was bright and gay from the very beginning, even before the +first glass of champagne. It began with an optimistic view of the war, +then, dropping the grave subject, they talked of people, theatres, +books, and general gossip. In all these things Madame Frabelle took the +lead. Indeed, she had begun at once laying down the law in a musical +voice but with a determined manner that gave those who knew her to +understand only too well that she intended to go steadily on, and +certainly not to stop to breathe before the ices. + +Sir Tito Landi, fixing his eyeglass in his bright blue eye, took in +Madame Frabelle in one long look, and smiled at her sympathetically. + +'What do you think of her?' murmured Edith to Landi. + +Hypnotised and slightly puzzled as she was by her guest, she was +particularly curious for his opinion, as she knew him to be the best +judge of character of her acquaintance. He had some of the +capriciousness of the spoilt, successful artist, which showed itself, +except to those whom he regarded as real friends, in odd variations of +manner, so that Edith could not tell at all by his being extremely +charming to Madame Frabelle that he liked her, or by his being abrupt +and satirical that he didn't. An old friend and a favourite, she could +rely on what he told her. + +'C'est une bonne vieille,' he said. 'Bonne, mais bête!' + +'Really?' Edith asked, surprised. + +Landi laughed. 'Bête comme ses pieds, ma chère!' + +Returning to decent language and conventional tone, he went on with a +story he was telling about an incident that had happened when he was +staying with some royalties. His stories were short, new, amusing, and +invariably suited to his audience. Anything about the Court he saw, at a +glance, would genuinely interest Madame Frabelle. Edith was amused as +she saw that lady becoming more and more convinced of Landi's +importance, and of his respectful admiration. + + * * * * * + +Long before dinner was over there was no doubt that everyone was +delighted with Madame Frabelle. She talked so well, suited herself to +everyone, and simply charmed them all. Yet why? Edith was still +wondering, but by the time she rose to go upstairs she thought she began +to understand her friend's secret. People were not charmed with +Eglantine because she herself was charming, but because she was charmed. +Madame Frabelle was really as much interested in everyone to whom she +spoke as she appeared to be; the interest was not assumed. A few little +pretences and affectations she might have, such as that of knowing a +great deal about every subject under the sun--of having read everything, +and been everywhere, but her interest in other people was real. That was +what made people like her. + +Young Coniston, shy, sensitive and reserved as he was, had nevertheless +told her all about his training at Braintree, the boredom of getting up +early, the dampness of the tents, and how much he wanted to be sent to +the front. She admired his valour, was interested in his music, and at +her persuasion he promised to sing her songs of Araby after dinner. + +When the ladies were alone Eglantine's universal fascination was even +more remarkable. Mrs. Mitchell, at her desire, gave her the address of +the little dressmaker who ran up Mrs. Mitchell's blouses and skirts. +This was an honour for Mrs. Mitchell; nothing pleased her so much as to +be asked for the address of her dressmaker by a woman with a +foreign name. + +As to Miss Coniston, she was enraptured with Eglantine. Madame Frabelle +arranged to go and see her little exhibition of tooled leather, and +coaxed out of the shy girl various details about the celebrity, who at +present had an ambulance in France. She adored reciting, and Miss +Coniston, to gratify her, offered to recite a poem by Emile Cammaerts +on the spot. + +As to Mr. Mitchell, Madame Frabelle drew him out with more care and +caution. With the obstinacy of the mistaken she still saw in Mr. +Mitchell's friendly looks at his hostess a passion for Edith, and shook +her grey head over the blindness of the poor dear wife. + +Bruce hung on her words and was open-mouthed while she spoke, so +impressed was he at her wonderful cleverness, and at her evident success +with his friends. + +Later on Landi, sitting in the ingle-nook with Edith, said, as he puffed +a cigar: + +'Tiens, ma chère Edith, tu ne vois pas quelque chose?' + +'What?' + +He always talked French, as a middle course between Italian and English, +and Edith spoke her own language to him. + +'Elle. La Mère Frabelle,' he laughed to himself. 'Elle est folle de ton +mari!' + +'Oh, really, Landi! That's your fancy!' + +He mimicked her. 'Farncy! Farncy! Je me suis monté l'imagination, +peut-être! J'ai un rien de fièvre, sans doute! C'est une idée que j'ai, +comme ça. Eh bien! Non! Nous verrons. Je te dis qu'elle est amoureuse +de Bruce.' + +'He is very devoted to her, I know,' said Edith, 'and I daresay he's a +little in love with her--in a way. But she--' + +'C'est tout le contraire, chère. Lui, c'est moins; il est flatté. Il la +trouve une femme intelligente,' he laughed. 'Mais elle! Tu est folle de +ne pas voir ça, Edith. Enfin! Si ça l'amuse?' + +With a laugh he got up, to loud applause, and went to the little white +enamelled piano. There, with a long cigar in his mouth, he struck a few +notes, and at once magnetised his audience. The mere touch of his +fingers on the piano thrilled everyone present. + +He sang a composition of his own, which even the piano-organ had never +succeeded in making hackneyed, 'Adieu, Hiver,' and melodious as only +Italian music can be. Blue beams flashed from his eyes; he seemed in a +dream. Suddenly in the most impassioned part, which he was singing in a +composer's voice, that is, hardly any voice, but with perfect art, he +caught Madame Frabelle's eye, and gave her a solemn wink. She burst out +laughing. He then went on singing with sentiment and grace. + +All the women present imagined that he was making love to them, while +each man felt that he, personally, was making love to his ideal woman. +Such was the effect of Landi's music. It made the most material, even +the most unmusical, remember some little romance, some _tendresse_, some +sentiment of the past; Landi seemed to get at the soft spot in +everybody's heart. All the audience looked dreamy. Edith was thinking of +Aylmer Ross. Where was he now? Would she ever see him again? Had she +been wise to throw away her happiness like that? She tried to put the +thought aside, but she observed, with a smile, that Madame Frabelle +looked--and not when he was looking at her--a shade tenderly at Bruce. + +Edith remembered what Landi had said: 'Si ça l'amuse?' She found an +opportunity to tell him that Madame Frabelle believed in her own +intuitions, and had got it into her head that she and Mr. Mitchell were +attached to one another. + +'Naturellement. Elle veut s'excuser; la pauvre.' + +'But she really believes it.' + +'Elle voit double, alors!' exclaimed Landi. + + + +CHAPTER VI + +Edith and Madame Frabelle had long talks next day over the little +dinner-party, and the people of their intimate circle whom she had met. +She was delighted with Landi, though a little frightened of him, as most +people were when they first knew him, unless he really liked them +immensely. + +She impressed on Edith to beware of Mr. Mitchell. + +Bruce, for once, had really been satisfied with his own entertainment, +and declared to Edith that Madame Frabelle had made it go off +splendidly. + +Edith was growing to like her more and more. In a house where Bruce +lived it was certainly a wonderful help to have a third person often +present--if it was the right person. The absurd irritations and scenes +of fault-finding that she had become inured to, but which were always +trying, were now shorter, milder, or given up altogether. Bruce's temper +was perennially good, and got better. Then the constant illnesses that +he used to suffer from--he was unable to pass the military examination +and go to the front on account of a neurotic heart--these illnesses were +either omitted entirely or talked over with Madame Frabelle, whose +advice turned out more successful than that of a dozen specialists. + +'An extraordinary woman she is, you know, Edith,' he said. 'You know +that really peculiar feeling I sometimes have?' + +'Which, dear?' + +'You know that sort of emptiness in the feet, and heaviness in the head, +and that curious kind of twitching of the eyelids that I get?' + +'Yes, I know. Well, dear?' + +'Well, Madame Frabelle has given me a complete cure for it. It seems her +husband (by the way, what a brute he must have been, and what a life +that poor woman led! However, never mind that now) had something very +much of the same kind, only not quite so bad.' + +'Which, dear?' + +'How do you mean "Which"? Which what?' + +'Which peculiar feeling?' + +'What peculiar feeling are we talking about?' + +'I said, which peculiar feeling did Mr. Frabelle have?' + +'What are you trying to get at, Edith?' He looked at her suspiciously. + +Edith sighed. + +'Was it the heaviness in the feet, or the lightness in the head, or was +it the twitching of the eyelid which Mr. Frabelle used to suffer from?' + +'Oh, ah! Yes, I see what you mean. It seemed he had a little of them +all. But what do you think she used to do?' + +'I haven't the slightest idea.' + +'There's some stuff called Tisane--have you ever heard of it?' Bruce +asked. 'It's a simple remedy, but a very good thing. Well, he used to +use that.' + +'Did he bathe his eye with it?' + +'Oh, my dear Edith, you're wool-gathering. Do pull yourself together. He +drank it, that's what he did, and that's what I'm going to do. +Eg--Madame Frabelle would go straight down into the kitchen and show you +how to make it if you like.' + +'I don't mind, if cook doesn't,' said Edith. + +'Oh, we'll see about that. Anyway she's going to show me how to get it +made. + +'Then there's another thing Madame Frabelle suggested. She's got an idea +it would do me a world of good to spend a day in the country.' + +'Oh, really? Sounds a good idea.' + +'Yes. Say, on the river. She's not been there for years it seems. She +thinks she would rather enjoy it.' + +'I should think it would be a capital plan,' said Edith. + +'Well, how about next Saturday?' said Bruce, thinking he was concealing +his eagerness and satisfaction. + +'Saturday? Oh yes, certainly. Saturday, by all means, if it's fine. What +time shall we start?' + +He started at once, but was silent. + +'Saturday, yes,' Edith went on, after a glance at him. 'Only, I promised +to take the two children to an afternoon performance.' + +'Did you though?' Bruce brightened up. 'Rather hard luck on them to +disappoint them. Mind you, Edith, I don't believe in spoiling children. +I don't think their parents should be absolute slaves to them; but, on +the other hand, I don't think it's good for them to disappoint them +quite so much as that; and, after all--well, a promise to a child!' He +shook his head sentimentally. 'Perhaps it's a fad of mine; I daresay it +is; but I don't like the idea of breaking a promise to a child!' + +'It does seem a shame. Too bad.' + +'You agree with me? I knew you would. I've heard you say the same +yourself. Well then, look here, Edith; suppose we do it--suppose you do +it, I mean. Suppose you go with Archie and Dilly. They're to lunch with +my mother, aren't they?' + +'Yes, dear. But we were to have fetched them from there and then taken +them on to the theatre!' + +'Well, do it, then, my dear girl! Stick to your plan. Don't let me spoil +your afternoon! Gracious heaven! I--I--why, I can quite well take Madame +Frabelle myself.' He looked at the barometer. 'The glass is going up,' +he said, giving it first a tap and then a slight shake to encourage it +to go up higher and to look sharp about it. 'So that's settled, then, +dear. That's fixed up. I'll take her on the river. I don't mind in the +very least. I shall be only too pleased--delighted. Oh, don't thank me, +my dear girl; I know one ought to put oneself out for a guest, +especially a widow ... under these circumstances over in England ... +during the war too ... hang it, it's the least one can do.'... Bruce's +murmurings were interrupted by the entrance of the lady in question. He +made the suggestion, and explained the arrangement. She consented +immediately with much graciousness. + +'I dote on the river, and haven't been for years.' + +'Now where would you like to go?' he asked. 'What part of the river do +you like? How about Maidenhead?' + +'Oh, any part. Don't ask me! Anything you suggest is sure to be right. +You know far more about these things than I do. But Maidenhead--isn't it +just a little commonplace? A little noisy and crowded, even now?' + +'By jove, yes, you're quite right. Madame Frabelle's perfectly right, +Edith, you know. Well, what about Shepperton?' + +'Shepperton? Oh, charming! Dear little town. But it isn't exactly what I +call the river, if you know what I mean. I mean to say--' + +'Well, could you suggest a place?' said Bruce. + +'Oh, I'm the worst person in the world for suggesting anything,' said +Madame Frabelle. 'And I know so little of the river. But how about +Kingston?' + +'Kingston? Oh, capital. That would be charming.' + +'Kyngestown, as it used to be called' (Madame Frabelle hastened to show +her knowledge) 'in the days when Saxon kings were crowned there. Am I +wrong or not? Oh, surely yes.... Wasn't it Kingston? Didn't great Caesar +cross the river there? And the Roman legions camp upon the +sloping uplands?' + +Bruce gasped. 'You know everything!' he exclaimed. + +'Oh no. I remember a little about the history,' she said modestly, 'Ah, +poor, weak King Edwy!' + +'Yes, indeed,' said Bruce, though he had no recollection of having heard +the gentleman mentioned before. 'Poor chap!' + +'Too bad,' murmured Edith. + +'How he must have hated that place!' said Madame Frabelle. + +'Rather. I should think so indeed.' + +'However, _you_ won't,' said Edith adroitly changing the subject, seeing +her husband getting deeper out of his depth. + +Most of the evening Madame Frabelle read up Baedeker, to the immense +astonishment of Bruce, who had never before thought of regarding the +river from the historical and geographical point of view. + +The next day, which was fine, if not warm, the two started off with a +certain amount of bustle and a bundle of rugs, Madame Frabelle in a +short skirt with a maritime touch about the collar and what she called a +suitable hat and a dark blue motor veil. She carried off the whole +costume to admiration. + +Archie seemed rather bewildered and annoyed at this division of the +party. + +'But, Mother, we're going out to lunch with grandmother.' + +'I know, darling. I'll come and fetch you from there.' + +Conventional and restrained as Archie usually was, he sometimes said +curious things. + +Edith saw by his dreamy expression he was going to say one now. + +He looked at her for a little while after his father's departure and +then asked: + +'Mother!' + +'Yes, darling.' + +'Is Madame Frabelle a nice little friend for father?' + +Edith knew he had often heard her and the nurse or the governess +discussing whether certain children were nice little friends for him +or Dilly. + +'Oh yes, dear, very nice.' + +'Oh.' + +The cook came in for orders. + +'You're going to lunch all alone then, aren't you, Mother?' + +'Yes, I suppose I must. I don't mind. I've got a nice book.' + +Archie walked slowly to the door, then said in a tone of envious +admiration which contained a note of regret: + +'I suppose you'll order a delicious pudding?' + + * * * * * + +She went to fetch the children, who were excited at the prospect of a +theatre. The elder Mrs Ottley was a pleasant woman, who understood and +was utterly devoted to her daughter-in-law. Fond as she was of her son, +she marvelled at Edith's patience and loved her as much as she loved +Bruce. Though she had never been told, for she was the sort of woman who +does not require to be told things in order to know them, she knew every +detail of the sacrifice Edith had once made. She had been almost as +charmed by Aylmer Ross as her daughter-in-law was, and she had +considered Edith's action nearly sublime. But she had never believed +Edith was at that time really in love with Aylmer. She had said, after +Bruce's return: 'It mustn't happen again, you know, Edith.' + +'What mustn't?' + +'Don't spoil Bruce. You've made it almost too easy for him. Don't let +him think he can always be running away and coming back!' + +'No, never again,' Edith had answered, with a laugh. + +Now they never spoke of the subject. It was a painful one to Mrs Ottley. + +Today that lady seemed inclined to detain Edith, and make her--as Archie +feared--late for the rising of the curtain. + +'You really like Madame Frabelle so much, dear?' + +'Really I do,' said Edith. 'The more I know her, the more I like her. +She's the most good-natured, jolly, kind woman I've ever seen. Landi +likes her too. That's a good sign.' + +'And she keeps Bruce in a good temper?' said Mrs Ottley slyly. + +'Well, why shouldn't she? I'm not afraid of Madame Frabelle,' Edith +said, laughing. 'After all, Bruce may be thirty-seven, but she's fifty.' + +'She's a wonderful woman,' admitted Mrs. Ottley, who had at first +disliked her, but had come round, like everyone else. 'Very very nice; +and really I do like her. But you know my old-fashioned ideas. I never +approve of a third person living with a married couple.' + +'Oh--living! She's only been with us about a month.' + +'But you don't think she's going away before the end of the season?' + +'You can't call it a season. And she can't easily settle down just now, +on account of the war. Many of her relations are abroad, and some in the +country. She hasn't made up her mind where to live yet. She has never +had a house of her own since her husband died.' + +'Yes, I see.' + +'Do come, Mother!' urged Archie. + +'All right, darling.' + +'Will I have to take my hat off?' pouted Dilly, who had on a new hat +with daisies round it, in which she looked like a baby angel. She had a +great objection to removing it. + +'Yes, dear. Why should you mind?' + +'My hair will be all anyhow if I have to take it off in the theatre,' +said Dilly. + +'Don't be a silly little ass,' Archie murmured to his sister. 'Why, in +some countries women would be sent to prison unless they took their hats +off at a play!' + +The three reached the theatre in what even Archie called good time. This +meant to be alone in the dark, gloomy theatre for at least twenty +minutes, no-one present as yet, except two or three people eating +oranges in the gallery. He liked to be the first and the last. + +Edith was fancying to herself how Madame Frabelle would lay down the law +about the history of Kingston, and read portions of the guide-book +aloud, while Bruce was pointing out the scenery. + +The entertainment, which was all odds and ends, entertained the +children, but rather bored her. Archie was learning by heart--which was +a way he had--the words of a favourite song now being sung-- + + 'Kitty, Kitty, isn't it a pity, + In the city you work so hard,-- + With your one, two, three, four, five, + Six, three, seven, five, Cerrard? + + Kitty, Kitty, isn't it a pity, + That you're wasting so much time? + With your lips close to the telephone, + When they might be close to mine_!' + +When Edith's eye was suddenly attracted by the appearance of a boy in +khakis, who was in a box to her right. He looked about seventeen and was +tall and good-looking; but what struck her about him was his remarkable +likeness in appearance and in movement to Aylmer Ross. Even his back +reminded her strongly of her hero. There was something familiar in the +thick, broad shoulders, in the cool ease of manner, and in the +expression of the face. But could that young man--why, of course, it was +three years ago when she parted with Aylmer Ross, Teddy was fourteen; +these years made a great difference and of course all plans had been +changed on account of the war. Aylmer, she thought, was too old to have +been at the front. The boy must be in the New Army. + +She watched him perpetually; she felt a longing to go and speak to him. +After a while, as though attracted by her interest, he turned round and +looked her straight in the face. How thrilled she felt at this +likeness.... They were the very last to go out, and Edith contrived to +be near the party in the box. She dropped something and the young man +picked it up. She had never seen him, and yet she felt she knew him. +When he smiled she could not resist speaking to him. + +'Thank you. Excuse me. Are you the son of Mr. Aylmer Ross?' + +'I am. And I know you quite well by your photograph,' he said in exactly +Aylmer's pleasant, casual voice. 'You were a great friend of my +father's, weren't you?' + +'Yes. Where are you now?' + +He was at Aldershot, but was in town on leave. + +'And where's your father?' + +'Didn't you know? My father's at the front. He's coming over on leave, +too, in a fortnight.' + +'Really? And are you still at Jermyn Street?' + +'Oh yes. Father let his house for three years, but we've come back +again. Jolly little house, isn't it?' + +'Very. And I hope we shall see you both,' said Edith conventionally. + +The boy bowed, smiled and walked away so quickly that Archie had no time +for the salute he had prepared. + +He was wonderfully like Aylmer. + +Edith was curiously pleased and excited about this little incident. + + + +CHAPTER VII + +Madame Frabelle and Bruce arrived at Waterloo in good time for the 11.10 +train, which Bruce had discovered in the ABC. + +They wished to know where it started, but nobody appeared interested in +the subject. Guards and porters, of whom they inquired, seemed surprised +at their questions and behaved as if they regarded them as signs of +vulgar and impertinent curiosity. At Waterloo no-one seems to know when +a train is going to start, where it is starting from, or where it is +going to. Madame Frabelle unconsciously assumed an air of embarrassment, +as though she had no responsibility for the queries and excited manner +of her companion. She seemed, indeed, surprised when Bruce asked to see +the station-master. Here things came to a head. There was no train for +Kingston at 11.10; the one at that hour was the Southampton Express; and +it was worse than useless for Bruce and Madame Frabelle. + +'Then the ABC and Bradshaw must both be wrong,' said Bruce reproachfully +to Madame Frabelle. + +An idea occurred to that resourceful lady. 'Perhaps the 11.10 was only +to start on other days, not on Saturdays.' + +She turned out to be right. However, they discovered a train at twenty +minutes to twelve, which would take them where they wanted, though it +was not mentioned, apparently, in any timetable, and could only be +discovered by accident by someone who was looking for something else. + +They hung about the station until it arrived, feeling awkward and +uncomfortable, as people do when they have arrived too early for a +train. Meanwhile they abused Bradshaw, and discussed the weather. Bruce +said how wonderful it was how some people always knew what sort of +weather it was going to be. Madame Frabelle, who was getting +sufficiently irritable to be epigrammatic, said that she never cared to +know what the weather was going to be; the weather in England was +generally bad enough when it came without the added misery of knowing +about it beforehand. + +Bruce complained that she was too Continental. He very nearly said that +if she didn't like England he wondered she hadn't remained in France, +but he stopped himself. + +At last the train arrived. Bruce had settled his companion with her back +to the engine in a corner of a first-class carriage, and placed her rugs +in the rack above. As they will on certain days, every little thing went +wrong, and the bundle promptly fell off. As she moved to catch it, it +tumbled on to her hat, nearly crushing the crown. Unconsciously assuming +the expression of a Christian martyr, Madame Frabelle said it didn't +matter. Bruce had given her _The Gentlewoman_, _The World_, _The Field_, +_Punch_, and _The London Mail_ to occupy the twenty-five minutes or so +while they waited for the train to start. The journey itself was much +shorter than this interval. Knowing her varied interests, he felt sure +that these journals would pretty well cover the ground, but he was +rather surprised, as he took the seat opposite her, to see that she read +first, in fact instantly started, with apparent interest, on _The London +Mail_. With a quick glance he saw that she was enjoying 'What Everybody +Wants to Know'--'Why the Earl of Blank looked so surprised when he met +the pretty little blonde lady who had been said to be the friend of his +wife walking in Bond Street with a certain dark gentleman who until now +he had always understood to be her _bête noire_,' and so forth. + +As an example to her he took up _The New Statist_ and read a serious +article. + +When they arrived it was fine and sunny, and they looked at once for a +boat. + +It had not occurred to him before that there would be any difficulty in +getting one. He imagined a smart new boat all ready for him, with fresh, +gay cushions, and everything complete and suitable to himself and his +companion. He was rather irritated when he found instead that the best +they could do for him was to give him a broken-down, battered-looking +thing like an old chest, which was to be charged rather heavily for the +time they meant to spend on the river. It looked far from safe, but it +was all they could do. So they got in. Bruce meant to show his powers as +an oarsman. He said Madame Frabelle must steer and asked her to trim +the boat. + +In obedience to his order she sat down with a bang, so heavily that +Bruce was nearly shot up into the air. Amiable as she always was, and +respectfully devoted as Bruce was to her, he found that being on the +river has a mysterious power of bringing out any defects of temper that +people have concealed when on dry ground. He said to her: + +'Don't do that again. Do you mind?' as politely as he could. + +She looked up, surprised. + +'I beg your pardon, Mr Ottley?' + +'Don't do that again.' + +'Don't do what? What did I do?' + +'Why, I asked you to trim the boat.' + +'What did I do? I merely sat down.' + +He didn't like to say that she shouldn't sit down with a bump, and took +his place. + +'If you like,' she said graciously, 'I'll relieve you there, presently.' + +'How do you mean--relieve me?' + +'I mean I'll row--I'll sit in the stern--row!' + +'Perhaps you've forgotten the names of the different parts of a boat. +Madame Frabelle?' + +'Oh, I think not, Mr Ottley. It's a good while since I was on the river, +but it's not the sort of thing one forgets, and I'm supposed to have +rather a good memory.' + +'I'm sure you have--a wonderful memory--still, where I'm sitting is not +the stern.' + +There was a somewhat sulky silence. They admired the scenery of the +river. Madame Frabelle said she loved the distant glimpses of the grey +old palace of the Tudors, and asked him if he could imagine what it was +like when it was gay all day with the clanking of steel and prancing +horses and things. + +'How I love Hampton Court!' she said. 'It looks so quiet and peaceful. I +think I should like to live there. Think of the evenings in that +wonderful old place, with its panelled walls, and the echo of feet that +are no longer there, down the cold, stone corridors--' + +Bruce gave a slight laugh. + +'Echo of feet that are no longer there? But how could that be? Dear me, +how poetical you are, Madame Frabelle!' + +'I mean the imaginary echo.' + +'Imaginary--ah, yes. You're very imaginative, aren't you, Madame +Frabelle? Well, I don't know whether it's imagination or not, but, do +you know, I fancy that queer feeling of mine seems to be coming +on again.' + +'What queer feeling?' + +'I told you about it, and you were very sympathetic the other night, +before dinner. A kind of emptiness in the feet, and a hollowness in the +head, the feeling almost, but not quite, of faintness.' + +'It's nearly two o'clock. Perhaps you're hungry,' said Madame Frabelle. + +Bruce thought this was not fair, putting all the hunger on to him, as if +she had never felt anything so prosaic. Madame Frabelle always behaved +as if she were superior to the weaknesses of hunger or sleep, and denied +ever suffering from either. + +'It may be. I had no breakfast,' said Bruce untruthfully, as though it +were necessary to apologise for requiring food to sustain life. + +'Nor did I,' said Madame Frabelle hastily. + +'Well, don't you feel that you would like a little lunch?' + +'Oh no--oh dear, no. Still, I dare say some food would do you good, Mr +Ottley--keep you up. I'll come and watch you.' + +'But you must have something too.' + +'Must I? Oh, very well, just to keep you company.' + +They got out very briskly, and, leaving their battered-looking coffin +(called ironically the _Belle of the River_), they walked with quick +steps to the nearest hotel. Here they found a selection of large, +raw-looking cold beef, damp, tired-looking ham, bread, cheese, celery, +and dessert in the form of dry apples, oranges, and Brazil nuts that had +long left their native land. + +Bruce decided that the right thing to drink was shandy-gaff, but, to +keep up her Continental reputation, Madame Frabelle said she would like +a little light wine of the country. + +'Red, white, or blue?' asked Bruce, whose spirits were rising. + +She laughed very heartily, and decided on a little red. + +They had an adequate, if not exquisite, lunch, then Madame Frabelle said +she would like to go over Hampton Court. A tedious guide offered to go +with them, but Madame Frabelle said she knew all about the place better +than he did, so they wandered through the beautiful old palace. + +'Oh, to think of King Charles II's beauties living there--those lovely, +languid ladies--how charming they were!' exclaimed Madame Frabelle. + +'They wore very low dresses,' said Bruce, who felt rather sleepy and +stupid, and as if he didn't quite know what he was saying. + +Madame Frabelle modestly looked away from the pictures. + +'How exquisite the garden is.' + +He agreed, and they went out and sat, somewhat awkwardly, on an +uncomfortable stone seat. + +There was a delicious half-hour of real summer sun--'One of those April +days that seem a forecast of June,' as Madame Frabelle said. + +'How much better it is to be here in the beautiful fresh air than +squeezed into a stuffy theatre,' remarked Bruce, who was really feeling +a shade jealous of Edith for seeing the revue that he had wished to see. + +'Yes, indeed. There's nothing like England, I think,' she said rather +irrelevantly. + +'How exactly our tastes agree.' + +'Do they?' + +Her hand was on the edge of the seat. Somehow or other Bruce's had gone +over it. She didn't appear to notice it. + +'What small hands you have!' he remarked. + +'Oh no! I take sixes,' said the lady, whose size was really +three-quarters more than that. + +He insisted on looking at the grey suède glove, and then examined her +rings. + +'I suppose these rings have--er--associations for you, Madame Frabelle?' + +'Ah!' she said, shaking her head. 'This one--yes, this one--the sapphire +recalls old memories.' She sighed; she had bought it in the +Brompton Road. + +'A present from your husband, I suppose?' said Bruce, with a tinge of +bitterness. + +'Ah!' she answered. + +She thought he was getting a little sentimental, too early in the day, +and, with an effort at energy, she said: + +'Let's go back to the river.' + +They went back, and now Bruce began to show off his rowing powers. He +had not practised for a long time, and didn't get along very quickly. +She admired his athletic talents, as though he had been a winner of the +Diamond Sculls. + +'If I'd stuck to it, you know,' he said, rather apologetically, 'I'd +have done well in the rowing line. At one time--a good while ago--I +thought of going in for Henley, in the Regatta, you know. But with that +beastly Foreign Office one can't keep up anything of that sort.' + +'I suppose not.' + +'My muscle,' said Bruce, sticking out his arm, and hitting it rather +hard, 'is fairly good, you know. Not bad for a London man who never has +any practice.' + +'No indeed.' + +'My arm was about seventeen inches round just below the elbow at one +time,' Bruce said, 'a few years ago.' + +'Just fancy! Splendid!' said Madame Frabelle, who remembered that her +waist was not much more a good while ago. + +He told her a good many anecdotes of his prowess in the past, until +tea-time. + +Madame Frabelle depended greatly on tea; anything else she could do +without. But a cup of tea in the afternoon was necessary to her +well-being, and her animation. She became rather drowsy and absent by +four o'clock. + +Bruce again suggested their landing and leaving the _Belle of the +River_, as they had not thought of bringing a tea-basket. + +After tea, which was a great success, they became very cheery and jolly. +They went for a walk and then back to their boat. + +This was the happiest time of the day. + +When they reached the station, about half-past six, they found a +disagreeable crowd, pushing, screaming, and singing martial songs. As +they got into their first-class carriage about a dozen third-class +passengers sprang in, just as the train started. Bruce was furious, but +nothing could be done, and the journey back to town was taken with +Madame Frabelle very nearly pushed on to his knee by a rude young man +who practically sat on hers, smoking a bad cigarette in her face. + +They tacitly agreed to say nothing about this, and got home in time for +dinner, declaring the day to have been a great success. + +Bruce had really enjoyed it. Madame Frabelle said she had; though she +had a certain little tenderness, half of a motherly kind, for Bruce, she +far preferred his society in a comfortable house. She didn't really +think he was the ideal companion for the open air. And he was struck, as +he had often been before, by her curious way of contradicting herself in +conversation. She took any side and argued in favour of it so long as it +was striking or romantic. At one moment she would say with the greatest +earnestness, for instance, that divorce should not be allowed. Marriage +should be for ever, or not at all. At another moment she would argue in +favour of that absurd contradiction in terms known as free love, +_forgetting_ that she had completely changed round since earlier in the +conversation. This was irritating, but he was still impressed with her +infallibility, and Edith remarked more every day how curious that +infallibility was, and how safe it was to trust. Whenever Madame +Frabelle knew that something was going to happen, it didn't, and +whenever she had an intuition that something was going to occur, _then_ +it was pretty safe. It never would. In the same way she had only to look +at a person to see them as they were not. This was so invariable it was +really very convenient to have her in the house, for whatever she said +was always wrong. One had _merely_ to go by contraries and her +prophecies were most useful. + +'It's been jolly for you,' Bruce said to Edith, 'having a ripping time +in town while I'm taking your visitors about to show them England.' + +'You wouldn't have cared for the theatre,' she said. 'But, fancy, I met +Aylmer's son there--Aylmer Ross, you know. Aylmer himself is at the +front. They have taken their old house again. He means to come +back there.' + +'Well, I really can't help it,' said Bruce rather fretfully. '_I_ should +be at the front if it weren't for my neurotic heart. The doctor wouldn't +hear of passing me--at least one wouldn't. Any fellow who would have +done so would be--not a careful man. However, I don't know that it +wouldn't have been just as good to die for my country, and get some +glory, as to die of heart trouble here.' He sighed. + +'Oh no, you won't,' said Edith reassuringly; 'you look the picture of +health.' + +'I've got a bit of sunburn, I think,' said Bruce, popping up to look in +the glass. 'Funny how I do catch the sun. I asked Dr Pollock about +it one day.' + +'Really--did you consult him about your sunburn?' + +'Yes. What are you smiling at, He said it's caused by the extreme +delicacy of the mucous membrane; nothing to be anxious about.' + +'I don't think I am anxious; not particularly. And don't worry, my dear +boy; it's very becoming,' said Edith. + +Bruce patted her head, and gave her a kiss, smiling. + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +'We're lunching with the Mitchells today,' said Edith. + +'Oh yes. I remember. I'm looking forward to it,' graciously said Madame +Frabelle. 'It's a pity your husband can't come, isn't it? Ah, you +naughty girl, I don't believe you think so!' Madame Frabelle, archly +shook her finger at Edith. + +'Eglantine, have you really seriously talked yourself into thinking that +Mr Mitchell is anything to me?' + +'I don't say, dear,' said Madame Frabelle, sitting down comfortably, and +bringing out her knitting, 'that you yourself are aware of it. I don't +say that you're in love with him, but that he is devoted to you anyone +with half-an-eye can see. And some day,' she shook her head, 'some day +your interest in him may take you by surprise.' + +'It is _your_ interest in him that surprises me,' said Edith. 'He's a +good friend, and we like him very much. But for anything else!--' + +'If so, it's really rather wonderful,' mused Eglantine, 'that you've +never had a thought, even the merest dream, beyond your husband; that it +has never even occurred to you that anyone else might have suited your +temperament better.' + +Edith dropped her book, and picked it up again. Her friend thought she +saw, whether through stooping or what not, an increase of colour in +her face. + +'It isn't everyone,' continued Madame Frabelle, 'who would appreciate +your husband as you do. To me he is a very charming man. I can +understand his inspiring a feeling almost of motherly interest. I even +feel sometimes,' she laughed, 'as if it would be a pleasure to look +after him, take care of him. I think it would not have been a bad thing +for him to have married a woman a little older than himself. But you, +Edith, you're so young. You see, you might have made a mistake when you +married him. You were a mere girl, and I could imagine some of his ways +might irritate a very young woman.' + +After a moment she went on: 'I suppose Bruce was very handsome when you +married him?' + +'Yes, he was. But he hasn't altered much.' + +'Yet, as I told you before, Edith, though I think you an ideal wife, you +don't give me the impression of being in love with him. I hope you don't +take this as an impertinence, my dear?' + +'Not at all. And I'm not sure that I am.' + +'Yet your mother-in-law told me the other day that you had been such a +marvellous wife to him. That you had even made sacrifices. You have +never had anything to forgive, surely?' + +'Oh no, never,' hastily said Edith, fearing that Mrs Ottley was a little +inclined to be indiscreet. + +'She told me that Bruce had been occasionally attracted--only very +slightly--by other women, but that you were the only person he really +cared for.' + +'Oh, I doubt if he ever thinks much of anyone else,' said Edith. + + * * * * * + +A characteristic of the Mitchells' entertainments was that one always +met there the people they had met, even for the first time, at one's own +house. Here were the Conistons, and Landi, whom Edith was always +delighted to see. + +It was a large and gay lunch. Edith was placed some distance from Mr +Mitchell. Of course there was also a novelty--some lion or other was +always at the Mitchells'. Today it consisted of a certain clergyman, +called the Rev. Byrne Fraser, of whom Mrs Mitchell and her circle were +making much. He was a handsome, weary-looking man of whom more was +supposed than could conveniently be said. His wife, who adored him, +admitted that though he was an excellent husband, he suffered from +rheumatism and religious doubts, which made him occasionally rather +trying. There had been some story about him--nobody knew what it was. +Madame Frabelle instantly took his side, and said she was sure he had +been ill-treated, though she knew nothing whatever about it. She was +placed next to him at table and began immediately on what she thought +was his special subject. + +'I understand that you're very modern in your views,' she said, smiling. + +'I!' he exclaimed in some surprise. 'Really you are quite mistaken. I +don't think I am at all.' + +'Really? Oh, I'm so glad--I've such a worship myself for tradition. I'm +so thankful that you have, too.' + +'I don't know that I have,' he said. + +'It's true, then, what I heard--I felt it was the moment I looked at +you, Mr Fraser--I mean, that you're an atheist.' + +'A _what_?' he exclaimed, turning pale with horror. 'Good heavens, +Madame, do you know what my profession is?' + +He seemed utterly puzzled by her. She managed, all the same, somehow or +other to lure him into a conversation in which she _heartily_ took his +side. By the end of lunch they were getting on splendidly, though +neither of them knew what they were talking about. + +And this was one of the curious characteristics of Madame Frabelle. +Nobody made so many gaffes, yet no-one got out of them so well. To use +the lawyer's phrase, she used so many words that she managed to engulf +her own and her interlocutor's ideas. No-one, perhaps, had ever talked +so much nonsense seriously as she did that day, but the Rev. Byrne +Fraser said she was a remarkable woman, who had read and thought deeply. +Also he was enchanted with her interest in him, as everybody always was. + +Edith thought she had heard Mr Mitchell saying something to the others +that interested her. She managed to get near him when the gentlemen +joined them in the studio, as they called the large room where there was +a stage, a piano, a parquet floor, and every possible arrangement for +amusement. Madame Frabelle moved quickly away, supposing that Edith +wished to speak to him for his sake, whereas really it was in order to +have repeated something she thought she had heard at lunch. + +'Did I hear you saying anything about your old friend, Aylmer Ross?' she +asked. + +'Yes, indeed. Haven't you heard? The poor fellow has been wounded. He +was taken into hospital at once, fortunately, and he's getting better, +and is going to be brought home almost immediately, to the same old +house in Jermyn Street. I think his son is to meet him at the station +today. We must all go and see him. Capital chap, Aylmer. I always liked +him. He's travelled so much that--even before the war--I hadn't seen him +for three years.' + +'Was the wound serious?' asked Edith, who had turned pale. + +'They were anxious at first. Now he's out of danger. But, poor chap, I'm +afraid he won't be able to move for a good while. His leg is broken. I +hear he's got to be kept lying down two or three months.' + +'Qu'est ce qu'il y a, Edith?' asked Landi, who joined her. + +'I've just heard some bad news,' she said, 'but don't speak about it.' + +She told him. + +'Bien. Du calme, mon enfant; du calme!' + +'But, I'm anxious, Landi.' + +'Ca se voit!' + +'Do you think--' + +'Ce ne sera rien. It's the best thing that could happen to him. He'll be +all right.... I suppose you want to see him, Edith?' + +'He may not wish to see me,' said Edith. + +'Oh yes, he will. You were the first person he thought of,' answered +Landi. 'Why, my dear, you forget you treated him badly!' + +'Then, if he'd treated _me_ badly he wouldn't care to see me again, you +mean?' + +'C'est probable,' said Landi, selecting with care a very large cigar +from a box that was being handed round. 'Now, be quite tranquil. I shall +go and see him directly I leave here, and I'll let you hear every +detail. Will that do?' + +'Thanks, dear Landi!... But even if he wishes to see me, ought I to +go?' + +'That I don't know. But you will.' + +He lighted the long cigar. + + + +CHAPTER IX + +Next morning Edith, who always came down to breakfast, though somewhat +late, found on her plate a letter from Lady Conroy, that most vague and +forgetful of all charming Irishwomen. It said: + +'My DEAR MRS OTTLEY, + +Do excuse my troubling you, but could you give me a little information? +Someone has asked me about Madame Frabelle. I know that she is a friend +of yours, and is staying with you, and I said so; also I have a sort of +idea that she was, in some way, connected with you by marriage or +relationship, but of that I was not quite sure. I fancy that it is due +to you that I have the pleasure of knowing her, anyhow. + +'Could you tell me who she was before she married? What her husband was, +and anything else about her? That she is most charming and a very clever +woman I know, of course, already. To say she is a friend of yours is +enough to say that, but the rest I forget. + +'Hoping you will forgive my troubling you, and that you are all very +well, I remain, yours most sincerely. + +'KATHLEEN CONROY + +'P.S.--I began to take some lessons in nursing when I came across a most +charming and delightful girl, called Dulcie Clay. Do you happen to know +her at all? Her father married again and she was not happy at home, and, +having no money, she went in for nursing, seriously (not as I did), but +I'm afraid she is not strong enough for the profession. Remember me to +Madame Frabelle.' + +Edith passed the letter to Bruce. + +'Isn't this too delightful?' she said; 'and exactly like her? She sends +Madame Frabelle to me with a letter of introduction, and then asks me +who she is!' + +'Well,' said Bruce, who saw nothing of the absurdity of the situation, +'Lady Conroy is a most charming person. It looks almost as if she wanted +to decline responsibility. I wouldn't annoy her for the world. You must +give her all the information she wants, of course.' + +'But all I know I only know from her.' + +'Exactly. Well, tell her what she told you. Madame Frabelle told us +candidly she made her acquaintance at the hotel! But it's absurd to tell +Lady Conroy that back! We can't!' + +Edith found the original letter of introduction, after some searching, +and wrote to Lady Conroy to say that she understood Madame Frabelle, who +was no connection of hers, was a clever, interesting woman, who wished +to study English life in her native land. She was '_of good family; she +had been a Miss Eglantine Pollard, and was the widow of a well-to-do +French wine merchant_.' (This was word for word what Lady Conroy had +told her.) She went on to say that she '_believed Madame Frabelle had +several friends and connections in London_.' + +'The Mitchells, for instance,' suggested Bruce. + +'Yes, that's a good idea. "_She knows the Mitchells very well_,"' Edith +went on writing. '"_I think you know them also; they are very great +friends of ours. Mr Mitchell is in the Foreign Office_."' + +'And the Conistons?' suggested Bruce. + +'Yes. "_She knows the Conistons; the nice young brother and sister we +are so fond of. She has other friends in London, I believe, but she has +not troubled to look them up. The more one sees of her the more one +likes her. She is most charming and amiable and makes friends wherever +she goes. I don't think I know anything more than this, dear Lady +Conroy. Yours very sincerely, Edith Ottley. P.S.--I have not met Miss +Dulcie Clay_."' + +Bruce was satisfied with this letter. Edith herself thought it the most +amusing letter she had ever written. + +'The clergyman whom she met at lunch yesterday, by the way,' said Bruce, +'wouldn't it sound well to mention him?' + +Edith good-naturedly laughed, and added to the letter: '"_The Rev. Byrne +Fraser knows our friend also, and seems to like her_."' + +'The only thing is,' said Bruce, after a moment's pause, 'perhaps that +might do her harm with Lady Conroy, although he's a clergyman. There +have been some funny stories about the Rev. Byrne Fraser.' + +'He certainly liked her,' said Edith. 'He wrote her a long letter last +night, after meeting her at lunch, to go on with their argument, or +conversation, or whatever it was, and she's going to hear him preach +on Sunday.' + +'Do you feel she would wish Lady Conroy to know that she's a friend of +the Rev. Byrne Fraser?' asked Bruce. + +'Oh, I think so; or I wouldn't have said it.' + +Edith was really growing more and more loyal in her friendship. There +certainly was something about Madame Frabelle that everybody, clever and +stupid alike, seemed to be attracted by. + +Later Edith received a telephone call from Landi. He told her that he +had seen Aylmer, who was going on well, that he had begged to see her, +and had been allowed by his doctor and nurse to receive a visit from her +on Saturday next. He said that Aylmer had been agitated because his boy +was going almost immediately to the front. He seemed very pleased at the +idea of seeing her again. + +Edith looked forward with a certain excitement to Saturday. + + * * * * * + +A day or two later Edith received a letter from Lady Conroy, saying: + +'MY DEAR EDITH, + +Thank you so much for your nice letter. I remember now, of course, +Madame Frabelle was a friend of the Mitchells, whom I know so well, and +like so much. What dears they are! Please remember me to them. I knew +that she had a friend who was a clergyman, but I wasn't quite sure who +it was. I suppose it must have been this Mr Fraser. She was a Miss +Pollard, you know, a very good family, and, as I always understood, the +more one knows of her the better one likes her. + +'Thanks again for your note. I am longing to see you, and shall call +directly I come to London. Ever yours, + +'KATHLEEN CONROY + +'P.S.--Madame F's husband was a French wine merchant, and a very +charming man, I believe. By the way, also, she knows the Conistons, I +believe, and no doubt several people we both know. Miss Clay has gone to +London with one of her patients.' + +Bruce didn't understand why Edith was so much amused by this letter, nor +why she said that she should soon write and ask Lady Conroy who Madame +Frabelle was, and that she would probably answer that she was a great +friend of Edith's and of the Mitchells, and the Rev. Byrne Fraser. + +'She seems a little doubtful about Fraser, doesn't she?' Bruce said. + +'I mean Lady Conroy. Certainly she's got rather a funny memory; she +doesn't seem to have the slightest idea that she sent her to you with a +letter of introduction. Now we've taken all the responsibility on +ourselves.' + +'Well, really I don't mind,' said Edith. 'What does it matter? There's +obviously no harm in Madame Frabelle, and never could have been.' + +'She's a very clever woman,' said Bruce. 'I'm always interested when I +hear what she has to say about people. I don't mind telling you that I'm +nearly always guided by it.' + +'So am I,' said Edith. + +Indeed Edith did sincerely regard her opinion as very valuable. She +found her so invariably wrong that she was quite a useful guide. She was +never quite sure of her own judgement until Madame Frabelle had +contradicted it. + + * * * * * + +When Edith went to call on Aylmer in the little brown house in Jermyn +Street, she was shown first into the dining-room. + +In a few minutes a young girl dressed as a nurse came in to speak to +her. + +She seemed very shy and spoke in a soft voice. + +'I'm Miss Clay,' she said. 'I've been nursing for the last six months, +but I'm not very strong and was afraid I would have to give it up when I +met Mr Ross at Boulogne. He was getting on so well that I came back to +look after him and I shall stay until he is quite well, I think.' + +Evidently this was the Dulcie Clay Lady Conroy had mentioned. Edith was +much struck by her. She was a really beautiful girl, with but one slight +defect, which some people perhaps, would have rather admired--her skin +was rather too dark, and a curious contrast to her beautiful blue eyes. +As a rule the combination of blue eyes and dark hair goes with a fair +complexion. Dulcie Clay had a brown skin, clear and pale, such as +usually goes with the Spanish type of brunette. But for this curious +darkness, which showed up her dazzling white teeth, she was quite +lovely. It was a sweet, sensitive face, and her blue eyes, with long +eyelashes like little feathers, were charming in their soft expression. +Her smile was very sweet, though she had a look of melancholy. There was +something touching about her. + +She was below the usual height, slight and graceful. Her hair, parted in +the middle, was arranged in the Madonna style in two thick natural waves +each side of her face. + +She had none of the bustling self-confidence of the lady nurse, but was +very gentle and diffident. Surely Aylmer must be in love with her, +thought Edith. + +Then Miss Clay said, in her low voice: + +'You are Mrs Ottley, aren't you? I knew you at once.' + +'Did you? How was that?' + +A little colour came into the pale, dark face. + +'Mr Ross has a little photograph of you,' she said, 'and once when he +was very ill he gave me your name and address and asked me to send it to +you if anything happened.' + +As she said that her eyes filled with tears. + +'Oh, but he'll be all right now, won't he?' asked Edith, with a feeling +of sympathy for Miss Clay, and a desire to cheer the girl. + +'Yes, I think he'll be all right now,' she said. 'Do come up.' + + + +CHAPTER X + +It was a curious thing about Madame Frabelle that, though she was +perfectly at ease in any society, and really had seen a good deal of the +world, all her notions of life were taken from the stage. She looked +upon existence from the theatrical point of view. Everyone was to her a +hero or a heroine, a villain or a victim. To her a death was a +_dénouement_; a marriage a happy ending. Had she known the exact +circumstances in which Edith went to see the wounded hero, Madame +Frabelle's dramatic remarks, the obvious observations which she would +have showered on her friend, would have been quite unendurable. +Therefore Edith chose to say merely that she was going to see an old +friend, so as not to excite her friend's irritable imagination by any +hint of sentiment or romance on the subject. + +During her absence in the afternoon, it happened that Mrs Mitchell had +called, with a lady whom she had known intimately since Tuesday, so she +was quite an old friend. Madame Frabelle had received them together in +Edith's place. On her return Madame Frabelle was full of the stranger. +She had, it seemed been dressed in bright violet, and did nothing but +laugh. Whether it was that everything amused her, or merely that +laughter was the only mode she knew of expressing all her sentiments, +impressions and feelings, Madame Frabelle was not quite sure. Her name +was Miss Radford, and she was thirty-eight. She had very red cheeks, and +curly black hair. She had screamed with laughter from disappointment at +hearing Mrs Ottley was out; and shrieked at hearing that Madame Frabelle +had been deputed to receive them in her place. Mrs Mitchell had +whispered that she was a most interesting person, and Madame Frabelle +thought she certainly was. It appeared that Mrs Mitchell had sent the +motor somewhere during their visit, and by some mistake it was a long +time coming back. This had caused peals of laughter from Miss Radford, +and just as they had made up their minds to walk home the motor arrived, +so she went away with Mrs Mitchell, giggling so much she could +hardly stand. + +Miss Radford also had been highly amused by the charming way the boudoir +was furnished, and had laughed most heartily at the curtains and the +pictures. Edith was sorry to have missed her. She was evidently a +valuable discovery, one of their new treasures, a rare _trouvaille_ of +the Mitchells. + +Madame Frabelle then told Edith and Bruce that she had promised to dine +with the Mitchells one day next week. Edith was pleased to find that +Eglantine, and also Bruce, who had by now returned home, were so full of +Mrs Mitchell's visit and invitation, that neither of them asked her a +single question about Aylmer, and appeared to have completely forgotten +all about him. + + * * * * * + +As Madame Frabelle left them for a moment, Edith observed a cloud of +gloom over Bruce's expressive countenance. He said: + +'Well, really! Upon my word! This is a bit too much! Mind you, I'm not +at all surprised. In fact, I always expected it. But it is a bit of a +shock, isn't it, when you find old friends throwing you over like this?' + +He walked up and down, much agitated, repeating the same thing in +different words: that he had never been so surprised in his life; that +it was what he had always known would happen; that it was a great shock, +and he had always expected it. + +At last Edith said: 'I don't see anything so strange about it, Bruce. +It's natural enough they should have asked her.' + +'Oh, is it? How would they ever have known her but for us?' + +'How could they ask her without knowing her? Besides we went there last. +We lunched with them only the other day.' + +'That's not the point. You have missed the point entirely. +Unfortunately, you generally do. You have, in the most marked way, a +woman's weakness, Edith. You're incapable of arguing logically. I +consider it a downright slight; no, not so much a slight as an +insult--perhaps injury is the _mot juste_--to take away our guest and +not ask us. Not that I should have gone. I shouldn't have dreamed of +going, in any case. For one thing we were there last; we lunched there +only the other day. Besides, we're engaged to dine with my mother.' + +'Mrs Mitchell knew that; that's why she asked Madame Frabelle because +she would be alone.' + +'Oh, how like you, Edith! Always miss the point--always stick up for +everyone but me! You invariably take the other side. However, perhaps it +is all for the best; it's just as well. Nothing would have induced me to +have gone--even if I hadn't been engaged, I mean. I'm getting a bit +tired of the Mitchells; sick of them. Their tone is frivolous. And if +they'd pressed me ever so much, nothing in the world would have made me +break my promise to my mother.' + +'Well, then, it's all right. Why complain?' + +Bruce continued, however, in deep depression till they received a +message from the Mitchells, asking Edith if she and her husband couldn't +manage to come, all the same, if they were not afraid of offending the +elder Mrs Ottley. They could go to Bruce's mother at any time, and the +Mitchells particularly wanted them to meet some people tomorrow night--a +small party, unexpectedly got up. + +'Of course you won't go,' said Edith to Bruce from the telephone. 'You +said you wouldn't under any circumstances. I'll refuse, shall I?' + +'No--no, don't! Certainly not! Of course I shall go. Accept immediately. +They're quite right, it is perfectly true we can go to my mother any +other day. Besides, I don't think it's quite fair to old friends like +the Mitchells to throw them over when they particularly want us and ask +us as a special favour to them, like this.' + +'You don't think, perhaps, that somebody else has disappointed them, and +they asked us at the last minute, to fill up?' suggested Edith, to whom +this was perfectly obvious. + +Bruce was furious at this suggestion. + +'Certainly not!' he exclaimed. 'The idea of such a thing. As if they +would treat me like that! Decidedly we will go.' + +'All right,' she said, 'just as you wish. But your mother will be +disappointed.' + +Bruce insisted. Of course the invitation was accepted, and once again he +was happy! + + * * * * * + +And at last Edith was able to be alone, and to think over her meeting +with Aylmer. A dramatic meeting under romantic circumstances between two +people of the Anglo-Saxon race always appears to fall a little flat; +words are difficult to find. When she went in, to find him looking thin +and weak, pale under his sunburn, changed and worn, she was deeply +thrilled and touched. It brought close to her the simple, heroic manner +in which so many men are calmly risking their lives, taking it as a +matter of course, and as she knew for a fact that he was forty-two and +had gone into the New Army at the very beginning of the war, she was +aware he must have strained a point in order to join. She admired +him for it. + +He greeted her with that bright expression in his eyes and with the +smile that she had always liked so much, which lighted up like a ray of +sunshine the lean, brown, somewhat hard, face. + +She sat down by his side, and all she could think of to say was: 'Well, +Aylmer?' + +He answered: 'Well, Edith! Here you are.' + +He took her hand, and she left it in his. Then they sat in silence, +occasionally broken by an obvious remark. + + * * * * * + +When he had left three years ago both had parted in love, and Aylmer in +anger. He had meant never to see her again, never to forgive her for her +refusal to use Bruce's escapade as a means of freeing herself, to marry +him. Yet now, when they met they spoke the merest commonplaces. And +afterwards neither of them could ever remember what had passed between +them during the visit. She knew it was short, and that it had left an +impression that calmed her. Somehow she had thought of him so much that +when she actually saw him again her affection seemed cooler. Had she +worn out the passion by dint of constancy? That must be strange. +Unaccountably, touched as she was at his wishing to see her just after +he had nearly died, the feeling now seemed to be more like a warm +friendship, and less like love. + +The little nurse had seen her out. Edith saw that she had been crying. +Evidently she was quite devoted to Aylmer, and, poor girl, she probably +regarded Edith as a rival. But Edith would not be one, of that she was +determined. She wondered whether their meeting had had the same effect +on Aylmer. She thought he had shown more emotion than she had. + +'He will be better now,' Dulcie Clay had said to her at the door. +'Please come again, Mrs Ottley.' + +Edith thought that generous. + +It seemed to her that Dulcie was as frank and open as a child. Edith, at +any rate, could read her like a book. It made her feel sorry for the +girl. As Edith analysed her own feelings she wondered why she had felt +no jealousy of her--only gratitude for her goodness to Aylmer. + +All her sensations were confused. Only one resolution was firm in her +mind. Whether he wished it or not, they should never be on the terms +they were before. It could only lead to the same ending--to unhappiness. +No; after all these years of separation, Edith would be his friend, and +only his friend. Of that she was resolved. + + + +CHAPTER XI + +'Lady Conroy,' said Bruce thoughtfully, at breakfast next day, 'is a +very strict Roman Catholic.' + +Bruce was addicted to volunteering information, and making unanswerable +remarks. + +Madame Frabelle said to Edith in a low, earnest tone: + +'Pass me the butter, dear,' and looked attentively at Bruce. + +'I sometimes think I shouldn't mind being one myself,' Bruce continued; +'I should rather like to eat fish on Fridays.' + +'But you like eating fish on Thursdays,' said Edith. + +'And Mr Ottley never seems to care very much for meat.' + +'Unless it's particularly well cooked--in a particular way,' said Edith. + +'Fasts,' said Madame Frabelle rather pompously, 'are meant for people +who like feasts.' + +'How true!' He gave her an admiring glance. + +'I should not mind confessing, either,' continued Bruce, 'I think I +should rather like it.' + +(He thought he was having a religious discussion.) + +'But you always do confess,' said Edith, 'not to priests, perhaps, but +to friends; to acquaintances, at clubs, to girls you take in to dinner. +You don't call it confessing, you call it telling them a curious thing +that you happen to remember.' + +'He calls it conversing,' said Madame Frabelle. She then gave a slight +flippant giggle, afterwards correcting it by a thoughtful sigh. + +'The Rev. Byrne Fraser, of course, is very High Church,' Bruce said. 'I +understood he was Anglican. By the way, was Aylmer Ross a Roman +Catholic?' + +'I think he is.' + +Bruce having mentioned his name, Edith now told him the news about her +visit to their friend. Bruce liked good news--more, perhaps, because it +was news than because it was good--yet the incident seemed to put him in +a rather bad temper. He was sorry for Aylmer's illness, glad he was +better, proud of knowing him, or, indeed, of knowing anyone who had been +publicly mentioned; and jealous of the admiration visible in both Edith +and Madame Frabelle. This medley of feeling resulted in his taking up a +book and saying: + +'Good heavens! Again I've found you've dog's-eared my book, Edith!' + +'I only turned down a page,' she said gently. + +'No, you haven't; you've dog's-eared it. It's frightfully irritating, +dear, how you take no notice of my rebukes or my comments. Upon my word, +what I say to you seems to go in at one ear and out at the other, just +like water on a duck's back.' + +'How does the water on a duck's back get into the dog's ears?--I mean +the duck's ears. Oh, I'm sorry. I won't do it again.' + +Bruce sighed, flattened out the folded page and left the room with quiet +dignity, but caught his foot in the mat. Both ladies ignored +the accident. + +When he had gone, Madame Frabelle said: + +'Poor Edith!' + +'Bruce is only a little tidy,' said Edith. + +'I know. My husband was dreadfully untidy, which is much worse.' + +'I suppose they have their faults.' + +'Oh, men are all alike!' exclaimed Madame Frabelle cynically. + +'Only some men,' said Edith. 'Besides, to a woman--I mean, a nice +woman--there is no such thing as men. There is a man; and either she is +so fond of him that she can talk of nothing else, however unfavourably, +or so much in love with him that she never mentions his name.' + +'Men often say women are all alike,' said Madame Frabelle. + +'When a man says that, he means there is only one woman in the world, +and he's in love with her, and she is not in love with him.' + +'Men are not so faithful as women,' remarked Madame Frabelle, with the +air of a discovery. + +'Perhaps not. And yet--well, I think the difference is that a man is +often more in love with the woman he is unfaithful to than with the +woman he is unfaithful with. With us it is different.... Madame +Frabelle, I think I'll take Archie with me today to see Aylmer Ross. +Tell Bruce so, casually; and will you come with me another day?' + +'With the greatest pleasure,' said Madame Frabelle darkly, and with an +expressive look. (Neither she nor Edith had any idea what it expressed.) + +Edith found Aylmer wonderfully better. The pretty little nurse with the +dark face and pale blue eyes told her he had had a peaceful night and +had bucked up tremendously. He was seated in an arm-chair with one leg +on another chair, and with him was Arthur Coniston, a great admirer +of his. + +It was characteristic of Aylmer, the moment he was able, to see as many +friends as he was allowed. Aylmer was a very gregarious person, +though--or perhaps because--he detested parties. He liked company, but +hated society. Arthur Coniston, who always did his best to attract +attention by his modest, self-effacing manner, was sitting with his +handsome young head quite on one side from intense respect for his host, +whom he regarded with the greatest admiration as a man of culture, and a +judge of art. He rejoiced to be one of the first to see him, just +returned after three years' absence from England, and having spent the +last three months at the front. + +Arthur Coniston (also in khaki), who was a born interviewer, was anxious +to know Aylmer's impression of certain things over here, after his +long absence. + +'I should so very much like to know,' he said, 'what your view is of the +attitude to life of the Post-Impressionists.' + +Aylmer smiled. He said: 'I think their attitude to life, as you call it, +is best expressed in some of Lear's Nonsense Rhymes: "_His Aunt Jobiska +said, 'Everyone knows that a pobble is better without his toes_.'"' + +Archie looked up in smiling recognition of these lines, and Edith +laughed. + +'Excuse me, but I don't quite follow you,' said young Coniston gravely. + +'Why, don't you see? Of course, Lear is the spirit they express. A +portrait by a post-Impressionist is sure to be "A Dong with a luminous +nose." And don't you remember, "_The owl and the pussycat went to sea in +a beautiful pea-green boat_"? Wouldn't a boat painted by a +Post-Impressionist be pea-green?' + +'Perfectly. I see that. But--why the pobble without its toes?' + +'Why, the sculptor always surrenders colour, and the painted form. Each +has to give up something for the limitation of art. But the more modern +artist gives up much more--likeness, beauty, a few features here and +there--a limb now and then.' + +'Ah yes. I quite see what you mean. Like the statuary of Rodin or +Epstein. One sees really only half the form, as if growing out of the +sketchy sculpture. And then there's another thing--I hope I'm not +wearying you?' + +'No, indeed. It's great fun: such a change to hear about this sort of +thing again.' + +'The Futurists?' asked Arthur. 'What is your view of them?' + +'Well, of course, they are already past, They always were. But I should +say their attitude to life is that of the man who is looking at the moon +reflected in a lake, but can't see it; he sees the reflection of a +coal-scuttle instead.' + +'Ah yes. They see things wrong, you mean. They're not so real, not so +logical, as the Post-Impressionists.' + +'Yes, the Futurist is off the rails entirely, and he seems to see hardly +anything but railways. But all that noisy nonsense of the Futurists +always bored me frightfully,' Aylmer said. 'Affectation for affectation, +I prefer the pose of depression and pessimism to that of bullying and +high spirits. When the affected young poet pretended to be used up and +worn out, one knew there was vitality under it all. But when I see a +cheerful young man shrieking about how full of life he is, banging on a +drum, and blowing on a tin trumpet, and speaking of his good spirits, it +depresses me, since naturally it gives the contrary impression. It can't +be real. It ought to be but it isn't. If the noisy person meant what he +said, he wouldn't say it.' + +'I see. The modern _poseurs_ aren't so good as the old ones. Odle is not +so clever as Beardsley.' + +'Of course not. Beardsley had the gift of line--though he didn't always +know where to draw it--but his illustrations to Wilde's work were +unsuitable, because Beardsley wanted everything down in black and white, +and Wilde wanted everything in purple and gold. But both had their +restraints, and their pose was reserve, not flamboyance.' + +'I think you mean that if people are so sickening as to have an +affectation at all, you would rather they kept it quiet,' said Edith. + +'Exactly! At least, it brings a smile to one's lips to see a very young +man pretend he is bored with life. I have often wondered what the answer +would be from one of these chaps, and what he would actually say, if you +held a loaded pistol to his head--I mean the man who says he doesn't +think life worth living.' + +'What do you think he would say?' asked Coniston. + +'He would scream: "Good heavens! What are you doing? Put that down!"' +said Edith. + +'She's right,' said Aylmer. 'She always is.' + +Dulcie came in and brought tea. + +'I hope we're not tiring him,' Edith asked her. + +'Oh no. I think it does him good. He enjoys it.' + +She sat down with Archie and talked to him gently in the corner. + +'After living so much among real things,' Coniston was saying, 'one +feels half ashamed to discuss our old subjects.' + +However, he and Aylmer continued to talk over books and pictures, +Coniston hanging on his lips as though afraid of missing or forgetting a +word he said. + +Presently Edith told Aylmer about their new friend, Madame Frabelle. He +was very curious to see her. + +'What is she like?' he asked. 'I can't imagine her living with you. Is +she a skeleton at the feast?' + +'A skeleton!' exclaimed Coniston. 'Good heavens--no! Quite the +contrary.' + +'A skeleton who was always feasting would hardly remain one long,' +suggested Edith. + +'Anyhow,' said Aylmer, 'the cupboard is the proper place for a +skeleton.' + +Archie had joined the group round Aylmer. Edith sat in a corner for some +time, chatting with Dulcie. They arranged that Bruce was to call the +next day, and Edith and Madame Frabelle the day after. + +When they went away Archie, who had listened very closely to the +conversation, said: + +'What a lot of manners Mr Coniston has! What did he mean by saying that +Spanish painters painted a man in a gramophone?' + +Edith racked her brain to remember the sentence. Then she said, with a +laugh: + +'Oh yes, I know! Mr Coniston said: "The Spanish artists painted--to a +man--in monochrome." I can't explain it, Archie. It doesn't matter. Why +did you leave Miss Clay and come back to us?' + +'Why, I like her all right, but you get tired of talking to women. I get +bored with Dilly sometimes.' + +'Then you're looking forward to going back to school?' + +'I shall like the society of boys of my own sex again,' he said grandly. + +'You're not always very nice to Dilly, Archie. I've noticed when +anything is given to her, you always snatch at it. You must remember +Ladies first.' + +'Yes, that's all very well. But then Dilly takes it all, and only gives +me what's left.' + +Archie looked solemn. + + + +CHAPTER XII + +'Edith,' said Bruce, next morning, with some importance of manner, 'I've +had a letter from Aylmer--Aylmer Ross, you know--asking me, _most_ +particularly, to call on him.' + +'Oh, really,' said Edith, who knew it already, as she had asked him to +write to Bruce. + +'He wants me to come at half-past four,' said Bruce, looking over the +letter pompously. 'Four-thirty, to the minute. I shall certainly do it. +I shan't lose a minute.' + +'I'm afraid you'll have to lose a few minutes,' said Edith. 'It's only +ten o'clock.' + +Bruce stared at her, folded up the letter, and put it in his pocket. He +thought it would be a suitable punishment for her not to see it. + +Obviously he was not in the best of humours. Not being sure what was +wrong, Edith adopted the simple plan of asking what he meant. + +'What do I mean!' exclaimed Bruce, who, when his grievances, were vague, +relied on such echoes for his most cutting effects. 'You ask me what I +mean? Mean, indeed!' He took some toast and repeated bitterly: 'Ah! You +may well ask me what I mean!' + +'May I? Well, what were the observations you didn't approve of?' + +'Why ... what you said. About several minutes being lost before +half-past four.' + +'Oh, Bruce dear, I didn't mean any harm by it.' + +'Harm, indeed!' repeated Bruce. 'Harm! It isn't a question of actual +harm. I don't say that you meant to injure me, nor even, perhaps, to +hurt my feelings. But it's a way of speaking--a tone--that I think +extremely _déplacé_, from you to me. Do you follow me, Edith? From +_you_ to _me_.' + +'That's a dark saying. Well, whatever I said I take it back, if you +don't like it. Will that do?' + +Bruce was mollified, but wouldn't show it at once. + +'Ah,' he said, 'that's all very well. These sort of things are not so +easily taken back. You should think before you speak. Prevention is +better than cure.' + +'Yes, and a stitch in time saves nine--though it doesn't rhyme. And it's +no good crying over spilt milk, and two heads are better than one. But, +really, Bruce, I didn't mean it.' + +'What didn't you mean?' + +'Good heavens, I really don't know by now! I'm afraid I've utterly +forgotten what we were talking about,' said Edith, looking at the door +with some anxiety. + +She was hoping that Madame Frabelle would soon come down and cause a +diversion. + +'Look here, Edith,' said Bruce, 'when an old friend, an old friend of +yours and mine, and at one time a very intimate friend--next door to a +brother--when such a friend as that has been wounded at the front, +fighting for our country--and, mind you, he behaved with remarkable +gallantry, for it wasn't really necessary for him to go, as he was +beyond the age--well, when a friend does a thing like that, and comes +back wounded, and writes, with his own hand, asking me to go and see +him--well, I think it's the least I can do! I don't know what _you_ +think. It seems to _me_ the right thing. If you disagree with me I'm +very sorry. But, frankly, it appears to me that I ought to go.' + +'Who could doubt it?' + +'Read the letter for yourself,' said Bruce, suddenly taking it out of +his pocket and giving it to her. 'There, you see. "Dear Ottley," +he says.' + +Here Bruce went to her side of the table and leant over her, reading the +letter aloud to her over her shoulder, while she was reading it +to herself. + +'"DEAR OTTLEY,--If you could look in tomorrow about half-past four, I +should be very glad to see you. Yours sincerely, AYLMER ROSS." Fairly +cordial, I think, isn't it? Or not? Perhaps you think it cold. Would you +call it a formal letter?' + +Bruce took the letter out of her hand and read it over again to himself. + +'Very nice, dear,' said Edith. + +'So I thought.' He put it away with a triumphant air. + +Edith was thinking that the writing was growing stronger. Aylmer must be +better. + +'I say, I hope it isn't a sign he's not so well, that he wants to see +me. I don't call it a good sign. He's depressed. He thinks I'll +cheer him up.' + +'And I'm sure you will. Ah, here's Madame Frabelle.' + +'I'm afraid I'm a little late,' said their guest, with her amiable +smile. + +'Oh dear, no--not at all, not at all,' said Bruce, who was really much +annoyed at her unpunctuality. 'Of course, if you'd been a minute later I +shouldn't have had the pleasure of seeing you at all before I went to +the office--that's all. And what does that matter? Good heavens, +_that's_ of no importance! Good gracious, this is Liberty Hall, I +hope--isn't it? I should be very sorry for my guests to feel tied in any +way--bound to be down at any particular time. Will you have some coffee? +Edith, give Madame Frabelle a cup of coffee. Late? Oh dear, no; +certainly not!' He gave a short, ironical laugh. + +'Well, I think I'm generally fairly punctual,' said Madame Frabelle, +beginning her breakfast without appearing to feel this sarcasm. 'What +made me late this morning was that Archie and Dilly came into my room +and asked me to settle a kind of dispute they were having.' + +'They regard you quite as a magistrate,' said Edith. 'But it was too bad +of them to come and bother you so early.' + +'Oh no. Not at all. I assure you I enjoy it. And, besides, a boy with +Archie's musical talents is bound to have the artistic temperament, you +know, and--well--of course, we all know what that leads to--excitement; +and finally a quarrel sometimes.' + +'If he were really musical I should have thought he ought to be more +harmonious,' Edith said. + +'Oh, by the way, Edith, did you consult Landi about him?' Bruce +inquired. 'You said you intended to.' + +'Oh yes, I did. Landi can see no sign of musical genius yet.' + +'Dear, dear!' said Bruce. + +'Ah, but I am convinced he's wrong. Wait a few years and you'll find +he'll agree with me yet,' said Madame Frabelle. 'I'm not at all sure, +either, that a composer like Landi is necessarily the right person to +judge of youthful genius.' + +'Perhaps not. And yet you'd think he'd know a bit about it, too! I mean +to say, they wouldn't have made him a baronet if he didn't understand +his profession. Excuse my saying so, won't you?' + +'Not at all,' she answered. 'It doesn't follow. I mean it doesn't follow +that he's right about Archie. Did he try the boy's voice?' she +asked Edith. + +'Very much.' + +'How?' + +'Well, he asked Archie to sing a few notes.' + +'And did he?' + +'Yes, he did. But they weren't the notes Landi asked him to sing.' + +'Oh!' + +'Then Landi played him two tunes, and found he didn't know one from the +other.' + +'Well, what of that?' + +'Nothing at all. Except that it showed he had no ear, as well as no +voice. That is all.' + +Madame Frabelle would never own she was beaten. + +'Ah, well, well,' she said, shaking her head in an oracular way. 'You +wait!' + +'Certainly. I shall.' + +'By the way, I may be a little late for dinner tonight. I'm going to see +an old friend who's been wounded in the war,' Bruce told Madame +Frabelle proudly. + +It had always been something of an ordeal to Edith when she knew that +Aylmer and Bruce were alone together. It was a curious feeling, combined +of loyalty to Bruce (she hated him to make himself ridiculous), loyalty +to Aylmer, and an indescribable sense of being lowered in her own eyes. +When they seemed friendly together it pained her self-respect. Most +women will understand the sensation. However, she knew it had to be, and +would be glad when it was over. + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +The next evening Bruce came in, holding himself very straight, with a +slightly military manner. When he saw his wife he just stopped himself +from saluting. + +'That's a man!' he exclaimed. 'That's a splendid fellow.' + +Edith didn't answer. + +'You don't appreciate him. In my opinion Aylmer Ross is a hero.' + +'I hope he's better?' + +'Better! He would say so, anyhow. Ah, he's a wonderful chap!' Bruce +hummed Tipperary below his breath. + +Edith was surprised to find herself suffering no less mental discomfort +and irritation while Bruce talked about Aylmer and praised him than she +used to feel years ago. It seemed as if three years had passed and +altered nothing. She answered coldly. Bruce became more enthusiastic. He +declared that she didn't know how to value such a fine character. +'Women,' he repeated, 'don't know a hero when they see one.' + +Evidently if Bruce had had his way Aylmer would have been covered with +DSO's and VC's; nothing was good enough for him. + +On the other hand, if Edith had praised Aylmer, Bruce would have been +the first to _debiner_ his actions, undervalue his gifts, and crab him +generally. + +Edith was not one of those women, far more common than is supposed, who +consider themselves aggrieved and injured when a discarded lover +consoles himself with someone else. Nor was she one of the numerous +people who will not throw away what they no longer want for fear someone +else will pick it up. She had such a strong sympathy for Dulcie Clay +that she had said to herself several times she would like to see her +perfectly happy. Edith was convinced that the nurse adored her patient, +but she was not at all sure that he returned the admiration. Edith +herself had only seen him alone once, and on that occasion they had said +hardly anything to each other. He had been constrained and she had been +embarrassed. The day that Arthur Coniston was there and they talked of +pictures, Aylmer had given her, by a look, to understand that he would +like to see her again alone, and she knew perfectly well, even without +that, that he was longing for another _tête-à-tête_. + +However, the next day Edith went with Madame Frabelle. + +This was a strangely unsatisfactory visit. Edith knew his looks and +every tone of his voice so well that she could see that Aylmer, unlike +everybody else, was not in the least charmed with Madame Frabelle. She +bored him; he saw nothing in her. + +Madame Frabelle was still more disappointed. She had been told he was +brilliant; he said nothing put commonplaces. He was supposed to be +witty; he answered everything she said literally. He was said to be a +man of encyclopaedic information; but when Madame Frabelle questioned him +on such subjects his answers were dry and short; and when she tried to +draw him out about the war, he changed the subject in a manner that was +not very far from being positively rude. + +Leaving them for a moment, Edith went to talk to Dulcie. + +'How do you think he's getting on?' she said. + +'He's getting well; gradually. He seems a little nervous the last day or +so.' + +'Do you think he's been seeing too many people?' + +'He hasn't seen more than the doctor has allowed. But, do you know, Mrs. +Ottley, I think it depends a great deal who the people are.' + +She waited a moment and then went on in a low voice: + +'You do him more good than anyone. You see, he's known you so long,' she +added gently, 'and so intimately. It's no strain--I mean he hasn't got +to make conversation.' + +'Yes, I see,' said Edith. + +'Mr. Ross hasn't any near relations--no mother or sister. You seem to +take their place--if you understand what I mean.' + +Edith thought it charmingly tactful of her to put it like that. + +'I'm sure _you_ take their place,' Edith said. + +Dulcie looked down. + +'Oh, of course, he hasn't to make any effort with me. But then _I_ don't +amuse him, and he wants amusement, and change. It's a great bore for a +man like that--so active mentally, and in every way--to have to lie +perfectly still, especially when he has no companion but me. I'm rather +dull in some ways. Besides, I don't know anything about the subjects +he's interested in.' + +'Don't talk nonsense,' said Edith, smiling. 'I should imagine that just +to look at you would be sufficient.' + +'Oh, Mrs. Ottley! How can you?' + +She turned away as if rather pained than pleased at the compliment. + +'I haven't very high spirits,' she said. 'I'm not sure that I don't +sometimes depress him.' + +'On the contrary; I'm sure he wouldn't like a breezy, restless person +bouncing about the room and roaring with laughter,' Edith said. + +She smiled. 'Perhaps not. But there might be something between. He will +be able to go for a drive in a week or two. I wondered whether, perhaps, +you could take him out?' + +'Oh yes; I dare say that could be arranged.' + +'I have to go out all tomorrow afternoon. I wondered whether you would +come and sit with him, Mrs. Ottley?' + +'Certainly I will, if you like.' + +'Oh, please do! I know he's worrying much more about his son than +anybody thinks. You see, the boy's really very young, and I'm not sure +he's strong.' + +'I suppose neither of them told the truth about their age,' said Edith. +'It reminds one of the joke in _Punch_: "Where do you expect to go if +you tell lies? To the front."' + +Miss Clay gave a little laugh. Then she started. A bell was heard +ringing rather loudly. + +'I'll tell him you're coming tomorrow, then,' she said. + +They returned to Aylmer's room. + +He was looking a little sulky. He said as Edith came in: + +'I thought you'd gone without saying good-bye. What on earth were you +doing?' + +'Only talking to Miss Clay,' said Edith, sitting down by him. 'How sweet +she is.' + +'Charming,' said Madame Frabelle. 'Wonderfully pretty, too.' + +'She's a good nurse,' said Aylmer briefly. 'She's been awfully good to +me. But I do hope I shan't need her much longer.' He spoke with +unnecessary fervour. + +'Oh, Mr Ross!' exclaimed Madame Frabelle. 'I'm sure if I were a young +man I should be very sorry when she had to leave me!' + +'Possibly. However, you're not a young man. Neither am I.' + +There was a moment's silence. This was really an exceptional thing when +Madame Frabelle was present. Edith could not recall one occasion when +Eglantine had had nothing to say. Aylmer must have been excessively +snubbing. Extraordinary I Wonder of wonders! He had actually silenced +Madame Frabelle! + +All Aylmer's natural politeness and amiability returned when they rose +to take their leave. He suddenly became cordial, cheery and charming. +Evidently he was so delighted the visitor was going that it quite raised +his spirits. When they left he gave Edith a little reproachful look. He +did not ask her to come again. He was afraid she would bring +Madame Frabelle. + +'Well, Edith, I thoroughly understand your husband's hero-worship for +that man,' said Madame Frabelle (meaning she thoroughly misunderstood +it). 'I've been studying his character all this afternoon.' + +'Do tell me what you think of him!' + +'Edith, I'm sorry to say it, but it's a hard, cold, cruel nature.' + +'Is it really?' + +'Mr Aylmer Ross doesn't know what it is to feel emotion, sentiment, or +tenderness. Principle he has, perhaps, and no doubt he thinks he has +great self-control, but that's only because he's absolutely incapable of +passion of any kind.' + +Edith smiled. + +'I see you're amused at my being right again. It is an odd thing about +me, I must own. I never make a mistake,' said Madame Frabelle +complacently. + +As they walked home, she continued to discourse eloquently on the +subject of Aylmer. She explained him almost entirely away. + +There was nothing Madame Frabelle fancied herself more on than +physiognomy. She pointed out to Edith how the brow showed a narrow mind, +the mouth bitterness. (How extraordinarily bored Aylmer must have been +to give that impression of all others, thought her listener.) And the +eyes, particularly, gave away his chief characteristic, the thing that +one missed most in his personality. + +'And what is that?' + +'Can't you see?' + +'No, I don't think I can.' + +'He has no sense of humour!' said Madame Frabelle triumphantly. + +After a few moment's pause, Edith said: + +'What do you think of Miss Clay?' + +'She's very pretty--extremely pretty. But I don't quite like to say what +I think of her. I'd rather not. Don't ask me. It doesn't concern me.' + +'As bad as that? Oh, do tell me. You're so interesting about character, +Eglantine.' + +'Dear Edith, how kind of you. Well, she's very, very clever, of course. +Most intellectual. A remarkable brain, I should say. But she's deep and +scheming; it's a sly, treacherous face.' + +'Really, I can't see that.' + +Madame Frabelle put her hand on Edith's shoulder. They had just reached +the house. + +'Ah, you don't know so much of life as I do, my dear.' + +'I should have said she is certainly not at all above the average in +cleverness, and I think her particularly simple and frank.' + +'Ah, but that's all put on. You'll see I'm right some day. However, it +doesn't matter. No doubt she's a very good nurse.' + +'Don't abuse her to Bruce,' said Edith, as they went in. + +'Certainly not. But why do you mind?' + +'I don't know; I suppose I like her.' + +Madame Frabelle laughed. 'How strange you are!' + +She lowered her voice as they walked upstairs, and said: + +'To tell the real truth, she gave me a shiver down the spine. I believe +that girl capable of anything. That dark skin with those pale blue eyes! +I strongly suspect she has a touch of the tarbrush.' + +'My dear! Nonsense. You can't have looked at her fine little features +and her white hands.' + +'Why is she so dark?' + +'There may have been Italian or Spanish blood in her family,' said +Edith, laughing. 'It's not a symptom of crime.' + +'There may, indeed,' replied Madame Frabelle in a tone of deep meaning, +as they reached the door of her room. 'But, mark my words, Edith, that's +a dangerous woman!' + + * * * * * + +An event had occurred in the Ottley household during their absence. +Archie had brought home a dog and implored his mother to let him +keep it. + +'What sort of dog is it?' asked Edith. + +'Come and look at it. It isn't any particular _sort_. It's just a dog.' + +'But, my dear boy, you're going to school the day after tomorrow, and +you can't take it with you.' + +'I know; but I'll teach Dilly to look after it.' + +It was a queer, rough, untidy-looking creature; it seemed harmless +enough; a sort of Dobbin in _Vanity Fair_ in the canine world. + +'It's an inconsistent dog. Its face is like a terrier's, and its tail +like a sort of spaniel,' said Archie. 'But I think it might be trained +to a bloodhound.' + +'You do, do you? What use would a bloodhound be to Dilly?' + +'Well, you never know. It might be very useful.' + +'I'm afraid there's not room in the house for it.' + +'Oh, Mother!' both the children cried together. 'We _must_ keep it!' + +'Was it lost?' she asked. + +Archie frowned at Dilly, who was beginning to say, 'Not exactly.' + +'Tell me how you got it.' + +'It was just walking along, and I took its chain. The chain was dragging +on the ground.' + +'You stole it,' said Dilly. + +Archie flew at her, but Edith kept him back. + +'Stole it! I didn't! Its master had walked on and evidently didn't care +a bit about it, poor thing. That's not stealing.' + +'If Master Archie wants to keep a lot of dogs, he had better take them +with him to school,' said the nurse. 'I don't want nothing to do with no +dogs, not in this nursery.' + +'There's only one thing to be done, Archie; you must take care of it for +the next day or two, and I shall advertise in the paper for its master.' + +'Oh, mother!' + +'Don't you see it isn't even honest to keep it?' + +Archie was bitterly disappointed, but consoled at the idea of seeing the +advertisement in the paper. + +'How can we advertise it? We don't know what name it answers to.' + +'It would certainly be difficult to describe,' said Edith. + +They had tried every name they had ever heard of, and Dilly declared it +had answered to them all, if answering meant jumping rather wildly round +them and barking as if in the very highest spirits, it certainly had. + +'It'll be fun to see my name in the paper,' said Archie thoughtfully. + +'Indeed you won't see your name in the paper.' + +'Well, I found it,' said Archie rather sulkily. + +'Yes; but you had no right to find it, and still less to bring it home. +I don't know what your father will say.' + +Bruce at once said that it must be taken to Scotland Yard. Dilly cried +bitterly, and said she wanted it to eat out of her hand, and save her +life in a snowstorm. + +'It's not a St Bernard, you utter little fool,' said her brother. + +'Well, it might save me from drowning,' said Dilly. + +She had once seen a picture, which she longed to realise, of a dog +swimming, holding a child in its mouth. She thought it ought to be +called Faithful or Rover. + +All these romantic visions had to be given up. Madame Frabelle said the +only thing to do was to take it at once to the Battersea Dogs' Home, +where it would be 'happy with companions of its own age'. Immediately +after dinner her suggestion was carried out, to the great relief of most +of the household. The nurse said when it had gone that she had 'known +all along it was mad, but didn't like to say so.' + +'But it took such a fancy to me,' said Archie. + +'Perhaps that was why,' said Dilly. + + * * * * * + +The children were separated by force. + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +For a woman who was warm-hearted, sensitive and thoughtful, Edith had a +singularly happy disposition. First, she was good-tempered; not touchy, +not easily offended about trifles. Such vanity as she had was not in an +uneasy condition; she cared very little for general admiration, and had +no feeling for competition. She was without ambition to be superior to +others. Then, though she saw more deeply into things than the generality +of women, she was not fond of dwelling on the sad side of life. Very +small things pleased her, while trifles did not annoy her. Hers was not +the placidity of the stupid, fat, contented person who never troubles +about other people. + +She was rather of a philosophical turn, and her philosophy tended to +seeing the brighter side. Where she was singularly fortunate was that +though she felt pleasure deeply--a temperament that feels pain in +proportion--her suffering, though acute, seldom lasted long. There was +an elasticity in her disposition that made her rebound quickly from +a blow. + +Her affections were intense, but she did not suffer the usual penalty of +love--a continual dread of losing the loved object. If she adored her +children and was thankful for their health and beauty, she was not +exactly what is called an anxious mother. She thought much about them, +and was very determined to have her own way in anything concerning them. +That, indeed, was a subject on which she would give way to no-one. But +as she had so far succeeded in directing them according to her own +ideas, she was satisfied. And she was very hopeful. She could look +forward to happiness, but troubles she dealt with as they arose. + +Certainly, after the first few months of their marriage, Bruce had +turned out a disappointment. But now that she knew him, knew the worst +of him, she did not think bad. He had an irritating personality. But +most people had to live with someone who was a little irritating; and +she was so accustomed to his various ways and weaknesses that she could +deal with them unmoved, almost mechanically. She did not take him +seriously. She would greatly have preferred, of course, that he should +understand her, that she could look up to him and lean on him. But as +this was not so, she made the best of it, and managed to be contented +enough. Three years ago she had not even known she could be deeply +in love. + +She had loved Aylmer Ross. But even at that time, when Bruce gave her +the opportunity, by his wild escapade with Miss Argles, to free herself +and marry Aylmer--her ideal of divine happiness at the time--somehow she +could not do it. She had a curious sense of responsibility towards +Bruce, which came in the way. + +Often since then she had had regrets; she had even felt it had been a +mistake to throw away such a chance. But she reflected that she would +have regrets anyhow. It would have worried her to know that Bruce needed +her. For all that, she knew he did, if unconsciously. So she had made up +her mind to content herself with a life which, though peaceful, was +certainly, to her temperament, decidedly incomplete. + +Edith had other sources of happiness more acute than that of the +average. She took an intense and keen enjoyment in life itself. +Everything interested her, amused her. She was never bored. She so much +enjoyed the mere spectacle of life that she never required to be the +central figure. When she had to play the part of a mere spectator it +didn't depress her; she could delight in society and in character as if +at a theatre. On the other hand, as she had a good deal of initiative +and a strong personality, she could also revel in action, in playing a +principal part. Under a quiet manner her courage was daring and her +spirit high. Unless someone or something was actively tormenting her, to +an extent quite insupportable, she was contented, even gay. + +Her past romance with Aylmer had naturally opened to her a source of +delight that she knew nothing of before. + +Since she had seen him again she scarcely knew how she felt about it. +This day she was to see him again alone, because he wished it, and +because Dulcie Clay had begged her to gratify the wish. + +Why was it, she asked herself, that the little nurse desired they should +be alone together? It was perfectly clear, to a woman with Edith's +penetration, that Dulcie was in love with Aylmer. Also, she was equally +sure that the girl believed Aylmer to be devoted to her, Edith. Then it +must be the purest unselfishness. Dulcie probably, she thought, loved +him with a kind of hopeless worship. She had seen him ill and weak, she +pitied him, she wanted him to be happy. In return for this generosity +Edith felt a generous kindness for her, a sympathy that she would never +have believed she could feel at seeing such a beautiful girl on those +rather intimate terms with Aylmer. + +It must mean, simply, that Edith knew Aylmer cared for her still. A look +was enough to convince her that at least he still took a great and deep +interest in her. And she wanted to come to an understanding with him, or +she could have avoided a _tête-à-tête_. + +During the three years he had been away the feeling had calmed down, but +the ideal was still there, and the memory. Whenever Bruce was +maddening--which was fairly often--when she heard music, when she saw +beautiful scenery, when she was reading a romantic book, when any other +man admired her, Aylmer was always in her thoughts. + +When Edith saw him again she was not sure that she had not worn out her +passion by dwelling on it. But that might easily be caused by the mere +_gêne_ of the first two or three meetings. There is a shyness, a sort of +coldness, in meeting again a person one has passionately loved. To see +the dream in flesh and blood, the thought made concrete, once more +brings poetry down to prose. Then the terms they met on now were +changed. He was playing such a different part. Instead of the strong, +determined man who had voluntarily left her, refusing to know her as a +friend, and reproaching her bitterly for playing with him, as he called +it, here was a broken invalid, a pathetic figure who appealed to +entirely different sentiments. There is naturally something maternal in +a woman's feeling to a sick man. There was also the halo that surrounds +the wounded hero. He was not ill through weakness, but through strength +and courage. + +She found herself thinking of him day and night, but it was in a +different way. It might be because he had not yet referred to their past +love affair. + +Edith dressed with unusual care to go and see him today. Even if a woman +wishes to discourage or to break off all relations with a man, she +doesn't, after all, wish to leave a disagreeable impression. + +Her prettiness and charm--of which she was modestly but confidently +aware, by her experience of its effect--was a great satisfaction. It was +remarkably noticeable today. In front of the glass Edith hesitated +between her favourite plain sailor hat and a new black velvet toque, +which shaded her eyes, contrasting with the fair hair of which very +little showed, and giving her an aspect of dashing yet discreet +coquetry. She looked younger in the other sailor hat (so she decided +when she put it on again) and more as she used to look. Which was the +more attractive? She decided on novelty, and went out, finally, in +the toque. + +Of course only another woman could have appreciated the remarkable fact +that she could wear at thirty-five such a small hat and yet look fresh. +Certainly a brim was more flattering to most women of her age, but the +contour of Edith's face was still as youthful as ever; she had one of +those clearly shaped oval faces that are not disposed to growing thick +and broad, or to haggardness. The oval might be a shade wider than it +was three years ago; that was all the more becoming; did it not make the +features look smaller? + + * * * * * + +As she went out she laughed at herself for giving so much thought to her +appearance. It was as though she believed she was going to play an +important part in the chief scene of a play. + +Once dressed, as usual she lost all self-consciousness, and thought of +outside things. + +Miss Clay was out, as she had told Edith she would be, and the servant +showed her in. + +She saw at once that Aylmer, also, had been looking forward to this +moment with some excitement. He, too, had dressed with special care; and +she knew, without being told, that orders had been given to receive no +other visitors. + +He was sitting in an arm-chair, with the bandaged leg on the other +chair, a small table by his side laid for tea. Even a kettle was boiling +(no doubt to avoid interruption). It was his old brown library, where +she had occasionally seen him with others in the old days. But this was +literally the first time she had seen him in his own house alone. + +It was essentially a man's room. Comfortable, but not exactly luxurious; +very little was sacrificed to decoration. + +There were a few very old dark pictures on the walls. The room was +crammed with books in long, low bookcases. On the mantelpiece was a +pewter vase of cerise-coloured carnations. + +An uncut _English Review_ was in his hand, but he threw it on the floor +with a characteristic gesture as she came in. + +'You look very comfortable,' said Edith, as she took her seat in the +arm-chair placed for her. + +He answered gravely, speaking in his direct, quick way, with his sincere +manner: + +'It was very good of you to come.' + +'Shall I pour out your tea?' + +'Yes. Let's have tea and get it over.' + +She laughed, took off her gloves, and he watched her fingers as they +occupied themselves with the china, as though he were impatient for the +ceremony to be finished. + +While she poured it out and handed it to him he said not a word. She saw +that he looked pale and seemed rather nervous. Each tried to put the +other at ease, more by looks than words. Edith saw it would worry him to +make conversation. They knew each other well enough to exchange ideas +without words. + +He had something to say and she would not postpone it. That would +irritate him. + +'There,' said Aylmer, giving a little push to the table. 'Do you want +any more tea?' + +'No, thanks.' + +'Well--do you mind coming a little nearer?' + +She lifted the little table, put it farther behind his chair, placed the +arm-chair closer to him by the fire, and sat down again. He looked at +her for some time with a serious expression. Then he said, rather +abruptly and unexpectedly: + +'What a jolly hat!' + +'Oh, I _am_ glad you like it!' exclaimed Edith. 'I was afraid you'd hate +it.' + +For the first time they were talking in their old tone, she reflected. + +'No, I like it--I love it.' He lowered his voice to say this. + +'I'm glad,' she repeated. + +'And I love you,' said Aylmer as abruptly, and in a still lower voice. + +She didn't answer. + +'Look here, Edith. I want to ask you something.' + +'Yes.' + +He seemed to have some difficulty in speaking. He was agitated. + +'Have you forgotten me?' + +'You can see I haven't, or I wouldn't be here,' she answered. + +'Don't fence with me. I mean, really. Are you the same as when I went +away?' + +'Aylmer, do you think we had better talk about it?' + +'We must. I must. I can't endure the torture of seeing you just like +anybody else. You know I told you--' He stopped a moment. + +'You told me you'd never be a mere friend,' she said. 'But everything's +so different now!' + +'It isn't different; that's where you're wrong. You're just the same, +and so am I. Except that I care for you far more than I ever did.' + +'Oh, Aylmer!' + +'When I thought I was dying I showed your little photograph to Miss +Clay. I told her all about it. I suppose I was rather mad. It was just +after an operation. It doesn't matter a bit; she wouldn't ever say +a word.' + +'I'm sure she wouldn't.' + +'I had to confide in somebody,' he went on. 'I told her to send you back +the photograph, and I told her that my greatest wish was to see +you again.' + +'Well, my dear boy, we have met again! Do change your mind from what you +said last! I mean when you went away.' She spoke in an imploring tone. + +'Do you wish to be friends, then?' + +She hesitated a moment, then said: 'Yes, I do.' + + + +CHAPTER XV + +After a moment's pause he said: 'You say everything's changed. In a way +it is. I look at things differently--I regard them differently. When +you've been up against it, and seen life and death pretty close, you +realise what utter rot it is to live so much for the world.' + +Edith stared. 'But ... doesn't it make you feel all the more the +importance of principle--goodness and religion, and all that sort of +thing? I expected it would, with you.' + +'Frankly, no; it doesn't. Now, let us look at the situation quietly.' + +After an agitated pause he went on: + +'As far as I make out, you're sacrificing yourself to Bruce. When he ran +away with that girl, and begged you to divorce him, you could have done +it. You cared for me. Everything would have been right, even before the +world. No-one would have blamed you. Yet you wouldn't.' + +'But that _wasn't_ for the world, Aylmer; you don't understand. It was +for myself. Something in me, which I can't help. I felt Bruce needed me +and would go wrong without me--' + +'Why should you care? Did he consider you?' + +'That isn't the point, dear boy. I felt as if he was my son, so to +speak--a sort of feeling of responsibility.' + +'Yes, quite. It was quixotic rubbish. That's my opinion. There!' + +Edith said nothing, remembering he was still ill. + +'Well,' he went on, 'now, he _hasn't_ run away from you. He's stayed +with you for three years; utterly incapable of appreciating you, as I +know he is, bothering you to death.' + +'Oh, Aylmer!' + +'Don't I know him? You're wasting and frittering yourself away for +nothing.' + +'The children--' + +'Don't you think I'd have looked after the children better than he?' + +'Yes, I do, Aylmer. But he _is_ their father. They may keep him +straight.' + +'I consider you're utterly wasted,' he said. 'Well! He's stuck to you, +apparently, for these last three years (as far as you know), and now I'm +going to ask you something entirely different, for the last time. When I +was dying, or thought I was, things showed themselves clearly enough, I +can tell you. And I made up my mind if I lived to see you, to say this. +Leave Bruce, with me!' + +She stared at him. + +'In six weeks, when he's tired of telling his friends at the club about +it, he'll make up his mind, I suppose, if you insist, or even without, +to divorce you. But do you suppose he'll keep the children? No, my dear +of course he won't. You'll never have to leave them. I would never ask +you that. Now listen!' He put his hand over hers, not caressingly, but +to keep her quiet. 'He'll want to marry again, won't he?' + +'Very likely,' she answered. + +'Probably already he's in love with that woman What's-her-name--Madame +Frabelle--who's staying with you.' + +Edith gave a little laugh. + +'Perhaps he's in love with her already,' continued Aylmer. + +'Quite impossible!' said Edith calmly. + +'She's a very good sort. She's not a fool, like the girl. She'd look +after Bruce very well.' + +'So she would,' answered Edith. + +'Bruce will adore her, be under her thumb, and keep perfectly +'straight', as you call it--as straight as he ever would. Won't he?' + +She was silent. + +'You'll get the children then, don't you see?' + +'Yes. With a bad reputation, with a cloud on my life, to bring up +Dilly!' + +He sighed impatiently, and said: 'You see, you don't see things as they +really are, even now. How could you ever possibly hurt Dilly? You're +only thinking of what the world says, now. + +'Hear me out,' he went on. 'Is this the only country? After the war, +won't everything be different? Thank goodness, I'm well provided for. +You needn't take a farthing. Leave even your own income to Bruce if you +like. You know I've five thousand a year now, Edith?' + +'I didn't know it. But that has nothing on earth to do with it,' she +answered. + +'Bosh! It has a great deal to do with it. I can afford to bring your +children up as well as Teddy, my boy. We can marry. And in a year or two +no one would think any more about it.' + +'You bewilder me,' said Edith. + +'I want to. Think it over. Don't be weak. I'm sorry, dear, to ask you to +take the blame on your side. It's unfair; but after all, perhaps, it's +straighter than waiting for an opportunity (which you could easily get +in time) of finding Bruce in the wrong.' + +Her face expressed intense determination and disagreement with his +views. + +'Don't answer me,' he said, 'think--' + +'My dear boy, you must let me answer you. Will you listen to me?' + +'Go on, Edith. I'll always listen to you.' + +'You don't realise it, but you're not well,' she said. + +He gave an impatient gesture. + +'How like a woman! As soon as I talk sense you say I'm not well. A +broken leg doesn't affect the brain, remember.' + +'No, Aylmer; I don't mean that. But you've been thinking this over till +you've lost your bearings, your sense of proportion....' + +'Rot! I've just got it! That's what you mean. It comes to this, my dear +girl'--he spoke gently. 'Of course, if you don't care for me, my +suggestion would be perfectly mad. Perhaps you don't. Probably you +regard our romance as a pretty little story to look back on.' + +'No, I don't, unless--' + +'I won't ask you straight out,' he said. 'I don't suppose you know +yourself. But, if you care for me, as I do for you'--he spoke +steadily--'you'll do as I ask.' + +'I might love you quite as much, and yet not do it.' + +'I know it's a big thing. It's a sacrifice, in a way. But don't you see, +Edith, that if you still like me, your present life is a long, slow +sacrifice to convention, or (as you say) to a morbid sense of +responsibility?' + +She looked away with a startled expression. + +'Well, do you love me?' he said rather impatiently, but yet with his old +charm of tenderness and sincerity. 'I have never changed. As you know, +after the operation, when they thought I was practically done in--it may +seem a bit mad, but I was really more sane than I have ever been--I told +Dulcie Clay all about it.' + +She stopped him. 'I know you did, my dear, and I don't blame you a bit. +She's absolutely loyal. But now, listen. Has nothing occurred to you +about her?' + +'Nothing, except that I'm hoping to get rid of her as soon as possible.' + +'She's madly in love with you, Aylmer.' + +He looked contemptuous. + +'She's a dear girl,' said Edith. 'I feel quite fond of her.' + +'Really, I don't see how she comes in. You are perverse, Edith!' + +'I'm not perverse. I see things.' + +'She's never shown the slightest sign of it,' said Aylmer. 'I think it's +your imagination. But even if it's not, it isn't my business, +nor yours.' + +'I think it is, a little.' + +'If you talk like that, I'll send her away today.' + +'Oh, Aylmer! how ungrateful of you to say such a thing! She's been an +angel.' + +He spoke wearily. 'I don't want _angels_! I want _you_!' He suddenly +leant forward and took her hands. + +She laughed nervously. 'What a compliment.' + +Then she disengaged herself and stood up. + +Aylmer sighed. 'Now you're going to say, Ought you to talk so much? What +is your temperature? Oh, women _are_ irritating, even the nicest, +confound them!' + +Edith was unable to help laughing. + +'I'm afraid I _was_ going to say something like that.' + +'Now, are you going to say you won't answer me for fear it will excite +me?' + +'Don't talk nonsense,' said Edith. '_I_ take you seriously enough. Don't +worry!' + +He looked delighted. + +'Thank heaven! Most women treat a wounded man as if he were a sick child +or a lunatic. It's the greatest rot. I'm nearly well.' + +Edith looked round for his tonic, but stopped herself. + +'Are you going now?' he asked. + +'No, Aylmer. I thought of stopping a few minutes, if you don't mind.' + +'Shall we talk of something else,' said Aylmer satirically, 'to divert +my thoughts? Hasn't it been lovely weather lately?' + +She smiled and sat down again. + +'Would you like to know how soon the war will be over?' he went on. +'Oddly enough, I really don't know!' + +'Are you going back when you've recovered?' she asked abruptly. + +'Of course I'm going back; and I want to go back with your promise.' +Then he looked a little conscience-stricken. 'Dear Edith, I don't want +to rush you. Forgive me.' + +They both sat in dead silence for five minutes. He was looking at the +black velvet toque on the fair hair, over the soft eyes. She was staring +across at the cherry-coloured carnations in the pewter vase on the +mantelpiece. + +As has been said, they often exchanged ideas without words. + +He remarked, as she glanced at a book: 'Yes, I have read _A Life of +Slavery_. Have you? Do you think it good?' + +'Splendid,' Edith answered; 'it's a labour of hate.' + +He laughed. + +'Quite true. One can't call it a labour of love, though it was written +to please the writer--not the public.' + +'I wonder you could read it,' said Edith, 'after what you've been +through.' + +'It took my thoughts off life,' he said. + +'Why? Isn't it life?' + +'Of course it is. Literary life.' + +Edith looked at the clock. + +'When am I going to see you again?' he asked in a rather exhausted +voice. + +'Whenever you like. What about taking you out for a drive next week?' + +'Right.' + +'I'll think over what you said,' said Edith casually as she stood up. + +'What a funny little speech. You're _impayable_! Oh, you are a jolly +girl!' + +'"Jolly" girl,' repeated Edith, not apparently pleased. 'I'm +thirty-five, with a boy at school and a growing girl of seven!' + +'You think too much of the almanac. I'm forty-one, with a son at the +front.' + +'How on earth did you get your commissions?' + +'In the usual way. Teddy and I told lies. He said he was eighteen and I +said I was thirty-nine.' + +'I see. Of course.' + +He rang the bell. + +'Will you write to me, dear Edith?' + +'No. I'll come and see you, Aylmer.' + +'Are you going to bring Archie, Bruce, or Madame Frabelle?' + +'Neither.' + +'Do leave Madame Frabelle at home.' + +'Though you don't like her, you might pronounce her name right! She's +such a clever woman.' + +'She's an utter fool,' said Aylmer. + +'Same thing, very often,' said Edith. 'Don't worry. Good-bye.' + +She went away, leaving him perfectly happy and very hungry. + + * * * * * + +Hardly had she gone when Miss Clay came in and brought him some beef-tea +on a tray. + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +To Edith's joy, as they entered the Mitchell's huge, familiar +drawing-room, the first person she saw was her beloved confidant, Sir +Tito Landi. This was the friend of all others whom she most longed to +see at this particular moment. + +The extraordinary confidence and friendship between the successful +Italian composer and Edith Ottley needs, perhaps, a word of explanation. +He was adored equally in the artistic and the social worlds, and was at +once the most cynical of Don Juans and the most unworldly of Don +Quixotes. He was a devoted and grateful friend, and a contemptuous but +not unforgetful enemy. + +It was not since his celebrity that Edith had first met him; she had +known him intimately all her life. From her earliest childhood she had, +so to speak, been brought up on Landi; on Landi's music and Landi's +views of life. He had been her mother's music teacher soon after he +first made a name in London; and long before he was the star whose +singing or accompanying was a rare favour, and whose presence gave a +cachet to any entertainment. + +How many poor Italians--yes, and many people of other nationalities--had +reason to bless his acquaintance! How kind, how warm-hearted, how +foolishly extravagant on others was Landi! His brilliant cleverness, +which made him received almost as an Englishman among English people, +was not, however, the cleverness of the _arriviste_. Although he had +succeeded, and success was his object, no one could be less +self-interested, less pushing, less scheming. In many things he was a +child. He would as soon dine at Pagani's with a poor sculptor, or a poor +and plain woman who was struggling to give lessons in Italian, as with +the most brilliant hostess in London. And he always found fashion and +ceremony a bore. He was so great a favourite in England that he had been +given that most English of titles, a knighthood, just as though he were +very rich, or political, or a popular actor. In a childish way it amused +him, and he was pleased with it. But though he was remarkable for his +courtly tact, he loved most of all to be absolutely free and Bohemian, +to be quite natural among really sympathetic, witty, or beautiful +friends. He liked to say what he thought, to go where he wished, and to +make love when he chose, not when other people chose. He had long been a +man with an assured position, but he had changed little since he was +twenty-one, and arrived from Naples with only his talent, his bright +blue eyes, his fair complexion, his small, dignified figure and his +daring humour. Yet the music he wrote indicated his sensitive and deeply +feeling nature, and though his conversation could hardly be called other +than cynical, nor his jokes puritanical, there was always in him a vein +of genuine--not sentimental, but perhaps romantic--love and admiration +for everything good; good in music, good in art, good in character. He +laid down no rules of what was good. 'Tout savoir c'est tout pardonner' +was perhaps his motto. But he was very unexpected; that was one of his +charms. He would pass over the most extraordinary things--envious +slights, small injuries, things another man would never forgive. On the +other hand, he retained a bitter memory, not at all without its +inclination for repayment, for other trifles that many would disregard. + + * * * * * + +Ever since she was a child Edith had been his special favourite. He +loved the privilege of calling her Edith, of listening to her +confidences, of treating her with loving familiarity. It was a joke +between them that, while he used formerly to say, 'Cette enfant! Je l'ai +vue en jupe courte, vous savez!' he had gradually reached the point of +declaring, 'Je l'ai vue naître!' almost with tears in his eyes. + +This explains why Landi was the only creature to whom Edith could tell +everything, and did. Must not all nice people have a confidant? And no +girl or woman friend--much as they might like her, and she them--could +ever take the place of Landi, the wise and ever-sympathetic. + +There was something in his mental attitude that was not unfeminine, +direct and assertive as he was. He had what is generally known as +feminine intuition, a quality perhaps even rarer in women than in men. + + * * * * * + +Tonight the persistently hospitable Mrs Mitchell had a large party. +Dressed in grey, she was receiving her guests in the big room on the +ground floor, and tactfully directing the conversation of a crowd of +various and more or less interesting persons. + +It was one of those parties that had been described as a Russian Salad, +where one ran an equal risk--or took an equal chance--of being taken to +dinner by Charlie Chaplin or Winston Churchill, and where society and +the stage were equally well represented. Young officers on leave and a +few pretty girls filled the vacancies. + +As Bruce, Edith and Madame Frabelle came in together, Landi went +straight to Edith's side. + +Looking at her through his eyeglass, he said, as if to himself, in an +anxious tone: + +'Elle a quelquechose, cette enfant; oui, elle a quelquechose,' and as +the last guest had not arrived he sat down thoughtfully by her on the +small sofa. + +'Yes, Landi, there is something the matter. I'm longing to tell you +about it. I want your advice,' said Edith, smiling. + +'Tout se sait; tout se fait; tout s'arrange,' sententiously remarked +Landi, who was not above talking oracular commonplaces at times. + +'Oh, it isn't one of those things, Landi.' + +'Not? Are you sure? Don't be sad, Edith. Be cheerful. Tiens! Tiens! +Tiens! How excited you are,' he went on, as she looked at him with +perfect composure. + +'You will think I have reason to be excited when I tell you.' + +He smiled in an experienced way. + +'I'll sit next to you at dinner and you shall tell me everything. Tiens! +La vieille qui voit double!' He bowed politely as Madame Frabelle +came up. + +'Dear Sir Tito, _what_ a pleasure to see you again! Your lovely songs +have been ringing in my ears ever since I heard them!' + +'Where did you hear them? On a piano-organ?' he asked. + +'You're too bad! Isn't he naughty? No, when you sang here last.' + +Mr Mitchell came up, and Madame Frabelle turned away. + +'Dieu merci! La pauvre! Elle me donne sur les nerfs ce soir,' said +Landi. 'I shall sit next to you whether the cards are placed so or not, +Edith, and you'll tell me everything between the soup and the ices.' + +'I will indeed.' + +'Madame Meetchel,' he said, looking round through his eyeglass, 'is sure +to have given you a handsome young man, someone who ought to drive Bruce +wild with jealousy, but doesn't, or ... or ...' + +'Or some fly-blown celebrity.' + +'Sans doute!' + +The door opened and the last guest appeared. It was young Coniston (in +khaki), who was invariably asked when there was to be music. He was +so useful. + +He approached Landi at once. + +'Ah, cher maître, quel plaisir!' he said with his South Kensington +accent and his Oxford manner. (He had been a Cambridge man.) + +'C'est vrai?' asked Landi, who had his own way of dismissing a person in +a friendly way. + +Coniston began talking to him of a song. Landi waved him off and went up +to Mrs Mitchell, said something which made her laugh and blush and try +to hit him with her fan--the fan, the assault and the manner were all +out of date, but Mrs Mitchell made no pretence at going with the +times--and his object was gained. + + * * * * * + +Sir Tito took Edith in to dinner. + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +As they found their places at the long table (Sir Tito had exchanged +cards, as though he meant to fight a duel with Edith's destined partner) +of course the two turned their backs to one another. On her other side +was Mr Mitchell. When Madame Frabelle noticed this, she gave Edith an +arch shake of the head, and made a curious warning movement with her +hand. Edith smiled at her in astonishment. She had utterly forgotten her +friend's fancy about the imaginary intrigue supposed to be going on +between her and Mr Mitchell, and she wondered what the gesture meant. +Sir Tito also saw it, and, turning round to Edith, said in a low voice: + +'Qu'est-ce-qu'elle a, la vieille?' + +'I really don't know. I never understand signs. I've forgotten the code, +I suppose!' + +Mr Mitchell, after a word to the person he had taken down, gladly turned +to Edith. He always complained that the host was obliged to sit between +the oldest and the most boring guests. It was unusual for him to have so +pretty a neighbour as Edith. But he was a collector: his joy was to see +a heterogeneous mass of people, eating and laughing at his table. For +his wife there were a few social people, for him the Bohemians, and +always the younger guests. + +'Not bad--not bad, is it?' he said, looking critically round down the +two sides of the table, while his kind pink face beamed with +hospitable joy. + +'You've got a delightful party tonight.' + +'What I always say is,' said Mr Mitchell; 'let them enjoy themselves! +Dash it, I hate etiquette.' He lowered his voice. 'Bruce is looking +pretty blooming. Not so many illnesses lately has he?' + +'Not when he's at home,' said Edith. + +'Ah! At the F O the dear fellow does, I'm afraid, suffer a good deal from +nerves,' said Mr Mitchell, especially towards the end of the day. About +four o'clock, I mean, you know! You know old Bruce! Good sort he is. I +see he hasn't got the woman I meant him to sit next to, somehow or +other. I see he's next to Miss Coniston.' + +'Oh, he likes her.' + +'Good, good. Thought she was a bit too artistic, and high-browed, as the +Americans say, for him. But now he's used to that sort of thing, isn't +he? Madame Frabelle, eh? Wonderful woman. No soup, Edith: why not?' + +'It makes me silent,' said Edith; 'and I like to talk.' + +Mitchell laughed loudly. 'Ha ha! Champagne for Mrs Ottley. What are you +about?' He looked up reprovingly at the servant. Mr Mitchell was the +sort of man who never knows, after twenty years' intimate friendship, +whether a person takes sugar or not. + +Edith allowed the man to fill her glass. She knew it depressed Mr +Mitchell to see people drinking water. So she only did it +surreptitiously, and as her glass was always full, because she never +drank from it, Mr Mitchell was happy. + +A very loud feminine laugh was heard. + +'That's Miss Radford,' said Mr Mitchell. 'That's how she always goes on. +She's always laughing. She was immensely charmed with you the day she +called on you with my wife.' + +'Was she?' said Edith, who remembered she herself had been out on that +occasion. + +'Tremendously. I can't remember what she said: I think it was how clever +you were.' + +'She saw Madame Frabelle. I wasn't at home.' + +'Ha ha! Good, very good!' Mr Mitchell turned to his other neighbour. + +'Eh bien,' said Sir Tito, who was waiting his opportunity. 'Commence!' + +At once Edith began murmuring in a low voice her story of herself and +Aylmer, and related today's conversation in Jermyn Street. + +Sir Tito nodded his head occasionally. When he listened most intently, +he appeared to be looking round the table at other people. He lifted a +glass of champagne and bowed over it to Mrs Mitchell; then he put his +hand to his lips and blew a kiss. + +'Who's that for?' Edith asked, interrupting herself. + +'C'est pour la vieille.' + +'Madame Frabelle! Why do you kiss your hand to her?' + +'To keep her quiet. Look at her: she's so impressed, and thinks it so +wicked, that she's blushing and uncomfortable. I've a splendid way, +Edith (pardon), of silencing all these elderly ladies who make love to +me. I don't say "Ferme!" I'm polite to them.' + +Edith laughed. Sir Tito was not offended. + +'Yes, you needn't laugh, my dear child. I'm not old enough yet pour les +jeunes; at any rate, if I am they don't know it. I'm still pursued by +the upper middle-age class, with gratitude for favours to come (as +they think).' + +'Well, what's your plan?' + +He giggled. + +'I tell Madame Frabelle, Madame Meetchel, Lady Everard--first, that they +have beautiful lips; then, that I can't look at them without longing to +kiss them. Lady Everard, after I said that, kept her hand before her +face the whole evening, so as not to distract me, and drive me mad. +Consequently she couldn't talk.' + +'Do they really believe you?' + +'Evidemment!... I wonder,' he continued mischievously, as he refused +wine, 'whether Madame Frabelle will confess to you tonight about my +passion for her, or whether she will keep it to herself?' + +'I dare say she'll tell me. At least she'll ask me if I think so or +not.' + +'Si elle te demande, tu diras que tu n'en sais rien! Well, I think....' + +'What?' + +'You must wait. Wait and see. Really, it's impossible, my dear child, +for you to accept an invitation for an elopement as if it were a +luncheon-party. Not only that, it's good for Aylmer to be kept in doubt. +Excellent for his health.' + +'Really?' + +'When I say his health, I mean the health and strength of his love for +you. You must vacillate, Edith. Souvent femme varie. You sit on the +fence, n'est-ce-pas? Well, offer the fence to him. But, take it away +before he sits down. Voilà!' + +Edith laughed. 'But then this girl, Miss Clay, she's always there. And I +like her.' + +'What is her nationality?' + +'How funny you should ask that! I think she must be of Spanish descent. +She's so quiet, so religious, and has a very dark complexion. And yet +wonderful light blue eyes.' + +'Quelle histoire! Qu'est-ce-que ça fait?' + +'The poor girl is mad about Aylmer. He doesn't seem to know it, but he +makes her worse by his indifference,' Edith said. + +'Why aren't you jealous of her, ma chère? No, I won't ask you that--the +answer is obvious.' + +'I mean this, that if I can't ever do what he wishes, I feel she could +make him happy; and I could bear it if she did.' + +'Spanish?' said Landi, as if to himself. 'Olé! olé! Does she use the +castanets, and wear a mantilla instead of a cap?' + +'How frivolous and silly you are. No, of course not. She looks quite +English, in fact particularly so.' + +'And yet you insist she's Spanish! Well, my advice is this. If he has a +secret alliance with Spain, you should assume the Balkan attitude.' + +'Good gracious! What's that?' + +'We're talking politics,' said Landi, across the table. 'Politics, and +geography! Fancy, Meetchel, Mrs Ottley doesn't know anything about +the Balkans!' + +'Ha, very good,' said Mitchell. 'Capital. What a fellow you are!' He +gave his hearty, clubbable laugh. Mr Mitchell belonged to an +exceptionally large number of clubs and was a favourite at all. His +laugh was the chief cause of his popularity there. + +'Il est fou,' said Landi quietly to Edith. 'Quel monde! I don't think +there are half-a-dozen sane people at this table.' + +'Oh, Landi!' + +'And if there are, they shouldn't by rights be admitted into decent +society. But the dear Meetchels don't know that; it's not public. I +adore them both,' he went on, changing his satirical tone, and again +apparently drinking the health of Mrs Mitchell, who waved her hand +coquettishly from the end of the long table. + +'Now listen, my child. Don't see Aylmer for a little while.' + +'He wants me to take him out for a drive.' + +'Take him for a drive. But not this week. How Madame Frabelle loves +Bruce!' he went on, watching her. + +'Really, Landi, I assure you you're occasionally as mistaken as she is. +And she thinks I'm in love with our host.' + +'That's because _elle voit double_. I don't.' + +'What makes you think....' + +'I read between the lines, my dear--between the lines on Madame +Frabelle's face.' + +'She hasn't any.' + +'Oh, go along,' said Landi, who sometimes broke into peculiar English +which he thought was modern slang. Raising his voice, he said: 'The +dinner is _exquis--exquis_,' so that Mr Mitchell could hear. + +'I can't help noting what you've eaten tonight, Landi, though I don't +usually observe these things,' Edith said. 'You've had half-a-tomato, a +small piece of vegetable marrow, and a sip of claret. Aren't you going +to eat anything more?' + +'Not much more. I look forward to my coffee and my cigar. Oh, how I look +forward to it!' + +'You know very well, Landi, they let you smoke cigarettes between the +courses, if you like.' + +'It would be better than nothing. We'll see presently.' + +'Might I inquire if you live on cigars and coffee?' + +'No,' he answered satirically; 'I live on eau sucré. And porreege. I'm +Scotch.' + +'I can't talk to you if you're so silly.' + +'You'll tell me the important part on the little sofa upstairs in the +salon,' he said. 'After dinner. Tonight, here, somehow, the food and the +faces distract one--unless one is making an acquaintance. I know you too +well to talk at dinner.' + +'Quite true. I ought to take time to think then.' + +'There's no hurry. Good heavens! the man has waited four years; he can +wait another week. Quelle idée!' + +'He's going back,' said Edith, 'as soon as he's well. He wants me to +promise before he goes.' + +'Does he! You remind me of the man who said to his wife: "Good-bye, my +dear, I'm off to the Thirty Years' War." It's all right, Edith. We'll +find a solution, I have no fears.' + +She turned to Mr Mitchell. + + * * * * * + +The rest of the evening passed pleasantly. Alone with the women, Madame +Frabelle was the centre of an admiring circle, as she lectured on 'dress +and economy in war-time,' and how to manage a house on next to nothing a +year. All the ladies gasped with admiration. Edith especially was +impressed; because the fact that Madame Frabelle was a guest, and was +managing nothing, did not prevent her talking as if she had any amount +of experience on the subject, although, by her own showing she had been +staying at hotels ever since the war began, except the last weeks she +had spent with the Ottleys. + +The men soon joined them. + +A group of war valetudinarians, amongst whom Bruce was not the least +emphatic, told each other their symptoms in a quiet corner. They +described their strange shiverings down the spine; the curious fits of +hunger that came on before meals; the dislike to crossing the road when +there was an accident; the inability to sleep, sometimes taking the form +of complete insomnia for as much as twenty minutes in the early morning. +They pitied each other cordially, though neither listened to the other's +symptoms, except in exchange for sympathy with their own. + +'The war has got on my nerves; I can't think of anything else,' Bruce +said. 'It's an _idée fixe_. I pant for the morning when the newspaper's +due, and then I can't look at it! Not even a glance! Odd, isn't it?' + +The Rev. Byrne Fraser, who gave his wife great and constant anxiety by +his fantasies, related how he had curious dreams--the distressing part +of which was that they never came true--about the death of relatives at +the front. Another man also had morbid fancies on the subject of the +casualty list, and had had to go and stay at a farm so as to 'get right +away from it all'. But he soon left, as he had found, to his great +disappointment, that his companions there were not intellectual, and +could not even talk politics or discuss literature. And yet they went in +(or so he had heard) for 'intensive culture'!... + +Presently Sir Tito played his Italian march. The musical portion of the +party, and the unmusical alike, joined in the chorus. Then the party +received a welcome addition. Valdez, the great composer, who had written +many successful operas and had lived so much abroad that he cared now +for nothing but British music, looked in after a patriotic concert given +in order to help the unengaged professionals. Always loyal to old +friends, he had deserted royalty itself tonight to greet Mrs. Mitchell +and was persuaded by adoring ladies to sing his celebrated old song, +'After Several Years.' It pleased and thrilled the audience even more +than Landi's 'Adieu Hiver'. Indeed, tonight it was Valdez who was the +success of the evening. Middle-aged ladies who had loved him for years +loved him now more than ever. Young girls who saw him now for the first +time fell in love, just as their mothers had done, with his splendid +black eyes and commanding presence, and secretly longed to stroke at +least every seventh wave of his abundant hair. When Edith assured him +that his curls were 'like a flock of goats on Mount Gilead' he laughed, +declared he was much flattered at the comparison, and kissed her hand +with courtly grace. + +Young Mr. Cricker, who came because he wasn't asked, insisted on dancing +like Nijinsky because he was begged not to, but his leaps and bounds +were soon stopped by a few subalterns and very young officers on leave, +who insisted, with some fair partners, on dancing the Fox Trot to the +sound of a gramophone. + + * * * * * + +For a few moments on the little sofa Edith managed to convey the rest of +her confidence to Landi. She pointed out how hurried, how urgent, how +pressing it was to give an answer. + +'He wants a war elopement, I see,' said Landi. 'Mais ça ne se fait pas!' + +'Then what am I to say?' + +'Rien.' + +'But, Landi, you know I shan't really ever...' + +'Would it give you pleasure to see him married to the Spanish girl?' + +'She's not exactly Spanish--she only looks it. Don't laugh like that!' + +'I don't know why, but Spain seems always to remind me of something +ridiculous. Onions--or guitars.' + +'Well, I shouldn't mind her nearly so much as anyone else.' + +'You don't mind her,' said Landi. 'Vous savez qu'il ne l'épouse pas? +What would you dislike him to do most?' + +'I think I couldn't bear anyone else to take my place exactly,' admitted +Edith. + +'C'est ça! you don't want him to be in love with another married woman +with a husband like Bruce? Well, my dear, he won't. There is no other +husband like Bruce. + +Landi promised to consider the question, and she arranged to go and see +him at his studio before seeing Aylmer again. + + * * * * * + +As they went out of the house Miss Coniston ran after Madame Frabelle +and said eagerly: + +'Oh, do tell me again; you say _soupe à la vinaigre_ is marvellously +nourishing and economical. I can have it made for my brother at +our flat?' + +'Of course you can! It costs next to nothing.' + +Arthur Coniston came up. + +'And tastes like nothing on earth, I suppose?' he grumbled in his +sister's ear. 'You can't give me much less to eat than you do already.' + +'Oh, Arthur!' his sister said. 'Aren't you happy at home? I think you're +a pessimist.' + +'A pessimist!' cried Mitchell, who was following them into the hall. +'Oh, I hate pessimists! What's the latest definition of them? Ah, I +know; an optimist is a person who doesn't care what happens as long as +it doesn't happen to him.' + +'Yes,' said Edith quickly, 'and a pessimist is the person who lives with +the optimist.' + +'Dear, dear. I always thought the old joke was that an optimist looks +after the eyes, and a pessimist after the feet!' cried Madame Frabelle +as she fastened her cloak. + +'Why, then, he ought to go to a cheer-upadist!' said Mr Mitchell. And +they left him in roars of laughter. + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +Dulcie Clay, in her neat uniform of grey and white, with the scarlet +cross on the front of her apron, was sitting in the room she occupied +for the moment in Aylmer's house in Jermyn Street. It was known as 'the +second best bedroom'. As she was anxious not to behave as if she were a +guest, she used it as a kind of boudoir when she was not in attendance. + +It was charmingly furnished in the prim Chippendale style, a style +dainty, but not luxurious, that seemed peculiarly suited to Dulcie. + +She was in the window-seat--not with her feet up, no cushions behind +her. Unlike Edith, she was not the kind of woman who rested habitually; +she sat quite upright in the corner. A beautiful little mahogany table +was at her right, with a small electric lamp on it, and two books. One +of the books was her own choice, the other had been lent to her by +Aylmer. It was a volume of Bernard Shaw. She could make neither head nor +tail of it, and the prefaces, which she read with the greatest avidity, +perplexed her even more than the books themselves. Every now and then a +flash of lightning, in the form of some phrase she knew, illumined for a +second the darkness of the author's words. But soon she closed the thick +volume with the small print and returned to _The Daisy Chain_. + +Dulcie was barely one-and-twenty. She carried everywhere in her trunk a +volume called _The Wide, Wide World_. She was never weary of reading +this work with the comprehensive title; it reminded her of schooldays. +It was comforting, like a dressing-gown and slippers, like an old +friend. Whether she had ever thoroughly understood it may be doubted. If +any modern person nowadays were to dip into it, he would find it, +perhaps, more obscure than George Meredith at his darkest. Secretly +Dulcie loved best in the world, in the form of reading matter, the +feuilletons in the daily papers. There was something so exciting in that +way they have of stopping at a thrilling moment and leaving you the +whole day to think over what would come next, and the night to sleep +over it. She preferred that; she never concentrated her mind for long on +a story, or any work of the imagination. She was deeply interested in +her own life. She was more subjective than objective--though, perhaps, +she had never heard the words. Unconsciously she dealt with life only as +it related to herself. But this is almost universal with young girls who +have only just become conscious of themselves, and of their importance +in the world; have only just left the simple objectiveness of the child +who wants to look at the world, and have barely begun to feel what it is +to be an actor rather than a spectator. + +Not that any living being could be less selfish or vain, or less of an +egotist than Dulcie. If she saw things chiefly as they were related to +herself, it was because this problem of her life was rather an intricate +one. Her position was not sufficiently simple to suit her simple nature. + +Her mother, who had been of Spanish descent, had died young; her father +had married again. He was the sort of man who always married again, and +if his present wife, with whom he was rather in love, had passed away he +would have undoubtedly married a third time. Some men are born husbands; +they have a passion for domesticity, for a fireside, for a home. Yet, +curiously, these men very rarely stay at home. Apparently what they want +is to have a place to get away from. + +The new stepmother, who was young and rather pretty, was not unkind, but +was bored and indifferent to the little girl. Dulcie was sensitive; +since her father's second marriage she had always felt in the way. +Whether her stepmother was being charming to her husband, or to some +other man--she was always charming to somebody--Dulcie felt continually +that she was not wanted. Her father was kind and casual. He told +everyone what he believed, that his second wife was an ideal person to +bring up his little daughter. + +Therefore it came upon him as a surprise when she told him she was grown +up, and still more that she wished to leave home and be a nurse. Mrs. +Clay had made no objection; the girl rather depressed her, for she felt +she ought to like her more than she did, so she 'backed up' with +apparent good nature the great desire to go out and do something. + +Dulcie had inherited three hundred a year from her mother. Her father +had about the same amount of his own to live on. He believed that he +added to it by mild gambling, and perhaps by talking a good deal at his +club of how he had been born to make a fortune but had had no luck. His +second wife had no money. + +Dulcie, therefore, was entirely independent. No obstacles were placed in +her way--the particular form that her ambition took was suggested by the +war, but in any case she would have done something. She had taken the +usual means of getting into a hospital. + +Gentle, industrious, obedient and unselfish, she got on well. Her +prettiness gained her no enemies among the women as she was too serious +about her work at this time to make use of her beauty by attracting men. +Yet Dulcie was unusually feminine; she had a natural gift for nursing, +for housekeeping, for domesticity. She was not artistic and was as +indifferent to abstractions and to general ideas as the ideal average +woman. She was tactful, sweet, and, she had been called at school, +rather a doormat. Her appearance was distinguished and she was not at +all ordinary. It is far from ordinary, indeed it is very rare, to be the +ideal average woman. She took great interest in detail; she would lie +awake at night thinking about how she would go the next day to a certain +inexpensive shop to get a piece of ribbon for one part of her dress to +match a piece of ribbon in another part--neither of which would ever be +seen by any human being. + +Such men as she saw liked and admired her. Her gradual success led her +to being sent abroad to a military hospital. She inspired confidence, +not because she had initiative, but because one knew she would do +exactly as she was told, which is, in itself, a great quality. At +Boulogne she made the acquaintance at once of Aylmer, and of _the coup +de foudre_. She worshipped him at first sight. So she thought herself +fortunate when she was allowed to come back to London with him. Under +orders she continued her assiduous attention. Everyone said she was a +perfect nurse. + +Occasionally she went to see her father. He greeted her with warmth and +affection, and told her all about how, on account of racing being +stopped, he was gradually becoming a pauper. When she began telling him +of the events in which she was absorbed he answered by giving her news +of the prospects for the Cambridgeshire. In the little den in the house +in West Kensington, where he lived, she would come in and say in a +soft voice: + +'Papa dear, you know I shan't be able to stop much longer.' + +'Much longer where?' + +'Why, with my patient, Mr Ross--Mr Aylmer Ross.' + +'Shan't you? Mind you, my dear, there are two good three-year-olds that +are not to be sneezed at.' He shook his head solemnly. + +It had never occurred to Dulcie for a moment to sneeze at +three-year-olds. She hardly knew what they were. + +'But what do you advise for me, papa?' + +'My dear child, I can't advise. You can't select with any approach to +confidence between Buttercup and Beautiful Doll. Mind you, I'm very much +inclined to think that More Haste may win yet. Look how he ran in +August, when nobody knew anything about him!' + +'Yes, I know, papa, but--' + +She gave it up. + +'Go and see your mother, dear; go and ask her about it,' and he returned +to the racing intelligence. + +Strange that a man who had not enough to live on should think he could +add to his income by backing losers. Still, such was Mr Clay's view of +life. Besides, he was just going out; he was always just going out. + +She would then go and see her stepmother, who greeted her most +affectionately. + +Dulcie only kept half her little income for herself at present, a +considerable advantage to a woman like Mrs Clay, who declared she was +'expected to dress up to a certain standard, though, of course, simply +during war-time.' She would kiss the girl and drag her up to her bedroom +to show her a new coat and skirt, or send the general servant up to +bring down the marvellously cheap little tea-gown that had just +come home. + +Both her parents, it will be seen, were ready enough to talk to her, but +they were not prepared to listen. All the warmth and affection that she +had in her nature very naturally was concentrated on her patient. + +Dulcie now sat in the window-seat, wondering what to do. She was sadly +thinking what would happen when the time came for her to leave. + +In her mind she knew perfectly well that what several people had said +was true: the profession she had chosen was too arduous for her physical +strength. Besides, now she could not bear the idea of nursing anyone +else after Aylmer. She was trying to make up her mind to take something +else--and she could not think what. + +A girl like Dulcie Clay, who has studied only one thing really +thoroughly, could be fitted only to be a companion either to children, +whom she adored, or to some tedious elderly lady with fads. She knew she +would not do for a secretary; she had not the education nor the gift +for it. + +The thought of going back to the stepmother who showed so clearly her +satisfaction and high spirits in having got rid of her, and of being +again the unwanted third in the little house in West Kensington, was +quite unbearable. + +She had told much of her position to Edith, who was so sympathetic and +clever. It would have been a dream of hers, a secret dream, to teach +Edith's little girl, whom she had once seen, and loved. Yet that would +have been in some ways rather difficult. As she looked out of the +window, darkened with fog, she sighed. If she had been the governess at +Edith's house, she would be constantly seeing Aylmer. She knew, of +course, all about Aylmer's passion. It would certainly be better than +nothing to see him sometimes. But the position would have been painful. +Also, she disliked Bruce. He had given her one or two looks that seemed +rather to demand admiration than to express it; he had been so kind as +to give her a few hints on nursing; how to look after a convalescent; +and had been exceedingly frank and kind in confiding to her his own +symptoms. As she was a hospital nurse, it seemed to him natural to talk +rather of his own indisposition than on any other subject. Dulcie was +rather highly strung, and Bruce got terribly on her nerves; she +marvelled at Edith's patience. But then Edith.... No, she could not go +to the Ottleys. + +Her other gift--a beautiful soprano voice--also was of hardly any use to +her, as she was now placed. When she sang she expressed herself more +completely than at any other time, but that also she had not been taught +thoroughly; she had been taught nothing thoroughly. + +A companion! Though she had not absolutely to earn her living, and kept +only half of her little inheritance for herself, what was to become of +her? Well, she wouldn't think about it any more that day. At any rate +Aylmer talked as though she was to remain some time longer. + +When he had returned suddenly to the house in Jermyn Street, a relative +had hastily obtained for him the necessary servants; his former valet +was at the front; they were all new to him and to his ways, and he had +no housekeeper. Dulcie did the housekeeping--could she take that place +in his house? No, she knew that she was too young, and everyone else +would have said she was too pretty. Only as a nurse would it be correct +for her to be his companion. + +And from fear of embarrassing him she was hardly ever with him alone. +She thought he was abrupt, more cool to her since their return, and +guessed the reason; it was for fear of compromising her. How angelic of +him; what a wonderful man--how fortunate his first wife must have been. +And the boy, Teddy--the charming boy so like his father, whom she had +only seen for a day or two before he left to go out. Teddy's presence +would help to make it more difficult for her to remain. + +In that very short time the boy had distinctly shown her by his marked +attention how much he admired her. He thought her lovely. He was devoted +to music and she had sung to him. + +Aylmer also liked music, but apparently did not care to hear her sing. +On the occasion that she did, it seemed to irritate him. Indeed, she +knew she was merely the most amateurish of musicians, and could just +accompany herself in a few songs, though the voice itself was a rare +gift.... How perfect Aylmer had been!... There was a sharp ring. She +closed the book, turned out the little electric lamp and went +downstairs. + +She was looking ideally pretty in the becoming uniform, but uniforms are +always becoming, whatever the uniforms or the people may be. The reason +of this is too obscure to fathom. One would say that to dress to suit +oneself would be more becoming to men and women. Yet, in fact, the +limitation and the want of variety in this sort of dress had a singular +attraction. However, if she had chosen it to suit her, nothing could +have been more becoming. The severity of the form, the dull colour, +relieved by the large scarlet cross, showed off to the greatest +advantage her dense dark hair, her Madonna-like face and the slim yet +not angular lines of her figure. Dulcie's beauty was of a kind that is +thrown into relief by excessive plainness of dress. + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +As she came in, Aylmer looked at her with more observation than usual, +and he acknowledged to himself that she was pretty--remarkably pretty, +quite a picture, as people say, and he liked her, as one likes a +confidante, a reliable friend. He trusted her, remembering how he had +given himself away to her that dreadful day in the Boulogne hospital.... +And she had another quality that pleased him immensely; she was neither +coquettish nor affected, but simple and serious. She appeared to think +solely of her duties, and in Aylmer's opinion that was just what a nurse +should do. + + * * * * * + +But Edith's remark that Dulcie was madly in love with him had made a +certain impression on his mind. Indeed, everything Edith said, even a +merely trivial observation, was of importance to Aylmer. Edith wouldn't +have said that unless she meant it. If it was true, did it matter? +Aylmer was very free from vanity and masculine coquetry. He had a good +deal of pride and great self-respect. Like almost every human being who +is superior to the average, he didn't think ill of himself; there were +things that he was proud of. He was proud, secretly, of having gone into +the army and of having been wounded. It made him feel he was not on the +shelf, not useless and superannuated. He took a certain pride also in +his judgement, his excellent judgement on pictures and literature. +Perhaps, even, having been a spoilt only child, he was privately proud +of some of his faults. He knew he was extravagant and impatient. The +best of everything was barely good enough for Aylmer. Long before he +inherited the property that had come to him a year ago he had never been +the sort of young man who would manage on little; who would, for +example, go to the gallery by Underground or omnibus to see a play or to +the opera. He required comfort, elbow-room, ease. For that reason he had +worked really hard at the Bar so as to have enough money to live +according to his ideas. Not that he took any special interest in the +Bar. His ideal had always been--if it could be combined--to be either a +soldier or a man of leisure, devoted to sport, literature and art. + +Now he had asserted himself as a soldier, and he meant to go back. But +he looked forward to leisure to enjoy and indulge his favourite tastes, +if possible, with the only woman he had ever been deeply in love with. + +He was particularly attractive to women, who liked his strong will and +depth of feeling, his assertive manner and that feeling of trust that he +inspired. Women always know when a man will not treat them badly. +Teddy's mother, his first wife, he had really married out of pity. + +When she died everyone regarded it as a tragedy except himself. He still +worshipped his mother, whose little miniature he kept always by him, and +he had always fancied that Edith resembled her. This was simply an _idée +d'amoureux_, for there was no resemblance. His mother, according to the +miniature, had the dark hair and innocent expression that were the +fashion at the time, while Edith was fair, with rather dark eyebrows, +grey eyes and the mouth and chin characteristic of Burne-Jones's and +Rossetti's pictures. But though she might be in appearance a +Burne-Jones, she was very modern. His favourite little photograph of her +that he had shown, in his moment of despair, to Dulcie, showed a +charming face, sensuous yet thoughtful, under a large hat. She had fur +up to her chin, and was holding a muff; it was a snapshot taken the +winter before they had parted. + +Aylmer worshipped these two women: his dead mother and the living woman +whom he had never given up entirely. How unlike were both the types to +Dulcie Clay, with her waved Madonna hair, dark skin, large, clear blue +eyes, softened by eyelashes of extraordinary length. Her chin was very +small, her mouth fine, rather thin; she had a pathetic expression; one +could imagine her attending, helping, nursing, holding a child in her +arms, but not his intellectual equal, guiding and directing like his +mother; and without the social brilliance and charm of Edith. + + * * * * * + +Seeing him looking at her with a long, observant look, Dulcie became +nervous and trembled slightly. She waited for him to speak. + +'Come here, Miss Clay. I want to speak to you.' + +Instantly she sat down by him. + +'I wanted to say--you've been most awfully kind to me.' + +Dulcie murmured something. + +'I'm nearly well now--aren't I?' + +'Dr Wood says you can go out driving next week.' + +'Yes; but I don't mean that. I mean, I'm well in myself?' + +He spoke quickly, almost impatiently. + +'The doctor says you're still suffering from nervous shock;' she +answered in a toneless voice, professionally. + +'Still, very soon I shan't need any attendance that a valet or a +housekeeper couldn't give me, shall I?' + +'No, I suppose not.' + +'Well, my dear Miss Clay--of course, I shall hate you to go,' he said +politely, 'but don't you think we ought to be thinking--' + +He stopped. + +She answered: + +'Of course I'll go whenever you and Dr Wood think it right.' + +'You see,' he went on, 'I know I shall need a housekeeper, especially +when Teddy comes back. He's coming back on leave next week'--Aylmer +glanced at the telegram in his hand--'and, well--' + +'You don't think I could--' + +'Of course you would make a splendid housekeeper,' he laughed. 'You are +already, but--' + +She didn't wish to make him uncomfortable. Evidently he was thinking +what she knew herself. But she was so reluctant to go. + +'Don't you think I could remain here for a little while?' she said +modestly. 'To do the housekeeping and be useful? You see, I've nowhere +to go really.' + +'But, my dear girl, excuse me, don't you see you're rather too--young. +It would be selfish of me to let you.' + +He wished to say that it would be compromising, but a certain +consciousness prevented his saying it. He felt he would be ridiculous if +he put it into words. + +'Just as you like. How soon do you think I ought to go?' + +Though she tried not to show it, there was a look almost of despair in +her face. Her eyes looked startled, as if trying not to shed tears. + +He was very sorry for her, but tried to hide it by a cool and impatient +manner. + +'Well, shall we say in about a fortnight?' + +'Certainly.' She looked down. + +'I shall miss you awfully,' he said, speaking more quickly than usual to +get it over. + +She gave a very small smile. + +'Er--and then may I ask what you're thinking of doing next?' + +'That was just what I was thinking about,' she answered rather naïvely. +'There are so few things I can do.' + +Then fearing this sentence sounded like begging to remain, she hastily +added: + +'And of course if I don't go home I might be a companion or look after +children.' + +'I wonder if Mrs Ottley--' began Aylmer. 'She has a dear little girl, +and I've heard her say she would soon want someone.' + +'Dilly?' said Dulcie, with a slight smile. + +'Yes, Dilly.' + +There was a moment of intense awkwardness between them. + +Then Dulcie said: + +'I'm afraid that wouldn't quite do. I'm not clever enough.' + +'Oh, rot. You know enough for a child like that. I shall speak to Mrs +Ottley about it.' + +'It's very, very kind of you, but I would rather not. I think I shall +try to be a companion.' + +'What's the name of that woman,' Aylmer said good-naturedly, 'that Irish +woman, wife of one of the Cabinet Ministers, who came to the hospital at +Boulogne and wanted to have lessons?' + +'Lady Conroy,' Dulcie answered. + +'Yes, Lady Conroy. Supposing that she needed a secretary or companion, +would you dislike that?' + +'Oh, no, I should like it very much.' + +'Right. I'll get Mrs Ottley to speak to her about it. She said she was +coming to London, didn't she?' + +'Yes. I got to know her fairly well,' said Dulcie. 'She's very +charming.' + +'She's celebrated for her bad memory,' Aylmer said, with a smile. + +'She declares she forgets her own name sometimes. Once she got into a +taxi and told the man to drive home. When he asked where that was, she +said it was his business to know. She had forgotten her address.' + +They both laughed. + +'I'll go tomorrow,' said Dulcie, 'and see my stepmother, if you don't +want me in the afternoon. Or, perhaps, the day you go for a drive would +be better.' + +'Tell me, Miss Clay, aren't you happy at home?' + +'Oh, it isn't that. They don't want me. I'm in the way. You see, they've +got used to my being out of the house.' + +'But, excuse me--you don't earn your own living really?' + +'No, that isn't really necessary. But I don't want to live at home.' + +Her face showed such a decided distaste to the idea that he said no +more. + +'You're looking very well today,' Dulcie said. + +He sighed. 'I feel rather rotten. I can't read, can't settle to +anything.' + +She looked at him sympathetically. He felt impelled to go on. + +'I'm a bit worried,' he continued. + +'About your son?' + +'No, not about him so much, though I wish he would get a flesh wound and +be sent back,' his father said, laughing. 'But about myself.' + +She looked at him in silence. + +'You know--what I told you.' + +She made no answer, looking away to give him time to speak. + +'I've made a suggestion,' he said slowly.... 'If it's accepted it'll +alter all my life. Of course I shall go out again. But still it will +alter my life.' + +Suddenly, overpowered by the longing for sympathy, he said to himself +aloud. + +'I wonder if there's a chance.' + +'I don't know what it is,' she murmured, but instinctively she had +guessed something of it. + +'I don't want to think about it any more at present.' + +'Shall I read to you?' + +'Yes, do.' + +She quietly arranged a pillow behind him and took up a newspaper. + +He often liked her to read to him; he never listened to a word of it, +but it was soothing. + +She had taken up 'This Morning's Gossip' from _The Daily Mail_, and she +began in the soft, low, distinct voice reading from The Rambler: + +'Lord Redesdale says that when Lord Haldane's scheme for a Territorial +Army was on foot he took it to the--' + +Aylmer stopped her. + +'No--not that' + +'Shall I read you a novel?' + +'I think I should like to hear some poetry today,' he answered. + +She had taken up a pretty, tiny little book that lay on his table, +called _Lyrists of the Restoration_, and began to read aloud: + +5165 + '_Phyllis is my only joy, + Faithless as the winds or seas, + Sometimes cunning, sometimes coy, + Yet she never fails to please_.' + +'Oh, please, stop,' Aylmer cried. + +She looked up. + +'It tinkles like an old-fashioned musical-box. Try another.' + +'What would you like?' she asked, smiling. + +He took up a French book and passed it to her. + +'You'll think I'm very changeable, but I should like this. Read me the +beginning of _La-Bos_.' + +And she began. + +He listened with his eyes closed, lulled by the curious technique, with +its constant repetitions and jewelled style, charmed altogether. She +read French fluently enough. + +'That's delightful,' he said, but he soon noticed she was stumbling over +the words. No, it was not suitable for her to read. He was obstinate, +however, and was determined she should read him something. + + * * * * * + +So they fell back on _Northanger Abbey_. + + + +CHAPTER XX + +Lady Conroy had arrived home in Carlton House Terrace, complaining of a +headache. She remained on the sofa in her sitting-room for about five +minutes, during which time she believed she had been dozing. In reality +she had been looking for her glasses, dropping her bag and ringing the +bell to send a servant for a handkerchief. + +She was a handsome woman of thirty-eight, with black hair turning a +little grey, grey Irish eyes and a wonderfully brilliant complexion. She +must have been a remarkably good-looking girl, but now, to her great +vexation, she was growing a little too fat. She varied between +treatments, which she scarcely began before she forgot them, and utter +indifference to her appearance, when she declared she was much happier, +letting herself go in loose gowns, and eating everything of which she +had deprived herself for a day or two for the sake of her figure. + +Lady Conroy had often compared herself to the old woman who lived in a +shoe, because of her large family. Her friends declared she didn't +remember how many children she had. She loved them, but there were +certainly weeks when she didn't see the younger ones, for she was +constantly absorbed in various different subjects. Besides, she spent +most of her life in looking for things. + +She was hopelessly careless and had no memory at all. + +Suddenly she glanced at the watch on her wrist, compared it with the +splendid Empire clock on the mantelpiece, and went with a bewildered +look to the telephone on her writing-desk. Having gone through a +considerable amount of torture by calling up the wrong number and +absently ringing off as soon as she had got the right one, she at last +found herself talking to Edith. + +'Oh, is that you, dear? How lucky to catch you! Yes.... Yes.... I came +back yesterday. Dying to see you. Can't you come round and see me? Oh, +you've got on your hat; you were just coming? Of course, I forgot! I +knew I had an appointment with someone! How soon will you be here?... +In a quarter of an hour? Good! Could you tell me the time, dear?... +Four o'clock, thanks. My watch is wrong, and they've never wound the +clock up all the time I've been away. Good-bye. Don't be long.... How +soon did you say you could come?... Oh, about a quarter of an hour! Do +hurry!... I say, I've something very particular to tell you. It's about... +Oh, I'm detaining you. Very well. I see. Au revoir.' + +As she waited for her visitor, Lady Conroy walked round the room. Nearly +everything on which she cast her eye reminded her of a different train +of thought, so that by the time Edith was announced by the footman she +had forgotten what she wanted to tell her. + +'How sweet you look, dear!' cried Lady Conroy, welcoming her most +affectionately. 'How dear of you to come. You can't think how I was +longing to see you. Can you tell me what day it is?' + +'Why, it's Thursday,' Edith said, laughing. 'Don't you remember? You +wired to me to come and see you today.' + +'Of course; so I did. But, surely, I didn't ask you to come on +Thursday?' + +'I assure you that you did.' + +'Fancy! How stupid of me! Thursday is my day at home. Dear, dear, dear. +I forgot to tell Standing; there will be no proper tea. Oh, I've brought +such a nice French maid--a perfect wonder. She knows everything. She +always knows what I want. One moment, dear; I'll ring for her and give +her orders. Wait a minute, though.' She took Edith's hand and patted it +affectionately. 'Nobody knows I've come back; it'll be all right. We +shan't have any visitors. I'm bursting with news to tell you.' + +'And I'm longing to hear what it is.' + +Lady Conroy's charming, animated face became blank. She frowned +slightly, and a vague look came into her eyes--the pathetic look of +someone who is trying to remember. + +'Wait a minute--what is it? Oh yes. You know that woman you introduced +me to at Dieppe?' + +'What woman?' + +'Don't you know, dear? Good heavens, it was you who introduced her--you +ought to know.' + +'Do you mean Madame Frabelle?' asked Edith, who was accustomed to Lady +Conroy, and could follow the drift of her mind. + +'Capital! That's it. How wonderful of you! Yes, Madame Frabelle. How do +you like her?' + +'Very much. But I didn't introduce her to you. You sent her to me.' + +'Did I? Well, it's very much the same. Look here, Edith dear. This is +what I want to ask you. I remember now. Oh, do you mind ringing the bell +for me? I must tell Marie about the tea, in case people call.' + +Edith obeyed. + +'You see, dear,' went on her hostess, 'I've undertaken a terrific number +of things--Belgian refugees, weekly knitting, hundreds of societies--all +sorts of war work. Well, you know how busy I am, even without all that, +don't you? Thank heaven the boys are at school, but there are the +children in the nursery, and I don't leave them--at least hardly +ever--to their nurse. I look after them myself--when I think of it. Oh, +they've grown such heavenly angels--too sweet! And how's your +pet, Dilly?' + +'Very well. But do go on.' + +'How right of you to keep me to the point, darling. That's where you're +such a comfort always. Do you mind passing me my glasses? Thanks.' + +She put them on and immediately took them off. She only needed them for +reading. + +'Oh yes. I wanted to consult you about something, Edith.' + +The footman came in. + +'Oh, Standing, send Marie to me at once.... Bother the man, how he keeps +worrying! Well, Edith dear, as I've got all this tremendous lot of work +to do, I've made up my mind, for the sake of my health, I simply must +have a sort of secretary or companion. You see?' + +'I quite see. You spoke of it before.' + +'Well, how do you think that woman you introduced to me, Madame +Frabelle--how do you think she would--? Oh, Marie, today's my day at +home; isn't it, Edith?' + +'Today is Thursday,' said Edith. + +'Thursday! Oh, my dear. Thursday's not my day at home. Well, anyhow, +never mind about that. What was I saying, Marie?' + +Marie remained respectfully waiting, with a tight French smile on her +intelligent face. + +'Oh, I know what it was. Marie, I want you to look after certain things +for me here--anyhow, at present. I want you to tell the cook that I want +tea at four o'clock. Oh no, it's half-past four--well, at five. And +there's something I particularly want for tea. What is it?' she asked, +looking at Edith. Immediately answering herself she said: 'I know, I +want muffins.' + +'Madame want "nuffing"?' said Marie. + +'No, no, no! Don't be so stupid. It's an English thing, Marie; you +wouldn't understand. Something I've forgotten to tell the cook about. +It's so cosy I always think in the winter in London. It always cheers me +up. You know, what is it?... I know--muffins--_muffins_!' she said the +word carefully to the French maid. + +Edith came to the rescue. + +'Tell the cook,' she said, 'for madame, that she wants some muffins for +tea.' + +'Oh, oui. Ah, oui, bien, madame. Merci, madame.' + +As the maid was going away Lady Conroy called out: + +'Oh, tell the cook it doesn't matter. I won't have them today.' + +'Bien, madame.' + +Edith was already in a somewhat hilarious mood. Lady Conroy didn't +irritate her; she amused her almost more than any friend she had. +Besides, once she could be got to concentrate on any one subject, nobody +was more entertaining. Edith's English humour delighted in her friend's +Irish wit. + +There was something singularly Irish in the way Lady Conroy managed to +make a kind of muddle and untidiness all round her, when she had been in +a room a minute or two. When she had entered the room, it was a +fine-looking apartment, rather sparsely furnished, with very little in +it, all severest First Empire style. There were a few old portraits on +striped pale green walls, and one large basket of hot-house flowers on a +small table. Yet, since her entrance, the room already looked as if +several people had been spending the week in it without tidying it up. +Almost mechanically Edith picked up her bag, books, newspaper, +cigarettes and the glasses. + +'Well, then, you don't think Madame Frabelle would do?' said Lady +Conroy. + +'My dear Lady Conroy, Madame Frabelle wouldn't dream of going as a +companion or secretary. You want a young girl. She's about fifteen years +older than you are and she's staying with me as my guest. I shouldn't +even suggest such a thing.' + +'Why not? It wouldn't be at all a hard place.' + +'No, I know. But she doesn't want a place. She's very well off, +remember.' + +'Good heavens, she can't have much to do then if she's only staying with +you,' said Lady Conroy. + +'Oh, she has plenty of engagements. No, I shouldn't advise Madame +Frabelle. But I do know of someone.' + +'Do you? Oh, darling Edith, how sweet of you. Oh, just ring the bell for +me, will you?' + +Edith rang. + +'I want to send for Marie, my maid, and tell her to order some muffins +for tea. I forgot to tell the cook.' + +'But you have already ordered and countermanded them.' + +'Oh, have I?--so I have! Never mind, don't ring. It doesn't matter. Who +do you know, dear?' + +Standing appeared in answer to the bell. + +'What do you want, Standing? You mustn't keep bothering and interrupting +me like this. Oh, tea? Yes, bring tea. And tell Marie I shan't want her +after all.' + +Lady Conroy leant back against her cushions and with a sigh went on: + +'You see, I'm in the most terrible muddle, dear Edith. I don't know +where to turn.' + +She turned to her writing-table and opened it. + +'Look at this, now,' she said rather triumphantly. 'This is all about my +war work. Oh no, it isn't. It's an advertisement from a washer-woman. +Gracious, ought I to keep it, do you think? No, I don't think I need.' + +She folded it up and put it carefully away again. + +'Don't you think yourself I need someone?' + +'Yes, I do. I think it would be very convenient for you to have a nice +girl with a good memory to keep your things in order.' + +'That's it,' cried Lady Conroy, delighted, as she lit a cigarette. +'That's it--someone who will prevent me dropping cigarette ash all over +the room and remember my engagements and help me with my war work and +write my letters and do the telephoning. That's all I shall want. Of +course, if she could do a little needlework--No, no, that wouldn't do. +You couldn't expect her to do brainwork as well as needlework.' + +Edith broke in. + +'Do you remember mentioning to me a girl you met at Boulogne--a nurse +called Dulcie Clay?' + +'Perfectly well,' answered Lady Conroy, puffing away at her cigarette, +and obviously not speaking the truth. + +Edith laughed. + +'No, my dear, you don't. But it doesn't matter. Well, this girl has been +nursing Mr Aylmer Ross, and he doesn't need her any more--at least he +won't after next week. Would you see her and judge for yourself? You +might try her.' + +'I'm sure I shall if I take her. I'm afraid I'm a trying person. I try +everyone dreadfully. Oh, by the way, Edith, I met such a perfect angel +coming over. He was a wounded soldier. He belongs to the Black Watch. +Doesn't the name Black Watch thrill you? He's in the Irish Guards, so, +of course, my heart went out to him.' + +'The Irish Guards as well?' + +'Oh no. That was another man.' + +She put her hand to her forehead. + +'I'm worrying you, dear, with my bad memory. I'm so sorry. Well, then, +you'll see Madame Frabelle for me?' + +'I will if you like, but not as a companion. It's Miss Clay.' + +'Miss Clay,' repeated Lady Conroy. 'Ah, here's tea. Do you take milk and +sugar. Edith?' + +'Let me pour it out,' said Edith, to whom it was maddening to see the +curious things Lady Conroy did with the tea-tray. She was pouring tea +into the sugar basin, looking up at Edith with the sweetest smile. + +'I can't stay long,' Edith went on. 'I'm very sorry, dear, but you +remember I told you I'm in a hurry.... I've an appointment at +Landi's studio.' + +'Landi? And who is that?' + +'You know him--the composer--Sir Tito.' + +'Oh, darling Sir Tito! Of course I do know him!' She smiled +reminiscently. 'Won't you have anything to eat, dear? Do have a muffin! +Oh, bother, there are none. I wonder how it is cook always forgets? Then +you're going to send Madame Frabelle to see me the day after tomorrow?' + +Edith took both her hands and shook them, laughing, as she stood up. + +'I will arrange to send Miss Clay to see you, and if you like her, if +you don't mind waiting about ten days or a fortnight, you might engage +her. It would be doing her a great kindness. She's not happy at home.' + +'Oh, poor girl!' + +'And she went as a nurse,' continued Edith, 'chiefly because she +couldn't think of anything else to do. She isn't really strong enough +for nursing.' + +'Isn't she? How sad, poor girl. It reminds me of a girl I met at +Boulogne. So pretty and nice. In very much the same position really. She +also wasn't happy at home--' + +'This is the same girl,' said Edith. 'You wrote to me about her.' + +'Did I? Good heavens, how extraordinary! What a memory you've got, +Edith. Well, then, she's sure to do.' + +'Still, you'd better have an interview,' said Edith. 'Don't trouble to +ring. I must fly, dear. We'll soon meet again.' + +Lady Conroy followed her to the door into the hall, pouring forth +questions, sympathy and cheerful communications about the charming young +man in the Black Watch. Just before Edith escaped her friend said: + +'Oh, by the by, I meant to ask you something. Who is Madame Frabelle?' + + + +CHAPTER XXI + +Sir Tito lived in a flat in Mayfair, on the second floor of a large +corner house. On the ground floor was his studio, which had two +entrances. The studio was a large, square, white room, containing a +little platform for pupils. A narrow shelf ran all the way round the +dado; this shelf was entirely filled with the most charming collection +of English and French china, little cottages, birds and figures. Above +the shelf was a picture-rail, which again was filled all the way round +with signed photographs of friends. Everything in the room was white, +even the piano was _laqué_ white, and the furniture, extremely luxurious +and comfortable, was in colour a pale and yet dull pink. A curtain +separated it from another smaller room, which again had a separate +entrance into the hall on the left, and, through a very small +dressing-room, led into the street on the right side. + +Sir Tito was waiting for Edith, spick, span and debonair as always +(although during the war he had discarded his buttonhole). He was +occupied, as he usually was in his leisure time, not in playing the +piano or composing, but--in making photograph frames! This was his +hobby, and people often said that he took more pleasure in the carving, +cutting out, gumming and sticking together of these objects than in +composing the melodies that were known and loved all over the world. + +As soon as Edith came in he showed her a tiny frame carved with +rosebuds. + +'Regarde,' he said, his eyes beaming. 'Voilà! C'est mignon, +n'est-ce-pas? On dirait un petit coeur! Ravissante, hein?' He gazed at +it lovingly. + +'Very sweet,' said Edith, laughing. 'Who is it for?' + +'Why, it's for your _mignonne_, Dilly. I've cut out a photograph of hers +in the shape of a heart. Gentil, n'est ce pas?' + +He showed it to her with childish pleasure. Then he put all traces of +the work carefully away in a drawer and drew Edith near to the fire. + +'I've just a quarter of an hour to give you,' said Sir Tito, suddenly +turning into a serious man of business. And, indeed, he always had many +appointments, not a few of which were on some subject connected with +love affairs. Like Aylmer, but in a different way, Sir Tito was always +being consulted, but, oddly enough, while it was the parents and +guardians usually who went to Aylmer, husbands worried about their +wives, mothers about their children; to the older man it was more +frequently the culprit or the confidant himself or herself who came to +confide and ask for help and advice. + +Edith said: + +'The dreadful thing I've to tell you, Landi, is that I've completely +changed.' + +'Comment?' + +'Yes. I'm in love with him all over again.' + +'C'est vrai?' + +'Yes. I don't know how and I don't know why. When he first made that +suggestion, it seemed wild--impossible. But the things he said--how +absolutely true it is. Landi, my life's been wasted, utterly wasted.' + +Landi said nothing. + +'I believe I was deceiving myself,' she went on. 'I've got so accustomed +to living this sort of half life I've become almost _abrutie_, as you +would say. I didn't realise how much I cared for him. Now I know I +always adored him.' + +'But you were quite contented.' + +'Because I made myself so; because I resolved to be satisfied. But, +after all, there's something in what he says, Landi. My life with Bruce +is only a makeshift. Nothing but tact, tact, tact. Oh, I'm so tired of +tact!' She sighed. 'It seems to me now really too hard that I should +again have such a great opportunity and should throw it away. You see, +it is an opportunity, if I love him--and I'm not deceiving myself now. +I'm in love with him. The more I think about it the more lovely it seems +to me. It would be an ideal life, Landi.' + +He was still silent. + +She continued: + +'You see, Aylmer knows so well how much the children are to me, and he +would never ask me to leave them. There's no question of my ever leaving +them. And Bruce wouldn't mind. Bruce would be only too thankful for me +to take them. And there's another thing--though I despised the idea at +the time, there's a good deal in it. I mean that Aylmer's well off, so I +should never be a burden. He would love to take the responsibility of us +all. I would leave my income to Bruce; he would be quite comfortable and +independent. Oh, he would take it. He might be a little cross, but it +wouldn't last, Landi. He would be better off. He'd find +somebody--someone who would look after him, perhaps, and make him quite +happy and comfortable. You're shocked?' + +'Ça ne m'étonne pas. It's the reaction,' said Landi, nodding. + +'How wonderful of you to understand! I haven't seen him again, you know. +I've just been thinking. In fact, I'm surprised at myself. But the more +I reflect on what he said, the more wonderful it seems.... Think how +he's cared for me all this time!' + +'Sans doute. You know that he adores you. But, Edith, it's all very +well--you put like that--but could you go through with it?' + +'I believe I could now,' she answered. 'I begin to long to. You see, I +mistook my own feelings, Landi; they seemed dulled. I thought I could +live without love--but why should I? What is it that's made me change +so? Why do I feel so frightened now at the idea of losing my happiness?' + +'C'est la guerre,' said Sir Tito. + +'The war? What has that to do with it?' + +'Everything. Unconsciously it affects people. Though you yourself are +not fighting, Aylmer has risked his life, and is going to risk it again. +This impresses you. To many temperaments things seem to matter less just +now. People are reckless.' + +'Is it that?' asked Edith. 'Perhaps it is. But I was so completely +deceived in myself.' + +'I always knew you could be in love with him,' said Landi. 'But wait a +moment, Edith--need the remedy be so violent? I don't ask you to live +without love. Why should a woman live without the very thing she was +created for? But you know you hate publicity--vulgar scandal. Nobody +loathes it as you do.' + +'It doesn't seem to matter now so much,' Edith said. + +'It's the war.' + +'Well, whatever's the cause, all I can tell you is that I'm beginning to +think I shall do it! I want to!... I can't bear to refuse again. I +haven't seen him since our talk. I changed gradually, alone, just +thinking. And then you say--' + +'Many people have love in their lives without a violent public scandal,' +he repeated. + +'Yes, I know. I understand what you mean. But I hate deceit, Landi. I +don't think I could lead a double life. And even if I would, he +wouldn't!' + +She spoke rather proudly. + +'Pauvre garçon!' said Sir Tito. 'Je l'admire.' + +'So do I,' said Edith. 'Aylmer's not a man who could shake hands with +Bruce and be friends and deceive him. And you know, before, when I +begged him to remain ... my friend ... he simply wouldn't. He always +said he despised the man who would accept the part of a tame cat. And he +doesn't believe in Platonic friendship: Aylmer's too honest, too _real_ +for that.' + +'But, Edith, oh, remember, before,' said Landi taking her hand, 'even +when Bruce ran away with another woman, you couldn't bear the idea +of divorce.' + +'I know. But I may have been wrong. Besides, I didn't care for him as I +do now. And I'm older now.' + +'Isn't this rather sudden, my dear?' + +'Only because I've let myself go--let myself be natural! Oh, _do_ +encourage me--give me strength, Landi! Don't let me be a coward! Think +if Aylmer goes out again and is killed, how miserable I should feel to +have refused him and disappointed him--for the second time!' + +'Wait a moment, Edith. Suppose, as you say, he goes out again and is +killed, and you _haven't_ disappointed him, what would your position +be then?' + +She couldn't answer. + +'How is it your conscientiousness with regard to Bruce doesn't come in +the way now? Why would it ruin him less now than formerly?' + +'Bruce doesn't seem to matter so much.' + +'Because he isn't fighting?' asked Sir Tito. + +'Oh no, Landi! I never thought of that. But you know he always imagines +himself ill, and he's quite all right really. He'll enjoy his grievance. +I _know_ he won't be unhappy. And he's older, and he's not tied to that +silly, mad girl he ran away with. And besides, I'm older. This is +probably _my_ last chance!' + +She looked at Landi imploringly, as if begging his permission. + +He answered calmly: 'Écoute, chérie. When do you see him again?' + +'I'm to take him for a drive tomorrow.' + +'My dear Edith, promise me one thing; don't undertake anything yet.' + +'But why not?' + +'You mustn't. This may be merely an impulse; you may change again. It +may be a passing mood.' + +'I don't think it is,' said Edith. 'Anyhow, it's my wish at present. +It's the result of thinking, remember--not of his persuasion.' + +'Go for a drive, but give him no hope yet.' He took both her hands. +'Make no promise, except to me. Don't I know you well? I doubt if you +could do it.' + +'Yes, I could! I could go through _anything_ if I were determined, and +if I had the children safe.' + +'Never mind that for the present. Live for the day. Will you promise me +that?' + +She hesitated for a moment. + +Then he said: + +'Really, dear, it's too serious to be impulsive about. Take time.' + +'Very well, Landi. I promise you that.' + +'Then we'll meet again afterwards and talk it over. I'll come and see +you.' + +'Very well. And mustn't I tell him anything? Not make him a little bit +happy?' + +'Tell him nothing. Be nice to him. Enjoy your drive. Put off all +decision at present.' + +He looked at her. Her eyes were sparkling, her colour, her expression +were deepened. She looked all animation, with more life than he had ever +seen in her.... Somehow the sight made his heart ache a little, a +very little. + +Poor girl! Of course she had been starving for love, and hidden the +longing under domestic interests, artistic, social, but human. But she +deserved real love, a real lover. She was so loyal, so true herself. + +'Tiens! You look like a lamp that has been lighted,' said Sir Tito, +chuckling a little to himself. 'Eh, bien!--and the pretty nurse? Does +she still dance the Cachuca? I know I'm old-fashioned, but it's +impossible for me not to associate everything Spanish with the +ridiculous. I think of guitars, mantillas, sombreros, or--what else is +it? Ah, I know--onions.' + +'She isn't even Spanish, really!' + +'Then why did you deceive me?' said Landi, a shade absently, with a +glance at his watch and another in the mirror. + +'She can't remain with Aylmer. She knows it herself. I'm trying to +arrange for her to become a companion for Lady Conroy.' + +He laughed. + +'You are more particular about her being chaperoned than you were last +week.' + +'Landi, Aylmer will never care for her. She's a dear, but he won't.' + +'Tu ne l'a pas revu? Lui--Aylmer?' + +'No, but he's written to me.' + +'Oh, for heaven's sake, my child, burn the letters! I daresay it won't +be difficult; they are probably all flames already.' + +'I did have one lovely letter,' said Edith. + +She took it out of her dress. He glanced at it. + +'Mon Dieu! To think that a pupil of mine drives about in a taxi-cab with +compromising letters in her pocket! Non, tu est folle, véritablement, +Edith.' + +To please him she threw it into the fire, after tearing a small blank +piece of the paper off, and putting this unwritten-on scrap back in the +bodice of her dress. As she hurried away, she again promised him not to +undertake anything, nor to allow Aylmer to overpower her prudent +intention during their drive. + +'What time do you start? I think I shall come too,' said Sir Tito, +pretending to look at his engagement-book. + +He burst out laughing at her expression. + +'Ah, I'm not wanted! Tiens! If you're not very careful _one_ person will +go with you, I can tell you. And that will be Madame Frabelle.' + +'No, she won't. Indeed not! It's the last day of Archie's holidays.' + +'He's coming with you?' + +'On the front seat, with the chauffeur,' said Edith. + +There was a ring at the bell. He lifted the curtain and caressingly but +firmly pushed her through into the other room. + + * * * * * + +Sir Tito had another appointment. + + + +CHAPTER XXII + +While this drama was taking place in the little house in Sloane Street, +Madame Frabelle, who lived for romance, and was always imagining it +where it didn't exist, was, of course, sublimely unconscious of its +presence. She had grown tired of her fancy about Edith and Mr Mitchell, +or she made herself believe that her influence had stopped it. But she +was beginning to think, much as she enjoyed her visit and delighted in +her surroundings, that it was almost time for her at least to _suggest_ +going away. + +She had made Edith's friends her own. She was devoted to Edith, fonder +of the children than anyone except their grandmother, and strangely, +considering she was a visitor who gave trouble, she was adored by the +servants and by everyone in the house, with the single exception +of Archie. + +She was carrying on a kind of half-religious flirtation with the Rev. +Byrne Fraser, who was gradually succeeding in making her very high +church. Sometimes she rose early and left the house mysteriously. She +went to Mass. There was a dreamy expression in her eyes when she came +back. A slight perfume of incense, instead of the lavender water that +she formerly affected, was now observable about her. + +She went to see the 'London Group' and the 'New English' with young +Coniston, who explained to her all he had learnt from Aylmer, a little +wrong; while she assured him that she knew nothing about pictures, but +she knew what she liked. + +She bought book-bindings from Miss Coniston, and showed her how to cook +macaroni and how to make cheap but unpalatable soup for her brother. And +she went to all the war concerts and bazaars got up by Valdez, to +meetings for the Serbians arranged by Mrs Mitchell and to Lady Conroy's +Knitting Society for the Refugees. She was a very busy woman. But it was +not these employments that were filling her mind as she sat in her own +room, looking seriously at herself in the glass. Something made her a +little preoccupied. + +She was beginning to fear that Bruce was getting too fond of her. + +The moment the idea occurred to her, it occurred to Bruce also. She had +a hypnotic effect on him; as soon as she thought of anything he thought +of it too. Something in her slight change of manner, her cautious way of +answering, and of rustling self-consciously out of the room when they +were left alone together, had this effect. Bruce was enchanted. Madame +Frabelle thought he was getting too fond of her! Then, he must be! +Perhaps he was. He certainly didn't like the idea at all of her going +away and changed the subject directly she mentioned it. He had always +thought her a very wonderful person. He was immensely impressed by her +universal knowledge and agreeable manners and general charm. Still, +Madame Frabelle was fifteen years older than Bruce, and Bruce himself +was no chicken. Although he was under forty, his ideal of himself was +that he liked only very young girls. This was not true. But as he +thought it was, it became very much the same thing. As a matter of fact, +only rather foolish girls were flattered at attentions from Bruce. +Married women preferred spirited bachelors, and attractive girls +preferred attractive boys. In fact, Bruce was not wanted socially, and +he felt a little bit out of it among the men through not being among the +fighters. The fact that he told everyone that he was not in khaki +because he was in consumption didn't seem to make him more interesting +to the general public. His neurotic heart bored his friends at the club. +In fact there was not a woman, even his mother, except Madame Frabelle, +who cared to listen to his symptoms. That she did so, and with sympathy, +was one of her attractions. + +But as long as she had listened to them in a sisterly, friendly way, he +regarded her only as a friend--a friend of whom he was very proud, and +whom he respected immensely. As has been said, she impressed him so much +that he did not know she bored him. When she began rustling out of the +room when they were left alone, and looking away, avoiding his eye when +he stared at her absently, things were different, and he began to feel +rather flattered. Of course it would be an infernal shame, and not the +act of a gentleman, to take advantage of one's position as a host by +making love to a fascinating guest. But there was so much sympathy +between them! It is only fair to say that the idea would never have +occurred to Bruce unless it had first occurred to Madame Frabelle. If a +distinguished-looking woman in violet velvet leaves the room five +minutes after she's left alone with one--even though she has grey +hair--it naturally shows that she thinks one is dangerous. The result of +it all was that when Bruce heard Edith was taking Aylmer for a drive, he +apologised very much indeed for not going with her. He said, frankly, +much as he liked Aylmer, wounded heroes were rather a bore. He hoped +Aylmer would forgive him. And Madame Frabelle had promised to take him +to the Oratory. She disapproved of his fancy of becoming a Catholic; she +was not one herself, though she was extremely high, and growing daily +higher, but the music at the Oratory on that particular day was very +wonderful, and they agreed to go there. And afterwards--well, afterwards +they might stroll home, or--go and have tea in Bond Street. + + * * * * * + +It was the last day of Archie's holidays, and though it was rather cold +his mother insisted on taking him with her. + +Aylmer tried to hide the shade that came over his face when he saw the +boy, but remembering that he had undertaken to be a father to him, he +cheered up as soon as Archie was settled. + +It was a lovely autumn day, one of those warm Indian-summer days that +resemble early spring. There is the same suggestion of warmer sunshine +yet to come; the air has a scent as of growing things, the kind of +muffled hopes and suppressed excitement of April is in the deceptive +air. This sort of day is dangerous to charming people not in their very +first youth. + + * * * * * + +In high spirits and beyond the speed limit they started for Richmond. + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + +A week later Aylmer and his son were sitting looking at each other in +the old brown library. Teddy had come over for ten days' leave from +somewhere in France. Everyone, except his father, was astonished how +little he had changed. He seemed exactly the same, although he had gone +through strange experiences. But Aylmer saw a different look in his +eyes. He looked well and brisk--perhaps a little more developed and more +manly; his shoulders, always rather thick and broad, seemed even +broader, although he was thinner. But it was the expression of the eyes +that had altered. Those eyes had _seen things_. In colour pale blue, +they had a slightly strained look. They seemed paler. His sunburn +increased his resemblance to his father, always very striking. Both had +large foreheads, clearly cut features and square chins. Aylmer was, +strictly speaking, handsomer. His features more refined, more chiselled. +But Teddy had the additional charm of extreme youth--youth with the +self-possession and ease that seemed, as it were, a copy--as his voice +was an echo--of his father. The difference was in culture and +experience. Teddy had gone out when he was just on the point of going to +Balliol, yet seemed to have something of the Oxford manner, +characteristic of his father--a manner suave, amiable, a little +ironical. He had the unmistakable public-school look and his training +had immensely improved his appearance. + +Aylmer was disappointed that the very first thing his son insisted on +doing was to put on evening clothes and go to the Empire. That was where +the difference in age told. Aylmer would not have gone to the Empire +fresh from the fighting line. He made no objection, and concealed the +tiniest ache that he felt when Teddy went out at once with Major Willis, +an elder friend of his. Quite as old, Aylmer thought to himself, as _he_ +was. But not being a relative, he seemed of the same generation. + +The next evening Teddy spent at home, and sat with his father, who +declared himself to be completely recovered, but was still not allowed +to put his foot to the ground, Miss Clay was asked to sing to them. Her +voice, as has been said, was a very beautiful one, a clear, fine +soprano, with a timbre rare in quality, and naturally thrilling. She had +not been taught well enough to be a public success perhaps, but was much +more accomplished than the average amateur. + +Teddy delighted in it. She sang all the popular songs--she had a way +that was almost humorous of putting refinement into the stupidest and +vulgarest melody. And then she sang some of those technically poor but +attaching melodies that, sung in a certain way, without sickening +sentimentality or affectation, seem to search one's soul and bring out +all that there is in one of romance. + +She looked very beautiful, that Aylmer admitted to himself, and she sang +simply and charmingly; that he owned also. Why did it irritate him so +intensely to see Teddy moved and thrilled, to see his eyes brighten, his +colour rise and to see him obviously admiring the girl? When she made an +excuse to leave them Teddy was evidently quite disappointed. + +The next day Aylmer limped down to the library. To his great surprise he +heard voices in the room Dulcie used for her sitting-room. He heard +Teddy begging her to sing to him again. He heard her refuse and then +Teddy's voice asking her to go out to tea with him. + +Aylmer limped as loudly as he could, and they evidently heard him, but +didn't mind in the least. He didn't want Miss Clay to stop at home. He +was expecting Edith. + +'Hang it, let them go!' he said to himself, and he wondered at himself. +Why should he care? Why _shouldn't_ she flirt with the boy if she liked, +or rather--for he was too just not to own that it was no desire of +hers--why shouldn't the boy make up to her? Whatever the reason was, it +annoyed him. + +Annoyance was soon forgotten when Mrs Ottley was announced. + +Since their drive to Richmond there had been a period of extraordinary +happiness and delight for Edith. Not another word had been said with +reference to Aylmer's proposal. He left it in abeyance, for he saw to +his great joy and delight that she was becoming her old self, more than +her old self. + +Edith was completely changed. The first thing she thought of now in the +morning was how soon she should see him again. She managed to conceal it +well, but she was nervous, absent, with her eyes always on the clock, +counting the minutes. When other people were present she was cool and +friendly to Aylmer, but when they were alone he had become intimate, +delightful, familiar, like the time, three years ago, when they were +together at the seaside. But her mother-in-law had then been in the +house. And the children. Everything was so conventional. Now she was +able to see him alone. Really alone.... His eyes welcomed her as she +came in. Having shut the door quietly, she reached his chair in a +little rush. + +'Don't take off your hat. I like that hat. That was the hat you wore the +day I told you--' + +'I'm glad it suits me,' she said, interrupting. 'Does it really? Isn't +it too small?' + +'You know it does.' + +He was holding her hand. He slowly took off the glove, saying: 'What a +funny woman you are, Edith. Why do you wear grey gloves? Nobody else +wears grey gloves.' + +'I prefer white ones, but they won't stay white two minutes' + +'I like these.' + +'Tell me about Teddy. Don't, Aylmer!' + +Aylmer was kissing her fingers one by one. She drew them away. + +'Teddy! Oh, there's not much to tell.' Then he gave a little laugh. 'I +believe he's fallen in love with Miss Clay.' + +'Has he really? Well, no wonder; think how pretty she is.' + +'I know. Is she? I don't think she's a bit pretty.' + +'She's to see Lady Conroy tomorrow, you know,' Edith said, divining an +anxiety or annoyance in Aylmer on the subject. + +'Yes. Will it be all right?' + +'Oh yes.' + +'Well, Teddy's going back on Monday anyway, and I certainly don't need a +nurse any more. Headley will do all I want.' + +Headley was the old butler. + +'What scent do you use, Edith?' + +'I hardly ever use any. I don't care for scent.' + +'But lately you have,' he insisted. 'What is it? I think I like it.' + +'It's got a silly name. It's called Omar Khayyám.' + +'I thought it was Oriental. I think you're Oriental, Edith. Though +you're so fair and English-looking. How do you account for it?' + +'I can't think,' said Edith. + +'Perhaps you're a fair Circassian,' said he. 'Do you think yourself +you're Oriental?' + +'I believe I am, in some ways. I like lying down on cushions. I like +cigarettes, and scent, and flowers. I hate wine, and exercise, and +cricket, and bridge.' + +'That isn't all that's needed. You wouldn't care for life in a harem, +would you?' He laughed. 'You with your independent mind and your +cleverness.' + +'Perhaps not exactly, but I can imagine worse things.' + +'I shall take you to Egypt,' he said. 'You've never been there, have +you?' + +'Never.' Her eyes sparkled. + +'Yes, I shall take you to see the Sphinx. For the first time.' + +'Oh, you can't. You're looking very well, Aylmer, wonderfully better.' + +'I wonder why? You don't think I'm happy, do you?' + +'I am,' said Edith. + +'Because you're a woman. You live for the moment. I'm anxious about the +future.' + +'Oh, oh! You're quite wrong. It's not women who live for the moment,' +said Edith. + +'No, I don't know that the average woman does. But then you're not an +average woman.' + +'What am I?' + +'You're Edith,' he answered, rather fatuously. But she liked it. She +moved away. + +'Now that's awfully mean of you, taking advantage of my wounded limb.' + +She rang for tea. + +'And that's even meaner. It's treacherous,' he said, laughing. + +She sat down on a chair at a little distance. + +'Angel!' he said, in a low, distinct voice. + +'It is not for me to dictate,' said Edith, in a tone of command, 'but I +should think it more sensible of you not to say these things to +me--just now.' + +The servant came in with tea. + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + +Just before Archie went back to school he made a remark that impressed +Edith strangely. Quite dressed and ready to start, as he was putting on +his gloves, he fell into one of his reveries. After being silent for +some time he said: + +'Mother!' + +'Yes, darling?' + +'Why doesn't father fight?' + +'I told you before, darling. Your father is not very strong.' + +'Mother!' + +'Yes, dear?' + +'Is Aylmer older than father?' + +'Yes. Aylmer's four years older. Why?' + +'I don't know. I wish I had a father who could fight, like Aylmer. And +I'd like to fight too, like Teddy.' + +'Aylmer hasn't any wife and children to leave. Teddy's eighteen; you're +only ten.' + +'Mother!' + +'Yes, dear?' + +'I wish I was old enough to fight. And I wish father was stronger.... Do +you think I shall ever fight in this war?' + +'Good heavens, dear! I hope it isn't going to last seven years more.' + +'I wish it would,' said Archie ferociously. 'Mother!' + +'Yes, darling?' + +'But what's the matter with father? He seems quite well.' + +'Oh, he isn't very well. He suffers from nerves.' + +'Nerves! What's nerves?' + +'I think, darling, it's time for us to start. Where's your coat?' + +She drove him to the station. Most of the way he was very silent As she +put him in the train he said. + +'Mother, give my love to Aylmer.' + +'All right, dear.' + +He then said: + +'Mother, I wish Aylmer was my father.' + +'Oh, Archie! You mustn't say that.' + + * * * * * + +But she never forgot the boy's remark. It had a stronger influence on +her action later than anything else. She knew Archie had always had a +great hero-worship for Aylmer. But that he should actually prefer him +to Bruce! + +She didn't tell Aylmer that for a long time afterwards. + + * * * * * + +Before returning to the front Teddy had become so violently devoted to +Miss Clay that she was quite glad to see him go. She received his +attentions with calm and cool friendliness, but gave him not the +smallest encouragement. She was three years older, but looked younger +than her age, while Teddy looked much older, more like twenty-two. So +that when on the one or two occasions during his ten days' leave they +went out together, they didn't seem at all an ill-assorted couple. And +whenever Aylmer saw the two together, it created the greatest irritation +in him. He hardly knew which vexed him more--Dulcie for being attractive +to the boy, or the boy for being charmed by Dulcie. It was absurd--out +of place. It displeased him. + +A day or two after Teddy's departure Dulcie went to see Lady Conroy, who +immediately declared that Dulcie was extraordinarily like a charming +girl she had met at Boulogne. Dulcie convinced her that she was the +same girl. + +'Oh, how perfectly charming!' said Lady Conroy. 'What a coincidence! +_Too_ wonderful! Well, my dear, I can see at a glance that you're the +very person I want. Your duties will be very, _very_ light. Oh, how +light they will be! There's really hardly anything to do! I merely want +you to be a sort of walking memorandum for me,' Lady Conroy went on, +smiling. 'Just to recollect what day it is, and what's the date, and +what time my appointments are, and do my telephoning for me, and write +my letters, and take the dog out for a walk, and _sometimes_ just hear +my little girls practise, and keep my papers in order. Oh, one can +hardly say exactly--you know the sort of thing. Oh yes! and do the +flowers,' said Lady Conroy, glancing round the room. 'I always forget my +flowers, and I won't let Marie do them, and so there they are--dead in +the vases! And I do like a few live flowers about, I must say,' she +added pathetically. + +Dulcie said she thought she could undertake it. + +'Well, then, won't you stay now, and have your things sent straight on? +Oh, do! I do wish you would. I've got two stalls for the St James's +tonight. My husband can't come, and I can't think of anybody else to +ask. I should love to take you.' + +Dulcie would have enjoyed to go. The theatre was a passion with her, as +with most naïve people. She made some slight objection which Lady Conroy +at once waved away. However, Dulcie pointed out that she must go home +first, and as all terms and arrangements absolutely suited both parties, +it was decided that Dulcie should go to the play with her tonight and +come the next day to take up her duties. + +She asked Lady Conroy if she might have her meals alone when there were +guests, as she was very shy. A charming little sitting-room, opening out +of the drawing-rooms, was put at her disposal. + +'Oh, certainly, dear; always, of course, except when I'm alone. But +you'll come when I ask you, now and then, won't you? I thought you'd be +very useful sometimes at boring lunches, or when there were too many +men--that sort of thing. And I hear you sing. Oh, that will be +delightful! You'll sing when we have a few tedious people with us? I +adore music. We'll go to some of those all-British concerts, won't we? +We must be patriotic. Do you know it's really been my dream to have a +sweet, useful, sympathetic girl in the house. And with a memory too! +Charming!' + +Dulcie went away fascinated, if slightly bewildered. It was a pang to +her to say good-bye to Aylmer, the more so as he showed, in a way that +was perfectly obvious to the girl, that he was pleased to see her go, +though he was as cordial as possible. + +She had been an embarrassment to him of late. It was beginning to be what +is known as a false position, since Headley the butler could now look +after Aylmer. Except for a limp, he was practically well. + +Anyone who has ever nursed a person to whom they are devoted, helped him +through weakness and danger to health again, will understand the curious +pain she felt to see him independent of her, anxious to show his +strength. Still, he had been perfect. She would always remember him with +worship. She meant never to love anyone else all her life. + +When she said good-bye she said to him: + +'I do hope you'll be very happy.' + +He laughed, coloured a little, and said as he squeezed her hand warmly: + +'You've been a brick to me, Miss Clay. I shall certainly tell you if I +ever am happy.' + +She wondered what that meant, but she preferred to try to forget it. + + * * * * * + +When Dulcie arrived, as she had been told, at a quarter to eight, +dressed in a black evening dress (she didn't care to wear uniform at the +theatre), she found Lady Conroy, who was lying on the sofa in a +tea-gown, utterly astonished to see her. + +'My dear! you've come to dine with me after all?' + +'No, indeed. I've dined. You said I was to come in time to go to the +play.' + +'The play? Oh! I forgot. I'm so sorry. I've sent the tickets away. I +forgot I'd anyone to go with me. I'm afraid it can't be helped now. Are +you very disappointed? Poor child. Well, dear, you'll dine with me, +anyhow, as you've come, and I can tell you all about what we shall have +to do, and everything. We'll go to the theatre some other evening.' + +Dulcie was obliged to decline eating two dinners. She had not found it +possible to get through one--her last meal at Aylmer's house. However, +as she had no idea what else to do, she remained with Lady Conroy. And +she spent a very pleasant evening. + +Lady Conroy told her all about herself, her husband, her children and +her friends. She told her the history of her life, occasionally +branching off on to other subjects, and referring to the angel she had +met on a boat who was in the Black Watch, and who, Dulcie gathered, was +a wounded officer. Lady Conroy described all the dresses she had at +present, many that she had had in former years, and others that she +would like to have had now. She gravely told the girl the most +inaccurate gossip about such of her friends as Dulcie might possibly +meet later. She was confidential, amusing, brilliant and inconsequent. +She appeared enchanted with Dulcie, whom she treated like an intimate +friend at sight. And Dulcie was charmed with her, though somewhat +confused at her curious memory. Indeed, they parted at about eleven the +best possible friends; Lady Conroy insisting on sending her home in +her car. + +Dulcie, who had a sensitive and sensible horror of snobbishness, felt +sorry to know that her father would casually mention that his daughter +was staying with the Conroys in Carlton House Terrace, and that her +stepmother would scold her unless she recollected every dress she +happened to see there. Still, on the whole she felt cheered. + +She had every reason to hope that she would be as happy as a companion, +in love without hope of a return, could be under any circumstances. + + + +CHAPTER XXV + +Madame Frabelle and Edith were sitting side by side in Edith's boudoir. +Madame Frabelle was knitting. Edith was looking at a book. It was a thin +little volume of essays, bound by Miss Coniston. + +'What is the meaning of this design?' Edith said. 'It seems to me very +unsuited to Chesterton's work! Olive-green, with twirly things on it!' + +'I thought it rather artistic,' answered Madame Frabelle. + +'It looks like macaroni, or spaghetti. Perhaps the idea was suggested by +your showing her how to cook it,' said Edith, laughing. + +Madame Frabelle looked gravely serene. + +'No--I don't think that had anything to do with it.' + +'How literal you are, Eglantine!' + +'Am I? I think you do me injustice, Edith dear,' returned the amiable +guest with a tinge of stateliness as she rolled up her wool. + +Edith smiled, put down her book, looked at the clock and rearranged the +large orange-coloured cushion behind her back. Then she took the book up +again, looked through it and again put it down. + +'You're not at all--forgive me for saying so--not the least bit in the +world restless today, Edith darling, are you?' said Madame Frabelle in a +calm, clear, high voice that Edith found quite trying. + +'Oh, I hope not--I think not.' + +'Ah, that's well,' and Madame Frabelle, with one slight glance at her +hostess, went on knitting. + +'I believe I miss Archie a good deal,' said Edith. + +'Ah, yes, you must indeed. I miss the dear boy immensely myself,' +sympathetically said Madame Frabelle. But Edith thought Madame Frabelle +bore his loss with a good deal of equanimity, and she owned to herself +that it was not surprising. The lady had been very good to Archie, but +he had teased her a good deal. Like the Boy Scouts, but the other way +round, he had almost made a point of worrying her in some way or other +every day. Edith could never persuade him to change his view of her. + +He said she was a fool. + +Somehow, today Edith felt rather pleased with him for thinking so. All +women are subject to moods, particularly, perhaps, those who have a +visitor staying with them for a considerable time. There are moments of +injustice, of unfairness to the most charming feminine guest, from the +most gentle hostess. And also there are, undoubtedly, times when the +nicest hostess gets a little on one's nerves. + +So--critical, highly strung--Madame Frabelle was feeling today. So was +Edith. Madame Frabelle was privately thinking that Edith was restless, +that she had lost her repose, that her lips were redder than they used +to be. Had she taken to using lip salve too? She was inclined to smile, +with a twinkle in her eye, at Madame Frabelle's remarks, a shade too +often. And what was Edith thinking of at this moment? She was thinking +of Archie's remarks about Madame Frabelle. That boy had genius! + +But there would be a reaction, probably during, or immediately after, +tea-time, for these two women were sincerely fond of one another. The +irritating fact that Edith was eighteen years younger than her guest +made Eglantine feel sometimes a desire to guide, even to direct her, and +if she had the disadvantage in age she wanted at least the privilege of +gratifying her longing to give advice. + +The desire became too strong to be resisted. The advantage of having +something to do with her hands while she spoke was too great a one not +to be taken advantage of. So Madame Frabelle said: + +'Edith dear.' + +'Yes?' + +'I've been wanting to say something to you.' + +Edith leant forward, putting her elbows on her knees and her face on her +hands, and said: + +'Oh, _do_ tell me, Eglantine. What is it?' + +'It is simply this,' said the other lady, calmly continuing her +knitting.... 'Very often when one's living with a person, one doesn't +notice little things a comparative stranger would observe. Is that +not so?' + +'What have you observed? What's it about?' + +'It is about your husband,' said Madame Frabelle. + +'What! Bruce?' asked Edith. + +'Naturally,' replied Madame Frabelle dryly. + +'What have you observed about Bruce?' + +'I have observed,' replied Madame Frabelle, putting her hand in the sock +that she was knitting, and looking at it critically, her head on one +side, 'I have observed that Bruce is not at all well.' + +'Oh, I'm sorry you think that. It's true he has seemed rather what he +calls off colour lately.' + +'He suffers,' said Madame Frabelle, as if announcing a great discovery,' +he suffers from Nerves.' + +'I know he does, my dear. Who should know it better than I do? But--do +you think he is worse lately?' + +'I do. He is terribly depressed. He says things to me sometimes +that--well, that really quite alarm me.' + +'I'm sorry. But you mustn't take Bruce too seriously, you know that.' + +'Indeed I don't take him too seriously! And I've done my best either to +change the subject or to make him see the silver lining to every cloud,' +Madame Frabelle answered solemnly, with a shake of her head. + +'I think what Bruce complains of is the want of a silver lining to his +purse,' Edith said. + +'You are jesting, Edith dear.' + +'No, I'm not. He worries about money.' + +'But only incidentally,' said Madame Frabelle. 'Bruce is really worried +about the war.' + +'Naturally. But surely--I suppose we all are.' + +'But Mr. Ottley takes it particularly to heart,' said Madame Frabelle, +with a kind of touching dignity. + +Edith looked at her in a little surprise. Why did she suddenly call +Bruce 'your husband' or 'Mr. Ottley'? + +'Why this distant manner, Eglantine?' said Edith, half laughing. 'I +thought you always called him Bruce.' + +'I beg your pardon; yes, I forgot. Well, don't you see, Edith dear, that +what we might call his depression, his melancholy point of view, is--is +growing worse and worse?' + +Edith got up, walked to the other end of the room, rearranged some +violets in a copper vase and came back to the sofa again. Madame +Frabelle followed her with her eyes. Then Edith said, picking up +the knitting: + +'Take care, dear, you're losing your wool. Yes; perhaps he is worse. He +might be better if he occupied his mind more.' + +'He works at the Foreign Office from ten till four every day,' said +Madame Frabelle in a tone of defence; 'he looks in at his club, where +they talk over the news of the war, and then he comes home and we +discuss it again.... Really, Edith, I scarcely see how much more he +could do!' + +'Oh, my dear, but don't you see all the time he doesn't do +anything?--anything about the war, I mean. Now both you and I do our +little best to help, in one way or another. You especially, I'm sure, do +a tremendous lot; but what does Bruce do? Nothing, except talk.' + +'That's just it, Edith. I doubt if your husband is in a fit state of +health to strain his mind by any more work than he does already. He's +not strong, dear; remember that.' + +'Of course, I know; if he were all right he wouldn't be here,' said +Edith.' I suppose he really does suffer a great deal.' + +'What was it again that prevented him joining?' asked Madame Frabelle, +with sympathetic tenderness. + +'Neurotic heart,' answered Edith. Though she tried her very utmost she +could not help the tone of her voice sounding a little dry and ironical. +Of course, she did not in the least believe in Bruce's neurotic heart, +but she did not want Madame Frabelle to know that. + +'Ah! ah! that must cause him a great deal of pain, but I think so far +his worst symptoms are his nervous fears. Look at last night,' continued +Madame Frabelle, and now she put down her knitting and folded it into +her work-basket.' Last night, because there was no moon, and it wasn't +raining, and fairly clear, Mr Ott--Bruce had absolutely made up his mind +there would be a Zeppelin raid. It was his own idea.' + +'Not quite, dear. Young Coniston, who is a special constable, rang up +and told him that there was a chance of the Zeppelins last night.' + +'Well, perhaps so. At any rate he believed it. Well, instead of being +satisfied when I told him that I had got out my mask, that I saw to the +bath being left half-filled with water, helped your husband to put two +large bags of sand outside his dressing-room--in spite of all that, do +you know what happened in the middle of the night?' + +'I'm afraid I don't,' said Edith. 'Since Archie went back to school I +have had Dilly in my room, and we both slept soundly all night.' + +'Did you? I fancied I saw a light in your room.' + +This was quite true. Edith was writing a very long letter. + +'Ah, perhaps.' + +'Well, at three o'clock in the morning, fancy my surprise to hear a +knock at my door!' + +'I wonder I didn't hear a knock at mine,' said Edith. + +'Your husband was afraid to disturb the little girl. Most considerate, I +thought. Well, he knocked at my door and said that he was unable to +sleep, that he felt terribly miserable and melancholy, in fact was +wretched, and that he felt on the point of cutting his throat.... Don't +be frightened, dear. I don't mean that he really _meant_ it,' said +Madame Frabelle, putting her hand on Edith's. + +'Poor fellow! But what a shame to disturb you.' + +'I didn't mind in the least. I was only too pleased. Well, what do you +think I did? I got up and dressed, went down to the library and lighted +the fire, and sat up for half-an-hour with your husband trying to +cheer him up!' + +'Did you really?' Edith smiled. 'It was very sweet of you, Eglantine.' + +'Not at all; I was only too glad. I made a cup of tea, Bruce had a +whisky and soda, we had a nice talk, and I sent him back quite cheerful. +Still, it just shows, doesn't it, how terribly he takes it all?' + +'Rather hard on you, Eglantine; quite improper too,' laughed Edith as +she rang the bell. + +Madame Frabelle ignored this remark. + +'If I could only feel at all that I've done a little good during my stay +here, I shall be quite satisfied.' + +'Oh! but you mustn't dream yet of--' began Edith. + +There was a ring at the bell. + +'Why, here is Bruce, just in time for tea.' + +Edith went to meet him in the hall. Although he came in with his key, he +invariably rang the bell, so that the maid could take his coat +and stick. + +'Hallo, Edith,' he said, in a rather sober tone. 'How are you? And where +is Madame Frabelle?' + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + +Bruce came in with a rather weary air, and sat down by the fire. Madame +Frabelle was presiding at the tea-table. + +'How are you feeling, Bruce?' Edith asked. + +'Oh, pretty rotten. I had a very bad night. How are you, Madame +Frabelle?' + +'Oh, very well. Tea?' + +'Poor Bruce!' said Edith kindly. 'Oh, and poor Madame Frabelle,' she +added, with a smile. + +Bruce gave Madame Frabelle a slightly reproachful look as he took a cup +of tea from her. + +'I've been telling Edith,' said that lady in a quiet, dignified way. + +'What about?' + +'About last night,' said Madame Frabelle, passing Bruce the buttered +toast without looking at him, as if avoiding his glance. + +'I'm really very much ashamed of it,' said Bruce. 'You can't think how +kind she was to me, Edith.' + +'I'm sure she was,' said Edith. + +'Oh, you won't have a bad night like that again,' said Madame Frabelle +cheerily. + +'I'm sure I hope not.' He gave a dark, despairing look, and sighed. +'Upon my word, if it hadn't been for her I don't know what I would have +done.' He shook his head and stroked his back hair. + +Suddenly Edith felt intensely bored. Madame Frabelle and Bruce were +looking at each other with such intense sympathy, and she knew they +would repeat in different words what they had said already. They were so +certain to go over the same ground again and again!... Edith felt she +was not wanted. But that didn't annoy her. She was merely thinking of an +excuse to get away from them. + +'By the way, how's Aylmer, Edith?' asked Bruce. + +'Getting on well. I believe he's been ordered out of town.' + +'To the seaside? For God's sake don't let him go to the east coast!' + +'The east coast is quite as safe as any other part of England, _I_ +think.' said Madame Frabelle. + +'Oh, he'll take his chance,' Edith replied. + +'I expect he'll miss _you_, my dear,' said Bruce. 'You've been so jolly +good to him lately.' + +'Naturally,' said Madame Frabelle, a little quickly, very smoothly, and +with what Edith thought unnecessary tact. 'Naturally. Anyone so +kind-hearted as Edith would be sure to try and cheer up the convalescence +of a wounded friend. Have a _foie-gras_ sandwich, Edith?' + +Edith felt an almost irresistible desire to laugh at something in the +hospitable, almost patronising tone of her guest. + +'Oh, Edith likes going to see him,' said Bruce to Madame Frabelle. 'So +do I, if it comes to that. We're all fond of old Aylmer, you know.' + +'I know. I quite understand. You're great friends. Personally, I think +Mr Ross has behaved splendidly.' Madame Frabelle said this with an air +of self-control and scrupulous justice. + +'You don't care very much about him, I fancy,' said Bruce with the air +of having made a subtle discovery. + +She raised one eyebrow slightly. 'I won't say that. I see very excellent +points in him. I admit there's a certain coldness, a certain hard +reserve about his character that--Well, frankly, it doesn't appeal to +me. But I hope I am fair to him. He's a man I respect.... Yes, I +respect him.' + +'But he doesn't amuse you--what?' said Bruce. + +'The fact is, he has no sense of humour,' said Madame Frabelle. + +'Fancy your finding that out now!' said Bruce, with a broad smile. +'Funny! Ha ha! Very funny! Do you know, it never occurred to me! But now +I come to think of it--yes, perhaps that's what's the matter with him. +Mind you, I call him a jolly, cheery sort of chap. Quite an optimist--a +distinct optimist. You never find Aylmer depressed.' + +'No, not depressed. It isn't that. But he hasn't got--You won't either +of you be angry with me for what I say, will you?' + +'Oh no, indeed.' + +'You won't be cross with me, Edith? Perhaps I ought not to say it.' + +'Yes, do tell us,' urged Edith. + +'Well, what I consider is the defect in Aylmer Ross is that he has +brains, but no temperament.' + +'Excellent!' cried Bruce. 'Perfectly true. Temperament! That's what he +wants!' + +Edith remembered hearing that phrase used in her presence to Madame +Frabelle--not about Aylmer, but about someone else. It was very +characteristic of Madame Frabelle to catch up an idea or a phrase, +misapply it, and then firmly regard it as her own. + +Bruce shook his head. 'Brains, but no temperament! Excellent!' + +'Mind you, that doesn't prevent him being an excellent soldier,' went on +Madame Frabelle. + +'Oh dear, no. He's done jolly well,' said Bruce. 'I think I know what +she means--don't you, Edith?' + +'I'm sure _she_ does,' said Edith, who had her doubts. 'I don't know +that I do quite know what people mean when they say other people haven't +got temperament. The question is--what _is_ temperament?' + +'Oh, my dear, it's a sort of--a something--an atmosphere--a sympathy. +What I might call the magnetism of personality!' + +'That's right!' said Bruce, passing his cup for another cup of tea. +'Aylmer's hard, hard as nails.' + +'Hasn't he got the name of being rather warm-hearted and impulsive, +though?' suggested Edith. + +'Oh, he's good-natured enough,' said Bruce. 'Very generous. I've known +him to do ever so many kind things and never let a soul except the +fellow he'd helped know anything about it.' + +'You don't understand me,' said Madame Frabelle. 'I don't doubt that for +a moment. He's a generous man, because he has a sense of duty and of the +claims of others. But he has the effect on me--' + +'Go on, Eglantine.' + +'Frankly, he chills me,' said Madame Frabelle. 'When I went to see him +with Edith, I felt more tired after a quarter of an hour's talk with him +than I would--' She glanced at Bruce. + +'Than you would after hours with Landi, or Bruce, or Byrne Fraser, or +young Coniston,' suggested Edith. + +'That's what I mean. He's difficult to talk to.' + +'I have no doubt you're right,' said Edith. + +'Well, she generally is,' said Bruce. 'The only thing is she's so +infernally deep sometimes, she sees things in people that nobody else +would suspect. Oh, you do, you know!' + +'Oh, do I?' said Madame Frabelle modestly. + +'Yes, I think you do,' said Edith, who by this time felt inclined to +throw the tea-tray at her guest. The last fortnight Edith's nerves had +certainly not been quite calm. Formerly she would have been amused at +the stupidity of the conversation. Now she felt irritated, bored and +worried, except when she was with Aylmer. + +There was a moment's silence. Bruce leant back and half shut his eyes. +Madame Frabelle softly put a cushion behind his shoulder, putting a +finger on her lip as she looked at Edith. + +Edith suddenly got up. + +'You won't think it horrid of me, Bruce? I've got to go out for a few +minutes.' + +'Oh no, no, no!' said Bruce. 'Certainly not. Do go, my dear girl. You'll +be back to dinner?' + +'Dinner? Of course. It isn't a quarter to six.' + +Her eyes were bright. She looked full of elasticity and spirit again. + +'I quite forgot,' she said, 'something that I promised to do for Mrs +Mitchell. And she'll be disappointed if I don't.' + +'I know what it is,' said Madame Frabelle archly. 'It's about that +Society for the Belgians,'--she lowered her voice--'I mean the +children's _lingerie_!' + +'That's it,' said Edith gratefully. 'Well, I'll fly--and be back as soon +as I can.' + +Bruce got up and opened the door for her. + +'For heaven's sake don't treat me with ceremony, my dear Edith,' said +Madame Frabelle. + +She made a little sign, as much as to say that she would look after +Bruce. But she was not very successful in expressing anything by a look +or a gesture. Edith had no idea what she meant. However, she nodded in +return, as if she fully comprehended, and then ran up to her room, put +on her hat, and, too impatient to wait while the servant called a cab, +walked as quickly as possible until she met one near the top of Sloane +Street. It was already very dark. + +'Twenty-seven Jermyn Street,' said Edith as she jumped in. + + * * * * * + +Ten minutes later she was sitting next to Aylmer. + +'Only for a second; I felt I must see you.' + +'Fool! Angel!' said Aylmer, beaming, and kissing her hand. + +'Bruce is too irritating for words today. And Madame Frabelle makes me +sick. I can't stand her. At least today.' + +'Oh, Edith, don't tell me you're jealous of the woman! I won't stand it! +I shan't play.' + +'Good heavens, no! Not in the least. But her society's so tedious at +times. She has such a pompous way of discovering the obvious.' + +'I do believe you object to her being in love with Bruce,' said Aylmer +reproachfully. 'That's a thing I will _not_ stand.' + +'Indeed I don't. Besides, she's not. Who could be?... And don't be +jealous of Bruce, Aylmer.... I know she's very motherly to him, and +kind. But she's the same to everyone.' + +They talked on for a few minutes. Then Edith said: + +'Good-bye. I must go.' + +'Good-bye,' said Aylmer. + +'Oh! Are you going to let me go already?' she asked reproachfully. + +She leant over him. Some impulse seemed to draw her near to him. + +'You're using that Omar Khayyám scent again,' he said. 'I wish you +wouldn't.' + +'Why? you said you liked it.' + +'I do like it. I like it too much.' + +She came nearer. Aylmer gently pushed her away. + +'How unkind you are!' she said, colouring a little with hurt feeling. + +'I can't do that sort of thing,' said Aylmer in a low voice. 'When once +you've given me your promise--but not before.' + +'Oh, Aylmer!' + +'I won't rush you. You'll see I'm right in time, dear girl.' + +'You don't love me!' suddenly exclaimed Edith. + +'But that's where you're wrong. I do love you. And I wish you'd go.' + +She looked into his eyes, and then said, looking away: + +'Are you really going out of town?' + +'I'm ordered to. But I doubt if I can stand it.' + +'Well, good-bye, Aylmer dear.' + +'Fiend! Are you going already? Cruel girl!' + +'Why you've just sent me away!' + +'I can stand talking to you, Edith. Talking, for hours. But I can't +stand your being within a yard of me.' + +'Thank you so much,' she said, laughing, and arranging her hat in front +of the mirror. + +He spoke in a lower voice: + +'How often must I tell you? You know perfectly well.' + +'What?' + +'I'm not that sort of man.' + +'What sort?' + +After a moment's pause he said: + +'I can't kiss people.' + +'I'm very glad you can't. I have no wish for you to kiss _people_.' + +'I can't kiss. I don't know how anyone can. I can't do those things.' + +She pretended not to hear, looked round the room, took up a book and +said: + +'Will you lend me this, Aylmer?' + +'No, I'll give it you.' + +'Good-bye.' + +'Good-bye, darling,' said Aylmer, ringing the bell. + +The butler called her a cab, and she drove to Mrs Mitchell's. + +When she got to the door she left a message with the footman to say she +hadn't been able to see about that matter for Mrs Mitchell yet, but +would do it tomorrow. + +Just as she was speaking Mr Mitchell came up to the door. + +'Hallo, hallo, hallo!' he cried in his cheery, booming voice. + +'Hallo, Edith! How's Bruce?' + +'Why, you ought to know. He's been with you today,' said Edith. + +'He seems a bit off colour at the Foreign Office. Won't you all three +come and dine with us tomorrow? No party. I'm going to ring up and get +Aylmer. It won't hurt him to dine quietly with us.' + +'We shall be delighted,' said Edith. + +Mr Mitchell didn't like to see her go, but as he was longing to tell his +wife a hundred things that interested them both, he waved his hand to +her, saying: + +'Good-bye. The war will be over in six months. Mark my words! And then +won't we have a good time!' + +'Dear Mr Mitchell!' said Edith to herself as she drove back home in the +dark. + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + +Landi was growing rather anxious about his favourite, for it was quite +obvious to him that she was daily becoming more and more under the +spell. Curious that the first time she should have found the courage to +refuse, and that now, after three years' absence and with nothing to +complain of particularly on the subject of her husband, she should now +be so carried away by this love. + +She had developed, no doubt. She was touched also, deeply moved at the +long fidelity Aylmer had shown. He was now no longer an impulsive +admirer, but a devotee. Even that, however, would not have induced her +to think of making such a break in her life if it hadn't been for the +war. Yes, Sir Tito put it all down to the war. It had an exciting, +thrilling effect on people. It made them reckless. When a woman knows +that the man she loves has risked his life, and is only too anxious to +risk it again--well, it's natural that she should feel she is also +willing to risk something. Valour has always been rewarded by beauty. +And then her great sense of responsibility, her conscientiousness about +Bruce--no wonder that had been undermined by his own weak conduct. How +could Edith help feeling a slight contempt for a husband who not only +wouldn't take any chances while he was still within the age, but +positively imagined himself ill. True, Bruce had always been a _malade +imaginaire_; like many others with the same weakness, his +valetudinarianism had been terribly increased by the anxiety and worry +of the war. But there was not much sympathy about for it just now. While +so much real suffering was going on, imaginary ills were ignored, +despised or forgotten. + +Bruce hated the war; but he didn't hate it for the sake of other people +so much as for his own. The interest that the world took in it +positively bored him--absurd as it seems to say so, Edith was convinced +that he was positively jealous of the general interest in it! He had +great fear of losing his money, a great terror of Zeppelins; he gave way +to his nerves instead of trying to control them. Edith knew his greatest +wish would have been, had it been possible, to get right away from +everything and go and live in Spain or America, or somewhere where he +could hear no more about the war. Such a point of view might be +understood in the case, say, of a great poet, a great artist, a man of +genius, without any feeling of patriotism, or even a man beyond the age; +but Bruce--he was the most ordinary and average of human beings, the +most commonplace Englishman of thirty-seven who had ever been born; that +Bruce should feel like that did seem to Edith a little--contemptible; +yet she was sorry for him, she knew he really suffered from insomnia and +nerves, though he looked a fine man and had always been regarded as a +fair sportsman. He had been fair at football and cricket, and could row +a bit, and was an enthusiastic golfist; still, Edith knew he would never +have made a soldier. Bruce wanted to be wrapped up in cotton wool, +petted, humoured, looked up to and generally spoilt. + + * * * * * + +But what Sir Tito felt most was the thought of his favourite, who had +forgiven her husband that escapade three years ago, now appearing in an +unfavourable light. She had been absolutely faithful to Bruce in every +way, under many temptations, and he knew she was still absolutely +faithful. Aylmer and Edith were neither of them the people for secret +meetings, for deception. It was not in her to _tromper_ her husband +while pretending to be a devoted wife, and it was equally unlike Aylmer +to be a false friend. + +Landi was too much of a man of the world to have been particularly +shocked, even if he had known they had both deceived Bruce. Privately, +for Edith's own sake he almost wished they had. He hated scandal to +touch her; he thought she would feel it more than she supposed. But, +after all, he reflected, had they begun in that way it would have been +sure to end in an elopement, with a man of Aylmer's spirit and +determination. Aylmer, besides, was far too exclusive in his affections, +far too jealous, ever to be able to endure to see Edith under Bruce's +thumb, ordered about, trying to please him; and indeed Landi was most +anxious that they should not be alone too much, in case, now that Edith +cared for him so much, his feelings would carry him away.... Yes, if it +once went too far the elopement was a certainty. + +Would the world blame her so very much? That Bruce would let her take +the children Landi had no doubt. He would never stand the bother of +them; he wouldn't desire the responsibility; his pride might be a little +hurt, but on the whole Sir Tito shrewdly suspected, as did Edith +herself, that there would be a certain feeling of relief. Bruce had +become such an egotist that, though he would miss Edith's devotion, he +wouldn't grudge her the care of the children. Aylmer had pledged her his +faith, his whole future; undoubtedly he would marry her and take the +children as his own; still, Edith would bear the brunt before the world. + +This Sir Tito did not fancy at all, and instinctively he began to watch +Bruce. He felt very doubtful of him. The man who had flirted with the +governess, who had eloped with the art student--was it at all likely +that he was utterly faithful to Edith now? It was most unlikely. And +Edith's old friend hoped that things would be adjusted in fairness +to her. + +He knew she would be happy with Aylmer. Why should she not at +thirty-five begin a new life with the man she really cared for--a +splendid fellow, a man with a fine character, with all his faults, who +felt the claims of others, who had brains, pluck, and a sense of honour? + +But Aylmer was going out again to the front. Until he returned again, +nothing should be done. They should be patient. + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + +Dulcie had now been settled down with Lady Conroy for about a week. She +found her luxurious life at Carlton House Terrace far more congenial +than she had expected. Her own orderly ways were obviously a great +comfort to her employer, and though Lady Conroy turned everything to +chaos as soon as Dulcie had put it straight, still she certainly had a +good effect on things in general. She had a charming sitting-room to +herself, and though she sometimes sighed for the little Chippendale room +with the chintzes, at Jermyn Street, she was on the whole very +contented. Lady Conroy was a delightful companion. She seldom pressed +Dulcie to come down to meals when there were guests. Occasionally she +did so, but so far the only person Dulcie had met more than once was +Valdez, the handsome composer, who was trying so hard, with the help of +Lady Conroy and his War Emergency Concerts, to assist such poor +musicians as were suffering from the war, and at the same time to assert +the value of British music. + +Dulcie had been immensely struck by the commanding appearance and manner +of Valdez, known everywhere as a singer, a writer of operas and a +favourite of foreign royalties. + +Landi she had often met at Aylmer's, but, privately, she was far more +impressed by Valdez; first, he was English, though, like herself, of +Spanish descent, and then he had none of the _méchanceté_ and teasing +wit that made her uncomfortable with Landi. He treated her with +particularly marked courtesy, and he admired her voice, for Lady Conroy +had good-naturedly insisted on her singing to him. He had even offered, +when he had more time, to give her a few lessons. Lady Conroy told her a +hundred interesting stories about him and Dulcie found a tinge of +romance about him that helped to give piquancy to her present life. + + * * * * * + +Dulcie was very much afraid of Lord Conroy, though he didn't appear to +notice her. In his own way he was as absent-minded as his wife, to whom +he was devoted, but whose existence was entirely independent of his. + +Lord Conroy had his own library, his own secretary, his own suite of +rooms, his own motor, he didn't even tell his wife when he intended to +dine out, and if he occasionally spoke to her of the strained political +situation which now absorbed him, it certainly wasn't when Dulcie was +there. With his grey beard and dark, eyebrows, and absent, distinguished +manner, he was exactly what Dulcie would have dreamed of as an ideal +Cabinet Minister. He evidently regarded his wife, despite her +thirty-eight years and plumpness, almost as a child, giving her complete +freedom to pursue her own devices, admiring her appearance, and smiling +at her lively and inconsequent conversation; he didn't seem to take her +seriously. Dulcie was particularly struck by the fact that they each had +their own completely distinct circle of friends, and except when they +gave a party or a large dinner these friends hardly met, and certainly +didn't clash. + +As everyone in the house had breakfasts independently, and as Dulcie +didn't even dine downstairs unless Lady Conroy was alone, she saw very +little of the man whom she knew to be a political celebrity, and whose +name was on almost everybody's lips just now. She heard from his wife +that he was worried and anxious, and hoped the war wouldn't last +much longer. + +There were no less than seven children, from the age of twelve +downwards. Two of these lived in the schoolroom with the governess, one +boy was at school, and the rest lived in the nursery with the nurse. One +might say there were five different sets of people living different +lives in different rooms, in this enormous house. Sometimes Dulcie +thought it was hardly quite her idea of home life, a thing Lady Conroy +talked of continually with great sentiment and enthusiasm, but it was +pleasant enough. Since she was here to remember engagements and dates +everything seemed to go on wheels. + +One day, feeling very contented and in good spirits, she had gone to see +her father with an impulse to tell him how well she was getting on. +Directly the door was opened by the untidy servant Dulcie felt that +something had happened, that some blow had fallen. Everything looked +different. She found her father in his den surrounded by papers, his +appearance and manner so altered that the first thing she said was: + +'Oh, papa! what's the matter?' + +Her father looked up. At his expression she flew to him and threw her +arms round him. Then, of course, he broke down. Strange that with all +women and most men it is only genuine sympathy that makes them give way. +With a cool man of the world, or with a hard, cold, heartless daughter +who had reproached him, Mr Clay would have been as casual as an +undergraduate. + +At her sweetness he lost his self-control, and then he told her +everything. + + * * * * * + +It was a short, commonplace, second-rate story, quite trivial and +middle-class, and _how_ tragic! He had gambled, played cards, lost, then +fallen back on the resource of the ill-judged and independent-minded--gone +to the professional lenders. Mr Clay was not the sort of man who would +ever become a sponge, a nuisance to friends. He was far too proud, and +though he had often helped other people, he had never yet asked for help. +In a word, the poor little house was practically in ruins, or rather, as +he explained frankly enough (giving all details), unless he could get +eighty pounds by the next morning his furniture would be sold and he and +his wife would be turned out. Mr Clay had a great horror of a smash. He +was imprudent, even reckless, but had the sense of honour that would cause +him to suffer acutely, as Dulcie knew. Of course she offered to help; +surely since she had three hundred a year of her own she could do +something, and he had about the same....The father explained that he had +already sold his income in advance. And her own legacy had been left so +that she was barred from anticipation. Dulcie, who was practical enough, +saw that her own tiny income was absolutely all that the three would have +to live on until her father got something else, and that bankruptcy was +inevitable unless she could get him eighty pounds in a day. + +'It's so little,' he said pathetically, 'and just to think that if Blue +Boy hadn't been scratched I should have been bound to--Well, well, I +know. I'm not going to bet any more.' + +She made him promise to buck up, she would consult her friends.... Lady +Conroy would perhaps be angelic and advance her her salary. (Of course +she loathed the idea when she had been there only a week of being a +nuisance and--But she must try.) It was worth anything to see her father +brighten up. He told her to go and see her stepmother. + +Mrs. Clay received her with the tenderest expressions and poured out her +despairs and her troubles; she also confided in Dulcie that she had some +debts that her husband knew nothing of and must _never_ know. If only +Dulcie could manage to get her thirty pounds--surely it would be easy +enough with all her rich friends!--it would save her life. Dulcie +promised to try, but begged her not to bother so much about dress +in future. + +'Of course I won't, darling! You're a pet and an angel. _Darling_ +Dulcie! The truth is I adore your father. And he always told me that he +fell in love with me because I looked so smart! I was so terrified of +losing his affection by getting dowdy, don't you see? Besides, he +doesn't take the slightest notice what I wear, he never knows what I've +got on! Always betting or absorbed in the Racing Intelligence; it's +really dreadful.' + +Dulcie promised anything, at least to do her best, if only Mrs Clay +would be kind, sweet to her father. + +'Don't scold him, don't reproach him,' she begged. 'I'm sure he'll be +terribly ill unless you're very patient and sweet to him. And I promise +he shall never know about your debts.' + +Mrs Clay looked at her in wonder and gratitude. The real reason Dulcie +took on herself the wife's separate troubles and resolved to keep them +from her father was that she felt sure that if he reproached his wife +she would retort and then there would be a miserable state of feud in +the house, where at least there had been peace and affection till now. +Dulcie couldn't endure the idea of her father being made unhappy, and +she thought that by making her stepmother under an obligation to her, +she would have a sort of hold or influence and could make her behave +well and kindly to her husband. Dulcie hadn't the slightest idea how she +was going to do it, but she would. + +She never even thought twice about giving up her income to her father. +She was only too delighted to be able to do it. And she believed that +his pride and sense of honour might really even make him stop gambling. +And then there was some chance of happiness for the couple again. + + * * * * * + +Dulcie had really undertaken more of a sacrifice for her stepmother, +whom she rather disliked, than for her father, whom she adored, but it +was for his sake. She left them cheered, grateful, and relying on her. + + * * * * * + +When she got home to her charming room at Carlton House Terrace she sat +down, put her head in her hands and began to think. She had undertaken +to get a hundred and ten pounds in two days. + +How was she to do it? Of course she knew that Aylmer Ross would be able +and willing, indeed enchanted, to come to the rescue. He was always +telling her that she had saved his life. + +She would like to get his sympathy and interest, to remind him of her +existence. + +But she was far too much in love with him still to endure the thought of +a request for money--that cold douche on friendship! She would rather go +to anyone in the world than Aylmer. + +What about Edith Ottley? Edith had been kindness itself to her; it was +entirely through Edith that she had this position as secretary and +companion at a salary of a hundred a year which now would mean so +much to her. + +She admired Edith more than any woman she knew; she thought her lovely, +elegant, clever, fascinating and kindness itself. Yet she would dislike +to ask Edith even more than Aylmer. The reason was obvious. Edith was +her rival. Of course it was not her fault. She had not taken Aylmer away +from her, she was his old friend, but the fact remained that her idol +was in love with Edith. And Dulcie was so constituted that she could ask +neither of them a favour to save her life. + +Lady Conroy then.... But how awkward, how disagreeable, how painful to +her pride when she had been there only a week and Lady Conroy treated +her almost like a sister!... There was a knock at the door. + +'Come in!' said Dulcie, surprised. No-one ever came to her little +sitting-room at this hour, about half-past five. Who could it be? To her +utter astonishment and confusion the servant announced Mr Valdez. + + * * * * * + +Dulcie was sitting on the sofa, still in her hat and coat, her eyes red +with crying, for she had utterly given way when she got home. She was +amazed and confused at seeing the composer, who came calmly in, holding +a piece of music in his hand. + +'Good morning, Miss Clay. Please forgive me. I hope I'm not troubling +you? They told me Lady Conroy was out but that you were at home and up +here; and I hoped--' He glanced at the highly decorated little piano. +This room had been known as the music-room before it was given +to Dulcie. + +'Oh, not at all,' she said in confusion, looking up and regretting her +crimson and swollen eyes and generally unprepared appearance. + +He immediately came close to her, sat down on a chair opposite her sofa, +leant forward and said abruptly, in a tone of warm sympathy: + +'You are distressed. What is it, my child? I came up to ask you to play +over this song. But I shall certainly not go now till you've told me +what's the matter.' + +'Oh, I can't,' said Dulcie, breaking down. + +He insisted: + +'You can. You shall. I'm sure I can help you. Go on.' + +Whether it was his personality which always had a magnetism for her, or +the reaction of the shock she had had, Dulcie actually told him every +word, wondering at herself. He listened, and then said cooly: + +'My dear child, you're making a mountain out of a molehill. People +mustn't worry about trifles. Just before the war I won a lot of money at +Monte Carlo. I simply don't know what to do with it. Stop!' he said, as +she began to speak. 'You want a hundred and ten pounds. You shall have +it in half-an-hour. I shall go straight back to Claridge's in a taxi, +write a cheque, get it changed--for you won't know what to do with a +cheque, or at any rate it would give you more trouble--and send you the +money straight back by my servant or my secretary in a taxi.' He stood +up. 'Not another word, my dear Miss Clay. Don't attach so much +importance to money. It would be a bore for you to have to bother Lady +Conroy. I understand. Don't imagine you're under any obligation; you can +pay it me back just whenever you like and I shall give it to the War +Emergency Concerts.... Now, _please_, don't be grateful. Aren't +we friends?' + +'You're too kind,' she answered. + +He hurried to the door. + +'When my secretary comes back she will ask to see you. If anyone knows +you have a visitor say I sent you the music or tickets for the concert. +Good-bye. Cheer up now!' + +In an hour from the time Valdez had come in to see her, father and +stepmother had each received the money. The situation was saved. + + * * * * * + +Dulcie marvelled at the action and the manner in which it was done. But +none who knew Valdez well would have been in the least surprised. He was +the most generous of men, and particularly he could not bear to see a +pretty girl in sincere distress through no fault of her own. It was +Dulcie's simple sincerity that pleased him. He came across very little +of it in his own world. That world was brilliant, distinguished, +sometimes artistic, sometimes merely _mondain_. But it was seldom +sincere. He liked that quality best of all. He certainly was gifted with +it himself. + + * * * * * + +From this time, though Valdez still encouraged Dulcie to sing and +occasionally accompanied her, the slight tinge of flirtation vanished +from his manner. She felt he was only a friend. Did she ever regret it? +Perhaps, a little. + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + +'Bruce, said Edith, 'I've just had a letter from Aylmer, from +Eastcliff.' + +'Oh yes,' said Bruce. 'Got him off to the seaside at last, did they?' + +It was a Sunday afternoon. Bruce was sitting in a melancholy attitude on +a sofa in Edith's boudoir; he held _The Weekly Dispatch_ in his hand, +and was shaking his head over a pessimistic article when his wife +came in. + +Bruce was always depressed now, and if he felt a little more cheerful +for a moment he seemed to try and conceal it. No doubt his melancholy +was real enough, but it was also partly a pose and a profession. Having +undertaken to be depressed, he seemed to think it wrong to show a gleam +of brightness. Besides, on Sundays Madame Frabelle usually listened to +him; and this afternoon she had gone, unaccompanied, to hear the Rev. +Byrne Fraser preach. Bruce felt injured. + +He had grown to feel quite lost without her. + +'He's very dull there,' said Edith. + +'I dare say he is,' he answered. 'I'm sure _I_ should feel half inclined +to cut my throat if I were alone, with a game leg, at a place like that. +Besides, they've had the Zepps there already once. Just the place for +them to come again.' + +'He's very bored. But he's much better, and he's going back to the front +in a fortnight.' + +'In a fortnight! Good heavens! Pretty sharp work.' + +'It is, indeed. He's counting the hours till he can get off.' + +Bruce, sighing, lighted his cigarette. + +'I wondered if you'd mind, Bruce, if I went down for the day to see +him?' + +'Mind! Oh _dear_, no! Of course, go. I think it's your duty, poor old +chap. I wondered you didn't run down for the weekend.' + +'I didn't like to do that,' she said. + +'Why on earth not?' said Bruce. 'Hard luck for a poor chap with no-one +to speak to. Going back again; so soon too.' + +'Well, if you don't mind I _might_ go down tomorrow for a couple of +days, and take Dilly.' + +'Do,' said Bruce eagerly; 'do the kid good.' + +Edith looked at him closely. + +'Wouldn't you miss her, now that Archie's at school too? Wouldn't the +house seem very quiet?' + +'Not a bit!' exclaimed Bruce with emphatic sincerity. 'Not the least bit +in the world! At least, of course, the house _would_ seem quiet, but +that's just what I like. I _long_ for quiet--yearn for it. You don't +half understand my condition of health, Edith. The quieter I am, the +less worried, the better. Of course, take Dilly. _Rather_! I'd _like_ +you to go!' + +'All right. I'll go tomorrow morning till Tuesday or Wednesday. But +wouldn't it seem the least bit rude to Madame Frabelle? She talks of +going away soon, you know.' + +'Oh, she won't mind,' said Bruce decidedly. 'I shouldn't bother about +her. We never treat her with ceremony.' + + * * * * * + +When, a little bit later, Madame Frabelle came in (with a slight perfume +of incense about her, and very full of a splendidly depressing sermon +she had heard), she heartily agreed with Bruce. They both persuaded +Edith to run down on the Monday and stay till Wednesday evening +at least. + +'Perhaps we shall never meet again,' said Bruce pleasantly, as Edith, +Dilly and the nurse were starting; 'either the Zeppelins may come while +you're away, or they may set your hotel at Eastcliff on fire. Just the +place for them.' + +'Well, if you want me you've only to telephone, and I can be back in a +little more than an hour.' + +Madame Frabelle accompanied Edith to the station. She said to her on the +way: + +'Do you know, Edith, I'm half expecting a telegram which may take me +away. I have a relative who is anxious for me to go and stay with her, +an aunt. But even if I did go, perhaps you'd let me come back to +you after?' + +Edith assented. Somehow she did not much believe either in the telegram +nor the relative. She thought that her friend talked like that so as to +give the impression that she was not a fixture; that she was much sought +after and had many friends, one or two of whom might insist on her +leaving the Ottleys soon. + +Aylmer was at the little Eastcliff station to meet them. Except that he +walked with the help of a stick, he seemed well, and having put Dilly, +the nurse and the luggage in a cab, he proposed to Edith to walk to +the hotel. + +'This _was_ angelic of you, Edith. How jolly the child looks!--like a +live doll.' + +'You didn't mind my bringing her?' + +'Why, I'm devoted to her. But, you know, I hope it wasn't done for any +conventional reasons. Headley and I are in the Annexe, nearly +half-a-mile from you.' + +'I know,' said Edith. + +'And when you see the people here, my dear, nobody on earth that counts +or matters!--people whom you've never seen before and never will again. +But I've been counting the minutes till you came. It really isn't a bad +little hole.' + +He took her down to a winding path covered in under trees, which led to +the sea by steps cut in the rock. They sat down on a bench. The sea air +was fresh and soothing. + +'This is where I sit and read--and think about you. Well, Edith, are you +going to put me out of my suspense? How much longer am I to suffer? Let +me look at you.' + +She looked up at him. He smiled at what he saw. + +'It'll be rather jolly to have two days or so here all to ourselves,' he +said, 'but it will be far from jolly unless you give me that promise.' + +'But doesn't the promise refer to after you come back again?' she said +in a low voice. + +'I don't ask you to come away until I'm back again. But I want you to +promise before that you will.' + +Nothing more was said on the subject at the time, but after dinner, when +Dilly had been put to bed, it was so warm that they could come out +again, and then she said: + +'Aylmer, don't worry yourself any more. I mean to do it.' + +'You do!' + +He looked at her ecstatically. + +'Oh, Edith! I'm too happy! Do you quite realise, dear, what it is?... +I've been waiting for you for four years. Ever since that night I met +you at the Mitchells'. Do you know that before the war, when I came into +that money, I was wild with rage. It seemed so wasted on me. I had no +use for it then. And when I first met you I used to long for it. I hated +being hard up.... The first time I had a gleam of hope was when they +told me I'd got over the operation all right. I couldn't believe my life +would be spared, for nothing. And now--you won't change your +mind again?' + +Edith convinced him that she would not. They sat hand in hand, perhaps +as near perfect happiness as two human beings can be.... + +'We shall never be happier than we are now,' said Edith in a low voice. + +'Oh, shan't we?' he said. 'Rubbish! Rot! What about our life when I come +back again?--every dream realised!' + +'And yet your going to risk it,' said Edith. + +'Naturally; that's nothing. I shall come back like a bad penny, don't +you worry. Edith, say you mean it, _again_.' + +'Say I mean what?' + +'Say you love me, you'll marry me. You and the children will belong to +me. You won't have any regrets? Swear you won't have any regrets +and remorse!' + +'I never will. You know, Aylmer, I am like that. Most women know what +they want till they've got it, and then they want something else! But +when I get what I want I don't regret it.' + +'I know, my darling sensible angel!... Edith, to think this might have +happened three years ago!' + +'But then I _would_ have had regrets.' + +'You only thought so,' he answered. 'I should have made you forget them +very soon! Don't you feel, my dear, that we're made for each other? +I know it.' + +'Aylmer, how shall I be able to bear your going out again? It will be +like a horrible nightmare. And perhaps all we've both gone through may +be for nothing!' + +'No, now I've got your promise everything will be all right.... I feel I +shall come back all right.... Look here, darling, you need not be +unhappy with Bruce. We're not going to deceive him. And when I come +back, we'll tell him. Not till then. There is really no need.' + +They walked together to the Annexe, which was entered by a small flight +of stone steps from the garden. Here Aylmer had a little suite of rooms. +Edith went into the sitting-room with him and looked round. + +'It's ten o'clock and you're here for your health! Call Headley and go +to bed, there's a good boy.' + +He held both her hands. + +'I mustn't ask you to stay.' + +'_Aylmer_! With Dilly here! And Bruce let me come down to look after +you! He was quite nice about it.' + +'All right, dear, all right.... I know. No. I'm looking forward to when +I come back.... Go, dear, go.' + +Edith walked very slowly down the steps again. He followed her back into +the garden. + +'And suppose--you didn't come back,' she said in a very low voice. + +Aylmer glanced round: there was no-one in the garden. + +'I'm on my honour here,' he said. 'Go, dear, go. Go in to Dilly.' He +gave her a little push. + +'One kiss,' said Edith. + +He smiled. + +'Darling girl, I've told you before that's a thing I can't do. I really +oughtn't to be alone with you at all until we're quite free....' + +'But I feel we're engaged,' said Edith simply. 'Is it wrong to kiss your +fiancée?' + +'Engaged? Of course we're engaged. Wrong? Of course it's not wrong! Only... +I _can't_! Haven't got the self-command.... I do believe you're made +of ice, Edith--I've often thought so.' + +'Yes,' said Edith, 'I dare say you're right.' + +Aylmer laughed. + +'Nonsense! Good night, my darling--don't catch cold. And, Edith.' + +'Yes, Aylmer?' + +'I'll meet you here at nine o'clock tomorrow morning.' + +'Yes, Aylmer.' + +'Then you'd better go back in the afternoon. It won't do for you to stay +another night here. Oh, Edith, how happy we _shall_ be!' + +He watched her as she walked across the garden and went into the hotel +at the front door. Then he went indoors. + + * * * * * + +The next day Edith, Dilly and the nurse went back to London early in the +afternoon. + + + +CHAPTER XXX + +Edith, during the short journey home, sat with a smile on her lips, +thinking of a little scene she had seen before leaving Eastcliff from +the hall, known as the lounge, of the hotel. She had watched Dilly, +beaming with joy, playing with a particularly large air-ball, bright +rose colour, that Aylmer had bought her from a well-known character of +the place, a very old woman, who made her living by the sale of these +old-fashioned balloons. Dilly was enchanted with it. She had said to +Aylmer when the old woman passed with a quantity of them. 'They look +like flowers; they ought to have a pretty scent,' which amused him +immensely. As she held it in her hand, pressing it with her tiny finger, +a tragedy happened. The air-ball burst. Edith could hardly help laughing +at seeing Dilly's expression. It was despair--gradual horror--shock, her +first disillusion! Then as tears were welling up in the large blue +eyes--she was saying: 'Oh, it's dead!'--Edith saw Aylmer snatch the +collapsed wreck from the child's hand and run as fast as he could (which +was not very fast, and only when leaning on a stick) after the old +woman.... He caught her as she turned the corner, brought back a pink +and a blue air-ball and gave them to Dilly, one for each hand. The child +beamed again, happier than at first, threw her arms round his neck and +kissed him. How touched and delighted Edith was! Would Bruce _ever_ have +done such a thing? Aylmer had so thoroughly appreciated the little drama +of joy, disillusion and consolation shown in the expression in Dilly's +lovely little face. Had anything been wanting to Edith's resolution this +small incident would have decided it. + + * * * * * + +When they arrived home, a day sooner than they were expected, the +servant told Edith at the door that Madame Frabelle had gone away. + +'Gone without seeing me?' + +'Yes, madam. A telegram came for her and she left last night. Here is a +letter for you, madam.' + +Edith ran into the dining-room and tore it open. + +'MY DEAREST EDITH (it said), + +'To my great regret a wire I half expected came, and I was compelled to +leave before your return, to join my relative, who is ill. I can't tell +you how sorry I am not to say good-bye and thank you for your dear kind +hospitality. But I'll write again, a long letter. I hope also to see you +later. I will give you my address next time. + +'May I say one word? I can't say half enough of my gratitude for your +kindness and friendship, but, apart from that, may I mention that I +fear your husband _is very unwell indeed_, his nerves are in a terrible +state, and I think his condition is more serious than you suppose. He +should be humoured in everything, not worried, and allowed to do +whatever he likes. Don't oppose any of his wishes, dear. I say this for +your and his own good. Don't be angry with him or anybody. Never think +me wanting in gratitude and friendship. + +'Truly, I am still your affectionate friend, + +'EGLANTINE.' + +What a strange letter. How like her to lay down the law about Bruce! It +irritated Edith a little, also it made the future seem harder. + +About four o'clock Landi called unexpectedly. He always came just when +Edith wanted him most, and now she confided in him and told him of her +promise to Aylmer. + +He approved of their resolution to wait till Aylmer returned from the +front and to have nothing on their conscience before. He was indeed much +relieved at the postponement. + +'And how is the Spanish girl?' he asked. 'How does she get on with Lady +Conroy?' + +'Oh, all right. She's not Spanish at all. She had rather a blow last +week, poor girl. Her father nearly went bankrupt; she was quite in +despair. It seems your friend Valdez came to the rescue in the most +generous way, and she's immensely grateful.' + +'He helped her, did he?' said Landi, smiling. + +'He seems to have behaved most generously and charmingly. Do you think +he is in love with her, Landi?' + +'Very likely he will be now.' + +'And she--she adores Aylmer. Will she fall in love with Valdez out of +gratitude?' + +'C'est probable. C'est à espérer.... Enfin-mais toi, mon enfant?' + +'And where is Madame Frabelle?' asked Landi. + +Edith looked at the postmark. + +'Apparently she's at Liverpool, of all places; but she may be going +somewhere else. I haven't got her address. She says she'll write.' + +'C'est ça.... When does Aylmer return to the front?' + +'He goes before the Board tomorrow and will know then.' + +That evening, when Bruce came in, Edith was struck by his paleness and +depression; and she began to think Madame Frabelle was right; he must be +really ill. Then, if he was, could she, later, be so cruel as to leave +him? She was in doubt again.... + +'Very bad news in the evening papers,' he said. + +'Is it so bad?' + +'Edith,' said Bruce, rather solemnly, without listening, 'I want to +speak to you after dinner. I have something serious to say to you'. + +'Really?' + +'Yes, really.' + +Edith wondered. Could Bruce suspect anything? But apparently he didn't, +since he spoke in a very friendly way of Aylmer, saying that he hoped he +wouldn't stop away long.... + +The dinner passed in trivial conversation. She described Eastcliff, the +hotel, the people. Bruce appeared absent-minded. After dinner she went +to join him in the library, where he was smoking, and said: + +'Well, Bruce, what is it you have to say to me?' + +'Good heavens,' said Bruce, looking at his writing-desk, 'if I've spoken +of this once I've spoken of it forty times! The inkstand is too full!' + +'Oh! I'm so dreadfully sorry,' said Edith, feeling the strangeness of +Bruce's want of sense of proportion. He had, as it seemed, to speak to +her about some important matter. Yet the inkstand being too full +attracted his attention, roused his anger! She remembered he had said +these very words the day he came back from his elopement with the +art student. + +Edith looked round the room, while Bruce smoked. And so she had really +made up her mind! She _meant_ to leave him! Not that she intended to see +Aylmer again now, except once, perhaps, to say good-bye. + +But still, she really intended to change her whole life when he returned +again. She felt rather conscience-stricken, but was glad when she looked +at Bruce that there had never been anything as yet but Platonic +affection between her and Aylmer, which she could have no cause to blush +for before Bruce. And how grateful she felt to Aylmer for his wonderful +self-control. Thanks to that, she could look Bruce in the face.... Bruce +was speaking. + +'Edith,' he said with some agitation, 'I wish to tell you something.' + +She saw he looked pale and nervous. + +'What is it, Bruce?' she asked kindly. + +'It's this,' he said in a somewhat pompous tone, 'I am in a very strange +condition of health. I find I can no longer endure to live in London; I +must get away from the war. The doctor says so. If I'm to keep sane, if +I'm not to commit suicide, I must give up this domestic life.' She +stared at him. 'Yes, I'm sorry, I've tried to endure it,' he went on. 'I +can't stand the responsibility, the anxiety of the children and +everything. I'm--I'm going away.' + +She said nothing, looking at him in silence. + +'Yes. I'm going to America. I've taken my passage. I'm going on +Friday.... I thought of leaving without telling you, but I decided it +was better to be open.' + +'But, Bruce, do you mean for a trip?' + +He stood up and looked at her full in the face. + +'No, I don't mean for a trip. I want to live in America.' + +'And you don't want me to come too?' + +'No, Edith; I can't endure married life any longer. It doesn't suit me. +Three years ago I offered you your freedom and you refused to take it; I +offer it you again now. You are older, you are perfectly fit to manage +your life and the children's without me. I must be free--free to look +after my health and to get away from everything!' + +'You mean to leave us altogether then?' said Edith, feeling unspeakably +thankful. + +'Exactly. That's just what I do mean.' + +'But will you be happy--comfortable--alone in America?' + +He walked across the room and came back. + +'Edith, I'm sorry to pain you, but I shall not be alone.' + +Edith started, thinking of Madame Frabelle's letter ... from Liverpool! +Evidently they were going away together. + +'Of course I give up the Foreign Office and my salary there, but you +have some money of your own, Edith; it will be enough for you and the +children to live quietly. And perhaps I shall be able to afford to send +you part of my income that my father left me when I get something to do +over there,' he added rather lamely. + +'You mean to get something to do?' + +'Yes; when I'm strong enough. I'm very ill--very.' + +There was a long pause, then Edith said kindly: + +'Have you any fault to find with me, Bruce?' + +'Edith, you are a perfect mother,' he said in a peculiar tone which +sounded to Edith like an echo of Madame Frabelle. 'I've no fault to find +with you either as a wife. But I'm not happy here. I'm miserable. I +implore you not to make a scene. Don't oppose me; forgive me--on account +of my health. This will save my life.' + +If he only knew how little she wished to oppose him! She stood up. + +'Bruce, you shall do exactly as you like!' + +He looked enchanted, relieved. + +'I hope you will be happy and well, and I shall try to be. May I just +ask--is Madame Frabelle going to America?' + +'Edith, I will not deny it. We mean to throw in our lot together! Look +out! You'll have the inkstand over!' She had moved near the +writing-table. + +Edith stopped herself from a hysterical laugh. + +'You won't mind if I go down to the club for an hour?' + +'Certainly not.' + +'And, Edith--say what you can to my mother, and comfort her. Tell her +it's to save my going off my head, or committing suicide. Will you +say that?' + +'I will,' she replied. + +Five minutes later the door banged. Bruce had gone to the club. He +hadn't told her he had taken a room there, and the same evening he sent +up for his luggage. He did not wish to see Edith again. + +Just before he went out, as if casually for an hour at the club, Edith +had said: + +'Would you like to come and see Dilly asleep?' + +It had occurred to her that at least he had been frank and honest, and +for that he deserved to see Dilly again. + +'Edith, my nerves won't stand scenes. I'd better not. I won't see her.' + +'Oh, very well!' she cried indignantly. 'I offered it for your sake. I +would rather you _didn't_ see her.' + +'Try not to be angry, Edith. Perhaps--some day--' + +'No. Never.' + +'You would never let me come back again to see you all?' + +'Never. Never.' + +'Edith.' + +'Yes.' + +'Oh! nothing. You needn't be so cross. Remember my health.' + +'I do,' said Edith. + +'And--Edith.' + +'Yes, Bruce?' + +'Don't forget about that inkstand, will you? It's always filled just a +little too full. It's--it's very awkward.... Remember about it, +won't you?' + +'Yes. Good night.' + +'Good night.' + +And Bruce went to the club. + + * * * * * + +The next day Edith felt she could neither write nor telephone to Aylmer. +Just once--only once, for a long time--she must see him. + +She confided in Landi, who invited them both to tea at his studio for +once only and was urgent in impressing patience on them. + + * * * * * + +When Edith arrived with this thrilling piece of news to announce she +found Aylmer alone in the pretty white studio. Landi was expected back +every moment from a lesson at a pupil's house. + + * * * * * + +Aylmer was beaming with Joy. 'Oh, my dear!' he cried, 'I'm not going +away at all! They won't have me! They've given me an appointment at the +War Office.' + +'Oh, Aylmer! How wonderful! I know now--I couldn't have borne your going +out again--now.' + +He put his arm round her. Ah! this, she felt, was real love--it wrapped +her round, it lifted her off her feet. + +'But now, Aylmer, we mustn't meet, for a long time.' + +'But, why not? What is it? Something has happened!' + +'Aylmer, I needn't keep my promise now.' + +'What do you mean?' + +'Aylmer, Bruce wants to leave me. He's going to leave me--to desert me. +And the children, too.' + +'What! Do you mean--Do you mean--like before?' + +'Yes. But this time he won't come back. And he wants me to divorce him. +And--this time--I shall!' + +'Edith! And do you mean--will he want to marry again?' + +'Yes, of course! 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