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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Lo, Michael! + +Author: Grace Livingston Hill + +Posting Date: November 25, 2011 [EBook #9816] +Release Date: February, 2006 +First Posted: October 20, 2003 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LO, MICHAEL! *** + + + + +Produced by Charles Aldarondo, Keren Vergon, Josephine +Paolucci, and Project Gutenberg Distributed Proofreaders + + + + + + + + + + + +LO, MICHAEL! + +BY + +GRACE LIVINGSTON HILL + + + + + + + + "But, lo, Michael, one of the + chief princes, came to help me." + + --DANIEL, 10:13. + + + + +CHAPTER I + + +"Hi, there! Mikky! Look out!" + +It was an alert voice that called from a huddled group of urchins in +the forefront of the crowd, but the child flashed past without heeding, +straight up the stone steps where stood a beautiful baby smiling on the +crowd. With his bundle of papers held high, and the late morning sunlight +catching his tangle of golden hair, Mikky flung himself toward the little +one. The sharp crack of a revolver from the opposite curbstone was +simultaneous with their fall. Then all was confusion. + +It was a great stone house on Madison Avenue where the crowd had gathered. +An automobile stood before the door, having but just come quietly up, and +the baby girl three years old, in white velvet, and ermines, with her dark +curls framed by an ermine-trimmed hood, and a bunch of silk rosebuds poised +coquettishly over the brow vying with the soft roses of her cheeks came out +the door with her nurse for her afternoon ride. Just an instant the nurse +stepped back to the hall for the wrap she had dropped, leaving the baby +alone, her dark eyes shining like stars under the straight dark brows, as +she looked gleefully out in the world. It was just at that instant, as if +by magic, that the crowd assembled. + +Perhaps it would be better to say that it was just at that minute that the +crowd focused itself upon the particular house where the baby daughter +of the president of a great defaulting bank lived. More or less all the +morning, men had been gathering, passing the house, looking up with +troubled or threatening faces toward the richly laced windows, shaking +menacing heads, muttering imprecations, but there had been no disturbance, +and no concerted crowd until the instant the baby appeared. + +The police had been more or less vigilant all the morning but had seen +nothing to disturb them. The inevitable small boy had also been in +evidence, with his natural instinct for excitement. Mikky with his papers +often found himself in that quarter of a bright morning, and the starry +eyes and dark curls of the little child were a vision for which he often +searched the great windows as he passed this particular house: but the man +with the evil face on the other side of the street, resting a shaking hand +against the lamp post, and sighting the baby with a vindictive eye, had +never been seen there before. It was Mikky who noticed him first: Mikky, +who circling around him innocently had heard his imprecations against the +rich, who caught the low-breathed oath as the baby appeared, and saw the +ugly look on the man's face. With instant alarm he had gone to the other +side of the street, his eye upon the offender, and had been the first to +see the covert motion, the flash of the hidden weapon and to fear the +worst. + +But a second behind him his street companions saw his danger and cried out, +too late. Mikky had flung himself in front of the beautiful baby, covering +her with his great bundle of papers, and his own ragged, neglected little +body; and receiving the bullet intended for her, went down with her as she +fell. + +Instantly all was confusion. + +A child's cry--a woman's scream--the whistle of the police--the angry roar +of the crowd who were like a pack of wild animals that had tasted blood. +Stones flew, flung by men whose wrongs had smothered in their breasts and +bred a fury of hate and murder. Women were trampled upon. Two of the great +plate glass windows crashed as the flying missiles entered the magnificent +home, regardless of costly lace and velvet hangings. + +The chauffeur attempted to run his car around the corner but was held up at +once, and discreetly took himself out of the way, leaving the car in the +hands of the mob who swarmed into it and over it, ruthlessly disfiguring it +in their wrath. There was the loud report of exploding tires, the ripping +of costly leather cushions, the groaning of fine machinery put to torture +as the fury of the mob took vengeance on the car to show what they would +like to do to its owner. + +Gone into bankruptcy! He! With a great electric car like that, and servants +to serve him! With his baby attired in the trappings of a queen and +his house swathed in lace that had taken the eyesight from many a poor +lace-maker! He! Gone into bankruptcy, and slipping away scot free, while +the men he had robbed stood helpless on his sidewalk, hungry and shabby and +hopeless because the pittances they had put away in his bank, the result of +slavery and sacrifice, were gone,--hopelessly gone! and they were too old, +or too tired, or too filled with hate, to earn it again. + +The crowd surged and seethed madly, now snarling like beasts, now rumbling +portentously like a storm, now babbling like an infant; a great emotional +frenzy, throbbing with passion, goaded beyond fear, desperate with need; +leaderless, and therefore the more dangerous. + +The very sight of that luxurious baby with her dancing eyes and happy +smiles "rolling in luxury," called to mind their own little puny darling, +grimy with neglect, lean with want, and hollow-eyed with knowledge +aforetime. Why should one baby be pampered and another starved? Why did the +bank-president's daughter have any better right to those wonderful furs and +that exultant smile than their own babies? A glimpse into the depths of the +rooms beyond the sheltering plate glass and drapery showed greater contrast +even than they had dreamed between this home and the bare tenements they +had left that morning, where the children were crying for bread and the +wife shivering with cold. Because they loved their own their anger burned +the fiercer; and for love of their pitiful scrawny babies that flower-like +child in the doorway was hated with all the vehemence of their untamed +natures. Their every breath cried out for vengeance, and with the brute +instinct they sought to hurt the man through his child, because they had +been hurt by the wrong done to their children. + +The policeman's whistle had done its work, however. The startled inmates of +the house had drawn the beautiful baby and her small preserver within the +heavy carven doors, and borne them back to safety before the unorganized +mob had time to force their way in. Amid the outcry and the disorder no one +had noticed that Mikky had disappeared until his small band of companions +set up an outcry, but even then no one heard. + +The mounted police had arrived, and orders were being given. The man who +had fired the shot was arrested, handcuffed and marched away. The people +were ordered right and left, and the officer's horses rode ruthlessly +through the masses. Law and order had arrived and there was nothing for the +downtrodden but to flee. + +In a very short time the square was cleared and guarded by a large force. +Only the newspaper men came and went without challenge. The threatening +groups of men who still hovered about withdrew further and further. The +wrecked automobile was patched up and taken away to the garage. The street +became quiet, and by and by some workmen came hurriedly, importantly, and +put in temporary protections where the window glass had been broken. + +Yet through it all a little knot of ragged newsboys stood their ground in +front of the house. Until quiet was restored they had evaded each renewed +command of officer or passer-by, and stayed there; whispering now and again +in excited groups and pointing up to the house. Finally a tall policeman +approached them: + +"Clear out of this, kids!" he said not unkindly. "Here's no place for you. +Clear out. Do you hear me? You can't stay here no longer:" + +Then one of them wheeled upon him. He was the tallest of them all, with +fierce little freckled face and flashing black eyes in which all the evil +passions of four generations back looked out upon a world that had always +been harsh. He was commonly known as fighting Buck. + +"Mikky's in dare. He's hurted. We kids can't leave Mick alone. He might be +dead." + +Just at that moment a physician's runabout drew up to the door, and the +policeman fell back to let him pass into the house. Hard upon him followed +the bank president in a closed carriage attended by several men in uniform +who escorted him to the door and touched their hats politely as he vanished +within. Around the corners scowling faces haunted the shadows, and murmured +imprecations were scarcely withheld in spite of the mounted officers. A +shot was fired down the street, and several policemen hurried away. But +through it all the boys stood their ground. + +"Mikky's in dare. He's hurted. I seen him fall. Maybe he's deaded. We kids +want to take him away. Mikky didn't do nothin', Mikky jes' tried to save +der little kid. Mikky's a good'un. You get the folks to put Mikky out here. +We kids'll take him away" + +The policeman finally attended to the fierce pleading of the ragamuffins. +Two or three newspaper men joined the knot around them and the story was +presently written up with all the racy touches that the writers of the hour +know how to use. Before night Buck, with his fierce black brows drawn in +helpless defiance was adorning the evening papers in various attitudes as +the different snapshots portrayed him, and the little group of newsboys and +boot-blacks and good-for-nothings that stood around him figured for once in +the eyes of the whole city. + +The small band held their place until forcibly removed. Some of them were +barefoot, and stood shivering on the cold stones, their little sickly, +grimy faces blue with anxiety and chill. + +The doctor came out of the house just as the last one, Buck, was being +marched off with loud-voiced protest. He eyed the boy, and quickly +understood the situation. + +"Look here!" he called to the officer. "Let me speak to the youngster. He's +a friend, I suppose, of the boy that was shot?" + +The officer nodded. + +"Well, boy, what's all this fuss about?" He looked kindly, keenly into the +defiant black eyes of Buck. + +"Mikky's hurted--mebbe deaded. I wants to take him away from dare," he +burst forth sullenly. "We kids can't go off'n' leave Mikky in dare wid de +rich guys. Mikky didn't do no harm. He's jes tryin' to save de kid." + +"Mikky. Is that the boy that took the shot in place of the little girl?" + +The boy nodded and looked anxiously into the kindly face of the doctor. + +"Yep. Hev you ben in dare? Did youse see Mikky? He's got yaller hair. Is +Mikky deaded?" + +"No, he isn't dead," said the physician kindly, "but he's pretty badly +hurt. The ball went through his shoulder and arm, and came mighty near some +vital places. I've just been fixing him up comfortably, and he'll be all +right after a bit, but he's got to lie very still right where he is and be +taken care of." + +"We kids'll take care o' Mikky!" said Buck proudly. "He tooked care of +Jinney when she was sick, an' we'll take care o' Mikky, all right, all +right. You jes' brang him out an' we'll fetch a wheelbarry an' cart him +off'n yer han's. Mikky wouldn't want to be in dare wid de rich guys." + +"My dear fellow," said the doctor, quite touched by the earnestness in +Buck's eyes, "that's very good of you, I'm sure, and Mikky ought to +appreciate his friends, but he's being taken care of perfectly right where +he is and he couldn't be moved. It might kill him to move him, and if he +stays where he is he will get well. I'll tell you what I'll do," he added +as he saw the lowering distress in the dumb eyes before him, "I'll give you +a bulletin every day. You be here to-night at five o'clock when I come out +of the house and I'll tell you just how he is. Then you needn't worry about +him. He's in a beautiful room lying on a great big white bed and he has +everything nice around him, and when I came away he was sleeping. I can +take him a message for you when I go in to-night, if you like." + +Half doubtfully the boy looked at him. + +"Will you tell Mikky to drop us down word ef he wants annythin'? Will you +ast him ef he don't want us to git him out?" + +"Sure!" said the doctor in kindly amusement. "You trust me and I'll make +good. Be here at five o'clock sharp and again to-morrow at quarter to +eleven." + +"He's only a slum kid!" grumbled the officer. "'Tain't worth while to take +so much trouble. 'Sides, the folks won't want um botherin' 'round." + +"Oh, he's all right!" said the doctor. "He's a friend worth having. You +might need one yourself some day, you know. What's your name, boy? Who +shall I tell Mikky sent the message?" + +"Buck," said the child gravely, "Fightin' Buck, they calls me." + +"Very appropriate name, I should think," said the doctor smiling. "Well, +run along Buck and be here at five o'clock." + +Reluctantly the boy moved off. The officer again took up his stand in front +of the house and quiet was restored to the street. + +Meantime, in the great house consternation reigned for a time. + +The nurse maid had reached the door in time to hear the shot and see the +children fall. She barely escaped the bullet herself. She was an old +servant of the family and therefore more frightened for her charge than +for herself. She had the presence of mind to drag both children inside the +house and shut and lock the door immediately, before the seething mob could +break in. + +The mistress of the house fell in a dead faint as they carried her little +laughing daughter up the stairs and a man and a maid followed with the +boy who was unconscious. The servants rushed hither and thither; the +housekeeper had the coolness to telephone the bank president what had +happened, and to send for the family physician. No one knew yet just who +was hurt or how much. Mikky had been brought inside because he blocked the +doorway, and there was need for instantly shutting the door. If it had been +easier to shove him out the nurse maid would probably have done that. But +once inside common humanity bade them look after the unconscious boy's +needs, and besides, no one knew as yet just exactly what part Mikky had +played in the small tragedy of the morning. + +"Where shall we take him?" said the man to the maid as they reached the +second floor with their unconscious burden. + +"Not here, Thomas. Here's no place for him. He's as dirty as a pig. I can't +think what come over Morton to pull him inside, anyway. His own could have +tended to him. Besides, such is better dead!" + +They hurried on past the luxurious rooms belonging to the lady of the +mansion; up the next flight of stairs, and Norah paused by the bath-room +door where the full light of the hall windows fell upon the grimy little +figure of the child they carried. + +Norah the maid uttered an exclamation. + +"He's not fit fer any place in this house. Look at his cloes. They'll have +to be cut off'n him, and he needs to go in the bath-tub before he can be +laid anywheres. Let's put him in the bath-room, and do you go an' call +Morton. She got him in here and she'll have to bathe him. And bring me a +pair of scissors. I'll mebbe have to cut the cloes off'n him, they're so +filthy. Ach! The little beast!" + +Thomas, glad to be rid of his burden, dropped the boy on the bath-room +floor and made off to call Morton. + +Norah, with little knowledge and less care, took no thought for the life +of her patient. She was intent on making him fit to put between her clean +sheets. She found the tattered garments none too tenacious in their hold +to the little, half-naked body. One or two buttons and a string were their +only attachments. Norah pulled them off with gingerly fingers, and holding +them at arm's length took them to the bath-room window whence she pitched +them down into the paved court below, that led to the kitchen regions. +Thomas could burn them, or put them on the ash pile by and by. She was +certain they would never go on again, and wondered how they had been made +to hold together this last time. + +Morton had not come yet, but Norah discovering a pool of blood under the +little bare shoulder, lifted him quickly into the great white bath-tub and +turned on the warm water. There was no use wasting time, and getting blood +on white tiles that she would have to scrub. She was not unkind but she +hated dirt, and partly supporting the child with one arm she applied +herself to scrubbing him as vigorously as possible with the other hand. +The shock of the water, not being very warm at first, brought returning +consciousness to the boy for a moment, in one long shuddering sigh. The +eyelashes trembled for an instant on the white cheeks, and his eyes opened; +gazed dazedly, then wildly, on the strange surroundings, the water, and the +vigorous Irish woman who had him in her power. He threw his arms up with +a struggling motion, gasped as if with sudden pain and lost consciousness +again, relaxing once more into the strong red arm that held him. It was +just at this critical moment that Morton entered the bath-room. + +Morton was a trim, apple-cheeked Scotch woman of about thirty years, with +neat yellow-brown hair coiled on the top of her head, a cheerful tilt to +her freckled nose, and eyes so blue that in company with her rosy cheeks +one thought at once of a flag. Heather and integrity exhaled from her very +being, flamed from her cheeks, spoke from her loyal, stubborn chin, and +looked from her trustworthy eyes. She had been with the bank president's +baby ever since the little star-eyed creature came into the world. + +"Och! look ye at the poor wee'un!" she exclaimed. "Ye're hurtin' him, +Norah! Ye shouldn't have bathed him the noo! Ye should've waited the +docther's comin'. Ye'll mebbe kin kill him." + +"Ach! Get out with yer soft talk!" said Norah, scrubbing the more +vigorously. "Did yez suppose I'll be afther havin' all this filth in the +nice clean sheets? Get ye to work an' he'p me. Do ye hold 'im while I +schrub!" + +She shifted the boy into the gentler arm's of the nurse, and went to +splashing all the harder. Then suddenly, before the nurse could protest, +she had dashed a lot of foamy suds on the golden head and was scrubbing +that with all her might. + +"Och, Norah!" cried the nurse in alarm. "You shouldn't a done that! Ye'll +surely kill the bairn. Look at his poor wee shoulder a bleedin', and his +little face so white an' still. Have ye no mercy at all, Norah? Rinse off +that suds at once, an' dry him softly. What'll the docther be sayin' to ye +fer all this I can't think. There, my poor bairnie," she crooned to the +child, softly drawing him closer as though he were conscious,-- + +"There, there my bairnie, it'll soon be over. It'll be all right in just a +minute, poor wee b'y! Poor wee b'y! There! There--" + +But Norah did her perfect work, and made the little lean body glistening +white as polished marble, while the heavy hair hung limp like pale golden +silk. + +The two women carried him to a bed in a large room at the back of the +house, not far from the nursery, and laid him on a blanket, with his +shoulder stanched with soft linen rags. Morton was softly drying his hair +and crooning to the child--although he was still unconscious--begging +Norah to put the blanket over him lest he catch cold; and Norah was still +vigorously drying his feet unmindful of Morton's pleading, when the doctor +entered with a trained nurse. The boy lay white and still upon the blanket +as the two women, startled, drew back from their task. The body, clean now, +and beautifully shaped, might have been marble except for the delicate blue +veins in wrists and temples. In spite of signs of privation and lack of +nutrition there was about the boy a showing of strength in well developed +muscles, and it went to the heart to see him lying helpless so, with his +drenched gold hair and his closed eyes. The white limbs did not quiver, the +lifeless fingers drooped limply, the white chest did not stir with any sign +of breath, and yet the tender lips that curved in a cupid's bow, were not +altogether gone white. + +"What a beautiful child!" exclaimed the nurse involuntarily as she came +near the bed. "He looks like a young god!" + +"He's far more likely to be a young devil," said the doctor grimly, leaning +over him with practised eyes, and laying a listening ear to the quiet +breast. Then, he started back. + +"He's cold as ice! What have you been doing to him? It wasn't a case of +drowning, was it? You haven't been giving him a bath at such a time as +this, have you? Did you want to kill the kid outright?" + +"Oauch, the poor wee b'y!" sobbed Morton under her breath, her blue eyes +drenched with tears that made them like blue lakes. "He's like to my own +wee b'y that I lost when he was a baby," she explained in apology to the +trained nurse who was not, however, regarding her in the least. + +Norah had vanished frightened to consult with Thomas. It was Morton who +brought the things the doctor called for, and showed the nurse where to put +her belongings; and after everything was done and the boy made comfortable +and brought back to consciousness, it was she who stood at the foot of the +bed and smiled upon him first in this new world to which he opened his +eyes. + +His eyes were blue, heavenly blue and dark, but they were great with a +brave fear as he glanced about on the strange faces. He looked like a wild +bird, caught in a kindly hand,--a bird whose instincts held him still +because he saw no way of flight, but whose heart was beating frightfully +against his captor's fingers. He looked from side to side of the room, and +made a motion to rise from the pillow. It was a wild, furtive motion, as of +one who has often been obliged to fly for safety, yet still has unlimited +courage. There was also in his glance the gentle harmlessness and appeal of +the winged thing that has been caught. + +"Well, youngster, you had a pretty close shave," said the doctor jovially, +"but you'll pull through all right! You feel comfortable now?" + +The nurse was professionally quiet. + +"Poor wee b'y!" murmured Morton, her eyes drenched again. + +The boy looked from one to another doubtfully. Suddenly remembrance dawned +upon him and comprehension entered his glance. He looked about the room and +toward the door. There was question in his eyes that turned on the doctor +but his lips formed no words. He looked at Morton, and knew her for the +nurse of his baby. Suddenly he smiled, and that smile seemed to light up +the whole room, and filled the heart of Morton with joy unspeakable. It +seemed to her it was the smile of her own lost baby come back to shine upon +her. The tears welled, up and the blue lakes ran over. The boy's face was +most lovely when he smiled. + +"Where is--de little kid?" It was Morton whose face he searched anxiously +as he framed the eager question, and the woman's intuition taught her how +to answer. + +"She's safe in her own wee crib takin' her morning nap. She's just new +over," answered the woman reassuringly. + +Still the eyes were not satisfied. + +"Did she"--he began slowly--"get--hurted?" + +"No, my bairnie, she's all safe and sound as ever. It was your own self +that saved her life." + +The boy's face lit up and he turned from one to another contentedly. His +smile said: "Then I'm glad." But not a word spoke his shy lips. + +"You're a hero, kid!" said the doctor huskily. But the boy knew little +about heroes and did not comprehend. + +The nurse by this time had donned her uniform and rattled up starchily to +take her place at the bedside, and Morton and the doctor went away, the +doctor to step once more into the lady's room below to see if she was +feeling quite herself again after her faint. + +The nurse leaned over the boy with a glass and spoon. He looked at it +curiously, unknowingly. It was a situation entirely outside his experience. + +"Why don't you take your medicine?" asked the nurse. + +The boy looked at the spoon again as it approached his lips and opened them +to speak. + +"Is--" + +In went the medicine and the boy nearly choked, but he understood and +smiled. + +"A hospital?" he finished. + +The nurse laughed. + +"No, it's only a house. They brought you in, you know, when you were hurt +out on the steps. You saved the little girl's life. Didn't you know it?" +she said kindly, her heart won by his smile. + +A beautiful look rewarded her. + +"Is de little kid--in this house?" he asked slowly, wonderingly. It was as +if he had asked if he were in heaven, there was so much awe in his tone. + +"Oh, yes, she's here," answered the nurse lightly. "Perhaps they'll bring +her in to see you sometime. Her father's very grateful. He thinks it showed +wonderful courage in you to risk your life for her sake." + +But Mikky comprehended nothing about gratitude. He only took in the fact +that the beautiful baby was in the house and might come there to see him. +He settled to sleep quite happily with an occasional glad wistful glance +toward the door, as the long lashes sank on the white cheeks, for the first +sleep the boy had ever taken in a clean, white, soft bed. The prim nurse, +softened for once from her precise attention to duties, stood and looked +upon the lovely face of the sleeping child, wondered what his life had +been, and how the future would be for him. She half pitied him that the +ball had not gone nearer to the vital spot and taken him to heaven ere he +missed the way, so angel-like his face appeared in the soft light of the +sick room, with the shining gold hair fluffed back upon the pillow now, +like a halo. + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +Little Starr Endicott, sleeping in her costly lace-draped crib on her downy +embroidered pillow, knew nothing of the sin and hate and murder that rolled +in a great wave on the streets outside, and had almost touched her own +little life and blotted it out. She knew not that three notable families +whose names were interwoven in her own, and whose blood flowed in her tiny +veins represented the great hated class of the Rich, and that those upon +whom they had climbed to this height looked upon them as an evil to be +destroyed; nor did she know that she, being the last of the race, and in +her name representing them all, was hated most of all. + +Starr Delevan Endicott! It was graven upon her tiny pins and locket, upon +the circlet of gold that jewelled her finger, upon her brushes and combs; +it was broidered upon her dainty garments, and coverlets and cushions, and +crooned to her by the adoring Scotch nurse who came of a line that knew and +loved an aristocracy. The pride of the house of Starr, the wealth of the +house of Delevan, the glory of the house of Endicott, were they not all +hers, this one beautiful baby who lay in her arms to tend and to love. So +mused Morton as she hummed: + + "O hush thee my babie, thy sire was a knight, + Thy mother a ladie, both gentle and bright--" + +And what cared Morton that the mother in this case was neither gentle nor +bright, but only beautiful and selfish? It did but make the child the +dearer that she had her love to herself. + +And so the little Starr lay sleeping in her crib, and the boy, her +preserver, from nobody knew where, and of nobody knew what name or fame, +lay sleeping also. And presently Delevan Endicott himself came to look at +them both. + +He came from the swirl of the sinful turbulent world outside, and from his +fretting, petted wife's bedside. She had been fretting at him for allowing +a bank in which he happened to be president to do anything which should +cause such a disturbance outside her home, when he knew she was so nervous. +Not one word about the little step that had stood for an instant between +her baby and eternity. Her husband reminded her gently how near their baby +had come to death, and how she should rejoice that she was safe, but her +reply had been a rush of tears, and "Oh, yes, you always think of the baby, +never of me, your wife!" + +With a sigh the man had turned from his fruitless effort to calm her +troubled mind and gone to his little daughter. He had hoped that his wife +would go with him, but he saw the hopelessness of that idea. + +The little girl lay with one plump white arm thrown over her head, the +curling baby fingers just touching the rosy cheek, flushed with sleep. +She looked like a rosebud herself, so beautiful among the rose and lacey +draperies of her couch. Her dark curls, so fine and soft and wonderful, +with their hidden purple shadows, and the long dark curling lashes, to +match the finely pencilled brows, brought out each delicate feature of the +lovely little face. The father, as he looked down upon her, wondered how it +could have been in the heart of any creature, no matter how wicked, to put +out this vivid little life. His little Starr, his one treasure! + +The man that had tried to do it, could he have intended it really, or was +it only a random shot? The testimony of those who saw judged it intention. +The father's quickened heart-beats told him it was, and he felt that the +thrust had gone deep. How they had meant to hurt him! How they must have +hated him to have wished to hurt him so! How they would have hurt his life +irretrievably if the shot had done its work. If that other little atom of +human life had not intervened! + +Where was the boy who had saved his child? He must go and see him at once. +The gratitude of a lifetime should be his. + +Morton divined his thought, as he stepped from the sacred crib softly after +bending low to sweep his lips over the rosy velvet of little Starr's cheek. +With silent tread she followed her master to the door: + +"The poor wee b'y's in the far room yon," she said in a soft whisper, and +her tone implied that his duty lay next in that direction. The banker had +often noticed this gentle suggestion in the nurse's voice, it minded him +of something in his childhood and he invariably obeyed it. He might have +resented it if it had been less humble, less trustfully certain that +of course that was the thing that he meant to do next. He followed her +direction now without a word. + +The boy had just fallen asleep when he entered, and lay as sweetly +beautiful as the little vivid beauty he had left in the other room. The man +of the world paused and instinctively exclaimed in wonder. He had been told +that it was a little gamin who had saved his daughter from the assassin's +bullet, but the features of this child were as delicately chiseled, his +form as finely modeled, his hair as soft and fine as any scion of a noble +house might boast. He, like the nurse, had the feeling that a young god lay +before him. It was so that Mikky always had impressed a stranger even when +his face was dirty and his feet were bare. + +The man stood with bowed head and looked upon the boy to whom he felt he +owed a debt which he could never repay. + +He recognized the child as a representative of that great unwashed throng +of humanity who were his natural enemies, because by their oppression and +by stepping upon their rights when it suited his convenience, he had risen +to where he now stood, and was able to maintain his position. He had no +special feeling for them, any of them, more than if they had been a pack of +wolves whose fangs he must keep clear of, and whose hides he must get as +soon as convenient; but this boy was different! This spirit-child with the +form of Apollo, the beauty of Adonis, and the courage of a hero! Could he +have come from the hotbeds of sin and corruption? It could not be! Sure +there must be some mistake. He must be of good birth. Enquiry must be made. +Had anyone asked the child's name and where he lived? + +Then, as if in answer to his thought, the dark blue eyes suddenly opened. +He found them looking at him, and started as he realized it, as if a +picture on which he gazed had suddenly turned out to be alive. And yet, +for the instant, he could not summon words, but stood meeting that steady +searching gaze of the child, penetrating, questioning, as if the eyes would +see and understand the very foundation principles on which the man's life +rested. The man felt it, and had the sensation of hastily looking at his +own motives in the light of this child's look. Would his life bear that +burning appealing glance? + +Then, unexpectedly the child's face lit up with his wonderful smile. He had +decided to trust the man. + +Never before in all his proud and varied experience had Delevan Endicott +encountered a challenge like that. It beat through him like a mighty army +and took his heart by storm, it flashed into his eyes and dazzled him. It +was the challenge of childhood to the fatherhood of the man. With a strange +new impulse the man accepted it, and struggling to find words, could only +answer with a smile. + +A good deal passed between them before any words were spoken at all, a good +deal that the boy never forgot, and that the man liked to turn back to in +his moments of self-reproach, for somehow that boy's eyes called forth the +best that was in him, and made him ashamed of other things. + +"Boy, who is your father?" at last asked the man huskily. He almost dreaded +to find another father owning a noble boy like this--and such a father as +he would be if it were true that he was only a street gamin. + +The boy still smiled, but a wistfulness came into his eyes. He slowly shook +his head. + +"Dead, is he?" asked the man more as if thinking aloud. But the boy shook +his head again. + +"No, no father," he answered simply. + +"Oh," said the man, and a lump gathered in his throat. "Your mother?" + +"No mother, never!" came the solemn answer. It seemed that he scarcely felt +that either of these were deep lacks in his assets. Very likely fathers and +mothers were not on the average desirable kindred in the neighborhood from +which he came. The man reflected and tried again. + +"Who are your folks? They'll be worried about you. We ought to send them +word you're doing well?" + +The boy looked amazed, then a laugh rippled out. + +"No folks," he gurgled, "on'y jest de kids." + +"Your brothers and sisters?" asked Endicott puzzled. + +"None o' dem," said Mikky. "Buck an' me're pards. We fights fer de other +kids." + +"Don't you know it's wrong to fight?" + +Mikky stared. + +Endicott tried to think of something to add to his little moral homily, but +somehow could not. + +"It's very wrong to fight," he reiterated lamely. + +The boy's cherub mouth settled into firm lines. + +"It's wronger not to, when de little kids is gettin' hurt, an' de big +fellers what ought ter work is stole away they bread, an' they's hungry." + +It was an entirely new proposition. It was the challenge of the poor +against the rich, of the weak against the strong, and from the lips of a +mere babe. The man wondered and answered not. + +"I'd fight fer your little kid!" declared the young logician. He seemed to +know by instinct that this was the father of his baby. + +Ah, now he had touched the responsive chord. The father's face lit up. He +understood. Yes, it was right to fight for his baby girl, his little Starr, +his one treasure, and this boy had done it, given his life freely. Was that +like fighting for those other unloved, uncared-for, hungry darlings? Were +they then dear children, too, of somebody, of God, if nobody else? The +boy's eyes were telling him plainly in one long deep look, that all the +world of little children at least was kin, and the grateful heart of the +father felt that in mere decency of gratitude he must acknowledge so much. +Poor little hungry babies. What if his darling were hungry! A sudden +longing seized his soul to give them bread at once to eat. But at least he +would shower his gratitude upon this one stray defender of their rights. + +He struggled to find words to let the child know of this feeling but only +the tears gathering quickly in his eyes spoke for him. + +"Yes, yes, my boy! You did fight for my little girl. I know, I'll never +forget it of you as long as I live. You saved her life, and that's worth +everything to me. Everything, do you understand?" + +At last the words rushed forth, but his voice was husky, and those who knew +him would have declared him more moved than they had ever seen him. + +The boy understood. A slender brown hand stole out from the white coverlet +and touched his. Its outline, long and supple and graceful, spoke of +patrician origin. It was hard for the man of wealth and pride to realize +that it was the hand of the child of the common people, the people who were +his enemies. + +"Is there anything you would like to have done for you, boy?" he asked at +last because the depth of emotion was more than he could bear. + +The boy looked troubled. + +"I was thinkin', ef Buck an' them could see me, they'd know 'twas all +right. I'd like 'em fine to know how 'tis in here." + +"You want me to bring them up to see you?" + +Mikky nodded. + +"Where can I find them, do you think?" + +"Buck, he won't go fur, till he knows what's comed o' me," said the boy +with shining confidence in his friend. "He'd know I'd do that fur him." + +Then it seemed there was such a thing as honor and loyalty among the lower +ranks of men--at least among the boys. The man of the world was learning a +great many things. Meekly he descended the two flights of stairs and went +out to his own front doorsteps. + +There were no crowds any more. The police were still on duty, but curious +passersby dared not linger long. The workmen had finished the windows and +gone. The man felt little hope of finding the boys, but somehow he had a +strange desire to do so. He wanted to see that face light up once more. +Also, he had a curious desire to see these youngsters from the street who +could provoke such loving anxiety from the hero upstairs. + +Mikky was right, Buck would not go far away until he knew how it was with +his comrade. He had indeed moved off at the officer's word when the doctor +promised to bring him word later, but in his heart he did not intend to let +a soul pass in or out of that house all day that he did not see, and so he +set his young pickets here and there about the block, each with his bunch +of papers, and arranged a judicious change occasionally, to avoid trouble +with the officers. + +Buck was standing across the street on the corner by the church steps, +making a lively show of business now and then and keeping one eye on the +house that had swallowed up his partner. He was not slow to perceive that +he was being summoned by a man upon the steps, and ran eagerly up with his +papers, expecting to receive his coin, and maybe a glimpse inside the door. + +"All about der shootin' of der bank millionaire's baby!" he yelled in his +most finished voice of trade, and the father, thinking of what might have +been, felt a pang of horror at the careless words from the gruff little +voice. + +"Do you know a boy named Buck?" he questioned as he deliberately paid for +the paper that was held up to him, and searched the unpromising little face +before him. Then marvelled at the sullen, sly change upon the dirty face. + +The black brows drew down forbodingly, the dark eyes reminded Mm of a caged +lion ready to spring if an opportunity offered. The child had become a man +with a criminal's face. There was something frightful about the defiant +look with which the boy drew himself up. + +"What if I does?" + +"Only that there's a boy in here," motioning toward the door, "would like +very much to see him for a few minutes. If you know where he is, I wish +you'd tell him." + +Then there came a change more marvelous than before. It was as if the +divine in the soul had suddenly been revealed through a rift in the sinful +humanity. The whole defiant face became eager, the black eyes danced with +question, the brows settled into straight pleasant lines, and the mouth +sweetened as with pleasant thoughts. + +"Is't Mikky?" He asked in earnest voice. "Kin we get in? I'll call de kids. +He'll want 'em. He allus wants der kids." He placed his fingers in his +mouth, stretching it into a curious shape, and there issued forth a shriek +that might have come from the mouth of an exulting fiend, so long and +shrill and sharp it was. The man on the steps, his nerves already wrought +to the snapping point, started angrily. Then suddenly around the corner at +a swift trot emerged three ragged youngsters who came at their leader's +command swiftly and eagerly. + +"Mikky wants us!" explained Buck. "Now youse foller me, 'n don't you say +nothin' less I tell you." + +They fell in line, behind the bank president, and followed awed within +the portal that unlocked a palace more wonderful than Aladdin's to their +astonished gaze. + +Up the stairs they slunk, single file, the bare feet and the illy-shod +alike going silently and sleuth-like over the polished stairs. They skulked +past open doors with frightened defiant glances, the defiance of the very +poor for the very rich, the defiance that is born and bred in the soul from +a face to face existence with hunger and cold and need of every kind. They +were defiant but they took it all in, and for many a day gave details +highly embellished of the palace where Mikky lay. It seemed to them that +heaven itself could show no grander sights. + +In a stricken row against the wall, with sudden consciousness of their own +delinquencies of attire, ragged caps in hands, grimy hands behind them, +they stood and gazed upon their fallen hero-comrade. + +Clean, they had never perhaps seen his face before. The white robe that was +upon him seemed a robe of unearthly whiteness. It dazzled their gaze. The +shining of his newly-washed hair was a glory crown upon his head. They saw +him gathered into another world than any they knew. It could have seemed no +worse to them if the far heaven above the narrow city streets had opened +its grim clouds and received their comrade from their sight. They were +appalled. How could he ever be theirs again? How could it all have happened +in the few short hours since Mikky flashed past them and fell a martyr to +his kindly heart and saved the wicked rich man his child? The brows of Buck +drew together in his densest frown. He felt that Mikky, their Mikky was +having some terrible change come upon him. + +Then Mikky turned and smiled upon them all, and in his dear familiar voice +shouted, "Say, kids, ain't this grand? Say, I jes' wish you was all in it! +Ef you, Buck, an' the kids was here in this yer grand bed I'd be havin' the +time o' me life!" + +That turned the tide. Buck swallowed hard and smiled his darker smile, +and the rest grinned sheepishly Grandeur and riches had not spoiled their +prince. He was theirs still and he had wanted them. He had sent for them. +They gained courage to look around on the spotlessly clean room, on the +nurse in her crackling dignity; on the dish of oranges which she promptly +handed to them and of which each in awe partook a golden sphere; on the +handful of bright flowers that Morton had brought but a few minutes before +and placed on a little stand by the bed; on the pictures that hung upon the +walls, the like of which they had never seen, before, and then back to the +white white bed that held their companion. They could not get used to the +whiteness and the cleanness of his clean, clean face and hands, and bright +gold hair. It burned like a flame against the pillow, and Mikky's blue eyes +seemed darker and deeper than ever before. To Buck they had given their +obedient following, and looked to him for protection, but after all he was +one like themselves, only a little more fearless. To Mikky they all gave a +kind of far-seeing adoration. He was fearless and brave like Buck, but he +was something more. In their superstitious fear and ignorance he seemed to +them almost supernatural. + +They skulked, silently down the stairs like frightened rabbits when the +interview was over, each clutching his precious orange, and not until the +great doors had closed upon them, did they utter a word. They had said very +little. Mikky had done all the talking. + +When they had filed down the street behind their leader, and rounded the +corner out of sight of the house, Buck gathered them into a little knot and +said solemnly: "Kids. I bet cher Mik don't be comin' out o' this no more. +Didn't you take notice how he looked jes' like the angel top o' the +monnemunt down to the cemtary?" + +The little group took on a solemnity that was deep and real. + +"Annyhow, he wanted us!" spoke up a curly-headed boy with old eyes and a +thin face. He was one whom Mikky had been won't to defend. He bore a hump +upon his ragged back. + +"Aw! he's all right fer us, is Mik," said Buck, "but he's different nor us. +Old Aunt Sal she said one day he were named fer a 'n'angel, an' like as not +he'll go back where he b'longs some day, but he won't never fergit us. +He ain't like rich folks what don't care. He's our pard allus. Come on, +fellers." + +Down the back alley went the solemn little procession, single file, till +they reached the rear of the Endicott house, where they stood silent as +before a shrine, till at a signal from their leader, each grimy right hand +was raised, and gravely each ragged cap was taken off and held high in the +air toward the upper window, where they knew their hero-comrade lay. Then +they turned and marched silently away. + +They were all in place before the door whenever the doctor came thereafter, +and always went around by the way of the alley afterward for their +ceremonial good night, sometimes standing solemnly beneath the cold stars +while the shrill wind blew through their thin garments, but always as long +as the doctor brought them word, or as long as the light burned in the +upper window, they felt their comrade had not gone yet. + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +Heaven opened for Mikky on the day when Morton, with the doctor's +permission, brought Baby Starr to see him. + +The baby, in her nurse's arms, gazed down upon her rescuer with the +unprejudiced eyes of childhood. Mikky's smile flashed upon her and +forthwith she answered with a joyous laugh of glee. The beautiful boy +pleased her ladyship. She reached out her roseleaf hands to greet him. + +The nurse held her down to the bed: + +"Kiss the wee b'y, that's a good baby. Kiss the wee b'y. He took care of +baby and saved her life when the bad man tried to hurt her. Kiss the wee +b'y and say 'I thank you,'" commanded Morton. + +The saving of her life meant nothing to little Starr, but she obediently +murmured 'I'ee tank oo!' as the nurse had drilled her to do before she +brought her, and then laid her moist pink lips on cheeks, forehead, eyes +and mouth in turn, and Mikky, in ecstasy, lay trembling with the pleasure +of it. No one had ever kissed him before. Kissing was not in vogue in the +street where he existed. + +Thereafter, every day until he was convalescent, Starr came to visit him. + +By degrees he grew accustomed to her gay presence enough to talk with her +freely as child with child. Her words were few and her tongue as yet quite +unacquainted with the language of this world; but perhaps that was all the +better, for their conversations were more of the spirit than of the tongue, +Mikky's language, of circumstance, being quite unlike that of Madison +Avenue. + +Starr brought her wonderful electric toys and dolls, and Mikky looked at +them with wonder, yet always with a kind of rare indifference, because the +child herself was to him the wonder of all wonders, an angel spirit stooped +to earth. And every day, when the nurse carried her small charge away after +her frolic with the boy, she would always lift her up to the bed and say: + +"Now kiss the wee b'y, Baby Starr, and thank him again fer savin' yer +life." + +And Starr would lay her soft sweet mouth on hie as tenderly and gravely as +if she understood the full import of her obligation. At such times Mikky +would watch her bright face as it came close to his, and when her lips +touched his he would close his eyes as if to shut out all things else from +this sacred ceremony. After Starr and Morton were gone the nurse was wont +to look furtively toward the bed and note the still, lovely face of the boy +whose eyes were closed as if to hold the vision and memory the longer. At +such times her heart would draw her strangely from her wonted formality and +she would touch the boy with a tenderness that was not natural to her. + +There were other times when Mr. Endicott would come and talk briefly with +the boy, just to see his eyes light and his face glow with that wonderful +smile, and to think what it would be if the boy were his own. Always Mikky +enjoyed these little talks, and when his visitor was gone he would think +with satisfaction that this was just the right kind of a father for his +little lovely Starr. He was glad the Baby Starr had a father. He had often +wondered what it would be like to have a father, and now he thought he saw +what the height of desire in a father might be. Not that he felt a great +need for himself in the way of fathers. He had taken care of himself since +he could remember and felt quite grown up and fathers usually drank; but a +baby like that needed a father, and he liked Starr's father. + +But the dearest thing now in life for him was little Starr's kisses. + +To the father, drawn first by gratitude to the boy who had saved his +child's life, and afterwards by the boy's own irresistible smile, these +frequent visits had become a pleasure. There had been a little boy before +Starr came to their home, but he had only lived a few weeks. The memory of +that golden, fuzzy head, the little appealing fingers, the great blue eyes +of his son still lingered bitterly in the father's heart. When he first +looked upon this waif the fancy seized him that, perhaps his own boy would +have been like this had he lived, and a strange and unexpected tenderness +entered his heart for Mikky. He kept going to the little invalid's room +night after night, pleasing himself with the thought that the boy was his +own. + +So strong a hold did this fancy take upon the man's heart that he actually +began to consider the feasibility of adopting the child and bringing him +up as his own--this, after he had by the aid of detectives, thoroughly +searched out all that was known of him and found that no one owned Mikky +nor seemed to care what became of him except Buck and his small following. +And all the time the child, well fed, well cared for, happier than he had +ever dreamed of being in all his little hard life, rapidly convalesced. + +Endicott came home one afternoon to find Mikky down in the reception room +dressed in black velvet and rare old lace, with his glorious sheaf of +golden hair which had grown during his illness tortured into ringlets, and +an adoring group of ladies gathered about him, as he stood with troubled, +almost haughty mien, and gravely regarded their maudlin sentimentalities. + +Mrs. Endicott had paid no attention to the boy heretofore, and her sudden +interest in him came from a chance view of him as he sat up in a big chair +for the first time, playing a game with little Starr. His big eyes and +beautiful hair attracted her at once, and she lost no time in dressing him +up like a doll and making him a show at one of her receptions. + +When her husband remonstrated with her, declaring that such treatment would +ruin the spirit of any real boy, and spoil him for life, she shrugged her +shoulders indifferently, and answered: + +"Well, what if it does? He's nothing but a foundling. He ought to be glad +we are willing to dress him up prettily and play with him for a while." + +"And what would you do with him after you were done using him for a toy? +Cast him aside?" + +"Well, why not?" with another shrug of her handsome shoulders. "Or, perhaps +we might teach him to be a butler or footman if you want to be benevolent. +He would be charming in a dark blue uniform!" + +The woman raised her delicate eyebrows, humming a light tune, and her +husband turned from her in despair. Was it nothing at all to her that this +child had saved the life of her baby? + +That settled the question of adoption. His wife would never be the one +to bring up the boy into anything like manhood. It was different with a +girl--she must of necessity be frivolous, he supposed. + +The next morning an old college friend came into his office, a plain +man with a pleasant face, who had not gone from college days to a bank +presidency. He was only a plain teacher in a little struggling college in +Florida, and he came soliciting aid for the college. + +Endicott turned from puzzling over the question of Mikky, to greet his old +friend whom he had not seen for twenty years. He was glad to see him. He +had always liked him. He looked him over critically, however, with his +successful-business-man-of-New-York point of view. He noticed the plain +cheap business suit, worn shiny in places, the shoes well polished but +beginning to break at the side, the plentiful sprinkling of gray hairs, and +then hie eyes travelled to the kind, worn face of his friend. In spite of +himself he could not but feel that the man was happier than himself. + +He asked many questions, and found a keen pleasure in hearing all about the +little family of the other, and their happy united efforts to laugh off +poverty and have a good time anyway. Then the visitor told of the college, +its struggles, its great needs and small funds, how its orange crop, which +was a large part of its regular income, had failed that year on account of +the frost, and they were in actual need of funds to carry on the work of +the immediate school year. Endicott found his heart touched, though he was +not as a rule a large giver to anything. + +"I'd be glad to help you Harkness," he said at last, "but I've got a +private benevolence on my hands just now that is going to take a good deal +of money, I'm afraid. You see we've narrowly escaped a tragedy at our +house--" and he launched into the story of the shooting, and his own +indebtedness to Mikky. + +"I see," said the Professor, "you feel that you owe it to that lad to put +him in the way of a better life, seeing that he freely gave his life for +your child's." + +"Exactly!" said Endicott, "and I'd like to adopt him and bring him up as my +own, but it doesn't seem feasible. I don't think my wife would feel just +as I do about it, and I'm not sure I'd be doing the best after all for the +boy. To be taken from one extreme to another might ruin him." + +"Well, Endicott, why don't you combine your debt to the child with +benevolence and send him down to us for a few years to educate." + +Endicott sat up interestedly. + +"Could I do that; Would they take so young a child? He can't be over +seven." + +"Yes, we would take him, I think. He'd be well cared for; and his tuition +in the prep department would help the institution along. Every little +helps, you know." + +Endicott suddenly saw before him the solution of his difficulties. He +entered eagerly into the matter, talking over rates, plans and so on. An +hour later it was all settled. Mikky was to take a full course with his +expenses all prepaid, and a goodly sum placed in the bank for his clothing +and spending money. He was to have the best room the school afforded, at +the highest price, and was to take music and art and everything else +that was offered, for Endicott meant to do the handsome thing by the +institution. The failure of the bank of which he was president had in no +wise affected his own private fortune. + +"If the boy doesn't seem to develop an interest in some of these branches, +put some deserving one in his place, and put him at something else," he +said. "I want him to have his try at everything, develop the best that is +in him. So we'll pay for everything you've got there, and that will +help out some other poor boy perhaps, for, of course one boy can't do +everything. I'll arrange it with my lawyer that the payments shall be made +regularly for the next twelve years, so that if anything happens to me, or +if this boy runs away or doesn't turn out worthy, you will keep on getting +the money just the same, and some one else can come in on it." + +Professor Harkness went away from the office with a smile on his face and +in his pocket three letters of introduction to wealthy benevolent business +men of New York. Mikky was to go South with him the middle of the next +week. + +Endicott went home that afternoon with relief of mind, but he found in his +heart a most surprising reluctance to part with the beautiful boy. + +When the banker told Mikky that he was going to send him to "college," and +explained to him that an education would enable him to become a good man +and perhaps a great one, the boy's face was very grave. Mikky had never +felt the need of an education, and the thought of going away from New York +gave him a sensation as if the earth were tottering under his feet. He +shook his head doubtfully. + +"Kin I take Buck an' de kids?" he asked after a thoughtful pause, and with +a lifting of the cloud in his eyes. + +"No," said Endicott. "It costs a good deal to go away to school, and there +wouldn't be anyone to send them." + +Mikky's eyes grew wide with something like indignation, and he shook his +head. + +"Nen I couldn't go," he said decidedly. "I couldn't take nothin' great like +that and not give de kids any. We'll stick together. I'll stay wid de kids. +They needs me." + +"But Mikky--" the man looked into the large determined eyes and settled +down for combat--"you don't understand, boy. It would be impossible for +them to go. I couldn't send them all, but I _can_ send you, and I'm going +to, because you risked your life to save little Starr." + +"That wasn't nothin' t'all!" declared Mikky with fine scorn. + +"It was everything to me," said the man, "and I want to do this for you. +And boy, it's your duty to take this. It's everybody's duty to take the +opportunities for advancement that come to them." + +Mikky looked at him thoughtfully. He did not understand the large words, +and duty meant to him a fine sense of loyalty to those who had been loyal +to him. + +"I got to stay wid de kids," he said. "Dey needs me." + +With an exasperated feeling that it was useless to argue against this +calmly stated fact, Endicott began again gently: + +"But Mikky, you can help them a lot more by going to college than by +staying at home." + +The boy's eyes looked unconvinced but he waited for reasons. + +"If you get to be an educated man you will be able to earn money and help +them. You can lift them up to better things; build good houses for them to +live in; give them work to do that will pay good wages, and help them to be +good men." + +"Are you educated?" + +Thinking he was making progress Endicott nodded eagerly. + +"Is that wot you does fer folks?" The bright eyes searched his face +eagerly, keenly, doubtfully. + +The color flooded the bank-president's cheeks and forehead uncomfortably. + +"Well,--I might--" he answered. "Yes, I might do a great deal for people, I +suppose. I don't know as I do much, but I could if I had been interested in +them." + +He paused. He realized that the argument was weakened. Mikky studied his +face. + +"But dey needs me now, de kids does," he said gravely, "Jimmie, he don't +have no supper most nights less'n I share; and Bobs is so little he can't +fight dem alley kids; n' sometimes I gets a flower off'n the florist's back +door fer little sick Jane. Her's got a crutch, and can't walk much anyhow; +and cold nights me an' Buck we sleeps close. We got a box hid away where we +sleeps close an' keeps warm." + +The moisture gathered in the eyes of the banker as he listened to the +innocent story. It touched his heart as nothing ever had before. He +resolved that after this his education and wealth should at least help +these little slum friends of Mikky to an occasional meal, or a flower, or a +warm bed. + +"Suppose you get Buck to take your place with the kids while you go to +school and get an education and learn how to help them better." + +Mikky's golden head negatived this slowly. + +"Buck, he's got all he kin do to git grub fer hisse'f an" his sister Jane. +His father is bad, and kicks Jane, and don't get her nothin' to eat. Buck +he has to see after Janie." + +"How would it be for you to pay Buck something so that he could take your +place? I will give you some money that you may do as you like with, and you +can pay Buck as much as you think he needs every week. You can send it to +him in a letter." + +"Would it be as much as a quarter?" Mikky held his breath in wonder and +suspense. + +"Two quarters if you like." + +"Oh! could I do that?" The boy's face fairly shone, and he came and threw +his arms about Endicott's neck and laid his face against his. The man +clasped him close and would fain have kept him there, for his well ordered +heart was deeply stirred. + +Thus it was arranged. + +Buck was invited to an interview, but when the silver half dollar was +laid in his grimy palm, and he was made to understand that others were to +follow, and that he was to step up into Mikky's place in the community of +the children while that luminary went to "college" to be educated, his face +wore a heavy frown. He held out the silver sphere as if it burned him. +What! Take money in exchange for Mikky's bright presence? Never! + +It took a great deal of explanation to convince Buck that anything could be +better "fer de kids" than Mikky, their own Mikky, now and forever. He was +quick, however, to see where the good lay for Mikky, and after a few plain +statements from Mr. Endicott there was no further demur on the part of the +boy. Buck was willing to give up Mikky for Mikky's good but not for his +own. But it was a terrible sacrifice. The hard little face knotted itself +into a fierce expression when he came to say good-bye. The long scrawny +throat worked convulsively, the hands gripped each other savagely. It +was like handing Mikky over to another world than theirs, and though he +confidently promised to return to them so soon as the college should have +completed the mysterious process of education, and to live with them as of +yore, sleeping in Buck's box alongside, and taking care of the others when +the big alley kids grew troublesome, somehow an instinct taught them that +he would never return again. They had had him, and they would never +forget him, but he would grow into a being far above them. They looked +vindictively at the great rich man who had perpetrated this evil device of +a college life for their comrade. It was the old story of the helpless poor +against the powerful rich. Even heart-beats counted not against such power. +Mikky must go. + +They went to the great station on the morning when Mikky was to depart +and stood shivering and forlorn until the train was called. They listened +sullenly while Professor Harkness told them that if they wished to be fit +to associate with their friend when he came out of college they must begin +at once to improve all their opportunities. First of all they must go to +school, and study hard, and then their friend in college would be proud to +call them friends. They did not think it worth while to tell the kindly but +ignorant professor that they had no time for school, and no clothes to wear +if they had the time or the inclination to go. Schools were everywhere, +free, of course, but it did not touch them. They lived in dark places and +casual crannies, like weeds or vermin. No one cared whether they went to +school. No one suggested it. They would have as soon thought of entering +a great mansion and insisting on their right to live there as to present +themselves at school. Why, they had to hustle for a mere existence. They +were the water rats, the bad boys, the embryo criminals for the next +generation. The problem, with any who thought of them was how to get rid of +them. But of course this man from another world did not understand. They +merely looked at him dully and wished he would walk away and leave Mikky to +them while he stayed. His presence made it seem as if their companion were +already gone from them. + +It was hard, too, to see Mikky dressed like the fine boys on Fifth Avenue, +handsome trousers and coat, and a great thick overcoat, a hat on his +shining crown of hair that had always been guiltless of cap, thick +stockings and shining shoes on his feet that had always been bare and +soiled with the grime of the streets--gloves on his hands. This was a new +Mikky. "The kids" did not know him. In spite of their best efforts they +could not be natural. Great lumps arose in their throats, lumps that never +dared arise for hunger or cold or curses at home. + +They stood helpless before their own consciousness, and Mikky, divining the +trouble with that exquisite keenness of a spirit sent from heaven to make +earth brighter, conceived the bright idea of giving each of his comrades +some article of his apparel as a remembrance. Mr. Endicott came upon +the scene just in time to keep Mikky from taking off his overcoat and +enveloping Buck in its elegant folds. He was eagerly telling them that Bobs +should have his undercoat, Jimmie his hat; they must take his gloves to +Jane, and there was nothing left for Sam but his stockings and shoes, but +he gave them all willingly. He seemed to see no reason why he could not +travel hatless and coatless, bare of foot and hand, for had he not gone +that way through all the years of his existence? It was a small thing to +do, for his friends whom he was leaving for a long time. + +The bright face clouded when he was told he could not give these things +away, that it would not be fair to the kind professor to ask him to carry +with him a boy not properly dressed. But he smiled again trustfully when +Endicott promised to take the whole group to a clothing house and fit them +out. + +They bade Mikky good-bye, pressing their grimy noses against the bars of +the station gate to watch their friend disappear from their bare little +lives. + +Endicott himself felt like crying as he came back from seeing the boy +aboard the train. Somehow it went hard for him to feel, he should not meet +the bright smile that night when he went home. + +But it was not the way of "the kids" to cry when tragedy fell among them. +They did not cry now--when he came back to them they regarded the banker +with lowering brows as the originator of their bereavement. They had no +faith in the promised clothing. + +"Aw, what's he givin' us!" Buck had breathed under his breath. But to do +Buck credit he had not wanted to take Mikky's coat from him. When their +comrade went from them into another walk in life he must go proudly +apparelled. + +Endicott led the huddled group away from the station, to a clothing house, +and amused himself by fitting them out. The garments were not of as fine +material, nor elegant a cut as those he had pleased himself by purchasing +for Mikky's outfit, but they were warm and strong and wonderful to their +eyes, and one by one the grimy urchins went into a little dressing room, +presently emerging with awe upon their faces to stand before a tall mirror +surveying themselves. + +Endicott presently bade the little company farewell and with a conscience +at ease with himself and all mankind left them. + +They issued from the clothing house with scared expressions and walked +solemnly a few blocks. Then Buck called them to a halt before a large plate +glass show-window. + +"Take a good look at yersel's, kids," he ordered, "an' we'll go up to the +Park an' shine around, an' see how ther swells feels, then we'll go down to +Sheeny's an' sell 'em." + +"Sell 'em! Can't we keep 'em?" pitifully demanded Bobs who had never felt +warm in winter in all his small life before. + +"You wouldn't hev 'em long," sneered Buck. "That father o' yourn would hey +'em pawned 'afore night; You better enjoy 'em a while, an' then git the +money. It's safer!" + +The children with wisdom born of their unhappy circumstances recognized +this truth. They surveyed themselves gravely in their fleeting grandeur and +then turned to walk up to the aristocratic part of town, a curious little +procession. They finished by rounding the Madison Avenue block, marched up +the alley, and gave the salute with new hats toward the window where their +Prince and Leader used to be. He was no longer there, but his memory was +about them, and the ceremony did their bursting little hearts good. Their +love for Mikky was the noblest thing that had so far entered their lives. + +Jimmie suggested that they must let Jane see them before they disposed +forever of their elegant garments, so Bobs, minus coat, hat, stockings +and shoes was sent to bid her to a secluded retreat at the far end of the +alley. Bobs hurried back ahead of her little tapping crutch to don his fine +attire once more before she arrived. + +Little Jane, sallow of face, unkempt of hair, tattered of clothing and +shivering in the cold twilight stood and watched the procession of pride as +it passed and repassed before her delighted eyes. The festivity might have +been prolonged but that the maudlin voice of Bobs' father reeling into the +alley struck terror to their hearts, and with small ceremony they scuttled +away to the pawnshop, leaving little Jane to hobble back alone to her +cellar and wonder how it would feel to wear a warm coat like one of those. + +"Gee!" said Jimmie as they paused with one consent before the shop door, +and looked reluctantly down at their brief glory, "Gee! I wisht we could +keep jest one coat fer little Jane!" + +"Couldn't we hide it some'ere's?" asked Sam, and they all looked at Buck. + +Buck, deeply touched for his sister's sake, nodded. + +"Keep Jim's," he said huskily, "it'll do her best." + +Then the little procession filed proudly in and gave up their garments +to the human parasite who lived on the souls of other men, and came away +bearing the one coat they had saved for Janie, each treasuring a pitiful +bit of money which seemed a fortune in their eyes. + +Little Jane received her gift with true spirit when it was presented, +skilfully hid it from her inhuman father, and declared that each boy should +have a turn at wearing the coat every Sunday at some safe hour, whereat +deep satisfaction, reigned among them. Their grandeur was not all departed +after all. + +Meantime, Mikky, in his luxurious berth in a sleeper, smiled drowsily to +think of the fine new clothes that his friends must be wearing, and then +fell asleep to dream of little Starr's kisses on his closed eyelids. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +Into a new world came Mikky, a world of blue skies, song birds, and high, +tall pines with waving moss and dreamy atmosphere; a world of plenty to eat +and wear, and light and joy and ease. + +Yet it was a most bewildering world to the boy, and for the first week he +stood off and looked at it questioningly, suspiciously. True, there were +no dark cellars or freezing streets, no drunken fathers or frightened +children, or blows, or hunger or privation; but this education he had come +to seek that he might go back to his own world and better it, was not a +garment one put on and exercised in so many times a day; it was not a +cup from which one drank, nor an atmosphere that one absorbed. It was a +strange, imperceptible thing got at in some mysterious way by a series of +vague struggles followed by sudden and almost alarming perceptions. For a +time it seemed to the boy, keen though his mind, and quick, that knowledge +was a thing only granted to the few, and his was a mind that would never +grasp it. How, for instance, did one know how to make just the right +figures under a line when one added a long perplexity of numbers? Mikky the +newsboy could tell like a flash how much change he needed to return to the +fat gentleman who occasionally gave him a five-dollar bill to change on +Broadway; but Mikky the scholar, though he knew figures, and was able to +study out with labor easy words in his papers, had never heard of adding up +figures in the way they did here, long rows of them on the blackboard. It +became necessary that this boy should have some private instruction before +he would be able to enter classes. Professor Harkness himself undertook the +task, and gradually revealed to the child's neglected understanding some of +the simple rudiments that would make his further progress possible. The sum +that was paid for his tuition made it quite necessary that the boy advance +reasonably, for his benefactor had made it understood that he might some +day visit the institution and see how he was getting on. So great pains +were taken to enlighten Mikky's darkness. + +There was another thing that the boy could not understand, and that was the +discipline that ruled everywhere. He had always been a law unto himself, +his only care being to keep out of the way of those who would interfere +with this. Now he must rise with a bell, stay in his room until another +bell, eat at a bell, go to the hard bench in the schoolroom with another +bell, and even play ball when the recreation bell rang. It was hard on an +independent spirit to get used to all this, and while he had no mind to be +disorderly, he often broke forth into direct disobedience of the law from +sheer misunderstanding of the whole régime. + +The boys' dormitory was presided over by a woman who, while thorough in +all housekeeping arrangements, had certainly mistaken her calling as a +substitute mother for boys. She kept their clothes in order, saw to it that +their rooms were aired, their stockings darned and their lights out at +exactly half-past nine, but the grimness of her countenance forbade any +familiarity, and she never thought of gaining the confidence of her rough, +but affectionate charges. There was no tenderness in her, and Mikky never +felt like smiling in her presence. He came and went with a sort of high, +unconscious superiority that almost irritated the woman, because she +was not great enough to see the unusual spirit of the child; and as a +consequence she did not win his heart. + +But he did not miss the lack of motherliness in her, for he had never known +a mother and was not expecting it. + +The professors he grew to like, some more, some less, always admiring most +those who seemed to him to deal in a fair and righteous manner with their +classes--fairness being judged by the code in use among "the kids" in New +York. But that was before he grew to know the president. After that his +code changed. + +His first interview with that dignitary was on an afternoon when he had +been overheard by the matron to use vile language among the boys at the +noon hour. She hauled him up with her most severe manner, and gave him to +understand that he must answer to the president for his conduct. + +As Mikky had no conception of his offence he went serenely to his fate +walking affably beside her, only wishing she would not look so sour. As +they crossed the campus to the president's house a blue jay flew overhead, +and a mocking bird trilled in a live oak near-by. The boy's face lighted +with joy and he laughed out gleefully, but the matron only looked the more +severe, for she thought him a hardened little sinner who was defying her +authority and laughing her to scorn. After that it was two years before she +could really believe anything good of Mikky. + +The president was a noble-faced, white-haired scholar, with a firm tender +mouth, a brow of wisdom, and eyes of understanding. He was not the kind +who win by great athletic prowess, he was an old-fashioned gentleman, well +along in years, but young in heart. He looked at the child of the slums and +saw the angel in the clay. + +He dismissed the matron with a pleasant assurance and took Mikky to an +inner office where he let the boy sit quietly waiting a few minutes till +he had finished writing a letter. If the pen halted and the kind eyes +furtively studied the beautiful face of the child, Mikky never knew it. + +The president asked the boy to tell him what he had said, and Mikky, with +sweet assurance repeated innocently the terrible phrases he had used, +phrases which had been familiar to him since babyhood, conveying statements +of facts that were horrible, but nevertheless daily happenings in the +corner of the world where he had brought himself up. + +With rare tact the president questioned the boy, until he made sure there +was no inherent rottenness in him: and then gently and kindly, but firmly +laid down the law and explained why it was right and necessary that there +should be a law. He spoke of the purity of God. Mikky knew nothing of God +and listened with quiet interest. The president talked of education and +culture and made matters very plain indeed. Then when the interview was +concluded and the man asked the boy for a pledge of good faith and clean +language from that time forth, Mikky's smile of approval blazed forth and +he laid his hand in that of the president readily enough, and went forth +from the room with a great secret admiration of the man with whom he had +just talked. The whole conversation had appealed to him deeply. + +Mikky sought his room and laboriously spelled out with lately acquired +clumsiness a letter to Buck: + +"Dear Buck we mussent yuz endecent langwidg enay moor ner swar. God donte +lyk it an' it ain't educated. I want you an' me to be educate. I ain't gone +to, donte yoo ner let de kids.--Mikky." + +In due time, according to previous arrangement about the monthly allowance, +this letter reached Buck, and he tracked the doctor for two whole days +before he located him and lay in wait till he came out to his carriage, +when he made bold to hand over the letter to be read. + +The doctor, deeply touched, translated as best he could. Buck's education +had been pitifully neglected. He watched the mystic paper in awe as the +doctor read. + +"Wot's indecent langwidge?" he asked with his heavy frown. + +The doctor took the opportunity to deliver a brief sermon on purity, and +Buck, without so much as an audible thank you, but with a thoughtful air +that pleased the doctor, took back his letter, stuffed it into his ragged +pocket and went on his way. The man watched him wistfully, wondering +whether Mikky's appeal could reach the hardened little sinner; and, sighing +at the wickedness of the world, went on his way grimly trying to make a few +things better. + +That night "the kids" were gathered in front of little Janie's window, +for she was too weak to go out with them, and Buck delivered a lesson in +ethical culture. Whatever Mikky, their Prince, ordered, that must be done, +and Buck was doing his level best, although for the life of him he couldn't +see the sense in it. But thereafter none of "the kids" were allowed to use +certain words and phrases, and swearing gradually became eliminated from +their conversation. It would have been a curious study for a linguist to +observe just what words and phrases were cut out, and what were allowed to +flourish unrebuked; but nevertheless it was a reform, and Buck was doing +his best. + +With his schoolmates Mikky had a curiously high position even from the +first. His clothes were good and he had always a little money to spend. +That had been one of Endicott's wishes that the boy should be like other +boys. It meant something among a group of boys, most of whom were the sons +of rich fathers, sent down to Florida on account of weak lungs or throats. +Moreover, he was brave beyond anything they had ever seen before, could +fight like a demon in defense of a smaller boy, and did not shrink from +pitching into a fellow twice his size. He could tell all about the great +base-ball and foot-ball games of New York City, knew the pitchers by name +and yet did not boast uncomfortably. He could swim like a duck and dive +fearlessly. He could outrun them all, by his lightness of foot, and was an +expert in gliding away from any hand that sought to hold him back. They +admired him from the first. + +His peculiar street slang did not trouble them in the least, nor his lack +of class standing, though that presently began to be a thing of the past, +for Mikky, so soon as he understood the way, marched steadily, rapidly, up +the hill of knowledge, taking in everything that was handed out to him and +assimilating it. It began to look as if there would not be any left over +courses in the curriculum that might be given to some other deserving +youth. Mikky would need them all. The president and the professors +began presently to be deeply interested in this boy without a past; and +everywhere, with every one, Mikky's smile won his way; except with the +matron, who had not forgiven him that her recommendation of his instant +dismissal from the college had not been accepted. + +The boys had not asked many questions about him, nor been told much. They +knew his father and mother were dead. They thought he had a rich guardian, +perhaps a fortune some day coming, they did not care. Mikky never spoke +about any of these things and there was a strange reticence about him that +made them dislike to ask him questions; even, when they came to know him +well. He was entered under the name of Endicott, because, on questioning +him Professor Harkness found he could lay no greater claim to any other +surname, and called him that until he could write to Mr. Endicott for +advice. He neglected to write at once and then, the name having become +fastened upon the boy, he thought it best to let the matter alone as there +was little likelihood of Mr. Endicott's coming down to the college, and +it could do no harm. He never stopped to think out possible future +complications and the boy became known as Michael Endicott. + +But his companions, as boys will, thought the matter over, and rechristened +him "Angel"; and Angel, or Angel Endy he became, down to the end of his +college course. + +One great delight of his new life was the out-of-door freedom he enjoyed. A +beautiful lake spread its silver sheet at the foot of the campus slope and +here the boy revelled in swimming and rowing. The whole country round +was filled with wonder to his city-bred eyes. He attached himself to the +teacher of natural sciences, and took long silent tramps for miles about. +They penetrated dense hammocks, gathering specimens of rare orchids and +exquisite flowers; they stood motionless and breathless for hours watching +and listening to some strange wild bird; they became the familiar of slimy +coiling serpents in dark bogs, and of green lizards and great black velvet +spiders; they brought home ravishing butterflies and moths of pale green +and gold and crimson. Mikky's room became a museum of curious and wonderful +things, and himself an authority on a wide and varied range of topics. + +The new life with plenty of wholesome plain food, plenty of fresh air, long +nights of good sleep, and happy exercise were developing the young body +into strength and beauty, even as the study and contact, with life were +developing the mind. Mikky grew up tall and straight and strong. In all +the school, even among the older boys, there was none suppler, none so +perfectly developed. His face and form were beautiful as Adonis, and yet it +was no pink and white feminine beauty. There was strength, simplicity +and character in his face. With the acceptance of his new code of morals +according to the president, had grown gradually a certain look of high +moral purpose. No boy in his presence dared use language not up to the +standard. No boy with his knowledge dared do a mean or wrong thing. And +yet, in spite of this, not a boy in the school but admired him and was more +or less led by him. If he had been one whit less brave, one shade more +conscious of self and self's interests, one tiny bit conceited, this would +not have been. But from being a dangerous experiment in their midst Mikky +became known as a great influence for good. The teachers saw it and +marvelled. The matron saw it and finally, though grudgingly, accepted +it. The president saw it and rejoiced. The students saw it not, but +acknowledged it in their lives. + +Mikky's flame of gold hair had grown more golden and flaming with the +years, so that when their ball team went to a near-by town to play, Mikky +was sighted by the crowd and pointed out conspicuously at once. + +"Who is that boy with the hair?" some one would ask one of the team. + +"That? Oh, that's the Angel! Wait till you see him play," would be the +reply. And he became known among outsiders as the Angel with the golden +hair. At a game a listener would hear: + +"Oh, see! see! There'll be something doing now. The Angel's at the bat!" + +Yet in spite of all this the boy lived a lonely life. Giving of himself +continually to those about him, receiving in return their love and +devotion, he yet felt in a great sense set apart from them all. Every now +and again some boy's father or mother, or both, would come down for a trip +through the South; or a sister or a little brother. Then that boy would be +excused from classes and go off with his parents for perhaps a whole week; +or they would come to visit him every day, and Michael would look on and +see the love light beaming in their eyes. That would never be for him. No +one had ever loved him in that way. + +Sometimes he would close his eyes and try to get back in memory to the +time when he was shot; and the wonder of the soft bed, the sweet room, and +little Starr's kisses. But the years were multiplying now and room and +nurse and all were growing very dim. Only little Starr's kisses remained, +a delicate fragrance of baby love, the only kisses that the boy had ever +known. One day, when a classmate had been telling of the coming of his +father and what it would mean to him, Michael went into his room and +locking his door sat down and wrote a stiff school boy letter to his +benefactor, thanking him for all that he had done for him. It told briefly, +shyly of a faint realization of that from which he had been saved; it +showed a proper respect, and desire to make good, and it touched the heart +of the busy man who had almost forgotten about the boy, but it gave no hint +of the heart hunger which had prompted its writing. + +The next winter, when Michael was seventeen, Delevan Endicott and his +daughter Starr took a flying trip through the South, and stopped for a +night and a day at the college. + +The president told Michael of his expected coming. Professor Harkness had +gone north on some school business. + +The boy received the news quietly enough, with one of his brilliant smiles, +but went to his room with a tumult of wonder, joy, and almost fear in his +heart. Would Mr. Endicott be like what he remembered, kind and interested +and helpful? Would he be pleased with the progress his protégé had made, +or would he be disappointed? Would there be any chance to ask after little +Starr? She was a baby still in the thoughts of the boy, yet of course she +must have grown. And so many things might have happened--she might not be +living now. No one would think or care to tell him. + +Baby Starr! His beautiful baby! He exulted in the thought that he had flung +his little useless life, once, between her lovely presence and death! He +would do it again gladly now if that would repay all that her father had +done for him. Michael the youth was beginning to understand all that that +meant. + +Those other friends of his, Buck, Jimmie, Bobs, and the rest, were still +enshrined in his faithful heart, though their memory had grown dimmer with +the full passing years. Faithfully every month the boy had sent Buck two +dollars from his pocket money, his heart swelling with pleasure that he was +helping those he loved, but only twice had any word come back from that far +city where he had left them. In answer to the letter which the doctor had +translated to them, there had come a brief laborious epistle, terse and +to the point, written with a stub of pencil on the corner of a piece of +wrapping paper, and addressed by a kindly clerk at the post office where +Buck bought the stamped envelope. It was the same clerk who usually paid +to the urchin his monthly money order, so he knew the address. For the +inditing of the letter Buck went to night school two whole weeks before he +could master enough letters and words to finish it to his satisfaction, It +read: + +"Deer Mik WE WunT + +"Buck." + +The significant words filled the boy's heart with pride over his friend +whenever he thought of it, even after some time had passed. He had faith in +Buck. Somehow in his mind it seemed that Buck was growing and keeping pace +with him, and he never dreamed that if Buck should see him now he would not +recognize him. + +When Mikky had been in Florida several years another letter had come from +Buck addressed in the same way, and little better written than the other. +Night school had proved too strenuous for Buck; besides, he felt he knew +enough for all practical purposes and it was not likely he would need to +write many letters. This, however, was an occasion that called for one. + +"Dear Mikky Jany is DEAD sHe sayd tell yo hur LUV beeryd hur in owr kote we +giv hur ther wuz a angle wit pink wins on top uv the wite hurs an a wite +hors we got a lot uv flowers by yur money so yo needn sen no mor money kuz +we ken got long now til yo cum BUCK." + +After that, though Michael had written as usual every month for some time +no reply had come, and the money orders had been returned to him as not +called for. Buck in his simplicity evidently took it for granted that Mikky +would not send the money and so came no more to the office, at least +that was the solution Michael put upon it, and deep down in his heart +he registered a vow to go and hunt up Buck the minute he was through at +college, and free to go back to New York and help his friends. Meantime, +though the years had dimmed those memories of his old life, and the days +went rapidly forward in study, he kept always in view his great intention +of one day going back to better his native community. + +But the coming of Mr. Endicott was a great event to the boy. He could +scarcely sleep the night before the expected arrival. + +It was just before the evening meal that the through train from New York +reached the station. Michael had been given the privilege of going down to +meet his benefactor. + +Tall and straight and handsome he stood upon the platform as the train +rushed into the town, his cheeks glowing from excitement, his eyes bright +with anticipation, his cap in his hand, and the last rays of the setting +sun glowing in his golden hair, giving a touch like a halo round his head. +When Endicott saw him he exclaimed mentally over his strength and manly +beauty, and more than one weary tourist leaned from the open car window and +gazed, for there was ever something strange and strong and compelling about +Michael that reminded one of the beauty of an angel. + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +Michael met Mr. Endicott unembarrassed. His early life in New York had +given him a self-poise that nothing seemed to disturb; but when the father +turned to introduce his young daughter, the boy caught his breath and gazed +at her with deepening color, and intense delight. + +She was here then, his Starr! She had come to see him, and she looked just +as he would have her look. He had not realized before that she would be +grown up, but of course she would, and the change in her was not so great +as to shock his memory. The clear white of her skin with its fresh coloring +was the same. New York life had not made it sallow. The roses were in her +cheeks as much as when she was a little child. Her eyes were the same, dark +and merry and looked at him straightly, unabashed, with the ease of a +girl trained by a society mother. The dark curls were there, only longer, +hanging to the slender waist and crowned with a fine wide Panama hat. She +gave him a little gloved hand and said: "I'm afraid I don't remember you +very well, but daddy has been telling me about you and I'm very glad to see +you." + +She was only a little over twelve, but she spoke with ease and simplicity, +and for the first time in his life Michael felt conscious of himself. She +was so perfect, so lovely, so finished in every expression and movement. +She looked at him intelligently, politely curious, and no longer with the +baby eyes that wondered at nothing. He himself could not help wondering +what she must think of him, and for a few minutes he grew shy before her. + +Mr. Endicott was surprised and pleased at the appearance of the boy. The +passing of the years had easily erased the tender feelings that Mikky the +little street urchin had stirred in his heart. This visit to the school and +college was not so much on account of the boy, to whom he had come to feel +he had discharged his full duty, but because of the repeated invitations on +the part of Professor Harkness and the president. It went not against him +to see the institution to which he had from time to time contributed, in +addition to his liberal allowance for the education of the boy. It was +perfectly convenient for him to stop, being on the regular route he had +laid out for his southern trip. His wife he had left at Palm Beach with her +fashionable friends; and with Starr as his companion, the father was +going through the orange belt on a tour of investigation with a view to +investments. It suited him perfectly to stop off and receive the thanks of +the college, therefore he stopped. Not that he was a heartless man, but +there were so many things in his world to make him forget, and a little +pleasant adulation is grateful to the most of us. + +But when Michael in all his striking beauty stood before him with the +deference of a more than son, his heart suddenly gave a great leap back to +the day when he had first looked down upon the little white face on the +pillow; when the blue eyes had opened and Mikky had smiled. Michael smiled +now, and Endicott became aware at once of the subtle fascination of that +smile. And now the thought presented itself. "What if this were my son! how +proud I should be of him!" + +Michael was indeed good to look upon even to the eyes of the city critic. +Endicott had taken care to leave orders with his tailor for a full outfit +to be sent to the boy, Spring and Fall, of suitable plain clothing for a +school boy, little realizing how unnecessary it would have been to have +dressed him so well. The tailor, nothing loth, had taken the measurements +which were sent to him from year to year in answer to the letter of the +firm, and had kept Michael looking as well as any rich man's son need +desire to look. Not that the boy knew nor realized. The clothes came to +him, like his board and tuition, and he took them well pleased and wrote +his best letter of thanks each year as Professor Harkness suggested; but he +had no idea that a part at least of his power of leadership with all the +boys of the school was due to his plain though stylishly cut garments. This +fact would not have counted for anything with boys who had been living in +Florida for years, for any plain decent clothes were thought fit, no matter +how they were cut; but the patronage of the school was at least one-half +made up of rich men's sons who were sent South for a few years to a milder +climate for their health. These as a rule, when they came, had exaggerated +ideas of the importance of clothes and prevailing modes. + +And so it was that Michael did not look like a dowdy country boy to his +benefactor, but on the contrary presented a remarkable contrast with many +of the boys with whom Endicott was acquainted at home. There was something +about Michael even when he was a small lad that commanded marked attention +from all who saw him. This attention Endicott and his daughter gave now +as they walked beside him in the glow of the sunset, and listened as he +pointed out the various spots of interest in the little college town. + +The institution boasted of no carriage, and the single horse-car that +travelled to the station belonged to the hotel and its guests. However, the +walk was not long, and gave the travellers an opportunity to breathe the +clear air and feel the stillness of the evening which was only emphasized +by each separate sound now and again. + +Starr, as she walked on the inside of the board sidewalk, and looked down +at the small pink and white and crimson pea blossoms growing broad-cast, +and then up at the tallness of the great pines, felt a kind of awe stealing +upon her. The one day she had spent at Palm Beach had been so filled with +hotels and people and automobiles that she had had no opportunity to +realize the tropical nature of the land. But here in this quiet spot, +where the tiny station, the post office, the grocery, and a few scattered +dwellings with the lights of the great tourists' hotel gleaming in the +distance, seemed all there was of human habitation; and where the sky was +wide even to bewilderment; she seemed suddenly to realize the difference +from New York. + +Michael had recovered his poise as soon as she no longer faced him, though +he was profoundly conscious of her presence there on the other side of her +father. But he talked easily and well. Yes, there was the hotel. It held +five hundred guests and was pretty well filled at this season of the +year. There were some distinguished people stopping there. The railroad +president's private car was on the track for a few hours last week. That +car over on the siding belonged to a great steel magnate. The other one had +brought the wife of a great inventor. Off there at the right toward the +sunset were the school and college buildings. No, they could not be seen, +until one passed the orange grove. Too bad there was no conveyance, but +the one little car turned off toward the hotel at this corner, and the one +beast of burden belonging to the college, the college Mule--Minus, by name, +because there were so many things that he was not--was lame to-day and +therefore could not be called into requisition to bring the guests from the +station. + +Mr. Endicott felt that he was drawing nearer to nature in this quiet walk +than he had been since he was a boy and visited his grandfather's farm. +It rested and pleased him immensely, and he was charmed with the boy, his +protégé. His frank, simple conversation was free from all affectation on +the one hand, or from any hint of his low origin on the other hand. He felt +already that he had done a good thing in sending this boy down here to be +educated. It was worth the little money he had put into it. + +Starr watched Michael shyly from the shelter of her father's side and +listened to him. He was not like the boys she met in New York. To begin +with he was remarkably fine looking, and added to that there was a mingled +strength and kindliness in his face, and above all about his smile, that +made her feel instinctively that he was nobler than most of them. She could +not think of a boy of her acquaintance who had a firm chin like that. This +boy had something about him that made the girl know instantly that he had +a greater purpose in life than his own pleasure. Not that she thought this +all out analytically. Starr had never learned to think. She only felt it +as she looked at him, and liked him at once. Moreover there was a sort of +glamour over the boy in her eyes, for her father had just been telling her +the story of how he had saved her life when she was barely two years +old. She felt a prideful proprietorship in him that made her shy in his +presence. + +At the college president's gate, just on the edge of the campus, the +president came out with apologies. He had been detained on a bit of +business at the county seat five miles away, and had driven home with a +friend whose horse was very slow. He was sorry not to have done their +honored guests the courtesy of being at the station on their arrival. +Endicott walked with the president after the greetings, and Michael dropped +behind with Starr eagerly pointing out to her the buildings. + +"That's the chapel, and beyond are the study and recitation rooms. The next +is the dining hall and servant's quarters, and over on that side of the +campus is our dormitory. My window looks down on the lake. Every morning I +go before breakfast for a swim." + +"Oh, aren't you afraid of alligators?" exclaimed Starr shivering prettily. + +Michael looked down at her fragile loveliness with a softened appreciation, +as one looks at the tender precious things of life that need protection. + +"No," he answered without laughing, as some of the other boys would have +done at her girlish fears, "they never bother us here, and besides, I'm +sort of acquainted with them. I'm not afraid of them. Nothing will hurt you +if you understand it well enough to look out for its rights." + +"Oh!" said Starr eyeing him in wonder. As if an alligator had rights! What +a strange, interesting boy. The idea of understanding an alligator. She was +about to ask how understanding the creature would keep one from being eaten +up when Michael pointed to the crimsoning West: + +"See!" he said eagerly as if he were pointing to a loved scene, "the sun is +almost down. Don't you love to watch it? In a minute more it will be gone +and then it will be dark. Hear that evening bird? 'Tit-wiloo! Tit-wiloo!' +He sings sometimes late at night." + +Starr followed his eager words, and saw the sun slipping, slipping like a +great ruby disc behind the fringe of palm and pine and oak that bordered +the little lake below the campus; saw the wild bird dart from the thicket +into the clear amber of the sky above, utter its sweet weird call, and +drop again into the fine brown shadows of the living picture; watched, +fascinated as the sun slipped lower, lower, to the half now, and now less +than half. + +Breathless they both stood and let the two men go on ahead, while they +watched the wonder of the day turn into night. The brilliant liquid crimson +poured itself away to other lands, till only a rim of wonderful glowing +garnet remained; then, like a living thing dying into another life, it too +dropped away, and all was night. + +"Why! How dark it is!" exclaimed Starr as she turned to her companion again +and found she could scarcely see his face. "Why! How queer! Where is the +twilight? Is anything the matter? I never saw it get dark all at once like +this!" She peered around into the strange velvet darkness with troubled +eyes. + +Michael was all attention at once. + +"No, that's all right," he assured her. "That's the way we do here. Almost +everybody from the north speaks about it at first. They can't understand +it. Its the difference in the position of the sun, nearer the equator, you +know. I'll show you all about it on the chart in the astronomical room if +you care to see. We haven't any twilight here. I should think twilight +would be queer. You wouldn't just know when night began and day ended. I +don't remember about it when I lived in New York. Look up there! That's the +evening star! It's come out for you to-night--to welcome another--Starr!" + +Oh, Michael, of unknown origin! Whence came that skill of delicate +compliment, that grace of courtesy, that you, plucked from the slime of the +gutter, set apart from all sweetening influences of loving contact with, +womankind, should be able so gallantly and respectfully to guide the young +girl through the darkness, touching her little elbow distantly, tactfully, +reverently, exactly as the college president helps his wife across the +road on Sabbath to the church? Is it only instinct, come down from some +patrician ancestor of gallant ways and kind, or have you watched and caught +the knack from the noble scholar who is your ideal of all that is manly? + +They walked silently through the warm darkness until they came within the +circle of light from the open door, and matron and teachers came out to +welcome the young stranger and bring her into the house. + +Michael lingered for a moment by the door, watching her as she went with +the matron, her sweet face wreathed in smiles, the matron's thin arm around +her and a new and gentle look upon her severe countenance; watched until +they mounted the stairs out of sight; then he went out of doors. + +Taking off his cap he stood reverently looking up at the star, communing +with it perhaps about the human Starr that had come back to him out of the +shadows of the past. + +And she was a star. No one who saw her but acknowledged it. He marvelled as +he recalled the change wrought in the face of the matron and because of her +gentleness to the little girl forgave her all that she had not been to his +motherless boyhood. + +Starr came down to dinner in a few minutes radiant in a little rosy frock +of soft Eastern silk, girdled with a fringed scarf of the same and a knot +of coral velvet in her hair. From the string of pearls about her white neck +to the dainty point of her slipper she was exquisite and Michael watched +her with open admiration; whereat the long lashes drooped shyly over the +girl's rosy cheeks and she was mightily pleased. + +She sat at her father's side to the right of the president, with Michael +across the table. Well he bore the scrutiny of Endicott's keen eyes which +through all the conversation kept searching the intelligent face of the +boy. + +The evening passed like a dream, and Michael lay awake again that night +thinking of all the pleasure in anticipation for the next day. At last, at +last he had some people who in a way he might call his own. They had cared +to come and see him after all the years! His heart swelled with joy and +gratitude. + +The guests attended chapel exercises with the students the next morning, +and Michael saw with pride the eyes of his companions turn toward the +beautiful young girl, and look at him almost with envy. The color mounted +into his strong young face, but he sat quietly in his place and no one +would have guessed to look at him, the tumult that was running riot in his +veins. He felt it was the very happiest day of his life. + +After chapel the guests were shown about the college buildings and campus. +The president and Endicott walked ahead, Michael behind with Starr, +answering her interested questions. + +They had been through all the classrooms, the gymnasium, the dining hall, +servants' quarters and dormitories. They had visited the athletic ground, +the tennis courts, and gone down by the little lake, where Michael had +taken them out for a short row. Returning they were met by one of the +professors who suggested their going to hear some of the classes recite, +and as Mr. Endicott seemed interested they turned their steps toward the +recitation hall. + +"I think," said Starr as they walked slowly across the campus together, +"that you must be a very brave boy. To think of you saving my life that way +when you were just a little fellow!" + +She looked up, her pretty face full of childish feeling. + +Michael looked down silently and smiled. He was wondering if any eyes were +ever as beautiful as those before him. He had never had even a little girl +look at him like that. The president's daughter was fat and a romp. She +never took time to look at the boys. The few other girls he knew, daughters +of the professors, were quiet and studious. They paid little attention to +the boys. + +"I want to thank you for what you did," went on Starr, "only I can't think +of any words great enough to tell you how I feel about it. I wish there was +something I could do to show you how I thank you?" + +She lifted her sweet eyes again to his. They were entering the large Hall +of the college now. + +"This way," said Michael guiding her toward the chapel door which had just +swung to behind the two men. + +"Isn't there something you would like that I could do for you?" persisted +Starr earnestly, following him into the empty chapel where Mr. Endicott and +the president stood looking at a tablet on the wall by the further door. + +"Your father has done everything for me," said Michael sunnily, with a +characteristic sweep of his hand that seemed to include himself, his +garments and his mental outfit. He turned upon her his blazing smile that +spoke more eloquently than words could have done. + +"Yes, but that is papa," said Starr half impatiently, softly stamping her +daintily shod foot. "He did that because of what you did for _him_ in +saving my life. I should like to do something to thank you for what you did +for _me_. I'm worth something to myself you know. Isn't there something I +could do for you." + +She stood still, looking up into his face anxiously, her vivid childish +beauty seeming to catch all the brightness of the place and focus it +upon him. The two men had passed out of the further door and on to the +recitation rooms. The girl and boy were alone for the moment. + +"You have done something for me, you did a great deal," he said, his voice +almost husky with boyish tenderness. "I think it was the greatest thing +that anybody ever did for me." + +"I did something for you! When? What?" questioned Starr curiously. + +"Yes," he said, "you did a great thing for me. Maybe you don't remember it, +but I do. It was when I was getting well from the shot there at your house, +and your nurse used to bring you up to play with me every day; and always +before you went away, you used to kiss me. I've never forgotten that." + +He said it quite simply as if it were a common thing for a boy to say to a +girl. His voice was low as though the depths of his soul were stirred. + +A flood of pretty color came into Starr's cheeks. + +"Oh!" she said quite embarrassed at the turn of the conversation, "but that +was when I was a baby. I couldn't do that now. Girls don't kiss boys you +know. It wouldn't be considered proper." + +"I know," said Michael, his own color heightening now, "I didn't mean that. +I wanted you to know how much you had done for me already. You don't know +what it is never to have been kissed by your mother, or any living soul. +Nobody ever kissed me in all my life that I know of but you." + +He looked down at the little girl with such a grave, sweet expression, his +eyes so expressive of the long lonely years without woman's love, that +child though she was Starr seemed to understand, and her whole young soul +went forth in pity. Tears sprang to her eyes. + +"Oh!" she said, "That is dreadful! Oh!--I don't care if it isn't proper--" + +And before he knew what she was about to do the little girl tilted to her +tiptoes, put up her dainty hands, caught him about the neck and pressed a +warm eager kiss on his lips. Then she sprang away frightened, sped across +the room, and through the opposite door. + +Michael stood still in a bewilderment of joy for the instant. The +compelling of her little hands, the pressure of her fresh lips still +lingered with him. A flood tide of glory swept over his whole being. There +were tears in his eyes, but he did not know it. He stood with bowed head as +though in a holy place. Nothing so sacred, so beautiful, had ever come into +his life. Her baby kisses had been half unconscious. This kiss was given of +her own free will, because she wanted to do something for him. He did not +attempt to understand the wonderful joy that surged through his heart and +pulsed in every fibre of his being. His lonely, unloved life was enough to +account for it, and he was only a boy with a brief knowledge of life; but +he knew enough to enshrine that kiss in his heart of hearts as a holy +thing, not even to be thought about carelessly. + +When he roused himself to follow her she had disappeared. Her father and +the president were listening to a recitation, but she was nowhere to be +seen. She had gone to her own room. Michael went down by himself in a +thicket by the lake. + +She met him shyly at dinner, with averted gaze and a glow on her cheeks, as +if half afraid of what she had done, but he reassured her with his eyes. +His glance seemed to promise he would never take advantage of what she had +done. His face wore an exalted look, as if he had been lifted above earth, +and Starr, looking at him wonderingly, was glad she had followed her +impulse. + +They took a horseback ride to the college grove that afternoon, Mr. +Endicott, one of the professors, Starr and Michael. The president had +borrowed the horses from some friends. + +Michael sat like a king upon his horse. He had ridden the college mule +bareback every summer, and riding seemed to be as natural to him as any +other sport. Starr had been to a New York riding school, and was accustomed +to taking her morning exercise with her father in the Park, or accompanied +by a footman; but she sat her Florida pony as happily as though he had been +a shiny, well-groomed steed of priceless value. Somehow it seemed to her +an unusually delightful experience to ride with this nice boy through the +beautiful shaded road of arching live-oaks richly draped with old gray +moss. Michael stopped by the roadside, where the shade was dense, +dismounted and plunged into the thicket, returning in a moment with two +or three beautiful orchids and some long vines of the wonderful yellow +jessamine whose exquisite perfume filled all the air about. He wreathed the +jessamine about the pony's neck, and Starr twined it about her hat and wore +the orchids in her belt. + +Starr had never seen an orange grove before and took great delight in +the trees heavily loaded with fruit, green and yellow and set about by +blossoms. She tucked a spray of blossoms in her dark hair under the edge of +her hat, and Michael looked at her and smiled in admiration. Mr. Endicott, +glancing toward his daughter, caught the look, and was reminded of the time +when he had found the two children in his own drawing room being made +a show for his wife's guests, and sighed half in pleasure, half in +foreboding. What a beautiful pair they were to be sure, and what had the +future in store for his little girl? + +On the way back they skirted another lake and Michael dismounted again to +bring an armful of great white magnolia blossoms, and dainty bay buds to +the wondering Starr; and then they rode slowly on through the wooded, road, +the boy telling tales of adventures here and there; pointing out a blue jay +or calling attention to the mocking bird's song. + +"I wish you could be here next week," said the boy wistfully. "It will +be full moon then. There is no time to ride through this place like a +moonlight evening. It seems like fairyland then. The moonbeams make fairy +ladders of the jessamine vines." + +"It must be beautiful," said Starr dreamily. Then they rode for a few +minutes in silence. They were coming to the end of the overarched avenue. +Ahead of them the sunlight shone clearly like the opening of a great tunnel +framed in living green. Suddenly Starr looked up gravely: + +"I'm going to kiss you good-bye to-night when, we go away," she said +softly; and touching her pony lightly with the whip rode out into the +bright road; the boy, his heart leaping with joy, not far behind her. + +Before supper Mr. Endicott had a talk with Michael that went further toward +making the fatherless boy feel that he had someone belonging to him than +anything that had happened yet. + +"I think you have done enough for me, sir," said Michael respectfully +opening the conversation as Endicott came out to the porch where the boy +was waiting for him. "I think I ought to begin to earn my own living. I'm +old enough now--" and he held his head up proudly. "It's been very good of +you all these years--I never can repay you. I hope you will let me pay the +money back that you have spent on me, some day when, I can earn enough--" + +Michael had been thinking this speech out ever since the president had told +him of Endicott's expected visit, but somehow it did not sound as well to +him when he said it as he had thought it would. It seemed the only right +thing to do when he planned it, but in spite of him as he looked into Mr. +Endicott's kind, keen eyes, his own fell in troubled silence. Had his words +sounded ungrateful? Had he seen a hurt look in the man's eyes? + +"Son," said Endicott after a pause, and the word stirred the boy's heart +strangely, "son, I owe you a debt you never can repay. You gave me back my +little girl, flinging your own life into the chance as freely as if you +had another on hand for use any minute. I take it that I have at least a +father's right in you at any rate, and I mean to exercise it until you are +twenty-one. You must finish a college course first. When will that be? +Three years? They tell me you are doing well. The doctor wants to keep you +here to teach after you have graduated, but I had thought perhaps you would +like to come up to New York and have your chance. I'll give you a year or +two in business, whatever seems to be your bent when you are through, and +then we'll see. Which would you rather do? Or, perhaps you'd prefer to let +your decision rest until the time comes." + +"I think I'm bound to go back to New York, sir," said Michael lifting his +head with that peculiar motion all his own, so like a challenge. "You know, +sir, you said I was to be educated so that I might help my friends. I have +learned of course that you meant it in a broader sense than just those few +boys, for one can help people anywhere; but still I feel as if it wouldn't +be right for me not to go back. I'm sure they'll expect me." + +Endicott shrugged his shoulders half admiringly. + +"Loyal to your old friends still? Well, that's commendable, but still I +fancy you'll scarcely find them congenial now. I wouldn't let them hang too +closely about you. They might become a nuisance. You have your way to make +in the world, you know." + +Michael looked at his benefactor with troubled brows. Somehow the tone of +the man disturbed him. + +"I promised," he said simply. Because there had bean so little in his +affections that promise had been cherished through the years, and meant +much to Michael. It stood for Principle and Loyalty in general. + +"Oh, well, keep your promise, of course," said the man of the world easily. +"I fancy you will find the discharge of it a mere form." + +A fellow student came across the campus. + +"Endicott," he called, "have you seen Hallowell go toward the village +within a few minutes?" + +"He just want, out the gate," responded Michael pleasantly. + +Mr. Endicott looked up surprised. + +"Is that the name by which you are known?" + +"Endicott? Yes, sir, Michael Endicott. Was it not by your wish? I supposed +they had asked you. I had no other name that I knew." + +"Ah! I didn't know," pondered Endicott. + +There was silence for a moment. + +"Would you,--shall I--do you dislike my having it?" asked the boy +delicately sensitive at once. + +But the man looked up with something like tenderness in his smile. + +"Keep it, son. I like it. I wish I had a boy like you. It is an old name +and a proud one. Be worthy of it." + +"I will try, sir," said Michael, as if he were registering a vow. + +There was an early supper for the guests and then Michael walked through +another sunset to the station with Starr. He carried a small box carefully +prepared in which reposed a tiny green and blue lizard for a parting gift. +She had watched the lizards scuttling away under the board sidewalks at +their approach, or coming suddenly to utter stillness, changing their +brilliant colors to gray like the fence boards that they might not be +observed. She was wonderfully interested in them, and was charmed with her +gift. The particular lizard in question was one that Michael had trained to +eat crumbs from his hand, and was quite tame. + +The two said little as they walked along together. Each was feeling what a +happy time they had spent in one another's company. + +"I shall write and tell you how the lizard is," said Starr laughing, "and +you will tell me all about the funny and interesting things you are doing, +won't you?" + +"If--I may," said Michael wistfully. + +At the station a New York acquaintance of the Endicotts' invited them to +ride in his private car which was on the side track waiting for the train +to pick them up. Michael helped Starr up the steps, and carried the lizard +into the car as well as the great sheaf of flowers she insisted on taking +with her. + +There were some ladies inside who welcomed Starr effusively; and Michael, +suddenly abashed, laid down the flowers, lifted his cap and withdrew. A +sudden blank had come upon him. Starr was absorbed by people from another +world than his. He would have no opportunity to say good-bye--and she had +promised--But then of course he ought not to expect her to do that. She had +been very kind to him-- + +He was going down the steps now. An instant more and he would be on the +cinders of the track. + +A sudden rush, a soft cry, caused him to pause on the second step of the +vestibuled car. It was Starr, standing just above him, and her eyes were +shining like her namesake the evening star. + +"You were going without good-bye," she reproved, and her cheeks were rosy +red, but she stood her ground courageously. Placing a soft hand gently on +either cheek as he stood below her, his face almost on a level with hers, +she tilted his head toward her and touched his lips with her own red ones, +delicately as if a rose had swept them. + +Simultaneously came the sound of the distant train. + +"Good-bye, you nice, splendid boy!" breathed Starr, and waving her hand +darted inside the ear. + +Mr. Endicott, out on the platform, still talking to the president, heard +the oncoming train and looked around for Michael. He saw him coming from +the car with his exalted look upon his face, his cap off, and the golden +beams of the sun again sending their halo like a nimbus over his hair. + +Catching his hand heartily, he said: + +"Son, I'm pleased with you. Keep it up, and come to me when you are ready. +I'll give you a start." + +Michael gripped his hand and blundered out some words of thanks. Then the +train was upon them, and Endicott had to go. + +The two younger ladies in the car, meantime, were plying Starr with +questions. "Who is that perfectly magnificent young man. Starr Endicott? +Why didn't you introduce him to us? I declare I never saw such a beautiful +face on any human being before." + +A moment more and the private car was fastened to the train, and Starr +leaning from the window waved her tiny handkerchief until the train had +thundered away among the pines, and there was nothing left but the echo of +its sound. The sun was going down but it mattered not. There was sunshine +in the boy's heart. She was gone, his little Starr, but she had left the +memory of her soft kiss and her bright eyes; and some day, some day, when +he was done with college, he would see her again. Meantime he was content. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +The joy of loving kindness in his life, and a sense that somebody cared, +seemed to have the effect of stimulating Michael's mind to greater +energies. He studied with all his powers. Whatever he did he did with his +might, even his play. + +The last year of his stay in Florida, a Department of Scientific Farming +was opened on a small scale. Michael presented himself as a student. + +"What do you want of farming, Endicott?" asked the president, happening to +pass through the room on the first day of the teacher's meeting with his +students. "You can't use farming in New York." + +There was perhaps in the kindly old president's mind a hope that the boy +would linger with them, for he had become attached to him in a silent, +undemonstrative sort of way. + +"I might need it sometime," answered Michael, "and anyway I'd like to +understand it. You said the other day that no knowledge was ever wasted. +I'd like to know enough at least to tell somebody else." + +The president smiled, wondered, and passed on. Michael continued in the +class, supplementing the study by a careful reading of all the Agricultural +magazines, and Government literature on the subject that came in his way. +Agriculture had had a strange fascination for him ever since a noted +speaker from the North had come that way and in an address to the students +told them that the new field for growth to-day lay in getting hack to +nature and cultivating the earth. It was characteristic of Michael that he +desired to know if that statement was true, and if so, why. Therefore he +studied. + +The three years flew by as if by magic. Michael won honors not a few, and +the day came when he had completed his course, and as valedictorian of his +class, went up to the old chapel for his last commencement in the college. + +He sat on the platform looking down on the kindly, uncritical audience that +had assembled for the exercises, and saw not a single face that had come +for his sake alone. Many were there who were interested in him because they +had known him through the years, and because he bore the reputation of +being the honor man of his class and the finest athlete in school. But that +was not like having some one of his very own who cared whether he did well +or not. He found himself wishing that even Buck might have been there; +Buck, the nearest to a brother he had ever had. Would Buck have cared that +he had won highest rank? Yes, he felt that Buck would have been proud of +him. + +Michael had sent out three invitations to commencement, one to Mr. +Endicott, one to Starr, and one addressed to Buck, with the inner envelope +bearing the words "For Buck and 'the kids,'" but no response had come to +any of them. He had received back the one addressed to Buck with "Not +Called For" in big pink letters stamped across the corner. It had reached +him that morning, just before he came on the platform. He wished it had +not come till night; it gave him a lonely, almost forsaken feeling. He was +"educated" now, at least enough to know what he did not know; and there was +no one to care. + +When Michael sat down after his oration amid a storm of hearty applause, +prolonged by his comrades into something like an ovation, some one handed +him a letter and a package. There had been a mistake made at the post +office in sorting the mail and these had not been put into the college box. +One of the professors going down later found them and brought them up. + +The letter was from Mr. Endicott containing a businesslike line of +congratulations, a hope that the recipient would come to New York if he +still felt of that mind, and a check for a hundred dollars. + +Michael looked at the check awesomely, re-read the letter carefully and +put both in his pocket. The package was tiny and addressed in Starr's +handwriting. Michael saved that till he should go to his room. He did not +want to open it before any curious eyes. + +Starr's letters had been few and far between, girlish little epistles; +and the last year they had ceased altogether. Starr was busy with life; +finishing-school and dancing-school and music-lessons and good times. +Michael was a dim and pleasant vision to her. + +The package contained a scarf-pin of exquisite workmanship. Starr had +pleased herself by picking out the very prettiest thing she could find. She +had her father's permission to spend as much as she liked on it. It was in +the form of an orchid, with a tiny diamond like a drop of dew on one petal. + +Michael looked on it with wonder, the first suggestion of personal +adornment that had ever come to him. He saw the reminder of their day +together in the form of the orchid; studied the beautiful name, "Starr +Delevan Endicott," engraved upon the card; then put them carefully back +into their box and locked it into his bureau drawer. He would wear it the +first time he went to see Starr. He was very happy that day. + +The week after college closed Michael drove the college mule to the county +seat, ten miles away, and bought a small trunk. It was not much of a trunk +but it was the best the town afforded. In this he packed all his worldly +possessions, bade good-bye to the president, and such of the professors as +had not already gone North for their vacations, took a long tramp to all +his old haunts, and boarded the midnight train for New York. + +The boy had a feeling of independence which kept him from letting his +benefactor know of his intended arrival. He did not wish to make him any +unnecessary trouble, and though he had now been away from New York for +fourteen years, he felt a perfect assurance that he could find his way +about. There are some things that one may learn even at seven, that will +never be forgotten. + +When Michael landed in New York he looked about him with vague bewilderment +for a moment. Then he started out with assurance to find a new spot for +himself in the world. + +Suit-case he had not, nor any baggage but his trunk to hinder him. He had +discovered that the trunk could remain in the station for a day without +charge. The handsome raincoat and umbrella which had been a part of the +outfit the tailor had sent him that spring were all his encumbrances, so he +picked his way unhampered across Liberty Street, eyeing his former enemies, +the policemen, and every little urchin or newsboy with interest. Of course +Buck and the rest would have grown up and changed some; they wouldn't +likely be selling papers now--but--these were boys such as he had been. He +bought a paper of a little ragged fellow with a pinched face, and a strange +sensation came over him. When he left this city he was the newsboy, and now +he had money enough to buy a paper--and the education to read it! What a +difference! Not that he wanted the paper at present, though it might prove +interesting later, but he wanted the experience of buying it. It marked the +era of change in his life and made the contrast tremendous. Immediately his +real purpose in having an education, the uplift of his fellow-beings, +which had been most vague during the years, took form and leapt into vivid +interest, as he watched the little skinny legs of the newsboy nimbly +scrambling across the muddy street under the feet of horses, and between +automobiles, in imminent danger of his life. + +Michael had thought it all out, just what he would do, and he proceeded to +carry out his purpose. He had no idea what a fine picture of well-groomed +youth and manly beauty he presented as he marched down the street. He +walked like a king, and New York abashed him no more now that he had come +back than it did before he went away. There are some spirits born that way. +He walked like a "gentleman, unafraid." + +He had decided not to go to Mr. Endicott until he had found lodgings +somewhere. An innate delicacy had brought him to this decision. He would +not put one voluntary burden upon his kind benefactor. Born and bred in the +slums, whence came this fineness of feeling? Who shall say? + +Michael threaded his way through the maze of traffic, instinct and vague +stirrings of memory guiding him to a quiet shabby street where he found a +dingy little room for a small price. The dangers that might have beset a +strange young man in the great city were materially lessened for him on +account of his wide reading. He had read up New York always wherever +he found an article or book or story that touched upon it; and without +realizing it he was well versed in details. He had even pondered for hours +over a map of New York that he found in the back of an old magazine, +comparing it with his faint memories, until he knew the location of things +with relation to one another pretty well. A stranger less versed might have +gotten into most undesirable quarters. + +The boy looked around his new home with a strange sinking of heart, after +he had been out to get something to eat, and arranged for his trunk to be +sent to his room. It was very tiny and not over clean. The wall paper was +a dingy flowered affair quite ancient in design, and having to all +appearances far outlived a useful life. The one window looked out to brick +walls, chimneys and roofs. The noise of the city clattered in; the smells +and the heat made it almost stifling to the boy who had lived for thirteen +years in the sunshine of the South, and the freedom of the open. + +The narrow bed looked uninviting, the bureau-washstand was of the cheapest, +and the reflection Michael saw in its warped mirror would have made any boy +with a particle of vanity actually suffer. Michael, however, was not vain. +He thought little about himself, but this room was depressing. The floor +was covered with a nondescript carpet faded and soiled beyond redemption, +and when his trunk was placed between the bureau and the bed there would be +scarcely room for the one wooden chair. It was not a hopeful outlook. The +boy took off his coat and sat down on the bed to whistle. + +Life, grim, appalling, spectral-like, uprose before his mental vision, +and he spent a bad quarter of an hour trying to adjust himself to his +surroundings; his previous sunny philosophy having a tough tussle with the +sudden realities of things as they were. Then his trunk arrived. + +It was like Michael to unpack it at once and put all his best philosophical +resolves into practice. + +As he opened the trunk a whiff of the South, exhaled. He caught his breath +with a sudden keen, homesickness. He realized that his school days were +over, and all the sweetness and joy of that companionful life passed. He +had often felt alone in those days. He wondered at it now. He had never in +all his experience known such aloneness as now in this great strange city. + +The last thing he had put into his trunk had been a branch of mammoth pine +needles. The breath of the tree brought back all that meant home to him. He +caught it up and buried his face in the plumy tassels. + +The tray of the trunk was filled with flags, pennants, photographs, and +college paraphernalia. Eagerly he pulled them all out and spread them over +the bumpy little bed. Then he grabbed for his hat and rushed out. In a few +minutes he returned with a paper of tacks, another of pins, and a small +tack hammer. In an hour's time he had changed the atmosphere of the whole +place. Not an available inch of bare wall remained with, its ugly, dirty +wallpaper. College colors, pennants and flags were grouped about pictures, +and over the unwashed window was draped Florida moss. Here and there, +apparently fluttering on the moss or about the room, were fastened +beautiful specimens of semi-tropical moths and butterflies in the gaudiest +of colors. A small stuffed alligator reposed above the window, gazing +apathetically down, upon the scene. A larger alligator skin was tacked on +one wall. One or two queer bird's nests fastened to small branches hung +quite naturally here and there. + +Michael threw down the hammer and sat down to survey his work, drawing a +breath of relief. He felt more at home now with the photographs of his +fellow students smiling down upon him. Opposite was the base-ball team, +frowning and sturdy; to the right the Glee Club with himself as their +leader; to the left a group of his classmates, with his special chum in the +midst. As he gazed at that kindly face in the middle he could almost hear +the friendly voice calling to him: "Come on, Angel! You're sure to win +out!" + +Michael felt decidedly better, and fell to hanging up his clothes and +arranging his effects on clean papers in the rheumatic bureau drawers. +These were cramped quarters but would do for the present until he was sure +of earning some money, for he would not spend his little savings more than +he could help now and he would not longer be dependent upon the benefaction +of Mr. Endicott. + +When his box of books arrived he would ask permission to put some shelves +over the window. Then he would feel quite cosy and at home. + +So he cheered himself as he went about getting into his best garments, for +he intended to arrive at Madison Avenue about the time that his benefactor +reached home for the evening. + +Michael knew little of New York ways, and less of the habits of society; +the few novels that had happened in his way being his only instructors on +the subject. He was going entirely on his dim memories of the habits of the +Endicott home during his brief stay there. As it happened Mr. Endicott was +at home when Michael arrived and the family were dining alone. + +The boy was seated in the reception room gazing about him with the ease +of his habitual unconsciousness of self, when Endicott came down bringing +Starr with him. A second time the man of the world was deeply impressed +with the fine presence of this boy from obscurity. He did not look out of +place even in a New York drawing room. It was incredible; though of course +a large part of it was due to his city-made clothing. Still, that would not +by any means account for case of manner, graceful courtesy, and an instinct +for saying the right thing at the right time. + +Endicott invited the lad to dine with them and Starr eagerly seconded the +invitation. Michael accepted as eagerly, and a few moments later found +himself seated at the elegantly appointed table by the side of a beautiful +and haughty woman who stared at him coldly, almost insultingly, and made +not one remark to him throughout the whole meal. The boy looked at her half +wonderingly. It almost seemed as if she intended to resent his presence, +yet of course that could not be. His idea of this whole family was the +highest. No one belonging to Starr could of course be aught but lovely of +spirit. + +Starr herself seemed to feel the disapproval of her mother, and shrink into +herself, saying very little, but smiling shyly at Michael now and then when +her mother was not noticing her. + +Starr was sixteen now, slender and lovely as she had given promise of +being. Michael watched her satisfied. At last he turned to the mother +sitting in her cold grandeur, and with the utmost earnestness and deference +in his voice said, his glance still half toward Starr: + +"She is like you, and yet not!" + +He said it gravely, as if it were a discovery of the utmost importance to +them both, and he felt sure it was the key to her heart, this admission of +his admiration of the beautiful girl. + +Mrs. Endicott froze him with her glance. + +From the roots of his hair down to the tips of his toes and back again +he felt it, that insulting resentment of his audacity in expressing any +opinion about her daughter; or in fact in having any opinion. For an +instant his self-possession deserted him, and his face flushed with mingled +emotions. Then he saw a look of distress on Starr's face as she struggled +to make reply for her silent mother: + +"Yes, mamma and I are often said to resemble one another strongly," and +there was a tremble in Starr's voice that roused all the manliness in +the boy. He flung off the oppression that was settling down upon him and +listened attentively to what Endicott was saying, responding gracefully, +intelligently, and trying to make himself think that it was his +inexperience with ladies that had caused him to say something +inappropriate. Henceforth during the evening he made no more personal +remarks. + +Endicott took the boy to his den after dinner, and later Starr slipped in +and they talked a little about their beautiful day in Florida together. +Starr asked him if he still rode and would like to ride with her in the +Park the next morning when she took her exercise, and it was arranged in +the presence of her father and with his full consent that Michael should +accompany her in place of the groom who usually attended her rides. + +Mrs. Endicott came in as they were making this arrangement, and immediately +called Starr sharply out of the room. + +After their withdrawal Endicott questioned the boy carefully about his +college course and his habits of living. He was pleased to hear that +Michael had been independent enough to secure lodgings before coming to his +house. It showed a spirit that was worth helping, though he told him that +he should have come straight to him. + +As Endicott was going off on a business trip for a week he told Michael to +enjoy himself looking around the city during his absence, and on his return +present himself at the office at an appointed hour when he would put him in +the way of something that would start him in life. + +Michael thanked him and went back to his hot little room on the fourth +floor, happy in spite of heat and dinginess and a certain homesick feeling. +Was he not to ride with Starr in the morning? He could hardly sleep for +thinking of it, and of all he had to say to her. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +When Michael presented himself at the appointed hour the next morning he +was shown into a small reception room by a maid, and there he waited for +a full half hour. At the end of that time he heard a discreet rustle of +garments in the distance, and a moment later, became aware of a cold stare +from the doorway. Mrs. Endicott in an elaborate morning frock was surveying +him fixedly through a jewelled lorgnette, her chin tilted contemptuously, +and an expression of supreme scorn upon her handsome features. Woman of the +world that she was, she must have noted the grace of his every movement as +he rose with his habitual courtesy to greet her. Yet for some reason this +only seemed to increase her dislike. + +There was no welcoming hand held out in response to his good morning, and +no answering smile displaced the severity of the woman's expression as she +stood confronting the boy, slowly paralyzing him with her glance. Not a +word did she utter. She could convey her deepest meaning without words when +she chose. + +But Michael was a lad of great self-control, and keen logical mind. He saw +no reason for the woman's attitude of rebuke, and concluded he must be +mistaken in it. Rallying his smile once more he asked: + +"Is Miss Starr ready to ride, or have I come too early?" + +Again the silence became impressive as the cold eyes looked him through, +before the thin lips opened. + +"My daughter is not ready to ride--with YOU, this morning or at any other +time!" + +"I beg your pardon, ma'am," said Michael now deeply astonished, and utterly +unable to fathom the woman's strange manner. "Have I misunderstood? I +thought she asked me to ride with her this morning. May I see her, please?" + +"No, you may not see Miss Endicott!" said the cold voice. "And I have +come down to tell you that I consider your coming here at all a great +impertinence. Certainly my husband has fully discharged any obligations for +the slight service he is pleased to assume that you rendered a good many +years ago. I have always had my doubts as to whether you did not do more +harm than good at that time. Of course you were only a child and it was +impossible that you should have done any very heroic thing at that age. In +all probability if you had kept out of things the trouble never would have +happened, and your meddling simply gave you a wound and a soft bed for +a while. In my opinion you have had far more done for you than you ever +deserved, and I want you to understand that so far as my daughter is +concerned the obligation is discharged." + +Michael had stood immovable while the cruel woman uttered her harangue, his +eyes growing wide with wonder and dark with a kind of manly shame for her +as she went on. When she paused for a moment she saw his face was white and +still like a statue, but there was something in the depth of his eyes that +held her in check. + +With the utmost calm, and deference, although his voice rang with honest +indignation, Michael spoke: + +"I beg your pardon, Mrs. Endicott," he said, his tone clear and +attention-demanding, "I have never felt that there was the slightest +obligation resting upon any of this family for the trifling matter that +occurred when, as you say, I was a child. I feel that the obligation is +entirely the other way, of course, but I cannot understand what you mean. +How is my coming here at Mr. Endicott's invitation an impertinence?" + +The woman looked at him contemptuously as though it were scarcely worth the +trouble to answer him, yet there was something about him that demanded an +answer. + +"I suppose you are ignorant then," she answered cuttingly, "as you seem to +be honest. I will explain. You are not fit company for my daughter. It is +strange that you do not see that for yourself! A child of the slums, with +nothing but shame and disgrace for an inheritance, and brought up a pauper! +How could you expect to associate on a level with a gentleman's daughter? +If you have any respect for her whatever you should understand that it is +not for such as you to presume to call upon her and take her out riding. It +is commendable in you of course to have improved what opportunities have +been given you, but it is the height of ingratitude in a dependent to +presume upon kindness and take on the airs of an equal, and you might as +well understand first as last that you cannot do it. I simply will not have +you here. Do you understand?" + +Michael stood as if rooted to the floor, horror and dismay growing in his +eyes; and stupor trickling through his veins. For a minute he stood after +she had ceased speaking, as though the full meaning of her words had been +slow to reach his consciousness. Yet outwardly his face was calm, and only +his eyes had seemed to change and widen and suffer as she spoke. Finally +his voice came to him: + +"Madam, I did not know," he said in a stricken voice. "As you say, I am +ignorant." Then lifting his head with that fine motion of challenge to +the world that was characteristic of him whenever he had to face a hard +situation, his voice rang clear and undaunted: + +"Madam, I beg your pardon. I shall not offend this way again. It was +because I did not understand. I would not hurt your daughter in any way, +for she has been the only beautiful thing that ever came into my life. But +I will never trouble her again." + +The bow with which he left her and marched past her into the hall and out +of the great door where once his boy life had been freely laid down for her +child, could have been no more gracefully or dramatically effected if he +had been some great actor. It was natural, it was full of dignity and +reproach, and it left the lady feeling smaller and meaner than she had ever +felt in all of her rose-colored, velvet-lined existence. Somehow all the +contempt she had purposely prepared for the crushing of the lad, he had +suddenly flung from him as a hated garment and walked from her presence, +leaving it wrapped about herself. + +"Well, really!" she gasped at last when she realized that he was gone and +her eloquence not half finished, "Well, really! What right had he to go +away like that without my permission. Impertinent to the end! One would +suppose he was a grand Duke. Such airs! I always told Delevan it was a +mistake to educate the masses. They simply don't know their place and will +not keep it." + +Nevertheless, the selfish woman was much shaken. Michael had made her feel +somehow as if she had insulted a saint or a supernal being. She could not +forget how the light had sifted through his wonderful hair and glinted +through the depths of his great eyes, as he spoke those last words, and she +resented the ease with which he had left her presence. It had been too much +like the going of a victor, and not like one crushed back into his natural +place. She was cross all day in consequence. + +Starr meanwhile was lingering upstairs waiting for Michael. She had been +purposely kept busy in a distant room at the back of the house by her +mother, and was not told of his coming. As an hour went by beyond the +appointed time she grew restless and disappointed; and then annoyed and +almost angry that he should have so easily forgotten her; but she did +not tell her mother, and the old Scotch nurse who would have been her +confidante had been sent on an errand to another part of the city. + +Thus, as the days went by, and Michael came no more to the house, the girl +grew to think he did not want to come, and her slight disappointment and +mortification were succeeded by a haughty resentment, for her mother's +teaching had not been without some result in her character. + +Michael had gone into the door of the Endicott mansion a boy with a light +heart and a happy vision of the future. He came out from there an hour +later, a man, with a heavy burden on his heart, and a blank vision of the +future. So much had the woman wrought. + +As he walked from the house his bright head drooped, and his spirit was +troubled within him. He went as one in a terrible dream. His face had the +look of an angel newly turned out of paradise and for no fault of his own; +an angel who bowed to the Supreme mandate, but whose life was crushed +within him. People looked at him strangely, and wondered as they passed +him. It was as if Sorrow were embodied suddenly, and looking through +eyes intended for Love. For the first time Michael, beloved of all his +companions for his royal unselfishness, was thinking of himself. + +Yet even so there was no selfishness in his thought. It was only as if that +which had always given him life and the breath of gladness had suddenly +been withdrawn from him, and left him panting, gasping in a wide and +unexpected emptiness. + +Somehow he found his way to his room and locked the door. + +Then the great spirit gave way and he flung himself upon the bed in supreme +exhaustion. He seemed not to have another atom of strength left wherewith, +to move or think or even breathe consciously. All his physical powers +had oozed away and deserted him, now in this great crisis when life's +foundations were shaken to their depths and nothing seemed to be any more. +He could not think it over or find a way out of the horror, he could only +lie and suffer it, fact by fact, as it came and menaced him, slowly, +cruelly throughout that length of day. + +Gradually it became distinct and separated itself into thoughts so that he +could follow it, as if it were the separate parts of some great dragon come +to twine its coils about him and claw and crush and strangle the soul of +him. + +First, there was the fact like a great knife which seemed to have severed +soul from body, the fact that he might not see Starr, or have aught to do +with her any more. So deeply had this interdiction taken hold upon him that +it seemed to him in his agitation he might no longer even think of her. + +Next, following in stern and logical sequence, came the reason for this +severing of soul from all it knew and loved; the fact of his lowly birth. +Coming as it did, out of the blue of a trustful life that had never +questioned much about his origin but had sunnily taken life as a gift, +and thought little about self; with the bluntness and directness of an +un-lovingkindness, it had seemed to cut and back in every direction, all +that was left of either soul or body, so that there came no hope of ever +catching things together again. + +That was the way it came over and over again as the boy without a friend in +the whole wide world to whom he could turn in his first great trouble, lay +and took it. + +Gradually out of the blackness he began to think a little; think back to +his own beginning. Who was he? What was he? For the first time in his life, +though he knew life more than most of the boys with whom he had associated, +the thought of shame in connection with his own birth came to him, and +burrowed and scorched its way into his soul. + +He might have thought of such a possibility before perhaps, had not his +very youngest years been hedged about by a beautiful fancy that sprang from +the brain of an old Irish woman in the slums, whose heart was wide as her +ways were devious, and who said one day when little Mikky had run her an +errand, "Shure, an' then Mikky, yer an angel sthraight frum hiven an' no +misthake. Yer no jest humans like the rist av us; ye must av dhropped doon +frum the skoy." And from that it had gone forth that Mikky was the child of +the sky, and that was why no one knew who were his parents. + +The bit of a fancy had guarded the boy's weird babyhood, and influenced +more than he knew his own thought of existence, until life grew too full to +think much on it. + +Out of the darkness and murk of the slums the soul of Mikky had climbed +high, and his ambitions reached up to the limitless blue above him. It had +never occurred to him once that there might be an embargo put upon his +upward movements. He had taken all others to be as free hearted and +generous as himself. Heir of all things, he had breathed the atmosphere of +culture as though it were his right. Now, he suddenly saw that he had no +business climbing. He had been seized just as he was about to mount a +glorious height from which he was sure other heights were visible, when a +rude hand had brushed him back and dropped him as though he had been some +crawling reptile, down, down, down, at the very bottom of things. And the +worst of all was that he might not climb back. He might look up, he might +know the way up again, but the honor in him--the only bit of the heights he +had carried back to the foot with him--forbade him to climb to the dizzy +heights of glory, for they belonged to others: those whom fortune favored, +and on whose escutcheon there was no taint of shame. + +And why should it be that some souls should be more favored than others? +What had he, for instance, to do with his birth? He would not have chosen +shame, if shame there was. Yet shame or not he was branded with it for life +because his origin was enveloped in mystery. The natural conclusion was +that sin had had its part. + +Then through the boy's mind there tumbled a confusion of questions all more +or less unanswerable, in the midst of which he slept. + +He seemed to have wandered out into the open again with the pines he loved +above him, and underneath the springy needles with their slippery resinous +softness; and he lay looking up into the changeless blue that covered all +the heights, asking all the tumultuous questions that throbbed through his +heart, asking them of God. + +Silently the noises of the city slunk away and dropped into the ceaseless +calm of the southland he had left. The breeze fanned his cheek, the +pines whispered, and a rippling bird song touched his soul with peace. A +quietness came down upon his troubled spirit, and he was satisfied to take +the burden that had been laid him and to bear it greatly. The peace was +upon him when he awoke, far into the next morning. + +The hot June sun streamed into his stuffy room and fell aslant the bed. He +was sodden and heavy with the heat and the oppression of his garments. His +head ached, and he felt as nearly ill as he had ever felt in his life. The +spectre of the day before confronted him in all its torturing baldness, but +he faced it now and looked it squarely in the eyes. It was not conquered +yet, not by any means. The sharp pain of its newness was just as great, and +the deep conviction was still there that it was because of wrong that this +burden was laid upon him, but there was an adjustment of his soul to the +inevitable that there had not been at first. + +The boy lay still for a few minutes looking out upon a new life in which +everything had to be readjusted to the idea of himself and his new +limitations. Heretofore in his mind there had been no height that was not +his for the climbing. Now, the heights were his, but he would not climb +because the heights themselves might be marred by his presence. It was +wrong, it was unfair, that things should be so; but they were so, and as +long as Sin and Wrong were in the world they would be so. + +He must look upon life as he had looked upon every contest through his +education. There were always things to be borne, hard things, but that only +made the conquest greater. He must face this thing and win. + +And what had he lost that had been his before? Not the beautiful girl who +had been the idol of his heart all these years. She was still there, alive +and well, and more beautiful than ever. His devotion might yet stand +between her and harm if need arose. True, he had lost the hope of +companionship with her, but that had been the growth of a day. He had never +had much of it before, nor expected it when he came North. It would have +been a glory and a joy beyond expression, but one could live without those +things and be true. There was some reason for it all somewhere in the +infinite he was sure. + +It was not like the ordinary boy to philosophize in this way, but Michael +had never been an ordinary boy. Ever his soul had been open to the +greatness of the universe and sunny toward the most trying surroundings. He +had come out of the hardest struggle his soul had yet met, but he had come +out a man. There were lines about his pleasant mouth that had not been +there the day before, which spoke of strength and self-control. There were +new depths in his eyes as of one who had looked down, and seen things +unspeakable, having to number himself with the lowly. + +A new thought came to him while he lay there trying to take in the change +that had come to him. The thought of his childhood companions, the little +waifs like himself who came from the offscourings of the earth. They had +loved him he knew. He recalled slowly, laboriously, little incidents from +his early history. They were dim and uncertain, many of them, but little +kindnesses stood out. A bad out on his foot once and how Buck had bathed it +and bound it up in dirty rags, doing double duty with the newspapers for +several days to save his friend from stepping. There was a bitter cold +night way back as far as he could remember when he had had bad luck, and +came among the others supperless and almost freezing. Buck had shared a +crust and found a warm boiler-room where they crawled out of sight and +slept. There were other incidents, still more blurred in his memory, but +enough to recall how loyal the whole little gang had been to him. He +saw once more their faces when they heard he was going away to college; +blanched with horror at the separation, lighting with pleasure when he +promised to return! + +The years, how they had changed and separated! Where were they, these who +really belonged to him; who were his rightful companions? What had the +years done to them? And he had a duty toward them unperformed. How was it +that he had been in the city all these hours and not even thought of going +to look for those loyal souls who had stood by him so faithfully when +they were all mere babies? He must go at once. He had lost his head over +attempting to reach things that were not for him, and this shock had come +to set him straight. + +Gravely he rose at last, these thoughts surging through his brain. + +The heat, the stifling air of the room, his recent struggling and the +exhausting stupor made him reel dizzily as he got up, but his mettle was up +now and he set his lips and went about making himself neat. He longed for a +dip in the crystal waters of the little lake at college. The tiny wash-bowl +of his room proved a poor substitute with its tepid water and diminutive +towel. + +He went out and breakfasted carefully as if it were a duty, and then, with +his map in his pocket, started out to find his old haunts. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +Thirteen years in New York had brought many changes. Some of the +well-remembered landmarks were gone and new buildings in their places. A +prosperous looking saloon quite palatial in its entrance marked the corner +where he used to sell papers. It used to be a corner grocery store. +Saloons! Always and everywhere there were saloons! Michael looked at them +wonderingly. He had quite forgotten them in his exile, for the college +influence had barred them out from its vicinity. + +The boy Mikky had been familiar enough with saloons, looking upon them as a +necessary evil, where drinking fathers spent the money that ought to have +bought their children food. He had been in and out of them commonly enough +selling his papers, warming his feet, and getting a crust now and then from +an uneaten bit on the lunch counter. Sometimes there had been glasses to +drain, but Mikky with his observing eyes had early decided that he would +have none of the stuff that sent men home to curse their little children. + +College influence, while there had been little said on the subject, had +filled the boy with horror for saloons and drunkards. He stood appalled +now as he turned at last into an alley where familiar objects, doorsteps, +turnings, cellars, met his gaze, with grog shops all along the way and +sentinelling every corner. + +A strange feeling came over him as memory stirred by long-forgotten sights +awoke. Was this really the place, and was that opening beyond the third +steps the very blind alley where Janie used to live? Things were so much +dirtier, so much, worse in every way than he remembered them. + +He hurried on, not noticing the attention he was attracting from the +wretched little children in the gutters, though he scanned them all +eagerly, hurriedly, with the, wild idea that Buck and the rest might be +among them. + +Yes, the alley was there, dark and ill-smelling as ever, and in its dim +recesses on a dirty step a woman's figure hunched; a figure he knew at once +that he had seen before and in that very spot. Who was she? What had they +called her? Sally? Aunt Sal? + +He hurried up to where she sat looking curiously, apathetically at him; her +gray hair straggling down on her dirty cotton frock open at the neck over +shrivelled yellow skin; soiled old hands hanging carelessly over slatternly +garments; stockingless feet stuck into a great tattered pair of men's +shoes. Nothing seemed changed since he saw her last save that the hair had +been black then, and the skin not so wrinkled. Aunt Sally had been good +natured always, even when she was drunk; her husband, when he came home was +always drunk also, but never good natured. These things came back to the +boy as he stood looking down at the wreck of a woman before him. + +The bleary eyes looked up unknowing, half resentful of his intrusion. + +"Aunt Sally!" impulsively cried the boyish voice. "Aren't you Aunt Sally?" + +The woman looked stupidly surprised. + +"I be," she said thickly, "but wot's that to yous? I beant no hant o' +yourn." + +"Don't you remember Mikky?" he asked almost anxiously, for now the feeling +had seized him that he must make her remember. He must find out if he could +whether anything was known of his origin. Perhaps she could help him. +Perhaps, after all, he might be able to trace his family, and find at least +no disgrace upon him. + +"Mikky!" the woman repeated dully. She shook her head. + +"Mikky!" she said again stolidly, "Wot's Mikky?" + +"Don't you remember Mikky the little boy that sold papers and brought you +water sometimes? Once you gave me a drink of soup from your kettle. Think!" + +A dim perception came into the sodden eyes. + +"Thur wus a Mikky long ago," she mused. "He had hair like a h'angel, bless +the sweet chile; but he got shot an' never come back. That war long ago." + +Michael took off his hat and the little light in the dark alley seemed to +catch and tangle in the gleam of his hair. + +The old woman started as though she had seen a vision. + +"The saints presarve us!" she cried aghast, shrinking back into her doorway +with raised hands, "an' who be yez? Yeh looks enough like the b'y to be the +father of 'im. He'd hair loike the verra sunshine itself. Who be yez? Spake +quick. Be ye man, b'y, er angel?" + +There was something in the woman's tone that went to the heart of the +lonely boy, even while he recoiled from the repulsive creature before him. + +"I am just Mikky, the boy, grown a little older," he said gently, "and I've +come back to see the place where I used to live, and find the people I used +to know." + +"Y've lost yer way thin fer shure!" said the woman slightly recovering her +equilibrium. "The loikes uv yous nivver lived in dis place; fer ef yous +ain't angel you's gintulmun; an' no gintulmun ivver cum from the loikes o' +this. An' besoides, the b'y Mikky, I tel'd yez, was shot an' nivver comed +back no more. He's loikely up wid de angels where he b'longs." + +"Yes, I was shot," said Michael, "but I wasn't killed. A good man sent me +to college, and I've just graduated and come back to look up my friends." + +"Frinds, is it, ye'll be afther a findin'? Thin ye'd bist look ilsewhar, +fer thur's no one in this alley fit to be frinds with the loikes uv you. Ef +that's wot they does with b'ys at co-lidge a pity 'tis more uv um can't git +shot an' go there. But ef all yous tell is thrue, moi advice to yez is, +juist bate it as hoird as ivver yez kin out'n yere, an' don't yez nivver +set oies on this alley agin. Ye'd better stay to co-lidge all the days uv +yer loife than set fut here agin, fer juist let 'em got holt uv yez an' +they'll spile the pretty face uv ye. Look thar!" she pointed tragically +toward a wreck of humanity that reeled into the alley just then. "Would +yez loike to be loike that? My mon come home loike that ivvery day of his +loife, rist his bones, an' he nivver knowed whin he died." + +Maudlin tears rolled down the poor creature's cheeks, for they could be no +tears of affection. Her man's departure from this life could have been +but a relief. Michael recoiled from the sight with a sickening sadness. +Nevertheless he meant to find out if this woman knew aught of his old +friends, or of his origin. He rallied his forces to answer her. + +"I don't have to be like that," he said, "I've come down to look up my +friends I tell you, and I want you to tell me if you know anything about my +parents. Did you ever hear anything about me? Did anybody know who I was or +how I came to be here?" + +The old woman looked at him only half comprehending, and tried to gather +her scattered faculties, but she shook her grizzled head hopelessly. + +"I ain't niver laid oies on yea before, an' how cud I know whar yez cum +from, ner how yez cam to be here?" she answered. + +He perceived that it would require patience to extract information from +this source. + +"Try to think," he said more gently. "Can you remember if anyone ever +belonged to the little boy they called Mikky? Was there ever any mother or +father, or--anybody that belonged to him at all." + +Again, she shook her head. + +"Niver as Oi knows on. They said he just comed a wee babby to the coourt +a wanderin' with the other childer, with scarce a rag to his back, an' a +smile on him like the arch-angel, and some said as how he niver had no +father ner mother, but dthrapped sthraight frum the place where de angels +live." + +"But did no one take care of him, or ever try to find out about him?" +questioned Michael wistfully. + +"Foind out, is it? Whist! An' who would tak toime to foind out whin ther's +so miny uv their own. Mikky was allus welcome to a bite an' a sup ef any uv +us had it by. There wuz old Granny Bane with the rheumatiks. She gave him a +bed an' a bite now an' agin, till she died, an afther that he made out to +shift fer hisse'f. He was a moighty indepindint babby." + +"But had he no other name? Mikky what? What was his whole name?" +pursued Michael with an eagerness that could not give up the sought-for +information. + +The old woman only stared stupidly. + +"Didn't he have any other name?" There was almost despair in his tone. + +Another shake of the head. + +"Juist Mikky!" she said and her eyes grew dull once more. + +"Can you tell me if there are any other people living here now that used to +know Mikky? Are there any other men or women who might remember?" + +"How kin Oi tell?" snarled the woman impatiently. "Oi can't be bothered." + +Michael stood in troubled silence and the woman turned her head to watch a +neighbor coming down the street with a basket in her hand. It would seem +that her visitor interested her no longer. She called out some rough, +ribaldry to the woman who glanced up fiercely and deigned no further reply. +Then Michael tried again. + +"Could you tell me of the boys who used to go with Mikky?" + +"No, Oi can't," she answered crossly, "Oi can't be bothered. Oi don't know +who they was." + +"There was Jimmie and Sam and Bobs and Buck. Surely you remember Buck, and +little Janie. Janie who died after Mikky went away?" + +The bleared eyes turned full upon him again. + +"Janie? Fine Oi remimber Janie. They had a white hurse to her, foiner'n any +iver cum to the coourt before. The b'ys stayed up two noights selling to +git the money fur it, an' Buck he stayed stiddy while she was aloive. Pity +she doied." + +"Where is Buck?" demanded Michael with a sudden twinging of his heart +strings that seemed to bring back the old love and loyalty to his friend. +Buck had needed him perhaps all these years and he had not known. + +"That's whot the _po_lice would like fer yez to answer, I'm thinkin'!" +laughed old Sal. "They wanted him bad fer breakin' into a house an' mos' +killin' the lady an' gittin' aff wid de jewl'ry. He beat it dat noight an' +ain't none o' us seen him these two year. He were a slick one, he were +awful smart at breakin' an' stealin'. Mebbe Jimmie knows, but Jimmie, he's +in jail, serving his time fer shootin' a man in the hand durin' a dhrunken +fight. Jimmie, he's no good. Never wuz. He's jest like his foither. Bobs, +he got both legs cut aff, bein' runned over by a big truck, and he doied in +the horspittle. Bobs he were better dead. He'd uv gone loike the rist. Sam, +he's round these parts mostly nights. Ye'll hev to come at noight ef yez +want to see him. Mebbe he knows more 'bout Buck'n he'll tell." + +Sick at heart Michael put question, after question but no more information +was forthcoming and the old woman showed signs of impatience again. +Carefully noting what she said about Sam and getting a few facts as to the +best time and place to find him Michael turned and walked sadly out of the +alley. He did not see the alert eyes of old Sal following him, nor the keen +expression of her face as she stretched her neck to see which way he turned +as he left the alley. As soon as he was out of sight she shuffled down +from her doorstep to the corner and peered after him through the morning +sunshine. Then she went slowly, thoughtfully back to her doorstep. + +"Now whut in the divil could he be a wantin' wid Buck an' Sammie?" she +muttered to herself. "All that story 'bout his bein' Mikky was puttin' it +on my eye, I'll giv warnin' to Sammie this night, an' ef Buck's in these +pairts he better git out west some'res. The _po_lice uv got onto 'im. But +hoiwiver did they know he knowed Mikky? Poor little angel Mikky! I guv him +the shtraight about Bobs an' Jimmie, fer they wuz beyant his troublin' but +he'll niver foind Sammie from the directin' I sayed." + +Michael, sorrowing, horror-filled, conscience-stricken, took his way to a +restaurant and ate his dinner, thinking meanwhile what he could do for +the boys. Could he perhaps visit Jimmie in prison and make his life more +comfortable in little ways? Could he plan something for him when he should +come out? Could he help Sam? The old woman had said little about Sam's +condition. Michael thought he might likely by this time have built up a +nice little business for himself. Perhaps he had a prosperous news stand in +some frequented place. He looked forward eagerly to meeting him again. Sam +had always been a silent child dependent on the rest, but he was one of the +little gang and Michael's heart warmed toward his former comrade. It could +not be that he would find him so loathsome and repulsive as the old woman +Sal. She made him heart-sick. Just to think of drinking soup from her dirty +kettle! How could he have done it? And yet, he knew no better life then, +and he was hungry, and a little child. + +So Michael mused, and all the time with a great heart-hunger to know what +had become of Buck. Could he and Sam together plan some way to find Buck +and help him out of his trouble? How could Buck have done anything so +dreadful? And yet even as he thought it he remembered that "pinching" had +not been a crime in his childhood days, not unless one was found out. How +had these principles, or lack of principles been replaced gradually in his +own life without his realizing it at all? It was all strange and wonderful. +Practically now he, Michael, had been made into a new creature since he +left New York, and so gradually, and pleasantly that he had not at all +realized the change that was going on in him. + +Yet as he thought and marvelled there shot through him a thought like a +pang, that perhaps after all it had not been a good thing, this making him +into a new creature, with new desires and aims and hopes that could never +be fulfilled. Perhaps he would have been happier, better off, if he had +never been taken out of that environment and brought to appreciate so +keenly another one where he did not belong, and could never stay, since +this old environment was the one where he must stay whether he would or no. +He put the thought from him as unworthy at once, yet the sharpness of the +pang lingered and with it a vision of Starr's vivid face as he had seen her +two nights before in her father's home, before he knew that the door of +that home was shut upon him forever. + +Michael passed the day in idly wandering about the city trying to piece +together his old knowledge, and the new, and know the city in which he had +come to dwell. + +It was nearing midnight, when Michael, by the advice of old Sal, and +utterly fearless in his ignorance, entered the court where his babyhood had +been spent. + +The alley was dark and murky with the humidity of the summer night; but +unlike the morning hours it was alive with a writhing, chattering, fighting +mass of humanity. Doorways were overflowing. The narrow alley itself seemed +fairly thronging with noisy, unhappy men and women. Hoarse laughs mingled +with rough cursing, shot through with an occasional scream. Stifling odors +lurked in cellar doorways and struck one full in the face unawares. Curses +seemed to be the setting for all conversation whether angry or jolly. +Babies tumbled in the gutter and older children fought over some scrap of +garbage. + +Appalled, Michael halted and almost turned back. Then, remembering that +this was where he had come from,--where he belonged,--and that his duty, +his obligation, was to find hie friends, he went steadily forward. + +There sat old Sal, a belligerent gleam in her small sodden eyes. Four men +on a step opposite, with a candle stood between them, were playing cards. +Sal muttered a word as Michael approached and the candle was suddenly +extinguished. It looked as if one had carelessly knocked it down to the +pavement, but the glare nickered into darkness and Michael could no longer +see the men's faces. He had wondered if one of them was Sam. But when he +rubbed his eyes and looked again in the darkness the four men were gone and +the step was occupied by two children holding a sleeping baby between them +and staring at him in open mouthed admiration. + +The flickering weird light of the distant street lamps, the noise and +confusion, the odors and curses filled him anew with a desire to flee, but +he would not let himself turn back. Never had Michael turned from anything +that was his duty from fear or dislike of anything. + +He tried to enter into conversation with old Sal again, but she would have +none of him. She had taken "a wee drapth" and was alert and suspicious. In +fact, the whole alley was on the alert for this elegant stranger who was +none of theirs, and who of course could have come but to spy on some one. +He wanted Sam, therefore Sam was hidden well and at that moment playing a +crafty game in the back of a cellar on the top of an old beer barrel, by +the light of a wavering candle; well guarded by sentinels all along +the difficult way. Michael could have no more found him under those +circumstances than he could have hoped to find a needle in a haystack the +size of the whole city of New York. + +He wandered for two hours back and forth through the alley seeing sights +long since forgotten, hearing words unspeakable; following out this and +that suggestion of the interested bystanders; always coming back without +finding Sam. He had not yet comprehended the fact that he was not intended +to find Sam. He had taken these people into his confidence just as he had +always taken everyone into his confidence, and they were playing him false. +If they had been the dwellers on Fifth Avenue he would not have expected +them to be interested in him and his plans and desires; but these were his +very own people, at least the "ownest" he had in the world, and among them +he had once gone freely, confidently. He saw no reason why they should have +changed toward him, though he felt the antagonism in the atmosphere as the +night wore on, even as he had felt it in the Endicott house the day before. + +Heartsick and baffled at last he took his way slowly, looking back many +times, and leaving many messages for Sam. He felt as if he simply could +not go hack to even so uncomfortable a bed an he called his own in his new +lodgings without having found some clew to his old comrades. + +Standing at the corner of the alley opposite the flaunting lights of the +saloon he looked back upon the swarming darkness of the alley and his heart +filled with a great surging wave of pity, love, and sorrow. Almost at his +feet in a dark shadow of a doorway a tiny white-faced boy crouched fast +asleep on the stone threshold. It made him think of little Bobs, and his +own barren childhood, and a mist came before his eyes as he looked up, up +at the sky where the very stars seemed small and far away as if the sky had +nothing to do with this part of the earth. + +"Oh, God!" he said under his breath. "Oh, God! I must do something for +them!" + +And then as if the opportunity came with the prayer there reeled into view +a little group of people, three or four men and a woman. + +The woman was talking in a high frightened voice and protesting. The men +caught hold of her roughly, laughing and flinging out coarse jests. Then +another man came stealing from the darkness of the alley and joined the +group, seizing the woman by the shoulders and speaking words to her too +vile for repetition. In terrible fear the girl turned, for Michael could +see, now that she was nearer, that she was but a young girl, and that she +was pretty. Instantly he thought of Starr and his whole soul rose in mighty +wrath that any man should dare treat any girl as he had seen these do. Then +the girl screamed and struggled to get away, crying: "It ain't true, it +ain't true! Lem'me go! I won't go with you--" + +Instantly Michael was upon them, his powerful arms and supple body dashing +the men right and left. And because of the suddenness of the attack coming +from this most unexpected quarter,--for Michael had stood somewhat in the +shadow--and because of the cowardliness of all bullies, for the moment he +was able to prevail against all four, just long enough for the girl to slip +like a wraith from their grasp and disappear into the shadows. + +Then when the men, dazed from surprise, though not seriously hurt, +discovered that their prey was gone and that a stranger from the higher +walks of life had frustrated their plans they fell upon him in their wrath. + +Michael brave always, and well trained in athletics, parried their blows +for an instant, but the man, the one who had come from the shadows of +the alley, whose face was evil, stole up behind and stabbed him in the +shoulder. The sudden faintness that followed made him less capable of +defending himself. He felt he was losing his senses, and the next blow from +one of the men sent him reeling into the street where he fell heavily, +striking his head against the curbing. There was a loud cry of murder from +a woman's shrill voice, the padded rush of the villains into their holes, +the distant ring of a policeman's whistle, and then all was quiet as a city +night could be. Michael lay white and still with his face looking up to the +faint pitying moon so far away and his beautiful hair wet with the blood +that was flowing out on the pavement. There he lay on the edge of the world +that was his own and would not own him. He had come to his own and his own +received him not. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +Michael awoke in the hospital with a bandage around his head and a stinging +pain in his shoulder whenever he tried to move. + +Back in his inner consciousness there sounded the last words he heard +before he fell, but he could not connect them with anything at first: + +"Hit him again, Sam!" + +Those were the words. What did they mean? Had he heard them or merely +dreamed them? And where was he? + +A glance about the long room with its rows of white beds each with an +occupant answered his question. He closed his eyes again to be away from +all those other eyes and think. + +Sam! He had been looking for Sam. Had Sam then come at last? Had Sam hit +him? Had Sam recognized him? Or was it another Sam? + +But there was something queer the matter with his head, and he could not +think. He put up his right arm to feel the bandage and the pain in his +shoulder stung again. Somehow to his feverish fancy it seemed the sting of +Mrs. Endicott's words to him. He dropped his hand feebly and the nurse gave +him something in a spoon. Then half dreaming he fell asleep, with a vision +of Starr's face as he had seen her last. + +Three weeks he lay upon that narrow white bed, and learned to face the +battalion of eyes from the other narrow beds around him; learned to +distinguish the quiet sounds of the marble lined room from the rumble of +the unknown city without; and when the nimble was the loudest his heart +ached with the thought of the alley and all the horrible sights and sounds +that seemed written in letters of fire across his spirit. + +He learned to look upon the quiet monotonous world of ministrations as a +haven from the world outside into which he must presently go; and in his +weakened condition he shrank from the new life. It seemed to be so filled +with disappointments and burdens of sorrow. + +But one night a man in his ward died and was carried, silent and covered +from the room. Some of his last moaning utterances had reached the ears of +his fellow sufferers with a swift vision of his life and his home, and his +mortal agony for the past, now that he was leaving it all. + +That night Michael could not sleep, for the court and the alley, and the +whole of sunken humanity were pressing upon his heart. It seemed to be his +burden that he must give up all his life's hopes to bear. And there he had +it out with himself and accepted whatever should come to be his duty. + +Meantime the wound on his head was healed, the golden halo had covered the +scar, and the cut in his shoulder, which had been only a flesh, wound, was +doing nicely. Michael, was allowed to sit up, and then to be about the room +for a day or two. + +It was in those days of his sitting up when the sun which crept in for an +hour a day reached and touched to flame his wonderful hair, that the other +men of the ward began to notice him. He seemed to them all as somehow set +apart from the rest; one who was lifted above what held them down to sin +and earth. His countenance spoke of strength and self-control, the two +things that many of those men lacked, either through constant sinning or +through constant fighting with poverty and trouble, and so, as he began to +get about they sent for him to come to their bedsides, and as they talked +one and another of them poured out his separate tale of sorrow and woe, +till Michael felt he could bear no more. He longed for power, great power +to help; power to put these wretched men on their feet again to lead a new +life, power to crush some of the demons in human form who were grinding +them down to earth. Oh! for money and knowledge and authority! + +Here was a man who had lost both legs in a defective machine he was running +in a factory. He was a skilled workman and had a wife and three little +ones. But he was useless now at his trade. No one wanted a man with no +legs. He might better be dead. Damages? No, there was no hope of that. He +had accepted three hundred dollars to sign a release. He had to. His wife +and children were starving and they must have the money then or perish. +There was no other way. Besides, what hope had he in fighting a great +corporation? He was a poor man, a stranger in this country, with no +friends. The company had plenty who were willing to swear it was the man's +own fault. + +Yonder was another who had tried to asphyxiate himself by turning on the +gas in his wretched little boarding-house room because he had lost his +position on account of ill health, and the firm wished to put a younger man +in his place. He had almost succeeded in taking himself out of this life. + +Next him was one, horribly burned by molten metal which he had been +compelled to carry without adequate precautions, because it was a cheaper +method of handling the stuff and men cost less than machinery. You could +always get more men. + +The man across from him was wasted away from insufficient food. He had been +out of work for months, and what little money he could pick up in odd jobs +had gone mostly to his wife and children. + +And so it was throughout the ward. On almost every life sin,--somebody's +sin,--had left its mark. There were one or two cheery souls who, though +poor, were blest with friends and a home of some kind and were looking +forward to a speedy restoration; but these were the exception. Nearly all +the others blamed someone else for their unhappy condition and in nearly +every case someone else was undoubtedly to blame, even though in most cases +each individual had been also somewhat responsible. + +All this Michael gradually learned, as he began his practical study of +sociology. As he learned story after story, and began to formulate the +facts of each he came to three conclusions: First, that there was not room +enough in the city for these people to have a fair chance at the great and +beautiful things of life. Second, that the people of the cities who had +the good things were getting them all for themselves and cared not a straw +whether the others went without. Third, that somebody ought to be doing +something about it, and why not he? + +Of course it was absurd for a mere boy just out of college, with scarcely +a cent to his name--and not a whole name to call his own--to think of +attempting to attack the great problem of the people single-handed; but +still he felt he was called to do it, and he meant to try. + +He hadn't an idea at this time whether anybody else had seen it just +this way or not. He had read a little of city missions, and charitable +enterprises, but they had scarcely reached his inner consciousness. His +impression gathered from such desultory reading had been that the effort +in that direction was sporadic and ineffective. And so, in his gigantic +ignorance and egotism, yet with his exquisite sensitiveness to the inward +call, Michael henceforth set himself to espouse the cause of the People. + +Was he not one of them? Had he not been born there that he might be one of +them, and know what they had to suffer? Were they not his kindred so far as +he had any kindred? Had he not been educated and brought into contact with +higher things that he might know what these other human souls might be if +they had the opportunity? If he had known a little more about the subject +he would have added "and if they _would_." But he did not; he supposed all +souls were as willing to be uplifted as he had been. + +Michael went out from the hospital feeling that his life work was before +him. The solemn pledge he had taken as a little child to return and help +his former companions became a voluntary pledge of his young manhood. He +knew very little indeed about the matter, but he felt much, and he was +determined to do, wherever the way opened. He had no doubt but that the way +would open. + +"Now young man, take care of yourself," said the doctor in parting from +his patient a few days later, "and for the land's sake keep away from back +alleys at night. When you know a little more about New York you'll learn +that it's best to keep just as far away from such places as possible. Don't +go fooling around under the impression that you can convert any of those +blackguards. They need to be blown up, every one of them, and the place +obliterated. Mind, I say, keep away from them." + +Michael smiled and thanked the doctor, and walked unsteadily down the +hospital steps on feet that were strangely wobbly for him. But Michael did +not intend to obey the doctor. He had been turning the matter over in his +mind and he had a plan. And that very night about ten o'clock he went back +to the alley. + +Old Sal was sitting on her doorstep a little more intoxicated than the last +time, and the young man's sudden appearance by her side startled her into +an Irish howl. + +"The saints presarve us!" she cried tottering to her feet. "He's cum back +to us agin, sure he has! There's no killin' him! He's an angel shure. B'ys +rin! bate it! bate it! The angel's here agin!" + +There was a sound of scurrying feet and the place seemed to suddenly clear +of the children that had been under foot. One or two scowling men, or +curiously apathetic women in whose eyes the light of life had died and been +left unburied, peered from dark doorways. + +Michael stood quietly until the howling of Sal had subsided, and then he +spoke in a clear tone. + +"Can you tell if Sam has been around here to-night? Is he anywhere near +here now?" + +There was no answer for a minute but some one growled out the information +that he might and then he might not have been. Some one else said he had +just gone away but they didn't know where. Michael perceived that it was a +good deal as it had been before. + +"I have brought a message for him, a letter," he said, and he spoke so that +anyone near-by might hear. "Will you give it to him when he comes. He will +want to see it, I am sure. It is important. I think he will be glad to get +it. It contains good news about an old friend of his." + +He held out the letter courteously to old Sal, and she looked down at its +white crispness as though it had been a message from the lower regions sent +to call her to judgment. A letter, white, square-cornered and clean, with +clear, firm inscription, had never come within her gaze before. Old Sal +had never learned to read. The writing meant nothing to her, but the whole +letter represented a mystic communication from another world. + +Instinctively the neighbors gathered nearer to look at the letter, and Sal, +seeing herself the centre of observation, reached forward a dirty hand +wrapped in a corner of her apron, and took the envelope as though it had +been hot, eyeing it all the while fearfully. + +Then with his easy bow and touching his hat to her as though she had been a +queen, Michael turned and walked away out of the alley. + +Old Sal stood watching him, a kind of wistful wonder in her bleary eyes. +No gentleman had ever tipped his hat to her, and no man had ever done her +reverence. From her little childhood she had been brought up to forfeit the +respect of men. Perhaps it had never entered her dull mind before that she +might have been aught but what she was; and that men might have given her +honor. + +The neighbors too were awed for the moment and stood watching in silence, +till when Michael turned the corner out of sight, Sal exclaimed: + +"Now that's the angel, shure! No gintlemin would iver uv tipped his 'at to +the loikes of Sal. Saints presarve us! That we should hev an angel in this +alley!" + +When Michael reached his lodging he found that he was trembling so from +weakness and excitement that he could scarcely drag himself up the three +flights to his room. So had his splendid strength been reduced by trouble +and the fever that came with his wounds. + +He lay down weakly and tried to think. Now he had done his best to find +Sam. If Sam did not come in answer to his letter he must wait until he +found him. He would not give up. So he fell asleep with the burden on his +heart. + +The letter was as follows: + +"Dear Sam: + +"You can't have forgotten Mikky who slept with you in the boiler room, and +with whom you shared your crusts. You remember I promised when I went away +to college I would come back and try to make things better for you all? And +now I have come and I am anxious to find the fellows and see what we can do +together to make life better in the old alley and make up for some of the +hard times when we were children. I have been down to the alley but can get +no trace of you. I spent the best part of one night hunting you and then a +slight accident put me in the hospital for a few days, but I am well now +and am anxious to find you all. I want to talk over old times, and find out +where Buck and Jim are; and hear all about Janie and little Bobs. + +"I am going to leave this letter with Aunt Sally, hoping she will give it +to you. I have given my address below and should be glad to have you come +and see me at my room, or if you would prefer I will meet you wherever you +say, and we will go together and have something to eat to celebrate. + +"Hoping to hear from you very soon, I am as always, + +"Your brother and friend, + +"MIKKY. + +"Address, Michael Endicott, +No ---- West 23rd St." + +A few days later a begrimed envelope addressed in pencil was brought to the +door by the postman. Michael with sinking heart opened it. It read: + +"MiKY ef yo be reely hym cum to KelLys karner at 10 tumoroW nite. Ef you +are mIK youz thee old whissel an doante bring no une wit yer Ef yO du I +wunt be thar. + +"SAM." + +Michael seated on his lumpy bed puzzled this out, word by word, until he +made fairly good sense of it. He was to go to Kelly's corner. How memory +stirred at the words. Kelly's corner was beyond the first turn of the +alley, it was at the extreme end of an alley within an alley, and had +no outlet except through Kelly's saloon. Only the "gang" knew the name, +"Kelly's Corner," for it was not really a corner at all only a sort of +pocket or hiding place so entitled by Buck for his own and "de kids" +private purpose. If Michael had been at all inclined to be a coward since +his recent hard usage in the vicinity of the alley he would have kept +away from Kelly's corner, for once in there with enemies, and alone, no +policeman's club, nor hospital ambulance would ever come to help. The +things that happened at Kelly's corner never got into the newspapers. + +Memory and instinct combined to make this perfectly dear to Michael's mind, +and if he needed no other warning those words of the letter, "Don't bring +no one with you. If you do, I won't be there," were sufficient to make him +wise. + +Yet Michael never so much as thought of not keeping the appointment. His +business was to find Sam, and it mattered as little to him now that danger +stood in the way as it had the day when he flung his neglected little body +in front of Starr Endicott and saved her from the assassin's bullet. He +would go, of course, and go alone. Neither did it occur to him to take +the ordinary precaution of leaving his name and whereabouts at the police +station to be searched for in case he did not turn up in reasonable time. +It was all in the day's work and Michael thought no more about the possible +peril he was facing than he had thought of broken limbs and bloody noses +the last hour before a football scrimmage. + +There was something else in the letter that interested Michael and stirred +the old memories. That old whistle! Of course he had not forgotten that, +although he had not used it much among his college companions. It was a +strange, weird, penetrating sound, between a call and whistle. He and Buck +had made it up between them. It was their old signal. When Michael went to +college he had held it sacred as belonging strictly to his old friends, +and never, unless by himself in the woods where none but the birds and the +trees could hear, had he let its echoes ring. Sometimes he had flung it +forth and startled the mocking birds, and once he had let it ring into the +midst of his astonished comrades in Florida when he was hidden from their +view and they knew not who had made the sound. He tried it now softly, and +then louder and louder, until with sudden fear he stopped lest his landlady +should happen to come up that way and think him insane. But undoubtedly he +could give the old signal. + +The next night at precisely ten o'clock Michael's ringing step sounded down +the alley; firm, decisive, secure. Such assurance must Daniel have worn as +he faced the den of lions; and so went the three Hebrew children into the +fiery furnace. + +"It's him! It's the angel!" whispered old Sal who was watching. "Oi tould +yez he'd come fer shure!" + +"He's got his nerve with him!" murmured a girl with bold eyes and a coarse +kind of beauty, as she drew further back into the shadow of the doorway. +"He ain't comin' out again so pretty I guess. Not if Sam don't like. Mebbe +he ain't comin' out 'tall!" + +"Angels has ways, me darlint!" chuckled Sal. "He'll come back al roight, +ye'll see!" + +On walked Michael, down the alley to the narrow opening that to the +uninitiated was not an opening between the buildings at all, and slipped in +the old way. He had thought it all out in the night. He was sure he knew +just how far beyond Sal's house it was; on into the fetid air of the close +dark place, the air that struck him in the face like a hot, wet blanket as +he kept on. + +It was very still all about when he reached the point known as Kelly's +corner. It had not been so as he remembered it. It had been the place of +plots, the hatching of murders and robberies. Had it so changed that it was +still to-night? He stood for an instant hesitating. Should he wait a while, +or knock on some door? Would it be any use to call? + +But the instinct of the slums was upon him again, his birthright. It seemed +to drop upon him from the atmosphere, a sort of stealthy patience. He would +wait. Something would come. He must do as he had done with the birds of the +forest when he wished to watch their habits. He must stand still unafraid +and show that he was harmless. + +So he stood three, perhaps five minutes, then softly at first and gradually +growing clearer, he gave the call that he had given years before, a little +barefoot, hungry child in that very spot many times. + +The echo died away. There was nothing to make him know that a group of +curious alley-dwellers huddled at the mouth of the trap in which he stood, +watching with eyes accustomed to the darkness, to see what would happen; to +block his escape if escape should be attempted. + +Then out of the silence a sigh seemed to come, and out of the shadows one +shadow unfolded itself and came forward till it stood beside him. Still +Michael did not stir; but softly, through, half-open lips, breathed the +signal once more. + +Sibilant, rougher, with a hint of menace as it issued forth the signal was +answered this time, and with a thrill of wonder the mantle of the old life +fell upon Michael once more. He was Mikky--only grown more wise. Almost the +old vernacular came to his tongue. + +"Hi! Sam! That you?" + +The figure in the darkness seemed to stiffen with sudden attention. The +voice was like, and yet not like the Mikky of old. + +"Wot yous want?" questioned a voice gruffly. + +"I want you, Sam. I want to see if you look as you used to, and I want to +know about the boys. Can't we go where there's light and talk a little? +I've been days hunting you. I've come back because I promised, you know. +You expected me to come back some day, didn't you, Sam?" + +Michael was surprised to find how eager he was for the answer to this +question. + +"Aw, what ye givin' us?" responded the suspicious Sam. "D'yous s'pose I +b'lieve all that gag about yer comin' here to he'p we'uns? Wot would a guy +like yous wid all dem togs an' all dem fine looks want wid us? Yous has got +above us. Yous ain't no good to us no more." + +Sam scratched a match on his trousers and lit an old pipe that he held +between his teeth, but as the match flared up and showed his own face a +lowering brow, shifty eyes, a swarthy, unkempt visage, sullen and sly, the +shifty eyes were not looking at the pipe but up at the face above him which +shone out white and fine with its gold halo in the little gleam in the dark +court. The watchers crowding at the opening of the passage saw his face, +and almost fancied there were soft shadowy wings behind him. It was thus +with old Sal's help that Michael got his name again, "The Angel." It was +thus he became the "angel of the alley." + +"Sam!" he said, and his voice was very gentle, although he was perfectly +conscious that behind him there were two more shadows of men and more might +be lurking in the dark corners. "Sam, if you remember me you will know I +couldn't forget; and I do care. I came back to find you. I've always meant +to come, all the time I was in college. I've had it in mind to come back +here and make some of the hard things easier for"--he hesitated, and--"for +_us_ all." + +"How did yous figger yous was goin' to do that?" Sam asked, his little +shifty eyes narrowing on Michael, as he purposely struck another match to +watch the effect of his words. + +Then Michael's wonderful smile lit up his face, and Sam, however much he +may have pretended to doubt, knew in his deepest heart that this was the +same Mikky of old. There was no mistaking that smile. + +"I shall need you to help me in figuring that out, Sam. That's why I was so +anxious to find you." + +A curious grunt from behind Michael warned him that the audience was being +amused at the expense of Sam, Sam's brows were lowering. + +"Humph!" he said, ungraciously striking a third match just in time to watch +Michael's face. "Where's yer pile?" + +"What?" + +"Got the dough?" + +"Oh," said Michael comprehendingly, "no, I haven't got money, Sam. I've +only my education." + +"An' wot good's it, I'd like to know. Tell me those?" + +"So much good that I can't tell it all in one short talk," answered Michael +steadily. "We'll have to get better acquainted and then I hope I can make +you understand how it has helped. Now tell me about the others. Where is +Buck?" + +There was a dead silence. + +"It's hard to say!" at last muttered Sam irresponsibly. + +"Don't you know? Haven't you any kind of an idea, Sam? I'd so like to hunt +him up." + +The question seemed to have produced a tensity in the very atmosphere, +Michael felt it. + +"I might, an' then agin' I might not," answered Sam in that tone of his +that barred the way for further questions. + +"Couldn't you and I find him and--and--help him, Sam? Aunt Sally said he +was in trouble." + +Another match was scratched and held close to his face while the narrow +eyes of Sam seemed to pierce his very soul before Sam answered with an ugly +laugh. + +"Oh, he don't need none o' your help, you bet. He's lit out. You don't need +to worry 'bout Buck, he kin take car' o' hisse'f every time." + +"But won't he come back sometime?" + +"Can't say. It's hard to tell," non-committally. + +"And Jim?" Michael's voice was sad. + +"Jim, he's doin' time," sullenly. + +"I'm sorry!" said Michael sadly, and a strange hush came about the dark +group. Now why should this queer chap be sorry? No one else cared, unless +it might be Jim, and Jim had got caught. It was nothing to them. + +"Now tell me about Janie--and little Bobs--" The questioner paused. His +voice was very low. + +"Aw, cut it out!" snarled Sam irritably. "Don't come any high strikes on +their account. They're dead an' you can't dig 'em up an' weep over 'em. +Hustle up an' tell us wot yer wantin' to do." + +"Well, Sam," said Michael trying to ignore the natural repulsion he felt +at the last words of his one-time friend, "suppose you take lunch with me +to-morrow at twelve. Then we can talk over things and get back old times. +I will tell you all about my college life and you must tell me all you are +doing." + +Sam was silent from sheer astonishment. Take lunch! Never in his life had +he been invited out to luncheon. Nor had he any desire for an invitation +now. + +"Where?" he asked after a silence so long that Michael began to fear he was +not going to answer at all. + +Michael named a place not far away. He had selected it that morning. It was +clean, somewhat, yet not too clean. The fare was far from princely, but it +would do, and the locality was none too respectable. Michael was enough +of a slum child still to know that his guest would never go with him to a +really respectable restaurant, moreover he would not have the wardrobe nor +the manners. He waited Sam's answer breathlessly. + +Sam gave a queer little laugh as if taken off his guard. The place named +was so entirely harmless, to his mind, and the whole matter of the +invitation took on the form of a great joke. + +"Well, I might," he drawled indifferently. "I won't make no promises, but +I might, an' then again I might not. It's jes' as it happens. Ef I ain't +there by twelve sharp you needn't wait. Jes' go ahead an' eat. I wouldn't +want to spoil yer digestion fer my movements." + +"I shall wait!" said Michael decidedly with his pleasant voice ringing +clear with satisfaction. "You will come, Sam, I know you will. Good night!" + +And then he did a most extraordinary thing. He put out his hand, his clean, +strong hand, warm and healthy and groping with the keenness of low, found +the hardened grimy hand of his one-time companion, and gripped it in a +hearty grasp. + +Sam started back with the instant suspicion of attack, and then stood +shamedly still for an instant. The grip of that firm, strong hand, the +touch of brotherhood, a touch such as had never come to his life before +since he was a little child, completed the work that the smile had begun, +and Sam knew that Mikky, the real Mikky was before him. + +Then Michael walked swiftly down that narrow passage,--at the opening of +which, the human shadows scattered silently and fled, to watch from other +furtive doorways,--down through the alley unmolested, and out into the +street once more. + +"The saints presarve us! Wot did I tell yez?" whispered Sal. "It's the +angel all right fer shure." + +"I wonder wot he done to Sam," murmured the girl. "He's got his nerve all +right, he sure has. Ain't he beautiful!" + + + + +CHAPTER X + + +Michael went early to his lunch party. He was divided between wondering if +his strange guest would put in an appearance at all; if he did, what he +should talk about; and how he would pilot him through the embarrassing +experience of the meal. One thing he was determined upon. He meant to find +out if possible whether Sam knew anything about his, Michael's, origin. +It was scarcely likely; and yet, Sam might have heard some talk by older +people in the neighborhood. His one great longing was to find out and clear +his name of shame if possible. + +There was another thing that troubled Michael. He was not sure that he +would know Sam even supposing that he came. The glimpse he had caught +the night before when the matches were struck was not particularly +illuminating. He had a dim idea that Sam was below the medium height; with +thin, sallow face; small, narrow eyes; a slouching gait; and a head that +was not wide enough from front to back. He had a feeling that Sam had not +room enough in his brain for seeing all that ought to be seen. Sam did not +understand about education. Would he ever be able to make him understand? + +Sam came shuffling along ten minutes after twelve. His sense of dignity +would not have allowed him to be on time. Besides, he wanted to see if +Michael would wait as he had said. It was a part of the testing of Michael; +not to prove if he were really Mikky, but to see what stuff he was made of, +and how much he really had meant of what he said. + +Michael was there, standing anxiously outside the eating house. He did not +enjoy the surroundings nor the attention he was attracting. He was too well +dressed for that locality, but these were the oldest clothes he had. He +would have considered them quite shabby at college. He was getting worried +lest after all his plan had failed. Then Sam slouched along, his hat drawn +down, his hands in his pockets, and wearing an air of indifference that +almost amounted to effrontery. He greeted Michael as if there had been no +previous arrangement and this were a chance meeting. There was nothing +about his manner to show that he had purposely come late to put him to the +test, but Michael knew intuitively it was so. + +"Shall we go in now?" said Michael smiling happily. He found he was really +glad that Sam had come, repulsive in appearance though he was, hard of +countenance and unfriendly in manner. He felt that he was getting on just a +little in his great object of finding out and helping his old friends, and +perhaps learning something more of his own history. + +"Aw, I donno's I care 'bout it!" drawled Sam, just as if he had not +intended going in all the time, nor had been thinking of the "feed" all the +morning in anticipation. + +"Yes, you better," said Michael putting a friendly hand on the others' +shoulder. If he felt a repugnance to touching the tattered, greasy coat of +his one-time friend, he controlled it, remembering how he had once worn +garments far more tattered and filthy. The greatness of his desire to +uplift made him forget everything else. It was the absorption of a supreme +task that had come upon the boy to the exclusion of his own personal +tastes. + +It was not that Michael was so filled with love for this miserable creature +who used to be his friend, nor so desired to renew old associations after +these long years of separation; it was the terrible need, the conditions +of which had been called vividly to his experience, that appealed to his +spirit like a call of authority to which he answered proudly because +of what had once been done for him. It had come upon him without his +knowledge, suddenly, with the revival of old scenes and memories, but as +with all workers for humanity it had gone so deeply into his soul as to +make him forget even that there was such a thing as sacrifice. + +They passed into the restaurant. Michael in his well-made clothing and with +his strikingly handsome face and gold hair attracting at once every eye +in the place: Sam with an insolent air of assurance to cover a sudden +embarrassment of pride at the company he was in. + +Michael gave a generous order, and talked pleasantly as they waited. Sam +sat in low-browed silence watching him furtively, almost disconcertingly. + +It was when they had reached the course of three kinds of pie and a dab +of dirty looking, pink ice cream professing to be fresh strawberry, that +Michael suddenly looked keenly at his guest and asked: + +"What are you doing now, Sam? In business for yourself?" + +Sam's eyes narrowed until they were almost eclipsed, though a keen steel +glitter could be seen beneath the colorless lashes. A kind of mask, +impenetrable as lead, seemed to have settled over his face, which had been +gradually relaxing during the meal into a half indulgent grin of interest +in his queer host. + +"Yas, I'm in business fer myself," he drawled at last after carefully +scrutinizing the other's face to be sure there was no underlying motive for +the question. + +"News-stand?" asked Michael. + +"Not eggs-act-ly!" + +"What line?" + +Sam finished his mince pie and began on the pumpkin before he answered. + +"Wal, ther's sev'ral!" + +"Is that so? Got more than one string to your bow? That's a good thing. +You're better off than I am. I haven't looked around for a job yet. I +thought I'd get at it to-morrow. You see I wanted to look you fellows up +first before I got tied down to anything where I couldn't get off when I +wanted to. Perhaps you can put me onto something. How about it?" + +It was characteristic of Michael that he had not once thought of going to +Endicott for the position and help offered him, since the setting down +he had received from Mrs. Endicott. The time appointed for his going to +Endicott's office was long since passed. He had not even turned the matter +over in his mind once since that awful night of agony and renunciation. +Mrs. Endicott had told him that her husband "had done enough for him" and +he realized that this was true. He would trouble him no more. Sometime +perhaps the world would turn around so that he would have opportunity to +repay Endicott's kindness that he might not repay in money, but until then +Michael would keep out of his way. It was the one poor little rag of pride +he allowed himself from the shattering of all his hopes. + +Sam narrowed his eyes and looked Michael through, then slowly widened them +again, an expression of real interest coming into them. + +"Say! Do you mean it?" he asked doubtfully. "Be you straight goods? Would +you come back into de gang an not snitch on us ner nothin'?" + +"I'm straight goods, Sam, and I won't snitch!" said Michael quickly. He +knew that he could hope for no fellow's confidence if he "snitched." + +"Wal, say, I've a notion to tell yeh!" + +Sam attacked his ice cream contemplatively. + +"How would a bluff game strike you?" he asked suddenly as the last +delectable mouthful of cream disappeared and he pulled the fresh cup of +coffee toward him that the waiter had just set down. + +"What sort?" said Michael wondering what he was coming on in the way of +revelation, but resolving not to be horrified at anything. Sam must not +suspect until he could understand what a difference education had made in +the way of looking at things. + +"Wal, there's diffrunt ways. Cripple's purty good. Foot all tied up in +bloody rags, arm an' hand tied up, a couple o' old crutches. I could lend +the clo'es. They'd be short fer yeh, but that'd be all the better gag. We +cud swap an' I'd do the gen'lman act a while." He looked covetously at +Michael's handsome brown tweeds--"Den you goes fom house to house, er you +stands on de corner--" + +"Begging!" said Michael aghast. His eyes were on his plate and he was +trying to control his voice, but something of his horror crept into his +tones. Sam felt it and hastened on apologetically-- + +"Er ef you want to go it one better, keep on yer good cloes an' have +the asthma bad. I know a feller what'll teach you how, an' sell you the +whistles to put in yer mouth. You've no notion how it works. You just go +around in the subbubs tellin' thet you've only been out of the 'orspittal +two days an' you walked all this way to get work an' couldn't get it, an' +you want five cents to get back--see? Why, I know a feller--course he's +been at it fer years an' he has his regular beats--folks don't seem to +remember--and be can work the ground over 'bout once in six months er so, +and he's made's high's thirty-eight dollars in a day at asthma work." + +Sam paused triumphant to see what effect the statement had on his friend, +but Michael's face was toward his coffee cup. + +"Seems sort of small business for a man!" he said at last, his voice steady +with control. "Don't believe I'd be good at that? Haven't you got something +that's real _work_?" + +Sam's eyes narrowed. + +"Ef I thought you was up to it," he murmured. "You'd be great with that +angel face o' yourn. Nobody'd ever suspect you. You could wear them clo'es +too. But it's work all right, an' mighty resky. Ef I thought you was up +to it--" He continued to look keenly at Michael, and Michael, with innate +instinct felt his heart beat in discouraged thumps. What new deviltry was +Sam about to propose? + +"You used to be game all right!" murmured Sam interrogatively. "You never +used to scare easy--" + +"Wal, I'll tell you," in answer to Michael's questioning eyes which +searched his little sharp wizened face--Michael was wondering if there was +anything in that face to redeem it from utter repulsiveness. + +"You see it's a reg'ler business, an' you hev to learn, but I'd give you +pinters, all you'd need to know, I'm pretty slick myself. There's tools to +open things, an' you hev to be ready to 'xplain how you come thur an' jolly +up a parlor maid per'aps. It's easy to hev made a mistake in the house, er +be a gas man er a plumber wot the boss sent up to look at the pipes. But +night work's best pay after you get onto things. Thur's houses where you +ken lay your han's on things goin' into the thousands an' lots ov um easy +to get rid of without anybody findin' out. There's Buck he used to be great +at it. He taught all the gang. The day he lit out he bagged a bit o' glass +wuth tree tousand dollars, 'sides a whole handful of fivers an' tens wot he +found lyin' on a dressin' table pretty as you please. Buck he were a slick +one at it. He'd be pleased to know you'd took up the work--" + +Sam paused and eyed Michael with the first friendly gleam he had shown in +his eyes, and Michael, with his heart in a tumult of varied emotions, and +the quick color flooding brow and cheek, tried to hold himself in check. He +must not speak too hastily. Perhaps he had not understood Sam's meaning. + +"Where is Buck?" Michael looked Sam straight in the eye. The small pupils +seemed to contract and shut out even his gaze. + +"They ain't never got a trace of Buck," he said evasively. + +"But don't you know?" There was something in Michael's look that demanded +an answer. + +"I might an' I might not," responded Sam sullenly. + +Michael was still for several seconds watching Sam; each trying to +understand the other. + +"Do you think he will come hack where I can see him?" he asked at length. + +"He might, an' he might not. 't depends. Ef you was in th' bizness he +might. It's hard to say. 't depends." + +Michael watched Sam again thoughtfully. + +"Tell me more about the business," he said at last, his lips compressed, +his brows drawn down into a frown of intensity. + +"Thur ain't much, more t'tell," said Sam, still sullen. "I ain't sure +you're up to it?" + +"What do you mean by that?" + +"Ain't sure you got de sand. You might turn faint and snitch." Sam leaned +forward and spoke in low rapid sentences. "Wen we'd got a big haul, 'sposen +you'd got into de house an' done de pinchin', and we got the stuff safe +hid, an' you got tuk up? Would you snitch? Er would you take your pill like +a man? That's what I'd want to be sure. Mikky would a' stood by the gang, +but you--you've had a edicashun! They might go soft at college. I ain't +much use fer edicated persons myself. But I'll give you a show ef you +promise stiff not to snitch. We've got a big game on to-night up on Madison +Avenue, an' we're a man short. Dere's dough in it if we make it go all +right. Rich man. Girl goin' out to a party to-night. She's goin' to wear +some dimons wurth a penny. Hed it in de paper. Brung 'em home from de bank +this mornin'. One o' de gang watched de feller come out o' de bank. It's +all straight so fur. It's a pretty big haul to let you in de first try, an' +you'll hev to run all de risks; but ef you show you're game we'll make it a +bargain." + +Michael held himself tensely and fought the desire to choke the fellow +before him; tried to remember that he was the same Sam who had once divided +a crust with him, and whom he had come to help; reflected that he might +have been as bad himself if he had never been taken from the terrible +environment of the slums and shown a better way; knew that if he for one +fraction of a second showed his horror at the evil plot, or made any +attempt to stop it all hope of reaching Sam, or Buck, or any of the others +was at an end; and with it all hope of finding any stray links of his own +past history. Besides, though honor was strong in him and he would never +"snitch" on his companions, it would certainly be better to find out as +much as possible about the scheme. There might be other ways besides +"snitching" of stopping such things. Then suddenly his heart almost stopped +beating, Madison Avenue! Sam had said Madison Avenue, and a girl! What if +it were Starr's jewels they were planning to take. He knew very little +about such matters save what he had read. It did not occur to him that +Starr was not yet "out" in society; that she would be too young to wear +costly jewels and have her costume put in the paper. He only knew that his +heart was throbbing again painfully, and that the fellow before him seemed +too vile to live longer on the same earth with Starr, little, beautiful, +exquisite Starr. + +He was quite still when Sam had finished; his face was white with emotion +and his eyes were blazing blue flames when he raised them to look at Sam. +Then he became aware that his answer was awaited. + +"Sam, do you mean _burglary_?" He tried to keep his voice low and steady as +he spoke but he felt as if he had shouted the last word. The restaurant +was almost empty now, and the waiters had retired behind the scenes amid a +clatter of dishes. + +"That's about as pretty a word as you can call it, I guess," said Sam, +drawing back with a snarl as he saw the light in Michael's eyes. + +Michael looked him through for an instant, and if a glance can burn then +surely Sam's little soul shrank scorching into itself, but it was so brief +that the brain which was only keen to things of the earth had not analyzed +it. Michael dropped his glance to the table again, and began playing with +his spoon and trying to get calm with a deep breath as he used to when he +knew a hard spot in a ball game was coming. + +"Well, why don't you speak? You 'fraid?" It was said with a sneer that a +devil from the pit might have given. + +Then Michael sat up calmly. His heart was beating steadily now and he was +facing his adversary. + +"No! I'm not afraid, Sam, if there were any good reason for going, but you +know I never could feel comfortable in getting my living off somebody else. +It doesn't seem fair to the other fellow. You see they've got a right to +the things they own and I haven't; and because I might be smart enough to +catch them napping and sneak away with what they prize doesn't make it +right either. Now that girl probably thinks a lot of her diamonds, you see, +and it doesn't seem quite the manly thing for a big strong fellow like me +to get them away from her, does it? Of course you may think differently, +but I believe I'd rather do some good hard work that would keep my muscles +in trim, than to live off some one else. There's a kind of pretty gray moss +that grows where I went to college. It floats along a little seed blown in +the air first and lodges on the limb of a tree and begins to fasten itself +into the bark, and grow and grow and suck life from the big tree. It +doesn't seem much at first, and it seems as if the big tree might spare +enough juice to the little moss. But wait a few years and see what happens. +The moss grows and drapes itself in great long festoons all over that tree +and by and by the first thing you know that tree has lost all its green +leaves and stands up here stark and dead with nothing on its bare branches +but that old gray moss which has to die too because it has nothing to live +on any longer. It never learned to gather any juice for itself. They call +the moss a parasite. I couldn't be a human parasite, Sam. You may feel +differently about it, but I couldn't. I really couldn't." + +Michael's eyes had grown dreamy and lost their fire as he remembered the +dear South land, and dead sentinel pines with their waving gray festoons +against the ever blue sky. As he talked he saw the whole great out-of-doors +again where he had wandered now so many years free and happy; free from +burdens of humanity which were pressing him now so sorely. A great longing +to fly back to it all, to get away from the sorrow and the degradation and +the shame which seemed pressing so hard upon him, filled his heart, leaped +into his eyes, caught and fascinated the attention of the listening Sam, +who understood very little of the peroration. He had never heard of a +parasite. He did not know he had always been a human parasite. He was +merely astonished and a trifle fascinated by the passion and appeal in +Michael's face as he spoke. + +"Gosh!" he said in a tone almost of admiration. "Gosh! Is that wot +edicashun done fer you?" + +"Perhaps," said Michael pleasantly, "though I rather think, Sam, that I +always felt a bit that way, I just didn't know how to say it." + +"Wal, you allus was queer!" muttered Sam half apologetically. "I couldn't +see it that way myself, as you say, but o' course it's your fun'ral! Ef you +kin scratch up enough grub bein' a tree, why that's your own lookout. Moss +is good 'nough fer me fer de present." + +Michael beamed his wonderful smile on Sam and answered: "Perhaps you'll see +it my way some day, Sam, and then we can get a job together!" + +There was so much comraderie in the tone, and so much dazzling brilliancy +in the smile that Sam forgot to be sullen. + +"Wal, mebbe," he chuckled, "but I don't see no edicashun comin' my way dis +late day, so I guess I'll git along de way I be." + +"It isn't too late yet, Sam. There's more than one way of getting an +education. It doesn't always come through college." + +After a little more talk in which Sam promised to find out if there was +any way for Michael to visit Jim in his temporary retirement from the +law-abiding world, and Michael promised to visit Sam in the alley again at +an appointed time, the two separated. + +Then Michael went forth to reconnoitre and to guard the house of Endicott. + +With no thought of any personal danger, Michael laid his plans. Before +sundown, he was on hand, having considered all visible and invisible means +of ingress to the house. He watched from a suitable distance all who came +and went. He saw Mr. Endicott come home. He waited till the evening drew +near when a luxurious limousine stopped before the door; assured himself +that only Mrs. Endicott had gone out. A little later Mr. Endicott also left +the house. Starr had not gone out. He felt that he had double need to watch +now as she was there alone with only the servants. + +Up and down he walked. No one passed the Endicott house unwatched by him. +None came forth or went in of whom he did not take careful notice. + +The evening passed, and the master and mistress of the house returned. One +by one the lights went out. Even in the servants' rooms all was dark at +last. The night deepened and the stars thickened overhead. + +The policeman's whistle sounded through the quiet streets and the city +seemed at last to be sinking into a brief repose. It was long past +midnight, and still Michael kept up his patrol. Up this side of the street, +down that, around the corner, through the alley at the back where "de kids" +had stood in silent respect uncovered toward his window years ago; back to +the avenue again, and on around. With his cheery whistle and his steady +ringing step he awakened no suspicion even when he came near to a +policeman; and besides, no lurkers of the dark would steal out while he was +so noisily in the neighborhood. + +And so he watched the night through, till the morning broke and sunshine +flooded the; window of the room where Starr, unconscious of his vigil, lay +a-sleeping. + +Busy milk wagons were making their rounds, and sleepy workmen with dinner +pails slung over their arms were striding to their day's work through the +cool of the morning, as Michael turned his steps toward his lodging. Broad +morning was upon them and deeds of darkness could be no more. The night was +passed. Nothing had happened. Starr was safe. He went home and to sleep +well pleased. He might not companion with her, but it was his privilege to +guard her from unsuspected evils. That was one joy that could not be taken +from him by the taint that was upon him. Perhaps his being a child of the +slums might yet prove to be a help to guard her life from harm. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + + +It was the first week in September that Michael, passing through a crowded +thoroughfare, came face to face with Mr. Endicott. + +The days had passed into weeks and Michael had not gone near his +benefactor. He had felt that he must drop out of his old friend's life +until a time came that he could show his gratitude for the past. Meantime +he had not been idle. His winning smile and clear eyes had been his +passport; and after a few preliminary experiences he had secured a position +as salesman in a large department store. His college diploma and a letter +from the college president were his references. He was not earning much, +but enough to pay his absolute expenses and a trifle over. Meantime he was +gaining experience. + +This Saturday morning of the first week of September he had come to the +store as usual, but had found that on account of the sudden death of a +member of the firm the store would be closed for the day. + +He was wondering how he should spend his holiday and wishing that he might +get out into the open and breathe once more the free air under waving +trees, and listen to the birds, and the waters and the winds. He was half +tempted to squander a few cents and go to Coney Island or up the Hudson, +somewhere, anywhere to get out of the grinding noisy tempestuous city, +whose sin and burden pressed upon his heart night and day because of that +from which he had been saved; and of that from which he had not the power +to save others. + +Then out of an open doorway rushed a man, going toward a waiting +automobile, and almost knocking Michael over in his progress. + +"Oh! It is you, young man! At last! Well, I should like to know what you +have done with yourself all these weeks and why you didn't keep your +appointment with me?" + +"Oh!" said Michael, pleasure and shame striving together in his face. He +could see that the other man was not angry, and was really relieved to have +found him. + +"Where are you going, son?" Endicotts tone had already changed from +gruffness to kindly welcome. "Jump in and run down to the wharf with me +while you give an account of yourself. I'm going down to see Mrs. Endicott +off to Europe. She is taking Starr over to school this winter. I'm late +already, so jump in." + +Michael seemed to have no choice and stepped into the car, which was +whirled through the intricate maze of humanity and machinery down toward +the regions where the ocean-going steamers harbor. + +His heart was in a tumult at once, both of embarrassed joy to be in +the presence of the man who had done so much for him, and of eager +anticipation. Starr! Would he see Starr again? That was the thought +uppermost in his mind. He had not as yet realized that she was going away +for a long time. + +All the spring time he had kept guard over the house in Madison Avenue. Not +all night of course, but hovering about there now and then, and for two +weeks after he had talked with Sam, nightly. Always he had walked that way +before retiring and looked toward the window where burned a soft light. +Then they had gone to the seashore and the mountains and the house had put +on solemn shutters and lain asleep. + +Michael knew all about it from a stray paragraph in the society column of +the daily paper which he happened to read. + +Toward the end of August he had made a round through Madison Avenue every +night to see if they had returned home, and for a week the shutters had +been down and the lights burning as of old. It had been good to know that +his charge was back there safely. And now he was to see her. + +"Well! Give an account of yourself. Were you trying to keep out of my +sight? Why didn't you come to my office?" + +Michael looked him straight in the eye with his honest, clear gaze that +showed no sowing of wild oats, no dissipation or desire to get away from +friendly espionage. He decided in a flash of a thought that this man should +never know the blow his beautiful, haughty wife had dealt him. It was true, +all she had said, and he, Michael, would give the real reason why he had +not come. + +"Because I thought you had done for me far more than I deserved already, +and I did not wish to be any further burden to you." + +"The dickens you did!" exclaimed Endicott. "You good-for-nothing rascal, +didn't you know you would be far more of a burden running off in that style +without leaving a trace of yourself behind so I could hunt you up, than if +you had behaved yourself and done as I told you? Here I have been doing +a lot of unnecessary worrying about you. I thought you had fallen among +thieves or something, or else gone to the dogs. Don't you know that is a +most unpardonable thing to do, run off from a man who has told you he wants +to see you? I thought I made you understand that I had more than a passing +interest in your welfare!" + +The color came into the fine, strong face and a pained expression in his +eyes. + +"I'm sorry, sir! I didn't think of it that way. I thought you felt some +kind of an obligation; I never felt so, but you said you did; and I thought +if I got out of your way I would trouble you no more." + +"Trouble me! Trouble me! Why, son, I like to be troubled once in a while by +something besides getting money and spending it. You never gave me a shadow +of trouble, except these last weeks when you've disappeared and I couldn't +do anything for you. You've somehow crept into my life and I can't get you +out. In fact, I don't want to. But, boy, if you felt that way, what made +you come to New York at all? You didn't feel that way the night you came to +my house to dinner." + +Michael's eyes owned that this was true, but his firm lips showed that he +would never betray the real reason for the change. + +"I--didn't--realize--sir!" + +"Realize? Realize what?" + +"I didn't realize the difference between my station and yours, sir. There +had never been anything during my years in school to make me know. I am a +'child of the slums'"--unconsciously he drifted into quotations from Mrs. +Endicott's speech to him--"and you belong to a fine old family. I don't +know what terrible things are in my blood. You have riches and a name +beyond reproach--" He had seen the words in an article he had read the +evening before, and felt that they fitted the man and the occasion. He did +not know that he was quoting. They had become a part of his thoughts. + +"I might make the riches if I tried hard," he held up his head proudly, +"but I could never make the name. I will always be a child of the slums, no +matter what I do!" + +"Child of the fiddlesticks!" interrupted Endicott. "Wherever did you get +all that, rot? It sounds as if you had been attending society functions and +listening to their twaddle. It doesn't matter what you are the child of, if +you're a mind to be a man. This is a free country, son, and you can be and +climb where you please. Tell me, where did you get all these ideas?" + +Michael looked down. He did not wish to answer. + +"In a number of places," he answered evasively. + +"Where!" + +"For one thing, I've been down to the alley where I used to live." The eyes +were looking into his now, and Endicott felt a strange swelling of pride +that he had had a hand in the making of this young man. + +"Well?" + +"I know from what you've taken me--I can never be what you are!" + +"Therefore you won't try to be anything? Is that it?" + +"Oh, no! I'll try to be all that I can, but--I don't belong with you. I'm +of another class--" + +"Oh, bosh! Cut that out, son! Real men don't talk like that. You're a +better man now than any of the pedigreed dudes I know of, and as for taints +in the blood, I could tell you of some of the sons of great men who have +taints as bad as any child of the slums. Young man, you can be whatever you +set out to be in this world! Remember that." + +"Everyone does not feel that way," said Michael with conviction, though he +was conscious of great pleasure in Endicott's hearty words. + +"Who, for instance?" asked Endicott looking at him sharply. + +Michael was silent. He could not tell him. + +"Who?" asked the insistent voice once more. + +"The world!" evaded Michael. + +"The world is brainless. You can make the world think what you like, son, +remember that! Here we are. Would you like to come aboard?" + +But Michael stood back. + +"I think I will wait here," he said gravely. It had come to him that Mrs. +Endicott would be there. He must not intrude, not even to see Starr once +more. Besides, she had made it a point of honor for him to keep away from +her daughter. He had no choice but to obey. + +"Very well," said Endicott, "but see you don't lose yourself again. I want +to see you about something. I'll not be long. It must be nearly time for +starting." He hurried away and Michael stood on the edge of the throng +looking up at the great floating village. + +It was his first view of an ocean-going steamer at close range and +everything about it interested him. He wished he might have gone aboard and +looked the vessel over. He would like to know about the engines and see the +cabins, and especially the steerage about which he had read so much. But +perhaps there would be an opportunity again. Surely there would be. He +would go to Ellis Island, too, and see the emigrants as they came into +the country, seeking a new home where they had been led to expect to +find comfort and plenty of work, and finding none; landing most of them, +inevitably, in the slums of the cities where the population was already +congested and where vice and disease stood ready to prey upon them. Michael +had been spending enough time in the alleys of the metropolis to be already +deeply interested in the problem of the city, and deeply pained by its +sorrows. + +But his thoughts were not altogether of the masses and the classes as he +stood in the bright sunlight and gazed at the great vessel about to plow +its way over the bright waters. He was realizing that somewhere within +those many little windowed cabins was a bright faced girl, the only one of +womankind in all the earth about whom his tender thoughts had ever hovered. +Would he catch a glimpse of her face once more before she went away for the +winter? She was going to school, her father had said. How could they bear +to send her across the water from them? A whole winter was a long time; and +yet, it would pass. Thirteen years had passed since he went away from New +York, and he was back. It would not be so long as that. She would return, +and need him perhaps. He would be there and be ready when he was needed. + +The fine lips set in a strong line that was good to see. There were the +patient, fearless lines of a soldier in the boy's face, and rugged strength +in spite of his unusual beauty of countenance. It is not often one sees a +face like Michael's. There was nothing womanish in his looks. It was rather +the completeness of strength and courage combined with mighty modelling +and perfection of coloring, that made men turn and look after him and look +again, as though they had seen a god; and made women exclaim over him. If +he had been born in the circles of aristocracy he would have been the idol +of society, the spoiled of all who knew him. He was even now being stared +at by every one in sight, and more than one pair of marine glasses from the +first cabin deck were pointed at him; but he stood deep in his thoughts and +utterly unconscious of his own attraction. + +It was only a moment before the first warning came, and people crowded on +the wharf side of the decks, while others hurried down the gang plank. +Michael watched the confusion with eagerness, his eyes searching the decks +for all possible chance of seeing Starr. + +When the last warning was given, and just as the gang plank was about to be +hauled up, Mr. Endicott came hurrying down, and Michael suddenly saw her +face in the crowd on the deck above, her mother's haughtily pretty face +just behind her. + +Without in the least realizing what he was doing Michael moved through the +crowd until he stood close behind Starr's father, and then all at once he +became aware that her starry eyes were upon him, and she recognized him. + +He lifted his hat and stood in reverent attitude as though in the presence +of a queen, his eyes glowing eloquently, his speaking face paying her +tribute as plainly as words could have done. The noonday sun burnished his +hair with its aureole flame, and more than one of the passengers called +attention to the sight. + +"See that man down there!" exclaimed a woman of the world close behind Mrs. +Endicott. "Isn't he magnificent! He has a head and shoulders like a +young god!" She spoke as if her acquaintance with gods was wide, and her +neighbors turned to look. + +"See, mamma," whispered Starr glowing rosily with pleasure, "they are +speaking of Michael!" + +Then the haughty eyes turned sharply and recognized him. + +"You don't mean to tell me that upstart has dared to come down and see us +off. The impudence of him! I am glad your father had enough sense not to +bring him on board. He would probably have come if he had let him. Come +away, Starr. He simply shall not look at you in that way!" + +"What! Come away while papa is standing there watching us out of sight. +I simply couldn't. What would papa think? And besides, I don't see why +Michael shouldn't come if he likes. I think it was nice of him. I wonder +why he hasn't been to the house to explain why he never came for that +horseback ride." + +"You're a very silly ignorant little girl, or you would understand that he +has no business presuming to come to our house; and he knows it perfectly +well. I want you to stop looking in that direction at once. I simply will +not have him devouring you with his eyes in that way. I declare I would +like to go back and tell him what I think of him. Starr, stop I tell you, +Starr!" + +But the noise of the starting drowned her words, and Starr, her cheeks like +roses and her eyes like two stars, was waving a bit of a handkerchief and +smiling and throwing kisses. The kisses were for her father, but the smiles +and the starry glances, and the waving bit of cambric were for Michael, +and they all travelled through the air quite promiscuously, drenching the +bright uncovered head of the boy with sweetness. His eyes gave her greeting +and thanks and parting all in one in that brief moment of her passing: and +her graceful form and dainty vivid face were graven on his memory in quick +sweet blows of pain, as he realized that she was going from him. + +Slowly the great vessel glided out upon the bright waters and grew smaller +and smaller. The crowd on the wharf were beginning to break away and hurry +back to business or home or society. Still Michael stood with bared head +gazing, and that illumined expression upon his face. + +Endicott, a mist upon his own glasses at parting from his beloved baby, +saw the boy's face as it were the face of an angel; and was half startled, +turning away embarrassedly as though he had intruded upon a soul at prayer; +then looked again. + +"Come, son!" he said almost huskily. "It's over! We better be getting back. +Step in." + +The ride back to the office was a silent one. Somehow Endicott did not feel +like talking. There had been some differences between himself and his wife +that were annoying, and a strange belated regret that he had let Starr go +away for a foreign education was eating into his heart. Michael, on his +part, was living over again the passing of the vessel and the blessing of +the parting. + +Back in the office, however, all was different. Among the familiar walls +and gloomy desks and chairs Endicott was himself, and talked business. He +put questions, short, sharp and in quick succession. + +"What are you doing with yourself? Working? What at? H'm! How'd you get +there? Like it? Satisfied to do that all your life? You're not? Well, +what's your line? Any ambitions? You ought to have got some notion in +college of what you're fit for. Have you thought what you'd like to do in +the world?" + +Michael hesitated, then looked up with his clear, direct, challenging gaze. + +"There are two things," he said, "I want to earn money and buy some land in +the country, and I want to know about laws." + +"Do you mean you want to be a lawyer?" + +"Yes." + +"What makes you think you'd be a success as a lawyer?" + +"Oh, I might not be a success, but I need to know law, I want to try to +stop some things that ought not to be." + +"H'm!" grunted Endicott disapprovingly. "Don't try the reform game, it +doesn't pay. However, if you feel that way you'll probably be all right to +start. That'll work itself off and be a good foundation. There's no reason +why you shouldn't be a lawyer if you choose, but you can't study law +selling calico. You might get there some day, if you stick to your +ambition, but you'd be pretty old before you were ready to practice if you +started at the calico counter and worked your way up through everything you +came to. Well, I can get you into a law office right away. How soon can +you honorably get away from where you are? Two weeks? Well, just wait a +minute." + +Endicott called up a number on the telephone by his side, and there +followed a conversation, brief, pointed, but in terms that Michael could +barely follow. He gathered that a lawyer named Holt, a friend of Mr. +Endicott's, was being asked to take him into his office to read law. + +"It's all right, son," said Endicott as he hung up the receiver and whirled +around from the 'phone. "You're to present yourself at the office as soon +as you are free. This is the address"--hurriedly scribbling something on a +card and handing it to him. + +"Oh, thank you!" said Michael, "but I didn't mean to have you take any more +trouble for me. I can't be dependent on you any longer. You have done so +much for me--" + +"Bosh!" said Endicott, "I'm not taking any trouble. And you're not +dependent on me. Be as independent as you like. You're not quite twenty-one +yet, are you? Well, I told you you were my boy until you were of age, and I +suppose there's nothing to hinder me doing as I will with my own. It's paid +well all I've done for you so far, and I feel the investment was a good +one. You'll get a small salary for some office work while you're studying, +so after you are twenty-one you can set up for yourself if you like. Till +then I claim the privilege of giving you a few orders. Now that's settled. +Where are you stopping? I don't intend to lose sight of you again." + +Michael gave him the street and number. Endicott frowned. + +"That's not a good place. I don't like the neighborhood. If you're going to +be a lawyer, you must start in right. Here, try this place. Tell the woman +I sent you. One of my clerks used to board there." + +He handed Michael another address. + +"Won't that cost a lot?" asked Michael studying the card. "Not any more +than you can afford," said Endicott, "and remember, I'm giving orders until +your majority." + +Michael beamed his brilliant smile at his benefactor. + +"It is like a real father!" said the boy deeply moved. "I can never repay +you. I can never forget it." + +"Well, don't!" said Endicott. "Let's turn to the other thing. What do you +want land for?" + +Michael's face sobered instantly. + +"For an experiment I want to try," he said without hesitation, and then, +his eyes lighting up, "I'll be able to do it now, soon, perhaps, if I work +hard. You see I studied agriculture in college--" + +"The dickens you did!" exclaimed Endicott. "What did you do that for?" + +"Well, it was there and I could, and I wanted to know about it." + +"H'm!" said Endicott. "I wonder what some of my pedigreed million-dollar +friend's sons would think of that? Well, go on." + +"Why, that's all," laughed Michael happily. "I studied it and I want to try +it and see what I can do with it. I want to buy a farm." + +"How would you manage to be a farmer and a lawyer both?" + +"Well, I thought there might he a little time after hours to work, and I +could tell others how--" + +"Oh, I see you want to be a gentleman farmer," laughed Endicott. "I +understand that's expensive business." + +"I think I could make it pay, sir." said Michael shutting his lips with +that firm challenge of his. "I'd like to try." + +Endicott looked at him quizzically for a minute and then whirling around in +his office chair he reached out his hand to a pigeon hole and took out a +deed. + +"I've a mind to let you have your try," said Endicott, chuckling as if it +were a good joke. "Here's a little farm down in Jersey. It's swampy and +thick with mosquitoes. I understand it won't grow a beanstalk. There +are twelve acres and a tumble-down house on it. I've had to take it in +settlement of a mortgage. The man's dead and there's nothing but the farm +to lay hands on. He hasn't even left a chick or child to leave his debt to. +I don't want the farm and I can't sell it without a lot of trouble. I'll +give it to you. You may consider it a birthday present. If you'll pay the +taxes I'll be glad to get it off my hands. That'll be something for you to +be independent about." + +He touched a bell and a boy appeared. + +"Take this to Jowett and tell him to have a deed made out to Michael +Endicott, and to attend to the transfer of the property, nominal sum. +Understand?" + +The boy said, "Yes, sir," and disappeared with the paper. + +"But I can't take a present like that from you after all you have done for +me," gasped Michael, a granite determination showing in his blue eyes. +"Nonsense," said Endicott. "Other men give their sons automobiles when they +come of age. Mayn't I give you a farm if I like? Besides, I tell you it's +of no account. I want to get rid of it, and I want to see what you'll make +of it. I'd like to amuse myself seeing you try your experiment." + +"If you'll let me pay you for it little by little--" + +"Suit yourself after you have become a great lawyer," laughed Endicott, +"but not till then, remember. There, cut it out, son! I don't want to be +thanked. Here's the description of the place and directions how to get +there. It isn't many miles away. If you've got a half holiday run down +and look it over. It'll keep you out of mischief. There's nothing like an +ambition to keep people out of mischief. Bun along now, I haven't another +minute to spare, but mind you turn up at Holt's office this day two weeks, +and report to me afterwards how you like it. I don't want to lose sight of +you again." + +The entrance of another man on business cut short the interview, and +Michael, bestowing an agonizingly happy grip on Endicott's hand and a +brilliant smile like a benediction, took his directions and hurried out +into the street. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + + +With the precious paper in his hand Michael took himself with all +swiftness to the DesBrosses Ferry. Would there be a train? It was almost +two o'clock. He had had no lunch, but what of that? He had that in his +heart which made mere eating seem unnecessary. The experiences of the past +two hours had lifted him above, earth and its necessities for the time. And +a farm, a real farm! Could it be true? Had his wish come true so soon? He +could scarcely wait for the car to carry him or the boat to puff its way +across the water. He felt as if he must fly to see his new possession. And +Mr. Endicott had said he might pay for it sometime when he got to be a +great lawyer. He had no doubt but that he would get there if such a thing +were possible, and anyhow he meant to pay for that ground. Meantime it was +his. He was not a poor nobody after all. He owned land, and a house. + +His face was a mingling of delightful emotions as he stood by the rail of +the ferry-boat and let his imagination leap on ahead of him. The day was +perfect. It had rained the night before and everything, even the air seemed +newly washed for a fresh trial at living. Every little wavelet sparkled +like a jewel, and the sunlight shimmered on the water in a most alluring +way. Michael forgot for the moment the sorrow and misery of the crowded +city he was leaving behind him. For this afternoon at least he was a boy +again wandering off into the open. + +His train was being called as he stepped from the ferry-boat. The next boat +would have missed it. He hurried aboard and was soon speeding through the +open country, with now and again a glimpse of the sea, as the train came +closer to the beach. They passed almost continuously beautiful resorts, +private villas, great hotels, miles of cottages set in green terrace with +glowing autumn flowers in boxes or bordering the paths. + +Michael watched everything with deep interest. This was the land of his new +possession. Whatever was growing here would be likely to grow on his place +if it were properly planted and cared for. Ere this flowers had had little +part in his farming scheme, but so soon as he saw the brilliant display he +resolved that he must have some of those also. And flowers would sell as +well if not better than vegetables if properly marketed. + +That vivid hedge of scarlet and gold, great heavy-headed dahlias they were. +He did not know the name, but he would find it out somehow. They would take +up little room and would make his new place a thing of beauty. Farther on, +one great white cottage spread its veranda wings on either side to a tall +fringe of pink and white and crimson cosmos; and again a rambling gray +stone piece of quaint architecture with low sloping roofs of mossy green, +and velvet lawn creeping down even to the white beach sands, was set about +with flaming scarlet sage. It was a revelation to the boy whose eyes had +never looked upon the like before. Nature in its wildness and original +beauty had been in Florida; New York was all pavements and buildings with a +window box here and there. He as yet knew nothing of country homes in their +luxury and perfection, save from magazine pictures. All the way along he +was picking out features that he meant some day to transfer to his own +little farm. + +It was after three when he reached the station, and a good fifteen minutes +walk to the farm, but every step of it was a delight. + +Pearl Beach, they called the station. The beach was half a mile from the +railroad, and a queer little straggling town mostly cottages and a few +stores hovered between railroad and beach. A river, broad, and shallow, +wound its silver way about the village and lost itself in the wideness of +the ocean. Here and there a white sail flew across its gleaming centre, and +fishermen in little boats sat at their idle task. What if his land should +touch somewhere this bonny stream! + +Too eager to wait for investigation he stopped a passing stranger and +questioned him. Yes, the river was salt. It had tides with the sea, too. +There was great fishing and sailing, and some preferred bathing there to +the ocean. Yes, Old Orchard farm was on its bank. It had a river frontage +of several hundred feet but it was over a mile back from the beach. + +The stranger was disposed to delay and gossip about the death of the former +owner of Old Orchard and its probable fate now that the mortgage had +been foreclosed; but Michael with a happy light in his eyes thanked him +courteously and hurried on. Wings were upon his feet, and his heart was +light and happy. He felt like a bird set free. He breathed in the strong +salt air with delight. + +And then the burden of the city came to him again, the city with all its +noise and folly and sin; with its smells and heat, and lack of air; with +its crowded, suffering, awful humanity, herded together like cattle, and +living in conditions worse than the beasts of the fields. If he could but +bring them out here, bring some of them at least; and show them what God's +earth was like! Ah! + +His heart beat wildly at the thought! It was not new. He had harbored it +ever since his first visit to the alley. It was his great secret, his much +hoped for experiment. If he might be able to do it sometime. This bit of a +farm would open the way. There would be money needed of course, and where +was it to come from? But he could work. He was strong. He would give his +young life for his people--save them from their ignorance and despair. At +least he could save some; even one would be worth while. + +So he mused as he hurried on, eyes and mind open to all he saw. + +There was no fence in front of Old Orchard farm. A white road bordered with +golden rod and wild asters met the scraggly grass that matted and tangled +itself beneath the gnarled apple trees. A grassy rutted wagon track curved +itself in vistas between the trees up to the house which was set far back +from the road. A man passing identified the place for Michael, and looked +him over apprizingly, wondering as did all who saw him, at the power and +strength of his beauty. + +The house was weather-beaten unpainted clapboards, its roof of curled and +mossy shingles possessing undoubted leakable qualities, patched here and +there. A crazy veranda ambled across the front. It contained a long low +room with a queer old-fashioned chimney place wide enough to sit in, a +square south room that must have been a dining-room because of the painted +cupboard whose empty shelves gazed ghastly between half-open doors, and a +small kitchen, not much more than a shed. In the long low room a staircase +twisted itself up oddly to the four rooms under the leaky roof. It was all +empty and desolate, save for an old cot bed and a broken chair. The floors +had a sagged, shaky appearance. The doors quaked when they were opened. +The windows were cobwebby and dreary, yet it looked to the eyes of the new +householder like a palace. He saw it in the light of future possibilities +and gloried in it. That chimney place now. How would it look with a great +log burning in it, and a rug and rocking chair before it. What would--Aunt +Sally--perhaps--say to it when he got it fixed up? Could he ever coax her +to leave her dirty doorstep and her drink and come out here to live? And +how would he manage it all if he could? There would have to be something to +feed her with, and to buy the rug and the rocking chair. And first of all +there would have to be a bath-tub. Aunt Sally would need to be purified +before she could enter the portals of this ideal cottage, when he had +made it as he wanted it to be. Paint and paper would make wonderful +transformations he knew, for he had often helped at remodelling the rooms +at college during summer vacations. He had watched and been with the +workmen and finally taken a hand. This habit of watching and helping had +taught him many things. But where were paper and paint and time to use +it coming from? Ah, well, leave that to the future. He would find a way. +Yesterday he did not have the house nor the land for it to stand upon. It +had come and the rest would follow in their time. + +He went happily about planning for a bath-room. There would have to be +water power. He had seen windmills on other places as he passed. That was +perhaps the solution of this problem, but windmills cost money of course. +Still,--all in good time. + +There was a tumbled-down barn and chicken house, and a frowzy attempt at a +garden. A strawberry bed overgrown with weeds, a sickly cabbage lifting +its head bravely; a gaunt row of currant bushes; another wandering, +out-reaching row of raspberries; a broken fence; a stretch of soppy bog +land to the right, and the farm trailed off into desolate neglect ending in +a charming grove of thick trees that stood close down to the river's bank. + +Michael went over it all carefully, noted the exposure of the land, kicked +the sandy soil to examine its unpromising state, walked all around the bog +and tried to remember what he had read about cranberry bogs; wondered if +the salt water came up here, and if it were good or bad for cranberries; +wondered if cow peas grew in Jersey and if they would do for a fertilizing +crop as they did in Florida. Then he walked through the lovely woods, +scenting the breath of pines and drawing in long whiffs of life as he +looked up to the green roof over his head. They were not like the giant +pines of the South land, but they were sweeter and more beautiful in their +form. + +He went down to the brink of the river and stood looking across. + +Not a soul was in sight and nothing moved save a distant sail fleeing +across the silver sheen to the sea. He remembered what the man had said +about bathing and yielding to an irresistible impulse was soon swimming +out across the water. It was like a new lease of life to feel the water +brimming to his neck again, and to propel himself with strong, graceful +strokes through the element where he would. A bird shot up into the air +with a wild sweet note, and he felt like answering to its melody. He +whistled softly in imitation of its voice, and the bird answered, and again +and again they called across the water. + +But a look toward the west where the water was crimsoning already with the +setting sun warned him that his time was short, so he swam back to the +sheltered nook where he had left his clothes, and improvising a towel from +his handkerchief he dressed rapidly. The last train back left at seven. If +he did not wish to spend the night in his new and uninhabitable abode he +must make good time. It was later than he supposed, and he wished to go +back to the station by way of the beach if possible, though it was out of +his way. As he drew on his coat and ran his fingers through his hair in +lieu of a brush, he looked wistfully at the bright water, dimpling now with +hues of violet, pink, and gold and promising a rare treat in the way of a +sunset. He would like to stay and watch it. But there was the ocean waiting +for him. He must stand on the shore once and look out across it, and know +just how it looked near his own house. + +He hurried through the grove and across the farm to the eastern edge, and +looking beyond the broken fence that marked the bounds of the bog land +over the waste of salt grass he could see the white waves dimly tumbling, +hurrying ever, to get past one another. He took the fence at a bound, +made good time over the uncertain footing of the marsh grass and was soon +standing on the broad smooth beach with the open stretch of ocean before +him. + +It was the first time he had ever stood on the seashore and the feeling of +awe that filled him was very great. But beyond any other sensation, came +the thought that Starr, his beautiful Starr, was out there on that wide +vast ocean, tossing in a tiny boat. For now the great steamer that had +seemed so large and palatial, had dwindled in his mind to a frail toy, and +he was filled with a nameless fear for her. His little Starr out there on +that fearful deep, with only that cold-eyed mother to take care of her. A +wild desire to fly to her and bring her back possessed him; a thrilling, +awesome something, he had never known before. He stood speechless before +it; then raised his eyes to the roseate already purpling in streaks for the +sunset and looking solemnly up he said, aloud: + +"Oh, God, I love her!" + +He stood facing the thought with solemn joy and pain for an instant, then +turned and fled from it down the purpling sands; fleeing, yet carrying his +secret with him. + +And when he came opposite the little village he trod its shabby, +straggling, ill-paved streets with glory in his face; and walking thus with +hat in hand, and face illumined toward the setting sun, folks looked at him +strangely and wondered who and what he was, and turned to look again. In +that half-light of sunset, he seemed a being from another world. + +A native watching, dropped his whip, and climbing down from his rough wagon +spoke the thought that all the bystanders felt in common: + +"Gosh hang it! I thought he was one o' them glass angels stepped out of a +church winder over to 'Lizabeth-town. We don't see them kind much. I wonder +now how he'd be to live with. Think I'd feel kinder creepy hevin' him +'round all time, wouldn't you?" + +All the way home the new thought came surging over him, he loved her and +she could never be his. It was deluging; it was beautiful; but it was +agonizing. He recalled how beautiful she had been as she waved farewell. +And some of her smiles had been for him, he was sure. He had known of +course that the kisses were for her father, and yet, they had been blown +freely his way, and she had looked her pleasure at his presence. There had +been a look in her eyes such as she had worn that day in the college chapel +when she had thrown precautions to the winds and put her arms about his +neck and kissed him. His young heart thrilled with a deep joy over the +memory of it. It had been wonderful that she had done it; wonderful! when +he was what he was, a _child of the slums_! The words seemed burned upon +his soul now, a part of his very life. He was not worthy of her, not worthy +to receive her favor. + +Yet he closed his eyes, leaning his head against the window frame as the +train hurried along through the gathering darkness, and saw again the +bright lovely face, the dainty fingers blowing kisses, the lips wreathed +in smiles, and knew some of the farewell had been surely meant for him. +He forgot the beautiful villas along the way, forgot to watch for the +twinkling lights, or to care how the cottages looked at evening. Whenever +the track veered toward the sea and gave a glimpse of gray sky and yawning +ocean with here and there a point of light to make the darkness blacker, he +seemed to know instinctively, and opening his eyes strained them to look +across it. Out there in the blackness somewhere was his Starr and he +might not go to her, nor she come to him. There was a wide stretch of +unfathomable sea between them. There would always be that gray, impassable +sky and sea of impossibility between them. + +As he neared New York, however, these thoughts dropped from him; and +standing on the ferry-boat with the million twinkling lights of the city, +and the looming blackness of the huddled mass of towering buildings against +the illuminated sky, the call of the people came to him. Over there in +the darkness, swarming in the fetid atmosphere of a crowded court were +thousands like himself, yes, _like himself_, for he was one of them. He +belonged there. They were his kind and he must help them! + +Then his mind went to the farm and his plans, and he entered back into the +grind of life and assumed its burdens with the sweet pain of his secret +locked in his inmost heart. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + + +"Sam, have you ever been in the country?" + +It was Michael who asked the question. They were sitting in a small dismal +room that Michael had found he could afford to rent in a house on the +edge of the alley. Not that he had moved there, oh, no! He could not have +endured life if all of it that he could call his own had to be spent in +that atmosphere. He still kept his little fourth floor back in the dismally +respectable street. He had not gone to the place recommended by Endicott, +because he found that the difference he would have to pay would make it +possible for him to rent this sad little room near the alley; and for his +purposes this seemed to him an absolute necessity at present. + +The weather was growing too cold for him to meet with his new-old +acquaintances of the alley out of doors, and it was little better indoors +even if he could have endured the dirt and squalor of those apartments that +would have been open to him. Besides, he had a great longing to show them +something brighter than their own forlorn homes. + +There was a settlement house three or four blocks away, but it had not +drawn the dwellers in this particular alley. They were sunken too low, +perhaps, or there were so many more hopeful quarters in which to work; +and the city was so wide and deep and dark. Michael knew little about the +settlement house. He had read of such things. He had looked shyly toward +its workers now and then, but as yet knew none of them, though they had +heard now and again of the "Angel-man of the alley," and were curious to +find him out. + +But Michael's enterprise was all his own, and his ways of working were his +own. He had gone back into the years of his childhood and found out from +his inner consciousness what it was he had needed, and now he was going +to try to give it to some other little "kids" who were as forlorn and +friendless as he had been. It wasn't much that he could do, but what he +could he would do, and more as soon as possible. + +And so he had rented this speck of a room, and purified it. He had +literally compelled Sam to help him. That compelling was almost a modern +miracle, and wrought by radiant smiles, and a firm grip on Sam's shoulder +when he told him what he wanted done. + +Together they had swept and scrubbed and literally scraped, the dirt from +that room. + +"I don't see what you're making sech a darned fuss about dirt fer!" +grumbled Sam as he arose from his knees after scrubbing the floor for the +fourth time. "It's what we're all made of, dey say, an' nobuddy'll know de +diffrunce." + +"Just see if they won't, Sam," encouraged Michael as he polished off the +door he had been cleaning. "See there, how nice that looks! You didn't know +that paint was gray, did you? It looked brown before, it was so thick with +dirt. Now we're ready for paint and paper!" + +And so, in an atmosphere of soap and water they had worked night after +night till very late; and Sam had actually let a well-planned and promising +raid go by because he was so interested in what he was doing and he was +ashamed to tell Michael of his engagement. + +Sam had never assisted at the papering of a room before; in fact, it is +doubtful if he ever saw a room with clean fresh paper on its walls in all +his life, unless in some house he had entered unlawfully. When this one +stood arrayed at last in its delicate newness, he stood back and surveyed +it in awed silence. + +Michael had chosen paper of the color of the sunshine, for the court was +dark and the alley was dark and the room was dark. The souls of the people +too were dark. They must have light and brightness if he would win them to +better things. Besides, the paper was only five cents a roll, the cheapest +he could find in the city. Michael had learned at college during vacations +how to put it on. He made Sam wash and wash and wash his hands before he +was allowed to handle any of the delicate paper. + +"De paper'll jest git dirty right away," grumbled Sam sullenly, albeit he +washed his hands, and his eyes glowed as they used to when a child at a +rare "find" in the gutter. + +"Wot'll you do when it gits dirty?" demanded Sam belligerently. + +"Put on some clean," said Michael sunnily. "Besides, we must learn to have +clean hands and keep it clean." + +"I wish we had some curtains," said Michael wistfully. "They had thin white +curtains at college." + +"Are you makin' a college fer we?" asked Sam looking at him sharply. + +"Well, in a way, perhaps," said Michael smiling. "You know I want you to +have all the advantages I had as far as I can get them." + +Sam only whistled and looked perplexed but he was doing more serious +thinking than he had ever done in his life before. + +And so the two had worked, and planned, and now to-night, the work was +about finished. + +The walls reflected the yellow of the sunshine, the woodwork was painted +white enamel. Michael had, just put on the last gleaming coat. + +"We can give it another coat when it looks a little soiled," he had +remarked to Sam, and Sam, frowning, had replied: "Dey better hev dere han's +clean." + +The floor was painted gray. There was no rug. Michael felt its lack and +meant to remedy it as soon as possible, but rugs cost money. There was a +small coal stove set up and polished till it shone, and a fire was laid +ready to start. They had not needed it while they were working hard. The +furniture was a wooden, table painted gray with a cover of bright cretonne, +two wooden chairs, and three boxes. Michael had collected these furnishings +carefully and economically, for he had to sacrifice many little comforts +that he might get them. + +On the walls were two or three good pictures fastened by brass tacks; and +some of the gray moss and pine branches from Michael's own room. In the +central wall appeared one of Michael's beloved college pennants. It was +understood by all who had yet entered the sacred precincts of the room to +be the symbol of what made the difference between them and "the angel," +and they looked at it with awe, and mentally crossed themselves in its +presence. + +At the windows were two lengths of snowy cheese-cloth crudely hemmed by +Michael, and tacked up in pleats with brass-headed tacks. They were tied +back with narrow yellow ribbons. This had been the last touch and Sam sat +looking thoughtfully at the stiff angular bows when Michael asked the +question: + +"Have you ever been in the country?" + +"Sure!" said Sam scornfully. "Went wid de Fresh Air folks wen I were a +kid." + +"What did you think of it?" + +"Don't tink much!" shrugged Sam. "Too empty. Nothin' doin'! Good 'nough fer +kids. Never again fer _me_." + +It was three months since Michael had made his memorable first visit down +to Old Orchard Farm. For weeks he had worked shoulder to shoulder every +evening with Sam and as yet no word of that plan which was nearest his +heart had been spoken. This was his first attempt to open the subject. + +That Sam had come to have a certain kind of respect and fondness for him he +was sure, though it was never expressed in words. Always he either objected +to any plan Michael suggested, or else he was extremely indifferent and +would not promise to be on hand. He was almost always there, however, and +Michael had come to know that Sam was proud of his friendship, and at least +to a degree interested in his plans for the betterment of the court. + +"There are things in the country; other things, that make up for the stir +of the city," said Michael thoughtfully. This was the first unpractical +conversation he had tried to hold with Sam. He had been leading him up, +through the various stages from dirt and degradation, by means of soap +and water, then paper and paint, and now they had reached the doorway of +Nature's school. Michael wanted to introduce Sam to the great world of +out-of-doors. For, though Sam had lived all his life out-of-doors, it had +been a world of brick walls and stone pavements, with little sky and almost +no water. Not a green thing in sight, not a bird, nor a beast except of +burden. The first lesson was waiting in a paper bundle that stood under the +table. Would Sam take it, Michael wondered, as he rose and brought it out +unwrapping the papers carefully, while Sam silently watched and pretended +to whistle, not to show too much curiosity. "What tings?" at last asked +Sam. + +"Things like this," answered Michael eagerly setting out on the table an +earthen pot containing a scarlet geranium in bloom. It glowed forth its +brilliant torch at once and gave just the touch to the little empty clean +room that Michael had hoped it would do. He stood back and looked at it +proudly, and then looked at Sam to see if the lesson had been understood. +He half expected to see an expression of scorn on the hardened sallow face +of the slum boy, but instead Sam was gazing open-mouthed, with unmitigated +admiration. + +"Say! Dat's all right!" he ejaculated. "Where'd you make de raise? Say! Dat +makes de paper an' de paint show up fine!" taking in the general effect of +the room. + +Then he arose from the box on which he had been sitting and went and stood +before the blossom. + +"Say! I wisht Jim eud see dat dere!" he ejaculated after a long silence, +and there was that in the expression of his face that brought the quick +moisture to Michael's eyes. + +It was only a common red geranium bought for fifteen cents, but it had +touched with its miracle of bright life the hardened soul of the young +burglar, and opened his vision to higher things than he had known. It was +in this moment of open vision that his heart turned to his old companion +who was uncomplainingly taking the punishment which rightfully belonged to +the whole gang. + +"We will take him one to-morrow," said Michael in a low voice husky with +feeling. It was the first time Sam had voluntarily mentioned Jim and he had +seemed so loth to take Michael to see him in jail that Michael had ceased +to speak of the matter. + +"There's another one just like this where I bought this one. I couldn't +tell which to take, they were both so pretty. We'll get it the first thing +in the morning before anybody else snaps it up, and then, when could we get +in to see Jim? Would they let us in after my office hours or would we have +to wait till Sunday? You look after that will you? I might get off at four +o'clock if that's not too late." + +"Dey'll let us in on Sunday ef _you_ ask, I reckon," said Sam much moved. +"But it's awful dark in prison. It won't live, will it? Dere's only one +streak o' sun shines in Jim's cell a few minutes every day." + +"Oh, I think it'll live," said Michael hastily, a strange choking sensation +in his throat at thought of his one-time companion shut into a dark prison. +Of course, he deserved to be there. He had broken the laws, but then no one +had ever made him understand how wrong it was. If some one had only tried +perhaps Jim would never have done the thing that put him in prison. + +"I'm sure it will live," he said again cheerfully. "I've heard that +geraniums are very hardy. The man told me they would live all winter in the +cellar if you brought them up again in the spring." + +"Jim will be out again in de spring," said Sam softly. It was the first +sign of anything like emotion in Sam. + +"Isn't that good!" said Michael heartily. "I wonder what we can do to make +it pleasant for him when he comes back to the world. We'll bring him to +this room, of course, but in the spring this will be getting warm. And that +makes me think of what I was talking about a minute ago. There's so much +more in the country than in the city!" + +"More?" questioned Sam uncomprehendingly. + +"Yes, things like this to look at. Growing things that you get to love and +understand. Wonderful things. There's a river that sparkles and talks as it +runs. There are trees that laugh and whisper when the wind plays in their +branches. And there are wonderful birds, little live breaths of air with +music inside that make splendid friends when you're lonely. I know, for I +made lots of bird-friends when I went away from you all to college. You +know I was pretty lonely at first." + +Sam looked at him with quick, keen wonder, and a lighting of his face that +made him almost attractive and sent the cunning in his eyes slinking out of +sight. Had this fine great-hearted creature really missed his old +friends when he went away? Had he really need of them yet, with all his +education--and--difference? It was food for thought. + +"Then there's the sky, so much of it," went on Michael, "and so wide and +blue, and sometimes soft white clouds. They make you feel rested when you +look at them floating lazily through the blue, and never seeming to be +tired; not even when there's a storm and they have to hurry. And there's +the sunset. Sam, I don't believe you ever saw the sunset, not right anyway. +You don't have sunsets here in the city, it just gets dark. You ought to +see one I saw not long ago. I mean to take you there some day and we'll +watch it together. I want to see if it will do the same thing to you that +it did to me." + +Sam looked at him in awe, for he wore his exalted look, and when he spoke +like that Sam had a superstitious fear that perhaps after all he was as old +Sal said, more of angel than of man. + +"And then, there's the earth, all covered with green, plenty of it to lie +in if you want to, and it smells so good; and there's so much air,--enough +to breathe your lungs full, and with nothing disagreeable in it, no ugly +smells nor sounds. And there are growing things everywhere. Oh, Sam! +Wouldn't you like to make things like this grow?" + +Sam nodded and put forth his rough forefinger shamedly to touch the velvet +of a green leaf, as one unaccustomed might touch a baby's cheek. + +"You'll go with me, Sam, to the country sometime, won't you? I've got a +plan and I'll need you to help me carry it out. Will you go?" + +"Sure!" said Sam in quite a different voice from any reluctant assent he +had ever given before. "Sure, I'll go!" + +"Thank you, Sam," said Michael more moved than he dared show, "And now +that's settled I want to talk about this room. I'm going to have five +little kids here to-morrow early in the evening. I told them I'd show them +how to whittle boats and we're going to sail them in the scrub bucket. +They're about the age you and I were when I went away to college. Perhaps +I'll teach them a letter or two of the alphabet if they seem interested. +They ought to know how to read, Sam." + +"I never learned to read--" muttered Sam half belligerently. "That so?" +said Michael as if it were a matter of small moment. "Well, what if you +were to come in and help me with the boats. Then you could pick it up when +I teach them. You might want to use it some day. It's well to know how, and +a man learns things quickly you know." + +Sam nodded. + +"I don't know's I care 'bout it," he said indifferently, but Michael saw +that he intended to come. + +"Well, after the kids have gone, I won't keep them late you know, I wonder +if you'd like to bring some of the fellows in to see this?" + +Michael glanced around the room. + +"I've some pictures of alligators I have a fancy they might like to see. +I'll bring them down if you say so." + +"Sure!" said Sam trying to hide his pleasure. + +"Then to-morrow morning I'm going to let that little woman that lives in +the cellar under Aunt Sally's room, bring her sewing here and work all day. +She makes buttonholes in vests. It's so dark in her room she can't see and +she's almost ruined her eyes working by candle light." + +"She'll mess it all up!" grumbled Sam; "an' she might let other folks in +an' they'd pinch the picters an' the posy." + +"No, she won't do that. I've talked to her about it. The room is to be hers +for the day, and she's to keep it looking just as nice as it did when she +found it. She'll only bring her work over, and go home for her dinner. +She's to keep the fire going so it will be warm at night, and she's to try +it for a day and see how it goes. I think she'll keep her promise. We'll +try her anyway." + +Sam nodded as to a superior officer who nevertheless was awfully foolish. + +"Mebbe!" he said. + +"Sam, do you think it would be nice to bring Aunt Sally over now a few +minutes?" + +"No," said Sam shortly, "she's too dirty. She'd put her fingers on de wall +first thing--" + +"But Sam, I think she ought to come. And she ought to come first. She's the +one that helped me find you--" + +Sam looked sharply at Michael and wondered if he suspected how long that +same Aunt Sally had frustrated his efforts to find his friends. + +"We could tell her not to touch things, perhaps--" + +"Wal, you lemme tell her. Here! I'll go fix her up an' bring her now." And +Sam hurried out of the room. + +Michael waited, and in a few minutes Sam returned with Aunt Sally. But it +was a transformed Aunt Sally. Her face had been painfully scrubbed in a +circle out as far as her ears, and her scraggy gray hair was twisted in a +tight knot at the back of her neck. Her hands were several shades cleaner +than Michael had ever seen them before, and her shoes were tied. She wore a +small three-cornered plaid shawl over her shoulders and entered cautiously +as if half afraid to come. Her hands were clasped high across her breast. +She had evidently been severely threatened against touching anything. + +"The saints be praised!" she ejaculated warmly after she had looked around +in silence for a moment "To think I should ivver see the loikes uv this in +de alley. It lukes loike a palace. Mikky, ye're a Nangel, me b'y! An' +a rale kurtin, to be shure! I ain't seen a kurtin in the alley since I +cummed. An' will ye luke at the purty posy a blowin' as foine as ye plaze! +Me mither had the loike in her cottage window when I was a leetle gal! Aw, +me pure auld mither!" + +And suddenly to Michael's amazement, and the disgust of Sam, old Sal sat +down on the one chair and wept aloud, with the tears streaming down her +seamed and sin-scarred face. + +Sam was for putting her out at once, but Michael soothed her with his +cheery voice, making her tell of her old home in Ireland, and the kind +mother whom she had loved, though it was long years since she had thought +of her now. + +With rare skill he drew from her the picture of the little Irish cottage +with its thatched roof, its peat fire, and well-swept hearth; the table +with the white cloth, the cat in the rocking chair, the curtain starched +stiffly at the window, the bright posy on the deep window ledge; and, +lastly, the little girl with clean pinafore and curly hair who kissed her +mother every morning and trotted off to school. But that was before the +father died, and the potatoes failed. The school days were soon over, and +the little girl with her mother came to America. The mother died on the way +over, and the child fell into evil hands. That was the story, and as it was +told Michael's face grew tender and wistful. Would that he knew even so +much of his own history as that! + +But Sam stood by struck dumb and trying to fancy that this old woman had +ever been the bright rosy child she told about. Sam was passing through a +sort of mental and moral earthquake. + +"Perhaps some day we'll find another little house in the country where you +can go and live," said Michael, "but meantime, suppose you go and see +if you can't make your room look like this one. You scrub it all up and +perhaps Sam and I will come over and put some pretty paper on the walls for +you. Would you like that? How about it, Sam?" + +"Sure!" said Sam rather grudgingly. He hadn't much faith in Aunt Sally +and didn't see what Michael wanted with her anyway, but he was loyal to +Michael. + +Irish blessings mingled with tears and garnished with curses in the most +extraordinary way were showered upon Michael and at last when he could +stand no more, Sam said: + +"Aw, cut it out, Sal. You go home an' scrub. Come on, now!" and he bundled +her off in a hurry. + +Late as it was, old Sal lit a fire, and by the light of a tallow candle got +down on her stiff old knees and began to scrub. It seemed nothing short of +a miracle that her room could ever look like that one she had just seen, +but if scrubbing could do anything toward it, scrub she would. It was ten +years since she had thought of scrubbing her room. She hadn't seemed to +care; but to-night as she worked with her trembling old drink-shaken hands +the memory of her childhood's home was before her vision, and she worked +with all her might. + +So the leaven of the little white room in the dark alley began to work. +"The Angel's quarters" it was named, and to be called to go within its +charmed walls was an honor that all coveted as time went on. And that was +how Michael began the salvation of his native alley. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + + +Michael had been three months with the new law firm and was beginning +to get accustomed to the violent contrast between the day spent in the +atmosphere of low-voiced, quiet-stepping, earnest men who moved about in +their environment of polished floors, oriental rugs, leather chairs and +walls lined with leather-covered law books; and the evening down in the +alley where his bare, little, white and gold room made the only tolerable +spot in the neighborhood. + +He was still occupying the fourth floor back at his original boarding +house, and had seen Mr. Endicott briefly three or four times, but nothing +had been said about his lodgings. + +One morning he came to the desk set apart for him in the law office, and +found a letter lying there for him. + +"Son:" it said, "your board is paid at the address given below, up to the +day you are twenty-one. If you don't get the benefit it will go to waste. +Mrs. Semple will make you quite comfortable and I desire you to move to +her house at once. If you feel any obligation toward me this is the way to +discharge it. Hope you are well, Tours, Delevan Endicott.'" + +Michael's heart beat faster with varied emotions. It was pleasant to have +some one care, and of course if Mr. Endicott wished it so much he would +manage it somehow--perhaps he could get some night work or copying to +do--but he would never let him bear his expenses. That could not be. + +He hurried off at the noon hour to find his benefactor and make this plain +with due gratitude. He found, however, that it was not so easy to change +this man's mind, once made up. Endicott would not hear to any change in +arrangements. He had paid the board for the remaining months of Michael's +minority and maintained his right to do so if he chose. Neither would he +let Michael refund him any of the amount. + +So Michael moved, bag and baggage, and found the change good. The regular, +well-cooked meals gave zest to his appetite which had been going back on +him for sometime under his own economical regime, and the larger room with +better outlook and more air, to say nothing of a comfortable bed with +adjoining bath-room, and plenty of heat and light, made life seem more +worth while. Besides there were other boarders with whom he now came in +pleasant contact, and there was a large pleasant parlor with easy chairs +and an old-fashioned square piano which still retained much of its original +sweetness of tone. + +Mrs. Semple had a daughter Hester, an earnest, gray-eyed girl with soft +brown hair and a firm little chin, who had taken an art course in Cooper +Institute and painted very good pictures which, however, did not sell. +Hester played the piano--not very well, it is true, but well enough to make +it pleasant to a lonely boy who had known no music in his life except the +birds or his own whistle. She played hymns on Sunday after church while +they waited for the dinner to be ready; and evenings after supper she +played other things: old ballads and tender, touching melodies from old +masters simplified, for such as she. Michael sometimes lingered a half hour +before hurrying away to the alley, and joined his rich natural tenor with +her light pretty soprano. Sometimes Will French, a young fellow who was in +the same law office and also boarded at Mrs. Semple's, stayed awhile and +sang bass. It was very pleasant and made it seem more as if he were living +in a home. + +All this time Michael was carrying on his quiet work in the alley, saying +nothing about it to anybody. In the first place he felt shy about it +because of his personal connection with the place. Not that he wished to +hide his origin from his employers, but he felt he owed it to Mr. Endicott +who had recommended him, to be as respectable in their sight as possible; +and so long as they neither knew nor cared it did not matter. Then, it +never occurred to Michael that he was doing anything remarkable with his +little white room in the blackness of the stronghold of sin. Night after +night he gathered his newsboys and taught them whittling, basketry, +reading, arithmetic and geography, with a little philosophy and botany +thrown in unawares. Night after night the older fellows dropped in, one +or two at a time, and listened to the stories Michael told; sometimes of +college life and games in which they were of course interested; sometimes +of Nature and his experiences in finding an alligator, or a serpent, or +watching some bird. It was wonderful how interesting he managed to make +those talks. He never realized that he was preparing in the school of +experience to be a magnificent public speaker. With an audience as +difficult as any he could have found in the whole wide city, he managed to +hold them every time. + +And the favorite theme often was agriculture. He would begin by bringing a +new little plant to the room, setting it up and showing it to them; talking +about conditions of soil and how plants were being improved. It was usually +the _résumé_ of some article on agriculture that he had taken time to read +at noon and was reviewing for their benefit. + +They heard all about Burbank and his wonderful experiments in making plants +grow and develop, and as they listened they went and stood around the +blossom that Michael had just brought to them and looked with new wonder at +it. A flower was a strange enough sight in that court, but when they heard +these stories it became filled with new interest. For a little while they +forgot their evil plotting and were lifted above themselves. + +Another night the talk would be on fertilizers, and how one crop would +sometimes give out something that another crop planted later, needed. +Little by little, because he talked about the things in which he himself +was interested, he was giving these sons of ignorance a dim knowledge of +and interest in the culture of life, and the tilling of the ground; getting +them ready for what he had hardly as yet dared to put into words even to +himself. + +And one day he took Sam down to Old Orchard. It was the week before +Christmas. They had made their second visit to Jim the week before and he +had spoken of the spring and when he should get out into the world again. +He seemed to be planning to get even with those who had confined him for +his wrongdoing. Michael's heart was filled with anxiety for him. + +There was something about Jim that appealed to Michael from the first. + +He had seen him first standing behind the grating of his cell, a great +unkempt hulk of a fellow with fiery red hair and brown eyes that roved +restlessly, hungrily through the corridor. He would have been handsome but +for his weak, girlish chin. Jim had melted almost to tears at sight of the +scarlet geranium they had carried him on that first visit, and seemed to +care more for the appearance of his old comrade "Mikky" than ever Sam had +cared. + +Jim was to get out in April. If only there were some place for him to go! + +They talked of it on the way down, Sam seemed to think that Jim would find +it pretty hard to leave New York. Sam himself wasn't much interested in the +continued, hints of Michael about going to the country. + +"Nothin' doin'" was his constant refrain when Michael tried to tell him how +much better it would be if some of the congested part of the city could be +spread out into the wide country: especially for the poor people, how much +greater opportunity for success in life there would be for them. + +But Sam had been duly impressed with the wideness of the landscape, on this +his first long trip out of the city, and as Michael unfolded to him the +story of the gift of the farm, and his own hopes for it, Sam left off his +scorn and began to give replies that showed he really was thinking about +the matter. + +"Say!" said he suddenly, "ef Buck was to come back would you let him live +down to your place an' help do all them things you're plannin'?" + +"I surely would," said Michael happily. "Say, Sam, do you, or do you _not_ +know where Buck is?" + +Sam sat thoughtfully looking out of the window. At this point he turned his +gaze down to his feet and slowly, cautiously nodded his head. + +"I thought so!" said Michael eagerly. "Sam, is he in hiding for something +he has done?" + +Still more slowly, cautiously, Sam nodded his head once more. + +"Sam, will you send him a message from me?" + +Another nod. + +"Tell him that I love him," Michael breathed the words eagerly. His heart +remembered kindness from Buck more than any other lighting of his sad +childhood. "Tell him that I want him--that I need him! Tell him that I want +him to make an appointment to meet me somewhere and let us talk this plan +of mine over. I want him to go in with me and help me make that farm into +a fit place to take people who haven't the right kind of homes, where they +can have honest work and good air and be happy! Will you tell him?" + +And Sam nodded his head emphatically. + +"An' Jim'll help too ef Buck goes. That's dead sure!" Sam volunteered. + +"And Sam, I'm counting on you!" + +"Sure thing!" said Sam. + +Michael tramped all over the place with Sam, showing him everything and +telling all his plans. He was very familiar with his land now. He had +planned the bog for a cranberry patch, and had already negotiated for the +bushes. He had trimmed up the berry bushes in the garden himself during +his various holiday trips, and had arranged with a fisherman to dump a few +haulings of shellfish on one field where he thought that kind of fertilizer +would be effective. He had determined to use his hundred-dollar graduation +present in fertilizer and seed. It would not go far but it would be a +beginning. The work he would have to get some other way. He would have but +little time to put to it himself until late in the summer probably, and +there was a great deal that ought to be done in the early spring. He would +have to be contented to go slow of course, and must remember that unskilled +labor is always expensive and wasteful; still it would likely be all he +could get. Just how he would feed and house even unskilled labor was a +problem yet to be solved. + +It was a day of many revelations to Sam. For one thing even the bare snowy +stretch, of wide country had taken on a new interest to him since Michael +had been telling all these wonderful things about the earth. Sam's dull +brain which up to this time had never busied itself about anything except +how to get other men's goods away from them, had suddenly awakened to the +wonders of the world. + +It was he that recognized a little colony of cocoons on the underside of +leaves and twigs and called attention to them. + +"Say, ain't dem some o' de critters you was showin' de fellers t'other +night?" + +And Michael fell upon them eagerly. They happened to be rare specimens, and +he knew from college experience that such could be sold to advantage to the +museums. He showed Sam how to remove them without injuring them. A little +further on they came to a wild growth of holly, crazy with berries and +burnished thorny foliage, and near at hand a mistletoe bough loaded with +tiny white transparent berries. + +"Ain't dem wot dey sell fer Chris'sum greens?" Sam's city eyes picked them +out at once. + +"Of course," said Michael delighted. "How stupid of me not to have found +them before. We'll take a lot back with us and see if we can get any price +for it. Whatever we get we'll devote to making the house liveable. Holly +and mistletoe ought to have a good market about now. That's another idea! +Why not cultivate a lot of this stuff right in this tract of land. It seems +to grow without any trouble. See! There are lots of little bushes. We'll +encourage them, Sam. And say, Sam, if you hadn't come along I might never +have thought of that. You see I needed you." + +Sam grunted in a pleased way. + +When they came to the house it looked to Michael still more desolate in the +snowy stretch of setting than it had when the grass was about it. His heart +sank. + +"I don't know as we can ever do anything with the old shack," he said, +shaking his head wistfully. "It looks worse than I thought." + +"'Tain't so bad," said Sam cheerfully. "Guess it's watertight." He placed +a speculative eye at the dusty window pane he had wiped off with his coat +sleeve. "Looks dry inside. 'Twould be a heap better'n sleepin' on de +pavement fer some. Dat dere fire hole would take in a big lot o' wood an' I +guess dere's a plenty round de place without robbin' de woods none." + +Michael led him to the seashore and bade him look. He wanted to see what +effect it would have upon him. The coast swept wild and bleak in the cold +December day, and Sam shivered in his thin garments. A look of awe and fear +came into his face. He turned his back upon it. + +"Too big!" he said sullenly, and Michael understood that the sea in its +vastness oppressed him. + +"Yes, there's a good deal of it," he admitted, "but after all it's sort of +like the geranium flower." + +Sam turned back and looked. + +"H'm! I don't see nothin' like!" he grunted despairingly. + +"Why, it's wonderful! Its beyond us! We couldn't make it. Look at that +motion! See the white tossing rim of the waves! See that soft green gray! +Isn't it just the color of the little down on the geranium leaf? See the +silver light playing back and forth, and look how it reaches as far as you +can see. Now, doesn't it make you feel a little as it did when you first +looked at the geranium?" + +Michael looked down at Sam from his greater height almost wistfully. He +wanted him to understand, but Sam looked in vain. + +"Not fer mine!" he shrugged. "Gimme the posy every time." + +They walked in silence along the beach toward the flowing of the river, and +Sam eyed the ocean furtively as if he feared it might run up and engulf +them suddenly when they were not looking. He had seen the ocean from wharfs +of course; and once stole a ride in a pilot boat out into the deep a little +way; but he had never been alone thus with the whole sea at once as this +seemed. It was too vast for him to comprehend. Still, in a misty way he +knew what Michael was trying to make him understand, and it stirred him +uncomfortably. + +They hired a little boat for a trifle and Michael with strong strokes rowed +them back to the farm, straight into the sunset. The sky was purple and +gold that night, and empurpled the golden river, whose ripples blended into +pink and lavender and green. Sam sat huddled in the prow of the boat facing +it all. Michael had planned it so. The oars dipped very quietly, and Sam's +small eyes changed and widened and took it all in. The sun slipped lower in +a crimson ball, and a flood of crimson light broke through the purple and +gold for a moment and left a thin, clear line of flame behind. + +"Dere!" exclaimed Sam pointing excitedly. "Dat's like de posy. I kin see +_thet_ all right!" + +And Michael rested on his oars and looked back at the sunset, well pleased +with this day's work. + +They left the boat at a little landing where its owner had promised to get +it, and went back through the wood, gathering a quantity of holly branches +and mistletoe; and when they reached the city Michael found a good market +for it, and received enough for what he had brought to more than cover the +price of the trip. The best of it was that Sam was as pleased with the +bargain as if it were for his personal benefit. + +When they parted Sam wore a sprig of mistletoe in his ragged buttonhole, +and Michael carried several handsome branches of holly back to his boarding +place. + +Most of this he gave to Hester Semple to decorate the parlor with, but +one fine branch he kept and carried to his room and fastened it over his +mirror. Then after looking at it wistfully for a long time he selected a +glossy spray containing several fine large berries, cut it off and packed +it carefully in a tiny box. This without name or clue to sender, he +addressed in printing letters to Starr. Mr. Endicott had asked him to mail +a letter to her as he passed by the box the last time he had been in the +office, and without his intention the address had been burned into his +memory. He had not expected to use it ever, but there could be no harm +surely in sending the girl this bit of Christmas greeting out of the +nowhere of a world of possible people. She would never know he had sent +it, and perhaps it would please her to get a piece of Christmas holly from +home. She might think her father had sent it. It mattered not, he knew, and +it helped him to think he might send this much of his thoughts over the +water to her. He pleased himself with thinking how she would look when +she opened the box. But whether she would be pleased or not he must only +surmise, for she would never know to thank him. Ah, well, it was as near as +he dared hope for touching life's happiness. He must be glad for what he +might have, and try to work and forget the rest. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + + +Now about this time the law firm with whom Michael worked became deeply +interested in their new "boy." He studied hard, and seemed to know what he +was about all day. They saw signs of extraordinary talent in him. Once or +twice, thinking to make life pleasant for him, they had invited him to +their club, or to some evening's entertainment, and always Michael had +courteously declined, saying that he had an engagement for the evening. +They casually questioned Will French, the other student, who was a +happy-go-lucky; in the office because his father wished him to study +something and not because he wanted to. Will said that Michael went out +every evening and came in late. Mrs. Semple had remarked that she often +didn't know whether he came in at all until she saw him come down to +breakfast. + +This report and a certain look of weariness about the eyes some mornings +led the senior member of the firm to look into Michael's affairs. The +natural inference was that Michael was getting into social life too +deeply, perhaps wasting the hours in late revelry when he should have +been sleeping. Mr. Holt liked Michael, and dreaded to see the signs of +dissipation appear on that fine face. He asked Will French to make friends +with him and find out if he could where he spent his evenings. Will readily +agreed, and at once entered on his mission with a zeal which was beyond all +baffling. + +"Hello, Endicott!" called Will as Michael reached the front door on his way +to his mission that same evening. "Where're you going? Wait, can't you, and +I'll walk along with you? I was going to ask you if you wouldn't go to a +show with me this evening. I haven't anything on for to-night and it's +slow." + +As he spoke he seized his coat and hat which he had purposely left in the +hall near at hand, and put them on. + +"Thank you," said Michael, as they went out together, "I'd be glad to go +with you but I have something that can't be put off." + +"Well, go to-morrow night with me, will you? I like you and I think we +ought to be friends." + +Will's idea was that they would get to talking at a "show" and he could +find out a good deal in that way. He thought it must be a girl. He had told +the senior Holt that it was a girl of course and he wouldn't take long to +spot her. It must be either a girl or revelry to take the fellow out every +night in the week so late. + +"Well, I'm sorry," said Michael again, "but I'm afraid I have an engagement +every night. It's rather a permanent job I'm engaged in. What do you do +with your evenings?" + +Will launched into a gay description of parties and entertainments to which +he had been bidden, and nice girls he knew, hinting that he might +introduce Michael if he was so inclined, and Michael talked on leading his +unsuspecting companion further and further from the subject of his own +evenings. Finally they came to a corner and Michael halted. + +"I turn here," he said; "which way do you go?" + +"Why, I turn too," laughed French. "That is, if you don't object. I'm out +for a walk and I don't care much what I do. If I'm not welcome just tell me +and I'll clear out." + +"Of course you're quite welcome," said Michael; "I'm glad to have company, +but the quarter I'm walking to is not a pleasant one for a walk, and indeed +you mightn't like to return alone even so early in the evening if you walk +far. I had an unpleasant encounter myself once, but I know the ways of the +place now and it's different." + +Will eyed him curiously. + +"Is it allowable to ask where we're going?" he asked in a comical tone. + +Michael laughed. + +"Certainly. If you're bound to go I'll have to tell you all about it, but +I strongly advise you to turn back now, for it isn't a very savory +neighborhood, and I don't believe you'll care for it." + +"Where thou goest I will go," mocked Will. "My curiosity is aroused. I +shall certainly go. If it's safe for you, it is for me. My good looks are +not nearly so valuable as yours, nor so noticeable. As I have no valuables +in the world, I can't be knocked down for booty." + +"You see they all know me," explained Michael. + +"Oh, they do! And can't you introduce me? Or don't you like to?" + +"I suppose I can," laughed Michael, "if you really want me to, but +I'm afraid you'll turn and run when you see them. You see they're not +very--handsome. They're not what you're used to. You wouldn't want to know +them." + +"But you do." + +"I had to," said Michael desperately. "They needed something and I had to +help them!" + +Up to this point Will French had been sure that Michael had fallen into the +hands of a set of sharpers, but something in his companion's tone made +him turn and look, and he saw Michael's face uplifted in the light of the +street lamp, glowing with, a kind of intent earnestness that surprised and +awed him. + +"Look here, man," he said. "Tell me who they are, and what you are doing, +anyway." + +Michael told him in a few words, saying little about himself, or his reason +for being interested in the alley in the first place. There were a few +neglected newsboys, mere kids. He was trying to teach them a few things, +reading and figures and a little manual training. Something to make life +more than a round of suffering and sin. + +"Is it settlement work?" asked French. He was puzzled and interested. + +"No," explained Michael, "there's a settlement, but it's too far away and +got too big a district to reach this alley. It's just my own little work." + +"Who pays you for it?" + +"Who pays me?" + +"Yes, who's behind the enterprise? Who forks over the funds and pays you +for your job?" + +Michael laughed long and loud. + +"Well, now, I hadn't thought about pay, but I guess the kiddies themselves +do. You can't think how they enjoy it all." + +"H'm!" said French, "I think I'll go along and see how you do it. I won't +scare 'em out, will I?" + +"Well, now I hadn't thought of that," said Michael. "In fact, I didn't +suppose you'd care to go all the way, but if you think you do, I guess it +will be all right." + +"Not a very warm welcome, I must say," laughed Will, "but I'm going just +the same. You get me in and I'll guarantee not to scare the crowd. Have any +time left over from your studies for amusement? If you do I might come in +on that. I can do tricks." + +"Can you?" said Michael looking at his unbidden guest doubtfully. "Well, +we'll see. I'm afraid you'll be disappointed. It's very informal. Sometimes +we don't get beyond the first step in a lesson. Sometimes I have to stop +and tell stories." + +"Good!" said Will. "I'd like to hear you." + +"Oh, you wouldn't enjoy it, but there are a few books there. You might read +if you get tired looking around the room." + +And so Michael and his guest entered the yellow and white room together. +Michael lit the gas, and Will looked about blinking in amazement. + +Coming through the alley to the room had taken away Will's exclamatory +powers and exhausted his vocabulary. The room in its white simplicity, +immaculately kept, and constantly in touch with fresh paint to hide any +stray finger marks, stood out in startling contrast with the regions round +about it. Will took it all in, paint, paper, and pictures. The tiny stove +glowing warmly, the improvised seats, the blackboard in the corner, and the +bits of life as manifested in geranium, butterfly cocoons and bird's nests; +then he looked at Michael, tall and fine and embarrassed, in the centre of +it all. + +"Great Scott!" he exclaimed. "Is this an enchanted island, or am I in my +right mind?" + +But before he could be answered there came the sound of mattering young +feet and a tumult outside the door. Then eager, panting, but decorous, +they entered, some with clean faces, most of them with clean hands, or +moderately so, all with their caps off in homage to their Prince; and +Michael welcomed them as if he stood in a luxurious drawing room on Fifth +Avenue and these were his guests. + +He introduced them, and Will entered into the spirit of the affair and +greeted them chummily. They stood shyly off from him at first with great +eyes of suspicion, huddled together in a group near Michael, but later when +the lesson on the blackboard was over and Michael was showing a set of +pictures, Will sat down in a corner with a string from his pocket and began +showing two of the boldest of the group some tricks. This took at once, and +when he added a little sleight-of-hand pulling pennies from the hair and +pockets and hands of the astonished youngsters and allowing them to keep +them after the game was over, they were ready to take him into their inner +circle at once. + +When, however, Sam, who was most unaccountably late that night, sidled +in alone, he looked at the stranger with eyes of belligerence; and when +Michael introduced him as his friend, Sam's eyes glinted with a jealous +light. Sam did not like Michael to have any friends of that sort. This new +man had shiny boots, fine new clothes, wore his hair nicely brushed, and +manipulated a smooth handkerchief with fingers as white as any gentleman. +To be sure Michael was like that, but then Michael was Michael. He belonged +to them, and his clothes made him no worse. But who was this intruder? A +gentleman? All gentlemen were natural enemies to Sam. + +"Come outside," said Sam to Michael gruffly, ignoring the white hand Will +held out cordially. Michael saw there was something on his mind. + +"Will, can you amuse these kids a minute or two while I step out? I'll not +be long." + +"Sure!" said Will heartily. He hadn't had such a good time in months and +what a story he would have to tell the senior partner in the morning. + +"Ever try to lift a fellow's hand off the top of his head? Here, you kid, +sit in that chair and put your right hand flat on the top of your head. +Now, sonnie, you lift it off. Pull with all your might. That's it--" + +Michael's eyes shone, and even Sam grinned surreptitiously. + +"He'll do," he said to Sam as they went out. "He was lonesome this evening +and wanted to come along with me." + +Lonesome! A fellow like that! It gave Sam a new idea to think about. Did +people who had money and education and were used to living in clothes like +that get lonesome? Sam cast a kindlier eye back at Will as he closed the +door. + +Alone in the dark cold entry where the wind whistled up from the river and +every crack seemed a conductor of a blast, Sam and Michael talked in low +tones: + +"Say, he's lit out!" Sam's tone conveyed dismay as well as apology. + +It was a sign of Michael's real eagerness that he knew at once who was +meant. + +"Buck?" + +Sam grunted assent. + +"When?" + +"Day er so ago, I tuk yer word to 'im but he'd gone. Lef' word he had a big +deal on, an' ef it came troo all right 'e'd send fer us. You see it wan't +safe round here no more. The police was onto his game. Thur wan't no more +hidin' fer him. He was powerful sorry not to see you. He'd always thought a +heap o' Mikky!" + +"How long had he known I was here?" Michael's face was grave in the +darkness. Why had Buck not sent him some word? Made some appointment? + +"Since you first cum back." + +"Why--oh, Sam, why didn't he let me come and see him?" + +"It warn't safe," said Sam earnestly. "Sure thing, it warn't! 'Sides--" + +"Besides what, Sam?" The question was eager. + +"'Sides, he knowed you'd had edicashun, an' he knowed how you looked on his +way o' livin'. He didn't know but--" + +"You mean he didn't trust me, Sam?" Sam felt the keen eyes upon him even hi +the darkness. + +"Naw, he didn't tink you'd snitch on him ner nothin', but he didn't know +but you might tink you had to do some tings what might kick it all up wid +him. You'd b'en out o' tings fer years, an' you didn't know de ways o' de +city. 'Sides, he ain't seed you like I done--" + +"I see," said Michael, "I understand. It's a long time and of course he +only knows what you have told him, and if there was danger,--but oh, Sam, I +wish he could go down to Old Orchard. Did you ever tell him about it, and +about my plans?" + +"Sure ting I did. Tole 'im all you tole me. He said 'twar all right. Ef he +comes out on dis deal he'll be back in a while, an' he'll go down dere ef +you want him. He said he'd bring a little wad back to make things go ef dis +deal went troo." + +"Do you know what the deal is, Sam?" + +"Sure!" + +"Is it dis--is it"--he paused for a word that would convey his meaning and +yet not offend--"is it--dangerous, Sam?" + +"Sure!" admitted Sam solemnly as though it hurt him to pain his friend. + +"Do you mean it will make more hiding for him?" + +"Sure!" emphatically grave. + +"I wish he hadn't gone!" There was sharp pain in Michael's voice. + +"I wisht so too!'" said Sam with a queer little choke to his voice, "Mebbe +'twon't come off after all. Mebbe it'll git blocked. Mebbe he'll come +back." + +The anxiety in Sam's tone touched Michael, but another thought had struck +him hard. + +"Sam," said he plucking at the others sleeve in the darkness, "Sam, tell +me, what was Buck doing--before he went away. Was it all straight? Was he +in the same business with you?" + +Sam breathed heavily but did not answer. At last with difficulty he +answered a gruff, "Nope!" + +"What was it, Sam? Won't you tell me?" + +"It would be snitchin'." + +"Not to me, Sam. You know I belong to you all." + +"But you've got new notions." + +"Yes," admitted Michael, "I can't help that, but I don't go back on you, do +I?" + +"No, you don't go back on we'uns, that's so. But you don't like we's +doin's." + +"Never mind. Tell me, Sam. I think I must know." + +"He kep a gamein' den--" + +"Oh, Sam!" Michael's voice was stricken, and his great athletic hand +gripped Sam's hard skinny one, and Sam in the darkness gripped back. + +"I knowed you'd feel thet way," he mourned as if the fault were all in his +telling. "I wisht I hadn't 'a tole yer." + +"Never mind, Sam, you couldn't help it, and I suppose I wouldn't have known +the difference myself if I hadn't gone away. We mustn't judge Buck harshly. +He'll see it the other way by and by." + +Sam straightened perceptibly. There was something in this speech that put +him in the same class with Michael. He had never before had any qualms of +conscience concerning gambling, but now he found himself almost unawares +arrayed against it. + +"I guess mebbe!" he said comfortingly, and then seeking to change the +subject. "Say, is dat guy in dere goin' along to de farm?" + +"Who?" + +"Why, dat ike you lef' in de room. Is he goin' down 'long when wees go?" + +"Oh, Will French! No, Sam. He doesn't know anything about it yet. I may +tell him sometime, but he doesn't need that. He is studying to be a lawyer. +Perhaps some day if he gets interested he'll help do what I want for the +alley, and all the other alleys in the city; make better laws and see that +they're enforced." + +"Laws!" said Sam in a startled voice. "What laws!" + +Laws were his natural enemies he thought. + +"Laws for better tenement houses, more room and more windows, better air, +cleaner streets, room for grass and flowers, pure milk and meat, and less +crowding and dirt. Understand?" + +It was the first time Michael had gone so deep into his plans with Sam, and +he longed now to have his comradeship in this hope too. + +"Oh, sure!" said Sam much relieved that Michael had not mentioned laws +about gambling dens and pickpockets. Sam might be willing to reform his own +course in the brilliant wake of Michael but as yet he had not reached the +point where he cared to see vice and dishonesty swept off the globe. + +They went slowly back to the white room to find Will French leading a +chorus of small urchins in the latest popular melody while they kept time +with an awkward shuffle of their ill-shod feet. + +Sam growled: "Cut it out, kids, you scratch de floor," and Will French +subsided with apologies. + +"I never thought of the floor, Endicott. Say, you ought to have a gymnasium +and a swimming pool here." + +Michael laughed. + +"I wish we had," he declared, "but I'd begin on a bath-room. We need that +first of all." + +"Well, let's get one," said Will eagerly. "That wouldn't cost so much. We +could get some people to contribute a little. I know a man that has a big +plumbing establishment. He'd do a little something. I mean to tell him +about it. Is there any place it could be put?" + +Sam followed them wondering, listening, interested, as they went out +into the hall to see the little dark hole which might with ingenuity be +converted into a bath-room, and while he leaned back against the door-jamb, +hands in his pockets, he studied the face of the newcomer. + +"Guess dat guy's all right," he reassured Michael as he helped him turn the +lights out a little later, while Will waited on the doorstep whistling a +new tune to his admiring following. Will had caught "de kids." + +"I say, Endicott," he said as they walked up the noisy midnight street and +turned into the avenue, "why don't you get Hester to go down there and sing +sometime? Sunday afternoon. She'd go. Ask her." + +And that night was the beginning of outside help for Michael's mission. + +Hester fell into the habit of going down Sunday afternoons, and soon she +had an eager following of sad-eyed women, and eager little children; and +Will French spent his leisure hours in hunting up tricks and games and +puzzles, for "the kids." + +Meantime, the account he had given to Holt and Holt of the way Michael +spent his evenings, was not without fruit. + +About a week after French's first visit to the alley, the senior Mr. Holt +paused beside Michael's desk one afternoon just before going out of the +office and laid a bit of paper in his hand. + +"French tells me you're interested in work in the slums," he said in the +same tone he used to give Michael an order for his daily routine. "I'd +like to help a little if you can use that." He passed on out of the office +before Michael had fully comprehended what had been said. The young man +looked down at the paper and saw it was a check made out to himself for one +hundred dollars! + +With a quick exclamation of gratitude he was on his feet and out into the +hall after his employer. + +"That's all right, Endicott. I don't get as much time as I'd like to look +after the charities, and when I see a good thing I like to give it a boost. +Call on me if you need money for any special scheme. And I'll mention it to +some of my clients occasionally," said the old lawyer, well pleased with +Michael's gratitude. + +He did, and right royally did the clients respond. Every little while a +ten-dollar bill or a five, and now and then a check for fifty would find +its way to Michael's desk; for Will French, thoroughly interested, kept +Holt and Holt well supplied with information concerning what was needed. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + + +Before the winter was over Michael was able to put in the bath-room and had +bought a plow and a number of necessary farm implements, and secured the +services of a man who lived near Old Orchard to do some early plowing and +planting. He was able also to buy seeds and fertilizer, enough at least to +start his experiment; and toward spring, he took advantage of a holiday, +and with Sam and a carpenter went down to the farm and patched up the old +house to keep out the rain. + +After that a few cots, some boxes for chairs and tables, some cheap +comfortables for cool nights, some dishes and cooking utensils from the +ten-cent store, and the place would be ready for his alley-colony when he +should dare to bring them down. A canvas cot and a wadded comfortable would +be luxury to any of them. The only question was, would they be contented +out of the city? + +Michael had read many articles about the feasibility of taking the poor of +the cities into the country, and he knew that experience had shown they +were in most cases miserable to get back again. He believed in his heart +that this might be different if the conditions were made right. In the +first place they must have an environment full of new interest to supply +the place of the city's rush, and then they must have some great object +which they would be eager to attain. He felt, too, that they should be +prepared beforehand for their new life. + +To this end he had been for six months spending two or three hours a week +with five or six young fellows Sam had tolled in. He had brought the +agricultural papers to the room, and made much of the illustrations. The +boys as a rule could not read, so he read to them, or rather translated +into their own slang-ful English. He told them what wonders had been +attained by farming in the right way. As these fellows had little notion +about farming in any way, or little knowledge of farm products save as +they came to them through the markets in their very worst forms, it became +necessary to bring cabbages and apples, and various other fruits and +vegetables for their inspection. + +One night he brought three or four gnarled, little green-skinned, sour, +speckled apples, poorly flavored. He called attention to them very +carefully, and then because an apple was a treat, however poor it might be, +he asked them to notice the flavor as they ate. Then he produced three or +four magnificent specimens of apple-hood, crimson and yellow, with polished +skin and delicious flavor, and set them in a row on the table beside some +more of the little specked apples. They looked like a sunset beside a +ditch. The young men drew around the beautiful apples admiringly, feeling +of their shiny streaks as if they half thought them painted, and listening +to the story of their development from the little sour ugly specimens they +had just been eating. When it came to the cutting up of the perfect apples +every man of them took an intelligent pleasure in the delicious fruit. + +Other nights, with the help of Will and Hester, Michael gave demonstrations +of potatoes, and other vegetables, with regular lessons on how to get the +best results with these particular products. Hester managed in some skilful +manner to serve a very tasty refreshment from roasted potatoes, cooked just +right, at the same time showing the difference in the quality between the +soggy potatoes full of dry rot, and those that were grown under the right +conditions. Occasionally a cup of coffee or some delicate sandwiches helped +out on a demonstration, of lettuce or celery or cold cabbage in the form +of slaw, and the light refreshments served with the agricultural lessons +became a most attractive feature of Michael's evenings. More and more young +fellows dropped in to listen to the lesson and enjoy the plentiful "eats" +as they called them. When they reached the lessons on peas and beans the +split pea soup and good rich bean soup were ably appreciated. + +Not that all took the lessons with equal eagerness, but Michael began to +feel toward spring that his original five with Sam as their leader would +do comparatively intelligent work on the farm, the story of which had been +gradually told them from night to night, until they were quite eager to +know if they might be included in those who were to be pioneers in the +work. + +Will French faithfully reported the condition of the work, and more and +more friends and clients of the office would stop at Michael's desk and +chat with him for a moment about the work, and always leave something with +him to help it along. Michael's eyes shone and his heart beat high with +hopes in these days. + +But there was still a further work for him to do before his crude +apprentices should be ready to be sent down into the wilds of nature. + +So Michael began one evening to tell them of the beauty and the wonder +of the world. One night he used a cocoon as illustration and for three +evenings they all came with bated breath and watched the strange little +insignificant roll, almost doubting Michael's veracity, yet full of +curiosity, until one night it burst its bonds and floated up into the white +ceiling, its pale green, gorgeously marked wings working a spell upon their +hearts, that no years could ever make them quite forget. It was the miracle +of life and they had never seen it nor heard of it before. + +Another night he brought a singing bird in a cage, and pictures of other +birds who were naturally wild. He began to teach them the ways of the birds +they would see in New Jersey, how to tell their songs apart, where to look +for their nests; all the queer little wonderful things that a bird lover +knows, and that Michael because of his long habits of roaming about the +woods knew by heart. The little bird in its cage stayed in the yellow and +white room, and strange to say thrived, becoming a joy and a wonder to +all visitors, and a marvel to those who lived in the court because of its +continuous volume of brilliant song, bursting from a heart that seemed to +be too full of happiness and must bubble over into music. The "kids" and +even the older fellows felt a proprietorship in it, and liked to come and +stand beneath the cage and call to it as it answered "peep" and peeked +between the gilded bars to watch them. + +One night, with the help of Will French who had some wealthy friends, +Michael borrowed a large picture of a sunset, and spoke to them about the +sunlight and its effects on growing things, and the wonder of its departure +for the night. + +By this time they would listen in awed silence to anything Michael said, +though the picture was perhaps one too many for most of them. Sam, however, +heard with approval, and afterwards went up reverently and laid his finger +on the crimson and the purple and the gold of the picture. Sam knew, and +understood, for he had seen the real thing. Then he turned to the others +and said: + +"Say, fellers, it's aw-right. You wait till yer see one. Fine ez silk, an' +twicet as nateral." + +One big dark fellow who had lately taken to coming to the gatherings, +turned scornfully away, and replied: "Aw shucks! I don't see nodding in +it!" but loyalty to Michael prevented others who might have secretly +favored this view from expressing it, and the big dark fellow found himself +in the minority. + +And so the work went on. Spring was coming, and with it the end of Jim's +"term," and the beginning of Michael's experiment on the farm. + +Meantime Michael was working hard at his law, and studying half the +night when he came back from the alley work. If he had not had an iron +constitution, and thirteen years behind him of healthy out-door life, with +plenty of sleep and exercise and good food, he could not have stood it. As +it was, the hard work was good for him, for it kept him from brooding over +himself, and his own hopeless love of the little girl who was far across +the water. + +Some weeks after Christmas there had come a brief note from Starr, his name +written in her hand, the address in her father's. + +"Dear Michael," it read,-- + +"I am just almost sure that I am indebted to you for the lovely little +sprig of holly that reached me on Christmas. I have tried and tried to +think who the sender might be, for you see I didn't know the writing, or +rather printing. But to-day it fell down from over the picture where I had +fastened, it on the wall, and I noticed what I had not seen before, 'A +Happy Christmas' in the very tiny little letters of the message cut or +scratched on the under side of the stem; and the letters reminded me of you +and the charming little surprises you used to send me long ago from Florida +when I was a little girl. Then all at once I was sure it was you who sent +the holly, and I am sitting right down to write and thank you for it. You +see I was very lonesome and homesick that Christmas morning, for most of +the girls in the school had gone home for Christmas, and mamma, who had +been intending to come and take me away to Paris for the holidays, had +written that she was not well and couldn't come after all, so I knew I +would have to be here all through the gay times by myself. I was feeling +quite doleful even with the presents that mamma sent me, until I opened the +little box and saw the dear little bright holly berries; that cheered me up +and made me think of home. I kept it on my desk all day so that the bright +berries would make me feel Christmassy, and just before dinner that night +what do you think happened? Why, my dear daddy came to surprise me, and we +took the loveliest trip together, to Venice and Florence and Rome. It was +beautiful! I wish you could have been along and seen everything. I know you +would have enjoyed it. I must not take the time to write about it because I +ought to be studying. This is a very pleasant place and a good school but I +would rather be at home, and I shall be glad when I am done and allowed to +come back to my own country. + +"Thanking you ever so much for the pretty little Christmas reminder, for +you see I am sure you sent it, and wishing you a belated Happy New Year, I +am + +"Your friend, + +"STARR DELEVAN ENDICOTT." + +Michael read and re-read the letter, treasured the thoughts and visions +it brought him, pondered the question of whether he might answer it, and +decided that he had no right. Then he put it away with his own heartache, +plunging into his work with redoubled energy, and taking an antidote of so +many pages of Blackstone when his thoughts lingered on forbidden subjects. +So the winter fled away and spring came stealing on apace. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + + +As Michael had no definite knowledge of either his exact age, or what month +his birthday came, there could be no day set for his coming of age. The +little information that could be gathered from his own memory of how many +summers and winters he had passed showed that he was approximately seven +years old at the time of the shooting affray. If that were correct it would +make him between nineteen and twenty at the time of his graduation. + +On the first day of July following his first winter in New York Michael +received a brief letter from Mr. Endicott, containing a check for a +thousand dollars, with congratulations on his majority and a request that +he call at the office the next day. + +Michael, eager, grateful, overwhelmed, was on hand to the minute appointed. + +The wealthy business man, whose banking affairs had long since righted +themselves, turned from his multifarious duties, and rested his eyes upon +the young fellow, listening half-amused to his eager thanks. + +The young man in truth was a sight to rest weary eyes. + +The winter in New York had put new lines into his face and deepened the +wells of his blue eyes; they were the work of care and toil and suffering, +but--they had made a man's face out of a boy's fresh countenance. There was +power in the fine brow, strength in the firm, well-moulded chin, and both +kindliness and unselfishness in the lovely curves of his pleasant lips. The +city barber had been artist enough not to cut the glorious hair too short +while yet giving it the latest clean cut curve behind the ears and in the +neck. By instinct Michael's hands were well cared for. Endicott's tailor +had looked out for the rest. + +"That's all right, son," Endicott cut Michael's sentence short. "I'm +pleased with the way you've been doing. Holt tells me he never had a more +promising student in his office. He says you're cut out for the law, and +you're going to be a success. But what's this they tell me about you +spending your evenings in the slums? I don't like the sound of that. Better +cut that out." + +Michael began to tell in earnest protesting words of what he was trying to +do, but Endicott put up an impatient hand: + +"That's all very well, son, I've no doubt they appreciate your help and all +that, and it's been very commendable in you to give your time, but now you +owe yourself something, and you owe the world something. You've got to turn +out a great lawyer and prove to the world that people from that district +are worth helping. That's the best way in the long run to help those +people. Give them into somebody else's hands now. You've done your part. +When you get to be a rich man you can give them something now and then if +you like, but it's time to cut out the work now. That sort of thing might +be very popular in a political leader, but you've got your way to make and +it's time you gave your evenings to culture, and to going out into society +somewhat. Here's a list of concerts and lectures for next winter. You ought +to go to them all. I'm sorry I didn't think of it this winter, but perhaps +it was as well not to go too deep at the start. However, you ought to waste +no more time. I've put your application in for season tickets for those +things on that list, and you'll receive tickets in due time. There's an art +exhibition or two where there are good things to be seen. You've got to see +and hear everything if you want to be a thoroughly educated man. I said +a word or two about you here and there, and I think you'll receive some +invitations worth accepting pretty soon. You'll need a dress suit, and I +had word sent to the tailor about it this morning when it occurred to me--" + +"But," said Michael amazed and perturbed, "I do not belong in society. +People do not want one like me there. If they knew they would not ask me." + +"Bosh! All bosh! Didn't I tell you to cut that out? People don't know and +you've no need to tell them. They think you are a distant relative of mine +if they think anything about it, and you're not to tell them you are not. +You owe it to me to keep still about it. If I guarantee you're all right +that ought to suit anybody." + +"I couldn't go where people thought I was more than I was," said Michael, +head up, eyes shining, his firmest expression on his mouth, but intense +trouble in his eyes. It was hard to go against his benefactor. + +"You got all those foolish notions from working down there in the slums. +You're got a false idea of yourself and a false notion of right and wrong. +It's high time you stopped going there. After you've been to a dance or two +and a few theatre suppers, and got acquainted with some nice girls who'll +invite you to their house-parties you'll forget you ever had anything to do +with the slums. I insist that you give that work up at once. Promise me you +will not go near the place again. Write them a letter--" + +"I couldn't do that!" said Michael, his face expressive of anguish fighting +with duty. + +"Couldn't! Nonsense. There is no such word. I say I want you to do it. +Haven't I proved my right to make that request?" + +"You have," said Michael, dropping his sorrowing eyes slowly, and taking +out the folded check from his pocket. "You have the right to ask it, but I +have no right to do what you ask. I have begun the work, and it would not +be right to stop it. Indeed, I couldn't. If you knew what it means to those +fellows--but I cannot keep this if you feel that way! I was going to use it +for the work--but now--" + +Michael's pauses were eloquent. Endicott was deeply touched but he would +not show it. He was used to having his own way, and it irritated, while it +pleased him in a way, to have Michael so determined. As Michael stopped +talking he laid the check sadly on the desk. + +"Nonsense!" said Endicott irritably, "this has nothing to do with the +check. That was your birthday present. Use it as you like. What I have +given I have given and I won't take back even if I have nothing more to do +with you from this time forth. I have no objection to your giving away as +much money as you can spare to benevolent institutions, but I say that I do +object to your wasting your time and your reputation in such low places. +It will injure you eventually, it can't help it. I want you to take your +evenings for society and for lectures and concerts--" + +"I will go to the concerts and lectures gladly," said Michael gravely. +"I can see they will be fine for me, and I thank you very much for the +opportunity, but that will not hinder my work. It begins always rather late +in the evening, and there are other times--" + +"You've no business to be staying out in places like that after the hour of +closing of decent places of amusement." + +Michael refrained from saying that he had several times noticed society +ladies returning from balls and entertainments when he was on his way home. + +"I simply can't have it if I'm to stand back of you." + +"I'm, sorry," said Michael. "You won't ever know how sorry I am. It was so +good to know that I had somebody who cared a little for me. I shall miss it +very much. It has been almost like having a real father. Do you mean that +you will have to give up the--fatherliness?" + +Endicott's voice shook with mingled emotions. It couldn't be that this +young upstart who professed to be so grateful and for whom he had done so +much would actually for the sake of a few wretched beings and a sentimental +feeling that he belonged in the slums and ought to do something for them, +run the risk of angering him effectually. It could not be! + +"It means that I shall not do any of the things I had planned to do for +you, if you persist in refusing my most reasonable request. Listen, young +man--" + +Michael noticed with keen pain that he had dropped the customary "son" from +his conversation, and it gave him a queer choky sensation of having been +cut off from the earth. + +"I had planned"--the keen eyes searched the beautiful manly face before him +and the man's voice took on an insinuating tone; the tone he used when he +wished to buy up some political pull; the tone that never failed to buy his +man. Yet even as he spoke he felt an intuition that here was a man whom he +could not buy-- + +"I had planned to do a good many things for you. You will be through your +studies pretty soon and be ready to set up for yourself. Had you thought +ahead enough to know whether you would like a partnership in some old firm +or whether you want to set up for yourself?" + +Michael's voice was grave and troubled but he answered at once: + +"I would like to set up for myself, sir. There are things I must do, and I +do not know if a partner would feel as I do about them." + +"Very well," said Endicott with satisfaction. He could not but be pleased +with the straightforward, decided way in which the boy was going ahead and +shaping his own life. It showed he had character. There was nothing Mr. +Endicott prized more than character--or what he called character: "Very +well, when you get ready to set up for yourself, and I don't think that +is going to be so many years off from what I hear, I will provide you an +office, fully furnished, in the most desirable quarter of the city, and +start you off as you ought to be started in order to win. I will introduce +you to some of my best friends, and put lucrative business in your way, +business with the great corporations that will bring you into immediate +prominence; then I will propose your name for membership in two or three +good clubs. Now those things I will do because I believe you have it in you +to make good; but you'll need the boosting. Every man in this city does. +Genius alone can't work you up to the top; but I can give you what you need +and I mean to do it, only I feel that you on your part ought to be willing +to comply with the conditions." + +There was a deep silence in the room. Michael was struggling to master his +voice, but when he spoke it was husky with suppressed feeling: + +"It is a great plan," he said. "It is just like you. I thank you, sir, for +the thought, with all my heart. It grieves me more than anything I ever had +to do to say no to you, but I cannot do as you ask. I cannot give up what +I am trying to do. I feel it would be wrong for me. I feel that it is +imperative, sir!" + +"Cannot! Humph! Cannot! You are like all the little upstart reformers, +filled with conceit of course. You think there is no one can do the work +but yourself! I will pay some one to do what you are doing! Will that +satisfy you?" + +Michael slowly shook his head. + +"No one could do it for pay," he said with conviction. "It must be done +from--perhaps it is love--I do not know. But anyway, no one was doing it, +and I must, for THEY ARE MY PEOPLE!" + +As he said this the young man lifted his head with that angel-proud look of +his that defied a universe to set him from his purpose, and Endicott while +he secretly reveled in the boy's firmness and purpose, yet writhed that he +could not control this strength as he would. + +"Your people! Bosh! You don't even know that! You may be the son of the +richest man in New York for all you know." + +"The more shame mine, then, if he left me where you found me! Mr. Endicott, +have you ever been down in the alley where I used to live? Do you know the +conditions down there?" + +"No, nor I don't want to go. And what's more I don't want you to go again. +Whatever you were or are, you ought to see that you are mine now. Why, +youngster, how do you know but you were kidnapped for a ransom, and the +game went awry? There are a thousand explanations of your unknown presence +there. You may have been lost--" + +"Then have I not a debt to the people with whom I lived!" + +"Oh, poppycock!" exclaimed the man angrily. "We'd better close the +conversation. You understand how I feel. If you think it over and change +your mind come back and tell me within the week. I sail Saturday for +Europe. I may not be back in three or four months. If you don't make +up your mind before I go you can write to me here at the office and my +secretary will forward it. You have disappointed me beyond anything I could +have dreamed. I am sure when you think it over you will see how wrong you +are and change your mind. Until then, good-bye!" + +Michael arose dismissed, but he could not go that way. + +"I shall not change my mind," he said sadly, "but it is terrible not to +have you understand. Won't you let me tell you all about it? Won't you let +me explain?" + +"No, I don't want to hear any explanations. There is only one thing for me +to understand and that is that you think more of a set of vagabonds in an +alley than you do of my request!" + +"No! That is not true!" said Michael. "I think more of you than of any +living man. I do not believe I could love you more if you were my own +father. I would give my life for you this minute--" + +"There is an old word somewhere that says, 'To obey is better than +sacrifice.' Most people think they would rather be great heroes than do the +simple every-day things demanded of them. The test does not always prove +that they would--" + +Michael's head went up almost haughtily, but there were great tears in his +eyes. Endicott dropped his own gaze from that sorrowful face. He knew his +words were false and cruel. He knew that Michael would not hesitate a +second to give his life. But the man could not bear to be withstood. + +"If you feel that way I cannot take this!" Michael sadly, proudly held out +the check. + +"As you please!" said Endicott curtly. "There's the waste-basket. Put it in +if you like. It isn't mine any longer. You may spend it as you please. My +conditions have nothing to do with what is past. If you do not prize my +gift to you by all means throw it away." + +With a glance that would have broken Endicott's heart if he had not been +too stubborn to look up, Michael slowly folded the check and put it back +into his pocket. + +"I do prize it," he said, "and I prize it because you gave it to me. It +meant and always will mean a great deal to me." + +"H'm!" + +"There is one more thing perhaps I ought to tell you," hesitated Michael +"The farm. I am using it in my work for those people. Perhaps you will not +approve of that--" + +"I have nothing further to do with the farm. You bought it, I believe. You +desired to pay for it when you were earning enough money to be able to do +so. That time has not yet come, therefore nothing further need be said. It +is your farm and you may use it as a pleasure park for pigs if you like. I +don't go back on my bargains. Good afternoon." + +Endicott turned to the 'phone, took up the receiver and called up a number. +Michael saw that the conversation was ended. Slowly, with heavy step and +heavier heart, he went out of the office. + +There were new lines of sadness on Michael's face that day, and when he +went down to the alley that evening his gentleness with all the little +"kids," and with the older ones, was so great that they looked at him more +than once with a new kind of awe and wonder. It was the gentleness of +sacrifice, of sacrifice for them, that was bringing with it the pain of +love. + +Old Sal who came over to "look in" that evening, as she put it, shook her +head as she stumped back to her rejuvenated room with its gaudy flowered +wall, bit of white curtain and pot of flowers in the window, all the work +of Michael and his follower Sam. + +"I'm thinkin' he'll disuppeer one o' these days. Ye'll wake up an' he'll +be gahn. He's not of this worrld. He'll sprid his wings an' away. He's a +man-angel, thet's wot he is!" + +Michael went home that night and wrote a letter to Mr. Endicott that would +have broken a heart of stone, telling his inmost thought; showing his love +and anguish in every sentence; and setting forth simply and unassumingly +the wonderful work he was doing in the alley. + +But though he waited in anxiety day after day he received not a word of +reply. Endicott read the letter every word, and fairly gloated over the +boy's strength, but he was too stubborn to let it be known. Also he rather +enjoyed the test to which he was putting him. + +Michael even watched the outgoing vessels on Saturday, looked up the +passenger lists, went down to the wharf and tried to see him before he +sailed, but for some reason was unable to get in touch with him. + +Standing sadly on the wharf as the vessel sailed he caught sight of +Endicott, but though he was sure he had been seen he received no sign of +recognition, and he turned away sick at heart, and feeling as if he had for +conscience's sake stabbed one that loved him. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + + +Those were trying days for Michael. + +The weather had turned suddenly very warm. The office was sometimes +stifling. The daily routine got upon his nerves, he who had never before +known that he had nerves. There was always the aching thought that Starr +was gone from him--forever--and now he had by his own word cut loose from +her father--forever! His literal heart saw no hope in the future. + +About that time, too, another sorrow fell upon him. He was glancing over +the paper one morning on his way to the office, and his eye fell on the +following item: + + LONE TRAIN BANDIT HURT IN FIGHT AFTER GETTING LOOT + + Captured by Conductor After He Had Rifled Mail Bags on Union Pacific + Express + + Topeka, Kan., July--. A daring bandit was captured last night a + he had robbed the mail car on Union Pacific train No. ---- which left + Kansas City for Denver at 10 o'clock. + + The train known as the Denver Express, carrying heavy mail, was just + leaving Kansas City, when a man ran across the depot platform and + leaped into the mail car through the open door. The clerk in charge + faced the man, who aimed a revolver at him. He was commanded to bind + and gag his five associates, and obeyed. The robber then went through + all the registered pouches, stuffing the packages into his pockets. + Then he commanded the clerk to untie his comrades. + + At Bonner Springs where the train made a brief stop the bandit ordered + the men to continue their work, so as not to attract the attention of + persons at the station. When Lawrence was reached the robber dropped + from the car and ran toward the rear of the train. The conductor + summoned two Lawrence policemen and all three followed. After a quick + race, and a struggle during which the bandit's arm was broken, he was + captured. It appears that the prisoner is an old offender, for whom the + police of New York have been searching in vain for the past ten months. + He is known in the lower districts of New York City as "Fighting Buck," + and has a list of offenses against him too numerous to mention. + +Michael did not know why his eye had been attracted to the item nor why he +had read the article through to the finish. It was not the kind of thing +he cared to read; yet of late all crime and criminals had held a sort of +sorrowful fascination for him. "It is what I might have done if I had +stayed in the alley," he would say to himself when he heard of some +terrible crime that had been committed. + +But when he reached the end of the article and saw Buck's name his heart +seemed to stand still. + +Buck! The one of all his old comrades whom he had loved the most, who had +loved him, and sacrificed for him; to whom he had written and sent money; +whose brain was brighter and whose heart bigger than any of the others; for +whom he had searched in vain, and found only to lose before he had seen +him; whom he had hoped yet to find and to save. Buck had done this, and was +caught in his guilt. And a government offense, too, robbing the mail bags! +It would mean long, hard service. It would mean many years before Michael +could help him to the right kind of life, even if ever. + +He asked permission to leave the office that afternoon, and took the train +down to the farm where Sam had been staying for some weeks. He read the +article to him, hoping against hope that Sam would say there was some +mistake; would know somehow that Buck was safe. But Sam listened with +lowering countenance, and when the reading was finished he swore a great +oath, such as he had not uttered before in Michael's presence, and Michael +knew that the story must be true. + +Nothing could be done now. The law must have its course, but Michael's +heart was heavy with the weight of what might have been if he could but +have found Buck sooner. The next day he secured permission to begin his +vacation at once, and in spite of great need of his presence at Old Orchard +he took the train for Kansas. He felt that he must see Buck at once. + +All during that long dismal ride Michael's heart was beating over and over +with the story of his own life. "I might have done this thing. I would have +dared and thought it brave if I had not been taught better. I might be even +now in jail with a broken arm and a useless life: the story of my crime +might be bandied through the country in the newspapers if it had not been +for Mr. Endicott--and little Starr! And yet I have hurt his feelings and +alienated his great kindness by refusing his request. Was there no other +way? Was there no other way?" And always his conscience answered, "There +was no other way!" + +Michael, armed with a letter from the senior Holt to a powerful member +of western municipal affairs, found entrance to Buck in his miserable +confinement quite possible. He dawned upon his one-time friend, out of the +darkness of the cell, as a veritable angel of light. Indeed, Buck, waking +from a feverish sleep on his hard little cot, moaning and cursing with the +pain his arm was giving him, started up and looked at him with awe and +horror! The light from the corridor caught the gold in Michael's hair and +made his halo perfect; and Buck thought for the moment that some new terror +had befallen him, and he was in the hands of the angel of death sent to +summon him to a final judgment for all his misdeeds. + +But Michael met his old friend with tenderness, and a few phrases that had +been wont to express their childish loyalty; and Buck, weakened by the +fever and the pain, and more than all by his own defeat and capture, broke +down and wept, and Michael wept with him. + +"It might have been me instead of you, Buck. If I had stayed behind, I'd +have done all those things. I see it clearly. I might have been lying here +and you out and free. Buck, if it could give you my chance in life, and +help you see it all as I do I'd gladly lie here and take your place." + +"Mikky! Mikky!" cried Buck. "It's me own Mikky! You was allus willin' to +take de rubs! But, Mikky, ef you'd hed de trainin' you'd hev made de fine +robber! You'd hev been a peach an' no mistake!" + +Michael had found a soft spot in the warden's heart and succeeded in doing +a number of little things for Buck's comfort. He hunted up the chaplain and +secured a promise from him to teach Buck to read and write, and also to +read to him all letters that Buck received, until such a time as he should +be able to read them for himself. He sent a pot of roses with buds and full +bloom to perfume the dark cell, and he promised to write often; while Buck +on his part could only say over and over; "Oh, Mikky! Mikky! Ef we wos oney +kids agin! Oh, Mikky, I'll git out o' here yit an' find ye. Ye'll not be +ashamed o' me. Ef I oney hadn't a bungled de job. It were a bum job! Mikky! +A bum job!" + +Michael saw that there was little use in talking to Buck about his sin. +Buck had nothing whatever to build upon in the line of morals. To be loyal +to his friends, and to do his "work" so that he would not get caught were +absolutely the only articles in his creed. To get ahead of the rich, to +take from them that which was theirs if he could, regardless of life or +consequences, that was virtue; the rich were enemies, and his daring code +of honor gave them the credit of equal courage with himself. They must +outwit him or lose. If they died it was "all in the day's work" and their +loss. When his turn came he would take his medicine calmly. But the trouble +with Buck now was that he had "bungled the job." It was a disgrace on his +profession. Things had been going against him lately, and he was "down on +his luck." + +Michael went back from the West feeling that the brief time allowed him +with Buck was all too short for what he wanted to do for him; yet he felt +that it had been worth the journey. Buck appreciated his sympathy, if he +did not have an adequate sense of his own sinfulness. Michael had talked +and pitied and tried to make Buck see, but Buck saw not, and Michael went +home to hope and write and try to educate Buck through sheer love. It was +all he saw to do. + +It was about this time that Michael began to receive money in small sums, +anonymously, through the mail. "For your work" the first was labelled and +the remittances that followed had no inscriptions. They were not always +addressed in the same hand, and never did he know the writing. Sometimes +there would be a ten-dollar bill, sometimes a twenty, and often more, +and they came irregularly, enclosed in a thin, inner envelope of foreign +looking paper. Michael wondered sometimes if Starr could have sent them, +but that was impossible of course, for she knew nothing of his work, +and they were always postmarked New York. He discovered that such thin +foreign-looking envelopes could be had in New York, and after that he +abandoned all idea of trying to solve the mystery. It was probably some +queer, kind person who did not wish to be known. He accepted the help +gladly and broadened his plans for the farm accordingly. + +Sam and his five friends had gone down early in the spring, bunking in the +old house, and enjoying the outing immensely. Under Sam's captaincy, and +the tutelage of an old farmer whom Michael had found, who could not work +much himself but could direct, the work had gone forward; Michael himself +coming down Saturdays, and such of the tail ends of the afternoons as he +could get. It is true that many mistakes were made through ignorance, and +more through stupidity. It is true that no less than five times the whole +gang went on a strike until Michael should return to settle some dispute +between the new scientific farming that he had taught them, and some old +superstition, or clumsy practice of the farmer's. But on the whole they did +tolerably good work. + +The farm colony had been meantime increasing. Michael picked them up in +the alley; they came to him and asked to be taken on for a trial. They had +heard of the experiment through Sam, or one of the other boys who had come +back to the city for a day on some errand for the farm. + +One glorious summer morning Michael took ten small eager newsboys down +to pick wild strawberries for the day, and they came back dirty, tired, +strawberry streaked, and happy, and loudly sang the praises of Old Orchard +as though it had been a Heaven. After that Michael had no trouble in +transplanting any one he wished to take with him. + +He found a poor wretch who had lately moved with his family to one of the +crowded tenements in the alley. He was sodden in drink and going to +pieces fast. Michael sobered him down, found that he used to be a master +carpenter, and forthwith transplanted him to Old Orchard, family and all. + +Under the hand of the skilled carpenter there sprang up immediately a +colony of tents and later small one-roomed shacks or bungalows. Michael +bought lumber and found apprentices to help, and the carpenter of the +colony repaired barns and outhouses, fences, or built shacks, whenever the +head of affairs saw fit to need another. + +The only person in the whole alley whom Michael had invited in vain to the +farm was old Sally. She had steadily refused to leave her gaily papered +room, her curtained window and her geranium. It was a symbol of "ould +Ireland" to her, and she felt afraid of this new place of Michael's. It +seemed to her superstitious fancy like an immediate door to a Heaven, from +which she felt herself barred by her life. It assumed a kind of terror to +her thoughts. She was not ready to leave her little bit of life and take +chances even for Michael. And so old Sal sat on her doorstep and watched +the alley dwellers come and go, listening with interest to each new account +of the farm, but never willing to see for herself. Perhaps the secret of +her hesitation after all went deeper than superstition. She had received +private information that Old Orchard had no Rum Shop around the corner. Old +Sally could not run any risks, so she stayed at home. + +But the carpenter's wife was glad to cook for the men when the busy days of +planting and weeding and harvesting came, and the colony grew and grew. Two +or three other men came down with their families, and helped the carpenter +to build them little houses, with a bit of garden back, and a bed of +flowers in front. They could see the distant sea from their tiny porches, +and the river wound its salty silver way on the other hand. It was a great +change from the alley. Not all could stand it, but most of them bore the +summer test well. It would be when winter set its white distance upon them, +chilled the flowers to slumber, and stopped the labor that the testing time +would come; and Michael was thinking about that. + +He began hunting out helpers for his purposes. + +He found a man skilled in agricultural arts and secured his services to +hold a regular school of agriculture during the winter for the men. He +found a poor student at Princeton who could run up on the train daily and +give simple lessons in reading and arithmetic. He impressed it upon Sam and +the other young men that unless they could read for themselves enough to +keep up with the new discoveries in the science other farmers would get +ahead of them and grow bigger potatoes and sweeter ears of corn than they +did. He kept up a continual sunny stream of eager converse with them about +what they were going to do, and how the place was going to grow, until they +felt as if they owned the earth and meant to show the world how well they +were running it. In short, he simply poured his own spirit of enthusiasm +into them, and made the whole hard summer of unaccustomed labor one great +game; and when the proceeds from their first simple crops came in from the +sale of such products as they did not need for their own use in the colony, +Michael carefully divided it among his various workmen and at his wish they +went in a body and each started a bank account at the little National Bank +of the town. It was a very little of course, absurdly little, but it made +the workers feel like millionaires, and word of the successes went back to +the city, and more and more the people were willing to come down, until by +fall there were thirty-eight men, women and children, all told, living on +the farm. + +Of course that made little appreciable difference in the population of the +alley, for as soon as one family moved out another was ready to move in, +and there was plenty of room for Michael's work to go on. Nevertheless, +there were thirty-eight souls on the way to a better knowledge of life, +with clean and wholesome surroundings and a chance to learn how to read and +how to work. + +The carpenter was set to get ready more tiny houses for the next summer's +campaign, the tents were folded away, the spring wheat was all in; the fall +plowing and fertilizing completed and whatever else ought to be done to +a farm for its winter sleep; half a dozen cows were introduced into the +settlement and a roomy chicken house and run prepared. Sam set about +studying incubators, and teaching his helpers. Then when the cranberries +were picked the colony settled down to its study. + +The Princeton student and the agricultural student grew deeply interested +in their motley school, and finally produced a young woman who came down +every afternoon for a consideration, and taught a kindergarten, to which +many of the prematurely grown-up mothers came also with great delight and +profit, and incidentally learned how to be better, cleaner, wiser mothers. +The young woman of her own accord added a cooking school for the women and +girls. + +Once a week Michael brought down some one from New York to amuse these poor +childish people. And so the winter passed. + +Once a wealthy friend of Mr. Holt asked to be taken down to see the place, +and after going the rounds of the farm and making himself quite friendly +roasting chestnuts around the great open fire in the "big house," as the +original cottage was called, returned to New York with many congratulations +for Michael. A few days afterward he mailed to Michael the deed of the +adjoining farm of one hundred acres, and Michael, radiant, wondering, began +to know that his dreams for his poor downtrodden people were coming true. +There would be room enough now for many a year to come for the people he +needed to bring down. + +Of course this had not all been done without discouragements. Some of the +most hopeful of the colonists had proved unmanageable, or unwilling to +work; some had run away, or smuggled in some whiskey. There had been two +or three incipient rows, and more than double that number of disappointing +enterprises, but yet, the work was going on. + +And still, there came no word from Mr. Endicott. + +Michael was holding well with his employers, and they were beginning to +talk to him of a partnership with them when he was done, for he had far +outstripped French in his studies, and seemed to master everything he +touched with an eagerness that showed great intellectual appetite. + +He still kept up his work in the little white room in the alley, evenings, +though he divided his labors somewhat with Will French, Miss Semple and +others who had heard of the work and had gradually offered their services. +It had almost become a little settlement or mission in itself. The one +room had become two and a bath; then the whole first floor with a small +gymnasium. French was the enthusiastic leader in this, and Hester Semple +had done many things for the little children and women. The next set of +colonists for Michael's farm were always being got ready and were spoken of +as "eligibles" by the workers. + +Hester Semple had proved to be a most valuable assistant, ever ready with +suggestions, tireless and as enthusiastic as Michael himself. Night after +night the three toiled, and came home happily together. The association +with the two was very sweet to Michael, whose heart was famished for +friends and relations who "belonged," But it never occurred to Michael to +look on Miss Semple in any other light than friend and fellow worker. + +Will French and Michael were coming home from the office one afternoon +together, and talking eagerly of the progress at the farm. + +"When you get married, Endicott," said Will, "you must build a handsome +bungalow or something for your summer home, down there on that knoll just +overlooking the river where you can see the sea in the distance." + +Michael grew sober at once. + +"I don't expect ever to be married, Will," he said after a pause, with one +of his far-away looks, and his chin up, showing that what he had said was +an indisputable fact. + +"The Dickens!" said Will stopping in his walk and holding up Michael. "She +hasn't refused you, has she?" + +"Refused me? Who? What do you mean?" asked Michael looking puzzled. + +"Why, Hester--Miss Semple. She hasn't turned you down, old chap?" + +"Miss Semple! Why, Will, you never thought--you don't think she ever +thought--?" + +"Well, I didn't know," said Will embarrassedly, "it looked pretty much like +it sometimes. There didn't seem much show for me. I've thought lately you +had it all settled and were engaged sure." + +"Oh, Will," said Michael in that tone that showed his soul was moved to its +depth. + +"I say, old chap!" said Will, "I'm fiercely sorry I've butted in to your +affairs. I never dreamed you'd feel like this. But seeing I have, would +you mind telling me if you'll give me a good send off with Hester? Sort of +'bless-you-my-son,' you know; and tell me you don't mind if I go ahead and +try my luck." + +"With all my heart, Will. I never thought of it, but I believe it would be +great for you both. You seem sort of made for each other." + +"It's awfully good of you to say so," said Will, "but I'm afraid Hester +doesn't think so. She's all taken up with you." + +"Not at all!" said Michael eagerly. "Not in the least. I've never noticed +it. I'm sure she likes you best." + +And it was so from that night that Michael almost always had some excuse +for staying later at the room, or for going somewhere else for a little +while so that he would have to leave them half way home; and Hester and +Will from that time forth walked together more and more. Thus Michael took +his lonely way, cut off from even this friendly group. + +And the summer and the winter made the second year of the colony at Old +Orchard. + +Then, the following spring Starr Endicott and her mother came home and +things began to happen. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + + +Starr was eighteen when she returned, and very beautiful. Society was made +at once aware of her presence. + +Michael, whose heart was ever on the alert to know of her, and to find out +where Mr. Endicott was, saw the first notice in the paper. + +Three times had Endicott crossed the water to visit his wife and daughter +during their stay abroad, and every time Michael had known and anxiously +awaited some sign of his return. He had read the society columns now for +two years solely for the purpose of seeing whether anything would be said +about the Endicott family, and he was growing wondrously wise in the ways +of the society world. + +Also, he had come to know society a little in another way. + +Shortly after his last interview with Endicott Miss Emily Holt, daughter of +the senior member of the firm of Holt and Holt, had invited Michael to dine +with her father and herself; and following this had come an invitation to a +house party at the Holts' country seat. This came in the busy season of the +farm work; but Michael, anxious to please his employers, took a couple of +days off and went. And he certainly enjoyed the good times to the full. He +had opportunity to renew his tennis in which he had been a master hand, and +to row and ride, in both of which he excelled. Also, he met a number of +pleasant people who accepted him for the splendid fellow he looked to be +and asked not who he was. Men of his looks and bearing came not in their +way every day and Michael was good company wherever he went. + +However, when it came to the evenings, Michael was at a loss. He could not +dance nor talk small talk. He was too intensely in earnest for society's +ways, and they did not understand. He could talk about the books he had +read, and the things he had thought, but they were great thoughts and not +at all good form for a frivolous company to dwell upon. One did not want a +problem in economics or a deep philosophical question thrust upon one at a +dance. Michael became a delightful but difficult proposition for the girls +present, each one undertaking to teach him how to talk in society, but each +in turn making a miserable failure. At last Emily Holt herself set out to +give him gentle hints on light conversation and found herself deep in a +discussion of Wordsworth's poems about which she knew absolutely nothing, +and in which Michael's weary soul had been steeping itself lately. + +Miss Holt retired in laughing defeat, at last, and advised her protégé to +take a course of modern novels. Michael, always serious, took her at her +word, and with grave earnestness proceeded to do so; but his course ended +after two or three weeks. He found them far from his taste, the most of +them too vividly portraying the sins of his alley in a setting of high +life. Michael had enough of that sort of thing in real life, and felt +he could not stand the strain of modern fiction, so turned back to his +Wordsworth again and found soothing and mental stimulus. + +But there followed other invitations, some of which he accepted and some +of which he declined. Still, the handsome, independent young Adonis was +in great demand in spite of his peculiar habit of always being in earnest +about everything. Perhaps they liked him and ran after him but the more +because of his inaccessibility, and the fact that he was really doing +something in the world. For it began to be whispered about among those who +knew--and perhaps Emily Holt was the originator--that Michael was going +to be something brilliant in the world of worth-while-things one of these +days. + +The tickets that Endicott promised him had arrived in due time, and anxious +to please his benefactor, even in his alienation, Michael faithfully +attended concerts and lectures, and enjoyed them to the full, borrowing +from his hours of sleep to make up what he had thus spent, rather than from +his work or his study. And thus he grew in knowledge of the arts, and in +love of all things great, whether music, or pictures, or great minds. + +Matters stood thus when Starr appeared on the scene. + +The young girl made her début that winter, and the papers were full of +her pictures and the entertainments given in her honor. She was dined and +danced and recepted day after day and night after night, and no débutante +had ever received higher praise of the critics for beauty, grace, and charm +of manner. + +Michael read them all, carefully cut out and preserved a few pleasant +things that were written about her, looked at the pictures, and turned from +the pomp and pride of her triumph to the little snapshot of herself on +horseback in the Park with her groom, which she had sent to him when she +was a little girl. That was his, and his alone, but these others belonged +to the world, the world in which he had no part. + +For from all this gaiety of society Michael now held aloof. Invitations +he received, not a few, for he was growing more popular every day, but he +declined them all. A fine sense of honor kept him from going anywhere that +Starr was sure to be. He had a right, of course, and it would have been +pleasant in a way to have her see that he was welcome in her world; but +always there was before his mental vision the memory of her mother's biting +words as she put him down from the glorified presence of her world, into an +existence of shame and sin and sorrow. He felt that Starr was so far above +him that he must not hurt her by coming too near. And so, in deference to +the vow that he had taken when the knowledge of his unworthiness had first +been presented to him, he stayed away. + +Starr, as she heard more and more of his conquests in her world, wondered +and was piqued that he came not near her. And one day meeting him by chance +on Fifth Avenue, she greeted him graciously and invited him to call. + +Michael thanked her with his quiet manner, while his heart was in a tumult +over her beauty, and her dimpled smiles that blossomed out in the old +childish ways, only still more beautifully, it seemed to him. He went in +the strength of that smile many days: but he did not go to call upon her. + +The days passed into weeks and months, and still he did not appear, and +Starr, hearing more of his growing inaccessibility, determined to show the +others that she could draw him out of his shell. She humbled her Endicott +pride and wrote him a charming little note asking him to call on one of the +"afternoons" when she and her mother held court. But Michael, though he +treasured the note, wrote a graceful, but decided refusal. + +This angered the young woman, exceedingly, and she decided to cut him out +of her good graces entirely. And indeed the whirl of gaiety in which +she was involved scarcely gave her time for remembering old friends. In +occasional odd moments when she thought of him at all, it was with a vague +kind of disappointment, that he too, with all the other things of her +childhood, had turned out to be not what she had thought. + +But she met him face to face one bright Sunday afternoon as she walked on +the avenue with one of the many courtiers who eagerly attended her every +step. He was a slender, handsome young fellow, with dark eyes and hair and +reckless mouth. There were jaded lines already around his youthful eyes and +lips. His name was Stuyvesant Carter. Michael recognized him at once. His +picture had been in the papers but the week before as leader with Starr of +the cotillion. His presence with her in the bright sunny afternoon was to +Michael like a great cloud of trouble looming out of a perfect day. He +looked and looked again, his expressive eyes searching the man before him +to the depths, and then going to the other face, beautiful, innocent, +happy. + +Michael was walking with Hester Semple. + +Now Hester, in her broadcloth tailored suit, and big black hat with plumes, +was a pretty sight, and she looked quite distinguished walking beside +Michael, whose garments seemed somehow always to set him off as if they had +been especially designed for him; and after whom many eyes were turned as +he passed by. + +Had it been but the moment later, or even three minutes before, Will French +would have been with them and Michael would have been obviously a third +member of the party, for he was most careful in these days to let them both +know that he considered they belonged together. But Will had stopped a +moment to speak to a business acquaintance, and Hester and Michael were +walking slowly ahead until he should rejoin them. + +"Look!" said Hester excitedly. "Isn't that the pretty Miss Endicott whose +picture is in the papers so much? I'm sure it must be, though she's ten +times prettier than any of her pictures." + +But Michael needed not his attention called. He was already looking with +all his soul in his eyes. + +As they came opposite he lifted his hat with, such marked, deference to +Starr that young Stuyvesant Carter turned and looked at him insolently, +with a careless motion of his own hand toward his hat. But Starr, with +brilliant cheeks, and eyes that looked straight at Michael, continued her +conversation with her companion and never so much as by the flicker of an +eyelash recognized her former friend. + +It was but an instant in the passing, and Hester was so taken up with +looking at the beauty of the idol of society that she never noticed +Michael's lifted hat until they were passed. Then Will French joined them +breezily. + +"Gee whiz, but she's a peach, isn't she?" he breathed as he took his place +beside Hester, and Michael dropped behind, "but I suppose it'll all rub +off. They say most of those swells aren't real." + +"I think she's real!" declared Hester. "Her eyes are sweet and her smile +is charming. The color on her cheeks wasn't put on like paint. I just love +her. I believe I'd like to know her. She certainly is beautiful, and she +doesn't look a bit spoiled. Did you ever see such eyes?" + +"They aren't half as nice as a pair of gray ones I know," said Will looking +meaningfully at them as they were lifted smiling to his. + +"Will, you mustn't say such things--on the street--anyway--and Michael +just behind--Why, where is Michael? See! He has dropped away behind and +is walking slowly. Will, does Michael know Miss Endicott? I never thought +before about their names being the same. But he lifted his hat to her--and +she simply stared blankly at him as if she had never seen him before." + +"The little snob!" said Will indignantly. "I told you they were all +artificial. I believe they are some kind of relation or other. Come to +think of it I believe old Endicott introduced Michael into our office. +Maybe she hasn't seen him in a long time and has forgotten him." + +"No one who had once known Michael could ever forget him," said Hester with +conviction. + +"No, I suppose that's so," sighed Will, looking at her a trifle wistfully. + +After the incident of this meeting Michael kept more and more aloof from +even small entrances into society; and more and more he gave his time to +study and to work among the poor. + +So the winter passed in a round of gaieties, transplanted for a few weeks +to Palm Beach, then back again to New York, then to Tuxedo for the summer, +and Michael knew of it all, yet had no part any more in it, for now she had +cut him out of her life herself, and he might not even cherish her bright +smiles and words of the past. She did not wish to know him. It was right, +it was just; it was best; but it was agony! + +Michael's fresh color grew white that year, and he looked more like the +man-angel than ever as he came and went in the alley; old Sally from her +doorstep, drawing nearer and nearer to her own end, saw it first, and +called daily attention to the spirit-look of Michael as he passed. + +One evening early in spring, Michael was starting home weary and unusually +discouraged. Sam had gone down to the farm with Jim to get ready for the +spring work, and find out just how things were going and what was needed +from the city. Jim was developing into a tolerably dependable fellow save +for his hot temper, and Michael missed them from, the alley work, for the +rooms were crowded now every night. True Hester and Will were faithful, but +they were so much taken up with one another in these days that he did not +like to trouble them with unusual cases, and he had no one with whom to +counsel. Several things had been going awry and he was sad. + +Hester and Will were ahead walking slowly as usual. Michael locked the door +with a sigh and turned to follow them, when he saw in the heavy shadows +on the other side of the court two figures steal from one of the openings +between the houses and move along toward the end of the alley. Something in +their demeanor made Michael watch them instinctively. As they neared the +end of the alley toward the street they paused a moment and one of the +figures stole back lingeringly. He thought he recognized her as a girl +cursed with more than the usual amount of beauty. She disappeared into the +darkness of the tenement, but the other after looking back a moment kept on +toward the street. Michael quickened his steps and came to the corner at +about the same time, crossing over as the other man passed the light and +looking full in his face. + +To his surprise he saw that the man was Stuyvesant Carter! + +With an exclamation of disgust and horror Michael stepped full in the +pathway of the man and blocked, his further passage. + +"What are you doing here?" He asked in tones that would have made a brave +man tremble. + +Stuyvesant Carter glared at the vision that had suddenly stopped his way, +drew his hat down over his evil eyes and snarled: "Get out of my way or +you'll be sorry! I'm probably doing the same thing that you're doing here!" + +"Probably not!" said Michael with meaning tone. "You know you can mean no +good to a girl like that one you were just with. Come down here again at +your peril! And if I hear of you're having anything to do with that girl +I'll take means to have the whole thing made public." + +"Indeed!" said young Carter insolently. "Is she your girl? I think not! And +who are you anyway?" + +"You'll find out if you come down here again!" said Michael his fingers +fairly aching to grip the gentlemanly villain before him. "Now get out of +here at once or you may not be able to walk out." + +"I'll get out when I like!" sneered the other, nevertheless backing rapidly +away through the opening given him. When he had reached a safe distance, he +added, tantalizingly: "And I'll come back when I like, too." + +"Very well, I shall be ready for you, Mr. Carter!" + +Michael's tones were clear and distinct and could be heard two blocks away +in the comparative stillness of the city night. At sound of his real name +spoken fearlessly in such environment, the leader of society slid away into +the night as if he had suddenly been erased from the perspective; nor did +sound of footsteps linger from his going. + +"Who was dat guy?" + +It was a small voice that spoke at Michael's elbow. Hester and Will were +far down the street in the other direction and had forgotten Michael. + +Michael turned and saw one of his smallest "kids" crouching in the shadow +beside him. + +"Why, Tony, are you here yet? You ought to have been asleep long ago." + +"Was dat de ike wot comes to see Lizzie?" + +"See here, Tony, what do you know about this?" + +Whereupon Tony proceeded, to unfold a tale that made Michael's heart sick. +"Lizzie, she's got swell sence she went away to work to a res'trant at de +sheeshole. She ain't leavin' her ma hev her wages, an' she wears fierce +does, like de swells!" finished Tony solemnly as if these things were the +worst of all that he had told. + +So Michael sent Tony to his rest and went home with a heavy heart, to wake +and think through the night long what he should do to save Starr, his +bright beautiful Starr, from the clutches of this human vampire. + +When morning dawned Michael knew what he was going to do. He had decided to +go to Mr. Endicott and tell him the whole story. Starr's father could and +would protect her better than he could. + +As early as he could get away from the office he hurried to carry out his +purpose, but on arriving at Mr. Endicott's office he was told that the +gentleman had sailed for Austria and would be absent some weeks, even +months, perhaps, if his business did not mature as rapidly as he hoped. +Michael asked for the address, but when he reached his desk again and tried +to frame a letter that would convey the truth convincingly to the absent +father, who could not read it for more than a week at least, and would +then be thousands of miles away from the scene of action, he gave it up as +useless. Something more effectual must be done and done quickly. + +In the first place he must have facts. He could not do anything until he +knew beyond a shadow of doubt that what he feared was true absolutely. If +he could have told Mr. Endicott all would have been different; he was a man +and could do his own investigating if he saw fit. Michael might have left +the matter in his hands. But he could not tell him. + +If there was some other male member of the family to whom he could go with +the warning, he must be very sure of his ground before he spoke. If there +were no such man friend or relative of the family he must do something +else--what? He shrank from thinking. + +And so with the sources open to a keen lawyer, he went to work to ferret +out the life and doings of Stuyvesant Carter; and it is needless to say +that he unearthed a lot of information that was so sickening in its nature +that he felt almost helpless before it. It was appalling--and the more so +because of the rank and station of the man. If he had been brought up in +the slums one might have expected--but this! + +The second day, Michael, haggard and worn with the responsibility, started +out to find that useful male relative of the Endicott family. There seemed +to be no such person. The third morning he came to the office determined +to tell the whole story to Mr. Holt, senior, and ask his advice and aid in +protecting Starr; but to his dismay he found that Mr. Holt, senior, had +been taken seriously ill with heart trouble, and it might be weeks before +he was able to return to the office. + +Deeply grieved and utterly baffled, the young man tried to think what to do +next. The junior Mr. Holt had never encouraged confidences, and would not +be likely to help in this matter. He must do something himself. + +And now Michael faced two alternatives. + +There were only two people to whom the story could be told, and they were +Starr herself, and her mother! + +Tell Starr all he knew he could not. To tell her anything of this story +would be gall and wormwood! To have to drop a hint that would blacken +another man's character would place him in a most awkward position. To +think of doing it was like tearing out his heart for her to trample upon. + +Yet on the other hand Michael would far rather go into battle and face a +thousand bristling cannon mouths than meet the mother on her own ground and +tell her what he had to tell, while her steel-cold eyes looked him through +and through or burned him with scorn and unbelief. He had an instinctive +feeling that he should fail if he went to her. + +At last he wrote a note to Starr: + + +"Dear Miss Endicott: + +"Can you let me have a brief interview at your convenience and just as soon +as possible? I have a favor to ask of you which I most earnestly hope you +will be willing to grant. + +"Sincerely yours, + +"Michael." + + +He sent the note off with fear and trembling. Every word had been carefully +considered and yet it haunted him continually that he might have written +differently. Would she grant the interview? If she did not what then should +he do? + +The next day he received a ceremonious little note on creamy paper crested +with a silver star monogramed in blue: + + +"Miss Endicott will receive Mr. Endicott to-morrow morning at eleven." + + +A shiver ran through him as he read, and consigned the elegant +communication to his waste-basket. It was not from his Starr. It was from +a stranger. And yet, the subtle perfume that stole forth from the envelope +reminded him of her. On second thought he drew it forth again and put it in +his pocket. After all she had granted the interview, and this bit of paper +was a part of her daily life; it had come from her, she had written it, and +sent it to him. It was therefore precious. + +Starr had been more than usually thoughtful when she read Michael's note. +It pleased her that at last she had brought him to her feet, though not for +the world would she let him know it. Doubtless he wished her influence for +some position or other that he would have asked her father instead if he +had been at home. Starr knew nothing of the alienation between her father +and Michael. But Michael should pay for his request, in humility at least. +Therefore she sent her cool little stab of ceremony to call him to her. + +But Michael did not look in the least humiliated as he entered the +luxurious library where Starr had chosen to receive him. His manner was +grave and assured, and he made no sign of the tumult it gave him to see her +thus in her own home once more where all her womanliness and charm were but +enhanced by the luxury about her. + +He came forward to greet her just as if she had not cut him dead the very +last time they met; and Starr as she regarded him was struck with wonder +over the exalted beauty of manhood that was his unique dower. + +"Thank you for letting me come," he said simply. "I will not intrude long +upon your time--" + +Starr had a strange sensation of fear lest he was going to slip away from +her again before she was willing. + +"Oh, that is all right," she said graciously; "won't you sit down. I am +always glad to do a favor for a friend of my childhood." + +It was a sentence she had rehearsed many times in her mind, and it was +meant to convey reproach and indifference in the extreme, but somehow +as she fluttered into a great leather chair she felt that her voice was +trembling and she had miserably failed in what she had meant to do. She +felt strangely ashamed of her attitude, with those two dear soulful eyes +looking straight at her. It reminded her of the way he had looked when he +told her in the Florida chapel long ago that nobody but herself had ever +kissed him--and she had kissed him then. Suppose he should be going to ask +her to do it again! The thought made her cheeks rosy, and her society air +deserted her entirely. But of course he would not do that. It was a crazy +thought. What was the matter with her anyway, and why did she feel so +unnerved? Then Michael spoke. + +"May I ask if you know a man by the name of Stuyvesant Carter?" + +Starr looked startled, and then stiffened slightly. + +"I do!" she answered graciously. "He is one of my intimate friends. Is +there anything he can do for you that you would like my intercession?" + +Starr smiled graciously. She thought she understood the reason for +Michael's call now, and she was pleased to think how easily she could grant +his request. The idea of introducing the two was stimulating. She was +pondering what a handsome pair of men they were, and so different from each +other. + +But Michael's clear voice startled her again out of her complacence. + +"Thank God there is not!" he said, and his tone had that in it that made +Starr sit up and put on all her dignity. + +"Indeed!" she said with asperity, her eyes flashing. + +"Pardon me, Miss Endicott," Michael said sadly. "You do not understand my +feeling, of course!" + +"I certainly do not." All Starr's icicle sentences were inherited from her +mother. + +"And I cannot well explain," he went on sadly. "I must ask you to take it +on trust. The favor I have come to ask is this, that you will not have +anything further to do with that young man until your father's return. I +know this may seem very strange to you, but believe me if you understood +you would not hesitate to do what I have asked." + +Michael held her with his look and with his earnest tones. For a moment she +could not speak from sheer astonishment at his audacity. Then she froze him +with a look copied from her mother's haughty manner. + +"And what reason can you possibly give for such an extraordinary request?" +she asked at last, when his look compelled an answer. + +"I cannot give you a reason," he said gravely. "You must trust me that this +is best. Your father will explain to you when he comes." + +Another pause and then Starr haughtily asked: + +"And you really think that I would grant such a ridiculous request which +in itself implies a lack of trust in the character of one of my warmest +friends?" + +"I most earnestly hope that you will," answered Michael. + +In spite of her hauteur she could not but be impressed by Michael's manner. +His grave tones and serious eyes told hear heart that here was something +out of the ordinary, at least she gave Michael credit for thinking there +was. + +"I certainly shall not do anything of the kind without a good reason for +it." Starr's tone was determined and cold. + +"And I can give you no reason beyond telling you that he is not such a man +as a friend of yours should be." + +"What do you mean?" + +"Please do not ask me. Please trust me and give me your promise. At least +wait until I can write to your father." + +Starr rose with a look of her father's stubbornness now in her pretty face. + +"I wish to be told," she demanded angrily. + +"You would not wish to be told if you knew," he answered. + +She stood looking at him steadily for a full moment, then with a graceful +toss of her lovely head, she said haughtily: + +"I must decline to accede to your request, Mr. Endicott. You will excuse +me, I have a luncheon engagement now." + +She stood aside for him to go out the door, but as he rose with pleading +still in his eyes, he said: + +"You will write to your father and tell him what I have said? You will wait +until you hear from him?" + +"It is impossible, Mr. Endicott." Starr's tone was freezing now, and he +could see that she was very angry. "Mr. Carter is my friend!" she flung at +him as he passed her and went out into the hall. + +Another night of anguish brought Michael face to face with the necessity +for an interview with Starr's mother. + +Taking his cue from the hour Starr had set for his call, he went a little +before eleven o'clock and sent up the card of the firm with his own name +written below; for he had very serious doubts of obtaining an interview at +all if the lady thought he might be there on his own business. + +It is doubtful whether Mrs. Endicott recognized the former "Mikky" +under the title written below his most respectable law firm's name. Any +representative of Holt and Holt was to be recognized of course. She came +down within a half hour, quite graciously with lorgnette in her hand, until +she had reached the centre of the reception room where he had been put +to await her. Then Michael arose, almost from the same spot where she had +addressed him nearly four years before, the halo of the morning shining +through the high window on his hair, and with a start and stiffening of her +whole form she recognized him. + +"Oh, it is _you_!" There was that in her tone that argued ill for Michael's +mission, but with grave and gentle bearing he began: + +"Madam, I beg your pardon for the intrusion. I would not have come if there +had been any other way. I tried to find Mr. Endicott but was told he had +sailed--" + +"You needn't waste your time, and mine. I shall do nothing for you. As I +told you before, if I remember, I think far too much already has been done +for you and I never felt that you had the slightest claim upon our bounty. +I must refuse to hear any hard luck stories." + +Michael's face was a study. Indignation, shame and pity struggled with a +sudden sense of the ridiculousness of the situation. + +What he did was to laugh, a rich, clear, musical laugh that stopped the +lady's tirade better than he could have done it in any other way. + +"Well! Really! Have you come to insult me?" she said angrily. "I will call +a servant," and she stepped curtly toward the bell. + +"Madam, I beg your pardon," said Michael quickly, grave at once. "I +intended no insult and I have come to ask no favor of you. I came because +of a serious matter, perhaps a grave danger to your home, which I thought +you should be made acquainted with." + +"Indeed! Well, make haste," said Mrs. Endicott, half mollified. "My time is +valuable. Has some one been planning to rob the house?" + +Michael looked straight in her face and told her briefly a few facts, +delicately worded, forcefully put, which would have convinced the heart of +any true mother that the man before her had none but pure motives. + +Not so this mother. The more Michael talked the stiffer, haughtier, more +hateful, grew her stare; and when he paused, thinking not to utterly +overwhelm her with his facts, she remarked, superciliously: + +"How could you possibly know all these things, unless you had been in the +same places where you claim Mr. Carter has been? But, oh, of course I +forgot! Your former home was there, and so of course you must have many +friends among--ah--_those people_!" She drew her mental skirts away from +contaminating contact as she spoke the last two words, and punctuated them +with a contemptuous look through the lorgnette. + +"But, my dear fellow," she went on adopting the most outrageously +patronizing manner, "you should never trust those people. Of course you +don't understand that, having been away from them so many years among +respectable folks, but they really do not know what the truth is. I doubt +very much whether there is a grain of foundation for all that you have been +telling me." + +"Madam, I have taken pains to look into the matter and I know that +every word which I have been telling you is true. Two of the meet noted +detectives of the city have been making an investigation. I would not have +ventured to come if I had not had indisputable facts to give you." + +Mrs. Endicott arose still holding the lorgnette to her eyes, though she +showed that the interview was drawing to a close: + +"Then young man," she said, "it will be necessary for me to tell you that +the things you have been saying are not considered proper to speak of +before ladies in respectable society. I remember of course your low origin +and lack of breeding and forgive what otherwise I should consider an +insult. Furthermore, let me tell you, that it is not considered honorable +to investigate a gentleman's private life too closely. All young men sow +their wild oats of course, and are probably none the worse for it. In fact, +if a man has not seen life he really is not worth much. It is his own +affair, and no business of yours. I must ask you to refrain from saying +anything of this matter to anyone. Understand? Not a word of it! My husband +would be deeply outraged to know that a young friend of his daughter's, a +man of refinement and position, had been the object of scandal by one who +should honor anyone whom he honors. I really cannot spare any more time +this morning." + +"But madam! You certainly do not mean that you will not investigate this +matter for yourself? You would not let your daughter accept such a man as +her friend--?" + +The lorgnette came into play again but its stare was quite ineffectual +upon Michael's white earnest face. His deep eyes lit with horror at this +monstrous woman who seemed devoid of mother-love. + +"The time has come for you to stop. It is none of your business what I +mean. You have done what you thought was your duty by telling me, now put +the matter entirely out of your mind. Desist at once!" + +With a final stare she swept out of the room and up the broad staircase and +Michael, watching her until she was out of sight, went out of the house +with bowed head and burdened heart. Went out to write a letter to Starr's +father, a letter which would certainly have performed its mission as his +other efforts had failed; but which because of a sudden and unexpected +change of address just missed him at every stopping place, as it travelled +its silent unfruitful way about the world after him, never getting anywhere +until too late. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + + +Starr was very angry with Michael when he left her. There was perhaps more +hurt pride and pique in her anger than she would have cared to own. He had +failed to succumb to her charms, he had not seemed to notice her as other +men did; he had even lost the look of admiration he used to wear when they +were boy and girl. He had refused utterly to tell her what she had a great +curiosity to know. + +She had been sure, was sure yet, that if Michael would tell her what he +had against Stuyvesant Carter she could explain it satisfactorily. Her +flattered little head was almost turned at this time with the adoration she +had received. She thought she knew almost everything that Stuyvesant Carter +had ever done. He was a fluent talker and had spent many hours detailing +to her incidents and anecdotes of his eventful career. He had raced a good +deal and still had several expensive racing cars. There wasn't anything +very dreadful about that except, of course, it was dangerous. He used to +gamble a great deal but he had promised her he would never do it any more +because she thought it unrefined. Of course it wasn't as though he hadn't +plenty of money; and her mother had told her that all young men did those +things. No, not her father of course, for he had been unusual, but times +were different nowadays. Young men were expected to be a little wild. It +was the influence of college life and a progressive age she supposed. It +didn't do any harm. They always settled down and made good husbands after +they were married. Michael of course did not understand these things. He +had spent a great many years in Florida with a dear old professor and a lot +of good little boys. Michael was unacquainted with the ways of the world. + +Thus she reasoned, yet nevertheless Michael's warning troubled her and +finally she decided to go to the best source of information and ask the +young man himself. + +Accordingly three days after Michael's visit when he dropped in to ask if +she would go to the opera that evening with him instead of something else +they had planned to do together, she laughingly questioned him. + +"What in the world can you ever have done, Mr. Carter, that should make you +unfit company for me?" + +She asked the question lightly yet her eyes watched his face most closely +as she waited for the answer. + +The blood rolled in dark waves over his handsome face and his brows grew +dark with anger which half hid the start of almost fear with which he +regarded her. + +"What do you mean, Starr?" He looked at her keenly and could not tell if +she were in earnest or not. + +"Just that," she mocked half gravely. "Tell me what you have been doing +that should make you unfit company for me? Some one has been trying to +make me promise to have nothing to do with you, and I want to know what it +means." + +"Who has been doing that?" There were dangerous lights in the dark eyes, +lights that showed the brutality of the coward and the evildoer. + +"Oh, a man!" said Starr provokingly; "but if you look like that I shan't +tell you anything more about it, I don't like you now. You look as if you +could eat me. You make me think there must be something in it all." + +Quick to take the warning the young man brought his face under control and +broke into a hoarse artificial laugh. A sudden vision of understanding had +come to him and a fear was in his heart. There was nothing like being bold +and taking the bull by the horns. + +"I'll wager I can explain the riddle for you," he said airily. "I lost my +way the other evening coming home late. You see there had been some mistake +and my car didn't come to the club for me. I started on foot, leaving word +for it to overtake me--" He lied as he went along. He had had a short +lifetime of practice and did it quite naturally and easily, "and I was +thinking about you and how soon I dared ask you a certain question, when +all at once I noticed that things seemed sort of unfamiliar. I turned to +go back but couldn't for the life of me tell which way I had turned at the +last corner--you see what a dangerous influence you have over me--and +I wandered on and on, getting deeper and deeper into things. It wasn't +exactly a savory neighborhood and I wanted to get out as soon as possible +for I suspected that it wasn't even very safe down there alone at that hour +of the night. I was hesitating under a street light close to a dark alley, +trying to decide which would be the quickest way out, and meditating what I +should do to find a policeman, when suddenly there loomed up beside me in +the dark out of the depths of the alley a great tall brute of a fellow with +the strangest looking yellow hair and a body that looked as if he could +play football with the universe if he liked, and charged me with having +come down there to visit his girl. + +"Well, of course the situation wasn't very pleasant. I tried to explain +that I was lost; that I had never been down in that quarter of the city +before and didn't even know his girl. But he would listen to nothing. He +began to threaten me. Then I took out my card and handed it to him, most +unwisely of course, but then I am wholly unused to such situations, and I +explained to him just who I was and that of course I wouldn't want to come +to see _his_ girl, even if I would be so mean, and all that. But do you +believe me, that fellow wouldn't take a word of it. He threw the card on +the sidewalk, ground his heel into it, and used all sorts of evil language +that I can't repeat, and finally after I thought he was going to put me in +the ditch and pummel me he let me go, shouting after me that if I ever came +near his girl again he would publish it in the newspapers. Then of course +I understood what a foolish thing I had done in giving him my card. But it +was too late. I told him as politely as I knew how that if he would show me +the way to get home I would never trouble him again, and he finally let me +go." + +Starr's eyes were all this time quizzically searching his face. "Was the +man intoxicated?" she asked. + +"Oh, I presume so, more or less. They all are down there, though he was not +of the slums himself I should say. He was rather well dressed, and probably +angry that I had discovered him in such haunts." + +"When did this happen?" + +"About a week ago." + +"Why didn't you tell me about it before?" + +"Oh I didn't want to distress you, and besides, I've had my mind too full +of other things. Starr, darling, you must have seen all these weeks how +much I love you, and how I have only been waiting the proper opportunity to +ask you to be my wife--" + +Starr was in a measure prepared for this proposal. Her mother had +instructed her that the alliance was one wholly within the pale of wisdom; +and her own fancy was quite taken up with this handsome new admirer who +flattered her hourly and showered attentions upon her until she felt quite +content with herself the world and him. There was a spice of daring about +Starr that liked what she thought was the wildness and gaiety of young +Carter, and she had quite made up her mind to accept him. + +One week later the society papers announced the engagement, and the +world of gaiety was all in a flutter, over the many functions that were +immediately set agoing in their honor. + +Michael, at his desk in the busy office, read, and bowed his head in +anguish. Starr, his bright beautiful Starr, to be sacrificed to a beast +like that! Would that he might once more save her to life and happiness! + +For the next few days Michael went about in a state that almost bordered +on the frantic. His white face looked drawn, and his great eyes burned in +their clear setting like live coals. People turned to look after him on the +street and exclaimed: "Why, look at that man!" and yet he seemed more like +an avenging angel dropped down for some terrible errand than like a plain +ordinary man. + +Mr. Holt noticed it and spoke to him about it. + +"You ought to drop work and take a good vacation, Endicott," he said +kindly. "You're in bad shape. You'll break down and be ill. If I were in +your place I'd cancel the rent of that office and not try to start out for +yourself until fall. It'll pay you in the end. You're taking things too +seriously." + +But Michael smiled and shook his head. He was to open his own office the +following week. It was all ready, with its simple furnishings, in marked +contrast to the rooms that would have been his if he had acceded to his +benefactor's request. But Michael had lost interest in office and work +alike, and the room seemed now to him only a refuge from the eyes of men +where he might hide with his great sorrow and try to study out some way to +save Starr. Surely, surely, her father would do something when he received +his letter! It was long past, time for an answer to have come. But then +there was the hope that he was already doing something, though he was +unwilling to afford Michael the satisfaction of knowing it. + +He gave much thought to a possible cablegram, that he might send, that +would tell the story to the father while telling nothing to the world, but +abandoned the idea again and again. + +Sam came up from the farm and saw Michael's face and was worried. + +"Say, pard, wot yer bin doin' t'yersef? Better come down t' th' farm an' +git a bit o' fresh air." + +The only two people who did not notice the change in Michael's appearance +were Hester and Will. They were too much engrossed in each other by this +time to notice even Michael. + +They had fallen into the habit of leaving the rooms in the alley earlier +than Michael and going home by themselves. + +They left him thus one night about three weeks after Starr's engagement had +been announced. Michael stayed in the room for an hour after all the others +had gone. He was expecting Sam to return. Sam had been up from the farm +several times lately and this time without any apparent reason he had +lingered in the city. He had not been to the room that night save for ten +minutes early in the evening when he had mumbled something about a little +business, and said he would be back before Michael left. + +Michael sat for a long time, his elbow on the table, his head in his hands, +trying to think. A way had occurred to him which might or might not do +something to prevent Starr from throwing away her happiness. The morning +paper had hinted that plans for a speedy wedding were on foot. It was +rumored that Miss Endicott was to be married as soon as her father reached +home. Michael was desperate. He feared that now the father would arrive too +late for him to get speech with him. He had begun to know that it was hard +to convince people of the evil of those they had chosen as friends. It +would take time. + +There was a way. He might have the whole story published in the papers. A +public scandal would doubtless delay if not altogether put a stop to this +alliance; but a public scandal that touched Mr. Carter would now also touch +and bring into publicity the girl whose life was almost linked with his. +Not until the very last resort would Michael bring about that publicity. +That such a move on his part would beget him the eternal enmity of the +entire Endicott family he did not doubt, but that factor figured not at all +in Michael's calculations. He was not working for himself in this affair. +Nothing that ever happened could make things right for him, he felt, and +what was his life, or good name even, beside Starr's happiness? + +Wearily, at last, his problem unsolved, he got up and turned out the +lights. As he was locking the door his attention was arrested by two +figures standing between himself and the street light at the end of the +alley. It was a man and a woman, and the woman seemed to be clinging to the +man and pleading with him. + +Such sights were not uncommon in the alley; some poor woman often thus +appealed to all that used to be good in the man she married, to make him +stay away from the saloon, or to give her a little of his money to buy food +for the children. + +More than once in such instances Michael had been able successfully to add +his influence to the wife's and get the man to go quietly home. + +He put the key hastily in his pocket and hurried toward the two. + +"You shan't! You shan't! You shan't never go back to her!" he heard the +woman cry fiercely. "You promised me--" + +"Shut up, will you? I don't care what I promised--" said the man in a +guarded voice that Michael felt sure he had heard before. + +"I shan't shut up! I'll holler ef you go, so the police'll come. You've got +a right to stay with me. You shan't do me no wrong ner you shan't go back +to that stuck-up piece. You're mine, I say, and you promised--!" + +With a curse the man struck her a cruel blow across the mouth, and tried to +tear her clinging hands away from his coat, but they only clung the more +fiercely. + +Michael sprang to the woman's side like a panther. + +"Look out!" he said in clear tones. "You can't strike a woman!" His voice +was low and calm, and sounded as it used to sound on the ball field when he +was giving directions to his team at some crisis in the game. + +"Who says I can't?" snarled the man, and now Michael was sure he knew the +voice. Then the wretch struck the woman between her eyes and she fell +heavily to the ground. + +Like a flash Michael's great arm went out and felled the man, and in the +same breath, from the shadows behind there sprang out the slender, wiry +figure of Sam and flung itself upon the man on the ground who with angry +imprecations was trying to struggle to his feet. His hand had gone to an +inner pocket, as he fell and in a moment more there was a flash of light +and Michael felt a bullet whiz by his ear. Nothing but the swerving of the +straggling figures had saved it from going through his brain. It occurred +to Michael in that instant that that was what had been intended. The +conviction that the man had also recognized him gave strength to his arm +as he wrenched the revolver from the hand of the would-be assassin. Nobody +knew better than Michael how easy it would be to plead "self-defense" if +the fellow got into any trouble. A man in young Carter's position with +wealth and friends galore need not fear to wipe an unknown fellow out of +existence; a fellow whose friends with few exceptions were toughs and jail +birds and ex-criminals of all sorts. + +It was just as he gave Carter's wrist the twist that sent the revolver +clattering to the ground beside the unconscious woman that Michael heard +the hurried footsteps of the officer of the law accompanied by a curious +motley crowd who had heard the pistol shot and come to see what new +excitement life offered for their delectation. He suddenly realized how bad +matters would look for Sam if he should be found in the embrace of one of +Society's pets who would all too surely have a tale to tell that would +clear himself regardless of others. Michael had no care for himself. The +police all about that quarter knew him well, and were acquainted with his +work. They looked upon him with almost more respect than they gave the +priests and deaconesses who went about their errands of mercy; for +Michael's spirit-look of being more than man, and the stories that were +attached to his name in the alley filled them with a worshipful awe. There +was little likelihood of trouble for Michael with any of the officers he +knew. But Sam was another proposition. His life had not all been strictly +virtuous in the past, and of late he had been away in New Jersey so much +that he was little known, and would be at once suspected of having been the +cause of the trouble. Besides, the woman lay unconscious at their feet! + +With a mighty effort Michael now reached forth and plucked Sam, struggling +fiercely, from the arms of his antagonist and put him behind him in the +doorway, standing firmly in front. Carter thus released, sprawled for +an instant in the road, then taking advantage of the momentary release +struggled to his feet and fled in the opposite direction from that in which +the officers were approaching. + +"Let me go! I must get him!" muttered Sam pushing fiercely to get by +Michael. + +"No, Sam, stay where you are and keep quiet. You'll gain nothing by running +after him. You'll only get into trouble yourself." + +"I don't care!" said Sam frantically, "I don't care what happens to me. +I'll kill him. He stole my girl!" + +But Michael stood before him like a wail of adamant in the strength that +was his for the extremity. + +"Yes, Sam, my poor fellow. I know," said Michael gently, sadly. "I know, +Sam. He stole mine too!" + +Sam subsided as if he had been struck, a low awful curse upon his lips, his +face pale and baleful. + +"You, too?" The yearning tenderness went to Michael's heart like sweet +salve, even in the stress of the moment. They were brothers in sorrow, and +their brotherhood saved Sam from committing a crime. + +Then the police and crowd swept up breathless. + +"What does all this mean?" panted a policeman touching his cap respectfully +to Michael. "Some one been shooting?" + +He stooped and peered into the white face of the still unconscious woman, +and then looked suspiciously toward Sam who was standing sullenly behind +Michael. + +"He's all right," smiled Michael throwing an arm across Sam's shoulder, "He +only came in to help me when he saw I was having a hard time of it. The +fellow made off in that direction." Michael pointed after Carter whose form +had disappeared in the darkness. + +"Any of the gang?" asked the officer as he hurried away. + +"No!" said Michael. "He doesn't belong here!" + +One officer hurried away accompanied by a crowd, the other stayed to look +after the woman. He touched the woman with his foot as he might have tapped +a dying dog to see if there was still life there. A low growl like a fierce +animal came from Sam's closed lips. + +Michael put a warning hand upon, his arm. + +"Steady, Sam, steady!" he murmured, and went himself and lifted the poor +pretty head of the girl from its stony pillow. + +"I think you'd better send for the ambulance," he said to the officer. +"She's had a heavy blow on her head. I arrived just in time to see the +beginning of the trouble--" + +"Ain't she dead?" said the officer indifferently. "Best get her into her +house. Don't reckon they want to mess up the hospital with such cattle as +this." + +Michael caught the fierce gleam in Sam's eyes. A second more would have +seen the officer lying beside the girl in the road and a double tragedy to +the record of that night; for Sam was crouched and moving stealthily like a +cat toward the officer's back, a look of almost insane fury upon his small +thin face. It was Michael's steady voice that recalled him to sanity once +more, just as many a time in the midst of a game he had put self-control +and courage into the hearts of his team. + +"Sam, could you come here and hold her head a minute, while I try to get +some water? Yes, officer, I think she is living, and she should be got to +the hospital as soon as possible. Please give the call at once." + +The officer sauntered off to do his bidding. Michael and Sam began working +over the unconscious girl, and the crowd stood idly round waiting until the +ambulance rattled up. They watched with awe as the form of the woman was +lifted in and Michael and Sam climbed up on the front seat with the driver +and rode away; then they drifted away to their several beds and the street +settled into its brief night respite. + +The two young men waited at the hospital for an hour until a white-capped +nurse came to tell them that Lizzie had recovered consciousness, and there +was hope of her life. Then they went out into the late night together. + +"Sam, you're coming home with me to-night!" Michael put his arm +affectionately around Sam's shoulders, "You never would come before, but +you must come to-night." + +And Sam, looking into the other's face for an instant, saw that in +Michael's suffering eyes that made him yield. + +"I ain't fit!" Sam murmured as they walked along silently together. It was +the first hint that Sam had ever given that he was not every whit as good +as Michael; and Michael with rare tact had never by a glance let Sam know +how much he wished to have him cleaner, and more suitably garbed. + +"Oh, we'll make that all right!" said Michael fervently thankful that +at last the time had come for the presentation of the neat and fitting +garments which he had purchased some weeks before for a present for Sam, +and which had been waiting for a suitable opportunity of presentation. + +The dawn was hovering in the East when Michael led Sam up to his own room, +and throwing wide the door of his own little private bath-room told Sam to +take a hot bath, it would make him feel better. + +While Sam was thus engaged Michael made a compact bundle of Sam's old +garments, and stealing softly to the back hall window, landed them by a +neat throw on the top of the ash barrel in the court below. Sam's clothes +might see the alley again by way of the ash man, but never on Sam's back. + +Quite late that very same morning, when Sam, clothed and in a new and +righter mind than ever before in his life, walked down with Michael to +breakfast, and was introduced as "my friend Mr. Casey" to the landlady, who +was hovering about the now deserted breakfast table; he looked every inch +of him a respectable citizen. Not handsome and distinguished like Michael, +of course, but quite unnoticeable, and altogether proper as a guest at the +respectable breakfast table of Mrs. Semple. + +Michael explained that they had been detained out late the night before by +an accident, and Mrs. Semple gave special orders for a nice breakfast to be +served to Mr. Endicott and his friend, and said it wasn't any trouble at +all. + +People always thought it was no trouble to do things for Michael. + +While they ate, Michael arranged with Sam to take a trip out to see Buck. + +"I was expecting to go this morning," he said. "I had my plans all made. +They write me that Buck is getting uneasy and they wish I'd come, but +now"--he looked meaningly at Sam--"I think I ought to stay here for a +little. Could you go in my place? There are things here I must attend to." + +Sam looked, and his face grew dark with sympathy. He understood. + +"I'll keep you informed about Lizzie," went on Michael with delicate +intuition, "and anyway you couldn't see her for sometime, I think if you +try you could help Buck as much as I. He needs to understand that breaking +laws is all wrong. That it doesn't pay in the end, and that there has got +to be a penalty--you know. You can make him see things in a new way if you +try. Are you willing to go, Sam?" + +"I'll go," said Sam briefly, and Michael knew he would do his best. It +might be that Sam's change of viewpoint would have more effect upon Buck +than anything Michael could say. For it was an open secret between Sam and +Michael now that Sam stood for a new order of things and that the old life, +so far as he was concerned, he had put away. + +And so Sam was got safely away from the danger spot, and Michael stayed to +face his sorrow, and the problem of how to save Starr. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + + +The papers the next morning announced that Mr. Stuyvesant Carter while +taking a short cut through the lower quarter of the city, had been cruelly +attacked, beaten and robbed, and had barely escaped with his life. + +He was lying in his rooms under the care of a trained nurse, and was +recovering as rapidly as could be expected from the shock. + +Michael reading it next morning after seeing Sam off to Kansas, lifted his +head with that quiet show of indignation. He knew that the message must +have been telephoned to the paper by Carter himself shortly after he had +escaped from the police. He saw just how easy it was for him to give out +any report he chose. Money and influence would buy even the public press. +It would be little use to try to refute anything he chose to tell about +himself. + +The days that followed were to Michael one long blur of trouble. He haunted +Mr. Endicott's office in hopes of getting some news of his return but they +told him the last letters had been very uncertain. He might come quickly, +and he might be delayed a month yet, or even longer; and a cablegram might +not reach him much sooner than a letter, as he was travelling from place to +place. + +After three days of this agony, knowing that the enemy would soon be +recovering from his bruises and be about again, he reluctantly wrote a note +to Starr: + +"My dear Miss Endicott: + +"At the risk of offending you I feel that I must make one more attempt to +save you from what I feel cannot but be great misery. The young man of whom +we were speaking has twice to my knowledge visited a young woman of the +slums within the last month, and has even since your engagement been +maintaining an intimacy with her which can be nothing but an insult to you. +Though you may not believe me, it gives me greater pain to tell you this +than anything I ever had to do before, I have tried in every way I know to +communicate with your father, but have thus far failed. I am writing you +thus plainly and painfully, hoping that though you will not take my word +for it, you will at least be willing to find some trustworthy intimate +friend of your family in whom you can confide, who will investigate this +matter for you, and give you his candid opinion of the young man. I can +furnish such a man with information as to where to go to get the facts. +I know that what I have said is true. I beg for the sake of your future +happiness that you will take means to discover for yourself. + +"Faithfully yours, + +"Michael" + +To this note, within two days, he received a condescending, patronizing +reply: + +"Michael: + +"I am exceedingly sorry that you have lent yourself to means so low to +accomplish your end, whatever that may be. It is beyond me to imagine what +possible motive you can have for all this ridiculous calumny that you are +trying to cast on one who has shown a most noble spirit toward you. + +"Mr. Carter has fully explained to me his presence at the home of that +girl, and because you seem to really believe what you have written me, and +because I do not like to have _anyone_ think evil of the man whom I am +soon to marry, I am taking the trouble to explain to you. The young woman +is a former maid of Mr. Carter's mother, and she is deeply attached to her. +She does up Mrs. Carter's fine laces exquisitely, and Mr. Carter has twice +been the bearer of laces to be laundered, because his mother was afraid to +trust such valuable pieces to a servant. I hope you will now understand +that the terrible things you have tried to say against Mr. Carter are +utterly false. Such things are called blackmail and bring terrible +consequences in court I am told if they become known, so I must warn you +never to do anything of this sort again. It is dangerous. If my father +were at home he would explain it to you. Of course, having been in that +out-of-the-way Florida place for so long you don't understand these things, +but for papa's sake I would not like you to get into trouble in any way. + +"There is one more thing I must say. Mr. Carter tells me that he saw +you down in that questionable neighborhood, and that you are yourself +interested in this girl. It seems strange when this is the case, that you +should have thought so ill of him. + +"Trusting that you will cause me no further annoyance in this matter, + +"S.D. Endicott." + +When Michael had read this he bowed himself upon his desk as one who had +been stricken unto death. To read such words from her whom he loved better +than his own soul was terrible! And he might never let her know that these +things that had been said of him were false. She would probably go always +with the idea that his presence in that alley was a matter of shame to him. +So far as his personal part in the danger to herself was concerned, he was +from this time forth powerless to help her. If she thought such things of +him,--if she had really been made to believe them,--then of course she +could credit nothing he told her. Some higher power than his would have to +save her if she was to be saved. + +To do Starr justice she had been very much stirred by Michael's note, and +after a night of wakefulness and meditation had taken the letter to her +mother. Not that Starr turned naturally to her most unnatural mother for +help in personal matters usually; but there seemed to be no one else to +whom she could go. If only her father had been home! She thought of cabling +him, but what could she say in a brief message? How could she make him +understand? And then there was always the world standing by to peer +curiously over one's shoulder when one sent a message. She could not hope +to escape the public eye. + +She considered showing Michael's note to Morton, her faithful nurse, but +Morton, wise in many things, would not understand this matter, and would be +powerless to help her. So Starr had gone to her mother. + +Mrs. Endicott, shrewd to perfection, masked her indignation under a very +proper show of horror, told Starr that of course it was not true, but +equally of course it must be investigated; gave her word that she would do +so immediately and her daughter need have no further thought of the matter; +sent at once for young Carter with whom she held a brief consultation at +the end of which Starr was called and cheerfully given the version of the +story which she had written to Michael. + +Stuyvesant Carter could be very alluring when he tried, and he chose to +try. The stakes were a fortune, a noble name, and a very pretty girl with +whom he was as much in love at present as he ever had been in his checkered +career, with any girl. Moreover he had a nature that held revenge long. He +delighted to turn the story upon the man who pretended to be so righteous +and who had dared to give him orders about a poor worthless girl of +the slums. He set his cunning intellect to devise a scheme whereby his +adversary should be caught in his own net and brought low. He found a +powerful ally in the mother of the girl he was to marry. + +For reasons of ambition Mrs. Endicott desired supremely an alliance with +the house of Carter, and she was most determined that nothing should upset +her plans for her only daughter's marriage. + +She knew that if her husband should return and hear any hint of the story +about Carter he would at once put an end to any relations between him and +Starr. He had always been "queer" about such things, and "particular," as +she phrased it. It would be mortifying beyond anything to have any balk in +the arrangements after things had gone thus far; and there was that hateful +Mrs. Waterman, setting her cap for him so odiously everywhere even since +the engagement had been announced. Mrs. Endicott intended to risk nothing. +Therefore she planned with the young people for an early marriage. She was +anxious to have everything so thoroughly cut and dried, and matters gone +so far that her husband could not possibly upset them when he returned. +Finally she cabled him, asking him to set a positive date for his +home-coming as the young people wished to arrange for an early wedding. +He cabled back a date not so very far off, for in truth, though he had +received none of Michael's warnings he was uneasy about this matter of his +daughter's engagement. Young Carter had of course seemed all right, and he +saw no reason to demur when his wife wrote that the two young people had +come to an understanding, but somehow it had not occurred to him that the +marriage would be soon. He was troubled at thought of losing the one bright +treasure of his home, when he had but just got her back again from her +European education. He felt that it was unfortunate that imperative +business had called him abroad almost as soon as she returned. He was in +haste to be back. + +But when his wife followed her cable message with, a letter speaking of an +immediate marriage and setting a date but four days after the time set for +his arrival, he cabled to her to set no date until his return, which would +be as soon as he could possibly come. + +However, Mrs. Endicott had planned well. The invitations had been sent out +that morning. She thought it unnecessary to cable again but wrote, "I'm +sorry, but your message came too late. The invitations are all out now, and +arrangements going forward. I knew you would not want to stop Starr's +plans and she seems to have her heart set on being married at once. Dear +Stuyvesant finds it imperative to take an ocean trip and he cannot bear the +thought of going without his wife. I really do not see how things could +possibly be held off now. We should be the laughing stock of society and +I am sure you would not want me to endure that. And Starr, dear child, is +quite childishly happy over her arrangements. She is only anxious to +have you properly home in time, so do hurry and get an earlier boat if +possible." + +Over this letter Mr. Endicott frowned and looked troubled. His wife had +ever taken things in her own hands where she would; but concerning Starr +they had never quite agreed, though he had let her have her own way about +everything else. It was like her to get this marriage all fixed up while +he was away. Of course it must be all right, but it was so sudden! And his +little Starr! His one little girl! + +Then, with his usual abrupt action he put the letter in his inner pocket +and proceeded to hurry his business as much as possible that he might take +an earlier boat than the one he had set. And he finally succeeded by dint +of working night as well as day, and leaving several important matters to +go as they would. + +The papers at last announced that Mr. Delevan Endicott who had been abroad +for three months on business had sailed for home and would reach New York +nearly a week before the date set for the wedding. The papers also were +filled with elaborate foreshadowings of what that event was likely to mean +to the world of society. + +And Michael, knowing that he must drink every drop of his bitter cup, +knowing that he must suffer and endure to the end of it, if perchance he +might yet save her in some miraculous way, read every word, and knew the +day and the hour of the boat's probable arrival. He had it all planned to +meet that boat himself. If possible he would go out on the pilot and meet +his man before he landed. + +Then the silence of the great deep fell about the traveller; and the days +went by with the waiting one in the city; the preparations hurried forward +by trained and skilful workers. The Endicott home was filled with comers +and goers. Silks and satins and costly fabrics, laces and jewels and +rare trimmings from all over the world were brought together by hands +experienced in costuming the great of the earth. + +Over the busy machinery which she had set going, Mrs. Endicott presided +with the calmness and positive determination of one who had a great purpose +in view and meant to carry it out. Not a detail escaped, her vigilant eye, +not an item was forgotten of all the millions of little necessities that +the world expected and she must have forthcoming. Nothing that could make +the wedding unique, artistic, perfect, was too hard or too costly to be +carried out. This was her pinnacle of opportunity to shine, and Mrs. +Endicott intended to make the most of it. Not that she had not shone +throughout her worldly career, but she knew that with the marriage of her +daughter her life would reach its zenith point and must henceforth begin +to decline. This event must be one to be remembered in the annals of +the future so long as New York should continue to marry and be given in +marriage. Starr's wedding must surpass all others in wonder and beauty and +elegance. + +So she planned, wrought, carried out; and day by day the gleam in her eyes +told that she was nearing her triumph. + +It did not disturb her when the steamer was overdue one whole day, and then +two. Starr, even amid the round of gaieties in her young set, all given in +her honor, found time to worry about her father; but the wife only found +in this fact a cause for congratulation. She felt instinctively that her +crucial time was coming when her husband reached home. If Michael had dared +to carry out his threats, or if a breath of the stories concerning young +Carter's life should reach him there would be trouble against which she had +no power. + +It was not until the third morning with still no news of the vessel that +Mrs. Endicott began to feel uneasy. It would be most awkward to have to +put off the ceremony, and of course it would not do to have it without the +bride's father when he was hurrying to be present. If he would arrive just +in time so much the better; but late--ah--that would be dreadful! She +tightened her determined lips, and looked like a Napoleon saying to +herself, "There shall be no Alps!" In like manner she would have said if +she could: "There shall be no sea if I wish it." + +But the anxiety she felt was only manifested by her closer vigilance over +her helpers as swiftly and hourly the perfected preparations glided to +their finish. + +Starr grew nervous and restless and could not sleep, but hovered from room +to room in the daytime looking out of the windows, or fitfully telephoning +the steamship company for news. Her fiancé found her most unsatisfactory +and none of the plans he proposed for her diversion pleased her. Dark rings +appeared under her eyes, and she looked at him with a troubled expression +sometimes when she should have been laughing in the midst of a round of +pleasures. + +Starr deeply loved her father, and some vague presentiment of coming +trouble seemed to shadow all the brightness of life. Now and then Michael's +face with its great, true eyes, and pleading expression came between +her and Carter's face, and seemed to blur its handsome lines; and then +indefinite questions haunted her. What if those terrible things Michael had +said were true? Was she sure, _sure_? And at times like that she fancied +she saw a weakness in the lines about Carter's eyes and mouth. + +But she was most unused to studying character, poor child, and had no guide +to help her in her lonely problem of choosing; for already she had learned +that her mother's ways and hers were not the same; and--her father--did not +come. When he came it would be all right. It had to be, for there was no +turning back, of course, now. The wedding was but two days off. + +Michael, in his new office, frankly acknowledged to himself these days that +he could not work. He had done all that he could and now was waiting for +a report of that vessel. When it landed he hoped to be the first man on +board; in fact, he had made arrangement to go out to meet it before it +landed. But it did not come! Was it going to be prevented until the day was +put off? Would that make matters any better? Would he then have more time? +And could he accomplish anything with Mr. Endicott, even, supposing he had +time? Was he not worse than foolish to try? Mr. Endicott was already angry +with him for another reason. His wife and Starr, and that scoundrel of a +Carter, would tell all sorts of stories. Of course he would believe them in +preference to his! He groaned aloud sometimes, when, he was alone in the +office: and wished that there were but a way he could fling himself between +Starr and all evil once for all; give his life for hers. Gladly, gladly +would he do it if it would do any good. Yet there was no way. + +And then there came news. The vessel had been heard from still many miles +out to sea, with one of her propellers broken, and laboring along at great +disadvantage. But if all went well she would reach her dock at noon of the +following day--eight hours before the time set for the wedding! + +Starr heard and her face blossomed, into smiles. All would go well after +all. She telephoned again to the steamship company a little while later and +her utmost fears were allayed by their assurances. + +Mrs. Endicott heard the news with intense relief. Her husband would +scarcely have time to find out anything. She must take pains that he had no +opportunity to see Michael before the ceremony. + +The young man heard and his heart beat wildly. Would the time be long +enough to save her? + +Noon of the next day came, but the steamer had not yet landed, though the +news from her was good. She would be in before night, there was no doubt of +it now. Mr. Endicott would be in time for the wedding, but just that and no +more. He had sent reassurances to his family, and they were going forward +happily in the whirl of the last things. + +But Michael in his lonely office hung up the telephone receiver with a +heavy heart. There would be no time now to save Starr. Everything was +against him. Even if he could get speech of Mr. Endicott which was doubtful +now, was it likely the man would listen at this the last minute? Of course +his wife and daughter and her fiancé could easily persuade him all was +well, and Michael a jealous fool! + +As he sat thus with bowed head before his desk, he heard footsteps along +the stone floor of the corridor outside. They halted at his door, and +hesitating fingers fumbled with the knob. He looked up frowning and was +about to send any chance client away, with the explanation that he was +entirely too much occupied at present to be interrupted, when the face of +the woman who opened the door caught his attention. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + + +It was Lizzie, with her baby in her arms; the girl he had defended in the +alley, and whose face he had last seen lying white and unconscious in the +moonlight, looking ghastly enough with the dark hair flung back against the +harsh pillow of stone. + +The face was white now, but softened with the beauty of motherhood. The +bold, handsome features had somehow taken on a touch of gentleness, though +there glowed and burned in her dark eyes a fever of passion and unrest. + +She stood still for a moment looking at Michael after she had closed the +door, and was holding the baby close as if fearing there might be some one +there who was minded to take it from her. + +As Michael watched her, fascinated, cut to the heart by the dumb suffering +in her eyes, he was reminded of one of the exquisite Madonnas he had +seen in an exhibition not long ago. The draperies had been dainty and +cloud-like, and the face refined and wonderful in its beauty, but there had +been the same sorrowful mother-anguish in the eyes. It passed through his +mind that this girl and he were kin because of a mutual torture. His face +softened, and he felt a great pity for her swelling in his heart. + +His eyes wandered to the little upturned face of the baby wrapped close +in the shabby shawl against its mother's breast. It was a very beautiful +little sleeping face, with a look still of the spirit world from which +it had but recently come. There was something almost unearthly in its +loveliness, appealing even in its sleep, with its innocent baby curves and +outlines. A little stranger soul, whose untried feet had wandered into +unwelcome quarters where sorrows and temptations were so thickly strewn +that it could not hope to escape them. + +What had the baby come for? To make one more of the swarming mass of sinful +wretches who crowded the alley? Would those cherub lips half-parted now in +a seraphic smile live to pour forth blasphemous curses as he had heard even +very small children in the alley? Would that tiny sea-shell hand, resting +so trustingly against the coarse cloth of its mother's raiment, looking +like a rosebud gone astray, live to break open safes and take their +contents? Would the lovely little soft round body whose tender curves +showed pitifully beneath the thin old shawl, grow up to lie in the gutter +some day? The problem of the people had never come to Michael so forcibly, +so terribly as in that moment before Lizzie spoke. + +"Be you a real lawyer?" she asked. "Kin you tell what the law is 'bout +folks and thin's?" + +Michael smiled and rose to give her a chair as courteously as though she +had been a lady born. + +"Sit down," he said. "Yes, I am a lawyer. What can I do for you?" + +"I s'pose you charge a lot," said the girl with a meaning glance around the +room. "You've got thin's fixed fine as silk here. But I'll pay anythin' you +ast ef it takes me a lifetime to do it, ef you'll jest tell me how I kin +git my rights." + +"Your rights?" questioned Michael sadly. Poor child! _Had_ she any rights +in the universe that he could help her to get? The only rights he knew for +such as she were room in a quiet graveyard and a chance to be forgotten. + +"Say, ain't it against the law fer a man to marry a woman when he's already +got one wife?" + +"It is," said Michael, "unless he gets a divorce." + +"Well, I ain't goin' to give him no divorce, you bet!" said the girl +fiercely. "I worked hard enough to get a real marriage an' I ain't goin' to +give up to no fash'nable swell. I'm's good's she is, an' I've got my rights +an I'll hev 'em. An' besides, there's baby--!" Her face softened and took +on a love light; and immediately Michael was reminded of the madonna +picture again. "I've got to think o' him!" Michael marvelled to see that +the girl was revelling in her possession, of the little helpless burden who +had been the cause of her sorrow. + +"Tell me about it." His voice was very gentle. He recalled suddenly that +this was Sam's girl. Poor Sam, too! The world was a terribly tangled mess +of trouble. + +"Well, there ain't much to tell that counts, only he kep' comp'ny with me, +an' I wouldn't hev ennythin' else but a real marriage, an' so he giv in, +an' we hed a couple o' rooms in a real respectable house an' hed it fine +till he had to go away on business, he said. I never 'b'leeved that. Why he +was downright rich. He's a real swell, you know. What kind o' business cud +he have?" Lizzie straightened herself proudly and held her head high. + +"About whom are you talking?" asked Michael. + +"Why, my husband, 'course, Mr. Sty-ve-zant Carter. You ken see his name in +the paper real often. He didn't want me to know his real name. He hed me +call him Dan Hunt fer two months, but I caught on, an' he was real mad fer +a while. He said his ma didn't like the match, an' he didn't want folks to +know he'd got married, it might hurt him with some of his swell friends--" + +"You don't mean to tell me that Mr. Stuyvesant Carter ever really married +you!" said Michael incredulously. + +"Sure!" said Lizzie proudly, "married me jest like enny swell; got me a +dimon ring an' a silk lined suit an' a willer plume an everythin'." Lizzie +held up a grimy hand on which Michael saw a showy glitter of jewelry. + +"Have you anything to show for it?" asked Michael, expecting her of course +to say no. "Have you any certificate or paper to prove that you were +married according to law?" + +"Sure!" said Lizzie triumphantly, drawing forth a crumpled roll from the +folds of her dress and smoothing it out before his astonished eyes. + +There it was, a printed wedding certificate, done in blue and gold with a +colored picture of two clasped hands under a white dove with a gold ring +in its beak. Beneath was an idealized boat with silken sails bearing two +people down a rose-lined river of life; and the whole was bordered with +orange blossoms. It was one of those old-fashioned affairs that country +ministers used to give their parishioners in the years gone by, and are +still to be had in some dusty corners of a forgotten drawer in country book +stores. But Michael recognized at once that it was a real certificate. He +read it carefully. The blanks were all filled in, the date she gave of the +marriage was there, and the name of the bridegroom though evidently written +in a disguised hand could be deciphered: "Sty. Carter." Michael did not +recognize the names of either the witnesses or the officiating minister. + +"How do you happen to have Mr. Carter's real name here when you say he +married you under an assumed name?" he asked moving his finger thoughtfully +over the blurred name that had evidently been scratched out and written +over again. + +"I made him put it in after I found out who he was," said Lizzie. "He +couldn't come it over me thet-a-way. He was awful gone on me then, an' I +cud do most ennythin' with him. It was 'fore she cum home from Europe! She +jes' went fer him an' turned his head. Ef I'd a-knowed in time I'd gone an' +tole her, but land sakes! I don't 'spose 'twould a done much good. I would +a-ben to her before, only I was fool 'nough to promise him I wouldn't say +nothin' to her ef he'd keep away from her. You see I needed money awful bad +fer baby. He don't take to livin' awful good. He cries a lot an' I bed to +hev thin's fer 'im, so I threatened him ef he didn't do sompin' I'd go tell +her; an' he up an' forked over, but not till I promised. But now they say +the papers is tellin' he's to marry her to-night, an' I gotta stop it +somehow. I got my rights an' baby's to look after, promise er no promise, +Ken I get him arrested?" + +"I am not sure what you can do until I look into the matter," Michael said +gravely. Would the paper he held help or would it not, in his mission to +Starr's father? And would it be too late? His heavy heart could not answer. + +"Do you know these witnesses?" + +"Sure." said Lizzie confidently. "They're all swells. They come down with +him when he come to be married. I never seen 'em again, but they was real +jolly an' nice. They give me a bokay of real roses an' a bracelet made like +a snake with green glass eyes." + +"And the minister? Which is his church?" + +"I'm sure I donno," said Lizzie. "I never ast. He Come along an' was ez +jolly ez enny of 'em. He drank more'n all of 'em put together. He was awful +game fer a preacher." + +Michael's heart began to sink. Was this a genuine marriage after all? Could +anything be proved? He questioned the girl carefully, and after a few +minutes sent her on her way promising to do all in his power to help her +and arranging to let her know as soon as possible if there was anything she +could do. + +That was a busy afternoon for Michael. The arrival of the steamer was +forgotten. His telephone rang vainly on his desk to a silent room. He was +out tramping over the city in search of the witnesses and the minister who +had signed Lizzie's marriage certificate. + +Meantime the afternoon papers came out with a glowing account of the +wedding that was to be, headed by the pictures of Starr and Mr. Carter, for +the wedding was a great event in society circles. + +Lizzie on her hopeful way back to the alley, confident that Michael, the +angel of the alley, would do something for her, heard the boys crying the +afternoon edition of the paper, and was seized with a desire to see if her +husband's picture would be in again. She could ill spare the penny from her +scanty store that she spent for it, but then, what was money in a case like +this? Michael would do something for her and she would have more money. +Besides, if worst came to worst she would go to the fine lady and threaten +to make it all public, and she would give her money. + +Lizzie had had more advantages than most of her class in the alley. She had +worked in a seashore restaurant several summers and could read a little. +From the newspaper account she gathered enough to rouse her half-soothed +frenzy. Her eyes flashed fire as she went about her dark little tenement +room making baby comfortable. His feeble wail and his sweet eyes looking +into hers only fanned the fury of her flame. She determined not to wait +for Michael, but to go on her own account at once to that girl that was +stealing away her husband, her baby's father, and tell her what she was +doing. + +With the cunning of her kind Lizzie dressed herself in her best; a soiled +pink silk shirtwaist with elbow sleeves, a spotted and torn black skirt +that showed a tattered orange silk petticoat beneath its ungainly length, +a wide white hat with soiled and draggled willow plume of Alice blue, and +high-heeled pumps run over on their uppers. If she had but known it she +looked ten times better in the old Madonna shawl she had worn to +Michael's office, but she took great satisfaction in being able to dress +appropriately when she went to the swells. + +The poor baby she wrapped in his soiled little best, and pinned a large +untidy pink satin bow on the back of his dirty little blanket. Then she +started on her mission. + +Now Starr had just heard that her father's vessel would be at the dock in +a trifle over an hour and her heart was light and happy. Somehow all her +misgivings seemed to flee away, now that he was coming. She flew from one +room to another like a wild bird, trilling snatches of song, and looking +prettier than ever. + +"Aw, the wee sweet bairnie!" murmured the old Scotch nurse. "If only her +man will be gude to her!" + +There was some special bit of Starr's attire for the evening that had not +arrived. She was in a twitter of expectancy about it, to be sure it pleased +her, and when she heard the bell she rushed to the head of the stairs and +was half-way down to see if it had come, when the servant opened the door +to Lizzie and her baby. + +One second more and the door would have closed hopelessly on poor Lizzie, +for no servant in that house would have thought of admitting such a +creature to the presence of their lady a few hours before her wedding; but +Starr, poised half-way on the landing, called, "What is it, Graves, some +one to see me?" + +"But she's not the sort of person--Miss Starr!" protested Graves with the +door only open a crack now. + +"Never mind, Graves, I'll see her for a minute. I can't deny anyone on my +wedding day you know, and father almost safely here. Show her into the +little reception room." She smiled a ravishing smile on the devoted Graves, +so with many qualms of conscience and misgivings as to what the mistress +would say if she found out, Graves ushered Lizzie and her baby to the room +indicated and Starr fluttered down to see her. So it was Starr's own doings +that Lizzie came into her presence on that eventful afternoon. + +"Oh, what a sweet baby!" exclaimed Starr eagerly, "is he yours?" Lizzie's +fierce eyes softened. + +"Sit down and tell me who you are. Wait, I'll have some tea brought for +you. You look tired. And won't you let me give that sweet baby a little +white shawl of mine. I'm to be married to-night and I'd like to give him a +wedding present," she laughed gaily, and Morton was sent for the shawl and +another servant for the tea, while Starr amused herself by making the baby +crow at her. + +Lizzie sat in wonder. Almost for the moment she forgot her errand watching +this sweet girl in her lovely attire making much of her baby. But when +the tea had been brought and the soft white wool shawl wrapped around the +smiling baby Starr said again: + +"Now please tell me who you are and what you have come for. I can't give +you but a minute or two more. This is a busy day, you know." + +Lizzie's brow darkened. + +"I'm Mrs. Carter!" she said drawing herself up with conscious pride. + +"Carter?" said Starr politely. + +"Yes, I'm the wife of the man you're goin' to marry to-night, an' this is +his child, I thought I'd come an' tell you 'fore 'twas too late. I thought +ef you had enny goodness in you you'd put a stop to this an' give me my +rights, an' you seem to hev some heart. Can't you call it off? You wouldn't +want to take my husband away from me, would you? You can get plenty others +an' I'm jest a plain workin' girl, an' he's mine anyhow, an' this is his +kid." + +Starr had started to her feet, her eyes wide, her hand fluttering to her +heart. + +"Stop!" she cried. "You must be crazy to say such things. My poor girl, you +have made a great mistake. Your husband is some other Mr. Carter I suppose. +My Mr. Carter is not that kind of a man. He has never been married--" + +"Yes, he has!" interposed Lizzie fiercely, "He's married all right, an' I +got the c'tif'ct all right too, only I couldn't bring it this time cause I +lef' it with my lawyer; but you can see it ef you want to, with his name +all straight, "Sty-Vee-Zant Carter," all writ out. I see to it that he writ +it himself. I kin read meself, pretty good, so I knowed." + +"I am very sorry for you," said Starr sweetly, though her heart was heating +violently in spite of her efforts to be calm and to tell herself that she +must get rid of this wretched impostor without making a scene for the +servants to witness: "I am very sorry, but you have made some great +mistake. There isn't anything I can do for you now, but later when I come +back to New York if you care to look me up I will try to do something for +baby." + +Lizzie stood erect in the middle of the little room, her face slowly +changing to a stony stare, her eyes fairly blazing with anger. + +"De'yer mean ter tell me yer a goin' t'go on an' marry my husban' jes' +ez ef nothin' had happened? Ain't yer goin' ter ast him ef it's true ner +nothin'? Ain't yer goin' t' find out what's true 'bout him? 'R d'ye want +'im so bad ye don't care who yer hurt, or wot he is, so long's he makes a +big splurge before folks? Ain't you a-goin' ter ast him 'bout it?" + +"Oh, why certainly, of course," said Starr as if she were pacifying a +frantic child, "I can ask him. I will ask him of course, but I _know_ that +you are mistaken. Now really, I shall have to say good afternoon. I haven't +another minute to spare. You must go!" + +"I shan't stir a step till you promise me thet you'll ast him right +straight away. Ain't you all got no telyphone? Well, you kin call him up +an' ast him. Jest ast him why he didn't never speak to you of his wife +Lizzie, and where he was the evenin' of Augus' four. That's the date on the +c'tif'ct! Tell him you seen me an' then see wot he says. Tell him my lawyer +is a goin' to fix him ef he goes on. It'll be in all the papers to-morrer +mornin' ef he goes on. An' you c'n say I shan't never consent to no +_di_-vorce, they ain't respectable, an' I got to think o' that on baby's +account." + +"If you will go quietly away now and say nothing more about this to anyone +I will tell Mr. Carter all about you," said Starr, her voice trembling with +the effort at self-control. + +"D'ye promus you will?" + +"Certainly," said Starr with dignity. + +"Will ye do it right off straight?" + +"Yes, if you will go at once." + +"Cross yer heart?" + +"What?" + +"Cross yer heart ye will? Thet's a sort o' oath t' make yer keep yer +promus," explained Lizzie. + +"A lady needs no such thing to make her keep her promise. Don't you know +that ladies always keep their promises?" + +"I wasn't so sure!" said Lizzie, "You can't most allus tell, 't's bes' to +be on the safe side. Will yer promus me yer won't marry him ef ye find out +he's my husband?" + +"Most certainly I will not marry him if he is already married. Now go, +please, at once. I haven't a minute to spare. If you don't go at once I +cannot have time to call him up." + +"You sure I kin trust you?" + +Starr turned on the girl such a gaze of mingled dignity and indignation +that her eye quailed before it. + +"Well, I s'pose I gotta," she said, dropping her eyes before Starr's +righteous wrath. "But 'no weddin' bells' fer you to-night ef yeh keep yer +promus. So long!" + +Starr shuddered as the girl passed her. The whiff of unwashed garments, +stale cooking, and undefinable tenement odor that reached her nostrils +sickened her. Was it possible that she must let this creature have a hold +even momentarily upon her last few hours? Yet she knew she must. She knew +she would not rest until she had been reassured by Carter's voice and the +explanation that he would surely give her. She rushed upstairs to her own +private 'phone, locking the door on even her old nurse, and called up the +'phone in Carter's private apartments. + +Without owning it to herself she had been a little troubled all the +afternoon because she had not heard from Carter. Her flowers had +come,--magnificent in their costliness and arrangement, and everything he +was to attend to was done, she knew, but no word had come from himself. It +was unlike him. + +She knew that he had given a dinner the evening before to his old friends +who were to be his ushers, and that the festivities would have lasted late. +He had not probably arisen very early, of course, but it was drawing on +toward the hour of the wedding now. She intended to begin to dress at once +after she had 'phoned him. It was strange she had not heard from him. + +After much delay an unknown voice answered the 'phone, and told her Mr. +Carter could not come now. She asked who it was but got no response, except +that Mr. Carter couldn't come now. The voice had a muffled, thick sound. +"Tell him to call me then as soon as possible," she said, and the voice +answered, "Awright!" + +Reluctantly she hung up the receiver and called Morton to help her dress. +She would have liked to get the matter out of the way before she went about +the pretty ceremony, and submitted herself to her nurse's hands with an ill +grace and troubled thoughts. The coarse beauty of Lizzie's face haunted +her. It reminded her of an actress that Carter had once openly admired, and +she had secretly disliked. She found herself shuddering inwardly every time +she recalled Lizzie's harsh voice, and uncouth sentences. + +She paid little heed to the dressing process after all and let Morton have +her way in everything, starting nervously when the 'phone bell rang, or +anyone tapped at her door. + +A message came from her father finally. He hoped to be with her in less +than an hour now, and as yet no word had come from Carter! Why did he not +know she would be anxious? What could have kept him from his usual greeting +of her, and on their wedding day! + +Suddenly, in the midst of Morton's careful draping of the wedding veil +which she was trying in various ways to see just how it should be put on at +the last minute, Starr started up from her chair. + +"I cannot stand this, Mortie. That will do for now. I must telephone Mr. +Carter. I can't understand why he doesn't call me." + +"Oh, but the poor man is that busy!" murmured Morton excusingly as she +hurried obediently out of the room. "Now, mind you don't muss that +beautiful veil." + +But after a half hour of futile attempt to get into communication with +Carter, Starr suddenly appeared in her door calling for her faithful nurse +again. + +"Mortie!" she called excitedly. "Come here quick! I've ordered the +electric. It's at the door now. Put on your big cloak and come with me! +I've got to see Mr. Carter at once and I can't get him on the 'phone." + +"But Miss Starr!" protested Morton. "You've no time to go anywhere now, and +look at your pretty veil!" + +"Never mind the veil, Mortie, I'm going. Hurry. I can't stop to explain. +I'll tell you on the way. We'll be back before anyone has missed us." + +"But your mamma, Miss Starr! She will be very angry with me!" + +"Mamma must not know. And anyway I must go. Come, if you won't come with me +I'm going alone." + +Starr with these words grasped a great cloak of dark green velvet, soft and +pliable as a skin of fur, threw it over her white bridal robes, and hurried +down the stairs. + +"Oh, Miss Starr, darlin'," moaned Morton looking hurriedly around for a +cloak with which to follow. "You'll spoil yer veil sure! Wait till I take +it off'n ye." + +But Starr had opened the front door and was already getting into the great +luxurious car that stood outside. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + + +Michael, as he went about on his search kept crying over and over again +in his heart: "Oh, God! Do something to save her! Do something to save my +little Starr!" + +Over and over the prayer prayed itself without seeming thought or volition +on his part, as he went from place to place, faithfully, keenly, step by +step, searching out what he needed to know. At last toward six o'clock, his +chain of evidence led him to the door of Stuyvesant Carter's apartments. + +After some delay the door was opened reluctantly a little way by a +servant with an immobile mask of a face who stared at him stupidly, but +finally admitted that the three men whose names he mentioned were inside. +He also said that Mr. Carter was in, but could not be seen. + +He closed the door on the visitor and went inside again to see if any of +the others would come out. There ensued an altercation in loud and somewhat +unsteady tones, and at last the door opened again and a fast looking young +man who admitted himself to be Theodore Brooks slid out and closed it +carefully behind him. The air that came with him was thick with tobacco +smoke and heavy with liquor, and the one glimpse Michael got of the room +showed a strange radiance of some peculiar light that glowed into the dusky +hall weirdly. + +The heavy-eyed youth who stood braced against the wall uncertainly looked +into Michael's face with an impudent laugh. + +"Well, parson, what's the grouch? Are you the devil or an angel sent to +bring retribution?" He ended with a silly laugh that told the experienced +ear of the young lawyer that the young man had been drinking heavily. And +this was the man whose name was signed as Rev. Theodore Brooks, D.D., on +the tawdry little marriage certificate that Michael held in his hand. His +heart sank at the futility of the task before him. + +"Are you a minister?" asked Michael briefly. + +"Am I a minister?" drawled young Brooks. "M-my-m-m-mnster! Well now that +get's my goat! Say, boys, he wants t' kno' 'f I'm a m-min'ster! Min-ster of +what? Min-ster plen-p'ten'sherry?" + +"Did you ever perform a marriage?" asked Michael sharply to stop the loud +guffaw that was re-echoing through the polished corridors of the apartment. + +"P'form a m'riage, d'ye say? No, but I'm goin' perform 't a marriage +to-night 'f the dead wakes up in time. Goin' t' be bes' man. Say, boys! Got +'im 'wake yet? Gettin' late!" + +Michael in despair took hold of the other's arm and tried to explain what +he wanted to know. Finally he succeeded in bringing the matter into the +fellow's comprehension. + +"Wedding, oh, yes, I 'member, peach of a girl! Stuyvy awfully fond of her. +No harm meant. Good joke! Yes,--I borr'wed Grand'F'ther Brooks's old gown'n +ban's. Awf'lly good disguise! No harm meant--on'y good joke--girl awf'lly +set on getting married. Stuyvy wanted t' please 'er--awfully good, joke--!" + +"A ghastly joke, I should say, sir!" said Michael sternly and then the door +was flung open by hands from inside, loud angry voices protesting while +another hand sought unavailingly to close the door again, but Michael came +and planted himself in the open door and stood like an avenging angel come +to call to judgment. The scene that was revealed to him was too horrifying +for words. + +A long banquet table stood in the midst of the handsome room whose +furnishings were of the costliest. Amid the scattered remains of the feast, +napkins lying under the table, upset glasses still dripping their ruby +contents down the damask of the tablecloth, broken china, scattered plates +and silver, stood a handsome silver bound coffin, within which, pallid and +deathlike, lay the handsome form of the bridegroom of the evening. All +about the casket in high sconces burned tall tapers casting their spectral +light over the scene. + +Distributed about the room lounging in chairs, fast asleep on the couches, +lying under the table, fighting by the doorway, one standing on a velvet +chair raising an unsteady glass of wine and making a flabby attempt at a +drinking song, were ten young men, the flower of society, the expected +ushers of the evening's wedding. + +Michael with his white face, his golden hair aflame in the flickering +candle light, his eyes full of shocked indignation, stood for a moment +surveying the scene, and all at once he knew that his prayer was answered. +There would be no wedding that night. + +"Is this another of your ghastly jokes?" he turned to Brooks who stood by +as master of ceremonies, not in the least disturbed by the presence of the +stranger. + +"That's just what it is," stuttered Brooks, "a j-j-joke, a p-p-p-pract'cal +joke. No harm meant, only Stuyvy's hard to wake up. Never did like gettin' +up in the mornin'. Wake 'im up boys! Wake 'im up! Time to get dressed for +the wedding!" + +"Has anyone sent word to Miss Endicott?" + +"Sent word to Mish Endicott? No, I'd 'no's they have. Think she'd care to +come? Say, boys, that's a good joke. This old fellow--don't know who he +is--devil'n all his angels p'raps--he s'gests we send word to Mish Endicott +t' come' th' fun'ral--" + +"I said nothing of the kind," said Michael fiercely. "Have you no sense of +decency? Go and wash your face and try to realize what you have been doing. +Have some one telephone for a doctor. I will go and tell the family," and +Michael strode out of the room to perform the hardest task that had ever +yet fallen to his lot. + +He did not wait for the elevator but ran down the flights of stairs trying +to steady his thoughts and realize the horror through which he had just +passed. + +As he started down the last flight he heard the elevator door clang below, +and as it shot past him he caught a glimpse of white garments and a face +with eyes that he knew. He stopped short and looked upward. Was it--could +it be? But no, of course not. He was foolish. He turned and compelled his +feet to hurry down the rest of the stairs, but at the door his worst fears +were confirmed, for there stood the great electric car, and the familiar +face of the Endicott chauffeur assured him that some one of the family had +just gone to the ghastly spectacle upstairs. + +In sudden panic he turned and fled up the stairs. He could not wait for +elevators now. He fain would have had wings, the wings of a protecting +angel, that he might reach her ere she saw that sight of horror. + +Yet even as he started he knew that he must be too late. + +Starr stopped startled in the open doorway, with Morton, protesting, +apprehensive, just behind her. The soft cloak slid away from her down the +satin of her gown, and left her revealed in all her wedding whiteness, her +eyes like stars, her beautiful face flushed excitedly. Then the eyes rested +on the coffin and its death-like occupant and her face went white as her +dress, while a great horror grew in her eyes. + +Brooks, more nearly sober than the rest, saw her first, and hastened to do +the honors. + +"Say, boys, she's come," he shouted. "Bride's come. Git up, Bobby Trascom. +Don't yer know ye mustn't lie down, when there's a lady present--Van--get +out from under that table. Help me pick up these things. Place all in a +mess. Glad to see you, Mish Endicott--" He bowed low and staggered as he +recovered himself. + +Starr turned her white face toward him: + +"Mr. Brooks," she said in a tone that sobered him somewhat, "what does it +mean? Is he dead?" + +"Not at all, not at all, Mish Endicott," he tried to say gravely. "Have him +all right in plenty time. Just a little joke, Mish Endicott. He's merely +shlightly intoxicated--" + +But Starr heard no more. With a little stifled cry and a groping motion +of her white-clad arms, she crumpled into a white heap at the feet of her +horrified nurse. It was just as she fell that Michael appeared at the door, +like the rescuing angel that he was, and with one withering glance at the +huddled group of men he gathered her in his arms and sped down the stairs, +faithful Morton puffing after him. Neither of them noticed a man who got +out of the elevator just before Starr fell and walking rapidly toward the +open door saw the whole action. In a moment more Mr. Endicott stood in the +door surveying the scene before him with stern, wrathful countenance. + +Like a dash of cold water his appearance brought several of the +participants in the disgraceful scene to their senses. A few questions and +he was possessed of the whole shameful story; the stag dinner growing into +a midnight orgy; the foolish dare, and the reckless acceptance of it by the +already intoxicated bridegroom; the drugged drinks; and the practical joke +carried out by brains long under the influence of liquor. Carter's man who +had protested had been bound and gagged in the back room. The jokers had +found no trouble in securing the necessary tools to carry out their joke. +Money will buy anything, even an undertaker for a living man. The promise +of secrecy and generous fees brought all they needed. Then when the ghastly +work was completed and the unconscious bridegroom lying in state in his +coffin amid the debris of the table, they drowned the horror of their deed +in deeper drinking. + +Mr. Endicott turned from the scene, his soul filled with loathing and +horror. + +He had reached home to find the house in a tumult and Starr gone. Morton, +as she went out the door after her young mistress, had whispered to the +butler their destination, and that they would return at once. She had an +innate suspicion that it would be best for some one to know. + +Mr. Endicott at once ordered the runabout and hastened after them, arriving +but a moment or two later. Michael had just vanished up the Apartment +stairs as he entered the lower hallway. The vague indefinite trouble that +had filled his mind concerning his daughter's marriage to a man he little +knew except by reputation, crystallized into trouble, dear and distinct, as +he hurried after his daughter. Something terrible must have come to Starr +or she would never have hurried away practically alone at a time like this. + +The electric car was gone by the time Mr. Endicott reached the lower hall +again, and he was forced to go back alone as he came, without further +explanation of the affair than what he could see; but he had time in the +rapid trip to become profoundly thankful that the disgraceful scene he +had just left had occurred before and not after his daughter's marriage. +Whatever alleviating circumstances there were to excuse the reckless victim +of his comrade's joke, the fact remained that a man who could fall victim +to a joke like that was not the companion for his daughter's life; she who +had been shielded and guarded at every possible point, and loved as the +very apple of his eye. His feelings toward the perpetrators of this +gruesome sport were such that he dared not think about them yet. No +punishment seemed too great for such. And she, his little Starr, had looked +upon that shameful scene; had seen the man she was expecting to marry lying +as one dead--! It was too awful! And what had it done to her? Had it killed +her? Had the shock unsettled her mind? The journey to his home seemed +longer than his whole ocean voyage. Oh, why had he not left business to go +to the winds and come back long ago to shield his little girl! + +Meantime, Michael, his precious burden in his arms, had stepped into the +waiting car, motioning Morton to follow and sit in the opposite seat. The +delicate Paris frock trailed unnoticed under foot, and the rare lace of +the veil fell back from the white face, but neither Michael nor the nurse +thought of satin and lace now, as they bent anxiously above the girl to see +if she still breathed. + +All the way to her home Michael held the lovely little bride in his arms, +feeling her weight no more than a feather; fervently thankful that he might +bear her thus for the moment, away from the danger that had threatened her +life. He wished with all his heart he might carry her so to the ends of the +earth and never stop until he had her safe from all harm that earth could +bring. His heart thrilled wildly with the touch of her frail sweetness, +even while his anxious face bent over her to watch for signs of returning +consciousness. + +But she did not become conscious before she reached the house. His strong +arms held her as gently as though she had been a baby as he stepped +carefully out and carried her to her own room; laying her upon the white +bed, where but two hours before the delicate wedding garments had been +spread ready for her to put on. Then he stood back, reverently looked upon +her dear face, and turned away. It was in the hall that he met her mother, +and her face was fairly disfigured with her sudden recognition of him. + +"What! Is it you that have dared come into this house? The impertinence! +I shall report all your doings to my husband. He will be very angry. I +believe that you are at the bottom of this whole business! You shall +certainly be dealt with as you deserve!" + +She hissed the words after him as Michael descended the stairs with bowed +head and closed lips. It mattered not now what she said or thought of him. +Starr was saved! + +He was about to pass out into the world again, away from her, away even +from knowledge of how she came out of her swoon. He had no further right +there now. His duty was done. He had been allowed to save her in her +extremity! + +But just as he reached it the door opened and Mr. Endicott hurried in. + +He paused for an instant. + +"Son!" said he, "it was you who brought her home!" It was as if that +conviction had but just been revealed to his perturbed mind. "Son, I'm +obliged. Sit here till I come. I want to speak with you." + +The doctor came with a nurse, and Michael sat and listened to the distant +voices in her room. He gathered from the sounds by and by that Starr was +conscious, was better. + +Until then no one had thought of the wedding or of the waiting guests that +would be gathering. Something must be done. And so it came about that as +the great organ sounded forth the first notes of the wedding march--for by +some blunder the bride's signal had been given to the organist when the +Endicott car drew up at the church--that Michael, bare headed, with his hat +in his hand, walked gravely up the aisle, unconscious of the battery of +eyes, and astonished whispers of "Who is he? Isn't he magnificent? What +does it mean? I thought the ushers were to come first?" until he stood +calmly in the chancel and faced the wondering audience. + +If an angel had come straight down from heaven and interfered with their +wedding they could not have been more astonished. For, as he stood beneath +the many soft lights in front of the wall of living green and blossoms, +with his white face and grave sweet dignity, they forgot for once to study +the fashion of his coat, and sat awed before his beautiful face; for +Michael wore to-night the look of transport with chin uplifted, glowing +eyes, and countenance that showed the spirit shining through. + +The organist looked down, and instinctively hushed his music. Had he made +some mistake? Then Michael spoke. Doubtless he should have gone to the +minister who was to perform the ceremony, and given him the message, but +Michael little knew the ways of weddings. It was the first one he had ever +attended, and he went straight to the point. + +"On account of the sudden and serious illness of the groom," he said, "it +will be impossible for the ceremony to go on at this time. The bride's +family ask that you will kindly excuse them from further intrusion or +explanation this evening." + +With a slight inclination of his head to the breathless audience Michael +passed swiftly down the aisle and out into the night, and the organist, by +tremendous self-control, kept on playing softly until the excited people +who had drifted usherless into the church got themselves out into their +carriages once more. + +Michael walked out into the night, bareheaded still, his eyes lifted to the +stars shining so far away above the city, and said softly, with wondering, +reverent voice: "Oh, God! Oh, God!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + + +Following hard upon the interrupted wedding came other events that not only +helped to hush matters up, but gave the world a plausible reason why the +ceremony did not come off as soon as the groom was convalescent from what +was reported in the papers to be an attack of acute indigestion, easily +accounted for by the round of banquets and entertainments which usually +precede a society wedding. + +During that eventful night while Starr still lay like a crushed lily torn +rudely from its stem, her mother, after a stormy scene with her husband, in +which he made it plain to her just what kind of a man she was wanting her +daughter to marry, and during which she saw the fall of her greatest social +ambitions, was suddenly stricken with apoplexy. + +The papers next morning told the news as sympathetically as a paper can +tell one's innermost secrets. It praised the wonderful ability of the woman +who had so successfully completed all the unique arrangements for what had +promised to be the greatest wedding of the season, if not of all seasons; +and upon whose overtaxed strength, the last straw had been laid in the +illness of the bridegroom. It stated that now of course the wedding would +be put off indefinitely, as nothing could be thought of while the bride's +mother lay in so critical a state. + +For a week there were daily bulletins of her condition published always in +more and more remote corners of the paper, until the little ripple that had +been made in the stream of life passed; and no further mention was made of +the matter save occasionally when they sent for some famous specialist: +when they took her to the shore to try what sea air might do; or when they +brought her home again. + +But all the time the woman lay locked in rigid silence. Only her cold eyes +followed whoever came into her room. She gave no sign of knowing what they +said, or of caring who came near her. Her husband's earnest pleas, Starr's +tears, drew from her no faintest expression that might have been even +imagined from a fluttering eyelash. There was nothing but that stony stare, +that almost unseeing gaze, that yet followed, followed wherever one would +move. It was a living death. + +And when one day the release came and the eyes were closed forever from the +scenes of this world, it was a sad relief to both husband and daughter. +Starr and her father stole away to an old New England farm-house where Mr. +Endicott's elderly maiden sister still lived in the old family homestead; a +mild-eyed, low-voiced woman with plain gray frocks and soft white laces at +wrists and neck and ruched about her sweet old face above the silver of her +hair. + +Starr had not been there since she was a little child, and her sad heart +found her aunt's home restful. She stayed there through the fall and until +after the first of the year; while her father came and went as business +dictated; and the Endicott home on Madison Avenue remained closed except +for the caretakers. + +Meanwhile young Carter had discreetly escorted his mother to Europe, and +was supposed by the papers to be going to return almost immediately. Not a +breath of gossip, strange to say, stole forth. Everything seemed arranged +to quiet any suspicion that might arise. + +Early in the fall he returned to town but Starr was still in New England. +No one knew of the estrangement between them. Their immediate friends were +away from town still, and everything seemed perfectly natural in the order +of decency. Of course people could not be married at once when there had +been a death in the family. + +No one but the two families knew of Carter's repeated attempts to be +reconciled to Starr; of his feeble endeavor at explanation; of her +continued refusal even to see him; and the decided letter she wrote him +after he had written her the most abject apology he knew how to frame; nor +of her father's interview with the young man wherein he was told some facts +about himself more plainly than anyone, even in his babyhood, had ever +dared to tell him. Mr. Endicott agreed to keep silence for Starr's sake, +provided the young man would do nothing to create any gossip about the +matter, until the intended wedding had been forgotten, and other events +should have taken the minds of society, from their particular case. Carter, +for his own sake, had not cared to have the story get abroad and had +sullenly acceded to the command. He had not, however, thought it necessary +to make himself entirely miserable while abroad; and there were those who +more than once spoke his name in company with that of a young and dashing +divorcée. Some even thought he returned to America sooner than he intended +in order to travel on the same steamer that she was to take. However, those +whispers had not as yet crossed the water; and even if they had, such +things were too common to cause much comment. + +Then, one Monday morning, the papers were filled with horror over an +unusually terrible automobile accident; in which a party of seven, of whom +the young divorcée was one and Stuyvesant Carter was another, went over an +embankment sixty feet in height, the car landing upside down on the rocks +below, and killing every member of the party. The paper also stated that +Mr. Theodore Brooks, intimate friend of Carter's, who was to have been best +man at the wedding some months previous, which was postponed on account of +the sudden illness and death of the bride's mother, was of the party. + +Thus ended the career of Stuyvesant Carter, and thus the world never knew +exactly why Starr Endicott did not become Mrs. Carter. + +Michael, from the moment that he went forth from delivering his message in +the church, saw no more of the Endicotts. He longed inexpressibly to call +and enquire for Starr; to get some word of reconciliation from her father; +to ask if there was not some little thing that he might be trusted to do +for them; but he knew that his place was not there, and his company was not +desired. Neither would he write, for even a note from him could but seem, +to Starr, a reminder of the terrible things of which he had been witness, +that is if anybody had ever told her it was he that brought her home. + +One solace alone he allowed himself. Night after night as he went home +late he would walk far out of his way to pass the house and look up at her +window; and always it comforted him a little to see the dim radiance of her +soft night light; behind the draperies of those windows, somewhere, safe, +she lay asleep, the dear little white-faced girl that he had been permitted +to carry to her home and safety, when she had almost reached the brink of +destruction. + +About a week after the fateful wedding day Michael received a brief note +from Starr. + +"My dear Mr. Endicott: + +"I wish to thank you for your trouble in bringing me home last week. I +cannot understand how you came to be there at that time. Also I am deeply +grateful for your kindness in making the announcement at the church. Very +sincerely, S.D.E." + +Michael felt the covert question in that phrase: "I cannot understand how +you came to be there at that time." She thought, perhaps, that to carry his +point and stop the marriage he had had a hand in that miserable business! +Well, let her think it. It was not his place to explain, and really of +course it could make little difference to her what she believed about him. +As well to let it rest. He belonged out of her world, and never would he +try to force his way into it. + +And so with the whiteness of his face still lingering from the hard days of +tension, Michael went on, straining every nerve in his work; keeping the +alley room open nightly even during hot weather, and in constant touch with +the farm which was now fairly on its feet and almost beginning to earn its +own living; though the contributions still kept coming to him quietly, here +and there, and helped in the many new plans that grew out of the many new +necessities. + +The carpenter had built and built, until there were pretty little bungalows +of one and two and three rooms dotted all about the farm to be rented at a +low price to the workers. It had come to be a little community by itself, +spoken of as "Old Orchard Farms," and well respected in the neighborhood, +for in truth the motley company that Michael and Sam gathered there had +done far better in the way of law-and-orderliness than either had hoped. +They seemed to have a pride that nothing that could hurt "the boss's" +reputation as a landowner should be laid to their charge. If by chance +there came into their midst any sordid being who could not see matters in +that light the rest promptly taught him better, or else put him out. + +And now the whole front yard was aflame with brilliant flowers in their +season. The orchard had been pruned and trimmed and grafted, and in the +spring presented a foreground of wonderful pink and white splendor; and at +all seasons of the year the grassy drive wound its way up to the old house, +through a vista of branches, green, or brown. + +It had long been in Michael's heart to build over the old house--for what +he did not know. Certainly he had no hope of ever using it himself except +as a transitory dwelling; yet it pleased his fancy to have it as he dreamed +it out. Perhaps some day it might be needed for some supreme reason, +and now was the time to get it ready. So one day he took a great and +simple-hearted architect down to the place to stay over night and get an +idea of the surroundings; and a few weeks later he was in possession of +a plan that showed how the old house could be made into a beautiful new +house, and yet keep all the original outlines. The carpenter, pleased with +the prospect of doing something really fine, had undertaken the work and it +was going forward rapidly. + +The main walls were to be built around with stone, old stone bought from +the ruins of a desolated barn of forgotten years, stone that was rusty and +golden and green in lovely mellow tones; stone that was gray with age and +mossy in place; now and then a stone that was dead black to give strength +to the coloring of the whole. There were to be windows, everywhere, wide, +low windows, that would let the sunlight in; and windows that nestled in +the sloping, rambling roofs that were to be stained green like the moss +that would grow on them some day. There was to be a piazza across the +entire front with rough stone pillars, and a stone paved floor up to which +the orchard grass would grow in a gentle terrace. Even now Sam and his +helpers were at work starting rose vines of all varieties, to train about +the trellises and twine about the pillars. Sam had elected that it should +be called "Rose Cottage." Who would have ever suspected Sam of having any +poetry in his nature? + +The great stone fireplace with its ancient crane and place to sit inside +was to be retained, and built about with more stone, and the partitions +between the original sitting-room and dining-room and hall were to be torn +down, to make one splendid living-room of which the old fireplace should be +the centre, with a great window at one side looking toward the sea, and a +deep seat with book cases in the corner. Heavy beams were somehow to be put +in the ceiling to support it, and fine wood used in the wainscoting and +panelling, with rough soft-toned plaster between and above. The floors were +to be smooth, wide boards of hard wood well fitted. + +A little gable was to be added on the morning-side of the house for a +dining-room, all windows, with a view of the sea on one side and the river +on the other. Upstairs there would be four bedrooms and a bath-room, all +according to the plan to be white wainscoting half-way up and delicately +vined or tinted papers above. + +Michael took great pleasure in going down to look at the house, and +watching the progress that was made with it, as indeed the whole colony +did. They called it "The Boss's Cottage," and when they laid off work at +night always took a trip to see what had been done during the day, men, +women and children. It was a sort of sacred pilgrimage, wherein they saw +their own highest dreams coming true for the man they loved because he had +helped them to a future of possibilities. Not a man of them but wistfully +wondered if he would ever get to the place where he could build him a house +like that, and resolved secretly to try for it; and always the work went +better the next day for the visit to the shrine. + +But after all, Michael would turn from his house with an empty ache in his +heart. What was it for? Not for him. It was not likely he would ever spend +happy hours there. He was not like other men. He must take his happiness in +making others happy. + +But one day a new thought came to him, as he watched the laborers working +out the plan, and bringing it ever nearer and nearer to the perfect whole. +A great desire came to him to have Starr see it some day, to know what she +would think about it, and if she would like it. The thought occurred to him +that perhaps, some time, in the changing of the world, she might chance +near that way, and he have opportunity to show her the house that he had +built--for her! Not that he would ever tell her that last. She must never +know of course that she was the only one in all the world he could ever +care for. That would seem a great presumption in her eyes. He must keep +that to himself. But there would be no harm in showing her the house, and +he would make it now as beautiful as if she were to occupy it. He would +take his joy in making all things fair, with the hope that she might one +day see and approve it. + +So, as the work drew near its completion he watched it more and more +carefully, matching tints in rooms, and always bringing down some new idea, +or finding some particular bit of furniture that would some day fit into +a certain niche. In that way he cheated the lonely ache in his heart, and +made believe he was happy. + +And another winter drew its white mantle about its shoulders and prepared +to face the blast. + +It bade fair to be a bitter winter for the poor, for everything was high, +and unskilled labor was poorly paid. Sickness and death were abroad, and +lurked in the milk supply, the food supply, the unsanitary tenements about +the alley; which, because it had not been so bad as some other districts +had been left uncondemned. Yet it was bad enough, and Michael's hands were +full to keep his people alive, and try to keep some of them from sinning. +For always where there is misery, there is the more sinning. + +Old Sal sat on her doorstep shivering with her tattered shawl about her +shoulders, or when it grew too cold peered from her little muslin curtained +window behind the geranium, to see the dirty white hearse with its +pink-winged angel atop, pass slowly in and out with some little fragment +of humanity; and knew that one day her turn would come to leave it all and +go--! Then she turned back to her little room which had become the only +heaven she knew, and solaced herself with the contents of a black bottle! + + + + +CHAPTER XXV + + +During the years of his work in the alley Michael had become known more +and more among workers for the poor, and he found strength in their +brotherhood, though he kept mainly to his own little corner, and had little +time to go out into other fields. But he had formed some very pleasant +distant friendships among workers, and had met prominent men who were +interested in reforms of all sorts. + +He was hurrying back to his boarding place one evening late in January with +his mind full of the old problem of how to reach the mass of humanity and +help them to live in decency so that they might stand some little chance of +being good as well as being alive. + +At the crossing of another avenue he met a man whose eloquence as a public +speaker was only equalled by his indefatigable tirelessness as a worker +among men. + +"Good evening, Endicott," he said cordially, halting in his rapid walk, "I +wonder if you're not the very man I want? Will you do me a favor? I'm in +great straits and no time to hunt up anybody." + +"Anything I can do, Doctor, I am at your service," said Michael. + +"Good! Thank you!" said the great man. "Are you free this evening for an +hour?" + +"I can be," said Michael smiling. The other man's hearty greeting and warm +"thank you" cheered his lonely heart. + +"Well, then you'll take my place at Madison Square Garden to-night, won't +you? I've just had a telegram that my mother is very ill, perhaps dying, +and I feel that I must go at once. I'm on my way to the station now. I +thought Patton would be at his rooms perhaps and he might help me out, but +they tell me he is out of town on a lecture tour." + +"Take your place?" said Michael aghast. "That I'm sure I could never do, +Doctor. What were you going to do?" + +"Why, there's a mass meeting at Madison Square Garden. We're trying to get +more playgrounds and roof gardens for poor children, you know. I was to +speak about the tenement district, give people a general idea of what +the need is, you know. I'm sure you're well acquainted with the subject. +They're expecting some big men there who can be big givers if they're +touched in the right way. You're very good to help me out. You'll excuse +me if I hurry on, it's almost train time. I want to catch the six o'clock +express West--" + +"But, Doctor," said Michael in dismay, striding along by his side down the +street, "I really couldn't do that. I'm not a public speaker, you know--I +never addressed a big audience in my life! Isn't there some one else I +could get for you?" + +It was odd that while he was saying it the vision of the church filled with +the fashionable world, waiting for a wedding which did not materialize, +came to his thoughts. + +"Oh, that doesn't make the slightest difference in the world!" said the +worried man. "You know the subject from _a_ to _z_, and I don't know +another available soul to-night who does. Just tell them what you know, you +needn't talk long; it'll be all right anyway. Just smile your smile and +they'll give all right. Good night, and thank you from my heart! I must +take this cab," and he hailed a passing cab and sprang inside, calling out +above the city's din, "Eight o'clock the meeting is. Don't worry! You'll +come out all right. It'll be good practice for your business." + +Michael stood still in the middle of the crowded pavement and looked after +the departing cab in dismay. If ever in all his life had he come to a spot +where he felt so utterly inadequate to fill a situation. Frantically he +tried as he started down the street again, to think of some one else to +ask. There seemed to be no one at all who was used to speaking that knew +the subject. The few who knew were either out of town or at a great +distance. He did not know how to reach them in time. Besides, there was +something about Michael that just would not let him shirk a situation no +matter how trying it was to him. It was one of the first principles he had +been taught with football, and before he reached his boarding place, his +chin was up, and his lips firmly set. Anyone who knew him well would have +felt sure Michael was going into a scrimmage and expected the fighting to +be hard. + +It was Will French who dug it out of him after dinner, and laughed and +slapped him gleefully on the shoulder. Will was engaged to Hester now and +he was outrageously happy. + +"Good work, old fellow! You've got your chance, now give it to 'em! I don't +know anybody can do it better. I'd like to bring a millionaire or two to +hear you. You've been there, now tell 'em! Don't frown like that, old +fellow, I tell you you've got the chance of your life. Why don't you tell +'em about the tenement in the alley?" + +Michael's face cleared. + +"I hadn't thought of it, Will. Do you think I could? It isn't exactly on +the subject. I understood him I was to speak of the tenement in relation to +the Playground." + +"The very thing," said Will. "Didn't he tell you to say what you knew? +Well, give it to 'em straight, and you'll see those rich old fellows open +their eyes. Some of 'em own some of those old rickety shacks, and probably +don't know what they own. Tell 'em. Perhaps the old man who owns our +tenement will be there! Who knows?" + +"By the way," said Michael, his face all alight, "did I tell you that +Milborn told me the other day that they think they're on track of the real +owner of our tenement? The agent let out something the last time they +talked with him and they think they may discover who he is, though he's +hidden himself well behind agents for years. If we can find out who he is +we may be able to help him understand what great need there is for him to +make a few changes--" + +"Yes, a few changes!" sneered Will. "Tear down the whole rotten death-trap +and build a new one with light and air and a chance for human beings to +live! Give it to 'em, old man! He may be there to-night." + +"I believe I will," said Michael thoughtfully, the look of winning +beginning to dawn on his speaking face; and he went up to his room and +locked his door. + +When he came out again, Will who was waiting to accompany him to the +meeting saw in his eyes the look of the dreamer, the man who sees into the +future and prophesies. He knew that Michael would not fail in his speech +that night. He gave a knowing look to Hester as she came out to go with +them and Hester understood. They walked behind him quietly for the most +part, or speaking in low tones. They felt the pride and the anxiety of the +moment as much as if they had been going to make the speech themselves. The +angel in the man had dominated them also. + +Now it happened that Starr had come down with her father for a week's +shopping the last time he ran up to his sister's and on this particular +evening she had claimed her father's society. + +"Can't you stay at home, Daddy dear?" she asked wistfully. "I don't want to +go to Aunt Frances' 'quiet little evening' one bit. I told her you needed +me to-night as we've only a day or two more left before I go back." + +Aunt Frances was Starr's mother's sister, and as the servants of the two +families agreed mutually, "Just like her, only more so." Starr had never +been quite happy in her company. + +"Come with me for a little while, daughter. I'm sorry I can't stay at home +all the evening, but I rather promised I'd drop into a charitable meeting +at Madison Square for a few minutes this evening. They're counting on my +name, I believe. We won't need to stay long, and if you're with, me it will +be easier to get away." + +"Agreed!" said Starr eagerly, and got herself ready in a twinkling. And so +it came about that as the roll of martial music poured forth from the fine +instruments secured for the occasion, and the leaders and speakers of the +evening, together with the presidents of this Society, and that Army, or +Settlement, or Organization for the Belief and Benefit of the Poor, filed +on to the great platform, that Starr and her father occupied prominent +seats in the vast audience, and joined in the enthusiasm that spread like +a wave before the great American Flag that burst out in brilliant electric +lights of red and white and blue, a signal that the hour and the moment was +come. + +Michael came in with the others, as calmly as though he had spent his life +preparing for the public platform. There was fire in his eyes, the fire of +passion for the people of the slums who were his kin. He looked over the +audience with a throb of joy to think he had so mighty an opportunity. His +pulses were not stirred, because he had no consciousness of self in this +whole performance. His subject was to live before the people, he himself +was nothing at all. He had no fear but he could tell them, if that was all +they wanted. Burning sentences hot with the blood of souls had been pouring +through his mind ever since he had decided to talk of his people. He was +only in a hurry to begin lest they would not give him time to tell all he +knew! All he knew! Could it ever be told? It was endless as eternity. + +With a strange stirring of her heart Starr recognized him. She felt the +color stealing into her face. She thought her father must notice it, and +cast a furtive glance at him, but he was deep in conversation about some +banking business, so she sat and watched Michael during the opening +exercises and wondered how he came to be there and what was his office +in this thing. Did lawyers get paid for doing something to help along +charitable institutions? She supposed so. He was probably given a seat on +the platform for his pains. Yet she could not help thinking how fine he +looked sitting there in the centre, the place of honor it would seem. +How came he there? He was taller than all the others, whether sitting or +standing, and his fine form and bearing made him exceedingly noticeable. +Starr could hear women about her whispering to their escorts: "Who is he?" +and her heart gave strange little throbs to think that she knew. It seemed +odd to her that she should be taken back by the sight of him now through +all the years to that morning in Florida when she had kissed him in the +chapel. Somehow there seemed something sweet and tender in the memory and +she dwelt upon it, while she watched him looking calmly over the audience, +rising and moving to let another pass him, bowing and smiling to a noted +judge who leaned over to grasp his hand. Did young lawyers like that get to +know noted judges? And wherever did he get his grace? There was rhythm and +beauty in his every motion. Starr had never had such a splendid opportunity +to look at him before, for in all that sea of faces she knew hers would be +lost to him, and she might watch him at her will. + +"Daddy, did you know that Michael was up there?" she asked after a while +when her father's friend went back to his seat. + +"Michael? No, where? On the platform? I wonder what in the world he is +doing there? He must be mixed up in this thing somehow, I understand he's +stuck at his mission work. I tried to stop him several years ago. Told him +it would ruin his prospects, but he was too stubborn to give up. So he's +here!" + +And Mr. Endicott searched out Michael and studied the beautiful face +keenly, looking in vain for any marks of degradation or fast living. The +head was lifted with its conquering look; the eyes shone forth like jewels. +Michael was a man, a son--to be proud of, he told himself, and breathed a +heavy sigh. That was one time when his stubbornness had not conquered, and +he found himself glad in spite of himself that it had not. + +The opening exercises were mere preliminary speeches and resolutions, mixed +with music, and interspersed by the introduction of the mayor of the +city and one or two other notables who said a few apathetic words of +commendation for the work in hand and retired on their laurels. "I +understand this Dr. Glidden who is to speak is quite an eloquent fellow," +said Starr's father as the President got up to introduce the speaker of the +evening whom all had come to hear. "The man who was just talking with me +says he is really worth hearing. If he grows tiresome we will slip out. I +wonder which one he is? He must be that man with the iron-gray hair over +there." + +"Oh, I don't want to go out," said Starr. "I like it. I never was in a +great meeting like this. I like to hear them cheer." + +Her cheeks were rosy, for in her heart she was finding out that she had a +great longing to stay there and watch Michael a little longer. + +"I am sorry to have to tell you that our friend and advertised speaker +for the evening was called away by the sudden and serious illness of +his mother, and left for the West on the six o'clock express," said the +chairman in his inadequate little voice that seemed always straining beyond +its height and never accomplishing anything in the way of being heard. + +A sigh of disappointment swept over the part of the audience near enough to +the platform to hear, and some men reached for their hats. + +"Well, now that's a pity," whispered Endicott. "I guess we better go before +they slip in any dry old substitutes. I've been seen here, that's enough." + +But Starr laid a detaining hand on her father's arm. + +"Wait a little, Daddy," she said softly. + +"But he has sent a substitute," went on the chairman, "a man whom he says +is a hundred per cent. better able to talk on the subject than himself. He +spoke to me from the station 'phone just before he left and told me that he +felt that you would all agree he had done well to go when you had heard the +man whom he has sent in his place. I have the pleasure to introduce to you +Mr. Michael Endicott who will speak to you this evening on the "Needs of +the Tenement Dwellers"--Mr. Endicott." + +Amid the silence that ensued after the feebly-polite applause Michael rose. +For just an instant he stood, looking over the audience and a strange +subtle thrill ran over the vast assemblage. + +Then Michael, insensibly measuring the spacious hall, flung his clear, +beautiful voice out into it, and reached the uttermost bounds of the room. + +"Did you know that there are in this city now seventy-one thousand eight +hundred and seventy-seven totally dark rooms; some of them connected with +an air-shaft twenty-eight inches wide and seventy feet deep; many of them +absolutely without access to even a dark shaft; and that these rooms are +the only place in the whole wide, beautiful world for thousands of little +children, unless they stay in the street?" + +The sentence shot through the audience like a great deliberate bolt of +lightning that crashed through the hearts of the hearers and tore away +every vestige of their complacency. The people sat up and took notice. +Starr thrilled and trembled, she knew not why. + +"There is a tenement with rooms like this, a 'dumb-bell' tenement, it is +called, in the alley where, for aught I know, I was born--" + +"Oh!" The sound swept over the listeners in a great wave like a sob of +protest. Men and women raised their opera glasses and looked at the speaker +again. They asked one another: "Who is he?" and settled quiet to hear what +more he had to say. + +Then Michael went on to tell of three dark little rooms in "his" tenement +where a family of eight, accustomed to better things, had been forced +by circumstances to make their home; and where in the dark the germs +of tuberculosis had been silently growing, until the whole family were +infected. He spoke of a little ten-year-old girl, living in one of these +little dark rooms, pushed down on the street by a playmate, an accident +that would have been thought nothing of in a healthy child, but in this +little one it produced tubercular meningitis and after two days of agony +the child died. He told of a delicate girl, who with her brother were the +sole wage earners of the family, working all day, and sewing far into the +night to make clothes for the little brothers and sisters, who had fallen +prey to the white plague. + +He told instance after instance of sickness and death all resulting from +the terrible conditions in this one tenement, until a delicate, refined +looking woman down in the audience who had dropped in with her husband for +a few minutes on the way to some other gathering, drew her soft mantle +about her shoulders with a shiver and whispered: "Really, Charles, it can't +be healthy to have such a terrible state of things in the city where we +live. I should think germs would get out and float around to us. Something +ought to be done to clean such low creatures out of a decent community. Do +let's go now. I don't feel as if I could listen to another word. I shan't +be able to enjoy the reception." + +But the husband sat frowning and listening to the end of the speech, +vouchsafing to her whisper only the single growl: + +"Don't be a fool, Selina!" + +On and on Michael went, literally taking his audience with him, through +room after room of "his" tenement, showing them horrors they had never +dreamed; giving them now and again a glimmer of light when he told of a +curtained window with fifteen minutes of sun every morning, where a little +cripple sat to watch for her sunbeam, and push her pot of geraniums along +the sill that it might have the entire benefit of its brief shining. He put +the audience into peals of laughter over the wit of some poor creatures in +certain trying situations, showing that a sense of humor is not lacking in +"the other half"; and then set them weeping over a little baby's funeral. + +He told them forcibly how hard the workers were trying to clean out and +improve this terrible state of things. How cruelly slow the owner of this +particular tenement was even to cut windows into dark air shafts; how so +far it had been impossible to discover the name of the true owner of the +building, because he had for years successfully hidden behind agents who +held the building in trust. + +The speech closed in a mighty appeal to the people of New York to rise up +in a mass and wipe out this curse of the tenements, and build in their +places light, airy, clean, wholesome dwellings, where people might live and +work and learn the lessons of life aright, and where sin could find no dark +hole in which to hatch her loathsome offspring. + +As Michael sat down amid a burst of applause such as is given to few +speakers, another man stepped to the front of the platform; and the cheers +of commendation were hushed somewhat, only to swell and break forth again; +for this man was one of the city's great minds, and always welcome on any +platform. He had been asked to make the final appeal for funds for the +playgrounds. It had been considered a great stroke of luck on the part of +the committee to secure him. + +"My friends," said he when the hush came at last and he could be heard, "I +appreciate your feelings. I would like to spend the remainder of the night +in applauding the man who has just finished speaking." + +The clamor showed signs of breaking forth again: + +"This man has spoken well because he has spoken from his heart. And he has +told us that he knows whereof he speaks, for he has lived in those tenement +rooms himself, one of the little children like those for whom he pleads. I +am told that he has given almost every evening for four years out of a busy +life which is just opening into great promise, to help these people of his. +I am reminded as I have been listening to him of Lanier's wonderful poem, +'The Marshes of Glynn.' Do you recall it? + + "'Ye spread and span like the catholic man who hath mightily won + God out of knowledge, and good out of infinite pain, + And sight out of blindness, and purity out of a stain.' + +"Let us get to work at once and do our duty. I see you do not need urging. +My friends, if such a man as this, a prince among men, can come out of the +slums, then the slums are surely worth redeeming." + +The audience thundered and clamored and thundered again; women sobbed +openly, while the ushers hurried about collecting the eager offerings of +the people, for Michael had won the day and everybody was ready to give. +It sort of helped to get the burden of such a state of things off their +consciences. + +Starr had sat through the whole speech with glowing cheeks and lashes wet. +Her heart throbbed with wonder and a kind of personal pride in Michael. +Somehow all the years that had passed between seemed to have dropped away +and she saw before her the boy who had told her of the Florida sunset, and +filled her with childish admiration over his beautiful thoughts. His story +appealed to her. The lives of the little ones about whom he had been +telling were like his poor neglected existence before her father took him +up; the little lonely life that had been freely offered to save her own. + +She forgot now all that had passed between, her anger at his not coming to +ride; and after her return from abroad, not coming to call; nor accepting +her invitations; her rage at his interference in her affairs. Her +persistence in her own folly seemed now unspeakable. She was ashamed of +herself. The tears were streaming down her cheeks, but of this she was +quite unaware. + +When the speeches were over and the uproar of applause had somewhat +subsided, Starr turned to her father her face aglow, her lashes still +dewy with tears. Her father had been silent and absorbed. His face was +inscrutable now. He had a way of masking his emotions even to those who +knew him best. + +"Daddy, dear," whispered Starr, "couldn't we buy that tenement and build it +over? I should so love to give those little children happy homes." + +Endicott turned and looked at his treasured child, her lovely face all +eagerness now. She had infinite faith in her father's ability to purchase +anything she wanted. The father himself had been deeply stirred. He looked +at her searchingly at first; then yearningly, tenderly, but his voice was +almost gruff as he said: + +"H'm! I'll see about it!" + +"Couldn't you let Michael know now, daddy? I think it would be such a help +to him to know that his speech has done some good." The voice was very +sweet and appealing. "Couldn't you send him word by one of the ushers?" + +"H'm! I suppose I could." Endicott took out his fountain pen and a business +card, and began to write. + +"You don't suppose, daddy, that the owner will object to selling? There +won't be any trouble about it that way, will there?" + +"No, I don't think there'll be any trouble." + +Endicott slipped the card into an envelope he found in his pocket and +calling an usher asked him to take it to the platform to Michael. What he +had written was this: + +"I suppose you have been talking about my property. Pull the tenement down +if you like and build a model one. I'll foot the bills. D.E." + +When Michael, surprised at receiving a communication on the platform, tore +the envelope open and read, his face fairly blazed with glory. Starr was +watching him, and her heart gave a queer little throb of pleasure at +the light in his eyes. The next instant he was on his feet, and with a +whispered word to the chairman, came to the front of the platform. His +raised hand brought instant silence. + +"I have good news. May I share it with you? The owner of that tenement is +in this house, and has sent me word that he will tear it down and build a +model one in its place!" + +The ring in Michael's voice, and the light on his face was equivalent to a +dozen votes of thanks. The audience rose to its feet and cheered: + +"Daddy! Oh, daddy! Are you the owner?" There was astonishment, reproof, +excuse, and forgiveness all mingled in Starr's voice. + +"Come Starr," said her father abruptly, "we'd better go home. This is a hot +noisy place and I'm tired." + +"Daddy dear! Of course you didn't know how things were!" said Starr +sweetly. "You didn't, did you, daddy?" + +"No, I didn't know," said Endicott evasively, "that Michael has a great +gift of gab! Would you like to stop and have an ice somewhere, daughter?" + +"No, daddy, I'd rather go home and plan how to make over that tenement. I +don't believe I'd enjoy an ice after what I've heard to-night. Why is it +some people have so much more than others to start with?" + +"H'm! Deep question, child, better not trouble your brains with it," and +Starr saw that her father, though deeply moved, did not wish to discuss the +matter. + +The next day Michael called at Endicott's office but did not find him +in, and wrote a letter out of the overwhelming joy of his heart, asking +permission to call and thank his benefactor and talk over plans. The +following day he received the curt reply: + +"Son:--Make your plans to suit yourself. Don't spare expense within reason. +No thanks needed. I did it for Starr. You made a good speech." + +Michael choked down his disappointment over this rebuff, and tried to take +all the joy of it. He was not forgiven yet. He might not enter the sacred +precincts of intercourse again; but he was beloved. He could not help +feeling that, because of that "Son" with which the communication began. And +the grudging praise his speech received was more to Michael than all the +adulation that people had been showering upon him since the night of the +mass meeting. But Starr! Starr knew about it. He did it for Starr! She had +wanted it! She had perhaps been there! She must have been there, or how +else would she have known? The thought thrilled him, and thrilled him +anew! Oh, if he might have seen her before him! But then perhaps he would +not have been able to tell his story, and so it was just as well. But +Starr was interested in his work, his plans! What a wonderful thing to +have her work with him even in this indirect way. Oh, if some day! If--! + +But right here Michael shut down his thoughts and went to work. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + + +Late in January Michael was taking his nightly walk homeward by way of the +Endicott home. He was convinced that Starr was still away from home, for he +had seen no lights now for several weeks in the room that he knew was her +own, but there was always the chance that she might have returned. + +He was nearing the house when he saw from the opposite direction a man turn +the corner and with halting gait come slowly toward the house and pause +before the steps uncertainly. Something familiar in the man's attitude +caused Michael to hasten his steps, and coming closer he found that it was +Mr. Endicott himself, and that he stood looking up the steps of his home as +though they had been a difficult hill which he must climb. + +Michael stopped beside him, saying good evening, the thrill of his voice +conveying his own joy in the meeting in addition to a common greeting. + +"Is that you, Son?" asked the older man swaying slightly toward him. "I'm +glad you came. I feel strangely dizzy. I wish you'd help me in." + +Michael's arm was about the other's shoulders at once and his ready +strength almost lifted his benefactor up the steps. His steady hand with +the key made short work of the night latch, and without waiting to call a +servant he helped Mr. Endicott up to his room and to his bed. + +The man sank back wearily with a sigh and closed his eyes, then suddenly +roused himself. + +"Thank you, Son; and will you send a message to Starr that I am not able to +come on to-night as I promised? Tell her I'll likely be all right to-morrow +and will try to come then. You'll find the address at the head of the +telephone list in the hall there. I guess you'll have to 'phone for the +doctor. I don't seem to feel like myself. There must be something the +matter. I think I've taken a heavy cold." + +Michael hurried to the 'phone and called up the physician begging him to +come at once, for he could see that Mr. Endicott was very ill. His voice +trembled as he gave the message to the Western Union over the 'phone. It +seemed almost like talking to Starr, though he sent the telegram in her +father's name. + +The message sent, he hurried back to the sick man, who seemed to have +fallen in a sort of stupor. His face was flushed and hot, the veins in his +temples and neck were throbbing rapidly. In all his healthy life Michael +had seen little of illness, but he recognized it now and knew it must be +a violent attack. If only he knew something to do until the doctor should +arrive! + +Hot water used to be the universal remedy for all diseases at college. The +matron always had some one bring hot water when anyone was ill. Michael +went downstairs to find a servant, but they must all be asleep, for he had +been unusually late in leaving the alley that night. + +However, he found that the bath-room would supply plenty of hot water, so +he set to work to undress his patient, wrap him in a blanket and soak his +feet in hot water. But the patient showed signs of faintness, and was +unable to sit up. A footbath under such conditions was difficult to +administer. The unaccustomed nurse got his patient into bed again with +arduous labor, and was just wondering what to do next when the doctor +arrived. + +Michael watched the grave face of the old doctor as he examined the sick +man, and knew that his intuitions had been right. Mr. Endicott was very +seriously ill. The doctor examined his patient with deliberation, his face +growing more and more serious. At last he stepped out of the room and +motioned Michael to follow him. + +"Are you a relative, young man?" he asked looking at Michael keenly. + +"No, only one who is very much indebted to him." + +"Well, it's lucky for him if you feel that indebtedness now. Do you know +what is the matter with him?" + +"No," said Michael. "He looks pretty sick to me. What is it?" + +"Smallpox!" said the doctor laconically, "and a tough case at that." Then +he looked keenly at the fine specimen of manhood before him, noting with +alert eye that there had been no blanching of panic in the beautiful face, +no slightest movement as if to get out of the room. The young man was not a +coward, anyway. + +"How long have you been with him?" he asked abruptly. + +"Since I telephoned you," said Michael, "I happened to be passing the house +and saw him trying to get up the steps alone. He was dizzy, he said, and +seemed glad to have me come to his help." + +"Have you ever been vaccinated?" + +"No," said Michael indifferently. + +"The wisest thing for you to do would be to get out of the room at once and +let me vaccinate you. I'll try to send a nurse to look after him as soon as +possible. Where are the family? Not at home? And the servants will probably +scatter as soon as they learn what's the matter. A pity he hadn't been +taken to the hospital, but it's hardly safe to move him now. The fact is he +is a very sick man, and there's only one chance in a hundred of saving him. +You've run some big risks, taking care of him this way--" + +"Any bigger than you are running, doctor?" Michael smiled gravely. + +"H'm! Well, it's my business, and I don't suppose it is yours. There are +people who are paid for those things. Come get out of this room or I won't +answer for the consequences." + +"The consequences will have to answer for themselves, doctor. I'm going to +stay here till somebody better comes to nurse him." + +Michael's eyes did not flinch as he said this. + +"Suppose you take the disease?" + +Michael smiled, one of his brilliant smiles that you could almost hear it +was so bright. + +"Why, then I will," said Michael, "but I'll stay well long enough to take +care of him until the nurse comes anyway." + +"You might die!" + +"Of course." In a tone with not a ruffle in the calm purpose. + +"Well, it's my duty to tell you that you'd probably be throwing your life +away, for there's only a chance that he won't die." + +"Not throwing it away if I made him suffer a little less. And you said +there was a chance. If I didn't stay he might miss that chance, mightn't +he?" + +"Probably." + +"Can I do anything to help or ease him?" + +"Yes." + +"Then I stay. I should stay anyway until some one came. I couldn't leave +him so." + +"Very well, then. I'm proud to know a man like you. There's plenty to be +done. Let's get to work." + +The hour that followed was filled with instructions and labor. Michael had +no time to think what would become of his work, or anything. He only knew +that this was the present duty and he went forward in it step by step. +Before the doctor left he vaccinated Michael, and gave him careful +directions how to take all necessary precautions for his own safety; but +he knew from the lofty look in the young man's face, that these were mere +secondary considerations with him. If the need came for the sake of the +patient, all precautions would be flung aside as not mattering one whit. + +The doctor roused the servants and told them what had happened, and tried +to persuade them to stay quietly in their places, and he would see that +they ran no risks if they obeyed his directions. But to a man and a woman +they were panic stricken; gathering their effects, they, like the Arabs +of old, folded their tents and silently stole away in the night. Before +morning dawned Michael and his patient were in sole possession of the +house. + +Early in the morning there came a call from the doctor. He had not been +able to secure the nurse he hoped to get. Could Michael hold the fort a +few hours longer? He would relieve him sooner if possible, but experienced +nurses for contagious cases were hard to get just now. There was a great +deal of sickness. He might be able to get one this morning but it was +doubtful. He had telephoned everywhere. + +Of course Michael would hold the fort. + +The doctor gave explicit directions, asked a number of questions, and +promised to call as soon as possible. + +Michael, alone in the great silence that the occasional babble of a +delirious person emphasizes in an otherwise empty house, began to think of +things that must be done. Fortunately there was a telephone in the room. +He would not have to leave his patient alone. He called up Will French and +told him in a few words what had happened; laughed pleasantly at Will's +fears for him; asked him to look after the alley work and to attend to one +or two little matters connected with his office work which could not be put +off. Then he called up Sam at the farm, for Michael had long ago found it +necessary to have a telephone put in at Old Orchard. + +The sound of Sam's voice cheered his heart, when, after Michael's brief +simple explanation of his present position as trained nurse for the head +of the house of Endicott who lay sick of smallpox, Sam responded with a +dismayed "Fer de lub o' Mike!" + +When Michael had finished all his directions to Sam, and received his +partner's promise to do everything just as Michael would have done it, Sam +broke out with: + +"Say, does dat ike know what he's takin' off'n you?" + +"Who? Mr. Endicott? No, Sam, he doesn't know anything. He's delirious." + +"Ummm!" grunted Sam deeply troubled. "Well, he better fin' out wen he gets +hisself agin er there'll be sompin' comin' to him." + +"He's done a great deal for me, Sam." + +"Ummm! Well, you're gettin' it back on him sure thing now, all right. Say, +you t' care o' yer'se'f, Mikky! We-all can't do nothin' w'th'ut yer. You +lemme know every day how you be." + +"Sure Sam!" responded Michael deeply touched by the choking sound of Sam's +voice. "Don't you worry. I'm sound as a nut. Nothing'll happen to me. The +doctor vaccinated me, and I'll not catch it. You look after things for me +and I'll be on deck again some day all the better for the rest." + +Michael sat back in the chair after hanging up the receiver, his eyes +glistening with moisture. To think the day had come when Sam should care +like that! It was a miracle. + +Michael went back again to the bed to look after his patient, and after he +had done everything that the doctor had said, he decided to reconnoitre for +some breakfast. There must be something in the house to eat even if the +servants had all departed, and he ought to eat so that his strength should +be equal to his task. + +It was late in the morning, nearly half-past ten. The young man hurried +downstairs and began to ransack the pantry. He did not want to be long away +from the upper room. Once, as he was stooping to search the refrigerator +for butter and milk he paused in his work and thought he heard a sound +at the front door, but then all seemed still, and he hurriedly put a few +things on a tray and carried them upstairs. He might not be able to come +down again for several hours. But when he reached the top of the stairs he +heard a voice, not his patient's, but a woman's voice, sweet and clear and +troubled: + +"Daddy! Oh, daddy dear! Why don't you speak to your little girl? What is +the matter? Can't you understand me? Your face and your poor hands are so +hot, they burn me. Daddy, daddy dear!" + +It was Starr's voice and Michael's heart stood still with the thrill of it, +and the instant horror of it. Starr was in there in the room of death with +her father. She was exposed to the terrible contagion; she, the beautiful, +frail treasure of his heart! + +He set the tray down quickly on the hall table and went swiftly to the +door. + +She sat on the side of the bed, her arms about her father's unconscious +form and her head buried in his neck, sobbing. + +For an instant Michael was frozen to the spot with horror at her dangerous +situation. If she had wanted to take the disease she could not have found a +more sure way of exposing herself. + +The next instant Michael's senses came back and without stopping to think +he sprang forward and caught her up in his arms, bearing her from the room +and setting her down at the bath-room door. + +"Oh, Starr! what have you done!" he said, a catch in his voice like a sob, +for he did not know what he was saying. + +Starr, frightened, struggling, sobbing, turned and looked at him. + +"Michael! How did you come to be here? Oh, what is the matter with my +father?" + +"Go wash your hands and face quickly with this antiseptic soap," he +commanded, all on the alert now, and dealing out the things the doctor +had given him for his own safety, "and here! rinse your mouth with this +quickly, and gargle your throat! Then go and change your things as quick as +you can. Your father has the smallpox and you have been in there close to +him." + +"The smallpox!" + +"Hurry!" commanded Michael, handing her the soap and turning on the hot +water. + +Starr obeyed him because when Michael spoke in that tone people always did +obey, but her frightened eyes kept seeking his face for some reassurance. + +"The smallpox! Oh, Michael! How dreadful! But how do you know? Has the +doctor been here? And how did you happen to be here?" + +"I was passing last night when your father came home and he asked me to +help him in. Yes, the doctor was here, and will soon come again and bring a +nurse. Now hurry! You must get away from the vicinity of this room!" + +"But I'm not going away!" said Starr stubbornly. "I'm going to stay by my +father. He'll want me." + +"Your father would be distressed beyond measure if he knew that you were +exposed to such terrible danger. I know that he would far rather have you +go away at once. Besides, he is delirious, and your presence cannot do him +any good now. You must take care of yourself, so that when he gets well you +will be well too, and able to help him get back into health again." + +"But you are staying." + +"It does not matter about me," said Michael, "there is no one to care. +Besides, I am a man, and perfectly strong. I do not think I will take +the disease. Now please take off those things you wore in there and get +something clean that has not been in the room and go away from here as +quickly as you can." + +Michael had barely persuaded her to take precautions when the doctor +arrived with a nurse and the promise of another before night. + +He scolded Starr thoroughly for her foolhardiness in going into her +father's room. He had been the family physician ever since she was born, +knew her well; and took the privilege of scolding when he liked. Starr +meekly succumbed. There was just one thing she would not do, and that was +to go away out of the house while her father remained in so critical a +condition. The doctor frowned and scolded, but finally agreed to let her +stay. And indeed it seemed as if perhaps it was the only thing that could +be done; for she had undoubtedly been exposed to the disease, and was +subject to quarantine. There seemed to be no place to which she could +safely go, where she could be comfortable, and the house was amply large +enough for two or three parties to remain in quarantine in several +detachments. + +There was another question to be considered. The nurses would have their +hands full with their patient. Some one must stay in the house and look +after things, see that they needed nothing, and get some kind of meals. +Starr, of course, knew absolutely nothing about cooking, and Michael's +experience was limited to roasting sweet potatoes around a bonfire at +college, and cooking eggs and coffee at the fireplace on the farm. But a +good cook to stay in a plague-stricken dwelling would be a thing of time, +if procurable at all; so the doctor decided to accept the willing services +of these two. Starr was established in her own room upstairs, which could +be shut away from the front part of the house by a short passage-way and +two doors, with access to the lower floor by means of the back stairs; and +Michael made a bed of the soft couch in the tiny reception room where he +had twice passed through trying experiences. Great curtains kept constantly +wet with antiseptics shut away the sick room and adjoining apartments from +the rest of the house. + +It was arranged that Michael should place such supplies as were needed at +the head of the stairs, just outside the guarding curtains, and the nurses +should pass all dishes through an antiseptic bath before sending them +downstairs again. The electric bells and telephones with which the house +was well supplied made it possible for them to communicate with one another +without danger of infection. + +Starr was at once vaccinated and the two young people received many +precautions, and injunctions, with medicine and a strict régime; and even +then the old doctor shook his head dubiously. If those two beautiful faces +should have to pass through the ordeal of that dread disease his old heart +would be quite broken. All that skill and science could do to prevent it +should be done. + +So the house settled down to the quiet of a daily routine; the busy city +humming and thundering outside, but no more a part of them than if they +had been living in a tomb. The card of warning on the door sent all the +neighbors in the block scurrying off in a panic to Palm Beach or Europe; +and even the strangers passed by on the other side. The grocery boy and +the milkman left their orders hurriedly on the front steps and Michael and +Starr might almost have used the street for an exercise ground if they had +chosen, so deserted had it become. + +But there was no need for them to go farther than the door in front, for +there was a lovely side and back yard, screened from the street by a high +wall, where they might walk at will when they were not too busy with their +work; which for their unskilled hands was hard and laborious. Nevertheless, +their orders were strict, and every day they were out for a couple of hours +at least. To keep from getting chilled, Michael invented all sorts of games +when they grew tired of just walking; and twice after a new fall of snow +they went out and had a game of snowballing, coming in with glowing faces +and shining eyes, to change wet garments and hurry back to their kitchen +work. But this was after the first few serious days were passed, and the +doctor had given them hope that if all went well there was a good chance of +the patient pulling through. + +They settled into their new life like two children who had known each other +a long time. All the years between were as if they had not been. They made +their blunders; were merry over their work; and grew into each other's +companionship charmingly. Their ideas of cooking were most primitive and +had it not been possible to order things sent in from caterers they and the +nurses might have been in danger of starving to death. But as it was, what +with telephoning to the nurses for directions, and what with studying the +recipes on the outside of boxes of cornstarch and farina and oatmeal and +the like that they found in the pantry, they were learning day by day to do +a little more. + +And then, one blessed day, the dear nurse Morton walked in and took off +her things and stayed. Morton had been on a long-delayed visit to her old +father in Scotland that winter; but when she saw in the papers the notice +of the calamity that had befallen the house of her old employer, she packed +her trunk and took the first steamer back to America. Her baby, and her +baby's father needed her, and nothing could keep Morton away after that. + +Her coming relieved the situation very materially, for though she had never +been a fancy cook, she knew all about good old-fashioned Scotch dishes, and +from the first hour took up her station in the kitchen. Immediately comfort +and orderliness began to reign, and Starr and Michael had time on their +hands that was not spent in either eating, sleeping, working or exercise. + +It was then that they began to read together, for the library was filled +with all the treasures of literature, to many of which Michael had never +had access save through the public libraries, which of course was not as +satisfactory as having books at hand when one had a bit of leisure in a +busy life. Starr had been reading more than ever before this winter while +with her aunt, and entered into the pleasant companionship of a book +together with zest. + +Then there were hours when Starr played softly, and sang, for the piano was +far from the sick room and could not be heard upstairs. Indeed, if it had +not been for the anxious struggle going on upstairs, these two would have +been having a beautiful time. + +For all unknowing to themselves they were growing daily into a dear delight +in the mere presence of one another. Even Michael, who had long ago laid +down the lines between which he must walk through life, and never expected +to be more to Starr than a friend and protector, did not realize whither +this intimate companionship was tending. When he thought of it at all he +thought that it was a precious solace for his years of loneliness; a time +that must be enjoyed to the full, and treasured in memory for the days of +barrenness that must surely follow. + +Upstairs the fight went on day after day, until at last one morning the +doctor told them that it had been won, that the patient, though very much +enfeebled, would live and slowly get back his strength. + +That was a happy morning. The two caught each, other's hands and whirled +joyously round the dining-room when they heard it; and Morton came in with +her sleeves rolled up, and her eyes like two blue lakes all blurred with +raindrops in the sunlight. Her face seemed like a rainbow. + +The next morning the doctor looked the two over before he went upstairs and +set a limit to their quarantine. If they kept on doing well they would be +reasonably safe from taking the disease. It would be a miracle, almost, if +neither of them took it; but it began to look as if they were going to be +all right. + +Now these two had been so absorbed in one another that they had thought +very little about the danger of their taking the disease themselves. If +either had been alone in the house with nothing to do but brood it would +have probably been the sole topic of thought, but their healthy busy hours +had helped the good work on, and so they were coming safely out from under +the danger. + +It was one bright morning when they were waiting for the doctor to come +that Michael was glancing over the morning paper, and Starr trying a new +song she had sent for that had just come in the mail the evening before. +She wanted to be able to play it for Michael to sing. + +Suddenly Michael gave a little exclamation of dismay, and Starr, turning on +the piano stool, saw that his face was white and he was staring out of the +window with a drawn, sad look about his mouth and eyes. + +"What is it?" she asked in quick, eager tones of sympathy, and Michael +turning to look at her vivid beauty, his heart thrilling with the sound of +her voice, suddenly felt the wide gulf that had always been between them, +for what he had read in the paper had shaken him from his happy dream and +brought him back to a sudden realization of what he was. + +The item in the paper that had brought about this rude awakening was an +account of how Buck had broken jail and escaped. Michael's great heart +was filled with trouble about Buck; and instantly he remembered that he +belonged to the same class with Buck; and not at all in the charmed circle +where Starr moved. + +He looked at the girl with grave, tender eyes, that yet seemed to be less +intimate than they had been all these weeks. Her sensitive nature felt the +difference at once. + +He let her read the little item. + +Starr's face softened with ready sympathy, and a mingling of indignation. +"He was one of those people in your tenements you have been trying to +help?" she questioned, trying to understand his look. "He ought to have +been ashamed to get into jail after you had been helping him. Wasn't he a +sort of a worthless fellow?" + +"No," said Michael in quick defense, "he never had a chance. And he was not +just one of those people, he was _the_ one. He was the boy who took care of +me when I was a little fellow, and who shared everything he had, hard crust +or warm cellar door, with me. I think he loved me--" + +There was something in Michael's face and voice that warned Starr these +were sacred precincts, where she must tread lightly if she did not wish to +desecrate. + +"Tell me about him," she breathed softly. + +So Michael, his eyes tender, his voice gentle, because she had cared to +know, told her eloquently of Buck, till when he had finished her eyes were +wet with tears; and she looked so sweet that he had to turn his own eyes +away to keep from taking the lovely vision into his arms and kissing her. +It was a strange wild impulse he had to do this, and it frightened him. +Suppose some day he should forget himself, and let her see how he had dared +to love her? That must never be. He must put a watch upon himself. This +sweet friendship she had vouchsafed him must never be broken by word, look +or action of his. + +And from that morning there came upon his manner a change, subtle, +intangible,--but a change. + +They read and talked together, and Michael opened his heart to her as he +had not yet done, about his work in the alley, his farm colony, and his +hopes for his people; Starr listened and entered eagerly into his plans, +yet felt the change that had come upon him, and her troubled spirit knew +not what it was. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + + +All this while Michael had been in daily communication with Sam, as well as +with Will French, who with Hester's help had kept the rooms in the alley +going, though they reported that the head had been sorely missed. + +Sam had reported daily progress with the house and about two weeks before +Michael's release from quarantine announced that everything was done, even +to the papering of the walls and oiling of the floors. + +A fire had been burning in the furnace and fireplaces for several weeks, so +the plaster was thoroughly dry, and it was Michael's plan that Starr and +her father were to go straight down to the farm as soon as they were free +to leave the house. + +To this end Hester and Will had been given daily commissions to purchase +this and that needful article of furniture, until now at last Michael felt +that the house would be habitable for Starr and her precious invalid. + +During the entire winter Michael had pleased himself in purchasing rugs +here and there, and charming, fitting, furniture for the house he was +building. A great many things,--the important things,--had already been +selected, and Michael knew he could trust Hester's taste for the rest. For +some reason he had never said much to Starr about either Hester or Will, +perhaps because they had always seemed to him to belong to one another, and +thus were somewhat set apart from his own life. + +But one morning, Starr, coming into the library where Michael was +telephoning Hester about some last purchases she was making, overheard +these words: "All right Hester, you'll know best of course, but I think you +better make it a dozen instead of a half. It's better to have too many than +too few; and we might have company, you know." + +Now, of course, Starr couldn't possibly be supposed to know that it was a +question of dishes that was being discussed so intimately. In fact, she did +not stop to think what they were talking about; she only knew that he had +called this other girl "Hester"; and she suddenly became aware that during +all these weeks of pleasant intercourse, although she had addressed him as +Michael, he had carefully avoided using any name at all for her, except on +one or two occasions, substituting pronouns wherever possible. She had +not noticed this before, but when she heard that "Hester" in his pleasant +tones, her heart, brought the fact before her at once for invoice. Who was +this girl Hester? And why was she Hestered so carelessly as though he had +a right? Could it be possible that Michael was engaged to her? Why had she +never thought of it before? Of course it would be perfectly natural. This +other girl had been down in his dear alley, working shoulder to shoulder +with him all these years, and it was a matter of course that he must love +her, Starr's bright morning that but a moment before had been filled with +so much sunshine seemed suddenly to cloud over with a blackness that +blotted out all the joy; and though she strove to hide it even from +herself, her spirit was heavy with something she did not understand. + +That evening Michael came into the library unexpectedly. He had been out in +the kitchen helping Morton to open a box that was refractory. He found the +room entirely dark, and thought he heard a soft sound like sobbing in one +corner of the room. + +"Starr!" he said. "Starr, is that you?" nor knew that he had called her by +her name, though she knew it very well indeed. She kept quite still for an +instant, and then she rose from the little crumpled heap in the corner of +the leather couch where she had dropped for a minute in the dark to cry out +the strange ache of her heart when she thought Michael was safely in the +kitchen for a while. + +"Why, yes, Michael!" she said, and her voice sounded choky, though she was +struggling to make it natural. + +Michael stepped to the doorway and turned on the hall lights so that he +could dimly see her little figure standing in the shadow. Then he came over +toward her, his whole heart yearning over her, but a mighty control set +upon himself. + +"What is the matter--dear?" He breathed the last word almost under his +breath. He actually did not realize that he had spoken it aloud. It seemed +to envelope her with a deep tenderness. It broke her partial self-control +entirely and she sobbed again for a minute before she could speak. + +Oh, if he but dared to take that dear form into his aims and comfort her! +If he but dared! But he had no right! + +Michael stood still and struggled with his heart, standing quite near her, +yet not touching her. + +"Oh, my dear!" he breathed to himself, in an agony of love and +self-restraint. But she did not hear the breath. She was engaged in a +struggle of her own, and she seemed to remember that Hester-girl, and know +her duty. She must not let him see how she felt, not for anything in the +world. He was kind and tender. He had always been. He had denied himself +and come here to stay with them in their need because of his gratitude +toward her father for all he had done for him; and he had breathed that +"dear" as he would have done to any little child of the tenement whom he +found in trouble. Oh, she understood, even while she let the word comfort +her lonely heart. Why, oh why had she been left to trifle with a handsome +scoundrel? Why hadn't she been worthy to have won the love of a great man +like this one? + +These thoughts rushed through her brain so rapidly that they were not +formulated at all. Not until hours afterward did she know they had been +thought; but afterwards she sorted them out and put them in array before +her troubled heart. + +A minute she struggled with her tears, and then in a sweet little voice, +like a tired, naughty child she broke out: + +"Oh, Michael, you've been so good to me--to us, I mean--staying here all +these weeks and not showing a bit of impatience when you had all that great +work in the world to do--and I've just been thinking how perfectly horrid +I was to you last winter--the things I said and wrote to you--and how I +treated you when you were trying to save me from an awful fate! I'm so +ashamed, and so thankful! It all came over me to-night what I owed you, and +I can't ever thank you. Can you forgive me for the horrid way I acted, and +for passing you on the street that Sunday without speaking to you--I'm so +ashamed! Will you forgive me?" + +She put out her little hands with a pathetic motion toward him in the half +light of the room, and he took them in both his great warm ones and held +them in his firm grasp, his whole frame thrilling with her sweet touch. +"Forgive you, little Starr!" he breathed--"I never blamed you--" And there +is no telling what might not have happened if the doctor had not just then +unexpectedly arrived to perfect the arrangements for their going to the +farm. + +When Michael returned from letting the doctor out, Starr had fled upstairs +to her room; when they met the next morning it was with the bustle of +preparation upon them; and each cast shy smiling glances toward the other. +Starr knew that she was forgiven, but she also knew that there was a wall +reared between them that had not been there before, and her heart ached +with the knowledge. Nevertheless, it was a happy morning, and one could not +be absolutely miserable in the company of Michael, with a father who was +recovering rapidly, and the prospect of seeing him and going with him into +the beautiful out-of-doors within a few hours. + +Michael went about the work of preparing to go with a look of solemn joy. +Solemn because he felt that the wonderful companionship he had had alone +with Starr was so soon to end. Joyful because he could be with her still +and know she had passed through the danger of the terrible disease and come +safely out of the shadow with her beauty as vivid as ever. Besides, he +might always serve her, and they were friends now, not enemies--that was a +great deal! + +The little world of Old Orchard stood on tiptoe that lovely spring morning +when the party came down. The winding road that led to the cottage was +arched all over with bursting bloom, for the apple trees had done their +best at decorating for the occasion and made a wondrous canopy of pink and +white for Starr to see as she passed under. + +Not a soul was in sight as they drove up to the cottage save Sam, standing +respectfully to receive them in front of the piazza, and Lizzie, vanishing +around the corner of the cottage with her pretty boy toddling after--for +Lizzie had come down to be a waitress at Rose Cottage for the summer;--but +every soul on the farm was watching at a safe distance. For Sam, without +breathing a word, had managed to convey to them all the knowledge that +those who were coming as their guests were beloved of Michael, their +angel-hearted man. As though it had been a great ceremony they stood in +silent, adoring groups behind a row of thick hedges and watched them +arrive, each one glorying in the beauty of her whom in their hearts they +called "the boss's girl." + +The room stood wide and inviting to receive them. There was a fire of logs +on the great hearth, and a deep leather chair drawn up before it, with a +smaller rocker at one side, and a sumptuous leather coach for the invalid +just to the side of the fireplace, where the light of the flames would not +strike the eyes, yet the warmth would reach him. Soft greens and browns +were blended in the silk pillows that were piled on the couch and on the +seats that appeared here and there about the walls as if they grew by +nature. The book-case was filled with Michael's favorites, Will French +had seen to this, and a few were scattered on the big table where a green +shaded lamp of unique design, a freshly cut magazine, and a chair drawn at +just the right angle suggested a pleasant hour in the evening. There were +two or three pictures--these Michael had selected at intervals as he +learned to know more about art from his study at the exhibitions. + +"Oh!" breathed Starr. "How lovely! It is a real home!" and the thought +struck her that it would probably be Michael's and Hester's some day. +However, she would not let shadows come spoiling her good time now, for it +_was_ her good time and she had a right to it; and she too was happy in the +thought that she and Michael were friends, the kind of friends that can +never be enemies again. + +The invalid sank into the cushions of the couch with a pleased light in his +eyes and said: "Son, this is all right. I'm glad you bought the farm," and +Michael turned with a look of love to the man who had been the only father +he had ever known. It was good, good to be reconciled with him, and to know +that he was on the road to health once more. + +The doctor who had come down with them looked about with satisfaction. + +"I don't see but you are fixed," he said to Endicott. "I wouldn't mind +being in your shoes myself. Wish I could stay and help you enjoy yourself. +If I had a pair of children like those I'd give up work and come buy a farm +alongside, and settle down for life." + +The days at the farm passed in a sort of charmed existence for Starr and +her father. Everything they needed seemed to come as if by magic. Every +wish of Starr's was anticipated, and she was waited upon devotedly by +Lizzie, who never by so much as a look tried to win recognition. Starr, +however, always keen in her remembrances, knew and appreciated this. + +After the first two days Michael was back and forth in the city. His +business, which had been steadily growing before his temporary retirement +from the world, had piled up and was awaiting his attention. His work in +the alley called loudly for him every night, yet he managed to come down to +the farm often and spent all his Sundays there. + +It was one Saturday evening about three weeks after their arrival at the +farm, when they were all seated cosily in the living room of the cottage, +the invalid resting on the couch in the shadow, Starr seated close beside +him, the firelight glowing on her face, her hand in her father's; and +Michael by the table with, a fresh magazine which he was about to read to +them, that a knock came at the door. + +Opening the door, Michael found Sam standing on the piazza, and another +dark form huddled behind Him. + +"Come out here, can't yer, Buck's here!"' whispered Sam. + +"Buck!" Michael spoke the word with a joyful ring that thrilled Starr's +heart with sympathy as she sat listening, her ears alert with interest. + +"I'm so glad! So glad!" said Michael's voice again, vibrant with real +welcome. "Come in, Buck, I've a friend in here who knows all about you. No, +don't be afraid. You're perfectly safe. What? Through the windows? Well, +we'll turn the light out and sit in the firelight. You can go over in that +corner by the fireplace. No one will see you. The shades are down." + +Michael's voice was low, and he stood within the doorway, but Starr, +because she understood the need, heard every word. + +There was dissent in a low whisper outside, and then Sam's voice growled, +"Go on in, Buck, ef he says so." and Buck reluctantly entered, followed by +Sam. + +Buck was respectably dressed in an old suit of Sam's, with his hands and +face carefully washed and his hair combed. Sam had imbibed ideas and was +not slow to impart them. But Buck stood dark and frowning against the +closed door, his hunted eyes like black coals in a setting of snow, went +furtively around the room in restless vigilance. His body wore the habitual +air of crouching alertness. He started slightly when anyone moved or spoke +to him. Michael went quickly over to the table and turned down the lamp. + +"You won't mind sitting in the firelight, will you?" he said to Starr in a +low tone, and her eyes told him that she understood. + +"Come over here, Buck," said Michael motioning toward the sheltered corner +on the other side of the fireplace from where Starr was sitting. "This is +one of my friends, Miss Endicott, Mr. Endicott. Will you excuse us if we +sit here and talk a few minutes? Miss Endicott, you remember my telling you +of Buck?" + +Starr with sudden inspiration born of the moment, got up and went over to +where the dark-browed Buck stood frowning and embarrassed in the chimney +corner and put out her little roseleaf of a hand to him. Buck looked at it +in dismay and did not stir. + +"Why don't yer shake?" whispered Sam. + +Then with a grunt of astonishment Buck put out his rough hand and underwent +the unique experience of holding a lady's hand in his. The hunted eyes +looked up startled to Starr's and like a flash he saw a thought. It was as +if her eyes knew Browning's poem and could express his thought to Buck in +language he could understand: + + "All I could never be, + All men ignored in me, + This, I was worth to God, whose wheel the pitcher shaped." + +Somehow, Starr, with her smile and her eyes, and her gentle manner, +unknowingly conveyed that thought to Buck! Poor, neglected, sinful Buck! +And Michael, looking on, knew what she had done, and blessed her in his +heart. + +Buck sat down in the chimney corner, half in shadow with the lights from +the great log flaring over his face. The shades were all drawn down, the +doors were closed He was surrounded by friendly faces. For a few minutes +the hunted eyes ceased their roving round the room, and rested on Starr's +sweet face as she sat quietly, holding her father's hand. It was a sight +such as poor Buck's eyes had never rested upon in the whole of his +checkered existence, and for the moment he let the sweet wonder of it +filter into his dark, scarred soul, with blessed healing. Then he looked +from Starr to Michael's fine face near by, tender with the joy of Buck's +coming, anxious with what might be the outcome; and for a moment the heavy +lines in forehead and brow that Buck had worn since babyhood softened with +a tender look. Perhaps 'tis given, once to even the dullest soul to see, no +matter how low fallen, just what he might have been. + +They had been sitting thus for about fifteen minutes, quietly talking. +Michael intended to take Buck upstairs soon and question him, but, first he +wanted time to think what he must do. Then suddenly a loud knock startled +them all, and as Michael rose to go to the door there followed him the +resounding clatter of the tongs falling on the hearth. + +A voice with a knife edge to it cut through the room and made them all +shiver. + +"Good evening, Mr. Endicott!" it said. "I'm sorry to trouble you, but I've +come on a most unpleasant errand. We're after an escaped criminal, and +he was seen to enter your door a few minutes ago. Of course I know your +goodness of heart. You take 'em all in, but this one is a jail bird! You'll +excuse me if I take him off your hands. I'll try to do it as quietly and +neatly as possible." + +The big, blustery voice ceased and Michael, looking at the sinister gleam +of dull metal in the hands of the men who accompanied the county sheriff, +knew that the crisis was upon him. The man, impatient, was already pushing +past him into the room. It was of no sort of use to resist. He flung the +door wide and turned with the saddest look Starr thought she ever had seen +on the face of a man: + +"I know," he said, and his voice was filled with sorrow, "I know--but--he +was one whom I loved!" + +"Wasted love! Mr. Endicott. Wasted love. Not one of 'em worth it!" +blustered the big man walking in. + +Then Michael turned and faced the group around the fireplace and looking +from one to another turned white with amazement, for Buck was not among +them! + +Starr sat beside her father in just the same attitude she had held +throughout the last fifteen minutes, his hand in hers, her face turned, +startled, toward the door, and something inscrutable in her eyes. Sam stood +close beside the fireplace, the tongs which he had just picked up in his +hands, and a look of sullen rage upon his face. Nowhere in the whole wide +room was there a sign of Buck, and there seemed no spot where he could +hide. The door into the dining-room was on the opposite wall, and behind +it the cheerful clatter of the clearing off of the table could be plainly +heard. If Buck had escaped that way there would have been an outcry from +Morton or the maid. Every window had its shade closely drawn. + +The sheriff looked suspiciously at Michael whose blank face plainly showed +he had no part in making way with the outlaw. The men behind him looked +sharply round and finished with a curious gaze at Starr. Starr, rightly +interpreting the scene, rose to the occasion. + +"Would they like to look behind this couch?" she said moving quickly to the +other side of the fireplace over toward the window, with a warning glance +toward Sam. + +Then while the men began a fruitless search around the room, looking in the +chimney closet, and behind the furniture, she took up her stand beside the +corner window. + +It had been Michael's thoughtfulness that had arranged that all the windows +should have springs worked by the pressing of a button like some car +windows, so that a touch would send them up at will. + +Only Sam saw Starr's hand slide under the curtain a second, and unfasten +the catch at the top; then quickly down and touch the button in the window +sill. The window went up without a noise, and in a moment more the curtain +was moving out gently puffed by the soft spring breeze, and Starr had gone +back to her father's side. "I cannot understand it," said Michael, "he was +here a moment ago!" + +The sheriff who had been nosing about the fireplace turned and came over +to the window, sliding up the shade with a motion and looking out into the +dark orchard. + +"H'm! That's where he went, boys," he said. "After him quick! We ought to +have had a watch at each window as well as at the back. Thank you, Mr. +Endicott! Sorry to have troubled you. Good night!" and the sheriff +clattered after his men. + +Sam quickly pulled down the window, fastening it, and turned a look of +almost worshipful understanding on Starr. + +"Isn't that fire getting pretty hot for such a warm night?" said Starr +pushing back the hair from her forehead and bright cheeks. "Sam, suppose +you get a little water and pour over that log. I think we will not need any +more fire to-night anyway." + +And Sam, quickly hastened to obey, his mouth stretching in a broad grin as +he went out the door. + +"She'd make a peach of a burglar," he remarked to himself as he filled a +bucket with water and hurried back with it to the fire. + +Michael, in his strait betwixt law and love, was deeply troubled and had +followed the men out into the dark orchard. + +"Daddy, I think you'd better get up to your room. This excitement has been +too much for you," said Starr decidedly. + +But Mr. Endicott demurred. He had been interested in the little drama that +had been enacted before him, and he wanted to sit up and see the end of it. +He was inclined to blame Michael for bringing such a fellow into Starr's +presence. + +But Starr laughingly bundled him off to bed and sat for an hour reading +to him, her heart all the time in a flutter to know how things came out, +wondering if Sam surely understood, and put out the fire; and if it would +be safe for her to give him any broader hint. + +At midnight, Michael lay broad awake with troubled spirit, wondering over +and over if there was anything he might have done for Buck if he had only +done it in time--anything that would have been right to do. + +Softly, cautiously a man stole out of the darkness of the orchard until he +came and stood close to the old chimney, and then, softly stealing on the +midnight summer air there came a peculiar sibilant sound, clear, piercing, +yet blending with the night, and leaving no trace behind of its origin. One +couldn't tell from whence it came. But Michael, keeping vigil, heard, and +rose upon his elbow, alert, listening. Was that Buck calling him? It came +again, softer this time, but distinct. Michael sprang from his bed +and began hastily throwing on his garments. That call should never go +unanswered! + +Stealthily, in the light of the low, late moon, a dark figure stole forth +from the old chimney top, climbed down on the ladder that had been silently +tilted against it, helped to lay the ladder back innocently in the deep +grass again, and joining the figure on the ground crept away toward the +river where waited a boat. + +Buck lay down, in the bottom of the boat, covered with a piece of sacking, +and Sam took up the oars, when a long, sibilant whistle like a night bird +floated keenly through the air. Buck started up and turned suspicious eyes +on Sam: + +"What's that?" + +"It's Mikky, I reckon," said Sam softly, reverently. "He couldn't sleep. +He's huntin' yer!" + +Buck lay down with a sound that was almost a moan and the boat took up its +silent glide toward safety. + +"It's fierce ter leave him this 'a'way!" muttered Buck, "Yous tell him, +won't yer, an' her--she's a ly-dy, she is. She's all white! Tell her +Buck'll do ez much fer her some day ef he ever gits the chanct." + +"In doin' fer her you'd be doin' fer him, I spekullate," said Sam after a +long pause. + +"So?" said Buck + +"So," answered Sam. And that was the way Sam told Buck of the identity of +Starr. + +Now Starr, from her darkened window beside the great chimney, had watched +the whole thing. She waited until she saw Michael come slowly, sadly back +from his fruitless search through the mist before the dawning, alone, with +bowed head; and her heart ached for the problem that was filling him with +sorrow. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + + +Starr was coming up to the city for a little shopping on the early morning +train with Michael. The summer was almost upon her and she had not prepared +her apparel. Besides, she was going away in a few days to be bridesmaid at +the wedding of an old school friend who lived away out West; and secretly +she told herself she wanted the pleasure of this little trip to town with +Michael. + +She was treasuring every one of these beautiful days filled with precious +experiences, like jewels to be strung on memory's chain, with a vague +unrest lest some close-drawing future was to snatch them from her forever. +She wished with all her heart that she had given a decided refusal to her +friend's pleading, but the friend had put off the wedding on her account +to wait until she could leave her father; and her father had joined his +insistance that she should go away and have the rest and change after the +ordeal of the winter. So Starr seemed to have to go, much as she would +rather have remained. She had made a secret vow to herself that she would +return at once after the wedding in spite of all urgings to remain with +the family who had invited her to stay all summer with them. Starr had a +feeling that the days of her companionship with Michael might be short. +She must make the most of them. It might never be the same again after her +going away. She was not sure even that her father would consent to remain +all summer at the farm as Michael urged. + +And on this lovely morning she was very happy at the thought of going with +Michael. The sea seemed sparkling with a thousand gems as the train swept +along its shore, and Michael told her of his first coming down to see the +farm, called her attention to the flowers along the way: and she assured +him Old Orchard was far prettier than any of them, now that the roses were +all beginning to bud. It would soon be Rose Cottage indeed! + +Then the talk fell on Buck and his brief passing. + +"I wonder where he can be and what he is doing," sighed Michael. "If he +only could have stayed, long enough for me to have a talk with him. I +believe I could have persuaded him to a better way. It is the greatest +mystery in the world how he got away with those men watching the house. I +cannot understand it." + +Starr, her cheeks rosy, her eyes shining mischievously, looked up at him. + +"Haven't you the least suspicion where he was hiding?" she asked. + +Michael looked down at her with a sudden start, and smiled into her lovely +eyes. + +"Why, no. Have you?" he said, and could not keep the worship from his gaze. + +"Of course. I knew all the time. Do you think it was very dreadful for me +not to tell? I couldn't bear to have him caught that way before you'd had a +chance to help him; and when he used to be so good to you as a little boy; +besides, I saw his face, that terrible, hunted look; there wasn't anything +really wrong in my opening that window and throwing them off the track, was +there?" + +"Did you open the window?" + +Starr nodded saucily. "Yes, and Sam saw me do it. Sam knew all about it. +Buck went up the chimney right through that hot fire. Didn't you hear the +tongs fall down? He went like a flash before you opened the door, and one +foot was still in sight when that sheriff came in. I was so afraid he'd see +it. Was it wrong?" + +"I suppose it was," he said sadly. "The law must be maintained. It can't be +set aside for one fellow who has touched one's heart by some childhood's +action. But right or wrong I can't help being glad that you cared to do +something for poor Buck." + +"I think I did it mostly for--you?" she said softly, her eyes still down. + +For answer, Michael reached out his hand and took her little gloved one +that lay in her lap in a close pressure for just an instant. Then, as if a +mighty power were forcing him, he laid it gently down again and drew his +hand away. + +Starr felt the pressure of that strong hand and the message that it gave +through long days afterward, and more than once it gave her strength and +courage and good cheer. Come what might, she had a friend--a friend strong +and true as an angel. + +They spoke no more till the train swept into the station and they had +hurried through the crowd and were standing on the front of the ferryboat, +with the water sparkling before their onward gliding and the whole, great, +wicked, stirring city spread before their gaze, the light from the cross on +Trinity Church steeple flinging its glory in their faces. + +"Look!" said Michael pointing. "Do you remember the poem we were reading +the other night: Wordsworth's 'Upon Westminster Bridge.' Doesn't it fit +this scene perfectly? I've often thought of it when I was coming across in +the mornings. To look over there at the beauty one would never dream of all +the horror and wickedness and suffering that lies within those streets. It +is beautiful now. Listen! Do you remember it? + + "'Earth has not anything to show more fair: + Dull would he be of soul who could pass by + A sight so touching in its majesty: + This City now doth like a garment wear + + "'The beauty of the morning: silent, bare, + Ships, towers, domes, theatres, and temples lie + Open unto the fields, and to the sky, + All bright and glittering in the smokeless air. + + "'Never did sun more beautifully steep + In his first splendour valley, rock, or hill; + Ne'er saw I, never felt, a calm so deep! + + "'The river glideth at its own sweet will: + Dear God! The very houses seem asleep; + And all that mighty heart is lying still!'" + +Starr looked long at the picture before her, and then at the face of her +companion speaking the beautiful lines word by word as one draws in the +outlines of a well-loved picture. + +Michael's hat was off and the beauty of the morning lay in sunlight on his +hair and cheek and brow. Her heart swelled within her as she looked and +great tears filled her eyes. She dared not look longer lest she show her +deep emotion. The look of him, the words he spoke, and the whole wonderful +scene would linger in her memory as long as life should last. + +Two days later Starr started West, and life seemed empty for Michael. She +was gone from him, but still she would come back. Or, would she come back +after all? How long could he hope to keep her if she did? Sad foreboding +filled him and he went about his work with set, strained nerves; for now +he knew that right or wrong she was heart of his heart, part of his +consciousness. He loved her better than himself; and he saw no hope for +himself at all in trying to forget. Yet, never, never, would he ask her to +share the dishonor of his heritage. + +The day before Starr was expected to come back to Old Orchard Michael took +up the morning paper and with rising horror read: + + BANDIT WOUNDED AS FOUR HOLD UP TRAIN. + + Express Messenger Protects Cash During Desperate Revolver Duel in Car. + + Fort Smith, Ark.--Four bandits bungled the hold-up of a Kansas City + passenger train, between Hatfield and Mena, Ark., early to-day. One was + probably fatally wounded and captured and the others escaped after a + battle with the Express Messenger in which the messenger exhausted his + ammunition and was badly beaten. + + When the other robbers escaped the wounded bandit eluded the conductor, + and made his way into the sleeper, where he climbed into an empty + berth. But he was soon traced by the drops of blood from his wound. The + conductor and a brakeman hauled him out and battled with him in the + aisle amid the screams of passengers. + + The bandit aimed his revolver at the conductor and fired, but a sudden + unsteady turn of his wrist sent the bullet into himself instead of the + conductor. The wounded bandit received the bullet in his left breast + near the heart and will probably die. The Express Messenger is in the + hospital at Mena and may recover. + + Had the bullet of the bandit gone as intended it would more than likely + have wounded one or two women passengers, who at the sound of trouble + had jumped from their berths into the aisle and were directly in the + path of the bullet. + + There is some likelihood that the captured bandit may prove to be the + escaped convict, named "Buck," who was serving long sentence in the + state penitentiary, and for whom the police have been searching in vain + for the last three months. + +Michael was white and trembling when he had finished reading this account. +And was this then to be the end of Buck. Must he die a death like that? +Disgrace and sin and death, and no chance to make good? Michael groaned +aloud and bowed his head upon the table before him, his heart too heavy +even to try to think it out. + +That evening a telegram reached him from Arkansas. + +"A man named 'Buck' is dying here, and calls incessantly for you. If you +wish to see him alive come at once." + +Michael took the midnight train. Starr had telegraphed her father she would +reach Old Orchard in the morning. It was hard to have to go when, she was +just returning. Michael wondered if it would always be so now. + +Buck roused at Michael's coming and smiled feebly. + +"Mikky! I knowed you'd come!" he whispered feebly. "I'm done for, pardner. +I ain't long fer here, but I couldn't go 'thout you knowin'. I'd meant to +git jes' this one haul an' git away to some other country where it was +safe, 'nen I was goin' to try'n keep straight like you would want. I +would a'got trough all right, but I seen her,--the pretty lady,--your +girl,--standing in the aisle right ahin' the c'ndct'r, jes' es I wuz +pullin' the trigger knowed her right off, 'ith her eyes shinin' like two +stars; an' I couldn't run no resks. I ain't never bin no bungler at my +trade, but I hed to bungle this time 'cause I couldn't shoot your girl! So +I turned it jes' in time an' took it mese'f. She seen how 'twas 'ith me +that time at your house, an' she he'ped me git away. I sent her word I'd do +the same fer her some day, bless her--an' now--you tell her we're square! +I done the bunglin' fer her sake, but I done it fer you too, pard--little +pard--Mikky!" + +"Oh, Buck!" Michael knelt beside the poor bed and buried his face in the +coverlet. "Oh, Buck! If you'd only had my chance!" he moaned. + +"Never you mind, Mikky! I ain't squealin'. I knows how to take my dose. An' +mebbe, they'll be some kind of a collidge whar I'm goin', at I kin get a +try at yet--don't you fret, little pard--ef I git my chancet I'll take it +fer your sake!" + +The life breath seemed to be spent with the effort and Buck sank slowly +into unconsciousness and so passed out of a life that had been all against +him. + +Michael after doing all the last little things that were permitted him, +sadly took his way home again. + +He reached the city in the morning and spent several hours putting to +rights his business affairs; but by noon he found himself so unutterably +weary that he took the two o'clock train down to the farm. Sam met him at +the station. Sam somehow seemed to have an intuition when to meet him, +and the two gripped hands and walked home together across the salt grass, +Michael telling in low, halting tones all that Buck had said. Sam kept his +face turned the other way, but once Michael got a view of it and he was +sure there were tears on his cheeks. To think of Sam having tears for +anything! + +Arrived at the cottage Sam told him he thought that Mr. Endicott was taking +his afternoon nap upstairs, and that Miss Endicott had gone to ride with +"some kind of a fancy woman in a auto" who had called to see her. + +Being very weary and yet unwilling to run the risk of waking Mr. Endicott +by going upstairs, Michael asked Sam to bolt the dining-room door and give +orders that he should not be disturbed for an hour; then he lay down on the +leather couch in the living-room. + +The windows were open all around and the sweet breath of the opening roses +stole in with the summer breeze, while the drone of bees and the pure notes +of a song sparrow lulled him to sleep. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + + +Michael had slept perhaps an hour when he was roused by the sound of +voices, a sharp, hateful one with an unpleasant memory in it, and a sweet, +dear one that went to his very soul. + +"Sit down here, Aunt Frances. There is no one about: Papa is asleep and +Michael has not yet returned from a trip out West. You can talk without +fear of being heard." + +"Michael, Michael!" sniffed the voice. "Well, that's what I came to talk +to you about. I didn't want to say anything out there where the chauffeur +could hear; he is altogether too curious and might talk with the servants +about it. I wouldn't have it get out for the world. Your mother would have +been mortified to death about all this, and I can't see what your father +is thinking about. He never did seem to have much sense where you were +concerned--!" + +"Aunt Frances!" + +"Well, I can't help it. He doesn't. Now take this matter of your being down +here, and the very thought of you're calling that fellow Michael,--as if he +were a cousin or something! Why, it's simply disgusting! I hoped you +were going to stay out West until your father was well enough to go away +somewhere with you; but now that you have come back I think you ought to +leave here at once. People will begin to talk, and I don't like it. Why, +the fellow will be presuming on it to be intimate with you--"' + +Michael was suddenly roused to the fact that he was listening to a +conversation not intended for his ears, and yet he had no way of getting +out of hearing without passing the door in the front of which the two women +were seated. Both the dining-room, door and the stairs were on the other +side of the room from him and he would have to run the risk of being seen, +by either or both of them if he attempted to cross to them. The windows +were screened by wire nailed over the whole length, so he could not hope to +get successfully out of any of them. There was nothing for it but to lie +still, and pretend to be asleep if they discovered him afterwards. It was +an embarrassing situation but it was none of his choosing. + +There was a slight stir outside, Starr had risen, and was standing with her +back to the doorway. + +"Aunt Frances! What do you mean? Michael is our honored and respected +friend, our protector--our--host. Think what he did for papa! Risked his +life!" + +"Stuff and nonsense! Risked his life. He took the risk for perfectly good +reasons. He knew how to worm himself into the family again--" + +"Aunt Frances! I will not hear you say such dreadful things. Michael is a +gentleman, well-educated, with the highest ideals and principles. If you +knew how self-sacrificing and kind he is!" + +"Kind, yes kind!" sniffed the aunt, "and what will you think about it when +he asks you to marry him? Will you think he is kind to offer you a share in +the inheritance of a nobody--a charity--dependent--a child of the slums? If +you persist in your foolishness of staying here you will presently have all +New York gossiping about you, and then when you are in disgrace--I suppose +you will turn to me to help you out of it." + +"Stop!" cried Starr. "I will not listen to another word. What do you mean +by disgrace? There could be no disgrace in marrying Michael. The girl who +marries him will be the happiest woman in the whole world. He is good and +true and unselfish to the heart's core. There isn't the slightest danger of +his ever asking me to marry him, Aunt Frances, because I am very sure he +loves another girl and is engaged to marry her; and she is a nice girl too. +But if it were different, if he were free and asked me to marry him I would +feel as proud and glad as if a prince of the highest realm had asked me to +share his throne with him. I would rather marry Michael than any man I ever +met, and I don't care in the least whether he is a child of the slums or a +child of a king. I know what he is, and he is a prince among men." + +"Oh, really! Has it come to this? Then you are in love with him already and +my warning comes too late, does it? Answer me! Do you fancy yourself in +love with him." + +"Aunt Frances, you have no right to ask me that question," said Starr +steadily, her cheeks very red and her eyes very bright. + +Michael was sitting bolt upright on the couch now, utterly forgetful of +the dishonor of eavesdropping, fairly holding his breath to listen and +straining his ears that he might lose no slightest word. He was devouring +the dear, straight, little form in the doorway with his eyes, and her every +word fell on his tired heart like raindrops in a thirsty land, making the +flowers of hope spring forth and burst into lovely bloom. + +"Well, I do ask it!" snapped the aunt hatefully. "Come, answer me, do you +love him?" + +"That, Aunt Frances, I shall never answer to anybody but Michael. I must +refuse to hear another word on this subject." + +"Oh, very well, good-bye. I'll leave you to your silly fate, but don't +expect me to help you out of trouble if you get into it. I've warned you +and I wash my hands of you," and the angry woman flouted out to her waiting +car, but the girl stood still in the doorway and said with dignity: + +"Good afternoon, Aunt Frances. I shall never ask your help in any way." + +Starr watched the car out of sight, great tears welling into her eyes and +rolling down her cheeks. Michael sat breathless on the couch and tried to +think what he ought to do; while his very being was rippling with the joy +of the words she had spoken. + +Then she turned and saw him, and he stood up and held out his arms. + +"Starr, my little Starr! My darling! Did you mean all you said? Would you +really marry me? I've loved you always, Starr, since first I saw you a tiny +little child; I've loved your soft baby kisses and those others you gave me +later when you were a little girl and I an awkward boy. You never knew how +dear they were, nor how I used to go to sleep at night dreaming over and +over again, those kisses on my face. Oh, Starr! answer me? Did you mean it +all? And could you ever love me? You said you would answer that question to +no one else but me. Will you answer it now, darling?" + +For answer she came and stood within his arms, her eyes down-drooped, her +face all tears and smiles, and he folded her within his strong clasp and +stooping, whispered softly: + +"Starr, little darling--my life--my love--my--_wife_!" + +And then he laid his lips against hers and held her close. + + * * * * * + +Three weeks later when the roses were all aburst of bloom over the porch at +Rose Cottage and June was everywhere with her richness and perfection of +beauty, Starr and Michael were married on the piazza under an arch of +roses; and a favored few of society's cream motored down to Old Orchard to +witness the ceremony. In spite of all her disagreeable predictions and ugly +threats Aunt Frances was among them, smiling and dominating. + +"Yes, so sensible of her not to make a fuss with her wedding just now, when +her father is getting his strength back again. Of course she could have +come to my house and been married. I begged her to--naturally she shrank +from another wedding in connection with the old home you know--but her +father seemed to dread coming into town and so I advised her to go ahead +and be married here. Isn't it a charming place? So rustic you know, and +quite simple and artistic too in its way. Michael has done it all, planned +the house and everything, of course with Starr's help. You know it's quite +a large estate, belonged to Michael's great grandfather once, several +hundred acres, and he has used part of it for charitable purposes; has a +farm school or something for poor slum people, and is really teaching them +to be quite decent. I'm sure I hope they'll be duly grateful. See those +roses? Aren't they perfectly _dear_?" + +It was so she chattered to those in the car with her all the way down to +the farm; and to see her going about among the guests and smiling and +posing to Michael when he happened to come near her, you would have thought +the match all of her making, and never have dreamed that it was only +because Michael's great forgiving heart had said: "Oh, forgive her and ask +her down. She is your mother's sister, you know, and you'll be glad you did +it afterwards. Never mind what she says. She can't help her notions. It was +her unfortunate upbringing, and she's as much to be pitied as I for my slum +education." + +The pretty ceremony under the roses was over, and Starr had gone upstairs +to change the simple embroidered muslin for her travelling frock and motor +coat, for Michael and Starr were to take their honeymoon in their own new +car, a wedding gift from their father; and Endicott himself was to go to +his sister's by rail in the company of Will French, to stay during their +absence and be picked up by them on their homeward route. + +Michael stood among his friends on the piazza giving last directions to +French who was to look after his law business also during his absence, +and who was eager to tell his friend how he and Hester had planned to be +married early in the fall and were to go to housekeeping in a five-roomed +flat that might have been a palace from the light in Will's eyes. Hester +was talking with Lizzie who had edged near the porch with her pretty +boy hiding shyly behind her, but the smile that Hester threw in Will's +direction now and then showed she well knew what was his subject of +conversation. + +All the little colony had been gathered in the orchard in front of the rose +arch, to watch the wedding ceremony, and many of them still lingered there +to see the departure of the beloved bride and groom. Aunt Frances levelled +her lorgnette at them with all the airs of her departed sister, and +exclaimed "Aren't they picturesque? It's quite like the old country to have +so many servants and retainers gathered about adoring, now isn't it!" And a +young and eager debutante who was a distant cousin of Starr's. replied: + +"I think it's perfectly peachy, Aunt Frances." + +Suddenly in one of Will's eager perorations about the flat and its outlook +Michael noticed the shy, eager look of Sam's face as he waited hungrily for +notice. + +"Excuse me, Will, I must see Sam a minute," said Michael hurrying over to +where the man stood. + +"Say, Mikky," said Sam shyly, grasping Michael's hand convulsively, "me an' +Lizzie sort o' made it up as how we'd get tied, an' we thought we'd do it +now whiles everybody's at it, an' things is all fixed Lizzie she wanted me +to ask you ef you 'sposed _she'd_ mind, ef we'uns stood thur on the verandy +whur yous did, arter you was gone?" Sam looked at him anxiously as though +he had asked the half of Michael's kingdom and scarcely expected to get it, +but Michael's face was filled with glory as he clasped the small hard hand +of his comrade and gripped it with his mighty hearty grip. + +"Mind! She'd be delighted, Sam! Go ahead. I'm sorry we didn't know it +before. We'd have liked to give you a present, but I'll send you the deed +of the little white cottage at the head of the lane, the one that looks +toward the river and the sunset, you know. Will you two like to live +there?" + +Sam's eyes grew large with happiness, and a mist came over them as he held +tight to the great hand that enclosed his own, and choked and tried to +answer. + +Amid a shower of roses and cheers Michael and Starr rode into the sweet +June afternoon, alone together at last. And when they had gone beyond the +little town, and were on a stretch of quiet woodsy road, Michael stopped +the car and took his bride into his arms. + +"Dear," he said as he tenderly kissed her, "I've just been realizing what +might have happened if Buck hadn't seen you in time and taken the shot +himself that I might have you, my life, my dear, precious wife!" + +Then Starr looked up with her eyes all dewy with tears and said, "Michael, +we must try to save a lot of others for his sake." And Michael smiled and +pressed his lips to hers again, with deep, sweet understanding. + +Then, when they were riding along again Michael told her of what Sam had +asked, and how another wedding was to follow theirs. + +"Oh, Michael!" said Starr, all eagerness at once, "Why didn't you tell me +sooner! I would have liked to stay and see them married. Couldn't we turn +around now and get there in time if you put on high speed?" + +"We'll try," said Michael reversing the car; and in an instant more it was +shooting back to Old Orchard, arriving on the scene just as Sam and Lizzie +were shyly taking their place, hand in hand, under the roses, in as near +imitation of Michael and Starr as their unaccustomedness could compass. + +It was Jim who discovered the car coming up the orchard lane. + +"For de lub o' Mike!" he exclaimed aloud. "Ef here don't come Mikky +hisse'f, and _her_! Hold up dar, Mister preacher. Don't tie de knot till +dey gits here!" + +And a cheer arose loud and long and echoed through the trees and over the +river to the sea. Three cheers for the love of Michael! + +Sam and Lizzie bloomed forth with smiles, and the ceremony went forward +with, alacrity now that the real audience was present. + +An hour later, having done their part to make the wedding festivities as +joyous as their own had been, Michael and Starr started out again into the +waning day, a light on their faces and joy in their hearts. + +Starr, her heart very full, laid her hand upon Michael's and said with +shining eyes: + +"Michael, do you know, I found a name for you. Listen: 'And at that time +shall Michael stand up, the great prince which standeth for the children of +thy people: and at that time thy people shall be delivered, every one that +shall be found written in the book.' Michael, you are _my prince_!" + +And Michael as he stooped and kissed her, murmured, "My Starr." + + + + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Lo, Michael!, by Grace Livingston Hill + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LO, MICHAEL! *** + +***** This file should be named 9816-8.txt or 9816-8.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/9/8/1/9816/ + +Produced by Charles Aldarondo, Keren Vergon, Josephine +Paolucci, and Project Gutenberg Distributed Proofreaders + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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