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diff --git a/9648.txt b/9648.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..cd8926c --- /dev/null +++ b/9648.txt @@ -0,0 +1,6263 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Tip Lewis and His Lamp, by Pansy + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Tip Lewis and His Lamp + +Author: Pansy + +Posting Date: November 5, 2011 [EBook #9648] +Release Date: January, 2006 +First Posted: October 13, 2003 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK TIP LEWIS AND HIS LAMP *** + + + + +Produced by Joel Erickson, Mary Meehan, David Garcia and +the Online Distributed Proofreading Team. + + + + + + + + + + +TIP LEWIS AND HIS LAMP + +BY PANSY + + +AUTHOR OF "ESTER RIED," "ESTER RIED YET SPEAKING," "MRS. SOLOMON SMITH +LOOKING ON," "AN ENDLESS CHAIN," "FOUR GIRLS AT CHAUTAUQUA," ETC. ETC. + + + + +TIP LEWIS AND HIS LAMP. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +"Cast thy bread upon the waters." + + +The room was very full. Children, large and small, boys and girls, and +some looking almost old enough to be called men and women, filled the +seats. The scholars had just finished singing their best-loved hymn, +"Happy Land;" and the superintendent was walking up and down the room, +spying out classes here and there which were without teachers, and +supplying them from the visitors' seat, which was up by the desk. + +The long seat near the door was filled this morning by half a dozen +dirty, ragged, barefooted boys; their teacher's seat was vacant, and +those boys looked, every one, as though they had come thither just to +have a grand frolic. + +Oh, such bright, cunning, wicked faces as they had! + +Their torn pants and jackets, their matted hair, even the very twinkle in +their eyes, showed that they were the "Mission Class." + +That is, the class which somebody had gathered from the little black, +comfortless-looking houses which thronged a narrow back street of that +village, and coaxed to come to the Sabbath school,--to this large, light, +pleasant room, where the sun shone in upon little girls in white dresses, +with blue and pink ribbons fluttering from their shoulders; and upon +little boys, whose snowy linen collars and dainty knots of black ribbon +had evidently been arranged by careful hands that very morning. + +But those boys in the corner kicked their bare heels together, pulled +each other's hair, or laughed in each other's faces in the greatest +good humour. + +The superintendent stopped before them. + +"Well, boys, good morning; glad to see you all here. Where's your +teacher?" + +"Hain't got none!" answered one, + +"Gone to Guinea!" said another. + +"She was afraid of us," explained a third. "Tip, here, put his foot +through one of her lace flounces last Sunday. Tip's the worst boy we've +got, anyhow." + +The boys all seemed to think this was very funny, for they laughed so +loudly that the little girls at their right looked over to see what was +the matter. + +Tip ran his fingers through his uncombed hair, and laughed with the rest. + +"Well," said the superintendent, "I'm going to get you a teacher,--one +you will like, I guess. I shall expect you to treat her well." + +There was just one person left on the visitors' seat,--a young lady who +looked shy and quiet. + +"Oh, Mr. Parker," she said, when the superintendent told her what he +wanted, "I can't take that class; I've watched those boys ever since +they came in,--they look mischievous enough for anything, and act as +they look." + +"Then shall we leave them with nothing but mischief to take up their +attention?" + +"No, but--they really ought to have a better teacher than I,--some one +who knows how to interest them." + +"But, Miss Perry, the choice lies between you and no one." + +And, while she still hesitated and looked distressed, Mr. Parker bent +forward a little, and said softly,-- + +"'Inasmuch as ye did it not to one of the least of these My brethren, ye +did it not to Me.'" + +The lady rose quickly, and gathered her mantle about her. + +"I will go, Mr. Parker," she said, speaking quickly, as if afraid her +courage would fail her. "Since there is no one else, I will do the best I +can; but oh, I am afraid!" + +Down the long room, past the rows of neatly-dressed, attentive children, +Mr. Parker led her to the seat near the door. + +"Now, boys," said he, "this is Miss Perry. Suppose you see if you can't +all be gentlemen, and treat her well." + +Miss Perry sat down in the teacher's chair, her heart all in a flutter. +She taught a class in her own Sabbath school hundreds of miles +away,--five rosy-cheeked, bright-eyed little girls gathered around her +every Sabbath; but they were little girls whose mothers had taught them +to love their lessons, to listen respectfully to what their teacher +said, to bow their heads reverently in prayer; and more than that, they +loved her, and she loved them. But these boys! Still she must say +something: six pairs of bright, roguish eyes, brimful of fire and fun, +were bent on her. + +"Boys," she said gently, "have you any lessons for me?" + +"Not much," answered Bob Turner, who always spoke first. + +"We don't get lessons mostly. Don't come unless it's too hot to go +fishing or berrying." + +"Tip comes 'cause he's too lazy to go past the door," + +"I don't!" drawled out the boy they called Tip; "I come to get out of the +sun; it's hotter than sixty down home." + +"Never mind, boys," said their frightened teacher; for they were all +laughing now, as though the funniest thing in the world had happened. +"See here, since you have no lessons, shall I tell you a story?" + +Oh yes, they were willing enough to hear a story, if it wasn't stupid. + +"I'll tell you something that happened to a boy when he was about +thirteen years old. His name is Robert; he told me this story himself, so +you may be sure it's true. + +"He said one evening he was walking slowly down the main street of the +village where he lived"-- + +"Where was that?" asked Bob Turner. + +"Oh, it was away out west. He said he felt cross and unhappy; he had +nowhere in particular to go, and nothing to do. As he walked, he came to +a turn where two roads met. 'Now,' thought he, 'shall I turn to the left +and go home, and hang around until bed-time, or shall I turn to the right +and go down to the river awhile?' + +"You see, Robert hadn't a happy home,--his mother was dead, and his +father was a drunkard. + +"While he stood thinking, a boy came around the other corner, and +called out,-- + +"Going home, Rob?' + +"'Don't know,' said Robert; 'I can't make up my mind.' + +"'Suppose you come on down to our house, and we'll have a game of ball?' + +"Still Robert waited. He was fond of playing ball,--that was +certain,--and he liked company better than to walk alone; why he should +think of wandering off down to the river by himself he was sure he didn't +know. Still something seemed to keep saying to him, 'Go this way--turn to +the right; come, go to the river, 'until he said at last,-- + +"'No; I guess I'll take a walk this way first.' + +"And he turned the corner, then he was but a few steps from the river." + +"What came of the other fellow?" asked Bob. + +"Why, some more boys came up just then, and he walked along with them. + +"There was a large elm-tree on the river bank, and there was one +particular spot under it that Robert called his seat; but he found a +gentleman seated there this time; he had a book in his hand, partly +closed, and he was leaning back against a tree, watching the sunset. + +"He looked around as he heard Robert's step, and said, 'Good evening; +will you have a seat?' + +"He moved along, and Robert sat down on the grass near him; then +he said,-- + +"'I heard a boy call out to another just now, "Going home, Robert?" Are +you the boy?' + +"'No,' said Robert; 'Hal Carter screamed that out to me just as he came +round the corner.' + +"'Oh, you are the one he was talking to. Well, I'll ask you the same +question. _Are_ you going home?' + +"'No,' said Robert again; 'I have just walked straight away from home.' + +"'Yes; but are you going up _there_?' And the gentleman pointed up to the +blue sky. 'That's the home I mean; I've just been reading about it; this +river made me think of it. Where it says, you know, "And he showed me a +pure river of water, clear as crystal." Then it goes on to describe the +city with its "gates of pearl" and "streets of gold," the robes and +crowns that the people wear, the harps on which they play, and, after +this warm day, I couldn't help thinking that one of the pleasantest +things about this home was the promise, "Neither shall the sun light on +them, nor any heat." Aren't you going to that home, my boy?'" + +"'I don't know,' Robert said, feeling very much astonished." + +At this point the superintendent's bell rang, and Miss Perry had to +hasten her story. + +"I haven't time, boys, to tell you all the gentleman said, but, after +that talk, Robert began to think about these things a great deal, and +pretty soon he learned to read the Bible and to pray. That was more than +fifty years ago. He is an old minister now; I have heard him preach a +great many times; and he told me once he should always believe God put it +into his heart to turn to the right that evening, instead of the left." + +"Oh!" exclaimed Tip, just here; and Miss Perry stopped. + +"Joe pinched me," said Tip, to explain his part of the noise. + +But their teacher felt very badly; they had not listened to her story as +though they cared to hear it; they had slid up and down the seat, pulled +and pinched and pricked each other, and done a great many mischievous +things since she commenced; and yet now and then they seemed to hear a +few words; so she kept on, because she did not know what else to do. + +"Oh, Mr. Parker," she said, when the school was dismissed, and her noisy +class had scrambled, some through the window and some through the door, +"some man who understands boys ought to have had that class; I haven't +done them any good, but I tried;" and there were tears in her eyes as +she spoke. + +"You did what you could," said the superintendent kindly; "none of us +can do more." + +Some loving voice ought to have whispered in that teacher's ear, "He that +goeth forth and weepeth, bearing precious seed, shall doubtless come +again with rejoicing, bringing his sheaves with him." + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +"But other fell into good ground, and brought forth fruit." + + +Tip Lewis yawned and stretched, and finally opened his eyes rather late +on Monday morning. + +"Oh, bother!" he said, with another yawn, when he saw how the sun was +pouring into the room; "I suppose a fellow has got to get up. I wish +getting up wasn't such hard work,--spoils all the fun of going to bed; +but then the old cat will be to pay, if I don't get around soon." + +And with this he rolled out; and when he was dressed, which was in a very +few minutes after he tumbled out of his ragged bed, he was the self-same +Tip who had been at the bottom of most of the mischief in Miss Perry's +class the day before,--the very same, from the curly hair, not yet +combed nor likely to be, down to the bare, soiled feet. + +The bed which he had just left, so far as neatness was concerned, looked +very much like Tip, and the room looked like the bed; and they all looked +about as badly as dust and rags and poverty could make them look. + +After running his fingers through his hair, by way of finishing his +toilet, Tip made his way down the rickety stairs to the kitchen. + +It seemed as though that kitchen was just calculated to make a boy feel +cross. The table stood against the wall on its three legs, the +tablecloth was daubed with molasses and stained with gravy; a plate, +with something in it which looked like melted lard, but which Tip's +mother called butter, and a half loaf of bread, were the only eatable +articles as yet on the table; and around these the flies had gathered in +such numbers, that it almost seemed as though they might carry the loaf +away entirely, if too many of them didn't drown themselves in the +butter. Over all the July sun poured in its rays from the eastern +window, the only one in the room. + +Tip stumbled over his father's boots, and made his way to the stove, +where his mother was bending over a spider of sizzling pork. + +"Well," she said, as he came near, "did you get up for all day? I'd be +ashamed--great boy like you--to lie in bed till this time of day, and let +your mother split wood and bring water to cook your breakfast with." + +"You cooked, a little for you, too, didn't you?" asked Tip, in a saucy, +good-natured tone. "Where's father?" + +"Just where you have been all day so far,--in bed and asleep. Such folks +as I've got! I'm sick of living." + +And Mrs. Lewis stepped back from the steaming tea-kettle, and wiped great +beads of perspiration from her forehead; then fanned herself with her big +apron, looking meantime very tired and cross. + +Yet Tip's mother was not so cross after all as she seemed; had Tip only +known it, her heart was very heavy that morning. She did not blame his +father for his morning nap, not a bit of it; she was only glad that the +weary frame could rest a little after a night of pain. She had been up +since the first grey dawn of morning, bathing his head, straightening the +tangled bedclothes, walking the floor with the restless baby, in order +that her husband might have quiet. Oh no; there were worse women in the +world than Mrs. Lewis; but this morning her life looked very wretched to +her. She thought of her idle, mischievous boy; of her naughty, +high-tempered little girl; of her fat, healthy baby, who took so much of +her time; of her husband, who, though she never said it to him, or even +to herself, yet she knew and felt was every day growing weaker; and with +these came the remembrance that her own tired hands were all that lay +between them and want; and it is hardly a wonder that her voice was sharp +and her words ill chosen. For this mother tried to bear all her trials +alone; she never went for help to the Redeemer, who said,-- + +"Come unto Me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden." + +"Wah!" said Johnny, from his cradle in the bit of a bedroom near the +kitchen,--which kitchen was all the room they had, save two tiny bedrooms +and Tip's little den up-stairs. + +Mrs. Lewis glanced quickly towards the door of her husband's room; it was +closed. Then she called,-- + +"Kitty, make that baby go to sleep!" + +"Oh yes!" muttered Kitty, who sat on the floor lacing her old shoe with a +white cord; "it's easy to say that, but I'd just like to see you do it." + +"Ah yah!" answered Johnny from the cradle, as though he tried to say, "So +should I." + +Then, not being noticed, he gave up pretending to cry, and screamed in +good earnest, loud, positive yells, which brought his mother in haste +from the kitchen. + +"Ugly girl!" she said to Kitty, as she lifted the conquering hero from +his cradle; "you don't care how soon your father is waked out of the only +nap he has had all night. Why didn't you rock the cradle? I've a notion +to whip you this minute!" + +"I did," answered Kitty sulkily; "and he opened his eyes at me as wide as +he could stretch them." + +Crash! went something at that moment in the kitchen; and, with Johnny in +her arms, Mrs. Lewis ran back to see what new trouble she had to meet. +Tip, meantime, had been in business; being hungry, he had cut a slice of +bread from the loaf, and, in the act of reaching over to help himself to +some butter, hit his arm against a pitcher of water standing on the +corner of the table. Over it went and broke, just as pitchers will +whenever they get a chance. This was too much for the tired mother's +patience; what little she had vanished. She tossed the slice of bread at +Tip, and as she did so, said,-- + +"There! take that and be off. Don't let me see a sight of your face +again to-day. March this instant, or you will wish you had!" + +And in the midst of the din, while his mother looked after the pork, +which had seized this occasion for burning fast to the spider, Tip +managed to spread his slice of bread, find his hat, and make good his +escape from the comfortless home. + +There was an hour yet to school-time; or, for the matter of that, he +might have the whole day. Tip went to school, or let it alone, just as he +pleased. He made his way straight to his favourite spot, the broad, deep +pond, and laid himself down on its grassy bank to chat with the fishes. + +"My!" he said; "how nice they look whisking about. It's cool down there, +I know; they don't mind the sun. I wish I had my fish-pole here, I'd have +one of them shiny big fellows there for my dinner; only it's too hot to +fish, and it would seem kind of mean, besides, to get him up here in this +blazing sun. Hang me if I make even a fish get out of the water to-day, +when it can stay in!" + +Of all the scholars in Miss Perry's class, the one who she would have +said paid the least attention was this same boy who was lying on his face +by the pond, envying the fishes. Yet Tip had heard nearly every word she +said; and now, as he looked into the water, which lay cool in the shade +of some broad, branching trees, there came into his heart the music of +those words again,-- + +"Neither shall the sun light on them, nor any heat." + +"I declare," he said, as the meaning of those words dawned upon him, "I'd +like that! they'll never be too warm again. It was a pretty nice story +she told us about that boy. He couldn't have had a very good time; his +father was a drunkard. I wish I knew just about what kind of a fellow he +was; he turned right square round after that man talked to him. Now he is +a minister; I suppose lots of people like him. It must be kind of nice, +the whole of it. I would like to be somebody, as true as I live, I would. +I'd like to have the people say, 'There goes Tip Lewis; he's the best boy +in town.' Bless me! that would be funny; I don't believe they could ever +say it; they are so used to calling me the worst, they couldn't help it. +What if I should reform? I declare I don't know but I will." + +And Tip rolled over on his back, and looked up into the blue, cloudless +sky; lying there, he certainly had some of the most sober thoughts, +perhaps the only really sober ones he had ever known in his life. And +when at last he slowly picked himself up, turned his back upon the +darting fishes, and walked towards the school-house, he had in his mind +some vague notion that perhaps he would be different from that time +forth. Just what he was going to do, or how to commence doing it, he +didn't know; but the story, to which he had seemed not to listen at all, +had crept into his heart, had commenced its work; very dimly was it +working, very blindly he might grope for a while, but the seed sown had +taken root. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +"Inasmuch as ye did it unto one of the least of these My brethren, ye did +it unto Me." + + +Around the corner, and far up the street from where Tip Lewis lived, +there stood a large white house; not another house in the village was so +beautiful as this. Many a time had Tip walked slowly by the place, and +cast the most admiring glances on the broad green lawns and bubbling +fountain, of which he caught; glimpses from the road. Often he had stood +outside, at the great gate, and fairly _longed_ for a nearer view of that +same fountain; for the truth was, though he was such a rough, +mischief-making,--yes, a _wicked_ boy, down in his heart he had a great +love for beautiful things. + +On this Fourth of July morning, Tip was up and abroad very early. He held +a horse, which had been so frightened by fire-crackers that it wouldn't +stand still a minute, and the owner of it gave him ten cents, with which +he immediately bought fire-crackers for himself, and frightened the very +next horse he saw. When the great cannon on the hill was fired, he got in +the way, just as much as he knew how, which was a great deal; he +contrived to be around when the largest bell was rung, and add his voice +to the uproar among the boys who were gathered around the church doors; +indeed, wherever there was commotion or confusion, Tip managed very soon +to be, and to do his part towards making the most of it. + +About ten o'clock he had lived out the most of his pleasures, having been +on hand since a little after three. He had no more money to spend, saw no +chance of getting any more; he had had no breakfast, and was very much in +doubt as to whether he would get any, if he took the trouble to go home; +he had some way lost track of all his companions; and, altogether, he was +beginning to feel as if the Fourth of July were a humbug. He felt +ill-used, angry; it seemed to him that he was being cheated out of a good +time that he expected to have. He sat down on the edge of an old +sugar-barrel and thought about it a while; then finally, with his hands +in his pockets, and whistling "Yankee Doodle" in honour of the day, he +sauntered along the street in search of something to take up his time. + +Hurrying towards him, with hands not in his pockets, but full of +packages, came Mr. Mintum, the owner of the grand white house on the +hill. + +To Tip's surprise, the gentleman halted suddenly before him, and, eyeing +him closely, asked, "Whose boy are you?" + +"John Lewis's." + +"Where do you live?" + +"T'other side of the pond, by the mill." + +"Oh, your father is the carpenter, I suppose,--I know him. What's +your name?" + +"Tip." + +"Tip! What kind of a name is that? is it all the one you own?" + +"Well," said Tip, "I suppose my name was Edward when I was a little +shaver; but nobody knows it now; I don't myself." + +"Well, Tip, then, I'll call you that, for I want you to know yourself +to-night. What are you going to do?" + +"When? to-night? Oh, hang around, I s'pose,--have some fun, if I can +find any." + +"Fun. Is that what you're after? You come up to my house to-night at +dark, and see if you can find it there. We are going to have fireworks, +and songs, and all the fun we can." + +Tip was not by any means a bashful boy, and it took a great deal to +astonish him; but this sudden invitation almost took his breath away. The +idea that Mr. Minturn had actually invited _him_, Tip Lewis, to come to +the white house!--to come near to that wonderful fountain, near enough +perhaps to feel the dash of its spray! He could have danced for joy; yet, +when Mr. Minturn said, "Well, will you come?" for the first time in his +life he was known to stammer and hesitate. + +"I--I don't--know. I haven't got any clothes." + +"Clothes!" repeated Mr. Minturn; "what do you call those things which +you have on?" + +"I call 'em _rags_, sir," answered Tip, his embarrassment gone, and the +mischief twinkling back into his face again. + +Mr. Minturn laughed, and looked down on the torn jacket and pants. + +"Not a bad name," he said at last. "But you've got water at your house, +haven't you?" + +"Lots of it." + +"Then put your head into a tub of it, and a clean face up to my house +to-night, and we'll try and find that fun you're looking for." + +And Mr. Minturn, who had spent a great deal of time for him, was passing +on. "See here!" he called, after he had moved forward a few steps; "if +you see any boy raggeder than you are yourself, bring him along,--bring +every boy and girl you meet who haven't anywhere else to go." + +"Ho!" said Tip, as soon as the gentleman was at safe distance; "if this +isn't rich, then I don't know,--fireworks in that great yard, pretty near +the fountain maybe, and lots of fun. We can take anybody we like. I know +what I'll do. I'll hunt up Bob Turner; his jacket has got enough sight +more holes in it than mine has. Oh, ho! ain't it grand, though?" And Tip +clapped his hands and whistled, and at last, finding that didn't express +his feeling, said, "Hurrah!" in a good strong tone. + +Yes, hurrah! Tip is right; it is glorious to think that one man out of +his abundance is going to open his heart, and gather in God's poor, and, +for one evening at least, make them happy. + +God bless Mr. Minturn! + +Never had the good man's grounds entertained such a group as, from all +quarters of the large town, gathered before it was quite dark. + +Ragged boys and girls! If those were what be wanted, he had them, sure +enough, of almost every age and size. There were some not so +ragged,--some in dainty white dresses and shining jackets; but they went +down and mingled with the others,--brothers and sisters for that night at +least,--and were all, oh, _so_ happy! + +How they _did_ dance and laugh and scream around that fountain, and snap +torpedoes and fire-crackers, and shout with wild delight when the rockets +shot up into the sky, or the burning wheels span round and round, +scattering showers of real fire right in among the crowds of children! + +Well, the evening hasted away; the very last rocket took its bright, +rushing way up into the blue sky; and Mr. Minturn gathered his company +around the piazza with the words,-- + +"Now, children, Mr. Holbrook has a few words to say to you, and after +that, as soon as we have sung a hymn, it will be time to go home." + +Mr. Holbrook was the minister; many of the children knew him well, and +most of them were ready to hear what he had to say, because they knew, by +experience, that he was old enough and wise enough not to make a long, +dry speech after nine o'clock on the Fourth of July. + +Only Tip, as he turned longingly away from the last dying spark of the +rocket, muttered, "Bother the preaching!" + +Mr. Holbrook came forward to the steps, as the boys and girls gathered +around him. + +"Children," said he, "we have had a good time, haven't we?" + +"Yes, sir!" came in a loud chorus from many voices. + +"Yes; I thought you acted as though you felt pretty happy. Now this has +been a busy day, and we are all tired, so I'm not going to keep you here +to make a speech to you; I just want to tell you, in as few words as I +can, what I have been thinking about since I stood here to-night. I have +watched you as you frolicked around that fountain,--so many young, bright +faces, all looking so happy,--and I said to myself, When the time comes +for us to gather around that fountain of living water which is before the +throne of God, I wonder if _one_ of these boys and girls will be +missing--_one_ of them? Oh, children, I pray God that you may _all_ be +there, _every_ one." + +Just a little speech it was,--so little that the youngest there might +almost remember the whole of it,--yet it meant _so_ much. + +Tip Lewis had wedged his way in among the boys until he stood very near +the minister, and his face wore a sober, thoughtful look. It was only +two days since his long talk with himself at the pond. Fourth of July, +with all the merrymaking and mischief that it brought to him, had nearly +driven sober thoughts from his mind, but the minister's solemn words +brought back the memory of his half-formed resolves, and again he said to +himself he believed he would reform; this time he added that if he knew +about _how_ to do it, he would begin right away. He felt it more than +ever when the sweet voices of many children floated out on the evening +air, as they sang,-- + + "I have read of a world of beauty, + Where there is no gloomy night, + Where love is the mainspring of duty, + And God is the fountain of light. + I have read of the flowing river + That bursts from beneath the throne, + And beautiful flowers that ever + Are found on its banks alone. + I long--I long--I long to be there!" + +If somebody had only known Tip's thoughts as he stood there listening to +the beautiful Sabbath school hymn! If somebody had only bent down to him, +and whispered a few words, just to set his poor wandering feet into the +narrow way, how blessed it would have been: but nobody did. + +Ah, never mind! God knew, and took care of him. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +"They that seek Me shall find Me." + + +Mrs. Lewis's room was in order for once; swept, and even dusted; the +cook-stove cooled off, and the green paper curtain at the window let +down, to shut out the noise and dust; it was quiet there too. + +Kitty stood in the open door, her face and hands clean, hair combed, and +dress mended; stood quite still, and with a sober face, unmindful, for +once, that there were butterflies to chase and flies to kill all around +her. In the only comfortable seat in the room, a large old-fashioned +arm-chair, sat the worn, wasted frame of Kitty's father. There was a look +of hopeless sadness settled on his face. Neither Tip nor his mother were +to be seen. One or two women were moving through the house, with quiet +steps, bringing in chairs and doing little thoughtful things in and +about that wonderfully orderly room. + +On the table was that which told the whole story of this unusual +stillness and preparation. It was a pine coffin, very small and plain; +and in it, with folded hands and brown hair rolled smoothly back from his +baby forehead, little Johnny lay, asleep. Somebody, with a touch of +tenderness, had placed a just budding rose in the tiny white hand, and +baby looked very sweet and beautiful in his narrow bed. Poor little +Johnny! his had been a sad, neglected babyhood; many weary hours had he +spent in his cradle, receiving only cross looks from Kitty, and neglected +by the mother, who, though she loved Johnny, and even because she loved +him, must leave him to work for her daily bread. But it was all over now: +Johnny's cries would never disturb them again; Johnny's weary little body +rested quietly in its coffin; Johnny's precious self was gathered in the +Saviour's arms. + +Tip came out of the bedroom, and softly approached the coffin; his hair, +too, was partly combed, and some attempt had been made to put his ragged +clothes in order. His heart swelled, and the tears gathered in his eyes, +as they rested on the baby. + +Tip loved his little brother, and though he had not had much to do with +him, yet he had this much to comfort him,--Johnny had received only +kindness and good-natured words from him, which was more than Kitty could +say. As she stood there in the door, it seemed to her that every time she +had ever said cross, naughty words to the poor baby, or turned away from +his pitiful cry for comfort, or shook his little helpless self, came back +to her now,--stood all around his coffin, and looked straight at her. +Poor Kitty thought if he could _only_ come back to them for a little +while, she would hold him in her arms all night, without a murmur. + +People began to come in now from the lowly houses about them, and fill +the empty chairs. Mrs. Lewis came out from the bedroom, and sat down +beside the arm-chair, thankful that her tear-stained face and swollen +eyes were hidden, by the thick black veil which some thoughtful neighbour +had sent for her use. + +In a few minutes a dozen or more people had filled up the vacant spaces +in the little room, and Mr. Holbrook arose from his seat at the +coffin's head. + +Tip turned quickly at the first sound of his voice, and listened eagerly +while he read from the book in his hand, "And I saw the dead, small and +great, stand before God," listening until the closing sentence was read, +"And there shall be no more death; neither sorrow, nor crying, neither +shall there be any more pain, for the former things are passed away." + +Tip had never paid such close attention to anything in his life as he did +to Mr. Holbrook's words; after that they were very simple and plain +spoken, so that a child might understand them, and were about heaven, +that beautiful city of which Tip had heard and thought more during the +last three weeks than he ever had in his life before. His heart had been +in a constant Struggle with Satan, ever since that morning in the Sabbath +school. He didn't know enough to understand that it was Satan's evil +voice which was constantly persuading him that he could not be anybody, +that-he was only a poor, miserable, ragged boy, with nobody to help him, +nobody to show him what to do; that he might as well not try to be +anything but what he was; and he didn't know either that the other voice +in his heart which struggled with the evil counsel, which said to him, +"Other boys as poor and ignorant as you are have reformed; that Robert +did about whom the teacher told you; and then, if you don't, you will +never see that river nor the fountain, nor the streets of gold," was the +dear, loving voice of his Redeemer. + +Now, as he listened to Mr. Holbrook, and heard how Johnny, little Johnny +whom he loved, had surely gone up there to be with Christ for ever, and +how Jesus, looking down on the father and mother, and the children who +were left, said to them, "I want you, too, to give Me your hearts, so +that when I gather My jewels I may come for you." The weak, struggling +resolves in his heart grew strong, and he said within himself, while the +tears fell slowly down his cheeks, "I will; I'll begin to-day." + +The coffin-lid was screwed down, and Johnny's baby-face shut out from +them for ever. A man came forward and took the light burden in his arms, +and bore it out to the waggon; down the narrow street they drove, to the +burial-ground, which was not far away. They laid Johnny down to sleep +under the shade of a large old tree; and the grass waved softly, and the +birds sang low, and the angels surely sang in heaven, because another +little form was numbered among the thousands of children who stand +"around the Throne." + +The people moved slowly from the grave,--all but Tip; he didn't want to +leave Johnny; he wanted to follow him, and he didn't know how. Mr. +Holbrook glanced back at the boy standing there alone, paused a moment, +then, turning back, laid his hand gently on Tip's shoulder. + +"You can go up there too, my boy, if you will," he said, in a low, +kind tone. + +Tip looked up quickly, then down again; he wanted to ask how--what he +should do; but his voice choked, he could not speak a word; and with the +earnest sentence, "God bless you, my little friend, and lead you to +Himself," Mr. Holbrook turned and left him. + +Tip wandered away into the woods for a little. When he returned the earth +was heaped up fresh and black over the new mound, and Johnny was left +underneath it all alone. Tip walked around it slowly, trying to take in +the thought that the baby was lying there; that they should never see him +again; trying, a moment after, to take in the thought that he was not +there at all, but had gone up to the beautiful world which the hymn told +about; then he thought of the chorus, and almost felt it.--"I long, I +long, I long to be there." + +Tip had heard people pray; he had been to Sabbath school often enough to +catch and remember most of the words of the Lord's Prayer; he knew enough +of God to understand that He could hear prayer, and that His help must be +asked if one wanted to get to heaven. He hesitated a moment, glanced half +fearfully around him,--no one was there, no one but himself, and Johnny, +lying low at his feet, and God looking down upon him. Presently he knelt +down before the little grave, and began,-- + +"Our Father which art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name, Thy kingdom +come"--Then he stopped. Tip was in earnest now; he did not understand +that prayer: he felt as though he was not saying what he meant. He +commenced again,-- + +"Oh, Jesus, I want"--Then he waited a minute. What did he want? "I want +to be different; I'm a wicked boy. I want to go where Johnny is when I +die. Do show me how!" + +Did Jesus ever fail to hear such a prayer as that,--simple, earnest, +every word of it _felt? Never_--and He never will. + +Tip rose up from that spot feeling that something was different. Ay, and +always would be different; the Saviour had reached down and taken hold of +the young seeker's hand, and would for ever after lead him up toward God. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +"Thy word is a lamp to my feet." + + +The Sabbath morning sun awoke Tip from a heavy sleep. He lay still a +few moments, thinking who he was. Things were different: he was not +simply Tip Lewis, a ragged little street boy, any longer; this was the +morning when he was going to start out under a new motto, with Jesus +for his guide. + +He was going to Sabbath school. He had not been since the morning that +Miss Perry had taught the class, and told the story which was to be a +blessing to him through all his future life. His evil spirit had been +strong upon him during the three Sabbath mornings that had passed since +then, and persuaded him to stay away from the school, but this morning +he was resolved to go. He had a secret hope that he should see Miss +Perry again, for he did not know that she was hundreds of miles away +from that village, and would probably never be there again; all he knew +was, that a gentleman had brought her to the door, and introduced her +to the superintendent as Miss Perry; that much he heard as he sat +gazing at them. + +This morning he judged by the sun that it was pretty late, yet he didn't +get on very fast with the business of dressing: he sat down on the foot +of the bed, and looked sorrowfully at his jacket; he even turned it +inside out to see if it wouldn't improve its appearance, but he shook his +head, and speedily turned it back again. + +If he "only had a collar," he said to himself,--"a smooth white collar, +to turn down over the worn-out edges,--it would make things look _so_ +much better." But that was something he had never had in his life, and he +put on the old ragged brown jacket with a sigh. Then he put on his shoes, +and took them off again: the question was, which looked the best,--shoes +which showed every one of his toes peeping out on the top, or no shoes at +all? Suddenly a bright idea struck him: if his feet were only white and +clean, he thought they would certainly look much better. Down he went to +the rickety pump in the back yard, and face, hands, and feet took such a +washing as they had never received before; then the old comb had to do +duty. Tip had never had such a time getting dressed; but, some way, he +felt a great longing this morning to make himself look neatly; he had a +feeling that it was ever so much more respectable to be neat and clean +than it was to go looking as he had always done. Still, to carry a +freshly-washed face and hands and smooth hair was the very best he could +do; and, if he had but known it, these things made a great improvement. + +He made his way half shyly into the mission seat, for the truth was he +did not know just how the boys would receive his attempt at +respectability; but he had no trouble, for several of his companions had +seen his face when he took his last look into that little coffin the day +before, and they felt sorry for him. + +No Miss Perry appeared; and it seemed, at first, that the mission boys +were to have no teacher. It was a warm morning, and the visitors' seat +was vacant. + +But there was at last a great nudging of elbows, and whispers of "Look +out now!" "We're in a scrape!" "No chance for fun today!" And only Tip's +eyes looked glad when Holbrook halted before their class, with "Good +morning, boys." Then, "Good morning Edward; I am glad to see you here +to-day;" and the minister actually held out his hand to Tip. Mr. Holbrook +never called him Tip; he had asked him one morning what his real name +was, and since then had spoken it, "Edward," in clear, plain tones. + +It was a restless, wearying class. It required all Mr. Holbrook's wits +and wisdom to keep them in any sort of order, to gain any part of their +attention. Yet it was not as bad as usual; partly because the minister +knew how, if anybody did, to teach just such boys, and partly because +Tip, hitherto the spirit of all the mischief there, never took his eyes +from the teacher's face. Mr. Holbrook watched his close attention, and +took courage. When the other scholars passed out, he laid his hand on +Tip's arm, with the words, "You have been a good listener to-day, Edward, +Did you understand the story I told, of the boy who started on a journey +to the Holy Land?" + +"Some of it I did: you meant that he started for heaven." + +"You understand it, I see. Don't you want to take that journey?" + +"I mean to, sir." + +"'Help Thou mine unbelief,'" was Mr. Holbrook's prayer just then. He had +hoped for, longed for, prayed for these boys, especially for this one +since the day before; yet he was astonished when he received the firm, +prompt answer, "I mean to, sir,"--astonished, as too many are, that his +prayer was heard. + +"Have you started, my boy?" he asked, speaking with a little tremble in +his voice. + +"Yes, sir, I've tried; I told God last night that I would, but I don't +much know how." + +"You want a lamp, don't you?" + +"A what, sir?" + +"A lamp. You remember in the story the boy found dark places every +little way; then he took out his lamp, so he couldn't lose the road. +Don't you need it?" + +"I want some help, but I don't know as a lamp would do me any good." + +"Ah yes; the one I mean will surely help you, if you give it a chance." +Mr. Holbrook took from his pocket a small, red-covered book, and held it +up. "Do you know what book this is?" he asked. + +"It's a Bible, ain't it?" + +"Yes. Have you ever read in the Bible?" + +"Some, at school." + +"You know, then, that God told men just what to say, and they wrote it +here, so you see that makes it God's words; that is what we call it +sometimes,--the Word of God. Now, let me show you something." He turned +the leaves rapidly, then pointed with his finger to a verse; and Tip +read, "Thy word is a lamp to my feet." + +"Oh," he said, with a bright look, "that is the kind of lamp you mean!" + +"That is it; and, my boy, I want you to take this for your lamp. There is +no place on the whole road so dark but that it can light you through, if +you try it. When you don't understand it, there is always Jesus to go to, +you know." And, taking out his pencil, Mr. Holbrook wrote on the +fly-leaf, in plain, round letters, "Edward Lewis." Then, handing the book +to him, with a bow and smile, the minister turned away. + +Tip walked out of the school and down the road, holding his treasure +closely. Such a queer, new feeling possessed him. Things were really to +be different, then. The minister had talked with him, had shaken hands +with him, and given him a Bible. And here he was walking quietly away +from the school, all alone, instead of leading a troop of noisy boys, +intent on mischief. + +"Oh, Tip Lewis," he said to himself, as he hugged his book, "I don't know +but you will be somebody, after all; you mean to try with all your might, +don't you? and you've got a lamp now!" + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +"I will instruct thee and teach thee in the way which thou shalt go. I +will guide thee with Mine eye." + + +"Why," said Tip, as he sat on the foot of the bed, turning over the +leaves of his Bible,--"why, that is the very thing I want. 'I will +instruct thee, and teach thee in the way which thou shalt go.' Yes, +that's exactly it. I want to begin to-day, and do every single thing so +different from what I ever did before, that nobody will know me. Now, if +He'll help me, I can do it. I'll learn that verse." + +The verse was repeated many times over, for Tip was not used to +study. While he was busy thus, the Spirit of God put another thought +into his heart. + +"I must ask Christ to help me now," he said, with reverent face; and, +kneeling down, he made known his wants in very simple words, and in that +plain, direct way which God loves. Then he went down--stairs, prepared +for whatever should befall him that day. + +Kitty was up, and rattling the kitchen stove. + +"Kitty, what's to pay?" Tip asked, as he appeared in the door. + +"What's to pay with you? How did you happen to get up?" Receiving no +answer to this, she continued, "The old cat is to pay,--everywhere,--and +always is! These nasty shavings are soaked through and through, and the +wood is rotten,--and there isn't any wood anyway,--and I can't make this +fire burn to save my life. Mother is sick in bed,--can't sit up at all. +She told me to make a cup of tea for father, and things look as if it +would get made some time next month." + +Kitty was only twelve years old, but, like most of those children who +have been left to bring themselves up, and pick up wisdom and wickedness +wherever they are to be found, she was wonderfully old in mind; and was +so used to grumbling and snarling, that she could do it very rapidly. + +"Oh," said Tip to himself, drawing a long breath, "what a place for me to +commence in!" Then he came bravely to Kitty's aid. + +"See here, Kitty, don't make such a rattling; you'll wake father. I can +make this fire in a hurry. I have made one out of next to nothing, lots +of times; you just put some water in the tea-kettle, and we'll have a cup +of tea in a jiff." + +Kitty stood still in her astonishment, and watched him while he took out +the round green sticks that she had put in, laid in bits of dry paper and +bits of sticks,--laid them in such a careless, uneven way, that it seemed +to her they would never burn in the world; only he speedily proved that +they would, by setting fire to the whole, and they crackled and snapped +in a most determined manner, and finally roared outright. + +Certainly Kitty had never been so much astonished in her life. First, +because that rubbish in the stove had been made to become such a positive +fire; secondly, that Tip had actually set to work without being coaxed or +scolded, and made a fire! + +There was a queer, new feeling about it all to Tip himself; for, strange +as it may seem, so entirely selfish had been this boy's life, that this +was actually the first time he had ever, of his own free will, done +anything to help the family at home. His spirits rose with the effort. + +"Come, Kitty," he said briskly, "here's your fire. Now, let's fly +round and get father and mother some breakfast. Say, do you know how +to make toast?" + +"It's likely I do," Kitty answered shortly. "If you had roasted your face +and burnt your fingers as often as I have, making it for father, I guess +you would know how." + +"Well, now, just suppose we make two slices,--one for mother, and one +for father,--and two cups of tea. My! you and I will be jolly +housekeepers, Kitty." + +"Humph!" said Kitty contemptuously. + +You see she wasn't in the least used to being good-natured, and it took a +great deal of coaxing to make her give other than short, sharp answers to +all that was said. But, for all that, she went to work, after Tip had +poured some water in the dingy little tea-kettle and set it over the +fire, cutting the two slices of bread, and getting them ready to toast +when there should be any coals. + +Tip, meantime, hunted among the confusion, of all sorts of things in the +cupboard, for two clean plates and cups. + +"You're taken with an awful clean fit, seems to me," Kitty said, as she +stood watching him while he hunted for a cloth, then carefully wiped off +the plates. + +"Yes," answered Tip good-naturedly; "I'm going to try it for a spell, +and find out how things look after they are washed." + +Altogether it was a queer morning to both of them; and each felt a touch +of triumph when at last the toast lay brown and nice, a slice on each +plate, and the hot tea, poured into the cups, smelled fresh and fragrant. +The two children went softly to the bedroom door in time to hear their +father say,-- + +"What makes you try to get up, if your head is so bad?" + +"Oh, what makes me! What else is there for _me_ to do? The young ones are +both up, and if I find the roof left on the house I'll be thankful. I +never knew them to stay together five minutes without having a battle." + +At almost any other time in her life these words would have made Kitty +very angry; but this morning she was intent on not letting her tea spill +over on the toast, and so paid very little attention to them. + +Tip marched boldly in with his dish, Kitty following. + +"Lie still, mother, till you get some of our tea and toast, and I reckon +it will cure you." + +Mrs. Lewis raised herself on one elbow, saw the beautiful brown slices, +caught a whiff of the fragrant tea, then asked wonderingly,-- + +"Who's here?" + +"Kitty and me," Tip made answer, proudly and promptly. + +Something very like a smile gathered on Mrs. Lewis's worn, fretful face. + +"Well, now," she said, "if I ain't beat! It's the last thing on earth I +ever expected you to do." + +What spell had come over Tip? Breakfast was a great success. After it was +over he found a great many things to do; the rusty old axe was hunted up, +and some hard knots made to become very respectable-looking sticks of +wood, which he piled in the wood-box. Kitty, under the influence of his +strange behaviour, washed the dishes, and even got out the broom and +swept a little. + +Altogether, that was a day long to be remembered by Tip, a day in which +he began his life afresh. He made some mistakes; for he fancied, in his +ignorance, that the struggle was over,--that he had only to go forward +joyfully over a pleasant road. + +He found out his mistake: he discovered that Satan had not by any means +given him up; that he must yet fight many hard, hard battles. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +"Fear not, for I have redeemed thee." + + +"They must have had an earthquake down at Lewis's this morning," Howard +Minturn said to the boys who were gathered around the schoolroom door. +"The first bell has not rung yet, and there comes Tip up the hill." + +Up the hill came Tip, sure enough, with a firm, resolute step. The summer +vacation was over. The fall term was to commence this morning, and among +the things which Tip had resolved to do was this one, to come steadily +and promptly to school during the term, which was something that he had +never done in his life. The public school was the best one in the +village, so he had the best boys in town for school companions, as well +as some of the worst. + +"Hallo, Tip!" said Bob Turner, coming partly down the hill to meet him. +"How are you, old fellow?" + +Bob had been away during most of the vacation, and knew nothing of the +changes which there had been in his absence. Tip winced a little at his +greeting; shivered a little at the thought of the temptation which Bob +would be to him. + +The two had been linked together all their lives in every form of +mischief and wrong; they seemed almost a part of each other,--at least, +they _had_ seemed so until within these few weeks. Now, Tip _felt_ rather +than knew how far separated they must be. + +The bell rang, and the boys jostled and tumbled against each other to +their seats. + +Bob Turner, as usual, seated himself beside Tip; but then Bob only came +to school about two forenoons in a week, so perhaps they might get along. + +When the Bible reading commenced, Tip hesitated, and his face flushed; he +had never owned a Bible to read from before, but this morning his new one +lay in his pocket. The question was, Had he courage to take it out? What +would the boys think? What would they say? How should he answer them? + +He began to think he would wait until tomorrow morning; then he grew +hot and ashamed as he saw that he was already trying to hide his +colours. Suddenly he drew out his Bible, and began very hurriedly to +turn the leaves. + +Bob heard the rustling, and, glancing around, puckered his lips as if he +were going to whistle, and, snatching the book, read the name which Mr. +Holbrook had written therein; then he whispered, "You don't say so! When +did we steal a Bible, and turn saint?" + +The blood growing hotter and redder in Tip's cheeks was his only answer; +but he felt that his temptation had begun. The next thing was to read; +when he had finally found the place, even though there were more than +fifty voices reading those same words, yet poor Tip imagined that his +would be louder than all the rest, and he choked and coughed, and made +more than one trial before he forced his voice to join, even in a +whisper, at the words, "And they clothed Him with purple, and plaited a +crown of thorns and put it about His head." + +It did not help him in his reading that Bob made his lips move with the +rest, but said, loud enough for him to hear,-- + + "The man in the moon + Came down too soon," + +and continued to repeat some senseless or wicked rhymes, through the +reading of the beautiful chapter. + +How thankfully Tip bowed his head that morning; his heart had taken in +some of the sweet words. That sacred head had been crowned with thorns, +indeed, but he knew it was crowned with glory now,--and he knew that +Christ had suffered and died for him! He joined with his whole heart in +Mr. Burrows's prayer; and, though Bob pulled his hair and tickled his +foot and stepped on his toes, the bowed head was not lifted, and his +spirit gathered strength. + +But Tip never forgot the trials of that day, nor the hard work which he +had to endure them. Bob was, as usual, overflowing with mischief, and, +failing in finding the willing helper which he had expected in his old +companion, took revenge in aiming a great many of his pranks at him. Such +senseless, silly things as he did to annoy! Tip spread his slate over +with a long row of figures which he earnestly tried to add, and, having +toiled slowly up the first two columns, Bob's wet finger was slyly drawn +across it, and no trace of the answer so hardly earned appeared. + +Then, too, he had his own heart to struggle against: he was so used to +whispering to this and that boy seated near him, to eating apples when +the teacher's back was turned, to making an ugly-looking picture on a +piece of paper and pinning it on the back of a small boy before him. He +was so unused to sitting still, and trying to study. + +What hard work it was to study, any way! It seemed to him that he could +never get that spelling-lesson in the world; the harder he tried, the +more bewildered he grew. A dozen times he spelled the two words, receive +and believe, standing so closely together, each time sure he was right, +and each time discovering that the i's and e's must change places; he +grew utterly provoked and disheartened, and would have fairly cried, had +not Bob been beside him to see the tears, and grow merry over them. + +Finally, he lost all patience with Bob, and, turning fiercely to him, +after he had for the third time pitched the greasy old spelling-book +upside down on the floor, said,-- + +"Look here, now, if you come that thing again, I'll pitch you out of the +window quicker than wink!" + +"Edward Lewis marked for whispering," said Mr. Burrows. "Edward, you +have commenced the term as usual, I see,--the first one marked for +bad conduct." + +How Tip's ears burned! How untrue it was! He had not commenced this term +as usual; how differently he had tried to commence it, only he and God +knew. And now to fail thus early in the day! His head seemed to spin and +his brain reel; he bowed himself on the seat again, but Bob's head went +down promptly, and he whispered,-- + + "Little Bo Peep has lost her sheep!" + +How often Tip had thought such things as these so very funny that he +could not possibly help laughing; how silly and meaningless--yes, and +cruel--did they seem to him now! Oh, Satan was struggling for Tip to-day: +he was reaping the fruits of long weeks spent in evil company and folly. + +He looked over to the back seats, where sat Howard Minturn and Ellis +Holbrook, hard at work on their algebra lesson, nobody thinking of such a +thing as disturbing them; and, as he looked, sighed heavily. If he had +only gained such a place as they had in the school, how easily he could +work to-day. They were very little older than he, yet here he was trying +to do an example in addition, doing it over four times before it was +right,--and they were at the head of the class in algebra. If he could +only jump to where they were, and go on with them! And the hopelessness +of this thought made his spelling-lesson seem harder; so it was no +wonder, when the class formed, and he took his old place at the foot, and +he stayed there, and spelled believe _ei_ after all; nobody was +surprised, but nobody knew how very, _very_ hard he had tried. + +The long day, crowded full of trouble and temptation to poor Tip, wore +away. At recess he wandered off by himself, trying hard to get back some +of the strong, firm hopes of the morning. + +One more sharp trial was in store for him. Towards the close of the +afternoon Bob's fun took the form of paper balls, which, at every turn of +Mr. Burrows's back, spun through the room in all directions; two or three +of the smaller scholars joined him, and a regular fire of balls was kept +up. The boys complained--Mr. Burrows scolded. + +At last he spoke this short, prompt sentence: "The next boy I catch +throwing paper, or anything else, in this room to-day, I shall punish +severely; and I shall expect any scholar who sees anything of this kind +going on to inform me." + +Not five minutes after that Mr. Burrows bent over his desk in search of +something within, when--whisk! went the largest paper ball that had been +thrown that day, and landed on the teacher's forehead. Some of the +scholars laughed, some looked grave and startled, for Mr. Burrows was a +man who always meant what he said. + +"Does any one know who threw that ball?" he asked, closing his desk and +speaking in a calm, steady tone. + +No reply,--silence for a minute. Then, "Ellis Holbrook, do you know who +threw that ball of paper?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Very well; I am waiting to be told." + +"Tip Lewis threw it, sir." + +This was a little too much for Tip. The first time in his life that he +had ever been in school all day without throwing one, to be so accused! +He sprang up in his seat with fire in his eyes. + +"I didn't!" he almost screamed. "He knows I didn't! It is a mean, +wicked lie!" + +"Sit down," said Mr. Burrows. "Ellis, did you _see_ him throw it?" + +"Yes, sir, I did." + +Mr. Burrows turned to Tip. "Edward, come here." + +Tip was still standing. + +"Say you won't," whispered Bob. "Say you won't stir a step for the old +fellow. If he goes to make you, we'll see who'll beat." + +But the command was repeated, and Tip went forward, fixing his steady +eyes on Mr. Burrows as he spoke. + +"Mr. Burrows, as sure as I live, I _did_ not throw that paper ball." + +And yet--poor Tip!--he knew he would not be believed; he knew his word +could not be trusted; he knew he had often stood there and as boldly +declared what was _not_ true, and what had been proved in a few minutes +to be false. + +No, nobody believed Tip. He had earned, among other things in the school, +the name of hardly ever speaking the truth; and now he must suffer for +it. So he stood still and received the swift, hard blows of the ruler on +his hands; stood without a tear or a promise. Mr. Burrows had not a doubt +of his guilt, for had not Ellis Holbrook, whose word was law in the +school, said he saw the mischief done? and did not Tip always deny all +knowledge of such matters until made to own them? + +Still, this time the boy resolutely refused to confess that he had thrown +a bit of paper that day, and went back to his seat with smarting hands +and the stern words of his teacher ringing in his ears. + +What a heavy, bitter heart the poor boy carried out from the schoolroom +that afternoon, he felt as though he almost hated every scholar +there,--_quite_ hated Ellis Holbrook. + +Mr. Burrows, catching a glimpse of his face, said to one of the other +teachers, "That boy grows sullen; with all the rest, his good-nature was +the only good thing which he had about him, and he is losing that." + +Tip heard him, and felt that it was true. He had been punished many a +time before, and taken it with the most provoking good humour. But to-day +it was different; to-day, for the first time in his life, he had received +a punishment which he did not deserve; this day of all others, in which +he had tried with all his heart to do right! + +"Why didn't you hold on, you simpleton?" Bob asked. "Never saw you get +up so much pluck in my life. What made you back out, and be whipped +like a baby?" + +"Why didn't _you_ own that you threw that plaguy paper ball, and not sit +there like a coward, and see me take your whipping?" + +"_I_ own it! That's a good one! 'Pon honour, Tip, didn't you throw that +ball? I thought you did; I was aiming one at Ellis Holbrook's head just +then, and I didn't see what was going on behind me. Didn't you throw +it--honour bright?" + +"No, I didn't; and I'll throw _you_ if you say so again." + +And Tip turned suddenly in the opposite direction, but Satan still +walked with him. + +"It's no use," said this evil spirit, speaking out boldly,--"it's no use; +don't you see it isn't? You might as well give it up first as last; the +boys, and the teacher, and every one, think you're nothing in the world +but a wicked young scamp, and you never _can_ be anything else. You've +been humbugging yourself these four weeks, making believe you had a great +Friend to help you: why hasn't He helped you to-day? You've tried your +best all day long, and He knows you have; yet you never had such a hard +day in your life. If He cares anything at all about you, why didn't He +help you to-day? You asked Him to." + +Tip sat down on a log by the side of the road, and gave himself up for a +little to Satan's guidance, and the wicked voice went on,-- + +"Now, you see, you've been cheated. You've tried hard for a whole month +to _be_ somebody, and no one thinks any more of you than they did before, +and never will. Your mother scolds just as much, and your home looks just +as dismal, and Kitty is just as hateful, and the respectable boys in the +village have nothing to do with you. You might just as well lounge around +and have a good time. Nobody expects you to be good, or will let you, +when you want to be." + +Softly there came another voice knocking at Tip's heart. At first he +would not notice it, but it _would_ be heard. + +"What of all that?" it said; "suppose nobody cares for you, or helps you +here. Jesus died, you know, and He is your friend. You _know_ that is not +a humbug; you _know_ He has heard you when you knelt down and prayed. He +has helped you. Then there's heaven, where all the beauty is, and He has +promised to take you--yes, _you_--there by and by! Oh, you must not +complain because people won't believe that such a bad boy as you have +been has grown good so soon. Christ knows about it, so it's all right. +Just keep on trying, and one of these days folks will see that you mean +it; they _will_--God has promised. He has given you a lamp to light you. +Why have not you looked at it all this day?" + +"Oh," said Tip, "I can't; I _can't_ be a Christian! I have not done right +nor felt right to-day. I almost hate the boys, and Mr. Burrows too. I +don't know what to do." + +"Go on home," said Satan. "Let the lamp and these new notions and all +_go_! Christ don't care anything about _you_; such a miserable, wicked, +story-telling boy as you have been, do you expect Him to notice _you_?" + +But Tip's hand was in his pocket, resting on his lamp, as he had learned +to call it; and the low, sweet voice in his heart was urging him to let +its light shine. He drew it out, and turned the leaves, and the same dear +Helper stopped his eyes at the words, "Fear not, for I have redeemed +thee; I have called thee by thy name; thou art _Mine_." + +Then came hot, thankful tears. Oh, precious words, sinking right into the +torn, troubled heart. Christ the Redeemer had called him by his name! He +was--yes, he _would be His_! He glanced around. Nobody was to be seen; he +was sitting in the hollow at the foot of the hill, and under the shade of +a low branching tree. And there he knelt down to pray; and Satan drew +himself away, for the spot around that kneeling boy was holy ground. +Tip's soul had gained the victory. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +"Freely ye have received, freely give." + + +Whether Tip felt it or not, there were some changes in his home. Mrs. +Lewis, though worried and hurried and cross enough, still was not so much +so as she had been. + +The house was quieter, there was no cradle to rock, there were no baby +footsteps to follow and keep out of danger; she had more time for sewing. +Yet this very thing, the missing of the clinging arms about her neck, +sometimes made her heavy heart vent itself in short, sharp words. + +But Tip had astonished the family at home,--it didn't require wonderful +changes to do it,--rather the change which they saw in him seemed +wonderful. + +The fire which she found ready made in the morning, the full pail of +fresh water, the box: filled with wood, were all so many drops of honey +to the tired mother's heart. The awkward pat of his father's pillow, +which Tip now and then gave as he lingered to ask how he was, seemed so +new and delightful to that neglected father's heart, that he lay on his +hard bed and thought of it much all day. + +Tip got on better at home than anywhere else; he had not so many +temptations. He had been such a lawless, reckless boy, that they had all +learned to leave him very much to himself, and, as not a great deal of +his time was spent there, his trials at home were not many. As for Kitty, +she did not cease to wonder what had happened to Tip; she perhaps felt +the difference more than any one else, for it had been the delight of his +life to tease her. + +Now, from the time that he gathered his books, with the first sound of +the school-bell, and hurried up the hill, until he returned at night, +ready to split wood, hoe in the garden, or do any of the dozen things +that he had never been known to do before, he was a never-failing subject +of thought and wonderment to her. Watching him closely, the only thing +she could finally settle on as the cause of the change which she found in +him was, that he now went every Sabbath morning to the Sabbath school. +The mystery must be hidden there. Having decided that matter, Kitty +speedily resolved that she would go there herself, and see what they did. +Many were the kind hearts that had tried to coax her into that same +Sabbath school, and had failed. But this Saturday afternoon's gazing out +of the window, with a wonderfully sober face, had ended in her +exclaiming,-- + +"I say, mother, I want a needle and thread." + +"What do you want with a needle and thread?" asked Mrs. Lewis, stirring +away at some gruel in a tin basin, and not even glancing up. + +"I want to mend my dress; it's torn this way and that, and looks awful. I +want some green thread, the colour of this wide stripe." + +Now for a minute the gruel was forgotten, and Mrs. Lewis looked at Kitty +in amazement. + +"Dear me!" she said at last; "I don't know what will happen next. It +can't be possible that you are going to work to mend your own dress +without being scolded about it for a week, and then made to do it." + +"Yes, I am, too; I ain't going to look like a rag-bag another hour. And +I'm going to wash out my sun-bonnet and iron it; then I mean to go over +to that Sunday school to-morrow. I ain't heard any singing since I was +born, as I know of, and I mean to." + +The gruel began to burn, and Mrs. Lewis turned to it again, saying +nothing, but thinking a great deal. Once she used to go to Sabbath school +herself, when she was Kitty's age; and she didn't have to mend her dress +first, either; she used to be dressed freshly and neatly, every Sabbath +morning, by her mother's own careful hands. + +She poured the gruel into a bowl, and then went over to her workbox. + +"Here's a needle and thread," she said at last, drawing out a snarl of +green thread from the many snarls in her box. "Mend your dress if you +want to, and I'll wash out your bonnet for you towards night, when I get +that vest done." + +It was Kitty's turn to be astonished now. She had not expected help from +her mother. + +Tip lingered in the kitchen on Sabbath morning. He looked neat and clean; +he had a fresh, clean shirt, thanks to the washing which his mother had +done "towards night." He was all ready for school, yet he waited. + +Kitty clattered around, making rather more noise even than usual, as she +washed up the few poor dishes. + +Evidently Tip was thinking about her. The truth was, his lamp had shown +him a lesson that morning like this: "Freely ye have received, freely +give." He stopped at that verse, reading no further. What did it mean I +Surely it spoke to him. Had not God given, oh, _so_ many things to him? +Had He not promised to give him heaven for his home? Now, here was the +direction: "Freely give." What, and to whom? To God? Surely not. Tip was +certain that he had nothing to give to God; nothing but his poor, sinful +heart, which he believed the Saviour had taken and made clean. + +What could he give to any one? He leaned out of his little window, busy +with this thought. Kitty came out to the door, and pumped her pan full of +water. He looked down on her. There was Kitty; had he anything which he +could give her? He shook his head mournfully; not a thing. But wouldn't +it be the same if he could help her to get something? What if he could +coax her to go to Sunday school; perhaps it would do for her all that it +had done for him. And at this moment the unwearied Satan came with his +wicked thoughts. + +"Kitty would be a pretty-looking object to go to Sabbath school,--not a +decent thing to wear! Everybody would laugh at her and at you. Besides, +I don't believe she would go, if you _did_ ask her; she would only make +fun of you. Better not try it." + +"Oh, Tip Lewis," said his conscience, "what a miserable coward you are! +After all you have promised, you won't risk a laugh for the sake of +getting Kitty into the Sabbath school!" + +"Yes, I will," said Tip, and he ran downstairs. + +And this was why he lingered in the kitchen,--not knowing just what to +say. Kitty helped him. + +"Tip," said she, "I suppose they sing over at that Sunday school, +don't they?" + +"I guess they do;" and Tip's eyes brightened. "Ever so many of them sing +at once, and it sounds grand, I tell you. They play the melodeon, too: +don't you want to go and hear it?" + +"Humph! I don't know. I don't suppose it will be any stupider than +staying at home. I get awful sick of that. If I knew the way, maybe I +would go." + +"Oh, I'll take you!" said Tip, in a quick, eager way. He wanted to speak +before his courage failed. + +So Kitty, in her stiff blue sunbonnet and green calico dress, went to +Sabbath school. There was no mission class for girls, so Mr. Parker sent +her among the gaily-dressed little girls in Miss Haley's class; but Mr. +Holbrook detained Tip. + +"Edward, you intend to come to Sabbath school regularly, don't you?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Then I think we must leave your place in the mission seat to be filled +by some other boy, and you may come forward to my class." + +It is doubtful whether Tip will ever see a prouder or happier moment than +that one in which he followed the minister down the long room to his +_own_ class. But when he saw the seat full of boys, his face grew +crimson. At the end of the seat was Ellis Holbrook, the minister's +son,--the boy who but a few days before had, he believed in his heart, +told a wicked story about himself, and gained him a severe punishment. He +did not feel as though he could sit beside that boy, even in Sabbath +school. But Mr. Holbrook waited, and sit down he _must_. Ellis moved +along to give him room, and disturbed him neither by word nor look during +the lesson. But Tip's heart was full of bitterness, and he thought the +pleasure of that morning gone. The lesson was of Christ and His death on +the cross, and, as he listened, hard thoughts began to die out. The +story was too new; it touched too near his heart not to calm the angry +feelings and to interest him wonderfully. + +As soon as school was dismissed, Mr. Holbrook turned to him. "What +disturbs you to-day, Edward?" + +Tip's face grew red again. "I--I--nothing much, sir." + +"Have you and Ellis been having trouble in school?" + +"He has been getting _me_ into trouble," spoke Tip boldly, finding +himself caught. + +Mr. Holbrook sat down again. "Can you tell me about it, Edward?" + +"He said I threw paper balls, and Mr. Burrows whipped me; and I didn't." + +"Are you sure you didn't?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Did you say so at the time?" + +"Over and over again, but he said he _saw_ me." + +"Edward, have you always spoken the truth? Is your word to be believed?" + +Tip's eyes fell and his lip quivered. "I've told a great many stories," +he said at last, in a low, humble tone; "but this _truly_ isn't one. I'm +trying to tell the truth after this, and Jesus believes what I have said +this time." + +"So do I, Edward," answered Mr. Holbrook gently, even tenderly. "Ellis +was mistaken. But I see you are angry with him; can't you get over that?" + +Tip shook his head. "He got me whipped for nothing, sir." + +"Suppose Christ should follow that rule, Edward, and forgive only those +who had treated Him well; would you be forgiven to-day?" + +This was a new thought to Tip, and made him silent. Mr. Holbrook held out +his hand for the little red Bible. + +"Let me show you what this lamp of yours says about the matter." + +And Tip's eyes presently read where the minister's finger pointed: "If ye +forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your +trespasses." + +"Trespasses mean sins," explained Mr. Holbrook; then he turned away. + +All this time Kitty had been standing waiting,--not for Tip, she didn't +expect his company,--but for the stylish little girls to get fairly +started on their way to church, so she could go home without having any +of them look at or make fun of her. + +Kitty had not been having a very good time: she had the misfortune to +fall into the hands of a teacher who thought if she asked the questions +in the question-book, and if one scholar could not answer, passed on to +the next, she had done her duty. So the singing was pretty nearly all +Kitty had cared for. God was leaving most of the work for Tip to do, +after all. He went over to her now, and walked down the road with her. +The boys had all gone, as well as the girls, so there was nothing to +hinder their walking on quietly together. + +"How did you like it, Kitty?" he asked. + +"Oh, I didn't think much of it. I sat by the ugliest girl in town, and +she made fun of my bonnet and my shoes. I _hate_ her." + +Tip had a faint notion in his heart that Kitty also needed the verse +which had just been given him; but he had other thoughts about her. God's +Spirit was at work. Having taken her to Sabbath school, having begun a +good work, he wanted it to go on. It was very hard to speak to Kitty; he +didn't know what to say; but all the way down the hill there seemed to +ring in his ears the message, "Freely ye have received, freely give." + +"Kitty," he said at last, "don't you want to be a Christian?" + +"I don't know what a Christian is." + +"But wouldn't you like to love Jesus?" + +"How do I know?" replied Kitty shortly. "I don't know anything +about Jesus." + +"Oh, didn't you hear, in the lesson to-day, about how He loves everybody, +and wants everybody to love Him, and how He died so we could?" + +"I don't know a thing about the lesson. I counted the buttons on Miss +Harley's dress most all the time; they went up and down the front, and up +and down the sides, and everywhere." + +"Oh, but, Kitty, you surely heard the hymn,-- + + 'Jesus loves me, this I know, + For the Bible tells me so.'" + +"Yes," Kitty said; "the hymn was pretty enough, only nobody gave me a +book, and I could just hear a word now and then." + +Altogether, Tip didn't feel that he had done Kitty a bit of good. But he +knew this much, that, since he had begun to think about and talk to her, +he longed--yes, _longed_--with all his heart to have her come to Christ. + + * * * * * + +"Ellis, come here a moment," said Mr. Holbrook, turning towards his study +door, as the family came in from church. "What is it about this trouble +in school with Edward Lewis?" + +"No trouble, father; only Tip threw a paper ball, just as he always _is_ +doing, and, as Mr. Burrows asked me if I knew who threw it, of course I +had to tell him, and that made Tip mad. Why? Has he been complaining to +you, father?" + +"Ellis, did you see Edward throw paper?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Are you positive?" + +"Yes--why--that is--I glanced up from my book just in time to see +it whiz, and it came from Tip's direction, and his hand was raised, +so I supposed of course he threw it. I thought a minute ago that I +knew he did." + +"But now you would not say positively that some boy near him might not +have done it?" + +"Why, no, sir. Alex Palmer might have thrown it; but I didn't think of +such a thing." + +"Well, Ellis, my verdict is that you were mistaken; I don't think Edward +told a falsehood this time. I'll tell you why: he is trying to take the +Saviour for his pattern. I believe he is a Christian. Now, there is one +thing which I want you to think of. Edward Lewis, who has never been +taught anything good, who has never had any one to help him, has given +his heart to Christ; and my boy, for whom I have prayed with, all my soul +every day since he was born, has not." + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +"Hitherto hath the Lord helped us." + + +"Boys," said Mr. Burrows, one Monday afternoon, "you may lay aside your +books; I want to have a talk with you." + +Books were hurriedly gathered and piled in their places, and the boys sat +up with folded arms, ready for whatever their teacher had to offer. + +Mr. Burrows drew out his arm-chair from behind the desk, and sat down +for a chat. + +"Who will tell me what an acrostic is?" + +Several hands were raised. + +"Well, Howard, let us hear what you think about it." + +"It's a piece of poetry, sir, where the first letter of every line spells +another word." + +"Do you mean the first letter alone spells a word?" + +The boys laughed, and Howard explained promptly. "No, sir; I mean the +first letters of each line taken together form a name." + +"Must an acrostic always be written in poetry?" + +This question called forth several answers, and made a good deal of talk; +but it was finally decided that there could be acrostics in prose as well +as in rhyme; and Mr. Burrows asked,-- + +"How many understand now what an acrostic is?" + +A few more hands were raised, but many of the boys did not understand +yet; it must be made plainer. + +"Howard," said Mr. Burrows, "come to the board and give us an acrostic on +the word boy." + +Howard sprang up. "Must it be a sensible one, sir?" + +"Sense or nonsense, just as you please, so as it shows us what an +acrostic is." + +"I can take my parsing-book and give you one, I think, sir." + +And Howard came forward and wrote rapidly,-- + + "B But you shall hear an odd affair, indeed, + O Of which all Europe rings from side to side"-- + +Then he paused, turning the leaves of his parsing-book eagerly. + +"I can't find anything in Y to finish this up with," he said at last. + +"Can't you give us a line from your own brain?" + +And at this Howard's eye brightened with fun, and, turning to the board +after a moment of thought, he dashed off the closing line,-- + + "Y You who can finish this may have the job;"-- + +then took his seat amid bursts of laughter from the boys, who all began +to understand what an acrostic was. + +Ellis Holbrook's hand was up, and his eyes were full of questions. + +"Mr. Burrows, why is that called by such a queer name as acrostic?" + +His teacher smiled. + +"You must study Greek, Ellis. We get it from two words in the Greek, or +from one word made up of two others, which mean _extreme_, or _beginning_ +and _order_. In an acrostic the beginnings of the lines are arranged in +order. Do you understand how we get that word now?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Well, now, you would all like to know what this talk is for. I want +every boy in school who can write, to bring an acrostic on his own name +for his next composition." + +The boys groaned, and exclaimed, "They couldn't do it, they were sure; +they couldn't _begin_ to do it!" + +"Yes, you can," said Mr. Burrows; "I don't give my scholars any work that +they _can't_ do. You may quote it, or make it original, as you please; +but I want every one of you to _try_." + +Johnny Thorpe, the smallest boy in school who could write, now seemed in +trouble, and stretched up his arm to its full length. + +"Well, Johnny, what will you have?" asked his teacher. + +"If you please, sir, I don't know what you mean by quote." + +Mr. Burrows laughed pleasantly. + +"I must remember, I see, to speak plain English; I mean you may borrow +your essay from a book, or a dozen books, if you like, so that you don't +try to make us believe the thoughts are your own. You may write in poetry +or not, as you please; but I want each to choose a subject, and stick to +it better than Howard did just now. I have given you something to do that +will keep you hard at work, but you will succeed at last." + +Tip went home in a tumult. What could he do? He had never written a +composition in his life, having made it a point to run away from school +on composition-day; but running away was done with now. It didn't seem +possible that he could write anything: certainly not in such a new, queer +way as Mr. Burrows wished them to. + +Supper and wood-splitting were hurried over for that evening, and Tip +took his way very early to the seat under the elm-tree down by the pond. +He wanted to think, to see how he should meet this new trouble; it was a +real trouble to him, for he had set out to do just right, and he saw no +way of getting out of this duty, and thought he saw no way of doing it. + +"There is no place on the road so dark but this lamp will light you +through, if you give it a chance." + +This is what Mr. Holbrook had said when he gave Tip his Bible. And Tip +had thought of his words very often, had already proved them true more +than once; but he didn't see how it could help him now. + +He took it out, and slowly turned the leaves; it couldn't write his +composition for him, that was certain. But oh, the bright thought that +came to Tip just then! Why not find his acrostic in the Bible, and write +it out? among so many, _many_ verses, he would be sure to find what he +wanted. But then, how very queer it would be for _him_, Tip Lewis, to +copy anything from the Bible! What would the boys think? What would Bob +Turner say? Still, what else could he do? Besides his spelling-book and a +worn arithmetic, it was the only book that he had in the world. + +"I don't care," he said suddenly, after a few moments of troubled +thought. "I guess I ain't ashamed of my Bible,--it's the only thing I've +got that I needn't be ashamed of. I'll _do_ it. The boys have got to know +that I've turned over a new leaf. I wish they did; the sooner they know +it the better. I say, my lamp shall help me out of this scrape, that's as +true as can be; it helps me whenever I give it a chance." + +He fumbled in his pocket and drew out an old stump of a pencil. The next +thing was a piece of paper; he dived his hand down into another pocket, +producing a rusty knife, pieces of string, a chestnut or two, and, +finally, a crumpled piece of paper on which Bob Turner had scrawled what +he called a likeness of Mr. Burrows, and given to Tip for a keepsake. He +spread it out on a flat stone which lay near him, and began his work. + +A long, slow work it was for Tip. Hours of that day, and the next, and +the next, every day, until the fading light drove him home, did he sit +under the elm-tree turning the leaves of his Bible, poring over its +contents, writing words carefully now and then on his bit of paper. +Remember it was new work to him. + +At last, one evening, the sun went down in the bright red west, the stars +shone out in all their twinkling, sparkling glory, the shadows began to +fall thick and fast around the old tree, when Tip, with a little sigh of +relief, folded the precious piece of paper, laid it carefully away in his +Bible, and turned his steps homeward. His acrostic was finished, and into +his heart had crept some of the beauty of those precious words, which he +had found for the first time. Words they were which would go with him +through all his life, and sweetly comfort some dark and weary hours. + +The school-books were all piled neatly on the desks that Friday +afternoon; the shades were dropped to shut out the low afternoon sun; and +forty boys were still and expectant. The acrostics lay in a great white +heap on Mr. Burrows' desk, not a name written on any of them. Mr. +Burrows was to read, and the boys were to have the pleasure of spelling +out the names of the owners as he read. + +A merry time they had of it that afternoon. Some wonderful acrostics were +read. Ellis Holbrook had a very clever one, arranged from his lesson in +Virgil. Howard Minturn had borrowed from his father's library a copy of +Shakespeare, and worked hard over his; the boys and their teacher thought +it a success. + +Even Bob Turner had written; the idea had happened to strike him as a +very funny one, and Bob always did everything that he thought funny. He +had found three lines in rhyme which just suited him, and by the time the +eager boys had spelled out B O B,--which was the only name the boy saw +fit to own,--the schoolroom fairly shook with their laughter. + +Next to his lay a paper which Tip knew, and his heart beat so loudly +when Mr. Burrows took it up, that he thought every one in the room +must notice. + +The room had now grown quiet, and Mr. Burrows, after opening the paper, +announced the title,-- + +"WHAT JESUS CHRIST SAYS." + +Then read slowly and reverently, while the wondering scholars spelled +out the name. + + "E Even the night shall lie light about thee. + D Depart from evil and do good. + W Whosoever cometh unto Me, I will in no wise cast out. + A A new heart will I give you. + R Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. + D Draw nigh to God, and He will draw nigh to thee. + + "L Lo, I am with you always. + E Ever follow that which is good. + W Whosoever abideth in Him, sinneth not. + I I will go before thee, and make the crooked paths straight. + S So that we may boldly say, The Lord is my helper." + +What a silent and astonished company listened to this reading, and +spelled the name "Edward Lewis!" + +"Edward," Mr. Burrows said at last, "who found those verses for you?" + +"I found them, sir, in my Bible. I've got them all marked!" speaking +eagerly, willing this time to bring proof that he was telling the truth. + +Mr. Burrows' voice almost trembled as he answered,-- + +"It is a beautiful collection of some of the most precious verses in the +Bible. It was a fine idea; I am very much surprised and pleased. I wish +that you, and every scholar of mine, could feel in your hearts the full +meaning of those words of Jesus." + + * * * * * + +"I can't to-night, Howard," said Ellis Holbrook, in answer to his +friend's coaxings to accompany him home; "I've got something else to +attend to. Hallo, Tip! Tip Lewis! Hold on a bit! I'm going your way. No, +Howard, I'll come up in the morning; I really _can't_ to-night." + +Tip waited in wondering silence, while the boy, whom he counted an enemy, +hurried towards him. + +Ellis was a bold, prompt boy: when he had anything to say, he _said_ it; +so he came to the point at once. + +"See here, Tip, did I blunder the other day when I told Mr. Burrows you +threw paper? I thought I saw you." + +"Yes," said Tip, "you did. I didn't throw a bit of paper that day." + +"Well, father said he thought I was mistaken. I'm sure I supposed I was +telling the truth. I'm sorry. I'll say so to Mr. Burrows and the boys, if +you like, and let him find out who did it, and then was mean enough to +see you whipped for it." + +Tip struggled a little. "No," he said at last, "let it go. The +whipping is done, and can't be undone; I don't want to make any more +bother about it." + +Ellis eyed him curiously. + +"You're a queer fellow," he said at last. "I expect you had about the +best acrostic, this afternoon, that can be written." + +Tip's heart was throbbing with pleasure as he walked on home after Ellis +had left him. For the first time in his life he had earnest, warm, hearty +praise from his teacher. Ellis had said, "Father told me he thought I was +mistaken." Mr. Holbrook, then, did believe and trust him. Besides, there +was another thought which seemed delightful to him. Tip Lewis, the +worthless, yes, wicked boy that everybody thought him, had walked down +the main street side by side, and talking earnestly with Ellis Holbrook, +the minister's son. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +"Enter not into the path of the wicked." + + +Kitty hung on the gate and watched them pass by,--the long train of high +waggons with grated windows, out of which strange animals peered with +their great, fierce eyes; the two elephants in their scarlet and gold +blankets; the tiny ponies tossing their shaggy manes; the splendid +carriage drawn by eight gaily blanketed, gaily plumed, dancing horses, +and every seat filled with splendidly dressed men and women; the bright +red band-waggon, with the sun glittering over the wonderful brass +instruments and turning them into gold. Kitty watched all +this,--watched, and listened to the loud, full bursts of music, until +her heart swelled and bounded. She sprang from the gate, and stamped her +foot on the ground. + +"I wish--oh, I wish I could go!" she almost screamed at last. "I want +to--I _want_ to! Oh, I never wanted to go anywhere so bad in my life!" + +"I reckon you'll take it out in wanting," said her mother, who had also +leaned on the fence and watched the show pass by. "Folks who have to dig +as I do, from morning to night, just to get something to eat, don't have +any money to spend on circuses." + +Kitty shook her head with rage. "I don't go anywhere," she screamed. +"Never! I never went to a circus in my life, and all the boys and girls +around here go every year. Tip always goes--always; he manages to slip +in. Oh, Tip'" and she opened the gate and went out to him on the +sidewalk, a new thought having come to her, "can't you do something to +get some money, and let me go to the circus with you? Can't you manage +some way? Oh, Tip, do! I'll do anything for you, if you only will. I +never wanted anything so bad before." + +And Tip's face, as he walked towards the village ten minutes after that, +was a study, it looked so full of trouble. + +Kitty wanted to go to that circus,--wanted to go so very much that she +had coaxed and begged him in a way that she had never done before. +Besides, if the truth be told, Tip wanted to go himself; every time the +wind wafted back to him a swell of the distant music, it made his heart +fairly jump. It was true, as Kitty had said, he always managed to slip in +some way; and the oftener he went, the oftener he wanted to go. + +Well, then, what was the matter with Tip? What he had done so many times +before, he could surely find a way to do again. Oh yes! But Tip Lewis +to-day was different from any Tip Lewis there had ever been before on +circus day. Wasn't he trying to do right? But then, what had circuses to +do with that? He tried to think what were his reasons for being troubled! +Why did a small voice down in his heart keep telling him that the circus +was no place for him now? + +Looking at the matter steadily, the only reason Tip knew was, that Ellis +Holbrook and Howard Minturn never went; their fathers had taught them +differently. Ellis, he knew, rather looked down on people who did +go,--called them low. This had never troubled Tip before, because he had +always known himself to be low; but now, wasn't he trying to climb? +Didn't respectable people generally think that circuses were bad things? + +No, poor Tip, they didn't; there was Mr. Bailey, a rich man,--so rich +and so respectable that his son wouldn't stoop to lend Tip his +spelling-book at school,--yet Mr. Bailey went to the circus last year and +took all his children. So did Mr. Anderson and Mr. Stone, and oh! dozens +of others, rich, great men. Well, did good people go? and Tip's thoughts +strayed back to Mr. Holbrook, and Mr. Parker, and Mr. Minturn, yea, and +others, whose voices he had heard on the streets and in stores, +condemning the circus. + +But then, after all, where was the harm? There was Kitty, how much she +wanted to go; if he could manage to take her, how glad she would be! At +this point Satan thought there was a chance for him to speak; so he +walked along with Tip, talking like this: + +"Kitty has never asked you to do anything for her before. You want to +help her; you want to get her to go to Sunday school and to read the +Bible. Now's your time: if you take her to the circus, very likely she +will do what you want her to." + +This was a little too absurd, even for Tip, who wanted to believe it all +so badly; but who ever heard of taking any one to a circus in order to +get them to love Jesus? Tip knew altogether too well for his comfort, +that day, that Mr. Holbrook's example was the safe one. At last he drew a +little sigh of relief; he needn't think about it any more, for he had no +money: he had never owned fifty cents at one time in his life; so the +question, after all, would settle itself. + +No, it wouldn't. Mr. Dewey stood in the door of his market, looking up +and down the street. + +"Hallo, Tip!" he called, as Tip turned the corner; "you're the boy I +must have been looking for, I guess. If you'll carry home packages for +me for an hour, and not steal one of them, I'll give you two tickets for +the circus." + +Tip's cheeks glowed at the word steal, and he came near telling Mr. Dewey +to carry his own packages, if he were afraid to trust him. + +But then, those two tickets! Here was a chance for Kitty. The conflict +commenced again. + +A whole hour in which to decide it, for Tip meant to do the work any way. +Up and down the streets, stopping at this house and that with his +parcels, back again to the market for more, all the time in a whirl of +thought. The question was almost decided when the two green tickets were +placed in his hand; it closed over them eagerly. He hurried towards home. + +Towards home led him past the brick hotel. In the bar-room sat some of +the circus men; he knew them by their heavy beards, which almost covered +their faces; knew them also because he knew every man in town, just who +were strangers and who were not. Well, these circus men were very busy +drinking brandy and playing cards. Tip stopped and looked in at them; +and, ignorant boy as he was, the thought that good, respectable people +would go to see and hear such men as these, seemed very strange. It +couldn't be right, could it? How was it? A great many nice people must +have blundered terribly if it were wrong; and, on the other hand, if it +were not wrong, how did the minister happen to be so afraid of these +things? Why did he himself have so many queer feelings about the matter? + +What a trouble he was in! If only he could find somebody or something +that would decide it for him! Long before this he had walked away from +the hotel; now he had crossed the bridge, gone around behind the mill, +and was very near his seat under the elm. Down he sat when he came to it, +still holding fast the two green tickets, but with the other hand diving +down in his pocket for the little Bible. That was getting to be a habit +with him, to hunt for this lamp of his whenever he was in darkness. He +turned the leaves now with a perplexed face. If he only knew where to +turn for help! + +"Let me see," he said. "Where was that verse that I learned for the +Sunday school concert? I liked the sound of that; it was somewhere in +this book full of short, queer verses. I can find it; yes, I see it. +'For the Lord shall be thy confidence, and shall keep thy foot from +being taken.'" + +It didn't seem to help him; he shook his head slowly, still glancing on +over the verses, until suddenly his listless look vanished, and he read +aloud;--"Enter not into the path of the wicked, and go not in the way of +evil men. Avoid it, pass not by it, turn from it, and pass away." + +"That means them," said Tip, "and me. They're wicked men, that's certain: +they were drinking and gambling,--swearing too, I guess; and this verse +reads about them just as plain as day. It says, 'Don't go near +them,'--says it over and over again; and I'll mind it, I will. I'll take +these tickets right back to Mr. Dewey, so they won't be here to put me in +mind of going." + +No sooner said than done; he turned around and fairly galloped up the +hill, around the corner, and landed nearly breathless at the market. + +"Here, Mr. Dewey," he said promptly, "I've brought back your tickets; I +don't want 'em this time." + +"What's up now?" asked Mr. Dewey, coming out from behind his desk, and +eyeing the panting boy curiously. "Won't the tickets pass?" + +"Not if they wait till I pass 'em," answered Tip in his prompt, saucy +way. "I ain't going to the circus, not an _inch_," he added, as if to +assure himself that he meant it. + +"But why not?" + +"Oh, I've got reasons." + +"Well, now, Tip," said Mr. Dewey, "that's really astonishing! Suppose you +give us a few of your reasons. We don't know what to make of this." + +Tip didn't know what to say; he hesitated and thought, and finally did +the best thing he _could_,--spoke out boldly. "I've made up my mind that +I won't go to any more circuses, _ever_! I don't believe in 'em as much +as I did." + +That wasn't it yet,--he had not owned his Master in the answer. Neither +was Mr. Dewey satisfied. + +"But, Tip, give us the _reasons_; this is such a sudden change, +you know." + +"Well," said Tip, "I've been reading about them just now." + +"About whom?" + +"Why, them circus fellows. They're up here at the tavern; they're +drinking and fighting, and I don't know what; and I guess, by the looks +of things, they're pretty wicked. The book I was reading said, Don't go +near wicked men, turn around and go the other way; and I _mean_ to." And +with this Tip whisked out of the house and around the corner. + +Mr. Dewey shrugged his shoulders. + +"The world turns around, sure enough," he said at last. + +"How do you know that?" and Mr. Minturn set his market basket on the +step, and fanned himself with his hat. "I'm my own boy to-day, you see; +give me something for my dinner. How did you find out that the world +turned around?" + +"Why, Tip Lewis has taken to preaching against circuses. Will you have a +roast to-day, Mr. Minturn? I gave him a ticket, and he just rushed in +with it and informed us he wasn't going to circuses any more, because the +Bible says they are wicked fellows. What do you think of that?" + +"Humph!" said Mr. Minturn. "The Bible says it would be better for a man, +sometimes, if a millstone were about his neck, and he were in the bottom +of the sea. I'd look out for that, if I were you. Hurry up with your +meat; I ought to be at the store." + +Tip went home to Kitty. She still swung on the gate; at least she was +there when he came up. + +"Oh, Tip," she said, "are you going to take me? Oh, Tip, _do_! I never +asked you for anything before." + +Tip walked slowly up the yard, with his hands in his pockets, +troubled,--not knowing what to say, or how to say it. At last he stopped +and wheeled about. "Kitty, I can't; I can't go. I could get tickets if I +dared, but I don't mean to go any more. They're bad, wicked men, and I'm +trying to be"-- + +But Kitty twitched herself away from him, and wouldn't hear any more. + +"Do go off!" she said. "You're a mean, ugly, hateful boy! I'm sorry you +got so awful good, if you can't do that little much for me. Go away and +let me alone." + +Even in his sore trouble a little flash of joy shot through Tip's heart. +He _was_ different, then. Kitty had noticed it; she knew he was trying to +be different. There _must_ be a little bit of change in him. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +"Avoid it, pass not by it, turn from it, and pass away." + + +Over and over in his mind did Tip repeat this verse; it seemed to sound +all around him, and mixed up with everything he did. And yet he went out +of the house that evening, and turned straight down the street in the +direction leading to the tented circus grounds, walking along slowly, +talking to himself. + +"It won't do any harm just to listen to the music. I don't mean to go +in--of course I don't! Suppose I'd do _that_, after all I said to Kitty! +Besides, I couldn't if I would; I haven't got any ticket. I'm just going +to walk down that way, and see if there's lots of folks going, and if the +music sounds nice." + +"Avoid it, pass not by it." Oh yes, Tip knew; he heard the voice, yet on +he went; beginning to walk swiftly, only saying in answer, "I ain't going +in; I couldn't if I wanted to; and I don't want to." + +By and by he came within sight of the tents and within sound of the +music, which, to his untaught ears, was wonderfully beautiful; came up +even to the very door of the large tent, bewitched to go just a step +nearer, though he didn't mean to go in, not he. + +Yes, the people were crowding in. Mr. Douglass stood by the door. Tip +knew him very well; that is, he knew he lived in a large house and had +plenty of money; and he knew, when the men were trying to raise any +money, some one was sure to say, "Go to Mr. Douglass; he's always +ready to give." + +Everybody liked Mr. Douglass. He turned around now from looking down the +road, and looked down at Tip. + +"Well, Tip," he said, "going to the circus?" + +Tip shook his head. + +"What's the matter?--no money? Pity to get so near and not go in; +isn't it, pet?" + +This last to the dainty little girl whose hand he held. + +"Yes," she answered, with a happy smile. "Papa, why don't mamma come?" + +"Oh, she'll be along soon. Here, sir," to the doorkeeper, handing him +twenty-five cents, "let this ragamuffin in. In with you, Tip, and +practise standing on your head for a month to come." + +It was all done in a hurry; the doorkeeper stepped aside, the crowd +jostled and pushed against him, the music burst forth in a new loud +swell. A moment more, and Tip stood in the brightly-lighted room, staring +eagerly around him. There was enough to see; the seats were filling +rapidly with gaily--dressed ladies and gentlemen. He knew them, many of +them, had seen them on the streets often and often; had seen some of them +in Sabbath school, seated before their classes. + +Tip was speedily giving himself up to enjoyment, hushing the small voice +in his heart. One of the nicest men in town had let him in; yes, and +there he was now with his wife and little girl; Mrs. Douglas was not +only a teacher in the Sabbath school, but a member of the church. If she +could go to the circus, why couldn't he? So Tip reasoned, and nobody +told him that his lamp said, "Every one of us shall give account of +_himself_ to God." + +Presently the wonderful little shaggy ponies trotted out; and back behind +the curtains was one of the riders; he got a peep of her every now and +then in her splendid dress; he knew she would be out pretty soon, and +then she would ride. + +Oh, that music! how it rolled around the ring! Tip was too busy looking +and listening to keep out of people's way; he stepped back, still jostled +by the crowd who were pouring in, and stepped directly in front of a man +who was trying to make his way through the crowd around the entrance. Tip +knew him in an instant; he was one of the circus men,--the one with the +ugly face that he had noticed in the morning; it was ugly still, and red +with liquor. He turned a pair of fiery eyes on Tip, and a dreadful oath +fell from his lips as he swung him angrily out of his way. + +Oh, Tip Lewis! No wonder your heart fairly stops its beating for an +instant, then bounds on with rapid throbs. Only a few days ago you +listened to the story of a bleeding, dying Saviour, bleeding and dying +for you; and you promised, with honest tears, that for this you would +love and serve and honour Him for ever. And yet, to-night, here you are, +watching the tricks of men who can speak that sacred name in such a way +that it will make even you, who are used to this, shudder and turn cold. +"In the name of the Saviour whom you love, what do you here?" + +It was to Tip as if Christ Himself had asked that question. He turned +suddenly, and, with both hands pressed to his ears, fairly fought his way +through the crowd. + +"Let me out! let me go!" He fairly shrieked the words at the astonished +doorkeeper, who stood aside to let him pass. Up the hill with swift, +eager steps he ran, trying still to shut out the ring of that awful oath, +the sound of that hateful voice, speaking the name which had so lately +become to him the one dear and precious name in earth or heaven. On, on, +up the hill, and then down on the other side, stopping finally at the +great tree under the hill, just across the pond. Stopping and sitting +down, he tried to think. What had he done? He had been warned, he had +been tempted, and he had _fallen_. It didn't help him now to think that +good men and women were there. Perhaps God had not so plainly shown them +the wrong. Perhaps they had never found that verse: "Avoid it, pass not +by it." Perhaps--oh, _anything_--it was nothing to him now. This much was +certain: he had done wrong. Such a heavy, _heavy_ heart as Tip had +to-night. "What _should_ he do? What would Kitty say, if she found it +out? Oh, what would Mr. Dewey think, or Mr. Holbrook? and then, above +all else, came the thought, What could Jesus, looking down on him now +from heaven, what could _He_ think of him? This thought brought the +bitter tears, but it brought him also on his knees; and he said,-- + +"Oh, Jesus Christ, in spite of it all, you _know_ I love you. Won't you +forgive me and let me try again?" Long he knelt there, trying to get +close to Christ, and his Saviour did not leave him alone. It was only +yesterday he had learned the verse, and it came to him softly now: "Thou +art a God ready to pardon, gracious and merciful, slow to anger, of great +kindness." + +In his sore trouble, Tip's lamp had not failed him. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +"He honoureth them that fear the Lord." + + +Slowly, but surely, as the late autumn days came on, Tip was growing into +a better place in the schoolroom, in the opinion of his teachers and his +schoolmates. In Mr. Burrows' school, ten was the perfect mark, and _x_ +was the very lowest grade a boy could reach. It had once been an everyday +joke with Tip, that, being _x_, he must be perfect, because it said in +the spelling-book that _x_ was ten. + +But it had been a good many days since Tip had said "_x_;" the boys had +ceased to be amazed when he answered "ten" in prompt, proud tone. + +They were growing, many of them, to be surprised and sorry for him, when, +in his days of failures, he answered, with drooped eyes and very red, +ashamed face, "seven," or, it might be, "six." + +Though he was still anything but a good reader, no one could fail to see +that he blundered less and less every day, and Mr. Burrows was growing +patient with his blunders, growing helpful in his troubles. + +The boys saw him working hard over his spelling-book, and few of them now +had the meanness to laugh when a word passed him. + +Mr. Burrows' tones were not so harsh to him as they used to be; and +now-a-days, when he was accused of breaking rules, instead of being +called up and unhesitatingly punished, his teacher, who grew every day +less and less sure that he was at the bottom of all the mischief done, +always gave him a chance to speak for himself, and was learning to +believe him. + +Oh yes! things were different, and were all the time growing more so. Bob +Turner saw this plainly: he began to find Tip a very stupid companion, +and stayed away from school more afternoons than ever. + +But poor Tip noticed the change less,--yes, much less than any of the +others. You don't know how hard it was for him. Do you think Satan was +willing to leave him, and let him grow quietly into a good boy? Not a +bit of it. You see he had been born bubbling over with fun and frolic; +he had never learned to have them come in at the right place or the +right time. + +Sometimes he felt willing to give up all trying to do right, for the sake +of having a grand frolic just when and where he wanted it,--no matter +what might be going on just then. Sometimes, when he failed, he felt +fierce and sullen, and told himself it was all humbug, this trying to be +good. Sometimes he felt so utterly sad and discouraged, that it seemed to +him he never could try again; yet through it all he _did_ try heartily. + +His arithmetic was the hardest. He was still in the dunce class,--so the +boys called it, because it was made up of the drones from several +classes, and was constantly being put back to addition. + +It was a sharp winter's morning. No more make-believe winter for a +while,--the snow lay white and crisp on the ground, and the frosty air +stung every nose and every finger it could reach. + +Tip's study, at the foot of the hill under the elm, had been quite broken +up, and he found it very hard to study at home,--especially this +morning. His father's cough had been bad all night, and this made his +mother troubled and cross. + +Kitty, these days, seemed trying to see just how cross and disagreeable +she could be; and the kitchen--at best a dismal place--was just now at +the worst. The wet wood in the stove sizzled and stewed and made a smoke; +and in the midst of Tip's fifth trial on an example which was puzzling +him terribly, he was called on to split some kindlings. + +"This instant!--I won't wait a minute!" Kitty said in a provokingly +commanding tone; and Tip went at it sullenly, saying, with every spiteful +drive of his axe through the pine board which he had picked up, "It's no +use; I _cant_ do that sum, and I ain't going to try. I don't know +anything, and never will. I've done it over fifty times, and twisted it +every way I can think of. There's no sense to it, any way,--sixteen +sheep _stood him in_ two dollars apiece. What does that mean, I'd like to +know? He had forty sheep and twenty-five cows. I know it all by heart; +but I can't do it, and that's the whole of it. I wish his sheep had +choked to death, and his old cows run away, before I ever heard of them. +I'll go over it just once more." (Tip was back by the kitchen window now, +with his slate and book.) "Let's see: twenty-five cows at thirty-four +dollars apiece;" and he worked away in nervous haste, until he came to +"stood him in." If he only _could_ find out what that meant, he felt sure +he could do it. If he had somebody to help him; but he hadn't. There +would be no time after he went to school before the class was called. + +Just then he thought of his father; he used to be a carpenter before he +was sick, and he used to make a great many figures sometimes on smooth +boards. Tip remembered it was just possible that he might know something +about the sum. Suppose he should ask him? + +He started up suddenly, and went towards the bedroom door. + +"Father," he said softly, "can't you tell me what 'stood him in' means?" + +The sick man turned himself on his pillow, and looked wonderingly at Tip. + +"What do you mean?" he asked at last. + +"Why," said Tip, in a despairing tone, "it says 'stood him in' in the +arithmetic,--the sheep stood him in two dollars apiece,--and I don't see +any sense to it." + +"Oh!" said Mr. Lewis; "I see what you mean;" then he went back to his +long-ago deserted carpenter's shop. + +"Why, Tip, if I had ten pounds of nails, and they were worth eight +cents a pound, they would stand me just so much,--that is, they would be +worth that to me; and if I should sell them I'd get so much for them. +Don't you see?" + +Light began to dawn on Tip's mind. + +"Then it means," he said, "that the man didn't sell his sixteen sheep; he +just counted them worth two dollars apiece. Yes, I see; if that's it, +I'll try it." And he rushed to his work again. + +And Tip will never forget the eagerness with which he presently turned to +the answer in his arithmetic, and from that back to the one on the slate, +nor the way in which the blood bounded through his veins when he found +that they agreed perfectly. + +"It's exactly it," he called out to his father, in a hearty, grateful +voice. "I've got it, and I've been at work on it this whole morning." + +Ellis Holbrook, about that time, conquered a most puzzling example in +algebra; but he felt not prouder than did Tip. + +"Thomas," said Mr. Burrows to the head boy in Tip's arithmetic class, +"you may take the twenty-third example to the board." + +"Can't do it," answered Thomas promptly. + +"Henry may do it, then." + +"I couldn't get it either," was Henry's answer. So on down the class; +Tip's heart meantime beating eagerly, for the twenty-third example was +about his troublesome, but by this time very much-beloved sheep. + +"Robert?" said Mr. Burrows, more for form's sake than because he had the +slightest doubt about Robert's reply. + +"My!" said Bob Turner good-naturedly; "I can't do it." + +Tip sat next, and something in his face made Mr. Burrows put the +question to him, though he had nearly resolved to waste no more time in +the matter. + +"Can you do this, Edward?" + +"Yes, sir," said Tip promptly and proudly, "I can." + +And no nobler figures or firmer lines did chalk ever make on a blackboard +than was made while that troublesome example was being done. + +He was roused from his flutter of satisfaction by hearing Mr. +Burrows' voice. + +"Do you know anything about the lesson, _any_ of you?" + +"I'm sure _I_ don't," answered Bob, still good-naturedly. + +Mr. Burrows was growing utterly out of patience; this same scene had been +acted too often to be endured longer. He turned back to the first pages +in the book. + +"Very well," he said at last; "you may take the first page in addition +to-morrow morning, and we'll see if you can be made to know anything +about that." + +Tip's hopes fell; his heart was as heavy as lead. Not one of the others +cared; they were used to it; so indeed was he, only now he was trying, he +did so long to go on; just when he was working _so_ hard, to be put away +back to the beginning again made him feel utterly disgraced. + +"Wait a minute, Tip." Mr. Burrows' eye fell first on him, then on the +neatly and correctly worked example; then he turned, and asked, "Charlie +Wilcox, on what page is your arithmetic lesson for to-morrow?" + +"We commence multiplication, sir," answered Charlie, a bright little +boy, who belonged to a bright class, that did not idle over any pages in +their work. + +"Edward," said Mr. Burrows, turning back to Tip, "you have done well +to-day. You mean to study, after this, I think; I have been watching you +for some time. The third arithmetic class take the first page in +multiplication for their next lesson to-morrow; you may take your place +in that class, and remain there as long as you can keep up with it." + +Now Tip was too much astonished to speak or move; his wildest dreams had +not taken in promotion, at least not for a long, _long_ time. + +Bob Turner leaned over and looked at him in actual sober wonder, that Tip +was to be in a higher class. + +Not a word did Tip say. He did not even raise his eyes to his teacher's +face; and that teacher had not the least idea how the boy before him +felt. He did not know how Tip's heart was throbbing, nor how he was +saying over and over to himself, "Things are different; they're surely +different." He did not know how those few words of his, spoken that +winter morning, were going to help to make the boy a man. + +It was that very morning, standing in that room before the blackboard, +with his toe on the third crack from the wall, that Tip resolved to have +an education. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +"The rich and poor meet together; the Lord is the Maker of them all." + + +The boys gathered around the stove before school, and talked. The +boys,--not all of them, by any means. Only that small, select number who +were above, and led all the rest. Tip wandered outside of the circle, +feeling very forlorn; he didn't belong anywhere these days. Bob and his +friends had very nearly deserted him; there was scarcely any of their fun +in which he had time or desire to join, and the other cliques in school +had never noticed him; so he stood outside, and wondered what he should +do with himself. Howard Minturn wheeled suddenly away from the boys, and +called to him,-- + +"Tip, see here." + +And Tip went there. + +"What do you want?" he asked crossly; for some way he felt out of sorts +with that company of finely-dressed boys around the stove. + +"Want you to come over to-night. It's my birthday, you know, and some of +the boys are coming to take tea, and spend the evening. Can you come?" + +Tip's wide-open eyes spoke his astonishment. "What do you want of me?" he +asked at last, speaking boldly just what he thought. + +"Why, I want you to come and help have a nice time," returned Howard, +with great kindness, but just a little condescension in his tone. + +Tip heard it, and his bitterness showed itself a little. "It's a new +streak you've got, ain't it?" he said, still speaking crossly. "You've +had lots of birthdays, and this is the first one _I've_ heard of." + +"Oh, well!" said Howard proudly, flushing as he spoke; "if you don't want +to come, why"-- + +Mr. Burrows' hand was laid on Howard's arm. "Don't spoil a good, noble +thing, my boy. It is all new to Edward; _urge_ him." + +Mr. Burrows spoke low, so no one else could hear him, and turned away. + +At recess Howard sought out Tip. + +"I honestly hope you'll come to-night, Tip, for you're a good fellow to +play games with, and the boys would all like to have you." + +Tip had quarrelled with his ill-humour, and it had vanished. + +"I'll come," he said, in a cheery tone; "only I'll look like a big +rag-bag by the side of _you_ fellows." + +"Never mind," said Howard, turning to join the boys, "_you_ come." + +Why had Howard Minturn invited him to the grand birthday party? This was +the question that puzzled Tip. Had he known the reason, it would have +been like this: Mr. Minturn had never quite lost sight of Tip since the +circus. He wanted to help him,--wanted to do it through his son; only he +wanted the son to think that he did it himself. Knowing Howard pretty +well, he said, when they were seated at breakfast that morning,-- + +"I've just been reading about a real hero." + +Howard longed to be a hero; he looked up eagerly. + +"Who was he, father? What did he do?" + +"He was a rich young man, and he had the courage to take for his friend a +poor fellow who hadn't two cents to his name. To pay him, the time came +when he was proud to be noticed by the great man who was once so low." + +This thought was still in Howard's mind when he walked with Ellis to +school. So, when Ellis said, "There goes Tip Lewis; father thinks we boys +ought to notice him; he is trying real hard now-a-days to behave himself, +you know," it was easy for Howard to mingle Tip in with his thoughts. + +"Ellis," he said, after a moment's silence, "suppose I invite him to come +to our house to-night? He's a splendid good fellow to have a game; never +gets mad, you know." + +"S'pose he'd come?" asked Ellis. + +"Yes, of course; jump at the chance. _I'll do it_. Our boys will think it +odd, I suppose; but I guess I have courage enough to do as I please." + +And Howard drew himself up proudly, and thought of his father's hero. + +So this was why Tip was invited to the birthday gathering at the grand +house on the hill. + +Mrs. Lewis sewed, that afternoon, on his jacket, mending it up more +neatly than ever before. She had said very little about this invitation, +but she couldn't help feeling proud and gratified over it. It was +certainly a wonderful jump for Tip, from mingling with the worst and +lowest boys in town, to find himself taking a long stride, and reaching +the very top. So Mrs. Lewis sewed, and Kitty, as she sat watching the +needle fly back and forth, spoke her thoughts: + +"All of the boys down to Mr. Burrows' school wear white collars on +their jackets." + +"Well," answered her mother snappishly, "what's that to me? S'posing +they wear white _cats_ on their jackets, I could get him one just as +easy as t'other." + +It was a sore subject with Mrs. Lewis. From her very heart she wished she +could dress Tip in broadcloth to-day, just as fine as that which Howard +Minturn himself wore, and a collar so white and shiny that it would +fairly dazzle the eyes of the others to look upon it; but, since she was +so powerless to do what she would, it made her cross. + +The bedroom door was open, and Tip's father heard. By and by, when his +cough was quieter, he called, "Kitty!" and the little girl went in to +him. "Is the jacket fixed, Kitty?" + +"Yes." + +"Does it look nice?" + +"Some." + +"Would you like to find a collar for Tip to wear?" + +"Well enough," said Kitty wonderingly. + +"Well, now, I've got two or three that I don't wear any more, and never +shall, I guess" (this last spoken sadly); "s'pose you take one of +'em--they're in that square box under the table--and see if you can't sew +it on the jacket, and make it look like what the other boys wear? Now, +you try what you can do, just to see what Tip will say." + +Kitty went slowly over to the box. This was new work for her, but her +father was very pale to-day, and those sadly-spoken words, "and never +shall, I guess," had quieted her; so she made no answer, but drew out one +of the collars. It looked nice and white, and shone, too. Mrs. Lewis had +done it up late one night, with tears in her eyes, because she could not +hope that it would be worn again. + +"What are you doing with that?" she asked sharply, as Kitty appeared from +the bedroom. + +"Father wants Tip to wear it," answered Kitty. + +"I'll lend it to him," spoke the sick man; "we want him to look as decent +as we can to-day, you know." + +Mrs. Lewis said no more, but it seemed to her like giving up one more +hope of her husband's life. + +Tip came down from the garret, with neatly-brushed hair, and dressed +in his clean shirt, nicely mended jacket, and the shiny collar. It +was wonderful what a difference that collar made; he didn't look like +the same boy. + +"Kitty," he said, his face all aglow with pleasure, "where _did_ I get +a collar?" + +"It's father's; he said wear it," answered Kitty. + +"And how did it get on my jacket?" + +"Jumped on, likely." + +Kitty spoke in a short, half provoked tone; she was so unused to doing a +kind thing, that she really felt half ashamed of it. + +"Well," said Tip, smiling all over his face, "if that's so, it's the best +jump it ever took, and I thank it from the bottom of my heart." Then he +carried his bright, good-natured face out of the little house in the +hollow, and went towards the great house on the hill. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +"Every idle word that men shall speak, they shall give account thereof in +the day of judgment." + + +Howard Minturn was a king among the schoolboys; so, though some of them +nudged each other and laughed a little when Tip swung open the iron gate +and appeared in Mr. Minturn's grounds, the most of them, seeing how +quickly Howard sprang forward, and how heartily he greeted the newcomer, +did the same. Howard was his father over again; if he did a thing at all, +he did it well. Every moment of that afternoon was enjoyed as only boys +know how to enjoy holidays: the whole round of winter fun was gone +through with,--coasting, snowballing, building forts, rolling in the +snow, each had their turn. + +Tip was not one whit behind the rest in all these matters, and if ever +boy enjoyed an afternoon, he did that one. The sun had set in its clear, +cold beauty, and the sharp winter night was coming down; the boys stood +at the foot of the hill waiting for Ellis and his sled, which were at the +top; they came at last, shooting down the glassy surface. + +"Hurry up," called out Howard, as he spun along. "What the mischief +became of you? We thought you had gone to hunt up Sir John Franklin +and crew." + +"Hurry down, I should say you meant," answered Ellis, guiding his sled +skilfully around the curve, and springing to his feet. "I waited for the +rest of you; thought you were coming back." + +"No," said Howard, "we just _ain't_. We appointed a committee to find out +how many were frozen up altogether entirely, and found that every single +one of us were; so we're going in to the library fire to get thawed out +by tea-time." + +"All right," said Ellis, shouldering his sled; "Howard, where's +your skates?" + +"Oh, bother! they're at the top of that awful hill. Never mind; you walk +on slowly, and I'll run back and get them." + +The boys obeyed, and Ellis Holbrook was just swinging open the little +gate that led to Mr. Minturn's grounds, when Howard called, as he ran +down the hill, "Hold on! Don't go that way, it will lead you right +through the deepest snow there is; take the big gate." And by the time he +reached them, panting and breathless, they were at the big gate. + +"This is jolly," said Will Bailey, throwing himself into a great +arm-chair before the glowing fire. "My! I believe I'm a snowball." + +"You'd have been an icicle if you had gone the way Ellis was leading you; +why, the snow is so high," said Howard, raising his hand almost on a +level with his head. + +Ellis laughed. "I'm sure I thought I was going right," he said. "I must +have been thinking of yesterday's lesson in Sunday school,--'Enter ye in +at the strait gate.'" + +"Ho!" said Will Bailey; "for that matter, one gate is as straight as +the other." + +"You don't understand the Bible, my boy," said Howard, laying his hand on +Will's shoulder with a provoking little pat, "or you'd know that strait +means narrow." + +"I'll bet a dollar that you were no wiser yourself until father explained +the verse yesterday," said Ellis, laughing. + +Tip, meantime, stood apart flushed and silent; he knew about the Sunday +lesson, and remembered the solemn talk which Mr. Holbrook gave them; and +remembered how he urged them, while they were young, to enter into that +strait gate; he felt shocked and troubled at the sound of Ellis's +careless words. + +"I know one thing," he said abruptly. + +"Do you?" said Will Bailey in a mocking tone. "That's very strange!" Will +felt above Tip, and took care to let him know it. + +Ellis turned a quick, indignant glance on him; then spoke to Tip in a +kind and interested tone: "What were you going to say, Tip." + +"That, if I were the minister's son, I wouldn't make fun of the Bible." + +Ellis's face was crimson in an instant. "What do you mean by that?" he +asked haughtily. + +"Just what I say," was Tip's cool reply. + +"Do you pretend to say that _I_ make fun of the Bible?" + +"Humph! Didn't I hear you?" + +"No," said Ellis, in a heat, "you _didn't_! and I'd thank you not to say +so neither." + +"Well, now," said Tip, "I'll leave it to any boy here if you didn't. When +a fellow takes a thing in the Bible and twists it around, and makes +believe it means some little silly thing that it don't mean at all, I +call that making fun." + +"Poh!" said Howard, coming to the rescue of his friend. "What a fuss +you're making about nothing. You're getting wise, aren't you, Tip? Ellis +was only saying that verse in fun, just as lots of people do. I've heard +good men quote the Bible and laugh over it." + +"Can't help that," said Tip boldly; "I say it's wicked, and Ellis +Holbrook's father says so too. I heard him tell Will Bailey once +that folks ought to be very careful how they said things that were +in the Bible.' + +"Did he tell you to go around preaching for him through the week? How +much does he pay you for your services? Come, let's hear." + +This was said in Will Bailey's most disagreeable tone. Before Tip had +time to answer, Ellis spoke again. + +"Well, I don't pretend to be as good as some people are, but I really +can't see any awful wickedness in anything that I've said to-night." + +"Neither can anybody else, except Tip," said Will, "and he's good, you +know; he never does anything wrong, except to tell lies and swear, or +some little matters." + +Ellis was an honest boy. "No," he said gravely, "there is no use in +saying what isn't true, for the sake of helping my side along. Tip don't +do either of those things now-a-days, I believe; but I'm sure I don't +thank him for his good opinion of me." + +Howard was glad at this moment to hear the tea-bell peal through the +house, for the boys were growing cross. Most of them had been so +astonished at the bold stand which Tip had taken, that they said nothing, +only gathered round, and waited to see what would come next. + +Howard sprang up. "There's something I, for one, am ready for. Come, +boys;" and he led the way to the dining-room. Oh, that dining-room, with +its bright lights and splendid table, was such a wonderful sight to Tip! +It was a very nice birthday supper,--plates of warm biscuit, platters of +cold chicken, dishes of beautiful honey, silver cake-baskets, filled with +heavily-frosted cake. Tip, for one, had never seen such a sight in his +life before, and he was so bewildered with the dazzle and glitter that he +didn't know which way to turn. + +"Howard," said Mrs. Minturn, turning to her son, after she had welcomed +his friends, "do you want your father to take the head of the table, or +would you and the boys prefer having the room to yourselves?" + +"No, ma'am," answered Howard, with energy; "we want you and father +_both_. I guess I want _you_ to my party, whoever else I have." + +Tip watched the bright light on Howard's face with surprise. How much he +seemed to love his mother, and how much she loved him! how queer it was! +The supper was a great success; the boys forgot their excitement and +ill-humour, and enjoyed everything. + +It was almost nine o'clock, the hour when it was generally understood +that the party was to break up. The boys had been very merry all the +evening; the discussion which had taken place just before tea seemed to +have been forgotten, save by Ellis, who, genial and hearty enough with +the others, was cold and haughty to Tip. Still, they kept apart, and the +fun had gone on famously. There was a sudden lull in the uproar when Mr. +Minturn opened the door. + +"Are the walls left?" he asked, coming forward. + +"The _walls_?" said Ellis inquiringly; "why, sir, did you expect to +miss them?" + +"Well, I had some such fears, but I see they're all right. What are +you up to?" + +"Ellis was telling a story, that's what we were laughing at when you +came in," said Howard. "Go on, El--never mind father, he likes to +hear stories." + +"No," said Ellis, blushing crimson; "I think I'll be excused." + +"Go ahead," said Mr. Minturn; "I'm very fond of stories." + +"I was only telling, sir, how Joe Barnes talked to his father when I was +down there this morning." + +"Yes, and, father, you'd be perfectly astonished to hear him," chimed in +Howard. "I never heard a fellow go on so in my life; he makes fun of +every single thing his father says." + +"Do you think there is anything very surprising in that?" asked Mr. +Minturn coolly. + +"Surprising! I guess you'd think so. Why, when his father is talking to +him real soberly, he mimics him, and laughs right in his face." + +"But I shouldn't suppose you would think there was anything strange +about that." + +The boys looked puzzled. "Why, Mr. Minturn!" said Ellis; "wouldn't you +think it strange if Howard should do so?" + +"Well, no; I don't know that I should have any reason to be astonished." + +Howard looked not only surprised, but very much hurt. "I'm sure, father," +he said, in a voice which trembled a little, "I didn't know I was so rude +to you as all that." + +"No," said Mr. Minturn, "you never have been, but I rather expect you to +commence. I shall have no reason to be surprised if you and Ellis and +Will Bailey, and a host of others, all go to making fun of what your +fathers say to you after this." + +The boys seemed perfectly astonished. "_I_, for one," said Ellis Holbrook +proudly, "think too much of _my_ father, to be in any such danger." + +"You _do_?" said Mr. Minturn; "well, now, I _am_ amazed. I supposed you +would be the very worst one." + +Howard left the table and came over to where his father had seated +himself. + +"Father, what _do_ you mean?" he asked, in an earnest, anxious tone. + +"Why, I mean," said his father, "that I was in that room over there +just before tea, and I heard the discussion which came up between you +boys, and I came to the conclusion that boys who thought it such a +little matter to make fun of solemn words which God has said to them, +need not be expected to show much respect for what their father or +anybody else said." + +A perfect stillness settled over the boys at these words, and not only +Ellis Holbrook's cheeks, but his whole face glowed. + +Howard came to the rescue at last, very stammeringly: "But, father--I +don't think--do you think--I mean--well, sir, you know Ellis and the +rest of us didn't mean to make fun of what God said. Don't you think that +makes a difference?" + +"I don't know, I'm sure. How do you know that Joe Barnes means to make +fun of what his father says?" + +"He acts like it," Howard said. + +"Exactly; and so do you, every one of you, except Tip. I don't say, boys, +that you are all going to be disrespectful to your elders after this; I +only say I don't see why your earthly friends should expect more +reverence from you than you give to God." + +Boys and man were all silent for a little after that, until Mr. Minturn +broke the stillness by repeating reverently, "'Enter ye in at the strait +gate.' I guess you all know what that means. I would like to know whether +there is a boy here who thinks he has entered in at that gate." + +How still the room was while he waited for his answer! Tip could feel his +heart throb--throb--with loud, distinct beats; twice he tried to break +the silence, and couldn't. At last he found voice: "I do, sir." + +Mr. Minturn turned quickly. "What makes you think so, Tip?" + +"Because I love Jesus, and I'm trying to do what He says." + +Mr. Minturn's voice trembled a little: "God bless you, my boy; try to +get all the rest to go through the same gate." + +The town clock struck the hour, nine o'clock. The boys made a move to +separate. Tip took his cap and walked out alone in the cold, clear +starlight. He felt quiet and strong. It was done at last: he had taken +his stand before the boys--had "shown his colours." + +They all knew now that he was trying hard, and who was helping him. +Things must surely be different after this, for ever. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +"And all things, whatsoever ye shall ask in player, believing, ye +shall receive." + + +Meantime, was Kitty forgotten? Not a bit of it. If ever boy prayed for +any one, Tip prayed for her. His very soul was in it; yet thus far his +prayers seemed to have been in vain. The lesson, one Sabbath morning, was +on "God's answers to prayer." Tip listened closely, yet with an +unsatisfied longing in his eyes. + +"Mr. Holbrook," he said, waiting after the rest had gone, "is there time +for just one question?" + +"Yes, for two, if you like," said Mr. Holbrook, sitting down again; "what +is it, Edward?" + +"I want to know why God don't answer folks' prayers right away?" + +Mr. Holbrook smiled. "If your questions are all as hard as that, Edward, +I don't think there will be time for another to-day. But there may be +several reasons: we will try to find them. Sometimes God doesn't answer +our prayers at once, simply to try our faith, to see whether we are +willing to take Him at His word, and keep on asking, until He is ready to +give; or whether we will grow tired in a little while, and give it up. +And sometimes we spend all our strength in praying, and don't work; then, +often, we don't believe we shall get what we are praying for. Do you +understand me?" + +"No, sir," answered Tip promptly. + +"Well, let me see if I can make it plainer. For whom are you +praying, Edward, that you are troubled this morning, because you +have not been heard?" + +"For Kitty; I have been, this long time. Kitty's my sister, and I +want her to love Jesus; but it don't seem to do any good for me to +pray for her. + +"It is _possible_ that God may be trying your patience, but not probable; +I think we can find a better reason. Do you work while you pray? I mean, +do you talk with Kitty,--tell her what you are praying for,--urge her to +come to Christ,--try to show her how?" + +Tip looked grave. "I did talk a little to her once, but it didn't seem +to do her any good, and I haven't said a word since." + +"Did you ever read in the Bible what is said about such praying, about +saying, 'Depart in peace, be ye warmed and filled,' and not _doing_ +anything?" + +Tip shook his head, and Mr. Holbrook held out his hand for the little +Bible. + +"Let me find it for you, and when you go home you may read it, and see if +you, in praying for Kitty and never saying a word to her, are not a +little like that man. Then there's another thing. Do you really believe +that God will do what you ask Him? You say every day in your prayer, 'O +God, make Kitty a Christian;' and yet, wouldn't you be very much +astonished if Kitty should come to you to-day, and say, 'I want to be a +Christian!' Are you looking out for any such thing?" + +Tip generally spoke his honest thoughts. + +"No," he said gravely, "I ain't." + +The church bell began to ring, and Mr. Holbrook arose. "I think, if you +begin to work and pray together, and then ask God to help you to believe, +that He will surely do as He has promised; that you will soon find your +prayers answered." + +This he said while gathering up his books and papers ready to start, +and then,-- + +"Edward, why don't you come to our Thursday evening prayer-meetings?" + +Tip's eyes were full of astonishment. + +"I never once thought of it," he said. "Why, Mr. Holbrook, boys don't +go, do they?" + +"No," said the minister sadly, "they don't; because I don't know of +another boy of your age in this whole town who loves the Saviour. Only +think what a work there is for you to do!" + +Tip went home with his brain full of new thoughts. No, he didn't go home; +he only went as far as the elm-tree, and there he sat down and read what +Mr. Holbrook had marked in his Bible. Yes, that was just the way in which +he had been praying for Kitty; and it was certainly true, as Mr. Holbrook +had said, nothing could surprise him more than that Kitty should really +and truly come to Jesus. + +Before he went from under the tree that day, he prayed this prayer: "O +God, teach me to believe that you will make Kitty love Jesus, and show me +how to help her." + +After this, of course he looked out for his chances in which to work, and +of course he found them,--found one that very day. After dinner Kitty +wandered off by herself. Tip watched her, and she took the road leading +to the cemetery. God put it into his heart to hurry after her; so, when +he came up to her, where she sat, on a large stone which she had rolled +very near to Johnny's grave, his heart was beating at the thought of the +great work which he had to do. + +"What did _you_ come for?" said Kitty, looking up. + +Tip hesitated a minute, then told the plain truth. + +"I came after you." + +"I suppose I know that: you didn't come before me." + +"I mean I came to _see_ you." + +"Well, look at me, then, and go off; I don't want you here." + +Clearly, whatever was to be said must be said quickly, and Tip's heart +was very full of its message, so his voice was tender: + +"Oh, Kitty, I came to ask you if you _wouldn't_ be a Christian. I _do_ +want it so, it seems as if I couldn't wait." + +Kitty looked steadily and gravely at her brother. "What do you mean by +'be a Christian?'" she asked at last. + +"I mean love Jesus, and do as He says." + +"What'll I love Him for?" + +"'Cause you can't help it, when you find out how much He loves you, and +all the things He does for you." + +"What does He say do?" + +"He says be good; try to do right things all the time." + +Kitty's eyes flashed. "Now, ain't you mean," she said angrily, "to come +and tell me such things, when you know I ain't good, and _can't_ be good? +Isn't mother ugly and cross and scolding to me all the time? and don't I +have to work and work, _always_, and never have anything? And I'm cross +and get mad, and I _will_, too. I can't help it." + +"Oh, but, Kitty," Tip interrupted eagerly, "you don't know about it! He +helps you, Jesus does. When anything is the matter, when you feel cross +and bad, you just go and kneel down and tell Him all about it, and He +helps you every time. And up in heaven, where you can go when you die, +nobody ever gets cross and scolds. And it's beautiful there: they sing, +and have fountains, and wear gold crowns; and--and Johnny is there, you +know; and I'm going, and I _do_ want you to come along." + +Kitty's face had been growing graver and graver with every word her +brother spoke, and when at last he stopped, with his eyes turned towards +Johnny's little grave, Kitty's shawl was crumpled up in her two hands and +held tightly to her face; and she was crying, not softly and quietly, but +rocking herself back and forth, and giving way to great sobs which shook +her little form. + +Tip looked distressed; he didn't know what to say next; he stooped down +to her at last, and spoke softly: "Oh, Kitty, I'm sorry for you! if you +only _would_ love Jesus, it would make you happy." + +"I want to--I want to!" sobbed Kitty; "I would if I knew how." + +Tip's heart gave a bound of joy--a surprised bound, too; he had not +expected it so soon. + +"It's easy, Kitty, it is, truly, if you only just ask God to do it. You +see He can hear every word you say; He hears you now, but He wants you to +ask Him about it. Say, Kitty, I'll go off and leave you,--I'll go where I +can't see nor hear you,--then you kneel down and tell Jesus about it, and +He'll help you." + +"Stop!" said Kitty, as Tip was turning away; "wait! I don't know +what to say." + +"Why, just _tell_ Him, just as you did me, and ask Him to help you. You +see, Kitty, you can't do a thing without that; He's got to look after you +every single minute, or it's nothing at all." + +Tip went away, and Kitty was left alone,--alone in the spot where her +brother had first found the Saviour. She felt very strangely; she had +been left there alone to offer her first prayer. + +Kitty had never been taught to kneel down by her bedside every evening, +and repeat "Our Father;" it was all new and strange to her. She sat still +a long time, with the sober look deepening on her face. At last she got +down on her knees and rested her little hard hands on the hard snow which +covered Johnny's bed, and she said, "Jesus, I want to be what Tip says. I +want to love you if you'll let me. Nobody loves me, I guess. Tip says +you'll help me all the time. If you will, I'll try." + +After she had said this, slowly and thoughtfully, stopping long between +each sentence, she didn't feel like rising up; she wanted to say more, so +she repeated it, adding, "Tip says I must be good. I can't be good, but +I'll try." + +Over and over was the simple, earnest prayer repeated. + +Tip did not go back to Johnny's grave; he took a side road down +through the edge of the grove, and so went home; and when he reached +home, he went up to his attic room, and knelt down and prayed for +Kitty as only those _can_ pray who have been working as well as +asking for what they want. + +Kitty was stirring the pudding for supper when he saw her +again,--stirring away hard at the heavy mass, which grew thicker and +harder to stir every moment. He went over to her. + +"Kitty, let me do this;" and she gave up the pudding-stick. Tip +stirred away. + +By and by she leaned over the kettle to put in some salt, and as she +sprinkled it around she caught his eager, longing look. She nodded her +head. "I guess He heard," she said softly. + +"I _know_ He did," Tip answered, his eyes very blight; in his heart +he sang "_Glory!_" And the angels in heaven sang for joy; for that +night there had been laid aside a white robe and a crown of gold for +Kitty Lewis. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +"Whosoever therefore shall confess Me before men, him will I confess also +before My Father which is in heaven." + + +Tip was very undecided what to do. He went out on the steps and looked +about him in the moonlight; then he came in and took a long look out of +the window. At last the question, whatever it was, seemed to be settled. +He turned with a resolute air to Kitty who was washing the tea-dishes. + +"Kitty, don't you want to go to prayer-meeting up at the church?" + +Kitty dropped her cup back into the dish-pan and stood looking at him, a +good deal surprised. At last she said,-- + +"I'd like to, Tip, but I don't look decent to go anywhere. I've only this +dress and my old hood." + +"I wouldn't mind that," said Tip. "I've only this awful old jacket +either, but I mean to go. Hurry up the dishes, and let's go." + +"Well," said Kitty at last, "I _will_; but what will mother say?" + +"I'll fix that." And Tip stepped softly into the bedroom. "Are you better +to-night, father?" + +"Not much better, I guess. How's arithmetic to-day?" + +"First-rate; Mr. Burrows said I was getting ahead fast. Mother, may Kitty +go out with me to-night? I'm going up to the church to prayer-meeting." + +Mrs. Lewis turned from the basket where she had been hunting long, and as +yet in vain, for a piece of flannel, and bent a searching bewildered look +on her son. + +"I don't care," she said at last; "she can go if she likes; but I doubt +if she will." + +She _did_, however; in ten minutes more the two were walking along the +snowy path. Kitty was sober. "Tip," she said presently, "don't you never +get real awful _mad_, so mad that you feel as if you'd choke if you +couldn't speak right out at somebody?" + +"Well, no," said Tip, "not often. Yes, I do too; I get mad at Bob +Turner sometimes, mad enough to pitch him into a snow-bank; but it +don't last long." + +"Well, mine does," said Kitty. "I begin in the morning; something makes +me cross, and I keep on getting crosser and crosser every minute, till it +seems as if I should fly. Do you suppose I'll always do just so?" + +"No," answered Tip positively, "I _don't_. You keep on trying a little +bit harder every day, and by and by you'll find that you don't get cross +more than half as easy as you used to. I know it will be so, because +I've tried it in other things: when I first began to behave myself in +school, it was the _hardest_ work--my! You can think how I wanted to +whisper, and things kept happening all the time to make me laugh, but I +just kept trying, and now I hardly ever think of whispering. Kitty, does +mother know?" + +"No," said Kitty, "she don't." + +"If I were you, I'd tell her." + +"Oh, Tip, I can't! She never looks at me without scolding me; I can't +talk to her about this." + +"Yes, you can; I'd surely do it if I were you. It will be a great deal +easier to try hard if mother knows you are trying." + +They were almost at the church door. + +"Kitty," said Tip suddenly, "let's pray for father to-night. I've been +praying for him this long time; you help me." + +Step by step, God was leading Tip Lewis in the narrow way. No sooner was +he seated in the bright, warm little room, and had listened to Mr. +Holbrook's earnest prayer, that every Christian there might do something +for Christ that night, than the struggle began: what ought he to do for +Christ? People all around him were, one after another, offering prayer or +saying a few words. Ought he to? Could he? Oh, he couldn't! Who would +want to listen to him? It wouldn't do any good. There was Mr. Burrows +right in front of him; he would be ashamed of him, perhaps. Yes, but +then, ought he not to own his Saviour? Mr. Holbrook had spoken of the +verse, "Whosoever will deny me before men," and had made the meaning very +plain. Mr. Minturn had just prayed that no one there might be ashamed of +Christ. The end of it all was, that Tip slipped off his seat down on his +knees, and said, "Our Father which art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name. +Show me how to pray. I don't want to deny Christ. I want to love Him. I +want the boys in our school, and my father, and everybody to love Him. +I'll try to work for Jesus. I'll try to work for Him. Help me every day, +and forgive my sins for Jesus' sake. Amen." + +Tip had never felt so near to God as he did when he arose from his knees. +Mr. Holbrook's voice trembled with feeling, when, soon after, he prayed +for the young disciple who had early taken up his cross. + +At the close of the meeting, the minister pressed his way through the +little company of people who were waiting to speak with him. + +"Good evening, all," he said hurriedly. "Excuse me to-night, brother," to +Mr. Minturn, who would have stopped him any way; "I want to speak to some +people before they get away from me;" and those who watched, saw him +hurry on until he overtook Tip Lewis and his sister. + +"Good evening, Edward. This is Kitty, I think. How do you do, my little +girl? Edward, do you know such a Bible verse as this: 'I love the Lord, +because He has heard my voice and my supplication'?" + +"No, sir," answered Tip eagerly; "_is_ there such a verse?" + +"Yes, somewhere in the Psalms you will find it. I don't remember just +where. Can you feel the truth of it when you think of your sister?" + +"Yes, sir, I _can_. God _did_ hear me." + +"And you think you love Jesus to-night, Kitty?" + +Kitty felt a great awe for the minister, and her "Yes, sir," was low, and +spoken in a timid voice. + +"What makes you think so?" + +"I--I don't know; only I pray, and He hears me, and I like to." + +"Well, now, Kitty, almost the first thing which people think of after +they have found Jesus, is something to do for Him; they begin to look +around to see what they can find. What are you going to do?" + +"I don't know, sir; I haven't got anything I can do." + +"Ah, that's a mistake! you can find plenty of work if you look for it; +only don't look too far, because it is the little bits of things which +come right in your way that Jesus wants you to do. When you brush up the +room, and set the table neatly, and brighten the fire, and do little +thoughtful things that help your mother, then you are pleasing Jesus, +doing work for Him. Isn't it pleasant to think that in all those little +things He is watching over you, and that you make Him glad when you do +them well? Do you know that one of God's commands is, 'Honour thy father +and thy mother'?" + +"No," said Kitty softly. + +"It is; those are the very words; Edward can find them for you in the +Bible; and honour means more than obey; it means, try to please them in +the very smallest things." + +They were very near the corner where Mr. Holbrook must leave them. He +laid his hand gently on Tip's shoulder, as he said, "Speaking of Bible +verses, Edward, I have one for you this evening, in the Saviour's own +words: 'Whosoever shall confess Me before men, him will I also confess +before My Father which is in heaven.' Good-night." + +Tip understood him, and there was a bright look in his eyes. The two +walked on in silence for a little. Presently Kitty said, "I guess Mr. +Holbrook don't know just how mother is, or he wouldn't talk so." + +"Yes, but," said Tip quickly, "God knew all about it always, you know; +and yet He said that verse." + +"So He did," answered Kitty gravely. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +"Behold how great a matter a little fire kindleth." + + +"Bah," said Will Bailey, "you're fooling, Howard Minturn!" + +"As true as I live, I'm not," answered Howard earnestly; "you can ask +Mr. Burrows." + +"What's up?" inquired Ellis Holbrook, joining the two. + +"Why, Howard is telling the biggest yarn you ever heard: he says Tip +Lewis went to prayer-meeting last night and made a prayer." + +"Tip Lewis!" and Ellis Holbrook's voice was full, not only of surprise, +but scorn; "I should like to hear him." + +"Well, it's true," repeated Howard. "My father told us about it this +morning, and he said it was a good prayer too; he said, Ellis, that your +father couldn't keep the tears out of his eyes when he heard him; and Mr. +Burrows walked up town with father, and told him that Tip had changed +wonderfully, that he was one of the best boys in school." + +"Well," said Will Bailey, "if Tip Lewis has turned saint, I'll give up. +Why, he's the meanest scamp in town; my father says he's had enough for +anything." + +"Oh, well now," answered Ellis, "there's no use in being stupid enough +not to see that what Mr. Burrows says is true. I never saw any one change +as he has in my life, but I'll be hanged if I like him as well as I did +before he was so awful good; he's too nice for anything now-a-days." + +"Especially when he trips _you_, the minister's son, up, about twisting +the Bible." + +Ellis's face glowed, but he was an honest boy. "He was right enough about +that," he said promptly; "my father says it's wrong. But, if it will do +you any good to know it, I haven't liked Tip so well since." + +"Say, Tip," said Will Bailey, hailing him at recess, "come here and give +an account of yourself. They say you turned parson last night; did you?" + +"No," said Tip, with the greatest good humour, "I didn't." + +"Didn't you speak in meeting?" + +A quiet gravity spread itself over Tip's face. "I prayed in meeting," he +answered soberly. + +"Oh, well, what did you pray for? Come, let's know." + +"I prayed for _you_." Tip spoke with quiet dignity. + +"Humph! Now, that's clever, certainly. Much obliged." + +And Will said no more. + +Certainly the boys had never talked so much about any prayer-meeting in +their lives as they did about this one. So that was the way it commenced; +such a little fire kindled it. Tip didn't know it; he never found it out; +probably he never will, until he takes his crown in heaven. From the +humble little prayer which Tip had offered sprang the first buddings of +the great revival which God sent down to them. + +"Say," said Howard Minturn to Ellis on the next Thursday evening, "let's +go over to prayer-meeting to-night. I really am dreadfully anxious to +hear Tip speak." + +"No," answered Ellis, speaking hastily, more hastily than he often did to +Howard. "I'm sure I don't care in the least to hear him, and I have +enough to do without going there." + +Howard was _determined_ to go, and to find company. + +"Will, let's go to meeting to-night," he said, the next time he came +across Will Bailey. + +Will looked at him in amazement. "What for?" + +"To hear Tip." + +"Oh!" said Will; "good! I'll go. Let's get a lot of the boys and go over; +just to encourage him, you know." + +And they went. Tip and Kitty were there again; and again, with Tip, the +struggle had to be gone through; his coward spirit whispered to him that +the boys would only make fun of him if he said a word, and it would do +more harm than good. His conscience answered, "Whosoever will deny Me on +earth, him will I also deny before My Father which is in heaven." The +solemn words conquered, and again Tip knelt down and prayed. + +"My!" said Mr. Minturn, talking with his wife after they reached home; +"when I thought of the bringing up which that boy has had,--no bringing +up about it, he has just _come_ up, the easiest way he could,--but when I +heard him pray to-night, and then thought of our boy, who has been prayed +for and watched over every day since he was born, I declare I felt as +though I would give all I'm worth to have Howard stand where Tip Lewis +does now." + +Howard heard this, as he waited in the sitting-room for his father and +mother; heard it in great amazement, and at first it made him indignant. +The idea of comparing _him_ with Tip Lewis! Then it made him sorrowful: +his father's tones were _so_ sad; after all that had been done for him, +it _was_ hard that he should disappoint his parents. + +He listened to his father's prayer that night very closely, and its +earnestness brought the tears to his eyes. Altogether, Howard went to +school the next morning with a somewhat sober face, and took no part +whatever in the boys' fun over the meeting. + +Mr. Burrows' heart had been warmed by the voice of prayer from one of his +scholars, and he began to pray and long for others of them to work also; +and the great God, who knows the beginning and the end, led his first +words of anxiety to Howard Minturn. They stood at the desk, teacher and +scholar, Howard bending over his slate. + +"Can't you get it?" Mr. Burrows asked, + +"No, sir." + +"Howard, are you working with all your thoughts to-day?" + +"No, sir." And a bright flush mounted to his forehead. + +"What is it, Howard?" + +"I don't know, sir; not much of anything, I guess." + +"Are you not quite satisfied with yourself to-day?" + +"Satisfied! I--why--I don't know what you mean, sir; I have tried to do +the best I could, I believe." + +"Do you really think so, Howard?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Did you think so last evening, in the prayer-meeting? Can a boy, who is +as well taught as you have been, feel that he is doing as well as he can, +when he knows that he is every day cheating God?" + +Howard's face fairly burned. + +"I don't understand you, sir." + +"Don't you?" and Mr. Burrows' voice was very kind. "I wish that God's own +Spirit might help you to understand it. Didn't your father and mother +promise God, when you were born, to try to train you up for Him, because +you belonged to Him, and they knew it? Now, haven't they done their duty? +is it their fault that you are not a Christian?" + +"No, sir." + +"Then it comes back to you. You belong to God, body and soul: He made +you; He has kept you; He would save you, only you will not let Him. You +can't help the fact that you belong to Him; all you can do is to refuse +to give Him your love, and let Him lead you to heaven, and this you are +doing. Is it right?" + +Howard was growing haughty. + +"I don't feel the need of any such things, Mr. Burrows," he +answered coldly. + +"Suppose you don't, does that help the matter any? Does it change the +fact that you belong to God; that you are cheating Him out of His own +property? The question I ask is, Are you doing right?" + +Howard stood, with eyes fixed on his slate, saying nothing. + +"Won't you answer me, Howard?" Mr. Burrows asked gently; "is it right?" + +And, after a long, long silence, the boy's honest, earnest eyes were +raised to his teacher's face, and he spoke steadily: + +"No, sir." + +"Are you willing to go on doing wrong?" + +"No, sir." + +"Will you turn _now_, Howard, and start right?" + +Now came another long silence. Howard Minturn, the honest, faithful boy, +always getting a little nearer right than any of the others, had been +condemned by his own words, and knew not what to say. At last he spoke: + +"I can't promise, Mr. Burrows." + +"Howard! such an answer from _you_, to whom I have only needed to point +out what was right, in order to have it done!" + +"But I can't trust myself, sir; I shall not feel to-morrow as I do now." + +"That is, you feel like doing your duty today, but you expect, if you +wait until to-morrow, that you will feel less like it; so you mean to +wait. Is that right?" + +The silence was much longer this time,--so long, that the boys began to +look curiously at the two figures over by the desk, and wonder why the +bell was not rung. But at last he raised those clear, truthful eyes +once more: + +"Mr. Burrows, I'll try." + +And the next Thursday evening, when in the house of prayer it was very +still, because Mr. Holbrook had just said, "Is there not _one_ here +to-night who wants us to pray for him, and if there is, will he not let +us know it _now_?" suddenly there was a row of astonished faces in the +seat where the schoolboys were sitting, because from among them arose +Howard Minturn, and his face was pale and grave, and his voice was +steady; they all heard his words: + +"I want to be a Christian: will you pray for me?" + +Oh, wouldn't they! Was there ever such another prayer as that which Mr. +Minturn offered for his son? Did any one who heard it wonder that such +prayer was answered, and that in the next meeting, Howard, speaking with +a little ring of joy in his voice, said, "I love Jesus to-night. I want +every one to love Him. I am very happy"? + +From this the work went on. The little lecture-room grew full and +overflowed, and the crowd now filled the church; and every night Some new +voice was heard, asking for prayer. + +Will Bailey seemed filled with the spirit of torment; teased the boys +unmercifully; went to the meeting every evening, and made fun of it all +day: but the boys were praying for him, and God's pitying eye was on him. + +One evening there were two who arose to ask the prayers of Christians: +one was Will Bailey, the most hopeless, so the boys thought, of all +the boys in town; the other was Will Bailey's grey-haired father, the +most hopeless, so the good men feared, of all the strong, +self-satisfied men in town. + +Yet there were two for whom daily earnest prayer was offered, who, in +this blessed time, held themselves aloof,--two boys so far separated, +that it seems strange and sad that their names should be coupled just +here. Bob Turner and Ellis Holbrook, the lowest and the highest; the +worst boy in school and the best! Yet they were united in this one thing, +that they would have nothing to do with Christ. Tip had prayed for both, +worked for both; but this was his success one afternoon. + +"Say, Bob, won't you go to meeting to-night, just to please me?" + +"Couldn't, Tip, no way in the world. I'd do most anything to please you, +too, for the sake of old times when we used to steal apples together; but +I've promised to go with Nick Hunt tonight, and tie old Barlow's cat fast +to his frontdoor knob, and that's got to be done while the old man is at +meeting, you know. 'Tain't no matter, either, about my going; you just do +the praying for you and me too; then it will be all right." + +Tip turned away with a sigh and a shudder. Could it be possible that +_that_ boy had ever been his only companion? Ellis was round by the +ball-ground, and he went thither. + +"Ellis, won't you go down to-night with the boys? it's almost the last +meeting, you know." + +Ellis wheeled around, and spoke in his coldest tone: + +"Tip Lewis, you seem to take a wonderful interest in me, and I'm sure I'm +much obliged to you; but I'll be a great deal more so if you'll attend to +your own affairs after this, and let mine alone." + +Poor Tip! how discouraged he felt! Yet that very evening, going home +from school, he met Mr. Holbrook; the minister turned and walked up +town with him. + +"Edward," he said, "are you praying for my boy?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Will you never stop praying for him while you live, until he comes +to Christ?" + +"I never _will_, sir," answered Tip, with energy. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +"Thy father and thy mother shall be glad, and she that bore thee shall +rejoice." + + +How did Mr. Holbrook know so well what Kitty needed to help her? His +words had given her such new thoughts; some way it was all new to her, +the idea that she had any duty to perform towards her mother. She stood +thinking of it that bright winter day,--stood before the little fire, and +wondered how it was that she ought to commence. She was to be alone all +day. Mrs. Stebbens, their next neighbour, had fallen down and sprained +her ankle, and sent to know if Mrs. Lewis could do her promised day's +work in the village. Kitty was left in charge of the house and her sick +father. She looked around the room: what an ugly, dreary little room it +was!--dust, dirt, and cobwebs everywhere; her hood and shawl lying in +one corner; her mother's apron on the floor in the middle of the room; +the breakfast dishes not yet washed; the stove all spattered with grease +from the pork gravy; the hearth thickly covered with ashes; the paper +window-curtain hanging by one tack; and on the mantelpiece, behind the +stove, such an array of half-eaten apples, matches, forks, sticky spoons, +broken teacups, and dirty candlesticks, as would have frightened any one +less used to it than was Kitty. As she looked around her, a forlorn smile +came over her face, for she thought of Mr. Holbrook's words: "When you +brush up the floor, or brighten the fire to please your mother"-- + +"He don't know," she said to herself, "that mother don't care for +sweeping and such things; he don't know how we live. I wonder if mother +_would_ notice now if things were different. What if we did live like +other folks,--had nice tilings, and kept them put up, and the room swept. +Suppose I try it. What could I do? I might sweep and wash off the stove, +and--and clean off the mantelpiece. I'll just do it, and see if anybody +in this house will care." + +No sooner thought than commenced. Kitty went to work. The dishes were +washed until they shone; those clean dishes shouldn't go in such a +disorderly cupboard. There was no help for it, the shelves must be +washed; down came the bottles and bundles, papers of this and boxes of +that, which had been gathering, Kitty didn't know how long, and the +astonished shelves felt soap and water once more. How they were scrubbed! + +"Kitty," called her father from his bedroom, hearing the racket, "what +are you doing?" + +"I'm cleaning house," answered Kitty promptly. + +And her father, because he did not know what else to do, let her work. +From the cupboard she went to the mantelpiece, bundled the things all off +in a heap, washed it thoroughly, and put everything in order. What a day +it was to Kitty! One improvement led to another, and as things began to +grow clean in her hands, she grew wonderfully interested, and only +stopped at noon to warm her father's gruel. + +It was Saturday, and Tip had gone to pile wood for Mr. Bailey. He was to +get his dinner and a grammar for his pay. He had wanted a grammar all +winter, so he worked with a will; and Kitty saw neither him nor her +mother through all the busy day. The early sun had set long before. Kitty +thought he certainly would not know that room the next morning, it was +all so changed. The paper curtain was mended and tacked up in its place; +the old lounge cover was mended and fastened on smoothly; the mantelpiece +shone and glowed in the firelight; the two shiny candlesticks, and beside +them the little box of matches, were all that remained there of the +rubbish of the morning; the floor was just as smooth and clean as soap +and ashes, with plenty of hot water and an old broom, could make it; +hoods and shawls and aprons and old shoes had all disappeared,--nothing +was lying around: the table was drawn out, the clean, smooth plates +arranged so as to hide the soiled spots on the tablecloth, the pudding +was bubbling away in the astonished kettle, and Kitty's joy had been +complete, when, only a few minutes before, after a great deal of stamping +and pounding, she had opened the door to Howard Minturn, who said,-- + +"Mother sent you some milk for your supper.--Where's Tip?--_Isn't_ it +cold, though?--There'll be prime skating to-night.--Give me the pitcher +right away, please." All this in one breath. + +Now they would have beautiful fresh milk for supper; and if there was +anything which Tip liked, it was pudding and milk. + +So Kitty set the old arm-chair in the warmest corner for her mother, +fastened her father's door wide open, so that he could see the new room, +then stirred her pudding, and watched and waited. Her mother came first. +Kitty's heart had never beat more anxiously than when she heard the slow, +tired step on the hard snow. Would she notice anything different? In she +came, tired, cross, and cold, expecting to find disorder, discomfort, and +cold inside. Could anybody, having eyes, fail to notice the changes which +had been wrought in that little room since she went out from it in the +early morning? She shut the door with a little slam, and then the flush +of the firelight seemed to blind her a little; she brushed her hand over +her face, and looked around her with a bewildered air. Kitty went over to +her; some way she felt a great kindness in her heart for her mother, a +great longing to do something for her. + +"Is it cold, mother?" she asked brightly. "Take that chair," pointing to +the seat in the warm corner. "Supper's all ready, and I've made a cup of +tea for you." + +Mrs. Lewis took off her hood and shawl in silence, untied her wet shoes, +and placed her cold feet on the clean, warm stove-hearth; took in the +brightness of the room, the shiny candlesticks, the neatly-spread +tea-table; took whiffs of the steaming tea,--all in utter silence; only, +when Kitty's father, looking out, said, "There's been business done here +since you went away," something in her mother's voice, as she answered, +"I should think there had," made the blood rush warmly into Kitty's +cheeks, and made her whisper to herself, as she stooped to place the wet +shoes under the stove to dry, "Mr. Holbrook told me true, I do believe. I +guess I have pleased Jesus to-day; I feel so." + +While she was taking up the pudding, there was a merry whistle outside, a +brisk, crushing step on the snow, and Tip whizzed into the room. + +Oh, there was no mistaking the look of delight on his face, nor the glad +ring in his voice, as he said, "Oh, Kitty! why, Kitty Lewis! what _have_ +you been doing? Why, it looks almost as nice here as it does at Howard +Minturn's." + +All that evening there seemed a spell upon the Lewis family. Mrs. Lewis +didn't say one cross or fretful word; indeed, she had no cause, for in +Kitty's heart there was a strange, new feeling of love for her mother, of +longing to please and give her comfort; and never was mother waited on +with a more quiet care than Mrs. Lewis received that night. + +This was the first coming of home-comfort to the family. Tip had apples +in his pocket, which Howard Minturn had given him; he roasted them +before the fire, and his father ate very little pieces of them; and his +mother darned stockings by the light of the candle in the clean little +candlestick set on the clean little stand; and they were happy. + +By and by Tip brought out his grammar, and, finding Kitty very much +interested in examining it, said,-- + +"What if you should begin and study grammar with me?" + +"What if I should?" answered Kitty. So that evening she commenced her +education, and, though grammar was a queer study to _begin_ with, still +it was a beginning. + +The pleasant evening wore away; the town clock had struck nine; Kitty's +father had gone quietly to sleep, and the bedroom door was shut to keep +all sounds from disturbing him. Tip had taken his candle and gone. Mrs. +Lewis sat toasting her feet before the dying fire. Yet still Kitty +lingered. She wanted to take Tip's advice, and tell her mother about her +dear, new Friend, and this evening, of such wonderful peace, seemed the +good time for doing so; but she didn't know how. If her mother would only +say something to help her! and presently she did. + +"Kitty, what fit came over you, to go to work and clear up at such rate?" + +"I wanted to please _you_, I guess." + +Kitty knew that this answer would surprise her mother, and it did, into +utter silence; but, after what seemed to Kitty a long, _long_ time, she +spoke again: + +"What did you want to do that for?" + +Now for it! This was the best chance she could ever hope to have, and her +voice trembled a little: + +"I wanted to please Jesus too, mother, and Mr. Holbrook said if I did +things to help you, and that you would like, _He_ would be glad---Jesus +would, you know." A little silence, and then: "I want to please Jesus all +the time now, because I love Him, and I'm going to try to do right." + +It was all out now, and her heart was beating so that it almost stopped +her voice. Her mother shaded her face with her hand, and neither spoke +nor moved. Kitty waited a little, then moved slowly towards the door of +her bit of a bedroom; it was moonlight, so she needed no candle. + +"Good-night, mother," she found courage to say at last. + +"Good-night;" and her mother's voice sounded strangely, coming from +behind the closely-held hand. + +There was something like a great sob in Kitty's throat as she went to +her room that night; in her heart was a great longing for mother-love. +She would have liked to kiss her mother good-night, but she felt how +queerly that would look; even to _say_ good-night was something very +unusual. So she knelt down beside her bed, and prayed for her mother. + +I don't think Mr. Holbrook knew that the few kind words which he spoke to +Kitty Lewis, on her way home from prayer-meeting, were seeds which were +going to spring up and bear fruit unto everlasting life. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +"And all thy children shall be taught of the Lord." + + +"Father," said Tip, as, after having carefully measured out and given him +some cough-drops, he sat down for a chat with him before +school,--"father, didn't you and Mr. Bailey go to school together when +you were boys?" + +"Yes," said Mr. Lewis. "Our fathers lived side by side, and we used to +walk more than a mile to school together every morning; we were in the +same class, too, and the best scholars in school. My! times are changed +since that day. My father was considerably better off than his was, and +now he's a rich man, and I'm nobody." + +"Was he such a boy as Will Bailey is--or, I mean, as Will used to be?" + +"I don't know much about Will; but I know his father was a sorry scamp, +and many's the scrape he got me into. He took a notion to me. We lived +near by, and were always together, and then I was as full of pranks as he +was, I suppose. But he was a regular tyrant over the rest of the boys; +they were more than half afraid of him; I don't know but what I was +myself. Anyhow, I know I've thought I'd have been different, maybe, if I +hadn't followed him so close in all his scrapes." + +"Father, did you know Mr. Bailey was different now?" + +"Different--how? What do you mean?" + +"Why, he comes to prayer-meeting, and speaks and prays, and seems +to love to." + +"The mischief he does!" said Mr. Lewis, surprised out of his usual quiet +tone. "I should think he _was_ different. Why, he used to make great fun +of all such things." + +"Yes, that's what he says; but I tell you he don't make fun now." + +"When did all that happen?" + +"A few weeks ago, when the revival was, you know. He got up one night and +asked them to pray for him, and now he almost always speaks or prays in +the meetings." + +"Well," said Mr. Lewis, after a pause, and with a little sigh, "I'm +sure I ain't sorry. I only hope it will last; he needed it as bad as any +one I know of." + +"It will last," Tip said, speaking positively. "God will look out +for that." + +Then he waited a little before he spoke again--but he had been praying +for his father long enough and earnestly enough to feel bold: + +"I thought, last night, that you must have been pretty good friends +once," he said presently, "for he most broke down when he was praying for +you, and the tears just blinded him." + +Mr. Lewis turned himself on his pillow, and looked steadily at his son. +"Did Mr. Bailey pray for _me_?" he asked at last. + +"Yes, he did; and he prayed as if he meant it." + +"How came he to?" + +"Why, I asked 'em to--all the folks in meeting, you know. I wanted you to +be a Christian, and prayed for you, and then I asked them if they'd pray, +and Mr. Bailey got right up. You don't mind that, do you, father? All the +folks down there ask us to pray for their friends." + +"_No_," answered Mr. Lewis at last, speaking slowly, "I don't know that I +do. I need praying for, I suppose, if anybody does. I'm going where I +can't be prayed for, pretty fast, I guess." + +Tip had no answer to make to that. + +"So you prayed for me too, did you?" his father asked presently. + +"Yes, and I do every day, father; I _do_ want you to know Jesus." + +A long silence followed, and then the sick man spoke again: + +"Well, Tip, I'm glad that you've got right, gladder than I can tell you. +My father was a good man, and tried to make me do what was right; but I +went all wrong, wasted my whole life, and brought up my children to do so +too; but you're getting on without my help, and I'm glad you'll grow up +to be a good man, and be a comfort to your mother when I'm gone. But I +don't know that you need ask folks to pray for me; it's too late,--I've +gone too far to get back." + +Tip's bold, prompt manner did not forsake him now; he answered quickly,-- + +"Father, I don't believe any such thing. God doesn't say anything about +it's being too late; and He says if we want anything very much, and pray +for it, and it's good to have, He'll give it to us; and I'm bound to +believe Him. Once I prayed for Kitty, and prayed and prayed, and it +didn't do a bit of good, until at last Mr. Holbrook told me that maybe it +was because I didn't really believe any of the time that God was going +to do what I wanted Him to; and I found out that was it. Just as soon as +I began to think He would hear me, it all came out straight; and now I'm +bound to believe Him every time. I've asked Him to make you a Christian, +and I'm going to keep on asking, and _He'll do it_. Father,"--Tip's voice +took a softer tone, for he knew there was one very tender spot in his +father's heart,--"don't you want to see little Johnny up in heaven?" + +The muscles around Mr. Lewis's mouth began to twitch nervously, and a +tear rolled down his cheek. + +"I'm pretty near it," he said at last; "and I think sometimes I'd give +the world, if I had it, to be ready to go; but it's all too late. I've +known the right way all my life, and I've gone the other way; now I must +just take my pay." + +The very Spirit of Christ must have shown Tip what to say next. He spoke +the words earnestly and solemnly; he meant no disrespect: + +"Father, do you know more about it than God? Because, you see, it don't +say any such thing anywhere in the Bible; I know it don't, for we talked +about it in Sunday school once, and Mr. Holbrook said, 'No matter how old +a man was, nor what he had done, he could be a Christian.'" + +"I always thought it looked mean and sneaking in a man to have nothing to +do with such things all his life, and then turn around just because he +was going to die, and pretend to be very good. God can't be pleased with +any such thing as _that_. I've always said that I'd never do it." + +Tip couldn't answer this: it didn't sound true; he felt sure it was not +true; but he had no wisdom with which to meet it. He went to school with +those last words of his father's ringing in his heart, and his thoughts +took shape, and spoke in the very first sentence that he addressed to Mr. +Holbrook, whom he overtook as he came out of the post office: + +"Mr. Holbrook, can I ask you a question?" + +And the minister, always ready to help any one out of trouble, smiled and +bowed, and walked on by the side of the troubled boy. + +"If a man should tell you he thought it would be mean in him to turn +around and go to serving God, after he had found out he had but a little +while to live, when he had cheated Him out of all the rest of his life, +what would you say?" + +"I think," said Mr. Holbrook, "I would be very likely to ask him whether +he supposed he would feel any less mean for cheating God out of the last +year of his life, simply because he had been doing so all the other +years. Because a man has been doing wrong for forty years, I don't know +why he should add another year of wrong; I should think he might much +better turn around, and make all the amends he could." + +"Oh!" said Tip, drawing a long breath; "why couldn't I have thought of +that? I knew it was wrong,--I saw it plain enough; but I couldn't think +of a word to say." + +Mr. Holbrook looked earnestly at the eager boy. "Edward," he said at +last, "do you think your father would see me this morning?" + +"Yes," said Tip decidedly, "I know he would. If you would only go and see +him, Mr. Holbrook, and explain that to him, I would be _so_ glad." + +And, looking back soon after, he had the satisfaction of seeing Mr. +Holbrook walk quickly down town in the direction of his home. And now Tip +felt hopeful for his father: he had prayed for him, he had worked for +him, and now Mr. Holbrook had gone to him; surely he could leave the rest +in God's hands. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +"Let him that thinketh he standeth, take heed lest he fall." + + +"Here Tip!" said Howard Minturn; "hold this frame steady while I try +that nail. Will, don't put that one up so high, it ain't even with the +others. Hold on, Ellis,--catch hold of this stool, it's tipping. There, +now, it's all nice and in order,--isn't it, Mr. Burrows?" And he sprang +from his stool, as their teacher entered the schoolroom door. + +"Very likely," answered Mr. Burrows, smiling; "only I didn't hear what +you said." + +"I say we're ready for examination, room and all." + +"The room is, certainly; and I hope your brains are. Ellis, I'd move that +chair a little to the left; it will be in the way of the classes as it +stands now. Do you feel brave to-day, Edward?" + +"Yes, sir," answered Tip promptly; "pretty brave." + +And he did, besides feeling eager and excited. The long winter term was +over; to-day and tomorrow were to be days of examination. The boys had +been working hard for it,--none harder than had Tip. It was the first +examination which had ever come to him in this exciting way. Always +before he had been among the few inevitable dunces, running away from +examination altogether, or else laughing good-naturedly over his own +blundering ignorance. But to-day it was different: he stood there on the +stage among the workers, proudly answering his teacher's questions, and +looking proudly over at the group of idlers,--Bob Turner at their +head,--who loitered near the windows, wondering that he could ever have +been of their number. This was going to be a great day for Tip; it is +true he was far behind some others of his age, so far that not a single +class of Howard Minturn's and Ellis Holbrook's were to be examined that +day,--the advance classes being put for the next day,--while all of his +came that morning; but then Tip knew there was change enough in him to +call the attention of every one present. He felt the change in himself; +his mother felt it, when she that morning brushed his hair for him, and +fastened a clean collar on his jacket; the boys in school felt it. He had +taken his place among the workers. + +The bell rang at last, and the scholars filed in and took their places. +There were visitors, even in the early morning; the people liked to +attend Mr. Burrows' examinations. Tip's class in reading came first on +the list, and never had his eyes been so bright or his face so eager. Tip +had learned to read. Patiently, earnestly, he had plodded on through the +long winter; now his sad blunderings in that line were over for ever; not +a boy in school read more slowly, distinctly, and correctly than Tip +Lewis. The selections were to be made by the committee, immediately after +class, of those who were considered ready to enter the history class on +the following term. This was the highest reading class in the school: and +Tip's eyes fairly danced when Mr. Holbrook, who was chairman of the +committee, out of a class of thirteen read but two names,--"Thomas Jones" +and "Edward Lewis." + +"Hallo, Tip!" Howard Minturn had said to him at recess; "let's shake +hands. Welcome to history; it's awfully hard and interesting." + +And Tip did shake hands, and laughed; and looked over at the other +clique--the dunces--with a half-patronizing nod to Bob Turner; and +wondered how he _could_, have borne it to have been numbered with them +that day; then he felt that he was climbing into the first set, and +climbing _fast_. + +In spelling, too, he came off conqueror; spelled down the class, spelled +until Mr. Burrows closed his book with the words, "I presume you are +tired of this, gentlemen, and, as our examinations are confined to the +lessons, I think it will hardly pay to go further, for Edward has not +missed since the second week in the term." + +So again, flushed and excited, Tip went to his seat victorious. Only +arithmetic now, and he would be through with the working part of the day. +It was the last recitation in the morning, and he was so eager and +anxious to do well, that he began to grow nervous. + +The class was called at last. They had gone slowly and carefully through +long division, and would be ready for fractions next term. The recitation +passed off finely. Tip had not studied day and night during the winter +for nothing. He was at the board, working an example in long division; it +was almost finished. The hand of the clock pointed to ten minutes of +twelve. In ten minutes he would be through, and his name would stand on +that honoured list, among those who had not missed one word or made one +mistake during the examination. His hand began to tremble. What was the +matter with that example? Oh, what _was_ the matter? The remainder was +too large; no--it was too small; no--it was--he didn't know what! +Everybody was watching him; he heard a boy laugh softly. He had made a +mistake, then; what was it? where was it? Mr. Burrows' voice came to him, +calm and kind: + +"Edward, don't get excited. Look at your remainder closely; take the +first figures of divisor and remainder--nine in thirty-one, how many +times? That will help you." + +Ellis Holbrook stood but a step from the blackboard, just behind him. Tip +heard his low whisper, "Seven," and, without waiting to think,--indeed, +he was too nervous to think,--he caught at the number. + +"Seven times!" he said hurriedly. + +Then he heard bursts of laughter from the boys, and dashed down his chalk +in an agony of shame and pain. And the clock struck twelve! + +The honour was lost. + +The boys gathered around him after school was closed. + +"It was too bad, Tip," Howard Minturn said, in a tone of honest +sympathy. "You'd have had it in a minute more." + +"I'd have had it if it had not been for Ellis Holbrook, and he's a mean +scamp!" Tip answered, in a rage. + +"Whew!" said Will Bailey; "what did Ellis do?" and Ellis turned, and +proudly confronted the angry boy. + +"He told me wrong just on purpose; that's what he did, and he knows it." + +And Tip broke away from them, and dashed out of the room. + +Howard Minturn stood aghast! That Ellis Holbrook, his best friend, and +the very pink of honour among the boys, should do so mean a thing, he +could not think, and yet it was hard to think that Tip had not told +the truth. + +"What does he mean, Ellis?" he asked at last. + +"You'll have to ask him if you want to find out," said Ellis haughtily. +"He knows better than anybody else what he means, I guess." + +The boys started homeward presently in a body. Bob Turner and his friends +surrounded Tip, and Bob, who never lost a good opportunity for teasing, +commenced at once: + +"Poor little fellow, missed his lesson, so he did. Don't him cry; him +shall have a penny to buy a multiplication-table with." + +"Hold your tongue!" answered Tip, too angry to see how foolish it was to +let such words, coming from a boy who didn't know a single line of the +multiplication-table, provoke him. + +"_Such_ a pity!" began Bob again; "when it had spelled its lesson all so +nice, and had its face washed and its hair combed so pretty. Mustn't cry +now, to spoil its face. Poor little fellow!" + +Tip turned to his tormentor a face perfectly white with rage, and the +boys hardly knew his voice: + +"Bob Turner, if you say another word, I'll knock you down and thrash you +within an inch of your life. I will"-- + +Oh, Tip Lewis! God forgive you for the way in which you in your blind +rage have finished that sentence,--for the use which you have made of +that great Name, which above all others you profess to reverence and +fear! The awful word, once spoken, recalled him to himself: he +clapped both hands over his face and ran wildly up the hill, then +down out of sight. + +The boys had all heard it. Howard, Ellis, Will Bailey, and a half-dozen +others, were just behind him. + +Ellis Holbrook's pride rose high. + +"There's your wonderful boy," he said, "who was so changed, and has +taken it upon himself to preach so many sermons to _me_. I'm sure I +never finished any of my angry speeches with an oath, if I _am_ so far +below him." + +What an afternoon that was to Tip! he will _never_ forget it. He went +no farther than the great tree, which was budding out in spring +green. Down he sat on a stone, and once more covered his face with +his hands, and such a storm of rage and pain swept over him as he had +never known before. + +How could he, how _could_ he have said that word? + +Ever since he had learned to pray, he had been afraid of that +sin,--afraid he might forget, and go back to his old habits, and he had +watched and guarded his lips with such care and prayer. But lately he had +given up all fear; it had been such a long time, and he had never once +fallen, he felt sure that he never would again. + +He had felt so sure and proud and strong, that he had asked no help from +God that day; he had been so eager to spend every moment on his +arithmetic, that he had found no time to go to his Bible for strength. No +wonder--oh, no wonder that he fell! He had been standing too firmly, +feeling no need of help. Now, what should he do? How low he felt, how +mean! Could God forgive him? Yes, He _could_. + +Tip felt in his soul that there was nothing which God could _not_ do, and +yet he felt too mean and fallen to dare to ask Him for anything more; he +forgot for the moment that Jesus Christ died to save _sinners_. + +The sun went on over his head, and commenced his afternoon work; then +there came up the hill the sound of the school-bell, but Tip took no +notice of that; he didn't want to _think_ of school, much less even _go_. +He began to fumble presently for his Bible,--he _must_ have some help. It +opened of itself at the Psalms, and he read the first line which he saw: +"Unto Thee, O God, do we give thanks "--No, not that, and he turned back +a couple of leaves. "Make a joyful noise "--No, no! he didn't want to +hear anything about joy; his heart was as heavy as lead. So he turned +over several leaves at once: he _must_ find something that would read as +if it meant him. "O Lord, rebuke me not in Thy wrath, neither chasten me +in Thy sore displeasure." Oh, that was it! God was very angry with +him,---had a right to be,--this was just what he ought to say. He read on +through the psalm; almost every verse seemed for him, and when he read +the one next to the last,--"Forsake me not, O Lord; O my God, be not far +from me,"--he said it over and over, and finally, in a great burst of +tears, got down and said it on his knees. + +The short spring day was over, and the chilly night was setting in. Tip +had reached home finally, had split the wood for the next day, done +whatever he could find to do about the house, and then carried the vests +which his mother had just finished to the clothing-store,--going away +around behind the mill so as to avoid passing the schoolhouse, lest he +might chance to see some of the boys. Then he came home, ate his supper +in silence, and went up to his attic. He felt better than he had at noon, +but his heart was still heavy, and he dreaded the next day, not knowing +what he ought to do, or how to do it. This was Thursday evening, but he +didn't mean to go to prayer-meeting. Kitty had asked him, had even coaxed +a little, but he said, "No, not to-night." He felt stiff and sore from +his long sitting under the great tree in the early spring dampness. He +told himself that this was the reason why he was not going to +prayer-meeting; but the real one was, he felt as if he could not possibly +face Mr. Burrows that evening, and _certainly_ not Mr. Holbrook,--of +course, Ellis had told him all about it. He felt very tired, and his +head and limbs ached; he was going to read a chapter in his Bible and go +to bed. He chose the same psalm which had come to him with so much power +that afternoon, read it slowly and carefully, then knelt down to pray, +and as he did so a new trouble loomed up before him. What should he do? +He had prayed for Ellis Holbrook and Bob Turner ever since he began to +pray for himself, but he felt as though he could not possibly pray for +either of them to-night. Both had tried to injure him; both had +succeeded. He wished them no harm: he didn't want to choke or drown them, +as he had felt like doing at noon, but clearly he didn't want to pray for +them. He had arisen from his knees, and was sitting on the edge of the +box which was his table and chair, with a very troubled face. The more he +thought about it, the more he felt that he could not pray for those boys +just then. At last he thought he had found a way out of the difficulty. +He said to himself that he was very tired, almost sick; he would just +repeat the Lord's Prayer and go to bed. In the morning, very likely, he +should feel differently; he almost knew he should. So he knelt down once +more. + +"Our Father which art in heaven," slowly reverently, through the sweet +petition, until he came to "forgive us our debts as we"--There he +stopped. He understood that prayer; they had been taking it up in Sunday +school, a sentence at a time, and talking about it, and only the Sunday +before last that sentence had been explained. To-night Tip could not +finish it; there was no getting around the fact that he had not forgiven +either Ellis or Bob. Once more he got up, and took a seat on the edge of +his bed to think. He was never so perplexed in his life. What ought he to +do? Couldn't he pray at all? Mr. Holbrook had said he must never mock God +by asking for what he did not mean, and to say those words, "as we +forgive our debtors," feeling as he did to-night, would be mocking God. +He ought not to feel so, but how could he help it? Suddenly, with a +little sigh of relief, he went down on his knees again: he had thought of +something which he could say. "Oh, Jesus, make me feel like praying for +Bob and Ellis; make me want them to be Christians as hard as I did last +night; make me feel like forgiving them." Then there was silence in the +lonely attic, while Tip, still on his knees, struggled with the evil +spirit within him, and came off conqueror, for presently he added, "Oh, +dear Jesus, I'll forgive them both!" and then he finished the +prayer--"forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors." While he went +around after that, making ready for rest and sleep, the "peace of God +which passeth understanding" came down and settled in his heart. +Presently he seemed to come to another difficulty, for he sat down with +one boot in his hand and one still on his foot. This question, however, +was settled promptly: he pulled the boot on again in a hurry, then picked +up his jacket and put that on, seized his hat, and ran down-stairs. + +"Kitty," he said, putting his head in at the kitchen door, "I'm going, +after all; come on." + +And Kitty joyfully ran for her hood and shawl. + +But Tip did not open his lips in prayer-meeting that evening; he felt +bowed down to the very ground with shame; he did not once raise his eyes +to the seat where Howard Minturn, Will Bailey, and others of the +schoolboys were sitting; and, when the short hour was gone, he made haste +to get out from Mr. Holbrook's sight and the sound of his voice. But he +had much reason, after that, to thank God that he did not succeed. He had +just got from under the gaze of the hall-lamp, and stood a minute in the +darkness waiting for Kitty, when he felt Mr. Holbrook's hand on his arm, +and heard his kind, quiet voice: + +"Edward, Mrs. Holbrook has some little business to transact' with Kitty +to-night; shall I walk with you?" And, as Tip saw there was no help for +it, and walked by his side, he said, "I didn't see you at school this +afternoon: how was that?" + +"Mr. Holbrook, didn't Ellis tell you about it this noon?" + +"Ellis has told me nothing. I heard, from one of the smaller boys, a very +sad story. Have you anything to tell me?" + +"No, sir, I have not; it's all true. I got awful mad, and I said mad +things. I--I did worse than that." + +Tip's voice sank to a solemn whisper. Mr. Holbrook, too, was silent and +sad; at last he said,-- + +"What, Edward! do you mean to give up, and go back to the old life?" + +And he remembered, years after, just how painfully his heart throbbed +while he waited for Tip's answer; it was prompt and plain: "No, sir; God +wouldn't even let me do that." + +And then for a minute Mr. Holbrook did not speak for very +thankfulness, that, through all this maze of sin, God was leading Tip +into the light again. + +"Do you feel that you have God's forgiveness?" he asked, speaking gently. + +"Yes, sir." Tip could not give very long answers that evening. + +"Why were you so quiet to-night in prayer-meeting?" + +"Because," said Tip, speaking low, "I was ashamed to say anything before +you or Mr. Burrows or the boys, after what happened today." + +"More ashamed with us than you were with God?" + +"Yes, sir, I was; because God knows all about it,--just how sorry I am, +and how He has forgiven me, and is going to help me; and you didn't +know that." + +Again Mr. Holbrook was thankful. + +"How about to-morrow, Edward?" he asked at last. + +And this time Tip's answer was very low: I don't know; I don't know +what to do." + +"If you knew what was right to do, would you _do_ it?" + +"I'm pretty sure I'd _try_ to, sir." + +"Well, did you honour or dishonour Christ to-day?" + +Tip's answer was in a more timid tone than he often spoke: + +"I dishonoured Him." + +"Do the boys know that you are very sorry, and have asked God to +forgive you?" + +"No, sir; they don't know anything about it." + +"Don't you think, for the honour of Christ, they ought to?" + +"I suppose so." + +"Who ought to tell them?" + +No immediate answer came to this; then, after a little,-- + +"Mr. Holbrook, how could I tell them--to each one--about it?" + +"See if you cannot answer your own question. Will not all the boys be +likely to hear about it?" + +"Yes, sir; they'll be sure to." + +"And would they all be likely to hear what you have to say, unless you +spoke to all at once?" + +"But, Mr. Holbrook, if I did that, it would have to be in school." + +"Well?" + +"But to-morrow is the last day, and it's examination." + +"Well?" + +That short word seemed to have a good deal of power over Tip, for he +only answered it by saying, after a long silence,-- + +"Mr. Holbrook, I wonder if you can think how very hard that would be?" + +"Edward, I wonder if you can think how very hard it was for your Saviour +to listen to your words this noon?" + +And Mr. Holbrook heard no more from Tip, save, when they reached the +corner, a very low, very grave "Good-night." + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +"He shall call upon Me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in +trouble: I will deliver him, and honour him." + + +There were not many visitors in the next morning; it was too early, as +yet, for any but the examining committee, and a few very fond, very +anxious mothers. Mr. Burrows' hand was on the bell; in a few moments +the algebra class would be in full tide of recitation. Ellis and Howard +had their slates in their hands, ready to start at the first sound, +when Tip Lewis left his seat and made his way towards the stage. Mr. +Burrows looked surprised; this was entirely out of order; but a look at +Tip's face made him change his mind about sending him back to his seat, +and bend his head to listen to the few words that were hurriedly +whispered in his ear. Then he looked more surprised, hesitated a +minute, then asked,-- + +"Hadn't you better wait until noon, and I can detain the scholars a +few moments?" + +"No," said Tip, shaking his head, and speaking earnestly; "I'm afraid, if +I wait till noon, I shan't do it at all." + +"Very well," Mr. Burrows answered finally. "Scholars, one of your number +tells me that he has something of importance to say to you; we will wait +and hear him." + +It was well for Tip that he was a bold boy, that every day of his life +had been such as to teach him a lesson of boldness, else his courage +would surely have failed him, when he felt the many curious eyes resting +on him. As it was, his face was scarlet, when he turned it away from the +desk and towards the boys. Yet he spoke promptly, as he always did when +he spoke at all: + +"I want to tell the boys that I am sorry for yesterday. I suppose they +all know what I did. I got awful mad, and I--I said a dreadful word. I +didn't think I would ever be so wicked again; I feel awful about it. But +I don't want the boys to think that I don't love Jesus any more, because +I do; and He is going to help me try Such a silence as was in that +schoolroom then, the boys had never felt before! Mr. Burrows' face was +shaded with his hand; he let the silence rest upon them for a moment, +after Tip had taken his seat; then he spoke, low and solemnly,-- + +"Boys, what God has forgiven, I feel sure that no scholar of mine will be +mean enough ever to mention again." + +Then the bell sounded, and the business of the day went on. Tip had laid +his head down on the desk the minute he took his seat, and he kept it +there throughout the recitation. He had been through a fearful struggle; +it was hard work for a boy like him to stand up before the school and +tell them how he had fallen. But it was over now, and from his very soul +he felt that he had done right. + +Bob Turner, sitting beside him, was quiet and sober; and when Tip raised +his arm with such a sudden jerk that he knocked his arithmetic to the +floor, Bob leaned over and quietly picked it up and laid it back in its +place; which was a wonderful thing for Bob Turner to do. + +At noon the boys gathered around Tip, quiet and kind; no one spoke of +what had been _the_ important event of the morning; all were on good +behaviour. + +Ellis Holbrook came into their midst. + +"Tip," he said, speaking gravely, yet very coldly, "perhaps it would be +as well for you to know that you made quite a blunder yesterday, when you +said I told you wrong; I hadn't the slightest notion of telling you, +right or wrong. But I know how you came to think so. I was looking out a +word in Mr. Burrows' dictionary, and stood just behind you, when Mr. +Bailey leaned over and asked me how many there were in your class when +all were present, and I answered him, seven." + +Tip looked perfectly astonished. + +"Why didn't you say so yesterday?" he asked at last. + +"Because you didn't give me a chance," Ellis answered coolly. "I'm not in +the habit of cheating, nor of being told that I do, so I was not prepared +with an answer." + +"That's true," said Tip, after a minute, answering the first part of +Ellis's sentence; "that's true, I didn't. I was mad, and I just banged +off before anybody could say anything. I might have known you didn't do +any such thing; it ain't like you." + +And Tip walked away, leaving Ellis to think that the boy who was so far +below him had shown much the better spirit of the two. + +The busy day was drawing to a close; the last recitation was over, and +the boys were in a state of grand excitement, waiting to hear the report +of the committee; waiting to know whose names were to stand on the Roll +of Honour, having passed through the entire examination without a +mistake. Poor Tip was sad; yesterday morning he had felt so sure that his +name would have an honourable place, and to him it was so much more +exciting, because it would be for the first time. How hard he had worked; +and now it was all lost! Stupidly lost, too, he said to himself, over an +example that he had done a dozen times; and he drew a heavy sigh, and +roused himself to listen to the report. Mr. Burrows had already called +for it, and Mr. Holbrook, as chairman of the committee, had arisen; but, +instead of reading the report, said,-- + +"Mr. Burrows, if there is time, I should like to say a few words to the +scholars. Boys, you were all listeners to Edward Lewis's examination +yesterday, and I presume you know better than I do how hard he has +worked. Now, I think any one who watched him yesterday could not have +failed to see that, had he not grown excited and nervous, he could have +worked that example. Mr. Burrows, may I put a question to vote?" + +And Mr. Burrows giving a hearty consent, he continued, "Very well. Now I +want every boy here, who is willing to allow Edward Lewis to go to the +board _now_ and try that example, and, if he succeeds, give him the place +which would have been his yesterday, to stand up." + +Ellis Holbrook was the first to spring to his feet, and every single +boy in the room followed his example; Tip alone sitting still, with +burning cheeks. + +"Well done," said Mr. Holbrook "Now it only remains to get your teacher's +consent to our plan." + +Which Mr. Burrows gave by wheeling his table from before the blackboard +and picking up an arithmetic. "You may come forward, Edward. I will +dictate the example; which one is it?" + +"The thirty-ninth, sir; fifty-first page." + +By this time Tip was at the board. How they watched him! how fearful his +teacher was for him! how he longed to have him succeed! Tip worked fast +and boldly; his hand did not tremble; chalk and fingers and brain did +their duty; the terrible "nine in thirty-one, how many times," as a test +for the larger number, was reached, and an unusually large and bold +figure _three_ was placed in the quotient; a few more rapid dashes, and, +with a grand flourish after the "seventeen remainder," Tip threw down the +chalk, pushed back the hair from his hot temples, and walked to his seat. +The boys could not keep quiet any longer: a very soft tapping was heard +at first, then, finding they were not silenced, it rose to a loud, +decided stamping of many feet. But Mr. Holbrook was on _his_ feet again, +and they were quiet directly, for the report was finally to be read. + +"My son," said Mr. Holbrook, not long after, laying his hand kindly on +Ellis's shoulder, as he was hurrying from the room, "what do you think of +Edward's religion to-night?" + +"I think it is honest, sir," Ellis answered quickly. "Excuse me, father, +if you please; I must see Howard a minute before he goes;" and so he ran +away from his father's longing look. + +As for Tip, he borrowed from Howard Minturn a copy of the village paper, +which came out a few days after, and read the report of the examination; +read this sentence: "And, among all the pupils, perhaps no one of them +has made more rapid or astonishing progress than has Edward Lewis." + +Then, while the twilight deepened, he turned eagerly to the next column, +which read in this way:-- + + "ROLL OF HONOUR; + + "Being an alphabetically arranged List of those + who passed the entire Examination without + making an error: + + WILLARD BAILEY. + ELLIS HOLBROOK. + HARVEY JENNINGS. + EDWARD LEWIS." + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +"I will lead them in paths that they have not known." + + +"See here, Tip," called Mr. Minturn, appearing in his store door one +morning not long after the examination; "I want to talk to you." + +Tip swung his basket off his shoulder, and went into the store. He was at +work for Mr. Dewey, and every piece of meat which he carried home took +the form, in his eyes, of a Latin grammar and a dictionary; for these two +books were what he was at present aiming after. + +"I'm in a great hurry, Mr. Minturn," he said; "I've got a piece of meat +for your folks in my basket, and I expect they want it." + +"They'll have to wait till they get it," answered Mr. Minturn; "but I +never hinder folks long. What are you going to do with yourself, now +school's out?" + +"Oh, work; anything I can find to do while vacation lasts." + +"So you're going to keep on at school, are you? I thought likely, since +your father was laid up, you'd he hunting for steady work, so you could +help the family along. There's a hard winter coming, you know." + +There was no mistaking Mr. Minturn's tone. It said, as plainly as words +could have done, "That's what I think you ought to do, anyhow." + +Tip looked troubled. "There's nothing for me to do," he said at last; "I +don't know of a place in this town where I could get steady work that I +could do; and besides, if there was, I'm after an education now." + +"My brother is here from Albany," Mr. Minturn made answer to this. "He is +a merchant, has a large store there, and keeps a great many clerks. He's +been plagued to death lately with one of his boys,--when he sent him home +with bundles, he'd open them and help himself; and my brother told me +last night, if I could warrant him a boy who was perfectly honest, he'd +take him home with him, pay his fare down, and do well by him. I thought +of you right away, and I told my brother that you were just the boy for +him,--you'd be as true as steel; but then, if you're going to keep on at +school, it's all up." + +Mr. Minium did not add, that he had kept his brother until eleven o'clock +the night before, telling him Tip's history,--what a boy he had been, how +he had changed, how he was struggling upward; and, finally, the whole +story of the examination,--the failure, the downfall, the public +confession; nor how his brother had listened eagerly, and had said, with +energy, after the story was finished,-- + +"Such a boy as that ought to be helped; and I'm ready to help him." + +None of this did Tip hear, but he stooped down for his basket when Mr. +Minturn had finished speaking, with a bright blush on his cheek. It was +something for a boy like him to be called "as true as steel." + +"Yes," he said decidedly; "I'm going to keep on at school, that's +certain. Thank you all the same." + +And out he went; yet all the way up and down the streets his thoughts +were busy over what he had just heard. It was _time_, certainly, as poor +as they were, that he began to work; his mother's sewing supported the +family now, and hard and late into the nights she had to work to keep +them from hunger. Tip had thought of this question before, but had +always comforted himself with the thought that work was not by any means +an easy thing to get in the village; the odd jobs which he could find, +out of school hours, being really the only things he could get to do. +But no such comfort came to him to-day: here was a chance, and a +splendid one, for getting steady work, and by and by good wages +probably; why wasn't he glad? + +Oh, ever since he gave himself to Christ, there had been in his heart a +longing to get an education, and not only that, but to become a minister. +Very small, faint hopes he had, and even those were frightened sometimes +at their own boldness; but every day the desire grew stronger, and it did +not seem as though he could possibly give up school now. It was out of +the question, he told himself, just as he was beginning to enjoy his +books so much, and was doing well. Mr. Burrows would be disappointed in +him; he had encouraged him to study. No, it couldn't be done. He would +consider the matter settled. And yet there was his mother, working day +and night, and he, her only son, not helping. There was his father, +growing weaker every day, coughing harder every night; long ago they had +given up the hope that the cough would ever leave him. There was Kitty, +who ought to be in school, but could not because her mother _must_ have +the little help which she could give. Tip was half distracted with +thinking about it; he felt provoked at Mr. Minturn, and Mr. Minturn's +brother, and the store in Albany, and the boy who helped himself out of +other people's bundles; they were all trying to cheat him out of his +education. A dozen times he said it was settled, and as many times began +at the beginning to think it all over again. He went home finally, after +the meat was carried around; but this didn't help him any. Home hadn't +gone back to its old state of dirt and disorder: Kitty's first attempt +had been too successful, and she had liked the looks of things too well +to give up; so there was a great change for the better in the +housekeeping, which both Kitty and her mother enjoyed. Still, there was +no denying that, though a clean, it was a very forlorn little room, with +very few things for comfort or convenience. Tip had never seen this with +such wide-open eyes as he did today; so coming home did not quiet the +vexing thoughts. + +He split wood and pumped water without whistling a note, growing more +sober every minute. At last, after supper, when the work was all done +that he could do, he drew a sigh of relief; it was so nice to have time +for thought. He could go up to his attic, and he would not come down, +no, not if it wasn't in three days, until this thing was decided finally +and for ever. + +Kitty sewed steadily on the seam which her mother had fixed for her, and +wondered why Tip didn't come down and hear her lesson, which had been +ready for him this hour. It was another hour before he came; then his +mother said,-- + +"Tip, if you've a cent in the world, do take it, and go and get your +father some of that cough-candy. I do believe he hasn't stopped coughing +since supper." + +Tip took his hat and started for the store; as he went he whistled a +little. The cough-candy was found at a store away up town, and, getting a +paper of it, Tip dashed on around the corner and opened Mr. Minturn's +store door. + +"When is your brother going home?" he asked, without ceremony, seeing Mr. +Minturn behind the counter. + +"Next Monday." + +"Well, I'm going to talk to father, and I think likely I'll want to go +along with him." + +"All right." + +So Tip slammed to the door and ran away and Mr. Minturn never knew what a +downfall that decision had been to the boy's dear hopes and plans. + +It was all settled in the course of a day or two. Mr. Minturn from Albany +was very kind. Tip was to have wages that seemed a small fortune to him, +and enough had been advanced to get him a new suit of clothes, which his +mother made. + +One would have supposed that the future would look bright to him; yet it +was with a very sad heart that he took his seat in prayer-meeting that +Thursday evening, the last time he expected to be in that room for--he +didn't know how long. He had a feeling that he ought to be very glad and +thankful, and wasn't at all. + +Through the opening hymns and prayers his heart kept growing heavier +every moment, and it was not until Mr. Holbrook arose, and repeated the +text which he had chosen for the evening, that Tip could arouse himself +to listen. It was a queer text, so he thought,--"Who shall roll away the +stone?" What could Mr. Holbrook be going to say on that? He found out, +and had reason to remember it for ever after. As he went out from that +meeting, his thoughts, had he spoken them, would have been like these: + +"That's true,--I don't believe any man but Mr. Holbrook would ever have +thought of it: they worried at a great rate about that stone, how they +would get it rolled away, and when they got there it was gone. I'll +remember that. I'll do just as he said: when I see a stone ahead of me, I +won't stop and fret about it; I'll walk straight up to it, and when I get +there maybe it will roll out of my way." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +"A word fitly spoken is like apples of gold in pictures of silver." + + +Behold Tip, now in Albany, far away from home and friends, from every one +that he had ever seen before, save Mr. Howard Minturn, young Howard's +uncle. But he had been there some time, and was growing into a +settled-at-home feeling. It had been a wonderful change to him. Mr. +Minturn did not board his clerks; but for some reason, best known to +himself, he had taken Tip home with him. For a few days the boy felt as +though the roses on the carpets were made of glass, and would smash if he +stepped on them. But he was getting used to it all; he could sit squarely +on his chair at the table instead of on the edge, spread his napkin over +his lap as the others did, and eat his pie with a silver fork under the +light of the sparkling gas. + +"Mother," said little Alice Minturn, "why does father have Edward board +here, and sit at the table with us?" + +"Because, Alice, your father wants to help him in every way; your uncle +Minturn thinks he is an unusually good, smart boy." + +"I think so too," said Alice, and was satisfied. + +And Tip Lewis was Tip no longer; no one knew him by that name; every one +there said "Edward," save the store clerks, and they called him "Ed." + +He had a queer feeling sometimes that he was somebody else, and that Tip +Lewis, whom he used to know so well, would be very much astonished if he +could see him now. + +He went into Sabbath school, and became a member of Mr. Minturn's Bible +class; but teachers were scarce, and before he had been there three weeks +Mr. Minturn sent him to take charge of a class of very little boys, who +called him "Mr. Lewis," and made him feel strange and tall. He began to +realize that he was almost sixteen years old, and growing very fast. + +He was leading a very busy life now-a-days; at work all day, in and for +the store, and in the evening doing all he could with his books. Those +books and his love for them were a great safeguard to him, kept him away +from many a temptation to go astray; and yet it was hard work to +accomplish much in the little time he had, and with no helper. Sometimes +he sighed wearily, and felt as though the road was full of stones. + +"I pity you, old fellow," one of the younger clerks said to him one +evening, as they were leaving the store. + +"I don't know for what," was the good-natured answer. + +"Why, Mr. Minturn's pink of a perfect and wonderful and altogether +amazing son Ray has just got home from the University; saw him pass the +store not an hour ago, leaning back in the carriage like a prince." + +"What's he?" asked Edward. + +"He's a prig; that's what he is." + +"What's a prig?" + +"Ho! you're a greeney, if you don't know what a prig is. Wait till he +snubs you and lords it over you awhile; then I guess you'll know. He'll +have a good chance, seeing you're right there at the house all the while. +I wouldn't be in your shoes for a penny." + +Spite of its making him a great greeney, Edward did not know what a prig +was; but, judging from his companion's tone, he decided that it must be +something very disagreeable. He went home feeling cross and +uncomfortable, wishing that Ray were anybody in the world rather than Mr. +Minturn's son, or anywhere else rather than at home. He was beginning to +have such a nice time there; they were all so kind to him, and really +seemed to like him. It was too bad to have it all spoiled. + +"I know what kind of a fellow he is," he muttered to himself; "he's like +that Mr. Symonds who comes to the store twice a week or so after kid +gloves, and acts as if he thought he was a great deal too good to ask me +a decent question. My! I wish he was in Texas." + +The dining-room was a blaze of light when he peeped in, soon after the +family were gathered waiting for Mr. Minturn. The newcomer sat on the +sofa, one arm a-round little Alice, and the other resting gently on his +mother's lap. Edward guessed, by his mother's face, that she did _not_ +wish he was in Texas. Mr. Minturn came in presently, and Edward stole +into the room just behind him; but Alice called him eagerly: + +"Edward, Ray has come! Come over here and see him." + +"Go ahead," said Mr. Minturn, as Edward stood still, with very red +cheeks; and Ray sat up and held out his hand. + +"How do you do, Edward? Alice has been making me acquainted with you this +afternoon, so you're not a stranger." + +How very clear and kind his tones were! Edward was astonished. That same +evening he was more astonished. He was in the library, at work over his +books; Mr. Minturn had to go to a committee meeting, expecting to be +detained late; as he arose from the dinner-table, he said,-- + +"How am I to get in to-night? Here's my night-key in two pieces." + +"I'll be night-key, sir," said Edward promptly. + +"Well, you may; you can take your books to the library, and have a long +evening to pore over them." + +So he was there, poring over them with all his might, when the door +opened gently, and Ray Minturn came in. + +"Are you hard at work?" he asked kindly. + +"Yes, sir," said Edward, wishing he would go out again. But he didn't +seem in a hurry to do so; he took a book from the case, and glanced over +it a moment, then came towards Edward. + +"What are you studying?" + +"Fractions," answered Edward briefly. + +"Do you have any trouble?" + +"Yes, lots," speaking a little crossly, for he wanted to go on with his +work; "I can't get this one I'm at, to save my head." + +"Suppose I see what is the matter." And Bay drew a chair to the table and +sat down, glancing his eye over the slate. + +"Rather, suppose you see for yourself," he said in a few moments. "Just +run over that multiplication at the top of the slate." + +"Oh, bother!" Edward said, after he had obeyed orders; "that figure three +has made me all this trouble." + +"Smaller things than figure threes make trouble. Have you been to +school lately?" + +"Always, till I came here; but I might just as well have been out until +last winter." + +"What happened last winter?" + +"Lots of things," answered Edward, with brightening eyes. But he +didn't seem disposed to state any of them; so, after waiting a little, +Ray asked,-- + +"Wouldn't you get on faster with your books if you had a teacher?" + +"Think likely I should; but I haven't got any, so I'll have to get on as +fast as I can." + +"How would it do if I should play teacher while I am at home, and give +you the hour from nine till ten?" + +Edward laid down his pencil, turned his eyes for the first time full upon +Kay, and looked at him in silent astonishment. + +"Do you mean it?" he asked at last. + +"Certainly I do; I shouldn't say so if I didn't. Don't you think you +would like it?" + +"Like it! I guess I would. But I don't know--What do you do it for?" + +"Because I am glad to help a boy who seems to be trying to help himself. +We will consider it settled, then. It is ten o'clock; will you come out +to prayers now?" + +And at this the astonished look on Edward's face deepened. + +"Is Mr. Minturn here?" he asked. + +"No; but his son is. Are you so surprised that I should have prayers in +my father's absence?" + +"Yes," said Edward; "I didn't know--I mean I didn't think"-- + +"You didn't think I had learned to pray, perhaps. Thank God, I have." +Then he laid his hand kindly on Edward's shoulder. "Have _you_ learned +that precious lesson yet, my friend?" + +"Yes," said Edward softly; "a good while ago." + +"I am very glad; you will never learn anything else that is quite so +important. What is all the study for, by the way? Have you any plans.'" + +"Yes," said Edward, astonished at what he was about to tell to a +stranger; "I want to get an education, and then, if I possibly _can_ do +that, I want to be a minister." + +Ray's hand fell from his shoulder, and when he answered this, his voice +was low and a little sad: + +"God bless you, and help you. I hope you will never have to give it up." + +Edward made up his mind that night that a prig meant the best and +kindest,--yes, and the wisest young man in the world. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +"Whatsoever ye would that men should do to you, do ye even so to them." + + +The long, bright summer days and the glowing autumn days were gone; +mid-winter was upon them. During all this time Edward was hard at work; +there was plenty of business to be done at the store. He had been +promoted; very rarely, now-a-days, was he called on to carry home +purchases, or to do errands. He had his counter and his favourite +customers. There had been another change, too, which Edward felt sure Ray +had had a hand in; Ray had a hand in everything that was good and +thoughtful. He had long evenings for study now; he came up to dinner with +Mr. Minturn at six o'clock, and had no further work to do until the next +day. Oh, those long evenings! What rapid progress he made! what a +teacher Ray was! Could a boy help getting on who was so carefully and +kindly led? + +What was _not_ Ray to him?--teacher, friend, brother; constant, +unfailing, loving guide. Edward was learning to love him with an +almost worship. + +Meantime, every one saw better than did Edward himself how he had +changed. He had not been in constant intercourse with a Christian family, +who lived their religion every day and every hour, for nothing; his +improvement had been constant and rapid. + +He came home from the post office one evening with his hands full of +letters, among them a very queer-looking one for himself. He carried the +others to the library, and his own to his room. Such an odd letter as it +was! He was glad it was his business to get the mail, and that none of +the other clerks had seen this, with his name written at the very top of +the envelope, and written "Tip" at that. How oddly it looked, and how +queerly it sounded when he said it over! It was so long since he heard +that name, he never wanted to again. He was glad that Ray Minturn had +never called him Tip, nor heard him called so. + +Who could it be from? Nobody wrote to him except Kitty, and once in a +long while his mother; but this was no home-letter. At last he broke the +seal, and read:-- + + +"DEER TIP,--Mother's dead, I feel bad, you kno that, so what's the use? +I've got to go to work. I like you better than any of the other felows, +always did. Can't I com out there to your store and work, I'll behave +myself reel wel; I _will_, honour bright, if you'll git me a place. +I've got money enuff to get there. I dug potatoes for old Williams and +earned it. Rite to me rite off that's a good fellow. I want to com +awful. BOB TURNER." + + +Edward was thunderstruck! he dropped the letter on the floor in disgust. +What was to be done now? The idea of having Bob Turner there was +perfectly dreadful; besides, thank fortune! it was impossible. They +wanted more help, to be sure, had been looking out for a boy that very +day, but not such a one as Bob,--that was out of the question; and +yet--Bob's mother was dead! In his rude, careless way, Bob had loved his +mother rather better than he had any one else, and Edward did not doubt +that he felt badly. He was without friends now; surely he needed one if +he ever did. But it was _so_ disagreeable to think of having him +there,--he was so different from any of the others, and he would call +_him_ Tip, and be always around in his way; would seem to lead him back +to the old life from which he thought he had escaped altogether. It was +not to be thought of for a moment. But then--and now came a startling +thought. How long he had been praying for Bob! Perhaps this was the way +in which God meant to answer, by giving him a chance to work as well as +pray. Perhaps he ought to be _willing_ to have him come. No matter how +much the clerks might make fun of him for having such a friend; no matter +how much pain and annoyance it might cause him; if this was God speaking +to him to help his brother, how dreadful it would be to make no answer! + +He sat down to think about it; his algebra lay open before him; he was +not quite ready for Kay, but he could not attend to algebra now. + +"Let me see," he said; "if there _should_ be such a thing as that Bob +could come, what would I do for him? One of two things is certain, either +he'll lead me or I shall him; we always did when we were together much. +Which will it be? If he leads me, he'll lead me into mischief, just as +sure as the world; if I lead _him_, I'll try to keep him out of mischief. +It's clear that I ought to be the leader. Now, how would I do it, I +wonder? Bob ought to be a Christian; he won't be safe two minutes at a +time until he is. If God says anything, He says He'll hear prayer. If I +believe that, why don't I pray for Bob, so that he'll be converted? I +_do_ pray for him always, but it's kind of half-way praying--kind of as +if I thought it was a pretty hard thing for God to do after all. That's +wrong. God wants him safe, and He knows he isn't safe now, and He's +willing to help him; it must be my fault that He don't. My business and +lessons, and all that sort of thing, are putting Bob and Ellis, and even +father, pretty much out of my thoughts. That's wrong too, and must be +stopped. Mr. Minturn says a thing is never half done that hasn't a corner +in the day belonging to itself. I'll try that rule. After this, every +evening at half-past eight, I'll come up here to my room and lock the +door, and I'll pray for Bob; I'll pray as though I expected an answer, +and was going to be on the look-out for it. I won't let anything hinder +me from coming at just that time, unless it's something that I can't +help. Meantime, I'll get him a place if I can." + +Edward was as straightforward as Tip had been; this point decided, he +went down-stairs to the library door, and knocked. + +Mr. Minturn was alone, and busy; but he looked up as Edward entered in +answer to his "Come in." + +"Well, sir, what is it?" + +"Have you time for a little piece of business?" + +"Always time for business; sit down. What is it about?" + +"Have you found a boy yet?" + +"No. Have you?" + +"Yes, sir; there's a boy out home who wants to come; I've just had a +letter from him. His name is Turner--Bob Turner." + +"Is he a good boy?" + +"No, sir." + +"Well, that's plain! What are you talking about, then?" + +"I want you to make him a good boy, sir." + +"Humph! that's an idea. I can't make boys over new. Is he honest?" + +"No, sir, I don't think he is very,--not what you mean by honest; but his +mother is dead, and he hasn't any friends; he goes with a miserable set +of fellows, and he'll get worse than he is in no time if he stays there." + +"And the whole of it is, you think it's my duty to let him come, and try +to save, him! Suppose I should, what would you do for your share?" + +"I'd try, too." + +"How?" + +"Why, I'd try to get him to do right." + +"Suppose he should try to get you to do wrong?" + +"He couldn't!" said Edward positively. + +"How did you find that out?" + +"Because I should pray for myself every day, and for Bob too; and God +hears prayer." + +"Yes, but God's people sometimes get very far away from Him; if this Bob +should lead _you_ astray, I'd be sorry I ever heard of him." + +"I don't feel much afraid," Edward said, speaking this time in a more +quiet, less positive tone, "for I never go wrong when I pray often; pray +about everything that comes up, you know, and mean what I pray for." + +"Humph!" said Mr. Minturn; "that's a good idea; I guess you're pretty +safe under _that_ rule." + +"Besides," said Edward, reserving one of his best arguments till the +last, "I know somebody who would help Bob ever so much,--Mr. Ray would +find him out." + +Mr. Minturn's eyes grew bright, and he smiled a half sad smile. + +"Yes," he said, "that's true enough; Ray can't come near anybody without +helping him. Well, write to the boy to come on; we'll try him. Has he +anything to come with?" + +"Yes, sir, he says he has money enough to get here." And Edward went away +glad, for he had begun to be very willing to have Bob there. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +"If ye abide in Me, and My word abide in you, ye shall ask what ye will, +and it shall be done unto you." + + +Edward got up one morning feeling years older than he had only the +morning before,--older and graver, feeling a great responsibility resting +on his shoulders; for he was The weary frame, racked with so many pains, +was at last at rest. Kitty had written just a line, telling the sad +story, but it did not reach him until nearly a week after; and with it +came Mr. Holbrook's,--a long letter, full of tender sympathy, telling all +about how, in the afternoon of an early spring day, they had laid his +father by Johnny's side. + +Edward read on eagerly, until he came to this sentence: "My dear boy, I +have a most precious message for you. I was with him only an hour before +he died, and at that time he said to me, 'I want you to tell Tip that God +has heard his prayer, and saved his father; and that I shall watch for +him to come to heaven, and bring all the rest.' And, Edward, I haven't a +shade of doubt but that your father is with his Redeemer; you must let me +quote again a verse which I once gave you: 'I love the Lord, because He +has heard my voice and my supplications.'" + +And at this point the letter dropped from his hand, and Edward shed his +first tears for his father. + +It was curious, the different ways that Mr. Minturn and his son had of +expressing sympathy. + +"Oh," Mr. Minturn said, when he was told, "why in the world didn't they +send for you?" + +"Because, sir, my father died very suddenly, and my mother thought I +could not afford to come so far for the funeral." + +"Afford! as if that would have made any difference. Did they think I +would let it cost _you_ anything?" + +Edward showed Mr. Holbrook's letter to Ray after that; and when it +had been read, expressed the feeling which had been much in his heart +ever since the news came, and which had been strengthened by Mr. +Monturn's words: + +"I shall always be sorry that I could not have gone to the funeral." + +And Bay answered, resting his arm, as he spoke, lightly on Edward's +shoulder, to express the tenderness which he felt, "No you won't, my dear +fellow; when you get up there, in the glory of the Redeemer's presence, +and meet your father face to face, you will not remember to be sorry that +you did not see him _buried_." + +Meantime Bob had come, and been set at work. He did not board at Mr. +Minturn's. Edward had heard that matter arranged with a little sigh of +relief; his precious hour with Ray, then, would be undisturbed. + +Bob was doing very much better than anybody who knew him would have +imagined he _could_ do; he seemed to have made up his mind to behave +himself, sure enough. Yet his being there was a trial to Edward in +several ways: he had a great horror of being called "Tip;" that name +belonged to the miserable, ragged, friendless, hopeless boy who used to +wander around the streets in search of mischief, not to the young man +who was a faithful clerk in one of the finest stores in Albany, besides +being a teacher in Sabbath school, and a very fair scholar in Latin +and algebra. But Bob Turner could not be made to understand all this; +and though he stared at the neat black suit which Edward wore, and +opened his eyes wide when Mr. Minturn went and came in company with his +old companion, and honoured him in many ways, he still called him +"Tip," in clear, round tones, that rang through the store a dozen times +a day. But there was nothing which Ray could not smooth over, so Edward +thought, when one evening he flounced into the library with a very much +disturbed face. + +"I wish that fellow knew anything," he said angrily. + +"What is the matter now?" Bay asked, meeting the bright, angry eyes with +a quiet smile. + +Edward laughed a little. "Well, I can't help feeling vexed; Bob screeches +that hateful little name after me wherever I go. I despise that name, and +I wish he could be made to understand it." + +"How did you happen to be called Tip at first?" + +"Why," said Edward, turning over the leaves of his dictionary, "my little +sister Kitty made it up before she could talk plain. How she ever got +that name out of Edward, I don't know; I'm sure I wish she had been +asleep when she did it; but that's what she called me, and that's what +I've been ever since." + +"And did Johnny, the little boy that died, ever call you so?" + +Edward's eyes began to grow soft. + +"Often," he said gently; "and it was about the only name he could speak; +he was a little fellow." + +"Well, Edward, I should not think it would be such a very disagreeable +name to you, when your father, who is gone, always used it, and always in +kindness, you told me; and it is the only name by which little Johnny can +remember you. There are two things to be thought of in this matter," Ray +continued, after a moment, finding Edward not disposed to speak: "one is, +if you hope to do anything with this old companion of yours, you must be +ready to take worse things from him than a quiet, inoffensive little name +like that; he will learn your right name, perhaps, in time. And the other +is--What is Bob Turner's right name, my friend?" + +Edward's face flushed, his lips quivered into a little smile, then he +laughed outright. + +"It would be ridiculous to call _him_ Robert!" he said, still laughing. +"Ray, here's my exercise, if you want it now." + +And Ray heard no more complaints about the offending little name. + +"Say, Tip, just go home with me to-night," Bob coaxed one evening, as +Edward, having been detained late at the store, was leaving just as Bob +was closing the shutters. "Mr. Ray's head is so bad you won't have any +plaguy lessons to-night to hinder you. Every single fellow in the store +but me is going to the theatre, and I am awful lonesome up there alone." + +"It is a wonder you are not going too," said Edward. + +"No, it ain't. I can keep a promise once in a while, I reckon. That +Ray Minturn can do anything with a fellow, and I was fool enough to +promise him that I wouldn't go. Come, go up home with me; do, that's a +good fellow!" + +"No," said Edward decidedly, "I can't." + +"Now, Tip Lewis, I think you're real mean; you don't never come to see me +no more than if I was in Guinea. You act as if you were ashamed of me, +and I keep my word and behave myself, too; and you're a mean, +chicken-hearted fellow, if you're ashamed to notice me now-a-days, just +because you board in a big house and dress like a dandy." + +"Poh!" said Edward; "what nonsense that is! I'd look well being ashamed +of any one that Minturn talked with. But, Bob, I can't go to-night, nor +any other night just about this time; because I made a promise that I'd +do something else, at exactly half-past eight, and that nothing in the +world should hinder me if I could help it; and it can't be far from +half-past eight now." + +Bob eyed him curiously. "Tip, you're the oddest fellow born, I do +believe," he said at last "Is it lessons?" + +"No, it's nothing about lessons." + +"Couldn't I _help_ you to do it?" + +"Yes," said Edward, after a thoughtful silence; "you _could_ help me +better than any one else, only you won't." + +"Well, now," Bob answered earnestly, "as sure as I'm alive, I will, if +you'll tell me what it is; I'll help you this very night." + +"Do you promise?" asked Edward. + +"Yes, I do, out and out; and when I promise a thing through and through, +why, _you_ know, Tip Lewis, that I do it." + +"Well," said Edward, as he tried the door to see that all was safe before +leaving, "then I'll tell you. Every night, at exactly half-past eight, I +go to my room and ask God over and over again to make you want to be a +Christian." + +Not a single word did Bob answer to this; he took long strides up the +street by the side of Edward in the direction of Mr. Mintern's, never +once speaking until they had reached the door, and stood waiting to be +let in; then he said, "Tip, that's mean." + +"What is?" + +"To get a fellow to promise what he can't do." + +"I have not. Don't you want to be a Christian?" + +"No; I can't say that I'm particular about it." + +"But that's too silly to believe. You need a friend to help you about as +badly as any one I know of, and when you can have one for the asking, why +shouldn't you want Him? Besides, I didn't say _make_ you a Christian, +anyhow; I said make you _want_ to be one. You can pray, that _I'm_ sure; +any way, you promised, and I trusted you." + +Bob followed him through the hall, up the stairs, to his neat little +room, and whistled "Hail, Columbia," while he lighted a match and turned +on the gas. + +"My! you have things in style here, don't you?" he said, looking around, +while the bright light gleamed over the pretty carpet and shining +furniture. + +"Yes," said Edward; "everything in this house is in style. Bob, it's +half-past eight." + +"Well," Bob said good-naturedly, "I'd like to know what I'm to do; this +is new business to me, you see." + +"I'm going to kneel down here and pray for you, and you promised to do +the same." + +Edward knelt at his bedside, and Bob, half laughing, followed his +example. But Christ must have been praying too, and putting words into +Edward's heart to say. By and by, in spite of himself, Bob had to put up +his hand and dash away a tear or two. He had never heard himself prayed +for before. + +That evening was one to be remembered by Bob Turner, for more than one +reason. Bay sent for both of the boys to come to his room; he was sick, +but not too sick to see and talk with Bob whenever he could get a chance. +He made the half-hour spent with him so pleasant, that Bob gave an eager +assent to the request that he would come often. More than that, he kept +his word; and as often as he passed Edward's door, towards nine o'clock, +he stepped lightly, for he knew that he was being prayed for, and there +began to come into his heart a strange longing to pray for himself. One +evening he discovered that Ray, too, prayed every night for him, and the +vague notion grew into a certainty, that what they two were so anxious +about for him, he ought to desire for himself. + +"Ye shall ask what ye will, and it shall be done unto you." + +Edward had taken this promise into his heart; he was trying to live up +to the condition to abide in Christ, and in due season God made His +promise sure. + +"I wish," Bob said to Ray one evening when the weary head was full of +pain,--"I _do_ wish I could do something for you." + +"You can," Ray answered quickly,--"something that I would like better +than almost anything else in the world." + +"What is it?" Bob's question was sincere and eager. + +"Give yourself to Christ." + +Bob heard this in grave, earnest silence. + +"I would," he said after a minute, "if I knew how." + +"Do you mean that?" + +"Yes, I do; I'm sick of waiting, and I'm sick of myself." + +"If I should tell you how, would you do it?" + +"Yes, I would," spoken evidently with honest meaning. + +"Kneel down, then, here beside me, and say to God that you want to be a +Christian; that you are willing to give yourself up to Him now and for +ever, to do just as He tells you." + +Bob hesitated, struggling a little, and at last knelt down. There was +silence in the room, while three sincere hearts were lifted up in prayer; +and surely Christ bent low to listen. When Bob would have risen, Bay laid +one hand on his arm, and, steadying his throbbing head with the other, +said solemnly,-- + +"Blessed Redeemer, here is a soul given up to Thee. Do Thou take it, and +wash it in Thy precious blood, and make it fit for heaven. We ask boldly, +because Thou hast promised, and we know that Thy promises are sure." + +"Edward," Ray said the next evening, as they sat alone, and were silent +for a little, after Bob had left them, and gone home rejoicing in the +hope of sins washed away, "what was that verse that your minister at home +quoted for you in his letter?" + +"I love the Lord, because He has heard my voice and my supplication," +Edward repeated it with brightening eyes. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +"And when they looked, they saw that the stone was rolled away." + + +Onward sped the busy days, until at last there came an evening which made +it exactly three years since Edward had first set foot in Albany. They +had been years of wonderful progress to him. He had gone on steadily with +his evening studies; he had been an eager pupil, and Ray had been a +faithful teacher. This evening he sat in the library waiting for Ray, but +he had a very troubled face. Once more he took Kitty's long letter out of +his pocket. Kitty wrote long letters once in two weeks, but it was a rare +thing to have a postscript added by his mother. He turned to this and +read it again; it was a very kind one. They were doing well now, so she +wrote. Her health was very good, now that she slept quietly at night; +and just here Edward knew there had come in a heavy sigh, because there +was no constant coughing to disturb her rest. She had steady work, and +could support Kitty and herself nicely without his help; he must keep +what he earned for himself after this. "Kitty says you want to go to +school," so the letter ran; "if you do, save up your money for that. Your +poor father had a notion that you would make a scholar; I think it would +please him if you did." + +Surely he could not wish for a kinder, more thoughtful letter than this; +coming from his _mother_, too! she must have changed much, as well as +himself. But this very letter had greatly unsettled his quiet life; the +old longing to give himself up to study, to prepare for the ministry, had +broken loose, and well-nigh overwhelmed him with its power. He wanted it, +oh, so much! it had grown strong, instead of weak, during these three +years. But what to do, and how to do it? That was the question. Certainly +he was not prepared to answer it. If he stayed where he was, led his busy +life all day in the store, how was he ever to go through with the +necessary course of study, which it was high time he commenced in +earnest? If he left them, these dear friends, who had taken him into +their home and hearts, and made him feel like one of thorn, how was he to +live while he studied? How, indeed, could he study at all? The truth was, +Edward, calling to mind Mr. Holbrook's lecture that last evening in the +home prayer-meeting, and his resolution taken then, thought that the +stone was ahead of him no longer, but that he had walked _close_ up to +it, and could not take another step because of it, and very large and +impossible to move did it look to his shortsighted eyes. + +Just as he was growing hopelessly moody, Lay came in, and settled himself +among the cushions, rather wearily. + +"Ray," said Edward anxiously, "you are not well enough for lessons +to-night." + +"No," answered Ray, smiling, however, as he spoke; "I think I am not, +because I want to talk instead. I am full of a scheme which needs your +help; for once we'll let the lessons go. It is an age since I have heard +anything concerning your plans; you have not given up your desire for the +ministry, I hope?" + +"No, Ray; I shall never give that up." + +"I thought not; it would not be like you. That being the case, isn't it +time to do something definite?" + +"Time, certainly," Edward answered gloomily; "but what's to do?" + +"That brings me to the unfolding of my scheme. Edward, do you know +that it was my lifelong desire to reach the point towards which you +are looking?" + +"_No_," said Edward, with pitying interest; "I never thought of it." + +"Well," and Ray smiled sadly, "it is so; and I hope you may never know +how hard it is to have to give up such a wish. I cannot say that I did +actually give it up entirely until very lately. I gave up all study three +years ago, and came home to regain strength! _you_ know how well I have +succeeded in that." And Ray pressed his thin, wasting hand across his +damp forehead. "It is all over now, _utterly_." The hand did duty now for +a moment, shading his eyes from the light. Presently he spoke more +cheerily. "All over for myself, but not for you; so, Edward, what I want +to say to-night, in brief, is this: You have talents, perseverance, and +health; I have money,--the four combined cannot fail to speed you in your +work. What say you?" + +"I--I don't understand you," Edward spoke, in complete bewilderment. + +"Let me speak more plainly. I want you to go now, _immediately_, to some +good preparatory school, thence to college, thence to the seminary, and +the means wherewith to do these three important things shall be at your +disposal. Isn't that plain?" + +"Why," said Edward, "I don't know what to say; I am too much astonished, +and--and thankful." + +"Then you will do it?" + +"Only,--Ray?" + +"Well?" + +"Isn't there a right kind of pride, about being helped in these things?" + +"There is a great deal of wrong kind of pride. Let me show you;" and he +sat up and spoke eagerly. "It is right and honourable for people to help +themselves in this world, but very vain and foolish to refuse help which +would greatly aid the cause that they profess to have at heart. You see +how it is: God has given me money; I am ready and waiting to give it back +to Him. I would gladly give myself to Him in the ministry; I have longed +and prayed for this; but He has seen fit not to answer as I wished. I +have no strength to give; you have, and are ready to give it. Do you +think God would be less pleased with the offering if we united it, thus +giving me a chance to do something?" + +"No," said Edward, speaking very slowly; "only, I had hoped to +accomplish my plans without help from any one but God." + +Ray leaned back again among the cushions, and spoke wearily,-- + +"That is, you prefer to be a great many years longer in preparation than +you need be, and have about half as much strength finally as you would +have, had you not overworked, rather than give me a chance to do what I +could, since I cannot do what I would." + +"But, Ray, there are plenty of people to help, even if you do no more for +me. The world is full of poor young men, struggling to get an education." + +"Yes, that is so; and I suppose you would enjoy helping some young +man out in Oregon, of whom you had never heard, quite as well as you +would me." + +Edward came quickly to the sofa where Ray was lying, and laid his hand +tenderly over the closed eyes. + +"Ray, there is nothing in the world I would not do for you." + +"Will you let me help you into the ministry, as rapidly as money +_can_ help?" + +"I will be glad to; it is a great, noble offer, and I thank you from my +heart. You mustn't think that I don't; only I thought--perhaps" + +"I know," said Ray, for Edward had stopped doubtfully; "I understand just +how you feel; but I _do_ think the feeling, in this case at least, is +wrong; and, my dear brother, you will be glad when you know how thankful +you have made me." + +"Yes; and after all you will not be doing any more for me--you +_can't_--than you have done. I think money is very little, compared with +that. Ray," and Edward sank down among the cushions in front of him, "I +do believe you are more to me than any other human being ever will be." + +Ray smiled, quite as if he did not think so, but would not unsay it +for anything. + +"It is all right," he said gently, after a little silence. "I think you +will do so much more than I ever _could_ have done. God bless you, my +dear brother!" + +After that Edward went up to his room, got out his little red Bible, +his precious lamp, and, opening at the history of the rock-bound grave, +read on until he came to the verse, "And when they looked, they saw +that the stone was rolled away." Around this he made heavy marks with +his pencil, thinking, meantime, that the angel of the Lord was still at +work on earth. + +"Bob," said Edward, stopping before Bob's counter, two days after this +matter was settled, "I am going to start for home in the morning." + +"Are you, though?" Bob answered eagerly, stopping his work to take the +sentence in fully. "My! I wish I was going along, just to see what folks +would say." + +"About _you_, do you mean?" said Edward, laughing, and thinking +wonderingly, as well as joyfully, of the change which there had been in +Bob Turner. + +Bob had a counter too, and was no longer an errand-boy; there had very +rarely been known such a rapid promotion in that store; but the truth +was, Mr. Minturn had early learned that Bob Turner was destined to be, +not a minister, nor a lawyer, not even a scholar, but a thorough, +energetic, successful merchant. He had no sooner made this discovery than +he determined to give the boy a chance. + +So Bob had earned a name and a place in the store, and was a general +favourite with the other clerks, and was beginning to have customers who +sought him out, and liked to make purchases of him. More than all, Bob +was an earnest Christian; his loving tenderness for, and almost worship +of, Ray Minturn, kept him from being much led into temptation, and his +influence over the younger clerks was growing to be for good. He was +destined to be more popular than Edward had been; for Edward had risen +too rapidly, and was too much at home with the entire Minturn family, not +to be looked upon with some degree of envy. + +"Well, Tip,"--Bob had never learned not to say Tip, and probably never +would, but Edward had long since forgotten to care,--"tell every one +at home that I'm well and happy, and never want to see one of them +again. I don't believe I have a friend there: anyhow, I know I don't +deserve to have." + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +"Wherewithal shall a young man cleanse his way? By taking heed thereto, +according to Thy word." + + +Kitty Lewis shook out the folds of her new bright pink calico dress, +walked to the little looking-glass, for about the tenth time, to see if +the dainty white ruffle around her neck was in order; then took a survey +of the room, lest there might possibly be something else to do which +would improve its appearance. + +It was the same little room in which Kitty had spent her childhood, from +which Johnny first, and then long afterwards the husband and father, had +been carried out to return no more. And yet it was not the same,--there +was a neat rag carpet on the floor, a Christmas gift from Mrs. Minturn; +the round table in the corner was covered with a bright red cloth, and +strewn with a few books and papers; the full white curtain was looped +away from the window, and the light of a clear sunset glimmered in the +room; everything was neat and bright and cheery. The table was set for +tea, the white cloth showing just the folds in which it was ironed; there +were three plates and three cups and saucers, instead of two, while +Kitty, in her restless wanderings around the room, and Mrs. Lewis, in her +frequent glances out of the window, both showed that somebody was being +watched and waited for. + +"The eastern train is in," Kitty said finally "Now, if he comes +to-night, he'll be here in three minutes." And it could not have been +much more than that when a quick, crushing step was heard on the gravel +outside, then on the plank before the door, then the door swung open, +and Edward Lewis walked into the little room out of which he had gone +three years before. + +Kitty was all ready to spring forward, say, "Oh, Tip!" and throw her arms +right around his neck. Instead, she stood still. Some way, in spite of +the long letters which had passed between them during these years, Kitty +had fully expected to see a stout, tanned boy, in a strong, coarse suit +of grey, with thick boots and a new straw hat. Of, at least,--why, of +course, she knew he must have changed some; hadn't she? But then she did +_not_ think he would be so tall, and have a face and hands without tan or +freckle, or that his clothes would be so _very_ black and fine, and fit +as though they had grown on him, or that his collar would be so white and +glossy, or his boots so small and shiny. So Kitty stood still in +embarrassed silence. But the mother,--oh, she saw in him the picture of +the dear, dead father, as he used to come to her long, long ago; the +husband who, through all change and poverty and pain, she had _always_ +loved! And all the tenderness that had ever been in her heart took form, +and spoke in those words with which she came forward to greet her +son,--"Oh, my _dear_ boy!" + +There was happiness in the little home that night; only the bedroom door +was closed, and Edward knew that his father's bed was vacant. + +Such a queer feeling as possessed him all the next day, while he went +around the village! He went _every_where. He felt like walking through +every street, and stepping on every stone on which his feet had trod in +the old life, now utterly gone from him. He wandered down to the +river-bank, where he had lain that summer morning and envied the fishes; +and, standing there, thanked God for the mission class in Mr. Holbrook's +Sabbath school. Thence to the cemetery, where by the side of little +Johnny's grave the new life had been commenced. There was a long grave +beside the short one now; and, standing there, he thanked God for the +hope which he had of meeting the father and the baby in heaven. Thence to +the great elm-tree at the foot of the hill; and, standing there, he took +out once more the little red Bible, and turned the leaves lovingly; +lingered over the name written by Mr. Holbrook's hand, turned again to +the first verse which he had ever read from its pages: "Thy word is a +lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path." Time and again had he +proved the truth of that verse. There, under that very tree, it had +helped him to fight battles with Satan and come off conqueror. And he +thanked God for the Bible. After that he went directly to the village; +just looked in at the meat market for the sake of the old days. + +Somebody told Mr. Dewey who was coming, and he was just ready to say, +"Hallo, Tip!" but instead, he came around from behind the counter, and, +holding out his hand, said, "How do you do, Lewis? Glad to see you." +Something, either in the city-made clothes or the quiet air of dignity +with which they were worn, made him dislike to say "Hallo, Tip!" to the +tall young man before him. + +Mr. Minturn shook him heartily by the hand. "Never rejoiced over any +one's luck more in my life!" he said; then, in the same breath, "How's +Ray? Oh yes, I see how it is, poor fellow! And you love him too; of +course, every one does." + +There was still the schoolroom to visit, and as Edward went up the +familiar walk he wished Bob Turner could have been with him to make this +call. But Bob was probably rushing like a top through the city store, +without a thought of the old schoolhouse or the miserable days which he +had spent there. + +Mr. Burrows himself answered the knock, and gave him a hearty greeting. +Three years had made changes there. Edward found himself looking eagerly +towards the back row of seats fur the old faces,--Will, Howard, Ellis, +and half a dozen others,--before he remembered that they had long since +entered higher schools. The boys whom he hid left plodding through long +division were filling those back seats now, and leading their classes in +algebra and Latin. He sat down near the blackboard to watch the progress +of Joe Bartlett through an example in division. And behold, he was doing +that old never-to-be-forgotten example about the cows and sheep! He +picked up an arithmetic eagerly. + +"Mr. Burrows, do you remember that example?' + +"I remember that it has puzzled some forty or more of my boys in the +course of time," said Mr. Burrows, laughing; "but nothing very special +about it." + +"I do; it was the cause of my first promotion." + +"Was it, indeed! I'm afraid it will never be the cause of poor Joseph's; +it seems to be mastering him." + +Mr. Burrows was engaged with a grammar class, and Edward offered to +assist the bewildered Joseph. + +"I remember those sheep of old," he said kindly, as he turned to the +board. "Isn't it the 'stood him in' that troubles you?" + +"Yes, it is," Joe answered grumbly. "I don't see no sense to it." + +"Let me show you. Suppose"--And he went through with the well--remembered +explanation. It was successful, Joe understood it, and went on briskly +with the figures. + +Edward turned towards Mr. Burrows. "It was the way my father explained it +to me," he said, with eyes that glistened a little. + +Some one brought Mr. Burrows a note, and, as he read and laid it down, he +said, "Now, Edward, if you had continued at school instead of running +away from us, I should get you to hear this recitation in algebra, and +take leave of absence for a few minutes. There is a friend in town whom I +would give much to see before the next train leaves." + +"Suppose you set me at it as it is." + +Mr. Burrows looked surprised. + +"Have you been studying algebra, Edward?" + +"Somewhat." + +"How far have you been?" + +"Through." + +"Do you feel _positive_ that you could do examples over here?" turning to +"Evolution." + +"_Entirely,"_ Edward answered, smiling at Mr. Burrows' doubts. Ray had +been a thorough teacher. + +So Mr. Burrows went away, and Edward took his seat on the stage and +commenced the recitation. At first the boys were disposed to be wise, and +display their knowledge; when they had known him last, he was in +division. But he was in algebra now, or rather through it, and they +speedily discovered that he seemed to have every example in the lesson +committed to memory. + +Meantime, Mr. Burrows returned, and listened with astonishment and +delight. + +"Thank you heartily," he said afterwards. "You ought to fit yourself for +teaching. But, Edward, you did not get through algebra alone?" + +"No," said Edward, flushing at the thought of Ray; "I had the best and +wisest teacher on earth." + +Well, he sat down in what had been his seat, and tried to imagine that it +was his seat still; that Bob would be in pretty soon, and plague him +while he studied his spelling-lesson. But he could not do it. "Things +were different,"--very different. First and foremost, there was Ray: he +had not known _him_ in those days; if he had, he said to himself, things +would have been different long before they were. + +Going back up town he met Mr. Holbrook, who turned and walked with him. + +"And so," he said, after the long talk was concluded, "you go next +week, do you?" + +"Next Tuesday, sir." + +"Well, God bless you, my friend, as He has, and will." Then, after a +minute, "Edward, my son is a wanderer yet: do you still remember him?" + +"Always, sir," Edward answered, in firm, steady tones; "and, Mr. +Holbrook, God _never_ forgets!" + +As he went on past Mr. Minturn's store, could he have heard the remarks +that were made there, very likely he might have remembered a certain +statement which he made to the little fishes that summer morning. + +Mr. Minturn, looking out after him, said to Mr. Dewey,-- + +"There goes one of the finest and most promising young men in this town." + +"Yes," answered Mr. Dewey, laughing a little; "I used to notice that he +improved every day after he brought back those circus tickets." + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + +"For them shalt find it after many days." + + +"Come in;" and the Rev. Edward Lewis laid down his book, pushed back +his study chair, and was ready to receive whoever was knocking at his +study door. + +"Mr. Lewis," said the little girl who came in in answer to his +invitation, "father has just come from the post office, and he brought +you some letters, and here they are." + +Mr. Lewis thanked his little next-door neighbour, took his letters, and, +when the room was quiet again, settled back in his chair to enjoy them. + +The first one was from a brother minister, begging an exchange. The next +brought a look of surprise and delight to his face, for he recognised +Ellis Holbrook's handwriting. And the delight spread and deepened as he +read; especially when he came to one sentence: "I asked father what +message he had for you, and he replied, Send him this verse, and tell him +that again it is peculiarly his, 'I love the Lord, because He has heard +my voice and my supplication.'" That, you see, would have told me the +whole story, without this long letter. "I thank God that He put it into +your heart to pray for me, as also that He has heard your prayers. God +bless you. By the way, father wants you to assist him on the first +Sabbath in July. I earnestly hope you can do so; he thinks you will be +coming east about that time." + +Was there ever a more thankful heart than was that minister's as he laid +down his old schoolfellow's letter? How constantly, how sometimes almost +hopelessly, had he prayed for Ellis Holbrook! How many times had he been +obliged to reassure himself with the promise, "In due season we shall +reap, if we faint not." And now again had God's word been verified to +him. He took the letter up once more, to look lovingly at that closing, +never before written by Ellis,--"Your brother in Christ." + +There was still another letter to read. That writing, too, was familiar; +he had received many reminders of it during the past years. He laughed as +he read, it sounded so like the writer:-- + + +ALBANY, _June_--, 18--. + +"DEAR TIP,--Do you have Fourth of July out your way this year? We do here +in Albany; rather, I'm going to have one in my yard. Perhaps you remember +a Fourth of July which you took me to once, when we were ragged little +wretches at home? I do, anyhow, and this is to be twin-brother to that +time. All the ugly, dingy little urchins that I know have been invited. +We're to have fine fireworks and fine singing and fine _eating_. My wife +added that last item,--thought it a great improvement. I'm not sure but +it is; most things are that she has a hand in. Now, to come to the point +of this letter,--you're to make the speech on that occasion. No getting +out of it now! I planned this thing one day in the old schoolhouse. Oh, +did you know Mr. Burrows had given up teaching? Grown too old. Queer, +isn't it? Don't seem as if anybody was growing old except me. At first I +wasn't going to have my feast on the Fourth, because, you remember, it +was on _that_ day that our blessed Ray left us; but, talking with Mr. +Minturn about it, he said Ray would have been delighted with it all,--and +so he would, you know. Don't think we are going to gather in all Albany; +it's only the younger scholars of the mission school, in which my wife +and I are interested. + +"Tell Howard and Kitty to be sure and come; they can put their visit a +few weeks earlier as well as not. + +"Oh, by the way, if you have heard from Ellis Holbrook lately, you are +singing 'Glory Hallelujah' by this time! + +"I am writing this in the counting-room, and am in a great hurry, though +you wouldn't think it. Shall expect you by the third, _certainly_.-- + +"Yours, etc., + +"BOB TURNER." + + +These letters came on Saturday evening. The next morning, in Sabbath +school, when the superintendent's bell rang, the minister left his class +of mission scholars, and went up the aisle towards the altar, pausing +first to speak with a bright-eyed little lady, who sat before her class +of bright-eyed little girls. + +"Kitty, where is Howard?" + +"At home, coaxing a fit of sick headache." + +"Well, here are letters that will interest you both,--came last evening; +one contains an invitation. Tell Howard I think we must try to go. Mother +bade me tell you she wanted to see you at the parsonage in the morning; +she is not out to-day." + +Then he went on. The scholars began to sit up straight, and fold their +arms; they knew they must listen if they wanted Mr. Lewis to talk to +them. When every eye was fixed on him, he began,-- + +"Children, I have a very short story to tell you to-day about myself. +Years ago, when I was a little boy, my Sabbath school teacher told us a +story, one morning, which was the means of bringing me to Jesus. I have +to thank that lady, next to God, that I am standing here to-day a +minister of Christ. She was not our regular teacher, but was a stranger; +I never saw her after that Sabbath. Perhaps you can imagine how I have +longed, since I became a man and a minister, to find that lady, and tell +her what one hour of faithful teaching did for me. I thought it would +help her, encourage her. I thought she would be likely to tell it to +other teachers, and it would help them. But though I had it always in +mind, and made very earnest efforts to find her, I never succeeded until +last week. You know, children, it is ten years since I came here to be +your pastor, and last week I learned that during all this time I have +been living within twenty miles of the lady whom I have so long been +seeking. And what else do you think I heard of her? Why, that two weeks +ago she died. Scholars, my first thought was a sad one, that I never +could thank her now. But you know I can; I expect to one of these days. +Why, when I get to heaven, one of the first things I shall do will be to +seek her out and tell her about it. So, you see, she will know it, even +if some of the watching angels up there have not told her already. + +"Just here, I want to say one word to the teachers. This incident should +come with wonderful encouragement to your hearts, reminding you that you +may often speak words which spring up and bear fruit that reaches up to +God, though you do not know it, and _will_ not, until in heaven you take +your crowns, and question why there are so many stars. + +"Children, next Sabbath I will tell you the story which led me to Christ; +and all this week I am going to pray that it may have the same effect on +some of my scholars. + +"It is time now for your verse. If any of you can find out why what I +have been telling you to-day made me think of this verse, you may tell me +next Sabbath. 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