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<h1>
TIP LEWIS AND HIS LAMP
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<b>BY PANSY</b>
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<center>
AUTHOR OF "ESTER RIED," "ESTER RIED YET SPEAKING," "MRS.
SOLOMON SMITH LOOKING ON," "AN ENDLESS CHAIN," "FOUR GIRLS AT
CHAUTAUQUA," ETC. ETC.
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<p>
<a href="#CH1">CHAPTER I.</a>
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<a href="#CH2">CHAPTER II.</a>
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<a href="#CH3">CHAPTER III.</a>
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<a href="#CH4">CHAPTER IV.</a>
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<a href="#CH5">CHAPTER V.</a>
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<a href="#CH6">CHAPTER VI.</a>
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<a href="#CH7">CHAPTER VII.</a>
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<a href="#CH8">CHAPTER VIII.</a>
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<a href="#CH9">CHAPTER IX.</a>
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<a href="#CH10">CHAPTER X.</a>
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<a href="#CH11">CHAPTER XI.</a>
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<a href="#CH12">CHAPTER XII.</a>
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<a href="#CH13">CHAPTER XIII.</a>
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<a href="#CH14">CHAPTER XIV.</a>
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<a href="#CH15">CHAPTER XV.</a>
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<a href="#CH16">CHAPTER XVI.</a>
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<a href="#CH17">CHAPTER XVII.</a>
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<a href="#CH18">CHAPTER XVIII.</a>
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<a href="#CH19">CHAPTER XIX.</a>
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<a href="#CH20">CHAPTER XX.</a>
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<a href="#CH21">CHAPTER XXI.</a>
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<a href="#CH22">CHAPTER XXII.</a>
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<a href="#CH23">CHAPTER XXIII.</a>
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<a href="#CH24">CHAPTER XXIV.</a>
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<a href="#CH25">CHAPTER XXV.</a>
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<a href="#CH26">CHAPTER XXVI.</a>
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<a href="#CH27">CHAPTER XXVII.</a>
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<a href="#CH28">CHAPTER XXVIII.</a>
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<h2>
TIP LEWIS AND HIS LAMP.
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</p><a name="CH1"><!-- CH1 --></a>
<h2>
CHAPTER I.
</h2>
<h3>
"Cast thy bread upon the waters."
</h3>
<p>
The room was very full. Children, large and small, boys and
girls, and some looking almost old enough to be called men
and women, filled the seats. The scholars had just finished
singing their best-loved hymn, "Happy Land;" and the
superintendent was walking up and down the room, spying out
classes here and there which were without teachers, and
supplying them from the visitors' seat, which was up by the
desk.
</p>
<p>
The long seat near the door was filled this morning by half a
dozen dirty, ragged, barefooted boys; their teacher's seat
was vacant, and those boys looked, every one, as though they
had come thither just to have a grand frolic.
</p>
<p>
Oh, such bright, cunning, wicked faces as they had!
</p>
<p>
Their torn pants and jackets, their matted hair, even the
very twinkle in their eyes, showed that they were the
"Mission Class."
</p>
<p>
That is, the class which somebody had gathered from the
little black, comfortless-looking houses which thronged a
narrow back street of that village, and coaxed to come to the
Sabbath school,—to this large, light, pleasant room,
where the sun shone in upon little girls in white dresses,
with blue and pink ribbons fluttering from their shoulders;
and upon little boys, whose snowy linen collars and dainty
knots of black ribbon had evidently been arranged by careful
hands that very morning.
</p>
<p>
But those boys in the corner kicked their bare heels
together, pulled each other's hair, or laughed in each
other's faces in the greatest good humour.
</p>
<p>
The superintendent stopped before them.
</p>
<p>
"Well, boys, good morning; glad to see you all here. Where's
your teacher?"
</p>
<p>
"Hain't got none!" answered one,
</p>
<p>
"Gone to Guinea!" said another.
</p>
<p>
"She was afraid of us," explained a third. "Tip, here, put
his foot through one of her lace flounces last Sunday. Tip's
the worst boy we've got, anyhow."
</p>
<p>
The boys all seemed to think this was very funny, for they
laughed so loudly that the little girls at their right looked
over to see what was the matter.
</p>
<p>
Tip ran his fingers through his uncombed hair, and laughed
with the rest.
</p>
<p>
"Well," said the superintendent, "I'm going to get you a
teacher,—one you will like, I guess. I shall expect you
to treat her well."
</p>
<p>
There was just one person left on the visitors' seat,—a
young lady who looked shy and quiet.
</p>
<p>
"Oh, Mr. Parker," she said, when the superintendent told her
what he wanted, "I can't take that class; I've watched those
boys ever since they came in,—they look mischievous
enough for anything, and act as they look."
</p>
<p>
"Then shall we leave them with nothing but mischief to take
up their attention?"
</p>
<p>
"No, but—they really ought to have a better teacher
than I,—some one who knows how to interest them."
</p>
<p>
"But, Miss Perry, the choice lies between you and no one."
</p>
<p>
And, while she still hesitated and looked distressed, Mr.
Parker bent forward a little, and said softly,—
</p>
<p>
"'Inasmuch as ye did it not to one of the least of these My
brethren, ye did it not to Me.'"
</p>
<p>
The lady rose quickly, and gathered her mantle about her.
</p>
<p>
"I will go, Mr. Parker," she said, speaking quickly, as if
afraid her courage would fail her. "Since there is no one
else, I will do the best I can; but oh, I am afraid!"
</p>
<p>
Down the long room, past the rows of neatly-dressed,
attentive children, Mr. Parker led her to the seat near the
door.
</p>
<p>
"Now, boys," said he, "this is Miss Perry. Suppose you see if
you can't all be gentlemen, and treat her well."
</p>
<p>
Miss Perry sat down in the teacher's chair, her heart all in
a flutter. She taught a class in her own Sabbath school
hundreds of miles away,—five rosy-cheeked, bright-eyed
little girls gathered around her every Sabbath; but they were
little girls whose mothers had taught them to love their
lessons, to listen respectfully to what their teacher said,
to bow their heads reverently in prayer; and more than that,
they loved her, and she loved them. But these boys! Still she
must say something: six pairs of bright, roguish eyes,
brimful of fire and fun, were bent on her.
</p>
<p>
"Boys," she said gently, "have you any lessons for me?"
</p>
<p>
"Not much," answered Bob Turner, who always spoke first.
</p>
<p>
"We don't get lessons mostly. Don't come unless it's too hot
to go fishing or berrying."
</p>
<p>
"Tip comes 'cause he's too lazy to go past the door,"
</p>
<p>
"I don't!" drawled out the boy they called Tip; "I come to
get out of the sun; it's hotter than sixty down home."
</p>
<p>
"Never mind, boys," said their frightened teacher; for they
were all laughing now, as though the funniest thing in the
world had happened. "See here, since you have no lessons,
shall I tell you a story?"
</p>
<p>
Oh yes, they were willing enough to hear a story, if it
wasn't stupid.
</p>
<p>
"I'll tell you something that happened to a boy when he was
about thirteen years old. His name is Robert; he told me this
story himself, so you may be sure it's true.
</p>
<p>
"He said one evening he was walking slowly down the main
street of the village where he lived"—
</p>
<p>
"Where was that?" asked Bob Turner.
</p>
<p>
"Oh, it was away out west. He said he felt cross and unhappy;
he had nowhere in particular to go, and nothing to do. As he
walked, he came to a turn where two roads met. 'Now,' thought
he, 'shall I turn to the left and go home, and hang around
until bed-time, or shall I turn to the right and go down to
the river awhile?'
</p>
<p>
"You see, Robert hadn't a happy home,—his mother was
dead, and his father was a drunkard.
</p>
<p>
"While he stood thinking, a boy came around the other corner,
and called out,—
</p>
<p>
"Going home, Rob?'
</p>
<p>
"'Don't know,' said Robert; 'I can't make up my mind.'
</p>
<p>
"'Suppose you come on down to our house, and we'll have a
game of ball?'
</p>
<p>
"Still Robert waited. He was fond of playing ball,—that
was certain,—and he liked company better than to walk
alone; why he should think of wandering off down to the river
by himself he was sure he didn't know. Still something seemed
to keep saying to him, 'Go this way—turn to the right;
come, go to the river, 'until he said at last,—
</p>
<p>
"'No; I guess I'll take a walk this way first.'
</p>
<p>
"And he turned the corner, then he was but a few steps from
the river."
</p>
<p>
"What came of the other fellow?" asked Bob.
</p>
<p>
"Why, some more boys came up just then, and he walked along
with them.
</p>
<p>
"There was a large elm-tree on the river bank, and there was
one particular spot under it that Robert called his seat; but
he found a gentleman seated there this time; he had a book in
his hand, partly closed, and he was leaning back against a
tree, watching the sunset.
</p>
<p>
"He looked around as he heard Robert's step, and said, 'Good
evening; will you have a seat?'
</p>
<p>
"He moved along, and Robert sat down on the grass near him;
then he said,—
</p>
<p>
"'I heard a boy call out to another just now, "Going home,
Robert?" Are you the boy?'
</p>
<p>
"'No,' said Robert; 'Hal Carter screamed that out to me just
as he came round the corner.'
</p>
<p>
"'Oh, you are the one he was talking to. Well, I'll ask you
the same question. <i>Are</i> you going home?'
</p>
<p>
"'No,' said Robert again; 'I have just walked straight away
from home.'
</p>
<p>
"'Yes; but are you going up <i>there</i>?' And the gentleman
pointed up to the blue sky. 'That's the home I mean; I've
just been reading about it; this river made me think of it.
Where it says, you know, "And he showed me a pure river of
water, clear as crystal." Then it goes on to describe the
city with its "gates of pearl" and "streets of gold," the
robes and crowns that the people wear, the harps on which
they play, and, after this warm day, I couldn't help thinking
that one of the pleasantest things about this home was the
promise, "Neither shall the sun light on them, nor any heat."
Aren't you going to that home, my boy?'"
</p>
<p>
"'I don't know,' Robert said, feeling very much astonished."
</p>
<p>
At this point the superintendent's bell rang, and Miss Perry
had to hasten her story.
</p>
<p>
"I haven't time, boys, to tell you all the gentleman said,
but, after that talk, Robert began to think about these
things a great deal, and pretty soon he learned to read the
Bible and to pray. That was more than fifty years ago. He is
an old minister now; I have heard him preach a great many
times; and he told me once he should always believe God put
it into his heart to turn to the right that evening, instead
of the left."
</p>
<p>
"Oh!" exclaimed Tip, just here; and Miss Perry stopped.
</p>
<p>
"Joe pinched me," said Tip, to explain his part of the noise.
</p>
<p>
But their teacher felt very badly; they had not listened to
her story as though they cared to hear it; they had slid up
and down the seat, pulled and pinched and pricked each other,
and done a great many mischievous things since she commenced;
and yet now and then they seemed to hear a few words; so she
kept on, because she did not know what else to do.
</p>
<p>
"Oh, Mr. Parker," she said, when the school was dismissed,
and her noisy class had scrambled, some through the window
and some through the door, "some man who understands boys
ought to have had that class; I haven't done them any good,
but I tried;" and there were tears in her eyes as she spoke.
</p>
<p>
"You did what you could," said the superintendent kindly;
"none of us can do more."
</p>
<p>
Some loving voice ought to have whispered in that teacher's
ear, "He that goeth forth and weepeth, bearing precious seed,
shall doubtless come again with rejoicing, bringing his
sheaves with him."
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p><a name="CH2"><!-- CH2 --></a>
<h2>
CHAPTER II.
</h2>
<h3>
"But other fell into good ground, and brought forth fruit."
</h3>
<p>
Tip Lewis yawned and stretched, and finally opened his eyes
rather late on Monday morning.
</p>
<p>
"Oh, bother!" he said, with another yawn, when he saw how the
sun was pouring into the room; "I suppose a fellow has got to
get up. I wish getting up wasn't such hard work,—spoils
all the fun of going to bed; but then the old cat will be to
pay, if I don't get around soon."
</p>
<p>
And with this he rolled out; and when he was dressed, which
was in a very few minutes after he tumbled out of his ragged
bed, he was the self-same Tip who had been at the bottom of
most of the mischief in Miss Perry's class the day
before,—the very same, from the curly hair, not yet
combed nor likely to be, down to the bare, soiled feet.
</p>
<p>
The bed which he had just left, so far as neatness was
concerned, looked very much like Tip, and the room looked
like the bed; and they all looked about as badly as dust and
rags and poverty could make them look.
</p>
<p>
After running his fingers through his hair, by way of
finishing his toilet, Tip made his way down the rickety
stairs to the kitchen.
</p>
<p>
It seemed as though that kitchen was just calculated to make
a boy feel cross. The table stood against the wall on its
three legs, the tablecloth was daubed with molasses and
stained with gravy; a plate, with something in it which
looked like melted lard, but which Tip's mother called
butter, and a half loaf of bread, were the only eatable
articles as yet on the table; and around these the flies had
gathered in such numbers, that it almost seemed as though
they might carry the loaf away entirely, if too many of them
didn't drown themselves in the butter. Over all the July sun
poured in its rays from the eastern window, the only one in
the room.
</p>
<p>
Tip stumbled over his father's boots, and made his way to the
stove, where his mother was bending over a spider of sizzling
pork.
</p>
<p>
"Well," she said, as he came near, "did you get up for all
day? I'd be ashamed—great boy like you—to lie in
bed till this time of day, and let your mother split wood and
bring water to cook your breakfast with."
</p>
<p>
"You cooked, a little for you, too, didn't you?" asked Tip,
in a saucy, good-natured tone. "Where's father?"
</p>
<p>
"Just where you have been all day so far,—in bed and
asleep. Such folks as I've got! I'm sick of living."
</p>
<p>
And Mrs. Lewis stepped back from the steaming tea-kettle, and
wiped great beads of perspiration from her forehead; then
fanned herself with her big apron, looking meantime very
tired and cross.
</p>
<p>
Yet Tip's mother was not so cross after all as she seemed;
had Tip only known it, her heart was very heavy that morning.
She did not blame his father for his morning nap, not a bit
of it; she was only glad that the weary frame could rest a
little after a night of pain. She had been up since the first
grey dawn of morning, bathing his head, straightening the
tangled bedclothes, walking the floor with the restless baby,
in order that her husband might have quiet. Oh no; there were
worse women in the world than Mrs. Lewis; but this morning
her life looked very wretched to her. She thought of her
idle, mischievous boy; of her naughty, high-tempered little
girl; of her fat, healthy baby, who took so much of her time;
of her husband, who, though she never said it to him, or even
to herself, yet she knew and felt was every day growing
weaker; and with these came the remembrance that her own
tired hands were all that lay between them and want; and it
is hardly a wonder that her voice was sharp and her words ill
chosen. For this mother tried to bear all her trials alone;
she never went for help to the Redeemer, who said,—
</p>
<p>
"Come unto Me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden."
</p>
<p>
"Wah!" said Johnny, from his cradle in the bit of a bedroom
near the kitchen,—which kitchen was all the room they
had, save two tiny bedrooms and Tip's little den up-stairs.
</p>
<p>
Mrs. Lewis glanced quickly towards the door of her husband's
room; it was closed. Then she called,—
</p>
<p>
"Kitty, make that baby go to sleep!"
</p>
<p>
"Oh yes!" muttered Kitty, who sat on the floor lacing her old
shoe with a white cord; "it's easy to say that, but I'd just
like to see you do it."
</p>
<p>
"Ah yah!" answered Johnny from the cradle, as though he tried
to say, "So should I."
</p>
<p>
Then, not being noticed, he gave up pretending to cry, and
screamed in good earnest, loud, positive yells, which brought
his mother in haste from the kitchen.
</p>
<p>
"Ugly girl!" she said to Kitty, as she lifted the conquering
hero from his cradle; "you don't care how soon your father is
waked out of the only nap he has had all night. Why didn't
you rock the cradle? I've a notion to whip you this minute!"
</p>
<p>
"I did," answered Kitty sulkily; "and he opened his eyes at
me as wide as he could stretch them."
</p>
<p>
Crash! went something at that moment in the kitchen; and,
with Johnny in her arms, Mrs. Lewis ran back to see what new
trouble she had to meet. Tip, meantime, had been in business;
being hungry, he had cut a slice of bread from the loaf, and,
in the act of reaching over to help himself to some butter,
hit his arm against a pitcher of water standing on the corner
of the table. Over it went and broke, just as pitchers will
whenever they get a chance. This was too much for the tired
mother's patience; what little she had vanished. She tossed
the slice of bread at Tip, and as she did so, said,—
</p>
<p>
"There! take that and be off. Don't let me see a sight of
your face again to-day. March this instant, or you will wish
you had!"
</p>
<p>
And in the midst of the din, while his mother looked after
the pork, which had seized this occasion for burning fast to
the spider, Tip managed to spread his slice of bread, find
his hat, and make good his escape from the comfortless home.
</p>
<p>
There was an hour yet to school-time; or, for the matter of
that, he might have the whole day. Tip went to school, or let
it alone, just as he pleased. He made his way straight to his
favourite spot, the broad, deep pond, and laid himself down
on its grassy bank to chat with the fishes.
</p>
<p>
"My!" he said; "how nice they look whisking about. It's cool
down there, I know; they don't mind the sun. I wish I had my
fish-pole here, I'd have one of them shiny big fellows there
for my dinner; only it's too hot to fish, and it would seem
kind of mean, besides, to get him up here in this blazing
sun. Hang me if I make even a fish get out of the water
to-day, when it can stay in!"
</p>
<p>
Of all the scholars in Miss Perry's class, the one who she
would have said paid the least attention was this same boy
who was lying on his face by the pond, envying the fishes.
Yet Tip had heard nearly every word she said; and now, as he
looked into the water, which lay cool in the shade of some
broad, branching trees, there came into his heart the music
of those words again,—
</p>
<p>
"Neither shall the sun light on them, nor any heat."
</p>
<p>
"I declare," he said, as the meaning of those words dawned
upon him, "I'd like that! they'll never be too warm again. It
was a pretty nice story she told us about that boy. He
couldn't have had a very good time; his father was a
drunkard. I wish I knew just about what kind of a fellow he
was; he turned right square round after that man talked to
him. Now he is a minister; I suppose lots of people like him.
It must be kind of nice, the whole of it. I would like to be
somebody, as true as I live, I would. I'd like to have the
people say, 'There goes Tip Lewis; he's the best boy in
town.' Bless me! that would be funny; I don't believe they
could ever say it; they are so used to calling me the worst,
they couldn't help it. What if I should reform? I declare I
don't know but I will."
</p>
<p>
And Tip rolled over on his back, and looked up into the blue,
cloudless sky; lying there, he certainly had some of the most
sober thoughts, perhaps the only really sober ones he had
ever known in his life. And when at last he slowly picked
himself up, turned his back upon the darting fishes, and
walked towards the school-house, he had in his mind some
vague notion that perhaps he would be different from that
time forth. Just what he was going to do, or how to commence
doing it, he didn't know; but the story, to which he had
seemed not to listen at all, had crept into his heart, had
commenced its work; very dimly was it working, very blindly
he might grope for a while, but the seed sown had taken root.
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p><a name="CH3"><!-- CH3 --></a>
<h2>
CHAPTER III.
</h2>
<h3>
"Inasmuch as ye did it unto one of the least of these My
brethren, ye did it unto Me."
</h3>
<p>
Around the corner, and far up the street from where Tip Lewis
lived, there stood a large white house; not another house in
the village was so beautiful as this. Many a time had Tip
walked slowly by the place, and cast the most admiring
glances on the broad green lawns and bubbling fountain, of
which he caught; glimpses from the road. Often he had stood
outside, at the great gate, and fairly <i>longed</i> for a
nearer view of that same fountain; for the truth was, though
he was such a rough, mischief-making,—yes, a
<i>wicked</i> boy, down in his heart he had a great love for
beautiful things.
</p>
<p>
On this Fourth of July morning, Tip was up and abroad very
early. He held a horse, which had been so frightened by
fire-crackers that it wouldn't stand still a minute, and the
owner of it gave him ten cents, with which he immediately
bought fire-crackers for himself, and frightened the very
next horse he saw. When the great cannon on the hill was
fired, he got in the way, just as much as he knew how, which
was a great deal; he contrived to be around when the largest
bell was rung, and add his voice to the uproar among the boys
who were gathered around the church doors; indeed, wherever
there was commotion or confusion, Tip managed very soon to
be, and to do his part towards making the most of it.
</p>
<p>
About ten o'clock he had lived out the most of his pleasures,
having been on hand since a little after three. He had no
more money to spend, saw no chance of getting any more; he
had had no breakfast, and was very much in doubt as to
whether he would get any, if he took the trouble to go home;
he had some way lost track of all his companions; and,
altogether, he was beginning to feel as if the Fourth of July
were a humbug. He felt ill-used, angry; it seemed to him that
he was being cheated out of a good time that he expected to
have. He sat down on the edge of an old sugar-barrel and
thought about it a while; then finally, with his hands in his
pockets, and whistling "Yankee Doodle" in honour of the day,
he sauntered along the street in search of something to take
up his time.
</p>
<p>
Hurrying towards him, with hands not in his pockets, but full
of packages, came Mr. Mintum, the owner of the grand white
house on the hill.
</p>
<p>
To Tip's surprise, the gentleman halted suddenly before him,
and, eyeing him closely, asked, "Whose boy are you?"
</p>
<p>
"John Lewis's."
</p>
<p>
"Where do you live?"
</p>
<p>
"T'other side of the pond, by the mill."
</p>
<p>
"Oh, your father is the carpenter, I suppose,—I know
him. What's your name?"
</p>
<p>
"Tip."
</p>
<p>
"Tip! What kind of a name is that? is it all the one you
own?"
</p>
<p>
"Well," said Tip, "I suppose my name was Edward when I was a
little shaver; but nobody knows it now; I don't myself."
</p>
<p>
"Well, Tip, then, I'll call you that, for I want you to know
yourself to-night. What are you going to do?"
</p>
<p>
"When? to-night? Oh, hang around, I s'pose,—have some
fun, if I can find any."
</p>
<p>
"Fun. Is that what you're after? You come up to my house
to-night at dark, and see if you can find it there. We are
going to have fireworks, and songs, and all the fun we can."
</p>
<p>
Tip was not by any means a bashful boy, and it took a great
deal to astonish him; but this sudden invitation almost took
his breath away. The idea that Mr. Minturn had actually
invited <i>him</i>, Tip Lewis, to come to the white
house!—to come near to that wonderful fountain, near
enough perhaps to feel the dash of its spray! He could have
danced for joy; yet, when Mr. Minturn said, "Well, will you
come?" for the first time in his life he was known to stammer
and hesitate.
</p>
<p>
"I—I don't—know. I haven't got any clothes."
</p>
<p>
"Clothes!" repeated Mr. Minturn; "what do you call those
things which you have on?"
</p>
<p>
"I call 'em <i>rags</i>, sir," answered Tip, his
embarrassment gone, and the mischief twinkling back into his
face again.
</p>
<p>
Mr. Minturn laughed, and looked down on the torn jacket and
pants.
</p>
<p>
"Not a bad name," he said at last. "But you've got water at
your house, haven't you?"
</p>
<p>
"Lots of it."
</p>
<p>
"Then put your head into a tub of it, and a clean face up to
my house to-night, and we'll try and find that fun you're
looking for."
</p>
<p>
And Mr. Minturn, who had spent a great deal of time for him,
was passing on. "See here!" he called, after he had moved
forward a few steps; "if you see any boy raggeder than you
are yourself, bring him along,—bring every boy and girl
you meet who haven't anywhere else to go."
</p>
<p>
"Ho!" said Tip, as soon as the gentleman was at safe
distance; "if this isn't rich, then I don't
know,—fireworks in that great yard, pretty near the
fountain maybe, and lots of fun. We can take anybody we like.
I know what I'll do. I'll hunt up Bob Turner; his jacket has
got enough sight more holes in it than mine has. Oh, ho!
ain't it grand, though?" And Tip clapped his hands and
whistled, and at last, finding that didn't express his
feeling, said, "Hurrah!" in a good strong tone.
</p>
<p>
Yes, hurrah! Tip is right; it is glorious to think that one
man out of his abundance is going to open his heart, and
gather in God's poor, and, for one evening at least, make
them happy.
</p>
<p>
God bless Mr. Minturn!
</p>
<p>
Never had the good man's grounds entertained such a group as,
from all quarters of the large town, gathered before it was
quite dark.
</p>
<p>
Ragged boys and girls! If those were what be wanted, he had
them, sure enough, of almost every age and size. There were
some not so ragged,—some in dainty white dresses and
shining jackets; but they went down and mingled with the
others,—brothers and sisters for that night at
least,—and were all, oh, <i>so</i> happy!
</p>
<p>
How they <i>did</i> dance and laugh and scream around that
fountain, and snap torpedoes and fire-crackers, and shout
with wild delight when the rockets shot up into the sky, or
the burning wheels span round and round, scattering showers
of real fire right in among the crowds of children!
</p>
<p>
Well, the evening hasted away; the very last rocket took its
bright, rushing way up into the blue sky; and Mr. Minturn
gathered his company around the piazza with the words,—
</p>
<p>
"Now, children, Mr. Holbrook has a few words to say to you,
and after that, as soon as we have sung a hymn, it will be
time to go home."
</p>
<p>
Mr. Holbrook was the minister; many of the children knew him
well, and most of them were ready to hear what he had to say,
because they knew, by experience, that he was old enough and
wise enough not to make a long, dry speech after nine o'clock
on the Fourth of July.
</p>
<p>
Only Tip, as he turned longingly away from the last dying
spark of the rocket, muttered, "Bother the preaching!"
</p>
<p>
Mr. Holbrook came forward to the steps, as the boys and girls
gathered around him.
</p>
<p>
"Children," said he, "we have had a good time, haven't we?"
</p>
<p>
"Yes, sir!" came in a loud chorus from many voices.
</p>
<p>
"Yes; I thought you acted as though you felt pretty happy.
Now this has been a busy day, and we are all tired, so I'm
not going to keep you here to make a speech to you; I just
want to tell you, in as few words as I can, what I have been
thinking about since I stood here to-night. I have watched
you as you frolicked around that fountain,—so many
young, bright faces, all looking so happy,—and I said
to myself, When the time comes for us to gather around that
fountain of living water which is before the throne of God, I
wonder if <i>one</i> of these boys and girls will be
missing—<i>one</i> of them? Oh, children, I pray God
that you may <i>all</i> be there, <i>every</i> one."
</p>
<p>
Just a little speech it was,—so little that the
youngest there might almost remember the whole of
it,—yet it meant <i>so</i> much.
</p>
<p>
Tip Lewis had wedged his way in among the boys until he stood
very near the minister, and his face wore a sober, thoughtful
look. It was only two days since his long talk with himself
at the pond. Fourth of July, with all the merrymaking and
mischief that it brought to him, had nearly driven sober
thoughts from his mind, but the minister's solemn words
brought back the memory of his half-formed resolves, and
again he said to himself he believed he would reform; this
time he added that if he knew about <i>how</i> to do it, he
would begin right away. He felt it more than ever when the
sweet voices of many children floated out on the evening air,
as they sang,—
</p>
<pre>
"I have read of a world of beauty,
Where there is no gloomy night,
Where love is the mainspring of duty,
And God is the fountain of light.
I have read of the flowing river
That bursts from beneath the throne,
And beautiful flowers that ever
Are found on its banks alone.
I long—I long—I long to be there!"
</pre>
<p>
If somebody had only known Tip's thoughts as he stood there
listening to the beautiful Sabbath school hymn! If somebody
had only bent down to him, and whispered a few words, just to
set his poor wandering feet into the narrow way, how blessed
it would have been: but nobody did.
</p>
<p>
Ah, never mind! God knew, and took care of him.
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p><a name="CH4"><!-- CH4 --></a>
<h2>
CHAPTER IV.
</h2>
<h3>
"They that seek Me shall find Me."
</h3>
<p>
Mrs. Lewis's room was in order for once; swept, and even
dusted; the cook-stove cooled off, and the green paper
curtain at the window let down, to shut out the noise and
dust; it was quiet there too.
</p>
<p>
Kitty stood in the open door, her face and hands clean, hair
combed, and dress mended; stood quite still, and with a sober
face, unmindful, for once, that there were butterflies to
chase and flies to kill all around her. In the only
comfortable seat in the room, a large old-fashioned
arm-chair, sat the worn, wasted frame of Kitty's father.
There was a look of hopeless sadness settled on his face.
Neither Tip nor his mother were to be seen. One or two women
were moving through the house, with quiet steps, bringing in
chairs and doing little thoughtful things in and about that
wonderfully orderly room.
</p>
<p>
On the table was that which told the whole story of this
unusual stillness and preparation. It was a pine coffin, very
small and plain; and in it, with folded hands and brown hair
rolled smoothly back from his baby forehead, little Johnny
lay, asleep. Somebody, with a touch of tenderness, had placed
a just budding rose in the tiny white hand, and baby looked
very sweet and beautiful in his narrow bed. Poor little
Johnny! his had been a sad, neglected babyhood; many weary
hours had he spent in his cradle, receiving only cross looks
from Kitty, and neglected by the mother, who, though she
loved Johnny, and even because she loved him, must leave him
to work for her daily bread. But it was all over now:
Johnny's cries would never disturb them again; Johnny's weary
little body rested quietly in its coffin; Johnny's precious
self was gathered in the Saviour's arms.
</p>
<p>
Tip came out of the bedroom, and softly approached the
coffin; his hair, too, was partly combed, and some attempt
had been made to put his ragged clothes in order. His heart
swelled, and the tears gathered in his eyes, as they rested
on the baby.
</p>
<p>
Tip loved his little brother, and though he had not had much
to do with him, yet he had this much to comfort
him,—Johnny had received only kindness and good-natured
words from him, which was more than Kitty could say. As she
stood there in the door, it seemed to her that every time she
had ever said cross, naughty words to the poor baby, or
turned away from his pitiful cry for comfort, or shook his
little helpless self, came back to her now,—stood all
around his coffin, and looked straight at her. Poor Kitty
thought if he could <i>only</i> come back to them for a
little while, she would hold him in her arms all night,
without a murmur.
</p>
<p>
People began to come in now from the lowly houses about them,
and fill the empty chairs. Mrs. Lewis came out from the
bedroom, and sat down beside the arm-chair, thankful that her
tear-stained face and swollen eyes were hidden, by the thick
black veil which some thoughtful neighbour had sent for her
use.
</p>
<p>
In a few minutes a dozen or more people had filled up the
vacant spaces in the little room, and Mr. Holbrook arose from
his seat at the coffin's head.
</p>
<p>
Tip turned quickly at the first sound of his voice, and
listened eagerly while he read from the book in his hand,
"And I saw the dead, small and great, stand before God,"
listening until the closing sentence was read, "And there
shall be no more death; neither sorrow, nor crying, neither
shall there be any more pain, for the former things are
passed away."
</p>
<p>
Tip had never paid such close attention to anything in his
life as he did to Mr. Holbrook's words; after that they were
very simple and plain spoken, so that a child might
understand them, and were about heaven, that beautiful city
of which Tip had heard and thought more during the last three
weeks than he ever had in his life before. His heart had been
in a constant Struggle with Satan, ever since that morning in
the Sabbath school. He didn't know enough to understand that
it was Satan's evil voice which was constantly persuading him
that he could not be anybody, that-he was only a poor,
miserable, ragged boy, with nobody to help him, nobody to
show him what to do; that he might as well not try to be
anything but what he was; and he didn't know either that the
other voice in his heart which struggled with the evil
counsel, which said to him, "Other boys as poor and ignorant
as you are have reformed; that Robert did about whom the
teacher told you; and then, if you don't, you will never see
that river nor the fountain, nor the streets of gold," was
the dear, loving voice of his Redeemer.
</p>
<p>
Now, as he listened to Mr. Holbrook, and heard how Johnny,
little Johnny whom he loved, had surely gone up there to be
with Christ for ever, and how Jesus, looking down on the
father and mother, and the children who were left, said to
them, "I want you, too, to give Me your hearts, so that when
I gather My jewels I may come for you." The weak, struggling
resolves in his heart grew strong, and he said within
himself, while the tears fell slowly down his cheeks, "I
will; I'll begin to-day."
</p>
<p>
The coffin-lid was screwed down, and Johnny's baby-face shut
out from them for ever. A man came forward and took the light
burden in his arms, and bore it out to the waggon; down the
narrow street they drove, to the burial-ground, which was not
far away. They laid Johnny down to sleep under the shade of a
large old tree; and the grass waved softly, and the birds
sang low, and the angels surely sang in heaven, because
another little form was numbered among the thousands of
children who stand "around the Throne."
</p>
<p>
The people moved slowly from the grave,—all but Tip; he
didn't want to leave Johnny; he wanted to follow him, and he
didn't know how. Mr. Holbrook glanced back at the boy
standing there alone, paused a moment, then, turning back,
laid his hand gently on Tip's shoulder.
</p>
<p>
"You can go up there too, my boy, if you will," he said, in a
low, kind tone.
</p>
<p>
Tip looked up quickly, then down again; he wanted to ask
how—what he should do; but his voice choked, he could
not speak a word; and with the earnest sentence, "God bless
you, my little friend, and lead you to Himself," Mr. Holbrook
turned and left him.
</p>
<p>
Tip wandered away into the woods for a little. When he
returned the earth was heaped up fresh and black over the new
mound, and Johnny was left underneath it all alone. Tip
walked around it slowly, trying to take in the thought that
the baby was lying there; that they should never see him
again; trying, a moment after, to take in the thought that he
was not there at all, but had gone up to the beautiful world
which the hymn told about; then he thought of the chorus, and
almost felt it.—"I long, I long, I long to be there."
</p>
<p>
Tip had heard people pray; he had been to Sabbath school
often enough to catch and remember most of the words of the
Lord's Prayer; he knew enough of God to understand that He
could hear prayer, and that His help must be asked if one
wanted to get to heaven. He hesitated a moment, glanced half
fearfully around him,—no one was there, no one but
himself, and Johnny, lying low at his feet, and God looking
down upon him. Presently he knelt down before the little
grave, and began,—
</p>
<p>
"Our Father which art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name, Thy
kingdom come"—Then he stopped. Tip was in earnest now;
he did not understand that prayer: he felt as though he was
not saying what he meant. He commenced again,—
</p>
<p>
"Oh, Jesus, I want"—Then he waited a minute. What did
he want? "I want to be different; I'm a wicked boy. I want to
go where Johnny is when I die. Do show me how!"
</p>
<p>
Did Jesus ever fail to hear such a prayer as
that,—simple, earnest, every word of it <i>felt?
Never</i>—and He never will.
</p>
<p>
Tip rose up from that spot feeling that something was
different. Ay, and always would be different; the Saviour had
reached down and taken hold of the young seeker's hand, and
would for ever after lead him up toward God.
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p><a name="CH5"><!-- CH5 --></a>
<h2>
CHAPTER V.
</h2>
<h3>
"Thy word is a lamp to my feet."
</h3>
<p>
The Sabbath morning sun awoke Tip from a heavy sleep. He lay
still a few moments, thinking who he was. Things were
different: he was not simply Tip Lewis, a ragged little
street boy, any longer; this was the morning when he was
going to start out under a new motto, with Jesus for his
guide.
</p>
<p>
He was going to Sabbath school. He had not been since the
morning that Miss Perry had taught the class, and told the
story which was to be a blessing to him through all his
future life. His evil spirit had been strong upon him during
the three Sabbath mornings that had passed since then, and
persuaded him to stay away from the school, but this morning
he was resolved to go. He had a secret hope that he should
see Miss Perry again, for he did not know that she was
hundreds of miles away from that village, and would probably
never be there again; all he knew was, that a gentleman had
brought her to the door, and introduced her to the
superintendent as Miss Perry; that much he heard as he sat
gazing at them.
</p>
<p>
This morning he judged by the sun that it was pretty late,
yet he didn't get on very fast with the business of dressing:
he sat down on the foot of the bed, and looked sorrowfully at
his jacket; he even turned it inside out to see if it
wouldn't improve its appearance, but he shook his head, and
speedily turned it back again.
</p>
<p>
If he "only had a collar," he said to himself,—"a
smooth white collar, to turn down over the worn-out
edges,—it would make things look <i>so</i> much
better." But that was something he had never had in his life,
and he put on the old ragged brown jacket with a sigh. Then
he put on his shoes, and took them off again: the question
was, which looked the best,—shoes which showed every
one of his toes peeping out on the top, or no shoes at all?
Suddenly a bright idea struck him: if his feet were only
white and clean, he thought they would certainly look much
better. Down he went to the rickety pump in the back yard,
and face, hands, and feet took such a washing as they had
never received before; then the old comb had to do duty. Tip
had never had such a time getting dressed; but, some way, he
felt a great longing this morning to make himself look
neatly; he had a feeling that it was ever so much more
respectable to be neat and clean than it was to go looking as
he had always done. Still, to carry a freshly-washed face and
hands and smooth hair was the very best he could do; and, if
he had but known it, these things made a great improvement.
</p>
<p>
He made his way half shyly into the mission seat, for the
truth was he did not know just how the boys would receive his
attempt at respectability; but he had no trouble, for several
of his companions had seen his face when he took his last
look into that little coffin the day before, and they felt
sorry for him.
</p>
<p>
No Miss Perry appeared; and it seemed, at first, that the
mission boys were to have no teacher. It was a warm morning,
and the visitors' seat was vacant.
</p>
<p>
But there was at last a great nudging of elbows, and whispers
of "Look out now!" "We're in a scrape!" "No chance for fun
today!" And only Tip's eyes looked glad when Holbrook halted
before their class, with "Good morning, boys." Then, "Good
morning Edward; I am glad to see you here to-day;" and the
minister actually held out his hand to Tip. Mr. Holbrook
never called him Tip; he had asked him one morning what his
real name was, and since then had spoken it, "Edward," in
clear, plain tones.
</p>
<p>
It was a restless, wearying class. It required all Mr.
Holbrook's wits and wisdom to keep them in any sort of order,
to gain any part of their attention. Yet it was not as bad as
usual; partly because the minister knew how, if anybody did,
to teach just such boys, and partly because Tip, hitherto the
spirit of all the mischief there, never took his eyes from
the teacher's face. Mr. Holbrook watched his close attention,
and took courage. When the other scholars passed out, he laid
his hand on Tip's arm, with the words, "You have been a good
listener to-day, Edward, Did you understand the story I told,
of the boy who started on a journey to the Holy Land?"
</p>
<p>
"Some of it I did: you meant that he started for heaven."
</p>
<p>
"You understand it, I see. Don't you want to take that
journey?"
</p>
<p>
"I mean to, sir."
</p>
<p>
"'Help Thou mine unbelief,'" was Mr. Holbrook's prayer just
then. He had hoped for, longed for, prayed for these boys,
especially for this one since the day before; yet he was
astonished when he received the firm, prompt answer, "I mean
to, sir,"—astonished, as too many are, that his prayer
was heard.
</p>
<p>
"Have you started, my boy?" he asked, speaking with a little
tremble in his voice.
</p>
<p>
"Yes, sir, I've tried; I told God last night that I would,
but I don't much know how."
</p>
<p>
"You want a lamp, don't you?"
</p>
<p>
"A what, sir?"
</p>
<p>
"A lamp. You remember in the story the boy found dark places
every little way; then he took out his lamp, so he couldn't
lose the road. Don't you need it?"
</p>
<p>
"I want some help, but I don't know as a lamp would do me any
good."
</p>
<p>
"Ah yes; the one I mean will surely help you, if you give it
a chance." Mr. Holbrook took from his pocket a small,
red-covered book, and held it up. "Do you know what book this
is?" he asked.
</p>
<p>
"It's a Bible, ain't it?"
</p>
<p>
"Yes. Have you ever read in the Bible?"
</p>
<p>
"Some, at school."
</p>
<p>
"You know, then, that God told men just what to say, and they
wrote it here, so you see that makes it God's words; that is
what we call it sometimes,—the Word of God. Now, let me
show you something." He turned the leaves rapidly, then
pointed with his finger to a verse; and Tip read, "Thy word
is a lamp to my feet."
</p>
<p>
"Oh," he said, with a bright look, "that is the kind of lamp
you mean!"
</p>
<p>
"That is it; and, my boy, I want you to take this for your
lamp. There is no place on the whole road so dark but that it
can light you through, if you try it. When you don't
understand it, there is always Jesus to go to, you know."
And, taking out his pencil, Mr. Holbrook wrote on the
fly-leaf, in plain, round letters, "Edward Lewis." Then,
handing the book to him, with a bow and smile, the minister
turned away.
</p>
<p>
Tip walked out of the school and down the road, holding his
treasure closely. Such a queer, new feeling possessed him.
Things were really to be different, then. The minister had
talked with him, had shaken hands with him, and given him a
Bible. And here he was walking quietly away from the school,
all alone, instead of leading a troop of noisy boys, intent
on mischief.
</p>
<p>
"Oh, Tip Lewis," he said to himself, as he hugged his book,
"I don't know but you will be somebody, after all; you mean
to try with all your might, don't you? and you've got a lamp
now!"
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p><a name="CH6"><!-- CH6 --></a>
<h2>
CHAPTER VI.
</h2>
<h3>
"I will instruct thee and teach thee in the way which thou
shalt go. I will guide thee with Mine eye."
</h3>
<p>
"Why," said Tip, as he sat on the foot of the bed, turning
over the leaves of his Bible,—"why, that is the very
thing I want. 'I will instruct thee, and teach thee in the
way which thou shalt go.' Yes, that's exactly it. I want to
begin to-day, and do every single thing so different from
what I ever did before, that nobody will know me. Now, if
He'll help me, I can do it. I'll learn that verse."
</p>
<p>
The verse was repeated many times over, for Tip was not used
to study. While he was busy thus, the Spirit of God put
another thought into his heart.
</p>
<p>
"I must ask Christ to help me now," he said, with reverent
face; and, kneeling down, he made known his wants in very
simple words, and in that plain, direct way which God loves.
Then he went down—stairs, prepared for whatever should
befall him that day.
</p>
<p>
Kitty was up, and rattling the kitchen stove.
</p>
<p>
"Kitty, what's to pay?" Tip asked, as he appeared in the
door.
</p>
<p>
"What's to pay with you? How did you happen to get up?"
Receiving no answer to this, she continued, "The old cat is
to pay,—everywhere,—and always is! These nasty
shavings are soaked through and through, and the wood is
rotten,—and there isn't any wood anyway,—and I
can't make this fire burn to save my life. Mother is sick in
bed,—can't sit up at all. She told me to make a cup of
tea for father, and things look as if it would get made some
time next month."
</p>
<p>
Kitty was only twelve years old, but, like most of those
children who have been left to bring themselves up, and pick
up wisdom and wickedness wherever they are to be found, she
was wonderfully old in mind; and was so used to grumbling and
snarling, that she could do it very rapidly.
</p>
<p>
"Oh," said Tip to himself, drawing a long breath, "what a
place for me to commence in!" Then he came bravely to Kitty's
aid.
</p>
<p>
"See here, Kitty, don't make such a rattling; you'll wake
father. I can make this fire in a hurry. I have made one out
of next to nothing, lots of times; you just put some water in
the tea-kettle, and we'll have a cup of tea in a jiff."
</p>
<p>
Kitty stood still in her astonishment, and watched him while
he took out the round green sticks that she had put in, laid
in bits of dry paper and bits of sticks,—laid them in
such a careless, uneven way, that it seemed to her they would
never burn in the world; only he speedily proved that they
would, by setting fire to the whole, and they crackled and
snapped in a most determined manner, and finally roared
outright.
</p>
<p>
Certainly Kitty had never been so much astonished in her
life. First, because that rubbish in the stove had been made
to become such a positive fire; secondly, that Tip had
actually set to work without being coaxed or scolded, and
made a fire!
</p>
<p>
There was a queer, new feeling about it all to Tip himself;
for, strange as it may seem, so entirely selfish had been
this boy's life, that this was actually the first time he had
ever, of his own free will, done anything to help the family
at home. His spirits rose with the effort.
</p>
<p>
"Come, Kitty," he said briskly, "here's your fire. Now, let's
fly round and get father and mother some breakfast. Say, do
you know how to make toast?"
</p>
<p>
"It's likely I do," Kitty answered shortly. "If you had
roasted your face and burnt your fingers as often as I have,
making it for father, I guess you would know how."
</p>
<p>
"Well, now, just suppose we make two slices,—one for
mother, and one for father,—and two cups of tea. My!
you and I will be jolly housekeepers, Kitty."
</p>
<p>
"Humph!" said Kitty contemptuously.
</p>
<p>
You see she wasn't in the least used to being good-natured,
and it took a great deal of coaxing to make her give other
than short, sharp answers to all that was said. But, for all
that, she went to work, after Tip had poured some water in
the dingy little tea-kettle and set it over the fire, cutting
the two slices of bread, and getting them ready to toast when
there should be any coals.
</p>
<p>
Tip, meantime, hunted among the confusion, of all sorts of
things in the cupboard, for two clean plates and cups.
</p>
<p>
"You're taken with an awful clean fit, seems to me," Kitty
said, as she stood watching him while he hunted for a cloth,
then carefully wiped off the plates.
</p>
<p>
"Yes," answered Tip good-naturedly; "I'm going to try it for
a spell, and find out how things look after they are washed."
</p>
<p>
Altogether it was a queer morning to both of them; and each
felt a touch of triumph when at last the toast lay brown and
nice, a slice on each plate, and the hot tea, poured into the
cups, smelled fresh and fragrant. The two children went
softly to the bedroom door in time to hear their father
say,—
</p>
<p>
"What makes you try to get up, if your head is so bad?"
</p>
<p>
"Oh, what makes me! What else is there for <i>me</i> to do?
The young ones are both up, and if I find the roof left on
the house I'll be thankful. I never knew them to stay
together five minutes without having a battle."
</p>
<p>
At almost any other time in her life these words would have
made Kitty very angry; but this morning she was intent on not
letting her tea spill over on the toast, and so paid very
little attention to them.
</p>
<p>
Tip marched boldly in with his dish, Kitty following.
</p>
<p>
"Lie still, mother, till you get some of our tea and toast,
and I reckon it will cure you."
</p>
<p>
Mrs. Lewis raised herself on one elbow, saw the beautiful
brown slices, caught a whiff of the fragrant tea, then asked
wonderingly,—
</p>
<p>
"Who's here?"
</p>
<p>
"Kitty and me," Tip made answer, proudly and promptly.
</p>
<p>
Something very like a smile gathered on Mrs. Lewis's worn,
fretful face.
</p>
<p>
"Well, now," she said, "if I ain't beat! It's the last thing
on earth I ever expected you to do."
</p>
<p>
What spell had come over Tip? Breakfast was a great success.
After it was over he found a great many things to do; the
rusty old axe was hunted up, and some hard knots made to
become very respectable-looking sticks of wood, which he
piled in the wood-box. Kitty, under the influence of his
strange behaviour, washed the dishes, and even got out the
broom and swept a little.
</p>
<p>
Altogether, that was a day long to be remembered by Tip, a
day in which he began his life afresh. He made some mistakes;
for he fancied, in his ignorance, that the struggle was
over,—that he had only to go forward joyfully over a
pleasant road.
</p>
<p>
He found out his mistake: he discovered that Satan had not by
any means given him up; that he must yet fight many hard,
hard battles.
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p><a name="CH7"><!-- CH7 --></a>
<h2>
CHAPTER VII.
</h2>
<h3>
"Fear not, for I have redeemed thee."
</h3>
<p>
"They must have had an earthquake down at Lewis's this
morning," Howard Minturn said to the boys who were gathered
around the schoolroom door. "The first bell has not rung yet,
and there comes Tip up the hill."
</p>
<p>
Up the hill came Tip, sure enough, with a firm, resolute
step. The summer vacation was over. The fall term was to
commence this morning, and among the things which Tip had
resolved to do was this one, to come steadily and promptly to
school during the term, which was something that he had never
done in his life. The public school was the best one in the
village, so he had the best boys in town for school
companions, as well as some of the worst.
</p>
<p>
"Hallo, Tip!" said Bob Turner, coming partly down the hill to
meet him. "How are you, old fellow?"
</p>
<p>
Bob had been away during most of the vacation, and knew
nothing of the changes which there had been in his absence.
Tip winced a little at his greeting; shivered a little at the
thought of the temptation which Bob would be to him.
</p>
<p>
The two had been linked together all their lives in every
form of mischief and wrong; they seemed almost a part of each
other,—at least, they <i>had</i> seemed so until within
these few weeks. Now, Tip <i>felt</i> rather than knew how
far separated they must be.
</p>
<p>
The bell rang, and the boys jostled and tumbled against each
other to their seats.
</p>
<p>
Bob Turner, as usual, seated himself beside Tip; but then Bob
only came to school about two forenoons in a week, so perhaps
they might get along.
</p>
<p>
When the Bible reading commenced, Tip hesitated, and his face
flushed; he had never owned a Bible to read from before, but
this morning his new one lay in his pocket. The question was,
Had he courage to take it out? What would the boys think?
What would they say? How should he answer them?
</p>
<p>
He began to think he would wait until tomorrow morning; then
he grew hot and ashamed as he saw that he was already trying
to hide his colours. Suddenly he drew out his Bible, and
began very hurriedly to turn the leaves.
</p>
<p>
Bob heard the rustling, and, glancing around, puckered his
lips as if he were going to whistle, and, snatching the book,
read the name which Mr. Holbrook had written therein; then he
whispered, "You don't say so! When did we steal a Bible, and
turn saint?"
</p>
<p>
The blood growing hotter and redder in Tip's cheeks was his
only answer; but he felt that his temptation had begun. The
next thing was to read; when he had finally found the place,
even though there were more than fifty voices reading those
same words, yet poor Tip imagined that his would be louder
than all the rest, and he choked and coughed, and made more
than one trial before he forced his voice to join, even in a
whisper, at the words, "And they clothed Him with purple, and
plaited a crown of thorns and put it about His head."
</p>
<p>
It did not help him in his reading that Bob made his lips
move with the rest, but said, loud enough for him to
hear,—
</p>
<pre>
"The man in the moon
Came down too soon,"
</pre>
<p>
and continued to repeat some senseless or wicked rhymes,
through the reading of the beautiful chapter.
</p>
<p>
How thankfully Tip bowed his head that morning; his heart had
taken in some of the sweet words. That sacred head had been
crowned with thorns, indeed, but he knew it was crowned with
glory now,—and he knew that Christ had suffered and
died for him! He joined with his whole heart in Mr. Burrows's
prayer; and, though Bob pulled his hair and tickled his foot
and stepped on his toes, the bowed head was not lifted, and
his spirit gathered strength.
</p>
<p>
But Tip never forgot the trials of that day, nor the hard
work which he had to endure them. Bob was, as usual,
overflowing with mischief, and, failing in finding the
willing helper which he had expected in his old companion,
took revenge in aiming a great many of his pranks at him.
Such senseless, silly things as he did to annoy! Tip spread
his slate over with a long row of figures which he earnestly
tried to add, and, having toiled slowly up the first two
columns, Bob's wet finger was slyly drawn across it, and no
trace of the answer so hardly earned appeared.
</p>
<p>
Then, too, he had his own heart to struggle against: he was
so used to whispering to this and that boy seated near him,
to eating apples when the teacher's back was turned, to
making an ugly-looking picture on a piece of paper and
pinning it on the back of a small boy before him. He was so
unused to sitting still, and trying to study.
</p>
<p>
What hard work it was to study, any way! It seemed to him
that he could never get that spelling-lesson in the world;
the harder he tried, the more bewildered he grew. A dozen
times he spelled the two words, receive and believe, standing
so closely together, each time sure he was right, and each
time discovering that the i's and e's must change places; he
grew utterly provoked and disheartened, and would have fairly
cried, had not Bob been beside him to see the tears, and grow
merry over them.
</p>
<p>
Finally, he lost all patience with Bob, and, turning fiercely
to him, after he had for the third time pitched the greasy
old spelling-book upside down on the floor, said,—
</p>
<p>
"Look here, now, if you come that thing again, I'll pitch you
out of the window quicker than wink!"
</p>
<p>
"Edward Lewis marked for whispering," said Mr. Burrows.
"Edward, you have commenced the term as usual, I
see,—the first one marked for bad conduct."
</p>
<p>
How Tip's ears burned! How untrue it was! He had not
commenced this term as usual; how differently he had tried to
commence it, only he and God knew. And now to fail thus early
in the day! His head seemed to spin and his brain reel; he
bowed himself on the seat again, but Bob's head went down
promptly, and he whispered,—
</p>
<pre>
"Little Bo Peep has lost her sheep!"
</pre>
<p>
How often Tip had thought such things as these so very funny
that he could not possibly help laughing; how silly and
meaningless—yes, and cruel—did they seem to him
now! Oh, Satan was struggling for Tip to-day: he was reaping
the fruits of long weeks spent in evil company and folly.
</p>
<p>
He looked over to the back seats, where sat Howard Minturn
and Ellis Holbrook, hard at work on their algebra lesson,
nobody thinking of such a thing as disturbing them; and, as
he looked, sighed heavily. If he had only gained such a place
as they had in the school, how easily he could work to-day.
They were very little older than he, yet here he was trying
to do an example in addition, doing it over four times before
it was right,—and they were at the head of the class in
algebra. If he could only jump to where they were, and go on
with them! And the hopelessness of this thought made his
spelling-lesson seem harder; so it was no wonder, when the
class formed, and he took his old place at the foot, and he
stayed there, and spelled believe <i>ei</i> after all; nobody
was surprised, but nobody knew how very, <i>very</i> hard he
had tried.
</p>
<p>
The long day, crowded full of trouble and temptation to poor
Tip, wore away. At recess he wandered off by himself, trying
hard to get back some of the strong, firm hopes of the
morning.
</p>
<p>
One more sharp trial was in store for him. Towards the close
of the afternoon Bob's fun took the form of paper balls,
which, at every turn of Mr. Burrows's back, spun through the
room in all directions; two or three of the smaller scholars
joined him, and a regular fire of balls was kept up. The boys
complained—Mr. Burrows scolded.
</p>
<p>
At last he spoke this short, prompt sentence: "The next boy I
catch throwing paper, or anything else, in this room to-day,
I shall punish severely; and I shall expect any scholar who
sees anything of this kind going on to inform me."
</p>
<p>
Not five minutes after that Mr. Burrows bent over his desk in
search of something within, when—whisk! went the
largest paper ball that had been thrown that day, and landed
on the teacher's forehead. Some of the scholars laughed, some
looked grave and startled, for Mr. Burrows was a man who
always meant what he said.
</p>
<p>
"Does any one know who threw that ball?" he asked, closing
his desk and speaking in a calm, steady tone.
</p>
<p>
No reply,—silence for a minute. Then, "Ellis Holbrook,
do you know who threw that ball of paper?"
</p>
<p>
"Yes, sir."
</p>
<p>
"Very well; I am waiting to be told."
</p>
<p>
"Tip Lewis threw it, sir."
</p>
<p>
This was a little too much for Tip. The first time in his
life that he had ever been in school all day without throwing
one, to be so accused! He sprang up in his seat with fire in
his eyes.
</p>
<p>
"I didn't!" he almost screamed. "He knows I didn't! It is a
mean, wicked lie!"
</p>
<p>
"Sit down," said Mr. Burrows. "Ellis, did you <i>see</i> him
throw it?"
</p>
<p>
"Yes, sir, I did."
</p>
<p>
Mr. Burrows turned to Tip. "Edward, come here."
</p>
<p>
Tip was still standing.
</p>
<p>
"Say you won't," whispered Bob. "Say you won't stir a step
for the old fellow. If he goes to make you, we'll see who'll
beat."
</p>
<p>
But the command was repeated, and Tip went forward, fixing
his steady eyes on Mr. Burrows as he spoke.
</p>
<p>
"Mr. Burrows, as sure as I live, I <i>did</i> not throw that
paper ball."
</p>
<p>
And yet—poor Tip!—he knew he would not be
believed; he knew his word could not be trusted; he knew he
had often stood there and as boldly declared what was
<i>not</i> true, and what had been proved in a few minutes to
be false.
</p>
<p>
No, nobody believed Tip. He had earned, among other things in
the school, the name of hardly ever speaking the truth; and
now he must suffer for it. So he stood still and received the
swift, hard blows of the ruler on his hands; stood without a
tear or a promise. Mr. Burrows had not a doubt of his guilt,
for had not Ellis Holbrook, whose word was law in the school,
said he saw the mischief done? and did not Tip always deny
all knowledge of such matters until made to own them?
</p>
<p>
Still, this time the boy resolutely refused to confess that
he had thrown a bit of paper that day, and went back to his
seat with smarting hands and the stern words of his teacher
ringing in his ears.
</p>
<p>
What a heavy, bitter heart the poor boy carried out from the
schoolroom that afternoon, he felt as though he almost hated
every scholar there,—<i>quite</i> hated Ellis Holbrook.
</p>
<p>
Mr. Burrows, catching a glimpse of his face, said to one of
the other teachers, "That boy grows sullen; with all the
rest, his good-nature was the only good thing which he had
about him, and he is losing that."
</p>
<p>
Tip heard him, and felt that it was true. He had been
punished many a time before, and taken it with the most
provoking good humour. But to-day it was different; to-day,
for the first time in his life, he had received a punishment
which he did not deserve; this day of all others, in which he
had tried with all his heart to do right!
</p>
<p>
"Why didn't you hold on, you simpleton?" Bob asked. "Never
saw you get up so much pluck in my life. What made you back
out, and be whipped like a baby?"
</p>
<p>
"Why didn't <i>you</i> own that you threw that plaguy paper
ball, and not sit there like a coward, and see me take your
whipping?"
</p>
<p>
"<i>I</i> own it! That's a good one! 'Pon honour, Tip, didn't
you throw that ball? I thought you did; I was aiming one at
Ellis Holbrook's head just then, and I didn't see what was
going on behind me. Didn't you throw it—honour bright?"
</p>
<p>
"No, I didn't; and I'll throw <i>you</i> if you say so
again."
</p>
<p>
And Tip turned suddenly in the opposite direction, but Satan
still walked with him.
</p>
<p>
"It's no use," said this evil spirit, speaking out
boldly,—"it's no use; don't you see it isn't? You might
as well give it up first as last; the boys, and the teacher,
and every one, think you're nothing in the world but a wicked
young scamp, and you never <i>can</i> be anything else.
You've been humbugging yourself these four weeks, making
believe you had a great Friend to help you: why hasn't He
helped you to-day? You've tried your best all day long, and
He knows you have; yet you never had such a hard day in your
life. If He cares anything at all about you, why didn't He
help you to-day? You asked Him to."
</p>
<p>
Tip sat down on a log by the side of the road, and gave
himself up for a little to Satan's guidance, and the wicked
voice went on,—
</p>
<p>
"Now, you see, you've been cheated. You've tried hard for a
whole month to <i>be</i> somebody, and no one thinks any more
of you than they did before, and never will. Your mother
scolds just as much, and your home looks just as dismal, and
Kitty is just as hateful, and the respectable boys in the
village have nothing to do with you. You might just as well
lounge around and have a good time. Nobody expects you to be
good, or will let you, when you want to be."
</p>
<p>
Softly there came another voice knocking at Tip's heart. At
first he would not notice it, but it <i>would</i> be heard.
</p>
<p>
"What of all that?" it said; "suppose nobody cares for you,
or helps you here. Jesus died, you know, and He is your
friend. You <i>know</i> that is not a humbug; you <i>know</i>
He has heard you when you knelt down and prayed. He has
helped you. Then there's heaven, where all the beauty is, and
He has promised to take you—yes, <i>you</i>—there
by and by! Oh, you must not complain because people won't
believe that such a bad boy as you have been has grown good
so soon. Christ knows about it, so it's all right. Just keep
on trying, and one of these days folks will see that you mean
it; they <i>will</i>—God has promised. He has given you
a lamp to light you. Why have not you looked at it all this
day?"
</p>
<p>
"Oh," said Tip, "I can't; I <i>can't</i> be a Christian! I
have not done right nor felt right to-day. I almost hate the
boys, and Mr. Burrows too. I don't know what to do."
</p>
<p>
"Go on home," said Satan. "Let the lamp and these new notions
and all <i>go</i>! Christ don't care anything about
<i>you</i>; such a miserable, wicked, story-telling boy as
you have been, do you expect Him to notice <i>you</i>?"
</p>
<p>
But Tip's hand was in his pocket, resting on his lamp, as he
had learned to call it; and the low, sweet voice in his heart
was urging him to let its light shine. He drew it out, and
turned the leaves, and the same dear Helper stopped his eyes
at the words, "Fear not, for I have redeemed thee; I have
called thee by thy name; thou art <i>Mine</i>."
</p>
<p>
Then came hot, thankful tears. Oh, precious words, sinking
right into the torn, troubled heart. Christ the Redeemer had
called him by his name! He was—yes, he <i>would be
His</i>! He glanced around. Nobody was to be seen; he was
sitting in the hollow at the foot of the hill, and under the
shade of a low branching tree. And there he knelt down to
pray; and Satan drew himself away, for the spot around that
kneeling boy was holy ground. Tip's soul had gained the
victory.
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p><a name="CH8"><!-- CH8 --></a>
<h2>
CHAPTER VIII.
</h2>
<h3>
"Freely ye have received, freely give."
</h3>
<p>
Whether Tip felt it or not, there were some changes in his
home. Mrs. Lewis, though worried and hurried and cross
enough, still was not so much so as she had been.
</p>
<p>
The house was quieter, there was no cradle to rock, there
were no baby footsteps to follow and keep out of danger; she
had more time for sewing. Yet this very thing, the missing of
the clinging arms about her neck, sometimes made her heavy
heart vent itself in short, sharp words.
</p>
<p>
But Tip had astonished the family at home,—it didn't
require wonderful changes to do it,—rather the change
which they saw in him seemed wonderful.
</p>
<p>
The fire which she found ready made in the morning, the full
pail of fresh water, the box: filled with wood, were all so
many drops of honey to the tired mother's heart. The awkward
pat of his father's pillow, which Tip now and then gave as he
lingered to ask how he was, seemed so new and delightful to
that neglected father's heart, that he lay on his hard bed
and thought of it much all day.
</p>
<p>
Tip got on better at home than anywhere else; he had not so
many temptations. He had been such a lawless, reckless boy,
that they had all learned to leave him very much to himself,
and, as not a great deal of his time was spent there, his
trials at home were not many. As for Kitty, she did not cease
to wonder what had happened to Tip; she perhaps felt the
difference more than any one else, for it had been the
delight of his life to tease her.
</p>
<p>
Now, from the time that he gathered his books, with the first
sound of the school-bell, and hurried up the hill, until he
returned at night, ready to split wood, hoe in the garden, or
do any of the dozen things that he had never been known to do
before, he was a never-failing subject of thought and
wonderment to her. Watching him closely, the only thing she
could finally settle on as the cause of the change which she
found in him was, that he now went every Sabbath morning to
the Sabbath school. The mystery must be hidden there. Having
decided that matter, Kitty speedily resolved that she would
go there herself, and see what they did. Many were the kind
hearts that had tried to coax her into that same Sabbath
school, and had failed. But this Saturday afternoon's gazing
out of the window, with a wonderfully sober face, had ended
in her exclaiming,—
</p>
<p>
"I say, mother, I want a needle and thread."
</p>
<p>
"What do you want with a needle and thread?" asked Mrs.
Lewis, stirring away at some gruel in a tin basin, and not
even glancing up.
</p>
<p>
"I want to mend my dress; it's torn this way and that, and
looks awful. I want some green thread, the colour of this
wide stripe."
</p>
<p>
Now for a minute the gruel was forgotten, and Mrs. Lewis
looked at Kitty in amazement.
</p>
<p>
"Dear me!" she said at last; "I don't know what will happen
next. It can't be possible that you are going to work to mend
your own dress without being scolded about it for a week, and
then made to do it."
</p>
<p>
"Yes, I am, too; I ain't going to look like a rag-bag another
hour. And I'm going to wash out my sun-bonnet and iron it;
then I mean to go over to that Sunday school to-morrow. I
ain't heard any singing since I was born, as I know of, and I
mean to."
</p>
<p>
The gruel began to burn, and Mrs. Lewis turned to it again,
saying nothing, but thinking a great deal. Once she used to
go to Sabbath school herself, when she was Kitty's age; and
she didn't have to mend her dress first, either; she used to
be dressed freshly and neatly, every Sabbath morning, by her
mother's own careful hands.
</p>
<p>
She poured the gruel into a bowl, and then went over to her
workbox.
</p>
<p>
"Here's a needle and thread," she said at last, drawing out a
snarl of green thread from the many snarls in her box. "Mend
your dress if you want to, and I'll wash out your bonnet for
you towards night, when I get that vest done."
</p>
<p>
It was Kitty's turn to be astonished now. She had not
expected help from her mother.
</p>
<p>
Tip lingered in the kitchen on Sabbath morning. He looked
neat and clean; he had a fresh, clean shirt, thanks to the
washing which his mother had done "towards night." He was all
ready for school, yet he waited.
</p>
<p>
Kitty clattered around, making rather more noise even than
usual, as she washed up the few poor dishes.
</p>
<p>
Evidently Tip was thinking about her. The truth was, his lamp
had shown him a lesson that morning like this: "Freely ye
have received, freely give." He stopped at that verse,
reading no further. What did it mean I Surely it spoke to
him. Had not God given, oh, <i>so</i> many things to him? Had
He not promised to give him heaven for his home? Now, here
was the direction: "Freely give." What, and to whom? To God?
Surely not. Tip was certain that he had nothing to give to
God; nothing but his poor, sinful heart, which he believed
the Saviour had taken and made clean.
</p>
<p>
What could he give to any one? He leaned out of his little
window, busy with this thought. Kitty came out to the door,
and pumped her pan full of water. He looked down on her.
There was Kitty; had he anything which he could give her? He
shook his head mournfully; not a thing. But wouldn't it be
the same if he could help her to get something? What if he
could coax her to go to Sunday school; perhaps it would do
for her all that it had done for him. And at this moment the
unwearied Satan came with his wicked thoughts.
</p>
<p>
"Kitty would be a pretty-looking object to go to Sabbath
school,—not a decent thing to wear! Everybody would
laugh at her and at you. Besides, I don't believe she would
go, if you <i>did</i> ask her; she would only make fun of
you. Better not try it."
</p>
<p>
"Oh, Tip Lewis," said his conscience, "what a miserable
coward you are! After all you have promised, you won't risk a
laugh for the sake of getting Kitty into the Sabbath school!"
</p>
<p>
"Yes, I will," said Tip, and he ran downstairs.
</p>
<p>
And this was why he lingered in the kitchen,—not
knowing just what to say. Kitty helped him.
</p>
<p>
"Tip," said she, "I suppose they sing over at that Sunday
school, don't they?"
</p>
<p>
"I guess they do;" and Tip's eyes brightened. "Ever so many
of them sing at once, and it sounds grand, I tell you. They
play the melodeon, too: don't you want to go and hear it?"
</p>
<p>
"Humph! I don't know. I don't suppose it will be any stupider
than staying at home. I get awful sick of that. If I knew the
way, maybe I would go."
</p>
<p>
"Oh, I'll take you!" said Tip, in a quick, eager way. He
wanted to speak before his courage failed.
</p>
<p>
So Kitty, in her stiff blue sunbonnet and green calico dress,
went to Sabbath school. There was no mission class for girls,
so Mr. Parker sent her among the gaily-dressed little girls
in Miss Haley's class; but Mr. Holbrook detained Tip.
</p>
<p>
"Edward, you intend to come to Sabbath school regularly,
don't you?"
</p>
<p>
"Yes, sir."
</p>
<p>
"Then I think we must leave your place in the mission seat to
be filled by some other boy, and you may come forward to my
class."
</p>
<p>
It is doubtful whether Tip will ever see a prouder or happier
moment than that one in which he followed the minister down
the long room to his <i>own</i> class. But when he saw the
seat full of boys, his face grew crimson. At the end of the
seat was Ellis Holbrook, the minister's son,—the boy
who but a few days before had, he believed in his heart, told
a wicked story about himself, and gained him a severe
punishment. He did not feel as though he could sit beside
that boy, even in Sabbath school. But Mr. Holbrook waited,
and sit down he <i>must</i>. Ellis moved along to give him
room, and disturbed him neither by word nor look during the
lesson. But Tip's heart was full of bitterness, and he
thought the pleasure of that morning gone. The lesson was of
Christ and His death on the cross, and, as he listened, hard
thoughts began to die out. The story was too new; it touched
too near his heart not to calm the angry feelings and to
interest him wonderfully.
</p>
<p>
As soon as school was dismissed, Mr. Holbrook turned to him.
"What disturbs you to-day, Edward?"
</p>
<p>
Tip's face grew red again. "I—I—nothing much,
sir."
</p>
<p>
"Have you and Ellis been having trouble in school?"
</p>
<p>
"He has been getting <i>me</i> into trouble," spoke Tip
boldly, finding himself caught.
</p>
<p>
Mr. Holbrook sat down again. "Can you tell me about it,
Edward?"
</p>
<p>
"He said I threw paper balls, and Mr. Burrows whipped me; and
I didn't."
</p>
<p>
"Are you sure you didn't?"
</p>
<p>
"Yes, sir."
</p>
<p>
"Did you say so at the time?"
</p>
<p>
"Over and over again, but he said he <i>saw</i> me."
</p>
<p>
"Edward, have you always spoken the truth? Is your word to be
believed?"
</p>
<p>
Tip's eyes fell and his lip quivered. "I've told a great many
stories," he said at last, in a low, humble tone; "but this
<i>truly</i> isn't one. I'm trying to tell the truth after
this, and Jesus believes what I have said this time."
</p>
<p>
"So do I, Edward," answered Mr. Holbrook gently, even
tenderly. "Ellis was mistaken. But I see you are angry with
him; can't you get over that?"
</p>
<p>
Tip shook his head. "He got me whipped for nothing, sir."
</p>
<p>
"Suppose Christ should follow that rule, Edward, and forgive
only those who had treated Him well; would you be forgiven
to-day?"
</p>
<p>
This was a new thought to Tip, and made him silent. Mr.
Holbrook held out his hand for the little red Bible.
</p>
<p>
"Let me show you what this lamp of yours says about the
matter."
</p>
<p>
And Tip's eyes presently read where the minister's finger
pointed: "If ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither
will your Father forgive your trespasses."
</p>
<p>
"Trespasses mean sins," explained Mr. Holbrook; then he
turned away.
</p>
<p>
All this time Kitty had been standing waiting,—not for
Tip, she didn't expect his company,—but for the stylish
little girls to get fairly started on their way to church, so
she could go home without having any of them look at or make
fun of her.
</p>
<p>
Kitty had not been having a very good time: she had the
misfortune to fall into the hands of a teacher who thought if
she asked the questions in the question-book, and if one
scholar could not answer, passed on to the next, she had done
her duty. So the singing was pretty nearly all Kitty had
cared for. God was leaving most of the work for Tip to do,
after all. He went over to her now, and walked down the road
with her. The boys had all gone, as well as the girls, so
there was nothing to hinder their walking on quietly
together.
</p>
<p>
"How did you like it, Kitty?" he asked.
</p>
<p>
"Oh, I didn't think much of it. I sat by the ugliest girl in
town, and she made fun of my bonnet and my shoes. I
<i>hate</i> her."
</p>
<p>
Tip had a faint notion in his heart that Kitty also needed
the verse which had just been given him; but he had other
thoughts about her. God's Spirit was at work. Having taken
her to Sabbath school, having begun a good work, he wanted it
to go on. It was very hard to speak to Kitty; he didn't know
what to say; but all the way down the hill there seemed to
ring in his ears the message, "Freely ye have received,
freely give."
</p>
<p>
"Kitty," he said at last, "don't you want to be a Christian?"
</p>
<p>
"I don't know what a Christian is."
</p>
<p>
"But wouldn't you like to love Jesus?"
</p>
<p>
"How do I know?" replied Kitty shortly. "I don't know
anything about Jesus."
</p>
<p>
"Oh, didn't you hear, in the lesson to-day, about how He
loves everybody, and wants everybody to love Him, and how He
died so we could?"
</p>
<p>
"I don't know a thing about the lesson. I counted the buttons
on Miss Harley's dress most all the time; they went up and
down the front, and up and down the sides, and everywhere."
</p>
<p>
"Oh, but, Kitty, you surely heard the hymn,—
</p>
<pre>
'Jesus loves me, this I know,
For the Bible tells me so.'"
</pre>
<p>
"Yes," Kitty said; "the hymn was pretty enough, only nobody
gave me a book, and I could just hear a word now and then."
</p>
<p>
Altogether, Tip didn't feel that he had done Kitty a bit of
good. But he knew this much, that, since he had begun to
think about and talk to her, he longed—yes,
<i>longed</i>—with all his heart to have her come to
Christ.
</p>
<hr>
<p>
"Ellis, come here a moment," said Mr. Holbrook, turning
towards his study door, as the family came in from church.
"What is it about this trouble in school with Edward Lewis?"
</p>
<p>
"No trouble, father; only Tip threw a paper ball, just as he
always <i>is</i> doing, and, as Mr. Burrows asked me if I
knew who threw it, of course I had to tell him, and that made
Tip mad. Why? Has he been complaining to you, father?"
</p>
<p>
"Ellis, did you see Edward throw paper?"
</p>
<p>
"Yes, sir."
</p>
<p>
"Are you positive?"
</p>
<p>
"Yes—why—that is—I glanced up from my book
just in time to see it whiz, and it came from Tip's
direction, and his hand was raised, so I supposed of course
he threw it. I thought a minute ago that I knew he did."
</p>
<p>
"But now you would not say positively that some boy near him
might not have done it?"
</p>
<p>
"Why, no, sir. Alex Palmer might have thrown it; but I didn't
think of such a thing."
</p>
<p>
"Well, Ellis, my verdict is that you were mistaken; I don't
think Edward told a falsehood this time. I'll tell you why:
he is trying to take the Saviour for his pattern. I believe
he is a Christian. Now, there is one thing which I want you
to think of. Edward Lewis, who has never been taught anything
good, who has never had any one to help him, has given his
heart to Christ; and my boy, for whom I have prayed with, all
my soul every day since he was born, has not."
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p><a name="CH9"><!-- CH9 --></a>
<h2>
CHAPTER IX.
</h2>
<h3>
"Hitherto hath the Lord helped us."
</h3>
<p>
"Boys," said Mr. Burrows, one Monday afternoon, "you may lay
aside your books; I want to have a talk with you."
</p>
<p>
Books were hurriedly gathered and piled in their places, and
the boys sat up with folded arms, ready for whatever their
teacher had to offer.
</p>
<p>
Mr. Burrows drew out his arm-chair from behind the desk, and
sat down for a chat.
</p>
<p>
"Who will tell me what an acrostic is?"
</p>
<p>
Several hands were raised.
</p>
<p>
"Well, Howard, let us hear what you think about it."
</p>
<p>
"It's a piece of poetry, sir, where the first letter of every
line spells another word."
</p>
<p>
"Do you mean the first letter alone spells a word?"
</p>
<p>
The boys laughed, and Howard explained promptly. "No, sir; I
mean the first letters of each line taken together form a
name."
</p>
<p>
"Must an acrostic always be written in poetry?"
</p>
<p>
This question called forth several answers, and made a good
deal of talk; but it was finally decided that there could be
acrostics in prose as well as in rhyme; and Mr. Burrows
asked,—
</p>
<p>
"How many understand now what an acrostic is?"
</p>
<p>
A few more hands were raised, but many of the boys did not
understand yet; it must be made plainer.
</p>
<p>
"Howard," said Mr. Burrows, "come to the board and give us an
acrostic on the word boy."
</p>
<p>
Howard sprang up. "Must it be a sensible one, sir?"
</p>
<p>
"Sense or nonsense, just as you please, so as it shows us
what an acrostic is."
</p>
<p>
"I can take my parsing-book and give you one, I think, sir."
</p>
<p>
And Howard came forward and wrote rapidly,—
</p>
<pre>
"B But you shall hear an odd affair, indeed,
O Of which all Europe rings from side to side"—
</pre>
<p>
Then he paused, turning the leaves of his parsing-book
eagerly.
</p>
<p>
"I can't find anything in Y to finish this up with," he said
at last.
</p>
<p>
"Can't you give us a line from your own brain?"
</p>
<p>
And at this Howard's eye brightened with fun, and, turning to
the board after a moment of thought, he dashed off the
closing line,—
</p>
<pre>
"Y You who can finish this may have the job;"—
</pre>
<p>
then took his seat amid bursts of laughter from the boys, who
all began to understand what an acrostic was.
</p>
<p>
Ellis Holbrook's hand was up, and his eyes were full of
questions.
</p>
<p>
"Mr. Burrows, why is that called by such a queer name as
acrostic?"
</p>
<p>
His teacher smiled.
</p>
<p>
"You must study Greek, Ellis. We get it from two words in the
Greek, or from one word made up of two others, which mean
<i>extreme</i>, or <i>beginning</i> and <i>order</i>. In an
acrostic the beginnings of the lines are arranged in order.
Do you understand how we get that word now?"
</p>
<p>
"Yes, sir."
</p>
<p>
"Well, now, you would all like to know what this talk is for.
I want every boy in school who can write, to bring an
acrostic on his own name for his next composition."
</p>
<p>
The boys groaned, and exclaimed, "They couldn't do it, they
were sure; they couldn't <i>begin</i> to do it!"
</p>
<p>
"Yes, you can," said Mr. Burrows; "I don't give my scholars
any work that they <i>can't</i> do. You may quote it, or make
it original, as you please; but I want every one of you to
<i>try</i>."
</p>
<p>
Johnny Thorpe, the smallest boy in school who could write,
now seemed in trouble, and stretched up his arm to its full
length.
</p>
<p>
"Well, Johnny, what will you have?" asked his teacher.
</p>
<p>
"If you please, sir, I don't know what you mean by quote."
</p>
<p>
Mr. Burrows laughed pleasantly.
</p>
<p>
"I must remember, I see, to speak plain English; I mean you
may borrow your essay from a book, or a dozen books, if you
like, so that you don't try to make us believe the thoughts
are your own. You may write in poetry or not, as you please;
but I want each to choose a subject, and stick to it better
than Howard did just now. I have given you something to do
that will keep you hard at work, but you will succeed at
last."
</p>
<p>
Tip went home in a tumult. What could he do? He had never
written a composition in his life, having made it a point to
run away from school on composition-day; but running away was
done with now. It didn't seem possible that he could write
anything: certainly not in such a new, queer way as Mr.
Burrows wished them to.
</p>
<p>
Supper and wood-splitting were hurried over for that evening,
and Tip took his way very early to the seat under the
elm-tree down by the pond. He wanted to think, to see how he
should meet this new trouble; it was a real trouble to him,
for he had set out to do just right, and he saw no way of
getting out of this duty, and thought he saw no way of doing
it.
</p>
<p>
"There is no place on the road so dark but this lamp will
light you through, if you give it a chance."
</p>
<p>
This is what Mr. Holbrook had said when he gave Tip his
Bible. And Tip had thought of his words very often, had
already proved them true more than once; but he didn't see
how it could help him now.
</p>
<p>
He took it out, and slowly turned the leaves; it couldn't
write his composition for him, that was certain. But oh, the
bright thought that came to Tip just then! Why not find his
acrostic in the Bible, and write it out? among so many,
<i>many</i> verses, he would be sure to find what he wanted.
But then, how very queer it would be for <i>him</i>, Tip
Lewis, to copy anything from the Bible! What would the boys
think? What would Bob Turner say? Still, what else could he
do? Besides his spelling-book and a worn arithmetic, it was
the only book that he had in the world.
</p>
<p>
"I don't care," he said suddenly, after a few moments of
troubled thought. "I guess I ain't ashamed of my
Bible,—it's the only thing I've got that I needn't be
ashamed of. I'll <i>do</i> it. The boys have got to know that
I've turned over a new leaf. I wish they did; the sooner they
know it the better. I say, my lamp shall help me out of this
scrape, that's as true as can be; it helps me whenever I give
it a chance."
</p>
<p>
He fumbled in his pocket and drew out an old stump of a
pencil. The next thing was a piece of paper; he dived his
hand down into another pocket, producing a rusty knife,
pieces of string, a chestnut or two, and, finally, a crumpled
piece of paper on which Bob Turner had scrawled what he
called a likeness of Mr. Burrows, and given to Tip for a
keepsake. He spread it out on a flat stone which lay near
him, and began his work.
</p>
<p>
A long, slow work it was for Tip. Hours of that day, and the
next, and the next, every day, until the fading light drove
him home, did he sit under the elm-tree turning the leaves of
his Bible, poring over its contents, writing words carefully
now and then on his bit of paper. Remember it was new work to
him.
</p>
<p>
At last, one evening, the sun went down in the bright red
west, the stars shone out in all their twinkling, sparkling
glory, the shadows began to fall thick and fast around the
old tree, when Tip, with a little sigh of relief, folded the
precious piece of paper, laid it carefully away in his Bible,
and turned his steps homeward. His acrostic was finished, and
into his heart had crept some of the beauty of those precious
words, which he had found for the first time. Words they were
which would go with him through all his life, and sweetly
comfort some dark and weary hours.
</p>
<p>
The school-books were all piled neatly on the desks that
Friday afternoon; the shades were dropped to shut out the low
afternoon sun; and forty boys were still and expectant. The
acrostics lay in a great white heap on Mr. Burrows' desk, not
a name written on any of them. Mr. Burrows was to read, and
the boys were to have the pleasure of spelling out the names
of the owners as he read.
</p>
<p>
A merry time they had of it that afternoon. Some wonderful
acrostics were read. Ellis Holbrook had a very clever one,
arranged from his lesson in Virgil. Howard Minturn had
borrowed from his father's library a copy of Shakespeare, and
worked hard over his; the boys and their teacher thought it a
success.
</p>
<p>
Even Bob Turner had written; the idea had happened to strike
him as a very funny one, and Bob always did everything that
he thought funny. He had found three lines in rhyme which
just suited him, and by the time the eager boys had spelled
out B O B,—which was the only name the boy saw fit to
own,—the schoolroom fairly shook with their laughter.
</p>
<p>
Next to his lay a paper which Tip knew, and his heart beat so
loudly when Mr. Burrows took it up, that he thought every one
in the room must notice.
</p>
<p>
The room had now grown quiet, and Mr. Burrows, after opening
the paper, announced the title,—
</p>
<center>
"WHAT JESUS CHRIST SAYS."
</center>
<p>
Then read slowly and reverently, while the wondering scholars
spelled out the name.
</p>
<pre>
"E Even the night shall lie light about thee.
D Depart from evil and do good.
W Whosoever cometh unto Me, I will in no wise cast out.
A A new heart will I give you.
R Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.
D Draw nigh to God, and He will draw nigh to thee.
"L Lo, I am with you always.
E Ever follow that which is good.
W Whosoever abideth in Him, sinneth not.
I I will go before thee, and make the crooked paths straight.
S So that we may boldly say, The Lord is my helper."
</pre>
<p>
What a silent and astonished company listened to this
reading, and spelled the name "Edward Lewis!"
</p>
<p>
"Edward," Mr. Burrows said at last, "who found those verses
for you?"
</p>
<p>
"I found them, sir, in my Bible. I've got them all marked!"
speaking eagerly, willing this time to bring proof that he
was telling the truth.
</p>
<p>
Mr. Burrows' voice almost trembled as he answered,—
</p>
<p>
"It is a beautiful collection of some of the most precious
verses in the Bible. It was a fine idea; I am very much
surprised and pleased. I wish that you, and every scholar of
mine, could feel in your hearts the full meaning of those
words of Jesus."
</p>
<hr>
<p>
"I can't to-night, Howard," said Ellis Holbrook, in answer to
his friend's coaxings to accompany him home; "I've got
something else to attend to. Hallo, Tip! Tip Lewis! Hold on a
bit! I'm going your way. No, Howard, I'll come up in the
morning; I really <i>can't</i> to-night."
</p>
<p>
Tip waited in wondering silence, while the boy, whom he
counted an enemy, hurried towards him.
</p>
<p>
Ellis was a bold, prompt boy: when he had anything to say, he
<i>said</i> it; so he came to the point at once.
</p>
<p>
"See here, Tip, did I blunder the other day when I told Mr.
Burrows you threw paper? I thought I saw you."
</p>
<p>
"Yes," said Tip, "you did. I didn't throw a bit of paper that
day."
</p>
<p>
"Well, father said he thought I was mistaken. I'm sure I
supposed I was telling the truth. I'm sorry. I'll say so to
Mr. Burrows and the boys, if you like, and let him find out
who did it, and then was mean enough to see you whipped for
it."
</p>
<p>
Tip struggled a little. "No," he said at last, "let it go.
The whipping is done, and can't be undone; I don't want to
make any more bother about it."
</p>
<p>
Ellis eyed him curiously.
</p>
<p>
"You're a queer fellow," he said at last. "I expect you had
about the best acrostic, this afternoon, that can be
written."
</p>
<p>
Tip's heart was throbbing with pleasure as he walked on home
after Ellis had left him. For the first time in his life he
had earnest, warm, hearty praise from his teacher. Ellis had
said, "Father told me he thought I was mistaken." Mr.
Holbrook, then, did believe and trust him. Besides, there was
another thought which seemed delightful to him. Tip Lewis,
the worthless, yes, wicked boy that everybody thought him,
had walked down the main street side by side, and talking
earnestly with Ellis Holbrook, the minister's son.
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p><a name="CH10"><!-- CH10 --></a>
<h2>
CHAPTER X.
</h2>
<h3>
"Enter not into the path of the wicked."
</h3>
<p>
Kitty hung on the gate and watched them pass by,—the
long train of high waggons with grated windows, out of which
strange animals peered with their great, fierce eyes; the two
elephants in their scarlet and gold blankets; the tiny ponies
tossing their shaggy manes; the splendid carriage drawn by
eight gaily blanketed, gaily plumed, dancing horses, and
every seat filled with splendidly dressed men and women; the
bright red band-waggon, with the sun glittering over the
wonderful brass instruments and turning them into gold. Kitty
watched all this,—watched, and listened to the loud,
full bursts of music, until her heart swelled and bounded.
She sprang from the gate, and stamped her foot on the ground.
</p>
<p>
"I wish—oh, I wish I could go!" she almost screamed at
last. "I want to—I <i>want</i> to! Oh, I never wanted
to go anywhere so bad in my life!"
</p>
<p>
"I reckon you'll take it out in wanting," said her mother,
who had also leaned on the fence and watched the show pass
by. "Folks who have to dig as I do, from morning to night,
just to get something to eat, don't have any money to spend
on circuses."
</p>
<p>
Kitty shook her head with rage. "I don't go anywhere," she
screamed. "Never! I never went to a circus in my life, and
all the boys and girls around here go every year. Tip always
goes—always; he manages to slip in. Oh, Tip'" and she
opened the gate and went out to him on the sidewalk, a new
thought having come to her, "can't you do something to get
some money, and let me go to the circus with you? Can't you
manage some way? Oh, Tip, do! I'll do anything for you, if
you only will. I never wanted anything so bad before."
</p>
<p>
And Tip's face, as he walked towards the village ten minutes
after that, was a study, it looked so full of trouble.
</p>
<p>
Kitty wanted to go to that circus,—wanted to go so very
much that she had coaxed and begged him in a way that she had
never done before. Besides, if the truth be told, Tip wanted
to go himself; every time the wind wafted back to him a swell
of the distant music, it made his heart fairly jump. It was
true, as Kitty had said, he always managed to slip in some
way; and the oftener he went, the oftener he wanted to go.
</p>
<p>
Well, then, what was the matter with Tip? What he had done so
many times before, he could surely find a way to do again. Oh
yes! But Tip Lewis to-day was different from any Tip Lewis
there had ever been before on circus day. Wasn't he trying to
do right? But then, what had circuses to do with that? He
tried to think what were his reasons for being troubled! Why
did a small voice down in his heart keep telling him that the
circus was no place for him now?
</p>
<p>
Looking at the matter steadily, the only reason Tip knew was,
that Ellis Holbrook and Howard Minturn never went; their
fathers had taught them differently. Ellis, he knew, rather
looked down on people who did go,—called them low. This
had never troubled Tip before, because he had always known
himself to be low; but now, wasn't he trying to climb? Didn't
respectable people generally think that circuses were bad
things?
</p>
<p>
No, poor Tip, they didn't; there was Mr. Bailey, a rich
man,—so rich and so respectable that his son wouldn't
stoop to lend Tip his spelling-book at school,—yet Mr.
Bailey went to the circus last year and took all his
children. So did Mr. Anderson and Mr. Stone, and oh! dozens
of others, rich, great men. Well, did good people go? and
Tip's thoughts strayed back to Mr. Holbrook, and Mr. Parker,
and Mr. Minturn, yea, and others, whose voices he had heard
on the streets and in stores, condemning the circus.
</p>
<p>
But then, after all, where was the harm? There was Kitty, how
much she wanted to go; if he could manage to take her, how
glad she would be! At this point Satan thought there was a
chance for him to speak; so he walked along with Tip, talking
like this:
</p>
<p>
"Kitty has never asked you to do anything for her before. You
want to help her; you want to get her to go to Sunday school
and to read the Bible. Now's your time: if you take her to
the circus, very likely she will do what you want her to."
</p>
<p>
This was a little too absurd, even for Tip, who wanted to
believe it all so badly; but who ever heard of taking any one
to a circus in order to get them to love Jesus? Tip knew
altogether too well for his comfort, that day, that Mr.
Holbrook's example was the safe one. At last he drew a little
sigh of relief; he needn't think about it any more, for he
had no money: he had never owned fifty cents at one time in
his life; so the question, after all, would settle itself.
</p>
<p>
No, it wouldn't. Mr. Dewey stood in the door of his market,
looking up and down the street.
</p>
<p>
"Hallo, Tip!" he called, as Tip turned the corner; "you're
the boy I must have been looking for, I guess. If you'll
carry home packages for me for an hour, and not steal one of
them, I'll give you two tickets for the circus."
</p>
<p>
Tip's cheeks glowed at the word steal, and he came near
telling Mr. Dewey to carry his own packages, if he were
afraid to trust him.
</p>
<p>
But then, those two tickets! Here was a chance for Kitty. The
conflict commenced again.
</p>
<p>
A whole hour in which to decide it, for Tip meant to do the
work any way. Up and down the streets, stopping at this house
and that with his parcels, back again to the market for more,
all the time in a whirl of thought. The question was almost
decided when the two green tickets were placed in his hand;
it closed over them eagerly. He hurried towards home.
</p>
<p>
Towards home led him past the brick hotel. In the bar-room
sat some of the circus men; he knew them by their heavy
beards, which almost covered their faces; knew them also
because he knew every man in town, just who were strangers
and who were not. Well, these circus men were very busy
drinking brandy and playing cards. Tip stopped and looked in
at them; and, ignorant boy as he was, the thought that good,
respectable people would go to see and hear such men as
these, seemed very strange. It couldn't be right, could it?
How was it? A great many nice people must have blundered
terribly if it were wrong; and, on the other hand, if it were
not wrong, how did the minister happen to be so afraid of
these things? Why did he himself have so many queer feelings
about the matter?
</p>
<p>
What a trouble he was in! If only he could find somebody or
something that would decide it for him! Long before this he
had walked away from the hotel; now he had crossed the
bridge, gone around behind the mill, and was very near his
seat under the elm. Down he sat when he came to it, still
holding fast the two green tickets, but with the other hand
diving down in his pocket for the little Bible. That was
getting to be a habit with him, to hunt for this lamp of his
whenever he was in darkness. He turned the leaves now with a
perplexed face. If he only knew where to turn for help!
</p>
<p>
"Let me see," he said. "Where was that verse that I learned
for the Sunday school concert? I liked the sound of that; it
was somewhere in this book full of short, queer verses. I can
find it; yes, I see it. 'For the Lord shall be thy
confidence, and shall keep thy foot from being taken.'"
</p>
<p>
It didn't seem to help him; he shook his head slowly, still
glancing on over the verses, until suddenly his listless look
vanished, and he read aloud;—"Enter not into the path
of the wicked, and go not in the way of evil men. Avoid it,
pass not by it, turn from it, and pass away."
</p>
<p>
"That means them," said Tip, "and me. They're wicked men,
that's certain: they were drinking and
gambling,—swearing too, I guess; and this verse reads
about them just as plain as day. It says, 'Don't go near
them,'—says it over and over again; and I'll mind it, I
will. I'll take these tickets right back to Mr. Dewey, so
they won't be here to put me in mind of going."
</p>
<p>
No sooner said than done; he turned around and fairly
galloped up the hill, around the corner, and landed nearly
breathless at the market.
</p>
<p>
"Here, Mr. Dewey," he said promptly, "I've brought back your
tickets; I don't want 'em this time."
</p>
<p>
"What's up now?" asked Mr. Dewey, coming out from behind his
desk, and eyeing the panting boy curiously. "Won't the
tickets pass?"
</p>
<p>
"Not if they wait till I pass 'em," answered Tip in his
prompt, saucy way. "I ain't going to the circus, not an
<i>inch</i>," he added, as if to assure himself that he meant
it.
</p>
<p>
"But why not?"
</p>
<p>
"Oh, I've got reasons."
</p>
<p>
"Well, now, Tip," said Mr. Dewey, "that's really astonishing!
Suppose you give us a few of your reasons. We don't know what
to make of this."
</p>
<p>
Tip didn't know what to say; he hesitated and thought, and
finally did the best thing he <i>could</i>,—spoke out
boldly. "I've made up my mind that I won't go to any more
circuses, <i>ever</i>! I don't believe in 'em as much as I
did."
</p>
<p>
That wasn't it yet,—he had not owned his Master in the
answer. Neither was Mr. Dewey satisfied.
</p>
<p>
"But, Tip, give us the <i>reasons</i>; this is such a sudden
change, you know."
</p>
<p>
"Well," said Tip, "I've been reading about them just now."
</p>
<p>
"About whom?"
</p>
<p>
"Why, them circus fellows. They're up here at the tavern;
they're drinking and fighting, and I don't know what; and I
guess, by the looks of things, they're pretty wicked. The
book I was reading said, Don't go near wicked men, turn
around and go the other way; and I <i>mean</i> to." And with
this Tip whisked out of the house and around the corner.
</p>
<p>
Mr. Dewey shrugged his shoulders.
</p>
<p>
"The world turns around, sure enough," he said at last.
</p>
<p>
"How do you know that?" and Mr. Minturn set his market basket
on the step, and fanned himself with his hat. "I'm my own boy
to-day, you see; give me something for my dinner. How did you
find out that the world turned around?"
</p>
<p>
"Why, Tip Lewis has taken to preaching against circuses. Will
you have a roast to-day, Mr. Minturn? I gave him a ticket,
and he just rushed in with it and informed us he wasn't going
to circuses any more, because the Bible says they are wicked
fellows. What do you think of that?"
</p>
<p>
"Humph!" said Mr. Minturn. "The Bible says it would be better
for a man, sometimes, if a millstone were about his neck, and
he were in the bottom of the sea. I'd look out for that, if I
were you. Hurry up with your meat; I ought to be at the
store."
</p>
<p>
Tip went home to Kitty. She still swung on the gate; at least
she was there when he came up.
</p>
<p>
"Oh, Tip," she said, "are you going to take me? Oh, Tip,
<i>do</i>! I never asked you for anything before."
</p>
<p>
Tip walked slowly up the yard, with his hands in his pockets,
troubled,—not knowing what to say, or how to say it. At
last he stopped and wheeled about. "Kitty, I can't; I can't
go. I could get tickets if I dared, but I don't mean to go
any more. They're bad, wicked men, and I'm trying to
be"—
</p>
<p>
But Kitty twitched herself away from him, and wouldn't hear
any more.
</p>
<p>
"Do go off!" she said. "You're a mean, ugly, hateful boy! I'm
sorry you got so awful good, if you can't do that little much
for me. Go away and let me alone."
</p>
<p>
Even in his sore trouble a little flash of joy shot through
Tip's heart. He <i>was</i> different, then. Kitty had noticed
it; she knew he was trying to be different. There <i>must</i>
be a little bit of change in him.
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p><a name="CH11"><!-- CH11 --></a>
<h2>
CHAPTER XI.
</h2>
<h3>
"Avoid it, pass not by it, turn from it, and pass away."
</h3>
<p>
Over and over in his mind did Tip repeat this verse; it
seemed to sound all around him, and mixed up with everything
he did. And yet he went out of the house that evening, and
turned straight down the street in the direction leading to
the tented circus grounds, walking along slowly, talking to
himself.
</p>
<p>
"It won't do any harm just to listen to the music. I don't
mean to go in—of course I don't! Suppose I'd do
<i>that</i>, after all I said to Kitty! Besides, I couldn't
if I would; I haven't got any ticket. I'm just going to walk
down that way, and see if there's lots of folks going, and if
the music sounds nice."
</p>
<p>
"Avoid it, pass not by it." Oh yes, Tip knew; he heard the
voice, yet on he went; beginning to walk swiftly, only saying
in answer, "I ain't going in; I couldn't if I wanted to; and
I don't want to."
</p>
<p>
By and by he came within sight of the tents and within sound
of the music, which, to his untaught ears, was wonderfully
beautiful; came up even to the very door of the large tent,
bewitched to go just a step nearer, though he didn't mean to
go in, not he.
</p>
<p>
Yes, the people were crowding in. Mr. Douglass stood by the
door. Tip knew him very well; that is, he knew he lived in a
large house and had plenty of money; and he knew, when the
men were trying to raise any money, some one was sure to say,
"Go to Mr. Douglass; he's always ready to give."
</p>
<p>
Everybody liked Mr. Douglass. He turned around now from
looking down the road, and looked down at Tip.
</p>
<p>
"Well, Tip," he said, "going to the circus?"
</p>
<p>
Tip shook his head.
</p>
<p>
"What's the matter?—no money? Pity to get so near and
not go in; isn't it, pet?"
</p>
<p>
This last to the dainty little girl whose hand he held.
</p>
<p>
"Yes," she answered, with a happy smile. "Papa, why don't
mamma come?"
</p>
<p>
"Oh, she'll be along soon. Here, sir," to the doorkeeper,
handing him twenty-five cents, "let this ragamuffin in. In
with you, Tip, and practise standing on your head for a month
to come."
</p>
<p>
It was all done in a hurry; the doorkeeper stepped aside, the
crowd jostled and pushed against him, the music burst forth
in a new loud swell. A moment more, and Tip stood in the
brightly-lighted room, staring eagerly around him. There was
enough to see; the seats were filling rapidly with
gaily—dressed ladies and gentlemen. He knew them, many
of them, had seen them on the streets often and often; had
seen some of them in Sabbath school, seated before their
classes.
</p>
<p>
Tip was speedily giving himself up to enjoyment, hushing the
small voice in his heart. One of the nicest men in town had
let him in; yes, and there he was now with his wife and
little girl; Mrs. Douglas was not only a teacher in the
Sabbath school, but a member of the church. If she could go
to the circus, why couldn't he? So Tip reasoned, and nobody
told him that his lamp said, "Every one of us shall give
account of <i>himself</i> to God."
</p>
<p>
Presently the wonderful little shaggy ponies trotted out; and
back behind the curtains was one of the riders; he got a peep
of her every now and then in her splendid dress; he knew she
would be out pretty soon, and then she would ride.
</p>
<p>
Oh, that music! how it rolled around the ring! Tip was too
busy looking and listening to keep out of people's way; he
stepped back, still jostled by the crowd who were pouring in,
and stepped directly in front of a man who was trying to make
his way through the crowd around the entrance. Tip knew him
in an instant; he was one of the circus men,—the one
with the ugly face that he had noticed in the morning; it was
ugly still, and red with liquor. He turned a pair of fiery
eyes on Tip, and a dreadful oath fell from his lips as he
swung him angrily out of his way.
</p>
<p>
Oh, Tip Lewis! No wonder your heart fairly stops its beating
for an instant, then bounds on with rapid throbs. Only a few
days ago you listened to the story of a bleeding, dying
Saviour, bleeding and dying for you; and you promised, with
honest tears, that for this you would love and serve and
honour Him for ever. And yet, to-night, here you are,
watching the tricks of men who can speak that sacred name in
such a way that it will make even you, who are used to this,
shudder and turn cold. "In the name of the Saviour whom you
love, what do you here?"
</p>
<p>
It was to Tip as if Christ Himself had asked that question.
He turned suddenly, and, with both hands pressed to his ears,
fairly fought his way through the crowd.
</p>
<p>
"Let me out! let me go!" He fairly shrieked the words at the
astonished doorkeeper, who stood aside to let him pass. Up
the hill with swift, eager steps he ran, trying still to shut
out the ring of that awful oath, the sound of that hateful
voice, speaking the name which had so lately become to him
the one dear and precious name in earth or heaven. On, on, up
the hill, and then down on the other side, stopping finally
at the great tree under the hill, just across the pond.
Stopping and sitting down, he tried to think. What had he
done? He had been warned, he had been tempted, and he had
<i>fallen</i>. It didn't help him now to think that good men
and women were there. Perhaps God had not so plainly shown
them the wrong. Perhaps they had never found that verse:
"Avoid it, pass not by it." Perhaps—oh,
<i>anything</i>—it was nothing to him now. This much
was certain: he had done wrong. Such a heavy, <i>heavy</i>
heart as Tip had to-night. "What <i>should</i> he do? What
would Kitty say, if she found it out? Oh, what would Mr.
Dewey think, or Mr. Holbrook? and then, above all else, came
the thought, What could Jesus, looking down on him now from
heaven, what could <i>He</i> think of him? This thought
brought the bitter tears, but it brought him also on his
knees; and he said,—
</p>
<p>
"Oh, Jesus Christ, in spite of it all, you <i>know</i> I love
you. Won't you forgive me and let me try again?" Long he
knelt there, trying to get close to Christ, and his Saviour
did not leave him alone. It was only yesterday he had learned
the verse, and it came to him softly now: "Thou art a God
ready to pardon, gracious and merciful, slow to anger, of
great kindness."
</p>
<p>
In his sore trouble, Tip's lamp had not failed him.
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p><a name="CH12"><!-- CH12 --></a>
<h2>
CHAPTER XII.
</h2>
<h3>
"He honoureth them that fear the Lord."
</h3>
<p>
Slowly, but surely, as the late autumn days came on, Tip was
growing into a better place in the schoolroom, in the opinion
of his teachers and his schoolmates. In Mr. Burrows' school,
ten was the perfect mark, and <i>x</i> was the very lowest
grade a boy could reach. It had once been an everyday joke
with Tip, that, being <i>x</i>, he must be perfect, because
it said in the spelling-book that <i>x</i> was ten.
</p>
<p>
But it had been a good many days since Tip had said
"<i>x</i>;" the boys had ceased to be amazed when he answered
"ten" in prompt, proud tone.
</p>
<p>
They were growing, many of them, to be surprised and sorry
for him, when, in his days of failures, he answered, with
drooped eyes and very red, ashamed face, "seven," or, it
might be, "six."
</p>
<p>
Though he was still anything but a good reader, no one could
fail to see that he blundered less and less every day, and
Mr. Burrows was growing patient with his blunders, growing
helpful in his troubles.
</p>
<p>
The boys saw him working hard over his spelling-book, and few
of them now had the meanness to laugh when a word passed him.
</p>
<p>
Mr. Burrows' tones were not so harsh to him as they used to
be; and now-a-days, when he was accused of breaking rules,
instead of being called up and unhesitatingly punished, his
teacher, who grew every day less and less sure that he was at
the bottom of all the mischief done, always gave him a chance
to speak for himself, and was learning to believe him.
</p>
<p>
Oh yes! things were different, and were all the time growing
more so. Bob Turner saw this plainly: he began to find Tip a
very stupid companion, and stayed away from school more
afternoons than ever.
</p>
<p>
But poor Tip noticed the change less,—yes, much less
than any of the others. You don't know how hard it was for
him. Do you think Satan was willing to leave him, and let him
grow quietly into a good boy? Not a bit of it. You see he had
been born bubbling over with fun and frolic; he had never
learned to have them come in at the right place or the right
time.
</p>
<p>
Sometimes he felt willing to give up all trying to do right,
for the sake of having a grand frolic just when and where he
wanted it,—no matter what might be going on just then.
Sometimes, when he failed, he felt fierce and sullen, and
told himself it was all humbug, this trying to be good.
Sometimes he felt so utterly sad and discouraged, that it
seemed to him he never could try again; yet through it all he
<i>did</i> try heartily.
</p>
<p>
His arithmetic was the hardest. He was still in the dunce
class,—so the boys called it, because it was made up of
the drones from several classes, and was constantly being put
back to addition.
</p>
<p>
It was a sharp winter's morning. No more make-believe winter
for a while,—the snow lay white and crisp on the
ground, and the frosty air stung every nose and every finger
it could reach.
</p>
<p>
Tip's study, at the foot of the hill under the elm, had been
quite broken up, and he found it very hard to study at
home,—especially this morning. His father's cough had
been bad all night, and this made his mother troubled and
cross.
</p>
<p>
Kitty, these days, seemed trying to see just how cross and
disagreeable she could be; and the kitchen—at best a
dismal place—was just now at the worst. The wet wood in
the stove sizzled and stewed and made a smoke; and in the
midst of Tip's fifth trial on an example which was puzzling
him terribly, he was called on to split some kindlings.
</p>
<p>
"This instant!—I won't wait a minute!" Kitty said in a
provokingly commanding tone; and Tip went at it sullenly,
saying, with every spiteful drive of his axe through the pine
board which he had picked up, "It's no use; I <i>cant</i> do
that sum, and I ain't going to try. I don't know anything,
and never will. I've done it over fifty times, and twisted it
every way I can think of. There's no sense to it, any
way,—sixteen sheep <i>stood him in</i> two dollars
apiece. What does that mean, I'd like to know? He had forty
sheep and twenty-five cows. I know it all by heart; but I
can't do it, and that's the whole of it. I wish his sheep had
choked to death, and his old cows run away, before I ever
heard of them. I'll go over it just once more." (Tip was back
by the kitchen window now, with his slate and book.) "Let's
see: twenty-five cows at thirty-four dollars apiece;" and he
worked away in nervous haste, until he came to "stood him
in." If he only <i>could</i> find out what that meant, he
felt sure he could do it. If he had somebody to help him; but
he hadn't. There would be no time after he went to school
before the class was called.
</p>
<p>
Just then he thought of his father; he used to be a carpenter
before he was sick, and he used to make a great many figures
sometimes on smooth boards. Tip remembered it was just
possible that he might know something about the sum. Suppose
he should ask him?
</p>
<p>
He started up suddenly, and went towards the bedroom door.
</p>
<p>
"Father," he said softly, "can't you tell me what 'stood him
in' means?"
</p>
<p>
The sick man turned himself on his pillow, and looked
wonderingly at Tip.
</p>
<p>
"What do you mean?" he asked at last.
</p>
<p>
"Why," said Tip, in a despairing tone, "it says 'stood him
in' in the arithmetic,—the sheep stood him in two
dollars apiece,—and I don't see any sense to it."
</p>
<p>
"Oh!" said Mr. Lewis; "I see what you mean;" then he went
back to his long-ago deserted carpenter's shop.
</p>
<p>
"Why, Tip, if I had ten pounds of nails, and they were worth
eight cents a pound, they would stand me just so
much,—that is, they would be worth that to me; and if I
should sell them I'd get so much for them. Don't you see?"
</p>
<p>
Light began to dawn on Tip's mind.
</p>
<p>
"Then it means," he said, "that the man didn't sell his
sixteen sheep; he just counted them worth two dollars apiece.
Yes, I see; if that's it, I'll try it." And he rushed to his
work again.
</p>
<p>
And Tip will never forget the eagerness with which he
presently turned to the answer in his arithmetic, and from
that back to the one on the slate, nor the way in which the
blood bounded through his veins when he found that they
agreed perfectly.
</p>
<p>
"It's exactly it," he called out to his father, in a hearty,
grateful voice. "I've got it, and I've been at work on it
this whole morning."
</p>
<p>
Ellis Holbrook, about that time, conquered a most puzzling
example in algebra; but he felt not prouder than did Tip.
</p>
<p>
"Thomas," said Mr. Burrows to the head boy in Tip's
arithmetic class, "you may take the twenty-third example to
the board."
</p>
<p>
"Can't do it," answered Thomas promptly.
</p>
<p>
"Henry may do it, then."
</p>
<p>
"I couldn't get it either," was Henry's answer. So on down
the class; Tip's heart meantime beating eagerly, for the
twenty-third example was about his troublesome, but by this
time very much-beloved sheep.
</p>
<p>
"Robert?" said Mr. Burrows, more for form's sake than because
he had the slightest doubt about Robert's reply.
</p>
<p>
"My!" said Bob Turner good-naturedly; "I can't do it."
</p>
<p>
Tip sat next, and something in his face made Mr. Burrows put
the question to him, though he had nearly resolved to waste
no more time in the matter.
</p>
<p>
"Can you do this, Edward?"
</p>
<p>
"Yes, sir," said Tip promptly and proudly, "I can."
</p>
<p>
And no nobler figures or firmer lines did chalk ever make on
a blackboard than was made while that troublesome example was
being done.
</p>
<p>
He was roused from his flutter of satisfaction by hearing Mr.
Burrows' voice.
</p>
<p>
"Do you know anything about the lesson, <i>any</i> of you?"
</p>
<p>
"I'm sure <i>I</i> don't," answered Bob, still
good-naturedly.
</p>
<p>
Mr. Burrows was growing utterly out of patience; this same
scene had been acted too often to be endured longer. He
turned back to the first pages in the book.
</p>
<p>
"Very well," he said at last; "you may take the first page in
addition to-morrow morning, and we'll see if you can be made
to know anything about that."
</p>
<p>
Tip's hopes fell; his heart was as heavy as lead. Not one of
the others cared; they were used to it; so indeed was he,
only now he was trying, he did so long to go on; just when he
was working <i>so</i> hard, to be put away back to the
beginning again made him feel utterly disgraced.
</p>
<p>
"Wait a minute, Tip." Mr. Burrows' eye fell first on him,
then on the neatly and correctly worked example; then he
turned, and asked, "Charlie Wilcox, on what page is your
arithmetic lesson for to-morrow?"
</p>
<p>
"We commence multiplication, sir," answered Charlie, a bright
little boy, who belonged to a bright class, that did not idle
over any pages in their work.
</p>
<p>
"Edward," said Mr. Burrows, turning back to Tip, "you have
done well to-day. You mean to study, after this, I think; I
have been watching you for some time. The third arithmetic
class take the first page in multiplication for their next
lesson to-morrow; you may take your place in that class, and
remain there as long as you can keep up with it."
</p>
<p>
Now Tip was too much astonished to speak or move; his wildest
dreams had not taken in promotion, at least not for a long,
<i>long</i> time.
</p>
<p>
Bob Turner leaned over and looked at him in actual sober
wonder, that Tip was to be in a higher class.
</p>
<p>
Not a word did Tip say. He did not even raise his eyes to his
teacher's face; and that teacher had not the least idea how
the boy before him felt. He did not know how Tip's heart was
throbbing, nor how he was saying over and over to himself,
"Things are different; they're surely different." He did not
know how those few words of his, spoken that winter morning,
were going to help to make the boy a man.
</p>
<p>
It was that very morning, standing in that room before the
blackboard, with his toe on the third crack from the wall,
that Tip resolved to have an education.
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p><a name="CH13"><!-- CH13 --></a>
<h2>
CHAPTER XIII.
</h2>
<h3>
"The rich and poor meet together; the Lord is the Maker of
them all."
</h3>
<p>
The boys gathered around the stove before school, and talked.
The boys,—not all of them, by any means. Only that
small, select number who were above, and led all the rest.
Tip wandered outside of the circle, feeling very forlorn; he
didn't belong anywhere these days. Bob and his friends had
very nearly deserted him; there was scarcely any of their fun
in which he had time or desire to join, and the other cliques
in school had never noticed him; so he stood outside, and
wondered what he should do with himself. Howard Minturn
wheeled suddenly away from the boys, and called to
him,—
</p>
<p>
"Tip, see here."
</p>
<p>
And Tip went there.
</p>
<p>
"What do you want?" he asked crossly; for some way he felt
out of sorts with that company of finely-dressed boys around
the stove.
</p>
<p>
"Want you to come over to-night. It's my birthday, you know,
and some of the boys are coming to take tea, and spend the
evening. Can you come?"
</p>
<p>
Tip's wide-open eyes spoke his astonishment. "What do you
want of me?" he asked at last, speaking boldly just what he
thought.
</p>
<p>
"Why, I want you to come and help have a nice time," returned
Howard, with great kindness, but just a little condescension
in his tone.
</p>
<p>
Tip heard it, and his bitterness showed itself a little.
"It's a new streak you've got, ain't it?" he said, still
speaking crossly. "You've had lots of birthdays, and this is
the first one <i>I've</i> heard of."
</p>
<p>
"Oh, well!" said Howard proudly, flushing as he spoke; "if
you don't want to come, why"—
</p>
<p>
Mr. Burrows' hand was laid on Howard's arm. "Don't spoil a
good, noble thing, my boy. It is all new to Edward;
<i>urge</i> him."
</p>
<p>
Mr. Burrows spoke low, so no one else could hear him, and
turned away.
</p>
<p>
At recess Howard sought out Tip.
</p>
<p>
"I honestly hope you'll come to-night, Tip, for you're a good
fellow to play games with, and the boys would all like to
have you."
</p>
<p>
Tip had quarrelled with his ill-humour, and it had vanished.
</p>
<p>
"I'll come," he said, in a cheery tone; "only I'll look like
a big rag-bag by the side of <i>you</i> fellows."
</p>
<p>
"Never mind," said Howard, turning to join the boys,
"<i>you</i> come."
</p>
<p>
Why had Howard Minturn invited him to the grand birthday
party? This was the question that puzzled Tip. Had he known
the reason, it would have been like this: Mr. Minturn had
never quite lost sight of Tip since the circus. He wanted to
help him,—wanted to do it through his son; only he
wanted the son to think that he did it himself. Knowing
Howard pretty well, he said, when they were seated at
breakfast that morning,—
</p>
<p>
"I've just been reading about a real hero."
</p>
<p>
Howard longed to be a hero; he looked up eagerly.
</p>
<p>
"Who was he, father? What did he do?"
</p>
<p>
"He was a rich young man, and he had the courage to take for
his friend a poor fellow who hadn't two cents to his name. To
pay him, the time came when he was proud to be noticed by the
great man who was once so low."
</p>
<p>
This thought was still in Howard's mind when he walked with
Ellis to school. So, when Ellis said, "There goes Tip Lewis;
father thinks we boys ought to notice him; he is trying real
hard now-a-days to behave himself, you know," it was easy for
Howard to mingle Tip in with his thoughts.
</p>
<p>
"Ellis," he said, after a moment's silence, "suppose I invite
him to come to our house to-night? He's a splendid good
fellow to have a game; never gets mad, you know."
</p>
<p>
"S'pose he'd come?" asked Ellis.
</p>
<p>
"Yes, of course; jump at the chance. <i>I'll do it</i>. Our
boys will think it odd, I suppose; but I guess I have courage
enough to do as I please."
</p>
<p>
And Howard drew himself up proudly, and thought of his
father's hero.
</p>
<p>
So this was why Tip was invited to the birthday gathering at
the grand house on the hill.
</p>
<p>
Mrs. Lewis sewed, that afternoon, on his jacket, mending it
up more neatly than ever before. She had said very little
about this invitation, but she couldn't help feeling proud
and gratified over it. It was certainly a wonderful jump for
Tip, from mingling with the worst and lowest boys in town, to
find himself taking a long stride, and reaching the very top.
So Mrs. Lewis sewed, and Kitty, as she sat watching the
needle fly back and forth, spoke her thoughts:
</p>
<p>
"All of the boys down to Mr. Burrows' school wear white
collars on their jackets."
</p>
<p>
"Well," answered her mother snappishly, "what's that to me?
S'posing they wear white <i>cats</i> on their jackets, I
could get him one just as easy as t'other."
</p>
<p>
It was a sore subject with Mrs. Lewis. From her very heart
she wished she could dress Tip in broadcloth to-day, just as
fine as that which Howard Minturn himself wore, and a collar
so white and shiny that it would fairly dazzle the eyes of
the others to look upon it; but, since she was so powerless
to do what she would, it made her cross.
</p>
<p>
The bedroom door was open, and Tip's father heard. By and by,
when his cough was quieter, he called, "Kitty!" and the
little girl went in to him. "Is the jacket fixed, Kitty?"
</p>
<p>
"Yes."
</p>
<p>
"Does it look nice?"
</p>
<p>
"Some."
</p>
<p>
"Would you like to find a collar for Tip to wear?"
</p>
<p>
"Well enough," said Kitty wonderingly.
</p>
<p>
"Well, now, I've got two or three that I don't wear any more,
and never shall, I guess" (this last spoken sadly); "s'pose
you take one of 'em—they're in that square box under
the table—and see if you can't sew it on the jacket,
and make it look like what the other boys wear? Now, you try
what you can do, just to see what Tip will say."
</p>
<p>
Kitty went slowly over to the box. This was new work for her,
but her father was very pale to-day, and those sadly-spoken
words, "and never shall, I guess," had quieted her; so she
made no answer, but drew out one of the collars. It looked
nice and white, and shone, too. Mrs. Lewis had done it up
late one night, with tears in her eyes, because she could not
hope that it would be worn again.
</p>
<p>
"What are you doing with that?" she asked sharply, as Kitty
appeared from the bedroom.
</p>
<p>
"Father wants Tip to wear it," answered Kitty.
</p>
<p>
"I'll lend it to him," spoke the sick man; "we want him to
look as decent as we can to-day, you know."
</p>
<p>
Mrs. Lewis said no more, but it seemed to her like giving up
one more hope of her husband's life.
</p>
<p>
Tip came down from the garret, with neatly-brushed hair, and
dressed in his clean shirt, nicely mended jacket, and the
shiny collar. It was wonderful what a difference that collar
made; he didn't look like the same boy.
</p>
<p>
"Kitty," he said, his face all aglow with pleasure, "where
<i>did</i> I get a collar?"
</p>
<p>
"It's father's; he said wear it," answered Kitty.
</p>
<p>
"And how did it get on my jacket?"
</p>
<p>
"Jumped on, likely."
</p>
<p>
Kitty spoke in a short, half provoked tone; she was so unused
to doing a kind thing, that she really felt half ashamed of
it.
</p>
<p>
"Well," said Tip, smiling all over his face, "if that's so,
it's the best jump it ever took, and I thank it from the
bottom of my heart." Then he carried his bright, good-natured
face out of the little house in the hollow, and went towards
the great house on the hill.
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p><a name="CH14"><!-- CH14 --></a>
<h2>
CHAPTER XIV.
</h2>
<h3>
"Every idle word that men shall speak, they shall give
account thereof in the day of judgment."
</h3>
<p>
Howard Minturn was a king among the schoolboys; so, though
some of them nudged each other and laughed a little when Tip
swung open the iron gate and appeared in Mr. Minturn's
grounds, the most of them, seeing how quickly Howard sprang
forward, and how heartily he greeted the newcomer, did the
same. Howard was his father over again; if he did a thing at
all, he did it well. Every moment of that afternoon was
enjoyed as only boys know how to enjoy holidays: the whole
round of winter fun was gone through with,—coasting,
snowballing, building forts, rolling in the snow, each had
their turn.
</p>
<p>
Tip was not one whit behind the rest in all these matters,
and if ever boy enjoyed an afternoon, he did that one. The
sun had set in its clear, cold beauty, and the sharp winter
night was coming down; the boys stood at the foot of the hill
waiting for Ellis and his sled, which were at the top; they
came at last, shooting down the glassy surface.
</p>
<p>
"Hurry up," called out Howard, as he spun along. "What the
mischief became of you? We thought you had gone to hunt up
Sir John Franklin and crew."
</p>
<p>
"Hurry down, I should say you meant," answered Ellis, guiding
his sled skilfully around the curve, and springing to his
feet. "I waited for the rest of you; thought you were coming
back."
</p>
<p>
"No," said Howard, "we just <i>ain't</i>. We appointed a
committee to find out how many were frozen up altogether
entirely, and found that every single one of us were; so
we're going in to the library fire to get thawed out by
tea-time."
</p>
<p>
"All right," said Ellis, shouldering his sled; "Howard,
where's your skates?"
</p>
<p>
"Oh, bother! they're at the top of that awful hill. Never
mind; you walk on slowly, and I'll run back and get them."
</p>
<p>
The boys obeyed, and Ellis Holbrook was just swinging open
the little gate that led to Mr. Minturn's grounds, when
Howard called, as he ran down the hill, "Hold on! Don't go
that way, it will lead you right through the deepest snow
there is; take the big gate." And by the time he reached
them, panting and breathless, they were at the big gate.
</p>
<p>
"This is jolly," said Will Bailey, throwing himself into a
great arm-chair before the glowing fire. "My! I believe I'm a
snowball."
</p>
<p>
"You'd have been an icicle if you had gone the way Ellis was
leading you; why, the snow is so high," said Howard, raising
his hand almost on a level with his head.
</p>
<p>
Ellis laughed. "I'm sure I thought I was going right," he
said. "I must have been thinking of yesterday's lesson in
Sunday school,—'Enter ye in at the strait gate.'"
</p>
<p>
"Ho!" said Will Bailey; "for that matter, one gate is as
straight as the other."
</p>
<p>
"You don't understand the Bible, my boy," said Howard, laying
his hand on Will's shoulder with a provoking little pat, "or
you'd know that strait means narrow."
</p>
<p>
"I'll bet a dollar that you were no wiser yourself until
father explained the verse yesterday," said Ellis, laughing.
</p>
<p>
Tip, meantime, stood apart flushed and silent; he knew about
the Sunday lesson, and remembered the solemn talk which Mr.
Holbrook gave them; and remembered how he urged them, while
they were young, to enter into that strait gate; he felt
shocked and troubled at the sound of Ellis's careless words.
</p>
<p>
"I know one thing," he said abruptly.
</p>
<p>
"Do you?" said Will Bailey in a mocking tone. "That's very
strange!" Will felt above Tip, and took care to let him know
it.
</p>
<p>
Ellis turned a quick, indignant glance on him; then spoke to
Tip in a kind and interested tone: "What were you going to
say, Tip."
</p>
<p>
"That, if I were the minister's son, I wouldn't make fun of
the Bible."
</p>
<p>
Ellis's face was crimson in an instant. "What do you mean by
that?" he asked haughtily.
</p>
<p>
"Just what I say," was Tip's cool reply.
</p>
<p>
"Do you pretend to say that <i>I</i> make fun of the Bible?"
</p>
<p>
"Humph! Didn't I hear you?"
</p>
<p>
"No," said Ellis, in a heat, "you <i>didn't</i>! and I'd
thank you not to say so neither."
</p>
<p>
"Well, now," said Tip, "I'll leave it to any boy here if you
didn't. When a fellow takes a thing in the Bible and twists
it around, and makes believe it means some little silly thing
that it don't mean at all, I call that making fun."
</p>
<p>
"Poh!" said Howard, coming to the rescue of his friend. "What
a fuss you're making about nothing. You're getting wise,
aren't you, Tip? Ellis was only saying that verse in fun,
just as lots of people do. I've heard good men quote the
Bible and laugh over it."
</p>
<p>
"Can't help that," said Tip boldly; "I say it's wicked, and
Ellis Holbrook's father says so too. I heard him tell Will
Bailey once that folks ought to be very careful how they said
things that were in the Bible.'
</p>
<p>
"Did he tell you to go around preaching for him through the
week? How much does he pay you for your services? Come, let's
hear."
</p>
<p>
This was said in Will Bailey's most disagreeable tone. Before
Tip had time to answer, Ellis spoke again.
</p>
<p>
"Well, I don't pretend to be as good as some people are, but
I really can't see any awful wickedness in anything that I've
said to-night."
</p>
<p>
"Neither can anybody else, except Tip," said Will, "and he's
good, you know; he never does anything wrong, except to tell
lies and swear, or some little matters."
</p>
<p>
Ellis was an honest boy. "No," he said gravely, "there is no
use in saying what isn't true, for the sake of helping my
side along. Tip don't do either of those things now-a-days, I
believe; but I'm sure I don't thank him for his good opinion
of me."
</p>
<p>
Howard was glad at this moment to hear the tea-bell peal
through the house, for the boys were growing cross. Most of
them had been so astonished at the bold stand which Tip had
taken, that they said nothing, only gathered round, and
waited to see what would come next.
</p>
<p>
Howard sprang up. "There's something I, for one, am ready
for. Come, boys;" and he led the way to the dining-room. Oh,
that dining-room, with its bright lights and splendid table,
was such a wonderful sight to Tip! It was a very nice
birthday supper,—plates of warm biscuit, platters of
cold chicken, dishes of beautiful honey, silver cake-baskets,
filled with heavily-frosted cake. Tip, for one, had never
seen such a sight in his life before, and he was so
bewildered with the dazzle and glitter that he didn't know
which way to turn.
</p>
<p>
"Howard," said Mrs. Minturn, turning to her son, after she
had welcomed his friends, "do you want your father to take
the head of the table, or would you and the boys prefer
having the room to yourselves?"
</p>
<p>
"No, ma'am," answered Howard, with energy; "we want you and
father <i>both</i>. I guess I want <i>you</i> to my party,
whoever else I have."
</p>
<p>
Tip watched the bright light on Howard's face with surprise.
How much he seemed to love his mother, and how much she loved
him! how queer it was! The supper was a great success; the
boys forgot their excitement and ill-humour, and enjoyed
everything.
</p>
<p>
It was almost nine o'clock, the hour when it was generally
understood that the party was to break up. The boys had been
very merry all the evening; the discussion which had taken
place just before tea seemed to have been forgotten, save by
Ellis, who, genial and hearty enough with the others, was
cold and haughty to Tip. Still, they kept apart, and the fun
had gone on famously. There was a sudden lull in the uproar
when Mr. Minturn opened the door.
</p>
<p>
"Are the walls left?" he asked, coming forward.
</p>
<p>
"The <i>walls</i>?" said Ellis inquiringly; "why, sir, did
you expect to miss them?"
</p>
<p>
"Well, I had some such fears, but I see they're all right.
What are you up to?"
</p>
<p>
"Ellis was telling a story, that's what we were laughing at
when you came in," said Howard. "Go on, El—never mind
father, he likes to hear stories."
</p>
<p>
"No," said Ellis, blushing crimson; "I think I'll be
excused."
</p>
<p>
"Go ahead," said Mr. Minturn; "I'm very fond of stories."
</p>
<p>
"I was only telling, sir, how Joe Barnes talked to his father
when I was down there this morning."
</p>
<p>
"Yes, and, father, you'd be perfectly astonished to hear
him," chimed in Howard. "I never heard a fellow go on so in
my life; he makes fun of every single thing his father says."
</p>
<p>
"Do you think there is anything very surprising in that?"
asked Mr. Minturn coolly.
</p>
<p>
"Surprising! I guess you'd think so. Why, when his father is
talking to him real soberly, he mimics him, and laughs right
in his face."
</p>
<p>
"But I shouldn't suppose you would think there was anything
strange about that."
</p>
<p>
The boys looked puzzled. "Why, Mr. Minturn!" said Ellis;
"wouldn't you think it strange if Howard should do so?"
</p>
<p>
"Well, no; I don't know that I should have any reason to be
astonished."
</p>
<p>
Howard looked not only surprised, but very much hurt. "I'm
sure, father," he said, in a voice which trembled a little,
"I didn't know I was so rude to you as all that."
</p>
<p>
"No," said Mr. Minturn, "you never have been, but I rather
expect you to commence. I shall have no reason to be
surprised if you and Ellis and Will Bailey, and a host of
others, all go to making fun of what your fathers say to you
after this."
</p>
<p>
The boys seemed perfectly astonished. "<i>I</i>, for one,"
said Ellis Holbrook proudly, "think too much of <i>my</i>
father, to be in any such danger."
</p>
<p>
"You <i>do</i>?" said Mr. Minturn; "well, now, I <i>am</i>
amazed. I supposed you would be the very worst one."
</p>
<p>
Howard left the table and came over to where his father had
seated himself.
</p>
<p>
"Father, what <i>do</i> you mean?" he asked, in an earnest,
anxious tone.
</p>
<p>
"Why, I mean," said his father, "that I was in that room over
there just before tea, and I heard the discussion which came
up between you boys, and I came to the conclusion that boys
who thought it such a little matter to make fun of solemn
words which God has said to them, need not be expected to
show much respect for what their father or anybody else
said."
</p>
<p>
A perfect stillness settled over the boys at these words, and
not only Ellis Holbrook's cheeks, but his whole face glowed.
</p>
<p>
Howard came to the rescue at last, very stammeringly: "But,
father—I don't think—do you think—I
mean—well, sir, you know Ellis and the rest of us
didn't mean to make fun of what God said. Don't you think
that makes a difference?"
</p>
<p>
"I don't know, I'm sure. How do you know that Joe Barnes
means to make fun of what his father says?"
</p>
<p>
"He acts like it," Howard said.
</p>
<p>
"Exactly; and so do you, every one of you, except Tip. I
don't say, boys, that you are all going to be disrespectful
to your elders after this; I only say I don't see why your
earthly friends should expect more reverence from you than
you give to God."
</p>
<p>
Boys and man were all silent for a little after that, until
Mr. Minturn broke the stillness by repeating reverently,
"'Enter ye in at the strait gate.' I guess you all know what
that means. I would like to know whether there is a boy here
who thinks he has entered in at that gate."
</p>
<p>
How still the room was while he waited for his answer! Tip
could feel his heart throb—throb—with loud,
distinct beats; twice he tried to break the silence, and
couldn't. At last he found voice: "I do, sir."
</p>
<p>
Mr. Minturn turned quickly. "What makes you think so, Tip?"
</p>
<p>
"Because I love Jesus, and I'm trying to do what He says."
</p>
<p>
Mr. Minturn's voice trembled a little: "God bless you, my
boy; try to get all the rest to go through the same gate."
</p>
<p>
The town clock struck the hour, nine o'clock. The boys made a
move to separate. Tip took his cap and walked out alone in
the cold, clear starlight. He felt quiet and strong. It was
done at last: he had taken his stand before the
boys—had "shown his colours."
</p>
<p>
They all knew now that he was trying hard, and who was
helping him. Things must surely be different after this, for
ever.
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p><a name="CH15"><!-- CH15 --></a>
<h2>
CHAPTER XV.
</h2>
<h3>
"And all things, whatsoever ye shall ask in player,
believing, ye shall receive."
</h3>
<p>
Meantime, was Kitty forgotten? Not a bit of it. If ever boy
prayed for any one, Tip prayed for her. His very soul was in
it; yet thus far his prayers seemed to have been in vain. The
lesson, one Sabbath morning, was on "God's answers to
prayer." Tip listened closely, yet with an unsatisfied
longing in his eyes.
</p>
<p>
"Mr. Holbrook," he said, waiting after the rest had gone, "is
there time for just one question?"
</p>
<p>
"Yes, for two, if you like," said Mr. Holbrook, sitting down
again; "what is it, Edward?"
</p>
<p>
"I want to know why God don't answer folks' prayers right
away?"
</p>
<p>
Mr. Holbrook smiled. "If your questions are all as hard as
that, Edward, I don't think there will be time for another
to-day. But there may be several reasons: we will try to find
them. Sometimes God doesn't answer our prayers at once,
simply to try our faith, to see whether we are willing to
take Him at His word, and keep on asking, until He is ready
to give; or whether we will grow tired in a little while, and
give it up. And sometimes we spend all our strength in
praying, and don't work; then, often, we don't believe we
shall get what we are praying for. Do you understand me?"
</p>
<p>
"No, sir," answered Tip promptly.
</p>
<p>
"Well, let me see if I can make it plainer. For whom are you
praying, Edward, that you are troubled this morning, because
you have not been heard?"
</p>
<p>
"For Kitty; I have been, this long time. Kitty's my sister,
and I want her to love Jesus; but it don't seem to do any
good for me to pray for her.
</p>
<p>
"It is <i>possible</i> that God may be trying your patience,
but not probable; I think we can find a better reason. Do you
work while you pray? I mean, do you talk with
Kitty,—tell her what you are praying for,—urge
her to come to Christ,—try to show her how?"
</p>
<p>
Tip looked grave. "I did talk a little to her once, but it
didn't seem to do her any good, and I haven't said a word
since."
</p>
<p>
"Did you ever read in the Bible what is said about such
praying, about saying, 'Depart in peace, be ye warmed and
filled,' and not <i>doing</i> anything?"
</p>
<p>
Tip shook his head, and Mr. Holbrook held out his hand for
the little Bible.
</p>
<p>
"Let me find it for you, and when you go home you may read
it, and see if you, in praying for Kitty and never saying a
word to her, are not a little like that man. Then there's
another thing. Do you really believe that God will do what
you ask Him? You say every day in your prayer, 'O God, make
Kitty a Christian;' and yet, wouldn't you be very much
astonished if Kitty should come to you to-day, and say, 'I
want to be a Christian!' Are you looking out for any such
thing?"
</p>
<p>
Tip generally spoke his honest thoughts.
</p>
<p>
"No," he said gravely, "I ain't."
</p>
<p>
The church bell began to ring, and Mr. Holbrook arose. "I
think, if you begin to work and pray together, and then ask
God to help you to believe, that He will surely do as He has
promised; that you will soon find your prayers answered."
</p>
<p>
This he said while gathering up his books and papers ready to
start, and then,—
</p>
<p>
"Edward, why don't you come to our Thursday evening
prayer-meetings?"
</p>
<p>
Tip's eyes were full of astonishment.
</p>
<p>
"I never once thought of it," he said. "Why, Mr. Holbrook,
boys don't go, do they?"
</p>
<p>
"No," said the minister sadly, "they don't; because I don't
know of another boy of your age in this whole town who loves
the Saviour. Only think what a work there is for you to do!"
</p>
<p>
Tip went home with his brain full of new thoughts. No, he
didn't go home; he only went as far as the elm-tree, and
there he sat down and read what Mr. Holbrook had marked in
his Bible. Yes, that was just the way in which he had been
praying for Kitty; and it was certainly true, as Mr. Holbrook
had said, nothing could surprise him more than that Kitty
should really and truly come to Jesus.
</p>
<p>
Before he went from under the tree that day, he prayed this
prayer: "O God, teach me to believe that you will make Kitty
love Jesus, and show me how to help her."
</p>
<p>
After this, of course he looked out for his chances in which
to work, and of course he found them,—found one that
very day. After dinner Kitty wandered off by herself. Tip
watched her, and she took the road leading to the cemetery.
God put it into his heart to hurry after her; so, when he
came up to her, where she sat, on a large stone which she had
rolled very near to Johnny's grave, his heart was beating at
the thought of the great work which he had to do.
</p>
<p>
"What did <i>you</i> come for?" said Kitty, looking up.
</p>
<p>
Tip hesitated a minute, then told the plain truth.
</p>
<p>
"I came after you."
</p>
<p>
"I suppose I know that: you didn't come before me."
</p>
<p>
"I mean I came to <i>see</i> you."
</p>
<p>
"Well, look at me, then, and go off; I don't want you here."
</p>
<p>
Clearly, whatever was to be said must be said quickly, and
Tip's heart was very full of its message, so his voice was
tender:
</p>
<p>
"Oh, Kitty, I came to ask you if you <i>wouldn't</i> be a
Christian. I <i>do</i> want it so, it seems as if I couldn't
wait."
</p>
<p>
Kitty looked steadily and gravely at her brother. "What do
you mean by 'be a Christian?'" she asked at last.
</p>
<p>
"I mean love Jesus, and do as He says."
</p>
<p>
"What'll I love Him for?"
</p>
<p>
"'Cause you can't help it, when you find out how much He
loves you, and all the things He does for you."
</p>
<p>
"What does He say do?"
</p>
<p>
"He says be good; try to do right things all the time."
</p>
<p>
Kitty's eyes flashed. "Now, ain't you mean," she said
angrily, "to come and tell me such things, when you know I
ain't good, and <i>can't</i> be good? Isn't mother ugly and
cross and scolding to me all the time? and don't I have to
work and work, <i>always</i>, and never have anything? And
I'm cross and get mad, and I <i>will</i>, too. I can't help
it."
</p>
<p>
"Oh, but, Kitty," Tip interrupted eagerly, "you don't know
about it! He helps you, Jesus does. When anything is the
matter, when you feel cross and bad, you just go and kneel
down and tell Him all about it, and He helps you every time.
And up in heaven, where you can go when you die, nobody ever
gets cross and scolds. And it's beautiful there: they sing,
and have fountains, and wear gold crowns; and—and
Johnny is there, you know; and I'm going, and I <i>do</i>
want you to come along."
</p>
<p>
Kitty's face had been growing graver and graver with every
word her brother spoke, and when at last he stopped, with his
eyes turned towards Johnny's little grave, Kitty's shawl was
crumpled up in her two hands and held tightly to her face;
and she was crying, not softly and quietly, but rocking
herself back and forth, and giving way to great sobs which
shook her little form.
</p>
<p>
Tip looked distressed; he didn't know what to say next; he
stooped down to her at last, and spoke softly: "Oh, Kitty,
I'm sorry for you! if you only <i>would</i> love Jesus, it
would make you happy."
</p>
<p>
"I want to—I want to!" sobbed Kitty; "I would if I knew
how."
</p>
<p>
Tip's heart gave a bound of joy—a surprised bound, too;
he had not expected it so soon.
</p>
<p>
"It's easy, Kitty, it is, truly, if you only just ask God to
do it. You see He can hear every word you say; He hears you
now, but He wants you to ask Him about it. Say, Kitty, I'll
go off and leave you,—I'll go where I can't see nor
hear you,—then you kneel down and tell Jesus about it,
and He'll help you."
</p>
<p>
"Stop!" said Kitty, as Tip was turning away; "wait! I don't
know what to say."
</p>
<p>
"Why, just <i>tell</i> Him, just as you did me, and ask Him
to help you. You see, Kitty, you can't do a thing without
that; He's got to look after you every single minute, or it's
nothing at all."
</p>
<p>
Tip went away, and Kitty was left alone,—alone in the
spot where her brother had first found the Saviour. She felt
very strangely; she had been left there alone to offer her
first prayer.
</p>
<p>
Kitty had never been taught to kneel down by her bedside
every evening, and repeat "Our Father;" it was all new and
strange to her. She sat still a long time, with the sober
look deepening on her face. At last she got down on her knees
and rested her little hard hands on the hard snow which
covered Johnny's bed, and she said, "Jesus, I want to be what
Tip says. I want to love you if you'll let me. Nobody loves
me, I guess. Tip says you'll help me all the time. If you
will, I'll try."
</p>
<p>
After she had said this, slowly and thoughtfully, stopping
long between each sentence, she didn't feel like rising up;
she wanted to say more, so she repeated it, adding, "Tip says
I must be good. I can't be good, but I'll try."
</p>
<p>
Over and over was the simple, earnest prayer repeated.
</p>
<p>
Tip did not go back to Johnny's grave; he took a side road
down through the edge of the grove, and so went home; and
when he reached home, he went up to his attic room, and knelt
down and prayed for Kitty as only those <i>can</i> pray who
have been working as well as asking for what they want.
</p>
<p>
Kitty was stirring the pudding for supper when he saw her
again,—stirring away hard at the heavy mass, which grew
thicker and harder to stir every moment. He went over to her.
</p>
<p>
"Kitty, let me do this;" and she gave up the pudding-stick.
Tip stirred away.
</p>
<p>
By and by she leaned over the kettle to put in some salt, and
as she sprinkled it around she caught his eager, longing
look. She nodded her head. "I guess He heard," she said
softly.
</p>
<p>
"I <i>know</i> He did," Tip answered, his eyes very blight;
in his heart he sang "<i>Glory!</i>" And the angels in heaven
sang for joy; for that night there had been laid aside a
white robe and a crown of gold for Kitty Lewis.
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p><a name="CH16"><!-- CH16 --></a>
<h2>
CHAPTER XVI.
</h2>
<h3>
"Whosoever therefore shall confess Me before men, him will I
confess also before My Father which is in heaven."
</h3>
<p>
Tip was very undecided what to do. He went out on the steps
and looked about him in the moonlight; then he came in and
took a long look out of the window. At last the question,
whatever it was, seemed to be settled. He turned with a
resolute air to Kitty who was washing the tea-dishes.
</p>
<p>
"Kitty, don't you want to go to prayer-meeting up at the
church?"
</p>
<p>
Kitty dropped her cup back into the dish-pan and stood
looking at him, a good deal surprised. At last she
said,—
</p>
<p>
"I'd like to, Tip, but I don't look decent to go anywhere.
I've only this dress and my old hood."
</p>
<p>
"I wouldn't mind that," said Tip. "I've only this awful old
jacket either, but I mean to go. Hurry up the dishes, and
let's go."
</p>
<p>
"Well," said Kitty at last, "I <i>will</i>; but what will
mother say?"
</p>
<p>
"I'll fix that." And Tip stepped softly into the bedroom.
"Are you better to-night, father?"
</p>
<p>
"Not much better, I guess. How's arithmetic to-day?"
</p>
<p>
"First-rate; Mr. Burrows said I was getting ahead fast.
Mother, may Kitty go out with me to-night? I'm going up to
the church to prayer-meeting."
</p>
<p>
Mrs. Lewis turned from the basket where she had been hunting
long, and as yet in vain, for a piece of flannel, and bent a
searching bewildered look on her son.
</p>
<p>
"I don't care," she said at last; "she can go if she likes;
but I doubt if she will."
</p>
<p>
She <i>did</i>, however; in ten minutes more the two were
walking along the snowy path. Kitty was sober. "Tip," she
said presently, "don't you never get real awful <i>mad</i>,
so mad that you feel as if you'd choke if you couldn't speak
right out at somebody?"
</p>
<p>
"Well, no," said Tip, "not often. Yes, I do too; I get mad at
Bob Turner sometimes, mad enough to pitch him into a
snow-bank; but it don't last long."
</p>
<p>
"Well, mine does," said Kitty. "I begin in the morning;
something makes me cross, and I keep on getting crosser and
crosser every minute, till it seems as if I should fly. Do
you suppose I'll always do just so?"
</p>
<p>
"No," answered Tip positively, "I <i>don't</i>. You keep on
trying a little bit harder every day, and by and by you'll
find that you don't get cross more than half as easy as you
used to. I know it will be so, because I've tried it in other
things: when I first began to behave myself in school, it was
the <i>hardest</i> work—my! You can think how I wanted
to whisper, and things kept happening all the time to make me
laugh, but I just kept trying, and now I hardly ever think of
whispering. Kitty, does mother know?"
</p>
<p>
"No," said Kitty, "she don't."
</p>
<p>
"If I were you, I'd tell her."
</p>
<p>
"Oh, Tip, I can't! She never looks at me without scolding me;
I can't talk to her about this."
</p>
<p>
"Yes, you can; I'd surely do it if I were you. It will be a
great deal easier to try hard if mother knows you are
trying."
</p>
<p>
They were almost at the church door.
</p>
<p>
"Kitty," said Tip suddenly, "let's pray for father to-night.
I've been praying for him this long time; you help me."
</p>
<p>
Step by step, God was leading Tip Lewis in the narrow way. No
sooner was he seated in the bright, warm little room, and had
listened to Mr. Holbrook's earnest prayer, that every
Christian there might do something for Christ that night,
than the struggle began: what ought he to do for Christ?
People all around him were, one after another, offering
prayer or saying a few words. Ought he to? Could he? Oh, he
couldn't! Who would want to listen to him? It wouldn't do any
good. There was Mr. Burrows right in front of him; he would
be ashamed of him, perhaps. Yes, but then, ought he not to
own his Saviour? Mr. Holbrook had spoken of the verse,
"Whosoever will deny me before men," and had made the meaning
very plain. Mr. Minturn had just prayed that no one there
might be ashamed of Christ. The end of it all was, that Tip
slipped off his seat down on his knees, and said, "Our Father
which art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name. Show me how to
pray. I don't want to deny Christ. I want to love Him. I want
the boys in our school, and my father, and everybody to love
Him. I'll try to work for Jesus. I'll try to work for Him.
Help me every day, and forgive my sins for Jesus' sake.
Amen."
</p>
<p>
Tip had never felt so near to God as he did when he arose
from his knees. Mr. Holbrook's voice trembled with feeling,
when, soon after, he prayed for the young disciple who had
early taken up his cross.
</p>
<p>
At the close of the meeting, the minister pressed his way
through the little company of people who were waiting to
speak with him.
</p>
<p>
"Good evening, all," he said hurriedly. "Excuse me to-night,
brother," to Mr. Minturn, who would have stopped him any way;
"I want to speak to some people before they get away from
me;" and those who watched, saw him hurry on until he
overtook Tip Lewis and his sister.
</p>
<p>
"Good evening, Edward. This is Kitty, I think. How do you do,
my little girl? Edward, do you know such a Bible verse as
this: 'I love the Lord, because He has heard my voice and my
supplication'?"
</p>
<p>
"No, sir," answered Tip eagerly; "<i>is</i> there such a
verse?"
</p>
<p>
"Yes, somewhere in the Psalms you will find it. I don't
remember just where. Can you feel the truth of it when you
think of your sister?"
</p>
<p>
"Yes, sir, I <i>can</i>. God <i>did</i> hear me."
</p>
<p>
"And you think you love Jesus to-night, Kitty?"
</p>
<p>
Kitty felt a great awe for the minister, and her "Yes, sir,"
was low, and spoken in a timid voice.
</p>
<p>
"What makes you think so?"
</p>
<p>
"I—I don't know; only I pray, and He hears me, and I
like to."
</p>
<p>
"Well, now, Kitty, almost the first thing which people think
of after they have found Jesus, is something to do for Him;
they begin to look around to see what they can find. What are
you going to do?"
</p>
<p>
"I don't know, sir; I haven't got anything I can do."
</p>
<p>
"Ah, that's a mistake! you can find plenty of work if you
look for it; only don't look too far, because it is the
little bits of things which come right in your way that Jesus
wants you to do. When you brush up the room, and set the
table neatly, and brighten the fire, and do little thoughtful
things that help your mother, then you are pleasing Jesus,
doing work for Him. Isn't it pleasant to think that in all
those little things He is watching over you, and that you
make Him glad when you do them well? Do you know that one of
God's commands is, 'Honour thy father and thy mother'?"
</p>
<p>
"No," said Kitty softly.
</p>
<p>
"It is; those are the very words; Edward can find them for
you in the Bible; and honour means more than obey; it means,
try to please them in the very smallest things."
</p>
<p>
They were very near the corner where Mr. Holbrook must leave
them. He laid his hand gently on Tip's shoulder, as he said,
"Speaking of Bible verses, Edward, I have one for you this
evening, in the Saviour's own words: 'Whosoever shall confess
Me before men, him will I also confess before My Father which
is in heaven.' Good-night."
</p>
<p>
Tip understood him, and there was a bright look in his eyes.
The two walked on in silence for a little. Presently Kitty
said, "I guess Mr. Holbrook don't know just how mother is, or
he wouldn't talk so."
</p>
<p>
"Yes, but," said Tip quickly, "God knew all about it always,
you know; and yet He said that verse."
</p>
<p>
"So He did," answered Kitty gravely.
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p><a name="CH17"><!-- CH17 --></a>
<h2>
CHAPTER XVII.
</h2>
<h3>
"Behold how great a matter a little fire kindleth."
</h3>
<p>
"Bah," said Will Bailey, "you're fooling, Howard Minturn!"
</p>
<p>
"As true as I live, I'm not," answered Howard earnestly; "you
can ask Mr. Burrows."
</p>
<p>
"What's up?" inquired Ellis Holbrook, joining the two.
</p>
<p>
"Why, Howard is telling the biggest yarn you ever heard: he
says Tip Lewis went to prayer-meeting last night and made a
prayer."
</p>
<p>
"Tip Lewis!" and Ellis Holbrook's voice was full, not only of
surprise, but scorn; "I should like to hear him."
</p>
<p>
"Well, it's true," repeated Howard. "My father told us about
it this morning, and he said it was a good prayer too; he
said, Ellis, that your father couldn't keep the tears out of
his eyes when he heard him; and Mr. Burrows walked up town
with father, and told him that Tip had changed wonderfully,
that he was one of the best boys in school."
</p>
<p>
"Well," said Will Bailey, "if Tip Lewis has turned saint,
I'll give up. Why, he's the meanest scamp in town; my father
says he's had enough for anything."
</p>
<p>
"Oh, well now," answered Ellis, "there's no use in being
stupid enough not to see that what Mr. Burrows says is true.
I never saw any one change as he has in my life, but I'll be
hanged if I like him as well as I did before he was so awful
good; he's too nice for anything now-a-days."
</p>
<p>
"Especially when he trips <i>you</i>, the minister's son, up,
about twisting the Bible."
</p>
<p>
Ellis's face glowed, but he was an honest boy. "He was right
enough about that," he said promptly; "my father says it's
wrong. But, if it will do you any good to know it, I haven't
liked Tip so well since."
</p>
<p>
"Say, Tip," said Will Bailey, hailing him at recess, "come
here and give an account of yourself. They say you turned
parson last night; did you?"
</p>
<p>
"No," said Tip, with the greatest good humour, "I didn't."
</p>
<p>
"Didn't you speak in meeting?"
</p>
<p>
A quiet gravity spread itself over Tip's face. "I prayed in
meeting," he answered soberly.
</p>
<p>
"Oh, well, what did you pray for? Come, let's know."
</p>
<p>
"I prayed for <i>you</i>." Tip spoke with quiet dignity.
</p>
<p>
"Humph! Now, that's clever, certainly. Much obliged."
</p>
<p>
And Will said no more.
</p>
<p>
Certainly the boys had never talked so much about any
prayer-meeting in their lives as they did about this one. So
that was the way it commenced; such a little fire kindled it.
Tip didn't know it; he never found it out; probably he never
will, until he takes his crown in heaven. From the humble
little prayer which Tip had offered sprang the first buddings
of the great revival which God sent down to them.
</p>
<p>
"Say," said Howard Minturn to Ellis on the next Thursday
evening, "let's go over to prayer-meeting to-night. I really
am dreadfully anxious to hear Tip speak."
</p>
<p>
"No," answered Ellis, speaking hastily, more hastily than he
often did to Howard. "I'm sure I don't care in the least to
hear him, and I have enough to do without going there."
</p>
<p>
Howard was <i>determined</i> to go, and to find company.
</p>
<p>
"Will, let's go to meeting to-night," he said, the next time
he came across Will Bailey.
</p>
<p>
Will looked at him in amazement. "What for?"
</p>
<p>
"To hear Tip."
</p>
<p>
"Oh!" said Will; "good! I'll go. Let's get a lot of the boys
and go over; just to encourage him, you know."
</p>
<p>
And they went. Tip and Kitty were there again; and again,
with Tip, the struggle had to be gone through; his coward
spirit whispered to him that the boys would only make fun of
him if he said a word, and it would do more harm than good.
His conscience answered, "Whosoever will deny Me on earth,
him will I also deny before My Father which is in heaven."
The solemn words conquered, and again Tip knelt down and
prayed.
</p>
<p>
"My!" said Mr. Minturn, talking with his wife after they
reached home; "when I thought of the bringing up which that
boy has had,—no bringing up about it, he has just
<i>come</i> up, the easiest way he could,—but when I
heard him pray to-night, and then thought of our boy, who has
been prayed for and watched over every day since he was born,
I declare I felt as though I would give all I'm worth to have
Howard stand where Tip Lewis does now."
</p>
<p>
Howard heard this, as he waited in the sitting-room for his
father and mother; heard it in great amazement, and at first
it made him indignant. The idea of comparing <i>him</i> with
Tip Lewis! Then it made him sorrowful: his father's tones
were <i>so</i> sad; after all that had been done for him, it
<i>was</i> hard that he should disappoint his parents.
</p>
<p>
He listened to his father's prayer that night very closely,
and its earnestness brought the tears to his eyes.
Altogether, Howard went to school the next morning with a
somewhat sober face, and took no part whatever in the boys'
fun over the meeting.
</p>
<p>
Mr. Burrows' heart had been warmed by the voice of prayer
from one of his scholars, and he began to pray and long for
others of them to work also; and the great God, who knows the
beginning and the end, led his first words of anxiety to
Howard Minturn. They stood at the desk, teacher and scholar,
Howard bending over his slate.
</p>
<p>
"Can't you get it?" Mr. Burrows asked,
</p>
<p>
"No, sir."
</p>
<p>
"Howard, are you working with all your thoughts to-day?"
</p>
<p>
"No, sir." And a bright flush mounted to his forehead.
</p>
<p>
"What is it, Howard?"
</p>
<p>
"I don't know, sir; not much of anything, I guess."
</p>
<p>
"Are you not quite satisfied with yourself to-day?"
</p>
<p>
"Satisfied! I—why—I don't know what you mean,
sir; I have tried to do the best I could, I believe."
</p>
<p>
"Do you really think so, Howard?"
</p>
<p>
"Yes, sir."
</p>
<p>
"Did you think so last evening, in the prayer-meeting? Can a
boy, who is as well taught as you have been, feel that he is
doing as well as he can, when he knows that he is every day
cheating God?"
</p>
<p>
Howard's face fairly burned.
</p>
<p>
"I don't understand you, sir."
</p>
<p>
"Don't you?" and Mr. Burrows' voice was very kind. "I wish
that God's own Spirit might help you to understand it. Didn't
your father and mother promise God, when you were born, to
try to train you up for Him, because you belonged to Him, and
they knew it? Now, haven't they done their duty? is it their
fault that you are not a Christian?"
</p>
<p>
"No, sir."
</p>
<p>
"Then it comes back to you. You belong to God, body and soul:
He made you; He has kept you; He would save you, only you
will not let Him. You can't help the fact that you belong to
Him; all you can do is to refuse to give Him your love, and
let Him lead you to heaven, and this you are doing. Is it
right?"
</p>
<p>
Howard was growing haughty.
</p>
<p>
"I don't feel the need of any such things, Mr. Burrows," he
answered coldly.
</p>
<p>
"Suppose you don't, does that help the matter any? Does it
change the fact that you belong to God; that you are cheating
Him out of His own property? The question I ask is, Are you
doing right?"
</p>
<p>
Howard stood, with eyes fixed on his slate, saying nothing.
</p>
<p>
"Won't you answer me, Howard?" Mr. Burrows asked gently; "is
it right?"
</p>
<p>
And, after a long, long silence, the boy's honest, earnest
eyes were raised to his teacher's face, and he spoke
steadily:
</p>
<p>
"No, sir."
</p>
<p>
"Are you willing to go on doing wrong?"
</p>
<p>
"No, sir."
</p>
<p>
"Will you turn <i>now</i>, Howard, and start right?"
</p>
<p>
Now came another long silence. Howard Minturn, the honest,
faithful boy, always getting a little nearer right than any
of the others, had been condemned by his own words, and knew
not what to say. At last he spoke:
</p>
<p>
"I can't promise, Mr. Burrows."
</p>
<p>
"Howard! such an answer from <i>you</i>, to whom I have only
needed to point out what was right, in order to have it
done!"
</p>
<p>
"But I can't trust myself, sir; I shall not feel to-morrow as
I do now."
</p>
<p>
"That is, you feel like doing your duty today, but you
expect, if you wait until to-morrow, that you will feel less
like it; so you mean to wait. Is that right?"
</p>
<p>
The silence was much longer this time,—so long, that
the boys began to look curiously at the two figures over by
the desk, and wonder why the bell was not rung. But at last
he raised those clear, truthful eyes once more:
</p>
<p>
"Mr. Burrows, I'll try."
</p>
<p>
And the next Thursday evening, when in the house of prayer it
was very still, because Mr. Holbrook had just said, "Is there
not <i>one</i> here to-night who wants us to pray for him,
and if there is, will he not let us know it <i>now</i>?"
suddenly there was a row of astonished faces in the seat
where the schoolboys were sitting, because from among them
arose Howard Minturn, and his face was pale and grave, and
his voice was steady; they all heard his words:
</p>
<p>
"I want to be a Christian: will you pray for me?"
</p>
<p>
Oh, wouldn't they! Was there ever such another prayer as that
which Mr. Minturn offered for his son? Did any one who heard
it wonder that such prayer was answered, and that in the next
meeting, Howard, speaking with a little ring of joy in his
voice, said, "I love Jesus to-night. I want every one to love
Him. I am very happy"?
</p>
<p>
From this the work went on. The little lecture-room grew full
and overflowed, and the crowd now filled the church; and
every night Some new voice was heard, asking for prayer.
</p>
<p>
Will Bailey seemed filled with the spirit of torment; teased
the boys unmercifully; went to the meeting every evening, and
made fun of it all day: but the boys were praying for him,
and God's pitying eye was on him.
</p>
<p>
One evening there were two who arose to ask the prayers of
Christians: one was Will Bailey, the most hopeless, so the
boys thought, of all the boys in town; the other was Will
Bailey's grey-haired father, the most hopeless, so the good
men feared, of all the strong, self-satisfied men in town.
</p>
<p>
Yet there were two for whom daily earnest prayer was offered,
who, in this blessed time, held themselves aloof,—two
boys so far separated, that it seems strange and sad that
their names should be coupled just here. Bob Turner and Ellis
Holbrook, the lowest and the highest; the worst boy in school
and the best! Yet they were united in this one thing, that
they would have nothing to do with Christ. Tip had prayed for
both, worked for both; but this was his success one
afternoon.
</p>
<p>
"Say, Bob, won't you go to meeting to-night, just to please
me?"
</p>
<p>
"Couldn't, Tip, no way in the world. I'd do most anything to
please you, too, for the sake of old times when we used to
steal apples together; but I've promised to go with Nick Hunt
tonight, and tie old Barlow's cat fast to his frontdoor knob,
and that's got to be done while the old man is at meeting,
you know. 'Tain't no matter, either, about my going; you just
do the praying for you and me too; then it will be all
right."
</p>
<p>
Tip turned away with a sigh and a shudder. Could it be
possible that <i>that</i> boy had ever been his only
companion? Ellis was round by the ball-ground, and he went
thither.
</p>
<p>
"Ellis, won't you go down to-night with the boys? it's almost
the last meeting, you know."
</p>
<p>
Ellis wheeled around, and spoke in his coldest tone:
</p>
<p>
"Tip Lewis, you seem to take a wonderful interest in me, and
I'm sure I'm much obliged to you; but I'll be a great deal
more so if you'll attend to your own affairs after this, and
let mine alone."
</p>
<p>
Poor Tip! how discouraged he felt! Yet that very evening,
going home from school, he met Mr. Holbrook; the minister
turned and walked up town with him.
</p>
<p>
"Edward," he said, "are you praying for my boy?"
</p>
<p>
"Yes, sir."
</p>
<p>
"Will you never stop praying for him while you live, until he
comes to Christ?"
</p>
<p>
"I never <i>will</i>, sir," answered Tip, with energy.
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p><a name="CH18"><!-- CH18 --></a>
<h2>
CHAPTER XVIII.
</h2>
<h3>
"Thy father and thy mother shall be glad, and she that bore
thee shall rejoice."
</h3>
<p>
How did Mr. Holbrook know so well what Kitty needed to help
her? His words had given her such new thoughts; some way it
was all new to her, the idea that she had any duty to perform
towards her mother. She stood thinking of it that bright
winter day,—stood before the little fire, and wondered
how it was that she ought to commence. She was to be alone
all day. Mrs. Stebbens, their next neighbour, had fallen down
and sprained her ankle, and sent to know if Mrs. Lewis could
do her promised day's work in the village. Kitty was left in
charge of the house and her sick father. She looked around
the room: what an ugly, dreary little room it
was!—dust, dirt, and cobwebs everywhere; her hood and
shawl lying in one corner; her mother's apron on the floor in
the middle of the room; the breakfast dishes not yet washed;
the stove all spattered with grease from the pork gravy; the
hearth thickly covered with ashes; the paper window-curtain
hanging by one tack; and on the mantelpiece, behind the
stove, such an array of half-eaten apples, matches, forks,
sticky spoons, broken teacups, and dirty candlesticks, as
would have frightened any one less used to it than was Kitty.
As she looked around her, a forlorn smile came over her face,
for she thought of Mr. Holbrook's words: "When you brush up
the floor, or brighten the fire to please your mother"—
</p>
<p>
"He don't know," she said to herself, "that mother don't care
for sweeping and such things; he don't know how we live. I
wonder if mother <i>would</i> notice now if things were
different. What if we did live like other folks,—had
nice tilings, and kept them put up, and the room swept.
Suppose I try it. What could I do? I might sweep and wash off
the stove, and—and clean off the mantelpiece. I'll just
do it, and see if anybody in this house will care."
</p>
<p>
No sooner thought than commenced. Kitty went to work. The
dishes were washed until they shone; those clean dishes
shouldn't go in such a disorderly cupboard. There was no help
for it, the shelves must be washed; down came the bottles and
bundles, papers of this and boxes of that, which had been
gathering, Kitty didn't know how long, and the astonished
shelves felt soap and water once more. How they were
scrubbed!
</p>
<p>
"Kitty," called her father from his bedroom, hearing the
racket, "what are you doing?"
</p>
<p>
"I'm cleaning house," answered Kitty promptly.
</p>
<p>
And her father, because he did not know what else to do, let
her work. From the cupboard she went to the mantelpiece,
bundled the things all off in a heap, washed it thoroughly,
and put everything in order. What a day it was to Kitty! One
improvement led to another, and as things began to grow clean
in her hands, she grew wonderfully interested, and only
stopped at noon to warm her father's gruel.
</p>
<p>
It was Saturday, and Tip had gone to pile wood for Mr.
Bailey. He was to get his dinner and a grammar for his pay.
He had wanted a grammar all winter, so he worked with a will;
and Kitty saw neither him nor her mother through all the busy
day. The early sun had set long before. Kitty thought he
certainly would not know that room the next morning, it was
all so changed. The paper curtain was mended and tacked up in
its place; the old lounge cover was mended and fastened on
smoothly; the mantelpiece shone and glowed in the firelight;
the two shiny candlesticks, and beside them the little box of
matches, were all that remained there of the rubbish of the
morning; the floor was just as smooth and clean as soap and
ashes, with plenty of hot water and an old broom, could make
it; hoods and shawls and aprons and old shoes had all
disappeared,—nothing was lying around: the table was
drawn out, the clean, smooth plates arranged so as to hide
the soiled spots on the tablecloth, the pudding was bubbling
away in the astonished kettle, and Kitty's joy had been
complete, when, only a few minutes before, after a great deal
of stamping and pounding, she had opened the door to Howard
Minturn, who said,—
</p>
<p>
"Mother sent you some milk for your supper.—Where's
Tip?—<i>Isn't</i> it cold, though?—There'll be
prime skating to-night.—Give me the pitcher right away,
please." All this in one breath.
</p>
<p>
Now they would have beautiful fresh milk for supper; and if
there was anything which Tip liked, it was pudding and milk.
</p>
<p>
So Kitty set the old arm-chair in the warmest corner for her
mother, fastened her father's door wide open, so that he
could see the new room, then stirred her pudding, and watched
and waited. Her mother came first. Kitty's heart had never
beat more anxiously than when she heard the slow, tired step
on the hard snow. Would she notice anything different? In she
came, tired, cross, and cold, expecting to find disorder,
discomfort, and cold inside. Could anybody, having eyes, fail
to notice the changes which had been wrought in that little
room since she went out from it in the early morning? She
shut the door with a little slam, and then the flush of the
firelight seemed to blind her a little; she brushed her hand
over her face, and looked around her with a bewildered air.
Kitty went over to her; some way she felt a great kindness in
her heart for her mother, a great longing to do something for
her.
</p>
<p>
"Is it cold, mother?" she asked brightly. "Take that chair,"
pointing to the seat in the warm corner. "Supper's all ready,
and I've made a cup of tea for you."
</p>
<p>
Mrs. Lewis took off her hood and shawl in silence, untied her
wet shoes, and placed her cold feet on the clean, warm
stove-hearth; took in the brightness of the room, the shiny
candlesticks, the neatly-spread tea-table; took whiffs of the
steaming tea,—all in utter silence; only, when Kitty's
father, looking out, said, "There's been business done here
since you went away," something in her mother's voice, as she
answered, "I should think there had," made the blood rush
warmly into Kitty's cheeks, and made her whisper to herself,
as she stooped to place the wet shoes under the stove to dry,
"Mr. Holbrook told me true, I do believe. I guess I have
pleased Jesus to-day; I feel so."
</p>
<p>
While she was taking up the pudding, there was a merry
whistle outside, a brisk, crushing step on the snow, and Tip
whizzed into the room.
</p>
<p>
Oh, there was no mistaking the look of delight on his face,
nor the glad ring in his voice, as he said, "Oh, Kitty! why,
Kitty Lewis! what <i>have</i> you been doing? Why, it looks
almost as nice here as it does at Howard Minturn's."
</p>
<p>
All that evening there seemed a spell upon the Lewis family.
Mrs. Lewis didn't say one cross or fretful word; indeed, she
had no cause, for in Kitty's heart there was a strange, new
feeling of love for her mother, of longing to please and give
her comfort; and never was mother waited on with a more quiet
care than Mrs. Lewis received that night.
</p>
<p>
This was the first coming of home-comfort to the family. Tip
had apples in his pocket, which Howard Minturn had given him;
he roasted them before the fire, and his father ate very
little pieces of them; and his mother darned stockings by the
light of the candle in the clean little candlestick set on
the clean little stand; and they were happy.
</p>
<p>
By and by Tip brought out his grammar, and, finding Kitty
very much interested in examining it, said,—
</p>
<p>
"What if you should begin and study grammar with me?"
</p>
<p>
"What if I should?" answered Kitty. So that evening she
commenced her education, and, though grammar was a queer
study to <i>begin</i> with, still it was a beginning.
</p>
<p>
The pleasant evening wore away; the town clock had struck
nine; Kitty's father had gone quietly to sleep, and the
bedroom door was shut to keep all sounds from disturbing him.
Tip had taken his candle and gone. Mrs. Lewis sat toasting
her feet before the dying fire. Yet still Kitty lingered. She
wanted to take Tip's advice, and tell her mother about her
dear, new Friend, and this evening, of such wonderful peace,
seemed the good time for doing so; but she didn't know how.
If her mother would only say something to help her! and
presently she did.
</p>
<p>
"Kitty, what fit came over you, to go to work and clear up at
such rate?"
</p>
<p>
"I wanted to please <i>you</i>, I guess."
</p>
<p>
Kitty knew that this answer would surprise her mother, and it
did, into utter silence; but, after what seemed to Kitty a
long, <i>long</i> time, she spoke again:
</p>
<p>
"What did you want to do that for?"
</p>
<p>
Now for it! This was the best chance she could ever hope to
have, and her voice trembled a little:
</p>
<p>
"I wanted to please Jesus too, mother, and Mr. Holbrook said
if I did things to help you, and that you would like,
<i>He</i> would be glad—-Jesus would, you know." A
little silence, and then: "I want to please Jesus all the
time now, because I love Him, and I'm going to try to do
right."
</p>
<p>
It was all out now, and her heart was beating so that it
almost stopped her voice. Her mother shaded her face with her
hand, and neither spoke nor moved. Kitty waited a little,
then moved slowly towards the door of her bit of a bedroom;
it was moonlight, so she needed no candle.
</p>
<p>
"Good-night, mother," she found courage to say at last.
</p>
<p>
"Good-night;" and her mother's voice sounded strangely,
coming from behind the closely-held hand.
</p>
<p>
There was something like a great sob in Kitty's throat as she
went to her room that night; in her heart was a great longing
for mother-love. She would have liked to kiss her mother
good-night, but she felt how queerly that would look; even to
<i>say</i> good-night was something very unusual. So she
knelt down beside her bed, and prayed for her mother.
</p>
<p>
I don't think Mr. Holbrook knew that the few kind words which
he spoke to Kitty Lewis, on her way home from prayer-meeting,
were seeds which were going to spring up and bear fruit unto
everlasting life.
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p><a name="CH19"><!-- CH19 --></a>
<h2>
CHAPTER XIX.
</h2>
<h3>
"And all thy children shall be taught of the Lord."
</h3>
<p>
"Father," said Tip, as, after having carefully measured out
and given him some cough-drops, he sat down for a chat with
him before school,—"father, didn't you and Mr. Bailey
go to school together when you were boys?"
</p>
<p>
"Yes," said Mr. Lewis. "Our fathers lived side by side, and
we used to walk more than a mile to school together every
morning; we were in the same class, too, and the best
scholars in school. My! times are changed since that day. My
father was considerably better off than his was, and now he's
a rich man, and I'm nobody."
</p>
<p>
"Was he such a boy as Will Bailey is—or, I mean, as
Will used to be?"
</p>
<p>
"I don't know much about Will; but I know his father was a
sorry scamp, and many's the scrape he got me into. He took a
notion to me. We lived near by, and were always together, and
then I was as full of pranks as he was, I suppose. But he was
a regular tyrant over the rest of the boys; they were more
than half afraid of him; I don't know but what I was myself.
Anyhow, I know I've thought I'd have been different, maybe,
if I hadn't followed him so close in all his scrapes."
</p>
<p>
"Father, did you know Mr. Bailey was different now?"
</p>
<p>
"Different—how? What do you mean?"
</p>
<p>
"Why, he comes to prayer-meeting, and speaks and prays, and
seems to love to."
</p>
<p>
"The mischief he does!" said Mr. Lewis, surprised out of his
usual quiet tone. "I should think he <i>was</i> different.
Why, he used to make great fun of all such things."
</p>
<p>
"Yes, that's what he says; but I tell you he don't make fun
now."
</p>
<p>
"When did all that happen?"
</p>
<p>
"A few weeks ago, when the revival was, you know. He got up
one night and asked them to pray for him, and now he almost
always speaks or prays in the meetings."
</p>
<p>
"Well," said Mr. Lewis, after a pause, and with a little
sigh, "I'm sure I ain't sorry. I only hope it will last; he
needed it as bad as any one I know of."
</p>
<p>
"It will last," Tip said, speaking positively. "God will look
out for that."
</p>
<p>
Then he waited a little before he spoke again—but he
had been praying for his father long enough and earnestly
enough to feel bold:
</p>
<p>
"I thought, last night, that you must have been pretty good
friends once," he said presently, "for he most broke down
when he was praying for you, and the tears just blinded him."
</p>
<p>
Mr. Lewis turned himself on his pillow, and looked steadily
at his son. "Did Mr. Bailey pray for <i>me</i>?" he asked at
last.
</p>
<p>
"Yes, he did; and he prayed as if he meant it."
</p>
<p>
"How came he to?"
</p>
<p>
"Why, I asked 'em to—all the folks in meeting, you
know. I wanted you to be a Christian, and prayed for you, and
then I asked them if they'd pray, and Mr. Bailey got right
up. You don't mind that, do you, father? All the folks down
there ask us to pray for their friends."
</p>
<p>
"<i>No</i>," answered Mr. Lewis at last, speaking slowly, "I
don't know that I do. I need praying for, I suppose, if
anybody does. I'm going where I can't be prayed for, pretty
fast, I guess."
</p>
<p>
Tip had no answer to make to that.
</p>
<p>
"So you prayed for me too, did you?" his father asked
presently.
</p>
<p>
"Yes, and I do every day, father; I <i>do</i> want you to
know Jesus."
</p>
<p>
A long silence followed, and then the sick man spoke again:
</p>
<p>
"Well, Tip, I'm glad that you've got right, gladder than I
can tell you. My father was a good man, and tried to make me
do what was right; but I went all wrong, wasted my whole
life, and brought up my children to do so too; but you're
getting on without my help, and I'm glad you'll grow up to be
a good man, and be a comfort to your mother when I'm gone.
But I don't know that you need ask folks to pray for me; it's
too late,—I've gone too far to get back."
</p>
<p>
Tip's bold, prompt manner did not forsake him now; he
answered quickly,—
</p>
<p>
"Father, I don't believe any such thing. God doesn't say
anything about it's being too late; and He says if we want
anything very much, and pray for it, and it's good to have,
He'll give it to us; and I'm bound to believe Him. Once I
prayed for Kitty, and prayed and prayed, and it didn't do a
bit of good, until at last Mr. Holbrook told me that maybe it
was because I didn't really believe any of the time that God
was going to do what I wanted Him to; and I found out that
was it. Just as soon as I began to think He would hear me, it
all came out straight; and now I'm bound to believe Him every
time. I've asked Him to make you a Christian, and I'm going
to keep on asking, and <i>He'll do it</i>.
Father,"—Tip's voice took a softer tone, for he knew
there was one very tender spot in his father's
heart,—"don't you want to see little Johnny up in
heaven?"
</p>
<p>
The muscles around Mr. Lewis's mouth began to twitch
nervously, and a tear rolled down his cheek.
</p>
<p>
"I'm pretty near it," he said at last; "and I think sometimes
I'd give the world, if I had it, to be ready to go; but it's
all too late. I've known the right way all my life, and I've
gone the other way; now I must just take my pay."
</p>
<p>
The very Spirit of Christ must have shown Tip what to say
next. He spoke the words earnestly and solemnly; he meant no
disrespect:
</p>
<p>
"Father, do you know more about it than God? Because, you
see, it don't say any such thing anywhere in the Bible; I
know it don't, for we talked about it in Sunday school once,
and Mr. Holbrook said, 'No matter how old a man was, nor what
he had done, he could be a Christian.'"
</p>
<p>
"I always thought it looked mean and sneaking in a man to
have nothing to do with such things all his life, and then
turn around just because he was going to die, and pretend to
be very good. God can't be pleased with any such thing as
<i>that</i>. I've always said that I'd never do it."
</p>
<p>
Tip couldn't answer this: it didn't sound true; he felt sure
it was not true; but he had no wisdom with which to meet it.
He went to school with those last words of his father's
ringing in his heart, and his thoughts took shape, and spoke
in the very first sentence that he addressed to Mr. Holbrook,
whom he overtook as he came out of the post office:
</p>
<p>
"Mr. Holbrook, can I ask you a question?"
</p>
<p>
And the minister, always ready to help any one out of
trouble, smiled and bowed, and walked on by the side of the
troubled boy.
</p>
<p>
"If a man should tell you he thought it would be mean in him
to turn around and go to serving God, after he had found out
he had but a little while to live, when he had cheated Him
out of all the rest of his life, what would you say?"
</p>
<p>
"I think," said Mr. Holbrook, "I would be very likely to ask
him whether he supposed he would feel any less mean for
cheating God out of the last year of his life, simply because
he had been doing so all the other years. Because a man has
been doing wrong for forty years, I don't know why he should
add another year of wrong; I should think he might much
better turn around, and make all the amends he could."
</p>
<p>
"Oh!" said Tip, drawing a long breath; "why couldn't I have
thought of that? I knew it was wrong,—I saw it plain
enough; but I couldn't think of a word to say."
</p>
<p>
Mr. Holbrook looked earnestly at the eager boy. "Edward," he
said at last, "do you think your father would see me this
morning?"
</p>
<p>
"Yes," said Tip decidedly, "I know he would. If you would
only go and see him, Mr. Holbrook, and explain that to him, I
would be <i>so</i> glad."
</p>
<p>
And, looking back soon after, he had the satisfaction of
seeing Mr. Holbrook walk quickly down town in the direction
of his home. And now Tip felt hopeful for his father: he had
prayed for him, he had worked for him, and now Mr. Holbrook
had gone to him; surely he could leave the rest in God's
hands.
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p><a name="CH20"><!-- CH20 --></a>
<h2>
CHAPTER XX.
</h2>
<h3>
"Let him that thinketh he standeth, take heed lest he fall."
</h3>
<p>
"Here Tip!" said Howard Minturn; "hold this frame steady
while I try that nail. Will, don't put that one up so high,
it ain't even with the others. Hold on, Ellis,—catch
hold of this stool, it's tipping. There, now, it's all nice
and in order,—isn't it, Mr. Burrows?" And he sprang
from his stool, as their teacher entered the schoolroom door.
</p>
<p>
"Very likely," answered Mr. Burrows, smiling; "only I didn't
hear what you said."
</p>
<p>
"I say we're ready for examination, room and all."
</p>
<p>
"The room is, certainly; and I hope your brains are. Ellis,
I'd move that chair a little to the left; it will be in the
way of the classes as it stands now. Do you feel brave
to-day, Edward?"
</p>
<p>
"Yes, sir," answered Tip promptly; "pretty brave."
</p>
<p>
And he did, besides feeling eager and excited. The long
winter term was over; to-day and tomorrow were to be days of
examination. The boys had been working hard for
it,—none harder than had Tip. It was the first
examination which had ever come to him in this exciting way.
Always before he had been among the few inevitable dunces,
running away from examination altogether, or else laughing
good-naturedly over his own blundering ignorance. But to-day
it was different: he stood there on the stage among the
workers, proudly answering his teacher's questions, and
looking proudly over at the group of idlers,—Bob Turner
at their head,—who loitered near the windows, wondering
that he could ever have been of their number. This was going
to be a great day for Tip; it is true he was far behind some
others of his age, so far that not a single class of Howard
Minturn's and Ellis Holbrook's were to be examined that
day,—the advance classes being put for the next
day,—while all of his came that morning; but then Tip
knew there was change enough in him to call the attention of
every one present. He felt the change in himself; his mother
felt it, when she that morning brushed his hair for him, and
fastened a clean collar on his jacket; the boys in school
felt it. He had taken his place among the workers.
</p>
<p>
The bell rang at last, and the scholars filed in and took
their places. There were visitors, even in the early morning;
the people liked to attend Mr. Burrows' examinations. Tip's
class in reading came first on the list, and never had his
eyes been so bright or his face so eager. Tip had learned to
read. Patiently, earnestly, he had plodded on through the
long winter; now his sad blunderings in that line were over
for ever; not a boy in school read more slowly, distinctly,
and correctly than Tip Lewis. The selections were to be made
by the committee, immediately after class, of those who were
considered ready to enter the history class on the following
term. This was the highest reading class in the school: and
Tip's eyes fairly danced when Mr. Holbrook, who was chairman
of the committee, out of a class of thirteen read but two
names,—"Thomas Jones" and "Edward Lewis."
</p>
<p>
"Hallo, Tip!" Howard Minturn had said to him at recess;
"let's shake hands. Welcome to history; it's awfully hard and
interesting."
</p>
<p>
And Tip did shake hands, and laughed; and looked over at the
other clique—the dunces—with a half-patronizing
nod to Bob Turner; and wondered how he <i>could</i>, have
borne it to have been numbered with them that day; then he
felt that he was climbing into the first set, and climbing
<i>fast</i>.
</p>
<p>
In spelling, too, he came off conqueror; spelled down the
class, spelled until Mr. Burrows closed his book with the
words, "I presume you are tired of this, gentlemen, and, as
our examinations are confined to the lessons, I think it will
hardly pay to go further, for Edward has not missed since the
second week in the term."
</p>
<p>
So again, flushed and excited, Tip went to his seat
victorious. Only arithmetic now, and he would be through with
the working part of the day. It was the last recitation in
the morning, and he was so eager and anxious to do well, that
he began to grow nervous.
</p>
<p>
The class was called at last. They had gone slowly and
carefully through long division, and would be ready for
fractions next term. The recitation passed off finely. Tip
had not studied day and night during the winter for nothing.
He was at the board, working an example in long division; it
was almost finished. The hand of the clock pointed to ten
minutes of twelve. In ten minutes he would be through, and
his name would stand on that honoured list, among those who
had not missed one word or made one mistake during the
examination. His hand began to tremble. What was the matter
with that example? Oh, what <i>was</i> the matter? The
remainder was too large; no—it was too small;
no—it was—he didn't know what! Everybody was
watching him; he heard a boy laugh softly. He had made a
mistake, then; what was it? where was it? Mr. Burrows' voice
came to him, calm and kind:
</p>
<p>
"Edward, don't get excited. Look at your remainder closely;
take the first figures of divisor and remainder—nine in
thirty-one, how many times? That will help you."
</p>
<p>
Ellis Holbrook stood but a step from the blackboard, just
behind him. Tip heard his low whisper, "Seven," and, without
waiting to think,—indeed, he was too nervous to
think,—he caught at the number.
</p>
<p>
"Seven times!" he said hurriedly.
</p>
<p>
Then he heard bursts of laughter from the boys, and dashed
down his chalk in an agony of shame and pain. And the clock
struck twelve!
</p>
<p>
The honour was lost.
</p>
<p>
The boys gathered around him after school was closed.
</p>
<p>
"It was too bad, Tip," Howard Minturn said, in a tone of
honest sympathy. "You'd have had it in a minute more."
</p>
<p>
"I'd have had it if it had not been for Ellis Holbrook, and
he's a mean scamp!" Tip answered, in a rage.
</p>
<p>
"Whew!" said Will Bailey; "what did Ellis do?" and Ellis
turned, and proudly confronted the angry boy.
</p>
<p>
"He told me wrong just on purpose; that's what he did, and he
knows it."
</p>
<p>
And Tip broke away from them, and dashed out of the room.
</p>
<p>
Howard Minturn stood aghast! That Ellis Holbrook, his best
friend, and the very pink of honour among the boys, should do
so mean a thing, he could not think, and yet it was hard to
think that Tip had not told the truth.
</p>
<p>
"What does he mean, Ellis?" he asked at last.
</p>
<p>
"You'll have to ask him if you want to find out," said Ellis
haughtily. "He knows better than anybody else what he means,
I guess."
</p>
<p>
The boys started homeward presently in a body. Bob Turner and
his friends surrounded Tip, and Bob, who never lost a good
opportunity for teasing, commenced at once:
</p>
<p>
"Poor little fellow, missed his lesson, so he did. Don't him
cry; him shall have a penny to buy a multiplication-table
with."
</p>
<p>
"Hold your tongue!" answered Tip, too angry to see how
foolish it was to let such words, coming from a boy who
didn't know a single line of the multiplication-table,
provoke him.
</p>
<p>
"<i>Such</i> a pity!" began Bob again; "when it had spelled
its lesson all so nice, and had its face washed and its hair
combed so pretty. Mustn't cry now, to spoil its face. Poor
little fellow!"
</p>
<p>
Tip turned to his tormentor a face perfectly white with rage,
and the boys hardly knew his voice:
</p>
<p>
"Bob Turner, if you say another word, I'll knock you down and
thrash you within an inch of your life. I will"—
</p>
<p>
Oh, Tip Lewis! God forgive you for the way in which you in
your blind rage have finished that sentence,—for the
use which you have made of that great Name, which above all
others you profess to reverence and fear! The awful word,
once spoken, recalled him to himself: he clapped both hands
over his face and ran wildly up the hill, then down out of
sight.
</p>
<p>
The boys had all heard it. Howard, Ellis, Will Bailey, and a
half-dozen others, were just behind him.
</p>
<p>
Ellis Holbrook's pride rose high.
</p>
<p>
"There's your wonderful boy," he said, "who was so changed,
and has taken it upon himself to preach so many sermons to
<i>me</i>. I'm sure I never finished any of my angry speeches
with an oath, if I <i>am</i> so far below him."
</p>
<p>
What an afternoon that was to Tip! he will <i>never</i>
forget it. He went no farther than the great tree, which was
budding out in spring green. Down he sat on a stone, and once
more covered his face with his hands, and such a storm of
rage and pain swept over him as he had never known before.
</p>
<p>
How could he, how <i>could</i> he have said that word?
</p>
<p>
Ever since he had learned to pray, he had been afraid of that
sin,—afraid he might forget, and go back to his old
habits, and he had watched and guarded his lips with such
care and prayer. But lately he had given up all fear; it had
been such a long time, and he had never once fallen, he felt
sure that he never would again.
</p>
<p>
He had felt so sure and proud and strong, that he had asked
no help from God that day; he had been so eager to spend
every moment on his arithmetic, that he had found no time to
go to his Bible for strength. No wonder—oh, no wonder
that he fell! He had been standing too firmly, feeling no
need of help. Now, what should he do? How low he felt, how
mean! Could God forgive him? Yes, He <i>could</i>.
</p>
<p>
Tip felt in his soul that there was nothing which God could
<i>not</i> do, and yet he felt too mean and fallen to dare to
ask Him for anything more; he forgot for the moment that
Jesus Christ died to save <i>sinners</i>.
</p>
<p>
The sun went on over his head, and commenced his afternoon
work; then there came up the hill the sound of the
school-bell, but Tip took no notice of that; he didn't want
to <i>think</i> of school, much less even <i>go</i>. He began
to fumble presently for his Bible,—he <i>must</i> have
some help. It opened of itself at the Psalms, and he read the
first line which he saw: "Unto Thee, O God, do we give thanks
"—No, not that, and he turned back a couple of leaves.
"Make a joyful noise "—No, no! he didn't want to hear
anything about joy; his heart was as heavy as lead. So he
turned over several leaves at once: he <i>must</i> find
something that would read as if it meant him. "O Lord, rebuke
me not in Thy wrath, neither chasten me in Thy sore
displeasure." Oh, that was it! God was very angry with
him,—-had a right to be,—this was just what he
ought to say. He read on through the psalm; almost every
verse seemed for him, and when he read the one next to the
last,—"Forsake me not, O Lord; O my God, be not far
from me,"—he said it over and over, and finally, in a
great burst of tears, got down and said it on his knees.
</p>
<p>
The short spring day was over, and the chilly night was
setting in. Tip had reached home finally, had split the wood
for the next day, done whatever he could find to do about the
house, and then carried the vests which his mother had just
finished to the clothing-store,—going away around
behind the mill so as to avoid passing the schoolhouse, lest
he might chance to see some of the boys. Then he came home,
ate his supper in silence, and went up to his attic. He felt
better than he had at noon, but his heart was still heavy,
and he dreaded the next day, not knowing what he ought to do,
or how to do it. This was Thursday evening, but he didn't
mean to go to prayer-meeting. Kitty had asked him, had even
coaxed a little, but he said, "No, not to-night." He felt
stiff and sore from his long sitting under the great tree in
the early spring dampness. He told himself that this was the
reason why he was not going to prayer-meeting; but the real
one was, he felt as if he could not possibly face Mr. Burrows
that evening, and <i>certainly</i> not Mr. Holbrook,—of
course, Ellis had told him all about it. He felt very tired,
and his head and limbs ached; he was going to read a chapter
in his Bible and go to bed. He chose the same psalm which had
come to him with so much power that afternoon, read it slowly
and carefully, then knelt down to pray, and as he did so a
new trouble loomed up before him. What should he do? He had
prayed for Ellis Holbrook and Bob Turner ever since he began
to pray for himself, but he felt as though he could not
possibly pray for either of them to-night. Both had tried to
injure him; both had succeeded. He wished them no harm: he
didn't want to choke or drown them, as he had felt like doing
at noon, but clearly he didn't want to pray for them. He had
arisen from his knees, and was sitting on the edge of the box
which was his table and chair, with a very troubled face. The
more he thought about it, the more he felt that he could not
pray for those boys just then. At last he thought he had
found a way out of the difficulty. He said to himself that he
was very tired, almost sick; he would just repeat the Lord's
Prayer and go to bed. In the morning, very likely, he should
feel differently; he almost knew he should. So he knelt down
once more.
</p>
<p>
"Our Father which art in heaven," slowly reverently, through
the sweet petition, until he came to "forgive us our debts as
we"—There he stopped. He understood that prayer; they
had been taking it up in Sunday school, a sentence at a time,
and talking about it, and only the Sunday before last that
sentence had been explained. To-night Tip could not finish
it; there was no getting around the fact that he had not
forgiven either Ellis or Bob. Once more he got up, and took a
seat on the edge of his bed to think. He was never so
perplexed in his life. What ought he to do? Couldn't he pray
at all? Mr. Holbrook had said he must never mock God by
asking for what he did not mean, and to say those words, "as
we forgive our debtors," feeling as he did to-night, would be
mocking God. He ought not to feel so, but how could he help
it? Suddenly, with a little sigh of relief, he went down on
his knees again: he had thought of something which he could
say. "Oh, Jesus, make me feel like praying for Bob and Ellis;
make me want them to be Christians as hard as I did last
night; make me feel like forgiving them." Then there was
silence in the lonely attic, while Tip, still on his knees,
struggled with the evil spirit within him, and came off
conqueror, for presently he added, "Oh, dear Jesus, I'll
forgive them both!" and then he finished the
prayer—"forgive us our debts, as we forgive our
debtors." While he went around after that, making ready for
rest and sleep, the "peace of God which passeth
understanding" came down and settled in his heart. Presently
he seemed to come to another difficulty, for he sat down with
one boot in his hand and one still on his foot. This
question, however, was settled promptly: he pulled the boot
on again in a hurry, then picked up his jacket and put that
on, seized his hat, and ran down-stairs.
</p>
<p>
"Kitty," he said, putting his head in at the kitchen door,
"I'm going, after all; come on."
</p>
<p>
And Kitty joyfully ran for her hood and shawl.
</p>
<p>
But Tip did not open his lips in prayer-meeting that evening;
he felt bowed down to the very ground with shame; he did not
once raise his eyes to the seat where Howard Minturn, Will
Bailey, and others of the schoolboys were sitting; and, when
the short hour was gone, he made haste to get out from Mr.
Holbrook's sight and the sound of his voice. But he had much
reason, after that, to thank God that he did not succeed. He
had just got from under the gaze of the hall-lamp, and stood
a minute in the darkness waiting for Kitty, when he felt Mr.
Holbrook's hand on his arm, and heard his kind, quiet voice:
</p>
<p>
"Edward, Mrs. Holbrook has some little business to transact'
with Kitty to-night; shall I walk with you?" And, as Tip saw
there was no help for it, and walked by his side, he said, "I
didn't see you at school this afternoon: how was that?"
</p>
<p>
"Mr. Holbrook, didn't Ellis tell you about it this noon?"
</p>
<p>
"Ellis has told me nothing. I heard, from one of the smaller
boys, a very sad story. Have you anything to tell me?"
</p>
<p>
"No, sir, I have not; it's all true. I got awful mad, and I
said mad things. I—I did worse than that."
</p>
<p>
Tip's voice sank to a solemn whisper. Mr. Holbrook, too, was
silent and sad; at last he said,—
</p>
<p>
"What, Edward! do you mean to give up, and go back to the old
life?"
</p>
<p>
And he remembered, years after, just how painfully his heart
throbbed while he waited for Tip's answer; it was prompt and
plain: "No, sir; God wouldn't even let me do that."
</p>
<p>
And then for a minute Mr. Holbrook did not speak for very
thankfulness, that, through all this maze of sin, God was
leading Tip into the light again.
</p>
<p>
"Do you feel that you have God's forgiveness?" he asked,
speaking gently.
</p>
<p>
"Yes, sir." Tip could not give very long answers that
evening.
</p>
<p>
"Why were you so quiet to-night in prayer-meeting?"
</p>
<p>
"Because," said Tip, speaking low, "I was ashamed to say
anything before you or Mr. Burrows or the boys, after what
happened today."
</p>
<p>
"More ashamed with us than you were with God?"
</p>
<p>
"Yes, sir, I was; because God knows all about it,—just
how sorry I am, and how He has forgiven me, and is going to
help me; and you didn't know that."
</p>
<p>
Again Mr. Holbrook was thankful.
</p>
<p>
"How about to-morrow, Edward?" he asked at last.
</p>
<p>
And this time Tip's answer was very low: I don't know; I
don't know what to do."
</p>
<p>
"If you knew what was right to do, would you <i>do</i> it?"
</p>
<p>
"I'm pretty sure I'd <i>try</i> to, sir."
</p>
<p>
"Well, did you honour or dishonour Christ to-day?"
</p>
<p>
Tip's answer was in a more timid tone than he often spoke:
</p>
<p>
"I dishonoured Him."
</p>
<p>
"Do the boys know that you are very sorry, and have asked God
to forgive you?"
</p>
<p>
"No, sir; they don't know anything about it."
</p>
<p>
"Don't you think, for the honour of Christ, they ought to?"
</p>
<p>
"I suppose so."
</p>
<p>
"Who ought to tell them?"
</p>
<p>
No immediate answer came to this; then, after a
little,—
</p>
<p>
"Mr. Holbrook, how could I tell them—to each
one—about it?"
</p>
<p>
"See if you cannot answer your own question. Will not all the
boys be likely to hear about it?"
</p>
<p>
"Yes, sir; they'll be sure to."
</p>
<p>
"And would they all be likely to hear what you have to say,
unless you spoke to all at once?"
</p>
<p>
"But, Mr. Holbrook, if I did that, it would have to be in
school."
</p>
<p>
"Well?"
</p>
<p>
"But to-morrow is the last day, and it's examination."
</p>
<p>
"Well?"
</p>
<p>
That short word seemed to have a good deal of power over Tip,
for he only answered it by saying, after a long
silence,—
</p>
<p>
"Mr. Holbrook, I wonder if you can think how very hard that
would be?"
</p>
<p>
"Edward, I wonder if you can think how very hard it was for
your Saviour to listen to your words this noon?"
</p>
<p>
And Mr. Holbrook heard no more from Tip, save, when they
reached the corner, a very low, very grave "Good-night."
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p><a name="CH21"><!-- CH21 --></a>
<h2>
CHAPTER XXI.
</h2>
<h3>
"He shall call upon Me, and I will answer him; I will be with
him in trouble: I will deliver him, and honour him."
</h3>
<p>
There were not many visitors in the next morning; it was too
early, as yet, for any but the examining committee, and a few
very fond, very anxious mothers. Mr. Burrows' hand was on the
bell; in a few moments the algebra class would be in full
tide of recitation. Ellis and Howard had their slates in
their hands, ready to start at the first sound, when Tip
Lewis left his seat and made his way towards the stage. Mr.
Burrows looked surprised; this was entirely out of order; but
a look at Tip's face made him change his mind about sending
him back to his seat, and bend his head to listen to the few
words that were hurriedly whispered in his ear. Then he
looked more surprised, hesitated a minute, then asked,—
</p>
<p>
"Hadn't you better wait until noon, and I can detain the
scholars a few moments?"
</p>
<p>
"No," said Tip, shaking his head, and speaking earnestly;
"I'm afraid, if I wait till noon, I shan't do it at all."
</p>
<p>
"Very well," Mr. Burrows answered finally. "Scholars, one of
your number tells me that he has something of importance to
say to you; we will wait and hear him."
</p>
<p>
It was well for Tip that he was a bold boy, that every day of
his life had been such as to teach him a lesson of boldness,
else his courage would surely have failed him, when he felt
the many curious eyes resting on him. As it was, his face was
scarlet, when he turned it away from the desk and towards the
boys. Yet he spoke promptly, as he always did when he spoke
at all:
</p>
<p>
"I want to tell the boys that I am sorry for yesterday. I
suppose they all know what I did. I got awful mad, and
I—I said a dreadful word. I didn't think I would ever
be so wicked again; I feel awful about it. But I don't want
the boys to think that I don't love Jesus any more, because I
do; and He is going to help me try Such a silence as was in
that schoolroom then, the boys had never felt before! Mr.
Burrows' face was shaded with his hand; he let the silence
rest upon them for a moment, after Tip had taken his seat;
then he spoke, low and solemnly,—
</p>
<p>
"Boys, what God has forgiven, I feel sure that no scholar of
mine will be mean enough ever to mention again."
</p>
<p>
Then the bell sounded, and the business of the day went on.
Tip had laid his head down on the desk the minute he took his
seat, and he kept it there throughout the recitation. He had
been through a fearful struggle; it was hard work for a boy
like him to stand up before the school and tell them how he
had fallen. But it was over now, and from his very soul he
felt that he had done right.
</p>
<p>
Bob Turner, sitting beside him, was quiet and sober; and when
Tip raised his arm with such a sudden jerk that he knocked
his arithmetic to the floor, Bob leaned over and quietly
picked it up and laid it back in its place; which was a
wonderful thing for Bob Turner to do.
</p>
<p>
At noon the boys gathered around Tip, quiet and kind; no one
spoke of what had been <i>the</i> important event of the
morning; all were on good behaviour.
</p>
<p>
Ellis Holbrook came into their midst.
</p>
<p>
"Tip," he said, speaking gravely, yet very coldly, "perhaps
it would be as well for you to know that you made quite a
blunder yesterday, when you said I told you wrong; I hadn't
the slightest notion of telling you, right or wrong. But I
know how you came to think so. I was looking out a word in
Mr. Burrows' dictionary, and stood just behind you, when Mr.
Bailey leaned over and asked me how many there were in your
class when all were present, and I answered him, seven."
</p>
<p>
Tip looked perfectly astonished.
</p>
<p>
"Why didn't you say so yesterday?" he asked at last.
</p>
<p>
"Because you didn't give me a chance," Ellis answered coolly.
"I'm not in the habit of cheating, nor of being told that I
do, so I was not prepared with an answer."
</p>
<p>
"That's true," said Tip, after a minute, answering the first
part of Ellis's sentence; "that's true, I didn't. I was mad,
and I just banged off before anybody could say anything. I
might have known you didn't do any such thing; it ain't like
you."
</p>
<p>
And Tip walked away, leaving Ellis to think that the boy who
was so far below him had shown much the better spirit of the
two.
</p>
<p>
The busy day was drawing to a close; the last recitation was
over, and the boys were in a state of grand excitement,
waiting to hear the report of the committee; waiting to know
whose names were to stand on the Roll of Honour, having
passed through the entire examination without a mistake. Poor
Tip was sad; yesterday morning he had felt so sure that his
name would have an honourable place, and to him it was so
much more exciting, because it would be for the first time.
How hard he had worked; and now it was all lost! Stupidly
lost, too, he said to himself, over an example that he had
done a dozen times; and he drew a heavy sigh, and roused
himself to listen to the report. Mr. Burrows had already
called for it, and Mr. Holbrook, as chairman of the
committee, had arisen; but, instead of reading the report,
said,—
</p>
<p>
"Mr. Burrows, if there is time, I should like to say a few
words to the scholars. Boys, you were all listeners to Edward
Lewis's examination yesterday, and I presume you know better
than I do how hard he has worked. Now, I think any one who
watched him yesterday could not have failed to see that, had
he not grown excited and nervous, he could have worked that
example. Mr. Burrows, may I put a question to vote?"
</p>
<p>
And Mr. Burrows giving a hearty consent, he continued, "Very
well. Now I want every boy here, who is willing to allow
Edward Lewis to go to the board <i>now</i> and try that
example, and, if he succeeds, give him the place which would
have been his yesterday, to stand up."
</p>
<p>
Ellis Holbrook was the first to spring to his feet, and every
single boy in the room followed his example; Tip alone
sitting still, with burning cheeks.
</p>
<p>
"Well done," said Mr. Holbrook "Now it only remains to get
your teacher's consent to our plan."
</p>
<p>
Which Mr. Burrows gave by wheeling his table from before the
blackboard and picking up an arithmetic. "You may come
forward, Edward. I will dictate the example; which one is
it?"
</p>
<p>
"The thirty-ninth, sir; fifty-first page."
</p>
<p>
By this time Tip was at the board. How they watched him! how
fearful his teacher was for him! how he longed to have him
succeed! Tip worked fast and boldly; his hand did not
tremble; chalk and fingers and brain did their duty; the
terrible "nine in thirty-one, how many times," as a test for
the larger number, was reached, and an unusually large and
bold figure <i>three</i> was placed in the quotient; a few
more rapid dashes, and, with a grand flourish after the
"seventeen remainder," Tip threw down the chalk, pushed back
the hair from his hot temples, and walked to his seat. The
boys could not keep quiet any longer: a very soft tapping was
heard at first, then, finding they were not silenced, it rose
to a loud, decided stamping of many feet. But Mr. Holbrook
was on <i>his</i> feet again, and they were quiet directly,
for the report was finally to be read.
</p>
<p>
"My son," said Mr. Holbrook, not long after, laying his hand
kindly on Ellis's shoulder, as he was hurrying from the room,
"what do you think of Edward's religion to-night?"
</p>
<p>
"I think it is honest, sir," Ellis answered quickly. "Excuse
me, father, if you please; I must see Howard a minute before
he goes;" and so he ran away from his father's longing look.
</p>
<p>
As for Tip, he borrowed from Howard Minturn a copy of the
village paper, which came out a few days after, and read the
report of the examination; read this sentence: "And, among
all the pupils, perhaps no one of them has made more rapid or
astonishing progress than has Edward Lewis."
</p>
<p>
Then, while the twilight deepened, he turned eagerly to the
next column, which read in this way:—
</p>
<pre>
"ROLL OF HONOUR;
"Being an alphabetically arranged List of those
who passed the entire Examination without
making an error:
WILLARD BAILEY.
ELLIS HOLBROOK.
HARVEY JENNINGS.
EDWARD LEWIS."
</pre>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p><a name="CH22"><!-- CH22 --></a>
<h2>
CHAPTER XXII.
</h2>
<h3>
"I will lead them in paths that they have not known."
</h3>
<p>
"See here, Tip," called Mr. Minturn, appearing in his store
door one morning not long after the examination; "I want to
talk to you."
</p>
<p>
Tip swung his basket off his shoulder, and went into the
store. He was at work for Mr. Dewey, and every piece of meat
which he carried home took the form, in his eyes, of a Latin
grammar and a dictionary; for these two books were what he
was at present aiming after.
</p>
<p>
"I'm in a great hurry, Mr. Minturn," he said; "I've got a
piece of meat for your folks in my basket, and I expect they
want it."
</p>
<p>
"They'll have to wait till they get it," answered Mr.
Minturn; "but I never hinder folks long. What are you going
to do with yourself, now school's out?"
</p>
<p>
"Oh, work; anything I can find to do while vacation lasts."
</p>
<p>
"So you're going to keep on at school, are you? I thought
likely, since your father was laid up, you'd he hunting for
steady work, so you could help the family along. There's a
hard winter coming, you know."
</p>
<p>
There was no mistaking Mr. Minturn's tone. It said, as
plainly as words could have done, "That's what I think you
ought to do, anyhow."
</p>
<p>
Tip looked troubled. "There's nothing for me to do," he said
at last; "I don't know of a place in this town where I could
get steady work that I could do; and besides, if there was,
I'm after an education now."
</p>
<p>
"My brother is here from Albany," Mr. Minturn made answer to
this. "He is a merchant, has a large store there, and keeps a
great many clerks. He's been plagued to death lately with one
of his boys,—when he sent him home with bundles, he'd
open them and help himself; and my brother told me last
night, if I could warrant him a boy who was perfectly honest,
he'd take him home with him, pay his fare down, and do well
by him. I thought of you right away, and I told my brother
that you were just the boy for him,—you'd be as true as
steel; but then, if you're going to keep on at school, it's
all up."
</p>
<p>
Mr. Minium did not add, that he had kept his brother until
eleven o'clock the night before, telling him Tip's
history,—what a boy he had been, how he had changed,
how he was struggling upward; and, finally, the whole story
of the examination,—the failure, the downfall, the
public confession; nor how his brother had listened eagerly,
and had said, with energy, after the story was
finished,—
</p>
<p>
"Such a boy as that ought to be helped; and I'm ready to help
him."
</p>
<p>
None of this did Tip hear, but he stooped down for his basket
when Mr. Minturn had finished speaking, with a bright blush
on his cheek. It was something for a boy like him to be
called "as true as steel."
</p>
<p>
"Yes," he said decidedly; "I'm going to keep on at school,
that's certain. Thank you all the same."
</p>
<p>
And out he went; yet all the way up and down the streets his
thoughts were busy over what he had just heard. It was
<i>time</i>, certainly, as poor as they were, that he began
to work; his mother's sewing supported the family now, and
hard and late into the nights she had to work to keep them
from hunger. Tip had thought of this question before, but had
always comforted himself with the thought that work was not
by any means an easy thing to get in the village; the odd
jobs which he could find, out of school hours, being really
the only things he could get to do. But no such comfort came
to him to-day: here was a chance, and a splendid one, for
getting steady work, and by and by good wages probably; why
wasn't he glad?
</p>
<p>
Oh, ever since he gave himself to Christ, there had been in
his heart a longing to get an education, and not only that,
but to become a minister. Very small, faint hopes he had, and
even those were frightened sometimes at their own boldness;
but every day the desire grew stronger, and it did not seem
as though he could possibly give up school now. It was out of
the question, he told himself, just as he was beginning to
enjoy his books so much, and was doing well. Mr. Burrows
would be disappointed in him; he had encouraged him to study.
No, it couldn't be done. He would consider the matter
settled. And yet there was his mother, working day and night,
and he, her only son, not helping. There was his father,
growing weaker every day, coughing harder every night; long
ago they had given up the hope that the cough would ever
leave him. There was Kitty, who ought to be in school, but
could not because her mother <i>must</i> have the little help
which she could give. Tip was half distracted with thinking
about it; he felt provoked at Mr. Minturn, and Mr. Minturn's
brother, and the store in Albany, and the boy who helped
himself out of other people's bundles; they were all trying
to cheat him out of his education. A dozen times he said it
was settled, and as many times began at the beginning to
think it all over again. He went home finally, after the meat
was carried around; but this didn't help him any. Home hadn't
gone back to its old state of dirt and disorder: Kitty's
first attempt had been too successful, and she had liked the
looks of things too well to give up; so there was a great
change for the better in the housekeeping, which both Kitty
and her mother enjoyed. Still, there was no denying that,
though a clean, it was a very forlorn little room, with very
few things for comfort or convenience. Tip had never seen
this with such wide-open eyes as he did today; so coming home
did not quiet the vexing thoughts.
</p>
<p>
He split wood and pumped water without whistling a note,
growing more sober every minute. At last, after supper, when
the work was all done that he could do, he drew a sigh of
relief; it was so nice to have time for thought. He could go
up to his attic, and he would not come down, no, not if it
wasn't in three days, until this thing was decided finally
and for ever.
</p>
<p>
Kitty sewed steadily on the seam which her mother had fixed
for her, and wondered why Tip didn't come down and hear her
lesson, which had been ready for him this hour. It was
another hour before he came; then his mother said,—
</p>
<p>
"Tip, if you've a cent in the world, do take it, and go and
get your father some of that cough-candy. I do believe he
hasn't stopped coughing since supper."
</p>
<p>
Tip took his hat and started for the store; as he went he
whistled a little. The cough-candy was found at a store away
up town, and, getting a paper of it, Tip dashed on around the
corner and opened Mr. Minturn's store door.
</p>
<p>
"When is your brother going home?" he asked, without
ceremony, seeing Mr. Minturn behind the counter.
</p>
<p>
"Next Monday."
</p>
<p>
"Well, I'm going to talk to father, and I think likely I'll
want to go along with him."
</p>
<p>
"All right."
</p>
<p>
So Tip slammed to the door and ran away and Mr. Minturn never
knew what a downfall that decision had been to the boy's dear
hopes and plans.
</p>
<p>
It was all settled in the course of a day or two. Mr. Minturn
from Albany was very kind. Tip was to have wages that seemed
a small fortune to him, and enough had been advanced to get
him a new suit of clothes, which his mother made.
</p>
<p>
One would have supposed that the future would look bright to
him; yet it was with a very sad heart that he took his seat
in prayer-meeting that Thursday evening, the last time he
expected to be in that room for—he didn't know how
long. He had a feeling that he ought to be very glad and
thankful, and wasn't at all.
</p>
<p>
Through the opening hymns and prayers his heart kept growing
heavier every moment, and it was not until Mr. Holbrook
arose, and repeated the text which he had chosen for the
evening, that Tip could arouse himself to listen. It was a
queer text, so he thought,—"Who shall roll away the
stone?" What could Mr. Holbrook be going to say on that? He
found out, and had reason to remember it for ever after. As
he went out from that meeting, his thoughts, had he spoken
them, would have been like these:
</p>
<p>
"That's true,—I don't believe any man but Mr. Holbrook
would ever have thought of it: they worried at a great rate
about that stone, how they would get it rolled away, and when
they got there it was gone. I'll remember that. I'll do just
as he said: when I see a stone ahead of me, I won't stop and
fret about it; I'll walk straight up to it, and when I get
there maybe it will roll out of my way."
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p><a name="CH23"><!-- CH23 --></a>
<h2>
CHAPTER XXIII.
</h2>
<h3>
"A word fitly spoken is like apples of gold in pictures of
silver."
</h3>
<p>
Behold Tip, now in Albany, far away from home and friends,
from every one that he had ever seen before, save Mr. Howard
Minturn, young Howard's uncle. But he had been there some
time, and was growing into a settled-at-home feeling. It had
been a wonderful change to him. Mr. Minturn did not board his
clerks; but for some reason, best known to himself, he had
taken Tip home with him. For a few days the boy felt as
though the roses on the carpets were made of glass, and would
smash if he stepped on them. But he was getting used to it
all; he could sit squarely on his chair at the table instead
of on the edge, spread his napkin over his lap as the others
did, and eat his pie with a silver fork under the light of
the sparkling gas.
</p>
<p>
"Mother," said little Alice Minturn, "why does father have
Edward board here, and sit at the table with us?"
</p>
<p>
"Because, Alice, your father wants to help him in every way;
your uncle Minturn thinks he is an unusually good, smart
boy."
</p>
<p>
"I think so too," said Alice, and was satisfied.
</p>
<p>
And Tip Lewis was Tip no longer; no one knew him by that
name; every one there said "Edward," save the store clerks,
and they called him "Ed."
</p>
<p>
He had a queer feeling sometimes that he was somebody else,
and that Tip Lewis, whom he used to know so well, would be
very much astonished if he could see him now.
</p>
<p>
He went into Sabbath school, and became a member of Mr.
Minturn's Bible class; but teachers were scarce, and before
he had been there three weeks Mr. Minturn sent him to take
charge of a class of very little boys, who called him "Mr.
Lewis," and made him feel strange and tall. He began to
realize that he was almost sixteen years old, and growing
very fast.
</p>
<p>
He was leading a very busy life now-a-days; at work all day,
in and for the store, and in the evening doing all he could
with his books. Those books and his love for them were a
great safeguard to him, kept him away from many a temptation
to go astray; and yet it was hard work to accomplish much in
the little time he had, and with no helper. Sometimes he
sighed wearily, and felt as though the road was full of
stones.
</p>
<p>
"I pity you, old fellow," one of the younger clerks said to
him one evening, as they were leaving the store.
</p>
<p>
"I don't know for what," was the good-natured answer.
</p>
<p>
"Why, Mr. Minturn's pink of a perfect and wonderful and
altogether amazing son Ray has just got home from the
University; saw him pass the store not an hour ago, leaning
back in the carriage like a prince."
</p>
<p>
"What's he?" asked Edward.
</p>
<p>
"He's a prig; that's what he is."
</p>
<p>
"What's a prig?"
</p>
<p>
"Ho! you're a greeney, if you don't know what a prig is. Wait
till he snubs you and lords it over you awhile; then I guess
you'll know. He'll have a good chance, seeing you're right
there at the house all the while. I wouldn't be in your shoes
for a penny."
</p>
<p>
Spite of its making him a great greeney, Edward did not know
what a prig was; but, judging from his companion's tone, he
decided that it must be something very disagreeable. He went
home feeling cross and uncomfortable, wishing that Ray were
anybody in the world rather than Mr. Minturn's son, or
anywhere else rather than at home. He was beginning to have
such a nice time there; they were all so kind to him, and
really seemed to like him. It was too bad to have it all
spoiled.
</p>
<p>
"I know what kind of a fellow he is," he muttered to himself;
"he's like that Mr. Symonds who comes to the store twice a
week or so after kid gloves, and acts as if he thought he was
a great deal too good to ask me a decent question. My! I wish
he was in Texas."
</p>
<p>
The dining-room was a blaze of light when he peeped in, soon
after the family were gathered waiting for Mr. Minturn. The
newcomer sat on the sofa, one arm a-round little Alice, and
the other resting gently on his mother's lap. Edward guessed,
by his mother's face, that she did <i>not</i> wish he was in
Texas. Mr. Minturn came in presently, and Edward stole into
the room just behind him; but Alice called him eagerly:
</p>
<p>
"Edward, Ray has come! Come over here and see him."
</p>
<p>
"Go ahead," said Mr. Minturn, as Edward stood still, with
very red cheeks; and Ray sat up and held out his hand.
</p>
<p>
"How do you do, Edward? Alice has been making me acquainted
with you this afternoon, so you're not a stranger."
</p>
<p>
How very clear and kind his tones were! Edward was
astonished. That same evening he was more astonished. He was
in the library, at work over his books; Mr. Minturn had to go
to a committee meeting, expecting to be detained late; as he
arose from the dinner-table, he said,—
</p>
<p>
"How am I to get in to-night? Here's my night-key in two
pieces."
</p>
<p>
"I'll be night-key, sir," said Edward promptly.
</p>
<p>
"Well, you may; you can take your books to the library, and
have a long evening to pore over them."
</p>
<p>
So he was there, poring over them with all his might, when
the door opened gently, and Ray Minturn came in.
</p>
<p>
"Are you hard at work?" he asked kindly.
</p>
<p>
"Yes, sir," said Edward, wishing he would go out again. But
he didn't seem in a hurry to do so; he took a book from the
case, and glanced over it a moment, then came towards Edward.
</p>
<p>
"What are you studying?"
</p>
<p>
"Fractions," answered Edward briefly.
</p>
<p>
"Do you have any trouble?"
</p>
<p>
"Yes, lots," speaking a little crossly, for he wanted to go
on with his work; "I can't get this one I'm at, to save my
head."
</p>
<p>
"Suppose I see what is the matter." And Bay drew a chair to
the table and sat down, glancing his eye over the slate.
</p>
<p>
"Rather, suppose you see for yourself," he said in a few
moments. "Just run over that multiplication at the top of the
slate."
</p>
<p>
"Oh, bother!" Edward said, after he had obeyed orders; "that
figure three has made me all this trouble."
</p>
<p>
"Smaller things than figure threes make trouble. Have you
been to school lately?"
</p>
<p>
"Always, till I came here; but I might just as well have been
out until last winter."
</p>
<p>
"What happened last winter?"
</p>
<p>
"Lots of things," answered Edward, with brightening eyes. But
he didn't seem disposed to state any of them; so, after
waiting a little, Ray asked,—
</p>
<p>
"Wouldn't you get on faster with your books if you had a
teacher?"
</p>
<p>
"Think likely I should; but I haven't got any, so I'll have
to get on as fast as I can."
</p>
<p>
"How would it do if I should play teacher while I am at home,
and give you the hour from nine till ten?"
</p>
<p>
Edward laid down his pencil, turned his eyes for the first
time full upon Kay, and looked at him in silent astonishment.
</p>
<p>
"Do you mean it?" he asked at last.
</p>
<p>
"Certainly I do; I shouldn't say so if I didn't. Don't you
think you would like it?"
</p>
<p>
"Like it! I guess I would. But I don't know—What do you
do it for?"
</p>
<p>
"Because I am glad to help a boy who seems to be trying to
help himself. We will consider it settled, then. It is ten
o'clock; will you come out to prayers now?"
</p>
<p>
And at this the astonished look on Edward's face deepened.
</p>
<p>
"Is Mr. Minturn here?" he asked.
</p>
<p>
"No; but his son is. Are you so surprised that I should have
prayers in my father's absence?"
</p>
<p>
"Yes," said Edward; "I didn't know—I mean I didn't
think"—
</p>
<p>
"You didn't think I had learned to pray, perhaps. Thank God,
I have." Then he laid his hand kindly on Edward's shoulder.
"Have <i>you</i> learned that precious lesson yet, my
friend?"
</p>
<p>
"Yes," said Edward softly; "a good while ago."
</p>
<p>
"I am very glad; you will never learn anything else that is
quite so important. What is all the study for, by the way?
Have you any plans.'"
</p>
<p>
"Yes," said Edward, astonished at what he was about to tell
to a stranger; "I want to get an education, and then, if I
possibly <i>can</i> do that, I want to be a minister."
</p>
<p>
Ray's hand fell from his shoulder, and when he answered this,
his voice was low and a little sad:
</p>
<p>
"God bless you, and help you. I hope you will never have to
give it up."
</p>
<p>
Edward made up his mind that night that a prig meant the best
and kindest,—yes, and the wisest young man in the
world.
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p><a name="CH24"><!-- CH24 --></a>
<h2>
CHAPTER XXIV.
</h2>
<h3>
"Whatsoever ye would that men should do to you, do ye even so
to them."
</h3>
<p>
The long, bright summer days and the glowing autumn days were
gone; mid-winter was upon them. During all this time Edward
was hard at work; there was plenty of business to be done at
the store. He had been promoted; very rarely, now-a-days, was
he called on to carry home purchases, or to do errands. He
had his counter and his favourite customers. There had been
another change, too, which Edward felt sure Ray had had a
hand in; Ray had a hand in everything that was good and
thoughtful. He had long evenings for study now; he came up to
dinner with Mr. Minturn at six o'clock, and had no further
work to do until the next day. Oh, those long evenings! What
rapid progress he made! what a teacher Ray was! Could a boy
help getting on who was so carefully and kindly led?
</p>
<p>
What was <i>not</i> Ray to him?—teacher, friend,
brother; constant, unfailing, loving guide. Edward was
learning to love him with an almost worship.
</p>
<p>
Meantime, every one saw better than did Edward himself how he
had changed. He had not been in constant intercourse with a
Christian family, who lived their religion every day and
every hour, for nothing; his improvement had been constant
and rapid.
</p>
<p>
He came home from the post office one evening with his hands
full of letters, among them a very queer-looking one for
himself. He carried the others to the library, and his own to
his room. Such an odd letter as it was! He was glad it was
his business to get the mail, and that none of the other
clerks had seen this, with his name written at the very top
of the envelope, and written "Tip" at that. How oddly it
looked, and how queerly it sounded when he said it over! It
was so long since he heard that name, he never wanted to
again. He was glad that Ray Minturn had never called him Tip,
nor heard him called so.
</p>
<p>
Who could it be from? Nobody wrote to him except Kitty, and
once in a long while his mother; but this was no home-letter.
At last he broke the seal, and read:—
</p>
<p>
"DEER TIP,—Mother's dead, I feel bad, you kno that, so
what's the use? I've got to go to work. I like you better
than any of the other felows, always did. Can't I com out
there to your store and work, I'll behave myself reel wel; I
<i>will</i>, honour bright, if you'll git me a place. I've
got money enuff to get there. I dug potatoes for old Williams
and earned it. Rite to me rite off that's a good fellow. I
want to com awful. BOB TURNER."
</p>
<p>
Edward was thunderstruck! he dropped the letter on the floor
in disgust. What was to be done now? The idea of having Bob
Turner there was perfectly dreadful; besides, thank fortune!
it was impossible. They wanted more help, to be sure, had
been looking out for a boy that very day, but not such a one
as Bob,—that was out of the question; and
yet—Bob's mother was dead! In his rude, careless way,
Bob had loved his mother rather better than he had any one
else, and Edward did not doubt that he felt badly. He was
without friends now; surely he needed one if he ever did. But
it was <i>so</i> disagreeable to think of having him
there,—he was so different from any of the others, and
he would call <i>him</i> Tip, and be always around in his
way; would seem to lead him back to the old life from which
he thought he had escaped altogether. It was not to be
thought of for a moment. But then—and now came a
startling thought. How long he had been praying for Bob!
Perhaps this was the way in which God meant to answer, by
giving him a chance to work as well as pray. Perhaps he ought
to be <i>willing</i> to have him come. No matter how much the
clerks might make fun of him for having such a friend; no
matter how much pain and annoyance it might cause him; if
this was God speaking to him to help his brother, how
dreadful it would be to make no answer!
</p>
<p>
He sat down to think about it; his algebra lay open before
him; he was not quite ready for Kay, but he could not attend
to algebra now.
</p>
<p>
"Let me see," he said; "if there <i>should</i> be such a
thing as that Bob could come, what would I do for him? One of
two things is certain, either he'll lead me or I shall him;
we always did when we were together much. Which will it be?
If he leads me, he'll lead me into mischief, just as sure as
the world; if I lead <i>him</i>, I'll try to keep him out of
mischief. It's clear that I ought to be the leader. Now, how
would I do it, I wonder? Bob ought to be a Christian; he
won't be safe two minutes at a time until he is. If God says
anything, He says He'll hear prayer. If I believe that, why
don't I pray for Bob, so that he'll be converted? I <i>do</i>
pray for him always, but it's kind of half-way
praying—kind of as if I thought it was a pretty hard
thing for God to do after all. That's wrong. God wants him
safe, and He knows he isn't safe now, and He's willing to
help him; it must be my fault that He don't. My business and
lessons, and all that sort of thing, are putting Bob and
Ellis, and even father, pretty much out of my thoughts.
That's wrong too, and must be stopped. Mr. Minturn says a
thing is never half done that hasn't a corner in the day
belonging to itself. I'll try that rule. After this, every
evening at half-past eight, I'll come up here to my room and
lock the door, and I'll pray for Bob; I'll pray as though I
expected an answer, and was going to be on the look-out for
it. I won't let anything hinder me from coming at just that
time, unless it's something that I can't help. Meantime, I'll
get him a place if I can."
</p>
<p>
Edward was as straightforward as Tip had been; this point
decided, he went down-stairs to the library door, and
knocked.
</p>
<p>
Mr. Minturn was alone, and busy; but he looked up as Edward
entered in answer to his "Come in."
</p>
<p>
"Well, sir, what is it?"
</p>
<p>
"Have you time for a little piece of business?"
</p>
<p>
"Always time for business; sit down. What is it about?"
</p>
<p>
"Have you found a boy yet?"
</p>
<p>
"No. Have you?"
</p>
<p>
"Yes, sir; there's a boy out home who wants to come; I've
just had a letter from him. His name is Turner—Bob
Turner."
</p>
<p>
"Is he a good boy?"
</p>
<p>
"No, sir."
</p>
<p>
"Well, that's plain! What are you talking about, then?"
</p>
<p>
"I want you to make him a good boy, sir."
</p>
<p>
"Humph! that's an idea. I can't make boys over new. Is he
honest?"
</p>
<p>
"No, sir, I don't think he is very,—not what you mean
by honest; but his mother is dead, and he hasn't any friends;
he goes with a miserable set of fellows, and he'll get worse
than he is in no time if he stays there."
</p>
<p>
"And the whole of it is, you think it's my duty to let him
come, and try to save, him! Suppose I should, what would you
do for your share?"
</p>
<p>
"I'd try, too."
</p>
<p>
"How?"
</p>
<p>
"Why, I'd try to get him to do right."
</p>
<p>
"Suppose he should try to get you to do wrong?"
</p>
<p>
"He couldn't!" said Edward positively.
</p>
<p>
"How did you find that out?"
</p>
<p>
"Because I should pray for myself every day, and for Bob too;
and God hears prayer."
</p>
<p>
"Yes, but God's people sometimes get very far away from Him;
if this Bob should lead <i>you</i> astray, I'd be sorry I
ever heard of him."
</p>
<p>
"I don't feel much afraid," Edward said, speaking this time
in a more quiet, less positive tone, "for I never go wrong
when I pray often; pray about everything that comes up, you
know, and mean what I pray for."
</p>
<p>
"Humph!" said Mr. Minturn; "that's a good idea; I guess
you're pretty safe under <i>that</i> rule."
</p>
<p>
"Besides," said Edward, reserving one of his best arguments
till the last, "I know somebody who would help Bob ever so
much,—Mr. Ray would find him out."
</p>
<p>
Mr. Minturn's eyes grew bright, and he smiled a half sad
smile.
</p>
<p>
"Yes," he said, "that's true enough; Ray can't come near
anybody without helping him. Well, write to the boy to come
on; we'll try him. Has he anything to come with?"
</p>
<p>
"Yes, sir, he says he has money enough to get here." And
Edward went away glad, for he had begun to be very willing to
have Bob there.
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p><a name="CH25"><!-- CH25 --></a>
<h2>
CHAPTER XXV.
</h2>
<h3>
"If ye abide in Me, and My word abide in you, ye shall ask
what ye will, and it shall be done unto you."
</h3>
<p>
Edward got up one morning feeling years older than he had
only the morning before,—older and graver, feeling a
great responsibility resting on his shoulders; for he was The
weary frame, racked with so many pains, was at last at rest.
Kitty had written just a line, telling the sad story, but it
did not reach him until nearly a week after; and with it came
Mr. Holbrook's,—a long letter, full of tender sympathy,
telling all about how, in the afternoon of an early spring
day, they had laid his father by Johnny's side.
</p>
<p>
Edward read on eagerly, until he came to this sentence: "My
dear boy, I have a most precious message for you. I was with
him only an hour before he died, and at that time he said to
me, 'I want you to tell Tip that God has heard his prayer,
and saved his father; and that I shall watch for him to come
to heaven, and bring all the rest.' And, Edward, I haven't a
shade of doubt but that your father is with his Redeemer; you
must let me quote again a verse which I once gave you: 'I
love the Lord, because He has heard my voice and my
supplications.'"
</p>
<p>
And at this point the letter dropped from his hand, and
Edward shed his first tears for his father.
</p>
<p>
It was curious, the different ways that Mr. Minturn and his
son had of expressing sympathy.
</p>
<p>
"Oh," Mr. Minturn said, when he was told, "why in the world
didn't they send for you?"
</p>
<p>
"Because, sir, my father died very suddenly, and my mother
thought I could not afford to come so far for the funeral."
</p>
<p>
"Afford! as if that would have made any difference. Did they
think I would let it cost <i>you</i> anything?"
</p>
<p>
Edward showed Mr. Holbrook's letter to Ray after that; and
when it had been read, expressed the feeling which had been
much in his heart ever since the news came, and which had
been strengthened by Mr. Monturn's words:
</p>
<p>
"I shall always be sorry that I could not have gone to the
funeral."
</p>
<p>
And Bay answered, resting his arm, as he spoke, lightly on
Edward's shoulder, to express the tenderness which he felt,
"No you won't, my dear fellow; when you get up there, in the
glory of the Redeemer's presence, and meet your father face
to face, you will not remember to be sorry that you did not
see him <i>buried</i>."
</p>
<p>
Meantime Bob had come, and been set at work. He did not board
at Mr. Minturn's. Edward had heard that matter arranged with
a little sigh of relief; his precious hour with Ray, then,
would be undisturbed.
</p>
<p>
Bob was doing very much better than anybody who knew him
would have imagined he <i>could</i> do; he seemed to have
made up his mind to behave himself, sure enough. Yet his
being there was a trial to Edward in several ways: he had a
great horror of being called "Tip;" that name belonged to the
miserable, ragged, friendless, hopeless boy who used to
wander around the streets in search of mischief, not to the
young man who was a faithful clerk in one of the finest
stores in Albany, besides being a teacher in Sabbath school,
and a very fair scholar in Latin and algebra. But Bob Turner
could not be made to understand all this; and though he
stared at the neat black suit which Edward wore, and opened
his eyes wide when Mr. Minturn went and came in company with
his old companion, and honoured him in many ways, he still
called him "Tip," in clear, round tones, that rang through
the store a dozen times a day. But there was nothing which
Ray could not smooth over, so Edward thought, when one
evening he flounced into the library with a very much
disturbed face.
</p>
<p>
"I wish that fellow knew anything," he said angrily.
</p>
<p>
"What is the matter now?" Bay asked, meeting the bright,
angry eyes with a quiet smile.
</p>
<p>
Edward laughed a little. "Well, I can't help feeling vexed;
Bob screeches that hateful little name after me wherever I
go. I despise that name, and I wish he could be made to
understand it."
</p>
<p>
"How did you happen to be called Tip at first?"
</p>
<p>
"Why," said Edward, turning over the leaves of his
dictionary, "my little sister Kitty made it up before she
could talk plain. How she ever got that name out of Edward, I
don't know; I'm sure I wish she had been asleep when she did
it; but that's what she called me, and that's what I've been
ever since."
</p>
<p>
"And did Johnny, the little boy that died, ever call you so?"
</p>
<p>
Edward's eyes began to grow soft.
</p>
<p>
"Often," he said gently; "and it was about the only name he
could speak; he was a little fellow."
</p>
<p>
"Well, Edward, I should not think it would be such a very
disagreeable name to you, when your father, who is gone,
always used it, and always in kindness, you told me; and it
is the only name by which little Johnny can remember you.
There are two things to be thought of in this matter," Ray
continued, after a moment, finding Edward not disposed to
speak: "one is, if you hope to do anything with this old
companion of yours, you must be ready to take worse things
from him than a quiet, inoffensive little name like that; he
will learn your right name, perhaps, in time. And the other
is—What is Bob Turner's right name, my friend?"
</p>
<p>
Edward's face flushed, his lips quivered into a little smile,
then he laughed outright.
</p>
<p>
"It would be ridiculous to call <i>him</i> Robert!" he said,
still laughing. "Ray, here's my exercise, if you want it
now."
</p>
<p>
And Ray heard no more complaints about the offending little
name.
</p>
<p>
"Say, Tip, just go home with me to-night," Bob coaxed one
evening, as Edward, having been detained late at the store,
was leaving just as Bob was closing the shutters. "Mr. Ray's
head is so bad you won't have any plaguy lessons to-night to
hinder you. Every single fellow in the store but me is going
to the theatre, and I am awful lonesome up there alone."
</p>
<p>
"It is a wonder you are not going too," said Edward.
</p>
<p>
"No, it ain't. I can keep a promise once in a while, I
reckon. That Ray Minturn can do anything with a fellow, and I
was fool enough to promise him that I wouldn't go. Come, go
up home with me; do, that's a good fellow!"
</p>
<p>
"No," said Edward decidedly, "I can't."
</p>
<p>
"Now, Tip Lewis, I think you're real mean; you don't never
come to see me no more than if I was in Guinea. You act as if
you were ashamed of me, and I keep my word and behave myself,
too; and you're a mean, chicken-hearted fellow, if you're
ashamed to notice me now-a-days, just because you board in a
big house and dress like a dandy."
</p>
<p>
"Poh!" said Edward; "what nonsense that is! I'd look well
being ashamed of any one that Minturn talked with. But, Bob,
I can't go to-night, nor any other night just about this
time; because I made a promise that I'd do something else, at
exactly half-past eight, and that nothing in the world should
hinder me if I could help it; and it can't be far from
half-past eight now."
</p>
<p>
Bob eyed him curiously. "Tip, you're the oddest fellow born,
I do believe," he said at last "Is it lessons?"
</p>
<p>
"No, it's nothing about lessons."
</p>
<p>
"Couldn't I <i>help</i> you to do it?"
</p>
<p>
"Yes," said Edward, after a thoughtful silence; "you
<i>could</i> help me better than any one else, only you
won't."
</p>
<p>
"Well, now," Bob answered earnestly, "as sure as I'm alive, I
will, if you'll tell me what it is; I'll help you this very
night."
</p>
<p>
"Do you promise?" asked Edward.
</p>
<p>
"Yes, I do, out and out; and when I promise a thing through
and through, why, <i>you</i> know, Tip Lewis, that I do it."
</p>
<p>
"Well," said Edward, as he tried the door to see that all was
safe before leaving, "then I'll tell you. Every night, at
exactly half-past eight, I go to my room and ask God over and
over again to make you want to be a Christian."
</p>
<p>
Not a single word did Bob answer to this; he took long
strides up the street by the side of Edward in the direction
of Mr. Mintern's, never once speaking until they had reached
the door, and stood waiting to be let in; then he said, "Tip,
that's mean."
</p>
<p>
"What is?"
</p>
<p>
"To get a fellow to promise what he can't do."
</p>
<p>
"I have not. Don't you want to be a Christian?"
</p>
<p>
"No; I can't say that I'm particular about it."
</p>
<p>
"But that's too silly to believe. You need a friend to help
you about as badly as any one I know of, and when you can
have one for the asking, why shouldn't you want Him? Besides,
I didn't say <i>make</i> you a Christian, anyhow; I said make
you <i>want</i> to be one. You can pray, that <i>I'm</i>
sure; any way, you promised, and I trusted you."
</p>
<p>
Bob followed him through the hall, up the stairs, to his neat
little room, and whistled "Hail, Columbia," while he lighted
a match and turned on the gas.
</p>
<p>
"My! you have things in style here, don't you?" he said,
looking around, while the bright light gleamed over the
pretty carpet and shining furniture.
</p>
<p>
"Yes," said Edward; "everything in this house is in style.
Bob, it's half-past eight."
</p>
<p>
"Well," Bob said good-naturedly, "I'd like to know what I'm
to do; this is new business to me, you see."
</p>
<p>
"I'm going to kneel down here and pray for you, and you
promised to do the same."
</p>
<p>
Edward knelt at his bedside, and Bob, half laughing, followed
his example. But Christ must have been praying too, and
putting words into Edward's heart to say. By and by, in spite
of himself, Bob had to put up his hand and dash away a tear
or two. He had never heard himself prayed for before.
</p>
<p>
That evening was one to be remembered by Bob Turner, for more
than one reason. Bay sent for both of the boys to come to his
room; he was sick, but not too sick to see and talk with Bob
whenever he could get a chance. He made the half-hour spent
with him so pleasant, that Bob gave an eager assent to the
request that he would come often. More than that, he kept his
word; and as often as he passed Edward's door, towards nine
o'clock, he stepped lightly, for he knew that he was being
prayed for, and there began to come into his heart a strange
longing to pray for himself. One evening he discovered that
Ray, too, prayed every night for him, and the vague notion
grew into a certainty, that what they two were so anxious
about for him, he ought to desire for himself.
</p>
<p>
"Ye shall ask what ye will, and it shall be done unto you."
</p>
<p>
Edward had taken this promise into his heart; he was trying
to live up to the condition to abide in Christ, and in due
season God made His promise sure.
</p>
<p>
"I wish," Bob said to Ray one evening when the weary head was
full of pain,—"I <i>do</i> wish I could do something
for you."
</p>
<p>
"You can," Ray answered quickly,—"something that I
would like better than almost anything else in the world."
</p>
<p>
"What is it?" Bob's question was sincere and eager.
</p>
<p>
"Give yourself to Christ."
</p>
<p>
Bob heard this in grave, earnest silence.
</p>
<p>
"I would," he said after a minute, "if I knew how."
</p>
<p>
"Do you mean that?"
</p>
<p>
"Yes, I do; I'm sick of waiting, and I'm sick of myself."
</p>
<p>
"If I should tell you how, would you do it?"
</p>
<p>
"Yes, I would," spoken evidently with honest meaning.
</p>
<p>
"Kneel down, then, here beside me, and say to God that you
want to be a Christian; that you are willing to give yourself
up to Him now and for ever, to do just as He tells you."
</p>
<p>
Bob hesitated, struggling a little, and at last knelt down.
There was silence in the room, while three sincere hearts
were lifted up in prayer; and surely Christ bent low to
listen. When Bob would have risen, Bay laid one hand on his
arm, and, steadying his throbbing head with the other, said
solemnly,—
</p>
<p>
"Blessed Redeemer, here is a soul given up to Thee. Do Thou
take it, and wash it in Thy precious blood, and make it fit
for heaven. We ask boldly, because Thou hast promised, and we
know that Thy promises are sure."
</p>
<p>
"Edward," Ray said the next evening, as they sat alone, and
were silent for a little, after Bob had left them, and gone
home rejoicing in the hope of sins washed away, "what was
that verse that your minister at home quoted for you in his
letter?"
</p>
<p>
"I love the Lord, because He has heard my voice and my
supplication," Edward repeated it with brightening eyes.
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p><a name="CH26"><!-- CH26 --></a>
<h2>
CHAPTER XXVI.
</h2>
<h3>
"And when they looked, they saw that the stone was rolled
away."
</h3>
<p>
Onward sped the busy days, until at last there came an
evening which made it exactly three years since Edward had
first set foot in Albany. They had been years of wonderful
progress to him. He had gone on steadily with his evening
studies; he had been an eager pupil, and Ray had been a
faithful teacher. This evening he sat in the library waiting
for Ray, but he had a very troubled face. Once more he took
Kitty's long letter out of his pocket. Kitty wrote long
letters once in two weeks, but it was a rare thing to have a
postscript added by his mother. He turned to this and read it
again; it was a very kind one. They were doing well now, so
she wrote. Her health was very good, now that she slept
quietly at night; and just here Edward knew there had come in
a heavy sigh, because there was no constant coughing to
disturb her rest. She had steady work, and could support
Kitty and herself nicely without his help; he must keep what
he earned for himself after this. "Kitty says you want to go
to school," so the letter ran; "if you do, save up your money
for that. Your poor father had a notion that you would make a
scholar; I think it would please him if you did."
</p>
<p>
Surely he could not wish for a kinder, more thoughtful letter
than this; coming from his <i>mother</i>, too! she must have
changed much, as well as himself. But this very letter had
greatly unsettled his quiet life; the old longing to give
himself up to study, to prepare for the ministry, had broken
loose, and well-nigh overwhelmed him with its power. He
wanted it, oh, so much! it had grown strong, instead of weak,
during these three years. But what to do, and how to do it?
That was the question. Certainly he was not prepared to
answer it. If he stayed where he was, led his busy life all
day in the store, how was he ever to go through with the
necessary course of study, which it was high time he
commenced in earnest? If he left them, these dear friends,
who had taken him into their home and hearts, and made him
feel like one of thorn, how was he to live while he studied?
How, indeed, could he study at all? The truth was, Edward,
calling to mind Mr. Holbrook's lecture that last evening in
the home prayer-meeting, and his resolution taken then,
thought that the stone was ahead of him no longer, but that
he had walked <i>close</i> up to it, and could not take
another step because of it, and very large and impossible to
move did it look to his shortsighted eyes.
</p>
<p>
Just as he was growing hopelessly moody, Lay came in, and
settled himself among the cushions, rather wearily.
</p>
<p>
"Ray," said Edward anxiously, "you are not well enough for
lessons to-night."
</p>
<p>
"No," answered Ray, smiling, however, as he spoke; "I think I
am not, because I want to talk instead. I am full of a scheme
which needs your help; for once we'll let the lessons go. It
is an age since I have heard anything concerning your plans;
you have not given up your desire for the ministry, I hope?"
</p>
<p>
"No, Ray; I shall never give that up."
</p>
<p>
"I thought not; it would not be like you. That being the
case, isn't it time to do something definite?"
</p>
<p>
"Time, certainly," Edward answered gloomily; "but what's to
do?"
</p>
<p>
"That brings me to the unfolding of my scheme. Edward, do you
know that it was my lifelong desire to reach the point
towards which you are looking?"
</p>
<p>
"<i>No</i>," said Edward, with pitying interest; "I never
thought of it."
</p>
<p>
"Well," and Ray smiled sadly, "it is so; and I hope you may
never know how hard it is to have to give up such a wish. I
cannot say that I did actually give it up entirely until very
lately. I gave up all study three years ago, and came home to
regain strength! <i>you</i> know how well I have succeeded in
that." And Ray pressed his thin, wasting hand across his damp
forehead. "It is all over now, <i>utterly</i>." The hand did
duty now for a moment, shading his eyes from the light.
Presently he spoke more cheerily. "All over for myself, but
not for you; so, Edward, what I want to say to-night, in
brief, is this: You have talents, perseverance, and health; I
have money,—the four combined cannot fail to speed you
in your work. What say you?"
</p>
<p>
"I—I don't understand you," Edward spoke, in complete
bewilderment.
</p>
<p>
"Let me speak more plainly. I want you to go now,
<i>immediately</i>, to some good preparatory school, thence
to college, thence to the seminary, and the means wherewith
to do these three important things shall be at your disposal.
Isn't that plain?"
</p>
<p>
"Why," said Edward, "I don't know what to say; I am too much
astonished, and—and thankful."
</p>
<p>
"Then you will do it?"
</p>
<p>
"Only,—Ray?"
</p>
<p>
"Well?"
</p>
<p>
"Isn't there a right kind of pride, about being helped in
these things?"
</p>
<p>
"There is a great deal of wrong kind of pride. Let me show
you;" and he sat up and spoke eagerly. "It is right and
honourable for people to help themselves in this world, but
very vain and foolish to refuse help which would greatly aid
the cause that they profess to have at heart. You see how it
is: God has given me money; I am ready and waiting to give it
back to Him. I would gladly give myself to Him in the
ministry; I have longed and prayed for this; but He has seen
fit not to answer as I wished. I have no strength to give;
you have, and are ready to give it. Do you think God would be
less pleased with the offering if we united it, thus giving
me a chance to do something?"
</p>
<p>
"No," said Edward, speaking very slowly; "only, I had hoped
to accomplish my plans without help from any one but God."
</p>
<p>
Ray leaned back again among the cushions, and spoke
wearily,—
</p>
<p>
"That is, you prefer to be a great many years longer in
preparation than you need be, and have about half as much
strength finally as you would have, had you not overworked,
rather than give me a chance to do what I could, since I
cannot do what I would."
</p>
<p>
"But, Ray, there are plenty of people to help, even if you do
no more for me. The world is full of poor young men,
struggling to get an education."
</p>
<p>
"Yes, that is so; and I suppose you would enjoy helping some
young man out in Oregon, of whom you had never heard, quite
as well as you would me."
</p>
<p>
Edward came quickly to the sofa where Ray was lying, and laid
his hand tenderly over the closed eyes.
</p>
<p>
"Ray, there is nothing in the world I would not do for you."
</p>
<p>
"Will you let me help you into the ministry, as rapidly as
money <i>can</i> help?"
</p>
<p>
"I will be glad to; it is a great, noble offer, and I thank
you from my heart. You mustn't think that I don't; only I
thought—perhaps"
</p>
<p>
"I know," said Ray, for Edward had stopped doubtfully; "I
understand just how you feel; but I <i>do</i> think the
feeling, in this case at least, is wrong; and, my dear
brother, you will be glad when you know how thankful you have
made me."
</p>
<p>
"Yes; and after all you will not be doing any more for
me—you <i>can't</i>—than you have done. I think
money is very little, compared with that. Ray," and Edward
sank down among the cushions in front of him, "I do believe
you are more to me than any other human being ever will be."
</p>
<p>
Ray smiled, quite as if he did not think so, but would not
unsay it for anything.
</p>
<p>
"It is all right," he said gently, after a little silence. "I
think you will do so much more than I ever <i>could</i> have
done. God bless you, my dear brother!"
</p>
<p>
After that Edward went up to his room, got out his little red
Bible, his precious lamp, and, opening at the history of the
rock-bound grave, read on until he came to the verse, "And
when they looked, they saw that the stone was rolled away."
Around this he made heavy marks with his pencil, thinking,
meantime, that the angel of the Lord was still at work on
earth.
</p>
<p>
"Bob," said Edward, stopping before Bob's counter, two days
after this matter was settled, "I am going to start for home
in the morning."
</p>
<p>
"Are you, though?" Bob answered eagerly, stopping his work to
take the sentence in fully. "My! I wish I was going along,
just to see what folks would say."
</p>
<p>
"About <i>you</i>, do you mean?" said Edward, laughing, and
thinking wonderingly, as well as joyfully, of the change
which there had been in Bob Turner.
</p>
<p>
Bob had a counter too, and was no longer an errand-boy; there
had very rarely been known such a rapid promotion in that
store; but the truth was, Mr. Minturn had early learned that
Bob Turner was destined to be, not a minister, nor a lawyer,
not even a scholar, but a thorough, energetic, successful
merchant. He had no sooner made this discovery than he
determined to give the boy a chance.
</p>
<p>
So Bob had earned a name and a place in the store, and was a
general favourite with the other clerks, and was beginning to
have customers who sought him out, and liked to make
purchases of him. More than all, Bob was an earnest
Christian; his loving tenderness for, and almost worship of,
Ray Minturn, kept him from being much led into temptation,
and his influence over the younger clerks was growing to be
for good. He was destined to be more popular than Edward had
been; for Edward had risen too rapidly, and was too much at
home with the entire Minturn family, not to be looked upon
with some degree of envy.
</p>
<p>
"Well, Tip,"—Bob had never learned not to say Tip, and
probably never would, but Edward had long since forgotten to
care,—"tell every one at home that I'm well and happy,
and never want to see one of them again. I don't believe I
have a friend there: anyhow, I know I don't deserve to have."
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p><a name="CH27"><!-- CH27 --></a>
<h2>
CHAPTER XXVII.
</h2>
<h3>
"Wherewithal shall a young man cleanse his way? By taking
heed thereto, according to Thy word."
</h3>
<p>
Kitty Lewis shook out the folds of her new bright pink calico
dress, walked to the little looking-glass, for about the
tenth time, to see if the dainty white ruffle around her neck
was in order; then took a survey of the room, lest there
might possibly be something else to do which would improve
its appearance.
</p>
<p>
It was the same little room in which Kitty had spent her
childhood, from which Johnny first, and then long afterwards
the husband and father, had been carried out to return no
more. And yet it was not the same,—there was a neat rag
carpet on the floor, a Christmas gift from Mrs. Minturn; the
round table in the corner was covered with a bright red
cloth, and strewn with a few books and papers; the full white
curtain was looped away from the window, and the light of a
clear sunset glimmered in the room; everything was neat and
bright and cheery. The table was set for tea, the white cloth
showing just the folds in which it was ironed; there were
three plates and three cups and saucers, instead of two,
while Kitty, in her restless wanderings around the room, and
Mrs. Lewis, in her frequent glances out of the window, both
showed that somebody was being watched and waited for.
</p>
<p>
"The eastern train is in," Kitty said finally "Now, if he
comes to-night, he'll be here in three minutes." And it could
not have been much more than that when a quick, crushing step
was heard on the gravel outside, then on the plank before the
door, then the door swung open, and Edward Lewis walked into
the little room out of which he had gone three years before.
</p>
<p>
Kitty was all ready to spring forward, say, "Oh, Tip!" and
throw her arms right around his neck. Instead, she stood
still. Some way, in spite of the long letters which had
passed between them during these years, Kitty had fully
expected to see a stout, tanned boy, in a strong, coarse suit
of grey, with thick boots and a new straw hat. Of, at
least,—why, of course, she knew he must have changed
some; hadn't she? But then she did <i>not</i> think he would
be so tall, and have a face and hands without tan or freckle,
or that his clothes would be so <i>very</i> black and fine,
and fit as though they had grown on him, or that his collar
would be so white and glossy, or his boots so small and
shiny. So Kitty stood still in embarrassed silence. But the
mother,—oh, she saw in him the picture of the dear,
dead father, as he used to come to her long, long ago; the
husband who, through all change and poverty and pain, she had
<i>always</i> loved! And all the tenderness that had ever
been in her heart took form, and spoke in those words with
which she came forward to greet her son,—"Oh, my
<i>dear</i> boy!"
</p>
<p>
There was happiness in the little home that night; only the
bedroom door was closed, and Edward knew that his father's
bed was vacant.
</p>
<p>
Such a queer feeling as possessed him all the next day, while
he went around the village! He went <i>every</i>where. He
felt like walking through every street, and stepping on every
stone on which his feet had trod in the old life, now utterly
gone from him. He wandered down to the river-bank, where he
had lain that summer morning and envied the fishes; and,
standing there, thanked God for the mission class in Mr.
Holbrook's Sabbath school. Thence to the cemetery, where by
the side of little Johnny's grave the new life had been
commenced. There was a long grave beside the short one now;
and, standing there, he thanked God for the hope which he had
of meeting the father and the baby in heaven. Thence to the
great elm-tree at the foot of the hill; and, standing there,
he took out once more the little red Bible, and turned the
leaves lovingly; lingered over the name written by Mr.
Holbrook's hand, turned again to the first verse which he had
ever read from its pages: "Thy word is a lamp unto my feet,
and a light unto my path." Time and again had he proved the
truth of that verse. There, under that very tree, it had
helped him to fight battles with Satan and come off
conqueror. And he thanked God for the Bible. After that he
went directly to the village; just looked in at the meat
market for the sake of the old days.
</p>
<p>
Somebody told Mr. Dewey who was coming, and he was just ready
to say, "Hallo, Tip!" but instead, he came around from behind
the counter, and, holding out his hand, said, "How do you do,
Lewis? Glad to see you." Something, either in the city-made
clothes or the quiet air of dignity with which they were
worn, made him dislike to say "Hallo, Tip!" to the tall young
man before him.
</p>
<p>
Mr. Minturn shook him heartily by the hand. "Never rejoiced
over any one's luck more in my life!" he said; then, in the
same breath, "How's Ray? Oh yes, I see how it is, poor
fellow! And you love him too; of course, every one does."
</p>
<p>
There was still the schoolroom to visit, and as Edward went
up the familiar walk he wished Bob Turner could have been
with him to make this call. But Bob was probably rushing like
a top through the city store, without a thought of the old
schoolhouse or the miserable days which he had spent there.
</p>
<p>
Mr. Burrows himself answered the knock, and gave him a hearty
greeting. Three years had made changes there. Edward found
himself looking eagerly towards the back row of seats fur the
old faces,—Will, Howard, Ellis, and half a dozen
others,—before he remembered that they had long since
entered higher schools. The boys whom he hid left plodding
through long division were filling those back seats now, and
leading their classes in algebra and Latin. He sat down near
the blackboard to watch the progress of Joe Bartlett through
an example in division. And behold, he was doing that old
never-to-be-forgotten example about the cows and sheep! He
picked up an arithmetic eagerly.
</p>
<p>
"Mr. Burrows, do you remember that example?'
</p>
<p>
"I remember that it has puzzled some forty or more of my boys
in the course of time," said Mr. Burrows, laughing; "but
nothing very special about it."
</p>
<p>
"I do; it was the cause of my first promotion."
</p>
<p>
"Was it, indeed! I'm afraid it will never be the cause of
poor Joseph's; it seems to be mastering him."
</p>
<p>
Mr. Burrows was engaged with a grammar class, and Edward
offered to assist the bewildered Joseph.
</p>
<p>
"I remember those sheep of old," he said kindly, as he turned
to the board. "Isn't it the 'stood him in' that troubles
you?"
</p>
<p>
"Yes, it is," Joe answered grumbly. "I don't see no sense to
it."
</p>
<p>
"Let me show you. Suppose"—And he went through with the
well—remembered explanation. It was successful, Joe
understood it, and went on briskly with the figures.
</p>
<p>
Edward turned towards Mr. Burrows. "It was the way my father
explained it to me," he said, with eyes that glistened a
little.
</p>
<p>
Some one brought Mr. Burrows a note, and, as he read and laid
it down, he said, "Now, Edward, if you had continued at
school instead of running away from us, I should get you to
hear this recitation in algebra, and take leave of absence
for a few minutes. There is a friend in town whom I would
give much to see before the next train leaves."
</p>
<p>
"Suppose you set me at it as it is."
</p>
<p>
Mr. Burrows looked surprised.
</p>
<p>
"Have you been studying algebra, Edward?"
</p>
<p>
"Somewhat."
</p>
<p>
"How far have you been?"
</p>
<p>
"Through."
</p>
<p>
"Do you feel <i>positive</i> that you could do examples over
here?" turning to "Evolution."
</p>
<p>
"<i>Entirely,"</i> Edward answered, smiling at Mr. Burrows'
doubts. Ray had been a thorough teacher.
</p>
<p>
So Mr. Burrows went away, and Edward took his seat on the
stage and commenced the recitation. At first the boys were
disposed to be wise, and display their knowledge; when they
had known him last, he was in division. But he was in algebra
now, or rather through it, and they speedily discovered that
he seemed to have every example in the lesson committed to
memory.
</p>
<p>
Meantime, Mr. Burrows returned, and listened with
astonishment and delight.
</p>
<p>
"Thank you heartily," he said afterwards. "You ought to fit
yourself for teaching. But, Edward, you did not get through
algebra alone?"
</p>
<p>
"No," said Edward, flushing at the thought of Ray; "I had the
best and wisest teacher on earth."
</p>
<p>
Well, he sat down in what had been his seat, and tried to
imagine that it was his seat still; that Bob would be in
pretty soon, and plague him while he studied his
spelling-lesson. But he could not do it. "Things were
different,"—very different. First and foremost, there
was Ray: he had not known <i>him</i> in those days; if he
had, he said to himself, things would have been different
long before they were.
</p>
<p>
Going back up town he met Mr. Holbrook, who turned and walked
with him.
</p>
<p>
"And so," he said, after the long talk was concluded, "you go
next week, do you?"
</p>
<p>
"Next Tuesday, sir."
</p>
<p>
"Well, God bless you, my friend, as He has, and will." Then,
after a minute, "Edward, my son is a wanderer yet: do you
still remember him?"
</p>
<p>
"Always, sir," Edward answered, in firm, steady tones; "and,
Mr. Holbrook, God <i>never</i> forgets!"
</p>
<p>
As he went on past Mr. Minturn's store, could he have heard
the remarks that were made there, very likely he might have
remembered a certain statement which he made to the little
fishes that summer morning.
</p>
<p>
Mr. Minturn, looking out after him, said to Mr. Dewey,—
</p>
<p>
"There goes one of the finest and most promising young men in
this town."
</p>
<p>
"Yes," answered Mr. Dewey, laughing a little; "I used to
notice that he improved every day after he brought back those
circus tickets."
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p><a name="CH28"><!-- CH28 --></a>
<h2>
CHAPTER XXVIII.
</h2>
<h3>
"For them shalt find it after many days."
</h3>
<p>
"Come in;" and the Rev. Edward Lewis laid down his book,
pushed back his study chair, and was ready to receive whoever
was knocking at his study door.
</p>
<p>
"Mr. Lewis," said the little girl who came in in answer to
his invitation, "father has just come from the post office,
and he brought you some letters, and here they are."
</p>
<p>
Mr. Lewis thanked his little next-door neighbour, took his
letters, and, when the room was quiet again, settled back in
his chair to enjoy them.
</p>
<p>
The first one was from a brother minister, begging an
exchange. The next brought a look of surprise and delight to
his face, for he recognised Ellis Holbrook's handwriting. And
the delight spread and deepened as he read; especially when
he came to one sentence: "I asked father what message he had
for you, and he replied, Send him this verse, and tell him
that again it is peculiarly his, 'I love the Lord, because He
has heard my voice and my supplication.'" That, you see,
would have told me the whole story, without this long letter.
"I thank God that He put it into your heart to pray for me,
as also that He has heard your prayers. God bless you. By the
way, father wants you to assist him on the first Sabbath in
July. I earnestly hope you can do so; he thinks you will be
coming east about that time."
</p>
<p>
Was there ever a more thankful heart than was that minister's
as he laid down his old schoolfellow's letter? How
constantly, how sometimes almost hopelessly, had he prayed
for Ellis Holbrook! How many times had he been obliged to
reassure himself with the promise, "In due season we shall
reap, if we faint not." And now again had God's word been
verified to him. He took the letter up once more, to look
lovingly at that closing, never before written by
Ellis,—"Your brother in Christ."
</p>
<p>
There was still another letter to read. That writing, too,
was familiar; he had received many reminders of it during the
past years. He laughed as he read, it sounded so like the
writer:—
</p>
<p>
ALBANY, <i>June</i>—, 18—.
</p>
<p>
"DEAR TIP,—Do you have Fourth of July out your way this
year? We do here in Albany; rather, I'm going to have one in
my yard. Perhaps you remember a Fourth of July which you took
me to once, when we were ragged little wretches at home? I
do, anyhow, and this is to be twin-brother to that time. All
the ugly, dingy little urchins that I know have been invited.
We're to have fine fireworks and fine singing and fine
<i>eating</i>. My wife added that last item,—thought it
a great improvement. I'm not sure but it is; most things are
that she has a hand in. Now, to come to the point of this
letter,—you're to make the speech on that occasion. No
getting out of it now! I planned this thing one day in the
old schoolhouse. Oh, did you know Mr. Burrows had given up
teaching? Grown too old. Queer, isn't it? Don't seem as if
anybody was growing old except me. At first I wasn't going to
have my feast on the Fourth, because, you remember, it was on
<i>that</i> day that our blessed Ray left us; but, talking
with Mr. Minturn about it, he said Ray would have been
delighted with it all,—and so he would, you know. Don't
think we are going to gather in all Albany; it's only the
younger scholars of the mission school, in which my wife and
I are interested.
</p>
<p>
"Tell Howard and Kitty to be sure and come; they can put
their visit a few weeks earlier as well as not.
</p>
<p>
"Oh, by the way, if you have heard from Ellis Holbrook
lately, you are singing 'Glory Hallelujah' by this time!
</p>
<p>
"I am writing this in the counting-room, and am in a great
hurry, though you wouldn't think it. Shall expect you by the
third, <i>certainly</i>.—
</p>
<p>
"Yours, etc.,
</p>
<center>
"BOB TURNER."
</center>
<p>
These letters came on Saturday evening. The next morning, in
Sabbath school, when the superintendent's bell rang, the
minister left his class of mission scholars, and went up the
aisle towards the altar, pausing first to speak with a
bright-eyed little lady, who sat before her class of
bright-eyed little girls.
</p>
<p>
"Kitty, where is Howard?"
</p>
<p>
"At home, coaxing a fit of sick headache."
</p>
<p>
"Well, here are letters that will interest you
both,—came last evening; one contains an invitation.
Tell Howard I think we must try to go. Mother bade me tell
you she wanted to see you at the parsonage in the morning;
she is not out to-day."
</p>
<p>
Then he went on. The scholars began to sit up straight, and
fold their arms; they knew they must listen if they wanted
Mr. Lewis to talk to them. When every eye was fixed on him,
he began,—
</p>
<p>
"Children, I have a very short story to tell you to-day about
myself. Years ago, when I was a little boy, my Sabbath school
teacher told us a story, one morning, which was the means of
bringing me to Jesus. I have to thank that lady, next to God,
that I am standing here to-day a minister of Christ. She was
not our regular teacher, but was a stranger; I never saw her
after that Sabbath. Perhaps you can imagine how I have
longed, since I became a man and a minister, to find that
lady, and tell her what one hour of faithful teaching did for
me. I thought it would help her, encourage her. I thought she
would be likely to tell it to other teachers, and it would
help them. But though I had it always in mind, and made very
earnest efforts to find her, I never succeeded until last
week. You know, children, it is ten years since I came here
to be your pastor, and last week I learned that during all
this time I have been living within twenty miles of the lady
whom I have so long been seeking. And what else do you think
I heard of her? Why, that two weeks ago she died. Scholars,
my first thought was a sad one, that I never could thank her
now. But you know I can; I expect to one of these days. Why,
when I get to heaven, one of the first things I shall do will
be to seek her out and tell her about it. So, you see, she
will know it, even if some of the watching angels up there
have not told her already.
</p>
<p>
"Just here, I want to say one word to the teachers. This
incident should come with wonderful encouragement to your
hearts, reminding you that you may often speak words which
spring up and bear fruit that reaches up to God, though you
do not know it, and <i>will</i> not, until in heaven you take
your crowns, and question why there are so many stars.
</p>
<p>
"Children, next Sabbath I will tell you the story which led
me to Christ; and all this week I am going to pray that it
may have the same effect on some of my scholars.
</p>
<p>
"It is time now for your verse. If any of you can find out
why what I have been telling you to-day made me think of this
verse, you may tell me next Sabbath. Now repeat,—'Cast
thy bread upon the waters, for thou shalt find it after many
days.'"
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
<p>
</p>
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