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+The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Road to Damascus, by August Strindberg
+
+This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with
+almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or
+re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included
+with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org
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+
+Title: The Road to Damascus
+ A Trilogy
+
+Author: August Strindberg
+
+Commentator: Gunnar Ollén
+
+Translator: Esther Johanson and Graham Rawson
+
+Release Date: September, 2005 [EBook #8875]
+Posting Date: August 8, 2009
+
+Language: English
+
+Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1
+
+*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE ROAD TO DAMASCUS ***
+
+
+
+
+Produced by Nicole Apostola
+
+
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+
+
+THE ROAD TO DAMASCUS
+
+A TRILOGY
+
+
+By August Strindberg
+
+
+English Version By Graham Rawson
+
+With An Introduction By Gunnar Ollén
+
+
+
+CONTENTS
+
+ INTRODUCTION
+ PART ONE
+ PART TWO
+ PART THREE
+
+
+
+
+INTRODUCTION
+
+Strindberg's great trilogy _The Road to Damascus_ presents many
+mysteries to the uninitiated. Its peculiar changes of mood, its gallery
+of half unreal characters, its bizarre episodes combine to make it a
+bewilderingly rich but rather 'difficult' work. It cannot be recommended
+to the lover of light drama or the seeker of momentary distraction. _The
+Road to Damascus_ does not deal with the superficial strata of human
+life, but probes into those depths where the problems of God, and death,
+and eternity become terrifying realities.
+
+Many authors have, of course, dealt with the profoundest problems
+of humanity without, on that account, having been able to evoke our
+interest. There may have been too much philosophy and too little art in
+the presentation of the subject, too little reality and too much soaring
+into the heights. That is not so with Strindberg's drama. It is a
+trenchant settling of accounts between a complex and fascinating
+individual--the author--and his past, and the realistic scenes have
+often been transplanted in detail from his own changeful life.
+
+In order fully to understand _The Road to Damascus_ it is therefore
+essential to know at least the most important features of that
+background of real life, out of which the drama has grown.
+
+Parts I and II of the trilogy were written in 1898, while Part III was
+added somewhat later, in the years 1900-1901. In 1898 Strindberg had
+only half emerged from what was by far the severest of the many crises
+through which in his troubled life he had to pass. He had overcome
+the worst period of terror, which had brought him dangerously near the
+borders of sanity, and he felt as if he could again open his eyes and
+breathe freely. He was not free from that nervous pressure under which
+he had been working, but the worst of the inner tension had relaxed and
+he felt the need of taking a survey of what had happened, of summarising
+and trying to fathom what could have been underlying his apparently
+unaccountable experiences. The literary outcome of this settling of
+accounts with the past was _The Road to Damascus_.
+
+_The Road to Damascus_ might be termed a marriage drama, a mystery
+drama, or a drama of penance and conversion, according as preponderance
+is given to one or other of its characteristics. The question then
+arises: what was it in the drama which was of deepest significance to
+the author himself? The answer is to be found in the title, with its
+allusion to the narrative in the Acts of the Apostles of the journey of
+Saul, the persecutor, the scoffer, who, on his way to Damascus, had an
+awe-inspiring vision, which converted Saul, the hater of Christ, into
+Paul, the apostle of the Gentiles. Strindberg's drama describes the
+progress of the author right up to his conversion, shows how stage by
+stage he relinquishes worldly things, scientific renown, and above all
+woman, and finally, when nothing more binds him to this world, takes the
+vows of a monk and enters a monastery where no dogmas or theology, but
+only broadminded humanity and resignation hold sway. What, however,
+in an inner sense, distinguishes Strindberg's drama from the Bible
+narrative is that the conversion itself--although what leads up to it
+is convincingly described, both logically and psychologically--does
+not bear the character of a final and irrevocable decision, but on
+the contrary is depicted with a certain hesitancy and uncertainty. THE
+STRANGER'S entry into the monastery consequently gives the impression of
+being a piece of logical construction; the author's heart is not wholly
+in it. From Strindberg's later works it also becomes evident that his
+severe crisis had undoubtedly led to a complete reformation in that it
+definitely caused him to turn from worldly things, of which indeed he
+had tasted to the full, towards matters divine. But this did not
+mean that then and there he accepted some specific religion, whether
+Christian or other. One would undoubtedly come nearest to the author's
+own interpretation in this respect by characterising _The Road to
+Damascus_ not as a drama of conversion, but as a drama of struggle,
+the story of a restless, arduous pilgrimage through the chimeras of
+the world towards the border beyond which eternity stretches in solemn
+peace, symbolised in the drama by a mountain, the peaks of which reach
+high above the clouds.
+
+In this final settling of accounts one subject is of dominating
+importance, recurring again and again throughout the trilogy; it is that
+of woman. Strindberg him, of course, become famous as a writer about
+women; he has ruthlessly described the hatreds of love, the hell that
+marriage can be, he is the creator of _Le Plaidoyer d'un Fou_ and
+_The Dance of Death_, he had three divorces, yet was just as much a
+worshipper of woman--and at the same time a diabolical hater of her
+seducing qualities under which he suffered defeat after defeat. Each
+time he fell in love afresh he would compare himself to Hercules, the
+Titan, whose strength was vanquished by Queen Omphale, who clothed
+herself in his lion's skin, while he had to sit at the spinning wheel
+dressed in women's clothes. It can be readily understood that to a man
+of Strindberg's self-conceit the problem of his relations with women
+must become a vital issue on the solution of which the whole Damascus
+pilgrimage depended.
+
+In 1898, when Parts I and II of the trilogy were written, Strindberg
+had been married twice; both marriages had ended unhappily. In the year
+1901, when the wedding scenes of Part III were written, Strindberg had
+recently experienced the rapture of a new love which, however, was soon
+to be clouded. It must not be forgotten that in his entire emotional
+life Strindberg was an artist and as such a man of impulse, with the
+spontaneity and naivity and intensity of a child. For him love had
+nothing to do with respectability and worldly calculations; he liked to
+think of it as a thunderbolt striking mortals with a destructive force
+like the lightning hurled by the almighty Zeus. It is easy to understand
+that a man of such temperament would not be particularly suited for
+married life, where self-sacrifice and strong-minded patience may be
+severely tested. In addition his three wives were themselves artists,
+one an authoress, the other two actresses, all of them pronounced
+characters, endowed with a degree of will and self-assertion, which,
+although it could not be matched against Strindberg's, yet would have
+been capable of producing friction with rather more pliant natures than
+that of the Swedish dramatist.
+
+In the trilogy Strindberg's first wife, Siri von Essen, his marriage to
+whom was happiest and lasted longest (1877-1891), and more especially
+his second wife, the Austrian authoress Frida Uhl (married to him
+1893-1897) have supplied the subject matter for his picture of THE LADY.
+In the happy marriage scenes of Part III we recognise reminiscences from
+the wedding of Strindberg, then fifty-two, and the twenty-three-year-old
+actress Harriet Bosse, whose marriage to him lasted from 1901 until
+1904.
+
+The character of THE LADY in Parts I and II is chiefly drawn from
+recollections--fairly recent when the drama was written--of Frida
+Uhl and his life with her. From the very beginning her marriage to
+Strindberg had been most troublous. In the autumn of 1892 Strindberg
+moved from the Stockholm skerries to Berlin, where he lived a rather
+hectic Bohemian life among the artists collecting in the little tavern
+'Zum Schwarzen Ferkel.' He made the acquaintance of Frida Uhl in the
+beginning of the year 1893, and after a good many difficulties was able
+to arrange for a marriage on the 2nd May on Heligoland Island,
+where English marriage laws, less rigorous than the German, applied.
+Strindberg's nervous temperament would not tolerate a quiet and peaceful
+honeymoon; quite soon the couple departed to Gravesend via Hamburg.
+Strindberg was too restless to stay there and moved on to London. There
+he left his wife to try to negotiate for the production of his plays,
+and journeyed alone to Sellin, on the island of Rügen, after having
+first been compelled to stop in Hamburg owing to lack of money.
+Strindberg stayed on Rügen during the month of July, and then left for
+the home of his parents-in-law at Mondsee, near Salzburg in Austria,
+where he was to meet his wife. But when she was delayed a few days on
+the journey from London, Strindberg impatiently departed for Berlin,
+where Frida Uhl followed shortly after. About the same time an action
+was brought for the suppression of the German version of _Le Plaidoyer
+d'un Fou_ as being immoral. This book gives an undisguised, intensely
+personal picture of Strindberg's first marriage, and was intended by him
+for publication only after his death as a defence against accusations
+directed against him for his behaviour towards Siri von Essen.
+Strindberg was acquitted after a time, but before that his easily fired
+imagination had given him a thorough shake-up, which could only hasten
+the crisis which seemed to be approaching. After a trip to Brünn, where
+Strindberg wrote his scientific work _Antibarbarus_, the couple arrived
+in November at the home of Frida Uhl's grandparents in the little
+village of Dornach, by the Upper Danube; here the wanderings of 1893 at
+last came to an end. For a few months comparative peace reigned in the
+artists' little home, but the birth of a daughter, Kerstin, in May,
+brought this tranquillity to a sudden end. Strindberg, who had lived in
+a state of nervous depression since the 1880's, felt himself put on one
+side by the child, and felt ill at ease in an environment of, as he put
+it in the autobiographical _The Quarantine Master_, 'articles of food,
+excrements, wet-nurses treated like milch-cows, cooks and decaying
+vegetables.' He longed for cleanliness and peace, and in letters to
+an artist friend he spoke of entering a monastery. He even thought of
+founding one himself in the Ardennes and drew up detailed schemes for
+rules, dress, and food. The longing to get away and common interests
+with his Parisian friend (a musician named Leopold Littmansson)
+attracted Strindberg to Paris, where he settled down in the beginning of
+the autumn 1894. His wife joined him, but left again at the close of the
+autumn. In reality Strindberg was at this time almost impossible to live
+with. Persecution mania and hallucinations took possession of him and
+his morbid suspicions knew no bounds. In spite of this he was half
+conscious that there was something wrong with his mental faculties, and
+in the beginning of 1895, assisted by the Swedish Minister, he went by
+his own consent to the St. Louis Hospital in Paris. During his chemical
+experiments, in which among other things he tried to produce gold, he
+had burnt his hands, so that he had to seek medical attention on that
+account also. He wrote about this in a letter:
+
+'I am going to hospital because I am ill, because my doctor has sent me
+there, and because I need to be looked after like a child, because I
+am ruined.... And it torments me and grieves me, my nervous system is
+rotten, paralytic, hysterical....'
+
+Never before had Strindberg lived in such distress as at this period,
+both physically and mentally. With shattered nerves, sometimes over
+the verge of insanity, without any means of existence other than what
+friends managed to scrape together, separated from his second wife, who
+had opened proceedings for divorce, far from his native land and without
+any prospects for the future, he was brought to a profound religious
+crisis. With almost incredible fortitude he succeeded in fighting his
+way through this difficult period, with the remarkable result that the
+former Bohemian, atheist, and scoffer was gradually able to emerge with
+the firm assurance of a prophet, and even enter a new creative period,
+perhaps mightier than before. One cannot help reflecting that a man
+capable of overcoming a crisis of such a formidable character and of
+several years' duration, as this one of Strindberg's had been, with
+reason intact and even with increased creative power, in reality, in
+spite of his hypersensitive nervous system, must have been an unusually
+strong man both physically and mentally.
+
+Upon trying to define more closely what actual relation the play has
+to those events of Strindberg's restless life, of which we have given a
+rough outline, we find that for the most part the author has undoubtedly
+made use of his own experiences, but has adapted, combined and added to
+them still more, so that the result is a mixture of real experience and
+imagination, all moulded into a carefully worked out artistic form.
+
+If to begin with, we dwell for a while on Part I it is evident that
+the hurried wanderings of THE STRANGER and THE LADY between the street
+corner, the room in the hotel, the sea and the Rose Room with the
+mother-in-law, have their foundation--often in detail--in Strindberg's
+rovings with Frida Uhl. I will give a few examples. In a book by Frida
+Uhl about her marriage to the Swedish genius (splendid in parts but not
+very reliable) she recalls that the month before her marriage she took
+rooms at Neustädtische Kirchstrasse 1, in Berlin, facing a Gothic church
+in Dorotheenstrasse, situated at the cross-roads between the post
+office in Dorotheenstrasse and the café 'Zum Schwarzen Ferkel' in
+Wilhelmstrasse. This Berlin environment appears to be almost exactly
+reproduced in the introductory scene of Part I, where THE STRANGER and
+THE LADY meet outside a little Gothic church with a post office and
+café adjoining. The happy scenes by the sea are, of course, pleasant
+recollections from Heligoland, and the many discussions about money
+matters in the midst of the honeymoon are quite explicable when we know
+how the dramatist was continually haunted by money troubles, even
+if occasionally he received a big fee, and that this very financial
+insecurity was one of the chief reasons why Frida Uhl's father opposed
+the marriage. Again, the country scenes which follow in Part I, shift
+to the hilly country round the Danube, with their Catholic Calvaries
+and expiation chapels, where Strindberg lived with his parents-in-law in
+Mondsee and with his wife's grandparents in Dornach and the neighbouring
+village Klam, with its mill, its smithy, and its gloomy ravine. The Rose
+Room was the name he gave to the room in which he lived during his stay
+with his mother-in-law and his daughter Kerstin in Klam in the autumn
+of 1896, as he has himself related in one of his autobiographical books
+_Inferno_. In this way we could go on, showing how the localities which
+are to be met with in the drama often correspond in detail to the places
+Strindberg had visited in the course of his pilgrimage during the years
+1893-1898. Space prevents us, however, from entering on a more detailed
+analysis in this respect.
+
+That THE STRANGER represents Strindberg's _alter ego_ is evident in many
+ways, even apart from the fact that THE STRANGER'S wanderings from place
+to place, as we have already seen, bear a direct relation to those of
+Strindberg himself. THE STRANGER is an author, like Strindberg; his
+childhood of hate is Strindberg's own; other details--such as for
+instance that THE STRANGER has refused to attend his father's funeral,
+that the Parish Council has wanted to take his child away from him, that
+on account of his writings he has suffered lawsuits, illness, poverty,
+exile, divorce; that in the police description he is characterised as
+a person without a permanent situation, with uncertain income; married,
+but had deserted his wife and left his children; known as entertaining
+subversive opinions on social questions (by _The Red Room_, _The New
+Realm_ and other works Strindberg became the great standard-bearer
+of the Swedish Radicals in their campaign against conventionalism
+and bureaucracy); that he gives the impression of not being in full
+possession of his senses; that he is sought by his children's guardian
+because of unpaid maintenance allowance--everything corresponds to the
+experiences of the unfortunate Strindberg himself, with all his bitter
+defeats in life and his triumphs in the world of letters.
+
+Those scenes where THE STRANGER is uncertain whether the people he sees
+before him are real or not--he catches hold of THE BEGGAR'S arm to feel
+whether he is a real, live person--or those occasions when he appears
+as a visionary or thought-reader--he describes the kitchen in his wife's
+parental home without ever having seen it, and knows her thoughts before
+she has expressed them--have their deep foundation in Strindberg's
+mental make-up, especially as it was during the period of tension in the
+middle of the 1890's, termed the Inferno period, because at that time
+Strindberg thought that he lived in hell. Our most prominent student
+of Strindberg, Professor Martin Lamm, wrote about this in his work on
+Strindberg's dramas:
+
+'In order to understand the first part of _The Road to Damascus_ we
+must take into consideration that the author had not yet shaken off his
+terrifying visions and persecutionary hallucinations. He can play with
+them artistically, sometimes he feels tempted to make a joke of them,
+but they still retain for him their "terrifying semi-reality." It is
+this which makes the drama so bewildering, but at the same time so
+vigorous and affecting. Later, when depicting dream states, he creates
+an artful blend of reality and poetry. He produces more exquisite works
+of art, but he no longer gives the same anguished impression of a soul
+striving to free itself from the meshes of his _idées fixes_.'
+
+With his hypersensitive nervous system Strindberg, like THE STRANGER,
+really gives the impression of having been a visionary. For instance,
+his author friend Albert Engström, has told how one evening during
+a stay far out in the Stockholm skerries, far from all civilisation,
+Strindberg suddenly had a feeling that his little daughter was ill, and
+wanted to return to town at once. True enough, it turned out that
+the girl had fallen ill just at the time when Strindberg had felt the
+warning. As regards thought-reading, it appears that at the slightest
+change in expression and often for no perceptible reason at all,
+Strindberg would draw the most definite conclusions, as definite as
+from an uttered word or an action. This we have to keep in mind, for
+instance, when judging Strindberg's accusations against his wife in _Le
+Plaidoyer d'un Fou_, the book which THE LADY in _The Road to Damascus_
+is tempted to read, in spite of having been forbidden by THE STRANGER,
+with tragic results. In Part III of the drama Strindberg lets THE
+STRANGER discuss this thought-reading problem with his first wife. THE
+STRANGER says:
+
+'We made a mistake when we were living together, because we accused
+each other of wicked thoughts before they'd become actions; and lived in
+mental reservations instead of realities. For instance, I once noticed
+how you enjoyed the defiling gaze of a strange man, and I accused you of
+unfaithfulness';
+
+to which THE LADY, to Strindberg's satisfaction, has to reply:
+
+'You were wrong to do it, and right. Because my thoughts were sinful.'
+
+As regards the other figures in the gallery of characters in Part I,
+we have already shown THE LADY as the identical counterpart in all
+essentials of Strindberg's second wife, Frida Uhl. Like the latter THE
+LADY is a Catholic, has a grandfather, Dr. Cornelius Reisch--called THE
+OLD MAN in the drama--whose passion is shooting; and a mother, Maria
+Uhl, with a predilection for religious discourses in Strindberg's own
+style; another detail, the fact that she was eighteen years old before
+she crossed to the other shore to see what had shimmered dimly in the
+distant haze, corresponds with Frida Uhl's statement that she had been
+confined in a convent until she was eighteen and a half years old.
+On the other hand, the chief female character of the drama does not
+correspond to her real life counterpart in that she is supposed to have
+been married to a doctor before eloping with THE STRANGER, Strindberg.
+Here reminiscences from Strindberg's first marriage play a part. Siri
+von Essen, Strindberg's first wife, was married to an officer, Baron
+Wrangel, and both the Wrangels received Strindberg kindly in their home
+as a friend. Love quickly flared up between Siri von Essen-Wrangel
+and Strindberg. She obtained a divorce from her husband and married
+Strindberg. Baron von Wrangel shortly afterwards married again, a cousin
+of Siri von Essen. Knowing these matrimonial complications we understand
+how Strindberg must have felt when, on the point of leaving for
+Heligoland to marry Frida Uhl, he met his former wife's (Siri von Essen)
+first husband, Baron Wrangel, on Lehrter Station in Berlin, and found
+that, like Strindberg himself, he was on a lover's errand. Knowing all
+this we need not be surprised at the extremely complicated matrimonial
+relations in _The Road to Damascus_, where, for example, for the sake
+of THE STRANGER, THE DOCTOR obtains a divorce from THE LADY in order to
+marry THE STRANGER'S first wife. In addition to Baron Wrangel a doctor
+in the town of Ystad, in the south of Sweden--Dr. Eliasson who attended
+Strindberg during his most difficult period--has stood as a model for
+THE DOCTOR. We note in particular that the description of the doctor's
+house enclosing a courtyard on three sides, tallies with a type of
+building which is characteristic of the south of Sweden. When THE DOCTOR
+ruthlessly explains to THE STRANGER that the asylum, 'The Good Help,'
+was not a hospital but a lunatic asylum, he expresses Strindberg's own
+misgivings that the St. Louis Hospital, of which, as mentioned above,
+Strindberg was an inmate in the beginning of the year 1895, was really
+to be regarded as a lunatic asylum.
+
+Even minor characters, such as CAESAR and THE BEGGAR have their
+counterparts in real life, even though in the main they are fantastic
+creations of his imagination. The guardian of his daughter, Kerstin, a
+relative of Frida Uhl's, was called Dr. Cäsar R. v. Weyr. Regarding THE
+BEGGAR it may be enough to quote Strindberg's feelings when confronted
+with the collections made by his Paris friends:
+
+'I am a beggar who has no right to go to cafés. Beggar! That is the
+right word; it rings in my ears and brings a burning blush to my cheeks,
+the blush of shame, humiliation, and rage!
+
+'To think that six weeks ago I sat at this table! My theatre manager
+addressed me as Dear Master; journalists strove to interview me, the
+photographer begged to be allowed to sell my portrait. And now: a
+beggar, a branded man, an outcast from society!'
+
+After this we can understand why Strindberg in _The Road to Damascus_
+apparently in such surprising manner is seized by the suspicion that he
+is himself the beggar.
+
+We have thus seen that Part I of _The Road to Damascus_ is at the same
+time a free creation of fantasy and a drama of portrayal. The elements
+of realism are starkly manifest, but they are moulded and hammered into
+a work of art by a force of combinative imagination rising far above
+the task of mere descriptive realism. The scenes unroll themselves in
+calculated sequence up to the central asylum picture, from there to
+return in reverse order through the second half of the drama, thus
+symbolising life's continuous repetition of itself, Kierkegaard's
+_Gentagelse_. The first part of _The Road to Damascus_ is the one most
+frequently produced on the stage. This is understandable, having regard
+to its firm structure and the consistency of its faith in a Providence
+directing the fortunes and misfortunes of man, whether the individual
+rages in revolt or submits in quiet resignation.
+
+The second part of _The Road to Damascus_ is dominated by the scenes of
+the great alchemist banquet which, in all its fantastic oddity, is
+one of the most suggestive ever created on the ancient theme of the
+fickleness of fortune. It was suggested above that there were two
+factors beyond all others binding Strindberg to the world and making him
+hesitate before the monastery; one was woman, from whom he sets himself
+free in Part II, after the birth of a child--precisely as in his
+marriage to Frida Uhl--the other was scientific honour, in its highest
+phase equivalent, to Strindberg, to the power to produce gold. Countless
+were the experiments for this purpose made by Strindberg in his
+primitive laboratories, and countless his failures. To the world-famous
+author, literary honour meant little as opposed to the slightest
+prospect of being acknowledged as a prominent scientist. Harriet Bosse
+has told me that Strindberg seldom said anything about his literary
+work, never was interested in what other people thought of them, or
+troubled to read the reviews; but on the other hand he would often, with
+sparkling eyes and childish pride, show her strips of paper, stained at
+one end with some golden-brown substance. 'Look,' he said, 'this is
+pure gold, and I have made it!' In face of the stubborn scepticism of
+scientific experts Strindberg was, however, driven to despair as to his
+ability, and felt his dreams of fortune shattered, as did THE STRANGER
+at the macabre banquet given in his honour--a banquet which was, as a
+matter of fact, planned by his Paris friends, not, as Strindberg would
+have liked to believe, in honour of the great scientist, but to the
+great author.
+
+In Part I of _The Road to Damascus_, THE STRANGER replies with a
+hesitating 'Perhaps' when THE LADY wants to lead him to the protecting
+Church; and at the end of Part II he exclaims: 'Come, priest, before I
+change my mind'; but in Part III his decision is final, he enters the
+monastery. The reason is that not even THE LADY in her third incarnation
+had shown herself capable of reconciling him to life. The wedding day
+scenes just before, between Harriet Bosse and the ageing author, form,
+however, the climax of Part III and are among the most poetically moving
+that Strindberg has ever written.
+
+Besides having his belief in the rapture of love shattered, THE
+STRANGER also suffers disappointment at seeing his child fall short of
+expectations. The meeting between the daughter Sylvia and THE STRANGER
+probably refers to an episode from the summer of 1899, when Strindberg,
+after long years of suffering in foreign countries, saw his beloved
+Swedish skerries again, and also his favourite daughter Greta, who had
+come over from Finland to meet him. Contrary to the version given in the
+drama, the reunion of father and daughter seems to have been very happy
+and cordial. However, it is typical of the fate-oppressed Strindberg
+that in his work even the happiest summer memories become tinged with
+black. Once and for all the dark colours on his palette were the most
+intense.
+
+The final entry into the monastery was more a symbol for the struggling
+author's dream of peace and atonement than a real thing in his life. It
+is true he visited the Benedictine monastery, Maredsous, in Belgium in
+1898, and its well stocked library came to play a certain part In the
+drama, but already he realised, after one night's sojourn there, that he
+had no call for the monastic life.
+
+Seen as a whole the trilogy marks a turning point in Strindberg's
+dramatic production. The logical, calculated concentration of his
+naturalistic work of the 1880's has given way to a freer form of
+composition, in which the atmosphere has come to mean more than the
+dialogue, the musical and dreamlike qualities more than conciseness.
+_The Road to Damascus_ abounds with details from real life, reproduced
+in sharply naturalistic manner, but these are not, as things were in
+his earlier works viewed by the author _a priori_ as reality but become
+wrapped in dreamlike mystery. Just as with _Lady Julia_ and _The Father_
+Strindberg ushered in the naturalistic drama of the 1880's, so in the
+years around the turn of the century he was, with his symbolist cycle
+_The Road to Damascus_, to break new ground for European drama which had
+gradually become stuck in fixed formulas. _The Road to Damascus_ became
+a landmark in world literature both as a brilliant work of art and as
+bearer of new stage technique.
+
+GUNNAR OLLÉN
+
+Translated by ESTHER JOHANSON
+
+
+
+
+
+THE ROAD TO DAMASCUS
+
+
+
+
+PART I.
+
+English Version by Graham Rawson
+
+
+CHARACTERS
+
+ THE STRANGER
+ THE LADY
+ THE BEGGAR
+ THE DOCTOR
+ HIS SISTER
+ AN OLD MAN
+ A MOTHER
+ AN ABBESS
+ A CONFESSOR
+
+ less important figures
+ FIRST MOURNER
+ SECOND MOURNER
+ THIRD MOURNER
+ LANDLORD
+ CAESAR
+ WAITER
+
+ non-speaking
+ A SMITH
+ MILLER'S WIFE
+ FUNERAL ATTENDANTS
+
+
+SCENES
+
+ SCENE I Street Corner SCENE XVII
+ SCENE II Doctor's House SCENE XVI
+ SCENE III Room in an Hotel SCENE XV
+ SCENE IV By the Sea SCENE XIV
+ SCENE V On the Road SCENE XIII
+ SCENE VI In a Ravine SCENE XII
+ SCENE VII In a Kitchen SCENE XI
+ SCENE VIII The 'Rose' Room SCENE X
+ SCENE IX Convent
+
+
+First Performance in England by the Stage Society at the Westminster
+Theatre, 2nd May 1937
+
+CAST
+
+ THE STRANGER Francis James
+ THE LADY Wanda Rotha
+ THE BEGGAR Alexander Sarner
+ FIRST MOURNER George Cormack
+ SECOND MOURNER Kenneth Bell
+ THIRD MOURNER Peter Bennett
+ FOURTH MOURNER Bryan Sears
+ FIFTH MOURNER Michael Boyle
+ SIXTH MOURNER Stephen Patrick
+ THE LANDLORD Stephen Jack
+ THE DOCTOR Neil Porter
+ HIS SISTER Olga Martin
+ CAESAR Peter Land
+ A WAITER Peter Bennett
+ AN OLD MAN A. Corney Grain
+ A MOTHER Frances Waring
+ THE SMITH Norman Thomas
+ THE MILLER'S WIFE Julia Sandham
+ AN ABBESS Natalia Moya
+ A CONFESSOR Tristan Rawson
+
+ PRODUCER Carl H. Jaffe
+ ASSISTANT PRODUCER Ossia Trilling
+
+
+
+SCENE I
+
+STREET CORNER
+
+[Street Corner with a seat under a tree; the side-door of a small Gothic
+Church nearby; also a post office and a café with chairs outside it.
+Both post office and café are shut. A funeral march is heard off,
+growing louder sand then fainter. A STRANGER is standing on the edge
+of the pavement and seems uncertain which way to go. A church clock
+strikes: first the four quarters and then the hour. It is three o'clock.
+A LADY enters and greets the STRANGER. She is about to pass him, but
+stops.]
+
+STRANGER. It's you! I almost knew you'd come.
+
+LADY. You wanted me: I felt it. But why are you waiting here?
+
+STRANGER. I don't know. I must wait somewhere.
+
+LADY. Who are you waiting for?
+
+STRANGER. I wish I could tell you! For forty years I've been waiting for
+something: I believe they call it happiness; or the end of unhappiness.
+(Pause.) There's that terrible music again. Listen! But don't go, I beg
+you. I'll feel afraid, if you do.
+
+LADY. We met yesterday for the first time; and talked for four hours.
+You roused my sympathy, but you mustn't abuse my kindness on that
+account.
+
+STRANGER. I know that well enough. But I beg you not to leave me. I'm a
+stranger here, without friends; and my few acquaintances seem more like
+enemies.
+
+LADY. You have enemies everywhere. You're lonely everywhere. Why did you
+leave your wife and children?
+
+STRANGER. I wish I knew. I wish I knew why I still live; why I'm here
+now; where I should go and what I should do! Do you believe that the
+living can be damned already?
+
+LADY. No.
+
+STRANGER. Look at me.
+
+LADY. Hasn't life brought you a single pleasure?
+
+STRANGER. Not one! If at any time I thought so, it was merely a trap to
+tempt me to prolong my miseries. If ripe fruit fell into my hand, it was
+poisoned or rotten at the core.
+
+LADY. What is your religion--if you'll forgive the question?
+
+STRANGER. Only this: that when I can bear things no longer, I shall go.
+
+LADY. Where?
+
+STRANGER. Into annihilation. If I don't hold life in my hand, at least I
+hold death.... It gives me an amazing feeling of power.
+
+LADY. You're playing with death!
+
+STRANGER. As I've played with life. (Pause.) I was a writer. But in
+spite of my melancholy temperament I've never been able to take anything
+seriously--not even my worst troubles. Sometimes I even doubt whether
+life itself has had any more reality than my books. (A De Profundis is
+heard from the funeral procession.) They're coming back. Why must they
+process up and down these streets?
+
+LADY. Do you fear them?
+
+STRANGER. They annoy me. The place might be bewitched. No, it's not
+death I fear, but solitude; for then one's not alone. I don't know who's
+there, I or another, but in solitude one's not alone. The air grows
+heavy and seems to engender invisible beings, who have life and whose
+presence can be felt.
+
+LADY. You've noticed that?
+
+STRANGER. For some time I've noticed a great deal; but not as I used to.
+Once I merely saw objects and events, forms and colours, whilst now I
+perceive ideas and meanings. Life, that once had no meaning, has begun
+to have one. Now I discern intention where I used to see nothing but
+chance. (Pause.) When I met you yesterday it struck me you'd been sent
+across my path, either to save me, or destroy me.
+
+LADY. Why should I destroy you?
+
+STRANGER. Because it may be your destiny.
+
+LADY. No such idea ever crossed my mind; it was largely sympathy I felt
+for you.... Never, in all my life, have I met anyone like you. I have
+only to look at you for the tears to start to my eyes. Tell me, what
+have you on your conscience? Have you done something wrong, that's never
+been discovered or punished?
+
+STRANGER. You may well ask! No, I've no more sins on my conscience than
+other free men. Except this: I determined that life should never make a
+fool of me.
+
+LADY. You must let yourself be fooled, more or less, to live at all.
+
+STRANGER. That would seem a kind of duty; but one I wanted to get out
+of. (Pause.) I've another secret. It's whispered in the family that I'm
+a changeling.
+
+LADY. What's that?
+
+STRANGER. A child substituted by the elves for the baby that was born.
+
+LADY. Do you believe in such things?
+
+STRANGER. No. But, as a parable, there's something to be said for it.
+(Pause.) As a child I was always crying and didn't seem to take to
+life in this world. I hated my parents, as they hated me. I brooked no
+constraint, no conventions, no laws, and my longing was for the woods
+and the sea.
+
+LADY. Did you ever see visions?
+
+STRANGER. Never. But I've often thought that two beings were guiding
+my destiny. One offers me all I desire; but the other's ever at hand
+to bespatter the gifts with filth, so that they're useless to me and
+I can't touch them. It's true that life has given me all I asked of
+it--but everything's turned out worthless to me.
+
+LADY. You've had everything and yet are not content?
+
+STRANGER. That is the curse....
+
+LADY. Don't say that! But why haven't you desired things that transcend
+this life, that can never be sullied?
+
+STRANGER. Because I doubt if there is a beyond.
+
+LADY. But the elves?
+
+STRANGER. Are merely a fairy story. (Pointing to a seat.) Shall we sit
+down?
+
+LADY. Yes. Who are you waiting for?
+
+STRANGER. Really, for the post office to open. There's a letter for
+me--it's been forwarded on but hasn't reached me. (They sit down.) But
+tell me something of yourself now. (The Lady takes up her crochet work.)
+
+LADY. There's nothing to tell.
+
+STRANGER. Strangely enough, I should prefer to think of you like that.
+Impersonal, nameless--I only do know one of your names. I'd like to
+christen you myself--let me see, what ought you to be called? I've got
+it. Eve! (With a gesture towards the wings.) Trumpets! (The funeral
+march is heard again.) There it is again! Now I must invent your age,
+for I don't know how old you are. From now on you are thirty-four--so
+you were born in sixty-four. (Pause.) Now your character, for I don't
+know that either. I shall give you a good character, your voice reminds
+me of my mother--I mean the idea of a mother, for my mother never
+caressed me, though I can remember her striking me. You see, I was
+brought up in hate! An eye for an eye--a tooth for a tooth. You see this
+scar on my forehead? That comes from a blow my brother gave me with
+an axe, after I'd struck him with a stone. I never went to my father's
+funeral, because he turned me out of the house when my sister married.
+I was born out of wedlock, when my family were bankrupt and in mourning
+for an uncle who had taken his life. Now you know my family! That's
+the stock I come from. Once I narrowly escaped fourteen years' hard
+labour--so I've every reason to thank the elves, though I can't be
+altogether pleased with what they've done.
+
+LADY. I like to hear you talk. But don't speak of the elves: it makes me
+sad.
+
+STRANGER. Frankly, I don't believe in them; yet they're always making
+themselves felt. Are these elves the souls of the unhappy, who still
+await redemption? If so, I am the child of an evil spirit. Once I
+believed I was near redemption--through a woman. But no mistake could
+have been greater: I was plunged into the seventh hell.
+
+LADY. You must be unhappy. But this won't go on always.
+
+STRANGER. Do you think church bells and Holy Water could comfort me?
+I've tried them; they only made things worse. I felt like the Devil when
+he sees the sign of the cross. (Pause.) Let's talk about you now.
+
+LADY. There's no need. (Pause.) Have you been blamed for misusing your
+gifts?
+
+STRANGER. I've been blamed for everything. In the town I lived in no one
+was so hated as I. Lonely I came in and lonely I went out. If I entered
+a public place people avoided me. If I wanted to rent a room, it would
+be let. The priests laid a ban on me from the pulpit, teachers from
+their desks and parents in their homes. The church committee wanted
+to take my children from me. Then I blasphemously shook my fist... at
+heaven!
+
+LADY. Why did they hate you so?
+
+STRANGER. How should I know! Yet I do! I couldn't endure to see men
+suffer. So I kept on saying, and writing, too: free yourselves, I will
+help you. And to the poor I said: do not let the rich exploit you.
+And to the women: do not allow yourselves to be enslaved by the men.
+And--worst of all--to the children: do not obey your parents, if they
+are unjust. What followed was impossible to foresee. I found that
+everyone was against me: rich and poor, men and women, parents and
+children. And then came sickness and poverty, beggary and shame,
+divorce, law-suits, exile, solitude, and now.... Tell me, do you think
+me mad?
+
+LADY. No.
+
+STRANGER. You must be the only one. But I'm all the more grateful.
+
+LADY (rising). I must leave you now.
+
+STRANGER. You, too?
+
+LADY. And you mustn't stay here.
+
+STRANGER. Where should I go?
+
+LADY. Home. To your work.
+
+STRANGER. But I'm no worker. I'm a writer.
+
+LADY. I know. But I didn't want to hurt you. Creative power is something
+given you, that can also taken away. See you don't forfeit yours.
+
+STRANGER. Where are you going?
+
+LADY. Only to a shop.
+
+STRANGER (after a pause). Tell me, are you a believer?
+
+LADY. I am nothing.
+
+STRANGER. All the better: you have a future. How I wish I were your old
+blind father, whom you could lead to the market place to sing for his
+bread. My tragedy is I cannot grow old that's what happens to children
+of the elves, they have big heads and never only cry. I wish I were
+someone's dog. I could follow him and never be alone again. I'd get a
+meal sometimes, a kick now and then, a pat perhaps, a blow often....
+
+LADY. Now I must go. Good-bye. (She goes out.)
+
+STRANGER (absent-mindedly). Good-bye. (He remains on the seat. He takes
+off his hat and wipes his forehead. Then he draws on the ground with his
+stick. A BEGGAR enters. He has a strange look and is collecting objects
+from the gutter.) White are you picking up, beggar?
+
+BEGGAR. Why call me that? I'm no beggar. Have I asked you for anything?
+
+STRANGER. I beg your pardon. It's so hard to judge men from appearances.
+
+BEGGAR. That's true. For instance, can you guess who I am?
+
+STRANGER. I don't intend to try. It doesn't interest me.
+
+BEGGAR. No one can know that in advance. Interest commonly comes
+afterwards--when it's too late. Virtus post nummos!
+
+STRANGER. What? Do beggars know Latin?
+
+BEGGAR. You see, you're interested already. Omne tulit punctum qui
+miscuit utile dulci. I have always succeeded in everything I've
+undertaken, because I've never attempted anything. I should like to call
+myself Polycrates, who found the gold ring in the fish's stomach. Life
+has given me all I asked of it. But I never asked anything; I grew tired
+of success and threw the ring away. Yet, now I've grown old I regret it.
+I search for it in the gutters; but as the search takes time, in default
+of my gold ring I don't disdain a few cigar stumps....
+
+STRANGER. I don't know whether this beggar's cynical or mad.
+
+BEGGAR. I don't know either.
+
+STRANGER. Do you know who I am?
+
+BEGGAR. No. And it doesn't interest me.
+
+STRANGER. Well, interest commonly comes afterwards.... You see you tempt
+me to take the words out of your mouth. And that's the same thing as
+picking up other people's cigars.
+
+BEGGAR. So you won't follow my example?
+
+STRANGER. What's that scar on your forehead?
+
+BEGGAR. I got it from a near relation.
+
+STRANGER. Now you frighten me! Are you real? May I touch you? (He
+touches his arm.) There's no doubt of it.... Would you deign to accept
+a small coin in return for a promise to seek Polycrates' ring in another
+part of the town? (He hands him a coin.) Post nummos virtus.... Another
+echo. You must go at once.
+
+BEGGAR. I will. But you've given me far too much. I'll return
+three-quarters of it. Now we owe one another nothing but friendship.
+
+STRANGER. Friendship! Am I a friend of yours?
+
+BEGGAR. Well, I am of yours. When one's alone in the world one can't be
+particular.
+
+STRANGER. Then let me tell you you forget yourself...
+
+BEGGAR. Only too pleased! But when we meet again I'll have a word of
+welcome for you. (Exit.)
+
+STRANGER (sitting down again and drawing in the dust with his stick).
+Sunday afternoon! A long, dank, sad time, after the usual Sunday dinner
+of roast beef, cabbage and watery potatoes. Now the older people are
+testing, the younger playing chess and smoking. The servants have gone
+to church and the shops are shut. This frightful afternoon, this day of
+rest, when there's nothing to engage the soul, when it's as hard to meet
+a friend as to get into a wine shop. (The LADY comes back again, she
+is noun wearing a flower at her breast.) Strange! I can't speak without
+being contradicted at once!
+
+LADY. So you're still here?
+
+STRANGER. Whether I sit here, or elsewhere, and write in the sand
+doesn't seem to me to matter--as long so I write in the sand.
+
+LADY. What are you writing? May I see?
+
+STRANGER. I think you'll find: Eve 1864.... No, don't step on it.
+
+LADY. What happens then?
+
+STRANGER. A disaster for you... and for me.
+
+LADY. You know that?
+
+STRANGER. Yes, and more. That the Christmas rose you're wearing is a
+mandragora. Its symbolical meaning is malice and calumny; but it was
+once used in medicine for the healing of madness. Will you give it me?
+
+LADY (hesitating). As medicine?
+
+STRANGER. Of course. (Pause.) Have you read my books?
+
+LADY. You know I have. And that it's you I have to thank for giving me
+freedom and a belief in human rights and human dignity.
+
+STRANGER. Then you haven't read the recent ones?
+
+LADY. No. And if they're not like the earlier ones I don't want to.
+
+STRANGER. Then promise never to open another book of mine.
+
+LADY. Let me think that over. Very well, I promise.
+
+STRANGER. Good! But see you keep your promise. Remember what happened
+to Bluebeard's wife when curiosity tempted her into the forbidden
+chamber....
+
+LADY. You see, already you make demands like those of a Bluebeard. What
+you don't see, or have long since forgotten, is that I'm married, and
+that my husband's a doctor, and that he admires your work. So that his
+house is open to you, if you wish to be made welcome there.
+
+STRANGER. I've done all I can to forget it. I've expunged it from my
+memory so that it no longer has any reality for me.
+
+LADY. If that's so, will you come home with me to-night?
+
+STRANGER. No. Will you come with me?
+
+LADY. Where?
+
+STRANGER. Anywhere! I have no home, only a trunk. Money I sometimes
+have--though not often. It's the one thing life has capriciously refused
+me, perhaps because I never desired it intensely enough. (The LADY
+shakes her head.) Well? What are you thinking?
+
+LADY. I'm surprised I'm not angry with you. But you're not serious.
+
+STRANGER. Whether I am or not's all one to me. Ah! There's the organ! It
+won't be long now before the drink shops open.
+
+LADY. Is it true _you_ drink?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. A great deal! Wine makes my soul from her prison, up into
+the firmament, where she what has never yet been seen, and hears what
+men never yet heard....
+
+LADY. And the day after?
+
+STRANGER. I have the most delightful scruples of conscience! I
+experience the purifying emotions of guilt and repentance. I enjoy the
+sufferings of the body, whilst my soul hovers like smoke about my head.
+It is as if one were suspended between Life and Death, when the spirit
+feels that she has already opened her pinions and could fly aloft, if
+she would.
+
+LADY. Come into the church for a moment. You'll hear no sermon, only the
+beautiful music of vespers.
+
+STRANGER. No. Not into church! It depresses me because I feel I don't
+belong there.... That I'm an unhappy soul and that it's as impossible
+for me to re-enter as to become a child again.
+
+LADY. You feel all that... already?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. I've got that far. I feel as if I lay hacked in pieces
+and were being slowly melted in Medea's cauldron. Either I shall be sent
+to the soap-boilers, or arise renewed from my own dripping! It depends
+on Medea's skill!
+
+LADY. That sounds like the word of an oracle. We must see if you can't
+become a child again.
+
+STRANGER. We should have to start with the cradle; and this time with
+the right child.
+
+LADY. Exactly! Wait here for me whilst I go into the church. If the café
+were open I'd ask you please not to drink. But luckily it's shut.
+
+(The LADY exits. The STRANGER sits down again and draws in the sand.
+Enter six funeral attendants in brown with some mourners. One of them
+carries a banner with the insignia of the Carpenters, draped in brown
+crępe; another a large axe decorated with spruce, a third a cushion with
+a chairman's mallet. They stop outside the café and wait.)
+
+STRANGER. Excuse me, whose funeral have you been attending?
+
+FIRST MOURNER. A house-breaker's. (He imitates the ticking of a clock.)
+
+STRANGER. A real house-breaker? Or the insect sort, that lodges in the
+woodwork and goes 'tick-tick'?
+
+FIRST MOURNER. Both--but mainly the insect sort. What do they call them?
+
+STRANGER (to himself). He wants to fool me into saying the death-watch
+beetle. So I won't. You mean a burglar?
+
+SECOND MOURNER. No. (The clock is again heard ticking.)
+
+STRANGER. Are you trying to frighten me? Or does the dead man work
+miracles? In that case I'd better explain that my nerves are good, and
+that I don't believe in miracles. But I do find it strange that the
+mourners wear brown. Why not black? It's cheap and suitable.
+
+THIRD MOURNER. To us, in our simplicity, it looks black; but if Your
+Honour wishes it, it shall look brown to you.
+
+STRANGER. A queer company! They give me an uneasy feeling I'd like to
+ascribe to the wine I drank yesterday. If I were to ask if that were
+spruce, you'd probably say--well what?
+
+FIRST MOURNER. Vine leaves.
+
+STRANGER. I thought it would not be spruce! The café's opening, at last!
+(The Café opens, the STRANGER sits at a table and is served with wine.
+The MOURNERS sit at the other tables.) They must have been glad to be
+rid of him, if the mourners start drinking as soon as the funeral's
+over.
+
+FIRST MOURNER. He was a good-for-nothing, who couldn't take life
+seriously.
+
+STRANGER. And who probably drank?
+
+SECOND MOURNER. Yes.
+
+THIRD MOURNER. And let others support his wife and children.
+
+STRANGER. He shouldn't have done so. Is that why his friends speak so
+well of him now? Please don't shake my table when I'm drinking.
+
+SECOND MOURNER. When I'm drinking, I don't mind.
+
+STRANGER. Well, I do. There's a great difference between us! (The
+MOURNERS whisper together. The BEGGAR comes back.) Here's the beggar
+again!
+
+BEGGAR (sitting down at a table). Wine. Moselle!
+
+LANDLORD (consulting a police last). I can't serve you: you've not paid
+your taxes. Here's your name, age and profession, and the decision of
+the court.
+
+BEGGAR. Omnia serviliter pro dominatione! I'm a free man with a
+university education. I refused to pay taxes because I didn't want to
+become a member of parliament. Moselle!
+
+LANDLORD. You'll get free transport to the poor house, if you don't get
+out.
+
+STRANGER. Couldn't you gentlemen settle this somewhere else. You're
+disturbing your patrons.
+
+LANDLORD. You can witness I'm in the right.
+
+STRANGER. No. The whole thing's too distressing. Even without paying
+taxes he has the right to enjoy life's small pleasures.
+
+LANDLORD. So you're the kind who'd absolve vagabonds from their duties?
+
+STRANGER. This is too much! I'd have you know that I'm a famous man.
+(The LANDLORD and MOURNERS laugh.)
+
+LANDLORD. Infamous, probably! Let me look at the police list, and see if
+the description tallies: thirty-eight, brown hair, moustache, blue eyes;
+no settled employment, means unknown; married, but has deserted his wife
+and children; well known for revolutionary views on social questions:
+gives impression he is not in full possession of his faculties.... It
+fits!
+
+STRANGER (rising, pale and taken aback). What?
+
+LANDLORD. Yes. It fits all right.
+
+BEGGAR. Perhaps he's on the list. And not me!
+
+LANDLORD. It looks like it. In any case, both of you had better clear
+out.
+
+BEGGAR (to the STRANGER). Shall we?
+
+STRANGER. We? This begins to look like a conspiracy.
+
+(The church bells are heard. The sun comes out and illuminates the
+coloured rose window above the church door, which is now opened,
+disclosing the interior. The organ is heard and the choir singing Ave
+Maris Stella.)
+
+LADY (coming from the church). Where are you? What are you doing? Why
+did you call me? Must you hang on a woman's skirts like a child?
+
+STRANGER. I'm afraid now. Things are happening that have no natural
+explanation.
+
+LADY. But you were afraid of nothing. Not even death!
+
+STRANGER. Death... no. But of something else, the unknown.
+
+LADY. Listen. Give me your hand. You're ill, I'll take you to a doctor.
+Come!
+
+STRANGER. If you like. But tell me: is this carnival, or... reality?
+
+LADY. It's real enough.
+
+STRANGER. This beggar must be a wretched fellow. Is it true he resembles
+me?
+
+LADY. He will, if you go on drinking. Now go to the post office and get
+your letter. And then come with me.
+
+STRANGER. No, I won't. It'll only be about lawsuits.
+
+LADY. If not?
+
+STRANGER. Malicious gossip.
+
+LADY. Well, do as you wish. No one can escape his fate. At this moment
+I feel a higher power is sitting in judgment on us and has made a
+decision.
+
+STRANGER. You feel that, too! I heard the hammer fall just now; and the
+chairs being pushed back. The clerk's being sent to find me! Oh, the
+suspense! No, I can't follow you.
+
+LADY. Tell me, what have you done to me? In the church I found I
+couldn't pray. A light on the altar was extinguished and an icy wind
+blew in my face when I heard you call me.
+
+STRANGER. I didn't call you. But I wanted you.
+
+LADY. You're not as weak as you pretend. You have great strength; and
+I'm afraid of you....
+
+STRANGER. When I'm alone I've no strength at all; but if I can find
+a single companion I grow strong. I shall be strong now; and so I'll
+follow you.
+
+LADY. Perhaps you can free me from the werewolf.
+
+STRANGER. Who's he?
+
+LADY. That's what I call him.
+
+STRANGER. Count on me. Killing dragons, freeing princesses, defeating
+werewolves--that is Life!
+
+LADY. Then come, my liberator!
+
+(She draws her veil over her face, kisses him on the mouth and hurries
+out. The STRANGER stands where he is for a moment, surprised and
+stunned. A loud chord sung by women's voices, rather like a cry, is
+heard from the church. The rose window suddenly grows dark and the tree
+above the seat is shaken by the wind. The MOURNERS rise and look at the
+sky, as if they could see something terrifying. The STRANGER hurries out
+after the LADY.)
+
+
+SCENE II
+
+DOCTOR'S HOUSE
+
+[Courtyard enclosed on three sides by a single-storied house with a
+tiled roof. Small windows in all three façades. Right, verandah with
+glass doors. Left, climbing roses and bee-hives outside the windows. In
+the middle of the courtyard a woodpile in the form of a cupola. A well
+beside it. The top of a walnut tree is seen above the central façade
+of the house. In the corner, right, a garden gate. By the well a large
+tortoise. On right, entrance below to a wine-cellar. An ice-chest and
+dust-bin. The DOCTOR'S SISTER enters from the verandah with a telegram.]
+
+SISTER. Now misfortune will fall on your house.
+
+DOCTOR. When has it not, my dear sister?
+
+SISTER. This time.... Ingeborg's coming and bringing... guess whom?
+
+DOCTOR. Wait! I know, because I've long foreseen this, even desired it,
+for he's a writer I've always admired. I've learnt much from him and
+often wished to meet him. Now he's coming, you say. Where did Ingeborg
+meet him?
+
+SISTER. In town, it seems. Probably in some literary _salon_.
+
+DOCTOR. I've often wondered whether this man was the boy of the same
+name who was my friend at school. I hope not; for he seemed one that
+fortune would treat harshly. And in a life-time he'll have given his
+unhappy tendencies full scope.
+
+SISTER. Don't let him come here. Go out. Say you're engaged.
+
+DOCTOR. No. One can't escape one's fate.
+
+SISTER. But you've never bowed your head to anyone! Why crawl before
+this spectre, and call him fate?
+
+DOCTOR. Life has taught me to. I've wasted time and energy in fighting
+the inevitable.
+
+SISTER. But why allow your wife to behave like this? She'll compromise
+you both.
+
+DOCTOR. You think so? Because, when I made her break off her engagement
+I held out false hopes to her of a life of freedom, instead of the
+slavery she'd known. Besides, I could never love her if I were in a
+position to give her orders.
+
+SISTER. You'd be friends with your enemy?
+
+DOCTOR. Oh...!
+
+SISTER. Will you let her bring someone into the house who'll destroy
+you? If you only knew how I hate that man.
+
+DOCTOR. I do. His last book's terrible; and shows a certain lack of
+mental balance.
+
+SISTER. They ought to shut him up.
+
+DOCTOR. Many people have said so, but I don't think him bad enough.
+
+SISTER. Because you're eccentric yourself, and live in daily contact
+with a woman who's mad.
+
+DOCTOR. I admit abnormality has always had a strong attraction for me,
+and originality is at least not commonplace. (The syren of a steamer is
+heard.) What was that?
+
+SISTER. Your nerves are on edge. It's only the steamer. (Pause.) Now, I
+implore you, go away!
+
+DOCTOR. I ought to want to; but I'm held fast. (Pause.) From here I can
+see his portrait in my study. The sunlight throws a shadow on it that
+changes it completely. It makes him look like.... Horrible! You see what
+I mean?
+
+HATER. The devil! Come away!
+
+DOCTOR. I can't.
+
+SISTER. Then at least defend yourself.
+
+DOCTOR. I always do. But this time I feel a thunder storm gathering. How
+often have I tried to fly, and not been able to. It's as if the earth
+were iron and I a compass needle. If misfortune comes, it's not of my
+fee choice. They've come in at the door.
+
+SISTER. I heard nothing.
+
+DOCTOR. I did! Now I can see them, too! He _is_ the friend of my
+boyhood. He got into trouble at school; but I was blamed and punished.
+He was nick-named Caesar, I don't know why.
+
+SISTER. And this man....
+
+DOCTOR. That's what always happens. Caesar! (The LADY comes in.)
+
+LADY. I've brought a visitor.
+
+DOCTOR. I know, and he's welcome.
+
+LADY. I left him in the house, to wash.
+
+DOCTOR. Well, are you satisfied with your conquest?
+
+LADY. I think he's the unhappiest man I ever met.
+
+DOCTOR. That's saying a great deal.
+
+LADY. Yes, there's enough unhappiness for all of us.
+
+DOCTOR. There is! (To his SISTER.) Would you ask him to come out here?
+(His SISTER goes out.) Have you had an interesting time?
+
+LADY. Yes. I met a number of strange people. Have you had many patients?
+
+DOCTOR. No. The consulting room's empty this morning. I think the
+practice is going down.
+
+LADY (kindly). I'm sorry. Tell me, oughtn't that woodpile to be taken
+into the house? It only draws the damp.
+
+DOCTOR (without reproach). Yes, and the bees should be killed, too; and
+the fruit in the garden picked. But I've no time to do it.
+
+LADY. You're tired.
+
+DOCTOR. Tired of everything.
+
+LADY (without bitterness). And you've a wife who can't even help you.
+
+DOCTOR (kindly). You mustn't say that, if I don't think so.
+
+LADY (turning towards the verandah). Here he is!
+
+(The STRANGER comes in through the verandah, dressed in a way that makes
+him look younger than before. He has an air of forced candour. He seems
+to recognise the doctor, and shrinks back, but recovers himself.)
+
+DOCTOR. You're very welcome.
+
+STRANGER. It's kind of you.
+
+DOCTOR. You bring good weather with you. And we need it; for it's rained
+for six weeks.
+
+STRANGER. Not for seven? It usually rains for seven if it rains on St.
+Swithin's. But that's later on--how foolish of me!
+
+DOCTOR. As you're used to town life I'm afraid you'll find the country
+dull.
+
+STRANGER. Oh no. I'm no more at home there than here. Excuse me asking,
+but haven't we met before--when we were boys?
+
+DOCTOR. Never.
+
+(The LADY has sat down at the table and is crocheting.)
+
+STRANGER. Are you sure?
+
+DOCTOR. Perfectly. I've followed your literary career from the first
+with great interest; as I know my wife has told you. So that if we _had_
+met I'd certainly have remembered your name. (Pause.) Well, now you can
+see how a country doctor lives!
+
+STRANGER. If you could guess what the life of a so-called liberator's
+like, you wouldn't envy him.
+
+DOCTOR. I can imagine it; for I've seen how men love their chains.
+Perhaps that's as it should be.
+
+STRANGER (listening). Strange. Who's playing in the village?
+
+DOCTOR. I don't know. Do you, Ingeborg?
+
+LADY. No.
+
+STRANGER. Mendelssohn's Funeral March! It pursues me. I never know
+whether I've heard it or not.
+
+DOCTOR. Do you suffer from hallucinations?
+
+STRANGER. No. But I'm pursued by trivial incidents. Can't you hear
+anyone playing?
+
+DOCTOR. Yes.
+
+LADY. Someone _is_ playing. Mendelssohn.
+
+DOCTOR. Not surprising.
+
+STRANGER. No. But that it should be played precisely at the right place,
+at the right time.... (He gets up.)
+
+DOCTOR. To reassure you, I'll ask my sister. (Exit through the
+verandah.)
+
+STRANGER (to the LADY). I'm stifling here. I can't pass a night under
+this roof. Your husband looks like a werewolf and in his presence you
+turn into a pillar of salt. Murder has been done in this house; the
+place is haunted. I shall escape as soon as I can find an excuse.
+
+(The DOCTOR comes back.)
+
+DOCTOR. It's the girl at the post office.
+
+STRANGER (nervously). Good. That's all right. You've an original house.
+That pile of wood, for instance.
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. It's been struck by lightning twice.
+
+STRANGER. Terrible! And you still keep it?
+
+DOCTOR. That's why. I've made it higher out of defiance; and to give
+shade in summer. It's like the prophet's gourd. But in the autumn it
+must go into the wood shed.
+
+STRANGER (looking round). Christmas roses, too! Where did you get them?
+They're flowering in summer! Everything's upside down here.
+
+DOCTOR. They were given me by a patient. He's not quite sane.
+
+STRANGER. Is he staying in the house?
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. He's a quiet soul, who ponders on the purposelessness
+of nature. He thinks it foolish for hellebore to grow in the snow and
+freeze; so he puts the plants in the cellar and beds them out in the
+spring.
+
+STRANGER. But a madman... in the house. Most unpleasant!
+
+DOCTOR. He's very harmless.
+
+STRANGER. How did he lose his wits?
+
+DOCTOR. Who can tell. It's a disease of the mind, not the body.
+
+STRANGER. Tell me--is he here--now?
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. He's free to wander in the garden and arrange creation. But
+if his presence disquiets you, we can shut him up.
+
+STRANGER. Why aren't such poor devils put out of--their misery?
+
+DOCTOR. It's hard to know whether they're ripe....
+
+STRANGER. What for?
+
+DOCTOR. For what's to come.
+
+STRANGER. There _is_ nothing. (Pause.)
+
+DOCTOR. Who knows!
+
+STRANGER. I feel strangely uneasy. Have you medical material...
+specimens... dead bodies?
+
+DOCTOR. Oh yes. In the ice-box--for the authorities, you know. (He pulls
+out an arm and leg.) Look here.
+
+STRANGER. No. Too much like Bluebeard!
+
+DOCTOR (sharply). What do you mean by that? (Looking at the LADY.) Do
+you think I kill my wives?
+
+STRANGER. Oh no. It's clear you don't. Is this house haunted, too?
+
+DOCTOR. Oh yes. Ask my wife.(He disappears behind the wood pile where
+neither the STRANGER nor the LADY can see him.)
+
+LADY. You needn't whisper, my husband's deaf. Though he can lip read.
+
+STRANGER. Then let me say that I've never known a more painful
+half-hour. We exchange the merest commonplaces, because none of us has
+the courage to say what he thinks. I suffered so that the idea came to
+me of opening my veins to get relief. But now I'd like to tell him the
+truth and have done with it. Shall we say to his face that we mean to go
+away, and that you've had enough of his foolishness?
+
+LADY. If you talk like that I'll begin to hate you. You must behave
+under any circumstances.
+
+STRANGER. How well brought up you are! (The DOCTOR now becomes visible
+to the STRANGER and the LADY, who continue their conversation.) Come
+away with me, before the sun goes down. (Pause.) Tell me, why did you
+kiss me yesterday?
+
+LADY. But....
+
+STRANGER. Supposing he could hear what we say! I don't trust him.
+
+DOCTOR. What shall we do to amuse our guest?
+
+LADY. He doesn't care much for amusement. His life's not been happy.
+
+(The DOCTOR blows a whistle. The MADMAN comes into the garden. He wears
+a laurel wreath and his clothes are curious.)
+
+DOCTOR. Come here, Caesar.
+
+STRANGER (displeased). What? Is he called Caesar?
+
+DOCTOR. No. It's a nickname I gave him, to remind me of a boy I was at
+school with.
+
+STRANGER (disturbed). Oh?
+
+DOCTOR. He was involved in a strange incident, and I got all the blame.
+
+LADY (to the STRANGER). You'd never believe a boy could have been so
+corrupt.
+
+(The STRANGER looks distressed. The MADMAN comes nearer.)
+
+DOCTOR. Caesar, come and make your bow to our famous writer.
+
+CAESAR. Is this the great man?
+
+LADY (to the DOCTOR). Why did you let him come, if it annoys our guest?
+
+DOCTOR. Caesar, you must behave. Or I shall have to whip you.
+
+CAESAR. Yes. He is Caesar, but he's not great. He doesn't even know
+which came first, the hen or the egg. But I do.
+
+STRANGER (to the LADY). I shall go. Is this a trap? What am I to think?
+In a minute he'll unloose his bees to amuse me.
+
+LADY. Trust me... whatever happens! And turn your face away when you
+speak.
+
+STRANGER. This werewolf never leaves us.
+
+DOCTOR (looking at his watch). You must excuse me for about an hour.
+I've a patient to visit. I hope the time won't hang on your hands.
+
+STRANGER. I'm used to waiting, for what never comes....
+
+DOCTOR (to the MADMAN). Come along, Caesar. I must lock you up in the
+cellar. (He goes out with the MADMAN.)
+
+STRANGER (to the LADY). What does that mean? Someone's pursuing me! You
+told me your husband was well disposed towards me, and I believed you.
+But he can't open his mouth without wounding me. Every word pricks like
+a goad. Then this funeral march... it's really being played! And here,
+once more, Christmas roses! Why does everything follow in an eternal
+round? Dead bodies, beggars, madmen, human destinies and childhood
+memories? Come away. Let me free you from this hell.
+
+LADY. That's why I brought you here. Also that it could never be said
+you'd stolen the wife of another. But one thing I must ask you: can I
+put my trust in you?
+
+STRANGER. You mean in my feelings?
+
+LADY. I don't speak of them. We're taking them for granted. They'll
+endure as long as they'll endure.
+
+STRANGER. You mean in my position? Large sums are owed me. All I have to
+do is to write or telegraph....
+
+LADY. Then I will trust you. (Putting away her work.) Now go straight
+out of that door. Follow the syringa hedge till you find a gate. We'll
+meet in the next village.
+
+STRANGER (hesitating). I don't like leaving the back way. I'd rather
+have fought it out with him here.
+
+LADY. Quick!
+
+STRANGER. Won't you come with me?
+
+LADY. Yes. But then I must go first. (She turns and blows a kiss towards
+the verandah.) My poor werewolf!
+
+
+SCENE III
+
+ROOM IN AN HOTEL
+
+[The STRANGER enters followed by the LADY. A WAITER.]
+
+STRANGER (who is carrying a suitcase). Is no other room free?
+
+WAITER. No.
+
+STRANGER. I don't want this one.
+
+LADY. But it's the only one: the other hotels are all full.
+
+STRANGER (to the WAITER). You can go. (The LADY sinks on to a chair
+without taking off her hat and coat.) What is it you want?
+
+LADY. I wish you'd kill me.
+
+STRANGER. I don't wonder! Thrown out of hotels, because we're not
+married, and pestered by the police, we're forced to come to this place,
+the last I'd have wished. To this very room, number eight.... Someone
+must be against me!
+
+LADY. Is this eight?
+
+STRANGER. What? Have you been here before?
+
+LADY. Have you?
+
+STRANGER. Yes.
+
+LADY. Then let's get away. Onto the road, into the woods. It doesn't
+matter where.
+
+STRANGER. I should like to. But after this terrible time I'm as tired as
+you are. I felt this was to be our journey's end. I resisted, I tried to
+go in the opposite direction, but trains were late, or we missed them,
+and we had to come here. To this room! The devil's in it--at least what
+I call the devil. But I'll be even with him yet.
+
+LADY. It seems we'll never find peace on earth again.
+
+STRANGER. Nothing's been changed. The dying Christmas roses. (Looking
+at two pictures.) There he is again. And that's the Hotel Breuer in
+Montreux. I've stayed there, too.
+
+LADY. Did you go to the post office?
+
+STRANGER. I thought you'd ask me that. I did. And as an answer to five
+letters and three telegrams I found a telegram saying that my publisher
+had gone away for a fortnight.
+
+LADY. Then we're lost.
+
+STRANGER. Very nearly.
+
+LADY. The waiter will be back in five minutes and ask for our passports.
+Then the landlord will come up and tell us to go.
+
+STRANGER. Then only one course remains.
+
+LADY. Two.
+
+STRANGER. The second's impossible.
+
+LADY. What is the second?
+
+STRANGER. To go to your parents in the country.
+
+LADY. You're beginning to read my thoughts.
+
+STRANGER. We no longer have any secrets from one another.
+
+LADY. Then the whole dream's at an end.
+
+STRANGER. It maybe.
+
+LADY. You must telegraph again.
+
+STRANGER. I ought to, I know. But I can't stir from here. I no longer
+believe that what I do can succeed. Someone's paralysed me.
+
+LADY. And me! We decided never to speak of the past and yet we drag it
+with us. Look at this carpet. Those flowers seem to form....
+
+STRANGER. Him! It's him. He's everywhere. How many hundred times has
+he.... Yet I see someone else in the pattern of the table cloth. No,
+it's an illusion! Any moment now I'll hear my funeral march--then
+everything will be complete. (Listening.) There!
+
+LADY. I hear nothing.
+
+STRANGER. Am I... am I....
+
+LADY. Shall we go home?
+
+STRANGER. The last place. The worst of all! To arrive like an
+adventurer, a beggar. Impossible!
+
+LADY. Yes, I know, but.... No, it would be too much. To bring shame,
+disgrace and sorrow to the old people, and to see you humiliated, and
+you me! We could never respect one another again.
+
+STRANGER. It would be worse than death. Yet I feel it's inevitable, and
+I begin to long for it, to get it over quickly, if it must be.
+
+LADY (taking out her work). But I don't want to be reviled in your
+presence. We must find another way. If only we were married--and divorce
+would be easy, because my former marriage isn't recognised by the laws
+of the country in which it was contracted.... All we need do is to go
+away and be married by the same priest... but that would be wounding for
+you!
+
+STRANGER. It would match the rest! For this honeymoon's becoming a
+pilgrimage!
+
+LADY. You're right! The landlord will be here in five minutes to turn us
+out. There's only one way to end such humiliations. Of our own free will
+we must accept the worst.... I can hear footsteps!
+
+STRANGER. I've foreseen this and am ready. Ready for everything. If I
+can't overcome the unseen, I can show you how much I can endure.... You
+must pawn your jewellery. I can buy it back when my publisher gets home,
+if he's not drowned bathing or killed in a railway accident. A man as
+ambitious as I must be ready to sacrifice his honour first of all.
+
+LADY. As we're agreed, wouldn't it be better to give up this room? Oh,
+God! He's coming now.
+
+STRANGER. Let's go. We'll run the gauntlet of waiters, maids and
+servants. Red with shame and pale with indignation. Animals have their
+lairs to hide in, but we are forced to flaunt our shame. (Pause.) Let
+down your veil.
+
+LADY. So this is freedom!
+
+STRANGER. And I... am the liberator. (Exeunt.)
+
+
+SCENE IV
+
+BY THE SEA
+
+[A hut on a cliff by the sea. Outside it a table with chairs. The
+STRANGER and the LADY are dressed in less sombre clothing and look
+younger than in the previous scene. The LADY is doing crochet work.]
+
+STRANGER. Three peaceful happy days at my wife's side, and anxiety
+returns!
+
+LADY. What do you fear?
+
+STRANGER. That this will not last long.
+
+LADY. Why do you think so?
+
+STRANGER. I don't know. I believe it must end suddenly, terribly.
+There's something deceptive even the sunshine and the stillness. I feel
+that happiness if not part of my destiny.
+
+LADY. But it's all over! My parents are resigned to what we've done. My
+husband understands and has written a kind letter.
+
+STRANGER. What does that matter? Fate spins the web; once more I
+hear the mallet fall and the chairs being pushed back from the
+table--judgment has been pronounced. Yet that must have happened before
+I was born, because even in childhood I began to serve my sentence.
+There's no moment in my life on which can look back with happiness.
+
+LADY. Unfortunate man! Yet you've had everything you wished from life!
+
+STRANGER. Everything. Unluckily I forgot to wish for money.
+
+LADY. You're thinking of that again.
+
+STRANGER. Are you surprised?
+
+LADY. Quiet!
+
+STRANGER. What is it you're always working at? You sit there like one of
+the Fates and draw the threads through your fingers. But go on. The most
+beautiful of sights is a woman bending over her work, or over her child.
+What are you making?
+
+LADY. Nothing. Crochet work.
+
+STRANGER. It looks like a network of nerves and knots on which you've
+fixed your thoughts. The brain must look like that--from within.
+
+LADY. If only I thought of half the things you imagine.... But I think
+of nothing.
+
+STRANGER. Perhaps that's why I feel so contented when I'm with you. Why,
+I find you so perfect that I can no longer imagine life without you! Now
+the clouds have blown away. Now the sky is clear! The wind soft--feel
+how it caresses us! This is Life! Yes, now I live. And I feel my spirit
+growing, spreading, becoming tenuous, infinite. I am everywhere, in the
+ocean which is my blood, in the rocks that are my bones, in the trees,
+in the flowers; and my head reaches up to the heavens. I can survey the
+whole universe. I _am_ the universe. And I feel the power of the Creator
+within me, for I am He! I wish I could grasp the all in my hand and
+refashion it into something more perfect, more lasting, more beautiful.
+I want all creation and created beings to be happy, to be born without
+pain, live without suffering, and die in quiet content. Eve! Die with me
+now! This moment, for the next will bring sorrow again.
+
+LADY. I'm not ready to die.
+
+STRANGER. Why not?
+
+LADY. I believe there are things I've not yet done. Perhaps I've not
+suffered enough.
+
+STRANGER. Is that the purpose of life?
+
+LADY. It seems to be. (Pause.) Now I want to ask one thing of you.
+
+STRANGER. Well?
+
+LADY. Don't blaspheme against heaven again, or compare yourself with the
+Creator, for then you remind me of Caesar at home.
+
+STRANGER (excitedly). Caesar! How can you say that...?
+
+LADY. I'm sorry if I've said anything I shouldn't. It was foolish of me
+to say 'at home.' Forgive me.
+
+STRANGER. You were thinking that Caesar and I resemble one another in
+our blasphemies?
+
+LADY. Of course not.
+
+STRANGER. Strange. I believe you when you say you don't mean to hurt me;
+yet you _do_ hurt me, as all the others do. Why?
+
+LADY. Because you're over-sensitive.
+
+STRANGER. You say that again! Do you think I've sensitive hidden places?
+
+LADY. No. I didn't mean that. And now the spirits of suspicion and
+discord are coming between us. Drive them away--at once.
+
+STRANGER. You mustn't say I blaspheme if I use the well-known words:
+See, we are like unto the gods.
+
+LADY. But if that's so, why can't you help yourself, or us?
+
+STRANGER. Can't I? Wait. As yet we've only seen the beginning.
+
+LADY. If the end is like it, heaven help us!
+
+STRANGER. I know what you fear; and I meant to hold back a pleasant
+surprise. But now I won't torment you longer. (He takes out a registered
+letter, not yet opened.) Look!
+
+LADY. The money's come!
+
+STRANGER. This morning. Who can destroy me now?
+
+LADY. Don't speak like that. You know who could.
+
+STRANGER. Who?
+
+LADY. He who punishes the arrogance of men.
+
+STRANGER. And their courage. That especially. This was my Achilles'
+heel; I bore with everything, except this fearful lack of money.
+
+LADY. May I ask how much they've sent?
+
+STRANGER. I don't know. I've not opened the letter. But I do know about
+how much to expect. I'd better look and see. (He opens the letter.)
+What? Only an account showing I'm owed nothing! There's something
+uncanny in this.
+
+LADY. I begin to think so, too.
+
+STRANGER. I know I'm damned. But I'm ready to hurl the curse back at him
+who so nobly cursed me.... (He throws up the letter.) With a curse of my
+own.
+
+LADY. Don't. You frighten me.
+
+STRANGER. Fear me, so long as you don't despise me! The challenge
+has been thrown down; now you shall see a conflict between two great
+opponents. (He opens his coat and waistcoat and looks threateningly
+aloft.) Strike me with your lightning if you dare! Frighten me with your
+thunder if you can!
+
+LADY. Don't speak like that.
+
+STRANGER. I will. Who dares break in on my dream of love? Who tears the
+cup from my lips; and the woman from my arms? Those who envy me, be
+they gods or devils! Little bourgeois gods who parry sword thrusts with
+pin-pricks from behind, who won't stand up to their man, but strike at
+him with unpaid bills. A backstairs way of discrediting a master before
+his servants. They never attack, never draw, merely soil and decry!
+Powers, lords and masters! All are the same!
+
+LADY. May heaven not punish you.
+
+STRANGER. Heaven's blue and silent. The ocean's silent and stupid.
+Listen, I can hear a poem--that's what I call it when an idea begins to
+germinate in my mind. First the rhythm; this time like the thunder
+of hooves and the jingle of spurs and accoutrements. But there's a
+fluttering too, like a sail flapping.... Banners!
+
+LADY. No. It's the wind. Can't you hear it in the trees?
+
+STRANGER. Quiet! They're riding over a bridge, a wooden bridge. There's
+no water in the brook, only pebbles. Wait! Now I can hear them, men and
+women, saying a rosary. The angels' greeting. Now I can see--on what
+you're working--a large kitchen, with white-washed walls, it has three
+small latticed windows, with flowers in them. In the left-hand corner a
+hearth, on the right a table with wooden seats. And above the table, in
+the corner, hangs a crucifix, with a lamp burning below. The ceiling's
+of blackened beams, and dried mistletoe hangs on the wall.
+
+LADY (frightened). Where can you see all that?
+
+STRANGER. On your work.
+
+LADY. Can you see people there?
+
+STRANGER. A very old man's sitting at the table, bent over a game bag,
+his hands clasped in prayer. A woman, so longer young, kneels on the
+floor. Now once more I hear the angels' greeting, as if far away. But
+those two in the kitchen are as motionless as figures of wax. A veil
+shrouds everything.... No, that was no poem! (Waking.) It was something
+else.
+
+LADY. It was reality! The kitchen at home, where you've never set foot.
+That old man was my grandfather, the forester, and the woman my mother!
+They were praying for us! It was six o'clock and the servants were
+saying a rosary outside, as they always do.
+
+STRANGER. You make me uneasy. Is this the beginning of second sight?
+Still, it was beautiful. A snow-white room, with flowers and mistletoe.
+But why should they pray for us?
+
+LADY. Why indeed! Have we done wrong?
+
+STRANGER. What is wrong?
+
+LADY. I've read there's no such thing. And yet... I long to see my
+mother; not my father, for he turned me out as he did her.
+
+STRANGER. Why should he have turned your mother out?
+
+LADY. Who can say? The children least of all. Let us go to my home. I
+long to.
+
+STRANGER. To the lion's den, the snake pit? One more or less makes no
+matter. I'll do it for you, but not like the Prodigal Son. No, you shall
+see that I can go through fire and water for your sake.
+
+LADY. How do you know...?
+
+STRANGER. I can guess.
+
+LADY. And can you guess that the path to where my parents live in the
+mountains is too steep for carts to use?
+
+STRANGER. It sounds extraordinary, but I read or dreamed something of
+the kind.
+
+LADY. You may have. But you'll see nothing that's not natural, though
+perhaps unusual, for men and women are a strange race. Are you ready to
+follow me?
+
+STRANGER. I'm ready--for anything!
+
+(The LADY kisses him on the forehead and makes the sign of the cross
+simply, timidly and without gestures.)
+
+LADY. Then come!
+
+
+SCENE V
+
+ON THE ROAD
+
+[A landscape with hills; a chapel, right, in the far distance on a rise.
+The road, flanked by fruit trees, winds across the background. Between
+the trees hills can be seen on which are crucifixes, chapels and
+memorials to the victims of accidents. In the foreground a sign post
+with the legend, 'Beggars not allowed in this parish.' The STRANGER and
+the LADY.]
+
+LADY. You're tired.
+
+STRANGER. I won't deny it. But it's humiliating to confess I'm hungry,
+because the money's gone. I never thought that would happen to me.
+
+LADY. It seems we must be prepared for anything, for I think we've
+fallen into disfavour. My shoe's split, and I could weep at our having
+to go like this, looking like beggars.
+
+STRANGER (pointing to the signpost). And beggars are not allowed in this
+parish. Why must that be stuck up in large letters here?
+
+LADY. It's been there as long as I can remember. Think of it, I've not
+been back since I was a child. And In those days I found the way short
+and the hills lower. The trees, too, were smaller, and I think I used to
+hear birds singing.
+
+STRANGER. Birds sang all the year for you then! Now they only sing in
+the spring--and autumn's not far off. But in those days you used to
+dance along this endless way of Calvaries, plucking flowers at the feet
+of the crosses. (A horn in the distance.) What's that?
+
+LADY. My grandfather coming back from shooting. A good old man. Let's go
+on and reach the house by dark.
+
+STRANGER. Is it still far?
+
+LADY. No. Only across the hills and over the river.
+
+STRANGER. Is that the river I hear?
+
+LADY. The river by which I was born and brought up. I was eighteen
+before I crossed over to this bank, to see what was in the blue of the
+distance.... Now I've seen.
+
+STRANGER. You're weeping!
+
+LADY. Poor old man! When I got into the boat, he said: My child, beyond
+lies the world. When you've seen enough, come back to your mountains,
+and they will hide you. Now I've seen enough. Enough!
+
+STRANGER. Let's go. It's beginning to grow dusk already. (They pick up
+their travelling capes and go on.)
+
+
+SCENE VI
+
+IN A RAVINE
+
+[Entrance to a ravine between steep cliffs covered with pines. In the
+foreground a wooden shanty, a broom by the door with a ramshorn hanging
+from its handle. Left, a smithy, a red glow showing through its open
+door. Right, a flourmill. In the background the road through the ravine
+with mill-stream and footbridge. The rock formations look like giant
+profiles.]
+
+[On the rise of the curtain the SMITH is at the smithy door and the
+MILLER'S WIFE at the door of the mill. When the LADY enters they sign
+to one another and disappear. The clothing of both the LADY and the
+STRANGER is torn and shabby.]
+
+STRANGER. They're hiding, from us, probably.
+
+LADY. I don't think so.
+
+STRANGER. What a strange place! Everything seems conspire to arouse
+disquiet. What's that broom there? And the horn with ointment? Probably
+because it's their usual place, but it makes me think of witchcraft.
+Why is the smithy black and the mill white? Because one's sooty and the
+other covered with flour; yet when I saw the blacksmith by the light of
+his forge and the white miller's wife, it reminded me of an old poem.
+Look at those giant faces.... There's your werewolf from whom I saved
+you. There he is, in profile, see!
+
+LADY. Yes, but it's only the rock.
+
+STRANGER. Only the rock, and yet it's he.
+
+LADY. Shall I tell you why we can see him?
+
+STRANGER. You mean--it's our conscience? Which pricks us when we're
+hungry and tired, and is silent when we've eaten and rested. It's
+horrible to arrive in rags. Our clothes are torn from climbing through
+the brambles. Someone's fighting against me.
+
+LADY. Why did you challenge him?
+
+STRANGER. Because I want to fight in the open; not battle with unpaid
+bills and empty purses. Anyhow: here's my last copper. The devil take
+it, if there is one! (He throws it into the brook.)
+
+LADY. Oh! We could have paid the ferry with it. Now we'll have to talk
+of money when we reach home.
+
+STRANGER. When can we talk of anything else?
+
+LADY. That's because you've despised it.
+
+STRANGER. As I've despised everything....
+
+LADY. But not everything's despicable. Some things are good.
+
+STRANGER. I've never seen them.
+
+LADY. Then follow me and you will.
+
+STRANGER. I'll follow you. (He hesitates when passing the smithy.)
+
+LADY (who has gone on ahead). Are you frightened of fire?
+
+STRANGER. No, but... (The horn is heard in the distance. He hurries past
+the smithy after the LADY.)
+
+
+SCENE VII
+
+IN A KITCHEN
+
+[A large kitchen with whitewashed walls. Three windows in the corner,
+right, so arranged that two are at the back and one in the right wall.
+The windows are small and deeply recessed; in the recesses there are
+flower pots. The ceiling is beamed and black with soot. In the left
+corner a large range with utensils of copper, iron and tin, and wooden
+vessels. In the corner, right, a crucifix with a lamp. Beneath it a
+four-cornered table with benches. Bunches of mistletoe on the walls.
+A door at the back. The Poorhouse can be seen outside, and through the
+window at the back the church. Near the fire bedding for dogs and a
+table with food for the poor.]
+
+[The OLD MAN is sitting at the table beneath the crucifix, with his
+hands clasped and a game bag before him. He is a strongly-built man of
+over eighty with white hair and along beard, dressed as a forester. The
+MOTHER is kneeling on the floor; she is grey-haired and nearly fifty;
+her dress is of black-and-white material. The voices of men, women and
+children can be clearly heard singing the last verse of the Angels'
+Greeting in chorus. 'Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us poor sinners,
+now and in the hour of death. Amen.']
+
+OLD MAN and MOTHER. Amen!
+
+MOTHER. Now I'll tell you, Father. They saw two vagabonds by the river.
+Their clothing was torn and dirty, for they'd been in the water. And
+when it came to paying the ferryman, they'd no money. Now they're drying
+their clothes in the ferryman's hut.
+
+OLD MAN. Let them stay there.
+
+MOTHER. Don't forbid a beggar your house. He might be an angel.
+
+OLD MAN. True. Let them come in.
+
+MOTHER. I'll put food for them on the table for the poor. Do you mind
+that?
+
+OLD MAN. No.
+
+MOTHER. Shall I give them cider?
+
+OLD MAN. Yes. And you can light the fire; they'll be cold.
+
+MOTHER. There's hardly time. But I will, if you wish it, Father.
+
+OLD MAN (looking out of the window). I think you'd better.
+
+MOTHER. What are you looking at?
+
+OLD MAN. The river; it's rising. And I'm asking myself, as I've done for
+seventy years--when I shall reach the sea.
+
+MOTHER. You're sad to-night, Father.
+
+OLD MAN.... et introibo ad altare Dei: ad Deum qui laetificat juventutem
+meam. Yes. I do feel sad.... Deus, Deus meus: quare tristis es anima
+mea, et quare conturbas me.
+
+MOTHER. Spera in Deo....
+
+(The Maid comes in, and signs to the MOTHER, who goes over to her. They
+whisper together and the maid goes out again.)
+
+OLD MAN. I heard what you said. O God! Must I bear that too!
+
+MOTHER. You needn't see them. You can go up to your room.
+
+OLD MAN. No. It shall be a penance. But why come like this: as
+vagabonds?
+
+MOTHER. Perhaps they lost their way and have had much to endure.
+
+OLD MAN. But to bring her husband! Is she lost to shame?
+
+MOTHER. You know Ingeborg's queer nature. She thinks all she does is
+fitting, if not right. Have you ever seen her ashamed, or suffer from a
+rebuff? I never have. Yet she's not without shame; on the contrary. And
+everything she does, however questionable, seems natural when she does
+it.
+
+OLD MAN. I've always wondered why one could never be angry with her. She
+doesn't feel herself responsible, or think an insult's directed at her.
+She seems impersonal; or rather two persons, one who does nothing but
+ill whilst the other gives absolution.... But this man! There's no one
+I've hated from afar so much as he. He sees evil everywhere; and of no
+one have I heard so much ill.
+
+MOTHER. That's true. But it may be Ingeborg's found some mission in this
+man's life; and he in hers. Perhaps they're meant to torture each other
+into atonement.
+
+OLD MAN. Perhaps. But I'll have nothing to do with at seems to me
+shameful. This man, under my roof! Yet I must accept it, like everything
+else. For I've deserved no less.
+
+MOTHER. Very well then. (The LADY and the STRANGER come in.) You're
+welcome.
+
+LADY. Thank you, Mother. (She looks over to the OLD MAN, who rises and
+looks at the STRANGER.) Peace, Grandfather. This is my husband. Give him
+your hand.
+
+OLD MAN. First let me look at him. (He goes to the STRANGER, puts his
+hands on his shoulders and looks him in the eyes.) What motives brought
+you here?
+
+STRANGER (simply). None, but to keep my wife company, at her earnest
+desire.
+
+OLD MAN. If that's true, you're welcome! I've a long and stormy life
+behind me, and at last I've found a certain peace in solitude. I beg you
+not to trouble it.
+
+STRANGER. I haven't come here to ask favours. I'll take nothing with me
+when I go.
+
+OLD MAN. That's not the answer I wanted; for we all need one another. I
+perhaps need you. No one can know, young man.
+
+LADY. Grandfather!
+
+OLD MAN. Yes, my child. I shan't wish you happiness, for there's no such
+thing; but I wish you strength to bear your destiny. Now I'll leave you
+for a little. Your mother will look after you. (He goes out.)
+
+LADY (to her mother). Did you lay that table for us, Mother?
+
+MOTHER. No, it's a mistake, as you can imagine.
+
+LADY. I know we look wretched. We were lost in the mountains, and if
+grandfather hadn't blown his horn...
+
+MOTHER. Your grandfather gave up hunting long ago.
+
+LADY. Then it was someone else.... Listen, Mother, I'll go up now to the
+'rose' room, and get it straight.
+
+MOTHER. Do. I'll come in a moment.
+
+(The LADY would like to say something, cannot, and goes out.)
+
+STRANGER (to the MOTHER). I've seen this room already.
+
+MOTHER. And I've seen you. I almost expected you.
+
+STRANGER. As one expects a disaster?
+
+MOTHER. Why say that?
+
+STRANGER. Because I sow devastation wherever I go. But as I must go
+somewhere, and cannot change my fate, I've lost my scruples.
+
+MOTHER. Then you're like my daughter--she, too, has no scruples and no
+conscience.
+
+STRANGER. What?
+
+MOTHER. You think I'm speaking ill of her? I couldn't do that of my own
+child. I only draw the comparison, because you know her.
+
+STRANGER. But I've noticed what you speak of in Eve.
+
+MOTHER. Why do you call Ingeborg Eve?
+
+STRANGER. By inventing a name for her I made her mine. I wanted to
+change her....
+
+MOTHER. And remake her in your image? (Laughing.) I've been told that
+country wizards carve images of their victims, and give them the names
+of those they'd bewitch. That was your plan: by means of this Eve, that
+you yourself had made, you intended to destroy the whole Sex!
+
+STRANGER (looking at the MOTHER in surprise). Those were damnable words!
+Forgive me. But you have religious beliefs: how can you think such
+things?
+
+MOTHER. The thoughts were yours.
+
+STRANGER. This begins to be interesting. I imagined an idyll in the
+forest, but this is a witches' cauldron.
+
+MOTHER. Not quite. You've forgotten, or never knew, that a man deserted
+me shamefully, and that you're a man who also shamefully deserted a
+woman.
+
+STRANGER. Frank words. Now I know where I am.
+
+MOTHER. I'd like to know where I am. Can you support two families?
+
+STRANGER. If all goes well.
+
+MOTHER. All doesn't--in this life. Money can be lost.
+
+STRANGER. But my talent's capital I can never lose.
+
+MOTHER. Really? The greatest of talents has been known to fail...
+gradually, or suddenly.
+
+STRANGER. I've never met anyone who could so damp one's courage.
+
+MOTHER. Pride should be damped. Your last book was much weaker.
+
+STRANGER. You read it?
+
+MOTHER. Yes. That's why I know all your secrets. So don't try to deceive
+me; it won't go well with you. (Pause.) A trifle, but one that does us
+no good here: why didn't you pay the ferryman?
+
+STRANGER. My heel of Achilles! I threw my last coin away. Can't we speak
+of something else than money in this house?
+
+MOTHER. Oh yes. But in this house we do our duty before we amuse
+ourselves. So you came on foot because you had no money?
+
+STRANGER (hesitating). Yes....
+
+MOTHER (smiling). Probably nothing to eat?
+
+STRANGER (hesitating). No....
+
+MOTHER. You're a fine fellow!
+
+STRANGER. In all my life I've never been in such a predicament.
+
+MOTHER. I can believe it. It's almost a pity. I could laugh at the
+figure you cut, if I didn't know it would make you weep, and others with
+you. (Pause.) But now you've had your will, hold fast to the woman who
+loves you; for if you leave her, you'll never smile again, and soon
+forget what happiness was.
+
+STRANGER. Is that a threat?
+
+MOTHER. A warning. Go now, and have your supper.
+
+STRANGER (pointing at the table for the poor). There?
+
+MOTHER. A poor joke; which might become reality. I've seen such things.
+
+STRANGER. Soon I'll believe anything can happen--this is the worst I've
+known.
+
+MOTHER. Worse yet may come. Wait!
+
+STRANGER (cast down). I'm prepared for anything.
+
+(Exit. A moment later the OLD MAN comes in.)
+
+OLD MAN. It was no angel after all.
+
+MOTHER. No good angel, certainly.
+
+OLD MAN. Really! (Pause.) You know how superstitious people here are. As
+I went down to the river I heard this: a farmer said his horse shied at
+'him'; another that the dogs got so fierce he'd had to tie them up. The
+ferryman swore his boat drew less water when 'he' got in. Superstition,
+but....
+
+MOTHER. But what?
+
+OLD MAN. It was only a magpie that flew in at her window, though it was
+closed. An illusion, perhaps.
+
+MOTHER. Perhaps. But why does one often see such things at the right
+time?
+
+OLD MAN. This man's presence is intolerable. When he looks at me I can't
+breathe.
+
+MOTHER. We must try to get rid of him. I'm certain he won't care to stay
+for long.
+
+OLD MAN. No. He won't grow old here. (Pause.) Listen, I got a letter
+to-night warning me about him. Among other things he's wanted by the
+courts.
+
+MOTHER. The courts?
+
+OLD MAN. Yes. Money matters. But, remember, the laws of hospitality
+protect beggars and enemies. Let him stay a few days, till he's got over
+this fearful journey. You can see how Providence has laid hands on him,
+how his soul is being ground in the mill ready for the sieve....
+
+MOTHER. I've felt a call to be a tool in the hands of Providence.
+
+OLD MAN. Don't confuse it with your wish for vengeance.
+
+MOTHER. I'll try not to, if I can.
+
+OLD MAN. Well, good-night.
+
+MOTHER. Do you think Ingeborg has read his last book?
+
+OLD MAN. It's unlikely. If she had she'd never have married a man who
+held such views.
+
+MOTHER. No, she's not read it. But now she must.
+
+
+SCENE VIII
+
+THE 'ROSE' ROOM
+
+[A simple, pleasantly furnished room in the forester's house. The walls
+are colour-washed in red; the curtains are of thin rose-coloured
+muslin. In the small latticed windows there are flowers. On right, a
+writing-table and bookshelf. Left, a sofa with rose-coloured curtains
+above in the form of a baldachino. Tables and chairs in Old German
+style. At the back, a door. Outside the country can be seen and the
+poorhouse, a dark, unpleasant building with black, uncurtained windows.
+Strong sunlight. The LADY is sitting on the sofa working.]
+
+MOTHER (standing with a book bound in rose-coloured cloth in her hand.)
+You won't read your husband's book?
+
+LADY. Not that one. I promised not to.
+
+MOTHER. You don't want to know the man to whom you've entrusted your
+fate?
+
+LADY. What would be the use? We're all right as we are.
+
+MOTHER. You make no great demands on life?
+
+LADY. Why should I? They'd never be fulfilled.
+
+MOTHER. I don't know whether you were born full of worldly wisdom, or
+foolishness.
+
+LADY. I don't know myself.
+
+MOTHER. If the sun shines and you've enough to eat, you're content.
+
+LADY. Yes. And when it goes in, I make the best of it.
+
+MOTHER. To change the subject: did you know your husband was being
+pressed by the courts on account of his debts?
+
+LADY. Yes. It happens to all writers.
+
+MOTHER. Is he mad, or a rascal?
+
+LADY. He's neither. He's no ordinary man; and it's a pity I can tell
+him nothing he doesn't know already. That's why we don't speak much; but
+he's glad to have me near him; and so am I to be near him.
+
+MOTHER. You've reached calm water already? Then it can't be far to the
+mill-race! But don't you think you'd have more to talk of, if you read
+what he has written?
+
+LADY. Perhaps. You can leave me the book, if you like.
+
+MOTHER. Take it and hide it. It'll be a surprise if you can quote
+something from his masterpiece.
+
+LADY (hiding the book in her bag). He's coming. If he's spoken of he
+seems to feel it from afar.
+
+MOTHER. If he could only feel how he makes others suffer--from afar.
+(Exit left.)
+
+(The LADY, alone for an instant, looks at the book and seems taken
+aback. She hides it in her bag.)
+
+STRANGER (entering). Your mother was here? You were speaking of me, of
+course. I can almost hear her ill-natured words. They cut the air and
+darken the sunshine. I can almost divine the impression of her body in
+the atmosphere of the room, and she leaves an odour like that of a dead
+snake.
+
+LADY. You're irritable to-day.
+
+STRANGER. Fearfully. Some fool has restrung my nerves out of tune, and
+plays on them with a horse-hair bow till he sets my teeth on edge....
+You don't know what that is! There's someone here who's stronger than
+I! Someone with a searchlight who shines it at me, wherever I may be. Do
+they use the black art in this place?
+
+LADY. Don't turn your back on the sunlight. Look at this lovely country;
+you'll feel calmer.
+
+STRANGER. I can't bear that poorhouse. It seems to have been built there
+solely for me. And a demented woman always stands there beckoning.
+
+LADY. Do you think they treat you badly here?
+
+STRANGER. In a way, no. They feed me with tit-bits, as if I were to be
+fattened for the butcher. But I can't eat because they grudge it me, and
+I feel the cold rays of their hate. To me it seems there's an icy wind
+everywhere, although it's still and hot. And I can hear that accursčd
+mill....
+
+LADY. It's not grinding now.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. Grinding... grinding.
+
+LADY. Listen. There's no hate here. Pity, at most.
+
+STRANGER. Another thing.... Why do people I meet cross themselves?
+
+LADY. Only because they're used to praying in silence. (Pause.) You had
+an unwelcome letter this morning?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. The kind that makes your hair rise from the scalp, so
+that you want to curse at fate. I'm owed money, but can't get paid.
+Now the law's being set in motion against me by... the guardians of my
+children, because I've not paid alimony. No one has ever been in such
+a dishonourable position. I'm blameless. I could pay my way; I want to,
+but am prevented! Not my fault; yet my shame! It's not in nature. The
+devil's got a hand in it.
+
+LADY. Why?
+
+STRANGER. Why? Why is one born into this world an ignoramus, knowing
+nothing of the laws, customs and usage one inadvertently breaks? And
+for which one's punished. Why does one grow into a youth full of high
+ambition only to be driven into vile actions one abhors? Why, why?
+
+LADY (who has secretly been looking at the book: absent-mindedly). There
+must be a reason, even if we don't know it.
+
+STRANGER. If it's to humble one, it's a poor method. It only makes me
+more arrogant. Eve!
+
+LADY. Don't call me that.
+
+STRANGER (starting). Why not?
+
+LADY. I don't like it. You'd feel as I do, if I called you Caesar.
+
+STRANGER. Have we got back to that?
+
+LADY. To what?
+
+STRANGER. Did you mention that name for any reason?
+
+LADY. Caesar? No. But I'm beginning to find things out.
+
+STRANGER. Very well! Then I may as well fall honourably by my own
+hand. I am Caesar, the school-boy, for whose escapade your husband, the
+werewolf, was punished. Fate delights in making links for eternity.
+A noble sport! (The LADY, uncertain what to do, does not reply.) Say
+something!
+
+LADY. I can't.
+
+STRANGER. Say that he became a werewolf because, as a child, he lost
+his belief in the justice of heaven, owing to the fact that, though
+innocent, he was punished for the misdeeds of another. But if you say
+so, I shall reply that I suffered ten times as much from my conscience,
+and that the spiritual crisis that followed left me so strengthened that
+I've never done such a thing again.
+
+LADY. No. It's not that.
+
+STRANGER. Then what is it? Do you respect me no longer?
+
+LADY. It's not that either.
+
+STRANGER. Then it's to make me feel my shame before you! And it would be
+the end of everything between us.
+
+LADY. No!
+
+STRANGER. Eve.
+
+LADY. You rouse evil thoughts.
+
+STRANGER. You've broken your vow: you've been reading my book!
+
+LADY. I have.
+
+STRANGER. Then you've done wrong.
+
+LADY. My intention was good.
+
+STRANGER. The results even of your good intentions are terrible! You've
+blown me into the air with my own petard. Why must all our misdeeds come
+home to roost--both boyish escapades and really evil action? It's fair
+enough to reap evil where one has sown it. But I've never seen a good
+action get its reward. Never! It's a disgrace to Him who records all
+sins, however black or venial. No man could do it: men would forgive.
+The gods... never!
+
+LADY. Don't say that. Say rather _you_ forgive.
+
+STRANGER. I'm not small-minded. But what have I forgive you?
+
+LADY. More than I can say.
+
+STRANGER. Say it. Perhaps then we'll be quits.
+
+LADY. He and I used to read the curse of Deutertonomy over you... for
+you'd ruined his life.
+
+STRANGER. What curse is that?
+
+LADY. From the fifth book of Moses. The priests chant it in chorus when
+the fasts begin.
+
+STRANGER. I don't remember it. What does it matter--a curse more or
+less?
+
+LADY. In my family those whom we curse, are struck.
+
+STRANGER. I don't believe it. But I do believe that evil emanates from
+this house. May it recoil upon it! That is my prayer! Now, according to
+custom, it would be my duty to shoot myself; but I can't, so long as I
+have other duties. You see, I can't even die, and so I've lost my last
+treasure--what, with reason, I call my religion. I've heard that man can
+wrestle with God, and with success; but not even job could fight against
+Satan. (Pause.) Let's speak of you....
+
+LADY. Not now. Later perhaps. Since I've got to know your terrible
+book--I've only glanced at it, only read a few lines here and there--I
+feel as if I'd eaten of the tree of knowledge. My eyes are opened and I
+know what's good and what's evil, as I've never known before. And now
+I see how evil you are, and why I am to be called Eve. She was a mother
+and brought sin into the world: it was another mother who brought
+expiation. The curse of mankind was called down on us by the first,
+a blessing by the second. In me you shall not destroy my whole sex.
+Perhaps I have a different mission in your life. We shall see!
+
+STRANGER. So you've eaten of the tree of knowledge? Farewell.
+
+LADY. You're going away?
+
+STRANGER. I can't stay here.
+
+LADY. Don't go.
+
+STRANGER. I must. I must clear up everything. I'll take leave of the old
+people now. Then I'll come back. I shan't be long. (Exit.)
+
+LADY (remains motionless, then goes to the door and looks out. She sinks
+to her knees). No! He won't come back!
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE IX
+
+CONVENT
+
+[The refectory of an ancient convent, resembling a simple whitewashed
+Romanesque church. There are damp patches on the walls, looking like
+strange figures. A long table with bowls; at the end a desk for the
+Lector. At the back a door leading to the chapel. There are lighted
+candles on the tables. On the wall, left, a painting representing the
+Archangel Michael killing the Fiend.]
+
+[The STRANGER is sitting left, at a refectory table, dressed in the
+white clothing of a patient, with a bowl before him. At the table,
+right, are sitting: the brown-clad mourners of Scene I. The BEGGAR. A
+woman in mourning with two children. A woman who resembles the Lady, but
+who is not her and who is crocheting instead of eating. A Man very like
+the Doctor, another like the Madman. Others like the Father, Mother,
+Brother. Parents of the 'Prodigal Son,' etc. All are dressed in white,
+but over this are wearing costumes of coloured crępe. Their faces are
+waxen and corpse-like, their whole appearance queer, their gestures
+strange. On the rise of the curtain all are finishing a Paternoster,
+except the STRANGER.]
+
+STRANGER (rising and going to the ABBESS, who is standing at a serving
+table). Mother. May I speak to you?
+
+ABBESS (in a black-and-white Augustinian habit). Yes, my son. (They come
+forward.)
+
+STRANGER. First, where am I?
+
+ABBESS. In a convent called 'St. Saviour.' You were found on the hills
+above the ravine, with a cross you'd broken from a calvary and with
+which you were threatening someone in the clouds. Indeed, you thought
+you could see him. You were feverish and had lost your foothold. You
+were picked up, unhurt, beneath a cliff, but in delirium. You were
+brought to the hospital and put to bed. Since then you've spoken wildly,
+and complained of a pain in your hip, but no injury could be found.
+
+STRANGER. What did I speak of?
+
+ABBESS. You had the usual feverish dreams. You reproached yourself with
+all kinds of things, and thought you could see your victims, as you
+called them.
+
+STRANGER. And then?
+
+ABBESS. Your thoughts often turned to money matters. You wanted to pay
+for yourself in the hospital. I tried to calm you by telling you no
+payment would be asked: all was done out of charity....
+
+STRANGER. I want no charity.
+
+ABBESS. It's more blessed to give than to receive; yet a noble nature
+can accept and be thankful.
+
+STRANGER. I want no charity.
+
+ABBESS. Hm!
+
+STRANGER. Tell me, why will none of those people sit at the same table
+with me? They're getting up... going....
+
+ABBESS. They seem to fear you.
+
+STRANGER. Why?
+
+ABBESS. You look so....
+
+STRANGER. I? But what of them? Are they real?
+
+ABBESS. If you mean true, they've a terrible reality. It may be they
+look strange to you, because you're still feverish. Or there may be
+another reason.
+
+STRANGER. I seem to know them, all of them! I see them as if in a
+mirror: they only make as if they were eating.... Is this some drama
+they're performing? Those look like my parents, rather like... (Pause.)
+Hitherto I've feared nothing, because life was useless to me.... Now I
+begin to be afraid.
+
+ABBESS. If you don't believe them real, I'll ask the Confessor to
+introduce you. (She signs to the CONFESSOR who approaches.)
+
+CONFESSOR (dressed in a black-and-white habit of Dominicans). Sister!
+
+ABBESS. Tell the patient who are at that table.
+
+CONFESSOR. That's soon done.
+
+STRANGER. Permit a question first. Haven't we met already?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. I sat by your bedside, when you were delirious. At your
+desire, I heard your confession.
+
+STRANGER. What? My confession?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. But I couldn't give you absolution; because it seemed
+that what you said was spoken in fever.
+
+STRANGER. Why?
+
+CONFESSOR. There was hardly a sin or vice you didn't take upon
+yourself--things so hateful you'd have had to undergo strict penitence
+before demanding absolution. Now you're yourself again I can ask whether
+there are grounds for your self-accusations.
+
+(The ABBESS leaves them.)
+
+STRANGER. Have you the right?
+
+CONFESSOR. No. In truth, no right. (Pause.) But you want to know in
+whose company you are! The very best. There, for instance, is a madman,
+Caesar, who lost his wits through reading the works of a certain writer
+whose notoriety is greater than his fame. There's a beggar, who won't
+admit he's a beggar, because he's learnt Latin and is free. There, a
+doctor, called the werewolf, whose history's well known. There, two
+parents, who grieved themselves to death over a son who raised his
+hand against theirs. He must be responsible for refusing to follow his
+father's bier and desecrating his mother's grave. There's his unhappy
+sister, whom he drove out into the snow, as he himself recounts, with
+the best intentions. Over there's a woman who's been abandoned with her
+two children, and there's another doing crochet work.... All are old
+acquaintances. Go and greet them!
+
+(The STRANGER has turned his back on the company: he now goes to the
+table, left, and sits down with his back to them. He raises his head,
+sees the picture of the Archangel Michael and lowers his eyes. The
+CONFESSOR stands behind the STRANGER. A Catholic Requiem can be heard
+from the chapel. The CONFESSOR speaks to the STRANGER in a low voice
+while the music goes on.)
+
+ Quantus tremor est futurus
+ Quando judex est venturus
+ Cuncta stricte discussurus,
+ Tuba mirum spargens sonum
+ Per sepulchra regionum
+ Coget omnes ante thronum.
+ Mors stupebit et natura,
+ Cum resurget creatura
+ Judicanti responsura
+ Liber scriptus proferetur
+ In quo totum continetur
+ Unde mundus judicetur.
+ Judex ergo cum sedebit
+ Quidquid latet apparebit
+ Nil inultum remanebit.
+
+(He goes to the desk by the table, right, and opens his breviary. The
+music ceases.)
+
+We will continue the reading.... 'But if thou wilt not hearken unto the
+voice of the Lord thy God all these curses shall overtake thee. Cursčd
+shalt thou be in the city, and cursčd shalt thou be in the field; cursčd
+shalt thou be when thou comest in, and cursčd when thou goest out.'
+
+OMNES (in a low voice). Cursčd!
+
+CONFESSOR. 'The Lord shall send upon thee vexation and rebuke in all
+that thou settest thy hand for to do, until thou be destroyed, and until
+thou perish quickly, because of the wickedness of thy doings, whereby
+thou hast forsaken me.'
+
+OMNES (loudly). Cursčd!
+
+CONFESSOR. 'The Lord shall cause thee to be smitten before thine
+enemies: thou shalt go out one way against them, and flee seven ways
+before them, and shalt be moved into all the kingdoms of the earth. And
+thy carcase shall be meat unto all fowls of the air, and unto the beasts
+of the earth, and no man shall fray them away. The Lord will smite
+thee with the botch of Egypt, the scab and the itch, with madness and
+blindness, that thou shalt grope at noonday, as the blind gropeth in
+darkness. Thou shalt not prosper in thy ways, and thou shalt be only
+oppressed and spoiled evermore, and no man shall save thee. Thou shalt
+betroth a wife, and another man shall lie with her: thou shalt build an
+house, and thou shalt not dwell therein: thou shalt plant a vineyard,
+and shalt not gather the grapes thereof. Thy sons and thy daughters
+shall be given unto another people, and thine eyes fail with longing for
+them; and there shall be no might in thy hand. And thou shalt find no
+ease on earth, neither shall the sole of thy foot have rest: the Lord
+shall give thee a trembling heart, and failing of eyes and sorrow of
+mind. And thy life shall hang in doubt before thee; and thou shalt fear
+day and night. In the morning thou shalt say, would God it were even!
+And at even thou shalt say, would God it were morning! And because thou
+servedst not the Lord thy God when thou livedst in security, thou shalt
+serve him in hunger, in thirst, in nakedness and in want; and He shall
+put a yoke of iron upon thy neck, until He have destroyed thee!'
+
+OMNES. Amen!
+
+(The CONFESSOR has read the above loudly and rapidly, without turning to
+the STRANGER. All those present, except the LADY, who is working, have
+been listening and have joined in the curse, though they have feigned
+not to notice the STRANGER, who has remained with his back to them,
+sunk in himself. The STRANGER now rises as if to go. The CONFESSOR goes
+towards him.)
+
+STRANGER. What was that?
+
+CONFESSOR. The Book of Deuteronomy.
+
+STRANGER. Of course. But I seem to remember blessings in it, too.
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes, for those who keep His commandments.
+
+STRANGER. Hm.... I can't deny that, for a moment, I felt shaken. Are
+they temptations to be resisted, or warnings to be obeyed? (Pause.)
+Anyhow I'm certain now that I have fever. I must go to a real doctor.
+
+CONFESSOR. See he _is_ the right one!
+
+STRANGER. Of course!
+
+CONFESSOR. Who can heal 'delightful scruples of conscience'!
+
+ABBESS. Should you need charity again, you now know where to find it.
+
+STRANGER. No. I do not.
+
+ABBESS (in a low voice). Then I'll tell you. In a 'rose' room, near a
+certain running stream.
+
+STRANGER. That's the truth! In a 'rose' room. Wait; how long have I been
+here?
+
+ABBESS. Three months to-day.
+
+STRANGER. Three months! Have I been sleeping? Or where have I been?
+(Looking out of the window.) It's autumn. The trees are bare; the clouds
+look cold. Now it's coming back to me! Can you hear a mill grinding? The
+sound of a horn? The rushing of a river? A wood whispering--and a
+woman weeping? You're right. Only there can charity be found. Farewell.
+(Exit.)
+
+CONFESSOR (to the Abbess). The fool! The fool!
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE X
+
+THE 'ROSE' ROOM
+
+[The curtains have been taken down. The windows gape into the darkness
+outside. The furniture has been covered in brown loose-covers and pulled
+forward. The flowers have been taken away, and the large black stove
+lit. The MOTHER is standing ironing white curtains by the light of a
+single lamp. There is a knock at the door.]
+
+MOTHER. Come in!
+
+STRANGER (doing so). Where's my wife?
+
+MOTHER. Where do you come from?
+
+STRANGER. I think, from hell. But where's my wife?
+
+MOTHER. Which of them do you mean?
+
+STRANGER. The question's justified. Everything is, except to me.
+
+MOTHER. There may be a reason: I'm glad you've seen it. Where have you
+been?
+
+STRANGER. Whether in a poorhouse, a madhouse or a hospital, I don't
+know. I should like to think it all a feverish dream. I've been ill: I
+lost my memory and can't believe three months have passed. But where's
+my wife?
+
+MOTHER. I ought to ask you that. When you deserted her, she went
+away--to look for you. Whether she's tired of looking, I can't say.
+
+STRANGER. Something's amiss here. Where's the Old Man?
+
+MOTHER. Where there's no more suffering.
+
+STRANGER. You mean he's dead?
+
+MOTHER. Yes. He's dead.
+
+STRANGER. You say it as if you wanted to add him to my victims.
+
+MOTHER. Perhaps I'm right to do so.
+
+STRANGER. He didn't look sensitive: he was capable of steady hatred.
+
+MOTHER. No. He hated only what was evil, in himself and others.
+
+STRANGER. So I'm wrong there, too! (Pause.)
+
+MOTHER. What do you want here?
+
+STRANGER. Charity!
+
+MOTHER. At last! How was it at the hospital! Sit down and tell me.
+
+STRANGER (sitting). I don't want to think of it. I don't even know if it
+_was_ a hospital.
+
+MOTHER. Strange. Tell me what happened after you left here.
+
+STRANGER. I fell in the mountains, hurt my hip and lost consciousness.
+If you'll speak kindly to me you shall know more.
+
+MOTHER. I will.
+
+STRANGER. When I woke I was in a red iron bedstead. Three men were
+pulling a cord that ran through two blocks. Every time they pulled I
+felt I grew two feet taller....
+
+MOTHER. They were putting in your hip.
+
+STRANGER. I hadn't thought of that. Then... I lay watching my past life
+unroll before me like a panorama, through childhood, youth.... And
+when the roll was finished it began again. All the time I heard a mill
+grinding.... I can hear it still. Yes, here too!
+
+MOTHER. Those were not pleasant visions.
+
+STRANGER. No. At last I came to the conclusion... that I was a
+thoroughgoing scamp.
+
+MOTHER. Why call yourself that?
+
+STRANGER. I know you'd like to hear me say I was a scoundrel. But that
+would seem to me like boasting. It would imply a certainty about myself
+to which I've not attained.
+
+MOTHER. You're still in doubt?
+
+STRANGER. Of a great deal. But I've begun to have an inkling.
+
+MOTHER. That....?
+
+STRANGER. That there are forces which, till now, I've not believed in.
+
+MOTHER. You've come to see that neither you, nor any other man, directs
+your destiny?
+
+STRANGER. I have.
+
+MOTHER. Then you've already gone part of the way.
+
+STRANGER. But I myself have changed. I'm ruined; for I've lost all
+aptitude for writing. And I can't sleep at night.
+
+MOTHER. Indeed!
+
+STRANGER. What are called nightmares stop me. Last and worst: I daren't
+die; for I'm no longer sure my miseries will end, with _my_ end.
+
+MOTHER. Oh!
+
+STRANGER. Even worse: I've grown so to loathe myself that I'd escape
+from myself, if I knew how. If I were a Christian, I couldn't obey the
+first commandment, to love my neighbour as myself, for I should have
+to hate him as I hate myself. It's true that I'm a scamp. I've always
+suspected it; and because I never wanted life to fool me, I've observed
+'others' carefully. When I saw they were no better than I, I resented
+their trying to browbeat me.
+
+MOTHER. You've been wrong to think it a matter between you and others.
+You have to deal with Him.
+
+STRANGER. With whom?
+
+MOTHER. The Invisible One, who guides your destiny.
+
+STRANGER. Would I could see Him.
+
+MOTHER. It would be your death.
+
+STRANGER. Oh no!
+
+MOTHER. Where do you get this devilish spirit of rebellion? If you won't
+bow your neck like the rest, you must be broken like a reed.
+
+STRANGER. I don't know where this fearful stubbornness comes from. It's
+true an unpaid bill can make me tremble; but if I were to climb Mount
+Sinai and face the Eternal One, I should not cover my face.
+
+MOTHER. Jesus and Mary! Don't say such things. You'll make me think
+you're a child of the Devil.
+
+STRANGER. Here that seems the general opinion. But I've heard that those
+who serve the Evil One get honours, goods and gold as their reward. Gold
+especially. Do you think me suspect?
+
+MOTHER. You'll bring a curse on my house.
+
+STRANGER. Then I'll leave it.
+
+MOTHER. And go into the night. Where?
+
+STRANGER. To seek the only one that I don't hate.
+
+MOTHER. Are you sure she'll receive you?
+
+STRANGER. Quite sure.
+
+MOTHER. I'm not.
+
+STRANGER. I am.
+
+MOTHER. Then I must raise your doubts.
+
+STRANGER. You can't.
+
+MOTHER. Yes, I can.
+
+STRANGER. It's a lie.
+
+MOTHER. We're no longer speaking kindly. We must stop. Can you sleep in
+the attic?
+
+STRANGER. I can't sleep anywhere.
+
+MOTHER. Still, I'll say good-night to you, whether you think I mean it,
+or not.
+
+STRANGER. You're sure there are no rats in the attic? I don't fear
+ghosts, but rats aren't pleasant.
+
+MOTHER. I'm glad you don't fear ghosts, for no one's slept a whole night
+there... whatever the cause may be.
+
+STRANGER (after a moment's hesitation). Never have I met a more wicked
+woman than you. The reason is: you have religion.
+
+MOTHER. Good-night!
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE XI
+
+IN THE KITCHEN
+
+[It is dark, but the moon outside throws moving shadows of the window
+lattices on to the floor, as the storm clouds race by. In the corner,
+right, under the crucifix, where the OLD MAN used to sit, a hunting
+horn, a gun and a game bag hang on the wall. On the table a stuffed bird
+of prey. As the windows are open the curtains are flapping in the wind;
+and kitchen cloths, aprons and towels, that are hung on a line by the
+hearth, move in the wind, whose sighing can be heard. In the distance
+the noise of a waterfall. There is an occasional tapping on the wooden
+floor.]
+
+STRANGER (entering, half-dressed, a lamp in his hand). Is anyone here?
+No. (He comes forward with a light, which makes the play of shadow less
+marked.) What's moving on the floor? Is anyone here? (He goes to the
+table, sees the stuffed bird and stands riveted to the spot.) God!
+
+MOTHER (coming in with a lamp). Still up?
+
+STRANGER. I couldn't sleep.
+
+MOTHER (gently). Why not, my son?
+
+STRANGER. I heard someone above me.
+
+MOTHER. Impossible. There's nothing over the attic.
+
+STRANGER. That's why I was uneasy! What's moving on the floor like
+snakes?
+
+MOTHER. Moonbeams.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. Moonbeams. That's a stuffed bird. And those are cloths.
+Everything's natural; that's what makes me uneasy. Who was knocking
+during the night? Was anyone locked out?
+
+MOTHER. It was a horse in the stable.
+
+STRANGER. Why should it make that noise?
+
+MOTHER. Some animals have nightmares.
+
+STRANGER. What are nightmares?
+
+MOTHER. Who knows?
+
+STRANGER. May I sit down?
+
+MOTHER. Do. I want to speak seriously to you. I was malicious last
+night; you must forgive me. It's because of that I need religion; just
+as I need the penitential garment and the stone floor. To spare you,
+I'll tell you what nightmares are to me. My bad conscience! Whether
+I punish myself or another punishes me, I don't know. I don't permit
+myself to ask. (Pause.) Now tell me what you saw in your room.
+
+STRANGER. I hardly know. Nothing. When I went in I felt as if someone
+were there. Then I went to bed. But someone started pacing up and down
+above me with a heavy tread. Do you believe in ghosts?
+
+MOTHER. My religion won't allow me to. But I believe our sense of right
+and wrong will find a way to punish us.
+
+STRANGER. Soon I felt cold air on my breast--it reached my heart and
+forced me to get up.
+
+MOTHER. And then?
+
+STRANGER. To stand and watch the whole panorama of my life unroll before
+me. I saw everything--that was the worst of it.
+
+MOTHER. I know. I've been through it. There's no name for the malady,
+and only one cure.
+
+STRANGER. What is it?
+
+MOTHER. You know what children do when they've done wrong?
+
+STRANGER. What?
+
+MOTHER. First ask forgiveness!
+
+STRANGER. And then?
+
+MOTHER. Try to make amends.
+
+STRANGER. Isn't it enough to suffer according to one's deserts?
+
+MOTHER. No. That's revenge.
+
+STRANGER. Then what must one do?
+
+MOTHER. Can you mend a life you've destroyed? Undo a bad action?
+
+STRANGER. Truly, no. But I was forced into it! Forced to take, for no
+one gave me the right. Accursčd be He who forced me! (Putting his hand
+to his heart.) Ah! He's here, in this room. He's plucking out my heart!
+
+MOTHER. Then bow your head.
+
+STRANGER. I cannot.
+
+MOTHER. Down on your knees.
+
+STRANGER. I will not.
+
+MOTHER. Christ have mercy! Lord have mercy on you! On your knees before
+Him who was crucified! Only He can wipe out what's been done.
+
+STRANGER. Not before Him! If I were forced, I'll recant... afterwards.
+
+MOTHER. On your knees, my son!
+
+STRANGER. I cannot bow the knee. I cannot. Help me, God Eternal.
+(Pause.)
+
+MOTHER (after a hasty prayer). Do you feel better?
+
+STRANGER. Yes.... It was not death. It was annihilation!
+
+MOTHER. The annihilation of the Divine. We call it spiritual death.
+
+STRANGER. I see. (Without irony.) I begin to understand.
+
+MOTHER. My son! You have left Jerusalem and are on the road to Damascus.
+Go back the same way you came. Erect a cross at every station, and stay
+at the seventh. For you, there are not fourteen, as for Him.
+
+STRANGER. You speak in riddles.
+
+MOTHER. Then go your way. Search out those to whom you have something to
+say. First, your wife.
+
+STRANGER. Where is she?
+
+MOTHER. You must find her. On your way don't forget to call on him you
+named the werewolf.
+
+STRANGER. Never!
+
+MOTHER. You'd have said that, as you came here. As you know, I expected
+your coming.
+
+STRANGER. Why?
+
+MOTHER. For no one reason.
+
+STRANGER. Just as I saw this kitchen... in a trance....
+
+MOTHER. That's why I now regret trying to separate you and Ingeborg. Go
+and search for her. If you find her, well and good. If not, perhaps that
+too has been ordained. (Pause.) Dawn's now at hand. Morning has come and
+the night has passed.
+
+STRANGER. Such a night!
+
+MOTHER. You'll remember it.
+
+STRANGER. Not all of it... yet something.
+
+MOTHER (looking out of the window, as if to herself). Lovely morning
+star--how far from heaven have you fallen!
+
+STRANGER (after a pause). Have you noticed that, before the sun rises, a
+feeling of awe takes hold of mankind? Are we children of darkness, that
+we tremble before the light?
+
+MOTHER. Will you never be tired of questioning?
+
+STRANGER. Never. Because I yearn for light.
+
+MOTHER. Go then, and search. And peace be with you!
+
+
+SCENE XII
+
+IN THE RAVINE
+
+[The same landscape as before, but in autumn colouring. The trees have
+lost their leaves. Work is going on at the smithy and the mill. The
+SMITH stands, left, in the doorway; the MILLER'S wife, right. The
+LADY dressed in a jacket with a hat of patent leather; but she is in
+mourning. The STRANGER is in Bavarian alpine kit: short jacket of
+rough material, knickers, heavy boots and alpenstock, green hat with
+heath-cock feather. Over this he wears a brown cloak with a cape and
+hood.]
+
+LADY (entering tired and dispirited). Did a man pass here in a long
+cloak, with a green hat? (The SMITH and the MILLER'S WIFE shake their
+heads.) Can I lodge here for the night? (The SMITH and the MILLER'S WIFE
+again shake their heads: to the SMITH.) May I stand in the doorway for
+a moment and warm myself? (The SMITH pushes her away.) God reward you
+according to your deserts!
+
+(Exit. She reappears on the footbridge, and exit once more.)
+
+STRANGER (entering). Has a lady in a coat and skirt crossed the brook?
+(The SMITH and MILLER'S WIFE shake their heads.) Will you give me
+some bread? I'll pay for it. (The MILLER'S WIFE refuses the money.) No
+charity!
+
+ECHO (imitating his voice from afar). Charity.
+
+(The SMITH and the MILLER'S WIFE laugh so loudly and so long that, at
+length, ECHO replies.)
+
+STRANGER. Good! An eye for an eye--a tooth for a tooth. It helps to
+lighten my conscience! (He enters the ravine.)
+
+
+SCENE XIII
+
+ON THE ROAD
+
+[The same landscape as before; but autumn. The BEGGAR is sitting outside
+a chapel with a lime twig and a bird cage, in which is a starling. The
+STRANGER enters wearing the same clothes as in the preceding scene.]
+
+STRANGER. Beggar! Have you seen a lady in a coat and skirt pass this
+way?
+
+BEGGAR. I've seen five hundred. But, seriously, I must ask you not to
+call me beggar now. I've found work!
+
+STRANGER. Oh! So it's you!
+
+BEGGAR. Ille ego qui quondam....
+
+STRANGER. What kind of work have you?
+
+BEGGAR. I've a starling, that whistles and sings.
+
+STRANGER. You mean, _he_ does the work?
+
+BEGGAR. Yes. I'm my own master now.
+
+STRANGER. Do you catch birds?
+
+BEGGAR. No. The lime twig's merely for appearances.
+
+STRANGER. So you still cling to such things?
+
+BEGGAR. What else should I cling to? What's within us is nothing but
+pure... nonsense.
+
+STRANGER. Is that the final conclusion of your whole philosophy of life?
+
+BEGGAR. My complete metaphysic. The view mad be rather out of date,
+but...
+
+STRANGER. Can you be serious for a moment? Tell me about your past.
+
+BEGGAR. Why unravel that old skein? Twist it up rather. Twist it up. Do
+you think I'm always so merry? Only when I meet you: you're so damnably
+funny!
+
+STRANGER. How can you laugh, with a wrecked life behind you?
+
+BEGGAR. Now he's getting personal! (Pause.) If you can't laugh at
+adversity, not even that of others, you're begging of life itself.
+Listen! If you follow this wheel track you'll come, at last, to the
+ocean, and there the path will stop. If you sit down there and rest,
+you'll begin to take another view of things. Here there are so many
+accidents, religious themes, disagreeable memories that hinder thought
+as it flies to the 'rose' room. Only follow the track! If it's
+muddy here and there, spread your wings and flutter. And talking of
+fluttering: I once heard a bird that sang of Polycrates and his ring;
+how he'd become possessed of all the marvels of this world, but didn't
+know what to do with them. So he sent tidings east and west of the
+great Nothing he'd helped to fashion from the empty universe. I wouldn't
+assert you were the man, unless I believed it so firmly I could take my
+oath on it. Once I asked you whether you knew who I was, and you said
+it didn't interest you. In return I offered you my friendship, but you
+refused it rudely. However, I'm not sensitive or resentful, so I'll give
+you good advice on your way. Follow the track!
+
+STRANGER (avoiding him). You don't deceive me.
+
+BEGGAR. You believe nothing but evil. That's why you get nothing but
+evil. Try to believe what is good. Try!
+
+STRANGER. I will. But if I'm deceived, I've the right to....
+
+BEGGAR. You've no right to do that.
+
+STRANGER (as if to himself ). Who is it reads my secret thoughts, turns
+my soul inside out, and pursues me? Why do you persecute me?
+
+BEGGAR. Saul! Saul! Why persecutest thou Me?
+
+(The STRANGER goes out with a gesture of horror. The chord of the
+funeral march is heard again. The LADY enters.)
+
+LADY. Have you seen a man pass this way in a long cloak, with a green
+hat?
+
+BEGGAR. There was a poor devil here, who hobbled off....
+
+LADY. The man I'm searching for's not lame.
+
+BEGGAR. Nor was he. It seems he'd hurt his hip; and that made him walk
+unsteadily. I mustn't be malicious. Look here in the mud.
+
+LADY. Where?
+
+BEGGAR (pointing). There! At that rut. In it you can see the impression
+of a boot, firmly planted....
+
+LADY (looking at the impression). It's he! His heavy tread.... Can I
+catch him up?
+
+BEGGAR. Follow the track!
+
+LADY (taking his hand and kissing it). Thank you, my friend. (Exit.)
+
+
+SCENE XIV
+
+BY THE SEA
+
+[The same landscape as before, but now winter. The sea is dark blue,
+and on the horizon great clouds take on the shapes of huge heads. In the
+distance three bare masts of a wrecked ship, that look like three white
+crosses. The table and seat are still under the tree, but the chairs
+have been removed. There is snow on the ground. From time to time a
+bell-buoy can be heard. The STRANGER comes in from the left, stops a
+moment and looks out to sea, then goes out, right, behind the cottage.
+The LADY enters, left, and appears to be following the STRANGER'S
+footsteps on the snow; she exits in front of the cottage, right. The
+STRANGER re-enters, right, notices the footprints of the LADY, pauses,
+and looks back, right. The LADY re-enters, throws herself into his arms,
+but recoils.]
+
+LADY. You thrust me away.
+
+STRANGER. No. It seems there's someone between us.
+
+LADY. Indeed there is! (Pause.) What a meeting!
+
+STRANGER. Yes. It's winter; as you see.
+
+LADY. I can feel the cold coming from you.
+
+STRANGER. I got frozen in the mountains.
+
+LADY. Do you think the spring will ever come?
+
+STRANGER. Not to us! We've been driven from the garden, and must wander
+over stones and thistles. And when our hands and feet are bruised, we
+feel we must rub salt in the wounds of the... other one. And then the
+mill starts grinding. It'll never stop; for there's always water.
+
+LADY. No doubt what you say is true.
+
+STRANGER. But I'll not yield to the inevitable. Rather than that we
+should lacerate each other I'll gash myself as a sacrifice to the gods.
+I'll take the blame upon me; declare it was I who taught you to break
+your chains. I who tempted you! Then you can lay all the blame on me:
+for what I did, and what happened after.
+
+LADY. You couldn't bear it.
+
+STRANGER. Yes, I could. There are moments when I feel as if I bore all
+the sin and sorrow, all the filth and shame of the whole world. There
+are moments when I believe we are condemned to sin and do bad actions
+as a punishment! (Pause.) Not long ago I lay sick of a fever, and amidst
+all that happened to me, I dreamed that I saw a crucifix without the
+Crucified. And when I asked the Dominican--for there was a Dominican
+among many others--what it could mean, he said: 'You will not allow Him
+to suffer for you. Suffer then yourself!' That's why mankind have grown
+so conscious of their own sufferings.
+
+LADY. And why consciences grow so heavy, if there's no one to help to
+bear the burden.
+
+STRANGER. Have you also come to think so?
+
+LADY. Not yet. But I'm on the way.
+
+STRANGER. Put your hand in mine. From here let us go on together.
+
+LADY. Where?
+
+STRANGER. Back! The same way we came. Are you weary?
+
+LADY. Now no longer.
+
+STRANGER. Several times I sank exhausted. But I met a strange
+beggar--perhaps you remember him: he was thought to be like me. And
+he begged me, as an experiment, to believe his good intentions. I did
+believe--as an experiment--and....
+
+LADY. Well?
+
+STRANGER. It went well with me. And since then I feel I've strength to
+go on my way....
+
+LADY. Let's go together!
+
+STRANGER (turning to the sea). Yes. It's growing dark and the clouds are
+gathering.
+
+LADY. Don't look at the clouds.
+
+STRANGER. And below there? What's that?
+
+LADY. Only a wreck.
+
+STRANGER (whispering). Three crosses! What new Golgotha awaits us?
+
+LADY. They're white ones. That means good fortune.
+
+STRANGER. Can good fortune ever come to us?
+
+LADY. Yes. But not yet.
+
+STRANGER. Let's go!
+
+
+SCENE XV
+
+ROOM IN AN HOTEL
+
+[The room is as before. The LADY is sitting by the side of the STRANGER,
+crocheting.]
+
+LADY. Do say something.
+
+STRANGER. I've nothing but unpleasant things to say, since we came here.
+
+LADY. Why were you so anxious to have this terrible room?
+
+STRANGER. I don't know. It was the last one I wanted. I began to long
+for it, in order to suffer.
+
+LADY. And are you suffering?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. I can no longer listen to singing, or look at anything
+beautiful. During the day I hear the mill and see that great panorama
+now expanding to embrace the universe.... And, at night...
+
+LADY. Why did you cry out in your sleep?
+
+STRANGER. I was dreaming.
+
+LADY. A real dream?
+
+STRANGER. Terribly real. But you see what a curse is on me. I feel I
+must describe it, and to no one else but you. Yet I daren't tell you,
+for it would be rattling at the door of the locked chamber....
+
+LADY. The past!
+
+STRANGER. Yes.
+
+LADY (simply). It's foolish to have any such secret place.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. (Pause.)
+
+LADY. And now tell me!
+
+STRANGER. I'm afraid I must. I dreamed your first husband was married to
+my first wife.
+
+LADY. Only you could have thought of such a thing!
+
+STRANGER. I wish it were so. (Pause.) I saw how he ill-treated my
+children. (Getting up.) I put my hands to his throat.... I can't go
+on.... But I shall never rest till I know the truth. And to know it, I
+must go to him in his own house.
+
+LADY. It's come to that?
+
+STRANGER. It's been coming for some time. Nothing can now prevent it. I
+must see him.
+
+LADY. But if he won't receive you?
+
+STRANGER. I'll go as a patient, and tell him of my sickness....
+
+LADY (frightened). Don't do that!
+
+STRANGER. You think he might be tempted to shut me up as mad! I must
+risk it. I want to risk everything--life, freedom, welfare. I need an
+emotional shock, strong enough to bring myself into the light of day. I
+demand this torture, that my punishment may be in just proportion to my
+sin, so that I shall not be forced to drag myself along under the burden
+of my guilt. So down into the snake pit, as soon as may be!
+
+LADY. Could I come with you?
+
+STRANGER. There's no need. My sufferings will be enough for both.
+
+LADY. Then I'll call you my deliverer. And the curse I once laid on you
+will turn into a blessing. Look! It's spring once more.
+
+STRANGER. So I see. The Christmas rose there has begun to wither.
+
+LADY. But don't you feel spring in the air?
+
+STRANGER. The cold within isn't so great.
+
+LADY. Perhaps the werewolf will heal you altogether.
+
+STRANGER. We shall see. Perhaps he's not so dangerous, after all.
+
+LADY. He's not so cruel as you.
+
+STRANGER. But my dream....
+
+LADY. Let's hope it was only a dream. Now my wool's finished; and with
+it, my useless work. It's grown soiled in the making.
+
+STRANGER. It can be washed.
+
+LADY. Or dyed.
+
+STRANGER. Rose red.
+
+LADY. Never!
+
+STRANGER. It's like a roll of manuscript.
+
+LADY. With our story on it.
+
+STRANGER. In the filth of the roads, in tears and in blood.
+
+LADY. But the story's nearly done. Go and write the last chapter.
+
+STRANGER. Then we'll meet at the seventh station. Where we began!
+
+
+SCENE XVI
+
+THE DOCTOR'S HOUSE
+
+[The scene is more or less as before. But half the wood-pile has been
+taken away. On a seat near the verandah surgical instruments, knives,
+saws, forceps, etc. The DOCTOR is engaged in cleaning these.]
+
+SISTER (coming from the verandah). A patient to see you.
+
+DOCTOR. Do you know who it is?
+
+SISTER. I've not seen him. Here's his card.
+
+DOCTOR (reading it). This outdoes everything!
+
+SISTER. Is it he?
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. Courage I respect; but this is cynicism. A kind of
+challenge. Still, let him come in.
+
+SISTER. Are you serious?
+
+DOCTOR. Perfectly. But, if you care to talk to him a little, in that
+straightforward way of yours....
+
+SISTER. I'd like to.
+
+DOCTOR. Very well. Do the heavy work, and leave the final polish to me.
+
+SISTER. You can trust me. I'll tell him everything your kindness forbids
+you to say.
+
+DOCTOR. Enough of my kindness! Make haste, or I'll get impatient. Shut
+the doors. (His SISTER goes out.) What are you doing at that dustbin,
+Caesar? (CAESAR comes in.) Listen, Caesar, if your enemy were to come
+and lay his head in your lap, what would you do?
+
+CAESAR. Cut it off!
+
+DOCTOR. That's not what I've taught you.
+
+CAESAR. No; you said, heap coals of fire on it. But I think that's a
+shame.
+
+DOCTOR. I think so, too; it's more cruel and more cunning. (Pause.)
+Isn't it better to take some revenge? It heartens the other person,
+lifts the burden off him.
+
+CAESAR. As you know more about it than I, why ask?
+
+DOCTOR. Quiet! I'm not speaking to you. (Pause.) Very well. First cut
+off his head, and then.... We'll see.
+
+CAESAR. It all depends on how he behaves.
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. On how he behaves. Quiet. Get along.
+
+(The STRANGER comes from the verandah: he seems excited but his manner
+betrays a certain resignation. CAESAR has gone out.)
+
+STRANGER. You're surprised to see me here?
+
+DOCTOR (seriously). I've long given up being surprised. But I see I must
+begin again.
+
+STRANGER. Will you permit me to speak to you?
+
+DOCTOR. About anything decent people may discuss. Are you ill?
+
+STRANGER (hesitating). Yes.
+
+DOCTOR. Why did you come to me--of all people?
+
+STRANGER. You must guess!
+
+DOCTOR. I refuse to. (Pause.) What do you complain of?
+
+STRANGER (with uncertainty). Sleeplessness.
+
+DOCTOR. That's not a disease, but a symptom. Have you already seen a
+doctor?
+
+STRANGER. I've been lying ill in an... institution. I was feverish. I've
+a strange malady.
+
+DOCTOR. What was so strange about it?
+
+STRANGER. May I ask this? Can one go about as usual; and yet be
+delirious?
+
+DOCTOR. If you're mad; not otherwise. (The STRANGER lets up, but then
+sits down again.) What was the hospital called?
+
+STRANGER. St. Saviour.
+
+DOCTOR. That's not a hospital.
+
+STRANGER. A convent, then.
+
+DOCTOR. No. It's an asylum. (The STRANGER gets up, the DOCTOR does so,
+too, and calls.) Sister! Shut the front door. And the gate leading to
+the road. (To the STRANGER.) Won't you sit down? I have to keep the
+doors here locked. There are so many tramps.
+
+STRANGER (calms himself). Be frank with me: do you think me... insane?
+
+DOCTOR. No one ever gets a frank answer to that question, as you know.
+And no one who suffers in that way ever believes what he's told. So my
+opinion must be a matter of indifference to you. (Pause.) But if it's
+your soul, go to a spiritual healer.
+
+STRANGER. Could you take his place for a moment?
+
+DOCTOR. I haven't the vocation.
+
+STRANGER. But...
+
+DOCTOR (interrupting). Or the time. We're getting ready for a wedding
+here!
+
+STRANGER. I dreamed it!
+
+DOCTOR. It may ease your mind to know that I've consoled myself, as it's
+called. You may be pleased, it would be natural... but I see, on the
+contrary, it makes you suffer more. There must be a reason. Why, should
+you be upset at my marrying a widow?
+
+STRANGER. With two children?
+
+DOCTOR. Two children! Now we have it! A damnable supposition worthy of
+you. If there were a hell, you should be hell's overseer, for your skill
+in finding means of punishment exceeds my wildest inventions. Yet I'm
+called a werewolf!
+
+STRANGER. It might happen that...
+
+DOCTOR (cutting him short). For a long time, I hated you, because by
+an unforgiveable action you cheated me of my good name. But when I grew
+older and wiser I saw that, although the punishment wasn't earned, I
+deserved it for other things that had never been discovered. Besides,
+you were a boy with enough conscience to be able to punish yourself. So
+you need worry no more about the whole thing. Is that what you wanted to
+speak of?
+
+STRANGER. Yes.
+
+DOCTOR. Then you'll be content, if I let you go? (The STRANGER is about
+to ask a question.) Did you think I'd shut you up? Or cut you in pieces
+with those instruments? Kill you? 'Perhaps such poor devils ought to
+be put out of their misery!' (The STRANGER looks at his watch.) You can
+still catch the boat.
+
+STRANGER. Will you give me your hand?
+
+DOCTOR. Impossible. And what is the use of my forgiving you, if you lack
+the strength to forgive yourself? (Pause.) Some things can only be cured
+by making them undone. So this never can be.
+
+STRANGER. St. Saviour...
+
+DOCTOR. Helped you. You challenged destiny and were broken. There's no
+shame in losing such a fight. I did the same; but, as you see, I've got
+rid of my woodpile. I want no thunder in my home. And I shall play no
+more with the lightning.
+
+STRANGER. One station more, and I shall reach my goal.
+
+DOCTOR. You'll never reach your goal. Farewell!
+
+STRANGER. Farewell!
+
+
+SCENE XVII
+
+A STREET CORNER
+
+[The same as Scene I. The STRANGER is sitting on the seat beneath the
+tree, drawing in the sand.]
+
+LADY (entering). What are you doing?
+
+STRANGER. Writing in the sand... still.
+
+LADY. Can you hear singing?
+
+STRANGER (pointing to the church). Yes. But from there! I've been unjust
+to someone, unwittingly.
+
+LADY. I think our wanderings must be over, now we've come back here.
+
+STRANGER. Where we began... at the street corner, between the inn,
+the church and the post office. By the way... isn't there a registered
+letter for me there, that I never fetched?
+
+LADY. Yes. Because there was nothing but unpleasantness in it.
+
+STRANGER. Or legal matters. (Striking his forehead.) Then that's the
+explanation.
+
+LADY. Fetch it then. In the belief that what it contains is good.
+
+STRANGER (ironically). Good!
+
+LADY. Believe it. Imagine it!
+
+STRANGER (going to the post office). I'll make the attempt.
+
+(The LADY waits on the pavement. The STRANGER comes back with a letter.)
+
+LADY. Well?
+
+STRANGER. I feel ashamed of myself. It's the money.
+
+LADY. You see! All these sufferings, all these tears... in vain!
+
+STRANGER. Not in vain! It looks like spite, what happens here, but it's
+not that. I wronged the Invisible when I mistook...
+
+LADY. Enough! No accusations.
+
+STRANGER. No. It was my own stupidity or wickedness. I didn't want to be
+made a fool of by life. That's why I was! It was the elves...
+
+LADY. Who made the change in you. Come. Let's go.
+
+STRANGER. And hide ourselves and our misery in the mountains.
+
+LADY. Yes. The mountains will hide us! (Pause.) But first I must go and
+light a candle to my good Saint Elizabeth. Come. (The STRANGER shakes
+his head.) Come!
+
+STRANGER. Very well. I'll go through that way. But I can't stay.
+
+LADY. How can you tell? Come. In there you shall hear new songs.
+
+(The STRANGER follows her to the door of the church.)
+
+STRANGER. It may be!
+
+LADY. Come!
+
+THE END.
+
+
+
+
+PART II
+
+
+
+CHARACTERS
+
+ THE STRANGER
+ THE LADY
+ THE MOTHER
+ THE FATHER
+ THE CONFESSOR
+ THE DOCTOR
+ CAESAR
+
+ less important figures
+ MAID
+ PROFESSOR
+ RAGGED PERSON
+ ANOTHER RAGGED PERSON
+ FIRST WOMAN
+ SECOND WOMAN
+ WAITRESS
+ POLICEMAN
+
+
+SCENES
+
+ ACT I Outside the House
+
+ ACT II SCENE I Laboratory
+ SCENE II The 'Rose' Room
+
+ ACT III SCENE I The Banqueting Hall
+ SCENE II A Prison Cell
+ SCENE III The 'Rose' Room
+
+ ACT IV SCENE I The Banqueting Hall
+ SCENE II In a Ravine
+ SCENE III The 'Rose' Room
+
+
+
+
+ACT I
+
+OUTSIDE THE HOUSE
+
+[On the right a terrace, on which the house stands. Below it a road runs
+towards the back, where there is a thick pine wood with heights beyond,
+whose outlines intersect. On the left there is a suggestion of a river
+bank, but the river itself cannot be seen. The house is white and has
+small, mullioned windows with iron bars. On the wall vines and climbing
+roses. In front of the house, on the terrace, a well; at the end of the
+terrace pumpkin plants, whose large yellow flowers hang dozen over the
+edge. Fruit trees are planted along the road, and a memorial cross can
+be seen erected at a spot where an accident occurred. Steps lead
+down from the terrace to the road, and there are flower-pots on the
+balustrade. In front of the steps there is a seat. The road reaches the
+foreground from the right, curving past the terrace, which projects like
+a promontory, and then loses itself in the background. Strong sunlight
+from the left. The MOTHER is sitting on the seat below the steps. The
+DOMINICAN is standing in front of her.]
+
+DOMINICAN [Note: The same character as the CONFESSOR and BEGGAR.]. You
+called me to discuss a family matter of importance to you. Tell me what
+it is.
+
+MOTHER. Father, life has treated me hardly. I don't know what I've done
+to be so frowned upon by Providence.
+
+DOMINICAN. It's a mark of favour to be tried by the Eternal One, and
+triumph awaits the steadfast.
+
+MOTHER. That's what I've often said to myself; but there are limits to
+the suffering one can bear....
+
+DOMINICAN. There are no limits. Suff'ering's as boundless as grace.
+
+MOTHER. First my husband leaves me for another woman.
+
+DOMINICAN. Then let him go. He'll come crawling back again on his bare
+knees!
+
+MOTHER. And as you know, Father, my only daughter was married to
+a doctor. But she left him and came home with a stranger, whom she
+presented to me as her new husband.
+
+DOMINICAN. That's not easy to understand. Divorce isn't recognised by
+our religion.
+
+MOTHER. No. But they'd crossed the frontier, to a land where there are
+other laws. He's an Old Catholic, and he found a priest to marry them.
+
+DOMINICAN. That's no real marriage, and can't be dissolved because it
+never existed. But it can be nullified. Who is your present son-in-law?
+
+MOTHER. Truly, I wish I knew! One thing I do know, and that's enough to
+fill my cup of sorrow. He's been divorced and his wife and children live
+in wretched circumstances.
+
+DOMINICAN. A difficult case. But we'll find a way to put it right. What
+does he do?
+
+MOTHER. He's a writer; said to be famous at home.
+
+DOMINICAN. Godless, too, I suppose?
+
+MOTHER. Yes. At least he used to be; but since his second marriage he's
+not known a happy hour. Fate, as he calls it, seized him with an iron
+hand and drove him here in the shape of a ragged beggar. Ill-fortune
+struck him blow after blow, so that I pitied him at the very moment he
+fled from here. Then he wandered in the woods and, later, lay out in the
+fields where he fell, till he was found by merciful folk and taken to a
+convent. There he lay ill for three months, without our knowing where he
+was.
+
+DOMINICAN. Wait! Last year a man was brought to the Convent of St.
+Saviour, where I'm Confessor, under the circumstances you describe.
+Whilst he was feverish he opened his heart to me, and there was scarcely
+a sin of which he didn't confess his guilt. But when he came to himself
+again, he said he remembered nothing. So to prove him in heart and reins
+I used the secret apostolic powers that are given us; and, as a trial,
+employed the lesser curse. For when a crime's been done in secret, the
+curse of Deuteronomy is read over the suspected man. If he's innocent,
+he goes his way unscathed. But if he's struck by it, then, as Paul
+relates, 'he is delivered unto Satan for the destruction of the flesh,
+that his spirit may be saved.'
+
+MOTHER. O God! It must be he!
+
+DOMINICAN. Yes, it is he. Your son-in-law! The ways of Providence are
+inscrutable. Was he heavily struck by the curse?
+
+MOTHER. Yes. That night he slept here, and was torn from his sleep by an
+unexplained power that, as he told me, turned his heart to ice....
+
+DOMINICAN. Did he have fearful visions?
+
+MOTHER. Yes.
+
+DOMINICAN. And was he harried by those terrible thoughts, of which Job
+says, 'When I say, my bed shall comfort me, then Thou scarest me
+with dreams and terrifiest me with visions; so that my soul chooseth
+strangling, and death rather than life.' That's as it should be. Did it
+open his eyes?
+
+MOTHER. Yes. But only so that his sight was blinded. For his sufferings
+grew so great that he could no longer find a natural explanation for
+them, and as no doctor could cure him, he began to see that he was
+fighting higher conscious powers.
+
+DOMINICAN. Powers that meant him ill, and were therefore themselves
+evil. That's the usual course of things. And then?
+
+MOTHER. He came upon books that taught him that such evil powers could
+be fought.
+
+DOMINICAN. Oh! So he looked for what's hidden, and should remain so! Did
+he succeed in exorcising the spirits that chastised him?
+
+MOTHER. He says he did. And it seems now that he can sleep again.
+
+DOMINICAN. Yes, and he believes what he says. Yet, since he hasn't truly
+accepted the love of truth, God will trouble him with great delusion, so
+that he'll believe what is false.
+
+MOTHER. The fault's his own. But he's changed my daughter: in other days
+she was neither hot nor cold; but now she's on the way to becoming evil.
+
+DOMINICAN. How do the two of them get on?
+
+MOTHER. Half the time, happily; the other half they plague one another
+like devils.
+
+DOMINICAN. That's the way they must go. Plague one another till they
+come to the Cross.
+
+MOTHER. If they don't part again.
+
+DOMINICAN. What? Have they done so?
+
+MOTHER. They've left one another four times, but have always come back.
+It seems as if they're chained together. It would be a good thing if
+they were, for a child's on the way.
+
+DOMINICAN. Let the child come. Children bring gifts that are refreshing
+to tired souls.
+
+MOTHER. I hope it may be so. But it looks as if this one will be an
+apple of discord. They're already quarrelling over its name; they're
+quarrelling over its baptism; and the mother's already jealous of her
+husband's children by his first wife. He can't promise to love this
+child as much as the others, and the mother absolutely insists that he
+shall! So there's no end to their miseries.
+
+DOMINICAN. Oh yes, there is. Wait! He's had dealings with higher powers,
+so that we've gained a hold on him; and our prayers will be more,
+powerful than his resistance. Their effect is as extraordinary as it
+is mysterious. (The STRANGER appears on the terrace. He is in hunting
+costume and wears a tropical helmet. In his hand he has an alpenstock.)
+Is that him, up there?
+
+MOTHER. Yes. That's my present son-in-law.
+
+DOMINICAN. Singularly like the first! But watch how he's behaving. He
+hasn't seen me yet, but he feels I'm here. (He makes the sign of the
+cross in the air.) Look how troubled he grows.... Now he stiffens like
+an icicle. See! In a moment he'll cry out.
+
+STRANGER (who has suddenly stopped, grown rigid, and clutched his
+heart). Who's down there?
+
+MOTHER. I am.
+
+STRANGER. You're not alone.
+
+MOTHER. No. I've someone with me.
+
+DOMINICAN (making the sign of the cross). Now he'll say nothing; but
+fall like a felled tree. (The STRANGER crumples up and falls to the
+ground.) Now I shall go. It would be too much for him if he were to see
+me, But I'll come back soon. You'll see, he's in good hands! Farewell
+and peace be with you. (He goes out.)
+
+STRANGER (raising himself and coming down the steps). Who was that?
+
+MOTHER. A traveller. Sit down; you look so pale.
+
+STRANGER. It was a fainting fit.
+
+MOTHER. You've always new names for it; but they mean nothing fresh. Sit
+down here, on the seat.
+
+STRANGER. No; I don't like sitting there. People are always passing.
+
+MOTHER. Yet I've been sitting here since I was a child, watching life
+glide past as the river does below. Here, on the road, I've watched the
+children of men go by, playing, haggling, begging, cursing and dancing.
+I love this seat and I love the river below, though it does much damage
+every year and washes away the property we inherited. Last spring it
+carried our whole hay crop off, so that we had to sell our beasts. The
+property's lost half its value in the last few years, and when the lake
+in the mountains has reached its new level and the swamp's been drained
+into the river, the water will rise till it washes the house away. We've
+been at law about it for ten years, and we've lost every appeal; so we
+shall be destroyed. It's as inevitable as fate.
+
+STRANGER. Fate's not inevitable.
+
+MOTHER. Beware, if you think to fight it.
+
+STRANGER. I've done so already.
+
+MOTHER. There you go again! You learn nothing from the chastisement of
+Providence.
+
+STRANGER. Oh yes. I've learned to hate. Can one love what does evil?
+
+MOTHER. I've little learning, as you know; but I read yesterday in an
+encyclopaedia that the Eumenides are not evilly disposed.
+
+STRANGER. That's true; but it's a lie they're friendly. I only know one
+friendly fury. My own!
+
+MOTHER. Can you call Ingeborg a fury?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. She is one; and as a fury, she's remarkable. Her talent
+for making me suffer excels my most infernal inventions; and if I escape
+from her hands with my life, I'll come out of the fire as pure as gold.
+
+MOTHER. You've got what you deserve. You wanted to mould her as you
+wished, and you've succeeded.
+
+STRANGER. Completely. But where is this fury?
+
+MOTHER. She went down the road a few minutes ago.
+
+STRANGER. Down there? Then I'll go to meet my own destruction. (He goes
+towards the back.)
+
+MOTHER. So you can still joke about it? Wait! (The MOTHER is left alone
+for a moment, until the STRANGER has disappeared. The LADY then enters
+from the right. She is wearing a summer frock, and is carrying a post
+bag and some opened letters in her hand.)
+
+LADY. Are you alone, Mother?
+
+MOTHER. I've just been left alone.
+
+LADY. Here's the post. This is for job.
+
+MOTHER. What? Do you open his letters?
+
+LADY. All of them, because I want to know who it is I've linked my life
+to. And I want to suppress everything that might minister to his pride.
+In a word, I isolate him, so that he has to keep his own electricity and
+run the danger of being broken to pieces.
+
+MOTHER. How learnčd you've grown?
+
+LADY. Yes. If he's unwise enough to confide almost everything to me,
+I'll soon hold his fate in my hand. Now, if you please, he's making
+electrical experiments and claims he'll be able to harness the
+lightning, so that it'll give him light, warmth and power. Well, let
+him do as he likes! From a letter that came to-day I see he's even
+corresponding with alchemists.
+
+MOTHER. Does he want to make gold? Is the man sane?
+
+LADY. That's the important question. Whether he's a charlatan doesn't
+matter so much.
+
+MOTHER. Do you suspect it?
+
+LADY. I'd believe any evil of him, and any good, on the same day.
+
+MOTHER. Is there any other news?
+
+LADY. The plans my divorced husband made for a new marriage have gone
+wrong; he's grown melancholic, abandoned his practice and is tramping
+the roads.
+
+MOTHER. Oh! He was always my son-in-law. He had a kind heart under his
+rough manner.
+
+LADY. Yes. I only called him a werewolf in his rôle as my husband
+and master. As long as I knew he was at peace, and on the way to
+find consolation, Ě was content. But now he'll torment me like a bad
+conscience.
+
+MOTHER. Have you a conscience?
+
+LADY. I never used to have one. But my eyes have been opened since I
+read my husband's works, and I know the difference between good and
+evil.
+
+MOTHER. But he forbade you to read them, and never foresaw you wouldn't
+obey him.
+
+LADY. Who can foresee all the results of any action?
+
+MOTHER. Have you more bad news in your pocket, Pandora?
+
+LADY. The worst of all! Think of it, Mother, his divorced wife's going
+to marry again.
+
+MOTHER. That ought to be reassuring, to you and to him.
+
+LADY. Didn't you know it was his worst nightmare? That his wife would
+marry again and his children have a stepfather?
+
+MOTHER. If he can bear that alone, I shall think him a strange man.
+
+LADY. You believe he's too sensitive? But didn't he say himself that
+an educated man of the world at the end of the nineteenth century never
+lets himself be put out of countenance!
+
+MOTHER. It's easy to say so; but when things really happen....
+
+LADY. Yet there was a gift at the bottom of Pandora's box that was no
+misfortune. Look, Mother! A portrait of his six-year-old son.
+
+MOTHER (looking at the picture). A lovely child.
+
+LADY. It does one good to see such a charming and expressive picture.
+Tell me, do you think my child will be as beautiful? Well, what do you
+say? Answer, or I'll be unhappy! I love this boy already, but I feel I'd
+hate him if my child's not as lovely as he. Yes, I'm jealous already.
+
+MOTHER. When you came here after your unlucky honeymoon, I'd hoped you'd
+have got over the worst. But now I see it was only a foretaste of what
+was to come.
+
+LADY. I'm ready for anything; and I don't think this knot can ever be
+undone. It must be cut!
+
+MOTHER. But you're only making more difficulties for yourself by
+suppressing his letters.
+
+LADY. In days gone by, when I went through life like a sleep-walker,
+everything seemed easy to me, but I begin to be uncertain now he's
+started to waken thoughts in me. (She puts the letters into the
+post-bag.) Here he is. 'Sh!
+
+MOTHER. One thing more. Why do you let him wear that suit of your first
+husband's?
+
+LADY. I like torturing and humiliating him. I've persuaded him it fits
+him and belonged to my father. Now, when I see him in the werewolf's
+things, I feel I've got both of them in my clutches.
+
+MOTHER. Heaven defend us! How spiteful you've grown!
+
+LADY. Perhaps that was my rôle, if I have one in this man's life!
+
+MOTHER. I sometimes wish the river would rise and carry us all away
+whilst we're asleep at night. If it were to flow here for a thousand
+years perhaps it would wash out the sin on which this house is built.
+
+LADY. Then it's true that my grandfather, the notary, illegally seized
+property not his own? It's said this place was built with the heritage
+of widows and orphans, the funds of ruined men, the property of dead
+ones and the bribes of litigants.
+
+MOTHER. Don't speak of it any more. The tears of those still living have
+run together and formed a lake. And it's that lake, people say, that's
+being drained now, and that'll cause the river to wash us away.
+
+LADY. Can't it be stopped by taking legal action? Is there no justice on
+earth?
+
+MOTHER. Not on earth. But there is in heaven. And heaven will drown us,
+for we're the children of evildoers. (She goes up the steps.)
+
+LADY. Isn't it enough to put up with one's own tears? Must one inherit
+other people's?
+
+(The STRANGER comes back.)
+
+STRANGER. Did you call me?
+
+LADY. No. I only tried to draw you to me, without really wanting you.
+
+STRANGER. I felt you meddling with my destiny in a way that made me
+uneasy. Soon you'll have learnt all I know.
+
+LADY. And more.
+
+STRANGER. But I must ask you not to lay rough hands on my fate. I am
+Cain, you see, and am under the ban of mysterious powers, who permit no
+mortals to interfere with their work of vengeance. You see this mark
+on my brow? (He removes his hat.) It means: Revenge is mine, saith the
+Lord.
+
+LADY. Does your hat press....
+
+STRANGER. No. It chafes me. And so does the coat. If it weren't that I
+wanted to please you, I'd have thrown them all into the river. When
+I walk here in the neighbourhood, do you know that people call me
+the doctor? They must take me for your husband, the werewolf. And I'm
+unlucky. If I ask who planted some tree: they say, the doctor. If I ask
+to whom the green fish basket belongs: they say, the doctor. And if it
+isn't his then it belongs to the doctor's wife. That is, to you! This
+confusion between him and me makes my visit unbearable. I'd like to go
+away....
+
+LADY. Haven't you tried in vain to leave this place six times?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. But the seventh, I'll succeed.
+
+LADY. Then try!
+
+STRANGER. You say that as if you were convinced I'd fail.
+
+LADY. I am.
+
+STRANGER. Plague me in some other way, dear fury.
+
+LADY. Well, I can.
+
+STRANGER. A new way! Try to say something ill-natured that 'the other
+one's' not said already.
+
+LADY. Your first wife's 'the other one.' How tactful to remind me of
+her.
+
+STRANGER. Everything that lives and moves, everything that's dead and
+cold, reminds me of what's gone....
+
+LADY. Until the being comes, who can wipe out the darkness of the past
+and bring light.
+
+STRANGER. You mean the child we're expecting!
+
+LADY. Our child!
+
+STRANGER. Do you love it?
+
+LADY. I began to to-day.
+
+STRANGER. To-day? Why, what's happened? Five months ago you wanted to
+run off to the lawyers and divorce me; because I wouldn't take you to a
+quack who'd kill your unborn child.
+
+LADY. That was some time ago. Things have changed now.
+
+STRANGER. Why now? (He looks round as if expecting something.) Now? Has
+the post come?
+
+LADY. You're still more cunning than I am. But the pupil will outstrip
+the master.
+
+STRANGER. Were there any letters for me?
+
+LADY. No.
+
+STRANGER. Then give me the wrapper?
+
+LADY. What made you guess?
+
+STRANGER. Give the wrapper, if your conscience can make such fine
+distinctions between it and the letter.
+
+LADY (picking up the letter-bag, which she has hidden behind the seat).
+Look at this! (The STRANGER takes the photograph, looks at it carefully,
+and puts it in his breast-pocket.) What was it?
+
+STRANGER. The past.
+
+LADY. Was it beautiful?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. More beautiful than the future can ever be.
+
+LADY (darkly). You shouldn't have said that.
+
+STRANGER. No, I admit it. And I'm sorry....
+
+LADY. Tell me, are you capable of suffering?
+
+STRANGER. Now, I suffer twice; because I feel when you're suffering. And
+if I wound you in self-defence, it's I who gets fever from the wound.
+
+LADY. That means you're at my mercy?
+
+STRANGER. No. Less now than ever, because you're protected by the
+innocent being you carry beneath your heart.
+
+LADY. He shall be my avenger.
+
+STRANGER. Or mine!
+
+LADY (tearfully). Poor little thing. Conceived in sin and shame, and
+born to avenge by hate.
+
+STRANGER. It's a long time since I've heard you speak like that.
+
+LADY. I dare say.
+
+STRANGER. That was the voice that first drew me to you; it was like that
+of a mother speaking to her child.
+
+LADY. When you say 'mother' I feel I can only believe good of you; but
+a moment after I say to myself: it's only one more of your ways of
+deceiving me.
+
+STRANGER. What ill have I ever really done you? (The LADY is uncertain
+what to reply.) Answer me. What ill have I done you?
+
+LADY. I don't know.
+
+STRANGER. Then invent something. Say to me: I hate you, because I can't
+deceive you.
+
+LADY. Can't I? Oh, I'm sorry for you.
+
+STRANGER. You must have poison in the pocket of your dress.
+
+LADY. Well, I have!
+
+STRANGER. What can it be? (Pause.) Who's that coming down the road?
+
+LADY. A harbinger.
+
+STRANGER. Is it a man, or a spectre?
+
+LADY. A spectre from the past.
+
+STRANGER. He's wearing a black coat and a laurel crown. But his feet are
+bare.
+
+LADY. It's Caesar.
+
+STRANGER (confused). Caesar? That was my nickname at school.
+
+LADY. Yes. But it's also the name of the madman whom my... first husband
+used to look after. Forgive me speaking of him like that.
+
+STRANGER. Has this madman got away?
+
+LADY. It looks like it, doesn't it?
+
+(CAESAR comes in from the back; he wears a black frock coat and is
+without a collar; he has a laurel crown on his head and his feet are
+bare. His general appearance is bizarre.)
+
+CAESAR. Why don't you greet me? You ought to say: Ave, Caesar! For now
+I'm the master. The werewolf, you must know, has gone out of his mind
+since the Great Man went off with his wife, whom he himself snatched
+from her first lover, or bridegroom, or whatever you call him.
+
+STRANGER (to the LADY). That was strychnine for two adults! (To CAESAR)
+Where's your master now--or your slave, or doctor, or warder?
+
+CAESAR. He'll be here soon. But you needn't be frightened of him. He
+won't use daggers or poison. He only has to show himself, for all living
+things to fly from him; for trees to drop their leaves, and the very
+dust of the highway to run before him in a whirlwind like the pillar of
+cloud before the Children of Israel....
+
+STRANGER. Listen....
+
+CAESAR. Quiet, whilst I'm speaking.... Sometimes he believes himself to
+be a werewolf, and says he'd like to eat a little child that's not yet
+born, and that's really his according to the right of priority.... (He
+goes on his way.)
+
+LADY (to the STRANGER). Can you exorcise this demon?
+
+STRANGER. I can do nothing against devils who brave the sunshine.
+
+LADY. Yesterday you made an arrogant remark, and now you shall have it
+back. You said it wasn't fair for invisible ones to creep in by night
+and strike in the darkness, they should come by day when the sun's
+shining. Now they've come!
+
+STRANGER. And that pleases you!
+
+LADY. Yes. Almost.
+
+STRANGER. What a pity it gives me no pleasure when it's you who's
+struck! Let's sit down on the seat--the bench for the accused. For more
+are coming.
+
+LADY. I'd rather we went.
+
+STRANGER. No, I want to see how much I can bear. You see, at every
+stroke of the lash I feel as if a debit entry had been erased from my
+ledger.
+
+LADY. But I can stand no more. Look, there he comes himself. Heavens!
+This man, whom I once thought I loved!
+
+STRANGER. Thought? Yes, because everything's merely delusion. And that
+means a great deal. You go! I'll take the duty on myself of confronting
+him alone.
+
+(The LADY goes up the steps, but does not reach the toy before the
+DOCTOR becomes visible at the back of the stage. The DOCTOR comes in,
+his grey hair long and unkempt. He is wearing a tropical helmet and a
+hunting coat, which are exactly similar to the clothes of the STRANGER.
+He behaves as though he doesn't notice the STRANGER'S presence, and sits
+down on a stone on the other side of the road, opposite the STRANGER,
+who is sitting on the seat. He takes of his hat and mops the sweat from
+his brow. The STRANGER grows impatient.) What do you want?
+
+DOCTOR. Only to see this house again, where my happiness once dwelt and
+my roses blossomed....
+
+STRANGER. An intelligent man of the world would have chosen a time when
+the present inhabitants of the house were away for a short while; even
+on his own account, so as not to make himself ridiculous.
+
+DOCTOR. Ridiculous? I'd like to know which of us two's the more
+ridiculous?
+
+STRANGER. For the moment, I suppose I am.
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. But I don't think you know the whole extent of your
+wretchedness.
+
+STRANGER. What do you mean?
+
+DOCTOR. That you want to possess what I used to possess.
+
+STRANGER. Well, go on.
+
+DOCTOR. Have you noticed that we're wearing similar clothes? Good! Do
+you know the reason? It's this: you're wearing the things I forgot to
+fetch when the catastrophe took place. No intelligent man of the world
+at the end of the nineteenth century would ever put himself into such a
+position.
+
+STRANGER (throwing down his hat and coat). Curse the woman!
+
+DOCTOR. You needn't complain. Cast-off male attire has always been fatal
+ever since the celebrated shirt of Nessus. Go in now and change. I'll
+sit out here and watch, and listen, how you settle the matter alone with
+that accursčd woman. Don't forget your stick! (The LADY, who is hurrying
+towards the house, trips in front of the steps. The STRANGER stays where
+he is in embarrassment.) The stick! The stick!
+
+STRANGER. I don't ask mercy for the woman's sake, but for the child's.
+
+DOCTOR (wildly). So there's a child, too. Our house, our roses, our
+clothes, the bed-clothes not forgotten, and now our child! I'm within
+your doors, I sit at your table, I lie in your bed; I exist in your
+blood; in your lungs, in your brain; I am everywhere and yet you can't
+get hold of me. When the pendulum strikes the hour of midnight, I'll
+blow cold, on your heart, so that it stops like a clock that's run down.
+When you sit at your work, I shall come with a poppy, invisible to you,
+that will put your thoughts to sleep, and confuse your mind, so that
+you'll see visions you can't distinguish from reality. I shall lie like
+a stone in your path, so that you stumble; I shall be the thorn that
+pricks your hand when you go to pluck the rose. My soul shall spin
+itself about you like a spider's web; and I shall guide you like an ox
+by means of the woman you stole from me. Your child shall be mine and
+I shall speak through its mouth; you shall see my look in its eyes,
+so that you'll thrust it from you like a foe. And now, belovčd house,
+farewell; farewell, 'rose' room--where no happiness shall dwell that I
+could envy. (He goes out. The STRANGER has been sitting on the seat all
+this time, without being able to answer, and has been listening as if he
+were the accused.)
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+
+
+ACT II
+
+SCENE I
+
+LABORATORY
+
+[A Garden Pavilion in rococo style with high windows. In the middle of
+the room there is a large writing desk on which are various pieces of
+chemical and physical apparatus. Two copper wires are suspended from the
+ceiling to an electroscope that is standing on the middle of the table
+and which is provided with a number of bells, intended to record the
+tension of atmospheric electricity.]
+
+[On the table to the left a large old-fashioned frictional electric
+generating machine, with glass plates, brass conductors, and Leyden
+battery. The stands are lacquered red and white. On the right a large
+old-fashioned open fireplace with tripods, crucibles, pincers, bellows,
+etc.]
+
+[In the background a door with a view of the country beyond; it is dark
+and cloudy weather, but the red rays of the sun occasionally shine
+into the room. A brown cloak with a cape and hood is hanging up by the
+fireplace; nearby a travelling bag and an alpenstock. The STRANGER and
+the MOTHER are discovered together.]
+
+STRANGER. Where is... Ingeborg?
+
+MOTHER. You know that better than I.
+
+STRANGER. With the lawyer, arranging a divorce....
+
+MOTHER. Why?
+
+STRANGER. I told you. No, it's so far-fetched, you'll think I'm lying to
+you.
+
+MOTHER. Well, tell me!
+
+STRANGER. She wants a divorce, because I've refused to turn this man
+out, although he's deranged. She says it's cowardly of me....
+
+MOTHER. I don't believe it.
+
+STRANGER. You see! You only believe what you wish; all the rest is lies.
+Well, can you find it in accordance with your interests to believe that
+she's been stealing my letters?
+
+MOTHER. I know nothing of that.
+
+STRANGER. I'm not asking you whether you know of it, but whether you
+believe it.
+
+MOTHER (changing the subject). What are you trying to do here?
+
+STRANGER. I'm making experiments concerning atmospheric electricity.
+
+MOTHER. And that's the lighting conductor, that you've connected to the
+desk!
+
+STRANGER. Yes. But there's no danger; for the bells would ring if there
+were an atmospheric disturbance.
+
+MOTHER. That's blasphemy and black magic. Take care! And what are you
+doing there, in the fireplace?
+
+STRANGER. Making gold.
+
+MOTHER. You think it possible?
+
+STRANGER. You take it for granted I'm a charlatan? I shan't blame you
+for that; but don't judge too quickly. At any moment I expect to get a
+sworn statement of analysis.
+
+MOTHER. I dare say. But what are you going to do if Ingeborg doesn't
+come back?
+
+STRANGER. She will, this time. Later, perhaps, when the child's here,
+she'll cut herself adrift.
+
+MOTHER. You seem very sure.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. As I said, I still am. So long as the bond's not broken
+you can feel it. When it is, you'll feel that unpleasantly clearly, too.
+
+MOTHER. But when you've parted from one another, you may yet both be
+bound to the child. You can't tell in advance.
+
+STRANGER. I've been providing against that by a great interest, that I
+hope will fill my empty life.
+
+MOTHER. You mean gold. And honour!
+
+STRANGER. Precisely! For a man the most enduring of all illusions.
+
+MOTHER. So you'd build on illusions?
+
+STRANGER. On what else should I build, when everything's illusion?
+
+MOTHER. If you ever awake from your dream, you'll find a reality of
+which you've never been able to dream.
+
+STRANGER. Then I'll wait till that happens.
+
+MOTHER. Wait then. Now I'll go and shut the window, before the
+thunderstorm breaks.
+
+STRANGER (going towards the back of the stage). That's going to be
+interesting. (A hunting horn is heard in the distance.) Who's sounding
+that horn?
+
+MOTHER. No one knows; and it means nothing good. (She goes out.)
+
+STRANGER (busying himself with the electroscope, and turning his back on
+the open window as he does so; then taking up a book and reading aloud.)
+'When Adam's race of giants had increased enough for them to consider
+their number sufficient to risk an attack on those above, they began
+to build a tower that was to reach up to Heaven. Those above were then
+seized with fear and, in order to protect themselves, broke up the
+assembled multitude by so confusing their tongues and their minds that
+two people who met could not understand one another, even if they spoke
+the same language Since then, those above rule by discord: divide and
+rule. And the discord is upheld by the belief that the truth has been
+found; but when one of the prophets is believed, he is a lying prophet.
+If on the other hand a mortal succeeds in penetrating the secret of
+those above, no one believes him, and he is struck with madness so that
+no one ever shall. Since then mortals have been more or less demented,
+particularly those who are held to be wise, but madmen are in reality
+the only wise men; for they can see, hear and feel the invisible,
+the inaudible and the intangible, though they cannot relate their
+experiences to others.' Thus Zohar, the wisest of all the books of
+wisdom, and therefore one that no one believes. I shall build no tower
+of Babel, but I shall tempt the Powers into my mousetrap, and send
+them to the Powers below, the subterranean ones, so that they can be
+neutralised. It is the higher Schedim, who have come between mortal
+men and the Lord Zabaoth; and that is why joy, peace and happiness have
+vanished from the earth.
+
+LADY (coming back in despair, throwing herself down in front of the
+STRANGER and putting her arms round his feet and her head on the
+ground.) Help me! Help me! And forgive me.
+
+STRANGER. Get up. In God's name! Get up. Don't do that. What's happened?
+
+LADY. In my anger I've behaved foolishly. I've been caught in my own
+net.
+
+STRANGER (lifting her up). Stand up, foolish child; and tell me what's
+happened.
+
+LADY. I went to the public prosecutor.
+
+STRANGER.... and asked for a divorce....
+
+LADY.... that was my intention; but when I got there, I laid information
+against the werewolf for a breach of the peace and attempted murder.
+
+STRANGER. But he's guilty of neither!
+
+LADY. No, but I laid the information all the same.... And when I was
+there, he came himself to lay information against me for bearing false
+witness. Then I went to the lawyer and he told me that I could expect
+a sentence of at least a month. Think of it, my child will be born in
+prison! How can I escape from that? Help me. You can. Speak!
+
+STRANGER. Yes, I can help you. But, if I do, don't revenge yourself on
+me afterwards.
+
+LADY. How little you know me. But tell me quickly.
+
+STRANGER. I must take the blame on myself, and say I sent you.
+
+LADY. How generous you are! Am I rid of the whole business now?
+
+STRANGER. Dry your eyes, my child, and take comfort. But tell me about
+something else, that's nothing to do with this. Did you leave this purse
+here? (The LADY is embarrassed.) Tell me!
+
+LADY. Has such a thing ever happened before?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. The 'other one' wanted to discover, in this way, whether
+I stole. The first time it happened I wept, because I was still young
+and innocent.
+
+LADY. Oh no!
+
+STRANGER. Now you seem to me the most wretched creature on earth.
+
+LADY. Is that why you love me?
+
+STRANGER. No. You've been stealing my letters, too! Answer, yes! And
+that's why you wanted to prove me a thief with this purse.
+
+LADY. What have you got there, on the table.
+
+STRANGER. Lightning!
+
+(There is a flash of lightning, but no thunder.)
+
+LADY. Aren't you afraid?
+
+STRANGER. Yes, sometimes; but not of what you fear.
+
+(The contorted face of the DOCTOR appears outside the window.)
+
+LADY. Is there a cat in the room? I feel uneasy.
+
+STRANGER. I don't think so. Yet I too have a feeling that there's
+someone here.
+
+LADY (turning and seeing the DOCTOR's face; then screaming and hurrying
+to the STRANGER for protection.) Oh! There he is!
+
+STRANGER. Where? Who?
+
+(The DOCTOR'S face disappears.)
+
+LADY. There, at the window. It's he!
+
+STRANGER. I can see no one. You must be wrong.
+
+LADY. No, I saw him. The werewolf! Can't we be rid of him?
+
+STRANGER. Yes, we could. But it'd be useless, because he has an immortal
+soul, which is bound to yours.
+
+LADY. If I'd only known that before!
+
+STRANGER. It's surely in the Catechism.
+
+LADY. Then let us die!
+
+STRANGER. That was once my religion; but as I no longer believe that
+death's the end, nothing remains but to bear everything--to fight, and
+to suffer!
+
+LADY. For how long must we suffer?
+
+STRANGER. As long as he suffers and our consciences plague us.
+
+LADY. Then we must try and justify ourselves to our consciences; find
+excuses for our frivolous actions, and discover his weaknesses.
+
+STRANGER. Well, you can try!
+
+LADY. You say that! Since I've known he's unhappy I can see nothing but
+his qualities, and you lose when I compare you with him.
+
+STRANGER. See how well it's arranged! His sufferings sanctify him, but
+mine make me abhorrent and laughable! We must face the immutable. We've
+destroyed a soul, so we are murderers.
+
+LADY. Who is to blame?
+
+STRANGER. He who's so mismanaged the fate of men.
+
+(There is a flash of lightning; the electric bells begin to ring.)
+
+LADY. O God! What's that?
+
+STRANGER. The answer.
+
+LADY. Is there a lightning conductor here?
+
+STRANGER. The priest of Baal wishes to coax the lightning from
+heaven....
+
+LADY. Now I'm frightened, frightened of you. You're terrifying.
+
+STRANGER. You see!
+
+LADY. Who are you to defy Heaven, and to dare to play with the destinies
+of men?
+
+STRANGER. Get up and collect your thoughts. Listen to me, believe me,
+and pay me the respect that's my due; and I'll lift both of us high
+above this frog pond, to which we've both descended. I'll breathe on
+your sick conscience so that it heals like a wound. Who am I? A man who
+has done what no one else has ever done; who will overthrow the Golden
+Calf and upset the tables of the money-changers. I hold the fate of the
+world in my crucible; and in a week I can make the richest of the rich
+a poor man. Gold, the most false of all standards, has ceased to rule;
+every man will now be as poor as his neighbour, and the children of men
+will hurry about like ants whose heap has been disturbed.
+
+LADY. What good will that be to us?
+
+STRANGER. Do you think I'll make gold in order to enrich ourselves and
+others? No. I'll do it to paralyse the present order, to disrupt it, as
+you'll see! I am the destroyer, the dissolver, the world incendiary;
+and when all lies in ashes, I shall wander hungrily through the heaps
+of ruins, rejoicing at the thought that it is all my work: that I have
+written the last page of world history, which can then be held to be
+ended.
+
+(The face of the DOMINICAN appears at the open window, without being
+seen by those on the stage.)
+
+LADY. Then that was the real meaning of your last book! It was no
+invention!
+
+STRANGER. No. But in order to write it, I had to link myself with the
+self of another, who could take everything from me that fettered my
+soul. So that my spirit could once more find a fiery blast, on which to
+mount to the ether, elude the Powers, and reach the Throne, in order to
+lay the lamentations of mankind at the feet of the Eternal One.... (The
+DOMINICAN makes the sign of the cross in the air and disappears.) Who's
+here? Who is the Terrible One who follows me and cripples my thoughts?
+Did you see no one?
+
+LADY. No. No one.
+
+STRANGER. But I can feel his presence. (He puts his hand to his heart.)
+Can't you hear, far, far away, someone saying a rosary?
+
+LADY. Yes, I can hear it. But it's not the Angels' Greeting. It's the
+Curse of Deuteronomy! Woe unto us!
+
+STRANGER. Then it must be in the convent of St. Saviour.
+
+LADY. Woe! Woe!
+
+STRANGER. Beloved. What is it?
+
+LADY. Belovčd! Say that word again.
+
+STRANGER. Are you ill?
+
+LADY. No, but I'm in pain, and yet glad at the same time. Go and ask my
+mother to make up my bed. But first give me your blessing.
+
+STRANGER. Shall I...?
+
+LADY. Say you forgive me; I may die, if the child takes my life. Say
+that you love me.
+
+STRANGER. Strange: I can't get the word to cross my lips.
+
+LADY. Then you don't love me?
+
+STRANGER. When you say so, it seems so to me. It's terrible, but I fear
+I hate you.
+
+LADY. Then at least give me your hand; as you'd give it to someone in
+distress.
+
+STRANGER. I'd like to, but I can't. Someone in me takes pleasure in your
+agony; but it's not I. I'd like to carry you in my arms and bear your
+suffering for you. But I may not. I cannot!
+
+LADY. You're as hard as stone.
+
+STRANGER (with restrained emotion). Perhaps not. Perhaps not.
+
+LADY. Come to me!
+
+STRANGER. I can't stir from here. It's as if someone had taken
+possession of my soul; and I'd like to kill myself so as to take the
+life of the other.
+
+LADY. Think of your child with joy....
+
+STRANGER. I can't even do that, for it'll bind me to earth.
+
+LADY. If we've sinned, we've been punished! Haven't we suffered enough?
+
+STRANGER. Not yet. But one day we shall have.
+
+LADY (sinking down). Help me. Mercy! I shall faint!
+
+(The STRANGER extends his hand, as if he had recovered from a cramp. The
+LADY kisses it. The STRANGER lifts her up and leads her to the door of
+the house.)
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE II
+
+THE 'ROSE' ROOM
+
+[A room with rose-coloured walls; it has small windows with iron
+lattices and plants in pots. The curtains are rose red; the furniture is
+white and red. In the background a door leading to a white bed-chamber;
+when this door is opened, a large bed can be seen with a canopy and
+white hangings. On the right the door leading out of the house. On the
+left a fireplace with a coal fire. In front of it a bath tub, covered
+with a white towel. A cradle covered with white, rose-coloured and
+light-blue stuff. Baby clothes are spread out here and there. A green
+dress hangs on the right-hand wall. Four Sisters of Mercy are on their
+knees, facing the door at the back, dressed in the black and white of
+Augustinian nuns. The midwife, who is in black, is by the fireplace.
+The child's nurse wears a peasant's dress, of black and white, from
+Brittany. The MOTHER is standing listening by the door at the back. The
+STRANGER is sitting on a chair right and is trying to read a book. A
+hat and a brown cloak with a cape and hood hang nearby, and on the floor
+there is a small travelling bag. The Sisters of Mercy are singing a
+psalm. The others join in from time to time, but not the STRANGER.]
+
+SISTERS. Salve, Regina, mater misericordiae;
+
+ Vita, dulcedo, et spes nostra, salve.
+ Ad to clamamus, exules filii Evae;
+ Ad to suspiramus gementes et flentes
+ In hac lacrymarum valle.
+
+(The STRANGER rises and goes to the MOTHER.)
+
+MOTHER. Stay where you are! A human being's coming into the world;
+another's dying. It's all the same to you.
+
+STRANGER. I'm not so sure! If I want to go in, I'm not allowed to. And
+when I don't want to, you wish it. I'd like to now.
+
+MOTHER. She doesn't want to see you. Besides, presence here's no longer
+needed. The child matters most now.
+
+STRANGER. For you, yes; but I'm still of most importance to myself.
+
+MOTHER. The doctor's forbidden anyone to go in, whoever they may be,
+because she's in danger.
+
+STRANGER. What doctor?
+
+MOTHER. So your thoughts are there again!
+
+STRANGER. Yes. And it's you who led them! An hour ago you gave me to
+understand that the child couldn't be mine. With that you branded your
+daughter a whore; but that means nothing to you, if you can only strike
+me to the heart! You are almost the most contemptible creature I know!
+
+MOTHER (to the SISTERS). Sisters! Pray for this unhappy man.
+
+STRANGER. Make way for me to go in. For the last time--out of the way.
+
+MOTHER. Leave this room, and this house too.
+
+STRANGER. If I were to do as you ask, in ten minutes you'd send the
+police after me, for abandoning my wife and child!
+
+MOTHER. I'd only do that to have you taken to a convent you know of.
+
+MAID (entering at the back). The Lady's asking you to do something for
+her.
+
+STRANGER. What is it?
+
+MAID. There's supposed to be a letter in the dress she left hanging
+here.
+
+STRANGER (looks round and notices the green dress; he goes over to it
+and takes a letter from the pocket). This is addressed to me, and was
+opened two days ago. Broken open! That's good!
+
+MOTHER. You must forgive someone who's as ill as your wife.
+
+STRANGER. She wasn't ill two days ago.
+
+MOTHER. No. But she is now.
+
+STRANGER. But not two days ago! (Reading the letter.) Well, I'll forgive
+her now, with the magnanimity of the victor.
+
+MOTHER. Of the victor?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. For I've done something no one's ever done before.
+
+MOTHER. You mean the gold....?
+
+STRANGER. Here's a certificate from the greatest living authority. Now
+I'll go and see him myself.
+
+MOTHER. Now!
+
+STRANGER. At your request.
+
+MAID (to the STRANGER). The Lady asks you to come in.
+
+MOTHER. You hear?
+
+STRANGER. No, now I don't want to! You've made your own daughter, my
+wife, into a whore; and branded my unborn child a bastard. You can keep
+them both. You've murdered my honour. There's nothing for me to do but
+to revive it elsewhere.
+
+MOTHER. You can never forgive!
+
+STRANGER. I can. I forgive you--and I shall leave you. (He puts on the
+brown cloak and hat, picks up his stick and travelling bag.) For if I
+were to stay, I'd soon grow worse than I am now. The innocent child,
+whose mission was to ennoble our warped relationship, has been defiled
+by you in his mother's womb and made an apple of discord and a source of
+punishment a revenge. Why should I stay here to be torn to pieces?
+
+MOTHER. For you, duties don't exist.
+
+STRANGER. Oh yes, they do! And the first of them's this: To protect
+myself from total destruction. Farewell!
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+
+
+ACT III
+
+SCENE I
+
+THE BANQUETING HALL
+
+[Room in a hotel prepared for a banquet. There are long tables laden
+with flowers and candelabra. Dishes with peacocks, pheasants in full
+plumage, boars' heads, entire lobsters, oysters, salmon, bundles of
+asparagus, melons and grapes. There is a musicians' gallery with eight
+players in the right-hand corner at the back.]
+
+[At the high table: the STRANGER in a frock coat; next to him a Civil
+Uniform with orders; a professorial Frock Coat with an order; and other
+black Frock Coats with orders of a more or less striking kind. At the
+second table a few Frock Coats between black Morning Coats. At the third
+table clean every-day costumes. At the fourth table dirty and ragged
+figures of strange appearance.]
+
+[The tables are so arranged that the first is furthest to the left and
+the fourth furthest to the right, so that the people sitting at the
+fourth table cannot be seen by the STRANGER. At the fourth table CAESAR
+and the DOCTOR are seated, in shabby clothes. They are the farthest down
+stage. Dessert has just been handed round and the guests have golden
+goblets in front of them. The band is playing a passage in the middle
+of Mendelssohn's Dead March pianissimo. The guests are talking to one
+another quietly.]
+
+DOCTOR (to CAESAR). The company seems rather depressed and the dessert
+came too soon!
+
+CAESAR. By the way, the whole thing look's like a swindle! He hasn't
+made any gold, that's merely a lie, like everything else.
+
+DOCTOR. I don't know, but that's what's being said. But in our
+enlightened age anything whatever may be expected.
+
+CAESAR. There's a professor at the high table, who's supposed to be an
+authority. But what subject is he professor of?
+
+DOCTOR: I've no idea. It must be metallurgy and applied chemistry.
+
+CAESAR. Can you see what order he's wearing?
+
+DOCTOR. I don't know it. I expect it's some tenth rate foreign order.
+
+CAESAR. Well, at a subscription dinner like this the company's always
+rather mixed.
+
+DOCTOR. Hm!
+
+CAESAR. You mean, that we... hm.... I admit we're not well dressed, but
+as far as intelligence goes....
+
+DOCTOR. Listen, Caesar, you're a lunatic in my charge, and you must
+avoid speaking about intelligence as much as you can.
+
+CAESAR. That's the greatest impertinence I've heard for a long time.
+Don't you realise, idiot, that I've been engaged to look after you,
+since you lost your wits?
+
+PROFESSOR (taping his goblet). Gentlemen!
+
+CAESAR. Hear, hear!
+
+PROFESSOR. Gentlemen! Our small society is to-day honoured by the
+presence of the great man, who is our guest of honour, and when the
+committee...
+
+CAESAR (to the DOCTOR). That's the government, you know!
+
+PROFESSOR.... and when the committee asked me to act as interpreter
+and to explain the motives that prompted them I was at first doubtful
+whether I could accept the honour. But when I compared my own incapacity
+with that of others, I discovered that neither lost in the comparison.
+
+VOICES. Bravo!
+
+PROFESSOR. Gentlemen! A century of discovery is ending with the greatest
+of all discoveries--foreseen by Pythagoras, prepared for by Albertus and
+Paracelsus and first carried out by our guest of honour. You will permit
+me to give this feeble expression of our admiration for the greatest man
+of a great century. A laurel crown from the society! (He places a laurel
+frown on the STRANGER'S head.) And from the committee: this! (He hangs
+a shining order round the STRANGER'S neck.) Gentlemen! Three cheers for
+the Great Man who has made gold!
+
+ALL (with the exception of the STRANGER). Hurrah!
+
+(The band plays chords from Mendelssohn's Dead March. During the last
+part of the foregoing speech servants have exchanged the golden goblets
+for dull tin ones, and they now begin to take away the pheasants,
+peacocks, etc. The music plays softly. General conversation.)
+
+CAESAR. Oughtn't we to taste these things before they take them away?
+
+DOCTOR. It all seems humbug, except that about making gold.
+
+STRANGER (knocking on the table). Gentlemen! I've always been proud of
+the fact that I'm not easy to deceive...
+
+CAESAR. Hear, hear!
+
+STRANGER.... that I'm not easily carried away, but I am touched at the
+sincerity so obvious in the great tribute you've just paid me; and when
+I say touched, I mean it.
+
+CAESAR. Bravo!
+
+STRANGER. There are always sceptics; and moments in the life of every
+man, when doubts creep into the hearts of even the strongest. I'll
+confess that I myself have doubted; but after finding myself the object
+this sincere and hearty demonstration, and after taking part in this
+royal feast, for it is royal; and seeing that, finally, the government
+itself...
+
+VOICE. The committee!
+
+STRANGER.... the committee, if you like, has so signally recognised my
+modest merits, I doubt no longer, but believe! (The Civil Uniform creeps
+out.) Yes, gentlemen, this is the greatest and most satisfying moment
+of my life, because it has given me back the greatest thing any man can
+possess, the belief in himself.
+
+CAESAR. Splendid! Bravo!
+
+STRANGER. I thank you. Your health!
+
+(The PROFESSOR gets up. Everyone rises and the company begins to mix.
+Most of the musicians go out, but two remain.)
+
+GUEST (to the STRANGER). A delightful evening!
+
+STRANGER. Wonderful.
+
+(All the Frock Coats creep away.)
+
+FATHER (an elderly, overdressed man with an eye-glass and military
+bearing crosses to the doctor). What? Are you here?
+
+DOCTOR. Yes, Father-in-law. I'm here. I go everywhere he goes.
+
+FATHER. It's too late in the day to call me father-in-law. Besides, I'm
+_his_ father-in-law now.
+
+DOCTOR. Does he know you?
+
+FATHER. No. He's not had that honour; and I must ask you to preserve my
+incognito. Is it true he's made gold?
+
+DOCTOR. So it's said. But it's certain he left his wife while she was in
+childbed.
+
+FATHER. Does that mean I can expect a third son-in-law soon? I don't
+like the idea! The uncertainty of my position makes me hate being
+a father-in-law at all. Of course, I've nothing to say against it,
+since....
+
+(The tables have now been cleared; the cloths and the candelabra have
+been removed, so that the tables themselves, which are merely boards
+supported on trestles, are all that remain. A big stoneware jug has
+been brought in and small jugs of simple form have been put on the high
+table. The people in rags sit down next to the STRANGER at the high
+table; and the FATHER sits astride a chair and stares at him.)
+
+CAESAR (knocking on the table). Gentlemen! This feast has been called
+royal, not on account of the excellence of the service which, on the
+contrary, has been wretched; but because the man, whom we have honoured,
+is a king, a king in the realm of the Intellect. Only I am able to judge
+of that. (One of the people in rags laughs.) Quiet. Wretch! But he's
+more than a king, he's a man of the people, of the humblest. A friend
+of the oppressed, the guardian of fools, the bringer of happiness to
+idiots. I don't know whether he's succeeded in making gold. I don't
+worry about that, and I hardly believe it... (There is a murmur. Two
+policemen come in and sit by the door; the musicians come down and take
+seats at the tables.)... but supposing he has, he has answered all the
+questions that the daily press has been trying to solve for the last
+fifty years.... It's only an assumption--
+
+STRANGER. Gentlemen!
+
+RAGGED PERSON. No. Don't interrupt him.
+
+CAESAR. A mere assumption without real foundation, and the analysis may
+be wrong!
+
+ANOTHER RAGGED PERSON. Don't talk nonsense!
+
+STRANGER. Speaking in my capacity as guest of honour at this gathering I
+should say that it would be of interest to those taking part to hear the
+grounds on which I've based my proof....
+
+CAESAR. We don't want to hear that. No, no.
+
+FATHER. Wait! I think justice demands that the accused should be allowed
+to explain himself. Couldn't our guest of honour tell the company his
+secret in a few words?
+
+STRANGER. As the discoverer I can't give away my secret. But that's not
+necessary, because I've submitted my results to an authority under oath.
+
+CAESAR. Then the whole thing's nonsense, the whole thing! We don't
+believe authorities--we're free-thinkers. Did you ever hear anything
+so impudent? That we should honour a mystery man, an arch-swindler, a
+charlatan, in good faith.
+
+FATHER. Wait a little, my good people!
+
+(During this scene a wall screen, charmingly decorated with palm trees
+and birds of paradise, has been taken away, disclosing a wretched
+serving-counter and stand for beer mugs, behind which a waitress is seen
+dispensing tots of spirits. Scavengers and dirty-looking women go over
+to the counter and start drinking.)
+
+STRANGER. Was I asked here to be insulted?
+
+FATHER. Not at all. My friend's rather loquacious, but he's not said
+anything insulting yet.
+
+STRANGER. Isn't it insulting to be called a charlatan?
+
+FATHER. He didn't mean it seriously.
+
+STRANGER. Even as a joke I think the word arch-swindler slanderous.
+
+FATHER. He didn't use _that_ word.
+
+STRANGER. What? I appeal to the company: wasn't the word he used
+arch-swindler?
+
+ALL. No. He never said that!
+
+STRANGER. Then I don't know where I am--or what company I've got into.
+
+RAGGED PERSON. Is there anything wrong with it?
+
+(The people murmur.)
+
+BEGGAR (comes forward, supporting himself on crutches; he strikes the
+table so hard with his crutch, that some mugs are broken.) Mr. Chairman!
+May I speak? (He breaks some more crockery.) Gentlemen, in this life
+I've not allowed thyself to be easily deceived, but this time I have
+been. My friend in the chair there has convinced me that I've been
+completely deceived on the question of his power of judgment and sound
+understanding, and I feel touched. There are limits to pity and limits
+also to cruelty. I don't like to see real merit being dragged into the
+dust, and this man's worth a better fate than his folly's leading him
+to.
+
+STRANGER. What does this mean?
+
+(The FATHER and the DOCTOR have gone out during this scene without
+attracting attention. Only beggars remain at the high table. Those who
+are drinking gather into groups and stare at the STRANGER.)
+
+BEGGAR. You take yourself to be the man of the century, and accept the
+invitation of the Drunkards' Society, in order to have yourself fęted as
+a man of science....
+
+STRANGER (rising). But the government....
+
+BEGGAR. Oh yes, the Committee of the Drunkards' Society have given you
+their highest distinction--that order you've had to pay for yourself....
+
+STRANGER. What about the professor?
+
+BEGGAR. He only calls himself that; he's no professor really, though he
+does give lessons. And the uniform that must have impressed you most was
+that of a lackey in a chancellery.
+
+STRANGER (tearing of the wreath and the ribbon of the order). Very well!
+But who was the elderly man with the eyeglass?
+
+BEGGAR. Your father-in-law!
+
+STRANGER. Who got up this hoax?
+
+BEGGAR. It's no hoax, it's quite serious. The professor came on behalf
+of the Society, for so they call themselves, and asked you whether you'd
+accept the fęte. You accepted it; so it became serious!
+
+(Two dirty-looking women carry in a dust-bin suspended from a stick and
+set it down on the high table.)
+
+FIRST WOMAN. If you're the man who makes gold, you might buy two
+brandies for us.
+
+STRANGER. What's this mean?
+
+BEGGAR. It's the last part of the reception; and it's supposed to mean
+that gold's mere rubbish.
+
+STRANGER. If only that were true, rubbish could be exchanged for gold.
+
+BEGGAR. Well, it's only the philosophy of the Society of Drunkards. And
+you've got to take your philosophy where you find it.
+
+SECOND WOMAN (sitting down next to the STRANGER). Do you recognise me?
+
+STRANGER. No.
+
+SECOND WOMAN. Oh, you needn't be embarrassed so late in the evening as
+this!
+
+STRANGER. You believe you're one of my victims? That I was amongst the
+first hundred who seduced you?
+
+SECOND WOMAN. No. It's not what you think. But I once came across a
+printed paper, when I was about to be confirmed, which said that it was
+a duty to oneself to give way to all desires of the flesh. Well, I grew
+free and blossomed; and this is the fruit of my highly developed self!
+
+STRANGER (rising). Perhaps I may go now?
+
+WAITRESS (coming over with a bill). Yes. But the bill must be paid
+first.
+
+STRANGER. What? By me? I haven't ordered anything.
+
+WAITRESS. I know nothing of that; but you're the last of the company to
+have had anything.
+
+STRANGER (to the BEGGAR). Is this all a part of the reception?
+
+BEGGAR. Yes, certainly. And, as you know, everything costs money, even
+honour....
+
+STRANGER (taking a visiting card and handing it to the waitress).
+There's my card. You'll be paid to-morrow.
+
+WAITRESS (putting the card in the dust-bin). Hm! I don't know the name;
+and I've put a lot of such cards into the dust-bin. I want the money.
+
+BEGGAR. Listen, madam, I'll guarantee this man will pay.
+
+WAITRESS. So you'd like to play tricks on me too! Officer! One moment,
+please.
+
+POLICEMAN. What's all this about? Payment, I suppose. Come to the
+station; we'll arrange things there. (He writes something in his
+note-book.)
+
+STRANGER. I'd rather do that than stay here and quarrel.... (To the
+BEGGAR.) I don't mind a joke, but I never expected such cruel reality as
+this.
+
+BEGGAR. Anything's to be expected, once you challenge persons as
+powerful as you have! Let me tell you this in confidence. You'd better
+be prepared for worse, for the very worst!
+
+STRANGER. To think I've been so duped... so...
+
+BEGGAR. Feasts of Belshazzar always end in one way a hand's stretched
+out--and writes a bill. And another hand's laid on the guest's shoulder
+and leads him to the police station! But it must be done royally!
+
+POLICEMAN (laying his hand on the STRANGER). Have you talked enough?
+
+THE WOMEN and RAGGED ONES. The alchemist can't pay. Hurrah! He's going
+to gaol. He's going to gaol!
+
+SECOND WOMAN. Yes, but it's a shame.
+
+STRANGER. You're sorry for me? I thank you for that, even if I don't
+quite deserve it! _You_ felt pity for me!
+
+SECOND WOMAN. Yes. That's also something I learnt from you.
+
+(The scene is changed without lowering the curtain. The stage is
+darkened, and a medley of scenes, representing landscapes, palaces,
+rooms, is lowered and brought forward; so that characters and furniture
+are no longer seen, but the STRANGER alone remains visible and seems to
+be standing stiffly as though unconscious. At last even he disappears,
+and from the confusion a prison cell emerges.)
+
+
+SCENE II
+
+PRISON CELL
+
+[On the right a door; and above it a barred opening, through which a ray
+of sunlight is shining, throwing a patch of light on the left-hand wall,
+where a large crucifix hangs.]
+
+[The STRANGER, dressed in a brown cloak and wearing a hat, is sitting at
+the table looking at the patch of sunlight. The door is opened and the
+BEGGAR is let in.]
+
+BEGGAR. What are you brooding over?
+
+STRANGER. I'm asking myself why I'm here; and then: where I was
+yesterday?
+
+BEGGAR. Where do you think?
+
+STRANGER. It seems in hell; unless I dreamed everything.
+
+BEGGAR. Then wake up now, for this is going to be reality.
+
+STRANGER. Let it come. I'm only afraid of ghosts.
+
+BEGGAR (taking out a newspaper). Firstly, the great authority has
+withdrawn the certificate he gave you for making gold. He says, in this
+paper, that you deceived him. The result is that the paper calls you a
+charlatan!
+
+STRANGER. O God! What is it I'm fighting?
+
+BEGGAR. Difficulties, like other men.
+
+STRANGER. No, this is something else....
+
+BEGGAR. Your own credulity, then.
+
+STRANGER. No, I'm not credulous, and I know I'm right.
+
+BEGGAR. What's the good of that, if no one else does.
+
+STRANGER. Shall I ever get out of this prison? If I do, I'll settle
+everything.
+
+BEGGAR. The matter's arranged; everything's paid for.
+
+STRANGER. Oh? Who paid, then?
+
+BEGGAR. The Society, I suppose; or the Drunkard's Government.
+
+STRANGER. Then I can go?
+
+BEGGAR. Yes. But there's one thing....
+
+STRANGER. Well, what is it?
+
+BEGGAR. Remember, an enlightened man of the world mustn't let himself be
+taken by surprise.
+
+STRANGER. I begin to divine....
+
+BEGGAR. The announcement's on the front page.
+
+STRANGER. That means: she's already married again, and my children have
+a stepfather. Who is he?
+
+BEGGAR. Whoever he is, don't murder him; for he's not to blame for
+taking in a forsaken woman.
+
+STRANGER. My children! O God, my children!
+
+BEGGAR. I notice you didn't foresee what's happened; but why not look
+ahead, if you're so old and such an enlightened man of the world.
+
+STRANGER (beside himself). O God! My children!
+
+BEGGAR. Enlightened men of the world don't weep! Stop it, my son. When
+such disasters happen men of the world... either... well, tell me....
+
+STRANGER. Shoot themselves!
+
+BEGGAR. Or?
+
+STRANGER. No, not that!
+
+BEGGAR. Yes, my son, precisely that! He's throwing out a sheet-anchor as
+an experiment.
+
+STRANGER. This is irrevocable. Irrevocable!
+
+BEGGAR. Yes, it is. Quite irrevocable. And you can live another
+lifetime, in order to contemplate your own rascality in peace.
+
+STRANGER. You should be ashamed to talk like that.
+
+BEGGAR. And you?
+
+STRANGER. Have you ever seen a human destiny like mine?
+
+BEGGAR. Well, look at mine!
+
+STRANGER. I know nothing of yours.
+
+BEGGAR. It's never occurred to you, in all our long acquaintance, to
+ask about my affairs. You once scorned the friendship I offered you, and
+fell straightway into the arms of boon companions. I hope it'll do you
+good. And so farewell, till the next time.
+
+STRANGER. Don't go.
+
+BEGGAR. Perhaps you'd like company when you get out of prison?
+
+STRANGER. Why not?
+
+BEGGAR. It hasn't occurred to you I mightn't want to show myself in
+_your_ company?
+
+STRANGER. It certainly hasn't.
+
+BEGGAR. But it's true. Do you think I want to be suspected of having
+been at that immortal banquet in the alchemist's honour, of which
+there's an account in the morning paper?
+
+STRANGER. He doesn't want to be seen with me!
+
+BEGGAR. Even a beggar has his pride and fears ridicule.
+
+STRANGER. He doesn't want to be seen with me. Am I then sunk to such
+misery?
+
+BEGGAR. You must ask yourself that, and answer it, too.
+
+(A mournful cradle song is heard in the distance.)
+
+STRANGER. What's that?
+
+BEGGAR. A song sung by a mother at her baby's cradle.
+
+STRANGER. Why must I be reminded of it just now?
+
+BEGGAR. Probably so that you can feel really keenly what you've left for
+a chimera.
+
+STRANGER. Is it possible I could have been wrong? If so it's the devil's
+work, and I'll lay down my arms.
+
+BEGGAR. You'd better do that as soon as you can....
+
+STRANGER. Not yet! (A rosary can be heard being repeated in the
+distance.) What's that? (A sustained note of a horn is heard.) That's
+the unknown huntsman! (The chord from the Dead March is heard.) Where am
+I? (He remains where he is as if hypnotised.)
+
+BEGGAR. Bow yourself or break!
+
+STRANGER. I cannot bow!
+
+BEGGAR. Then break.
+
+(The STRANGER falls to the ground. The same confused medley of scenes as
+before.)
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE III
+
+THE 'ROSE' ROOM
+
+[The same scene as Act I. The kneeling Sisters of Mercy are now reading
+their prayer books, '... exules filii Evae; Ad to suspiramus et flentes
+In hac lacrymarum aalle.' The MOTHER is by the door at the back; the
+FATHER by the door on the right.]
+
+MOTHER (going towards him). So you've come back again?
+
+FATHER (humbly). Yes.
+
+MOTHER. Your lady-love's left you?
+
+RATHER. Don't be more cruel than you need!
+
+MOTHER. You say that to me, you who gave my wedding presents to your
+mistress. You, who were so dishonourable as to expect me, your wife, to
+choose presents for her. You, who wanted my advice about colour and cut,
+in order to educate her taste in dress! What do you want here?
+
+FATHER. I heard that my daughter...
+
+MOTHER. Your daughter's lying there, between life and death; and you
+know that her feelings for you have grown hostile. That's why I ask you
+to go; before she suspects your presence.
+
+FATHER. You're right, and I can't answer you. But let me sit in the
+kitchen, for I'm tired. Very tired.
+
+MOTHER. Where were you last night?
+
+FATHER. At the club. But I wanted to ask you if the husband weren't
+here?
+
+MOTHER. Am I to lay bare all this misery? Don't you know your daughter's
+tragic fate?
+
+FATHER. Yes... I do. And what a husband!
+
+MOTHER. What men! Go downstairs now and sleep off your liquor.
+
+FATHER. The sins of the fathers....
+
+MOTHER. You're talking nonsense.
+
+FATHER. Of course I don't mean my sins... but those of our parents. And
+now they say the lake up there's to be drained, so that the river will
+rise....
+
+MOTHER (pushing him out of the door). Silence. Misfortune will overtake
+us soon enough, without you calling it up.
+
+MAID (from the bedroom at the back). The lady's asking for the master.
+
+MOTHER. She means her husband.
+
+MAID. Yes. The master of the house, her husband.
+
+MOTHER. He went out a little while ago.
+
+(The STRANGER comes in.)
+
+STRANGER. Has the child been born?
+
+MOTHER. No. Not yet.
+
+STRANGER (putting his hand to his forehead). What? Can it take so long?
+
+MOTHER. Long? What do you mean?
+
+STRANGER (looking about him). I don't know what I mean. How is it with
+the mother?
+
+MOTHER. She's just the same.
+
+STRANGER. The same?
+
+MOTHER. Don't you want to get back to your gold making?
+
+STRANGER. I can't make head or tail of it! But there's still hope my
+worst dream was nothing but a dream.
+
+MOTHER. You really look as if you were walking in your sleep.
+
+STRANGER. Do I? Oh, I wish I were! The one thing I fear I'd fear no
+longer.
+
+MOTHER. He who guides your destiny seems to know your weakest spots.
+
+STRANGER. And when there was only one left, he found that too; happily
+for me only in a dream! Blind Powers! Powerless Ones!
+
+MAID (coming in again). The lady asks you to do her a service.
+
+STRANGER. There she lies like an electric eel, giving shocks from a
+distance. What kind of service is it to be now?
+
+MAID. There's a letter in the pocket of her green coat.
+
+STRANGER. No good will come of that! (He takes the letter out of the
+green coat, which is hanging near the dress by fireplace.) I must
+be dead. I dreamed this, and now it's happening. My children have a
+stepfather!
+
+MOTHER. Who are you going to blame?
+
+STRANGER. Myself! I'd rather blame no one. I've lost my children.
+
+MOTHER. You'll get a new one here.
+
+STRANGER. He might be cruel to them....
+
+MOTHER. Then their sufferings will burden your conscience, if you have
+one.
+
+STRANGER. Supposing he were to beat them?
+
+MOTHER. Do you know what I'd do in your place?
+
+STRANGER. Yes, I know what you'd do; but I don't know what I'll do.
+
+MOTHER (to the Sisters of Mercy). Pray for this man!
+
+STRANGER. No, no. Not that! It'll do no good, and I don't believe in
+prayer.
+
+MOTHER. But you believe in your gold?
+
+STRANGER. Not even in that. It's over. All over!
+
+(The MIDWIFE comes out of the bedroom.)
+
+MIDWIFE. A child's born. Praise the Lord!
+
+MOTHER. Let the Lord be praised!
+
+SISTERS. Let the Lord be praised!
+
+MIDWIFE (to the STRANGER). Your wife's given you daughter.
+
+MOTHER (to the STRANGER). Don't you want to see your child?
+
+STRANGER. No. I no longer want to tie myself anything on earth. I'm
+afraid I'd get to love her, and then you'd tear the heart from my body.
+Let me get out of this atmosphere, which is too pure for me. Don' t let
+that innocent child come near me, for I'm a man already damned, already
+sentenced, and for me there's no joy, no peace, and no... forgiveness!
+
+MOTHER. My son, now you're speaking words of wisdom! Truthfully and
+without malice: I welcome your decision. There's no place for you here,
+and amongst us women you'd be plagued to death. So go in peace.
+
+STRANGER. There'll be no more peace, but I'll go. Farewell!
+
+MOTHER. Exules filii Evae; on earth you shall be a fugitive and a
+vagabond.
+
+STRANGER. Because I have slain my brother.
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+
+
+ACT IV
+
+SCENE I
+
+BANQUETING HALL
+
+[The room in which the banquet took place in Act III. It is dirty, and
+furnished with unpainted wooden tables. Beggars, scavengers and loose
+women. Cripples are seated here and there drinking by the light of
+tallow dips.]
+
+[The STRANGER and the SECOND WOMAN are sitting together drinking brandy,
+which stands on the table in front of them in a carafe. The STRANGER is
+drinking heavily.]
+
+WOMAN. Don't drink so much!
+
+STRANGER. You see. You've scruples, too!
+
+WOMAN. No. But I don't like to see a man I respect lowering himself so.
+
+STRANGER. But I came here specially to do so; to take a mud-bath that
+would harden my skin against the pricks of life. To find immoral support
+about me. And I chose your company, because you're the most despicable,
+though you've still retained a spark of humanity. You were sorry for me,
+when no one else was. Not even myself! Why?
+
+WOMAN. Really, I don't know.
+
+STRANGER. But you must know that there are moments when you look almost
+beautiful.
+
+WOMAN. Oh, listen to him!
+
+STRANGER. Yes. And then you resemble a woman who was dear to me.
+
+WOMAN. Thank you!
+
+WAITRESS. Don't talk so loud, there's a sick man here.
+
+STRANGER. Tell me, have you ever been in love?
+
+WOMAN. We don't use that word, but I know what you mean. Yes. I had a
+lover once and we had a child.
+
+STRANGER. That was foolish!
+
+WOMAN. I thought so, too, but he said the days liberation were at hand,
+when all chains would be struck off, all barriers thrown down, and...
+
+STRANGER (tortured). And then...?
+
+WOMAN. Then he left me.
+
+STRANGER. He was a scoundrel. (He drinks.)
+
+WOMAN (looking at him.) You think so?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. He must have been.
+
+WOMAN. Now you're so intolerant.
+
+STRANGER (drinking). Am I?
+
+WOMAN. Don't drink so much; I want to see you far above me, otherwise
+you can't raise me up.
+
+STRANGER. What illusions you must have! Childish! I lift you up! I who
+am down below. Yet I'm not; it's not I who sit here, for I'm dead. I
+know that my soul's far away, far, far away.... (He stares in front
+of him with an absent-minded air)... where a great lake lies in the
+sunshine like molten gold; where roses blossom on the wall amongst
+the vines; where a white cot stands under the acacias. But the child's
+asleep and the mother's sitting beside the cot doing crochet work.
+There's a long, long strip coming from her mouth and on the strip
+is written... wait... 'Blessed are the sorrowful, for they shall be
+comforted.' But that's not so, really. I shall never be comforted. Tell
+me, isn't there thunder in the air, it's so close, so hot?
+
+WOMAN (looking out of the window). No. I can see no clouds out there....
+
+STRANGER. Strange... that's lightning.
+
+WOMAN. No. You're wrong.
+
+STRANGER. One, two, three, four, five... now the thunder must come! But
+it doesn't. I've never been frightened of a thunderstorm until to-day--I
+mean, until to-night. But is it day or night?
+
+WOMAN. My dear, it's night.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. It _is_ night.
+
+(The DOCTOR has come in during this scene and has sat down behind the
+STRANGER, without having been seen by him.)
+
+WAITRESS. Don't speak so loud, there's a sick person in here.
+
+STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Give me your hand.
+
+WOMAN (wiping it on her apron). Oh, why?
+
+STRANGER. You've a lovely white hand. But... look at mine. It's black.
+Can't you see it's black?
+
+WOMAN. Yes. So it is!
+
+STRANGER. Blackened already, perhaps even rotten? I must see if my
+heart's stopped. (He puts his hand to his heart.) Yes. It has! So I'm
+dead, and I know when I died. Strange, to be dead, and yet to be going
+about. But where am I? Are all these people dead, too? They look as
+if they'd risen from the sewers of the town, or as if they'd come
+from prison, poorhouse or lock hospital. They're workers of the night,
+suffering, groaning, cursing, quarrelling, torturing one another,
+dishonouring one another, envying one another, as if they possessed
+anything worthy of envy! The fire of sleep courses through their veins,
+their tongues cleave to their palates, grown dry through cursing; and
+then they put out the blaze with water, with fire-water, that engenders
+fresh thirst. With fire-water, that itself burns with a blue flame and
+consumes the soul like a prairie fire, that leaves nothing behind it but
+red sand. (He drinks.) Set fire to it. Put it out again. Set fire to it.
+Put it out again! But what you can't burn up--unluckily--is the memory
+of what's past. How can that memory be burned to ashes?
+
+WAITRESS. Please don't speak so loud, there's a sick man in here. So
+ill, that he's already asked to be given the sacrament.
+
+STRANGER. May he soon go to hell!
+
+(Those present murmur at this, resenting it.)
+
+WAITRESS. Take care! Take care!
+
+WOMAN (to the STRANGER). Do you know that man who's been sitting behind
+you, staring at you all the time?
+
+STRANGER (turning. He and the DOCTOR stare at one another for a moment,
+without speaking). Yes. I used to know him once.
+
+WOMAN. He looks as if he'd like to bite you in the back.
+
+(The DOCTOR sits down opposite the STRANGER and stares at him.)
+
+STRANGER. What are you looking at?
+
+DOCTOR. Your grey hairs.
+
+STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Is my hair grey?
+
+WOMAN. Yes. Indeed it is!
+
+DOCTOR. And now I'm looking at your fair companion. Sometimes you have
+good taste. Sometimes not.
+
+STRANGER. And sometimes you have the misfortune to have the same taste
+as I.
+
+DOCTOR. That wasn't a kind remark! But you've killed me twice in your
+lifetime; so go on.
+
+STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Let's get away from here.
+
+DOCTOR. You know when I'm near you. You feel my presence from afar. And
+I shall reach you, as the thunder will, whether you hide in the depths
+of the earth or of the sea.... Try to escape me, if you can!
+
+STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Come with me. Lead me... I can't see....
+
+WOMAN. No, I don't want to go yet. I don't want to be bored.
+
+DOCTOR. You're right there, daughter of joy! Life's hard enough without
+taking on yourself the sorrows others have brought on themselves. That
+man won't bear his own sorrows, but makes his wife shoulder the burden
+for him.
+
+STRANGER. What's that? Wait! She bore false witness of a breach of the
+peace and attempted murder!
+
+DOCTOR. Now he's putting the blame on her!
+
+STRANGER (resting his head in his hands and letting it sink on to the
+table. In the far distance a violin and guitar are heard playing the
+following melody):
+
+[See picture road1.jpg]
+
+DOCTOR (to the WOMAN). Is he ill?
+
+WOMAN. He must be mad; he says he's dead.
+
+(In the distance drums beat the reveille and bugles are blown, but very
+softly.)
+
+STRANGER. Is it morning? Night's passing, the sun's rising and ghosts
+lie down to sleep again in graves. Now I can go. Come!
+
+WOMAN (going nearer to the DOCTOR). No. I said no.
+
+STRANGER. Even you, the last of all my friends! Am I such a wretched
+being, that not even a prostitute will bear me company for money?
+
+DOCTOR. You must be.
+
+STRANGER. I don't believe it yet; although everyone tells me so. I don't
+believe anything at all, for every time I have, I've been deceived. But
+tell me this hasn't the sun yet risen? A little while ago I heard a cock
+crow and a dog bark; and now they're ringing the Angelus.... Have they
+put out the lights, that it's so dark?
+
+DOCTOR (to the WOMAN). He must be blind.
+
+WOMAN. Yes. I think he is.
+
+STRANGER. No. I can see you; but I can't see the lights.
+
+DOCTOR. For you it's growing dark.... You've played with the lightning,
+and looked too long at the sun. That is forbidden to men.
+
+STRANGER. We're born with the desire to do it; but may not. That's
+Envy....
+
+DOCTOR. What do you possess that's worthy of envy?
+
+STRANGER. Something you'll never understand, and that only I can value.
+
+DOCTOR. You mean, the child?
+
+MANGER. You know I didn't mean it. If I had I'd have said that I
+possessed something you could never let.
+
+DOCTOR. So you're back at that! Then I'll express myself as clearly: you
+took what I'd done with.
+
+WOMAN. Oh! I shan't stay in the company of such swine! (She gets up and
+moves to another seat.)
+
+STRANGER. I know we've sunk very low; yet I believe the deeper I sink
+the nearer I'll come to my goal: the end!
+
+WAITRESS. Don't speak so loud, there's a dying man in there!
+
+STRANGER. Yes, I believe you. The whole time there's been a smell of
+corpses here.
+
+DOCTOR. Perhaps that's us?
+
+STRANGER. Can one be dead, without suspecting it?
+
+DOCTOR. The dead maintain that they don't know the difference.
+
+STRANGER. You terrify me. Is it possible? And all these shadowy figures,
+whose faces I think I recognise as memories of my youth at school in the
+swimming bath, the gymnasium.... (He clutches his heart.) Oh! Now he's
+coming: the Terrible One, who tears the heart out of the breast. The
+Terrible One, who's been following me for years. He's here!
+
+(He is beside himself. The doors are thrown open; a choir boy comes in
+carrying a lantern made of blue glass that throws a blue light on the
+guests; he rings the silver bell. All present begin to howl like wild
+beasts. The DOMINICAN then enters with the sacrament. The WAITRESS
+and the WOMAN throw themselves on their knees, the others howl. The
+DOMINICAN raises the monstrance; all fall on their knees. The choir boy
+and the DOMINICAN go into the room on the left.)
+
+BEGGAR (entering and going towards the STRANGER). Come away from here.
+You're ill. And the bailiffs have a summons for you.
+
+STRANGER. Summons? From whom?
+
+BEGGAR. Your wife.
+
+DOCTOR. The electric eel strikes at a great distance. She once wanted to
+bring a charge of slander against me, because she couldn't stay out at
+night.
+
+STRANGER. Couldn't stay out at night?
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. Didn't you know who you were married to?
+
+STRANGER. I heard she'd been engaged before she... married you.
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. That's what it was called, but in reality she'd been the
+mistress of a married man, whom she denounced for rape, after she'd
+forced herself into his studio and posed to him naked, as a model.
+
+STRANGER. And that was the woman you married?
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. After she'd seduced me, she denounced me for breach of
+promise, so I had to marry her. She'd engaged two detectives to see I
+didn't get away. And that was the woman you married!
+
+STRANGER. I did it because I soon saw it was no good choosing when all
+were alike.
+
+BEGGAR. Come away from here. You'll be sorry if you don't.
+
+STRANGER (to the DOCTOR). Was she always religious?
+
+DOCTOR. Always.
+
+STRANGER. And tender, good-hearted, self-sacrificing?
+
+DOCTOR. Certainly!
+
+STRANGER. Can one understand her?
+
+DOCTOR. No. But you can go mad thinking about her. That's why one had to
+accept her as she was. Charming, intoxicating!
+
+STRANGER. Yes, I know. But one's powerless against pity. That's why I
+don't want to fight this case. I can't defend myself without attacking
+her; and I don't want to do that.
+
+DOCTOR. You were married before. How was that?
+
+STRANGER. Just the same.
+
+DOCTOR. This love acts like henbane: you see suns, where there are none,
+and stars where no stars are! But it's pleasant, while it lasts!
+
+STRANGER. And the morning after? Oh, the morning after!
+
+BEGGAR. Come, unhappy man! He's poisoning you, and you don't know it.
+Come!
+
+STRANGER (getting up). Poisoning me, you say? Do you think he's lying?
+
+BEGGAR. Every word he's said's a lie.
+
+STRANGER. I don't believe it.
+
+BEGGAR. No. You only believe lies. But that serves you right.
+
+STRANGER. Has he been lying? Has he?
+
+BEGGAR. How can you believe your enemies?
+
+STRANGER. But he's my friend, because he's told me the bitter truth.
+
+BEGGAR. Eternal Powers, save his reason! For he believes everything
+evil's true, and everything good evil. Come, or you'll be lost!
+
+DOCTOR. He's lost already! And now he'll be whipped into froth, broken
+up into atoms, and used as an ingredient in the great pan-cake. Away
+with you hell! (To those present.) Howl like victims of the pit. (The
+guests all howl.) And no more womanly pity. Howl, woman! (The WOMAN
+refuses with a gesture of her hand.)
+
+STRANGER (to the BEGGAR). That man's not lying.
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE II
+
+IN A RAVINE
+
+[A ravine with a stream in the middle, which is crossed by a
+foot-bridge. In the foreground a smithy and a mill, both of which are
+in ruins. Fallen trees choke the stream. In the background a starry sky
+above the pine wood. The constellation of Orion is clearly visible.]
+
+[See picture road2.jpg]
+
+[The STRANGER and the BEGGAR enter. In the foreground there is snow; in
+the background the green of summer.]
+
+STRANGER. I feel afraid! To-night the stars seem to hang so low, that I
+fear they'll fall on me like drops of molten silver. Where are we?
+
+BEGGAR. In the ravine, by the stream. You must know the place.
+
+STRANGER. Know it? As if I could ever forget it! It reminds me of my
+honeymoon journey. But where are the smithy and the mill?
+
+BEGGAR. All in ruins! The lake of tears was drained a week ago. The
+stream rose, then the river, till everything was laid waste--meadows,
+fields and gardens.
+
+STRANGER. And the quiet house?
+
+BEGGAR. The old sin was washed away, but the walls in left.
+
+STRANGER. And those who lived there?
+
+BEGGAR. They've gone to the colonies; so that the story's now at an end.
+
+STRANGER. Then my story's at an end too. So thoroughly at an end, that
+no happy memories remain. The last was fouled by the poisoner....
+
+BEGGAR. Whose poison you prepared! You should declare your bankruptcy.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. Now I'll have to give in.
+
+BEGGAR. Then the day of reckoning will draw near.
+
+STRANGER. I think we might call it quits; because, if I've sinned, I've
+been punished.
+
+BEGGAR. But others certainly won't think so.
+
+STRANGER. I've stopped taking account of others, since I saw that the
+Powers that guide the destinies of mankind brook no accomplices. The
+crime I committed in this life was that I wanted to set men free....
+
+BEGGAR. Set men free from their duties, and criminals from their feeling
+of guilt, so that they could really become unscrupulous! You're not the
+first, and not the last to dabble in the Devil's work. Lucifer a non
+lucendo! But when Reynard grows old, he turns monk--so wisely is it
+ordained--and then he's forced to split himself in two and drive out
+Beelzebub with his own penance.
+
+STRANGER. Shall I be driven to that?
+
+BEGGAR. Yes. Though you don't want it! You'll be forced to preach
+against yourself from the housetops. To unpick your fabric thread by
+thread. To flay yourself alive at every street corner, and show what
+you really are. But that needs courage. All the same, a man who's played
+with the thunder will not tremble! Yet, sometimes, when night falls and
+the Invisible Ones, who can only be seen in darkness, ride on his chest,
+then he will fear--even the stars, and most of all the Mill of Sins,
+that grinds the past, and grinds it... and grinds it! One of the
+seven-and-seventeen Wise Men said that the greatest victory he ever
+won was over himself; but foolish men don't believe it, and that's why
+they're deceived; because they only credit what nine-and-ninety fools
+have said a thousand times.
+
+STRANGER. Enough! Tell me; isn't this snow here on the ground?
+
+BEGGAR. Yes. It's winter here.
+
+STRANGER. But over there it's green.
+
+BEGGAR. It's summer there.
+
+STRANGER. And growing light! (A clear beam of light falls on the
+foot-bridge.)
+
+BEGGAR. Yes. It's light there, and dark here.
+
+STRANGER. And who are they? (Three children, dressed is summer clothing,
+two girls and a boy, come on to the bridge from the right.) Ho! My
+children! (The children stop to listen, and then look at the STRANGER
+without seeming to recognise him. The STRANGER calls.) Gerda! Erik!
+Thyra! It's your father! (The children appear to recognise him; they
+turn away to the left.) They don't know me. They don't want to know me.
+
+(A man and a woman enter from the right. The children dance of to the
+left and disappear. The STRANGER falls on his face on the ground.)
+
+BEGGAR. Something like that was to be expected. Such things happen. Get
+up again!
+
+STRANGER (raising himself up). Where am I? Where have I been? Is
+it spring, winter or summer? In what century am I living, in what
+hemisphere? Am I a child or an old man, male or female, a god or a
+devil? And who are you? Are you, you; or are you me? Are those my own
+entrails that I see about me? Are those stars or bundles of nerves in my
+eye; is that water, or is it tears? Wait! Now I'm moving forward in time
+for a thousand years, and beginning to shrink, to grow heavier and to
+crystallise! Soon I'll be re-created, and from the dark waters of Chaos
+the Lotus flower will stretch up her head towards the sun and say: it is
+I! I must have been sleeping for a few thousand years; and have dreamed
+I'd exploded and become ether, and could no longer feel, no longer
+suffer, no longer be joyful; but had entered into peace and equilibrium.
+But now! Now! I suffer as much as if I were all mankind. I suffer and
+have no right to complain....
+
+BEGGAR. Then suffer, and the more you suffer the earlier pain will leave
+you.
+
+STRANGER. No. Mine are eternal sufferings....
+
+BEGGAR. And only a minute's passed.
+
+STRANGER. I can't bear it.
+
+BEGGAR. Then you must look for help.
+
+STRANGER. What's coming now? Isn't it the end yet?
+
+(It grows light above the bridge. CAESAR comes in and throws himself
+from the parapet; then the DOCTOR appears on the right, with bare head
+and a wild look. He behaves as if he would throw himself into the stream
+too.)
+
+STRANGER. He's revenged himself so thoroughly, that he awakes no qualms
+of conscience! (The DOCTOR goes out, left. The SISTER enters, right, as
+if searching for someone.) Who's that?
+
+BEGGAR. His unmarried sister, who's unprovided for, and has now no home
+to go to. She's grown desperate since her brother was driven out of his
+wits by sorrow and went to pieces.
+
+STRANGER. That's a harder fate. Poor creature, what can one do? Even if
+I felt her sufferings, would that help her?
+
+BEGGAR. No. It wouldn't.
+
+STRANGER. Why do qualms of conscience come after, and not beforehand?
+Can you help me over that?
+
+BEGGAR. No. No one can. Let us go on.
+
+STRANGER. Where to?
+
+BEGGAR. Come with me.
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE III
+
+THE 'ROSE' ROOM
+
+[The LADY, dressed in white, is sitting by the cradle doing crochet
+work. The green dress is hanging up by the door on the right. The
+STRANGER comes in, and looks round in astonishment.]
+
+LADY (simply, mildly, without a trace of surprise). Tread softly and
+come here, if you'd see something lovely.
+
+STRANGER. Where am I?
+
+LADY. Quiet! Look at the little stranger who came when you were away.
+
+STRANGER. They told me the river had risen and swept everything off.
+
+LADY. Why do you believe everything you're told? The river did rise,
+but this little creature has someone who protects both her and hers.
+Wouldn't you like to see your daughter? (The STRANGER goes towards
+the cradle. The LADY lifts the curtain.) She's lovely! Isn't she? (The
+STRANGER gazes darkly in front of him.) Won't you look?
+
+STRANGER. Everything's poisoned. Everything!
+
+LADY. Well, perhaps!
+
+STRANGER. Do you know that he has lost his wits and is wandering in the
+neighbourhood, followed by his sister, who's searching for him? He's
+penniless, and drinking....
+
+LADY. Oh, my God!
+
+STRANGER. Why don't you reproach me?
+
+LADY. You'll reproach yourself enough: I'd rather give you good advice.
+Go to the Convent of St. Saviour's, there you'll find a man who can free
+you from the evil you fear.
+
+STRANGER. What, in the convent, where they curse and bind?
+
+LADY. And deliver also!
+
+STRANGER. Frankly, I think you're trying to deceive me; I don't trust
+you any more.
+
+LADY. Nor I, you! So look on this as your farewell visit.
+
+STRANGER. That was my intention; but first I wanted to find out if we're
+of the same mind....
+
+LADY. You see, we can build no happiness on the sorrows of others; so
+we must part. That's the only way to lessen his sufferings. I have my
+child, who'll fill my life for me; and you have the great goal of your
+ambition....
+
+STRANGER. Will you still mock me?
+
+LADY. No, why? You've solved the great problem.
+
+STRANGER. Be quiet! No more of that, even if you believe it.
+
+LADY. But if all the rest believe it too....
+
+STRANGER. No one believes it now.
+
+LADY. It says in the paper to-day that gold's been made in England. That
+it's been proved possible.
+
+STRANGER. You've been deceived.
+
+LADY. No! Oh, heaven, he won't believe his own good fortune.
+
+STRANGER. I no longer believe anything.
+
+LADY. Get the newspaper from the pocket of my dress over there.
+
+STRANGER. The green witch's dress, that laid a spell on me one Sunday
+afternoon, between the inn and the church door! That'll bring no good.
+
+LADY (fetching the paper herself and also a large parcel that is in the
+pocket of the dress). See for yourself.
+
+STRANGER (tearing up the paper). No need for me to look!
+
+LADY. He won't believe it. He won't. Yet the chemists want to give a
+banquet in your honour next Saturday.
+
+STRANGER. Is that in the paper too? About the banquet?
+
+LADY (handing him the packet). And here's the diploma of honour. Read
+it!
+
+STRANGER (tearing up the packet). Perhaps there's a Government Order
+too!
+
+LADY. Those whom the gods would destroy they first make blind! You
+made your discovery with no good intentions, and therefore you weren't
+permitted to be the only one to succeed.
+
+STRANGER. Now I shall go. For I won't stay here and lay bare my shame!
+I've become a laughing-stock, so I'll go and hide myself--bury myself
+alive, because I don't dare to die.
+
+LADY. Then go! We start for the colonies in a few days.
+
+STRANGER. That's frank at least! Perhaps we're nearing a solution.
+
+LADY. Of the riddle: why we had to meet?
+
+STRANGER. Why did we have to?
+
+LADY. To torture one another.
+
+STRANGER. Is that all?
+
+LADY. You thought you could save me from a werewolf, who really was no
+such thing, and so you become one yourself. And then I was to save you
+from evil by taking all the evil in you on myself, and I did so; but the
+result was that you only became more evil. My poor deliverer! Now you're
+bound hand and foot and no magician can set you free.
+
+STRANGER. Farewell, and thank you for all you've done.
+
+LADY. Farewell, and thank you... for this! (She points to the cradle.)
+
+STRANGER (going towards the back). First perhaps I ought to take my
+leave in there.
+
+LADY. Yes, my dear. Do!
+
+(The STRANGER goes out through the door at the back. The LADY crosses
+to the door on the right and lets in the DOMINICAN--who is also the
+BEGGAR.)
+
+CONFESSOR. Is he ready now?
+
+LADY. Nothing remains for this unhappy man but to leave the world and
+bury himself in a monastery.
+
+CONFESSOR. So he doesn't believe he's the great inventor he undoubtedly
+is?
+
+LADY. No. He can believe good of no one, not even of himself.
+
+CONFESSOR. That is the punishment Heaven sent him: to believe lies,
+because he wouldn't listen to the truth.
+
+LADY. Lighten his guilty burden for him, if you can.
+
+CONFESSOR. No. If I did he'd only grow insolent and accuse God of
+malice and injustice. This man is a demon, who must be kept confined.
+He belongs to the dangerous race of rebels; he'd misuse his gifts, if he
+could, to do evil. And men's power for evil is immeasurable.
+
+LADY. For the sake of the... attachment you've shown me, can't you ease
+his burden a little; where it presses on him most and where he's least
+to blame?
+
+CONFESSOR. You must do that, not I; so that he can leave you in the
+belief that you've a good side, and that you're not what your first
+husband told him you were. If he believes you, I'll deliver him later,
+just as I once bound him when he confessed to me, during his illness, in
+the convent of St. Saviour's.
+
+LADY (going to the back and opening the door). As you wish!
+
+STRANGER (re-entering). So there's the Terrible One! How did he come
+here? But isn't he the beggar, after all?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes, I am your terrible friend, and I've come for you.
+
+STRANGER. What? Have I...?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. Once already you promised me your soul, on oath, when
+you lay ill and felt near madness. It was then you offered to serve the
+powers of good; but when you got well again you broke your oath, and
+therefore were plagued with unrest, and wandered abroad unable to find
+peace--tortured by your own conscience.
+
+STRANGER. Who are you really? Who dares lay a hand on my destiny?
+
+CONFESSOR. You must ask her that.
+
+LADY. This is the man to whom I was first engaged, and who dedicated his
+life to the service of God, when I left him.
+
+STRANGER. Even if he were!
+
+LADY. So you needn't think so ill of yourself because it was you who
+punished my faithlessness and another's lack of conscience.
+
+STRANGER. His sin cannot justify mine. Of course it's untrue, like
+everything else; and you only say it to console me.
+
+CONFESSOR. What an unhappy soul he is....
+
+STRANGER. A damned one too!
+
+CONFESSOR. No! (To the LADY.) Say something good of him.
+
+LADY. He won't believe it, if I do; he only believes evil!
+
+CONFESSOR. Then I shall have to say it. A beggar once came and asked him
+for a drink of water; but he gave me wine instead and let me sit at his
+table. You remember that?
+
+STRANGER. No. I don't load my memory with such trifles.
+
+CONFESSOR. Pride! Pride!
+
+STRANGER. Call it pride, if you like. It's the last vestige of our
+god-like origin. Let's go, before it grows dark.
+
+CONFESSOR. 'For the whole world shined with clear light and none were
+hindered in their labour. Over these only was spread a heavy night, an
+image of darkness which should afterward receive them; but yet were they
+unto themselves more grievous than the darkness.'
+
+LADY. Don't hurt him!
+
+STRANGER (with passion). How beautifully she can speak, though she is
+evil. Look at her eyes; they cannot weep tears, but they can flatter,
+sting, or lie! And yet she says: Don't hurt him! See, now she fears I'll
+wake her child, the little monster that robbed me of her! Come, priest,
+before I change my mind.
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+
+
+PART III.
+
+
+CHARACTERS
+
+ THE STRANGER
+ THE LADY
+ THE CONFESSOR
+ THE MAGISTRATE
+ THE PRIOR
+ THE TEMPTER
+ THE DAUGHTER
+
+
+ less important figures
+ HOSTESS
+ FIRST VOICE
+ SECOND VOICE
+ WORSHIPPERS OF VENUS
+ MAIA
+ PILGRIM
+ FATHER
+ WOMAN
+ EVE
+ PRIOR
+ PATER ISIDOR (the Doctor of Part I)
+ PATER CLEMENS
+ PATER MELCHER
+
+
+SCENES
+
+ ACT I On the River Bank
+
+ ACT II Cross-Roads in the Mountains
+
+ ACT III SCENE I Terrace
+ SCENE II Rocky Landscape
+ SCENE III Small House
+ (On the Mountain where the Monastery Stands)
+
+ ACT IV SCENE I Chapter House
+ SCENE II Picture Gallery
+ SCENE III Chapel
+ (Of the Monastery)
+
+
+
+
+ACT I
+
+ON THE RIVER BANK
+
+[The foreground represents the bank of a large river. On the right a
+projecting tongue of land covered with old willow trees. Farther
+up stage the river can be seen flowing quietly past. The background
+represents the farther bank, a steep mountain slope covered with
+woodland. Above the tops of the forest trees the Monastery can be seen;
+it is an enormous four-cornered building completely white, with two rows
+of small windows. The façade is broken by the Church belonging to the
+Monastery, which is flanked by two towers in the style favoured by the
+Jesuits. The Church door is open, and at a certain moment the monstrance
+on the altar is visible in the light of the sun. On the near bank in the
+foreground, which is low and sandy, purple and yellow loose-strife are
+growing. A shallow boat is moored nearby. On the left the ferryman's
+hut. It is an evening in early summer and the sun is low; foreground,
+river and the lower part of the background lie in shadow; and the trees
+on the far bank sway gently in the breeze. Only the Monastery is lit by
+the sun.]
+
+[The STRANGER and the CONFESSOR enter from the right. The STRANGER is
+wearing alpine clothing: a brown cloak with a cape and hood; he has a
+staff and wallet. He is limping slightly. The CONFESSOR is to the black
+and white habit of the Dominicans. They stop at a place where a willow
+tree prevents any view of the Monastery.]
+
+STRANGER. Why do you lead me along this winding, hilly path, that never
+comes to an end?
+
+CONFESSOR. Such is the way, my friend. But now we'll soon be there. (He
+leads the STRANGER farther up stage. The STRANGER sees the Monastery,
+and is enchanted by it; he takes off his hat, and puts down his wallet
+and staff.) Well?
+
+STRANGER. I've never seen anything so white on this polluted earth. At
+most, only in my dreams! Yes, that's my youthful dream of a house in
+which peace and purity should dwell. A blessing on you, white house! Now
+I've come home!
+
+CONFESSOR. Good! But first we must await the pilgrims on this bank. It's
+called the bank of farewell, because it's the custom to say farewell
+here, before the ferryman ferries one across.
+
+STRANGER. Haven't I said enough farewells already? Wasn't my whole life
+one thorny path of farewells? At post offices, steamer-quays, railway
+stations--with the waving of handkerchiefs damp with tears?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yet your voice trembles with the pain what you've lost.
+
+STRANGER. I don't feel I've lost anything. I don't want anything back.
+
+CONFESSOR. Not even your youth?
+
+STRANGER. That least of all. What should I do with it, and its capacity
+for suffering?
+
+CONFESSOR. And for enjoyment?
+
+STRANGER. I never enjoyed anything, for I was born with a thorn in my
+flesh; every time I stretched out my hand to grasp a pleasure, I pricked
+my finger and Satan struck me in the face.
+
+CONFESSOR. Because your pleasures have been base ones.
+
+STRANGER. Not so base. I had my own home, a wife, children, duties,
+obligations to others! No, I was born in disfavour, a step-child of
+life; and I was pursued, hunted, in a word, cursed!
+
+CONFESSOR. Because you didn't obey God's commandment.
+
+STRANGER. But no one can, as St. Paul says himself! Why should I be able
+to do what no one else can do? I of all men? Because I'm supposed to be
+a scoundrel. Because more's demanded of me than of others.... (Crying
+out.) Because I was treated with injustice.
+
+CONFESSOR. Have you got back to that, rebellious one?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. I've always been there. Now let's cross the river.
+
+CONFESSOR. Do you think one can climb up to that white house without
+preparation?
+
+STRANGER. I'm ready: you can examine me.
+
+CONFESSOR. Good! The first monastic vow is: humility.
+
+STRANGER. And the second: obedience! Neither of them was ever a special
+virtue of mine; it's for that very reason that I want to make the great
+attempt.
+
+CONFESSOR. And show your pride through your humility.
+
+STRANGER. Whatever it is, it's all the same to me.
+
+CONFESSOR. What, everything? The world and its best gifts; the joy of
+innocent children, the pleasant warmth of home, the approbation of your
+fellow-men, the satisfaction brought by the fulfilment of duty--are you
+indifferent to them all?
+
+STRANGER. Yes! Because I was born without the power of enjoyment. There
+have been moments when I've been an object of envy; but I've never
+understood what it was I was envied for: my sufferings in misfortune, my
+lack of peace in success, or the fact I hadn't long to live.
+
+CONFESSOR. It's true that life has given you everything you wished; even
+a little gold at the last. Why, I even seem to remember that a sculptor
+was commissioned to make a portrait bust of you.
+
+STRANGER. Oh yes! A bust was made of me.
+
+CONFESSOR. Are you, of all men, impressed by such things?
+
+STRANGER. Of course not! But they do at least mark well founded
+appreciation, that neither envy nor lack of understanding can shake.
+
+CONFESSOR. You think so? It seems to me that human greatness resides
+in the good opinion of others; and that, if this opinion changes, the
+greatest can quickly dwindle into nothing.
+
+STRANGER. The opinions of others have never meant much to me.
+
+CONFESSOR. Haven't they? Really?
+
+STRANGER. No one's been so strict with himself as I! And no one's been
+so humble! All have demanded my respect; whilst they spurned me and spat
+on me. And when at last I found I'd duties towards the immortal soul
+given into my keeping, I began to demand respect for this immortal soul.
+Then I was branded as the proudest of the proud! And by whom? By the
+proudest of all amongst the humble and lowly.
+
+CONFESSOR. I think you're entangling yourself in contradictions.
+
+STRANGER. I think so, too! For the whole of life consists of nothing
+but contradictions. The rich are the poor in spirit; the many little men
+hold the power, and the great only serve the little men. I've never met
+such proud people as the humble; I've never met an uneducated man who
+didn't believe himself in a position to criticise learning and to do
+without it. I've found the unpleasantest of deadly sins amongst the
+Saints: I mean self-complacency. In my youth I was a saint myself; but
+I've never been so worthless as I was then. The better I thought myself,
+the worse I became.
+
+CONFESSOR. Then what do you seek here?
+
+STRANGER. What I've told you already; but I'll add this: I'm seeking
+death without the need to die!
+
+CONFESSOR. The mortification of your flesh, of your old self! Good! Now
+keep still: the pilgrims are coming on their wooden rafts to celebrate
+the festival of Corpus Christi.
+
+STRANGER (looking to the right in surprise). Who are they?
+
+CONFESSOR. People who believe in something.
+
+STRANGER. Then help my unbelief! (Sunlight now falls on the monstrance
+in the church above, so that it shines like a window pane at sunset.)
+Has the sun entered the church, or....
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. The sun has entered....
+
+(The first raft comes in from the right. Children clothed in white, with
+garlands on their heads and with lighted lanterns in their hands, are
+seen standing round an altar decked with flowers, on which a white flag
+with a golden lily has been planted. They sing, whilst the raft glides
+slowly by.)
+
+ Blessčd be he, who fears the Lord,
+ Beati omnes, qui timent Dominum,
+ And walks in his ways,
+ Qui ambulant in viis ejus.
+ Thou shalt feed thyself with the work of thy hands,
+ Labores manuum tuarum quia manducabis;
+ Blessčd be thou and peace be with thee,
+ Beatus es et bene tibi erit.
+
+(A second raft appears with boys on one side and girls on the other. It
+has a flag with a rose on it.)
+
+ Thy wife shall be like a fruitful vine,
+ Uxor tua sicut vitis abundans,
+ Within thy house,
+ In lateribus domus tuae.
+
+(The third raft carries men and women. There is a flag with fruit upon
+it: figs, grapes, pomegranates, melons, ears of wheat, etc.)
+
+ Filii tui sicut novellae olivarum,
+ Thy children shall be like olive branches about thy table,
+ In circuitu mensae tuae.
+
+(The fourth raft is filled with older men and women. The flag has a
+representation of a fir-tree under snow.)
+
+ See, how blessčd is the man,
+ Ecce sic benedicetur homo,
+ Who feareth the Lord,
+ Qui timet Dominum!
+
+(The raft glides by.)
+
+STRANGER. What were they singing?
+
+CONFESSOR. A pilgrim's song.
+
+STRANGER. Who wrote it?
+
+CONFESSOR. A royal person.
+
+STRANGER. Here? What was his name? Has he written anything else?
+
+CONFESSOR. About fifty songs; he was called David, the son of Isaiah!
+But he didn't always write psalms. When he was young, he did other
+things. Yes. Such things will happen!
+
+STRANGER. Can we go on now?
+
+CONFESSOR. In a moment. I've something to say to you first.
+
+STRANGER. Speak.
+
+CONFESSOR. Good. But don't be either sad or angry.
+
+STRANGER. Certainly not.
+
+CONFESSOR. Here, you see, on this bank, you're a well-known--let's say
+famous--person; but over there, on the other, you'll be quite unknown to
+the brothers. Nothing more, in fact, than an ordinary simple man.
+
+STRANGER. Oh! Don't they read in the monastery?
+
+CONFESSOR. Nothing light; only serious books.
+
+STRANGER. They take in papers, I suppose?
+
+CONFESSOR. Not the kind that write about you!
+
+STRANGER. Then on the other side of this river my life-work doesn't
+exist?
+
+CONFESSOR. What work?
+
+STRANGER. I see. Very well. Can't we cross now?
+
+CONFESSOR. In a minute. Is there no one you'd like to take leave of?
+
+STRANGER (after a pause.) Yes. But it's beyond the bounds of
+possibility.
+
+CONFESSOR. Have you ever seen anything impossible?
+
+STRANGER. Not really, since I've seen my own destiny.
+
+CONFESSOR. Well, who is it you'd like to meet?
+
+STRANGER. I had a daughter once; I called her Sylvia, because she sang
+all day long like a wren. It's some years since I saw her; she must be
+a girl of sixteen now. But I'm afraid if I were to meet her, life would
+regain its value for me.
+
+CONFESSOR. You fear nothing else?
+
+STRANGER. What do you mean?
+
+CONFESSOR. That she may have changed!
+
+STRANGER. She could only have changed for the better.
+
+CONFESSOR. Are you sure?
+
+STRANGER. Yes.
+
+CONFESSOR. She'll come to you. (He goes down to the bank and beckons to
+the right.)
+
+STRANGER. Wait! I'm wondering whether it's wise!
+
+CONFESSOR. It can do no harm.
+
+(He beckons once more. A boat appears on the river, rowed by a young
+girl. She is wearing summer clothing, her head is bare and her fair hair
+is hanging loose. She gets out of the boat behind the willow tree. The
+CONFESSOR draws back until he is near the ferryman's hut, but remains
+in sight of the audience. The STRANGER has waved to the girl and she has
+answered him. She now comes on to the stage, runs into the STRANGER'S
+arms, and kisses him.)
+
+DAUGHTER. Father. My dear father!
+
+STRANGER. Sylvia! My child!
+
+DAUGHTER. How in the world do you come to be up here in the mountains?
+
+STRANGER. And how have _you_ got here? I thought I'd managed to hide so
+well.
+
+DAUGHTER. Why did you want to hide?
+
+STRANGER. Ask me as little as possible! You've grown into a big girl.
+And I've gone grey.
+
+DAUGHTER. No. You're not grey. You're just as young as you were when we
+parted.
+
+STRANGER. When we... parted!
+
+DAUGHTER. When you left us.... (The STRANGER does not reply.) Aren't you
+glad we're meeting again?
+
+STRANGER (faintly). Yes!
+
+DAUGHTER. Then show it.
+
+STRANGER. How can I be glad, when we're parting to-day for life?
+
+DAUGHTER. Why, where do you want to go?
+
+STRANGER (pointing to the monastery). Up there!
+
+DAUGHTER (with a sophisticated air). Into the monastery? Yes, now I come
+to think of it, perhaps it's best.
+
+STRANGER. You think so?
+
+DAUGHTER (with pity, but good-will.) I mean, if you've a ruined life
+behind you.... (Coaxingly.) Now you look sad. Tell me one thing.
+
+STRANGER. Tell _me_ one thing, my child, that's been worrying me more
+than anything else. You've a stepfather?
+
+DAUGHTER. Yes.
+
+STRANGER. Well?
+
+DAUGHTER. He's very good and kind.
+
+STRANGER. With every virtue that I lack....
+
+DAUGHTER. Aren't you glad we've got into better hands?
+
+STRANGER. Good, better, best! Why do you come here bare-headed?
+
+DAUGHTER. Because George is carrying my hat.
+
+STRANGER. Who's George? And where is he?
+
+DAUGHTER. George is a friend of mine; and he's waiting for me on the
+bank down below.
+
+STRANGER. Are you engaged to him?
+
+DAUGHTER. No. Certainly not!
+
+STRANGER. Do you want to marry?
+
+DAUGHTER. Never!
+
+STRANGER. I can see it by your mottled cheeks, like those of a child
+that has got up too early; I can hear it by your voice, that's no longer
+that of a warbler, but a jay; I can feel it in your kisses, that burn
+cold like the sun in May; and by your steady icy look that tells me
+you're nursing a secret of which you're ashamed, but of which you'd like
+to boast. And your brothers and sisters?
+
+DAUGHTER. They're quite well, thank you.
+
+STRANGER. Have we anything else to say to one another?
+
+DAUGHTER (coldly). Perhaps not.
+
+STRANGER. Now you look so like your mother.
+
+DAUGHTER. How do you know, when you've never been able to see her as she
+was!
+
+STRANGER. So you understood that, though you were so young?
+
+DAUGHTER. I learnt to understand it from you. If only you'd understand
+yourself.
+
+STRANGER. Have you anything else to teach me?
+
+DAUGHTER. Perhaps! But in your day that wasn't considered seemly.
+
+STRANGER. My day's over and exists no longer; just as Sylvia exists no
+longer, but is merely a name, a memory. (He takes a guide-book out of
+his pocket.) Look at this guide-book! Can you see small marks made here
+by tiny fingers, and others by little damp lips? You made them when you
+were five years old; you were sitting on my knee in the train, and we
+saw the Alps for the first time. You thought what you saw was Heaven;
+and when I explained that the mountain was the Jungfrau, you asked if
+you could kiss the name in the book.
+
+DAUGHTER. I don't remember that!
+
+STRANGER. Delightful memories pass, but hateful ones remain! Don't you
+remember anything about me?
+
+DAUGHTER. Oh yes.
+
+STRANGER. Quiet! I know what you mean. One night... one dreadful,
+horrible night... Sylvia, my child, when I shut my eyes I see a pale
+little angel, who slept in my arms when she was ill; and who thanked
+me when I gave her a present. Where is she whom I long for so and
+who exists no more, although she isn't dead? You, as you are, seem a
+stranger, whom I've never known and certainly don't long to see
+again. If Sylvia at least were dead and lay in her grave, there'd be a
+churchyard where I could take my flowers.... How strange it is! She's
+neither among the living, nor the dead. Perhaps she never existed, and
+was only a dream like everything else.
+
+DAUGHTER (wheedling).Father, dear!
+
+STRANGER. It's she! No, only her voice. (Pause.) So you think my life's
+been ruined?
+
+DAUGHTER. Yes. But why speak of it now?
+
+STRANGER. Because remember I once saved _your_ life. You had brain fever
+for a whole month and suffered a great deal. Your mother wanted the
+doctor to deliver you from your unhappy existence by some powerful drug.
+But I prevented it, and so saved you from death and your mother from
+prison.
+
+DAUGHTER. I don't believe it!
+
+STRANGER. But a fact may be true, even if you don't believe it.
+
+DAUGHTER. You dreamed it.
+
+STRANGER. Who knows if I haven't dreamed everything, and am not even
+dreaming now. How I wish it were so!
+
+DAUGHTER. I must be going, father.
+
+STRANGER. Then good-bye!
+
+DAUGHTER. May I write to you?
+
+STRANGER. What? One of the dead write to another? Letters won't reach
+me in future. And I mayn't receive visitors. But I'm glad we've met,
+for now there's nothing else on earth I cling to. (Going to the left.)
+Good-bye, girl or woman, whatever I should call you. There's no need to
+weep!
+
+DAUGHTER. I wasn't thinking of weeping, though I dare say good breeding
+would demand I should. Well, good-bye! (She goes out right.)
+
+STRANGER (to the CONFESSOR). I think I came out of that well! It's a
+mercy to part with content on both sides. Mankind, after all, makes
+rapid progress, and self-control increases as the flow of the tear-ducts
+lessens. I've seen so many tears shed in my lifetime, that I'm almost
+taken aback at this dryness. She was a strong child, just the kind I
+once wished to be. The most beautiful thing that life can offer! She
+lay, like an angel, wrapped in the white veils of her cradle, with a
+blue coverlet when she slept. Blue and arched like the sky. That was the
+best: what will the worst look like?
+
+CONFESSOR. Don't excite yourself, but be of good cheer. First throw away
+that foolish guide-book, for this is your last journey.
+
+STRANGER. You mean this? Very well. (He opens the book, kisses one of
+the pages and then throws it into the river.) Anything else?
+
+CONFESSOR. If you've any gold or silver, you must give it to the poor.
+
+STRANGER. I've a silver watch. I never got as far as a gold one.
+
+CONFESSOR. Give that to the ferryman; and then you'll get a glass of
+wine.
+
+STRANGER. The last! It's like an execution! Perhaps I'll have to have my
+hair cut, too?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. Later. (He takes the watch and goes to the door of the
+ferryman's hut, speaking a few whispered words to someone within. He
+receives a bottle of wine and a glass in exchange, which he puts on the
+table.)
+
+STRANGER (filling his glass, but not drinking it.) Shall I never get
+wine up there?
+
+CONFESSOR. No wine; and you'll see no women. You may hear singing; but
+not the kind of songs that go with women and wine.
+
+STRANGER. I've had enough of women; they can't tempt me any more.
+
+CONFESSOR. Are you sure?
+
+STRANGER. Quite sure.... But tell me this: what do you think of women,
+who mayn't even set their feet within your consecrated walls?
+
+CONFESSOR. So you're still asking questions?
+
+STRANGER. And why may an abbess never hear confession, never read mass,
+and never preach?
+
+CONFESSOR. I can't answer that.
+
+STRANGER. Because the answer would accord with my thoughts on that
+theme.
+
+CONFESSOR. It wouldn't be a disaster if we were to agree for once.
+
+STRANGER. Not at all!
+
+CONFESSOR. Now drink up your wine.
+
+STRANGER. No. I only want to look at it for the last time. It's
+beautiful....
+
+CONFESSOR. Don't lose yourself in meditation; memories lie at the bottom
+of the cup.
+
+STRANGER. And oblivion, and songs, and power--imaginary power, but for
+that reason all the greater.
+
+CONFESSOR. Wait here a moment; I'll go and order the ferry.
+
+STRANGER. 'Sh! I can hear singing, and I can see.... I can see.... For
+a moment I saw a flag unfurling in a puff of wind, only to fall back
+on the flagstaff and hang there limply as if it were nothing but a
+dishcloth. I've witnessed my whole life flashing past in a second,
+with its joys and sorrows, its beauty and its misery! But now I can see
+nothing.
+
+CONFESSOR (going to the left). Wait here a moment, I'll go and order the
+ferry.
+
+(The STRANGER goes so far up stage that the rays of the setting sun,
+which are streaming from the right through the trees, throw his shadow
+across the bank and the river. The LADY enters from the right, in deep
+mourning. Her shadow slowly approaches that of the STRANGER.)
+
+STRANGER (who, to begin with, looks only at his own shadow). Ah! The
+sun! It makes me a bloodless shape, a giant, who can walk on the water
+of the river, climb the mountain, stride over the roof of the monastery
+church, and rise, as he does now, up into the firmament--up to the
+stars. Ah, now I'm up here with the stars.... (He notices the shadow
+thrown by the LADY.) But who's following me? Who's interrupting my
+ascension? Trying to climb on my shoulders? (Turning.) You!
+
+LADY. Yes. I!
+
+STRANGER. So black! So black and so evil.
+
+LADY. No longer evil. I'm in mourning....
+
+STRANGER. For whom?
+
+LADY. For our Mizzi.
+
+STRANGER. My daughter! (The LADY opens her arms, in order to throw
+herself on to his breast, but he avoids her.) I congratulate the dead
+child. I'm sorry for you. I myself feel outside everything.
+
+LADY. Comfort me, too.
+
+STRANGER. A fine idea! I'm to comfort my fury, weep with my hangman,
+amuse my tormentor.
+
+LADY. Have you no feelings?
+
+STRANGER. None! I wasted the feelings I used to have on you and others.
+
+LADY. You're right. You can reproach me.
+
+STRANGER. I've neither the time nor the wish to do that. Where are you
+going?
+
+LADY. I want to cross with the ferry.
+
+STRANGER. Then I've no luck, for I wanted to do the same. (The LADY
+weeps into her handkerchief. The STRANGER takes it from her and dries
+her eyes.) Dry your eyes, child, and be yourself! As hard, and lacking
+in feeling, as you really are! (The LADY tries to put her arm round his
+neck. The STRANGER taps her gently on the fingers.) You mustn't touch
+me. When your words and glances weren't enough, you always wanted to
+touch me. You'll excuse a rather trivial question: are you hungry?
+
+LADY. No. Thank you.
+
+STRANGER. But you're tired. Sit down. (The LADY sits down at the table.
+The STRANGER throws the bottle and glass into the river.) Well, what are
+you going to live for now?
+
+LADY (sadly). I don't know.
+
+STRANGER. Where will you go?
+
+LADY (sobbing). I don't know.
+
+STRANGER. So you're in despair? You see no reason for living and no end
+to your misery! How like me you are! What a pity there's no monastery
+for both sexes, so that we could pair off together. Is the werewolf
+still alive?
+
+LADY. You mean...?
+
+STRANGER. Your first husband.
+
+LADY. He never seems to die.
+
+STRANGER. Like a certain worm! (Pause.) And now that we're so far from
+the world and its pettiness, tell me this: why did you leave him in
+those days, and come to me?
+
+LADY. Because I loved you.
+
+STRANGER. And how long did that last?
+
+LADY. Until I read your book, and the child was born.
+
+STRANGER. And then?
+
+LADY. I hated you! That is, I wanted to be rid of all the evil you'd
+given me, but I couldn't.
+
+STRANGER. So that's how it was! But we'll never really know the truth.
+
+LADY. Have you noticed how impossible it is to find things out? You can
+live with a person and their relations for twenty years, and yet not
+know anything about them.
+
+STRANGER. So you've discovered that? As you see so much, tell me this:
+how was it you came to love me?
+
+LADY. I don't know; but I'll try to remember. (Pause.) Well, you had
+the masculine courage to be rude to a lady. In me you sought the
+companionship of a human being and not merely of a woman. That honoured
+me; and, I thought, you too.
+
+STRANGER. Tell me also whether you held me to be a misogynist?
+
+LADY. A woman-hater? Every healthy man is one, in the secret places of
+his heart; and all perverted men are admirers of women.
+
+STRANGER. You're not trying to flatter me, are you?
+
+LADY. A woman who'd try to flatter a man's not normal.
+
+STRANGER. I see you've thought a great deal!
+
+LADY. Thinking's the least I've done; for when I've thought least
+I've understood most. Besides, what I said just how is perhaps only
+improvised, as you call it, and not true in the least.
+
+STRANGER. But if it agrees with many of my observations it becomes most
+probable. (The LADY weeps into her handkerchief.) You're weeping again?
+
+LADY. I was thinking of Mizzi. The loveliest thing we ever had is gone.
+
+STRANGER. No. You were the loveliest thing, when you sat all night
+watching over your child, who was lying in your bed, because her cradle
+was too cold! (Three loud knocks are heard on the ferryman's door.) 'Sh!
+
+LADY. What's that?
+
+STRANGER. My companion, who's waiting for me.
+
+LADY (continuing the conversation). I never thought life would give me
+anything so sweet as a child.
+
+STRANGER. And at the same time anything so bitter.
+
+LADY. Why bitter?
+
+STRANGER. You've been a child yourself, and you must remember how we,
+when we'd just married, came to your mother in rags, dirty and without
+money. I seem to remember she didn't find us very sweet.
+
+LADY. That's true.
+
+STRANGER. And I... well, just now I met Sylvia. And I expected that all
+that was beautiful and good in the child would have blossomed in the
+girl....
+
+LADY. Well?
+
+STRANGER. I found a faded rose, that seemed to have blown too soon. Her
+breasts were sunken, her hair untidy like that of a neglected child, and
+her teeth decayed.
+
+LADY. Oh!
+
+STRANGER. You mustn't grieve. Not for the child! You might perhaps have
+had to grieve for her later, as I did.
+
+LADY. So that's what life is?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. That's what life is. And that's why I'm going to bury
+myself alive.
+
+LADY. Where?
+
+STRANGER (pointing to the monastery). Up there!
+
+LADY. In the monastery? No, don't leave me. Bear me company. I'm so
+alone in the world and so poor, so poor! When the child died, my mother
+turned me out, and ever since I've been living in an attic with a
+dressmaker. At first she was kind and pleasant, but then the lonely
+evenings got too long for her, and she went out in search of company--so
+we parted. Now I'm on the road, and I've nothing but the clothes I'm
+wearing; nothing but my grief. I eat it and drink it; it nourishes me
+and sends me to sleep. I'd rather lose anything in the world than that!
+(The STRANGER weeps.) You're weeping. You! Let me kiss your eyelids.
+
+STRANGER. You've suffered all that for my sake!
+
+LADY. Not for your sake! You never did me an ill turn; but I plagued you
+till you left your fireside and your child!
+
+STRANGER. I'd forgotten that; but if you say so.... So you still love
+me?
+
+LADY. Probably. I don't know.
+
+STRANGER. And you'd like to begin all over again?
+
+LADY. All over again? The quarrels? No, we won't do that.
+
+STRANGER. You're right. The quarrels would only begin all over again.
+And yet it's difficult to part.
+
+LADY. To part. The word alone's terrible enough.
+
+STRANGER. Then what are we to do?
+
+LADY. I don't know.
+
+STRANGER. No, one knows nothing, hardly even that one knows nothing; and
+that's why, you see, I've got as far as to _believe_.
+
+LADY. How do you know you can believe, if belief's a gift?
+
+STRANGER. You can receive a gift, if you ask for it.
+
+LADY. Oh yes, if you ask; but I've never been able to beg.
+
+STRANGER. I've had to learn to. Why can't you?
+
+LADY. Because one has to demean oneself first.
+
+STRANGER. Life does that for one very well.
+
+LADY. Mizzi, Mizzi, Mizzi!... (She has taken a shawl she was carrying
+over her arm, rolled it up and put it on her knee like a baby in long
+clothes.) Sleep! Sleep! Sleep! Think of it! I can see her here! She's
+smiling at me; but she's dressed in black; she seems to be in mourning
+too! How stupid I am! Her mother's in mourning! She's got two teeth
+down below, and they're white--milk teeth; she should never have cut any
+others. Oh, can't you see her, when I can? It's no vision. It _is_ her!
+
+CONFESSOR (in the door of the ferryman's hut; sternly to the STRANGER).
+Come. Everything's ready!
+
+STRANGER. No. Not yet. I must first set my house in order; and look
+after this woman, who was once my wife.
+
+CONFESSOR. Oh, so you want to stay!
+
+STRANGER. No. I don't want to stay; but I can't leave duties behind me
+unfulfilled. This woman's on the road, deserted, without a home, without
+money!
+
+CONFESSOR. What has that to do with us? Let the dead bury their dead!
+
+STRANGER. Is that your teaching?
+
+CONFESSOR. No, yours.... Mine, on the other hand, commands me to send a
+Sister of Mercy here, to look after this unhappy one, who... who... The
+Sister will soon be here!
+
+STRANGER. I shall count on it.
+
+CONFESSOR (taking the STRANGER by the hand and drawing him away.) Then
+come!
+
+STRANGER (in despair). Oh, God in heaven! Help us every one!
+
+CONFESSOR. Amen!
+
+(The LADY, who has not been looking at the CONFESSOR and the STRANGER,
+now raises her eyes and glances at the STRANGER as if she wanted to
+spring up and hold him back; but she is prevented by the imaginary child
+she has put to her breast.)
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+
+
+ACT II
+
+CROSS-ROADS IN THE MOUNTAINS
+
+[A cross-roads high up in the mountains. On the right, huts. On the left
+a small pool, round which invalids are sitting. Their clothes are blue
+and their hands cinnabar-red. From the pond blue vapour and small blue
+flames rise now and then. Whenever this happens the invalids put them
+hands to their mouths and cough. The background is formed by a mountain
+covered with pine-wood, which is obscured above by a stationary bank of
+mist.]
+
+[The STRANGER is sitting at a table outside one of the huts. The
+CONFESSOR comes forward from the right.]
+
+STRANGER. At last!
+
+CONFESSOR. What do you mean: at last?
+
+STRANGER. You left me here a week ago and told me to wait till you came
+back.
+
+CONFESSOR. Hadn't I prepared you for the fact that the way to the white
+house up there would be long and difficult.
+
+STRANGER. I don't deny it. How far have we come?
+
+CONFESSOR. Five hundred yards. We've still got fifteen hundred.
+
+STRANGER. But where's the sun?
+
+CONFESSOR. Up there, above the clouds....
+
+STRANGER. Then we shall have to go through them?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. Of course.
+
+STRANGER. What are those patients doing there? What a company! And why
+are their hands so red?
+
+CONFESSOR. For both our sakes I want to avoid using impure words, so
+I'll speak in pleasant riddles, which you, as a writer, will understand.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. Speak beautifully. There's so much that's ugly here.
+
+CONFESSOR. You may have noticed that the signs given to the planets
+correspond with those of certain metals? Good! Then you'll have seen
+that Venus is represented by a mirror. This mirror was originally made
+of copper, so that copper was called Venus and bore her stamp. But now
+the reverse of Venus' mirror is covered with quicksilver or mercury!
+
+STRANGER. The reverse of Venus... is Mercury. Oh!
+
+CONFESSOR. Quicksilver is therefore the reverse side of Venus.
+Quicksilver is itself as bright as a calm sea, as a lake at the height
+of summer; but when mercury meets firestone and burns, it blushes and
+turns red like newly-shed blood, like the cloth on the scaffold, like
+the cinnabar lips of the whore! Do you understand now, or not?
+
+STRANGER. Wait a moment! Cinnabar is quicksilver and sulphur.
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. Mercury must be burnt, if it comes too near to Venus!
+Have we said enough now?
+
+STRANGER. So these are sulphur springs?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. And the sulphur flames purify or burn everything rotten!
+So when the source of life's grown tainted, one is sent to the sulphur
+springs....
+
+STRANGER. How does the source of life grow tainted?
+
+CONFESSOR. When Aphrodite, born of the pure seafoam, wallows in the
+mire.... When Aphrodite Urania, the heaven-born, degrades herself to
+Pandemos, the Venus of the streets.
+
+STRANGER. Why is desire born?
+
+CONFESSOR. Pure desire, to be satisfied; impure, to be stifled.
+
+STRANGER. What is pure, and what impure?
+
+CONFESSOR. Have you got back to that?
+
+STRANGER. Ask these men here....
+
+CONFESSOR. Take care! (He looks at the STRANGER, who is unable to
+support his gaze.)
+
+STRANGER. You're choking me.... My chest....
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes, I'll steal the air you use to form rebellious words, and
+ask outrageous questions. Sit down there, I'll come back--when you've
+learnt patience and undergone your probation. But don't forget that I
+can hear and see you, and am aware of you, wherever I may be!
+
+STRANGER. So I'm to be tested! I'm glad to know it!
+
+CONFESSOR. But you mustn't speak to the worshippers of Venus.
+
+(MAIA, an old woman, appears in the background.)
+
+STRANGER (rising in horror). Who am I meeting here after all this time?
+Who is it?
+
+CONFESSOR. Who are you speaking of?
+
+STRANGER. That old woman there?
+
+CONFESSOR. Who's she?
+
+STRANGER (calling). Maia! Listen! (Old Maia has disappeared. The
+STRANGER hurries after her.) Maia, my friend, listen! She's gone!
+
+CONFESSOR. Who was it?
+
+STRANGER (sitting down). O God! Now, when I find her again at last,
+she goes.... I've looked for her for seven long years, written letters,
+advertised....
+
+CONFESSOR. Why?
+
+STRANGER. I'll tell you how her fate was linked to mine! (Pause.) Maia
+was the nurse in my first family... during those hard years... when I
+was fighting the Invisible Ones, who wouldn't bless my work! I wrote
+till my brain and nerves dissolved like fat in alcohol... but it wasn't
+enough! I was one of those who never could earn enough. And the day came
+when I couldn't pay the maids their wages--it was terrible--and I became
+the servant of my servant, and she became my mistress. At last... in
+order, at least, to save my soul, I fled from what was too powerful for
+me. I fled into the wilderness, where I collected my spirit in solitude
+and recovered my strength! My first thought then was--my debts! For
+seven years I looked for Maia, but in vain! For seven years I saw her
+shadow, out of the windows of trains, from the decks of steamers, in
+strange towns, in distant lands, but without ever being able to find
+her. I dreamed of her for seven years; and whenever I drank a glass
+of wine I blushed at the thought of old Maia, who perhaps was drinking
+water in a poorhouse! I tried to give the sum I owed her to the poor;
+but it was no use. And now--she's found and lost in the same moment!
+(He gets up and goes towards the back as if searching for her.) Explain
+this, if you can! I want to pay my debt; I can pay it now, but I'm not
+allowed to.
+
+CONFESSOR. Foolishness' Bow to what seems inexplicable; you'll see that
+the explanation will come later. Farewell!
+
+STRANGER. Later. Everything comes later.
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. If it doesn't come at once! (He goes out. The LADY
+enters pensively and sits down at the table, opposite the STRANGER.)
+
+STRANGER. What? You back again? The same and not the same? How beautiful
+you've grown; as beautiful as you were the first time I ever saw you;
+when I asked if I might be your friend, your dog.
+
+LADY. That you can see beauty I don't possess shows that once more
+you have a mirror of beauty in your eye. The werewolf never thought me
+beautiful, for he'd nothing beautiful with which to see me.
+
+STRANGER. Why did you kiss me that day? What made you do it?
+
+LADY. You've often asked me that, and I've never been able to find the
+answer, because I don't know. But just now, when I was away from you,
+here in the mountains, where the air's purer and the sun nearer....
+Hush! Now I can see that Sunday afternoon, when you sat on that seat
+like a lost and helpless child, with a broken look in your eyes, and
+stared at your own destiny.... A maternal feeling I'd never known before
+welled up in me then, and I was overcome with pity, pity for a human
+soul--so that I forgot myself.
+
+STRANGER. I'm ashamed. Now I believe it was so.
+
+LADY. But you took it another way. You thought...
+
+STRANGER. Don't tell me. I'm ashamed.
+
+LADY. Why did you think so badly of me? Didn't you notice that I drew
+down my veil; so that it was between us, like the knight's sword in the
+bridal bed....
+
+STRANGER. I'm ashamed. I attributed my evil thoughts to you. Ingeborg,
+you were made of better stuff than I. I'm ashamed!
+
+LADY. Now you look handsome. How handsome!
+
+STRANGER. Oh no. Not I. You!
+
+LADY (ecstatically). No, you! Yes, now I've seen through the mask
+and the false beard. Now I can see the man you hid from me, the man I
+thought I'd found in you... the man I was always searching for. I've
+often thought you a hypocrite; but we're no hypocrites. No, no, we can't
+pretend.
+
+STRANGER. Ingeborg, now we're on the other side of the river, and have
+life beneath us, behind us... how different everything seems. Now, now,
+I can see your soul; the ideal, the angel, who was imprisoned in the
+flesh because of sin. So there is an Above, and an Earlier Age. When
+we began it wasn't the beginning, and it won't be the end when we are
+ended. Life is a fragment, without beginning or end! That's why it's so
+difficult to make head or tail of it.
+
+LADY (kindly). So difficult. So difficult. Tell me, for instance--now
+we're beyond guilt or innocence--how was it you came to hate women?
+
+STRANGER. Let me think! To hate women? Hate them? I never hated them. On
+the contrary! Ever since I was eight years old I've always had some love
+affair, preferably an innocent one. And I've loved like a volcano three
+times! But wait--I've always felt that women hated me... and they've
+always tortured me.
+
+LADY. How strange!
+
+STRANGER. Let me think about it a little.... Perhaps I've been jealous
+of my own personality; and been afraid of being influenced too much. My
+first love made herself into a sort of governess and nurse to me. But,
+of course, there _are_ men who detest children; who detest women too, if
+they're superior to them, that is!
+
+LADY (amiably). But you've called women the enemies of mankind. Did you
+mean it?
+
+STRANGER. Of course I meant it, if I wrote it! For I wrote out of
+experience, not theory.... In woman I sought an angel, who could lend
+me wings, and I fell into the arms of an earth-spirit, who suffocated me
+under mattresses stuffed with the feathers of wings! I sought an Ariel
+and I found a Caliban; when I wanted to rise she dragged me down; and
+continually reminded me of the fall....
+
+LADY (kindly). Solomon knew much of women; do you know what he said? 'I
+find more bitter than death a woman, whose heart is snares and nets and
+her hands as bands; whoso pleaseth God shall escape from her; but the
+sinner shall be taken by her.'
+
+STRANGER. I was never acceptable in God's sight. Was that a punishment?
+Perhaps. But I was never acceptable to anyone, and I've never had a good
+word addressed to me! Have I never done a good action? Is it possible
+for a man never to have done anything good? (Pause.) It's terrible never
+to hear any good words about oneself!
+
+LADY. You've heard them. But when people have spoken well of you, you've
+refused to listen, as if it hurt you.
+
+STRANGER. That's true, now you remind me. But can you explain it?
+
+LADY. Explain it? You're always asking for explanations of the
+inexplicable. 'When I applied my heart to know wisdom... I beheld all
+the work of God, that a man cannot find out that is done under the sun.
+Because, though a man labour to seek it out, yet he shall not find it;
+yea, further, though a wise man think to know it, yet shall he not be
+able to find it!'
+
+STRANGER. Who says that?
+
+LADY. The Prophet Ecclesiastes. (She takes a doll out of her pocket.)
+This is Mizzi's doll. You see she longs for her little mistress! How
+pale she's grown... and she seems to know where Mizzi is, for she's
+always gazing up to heaven, whichever way I hold her. Look! Her eyes
+follow the stars as the compass the pole. She is my compass and always
+shows me where heaven is. She should, of course, be dressed in black,
+because she's in mourning; but we're so poor.... Do you know why we
+never had money? Because God was angry with us for our sins. 'The
+righteous suffer no dearth.'
+
+STRANGER. Where did you learn that?
+
+LADY. In a book in which everything's written. Everything! (She wraps
+the doll up in her cloak.) See, she's beginning to get cold--that's
+because of the cloud up there....
+
+STRANGER. How can you dare to wander up here in the mountains?
+
+LADY. God is with me; so what have I to fear from human beings?
+
+STRANGER. Aren't you tormented by those people at the pool?
+
+LADY (turning towards them). I can't see them. I can't see anything
+horrible now.
+
+STRANGER. Ingeborg! I have made you evil, yet you're on the way to make
+me good! It was my dream, you know, to seek redemption through a woman.
+You don't believe it! But it's true. In the old days nothing was of
+value to me if I couldn't lay it at a woman's feet. Not as a tribute
+to an overbearing mistress,... but as a sacrifice to the beautiful
+and good. It was my pleasure to give; but she wanted to take and not
+receive: that's why she hated me! When I was helpless and thought the
+end was near, a desire grew in me to fall asleep on a mother's knee, on
+a tremendous breast where I could bury my tired head and drink in the
+tenderness I'd been deprived of.
+
+LADY. You had no mother?
+
+STRANGER. Hardly! And I've never felt any bond between myself and my
+father or my brothers and sisters.... Ingeborg, I was the son of a
+servant of whom it is written. 'Drive forth the handmaid with her son,
+for this son shall not inherit with the son of peace.'
+
+LADY. Do you know why Ishmael was driven out? It says just before--that
+he was a scoffer. And then it goes on: 'He will be a wild man, his hand
+will be against every man, and every man's hand against him; and against
+all his brothers.'
+
+STRANGER. Is that also written?
+
+LADY. Oh yes, my child; it's all there!
+
+STRANGER. All?
+
+LADY. All. There you'll find answers to all your questions even the most
+inquisitive!
+
+STRANGER. Call me your child, and then I'll love you.... And if I
+love anyone, I long to serve them, to obey them, to let myself be
+ill-treated, to suffer and to bear it.
+
+LADY. You shouldn't love me, but your Creator.
+
+STRANGER. He's unfriendly--like my father!
+
+LADY. He is Love itself; and you are Hate.
+
+STRANGER. You're his daughter; but I'm his cast-out son.
+
+LADY (coaxingly). Quiet! Be still!
+
+STRANGER. If you only knew what I've suffered this last week. I don't
+know where I am.
+
+LADY. Where do you think?
+
+STRANGER. There's a woman in that but who looks at me as if I'd come to
+rob her of her last mite. She says nothing--that's the trouble. But I
+think it's prayers she mutters, when she sees me.
+
+LADY. What sort of prayers?
+
+STRANGER. The sort one whispers behind the backs of those who have the
+evil eye or bring misfortune.
+
+LADY. How strange! Don't you realise that one's sight can be blinded?
+
+STRANGER. Yes, of course. But who can do it?
+
+HOSTESS (coming across to their table). Well, look at that! I suppose
+she's your sister?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. We can say so now.
+
+HOSTESS (to the LADY). Fancy meeting someone I can speak to at last!
+This gentleman's so silent, you see, that one feels at once one must
+respect him; particularly as he seems to have had trouble. But I can
+say this to his sister, and he shall hear it: that from the moment
+he entered the house I felt that I was blessed. I'd been dogged by
+misfortune; I'd no lodger, my only cow had died, my husband was in a
+home for drunkards and my children had nothing to eat. I prayed God to
+send me help from heaven, because I expected nothing more on earth. Then
+this gentleman came. And apart from giving me double what I asked, he
+brought me good luck--and my house was blessed. God bless you, good sir!
+
+STRANGER (getting up excitedly). Silence, woman. That's blasphemy!
+
+LADY. He won't believe. O God! He won't believe. Look at me!
+
+STRANGER. When I look at you, I do believe. She's giving me her
+blessing! And I, who'm damned, have brought a blessing on her! How can I
+believe it? I, of all men! (He falls down by the table and weeps in his
+hands.)
+
+LADY. He's weeping! Tears, rain from heaven, that can soften rocks, are
+falling on his stony heart.... He's weeping!
+
+HOSTESS. He? Who has a heart of gold! Who's been so open handed and so
+good to my children!
+
+LADY. You hear what she says!
+
+HOSTESS. There's only one thing about him I don't understand; but I
+don't want to say anything unpleasant....
+
+LADY. What is it?
+
+HOSTESS. Only a trifle; and yet...
+
+LADY. Well?
+
+HOSTESS. He didn't like my dogs.
+
+LADY. I can't blame him for not caring for an impure beast. I hate
+everything animal, in myself and others. I don't hate animals on that
+account, for I hate nothing that's created....
+
+STRANGER. Thank you, Ingeborg!
+
+LADY. You see! I've an eye for your merits, even though you don't
+believe it.... Here comes the Confessor.
+
+(The CONFESSOR enters.)
+
+HOSTESS. Then I'll go; for the Confessor has no love for me.
+
+LADY. The Confessor loves all mankind.
+
+CONFESSOR (coming forward and speaking to the LADY). You best of all, my
+child; for you're goodness itself. Whether you're beautiful to look at,
+I can't see; but I know you must be, because you're good. Yes, you were
+the bride of my youth, and my spiritual mate; and you'll always be so,
+for you gave me what you were never able to give to others. I've
+lived your life in my spirit, suffered your pains, enjoyed your
+pleasures--pleasure rather, for you'd no others than what your child
+gave you. I alone have seen the beauty of your soul--my friend here has
+divined it; that's why he felt attracted to you--but the evil in him
+was too strong; you had to draw it out of him into yourself to free
+him. Then, being evil, you had to suffer the worst pains of hell for his
+sake, to bring atonement. Your work's ended. You can go in peace!
+
+LADY. Where?
+
+CONFESSOR. Up there. Where the sun's always shining.
+
+LADY (rising). Is there a home for me there, too?
+
+CONFESSOR. There's a home for everyone! I'll show you the way. (He goes
+with her into the background. The STRANGER makes a movement.) You're
+impatient? You mustn't be! (He goes out. The STRANGER remains sitting
+alone. The WORSHIPPERS OF VENUS get up, go towards him and form a circle
+round him.)
+
+STRANGER. What do you want with me?
+
+WORSHIPPERS. Hail! Father.
+
+STRANGER (much upset). Why call me that?
+
+FIRST VOICE. Because we're your children. Your dear ones!
+
+STRANGER (tries to escape, but is surrounded and cannot). Let me go. Let
+me go!
+
+SECOND VOICE (that of a pale youth). Don't you recognise me, Father?
+
+TEMPTER (appearing in the background at the left-hand fork of the path).
+Ha!
+
+STRANGER (to the Second Voice). Who are you? I seem to know your face.
+
+SECOND VOICE. I'm Erik--your son!
+
+STRANGER. Erik! You here?
+
+SECOND VOICE. Yes. I'm here.
+
+STRANGER. God have mercy! And you, my boy, forgive me!
+
+SECOND VOICE. Never! You showed us the way to the sulphur springs! Is it
+far to the lake?
+
+(The STRANGER falls to the ground.)
+
+TEMPTER. Ha! Jubilate, temptatores!
+
+VENUS WORSHIPPERS. Sulphur! Sulphur! Sulphur! Mercury!
+
+TEMPTER (coming forward and touching the STRANGER with his foot). The
+worm! You can make him believe whatever you like. That comes from his
+unbelievable pride. Does he think he's the mainspring of the universe,
+the originator of all evil? This foolish man believes he taught youth to
+go in search of Venus; as if youth hadn't done that long before he was
+born! His pride's insupportable, and he's been rash enough to try to
+botch my work for me. Give him another greeting, lying Erik! (The SECOND
+VOICE--that is the youth--bends over the STRANGER and whispers in his
+ear.) There were seven deadly sins; but now there are eight. The eighth
+I discovered! It's called despair. For to despair of what is good,
+and not to hope for forgiveness, is to call... (He hesitates before
+pronouncing the word God, as if it burnt his lips.) God wicked. That is
+calumny, denial, blasphemy.... Look how he winces!
+
+STRANGER (rising quickly, and looking the TEMPTER to the eyes). Who are
+you?
+
+TEMPTER. Your brother. Don't we resemble one another? Some of your
+features seem to remind me of my portrait.
+
+STRANGER. Where have I seen it?
+
+TEMPTER. Almost everywhere! I'm often to be found in churches, though
+not amongst the saints.
+
+STRANGER. I can't remember....
+
+TEMPTER. Is it so long since you've been to church? I'm usually
+represented with St. George. (The STRANGER totters and would like to
+fly, but cannot.) Michael and I are sometimes to be seen in a group, in
+which, to be sure, I don't appear in the most favourable light; but that
+can be altered. All can be altered; and one day the last shall be first.
+It's just the same in your case. For the moment, things are going badly
+with you, but that can be altered too... if you've enough intelligence
+to change your company. You've had too much to do with skirts, my son.
+Skirts raise dust, and dust lies on eyes and breast.... Come and sit
+down. We'll have a chat.... (He takes the STRANGER jocularly by the ear
+and leads him round the table.) Sit down and tremble, young man! (They
+both sit down.) Well? What shall we do? Call for wine--and a woman? No!
+That's too old a trick, as old as Doctor Faust! Bon! We modern are in
+search of mental dissipation.... So you're on your way to those holy men
+up there, who think that they who sleep can't sin; to the cowardly ones,
+who've given up the battle of life, because they were defeated once or
+twice; to those that bind souls rather than free them.... And talking of
+that! Has any saintly man ever freed you from the burden of sin? No!
+Do you know why sin has been oppressing you for so long? Through
+renunciation and abstinence, you've grown so weak that anyone can seize
+your soul and take possession of it. Why, they can even do it from a
+distance! You've so destroyed your personality that you see with strange
+eyes, hear with strange ears and think strange thoughts. In a word
+you've murdered your own soul. Just now, didn't you speak well of the
+enemies of mankind; of Woman, who made a hell of paradise? You needn't
+answer me; I can read your answer in your eyes and hear it on your lips.
+You talk of pure love for a woman! That's lust, young man, lust after a
+woman, which we have to pay for so dearly. You say you don't desire her.
+Then why do you want to be near her? You'd like to have a friend? Take a
+male friend, many of them! You've let them convince you you're no woman
+hater. But the woman gave you the right answer; every healthy man's a
+woman hater, but can't live without linking himself to his enemy, and
+so must fight her! All perverse and unmanly men are admirers of women!
+How's it with you now? So you saw those invalids and thought yourself
+responsible for their misery? They're tough fellows, you can believe
+me; they'll be able to leave here in a few days and go back to their
+occupations. Oh yes, lying Erik's a wag! But things have gone so far
+with you, that you can't distinguish between your own and other people's
+children. Wouldn't it be a great thing to escape from all this? What do
+you say? Oh, I could free you... but I'm no saint. Now we'll call old
+Maia. (He whistles between his fingers: MAIA appears.) Ah, there you
+are! Well, what are you doing here? Have you any business with this
+fellow?
+
+MAIA. No. He's good and always was; but he'd a terrible wife.
+
+TEMPTER (to the STRANGER). Listen! You've not heard that yet, have you?
+Rather the opposite. She was the good angel, whom you ruined... we've
+all been told that! Now, old Maia, what kind of story is it he prattles
+of? He says he was plagued with remorse for seven years because he owed
+you money.
+
+MAIA. He owed me a small sum once; but I got it back from him--and with
+good interest--much better than the savings bank would have given me. It
+was very good of him--very kind.
+
+STRANGER (starting up). What's that you said? Is it possible I've
+forgotten?
+
+TEMPTER. Have you the receipt, Maia? If so, give it me.
+
+MAIA. The gentleman must have the receipt; but I've got the savings bank
+book here. He paid the money into it in my name. (She produces a savings
+bank book, and hands it to the STRANGER, who looks at it.)
+
+STRANGER. Yes, that's quite right. Now I remember. Then why this
+seven-year torment, shame and disgrace? Those reproaches during
+sleepless nights? Why? Why? Why?
+
+TEMPTER. Old Maia, you can go now. But first say something nice about
+this self-tormentor. Can't you remember any human quality in this wild
+beast, whom human beings have baited for years?
+
+STRANGER (to MAIA). Quiet, don't answer him! (He stops his ears with his
+fingers.)
+
+TEMPTER. Well, Maia?
+
+MAIA. I know well enough what they say about him, but that refers to
+what he writes--and I've not read it for I can't read. Still, no one
+need read it, if they don't want to. Anyhow the gentleman's been very
+kind. Now he's stopping his ears. I don't know how to flatter; but I can
+say this in a whisper.... (She whispers some thing to the TEMPTER.)
+
+TEMPTER. Yes. All human beings who are easily moved are baited like wild
+beasts! It's the rule. Good bye, old Maia!
+
+MAIA. Good-bye, kind gentlemen. (She goes out.)
+
+STRANGER. Why did I suffer innocently for seven years?
+
+TEMPTER (pointing upwards with one finger). Ask up there!
+
+STRANGER. Where I never get an answer!
+
+TEMPTER. Well, that may be. (Pause.) Do you think _I_ look good?
+
+STRANGER. I can't say I do.
+
+TEMPTER. You look extremely wicked, too! Do you know why we look like
+that?
+
+STRANGER. No.
+
+TEMPTER. The hate and malice of our fellow human beings have fastened
+themselves on us. Up there, you know, there are real saints, who've
+never done anything wicked themselves, but who suffer for others, for
+relations, who've committed unexpiated sins. Those angels, who've taken
+the depravity of others on themselves, really resemble bandits. What do
+you say to that?
+
+STRANGER. I don't know who you are; but you're the first to answer
+questions that might reconcile me to life. You are....
+
+TEMPTER. Well, say it!
+
+STRANGER. The deliverer!
+
+TEMPTER. And therefore....?
+
+STRANGER. Therefore you've been given a vulture.... But listen, have you
+ever thought that there's as good a reason for this as for everything
+else? Granted the earth's a prison, on which dangerous prisoners are
+confined--is it a good thing to set them free? Is it right?
+
+TEMPTER. What a question! I've never really thought about it. Hm!
+
+STRANGER. And have you ever thought of this: we may be born in guilt?
+
+TEMPTER. That's nothing to do with me: I concern myself with the
+present.
+
+STRANGER. Good! Don't you think we're sometimes punished wrongly, so
+that we fail to see the logical connection, though it exists?
+
+TEMPTER. Logic's not missing; but all life's a tissue of offences,
+mistakes, errors, that are comparatively blameless owing to human
+weakness, but that are punished by the most consistent revenge.
+Everything's revenged, even our injudicious actions. Who forgives? A
+magnanimous man-sometimes; heavenly justice, never! (A PILGRIM appears
+in the background.) See! A penitent! I'd like to know what wrong he's
+done. We'll ask him. Welcome to our quiet meadows, peaceful wanderer!
+Take your place at the simple table of the ascetic, at which there are
+no more temptations.
+
+PILGRIM. Thank you, fellow traveller in the vale of woe.
+
+TEMPTER. What kind of woe is yours?
+
+PILGRIM. None in particular; on the contrary, the hour of liberation's
+struck, and I'm going up there to receive absolution.
+
+STRANGER. Listen, haven't we two met before?
+
+PILGRIM. I think so, certainly.
+
+STRANGER. Caesar! You're Caesar!
+
+PILGRIM. I used to be; but I am no longer.
+
+TEMPTER. Ha ha! Imperial acquaintance. Really! But tell us, tell us!
+
+PILGRIM. You shall hear. Now I've a right to speak, for my penance is at
+an end. When we met at a certain doctor's house, I was shut up there
+as a madman and supposed to be suffering from the illusion that I was
+Caesar. Now the Stranger shall hear the truth of the matter: I never
+believed it, but I was forced by scruples of conscience to put a good
+face on it.... A friend of mine, a bad friend, had written proof that I
+was the victim of a misunderstanding; but he didn't speak when he should
+have, and I took his silence as a request not to speak either-and to
+suffer. Why did I? Well, in my youth I was once in great need. I was
+received as a guest in a house on an island far out to sea by a man who,
+in spite of unusual gifts, had been passed over for promotion--owing to
+his senseless pride. This man, by solitary brooding on his lot, had come
+to hold quite extraordinary views about himself. I noticed it, but I
+said nothing. One day this man's wife told me that he was sometimes
+mentally unbalanced; and then thought he was Julius Caesar. For many
+years I kept this secret conscientiously, for I'm not ungrateful by
+nature. But life's tricky. It happened a few years later that this
+Caesar laid rough hands on my most intimate fate. In anger at this I
+betrayed the secret of his Caesar mania and made my erstwhile benefactor
+such a laughing stock, that his existence became unbearable to him. And
+now listen how Nemesis overtakes one! A year later I wrote a book-I am,
+you must know, an author who's not made his name.... And in this book I
+described incidents of family life: how I played with my daughter--she
+was called Julia, as Caesar's daughter was--and with my wife, whom we
+called Caesar's wife because no one spoke evil of her.... Well, this
+recreation, in which my mother-in-law joined too, cost me dear. When I
+was looking through the proofs of my book, I saw the danger and said to
+myself: you'll trip yourself up. I wanted to cut it out but, if you'll
+believe it, the pen refused, and an inner voice said to me: let it
+stand! It did stand! And I fell.
+
+STRANGER. Why didn't you publish the letter from your friend that would
+have explained everything?
+
+PILGRIM. When the disaster had happened I felt at once that it was the
+finger of God, and that I must suffer for my ingratitude.
+
+STRANGER. And you did suffer?
+
+PILGRIM. Not at all! I smiled to myself and wouldn't let myself be put
+out. And because I accepted my punishment with calmness and humility God
+lightened my burden; and I didn't feel myself ridiculous.
+
+TEMPTER. That's a strange story; but such things happen. Shall we move
+on now? We'll go for an excursion, now we've weathered the storms. Pull
+yourself up by the roots, and then we'll climb the mountain.
+
+STRANGER. The Confessor told me to wait for him.
+
+TEMPTER. He'll find you, anyhow! And up here in the village the court's
+sitting to-day. A particularly interesting case is to be tried; and I
+dare say I'll be called as a witness. Come!
+
+STRANGER. Well, whether I sit here, or up there, is all the same to me.
+
+PILGRIM (to the STRANGER). Who's that?
+
+STRANGER. I don't know. He looks like an anarchist.
+
+PILGRIM. Interesting, anyhow!
+
+STRANGER. He's a sceptical gentleman, who's seen life.
+
+TEMPTER. Come, children; I'll tell you stories on the way. Come. Come!
+
+(They go out towards the background.)
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+
+
+ACT III
+
+SCENE I
+
+TERRACE ON THE MOUNTAIN
+
+[A Terrace on the mountain on which the Monastery stands. On the right
+a rocky cliff and a similar one on the left. In the far background a
+bird's-eye view of a river landscape with towns, villages, ploughed
+fields and woods; in the very far distance the sea can be seen. Down
+stage an apple tree laden with fruit. Under it a long table with a chair
+at the end and benches at the sides. Down stage, right, a corner of
+the village town hall. A cloud seems to be hanging immediately over the
+village.]
+
+[The MAGISTRATE sits at the end of the table in the capacity of judge;
+the assessors on the benches. The ACCUSED MAN is standing on the right
+by the MAGISTRATE; the witnesses on the left, amongst them the TEMPTER.
+Members of the public, with the PILGRIM and the STRANGER, are standing
+here and there not far from the judge's seat.]
+
+MAGISTRATE. Is the accused present?
+
+ACCUSED MAN. Yes. Present.
+
+MAGISTRATE. This is a very sad story, that's brought trouble and shame
+on our small community. Florian Reicher, twenty-three years old, is
+accused of shooting at Fritz Schlipitska's affianced wife, with the
+clear intention of killing her. It's a case of premeditated murder, and
+the provisions of the law are perfectly clear. Has the accused anything
+to say in his defence, or can he plead mitigating circumstances?
+
+ACCUSED MAN. No.
+
+TEMPTER. Ho, there!
+
+MAGISTRATE. Who are you?
+
+TEMPTER. Counsel for the accused.
+
+MAGISTRATE. The accused man certainly has a right to the services of
+counsel, but in the present case I think the facts are so clear that the
+people have reached a certain conclusion; and the murderer will hardly
+be able to regain their sympathy. Isn't that so?
+
+PEOPLE. He's condemned already!
+
+TEMPTER. Who by?
+
+PEOPLE. The Law and his own deed.
+
+TEMPTER. Listen to me! As counsel for the accused I represent him and
+take the accusation on myself. I ask permission to address the court.
+
+MAGISTRATE. I can't refuse it.
+
+PEOPLE. Florian's been condemned already.
+
+TEMPTER. The case must first be heard. (Pause.) I'd reached my
+eighteenth year--it's Florian speaking--and my thoughts, as I grew up
+under my mother's watchful eye, were pure; and my heart without deceit,
+for I'd never seen or heard anything wicked. Then I--Florian, that
+is--met a young girl who seemed to me the most beautiful creature I'd
+ever set eyes on in this wicked world, for she was goodness itself. I
+offered her my hand, my heart, and my future. She accepted everything
+and swore that she'd be true. I was to serve five years for my
+Rachel--and I did serve, collecting one straw after another for the
+little nest we were going to build. My whole life was centred on the
+love of this woman! As I was true to her myself, I never mistrusted her.
+By the fifth year I'd built the hut and collected our household goods...
+when I discovered she'd been playing with me and had deceived me with at
+least three men....
+
+MAGISTRATE. Have you witnesses?
+
+BAILIFF. Three valid ones; I'm one of them.
+
+MAGISTRATE. The bailiff alone will be sufficient.
+
+TEMPTER. Then I shot her; not out of revenge, but in order to free
+myself from the unhealthy thoughts her faithlessness had forced on me;
+for when I tried to tear her picture out of my heart, images of her
+lovers always rose and crept into my blood, so that at last I seemed to
+be living in unlawful relationship with three men--with a woman as the
+link between us!
+
+MAGISTRATE. Well, that was jealousy!
+
+ACCUSED MAN. Yes, that was jealousy.
+
+TEMPTER. Yes, jealousy, that feeling for cleanliness, that seeks to
+preserve thoughts from pollution by strangers. If I'd been content to do
+nothing, if I'd not been jealous, I'd have got into vicious company, and
+I didn't want to do that. That's why she had to die so that my thoughts
+might be cleansed of deadly sin, which alone is to be condemned. I've
+finished.
+
+PEOPLE. The dead woman's guilty! Her blood's on her own head.
+
+MAGISTRATE. She's guilty, for she was the cause of the crime.
+
+(The FATHER of the dead woman steps forward.)
+
+FATHER. Your Worship, judge of my dead child; and you, countrymen, let
+me speak!
+
+MAGISTRATE. The dead girl's father may speak.
+
+FATHER. You're accusing a dead girl; and I shall answer. Maria, my
+child, has undoubtedly been guilty of a crime and is to blame for the
+misdeeds of this man. There's no doubt of it!
+
+PEOPLE. No doubt! It's she who's guilty!
+
+FATHER. Permit her father to add a word of explanation, if not of
+defence. (Pause.) When she was fifteen, Maria fell into the hands of a
+man who seemed to have made it his business to entrap young girls, much
+as a bird-catcher traps small birds. He was no seducer, in the ordinary
+sense, for he contented himself with binding her senses and entangling
+her feelings only to thrust her away and watch how she suffered with
+torn wings and a broken heart--tortured by the agony of love, which is
+worse than any other agony. For three years Maria was cared for in an
+institution for the mentally deranged. And when she came out again, she
+was divided, broken into several pieces--it might be said that she was
+several persons. She was an angel and feared God with one side of her
+spirit; but with another she was a devil, and reviled all that was
+holy. I've seen her go straight from dancing and frenzy to her beloved
+Florian, and have heard her, in his presence, speak so differently and
+so alter her expression, that I could have sworn she was another being.
+But to me she seemed equally sincere in both her shapes. Is she to
+blame, or her seducer?
+
+PEOPLE. She's not to blame! Where is her seducer?
+
+FATHER. There!
+
+TEMPTER. Yes. It was I.
+
+PEOPLE. Stone him!
+
+MAGISTRATE. The law must run its course. He must be heard.
+
+TEMPTER. Bon! Then listen, Argives! It was like this. Your humble
+servant, born of poor but fairly honourable parents, was from the
+beginning one of those strange birds who, in their youth, go in search
+of their Creator--but without ever finding him, naturally! It's more
+usual for old cuckoos to look for him in their dotage--and for good
+reasons! The urge for this youthful quest was accompanied by a purity
+of heart and a modesty that even caused his nurses to smile--yes, we can
+laugh now when we hear that this boy would only change his underclothing
+in the dark! But even if we're corrupted by the crudities of life,
+we're still bound to find something beautiful in it; and if we're older
+something touching! And so we can afford to-day to laugh at his childish
+innocence. Scornful laughter, listeners, please.
+
+MAGISTRATE (seriously). He mistakes his listeners.
+
+TEMPTER. Then I ought to be ashamed of myself! (Pause.) He became a
+youth--your humble servant--and fell into a series of traps that
+were laid for his innocence. I'm an old sinner, but I blush at this
+moment.... (He takes of his hat.) Yes, look at me now--when I think of
+the insight this young man got into the world of Potiphar's wives that
+surrounded him! There wasn't a single woman.... Really, I'm ashamed in
+the name of mankind and the female sex--excuse me, please.... There were
+moments when I didn't believe my eyes, but thought a devil had blinded
+my sight. The holiest bands.... (He pinches his tongue.) No, quiet!
+Mankind will feel itself calumniated! Enough, until my twenty-fifth
+year I fought the good fight; and I fell because.... Well, I was called
+Joseph, and I _was_ Joseph! I grew jealous of my virtue, and felt
+injured by the glances of a lewd woman.... And at last, cunningly
+seduced, I fell. Then I became a slave of my passions; often and often I
+sat by Omphalos and span, until I sank into the deepest degradation and
+suffered, suffered, suffered! But in reality it was only my body that
+was degraded; my soul lived her own life--her own pure life, I can
+say--on her own account. And I raved innocently for pure young virgins
+who, it seems, felt the bond that drew us together. Because, without
+boasting, I can say they were attracted to me. I didn't want to overstep
+the mark, but they did! And when I fled the danger, their hearts were
+broken, so they said. In a word, I've never seduced an innocent girl.
+I swear it! Am I therefore to blame for the emotional sorrows of this
+young woman, who went out of her mind? On the contrary, mayn't I count
+it a virtue that I shrank in horror from the step that brought about
+her fall? Who'll cast the first stone at me? No one! Then I mistake my
+listeners. Indeed, I thought I might be an object of scorn, if I were to
+plead here for my masculine innocence! Now, however, I feel young again;
+and there's something for which I'd like to ask mankind's forgiveness.
+If it weren't that I happened to see a cynical smile on the lips of the
+woman who seduced me when I was young. Come forward, woman, and look
+upon your work of destruction. Observe, how the seed has grown!
+
+WOMAN (coming forward with dignity and modesty). It was I! Let me
+be heard, and let me tell the simple story of my seduction. (Pause.)
+Luckily my seducer is here, too....
+
+MAGISTRATE. Friends! I must break off the proceedings; otherwise we'll
+get back to Eve in Paradise.
+
+TEMPTER. Who was Adam's seducer! That's just where we want to get back
+to. Eve! Come forward, Eve. Eve! (He waves his cloak in the air. The
+trunk of the tree becomes transparent and EVE appears, wrapped in her
+hair and with a girdle about her loins.) Now, Mother Eve, it was you who
+seduced our father. You are the accused: what have you to say in your
+defence?
+
+EVE (simply and with dignity). The serpent tempted me!
+
+TEMPTER. Well answered! Eve has proved her innocence. The serpent! Let
+the serpent come forward. (EVE disappears.) The serpent! (The serpent
+appears in the tree trunk.) Here you can see the seducer of us all. Now,
+serpent, who was it that beguiled you?
+
+ALL (terrified). Silence! Blasphemer!
+
+TEMPTER. Answer, serpent! (Lightning and a clap of thunder; all flee,
+except the TEMPTER, who has fallen to the ground, and the PILGRIM, the
+STRANGER and the LADY. The TEMPTER begins to recover; he then gets up
+and sits down in an attitude that recalls the classical statue 'The
+Polisher,' or 'The Slave.') Causa finalis, or the first cause--you can't
+discover that! For if the serpent's to blame, then we're comparatively
+innocent--but mankind mustn't be told that! The Accused, however, seems
+to have got out of this business! And the Court of justice has dissolved
+like smoke! Judge not. Judge not, O Judges!
+
+LADY (to the STRANGER). Come with me.
+
+STRANGER. But I'd like to listen to this man.
+
+LADY. Why? He's like a small child, putting all those questions that
+can't be answered. You know how little children ask about everything.
+'Papa, why does the sun rise in the east?' You know the answer?
+
+STRANGER. Hm!
+
+LADY. Or: 'Mama, who made God?' You think that profound? Well, come with
+me.
+
+STRANGER (fighting his admiration for the TEMPTER). But that about Eve
+was new....
+
+LADY. Not at all. I learnt it in my Bible history, when I was eight. And
+that we inherit the debts of our fathers is part of the law of the land.
+Come, my son.
+
+TEMPTER (rising, shaking his limbs and climbing up the rocky wall to the
+right with a limp). Come, I'll show you the world you think you know,
+but don't.
+
+LADY (climbing up the rocky wall to the left). Come with me, my son, and
+I'll show you God's beautiful world, as I've come to see it, since the
+tears of sorrow washed the dust from my eyes. Come with me!
+
+(The STRANGER stands irresolute between them.)
+
+TEMPTER (to the LADY). And how have you seen the world through your
+tears? Like meadow banks reflected in troubled water! A chaos of curved
+lines in which the trees seemed to be standing on their heads. (To
+the STRANGER.) No, my son, with my field-glasses, dried in the fire of
+hate--with my telescope I can see everything as it is. Clear and sharp,
+precisely as it is.
+
+LADY. What do you know of things, my son? You can never see the thing
+itself, only its picture; and the picture is illusion and not the thing.
+So you argue about pictures and illusions.
+
+TEMPTER. Listen to her! A little philosopher in skirts. By Jupiter
+Chronos, such a disputation in this giant amphitheatre of the mountains
+demands a proper audience. Hullo!
+
+LADY. I have mine here: my friend, my husband, my child! If he'll only
+listen to me, good; all will be well with me, and him. Come to me,
+my friend, for this is the way. This is the mountain Gerizim, where
+blessings are given. And that is Ebal, where they curse.
+
+TEMPTER. Yes, this is Ebal, where they curse. 'Cursed be the earth,
+woman, for thy sake; in sorrow shalt thou bring forth children; and thy
+desire shall be to thy husband, and he shall rule over thee.' And then
+to the man this: 'Cursed is the ground for thy sake, thorns and thistle
+shall it bring forth to thee, and in the sweat of thy brow shalt thou
+labour!' So spoke the Lord, not I!
+
+LADY. 'And God blessed the first pair; and He blessed the seventh day,
+on which He had completed His work--and the work was good.' But you, and
+we, have made it something evil, and that is why.... But he who obeys
+the commandments of the Lord dwells on Gerizim, where blessings are
+given. Thus saith the Lord. 'Blessed shalt thou be in the city, and
+blessed shalt thou be in the field. Blessed shall be thy basket and thy
+store. Blessed shalt thou be when thou comest in, and blessed when thou
+goest out. And the Lord shall give rain unto thy land in his season
+to increase thy harvest, and thy children shall flourish. And the Lord
+shall make thee plenteous in goods, to lend to the peoples, and never to
+borrow. And the Lord will bless all the work of thy hand, if thou shalt
+keep the commandments of the Lord thy God!' (Pause.) So come, my friend,
+and lay your hand in mine. (She falls on her knees with clasped hands.)
+I beg you, by the love that once united us, by the memory of the
+child that drew us together; by the strength of a mother's love--a
+mother's--for so have I loved you, erring child, whom I've sought in the
+dark places of the wood and whom at last I've found, hungry and withered
+for want of love! Come back to me, prodigal one; and bury your tired
+head on my heart, where you rested before ever you saw the light of the
+sun. (A change comes over her during this speech; her clothing falls
+from her and she is seen to have changed into a white-robed woman with
+her hair let down and with a full maternal bosom.)
+
+STRANGER. Mother!
+
+LADY. Yes, my child, your mother! In life I could never caress you--the
+will of higher powers denied it me. Why that was I don't dare to ask.
+
+STRANGER. But my mother's dead?
+
+LADY. She was; but the dead aren't dead, and maternal love can conquer
+death. Didn't you know that? Come, my child, I'll repay where I have
+been to blame. I'll rock you to sleep on my knees. I'll wash you clean
+from the... (She omits the word she cannot bring herself to utter) of
+hate and sin. I'll comb your hair, matted with the sweat of fear; and
+air a pure white sheet for you at the fire of a home--a home you've
+never had, you who've known no peace, you homeless one, son of Hagar,
+the serving woman, born of a slave, against whom every man's hand was
+raised. The ploughmen ploughed your back and seared deep furrows there.
+Come, I'll heal your wounds, and suffer your sorrows. Come!
+
+STRANGER (who has been weeping so violently that his whole body has been
+trembling, now goes to the cliff on the left where the MOTHER stands
+with open arms.) I'm coming!
+
+TEMPTER. I can do nothing now. But one day we shall meet again! (He
+disappears behind the cliff.)
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE II
+
+ROCKY LANDSCAPE ON THE MOUNTAIN
+
+[Higher up the mountain; among the clouds a rocky landscape with a bog
+round it. The MOTHER on a rock, climbing until she disappears into the
+cloud. The STRANGER stops, bewildered.]
+
+STRANGER. Oh, Mother, Mother! Why are you leaving me? At the very moment
+when my loveliest dream was on the point of fulfilment!
+
+TEMPTER (coming forward). What have you been dreaming? Tell me!
+
+STRANGER. My dearest hope, most secret desire and last prayer!
+Reconciliation with mankind, through a woman.
+
+TEMPTER. Through a woman who taught you to hate.
+
+STRANGER. Yes, because she bound me to earth--like the round shot a
+slave drags on his foot, so that he can't escape.
+
+TEMPTER. You talk of woman. Always woman.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. Woman. The beginning and the end--for us men anyhow. In
+relationship to one another they are nothing.
+
+TEMPTER. So that's it; nothing in themselves; but everything for us,
+through us! Our honour and our shame; our greatest joy, our deepest
+pain; our redemption and our fall; our wages and our punishment; our
+strength and our weakness.
+
+STRANGER. Our shame! You've said so. Explain this riddle to me, you
+who're wise. Whenever I appeared in public arm in arm with a woman,
+my wife, who was beautiful and whom I adored, I felt ashamed of my own
+weakness. Explain that riddle to me.
+
+TEMPTER. You felt ashamed? I don't know why.
+
+STRANGER. Can't you answer? You, of all men?
+
+TEMPTER. No, I can't. But I too always suffered when I was with my wife
+in company, because I felt she was being soiled by men's glances, and I
+through her.
+
+STRANGER. And when she did the shameful deed, you were dishonoured. Why?
+
+TEMPTER. The Eve of the Greeks was called Pandora, and Zeus created her
+out of wickedness, in order to torture men and master them. As a wedding
+gift she received a box, containing all the unhappiness of the world.
+Perhaps the riddle of this sphinx can more easily be guessed, if it's
+seen from. Olympus, rather than from the pleasure garden of Paradise.
+Its full meaning will never be known to us. Though I'm as able as
+you. (Pause.) And, by the way, I can still enjoy the greatest pleasure
+creation ever offered! Go you and do likewise!
+
+STRANGER. You mean Satan's greatest illusion! For the woman who seems
+most beautiful to me, can seem horrible to others! Even for me, when
+she's angry, she can be uglier than any other woman. Then what is
+beauty?
+
+TEMPTER. A semblance, a reflection of your own goodness! (He puts his
+hand over his mouth.) Curses on it! I let it out that time. And now the
+devil's loose....
+
+STRANGER. Devil? Yes. But if she's a devil, how can a devil make me
+desire virtue and goodness? For that's what happened to me when I first
+saw her beauty; I was seized with a longing to be like her, and so to
+be worthy of her. To begin with I tried to be by taking exercise, having
+baths, using cosmetics and wearing good clothes; but I only made myself
+ridiculous. Then I began from within; I accustomed myself to thinking
+good thoughts, speaking well of people and acting nobly! And one day,
+when my outward form had moulded itself on the soul within, I became her
+likeness, as she said. And it was she who first uttered those wonderful
+words: I love you! How can a devil ennoble us; how can a spirit of hell
+fill us with goodness; how...? No, she was an angel! A fallen angel,
+of course, and her love a broken ray of that great light--that great
+eternal light--that warms and loves.... That loves....
+
+TEMPTER. What, old friend, must we stand here like two youths and spell
+out the riddles of love?
+
+CONFESSOR (coming in). What's this chatterer saying? He's talked away
+his whole life; and never done anything.
+
+TEMPTER. I wanted to be a priest, but had no vocation.
+
+CONFESSOR. Whilst you're waiting for it, help me to find a drunkard
+who's drowned himself in the bog. It must be near here, because I've
+been following his tracks till now.
+
+TEMPTER. Then it's the man lying beneath that brushwood there.
+
+CONFESSOR (picking up some twigs, and disclosing a fully clothed corpse,
+with a white, young face.) Yes, it is! (He grows pensive as he looks at
+the dead man.)
+
+TEMPTER. Who was he?
+
+CONFESSOR. It's extraordinary!
+
+TEMPTER. He must have been a good-looking man. And quite young.
+
+CONFESSOR. Oh no. He was fifty-four. And when I saw him a week ago, he
+looked like sixty-four. His eyes were as yellow as the slime of a garden
+snail and bloodshot from drunkenness; but also because he'd shed tears
+of blood over his vices and misery. His face was brown and swollen like
+a piece of liver on a butcher's table, and he hid himself from men's
+eyes out of shame--up to the end he seems to have been ashamed of the
+broken mirror of his soul, for he covered his face with brushwood. I
+saw him fighting his vices; I saw him praying to God on his knees for
+deliverance, after he'd been dismissed from his post as a teacher....
+But... Well, now he's been delivered. And look, now the evil's been
+taken from him, the good and beautiful that was in him has again become
+apparent; that's what he looked like when he was nineteen! (Pause.) This
+is sin--imposed as a punishment. Why? That we don't know. 'He who
+hateth the righteous, shall himself be guilty!' So it is written, as an
+indication. I knew him when he was young! And now I remember... he
+was always very angry with those who never drank. He criticised and
+condemned, and always set his cult of the grape on the altar of earthly
+joys! Now he's been set free. Free from sin, from shame, from ugliness.
+Yes, in death he looks beautiful. Death is the deliverer! (To the
+STRANGER.) Do you hear that, Deliverer, you who couldn't even free a
+drunkard from his evil passions!
+
+TEMPTER. Crime as punishment? That's not so bad. Most penetrating!
+
+CONFESSOR. So I think. You'll have new matter for argument.
+
+TEMPTER. Now I'll leave you gentlemen for a while. But soon we'll meet
+again. (He goes out.)
+
+CONFESSOR. I saw you just now with a woman! So there are still
+temptations?
+
+STRANGER. Not the kind you mean.
+
+CONFESSOR. Then what kind?
+
+STRANGER. I could still imagine a reconciliation between mankind and
+woman--through woman herself! And indeed, through that woman who was my
+wife and has now become what I once held her to be having been purified
+and lifted up by sorrow and need. But...
+
+CONFESSOR. But what?
+
+STRANGER. Experience teaches; the nearer, the further off: the further
+from one another, the nearer one can be.
+
+CONFESSOR. I've always known that--it was known by Dante, who all his
+life possessed the soul of Beatrice; and Beethoven, who was united from
+afar with Therese von Brunswick, knew it, though she was the wife of
+another!
+
+STRANGER. And yet! Happiness is only to be found in her company.
+
+CONFESSOR. Then stay with her.
+
+STRANGER. You're forgetting one thing: we're divorced.
+
+CONFESSOR. Good! Then you can begin a new marriage. And it'll promise
+all the more, because both of you are new people.
+
+STRANGER. Do you think anyone would marry us?
+
+CONFESSOR. I, for instance? That's asking too much.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. I'd forgotten! But I daresay someone could be found. It's
+another thing to get a home together....
+
+CONFESSOR. You're sometimes lucky, even if you won't see it. There's
+a small house down there by the river; it's quite new and the owner's
+never even seen it. He was an Englishman who wanted to marry; but at
+the last moment _she_ broke off the engagement. It was built by his
+secretary, and neither of the engaged couple ever set eyes on it. It's
+quite intact, you see!
+
+STRANGER. IS it to let?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes.
+
+STRANGER. Then I'll risk it. And I'll try to begin life all over again.
+
+CONFESSOR. Then you'll go down?
+
+STRANGER. Out of the clouds. Below the sun's shining, and up here the
+air's a little thin.
+
+CONFESSOR. Good! Then we must part--for a time.
+
+STRANGER. Where are you going?
+
+CONFESSOR. Up.
+
+STRANGER. And I down; to the earth, the mother with the soft bosom and
+warm lap....
+
+CONFESSOR. Until you long once more for what's hard as stone, as cold
+and as white... Farewell! Greetings to those below!
+
+(Each of them goes of in the direction he has chosen.)
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE III
+
+A SMALL HOUSE ON THE MOUNTAIN
+
+[A pleasant, panelled dining-room, with a tiled stove of majolica. On
+the dining-table, which is in the middle of the room, stand vases filled
+with flowers; also two candelabra with many lighted candles. A large
+carved sideboard on the left. On the right, two windows. At the
+back, two doors; that on the left is open and gives a view of the
+drawing-room, belonging to the lady of the house, which is furnished in
+light green and mahogany, and has a standard lamp of brass with a large,
+lemon-coloured lampshade, which is lit. The door on the right is closed.
+On the left behind the sideboard the entrance from the hall.]
+
+[From the left the STRANGER enters, dressed as a bridegroom; and the
+LADY, dressed as a bride; both radiant with youth and beauty.]
+
+STRANGER. Welcome to my house, belovčd; to your home and mine, my bride;
+to your dwelling-place, my wife!
+
+LADY. I'm grateful, dear friend! It's like a fairy tale!
+
+STRANGER. Yes, it is. A whole book of fairy tales, my dear, written by
+me.
+
+(They sit down on either side of the table.)
+
+LADY. Is this real? It seems too lovely to me.
+
+STRANGER. I've never seen you look so young, so beautiful.
+
+LADY. It's your own eyes....
+
+STRANGER. Yes, my own eyes that have learnt to see. And your goodness
+taught them....
+
+LADY. Which itself was taught by sorrow.
+
+STRANGER. Ingeborg!
+
+LADY. It's the first time you've called me by that name.
+
+STRANGER. The first? I've never met Ingeborg; I've never known you,
+as you are, sitting here in our home! Home! An enchanting word. An
+enchanting thing I've never yet possessed. A home and a wife! You are
+my first, my only one; for what once happened exists no longer--no more
+than the hour that's past!
+
+LADY. Orpheus! Your song has made these dead stones live. Make life sing
+in me!
+
+STRANGER. Eurydice, whom I rescued from the underworld! I'll love you to
+life again; revivify you with my imagination. Now happiness will come to
+us, for we know the dangers to avoid.
+
+LADY. The dangers, yes! It's lovely in this house. It seems as if these
+rooms were full of invisible guests, who've come to welcome us. Kind
+spirits, who'll bless us and our home.
+
+STRANGER. The candle flames are still, as if in prayer. The flowers are
+pensive.... And yet!
+
+LADY. Hush! The summer night's outside, warm and dark. And stars hang
+in the sky; large and tearful in the fir trees, like Christmas candles.
+This is happiness. Hold it fast!
+
+STRANGER (still thinking). And yet!
+
+LADY. Hush!
+
+STRANGER (getting up). A poem's coming: I can hear it. It's for you.
+
+LADY. Don't tell it me. I can see it--in your eyes.
+
+STRANGER. For I read it in yours! Well, I couldn't repeat it, because it
+has no words. Only scent, and colour. If I were to, I should destroy it.
+What's unborn is always most beautiful. What's unwon, most dear!
+
+LADY. Quiet. Or, our guests will leave us.
+
+(They do not speak.)
+
+STRANGER. This _is_ happiness--but I can't grasp it.
+
+LADY. See it and breath it; for it can't be grasped.
+
+(They do not speak.)
+
+STRANGER. You're looking at your little room.
+
+LADY. It's as bright green as a summer meadow. There's someone in there.
+Several people!
+
+STRANGER. Only my thoughts.
+
+LADY. Your good, your beautiful thoughts....
+
+STRANGER. Given me by you.
+
+LADY. Had I anything to give you?
+
+STRANGER. You? Everything! But up to now my hands have not been free to
+take it. Not clean enough to stroke your little heart....
+
+LADY. Beloved! The time for reconciliation's coming.
+
+STRANGER. With mankind, and woman--through a woman? Yes, that time has
+come; and blessed may you be amongst women.
+
+(The candles and lamps go out; it grows dark in the dining-room; but a
+weak ray of light can be seen, coming from the brass standard lamp in
+the LADY's room.)
+
+LADY. Why's it grown dark? Oh!
+
+STRANGER. Where are you, beloved? Give me your hand. I'm afraid!
+
+LADY. Here, dearest.
+
+STRANGER. The little hand, held out to me in the darkness, that's led me
+over stones and thorns. That little, soft, dear hand! Lead me into the
+light, into your bright, warm room; fresh green like hope.
+
+LADY (leading him towards the pale-green room). Are you afraid?
+
+STRANGER. You're a white dove, with whom the startled eagle finds
+sanctuary, when heaven's thunder clouds grow black, for the dove has no
+fear. She has not provoked the thunders of heaven!
+
+(They have reached the doorway leading to the other room, when the
+curtain falls.)
+
+***
+
+[The same room; but the table has been cleared. The LADY is sitting at
+it, doing nothing. She seems bored. On the right, down stage, a window
+is open. It is still. The STRANGER comes in, with a piece of paper in
+his hand.]
+
+STRANGER. Now you shall hear it.
+
+LADY (acquiescing absent-mindedly). Finished already?
+
+STRANGER. Already? Do you mean that seriously? I've taken seven days to
+write this little poem. (Silence.) Perhaps it'll bore you to hear it?
+
+LADY (drily). No. Certainly not. (The STRANGER sits down at the table
+and looks at the LADY.) Why are you looking at me?
+
+STRANGER. I'd like to see your thoughts.
+
+LADY. But you've heard them.
+
+STRANGER. That's nothing; I want to see them! (Pause.) What one says is
+mostly worthless. (Pause.) May I read them? No, I see I mayn't. You want
+nothing more from me. (The LADY makes a gesture as if she were going to
+speak.) Your face tells me enough. Now you've sucked me dry, eaten
+me hollow, killed my ego, my personality. To that I answer: how, my
+beloved? Have _I_ killed your ego, when I wanted to give you the whole
+of mine; when I let you skim the cream off my bowl, that I'd filled with
+all the experience of along life, with incursions into the deserts and
+groves of knowledge and art?
+
+LADY. I don't deny it, but my ego wasn't my own.
+
+STRANGER. Not yours? Then what is? Something that belongs to others?
+
+LADY. Is yours something that belongs to others too?
+
+STRANGER. No. What I've experienced is my own, mine and no other's. What
+I've read becomes mine, because I've broken it in two like glass, melted
+it down, and from this substance blown new glass in novel forms.
+
+LADY. But I can never be yours.
+
+STRANGER. I've become yours.
+
+LADY. What have you got from me?
+
+STRANGER. How can you ask me that?
+
+LADY. All the same--I'm not sure that you think it, though I feel you
+feel it--you wish me far away.
+
+STRANGER. I must be a certain distance from you, if I'm to see you. Now
+you're within the focus, and your image is unclear.
+
+LADY. The nearer, the farther off!
+
+STRANGER. Yes. When we part, we long for one another; and when we meet
+again, we long to part.
+
+LADY. Do you really think we love each other?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. Not like ordinary people, but unusual ones. We resemble
+two drops of water, that fear to get close together, in case they should
+cease to be two and become one.
+
+LADY. This time we knew the dangers and wanted to avoid them. But it
+seems that they can't be avoided.
+
+STRANGER. Perhaps they weren't dangers, but rude necessities; laws
+inscribed in the councils of the immortals. (Silence.) Your love always
+seemed to have the effect of hate. When you made me happy, you envied
+the happiness you'd given me. And when you saw I was unhappy, you loved
+me.
+
+LADY. Do you want me to leave you?
+
+STRANGER. If you do, I shall die.
+
+LADY. And, if I stay, it's I who'll die.
+
+STRANGER. Then let's die together and live out our love in a higher
+life; our love, that doesn't seem to be of this world. Let's live it out
+in another planet, where there's no nearness and no distance, where two
+are one; where number, time and space are no longer what they are in
+this.
+
+LADY. I'd like to die, yet I don't want to. I think I must be dead
+already.
+
+STRANGER. The air up here's too strong.
+
+LADY. You can't love me if you speak like that.
+
+STRANGER. To be frank, there are moments when you don't exist for me.
+But in others I feel your hatred like suffocating smoke.
+
+LADY. And I feel my heart creeping from my breast, when you are angry
+with me.
+
+STRANGER. Then we must hate one other.
+
+LADY. And love one another too.
+
+STRANGER. And hate because we love. We hate each other, because we're
+bound together. We hate the bond, we hate our love; we hate what is most
+loveable, what is the bitterest, the best this life can offer. We've
+come to an end!
+
+LADY. Yes.
+
+STRANGER. What a joke life is, if you take it seriously. And how
+serious, if you take it as a joke! You wanted to lead me by the hand
+towards the light; your easier fate was to make mine easier too. I
+wanted to raise you above the bogs and quicksands; but you longed for
+the lower regions, and wanted to convince me they were the upper ones. I
+ask myself if it's possible that you took what was wicked from me, when
+I was freed from it; and that what was good in you entered into me? If
+I've made you wicked I ask your pardon, and I kiss your little hand,
+that caressed and scratched me... the little hand that led me into the
+darkness... and on the long journey to Damascus....
+
+LADY. To a parting? (Silence.) Yes, a parting!
+
+(The LADY goes on her way. The STRANGER falls on to a chair by the
+table. The TEMPTER puts his head in at the window, and rests himself on
+his elbows whilst he smokes a cigarette.)
+
+TEMPTER. Ah, yes! C'est l'amour! The most mysterious of all mysteries,
+the most inexplicable of all that can't be explained, the most
+precarious of all that's insecure.
+
+STRANGER. So you're here?
+
+TEMPTER. I'm always everywhere, where it smells of quarrels. And in love
+affairs there are always quarrels.
+
+STRANGER. Always?
+
+TEMPTER. Always! I was invited to a silver wedding yesterday.
+Twenty-five years are no trifle--and for twenty-five years they'd been
+quarrelling. The whole love affair had been one long shindy, with
+many little ones in between! And yet they loved one another, and were
+grateful for all the good that had come to them; the evil was forgotten,
+wiped out--for a moment's happiness is worth ten days of blows and
+pinpricks. Oh yes! Those who won't accept evil never get anything good.
+The rind's very bitter, though the kernel's sweet.
+
+STRANGER. But very small.
+
+TEMPTER. It may be small, but it's good! (Pause.) Tell me, why did your
+madonna go her way? No answer; because he doesn't know! Now we'll have
+to let the hotel again. Here's a board. I'll hang it out at once. 'To
+Let.' One comes, another goes! C'est la vie, quoi? Rooms for Travellers!
+
+STRANGER. Have you ever been married?
+
+TEMPTER. Oh yes. Of course.
+
+STRANGER. Then why did you part?
+
+TEMPTER. Chiefly--perhaps it's a peculiarity of mine--chiefly
+because--well, you know, a man marries to get a home, to get into a
+home; and a woman to get out of one. She wanted to get out, and I wanted
+to get in! I was so made that I couldn't take her into company, because
+I felt as if she were soiled by men's glances. And in company, my
+splendid, wonderful wife turned into a little grimacing monkey I
+couldn't bear the sight of. So I stayed at home; and then, she stayed
+away. And when I met her again, she'd changed into someone else. She,
+my pure white notepaper, was scribbled all over; her clear and lovely
+features changed in imitation of the satyr-like looks of strange men.
+I could see miniature photographs of bull-fighters and guardsmen in her
+eyes, and hear the strange accents of strange men in her voice. On our
+grand piano, on which only the harmonies of the great masters used to be
+heard, she now played the cabaret songs of strange men; and on our table
+there lay nothing but the favourite reading of strange men. In a
+word, my whole existence was on the way to becoming an intellectual
+concubinage with strange men--and that was contrary to my nature, which
+has always longed for women! And--I need hardly say this--the tastes of
+these strange men were always the reverse of mine. She developed a real
+genius for discovering things I detested! That's what she called 'saving
+her personality.' Can you understand that?
+
+STRANGER. I can; but I won't attempt to explain it.
+
+TEMPTER. Yet this woman maintained she loved me, and that I didn't love
+her. But I loved her so much I didn't want to speak to any other human
+being; because I feared to be untrue to her if I found pleasure in
+the company of others, even if they were men. I'd married for feminine
+society; and in order to enjoy it I'd left my friends. I'd married in
+order to find company, but what I got was complete solitude! And I was
+supporting house and home, in order to provide strange men with feminine
+companionship. _C'est l'amour_, my friend!
+
+STRANGER. You should never talk about your wife.
+
+TEMPTER. No! For if you speak well of her, people will laugh; and if you
+speak ill, all their sympathy will go out to her; and if, in the first
+instance, you ask why they laugh, you get no answer.
+
+STRANGER. No. You can never find out who you've married. Never get hold
+of her--it seems she's no one. Tell me--what is woman?
+
+TEMPTER. I don't know! Perhaps a larva or a chrysalis, out of whose
+trance-like life a man one day will be created. She seems a child, but
+isn't one; she is a sort of child, and yet not like one. Drags downward,
+when the man pulls up. Drags upward, when the man pulls down.
+
+STRANGER. She always wants to disagree with her husband; always has a
+lot of sympathy for what he dislikes; is crudest beneath the greatest
+superficial refinement; the wickedest amongst the best. And yet,
+whenever I've been in love, I've always grown more sensitive to the
+refinements of civilisation.
+
+TEMPTER. You, I dare say. What about her?
+
+STRANGER. Oh, whilst our love was growing _she_ was always developing
+backwards. And getting cruder and more wicked.
+
+TEMPTER. Can you explain that?
+
+STRANGER. No. But once, when I was trying to find the solution to the
+riddle by disagreeing with myself, I took it that she absorbed my evil
+and I her good.
+
+TEMPTER. Do you think woman's particularly false?
+
+STRANGER. Yes and no. She seeks to hide her weakness but that only means
+that she's ambitious and has a sense of shame. Only whores are honest,
+and therefore cynical.
+
+TEMPTER. Tell me some more about her that's good.
+
+STRANGER. I once had a woman friend. She soon noticed that when I drank
+I looked uglier than usual; so she begged me not to. I remember one
+night we'd been talking in a café for many hours. When it was nearly ten
+o'clock, she begged me to go home and not to drink any more. We parted,
+after we'd said goodnight. A few days later I heard she'd left me only
+to go to a large party, where she drank till morning. Well, I said, as
+in those days I looked for all that was good in women, she meant well by
+me, but had to pollute herself for business reasons.
+
+TEMPTER. That's well thought out; and, as a view, can be defended. She
+wanted to make you better than herself, higher and purer, so that she
+could look up to you! But you can find an equally good explanation for
+that. A wife's always angry and out of humour with her husband; and the
+husband's always kind and grateful to his wife. He does all he can to
+make things easy for her, and she does all she can to torture him.
+
+STRANGER. That's not true. Of course it may sometimes appear to be so.
+I once had a woman friend who shifted all the defects that she had on to
+me. For instance, she was very much in love with herself, and therefore
+called me the most egoistical of men. She drank, and called me a
+drunkard; she rarely changed her linen and said I was dirty; she
+was jealous, even of my men friends, and called me Othello. She was
+masterful and called me Nero. Niggardly and called me Harpagon.
+
+TEMPTER. Why didn't you answer her?
+
+STRANGER. You know why very well! If I'd made clear to her what she
+really was, I'd have lost her favour that moment--and it was precisely
+her favour I wanted to keep.
+
+TEMPTER. _A tout prix_! Yes, that's the source of degradation! You grow
+accustomed to holding your tongue, and at last find yourself caught in a
+tissue of falsehoods.
+
+STRANGER. Wait! Don't you agree that married people so mix their
+personalities that they can no longer distinguish between meum and tuum,
+no longer remain separate from one another, or cannot tell their own
+weaknesses from those of the other. My jealous friend, who called me
+Othello, took me for herself, identified me with herself.
+
+TEMPTER. That sounds conceivable.
+
+STRANGER. You see! You can often explain most if you don't ask who's
+to blame. For when married people begin to differ, it's like a realm
+divided against itself, and that's the worst kind of disharmony.
+
+TEMPTER. There are moments when I think a woman cannot love a man.
+
+STRANGER. Perhaps not. To love is an active verb and woman's a passive
+noun. He loves and she is loved; he asks questions and she merely
+answers.
+
+TEMPTER. Then what is woman's love?
+
+STRANGER. The man's.
+
+TEMPTER. Well said. And therefore when the man ceases to love her, she
+severs herself from him!
+
+STRANGER. And then?
+
+TEMPTER. 'Sh! Someone's coming. Perhaps to take the house!
+
+STRANGER. A woman or a man?
+
+TEMPTER. A woman! And a man. But he's waiting outside. Now he's turned
+and is going into the wood. Interesting!
+
+STRANGER. Who is it?
+
+TEMPTER. You can see for yourself.
+
+STRANGER (looking out of the window). It's she! My first wife! My first
+love!
+
+TEMPTER. It seems she's left her second husband recently... and arrived
+here with number three; who, if one can judge by certain movements of
+his back and calves, is escaping from a stormy scene. Oh, well! But she
+didn't notice his spiteful intentions. Very interesting! I'll go out and
+listen.
+
+(He disappears. The WOMAN knocks.)
+
+STRANGER. Come in!
+
+(The WOMAN comes in. There is a silence.)
+
+WOMAN (excitedly). I only came here because the house was to let.
+
+STRANGER. Oh!
+
+WOMAN (slowly). Had I known who wanted to let it, I shouldn't have come.
+
+STRANGER. What does it matter?
+
+WOMAN. May I sit down a moment? I'm tired.
+
+STRANGER. Please do. (They sit down at the table opposite one another,
+in the seats occupied by the STRANGER and the LADY in the first scene.)
+It's a long time since we've sat facing one another like this.
+
+WOMAN. With flowers and lights on the table. One night...
+
+STRANGER. When I was dressed as a bridegroom and you as a bride...
+
+WOMAN. And the candle flames were still as in prayer and the flowers
+pensive....
+
+STRANGER. Is your husband outside?
+
+WOMAN. No.
+
+STRANGER. You're still seeking... what doesn't exist?
+
+WOMAN. Doesn't it?
+
+STRANGER. No. I always told you so, but you wouldn't believe me; you
+wanted to find out for yourself. Have you found out now?
+
+WOMAN. Not yet.
+
+STRANGER. Why did you leave your husband? (The WOMAN doesn't reply.) Did
+he beat you?
+
+WOMAN. Yes.
+
+STRANGER. How did he come to forget himself so far?
+
+WOMAN. He was angry.
+
+STRANGER. What about?
+
+WOMAN. Nothing.
+
+STRANGER. Why was he angry about nothing?
+
+WOMAN (rising). No, thank you! I won't sit here and be picked to pieces.
+Where's your wife?
+
+STRANGER. She left me just now.
+
+WOMAN. Why?
+
+STRANGER. Why did you leave me?
+
+WOMAN. I felt you wanted to leave me; so, not to be deserted, I went
+myself.
+
+STRANGER. I dare say that's true. But how could you read my thoughts?
+
+WOMAN (sitting down again). What? We didn't need to speak in order to
+know one another's thoughts.
+
+STRANGER. We made a mistake when we were living together, because we
+accused each other of wicked thoughts before they'd become actions; and
+lived in mental reservations instead of realities. For instance, I
+once noticed how you enjoyed the defiling gaze of a strange man, and I
+accused you of unfaithfulness.
+
+WOMAN. You were wrong to do so, and right. Because my thoughts were
+sinful.
+
+STRANGER. Don't you think my habit of 'anticipating you' prevented your
+bad designs from being put in practice?
+
+WOMAN. Let me think! Yes, perhaps it did. But I was annoyed to find a
+spy always at my side, watching my inmost self, that was my own.
+
+STRANGER. But it wasn't your own: it was ours!
+
+WOMAN. Yes, but I held it to be mine, and believed you'd no right
+to force your way in. When you did so I hated you; I said you were
+abnormally suspicious out of self-defence. Now I can admit that your
+suspicions were never wrong; that they were, in fact, the purest wisdom.
+
+STRANGER. Oh! Do you know that, at night, when we'd said good-night as
+friends and gone to sleep, I used to wake and feel your hatred poisoning
+me; and think of getting out of bed so as not to be suffocated. One
+night I woke and felt a pressure on the top of my head. I saw you were
+awake and had put your hand close to my mouth. I thought you were making
+me inhale poison from a phial; and, to make sure, I seized your hand.
+
+WOMAN. I remember.
+
+STRANGER. What did you do then?
+
+WOMAN. Nothing. Only hated you.
+
+STRANGER. Why?
+
+WOMAN. Because you were my husband. Because I ate your bread.
+
+STRANGER. Do you think it's always the same?
+
+WOMAN. I don't know. I suspect it is.
+
+STRANGER. But sometimes you've even despised me?
+
+WOMAN. Yes, when you were ridiculous. A man in love is always
+ridiculous. Do you know what a cox-comb is? That's what a lover's like.
+
+STRANGER. But if any man who loves you is ridiculous, how can you
+respond to his love?
+
+WOMAN. We don't! We submit to it, and search for another man who doesn't
+love us.
+
+STRANGER. But if he, in turn, begins to love you, do you look for a
+third?
+
+WOMAN. Perhaps it's like that.
+
+STRANGER. Very strange. (There is a silence.) I remember you were always
+dreaming of someone you called your Toreador, which I translated by
+'horse butcher.' You eventually got him, but he gave you no children,
+and no bread; only beatings! A toreador's always fighting. (Silence.)
+Once I let myself be tempted into trying to compete with the toreador.
+I started to bicycle and fence and do other things of the kind. But you
+only began to detest me for it. That means that the husband mayn't do
+what the lover may. Later you had a passion for page boys. One of them
+used to sit on the Brussels carpet and read you bad verses.... My good
+ones were of no use to you. Did you get your page boy?
+
+WOMAN. Yes. But his verses weren't bad, really.
+
+STRANGER. Oh yes, they were, my dear. I know him! He stole my rhythms
+and set them for the barrel organ.
+
+WOMAN (rising and going to the door.) You should be ashamed of yourself.
+
+(The TEMPTER conies in, holding a letter in his hand.)
+
+TEMPTER. Here's a letter. It's for you. (The WOMAN takes it, reads it
+and falls into a chair.) A farewell note! Oh, well! All beginnings
+are hard--in love affairs. And those who lack the patience to surmount
+initial difficulties--lose the golden fruit. Pages are always impatient.
+Unknown youth, have you had enough?
+
+STRANGER (rising and picking up his hat). My poor Anna!
+
+WOMAN. Don't leave me.
+
+STRANGER. I must.
+
+WOMAN. Don't go. You were the best of them all.
+
+TEMPTER. Do you want to begin again from the beginning? That would be
+a sure way to make an end of this. For if lovers only find one another,
+they lose one another! What is love? Say something witty, each one of
+you, before we part.
+
+WOMAN. I don't know what it is. The highest and the loveliest of things,
+that has to sink to the lowest and the ugliest.
+
+STRANGER. A caricature of godly love.
+
+TEMPTER. An annual plant, that blossoms during the engagement, goes to
+seed in marriage and then sinks to the earth to wither and die.
+
+WOMAN. The loveliest flowers have no seed. The rose is the flower of
+love.
+
+STRANGER. And the lily that of innocence. That can form seeds, but only
+opens her white cup to kisses.
+
+TEMPTER. And propagates her kind with buds, out of which fresh lilies
+spring, like chaste Minerva who sprang fully armed from the head of
+Zeus, and not from his royal loins. Oh yes, children, I've understood
+much, but never this: what the beloved of my soul has to do with.... (He
+hesitates.)
+
+STRANGER. Well, go on!
+
+TEMPTER. What all-powerful love, that is the marriage of souls, has to
+do with the propagation of the species!
+
+STRANGER and WOMAN. Now he's come to the point!
+
+TEMPTER. I've never been able to understand how a kiss, that's an
+unborn word, a soundless speech, a quiet language of the soul, can be
+exchanged, by means of a hallowed procedure, for a surgical operation,
+that always ends in tears and the chattering of teeth. I've never
+understood how that holy night, the first in which two souls embrace
+each other in love, can end in the shedding of blood, in quarrelling,
+hate, mutual contempt--and lint! (He holds his mouth shut.)
+
+STRANGER. Suppose the story of the fall were true? In pain shalt thou
+bring forth children.
+
+TEMPTER. In that case one could understand.
+
+WOMAN. Who is the man who says these things?
+
+TEMPTER. Only a wanderer on the quicksands of this life. (The WOMAN
+rises.) So you're ready to go. Who will go first?
+
+STRANGER. I shall.
+
+TEMPTER. Where?
+
+STRANGER. Upwards. And you?
+
+TEMPTER. I shall stay down here, in between....
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+
+
+ACT IV
+
+SCENE I
+
+CHAPTER HOUSE OF THE MONASTERY
+
+[A Gothic chapter house. In the background arcades lead to the cloisters
+and the courtyard of the monastery. In the middle of the courtyard there
+is a well with a statue of the Virgin Mary, surrounded by long-stemmed
+white roses. The walls of the chapter house are filled with built-in
+choir stalls of oak. The PRIOR'S own stall is in the middle to the right
+and rather higher than the rest. In the middle of the chapter house an
+enormous crucifix. The sun is shining on the statue of the Virgin in
+the courtyard. The STRANGER enters from the back. He is wearing a coarse
+monkish cowl, with a rope round his waist and sandals on his feet. He
+halts in the doorway and looks at the chapter house, then goes over to
+the crucifix and stops in front of it. The last strophe of the choral
+service can be heard from across the courtyard. The CONFESSOR enters
+from the back; he is dressed in black and white; he has long hair and
+along beard and a very small tonsure that can hardly be seen.]
+
+CONFESSOR. Peace be with you!
+
+STRANGER. And with you.
+
+CONFESSOR. How do you like this white house?
+
+STRANGER. I can only see blackness.
+
+CONFESSOR. You still are black; but you'll grow white, quite white! Did
+you sleep well last night?
+
+STRANGER. Dreamlessly, like a tired child. But tell me: why do I find so
+many locked doors?
+
+CONFESSOR. You'll gradually learn to open them.
+
+STRANGER. Is this a large building?
+
+CONFESSOR. Endless! It dates from the time of Charlemagne and has
+continually grown through pious benefactions. Untouched by the spiritual
+upheavals and changes of different epochs, it stands on its rocky height
+as a monument of Western culture. That is to say: Christian faith wedded
+to the knowledge of Hellas and Rome.
+
+STRANGER. So it's not merely a religious foundation?
+
+CONFESSOR. No. It embraces all the arts and sciences as well. There's
+a library, museum, observatory and laboratory--as you'll see later.
+Agriculture and horticulture are also studied here; and a hospital for
+laymen, with its own sulphur springs, is attached to the monastery.
+
+STRANGER. One word more, before the chapter assembles. What kind of man
+is the Prior?
+
+CONFESSOR (smiling). He is the Prior! Aloof, without peer, dwelling on
+the summits of human knowledge, and... well, you'll see him soon.
+
+STRANGER. Is it true that he's so old?
+
+CONFESSOR. He's reached an unusual age. He was born at the beginning of
+the century that's now nearing its end.
+
+STRANGER. Has he always been in the monastery?
+
+CONFESSOR. No. He's not always been a monk, though always a priest. Once
+he was a minister, but that was seventy years ago. Twice curator of the
+university. Archbishop.... 'Sh! Mass is over.
+
+STRANGER. I presume he's not the kind of unprejudiced priest who
+pretends to have vices when he has none?
+
+CONFESSOR. Not at all. But he's seen life and mankind, and he's more
+human than priestly.
+
+STRANGER. And the fathers?
+
+CONFESSOR. Wise men, with strange histories, and none of them alike.
+
+STRANGER. Who can never have known life as it's lived....
+
+CONFESSOR. All have lived their lives, more than once; have suffered
+shipwreck, started again, gone to pieces and risen once more. You must
+wait.
+
+STRANGER. The Prior's sure to ask me questions. I don't think I can
+agree to everything.
+
+CONFESSOR. On the contrary, you must show yourself as you are; and
+defend your opinions to the last.
+
+STRANGER. Will contradiction be permitted here?
+
+CONFESSOR. Here? You're a child, who's lived in a childish world, where
+you've played with thoughts and words. You've lived in the erroneous
+belief that language, a material thing, can be a vehicle for anything
+so subtle as thoughts and feelings. We've discovered that error, and
+therefore speak as little as possible; for we are aware of, and can
+divine, the innermost thoughts of our neighbour. We've so developed
+our perceptive faculties by spiritual exercises that we are linked in
+a single chain; and can detect a feeling of pleasure and harmony,
+when there's complete accord. The Prior, who has trained himself most
+rigorously, can feel if anyone's thoughts have strayed into wrong paths.
+In some respects he's like--merely like, I say--a telephone engineer's
+galvanometer, that shows when and where a current has been interrupted.
+Therefore we can have no secrets from one another, and so do not need
+the confessional. Think of all this when you confront the searching eye
+of the Prior!
+
+STRANGER. Is there any intention of examining me?
+
+CONFESSOR. Oh no. There are merely a few questions to answer without any
+deep meaning, before the practical examinations. Quiet! Here they are.
+
+(He goes to one side. The PRIOR enters from the back. He is dressed
+entirely in white and he has pulled up his hood. He is a tall man with
+long white hair and along white beard-his head is like that of Jupiter.
+His face is pale, but full and without wrinkles. His eyes are large,
+surrounded by shadows and his eyebrows strongly marked. A quiet,
+majestic calm reigns over his whole personality. The PRIOR is followed
+by twelve Fathers, dressed in black and white, with black hoods, also
+pulled up. All bow to the crucifix and then go to their places.)
+
+PRIOR (after looking at the STRANGER for a moment.) What do you seek
+here? (The STRANGER is confused and tries to find an answer, but cannot.
+The PRIOR goes on, calmly, firmly, but indulgently.) Peace? Isn't that
+so? (The STRANGER makes a sign of assent with head and mouth.) But if
+the whole of life is a struggle, how can you find peace amongst the
+living? (The STRANGER is not able to answer.) Do you want to turn your
+back on life because you feel you've been injured, cheated?
+
+STRANGER (in a weak voice). Yes.
+
+PRIOR. So you've been defrauded, unjustly dealt with? And this injustice
+began so early that you, an innocent child, couldn't imagine you'd
+committed any crime that was worthy of punishment. Well, once you were
+unjustly accused of stealing fruit; tormented into taking the offence
+on yourself; tortured into telling lies about yourself and forced to beg
+forgiveness for a fault you'd not committed. Wasn't it so?
+
+STRANGER (with certainty). Yes. It was.
+
+PRIOR. It was; and you've never been able to forget it. Never. Now
+listen, you've a good memory; can you remember _The Swiss Family
+Robinson_?
+
+STRANGER (shrinking). _The Swiss Family Robinson_?
+
+PRIOR. Yes. Those events that caused you such mental torture happened in
+1857, but at Christmas 1856, that is the year before, you tore a copy
+of that book and out of fear of punishment hid it under a chest in the
+kitchen. (The STRANGER is taken aback.) The wardrobe was painted in oak
+graining, and clothes hung in its upper part, whilst shoes stood below.
+This wardrobe seemed enormously big to you, for you were a small child,
+and you couldn't imagine it could ever be moved; but during spring
+cleaning at Easter what was hidden was brought to light. Fear drove you
+to put the blame on a schoolfellow. And now he had to endure torture,
+because appearances were against him, for you were thought to be
+trustworthy. After this the history of your sorrows comes as a logical
+sequence. You accept this logic?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. Punish me!
+
+PRIOR. No. I don't punish; when I was a child I did--similar things. But
+will you now promise to forget this history of your own sufferings for
+all time and never to recount it again?
+
+STRANGER. I promise! If only he whom I took advantage of could forgive
+me.
+
+PRIOR. He has already. Isn't that so, Pater Isidor?
+
+ISIDOR (who was the DOCTOR in the first part of 'The Road to Damascus,'
+rising). With my whole heart!
+
+STRANGER. It's you!
+
+ISIDOR. Yes. I.
+
+PRIOR (to FATHER ISIDOR). Pater Isidor, say a word, just one.
+
+ISIDOR. It was in the year 1856 that I had to endure my torture. But
+even in 1854 one of my brothers suffered in the same way, owing to a
+false accusation on my part. (To the STRANGER.) So we're all guilty and
+not one of us is without blemish; and I believe my victim had no clear
+conscience either. (He sits down.)
+
+PRIOR. If we could only stop accusing one another and particularly
+Eternal Justice! But we're born in guilt and all resemble Adam! (To the
+STRANGER.) There was something you wanted to know, was there not?
+
+STRANGER. I wanted to know life's inmost meaning.
+
+PRIOR. The very innermost! So you wanted to learn what no man's
+permitted to know. Pater Uriel! (PATER URIEL, who is blind, rises. The
+PRIOR speaks to the STRANGER.) Look at this blind father! We call him
+Uriel in remembrance of Uriel Acosta, whom perhaps you've heard of? (The
+STRANGER makes a sign that he has not.) You haven't? All young people
+should have heard of him. Uriel Acosta was a Portuguese of Jewish
+descent, who, however, was brought up in the Christian faith. When he
+was still fairly young he began to inquire--you understand--to inquire
+if Christ were really God; with the result that he went over to the
+Jewish faith. And then he began research into the Mosaic writings and
+the immortality of the soul, with the result that the Rabbis handed him
+over to the Christian priesthood for punishment. A long time after
+he returned to the Jewish faith. But his thirst for knowledge knew
+no bounds, and he continued his researches till he found he'd reached
+absolute nullity; and in despair that he couldn't learn the final secret
+he took his own life with a pistol shot. (Pause.) Now look at our good
+father Uriel here. He, too, was once very young and anxious to know; he
+always wanted to be in the forefront of every modern movement, and he
+discovered new philosophies. I may add, by the way, that he's a friend
+of my boyhood and almost as old as I. Now about 1820 he came upon the
+so-called rational philosophy, that had already lain in its grave for
+twenty years. With this system of thought, which was supposed to be a
+master key, all locks were to be picked, all questions answered and all
+opponents confuted--everything was clear and simple. In those days Uriel
+was a strong opponent of all religions and in particular followed the
+Mesmerists, as the hypnotisers of that age were called. In 1830 our
+friend became a Hegelian, though, to be sure, rather late in the day.
+Then he re-discovered God, a God who was immanent in nature and in man,
+and found he was a little god himself. Now, as ill-luck would have it,
+there were two Hegels, just as there were two Voltaires; and the later,
+or more conservative Hegel, had developed his All-godhead till it had
+become a compromise with the Christian view. And so Father Uriel, who
+never wanted to be behind the times, became a rationalistic Christian,
+who was given the thankless task of combating Rationalism and himself.
+(Pause.) I'll shorten the whole sad history for Father Uriel's sake. In
+1850 he again became a materialist and an enemy of Christianity. In
+1870 he became a hypnotist, in 1880 a theosophist, and 1890 he wanted to
+shoot himself! I met him just at that time. He was sitting on a bench in
+Unter den Linden in Berlin, and he was blind. This Uriel was blind--and
+Uriel means 'God is my Light'--who for a century had marched with the
+torch of liberalism at the head of _every_ modern movement! (To the
+STRANGER.) You see, he wanted to know, but he failed! And therefore he
+now believes. Is there anything else you'd like to know?
+
+STRANGER. One thing only.
+
+PRIOR. Speak.
+
+STRANGER. If Father Uriel had held to his first faith in 1810, men would
+have called him conservative or old-fashioned; but now, as he's followed
+the developments of his time and has therefore discarded his youthful
+faith, men will call him a renegade--that's to say: whatever he does
+mankind will blame him.
+
+PRIOR. Do you heed what men say? Father Clemens, may I tell him how
+you heeded what men said? (PATER CLEMENS rises and makes a gesture of
+assent.) Father Clemens is our greatest figure painter. In the world
+outside he's known by another name, a very famous one. Father Clemens
+was a young man in 1830. He felt he had a talent for painting and
+gave himself up to it with his whole soul. When he was twenty he was
+exhibiting. The public, the critics, his teachers, and his parents
+were all of the opinion that he'd made a mistake in the choice of his
+profession. Young Clemens heeded what men were saying, so he laid down
+his brush and turned bookseller. When he was fifty years of age, and had
+his life behind him, the paintings of his early years were discovered by
+some stranger; and were then recognised as masterpieces by the public,
+the critics, his teachers and relations! But it was too late. And when
+Father Clemens complained of the wickedness of the world, the world
+answered with a heartless grin: 'Why did you let yourself be taken
+in?' Father Clemens grieved so much at this, that he came to us. But he
+doesn't grieve any longer now. Or do you, Father Clemens?
+
+CLEMENS. No! But that isn't the end of the story. The paintings I'd done
+in 1830 were admired and hung in a museum till 1880. Taste then changed
+very quickly, and one day an important newspaper announced that their
+presence there was an outrage. So they were banished to the attic.
+
+PRIOR (to the STRANGER). That's a good story!
+
+CLEMENS. But it's still not finished. By 1890 taste had so changed again
+that a professor of the History of Art wrote that it was a national
+scandal that my works should be hanging in an attic. So the pictures
+were brought down again, and, for the time being, are classical. But
+for how long? From that you can see, young man, in what worldly fame
+consists? Vanitas vanitatum vanitas!
+
+STRANGER. Then is life worth living?
+
+PRIOR. Ask Pater Melcher, who is experienced not only in the world of
+deception and error, but also in that of lies and contradictions. Follow
+him: he'll show you the picture gallery and tell you stories.
+
+STRANGER. I'll gladly follow anyone who can teach me something.
+
+(PATER MELCHER takes the STRANGER by the hand and leads him out of the
+Chapter House.)
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE II
+
+PICTURE GALLERY OF THE MONASTERY
+
+[Picture Gallery of the Monastery. There are mostly portraits of people
+with two heads.]
+
+MELCHER. Well, first we have here a small landscape, by an unknown
+master, called 'The Two Towers.' Perhaps you've been in Switzerland and
+know the originals.
+
+STRANGER. I've been in Switzerland!
+
+MELCHER. Exactly. Then near the station of Amsteg on the Gotthard
+railway you've seen a tower, called Zwing-Uri, sung of by Schiller
+in his _Wilhelm Tell_. It stands there as a monument to the cruel
+oppression which the inhabitants of Uri suffered at the hands of
+the German Emperors. Good! On the Italian side of the Gotthard lies
+Bellinzona, as you know. There are many towers to be seen there, but the
+most curious is called Castel d'Uri. That's the monument recalling the
+cruel oppression which the Italian cantons suffered at the hands of the
+inhabitants of Uri! Now do you understand?
+
+STRANGER. So freedom means: freedom to oppress others. That's new to me.
+
+MELCHER. Then let's go on without further comment to the portrait
+collection. Number one in the catalogue. Boccaccio, with two heads--all
+our portraits have at least two heads. His story's well known. The great
+man began his career by writing dissolute and godless tales, which
+he dedicated to Queen Johanna of Naples, who'd seduced the son of St.
+Brigitta. Boccaccio ended up as a saint in a monastery where he lectured
+on Dante's Hell and the devils that, in his youth, he had thought to
+drive out in a most original way. You'll notice now, how the two faces
+are meeting each other's gaze!
+
+STRANGER. Yes. But all trace of humour's lacking; and humour's to be
+expected in a man who knew himself as well as our friend Boccaccio did.
+
+MELCHER. Number two in the catalogue. Ah, yes; that's two-headed Doctor
+Luther. The youthful champion of tolerance and the aged upholder of
+intolerance. Have I said enough?
+
+STRANGER. Quite enough.
+
+MELCHER. Number three in the catalogue. The great Gustavus Adolphus
+accepting Catholic funds from Cardinal Richelieu in order to fight for
+Protestantism, whilst remaining neutral in the face of the Catholic
+League.
+
+STRANGER. How do Protestants explain this threefold contradiction?
+
+MELCHER. They say it's not true. Number four in the catalogue. Schiller,
+the author of The Robbers, who was offered the freedom of the City of
+Paris by the leaders of the French Revolution in 1792; but who had been
+made a State Councillor of Meiningen as early as 1790 and a royal Danish
+Stipendiary in 1791. The scene depicts the State Councillor--and friend
+of his Excellency Goethe--receiving the Diploma of Honour from the
+leaders of the French Revolution as late as 1798. Think of it, the
+diploma of the Reign of Terror in the year 1798, when the Revolution was
+over and the country under the Directory! I'd have liked to have seen
+the Councillor and his friend, His Excellency! But it didn't matter,
+for two years later he repaid his nomination by writing the _Song of the
+Bell_, in which he expressed his thanks and begged the revolutionaries
+to keep quiet! Well, that's life. We're intelligent people and love _The
+Robbers_ as much as _The Song of the Bell_; Schiller as much as Goethe!
+
+STRANGER. The work remains, the master perishes.
+
+MELCHER. Goethe, yes! Number five in the catalogue. He began with
+Strassburg cathedral and _Götz von Berlichingen_, two hurrahs for gothic
+Germanic art against that of Greece and Rome. Later he fought against
+Germanism and for Classicism. Goethe against Goethe! There you see the
+traditional Olympic calm, harmony, etc., in the greatest disharmony
+with itself. But depression at this turns into uneasiness when the
+young Romantic school appears and combats the Goethe of _Iphigenia_ with
+theories drawn from Goethe's _Goetz_. That the 'great heathen' ends up
+by converting Faust in the Second Part, and allowing him to be saved by
+the Virgin Mary and the angels, is usually passed over in silence by his
+admirers. Also the fact that a man of such clear vision should, towards
+the end of his life, have found everything so 'strange,' and 'curious,'
+even the simplest facts that he'd previously seen through. His last
+wish was for 'more light'! Yes; but it doesn't matter. We're intelligent
+people and love our Goethe just the same.
+
+STRANGER. And rightly.
+
+MELCHER. Number six in the catalogue. Voltaire! He has more than two
+heads. The Godless One, who spent his whole life defending God. The
+Mocker, who was mocked, because 'he believed in God like a child.' The
+author of the cynical 'Candide,' who wrote:
+
+ In my youth I sought the pleasures
+ Of the senses, but I learned
+ That their sweetness was illusion
+ Soon to bitterness it turned.
+ In old age I've come to see
+ Life is nought but vanity.
+
+Dr. Knowall, who thought he could grasp everything between Heaven and
+Earth by means of reason and science, sings like this, when he comes to
+the end of his life:
+
+ I had thought to find in knowledge
+ Light to guide me on my way;
+ Yet I still must walk in darkness
+ All that's known must soon decay.
+ Ignorance, I turn to thee!
+ Knowledge is but vanity.
+
+But that's no matter! Voltaire can be put to many uses. The Jews use
+him against the Christians, and the Christians use him against the Jews,
+because he was an anti-Semite, like Luther. Chateaubriand used him
+to defend Catholicism, and Protestants use him even to-day to attack
+Catholicism. He was a fine fellow!
+
+STRANGER. Then what's your view?
+
+MELCHER. We have no views here; we've faith, as I've told you already.
+And that's why we've only one head--placed exactly above the heart.
+(Pause.) In the meantime let's look at number seven in the catalogue.
+Ah, Napoleon! The creation of the Revolution itself! The Emperor of the
+People, the Nero of Freedom, the suppressor of Equality and the 'big
+brother' of Fraternity. He's the most cunning of all the two-headed, for
+he could laugh at himself, raise himself above his own contradictions,
+change his skin and his soul, and yet be quite explicable to himself in
+every transformation--convinced, self-authorised. There's only one other
+man who can be compared with him in this; Kierkegaard the Dane. From
+the beginning he was aware of this parthenogenesis of the soul, whose
+capacity to multiply by taking cuttings was equivalent to bringing forth
+young in this life without conception. And for that reason, and so as
+not to become life's fool, he wrote under a number of pseudonyms, of
+which each one constituted a 'stage on his life's way.' But did you
+realise this? The Lord of life, in spite of all these precautions, made
+a fool of him after all. Kierkegaard, who fought all his life against
+the priesthood and the professional preachers of the State Church,
+was eventually forced of necessity to become a professional preacher
+himself! Oh yes! Such things do happen.
+
+STRANGER. The Powers That Be play tricks....
+
+MELCHER. The Powers play tricks on tricksters, and delude the arrogant,
+particularly those who alone believe they possess truth and knowledge!
+Number eight in the catalogue. Victor Hugo. He split himself into
+countless parts. He was a peer of France, a Grandee of Spain, a friend
+of Kings, and the socialist author of _Les Misérables_. The peers
+naturally called him a renegade, and the socialists a reformer. Number
+nine. Count Friedrich Leopold von Stollberg. He wrote a fanatical book
+for the Protestants, and then suddenly became a Catholic! Inexplicable
+in a sensible man. A miracle, eh? A little journey to Damascus,
+perhaps? Number ten. Lafayette. The heroic upholder of freedom,
+the revolutionary, who was forced to leave France as a suspected
+reactionary, because he wanted to help Louis XVI; and then was captured
+by the Austrians and carried off to Olmütz as a revolutionary! What was
+he in reality?
+
+STRANGER. Both!
+
+MELCHER. Yes, both. He had the two halves that made a whole--a whole
+man. Number eleven. Bismarck. A paradox. The honest diplomat, who
+maintained he'd discovered that to tell the truth was the greatest of
+ruses. And so was compelled--by the Powers, I suppose?--to spend the
+last six years of his life unmasking himself as a conscious liar. You're
+tired. Then we'll stop now.
+
+STRANGER. Yes, if one clings to the same ideas all one's life, and holds
+the same opinions, one grows old according to nature's laws, and gets
+called conservative, old-fashioned, out of date. But if one goes on
+developing, keeping pace with one's own age, renewing oneself with the
+perennially youthful impulses of contemporary thought, one's called a
+waverer and a renegade.
+
+MELCHER. That's as old as the world! But does an intelligent, man heed
+what he's called? One is, what one's becoming.
+
+STRANGER. But who revises the periodically changing views of
+contemporary opinion?
+
+MELCHER. You ought to answer that yourself, and indeed in this way. It
+is the Powers themselves who promulgate contemporary opinion, as they
+develop in _apparent_ circles. Hegel, the philosopher of the present,
+himself dimorphous, for both a 'left'-minded and a 'right'-minded Hegel
+can always be quoted, has best explained the contradictions of life,
+of history and of the spirit, with his own magic formula. Thesis:
+affirmation; Antithesis: negation; Synthesis: comprehension! Young
+man, or rather, comparatively young man! You began life by accepting
+everything, then went on to denying everything on principle. Now end
+your life by comprehending everything. Be exclusive no longer. Do
+not say: either--or, but: not only--but also! In a word, or two words
+rather, Humanity and Resignation!
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE III
+
+CHAPEL OF THE MONASTERY
+
+[Choir of the Monastery Chapel. An open coffin with a bier cloth and two
+burning candles. The CONFESSOR leads in the STRANGER by the hand. The
+STRANGER is dressed in the white shirt of the novice.]
+
+CONFESSOR. Have you carefully considered the step you wish to take?
+
+STRANGER. Very carefully.
+
+CONFESSOR. Have you no more questions?
+
+STRANGER. Questions? No.
+
+CONFESSOR. Then stay here, whilst I fetch the Chapter and the Fathers
+and Brothers, so that the solemn act may begin.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. Let it come to pass.
+
+(The CONFESSOR goes out. The STRANGER, left alone, is sunk in thought.)
+
+TEMPTER (coming forward). Are you ready?
+
+STRANGER. So ready, that I've no answer left for you.
+
+TEMPTER. On the brink of the grave, I understand! You'll have to lie in
+your coffin and appear to die; the old Adam will be covered with three
+shovelfuls of earth, and a De Profundis will be sung. Then you'll rise
+again from the dead, having laid aside your old name, and be baptized
+once more like a new-born child! What will you be called? (The STRANGER
+does not reply.) It is written: Johannes, brother Johannes, because he
+preached in the wilderness and...
+
+STRANGER. Do not trouble me.
+
+TEMPTER. Speak to me a little, before you depart into the long silence.
+For you'll not be allowed to speak for a whole year.
+
+STRANGER. All the better. Speaking at last becomes a vice, like
+drinking. And why speak, if words do not cloak thoughts?
+
+TEMPTER. _You_ at the graveside.... Was life so bitter?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. My life was.
+
+TEMPTER. Did you never know one pleasure?
+
+STRANGER. Yes, many pleasures; but they were very brief and seemed only
+to exist in order to make the pain of their loss the sharper.
+
+TEMPTER. Can't it be put the other way round: that pain exists in order
+to make joy more keen?
+
+STRANGER. It can be put in any way.
+
+(A woman enters with a child to be baptized.)
+
+TEMPTER. Look! A little mortal, who's to be consecrated to suffering.
+
+STRANGER. Poor child!
+
+TEMPTER. A human history, that's about to begin. (A bridal couple cross
+the stage.) And there--what's loveliest, and most bitter. Adam and Eve
+in Paradise, that in a week will be a Hell, and in a fortnight Paradise
+again.
+
+STRANGER. What is loveliest, brightest! The first, the only, the last
+that ever gave life meaning! I, too, once sat in the sunlight on a
+verandah, in the spring beneath the first tree to show new green, and a
+small crown crowned a head, and a white veil lay like thin morning mist
+over a face... that was not that of a human being. Then came darkness!
+
+TEMPTER. Whence?
+
+STRANGER. From the light itself. I know no more.
+
+TEMPTER. It could only have been a shadow, for light is needed to throw
+shadows; but for darkness no light is needed.
+
+STRANGER. Stop! Or we'll never come to an end.
+
+(The CONFESSOR and the CHAPTER appear in procession.)
+
+TEMPTER (disappearing). Farewell!
+
+CONFESSOR (advancing with a large black bier-cloth). Lord! Grant him
+eternal peace!
+
+CHOIR. May he be illumined with perpetual light!
+
+CONFESSOR (wrapping the STRANGER to the bier-cloth). May he rest in
+peace!
+
+CHOIR. Amen!
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+
+
+
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+The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Road to Damascus, by August Strindberg
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+Title: The Road to Damascus
+ A Trilogy
+
+Author: August Strindberg
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+Commentator: Gunnar Ollén
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+Translator: Esther Johanson and Graham Rawson
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+Release Date: September, 2005 [EBook #8875]
+Last Updated: January 25, 2013
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+</pre>
+ <p>
+ <br /><br />
+ </p>
+ <h1>
+ THE ROAD TO DAMASCUS
+ </h1>
+ <h3>
+ A TRILOGY
+ </h3>
+ <p>
+ <br /><br />
+ </p>
+ <h2>
+ By August Strindberg
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ <br /><br />
+ </p>
+ <h3>
+ English Version By Graham Rawson
+ </h3>
+ <h3>
+ With An Introduction By Gunnar Ollén
+ </h3>
+ <p>
+ <br /> <br />
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ <br /> <br />
+ </p>
+ <h2>
+ Contents
+ </h2>
+ <table summary="" style="margin-right: auto; margin-left: auto">
+ <tr>
+ <td>
+ <p class="toc">
+ <a href="#link2H_INTR"> INTRODUCTION </a>
+ </p>
+ <br />
+ <p class="toc">
+ <a href="#link2H_4_0002"> <b>THE ROAD TO DAMASCUS</b> </a>
+ </p>
+ <br />
+ <p class="toc">
+ <a href="#link2H_PART"> <b>PART I.</b> </a>
+ </p>
+ <br />
+ <p class="toc">
+ <a href="#link2H_PART2"> <b>PART II</b> </a>
+ </p>
+ <p class="toc">
+ <a href="#link2H_4_0005"> ACT I </a>
+ </p>
+ <p class="toc">
+ <a href="#link2H_4_0006"> ACT II </a>
+ </p>
+ <p class="toc">
+ <a href="#link2H_4_0007"> ACT III </a>
+ </p>
+ <p class="toc">
+ <a href="#link2H_4_0008"> ACT IV </a>
+ </p>
+ <br />
+ <p class="toc">
+ <a href="#link2H_PART3"> <b>PART III.</b> </a>
+ </p>
+ <p class="toc">
+ <a href="#link2H_4_0010"> ACT I </a>
+ </p>
+ <p class="toc">
+ <a href="#link2H_4_0011"> ACT II </a>
+ </p>
+ <p class="toc">
+ <a href="#link2H_4_0012"> ACT III </a>
+ </p>
+ <p class="toc">
+ <a href="#link2H_4_0013"> ACT IV </a>
+ </p>
+ </td>
+ </tr>
+ </table>
+ <p>
+ <br /> <br />
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ <br /> <br /> <a name="link2H_INTR" id="link2H_INTR">
+ <!-- H2 anchor --> </a>
+ </p>
+ <h2>
+ INTRODUCTION
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ Strindberg's great trilogy <i>The Road to Damascus</i> presents many
+ mysteries to the uninitiated. Its peculiar changes of mood, its gallery of
+ half unreal characters, its bizarre episodes combine to make it a
+ bewilderingly rich but rather 'difficult' work. It cannot be recommended
+ to the lover of light drama or the seeker of momentary distraction. <i>The
+ Road to Damascus</i> does not deal with the superficial strata of human
+ life, but probes into those depths where the problems of God, and death,
+ and eternity become terrifying realities.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Many authors have, of course, dealt with the profoundest problems of
+ humanity without, on that account, having been able to evoke our interest.
+ There may have been too much philosophy and too little art in the
+ presentation of the subject, too little reality and too much soaring into
+ the heights. That is not so with Strindberg's drama. It is a trenchant
+ settling of accounts between a complex and fascinating individual&mdash;the
+ author&mdash;and his past, and the realistic scenes have often been
+ transplanted in detail from his own changeful life.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In order fully to understand <i>The Road to Damascus</i> it is therefore
+ essential to know at least the most important features of that background
+ of real life, out of which the drama has grown.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Parts I and II of the trilogy were written in 1898, while Part III was
+ added somewhat later, in the years 1900-1901. In 1898 Strindberg had only
+ half emerged from what was by far the severest of the many crises through
+ which in his troubled life he had to pass. He had overcome the worst
+ period of terror, which had brought him dangerously near the borders of
+ sanity, and he felt as if he could again open his eyes and breathe freely.
+ He was not free from that nervous pressure under which he had been
+ working, but the worst of the inner tension had relaxed and he felt the
+ need of taking a survey of what had happened, of summarising and trying to
+ fathom what could have been underlying his apparently unaccountable
+ experiences. The literary outcome of this settling of accounts with the
+ past was <i>The Road to Damascus</i>.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <i>The Road to Damascus</i> might be termed a marriage drama, a mystery
+ drama, or a drama of penance and conversion, according as preponderance is
+ given to one or other of its characteristics. The question then arises:
+ what was it in the drama which was of deepest significance to the author
+ himself? The answer is to be found in the title, with its allusion to the
+ narrative in the Acts of the Apostles of the journey of Saul, the
+ persecutor, the scoffer, who, on his way to Damascus, had an awe-inspiring
+ vision, which converted Saul, the hater of Christ, into Paul, the apostle
+ of the Gentiles. Strindberg's drama describes the progress of the author
+ right up to his conversion, shows how stage by stage he relinquishes
+ worldly things, scientific renown, and above all woman, and finally, when
+ nothing more binds him to this world, takes the vows of a monk and enters
+ a monastery where no dogmas or theology, but only broadminded humanity and
+ resignation hold sway. What, however, in an inner sense, distinguishes
+ Strindberg's drama from the Bible narrative is that the conversion itself&mdash;although
+ what leads up to it is convincingly described, both logically and
+ psychologically&mdash;does not bear the character of a final and
+ irrevocable decision, but on the contrary is depicted with a certain
+ hesitancy and uncertainty. THE STRANGER'S entry into the monastery
+ consequently gives the impression of being a piece of logical
+ construction; the author's heart is not wholly in it. From Strindberg's
+ later works it also becomes evident that his severe crisis had undoubtedly
+ led to a complete reformation in that it definitely caused him to turn
+ from worldly things, of which indeed he had tasted to the full, towards
+ matters divine. But this did not mean that then and there he accepted some
+ specific religion, whether Christian or other. One would undoubtedly come
+ nearest to the author's own interpretation in this respect by
+ characterising <i>The Road to Damascus</i> not as a drama of conversion,
+ but as a drama of struggle, the story of a restless, arduous pilgrimage
+ through the chimeras of the world towards the border beyond which eternity
+ stretches in solemn peace, symbolised in the drama by a mountain, the
+ peaks of which reach high above the clouds.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In this final settling of accounts one subject is of dominating
+ importance, recurring again and again throughout the trilogy; it is that
+ of woman. Strindberg him, of course, become famous as a writer about
+ women; he has ruthlessly described the hatreds of love, the hell that
+ marriage can be, he is the creator of <i>Le Plaidoyer d'un Fou</i> and <i>The
+ Dance of Death</i>, he had three divorces, yet was just as much a
+ worshipper of woman&mdash;and at the same time a diabolical hater of her
+ seducing qualities under which he suffered defeat after defeat. Each time
+ he fell in love afresh he would compare himself to Hercules, the Titan,
+ whose strength was vanquished by Queen Omphale, who clothed herself in his
+ lion's skin, while he had to sit at the spinning wheel dressed in women's
+ clothes. It can be readily understood that to a man of Strindberg's
+ self-conceit the problem of his relations with women must become a vital
+ issue on the solution of which the whole Damascus pilgrimage depended.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In 1898, when Parts I and II of the trilogy were written, Strindberg had
+ been married twice; both marriages had ended unhappily. In the year 1901,
+ when the wedding scenes of Part III were written, Strindberg had recently
+ experienced the rapture of a new love which, however, was soon to be
+ clouded. It must not be forgotten that in his entire emotional life
+ Strindberg was an artist and as such a man of impulse, with the
+ spontaneity and naivity and intensity of a child. For him love had nothing
+ to do with respectability and worldly calculations; he liked to think of
+ it as a thunderbolt striking mortals with a destructive force like the
+ lightning hurled by the almighty Zeus. It is easy to understand that a man
+ of such temperament would not be particularly suited for married life,
+ where self-sacrifice and strong-minded patience may be severely tested. In
+ addition his three wives were themselves artists, one an authoress, the
+ other two actresses, all of them pronounced characters, endowed with a
+ degree of will and self-assertion, which, although it could not be matched
+ against Strindberg's, yet would have been capable of producing friction
+ with rather more pliant natures than that of the Swedish dramatist.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In the trilogy Strindberg's first wife, Siri von Essen, his marriage to
+ whom was happiest and lasted longest (1877-1891), and more especially his
+ second wife, the Austrian authoress Frida Uhl (married to him 1893-1897)
+ have supplied the subject matter for his picture of THE LADY. In the happy
+ marriage scenes of Part III we recognise reminiscences from the wedding of
+ Strindberg, then fifty-two, and the twenty-three-year-old actress Harriet
+ Bosse, whose marriage to him lasted from 1901 until 1904.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The character of THE LADY in Parts I and II is chiefly drawn from
+ recollections&mdash;fairly recent when the drama was written&mdash;of
+ Frida Uhl and his life with her. From the very beginning her marriage to
+ Strindberg had been most troublous. In the autumn of 1892 Strindberg moved
+ from the Stockholm skerries to Berlin, where he lived a rather hectic
+ Bohemian life among the artists collecting in the little tavern 'Zum
+ Schwarzen Ferkel.' He made the acquaintance of Frida Uhl in the beginning
+ of the year 1893, and after a good many difficulties was able to arrange
+ for a marriage on the 2nd May on Heligoland Island, where English marriage
+ laws, less rigorous than the German, applied. Strindberg's nervous
+ temperament would not tolerate a quiet and peaceful honeymoon; quite soon
+ the couple departed to Gravesend via Hamburg. Strindberg was too restless
+ to stay there and moved on to London. There he left his wife to try to
+ negotiate for the production of his plays, and journeyed alone to Sellin,
+ on the island of Rügen, after having first been compelled to stop in
+ Hamburg owing to lack of money. Strindberg stayed on Rügen during the
+ month of July, and then left for the home of his parents-in-law at
+ Mondsee, near Salzburg in Austria, where he was to meet his wife. But when
+ she was delayed a few days on the journey from London, Strindberg
+ impatiently departed for Berlin, where Frida Uhl followed shortly after.
+ About the same time an action was brought for the suppression of the
+ German version of <i>Le Plaidoyer d'un Fou</i> as being immoral. This book
+ gives an undisguised, intensely personal picture of Strindberg's first
+ marriage, and was intended by him for publication only after his death as
+ a defence against accusations directed against him for his behaviour
+ towards Siri von Essen. Strindberg was acquitted after a time, but before
+ that his easily fired imagination had given him a thorough shake-up, which
+ could only hasten the crisis which seemed to be approaching. After a trip
+ to Brünn, where Strindberg wrote his scientific work <i>Antibarbarus</i>,
+ the couple arrived in November at the home of Frida Uhl's grandparents in
+ the little village of Dornach, by the Upper Danube; here the wanderings of
+ 1893 at last came to an end. For a few months comparative peace reigned in
+ the artists' little home, but the birth of a daughter, Kerstin, in May,
+ brought this tranquillity to a sudden end. Strindberg, who had lived in a
+ state of nervous depression since the 1880's, felt himself put on one side
+ by the child, and felt ill at ease in an environment of, as he put it in
+ the autobiographical <i>The Quarantine Master</i>, 'articles of food,
+ excrements, wet-nurses treated like milch-cows, cooks and decaying
+ vegetables.' He longed for cleanliness and peace, and in letters to an
+ artist friend he spoke of entering a monastery. He even thought of
+ founding one himself in the Ardennes and drew up detailed schemes for
+ rules, dress, and food. The longing to get away and common interests with
+ his Parisian friend (a musician named Leopold Littmansson) attracted
+ Strindberg to Paris, where he settled down in the beginning of the autumn
+ 1894. His wife joined him, but left again at the close of the autumn. In
+ reality Strindberg was at this time almost impossible to live with.
+ Persecution mania and hallucinations took possession of him and his morbid
+ suspicions knew no bounds. In spite of this he was half conscious that
+ there was something wrong with his mental faculties, and in the beginning
+ of 1895, assisted by the Swedish Minister, he went by his own consent to
+ the St. Louis Hospital in Paris. During his chemical experiments, in which
+ among other things he tried to produce gold, he had burnt his hands, so
+ that he had to seek medical attention on that account also. He wrote about
+ this in a letter:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 'I am going to hospital because I am ill, because my doctor has sent me
+ there, and because I need to be looked after like a child, because I am
+ ruined.... And it torments me and grieves me, my nervous system is rotten,
+ paralytic, hysterical....'
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Never before had Strindberg lived in such distress as at this period, both
+ physically and mentally. With shattered nerves, sometimes over the verge
+ of insanity, without any means of existence other than what friends
+ managed to scrape together, separated from his second wife, who had opened
+ proceedings for divorce, far from his native land and without any
+ prospects for the future, he was brought to a profound religious crisis.
+ With almost incredible fortitude he succeeded in fighting his way through
+ this difficult period, with the remarkable result that the former
+ Bohemian, atheist, and scoffer was gradually able to emerge with the firm
+ assurance of a prophet, and even enter a new creative period, perhaps
+ mightier than before. One cannot help reflecting that a man capable of
+ overcoming a crisis of such a formidable character and of several years'
+ duration, as this one of Strindberg's had been, with reason intact and
+ even with increased creative power, in reality, in spite of his
+ hypersensitive nervous system, must have been an unusually strong man both
+ physically and mentally.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Upon trying to define more closely what actual relation the play has to
+ those events of Strindberg's restless life, of which we have given a rough
+ outline, we find that for the most part the author has undoubtedly made
+ use of his own experiences, but has adapted, combined and added to them
+ still more, so that the result is a mixture of real experience and
+ imagination, all moulded into a carefully worked out artistic form.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ If to begin with, we dwell for a while on Part I it is evident that the
+ hurried wanderings of THE STRANGER and THE LADY between the street corner,
+ the room in the hotel, the sea and the Rose Room with the mother-in-law,
+ have their foundation&mdash;often in detail&mdash;in Strindberg's rovings
+ with Frida Uhl. I will give a few examples. In a book by Frida Uhl about
+ her marriage to the Swedish genius (splendid in parts but not very
+ reliable) she recalls that the month before her marriage she took rooms at
+ Neustädtische Kirchstrasse 1, in Berlin, facing a Gothic church in
+ Dorotheenstrasse, situated at the cross-roads between the post office in
+ Dorotheenstrasse and the café 'Zum Schwarzen Ferkel' in Wilhelmstrasse.
+ This Berlin environment appears to be almost exactly reproduced in the
+ introductory scene of Part I, where THE STRANGER and THE LADY meet outside
+ a little Gothic church with a post office and café adjoining. The happy
+ scenes by the sea are, of course, pleasant recollections from Heligoland,
+ and the many discussions about money matters in the midst of the honeymoon
+ are quite explicable when we know how the dramatist was continually
+ haunted by money troubles, even if occasionally he received a big fee, and
+ that this very financial insecurity was one of the chief reasons why Frida
+ Uhl's father opposed the marriage. Again, the country scenes which follow
+ in Part I, shift to the hilly country round the Danube, with their
+ Catholic Calvaries and expiation chapels, where Strindberg lived with his
+ parents-in-law in Mondsee and with his wife's grandparents in Dornach and
+ the neighbouring village Klam, with its mill, its smithy, and its gloomy
+ ravine. The Rose Room was the name he gave to the room in which he lived
+ during his stay with his mother-in-law and his daughter Kerstin in Klam in
+ the autumn of 1896, as he has himself related in one of his
+ autobiographical books <i>Inferno</i>. In this way we could go on, showing
+ how the localities which are to be met with in the drama often correspond
+ in detail to the places Strindberg had visited in the course of his
+ pilgrimage during the years 1893-1898. Space prevents us, however, from
+ entering on a more detailed analysis in this respect.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That THE STRANGER represents Strindberg's <i>alter ego</i> is evident in
+ many ways, even apart from the fact that THE STRANGER'S wanderings from
+ place to place, as we have already seen, bear a direct relation to those
+ of Strindberg himself. THE STRANGER is an author, like Strindberg; his
+ childhood of hate is Strindberg's own; other details&mdash;such as for
+ instance that THE STRANGER has refused to attend his father's funeral,
+ that the Parish Council has wanted to take his child away from him, that
+ on account of his writings he has suffered lawsuits, illness, poverty,
+ exile, divorce; that in the police description he is characterised as a
+ person without a permanent situation, with uncertain income; married, but
+ had deserted his wife and left his children; known as entertaining
+ subversive opinions on social questions (by <i>The Red Room</i>, <i>The
+ New Realm</i> and other works Strindberg became the great standard-bearer
+ of the Swedish Radicals in their campaign against conventionalism and
+ bureaucracy); that he gives the impression of not being in full possession
+ of his senses; that he is sought by his children's guardian because of
+ unpaid maintenance allowance&mdash;everything corresponds to the
+ experiences of the unfortunate Strindberg himself, with all his bitter
+ defeats in life and his triumphs in the world of letters.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Those scenes where THE STRANGER is uncertain whether the people he sees
+ before him are real or not&mdash;he catches hold of THE BEGGAR'S arm to
+ feel whether he is a real, live person&mdash;or those occasions when he
+ appears as a visionary or thought-reader&mdash;he describes the kitchen in
+ his wife's parental home without ever having seen it, and knows her
+ thoughts before she has expressed them&mdash;have their deep foundation in
+ Strindberg's mental make-up, especially as it was during the period of
+ tension in the middle of the 1890's, termed the Inferno period, because at
+ that time Strindberg thought that he lived in hell. Our most prominent
+ student of Strindberg, Professor Martin Lamm, wrote about this in his work
+ on Strindberg's dramas:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 'In order to understand the first part of <i>The Road to Damascus</i> we
+ must take into consideration that the author had not yet shaken off his
+ terrifying visions and persecutionary hallucinations. He can play with
+ them artistically, sometimes he feels tempted to make a joke of them, but
+ they still retain for him their "terrifying semi-reality." It is this
+ which makes the drama so bewildering, but at the same time so vigorous and
+ affecting. Later, when depicting dream states, he creates an artful blend
+ of reality and poetry. He produces more exquisite works of art, but he no
+ longer gives the same anguished impression of a soul striving to free
+ itself from the meshes of his <i>idées fixes</i>.'
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ With his hypersensitive nervous system Strindberg, like THE STRANGER,
+ really gives the impression of having been a visionary. For instance, his
+ author friend Albert Engström, has told how one evening during a stay far
+ out in the Stockholm skerries, far from all civilisation, Strindberg
+ suddenly had a feeling that his little daughter was ill, and wanted to
+ return to town at once. True enough, it turned out that the girl had
+ fallen ill just at the time when Strindberg had felt the warning. As
+ regards thought-reading, it appears that at the slightest change in
+ expression and often for no perceptible reason at all, Strindberg would
+ draw the most definite conclusions, as definite as from an uttered word or
+ an action. This we have to keep in mind, for instance, when judging
+ Strindberg's accusations against his wife in <i>Le Plaidoyer d'un Fou</i>,
+ the book which THE LADY in <i>The Road to Damascus</i> is tempted to read,
+ in spite of having been forbidden by THE STRANGER, with tragic results. In
+ Part III of the drama Strindberg lets THE STRANGER discuss this
+ thought-reading problem with his first wife. THE STRANGER says:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 'We made a mistake when we were living together, because we accused each
+ other of wicked thoughts before they'd become actions; and lived in mental
+ reservations instead of realities. For instance, I once noticed how you
+ enjoyed the defiling gaze of a strange man, and I accused you of
+ unfaithfulness';
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ to which THE LADY, to Strindberg's satisfaction, has to reply:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 'You were wrong to do it, and right. Because my thoughts were sinful.'
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As regards the other figures in the gallery of characters in Part I, we
+ have already shown THE LADY as the identical counterpart in all essentials
+ of Strindberg's second wife, Frida Uhl. Like the latter THE LADY is a
+ Catholic, has a grandfather, Dr. Cornelius Reisch&mdash;called THE OLD MAN
+ in the drama&mdash;whose passion is shooting; and a mother, Maria Uhl,
+ with a predilection for religious discourses in Strindberg's own style;
+ another detail, the fact that she was eighteen years old before she
+ crossed to the other shore to see what had shimmered dimly in the distant
+ haze, corresponds with Frida Uhl's statement that she had been confined in
+ a convent until she was eighteen and a half years old. On the other hand,
+ the chief female character of the drama does not correspond to her real
+ life counterpart in that she is supposed to have been married to a doctor
+ before eloping with THE STRANGER, Strindberg. Here reminiscences from
+ Strindberg's first marriage play a part. Siri von Essen, Strindberg's
+ first wife, was married to an officer, Baron Wrangel, and both the
+ Wrangels received Strindberg kindly in their home as a friend. Love
+ quickly flared up between Siri von Essen-Wrangel and Strindberg. She
+ obtained a divorce from her husband and married Strindberg. Baron von
+ Wrangel shortly afterwards married again, a cousin of Siri von Essen.
+ Knowing these matrimonial complications we understand how Strindberg must
+ have felt when, on the point of leaving for Heligoland to marry Frida Uhl,
+ he met his former wife's (Siri von Essen) first husband, Baron Wrangel, on
+ Lehrter Station in Berlin, and found that, like Strindberg himself, he was
+ on a lover's errand. Knowing all this we need not be surprised at the
+ extremely complicated matrimonial relations in <i>The Road to Damascus</i>,
+ where, for example, for the sake of THE STRANGER, THE DOCTOR obtains a
+ divorce from THE LADY in order to marry THE STRANGER'S first wife. In
+ addition to Baron Wrangel a doctor in the town of Ystad, in the south of
+ Sweden&mdash;Dr. Eliasson who attended Strindberg during his most
+ difficult period&mdash;has stood as a model for THE DOCTOR. We note in
+ particular that the description of the doctor's house enclosing a
+ courtyard on three sides, tallies with a type of building which is
+ characteristic of the south of Sweden. When THE DOCTOR ruthlessly explains
+ to THE STRANGER that the asylum, 'The Good Help,' was not a hospital but a
+ lunatic asylum, he expresses Strindberg's own misgivings that the St.
+ Louis Hospital, of which, as mentioned above, Strindberg was an inmate in
+ the beginning of the year 1895, was really to be regarded as a lunatic
+ asylum.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Even minor characters, such as CAESAR and THE BEGGAR have their
+ counterparts in real life, even though in the main they are fantastic
+ creations of his imagination. The guardian of his daughter, Kerstin, a
+ relative of Frida Uhl's, was called Dr. Cäsar R. v. Weyr. Regarding THE
+ BEGGAR it may be enough to quote Strindberg's feelings when confronted
+ with the collections made by his Paris friends:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 'I am a beggar who has no right to go to cafés. Beggar! That is the right
+ word; it rings in my ears and brings a burning blush to my cheeks, the
+ blush of shame, humiliation, and rage!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 'To think that six weeks ago I sat at this table! My theatre manager
+ addressed me as Dear Master; journalists strove to interview me, the
+ photographer begged to be allowed to sell my portrait. And now: a beggar,
+ a branded man, an outcast from society!'
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ After this we can understand why Strindberg in <i>The Road to Damascus</i>
+ apparently in such surprising manner is seized by the suspicion that he is
+ himself the beggar.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We have thus seen that Part I of <i>The Road to Damascus</i> is at the
+ same time a free creation of fantasy and a drama of portrayal. The
+ elements of realism are starkly manifest, but they are moulded and
+ hammered into a work of art by a force of combinative imagination rising
+ far above the task of mere descriptive realism. The scenes unroll
+ themselves in calculated sequence up to the central asylum picture, from
+ there to return in reverse order through the second half of the drama,
+ thus symbolising life's continuous repetition of itself, Kierkegaard's <i>Gentagelse</i>.
+ The first part of <i>The Road to Damascus</i> is the one most frequently
+ produced on the stage. This is understandable, having regard to its firm
+ structure and the consistency of its faith in a Providence directing the
+ fortunes and misfortunes of man, whether the individual rages in revolt or
+ submits in quiet resignation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The second part of <i>The Road to Damascus</i> is dominated by the scenes
+ of the great alchemist banquet which, in all its fantastic oddity, is one
+ of the most suggestive ever created on the ancient theme of the fickleness
+ of fortune. It was suggested above that there were two factors beyond all
+ others binding Strindberg to the world and making him hesitate before the
+ monastery; one was woman, from whom he sets himself free in Part II, after
+ the birth of a child&mdash;precisely as in his marriage to Frida Uhl&mdash;the
+ other was scientific honour, in its highest phase equivalent, to
+ Strindberg, to the power to produce gold. Countless were the experiments
+ for this purpose made by Strindberg in his primitive laboratories, and
+ countless his failures. To the world-famous author, literary honour meant
+ little as opposed to the slightest prospect of being acknowledged as a
+ prominent scientist. Harriet Bosse has told me that Strindberg seldom said
+ anything about his literary work, never was interested in what other
+ people thought of them, or troubled to read the reviews; but on the other
+ hand he would often, with sparkling eyes and childish pride, show her
+ strips of paper, stained at one end with some golden-brown substance.
+ 'Look,' he said, 'this is pure gold, and I have made it!' In face of the
+ stubborn scepticism of scientific experts Strindberg was, however, driven
+ to despair as to his ability, and felt his dreams of fortune shattered, as
+ did THE STRANGER at the macabre banquet given in his honour&mdash;a
+ banquet which was, as a matter of fact, planned by his Paris friends, not,
+ as Strindberg would have liked to believe, in honour of the great
+ scientist, but to the great author.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In Part I of <i>The Road to Damascus</i>, THE STRANGER replies with a
+ hesitating 'Perhaps' when THE LADY wants to lead him to the protecting
+ Church; and at the end of Part II he exclaims: 'Come, priest, before I
+ change my mind'; but in Part III his decision is final, he enters the
+ monastery. The reason is that not even THE LADY in her third incarnation
+ had shown herself capable of reconciling him to life. The wedding day
+ scenes just before, between Harriet Bosse and the ageing author, form,
+ however, the climax of Part III and are among the most poetically moving
+ that Strindberg has ever written.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Besides having his belief in the rapture of love shattered, THE STRANGER
+ also suffers disappointment at seeing his child fall short of
+ expectations. The meeting between the daughter Sylvia and THE STRANGER
+ probably refers to an episode from the summer of 1899, when Strindberg,
+ after long years of suffering in foreign countries, saw his beloved
+ Swedish skerries again, and also his favourite daughter Greta, who had
+ come over from Finland to meet him. Contrary to the version given in the
+ drama, the reunion of father and daughter seems to have been very happy
+ and cordial. However, it is typical of the fate-oppressed Strindberg that
+ in his work even the happiest summer memories become tinged with black.
+ Once and for all the dark colours on his palette were the most intense.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The final entry into the monastery was more a symbol for the struggling
+ author's dream of peace and atonement than a real thing in his life. It is
+ true he visited the Benedictine monastery, Maredsous, in Belgium in 1898,
+ and its well stocked library came to play a certain part In the drama, but
+ already he realised, after one night's sojourn there, that he had no call
+ for the monastic life.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Seen as a whole the trilogy marks a turning point in Strindberg's dramatic
+ production. The logical, calculated concentration of his naturalistic work
+ of the 1880's has given way to a freer form of composition, in which the
+ atmosphere has come to mean more than the dialogue, the musical and
+ dreamlike qualities more than conciseness. <i>The Road to Damascus</i>
+ abounds with details from real life, reproduced in sharply naturalistic
+ manner, but these are not, as things were in his earlier works viewed by
+ the author <i>a priori</i> as reality but become wrapped in dreamlike
+ mystery. Just as with <i>Lady Julia</i> and <i>The Father</i> Strindberg
+ ushered in the naturalistic drama of the 1880's, so in the years around
+ the turn of the century he was, with his symbolist cycle <i>The Road to
+ Damascus</i>, to break new ground for European drama which had gradually
+ become stuck in fixed formulas. <i>The Road to Damascus</i> became a
+ landmark in world literature both as a brilliant work of art and as bearer
+ of new stage technique.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ GUNNAR OLLÉN
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Translated by ESTHER JOHANSON
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <br /> <br />
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ <br /> <br />
+ </p>
+ <div class="play">
+ <a name="link2H_4_0002" id="link2H_4_0002">
+ <!-- H2 anchor --> </a>
+ <h1>
+ THE ROAD TO DAMASCUS
+ </h1>
+ <a name="link2H_PART" id="link2H_PART">
+ <!-- H2 anchor --> </a>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ PART I.
+ </h2>
+ <h3>
+ English Version by Graham Rawson
+ </h3>
+ CHARACTERS
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ THE STRANGER
+ THE LADY
+ THE BEGGAR
+ THE DOCTOR
+ HIS SISTER
+ AN OLD MAN
+ A MOTHER
+ AN ABBESS
+ A CONFESSOR
+
+ less important figures
+ FIRST MOURNER
+ SECOND MOURNER
+ THIRD MOURNER
+ LANDLORD
+ CAESAR
+ WAITER
+
+ non-speaking
+ A SMITH
+ MILLER'S WIFE
+ FUNERAL ATTENDANTS
+</pre>
+ SCENES
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ SCENE I Street Corner SCENE XVII
+ SCENE II Doctor's House SCENE XVI
+ SCENE III Room in an Hotel SCENE XV
+ SCENE IV By the Sea SCENE XIV
+ SCENE V On the Road SCENE XIII
+ SCENE VI In a Ravine SCENE XII
+ SCENE VII In a Kitchen SCENE XI
+ SCENE VIII The 'Rose' Room SCENE X
+ SCENE IX Convent
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ First Performance in England by the Stage Society at the Westminster
+ Theatre, 2nd May 1937
+ </p>
+ CAST
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ THE STRANGER Francis James
+ THE LADY Wanda Rotha
+ THE BEGGAR Alexander Sarner
+ FIRST MOURNER George Cormack
+ SECOND MOURNER Kenneth Bell
+ THIRD MOURNER Peter Bennett
+ FOURTH MOURNER Bryan Sears
+ FIFTH MOURNER Michael Boyle
+ SIXTH MOURNER Stephen Patrick
+ THE LANDLORD Stephen Jack
+ THE DOCTOR Neil Porter
+ HIS SISTER Olga Martin
+ CAESAR Peter Land
+ A WAITER Peter Bennett
+ AN OLD MAN A. Corney Grain
+ A MOTHER Frances Waring
+ THE SMITH Norman Thomas
+ THE MILLER'S WIFE Julia Sandham
+ AN ABBESS Natalia Moya
+ A CONFESSOR Tristan Rawson
+
+ PRODUCER Carl H. Jaffe
+ ASSISTANT PRODUCER Ossia Trilling
+</pre>
+ SCENE I STREET CORNER
+ <p>
+ [Street Corner with a seat under a tree; the side-door of a small Gothic
+ Church nearby; also a post office and a café with chairs outside it.
+ Both post office and café are shut. A funeral march is heard off,
+ growing louder sand then fainter. A STRANGER is standing on the edge of
+ the pavement and seems uncertain which way to go. A church clock
+ strikes: first the four quarters and then the hour. It is three o'clock.
+ A LADY enters and greets the STRANGER. She is about to pass him, but
+ stops.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. It's you! I almost knew you'd come.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You wanted me: I felt it. But why are you waiting here?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I don't know. I must wait somewhere.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Who are you waiting for?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I wish I could tell you! For forty years I've been waiting for
+ something: I believe they call it happiness; or the end of unhappiness.
+ (Pause.) There's that terrible music again. Listen! But don't go, I beg
+ you. I'll feel afraid, if you do.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. We met yesterday for the first time; and talked for four hours.
+ You roused my sympathy, but you mustn't abuse my kindness on that
+ account.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I know that well enough. But I beg you not to leave me. I'm a
+ stranger here, without friends; and my few acquaintances seem more like
+ enemies.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You have enemies everywhere. You're lonely everywhere. Why did you
+ leave your wife and children?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I wish I knew. I wish I knew why I still live; why I'm here
+ now; where I should go and what I should do! Do you believe that the
+ living can be damned already?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. No.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Look at me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Hasn't life brought you a single pleasure?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Not one! If at any time I thought so, it was merely a trap to
+ tempt me to prolong my miseries. If ripe fruit fell into my hand, it was
+ poisoned or rotten at the core.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. What is your religion&mdash;if you'll forgive the question?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Only this: that when I can bear things no longer, I shall go.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Where?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Into annihilation. If I don't hold life in my hand, at least I
+ hold death.... It gives me an amazing feeling of power.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You're playing with death!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. As I've played with life. (Pause.) I was a writer. But in
+ spite of my melancholy temperament I've never been able to take anything
+ seriously&mdash;not even my worst troubles. Sometimes I even doubt
+ whether life itself has had any more reality than my books. (A De
+ Profundis is heard from the funeral procession.) They're coming back.
+ Why must they process up and down these streets?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Do you fear them?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. They annoy me. The place might be bewitched. No, it's not
+ death I fear, but solitude; for then one's not alone. I don't know who's
+ there, I or another, but in solitude one's not alone. The air grows
+ heavy and seems to engender invisible beings, who have life and whose
+ presence can be felt.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You've noticed that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. For some time I've noticed a great deal; but not as I used to.
+ Once I merely saw objects and events, forms and colours, whilst now I
+ perceive ideas and meanings. Life, that once had no meaning, has begun
+ to have one. Now I discern intention where I used to see nothing but
+ chance. (Pause.) When I met you yesterday it struck me you'd been sent
+ across my path, either to save me, or destroy me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Why should I destroy you?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Because it may be your destiny.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. No such idea ever crossed my mind; it was largely sympathy I felt
+ for you.... Never, in all my life, have I met anyone like you. I have
+ only to look at you for the tears to start to my eyes. Tell me, what
+ have you on your conscience? Have you done something wrong, that's never
+ been discovered or punished?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You may well ask! No, I've no more sins on my conscience than
+ other free men. Except this: I determined that life should never make a
+ fool of me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You must let yourself be fooled, more or less, to live at all.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. That would seem a kind of duty; but one I wanted to get out
+ of. (Pause.) I've another secret. It's whispered in the family that I'm
+ a changeling.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. What's that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. A child substituted by the elves for the baby that was born.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Do you believe in such things?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No. But, as a parable, there's something to be said for it.
+ (Pause.) As a child I was always crying and didn't seem to take to life
+ in this world. I hated my parents, as they hated me. I brooked no
+ constraint, no conventions, no laws, and my longing was for the woods
+ and the sea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Did you ever see visions?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Never. But I've often thought that two beings were guiding my
+ destiny. One offers me all I desire; but the other's ever at hand to
+ bespatter the gifts with filth, so that they're useless to me and I
+ can't touch them. It's true that life has given me all I asked of it&mdash;but
+ everything's turned out worthless to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You've had everything and yet are not content?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. That is the curse....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Don't say that! But why haven't you desired things that transcend
+ this life, that can never be sullied?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Because I doubt if there is a beyond.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. But the elves?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Are merely a fairy story. (Pointing to a seat.) Shall we sit
+ down?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Yes. Who are you waiting for?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Really, for the post office to open. There's a letter for me&mdash;it's
+ been forwarded on but hasn't reached me. (They sit down.) But tell me
+ something of yourself now. (The Lady takes up her crochet work.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. There's nothing to tell.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Strangely enough, I should prefer to think of you like that.
+ Impersonal, nameless&mdash;I only do know one of your names. I'd like to
+ christen you myself&mdash;let me see, what ought you to be called? I've
+ got it. Eve! (With a gesture towards the wings.) Trumpets! (The funeral
+ march is heard again.) There it is again! Now I must invent your age,
+ for I don't know how old you are. From now on you are thirty-four&mdash;so
+ you were born in sixty-four. (Pause.) Now your character, for I don't
+ know that either. I shall give you a good character, your voice reminds
+ me of my mother&mdash;I mean the idea of a mother, for my mother never
+ caressed me, though I can remember her striking me. You see, I was
+ brought up in hate! An eye for an eye&mdash;a tooth for a tooth. You see
+ this scar on my forehead? That comes from a blow my brother gave me with
+ an axe, after I'd struck him with a stone. I never went to my father's
+ funeral, because he turned me out of the house when my sister married. I
+ was born out of wedlock, when my family were bankrupt and in mourning
+ for an uncle who had taken his life. Now you know my family! That's the
+ stock I come from. Once I narrowly escaped fourteen years' hard labour&mdash;so
+ I've every reason to thank the elves, though I can't be altogether
+ pleased with what they've done.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I like to hear you talk. But don't speak of the elves: it makes me
+ sad.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Frankly, I don't believe in them; yet they're always making
+ themselves felt. Are these elves the souls of the unhappy, who still
+ await redemption? If so, I am the child of an evil spirit. Once I
+ believed I was near redemption&mdash;through a woman. But no mistake
+ could have been greater: I was plunged into the seventh hell.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You must be unhappy. But this won't go on always.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Do you think church bells and Holy Water could comfort me?
+ I've tried them; they only made things worse. I felt like the Devil when
+ he sees the sign of the cross. (Pause.) Let's talk about you now.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. There's no need. (Pause.) Have you been blamed for misusing your
+ gifts?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I've been blamed for everything. In the town I lived in no one
+ was so hated as I. Lonely I came in and lonely I went out. If I entered
+ a public place people avoided me. If I wanted to rent a room, it would
+ be let. The priests laid a ban on me from the pulpit, teachers from
+ their desks and parents in their homes. The church committee wanted to
+ take my children from me. Then I blasphemously shook my fist... at
+ heaven!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Why did they hate you so?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. How should I know! Yet I do! I couldn't endure to see men
+ suffer. So I kept on saying, and writing, too: free yourselves, I will
+ help you. And to the poor I said: do not let the rich exploit you. And
+ to the women: do not allow yourselves to be enslaved by the men. And&mdash;worst
+ of all&mdash;to the children: do not obey your parents, if they are
+ unjust. What followed was impossible to foresee. I found that everyone
+ was against me: rich and poor, men and women, parents and children. And
+ then came sickness and poverty, beggary and shame, divorce, law-suits,
+ exile, solitude, and now.... Tell me, do you think me mad?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. No.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You must be the only one. But I'm all the more grateful.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (rising). I must leave you now.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You, too?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. And you mustn't stay here.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Where should I go?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Home. To your work.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. But I'm no worker. I'm a writer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I know. But I didn't want to hurt you. Creative power is something
+ given you, that can also taken away. See you don't forfeit yours.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Where are you going?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Only to a shop.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (after a pause). Tell me, are you a believer?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I am nothing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. All the better: you have a future. How I wish I were your old
+ blind father, whom you could lead to the market place to sing for his
+ bread. My tragedy is I cannot grow old that's what happens to children
+ of the elves, they have big heads and never only cry. I wish I were
+ someone's dog. I could follow him and never be alone again. I'd get a
+ meal sometimes, a kick now and then, a pat perhaps, a blow often....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Now I must go. Good-bye. (She goes out.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (absent-mindedly). Good-bye. (He remains on the seat. He takes
+ off his hat and wipes his forehead. Then he draws on the ground with his
+ stick. A BEGGAR enters. He has a strange look and is collecting objects
+ from the gutter.) White are you picking up, beggar?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Why call me that? I'm no beggar. Have I asked you for anything?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I beg your pardon. It's so hard to judge men from appearances.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. That's true. For instance, can you guess who I am?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I don't intend to try. It doesn't interest me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. No one can know that in advance. Interest commonly comes
+ afterwards&mdash;when it's too late. Virtus post nummos!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What? Do beggars know Latin?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. You see, you're interested already. Omne tulit punctum qui
+ miscuit utile dulci. I have always succeeded in everything I've
+ undertaken, because I've never attempted anything. I should like to call
+ myself Polycrates, who found the gold ring in the fish's stomach. Life
+ has given me all I asked of it. But I never asked anything; I grew tired
+ of success and threw the ring away. Yet, now I've grown old I regret it.
+ I search for it in the gutters; but as the search takes time, in default
+ of my gold ring I don't disdain a few cigar stumps....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I don't know whether this beggar's cynical or mad.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. I don't know either.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Do you know who I am?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. No. And it doesn't interest me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Well, interest commonly comes afterwards.... You see you tempt
+ me to take the words out of your mouth. And that's the same thing as
+ picking up other people's cigars.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. So you won't follow my example?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What's that scar on your forehead?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. I got it from a near relation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Now you frighten me! Are you real? May I touch you? (He
+ touches his arm.) There's no doubt of it.... Would you deign to accept a
+ small coin in return for a promise to seek Polycrates' ring in another
+ part of the town? (He hands him a coin.) Post nummos virtus.... Another
+ echo. You must go at once.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. I will. But you've given me far too much. I'll return
+ three-quarters of it. Now we owe one another nothing but friendship.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Friendship! Am I a friend of yours?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Well, I am of yours. When one's alone in the world one can't be
+ particular.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Then let me tell you you forget yourself...
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Only too pleased! But when we meet again I'll have a word of
+ welcome for you. (Exit.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (sitting down again and drawing in the dust with his stick).
+ Sunday afternoon! A long, dank, sad time, after the usual Sunday dinner
+ of roast beef, cabbage and watery potatoes. Now the older people are
+ testing, the younger playing chess and smoking. The servants have gone
+ to church and the shops are shut. This frightful afternoon, this day of
+ rest, when there's nothing to engage the soul, when it's as hard to meet
+ a friend as to get into a wine shop. (The LADY comes back again, she is
+ noun wearing a flower at her breast.) Strange! I can't speak without
+ being contradicted at once!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. So you're still here?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Whether I sit here, or elsewhere, and write in the sand
+ doesn't seem to me to matter&mdash;as long so I write in the sand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. What are you writing? May I see?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I think you'll find: Eve 1864.... No, don't step on it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. What happens then?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. A disaster for you... and for me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You know that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes, and more. That the Christmas rose you're wearing is a
+ mandragora. Its symbolical meaning is malice and calumny; but it was
+ once used in medicine for the healing of madness. Will you give it me?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (hesitating). As medicine?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Of course. (Pause.) Have you read my books?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You know I have. And that it's you I have to thank for giving me
+ freedom and a belief in human rights and human dignity.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Then you haven't read the recent ones?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. No. And if they're not like the earlier ones I don't want to.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Then promise never to open another book of mine.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Let me think that over. Very well, I promise.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Good! But see you keep your promise. Remember what happened to
+ Bluebeard's wife when curiosity tempted her into the forbidden
+ chamber....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You see, already you make demands like those of a Bluebeard. What
+ you don't see, or have long since forgotten, is that I'm married, and
+ that my husband's a doctor, and that he admires your work. So that his
+ house is open to you, if you wish to be made welcome there.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I've done all I can to forget it. I've expunged it from my
+ memory so that it no longer has any reality for me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. If that's so, will you come home with me to-night?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No. Will you come with me?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Where?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Anywhere! I have no home, only a trunk. Money I sometimes have&mdash;though
+ not often. It's the one thing life has capriciously refused me, perhaps
+ because I never desired it intensely enough. (The LADY shakes her head.)
+ Well? What are you thinking?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I'm surprised I'm not angry with you. But you're not serious.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Whether I am or not's all one to me. Ah! There's the organ! It
+ won't be long now before the drink shops open.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Is it true <i>you</i> drink?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes. A great deal! Wine makes my soul from her prison, up into
+ the firmament, where she what has never yet been seen, and hears what
+ men never yet heard....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. And the day after?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I have the most delightful scruples of conscience! I
+ experience the purifying emotions of guilt and repentance. I enjoy the
+ sufferings of the body, whilst my soul hovers like smoke about my head.
+ It is as if one were suspended between Life and Death, when the spirit
+ feels that she has already opened her pinions and could fly aloft, if
+ she would.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Come into the church for a moment. You'll hear no sermon, only the
+ beautiful music of vespers.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No. Not into church! It depresses me because I feel I don't
+ belong there.... That I'm an unhappy soul and that it's as impossible
+ for me to re-enter as to become a child again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You feel all that... already?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes. I've got that far. I feel as if I lay hacked in pieces
+ and were being slowly melted in Medea's cauldron. Either I shall be sent
+ to the soap-boilers, or arise renewed from my own dripping! It depends
+ on Medea's skill!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. That sounds like the word of an oracle. We must see if you can't
+ become a child again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. We should have to start with the cradle; and this time with
+ the right child.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Exactly! Wait here for me whilst I go into the church. If the café
+ were open I'd ask you please not to drink. But luckily it's shut.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The LADY exits. The STRANGER sits down again and draws in the sand.
+ Enter six funeral attendants in brown with some mourners. One of them
+ carries a banner with the insignia of the Carpenters, draped in brown
+ crępe; another a large axe decorated with spruce, a third a cushion with
+ a chairman's mallet. They stop outside the café and wait.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Excuse me, whose funeral have you been attending?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ FIRST MOURNER. A house-breaker's. (He imitates the ticking of a clock.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. A real house-breaker? Or the insect sort, that lodges in the
+ woodwork and goes 'tick-tick'?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ FIRST MOURNER. Both&mdash;but mainly the insect sort. What do they call
+ them?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (to himself). He wants to fool me into saying the death-watch
+ beetle. So I won't. You mean a burglar?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SECOND MOURNER. No. (The clock is again heard ticking.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Are you trying to frighten me? Or does the dead man work
+ miracles? In that case I'd better explain that my nerves are good, and
+ that I don't believe in miracles. But I do find it strange that the
+ mourners wear brown. Why not black? It's cheap and suitable.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ THIRD MOURNER. To us, in our simplicity, it looks black; but if Your
+ Honour wishes it, it shall look brown to you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. A queer company! They give me an uneasy feeling I'd like to
+ ascribe to the wine I drank yesterday. If I were to ask if that were
+ spruce, you'd probably say&mdash;well what?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ FIRST MOURNER. Vine leaves.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I thought it would not be spruce! The café's opening, at last!
+ (The Café opens, the STRANGER sits at a table and is served with wine.
+ The MOURNERS sit at the other tables.) They must have been glad to be
+ rid of him, if the mourners start drinking as soon as the funeral's
+ over.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ FIRST MOURNER. He was a good-for-nothing, who couldn't take life
+ seriously.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And who probably drank?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SECOND MOURNER. Yes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ THIRD MOURNER. And let others support his wife and children.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. He shouldn't have done so. Is that why his friends speak so
+ well of him now? Please don't shake my table when I'm drinking.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SECOND MOURNER. When I'm drinking, I don't mind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Well, I do. There's a great difference between us! (The
+ MOURNERS whisper together. The BEGGAR comes back.) Here's the beggar
+ again!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR (sitting down at a table). Wine. Moselle!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LANDLORD (consulting a police last). I can't serve you: you've not paid
+ your taxes. Here's your name, age and profession, and the decision of
+ the court.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Omnia serviliter pro dominatione! I'm a free man with a
+ university education. I refused to pay taxes because I didn't want to
+ become a member of parliament. Moselle!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LANDLORD. You'll get free transport to the poor house, if you don't get
+ out.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Couldn't you gentlemen settle this somewhere else. You're
+ disturbing your patrons.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LANDLORD. You can witness I'm in the right.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No. The whole thing's too distressing. Even without paying
+ taxes he has the right to enjoy life's small pleasures.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LANDLORD. So you're the kind who'd absolve vagabonds from their duties?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. This is too much! I'd have you know that I'm a famous man.
+ (The LANDLORD and MOURNERS laugh.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LANDLORD. Infamous, probably! Let me look at the police list, and see if
+ the description tallies: thirty-eight, brown hair, moustache, blue eyes;
+ no settled employment, means unknown; married, but has deserted his wife
+ and children; well known for revolutionary views on social questions:
+ gives impression he is not in full possession of his faculties.... It
+ fits!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (rising, pale and taken aback). What?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LANDLORD. Yes. It fits all right.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Perhaps he's on the list. And not me!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LANDLORD. It looks like it. In any case, both of you had better clear
+ out.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR (to the STRANGER). Shall we?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. We? This begins to look like a conspiracy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The church bells are heard. The sun comes out and illuminates the
+ coloured rose window above the church door, which is now opened,
+ disclosing the interior. The organ is heard and the choir singing Ave
+ Maris Stella.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (coming from the church). Where are you? What are you doing? Why
+ did you call me? Must you hang on a woman's skirts like a child?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I'm afraid now. Things are happening that have no natural
+ explanation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. But you were afraid of nothing. Not even death!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Death... no. But of something else, the unknown.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Listen. Give me your hand. You're ill, I'll take you to a doctor.
+ Come!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. If you like. But tell me: is this carnival, or... reality?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. It's real enough.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. This beggar must be a wretched fellow. Is it true he resembles
+ me?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. He will, if you go on drinking. Now go to the post office and get
+ your letter. And then come with me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No, I won't. It'll only be about lawsuits.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. If not?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Malicious gossip.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Well, do as you wish. No one can escape his fate. At this moment I
+ feel a higher power is sitting in judgment on us and has made a
+ decision.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You feel that, too! I heard the hammer fall just now; and the
+ chairs being pushed back. The clerk's being sent to find me! Oh, the
+ suspense! No, I can't follow you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Tell me, what have you done to me? In the church I found I
+ couldn't pray. A light on the altar was extinguished and an icy wind
+ blew in my face when I heard you call me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I didn't call you. But I wanted you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You're not as weak as you pretend. You have great strength; and
+ I'm afraid of you....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. When I'm alone I've no strength at all; but if I can find a
+ single companion I grow strong. I shall be strong now; and so I'll
+ follow you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Perhaps you can free me from the werewolf.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Who's he?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. That's what I call him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Count on me. Killing dragons, freeing princesses, defeating
+ werewolves&mdash;that is Life!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Then come, my liberator!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (She draws her veil over her face, kisses him on the mouth and hurries
+ out. The STRANGER stands where he is for a moment, surprised and
+ stunned. A loud chord sung by women's voices, rather like a cry, is
+ heard from the church. The rose window suddenly grows dark and the tree
+ above the seat is shaken by the wind. The MOURNERS rise and look at the
+ sky, as if they could see something terrifying. The STRANGER hurries out
+ after the LADY.)
+ </p>
+ SCENE II DOCTOR'S HOUSE
+ <p>
+ [Courtyard enclosed on three sides by a single-storied house with a
+ tiled roof. Small windows in all three façades. Right, verandah with
+ glass doors. Left, climbing roses and bee-hives outside the windows. In
+ the middle of the courtyard a woodpile in the form of a cupola. A well
+ beside it. The top of a walnut tree is seen above the central façade of
+ the house. In the corner, right, a garden gate. By the well a large
+ tortoise. On right, entrance below to a wine-cellar. An ice-chest and
+ dust-bin. The DOCTOR'S SISTER enters from the verandah with a telegram.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SISTER. Now misfortune will fall on your house.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. When has it not, my dear sister?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SISTER. This time.... Ingeborg's coming and bringing... guess whom?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Wait! I know, because I've long foreseen this, even desired it,
+ for he's a writer I've always admired. I've learnt much from him and
+ often wished to meet him. Now he's coming, you say. Where did Ingeborg
+ meet him?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SISTER. In town, it seems. Probably in some literary <i>salon</i>.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. I've often wondered whether this man was the boy of the same
+ name who was my friend at school. I hope not; for he seemed one that
+ fortune would treat harshly. And in a life-time he'll have given his
+ unhappy tendencies full scope.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SISTER. Don't let him come here. Go out. Say you're engaged.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. No. One can't escape one's fate.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SISTER. But you've never bowed your head to anyone! Why crawl before
+ this spectre, and call him fate?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Life has taught me to. I've wasted time and energy in fighting
+ the inevitable.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SISTER. But why allow your wife to behave like this? She'll compromise
+ you both.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. You think so? Because, when I made her break off her engagement
+ I held out false hopes to her of a life of freedom, instead of the
+ slavery she'd known. Besides, I could never love her if I were in a
+ position to give her orders.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SISTER. You'd be friends with your enemy?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Oh...!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SISTER. Will you let her bring someone into the house who'll destroy
+ you? If you only knew how I hate that man.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. I do. His last book's terrible; and shows a certain lack of
+ mental balance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SISTER. They ought to shut him up.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Many people have said so, but I don't think him bad enough.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SISTER. Because you're eccentric yourself, and live in daily contact
+ with a woman who's mad.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. I admit abnormality has always had a strong attraction for me,
+ and originality is at least not commonplace. (The syren of a steamer is
+ heard.) What was that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SISTER. Your nerves are on edge. It's only the steamer. (Pause.) Now, I
+ implore you, go away!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. I ought to want to; but I'm held fast. (Pause.) From here I can
+ see his portrait in my study. The sunlight throws a shadow on it that
+ changes it completely. It makes him look like.... Horrible! You see what
+ I mean?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ HATER. The devil! Come away!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. I can't.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SISTER. Then at least defend yourself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. I always do. But this time I feel a thunder storm gathering. How
+ often have I tried to fly, and not been able to. It's as if the earth
+ were iron and I a compass needle. If misfortune comes, it's not of my
+ fee choice. They've come in at the door.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SISTER. I heard nothing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. I did! Now I can see them, too! He <i>is</i> the friend of my
+ boyhood. He got into trouble at school; but I was blamed and punished.
+ He was nick-named Caesar, I don't know why.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SISTER. And this man....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. That's what always happens. Caesar! (The LADY comes in.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I've brought a visitor.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. I know, and he's welcome.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I left him in the house, to wash.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Well, are you satisfied with your conquest?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I think he's the unhappiest man I ever met.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. That's saying a great deal.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Yes, there's enough unhappiness for all of us.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. There is! (To his SISTER.) Would you ask him to come out here?
+ (His SISTER goes out.) Have you had an interesting time?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Yes. I met a number of strange people. Have you had many patients?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. No. The consulting room's empty this morning. I think the
+ practice is going down.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (kindly). I'm sorry. Tell me, oughtn't that woodpile to be taken
+ into the house? It only draws the damp.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR (without reproach). Yes, and the bees should be killed, too; and
+ the fruit in the garden picked. But I've no time to do it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You're tired.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Tired of everything.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (without bitterness). And you've a wife who can't even help you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR (kindly). You mustn't say that, if I don't think so.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (turning towards the verandah). Here he is!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The STRANGER comes in through the verandah, dressed in a way that makes
+ him look younger than before. He has an air of forced candour. He seems
+ to recognise the doctor, and shrinks back, but recovers himself.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. You're very welcome.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. It's kind of you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. You bring good weather with you. And we need it; for it's rained
+ for six weeks.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Not for seven? It usually rains for seven if it rains on St.
+ Swithin's. But that's later on&mdash;how foolish of me!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. As you're used to town life I'm afraid you'll find the country
+ dull.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Oh no. I'm no more at home there than here. Excuse me asking,
+ but haven't we met before&mdash;when we were boys?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Never.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The LADY has sat down at the table and is crocheting.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Are you sure?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Perfectly. I've followed your literary career from the first
+ with great interest; as I know my wife has told you. So that if we <i>had</i>
+ met I'd certainly have remembered your name. (Pause.) Well, now you can
+ see how a country doctor lives!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. If you could guess what the life of a so-called liberator's
+ like, you wouldn't envy him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. I can imagine it; for I've seen how men love their chains.
+ Perhaps that's as it should be.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (listening). Strange. Who's playing in the village?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. I don't know. Do you, Ingeborg?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. No.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Mendelssohn's Funeral March! It pursues me. I never know
+ whether I've heard it or not.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Do you suffer from hallucinations?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No. But I'm pursued by trivial incidents. Can't you hear
+ anyone playing?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Yes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Someone <i>is</i> playing. Mendelssohn.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Not surprising.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No. But that it should be played precisely at the right place,
+ at the right time.... (He gets up.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. To reassure you, I'll ask my sister. (Exit through the
+ verandah.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (to the LADY). I'm stifling here. I can't pass a night under
+ this roof. Your husband looks like a werewolf and in his presence you
+ turn into a pillar of salt. Murder has been done in this house; the
+ place is haunted. I shall escape as soon as I can find an excuse.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The DOCTOR comes back.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. It's the girl at the post office.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (nervously). Good. That's all right. You've an original house.
+ That pile of wood, for instance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Yes. It's been struck by lightning twice.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Terrible! And you still keep it?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. That's why. I've made it higher out of defiance; and to give
+ shade in summer. It's like the prophet's gourd. But in the autumn it
+ must go into the wood shed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (looking round). Christmas roses, too! Where did you get them?
+ They're flowering in summer! Everything's upside down here.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. They were given me by a patient. He's not quite sane.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Is he staying in the house?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Yes. He's a quiet soul, who ponders on the purposelessness of
+ nature. He thinks it foolish for hellebore to grow in the snow and
+ freeze; so he puts the plants in the cellar and beds them out in the
+ spring.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. But a madman... in the house. Most unpleasant!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. He's very harmless.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. How did he lose his wits?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Who can tell. It's a disease of the mind, not the body.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Tell me&mdash;is he here&mdash;now?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Yes. He's free to wander in the garden and arrange creation. But
+ if his presence disquiets you, we can shut him up.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Why aren't such poor devils put out of&mdash;their misery?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. It's hard to know whether they're ripe....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What for?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. For what's to come.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. There <i>is</i> nothing. (Pause.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Who knows!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I feel strangely uneasy. Have you medical material...
+ specimens... dead bodies?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Oh yes. In the ice-box&mdash;for the authorities, you know. (He
+ pulls out an arm and leg.) Look here.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No. Too much like Bluebeard!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR (sharply). What do you mean by that? (Looking at the LADY.) Do
+ you think I kill my wives?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Oh no. It's clear you don't. Is this house haunted, too?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Oh yes. Ask my wife.(He disappears behind the wood pile where
+ neither the STRANGER nor the LADY can see him.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You needn't whisper, my husband's deaf. Though he can lip read.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Then let me say that I've never known a more painful
+ half-hour. We exchange the merest commonplaces, because none of us has
+ the courage to say what he thinks. I suffered so that the idea came to
+ me of opening my veins to get relief. But now I'd like to tell him the
+ truth and have done with it. Shall we say to his face that we mean to go
+ away, and that you've had enough of his foolishness?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. If you talk like that I'll begin to hate you. You must behave
+ under any circumstances.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. How well brought up you are! (The DOCTOR now becomes visible
+ to the STRANGER and the LADY, who continue their conversation.) Come
+ away with me, before the sun goes down. (Pause.) Tell me, why did you
+ kiss me yesterday?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. But....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Supposing he could hear what we say! I don't trust him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. What shall we do to amuse our guest?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. He doesn't care much for amusement. His life's not been happy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The DOCTOR blows a whistle. The MADMAN comes into the garden. He wears
+ a laurel wreath and his clothes are curious.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Come here, Caesar.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (displeased). What? Is he called Caesar?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. No. It's a nickname I gave him, to remind me of a boy I was at
+ school with.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (disturbed). Oh?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. He was involved in a strange incident, and I got all the blame.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (to the STRANGER). You'd never believe a boy could have been so
+ corrupt.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The STRANGER looks distressed. The MADMAN comes nearer.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Caesar, come and make your bow to our famous writer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CAESAR. Is this the great man?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (to the DOCTOR). Why did you let him come, if it annoys our guest?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Caesar, you must behave. Or I shall have to whip you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CAESAR. Yes. He is Caesar, but he's not great. He doesn't even know
+ which came first, the hen or the egg. But I do.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (to the LADY). I shall go. Is this a trap? What am I to think?
+ In a minute he'll unloose his bees to amuse me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Trust me... whatever happens! And turn your face away when you
+ speak.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. This werewolf never leaves us.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR (looking at his watch). You must excuse me for about an hour.
+ I've a patient to visit. I hope the time won't hang on your hands.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I'm used to waiting, for what never comes....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR (to the MADMAN). Come along, Caesar. I must lock you up in the
+ cellar. (He goes out with the MADMAN.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (to the LADY). What does that mean? Someone's pursuing me! You
+ told me your husband was well disposed towards me, and I believed you.
+ But he can't open his mouth without wounding me. Every word pricks like
+ a goad. Then this funeral march... it's really being played! And here,
+ once more, Christmas roses! Why does everything follow in an eternal
+ round? Dead bodies, beggars, madmen, human destinies and childhood
+ memories? Come away. Let me free you from this hell.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. That's why I brought you here. Also that it could never be said
+ you'd stolen the wife of another. But one thing I must ask you: can I
+ put my trust in you?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You mean in my feelings?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I don't speak of them. We're taking them for granted. They'll
+ endure as long as they'll endure.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You mean in my position? Large sums are owed me. All I have to
+ do is to write or telegraph....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Then I will trust you. (Putting away her work.) Now go straight
+ out of that door. Follow the syringa hedge till you find a gate. We'll
+ meet in the next village.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (hesitating). I don't like leaving the back way. I'd rather
+ have fought it out with him here.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Quick!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Won't you come with me?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Yes. But then I must go first. (She turns and blows a kiss towards
+ the verandah.) My poor werewolf!
+ </p>
+ SCENE III ROOM IN AN HOTEL
+ <p>
+ [The STRANGER enters followed by the LADY. A WAITER.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (who is carrying a suitcase). Is no other room free?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WAITER. No.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I don't want this one.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. But it's the only one: the other hotels are all full.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (to the WAITER). You can go. (The LADY sinks on to a chair
+ without taking off her hat and coat.) What is it you want?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I wish you'd kill me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I don't wonder! Thrown out of hotels, because we're not
+ married, and pestered by the police, we're forced to come to this place,
+ the last I'd have wished. To this very room, number eight.... Someone
+ must be against me!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Is this eight?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What? Have you been here before?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Have you?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Then let's get away. Onto the road, into the woods. It doesn't
+ matter where.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I should like to. But after this terrible time I'm as tired as
+ you are. I felt this was to be our journey's end. I resisted, I tried to
+ go in the opposite direction, but trains were late, or we missed them,
+ and we had to come here. To this room! The devil's in it&mdash;at least
+ what I call the devil. But I'll be even with him yet.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. It seems we'll never find peace on earth again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Nothing's been changed. The dying Christmas roses. (Looking at
+ two pictures.) There he is again. And that's the Hotel Breuer in
+ Montreux. I've stayed there, too.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Did you go to the post office?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I thought you'd ask me that. I did. And as an answer to five
+ letters and three telegrams I found a telegram saying that my publisher
+ had gone away for a fortnight.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Then we're lost.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Very nearly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. The waiter will be back in five minutes and ask for our passports.
+ Then the landlord will come up and tell us to go.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Then only one course remains.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Two.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. The second's impossible.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. What is the second?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. To go to your parents in the country.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You're beginning to read my thoughts.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. We no longer have any secrets from one another.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Then the whole dream's at an end.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. It maybe.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You must telegraph again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I ought to, I know. But I can't stir from here. I no longer
+ believe that what I do can succeed. Someone's paralysed me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. And me! We decided never to speak of the past and yet we drag it
+ with us. Look at this carpet. Those flowers seem to form....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Him! It's him. He's everywhere. How many hundred times has
+ he.... Yet I see someone else in the pattern of the table cloth. No,
+ it's an illusion! Any moment now I'll hear my funeral march&mdash;then
+ everything will be complete. (Listening.) There!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I hear nothing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Am I... am I....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Shall we go home?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. The last place. The worst of all! To arrive like an
+ adventurer, a beggar. Impossible!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Yes, I know, but.... No, it would be too much. To bring shame,
+ disgrace and sorrow to the old people, and to see you humiliated, and
+ you me! We could never respect one another again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. It would be worse than death. Yet I feel it's inevitable, and
+ I begin to long for it, to get it over quickly, if it must be.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (taking out her work). But I don't want to be reviled in your
+ presence. We must find another way. If only we were married&mdash;and
+ divorce would be easy, because my former marriage isn't recognised by
+ the laws of the country in which it was contracted.... All we need do is
+ to go away and be married by the same priest... but that would be
+ wounding for you!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. It would match the rest! For this honeymoon's becoming a
+ pilgrimage!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You're right! The landlord will be here in five minutes to turn us
+ out. There's only one way to end such humiliations. Of our own free will
+ we must accept the worst.... I can hear footsteps!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I've foreseen this and am ready. Ready for everything. If I
+ can't overcome the unseen, I can show you how much I can endure.... You
+ must pawn your jewellery. I can buy it back when my publisher gets home,
+ if he's not drowned bathing or killed in a railway accident. A man as
+ ambitious as I must be ready to sacrifice his honour first of all.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. As we're agreed, wouldn't it be better to give up this room? Oh,
+ God! He's coming now.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Let's go. We'll run the gauntlet of waiters, maids and
+ servants. Red with shame and pale with indignation. Animals have their
+ lairs to hide in, but we are forced to flaunt our shame. (Pause.) Let
+ down your veil.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. So this is freedom!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And I... am the liberator. (Exeunt.)
+ </p>
+ SCENE IV BY THE SEA
+ <p>
+ [A hut on a cliff by the sea. Outside it a table with chairs. The
+ STRANGER and the LADY are dressed in less sombre clothing and look
+ younger than in the previous scene. The LADY is doing crochet work.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Three peaceful happy days at my wife's side, and anxiety
+ returns!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. What do you fear?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. That this will not last long.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Why do you think so?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I don't know. I believe it must end suddenly, terribly.
+ There's something deceptive even the sunshine and the stillness. I feel
+ that happiness if not part of my destiny.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. But it's all over! My parents are resigned to what we've done. My
+ husband understands and has written a kind letter.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What does that matter? Fate spins the web; once more I hear
+ the mallet fall and the chairs being pushed back from the table&mdash;judgment
+ has been pronounced. Yet that must have happened before I was born,
+ because even in childhood I began to serve my sentence. There's no
+ moment in my life on which can look back with happiness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Unfortunate man! Yet you've had everything you wished from life!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Everything. Unluckily I forgot to wish for money.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You're thinking of that again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Are you surprised?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Quiet!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What is it you're always working at? You sit there like one of
+ the Fates and draw the threads through your fingers. But go on. The most
+ beautiful of sights is a woman bending over her work, or over her child.
+ What are you making?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Nothing. Crochet work.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. It looks like a network of nerves and knots on which you've
+ fixed your thoughts. The brain must look like that&mdash;from within.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. If only I thought of half the things you imagine.... But I think
+ of nothing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Perhaps that's why I feel so contented when I'm with you. Why,
+ I find you so perfect that I can no longer imagine life without you! Now
+ the clouds have blown away. Now the sky is clear! The wind soft&mdash;feel
+ how it caresses us! This is Life! Yes, now I live. And I feel my spirit
+ growing, spreading, becoming tenuous, infinite. I am everywhere, in the
+ ocean which is my blood, in the rocks that are my bones, in the trees,
+ in the flowers; and my head reaches up to the heavens. I can survey the
+ whole universe. I <i>am</i> the universe. And I feel the power of the
+ Creator within me, for I am He! I wish I could grasp the all in my hand
+ and refashion it into something more perfect, more lasting, more
+ beautiful. I want all creation and created beings to be happy, to be
+ born without pain, live without suffering, and die in quiet content.
+ Eve! Die with me now! This moment, for the next will bring sorrow again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I'm not ready to die.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Why not?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I believe there are things I've not yet done. Perhaps I've not
+ suffered enough.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Is that the purpose of life?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. It seems to be. (Pause.) Now I want to ask one thing of you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Well?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Don't blaspheme against heaven again, or compare yourself with the
+ Creator, for then you remind me of Caesar at home.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (excitedly). Caesar! How can you say that...?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I'm sorry if I've said anything I shouldn't. It was foolish of me
+ to say 'at home.' Forgive me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You were thinking that Caesar and I resemble one another in
+ our blasphemies?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Of course not.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Strange. I believe you when you say you don't mean to hurt me;
+ yet you <i>do</i> hurt me, as all the others do. Why?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Because you're over-sensitive.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You say that again! Do you think I've sensitive hidden places?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. No. I didn't mean that. And now the spirits of suspicion and
+ discord are coming between us. Drive them away&mdash;at once.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You mustn't say I blaspheme if I use the well-known words:
+ See, we are like unto the gods.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. But if that's so, why can't you help yourself, or us?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Can't I? Wait. As yet we've only seen the beginning.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. If the end is like it, heaven help us!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I know what you fear; and I meant to hold back a pleasant
+ surprise. But now I won't torment you longer. (He takes out a registered
+ letter, not yet opened.) Look!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. The money's come!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. This morning. Who can destroy me now?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Don't speak like that. You know who could.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Who?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. He who punishes the arrogance of men.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And their courage. That especially. This was my Achilles'
+ heel; I bore with everything, except this fearful lack of money.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. May I ask how much they've sent?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I don't know. I've not opened the letter. But I do know about
+ how much to expect. I'd better look and see. (He opens the letter.)
+ What? Only an account showing I'm owed nothing! There's something
+ uncanny in this.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I begin to think so, too.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I know I'm damned. But I'm ready to hurl the curse back at him
+ who so nobly cursed me.... (He throws up the letter.) With a curse of my
+ own.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Don't. You frighten me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Fear me, so long as you don't despise me! The challenge has
+ been thrown down; now you shall see a conflict between two great
+ opponents. (He opens his coat and waistcoat and looks threateningly
+ aloft.) Strike me with your lightning if you dare! Frighten me with your
+ thunder if you can!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Don't speak like that.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I will. Who dares break in on my dream of love? Who tears the
+ cup from my lips; and the woman from my arms? Those who envy me, be they
+ gods or devils! Little bourgeois gods who parry sword thrusts with
+ pin-pricks from behind, who won't stand up to their man, but strike at
+ him with unpaid bills. A backstairs way of discrediting a master before
+ his servants. They never attack, never draw, merely soil and decry!
+ Powers, lords and masters! All are the same!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. May heaven not punish you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Heaven's blue and silent. The ocean's silent and stupid.
+ Listen, I can hear a poem&mdash;that's what I call it when an idea
+ begins to germinate in my mind. First the rhythm; this time like the
+ thunder of hooves and the jingle of spurs and accoutrements. But there's
+ a fluttering too, like a sail flapping.... Banners!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. No. It's the wind. Can't you hear it in the trees?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Quiet! They're riding over a bridge, a wooden bridge. There's
+ no water in the brook, only pebbles. Wait! Now I can hear them, men and
+ women, saying a rosary. The angels' greeting. Now I can see&mdash;on
+ what you're working&mdash;a large kitchen, with white-washed walls, it
+ has three small latticed windows, with flowers in them. In the left-hand
+ corner a hearth, on the right a table with wooden seats. And above the
+ table, in the corner, hangs a crucifix, with a lamp burning below. The
+ ceiling's of blackened beams, and dried mistletoe hangs on the wall.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (frightened). Where can you see all that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. On your work.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Can you see people there?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. A very old man's sitting at the table, bent over a game bag,
+ his hands clasped in prayer. A woman, so longer young, kneels on the
+ floor. Now once more I hear the angels' greeting, as if far away. But
+ those two in the kitchen are as motionless as figures of wax. A veil
+ shrouds everything.... No, that was no poem! (Waking.) It was something
+ else.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. It was reality! The kitchen at home, where you've never set foot.
+ That old man was my grandfather, the forester, and the woman my mother!
+ They were praying for us! It was six o'clock and the servants were
+ saying a rosary outside, as they always do.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You make me uneasy. Is this the beginning of second sight?
+ Still, it was beautiful. A snow-white room, with flowers and mistletoe.
+ But why should they pray for us?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Why indeed! Have we done wrong?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What is wrong?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I've read there's no such thing. And yet... I long to see my
+ mother; not my father, for he turned me out as he did her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Why should he have turned your mother out?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Who can say? The children least of all. Let us go to my home. I
+ long to.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. To the lion's den, the snake pit? One more or less makes no
+ matter. I'll do it for you, but not like the Prodigal Son. No, you shall
+ see that I can go through fire and water for your sake.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. How do you know...?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I can guess.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. And can you guess that the path to where my parents live in the
+ mountains is too steep for carts to use?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. It sounds extraordinary, but I read or dreamed something of
+ the kind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You may have. But you'll see nothing that's not natural, though
+ perhaps unusual, for men and women are a strange race. Are you ready to
+ follow me?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I'm ready&mdash;for anything!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The LADY kisses him on the forehead and makes the sign of the cross
+ simply, timidly and without gestures.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Then come!
+ </p>
+ SCENE V ON THE ROAD
+ <p>
+ [A landscape with hills; a chapel, right, in the far distance on a rise.
+ The road, flanked by fruit trees, winds across the background. Between
+ the trees hills can be seen on which are crucifixes, chapels and
+ memorials to the victims of accidents. In the foreground a sign post
+ with the legend, 'Beggars not allowed in this parish.' The STRANGER and
+ the LADY.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You're tired.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I won't deny it. But it's humiliating to confess I'm hungry,
+ because the money's gone. I never thought that would happen to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. It seems we must be prepared for anything, for I think we've
+ fallen into disfavour. My shoe's split, and I could weep at our having
+ to go like this, looking like beggars.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (pointing to the signpost). And beggars are not allowed in this
+ parish. Why must that be stuck up in large letters here?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. It's been there as long as I can remember. Think of it, I've not
+ been back since I was a child. And In those days I found the way short
+ and the hills lower. The trees, too, were smaller, and I think I used to
+ hear birds singing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Birds sang all the year for you then! Now they only sing in
+ the spring&mdash;and autumn's not far off. But in those days you used to
+ dance along this endless way of Calvaries, plucking flowers at the feet
+ of the crosses. (A horn in the distance.) What's that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. My grandfather coming back from shooting. A good old man. Let's go
+ on and reach the house by dark.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Is it still far?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. No. Only across the hills and over the river.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Is that the river I hear?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. The river by which I was born and brought up. I was eighteen
+ before I crossed over to this bank, to see what was in the blue of the
+ distance.... Now I've seen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You're weeping!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Poor old man! When I got into the boat, he said: My child, beyond
+ lies the world. When you've seen enough, come back to your mountains,
+ and they will hide you. Now I've seen enough. Enough!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Let's go. It's beginning to grow dusk already. (They pick up
+ their travelling capes and go on.)
+ </p>
+ SCENE VI IN A RAVINE
+ <p>
+ [Entrance to a ravine between steep cliffs covered with pines. In the
+ foreground a wooden shanty, a broom by the door with a ramshorn hanging
+ from its handle. Left, a smithy, a red glow showing through its open
+ door. Right, a flourmill. In the background the road through the ravine
+ with mill-stream and footbridge. The rock formations look like giant
+ profiles.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ [On the rise of the curtain the SMITH is at the smithy door and the
+ MILLER'S WIFE at the door of the mill. When the LADY enters they sign to
+ one another and disappear. The clothing of both the LADY and the
+ STRANGER is torn and shabby.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. They're hiding, from us, probably.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I don't think so.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What a strange place! Everything seems conspire to arouse
+ disquiet. What's that broom there? And the horn with ointment? Probably
+ because it's their usual place, but it makes me think of witchcraft. Why
+ is the smithy black and the mill white? Because one's sooty and the
+ other covered with flour; yet when I saw the blacksmith by the light of
+ his forge and the white miller's wife, it reminded me of an old poem.
+ Look at those giant faces.... There's your werewolf from whom I saved
+ you. There he is, in profile, see!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Yes, but it's only the rock.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Only the rock, and yet it's he.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Shall I tell you why we can see him?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You mean&mdash;it's our conscience? Which pricks us when we're
+ hungry and tired, and is silent when we've eaten and rested. It's
+ horrible to arrive in rags. Our clothes are torn from climbing through
+ the brambles. Someone's fighting against me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Why did you challenge him?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Because I want to fight in the open; not battle with unpaid
+ bills and empty purses. Anyhow: here's my last copper. The devil take
+ it, if there is one! (He throws it into the brook.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Oh! We could have paid the ferry with it. Now we'll have to talk
+ of money when we reach home.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. When can we talk of anything else?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. That's because you've despised it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. As I've despised everything....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. But not everything's despicable. Some things are good.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I've never seen them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Then follow me and you will.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I'll follow you. (He hesitates when passing the smithy.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (who has gone on ahead). Are you frightened of fire?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No, but... (The horn is heard in the distance. He hurries past
+ the smithy after the LADY.)
+ </p>
+ SCENE VII IN A KITCHEN
+ <p>
+ [A large kitchen with whitewashed walls. Three windows in the corner,
+ right, so arranged that two are at the back and one in the right wall.
+ The windows are small and deeply recessed; in the recesses there are
+ flower pots. The ceiling is beamed and black with soot. In the left
+ corner a large range with utensils of copper, iron and tin, and wooden
+ vessels. In the corner, right, a crucifix with a lamp. Beneath it a
+ four-cornered table with benches. Bunches of mistletoe on the walls. A
+ door at the back. The Poorhouse can be seen outside, and through the
+ window at the back the church. Near the fire bedding for dogs and a
+ table with food for the poor.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ [The OLD MAN is sitting at the table beneath the crucifix, with his
+ hands clasped and a game bag before him. He is a strongly-built man of
+ over eighty with white hair and along beard, dressed as a forester. The
+ MOTHER is kneeling on the floor; she is grey-haired and nearly fifty;
+ her dress is of black-and-white material. The voices of men, women and
+ children can be clearly heard singing the last verse of the Angels'
+ Greeting in chorus. 'Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us poor sinners,
+ now and in the hour of death. Amen.']
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ OLD MAN and MOTHER. Amen!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Now I'll tell you, Father. They saw two vagabonds by the river.
+ Their clothing was torn and dirty, for they'd been in the water. And
+ when it came to paying the ferryman, they'd no money. Now they're drying
+ their clothes in the ferryman's hut.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ OLD MAN. Let them stay there.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Don't forbid a beggar your house. He might be an angel.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ OLD MAN. True. Let them come in.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. I'll put food for them on the table for the poor. Do you mind
+ that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ OLD MAN. No.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Shall I give them cider?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ OLD MAN. Yes. And you can light the fire; they'll be cold.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. There's hardly time. But I will, if you wish it, Father.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ OLD MAN (looking out of the window). I think you'd better.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. What are you looking at?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ OLD MAN. The river; it's rising. And I'm asking myself, as I've done for
+ seventy years&mdash;when I shall reach the sea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. You're sad to-night, Father.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ OLD MAN.... et introibo ad altare Dei: ad Deum qui laetificat juventutem
+ meam. Yes. I do feel sad.... Deus, Deus meus: quare tristis es anima
+ mea, et quare conturbas me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Spera in Deo....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The Maid comes in, and signs to the MOTHER, who goes over to her. They
+ whisper together and the maid goes out again.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ OLD MAN. I heard what you said. O God! Must I bear that too!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. You needn't see them. You can go up to your room.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ OLD MAN. No. It shall be a penance. But why come like this: as
+ vagabonds?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Perhaps they lost their way and have had much to endure.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ OLD MAN. But to bring her husband! Is she lost to shame?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. You know Ingeborg's queer nature. She thinks all she does is
+ fitting, if not right. Have you ever seen her ashamed, or suffer from a
+ rebuff? I never have. Yet she's not without shame; on the contrary. And
+ everything she does, however questionable, seems natural when she does
+ it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ OLD MAN. I've always wondered why one could never be angry with her. She
+ doesn't feel herself responsible, or think an insult's directed at her.
+ She seems impersonal; or rather two persons, one who does nothing but
+ ill whilst the other gives absolution.... But this man! There's no one
+ I've hated from afar so much as he. He sees evil everywhere; and of no
+ one have I heard so much ill.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. That's true. But it may be Ingeborg's found some mission in this
+ man's life; and he in hers. Perhaps they're meant to torture each other
+ into atonement.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ OLD MAN. Perhaps. But I'll have nothing to do with at seems to me
+ shameful. This man, under my roof! Yet I must accept it, like everything
+ else. For I've deserved no less.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Very well then. (The LADY and the STRANGER come in.) You're
+ welcome.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Thank you, Mother. (She looks over to the OLD MAN, who rises and
+ looks at the STRANGER.) Peace, Grandfather. This is my husband. Give him
+ your hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ OLD MAN. First let me look at him. (He goes to the STRANGER, puts his
+ hands on his shoulders and looks him in the eyes.) What motives brought
+ you here?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (simply). None, but to keep my wife company, at her earnest
+ desire.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ OLD MAN. If that's true, you're welcome! I've a long and stormy life
+ behind me, and at last I've found a certain peace in solitude. I beg you
+ not to trouble it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I haven't come here to ask favours. I'll take nothing with me
+ when I go.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ OLD MAN. That's not the answer I wanted; for we all need one another. I
+ perhaps need you. No one can know, young man.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Grandfather!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ OLD MAN. Yes, my child. I shan't wish you happiness, for there's no such
+ thing; but I wish you strength to bear your destiny. Now I'll leave you
+ for a little. Your mother will look after you. (He goes out.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (to her mother). Did you lay that table for us, Mother?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. No, it's a mistake, as you can imagine.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I know we look wretched. We were lost in the mountains, and if
+ grandfather hadn't blown his horn...
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Your grandfather gave up hunting long ago.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Then it was someone else.... Listen, Mother, I'll go up now to the
+ 'rose' room, and get it straight.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Do. I'll come in a moment.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The LADY would like to say something, cannot, and goes out.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (to the MOTHER). I've seen this room already.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. And I've seen you. I almost expected you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. As one expects a disaster?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Why say that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Because I sow devastation wherever I go. But as I must go
+ somewhere, and cannot change my fate, I've lost my scruples.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Then you're like my daughter&mdash;she, too, has no scruples and
+ no conscience.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. You think I'm speaking ill of her? I couldn't do that of my own
+ child. I only draw the comparison, because you know her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. But I've noticed what you speak of in Eve.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Why do you call Ingeborg Eve?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. By inventing a name for her I made her mine. I wanted to
+ change her....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. And remake her in your image? (Laughing.) I've been told that
+ country wizards carve images of their victims, and give them the names
+ of those they'd bewitch. That was your plan: by means of this Eve, that
+ you yourself had made, you intended to destroy the whole Sex!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (looking at the MOTHER in surprise). Those were damnable words!
+ Forgive me. But you have religious beliefs: how can you think such
+ things?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. The thoughts were yours.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. This begins to be interesting. I imagined an idyll in the
+ forest, but this is a witches' cauldron.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Not quite. You've forgotten, or never knew, that a man deserted
+ me shamefully, and that you're a man who also shamefully deserted a
+ woman.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Frank words. Now I know where I am.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. I'd like to know where I am. Can you support two families?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. If all goes well.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. All doesn't&mdash;in this life. Money can be lost.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. But my talent's capital I can never lose.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Really? The greatest of talents has been known to fail...
+ gradually, or suddenly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I've never met anyone who could so damp one's courage.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Pride should be damped. Your last book was much weaker.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You read it?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Yes. That's why I know all your secrets. So don't try to deceive
+ me; it won't go well with you. (Pause.) A trifle, but one that does us
+ no good here: why didn't you pay the ferryman?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. My heel of Achilles! I threw my last coin away. Can't we speak
+ of something else than money in this house?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Oh yes. But in this house we do our duty before we amuse
+ ourselves. So you came on foot because you had no money?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (hesitating). Yes....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER (smiling). Probably nothing to eat?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (hesitating). No....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. You're a fine fellow!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. In all my life I've never been in such a predicament.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. I can believe it. It's almost a pity. I could laugh at the
+ figure you cut, if I didn't know it would make you weep, and others with
+ you. (Pause.) But now you've had your will, hold fast to the woman who
+ loves you; for if you leave her, you'll never smile again, and soon
+ forget what happiness was.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Is that a threat?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. A warning. Go now, and have your supper.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (pointing at the table for the poor). There?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. A poor joke; which might become reality. I've seen such things.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Soon I'll believe anything can happen&mdash;this is the worst
+ I've known.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Worse yet may come. Wait!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (cast down). I'm prepared for anything.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (Exit. A moment later the OLD MAN comes in.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ OLD MAN. It was no angel after all.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. No good angel, certainly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ OLD MAN. Really! (Pause.) You know how superstitious people here are. As
+ I went down to the river I heard this: a farmer said his horse shied at
+ 'him'; another that the dogs got so fierce he'd had to tie them up. The
+ ferryman swore his boat drew less water when 'he' got in. Superstition,
+ but....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. But what?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ OLD MAN. It was only a magpie that flew in at her window, though it was
+ closed. An illusion, perhaps.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Perhaps. But why does one often see such things at the right
+ time?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ OLD MAN. This man's presence is intolerable. When he looks at me I can't
+ breathe.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. We must try to get rid of him. I'm certain he won't care to stay
+ for long.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ OLD MAN. No. He won't grow old here. (Pause.) Listen, I got a letter
+ to-night warning me about him. Among other things he's wanted by the
+ courts.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. The courts?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ OLD MAN. Yes. Money matters. But, remember, the laws of hospitality
+ protect beggars and enemies. Let him stay a few days, till he's got over
+ this fearful journey. You can see how Providence has laid hands on him,
+ how his soul is being ground in the mill ready for the sieve....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. I've felt a call to be a tool in the hands of Providence.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ OLD MAN. Don't confuse it with your wish for vengeance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. I'll try not to, if I can.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ OLD MAN. Well, good-night.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Do you think Ingeborg has read his last book?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ OLD MAN. It's unlikely. If she had she'd never have married a man who
+ held such views.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. No, she's not read it. But now she must.
+ </p>
+ SCENE VIII THE 'ROSE' ROOM
+ <p>
+ [A simple, pleasantly furnished room in the forester's house. The walls
+ are colour-washed in red; the curtains are of thin rose-coloured muslin.
+ In the small latticed windows there are flowers. On right, a
+ writing-table and bookshelf. Left, a sofa with rose-coloured curtains
+ above in the form of a baldachino. Tables and chairs in Old German
+ style. At the back, a door. Outside the country can be seen and the
+ poorhouse, a dark, unpleasant building with black, uncurtained windows.
+ Strong sunlight. The LADY is sitting on the sofa working.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER (standing with a book bound in rose-coloured cloth in her hand.)
+ You won't read your husband's book?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Not that one. I promised not to.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. You don't want to know the man to whom you've entrusted your
+ fate?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. What would be the use? We're all right as we are.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. You make no great demands on life?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Why should I? They'd never be fulfilled.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. I don't know whether you were born full of worldly wisdom, or
+ foolishness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I don't know myself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. If the sun shines and you've enough to eat, you're content.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Yes. And when it goes in, I make the best of it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. To change the subject: did you know your husband was being
+ pressed by the courts on account of his debts?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Yes. It happens to all writers.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Is he mad, or a rascal?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. He's neither. He's no ordinary man; and it's a pity I can tell him
+ nothing he doesn't know already. That's why we don't speak much; but
+ he's glad to have me near him; and so am I to be near him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. You've reached calm water already? Then it can't be far to the
+ mill-race! But don't you think you'd have more to talk of, if you read
+ what he has written?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Perhaps. You can leave me the book, if you like.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Take it and hide it. It'll be a surprise if you can quote
+ something from his masterpiece.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (hiding the book in her bag). He's coming. If he's spoken of he
+ seems to feel it from afar.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. If he could only feel how he makes others suffer&mdash;from
+ afar. (Exit left.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The LADY, alone for an instant, looks at the book and seems taken
+ aback. She hides it in her bag.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (entering). Your mother was here? You were speaking of me, of
+ course. I can almost hear her ill-natured words. They cut the air and
+ darken the sunshine. I can almost divine the impression of her body in
+ the atmosphere of the room, and she leaves an odour like that of a dead
+ snake.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You're irritable to-day.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Fearfully. Some fool has restrung my nerves out of tune, and
+ plays on them with a horse-hair bow till he sets my teeth on edge....
+ You don't know what that is! There's someone here who's stronger than I!
+ Someone with a searchlight who shines it at me, wherever I may be. Do
+ they use the black art in this place?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Don't turn your back on the sunlight. Look at this lovely country;
+ you'll feel calmer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I can't bear that poorhouse. It seems to have been built there
+ solely for me. And a demented woman always stands there beckoning.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Do you think they treat you badly here?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. In a way, no. They feed me with tit-bits, as if I were to be
+ fattened for the butcher. But I can't eat because they grudge it me, and
+ I feel the cold rays of their hate. To me it seems there's an icy wind
+ everywhere, although it's still and hot. And I can hear that accursčd
+ mill....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. It's not grinding now.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes. Grinding... grinding.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Listen. There's no hate here. Pity, at most.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Another thing.... Why do people I meet cross themselves?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Only because they're used to praying in silence. (Pause.) You had
+ an unwelcome letter this morning?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes. The kind that makes your hair rise from the scalp, so
+ that you want to curse at fate. I'm owed money, but can't get paid. Now
+ the law's being set in motion against me by... the guardians of my
+ children, because I've not paid alimony. No one has ever been in such a
+ dishonourable position. I'm blameless. I could pay my way; I want to,
+ but am prevented! Not my fault; yet my shame! It's not in nature. The
+ devil's got a hand in it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Why?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Why? Why is one born into this world an ignoramus, knowing
+ nothing of the laws, customs and usage one inadvertently breaks? And for
+ which one's punished. Why does one grow into a youth full of high
+ ambition only to be driven into vile actions one abhors? Why, why?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (who has secretly been looking at the book: absent-mindedly). There
+ must be a reason, even if we don't know it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. If it's to humble one, it's a poor method. It only makes me
+ more arrogant. Eve!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Don't call me that.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (starting). Why not?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I don't like it. You'd feel as I do, if I called you Caesar.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Have we got back to that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. To what?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Did you mention that name for any reason?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Caesar? No. But I'm beginning to find things out.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Very well! Then I may as well fall honourably by my own hand.
+ I am Caesar, the school-boy, for whose escapade your husband, the
+ werewolf, was punished. Fate delights in making links for eternity. A
+ noble sport! (The LADY, uncertain what to do, does not reply.) Say
+ something!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I can't.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Say that he became a werewolf because, as a child, he lost his
+ belief in the justice of heaven, owing to the fact that, though
+ innocent, he was punished for the misdeeds of another. But if you say
+ so, I shall reply that I suffered ten times as much from my conscience,
+ and that the spiritual crisis that followed left me so strengthened that
+ I've never done such a thing again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. No. It's not that.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Then what is it? Do you respect me no longer?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. It's not that either.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Then it's to make me feel my shame before you! And it would be
+ the end of everything between us.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. No!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Eve.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You rouse evil thoughts.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You've broken your vow: you've been reading my book!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I have.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Then you've done wrong.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. My intention was good.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. The results even of your good intentions are terrible! You've
+ blown me into the air with my own petard. Why must all our misdeeds come
+ home to roost&mdash;both boyish escapades and really evil action? It's
+ fair enough to reap evil where one has sown it. But I've never seen a
+ good action get its reward. Never! It's a disgrace to Him who records
+ all sins, however black or venial. No man could do it: men would
+ forgive. The gods... never!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Don't say that. Say rather <i>you</i> forgive.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I'm not small-minded. But what have I forgive you?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. More than I can say.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Say it. Perhaps then we'll be quits.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. He and I used to read the curse of Deutertonomy over you... for
+ you'd ruined his life.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What curse is that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. From the fifth book of Moses. The priests chant it in chorus when
+ the fasts begin.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I don't remember it. What does it matter&mdash;a curse more or
+ less?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. In my family those whom we curse, are struck.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I don't believe it. But I do believe that evil emanates from
+ this house. May it recoil upon it! That is my prayer! Now, according to
+ custom, it would be my duty to shoot myself; but I can't, so long as I
+ have other duties. You see, I can't even die, and so I've lost my last
+ treasure&mdash;what, with reason, I call my religion. I've heard that
+ man can wrestle with God, and with success; but not even job could fight
+ against Satan. (Pause.) Let's speak of you....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Not now. Later perhaps. Since I've got to know your terrible book&mdash;I've
+ only glanced at it, only read a few lines here and there&mdash;I feel as
+ if I'd eaten of the tree of knowledge. My eyes are opened and I know
+ what's good and what's evil, as I've never known before. And now I see
+ how evil you are, and why I am to be called Eve. She was a mother and
+ brought sin into the world: it was another mother who brought expiation.
+ The curse of mankind was called down on us by the first, a blessing by
+ the second. In me you shall not destroy my whole sex. Perhaps I have a
+ different mission in your life. We shall see!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. So you've eaten of the tree of knowledge? Farewell.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You're going away?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I can't stay here.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Don't go.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I must. I must clear up everything. I'll take leave of the old
+ people now. Then I'll come back. I shan't be long. (Exit.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (remains motionless, then goes to the door and looks out. She sinks
+ to her knees). No! He won't come back!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Curtain.
+ </p>
+ SCENE IX CONVENT
+ <p>
+ [The refectory of an ancient convent, resembling a simple whitewashed
+ Romanesque church. There are damp patches on the walls, looking like
+ strange figures. A long table with bowls; at the end a desk for the
+ Lector. At the back a door leading to the chapel. There are lighted
+ candles on the tables. On the wall, left, a painting representing the
+ Archangel Michael killing the Fiend.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ [The STRANGER is sitting left, at a refectory table, dressed in the
+ white clothing of a patient, with a bowl before him. At the table,
+ right, are sitting: the brown-clad mourners of Scene I. The BEGGAR. A
+ woman in mourning with two children. A woman who resembles the Lady, but
+ who is not her and who is crocheting instead of eating. A Man very like
+ the Doctor, another like the Madman. Others like the Father, Mother,
+ Brother. Parents of the 'Prodigal Son,' etc. All are dressed in white,
+ but over this are wearing costumes of coloured crępe. Their faces are
+ waxen and corpse-like, their whole appearance queer, their gestures
+ strange. On the rise of the curtain all are finishing a Paternoster,
+ except the STRANGER.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (rising and going to the ABBESS, who is standing at a serving
+ table). Mother. May I speak to you?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ ABBESS (in a black-and-white Augustinian habit). Yes, my son. (They come
+ forward.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. First, where am I?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ ABBESS. In a convent called 'St. Saviour.' You were found on the hills
+ above the ravine, with a cross you'd broken from a calvary and with
+ which you were threatening someone in the clouds. Indeed, you thought
+ you could see him. You were feverish and had lost your foothold. You
+ were picked up, unhurt, beneath a cliff, but in delirium. You were
+ brought to the hospital and put to bed. Since then you've spoken wildly,
+ and complained of a pain in your hip, but no injury could be found.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What did I speak of?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ ABBESS. You had the usual feverish dreams. You reproached yourself with
+ all kinds of things, and thought you could see your victims, as you
+ called them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And then?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ ABBESS. Your thoughts often turned to money matters. You wanted to pay
+ for yourself in the hospital. I tried to calm you by telling you no
+ payment would be asked: all was done out of charity....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I want no charity.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ ABBESS. It's more blessed to give than to receive; yet a noble nature
+ can accept and be thankful.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I want no charity.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ ABBESS. Hm!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Tell me, why will none of those people sit at the same table
+ with me? They're getting up... going....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ ABBESS. They seem to fear you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Why?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ ABBESS. You look so....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I? But what of them? Are they real?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ ABBESS. If you mean true, they've a terrible reality. It may be they
+ look strange to you, because you're still feverish. Or there may be
+ another reason.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I seem to know them, all of them! I see them as if in a
+ mirror: they only make as if they were eating.... Is this some drama
+ they're performing? Those look like my parents, rather like... (Pause.)
+ Hitherto I've feared nothing, because life was useless to me.... Now I
+ begin to be afraid.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ ABBESS. If you don't believe them real, I'll ask the Confessor to
+ introduce you. (She signs to the CONFESSOR who approaches.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR (dressed in a black-and-white habit of Dominicans). Sister!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ ABBESS. Tell the patient who are at that table.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. That's soon done.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Permit a question first. Haven't we met already?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Yes. I sat by your bedside, when you were delirious. At your
+ desire, I heard your confession.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What? My confession?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Yes. But I couldn't give you absolution; because it seemed
+ that what you said was spoken in fever.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Why?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. There was hardly a sin or vice you didn't take upon yourself&mdash;things
+ so hateful you'd have had to undergo strict penitence before demanding
+ absolution. Now you're yourself again I can ask whether there are
+ grounds for your self-accusations.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The ABBESS leaves them.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Have you the right?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. No. In truth, no right. (Pause.) But you want to know in
+ whose company you are! The very best. There, for instance, is a madman,
+ Caesar, who lost his wits through reading the works of a certain writer
+ whose notoriety is greater than his fame. There's a beggar, who won't
+ admit he's a beggar, because he's learnt Latin and is free. There, a
+ doctor, called the werewolf, whose history's well known. There, two
+ parents, who grieved themselves to death over a son who raised his hand
+ against theirs. He must be responsible for refusing to follow his
+ father's bier and desecrating his mother's grave. There's his unhappy
+ sister, whom he drove out into the snow, as he himself recounts, with
+ the best intentions. Over there's a woman who's been abandoned with her
+ two children, and there's another doing crochet work.... All are old
+ acquaintances. Go and greet them!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The STRANGER has turned his back on the company: he now goes to the
+ table, left, and sits down with his back to them. He raises his head,
+ sees the picture of the Archangel Michael and lowers his eyes. The
+ CONFESSOR stands behind the STRANGER. A Catholic Requiem can be heard
+ from the chapel. The CONFESSOR speaks to the STRANGER in a low voice
+ while the music goes on.)
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ Quantus tremor est futurus
+ Quando judex est venturus
+ Cuncta stricte discussurus,
+ Tuba mirum spargens sonum
+ Per sepulchra regionum
+ Coget omnes ante thronum.
+ Mors stupebit et natura,
+ Cum resurget creatura
+ Judicanti responsura
+ Liber scriptus proferetur
+ In quo totum continetur
+ Unde mundus judicetur.
+ Judex ergo cum sedebit
+ Quidquid latet apparebit
+ Nil inultum remanebit.
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ (He goes to the desk by the table, right, and opens his breviary. The
+ music ceases.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We will continue the reading.... 'But if thou wilt not hearken unto the
+ voice of the Lord thy God all these curses shall overtake thee. Cursčd
+ shalt thou be in the city, and cursčd shalt thou be in the field; cursčd
+ shalt thou be when thou comest in, and cursčd when thou goest out.'
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ OMNES (in a low voice). Cursčd!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. 'The Lord shall send upon thee vexation and rebuke in all
+ that thou settest thy hand for to do, until thou be destroyed, and until
+ thou perish quickly, because of the wickedness of thy doings, whereby
+ thou hast forsaken me.'
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ OMNES (loudly). Cursčd!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. 'The Lord shall cause thee to be smitten before thine
+ enemies: thou shalt go out one way against them, and flee seven ways
+ before them, and shalt be moved into all the kingdoms of the earth. And
+ thy carcase shall be meat unto all fowls of the air, and unto the beasts
+ of the earth, and no man shall fray them away. The Lord will smite thee
+ with the botch of Egypt, the scab and the itch, with madness and
+ blindness, that thou shalt grope at noonday, as the blind gropeth in
+ darkness. Thou shalt not prosper in thy ways, and thou shalt be only
+ oppressed and spoiled evermore, and no man shall save thee. Thou shalt
+ betroth a wife, and another man shall lie with her: thou shalt build an
+ house, and thou shalt not dwell therein: thou shalt plant a vineyard,
+ and shalt not gather the grapes thereof. Thy sons and thy daughters
+ shall be given unto another people, and thine eyes fail with longing for
+ them; and there shall be no might in thy hand. And thou shalt find no
+ ease on earth, neither shall the sole of thy foot have rest: the Lord
+ shall give thee a trembling heart, and failing of eyes and sorrow of
+ mind. And thy life shall hang in doubt before thee; and thou shalt fear
+ day and night. In the morning thou shalt say, would God it were even!
+ And at even thou shalt say, would God it were morning! And because thou
+ servedst not the Lord thy God when thou livedst in security, thou shalt
+ serve him in hunger, in thirst, in nakedness and in want; and He shall
+ put a yoke of iron upon thy neck, until He have destroyed thee!'
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ OMNES. Amen!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The CONFESSOR has read the above loudly and rapidly, without turning to
+ the STRANGER. All those present, except the LADY, who is working, have
+ been listening and have joined in the curse, though they have feigned
+ not to notice the STRANGER, who has remained with his back to them, sunk
+ in himself. The STRANGER now rises as if to go. The CONFESSOR goes
+ towards him.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What was that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. The Book of Deuteronomy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Of course. But I seem to remember blessings in it, too.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Yes, for those who keep His commandments.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Hm.... I can't deny that, for a moment, I felt shaken. Are
+ they temptations to be resisted, or warnings to be obeyed? (Pause.)
+ Anyhow I'm certain now that I have fever. I must go to a real doctor.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. See he <i>is</i> the right one!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Of course!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Who can heal 'delightful scruples of conscience'!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ ABBESS. Should you need charity again, you now know where to find it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No. I do not.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ ABBESS (in a low voice). Then I'll tell you. In a 'rose' room, near a
+ certain running stream.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. That's the truth! In a 'rose' room. Wait; how long have I been
+ here?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ ABBESS. Three months to-day.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Three months! Have I been sleeping? Or where have I been?
+ (Looking out of the window.) It's autumn. The trees are bare; the clouds
+ look cold. Now it's coming back to me! Can you hear a mill grinding? The
+ sound of a horn? The rushing of a river? A wood whispering&mdash;and a
+ woman weeping? You're right. Only there can charity be found. Farewell.
+ (Exit.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR (to the Abbess). The fool! The fool!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Curtain.
+ </p>
+ SCENE X THE 'ROSE' ROOM
+ <p>
+ [The curtains have been taken down. The windows gape into the darkness
+ outside. The furniture has been covered in brown loose-covers and pulled
+ forward. The flowers have been taken away, and the large black stove
+ lit. The MOTHER is standing ironing white curtains by the light of a
+ single lamp. There is a knock at the door.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Come in!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (doing so). Where's my wife?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Where do you come from?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I think, from hell. But where's my wife?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Which of them do you mean?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. The question's justified. Everything is, except to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. There may be a reason: I'm glad you've seen it. Where have you
+ been?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Whether in a poorhouse, a madhouse or a hospital, I don't
+ know. I should like to think it all a feverish dream. I've been ill: I
+ lost my memory and can't believe three months have passed. But where's
+ my wife?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. I ought to ask you that. When you deserted her, she went away&mdash;to
+ look for you. Whether she's tired of looking, I can't say.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Something's amiss here. Where's the Old Man?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Where there's no more suffering.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You mean he's dead?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Yes. He's dead.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You say it as if you wanted to add him to my victims.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Perhaps I'm right to do so.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. He didn't look sensitive: he was capable of steady hatred.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. No. He hated only what was evil, in himself and others.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. So I'm wrong there, too! (Pause.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. What do you want here?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Charity!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. At last! How was it at the hospital! Sit down and tell me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (sitting). I don't want to think of it. I don't even know if it
+ <i>was</i> a hospital.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Strange. Tell me what happened after you left here.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I fell in the mountains, hurt my hip and lost consciousness.
+ If you'll speak kindly to me you shall know more.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. I will.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. When I woke I was in a red iron bedstead. Three men were
+ pulling a cord that ran through two blocks. Every time they pulled I
+ felt I grew two feet taller....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. They were putting in your hip.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I hadn't thought of that. Then... I lay watching my past life
+ unroll before me like a panorama, through childhood, youth.... And when
+ the roll was finished it began again. All the time I heard a mill
+ grinding.... I can hear it still. Yes, here too!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Those were not pleasant visions.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No. At last I came to the conclusion... that I was a
+ thoroughgoing scamp.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Why call yourself that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I know you'd like to hear me say I was a scoundrel. But that
+ would seem to me like boasting. It would imply a certainty about myself
+ to which I've not attained.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. You're still in doubt?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Of a great deal. But I've begun to have an inkling.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. That....?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. That there are forces which, till now, I've not believed in.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. You've come to see that neither you, nor any other man, directs
+ your destiny?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I have.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Then you've already gone part of the way.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. But I myself have changed. I'm ruined; for I've lost all
+ aptitude for writing. And I can't sleep at night.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Indeed!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What are called nightmares stop me. Last and worst: I daren't
+ die; for I'm no longer sure my miseries will end, with <i>my</i> end.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Oh!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Even worse: I've grown so to loathe myself that I'd escape
+ from myself, if I knew how. If I were a Christian, I couldn't obey the
+ first commandment, to love my neighbour as myself, for I should have to
+ hate him as I hate myself. It's true that I'm a scamp. I've always
+ suspected it; and because I never wanted life to fool me, I've observed
+ 'others' carefully. When I saw they were no better than I, I resented
+ their trying to browbeat me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. You've been wrong to think it a matter between you and others.
+ You have to deal with Him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. With whom?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. The Invisible One, who guides your destiny.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Would I could see Him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. It would be your death.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Oh no!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Where do you get this devilish spirit of rebellion? If you won't
+ bow your neck like the rest, you must be broken like a reed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I don't know where this fearful stubbornness comes from. It's
+ true an unpaid bill can make me tremble; but if I were to climb Mount
+ Sinai and face the Eternal One, I should not cover my face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Jesus and Mary! Don't say such things. You'll make me think
+ you're a child of the Devil.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Here that seems the general opinion. But I've heard that those
+ who serve the Evil One get honours, goods and gold as their reward. Gold
+ especially. Do you think me suspect?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. You'll bring a curse on my house.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Then I'll leave it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. And go into the night. Where?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. To seek the only one that I don't hate.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Are you sure she'll receive you?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Quite sure.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. I'm not.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I am.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Then I must raise your doubts.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You can't.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Yes, I can.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. It's a lie.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. We're no longer speaking kindly. We must stop. Can you sleep in
+ the attic?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I can't sleep anywhere.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Still, I'll say good-night to you, whether you think I mean it,
+ or not.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You're sure there are no rats in the attic? I don't fear
+ ghosts, but rats aren't pleasant.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. I'm glad you don't fear ghosts, for no one's slept a whole night
+ there... whatever the cause may be.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (after a moment's hesitation). Never have I met a more wicked
+ woman than you. The reason is: you have religion.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Good-night!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Curtain.
+ </p>
+ SCENE XI IN THE KITCHEN
+ <p>
+ [It is dark, but the moon outside throws moving shadows of the window
+ lattices on to the floor, as the storm clouds race by. In the corner,
+ right, under the crucifix, where the OLD MAN used to sit, a hunting
+ horn, a gun and a game bag hang on the wall. On the table a stuffed bird
+ of prey. As the windows are open the curtains are flapping in the wind;
+ and kitchen cloths, aprons and towels, that are hung on a line by the
+ hearth, move in the wind, whose sighing can be heard. In the distance
+ the noise of a waterfall. There is an occasional tapping on the wooden
+ floor.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (entering, half-dressed, a lamp in his hand). Is anyone here?
+ No. (He comes forward with a light, which makes the play of shadow less
+ marked.) What's moving on the floor? Is anyone here? (He goes to the
+ table, sees the stuffed bird and stands riveted to the spot.) God!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER (coming in with a lamp). Still up?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I couldn't sleep.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER (gently). Why not, my son?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I heard someone above me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Impossible. There's nothing over the attic.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. That's why I was uneasy! What's moving on the floor like
+ snakes?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Moonbeams.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes. Moonbeams. That's a stuffed bird. And those are cloths.
+ Everything's natural; that's what makes me uneasy. Who was knocking
+ during the night? Was anyone locked out?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. It was a horse in the stable.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Why should it make that noise?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Some animals have nightmares.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What are nightmares?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Who knows?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. May I sit down?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Do. I want to speak seriously to you. I was malicious last
+ night; you must forgive me. It's because of that I need religion; just
+ as I need the penitential garment and the stone floor. To spare you,
+ I'll tell you what nightmares are to me. My bad conscience! Whether I
+ punish myself or another punishes me, I don't know. I don't permit
+ myself to ask. (Pause.) Now tell me what you saw in your room.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I hardly know. Nothing. When I went in I felt as if someone
+ were there. Then I went to bed. But someone started pacing up and down
+ above me with a heavy tread. Do you believe in ghosts?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. My religion won't allow me to. But I believe our sense of right
+ and wrong will find a way to punish us.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Soon I felt cold air on my breast&mdash;it reached my heart
+ and forced me to get up.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. And then?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. To stand and watch the whole panorama of my life unroll before
+ me. I saw everything&mdash;that was the worst of it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. I know. I've been through it. There's no name for the malady,
+ and only one cure.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What is it?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. You know what children do when they've done wrong?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. First ask forgiveness!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And then?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Try to make amends.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Isn't it enough to suffer according to one's deserts?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. No. That's revenge.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Then what must one do?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Can you mend a life you've destroyed? Undo a bad action?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Truly, no. But I was forced into it! Forced to take, for no
+ one gave me the right. Accursčd be He who forced me! (Putting his hand
+ to his heart.) Ah! He's here, in this room. He's plucking out my heart!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Then bow your head.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I cannot.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Down on your knees.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I will not.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Christ have mercy! Lord have mercy on you! On your knees before
+ Him who was crucified! Only He can wipe out what's been done.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Not before Him! If I were forced, I'll recant... afterwards.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. On your knees, my son!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I cannot bow the knee. I cannot. Help me, God Eternal.
+ (Pause.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER (after a hasty prayer). Do you feel better?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes.... It was not death. It was annihilation!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. The annihilation of the Divine. We call it spiritual death.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I see. (Without irony.) I begin to understand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. My son! You have left Jerusalem and are on the road to Damascus.
+ Go back the same way you came. Erect a cross at every station, and stay
+ at the seventh. For you, there are not fourteen, as for Him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You speak in riddles.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Then go your way. Search out those to whom you have something to
+ say. First, your wife.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Where is she?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. You must find her. On your way don't forget to call on him you
+ named the werewolf.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Never!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. You'd have said that, as you came here. As you know, I expected
+ your coming.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Why?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. For no one reason.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Just as I saw this kitchen... in a trance....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. That's why I now regret trying to separate you and Ingeborg. Go
+ and search for her. If you find her, well and good. If not, perhaps that
+ too has been ordained. (Pause.) Dawn's now at hand. Morning has come and
+ the night has passed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Such a night!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. You'll remember it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Not all of it... yet something.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER (looking out of the window, as if to herself). Lovely morning
+ star&mdash;how far from heaven have you fallen!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (after a pause). Have you noticed that, before the sun rises, a
+ feeling of awe takes hold of mankind? Are we children of darkness, that
+ we tremble before the light?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Will you never be tired of questioning?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Never. Because I yearn for light.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Go then, and search. And peace be with you!
+ </p>
+ SCENE XII IN THE RAVINE
+ <p>
+ [The same landscape as before, but in autumn colouring. The trees have
+ lost their leaves. Work is going on at the smithy and the mill. The
+ SMITH stands, left, in the doorway; the MILLER'S wife, right. The LADY
+ dressed in a jacket with a hat of patent leather; but she is in
+ mourning. The STRANGER is in Bavarian alpine kit: short jacket of rough
+ material, knickers, heavy boots and alpenstock, green hat with
+ heath-cock feather. Over this he wears a brown cloak with a cape and
+ hood.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (entering tired and dispirited). Did a man pass here in a long
+ cloak, with a green hat? (The SMITH and the MILLER'S WIFE shake their
+ heads.) Can I lodge here for the night? (The SMITH and the MILLER'S WIFE
+ again shake their heads: to the SMITH.) May I stand in the doorway for a
+ moment and warm myself? (The SMITH pushes her away.) God reward you
+ according to your deserts!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (Exit. She reappears on the footbridge, and exit once more.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (entering). Has a lady in a coat and skirt crossed the brook?
+ (The SMITH and MILLER'S WIFE shake their heads.) Will you give me some
+ bread? I'll pay for it. (The MILLER'S WIFE refuses the money.) No
+ charity!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ ECHO (imitating his voice from afar). Charity.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The SMITH and the MILLER'S WIFE laugh so loudly and so long that, at
+ length, ECHO replies.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Good! An eye for an eye&mdash;a tooth for a tooth. It helps to
+ lighten my conscience! (He enters the ravine.)
+ </p>
+ SCENE XIII ON THE ROAD
+ <p>
+ [The same landscape as before; but autumn. The BEGGAR is sitting outside
+ a chapel with a lime twig and a bird cage, in which is a starling. The
+ STRANGER enters wearing the same clothes as in the preceding scene.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Beggar! Have you seen a lady in a coat and skirt pass this
+ way?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. I've seen five hundred. But, seriously, I must ask you not to
+ call me beggar now. I've found work!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Oh! So it's you!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Ille ego qui quondam....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What kind of work have you?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. I've a starling, that whistles and sings.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You mean, <i>he</i> does the work?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Yes. I'm my own master now.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Do you catch birds?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. No. The lime twig's merely for appearances.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. So you still cling to such things?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. What else should I cling to? What's within us is nothing but
+ pure... nonsense.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Is that the final conclusion of your whole philosophy of life?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. My complete metaphysic. The view mad be rather out of date,
+ but...
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Can you be serious for a moment? Tell me about your past.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Why unravel that old skein? Twist it up rather. Twist it up. Do
+ you think I'm always so merry? Only when I meet you: you're so damnably
+ funny!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. How can you laugh, with a wrecked life behind you?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Now he's getting personal! (Pause.) If you can't laugh at
+ adversity, not even that of others, you're begging of life itself.
+ Listen! If you follow this wheel track you'll come, at last, to the
+ ocean, and there the path will stop. If you sit down there and rest,
+ you'll begin to take another view of things. Here there are so many
+ accidents, religious themes, disagreeable memories that hinder thought
+ as it flies to the 'rose' room. Only follow the track! If it's muddy
+ here and there, spread your wings and flutter. And talking of
+ fluttering: I once heard a bird that sang of Polycrates and his ring;
+ how he'd become possessed of all the marvels of this world, but didn't
+ know what to do with them. So he sent tidings east and west of the great
+ Nothing he'd helped to fashion from the empty universe. I wouldn't
+ assert you were the man, unless I believed it so firmly I could take my
+ oath on it. Once I asked you whether you knew who I was, and you said it
+ didn't interest you. In return I offered you my friendship, but you
+ refused it rudely. However, I'm not sensitive or resentful, so I'll give
+ you good advice on your way. Follow the track!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (avoiding him). You don't deceive me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. You believe nothing but evil. That's why you get nothing but
+ evil. Try to believe what is good. Try!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I will. But if I'm deceived, I've the right to....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. You've no right to do that.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (as if to himself ). Who is it reads my secret thoughts, turns
+ my soul inside out, and pursues me? Why do you persecute me?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Saul! Saul! Why persecutest thou Me?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The STRANGER goes out with a gesture of horror. The chord of the
+ funeral march is heard again. The LADY enters.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Have you seen a man pass this way in a long cloak, with a green
+ hat?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. There was a poor devil here, who hobbled off....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. The man I'm searching for's not lame.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Nor was he. It seems he'd hurt his hip; and that made him walk
+ unsteadily. I mustn't be malicious. Look here in the mud.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Where?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR (pointing). There! At that rut. In it you can see the impression
+ of a boot, firmly planted....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (looking at the impression). It's he! His heavy tread.... Can I
+ catch him up?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Follow the track!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (taking his hand and kissing it). Thank you, my friend. (Exit.)
+ </p>
+ SCENE XIV BY THE SEA
+ <p>
+ [The same landscape as before, but now winter. The sea is dark blue, and
+ on the horizon great clouds take on the shapes of huge heads. In the
+ distance three bare masts of a wrecked ship, that look like three white
+ crosses. The table and seat are still under the tree, but the chairs
+ have been removed. There is snow on the ground. From time to time a
+ bell-buoy can be heard. The STRANGER comes in from the left, stops a
+ moment and looks out to sea, then goes out, right, behind the cottage.
+ The LADY enters, left, and appears to be following the STRANGER'S
+ footsteps on the snow; she exits in front of the cottage, right. The
+ STRANGER re-enters, right, notices the footprints of the LADY, pauses,
+ and looks back, right. The LADY re-enters, throws herself into his arms,
+ but recoils.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You thrust me away.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No. It seems there's someone between us.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Indeed there is! (Pause.) What a meeting!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes. It's winter; as you see.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I can feel the cold coming from you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I got frozen in the mountains.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Do you think the spring will ever come?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Not to us! We've been driven from the garden, and must wander
+ over stones and thistles. And when our hands and feet are bruised, we
+ feel we must rub salt in the wounds of the... other one. And then the
+ mill starts grinding. It'll never stop; for there's always water.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. No doubt what you say is true.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. But I'll not yield to the inevitable. Rather than that we
+ should lacerate each other I'll gash myself as a sacrifice to the gods.
+ I'll take the blame upon me; declare it was I who taught you to break
+ your chains. I who tempted you! Then you can lay all the blame on me:
+ for what I did, and what happened after.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You couldn't bear it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes, I could. There are moments when I feel as if I bore all
+ the sin and sorrow, all the filth and shame of the whole world. There
+ are moments when I believe we are condemned to sin and do bad actions as
+ a punishment! (Pause.) Not long ago I lay sick of a fever, and amidst
+ all that happened to me, I dreamed that I saw a crucifix without the
+ Crucified. And when I asked the Dominican&mdash;for there was a
+ Dominican among many others&mdash;what it could mean, he said: 'You will
+ not allow Him to suffer for you. Suffer then yourself!' That's why
+ mankind have grown so conscious of their own sufferings.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. And why consciences grow so heavy, if there's no one to help to
+ bear the burden.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Have you also come to think so?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Not yet. But I'm on the way.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Put your hand in mine. From here let us go on together.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Where?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Back! The same way we came. Are you weary?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Now no longer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Several times I sank exhausted. But I met a strange beggar&mdash;perhaps
+ you remember him: he was thought to be like me. And he begged me, as an
+ experiment, to believe his good intentions. I did believe&mdash;as an
+ experiment&mdash;and....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Well?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. It went well with me. And since then I feel I've strength to
+ go on my way....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Let's go together!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (turning to the sea). Yes. It's growing dark and the clouds are
+ gathering.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Don't look at the clouds.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And below there? What's that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Only a wreck.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (whispering). Three crosses! What new Golgotha awaits us?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. They're white ones. That means good fortune.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Can good fortune ever come to us?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Yes. But not yet.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Let's go!
+ </p>
+ SCENE XV ROOM IN AN HOTEL
+ <p>
+ [The room is as before. The LADY is sitting by the side of the STRANGER,
+ crocheting.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Do say something.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I've nothing but unpleasant things to say, since we came here.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Why were you so anxious to have this terrible room?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I don't know. It was the last one I wanted. I began to long
+ for it, in order to suffer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. And are you suffering?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes. I can no longer listen to singing, or look at anything
+ beautiful. During the day I hear the mill and see that great panorama
+ now expanding to embrace the universe.... And, at night...
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Why did you cry out in your sleep?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I was dreaming.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. A real dream?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Terribly real. But you see what a curse is on me. I feel I
+ must describe it, and to no one else but you. Yet I daren't tell you,
+ for it would be rattling at the door of the locked chamber....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. The past!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (simply). It's foolish to have any such secret place.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes. (Pause.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. And now tell me!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I'm afraid I must. I dreamed your first husband was married to
+ my first wife.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Only you could have thought of such a thing!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I wish it were so. (Pause.) I saw how he ill-treated my
+ children. (Getting up.) I put my hands to his throat.... I can't go
+ on.... But I shall never rest till I know the truth. And to know it, I
+ must go to him in his own house.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. It's come to that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. It's been coming for some time. Nothing can now prevent it. I
+ must see him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. But if he won't receive you?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I'll go as a patient, and tell him of my sickness....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (frightened). Don't do that!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You think he might be tempted to shut me up as mad! I must
+ risk it. I want to risk everything&mdash;life, freedom, welfare. I need
+ an emotional shock, strong enough to bring myself into the light of day.
+ I demand this torture, that my punishment may be in just proportion to
+ my sin, so that I shall not be forced to drag myself along under the
+ burden of my guilt. So down into the snake pit, as soon as may be!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Could I come with you?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. There's no need. My sufferings will be enough for both.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Then I'll call you my deliverer. And the curse I once laid on you
+ will turn into a blessing. Look! It's spring once more.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. So I see. The Christmas rose there has begun to wither.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. But don't you feel spring in the air?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. The cold within isn't so great.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Perhaps the werewolf will heal you altogether.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. We shall see. Perhaps he's not so dangerous, after all.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. He's not so cruel as you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. But my dream....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Let's hope it was only a dream. Now my wool's finished; and with
+ it, my useless work. It's grown soiled in the making.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. It can be washed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Or dyed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Rose red.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Never!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. It's like a roll of manuscript.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. With our story on it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. In the filth of the roads, in tears and in blood.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. But the story's nearly done. Go and write the last chapter.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Then we'll meet at the seventh station. Where we began!
+ </p>
+ SCENE XVI THE DOCTOR'S HOUSE
+ <p>
+ [The scene is more or less as before. But half the wood-pile has been
+ taken away. On a seat near the verandah surgical instruments, knives,
+ saws, forceps, etc. The DOCTOR is engaged in cleaning these.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SISTER (coming from the verandah). A patient to see you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Do you know who it is?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SISTER. I've not seen him. Here's his card.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR (reading it). This outdoes everything!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SISTER. Is it he?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Yes. Courage I respect; but this is cynicism. A kind of
+ challenge. Still, let him come in.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SISTER. Are you serious?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Perfectly. But, if you care to talk to him a little, in that
+ straightforward way of yours....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SISTER. I'd like to.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Very well. Do the heavy work, and leave the final polish to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SISTER. You can trust me. I'll tell him everything your kindness forbids
+ you to say.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Enough of my kindness! Make haste, or I'll get impatient. Shut
+ the doors. (His SISTER goes out.) What are you doing at that dustbin,
+ Caesar? (CAESAR comes in.) Listen, Caesar, if your enemy were to come
+ and lay his head in your lap, what would you do?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CAESAR. Cut it off!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. That's not what I've taught you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CAESAR. No; you said, heap coals of fire on it. But I think that's a
+ shame.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. I think so, too; it's more cruel and more cunning. (Pause.)
+ Isn't it better to take some revenge? It heartens the other person,
+ lifts the burden off him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CAESAR. As you know more about it than I, why ask?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Quiet! I'm not speaking to you. (Pause.) Very well. First cut
+ off his head, and then.... We'll see.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CAESAR. It all depends on how he behaves.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Yes. On how he behaves. Quiet. Get along.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The STRANGER comes from the verandah: he seems excited but his manner
+ betrays a certain resignation. CAESAR has gone out.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You're surprised to see me here?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR (seriously). I've long given up being surprised. But I see I must
+ begin again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Will you permit me to speak to you?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. About anything decent people may discuss. Are you ill?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (hesitating). Yes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Why did you come to me&mdash;of all people?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You must guess!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. I refuse to. (Pause.) What do you complain of?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (with uncertainty). Sleeplessness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. That's not a disease, but a symptom. Have you already seen a
+ doctor?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I've been lying ill in an... institution. I was feverish. I've
+ a strange malady.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. What was so strange about it?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. May I ask this? Can one go about as usual; and yet be
+ delirious?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. If you're mad; not otherwise. (The STRANGER lets up, but then
+ sits down again.) What was the hospital called?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. St. Saviour.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. That's not a hospital.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. A convent, then.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. No. It's an asylum. (The STRANGER gets up, the DOCTOR does so,
+ too, and calls.) Sister! Shut the front door. And the gate leading to
+ the road. (To the STRANGER.) Won't you sit down? I have to keep the
+ doors here locked. There are so many tramps.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (calms himself). Be frank with me: do you think me... insane?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. No one ever gets a frank answer to that question, as you know.
+ And no one who suffers in that way ever believes what he's told. So my
+ opinion must be a matter of indifference to you. (Pause.) But if it's
+ your soul, go to a spiritual healer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Could you take his place for a moment?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. I haven't the vocation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. But...
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR (interrupting). Or the time. We're getting ready for a wedding
+ here!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I dreamed it!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. It may ease your mind to know that I've consoled myself, as it's
+ called. You may be pleased, it would be natural... but I see, on the
+ contrary, it makes you suffer more. There must be a reason. Why, should
+ you be upset at my marrying a widow?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. With two children?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Two children! Now we have it! A damnable supposition worthy of
+ you. If there were a hell, you should be hell's overseer, for your skill
+ in finding means of punishment exceeds my wildest inventions. Yet I'm
+ called a werewolf!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. It might happen that...
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR (cutting him short). For a long time, I hated you, because by an
+ unforgiveable action you cheated me of my good name. But when I grew
+ older and wiser I saw that, although the punishment wasn't earned, I
+ deserved it for other things that had never been discovered. Besides,
+ you were a boy with enough conscience to be able to punish yourself. So
+ you need worry no more about the whole thing. Is that what you wanted to
+ speak of?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Then you'll be content, if I let you go? (The STRANGER is about
+ to ask a question.) Did you think I'd shut you up? Or cut you in pieces
+ with those instruments? Kill you? 'Perhaps such poor devils ought to be
+ put out of their misery!' (The STRANGER looks at his watch.) You can
+ still catch the boat.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Will you give me your hand?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Impossible. And what is the use of my forgiving you, if you lack
+ the strength to forgive yourself? (Pause.) Some things can only be cured
+ by making them undone. So this never can be.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. St. Saviour...
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Helped you. You challenged destiny and were broken. There's no
+ shame in losing such a fight. I did the same; but, as you see, I've got
+ rid of my woodpile. I want no thunder in my home. And I shall play no
+ more with the lightning.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. One station more, and I shall reach my goal.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. You'll never reach your goal. Farewell!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Farewell!
+ </p>
+ SCENE XVII A STREET CORNER
+ <p>
+ [The same as Scene I. The STRANGER is sitting on the seat beneath the
+ tree, drawing in the sand.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (entering). What are you doing?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Writing in the sand... still.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Can you hear singing?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (pointing to the church). Yes. But from there! I've been unjust
+ to someone, unwittingly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I think our wanderings must be over, now we've come back here.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Where we began... at the street corner, between the inn, the
+ church and the post office. By the way... isn't there a registered
+ letter for me there, that I never fetched?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Yes. Because there was nothing but unpleasantness in it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Or legal matters. (Striking his forehead.) Then that's the
+ explanation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Fetch it then. In the belief that what it contains is good.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (ironically). Good!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Believe it. Imagine it!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (going to the post office). I'll make the attempt.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The LADY waits on the pavement. The STRANGER comes back with a letter.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Well?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I feel ashamed of myself. It's the money.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You see! All these sufferings, all these tears... in vain!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Not in vain! It looks like spite, what happens here, but it's
+ not that. I wronged the Invisible when I mistook...
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Enough! No accusations.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No. It was my own stupidity or wickedness. I didn't want to be
+ made a fool of by life. That's why I was! It was the elves...
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Who made the change in you. Come. Let's go.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And hide ourselves and our misery in the mountains.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Yes. The mountains will hide us! (Pause.) But first I must go and
+ light a candle to my good Saint Elizabeth. Come. (The STRANGER shakes
+ his head.) Come!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Very well. I'll go through that way. But I can't stay.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. How can you tell? Come. In there you shall hear new songs.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The STRANGER follows her to the door of the church.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. It may be!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Come!
+ </p>
+ THE END. <a name="link2H_PART2" id="link2H_PART2">
+ <!-- H2 anchor --> </a>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ PART II
+ </h2>
+ CHARACTERS
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ THE STRANGER
+ THE LADY
+ THE MOTHER
+ THE FATHER
+ THE CONFESSOR
+ THE DOCTOR
+ CAESAR
+
+ less important figures
+ MAID
+ PROFESSOR
+ RAGGED PERSON
+ ANOTHER RAGGED PERSON
+ FIRST WOMAN
+ SECOND WOMAN
+ WAITRESS
+ POLICEMAN
+</pre>
+ SCENES
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ ACT I Outside the House
+
+ ACT II SCENE I Laboratory
+ SCENE II The 'Rose' Room
+
+ ACT III SCENE I The Banqueting Hall
+ SCENE II A Prison Cell
+ SCENE III The 'Rose' Room
+
+ ACT IV SCENE I The Banqueting Hall
+ SCENE II In a Ravine
+ SCENE III The 'Rose' Room
+</pre>
+ <a name="link2H_4_0005" id="link2H_4_0005">
+ <!-- H2 anchor --> </a>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ ACT I
+ </h2>
+ <h3>
+ OUTSIDE THE HOUSE
+ </h3>
+ <p>
+ [On the right a terrace, on which the house stands. Below it a road runs
+ towards the back, where there is a thick pine wood with heights beyond,
+ whose outlines intersect. On the left there is a suggestion of a river
+ bank, but the river itself cannot be seen. The house is white and has
+ small, mullioned windows with iron bars. On the wall vines and climbing
+ roses. In front of the house, on the terrace, a well; at the end of the
+ terrace pumpkin plants, whose large yellow flowers hang dozen over the
+ edge. Fruit trees are planted along the road, and a memorial cross can
+ be seen erected at a spot where an accident occurred. Steps lead down
+ from the terrace to the road, and there are flower-pots on the
+ balustrade. In front of the steps there is a seat. The road reaches the
+ foreground from the right, curving past the terrace, which projects like
+ a promontory, and then loses itself in the background. Strong sunlight
+ from the left. The MOTHER is sitting on the seat below the steps. The
+ DOMINICAN is standing in front of her.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOMINICAN [Note: The same character as the CONFESSOR and BEGGAR.]. You
+ called me to discuss a family matter of importance to you. Tell me what
+ it is.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Father, life has treated me hardly. I don't know what I've done
+ to be so frowned upon by Providence.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOMINICAN. It's a mark of favour to be tried by the Eternal One, and
+ triumph awaits the steadfast.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. That's what I've often said to myself; but there are limits to
+ the suffering one can bear....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOMINICAN. There are no limits. Suff'ering's as boundless as grace.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. First my husband leaves me for another woman.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOMINICAN. Then let him go. He'll come crawling back again on his bare
+ knees!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. And as you know, Father, my only daughter was married to a
+ doctor. But she left him and came home with a stranger, whom she
+ presented to me as her new husband.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOMINICAN. That's not easy to understand. Divorce isn't recognised by
+ our religion.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. No. But they'd crossed the frontier, to a land where there are
+ other laws. He's an Old Catholic, and he found a priest to marry them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOMINICAN. That's no real marriage, and can't be dissolved because it
+ never existed. But it can be nullified. Who is your present son-in-law?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Truly, I wish I knew! One thing I do know, and that's enough to
+ fill my cup of sorrow. He's been divorced and his wife and children live
+ in wretched circumstances.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOMINICAN. A difficult case. But we'll find a way to put it right. What
+ does he do?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. He's a writer; said to be famous at home.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOMINICAN. Godless, too, I suppose?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Yes. At least he used to be; but since his second marriage he's
+ not known a happy hour. Fate, as he calls it, seized him with an iron
+ hand and drove him here in the shape of a ragged beggar. Ill-fortune
+ struck him blow after blow, so that I pitied him at the very moment he
+ fled from here. Then he wandered in the woods and, later, lay out in the
+ fields where he fell, till he was found by merciful folk and taken to a
+ convent. There he lay ill for three months, without our knowing where he
+ was.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOMINICAN. Wait! Last year a man was brought to the Convent of St.
+ Saviour, where I'm Confessor, under the circumstances you describe.
+ Whilst he was feverish he opened his heart to me, and there was scarcely
+ a sin of which he didn't confess his guilt. But when he came to himself
+ again, he said he remembered nothing. So to prove him in heart and reins
+ I used the secret apostolic powers that are given us; and, as a trial,
+ employed the lesser curse. For when a crime's been done in secret, the
+ curse of Deuteronomy is read over the suspected man. If he's innocent,
+ he goes his way unscathed. But if he's struck by it, then, as Paul
+ relates, 'he is delivered unto Satan for the destruction of the flesh,
+ that his spirit may be saved.'
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. O God! It must be he!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOMINICAN. Yes, it is he. Your son-in-law! The ways of Providence are
+ inscrutable. Was he heavily struck by the curse?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Yes. That night he slept here, and was torn from his sleep by an
+ unexplained power that, as he told me, turned his heart to ice....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOMINICAN. Did he have fearful visions?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Yes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOMINICAN. And was he harried by those terrible thoughts, of which Job
+ says, 'When I say, my bed shall comfort me, then Thou scarest me with
+ dreams and terrifiest me with visions; so that my soul chooseth
+ strangling, and death rather than life.' That's as it should be. Did it
+ open his eyes?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Yes. But only so that his sight was blinded. For his sufferings
+ grew so great that he could no longer find a natural explanation for
+ them, and as no doctor could cure him, he began to see that he was
+ fighting higher conscious powers.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOMINICAN. Powers that meant him ill, and were therefore themselves
+ evil. That's the usual course of things. And then?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. He came upon books that taught him that such evil powers could
+ be fought.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOMINICAN. Oh! So he looked for what's hidden, and should remain so! Did
+ he succeed in exorcising the spirits that chastised him?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. He says he did. And it seems now that he can sleep again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOMINICAN. Yes, and he believes what he says. Yet, since he hasn't truly
+ accepted the love of truth, God will trouble him with great delusion, so
+ that he'll believe what is false.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. The fault's his own. But he's changed my daughter: in other days
+ she was neither hot nor cold; but now she's on the way to becoming evil.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOMINICAN. How do the two of them get on?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Half the time, happily; the other half they plague one another
+ like devils.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOMINICAN. That's the way they must go. Plague one another till they
+ come to the Cross.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. If they don't part again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOMINICAN. What? Have they done so?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. They've left one another four times, but have always come back.
+ It seems as if they're chained together. It would be a good thing if
+ they were, for a child's on the way.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOMINICAN. Let the child come. Children bring gifts that are refreshing
+ to tired souls.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. I hope it may be so. But it looks as if this one will be an
+ apple of discord. They're already quarrelling over its name; they're
+ quarrelling over its baptism; and the mother's already jealous of her
+ husband's children by his first wife. He can't promise to love this
+ child as much as the others, and the mother absolutely insists that he
+ shall! So there's no end to their miseries.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOMINICAN. Oh yes, there is. Wait! He's had dealings with higher powers,
+ so that we've gained a hold on him; and our prayers will be more,
+ powerful than his resistance. Their effect is as extraordinary as it is
+ mysterious. (The STRANGER appears on the terrace. He is in hunting
+ costume and wears a tropical helmet. In his hand he has an alpenstock.)
+ Is that him, up there?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Yes. That's my present son-in-law.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOMINICAN. Singularly like the first! But watch how he's behaving. He
+ hasn't seen me yet, but he feels I'm here. (He makes the sign of the
+ cross in the air.) Look how troubled he grows.... Now he stiffens like
+ an icicle. See! In a moment he'll cry out.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (who has suddenly stopped, grown rigid, and clutched his
+ heart). Who's down there?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. I am.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You're not alone.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. No. I've someone with me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOMINICAN (making the sign of the cross). Now he'll say nothing; but
+ fall like a felled tree. (The STRANGER crumples up and falls to the
+ ground.) Now I shall go. It would be too much for him if he were to see
+ me, But I'll come back soon. You'll see, he's in good hands! Farewell
+ and peace be with you. (He goes out.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (raising himself and coming down the steps). Who was that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. A traveller. Sit down; you look so pale.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. It was a fainting fit.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. You've always new names for it; but they mean nothing fresh. Sit
+ down here, on the seat.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No; I don't like sitting there. People are always passing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Yet I've been sitting here since I was a child, watching life
+ glide past as the river does below. Here, on the road, I've watched the
+ children of men go by, playing, haggling, begging, cursing and dancing.
+ I love this seat and I love the river below, though it does much damage
+ every year and washes away the property we inherited. Last spring it
+ carried our whole hay crop off, so that we had to sell our beasts. The
+ property's lost half its value in the last few years, and when the lake
+ in the mountains has reached its new level and the swamp's been drained
+ into the river, the water will rise till it washes the house away. We've
+ been at law about it for ten years, and we've lost every appeal; so we
+ shall be destroyed. It's as inevitable as fate.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Fate's not inevitable.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Beware, if you think to fight it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I've done so already.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. There you go again! You learn nothing from the chastisement of
+ Providence.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Oh yes. I've learned to hate. Can one love what does evil?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. I've little learning, as you know; but I read yesterday in an
+ encyclopaedia that the Eumenides are not evilly disposed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. That's true; but it's a lie they're friendly. I only know one
+ friendly fury. My own!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Can you call Ingeborg a fury?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes. She is one; and as a fury, she's remarkable. Her talent
+ for making me suffer excels my most infernal inventions; and if I escape
+ from her hands with my life, I'll come out of the fire as pure as gold.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. You've got what you deserve. You wanted to mould her as you
+ wished, and you've succeeded.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Completely. But where is this fury?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. She went down the road a few minutes ago.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Down there? Then I'll go to meet my own destruction. (He goes
+ towards the back.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. So you can still joke about it? Wait! (The MOTHER is left alone
+ for a moment, until the STRANGER has disappeared. The LADY then enters
+ from the right. She is wearing a summer frock, and is carrying a post
+ bag and some opened letters in her hand.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Are you alone, Mother?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. I've just been left alone.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Here's the post. This is for job.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. What? Do you open his letters?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. All of them, because I want to know who it is I've linked my life
+ to. And I want to suppress everything that might minister to his pride.
+ In a word, I isolate him, so that he has to keep his own electricity and
+ run the danger of being broken to pieces.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. How learnčd you've grown?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Yes. If he's unwise enough to confide almost everything to me,
+ I'll soon hold his fate in my hand. Now, if you please, he's making
+ electrical experiments and claims he'll be able to harness the
+ lightning, so that it'll give him light, warmth and power. Well, let him
+ do as he likes! From a letter that came to-day I see he's even
+ corresponding with alchemists.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Does he want to make gold? Is the man sane?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. That's the important question. Whether he's a charlatan doesn't
+ matter so much.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Do you suspect it?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I'd believe any evil of him, and any good, on the same day.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Is there any other news?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. The plans my divorced husband made for a new marriage have gone
+ wrong; he's grown melancholic, abandoned his practice and is tramping
+ the roads.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Oh! He was always my son-in-law. He had a kind heart under his
+ rough manner.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Yes. I only called him a werewolf in his rôle as my husband and
+ master. As long as I knew he was at peace, and on the way to find
+ consolation, Ě was content. But now he'll torment me like a bad
+ conscience.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Have you a conscience?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I never used to have one. But my eyes have been opened since I
+ read my husband's works, and I know the difference between good and
+ evil.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. But he forbade you to read them, and never foresaw you wouldn't
+ obey him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Who can foresee all the results of any action?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Have you more bad news in your pocket, Pandora?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. The worst of all! Think of it, Mother, his divorced wife's going
+ to marry again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. That ought to be reassuring, to you and to him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Didn't you know it was his worst nightmare? That his wife would
+ marry again and his children have a stepfather?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. If he can bear that alone, I shall think him a strange man.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You believe he's too sensitive? But didn't he say himself that an
+ educated man of the world at the end of the nineteenth century never
+ lets himself be put out of countenance!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. It's easy to say so; but when things really happen....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Yet there was a gift at the bottom of Pandora's box that was no
+ misfortune. Look, Mother! A portrait of his six-year-old son.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER (looking at the picture). A lovely child.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. It does one good to see such a charming and expressive picture.
+ Tell me, do you think my child will be as beautiful? Well, what do you
+ say? Answer, or I'll be unhappy! I love this boy already, but I feel I'd
+ hate him if my child's not as lovely as he. Yes, I'm jealous already.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. When you came here after your unlucky honeymoon, I'd hoped you'd
+ have got over the worst. But now I see it was only a foretaste of what
+ was to come.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I'm ready for anything; and I don't think this knot can ever be
+ undone. It must be cut!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. But you're only making more difficulties for yourself by
+ suppressing his letters.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. In days gone by, when I went through life like a sleep-walker,
+ everything seemed easy to me, but I begin to be uncertain now he's
+ started to waken thoughts in me. (She puts the letters into the
+ post-bag.) Here he is. 'Sh!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. One thing more. Why do you let him wear that suit of your first
+ husband's?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I like torturing and humiliating him. I've persuaded him it fits
+ him and belonged to my father. Now, when I see him in the werewolf's
+ things, I feel I've got both of them in my clutches.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Heaven defend us! How spiteful you've grown!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Perhaps that was my rôle, if I have one in this man's life!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. I sometimes wish the river would rise and carry us all away
+ whilst we're asleep at night. If it were to flow here for a thousand
+ years perhaps it would wash out the sin on which this house is built.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Then it's true that my grandfather, the notary, illegally seized
+ property not his own? It's said this place was built with the heritage
+ of widows and orphans, the funds of ruined men, the property of dead
+ ones and the bribes of litigants.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Don't speak of it any more. The tears of those still living have
+ run together and formed a lake. And it's that lake, people say, that's
+ being drained now, and that'll cause the river to wash us away.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Can't it be stopped by taking legal action? Is there no justice on
+ earth?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Not on earth. But there is in heaven. And heaven will drown us,
+ for we're the children of evildoers. (She goes up the steps.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Isn't it enough to put up with one's own tears? Must one inherit
+ other people's?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The STRANGER comes back.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Did you call me?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. No. I only tried to draw you to me, without really wanting you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I felt you meddling with my destiny in a way that made me
+ uneasy. Soon you'll have learnt all I know.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. And more.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. But I must ask you not to lay rough hands on my fate. I am
+ Cain, you see, and am under the ban of mysterious powers, who permit no
+ mortals to interfere with their work of vengeance. You see this mark on
+ my brow? (He removes his hat.) It means: Revenge is mine, saith the
+ Lord.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Does your hat press....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No. It chafes me. And so does the coat. If it weren't that I
+ wanted to please you, I'd have thrown them all into the river. When I
+ walk here in the neighbourhood, do you know that people call me the
+ doctor? They must take me for your husband, the werewolf. And I'm
+ unlucky. If I ask who planted some tree: they say, the doctor. If I ask
+ to whom the green fish basket belongs: they say, the doctor. And if it
+ isn't his then it belongs to the doctor's wife. That is, to you! This
+ confusion between him and me makes my visit unbearable. I'd like to go
+ away....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Haven't you tried in vain to leave this place six times?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes. But the seventh, I'll succeed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Then try!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You say that as if you were convinced I'd fail.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I am.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Plague me in some other way, dear fury.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Well, I can.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. A new way! Try to say something ill-natured that 'the other
+ one's' not said already.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Your first wife's 'the other one.' How tactful to remind me of
+ her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Everything that lives and moves, everything that's dead and
+ cold, reminds me of what's gone....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Until the being comes, who can wipe out the darkness of the past
+ and bring light.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You mean the child we're expecting!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Our child!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Do you love it?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I began to to-day.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. To-day? Why, what's happened? Five months ago you wanted to
+ run off to the lawyers and divorce me; because I wouldn't take you to a
+ quack who'd kill your unborn child.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. That was some time ago. Things have changed now.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Why now? (He looks round as if expecting something.) Now? Has
+ the post come?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You're still more cunning than I am. But the pupil will outstrip
+ the master.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Were there any letters for me?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. No.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Then give me the wrapper?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. What made you guess?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Give the wrapper, if your conscience can make such fine
+ distinctions between it and the letter.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (picking up the letter-bag, which she has hidden behind the seat).
+ Look at this! (The STRANGER takes the photograph, looks at it carefully,
+ and puts it in his breast-pocket.) What was it?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. The past.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Was it beautiful?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes. More beautiful than the future can ever be.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (darkly). You shouldn't have said that.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No, I admit it. And I'm sorry....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Tell me, are you capable of suffering?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Now, I suffer twice; because I feel when you're suffering. And
+ if I wound you in self-defence, it's I who gets fever from the wound.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. That means you're at my mercy?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No. Less now than ever, because you're protected by the
+ innocent being you carry beneath your heart.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. He shall be my avenger.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Or mine!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (tearfully). Poor little thing. Conceived in sin and shame, and
+ born to avenge by hate.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. It's a long time since I've heard you speak like that.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I dare say.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. That was the voice that first drew me to you; it was like that
+ of a mother speaking to her child.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. When you say 'mother' I feel I can only believe good of you; but a
+ moment after I say to myself: it's only one more of your ways of
+ deceiving me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What ill have I ever really done you? (The LADY is uncertain
+ what to reply.) Answer me. What ill have I done you?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I don't know.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Then invent something. Say to me: I hate you, because I can't
+ deceive you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Can't I? Oh, I'm sorry for you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You must have poison in the pocket of your dress.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Well, I have!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What can it be? (Pause.) Who's that coming down the road?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. A harbinger.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Is it a man, or a spectre?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. A spectre from the past.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. He's wearing a black coat and a laurel crown. But his feet are
+ bare.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. It's Caesar.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (confused). Caesar? That was my nickname at school.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Yes. But it's also the name of the madman whom my... first husband
+ used to look after. Forgive me speaking of him like that.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Has this madman got away?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. It looks like it, doesn't it?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (CAESAR comes in from the back; he wears a black frock coat and is
+ without a collar; he has a laurel crown on his head and his feet are
+ bare. His general appearance is bizarre.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CAESAR. Why don't you greet me? You ought to say: Ave, Caesar! For now
+ I'm the master. The werewolf, you must know, has gone out of his mind
+ since the Great Man went off with his wife, whom he himself snatched
+ from her first lover, or bridegroom, or whatever you call him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (to the LADY). That was strychnine for two adults! (To CAESAR)
+ Where's your master now&mdash;or your slave, or doctor, or warder?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CAESAR. He'll be here soon. But you needn't be frightened of him. He
+ won't use daggers or poison. He only has to show himself, for all living
+ things to fly from him; for trees to drop their leaves, and the very
+ dust of the highway to run before him in a whirlwind like the pillar of
+ cloud before the Children of Israel....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Listen....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CAESAR. Quiet, whilst I'm speaking.... Sometimes he believes himself to
+ be a werewolf, and says he'd like to eat a little child that's not yet
+ born, and that's really his according to the right of priority.... (He
+ goes on his way.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (to the STRANGER). Can you exorcise this demon?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I can do nothing against devils who brave the sunshine.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Yesterday you made an arrogant remark, and now you shall have it
+ back. You said it wasn't fair for invisible ones to creep in by night
+ and strike in the darkness, they should come by day when the sun's
+ shining. Now they've come!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And that pleases you!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Yes. Almost.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What a pity it gives me no pleasure when it's you who's
+ struck! Let's sit down on the seat&mdash;the bench for the accused. For
+ more are coming.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I'd rather we went.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No, I want to see how much I can bear. You see, at every
+ stroke of the lash I feel as if a debit entry had been erased from my
+ ledger.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. But I can stand no more. Look, there he comes himself. Heavens!
+ This man, whom I once thought I loved!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Thought? Yes, because everything's merely delusion. And that
+ means a great deal. You go! I'll take the duty on myself of confronting
+ him alone.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The LADY goes up the steps, but does not reach the toy before the
+ DOCTOR becomes visible at the back of the stage. The DOCTOR comes in,
+ his grey hair long and unkempt. He is wearing a tropical helmet and a
+ hunting coat, which are exactly similar to the clothes of the STRANGER.
+ He behaves as though he doesn't notice the STRANGER'S presence, and sits
+ down on a stone on the other side of the road, opposite the STRANGER,
+ who is sitting on the seat. He takes of his hat and mops the sweat from
+ his brow. The STRANGER grows impatient.) What do you want?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Only to see this house again, where my happiness once dwelt and
+ my roses blossomed....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. An intelligent man of the world would have chosen a time when
+ the present inhabitants of the house were away for a short while; even
+ on his own account, so as not to make himself ridiculous.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Ridiculous? I'd like to know which of us two's the more
+ ridiculous?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. For the moment, I suppose I am.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Yes. But I don't think you know the whole extent of your
+ wretchedness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What do you mean?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. That you want to possess what I used to possess.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Well, go on.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Have you noticed that we're wearing similar clothes? Good! Do
+ you know the reason? It's this: you're wearing the things I forgot to
+ fetch when the catastrophe took place. No intelligent man of the world
+ at the end of the nineteenth century would ever put himself into such a
+ position.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (throwing down his hat and coat). Curse the woman!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. You needn't complain. Cast-off male attire has always been fatal
+ ever since the celebrated shirt of Nessus. Go in now and change. I'll
+ sit out here and watch, and listen, how you settle the matter alone with
+ that accursčd woman. Don't forget your stick! (The LADY, who is hurrying
+ towards the house, trips in front of the steps. The STRANGER stays where
+ he is in embarrassment.) The stick! The stick!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I don't ask mercy for the woman's sake, but for the child's.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR (wildly). So there's a child, too. Our house, our roses, our
+ clothes, the bed-clothes not forgotten, and now our child! I'm within
+ your doors, I sit at your table, I lie in your bed; I exist in your
+ blood; in your lungs, in your brain; I am everywhere and yet you can't
+ get hold of me. When the pendulum strikes the hour of midnight, I'll
+ blow cold, on your heart, so that it stops like a clock that's run down.
+ When you sit at your work, I shall come with a poppy, invisible to you,
+ that will put your thoughts to sleep, and confuse your mind, so that
+ you'll see visions you can't distinguish from reality. I shall lie like
+ a stone in your path, so that you stumble; I shall be the thorn that
+ pricks your hand when you go to pluck the rose. My soul shall spin
+ itself about you like a spider's web; and I shall guide you like an ox
+ by means of the woman you stole from me. Your child shall be mine and I
+ shall speak through its mouth; you shall see my look in its eyes, so
+ that you'll thrust it from you like a foe. And now, belovčd house,
+ farewell; farewell, 'rose' room&mdash;where no happiness shall dwell
+ that I could envy. (He goes out. The STRANGER has been sitting on the
+ seat all this time, without being able to answer, and has been listening
+ as if he were the accused.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Curtain.
+ </p>
+ <a name="link2H_4_0006" id="link2H_4_0006">
+ <!-- H2 anchor --> </a>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ ACT II
+ </h2>
+ <h3>
+ SCENE I
+ </h3>
+ LABORATORY
+ <p>
+ [A Garden Pavilion in rococo style with high windows. In the middle of
+ the room there is a large writing desk on which are various pieces of
+ chemical and physical apparatus. Two copper wires are suspended from the
+ ceiling to an electroscope that is standing on the middle of the table
+ and which is provided with a number of bells, intended to record the
+ tension of atmospheric electricity.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ [On the table to the left a large old-fashioned frictional electric
+ generating machine, with glass plates, brass conductors, and Leyden
+ battery. The stands are lacquered red and white. On the right a large
+ old-fashioned open fireplace with tripods, crucibles, pincers, bellows,
+ etc.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ [In the background a door with a view of the country beyond; it is dark
+ and cloudy weather, but the red rays of the sun occasionally shine into
+ the room. A brown cloak with a cape and hood is hanging up by the
+ fireplace; nearby a travelling bag and an alpenstock. The STRANGER and
+ the MOTHER are discovered together.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Where is... Ingeborg?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. You know that better than I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. With the lawyer, arranging a divorce....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Why?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I told you. No, it's so far-fetched, you'll think I'm lying to
+ you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Well, tell me!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. She wants a divorce, because I've refused to turn this man
+ out, although he's deranged. She says it's cowardly of me....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. I don't believe it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You see! You only believe what you wish; all the rest is lies.
+ Well, can you find it in accordance with your interests to believe that
+ she's been stealing my letters?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. I know nothing of that.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I'm not asking you whether you know of it, but whether you
+ believe it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER (changing the subject). What are you trying to do here?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I'm making experiments concerning atmospheric electricity.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. And that's the lighting conductor, that you've connected to the
+ desk!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes. But there's no danger; for the bells would ring if there
+ were an atmospheric disturbance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. That's blasphemy and black magic. Take care! And what are you
+ doing there, in the fireplace?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Making gold.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. You think it possible?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You take it for granted I'm a charlatan? I shan't blame you
+ for that; but don't judge too quickly. At any moment I expect to get a
+ sworn statement of analysis.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. I dare say. But what are you going to do if Ingeborg doesn't
+ come back?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. She will, this time. Later, perhaps, when the child's here,
+ she'll cut herself adrift.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. You seem very sure.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes. As I said, I still am. So long as the bond's not broken
+ you can feel it. When it is, you'll feel that unpleasantly clearly, too.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. But when you've parted from one another, you may yet both be
+ bound to the child. You can't tell in advance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I've been providing against that by a great interest, that I
+ hope will fill my empty life.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. You mean gold. And honour!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Precisely! For a man the most enduring of all illusions.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. So you'd build on illusions?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. On what else should I build, when everything's illusion?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. If you ever awake from your dream, you'll find a reality of
+ which you've never been able to dream.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Then I'll wait till that happens.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Wait then. Now I'll go and shut the window, before the
+ thunderstorm breaks.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (going towards the back of the stage). That's going to be
+ interesting. (A hunting horn is heard in the distance.) Who's sounding
+ that horn?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. No one knows; and it means nothing good. (She goes out.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (busying himself with the electroscope, and turning his back on
+ the open window as he does so; then taking up a book and reading aloud.)
+ 'When Adam's race of giants had increased enough for them to consider
+ their number sufficient to risk an attack on those above, they began to
+ build a tower that was to reach up to Heaven. Those above were then
+ seized with fear and, in order to protect themselves, broke up the
+ assembled multitude by so confusing their tongues and their minds that
+ two people who met could not understand one another, even if they spoke
+ the same language Since then, those above rule by discord: divide and
+ rule. And the discord is upheld by the belief that the truth has been
+ found; but when one of the prophets is believed, he is a lying prophet.
+ If on the other hand a mortal succeeds in penetrating the secret of
+ those above, no one believes him, and he is struck with madness so that
+ no one ever shall. Since then mortals have been more or less demented,
+ particularly those who are held to be wise, but madmen are in reality
+ the only wise men; for they can see, hear and feel the invisible, the
+ inaudible and the intangible, though they cannot relate their
+ experiences to others.' Thus Zohar, the wisest of all the books of
+ wisdom, and therefore one that no one believes. I shall build no tower
+ of Babel, but I shall tempt the Powers into my mousetrap, and send them
+ to the Powers below, the subterranean ones, so that they can be
+ neutralised. It is the higher Schedim, who have come between mortal men
+ and the Lord Zabaoth; and that is why joy, peace and happiness have
+ vanished from the earth.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (coming back in despair, throwing herself down in front of the
+ STRANGER and putting her arms round his feet and her head on the
+ ground.) Help me! Help me! And forgive me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Get up. In God's name! Get up. Don't do that. What's happened?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. In my anger I've behaved foolishly. I've been caught in my own
+ net.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (lifting her up). Stand up, foolish child; and tell me what's
+ happened.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I went to the public prosecutor.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER.... and asked for a divorce....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY.... that was my intention; but when I got there, I laid information
+ against the werewolf for a breach of the peace and attempted murder.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. But he's guilty of neither!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. No, but I laid the information all the same.... And when I was
+ there, he came himself to lay information against me for bearing false
+ witness. Then I went to the lawyer and he told me that I could expect a
+ sentence of at least a month. Think of it, my child will be born in
+ prison! How can I escape from that? Help me. You can. Speak!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes, I can help you. But, if I do, don't revenge yourself on
+ me afterwards.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. How little you know me. But tell me quickly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I must take the blame on myself, and say I sent you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. How generous you are! Am I rid of the whole business now?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Dry your eyes, my child, and take comfort. But tell me about
+ something else, that's nothing to do with this. Did you leave this purse
+ here? (The LADY is embarrassed.) Tell me!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Has such a thing ever happened before?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes. The 'other one' wanted to discover, in this way, whether
+ I stole. The first time it happened I wept, because I was still young
+ and innocent.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Oh no!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Now you seem to me the most wretched creature on earth.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Is that why you love me?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No. You've been stealing my letters, too! Answer, yes! And
+ that's why you wanted to prove me a thief with this purse.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. What have you got there, on the table.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Lightning!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (There is a flash of lightning, but no thunder.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Aren't you afraid?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes, sometimes; but not of what you fear.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The contorted face of the DOCTOR appears outside the window.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Is there a cat in the room? I feel uneasy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I don't think so. Yet I too have a feeling that there's
+ someone here.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (turning and seeing the DOCTOR's face; then screaming and hurrying
+ to the STRANGER for protection.) Oh! There he is!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Where? Who?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The DOCTOR'S face disappears.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. There, at the window. It's he!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I can see no one. You must be wrong.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. No, I saw him. The werewolf! Can't we be rid of him?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes, we could. But it'd be useless, because he has an immortal
+ soul, which is bound to yours.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. If I'd only known that before!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. It's surely in the Catechism.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Then let us die!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. That was once my religion; but as I no longer believe that
+ death's the end, nothing remains but to bear everything&mdash;to fight,
+ and to suffer!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. For how long must we suffer?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. As long as he suffers and our consciences plague us.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Then we must try and justify ourselves to our consciences; find
+ excuses for our frivolous actions, and discover his weaknesses.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Well, you can try!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You say that! Since I've known he's unhappy I can see nothing but
+ his qualities, and you lose when I compare you with him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. See how well it's arranged! His sufferings sanctify him, but
+ mine make me abhorrent and laughable! We must face the immutable. We've
+ destroyed a soul, so we are murderers.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Who is to blame?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. He who's so mismanaged the fate of men.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (There is a flash of lightning; the electric bells begin to ring.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. O God! What's that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. The answer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Is there a lightning conductor here?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. The priest of Baal wishes to coax the lightning from
+ heaven....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Now I'm frightened, frightened of you. You're terrifying.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You see!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Who are you to defy Heaven, and to dare to play with the destinies
+ of men?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Get up and collect your thoughts. Listen to me, believe me,
+ and pay me the respect that's my due; and I'll lift both of us high
+ above this frog pond, to which we've both descended. I'll breathe on
+ your sick conscience so that it heals like a wound. Who am I? A man who
+ has done what no one else has ever done; who will overthrow the Golden
+ Calf and upset the tables of the money-changers. I hold the fate of the
+ world in my crucible; and in a week I can make the richest of the rich a
+ poor man. Gold, the most false of all standards, has ceased to rule;
+ every man will now be as poor as his neighbour, and the children of men
+ will hurry about like ants whose heap has been disturbed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. What good will that be to us?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Do you think I'll make gold in order to enrich ourselves and
+ others? No. I'll do it to paralyse the present order, to disrupt it, as
+ you'll see! I am the destroyer, the dissolver, the world incendiary; and
+ when all lies in ashes, I shall wander hungrily through the heaps of
+ ruins, rejoicing at the thought that it is all my work: that I have
+ written the last page of world history, which can then be held to be
+ ended.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The face of the DOMINICAN appears at the open window, without being
+ seen by those on the stage.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Then that was the real meaning of your last book! It was no
+ invention!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No. But in order to write it, I had to link myself with the
+ self of another, who could take everything from me that fettered my
+ soul. So that my spirit could once more find a fiery blast, on which to
+ mount to the ether, elude the Powers, and reach the Throne, in order to
+ lay the lamentations of mankind at the feet of the Eternal One.... (The
+ DOMINICAN makes the sign of the cross in the air and disappears.) Who's
+ here? Who is the Terrible One who follows me and cripples my thoughts?
+ Did you see no one?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. No. No one.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. But I can feel his presence. (He puts his hand to his heart.)
+ Can't you hear, far, far away, someone saying a rosary?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Yes, I can hear it. But it's not the Angels' Greeting. It's the
+ Curse of Deuteronomy! Woe unto us!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Then it must be in the convent of St. Saviour.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Woe! Woe!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Beloved. What is it?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Belovčd! Say that word again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Are you ill?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. No, but I'm in pain, and yet glad at the same time. Go and ask my
+ mother to make up my bed. But first give me your blessing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Shall I...?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Say you forgive me; I may die, if the child takes my life. Say
+ that you love me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Strange: I can't get the word to cross my lips.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Then you don't love me?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. When you say so, it seems so to me. It's terrible, but I fear
+ I hate you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Then at least give me your hand; as you'd give it to someone in
+ distress.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I'd like to, but I can't. Someone in me takes pleasure in your
+ agony; but it's not I. I'd like to carry you in my arms and bear your
+ suffering for you. But I may not. I cannot!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You're as hard as stone.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (with restrained emotion). Perhaps not. Perhaps not.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Come to me!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I can't stir from here. It's as if someone had taken
+ possession of my soul; and I'd like to kill myself so as to take the
+ life of the other.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Think of your child with joy....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I can't even do that, for it'll bind me to earth.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. If we've sinned, we've been punished! Haven't we suffered enough?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Not yet. But one day we shall have.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (sinking down). Help me. Mercy! I shall faint!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The STRANGER extends his hand, as if he had recovered from a cramp. The
+ LADY kisses it. The STRANGER lifts her up and leads her to the door of
+ the house.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Curtain.
+ </p>
+ SCENE II THE 'ROSE' ROOM
+ <p>
+ [A room with rose-coloured walls; it has small windows with iron
+ lattices and plants in pots. The curtains are rose red; the furniture is
+ white and red. In the background a door leading to a white bed-chamber;
+ when this door is opened, a large bed can be seen with a canopy and
+ white hangings. On the right the door leading out of the house. On the
+ left a fireplace with a coal fire. In front of it a bath tub, covered
+ with a white towel. A cradle covered with white, rose-coloured and
+ light-blue stuff. Baby clothes are spread out here and there. A green
+ dress hangs on the right-hand wall. Four Sisters of Mercy are on their
+ knees, facing the door at the back, dressed in the black and white of
+ Augustinian nuns. The midwife, who is in black, is by the fireplace. The
+ child's nurse wears a peasant's dress, of black and white, from
+ Brittany. The MOTHER is standing listening by the door at the back. The
+ STRANGER is sitting on a chair right and is trying to read a book. A hat
+ and a brown cloak with a cape and hood hang nearby, and on the floor
+ there is a small travelling bag. The Sisters of Mercy are singing a
+ psalm. The others join in from time to time, but not the STRANGER.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SISTERS. Salve, Regina, mater misericordiae;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ Vita, dulcedo, et spes nostra, salve.
+ Ad to clamamus, exules filii Evae;
+ Ad to suspiramus gementes et flentes
+ In hac lacrymarum valle.
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ (The STRANGER rises and goes to the MOTHER.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Stay where you are! A human being's coming into the world;
+ another's dying. It's all the same to you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I'm not so sure! If I want to go in, I'm not allowed to. And
+ when I don't want to, you wish it. I'd like to now.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. She doesn't want to see you. Besides, presence here's no longer
+ needed. The child matters most now.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. For you, yes; but I'm still of most importance to myself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. The doctor's forbidden anyone to go in, whoever they may be,
+ because she's in danger.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What doctor?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. So your thoughts are there again!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes. And it's you who led them! An hour ago you gave me to
+ understand that the child couldn't be mine. With that you branded your
+ daughter a whore; but that means nothing to you, if you can only strike
+ me to the heart! You are almost the most contemptible creature I know!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER (to the SISTERS). Sisters! Pray for this unhappy man.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Make way for me to go in. For the last time&mdash;out of the
+ way.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Leave this room, and this house too.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. If I were to do as you ask, in ten minutes you'd send the
+ police after me, for abandoning my wife and child!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. I'd only do that to have you taken to a convent you know of.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MAID (entering at the back). The Lady's asking you to do something for
+ her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What is it?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MAID. There's supposed to be a letter in the dress she left hanging
+ here.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (looks round and notices the green dress; he goes over to it
+ and takes a letter from the pocket). This is addressed to me, and was
+ opened two days ago. Broken open! That's good!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. You must forgive someone who's as ill as your wife.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. She wasn't ill two days ago.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. No. But she is now.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. But not two days ago! (Reading the letter.) Well, I'll forgive
+ her now, with the magnanimity of the victor.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Of the victor?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes. For I've done something no one's ever done before.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. You mean the gold....?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Here's a certificate from the greatest living authority. Now
+ I'll go and see him myself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Now!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. At your request.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MAID (to the STRANGER). The Lady asks you to come in.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. You hear?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No, now I don't want to! You've made your own daughter, my
+ wife, into a whore; and branded my unborn child a bastard. You can keep
+ them both. You've murdered my honour. There's nothing for me to do but
+ to revive it elsewhere.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. You can never forgive!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I can. I forgive you&mdash;and I shall leave you. (He puts on
+ the brown cloak and hat, picks up his stick and travelling bag.) For if
+ I were to stay, I'd soon grow worse than I am now. The innocent child,
+ whose mission was to ennoble our warped relationship, has been defiled
+ by you in his mother's womb and made an apple of discord and a source of
+ punishment a revenge. Why should I stay here to be torn to pieces?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. For you, duties don't exist.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Oh yes, they do! And the first of them's this: To protect
+ myself from total destruction. Farewell!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Curtain.
+ </p>
+ <a name="link2H_4_0007" id="link2H_4_0007">
+ <!-- H2 anchor --> </a>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ ACT III
+ </h2>
+ <h3>
+ SCENE I
+ </h3>
+ THE BANQUETING HALL
+ <p>
+ [Room in a hotel prepared for a banquet. There are long tables laden
+ with flowers and candelabra. Dishes with peacocks, pheasants in full
+ plumage, boars' heads, entire lobsters, oysters, salmon, bundles of
+ asparagus, melons and grapes. There is a musicians' gallery with eight
+ players in the right-hand corner at the back.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ [At the high table: the STRANGER in a frock coat; next to him a Civil
+ Uniform with orders; a professorial Frock Coat with an order; and other
+ black Frock Coats with orders of a more or less striking kind. At the
+ second table a few Frock Coats between black Morning Coats. At the third
+ table clean every-day costumes. At the fourth table dirty and ragged
+ figures of strange appearance.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ [The tables are so arranged that the first is furthest to the left and
+ the fourth furthest to the right, so that the people sitting at the
+ fourth table cannot be seen by the STRANGER. At the fourth table CAESAR
+ and the DOCTOR are seated, in shabby clothes. They are the farthest down
+ stage. Dessert has just been handed round and the guests have golden
+ goblets in front of them. The band is playing a passage in the middle of
+ Mendelssohn's Dead March pianissimo. The guests are talking to one
+ another quietly.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR (to CAESAR). The company seems rather depressed and the dessert
+ came too soon!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CAESAR. By the way, the whole thing look's like a swindle! He hasn't
+ made any gold, that's merely a lie, like everything else.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. I don't know, but that's what's being said. But in our
+ enlightened age anything whatever may be expected.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CAESAR. There's a professor at the high table, who's supposed to be an
+ authority. But what subject is he professor of?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR: I've no idea. It must be metallurgy and applied chemistry.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CAESAR. Can you see what order he's wearing?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. I don't know it. I expect it's some tenth rate foreign order.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CAESAR. Well, at a subscription dinner like this the company's always
+ rather mixed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Hm!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CAESAR. You mean, that we... hm.... I admit we're not well dressed, but
+ as far as intelligence goes....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Listen, Caesar, you're a lunatic in my charge, and you must
+ avoid speaking about intelligence as much as you can.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CAESAR. That's the greatest impertinence I've heard for a long time.
+ Don't you realise, idiot, that I've been engaged to look after you,
+ since you lost your wits?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PROFESSOR (taping his goblet). Gentlemen!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CAESAR. Hear, hear!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PROFESSOR. Gentlemen! Our small society is to-day honoured by the
+ presence of the great man, who is our guest of honour, and when the
+ committee...
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CAESAR (to the DOCTOR). That's the government, you know!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PROFESSOR.... and when the committee asked me to act as interpreter and
+ to explain the motives that prompted them I was at first doubtful
+ whether I could accept the honour. But when I compared my own incapacity
+ with that of others, I discovered that neither lost in the comparison.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ VOICES. Bravo!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PROFESSOR. Gentlemen! A century of discovery is ending with the greatest
+ of all discoveries&mdash;foreseen by Pythagoras, prepared for by
+ Albertus and Paracelsus and first carried out by our guest of honour.
+ You will permit me to give this feeble expression of our admiration for
+ the greatest man of a great century. A laurel crown from the society!
+ (He places a laurel frown on the STRANGER'S head.) And from the
+ committee: this! (He hangs a shining order round the STRANGER'S neck.)
+ Gentlemen! Three cheers for the Great Man who has made gold!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ ALL (with the exception of the STRANGER). Hurrah!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The band plays chords from Mendelssohn's Dead March. During the last
+ part of the foregoing speech servants have exchanged the golden goblets
+ for dull tin ones, and they now begin to take away the pheasants,
+ peacocks, etc. The music plays softly. General conversation.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CAESAR. Oughtn't we to taste these things before they take them away?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. It all seems humbug, except that about making gold.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (knocking on the table). Gentlemen! I've always been proud of
+ the fact that I'm not easy to deceive...
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CAESAR. Hear, hear!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER.... that I'm not easily carried away, but I am touched at the
+ sincerity so obvious in the great tribute you've just paid me; and when
+ I say touched, I mean it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CAESAR. Bravo!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. There are always sceptics; and moments in the life of every
+ man, when doubts creep into the hearts of even the strongest. I'll
+ confess that I myself have doubted; but after finding myself the object
+ this sincere and hearty demonstration, and after taking part in this
+ royal feast, for it is royal; and seeing that, finally, the government
+ itself...
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ VOICE. The committee!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER.... the committee, if you like, has so signally recognised my
+ modest merits, I doubt no longer, but believe! (The Civil Uniform creeps
+ out.) Yes, gentlemen, this is the greatest and most satisfying moment of
+ my life, because it has given me back the greatest thing any man can
+ possess, the belief in himself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CAESAR. Splendid! Bravo!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I thank you. Your health!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The PROFESSOR gets up. Everyone rises and the company begins to mix.
+ Most of the musicians go out, but two remain.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ GUEST (to the STRANGER). A delightful evening!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Wonderful.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (All the Frock Coats creep away.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ FATHER (an elderly, overdressed man with an eye-glass and military
+ bearing crosses to the doctor). What? Are you here?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Yes, Father-in-law. I'm here. I go everywhere he goes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ FATHER. It's too late in the day to call me father-in-law. Besides, I'm
+ <i>his</i> father-in-law now.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Does he know you?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ FATHER. No. He's not had that honour; and I must ask you to preserve my
+ incognito. Is it true he's made gold?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. So it's said. But it's certain he left his wife while she was in
+ childbed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ FATHER. Does that mean I can expect a third son-in-law soon? I don't
+ like the idea! The uncertainty of my position makes me hate being a
+ father-in-law at all. Of course, I've nothing to say against it,
+ since....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The tables have now been cleared; the cloths and the candelabra have
+ been removed, so that the tables themselves, which are merely boards
+ supported on trestles, are all that remain. A big stoneware jug has been
+ brought in and small jugs of simple form have been put on the high
+ table. The people in rags sit down next to the STRANGER at the high
+ table; and the FATHER sits astride a chair and stares at him.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CAESAR (knocking on the table). Gentlemen! This feast has been called
+ royal, not on account of the excellence of the service which, on the
+ contrary, has been wretched; but because the man, whom we have honoured,
+ is a king, a king in the realm of the Intellect. Only I am able to judge
+ of that. (One of the people in rags laughs.) Quiet. Wretch! But he's
+ more than a king, he's a man of the people, of the humblest. A friend of
+ the oppressed, the guardian of fools, the bringer of happiness to
+ idiots. I don't know whether he's succeeded in making gold. I don't
+ worry about that, and I hardly believe it... (There is a murmur. Two
+ policemen come in and sit by the door; the musicians come down and take
+ seats at the tables.)... but supposing he has, he has answered all the
+ questions that the daily press has been trying to solve for the last
+ fifty years.... It's only an assumption&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Gentlemen!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ RAGGED PERSON. No. Don't interrupt him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CAESAR. A mere assumption without real foundation, and the analysis may
+ be wrong!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ ANOTHER RAGGED PERSON. Don't talk nonsense!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Speaking in my capacity as guest of honour at this gathering I
+ should say that it would be of interest to those taking part to hear the
+ grounds on which I've based my proof....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CAESAR. We don't want to hear that. No, no.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ FATHER. Wait! I think justice demands that the accused should be allowed
+ to explain himself. Couldn't our guest of honour tell the company his
+ secret in a few words?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. As the discoverer I can't give away my secret. But that's not
+ necessary, because I've submitted my results to an authority under oath.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CAESAR. Then the whole thing's nonsense, the whole thing! We don't
+ believe authorities&mdash;we're free-thinkers. Did you ever hear
+ anything so impudent? That we should honour a mystery man, an
+ arch-swindler, a charlatan, in good faith.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ FATHER. Wait a little, my good people!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (During this scene a wall screen, charmingly decorated with palm trees
+ and birds of paradise, has been taken away, disclosing a wretched
+ serving-counter and stand for beer mugs, behind which a waitress is seen
+ dispensing tots of spirits. Scavengers and dirty-looking women go over
+ to the counter and start drinking.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Was I asked here to be insulted?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ FATHER. Not at all. My friend's rather loquacious, but he's not said
+ anything insulting yet.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Isn't it insulting to be called a charlatan?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ FATHER. He didn't mean it seriously.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Even as a joke I think the word arch-swindler slanderous.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ FATHER. He didn't use <i>that</i> word.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What? I appeal to the company: wasn't the word he used
+ arch-swindler?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ ALL. No. He never said that!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Then I don't know where I am&mdash;or what company I've got
+ into.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ RAGGED PERSON. Is there anything wrong with it?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The people murmur.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR (comes forward, supporting himself on crutches; he strikes the
+ table so hard with his crutch, that some mugs are broken.) Mr. Chairman!
+ May I speak? (He breaks some more crockery.) Gentlemen, in this life
+ I've not allowed thyself to be easily deceived, but this time I have
+ been. My friend in the chair there has convinced me that I've been
+ completely deceived on the question of his power of judgment and sound
+ understanding, and I feel touched. There are limits to pity and limits
+ also to cruelty. I don't like to see real merit being dragged into the
+ dust, and this man's worth a better fate than his folly's leading him
+ to.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What does this mean?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The FATHER and the DOCTOR have gone out during this scene without
+ attracting attention. Only beggars remain at the high table. Those who
+ are drinking gather into groups and stare at the STRANGER.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. You take yourself to be the man of the century, and accept the
+ invitation of the Drunkards' Society, in order to have yourself fęted as
+ a man of science....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (rising). But the government....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Oh yes, the Committee of the Drunkards' Society have given you
+ their highest distinction&mdash;that order you've had to pay for
+ yourself....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What about the professor?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. He only calls himself that; he's no professor really, though he
+ does give lessons. And the uniform that must have impressed you most was
+ that of a lackey in a chancellery.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (tearing of the wreath and the ribbon of the order). Very well!
+ But who was the elderly man with the eyeglass?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Your father-in-law!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Who got up this hoax?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. It's no hoax, it's quite serious. The professor came on behalf
+ of the Society, for so they call themselves, and asked you whether you'd
+ accept the fęte. You accepted it; so it became serious!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (Two dirty-looking women carry in a dust-bin suspended from a stick and
+ set it down on the high table.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ FIRST WOMAN. If you're the man who makes gold, you might buy two
+ brandies for us.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What's this mean?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. It's the last part of the reception; and it's supposed to mean
+ that gold's mere rubbish.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. If only that were true, rubbish could be exchanged for gold.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Well, it's only the philosophy of the Society of Drunkards. And
+ you've got to take your philosophy where you find it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SECOND WOMAN (sitting down next to the STRANGER). Do you recognise me?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SECOND WOMAN. Oh, you needn't be embarrassed so late in the evening as
+ this!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You believe you're one of my victims? That I was amongst the
+ first hundred who seduced you?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SECOND WOMAN. No. It's not what you think. But I once came across a
+ printed paper, when I was about to be confirmed, which said that it was
+ a duty to oneself to give way to all desires of the flesh. Well, I grew
+ free and blossomed; and this is the fruit of my highly developed self!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (rising). Perhaps I may go now?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WAITRESS (coming over with a bill). Yes. But the bill must be paid
+ first.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What? By me? I haven't ordered anything.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WAITRESS. I know nothing of that; but you're the last of the company to
+ have had anything.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (to the BEGGAR). Is this all a part of the reception?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Yes, certainly. And, as you know, everything costs money, even
+ honour....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (taking a visiting card and handing it to the waitress).
+ There's my card. You'll be paid to-morrow.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WAITRESS (putting the card in the dust-bin). Hm! I don't know the name;
+ and I've put a lot of such cards into the dust-bin. I want the money.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Listen, madam, I'll guarantee this man will pay.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WAITRESS. So you'd like to play tricks on me too! Officer! One moment,
+ please.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ POLICEMAN. What's all this about? Payment, I suppose. Come to the
+ station; we'll arrange things there. (He writes something in his
+ note-book.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I'd rather do that than stay here and quarrel.... (To the
+ BEGGAR.) I don't mind a joke, but I never expected such cruel reality as
+ this.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Anything's to be expected, once you challenge persons as
+ powerful as you have! Let me tell you this in confidence. You'd better
+ be prepared for worse, for the very worst!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. To think I've been so duped... so...
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Feasts of Belshazzar always end in one way a hand's stretched
+ out&mdash;and writes a bill. And another hand's laid on the guest's
+ shoulder and leads him to the police station! But it must be done
+ royally!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ POLICEMAN (laying his hand on the STRANGER). Have you talked enough?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ THE WOMEN and RAGGED ONES. The alchemist can't pay. Hurrah! He's going
+ to gaol. He's going to gaol!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SECOND WOMAN. Yes, but it's a shame.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You're sorry for me? I thank you for that, even if I don't
+ quite deserve it! <i>You</i> felt pity for me!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SECOND WOMAN. Yes. That's also something I learnt from you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The scene is changed without lowering the curtain. The stage is
+ darkened, and a medley of scenes, representing landscapes, palaces,
+ rooms, is lowered and brought forward; so that characters and furniture
+ are no longer seen, but the STRANGER alone remains visible and seems to
+ be standing stiffly as though unconscious. At last even he disappears,
+ and from the confusion a prison cell emerges.)
+ </p>
+ SCENE II PRISON CELL
+ <p>
+ [On the right a door; and above it a barred opening, through which a ray
+ of sunlight is shining, throwing a patch of light on the left-hand wall,
+ where a large crucifix hangs.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ [The STRANGER, dressed in a brown cloak and wearing a hat, is sitting at
+ the table looking at the patch of sunlight. The door is opened and the
+ BEGGAR is let in.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. What are you brooding over?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I'm asking myself why I'm here; and then: where I was
+ yesterday?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Where do you think?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. It seems in hell; unless I dreamed everything.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Then wake up now, for this is going to be reality.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Let it come. I'm only afraid of ghosts.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR (taking out a newspaper). Firstly, the great authority has
+ withdrawn the certificate he gave you for making gold. He says, in this
+ paper, that you deceived him. The result is that the paper calls you a
+ charlatan!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. O God! What is it I'm fighting?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Difficulties, like other men.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No, this is something else....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Your own credulity, then.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No, I'm not credulous, and I know I'm right.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. What's the good of that, if no one else does.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Shall I ever get out of this prison? If I do, I'll settle
+ everything.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. The matter's arranged; everything's paid for.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Oh? Who paid, then?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. The Society, I suppose; or the Drunkard's Government.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Then I can go?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Yes. But there's one thing....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Well, what is it?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Remember, an enlightened man of the world mustn't let himself be
+ taken by surprise.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I begin to divine....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. The announcement's on the front page.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. That means: she's already married again, and my children have
+ a stepfather. Who is he?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Whoever he is, don't murder him; for he's not to blame for
+ taking in a forsaken woman.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. My children! O God, my children!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. I notice you didn't foresee what's happened; but why not look
+ ahead, if you're so old and such an enlightened man of the world.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (beside himself). O God! My children!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Enlightened men of the world don't weep! Stop it, my son. When
+ such disasters happen men of the world... either... well, tell me....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Shoot themselves!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Or?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No, not that!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Yes, my son, precisely that! He's throwing out a sheet-anchor as
+ an experiment.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. This is irrevocable. Irrevocable!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Yes, it is. Quite irrevocable. And you can live another
+ lifetime, in order to contemplate your own rascality in peace.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You should be ashamed to talk like that.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. And you?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Have you ever seen a human destiny like mine?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Well, look at mine!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I know nothing of yours.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. It's never occurred to you, in all our long acquaintance, to ask
+ about my affairs. You once scorned the friendship I offered you, and
+ fell straightway into the arms of boon companions. I hope it'll do you
+ good. And so farewell, till the next time.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Don't go.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Perhaps you'd like company when you get out of prison?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Why not?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. It hasn't occurred to you I mightn't want to show myself in <i>your</i>
+ company?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. It certainly hasn't.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. But it's true. Do you think I want to be suspected of having
+ been at that immortal banquet in the alchemist's honour, of which
+ there's an account in the morning paper?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. He doesn't want to be seen with me!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Even a beggar has his pride and fears ridicule.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. He doesn't want to be seen with me. Am I then sunk to such
+ misery?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. You must ask yourself that, and answer it, too.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (A mournful cradle song is heard in the distance.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What's that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. A song sung by a mother at her baby's cradle.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Why must I be reminded of it just now?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Probably so that you can feel really keenly what you've left for
+ a chimera.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Is it possible I could have been wrong? If so it's the devil's
+ work, and I'll lay down my arms.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. You'd better do that as soon as you can....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Not yet! (A rosary can be heard being repeated in the
+ distance.) What's that? (A sustained note of a horn is heard.) That's
+ the unknown huntsman! (The chord from the Dead March is heard.) Where am
+ I? (He remains where he is as if hypnotised.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Bow yourself or break!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I cannot bow!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Then break.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The STRANGER falls to the ground. The same confused medley of scenes as
+ before.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Curtain.
+ </p>
+ SCENE III THE 'ROSE' ROOM
+ <p>
+ [The same scene as Act I. The kneeling Sisters of Mercy are now reading
+ their prayer books, '... exules filii Evae; Ad to suspiramus et flentes
+ In hac lacrymarum aalle.' The MOTHER is by the door at the back; the
+ FATHER by the door on the right.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER (going towards him). So you've come back again?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ FATHER (humbly). Yes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Your lady-love's left you?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ RATHER. Don't be more cruel than you need!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. You say that to me, you who gave my wedding presents to your
+ mistress. You, who were so dishonourable as to expect me, your wife, to
+ choose presents for her. You, who wanted my advice about colour and cut,
+ in order to educate her taste in dress! What do you want here?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ FATHER. I heard that my daughter...
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Your daughter's lying there, between life and death; and you
+ know that her feelings for you have grown hostile. That's why I ask you
+ to go; before she suspects your presence.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ FATHER. You're right, and I can't answer you. But let me sit in the
+ kitchen, for I'm tired. Very tired.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Where were you last night?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ FATHER. At the club. But I wanted to ask you if the husband weren't
+ here?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Am I to lay bare all this misery? Don't you know your daughter's
+ tragic fate?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ FATHER. Yes... I do. And what a husband!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. What men! Go downstairs now and sleep off your liquor.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ FATHER. The sins of the fathers....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. You're talking nonsense.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ FATHER. Of course I don't mean my sins... but those of our parents. And
+ now they say the lake up there's to be drained, so that the river will
+ rise....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER (pushing him out of the door). Silence. Misfortune will overtake
+ us soon enough, without you calling it up.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MAID (from the bedroom at the back). The lady's asking for the master.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. She means her husband.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MAID. Yes. The master of the house, her husband.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. He went out a little while ago.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The STRANGER comes in.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Has the child been born?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. No. Not yet.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (putting his hand to his forehead). What? Can it take so long?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Long? What do you mean?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (looking about him). I don't know what I mean. How is it with
+ the mother?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. She's just the same.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. The same?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Don't you want to get back to your gold making?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I can't make head or tail of it! But there's still hope my
+ worst dream was nothing but a dream.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. You really look as if you were walking in your sleep.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Do I? Oh, I wish I were! The one thing I fear I'd fear no
+ longer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. He who guides your destiny seems to know your weakest spots.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And when there was only one left, he found that too; happily
+ for me only in a dream! Blind Powers! Powerless Ones!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MAID (coming in again). The lady asks you to do her a service.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. There she lies like an electric eel, giving shocks from a
+ distance. What kind of service is it to be now?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MAID. There's a letter in the pocket of her green coat.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No good will come of that! (He takes the letter out of the
+ green coat, which is hanging near the dress by fireplace.) I must be
+ dead. I dreamed this, and now it's happening. My children have a
+ stepfather!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Who are you going to blame?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Myself! I'd rather blame no one. I've lost my children.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. You'll get a new one here.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. He might be cruel to them....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Then their sufferings will burden your conscience, if you have
+ one.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Supposing he were to beat them?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Do you know what I'd do in your place?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes, I know what you'd do; but I don't know what I'll do.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER (to the Sisters of Mercy). Pray for this man!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No, no. Not that! It'll do no good, and I don't believe in
+ prayer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. But you believe in your gold?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Not even in that. It's over. All over!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The MIDWIFE comes out of the bedroom.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MIDWIFE. A child's born. Praise the Lord!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Let the Lord be praised!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SISTERS. Let the Lord be praised!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MIDWIFE (to the STRANGER). Your wife's given you daughter.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER (to the STRANGER). Don't you want to see your child?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No. I no longer want to tie myself anything on earth. I'm
+ afraid I'd get to love her, and then you'd tear the heart from my body.
+ Let me get out of this atmosphere, which is too pure for me. Don' t let
+ that innocent child come near me, for I'm a man already damned, already
+ sentenced, and for me there's no joy, no peace, and no... forgiveness!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. My son, now you're speaking words of wisdom! Truthfully and
+ without malice: I welcome your decision. There's no place for you here,
+ and amongst us women you'd be plagued to death. So go in peace.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. There'll be no more peace, but I'll go. Farewell!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MOTHER. Exules filii Evae; on earth you shall be a fugitive and a
+ vagabond.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Because I have slain my brother.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Curtain.
+ </p>
+ <a name="link2H_4_0008" id="link2H_4_0008">
+ <!-- H2 anchor --> </a>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ ACT IV
+ </h2>
+ <h3>
+ SCENE I
+ </h3>
+ BANQUETING HALL
+ <p>
+ [The room in which the banquet took place in Act III. It is dirty, and
+ furnished with unpainted wooden tables. Beggars, scavengers and loose
+ women. Cripples are seated here and there drinking by the light of
+ tallow dips.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ [The STRANGER and the SECOND WOMAN are sitting together drinking brandy,
+ which stands on the table in front of them in a carafe. The STRANGER is
+ drinking heavily.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. Don't drink so much!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You see. You've scruples, too!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. No. But I don't like to see a man I respect lowering himself so.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. But I came here specially to do so; to take a mud-bath that
+ would harden my skin against the pricks of life. To find immoral support
+ about me. And I chose your company, because you're the most despicable,
+ though you've still retained a spark of humanity. You were sorry for me,
+ when no one else was. Not even myself! Why?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. Really, I don't know.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. But you must know that there are moments when you look almost
+ beautiful.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. Oh, listen to him!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes. And then you resemble a woman who was dear to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. Thank you!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WAITRESS. Don't talk so loud, there's a sick man here.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Tell me, have you ever been in love?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. We don't use that word, but I know what you mean. Yes. I had a
+ lover once and we had a child.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. That was foolish!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. I thought so, too, but he said the days liberation were at hand,
+ when all chains would be struck off, all barriers thrown down, and...
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (tortured). And then...?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. Then he left me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. He was a scoundrel. (He drinks.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN (looking at him.) You think so?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes. He must have been.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. Now you're so intolerant.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (drinking). Am I?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. Don't drink so much; I want to see you far above me, otherwise
+ you can't raise me up.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What illusions you must have! Childish! I lift you up! I who
+ am down below. Yet I'm not; it's not I who sit here, for I'm dead. I
+ know that my soul's far away, far, far away.... (He stares in front of
+ him with an absent-minded air)... where a great lake lies in the
+ sunshine like molten gold; where roses blossom on the wall amongst the
+ vines; where a white cot stands under the acacias. But the child's
+ asleep and the mother's sitting beside the cot doing crochet work.
+ There's a long, long strip coming from her mouth and on the strip is
+ written... wait... 'Blessed are the sorrowful, for they shall be
+ comforted.' But that's not so, really. I shall never be comforted. Tell
+ me, isn't there thunder in the air, it's so close, so hot?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN (looking out of the window). No. I can see no clouds out there....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Strange... that's lightning.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. No. You're wrong.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. One, two, three, four, five... now the thunder must come! But
+ it doesn't. I've never been frightened of a thunderstorm until to-day&mdash;I
+ mean, until to-night. But is it day or night?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. My dear, it's night.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes. It <i>is</i> night.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The DOCTOR has come in during this scene and has sat down behind the
+ STRANGER, without having been seen by him.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WAITRESS. Don't speak so loud, there's a sick person in here.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Give me your hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN (wiping it on her apron). Oh, why?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You've a lovely white hand. But... look at mine. It's black.
+ Can't you see it's black?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. Yes. So it is!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Blackened already, perhaps even rotten? I must see if my
+ heart's stopped. (He puts his hand to his heart.) Yes. It has! So I'm
+ dead, and I know when I died. Strange, to be dead, and yet to be going
+ about. But where am I? Are all these people dead, too? They look as if
+ they'd risen from the sewers of the town, or as if they'd come from
+ prison, poorhouse or lock hospital. They're workers of the night,
+ suffering, groaning, cursing, quarrelling, torturing one another,
+ dishonouring one another, envying one another, as if they possessed
+ anything worthy of envy! The fire of sleep courses through their veins,
+ their tongues cleave to their palates, grown dry through cursing; and
+ then they put out the blaze with water, with fire-water, that engenders
+ fresh thirst. With fire-water, that itself burns with a blue flame and
+ consumes the soul like a prairie fire, that leaves nothing behind it but
+ red sand. (He drinks.) Set fire to it. Put it out again. Set fire to it.
+ Put it out again! But what you can't burn up&mdash;unluckily&mdash;is
+ the memory of what's past. How can that memory be burned to ashes?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WAITRESS. Please don't speak so loud, there's a sick man in here. So
+ ill, that he's already asked to be given the sacrament.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. May he soon go to hell!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (Those present murmur at this, resenting it.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WAITRESS. Take care! Take care!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN (to the STRANGER). Do you know that man who's been sitting behind
+ you, staring at you all the time?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (turning. He and the DOCTOR stare at one another for a moment,
+ without speaking). Yes. I used to know him once.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. He looks as if he'd like to bite you in the back.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The DOCTOR sits down opposite the STRANGER and stares at him.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What are you looking at?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Your grey hairs.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Is my hair grey?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. Yes. Indeed it is!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. And now I'm looking at your fair companion. Sometimes you have
+ good taste. Sometimes not.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And sometimes you have the misfortune to have the same taste
+ as I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. That wasn't a kind remark! But you've killed me twice in your
+ lifetime; so go on.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Let's get away from here.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. You know when I'm near you. You feel my presence from afar. And
+ I shall reach you, as the thunder will, whether you hide in the depths
+ of the earth or of the sea.... Try to escape me, if you can!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Come with me. Lead me... I can't see....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. No, I don't want to go yet. I don't want to be bored.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. You're right there, daughter of joy! Life's hard enough without
+ taking on yourself the sorrows others have brought on themselves. That
+ man won't bear his own sorrows, but makes his wife shoulder the burden
+ for him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What's that? Wait! She bore false witness of a breach of the
+ peace and attempted murder!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Now he's putting the blame on her!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (resting his head in his hands and letting it sink on to the
+ table. In the far distance a violin and guitar are heard playing the
+ following melody):
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ [See picture road1.jpg]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR (to the WOMAN). Is he ill?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. He must be mad; he says he's dead.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (In the distance drums beat the reveille and bugles are blown, but very
+ softly.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Is it morning? Night's passing, the sun's rising and ghosts
+ lie down to sleep again in graves. Now I can go. Come!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN (going nearer to the DOCTOR). No. I said no.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Even you, the last of all my friends! Am I such a wretched
+ being, that not even a prostitute will bear me company for money?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. You must be.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I don't believe it yet; although everyone tells me so. I don't
+ believe anything at all, for every time I have, I've been deceived. But
+ tell me this hasn't the sun yet risen? A little while ago I heard a cock
+ crow and a dog bark; and now they're ringing the Angelus.... Have they
+ put out the lights, that it's so dark?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR (to the WOMAN). He must be blind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. Yes. I think he is.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No. I can see you; but I can't see the lights.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. For you it's growing dark.... You've played with the lightning,
+ and looked too long at the sun. That is forbidden to men.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. We're born with the desire to do it; but may not. That's
+ Envy....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. What do you possess that's worthy of envy?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Something you'll never understand, and that only I can value.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. You mean, the child?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MANGER. You know I didn't mean it. If I had I'd have said that I
+ possessed something you could never let.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. So you're back at that! Then I'll express myself as clearly: you
+ took what I'd done with.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. Oh! I shan't stay in the company of such swine! (She gets up and
+ moves to another seat.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I know we've sunk very low; yet I believe the deeper I sink
+ the nearer I'll come to my goal: the end!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WAITRESS. Don't speak so loud, there's a dying man in there!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes, I believe you. The whole time there's been a smell of
+ corpses here.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Perhaps that's us?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Can one be dead, without suspecting it?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. The dead maintain that they don't know the difference.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You terrify me. Is it possible? And all these shadowy figures,
+ whose faces I think I recognise as memories of my youth at school in the
+ swimming bath, the gymnasium.... (He clutches his heart.) Oh! Now he's
+ coming: the Terrible One, who tears the heart out of the breast. The
+ Terrible One, who's been following me for years. He's here!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (He is beside himself. The doors are thrown open; a choir boy comes in
+ carrying a lantern made of blue glass that throws a blue light on the
+ guests; he rings the silver bell. All present begin to howl like wild
+ beasts. The DOMINICAN then enters with the sacrament. The WAITRESS and
+ the WOMAN throw themselves on their knees, the others howl. The
+ DOMINICAN raises the monstrance; all fall on their knees. The choir boy
+ and the DOMINICAN go into the room on the left.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR (entering and going towards the STRANGER). Come away from here.
+ You're ill. And the bailiffs have a summons for you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Summons? From whom?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Your wife.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. The electric eel strikes at a great distance. She once wanted to
+ bring a charge of slander against me, because she couldn't stay out at
+ night.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Couldn't stay out at night?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Yes. Didn't you know who you were married to?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I heard she'd been engaged before she... married you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Yes. That's what it was called, but in reality she'd been the
+ mistress of a married man, whom she denounced for rape, after she'd
+ forced herself into his studio and posed to him naked, as a model.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And that was the woman you married?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Yes. After she'd seduced me, she denounced me for breach of
+ promise, so I had to marry her. She'd engaged two detectives to see I
+ didn't get away. And that was the woman you married!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I did it because I soon saw it was no good choosing when all
+ were alike.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Come away from here. You'll be sorry if you don't.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (to the DOCTOR). Was she always religious?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Always.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And tender, good-hearted, self-sacrificing?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. Certainly!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Can one understand her?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. No. But you can go mad thinking about her. That's why one had to
+ accept her as she was. Charming, intoxicating!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes, I know. But one's powerless against pity. That's why I
+ don't want to fight this case. I can't defend myself without attacking
+ her; and I don't want to do that.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. You were married before. How was that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Just the same.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. This love acts like henbane: you see suns, where there are none,
+ and stars where no stars are! But it's pleasant, while it lasts!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And the morning after? Oh, the morning after!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Come, unhappy man! He's poisoning you, and you don't know it.
+ Come!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (getting up). Poisoning me, you say? Do you think he's lying?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Every word he's said's a lie.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I don't believe it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. No. You only believe lies. But that serves you right.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Has he been lying? Has he?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. How can you believe your enemies?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. But he's my friend, because he's told me the bitter truth.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Eternal Powers, save his reason! For he believes everything
+ evil's true, and everything good evil. Come, or you'll be lost!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DOCTOR. He's lost already! And now he'll be whipped into froth, broken
+ up into atoms, and used as an ingredient in the great pan-cake. Away
+ with you hell! (To those present.) Howl like victims of the pit. (The
+ guests all howl.) And no more womanly pity. Howl, woman! (The WOMAN
+ refuses with a gesture of her hand.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (to the BEGGAR). That man's not lying.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Curtain.
+ </p>
+ SCENE II IN A RAVINE
+ <p>
+ [A ravine with a stream in the middle, which is crossed by a
+ foot-bridge. In the foreground a smithy and a mill, both of which are in
+ ruins. Fallen trees choke the stream. In the background a starry sky
+ above the pine wood. The constellation of Orion is clearly visible.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ [See picture road2.jpg]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ [The STRANGER and the BEGGAR enter. In the foreground there is snow; in
+ the background the green of summer.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I feel afraid! To-night the stars seem to hang so low, that I
+ fear they'll fall on me like drops of molten silver. Where are we?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. In the ravine, by the stream. You must know the place.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Know it? As if I could ever forget it! It reminds me of my
+ honeymoon journey. But where are the smithy and the mill?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. All in ruins! The lake of tears was drained a week ago. The
+ stream rose, then the river, till everything was laid waste&mdash;meadows,
+ fields and gardens.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And the quiet house?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. The old sin was washed away, but the walls in left.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And those who lived there?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. They've gone to the colonies; so that the story's now at an end.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Then my story's at an end too. So thoroughly at an end, that
+ no happy memories remain. The last was fouled by the poisoner....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Whose poison you prepared! You should declare your bankruptcy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes. Now I'll have to give in.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Then the day of reckoning will draw near.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I think we might call it quits; because, if I've sinned, I've
+ been punished.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. But others certainly won't think so.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I've stopped taking account of others, since I saw that the
+ Powers that guide the destinies of mankind brook no accomplices. The
+ crime I committed in this life was that I wanted to set men free....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Set men free from their duties, and criminals from their feeling
+ of guilt, so that they could really become unscrupulous! You're not the
+ first, and not the last to dabble in the Devil's work. Lucifer a non
+ lucendo! But when Reynard grows old, he turns monk&mdash;so wisely is it
+ ordained&mdash;and then he's forced to split himself in two and drive
+ out Beelzebub with his own penance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Shall I be driven to that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Yes. Though you don't want it! You'll be forced to preach
+ against yourself from the housetops. To unpick your fabric thread by
+ thread. To flay yourself alive at every street corner, and show what you
+ really are. But that needs courage. All the same, a man who's played
+ with the thunder will not tremble! Yet, sometimes, when night falls and
+ the Invisible Ones, who can only be seen in darkness, ride on his chest,
+ then he will fear&mdash;even the stars, and most of all the Mill of
+ Sins, that grinds the past, and grinds it... and grinds it! One of the
+ seven-and-seventeen Wise Men said that the greatest victory he ever won
+ was over himself; but foolish men don't believe it, and that's why
+ they're deceived; because they only credit what nine-and-ninety fools
+ have said a thousand times.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Enough! Tell me; isn't this snow here on the ground?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Yes. It's winter here.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. But over there it's green.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. It's summer there.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And growing light! (A clear beam of light falls on the
+ foot-bridge.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Yes. It's light there, and dark here.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And who are they? (Three children, dressed is summer clothing,
+ two girls and a boy, come on to the bridge from the right.) Ho! My
+ children! (The children stop to listen, and then look at the STRANGER
+ without seeming to recognise him. The STRANGER calls.) Gerda! Erik!
+ Thyra! It's your father! (The children appear to recognise him; they
+ turn away to the left.) They don't know me. They don't want to know me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (A man and a woman enter from the right. The children dance of to the
+ left and disappear. The STRANGER falls on his face on the ground.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Something like that was to be expected. Such things happen. Get
+ up again!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (raising himself up). Where am I? Where have I been? Is it
+ spring, winter or summer? In what century am I living, in what
+ hemisphere? Am I a child or an old man, male or female, a god or a
+ devil? And who are you? Are you, you; or are you me? Are those my own
+ entrails that I see about me? Are those stars or bundles of nerves in my
+ eye; is that water, or is it tears? Wait! Now I'm moving forward in time
+ for a thousand years, and beginning to shrink, to grow heavier and to
+ crystallise! Soon I'll be re-created, and from the dark waters of Chaos
+ the Lotus flower will stretch up her head towards the sun and say: it is
+ I! I must have been sleeping for a few thousand years; and have dreamed
+ I'd exploded and become ether, and could no longer feel, no longer
+ suffer, no longer be joyful; but had entered into peace and equilibrium.
+ But now! Now! I suffer as much as if I were all mankind. I suffer and
+ have no right to complain....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Then suffer, and the more you suffer the earlier pain will leave
+ you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No. Mine are eternal sufferings....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. And only a minute's passed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I can't bear it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Then you must look for help.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What's coming now? Isn't it the end yet?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (It grows light above the bridge. CAESAR comes in and throws himself
+ from the parapet; then the DOCTOR appears on the right, with bare head
+ and a wild look. He behaves as if he would throw himself into the stream
+ too.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. He's revenged himself so thoroughly, that he awakes no qualms
+ of conscience! (The DOCTOR goes out, left. The SISTER enters, right, as
+ if searching for someone.) Who's that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. His unmarried sister, who's unprovided for, and has now no home
+ to go to. She's grown desperate since her brother was driven out of his
+ wits by sorrow and went to pieces.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. That's a harder fate. Poor creature, what can one do? Even if
+ I felt her sufferings, would that help her?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. No. It wouldn't.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Why do qualms of conscience come after, and not beforehand?
+ Can you help me over that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. No. No one can. Let us go on.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Where to?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BEGGAR. Come with me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Curtain.
+ </p>
+ SCENE III THE 'ROSE' ROOM
+ <p>
+ [The LADY, dressed in white, is sitting by the cradle doing crochet
+ work. The green dress is hanging up by the door on the right. The
+ STRANGER comes in, and looks round in astonishment.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (simply, mildly, without a trace of surprise). Tread softly and
+ come here, if you'd see something lovely.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Where am I?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Quiet! Look at the little stranger who came when you were away.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. They told me the river had risen and swept everything off.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Why do you believe everything you're told? The river did rise, but
+ this little creature has someone who protects both her and hers.
+ Wouldn't you like to see your daughter? (The STRANGER goes towards the
+ cradle. The LADY lifts the curtain.) She's lovely! Isn't she? (The
+ STRANGER gazes darkly in front of him.) Won't you look?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Everything's poisoned. Everything!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Well, perhaps!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Do you know that he has lost his wits and is wandering in the
+ neighbourhood, followed by his sister, who's searching for him? He's
+ penniless, and drinking....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Oh, my God!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Why don't you reproach me?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You'll reproach yourself enough: I'd rather give you good advice.
+ Go to the Convent of St. Saviour's, there you'll find a man who can free
+ you from the evil you fear.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What, in the convent, where they curse and bind?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. And deliver also!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Frankly, I think you're trying to deceive me; I don't trust
+ you any more.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Nor I, you! So look on this as your farewell visit.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. That was my intention; but first I wanted to find out if we're
+ of the same mind....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You see, we can build no happiness on the sorrows of others; so we
+ must part. That's the only way to lessen his sufferings. I have my
+ child, who'll fill my life for me; and you have the great goal of your
+ ambition....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Will you still mock me?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. No, why? You've solved the great problem.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Be quiet! No more of that, even if you believe it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. But if all the rest believe it too....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No one believes it now.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. It says in the paper to-day that gold's been made in England. That
+ it's been proved possible.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You've been deceived.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. No! Oh, heaven, he won't believe his own good fortune.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I no longer believe anything.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Get the newspaper from the pocket of my dress over there.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. The green witch's dress, that laid a spell on me one Sunday
+ afternoon, between the inn and the church door! That'll bring no good.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (fetching the paper herself and also a large parcel that is in the
+ pocket of the dress). See for yourself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (tearing up the paper). No need for me to look!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. He won't believe it. He won't. Yet the chemists want to give a
+ banquet in your honour next Saturday.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Is that in the paper too? About the banquet?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (handing him the packet). And here's the diploma of honour. Read
+ it!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (tearing up the packet). Perhaps there's a Government Order
+ too!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Those whom the gods would destroy they first make blind! You made
+ your discovery with no good intentions, and therefore you weren't
+ permitted to be the only one to succeed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Now I shall go. For I won't stay here and lay bare my shame!
+ I've become a laughing-stock, so I'll go and hide myself&mdash;bury
+ myself alive, because I don't dare to die.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Then go! We start for the colonies in a few days.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. That's frank at least! Perhaps we're nearing a solution.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Of the riddle: why we had to meet?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Why did we have to?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. To torture one another.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Is that all?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You thought you could save me from a werewolf, who really was no
+ such thing, and so you become one yourself. And then I was to save you
+ from evil by taking all the evil in you on myself, and I did so; but the
+ result was that you only became more evil. My poor deliverer! Now you're
+ bound hand and foot and no magician can set you free.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Farewell, and thank you for all you've done.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Farewell, and thank you... for this! (She points to the cradle.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (going towards the back). First perhaps I ought to take my
+ leave in there.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Yes, my dear. Do!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The STRANGER goes out through the door at the back. The LADY crosses to
+ the door on the right and lets in the DOMINICAN&mdash;who is also the
+ BEGGAR.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Is he ready now?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Nothing remains for this unhappy man but to leave the world and
+ bury himself in a monastery.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. So he doesn't believe he's the great inventor he undoubtedly
+ is?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. No. He can believe good of no one, not even of himself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. That is the punishment Heaven sent him: to believe lies,
+ because he wouldn't listen to the truth.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Lighten his guilty burden for him, if you can.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. No. If I did he'd only grow insolent and accuse God of malice
+ and injustice. This man is a demon, who must be kept confined. He
+ belongs to the dangerous race of rebels; he'd misuse his gifts, if he
+ could, to do evil. And men's power for evil is immeasurable.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. For the sake of the... attachment you've shown me, can't you ease
+ his burden a little; where it presses on him most and where he's least
+ to blame?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. You must do that, not I; so that he can leave you in the
+ belief that you've a good side, and that you're not what your first
+ husband told him you were. If he believes you, I'll deliver him later,
+ just as I once bound him when he confessed to me, during his illness, in
+ the convent of St. Saviour's.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (going to the back and opening the door). As you wish!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (re-entering). So there's the Terrible One! How did he come
+ here? But isn't he the beggar, after all?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Yes, I am your terrible friend, and I've come for you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What? Have I...?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Yes. Once already you promised me your soul, on oath, when
+ you lay ill and felt near madness. It was then you offered to serve the
+ powers of good; but when you got well again you broke your oath, and
+ therefore were plagued with unrest, and wandered abroad unable to find
+ peace&mdash;tortured by your own conscience.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Who are you really? Who dares lay a hand on my destiny?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. You must ask her that.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. This is the man to whom I was first engaged, and who dedicated his
+ life to the service of God, when I left him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Even if he were!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. So you needn't think so ill of yourself because it was you who
+ punished my faithlessness and another's lack of conscience.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. His sin cannot justify mine. Of course it's untrue, like
+ everything else; and you only say it to console me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. What an unhappy soul he is....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. A damned one too!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. No! (To the LADY.) Say something good of him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. He won't believe it, if I do; he only believes evil!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Then I shall have to say it. A beggar once came and asked him
+ for a drink of water; but he gave me wine instead and let me sit at his
+ table. You remember that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No. I don't load my memory with such trifles.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Pride! Pride!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Call it pride, if you like. It's the last vestige of our
+ god-like origin. Let's go, before it grows dark.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. 'For the whole world shined with clear light and none were
+ hindered in their labour. Over these only was spread a heavy night, an
+ image of darkness which should afterward receive them; but yet were they
+ unto themselves more grievous than the darkness.'
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Don't hurt him!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (with passion). How beautifully she can speak, though she is
+ evil. Look at her eyes; they cannot weep tears, but they can flatter,
+ sting, or lie! And yet she says: Don't hurt him! See, now she fears I'll
+ wake her child, the little monster that robbed me of her! Come, priest,
+ before I change my mind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Curtain.
+ </p>
+ <a name="link2H_PART3" id="link2H_PART3">
+ <!-- H2 anchor --> </a>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ PART III.
+ </h2>
+ CHARACTERS
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ THE STRANGER
+ THE LADY
+ THE CONFESSOR
+ THE MAGISTRATE
+ THE PRIOR
+ THE TEMPTER
+ THE DAUGHTER
+</pre>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ less important figures
+ HOSTESS
+ FIRST VOICE
+ SECOND VOICE
+ WORSHIPPERS OF VENUS
+ MAIA
+ PILGRIM
+ FATHER
+ WOMAN
+ EVE
+ PRIOR
+ PATER ISIDOR (the Doctor of Part I)
+ PATER CLEMENS
+ PATER MELCHER
+</pre>
+ SCENES
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ ACT I On the River Bank
+
+ ACT II Cross-Roads in the Mountains
+
+ ACT III SCENE I Terrace
+ SCENE II Rocky Landscape
+ SCENE III Small House
+ (On the Mountain where the Monastery Stands)
+
+ ACT IV SCENE I Chapter House
+ SCENE II Picture Gallery
+ SCENE III Chapel
+ (Of the Monastery)
+</pre>
+ <a name="link2H_4_0010" id="link2H_4_0010">
+ <!-- H2 anchor --> </a>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ ACT I
+ </h2>
+ <h3>
+ ON THE RIVER BANK
+ </h3>
+ <p>
+ [The foreground represents the bank of a large river. On the right a
+ projecting tongue of land covered with old willow trees. Farther up
+ stage the river can be seen flowing quietly past. The background
+ represents the farther bank, a steep mountain slope covered with
+ woodland. Above the tops of the forest trees the Monastery can be seen;
+ it is an enormous four-cornered building completely white, with two rows
+ of small windows. The façade is broken by the Church belonging to the
+ Monastery, which is flanked by two towers in the style favoured by the
+ Jesuits. The Church door is open, and at a certain moment the monstrance
+ on the altar is visible in the light of the sun. On the near bank in the
+ foreground, which is low and sandy, purple and yellow loose-strife are
+ growing. A shallow boat is moored nearby. On the left the ferryman's
+ hut. It is an evening in early summer and the sun is low; foreground,
+ river and the lower part of the background lie in shadow; and the trees
+ on the far bank sway gently in the breeze. Only the Monastery is lit by
+ the sun.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ [The STRANGER and the CONFESSOR enter from the right. The STRANGER is
+ wearing alpine clothing: a brown cloak with a cape and hood; he has a
+ staff and wallet. He is limping slightly. The CONFESSOR is to the black
+ and white habit of the Dominicans. They stop at a place where a willow
+ tree prevents any view of the Monastery.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Why do you lead me along this winding, hilly path, that never
+ comes to an end?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Such is the way, my friend. But now we'll soon be there. (He
+ leads the STRANGER farther up stage. The STRANGER sees the Monastery,
+ and is enchanted by it; he takes off his hat, and puts down his wallet
+ and staff.) Well?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I've never seen anything so white on this polluted earth. At
+ most, only in my dreams! Yes, that's my youthful dream of a house in
+ which peace and purity should dwell. A blessing on you, white house! Now
+ I've come home!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Good! But first we must await the pilgrims on this bank. It's
+ called the bank of farewell, because it's the custom to say farewell
+ here, before the ferryman ferries one across.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Haven't I said enough farewells already? Wasn't my whole life
+ one thorny path of farewells? At post offices, steamer-quays, railway
+ stations&mdash;with the waving of handkerchiefs damp with tears?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Yet your voice trembles with the pain what you've lost.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I don't feel I've lost anything. I don't want anything back.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Not even your youth?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. That least of all. What should I do with it, and its capacity
+ for suffering?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. And for enjoyment?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I never enjoyed anything, for I was born with a thorn in my
+ flesh; every time I stretched out my hand to grasp a pleasure, I pricked
+ my finger and Satan struck me in the face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Because your pleasures have been base ones.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Not so base. I had my own home, a wife, children, duties,
+ obligations to others! No, I was born in disfavour, a step-child of
+ life; and I was pursued, hunted, in a word, cursed!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Because you didn't obey God's commandment.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. But no one can, as St. Paul says himself! Why should I be able
+ to do what no one else can do? I of all men? Because I'm supposed to be
+ a scoundrel. Because more's demanded of me than of others.... (Crying
+ out.) Because I was treated with injustice.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Have you got back to that, rebellious one?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes. I've always been there. Now let's cross the river.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Do you think one can climb up to that white house without
+ preparation?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I'm ready: you can examine me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Good! The first monastic vow is: humility.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And the second: obedience! Neither of them was ever a special
+ virtue of mine; it's for that very reason that I want to make the great
+ attempt.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. And show your pride through your humility.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Whatever it is, it's all the same to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. What, everything? The world and its best gifts; the joy of
+ innocent children, the pleasant warmth of home, the approbation of your
+ fellow-men, the satisfaction brought by the fulfilment of duty&mdash;are
+ you indifferent to them all?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes! Because I was born without the power of enjoyment. There
+ have been moments when I've been an object of envy; but I've never
+ understood what it was I was envied for: my sufferings in misfortune, my
+ lack of peace in success, or the fact I hadn't long to live.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. It's true that life has given you everything you wished; even
+ a little gold at the last. Why, I even seem to remember that a sculptor
+ was commissioned to make a portrait bust of you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Oh yes! A bust was made of me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Are you, of all men, impressed by such things?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Of course not! But they do at least mark well founded
+ appreciation, that neither envy nor lack of understanding can shake.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. You think so? It seems to me that human greatness resides in
+ the good opinion of others; and that, if this opinion changes, the
+ greatest can quickly dwindle into nothing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. The opinions of others have never meant much to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Haven't they? Really?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No one's been so strict with himself as I! And no one's been
+ so humble! All have demanded my respect; whilst they spurned me and spat
+ on me. And when at last I found I'd duties towards the immortal soul
+ given into my keeping, I began to demand respect for this immortal soul.
+ Then I was branded as the proudest of the proud! And by whom? By the
+ proudest of all amongst the humble and lowly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. I think you're entangling yourself in contradictions.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I think so, too! For the whole of life consists of nothing but
+ contradictions. The rich are the poor in spirit; the many little men
+ hold the power, and the great only serve the little men. I've never met
+ such proud people as the humble; I've never met an uneducated man who
+ didn't believe himself in a position to criticise learning and to do
+ without it. I've found the unpleasantest of deadly sins amongst the
+ Saints: I mean self-complacency. In my youth I was a saint myself; but
+ I've never been so worthless as I was then. The better I thought myself,
+ the worse I became.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Then what do you seek here?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What I've told you already; but I'll add this: I'm seeking
+ death without the need to die!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. The mortification of your flesh, of your old self! Good! Now
+ keep still: the pilgrims are coming on their wooden rafts to celebrate
+ the festival of Corpus Christi.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (looking to the right in surprise). Who are they?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. People who believe in something.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Then help my unbelief! (Sunlight now falls on the monstrance
+ in the church above, so that it shines like a window pane at sunset.)
+ Has the sun entered the church, or....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Yes. The sun has entered....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The first raft comes in from the right. Children clothed in white, with
+ garlands on their heads and with lighted lanterns in their hands, are
+ seen standing round an altar decked with flowers, on which a white flag
+ with a golden lily has been planted. They sing, whilst the raft glides
+ slowly by.)
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ Blessčd be he, who fears the Lord,
+ Beati omnes, qui timent Dominum,
+ And walks in his ways,
+ Qui ambulant in viis ejus.
+ Thou shalt feed thyself with the work of thy hands,
+ Labores manuum tuarum quia manducabis;
+ Blessčd be thou and peace be with thee,
+ Beatus es et bene tibi erit.
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ (A second raft appears with boys on one side and girls on the other. It
+ has a flag with a rose on it.)
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ Thy wife shall be like a fruitful vine,
+ Uxor tua sicut vitis abundans,
+ Within thy house,
+ In lateribus domus tuae.
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ (The third raft carries men and women. There is a flag with fruit upon
+ it: figs, grapes, pomegranates, melons, ears of wheat, etc.)
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ Filii tui sicut novellae olivarum,
+ Thy children shall be like olive branches about thy table,
+ In circuitu mensae tuae.
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ (The fourth raft is filled with older men and women. The flag has a
+ representation of a fir-tree under snow.)
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ See, how blessčd is the man,
+ Ecce sic benedicetur homo,
+ Who feareth the Lord,
+ Qui timet Dominum!
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ (The raft glides by.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What were they singing?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. A pilgrim's song.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Who wrote it?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. A royal person.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Here? What was his name? Has he written anything else?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. About fifty songs; he was called David, the son of Isaiah!
+ But he didn't always write psalms. When he was young, he did other
+ things. Yes. Such things will happen!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Can we go on now?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. In a moment. I've something to say to you first.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Speak.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Good. But don't be either sad or angry.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Certainly not.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Here, you see, on this bank, you're a well-known&mdash;let's
+ say famous&mdash;person; but over there, on the other, you'll be quite
+ unknown to the brothers. Nothing more, in fact, than an ordinary simple
+ man.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Oh! Don't they read in the monastery?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Nothing light; only serious books.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. They take in papers, I suppose?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Not the kind that write about you!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Then on the other side of this river my life-work doesn't
+ exist?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. What work?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I see. Very well. Can't we cross now?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. In a minute. Is there no one you'd like to take leave of?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (after a pause.) Yes. But it's beyond the bounds of
+ possibility.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Have you ever seen anything impossible?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Not really, since I've seen my own destiny.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Well, who is it you'd like to meet?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I had a daughter once; I called her Sylvia, because she sang
+ all day long like a wren. It's some years since I saw her; she must be a
+ girl of sixteen now. But I'm afraid if I were to meet her, life would
+ regain its value for me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. You fear nothing else?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What do you mean?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. That she may have changed!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. She could only have changed for the better.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Are you sure?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. She'll come to you. (He goes down to the bank and beckons to
+ the right.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Wait! I'm wondering whether it's wise!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. It can do no harm.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (He beckons once more. A boat appears on the river, rowed by a young
+ girl. She is wearing summer clothing, her head is bare and her fair hair
+ is hanging loose. She gets out of the boat behind the willow tree. The
+ CONFESSOR draws back until he is near the ferryman's hut, but remains in
+ sight of the audience. The STRANGER has waved to the girl and she has
+ answered him. She now comes on to the stage, runs into the STRANGER'S
+ arms, and kisses him.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DAUGHTER. Father. My dear father!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Sylvia! My child!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DAUGHTER. How in the world do you come to be up here in the mountains?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And how have <i>you</i> got here? I thought I'd managed to
+ hide so well.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DAUGHTER. Why did you want to hide?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Ask me as little as possible! You've grown into a big girl.
+ And I've gone grey.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DAUGHTER. No. You're not grey. You're just as young as you were when we
+ parted.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. When we... parted!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DAUGHTER. When you left us.... (The STRANGER does not reply.) Aren't you
+ glad we're meeting again?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (faintly). Yes!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DAUGHTER. Then show it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. How can I be glad, when we're parting to-day for life?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DAUGHTER. Why, where do you want to go?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (pointing to the monastery). Up there!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DAUGHTER (with a sophisticated air). Into the monastery? Yes, now I come
+ to think of it, perhaps it's best.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You think so?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DAUGHTER (with pity, but good-will.) I mean, if you've a ruined life
+ behind you.... (Coaxingly.) Now you look sad. Tell me one thing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Tell <i>me</i> one thing, my child, that's been worrying me
+ more than anything else. You've a stepfather?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DAUGHTER. Yes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Well?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DAUGHTER. He's very good and kind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. With every virtue that I lack....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DAUGHTER. Aren't you glad we've got into better hands?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Good, better, best! Why do you come here bare-headed?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DAUGHTER. Because George is carrying my hat.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Who's George? And where is he?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DAUGHTER. George is a friend of mine; and he's waiting for me on the
+ bank down below.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Are you engaged to him?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DAUGHTER. No. Certainly not!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Do you want to marry?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DAUGHTER. Never!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I can see it by your mottled cheeks, like those of a child
+ that has got up too early; I can hear it by your voice, that's no longer
+ that of a warbler, but a jay; I can feel it in your kisses, that burn
+ cold like the sun in May; and by your steady icy look that tells me
+ you're nursing a secret of which you're ashamed, but of which you'd like
+ to boast. And your brothers and sisters?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DAUGHTER. They're quite well, thank you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Have we anything else to say to one another?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DAUGHTER (coldly). Perhaps not.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Now you look so like your mother.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DAUGHTER. How do you know, when you've never been able to see her as she
+ was!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. So you understood that, though you were so young?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DAUGHTER. I learnt to understand it from you. If only you'd understand
+ yourself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Have you anything else to teach me?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DAUGHTER. Perhaps! But in your day that wasn't considered seemly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. My day's over and exists no longer; just as Sylvia exists no
+ longer, but is merely a name, a memory. (He takes a guide-book out of
+ his pocket.) Look at this guide-book! Can you see small marks made here
+ by tiny fingers, and others by little damp lips? You made them when you
+ were five years old; you were sitting on my knee in the train, and we
+ saw the Alps for the first time. You thought what you saw was Heaven;
+ and when I explained that the mountain was the Jungfrau, you asked if
+ you could kiss the name in the book.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DAUGHTER. I don't remember that!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Delightful memories pass, but hateful ones remain! Don't you
+ remember anything about me?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DAUGHTER. Oh yes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Quiet! I know what you mean. One night... one dreadful,
+ horrible night... Sylvia, my child, when I shut my eyes I see a pale
+ little angel, who slept in my arms when she was ill; and who thanked me
+ when I gave her a present. Where is she whom I long for so and who
+ exists no more, although she isn't dead? You, as you are, seem a
+ stranger, whom I've never known and certainly don't long to see again.
+ If Sylvia at least were dead and lay in her grave, there'd be a
+ churchyard where I could take my flowers.... How strange it is! She's
+ neither among the living, nor the dead. Perhaps she never existed, and
+ was only a dream like everything else.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DAUGHTER (wheedling).Father, dear!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. It's she! No, only her voice. (Pause.) So you think my life's
+ been ruined?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DAUGHTER. Yes. But why speak of it now?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Because remember I once saved <i>your</i> life. You had brain
+ fever for a whole month and suffered a great deal. Your mother wanted
+ the doctor to deliver you from your unhappy existence by some powerful
+ drug. But I prevented it, and so saved you from death and your mother
+ from prison.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DAUGHTER. I don't believe it!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. But a fact may be true, even if you don't believe it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DAUGHTER. You dreamed it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Who knows if I haven't dreamed everything, and am not even
+ dreaming now. How I wish it were so!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DAUGHTER. I must be going, father.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Then good-bye!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DAUGHTER. May I write to you?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What? One of the dead write to another? Letters won't reach me
+ in future. And I mayn't receive visitors. But I'm glad we've met, for
+ now there's nothing else on earth I cling to. (Going to the left.)
+ Good-bye, girl or woman, whatever I should call you. There's no need to
+ weep!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ DAUGHTER. I wasn't thinking of weeping, though I dare say good breeding
+ would demand I should. Well, good-bye! (She goes out right.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (to the CONFESSOR). I think I came out of that well! It's a
+ mercy to part with content on both sides. Mankind, after all, makes
+ rapid progress, and self-control increases as the flow of the tear-ducts
+ lessens. I've seen so many tears shed in my lifetime, that I'm almost
+ taken aback at this dryness. She was a strong child, just the kind I
+ once wished to be. The most beautiful thing that life can offer! She
+ lay, like an angel, wrapped in the white veils of her cradle, with a
+ blue coverlet when she slept. Blue and arched like the sky. That was the
+ best: what will the worst look like?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Don't excite yourself, but be of good cheer. First throw away
+ that foolish guide-book, for this is your last journey.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You mean this? Very well. (He opens the book, kisses one of
+ the pages and then throws it into the river.) Anything else?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. If you've any gold or silver, you must give it to the poor.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I've a silver watch. I never got as far as a gold one.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Give that to the ferryman; and then you'll get a glass of
+ wine.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. The last! It's like an execution! Perhaps I'll have to have my
+ hair cut, too?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Yes. Later. (He takes the watch and goes to the door of the
+ ferryman's hut, speaking a few whispered words to someone within. He
+ receives a bottle of wine and a glass in exchange, which he puts on the
+ table.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (filling his glass, but not drinking it.) Shall I never get
+ wine up there?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. No wine; and you'll see no women. You may hear singing; but
+ not the kind of songs that go with women and wine.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I've had enough of women; they can't tempt me any more.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Are you sure?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Quite sure.... But tell me this: what do you think of women,
+ who mayn't even set their feet within your consecrated walls?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. So you're still asking questions?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And why may an abbess never hear confession, never read mass,
+ and never preach?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. I can't answer that.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Because the answer would accord with my thoughts on that
+ theme.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. It wouldn't be a disaster if we were to agree for once.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Not at all!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Now drink up your wine.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No. I only want to look at it for the last time. It's
+ beautiful....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Don't lose yourself in meditation; memories lie at the bottom
+ of the cup.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And oblivion, and songs, and power&mdash;imaginary power, but
+ for that reason all the greater.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Wait here a moment; I'll go and order the ferry.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. 'Sh! I can hear singing, and I can see.... I can see.... For a
+ moment I saw a flag unfurling in a puff of wind, only to fall back on
+ the flagstaff and hang there limply as if it were nothing but a
+ dishcloth. I've witnessed my whole life flashing past in a second, with
+ its joys and sorrows, its beauty and its misery! But now I can see
+ nothing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR (going to the left). Wait here a moment, I'll go and order the
+ ferry.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The STRANGER goes so far up stage that the rays of the setting sun,
+ which are streaming from the right through the trees, throw his shadow
+ across the bank and the river. The LADY enters from the right, in deep
+ mourning. Her shadow slowly approaches that of the STRANGER.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (who, to begin with, looks only at his own shadow). Ah! The
+ sun! It makes me a bloodless shape, a giant, who can walk on the water
+ of the river, climb the mountain, stride over the roof of the monastery
+ church, and rise, as he does now, up into the firmament&mdash;up to the
+ stars. Ah, now I'm up here with the stars.... (He notices the shadow
+ thrown by the LADY.) But who's following me? Who's interrupting my
+ ascension? Trying to climb on my shoulders? (Turning.) You!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Yes. I!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. So black! So black and so evil.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. No longer evil. I'm in mourning....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. For whom?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. For our Mizzi.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. My daughter! (The LADY opens her arms, in order to throw
+ herself on to his breast, but he avoids her.) I congratulate the dead
+ child. I'm sorry for you. I myself feel outside everything.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Comfort me, too.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. A fine idea! I'm to comfort my fury, weep with my hangman,
+ amuse my tormentor.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Have you no feelings?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. None! I wasted the feelings I used to have on you and others.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You're right. You can reproach me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I've neither the time nor the wish to do that. Where are you
+ going?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I want to cross with the ferry.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Then I've no luck, for I wanted to do the same. (The LADY
+ weeps into her handkerchief. The STRANGER takes it from her and dries
+ her eyes.) Dry your eyes, child, and be yourself! As hard, and lacking
+ in feeling, as you really are! (The LADY tries to put her arm round his
+ neck. The STRANGER taps her gently on the fingers.) You mustn't touch
+ me. When your words and glances weren't enough, you always wanted to
+ touch me. You'll excuse a rather trivial question: are you hungry?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. No. Thank you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. But you're tired. Sit down. (The LADY sits down at the table.
+ The STRANGER throws the bottle and glass into the river.) Well, what are
+ you going to live for now?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (sadly). I don't know.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Where will you go?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (sobbing). I don't know.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. So you're in despair? You see no reason for living and no end
+ to your misery! How like me you are! What a pity there's no monastery
+ for both sexes, so that we could pair off together. Is the werewolf
+ still alive?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You mean...?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Your first husband.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. He never seems to die.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Like a certain worm! (Pause.) And now that we're so far from
+ the world and its pettiness, tell me this: why did you leave him in
+ those days, and come to me?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Because I loved you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And how long did that last?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Until I read your book, and the child was born.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And then?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I hated you! That is, I wanted to be rid of all the evil you'd
+ given me, but I couldn't.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. So that's how it was! But we'll never really know the truth.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Have you noticed how impossible it is to find things out? You can
+ live with a person and their relations for twenty years, and yet not
+ know anything about them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. So you've discovered that? As you see so much, tell me this:
+ how was it you came to love me?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I don't know; but I'll try to remember. (Pause.) Well, you had the
+ masculine courage to be rude to a lady. In me you sought the
+ companionship of a human being and not merely of a woman. That honoured
+ me; and, I thought, you too.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Tell me also whether you held me to be a misogynist?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. A woman-hater? Every healthy man is one, in the secret places of
+ his heart; and all perverted men are admirers of women.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You're not trying to flatter me, are you?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. A woman who'd try to flatter a man's not normal.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I see you've thought a great deal!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Thinking's the least I've done; for when I've thought least I've
+ understood most. Besides, what I said just how is perhaps only
+ improvised, as you call it, and not true in the least.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. But if it agrees with many of my observations it becomes most
+ probable. (The LADY weeps into her handkerchief.) You're weeping again?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I was thinking of Mizzi. The loveliest thing we ever had is gone.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No. You were the loveliest thing, when you sat all night
+ watching over your child, who was lying in your bed, because her cradle
+ was too cold! (Three loud knocks are heard on the ferryman's door.) 'Sh!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. What's that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. My companion, who's waiting for me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (continuing the conversation). I never thought life would give me
+ anything so sweet as a child.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And at the same time anything so bitter.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Why bitter?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You've been a child yourself, and you must remember how we,
+ when we'd just married, came to your mother in rags, dirty and without
+ money. I seem to remember she didn't find us very sweet.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. That's true.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And I... well, just now I met Sylvia. And I expected that all
+ that was beautiful and good in the child would have blossomed in the
+ girl....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Well?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I found a faded rose, that seemed to have blown too soon. Her
+ breasts were sunken, her hair untidy like that of a neglected child, and
+ her teeth decayed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Oh!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You mustn't grieve. Not for the child! You might perhaps have
+ had to grieve for her later, as I did.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. So that's what life is?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes. That's what life is. And that's why I'm going to bury
+ myself alive.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Where?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (pointing to the monastery). Up there!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. In the monastery? No, don't leave me. Bear me company. I'm so
+ alone in the world and so poor, so poor! When the child died, my mother
+ turned me out, and ever since I've been living in an attic with a
+ dressmaker. At first she was kind and pleasant, but then the lonely
+ evenings got too long for her, and she went out in search of company&mdash;so
+ we parted. Now I'm on the road, and I've nothing but the clothes I'm
+ wearing; nothing but my grief. I eat it and drink it; it nourishes me
+ and sends me to sleep. I'd rather lose anything in the world than that!
+ (The STRANGER weeps.) You're weeping. You! Let me kiss your eyelids.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You've suffered all that for my sake!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Not for your sake! You never did me an ill turn; but I plagued you
+ till you left your fireside and your child!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I'd forgotten that; but if you say so.... So you still love
+ me?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Probably. I don't know.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And you'd like to begin all over again?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. All over again? The quarrels? No, we won't do that.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You're right. The quarrels would only begin all over again.
+ And yet it's difficult to part.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. To part. The word alone's terrible enough.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Then what are we to do?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I don't know.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No, one knows nothing, hardly even that one knows nothing; and
+ that's why, you see, I've got as far as to <i>believe</i>.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. How do you know you can believe, if belief's a gift?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You can receive a gift, if you ask for it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Oh yes, if you ask; but I've never been able to beg.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I've had to learn to. Why can't you?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Because one has to demean oneself first.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Life does that for one very well.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Mizzi, Mizzi, Mizzi!... (She has taken a shawl she was carrying
+ over her arm, rolled it up and put it on her knee like a baby in long
+ clothes.) Sleep! Sleep! Sleep! Think of it! I can see her here! She's
+ smiling at me; but she's dressed in black; she seems to be in mourning
+ too! How stupid I am! Her mother's in mourning! She's got two teeth down
+ below, and they're white&mdash;milk teeth; she should never have cut any
+ others. Oh, can't you see her, when I can? It's no vision. It <i>is</i>
+ her!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR (in the door of the ferryman's hut; sternly to the STRANGER).
+ Come. Everything's ready!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No. Not yet. I must first set my house in order; and look
+ after this woman, who was once my wife.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Oh, so you want to stay!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No. I don't want to stay; but I can't leave duties behind me
+ unfulfilled. This woman's on the road, deserted, without a home, without
+ money!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. What has that to do with us? Let the dead bury their dead!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Is that your teaching?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. No, yours.... Mine, on the other hand, commands me to send a
+ Sister of Mercy here, to look after this unhappy one, who... who... The
+ Sister will soon be here!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I shall count on it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR (taking the STRANGER by the hand and drawing him away.) Then
+ come!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (in despair). Oh, God in heaven! Help us every one!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Amen!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The LADY, who has not been looking at the CONFESSOR and the STRANGER,
+ now raises her eyes and glances at the STRANGER as if she wanted to
+ spring up and hold him back; but she is prevented by the imaginary child
+ she has put to her breast.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Curtain.
+ </p>
+ <a name="link2H_4_0011" id="link2H_4_0011">
+ <!-- H2 anchor --> </a>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ ACT II
+ </h2>
+ <h3>
+ CROSS-ROADS IN THE MOUNTAINS
+ </h3>
+ <p>
+ [A cross-roads high up in the mountains. On the right, huts. On the left
+ a small pool, round which invalids are sitting. Their clothes are blue
+ and their hands cinnabar-red. From the pond blue vapour and small blue
+ flames rise now and then. Whenever this happens the invalids put them
+ hands to their mouths and cough. The background is formed by a mountain
+ covered with pine-wood, which is obscured above by a stationary bank of
+ mist.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ [The STRANGER is sitting at a table outside one of the huts. The
+ CONFESSOR comes forward from the right.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. At last!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. What do you mean: at last?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You left me here a week ago and told me to wait till you came
+ back.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Hadn't I prepared you for the fact that the way to the white
+ house up there would be long and difficult.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I don't deny it. How far have we come?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Five hundred yards. We've still got fifteen hundred.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. But where's the sun?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Up there, above the clouds....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Then we shall have to go through them?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Yes. Of course.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What are those patients doing there? What a company! And why
+ are their hands so red?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. For both our sakes I want to avoid using impure words, so
+ I'll speak in pleasant riddles, which you, as a writer, will understand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes. Speak beautifully. There's so much that's ugly here.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. You may have noticed that the signs given to the planets
+ correspond with those of certain metals? Good! Then you'll have seen
+ that Venus is represented by a mirror. This mirror was originally made
+ of copper, so that copper was called Venus and bore her stamp. But now
+ the reverse of Venus' mirror is covered with quicksilver or mercury!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. The reverse of Venus... is Mercury. Oh!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Quicksilver is therefore the reverse side of Venus.
+ Quicksilver is itself as bright as a calm sea, as a lake at the height
+ of summer; but when mercury meets firestone and burns, it blushes and
+ turns red like newly-shed blood, like the cloth on the scaffold, like
+ the cinnabar lips of the whore! Do you understand now, or not?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Wait a moment! Cinnabar is quicksilver and sulphur.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Yes. Mercury must be burnt, if it comes too near to Venus!
+ Have we said enough now?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. So these are sulphur springs?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Yes. And the sulphur flames purify or burn everything rotten!
+ So when the source of life's grown tainted, one is sent to the sulphur
+ springs....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. How does the source of life grow tainted?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. When Aphrodite, born of the pure seafoam, wallows in the
+ mire.... When Aphrodite Urania, the heaven-born, degrades herself to
+ Pandemos, the Venus of the streets.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Why is desire born?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Pure desire, to be satisfied; impure, to be stifled.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What is pure, and what impure?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Have you got back to that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Ask these men here....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Take care! (He looks at the STRANGER, who is unable to
+ support his gaze.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You're choking me.... My chest....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Yes, I'll steal the air you use to form rebellious words, and
+ ask outrageous questions. Sit down there, I'll come back&mdash;when
+ you've learnt patience and undergone your probation. But don't forget
+ that I can hear and see you, and am aware of you, wherever I may be!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. So I'm to be tested! I'm glad to know it!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. But you mustn't speak to the worshippers of Venus.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (MAIA, an old woman, appears in the background.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (rising in horror). Who am I meeting here after all this time?
+ Who is it?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Who are you speaking of?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. That old woman there?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Who's she?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (calling). Maia! Listen! (Old Maia has disappeared. The
+ STRANGER hurries after her.) Maia, my friend, listen! She's gone!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Who was it?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (sitting down). O God! Now, when I find her again at last, she
+ goes.... I've looked for her for seven long years, written letters,
+ advertised....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Why?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I'll tell you how her fate was linked to mine! (Pause.) Maia
+ was the nurse in my first family... during those hard years... when I
+ was fighting the Invisible Ones, who wouldn't bless my work! I wrote
+ till my brain and nerves dissolved like fat in alcohol... but it wasn't
+ enough! I was one of those who never could earn enough. And the day came
+ when I couldn't pay the maids their wages&mdash;it was terrible&mdash;and
+ I became the servant of my servant, and she became my mistress. At
+ last... in order, at least, to save my soul, I fled from what was too
+ powerful for me. I fled into the wilderness, where I collected my spirit
+ in solitude and recovered my strength! My first thought then was&mdash;my
+ debts! For seven years I looked for Maia, but in vain! For seven years I
+ saw her shadow, out of the windows of trains, from the decks of
+ steamers, in strange towns, in distant lands, but without ever being
+ able to find her. I dreamed of her for seven years; and whenever I drank
+ a glass of wine I blushed at the thought of old Maia, who perhaps was
+ drinking water in a poorhouse! I tried to give the sum I owed her to the
+ poor; but it was no use. And now&mdash;she's found and lost in the same
+ moment! (He gets up and goes towards the back as if searching for her.)
+ Explain this, if you can! I want to pay my debt; I can pay it now, but
+ I'm not allowed to.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Foolishness' Bow to what seems inexplicable; you'll see that
+ the explanation will come later. Farewell!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Later. Everything comes later.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Yes. If it doesn't come at once! (He goes out. The LADY
+ enters pensively and sits down at the table, opposite the STRANGER.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What? You back again? The same and not the same? How beautiful
+ you've grown; as beautiful as you were the first time I ever saw you;
+ when I asked if I might be your friend, your dog.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. That you can see beauty I don't possess shows that once more you
+ have a mirror of beauty in your eye. The werewolf never thought me
+ beautiful, for he'd nothing beautiful with which to see me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Why did you kiss me that day? What made you do it?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You've often asked me that, and I've never been able to find the
+ answer, because I don't know. But just now, when I was away from you,
+ here in the mountains, where the air's purer and the sun nearer....
+ Hush! Now I can see that Sunday afternoon, when you sat on that seat
+ like a lost and helpless child, with a broken look in your eyes, and
+ stared at your own destiny.... A maternal feeling I'd never known before
+ welled up in me then, and I was overcome with pity, pity for a human
+ soul&mdash;so that I forgot myself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I'm ashamed. Now I believe it was so.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. But you took it another way. You thought...
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Don't tell me. I'm ashamed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Why did you think so badly of me? Didn't you notice that I drew
+ down my veil; so that it was between us, like the knight's sword in the
+ bridal bed....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I'm ashamed. I attributed my evil thoughts to you. Ingeborg,
+ you were made of better stuff than I. I'm ashamed!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Now you look handsome. How handsome!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Oh no. Not I. You!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (ecstatically). No, you! Yes, now I've seen through the mask and
+ the false beard. Now I can see the man you hid from me, the man I
+ thought I'd found in you... the man I was always searching for. I've
+ often thought you a hypocrite; but we're no hypocrites. No, no, we can't
+ pretend.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Ingeborg, now we're on the other side of the river, and have
+ life beneath us, behind us... how different everything seems. Now, now,
+ I can see your soul; the ideal, the angel, who was imprisoned in the
+ flesh because of sin. So there is an Above, and an Earlier Age. When we
+ began it wasn't the beginning, and it won't be the end when we are
+ ended. Life is a fragment, without beginning or end! That's why it's so
+ difficult to make head or tail of it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (kindly). So difficult. So difficult. Tell me, for instance&mdash;now
+ we're beyond guilt or innocence&mdash;how was it you came to hate women?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Let me think! To hate women? Hate them? I never hated them. On
+ the contrary! Ever since I was eight years old I've always had some love
+ affair, preferably an innocent one. And I've loved like a volcano three
+ times! But wait&mdash;I've always felt that women hated me... and
+ they've always tortured me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. How strange!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Let me think about it a little.... Perhaps I've been jealous
+ of my own personality; and been afraid of being influenced too much. My
+ first love made herself into a sort of governess and nurse to me. But,
+ of course, there <i>are</i> men who detest children; who detest women
+ too, if they're superior to them, that is!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (amiably). But you've called women the enemies of mankind. Did you
+ mean it?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Of course I meant it, if I wrote it! For I wrote out of
+ experience, not theory.... In woman I sought an angel, who could lend me
+ wings, and I fell into the arms of an earth-spirit, who suffocated me
+ under mattresses stuffed with the feathers of wings! I sought an Ariel
+ and I found a Caliban; when I wanted to rise she dragged me down; and
+ continually reminded me of the fall....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (kindly). Solomon knew much of women; do you know what he said? 'I
+ find more bitter than death a woman, whose heart is snares and nets and
+ her hands as bands; whoso pleaseth God shall escape from her; but the
+ sinner shall be taken by her.'
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I was never acceptable in God's sight. Was that a punishment?
+ Perhaps. But I was never acceptable to anyone, and I've never had a good
+ word addressed to me! Have I never done a good action? Is it possible
+ for a man never to have done anything good? (Pause.) It's terrible never
+ to hear any good words about oneself!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You've heard them. But when people have spoken well of you, you've
+ refused to listen, as if it hurt you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. That's true, now you remind me. But can you explain it?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Explain it? You're always asking for explanations of the
+ inexplicable. 'When I applied my heart to know wisdom... I beheld all
+ the work of God, that a man cannot find out that is done under the sun.
+ Because, though a man labour to seek it out, yet he shall not find it;
+ yea, further, though a wise man think to know it, yet shall he not be
+ able to find it!'
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Who says that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. The Prophet Ecclesiastes. (She takes a doll out of her pocket.)
+ This is Mizzi's doll. You see she longs for her little mistress! How
+ pale she's grown... and she seems to know where Mizzi is, for she's
+ always gazing up to heaven, whichever way I hold her. Look! Her eyes
+ follow the stars as the compass the pole. She is my compass and always
+ shows me where heaven is. She should, of course, be dressed in black,
+ because she's in mourning; but we're so poor.... Do you know why we
+ never had money? Because God was angry with us for our sins. 'The
+ righteous suffer no dearth.'
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Where did you learn that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. In a book in which everything's written. Everything! (She wraps
+ the doll up in her cloak.) See, she's beginning to get cold&mdash;that's
+ because of the cloud up there....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. How can you dare to wander up here in the mountains?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. God is with me; so what have I to fear from human beings?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Aren't you tormented by those people at the pool?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (turning towards them). I can't see them. I can't see anything
+ horrible now.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Ingeborg! I have made you evil, yet you're on the way to make
+ me good! It was my dream, you know, to seek redemption through a woman.
+ You don't believe it! But it's true. In the old days nothing was of
+ value to me if I couldn't lay it at a woman's feet. Not as a tribute to
+ an overbearing mistress,... but as a sacrifice to the beautiful and
+ good. It was my pleasure to give; but she wanted to take and not
+ receive: that's why she hated me! When I was helpless and thought the
+ end was near, a desire grew in me to fall asleep on a mother's knee, on
+ a tremendous breast where I could bury my tired head and drink in the
+ tenderness I'd been deprived of.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You had no mother?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Hardly! And I've never felt any bond between myself and my
+ father or my brothers and sisters.... Ingeborg, I was the son of a
+ servant of whom it is written. 'Drive forth the handmaid with her son,
+ for this son shall not inherit with the son of peace.'
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Do you know why Ishmael was driven out? It says just before&mdash;that
+ he was a scoffer. And then it goes on: 'He will be a wild man, his hand
+ will be against every man, and every man's hand against him; and against
+ all his brothers.'
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Is that also written?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Oh yes, my child; it's all there!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. All?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. All. There you'll find answers to all your questions even the most
+ inquisitive!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Call me your child, and then I'll love you.... And if I love
+ anyone, I long to serve them, to obey them, to let myself be
+ ill-treated, to suffer and to bear it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You shouldn't love me, but your Creator.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. He's unfriendly&mdash;like my father!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. He is Love itself; and you are Hate.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You're his daughter; but I'm his cast-out son.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (coaxingly). Quiet! Be still!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. If you only knew what I've suffered this last week. I don't
+ know where I am.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Where do you think?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. There's a woman in that but who looks at me as if I'd come to
+ rob her of her last mite. She says nothing&mdash;that's the trouble. But
+ I think it's prayers she mutters, when she sees me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. What sort of prayers?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. The sort one whispers behind the backs of those who have the
+ evil eye or bring misfortune.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. How strange! Don't you realise that one's sight can be blinded?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes, of course. But who can do it?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ HOSTESS (coming across to their table). Well, look at that! I suppose
+ she's your sister?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes. We can say so now.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ HOSTESS (to the LADY). Fancy meeting someone I can speak to at last!
+ This gentleman's so silent, you see, that one feels at once one must
+ respect him; particularly as he seems to have had trouble. But I can say
+ this to his sister, and he shall hear it: that from the moment he
+ entered the house I felt that I was blessed. I'd been dogged by
+ misfortune; I'd no lodger, my only cow had died, my husband was in a
+ home for drunkards and my children had nothing to eat. I prayed God to
+ send me help from heaven, because I expected nothing more on earth. Then
+ this gentleman came. And apart from giving me double what I asked, he
+ brought me good luck&mdash;and my house was blessed. God bless you, good
+ sir!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (getting up excitedly). Silence, woman. That's blasphemy!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. He won't believe. O God! He won't believe. Look at me!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. When I look at you, I do believe. She's giving me her
+ blessing! And I, who'm damned, have brought a blessing on her! How can I
+ believe it? I, of all men! (He falls down by the table and weeps in his
+ hands.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. He's weeping! Tears, rain from heaven, that can soften rocks, are
+ falling on his stony heart.... He's weeping!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ HOSTESS. He? Who has a heart of gold! Who's been so open handed and so
+ good to my children!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You hear what she says!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ HOSTESS. There's only one thing about him I don't understand; but I
+ don't want to say anything unpleasant....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. What is it?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ HOSTESS. Only a trifle; and yet...
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Well?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ HOSTESS. He didn't like my dogs.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I can't blame him for not caring for an impure beast. I hate
+ everything animal, in myself and others. I don't hate animals on that
+ account, for I hate nothing that's created....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Thank you, Ingeborg!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You see! I've an eye for your merits, even though you don't
+ believe it.... Here comes the Confessor.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The CONFESSOR enters.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ HOSTESS. Then I'll go; for the Confessor has no love for me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. The Confessor loves all mankind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR (coming forward and speaking to the LADY). You best of all, my
+ child; for you're goodness itself. Whether you're beautiful to look at,
+ I can't see; but I know you must be, because you're good. Yes, you were
+ the bride of my youth, and my spiritual mate; and you'll always be so,
+ for you gave me what you were never able to give to others. I've lived
+ your life in my spirit, suffered your pains, enjoyed your pleasures&mdash;pleasure
+ rather, for you'd no others than what your child gave you. I alone have
+ seen the beauty of your soul&mdash;my friend here has divined it; that's
+ why he felt attracted to you&mdash;but the evil in him was too strong;
+ you had to draw it out of him into yourself to free him. Then, being
+ evil, you had to suffer the worst pains of hell for his sake, to bring
+ atonement. Your work's ended. You can go in peace!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Where?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Up there. Where the sun's always shining.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (rising). Is there a home for me there, too?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. There's a home for everyone! I'll show you the way. (He goes
+ with her into the background. The STRANGER makes a movement.) You're
+ impatient? You mustn't be! (He goes out. The STRANGER remains sitting
+ alone. The WORSHIPPERS OF VENUS get up, go towards him and form a circle
+ round him.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What do you want with me?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WORSHIPPERS. Hail! Father.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (much upset). Why call me that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ FIRST VOICE. Because we're your children. Your dear ones!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (tries to escape, but is surrounded and cannot). Let me go. Let
+ me go!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SECOND VOICE (that of a pale youth). Don't you recognise me, Father?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER (appearing in the background at the left-hand fork of the path).
+ Ha!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (to the Second Voice). Who are you? I seem to know your face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SECOND VOICE. I'm Erik&mdash;your son!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Erik! You here?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SECOND VOICE. Yes. I'm here.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. God have mercy! And you, my boy, forgive me!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SECOND VOICE. Never! You showed us the way to the sulphur springs! Is it
+ far to the lake?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The STRANGER falls to the ground.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Ha! Jubilate, temptatores!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ VENUS WORSHIPPERS. Sulphur! Sulphur! Sulphur! Mercury!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER (coming forward and touching the STRANGER with his foot). The
+ worm! You can make him believe whatever you like. That comes from his
+ unbelievable pride. Does he think he's the mainspring of the universe,
+ the originator of all evil? This foolish man believes he taught youth to
+ go in search of Venus; as if youth hadn't done that long before he was
+ born! His pride's insupportable, and he's been rash enough to try to
+ botch my work for me. Give him another greeting, lying Erik! (The SECOND
+ VOICE&mdash;that is the youth&mdash;bends over the STRANGER and whispers
+ in his ear.) There were seven deadly sins; but now there are eight. The
+ eighth I discovered! It's called despair. For to despair of what is
+ good, and not to hope for forgiveness, is to call... (He hesitates
+ before pronouncing the word God, as if it burnt his lips.) God wicked.
+ That is calumny, denial, blasphemy.... Look how he winces!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (rising quickly, and looking the TEMPTER to the eyes). Who are
+ you?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Your brother. Don't we resemble one another? Some of your
+ features seem to remind me of my portrait.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Where have I seen it?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Almost everywhere! I'm often to be found in churches, though
+ not amongst the saints.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I can't remember....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Is it so long since you've been to church? I'm usually
+ represented with St. George. (The STRANGER totters and would like to
+ fly, but cannot.) Michael and I are sometimes to be seen in a group, in
+ which, to be sure, I don't appear in the most favourable light; but that
+ can be altered. All can be altered; and one day the last shall be first.
+ It's just the same in your case. For the moment, things are going badly
+ with you, but that can be altered too... if you've enough intelligence
+ to change your company. You've had too much to do with skirts, my son.
+ Skirts raise dust, and dust lies on eyes and breast.... Come and sit
+ down. We'll have a chat.... (He takes the STRANGER jocularly by the ear
+ and leads him round the table.) Sit down and tremble, young man! (They
+ both sit down.) Well? What shall we do? Call for wine&mdash;and a woman?
+ No! That's too old a trick, as old as Doctor Faust! Bon! We modern are
+ in search of mental dissipation.... So you're on your way to those holy
+ men up there, who think that they who sleep can't sin; to the cowardly
+ ones, who've given up the battle of life, because they were defeated
+ once or twice; to those that bind souls rather than free them.... And
+ talking of that! Has any saintly man ever freed you from the burden of
+ sin? No! Do you know why sin has been oppressing you for so long?
+ Through renunciation and abstinence, you've grown so weak that anyone
+ can seize your soul and take possession of it. Why, they can even do it
+ from a distance! You've so destroyed your personality that you see with
+ strange eyes, hear with strange ears and think strange thoughts. In a
+ word you've murdered your own soul. Just now, didn't you speak well of
+ the enemies of mankind; of Woman, who made a hell of paradise? You
+ needn't answer me; I can read your answer in your eyes and hear it on
+ your lips. You talk of pure love for a woman! That's lust, young man,
+ lust after a woman, which we have to pay for so dearly. You say you
+ don't desire her. Then why do you want to be near her? You'd like to
+ have a friend? Take a male friend, many of them! You've let them
+ convince you you're no woman hater. But the woman gave you the right
+ answer; every healthy man's a woman hater, but can't live without
+ linking himself to his enemy, and so must fight her! All perverse and
+ unmanly men are admirers of women! How's it with you now? So you saw
+ those invalids and thought yourself responsible for their misery?
+ They're tough fellows, you can believe me; they'll be able to leave here
+ in a few days and go back to their occupations. Oh yes, lying Erik's a
+ wag! But things have gone so far with you, that you can't distinguish
+ between your own and other people's children. Wouldn't it be a great
+ thing to escape from all this? What do you say? Oh, I could free you...
+ but I'm no saint. Now we'll call old Maia. (He whistles between his
+ fingers: MAIA appears.) Ah, there you are! Well, what are you doing
+ here? Have you any business with this fellow?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MAIA. No. He's good and always was; but he'd a terrible wife.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER (to the STRANGER). Listen! You've not heard that yet, have you?
+ Rather the opposite. She was the good angel, whom you ruined... we've
+ all been told that! Now, old Maia, what kind of story is it he prattles
+ of? He says he was plagued with remorse for seven years because he owed
+ you money.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MAIA. He owed me a small sum once; but I got it back from him&mdash;and
+ with good interest&mdash;much better than the savings bank would have
+ given me. It was very good of him&mdash;very kind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (starting up). What's that you said? Is it possible I've
+ forgotten?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Have you the receipt, Maia? If so, give it me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MAIA. The gentleman must have the receipt; but I've got the savings bank
+ book here. He paid the money into it in my name. (She produces a savings
+ bank book, and hands it to the STRANGER, who looks at it.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes, that's quite right. Now I remember. Then why this
+ seven-year torment, shame and disgrace? Those reproaches during
+ sleepless nights? Why? Why? Why?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Old Maia, you can go now. But first say something nice about
+ this self-tormentor. Can't you remember any human quality in this wild
+ beast, whom human beings have baited for years?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (to MAIA). Quiet, don't answer him! (He stops his ears with his
+ fingers.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Well, Maia?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MAIA. I know well enough what they say about him, but that refers to
+ what he writes&mdash;and I've not read it for I can't read. Still, no
+ one need read it, if they don't want to. Anyhow the gentleman's been
+ very kind. Now he's stopping his ears. I don't know how to flatter; but
+ I can say this in a whisper.... (She whispers some thing to the
+ TEMPTER.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Yes. All human beings who are easily moved are baited like wild
+ beasts! It's the rule. Good bye, old Maia!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MAIA. Good-bye, kind gentlemen. (She goes out.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Why did I suffer innocently for seven years?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER (pointing upwards with one finger). Ask up there!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Where I never get an answer!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Well, that may be. (Pause.) Do you think <i>I</i> look good?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I can't say I do.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. You look extremely wicked, too! Do you know why we look like
+ that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. The hate and malice of our fellow human beings have fastened
+ themselves on us. Up there, you know, there are real saints, who've
+ never done anything wicked themselves, but who suffer for others, for
+ relations, who've committed unexpiated sins. Those angels, who've taken
+ the depravity of others on themselves, really resemble bandits. What do
+ you say to that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I don't know who you are; but you're the first to answer
+ questions that might reconcile me to life. You are....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Well, say it!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. The deliverer!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. And therefore....?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Therefore you've been given a vulture.... But listen, have you
+ ever thought that there's as good a reason for this as for everything
+ else? Granted the earth's a prison, on which dangerous prisoners are
+ confined&mdash;is it a good thing to set them free? Is it right?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. What a question! I've never really thought about it. Hm!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And have you ever thought of this: we may be born in guilt?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. That's nothing to do with me: I concern myself with the
+ present.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Good! Don't you think we're sometimes punished wrongly, so
+ that we fail to see the logical connection, though it exists?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Logic's not missing; but all life's a tissue of offences,
+ mistakes, errors, that are comparatively blameless owing to human
+ weakness, but that are punished by the most consistent revenge.
+ Everything's revenged, even our injudicious actions. Who forgives? A
+ magnanimous man-sometimes; heavenly justice, never! (A PILGRIM appears
+ in the background.) See! A penitent! I'd like to know what wrong he's
+ done. We'll ask him. Welcome to our quiet meadows, peaceful wanderer!
+ Take your place at the simple table of the ascetic, at which there are
+ no more temptations.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PILGRIM. Thank you, fellow traveller in the vale of woe.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. What kind of woe is yours?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PILGRIM. None in particular; on the contrary, the hour of liberation's
+ struck, and I'm going up there to receive absolution.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Listen, haven't we two met before?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PILGRIM. I think so, certainly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Caesar! You're Caesar!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PILGRIM. I used to be; but I am no longer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Ha ha! Imperial acquaintance. Really! But tell us, tell us!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PILGRIM. You shall hear. Now I've a right to speak, for my penance is at
+ an end. When we met at a certain doctor's house, I was shut up there as
+ a madman and supposed to be suffering from the illusion that I was
+ Caesar. Now the Stranger shall hear the truth of the matter: I never
+ believed it, but I was forced by scruples of conscience to put a good
+ face on it.... A friend of mine, a bad friend, had written proof that I
+ was the victim of a misunderstanding; but he didn't speak when he should
+ have, and I took his silence as a request not to speak either-and to
+ suffer. Why did I? Well, in my youth I was once in great need. I was
+ received as a guest in a house on an island far out to sea by a man who,
+ in spite of unusual gifts, had been passed over for promotion&mdash;owing
+ to his senseless pride. This man, by solitary brooding on his lot, had
+ come to hold quite extraordinary views about himself. I noticed it, but
+ I said nothing. One day this man's wife told me that he was sometimes
+ mentally unbalanced; and then thought he was Julius Caesar. For many
+ years I kept this secret conscientiously, for I'm not ungrateful by
+ nature. But life's tricky. It happened a few years later that this
+ Caesar laid rough hands on my most intimate fate. In anger at this I
+ betrayed the secret of his Caesar mania and made my erstwhile benefactor
+ such a laughing stock, that his existence became unbearable to him. And
+ now listen how Nemesis overtakes one! A year later I wrote a book-I am,
+ you must know, an author who's not made his name.... And in this book I
+ described incidents of family life: how I played with my daughter&mdash;she
+ was called Julia, as Caesar's daughter was&mdash;and with my wife, whom
+ we called Caesar's wife because no one spoke evil of her.... Well, this
+ recreation, in which my mother-in-law joined too, cost me dear. When I
+ was looking through the proofs of my book, I saw the danger and said to
+ myself: you'll trip yourself up. I wanted to cut it out but, if you'll
+ believe it, the pen refused, and an inner voice said to me: let it
+ stand! It did stand! And I fell.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Why didn't you publish the letter from your friend that would
+ have explained everything?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PILGRIM. When the disaster had happened I felt at once that it was the
+ finger of God, and that I must suffer for my ingratitude.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And you did suffer?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PILGRIM. Not at all! I smiled to myself and wouldn't let myself be put
+ out. And because I accepted my punishment with calmness and humility God
+ lightened my burden; and I didn't feel myself ridiculous.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. That's a strange story; but such things happen. Shall we move
+ on now? We'll go for an excursion, now we've weathered the storms. Pull
+ yourself up by the roots, and then we'll climb the mountain.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. The Confessor told me to wait for him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. He'll find you, anyhow! And up here in the village the court's
+ sitting to-day. A particularly interesting case is to be tried; and I
+ dare say I'll be called as a witness. Come!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Well, whether I sit here, or up there, is all the same to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PILGRIM (to the STRANGER). Who's that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I don't know. He looks like an anarchist.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PILGRIM. Interesting, anyhow!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. He's a sceptical gentleman, who's seen life.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Come, children; I'll tell you stories on the way. Come. Come!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (They go out towards the background.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Curtain.
+ </p>
+ <a name="link2H_4_0012" id="link2H_4_0012">
+ <!-- H2 anchor --> </a>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ ACT III
+ </h2>
+ <h3>
+ SCENE I
+ </h3>
+ TERRACE ON THE MOUNTAIN
+ <p>
+ [A Terrace on the mountain on which the Monastery stands. On the right a
+ rocky cliff and a similar one on the left. In the far background a
+ bird's-eye view of a river landscape with towns, villages, ploughed
+ fields and woods; in the very far distance the sea can be seen. Down
+ stage an apple tree laden with fruit. Under it a long table with a chair
+ at the end and benches at the sides. Down stage, right, a corner of the
+ village town hall. A cloud seems to be hanging immediately over the
+ village.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ [The MAGISTRATE sits at the end of the table in the capacity of judge;
+ the assessors on the benches. The ACCUSED MAN is standing on the right
+ by the MAGISTRATE; the witnesses on the left, amongst them the TEMPTER.
+ Members of the public, with the PILGRIM and the STRANGER, are standing
+ here and there not far from the judge's seat.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MAGISTRATE. Is the accused present?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ ACCUSED MAN. Yes. Present.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MAGISTRATE. This is a very sad story, that's brought trouble and shame
+ on our small community. Florian Reicher, twenty-three years old, is
+ accused of shooting at Fritz Schlipitska's affianced wife, with the
+ clear intention of killing her. It's a case of premeditated murder, and
+ the provisions of the law are perfectly clear. Has the accused anything
+ to say in his defence, or can he plead mitigating circumstances?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ ACCUSED MAN. No.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Ho, there!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MAGISTRATE. Who are you?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Counsel for the accused.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MAGISTRATE. The accused man certainly has a right to the services of
+ counsel, but in the present case I think the facts are so clear that the
+ people have reached a certain conclusion; and the murderer will hardly
+ be able to regain their sympathy. Isn't that so?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PEOPLE. He's condemned already!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Who by?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PEOPLE. The Law and his own deed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Listen to me! As counsel for the accused I represent him and
+ take the accusation on myself. I ask permission to address the court.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MAGISTRATE. I can't refuse it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PEOPLE. Florian's been condemned already.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. The case must first be heard. (Pause.) I'd reached my
+ eighteenth year&mdash;it's Florian speaking&mdash;and my thoughts, as I
+ grew up under my mother's watchful eye, were pure; and my heart without
+ deceit, for I'd never seen or heard anything wicked. Then I&mdash;Florian,
+ that is&mdash;met a young girl who seemed to me the most beautiful
+ creature I'd ever set eyes on in this wicked world, for she was goodness
+ itself. I offered her my hand, my heart, and my future. She accepted
+ everything and swore that she'd be true. I was to serve five years for
+ my Rachel&mdash;and I did serve, collecting one straw after another for
+ the little nest we were going to build. My whole life was centred on the
+ love of this woman! As I was true to her myself, I never mistrusted her.
+ By the fifth year I'd built the hut and collected our household goods...
+ when I discovered she'd been playing with me and had deceived me with at
+ least three men....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MAGISTRATE. Have you witnesses?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ BAILIFF. Three valid ones; I'm one of them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MAGISTRATE. The bailiff alone will be sufficient.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Then I shot her; not out of revenge, but in order to free
+ myself from the unhealthy thoughts her faithlessness had forced on me;
+ for when I tried to tear her picture out of my heart, images of her
+ lovers always rose and crept into my blood, so that at last I seemed to
+ be living in unlawful relationship with three men&mdash;with a woman as
+ the link between us!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MAGISTRATE. Well, that was jealousy!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ ACCUSED MAN. Yes, that was jealousy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Yes, jealousy, that feeling for cleanliness, that seeks to
+ preserve thoughts from pollution by strangers. If I'd been content to do
+ nothing, if I'd not been jealous, I'd have got into vicious company, and
+ I didn't want to do that. That's why she had to die so that my thoughts
+ might be cleansed of deadly sin, which alone is to be condemned. I've
+ finished.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PEOPLE. The dead woman's guilty! Her blood's on her own head.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MAGISTRATE. She's guilty, for she was the cause of the crime.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The FATHER of the dead woman steps forward.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ FATHER. Your Worship, judge of my dead child; and you, countrymen, let
+ me speak!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MAGISTRATE. The dead girl's father may speak.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ FATHER. You're accusing a dead girl; and I shall answer. Maria, my
+ child, has undoubtedly been guilty of a crime and is to blame for the
+ misdeeds of this man. There's no doubt of it!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PEOPLE. No doubt! It's she who's guilty!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ FATHER. Permit her father to add a word of explanation, if not of
+ defence. (Pause.) When she was fifteen, Maria fell into the hands of a
+ man who seemed to have made it his business to entrap young girls, much
+ as a bird-catcher traps small birds. He was no seducer, in the ordinary
+ sense, for he contented himself with binding her senses and entangling
+ her feelings only to thrust her away and watch how she suffered with
+ torn wings and a broken heart&mdash;tortured by the agony of love, which
+ is worse than any other agony. For three years Maria was cared for in an
+ institution for the mentally deranged. And when she came out again, she
+ was divided, broken into several pieces&mdash;it might be said that she
+ was several persons. She was an angel and feared God with one side of
+ her spirit; but with another she was a devil, and reviled all that was
+ holy. I've seen her go straight from dancing and frenzy to her beloved
+ Florian, and have heard her, in his presence, speak so differently and
+ so alter her expression, that I could have sworn she was another being.
+ But to me she seemed equally sincere in both her shapes. Is she to
+ blame, or her seducer?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PEOPLE. She's not to blame! Where is her seducer?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ FATHER. There!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Yes. It was I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PEOPLE. Stone him!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MAGISTRATE. The law must run its course. He must be heard.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Bon! Then listen, Argives! It was like this. Your humble
+ servant, born of poor but fairly honourable parents, was from the
+ beginning one of those strange birds who, in their youth, go in search
+ of their Creator&mdash;but without ever finding him, naturally! It's
+ more usual for old cuckoos to look for him in their dotage&mdash;and for
+ good reasons! The urge for this youthful quest was accompanied by a
+ purity of heart and a modesty that even caused his nurses to smile&mdash;yes,
+ we can laugh now when we hear that this boy would only change his
+ underclothing in the dark! But even if we're corrupted by the crudities
+ of life, we're still bound to find something beautiful in it; and if
+ we're older something touching! And so we can afford to-day to laugh at
+ his childish innocence. Scornful laughter, listeners, please.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MAGISTRATE (seriously). He mistakes his listeners.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Then I ought to be ashamed of myself! (Pause.) He became a
+ youth&mdash;your humble servant&mdash;and fell into a series of traps
+ that were laid for his innocence. I'm an old sinner, but I blush at this
+ moment.... (He takes of his hat.) Yes, look at me now&mdash;when I think
+ of the insight this young man got into the world of Potiphar's wives
+ that surrounded him! There wasn't a single woman.... Really, I'm ashamed
+ in the name of mankind and the female sex&mdash;excuse me, please....
+ There were moments when I didn't believe my eyes, but thought a devil
+ had blinded my sight. The holiest bands.... (He pinches his tongue.) No,
+ quiet! Mankind will feel itself calumniated! Enough, until my
+ twenty-fifth year I fought the good fight; and I fell because.... Well,
+ I was called Joseph, and I <i>was</i> Joseph! I grew jealous of my
+ virtue, and felt injured by the glances of a lewd woman.... And at last,
+ cunningly seduced, I fell. Then I became a slave of my passions; often
+ and often I sat by Omphalos and span, until I sank into the deepest
+ degradation and suffered, suffered, suffered! But in reality it was only
+ my body that was degraded; my soul lived her own life&mdash;her own pure
+ life, I can say&mdash;on her own account. And I raved innocently for
+ pure young virgins who, it seems, felt the bond that drew us together.
+ Because, without boasting, I can say they were attracted to me. I didn't
+ want to overstep the mark, but they did! And when I fled the danger,
+ their hearts were broken, so they said. In a word, I've never seduced an
+ innocent girl. I swear it! Am I therefore to blame for the emotional
+ sorrows of this young woman, who went out of her mind? On the contrary,
+ mayn't I count it a virtue that I shrank in horror from the step that
+ brought about her fall? Who'll cast the first stone at me? No one! Then
+ I mistake my listeners. Indeed, I thought I might be an object of scorn,
+ if I were to plead here for my masculine innocence! Now, however, I feel
+ young again; and there's something for which I'd like to ask mankind's
+ forgiveness. If it weren't that I happened to see a cynical smile on the
+ lips of the woman who seduced me when I was young. Come forward, woman,
+ and look upon your work of destruction. Observe, how the seed has grown!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN (coming forward with dignity and modesty). It was I! Let me be
+ heard, and let me tell the simple story of my seduction. (Pause.)
+ Luckily my seducer is here, too....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MAGISTRATE. Friends! I must break off the proceedings; otherwise we'll
+ get back to Eve in Paradise.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Who was Adam's seducer! That's just where we want to get back
+ to. Eve! Come forward, Eve. Eve! (He waves his cloak in the air. The
+ trunk of the tree becomes transparent and EVE appears, wrapped in her
+ hair and with a girdle about her loins.) Now, Mother Eve, it was you who
+ seduced our father. You are the accused: what have you to say in your
+ defence?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ EVE (simply and with dignity). The serpent tempted me!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Well answered! Eve has proved her innocence. The serpent! Let
+ the serpent come forward. (EVE disappears.) The serpent! (The serpent
+ appears in the tree trunk.) Here you can see the seducer of us all. Now,
+ serpent, who was it that beguiled you?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ ALL (terrified). Silence! Blasphemer!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Answer, serpent! (Lightning and a clap of thunder; all flee,
+ except the TEMPTER, who has fallen to the ground, and the PILGRIM, the
+ STRANGER and the LADY. The TEMPTER begins to recover; he then gets up
+ and sits down in an attitude that recalls the classical statue 'The
+ Polisher,' or 'The Slave.') Causa finalis, or the first cause&mdash;you
+ can't discover that! For if the serpent's to blame, then we're
+ comparatively innocent&mdash;but mankind mustn't be told that! The
+ Accused, however, seems to have got out of this business! And the Court
+ of justice has dissolved like smoke! Judge not. Judge not, O Judges!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (to the STRANGER). Come with me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. But I'd like to listen to this man.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Why? He's like a small child, putting all those questions that
+ can't be answered. You know how little children ask about everything.
+ 'Papa, why does the sun rise in the east?' You know the answer?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Hm!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Or: 'Mama, who made God?' You think that profound? Well, come with
+ me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (fighting his admiration for the TEMPTER). But that about Eve
+ was new....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Not at all. I learnt it in my Bible history, when I was eight. And
+ that we inherit the debts of our fathers is part of the law of the land.
+ Come, my son.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER (rising, shaking his limbs and climbing up the rocky wall to the
+ right with a limp). Come, I'll show you the world you think you know,
+ but don't.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (climbing up the rocky wall to the left). Come with me, my son, and
+ I'll show you God's beautiful world, as I've come to see it, since the
+ tears of sorrow washed the dust from my eyes. Come with me!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The STRANGER stands irresolute between them.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER (to the LADY). And how have you seen the world through your
+ tears? Like meadow banks reflected in troubled water! A chaos of curved
+ lines in which the trees seemed to be standing on their heads. (To the
+ STRANGER.) No, my son, with my field-glasses, dried in the fire of hate&mdash;with
+ my telescope I can see everything as it is. Clear and sharp, precisely
+ as it is.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. What do you know of things, my son? You can never see the thing
+ itself, only its picture; and the picture is illusion and not the thing.
+ So you argue about pictures and illusions.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Listen to her! A little philosopher in skirts. By Jupiter
+ Chronos, such a disputation in this giant amphitheatre of the mountains
+ demands a proper audience. Hullo!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I have mine here: my friend, my husband, my child! If he'll only
+ listen to me, good; all will be well with me, and him. Come to me, my
+ friend, for this is the way. This is the mountain Gerizim, where
+ blessings are given. And that is Ebal, where they curse.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Yes, this is Ebal, where they curse. 'Cursed be the earth,
+ woman, for thy sake; in sorrow shalt thou bring forth children; and thy
+ desire shall be to thy husband, and he shall rule over thee.' And then
+ to the man this: 'Cursed is the ground for thy sake, thorns and thistle
+ shall it bring forth to thee, and in the sweat of thy brow shalt thou
+ labour!' So spoke the Lord, not I!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. 'And God blessed the first pair; and He blessed the seventh day,
+ on which He had completed His work&mdash;and the work was good.' But
+ you, and we, have made it something evil, and that is why.... But he who
+ obeys the commandments of the Lord dwells on Gerizim, where blessings
+ are given. Thus saith the Lord. 'Blessed shalt thou be in the city, and
+ blessed shalt thou be in the field. Blessed shall be thy basket and thy
+ store. Blessed shalt thou be when thou comest in, and blessed when thou
+ goest out. And the Lord shall give rain unto thy land in his season to
+ increase thy harvest, and thy children shall flourish. And the Lord
+ shall make thee plenteous in goods, to lend to the peoples, and never to
+ borrow. And the Lord will bless all the work of thy hand, if thou shalt
+ keep the commandments of the Lord thy God!' (Pause.) So come, my friend,
+ and lay your hand in mine. (She falls on her knees with clasped hands.)
+ I beg you, by the love that once united us, by the memory of the child
+ that drew us together; by the strength of a mother's love&mdash;a
+ mother's&mdash;for so have I loved you, erring child, whom I've sought
+ in the dark places of the wood and whom at last I've found, hungry and
+ withered for want of love! Come back to me, prodigal one; and bury your
+ tired head on my heart, where you rested before ever you saw the light
+ of the sun. (A change comes over her during this speech; her clothing
+ falls from her and she is seen to have changed into a white-robed woman
+ with her hair let down and with a full maternal bosom.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Mother!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Yes, my child, your mother! In life I could never caress you&mdash;the
+ will of higher powers denied it me. Why that was I don't dare to ask.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. But my mother's dead?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. She was; but the dead aren't dead, and maternal love can conquer
+ death. Didn't you know that? Come, my child, I'll repay where I have
+ been to blame. I'll rock you to sleep on my knees. I'll wash you clean
+ from the... (She omits the word she cannot bring herself to utter) of
+ hate and sin. I'll comb your hair, matted with the sweat of fear; and
+ air a pure white sheet for you at the fire of a home&mdash;a home you've
+ never had, you who've known no peace, you homeless one, son of Hagar,
+ the serving woman, born of a slave, against whom every man's hand was
+ raised. The ploughmen ploughed your back and seared deep furrows there.
+ Come, I'll heal your wounds, and suffer your sorrows. Come!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (who has been weeping so violently that his whole body has been
+ trembling, now goes to the cliff on the left where the MOTHER stands
+ with open arms.) I'm coming!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. I can do nothing now. But one day we shall meet again! (He
+ disappears behind the cliff.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Curtain.
+ </p>
+ SCENE II ROCKY LANDSCAPE ON THE MOUNTAIN
+ <p>
+ [Higher up the mountain; among the clouds a rocky landscape with a bog
+ round it. The MOTHER on a rock, climbing until she disappears into the
+ cloud. The STRANGER stops, bewildered.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Oh, Mother, Mother! Why are you leaving me? At the very moment
+ when my loveliest dream was on the point of fulfilment!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER (coming forward). What have you been dreaming? Tell me!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. My dearest hope, most secret desire and last prayer!
+ Reconciliation with mankind, through a woman.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Through a woman who taught you to hate.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes, because she bound me to earth&mdash;like the round shot a
+ slave drags on his foot, so that he can't escape.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. You talk of woman. Always woman.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes. Woman. The beginning and the end&mdash;for us men anyhow.
+ In relationship to one another they are nothing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. So that's it; nothing in themselves; but everything for us,
+ through us! Our honour and our shame; our greatest joy, our deepest
+ pain; our redemption and our fall; our wages and our punishment; our
+ strength and our weakness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Our shame! You've said so. Explain this riddle to me, you
+ who're wise. Whenever I appeared in public arm in arm with a woman, my
+ wife, who was beautiful and whom I adored, I felt ashamed of my own
+ weakness. Explain that riddle to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. You felt ashamed? I don't know why.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Can't you answer? You, of all men?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. No, I can't. But I too always suffered when I was with my wife
+ in company, because I felt she was being soiled by men's glances, and I
+ through her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And when she did the shameful deed, you were dishonoured. Why?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. The Eve of the Greeks was called Pandora, and Zeus created her
+ out of wickedness, in order to torture men and master them. As a wedding
+ gift she received a box, containing all the unhappiness of the world.
+ Perhaps the riddle of this sphinx can more easily be guessed, if it's
+ seen from. Olympus, rather than from the pleasure garden of Paradise.
+ Its full meaning will never be known to us. Though I'm as able as you.
+ (Pause.) And, by the way, I can still enjoy the greatest pleasure
+ creation ever offered! Go you and do likewise!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You mean Satan's greatest illusion! For the woman who seems
+ most beautiful to me, can seem horrible to others! Even for me, when
+ she's angry, she can be uglier than any other woman. Then what is
+ beauty?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. A semblance, a reflection of your own goodness! (He puts his
+ hand over his mouth.) Curses on it! I let it out that time. And now the
+ devil's loose....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Devil? Yes. But if she's a devil, how can a devil make me
+ desire virtue and goodness? For that's what happened to me when I first
+ saw her beauty; I was seized with a longing to be like her, and so to be
+ worthy of her. To begin with I tried to be by taking exercise, having
+ baths, using cosmetics and wearing good clothes; but I only made myself
+ ridiculous. Then I began from within; I accustomed myself to thinking
+ good thoughts, speaking well of people and acting nobly! And one day,
+ when my outward form had moulded itself on the soul within, I became her
+ likeness, as she said. And it was she who first uttered those wonderful
+ words: I love you! How can a devil ennoble us; how can a spirit of hell
+ fill us with goodness; how...? No, she was an angel! A fallen angel, of
+ course, and her love a broken ray of that great light&mdash;that great
+ eternal light&mdash;that warms and loves.... That loves....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. What, old friend, must we stand here like two youths and spell
+ out the riddles of love?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR (coming in). What's this chatterer saying? He's talked away
+ his whole life; and never done anything.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. I wanted to be a priest, but had no vocation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Whilst you're waiting for it, help me to find a drunkard
+ who's drowned himself in the bog. It must be near here, because I've
+ been following his tracks till now.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Then it's the man lying beneath that brushwood there.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR (picking up some twigs, and disclosing a fully clothed corpse,
+ with a white, young face.) Yes, it is! (He grows pensive as he looks at
+ the dead man.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Who was he?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. It's extraordinary!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. He must have been a good-looking man. And quite young.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Oh no. He was fifty-four. And when I saw him a week ago, he
+ looked like sixty-four. His eyes were as yellow as the slime of a garden
+ snail and bloodshot from drunkenness; but also because he'd shed tears
+ of blood over his vices and misery. His face was brown and swollen like
+ a piece of liver on a butcher's table, and he hid himself from men's
+ eyes out of shame&mdash;up to the end he seems to have been ashamed of
+ the broken mirror of his soul, for he covered his face with brushwood. I
+ saw him fighting his vices; I saw him praying to God on his knees for
+ deliverance, after he'd been dismissed from his post as a teacher....
+ But... Well, now he's been delivered. And look, now the evil's been
+ taken from him, the good and beautiful that was in him has again become
+ apparent; that's what he looked like when he was nineteen! (Pause.) This
+ is sin&mdash;imposed as a punishment. Why? That we don't know. 'He who
+ hateth the righteous, shall himself be guilty!' So it is written, as an
+ indication. I knew him when he was young! And now I remember... he was
+ always very angry with those who never drank. He criticised and
+ condemned, and always set his cult of the grape on the altar of earthly
+ joys! Now he's been set free. Free from sin, from shame, from ugliness.
+ Yes, in death he looks beautiful. Death is the deliverer! (To the
+ STRANGER.) Do you hear that, Deliverer, you who couldn't even free a
+ drunkard from his evil passions!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Crime as punishment? That's not so bad. Most penetrating!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. So I think. You'll have new matter for argument.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Now I'll leave you gentlemen for a while. But soon we'll meet
+ again. (He goes out.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. I saw you just now with a woman! So there are still
+ temptations?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Not the kind you mean.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Then what kind?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I could still imagine a reconciliation between mankind and
+ woman&mdash;through woman herself! And indeed, through that woman who
+ was my wife and has now become what I once held her to be having been
+ purified and lifted up by sorrow and need. But...
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. But what?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Experience teaches; the nearer, the further off: the further
+ from one another, the nearer one can be.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. I've always known that&mdash;it was known by Dante, who all
+ his life possessed the soul of Beatrice; and Beethoven, who was united
+ from afar with Therese von Brunswick, knew it, though she was the wife
+ of another!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And yet! Happiness is only to be found in her company.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Then stay with her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You're forgetting one thing: we're divorced.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Good! Then you can begin a new marriage. And it'll promise
+ all the more, because both of you are new people.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Do you think anyone would marry us?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. I, for instance? That's asking too much.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes. I'd forgotten! But I daresay someone could be found. It's
+ another thing to get a home together....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. You're sometimes lucky, even if you won't see it. There's a
+ small house down there by the river; it's quite new and the owner's
+ never even seen it. He was an Englishman who wanted to marry; but at the
+ last moment <i>she</i> broke off the engagement. It was built by his
+ secretary, and neither of the engaged couple ever set eyes on it. It's
+ quite intact, you see!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. IS it to let?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Yes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Then I'll risk it. And I'll try to begin life all over again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Then you'll go down?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Out of the clouds. Below the sun's shining, and up here the
+ air's a little thin.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Good! Then we must part&mdash;for a time.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Where are you going?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Up.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And I down; to the earth, the mother with the soft bosom and
+ warm lap....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Until you long once more for what's hard as stone, as cold
+ and as white... Farewell! Greetings to those below!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (Each of them goes of in the direction he has chosen.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Curtain.
+ </p>
+ SCENE III A SMALL HOUSE ON THE MOUNTAIN
+ <p>
+ [A pleasant, panelled dining-room, with a tiled stove of majolica. On
+ the dining-table, which is in the middle of the room, stand vases filled
+ with flowers; also two candelabra with many lighted candles. A large
+ carved sideboard on the left. On the right, two windows. At the back,
+ two doors; that on the left is open and gives a view of the
+ drawing-room, belonging to the lady of the house, which is furnished in
+ light green and mahogany, and has a standard lamp of brass with a large,
+ lemon-coloured lampshade, which is lit. The door on the right is closed.
+ On the left behind the sideboard the entrance from the hall.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ [From the left the STRANGER enters, dressed as a bridegroom; and the
+ LADY, dressed as a bride; both radiant with youth and beauty.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Welcome to my house, belovčd; to your home and mine, my bride;
+ to your dwelling-place, my wife!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I'm grateful, dear friend! It's like a fairy tale!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes, it is. A whole book of fairy tales, my dear, written by
+ me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (They sit down on either side of the table.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Is this real? It seems too lovely to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I've never seen you look so young, so beautiful.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. It's your own eyes....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes, my own eyes that have learnt to see. And your goodness
+ taught them....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Which itself was taught by sorrow.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Ingeborg!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. It's the first time you've called me by that name.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. The first? I've never met Ingeborg; I've never known you, as
+ you are, sitting here in our home! Home! An enchanting word. An
+ enchanting thing I've never yet possessed. A home and a wife! You are my
+ first, my only one; for what once happened exists no longer&mdash;no
+ more than the hour that's past!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Orpheus! Your song has made these dead stones live. Make life sing
+ in me!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Eurydice, whom I rescued from the underworld! I'll love you to
+ life again; revivify you with my imagination. Now happiness will come to
+ us, for we know the dangers to avoid.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. The dangers, yes! It's lovely in this house. It seems as if these
+ rooms were full of invisible guests, who've come to welcome us. Kind
+ spirits, who'll bless us and our home.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. The candle flames are still, as if in prayer. The flowers are
+ pensive.... And yet!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Hush! The summer night's outside, warm and dark. And stars hang in
+ the sky; large and tearful in the fir trees, like Christmas candles.
+ This is happiness. Hold it fast!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (still thinking). And yet!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Hush!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (getting up). A poem's coming: I can hear it. It's for you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Don't tell it me. I can see it&mdash;in your eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. For I read it in yours! Well, I couldn't repeat it, because it
+ has no words. Only scent, and colour. If I were to, I should destroy it.
+ What's unborn is always most beautiful. What's unwon, most dear!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Quiet. Or, our guests will leave us.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (They do not speak.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. This <i>is</i> happiness&mdash;but I can't grasp it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. See it and breath it; for it can't be grasped.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (They do not speak.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You're looking at your little room.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. It's as bright green as a summer meadow. There's someone in there.
+ Several people!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Only my thoughts.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Your good, your beautiful thoughts....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Given me by you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Had I anything to give you?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You? Everything! But up to now my hands have not been free to
+ take it. Not clean enough to stroke your little heart....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Beloved! The time for reconciliation's coming.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. With mankind, and woman&mdash;through a woman? Yes, that time
+ has come; and blessed may you be amongst women.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The candles and lamps go out; it grows dark in the dining-room; but a
+ weak ray of light can be seen, coming from the brass standard lamp in
+ the LADY's room.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Why's it grown dark? Oh!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Where are you, beloved? Give me your hand. I'm afraid!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Here, dearest.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. The little hand, held out to me in the darkness, that's led me
+ over stones and thorns. That little, soft, dear hand! Lead me into the
+ light, into your bright, warm room; fresh green like hope.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (leading him towards the pale-green room). Are you afraid?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You're a white dove, with whom the startled eagle finds
+ sanctuary, when heaven's thunder clouds grow black, for the dove has no
+ fear. She has not provoked the thunders of heaven!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (They have reached the doorway leading to the other room, when the
+ curtain falls.)
+ </p>
+ ***
+ <p>
+ [The same room; but the table has been cleared. The LADY is sitting at
+ it, doing nothing. She seems bored. On the right, down stage, a window
+ is open. It is still. The STRANGER comes in, with a piece of paper in
+ his hand.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Now you shall hear it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (acquiescing absent-mindedly). Finished already?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Already? Do you mean that seriously? I've taken seven days to
+ write this little poem. (Silence.) Perhaps it'll bore you to hear it?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY (drily). No. Certainly not. (The STRANGER sits down at the table
+ and looks at the LADY.) Why are you looking at me?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I'd like to see your thoughts.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. But you've heard them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. That's nothing; I want to see them! (Pause.) What one says is
+ mostly worthless. (Pause.) May I read them? No, I see I mayn't. You want
+ nothing more from me. (The LADY makes a gesture as if she were going to
+ speak.) Your face tells me enough. Now you've sucked me dry, eaten me
+ hollow, killed my ego, my personality. To that I answer: how, my
+ beloved? Have <i>I</i> killed your ego, when I wanted to give you the
+ whole of mine; when I let you skim the cream off my bowl, that I'd
+ filled with all the experience of along life, with incursions into the
+ deserts and groves of knowledge and art?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I don't deny it, but my ego wasn't my own.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Not yours? Then what is? Something that belongs to others?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Is yours something that belongs to others too?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No. What I've experienced is my own, mine and no other's. What
+ I've read becomes mine, because I've broken it in two like glass, melted
+ it down, and from this substance blown new glass in novel forms.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. But I can never be yours.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I've become yours.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. What have you got from me?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. How can you ask me that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. All the same&mdash;I'm not sure that you think it, though I feel
+ you feel it&mdash;you wish me far away.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I must be a certain distance from you, if I'm to see you. Now
+ you're within the focus, and your image is unclear.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. The nearer, the farther off!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes. When we part, we long for one another; and when we meet
+ again, we long to part.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Do you really think we love each other?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes. Not like ordinary people, but unusual ones. We resemble
+ two drops of water, that fear to get close together, in case they should
+ cease to be two and become one.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. This time we knew the dangers and wanted to avoid them. But it
+ seems that they can't be avoided.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Perhaps they weren't dangers, but rude necessities; laws
+ inscribed in the councils of the immortals. (Silence.) Your love always
+ seemed to have the effect of hate. When you made me happy, you envied
+ the happiness you'd given me. And when you saw I was unhappy, you loved
+ me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Do you want me to leave you?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. If you do, I shall die.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. And, if I stay, it's I who'll die.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Then let's die together and live out our love in a higher
+ life; our love, that doesn't seem to be of this world. Let's live it out
+ in another planet, where there's no nearness and no distance, where two
+ are one; where number, time and space are no longer what they are in
+ this.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. I'd like to die, yet I don't want to. I think I must be dead
+ already.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. The air up here's too strong.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. You can't love me if you speak like that.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. To be frank, there are moments when you don't exist for me.
+ But in others I feel your hatred like suffocating smoke.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. And I feel my heart creeping from my breast, when you are angry
+ with me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Then we must hate one other.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. And love one another too.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And hate because we love. We hate each other, because we're
+ bound together. We hate the bond, we hate our love; we hate what is most
+ loveable, what is the bitterest, the best this life can offer. We've
+ come to an end!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. Yes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What a joke life is, if you take it seriously. And how
+ serious, if you take it as a joke! You wanted to lead me by the hand
+ towards the light; your easier fate was to make mine easier too. I
+ wanted to raise you above the bogs and quicksands; but you longed for
+ the lower regions, and wanted to convince me they were the upper ones. I
+ ask myself if it's possible that you took what was wicked from me, when
+ I was freed from it; and that what was good in you entered into me? If
+ I've made you wicked I ask your pardon, and I kiss your little hand,
+ that caressed and scratched me... the little hand that led me into the
+ darkness... and on the long journey to Damascus....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ LADY. To a parting? (Silence.) Yes, a parting!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The LADY goes on her way. The STRANGER falls on to a chair by the
+ table. The TEMPTER puts his head in at the window, and rests himself on
+ his elbows whilst he smokes a cigarette.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Ah, yes! C'est l'amour! The most mysterious of all mysteries,
+ the most inexplicable of all that can't be explained, the most
+ precarious of all that's insecure.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. So you're here?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. I'm always everywhere, where it smells of quarrels. And in love
+ affairs there are always quarrels.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Always?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Always! I was invited to a silver wedding yesterday.
+ Twenty-five years are no trifle&mdash;and for twenty-five years they'd
+ been quarrelling. The whole love affair had been one long shindy, with
+ many little ones in between! And yet they loved one another, and were
+ grateful for all the good that had come to them; the evil was forgotten,
+ wiped out&mdash;for a moment's happiness is worth ten days of blows and
+ pinpricks. Oh yes! Those who won't accept evil never get anything good.
+ The rind's very bitter, though the kernel's sweet.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. But very small.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. It may be small, but it's good! (Pause.) Tell me, why did your
+ madonna go her way? No answer; because he doesn't know! Now we'll have
+ to let the hotel again. Here's a board. I'll hang it out at once. 'To
+ Let.' One comes, another goes! C'est la vie, quoi? Rooms for Travellers!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Have you ever been married?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Oh yes. Of course.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Then why did you part?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Chiefly&mdash;perhaps it's a peculiarity of mine&mdash;chiefly
+ because&mdash;well, you know, a man marries to get a home, to get into a
+ home; and a woman to get out of one. She wanted to get out, and I wanted
+ to get in! I was so made that I couldn't take her into company, because
+ I felt as if she were soiled by men's glances. And in company, my
+ splendid, wonderful wife turned into a little grimacing monkey I
+ couldn't bear the sight of. So I stayed at home; and then, she stayed
+ away. And when I met her again, she'd changed into someone else. She, my
+ pure white notepaper, was scribbled all over; her clear and lovely
+ features changed in imitation of the satyr-like looks of strange men. I
+ could see miniature photographs of bull-fighters and guardsmen in her
+ eyes, and hear the strange accents of strange men in her voice. On our
+ grand piano, on which only the harmonies of the great masters used to be
+ heard, she now played the cabaret songs of strange men; and on our table
+ there lay nothing but the favourite reading of strange men. In a word,
+ my whole existence was on the way to becoming an intellectual
+ concubinage with strange men&mdash;and that was contrary to my nature,
+ which has always longed for women! And&mdash;I need hardly say this&mdash;the
+ tastes of these strange men were always the reverse of mine. She
+ developed a real genius for discovering things I detested! That's what
+ she called 'saving her personality.' Can you understand that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I can; but I won't attempt to explain it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Yet this woman maintained she loved me, and that I didn't love
+ her. But I loved her so much I didn't want to speak to any other human
+ being; because I feared to be untrue to her if I found pleasure in the
+ company of others, even if they were men. I'd married for feminine
+ society; and in order to enjoy it I'd left my friends. I'd married in
+ order to find company, but what I got was complete solitude! And I was
+ supporting house and home, in order to provide strange men with feminine
+ companionship. <i>C'est l'amour</i>, my friend!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You should never talk about your wife.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. No! For if you speak well of her, people will laugh; and if you
+ speak ill, all their sympathy will go out to her; and if, in the first
+ instance, you ask why they laugh, you get no answer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No. You can never find out who you've married. Never get hold
+ of her&mdash;it seems she's no one. Tell me&mdash;what is woman?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. I don't know! Perhaps a larva or a chrysalis, out of whose
+ trance-like life a man one day will be created. She seems a child, but
+ isn't one; she is a sort of child, and yet not like one. Drags downward,
+ when the man pulls up. Drags upward, when the man pulls down.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. She always wants to disagree with her husband; always has a
+ lot of sympathy for what he dislikes; is crudest beneath the greatest
+ superficial refinement; the wickedest amongst the best. And yet,
+ whenever I've been in love, I've always grown more sensitive to the
+ refinements of civilisation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. You, I dare say. What about her?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Oh, whilst our love was growing <i>she</i> was always
+ developing backwards. And getting cruder and more wicked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Can you explain that?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No. But once, when I was trying to find the solution to the
+ riddle by disagreeing with myself, I took it that she absorbed my evil
+ and I her good.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Do you think woman's particularly false?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes and no. She seeks to hide her weakness but that only means
+ that she's ambitious and has a sense of shame. Only whores are honest,
+ and therefore cynical.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Tell me some more about her that's good.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I once had a woman friend. She soon noticed that when I drank
+ I looked uglier than usual; so she begged me not to. I remember one
+ night we'd been talking in a café for many hours. When it was nearly ten
+ o'clock, she begged me to go home and not to drink any more. We parted,
+ after we'd said goodnight. A few days later I heard she'd left me only
+ to go to a large party, where she drank till morning. Well, I said, as
+ in those days I looked for all that was good in women, she meant well by
+ me, but had to pollute herself for business reasons.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. That's well thought out; and, as a view, can be defended. She
+ wanted to make you better than herself, higher and purer, so that she
+ could look up to you! But you can find an equally good explanation for
+ that. A wife's always angry and out of humour with her husband; and the
+ husband's always kind and grateful to his wife. He does all he can to
+ make things easy for her, and she does all she can to torture him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. That's not true. Of course it may sometimes appear to be so. I
+ once had a woman friend who shifted all the defects that she had on to
+ me. For instance, she was very much in love with herself, and therefore
+ called me the most egoistical of men. She drank, and called me a
+ drunkard; she rarely changed her linen and said I was dirty; she was
+ jealous, even of my men friends, and called me Othello. She was
+ masterful and called me Nero. Niggardly and called me Harpagon.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Why didn't you answer her?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You know why very well! If I'd made clear to her what she
+ really was, I'd have lost her favour that moment&mdash;and it was
+ precisely her favour I wanted to keep.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. <i>A tout prix</i>! Yes, that's the source of degradation! You
+ grow accustomed to holding your tongue, and at last find yourself caught
+ in a tissue of falsehoods.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Wait! Don't you agree that married people so mix their
+ personalities that they can no longer distinguish between meum and tuum,
+ no longer remain separate from one another, or cannot tell their own
+ weaknesses from those of the other. My jealous friend, who called me
+ Othello, took me for herself, identified me with herself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. That sounds conceivable.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You see! You can often explain most if you don't ask who's to
+ blame. For when married people begin to differ, it's like a realm
+ divided against itself, and that's the worst kind of disharmony.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. There are moments when I think a woman cannot love a man.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Perhaps not. To love is an active verb and woman's a passive
+ noun. He loves and she is loved; he asks questions and she merely
+ answers.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Then what is woman's love?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. The man's.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Well said. And therefore when the man ceases to love her, she
+ severs herself from him!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And then?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. 'Sh! Someone's coming. Perhaps to take the house!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. A woman or a man?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. A woman! And a man. But he's waiting outside. Now he's turned
+ and is going into the wood. Interesting!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Who is it?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. You can see for yourself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (looking out of the window). It's she! My first wife! My first
+ love!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. It seems she's left her second husband recently... and arrived
+ here with number three; who, if one can judge by certain movements of
+ his back and calves, is escaping from a stormy scene. Oh, well! But she
+ didn't notice his spiteful intentions. Very interesting! I'll go out and
+ listen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (He disappears. The WOMAN knocks.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Come in!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The WOMAN comes in. There is a silence.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN (excitedly). I only came here because the house was to let.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Oh!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN (slowly). Had I known who wanted to let it, I shouldn't have come.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What does it matter?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. May I sit down a moment? I'm tired.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Please do. (They sit down at the table opposite one another,
+ in the seats occupied by the STRANGER and the LADY in the first scene.)
+ It's a long time since we've sat facing one another like this.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. With flowers and lights on the table. One night...
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. When I was dressed as a bridegroom and you as a bride...
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. And the candle flames were still as in prayer and the flowers
+ pensive....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Is your husband outside?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. No.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. You're still seeking... what doesn't exist?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. Doesn't it?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. No. I always told you so, but you wouldn't believe me; you
+ wanted to find out for yourself. Have you found out now?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. Not yet.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Why did you leave your husband? (The WOMAN doesn't reply.) Did
+ he beat you?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. Yes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. How did he come to forget himself so far?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. He was angry.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What about?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. Nothing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Why was he angry about nothing?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN (rising). No, thank you! I won't sit here and be picked to pieces.
+ Where's your wife?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. She left me just now.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. Why?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Why did you leave me?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. I felt you wanted to leave me; so, not to be deserted, I went
+ myself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I dare say that's true. But how could you read my thoughts?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN (sitting down again). What? We didn't need to speak in order to
+ know one another's thoughts.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. We made a mistake when we were living together, because we
+ accused each other of wicked thoughts before they'd become actions; and
+ lived in mental reservations instead of realities. For instance, I once
+ noticed how you enjoyed the defiling gaze of a strange man, and I
+ accused you of unfaithfulness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. You were wrong to do so, and right. Because my thoughts were
+ sinful.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Don't you think my habit of 'anticipating you' prevented your
+ bad designs from being put in practice?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. Let me think! Yes, perhaps it did. But I was annoyed to find a
+ spy always at my side, watching my inmost self, that was my own.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. But it wasn't your own: it was ours!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. Yes, but I held it to be mine, and believed you'd no right to
+ force your way in. When you did so I hated you; I said you were
+ abnormally suspicious out of self-defence. Now I can admit that your
+ suspicions were never wrong; that they were, in fact, the purest wisdom.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Oh! Do you know that, at night, when we'd said good-night as
+ friends and gone to sleep, I used to wake and feel your hatred poisoning
+ me; and think of getting out of bed so as not to be suffocated. One
+ night I woke and felt a pressure on the top of my head. I saw you were
+ awake and had put your hand close to my mouth. I thought you were making
+ me inhale poison from a phial; and, to make sure, I seized your hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. I remember.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What did you do then?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. Nothing. Only hated you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Why?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. Because you were my husband. Because I ate your bread.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Do you think it's always the same?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. I don't know. I suspect it is.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. But sometimes you've even despised me?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. Yes, when you were ridiculous. A man in love is always
+ ridiculous. Do you know what a cox-comb is? That's what a lover's like.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. But if any man who loves you is ridiculous, how can you
+ respond to his love?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. We don't! We submit to it, and search for another man who doesn't
+ love us.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. But if he, in turn, begins to love you, do you look for a
+ third?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. Perhaps it's like that.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Very strange. (There is a silence.) I remember you were always
+ dreaming of someone you called your Toreador, which I translated by
+ 'horse butcher.' You eventually got him, but he gave you no children,
+ and no bread; only beatings! A toreador's always fighting. (Silence.)
+ Once I let myself be tempted into trying to compete with the toreador. I
+ started to bicycle and fence and do other things of the kind. But you
+ only began to detest me for it. That means that the husband mayn't do
+ what the lover may. Later you had a passion for page boys. One of them
+ used to sit on the Brussels carpet and read you bad verses.... My good
+ ones were of no use to you. Did you get your page boy?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. Yes. But his verses weren't bad, really.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Oh yes, they were, my dear. I know him! He stole my rhythms
+ and set them for the barrel organ.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN (rising and going to the door.) You should be ashamed of yourself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The TEMPTER conies in, holding a letter in his hand.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Here's a letter. It's for you. (The WOMAN takes it, reads it
+ and falls into a chair.) A farewell note! Oh, well! All beginnings are
+ hard&mdash;in love affairs. And those who lack the patience to surmount
+ initial difficulties&mdash;lose the golden fruit. Pages are always
+ impatient. Unknown youth, have you had enough?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (rising and picking up his hat). My poor Anna!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. Don't leave me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I must.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. Don't go. You were the best of them all.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Do you want to begin again from the beginning? That would be a
+ sure way to make an end of this. For if lovers only find one another,
+ they lose one another! What is love? Say something witty, each one of
+ you, before we part.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. I don't know what it is. The highest and the loveliest of things,
+ that has to sink to the lowest and the ugliest.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. A caricature of godly love.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. An annual plant, that blossoms during the engagement, goes to
+ seed in marriage and then sinks to the earth to wither and die.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. The loveliest flowers have no seed. The rose is the flower of
+ love.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And the lily that of innocence. That can form seeds, but only
+ opens her white cup to kisses.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. And propagates her kind with buds, out of which fresh lilies
+ spring, like chaste Minerva who sprang fully armed from the head of
+ Zeus, and not from his royal loins. Oh yes, children, I've understood
+ much, but never this: what the beloved of my soul has to do with.... (He
+ hesitates.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Well, go on!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. What all-powerful love, that is the marriage of souls, has to
+ do with the propagation of the species!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER and WOMAN. Now he's come to the point!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. I've never been able to understand how a kiss, that's an unborn
+ word, a soundless speech, a quiet language of the soul, can be
+ exchanged, by means of a hallowed procedure, for a surgical operation,
+ that always ends in tears and the chattering of teeth. I've never
+ understood how that holy night, the first in which two souls embrace
+ each other in love, can end in the shedding of blood, in quarrelling,
+ hate, mutual contempt&mdash;and lint! (He holds his mouth shut.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Suppose the story of the fall were true? In pain shalt thou
+ bring forth children.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. In that case one could understand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ WOMAN. Who is the man who says these things?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Only a wanderer on the quicksands of this life. (The WOMAN
+ rises.) So you're ready to go. Who will go first?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I shall.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Where?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Upwards. And you?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. I shall stay down here, in between....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Curtain.
+ </p>
+ <a name="link2H_4_0013" id="link2H_4_0013">
+ <!-- H2 anchor --> </a>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ ACT IV
+ </h2>
+ <h3>
+ SCENE I
+ </h3>
+ <h3>
+ CHAPTER HOUSE OF THE MONASTERY
+ </h3>
+ <p>
+ [A Gothic chapter house. In the background arcades lead to the cloisters
+ and the courtyard of the monastery. In the middle of the courtyard there
+ is a well with a statue of the Virgin Mary, surrounded by long-stemmed
+ white roses. The walls of the chapter house are filled with built-in
+ choir stalls of oak. The PRIOR'S own stall is in the middle to the right
+ and rather higher than the rest. In the middle of the chapter house an
+ enormous crucifix. The sun is shining on the statue of the Virgin in the
+ courtyard. The STRANGER enters from the back. He is wearing a coarse
+ monkish cowl, with a rope round his waist and sandals on his feet. He
+ halts in the doorway and looks at the chapter house, then goes over to
+ the crucifix and stops in front of it. The last strophe of the choral
+ service can be heard from across the courtyard. The CONFESSOR enters
+ from the back; he is dressed in black and white; he has long hair and
+ along beard and a very small tonsure that can hardly be seen.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Peace be with you!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And with you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. How do you like this white house?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I can only see blackness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. You still are black; but you'll grow white, quite white! Did
+ you sleep well last night?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Dreamlessly, like a tired child. But tell me: why do I find so
+ many locked doors?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. You'll gradually learn to open them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Is this a large building?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Endless! It dates from the time of Charlemagne and has
+ continually grown through pious benefactions. Untouched by the spiritual
+ upheavals and changes of different epochs, it stands on its rocky height
+ as a monument of Western culture. That is to say: Christian faith wedded
+ to the knowledge of Hellas and Rome.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. So it's not merely a religious foundation?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. No. It embraces all the arts and sciences as well. There's a
+ library, museum, observatory and laboratory&mdash;as you'll see later.
+ Agriculture and horticulture are also studied here; and a hospital for
+ laymen, with its own sulphur springs, is attached to the monastery.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. One word more, before the chapter assembles. What kind of man
+ is the Prior?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR (smiling). He is the Prior! Aloof, without peer, dwelling on
+ the summits of human knowledge, and... well, you'll see him soon.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Is it true that he's so old?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. He's reached an unusual age. He was born at the beginning of
+ the century that's now nearing its end.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Has he always been in the monastery?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. No. He's not always been a monk, though always a priest. Once
+ he was a minister, but that was seventy years ago. Twice curator of the
+ university. Archbishop.... 'Sh! Mass is over.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I presume he's not the kind of unprejudiced priest who
+ pretends to have vices when he has none?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Not at all. But he's seen life and mankind, and he's more
+ human than priestly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And the fathers?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Wise men, with strange histories, and none of them alike.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Who can never have known life as it's lived....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. All have lived their lives, more than once; have suffered
+ shipwreck, started again, gone to pieces and risen once more. You must
+ wait.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. The Prior's sure to ask me questions. I don't think I can
+ agree to everything.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. On the contrary, you must show yourself as you are; and
+ defend your opinions to the last.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Will contradiction be permitted here?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Here? You're a child, who's lived in a childish world, where
+ you've played with thoughts and words. You've lived in the erroneous
+ belief that language, a material thing, can be a vehicle for anything so
+ subtle as thoughts and feelings. We've discovered that error, and
+ therefore speak as little as possible; for we are aware of, and can
+ divine, the innermost thoughts of our neighbour. We've so developed our
+ perceptive faculties by spiritual exercises that we are linked in a
+ single chain; and can detect a feeling of pleasure and harmony, when
+ there's complete accord. The Prior, who has trained himself most
+ rigorously, can feel if anyone's thoughts have strayed into wrong paths.
+ In some respects he's like&mdash;merely like, I say&mdash;a telephone
+ engineer's galvanometer, that shows when and where a current has been
+ interrupted. Therefore we can have no secrets from one another, and so
+ do not need the confessional. Think of all this when you confront the
+ searching eye of the Prior!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Is there any intention of examining me?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Oh no. There are merely a few questions to answer without any
+ deep meaning, before the practical examinations. Quiet! Here they are.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (He goes to one side. The PRIOR enters from the back. He is dressed
+ entirely in white and he has pulled up his hood. He is a tall man with
+ long white hair and along white beard-his head is like that of Jupiter.
+ His face is pale, but full and without wrinkles. His eyes are large,
+ surrounded by shadows and his eyebrows strongly marked. A quiet,
+ majestic calm reigns over his whole personality. The PRIOR is followed
+ by twelve Fathers, dressed in black and white, with black hoods, also
+ pulled up. All bow to the crucifix and then go to their places.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PRIOR (after looking at the STRANGER for a moment.) What do you seek
+ here? (The STRANGER is confused and tries to find an answer, but cannot.
+ The PRIOR goes on, calmly, firmly, but indulgently.) Peace? Isn't that
+ so? (The STRANGER makes a sign of assent with head and mouth.) But if
+ the whole of life is a struggle, how can you find peace amongst the
+ living? (The STRANGER is not able to answer.) Do you want to turn your
+ back on life because you feel you've been injured, cheated?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (in a weak voice). Yes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PRIOR. So you've been defrauded, unjustly dealt with? And this injustice
+ began so early that you, an innocent child, couldn't imagine you'd
+ committed any crime that was worthy of punishment. Well, once you were
+ unjustly accused of stealing fruit; tormented into taking the offence on
+ yourself; tortured into telling lies about yourself and forced to beg
+ forgiveness for a fault you'd not committed. Wasn't it so?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (with certainty). Yes. It was.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PRIOR. It was; and you've never been able to forget it. Never. Now
+ listen, you've a good memory; can you remember <i>The Swiss Family
+ Robinson</i>?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER (shrinking). <i>The Swiss Family Robinson</i>?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PRIOR. Yes. Those events that caused you such mental torture happened in
+ 1857, but at Christmas 1856, that is the year before, you tore a copy of
+ that book and out of fear of punishment hid it under a chest in the
+ kitchen. (The STRANGER is taken aback.) The wardrobe was painted in oak
+ graining, and clothes hung in its upper part, whilst shoes stood below.
+ This wardrobe seemed enormously big to you, for you were a small child,
+ and you couldn't imagine it could ever be moved; but during spring
+ cleaning at Easter what was hidden was brought to light. Fear drove you
+ to put the blame on a schoolfellow. And now he had to endure torture,
+ because appearances were against him, for you were thought to be
+ trustworthy. After this the history of your sorrows comes as a logical
+ sequence. You accept this logic?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes. Punish me!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PRIOR. No. I don't punish; when I was a child I did&mdash;similar
+ things. But will you now promise to forget this history of your own
+ sufferings for all time and never to recount it again?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I promise! If only he whom I took advantage of could forgive
+ me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PRIOR. He has already. Isn't that so, Pater Isidor?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ ISIDOR (who was the DOCTOR in the first part of 'The Road to Damascus,'
+ rising). With my whole heart!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. It's you!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ ISIDOR. Yes. I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PRIOR (to FATHER ISIDOR). Pater Isidor, say a word, just one.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ ISIDOR. It was in the year 1856 that I had to endure my torture. But
+ even in 1854 one of my brothers suffered in the same way, owing to a
+ false accusation on my part. (To the STRANGER.) So we're all guilty and
+ not one of us is without blemish; and I believe my victim had no clear
+ conscience either. (He sits down.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PRIOR. If we could only stop accusing one another and particularly
+ Eternal Justice! But we're born in guilt and all resemble Adam! (To the
+ STRANGER.) There was something you wanted to know, was there not?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I wanted to know life's inmost meaning.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PRIOR. The very innermost! So you wanted to learn what no man's
+ permitted to know. Pater Uriel! (PATER URIEL, who is blind, rises. The
+ PRIOR speaks to the STRANGER.) Look at this blind father! We call him
+ Uriel in remembrance of Uriel Acosta, whom perhaps you've heard of? (The
+ STRANGER makes a sign that he has not.) You haven't? All young people
+ should have heard of him. Uriel Acosta was a Portuguese of Jewish
+ descent, who, however, was brought up in the Christian faith. When he
+ was still fairly young he began to inquire&mdash;you understand&mdash;to
+ inquire if Christ were really God; with the result that he went over to
+ the Jewish faith. And then he began research into the Mosaic writings
+ and the immortality of the soul, with the result that the Rabbis handed
+ him over to the Christian priesthood for punishment. A long time after
+ he returned to the Jewish faith. But his thirst for knowledge knew no
+ bounds, and he continued his researches till he found he'd reached
+ absolute nullity; and in despair that he couldn't learn the final secret
+ he took his own life with a pistol shot. (Pause.) Now look at our good
+ father Uriel here. He, too, was once very young and anxious to know; he
+ always wanted to be in the forefront of every modern movement, and he
+ discovered new philosophies. I may add, by the way, that he's a friend
+ of my boyhood and almost as old as I. Now about 1820 he came upon the
+ so-called rational philosophy, that had already lain in its grave for
+ twenty years. With this system of thought, which was supposed to be a
+ master key, all locks were to be picked, all questions answered and all
+ opponents confuted&mdash;everything was clear and simple. In those days
+ Uriel was a strong opponent of all religions and in particular followed
+ the Mesmerists, as the hypnotisers of that age were called. In 1830 our
+ friend became a Hegelian, though, to be sure, rather late in the day.
+ Then he re-discovered God, a God who was immanent in nature and in man,
+ and found he was a little god himself. Now, as ill-luck would have it,
+ there were two Hegels, just as there were two Voltaires; and the later,
+ or more conservative Hegel, had developed his All-godhead till it had
+ become a compromise with the Christian view. And so Father Uriel, who
+ never wanted to be behind the times, became a rationalistic Christian,
+ who was given the thankless task of combating Rationalism and himself.
+ (Pause.) I'll shorten the whole sad history for Father Uriel's sake. In
+ 1850 he again became a materialist and an enemy of Christianity. In 1870
+ he became a hypnotist, in 1880 a theosophist, and 1890 he wanted to
+ shoot himself! I met him just at that time. He was sitting on a bench in
+ Unter den Linden in Berlin, and he was blind. This Uriel was blind&mdash;and
+ Uriel means 'God is my Light'&mdash;who for a century had marched with
+ the torch of liberalism at the head of <i>every</i> modern movement! (To
+ the STRANGER.) You see, he wanted to know, but he failed! And therefore
+ he now believes. Is there anything else you'd like to know?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. One thing only.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PRIOR. Speak.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. If Father Uriel had held to his first faith in 1810, men would
+ have called him conservative or old-fashioned; but now, as he's followed
+ the developments of his time and has therefore discarded his youthful
+ faith, men will call him a renegade&mdash;that's to say: whatever he
+ does mankind will blame him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PRIOR. Do you heed what men say? Father Clemens, may I tell him how you
+ heeded what men said? (PATER CLEMENS rises and makes a gesture of
+ assent.) Father Clemens is our greatest figure painter. In the world
+ outside he's known by another name, a very famous one. Father Clemens
+ was a young man in 1830. He felt he had a talent for painting and gave
+ himself up to it with his whole soul. When he was twenty he was
+ exhibiting. The public, the critics, his teachers, and his parents were
+ all of the opinion that he'd made a mistake in the choice of his
+ profession. Young Clemens heeded what men were saying, so he laid down
+ his brush and turned bookseller. When he was fifty years of age, and had
+ his life behind him, the paintings of his early years were discovered by
+ some stranger; and were then recognised as masterpieces by the public,
+ the critics, his teachers and relations! But it was too late. And when
+ Father Clemens complained of the wickedness of the world, the world
+ answered with a heartless grin: 'Why did you let yourself be taken in?'
+ Father Clemens grieved so much at this, that he came to us. But he
+ doesn't grieve any longer now. Or do you, Father Clemens?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CLEMENS. No! But that isn't the end of the story. The paintings I'd done
+ in 1830 were admired and hung in a museum till 1880. Taste then changed
+ very quickly, and one day an important newspaper announced that their
+ presence there was an outrage. So they were banished to the attic.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PRIOR (to the STRANGER). That's a good story!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CLEMENS. But it's still not finished. By 1890 taste had so changed again
+ that a professor of the History of Art wrote that it was a national
+ scandal that my works should be hanging in an attic. So the pictures
+ were brought down again, and, for the time being, are classical. But for
+ how long? From that you can see, young man, in what worldly fame
+ consists? Vanitas vanitatum vanitas!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Then is life worth living?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ PRIOR. Ask Pater Melcher, who is experienced not only in the world of
+ deception and error, but also in that of lies and contradictions. Follow
+ him: he'll show you the picture gallery and tell you stories.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I'll gladly follow anyone who can teach me something.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (PATER MELCHER takes the STRANGER by the hand and leads him out of the
+ Chapter House.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Curtain.
+ </p>
+ SCENE II PICTURE GALLERY OF THE MONASTERY
+ <p>
+ [Picture Gallery of the Monastery. There are mostly portraits of people
+ with two heads.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MELCHER. Well, first we have here a small landscape, by an unknown
+ master, called 'The Two Towers.' Perhaps you've been in Switzerland and
+ know the originals.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. I've been in Switzerland!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MELCHER. Exactly. Then near the station of Amsteg on the Gotthard
+ railway you've seen a tower, called Zwing-Uri, sung of by Schiller in
+ his <i>Wilhelm Tell</i>. It stands there as a monument to the cruel
+ oppression which the inhabitants of Uri suffered at the hands of the
+ German Emperors. Good! On the Italian side of the Gotthard lies
+ Bellinzona, as you know. There are many towers to be seen there, but the
+ most curious is called Castel d'Uri. That's the monument recalling the
+ cruel oppression which the Italian cantons suffered at the hands of the
+ inhabitants of Uri! Now do you understand?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. So freedom means: freedom to oppress others. That's new to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MELCHER. Then let's go on without further comment to the portrait
+ collection. Number one in the catalogue. Boccaccio, with two heads&mdash;all
+ our portraits have at least two heads. His story's well known. The great
+ man began his career by writing dissolute and godless tales, which he
+ dedicated to Queen Johanna of Naples, who'd seduced the son of St.
+ Brigitta. Boccaccio ended up as a saint in a monastery where he lectured
+ on Dante's Hell and the devils that, in his youth, he had thought to
+ drive out in a most original way. You'll notice now, how the two faces
+ are meeting each other's gaze!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes. But all trace of humour's lacking; and humour's to be
+ expected in a man who knew himself as well as our friend Boccaccio did.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MELCHER. Number two in the catalogue. Ah, yes; that's two-headed Doctor
+ Luther. The youthful champion of tolerance and the aged upholder of
+ intolerance. Have I said enough?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Quite enough.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MELCHER. Number three in the catalogue. The great Gustavus Adolphus
+ accepting Catholic funds from Cardinal Richelieu in order to fight for
+ Protestantism, whilst remaining neutral in the face of the Catholic
+ League.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. How do Protestants explain this threefold contradiction?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MELCHER. They say it's not true. Number four in the catalogue. Schiller,
+ the author of The Robbers, who was offered the freedom of the City of
+ Paris by the leaders of the French Revolution in 1792; but who had been
+ made a State Councillor of Meiningen as early as 1790 and a royal Danish
+ Stipendiary in 1791. The scene depicts the State Councillor&mdash;and
+ friend of his Excellency Goethe&mdash;receiving the Diploma of Honour
+ from the leaders of the French Revolution as late as 1798. Think of it,
+ the diploma of the Reign of Terror in the year 1798, when the Revolution
+ was over and the country under the Directory! I'd have liked to have
+ seen the Councillor and his friend, His Excellency! But it didn't
+ matter, for two years later he repaid his nomination by writing the <i>Song
+ of the Bell</i>, in which he expressed his thanks and begged the
+ revolutionaries to keep quiet! Well, that's life. We're intelligent
+ people and love <i>The Robbers</i> as much as <i>The Song of the Bell</i>;
+ Schiller as much as Goethe!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. The work remains, the master perishes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MELCHER. Goethe, yes! Number five in the catalogue. He began with
+ Strassburg cathedral and <i>Götz von Berlichingen</i>, two hurrahs for
+ gothic Germanic art against that of Greece and Rome. Later he fought
+ against Germanism and for Classicism. Goethe against Goethe! There you
+ see the traditional Olympic calm, harmony, etc., in the greatest
+ disharmony with itself. But depression at this turns into uneasiness
+ when the young Romantic school appears and combats the Goethe of <i>Iphigenia</i>
+ with theories drawn from Goethe's <i>Goetz</i>. That the 'great heathen'
+ ends up by converting Faust in the Second Part, and allowing him to be
+ saved by the Virgin Mary and the angels, is usually passed over in
+ silence by his admirers. Also the fact that a man of such clear vision
+ should, towards the end of his life, have found everything so 'strange,'
+ and 'curious,' even the simplest facts that he'd previously seen
+ through. His last wish was for 'more light'! Yes; but it doesn't matter.
+ We're intelligent people and love our Goethe just the same.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. And rightly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MELCHER. Number six in the catalogue. Voltaire! He has more than two
+ heads. The Godless One, who spent his whole life defending God. The
+ Mocker, who was mocked, because 'he believed in God like a child.' The
+ author of the cynical 'Candide,' who wrote:
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ In my youth I sought the pleasures
+ Of the senses, but I learned
+ That their sweetness was illusion
+ Soon to bitterness it turned.
+ In old age I've come to see
+ Life is nought but vanity.
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ Dr. Knowall, who thought he could grasp everything between Heaven and
+ Earth by means of reason and science, sings like this, when he comes to
+ the end of his life:
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ I had thought to find in knowledge
+ Light to guide me on my way;
+ Yet I still must walk in darkness
+ All that's known must soon decay.
+ Ignorance, I turn to thee!
+ Knowledge is but vanity.
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ But that's no matter! Voltaire can be put to many uses. The Jews use him
+ against the Christians, and the Christians use him against the Jews,
+ because he was an anti-Semite, like Luther. Chateaubriand used him to
+ defend Catholicism, and Protestants use him even to-day to attack
+ Catholicism. He was a fine fellow!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Then what's your view?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MELCHER. We have no views here; we've faith, as I've told you already.
+ And that's why we've only one head&mdash;placed exactly above the heart.
+ (Pause.) In the meantime let's look at number seven in the catalogue.
+ Ah, Napoleon! The creation of the Revolution itself! The Emperor of the
+ People, the Nero of Freedom, the suppressor of Equality and the 'big
+ brother' of Fraternity. He's the most cunning of all the two-headed, for
+ he could laugh at himself, raise himself above his own contradictions,
+ change his skin and his soul, and yet be quite explicable to himself in
+ every transformation&mdash;convinced, self-authorised. There's only one
+ other man who can be compared with him in this; Kierkegaard the Dane.
+ From the beginning he was aware of this parthenogenesis of the soul,
+ whose capacity to multiply by taking cuttings was equivalent to bringing
+ forth young in this life without conception. And for that reason, and so
+ as not to become life's fool, he wrote under a number of pseudonyms, of
+ which each one constituted a 'stage on his life's way.' But did you
+ realise this? The Lord of life, in spite of all these precautions, made
+ a fool of him after all. Kierkegaard, who fought all his life against
+ the priesthood and the professional preachers of the State Church, was
+ eventually forced of necessity to become a professional preacher
+ himself! Oh yes! Such things do happen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. The Powers That Be play tricks....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MELCHER. The Powers play tricks on tricksters, and delude the arrogant,
+ particularly those who alone believe they possess truth and knowledge!
+ Number eight in the catalogue. Victor Hugo. He split himself into
+ countless parts. He was a peer of France, a Grandee of Spain, a friend
+ of Kings, and the socialist author of <i>Les Misérables</i>. The peers
+ naturally called him a renegade, and the socialists a reformer. Number
+ nine. Count Friedrich Leopold von Stollberg. He wrote a fanatical book
+ for the Protestants, and then suddenly became a Catholic! Inexplicable
+ in a sensible man. A miracle, eh? A little journey to Damascus, perhaps?
+ Number ten. Lafayette. The heroic upholder of freedom, the
+ revolutionary, who was forced to leave France as a suspected
+ reactionary, because he wanted to help Louis XVI; and then was captured
+ by the Austrians and carried off to Olmütz as a revolutionary! What was
+ he in reality?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Both!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MELCHER. Yes, both. He had the two halves that made a whole&mdash;a
+ whole man. Number eleven. Bismarck. A paradox. The honest diplomat, who
+ maintained he'd discovered that to tell the truth was the greatest of
+ ruses. And so was compelled&mdash;by the Powers, I suppose?&mdash;to
+ spend the last six years of his life unmasking himself as a conscious
+ liar. You're tired. Then we'll stop now.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes, if one clings to the same ideas all one's life, and holds
+ the same opinions, one grows old according to nature's laws, and gets
+ called conservative, old-fashioned, out of date. But if one goes on
+ developing, keeping pace with one's own age, renewing oneself with the
+ perennially youthful impulses of contemporary thought, one's called a
+ waverer and a renegade.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MELCHER. That's as old as the world! But does an intelligent, man heed
+ what he's called? One is, what one's becoming.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. But who revises the periodically changing views of
+ contemporary opinion?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ MELCHER. You ought to answer that yourself, and indeed in this way. It
+ is the Powers themselves who promulgate contemporary opinion, as they
+ develop in <i>apparent</i> circles. Hegel, the philosopher of the
+ present, himself dimorphous, for both a 'left'-minded and a
+ 'right'-minded Hegel can always be quoted, has best explained the
+ contradictions of life, of history and of the spirit, with his own magic
+ formula. Thesis: affirmation; Antithesis: negation; Synthesis:
+ comprehension! Young man, or rather, comparatively young man! You began
+ life by accepting everything, then went on to denying everything on
+ principle. Now end your life by comprehending everything. Be exclusive
+ no longer. Do not say: either&mdash;or, but: not only&mdash;but also! In
+ a word, or two words rather, Humanity and Resignation!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Curtain.
+ </p>
+ SCENE III CHAPEL OF THE MONASTERY
+ <p>
+ [Choir of the Monastery Chapel. An open coffin with a bier cloth and two
+ burning candles. The CONFESSOR leads in the STRANGER by the hand. The
+ STRANGER is dressed in the white shirt of the novice.]
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Have you carefully considered the step you wish to take?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Very carefully.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Have you no more questions?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Questions? No.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR. Then stay here, whilst I fetch the Chapter and the Fathers
+ and Brothers, so that the solemn act may begin.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes. Let it come to pass.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The CONFESSOR goes out. The STRANGER, left alone, is sunk in thought.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER (coming forward). Are you ready?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. So ready, that I've no answer left for you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. On the brink of the grave, I understand! You'll have to lie in
+ your coffin and appear to die; the old Adam will be covered with three
+ shovelfuls of earth, and a De Profundis will be sung. Then you'll rise
+ again from the dead, having laid aside your old name, and be baptized
+ once more like a new-born child! What will you be called? (The STRANGER
+ does not reply.) It is written: Johannes, brother Johannes, because he
+ preached in the wilderness and...
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Do not trouble me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Speak to me a little, before you depart into the long silence.
+ For you'll not be allowed to speak for a whole year.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. All the better. Speaking at last becomes a vice, like
+ drinking. And why speak, if words do not cloak thoughts?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. <i>You</i> at the graveside.... Was life so bitter?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes. My life was.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Did you never know one pleasure?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Yes, many pleasures; but they were very brief and seemed only
+ to exist in order to make the pain of their loss the sharper.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Can't it be put the other way round: that pain exists in order
+ to make joy more keen?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. It can be put in any way.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (A woman enters with a child to be baptized.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Look! A little mortal, who's to be consecrated to suffering.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Poor child!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. A human history, that's about to begin. (A bridal couple cross
+ the stage.) And there&mdash;what's loveliest, and most bitter. Adam and
+ Eve in Paradise, that in a week will be a Hell, and in a fortnight
+ Paradise again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. What is loveliest, brightest! The first, the only, the last
+ that ever gave life meaning! I, too, once sat in the sunlight on a
+ verandah, in the spring beneath the first tree to show new green, and a
+ small crown crowned a head, and a white veil lay like thin morning mist
+ over a face... that was not that of a human being. Then came darkness!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. Whence?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. From the light itself. I know no more.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER. It could only have been a shadow, for light is needed to throw
+ shadows; but for darkness no light is needed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ STRANGER. Stop! Or we'll never come to an end.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ (The CONFESSOR and the CHAPTER appear in procession.)
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ TEMPTER (disappearing). Farewell!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR (advancing with a large black bier-cloth). Lord! Grant him
+ eternal peace!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CHOIR. May he be illumined with perpetual light!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CONFESSOR (wrapping the STRANGER to the bier-cloth). May he rest in
+ peace!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ CHOIR. Amen!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Curtain.
+ </p>
+ <br />
+ </div>
+ <p>
+ <br /> <br />
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ <br /> <br />
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+
+
+
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+The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Road to Damascus, by August Strindberg
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+Title: The Road to Damascus
+ A Trilogy
+
+Author: August Strindberg
+
+Commentator: Gunnar Ollen
+
+Translator: Esther Johanson and Graham Rawson
+
+Release Date: September, 2005 [EBook #8875]
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+*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE ROAD TO DAMASCUS ***
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+Produced by Nicole Apostola
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+THE ROAD TO DAMASCUS
+
+A TRILOGY
+
+
+By August Strindberg
+
+
+English Version By Graham Rawson
+
+With An Introduction By Gunnar Ollen
+
+
+
+CONTENTS
+
+ INTRODUCTION
+ PART ONE
+ PART TWO
+ PART THREE
+
+
+
+
+INTRODUCTION
+
+Strindberg's great trilogy _The Road to Damascus_ presents many
+mysteries to the uninitiated. Its peculiar changes of mood, its gallery
+of half unreal characters, its bizarre episodes combine to make it a
+bewilderingly rich but rather 'difficult' work. It cannot be recommended
+to the lover of light drama or the seeker of momentary distraction. _The
+Road to Damascus_ does not deal with the superficial strata of human
+life, but probes into those depths where the problems of God, and death,
+and eternity become terrifying realities.
+
+Many authors have, of course, dealt with the profoundest problems
+of humanity without, on that account, having been able to evoke our
+interest. There may have been too much philosophy and too little art in
+the presentation of the subject, too little reality and too much soaring
+into the heights. That is not so with Strindberg's drama. It is a
+trenchant settling of accounts between a complex and fascinating
+individual--the author--and his past, and the realistic scenes have
+often been transplanted in detail from his own changeful life.
+
+In order fully to understand _The Road to Damascus_ it is therefore
+essential to know at least the most important features of that
+background of real life, out of which the drama has grown.
+
+Parts I and II of the trilogy were written in 1898, while Part III was
+added somewhat later, in the years 1900-1901. In 1898 Strindberg had
+only half emerged from what was by far the severest of the many crises
+through which in his troubled life he had to pass. He had overcome
+the worst period of terror, which had brought him dangerously near the
+borders of sanity, and he felt as if he could again open his eyes and
+breathe freely. He was not free from that nervous pressure under which
+he had been working, but the worst of the inner tension had relaxed and
+he felt the need of taking a survey of what had happened, of summarising
+and trying to fathom what could have been underlying his apparently
+unaccountable experiences. The literary outcome of this settling of
+accounts with the past was _The Road to Damascus_.
+
+_The Road to Damascus_ might be termed a marriage drama, a mystery
+drama, or a drama of penance and conversion, according as preponderance
+is given to one or other of its characteristics. The question then
+arises: what was it in the drama which was of deepest significance to
+the author himself? The answer is to be found in the title, with its
+allusion to the narrative in the Acts of the Apostles of the journey of
+Saul, the persecutor, the scoffer, who, on his way to Damascus, had an
+awe-inspiring vision, which converted Saul, the hater of Christ, into
+Paul, the apostle of the Gentiles. Strindberg's drama describes the
+progress of the author right up to his conversion, shows how stage by
+stage he relinquishes worldly things, scientific renown, and above all
+woman, and finally, when nothing more binds him to this world, takes the
+vows of a monk and enters a monastery where no dogmas or theology, but
+only broadminded humanity and resignation hold sway. What, however,
+in an inner sense, distinguishes Strindberg's drama from the Bible
+narrative is that the conversion itself--although what leads up to it
+is convincingly described, both logically and psychologically--does
+not bear the character of a final and irrevocable decision, but on
+the contrary is depicted with a certain hesitancy and uncertainty. THE
+STRANGER'S entry into the monastery consequently gives the impression of
+being a piece of logical construction; the author's heart is not wholly
+in it. From Strindberg's later works it also becomes evident that his
+severe crisis had undoubtedly led to a complete reformation in that it
+definitely caused him to turn from worldly things, of which indeed he
+had tasted to the full, towards matters divine. But this did not
+mean that then and there he accepted some specific religion, whether
+Christian or other. One would undoubtedly come nearest to the author's
+own interpretation in this respect by characterising _The Road to
+Damascus_ not as a drama of conversion, but as a drama of struggle,
+the story of a restless, arduous pilgrimage through the chimeras of
+the world towards the border beyond which eternity stretches in solemn
+peace, symbolised in the drama by a mountain, the peaks of which reach
+high above the clouds.
+
+In this final settling of accounts one subject is of dominating
+importance, recurring again and again throughout the trilogy; it is that
+of woman. Strindberg him, of course, become famous as a writer about
+women; he has ruthlessly described the hatreds of love, the hell that
+marriage can be, he is the creator of _Le Plaidoyer d'un Fou_ and
+_The Dance of Death_, he had three divorces, yet was just as much a
+worshipper of woman--and at the same time a diabolical hater of her
+seducing qualities under which he suffered defeat after defeat. Each
+time he fell in love afresh he would compare himself to Hercules, the
+Titan, whose strength was vanquished by Queen Omphale, who clothed
+herself in his lion's skin, while he had to sit at the spinning wheel
+dressed in women's clothes. It can be readily understood that to a man
+of Strindberg's self-conceit the problem of his relations with women
+must become a vital issue on the solution of which the whole Damascus
+pilgrimage depended.
+
+In 1898, when Parts I and II of the trilogy were written, Strindberg
+had been married twice; both marriages had ended unhappily. In the year
+1901, when the wedding scenes of Part III were written, Strindberg had
+recently experienced the rapture of a new love which, however, was soon
+to be clouded. It must not be forgotten that in his entire emotional
+life Strindberg was an artist and as such a man of impulse, with the
+spontaneity and naivity and intensity of a child. For him love had
+nothing to do with respectability and worldly calculations; he liked to
+think of it as a thunderbolt striking mortals with a destructive force
+like the lightning hurled by the almighty Zeus. It is easy to understand
+that a man of such temperament would not be particularly suited for
+married life, where self-sacrifice and strong-minded patience may be
+severely tested. In addition his three wives were themselves artists,
+one an authoress, the other two actresses, all of them pronounced
+characters, endowed with a degree of will and self-assertion, which,
+although it could not be matched against Strindberg's, yet would have
+been capable of producing friction with rather more pliant natures than
+that of the Swedish dramatist.
+
+In the trilogy Strindberg's first wife, Siri von Essen, his marriage to
+whom was happiest and lasted longest (1877-1891), and more especially
+his second wife, the Austrian authoress Frida Uhl (married to him
+1893-1897) have supplied the subject matter for his picture of THE LADY.
+In the happy marriage scenes of Part III we recognise reminiscences from
+the wedding of Strindberg, then fifty-two, and the twenty-three-year-old
+actress Harriet Bosse, whose marriage to him lasted from 1901 until
+1904.
+
+The character of THE LADY in Parts I and II is chiefly drawn from
+recollections--fairly recent when the drama was written--of Frida
+Uhl and his life with her. From the very beginning her marriage to
+Strindberg had been most troublous. In the autumn of 1892 Strindberg
+moved from the Stockholm skerries to Berlin, where he lived a rather
+hectic Bohemian life among the artists collecting in the little tavern
+'Zum Schwarzen Ferkel.' He made the acquaintance of Frida Uhl in the
+beginning of the year 1893, and after a good many difficulties was able
+to arrange for a marriage on the 2nd May on Heligoland Island,
+where English marriage laws, less rigorous than the German, applied.
+Strindberg's nervous temperament would not tolerate a quiet and peaceful
+honeymoon; quite soon the couple departed to Gravesend via Hamburg.
+Strindberg was too restless to stay there and moved on to London. There
+he left his wife to try to negotiate for the production of his plays,
+and journeyed alone to Sellin, on the island of Ruegen, after having
+first been compelled to stop in Hamburg owing to lack of money.
+Strindberg stayed on Ruegen during the month of July, and then left for
+the home of his parents-in-law at Mondsee, near Salzburg in Austria,
+where he was to meet his wife. But when she was delayed a few days on
+the journey from London, Strindberg impatiently departed for Berlin,
+where Frida Uhl followed shortly after. About the same time an action
+was brought for the suppression of the German version of _Le Plaidoyer
+d'un Fou_ as being immoral. This book gives an undisguised, intensely
+personal picture of Strindberg's first marriage, and was intended by him
+for publication only after his death as a defence against accusations
+directed against him for his behaviour towards Siri von Essen.
+Strindberg was acquitted after a time, but before that his easily fired
+imagination had given him a thorough shake-up, which could only hasten
+the crisis which seemed to be approaching. After a trip to Bruenn, where
+Strindberg wrote his scientific work _Antibarbarus_, the couple arrived
+in November at the home of Frida Uhl's grandparents in the little
+village of Dornach, by the Upper Danube; here the wanderings of 1893 at
+last came to an end. For a few months comparative peace reigned in the
+artists' little home, but the birth of a daughter, Kerstin, in May,
+brought this tranquillity to a sudden end. Strindberg, who had lived in
+a state of nervous depression since the 1880's, felt himself put on one
+side by the child, and felt ill at ease in an environment of, as he put
+it in the autobiographical _The Quarantine Master_, 'articles of food,
+excrements, wet-nurses treated like milch-cows, cooks and decaying
+vegetables.' He longed for cleanliness and peace, and in letters to
+an artist friend he spoke of entering a monastery. He even thought of
+founding one himself in the Ardennes and drew up detailed schemes for
+rules, dress, and food. The longing to get away and common interests
+with his Parisian friend (a musician named Leopold Littmansson)
+attracted Strindberg to Paris, where he settled down in the beginning of
+the autumn 1894. His wife joined him, but left again at the close of the
+autumn. In reality Strindberg was at this time almost impossible to live
+with. Persecution mania and hallucinations took possession of him and
+his morbid suspicions knew no bounds. In spite of this he was half
+conscious that there was something wrong with his mental faculties, and
+in the beginning of 1895, assisted by the Swedish Minister, he went by
+his own consent to the St. Louis Hospital in Paris. During his chemical
+experiments, in which among other things he tried to produce gold, he
+had burnt his hands, so that he had to seek medical attention on that
+account also. He wrote about this in a letter:
+
+'I am going to hospital because I am ill, because my doctor has sent me
+there, and because I need to be looked after like a child, because I
+am ruined.... And it torments me and grieves me, my nervous system is
+rotten, paralytic, hysterical....'
+
+Never before had Strindberg lived in such distress as at this period,
+both physically and mentally. With shattered nerves, sometimes over
+the verge of insanity, without any means of existence other than what
+friends managed to scrape together, separated from his second wife, who
+had opened proceedings for divorce, far from his native land and without
+any prospects for the future, he was brought to a profound religious
+crisis. With almost incredible fortitude he succeeded in fighting his
+way through this difficult period, with the remarkable result that the
+former Bohemian, atheist, and scoffer was gradually able to emerge with
+the firm assurance of a prophet, and even enter a new creative period,
+perhaps mightier than before. One cannot help reflecting that a man
+capable of overcoming a crisis of such a formidable character and of
+several years' duration, as this one of Strindberg's had been, with
+reason intact and even with increased creative power, in reality, in
+spite of his hypersensitive nervous system, must have been an unusually
+strong man both physically and mentally.
+
+Upon trying to define more closely what actual relation the play has
+to those events of Strindberg's restless life, of which we have given a
+rough outline, we find that for the most part the author has undoubtedly
+made use of his own experiences, but has adapted, combined and added to
+them still more, so that the result is a mixture of real experience and
+imagination, all moulded into a carefully worked out artistic form.
+
+If to begin with, we dwell for a while on Part I it is evident that
+the hurried wanderings of THE STRANGER and THE LADY between the street
+corner, the room in the hotel, the sea and the Rose Room with the
+mother-in-law, have their foundation--often in detail--in Strindberg's
+rovings with Frida Uhl. I will give a few examples. In a book by Frida
+Uhl about her marriage to the Swedish genius (splendid in parts but not
+very reliable) she recalls that the month before her marriage she took
+rooms at Neustaedtische Kirchstrasse 1, in Berlin, facing a Gothic church
+in Dorotheenstrasse, situated at the cross-roads between the post
+office in Dorotheenstrasse and the cafe 'Zum Schwarzen Ferkel' in
+Wilhelmstrasse. This Berlin environment appears to be almost exactly
+reproduced in the introductory scene of Part I, where THE STRANGER and
+THE LADY meet outside a little Gothic church with a post office and
+cafe adjoining. The happy scenes by the sea are, of course, pleasant
+recollections from Heligoland, and the many discussions about money
+matters in the midst of the honeymoon are quite explicable when we know
+how the dramatist was continually haunted by money troubles, even
+if occasionally he received a big fee, and that this very financial
+insecurity was one of the chief reasons why Frida Uhl's father opposed
+the marriage. Again, the country scenes which follow in Part I, shift
+to the hilly country round the Danube, with their Catholic Calvaries
+and expiation chapels, where Strindberg lived with his parents-in-law in
+Mondsee and with his wife's grandparents in Dornach and the neighbouring
+village Klam, with its mill, its smithy, and its gloomy ravine. The Rose
+Room was the name he gave to the room in which he lived during his stay
+with his mother-in-law and his daughter Kerstin in Klam in the autumn
+of 1896, as he has himself related in one of his autobiographical books
+_Inferno_. In this way we could go on, showing how the localities which
+are to be met with in the drama often correspond in detail to the places
+Strindberg had visited in the course of his pilgrimage during the years
+1893-1898. Space prevents us, however, from entering on a more detailed
+analysis in this respect.
+
+That THE STRANGER represents Strindberg's _alter ego_ is evident in many
+ways, even apart from the fact that THE STRANGER'S wanderings from place
+to place, as we have already seen, bear a direct relation to those of
+Strindberg himself. THE STRANGER is an author, like Strindberg; his
+childhood of hate is Strindberg's own; other details--such as for
+instance that THE STRANGER has refused to attend his father's funeral,
+that the Parish Council has wanted to take his child away from him, that
+on account of his writings he has suffered lawsuits, illness, poverty,
+exile, divorce; that in the police description he is characterised as
+a person without a permanent situation, with uncertain income; married,
+but had deserted his wife and left his children; known as entertaining
+subversive opinions on social questions (by _The Red Room_, _The New
+Realm_ and other works Strindberg became the great standard-bearer
+of the Swedish Radicals in their campaign against conventionalism
+and bureaucracy); that he gives the impression of not being in full
+possession of his senses; that he is sought by his children's guardian
+because of unpaid maintenance allowance--everything corresponds to the
+experiences of the unfortunate Strindberg himself, with all his bitter
+defeats in life and his triumphs in the world of letters.
+
+Those scenes where THE STRANGER is uncertain whether the people he sees
+before him are real or not--he catches hold of THE BEGGAR'S arm to feel
+whether he is a real, live person--or those occasions when he appears
+as a visionary or thought-reader--he describes the kitchen in his wife's
+parental home without ever having seen it, and knows her thoughts before
+she has expressed them--have their deep foundation in Strindberg's
+mental make-up, especially as it was during the period of tension in the
+middle of the 1890's, termed the Inferno period, because at that time
+Strindberg thought that he lived in hell. Our most prominent student
+of Strindberg, Professor Martin Lamm, wrote about this in his work on
+Strindberg's dramas:
+
+'In order to understand the first part of _The Road to Damascus_ we
+must take into consideration that the author had not yet shaken off his
+terrifying visions and persecutionary hallucinations. He can play with
+them artistically, sometimes he feels tempted to make a joke of them,
+but they still retain for him their "terrifying semi-reality." It is
+this which makes the drama so bewildering, but at the same time so
+vigorous and affecting. Later, when depicting dream states, he creates
+an artful blend of reality and poetry. He produces more exquisite works
+of art, but he no longer gives the same anguished impression of a soul
+striving to free itself from the meshes of his _idees fixes_.'
+
+With his hypersensitive nervous system Strindberg, like THE STRANGER,
+really gives the impression of having been a visionary. For instance,
+his author friend Albert Engstroem, has told how one evening during
+a stay far out in the Stockholm skerries, far from all civilisation,
+Strindberg suddenly had a feeling that his little daughter was ill, and
+wanted to return to town at once. True enough, it turned out that
+the girl had fallen ill just at the time when Strindberg had felt the
+warning. As regards thought-reading, it appears that at the slightest
+change in expression and often for no perceptible reason at all,
+Strindberg would draw the most definite conclusions, as definite as
+from an uttered word or an action. This we have to keep in mind, for
+instance, when judging Strindberg's accusations against his wife in _Le
+Plaidoyer d'un Fou_, the book which THE LADY in _The Road to Damascus_
+is tempted to read, in spite of having been forbidden by THE STRANGER,
+with tragic results. In Part III of the drama Strindberg lets THE
+STRANGER discuss this thought-reading problem with his first wife. THE
+STRANGER says:
+
+'We made a mistake when we were living together, because we accused
+each other of wicked thoughts before they'd become actions; and lived in
+mental reservations instead of realities. For instance, I once noticed
+how you enjoyed the defiling gaze of a strange man, and I accused you of
+unfaithfulness';
+
+to which THE LADY, to Strindberg's satisfaction, has to reply:
+
+'You were wrong to do it, and right. Because my thoughts were sinful.'
+
+As regards the other figures in the gallery of characters in Part I,
+we have already shown THE LADY as the identical counterpart in all
+essentials of Strindberg's second wife, Frida Uhl. Like the latter THE
+LADY is a Catholic, has a grandfather, Dr. Cornelius Reisch--called THE
+OLD MAN in the drama--whose passion is shooting; and a mother, Maria
+Uhl, with a predilection for religious discourses in Strindberg's own
+style; another detail, the fact that she was eighteen years old before
+she crossed to the other shore to see what had shimmered dimly in the
+distant haze, corresponds with Frida Uhl's statement that she had been
+confined in a convent until she was eighteen and a half years old.
+On the other hand, the chief female character of the drama does not
+correspond to her real life counterpart in that she is supposed to have
+been married to a doctor before eloping with THE STRANGER, Strindberg.
+Here reminiscences from Strindberg's first marriage play a part. Siri
+von Essen, Strindberg's first wife, was married to an officer, Baron
+Wrangel, and both the Wrangels received Strindberg kindly in their home
+as a friend. Love quickly flared up between Siri von Essen-Wrangel
+and Strindberg. She obtained a divorce from her husband and married
+Strindberg. Baron von Wrangel shortly afterwards married again, a cousin
+of Siri von Essen. Knowing these matrimonial complications we understand
+how Strindberg must have felt when, on the point of leaving for
+Heligoland to marry Frida Uhl, he met his former wife's (Siri von Essen)
+first husband, Baron Wrangel, on Lehrter Station in Berlin, and found
+that, like Strindberg himself, he was on a lover's errand. Knowing all
+this we need not be surprised at the extremely complicated matrimonial
+relations in _The Road to Damascus_, where, for example, for the sake
+of THE STRANGER, THE DOCTOR obtains a divorce from THE LADY in order to
+marry THE STRANGER'S first wife. In addition to Baron Wrangel a doctor
+in the town of Ystad, in the south of Sweden--Dr. Eliasson who attended
+Strindberg during his most difficult period--has stood as a model for
+THE DOCTOR. We note in particular that the description of the doctor's
+house enclosing a courtyard on three sides, tallies with a type of
+building which is characteristic of the south of Sweden. When THE DOCTOR
+ruthlessly explains to THE STRANGER that the asylum, 'The Good Help,'
+was not a hospital but a lunatic asylum, he expresses Strindberg's own
+misgivings that the St. Louis Hospital, of which, as mentioned above,
+Strindberg was an inmate in the beginning of the year 1895, was really
+to be regarded as a lunatic asylum.
+
+Even minor characters, such as CAESAR and THE BEGGAR have their
+counterparts in real life, even though in the main they are fantastic
+creations of his imagination. The guardian of his daughter, Kerstin, a
+relative of Frida Uhl's, was called Dr. Caesar R. v. Weyr. Regarding THE
+BEGGAR it may be enough to quote Strindberg's feelings when confronted
+with the collections made by his Paris friends:
+
+'I am a beggar who has no right to go to cafes. Beggar! That is the
+right word; it rings in my ears and brings a burning blush to my cheeks,
+the blush of shame, humiliation, and rage!
+
+'To think that six weeks ago I sat at this table! My theatre manager
+addressed me as Dear Master; journalists strove to interview me, the
+photographer begged to be allowed to sell my portrait. And now: a
+beggar, a branded man, an outcast from society!'
+
+After this we can understand why Strindberg in _The Road to Damascus_
+apparently in such surprising manner is seized by the suspicion that he
+is himself the beggar.
+
+We have thus seen that Part I of _The Road to Damascus_ is at the same
+time a free creation of fantasy and a drama of portrayal. The elements
+of realism are starkly manifest, but they are moulded and hammered into
+a work of art by a force of combinative imagination rising far above
+the task of mere descriptive realism. The scenes unroll themselves in
+calculated sequence up to the central asylum picture, from there to
+return in reverse order through the second half of the drama, thus
+symbolising life's continuous repetition of itself, Kierkegaard's
+_Gentagelse_. The first part of _The Road to Damascus_ is the one most
+frequently produced on the stage. This is understandable, having regard
+to its firm structure and the consistency of its faith in a Providence
+directing the fortunes and misfortunes of man, whether the individual
+rages in revolt or submits in quiet resignation.
+
+The second part of _The Road to Damascus_ is dominated by the scenes of
+the great alchemist banquet which, in all its fantastic oddity, is
+one of the most suggestive ever created on the ancient theme of the
+fickleness of fortune. It was suggested above that there were two
+factors beyond all others binding Strindberg to the world and making him
+hesitate before the monastery; one was woman, from whom he sets himself
+free in Part II, after the birth of a child--precisely as in his
+marriage to Frida Uhl--the other was scientific honour, in its highest
+phase equivalent, to Strindberg, to the power to produce gold. Countless
+were the experiments for this purpose made by Strindberg in his
+primitive laboratories, and countless his failures. To the world-famous
+author, literary honour meant little as opposed to the slightest
+prospect of being acknowledged as a prominent scientist. Harriet Bosse
+has told me that Strindberg seldom said anything about his literary
+work, never was interested in what other people thought of them, or
+troubled to read the reviews; but on the other hand he would often, with
+sparkling eyes and childish pride, show her strips of paper, stained at
+one end with some golden-brown substance. 'Look,' he said, 'this is
+pure gold, and I have made it!' In face of the stubborn scepticism of
+scientific experts Strindberg was, however, driven to despair as to his
+ability, and felt his dreams of fortune shattered, as did THE STRANGER
+at the macabre banquet given in his honour--a banquet which was, as a
+matter of fact, planned by his Paris friends, not, as Strindberg would
+have liked to believe, in honour of the great scientist, but to the
+great author.
+
+In Part I of _The Road to Damascus_, THE STRANGER replies with a
+hesitating 'Perhaps' when THE LADY wants to lead him to the protecting
+Church; and at the end of Part II he exclaims: 'Come, priest, before I
+change my mind'; but in Part III his decision is final, he enters the
+monastery. The reason is that not even THE LADY in her third incarnation
+had shown herself capable of reconciling him to life. The wedding day
+scenes just before, between Harriet Bosse and the ageing author, form,
+however, the climax of Part III and are among the most poetically moving
+that Strindberg has ever written.
+
+Besides having his belief in the rapture of love shattered, THE
+STRANGER also suffers disappointment at seeing his child fall short of
+expectations. The meeting between the daughter Sylvia and THE STRANGER
+probably refers to an episode from the summer of 1899, when Strindberg,
+after long years of suffering in foreign countries, saw his beloved
+Swedish skerries again, and also his favourite daughter Greta, who had
+come over from Finland to meet him. Contrary to the version given in the
+drama, the reunion of father and daughter seems to have been very happy
+and cordial. However, it is typical of the fate-oppressed Strindberg
+that in his work even the happiest summer memories become tinged with
+black. Once and for all the dark colours on his palette were the most
+intense.
+
+The final entry into the monastery was more a symbol for the struggling
+author's dream of peace and atonement than a real thing in his life. It
+is true he visited the Benedictine monastery, Maredsous, in Belgium in
+1898, and its well stocked library came to play a certain part In the
+drama, but already he realised, after one night's sojourn there, that he
+had no call for the monastic life.
+
+Seen as a whole the trilogy marks a turning point in Strindberg's
+dramatic production. The logical, calculated concentration of his
+naturalistic work of the 1880's has given way to a freer form of
+composition, in which the atmosphere has come to mean more than the
+dialogue, the musical and dreamlike qualities more than conciseness.
+_The Road to Damascus_ abounds with details from real life, reproduced
+in sharply naturalistic manner, but these are not, as things were in
+his earlier works viewed by the author _a priori_ as reality but become
+wrapped in dreamlike mystery. Just as with _Lady Julia_ and _The Father_
+Strindberg ushered in the naturalistic drama of the 1880's, so in the
+years around the turn of the century he was, with his symbolist cycle
+_The Road to Damascus_, to break new ground for European drama which had
+gradually become stuck in fixed formulas. _The Road to Damascus_ became
+a landmark in world literature both as a brilliant work of art and as
+bearer of new stage technique.
+
+GUNNAR OLLEN
+
+Translated by ESTHER JOHANSON
+
+
+
+
+
+THE ROAD TO DAMASCUS
+
+
+
+
+PART I.
+
+English Version by Graham Rawson
+
+
+CHARACTERS
+
+ THE STRANGER
+ THE LADY
+ THE BEGGAR
+ THE DOCTOR
+ HIS SISTER
+ AN OLD MAN
+ A MOTHER
+ AN ABBESS
+ A CONFESSOR
+
+ less important figures
+ FIRST MOURNER
+ SECOND MOURNER
+ THIRD MOURNER
+ LANDLORD
+ CAESAR
+ WAITER
+
+ non-speaking
+ A SMITH
+ MILLER'S WIFE
+ FUNERAL ATTENDANTS
+
+
+SCENES
+
+ SCENE I Street Corner SCENE XVII
+ SCENE II Doctor's House SCENE XVI
+ SCENE III Room in an Hotel SCENE XV
+ SCENE IV By the Sea SCENE XIV
+ SCENE V On the Road SCENE XIII
+ SCENE VI In a Ravine SCENE XII
+ SCENE VII In a Kitchen SCENE XI
+ SCENE VIII The 'Rose' Room SCENE X
+ SCENE IX Convent
+
+
+First Performance in England by the Stage Society at the Westminster
+Theatre, 2nd May 1937
+
+CAST
+
+ THE STRANGER Francis James
+ THE LADY Wanda Rotha
+ THE BEGGAR Alexander Sarner
+ FIRST MOURNER George Cormack
+ SECOND MOURNER Kenneth Bell
+ THIRD MOURNER Peter Bennett
+ FOURTH MOURNER Bryan Sears
+ FIFTH MOURNER Michael Boyle
+ SIXTH MOURNER Stephen Patrick
+ THE LANDLORD Stephen Jack
+ THE DOCTOR Neil Porter
+ HIS SISTER Olga Martin
+ CAESAR Peter Land
+ A WAITER Peter Bennett
+ AN OLD MAN A. Corney Grain
+ A MOTHER Frances Waring
+ THE SMITH Norman Thomas
+ THE MILLER'S WIFE Julia Sandham
+ AN ABBESS Natalia Moya
+ A CONFESSOR Tristan Rawson
+
+ PRODUCER Carl H. Jaffe
+ ASSISTANT PRODUCER Ossia Trilling
+
+
+
+SCENE I
+
+STREET CORNER
+
+[Street Corner with a seat under a tree; the side-door of a small Gothic
+Church nearby; also a post office and a cafe with chairs outside it.
+Both post office and cafe are shut. A funeral march is heard off,
+growing louder sand then fainter. A STRANGER is standing on the edge
+of the pavement and seems uncertain which way to go. A church clock
+strikes: first the four quarters and then the hour. It is three o'clock.
+A LADY enters and greets the STRANGER. She is about to pass him, but
+stops.]
+
+STRANGER. It's you! I almost knew you'd come.
+
+LADY. You wanted me: I felt it. But why are you waiting here?
+
+STRANGER. I don't know. I must wait somewhere.
+
+LADY. Who are you waiting for?
+
+STRANGER. I wish I could tell you! For forty years I've been waiting for
+something: I believe they call it happiness; or the end of unhappiness.
+(Pause.) There's that terrible music again. Listen! But don't go, I beg
+you. I'll feel afraid, if you do.
+
+LADY. We met yesterday for the first time; and talked for four hours.
+You roused my sympathy, but you mustn't abuse my kindness on that
+account.
+
+STRANGER. I know that well enough. But I beg you not to leave me. I'm a
+stranger here, without friends; and my few acquaintances seem more like
+enemies.
+
+LADY. You have enemies everywhere. You're lonely everywhere. Why did you
+leave your wife and children?
+
+STRANGER. I wish I knew. I wish I knew why I still live; why I'm here
+now; where I should go and what I should do! Do you believe that the
+living can be damned already?
+
+LADY. No.
+
+STRANGER. Look at me.
+
+LADY. Hasn't life brought you a single pleasure?
+
+STRANGER. Not one! If at any time I thought so, it was merely a trap to
+tempt me to prolong my miseries. If ripe fruit fell into my hand, it was
+poisoned or rotten at the core.
+
+LADY. What is your religion--if you'll forgive the question?
+
+STRANGER. Only this: that when I can bear things no longer, I shall go.
+
+LADY. Where?
+
+STRANGER. Into annihilation. If I don't hold life in my hand, at least I
+hold death.... It gives me an amazing feeling of power.
+
+LADY. You're playing with death!
+
+STRANGER. As I've played with life. (Pause.) I was a writer. But in
+spite of my melancholy temperament I've never been able to take anything
+seriously--not even my worst troubles. Sometimes I even doubt whether
+life itself has had any more reality than my books. (A De Profundis is
+heard from the funeral procession.) They're coming back. Why must they
+process up and down these streets?
+
+LADY. Do you fear them?
+
+STRANGER. They annoy me. The place might be bewitched. No, it's not
+death I fear, but solitude; for then one's not alone. I don't know who's
+there, I or another, but in solitude one's not alone. The air grows
+heavy and seems to engender invisible beings, who have life and whose
+presence can be felt.
+
+LADY. You've noticed that?
+
+STRANGER. For some time I've noticed a great deal; but not as I used to.
+Once I merely saw objects and events, forms and colours, whilst now I
+perceive ideas and meanings. Life, that once had no meaning, has begun
+to have one. Now I discern intention where I used to see nothing but
+chance. (Pause.) When I met you yesterday it struck me you'd been sent
+across my path, either to save me, or destroy me.
+
+LADY. Why should I destroy you?
+
+STRANGER. Because it may be your destiny.
+
+LADY. No such idea ever crossed my mind; it was largely sympathy I felt
+for you.... Never, in all my life, have I met anyone like you. I have
+only to look at you for the tears to start to my eyes. Tell me, what
+have you on your conscience? Have you done something wrong, that's never
+been discovered or punished?
+
+STRANGER. You may well ask! No, I've no more sins on my conscience than
+other free men. Except this: I determined that life should never make a
+fool of me.
+
+LADY. You must let yourself be fooled, more or less, to live at all.
+
+STRANGER. That would seem a kind of duty; but one I wanted to get out
+of. (Pause.) I've another secret. It's whispered in the family that I'm
+a changeling.
+
+LADY. What's that?
+
+STRANGER. A child substituted by the elves for the baby that was born.
+
+LADY. Do you believe in such things?
+
+STRANGER. No. But, as a parable, there's something to be said for it.
+(Pause.) As a child I was always crying and didn't seem to take to
+life in this world. I hated my parents, as they hated me. I brooked no
+constraint, no conventions, no laws, and my longing was for the woods
+and the sea.
+
+LADY. Did you ever see visions?
+
+STRANGER. Never. But I've often thought that two beings were guiding
+my destiny. One offers me all I desire; but the other's ever at hand
+to bespatter the gifts with filth, so that they're useless to me and
+I can't touch them. It's true that life has given me all I asked of
+it--but everything's turned out worthless to me.
+
+LADY. You've had everything and yet are not content?
+
+STRANGER. That is the curse....
+
+LADY. Don't say that! But why haven't you desired things that transcend
+this life, that can never be sullied?
+
+STRANGER. Because I doubt if there is a beyond.
+
+LADY. But the elves?
+
+STRANGER. Are merely a fairy story. (Pointing to a seat.) Shall we sit
+down?
+
+LADY. Yes. Who are you waiting for?
+
+STRANGER. Really, for the post office to open. There's a letter for
+me--it's been forwarded on but hasn't reached me. (They sit down.) But
+tell me something of yourself now. (The Lady takes up her crochet work.)
+
+LADY. There's nothing to tell.
+
+STRANGER. Strangely enough, I should prefer to think of you like that.
+Impersonal, nameless--I only do know one of your names. I'd like to
+christen you myself--let me see, what ought you to be called? I've got
+it. Eve! (With a gesture towards the wings.) Trumpets! (The funeral
+march is heard again.) There it is again! Now I must invent your age,
+for I don't know how old you are. From now on you are thirty-four--so
+you were born in sixty-four. (Pause.) Now your character, for I don't
+know that either. I shall give you a good character, your voice reminds
+me of my mother--I mean the idea of a mother, for my mother never
+caressed me, though I can remember her striking me. You see, I was
+brought up in hate! An eye for an eye--a tooth for a tooth. You see this
+scar on my forehead? That comes from a blow my brother gave me with
+an axe, after I'd struck him with a stone. I never went to my father's
+funeral, because he turned me out of the house when my sister married.
+I was born out of wedlock, when my family were bankrupt and in mourning
+for an uncle who had taken his life. Now you know my family! That's
+the stock I come from. Once I narrowly escaped fourteen years' hard
+labour--so I've every reason to thank the elves, though I can't be
+altogether pleased with what they've done.
+
+LADY. I like to hear you talk. But don't speak of the elves: it makes me
+sad.
+
+STRANGER. Frankly, I don't believe in them; yet they're always making
+themselves felt. Are these elves the souls of the unhappy, who still
+await redemption? If so, I am the child of an evil spirit. Once I
+believed I was near redemption--through a woman. But no mistake could
+have been greater: I was plunged into the seventh hell.
+
+LADY. You must be unhappy. But this won't go on always.
+
+STRANGER. Do you think church bells and Holy Water could comfort me?
+I've tried them; they only made things worse. I felt like the Devil when
+he sees the sign of the cross. (Pause.) Let's talk about you now.
+
+LADY. There's no need. (Pause.) Have you been blamed for misusing your
+gifts?
+
+STRANGER. I've been blamed for everything. In the town I lived in no one
+was so hated as I. Lonely I came in and lonely I went out. If I entered
+a public place people avoided me. If I wanted to rent a room, it would
+be let. The priests laid a ban on me from the pulpit, teachers from
+their desks and parents in their homes. The church committee wanted
+to take my children from me. Then I blasphemously shook my fist... at
+heaven!
+
+LADY. Why did they hate you so?
+
+STRANGER. How should I know! Yet I do! I couldn't endure to see men
+suffer. So I kept on saying, and writing, too: free yourselves, I will
+help you. And to the poor I said: do not let the rich exploit you.
+And to the women: do not allow yourselves to be enslaved by the men.
+And--worst of all--to the children: do not obey your parents, if they
+are unjust. What followed was impossible to foresee. I found that
+everyone was against me: rich and poor, men and women, parents and
+children. And then came sickness and poverty, beggary and shame,
+divorce, law-suits, exile, solitude, and now.... Tell me, do you think
+me mad?
+
+LADY. No.
+
+STRANGER. You must be the only one. But I'm all the more grateful.
+
+LADY (rising). I must leave you now.
+
+STRANGER. You, too?
+
+LADY. And you mustn't stay here.
+
+STRANGER. Where should I go?
+
+LADY. Home. To your work.
+
+STRANGER. But I'm no worker. I'm a writer.
+
+LADY. I know. But I didn't want to hurt you. Creative power is something
+given you, that can also taken away. See you don't forfeit yours.
+
+STRANGER. Where are you going?
+
+LADY. Only to a shop.
+
+STRANGER (after a pause). Tell me, are you a believer?
+
+LADY. I am nothing.
+
+STRANGER. All the better: you have a future. How I wish I were your old
+blind father, whom you could lead to the market place to sing for his
+bread. My tragedy is I cannot grow old that's what happens to children
+of the elves, they have big heads and never only cry. I wish I were
+someone's dog. I could follow him and never be alone again. I'd get a
+meal sometimes, a kick now and then, a pat perhaps, a blow often....
+
+LADY. Now I must go. Good-bye. (She goes out.)
+
+STRANGER (absent-mindedly). Good-bye. (He remains on the seat. He takes
+off his hat and wipes his forehead. Then he draws on the ground with his
+stick. A BEGGAR enters. He has a strange look and is collecting objects
+from the gutter.) White are you picking up, beggar?
+
+BEGGAR. Why call me that? I'm no beggar. Have I asked you for anything?
+
+STRANGER. I beg your pardon. It's so hard to judge men from appearances.
+
+BEGGAR. That's true. For instance, can you guess who I am?
+
+STRANGER. I don't intend to try. It doesn't interest me.
+
+BEGGAR. No one can know that in advance. Interest commonly comes
+afterwards--when it's too late. Virtus post nummos!
+
+STRANGER. What? Do beggars know Latin?
+
+BEGGAR. You see, you're interested already. Omne tulit punctum qui
+miscuit utile dulci. I have always succeeded in everything I've
+undertaken, because I've never attempted anything. I should like to call
+myself Polycrates, who found the gold ring in the fish's stomach. Life
+has given me all I asked of it. But I never asked anything; I grew tired
+of success and threw the ring away. Yet, now I've grown old I regret it.
+I search for it in the gutters; but as the search takes time, in default
+of my gold ring I don't disdain a few cigar stumps....
+
+STRANGER. I don't know whether this beggar's cynical or mad.
+
+BEGGAR. I don't know either.
+
+STRANGER. Do you know who I am?
+
+BEGGAR. No. And it doesn't interest me.
+
+STRANGER. Well, interest commonly comes afterwards.... You see you tempt
+me to take the words out of your mouth. And that's the same thing as
+picking up other people's cigars.
+
+BEGGAR. So you won't follow my example?
+
+STRANGER. What's that scar on your forehead?
+
+BEGGAR. I got it from a near relation.
+
+STRANGER. Now you frighten me! Are you real? May I touch you? (He
+touches his arm.) There's no doubt of it.... Would you deign to accept
+a small coin in return for a promise to seek Polycrates' ring in another
+part of the town? (He hands him a coin.) Post nummos virtus.... Another
+echo. You must go at once.
+
+BEGGAR. I will. But you've given me far too much. I'll return
+three-quarters of it. Now we owe one another nothing but friendship.
+
+STRANGER. Friendship! Am I a friend of yours?
+
+BEGGAR. Well, I am of yours. When one's alone in the world one can't be
+particular.
+
+STRANGER. Then let me tell you you forget yourself...
+
+BEGGAR. Only too pleased! But when we meet again I'll have a word of
+welcome for you. (Exit.)
+
+STRANGER (sitting down again and drawing in the dust with his stick).
+Sunday afternoon! A long, dank, sad time, after the usual Sunday dinner
+of roast beef, cabbage and watery potatoes. Now the older people are
+testing, the younger playing chess and smoking. The servants have gone
+to church and the shops are shut. This frightful afternoon, this day of
+rest, when there's nothing to engage the soul, when it's as hard to meet
+a friend as to get into a wine shop. (The LADY comes back again, she
+is noun wearing a flower at her breast.) Strange! I can't speak without
+being contradicted at once!
+
+LADY. So you're still here?
+
+STRANGER. Whether I sit here, or elsewhere, and write in the sand
+doesn't seem to me to matter--as long so I write in the sand.
+
+LADY. What are you writing? May I see?
+
+STRANGER. I think you'll find: Eve 1864.... No, don't step on it.
+
+LADY. What happens then?
+
+STRANGER. A disaster for you... and for me.
+
+LADY. You know that?
+
+STRANGER. Yes, and more. That the Christmas rose you're wearing is a
+mandragora. Its symbolical meaning is malice and calumny; but it was
+once used in medicine for the healing of madness. Will you give it me?
+
+LADY (hesitating). As medicine?
+
+STRANGER. Of course. (Pause.) Have you read my books?
+
+LADY. You know I have. And that it's you I have to thank for giving me
+freedom and a belief in human rights and human dignity.
+
+STRANGER. Then you haven't read the recent ones?
+
+LADY. No. And if they're not like the earlier ones I don't want to.
+
+STRANGER. Then promise never to open another book of mine.
+
+LADY. Let me think that over. Very well, I promise.
+
+STRANGER. Good! But see you keep your promise. Remember what happened
+to Bluebeard's wife when curiosity tempted her into the forbidden
+chamber....
+
+LADY. You see, already you make demands like those of a Bluebeard. What
+you don't see, or have long since forgotten, is that I'm married, and
+that my husband's a doctor, and that he admires your work. So that his
+house is open to you, if you wish to be made welcome there.
+
+STRANGER. I've done all I can to forget it. I've expunged it from my
+memory so that it no longer has any reality for me.
+
+LADY. If that's so, will you come home with me to-night?
+
+STRANGER. No. Will you come with me?
+
+LADY. Where?
+
+STRANGER. Anywhere! I have no home, only a trunk. Money I sometimes
+have--though not often. It's the one thing life has capriciously refused
+me, perhaps because I never desired it intensely enough. (The LADY
+shakes her head.) Well? What are you thinking?
+
+LADY. I'm surprised I'm not angry with you. But you're not serious.
+
+STRANGER. Whether I am or not's all one to me. Ah! There's the organ! It
+won't be long now before the drink shops open.
+
+LADY. Is it true _you_ drink?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. A great deal! Wine makes my soul from her prison, up into
+the firmament, where she what has never yet been seen, and hears what
+men never yet heard....
+
+LADY. And the day after?
+
+STRANGER. I have the most delightful scruples of conscience! I
+experience the purifying emotions of guilt and repentance. I enjoy the
+sufferings of the body, whilst my soul hovers like smoke about my head.
+It is as if one were suspended between Life and Death, when the spirit
+feels that she has already opened her pinions and could fly aloft, if
+she would.
+
+LADY. Come into the church for a moment. You'll hear no sermon, only the
+beautiful music of vespers.
+
+STRANGER. No. Not into church! It depresses me because I feel I don't
+belong there.... That I'm an unhappy soul and that it's as impossible
+for me to re-enter as to become a child again.
+
+LADY. You feel all that... already?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. I've got that far. I feel as if I lay hacked in pieces
+and were being slowly melted in Medea's cauldron. Either I shall be sent
+to the soap-boilers, or arise renewed from my own dripping! It depends
+on Medea's skill!
+
+LADY. That sounds like the word of an oracle. We must see if you can't
+become a child again.
+
+STRANGER. We should have to start with the cradle; and this time with
+the right child.
+
+LADY. Exactly! Wait here for me whilst I go into the church. If the cafe
+were open I'd ask you please not to drink. But luckily it's shut.
+
+(The LADY exits. The STRANGER sits down again and draws in the sand.
+Enter six funeral attendants in brown with some mourners. One of them
+carries a banner with the insignia of the Carpenters, draped in brown
+crepe; another a large axe decorated with spruce, a third a cushion with
+a chairman's mallet. They stop outside the cafe and wait.)
+
+STRANGER. Excuse me, whose funeral have you been attending?
+
+FIRST MOURNER. A house-breaker's. (He imitates the ticking of a clock.)
+
+STRANGER. A real house-breaker? Or the insect sort, that lodges in the
+woodwork and goes 'tick-tick'?
+
+FIRST MOURNER. Both--but mainly the insect sort. What do they call them?
+
+STRANGER (to himself). He wants to fool me into saying the death-watch
+beetle. So I won't. You mean a burglar?
+
+SECOND MOURNER. No. (The clock is again heard ticking.)
+
+STRANGER. Are you trying to frighten me? Or does the dead man work
+miracles? In that case I'd better explain that my nerves are good, and
+that I don't believe in miracles. But I do find it strange that the
+mourners wear brown. Why not black? It's cheap and suitable.
+
+THIRD MOURNER. To us, in our simplicity, it looks black; but if Your
+Honour wishes it, it shall look brown to you.
+
+STRANGER. A queer company! They give me an uneasy feeling I'd like to
+ascribe to the wine I drank yesterday. If I were to ask if that were
+spruce, you'd probably say--well what?
+
+FIRST MOURNER. Vine leaves.
+
+STRANGER. I thought it would not be spruce! The cafe's opening, at last!
+(The Cafe opens, the STRANGER sits at a table and is served with wine.
+The MOURNERS sit at the other tables.) They must have been glad to be
+rid of him, if the mourners start drinking as soon as the funeral's
+over.
+
+FIRST MOURNER. He was a good-for-nothing, who couldn't take life
+seriously.
+
+STRANGER. And who probably drank?
+
+SECOND MOURNER. Yes.
+
+THIRD MOURNER. And let others support his wife and children.
+
+STRANGER. He shouldn't have done so. Is that why his friends speak so
+well of him now? Please don't shake my table when I'm drinking.
+
+SECOND MOURNER. When I'm drinking, I don't mind.
+
+STRANGER. Well, I do. There's a great difference between us! (The
+MOURNERS whisper together. The BEGGAR comes back.) Here's the beggar
+again!
+
+BEGGAR (sitting down at a table). Wine. Moselle!
+
+LANDLORD (consulting a police last). I can't serve you: you've not paid
+your taxes. Here's your name, age and profession, and the decision of
+the court.
+
+BEGGAR. Omnia serviliter pro dominatione! I'm a free man with a
+university education. I refused to pay taxes because I didn't want to
+become a member of parliament. Moselle!
+
+LANDLORD. You'll get free transport to the poor house, if you don't get
+out.
+
+STRANGER. Couldn't you gentlemen settle this somewhere else. You're
+disturbing your patrons.
+
+LANDLORD. You can witness I'm in the right.
+
+STRANGER. No. The whole thing's too distressing. Even without paying
+taxes he has the right to enjoy life's small pleasures.
+
+LANDLORD. So you're the kind who'd absolve vagabonds from their duties?
+
+STRANGER. This is too much! I'd have you know that I'm a famous man.
+(The LANDLORD and MOURNERS laugh.)
+
+LANDLORD. Infamous, probably! Let me look at the police list, and see if
+the description tallies: thirty-eight, brown hair, moustache, blue eyes;
+no settled employment, means unknown; married, but has deserted his wife
+and children; well known for revolutionary views on social questions:
+gives impression he is not in full possession of his faculties.... It
+fits!
+
+STRANGER (rising, pale and taken aback). What?
+
+LANDLORD. Yes. It fits all right.
+
+BEGGAR. Perhaps he's on the list. And not me!
+
+LANDLORD. It looks like it. In any case, both of you had better clear
+out.
+
+BEGGAR (to the STRANGER). Shall we?
+
+STRANGER. We? This begins to look like a conspiracy.
+
+(The church bells are heard. The sun comes out and illuminates the
+coloured rose window above the church door, which is now opened,
+disclosing the interior. The organ is heard and the choir singing Ave
+Maris Stella.)
+
+LADY (coming from the church). Where are you? What are you doing? Why
+did you call me? Must you hang on a woman's skirts like a child?
+
+STRANGER. I'm afraid now. Things are happening that have no natural
+explanation.
+
+LADY. But you were afraid of nothing. Not even death!
+
+STRANGER. Death... no. But of something else, the unknown.
+
+LADY. Listen. Give me your hand. You're ill, I'll take you to a doctor.
+Come!
+
+STRANGER. If you like. But tell me: is this carnival, or... reality?
+
+LADY. It's real enough.
+
+STRANGER. This beggar must be a wretched fellow. Is it true he resembles
+me?
+
+LADY. He will, if you go on drinking. Now go to the post office and get
+your letter. And then come with me.
+
+STRANGER. No, I won't. It'll only be about lawsuits.
+
+LADY. If not?
+
+STRANGER. Malicious gossip.
+
+LADY. Well, do as you wish. No one can escape his fate. At this moment
+I feel a higher power is sitting in judgment on us and has made a
+decision.
+
+STRANGER. You feel that, too! I heard the hammer fall just now; and the
+chairs being pushed back. The clerk's being sent to find me! Oh, the
+suspense! No, I can't follow you.
+
+LADY. Tell me, what have you done to me? In the church I found I
+couldn't pray. A light on the altar was extinguished and an icy wind
+blew in my face when I heard you call me.
+
+STRANGER. I didn't call you. But I wanted you.
+
+LADY. You're not as weak as you pretend. You have great strength; and
+I'm afraid of you....
+
+STRANGER. When I'm alone I've no strength at all; but if I can find
+a single companion I grow strong. I shall be strong now; and so I'll
+follow you.
+
+LADY. Perhaps you can free me from the werewolf.
+
+STRANGER. Who's he?
+
+LADY. That's what I call him.
+
+STRANGER. Count on me. Killing dragons, freeing princesses, defeating
+werewolves--that is Life!
+
+LADY. Then come, my liberator!
+
+(She draws her veil over her face, kisses him on the mouth and hurries
+out. The STRANGER stands where he is for a moment, surprised and
+stunned. A loud chord sung by women's voices, rather like a cry, is
+heard from the church. The rose window suddenly grows dark and the tree
+above the seat is shaken by the wind. The MOURNERS rise and look at the
+sky, as if they could see something terrifying. The STRANGER hurries out
+after the LADY.)
+
+
+SCENE II
+
+DOCTOR'S HOUSE
+
+[Courtyard enclosed on three sides by a single-storied house with a
+tiled roof. Small windows in all three facades. Right, verandah with
+glass doors. Left, climbing roses and bee-hives outside the windows. In
+the middle of the courtyard a woodpile in the form of a cupola. A well
+beside it. The top of a walnut tree is seen above the central facade
+of the house. In the corner, right, a garden gate. By the well a large
+tortoise. On right, entrance below to a wine-cellar. An ice-chest and
+dust-bin. The DOCTOR'S SISTER enters from the verandah with a telegram.]
+
+SISTER. Now misfortune will fall on your house.
+
+DOCTOR. When has it not, my dear sister?
+
+SISTER. This time.... Ingeborg's coming and bringing... guess whom?
+
+DOCTOR. Wait! I know, because I've long foreseen this, even desired it,
+for he's a writer I've always admired. I've learnt much from him and
+often wished to meet him. Now he's coming, you say. Where did Ingeborg
+meet him?
+
+SISTER. In town, it seems. Probably in some literary _salon_.
+
+DOCTOR. I've often wondered whether this man was the boy of the same
+name who was my friend at school. I hope not; for he seemed one that
+fortune would treat harshly. And in a life-time he'll have given his
+unhappy tendencies full scope.
+
+SISTER. Don't let him come here. Go out. Say you're engaged.
+
+DOCTOR. No. One can't escape one's fate.
+
+SISTER. But you've never bowed your head to anyone! Why crawl before
+this spectre, and call him fate?
+
+DOCTOR. Life has taught me to. I've wasted time and energy in fighting
+the inevitable.
+
+SISTER. But why allow your wife to behave like this? She'll compromise
+you both.
+
+DOCTOR. You think so? Because, when I made her break off her engagement
+I held out false hopes to her of a life of freedom, instead of the
+slavery she'd known. Besides, I could never love her if I were in a
+position to give her orders.
+
+SISTER. You'd be friends with your enemy?
+
+DOCTOR. Oh...!
+
+SISTER. Will you let her bring someone into the house who'll destroy
+you? If you only knew how I hate that man.
+
+DOCTOR. I do. His last book's terrible; and shows a certain lack of
+mental balance.
+
+SISTER. They ought to shut him up.
+
+DOCTOR. Many people have said so, but I don't think him bad enough.
+
+SISTER. Because you're eccentric yourself, and live in daily contact
+with a woman who's mad.
+
+DOCTOR. I admit abnormality has always had a strong attraction for me,
+and originality is at least not commonplace. (The syren of a steamer is
+heard.) What was that?
+
+SISTER. Your nerves are on edge. It's only the steamer. (Pause.) Now, I
+implore you, go away!
+
+DOCTOR. I ought to want to; but I'm held fast. (Pause.) From here I can
+see his portrait in my study. The sunlight throws a shadow on it that
+changes it completely. It makes him look like.... Horrible! You see what
+I mean?
+
+HATER. The devil! Come away!
+
+DOCTOR. I can't.
+
+SISTER. Then at least defend yourself.
+
+DOCTOR. I always do. But this time I feel a thunder storm gathering. How
+often have I tried to fly, and not been able to. It's as if the earth
+were iron and I a compass needle. If misfortune comes, it's not of my
+fee choice. They've come in at the door.
+
+SISTER. I heard nothing.
+
+DOCTOR. I did! Now I can see them, too! He _is_ the friend of my
+boyhood. He got into trouble at school; but I was blamed and punished.
+He was nick-named Caesar, I don't know why.
+
+SISTER. And this man....
+
+DOCTOR. That's what always happens. Caesar! (The LADY comes in.)
+
+LADY. I've brought a visitor.
+
+DOCTOR. I know, and he's welcome.
+
+LADY. I left him in the house, to wash.
+
+DOCTOR. Well, are you satisfied with your conquest?
+
+LADY. I think he's the unhappiest man I ever met.
+
+DOCTOR. That's saying a great deal.
+
+LADY. Yes, there's enough unhappiness for all of us.
+
+DOCTOR. There is! (To his SISTER.) Would you ask him to come out here?
+(His SISTER goes out.) Have you had an interesting time?
+
+LADY. Yes. I met a number of strange people. Have you had many patients?
+
+DOCTOR. No. The consulting room's empty this morning. I think the
+practice is going down.
+
+LADY (kindly). I'm sorry. Tell me, oughtn't that woodpile to be taken
+into the house? It only draws the damp.
+
+DOCTOR (without reproach). Yes, and the bees should be killed, too; and
+the fruit in the garden picked. But I've no time to do it.
+
+LADY. You're tired.
+
+DOCTOR. Tired of everything.
+
+LADY (without bitterness). And you've a wife who can't even help you.
+
+DOCTOR (kindly). You mustn't say that, if I don't think so.
+
+LADY (turning towards the verandah). Here he is!
+
+(The STRANGER comes in through the verandah, dressed in a way that makes
+him look younger than before. He has an air of forced candour. He seems
+to recognise the doctor, and shrinks back, but recovers himself.)
+
+DOCTOR. You're very welcome.
+
+STRANGER. It's kind of you.
+
+DOCTOR. You bring good weather with you. And we need it; for it's rained
+for six weeks.
+
+STRANGER. Not for seven? It usually rains for seven if it rains on St.
+Swithin's. But that's later on--how foolish of me!
+
+DOCTOR. As you're used to town life I'm afraid you'll find the country
+dull.
+
+STRANGER. Oh no. I'm no more at home there than here. Excuse me asking,
+but haven't we met before--when we were boys?
+
+DOCTOR. Never.
+
+(The LADY has sat down at the table and is crocheting.)
+
+STRANGER. Are you sure?
+
+DOCTOR. Perfectly. I've followed your literary career from the first
+with great interest; as I know my wife has told you. So that if we _had_
+met I'd certainly have remembered your name. (Pause.) Well, now you can
+see how a country doctor lives!
+
+STRANGER. If you could guess what the life of a so-called liberator's
+like, you wouldn't envy him.
+
+DOCTOR. I can imagine it; for I've seen how men love their chains.
+Perhaps that's as it should be.
+
+STRANGER (listening). Strange. Who's playing in the village?
+
+DOCTOR. I don't know. Do you, Ingeborg?
+
+LADY. No.
+
+STRANGER. Mendelssohn's Funeral March! It pursues me. I never know
+whether I've heard it or not.
+
+DOCTOR. Do you suffer from hallucinations?
+
+STRANGER. No. But I'm pursued by trivial incidents. Can't you hear
+anyone playing?
+
+DOCTOR. Yes.
+
+LADY. Someone _is_ playing. Mendelssohn.
+
+DOCTOR. Not surprising.
+
+STRANGER. No. But that it should be played precisely at the right place,
+at the right time.... (He gets up.)
+
+DOCTOR. To reassure you, I'll ask my sister. (Exit through the
+verandah.)
+
+STRANGER (to the LADY). I'm stifling here. I can't pass a night under
+this roof. Your husband looks like a werewolf and in his presence you
+turn into a pillar of salt. Murder has been done in this house; the
+place is haunted. I shall escape as soon as I can find an excuse.
+
+(The DOCTOR comes back.)
+
+DOCTOR. It's the girl at the post office.
+
+STRANGER (nervously). Good. That's all right. You've an original house.
+That pile of wood, for instance.
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. It's been struck by lightning twice.
+
+STRANGER. Terrible! And you still keep it?
+
+DOCTOR. That's why. I've made it higher out of defiance; and to give
+shade in summer. It's like the prophet's gourd. But in the autumn it
+must go into the wood shed.
+
+STRANGER (looking round). Christmas roses, too! Where did you get them?
+They're flowering in summer! Everything's upside down here.
+
+DOCTOR. They were given me by a patient. He's not quite sane.
+
+STRANGER. Is he staying in the house?
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. He's a quiet soul, who ponders on the purposelessness
+of nature. He thinks it foolish for hellebore to grow in the snow and
+freeze; so he puts the plants in the cellar and beds them out in the
+spring.
+
+STRANGER. But a madman... in the house. Most unpleasant!
+
+DOCTOR. He's very harmless.
+
+STRANGER. How did he lose his wits?
+
+DOCTOR. Who can tell. It's a disease of the mind, not the body.
+
+STRANGER. Tell me--is he here--now?
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. He's free to wander in the garden and arrange creation. But
+if his presence disquiets you, we can shut him up.
+
+STRANGER. Why aren't such poor devils put out of--their misery?
+
+DOCTOR. It's hard to know whether they're ripe....
+
+STRANGER. What for?
+
+DOCTOR. For what's to come.
+
+STRANGER. There _is_ nothing. (Pause.)
+
+DOCTOR. Who knows!
+
+STRANGER. I feel strangely uneasy. Have you medical material...
+specimens... dead bodies?
+
+DOCTOR. Oh yes. In the ice-box--for the authorities, you know. (He pulls
+out an arm and leg.) Look here.
+
+STRANGER. No. Too much like Bluebeard!
+
+DOCTOR (sharply). What do you mean by that? (Looking at the LADY.) Do
+you think I kill my wives?
+
+STRANGER. Oh no. It's clear you don't. Is this house haunted, too?
+
+DOCTOR. Oh yes. Ask my wife.(He disappears behind the wood pile where
+neither the STRANGER nor the LADY can see him.)
+
+LADY. You needn't whisper, my husband's deaf. Though he can lip read.
+
+STRANGER. Then let me say that I've never known a more painful
+half-hour. We exchange the merest commonplaces, because none of us has
+the courage to say what he thinks. I suffered so that the idea came to
+me of opening my veins to get relief. But now I'd like to tell him the
+truth and have done with it. Shall we say to his face that we mean to go
+away, and that you've had enough of his foolishness?
+
+LADY. If you talk like that I'll begin to hate you. You must behave
+under any circumstances.
+
+STRANGER. How well brought up you are! (The DOCTOR now becomes visible
+to the STRANGER and the LADY, who continue their conversation.) Come
+away with me, before the sun goes down. (Pause.) Tell me, why did you
+kiss me yesterday?
+
+LADY. But....
+
+STRANGER. Supposing he could hear what we say! I don't trust him.
+
+DOCTOR. What shall we do to amuse our guest?
+
+LADY. He doesn't care much for amusement. His life's not been happy.
+
+(The DOCTOR blows a whistle. The MADMAN comes into the garden. He wears
+a laurel wreath and his clothes are curious.)
+
+DOCTOR. Come here, Caesar.
+
+STRANGER (displeased). What? Is he called Caesar?
+
+DOCTOR. No. It's a nickname I gave him, to remind me of a boy I was at
+school with.
+
+STRANGER (disturbed). Oh?
+
+DOCTOR. He was involved in a strange incident, and I got all the blame.
+
+LADY (to the STRANGER). You'd never believe a boy could have been so
+corrupt.
+
+(The STRANGER looks distressed. The MADMAN comes nearer.)
+
+DOCTOR. Caesar, come and make your bow to our famous writer.
+
+CAESAR. Is this the great man?
+
+LADY (to the DOCTOR). Why did you let him come, if it annoys our guest?
+
+DOCTOR. Caesar, you must behave. Or I shall have to whip you.
+
+CAESAR. Yes. He is Caesar, but he's not great. He doesn't even know
+which came first, the hen or the egg. But I do.
+
+STRANGER (to the LADY). I shall go. Is this a trap? What am I to think?
+In a minute he'll unloose his bees to amuse me.
+
+LADY. Trust me... whatever happens! And turn your face away when you
+speak.
+
+STRANGER. This werewolf never leaves us.
+
+DOCTOR (looking at his watch). You must excuse me for about an hour.
+I've a patient to visit. I hope the time won't hang on your hands.
+
+STRANGER. I'm used to waiting, for what never comes....
+
+DOCTOR (to the MADMAN). Come along, Caesar. I must lock you up in the
+cellar. (He goes out with the MADMAN.)
+
+STRANGER (to the LADY). What does that mean? Someone's pursuing me! You
+told me your husband was well disposed towards me, and I believed you.
+But he can't open his mouth without wounding me. Every word pricks like
+a goad. Then this funeral march... it's really being played! And here,
+once more, Christmas roses! Why does everything follow in an eternal
+round? Dead bodies, beggars, madmen, human destinies and childhood
+memories? Come away. Let me free you from this hell.
+
+LADY. That's why I brought you here. Also that it could never be said
+you'd stolen the wife of another. But one thing I must ask you: can I
+put my trust in you?
+
+STRANGER. You mean in my feelings?
+
+LADY. I don't speak of them. We're taking them for granted. They'll
+endure as long as they'll endure.
+
+STRANGER. You mean in my position? Large sums are owed me. All I have to
+do is to write or telegraph....
+
+LADY. Then I will trust you. (Putting away her work.) Now go straight
+out of that door. Follow the syringa hedge till you find a gate. We'll
+meet in the next village.
+
+STRANGER (hesitating). I don't like leaving the back way. I'd rather
+have fought it out with him here.
+
+LADY. Quick!
+
+STRANGER. Won't you come with me?
+
+LADY. Yes. But then I must go first. (She turns and blows a kiss towards
+the verandah.) My poor werewolf!
+
+
+SCENE III
+
+ROOM IN AN HOTEL
+
+[The STRANGER enters followed by the LADY. A WAITER.]
+
+STRANGER (who is carrying a suitcase). Is no other room free?
+
+WAITER. No.
+
+STRANGER. I don't want this one.
+
+LADY. But it's the only one: the other hotels are all full.
+
+STRANGER (to the WAITER). You can go. (The LADY sinks on to a chair
+without taking off her hat and coat.) What is it you want?
+
+LADY. I wish you'd kill me.
+
+STRANGER. I don't wonder! Thrown out of hotels, because we're not
+married, and pestered by the police, we're forced to come to this place,
+the last I'd have wished. To this very room, number eight.... Someone
+must be against me!
+
+LADY. Is this eight?
+
+STRANGER. What? Have you been here before?
+
+LADY. Have you?
+
+STRANGER. Yes.
+
+LADY. Then let's get away. Onto the road, into the woods. It doesn't
+matter where.
+
+STRANGER. I should like to. But after this terrible time I'm as tired as
+you are. I felt this was to be our journey's end. I resisted, I tried to
+go in the opposite direction, but trains were late, or we missed them,
+and we had to come here. To this room! The devil's in it--at least what
+I call the devil. But I'll be even with him yet.
+
+LADY. It seems we'll never find peace on earth again.
+
+STRANGER. Nothing's been changed. The dying Christmas roses. (Looking
+at two pictures.) There he is again. And that's the Hotel Breuer in
+Montreux. I've stayed there, too.
+
+LADY. Did you go to the post office?
+
+STRANGER. I thought you'd ask me that. I did. And as an answer to five
+letters and three telegrams I found a telegram saying that my publisher
+had gone away for a fortnight.
+
+LADY. Then we're lost.
+
+STRANGER. Very nearly.
+
+LADY. The waiter will be back in five minutes and ask for our passports.
+Then the landlord will come up and tell us to go.
+
+STRANGER. Then only one course remains.
+
+LADY. Two.
+
+STRANGER. The second's impossible.
+
+LADY. What is the second?
+
+STRANGER. To go to your parents in the country.
+
+LADY. You're beginning to read my thoughts.
+
+STRANGER. We no longer have any secrets from one another.
+
+LADY. Then the whole dream's at an end.
+
+STRANGER. It maybe.
+
+LADY. You must telegraph again.
+
+STRANGER. I ought to, I know. But I can't stir from here. I no longer
+believe that what I do can succeed. Someone's paralysed me.
+
+LADY. And me! We decided never to speak of the past and yet we drag it
+with us. Look at this carpet. Those flowers seem to form....
+
+STRANGER. Him! It's him. He's everywhere. How many hundred times has
+he.... Yet I see someone else in the pattern of the table cloth. No,
+it's an illusion! Any moment now I'll hear my funeral march--then
+everything will be complete. (Listening.) There!
+
+LADY. I hear nothing.
+
+STRANGER. Am I... am I....
+
+LADY. Shall we go home?
+
+STRANGER. The last place. The worst of all! To arrive like an
+adventurer, a beggar. Impossible!
+
+LADY. Yes, I know, but.... No, it would be too much. To bring shame,
+disgrace and sorrow to the old people, and to see you humiliated, and
+you me! We could never respect one another again.
+
+STRANGER. It would be worse than death. Yet I feel it's inevitable, and
+I begin to long for it, to get it over quickly, if it must be.
+
+LADY (taking out her work). But I don't want to be reviled in your
+presence. We must find another way. If only we were married--and divorce
+would be easy, because my former marriage isn't recognised by the laws
+of the country in which it was contracted.... All we need do is to go
+away and be married by the same priest... but that would be wounding for
+you!
+
+STRANGER. It would match the rest! For this honeymoon's becoming a
+pilgrimage!
+
+LADY. You're right! The landlord will be here in five minutes to turn us
+out. There's only one way to end such humiliations. Of our own free will
+we must accept the worst.... I can hear footsteps!
+
+STRANGER. I've foreseen this and am ready. Ready for everything. If I
+can't overcome the unseen, I can show you how much I can endure.... You
+must pawn your jewellery. I can buy it back when my publisher gets home,
+if he's not drowned bathing or killed in a railway accident. A man as
+ambitious as I must be ready to sacrifice his honour first of all.
+
+LADY. As we're agreed, wouldn't it be better to give up this room? Oh,
+God! He's coming now.
+
+STRANGER. Let's go. We'll run the gauntlet of waiters, maids and
+servants. Red with shame and pale with indignation. Animals have their
+lairs to hide in, but we are forced to flaunt our shame. (Pause.) Let
+down your veil.
+
+LADY. So this is freedom!
+
+STRANGER. And I... am the liberator. (Exeunt.)
+
+
+SCENE IV
+
+BY THE SEA
+
+[A hut on a cliff by the sea. Outside it a table with chairs. The
+STRANGER and the LADY are dressed in less sombre clothing and look
+younger than in the previous scene. The LADY is doing crochet work.]
+
+STRANGER. Three peaceful happy days at my wife's side, and anxiety
+returns!
+
+LADY. What do you fear?
+
+STRANGER. That this will not last long.
+
+LADY. Why do you think so?
+
+STRANGER. I don't know. I believe it must end suddenly, terribly.
+There's something deceptive even the sunshine and the stillness. I feel
+that happiness if not part of my destiny.
+
+LADY. But it's all over! My parents are resigned to what we've done. My
+husband understands and has written a kind letter.
+
+STRANGER. What does that matter? Fate spins the web; once more I
+hear the mallet fall and the chairs being pushed back from the
+table--judgment has been pronounced. Yet that must have happened before
+I was born, because even in childhood I began to serve my sentence.
+There's no moment in my life on which can look back with happiness.
+
+LADY. Unfortunate man! Yet you've had everything you wished from life!
+
+STRANGER. Everything. Unluckily I forgot to wish for money.
+
+LADY. You're thinking of that again.
+
+STRANGER. Are you surprised?
+
+LADY. Quiet!
+
+STRANGER. What is it you're always working at? You sit there like one of
+the Fates and draw the threads through your fingers. But go on. The most
+beautiful of sights is a woman bending over her work, or over her child.
+What are you making?
+
+LADY. Nothing. Crochet work.
+
+STRANGER. It looks like a network of nerves and knots on which you've
+fixed your thoughts. The brain must look like that--from within.
+
+LADY. If only I thought of half the things you imagine.... But I think
+of nothing.
+
+STRANGER. Perhaps that's why I feel so contented when I'm with you. Why,
+I find you so perfect that I can no longer imagine life without you! Now
+the clouds have blown away. Now the sky is clear! The wind soft--feel
+how it caresses us! This is Life! Yes, now I live. And I feel my spirit
+growing, spreading, becoming tenuous, infinite. I am everywhere, in the
+ocean which is my blood, in the rocks that are my bones, in the trees,
+in the flowers; and my head reaches up to the heavens. I can survey the
+whole universe. I _am_ the universe. And I feel the power of the Creator
+within me, for I am He! I wish I could grasp the all in my hand and
+refashion it into something more perfect, more lasting, more beautiful.
+I want all creation and created beings to be happy, to be born without
+pain, live without suffering, and die in quiet content. Eve! Die with me
+now! This moment, for the next will bring sorrow again.
+
+LADY. I'm not ready to die.
+
+STRANGER. Why not?
+
+LADY. I believe there are things I've not yet done. Perhaps I've not
+suffered enough.
+
+STRANGER. Is that the purpose of life?
+
+LADY. It seems to be. (Pause.) Now I want to ask one thing of you.
+
+STRANGER. Well?
+
+LADY. Don't blaspheme against heaven again, or compare yourself with the
+Creator, for then you remind me of Caesar at home.
+
+STRANGER (excitedly). Caesar! How can you say that...?
+
+LADY. I'm sorry if I've said anything I shouldn't. It was foolish of me
+to say 'at home.' Forgive me.
+
+STRANGER. You were thinking that Caesar and I resemble one another in
+our blasphemies?
+
+LADY. Of course not.
+
+STRANGER. Strange. I believe you when you say you don't mean to hurt me;
+yet you _do_ hurt me, as all the others do. Why?
+
+LADY. Because you're over-sensitive.
+
+STRANGER. You say that again! Do you think I've sensitive hidden places?
+
+LADY. No. I didn't mean that. And now the spirits of suspicion and
+discord are coming between us. Drive them away--at once.
+
+STRANGER. You mustn't say I blaspheme if I use the well-known words:
+See, we are like unto the gods.
+
+LADY. But if that's so, why can't you help yourself, or us?
+
+STRANGER. Can't I? Wait. As yet we've only seen the beginning.
+
+LADY. If the end is like it, heaven help us!
+
+STRANGER. I know what you fear; and I meant to hold back a pleasant
+surprise. But now I won't torment you longer. (He takes out a registered
+letter, not yet opened.) Look!
+
+LADY. The money's come!
+
+STRANGER. This morning. Who can destroy me now?
+
+LADY. Don't speak like that. You know who could.
+
+STRANGER. Who?
+
+LADY. He who punishes the arrogance of men.
+
+STRANGER. And their courage. That especially. This was my Achilles'
+heel; I bore with everything, except this fearful lack of money.
+
+LADY. May I ask how much they've sent?
+
+STRANGER. I don't know. I've not opened the letter. But I do know about
+how much to expect. I'd better look and see. (He opens the letter.)
+What? Only an account showing I'm owed nothing! There's something
+uncanny in this.
+
+LADY. I begin to think so, too.
+
+STRANGER. I know I'm damned. But I'm ready to hurl the curse back at him
+who so nobly cursed me.... (He throws up the letter.) With a curse of my
+own.
+
+LADY. Don't. You frighten me.
+
+STRANGER. Fear me, so long as you don't despise me! The challenge
+has been thrown down; now you shall see a conflict between two great
+opponents. (He opens his coat and waistcoat and looks threateningly
+aloft.) Strike me with your lightning if you dare! Frighten me with your
+thunder if you can!
+
+LADY. Don't speak like that.
+
+STRANGER. I will. Who dares break in on my dream of love? Who tears the
+cup from my lips; and the woman from my arms? Those who envy me, be
+they gods or devils! Little bourgeois gods who parry sword thrusts with
+pin-pricks from behind, who won't stand up to their man, but strike at
+him with unpaid bills. A backstairs way of discrediting a master before
+his servants. They never attack, never draw, merely soil and decry!
+Powers, lords and masters! All are the same!
+
+LADY. May heaven not punish you.
+
+STRANGER. Heaven's blue and silent. The ocean's silent and stupid.
+Listen, I can hear a poem--that's what I call it when an idea begins to
+germinate in my mind. First the rhythm; this time like the thunder
+of hooves and the jingle of spurs and accoutrements. But there's a
+fluttering too, like a sail flapping.... Banners!
+
+LADY. No. It's the wind. Can't you hear it in the trees?
+
+STRANGER. Quiet! They're riding over a bridge, a wooden bridge. There's
+no water in the brook, only pebbles. Wait! Now I can hear them, men and
+women, saying a rosary. The angels' greeting. Now I can see--on what
+you're working--a large kitchen, with white-washed walls, it has three
+small latticed windows, with flowers in them. In the left-hand corner a
+hearth, on the right a table with wooden seats. And above the table, in
+the corner, hangs a crucifix, with a lamp burning below. The ceiling's
+of blackened beams, and dried mistletoe hangs on the wall.
+
+LADY (frightened). Where can you see all that?
+
+STRANGER. On your work.
+
+LADY. Can you see people there?
+
+STRANGER. A very old man's sitting at the table, bent over a game bag,
+his hands clasped in prayer. A woman, so longer young, kneels on the
+floor. Now once more I hear the angels' greeting, as if far away. But
+those two in the kitchen are as motionless as figures of wax. A veil
+shrouds everything.... No, that was no poem! (Waking.) It was something
+else.
+
+LADY. It was reality! The kitchen at home, where you've never set foot.
+That old man was my grandfather, the forester, and the woman my mother!
+They were praying for us! It was six o'clock and the servants were
+saying a rosary outside, as they always do.
+
+STRANGER. You make me uneasy. Is this the beginning of second sight?
+Still, it was beautiful. A snow-white room, with flowers and mistletoe.
+But why should they pray for us?
+
+LADY. Why indeed! Have we done wrong?
+
+STRANGER. What is wrong?
+
+LADY. I've read there's no such thing. And yet... I long to see my
+mother; not my father, for he turned me out as he did her.
+
+STRANGER. Why should he have turned your mother out?
+
+LADY. Who can say? The children least of all. Let us go to my home. I
+long to.
+
+STRANGER. To the lion's den, the snake pit? One more or less makes no
+matter. I'll do it for you, but not like the Prodigal Son. No, you shall
+see that I can go through fire and water for your sake.
+
+LADY. How do you know...?
+
+STRANGER. I can guess.
+
+LADY. And can you guess that the path to where my parents live in the
+mountains is too steep for carts to use?
+
+STRANGER. It sounds extraordinary, but I read or dreamed something of
+the kind.
+
+LADY. You may have. But you'll see nothing that's not natural, though
+perhaps unusual, for men and women are a strange race. Are you ready to
+follow me?
+
+STRANGER. I'm ready--for anything!
+
+(The LADY kisses him on the forehead and makes the sign of the cross
+simply, timidly and without gestures.)
+
+LADY. Then come!
+
+
+SCENE V
+
+ON THE ROAD
+
+[A landscape with hills; a chapel, right, in the far distance on a rise.
+The road, flanked by fruit trees, winds across the background. Between
+the trees hills can be seen on which are crucifixes, chapels and
+memorials to the victims of accidents. In the foreground a sign post
+with the legend, 'Beggars not allowed in this parish.' The STRANGER and
+the LADY.]
+
+LADY. You're tired.
+
+STRANGER. I won't deny it. But it's humiliating to confess I'm hungry,
+because the money's gone. I never thought that would happen to me.
+
+LADY. It seems we must be prepared for anything, for I think we've
+fallen into disfavour. My shoe's split, and I could weep at our having
+to go like this, looking like beggars.
+
+STRANGER (pointing to the signpost). And beggars are not allowed in this
+parish. Why must that be stuck up in large letters here?
+
+LADY. It's been there as long as I can remember. Think of it, I've not
+been back since I was a child. And In those days I found the way short
+and the hills lower. The trees, too, were smaller, and I think I used to
+hear birds singing.
+
+STRANGER. Birds sang all the year for you then! Now they only sing in
+the spring--and autumn's not far off. But in those days you used to
+dance along this endless way of Calvaries, plucking flowers at the feet
+of the crosses. (A horn in the distance.) What's that?
+
+LADY. My grandfather coming back from shooting. A good old man. Let's go
+on and reach the house by dark.
+
+STRANGER. Is it still far?
+
+LADY. No. Only across the hills and over the river.
+
+STRANGER. Is that the river I hear?
+
+LADY. The river by which I was born and brought up. I was eighteen
+before I crossed over to this bank, to see what was in the blue of the
+distance.... Now I've seen.
+
+STRANGER. You're weeping!
+
+LADY. Poor old man! When I got into the boat, he said: My child, beyond
+lies the world. When you've seen enough, come back to your mountains,
+and they will hide you. Now I've seen enough. Enough!
+
+STRANGER. Let's go. It's beginning to grow dusk already. (They pick up
+their travelling capes and go on.)
+
+
+SCENE VI
+
+IN A RAVINE
+
+[Entrance to a ravine between steep cliffs covered with pines. In the
+foreground a wooden shanty, a broom by the door with a ramshorn hanging
+from its handle. Left, a smithy, a red glow showing through its open
+door. Right, a flourmill. In the background the road through the ravine
+with mill-stream and footbridge. The rock formations look like giant
+profiles.]
+
+[On the rise of the curtain the SMITH is at the smithy door and the
+MILLER'S WIFE at the door of the mill. When the LADY enters they sign
+to one another and disappear. The clothing of both the LADY and the
+STRANGER is torn and shabby.]
+
+STRANGER. They're hiding, from us, probably.
+
+LADY. I don't think so.
+
+STRANGER. What a strange place! Everything seems conspire to arouse
+disquiet. What's that broom there? And the horn with ointment? Probably
+because it's their usual place, but it makes me think of witchcraft.
+Why is the smithy black and the mill white? Because one's sooty and the
+other covered with flour; yet when I saw the blacksmith by the light of
+his forge and the white miller's wife, it reminded me of an old poem.
+Look at those giant faces.... There's your werewolf from whom I saved
+you. There he is, in profile, see!
+
+LADY. Yes, but it's only the rock.
+
+STRANGER. Only the rock, and yet it's he.
+
+LADY. Shall I tell you why we can see him?
+
+STRANGER. You mean--it's our conscience? Which pricks us when we're
+hungry and tired, and is silent when we've eaten and rested. It's
+horrible to arrive in rags. Our clothes are torn from climbing through
+the brambles. Someone's fighting against me.
+
+LADY. Why did you challenge him?
+
+STRANGER. Because I want to fight in the open; not battle with unpaid
+bills and empty purses. Anyhow: here's my last copper. The devil take
+it, if there is one! (He throws it into the brook.)
+
+LADY. Oh! We could have paid the ferry with it. Now we'll have to talk
+of money when we reach home.
+
+STRANGER. When can we talk of anything else?
+
+LADY. That's because you've despised it.
+
+STRANGER. As I've despised everything....
+
+LADY. But not everything's despicable. Some things are good.
+
+STRANGER. I've never seen them.
+
+LADY. Then follow me and you will.
+
+STRANGER. I'll follow you. (He hesitates when passing the smithy.)
+
+LADY (who has gone on ahead). Are you frightened of fire?
+
+STRANGER. No, but... (The horn is heard in the distance. He hurries past
+the smithy after the LADY.)
+
+
+SCENE VII
+
+IN A KITCHEN
+
+[A large kitchen with whitewashed walls. Three windows in the corner,
+right, so arranged that two are at the back and one in the right wall.
+The windows are small and deeply recessed; in the recesses there are
+flower pots. The ceiling is beamed and black with soot. In the left
+corner a large range with utensils of copper, iron and tin, and wooden
+vessels. In the corner, right, a crucifix with a lamp. Beneath it a
+four-cornered table with benches. Bunches of mistletoe on the walls.
+A door at the back. The Poorhouse can be seen outside, and through the
+window at the back the church. Near the fire bedding for dogs and a
+table with food for the poor.]
+
+[The OLD MAN is sitting at the table beneath the crucifix, with his
+hands clasped and a game bag before him. He is a strongly-built man of
+over eighty with white hair and along beard, dressed as a forester. The
+MOTHER is kneeling on the floor; she is grey-haired and nearly fifty;
+her dress is of black-and-white material. The voices of men, women and
+children can be clearly heard singing the last verse of the Angels'
+Greeting in chorus. 'Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us poor sinners,
+now and in the hour of death. Amen.']
+
+OLD MAN and MOTHER. Amen!
+
+MOTHER. Now I'll tell you, Father. They saw two vagabonds by the river.
+Their clothing was torn and dirty, for they'd been in the water. And
+when it came to paying the ferryman, they'd no money. Now they're drying
+their clothes in the ferryman's hut.
+
+OLD MAN. Let them stay there.
+
+MOTHER. Don't forbid a beggar your house. He might be an angel.
+
+OLD MAN. True. Let them come in.
+
+MOTHER. I'll put food for them on the table for the poor. Do you mind
+that?
+
+OLD MAN. No.
+
+MOTHER. Shall I give them cider?
+
+OLD MAN. Yes. And you can light the fire; they'll be cold.
+
+MOTHER. There's hardly time. But I will, if you wish it, Father.
+
+OLD MAN (looking out of the window). I think you'd better.
+
+MOTHER. What are you looking at?
+
+OLD MAN. The river; it's rising. And I'm asking myself, as I've done for
+seventy years--when I shall reach the sea.
+
+MOTHER. You're sad to-night, Father.
+
+OLD MAN.... et introibo ad altare Dei: ad Deum qui laetificat juventutem
+meam. Yes. I do feel sad.... Deus, Deus meus: quare tristis es anima
+mea, et quare conturbas me.
+
+MOTHER. Spera in Deo....
+
+(The Maid comes in, and signs to the MOTHER, who goes over to her. They
+whisper together and the maid goes out again.)
+
+OLD MAN. I heard what you said. O God! Must I bear that too!
+
+MOTHER. You needn't see them. You can go up to your room.
+
+OLD MAN. No. It shall be a penance. But why come like this: as
+vagabonds?
+
+MOTHER. Perhaps they lost their way and have had much to endure.
+
+OLD MAN. But to bring her husband! Is she lost to shame?
+
+MOTHER. You know Ingeborg's queer nature. She thinks all she does is
+fitting, if not right. Have you ever seen her ashamed, or suffer from a
+rebuff? I never have. Yet she's not without shame; on the contrary. And
+everything she does, however questionable, seems natural when she does
+it.
+
+OLD MAN. I've always wondered why one could never be angry with her. She
+doesn't feel herself responsible, or think an insult's directed at her.
+She seems impersonal; or rather two persons, one who does nothing but
+ill whilst the other gives absolution.... But this man! There's no one
+I've hated from afar so much as he. He sees evil everywhere; and of no
+one have I heard so much ill.
+
+MOTHER. That's true. But it may be Ingeborg's found some mission in this
+man's life; and he in hers. Perhaps they're meant to torture each other
+into atonement.
+
+OLD MAN. Perhaps. But I'll have nothing to do with at seems to me
+shameful. This man, under my roof! Yet I must accept it, like everything
+else. For I've deserved no less.
+
+MOTHER. Very well then. (The LADY and the STRANGER come in.) You're
+welcome.
+
+LADY. Thank you, Mother. (She looks over to the OLD MAN, who rises and
+looks at the STRANGER.) Peace, Grandfather. This is my husband. Give him
+your hand.
+
+OLD MAN. First let me look at him. (He goes to the STRANGER, puts his
+hands on his shoulders and looks him in the eyes.) What motives brought
+you here?
+
+STRANGER (simply). None, but to keep my wife company, at her earnest
+desire.
+
+OLD MAN. If that's true, you're welcome! I've a long and stormy life
+behind me, and at last I've found a certain peace in solitude. I beg you
+not to trouble it.
+
+STRANGER. I haven't come here to ask favours. I'll take nothing with me
+when I go.
+
+OLD MAN. That's not the answer I wanted; for we all need one another. I
+perhaps need you. No one can know, young man.
+
+LADY. Grandfather!
+
+OLD MAN. Yes, my child. I shan't wish you happiness, for there's no such
+thing; but I wish you strength to bear your destiny. Now I'll leave you
+for a little. Your mother will look after you. (He goes out.)
+
+LADY (to her mother). Did you lay that table for us, Mother?
+
+MOTHER. No, it's a mistake, as you can imagine.
+
+LADY. I know we look wretched. We were lost in the mountains, and if
+grandfather hadn't blown his horn...
+
+MOTHER. Your grandfather gave up hunting long ago.
+
+LADY. Then it was someone else.... Listen, Mother, I'll go up now to the
+'rose' room, and get it straight.
+
+MOTHER. Do. I'll come in a moment.
+
+(The LADY would like to say something, cannot, and goes out.)
+
+STRANGER (to the MOTHER). I've seen this room already.
+
+MOTHER. And I've seen you. I almost expected you.
+
+STRANGER. As one expects a disaster?
+
+MOTHER. Why say that?
+
+STRANGER. Because I sow devastation wherever I go. But as I must go
+somewhere, and cannot change my fate, I've lost my scruples.
+
+MOTHER. Then you're like my daughter--she, too, has no scruples and no
+conscience.
+
+STRANGER. What?
+
+MOTHER. You think I'm speaking ill of her? I couldn't do that of my own
+child. I only draw the comparison, because you know her.
+
+STRANGER. But I've noticed what you speak of in Eve.
+
+MOTHER. Why do you call Ingeborg Eve?
+
+STRANGER. By inventing a name for her I made her mine. I wanted to
+change her....
+
+MOTHER. And remake her in your image? (Laughing.) I've been told that
+country wizards carve images of their victims, and give them the names
+of those they'd bewitch. That was your plan: by means of this Eve, that
+you yourself had made, you intended to destroy the whole Sex!
+
+STRANGER (looking at the MOTHER in surprise). Those were damnable words!
+Forgive me. But you have religious beliefs: how can you think such
+things?
+
+MOTHER. The thoughts were yours.
+
+STRANGER. This begins to be interesting. I imagined an idyll in the
+forest, but this is a witches' cauldron.
+
+MOTHER. Not quite. You've forgotten, or never knew, that a man deserted
+me shamefully, and that you're a man who also shamefully deserted a
+woman.
+
+STRANGER. Frank words. Now I know where I am.
+
+MOTHER. I'd like to know where I am. Can you support two families?
+
+STRANGER. If all goes well.
+
+MOTHER. All doesn't--in this life. Money can be lost.
+
+STRANGER. But my talent's capital I can never lose.
+
+MOTHER. Really? The greatest of talents has been known to fail...
+gradually, or suddenly.
+
+STRANGER. I've never met anyone who could so damp one's courage.
+
+MOTHER. Pride should be damped. Your last book was much weaker.
+
+STRANGER. You read it?
+
+MOTHER. Yes. That's why I know all your secrets. So don't try to deceive
+me; it won't go well with you. (Pause.) A trifle, but one that does us
+no good here: why didn't you pay the ferryman?
+
+STRANGER. My heel of Achilles! I threw my last coin away. Can't we speak
+of something else than money in this house?
+
+MOTHER. Oh yes. But in this house we do our duty before we amuse
+ourselves. So you came on foot because you had no money?
+
+STRANGER (hesitating). Yes....
+
+MOTHER (smiling). Probably nothing to eat?
+
+STRANGER (hesitating). No....
+
+MOTHER. You're a fine fellow!
+
+STRANGER. In all my life I've never been in such a predicament.
+
+MOTHER. I can believe it. It's almost a pity. I could laugh at the
+figure you cut, if I didn't know it would make you weep, and others with
+you. (Pause.) But now you've had your will, hold fast to the woman who
+loves you; for if you leave her, you'll never smile again, and soon
+forget what happiness was.
+
+STRANGER. Is that a threat?
+
+MOTHER. A warning. Go now, and have your supper.
+
+STRANGER (pointing at the table for the poor). There?
+
+MOTHER. A poor joke; which might become reality. I've seen such things.
+
+STRANGER. Soon I'll believe anything can happen--this is the worst I've
+known.
+
+MOTHER. Worse yet may come. Wait!
+
+STRANGER (cast down). I'm prepared for anything.
+
+(Exit. A moment later the OLD MAN comes in.)
+
+OLD MAN. It was no angel after all.
+
+MOTHER. No good angel, certainly.
+
+OLD MAN. Really! (Pause.) You know how superstitious people here are. As
+I went down to the river I heard this: a farmer said his horse shied at
+'him'; another that the dogs got so fierce he'd had to tie them up. The
+ferryman swore his boat drew less water when 'he' got in. Superstition,
+but....
+
+MOTHER. But what?
+
+OLD MAN. It was only a magpie that flew in at her window, though it was
+closed. An illusion, perhaps.
+
+MOTHER. Perhaps. But why does one often see such things at the right
+time?
+
+OLD MAN. This man's presence is intolerable. When he looks at me I can't
+breathe.
+
+MOTHER. We must try to get rid of him. I'm certain he won't care to stay
+for long.
+
+OLD MAN. No. He won't grow old here. (Pause.) Listen, I got a letter
+to-night warning me about him. Among other things he's wanted by the
+courts.
+
+MOTHER. The courts?
+
+OLD MAN. Yes. Money matters. But, remember, the laws of hospitality
+protect beggars and enemies. Let him stay a few days, till he's got over
+this fearful journey. You can see how Providence has laid hands on him,
+how his soul is being ground in the mill ready for the sieve....
+
+MOTHER. I've felt a call to be a tool in the hands of Providence.
+
+OLD MAN. Don't confuse it with your wish for vengeance.
+
+MOTHER. I'll try not to, if I can.
+
+OLD MAN. Well, good-night.
+
+MOTHER. Do you think Ingeborg has read his last book?
+
+OLD MAN. It's unlikely. If she had she'd never have married a man who
+held such views.
+
+MOTHER. No, she's not read it. But now she must.
+
+
+SCENE VIII
+
+THE 'ROSE' ROOM
+
+[A simple, pleasantly furnished room in the forester's house. The walls
+are colour-washed in red; the curtains are of thin rose-coloured
+muslin. In the small latticed windows there are flowers. On right, a
+writing-table and bookshelf. Left, a sofa with rose-coloured curtains
+above in the form of a baldachino. Tables and chairs in Old German
+style. At the back, a door. Outside the country can be seen and the
+poorhouse, a dark, unpleasant building with black, uncurtained windows.
+Strong sunlight. The LADY is sitting on the sofa working.]
+
+MOTHER (standing with a book bound in rose-coloured cloth in her hand.)
+You won't read your husband's book?
+
+LADY. Not that one. I promised not to.
+
+MOTHER. You don't want to know the man to whom you've entrusted your
+fate?
+
+LADY. What would be the use? We're all right as we are.
+
+MOTHER. You make no great demands on life?
+
+LADY. Why should I? They'd never be fulfilled.
+
+MOTHER. I don't know whether you were born full of worldly wisdom, or
+foolishness.
+
+LADY. I don't know myself.
+
+MOTHER. If the sun shines and you've enough to eat, you're content.
+
+LADY. Yes. And when it goes in, I make the best of it.
+
+MOTHER. To change the subject: did you know your husband was being
+pressed by the courts on account of his debts?
+
+LADY. Yes. It happens to all writers.
+
+MOTHER. Is he mad, or a rascal?
+
+LADY. He's neither. He's no ordinary man; and it's a pity I can tell
+him nothing he doesn't know already. That's why we don't speak much; but
+he's glad to have me near him; and so am I to be near him.
+
+MOTHER. You've reached calm water already? Then it can't be far to the
+mill-race! But don't you think you'd have more to talk of, if you read
+what he has written?
+
+LADY. Perhaps. You can leave me the book, if you like.
+
+MOTHER. Take it and hide it. It'll be a surprise if you can quote
+something from his masterpiece.
+
+LADY (hiding the book in her bag). He's coming. If he's spoken of he
+seems to feel it from afar.
+
+MOTHER. If he could only feel how he makes others suffer--from afar.
+(Exit left.)
+
+(The LADY, alone for an instant, looks at the book and seems taken
+aback. She hides it in her bag.)
+
+STRANGER (entering). Your mother was here? You were speaking of me, of
+course. I can almost hear her ill-natured words. They cut the air and
+darken the sunshine. I can almost divine the impression of her body in
+the atmosphere of the room, and she leaves an odour like that of a dead
+snake.
+
+LADY. You're irritable to-day.
+
+STRANGER. Fearfully. Some fool has restrung my nerves out of tune, and
+plays on them with a horse-hair bow till he sets my teeth on edge....
+You don't know what that is! There's someone here who's stronger than
+I! Someone with a searchlight who shines it at me, wherever I may be. Do
+they use the black art in this place?
+
+LADY. Don't turn your back on the sunlight. Look at this lovely country;
+you'll feel calmer.
+
+STRANGER. I can't bear that poorhouse. It seems to have been built there
+solely for me. And a demented woman always stands there beckoning.
+
+LADY. Do you think they treat you badly here?
+
+STRANGER. In a way, no. They feed me with tit-bits, as if I were to be
+fattened for the butcher. But I can't eat because they grudge it me, and
+I feel the cold rays of their hate. To me it seems there's an icy wind
+everywhere, although it's still and hot. And I can hear that accursed
+mill....
+
+LADY. It's not grinding now.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. Grinding... grinding.
+
+LADY. Listen. There's no hate here. Pity, at most.
+
+STRANGER. Another thing.... Why do people I meet cross themselves?
+
+LADY. Only because they're used to praying in silence. (Pause.) You had
+an unwelcome letter this morning?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. The kind that makes your hair rise from the scalp, so
+that you want to curse at fate. I'm owed money, but can't get paid.
+Now the law's being set in motion against me by... the guardians of my
+children, because I've not paid alimony. No one has ever been in such
+a dishonourable position. I'm blameless. I could pay my way; I want to,
+but am prevented! Not my fault; yet my shame! It's not in nature. The
+devil's got a hand in it.
+
+LADY. Why?
+
+STRANGER. Why? Why is one born into this world an ignoramus, knowing
+nothing of the laws, customs and usage one inadvertently breaks? And
+for which one's punished. Why does one grow into a youth full of high
+ambition only to be driven into vile actions one abhors? Why, why?
+
+LADY (who has secretly been looking at the book: absent-mindedly). There
+must be a reason, even if we don't know it.
+
+STRANGER. If it's to humble one, it's a poor method. It only makes me
+more arrogant. Eve!
+
+LADY. Don't call me that.
+
+STRANGER (starting). Why not?
+
+LADY. I don't like it. You'd feel as I do, if I called you Caesar.
+
+STRANGER. Have we got back to that?
+
+LADY. To what?
+
+STRANGER. Did you mention that name for any reason?
+
+LADY. Caesar? No. But I'm beginning to find things out.
+
+STRANGER. Very well! Then I may as well fall honourably by my own
+hand. I am Caesar, the school-boy, for whose escapade your husband, the
+werewolf, was punished. Fate delights in making links for eternity.
+A noble sport! (The LADY, uncertain what to do, does not reply.) Say
+something!
+
+LADY. I can't.
+
+STRANGER. Say that he became a werewolf because, as a child, he lost
+his belief in the justice of heaven, owing to the fact that, though
+innocent, he was punished for the misdeeds of another. But if you say
+so, I shall reply that I suffered ten times as much from my conscience,
+and that the spiritual crisis that followed left me so strengthened that
+I've never done such a thing again.
+
+LADY. No. It's not that.
+
+STRANGER. Then what is it? Do you respect me no longer?
+
+LADY. It's not that either.
+
+STRANGER. Then it's to make me feel my shame before you! And it would be
+the end of everything between us.
+
+LADY. No!
+
+STRANGER. Eve.
+
+LADY. You rouse evil thoughts.
+
+STRANGER. You've broken your vow: you've been reading my book!
+
+LADY. I have.
+
+STRANGER. Then you've done wrong.
+
+LADY. My intention was good.
+
+STRANGER. The results even of your good intentions are terrible! You've
+blown me into the air with my own petard. Why must all our misdeeds come
+home to roost--both boyish escapades and really evil action? It's fair
+enough to reap evil where one has sown it. But I've never seen a good
+action get its reward. Never! It's a disgrace to Him who records all
+sins, however black or venial. No man could do it: men would forgive.
+The gods... never!
+
+LADY. Don't say that. Say rather _you_ forgive.
+
+STRANGER. I'm not small-minded. But what have I forgive you?
+
+LADY. More than I can say.
+
+STRANGER. Say it. Perhaps then we'll be quits.
+
+LADY. He and I used to read the curse of Deutertonomy over you... for
+you'd ruined his life.
+
+STRANGER. What curse is that?
+
+LADY. From the fifth book of Moses. The priests chant it in chorus when
+the fasts begin.
+
+STRANGER. I don't remember it. What does it matter--a curse more or
+less?
+
+LADY. In my family those whom we curse, are struck.
+
+STRANGER. I don't believe it. But I do believe that evil emanates from
+this house. May it recoil upon it! That is my prayer! Now, according to
+custom, it would be my duty to shoot myself; but I can't, so long as I
+have other duties. You see, I can't even die, and so I've lost my last
+treasure--what, with reason, I call my religion. I've heard that man can
+wrestle with God, and with success; but not even job could fight against
+Satan. (Pause.) Let's speak of you....
+
+LADY. Not now. Later perhaps. Since I've got to know your terrible
+book--I've only glanced at it, only read a few lines here and there--I
+feel as if I'd eaten of the tree of knowledge. My eyes are opened and I
+know what's good and what's evil, as I've never known before. And now
+I see how evil you are, and why I am to be called Eve. She was a mother
+and brought sin into the world: it was another mother who brought
+expiation. The curse of mankind was called down on us by the first,
+a blessing by the second. In me you shall not destroy my whole sex.
+Perhaps I have a different mission in your life. We shall see!
+
+STRANGER. So you've eaten of the tree of knowledge? Farewell.
+
+LADY. You're going away?
+
+STRANGER. I can't stay here.
+
+LADY. Don't go.
+
+STRANGER. I must. I must clear up everything. I'll take leave of the old
+people now. Then I'll come back. I shan't be long. (Exit.)
+
+LADY (remains motionless, then goes to the door and looks out. She sinks
+to her knees). No! He won't come back!
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE IX
+
+CONVENT
+
+[The refectory of an ancient convent, resembling a simple whitewashed
+Romanesque church. There are damp patches on the walls, looking like
+strange figures. A long table with bowls; at the end a desk for the
+Lector. At the back a door leading to the chapel. There are lighted
+candles on the tables. On the wall, left, a painting representing the
+Archangel Michael killing the Fiend.]
+
+[The STRANGER is sitting left, at a refectory table, dressed in the
+white clothing of a patient, with a bowl before him. At the table,
+right, are sitting: the brown-clad mourners of Scene I. The BEGGAR. A
+woman in mourning with two children. A woman who resembles the Lady, but
+who is not her and who is crocheting instead of eating. A Man very like
+the Doctor, another like the Madman. Others like the Father, Mother,
+Brother. Parents of the 'Prodigal Son,' etc. All are dressed in white,
+but over this are wearing costumes of coloured crepe. Their faces are
+waxen and corpse-like, their whole appearance queer, their gestures
+strange. On the rise of the curtain all are finishing a Paternoster,
+except the STRANGER.]
+
+STRANGER (rising and going to the ABBESS, who is standing at a serving
+table). Mother. May I speak to you?
+
+ABBESS (in a black-and-white Augustinian habit). Yes, my son. (They come
+forward.)
+
+STRANGER. First, where am I?
+
+ABBESS. In a convent called 'St. Saviour.' You were found on the hills
+above the ravine, with a cross you'd broken from a calvary and with
+which you were threatening someone in the clouds. Indeed, you thought
+you could see him. You were feverish and had lost your foothold. You
+were picked up, unhurt, beneath a cliff, but in delirium. You were
+brought to the hospital and put to bed. Since then you've spoken wildly,
+and complained of a pain in your hip, but no injury could be found.
+
+STRANGER. What did I speak of?
+
+ABBESS. You had the usual feverish dreams. You reproached yourself with
+all kinds of things, and thought you could see your victims, as you
+called them.
+
+STRANGER. And then?
+
+ABBESS. Your thoughts often turned to money matters. You wanted to pay
+for yourself in the hospital. I tried to calm you by telling you no
+payment would be asked: all was done out of charity....
+
+STRANGER. I want no charity.
+
+ABBESS. It's more blessed to give than to receive; yet a noble nature
+can accept and be thankful.
+
+STRANGER. I want no charity.
+
+ABBESS. Hm!
+
+STRANGER. Tell me, why will none of those people sit at the same table
+with me? They're getting up... going....
+
+ABBESS. They seem to fear you.
+
+STRANGER. Why?
+
+ABBESS. You look so....
+
+STRANGER. I? But what of them? Are they real?
+
+ABBESS. If you mean true, they've a terrible reality. It may be they
+look strange to you, because you're still feverish. Or there may be
+another reason.
+
+STRANGER. I seem to know them, all of them! I see them as if in a
+mirror: they only make as if they were eating.... Is this some drama
+they're performing? Those look like my parents, rather like... (Pause.)
+Hitherto I've feared nothing, because life was useless to me.... Now I
+begin to be afraid.
+
+ABBESS. If you don't believe them real, I'll ask the Confessor to
+introduce you. (She signs to the CONFESSOR who approaches.)
+
+CONFESSOR (dressed in a black-and-white habit of Dominicans). Sister!
+
+ABBESS. Tell the patient who are at that table.
+
+CONFESSOR. That's soon done.
+
+STRANGER. Permit a question first. Haven't we met already?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. I sat by your bedside, when you were delirious. At your
+desire, I heard your confession.
+
+STRANGER. What? My confession?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. But I couldn't give you absolution; because it seemed
+that what you said was spoken in fever.
+
+STRANGER. Why?
+
+CONFESSOR. There was hardly a sin or vice you didn't take upon
+yourself--things so hateful you'd have had to undergo strict penitence
+before demanding absolution. Now you're yourself again I can ask whether
+there are grounds for your self-accusations.
+
+(The ABBESS leaves them.)
+
+STRANGER. Have you the right?
+
+CONFESSOR. No. In truth, no right. (Pause.) But you want to know in
+whose company you are! The very best. There, for instance, is a madman,
+Caesar, who lost his wits through reading the works of a certain writer
+whose notoriety is greater than his fame. There's a beggar, who won't
+admit he's a beggar, because he's learnt Latin and is free. There, a
+doctor, called the werewolf, whose history's well known. There, two
+parents, who grieved themselves to death over a son who raised his
+hand against theirs. He must be responsible for refusing to follow his
+father's bier and desecrating his mother's grave. There's his unhappy
+sister, whom he drove out into the snow, as he himself recounts, with
+the best intentions. Over there's a woman who's been abandoned with her
+two children, and there's another doing crochet work.... All are old
+acquaintances. Go and greet them!
+
+(The STRANGER has turned his back on the company: he now goes to the
+table, left, and sits down with his back to them. He raises his head,
+sees the picture of the Archangel Michael and lowers his eyes. The
+CONFESSOR stands behind the STRANGER. A Catholic Requiem can be heard
+from the chapel. The CONFESSOR speaks to the STRANGER in a low voice
+while the music goes on.)
+
+ Quantus tremor est futurus
+ Quando judex est venturus
+ Cuncta stricte discussurus,
+ Tuba mirum spargens sonum
+ Per sepulchra regionum
+ Coget omnes ante thronum.
+ Mors stupebit et natura,
+ Cum resurget creatura
+ Judicanti responsura
+ Liber scriptus proferetur
+ In quo totum continetur
+ Unde mundus judicetur.
+ Judex ergo cum sedebit
+ Quidquid latet apparebit
+ Nil inultum remanebit.
+
+(He goes to the desk by the table, right, and opens his breviary. The
+music ceases.)
+
+We will continue the reading.... 'But if thou wilt not hearken unto the
+voice of the Lord thy God all these curses shall overtake thee. Cursed
+shalt thou be in the city, and cursed shalt thou be in the field; cursed
+shalt thou be when thou comest in, and cursed when thou goest out.'
+
+OMNES (in a low voice). Cursed!
+
+CONFESSOR. 'The Lord shall send upon thee vexation and rebuke in all
+that thou settest thy hand for to do, until thou be destroyed, and until
+thou perish quickly, because of the wickedness of thy doings, whereby
+thou hast forsaken me.'
+
+OMNES (loudly). Cursed!
+
+CONFESSOR. 'The Lord shall cause thee to be smitten before thine
+enemies: thou shalt go out one way against them, and flee seven ways
+before them, and shalt be moved into all the kingdoms of the earth. And
+thy carcase shall be meat unto all fowls of the air, and unto the beasts
+of the earth, and no man shall fray them away. The Lord will smite
+thee with the botch of Egypt, the scab and the itch, with madness and
+blindness, that thou shalt grope at noonday, as the blind gropeth in
+darkness. Thou shalt not prosper in thy ways, and thou shalt be only
+oppressed and spoiled evermore, and no man shall save thee. Thou shalt
+betroth a wife, and another man shall lie with her: thou shalt build an
+house, and thou shalt not dwell therein: thou shalt plant a vineyard,
+and shalt not gather the grapes thereof. Thy sons and thy daughters
+shall be given unto another people, and thine eyes fail with longing for
+them; and there shall be no might in thy hand. And thou shalt find no
+ease on earth, neither shall the sole of thy foot have rest: the Lord
+shall give thee a trembling heart, and failing of eyes and sorrow of
+mind. And thy life shall hang in doubt before thee; and thou shalt fear
+day and night. In the morning thou shalt say, would God it were even!
+And at even thou shalt say, would God it were morning! And because thou
+servedst not the Lord thy God when thou livedst in security, thou shalt
+serve him in hunger, in thirst, in nakedness and in want; and He shall
+put a yoke of iron upon thy neck, until He have destroyed thee!'
+
+OMNES. Amen!
+
+(The CONFESSOR has read the above loudly and rapidly, without turning to
+the STRANGER. All those present, except the LADY, who is working, have
+been listening and have joined in the curse, though they have feigned
+not to notice the STRANGER, who has remained with his back to them,
+sunk in himself. The STRANGER now rises as if to go. The CONFESSOR goes
+towards him.)
+
+STRANGER. What was that?
+
+CONFESSOR. The Book of Deuteronomy.
+
+STRANGER. Of course. But I seem to remember blessings in it, too.
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes, for those who keep His commandments.
+
+STRANGER. Hm.... I can't deny that, for a moment, I felt shaken. Are
+they temptations to be resisted, or warnings to be obeyed? (Pause.)
+Anyhow I'm certain now that I have fever. I must go to a real doctor.
+
+CONFESSOR. See he _is_ the right one!
+
+STRANGER. Of course!
+
+CONFESSOR. Who can heal 'delightful scruples of conscience'!
+
+ABBESS. Should you need charity again, you now know where to find it.
+
+STRANGER. No. I do not.
+
+ABBESS (in a low voice). Then I'll tell you. In a 'rose' room, near a
+certain running stream.
+
+STRANGER. That's the truth! In a 'rose' room. Wait; how long have I been
+here?
+
+ABBESS. Three months to-day.
+
+STRANGER. Three months! Have I been sleeping? Or where have I been?
+(Looking out of the window.) It's autumn. The trees are bare; the clouds
+look cold. Now it's coming back to me! Can you hear a mill grinding? The
+sound of a horn? The rushing of a river? A wood whispering--and a
+woman weeping? You're right. Only there can charity be found. Farewell.
+(Exit.)
+
+CONFESSOR (to the Abbess). The fool! The fool!
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE X
+
+THE 'ROSE' ROOM
+
+[The curtains have been taken down. The windows gape into the darkness
+outside. The furniture has been covered in brown loose-covers and pulled
+forward. The flowers have been taken away, and the large black stove
+lit. The MOTHER is standing ironing white curtains by the light of a
+single lamp. There is a knock at the door.]
+
+MOTHER. Come in!
+
+STRANGER (doing so). Where's my wife?
+
+MOTHER. Where do you come from?
+
+STRANGER. I think, from hell. But where's my wife?
+
+MOTHER. Which of them do you mean?
+
+STRANGER. The question's justified. Everything is, except to me.
+
+MOTHER. There may be a reason: I'm glad you've seen it. Where have you
+been?
+
+STRANGER. Whether in a poorhouse, a madhouse or a hospital, I don't
+know. I should like to think it all a feverish dream. I've been ill: I
+lost my memory and can't believe three months have passed. But where's
+my wife?
+
+MOTHER. I ought to ask you that. When you deserted her, she went
+away--to look for you. Whether she's tired of looking, I can't say.
+
+STRANGER. Something's amiss here. Where's the Old Man?
+
+MOTHER. Where there's no more suffering.
+
+STRANGER. You mean he's dead?
+
+MOTHER. Yes. He's dead.
+
+STRANGER. You say it as if you wanted to add him to my victims.
+
+MOTHER. Perhaps I'm right to do so.
+
+STRANGER. He didn't look sensitive: he was capable of steady hatred.
+
+MOTHER. No. He hated only what was evil, in himself and others.
+
+STRANGER. So I'm wrong there, too! (Pause.)
+
+MOTHER. What do you want here?
+
+STRANGER. Charity!
+
+MOTHER. At last! How was it at the hospital! Sit down and tell me.
+
+STRANGER (sitting). I don't want to think of it. I don't even know if it
+_was_ a hospital.
+
+MOTHER. Strange. Tell me what happened after you left here.
+
+STRANGER. I fell in the mountains, hurt my hip and lost consciousness.
+If you'll speak kindly to me you shall know more.
+
+MOTHER. I will.
+
+STRANGER. When I woke I was in a red iron bedstead. Three men were
+pulling a cord that ran through two blocks. Every time they pulled I
+felt I grew two feet taller....
+
+MOTHER. They were putting in your hip.
+
+STRANGER. I hadn't thought of that. Then... I lay watching my past life
+unroll before me like a panorama, through childhood, youth.... And
+when the roll was finished it began again. All the time I heard a mill
+grinding.... I can hear it still. Yes, here too!
+
+MOTHER. Those were not pleasant visions.
+
+STRANGER. No. At last I came to the conclusion... that I was a
+thoroughgoing scamp.
+
+MOTHER. Why call yourself that?
+
+STRANGER. I know you'd like to hear me say I was a scoundrel. But that
+would seem to me like boasting. It would imply a certainty about myself
+to which I've not attained.
+
+MOTHER. You're still in doubt?
+
+STRANGER. Of a great deal. But I've begun to have an inkling.
+
+MOTHER. That....?
+
+STRANGER. That there are forces which, till now, I've not believed in.
+
+MOTHER. You've come to see that neither you, nor any other man, directs
+your destiny?
+
+STRANGER. I have.
+
+MOTHER. Then you've already gone part of the way.
+
+STRANGER. But I myself have changed. I'm ruined; for I've lost all
+aptitude for writing. And I can't sleep at night.
+
+MOTHER. Indeed!
+
+STRANGER. What are called nightmares stop me. Last and worst: I daren't
+die; for I'm no longer sure my miseries will end, with _my_ end.
+
+MOTHER. Oh!
+
+STRANGER. Even worse: I've grown so to loathe myself that I'd escape
+from myself, if I knew how. If I were a Christian, I couldn't obey the
+first commandment, to love my neighbour as myself, for I should have
+to hate him as I hate myself. It's true that I'm a scamp. I've always
+suspected it; and because I never wanted life to fool me, I've observed
+'others' carefully. When I saw they were no better than I, I resented
+their trying to browbeat me.
+
+MOTHER. You've been wrong to think it a matter between you and others.
+You have to deal with Him.
+
+STRANGER. With whom?
+
+MOTHER. The Invisible One, who guides your destiny.
+
+STRANGER. Would I could see Him.
+
+MOTHER. It would be your death.
+
+STRANGER. Oh no!
+
+MOTHER. Where do you get this devilish spirit of rebellion? If you won't
+bow your neck like the rest, you must be broken like a reed.
+
+STRANGER. I don't know where this fearful stubbornness comes from. It's
+true an unpaid bill can make me tremble; but if I were to climb Mount
+Sinai and face the Eternal One, I should not cover my face.
+
+MOTHER. Jesus and Mary! Don't say such things. You'll make me think
+you're a child of the Devil.
+
+STRANGER. Here that seems the general opinion. But I've heard that those
+who serve the Evil One get honours, goods and gold as their reward. Gold
+especially. Do you think me suspect?
+
+MOTHER. You'll bring a curse on my house.
+
+STRANGER. Then I'll leave it.
+
+MOTHER. And go into the night. Where?
+
+STRANGER. To seek the only one that I don't hate.
+
+MOTHER. Are you sure she'll receive you?
+
+STRANGER. Quite sure.
+
+MOTHER. I'm not.
+
+STRANGER. I am.
+
+MOTHER. Then I must raise your doubts.
+
+STRANGER. You can't.
+
+MOTHER. Yes, I can.
+
+STRANGER. It's a lie.
+
+MOTHER. We're no longer speaking kindly. We must stop. Can you sleep in
+the attic?
+
+STRANGER. I can't sleep anywhere.
+
+MOTHER. Still, I'll say good-night to you, whether you think I mean it,
+or not.
+
+STRANGER. You're sure there are no rats in the attic? I don't fear
+ghosts, but rats aren't pleasant.
+
+MOTHER. I'm glad you don't fear ghosts, for no one's slept a whole night
+there... whatever the cause may be.
+
+STRANGER (after a moment's hesitation). Never have I met a more wicked
+woman than you. The reason is: you have religion.
+
+MOTHER. Good-night!
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE XI
+
+IN THE KITCHEN
+
+[It is dark, but the moon outside throws moving shadows of the window
+lattices on to the floor, as the storm clouds race by. In the corner,
+right, under the crucifix, where the OLD MAN used to sit, a hunting
+horn, a gun and a game bag hang on the wall. On the table a stuffed bird
+of prey. As the windows are open the curtains are flapping in the wind;
+and kitchen cloths, aprons and towels, that are hung on a line by the
+hearth, move in the wind, whose sighing can be heard. In the distance
+the noise of a waterfall. There is an occasional tapping on the wooden
+floor.]
+
+STRANGER (entering, half-dressed, a lamp in his hand). Is anyone here?
+No. (He comes forward with a light, which makes the play of shadow less
+marked.) What's moving on the floor? Is anyone here? (He goes to the
+table, sees the stuffed bird and stands riveted to the spot.) God!
+
+MOTHER (coming in with a lamp). Still up?
+
+STRANGER. I couldn't sleep.
+
+MOTHER (gently). Why not, my son?
+
+STRANGER. I heard someone above me.
+
+MOTHER. Impossible. There's nothing over the attic.
+
+STRANGER. That's why I was uneasy! What's moving on the floor like
+snakes?
+
+MOTHER. Moonbeams.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. Moonbeams. That's a stuffed bird. And those are cloths.
+Everything's natural; that's what makes me uneasy. Who was knocking
+during the night? Was anyone locked out?
+
+MOTHER. It was a horse in the stable.
+
+STRANGER. Why should it make that noise?
+
+MOTHER. Some animals have nightmares.
+
+STRANGER. What are nightmares?
+
+MOTHER. Who knows?
+
+STRANGER. May I sit down?
+
+MOTHER. Do. I want to speak seriously to you. I was malicious last
+night; you must forgive me. It's because of that I need religion; just
+as I need the penitential garment and the stone floor. To spare you,
+I'll tell you what nightmares are to me. My bad conscience! Whether
+I punish myself or another punishes me, I don't know. I don't permit
+myself to ask. (Pause.) Now tell me what you saw in your room.
+
+STRANGER. I hardly know. Nothing. When I went in I felt as if someone
+were there. Then I went to bed. But someone started pacing up and down
+above me with a heavy tread. Do you believe in ghosts?
+
+MOTHER. My religion won't allow me to. But I believe our sense of right
+and wrong will find a way to punish us.
+
+STRANGER. Soon I felt cold air on my breast--it reached my heart and
+forced me to get up.
+
+MOTHER. And then?
+
+STRANGER. To stand and watch the whole panorama of my life unroll before
+me. I saw everything--that was the worst of it.
+
+MOTHER. I know. I've been through it. There's no name for the malady,
+and only one cure.
+
+STRANGER. What is it?
+
+MOTHER. You know what children do when they've done wrong?
+
+STRANGER. What?
+
+MOTHER. First ask forgiveness!
+
+STRANGER. And then?
+
+MOTHER. Try to make amends.
+
+STRANGER. Isn't it enough to suffer according to one's deserts?
+
+MOTHER. No. That's revenge.
+
+STRANGER. Then what must one do?
+
+MOTHER. Can you mend a life you've destroyed? Undo a bad action?
+
+STRANGER. Truly, no. But I was forced into it! Forced to take, for no
+one gave me the right. Accursed be He who forced me! (Putting his hand
+to his heart.) Ah! He's here, in this room. He's plucking out my heart!
+
+MOTHER. Then bow your head.
+
+STRANGER. I cannot.
+
+MOTHER. Down on your knees.
+
+STRANGER. I will not.
+
+MOTHER. Christ have mercy! Lord have mercy on you! On your knees before
+Him who was crucified! Only He can wipe out what's been done.
+
+STRANGER. Not before Him! If I were forced, I'll recant... afterwards.
+
+MOTHER. On your knees, my son!
+
+STRANGER. I cannot bow the knee. I cannot. Help me, God Eternal.
+(Pause.)
+
+MOTHER (after a hasty prayer). Do you feel better?
+
+STRANGER. Yes.... It was not death. It was annihilation!
+
+MOTHER. The annihilation of the Divine. We call it spiritual death.
+
+STRANGER. I see. (Without irony.) I begin to understand.
+
+MOTHER. My son! You have left Jerusalem and are on the road to Damascus.
+Go back the same way you came. Erect a cross at every station, and stay
+at the seventh. For you, there are not fourteen, as for Him.
+
+STRANGER. You speak in riddles.
+
+MOTHER. Then go your way. Search out those to whom you have something to
+say. First, your wife.
+
+STRANGER. Where is she?
+
+MOTHER. You must find her. On your way don't forget to call on him you
+named the werewolf.
+
+STRANGER. Never!
+
+MOTHER. You'd have said that, as you came here. As you know, I expected
+your coming.
+
+STRANGER. Why?
+
+MOTHER. For no one reason.
+
+STRANGER. Just as I saw this kitchen... in a trance....
+
+MOTHER. That's why I now regret trying to separate you and Ingeborg. Go
+and search for her. If you find her, well and good. If not, perhaps that
+too has been ordained. (Pause.) Dawn's now at hand. Morning has come and
+the night has passed.
+
+STRANGER. Such a night!
+
+MOTHER. You'll remember it.
+
+STRANGER. Not all of it... yet something.
+
+MOTHER (looking out of the window, as if to herself). Lovely morning
+star--how far from heaven have you fallen!
+
+STRANGER (after a pause). Have you noticed that, before the sun rises, a
+feeling of awe takes hold of mankind? Are we children of darkness, that
+we tremble before the light?
+
+MOTHER. Will you never be tired of questioning?
+
+STRANGER. Never. Because I yearn for light.
+
+MOTHER. Go then, and search. And peace be with you!
+
+
+SCENE XII
+
+IN THE RAVINE
+
+[The same landscape as before, but in autumn colouring. The trees have
+lost their leaves. Work is going on at the smithy and the mill. The
+SMITH stands, left, in the doorway; the MILLER'S wife, right. The
+LADY dressed in a jacket with a hat of patent leather; but she is in
+mourning. The STRANGER is in Bavarian alpine kit: short jacket of
+rough material, knickers, heavy boots and alpenstock, green hat with
+heath-cock feather. Over this he wears a brown cloak with a cape and
+hood.]
+
+LADY (entering tired and dispirited). Did a man pass here in a long
+cloak, with a green hat? (The SMITH and the MILLER'S WIFE shake their
+heads.) Can I lodge here for the night? (The SMITH and the MILLER'S WIFE
+again shake their heads: to the SMITH.) May I stand in the doorway for
+a moment and warm myself? (The SMITH pushes her away.) God reward you
+according to your deserts!
+
+(Exit. She reappears on the footbridge, and exit once more.)
+
+STRANGER (entering). Has a lady in a coat and skirt crossed the brook?
+(The SMITH and MILLER'S WIFE shake their heads.) Will you give me
+some bread? I'll pay for it. (The MILLER'S WIFE refuses the money.) No
+charity!
+
+ECHO (imitating his voice from afar). Charity.
+
+(The SMITH and the MILLER'S WIFE laugh so loudly and so long that, at
+length, ECHO replies.)
+
+STRANGER. Good! An eye for an eye--a tooth for a tooth. It helps to
+lighten my conscience! (He enters the ravine.)
+
+
+SCENE XIII
+
+ON THE ROAD
+
+[The same landscape as before; but autumn. The BEGGAR is sitting outside
+a chapel with a lime twig and a bird cage, in which is a starling. The
+STRANGER enters wearing the same clothes as in the preceding scene.]
+
+STRANGER. Beggar! Have you seen a lady in a coat and skirt pass this
+way?
+
+BEGGAR. I've seen five hundred. But, seriously, I must ask you not to
+call me beggar now. I've found work!
+
+STRANGER. Oh! So it's you!
+
+BEGGAR. Ille ego qui quondam....
+
+STRANGER. What kind of work have you?
+
+BEGGAR. I've a starling, that whistles and sings.
+
+STRANGER. You mean, _he_ does the work?
+
+BEGGAR. Yes. I'm my own master now.
+
+STRANGER. Do you catch birds?
+
+BEGGAR. No. The lime twig's merely for appearances.
+
+STRANGER. So you still cling to such things?
+
+BEGGAR. What else should I cling to? What's within us is nothing but
+pure... nonsense.
+
+STRANGER. Is that the final conclusion of your whole philosophy of life?
+
+BEGGAR. My complete metaphysic. The view mad be rather out of date,
+but...
+
+STRANGER. Can you be serious for a moment? Tell me about your past.
+
+BEGGAR. Why unravel that old skein? Twist it up rather. Twist it up. Do
+you think I'm always so merry? Only when I meet you: you're so damnably
+funny!
+
+STRANGER. How can you laugh, with a wrecked life behind you?
+
+BEGGAR. Now he's getting personal! (Pause.) If you can't laugh at
+adversity, not even that of others, you're begging of life itself.
+Listen! If you follow this wheel track you'll come, at last, to the
+ocean, and there the path will stop. If you sit down there and rest,
+you'll begin to take another view of things. Here there are so many
+accidents, religious themes, disagreeable memories that hinder thought
+as it flies to the 'rose' room. Only follow the track! If it's
+muddy here and there, spread your wings and flutter. And talking of
+fluttering: I once heard a bird that sang of Polycrates and his ring;
+how he'd become possessed of all the marvels of this world, but didn't
+know what to do with them. So he sent tidings east and west of the
+great Nothing he'd helped to fashion from the empty universe. I wouldn't
+assert you were the man, unless I believed it so firmly I could take my
+oath on it. Once I asked you whether you knew who I was, and you said
+it didn't interest you. In return I offered you my friendship, but you
+refused it rudely. However, I'm not sensitive or resentful, so I'll give
+you good advice on your way. Follow the track!
+
+STRANGER (avoiding him). You don't deceive me.
+
+BEGGAR. You believe nothing but evil. That's why you get nothing but
+evil. Try to believe what is good. Try!
+
+STRANGER. I will. But if I'm deceived, I've the right to....
+
+BEGGAR. You've no right to do that.
+
+STRANGER (as if to himself ). Who is it reads my secret thoughts, turns
+my soul inside out, and pursues me? Why do you persecute me?
+
+BEGGAR. Saul! Saul! Why persecutest thou Me?
+
+(The STRANGER goes out with a gesture of horror. The chord of the
+funeral march is heard again. The LADY enters.)
+
+LADY. Have you seen a man pass this way in a long cloak, with a green
+hat?
+
+BEGGAR. There was a poor devil here, who hobbled off....
+
+LADY. The man I'm searching for's not lame.
+
+BEGGAR. Nor was he. It seems he'd hurt his hip; and that made him walk
+unsteadily. I mustn't be malicious. Look here in the mud.
+
+LADY. Where?
+
+BEGGAR (pointing). There! At that rut. In it you can see the impression
+of a boot, firmly planted....
+
+LADY (looking at the impression). It's he! His heavy tread.... Can I
+catch him up?
+
+BEGGAR. Follow the track!
+
+LADY (taking his hand and kissing it). Thank you, my friend. (Exit.)
+
+
+SCENE XIV
+
+BY THE SEA
+
+[The same landscape as before, but now winter. The sea is dark blue,
+and on the horizon great clouds take on the shapes of huge heads. In the
+distance three bare masts of a wrecked ship, that look like three white
+crosses. The table and seat are still under the tree, but the chairs
+have been removed. There is snow on the ground. From time to time a
+bell-buoy can be heard. The STRANGER comes in from the left, stops a
+moment and looks out to sea, then goes out, right, behind the cottage.
+The LADY enters, left, and appears to be following the STRANGER'S
+footsteps on the snow; she exits in front of the cottage, right. The
+STRANGER re-enters, right, notices the footprints of the LADY, pauses,
+and looks back, right. The LADY re-enters, throws herself into his arms,
+but recoils.]
+
+LADY. You thrust me away.
+
+STRANGER. No. It seems there's someone between us.
+
+LADY. Indeed there is! (Pause.) What a meeting!
+
+STRANGER. Yes. It's winter; as you see.
+
+LADY. I can feel the cold coming from you.
+
+STRANGER. I got frozen in the mountains.
+
+LADY. Do you think the spring will ever come?
+
+STRANGER. Not to us! We've been driven from the garden, and must wander
+over stones and thistles. And when our hands and feet are bruised, we
+feel we must rub salt in the wounds of the... other one. And then the
+mill starts grinding. It'll never stop; for there's always water.
+
+LADY. No doubt what you say is true.
+
+STRANGER. But I'll not yield to the inevitable. Rather than that we
+should lacerate each other I'll gash myself as a sacrifice to the gods.
+I'll take the blame upon me; declare it was I who taught you to break
+your chains. I who tempted you! Then you can lay all the blame on me:
+for what I did, and what happened after.
+
+LADY. You couldn't bear it.
+
+STRANGER. Yes, I could. There are moments when I feel as if I bore all
+the sin and sorrow, all the filth and shame of the whole world. There
+are moments when I believe we are condemned to sin and do bad actions
+as a punishment! (Pause.) Not long ago I lay sick of a fever, and amidst
+all that happened to me, I dreamed that I saw a crucifix without the
+Crucified. And when I asked the Dominican--for there was a Dominican
+among many others--what it could mean, he said: 'You will not allow Him
+to suffer for you. Suffer then yourself!' That's why mankind have grown
+so conscious of their own sufferings.
+
+LADY. And why consciences grow so heavy, if there's no one to help to
+bear the burden.
+
+STRANGER. Have you also come to think so?
+
+LADY. Not yet. But I'm on the way.
+
+STRANGER. Put your hand in mine. From here let us go on together.
+
+LADY. Where?
+
+STRANGER. Back! The same way we came. Are you weary?
+
+LADY. Now no longer.
+
+STRANGER. Several times I sank exhausted. But I met a strange
+beggar--perhaps you remember him: he was thought to be like me. And
+he begged me, as an experiment, to believe his good intentions. I did
+believe--as an experiment--and....
+
+LADY. Well?
+
+STRANGER. It went well with me. And since then I feel I've strength to
+go on my way....
+
+LADY. Let's go together!
+
+STRANGER (turning to the sea). Yes. It's growing dark and the clouds are
+gathering.
+
+LADY. Don't look at the clouds.
+
+STRANGER. And below there? What's that?
+
+LADY. Only a wreck.
+
+STRANGER (whispering). Three crosses! What new Golgotha awaits us?
+
+LADY. They're white ones. That means good fortune.
+
+STRANGER. Can good fortune ever come to us?
+
+LADY. Yes. But not yet.
+
+STRANGER. Let's go!
+
+
+SCENE XV
+
+ROOM IN AN HOTEL
+
+[The room is as before. The LADY is sitting by the side of the STRANGER,
+crocheting.]
+
+LADY. Do say something.
+
+STRANGER. I've nothing but unpleasant things to say, since we came here.
+
+LADY. Why were you so anxious to have this terrible room?
+
+STRANGER. I don't know. It was the last one I wanted. I began to long
+for it, in order to suffer.
+
+LADY. And are you suffering?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. I can no longer listen to singing, or look at anything
+beautiful. During the day I hear the mill and see that great panorama
+now expanding to embrace the universe.... And, at night...
+
+LADY. Why did you cry out in your sleep?
+
+STRANGER. I was dreaming.
+
+LADY. A real dream?
+
+STRANGER. Terribly real. But you see what a curse is on me. I feel I
+must describe it, and to no one else but you. Yet I daren't tell you,
+for it would be rattling at the door of the locked chamber....
+
+LADY. The past!
+
+STRANGER. Yes.
+
+LADY (simply). It's foolish to have any such secret place.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. (Pause.)
+
+LADY. And now tell me!
+
+STRANGER. I'm afraid I must. I dreamed your first husband was married to
+my first wife.
+
+LADY. Only you could have thought of such a thing!
+
+STRANGER. I wish it were so. (Pause.) I saw how he ill-treated my
+children. (Getting up.) I put my hands to his throat.... I can't go
+on.... But I shall never rest till I know the truth. And to know it, I
+must go to him in his own house.
+
+LADY. It's come to that?
+
+STRANGER. It's been coming for some time. Nothing can now prevent it. I
+must see him.
+
+LADY. But if he won't receive you?
+
+STRANGER. I'll go as a patient, and tell him of my sickness....
+
+LADY (frightened). Don't do that!
+
+STRANGER. You think he might be tempted to shut me up as mad! I must
+risk it. I want to risk everything--life, freedom, welfare. I need an
+emotional shock, strong enough to bring myself into the light of day. I
+demand this torture, that my punishment may be in just proportion to my
+sin, so that I shall not be forced to drag myself along under the burden
+of my guilt. So down into the snake pit, as soon as may be!
+
+LADY. Could I come with you?
+
+STRANGER. There's no need. My sufferings will be enough for both.
+
+LADY. Then I'll call you my deliverer. And the curse I once laid on you
+will turn into a blessing. Look! It's spring once more.
+
+STRANGER. So I see. The Christmas rose there has begun to wither.
+
+LADY. But don't you feel spring in the air?
+
+STRANGER. The cold within isn't so great.
+
+LADY. Perhaps the werewolf will heal you altogether.
+
+STRANGER. We shall see. Perhaps he's not so dangerous, after all.
+
+LADY. He's not so cruel as you.
+
+STRANGER. But my dream....
+
+LADY. Let's hope it was only a dream. Now my wool's finished; and with
+it, my useless work. It's grown soiled in the making.
+
+STRANGER. It can be washed.
+
+LADY. Or dyed.
+
+STRANGER. Rose red.
+
+LADY. Never!
+
+STRANGER. It's like a roll of manuscript.
+
+LADY. With our story on it.
+
+STRANGER. In the filth of the roads, in tears and in blood.
+
+LADY. But the story's nearly done. Go and write the last chapter.
+
+STRANGER. Then we'll meet at the seventh station. Where we began!
+
+
+SCENE XVI
+
+THE DOCTOR'S HOUSE
+
+[The scene is more or less as before. But half the wood-pile has been
+taken away. On a seat near the verandah surgical instruments, knives,
+saws, forceps, etc. The DOCTOR is engaged in cleaning these.]
+
+SISTER (coming from the verandah). A patient to see you.
+
+DOCTOR. Do you know who it is?
+
+SISTER. I've not seen him. Here's his card.
+
+DOCTOR (reading it). This outdoes everything!
+
+SISTER. Is it he?
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. Courage I respect; but this is cynicism. A kind of
+challenge. Still, let him come in.
+
+SISTER. Are you serious?
+
+DOCTOR. Perfectly. But, if you care to talk to him a little, in that
+straightforward way of yours....
+
+SISTER. I'd like to.
+
+DOCTOR. Very well. Do the heavy work, and leave the final polish to me.
+
+SISTER. You can trust me. I'll tell him everything your kindness forbids
+you to say.
+
+DOCTOR. Enough of my kindness! Make haste, or I'll get impatient. Shut
+the doors. (His SISTER goes out.) What are you doing at that dustbin,
+Caesar? (CAESAR comes in.) Listen, Caesar, if your enemy were to come
+and lay his head in your lap, what would you do?
+
+CAESAR. Cut it off!
+
+DOCTOR. That's not what I've taught you.
+
+CAESAR. No; you said, heap coals of fire on it. But I think that's a
+shame.
+
+DOCTOR. I think so, too; it's more cruel and more cunning. (Pause.)
+Isn't it better to take some revenge? It heartens the other person,
+lifts the burden off him.
+
+CAESAR. As you know more about it than I, why ask?
+
+DOCTOR. Quiet! I'm not speaking to you. (Pause.) Very well. First cut
+off his head, and then.... We'll see.
+
+CAESAR. It all depends on how he behaves.
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. On how he behaves. Quiet. Get along.
+
+(The STRANGER comes from the verandah: he seems excited but his manner
+betrays a certain resignation. CAESAR has gone out.)
+
+STRANGER. You're surprised to see me here?
+
+DOCTOR (seriously). I've long given up being surprised. But I see I must
+begin again.
+
+STRANGER. Will you permit me to speak to you?
+
+DOCTOR. About anything decent people may discuss. Are you ill?
+
+STRANGER (hesitating). Yes.
+
+DOCTOR. Why did you come to me--of all people?
+
+STRANGER. You must guess!
+
+DOCTOR. I refuse to. (Pause.) What do you complain of?
+
+STRANGER (with uncertainty). Sleeplessness.
+
+DOCTOR. That's not a disease, but a symptom. Have you already seen a
+doctor?
+
+STRANGER. I've been lying ill in an... institution. I was feverish. I've
+a strange malady.
+
+DOCTOR. What was so strange about it?
+
+STRANGER. May I ask this? Can one go about as usual; and yet be
+delirious?
+
+DOCTOR. If you're mad; not otherwise. (The STRANGER lets up, but then
+sits down again.) What was the hospital called?
+
+STRANGER. St. Saviour.
+
+DOCTOR. That's not a hospital.
+
+STRANGER. A convent, then.
+
+DOCTOR. No. It's an asylum. (The STRANGER gets up, the DOCTOR does so,
+too, and calls.) Sister! Shut the front door. And the gate leading to
+the road. (To the STRANGER.) Won't you sit down? I have to keep the
+doors here locked. There are so many tramps.
+
+STRANGER (calms himself). Be frank with me: do you think me... insane?
+
+DOCTOR. No one ever gets a frank answer to that question, as you know.
+And no one who suffers in that way ever believes what he's told. So my
+opinion must be a matter of indifference to you. (Pause.) But if it's
+your soul, go to a spiritual healer.
+
+STRANGER. Could you take his place for a moment?
+
+DOCTOR. I haven't the vocation.
+
+STRANGER. But...
+
+DOCTOR (interrupting). Or the time. We're getting ready for a wedding
+here!
+
+STRANGER. I dreamed it!
+
+DOCTOR. It may ease your mind to know that I've consoled myself, as it's
+called. You may be pleased, it would be natural... but I see, on the
+contrary, it makes you suffer more. There must be a reason. Why, should
+you be upset at my marrying a widow?
+
+STRANGER. With two children?
+
+DOCTOR. Two children! Now we have it! A damnable supposition worthy of
+you. If there were a hell, you should be hell's overseer, for your skill
+in finding means of punishment exceeds my wildest inventions. Yet I'm
+called a werewolf!
+
+STRANGER. It might happen that...
+
+DOCTOR (cutting him short). For a long time, I hated you, because by
+an unforgiveable action you cheated me of my good name. But when I grew
+older and wiser I saw that, although the punishment wasn't earned, I
+deserved it for other things that had never been discovered. Besides,
+you were a boy with enough conscience to be able to punish yourself. So
+you need worry no more about the whole thing. Is that what you wanted to
+speak of?
+
+STRANGER. Yes.
+
+DOCTOR. Then you'll be content, if I let you go? (The STRANGER is about
+to ask a question.) Did you think I'd shut you up? Or cut you in pieces
+with those instruments? Kill you? 'Perhaps such poor devils ought to
+be put out of their misery!' (The STRANGER looks at his watch.) You can
+still catch the boat.
+
+STRANGER. Will you give me your hand?
+
+DOCTOR. Impossible. And what is the use of my forgiving you, if you lack
+the strength to forgive yourself? (Pause.) Some things can only be cured
+by making them undone. So this never can be.
+
+STRANGER. St. Saviour...
+
+DOCTOR. Helped you. You challenged destiny and were broken. There's no
+shame in losing such a fight. I did the same; but, as you see, I've got
+rid of my woodpile. I want no thunder in my home. And I shall play no
+more with the lightning.
+
+STRANGER. One station more, and I shall reach my goal.
+
+DOCTOR. You'll never reach your goal. Farewell!
+
+STRANGER. Farewell!
+
+
+SCENE XVII
+
+A STREET CORNER
+
+[The same as Scene I. The STRANGER is sitting on the seat beneath the
+tree, drawing in the sand.]
+
+LADY (entering). What are you doing?
+
+STRANGER. Writing in the sand... still.
+
+LADY. Can you hear singing?
+
+STRANGER (pointing to the church). Yes. But from there! I've been unjust
+to someone, unwittingly.
+
+LADY. I think our wanderings must be over, now we've come back here.
+
+STRANGER. Where we began... at the street corner, between the inn,
+the church and the post office. By the way... isn't there a registered
+letter for me there, that I never fetched?
+
+LADY. Yes. Because there was nothing but unpleasantness in it.
+
+STRANGER. Or legal matters. (Striking his forehead.) Then that's the
+explanation.
+
+LADY. Fetch it then. In the belief that what it contains is good.
+
+STRANGER (ironically). Good!
+
+LADY. Believe it. Imagine it!
+
+STRANGER (going to the post office). I'll make the attempt.
+
+(The LADY waits on the pavement. The STRANGER comes back with a letter.)
+
+LADY. Well?
+
+STRANGER. I feel ashamed of myself. It's the money.
+
+LADY. You see! All these sufferings, all these tears... in vain!
+
+STRANGER. Not in vain! It looks like spite, what happens here, but it's
+not that. I wronged the Invisible when I mistook...
+
+LADY. Enough! No accusations.
+
+STRANGER. No. It was my own stupidity or wickedness. I didn't want to be
+made a fool of by life. That's why I was! It was the elves...
+
+LADY. Who made the change in you. Come. Let's go.
+
+STRANGER. And hide ourselves and our misery in the mountains.
+
+LADY. Yes. The mountains will hide us! (Pause.) But first I must go and
+light a candle to my good Saint Elizabeth. Come. (The STRANGER shakes
+his head.) Come!
+
+STRANGER. Very well. I'll go through that way. But I can't stay.
+
+LADY. How can you tell? Come. In there you shall hear new songs.
+
+(The STRANGER follows her to the door of the church.)
+
+STRANGER. It may be!
+
+LADY. Come!
+
+THE END.
+
+
+
+
+PART II
+
+
+
+CHARACTERS
+
+ THE STRANGER
+ THE LADY
+ THE MOTHER
+ THE FATHER
+ THE CONFESSOR
+ THE DOCTOR
+ CAESAR
+
+ less important figures
+ MAID
+ PROFESSOR
+ RAGGED PERSON
+ ANOTHER RAGGED PERSON
+ FIRST WOMAN
+ SECOND WOMAN
+ WAITRESS
+ POLICEMAN
+
+
+SCENES
+
+ ACT I Outside the House
+
+ ACT II SCENE I Laboratory
+ SCENE II The 'Rose' Room
+
+ ACT III SCENE I The Banqueting Hall
+ SCENE II A Prison Cell
+ SCENE III The 'Rose' Room
+
+ ACT IV SCENE I The Banqueting Hall
+ SCENE II In a Ravine
+ SCENE III The 'Rose' Room
+
+
+
+
+ACT I
+
+OUTSIDE THE HOUSE
+
+[On the right a terrace, on which the house stands. Below it a road runs
+towards the back, where there is a thick pine wood with heights beyond,
+whose outlines intersect. On the left there is a suggestion of a river
+bank, but the river itself cannot be seen. The house is white and has
+small, mullioned windows with iron bars. On the wall vines and climbing
+roses. In front of the house, on the terrace, a well; at the end of the
+terrace pumpkin plants, whose large yellow flowers hang dozen over the
+edge. Fruit trees are planted along the road, and a memorial cross can
+be seen erected at a spot where an accident occurred. Steps lead
+down from the terrace to the road, and there are flower-pots on the
+balustrade. In front of the steps there is a seat. The road reaches the
+foreground from the right, curving past the terrace, which projects like
+a promontory, and then loses itself in the background. Strong sunlight
+from the left. The MOTHER is sitting on the seat below the steps. The
+DOMINICAN is standing in front of her.]
+
+DOMINICAN [Note: The same character as the CONFESSOR and BEGGAR.]. You
+called me to discuss a family matter of importance to you. Tell me what
+it is.
+
+MOTHER. Father, life has treated me hardly. I don't know what I've done
+to be so frowned upon by Providence.
+
+DOMINICAN. It's a mark of favour to be tried by the Eternal One, and
+triumph awaits the steadfast.
+
+MOTHER. That's what I've often said to myself; but there are limits to
+the suffering one can bear....
+
+DOMINICAN. There are no limits. Suff'ering's as boundless as grace.
+
+MOTHER. First my husband leaves me for another woman.
+
+DOMINICAN. Then let him go. He'll come crawling back again on his bare
+knees!
+
+MOTHER. And as you know, Father, my only daughter was married to
+a doctor. But she left him and came home with a stranger, whom she
+presented to me as her new husband.
+
+DOMINICAN. That's not easy to understand. Divorce isn't recognised by
+our religion.
+
+MOTHER. No. But they'd crossed the frontier, to a land where there are
+other laws. He's an Old Catholic, and he found a priest to marry them.
+
+DOMINICAN. That's no real marriage, and can't be dissolved because it
+never existed. But it can be nullified. Who is your present son-in-law?
+
+MOTHER. Truly, I wish I knew! One thing I do know, and that's enough to
+fill my cup of sorrow. He's been divorced and his wife and children live
+in wretched circumstances.
+
+DOMINICAN. A difficult case. But we'll find a way to put it right. What
+does he do?
+
+MOTHER. He's a writer; said to be famous at home.
+
+DOMINICAN. Godless, too, I suppose?
+
+MOTHER. Yes. At least he used to be; but since his second marriage he's
+not known a happy hour. Fate, as he calls it, seized him with an iron
+hand and drove him here in the shape of a ragged beggar. Ill-fortune
+struck him blow after blow, so that I pitied him at the very moment he
+fled from here. Then he wandered in the woods and, later, lay out in the
+fields where he fell, till he was found by merciful folk and taken to a
+convent. There he lay ill for three months, without our knowing where he
+was.
+
+DOMINICAN. Wait! Last year a man was brought to the Convent of St.
+Saviour, where I'm Confessor, under the circumstances you describe.
+Whilst he was feverish he opened his heart to me, and there was scarcely
+a sin of which he didn't confess his guilt. But when he came to himself
+again, he said he remembered nothing. So to prove him in heart and reins
+I used the secret apostolic powers that are given us; and, as a trial,
+employed the lesser curse. For when a crime's been done in secret, the
+curse of Deuteronomy is read over the suspected man. If he's innocent,
+he goes his way unscathed. But if he's struck by it, then, as Paul
+relates, 'he is delivered unto Satan for the destruction of the flesh,
+that his spirit may be saved.'
+
+MOTHER. O God! It must be he!
+
+DOMINICAN. Yes, it is he. Your son-in-law! The ways of Providence are
+inscrutable. Was he heavily struck by the curse?
+
+MOTHER. Yes. That night he slept here, and was torn from his sleep by an
+unexplained power that, as he told me, turned his heart to ice....
+
+DOMINICAN. Did he have fearful visions?
+
+MOTHER. Yes.
+
+DOMINICAN. And was he harried by those terrible thoughts, of which Job
+says, 'When I say, my bed shall comfort me, then Thou scarest me
+with dreams and terrifiest me with visions; so that my soul chooseth
+strangling, and death rather than life.' That's as it should be. Did it
+open his eyes?
+
+MOTHER. Yes. But only so that his sight was blinded. For his sufferings
+grew so great that he could no longer find a natural explanation for
+them, and as no doctor could cure him, he began to see that he was
+fighting higher conscious powers.
+
+DOMINICAN. Powers that meant him ill, and were therefore themselves
+evil. That's the usual course of things. And then?
+
+MOTHER. He came upon books that taught him that such evil powers could
+be fought.
+
+DOMINICAN. Oh! So he looked for what's hidden, and should remain so! Did
+he succeed in exorcising the spirits that chastised him?
+
+MOTHER. He says he did. And it seems now that he can sleep again.
+
+DOMINICAN. Yes, and he believes what he says. Yet, since he hasn't truly
+accepted the love of truth, God will trouble him with great delusion, so
+that he'll believe what is false.
+
+MOTHER. The fault's his own. But he's changed my daughter: in other days
+she was neither hot nor cold; but now she's on the way to becoming evil.
+
+DOMINICAN. How do the two of them get on?
+
+MOTHER. Half the time, happily; the other half they plague one another
+like devils.
+
+DOMINICAN. That's the way they must go. Plague one another till they
+come to the Cross.
+
+MOTHER. If they don't part again.
+
+DOMINICAN. What? Have they done so?
+
+MOTHER. They've left one another four times, but have always come back.
+It seems as if they're chained together. It would be a good thing if
+they were, for a child's on the way.
+
+DOMINICAN. Let the child come. Children bring gifts that are refreshing
+to tired souls.
+
+MOTHER. I hope it may be so. But it looks as if this one will be an
+apple of discord. They're already quarrelling over its name; they're
+quarrelling over its baptism; and the mother's already jealous of her
+husband's children by his first wife. He can't promise to love this
+child as much as the others, and the mother absolutely insists that he
+shall! So there's no end to their miseries.
+
+DOMINICAN. Oh yes, there is. Wait! He's had dealings with higher powers,
+so that we've gained a hold on him; and our prayers will be more,
+powerful than his resistance. Their effect is as extraordinary as it
+is mysterious. (The STRANGER appears on the terrace. He is in hunting
+costume and wears a tropical helmet. In his hand he has an alpenstock.)
+Is that him, up there?
+
+MOTHER. Yes. That's my present son-in-law.
+
+DOMINICAN. Singularly like the first! But watch how he's behaving. He
+hasn't seen me yet, but he feels I'm here. (He makes the sign of the
+cross in the air.) Look how troubled he grows.... Now he stiffens like
+an icicle. See! In a moment he'll cry out.
+
+STRANGER (who has suddenly stopped, grown rigid, and clutched his
+heart). Who's down there?
+
+MOTHER. I am.
+
+STRANGER. You're not alone.
+
+MOTHER. No. I've someone with me.
+
+DOMINICAN (making the sign of the cross). Now he'll say nothing; but
+fall like a felled tree. (The STRANGER crumples up and falls to the
+ground.) Now I shall go. It would be too much for him if he were to see
+me, But I'll come back soon. You'll see, he's in good hands! Farewell
+and peace be with you. (He goes out.)
+
+STRANGER (raising himself and coming down the steps). Who was that?
+
+MOTHER. A traveller. Sit down; you look so pale.
+
+STRANGER. It was a fainting fit.
+
+MOTHER. You've always new names for it; but they mean nothing fresh. Sit
+down here, on the seat.
+
+STRANGER. No; I don't like sitting there. People are always passing.
+
+MOTHER. Yet I've been sitting here since I was a child, watching life
+glide past as the river does below. Here, on the road, I've watched the
+children of men go by, playing, haggling, begging, cursing and dancing.
+I love this seat and I love the river below, though it does much damage
+every year and washes away the property we inherited. Last spring it
+carried our whole hay crop off, so that we had to sell our beasts. The
+property's lost half its value in the last few years, and when the lake
+in the mountains has reached its new level and the swamp's been drained
+into the river, the water will rise till it washes the house away. We've
+been at law about it for ten years, and we've lost every appeal; so we
+shall be destroyed. It's as inevitable as fate.
+
+STRANGER. Fate's not inevitable.
+
+MOTHER. Beware, if you think to fight it.
+
+STRANGER. I've done so already.
+
+MOTHER. There you go again! You learn nothing from the chastisement of
+Providence.
+
+STRANGER. Oh yes. I've learned to hate. Can one love what does evil?
+
+MOTHER. I've little learning, as you know; but I read yesterday in an
+encyclopaedia that the Eumenides are not evilly disposed.
+
+STRANGER. That's true; but it's a lie they're friendly. I only know one
+friendly fury. My own!
+
+MOTHER. Can you call Ingeborg a fury?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. She is one; and as a fury, she's remarkable. Her talent
+for making me suffer excels my most infernal inventions; and if I escape
+from her hands with my life, I'll come out of the fire as pure as gold.
+
+MOTHER. You've got what you deserve. You wanted to mould her as you
+wished, and you've succeeded.
+
+STRANGER. Completely. But where is this fury?
+
+MOTHER. She went down the road a few minutes ago.
+
+STRANGER. Down there? Then I'll go to meet my own destruction. (He goes
+towards the back.)
+
+MOTHER. So you can still joke about it? Wait! (The MOTHER is left alone
+for a moment, until the STRANGER has disappeared. The LADY then enters
+from the right. She is wearing a summer frock, and is carrying a post
+bag and some opened letters in her hand.)
+
+LADY. Are you alone, Mother?
+
+MOTHER. I've just been left alone.
+
+LADY. Here's the post. This is for job.
+
+MOTHER. What? Do you open his letters?
+
+LADY. All of them, because I want to know who it is I've linked my life
+to. And I want to suppress everything that might minister to his pride.
+In a word, I isolate him, so that he has to keep his own electricity and
+run the danger of being broken to pieces.
+
+MOTHER. How learned you've grown?
+
+LADY. Yes. If he's unwise enough to confide almost everything to me,
+I'll soon hold his fate in my hand. Now, if you please, he's making
+electrical experiments and claims he'll be able to harness the
+lightning, so that it'll give him light, warmth and power. Well, let
+him do as he likes! From a letter that came to-day I see he's even
+corresponding with alchemists.
+
+MOTHER. Does he want to make gold? Is the man sane?
+
+LADY. That's the important question. Whether he's a charlatan doesn't
+matter so much.
+
+MOTHER. Do you suspect it?
+
+LADY. I'd believe any evil of him, and any good, on the same day.
+
+MOTHER. Is there any other news?
+
+LADY. The plans my divorced husband made for a new marriage have gone
+wrong; he's grown melancholic, abandoned his practice and is tramping
+the roads.
+
+MOTHER. Oh! He was always my son-in-law. He had a kind heart under his
+rough manner.
+
+LADY. Yes. I only called him a werewolf in his role as my husband
+and master. As long as I knew he was at peace, and on the way to
+find consolation, I was content. But now he'll torment me like a bad
+conscience.
+
+MOTHER. Have you a conscience?
+
+LADY. I never used to have one. But my eyes have been opened since I
+read my husband's works, and I know the difference between good and
+evil.
+
+MOTHER. But he forbade you to read them, and never foresaw you wouldn't
+obey him.
+
+LADY. Who can foresee all the results of any action?
+
+MOTHER. Have you more bad news in your pocket, Pandora?
+
+LADY. The worst of all! Think of it, Mother, his divorced wife's going
+to marry again.
+
+MOTHER. That ought to be reassuring, to you and to him.
+
+LADY. Didn't you know it was his worst nightmare? That his wife would
+marry again and his children have a stepfather?
+
+MOTHER. If he can bear that alone, I shall think him a strange man.
+
+LADY. You believe he's too sensitive? But didn't he say himself that
+an educated man of the world at the end of the nineteenth century never
+lets himself be put out of countenance!
+
+MOTHER. It's easy to say so; but when things really happen....
+
+LADY. Yet there was a gift at the bottom of Pandora's box that was no
+misfortune. Look, Mother! A portrait of his six-year-old son.
+
+MOTHER (looking at the picture). A lovely child.
+
+LADY. It does one good to see such a charming and expressive picture.
+Tell me, do you think my child will be as beautiful? Well, what do you
+say? Answer, or I'll be unhappy! I love this boy already, but I feel I'd
+hate him if my child's not as lovely as he. Yes, I'm jealous already.
+
+MOTHER. When you came here after your unlucky honeymoon, I'd hoped you'd
+have got over the worst. But now I see it was only a foretaste of what
+was to come.
+
+LADY. I'm ready for anything; and I don't think this knot can ever be
+undone. It must be cut!
+
+MOTHER. But you're only making more difficulties for yourself by
+suppressing his letters.
+
+LADY. In days gone by, when I went through life like a sleep-walker,
+everything seemed easy to me, but I begin to be uncertain now he's
+started to waken thoughts in me. (She puts the letters into the
+post-bag.) Here he is. 'Sh!
+
+MOTHER. One thing more. Why do you let him wear that suit of your first
+husband's?
+
+LADY. I like torturing and humiliating him. I've persuaded him it fits
+him and belonged to my father. Now, when I see him in the werewolf's
+things, I feel I've got both of them in my clutches.
+
+MOTHER. Heaven defend us! How spiteful you've grown!
+
+LADY. Perhaps that was my role, if I have one in this man's life!
+
+MOTHER. I sometimes wish the river would rise and carry us all away
+whilst we're asleep at night. If it were to flow here for a thousand
+years perhaps it would wash out the sin on which this house is built.
+
+LADY. Then it's true that my grandfather, the notary, illegally seized
+property not his own? It's said this place was built with the heritage
+of widows and orphans, the funds of ruined men, the property of dead
+ones and the bribes of litigants.
+
+MOTHER. Don't speak of it any more. The tears of those still living have
+run together and formed a lake. And it's that lake, people say, that's
+being drained now, and that'll cause the river to wash us away.
+
+LADY. Can't it be stopped by taking legal action? Is there no justice on
+earth?
+
+MOTHER. Not on earth. But there is in heaven. And heaven will drown us,
+for we're the children of evildoers. (She goes up the steps.)
+
+LADY. Isn't it enough to put up with one's own tears? Must one inherit
+other people's?
+
+(The STRANGER comes back.)
+
+STRANGER. Did you call me?
+
+LADY. No. I only tried to draw you to me, without really wanting you.
+
+STRANGER. I felt you meddling with my destiny in a way that made me
+uneasy. Soon you'll have learnt all I know.
+
+LADY. And more.
+
+STRANGER. But I must ask you not to lay rough hands on my fate. I am
+Cain, you see, and am under the ban of mysterious powers, who permit no
+mortals to interfere with their work of vengeance. You see this mark
+on my brow? (He removes his hat.) It means: Revenge is mine, saith the
+Lord.
+
+LADY. Does your hat press....
+
+STRANGER. No. It chafes me. And so does the coat. If it weren't that I
+wanted to please you, I'd have thrown them all into the river. When
+I walk here in the neighbourhood, do you know that people call me
+the doctor? They must take me for your husband, the werewolf. And I'm
+unlucky. If I ask who planted some tree: they say, the doctor. If I ask
+to whom the green fish basket belongs: they say, the doctor. And if it
+isn't his then it belongs to the doctor's wife. That is, to you! This
+confusion between him and me makes my visit unbearable. I'd like to go
+away....
+
+LADY. Haven't you tried in vain to leave this place six times?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. But the seventh, I'll succeed.
+
+LADY. Then try!
+
+STRANGER. You say that as if you were convinced I'd fail.
+
+LADY. I am.
+
+STRANGER. Plague me in some other way, dear fury.
+
+LADY. Well, I can.
+
+STRANGER. A new way! Try to say something ill-natured that 'the other
+one's' not said already.
+
+LADY. Your first wife's 'the other one.' How tactful to remind me of
+her.
+
+STRANGER. Everything that lives and moves, everything that's dead and
+cold, reminds me of what's gone....
+
+LADY. Until the being comes, who can wipe out the darkness of the past
+and bring light.
+
+STRANGER. You mean the child we're expecting!
+
+LADY. Our child!
+
+STRANGER. Do you love it?
+
+LADY. I began to to-day.
+
+STRANGER. To-day? Why, what's happened? Five months ago you wanted to
+run off to the lawyers and divorce me; because I wouldn't take you to a
+quack who'd kill your unborn child.
+
+LADY. That was some time ago. Things have changed now.
+
+STRANGER. Why now? (He looks round as if expecting something.) Now? Has
+the post come?
+
+LADY. You're still more cunning than I am. But the pupil will outstrip
+the master.
+
+STRANGER. Were there any letters for me?
+
+LADY. No.
+
+STRANGER. Then give me the wrapper?
+
+LADY. What made you guess?
+
+STRANGER. Give the wrapper, if your conscience can make such fine
+distinctions between it and the letter.
+
+LADY (picking up the letter-bag, which she has hidden behind the seat).
+Look at this! (The STRANGER takes the photograph, looks at it carefully,
+and puts it in his breast-pocket.) What was it?
+
+STRANGER. The past.
+
+LADY. Was it beautiful?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. More beautiful than the future can ever be.
+
+LADY (darkly). You shouldn't have said that.
+
+STRANGER. No, I admit it. And I'm sorry....
+
+LADY. Tell me, are you capable of suffering?
+
+STRANGER. Now, I suffer twice; because I feel when you're suffering. And
+if I wound you in self-defence, it's I who gets fever from the wound.
+
+LADY. That means you're at my mercy?
+
+STRANGER. No. Less now than ever, because you're protected by the
+innocent being you carry beneath your heart.
+
+LADY. He shall be my avenger.
+
+STRANGER. Or mine!
+
+LADY (tearfully). Poor little thing. Conceived in sin and shame, and
+born to avenge by hate.
+
+STRANGER. It's a long time since I've heard you speak like that.
+
+LADY. I dare say.
+
+STRANGER. That was the voice that first drew me to you; it was like that
+of a mother speaking to her child.
+
+LADY. When you say 'mother' I feel I can only believe good of you; but
+a moment after I say to myself: it's only one more of your ways of
+deceiving me.
+
+STRANGER. What ill have I ever really done you? (The LADY is uncertain
+what to reply.) Answer me. What ill have I done you?
+
+LADY. I don't know.
+
+STRANGER. Then invent something. Say to me: I hate you, because I can't
+deceive you.
+
+LADY. Can't I? Oh, I'm sorry for you.
+
+STRANGER. You must have poison in the pocket of your dress.
+
+LADY. Well, I have!
+
+STRANGER. What can it be? (Pause.) Who's that coming down the road?
+
+LADY. A harbinger.
+
+STRANGER. Is it a man, or a spectre?
+
+LADY. A spectre from the past.
+
+STRANGER. He's wearing a black coat and a laurel crown. But his feet are
+bare.
+
+LADY. It's Caesar.
+
+STRANGER (confused). Caesar? That was my nickname at school.
+
+LADY. Yes. But it's also the name of the madman whom my... first husband
+used to look after. Forgive me speaking of him like that.
+
+STRANGER. Has this madman got away?
+
+LADY. It looks like it, doesn't it?
+
+(CAESAR comes in from the back; he wears a black frock coat and is
+without a collar; he has a laurel crown on his head and his feet are
+bare. His general appearance is bizarre.)
+
+CAESAR. Why don't you greet me? You ought to say: Ave, Caesar! For now
+I'm the master. The werewolf, you must know, has gone out of his mind
+since the Great Man went off with his wife, whom he himself snatched
+from her first lover, or bridegroom, or whatever you call him.
+
+STRANGER (to the LADY). That was strychnine for two adults! (To CAESAR)
+Where's your master now--or your slave, or doctor, or warder?
+
+CAESAR. He'll be here soon. But you needn't be frightened of him. He
+won't use daggers or poison. He only has to show himself, for all living
+things to fly from him; for trees to drop their leaves, and the very
+dust of the highway to run before him in a whirlwind like the pillar of
+cloud before the Children of Israel....
+
+STRANGER. Listen....
+
+CAESAR. Quiet, whilst I'm speaking.... Sometimes he believes himself to
+be a werewolf, and says he'd like to eat a little child that's not yet
+born, and that's really his according to the right of priority.... (He
+goes on his way.)
+
+LADY (to the STRANGER). Can you exorcise this demon?
+
+STRANGER. I can do nothing against devils who brave the sunshine.
+
+LADY. Yesterday you made an arrogant remark, and now you shall have it
+back. You said it wasn't fair for invisible ones to creep in by night
+and strike in the darkness, they should come by day when the sun's
+shining. Now they've come!
+
+STRANGER. And that pleases you!
+
+LADY. Yes. Almost.
+
+STRANGER. What a pity it gives me no pleasure when it's you who's
+struck! Let's sit down on the seat--the bench for the accused. For more
+are coming.
+
+LADY. I'd rather we went.
+
+STRANGER. No, I want to see how much I can bear. You see, at every
+stroke of the lash I feel as if a debit entry had been erased from my
+ledger.
+
+LADY. But I can stand no more. Look, there he comes himself. Heavens!
+This man, whom I once thought I loved!
+
+STRANGER. Thought? Yes, because everything's merely delusion. And that
+means a great deal. You go! I'll take the duty on myself of confronting
+him alone.
+
+(The LADY goes up the steps, but does not reach the toy before the
+DOCTOR becomes visible at the back of the stage. The DOCTOR comes in,
+his grey hair long and unkempt. He is wearing a tropical helmet and a
+hunting coat, which are exactly similar to the clothes of the STRANGER.
+He behaves as though he doesn't notice the STRANGER'S presence, and sits
+down on a stone on the other side of the road, opposite the STRANGER,
+who is sitting on the seat. He takes of his hat and mops the sweat from
+his brow. The STRANGER grows impatient.) What do you want?
+
+DOCTOR. Only to see this house again, where my happiness once dwelt and
+my roses blossomed....
+
+STRANGER. An intelligent man of the world would have chosen a time when
+the present inhabitants of the house were away for a short while; even
+on his own account, so as not to make himself ridiculous.
+
+DOCTOR. Ridiculous? I'd like to know which of us two's the more
+ridiculous?
+
+STRANGER. For the moment, I suppose I am.
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. But I don't think you know the whole extent of your
+wretchedness.
+
+STRANGER. What do you mean?
+
+DOCTOR. That you want to possess what I used to possess.
+
+STRANGER. Well, go on.
+
+DOCTOR. Have you noticed that we're wearing similar clothes? Good! Do
+you know the reason? It's this: you're wearing the things I forgot to
+fetch when the catastrophe took place. No intelligent man of the world
+at the end of the nineteenth century would ever put himself into such a
+position.
+
+STRANGER (throwing down his hat and coat). Curse the woman!
+
+DOCTOR. You needn't complain. Cast-off male attire has always been fatal
+ever since the celebrated shirt of Nessus. Go in now and change. I'll
+sit out here and watch, and listen, how you settle the matter alone with
+that accursed woman. Don't forget your stick! (The LADY, who is hurrying
+towards the house, trips in front of the steps. The STRANGER stays where
+he is in embarrassment.) The stick! The stick!
+
+STRANGER. I don't ask mercy for the woman's sake, but for the child's.
+
+DOCTOR (wildly). So there's a child, too. Our house, our roses, our
+clothes, the bed-clothes not forgotten, and now our child! I'm within
+your doors, I sit at your table, I lie in your bed; I exist in your
+blood; in your lungs, in your brain; I am everywhere and yet you can't
+get hold of me. When the pendulum strikes the hour of midnight, I'll
+blow cold, on your heart, so that it stops like a clock that's run down.
+When you sit at your work, I shall come with a poppy, invisible to you,
+that will put your thoughts to sleep, and confuse your mind, so that
+you'll see visions you can't distinguish from reality. I shall lie like
+a stone in your path, so that you stumble; I shall be the thorn that
+pricks your hand when you go to pluck the rose. My soul shall spin
+itself about you like a spider's web; and I shall guide you like an ox
+by means of the woman you stole from me. Your child shall be mine and
+I shall speak through its mouth; you shall see my look in its eyes,
+so that you'll thrust it from you like a foe. And now, beloved house,
+farewell; farewell, 'rose' room--where no happiness shall dwell that I
+could envy. (He goes out. The STRANGER has been sitting on the seat all
+this time, without being able to answer, and has been listening as if he
+were the accused.)
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+
+
+ACT II
+
+SCENE I
+
+LABORATORY
+
+[A Garden Pavilion in rococo style with high windows. In the middle of
+the room there is a large writing desk on which are various pieces of
+chemical and physical apparatus. Two copper wires are suspended from the
+ceiling to an electroscope that is standing on the middle of the table
+and which is provided with a number of bells, intended to record the
+tension of atmospheric electricity.]
+
+[On the table to the left a large old-fashioned frictional electric
+generating machine, with glass plates, brass conductors, and Leyden
+battery. The stands are lacquered red and white. On the right a large
+old-fashioned open fireplace with tripods, crucibles, pincers, bellows,
+etc.]
+
+[In the background a door with a view of the country beyond; it is dark
+and cloudy weather, but the red rays of the sun occasionally shine
+into the room. A brown cloak with a cape and hood is hanging up by the
+fireplace; nearby a travelling bag and an alpenstock. The STRANGER and
+the MOTHER are discovered together.]
+
+STRANGER. Where is... Ingeborg?
+
+MOTHER. You know that better than I.
+
+STRANGER. With the lawyer, arranging a divorce....
+
+MOTHER. Why?
+
+STRANGER. I told you. No, it's so far-fetched, you'll think I'm lying to
+you.
+
+MOTHER. Well, tell me!
+
+STRANGER. She wants a divorce, because I've refused to turn this man
+out, although he's deranged. She says it's cowardly of me....
+
+MOTHER. I don't believe it.
+
+STRANGER. You see! You only believe what you wish; all the rest is lies.
+Well, can you find it in accordance with your interests to believe that
+she's been stealing my letters?
+
+MOTHER. I know nothing of that.
+
+STRANGER. I'm not asking you whether you know of it, but whether you
+believe it.
+
+MOTHER (changing the subject). What are you trying to do here?
+
+STRANGER. I'm making experiments concerning atmospheric electricity.
+
+MOTHER. And that's the lighting conductor, that you've connected to the
+desk!
+
+STRANGER. Yes. But there's no danger; for the bells would ring if there
+were an atmospheric disturbance.
+
+MOTHER. That's blasphemy and black magic. Take care! And what are you
+doing there, in the fireplace?
+
+STRANGER. Making gold.
+
+MOTHER. You think it possible?
+
+STRANGER. You take it for granted I'm a charlatan? I shan't blame you
+for that; but don't judge too quickly. At any moment I expect to get a
+sworn statement of analysis.
+
+MOTHER. I dare say. But what are you going to do if Ingeborg doesn't
+come back?
+
+STRANGER. She will, this time. Later, perhaps, when the child's here,
+she'll cut herself adrift.
+
+MOTHER. You seem very sure.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. As I said, I still am. So long as the bond's not broken
+you can feel it. When it is, you'll feel that unpleasantly clearly, too.
+
+MOTHER. But when you've parted from one another, you may yet both be
+bound to the child. You can't tell in advance.
+
+STRANGER. I've been providing against that by a great interest, that I
+hope will fill my empty life.
+
+MOTHER. You mean gold. And honour!
+
+STRANGER. Precisely! For a man the most enduring of all illusions.
+
+MOTHER. So you'd build on illusions?
+
+STRANGER. On what else should I build, when everything's illusion?
+
+MOTHER. If you ever awake from your dream, you'll find a reality of
+which you've never been able to dream.
+
+STRANGER. Then I'll wait till that happens.
+
+MOTHER. Wait then. Now I'll go and shut the window, before the
+thunderstorm breaks.
+
+STRANGER (going towards the back of the stage). That's going to be
+interesting. (A hunting horn is heard in the distance.) Who's sounding
+that horn?
+
+MOTHER. No one knows; and it means nothing good. (She goes out.)
+
+STRANGER (busying himself with the electroscope, and turning his back on
+the open window as he does so; then taking up a book and reading aloud.)
+'When Adam's race of giants had increased enough for them to consider
+their number sufficient to risk an attack on those above, they began
+to build a tower that was to reach up to Heaven. Those above were then
+seized with fear and, in order to protect themselves, broke up the
+assembled multitude by so confusing their tongues and their minds that
+two people who met could not understand one another, even if they spoke
+the same language Since then, those above rule by discord: divide and
+rule. And the discord is upheld by the belief that the truth has been
+found; but when one of the prophets is believed, he is a lying prophet.
+If on the other hand a mortal succeeds in penetrating the secret of
+those above, no one believes him, and he is struck with madness so that
+no one ever shall. Since then mortals have been more or less demented,
+particularly those who are held to be wise, but madmen are in reality
+the only wise men; for they can see, hear and feel the invisible,
+the inaudible and the intangible, though they cannot relate their
+experiences to others.' Thus Zohar, the wisest of all the books of
+wisdom, and therefore one that no one believes. I shall build no tower
+of Babel, but I shall tempt the Powers into my mousetrap, and send
+them to the Powers below, the subterranean ones, so that they can be
+neutralised. It is the higher Schedim, who have come between mortal
+men and the Lord Zabaoth; and that is why joy, peace and happiness have
+vanished from the earth.
+
+LADY (coming back in despair, throwing herself down in front of the
+STRANGER and putting her arms round his feet and her head on the
+ground.) Help me! Help me! And forgive me.
+
+STRANGER. Get up. In God's name! Get up. Don't do that. What's happened?
+
+LADY. In my anger I've behaved foolishly. I've been caught in my own
+net.
+
+STRANGER (lifting her up). Stand up, foolish child; and tell me what's
+happened.
+
+LADY. I went to the public prosecutor.
+
+STRANGER.... and asked for a divorce....
+
+LADY.... that was my intention; but when I got there, I laid information
+against the werewolf for a breach of the peace and attempted murder.
+
+STRANGER. But he's guilty of neither!
+
+LADY. No, but I laid the information all the same.... And when I was
+there, he came himself to lay information against me for bearing false
+witness. Then I went to the lawyer and he told me that I could expect
+a sentence of at least a month. Think of it, my child will be born in
+prison! How can I escape from that? Help me. You can. Speak!
+
+STRANGER. Yes, I can help you. But, if I do, don't revenge yourself on
+me afterwards.
+
+LADY. How little you know me. But tell me quickly.
+
+STRANGER. I must take the blame on myself, and say I sent you.
+
+LADY. How generous you are! Am I rid of the whole business now?
+
+STRANGER. Dry your eyes, my child, and take comfort. But tell me about
+something else, that's nothing to do with this. Did you leave this purse
+here? (The LADY is embarrassed.) Tell me!
+
+LADY. Has such a thing ever happened before?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. The 'other one' wanted to discover, in this way, whether
+I stole. The first time it happened I wept, because I was still young
+and innocent.
+
+LADY. Oh no!
+
+STRANGER. Now you seem to me the most wretched creature on earth.
+
+LADY. Is that why you love me?
+
+STRANGER. No. You've been stealing my letters, too! Answer, yes! And
+that's why you wanted to prove me a thief with this purse.
+
+LADY. What have you got there, on the table.
+
+STRANGER. Lightning!
+
+(There is a flash of lightning, but no thunder.)
+
+LADY. Aren't you afraid?
+
+STRANGER. Yes, sometimes; but not of what you fear.
+
+(The contorted face of the DOCTOR appears outside the window.)
+
+LADY. Is there a cat in the room? I feel uneasy.
+
+STRANGER. I don't think so. Yet I too have a feeling that there's
+someone here.
+
+LADY (turning and seeing the DOCTOR's face; then screaming and hurrying
+to the STRANGER for protection.) Oh! There he is!
+
+STRANGER. Where? Who?
+
+(The DOCTOR'S face disappears.)
+
+LADY. There, at the window. It's he!
+
+STRANGER. I can see no one. You must be wrong.
+
+LADY. No, I saw him. The werewolf! Can't we be rid of him?
+
+STRANGER. Yes, we could. But it'd be useless, because he has an immortal
+soul, which is bound to yours.
+
+LADY. If I'd only known that before!
+
+STRANGER. It's surely in the Catechism.
+
+LADY. Then let us die!
+
+STRANGER. That was once my religion; but as I no longer believe that
+death's the end, nothing remains but to bear everything--to fight, and
+to suffer!
+
+LADY. For how long must we suffer?
+
+STRANGER. As long as he suffers and our consciences plague us.
+
+LADY. Then we must try and justify ourselves to our consciences; find
+excuses for our frivolous actions, and discover his weaknesses.
+
+STRANGER. Well, you can try!
+
+LADY. You say that! Since I've known he's unhappy I can see nothing but
+his qualities, and you lose when I compare you with him.
+
+STRANGER. See how well it's arranged! His sufferings sanctify him, but
+mine make me abhorrent and laughable! We must face the immutable. We've
+destroyed a soul, so we are murderers.
+
+LADY. Who is to blame?
+
+STRANGER. He who's so mismanaged the fate of men.
+
+(There is a flash of lightning; the electric bells begin to ring.)
+
+LADY. O God! What's that?
+
+STRANGER. The answer.
+
+LADY. Is there a lightning conductor here?
+
+STRANGER. The priest of Baal wishes to coax the lightning from
+heaven....
+
+LADY. Now I'm frightened, frightened of you. You're terrifying.
+
+STRANGER. You see!
+
+LADY. Who are you to defy Heaven, and to dare to play with the destinies
+of men?
+
+STRANGER. Get up and collect your thoughts. Listen to me, believe me,
+and pay me the respect that's my due; and I'll lift both of us high
+above this frog pond, to which we've both descended. I'll breathe on
+your sick conscience so that it heals like a wound. Who am I? A man who
+has done what no one else has ever done; who will overthrow the Golden
+Calf and upset the tables of the money-changers. I hold the fate of the
+world in my crucible; and in a week I can make the richest of the rich
+a poor man. Gold, the most false of all standards, has ceased to rule;
+every man will now be as poor as his neighbour, and the children of men
+will hurry about like ants whose heap has been disturbed.
+
+LADY. What good will that be to us?
+
+STRANGER. Do you think I'll make gold in order to enrich ourselves and
+others? No. I'll do it to paralyse the present order, to disrupt it, as
+you'll see! I am the destroyer, the dissolver, the world incendiary;
+and when all lies in ashes, I shall wander hungrily through the heaps
+of ruins, rejoicing at the thought that it is all my work: that I have
+written the last page of world history, which can then be held to be
+ended.
+
+(The face of the DOMINICAN appears at the open window, without being
+seen by those on the stage.)
+
+LADY. Then that was the real meaning of your last book! It was no
+invention!
+
+STRANGER. No. But in order to write it, I had to link myself with the
+self of another, who could take everything from me that fettered my
+soul. So that my spirit could once more find a fiery blast, on which to
+mount to the ether, elude the Powers, and reach the Throne, in order to
+lay the lamentations of mankind at the feet of the Eternal One.... (The
+DOMINICAN makes the sign of the cross in the air and disappears.) Who's
+here? Who is the Terrible One who follows me and cripples my thoughts?
+Did you see no one?
+
+LADY. No. No one.
+
+STRANGER. But I can feel his presence. (He puts his hand to his heart.)
+Can't you hear, far, far away, someone saying a rosary?
+
+LADY. Yes, I can hear it. But it's not the Angels' Greeting. It's the
+Curse of Deuteronomy! Woe unto us!
+
+STRANGER. Then it must be in the convent of St. Saviour.
+
+LADY. Woe! Woe!
+
+STRANGER. Beloved. What is it?
+
+LADY. Beloved! Say that word again.
+
+STRANGER. Are you ill?
+
+LADY. No, but I'm in pain, and yet glad at the same time. Go and ask my
+mother to make up my bed. But first give me your blessing.
+
+STRANGER. Shall I...?
+
+LADY. Say you forgive me; I may die, if the child takes my life. Say
+that you love me.
+
+STRANGER. Strange: I can't get the word to cross my lips.
+
+LADY. Then you don't love me?
+
+STRANGER. When you say so, it seems so to me. It's terrible, but I fear
+I hate you.
+
+LADY. Then at least give me your hand; as you'd give it to someone in
+distress.
+
+STRANGER. I'd like to, but I can't. Someone in me takes pleasure in your
+agony; but it's not I. I'd like to carry you in my arms and bear your
+suffering for you. But I may not. I cannot!
+
+LADY. You're as hard as stone.
+
+STRANGER (with restrained emotion). Perhaps not. Perhaps not.
+
+LADY. Come to me!
+
+STRANGER. I can't stir from here. It's as if someone had taken
+possession of my soul; and I'd like to kill myself so as to take the
+life of the other.
+
+LADY. Think of your child with joy....
+
+STRANGER. I can't even do that, for it'll bind me to earth.
+
+LADY. If we've sinned, we've been punished! Haven't we suffered enough?
+
+STRANGER. Not yet. But one day we shall have.
+
+LADY (sinking down). Help me. Mercy! I shall faint!
+
+(The STRANGER extends his hand, as if he had recovered from a cramp. The
+LADY kisses it. The STRANGER lifts her up and leads her to the door of
+the house.)
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE II
+
+THE 'ROSE' ROOM
+
+[A room with rose-coloured walls; it has small windows with iron
+lattices and plants in pots. The curtains are rose red; the furniture is
+white and red. In the background a door leading to a white bed-chamber;
+when this door is opened, a large bed can be seen with a canopy and
+white hangings. On the right the door leading out of the house. On the
+left a fireplace with a coal fire. In front of it a bath tub, covered
+with a white towel. A cradle covered with white, rose-coloured and
+light-blue stuff. Baby clothes are spread out here and there. A green
+dress hangs on the right-hand wall. Four Sisters of Mercy are on their
+knees, facing the door at the back, dressed in the black and white of
+Augustinian nuns. The midwife, who is in black, is by the fireplace.
+The child's nurse wears a peasant's dress, of black and white, from
+Brittany. The MOTHER is standing listening by the door at the back. The
+STRANGER is sitting on a chair right and is trying to read a book. A
+hat and a brown cloak with a cape and hood hang nearby, and on the floor
+there is a small travelling bag. The Sisters of Mercy are singing a
+psalm. The others join in from time to time, but not the STRANGER.]
+
+SISTERS. Salve, Regina, mater misericordiae;
+
+ Vita, dulcedo, et spes nostra, salve.
+ Ad to clamamus, exules filii Evae;
+ Ad to suspiramus gementes et flentes
+ In hac lacrymarum valle.
+
+(The STRANGER rises and goes to the MOTHER.)
+
+MOTHER. Stay where you are! A human being's coming into the world;
+another's dying. It's all the same to you.
+
+STRANGER. I'm not so sure! If I want to go in, I'm not allowed to. And
+when I don't want to, you wish it. I'd like to now.
+
+MOTHER. She doesn't want to see you. Besides, presence here's no longer
+needed. The child matters most now.
+
+STRANGER. For you, yes; but I'm still of most importance to myself.
+
+MOTHER. The doctor's forbidden anyone to go in, whoever they may be,
+because she's in danger.
+
+STRANGER. What doctor?
+
+MOTHER. So your thoughts are there again!
+
+STRANGER. Yes. And it's you who led them! An hour ago you gave me to
+understand that the child couldn't be mine. With that you branded your
+daughter a whore; but that means nothing to you, if you can only strike
+me to the heart! You are almost the most contemptible creature I know!
+
+MOTHER (to the SISTERS). Sisters! Pray for this unhappy man.
+
+STRANGER. Make way for me to go in. For the last time--out of the way.
+
+MOTHER. Leave this room, and this house too.
+
+STRANGER. If I were to do as you ask, in ten minutes you'd send the
+police after me, for abandoning my wife and child!
+
+MOTHER. I'd only do that to have you taken to a convent you know of.
+
+MAID (entering at the back). The Lady's asking you to do something for
+her.
+
+STRANGER. What is it?
+
+MAID. There's supposed to be a letter in the dress she left hanging
+here.
+
+STRANGER (looks round and notices the green dress; he goes over to it
+and takes a letter from the pocket). This is addressed to me, and was
+opened two days ago. Broken open! That's good!
+
+MOTHER. You must forgive someone who's as ill as your wife.
+
+STRANGER. She wasn't ill two days ago.
+
+MOTHER. No. But she is now.
+
+STRANGER. But not two days ago! (Reading the letter.) Well, I'll forgive
+her now, with the magnanimity of the victor.
+
+MOTHER. Of the victor?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. For I've done something no one's ever done before.
+
+MOTHER. You mean the gold....?
+
+STRANGER. Here's a certificate from the greatest living authority. Now
+I'll go and see him myself.
+
+MOTHER. Now!
+
+STRANGER. At your request.
+
+MAID (to the STRANGER). The Lady asks you to come in.
+
+MOTHER. You hear?
+
+STRANGER. No, now I don't want to! You've made your own daughter, my
+wife, into a whore; and branded my unborn child a bastard. You can keep
+them both. You've murdered my honour. There's nothing for me to do but
+to revive it elsewhere.
+
+MOTHER. You can never forgive!
+
+STRANGER. I can. I forgive you--and I shall leave you. (He puts on the
+brown cloak and hat, picks up his stick and travelling bag.) For if I
+were to stay, I'd soon grow worse than I am now. The innocent child,
+whose mission was to ennoble our warped relationship, has been defiled
+by you in his mother's womb and made an apple of discord and a source of
+punishment a revenge. Why should I stay here to be torn to pieces?
+
+MOTHER. For you, duties don't exist.
+
+STRANGER. Oh yes, they do! And the first of them's this: To protect
+myself from total destruction. Farewell!
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+
+
+ACT III
+
+SCENE I
+
+THE BANQUETING HALL
+
+[Room in a hotel prepared for a banquet. There are long tables laden
+with flowers and candelabra. Dishes with peacocks, pheasants in full
+plumage, boars' heads, entire lobsters, oysters, salmon, bundles of
+asparagus, melons and grapes. There is a musicians' gallery with eight
+players in the right-hand corner at the back.]
+
+[At the high table: the STRANGER in a frock coat; next to him a Civil
+Uniform with orders; a professorial Frock Coat with an order; and other
+black Frock Coats with orders of a more or less striking kind. At the
+second table a few Frock Coats between black Morning Coats. At the third
+table clean every-day costumes. At the fourth table dirty and ragged
+figures of strange appearance.]
+
+[The tables are so arranged that the first is furthest to the left and
+the fourth furthest to the right, so that the people sitting at the
+fourth table cannot be seen by the STRANGER. At the fourth table CAESAR
+and the DOCTOR are seated, in shabby clothes. They are the farthest down
+stage. Dessert has just been handed round and the guests have golden
+goblets in front of them. The band is playing a passage in the middle
+of Mendelssohn's Dead March pianissimo. The guests are talking to one
+another quietly.]
+
+DOCTOR (to CAESAR). The company seems rather depressed and the dessert
+came too soon!
+
+CAESAR. By the way, the whole thing look's like a swindle! He hasn't
+made any gold, that's merely a lie, like everything else.
+
+DOCTOR. I don't know, but that's what's being said. But in our
+enlightened age anything whatever may be expected.
+
+CAESAR. There's a professor at the high table, who's supposed to be an
+authority. But what subject is he professor of?
+
+DOCTOR: I've no idea. It must be metallurgy and applied chemistry.
+
+CAESAR. Can you see what order he's wearing?
+
+DOCTOR. I don't know it. I expect it's some tenth rate foreign order.
+
+CAESAR. Well, at a subscription dinner like this the company's always
+rather mixed.
+
+DOCTOR. Hm!
+
+CAESAR. You mean, that we... hm.... I admit we're not well dressed, but
+as far as intelligence goes....
+
+DOCTOR. Listen, Caesar, you're a lunatic in my charge, and you must
+avoid speaking about intelligence as much as you can.
+
+CAESAR. That's the greatest impertinence I've heard for a long time.
+Don't you realise, idiot, that I've been engaged to look after you,
+since you lost your wits?
+
+PROFESSOR (taping his goblet). Gentlemen!
+
+CAESAR. Hear, hear!
+
+PROFESSOR. Gentlemen! Our small society is to-day honoured by the
+presence of the great man, who is our guest of honour, and when the
+committee...
+
+CAESAR (to the DOCTOR). That's the government, you know!
+
+PROFESSOR.... and when the committee asked me to act as interpreter
+and to explain the motives that prompted them I was at first doubtful
+whether I could accept the honour. But when I compared my own incapacity
+with that of others, I discovered that neither lost in the comparison.
+
+VOICES. Bravo!
+
+PROFESSOR. Gentlemen! A century of discovery is ending with the greatest
+of all discoveries--foreseen by Pythagoras, prepared for by Albertus and
+Paracelsus and first carried out by our guest of honour. You will permit
+me to give this feeble expression of our admiration for the greatest man
+of a great century. A laurel crown from the society! (He places a laurel
+frown on the STRANGER'S head.) And from the committee: this! (He hangs
+a shining order round the STRANGER'S neck.) Gentlemen! Three cheers for
+the Great Man who has made gold!
+
+ALL (with the exception of the STRANGER). Hurrah!
+
+(The band plays chords from Mendelssohn's Dead March. During the last
+part of the foregoing speech servants have exchanged the golden goblets
+for dull tin ones, and they now begin to take away the pheasants,
+peacocks, etc. The music plays softly. General conversation.)
+
+CAESAR. Oughtn't we to taste these things before they take them away?
+
+DOCTOR. It all seems humbug, except that about making gold.
+
+STRANGER (knocking on the table). Gentlemen! I've always been proud of
+the fact that I'm not easy to deceive...
+
+CAESAR. Hear, hear!
+
+STRANGER.... that I'm not easily carried away, but I am touched at the
+sincerity so obvious in the great tribute you've just paid me; and when
+I say touched, I mean it.
+
+CAESAR. Bravo!
+
+STRANGER. There are always sceptics; and moments in the life of every
+man, when doubts creep into the hearts of even the strongest. I'll
+confess that I myself have doubted; but after finding myself the object
+this sincere and hearty demonstration, and after taking part in this
+royal feast, for it is royal; and seeing that, finally, the government
+itself...
+
+VOICE. The committee!
+
+STRANGER.... the committee, if you like, has so signally recognised my
+modest merits, I doubt no longer, but believe! (The Civil Uniform creeps
+out.) Yes, gentlemen, this is the greatest and most satisfying moment
+of my life, because it has given me back the greatest thing any man can
+possess, the belief in himself.
+
+CAESAR. Splendid! Bravo!
+
+STRANGER. I thank you. Your health!
+
+(The PROFESSOR gets up. Everyone rises and the company begins to mix.
+Most of the musicians go out, but two remain.)
+
+GUEST (to the STRANGER). A delightful evening!
+
+STRANGER. Wonderful.
+
+(All the Frock Coats creep away.)
+
+FATHER (an elderly, overdressed man with an eye-glass and military
+bearing crosses to the doctor). What? Are you here?
+
+DOCTOR. Yes, Father-in-law. I'm here. I go everywhere he goes.
+
+FATHER. It's too late in the day to call me father-in-law. Besides, I'm
+_his_ father-in-law now.
+
+DOCTOR. Does he know you?
+
+FATHER. No. He's not had that honour; and I must ask you to preserve my
+incognito. Is it true he's made gold?
+
+DOCTOR. So it's said. But it's certain he left his wife while she was in
+childbed.
+
+FATHER. Does that mean I can expect a third son-in-law soon? I don't
+like the idea! The uncertainty of my position makes me hate being
+a father-in-law at all. Of course, I've nothing to say against it,
+since....
+
+(The tables have now been cleared; the cloths and the candelabra have
+been removed, so that the tables themselves, which are merely boards
+supported on trestles, are all that remain. A big stoneware jug has
+been brought in and small jugs of simple form have been put on the high
+table. The people in rags sit down next to the STRANGER at the high
+table; and the FATHER sits astride a chair and stares at him.)
+
+CAESAR (knocking on the table). Gentlemen! This feast has been called
+royal, not on account of the excellence of the service which, on the
+contrary, has been wretched; but because the man, whom we have honoured,
+is a king, a king in the realm of the Intellect. Only I am able to judge
+of that. (One of the people in rags laughs.) Quiet. Wretch! But he's
+more than a king, he's a man of the people, of the humblest. A friend
+of the oppressed, the guardian of fools, the bringer of happiness to
+idiots. I don't know whether he's succeeded in making gold. I don't
+worry about that, and I hardly believe it... (There is a murmur. Two
+policemen come in and sit by the door; the musicians come down and take
+seats at the tables.)... but supposing he has, he has answered all the
+questions that the daily press has been trying to solve for the last
+fifty years.... It's only an assumption--
+
+STRANGER. Gentlemen!
+
+RAGGED PERSON. No. Don't interrupt him.
+
+CAESAR. A mere assumption without real foundation, and the analysis may
+be wrong!
+
+ANOTHER RAGGED PERSON. Don't talk nonsense!
+
+STRANGER. Speaking in my capacity as guest of honour at this gathering I
+should say that it would be of interest to those taking part to hear the
+grounds on which I've based my proof....
+
+CAESAR. We don't want to hear that. No, no.
+
+FATHER. Wait! I think justice demands that the accused should be allowed
+to explain himself. Couldn't our guest of honour tell the company his
+secret in a few words?
+
+STRANGER. As the discoverer I can't give away my secret. But that's not
+necessary, because I've submitted my results to an authority under oath.
+
+CAESAR. Then the whole thing's nonsense, the whole thing! We don't
+believe authorities--we're free-thinkers. Did you ever hear anything
+so impudent? That we should honour a mystery man, an arch-swindler, a
+charlatan, in good faith.
+
+FATHER. Wait a little, my good people!
+
+(During this scene a wall screen, charmingly decorated with palm trees
+and birds of paradise, has been taken away, disclosing a wretched
+serving-counter and stand for beer mugs, behind which a waitress is seen
+dispensing tots of spirits. Scavengers and dirty-looking women go over
+to the counter and start drinking.)
+
+STRANGER. Was I asked here to be insulted?
+
+FATHER. Not at all. My friend's rather loquacious, but he's not said
+anything insulting yet.
+
+STRANGER. Isn't it insulting to be called a charlatan?
+
+FATHER. He didn't mean it seriously.
+
+STRANGER. Even as a joke I think the word arch-swindler slanderous.
+
+FATHER. He didn't use _that_ word.
+
+STRANGER. What? I appeal to the company: wasn't the word he used
+arch-swindler?
+
+ALL. No. He never said that!
+
+STRANGER. Then I don't know where I am--or what company I've got into.
+
+RAGGED PERSON. Is there anything wrong with it?
+
+(The people murmur.)
+
+BEGGAR (comes forward, supporting himself on crutches; he strikes the
+table so hard with his crutch, that some mugs are broken.) Mr. Chairman!
+May I speak? (He breaks some more crockery.) Gentlemen, in this life
+I've not allowed thyself to be easily deceived, but this time I have
+been. My friend in the chair there has convinced me that I've been
+completely deceived on the question of his power of judgment and sound
+understanding, and I feel touched. There are limits to pity and limits
+also to cruelty. I don't like to see real merit being dragged into the
+dust, and this man's worth a better fate than his folly's leading him
+to.
+
+STRANGER. What does this mean?
+
+(The FATHER and the DOCTOR have gone out during this scene without
+attracting attention. Only beggars remain at the high table. Those who
+are drinking gather into groups and stare at the STRANGER.)
+
+BEGGAR. You take yourself to be the man of the century, and accept the
+invitation of the Drunkards' Society, in order to have yourself feted as
+a man of science....
+
+STRANGER (rising). But the government....
+
+BEGGAR. Oh yes, the Committee of the Drunkards' Society have given you
+their highest distinction--that order you've had to pay for yourself....
+
+STRANGER. What about the professor?
+
+BEGGAR. He only calls himself that; he's no professor really, though he
+does give lessons. And the uniform that must have impressed you most was
+that of a lackey in a chancellery.
+
+STRANGER (tearing of the wreath and the ribbon of the order). Very well!
+But who was the elderly man with the eyeglass?
+
+BEGGAR. Your father-in-law!
+
+STRANGER. Who got up this hoax?
+
+BEGGAR. It's no hoax, it's quite serious. The professor came on behalf
+of the Society, for so they call themselves, and asked you whether you'd
+accept the fete. You accepted it; so it became serious!
+
+(Two dirty-looking women carry in a dust-bin suspended from a stick and
+set it down on the high table.)
+
+FIRST WOMAN. If you're the man who makes gold, you might buy two
+brandies for us.
+
+STRANGER. What's this mean?
+
+BEGGAR. It's the last part of the reception; and it's supposed to mean
+that gold's mere rubbish.
+
+STRANGER. If only that were true, rubbish could be exchanged for gold.
+
+BEGGAR. Well, it's only the philosophy of the Society of Drunkards. And
+you've got to take your philosophy where you find it.
+
+SECOND WOMAN (sitting down next to the STRANGER). Do you recognise me?
+
+STRANGER. No.
+
+SECOND WOMAN. Oh, you needn't be embarrassed so late in the evening as
+this!
+
+STRANGER. You believe you're one of my victims? That I was amongst the
+first hundred who seduced you?
+
+SECOND WOMAN. No. It's not what you think. But I once came across a
+printed paper, when I was about to be confirmed, which said that it was
+a duty to oneself to give way to all desires of the flesh. Well, I grew
+free and blossomed; and this is the fruit of my highly developed self!
+
+STRANGER (rising). Perhaps I may go now?
+
+WAITRESS (coming over with a bill). Yes. But the bill must be paid
+first.
+
+STRANGER. What? By me? I haven't ordered anything.
+
+WAITRESS. I know nothing of that; but you're the last of the company to
+have had anything.
+
+STRANGER (to the BEGGAR). Is this all a part of the reception?
+
+BEGGAR. Yes, certainly. And, as you know, everything costs money, even
+honour....
+
+STRANGER (taking a visiting card and handing it to the waitress).
+There's my card. You'll be paid to-morrow.
+
+WAITRESS (putting the card in the dust-bin). Hm! I don't know the name;
+and I've put a lot of such cards into the dust-bin. I want the money.
+
+BEGGAR. Listen, madam, I'll guarantee this man will pay.
+
+WAITRESS. So you'd like to play tricks on me too! Officer! One moment,
+please.
+
+POLICEMAN. What's all this about? Payment, I suppose. Come to the
+station; we'll arrange things there. (He writes something in his
+note-book.)
+
+STRANGER. I'd rather do that than stay here and quarrel.... (To the
+BEGGAR.) I don't mind a joke, but I never expected such cruel reality as
+this.
+
+BEGGAR. Anything's to be expected, once you challenge persons as
+powerful as you have! Let me tell you this in confidence. You'd better
+be prepared for worse, for the very worst!
+
+STRANGER. To think I've been so duped... so...
+
+BEGGAR. Feasts of Belshazzar always end in one way a hand's stretched
+out--and writes a bill. And another hand's laid on the guest's shoulder
+and leads him to the police station! But it must be done royally!
+
+POLICEMAN (laying his hand on the STRANGER). Have you talked enough?
+
+THE WOMEN and RAGGED ONES. The alchemist can't pay. Hurrah! He's going
+to gaol. He's going to gaol!
+
+SECOND WOMAN. Yes, but it's a shame.
+
+STRANGER. You're sorry for me? I thank you for that, even if I don't
+quite deserve it! _You_ felt pity for me!
+
+SECOND WOMAN. Yes. That's also something I learnt from you.
+
+(The scene is changed without lowering the curtain. The stage is
+darkened, and a medley of scenes, representing landscapes, palaces,
+rooms, is lowered and brought forward; so that characters and furniture
+are no longer seen, but the STRANGER alone remains visible and seems to
+be standing stiffly as though unconscious. At last even he disappears,
+and from the confusion a prison cell emerges.)
+
+
+SCENE II
+
+PRISON CELL
+
+[On the right a door; and above it a barred opening, through which a ray
+of sunlight is shining, throwing a patch of light on the left-hand wall,
+where a large crucifix hangs.]
+
+[The STRANGER, dressed in a brown cloak and wearing a hat, is sitting at
+the table looking at the patch of sunlight. The door is opened and the
+BEGGAR is let in.]
+
+BEGGAR. What are you brooding over?
+
+STRANGER. I'm asking myself why I'm here; and then: where I was
+yesterday?
+
+BEGGAR. Where do you think?
+
+STRANGER. It seems in hell; unless I dreamed everything.
+
+BEGGAR. Then wake up now, for this is going to be reality.
+
+STRANGER. Let it come. I'm only afraid of ghosts.
+
+BEGGAR (taking out a newspaper). Firstly, the great authority has
+withdrawn the certificate he gave you for making gold. He says, in this
+paper, that you deceived him. The result is that the paper calls you a
+charlatan!
+
+STRANGER. O God! What is it I'm fighting?
+
+BEGGAR. Difficulties, like other men.
+
+STRANGER. No, this is something else....
+
+BEGGAR. Your own credulity, then.
+
+STRANGER. No, I'm not credulous, and I know I'm right.
+
+BEGGAR. What's the good of that, if no one else does.
+
+STRANGER. Shall I ever get out of this prison? If I do, I'll settle
+everything.
+
+BEGGAR. The matter's arranged; everything's paid for.
+
+STRANGER. Oh? Who paid, then?
+
+BEGGAR. The Society, I suppose; or the Drunkard's Government.
+
+STRANGER. Then I can go?
+
+BEGGAR. Yes. But there's one thing....
+
+STRANGER. Well, what is it?
+
+BEGGAR. Remember, an enlightened man of the world mustn't let himself be
+taken by surprise.
+
+STRANGER. I begin to divine....
+
+BEGGAR. The announcement's on the front page.
+
+STRANGER. That means: she's already married again, and my children have
+a stepfather. Who is he?
+
+BEGGAR. Whoever he is, don't murder him; for he's not to blame for
+taking in a forsaken woman.
+
+STRANGER. My children! O God, my children!
+
+BEGGAR. I notice you didn't foresee what's happened; but why not look
+ahead, if you're so old and such an enlightened man of the world.
+
+STRANGER (beside himself). O God! My children!
+
+BEGGAR. Enlightened men of the world don't weep! Stop it, my son. When
+such disasters happen men of the world... either... well, tell me....
+
+STRANGER. Shoot themselves!
+
+BEGGAR. Or?
+
+STRANGER. No, not that!
+
+BEGGAR. Yes, my son, precisely that! He's throwing out a sheet-anchor as
+an experiment.
+
+STRANGER. This is irrevocable. Irrevocable!
+
+BEGGAR. Yes, it is. Quite irrevocable. And you can live another
+lifetime, in order to contemplate your own rascality in peace.
+
+STRANGER. You should be ashamed to talk like that.
+
+BEGGAR. And you?
+
+STRANGER. Have you ever seen a human destiny like mine?
+
+BEGGAR. Well, look at mine!
+
+STRANGER. I know nothing of yours.
+
+BEGGAR. It's never occurred to you, in all our long acquaintance, to
+ask about my affairs. You once scorned the friendship I offered you, and
+fell straightway into the arms of boon companions. I hope it'll do you
+good. And so farewell, till the next time.
+
+STRANGER. Don't go.
+
+BEGGAR. Perhaps you'd like company when you get out of prison?
+
+STRANGER. Why not?
+
+BEGGAR. It hasn't occurred to you I mightn't want to show myself in
+_your_ company?
+
+STRANGER. It certainly hasn't.
+
+BEGGAR. But it's true. Do you think I want to be suspected of having
+been at that immortal banquet in the alchemist's honour, of which
+there's an account in the morning paper?
+
+STRANGER. He doesn't want to be seen with me!
+
+BEGGAR. Even a beggar has his pride and fears ridicule.
+
+STRANGER. He doesn't want to be seen with me. Am I then sunk to such
+misery?
+
+BEGGAR. You must ask yourself that, and answer it, too.
+
+(A mournful cradle song is heard in the distance.)
+
+STRANGER. What's that?
+
+BEGGAR. A song sung by a mother at her baby's cradle.
+
+STRANGER. Why must I be reminded of it just now?
+
+BEGGAR. Probably so that you can feel really keenly what you've left for
+a chimera.
+
+STRANGER. Is it possible I could have been wrong? If so it's the devil's
+work, and I'll lay down my arms.
+
+BEGGAR. You'd better do that as soon as you can....
+
+STRANGER. Not yet! (A rosary can be heard being repeated in the
+distance.) What's that? (A sustained note of a horn is heard.) That's
+the unknown huntsman! (The chord from the Dead March is heard.) Where am
+I? (He remains where he is as if hypnotised.)
+
+BEGGAR. Bow yourself or break!
+
+STRANGER. I cannot bow!
+
+BEGGAR. Then break.
+
+(The STRANGER falls to the ground. The same confused medley of scenes as
+before.)
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE III
+
+THE 'ROSE' ROOM
+
+[The same scene as Act I. The kneeling Sisters of Mercy are now reading
+their prayer books, '... exules filii Evae; Ad to suspiramus et flentes
+In hac lacrymarum aalle.' The MOTHER is by the door at the back; the
+FATHER by the door on the right.]
+
+MOTHER (going towards him). So you've come back again?
+
+FATHER (humbly). Yes.
+
+MOTHER. Your lady-love's left you?
+
+RATHER. Don't be more cruel than you need!
+
+MOTHER. You say that to me, you who gave my wedding presents to your
+mistress. You, who were so dishonourable as to expect me, your wife, to
+choose presents for her. You, who wanted my advice about colour and cut,
+in order to educate her taste in dress! What do you want here?
+
+FATHER. I heard that my daughter...
+
+MOTHER. Your daughter's lying there, between life and death; and you
+know that her feelings for you have grown hostile. That's why I ask you
+to go; before she suspects your presence.
+
+FATHER. You're right, and I can't answer you. But let me sit in the
+kitchen, for I'm tired. Very tired.
+
+MOTHER. Where were you last night?
+
+FATHER. At the club. But I wanted to ask you if the husband weren't
+here?
+
+MOTHER. Am I to lay bare all this misery? Don't you know your daughter's
+tragic fate?
+
+FATHER. Yes... I do. And what a husband!
+
+MOTHER. What men! Go downstairs now and sleep off your liquor.
+
+FATHER. The sins of the fathers....
+
+MOTHER. You're talking nonsense.
+
+FATHER. Of course I don't mean my sins... but those of our parents. And
+now they say the lake up there's to be drained, so that the river will
+rise....
+
+MOTHER (pushing him out of the door). Silence. Misfortune will overtake
+us soon enough, without you calling it up.
+
+MAID (from the bedroom at the back). The lady's asking for the master.
+
+MOTHER. She means her husband.
+
+MAID. Yes. The master of the house, her husband.
+
+MOTHER. He went out a little while ago.
+
+(The STRANGER comes in.)
+
+STRANGER. Has the child been born?
+
+MOTHER. No. Not yet.
+
+STRANGER (putting his hand to his forehead). What? Can it take so long?
+
+MOTHER. Long? What do you mean?
+
+STRANGER (looking about him). I don't know what I mean. How is it with
+the mother?
+
+MOTHER. She's just the same.
+
+STRANGER. The same?
+
+MOTHER. Don't you want to get back to your gold making?
+
+STRANGER. I can't make head or tail of it! But there's still hope my
+worst dream was nothing but a dream.
+
+MOTHER. You really look as if you were walking in your sleep.
+
+STRANGER. Do I? Oh, I wish I were! The one thing I fear I'd fear no
+longer.
+
+MOTHER. He who guides your destiny seems to know your weakest spots.
+
+STRANGER. And when there was only one left, he found that too; happily
+for me only in a dream! Blind Powers! Powerless Ones!
+
+MAID (coming in again). The lady asks you to do her a service.
+
+STRANGER. There she lies like an electric eel, giving shocks from a
+distance. What kind of service is it to be now?
+
+MAID. There's a letter in the pocket of her green coat.
+
+STRANGER. No good will come of that! (He takes the letter out of the
+green coat, which is hanging near the dress by fireplace.) I must
+be dead. I dreamed this, and now it's happening. My children have a
+stepfather!
+
+MOTHER. Who are you going to blame?
+
+STRANGER. Myself! I'd rather blame no one. I've lost my children.
+
+MOTHER. You'll get a new one here.
+
+STRANGER. He might be cruel to them....
+
+MOTHER. Then their sufferings will burden your conscience, if you have
+one.
+
+STRANGER. Supposing he were to beat them?
+
+MOTHER. Do you know what I'd do in your place?
+
+STRANGER. Yes, I know what you'd do; but I don't know what I'll do.
+
+MOTHER (to the Sisters of Mercy). Pray for this man!
+
+STRANGER. No, no. Not that! It'll do no good, and I don't believe in
+prayer.
+
+MOTHER. But you believe in your gold?
+
+STRANGER. Not even in that. It's over. All over!
+
+(The MIDWIFE comes out of the bedroom.)
+
+MIDWIFE. A child's born. Praise the Lord!
+
+MOTHER. Let the Lord be praised!
+
+SISTERS. Let the Lord be praised!
+
+MIDWIFE (to the STRANGER). Your wife's given you daughter.
+
+MOTHER (to the STRANGER). Don't you want to see your child?
+
+STRANGER. No. I no longer want to tie myself anything on earth. I'm
+afraid I'd get to love her, and then you'd tear the heart from my body.
+Let me get out of this atmosphere, which is too pure for me. Don' t let
+that innocent child come near me, for I'm a man already damned, already
+sentenced, and for me there's no joy, no peace, and no... forgiveness!
+
+MOTHER. My son, now you're speaking words of wisdom! Truthfully and
+without malice: I welcome your decision. There's no place for you here,
+and amongst us women you'd be plagued to death. So go in peace.
+
+STRANGER. There'll be no more peace, but I'll go. Farewell!
+
+MOTHER. Exules filii Evae; on earth you shall be a fugitive and a
+vagabond.
+
+STRANGER. Because I have slain my brother.
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+
+
+ACT IV
+
+SCENE I
+
+BANQUETING HALL
+
+[The room in which the banquet took place in Act III. It is dirty, and
+furnished with unpainted wooden tables. Beggars, scavengers and loose
+women. Cripples are seated here and there drinking by the light of
+tallow dips.]
+
+[The STRANGER and the SECOND WOMAN are sitting together drinking brandy,
+which stands on the table in front of them in a carafe. The STRANGER is
+drinking heavily.]
+
+WOMAN. Don't drink so much!
+
+STRANGER. You see. You've scruples, too!
+
+WOMAN. No. But I don't like to see a man I respect lowering himself so.
+
+STRANGER. But I came here specially to do so; to take a mud-bath that
+would harden my skin against the pricks of life. To find immoral support
+about me. And I chose your company, because you're the most despicable,
+though you've still retained a spark of humanity. You were sorry for me,
+when no one else was. Not even myself! Why?
+
+WOMAN. Really, I don't know.
+
+STRANGER. But you must know that there are moments when you look almost
+beautiful.
+
+WOMAN. Oh, listen to him!
+
+STRANGER. Yes. And then you resemble a woman who was dear to me.
+
+WOMAN. Thank you!
+
+WAITRESS. Don't talk so loud, there's a sick man here.
+
+STRANGER. Tell me, have you ever been in love?
+
+WOMAN. We don't use that word, but I know what you mean. Yes. I had a
+lover once and we had a child.
+
+STRANGER. That was foolish!
+
+WOMAN. I thought so, too, but he said the days liberation were at hand,
+when all chains would be struck off, all barriers thrown down, and...
+
+STRANGER (tortured). And then...?
+
+WOMAN. Then he left me.
+
+STRANGER. He was a scoundrel. (He drinks.)
+
+WOMAN (looking at him.) You think so?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. He must have been.
+
+WOMAN. Now you're so intolerant.
+
+STRANGER (drinking). Am I?
+
+WOMAN. Don't drink so much; I want to see you far above me, otherwise
+you can't raise me up.
+
+STRANGER. What illusions you must have! Childish! I lift you up! I who
+am down below. Yet I'm not; it's not I who sit here, for I'm dead. I
+know that my soul's far away, far, far away.... (He stares in front
+of him with an absent-minded air)... where a great lake lies in the
+sunshine like molten gold; where roses blossom on the wall amongst
+the vines; where a white cot stands under the acacias. But the child's
+asleep and the mother's sitting beside the cot doing crochet work.
+There's a long, long strip coming from her mouth and on the strip
+is written... wait... 'Blessed are the sorrowful, for they shall be
+comforted.' But that's not so, really. I shall never be comforted. Tell
+me, isn't there thunder in the air, it's so close, so hot?
+
+WOMAN (looking out of the window). No. I can see no clouds out there....
+
+STRANGER. Strange... that's lightning.
+
+WOMAN. No. You're wrong.
+
+STRANGER. One, two, three, four, five... now the thunder must come! But
+it doesn't. I've never been frightened of a thunderstorm until to-day--I
+mean, until to-night. But is it day or night?
+
+WOMAN. My dear, it's night.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. It _is_ night.
+
+(The DOCTOR has come in during this scene and has sat down behind the
+STRANGER, without having been seen by him.)
+
+WAITRESS. Don't speak so loud, there's a sick person in here.
+
+STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Give me your hand.
+
+WOMAN (wiping it on her apron). Oh, why?
+
+STRANGER. You've a lovely white hand. But... look at mine. It's black.
+Can't you see it's black?
+
+WOMAN. Yes. So it is!
+
+STRANGER. Blackened already, perhaps even rotten? I must see if my
+heart's stopped. (He puts his hand to his heart.) Yes. It has! So I'm
+dead, and I know when I died. Strange, to be dead, and yet to be going
+about. But where am I? Are all these people dead, too? They look as
+if they'd risen from the sewers of the town, or as if they'd come
+from prison, poorhouse or lock hospital. They're workers of the night,
+suffering, groaning, cursing, quarrelling, torturing one another,
+dishonouring one another, envying one another, as if they possessed
+anything worthy of envy! The fire of sleep courses through their veins,
+their tongues cleave to their palates, grown dry through cursing; and
+then they put out the blaze with water, with fire-water, that engenders
+fresh thirst. With fire-water, that itself burns with a blue flame and
+consumes the soul like a prairie fire, that leaves nothing behind it but
+red sand. (He drinks.) Set fire to it. Put it out again. Set fire to it.
+Put it out again! But what you can't burn up--unluckily--is the memory
+of what's past. How can that memory be burned to ashes?
+
+WAITRESS. Please don't speak so loud, there's a sick man in here. So
+ill, that he's already asked to be given the sacrament.
+
+STRANGER. May he soon go to hell!
+
+(Those present murmur at this, resenting it.)
+
+WAITRESS. Take care! Take care!
+
+WOMAN (to the STRANGER). Do you know that man who's been sitting behind
+you, staring at you all the time?
+
+STRANGER (turning. He and the DOCTOR stare at one another for a moment,
+without speaking). Yes. I used to know him once.
+
+WOMAN. He looks as if he'd like to bite you in the back.
+
+(The DOCTOR sits down opposite the STRANGER and stares at him.)
+
+STRANGER. What are you looking at?
+
+DOCTOR. Your grey hairs.
+
+STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Is my hair grey?
+
+WOMAN. Yes. Indeed it is!
+
+DOCTOR. And now I'm looking at your fair companion. Sometimes you have
+good taste. Sometimes not.
+
+STRANGER. And sometimes you have the misfortune to have the same taste
+as I.
+
+DOCTOR. That wasn't a kind remark! But you've killed me twice in your
+lifetime; so go on.
+
+STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Let's get away from here.
+
+DOCTOR. You know when I'm near you. You feel my presence from afar. And
+I shall reach you, as the thunder will, whether you hide in the depths
+of the earth or of the sea.... Try to escape me, if you can!
+
+STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Come with me. Lead me... I can't see....
+
+WOMAN. No, I don't want to go yet. I don't want to be bored.
+
+DOCTOR. You're right there, daughter of joy! Life's hard enough without
+taking on yourself the sorrows others have brought on themselves. That
+man won't bear his own sorrows, but makes his wife shoulder the burden
+for him.
+
+STRANGER. What's that? Wait! She bore false witness of a breach of the
+peace and attempted murder!
+
+DOCTOR. Now he's putting the blame on her!
+
+STRANGER (resting his head in his hands and letting it sink on to the
+table. In the far distance a violin and guitar are heard playing the
+following melody):
+
+[See picture road1.jpg]
+
+DOCTOR (to the WOMAN). Is he ill?
+
+WOMAN. He must be mad; he says he's dead.
+
+(In the distance drums beat the reveille and bugles are blown, but very
+softly.)
+
+STRANGER. Is it morning? Night's passing, the sun's rising and ghosts
+lie down to sleep again in graves. Now I can go. Come!
+
+WOMAN (going nearer to the DOCTOR). No. I said no.
+
+STRANGER. Even you, the last of all my friends! Am I such a wretched
+being, that not even a prostitute will bear me company for money?
+
+DOCTOR. You must be.
+
+STRANGER. I don't believe it yet; although everyone tells me so. I don't
+believe anything at all, for every time I have, I've been deceived. But
+tell me this hasn't the sun yet risen? A little while ago I heard a cock
+crow and a dog bark; and now they're ringing the Angelus.... Have they
+put out the lights, that it's so dark?
+
+DOCTOR (to the WOMAN). He must be blind.
+
+WOMAN. Yes. I think he is.
+
+STRANGER. No. I can see you; but I can't see the lights.
+
+DOCTOR. For you it's growing dark.... You've played with the lightning,
+and looked too long at the sun. That is forbidden to men.
+
+STRANGER. We're born with the desire to do it; but may not. That's
+Envy....
+
+DOCTOR. What do you possess that's worthy of envy?
+
+STRANGER. Something you'll never understand, and that only I can value.
+
+DOCTOR. You mean, the child?
+
+MANGER. You know I didn't mean it. If I had I'd have said that I
+possessed something you could never let.
+
+DOCTOR. So you're back at that! Then I'll express myself as clearly: you
+took what I'd done with.
+
+WOMAN. Oh! I shan't stay in the company of such swine! (She gets up and
+moves to another seat.)
+
+STRANGER. I know we've sunk very low; yet I believe the deeper I sink
+the nearer I'll come to my goal: the end!
+
+WAITRESS. Don't speak so loud, there's a dying man in there!
+
+STRANGER. Yes, I believe you. The whole time there's been a smell of
+corpses here.
+
+DOCTOR. Perhaps that's us?
+
+STRANGER. Can one be dead, without suspecting it?
+
+DOCTOR. The dead maintain that they don't know the difference.
+
+STRANGER. You terrify me. Is it possible? And all these shadowy figures,
+whose faces I think I recognise as memories of my youth at school in the
+swimming bath, the gymnasium.... (He clutches his heart.) Oh! Now he's
+coming: the Terrible One, who tears the heart out of the breast. The
+Terrible One, who's been following me for years. He's here!
+
+(He is beside himself. The doors are thrown open; a choir boy comes in
+carrying a lantern made of blue glass that throws a blue light on the
+guests; he rings the silver bell. All present begin to howl like wild
+beasts. The DOMINICAN then enters with the sacrament. The WAITRESS
+and the WOMAN throw themselves on their knees, the others howl. The
+DOMINICAN raises the monstrance; all fall on their knees. The choir boy
+and the DOMINICAN go into the room on the left.)
+
+BEGGAR (entering and going towards the STRANGER). Come away from here.
+You're ill. And the bailiffs have a summons for you.
+
+STRANGER. Summons? From whom?
+
+BEGGAR. Your wife.
+
+DOCTOR. The electric eel strikes at a great distance. She once wanted to
+bring a charge of slander against me, because she couldn't stay out at
+night.
+
+STRANGER. Couldn't stay out at night?
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. Didn't you know who you were married to?
+
+STRANGER. I heard she'd been engaged before she... married you.
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. That's what it was called, but in reality she'd been the
+mistress of a married man, whom she denounced for rape, after she'd
+forced herself into his studio and posed to him naked, as a model.
+
+STRANGER. And that was the woman you married?
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. After she'd seduced me, she denounced me for breach of
+promise, so I had to marry her. She'd engaged two detectives to see I
+didn't get away. And that was the woman you married!
+
+STRANGER. I did it because I soon saw it was no good choosing when all
+were alike.
+
+BEGGAR. Come away from here. You'll be sorry if you don't.
+
+STRANGER (to the DOCTOR). Was she always religious?
+
+DOCTOR. Always.
+
+STRANGER. And tender, good-hearted, self-sacrificing?
+
+DOCTOR. Certainly!
+
+STRANGER. Can one understand her?
+
+DOCTOR. No. But you can go mad thinking about her. That's why one had to
+accept her as she was. Charming, intoxicating!
+
+STRANGER. Yes, I know. But one's powerless against pity. That's why I
+don't want to fight this case. I can't defend myself without attacking
+her; and I don't want to do that.
+
+DOCTOR. You were married before. How was that?
+
+STRANGER. Just the same.
+
+DOCTOR. This love acts like henbane: you see suns, where there are none,
+and stars where no stars are! But it's pleasant, while it lasts!
+
+STRANGER. And the morning after? Oh, the morning after!
+
+BEGGAR. Come, unhappy man! He's poisoning you, and you don't know it.
+Come!
+
+STRANGER (getting up). Poisoning me, you say? Do you think he's lying?
+
+BEGGAR. Every word he's said's a lie.
+
+STRANGER. I don't believe it.
+
+BEGGAR. No. You only believe lies. But that serves you right.
+
+STRANGER. Has he been lying? Has he?
+
+BEGGAR. How can you believe your enemies?
+
+STRANGER. But he's my friend, because he's told me the bitter truth.
+
+BEGGAR. Eternal Powers, save his reason! For he believes everything
+evil's true, and everything good evil. Come, or you'll be lost!
+
+DOCTOR. He's lost already! And now he'll be whipped into froth, broken
+up into atoms, and used as an ingredient in the great pan-cake. Away
+with you hell! (To those present.) Howl like victims of the pit. (The
+guests all howl.) And no more womanly pity. Howl, woman! (The WOMAN
+refuses with a gesture of her hand.)
+
+STRANGER (to the BEGGAR). That man's not lying.
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE II
+
+IN A RAVINE
+
+[A ravine with a stream in the middle, which is crossed by a
+foot-bridge. In the foreground a smithy and a mill, both of which are
+in ruins. Fallen trees choke the stream. In the background a starry sky
+above the pine wood. The constellation of Orion is clearly visible.]
+
+[See picture road2.jpg]
+
+[The STRANGER and the BEGGAR enter. In the foreground there is snow; in
+the background the green of summer.]
+
+STRANGER. I feel afraid! To-night the stars seem to hang so low, that I
+fear they'll fall on me like drops of molten silver. Where are we?
+
+BEGGAR. In the ravine, by the stream. You must know the place.
+
+STRANGER. Know it? As if I could ever forget it! It reminds me of my
+honeymoon journey. But where are the smithy and the mill?
+
+BEGGAR. All in ruins! The lake of tears was drained a week ago. The
+stream rose, then the river, till everything was laid waste--meadows,
+fields and gardens.
+
+STRANGER. And the quiet house?
+
+BEGGAR. The old sin was washed away, but the walls in left.
+
+STRANGER. And those who lived there?
+
+BEGGAR. They've gone to the colonies; so that the story's now at an end.
+
+STRANGER. Then my story's at an end too. So thoroughly at an end, that
+no happy memories remain. The last was fouled by the poisoner....
+
+BEGGAR. Whose poison you prepared! You should declare your bankruptcy.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. Now I'll have to give in.
+
+BEGGAR. Then the day of reckoning will draw near.
+
+STRANGER. I think we might call it quits; because, if I've sinned, I've
+been punished.
+
+BEGGAR. But others certainly won't think so.
+
+STRANGER. I've stopped taking account of others, since I saw that the
+Powers that guide the destinies of mankind brook no accomplices. The
+crime I committed in this life was that I wanted to set men free....
+
+BEGGAR. Set men free from their duties, and criminals from their feeling
+of guilt, so that they could really become unscrupulous! You're not the
+first, and not the last to dabble in the Devil's work. Lucifer a non
+lucendo! But when Reynard grows old, he turns monk--so wisely is it
+ordained--and then he's forced to split himself in two and drive out
+Beelzebub with his own penance.
+
+STRANGER. Shall I be driven to that?
+
+BEGGAR. Yes. Though you don't want it! You'll be forced to preach
+against yourself from the housetops. To unpick your fabric thread by
+thread. To flay yourself alive at every street corner, and show what
+you really are. But that needs courage. All the same, a man who's played
+with the thunder will not tremble! Yet, sometimes, when night falls and
+the Invisible Ones, who can only be seen in darkness, ride on his chest,
+then he will fear--even the stars, and most of all the Mill of Sins,
+that grinds the past, and grinds it... and grinds it! One of the
+seven-and-seventeen Wise Men said that the greatest victory he ever
+won was over himself; but foolish men don't believe it, and that's why
+they're deceived; because they only credit what nine-and-ninety fools
+have said a thousand times.
+
+STRANGER. Enough! Tell me; isn't this snow here on the ground?
+
+BEGGAR. Yes. It's winter here.
+
+STRANGER. But over there it's green.
+
+BEGGAR. It's summer there.
+
+STRANGER. And growing light! (A clear beam of light falls on the
+foot-bridge.)
+
+BEGGAR. Yes. It's light there, and dark here.
+
+STRANGER. And who are they? (Three children, dressed is summer clothing,
+two girls and a boy, come on to the bridge from the right.) Ho! My
+children! (The children stop to listen, and then look at the STRANGER
+without seeming to recognise him. The STRANGER calls.) Gerda! Erik!
+Thyra! It's your father! (The children appear to recognise him; they
+turn away to the left.) They don't know me. They don't want to know me.
+
+(A man and a woman enter from the right. The children dance of to the
+left and disappear. The STRANGER falls on his face on the ground.)
+
+BEGGAR. Something like that was to be expected. Such things happen. Get
+up again!
+
+STRANGER (raising himself up). Where am I? Where have I been? Is
+it spring, winter or summer? In what century am I living, in what
+hemisphere? Am I a child or an old man, male or female, a god or a
+devil? And who are you? Are you, you; or are you me? Are those my own
+entrails that I see about me? Are those stars or bundles of nerves in my
+eye; is that water, or is it tears? Wait! Now I'm moving forward in time
+for a thousand years, and beginning to shrink, to grow heavier and to
+crystallise! Soon I'll be re-created, and from the dark waters of Chaos
+the Lotus flower will stretch up her head towards the sun and say: it is
+I! I must have been sleeping for a few thousand years; and have dreamed
+I'd exploded and become ether, and could no longer feel, no longer
+suffer, no longer be joyful; but had entered into peace and equilibrium.
+But now! Now! I suffer as much as if I were all mankind. I suffer and
+have no right to complain....
+
+BEGGAR. Then suffer, and the more you suffer the earlier pain will leave
+you.
+
+STRANGER. No. Mine are eternal sufferings....
+
+BEGGAR. And only a minute's passed.
+
+STRANGER. I can't bear it.
+
+BEGGAR. Then you must look for help.
+
+STRANGER. What's coming now? Isn't it the end yet?
+
+(It grows light above the bridge. CAESAR comes in and throws himself
+from the parapet; then the DOCTOR appears on the right, with bare head
+and a wild look. He behaves as if he would throw himself into the stream
+too.)
+
+STRANGER. He's revenged himself so thoroughly, that he awakes no qualms
+of conscience! (The DOCTOR goes out, left. The SISTER enters, right, as
+if searching for someone.) Who's that?
+
+BEGGAR. His unmarried sister, who's unprovided for, and has now no home
+to go to. She's grown desperate since her brother was driven out of his
+wits by sorrow and went to pieces.
+
+STRANGER. That's a harder fate. Poor creature, what can one do? Even if
+I felt her sufferings, would that help her?
+
+BEGGAR. No. It wouldn't.
+
+STRANGER. Why do qualms of conscience come after, and not beforehand?
+Can you help me over that?
+
+BEGGAR. No. No one can. Let us go on.
+
+STRANGER. Where to?
+
+BEGGAR. Come with me.
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE III
+
+THE 'ROSE' ROOM
+
+[The LADY, dressed in white, is sitting by the cradle doing crochet
+work. The green dress is hanging up by the door on the right. The
+STRANGER comes in, and looks round in astonishment.]
+
+LADY (simply, mildly, without a trace of surprise). Tread softly and
+come here, if you'd see something lovely.
+
+STRANGER. Where am I?
+
+LADY. Quiet! Look at the little stranger who came when you were away.
+
+STRANGER. They told me the river had risen and swept everything off.
+
+LADY. Why do you believe everything you're told? The river did rise,
+but this little creature has someone who protects both her and hers.
+Wouldn't you like to see your daughter? (The STRANGER goes towards
+the cradle. The LADY lifts the curtain.) She's lovely! Isn't she? (The
+STRANGER gazes darkly in front of him.) Won't you look?
+
+STRANGER. Everything's poisoned. Everything!
+
+LADY. Well, perhaps!
+
+STRANGER. Do you know that he has lost his wits and is wandering in the
+neighbourhood, followed by his sister, who's searching for him? He's
+penniless, and drinking....
+
+LADY. Oh, my God!
+
+STRANGER. Why don't you reproach me?
+
+LADY. You'll reproach yourself enough: I'd rather give you good advice.
+Go to the Convent of St. Saviour's, there you'll find a man who can free
+you from the evil you fear.
+
+STRANGER. What, in the convent, where they curse and bind?
+
+LADY. And deliver also!
+
+STRANGER. Frankly, I think you're trying to deceive me; I don't trust
+you any more.
+
+LADY. Nor I, you! So look on this as your farewell visit.
+
+STRANGER. That was my intention; but first I wanted to find out if we're
+of the same mind....
+
+LADY. You see, we can build no happiness on the sorrows of others; so
+we must part. That's the only way to lessen his sufferings. I have my
+child, who'll fill my life for me; and you have the great goal of your
+ambition....
+
+STRANGER. Will you still mock me?
+
+LADY. No, why? You've solved the great problem.
+
+STRANGER. Be quiet! No more of that, even if you believe it.
+
+LADY. But if all the rest believe it too....
+
+STRANGER. No one believes it now.
+
+LADY. It says in the paper to-day that gold's been made in England. That
+it's been proved possible.
+
+STRANGER. You've been deceived.
+
+LADY. No! Oh, heaven, he won't believe his own good fortune.
+
+STRANGER. I no longer believe anything.
+
+LADY. Get the newspaper from the pocket of my dress over there.
+
+STRANGER. The green witch's dress, that laid a spell on me one Sunday
+afternoon, between the inn and the church door! That'll bring no good.
+
+LADY (fetching the paper herself and also a large parcel that is in the
+pocket of the dress). See for yourself.
+
+STRANGER (tearing up the paper). No need for me to look!
+
+LADY. He won't believe it. He won't. Yet the chemists want to give a
+banquet in your honour next Saturday.
+
+STRANGER. Is that in the paper too? About the banquet?
+
+LADY (handing him the packet). And here's the diploma of honour. Read
+it!
+
+STRANGER (tearing up the packet). Perhaps there's a Government Order
+too!
+
+LADY. Those whom the gods would destroy they first make blind! You
+made your discovery with no good intentions, and therefore you weren't
+permitted to be the only one to succeed.
+
+STRANGER. Now I shall go. For I won't stay here and lay bare my shame!
+I've become a laughing-stock, so I'll go and hide myself--bury myself
+alive, because I don't dare to die.
+
+LADY. Then go! We start for the colonies in a few days.
+
+STRANGER. That's frank at least! Perhaps we're nearing a solution.
+
+LADY. Of the riddle: why we had to meet?
+
+STRANGER. Why did we have to?
+
+LADY. To torture one another.
+
+STRANGER. Is that all?
+
+LADY. You thought you could save me from a werewolf, who really was no
+such thing, and so you become one yourself. And then I was to save you
+from evil by taking all the evil in you on myself, and I did so; but the
+result was that you only became more evil. My poor deliverer! Now you're
+bound hand and foot and no magician can set you free.
+
+STRANGER. Farewell, and thank you for all you've done.
+
+LADY. Farewell, and thank you... for this! (She points to the cradle.)
+
+STRANGER (going towards the back). First perhaps I ought to take my
+leave in there.
+
+LADY. Yes, my dear. Do!
+
+(The STRANGER goes out through the door at the back. The LADY crosses
+to the door on the right and lets in the DOMINICAN--who is also the
+BEGGAR.)
+
+CONFESSOR. Is he ready now?
+
+LADY. Nothing remains for this unhappy man but to leave the world and
+bury himself in a monastery.
+
+CONFESSOR. So he doesn't believe he's the great inventor he undoubtedly
+is?
+
+LADY. No. He can believe good of no one, not even of himself.
+
+CONFESSOR. That is the punishment Heaven sent him: to believe lies,
+because he wouldn't listen to the truth.
+
+LADY. Lighten his guilty burden for him, if you can.
+
+CONFESSOR. No. If I did he'd only grow insolent and accuse God of
+malice and injustice. This man is a demon, who must be kept confined.
+He belongs to the dangerous race of rebels; he'd misuse his gifts, if he
+could, to do evil. And men's power for evil is immeasurable.
+
+LADY. For the sake of the... attachment you've shown me, can't you ease
+his burden a little; where it presses on him most and where he's least
+to blame?
+
+CONFESSOR. You must do that, not I; so that he can leave you in the
+belief that you've a good side, and that you're not what your first
+husband told him you were. If he believes you, I'll deliver him later,
+just as I once bound him when he confessed to me, during his illness, in
+the convent of St. Saviour's.
+
+LADY (going to the back and opening the door). As you wish!
+
+STRANGER (re-entering). So there's the Terrible One! How did he come
+here? But isn't he the beggar, after all?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes, I am your terrible friend, and I've come for you.
+
+STRANGER. What? Have I...?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. Once already you promised me your soul, on oath, when
+you lay ill and felt near madness. It was then you offered to serve the
+powers of good; but when you got well again you broke your oath, and
+therefore were plagued with unrest, and wandered abroad unable to find
+peace--tortured by your own conscience.
+
+STRANGER. Who are you really? Who dares lay a hand on my destiny?
+
+CONFESSOR. You must ask her that.
+
+LADY. This is the man to whom I was first engaged, and who dedicated his
+life to the service of God, when I left him.
+
+STRANGER. Even if he were!
+
+LADY. So you needn't think so ill of yourself because it was you who
+punished my faithlessness and another's lack of conscience.
+
+STRANGER. His sin cannot justify mine. Of course it's untrue, like
+everything else; and you only say it to console me.
+
+CONFESSOR. What an unhappy soul he is....
+
+STRANGER. A damned one too!
+
+CONFESSOR. No! (To the LADY.) Say something good of him.
+
+LADY. He won't believe it, if I do; he only believes evil!
+
+CONFESSOR. Then I shall have to say it. A beggar once came and asked him
+for a drink of water; but he gave me wine instead and let me sit at his
+table. You remember that?
+
+STRANGER. No. I don't load my memory with such trifles.
+
+CONFESSOR. Pride! Pride!
+
+STRANGER. Call it pride, if you like. It's the last vestige of our
+god-like origin. Let's go, before it grows dark.
+
+CONFESSOR. 'For the whole world shined with clear light and none were
+hindered in their labour. Over these only was spread a heavy night, an
+image of darkness which should afterward receive them; but yet were they
+unto themselves more grievous than the darkness.'
+
+LADY. Don't hurt him!
+
+STRANGER (with passion). How beautifully she can speak, though she is
+evil. Look at her eyes; they cannot weep tears, but they can flatter,
+sting, or lie! And yet she says: Don't hurt him! See, now she fears I'll
+wake her child, the little monster that robbed me of her! Come, priest,
+before I change my mind.
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+
+
+PART III.
+
+
+CHARACTERS
+
+ THE STRANGER
+ THE LADY
+ THE CONFESSOR
+ THE MAGISTRATE
+ THE PRIOR
+ THE TEMPTER
+ THE DAUGHTER
+
+
+ less important figures
+ HOSTESS
+ FIRST VOICE
+ SECOND VOICE
+ WORSHIPPERS OF VENUS
+ MAIA
+ PILGRIM
+ FATHER
+ WOMAN
+ EVE
+ PRIOR
+ PATER ISIDOR (the Doctor of Part I)
+ PATER CLEMENS
+ PATER MELCHER
+
+
+SCENES
+
+ ACT I On the River Bank
+
+ ACT II Cross-Roads in the Mountains
+
+ ACT III SCENE I Terrace
+ SCENE II Rocky Landscape
+ SCENE III Small House
+ (On the Mountain where the Monastery Stands)
+
+ ACT IV SCENE I Chapter House
+ SCENE II Picture Gallery
+ SCENE III Chapel
+ (Of the Monastery)
+
+
+
+
+ACT I
+
+ON THE RIVER BANK
+
+[The foreground represents the bank of a large river. On the right a
+projecting tongue of land covered with old willow trees. Farther
+up stage the river can be seen flowing quietly past. The background
+represents the farther bank, a steep mountain slope covered with
+woodland. Above the tops of the forest trees the Monastery can be seen;
+it is an enormous four-cornered building completely white, with two rows
+of small windows. The facade is broken by the Church belonging to the
+Monastery, which is flanked by two towers in the style favoured by the
+Jesuits. The Church door is open, and at a certain moment the monstrance
+on the altar is visible in the light of the sun. On the near bank in the
+foreground, which is low and sandy, purple and yellow loose-strife are
+growing. A shallow boat is moored nearby. On the left the ferryman's
+hut. It is an evening in early summer and the sun is low; foreground,
+river and the lower part of the background lie in shadow; and the trees
+on the far bank sway gently in the breeze. Only the Monastery is lit by
+the sun.]
+
+[The STRANGER and the CONFESSOR enter from the right. The STRANGER is
+wearing alpine clothing: a brown cloak with a cape and hood; he has a
+staff and wallet. He is limping slightly. The CONFESSOR is to the black
+and white habit of the Dominicans. They stop at a place where a willow
+tree prevents any view of the Monastery.]
+
+STRANGER. Why do you lead me along this winding, hilly path, that never
+comes to an end?
+
+CONFESSOR. Such is the way, my friend. But now we'll soon be there. (He
+leads the STRANGER farther up stage. The STRANGER sees the Monastery,
+and is enchanted by it; he takes off his hat, and puts down his wallet
+and staff.) Well?
+
+STRANGER. I've never seen anything so white on this polluted earth. At
+most, only in my dreams! Yes, that's my youthful dream of a house in
+which peace and purity should dwell. A blessing on you, white house! Now
+I've come home!
+
+CONFESSOR. Good! But first we must await the pilgrims on this bank. It's
+called the bank of farewell, because it's the custom to say farewell
+here, before the ferryman ferries one across.
+
+STRANGER. Haven't I said enough farewells already? Wasn't my whole life
+one thorny path of farewells? At post offices, steamer-quays, railway
+stations--with the waving of handkerchiefs damp with tears?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yet your voice trembles with the pain what you've lost.
+
+STRANGER. I don't feel I've lost anything. I don't want anything back.
+
+CONFESSOR. Not even your youth?
+
+STRANGER. That least of all. What should I do with it, and its capacity
+for suffering?
+
+CONFESSOR. And for enjoyment?
+
+STRANGER. I never enjoyed anything, for I was born with a thorn in my
+flesh; every time I stretched out my hand to grasp a pleasure, I pricked
+my finger and Satan struck me in the face.
+
+CONFESSOR. Because your pleasures have been base ones.
+
+STRANGER. Not so base. I had my own home, a wife, children, duties,
+obligations to others! No, I was born in disfavour, a step-child of
+life; and I was pursued, hunted, in a word, cursed!
+
+CONFESSOR. Because you didn't obey God's commandment.
+
+STRANGER. But no one can, as St. Paul says himself! Why should I be able
+to do what no one else can do? I of all men? Because I'm supposed to be
+a scoundrel. Because more's demanded of me than of others.... (Crying
+out.) Because I was treated with injustice.
+
+CONFESSOR. Have you got back to that, rebellious one?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. I've always been there. Now let's cross the river.
+
+CONFESSOR. Do you think one can climb up to that white house without
+preparation?
+
+STRANGER. I'm ready: you can examine me.
+
+CONFESSOR. Good! The first monastic vow is: humility.
+
+STRANGER. And the second: obedience! Neither of them was ever a special
+virtue of mine; it's for that very reason that I want to make the great
+attempt.
+
+CONFESSOR. And show your pride through your humility.
+
+STRANGER. Whatever it is, it's all the same to me.
+
+CONFESSOR. What, everything? The world and its best gifts; the joy of
+innocent children, the pleasant warmth of home, the approbation of your
+fellow-men, the satisfaction brought by the fulfilment of duty--are you
+indifferent to them all?
+
+STRANGER. Yes! Because I was born without the power of enjoyment. There
+have been moments when I've been an object of envy; but I've never
+understood what it was I was envied for: my sufferings in misfortune, my
+lack of peace in success, or the fact I hadn't long to live.
+
+CONFESSOR. It's true that life has given you everything you wished; even
+a little gold at the last. Why, I even seem to remember that a sculptor
+was commissioned to make a portrait bust of you.
+
+STRANGER. Oh yes! A bust was made of me.
+
+CONFESSOR. Are you, of all men, impressed by such things?
+
+STRANGER. Of course not! But they do at least mark well founded
+appreciation, that neither envy nor lack of understanding can shake.
+
+CONFESSOR. You think so? It seems to me that human greatness resides
+in the good opinion of others; and that, if this opinion changes, the
+greatest can quickly dwindle into nothing.
+
+STRANGER. The opinions of others have never meant much to me.
+
+CONFESSOR. Haven't they? Really?
+
+STRANGER. No one's been so strict with himself as I! And no one's been
+so humble! All have demanded my respect; whilst they spurned me and spat
+on me. And when at last I found I'd duties towards the immortal soul
+given into my keeping, I began to demand respect for this immortal soul.
+Then I was branded as the proudest of the proud! And by whom? By the
+proudest of all amongst the humble and lowly.
+
+CONFESSOR. I think you're entangling yourself in contradictions.
+
+STRANGER. I think so, too! For the whole of life consists of nothing
+but contradictions. The rich are the poor in spirit; the many little men
+hold the power, and the great only serve the little men. I've never met
+such proud people as the humble; I've never met an uneducated man who
+didn't believe himself in a position to criticise learning and to do
+without it. I've found the unpleasantest of deadly sins amongst the
+Saints: I mean self-complacency. In my youth I was a saint myself; but
+I've never been so worthless as I was then. The better I thought myself,
+the worse I became.
+
+CONFESSOR. Then what do you seek here?
+
+STRANGER. What I've told you already; but I'll add this: I'm seeking
+death without the need to die!
+
+CONFESSOR. The mortification of your flesh, of your old self! Good! Now
+keep still: the pilgrims are coming on their wooden rafts to celebrate
+the festival of Corpus Christi.
+
+STRANGER (looking to the right in surprise). Who are they?
+
+CONFESSOR. People who believe in something.
+
+STRANGER. Then help my unbelief! (Sunlight now falls on the monstrance
+in the church above, so that it shines like a window pane at sunset.)
+Has the sun entered the church, or....
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. The sun has entered....
+
+(The first raft comes in from the right. Children clothed in white, with
+garlands on their heads and with lighted lanterns in their hands, are
+seen standing round an altar decked with flowers, on which a white flag
+with a golden lily has been planted. They sing, whilst the raft glides
+slowly by.)
+
+ Blessed be he, who fears the Lord,
+ Beati omnes, qui timent Dominum,
+ And walks in his ways,
+ Qui ambulant in viis ejus.
+ Thou shalt feed thyself with the work of thy hands,
+ Labores manuum tuarum quia manducabis;
+ Blessed be thou and peace be with thee,
+ Beatus es et bene tibi erit.
+
+(A second raft appears with boys on one side and girls on the other. It
+has a flag with a rose on it.)
+
+ Thy wife shall be like a fruitful vine,
+ Uxor tua sicut vitis abundans,
+ Within thy house,
+ In lateribus domus tuae.
+
+(The third raft carries men and women. There is a flag with fruit upon
+it: figs, grapes, pomegranates, melons, ears of wheat, etc.)
+
+ Filii tui sicut novellae olivarum,
+ Thy children shall be like olive branches about thy table,
+ In circuitu mensae tuae.
+
+(The fourth raft is filled with older men and women. The flag has a
+representation of a fir-tree under snow.)
+
+ See, how blessed is the man,
+ Ecce sic benedicetur homo,
+ Who feareth the Lord,
+ Qui timet Dominum!
+
+(The raft glides by.)
+
+STRANGER. What were they singing?
+
+CONFESSOR. A pilgrim's song.
+
+STRANGER. Who wrote it?
+
+CONFESSOR. A royal person.
+
+STRANGER. Here? What was his name? Has he written anything else?
+
+CONFESSOR. About fifty songs; he was called David, the son of Isaiah!
+But he didn't always write psalms. When he was young, he did other
+things. Yes. Such things will happen!
+
+STRANGER. Can we go on now?
+
+CONFESSOR. In a moment. I've something to say to you first.
+
+STRANGER. Speak.
+
+CONFESSOR. Good. But don't be either sad or angry.
+
+STRANGER. Certainly not.
+
+CONFESSOR. Here, you see, on this bank, you're a well-known--let's say
+famous--person; but over there, on the other, you'll be quite unknown to
+the brothers. Nothing more, in fact, than an ordinary simple man.
+
+STRANGER. Oh! Don't they read in the monastery?
+
+CONFESSOR. Nothing light; only serious books.
+
+STRANGER. They take in papers, I suppose?
+
+CONFESSOR. Not the kind that write about you!
+
+STRANGER. Then on the other side of this river my life-work doesn't
+exist?
+
+CONFESSOR. What work?
+
+STRANGER. I see. Very well. Can't we cross now?
+
+CONFESSOR. In a minute. Is there no one you'd like to take leave of?
+
+STRANGER (after a pause.) Yes. But it's beyond the bounds of
+possibility.
+
+CONFESSOR. Have you ever seen anything impossible?
+
+STRANGER. Not really, since I've seen my own destiny.
+
+CONFESSOR. Well, who is it you'd like to meet?
+
+STRANGER. I had a daughter once; I called her Sylvia, because she sang
+all day long like a wren. It's some years since I saw her; she must be
+a girl of sixteen now. But I'm afraid if I were to meet her, life would
+regain its value for me.
+
+CONFESSOR. You fear nothing else?
+
+STRANGER. What do you mean?
+
+CONFESSOR. That she may have changed!
+
+STRANGER. She could only have changed for the better.
+
+CONFESSOR. Are you sure?
+
+STRANGER. Yes.
+
+CONFESSOR. She'll come to you. (He goes down to the bank and beckons to
+the right.)
+
+STRANGER. Wait! I'm wondering whether it's wise!
+
+CONFESSOR. It can do no harm.
+
+(He beckons once more. A boat appears on the river, rowed by a young
+girl. She is wearing summer clothing, her head is bare and her fair hair
+is hanging loose. She gets out of the boat behind the willow tree. The
+CONFESSOR draws back until he is near the ferryman's hut, but remains
+in sight of the audience. The STRANGER has waved to the girl and she has
+answered him. She now comes on to the stage, runs into the STRANGER'S
+arms, and kisses him.)
+
+DAUGHTER. Father. My dear father!
+
+STRANGER. Sylvia! My child!
+
+DAUGHTER. How in the world do you come to be up here in the mountains?
+
+STRANGER. And how have _you_ got here? I thought I'd managed to hide so
+well.
+
+DAUGHTER. Why did you want to hide?
+
+STRANGER. Ask me as little as possible! You've grown into a big girl.
+And I've gone grey.
+
+DAUGHTER. No. You're not grey. You're just as young as you were when we
+parted.
+
+STRANGER. When we... parted!
+
+DAUGHTER. When you left us.... (The STRANGER does not reply.) Aren't you
+glad we're meeting again?
+
+STRANGER (faintly). Yes!
+
+DAUGHTER. Then show it.
+
+STRANGER. How can I be glad, when we're parting to-day for life?
+
+DAUGHTER. Why, where do you want to go?
+
+STRANGER (pointing to the monastery). Up there!
+
+DAUGHTER (with a sophisticated air). Into the monastery? Yes, now I come
+to think of it, perhaps it's best.
+
+STRANGER. You think so?
+
+DAUGHTER (with pity, but good-will.) I mean, if you've a ruined life
+behind you.... (Coaxingly.) Now you look sad. Tell me one thing.
+
+STRANGER. Tell _me_ one thing, my child, that's been worrying me more
+than anything else. You've a stepfather?
+
+DAUGHTER. Yes.
+
+STRANGER. Well?
+
+DAUGHTER. He's very good and kind.
+
+STRANGER. With every virtue that I lack....
+
+DAUGHTER. Aren't you glad we've got into better hands?
+
+STRANGER. Good, better, best! Why do you come here bare-headed?
+
+DAUGHTER. Because George is carrying my hat.
+
+STRANGER. Who's George? And where is he?
+
+DAUGHTER. George is a friend of mine; and he's waiting for me on the
+bank down below.
+
+STRANGER. Are you engaged to him?
+
+DAUGHTER. No. Certainly not!
+
+STRANGER. Do you want to marry?
+
+DAUGHTER. Never!
+
+STRANGER. I can see it by your mottled cheeks, like those of a child
+that has got up too early; I can hear it by your voice, that's no longer
+that of a warbler, but a jay; I can feel it in your kisses, that burn
+cold like the sun in May; and by your steady icy look that tells me
+you're nursing a secret of which you're ashamed, but of which you'd like
+to boast. And your brothers and sisters?
+
+DAUGHTER. They're quite well, thank you.
+
+STRANGER. Have we anything else to say to one another?
+
+DAUGHTER (coldly). Perhaps not.
+
+STRANGER. Now you look so like your mother.
+
+DAUGHTER. How do you know, when you've never been able to see her as she
+was!
+
+STRANGER. So you understood that, though you were so young?
+
+DAUGHTER. I learnt to understand it from you. If only you'd understand
+yourself.
+
+STRANGER. Have you anything else to teach me?
+
+DAUGHTER. Perhaps! But in your day that wasn't considered seemly.
+
+STRANGER. My day's over and exists no longer; just as Sylvia exists no
+longer, but is merely a name, a memory. (He takes a guide-book out of
+his pocket.) Look at this guide-book! Can you see small marks made here
+by tiny fingers, and others by little damp lips? You made them when you
+were five years old; you were sitting on my knee in the train, and we
+saw the Alps for the first time. You thought what you saw was Heaven;
+and when I explained that the mountain was the Jungfrau, you asked if
+you could kiss the name in the book.
+
+DAUGHTER. I don't remember that!
+
+STRANGER. Delightful memories pass, but hateful ones remain! Don't you
+remember anything about me?
+
+DAUGHTER. Oh yes.
+
+STRANGER. Quiet! I know what you mean. One night... one dreadful,
+horrible night... Sylvia, my child, when I shut my eyes I see a pale
+little angel, who slept in my arms when she was ill; and who thanked
+me when I gave her a present. Where is she whom I long for so and
+who exists no more, although she isn't dead? You, as you are, seem a
+stranger, whom I've never known and certainly don't long to see
+again. If Sylvia at least were dead and lay in her grave, there'd be a
+churchyard where I could take my flowers.... How strange it is! She's
+neither among the living, nor the dead. Perhaps she never existed, and
+was only a dream like everything else.
+
+DAUGHTER (wheedling).Father, dear!
+
+STRANGER. It's she! No, only her voice. (Pause.) So you think my life's
+been ruined?
+
+DAUGHTER. Yes. But why speak of it now?
+
+STRANGER. Because remember I once saved _your_ life. You had brain fever
+for a whole month and suffered a great deal. Your mother wanted the
+doctor to deliver you from your unhappy existence by some powerful drug.
+But I prevented it, and so saved you from death and your mother from
+prison.
+
+DAUGHTER. I don't believe it!
+
+STRANGER. But a fact may be true, even if you don't believe it.
+
+DAUGHTER. You dreamed it.
+
+STRANGER. Who knows if I haven't dreamed everything, and am not even
+dreaming now. How I wish it were so!
+
+DAUGHTER. I must be going, father.
+
+STRANGER. Then good-bye!
+
+DAUGHTER. May I write to you?
+
+STRANGER. What? One of the dead write to another? Letters won't reach
+me in future. And I mayn't receive visitors. But I'm glad we've met,
+for now there's nothing else on earth I cling to. (Going to the left.)
+Good-bye, girl or woman, whatever I should call you. There's no need to
+weep!
+
+DAUGHTER. I wasn't thinking of weeping, though I dare say good breeding
+would demand I should. Well, good-bye! (She goes out right.)
+
+STRANGER (to the CONFESSOR). I think I came out of that well! It's a
+mercy to part with content on both sides. Mankind, after all, makes
+rapid progress, and self-control increases as the flow of the tear-ducts
+lessens. I've seen so many tears shed in my lifetime, that I'm almost
+taken aback at this dryness. She was a strong child, just the kind I
+once wished to be. The most beautiful thing that life can offer! She
+lay, like an angel, wrapped in the white veils of her cradle, with a
+blue coverlet when she slept. Blue and arched like the sky. That was the
+best: what will the worst look like?
+
+CONFESSOR. Don't excite yourself, but be of good cheer. First throw away
+that foolish guide-book, for this is your last journey.
+
+STRANGER. You mean this? Very well. (He opens the book, kisses one of
+the pages and then throws it into the river.) Anything else?
+
+CONFESSOR. If you've any gold or silver, you must give it to the poor.
+
+STRANGER. I've a silver watch. I never got as far as a gold one.
+
+CONFESSOR. Give that to the ferryman; and then you'll get a glass of
+wine.
+
+STRANGER. The last! It's like an execution! Perhaps I'll have to have my
+hair cut, too?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. Later. (He takes the watch and goes to the door of the
+ferryman's hut, speaking a few whispered words to someone within. He
+receives a bottle of wine and a glass in exchange, which he puts on the
+table.)
+
+STRANGER (filling his glass, but not drinking it.) Shall I never get
+wine up there?
+
+CONFESSOR. No wine; and you'll see no women. You may hear singing; but
+not the kind of songs that go with women and wine.
+
+STRANGER. I've had enough of women; they can't tempt me any more.
+
+CONFESSOR. Are you sure?
+
+STRANGER. Quite sure.... But tell me this: what do you think of women,
+who mayn't even set their feet within your consecrated walls?
+
+CONFESSOR. So you're still asking questions?
+
+STRANGER. And why may an abbess never hear confession, never read mass,
+and never preach?
+
+CONFESSOR. I can't answer that.
+
+STRANGER. Because the answer would accord with my thoughts on that
+theme.
+
+CONFESSOR. It wouldn't be a disaster if we were to agree for once.
+
+STRANGER. Not at all!
+
+CONFESSOR. Now drink up your wine.
+
+STRANGER. No. I only want to look at it for the last time. It's
+beautiful....
+
+CONFESSOR. Don't lose yourself in meditation; memories lie at the bottom
+of the cup.
+
+STRANGER. And oblivion, and songs, and power--imaginary power, but for
+that reason all the greater.
+
+CONFESSOR. Wait here a moment; I'll go and order the ferry.
+
+STRANGER. 'Sh! I can hear singing, and I can see.... I can see.... For
+a moment I saw a flag unfurling in a puff of wind, only to fall back
+on the flagstaff and hang there limply as if it were nothing but a
+dishcloth. I've witnessed my whole life flashing past in a second,
+with its joys and sorrows, its beauty and its misery! But now I can see
+nothing.
+
+CONFESSOR (going to the left). Wait here a moment, I'll go and order the
+ferry.
+
+(The STRANGER goes so far up stage that the rays of the setting sun,
+which are streaming from the right through the trees, throw his shadow
+across the bank and the river. The LADY enters from the right, in deep
+mourning. Her shadow slowly approaches that of the STRANGER.)
+
+STRANGER (who, to begin with, looks only at his own shadow). Ah! The
+sun! It makes me a bloodless shape, a giant, who can walk on the water
+of the river, climb the mountain, stride over the roof of the monastery
+church, and rise, as he does now, up into the firmament--up to the
+stars. Ah, now I'm up here with the stars.... (He notices the shadow
+thrown by the LADY.) But who's following me? Who's interrupting my
+ascension? Trying to climb on my shoulders? (Turning.) You!
+
+LADY. Yes. I!
+
+STRANGER. So black! So black and so evil.
+
+LADY. No longer evil. I'm in mourning....
+
+STRANGER. For whom?
+
+LADY. For our Mizzi.
+
+STRANGER. My daughter! (The LADY opens her arms, in order to throw
+herself on to his breast, but he avoids her.) I congratulate the dead
+child. I'm sorry for you. I myself feel outside everything.
+
+LADY. Comfort me, too.
+
+STRANGER. A fine idea! I'm to comfort my fury, weep with my hangman,
+amuse my tormentor.
+
+LADY. Have you no feelings?
+
+STRANGER. None! I wasted the feelings I used to have on you and others.
+
+LADY. You're right. You can reproach me.
+
+STRANGER. I've neither the time nor the wish to do that. Where are you
+going?
+
+LADY. I want to cross with the ferry.
+
+STRANGER. Then I've no luck, for I wanted to do the same. (The LADY
+weeps into her handkerchief. The STRANGER takes it from her and dries
+her eyes.) Dry your eyes, child, and be yourself! As hard, and lacking
+in feeling, as you really are! (The LADY tries to put her arm round his
+neck. The STRANGER taps her gently on the fingers.) You mustn't touch
+me. When your words and glances weren't enough, you always wanted to
+touch me. You'll excuse a rather trivial question: are you hungry?
+
+LADY. No. Thank you.
+
+STRANGER. But you're tired. Sit down. (The LADY sits down at the table.
+The STRANGER throws the bottle and glass into the river.) Well, what are
+you going to live for now?
+
+LADY (sadly). I don't know.
+
+STRANGER. Where will you go?
+
+LADY (sobbing). I don't know.
+
+STRANGER. So you're in despair? You see no reason for living and no end
+to your misery! How like me you are! What a pity there's no monastery
+for both sexes, so that we could pair off together. Is the werewolf
+still alive?
+
+LADY. You mean...?
+
+STRANGER. Your first husband.
+
+LADY. He never seems to die.
+
+STRANGER. Like a certain worm! (Pause.) And now that we're so far from
+the world and its pettiness, tell me this: why did you leave him in
+those days, and come to me?
+
+LADY. Because I loved you.
+
+STRANGER. And how long did that last?
+
+LADY. Until I read your book, and the child was born.
+
+STRANGER. And then?
+
+LADY. I hated you! That is, I wanted to be rid of all the evil you'd
+given me, but I couldn't.
+
+STRANGER. So that's how it was! But we'll never really know the truth.
+
+LADY. Have you noticed how impossible it is to find things out? You can
+live with a person and their relations for twenty years, and yet not
+know anything about them.
+
+STRANGER. So you've discovered that? As you see so much, tell me this:
+how was it you came to love me?
+
+LADY. I don't know; but I'll try to remember. (Pause.) Well, you had
+the masculine courage to be rude to a lady. In me you sought the
+companionship of a human being and not merely of a woman. That honoured
+me; and, I thought, you too.
+
+STRANGER. Tell me also whether you held me to be a misogynist?
+
+LADY. A woman-hater? Every healthy man is one, in the secret places of
+his heart; and all perverted men are admirers of women.
+
+STRANGER. You're not trying to flatter me, are you?
+
+LADY. A woman who'd try to flatter a man's not normal.
+
+STRANGER. I see you've thought a great deal!
+
+LADY. Thinking's the least I've done; for when I've thought least
+I've understood most. Besides, what I said just how is perhaps only
+improvised, as you call it, and not true in the least.
+
+STRANGER. But if it agrees with many of my observations it becomes most
+probable. (The LADY weeps into her handkerchief.) You're weeping again?
+
+LADY. I was thinking of Mizzi. The loveliest thing we ever had is gone.
+
+STRANGER. No. You were the loveliest thing, when you sat all night
+watching over your child, who was lying in your bed, because her cradle
+was too cold! (Three loud knocks are heard on the ferryman's door.) 'Sh!
+
+LADY. What's that?
+
+STRANGER. My companion, who's waiting for me.
+
+LADY (continuing the conversation). I never thought life would give me
+anything so sweet as a child.
+
+STRANGER. And at the same time anything so bitter.
+
+LADY. Why bitter?
+
+STRANGER. You've been a child yourself, and you must remember how we,
+when we'd just married, came to your mother in rags, dirty and without
+money. I seem to remember she didn't find us very sweet.
+
+LADY. That's true.
+
+STRANGER. And I... well, just now I met Sylvia. And I expected that all
+that was beautiful and good in the child would have blossomed in the
+girl....
+
+LADY. Well?
+
+STRANGER. I found a faded rose, that seemed to have blown too soon. Her
+breasts were sunken, her hair untidy like that of a neglected child, and
+her teeth decayed.
+
+LADY. Oh!
+
+STRANGER. You mustn't grieve. Not for the child! You might perhaps have
+had to grieve for her later, as I did.
+
+LADY. So that's what life is?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. That's what life is. And that's why I'm going to bury
+myself alive.
+
+LADY. Where?
+
+STRANGER (pointing to the monastery). Up there!
+
+LADY. In the monastery? No, don't leave me. Bear me company. I'm so
+alone in the world and so poor, so poor! When the child died, my mother
+turned me out, and ever since I've been living in an attic with a
+dressmaker. At first she was kind and pleasant, but then the lonely
+evenings got too long for her, and she went out in search of company--so
+we parted. Now I'm on the road, and I've nothing but the clothes I'm
+wearing; nothing but my grief. I eat it and drink it; it nourishes me
+and sends me to sleep. I'd rather lose anything in the world than that!
+(The STRANGER weeps.) You're weeping. You! Let me kiss your eyelids.
+
+STRANGER. You've suffered all that for my sake!
+
+LADY. Not for your sake! You never did me an ill turn; but I plagued you
+till you left your fireside and your child!
+
+STRANGER. I'd forgotten that; but if you say so.... So you still love
+me?
+
+LADY. Probably. I don't know.
+
+STRANGER. And you'd like to begin all over again?
+
+LADY. All over again? The quarrels? No, we won't do that.
+
+STRANGER. You're right. The quarrels would only begin all over again.
+And yet it's difficult to part.
+
+LADY. To part. The word alone's terrible enough.
+
+STRANGER. Then what are we to do?
+
+LADY. I don't know.
+
+STRANGER. No, one knows nothing, hardly even that one knows nothing; and
+that's why, you see, I've got as far as to _believe_.
+
+LADY. How do you know you can believe, if belief's a gift?
+
+STRANGER. You can receive a gift, if you ask for it.
+
+LADY. Oh yes, if you ask; but I've never been able to beg.
+
+STRANGER. I've had to learn to. Why can't you?
+
+LADY. Because one has to demean oneself first.
+
+STRANGER. Life does that for one very well.
+
+LADY. Mizzi, Mizzi, Mizzi!... (She has taken a shawl she was carrying
+over her arm, rolled it up and put it on her knee like a baby in long
+clothes.) Sleep! Sleep! Sleep! Think of it! I can see her here! She's
+smiling at me; but she's dressed in black; she seems to be in mourning
+too! How stupid I am! Her mother's in mourning! She's got two teeth
+down below, and they're white--milk teeth; she should never have cut any
+others. Oh, can't you see her, when I can? It's no vision. It _is_ her!
+
+CONFESSOR (in the door of the ferryman's hut; sternly to the STRANGER).
+Come. Everything's ready!
+
+STRANGER. No. Not yet. I must first set my house in order; and look
+after this woman, who was once my wife.
+
+CONFESSOR. Oh, so you want to stay!
+
+STRANGER. No. I don't want to stay; but I can't leave duties behind me
+unfulfilled. This woman's on the road, deserted, without a home, without
+money!
+
+CONFESSOR. What has that to do with us? Let the dead bury their dead!
+
+STRANGER. Is that your teaching?
+
+CONFESSOR. No, yours.... Mine, on the other hand, commands me to send a
+Sister of Mercy here, to look after this unhappy one, who... who... The
+Sister will soon be here!
+
+STRANGER. I shall count on it.
+
+CONFESSOR (taking the STRANGER by the hand and drawing him away.) Then
+come!
+
+STRANGER (in despair). Oh, God in heaven! Help us every one!
+
+CONFESSOR. Amen!
+
+(The LADY, who has not been looking at the CONFESSOR and the STRANGER,
+now raises her eyes and glances at the STRANGER as if she wanted to
+spring up and hold him back; but she is prevented by the imaginary child
+she has put to her breast.)
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+
+
+ACT II
+
+CROSS-ROADS IN THE MOUNTAINS
+
+[A cross-roads high up in the mountains. On the right, huts. On the left
+a small pool, round which invalids are sitting. Their clothes are blue
+and their hands cinnabar-red. From the pond blue vapour and small blue
+flames rise now and then. Whenever this happens the invalids put them
+hands to their mouths and cough. The background is formed by a mountain
+covered with pine-wood, which is obscured above by a stationary bank of
+mist.]
+
+[The STRANGER is sitting at a table outside one of the huts. The
+CONFESSOR comes forward from the right.]
+
+STRANGER. At last!
+
+CONFESSOR. What do you mean: at last?
+
+STRANGER. You left me here a week ago and told me to wait till you came
+back.
+
+CONFESSOR. Hadn't I prepared you for the fact that the way to the white
+house up there would be long and difficult.
+
+STRANGER. I don't deny it. How far have we come?
+
+CONFESSOR. Five hundred yards. We've still got fifteen hundred.
+
+STRANGER. But where's the sun?
+
+CONFESSOR. Up there, above the clouds....
+
+STRANGER. Then we shall have to go through them?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. Of course.
+
+STRANGER. What are those patients doing there? What a company! And why
+are their hands so red?
+
+CONFESSOR. For both our sakes I want to avoid using impure words, so
+I'll speak in pleasant riddles, which you, as a writer, will understand.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. Speak beautifully. There's so much that's ugly here.
+
+CONFESSOR. You may have noticed that the signs given to the planets
+correspond with those of certain metals? Good! Then you'll have seen
+that Venus is represented by a mirror. This mirror was originally made
+of copper, so that copper was called Venus and bore her stamp. But now
+the reverse of Venus' mirror is covered with quicksilver or mercury!
+
+STRANGER. The reverse of Venus... is Mercury. Oh!
+
+CONFESSOR. Quicksilver is therefore the reverse side of Venus.
+Quicksilver is itself as bright as a calm sea, as a lake at the height
+of summer; but when mercury meets firestone and burns, it blushes and
+turns red like newly-shed blood, like the cloth on the scaffold, like
+the cinnabar lips of the whore! Do you understand now, or not?
+
+STRANGER. Wait a moment! Cinnabar is quicksilver and sulphur.
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. Mercury must be burnt, if it comes too near to Venus!
+Have we said enough now?
+
+STRANGER. So these are sulphur springs?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. And the sulphur flames purify or burn everything rotten!
+So when the source of life's grown tainted, one is sent to the sulphur
+springs....
+
+STRANGER. How does the source of life grow tainted?
+
+CONFESSOR. When Aphrodite, born of the pure seafoam, wallows in the
+mire.... When Aphrodite Urania, the heaven-born, degrades herself to
+Pandemos, the Venus of the streets.
+
+STRANGER. Why is desire born?
+
+CONFESSOR. Pure desire, to be satisfied; impure, to be stifled.
+
+STRANGER. What is pure, and what impure?
+
+CONFESSOR. Have you got back to that?
+
+STRANGER. Ask these men here....
+
+CONFESSOR. Take care! (He looks at the STRANGER, who is unable to
+support his gaze.)
+
+STRANGER. You're choking me.... My chest....
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes, I'll steal the air you use to form rebellious words, and
+ask outrageous questions. Sit down there, I'll come back--when you've
+learnt patience and undergone your probation. But don't forget that I
+can hear and see you, and am aware of you, wherever I may be!
+
+STRANGER. So I'm to be tested! I'm glad to know it!
+
+CONFESSOR. But you mustn't speak to the worshippers of Venus.
+
+(MAIA, an old woman, appears in the background.)
+
+STRANGER (rising in horror). Who am I meeting here after all this time?
+Who is it?
+
+CONFESSOR. Who are you speaking of?
+
+STRANGER. That old woman there?
+
+CONFESSOR. Who's she?
+
+STRANGER (calling). Maia! Listen! (Old Maia has disappeared. The
+STRANGER hurries after her.) Maia, my friend, listen! She's gone!
+
+CONFESSOR. Who was it?
+
+STRANGER (sitting down). O God! Now, when I find her again at last,
+she goes.... I've looked for her for seven long years, written letters,
+advertised....
+
+CONFESSOR. Why?
+
+STRANGER. I'll tell you how her fate was linked to mine! (Pause.) Maia
+was the nurse in my first family... during those hard years... when I
+was fighting the Invisible Ones, who wouldn't bless my work! I wrote
+till my brain and nerves dissolved like fat in alcohol... but it wasn't
+enough! I was one of those who never could earn enough. And the day came
+when I couldn't pay the maids their wages--it was terrible--and I became
+the servant of my servant, and she became my mistress. At last... in
+order, at least, to save my soul, I fled from what was too powerful for
+me. I fled into the wilderness, where I collected my spirit in solitude
+and recovered my strength! My first thought then was--my debts! For
+seven years I looked for Maia, but in vain! For seven years I saw her
+shadow, out of the windows of trains, from the decks of steamers, in
+strange towns, in distant lands, but without ever being able to find
+her. I dreamed of her for seven years; and whenever I drank a glass
+of wine I blushed at the thought of old Maia, who perhaps was drinking
+water in a poorhouse! I tried to give the sum I owed her to the poor;
+but it was no use. And now--she's found and lost in the same moment!
+(He gets up and goes towards the back as if searching for her.) Explain
+this, if you can! I want to pay my debt; I can pay it now, but I'm not
+allowed to.
+
+CONFESSOR. Foolishness' Bow to what seems inexplicable; you'll see that
+the explanation will come later. Farewell!
+
+STRANGER. Later. Everything comes later.
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. If it doesn't come at once! (He goes out. The LADY
+enters pensively and sits down at the table, opposite the STRANGER.)
+
+STRANGER. What? You back again? The same and not the same? How beautiful
+you've grown; as beautiful as you were the first time I ever saw you;
+when I asked if I might be your friend, your dog.
+
+LADY. That you can see beauty I don't possess shows that once more
+you have a mirror of beauty in your eye. The werewolf never thought me
+beautiful, for he'd nothing beautiful with which to see me.
+
+STRANGER. Why did you kiss me that day? What made you do it?
+
+LADY. You've often asked me that, and I've never been able to find the
+answer, because I don't know. But just now, when I was away from you,
+here in the mountains, where the air's purer and the sun nearer....
+Hush! Now I can see that Sunday afternoon, when you sat on that seat
+like a lost and helpless child, with a broken look in your eyes, and
+stared at your own destiny.... A maternal feeling I'd never known before
+welled up in me then, and I was overcome with pity, pity for a human
+soul--so that I forgot myself.
+
+STRANGER. I'm ashamed. Now I believe it was so.
+
+LADY. But you took it another way. You thought...
+
+STRANGER. Don't tell me. I'm ashamed.
+
+LADY. Why did you think so badly of me? Didn't you notice that I drew
+down my veil; so that it was between us, like the knight's sword in the
+bridal bed....
+
+STRANGER. I'm ashamed. I attributed my evil thoughts to you. Ingeborg,
+you were made of better stuff than I. I'm ashamed!
+
+LADY. Now you look handsome. How handsome!
+
+STRANGER. Oh no. Not I. You!
+
+LADY (ecstatically). No, you! Yes, now I've seen through the mask
+and the false beard. Now I can see the man you hid from me, the man I
+thought I'd found in you... the man I was always searching for. I've
+often thought you a hypocrite; but we're no hypocrites. No, no, we can't
+pretend.
+
+STRANGER. Ingeborg, now we're on the other side of the river, and have
+life beneath us, behind us... how different everything seems. Now, now,
+I can see your soul; the ideal, the angel, who was imprisoned in the
+flesh because of sin. So there is an Above, and an Earlier Age. When
+we began it wasn't the beginning, and it won't be the end when we are
+ended. Life is a fragment, without beginning or end! That's why it's so
+difficult to make head or tail of it.
+
+LADY (kindly). So difficult. So difficult. Tell me, for instance--now
+we're beyond guilt or innocence--how was it you came to hate women?
+
+STRANGER. Let me think! To hate women? Hate them? I never hated them. On
+the contrary! Ever since I was eight years old I've always had some love
+affair, preferably an innocent one. And I've loved like a volcano three
+times! But wait--I've always felt that women hated me... and they've
+always tortured me.
+
+LADY. How strange!
+
+STRANGER. Let me think about it a little.... Perhaps I've been jealous
+of my own personality; and been afraid of being influenced too much. My
+first love made herself into a sort of governess and nurse to me. But,
+of course, there _are_ men who detest children; who detest women too, if
+they're superior to them, that is!
+
+LADY (amiably). But you've called women the enemies of mankind. Did you
+mean it?
+
+STRANGER. Of course I meant it, if I wrote it! For I wrote out of
+experience, not theory.... In woman I sought an angel, who could lend
+me wings, and I fell into the arms of an earth-spirit, who suffocated me
+under mattresses stuffed with the feathers of wings! I sought an Ariel
+and I found a Caliban; when I wanted to rise she dragged me down; and
+continually reminded me of the fall....
+
+LADY (kindly). Solomon knew much of women; do you know what he said? 'I
+find more bitter than death a woman, whose heart is snares and nets and
+her hands as bands; whoso pleaseth God shall escape from her; but the
+sinner shall be taken by her.'
+
+STRANGER. I was never acceptable in God's sight. Was that a punishment?
+Perhaps. But I was never acceptable to anyone, and I've never had a good
+word addressed to me! Have I never done a good action? Is it possible
+for a man never to have done anything good? (Pause.) It's terrible never
+to hear any good words about oneself!
+
+LADY. You've heard them. But when people have spoken well of you, you've
+refused to listen, as if it hurt you.
+
+STRANGER. That's true, now you remind me. But can you explain it?
+
+LADY. Explain it? You're always asking for explanations of the
+inexplicable. 'When I applied my heart to know wisdom... I beheld all
+the work of God, that a man cannot find out that is done under the sun.
+Because, though a man labour to seek it out, yet he shall not find it;
+yea, further, though a wise man think to know it, yet shall he not be
+able to find it!'
+
+STRANGER. Who says that?
+
+LADY. The Prophet Ecclesiastes. (She takes a doll out of her pocket.)
+This is Mizzi's doll. You see she longs for her little mistress! How
+pale she's grown... and she seems to know where Mizzi is, for she's
+always gazing up to heaven, whichever way I hold her. Look! Her eyes
+follow the stars as the compass the pole. She is my compass and always
+shows me where heaven is. She should, of course, be dressed in black,
+because she's in mourning; but we're so poor.... Do you know why we
+never had money? Because God was angry with us for our sins. 'The
+righteous suffer no dearth.'
+
+STRANGER. Where did you learn that?
+
+LADY. In a book in which everything's written. Everything! (She wraps
+the doll up in her cloak.) See, she's beginning to get cold--that's
+because of the cloud up there....
+
+STRANGER. How can you dare to wander up here in the mountains?
+
+LADY. God is with me; so what have I to fear from human beings?
+
+STRANGER. Aren't you tormented by those people at the pool?
+
+LADY (turning towards them). I can't see them. I can't see anything
+horrible now.
+
+STRANGER. Ingeborg! I have made you evil, yet you're on the way to make
+me good! It was my dream, you know, to seek redemption through a woman.
+You don't believe it! But it's true. In the old days nothing was of
+value to me if I couldn't lay it at a woman's feet. Not as a tribute
+to an overbearing mistress,... but as a sacrifice to the beautiful
+and good. It was my pleasure to give; but she wanted to take and not
+receive: that's why she hated me! When I was helpless and thought the
+end was near, a desire grew in me to fall asleep on a mother's knee, on
+a tremendous breast where I could bury my tired head and drink in the
+tenderness I'd been deprived of.
+
+LADY. You had no mother?
+
+STRANGER. Hardly! And I've never felt any bond between myself and my
+father or my brothers and sisters.... Ingeborg, I was the son of a
+servant of whom it is written. 'Drive forth the handmaid with her son,
+for this son shall not inherit with the son of peace.'
+
+LADY. Do you know why Ishmael was driven out? It says just before--that
+he was a scoffer. And then it goes on: 'He will be a wild man, his hand
+will be against every man, and every man's hand against him; and against
+all his brothers.'
+
+STRANGER. Is that also written?
+
+LADY. Oh yes, my child; it's all there!
+
+STRANGER. All?
+
+LADY. All. There you'll find answers to all your questions even the most
+inquisitive!
+
+STRANGER. Call me your child, and then I'll love you.... And if I
+love anyone, I long to serve them, to obey them, to let myself be
+ill-treated, to suffer and to bear it.
+
+LADY. You shouldn't love me, but your Creator.
+
+STRANGER. He's unfriendly--like my father!
+
+LADY. He is Love itself; and you are Hate.
+
+STRANGER. You're his daughter; but I'm his cast-out son.
+
+LADY (coaxingly). Quiet! Be still!
+
+STRANGER. If you only knew what I've suffered this last week. I don't
+know where I am.
+
+LADY. Where do you think?
+
+STRANGER. There's a woman in that but who looks at me as if I'd come to
+rob her of her last mite. She says nothing--that's the trouble. But I
+think it's prayers she mutters, when she sees me.
+
+LADY. What sort of prayers?
+
+STRANGER. The sort one whispers behind the backs of those who have the
+evil eye or bring misfortune.
+
+LADY. How strange! Don't you realise that one's sight can be blinded?
+
+STRANGER. Yes, of course. But who can do it?
+
+HOSTESS (coming across to their table). Well, look at that! I suppose
+she's your sister?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. We can say so now.
+
+HOSTESS (to the LADY). Fancy meeting someone I can speak to at last!
+This gentleman's so silent, you see, that one feels at once one must
+respect him; particularly as he seems to have had trouble. But I can
+say this to his sister, and he shall hear it: that from the moment
+he entered the house I felt that I was blessed. I'd been dogged by
+misfortune; I'd no lodger, my only cow had died, my husband was in a
+home for drunkards and my children had nothing to eat. I prayed God to
+send me help from heaven, because I expected nothing more on earth. Then
+this gentleman came. And apart from giving me double what I asked, he
+brought me good luck--and my house was blessed. God bless you, good sir!
+
+STRANGER (getting up excitedly). Silence, woman. That's blasphemy!
+
+LADY. He won't believe. O God! He won't believe. Look at me!
+
+STRANGER. When I look at you, I do believe. She's giving me her
+blessing! And I, who'm damned, have brought a blessing on her! How can I
+believe it? I, of all men! (He falls down by the table and weeps in his
+hands.)
+
+LADY. He's weeping! Tears, rain from heaven, that can soften rocks, are
+falling on his stony heart.... He's weeping!
+
+HOSTESS. He? Who has a heart of gold! Who's been so open handed and so
+good to my children!
+
+LADY. You hear what she says!
+
+HOSTESS. There's only one thing about him I don't understand; but I
+don't want to say anything unpleasant....
+
+LADY. What is it?
+
+HOSTESS. Only a trifle; and yet...
+
+LADY. Well?
+
+HOSTESS. He didn't like my dogs.
+
+LADY. I can't blame him for not caring for an impure beast. I hate
+everything animal, in myself and others. I don't hate animals on that
+account, for I hate nothing that's created....
+
+STRANGER. Thank you, Ingeborg!
+
+LADY. You see! I've an eye for your merits, even though you don't
+believe it.... Here comes the Confessor.
+
+(The CONFESSOR enters.)
+
+HOSTESS. Then I'll go; for the Confessor has no love for me.
+
+LADY. The Confessor loves all mankind.
+
+CONFESSOR (coming forward and speaking to the LADY). You best of all, my
+child; for you're goodness itself. Whether you're beautiful to look at,
+I can't see; but I know you must be, because you're good. Yes, you were
+the bride of my youth, and my spiritual mate; and you'll always be so,
+for you gave me what you were never able to give to others. I've
+lived your life in my spirit, suffered your pains, enjoyed your
+pleasures--pleasure rather, for you'd no others than what your child
+gave you. I alone have seen the beauty of your soul--my friend here has
+divined it; that's why he felt attracted to you--but the evil in him
+was too strong; you had to draw it out of him into yourself to free
+him. Then, being evil, you had to suffer the worst pains of hell for his
+sake, to bring atonement. Your work's ended. You can go in peace!
+
+LADY. Where?
+
+CONFESSOR. Up there. Where the sun's always shining.
+
+LADY (rising). Is there a home for me there, too?
+
+CONFESSOR. There's a home for everyone! I'll show you the way. (He goes
+with her into the background. The STRANGER makes a movement.) You're
+impatient? You mustn't be! (He goes out. The STRANGER remains sitting
+alone. The WORSHIPPERS OF VENUS get up, go towards him and form a circle
+round him.)
+
+STRANGER. What do you want with me?
+
+WORSHIPPERS. Hail! Father.
+
+STRANGER (much upset). Why call me that?
+
+FIRST VOICE. Because we're your children. Your dear ones!
+
+STRANGER (tries to escape, but is surrounded and cannot). Let me go. Let
+me go!
+
+SECOND VOICE (that of a pale youth). Don't you recognise me, Father?
+
+TEMPTER (appearing in the background at the left-hand fork of the path).
+Ha!
+
+STRANGER (to the Second Voice). Who are you? I seem to know your face.
+
+SECOND VOICE. I'm Erik--your son!
+
+STRANGER. Erik! You here?
+
+SECOND VOICE. Yes. I'm here.
+
+STRANGER. God have mercy! And you, my boy, forgive me!
+
+SECOND VOICE. Never! You showed us the way to the sulphur springs! Is it
+far to the lake?
+
+(The STRANGER falls to the ground.)
+
+TEMPTER. Ha! Jubilate, temptatores!
+
+VENUS WORSHIPPERS. Sulphur! Sulphur! Sulphur! Mercury!
+
+TEMPTER (coming forward and touching the STRANGER with his foot). The
+worm! You can make him believe whatever you like. That comes from his
+unbelievable pride. Does he think he's the mainspring of the universe,
+the originator of all evil? This foolish man believes he taught youth to
+go in search of Venus; as if youth hadn't done that long before he was
+born! His pride's insupportable, and he's been rash enough to try to
+botch my work for me. Give him another greeting, lying Erik! (The SECOND
+VOICE--that is the youth--bends over the STRANGER and whispers in his
+ear.) There were seven deadly sins; but now there are eight. The eighth
+I discovered! It's called despair. For to despair of what is good,
+and not to hope for forgiveness, is to call... (He hesitates before
+pronouncing the word God, as if it burnt his lips.) God wicked. That is
+calumny, denial, blasphemy.... Look how he winces!
+
+STRANGER (rising quickly, and looking the TEMPTER to the eyes). Who are
+you?
+
+TEMPTER. Your brother. Don't we resemble one another? Some of your
+features seem to remind me of my portrait.
+
+STRANGER. Where have I seen it?
+
+TEMPTER. Almost everywhere! I'm often to be found in churches, though
+not amongst the saints.
+
+STRANGER. I can't remember....
+
+TEMPTER. Is it so long since you've been to church? I'm usually
+represented with St. George. (The STRANGER totters and would like to
+fly, but cannot.) Michael and I are sometimes to be seen in a group, in
+which, to be sure, I don't appear in the most favourable light; but that
+can be altered. All can be altered; and one day the last shall be first.
+It's just the same in your case. For the moment, things are going badly
+with you, but that can be altered too... if you've enough intelligence
+to change your company. You've had too much to do with skirts, my son.
+Skirts raise dust, and dust lies on eyes and breast.... Come and sit
+down. We'll have a chat.... (He takes the STRANGER jocularly by the ear
+and leads him round the table.) Sit down and tremble, young man! (They
+both sit down.) Well? What shall we do? Call for wine--and a woman? No!
+That's too old a trick, as old as Doctor Faust! Bon! We modern are in
+search of mental dissipation.... So you're on your way to those holy men
+up there, who think that they who sleep can't sin; to the cowardly ones,
+who've given up the battle of life, because they were defeated once or
+twice; to those that bind souls rather than free them.... And talking of
+that! Has any saintly man ever freed you from the burden of sin? No!
+Do you know why sin has been oppressing you for so long? Through
+renunciation and abstinence, you've grown so weak that anyone can seize
+your soul and take possession of it. Why, they can even do it from a
+distance! You've so destroyed your personality that you see with strange
+eyes, hear with strange ears and think strange thoughts. In a word
+you've murdered your own soul. Just now, didn't you speak well of the
+enemies of mankind; of Woman, who made a hell of paradise? You needn't
+answer me; I can read your answer in your eyes and hear it on your lips.
+You talk of pure love for a woman! That's lust, young man, lust after a
+woman, which we have to pay for so dearly. You say you don't desire her.
+Then why do you want to be near her? You'd like to have a friend? Take a
+male friend, many of them! You've let them convince you you're no woman
+hater. But the woman gave you the right answer; every healthy man's a
+woman hater, but can't live without linking himself to his enemy, and
+so must fight her! All perverse and unmanly men are admirers of women!
+How's it with you now? So you saw those invalids and thought yourself
+responsible for their misery? They're tough fellows, you can believe
+me; they'll be able to leave here in a few days and go back to their
+occupations. Oh yes, lying Erik's a wag! But things have gone so far
+with you, that you can't distinguish between your own and other people's
+children. Wouldn't it be a great thing to escape from all this? What do
+you say? Oh, I could free you... but I'm no saint. Now we'll call old
+Maia. (He whistles between his fingers: MAIA appears.) Ah, there you
+are! Well, what are you doing here? Have you any business with this
+fellow?
+
+MAIA. No. He's good and always was; but he'd a terrible wife.
+
+TEMPTER (to the STRANGER). Listen! You've not heard that yet, have you?
+Rather the opposite. She was the good angel, whom you ruined... we've
+all been told that! Now, old Maia, what kind of story is it he prattles
+of? He says he was plagued with remorse for seven years because he owed
+you money.
+
+MAIA. He owed me a small sum once; but I got it back from him--and with
+good interest--much better than the savings bank would have given me. It
+was very good of him--very kind.
+
+STRANGER (starting up). What's that you said? Is it possible I've
+forgotten?
+
+TEMPTER. Have you the receipt, Maia? If so, give it me.
+
+MAIA. The gentleman must have the receipt; but I've got the savings bank
+book here. He paid the money into it in my name. (She produces a savings
+bank book, and hands it to the STRANGER, who looks at it.)
+
+STRANGER. Yes, that's quite right. Now I remember. Then why this
+seven-year torment, shame and disgrace? Those reproaches during
+sleepless nights? Why? Why? Why?
+
+TEMPTER. Old Maia, you can go now. But first say something nice about
+this self-tormentor. Can't you remember any human quality in this wild
+beast, whom human beings have baited for years?
+
+STRANGER (to MAIA). Quiet, don't answer him! (He stops his ears with his
+fingers.)
+
+TEMPTER. Well, Maia?
+
+MAIA. I know well enough what they say about him, but that refers to
+what he writes--and I've not read it for I can't read. Still, no one
+need read it, if they don't want to. Anyhow the gentleman's been very
+kind. Now he's stopping his ears. I don't know how to flatter; but I can
+say this in a whisper.... (She whispers some thing to the TEMPTER.)
+
+TEMPTER. Yes. All human beings who are easily moved are baited like wild
+beasts! It's the rule. Good bye, old Maia!
+
+MAIA. Good-bye, kind gentlemen. (She goes out.)
+
+STRANGER. Why did I suffer innocently for seven years?
+
+TEMPTER (pointing upwards with one finger). Ask up there!
+
+STRANGER. Where I never get an answer!
+
+TEMPTER. Well, that may be. (Pause.) Do you think _I_ look good?
+
+STRANGER. I can't say I do.
+
+TEMPTER. You look extremely wicked, too! Do you know why we look like
+that?
+
+STRANGER. No.
+
+TEMPTER. The hate and malice of our fellow human beings have fastened
+themselves on us. Up there, you know, there are real saints, who've
+never done anything wicked themselves, but who suffer for others, for
+relations, who've committed unexpiated sins. Those angels, who've taken
+the depravity of others on themselves, really resemble bandits. What do
+you say to that?
+
+STRANGER. I don't know who you are; but you're the first to answer
+questions that might reconcile me to life. You are....
+
+TEMPTER. Well, say it!
+
+STRANGER. The deliverer!
+
+TEMPTER. And therefore....?
+
+STRANGER. Therefore you've been given a vulture.... But listen, have you
+ever thought that there's as good a reason for this as for everything
+else? Granted the earth's a prison, on which dangerous prisoners are
+confined--is it a good thing to set them free? Is it right?
+
+TEMPTER. What a question! I've never really thought about it. Hm!
+
+STRANGER. And have you ever thought of this: we may be born in guilt?
+
+TEMPTER. That's nothing to do with me: I concern myself with the
+present.
+
+STRANGER. Good! Don't you think we're sometimes punished wrongly, so
+that we fail to see the logical connection, though it exists?
+
+TEMPTER. Logic's not missing; but all life's a tissue of offences,
+mistakes, errors, that are comparatively blameless owing to human
+weakness, but that are punished by the most consistent revenge.
+Everything's revenged, even our injudicious actions. Who forgives? A
+magnanimous man-sometimes; heavenly justice, never! (A PILGRIM appears
+in the background.) See! A penitent! I'd like to know what wrong he's
+done. We'll ask him. Welcome to our quiet meadows, peaceful wanderer!
+Take your place at the simple table of the ascetic, at which there are
+no more temptations.
+
+PILGRIM. Thank you, fellow traveller in the vale of woe.
+
+TEMPTER. What kind of woe is yours?
+
+PILGRIM. None in particular; on the contrary, the hour of liberation's
+struck, and I'm going up there to receive absolution.
+
+STRANGER. Listen, haven't we two met before?
+
+PILGRIM. I think so, certainly.
+
+STRANGER. Caesar! You're Caesar!
+
+PILGRIM. I used to be; but I am no longer.
+
+TEMPTER. Ha ha! Imperial acquaintance. Really! But tell us, tell us!
+
+PILGRIM. You shall hear. Now I've a right to speak, for my penance is at
+an end. When we met at a certain doctor's house, I was shut up there
+as a madman and supposed to be suffering from the illusion that I was
+Caesar. Now the Stranger shall hear the truth of the matter: I never
+believed it, but I was forced by scruples of conscience to put a good
+face on it.... A friend of mine, a bad friend, had written proof that I
+was the victim of a misunderstanding; but he didn't speak when he should
+have, and I took his silence as a request not to speak either-and to
+suffer. Why did I? Well, in my youth I was once in great need. I was
+received as a guest in a house on an island far out to sea by a man who,
+in spite of unusual gifts, had been passed over for promotion--owing to
+his senseless pride. This man, by solitary brooding on his lot, had come
+to hold quite extraordinary views about himself. I noticed it, but I
+said nothing. One day this man's wife told me that he was sometimes
+mentally unbalanced; and then thought he was Julius Caesar. For many
+years I kept this secret conscientiously, for I'm not ungrateful by
+nature. But life's tricky. It happened a few years later that this
+Caesar laid rough hands on my most intimate fate. In anger at this I
+betrayed the secret of his Caesar mania and made my erstwhile benefactor
+such a laughing stock, that his existence became unbearable to him. And
+now listen how Nemesis overtakes one! A year later I wrote a book-I am,
+you must know, an author who's not made his name.... And in this book I
+described incidents of family life: how I played with my daughter--she
+was called Julia, as Caesar's daughter was--and with my wife, whom we
+called Caesar's wife because no one spoke evil of her.... Well, this
+recreation, in which my mother-in-law joined too, cost me dear. When I
+was looking through the proofs of my book, I saw the danger and said to
+myself: you'll trip yourself up. I wanted to cut it out but, if you'll
+believe it, the pen refused, and an inner voice said to me: let it
+stand! It did stand! And I fell.
+
+STRANGER. Why didn't you publish the letter from your friend that would
+have explained everything?
+
+PILGRIM. When the disaster had happened I felt at once that it was the
+finger of God, and that I must suffer for my ingratitude.
+
+STRANGER. And you did suffer?
+
+PILGRIM. Not at all! I smiled to myself and wouldn't let myself be put
+out. And because I accepted my punishment with calmness and humility God
+lightened my burden; and I didn't feel myself ridiculous.
+
+TEMPTER. That's a strange story; but such things happen. Shall we move
+on now? We'll go for an excursion, now we've weathered the storms. Pull
+yourself up by the roots, and then we'll climb the mountain.
+
+STRANGER. The Confessor told me to wait for him.
+
+TEMPTER. He'll find you, anyhow! And up here in the village the court's
+sitting to-day. A particularly interesting case is to be tried; and I
+dare say I'll be called as a witness. Come!
+
+STRANGER. Well, whether I sit here, or up there, is all the same to me.
+
+PILGRIM (to the STRANGER). Who's that?
+
+STRANGER. I don't know. He looks like an anarchist.
+
+PILGRIM. Interesting, anyhow!
+
+STRANGER. He's a sceptical gentleman, who's seen life.
+
+TEMPTER. Come, children; I'll tell you stories on the way. Come. Come!
+
+(They go out towards the background.)
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+
+
+ACT III
+
+SCENE I
+
+TERRACE ON THE MOUNTAIN
+
+[A Terrace on the mountain on which the Monastery stands. On the right
+a rocky cliff and a similar one on the left. In the far background a
+bird's-eye view of a river landscape with towns, villages, ploughed
+fields and woods; in the very far distance the sea can be seen. Down
+stage an apple tree laden with fruit. Under it a long table with a chair
+at the end and benches at the sides. Down stage, right, a corner of
+the village town hall. A cloud seems to be hanging immediately over the
+village.]
+
+[The MAGISTRATE sits at the end of the table in the capacity of judge;
+the assessors on the benches. The ACCUSED MAN is standing on the right
+by the MAGISTRATE; the witnesses on the left, amongst them the TEMPTER.
+Members of the public, with the PILGRIM and the STRANGER, are standing
+here and there not far from the judge's seat.]
+
+MAGISTRATE. Is the accused present?
+
+ACCUSED MAN. Yes. Present.
+
+MAGISTRATE. This is a very sad story, that's brought trouble and shame
+on our small community. Florian Reicher, twenty-three years old, is
+accused of shooting at Fritz Schlipitska's affianced wife, with the
+clear intention of killing her. It's a case of premeditated murder, and
+the provisions of the law are perfectly clear. Has the accused anything
+to say in his defence, or can he plead mitigating circumstances?
+
+ACCUSED MAN. No.
+
+TEMPTER. Ho, there!
+
+MAGISTRATE. Who are you?
+
+TEMPTER. Counsel for the accused.
+
+MAGISTRATE. The accused man certainly has a right to the services of
+counsel, but in the present case I think the facts are so clear that the
+people have reached a certain conclusion; and the murderer will hardly
+be able to regain their sympathy. Isn't that so?
+
+PEOPLE. He's condemned already!
+
+TEMPTER. Who by?
+
+PEOPLE. The Law and his own deed.
+
+TEMPTER. Listen to me! As counsel for the accused I represent him and
+take the accusation on myself. I ask permission to address the court.
+
+MAGISTRATE. I can't refuse it.
+
+PEOPLE. Florian's been condemned already.
+
+TEMPTER. The case must first be heard. (Pause.) I'd reached my
+eighteenth year--it's Florian speaking--and my thoughts, as I grew up
+under my mother's watchful eye, were pure; and my heart without deceit,
+for I'd never seen or heard anything wicked. Then I--Florian, that
+is--met a young girl who seemed to me the most beautiful creature I'd
+ever set eyes on in this wicked world, for she was goodness itself. I
+offered her my hand, my heart, and my future. She accepted everything
+and swore that she'd be true. I was to serve five years for my
+Rachel--and I did serve, collecting one straw after another for the
+little nest we were going to build. My whole life was centred on the
+love of this woman! As I was true to her myself, I never mistrusted her.
+By the fifth year I'd built the hut and collected our household goods...
+when I discovered she'd been playing with me and had deceived me with at
+least three men....
+
+MAGISTRATE. Have you witnesses?
+
+BAILIFF. Three valid ones; I'm one of them.
+
+MAGISTRATE. The bailiff alone will be sufficient.
+
+TEMPTER. Then I shot her; not out of revenge, but in order to free
+myself from the unhealthy thoughts her faithlessness had forced on me;
+for when I tried to tear her picture out of my heart, images of her
+lovers always rose and crept into my blood, so that at last I seemed to
+be living in unlawful relationship with three men--with a woman as the
+link between us!
+
+MAGISTRATE. Well, that was jealousy!
+
+ACCUSED MAN. Yes, that was jealousy.
+
+TEMPTER. Yes, jealousy, that feeling for cleanliness, that seeks to
+preserve thoughts from pollution by strangers. If I'd been content to do
+nothing, if I'd not been jealous, I'd have got into vicious company, and
+I didn't want to do that. That's why she had to die so that my thoughts
+might be cleansed of deadly sin, which alone is to be condemned. I've
+finished.
+
+PEOPLE. The dead woman's guilty! Her blood's on her own head.
+
+MAGISTRATE. She's guilty, for she was the cause of the crime.
+
+(The FATHER of the dead woman steps forward.)
+
+FATHER. Your Worship, judge of my dead child; and you, countrymen, let
+me speak!
+
+MAGISTRATE. The dead girl's father may speak.
+
+FATHER. You're accusing a dead girl; and I shall answer. Maria, my
+child, has undoubtedly been guilty of a crime and is to blame for the
+misdeeds of this man. There's no doubt of it!
+
+PEOPLE. No doubt! It's she who's guilty!
+
+FATHER. Permit her father to add a word of explanation, if not of
+defence. (Pause.) When she was fifteen, Maria fell into the hands of a
+man who seemed to have made it his business to entrap young girls, much
+as a bird-catcher traps small birds. He was no seducer, in the ordinary
+sense, for he contented himself with binding her senses and entangling
+her feelings only to thrust her away and watch how she suffered with
+torn wings and a broken heart--tortured by the agony of love, which is
+worse than any other agony. For three years Maria was cared for in an
+institution for the mentally deranged. And when she came out again, she
+was divided, broken into several pieces--it might be said that she was
+several persons. She was an angel and feared God with one side of her
+spirit; but with another she was a devil, and reviled all that was
+holy. I've seen her go straight from dancing and frenzy to her beloved
+Florian, and have heard her, in his presence, speak so differently and
+so alter her expression, that I could have sworn she was another being.
+But to me she seemed equally sincere in both her shapes. Is she to
+blame, or her seducer?
+
+PEOPLE. She's not to blame! Where is her seducer?
+
+FATHER. There!
+
+TEMPTER. Yes. It was I.
+
+PEOPLE. Stone him!
+
+MAGISTRATE. The law must run its course. He must be heard.
+
+TEMPTER. Bon! Then listen, Argives! It was like this. Your humble
+servant, born of poor but fairly honourable parents, was from the
+beginning one of those strange birds who, in their youth, go in search
+of their Creator--but without ever finding him, naturally! It's more
+usual for old cuckoos to look for him in their dotage--and for good
+reasons! The urge for this youthful quest was accompanied by a purity
+of heart and a modesty that even caused his nurses to smile--yes, we can
+laugh now when we hear that this boy would only change his underclothing
+in the dark! But even if we're corrupted by the crudities of life,
+we're still bound to find something beautiful in it; and if we're older
+something touching! And so we can afford to-day to laugh at his childish
+innocence. Scornful laughter, listeners, please.
+
+MAGISTRATE (seriously). He mistakes his listeners.
+
+TEMPTER. Then I ought to be ashamed of myself! (Pause.) He became a
+youth--your humble servant--and fell into a series of traps that
+were laid for his innocence. I'm an old sinner, but I blush at this
+moment.... (He takes of his hat.) Yes, look at me now--when I think of
+the insight this young man got into the world of Potiphar's wives that
+surrounded him! There wasn't a single woman.... Really, I'm ashamed in
+the name of mankind and the female sex--excuse me, please.... There were
+moments when I didn't believe my eyes, but thought a devil had blinded
+my sight. The holiest bands.... (He pinches his tongue.) No, quiet!
+Mankind will feel itself calumniated! Enough, until my twenty-fifth
+year I fought the good fight; and I fell because.... Well, I was called
+Joseph, and I _was_ Joseph! I grew jealous of my virtue, and felt
+injured by the glances of a lewd woman.... And at last, cunningly
+seduced, I fell. Then I became a slave of my passions; often and often I
+sat by Omphalos and span, until I sank into the deepest degradation and
+suffered, suffered, suffered! But in reality it was only my body that
+was degraded; my soul lived her own life--her own pure life, I can
+say--on her own account. And I raved innocently for pure young virgins
+who, it seems, felt the bond that drew us together. Because, without
+boasting, I can say they were attracted to me. I didn't want to overstep
+the mark, but they did! And when I fled the danger, their hearts were
+broken, so they said. In a word, I've never seduced an innocent girl.
+I swear it! Am I therefore to blame for the emotional sorrows of this
+young woman, who went out of her mind? On the contrary, mayn't I count
+it a virtue that I shrank in horror from the step that brought about
+her fall? Who'll cast the first stone at me? No one! Then I mistake my
+listeners. Indeed, I thought I might be an object of scorn, if I were to
+plead here for my masculine innocence! Now, however, I feel young again;
+and there's something for which I'd like to ask mankind's forgiveness.
+If it weren't that I happened to see a cynical smile on the lips of the
+woman who seduced me when I was young. Come forward, woman, and look
+upon your work of destruction. Observe, how the seed has grown!
+
+WOMAN (coming forward with dignity and modesty). It was I! Let me
+be heard, and let me tell the simple story of my seduction. (Pause.)
+Luckily my seducer is here, too....
+
+MAGISTRATE. Friends! I must break off the proceedings; otherwise we'll
+get back to Eve in Paradise.
+
+TEMPTER. Who was Adam's seducer! That's just where we want to get back
+to. Eve! Come forward, Eve. Eve! (He waves his cloak in the air. The
+trunk of the tree becomes transparent and EVE appears, wrapped in her
+hair and with a girdle about her loins.) Now, Mother Eve, it was you who
+seduced our father. You are the accused: what have you to say in your
+defence?
+
+EVE (simply and with dignity). The serpent tempted me!
+
+TEMPTER. Well answered! Eve has proved her innocence. The serpent! Let
+the serpent come forward. (EVE disappears.) The serpent! (The serpent
+appears in the tree trunk.) Here you can see the seducer of us all. Now,
+serpent, who was it that beguiled you?
+
+ALL (terrified). Silence! Blasphemer!
+
+TEMPTER. Answer, serpent! (Lightning and a clap of thunder; all flee,
+except the TEMPTER, who has fallen to the ground, and the PILGRIM, the
+STRANGER and the LADY. The TEMPTER begins to recover; he then gets up
+and sits down in an attitude that recalls the classical statue 'The
+Polisher,' or 'The Slave.') Causa finalis, or the first cause--you can't
+discover that! For if the serpent's to blame, then we're comparatively
+innocent--but mankind mustn't be told that! The Accused, however, seems
+to have got out of this business! And the Court of justice has dissolved
+like smoke! Judge not. Judge not, O Judges!
+
+LADY (to the STRANGER). Come with me.
+
+STRANGER. But I'd like to listen to this man.
+
+LADY. Why? He's like a small child, putting all those questions that
+can't be answered. You know how little children ask about everything.
+'Papa, why does the sun rise in the east?' You know the answer?
+
+STRANGER. Hm!
+
+LADY. Or: 'Mama, who made God?' You think that profound? Well, come with
+me.
+
+STRANGER (fighting his admiration for the TEMPTER). But that about Eve
+was new....
+
+LADY. Not at all. I learnt it in my Bible history, when I was eight. And
+that we inherit the debts of our fathers is part of the law of the land.
+Come, my son.
+
+TEMPTER (rising, shaking his limbs and climbing up the rocky wall to the
+right with a limp). Come, I'll show you the world you think you know,
+but don't.
+
+LADY (climbing up the rocky wall to the left). Come with me, my son, and
+I'll show you God's beautiful world, as I've come to see it, since the
+tears of sorrow washed the dust from my eyes. Come with me!
+
+(The STRANGER stands irresolute between them.)
+
+TEMPTER (to the LADY). And how have you seen the world through your
+tears? Like meadow banks reflected in troubled water! A chaos of curved
+lines in which the trees seemed to be standing on their heads. (To
+the STRANGER.) No, my son, with my field-glasses, dried in the fire of
+hate--with my telescope I can see everything as it is. Clear and sharp,
+precisely as it is.
+
+LADY. What do you know of things, my son? You can never see the thing
+itself, only its picture; and the picture is illusion and not the thing.
+So you argue about pictures and illusions.
+
+TEMPTER. Listen to her! A little philosopher in skirts. By Jupiter
+Chronos, such a disputation in this giant amphitheatre of the mountains
+demands a proper audience. Hullo!
+
+LADY. I have mine here: my friend, my husband, my child! If he'll only
+listen to me, good; all will be well with me, and him. Come to me,
+my friend, for this is the way. This is the mountain Gerizim, where
+blessings are given. And that is Ebal, where they curse.
+
+TEMPTER. Yes, this is Ebal, where they curse. 'Cursed be the earth,
+woman, for thy sake; in sorrow shalt thou bring forth children; and thy
+desire shall be to thy husband, and he shall rule over thee.' And then
+to the man this: 'Cursed is the ground for thy sake, thorns and thistle
+shall it bring forth to thee, and in the sweat of thy brow shalt thou
+labour!' So spoke the Lord, not I!
+
+LADY. 'And God blessed the first pair; and He blessed the seventh day,
+on which He had completed His work--and the work was good.' But you, and
+we, have made it something evil, and that is why.... But he who obeys
+the commandments of the Lord dwells on Gerizim, where blessings are
+given. Thus saith the Lord. 'Blessed shalt thou be in the city, and
+blessed shalt thou be in the field. Blessed shall be thy basket and thy
+store. Blessed shalt thou be when thou comest in, and blessed when thou
+goest out. And the Lord shall give rain unto thy land in his season
+to increase thy harvest, and thy children shall flourish. And the Lord
+shall make thee plenteous in goods, to lend to the peoples, and never to
+borrow. And the Lord will bless all the work of thy hand, if thou shalt
+keep the commandments of the Lord thy God!' (Pause.) So come, my friend,
+and lay your hand in mine. (She falls on her knees with clasped hands.)
+I beg you, by the love that once united us, by the memory of the
+child that drew us together; by the strength of a mother's love--a
+mother's--for so have I loved you, erring child, whom I've sought in the
+dark places of the wood and whom at last I've found, hungry and withered
+for want of love! Come back to me, prodigal one; and bury your tired
+head on my heart, where you rested before ever you saw the light of the
+sun. (A change comes over her during this speech; her clothing falls
+from her and she is seen to have changed into a white-robed woman with
+her hair let down and with a full maternal bosom.)
+
+STRANGER. Mother!
+
+LADY. Yes, my child, your mother! In life I could never caress you--the
+will of higher powers denied it me. Why that was I don't dare to ask.
+
+STRANGER. But my mother's dead?
+
+LADY. She was; but the dead aren't dead, and maternal love can conquer
+death. Didn't you know that? Come, my child, I'll repay where I have
+been to blame. I'll rock you to sleep on my knees. I'll wash you clean
+from the... (She omits the word she cannot bring herself to utter) of
+hate and sin. I'll comb your hair, matted with the sweat of fear; and
+air a pure white sheet for you at the fire of a home--a home you've
+never had, you who've known no peace, you homeless one, son of Hagar,
+the serving woman, born of a slave, against whom every man's hand was
+raised. The ploughmen ploughed your back and seared deep furrows there.
+Come, I'll heal your wounds, and suffer your sorrows. Come!
+
+STRANGER (who has been weeping so violently that his whole body has been
+trembling, now goes to the cliff on the left where the MOTHER stands
+with open arms.) I'm coming!
+
+TEMPTER. I can do nothing now. But one day we shall meet again! (He
+disappears behind the cliff.)
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE II
+
+ROCKY LANDSCAPE ON THE MOUNTAIN
+
+[Higher up the mountain; among the clouds a rocky landscape with a bog
+round it. The MOTHER on a rock, climbing until she disappears into the
+cloud. The STRANGER stops, bewildered.]
+
+STRANGER. Oh, Mother, Mother! Why are you leaving me? At the very moment
+when my loveliest dream was on the point of fulfilment!
+
+TEMPTER (coming forward). What have you been dreaming? Tell me!
+
+STRANGER. My dearest hope, most secret desire and last prayer!
+Reconciliation with mankind, through a woman.
+
+TEMPTER. Through a woman who taught you to hate.
+
+STRANGER. Yes, because she bound me to earth--like the round shot a
+slave drags on his foot, so that he can't escape.
+
+TEMPTER. You talk of woman. Always woman.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. Woman. The beginning and the end--for us men anyhow. In
+relationship to one another they are nothing.
+
+TEMPTER. So that's it; nothing in themselves; but everything for us,
+through us! Our honour and our shame; our greatest joy, our deepest
+pain; our redemption and our fall; our wages and our punishment; our
+strength and our weakness.
+
+STRANGER. Our shame! You've said so. Explain this riddle to me, you
+who're wise. Whenever I appeared in public arm in arm with a woman,
+my wife, who was beautiful and whom I adored, I felt ashamed of my own
+weakness. Explain that riddle to me.
+
+TEMPTER. You felt ashamed? I don't know why.
+
+STRANGER. Can't you answer? You, of all men?
+
+TEMPTER. No, I can't. But I too always suffered when I was with my wife
+in company, because I felt she was being soiled by men's glances, and I
+through her.
+
+STRANGER. And when she did the shameful deed, you were dishonoured. Why?
+
+TEMPTER. The Eve of the Greeks was called Pandora, and Zeus created her
+out of wickedness, in order to torture men and master them. As a wedding
+gift she received a box, containing all the unhappiness of the world.
+Perhaps the riddle of this sphinx can more easily be guessed, if it's
+seen from. Olympus, rather than from the pleasure garden of Paradise.
+Its full meaning will never be known to us. Though I'm as able as
+you. (Pause.) And, by the way, I can still enjoy the greatest pleasure
+creation ever offered! Go you and do likewise!
+
+STRANGER. You mean Satan's greatest illusion! For the woman who seems
+most beautiful to me, can seem horrible to others! Even for me, when
+she's angry, she can be uglier than any other woman. Then what is
+beauty?
+
+TEMPTER. A semblance, a reflection of your own goodness! (He puts his
+hand over his mouth.) Curses on it! I let it out that time. And now the
+devil's loose....
+
+STRANGER. Devil? Yes. But if she's a devil, how can a devil make me
+desire virtue and goodness? For that's what happened to me when I first
+saw her beauty; I was seized with a longing to be like her, and so to
+be worthy of her. To begin with I tried to be by taking exercise, having
+baths, using cosmetics and wearing good clothes; but I only made myself
+ridiculous. Then I began from within; I accustomed myself to thinking
+good thoughts, speaking well of people and acting nobly! And one day,
+when my outward form had moulded itself on the soul within, I became her
+likeness, as she said. And it was she who first uttered those wonderful
+words: I love you! How can a devil ennoble us; how can a spirit of hell
+fill us with goodness; how...? No, she was an angel! A fallen angel,
+of course, and her love a broken ray of that great light--that great
+eternal light--that warms and loves.... That loves....
+
+TEMPTER. What, old friend, must we stand here like two youths and spell
+out the riddles of love?
+
+CONFESSOR (coming in). What's this chatterer saying? He's talked away
+his whole life; and never done anything.
+
+TEMPTER. I wanted to be a priest, but had no vocation.
+
+CONFESSOR. Whilst you're waiting for it, help me to find a drunkard
+who's drowned himself in the bog. It must be near here, because I've
+been following his tracks till now.
+
+TEMPTER. Then it's the man lying beneath that brushwood there.
+
+CONFESSOR (picking up some twigs, and disclosing a fully clothed corpse,
+with a white, young face.) Yes, it is! (He grows pensive as he looks at
+the dead man.)
+
+TEMPTER. Who was he?
+
+CONFESSOR. It's extraordinary!
+
+TEMPTER. He must have been a good-looking man. And quite young.
+
+CONFESSOR. Oh no. He was fifty-four. And when I saw him a week ago, he
+looked like sixty-four. His eyes were as yellow as the slime of a garden
+snail and bloodshot from drunkenness; but also because he'd shed tears
+of blood over his vices and misery. His face was brown and swollen like
+a piece of liver on a butcher's table, and he hid himself from men's
+eyes out of shame--up to the end he seems to have been ashamed of the
+broken mirror of his soul, for he covered his face with brushwood. I
+saw him fighting his vices; I saw him praying to God on his knees for
+deliverance, after he'd been dismissed from his post as a teacher....
+But... Well, now he's been delivered. And look, now the evil's been
+taken from him, the good and beautiful that was in him has again become
+apparent; that's what he looked like when he was nineteen! (Pause.) This
+is sin--imposed as a punishment. Why? That we don't know. 'He who
+hateth the righteous, shall himself be guilty!' So it is written, as an
+indication. I knew him when he was young! And now I remember... he
+was always very angry with those who never drank. He criticised and
+condemned, and always set his cult of the grape on the altar of earthly
+joys! Now he's been set free. Free from sin, from shame, from ugliness.
+Yes, in death he looks beautiful. Death is the deliverer! (To the
+STRANGER.) Do you hear that, Deliverer, you who couldn't even free a
+drunkard from his evil passions!
+
+TEMPTER. Crime as punishment? That's not so bad. Most penetrating!
+
+CONFESSOR. So I think. You'll have new matter for argument.
+
+TEMPTER. Now I'll leave you gentlemen for a while. But soon we'll meet
+again. (He goes out.)
+
+CONFESSOR. I saw you just now with a woman! So there are still
+temptations?
+
+STRANGER. Not the kind you mean.
+
+CONFESSOR. Then what kind?
+
+STRANGER. I could still imagine a reconciliation between mankind and
+woman--through woman herself! And indeed, through that woman who was my
+wife and has now become what I once held her to be having been purified
+and lifted up by sorrow and need. But...
+
+CONFESSOR. But what?
+
+STRANGER. Experience teaches; the nearer, the further off: the further
+from one another, the nearer one can be.
+
+CONFESSOR. I've always known that--it was known by Dante, who all his
+life possessed the soul of Beatrice; and Beethoven, who was united from
+afar with Therese von Brunswick, knew it, though she was the wife of
+another!
+
+STRANGER. And yet! Happiness is only to be found in her company.
+
+CONFESSOR. Then stay with her.
+
+STRANGER. You're forgetting one thing: we're divorced.
+
+CONFESSOR. Good! Then you can begin a new marriage. And it'll promise
+all the more, because both of you are new people.
+
+STRANGER. Do you think anyone would marry us?
+
+CONFESSOR. I, for instance? That's asking too much.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. I'd forgotten! But I daresay someone could be found. It's
+another thing to get a home together....
+
+CONFESSOR. You're sometimes lucky, even if you won't see it. There's
+a small house down there by the river; it's quite new and the owner's
+never even seen it. He was an Englishman who wanted to marry; but at
+the last moment _she_ broke off the engagement. It was built by his
+secretary, and neither of the engaged couple ever set eyes on it. It's
+quite intact, you see!
+
+STRANGER. IS it to let?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes.
+
+STRANGER. Then I'll risk it. And I'll try to begin life all over again.
+
+CONFESSOR. Then you'll go down?
+
+STRANGER. Out of the clouds. Below the sun's shining, and up here the
+air's a little thin.
+
+CONFESSOR. Good! Then we must part--for a time.
+
+STRANGER. Where are you going?
+
+CONFESSOR. Up.
+
+STRANGER. And I down; to the earth, the mother with the soft bosom and
+warm lap....
+
+CONFESSOR. Until you long once more for what's hard as stone, as cold
+and as white... Farewell! Greetings to those below!
+
+(Each of them goes of in the direction he has chosen.)
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE III
+
+A SMALL HOUSE ON THE MOUNTAIN
+
+[A pleasant, panelled dining-room, with a tiled stove of majolica. On
+the dining-table, which is in the middle of the room, stand vases filled
+with flowers; also two candelabra with many lighted candles. A large
+carved sideboard on the left. On the right, two windows. At the
+back, two doors; that on the left is open and gives a view of the
+drawing-room, belonging to the lady of the house, which is furnished in
+light green and mahogany, and has a standard lamp of brass with a large,
+lemon-coloured lampshade, which is lit. The door on the right is closed.
+On the left behind the sideboard the entrance from the hall.]
+
+[From the left the STRANGER enters, dressed as a bridegroom; and the
+LADY, dressed as a bride; both radiant with youth and beauty.]
+
+STRANGER. Welcome to my house, beloved; to your home and mine, my bride;
+to your dwelling-place, my wife!
+
+LADY. I'm grateful, dear friend! It's like a fairy tale!
+
+STRANGER. Yes, it is. A whole book of fairy tales, my dear, written by
+me.
+
+(They sit down on either side of the table.)
+
+LADY. Is this real? It seems too lovely to me.
+
+STRANGER. I've never seen you look so young, so beautiful.
+
+LADY. It's your own eyes....
+
+STRANGER. Yes, my own eyes that have learnt to see. And your goodness
+taught them....
+
+LADY. Which itself was taught by sorrow.
+
+STRANGER. Ingeborg!
+
+LADY. It's the first time you've called me by that name.
+
+STRANGER. The first? I've never met Ingeborg; I've never known you,
+as you are, sitting here in our home! Home! An enchanting word. An
+enchanting thing I've never yet possessed. A home and a wife! You are
+my first, my only one; for what once happened exists no longer--no more
+than the hour that's past!
+
+LADY. Orpheus! Your song has made these dead stones live. Make life sing
+in me!
+
+STRANGER. Eurydice, whom I rescued from the underworld! I'll love you to
+life again; revivify you with my imagination. Now happiness will come to
+us, for we know the dangers to avoid.
+
+LADY. The dangers, yes! It's lovely in this house. It seems as if these
+rooms were full of invisible guests, who've come to welcome us. Kind
+spirits, who'll bless us and our home.
+
+STRANGER. The candle flames are still, as if in prayer. The flowers are
+pensive.... And yet!
+
+LADY. Hush! The summer night's outside, warm and dark. And stars hang
+in the sky; large and tearful in the fir trees, like Christmas candles.
+This is happiness. Hold it fast!
+
+STRANGER (still thinking). And yet!
+
+LADY. Hush!
+
+STRANGER (getting up). A poem's coming: I can hear it. It's for you.
+
+LADY. Don't tell it me. I can see it--in your eyes.
+
+STRANGER. For I read it in yours! Well, I couldn't repeat it, because it
+has no words. Only scent, and colour. If I were to, I should destroy it.
+What's unborn is always most beautiful. What's unwon, most dear!
+
+LADY. Quiet. Or, our guests will leave us.
+
+(They do not speak.)
+
+STRANGER. This _is_ happiness--but I can't grasp it.
+
+LADY. See it and breath it; for it can't be grasped.
+
+(They do not speak.)
+
+STRANGER. You're looking at your little room.
+
+LADY. It's as bright green as a summer meadow. There's someone in there.
+Several people!
+
+STRANGER. Only my thoughts.
+
+LADY. Your good, your beautiful thoughts....
+
+STRANGER. Given me by you.
+
+LADY. Had I anything to give you?
+
+STRANGER. You? Everything! But up to now my hands have not been free to
+take it. Not clean enough to stroke your little heart....
+
+LADY. Beloved! The time for reconciliation's coming.
+
+STRANGER. With mankind, and woman--through a woman? Yes, that time has
+come; and blessed may you be amongst women.
+
+(The candles and lamps go out; it grows dark in the dining-room; but a
+weak ray of light can be seen, coming from the brass standard lamp in
+the LADY's room.)
+
+LADY. Why's it grown dark? Oh!
+
+STRANGER. Where are you, beloved? Give me your hand. I'm afraid!
+
+LADY. Here, dearest.
+
+STRANGER. The little hand, held out to me in the darkness, that's led me
+over stones and thorns. That little, soft, dear hand! Lead me into the
+light, into your bright, warm room; fresh green like hope.
+
+LADY (leading him towards the pale-green room). Are you afraid?
+
+STRANGER. You're a white dove, with whom the startled eagle finds
+sanctuary, when heaven's thunder clouds grow black, for the dove has no
+fear. She has not provoked the thunders of heaven!
+
+(They have reached the doorway leading to the other room, when the
+curtain falls.)
+
+***
+
+[The same room; but the table has been cleared. The LADY is sitting at
+it, doing nothing. She seems bored. On the right, down stage, a window
+is open. It is still. The STRANGER comes in, with a piece of paper in
+his hand.]
+
+STRANGER. Now you shall hear it.
+
+LADY (acquiescing absent-mindedly). Finished already?
+
+STRANGER. Already? Do you mean that seriously? I've taken seven days to
+write this little poem. (Silence.) Perhaps it'll bore you to hear it?
+
+LADY (drily). No. Certainly not. (The STRANGER sits down at the table
+and looks at the LADY.) Why are you looking at me?
+
+STRANGER. I'd like to see your thoughts.
+
+LADY. But you've heard them.
+
+STRANGER. That's nothing; I want to see them! (Pause.) What one says is
+mostly worthless. (Pause.) May I read them? No, I see I mayn't. You want
+nothing more from me. (The LADY makes a gesture as if she were going to
+speak.) Your face tells me enough. Now you've sucked me dry, eaten
+me hollow, killed my ego, my personality. To that I answer: how, my
+beloved? Have _I_ killed your ego, when I wanted to give you the whole
+of mine; when I let you skim the cream off my bowl, that I'd filled with
+all the experience of along life, with incursions into the deserts and
+groves of knowledge and art?
+
+LADY. I don't deny it, but my ego wasn't my own.
+
+STRANGER. Not yours? Then what is? Something that belongs to others?
+
+LADY. Is yours something that belongs to others too?
+
+STRANGER. No. What I've experienced is my own, mine and no other's. What
+I've read becomes mine, because I've broken it in two like glass, melted
+it down, and from this substance blown new glass in novel forms.
+
+LADY. But I can never be yours.
+
+STRANGER. I've become yours.
+
+LADY. What have you got from me?
+
+STRANGER. How can you ask me that?
+
+LADY. All the same--I'm not sure that you think it, though I feel you
+feel it--you wish me far away.
+
+STRANGER. I must be a certain distance from you, if I'm to see you. Now
+you're within the focus, and your image is unclear.
+
+LADY. The nearer, the farther off!
+
+STRANGER. Yes. When we part, we long for one another; and when we meet
+again, we long to part.
+
+LADY. Do you really think we love each other?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. Not like ordinary people, but unusual ones. We resemble
+two drops of water, that fear to get close together, in case they should
+cease to be two and become one.
+
+LADY. This time we knew the dangers and wanted to avoid them. But it
+seems that they can't be avoided.
+
+STRANGER. Perhaps they weren't dangers, but rude necessities; laws
+inscribed in the councils of the immortals. (Silence.) Your love always
+seemed to have the effect of hate. When you made me happy, you envied
+the happiness you'd given me. And when you saw I was unhappy, you loved
+me.
+
+LADY. Do you want me to leave you?
+
+STRANGER. If you do, I shall die.
+
+LADY. And, if I stay, it's I who'll die.
+
+STRANGER. Then let's die together and live out our love in a higher
+life; our love, that doesn't seem to be of this world. Let's live it out
+in another planet, where there's no nearness and no distance, where two
+are one; where number, time and space are no longer what they are in
+this.
+
+LADY. I'd like to die, yet I don't want to. I think I must be dead
+already.
+
+STRANGER. The air up here's too strong.
+
+LADY. You can't love me if you speak like that.
+
+STRANGER. To be frank, there are moments when you don't exist for me.
+But in others I feel your hatred like suffocating smoke.
+
+LADY. And I feel my heart creeping from my breast, when you are angry
+with me.
+
+STRANGER. Then we must hate one other.
+
+LADY. And love one another too.
+
+STRANGER. And hate because we love. We hate each other, because we're
+bound together. We hate the bond, we hate our love; we hate what is most
+loveable, what is the bitterest, the best this life can offer. We've
+come to an end!
+
+LADY. Yes.
+
+STRANGER. What a joke life is, if you take it seriously. And how
+serious, if you take it as a joke! You wanted to lead me by the hand
+towards the light; your easier fate was to make mine easier too. I
+wanted to raise you above the bogs and quicksands; but you longed for
+the lower regions, and wanted to convince me they were the upper ones. I
+ask myself if it's possible that you took what was wicked from me, when
+I was freed from it; and that what was good in you entered into me? If
+I've made you wicked I ask your pardon, and I kiss your little hand,
+that caressed and scratched me... the little hand that led me into the
+darkness... and on the long journey to Damascus....
+
+LADY. To a parting? (Silence.) Yes, a parting!
+
+(The LADY goes on her way. The STRANGER falls on to a chair by the
+table. The TEMPTER puts his head in at the window, and rests himself on
+his elbows whilst he smokes a cigarette.)
+
+TEMPTER. Ah, yes! C'est l'amour! The most mysterious of all mysteries,
+the most inexplicable of all that can't be explained, the most
+precarious of all that's insecure.
+
+STRANGER. So you're here?
+
+TEMPTER. I'm always everywhere, where it smells of quarrels. And in love
+affairs there are always quarrels.
+
+STRANGER. Always?
+
+TEMPTER. Always! I was invited to a silver wedding yesterday.
+Twenty-five years are no trifle--and for twenty-five years they'd been
+quarrelling. The whole love affair had been one long shindy, with
+many little ones in between! And yet they loved one another, and were
+grateful for all the good that had come to them; the evil was forgotten,
+wiped out--for a moment's happiness is worth ten days of blows and
+pinpricks. Oh yes! Those who won't accept evil never get anything good.
+The rind's very bitter, though the kernel's sweet.
+
+STRANGER. But very small.
+
+TEMPTER. It may be small, but it's good! (Pause.) Tell me, why did your
+madonna go her way? No answer; because he doesn't know! Now we'll have
+to let the hotel again. Here's a board. I'll hang it out at once. 'To
+Let.' One comes, another goes! C'est la vie, quoi? Rooms for Travellers!
+
+STRANGER. Have you ever been married?
+
+TEMPTER. Oh yes. Of course.
+
+STRANGER. Then why did you part?
+
+TEMPTER. Chiefly--perhaps it's a peculiarity of mine--chiefly
+because--well, you know, a man marries to get a home, to get into a
+home; and a woman to get out of one. She wanted to get out, and I wanted
+to get in! I was so made that I couldn't take her into company, because
+I felt as if she were soiled by men's glances. And in company, my
+splendid, wonderful wife turned into a little grimacing monkey I
+couldn't bear the sight of. So I stayed at home; and then, she stayed
+away. And when I met her again, she'd changed into someone else. She,
+my pure white notepaper, was scribbled all over; her clear and lovely
+features changed in imitation of the satyr-like looks of strange men.
+I could see miniature photographs of bull-fighters and guardsmen in her
+eyes, and hear the strange accents of strange men in her voice. On our
+grand piano, on which only the harmonies of the great masters used to be
+heard, she now played the cabaret songs of strange men; and on our table
+there lay nothing but the favourite reading of strange men. In a
+word, my whole existence was on the way to becoming an intellectual
+concubinage with strange men--and that was contrary to my nature, which
+has always longed for women! And--I need hardly say this--the tastes of
+these strange men were always the reverse of mine. She developed a real
+genius for discovering things I detested! That's what she called 'saving
+her personality.' Can you understand that?
+
+STRANGER. I can; but I won't attempt to explain it.
+
+TEMPTER. Yet this woman maintained she loved me, and that I didn't love
+her. But I loved her so much I didn't want to speak to any other human
+being; because I feared to be untrue to her if I found pleasure in
+the company of others, even if they were men. I'd married for feminine
+society; and in order to enjoy it I'd left my friends. I'd married in
+order to find company, but what I got was complete solitude! And I was
+supporting house and home, in order to provide strange men with feminine
+companionship. _C'est l'amour_, my friend!
+
+STRANGER. You should never talk about your wife.
+
+TEMPTER. No! For if you speak well of her, people will laugh; and if you
+speak ill, all their sympathy will go out to her; and if, in the first
+instance, you ask why they laugh, you get no answer.
+
+STRANGER. No. You can never find out who you've married. Never get hold
+of her--it seems she's no one. Tell me--what is woman?
+
+TEMPTER. I don't know! Perhaps a larva or a chrysalis, out of whose
+trance-like life a man one day will be created. She seems a child, but
+isn't one; she is a sort of child, and yet not like one. Drags downward,
+when the man pulls up. Drags upward, when the man pulls down.
+
+STRANGER. She always wants to disagree with her husband; always has a
+lot of sympathy for what he dislikes; is crudest beneath the greatest
+superficial refinement; the wickedest amongst the best. And yet,
+whenever I've been in love, I've always grown more sensitive to the
+refinements of civilisation.
+
+TEMPTER. You, I dare say. What about her?
+
+STRANGER. Oh, whilst our love was growing _she_ was always developing
+backwards. And getting cruder and more wicked.
+
+TEMPTER. Can you explain that?
+
+STRANGER. No. But once, when I was trying to find the solution to the
+riddle by disagreeing with myself, I took it that she absorbed my evil
+and I her good.
+
+TEMPTER. Do you think woman's particularly false?
+
+STRANGER. Yes and no. She seeks to hide her weakness but that only means
+that she's ambitious and has a sense of shame. Only whores are honest,
+and therefore cynical.
+
+TEMPTER. Tell me some more about her that's good.
+
+STRANGER. I once had a woman friend. She soon noticed that when I drank
+I looked uglier than usual; so she begged me not to. I remember one
+night we'd been talking in a cafe for many hours. When it was nearly ten
+o'clock, she begged me to go home and not to drink any more. We parted,
+after we'd said goodnight. A few days later I heard she'd left me only
+to go to a large party, where she drank till morning. Well, I said, as
+in those days I looked for all that was good in women, she meant well by
+me, but had to pollute herself for business reasons.
+
+TEMPTER. That's well thought out; and, as a view, can be defended. She
+wanted to make you better than herself, higher and purer, so that she
+could look up to you! But you can find an equally good explanation for
+that. A wife's always angry and out of humour with her husband; and the
+husband's always kind and grateful to his wife. He does all he can to
+make things easy for her, and she does all she can to torture him.
+
+STRANGER. That's not true. Of course it may sometimes appear to be so.
+I once had a woman friend who shifted all the defects that she had on to
+me. For instance, she was very much in love with herself, and therefore
+called me the most egoistical of men. She drank, and called me a
+drunkard; she rarely changed her linen and said I was dirty; she
+was jealous, even of my men friends, and called me Othello. She was
+masterful and called me Nero. Niggardly and called me Harpagon.
+
+TEMPTER. Why didn't you answer her?
+
+STRANGER. You know why very well! If I'd made clear to her what she
+really was, I'd have lost her favour that moment--and it was precisely
+her favour I wanted to keep.
+
+TEMPTER. _A tout prix_! Yes, that's the source of degradation! You grow
+accustomed to holding your tongue, and at last find yourself caught in a
+tissue of falsehoods.
+
+STRANGER. Wait! Don't you agree that married people so mix their
+personalities that they can no longer distinguish between meum and tuum,
+no longer remain separate from one another, or cannot tell their own
+weaknesses from those of the other. My jealous friend, who called me
+Othello, took me for herself, identified me with herself.
+
+TEMPTER. That sounds conceivable.
+
+STRANGER. You see! You can often explain most if you don't ask who's
+to blame. For when married people begin to differ, it's like a realm
+divided against itself, and that's the worst kind of disharmony.
+
+TEMPTER. There are moments when I think a woman cannot love a man.
+
+STRANGER. Perhaps not. To love is an active verb and woman's a passive
+noun. He loves and she is loved; he asks questions and she merely
+answers.
+
+TEMPTER. Then what is woman's love?
+
+STRANGER. The man's.
+
+TEMPTER. Well said. And therefore when the man ceases to love her, she
+severs herself from him!
+
+STRANGER. And then?
+
+TEMPTER. 'Sh! Someone's coming. Perhaps to take the house!
+
+STRANGER. A woman or a man?
+
+TEMPTER. A woman! And a man. But he's waiting outside. Now he's turned
+and is going into the wood. Interesting!
+
+STRANGER. Who is it?
+
+TEMPTER. You can see for yourself.
+
+STRANGER (looking out of the window). It's she! My first wife! My first
+love!
+
+TEMPTER. It seems she's left her second husband recently... and arrived
+here with number three; who, if one can judge by certain movements of
+his back and calves, is escaping from a stormy scene. Oh, well! But she
+didn't notice his spiteful intentions. Very interesting! I'll go out and
+listen.
+
+(He disappears. The WOMAN knocks.)
+
+STRANGER. Come in!
+
+(The WOMAN comes in. There is a silence.)
+
+WOMAN (excitedly). I only came here because the house was to let.
+
+STRANGER. Oh!
+
+WOMAN (slowly). Had I known who wanted to let it, I shouldn't have come.
+
+STRANGER. What does it matter?
+
+WOMAN. May I sit down a moment? I'm tired.
+
+STRANGER. Please do. (They sit down at the table opposite one another,
+in the seats occupied by the STRANGER and the LADY in the first scene.)
+It's a long time since we've sat facing one another like this.
+
+WOMAN. With flowers and lights on the table. One night...
+
+STRANGER. When I was dressed as a bridegroom and you as a bride...
+
+WOMAN. And the candle flames were still as in prayer and the flowers
+pensive....
+
+STRANGER. Is your husband outside?
+
+WOMAN. No.
+
+STRANGER. You're still seeking... what doesn't exist?
+
+WOMAN. Doesn't it?
+
+STRANGER. No. I always told you so, but you wouldn't believe me; you
+wanted to find out for yourself. Have you found out now?
+
+WOMAN. Not yet.
+
+STRANGER. Why did you leave your husband? (The WOMAN doesn't reply.) Did
+he beat you?
+
+WOMAN. Yes.
+
+STRANGER. How did he come to forget himself so far?
+
+WOMAN. He was angry.
+
+STRANGER. What about?
+
+WOMAN. Nothing.
+
+STRANGER. Why was he angry about nothing?
+
+WOMAN (rising). No, thank you! I won't sit here and be picked to pieces.
+Where's your wife?
+
+STRANGER. She left me just now.
+
+WOMAN. Why?
+
+STRANGER. Why did you leave me?
+
+WOMAN. I felt you wanted to leave me; so, not to be deserted, I went
+myself.
+
+STRANGER. I dare say that's true. But how could you read my thoughts?
+
+WOMAN (sitting down again). What? We didn't need to speak in order to
+know one another's thoughts.
+
+STRANGER. We made a mistake when we were living together, because we
+accused each other of wicked thoughts before they'd become actions; and
+lived in mental reservations instead of realities. For instance, I
+once noticed how you enjoyed the defiling gaze of a strange man, and I
+accused you of unfaithfulness.
+
+WOMAN. You were wrong to do so, and right. Because my thoughts were
+sinful.
+
+STRANGER. Don't you think my habit of 'anticipating you' prevented your
+bad designs from being put in practice?
+
+WOMAN. Let me think! Yes, perhaps it did. But I was annoyed to find a
+spy always at my side, watching my inmost self, that was my own.
+
+STRANGER. But it wasn't your own: it was ours!
+
+WOMAN. Yes, but I held it to be mine, and believed you'd no right
+to force your way in. When you did so I hated you; I said you were
+abnormally suspicious out of self-defence. Now I can admit that your
+suspicions were never wrong; that they were, in fact, the purest wisdom.
+
+STRANGER. Oh! Do you know that, at night, when we'd said good-night as
+friends and gone to sleep, I used to wake and feel your hatred poisoning
+me; and think of getting out of bed so as not to be suffocated. One
+night I woke and felt a pressure on the top of my head. I saw you were
+awake and had put your hand close to my mouth. I thought you were making
+me inhale poison from a phial; and, to make sure, I seized your hand.
+
+WOMAN. I remember.
+
+STRANGER. What did you do then?
+
+WOMAN. Nothing. Only hated you.
+
+STRANGER. Why?
+
+WOMAN. Because you were my husband. Because I ate your bread.
+
+STRANGER. Do you think it's always the same?
+
+WOMAN. I don't know. I suspect it is.
+
+STRANGER. But sometimes you've even despised me?
+
+WOMAN. Yes, when you were ridiculous. A man in love is always
+ridiculous. Do you know what a cox-comb is? That's what a lover's like.
+
+STRANGER. But if any man who loves you is ridiculous, how can you
+respond to his love?
+
+WOMAN. We don't! We submit to it, and search for another man who doesn't
+love us.
+
+STRANGER. But if he, in turn, begins to love you, do you look for a
+third?
+
+WOMAN. Perhaps it's like that.
+
+STRANGER. Very strange. (There is a silence.) I remember you were always
+dreaming of someone you called your Toreador, which I translated by
+'horse butcher.' You eventually got him, but he gave you no children,
+and no bread; only beatings! A toreador's always fighting. (Silence.)
+Once I let myself be tempted into trying to compete with the toreador.
+I started to bicycle and fence and do other things of the kind. But you
+only began to detest me for it. That means that the husband mayn't do
+what the lover may. Later you had a passion for page boys. One of them
+used to sit on the Brussels carpet and read you bad verses.... My good
+ones were of no use to you. Did you get your page boy?
+
+WOMAN. Yes. But his verses weren't bad, really.
+
+STRANGER. Oh yes, they were, my dear. I know him! He stole my rhythms
+and set them for the barrel organ.
+
+WOMAN (rising and going to the door.) You should be ashamed of yourself.
+
+(The TEMPTER conies in, holding a letter in his hand.)
+
+TEMPTER. Here's a letter. It's for you. (The WOMAN takes it, reads it
+and falls into a chair.) A farewell note! Oh, well! All beginnings
+are hard--in love affairs. And those who lack the patience to surmount
+initial difficulties--lose the golden fruit. Pages are always impatient.
+Unknown youth, have you had enough?
+
+STRANGER (rising and picking up his hat). My poor Anna!
+
+WOMAN. Don't leave me.
+
+STRANGER. I must.
+
+WOMAN. Don't go. You were the best of them all.
+
+TEMPTER. Do you want to begin again from the beginning? That would be
+a sure way to make an end of this. For if lovers only find one another,
+they lose one another! What is love? Say something witty, each one of
+you, before we part.
+
+WOMAN. I don't know what it is. The highest and the loveliest of things,
+that has to sink to the lowest and the ugliest.
+
+STRANGER. A caricature of godly love.
+
+TEMPTER. An annual plant, that blossoms during the engagement, goes to
+seed in marriage and then sinks to the earth to wither and die.
+
+WOMAN. The loveliest flowers have no seed. The rose is the flower of
+love.
+
+STRANGER. And the lily that of innocence. That can form seeds, but only
+opens her white cup to kisses.
+
+TEMPTER. And propagates her kind with buds, out of which fresh lilies
+spring, like chaste Minerva who sprang fully armed from the head of
+Zeus, and not from his royal loins. Oh yes, children, I've understood
+much, but never this: what the beloved of my soul has to do with.... (He
+hesitates.)
+
+STRANGER. Well, go on!
+
+TEMPTER. What all-powerful love, that is the marriage of souls, has to
+do with the propagation of the species!
+
+STRANGER and WOMAN. Now he's come to the point!
+
+TEMPTER. I've never been able to understand how a kiss, that's an
+unborn word, a soundless speech, a quiet language of the soul, can be
+exchanged, by means of a hallowed procedure, for a surgical operation,
+that always ends in tears and the chattering of teeth. I've never
+understood how that holy night, the first in which two souls embrace
+each other in love, can end in the shedding of blood, in quarrelling,
+hate, mutual contempt--and lint! (He holds his mouth shut.)
+
+STRANGER. Suppose the story of the fall were true? In pain shalt thou
+bring forth children.
+
+TEMPTER. In that case one could understand.
+
+WOMAN. Who is the man who says these things?
+
+TEMPTER. Only a wanderer on the quicksands of this life. (The WOMAN
+rises.) So you're ready to go. Who will go first?
+
+STRANGER. I shall.
+
+TEMPTER. Where?
+
+STRANGER. Upwards. And you?
+
+TEMPTER. I shall stay down here, in between....
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+
+
+ACT IV
+
+SCENE I
+
+CHAPTER HOUSE OF THE MONASTERY
+
+[A Gothic chapter house. In the background arcades lead to the cloisters
+and the courtyard of the monastery. In the middle of the courtyard there
+is a well with a statue of the Virgin Mary, surrounded by long-stemmed
+white roses. The walls of the chapter house are filled with built-in
+choir stalls of oak. The PRIOR'S own stall is in the middle to the right
+and rather higher than the rest. In the middle of the chapter house an
+enormous crucifix. The sun is shining on the statue of the Virgin in
+the courtyard. The STRANGER enters from the back. He is wearing a coarse
+monkish cowl, with a rope round his waist and sandals on his feet. He
+halts in the doorway and looks at the chapter house, then goes over to
+the crucifix and stops in front of it. The last strophe of the choral
+service can be heard from across the courtyard. The CONFESSOR enters
+from the back; he is dressed in black and white; he has long hair and
+along beard and a very small tonsure that can hardly be seen.]
+
+CONFESSOR. Peace be with you!
+
+STRANGER. And with you.
+
+CONFESSOR. How do you like this white house?
+
+STRANGER. I can only see blackness.
+
+CONFESSOR. You still are black; but you'll grow white, quite white! Did
+you sleep well last night?
+
+STRANGER. Dreamlessly, like a tired child. But tell me: why do I find so
+many locked doors?
+
+CONFESSOR. You'll gradually learn to open them.
+
+STRANGER. Is this a large building?
+
+CONFESSOR. Endless! It dates from the time of Charlemagne and has
+continually grown through pious benefactions. Untouched by the spiritual
+upheavals and changes of different epochs, it stands on its rocky height
+as a monument of Western culture. That is to say: Christian faith wedded
+to the knowledge of Hellas and Rome.
+
+STRANGER. So it's not merely a religious foundation?
+
+CONFESSOR. No. It embraces all the arts and sciences as well. There's
+a library, museum, observatory and laboratory--as you'll see later.
+Agriculture and horticulture are also studied here; and a hospital for
+laymen, with its own sulphur springs, is attached to the monastery.
+
+STRANGER. One word more, before the chapter assembles. What kind of man
+is the Prior?
+
+CONFESSOR (smiling). He is the Prior! Aloof, without peer, dwelling on
+the summits of human knowledge, and... well, you'll see him soon.
+
+STRANGER. Is it true that he's so old?
+
+CONFESSOR. He's reached an unusual age. He was born at the beginning of
+the century that's now nearing its end.
+
+STRANGER. Has he always been in the monastery?
+
+CONFESSOR. No. He's not always been a monk, though always a priest. Once
+he was a minister, but that was seventy years ago. Twice curator of the
+university. Archbishop.... 'Sh! Mass is over.
+
+STRANGER. I presume he's not the kind of unprejudiced priest who
+pretends to have vices when he has none?
+
+CONFESSOR. Not at all. But he's seen life and mankind, and he's more
+human than priestly.
+
+STRANGER. And the fathers?
+
+CONFESSOR. Wise men, with strange histories, and none of them alike.
+
+STRANGER. Who can never have known life as it's lived....
+
+CONFESSOR. All have lived their lives, more than once; have suffered
+shipwreck, started again, gone to pieces and risen once more. You must
+wait.
+
+STRANGER. The Prior's sure to ask me questions. I don't think I can
+agree to everything.
+
+CONFESSOR. On the contrary, you must show yourself as you are; and
+defend your opinions to the last.
+
+STRANGER. Will contradiction be permitted here?
+
+CONFESSOR. Here? You're a child, who's lived in a childish world, where
+you've played with thoughts and words. You've lived in the erroneous
+belief that language, a material thing, can be a vehicle for anything
+so subtle as thoughts and feelings. We've discovered that error, and
+therefore speak as little as possible; for we are aware of, and can
+divine, the innermost thoughts of our neighbour. We've so developed
+our perceptive faculties by spiritual exercises that we are linked in
+a single chain; and can detect a feeling of pleasure and harmony,
+when there's complete accord. The Prior, who has trained himself most
+rigorously, can feel if anyone's thoughts have strayed into wrong paths.
+In some respects he's like--merely like, I say--a telephone engineer's
+galvanometer, that shows when and where a current has been interrupted.
+Therefore we can have no secrets from one another, and so do not need
+the confessional. Think of all this when you confront the searching eye
+of the Prior!
+
+STRANGER. Is there any intention of examining me?
+
+CONFESSOR. Oh no. There are merely a few questions to answer without any
+deep meaning, before the practical examinations. Quiet! Here they are.
+
+(He goes to one side. The PRIOR enters from the back. He is dressed
+entirely in white and he has pulled up his hood. He is a tall man with
+long white hair and along white beard-his head is like that of Jupiter.
+His face is pale, but full and without wrinkles. His eyes are large,
+surrounded by shadows and his eyebrows strongly marked. A quiet,
+majestic calm reigns over his whole personality. The PRIOR is followed
+by twelve Fathers, dressed in black and white, with black hoods, also
+pulled up. All bow to the crucifix and then go to their places.)
+
+PRIOR (after looking at the STRANGER for a moment.) What do you seek
+here? (The STRANGER is confused and tries to find an answer, but cannot.
+The PRIOR goes on, calmly, firmly, but indulgently.) Peace? Isn't that
+so? (The STRANGER makes a sign of assent with head and mouth.) But if
+the whole of life is a struggle, how can you find peace amongst the
+living? (The STRANGER is not able to answer.) Do you want to turn your
+back on life because you feel you've been injured, cheated?
+
+STRANGER (in a weak voice). Yes.
+
+PRIOR. So you've been defrauded, unjustly dealt with? And this injustice
+began so early that you, an innocent child, couldn't imagine you'd
+committed any crime that was worthy of punishment. Well, once you were
+unjustly accused of stealing fruit; tormented into taking the offence
+on yourself; tortured into telling lies about yourself and forced to beg
+forgiveness for a fault you'd not committed. Wasn't it so?
+
+STRANGER (with certainty). Yes. It was.
+
+PRIOR. It was; and you've never been able to forget it. Never. Now
+listen, you've a good memory; can you remember _The Swiss Family
+Robinson_?
+
+STRANGER (shrinking). _The Swiss Family Robinson_?
+
+PRIOR. Yes. Those events that caused you such mental torture happened in
+1857, but at Christmas 1856, that is the year before, you tore a copy
+of that book and out of fear of punishment hid it under a chest in the
+kitchen. (The STRANGER is taken aback.) The wardrobe was painted in oak
+graining, and clothes hung in its upper part, whilst shoes stood below.
+This wardrobe seemed enormously big to you, for you were a small child,
+and you couldn't imagine it could ever be moved; but during spring
+cleaning at Easter what was hidden was brought to light. Fear drove you
+to put the blame on a schoolfellow. And now he had to endure torture,
+because appearances were against him, for you were thought to be
+trustworthy. After this the history of your sorrows comes as a logical
+sequence. You accept this logic?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. Punish me!
+
+PRIOR. No. I don't punish; when I was a child I did--similar things. But
+will you now promise to forget this history of your own sufferings for
+all time and never to recount it again?
+
+STRANGER. I promise! If only he whom I took advantage of could forgive
+me.
+
+PRIOR. He has already. Isn't that so, Pater Isidor?
+
+ISIDOR (who was the DOCTOR in the first part of 'The Road to Damascus,'
+rising). With my whole heart!
+
+STRANGER. It's you!
+
+ISIDOR. Yes. I.
+
+PRIOR (to FATHER ISIDOR). Pater Isidor, say a word, just one.
+
+ISIDOR. It was in the year 1856 that I had to endure my torture. But
+even in 1854 one of my brothers suffered in the same way, owing to a
+false accusation on my part. (To the STRANGER.) So we're all guilty and
+not one of us is without blemish; and I believe my victim had no clear
+conscience either. (He sits down.)
+
+PRIOR. If we could only stop accusing one another and particularly
+Eternal Justice! But we're born in guilt and all resemble Adam! (To the
+STRANGER.) There was something you wanted to know, was there not?
+
+STRANGER. I wanted to know life's inmost meaning.
+
+PRIOR. The very innermost! So you wanted to learn what no man's
+permitted to know. Pater Uriel! (PATER URIEL, who is blind, rises. The
+PRIOR speaks to the STRANGER.) Look at this blind father! We call him
+Uriel in remembrance of Uriel Acosta, whom perhaps you've heard of? (The
+STRANGER makes a sign that he has not.) You haven't? All young people
+should have heard of him. Uriel Acosta was a Portuguese of Jewish
+descent, who, however, was brought up in the Christian faith. When he
+was still fairly young he began to inquire--you understand--to inquire
+if Christ were really God; with the result that he went over to the
+Jewish faith. And then he began research into the Mosaic writings and
+the immortality of the soul, with the result that the Rabbis handed him
+over to the Christian priesthood for punishment. A long time after
+he returned to the Jewish faith. But his thirst for knowledge knew
+no bounds, and he continued his researches till he found he'd reached
+absolute nullity; and in despair that he couldn't learn the final secret
+he took his own life with a pistol shot. (Pause.) Now look at our good
+father Uriel here. He, too, was once very young and anxious to know; he
+always wanted to be in the forefront of every modern movement, and he
+discovered new philosophies. I may add, by the way, that he's a friend
+of my boyhood and almost as old as I. Now about 1820 he came upon the
+so-called rational philosophy, that had already lain in its grave for
+twenty years. With this system of thought, which was supposed to be a
+master key, all locks were to be picked, all questions answered and all
+opponents confuted--everything was clear and simple. In those days Uriel
+was a strong opponent of all religions and in particular followed the
+Mesmerists, as the hypnotisers of that age were called. In 1830 our
+friend became a Hegelian, though, to be sure, rather late in the day.
+Then he re-discovered God, a God who was immanent in nature and in man,
+and found he was a little god himself. Now, as ill-luck would have it,
+there were two Hegels, just as there were two Voltaires; and the later,
+or more conservative Hegel, had developed his All-godhead till it had
+become a compromise with the Christian view. And so Father Uriel, who
+never wanted to be behind the times, became a rationalistic Christian,
+who was given the thankless task of combating Rationalism and himself.
+(Pause.) I'll shorten the whole sad history for Father Uriel's sake. In
+1850 he again became a materialist and an enemy of Christianity. In
+1870 he became a hypnotist, in 1880 a theosophist, and 1890 he wanted to
+shoot himself! I met him just at that time. He was sitting on a bench in
+Unter den Linden in Berlin, and he was blind. This Uriel was blind--and
+Uriel means 'God is my Light'--who for a century had marched with the
+torch of liberalism at the head of _every_ modern movement! (To the
+STRANGER.) You see, he wanted to know, but he failed! And therefore he
+now believes. Is there anything else you'd like to know?
+
+STRANGER. One thing only.
+
+PRIOR. Speak.
+
+STRANGER. If Father Uriel had held to his first faith in 1810, men would
+have called him conservative or old-fashioned; but now, as he's followed
+the developments of his time and has therefore discarded his youthful
+faith, men will call him a renegade--that's to say: whatever he does
+mankind will blame him.
+
+PRIOR. Do you heed what men say? Father Clemens, may I tell him how
+you heeded what men said? (PATER CLEMENS rises and makes a gesture of
+assent.) Father Clemens is our greatest figure painter. In the world
+outside he's known by another name, a very famous one. Father Clemens
+was a young man in 1830. He felt he had a talent for painting and
+gave himself up to it with his whole soul. When he was twenty he was
+exhibiting. The public, the critics, his teachers, and his parents
+were all of the opinion that he'd made a mistake in the choice of his
+profession. Young Clemens heeded what men were saying, so he laid down
+his brush and turned bookseller. When he was fifty years of age, and had
+his life behind him, the paintings of his early years were discovered by
+some stranger; and were then recognised as masterpieces by the public,
+the critics, his teachers and relations! But it was too late. And when
+Father Clemens complained of the wickedness of the world, the world
+answered with a heartless grin: 'Why did you let yourself be taken
+in?' Father Clemens grieved so much at this, that he came to us. But he
+doesn't grieve any longer now. Or do you, Father Clemens?
+
+CLEMENS. No! But that isn't the end of the story. The paintings I'd done
+in 1830 were admired and hung in a museum till 1880. Taste then changed
+very quickly, and one day an important newspaper announced that their
+presence there was an outrage. So they were banished to the attic.
+
+PRIOR (to the STRANGER). That's a good story!
+
+CLEMENS. But it's still not finished. By 1890 taste had so changed again
+that a professor of the History of Art wrote that it was a national
+scandal that my works should be hanging in an attic. So the pictures
+were brought down again, and, for the time being, are classical. But
+for how long? From that you can see, young man, in what worldly fame
+consists? Vanitas vanitatum vanitas!
+
+STRANGER. Then is life worth living?
+
+PRIOR. Ask Pater Melcher, who is experienced not only in the world of
+deception and error, but also in that of lies and contradictions. Follow
+him: he'll show you the picture gallery and tell you stories.
+
+STRANGER. I'll gladly follow anyone who can teach me something.
+
+(PATER MELCHER takes the STRANGER by the hand and leads him out of the
+Chapter House.)
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE II
+
+PICTURE GALLERY OF THE MONASTERY
+
+[Picture Gallery of the Monastery. There are mostly portraits of people
+with two heads.]
+
+MELCHER. Well, first we have here a small landscape, by an unknown
+master, called 'The Two Towers.' Perhaps you've been in Switzerland and
+know the originals.
+
+STRANGER. I've been in Switzerland!
+
+MELCHER. Exactly. Then near the station of Amsteg on the Gotthard
+railway you've seen a tower, called Zwing-Uri, sung of by Schiller
+in his _Wilhelm Tell_. It stands there as a monument to the cruel
+oppression which the inhabitants of Uri suffered at the hands of
+the German Emperors. Good! On the Italian side of the Gotthard lies
+Bellinzona, as you know. There are many towers to be seen there, but the
+most curious is called Castel d'Uri. That's the monument recalling the
+cruel oppression which the Italian cantons suffered at the hands of the
+inhabitants of Uri! Now do you understand?
+
+STRANGER. So freedom means: freedom to oppress others. That's new to me.
+
+MELCHER. Then let's go on without further comment to the portrait
+collection. Number one in the catalogue. Boccaccio, with two heads--all
+our portraits have at least two heads. His story's well known. The great
+man began his career by writing dissolute and godless tales, which
+he dedicated to Queen Johanna of Naples, who'd seduced the son of St.
+Brigitta. Boccaccio ended up as a saint in a monastery where he lectured
+on Dante's Hell and the devils that, in his youth, he had thought to
+drive out in a most original way. You'll notice now, how the two faces
+are meeting each other's gaze!
+
+STRANGER. Yes. But all trace of humour's lacking; and humour's to be
+expected in a man who knew himself as well as our friend Boccaccio did.
+
+MELCHER. Number two in the catalogue. Ah, yes; that's two-headed Doctor
+Luther. The youthful champion of tolerance and the aged upholder of
+intolerance. Have I said enough?
+
+STRANGER. Quite enough.
+
+MELCHER. Number three in the catalogue. The great Gustavus Adolphus
+accepting Catholic funds from Cardinal Richelieu in order to fight for
+Protestantism, whilst remaining neutral in the face of the Catholic
+League.
+
+STRANGER. How do Protestants explain this threefold contradiction?
+
+MELCHER. They say it's not true. Number four in the catalogue. Schiller,
+the author of The Robbers, who was offered the freedom of the City of
+Paris by the leaders of the French Revolution in 1792; but who had been
+made a State Councillor of Meiningen as early as 1790 and a royal Danish
+Stipendiary in 1791. The scene depicts the State Councillor--and friend
+of his Excellency Goethe--receiving the Diploma of Honour from the
+leaders of the French Revolution as late as 1798. Think of it, the
+diploma of the Reign of Terror in the year 1798, when the Revolution was
+over and the country under the Directory! I'd have liked to have seen
+the Councillor and his friend, His Excellency! But it didn't matter,
+for two years later he repaid his nomination by writing the _Song of the
+Bell_, in which he expressed his thanks and begged the revolutionaries
+to keep quiet! Well, that's life. We're intelligent people and love _The
+Robbers_ as much as _The Song of the Bell_; Schiller as much as Goethe!
+
+STRANGER. The work remains, the master perishes.
+
+MELCHER. Goethe, yes! Number five in the catalogue. He began with
+Strassburg cathedral and _Goetz von Berlichingen_, two hurrahs for gothic
+Germanic art against that of Greece and Rome. Later he fought against
+Germanism and for Classicism. Goethe against Goethe! There you see the
+traditional Olympic calm, harmony, etc., in the greatest disharmony
+with itself. But depression at this turns into uneasiness when the
+young Romantic school appears and combats the Goethe of _Iphigenia_ with
+theories drawn from Goethe's _Goetz_. That the 'great heathen' ends up
+by converting Faust in the Second Part, and allowing him to be saved by
+the Virgin Mary and the angels, is usually passed over in silence by his
+admirers. Also the fact that a man of such clear vision should, towards
+the end of his life, have found everything so 'strange,' and 'curious,'
+even the simplest facts that he'd previously seen through. His last
+wish was for 'more light'! Yes; but it doesn't matter. We're intelligent
+people and love our Goethe just the same.
+
+STRANGER. And rightly.
+
+MELCHER. Number six in the catalogue. Voltaire! He has more than two
+heads. The Godless One, who spent his whole life defending God. The
+Mocker, who was mocked, because 'he believed in God like a child.' The
+author of the cynical 'Candide,' who wrote:
+
+ In my youth I sought the pleasures
+ Of the senses, but I learned
+ That their sweetness was illusion
+ Soon to bitterness it turned.
+ In old age I've come to see
+ Life is nought but vanity.
+
+Dr. Knowall, who thought he could grasp everything between Heaven and
+Earth by means of reason and science, sings like this, when he comes to
+the end of his life:
+
+ I had thought to find in knowledge
+ Light to guide me on my way;
+ Yet I still must walk in darkness
+ All that's known must soon decay.
+ Ignorance, I turn to thee!
+ Knowledge is but vanity.
+
+But that's no matter! Voltaire can be put to many uses. The Jews use
+him against the Christians, and the Christians use him against the Jews,
+because he was an anti-Semite, like Luther. Chateaubriand used him
+to defend Catholicism, and Protestants use him even to-day to attack
+Catholicism. He was a fine fellow!
+
+STRANGER. Then what's your view?
+
+MELCHER. We have no views here; we've faith, as I've told you already.
+And that's why we've only one head--placed exactly above the heart.
+(Pause.) In the meantime let's look at number seven in the catalogue.
+Ah, Napoleon! The creation of the Revolution itself! The Emperor of the
+People, the Nero of Freedom, the suppressor of Equality and the 'big
+brother' of Fraternity. He's the most cunning of all the two-headed, for
+he could laugh at himself, raise himself above his own contradictions,
+change his skin and his soul, and yet be quite explicable to himself in
+every transformation--convinced, self-authorised. There's only one other
+man who can be compared with him in this; Kierkegaard the Dane. From
+the beginning he was aware of this parthenogenesis of the soul, whose
+capacity to multiply by taking cuttings was equivalent to bringing forth
+young in this life without conception. And for that reason, and so as
+not to become life's fool, he wrote under a number of pseudonyms, of
+which each one constituted a 'stage on his life's way.' But did you
+realise this? The Lord of life, in spite of all these precautions, made
+a fool of him after all. Kierkegaard, who fought all his life against
+the priesthood and the professional preachers of the State Church,
+was eventually forced of necessity to become a professional preacher
+himself! Oh yes! Such things do happen.
+
+STRANGER. The Powers That Be play tricks....
+
+MELCHER. The Powers play tricks on tricksters, and delude the arrogant,
+particularly those who alone believe they possess truth and knowledge!
+Number eight in the catalogue. Victor Hugo. He split himself into
+countless parts. He was a peer of France, a Grandee of Spain, a friend
+of Kings, and the socialist author of _Les Miserables_. The peers
+naturally called him a renegade, and the socialists a reformer. Number
+nine. Count Friedrich Leopold von Stollberg. He wrote a fanatical book
+for the Protestants, and then suddenly became a Catholic! Inexplicable
+in a sensible man. A miracle, eh? A little journey to Damascus,
+perhaps? Number ten. Lafayette. The heroic upholder of freedom,
+the revolutionary, who was forced to leave France as a suspected
+reactionary, because he wanted to help Louis XVI; and then was captured
+by the Austrians and carried off to Olmuetz as a revolutionary! What was
+he in reality?
+
+STRANGER. Both!
+
+MELCHER. Yes, both. He had the two halves that made a whole--a whole
+man. Number eleven. Bismarck. A paradox. The honest diplomat, who
+maintained he'd discovered that to tell the truth was the greatest of
+ruses. And so was compelled--by the Powers, I suppose?--to spend the
+last six years of his life unmasking himself as a conscious liar. You're
+tired. Then we'll stop now.
+
+STRANGER. Yes, if one clings to the same ideas all one's life, and holds
+the same opinions, one grows old according to nature's laws, and gets
+called conservative, old-fashioned, out of date. But if one goes on
+developing, keeping pace with one's own age, renewing oneself with the
+perennially youthful impulses of contemporary thought, one's called a
+waverer and a renegade.
+
+MELCHER. That's as old as the world! But does an intelligent, man heed
+what he's called? One is, what one's becoming.
+
+STRANGER. But who revises the periodically changing views of
+contemporary opinion?
+
+MELCHER. You ought to answer that yourself, and indeed in this way. It
+is the Powers themselves who promulgate contemporary opinion, as they
+develop in _apparent_ circles. Hegel, the philosopher of the present,
+himself dimorphous, for both a 'left'-minded and a 'right'-minded Hegel
+can always be quoted, has best explained the contradictions of life,
+of history and of the spirit, with his own magic formula. Thesis:
+affirmation; Antithesis: negation; Synthesis: comprehension! Young
+man, or rather, comparatively young man! You began life by accepting
+everything, then went on to denying everything on principle. Now end
+your life by comprehending everything. Be exclusive no longer. Do
+not say: either--or, but: not only--but also! In a word, or two words
+rather, Humanity and Resignation!
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE III
+
+CHAPEL OF THE MONASTERY
+
+[Choir of the Monastery Chapel. An open coffin with a bier cloth and two
+burning candles. The CONFESSOR leads in the STRANGER by the hand. The
+STRANGER is dressed in the white shirt of the novice.]
+
+CONFESSOR. Have you carefully considered the step you wish to take?
+
+STRANGER. Very carefully.
+
+CONFESSOR. Have you no more questions?
+
+STRANGER. Questions? No.
+
+CONFESSOR. Then stay here, whilst I fetch the Chapter and the Fathers
+and Brothers, so that the solemn act may begin.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. Let it come to pass.
+
+(The CONFESSOR goes out. The STRANGER, left alone, is sunk in thought.)
+
+TEMPTER (coming forward). Are you ready?
+
+STRANGER. So ready, that I've no answer left for you.
+
+TEMPTER. On the brink of the grave, I understand! You'll have to lie in
+your coffin and appear to die; the old Adam will be covered with three
+shovelfuls of earth, and a De Profundis will be sung. Then you'll rise
+again from the dead, having laid aside your old name, and be baptized
+once more like a new-born child! What will you be called? (The STRANGER
+does not reply.) It is written: Johannes, brother Johannes, because he
+preached in the wilderness and...
+
+STRANGER. Do not trouble me.
+
+TEMPTER. Speak to me a little, before you depart into the long silence.
+For you'll not be allowed to speak for a whole year.
+
+STRANGER. All the better. Speaking at last becomes a vice, like
+drinking. And why speak, if words do not cloak thoughts?
+
+TEMPTER. _You_ at the graveside.... Was life so bitter?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. My life was.
+
+TEMPTER. Did you never know one pleasure?
+
+STRANGER. Yes, many pleasures; but they were very brief and seemed only
+to exist in order to make the pain of their loss the sharper.
+
+TEMPTER. Can't it be put the other way round: that pain exists in order
+to make joy more keen?
+
+STRANGER. It can be put in any way.
+
+(A woman enters with a child to be baptized.)
+
+TEMPTER. Look! A little mortal, who's to be consecrated to suffering.
+
+STRANGER. Poor child!
+
+TEMPTER. A human history, that's about to begin. (A bridal couple cross
+the stage.) And there--what's loveliest, and most bitter. Adam and Eve
+in Paradise, that in a week will be a Hell, and in a fortnight Paradise
+again.
+
+STRANGER. What is loveliest, brightest! The first, the only, the last
+that ever gave life meaning! I, too, once sat in the sunlight on a
+verandah, in the spring beneath the first tree to show new green, and a
+small crown crowned a head, and a white veil lay like thin morning mist
+over a face... that was not that of a human being. Then came darkness!
+
+TEMPTER. Whence?
+
+STRANGER. From the light itself. I know no more.
+
+TEMPTER. It could only have been a shadow, for light is needed to throw
+shadows; but for darkness no light is needed.
+
+STRANGER. Stop! Or we'll never come to an end.
+
+(The CONFESSOR and the CHAPTER appear in procession.)
+
+TEMPTER (disappearing). Farewell!
+
+CONFESSOR (advancing with a large black bier-cloth). Lord! Grant him
+eternal peace!
+
+CHOIR. May he be illumined with perpetual light!
+
+CONFESSOR (wrapping the STRANGER to the bier-cloth). May he rest in
+peace!
+
+CHOIR. Amen!
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+
+
+
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+AUGUST STRINDBERG
+
+THE ROAD TO DAMASCUS
+
+A TRILOGY
+
+ENGLISH VERSION BY GRAHAM RAWSON
+
+WITH AN INTRODUCTION BY GUNNAR OLLEN
+
+CONTENTS
+
+INTRODUCTION
+PART ONE
+PART TWO
+PART THREE
+
+
+
+INTRODUCTION
+
+Strindberg's great trilogy _The Road to Damascus_ presents many
+mysteries to the uninitiated. Its peculiar changes of mood, its
+gallery of half unreal characters, its bizarre episodes combine to
+make it a bewilderingly rich but rather 'difficult' work. It cannot
+be recommended to the lover of light drama or the seeker of
+momentary distraction. _The Road to Damascus_ does not deal with
+the superficial strata of human life, but probes into those depths
+where the problems of God, and death, and eternity become
+terrifying realities.
+
+Many authors have, of course, dealt with the profoundest problems
+of humanity without, on that account, having been able to evoke our
+interest. There may have been too much philosophy and too little
+art in the presentation of the subject, too little reality and too
+much soaring into the heights. That is not so with Strindberg's
+drama. It is a trenchant settling of accounts between a complex and
+fascinating individual--the author--and his past, and the realistic
+scenes have often been transplanted in detail from his own
+changeful life.
+
+In order fully to understand _The Road to Damascus_ it is therefore
+essential to know at least the most important features of that
+background of real life, out of which the drama has grown.
+
+Parts I and II of the trilogy were written in 1898, while Part III
+was added somewhat later, in the years 1900-1901. In 1898
+Strindberg had only half emerged from what was by far the severest
+of the many crises through which in his troubled life he had to
+pass. He had overcome the worst period of terror, which had brought
+him dangerously near the borders of sanity, and he felt as if he
+could again open his eyes and breathe freely. He was not free from
+that nervous pressure under which he had been working, but the
+worst of the inner tension had relaxed and he felt the need of
+taking a survey of what had happened, of summarising and trying to
+fathom what could have been underlying his apparently unaccountable
+experiences. The literary outcome of this settling of accounts with
+the past was _The Road to Damascus_.
+
+_The Road to Damascus_ might be termed a marriage drama, a mystery
+drama, or a drama of penance and conversion, according as
+preponderance is given to one or other of its characteristics. The
+question then arises: what was it in the drama which was of deepest
+significance to the author himself? The answer is to be found in
+the title, with its allusion to the narrative in the Acts of the
+Apostles of the journey of Saul, the persecutor, the scoffer, who,
+on his way to Damascus, had an awe-inspiring vision, which
+converted Saul, the hater of Christ, into Paul, the apostle of the
+Gentiles. Strindberg's drama describes the progress of the author
+right up to his conversion, shows how stage by stage he
+relinquishes worldly things, scientific renown, and above all
+woman, and finally, when nothing more binds him to this world,
+takes the vows of a monk and enters a monastery where no dogmas or
+theology, but only broadminded humanity and resignation hold sway.
+What, however, in an inner sense, distinguishes Strindberg's drama
+from the Bible narrative is that the conversion itself--although
+what leads up to it is convincingly described, both logically and
+psychologically--does not bear the character of a final and
+irrevocable decision, but on the contrary is depicted with a
+certain hesitancy and uncertainty. THE STRANGER'S entry into the
+monastery consequently gives the impression of being a piece of
+logical construction; the author's heart is not wholly in it. From
+Strindberg's later works it also becomes evident that his severe
+crisis had undoubtedly led to a complete reformation in that it
+definitely caused him to turn from worldly things, of which indeed
+he had tasted to the full, towards matters divine. But this did not
+mean that then and there he accepted some specific religion,
+whether Christian or other. One would undoubtedly come nearest to
+the author's own interpretation in this respect by characterising
+_The Road to Damascus_ not as a drama of conversion, but as a drama
+of struggle, the story of a restless, arduous pilgrimage through
+the chimeras of the world towards the border beyond which eternity
+stretches in solemn peace, symbolised in the drama by a mountain,
+the peaks of which reach high above the clouds.
+
+In this final settling of accounts one subject is of dominating
+importance, recurring again and again throughout the trilogy; it is
+that of woman. Strindberg him, of course, become famous as a writer
+about women; he has ruthlessly described the hatreds of love, the
+hell that marriage can be, he is the creator of _Le Plaidoyer d'un
+Fou_ and _The Dance of Death_, he had three divorces, yet was just
+as much a worshipper of woman--and at the same time a diabolical
+hater of her seducing qualities under which he suffered defeat
+after defeat. Each time he fell in love afresh he would compare
+himself to Hercules, the Titan, whose strength was vanquished by
+Queen Omphale, who clothed herself in his lion's skin, while he had
+to sit at the spinning wheel dressed in women's clothes. It can be
+readily understood that to a man of Strindberg's self-conceit the
+problem of his relations with women must become a vital issue on
+the solution of which the whole Damascus pilgrimage depended.
+
+In 1898, when Parts I and II of the trilogy were written,
+Strindberg had been married twice; both marriages had ended
+unhappily. In the year 1901, when the wedding scenes of Part III
+were written, Strindberg had recently experienced the rapture of a
+new love which, however, was soon to be clouded. It must not be
+forgotten that in his entire emotional life Strindberg was an
+artist and as such a man of impulse, with the spontaneity and
+naivity and intensity of a child. For him love had nothing to do
+with respectability and worldly calculations; he liked to think of
+it as a thunderbolt striking mortals with a destructive force like
+the lightning hurled by the almighty Zeus. It is easy to understand
+that a man of such temperament would not be particularly suited for
+married life, where self-sacrifice and strong-minded patience may
+be severely tested. In addition his three wives were themselves
+artists, one an authoress, the other two actresses, all of them
+pronounced characters, endowed with a degree of will and
+self-assertion, which, although it could not be matched against
+Strindberg's, yet would have been capable of producing friction
+with rather more pliant natures than that of the Swedish dramatist.
+
+In the trilogy Strindberg's first wife, Siri von Essen, his
+marriage to whom was happiest and lasted longest (1877-1891), and
+more especially his second wife, the Austrian authoress Frida Uhl
+(married to him 1893-1897) have supplied the subject matter for his
+picture of THE LADY. In the happy marriage scenes of Part III we
+recognise reminiscences from the wedding of Strindberg, then
+fifty-two, and the twenty-three-year-old actress Harriet Bosse,
+whose marriage to him lasted from 1901 until 1904.
+
+The character of THE LADY in Parts I and II is chiefly drawn from
+recollections--fairly recent when the drama was written--of Frida
+Uhl and his life with her. From the very beginning her marriage to
+Strindberg had been most troublous. In the autumn of 1892
+Strindberg moved from the Stockholm skerries to Berlin, where he
+lived a rather hectic Bohemian life among the artists collecting in
+the little tavern 'Zum Schwarzen Ferkel.' He made the acquaintance
+of Frida Uhl in the beginning of the year 1893, and after a good
+many difficulties was able to arrange for a marriage on the 2nd May
+on Heligoland Island, where English marriage laws, less rigorous
+than the German, applied. Strindberg's nervous temperament would
+not tolerate a quiet and peaceful honeymoon; quite soon the couple
+departed to Gravesend via Hamburg. Strindberg was too restless to
+stay there and moved on to London. There he left his wife to try to
+negotiate for the production of his plays, and journeyed alone to
+Sellin, on the island of Ruegen, after having first been compelled
+to stop in Hamburg owing to lack of money. Strindberg stayed on
+Ruegen during the month of July, and then left for the home of his
+parents-in-law at Mondsee, near Salzburg in Austria, where he was
+to meet his wife. But when she was delayed a few days on the
+journey from London, Strindberg impatiently departed for Berlin,
+where Frida Uhl followed shortly after. About the same time an
+action was brought for the suppression of the German version of _Le
+Plaidoyer d'un Fou_ as being immoral. This book gives an
+undisguised, intensely personal picture of Strindberg's first
+marriage, and was intended by him for publication only after his
+death as a defence against accusations directed against him for
+his behaviour towards Siri von Essen. Strindberg was acquitted
+after a time, but before that his easily fired imagination had
+given him a thorough shake-up, which could only hasten the crisis
+which seemed to be approaching. After a trip to Bruenn, where
+Strindberg wrote his scientific work _Antibarbarus_, the couple
+arrived in November at the home of Frida Uhl's grandparents in the
+little village of Dornach, by the Upper Danube; here the wanderings
+of 1893 at last came to an end. For a few months comparative peace
+reigned in the artists' little home, but the birth of a daughter,
+Kerstin, in May, brought this tranquillity to a sudden end.
+Strindberg, who had lived in a state of nervous depression since
+the 1880's, felt himself put on one side by the child, and felt ill
+at ease in an environment of, as he put it in the autobiographical
+_The Quarantine Master_, 'articles of food, excrements, wet-nurses
+treated like milch-cows, cooks and decaying vegetables.' He longed
+for cleanliness and peace, and in letters to an artist friend he
+spoke of entering a monastery. He even thought of founding one
+himself in the Ardennes and drew up detailed schemes for rules,
+dress, and food. The longing to get away and common interests with
+his Parisian friend (a musician named Leopold Littmansson)
+attracted Strindberg to Paris, where he settled down in the
+beginning of the autumn 1894. His wife joined him, but left again
+at the close of the autumn. In reality Strindberg was at this time
+almost impossible to live with. Persecution mania and hallucinations
+took possession of him and his morbid suspicions knew no bounds. In
+spite of this he was half conscious that there was something wrong
+with his mental faculties, and in the beginning of 1895, assisted
+by the Swedish Minister, he went by his own consent to the St.
+Louis Hospital in Paris. During his chemical experiments, in which
+among other things he tried to produce gold, he had burnt his hands,
+so that he had to seek medical attention on that account also. He
+wrote about this in a letter:
+
+'I am going to hospital because I am ill, because my doctor has
+sent me there, and because I need to be looked after like a child,
+because I am ruined. ... And it torments me and grieves me, my
+nervous system is rotten, paralytic, hysterical. ...'
+
+Never before had Strindberg lived in such distress as at this
+period, both physically and mentally. With shattered nerves,
+sometimes over the verge of insanity, without any means of
+existence other than what friends managed to scrape together,
+separated from his second wife, who had opened proceedings for
+divorce, far from his native land and without any prospects for the
+future, he was brought to a profound religious crisis. With almost
+incredible fortitude he succeeded in fighting his way through this
+difficult period, with the remarkable result that the former Bohemian,
+atheist, and scoffer was gradually able to emerge with the firm
+assurance of a prophet, and even enter a new creative period, perhaps
+mightier than before. One cannot help reflecting that a man capable of
+overcoming a crisis of such a formidable character and of several years'
+duration, as this one of Strindberg's had been, with reason intact and
+even with increased creative power, in reality, in spite of his
+hypersensitive nervous system, must have been an unusually strong man
+both physically and mentally.
+
+Upon trying to define more closely what actual relation the play
+has to those events of Strindberg's restless life, of which we have
+given a rough outline, we find that for the most part the author
+has undoubtedly made use of his own experiences, but has adapted,
+combined and added to them still more, so that the result is a
+mixture of real experience and imagination, all moulded into a
+carefully worked out artistic form.
+
+If to begin with, we dwell for a while on Part I it is evident that
+the hurried wanderings of THE STRANGER and THE LADY between the
+street corner, the room in the hotel, the sea and the Rose Room
+with the mother-in-law, have their foundation--often in detail--in
+Strindberg's rovings with Frida Uhl. I will give a few examples. In
+a book by Frida Uhl about her marriage to the Swedish genius
+(splendid in parts but not very reliable) she recalls that the
+month before her marriage she took rooms at Neustaedtische
+Kirchstrasse 1, in Berlin, facing a Gothic church in Dorotheenstrasse,
+situated at the cross-roads between the post office in Dorotheenstrasse
+and the cafe 'Zum Schwarzen Ferkel' in Wilhelmstrasse. This Berlin
+environment appears to be almost exactly reproduced in the
+introductory scene of Part I, where THE STRANGER and THE LADY meet
+outside a little Gothic church with a post office and cafe adjoining.
+The happy scenes by the sea are, of course, pleasant recollections
+from Heligoland, and the many discussions about money matters in
+the midst of the honeymoon are quite explicable when we know how
+the dramatist was continually haunted by money troubles, even if
+occasionally he received a big fee, and that this very financial
+insecurity was one of the chief reasons why Frida Uhl's father
+opposed the marriage. Again, the country scenes which follow in
+Part I, shift to the hilly country round the Danube, with their
+Catholic Calvaries and expiation chapels, where Strindberg lived
+with his parents-in-law in Mondsee and with his wife's grandparents
+in Dornach and the neighbouring village Klam, with its mill, its
+smithy, and its gloomy ravine. The Rose Room was the name he gave
+to the room in which he lived during his stay with his mother-in-law
+and his daughter Kerstin in Klam in the autumn of 1896, as he has
+himself related in one of his autobiographical books _Inferno_.
+In this way we could go on, showing how the localities which are
+to be met with in the drama often correspond in detail to the
+places Strindberg had visited in the course of his pilgrimage
+during the years 1893-1898. Space prevents us, however, from
+entering on a more detailed analysis in this respect.
+
+That THE STRANGER represents Strindberg's _alter ego_ is evident in
+many ways, even apart from the fact that THE STRANGER'S wanderings
+from place to place, as we have already seen, bear a direct
+relation to those of Strindberg himself. THE STRANGER is an author,
+like Strindberg; his childhood of hate is Strindberg's own; other
+details--such as for instance that THE STRANGER has refused to
+attend his father's funeral, that the Parish Council has wanted to
+take his child away from him, that on account of his writings he
+has suffered lawsuits, illness, poverty, exile, divorce; that in
+the police description he is characterised as a person without a
+permanent situation, with uncertain income; married, but had
+deserted his wife and left his children; known as entertaining
+subversive opinions on social questions (by _The Red Room_, _The
+New Realm_ and other works Strindberg became the great standard-bearer
+of the Swedish Radicals in their campaign against conventionalism
+and bureaucracy); that he gives the impression of not being in full
+possession of his senses; that he is sought by his children's
+guardian because of unpaid maintenance allowance--everything
+corresponds to the experiences of the unfortunate Strindberg
+himself, with all his bitter defeats in life and his triumphs in
+the world of letters.
+
+Those scenes where THE STRANGER is uncertain whether the people he
+sees before him are real or not--he catches hold of THE BEGGAR'S
+arm to feel whether he is a real, live person--or those occasions
+when he appears as a visionary or thought-reader--he describes the
+kitchen in his wife's parental home without ever having seen it,
+and knows her thoughts before she has expressed them--have their
+deep foundation in Strindberg's mental make-up, especially as it
+was during the period of tension in the middle of the 1890's,
+termed the Inferno period, because at that time Strindberg thought
+that he lived in hell. Our most prominent student of Strindberg,
+Professor Martin Lamm, wrote about this in his work on Strindberg's
+dramas:
+
+'In order to understand the first part of _The Road to Damascus_ we
+must take into consideration that the author had not yet shaken off
+his terrifying visions and persecutionary hallucinations. He can
+play with them artistically, sometimes he feels tempted to make a
+joke of them, but they still retain for him their "terrifying
+semi-reality." It is this which makes the drama so bewildering,
+but at the same time so vigorous and affecting. Later, when
+depicting dream states, he creates an artful blend of reality and
+poetry. He produces more exquisite works of art, but he no longer
+gives the same anguished impression of a soul striving to free
+itself from the meshes of his _idees fixes_.'
+
+With his hypersensitive nervous system Strindberg, like THE
+STRANGER, really gives the impression of having been a visionary.
+For instance, his author friend Albert Engstroem, has told how one
+evening during a stay far out in the Stockholm skerries, far from
+all civilisation, Strindberg suddenly had a feeling that his little
+daughter was ill, and wanted to return to town at once. True
+enough, it turned out that the girl had fallen ill just at the time
+when Strindberg had felt the warning. As regards thought-reading,
+it appears that at the slightest change in expression and often for
+no perceptible reason at all, Strindberg would draw the most
+definite conclusions, as definite as from an uttered word or an
+action. This we have to keep in mind, for instance, when judging
+Strindberg's accusations against his wife in _Le Plaidoyer d'un
+Fou_, the book which THE LADY in _The Road to Damascus_ is tempted
+to read, in spite of having been forbidden by THE STRANGER, with
+tragic results. In Part III of the drama Strindberg lets THE
+STRANGER discuss this thought-reading problem with his first wife.
+THE STRANGER says:
+
+'We made a mistake when we were living together, because we accused
+each other of wicked thoughts before they'd become actions; and
+lived in mental reservations instead of realities. For instance, I
+once noticed how you enjoyed the defiling gaze of a strange man,
+and I accused you of unfaithfulness';
+
+to which THE LADY, to Strindberg's satisfaction, has to reply:
+
+'You were wrong to do it, and right. Because my thoughts were
+sinful.'
+
+As regards the other figures in the gallery of characters in Part
+I, we have already shown THE LADY as the identical counterpart in
+all essentials of Strindberg's second wife, Frida Uhl. Like the
+latter THE LADY is a Catholic, has a grandfather, Dr. Cornelius
+Reisch--called THE OLD MAN in the drama--whose passion is shooting;
+and a mother, Maria Uhl, with a predilection for religious
+discourses in Strindberg's own style; another detail, the fact that
+she was eighteen years old before she crossed to the other shore to
+see what had shimmered dimly in the distant haze, corresponds with
+Frida Uhl's statement that she had been confined in a convent until
+she was eighteen and a half years old. On the other hand, the chief
+female character of the drama does not correspond to her real life
+counterpart in that she is supposed to have been married to a
+doctor before eloping with THE STRANGER, Strindberg. Here
+reminiscences from Strindberg's first marriage play a part. Siri
+von Essen, Strindberg's first wife, was married to an officer,
+Baron Wrangel, and both the Wrangels received Strindberg kindly in
+their home as a friend. Love quickly flared up between Siri von
+Essen-Wrangel and Strlndberg. She obtained a divorce from her
+husband and married Strindberg. Baron von Wrangel shortly
+afterwards married again, a cousin of Siri von Essen. Knowing these
+matrimonial complications we understand how Strindberg must have
+felt when, on the point of leaving for Heligoland to marry Frida
+Uhl, he met his former wife's (Siri von Essen) first husband, Baron
+Wrangel, on Lehrter Station in Berlin, and found that, like
+Strindberg himself, he was on a lover's errand. Knowing all this we
+need not be surprised at the extremely complicated matrimonial
+relations in _The Road to Damascus_, where, for example, for the
+sake of THE STRANGER, THE DOCTOR obtains a divorce from THE LADY in
+order to marry THE STRANGER'S first wife. In addition to Baron
+Wrangel a doctor in the town of Ystad, in the south of Sweden--Dr.
+Eliasson who attended Strindberg during his most difficult period--
+has stood as a model for THE DOCTOR. We note in particular that the
+description of the doctor's house enclosing a courtyard on three
+sides, tallies with a type of building which is characteristic of
+the south of Sweden. When THE DOCTOR ruthlessly explains to THE
+STRANGER that the asylum, 'The Good Help,' was not a hospital but a
+lunatic asylum, he expresses Strindberg's own misgivings that the
+St. Louis Hospital, of which, as mentioned above, Strindberg was
+an inmate in the beginning of the year 1895, was really to be
+regarded as a lunatic asylum.
+
+Even minor characters, such as CAESAR and THE BEGGAR have their
+counterparts in real life, even though in the main they are
+fantastic creations of his imagination. The guardian of his
+daughter, Kerstin, a relative of Frida Uhl's, was called Dr. Caesar
+R. v. Weyr. Regarding THE BEGGAR it may be enough to quote
+Strindberg's feelings when confronted with the collections made by
+his Paris friends:
+
+'I am a beggar who has no right to go to cafes. Beggar! That is the
+right word; it rings in my ears and brings a burning blush to my
+cheeks, the blush of shame, humiliation, and rage!
+
+'To think that six weeks ago I sat at this table! My theatre
+manager addressed me as Dear Master; journalists strove to
+interview me, the photographer begged to be allowed to sell my
+portrait. And now: a beggar, a branded man, an outcast from
+society!'
+
+After this we can understand why Strindberg in _The Road to
+Damascus_ apparently in such surprising manner is seized by the
+suspicion that he is himself the beggar.
+
+We have thus seen that Part I of _The Road to Damascus_ is at the
+same time a free creation of fantasy and a drama of portrayal. The
+elements of realism are starkly manifest, but they are moulded and
+hammered into a work of art by a force of combinative imagination
+rising far above the task of mere descriptive realism. The scenes
+unroll themselves in calculated sequence up to the central asylum
+picture, from there to return in reverse order through the second
+half of the drama, thus symbolising life's continuous repetition of
+itself, Kierkegaard's _Gentagelse_. The first part of _The Road to
+Damascus_ is the one most frequently produced on the stage. This is
+understandable, having regard to its firm structure and the
+consistency of its faith in a Providence directing the fortunes and
+misfortunes of man, whether the individual rages in revolt or
+submits in quiet resignation.
+
+The second part of _The Road to Damascus_ is dominated by the
+scenes of the great alchemist banquet which, in all its fantastic
+oddity, is one of the most suggestive ever created on the ancient
+theme of the fickleness of fortune. It was suggested above that
+there were two factors beyond all others binding Strindberg to the
+world and making him hesitate before the monastery; one was woman,
+from whom he sets himself free in Part II, after the birth of a
+child--precisely as in his marriage to Frida Uhl--the other was
+scientific honour, in its highest phase equivalent, to Strindberg,
+to the power to produce gold. Countless were the experiments for
+this purpose made by Strindberg in his primitive laboratories, and
+countless his failures. To the world-famous author, literary honour
+meant little as opposed to the slightest prospect of being
+acknowledged as a prominent scientist. Harriet Bosse has told me
+that Strindberg seldom said anything about his literary work, never
+was interested in what other people thought of them, or troubled to
+read the reviews; but on the other hand he would often, with
+sparkling eyes and childish pride, show her strips of paper,
+stained at one end with some golden-brown substance. 'Look,' he
+said, 'this is pure gold, and I have made it!' In face of the
+stubborn scepticism of scientific experts Strindberg was, however,
+driven to despair as to his ability, and felt his dreams of fortune
+shattered, as did THE STRANGER at the macabre banquet given in his
+honour--a banquet which was, as a matter of fact, planned by his
+Paris friends, not, as Strindberg would have liked to believe, in
+honour of the great scientist, but to the great author.
+
+In Part I of _The Road to Damascus_, THE STRANGER replies with a
+hesitating 'Perhaps' when THE LADY wants to lead him to the
+protecting Church; and at the end of Part II he exclaims: 'Come,
+priest, before I change my mind'; but in Part III his decision is
+final, he enters the monastery. The reason is that not even THE
+LADY in her third incarnation had shown herself capable of
+reconciling him to life. The wedding day scenes just before,
+between Harriet Bosse and the ageing author, form, however, the
+climax of Part III and are among the most poetically moving that
+Strindberg has ever written.
+
+Besides having his belief in the rapture of love shattered, THE
+STRANGER also suffers disappointment at seeing his child fall short
+of expectations. The meeting between the daughter Sylvia and THE
+STRANGER probably refers to an episode from the summer of 1899,
+when Strindberg, after long years of suffering in foreign
+countries, saw his beloved Swedish skerries again, and also his
+favourite daughter Greta, who had come over from Finland to meet
+him. Contrary to the version given in the drama, the reunion of
+father and daughter seems to have been very happy and cordial.
+However, it is typical of the fate-oppressed Strindberg that in his
+work even the happiest summer memories become tinged with black.
+Once and for all the dark colours on his palette were the most
+intense.
+
+The final entry into the monastery was more a symbol for the
+struggling author's dream of peace and atonement than a real thing
+in his life. It is true he visited the Benedictine monastery,
+Maredsous, in Belgium in 1898, and its well stocked library came to
+play a certain part In the drama, but already he realised, after
+one night's sojourn there, that he had no call for the monastic
+life.
+
+Seen as a whole the trilogy marks a turning point in Strindberg's
+dramatic production. The logical, calculated concentration of his
+naturalistic work of the 1880's has given way to a freer form of
+composition, in which the atmosphere has come to mean more than the
+dialogue, the musical and dreamlike qualities more than
+conciseness. _The Road to Damascus_ abounds with details from real
+life, reproduced in sharply naturalistic manner, but these are not,
+as things were in his earlier works viewed by the author _a priori_
+as reality but become wrapped in dreamlike mystery. Just as with
+_Lady Julia_ and _The Father_ Strindberg ushered in the naturalistic
+drama of the 1880's, so in the years around the turn of the century
+he was, with his symbolist cycle _The Road to Damascus_, to break
+new ground for European drama which had gradually become stuck in
+fixed formulas. _The Road to Damascus_ became a landmark in world
+literature both as a brilliant work of art and as bearer of new
+stage technique.
+
+GUNNAR OLLEN
+
+Translated by
+ESTHER JOHANSON
+
+
+
+
+
+
+
+PART ONE
+
+
+CHARACTERS
+
+THE STRANGER
+THE LADY
+THE BEGGAR
+THE DOCTOR
+HIS SISTER
+AN OLD MAN
+A MOTHER
+AN ABBESS
+A CONFESSOR
+
+less important figures
+FIRST MOURNER
+SECOND MOURNER
+THIRD MOURNER
+LANDLORD
+CAESAR
+WAITER
+
+non-speaking
+A SMITH
+MILLER'S WIFE
+FUNERAL ATTENDANTS
+
+
+SCENES
+
+SCENE I Street Corner SCENE XVII
+SCENE II Doctor's House SCENE XVI
+SCENE III Room in an Hotel SCENE XV
+SCENE IV By the Sea SCENE XIV
+SCENE V On the Road SCENE XIII
+SCENE VI In a Ravine SCENE XII
+SCENE VII In a Kitchen SCENE XI
+SCENE VIII The 'Rose' Room SCENE X
+SCENE IX Convent
+
+
+AUGUST STRINDBERG
+
+THE ROAD TO DAMASCUS
+PART ONE
+
+English Version by
+GRAHAM RAWSON
+
+First Performance in England by the Stage Society at the
+Westminster Theatre, 2nd May 1937
+
+CAST
+
+THE STRANGER Francis James
+THE LADY Wanda Rotha
+THE BEGGAR Alexander Sarner
+FIRST MOURNER George Cormack
+SECOND MOURNER Kenneth Bell
+THIRD MOURNER Peter Bennett
+FOURTH MOURNER Bryan Sears
+FIFTH MOURNER Michael Boyle
+SIXTH MOURNER Stephen Patrick
+THE LANDLORD Stephen Jack
+THE DOCTOR Neil Porter
+HIS SISTER Olga Martin
+CAESAR Peter Land
+A WAITER Peter Bennett
+AN OLD MAN A. Corney Grain
+A MOTHER Frances Waring
+THE SMITH Norman Thomas
+THE MILLER'S WIFE Julia Sandham
+AN ABBESS Natalia Moya
+A CONFESSOR Tristan Rawson
+
+PRODUCER Carl H. Jaffe
+ASSISTANT PRODUCER Ossia Trilling
+
+
+SCENE I
+
+STREET CORNER
+
+[Street Corner with a seat under a tree; the side-door of a small
+Gothic Church nearby; also a post office and a cafe with chairs
+outside it. Both post office and cafe are shut. A funeral march is
+heard off, growing louder sand then fainter. A STRANGER is standing
+on the edge of the pavement and seems uncertain which way to go. A
+church clock strikes: first the four quarters and then the hour. It
+is three o'clock. A LADY enters and greets the STRANGER. She is
+about to pass him, but stops.]
+
+STRANGER. It's you! I almost knew you'd come.
+
+LADY. You wanted me: I felt it. But why are you waiting here?
+
+STRANGER. I don't know. I must wait somewhere.
+
+LADY. Who are you waiting for?
+
+STRANGER. I wish I could tell you! For forty years I've been
+waiting for something: I believe they call it happiness; or the end
+of unhappiness. (Pause.) There's that terrible music again. Listen!
+But don't go, I beg you. I'll feel afraid, if you do.
+
+LADY. We met yesterday for the first time; and talked for four
+hours. You roused my sympathy, but you mustn't abuse my kindness on
+that account.
+
+STRANGER. I know that well enough. But I beg you not to leave me.
+I'm a stranger here, without friends; and my few acquaintances seem
+more like enemies.
+
+LADY. You have enemies everywhere. You're lonely everywhere. Why
+did you leave your wife and children?
+
+STRANGER. I wish I knew. I wish I knew why I still live; why I'm
+here now; where I should go and what I should do! Do you believe
+that the living can be damned already?
+
+LADY. No.
+
+STRANGER. Look at me.
+
+LADY. Hasn't life brought you a single pleasure?
+
+STRANGER. Not one! If at any time I thought so, it was merely a
+trap to tempt me to prolong my miseries. If ripe fruit fell into my
+hand, it was poisoned or rotten at the core.
+
+LADY. What is your religion--if you'll forgive the question?
+
+STRANGER. Only this: that when I can bear things no longer, I shall
+go.
+
+LADY. Where?
+
+STRANGER. Into annihilation. If I don't hold life in my hand, at
+least I hold death. ... It gives me an amazing feeling of power.
+
+LADY. You're playing with death!
+
+STRANGER. As I've played with life. (Pause.) I was a writer. But in
+spite of my melancholy temperament I've never been able to take
+anything seriously--not even my worst troubles. Sometimes I even
+doubt whether life itself has had any more reality than my books.
+(A De Profundis is heard from the funeral procession.) They're
+coming back. Why must they process up and down these streets?
+
+LADY. Do you fear them?
+
+STRANGER. They annoy me. The place might be bewitched. No, it's not
+death I fear, but solitude; for then one's not alone. I don't know
+who's there, I or another, but in solitude one's not alone. The air
+grows heavy and seems to engender invisible beings, who have life
+and whose presence can be felt.
+
+LADY. You've noticed that?
+
+STRANGER. For some time I've noticed a great deal; but not as I
+used to. Once I merely saw objects and events, forms and colours,
+whilst now I perceive ideas and meanings. Life, that once had no
+meaning, has begun to have one. Now I discern intention where I
+used to see nothing but chance. (Pause.) When I met you yesterday
+it struck me you'd been sent across my path, either to save me, or
+destroy me.
+
+LADY. Why should I destroy you?
+
+STRANGER. Because it may be your destiny.
+
+LADY. No such idea ever crossed my mind; it was largely sympathy I
+felt for you. ... Never, in all my life, have I met anyone like
+you. I have only to look at you for the tears to start to my eyes.
+Tell me, what have you on your conscience? Have you done something
+wrong, that's never been discovered or punished?
+
+STRANGER. You may well ask! No, I've no more sins on my conscience
+than other free men. Except this: I determined that life should
+never make a fool of me.
+
+LADY. You must let yourself be fooled, more or less, to live at
+all.
+
+STRANGER. That would seem a kind of duty; but one I wanted to get
+out of. (Pause.) I've another secret. It's whispered in the family
+that I'm a changeling.
+
+LADY. What's that?
+
+STRANGER. A child substituted by the elves for the baby that was
+born.
+
+LADY. Do you believe in such things?
+
+STRANGER. No. But, as a parable, there's something to be said for
+it. (Pause.) As a child I was always crying and didn't seem to take
+to life in this world. I hated my parents, as they hated me. I
+brooked no constraint, no conventions, no laws, and my longing was
+for the woods and the sea.
+
+LADY. Did you ever see visions?
+
+STRANGER. Never. But I've often thought that two beings were
+guiding my destiny. One offers me all I desire; but the other's
+ever at hand to bespatter the gifts with filth, so that they're
+useless to me and I can't touch them. It's true that life has given
+me all I asked of it--but everything's turned out worthless to me.
+
+LADY. You've had everything and yet are not content?
+
+STRANGER. That is the curse. ...
+
+LADY. Don't say that! But why haven't you desired things that
+transcend this life, that can never be sullied?
+
+STRANGER. Because I doubt if there is a beyond.
+
+LADY. But the elves?
+
+STRANGER. Are merely a fairy story. (Pointing to a seat.) Shall we
+sit down?
+
+LADY. Yes. Who are you waiting for?
+
+STRANGER. Really, for the post office to open. There's a letter for
+me--it's been forwarded on but hasn't reached me. (They sit down.)
+But tell me something of yourself now. (The Lady takes up her
+crochet work.)
+
+LADY. There's nothing to tell.
+
+STRANGER. Strangely enough, I should prefer to think of you like
+that. Impersonal, nameless--I only do know one of your names. I'd
+like to christen you myself--let me see, what ought you to be
+called? I've got it. Eve! (With a gesture towards the wings.)
+Trumpets! (The funeral march is heard again.) There it is again!
+Now I must invent your age, for I don't know how old you are. From
+now on you are thirty-four--so you were born in sixty-four.
+(Pause.) Now your character, for I don't know that either. I shall
+give you a good character, your voice reminds me of my mother--I
+mean the idea of a mother, for my mother never caressed me, though
+I can remember her striking me. You see, I was brought up in hate!
+An eye for an eye--a tooth for a tooth. You see this scar on my
+forehead? That comes from a blow my brother gave me with an axe,
+after I'd struck him with a stone. I never went to my father's
+funeral, because he turned me out of the house when my sister
+married. I was born out of wedlock, when my family were bankrupt
+and in mourning for an uncle who had taken his life. Now you know
+my family! That's the stock I come from. Once I narrowly escaped
+fourteen years' hard labour--so I've every reason to thank the
+elves, though I can't be altogether pleased with what they've done.
+
+LADY. I like to hear you talk. But don't speak of the elves: it
+makes me sad.
+
+STRANGER. Frankly, I don't believe in them; yet they're always
+making themselves felt. Are these elves the souls of the unhappy,
+who still await redemption? If so, I am the child of an evil
+spirit. Once I believed I was near redemption--through a woman.
+But no mistake could have been greater: I was plunged into the
+seventh hell.
+
+LADY. You must be unhappy. But this won't go on always.
+
+STRANGER. Do you think church bells and Holy Water could comfort
+me? I've tried them; they only made things worse. I felt like the
+Devil when he sees the sign of the cross. (Pause.) Let's talk about
+you now.
+
+LADY. There's no need. (Pause.) Have you been blamed for misusing
+your gifts?
+
+STRANGER. I've been blamed for everything. In the town I lived in
+no one was so hated as I. Lonely I came in and lonely I went out.
+If I entered a public place people avoided me. If I wanted to rent
+a room, it would be let. The priests laid a ban on me from the
+pulpit, teachers from their desks and parents in their homes. The
+church committee wanted to take my children from me. Then I
+blasphemously shook my fist ... at heaven!
+
+LADY. Why did they hate you so?
+
+STRANGER. How should I know! Yet I do! I couldn't endure to see men
+suffer. So I kept on saying, and writing, too: free yourselves, I
+will help you. And to the poor I said: do not let the rich exploit
+you. And to the women: do not allow yourselves to be enslaved by
+the men. And--worst of all--to the children: do not obey your
+parents, if they are unjust. What followed was impossible to
+foresee. I found that everyone was against me: rich and poor, men
+and women, parents and children. And then came sickness and
+poverty, beggary and shame, divorce, law-suits, exile, solitude,
+and now. ... Tell me, do you think me mad?
+
+LADY. No.
+
+STRANGER. You must be the only one. But I'm all the more grateful.
+
+LADY (rising). I must leave you now.
+
+STRANGER. You, too?
+
+LADY. And you mustn't stay here.
+
+STRANGER. Where should I go?
+
+LADY. Home. To your work.
+
+STRANGER. But I'm no worker. I'm a writer.
+
+LADY. I know. But I didn't want to hurt you. Creative power is
+something given you, that can also taken away. See you don't
+forfeit yours.
+
+STRANGER. Where are you going?
+
+LADY. Only to a shop.
+
+STRANGER (after a pause). Tell me, are you a believer?
+
+LADY. I am nothing.
+
+STRANGER. All the better: you have a future. How I wish I were your
+old blind father, whom you could lead to the market place to sing
+for his bread. My tragedy is I cannot grow old that's what happens
+to children of the elves, they have big heads and never only cry. I
+wish I were someone's dog. I could follow him and never be alone
+again. I'd get a meal sometimes, a kick now and then, a pat
+perhaps, a blow often. ...
+
+LADY. Now I must go. Good-bye. (She goes out.)
+
+STRANGER (absent-mindedly). Good-bye. (He remains on the seat. He
+takes off his hat and wipes his forehead. Then he draws on the
+ground with his stick. A BEGGAR enters. He has a strange look and
+is collecting objects from the gutter.) White are you picking up,
+beggar?
+
+BEGGAR. Why call me that? I'm no beggar. Have I asked you for
+anything?
+
+STRANGER. I beg your pardon. It's so hard to judge men from
+appearances.
+
+BEGGAR. That's true. For instance, can you guess who I am?
+
+STRANGER. I don't intend to try. It doesn't interest me.
+
+BEGGAR. No one can know that in advance. Interest commonly comes
+afterwards--when it's too late. Virtus post nummos!
+
+STRANGER. What? Do beggars know Latin?
+
+BEGGAR. You see, you're interested already. Omne tulit punctum qui
+miscuit utile dulci. I have always succeeded in everything I've
+undertaken, because I've never attempted anything. I should like to
+call myself Polycrates, who found the gold ring in the fish's
+stomach. Life has given me all I asked of it. But I never asked
+anything; I grew tired of success and threw the ring away. Yet, now
+I've grown old I regret it. I search for it in the gutters; but as
+the search takes time, in default of my gold ring I don't disdain a
+few cigar stumps. ...
+
+STRANGER. I don't know whether this beggar's cynical or mad.
+
+BEGGAR. I don't know either.
+
+STRANGER. Do you know who I am?
+
+BEGGAR. No. And it doesn't interest me.
+
+STRANGER. Well, interest commonly comes afterwards. ... You see you
+tempt me to take the words out of your mouth. And that's the same
+thing as picking up other people's cigars.
+
+BEGGAR. So you won't follow my example?
+
+STRANGER. What's that scar on your forehead?
+
+BEGGAR. I got it from a near relation.
+
+STRANGER. Now you frighten me! Are you real? May I touch you? (He
+touches his arm.) There's no doubt of it. ... Would you deign to
+accept a small coin in return for a promise to seek Polycrates'
+ring in another part of the town? (He hands him a coin.) Post
+nummos virtus. ... Another echo. You must go at once.
+
+BEGGAR. I will. But you've given me far too much. I'll return
+three-quarters of it. Now we owe one another nothing but
+friendship.
+
+STRANGER. Friendship! Am I a friend of yours?
+
+BEGGAR. Well, I am of yours. When one's alone in the world one
+can't be particular.
+
+STRANGER. Then let me tell you you forget yourself...
+
+BEGGAR. Only too pleased! But when we meet again I'll have a word
+of welcome for you. (Exit.)
+
+STRANGER (sitting down again and drawing in the dust with his
+stick). Sunday afternoon! A long, dank, sad time, after the usual
+Sunday dinner of roast beef, cabbage and watery potatoes. Now the
+older people are testing, the younger playing chess and smoking.
+The servants have gone to church and the shops are shut. This
+frightful afternoon, this day of rest, when there's nothing to
+engage the soul, when it's as hard to meet a friend as to get into
+a wine shop. (The LADY comes back again, she is noun wearing a
+flower at her breast.) Strange! I can't speak without being
+contradicted at once!
+
+LADY. So you're still here?
+
+STRANGER. Whether I sit here, or elsewhere, and write in the sand
+doesn't seem to me to matter--as long so I write in the sand.
+
+LADY. What are you writing? May I see?
+
+STRANGER. I think you'll find: Eve 1864. ... No, don't step on it.
+
+LADY. What happens then?
+
+STRANGER. A disaster for you ... and for me.
+
+LADY. You know that?
+
+STRANGER. Yes, and more. That the Christmas rose you're wearing is
+a mandragora. Its symbolical meaning is malice and calumny; but it
+was once used in medicine for the healing of madness. Will you give
+it me?
+
+LADY (hesitating). As medicine?
+
+STRANGER. Of course. (Pause.) Have you read my books?
+
+LADY. You know I have. And that it's you I have to thank for giving
+me freedom and a belief in human rights and human dignity.
+
+STRANGER. Then you haven't read the recent ones?
+
+LADY. No. And if they're not like the earlier ones I don't want to.
+
+STRANGER. Then promise never to open another book of mine.
+
+LADY. Let me think that over. Very well, I promise.
+
+STRANGER. Good! But see you keep your promise. Remember what
+happened to Bluebeard's wife when curiosity tempted her into the
+forbidden chamber. ...
+
+LADY. You see, already you make demands like those of a Bluebeard.
+What you don't see, or have long since forgotten, is that I'm
+married, and that my husband's a doctor, and that he admires your
+work. So that his house is open to you, if you wish to be made
+welcome there.
+
+STRANGER. I've done all I can to forget it. I've expunged it from
+my memory so that it no longer has any reality for me.
+
+LADY. If that's so, will you come home with me to-night?
+
+STRANGER. No. Will you come with me?
+
+LADY. Where?
+
+STRANGER. Anywhere! I have no home, only a trunk. Money I sometimes
+have--though not often. It's the one thing life has capriciously
+refused me, perhaps because I never desired it intensely enough.
+(The LADY shakes her head.) Well? What are you thinking?
+
+LADY. I'm surprised I'm not angry with you. But you're not serious.
+
+STRANGER. Whether I am or not's all one to me. Ah! There's the
+organ! It won't be long now before the drink shops open.
+
+LADY. Is it true _you_ drink?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. A great deal! Wine makes my soul from her prison, up
+into the firmament, where she what has never yet been seen, and
+hears what men never yet heard. ...
+
+LADY. And the day after?
+
+STRANGER. I have the most delightful scruples of conscience! I
+experience the purifying emotions of guilt and repentance. I enjoy
+the sufferings of the body, whilst my soul hovers like smoke about
+my head. It is as if one were suspended between Life and Death,
+when the spirit feels that she has already opened her pinions and
+could fly aloft, if she would.
+
+LADY. Come into the church for a moment. You'll hear no sermon,
+only the beautiful music of vespers.
+
+STRANGER. No. Not into church! It depresses me because I feel I
+don't belong there. ... That I'm an unhappy soul and that it's as
+impossible for me to re-enter as to become a child again.
+
+LADY. You feel all that ... already?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. I've got that far. I feel as if I lay hacked in
+pieces and were being slowly melted in Medea's cauldron. Either I
+shall be sent to the soap-boilers, or arise renewed from my own
+dripping! It depends on Medea's skill!
+
+LADY. That sounds like the word of an oracle. We must see if you
+can't become a child again.
+
+STRANGER. We should have to start with the cradle; and this time
+with the right child.
+
+LADY. Exactly! Wait here for me whilst I go into the church. If the
+cafe were open I'd ask you please not to drink. But luckily it's
+shut.
+
+(The LADY exits. The STRANGER sits down again and draws in the
+sand. Enter six funeral attendants in brown with some mourners. One
+of them carries a banner with the insignia of the Carpenters,
+draped in brown crepe; another a large axe decorated with spruce, a
+third a cushion with a chairman's mallet. They stop outside the
+cafe and wait.)
+
+STRANGER. Excuse me, whose funeral have you been attending?
+
+FIRST MOURNER. A house-breaker's. (He imitates the ticking of a
+clock.)
+
+STRANGER. A real house-breaker? Or the insect sort, that lodges in
+the woodwork and goes 'tick-tick'?
+
+FIRST MOURNER. Both--but mainly the insect sort. What do they call
+them?
+
+STRANGER (to himself). He wants to fool me into saying the
+death-watch beetle. So I won't. You mean a burglar?
+
+SECOND MOURNER. No. (The clock is again heard ticking.)
+
+STRANGER. Are you trying to frighten me? Or does the dead man work
+miracles? In that case I'd better explain that my nerves are good,
+and that I don't believe in miracles. But I do find it strange that
+the mourners wear brown. Why not black? It's cheap and suitable.
+
+THIRD MOURNER. To us, in our simplicity, it looks black; but if
+Your Honour wishes it, it shall look brown to you.
+
+STRANGER. A queer company! They give me an uneasy feeling I'd like
+to ascribe to the wine I drank yesterday. If I were to ask if that
+were spruce, you'd probably say--well what?
+
+FIRST MOURNER. Vine leaves.
+
+STRANGER. I thought it would not be spruce! The cafe's opening, at
+last! (The Cafe opens, the STRANGER sits at a table and is served
+with wine. The MOURNERS sit at the other tables.) They must have
+been glad to be rid of him, if the mourners start drinking as soon
+as the funeral's over.
+
+FIRST MOURNER. He was a good-for-nothing, who couldn't take life
+seriously.
+
+STRANGER. And who probably drank?
+
+SECOND MOURNER. Yes.
+
+THIRD MOURNER. And let others support his wife and children.
+
+STRANGER. He shouldn't have done so. Is that why his friends speak
+so well of him now? Please don't shake my table when I'm drinking.
+
+SECOND MOURNER. When I'm drinking, I don't mind.
+
+STRANGER. Well, I do. There's a great difference between us! (The
+MOURNERS whisper together. The BEGGAR comes back.) Here's the
+beggar again!
+
+BEGGAR (sitting down at a table). Wine. Moselle!
+
+LANDLORD (consulting a police last). I can't serve you: you've not
+paid your taxes. Here's your name, age and profession, and the
+decision of the court.
+
+BEGGAR. Omnia serviliter pro dominatione! I'm a free man with a
+university education. I refused to pay taxes because I didn't want
+to become a member of parliament. Moselle!
+
+LANDLORD. You'll get free transport to the poor house, if you don't
+get out.
+
+STRANGER. Couldn't you gentlemen settle this somewhere else. You're
+disturbing your patrons.
+
+LANDLORD. You can witness I'm in the right.
+
+STRANGER. No. The whole thing's too distressing. Even without
+paying taxes he has the right to enjoy life's small pleasures.
+
+LANDLORD. So you're the kind who'd absolve vagabonds from their
+duties?
+
+STRANGER. This is too much! I'd have you know that I'm a famous
+man. (The LANDLORD and MOURNERS laugh.)
+
+LANDLORD. Infamous, probably! Let me look at the police list, and
+see if the description tallies: thirty-eight, brown hair,
+moustache, blue eyes; no settled employment, means unknown;
+married, but has deserted his wife and children; well known for
+revolutionary views on social questions: gives impression he is not
+in full possession of his faculties. ... It fits!
+
+STRANGER (rising, pale and taken aback). What?
+
+LANDLORD. Yes. It fits all right.
+
+BEGGAR. Perhaps he's on the list. And not me!
+
+LANDLORD. It looks like it. In any case, both of you had better
+clear out.
+
+BEGGAR (to the STRANGER). Shall we?
+
+STRANGER. We? This begins to look like a conspiracy.
+
+(The church bells are heard. The sun comes out and illuminates the
+coloured rose window above the church door, which is now opened,
+disclosing the interior. The organ is heard and the choir singing
+Ave Maris Stella.)
+
+LADY (coming from the church). Where are you? What are you doing?
+Why did you call me? Must you hang on a woman's skirts like a
+child?
+
+STRANGER. I'm afraid now. Things are happening that have no natural
+explanation.
+
+LADY. But you were afraid of nothing. Not even death!
+
+STRANGER. Death ... no. But of something else, the unknown.
+
+LADY. Listen. Give me your hand. You're ill, I'll take you to a
+doctor. Come!
+
+STRANGER. If you like. But tell me: is this carnival, or ... reality?
+
+LADY. It's real enough.
+
+STRANGER. This beggar must be a wretched fellow. Is it true he
+resembles me?
+
+LADY. He will, if you go on drinking. Now go to the post office and
+get your letter. And then come with me.
+
+STRANGER. No, I won't. It'll only be about lawsuits.
+
+LADY. If not?
+
+STRANGER. Malicious gossip.
+
+LADY. Well, do as you wish. No one can escape his fate. At this
+moment I feel a higher power is sitting in judgment on us and has
+made a decision.
+
+STRANGER. You feel that, too! I heard the hammer fall just now; and
+the chairs being pushed back. The clerk's being sent to find me!
+Oh, the suspense! No, I can't follow you.
+
+LADY. Tell me, what have you done to me? In the church I found I
+couldn't pray. A light on the altar was extinguished and an icy
+wind blew in my face when I heard you call me.
+
+STRANGER. I didn't call you. But I wanted you.
+
+LADY. You're not as weak as you pretend. You have great strength;
+and I'm afraid of you. ...
+
+STRANGER. When I'm alone I've no strength at all; but if I can find
+a single companion I grow strong. I shall be strong now; and so
+I'll follow you.
+
+LADY. Perhaps you can free me from the werewolf.
+
+STRANGER. Who's he?
+
+LADY. That's what I call him.
+
+STRANGER. Count on me. Killing dragons, freeing princesses,
+defeating werewolves--that is Life!
+
+LADY. Then come, my liberator!
+
+(She draws her veil over her face, kisses him on the mouth and
+hurries out. The STRANGER stands where he is for a moment,
+surprised and stunned. A loud chord sung by women's voices, rather
+like a cry, is heard from the church. The rose window suddenly
+grows dark and the tree above the seat is shaken by the wind. The
+MOURNERS rise and look at the sky, as if they could see something
+terrifying. The STRANGER hurries out after the LADY.)
+
+
+SCENE II
+
+DOCTOR'S HOUSE
+
+[Courtyard enclosed on three sides by a single-storied house with a
+tiled roof. Small windows in all three facades. Right, verandah
+with glass doors. Left, climbing roses and bee-hives outside the
+windows. In the middle of the courtyard a woodpile in the form of a
+cupola. A well beside it. The top of a walnut tree is seen above
+the central facade of the house. In the corner, right, a garden
+gate. By the well a large tortoise. On right, entrance below to a
+wine-cellar. An ice-chest and dust-bin. The DOCTOR'S SISTER enters
+from the verandah with a telegram.]
+
+SISTER. Now misfortune will fall on your house.
+
+DOCTOR. When has it not, my dear sister?
+
+SISTER. This time. ... Ingeborg's coming and bringing ... guess
+whom?
+
+DOCTOR. Wait! I know, because I've long foreseen this, even desired
+it, for he's a writer I've always admired. I've learnt much from
+him and often wished to meet him. Now he's coming, you say. Where
+did Ingeborg meet him?
+
+SISTER. In town, it seems. Probably in some literary _salon_.
+
+DOCTOR. I've often wondered whether this man was the boy of the
+same name who was my friend at school. I hope not; for he seemed
+one that fortune would treat harshly. And in a life-time he'll have
+given his unhappy tendencies full scope.
+
+SISTER. Don't let him come here. Go out. Say you're engaged.
+
+DOCTOR. No. One can't escape one's fate.
+
+SISTER. But you've never bowed your head to anyone! Why crawl
+before this spectre, and call him fate?
+
+DOCTOR. Life has taught me to. I've wasted time and energy in
+fighting the inevitable.
+
+SISTER. But why allow your wife to behave like this? She'll
+compromise you both.
+
+DOCTOR. You think so? Because, when I made her break off her
+engagement I held out false hopes to her of a life of freedom,
+instead of the slavery she'd known. Besides, I could never love her
+if I were in a position to give her orders.
+
+SISTER. You'd be friends with your enemy?
+
+DOCTOR. Oh ...!
+
+SISTER. Will you let her bring someone into the house who'll
+destroy you? If you only knew how I hate that man.
+
+DOCTOR. I do. His last book's terrible; and shows a certain lack
+of mental balance.
+
+SISTER. They ought to shut him up.
+
+DOCTOR. Many people have said so, but I don't think him bad enough.
+
+SISTER. Because you're eccentric yourself, and live in daily
+contact with a woman who's mad.
+
+DOCTOR. I admit abnormality has always had a strong attraction for
+me, and originality is at least not commonplace. (The syren of a
+steamer is heard.) What was that?
+
+SISTER. Your nerves are on edge. It's only the steamer. (Pause.)
+Now, I implore you, go away!
+
+DOCTOR. I ought to want to; but I'm held fast. (Pause.) From here I
+can see his portrait in my study. The sunlight throws a shadow on
+it that changes it completely. It makes him look like. ...
+Horrible! You see what I mean?
+
+HATER. The devil! Come away!
+
+DOCTOR. I can't.
+
+SISTER. Then at least defend yourself.
+
+DOCTOR. I always do. But this time I feel a thunder storm
+gathering. How often have I tried to fly, and not been able to.
+It's as if the earth were iron and I a compass needle. If
+misfortune comes, it's not of my fee choice. They've come in
+at the door.
+
+SISTER. I heard nothing.
+
+DOCTOR. I did! Now I can see them, too! He _is_ the friend of my
+boyhood. He got into trouble at school; but I was blamed and
+punished. He was nick-named Caesar, I don't know why.
+
+SISTER. And this man. ...
+
+DOCTOR. That's what always happens. Caesar! (The LADY comes in.)
+
+LADY. I've brought a visitor.
+
+DOCTOR. I know, and he's welcome.
+
+LADY. I left him in the house, to wash.
+
+DOCTOR. Well, are you satisfied with your conquest?
+
+LADY. I think he's the unhappiest man I ever met.
+
+DOCTOR. That's saying a great deal.
+
+LADY. Yes, there's enough unhappiness for all of us.
+
+DOCTOR. There is! (To his SISTER.) Would you ask him to come out
+here? (His SISTER goes out.) Have you had an interesting time?
+
+LADY. Yes. I met a number of strange people. Have you had many
+patients?
+
+DOCTOR. No. The consulting room's empty this morning. I think the
+practice is going down.
+
+LADY (kindly). I'm sorry. Tell me, oughtn't that woodpile to be
+taken into the house? It only draws the damp.
+
+DOCTOR (without reproach). Yes, and the bees should be killed, too;
+and the fruit in the garden picked. But I've no time to do it.
+
+LADY. You're tired.
+
+DOCTOR. Tired of everything.
+
+LADY (without bitterness). And you've a wife who can't even help
+you.
+
+DOCTOR (kindly). You mustn't say that, if I don't think so.
+
+LADY (turning towards the verandah). Here he is!
+
+(The STRANGER comes in through the verandah, dressed in a way that
+makes him look younger than before. He has an air of forced
+candour. He seems to recognise the doctor, and shrinks back, but
+recovers himself.)
+
+DOCTOR. You're very welcome.
+
+STRANGER. It's kind of you.
+
+DOCTOR. You bring good weather with you. And we need it; for it's
+rained for six weeks.
+
+STRANGER. Not for seven? It usually rains for seven if it rains on
+St. Swithin's. But that's later on--how foolish of me!
+
+DOCTOR. As you're used to town life I'm afraid you'll find the
+country dull.
+
+STRANGER. Oh no. I'm no more at home there than here. Excuse me
+asking, but haven't we met before--when we were boys?
+
+DOCTOR. Never.
+
+(The LADY has sat down at the table and is crocheting.)
+
+STRANGER. Are you sure?
+
+DOCTOR. Perfectly. I've followed your literary career from the
+first with great interest; as I know my wife has told you. So
+that if we _had_ met I'd certainly have remembered your name.
+(Pause.) Well, now you can see how a country doctor lives!
+
+STRANGER. If you could guess what the life of a so-called
+liberator's like, you wouldn't envy him.
+
+DOCTOR. I can imagine it; for I've seen how men love their chains.
+Perhaps that's as it should be.
+
+STRANGER (listening). Strange. Who's playing in the village?
+
+DOCTOR. I don't know. Do you, Ingeborg?
+
+LADY. No.
+
+STRANGER. Mendelssohn's Funeral March! It pursues me. I never know
+whether I've heard it or not.
+
+DOCTOR. Do you suffer from hallucinations?
+
+STRANGER. No. But I'm pursued by trivial incidents. Can't you hear
+anyone playing?
+
+DOCTOR. Yes.
+
+LADY. Someone _is_ playing. Mendelssohn.
+
+DOCTOR. Not surprising.
+
+STRANGER. No. But that it should be played precisely at the right
+place, at the right time . ... (He gets up.)
+
+DOCTOR. To reassure you, I'll ask my sister. (Exit through the
+verandah.)
+
+STRANGER (to the LADY). I'm stifling here. I can't pass a night
+under this roof. Your husband looks like a werewolf and in his
+presence you turn into a pillar of salt. Murder has been done in
+this house; the place is haunted. I shall escape as soon as I can
+find an excuse.
+
+(The DOCTOR comes back.)
+
+DOCTOR. It's the girl at the post office.
+
+STRANGER (nervously). Good. That's all right. You've an original
+house. That pile of wood, for instance.
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. It's been struck by lightning twice.
+
+STRANGER. Terrible! And you still keep it?
+
+DOCTOR. That's why. I've made it higher out of defiance; and to
+give shade in summer. It's like the prophet's gourd. But in the
+autumn it must go into the wood shed.
+
+STRANGER (looking round). Christmas roses, too! Where did you get
+them? They're flowering in summer! Everything's upside down here.
+
+DOCTOR. They were given me by a patient. He's not quite sane.
+
+STRANGER. Is he staying in the house?
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. He's a quiet soul, who ponders on the purposelessness
+of nature. He thinks it foolish for hellebore to grow in the snow
+and freeze; so he puts the plants in the cellar and beds them out
+in the spring.
+
+STRANGER. But a madman ... in the house. Most unpleasant!
+
+DOCTOR. He's very harmless.
+
+STRANGER. How did he lose his wits?
+
+DOCTOR. Who can tell. It's a disease of the mind, not the body.
+
+STRANGER. Tell me--is he here--now?
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. He's free to wander in the garden and arrange
+creation. But if his presence disquiets you, we can shut him up.
+
+STRANGER. Why aren't such poor devils put out of--their misery?
+
+DOCTOR. It's hard to know whether they're ripe. ...
+
+STRANGER. What for?
+
+DOCTOR. For what's to come.
+
+STRANGER. There _is_ nothing. (Pause.)
+
+DOCTOR. Who knows!
+
+STRANGER. I feel strangely uneasy. Have you medical material ...
+specimens ... dead bodies?
+
+DOCTOR. Oh yes. In the ice-box--for the authorities, you know. (He
+pulls out an arm and leg.) Look here.
+
+STRANGER. No. Too much like Bluebeard!
+
+DOCTOR (sharply). What do you mean by that? (Looking at the LADY.)
+Do you think I kill my wives?
+
+STRANGER. Oh no. It's clear you don't. Is this house haunted, too?
+
+DOCTOR. Oh yes. Ask my wife.(He disappears behind the wood pile
+where neither the STRANGER nor the LADY can see him.)
+
+LADY. You needn't whisper, my husband's deaf. Though he can lip
+read.
+
+STRANGER. Then let me say that I've never known a more painful
+half-hour. We exchange the merest commonplaces, because none of us
+has the courage to say what he thinks. I suffered so that the idea
+came to me of opening my veins to get relief. But now I'd like to
+tell him the truth and have done with it. Shall we say to his face
+that we mean to go away, and that you've had enough of his
+foolishness?
+
+LADY. If you talk like that I'll begin to hate you. You must behave
+under any circumstances.
+
+STRANGER. How well brought up you are! (The DOCTOR now becomes
+visible to the STRANGER and the LADY, who continue their
+conversation.) Come away with me, before the sun goes down.
+(Pause.) Tell me, why did you kiss me yesterday?
+
+LADY. But. ...
+
+STRANGER. Supposing he could hear what we say! I don't trust him.
+
+DOCTOR. What shall we do to amuse our guest?
+
+LADY. He doesn't care much for amusement. His life's not been
+happy.
+
+(The DOCTOR blows a whistle. The MADMAN comes into the garden. He
+wears a laurel wreath and his clothes are curious.)
+
+DOCTOR. Come here, Caesar.
+
+STRANGER (displeased). What? Is he called Caesar?
+
+DOCTOR. No. It's a nickname I gave him, to remind me of a boy I was
+at school with.
+
+STRANGER (disturbed). Oh?
+
+DOCTOR. He was involved in a strange incident, and I got all the
+blame.
+
+LADY (to the STRANGER). You'd never believe a boy could have been
+so corrupt.
+
+(The STRANGER looks distressed. The MADMAN comes nearer.)
+
+DOCTOR. Caesar, come and make your bow to our famous writer.
+
+CAESAR. Is this the great man?
+
+LADY (to the DOCTOR). Why did you let him come, if it annoys our
+guest?
+
+DOCTOR. Caesar, you must behave. Or I shall have to whip you.
+
+CAESAR. Yes. He is Caesar, but he's not great. He doesn't even know
+which came first, the hen or the egg. But I do.
+
+STRANGER (to the LADY). I shall go. Is this a trap? What am I to
+think? In a minute he'll unloose his bees to amuse me.
+
+LADY. Trust me ... whatever happens! And turn your face away when
+you speak.
+
+STRANGER. This werewolf never leaves us.
+
+DOCTOR (looking at his watch). You must excuse me for about an
+hour. I've a patient to visit. I hope the time won't hang on your
+hands.
+
+STRANGER. I'm used to waiting, for what never comes. ...
+
+DOCTOR (to the MADMAN). Come along, Caesar. I must lock you up in
+the cellar. (He goes out with the MADMAN.)
+
+STRANGER (to the LADY). What does that mean? Someone's pursuing me!
+You told me your husband was well disposed towards me, and I
+believed you. But he can't open his mouth without wounding me.
+Every word pricks like a goad. Then this funeral march ... it's
+really being played! And here, once more, Christmas roses! Why does
+everything follow in an eternal round? Dead bodies, beggars,
+madmen, human destinies and childhood memories? Come away. Let me
+free you from this hell.
+
+LADY. That's why I brought you here. Also that it could never be
+said you'd stolen the wife of another. But one thing I must ask
+you: can I put my trust in you?
+
+STRANGER. You mean in my feelings?
+
+LADY. I don't speak of them. We're taking them for granted. They'll
+endure as long as they'll endure.
+
+STRANGER. You mean in my position? Large sums are owed me. All I
+have to do is to write or telegraph. ...
+
+LADY. Then I will trust you. (Putting away her work.) Now go
+straight out of that door. Follow the syringa hedge till you
+find a gate. We'll meet in the next village.
+
+STRANGER (hesitating). I don't like leaving the back way. I'd
+rather have fought it out with him here.
+
+LADY. Quick!
+
+STRANGER. Won't you come with me?
+
+LADY. Yes. But then I must go first. (She turns and blows a kiss
+towards the verandah.) My poor werewolf!
+
+
+SCENE III
+
+ROOM IN AN HOTEL
+
+[The STRANGER enters followed by the LADY. A WAITER.]
+
+STRANGER (who is carrying a suitcase). Is no other room free?
+
+WAITER. No.
+
+STRANGER. I don't want this one.
+
+LADY. But it's the only one: the other hotels are all full.
+
+STRANGER (to the WAITER). You can go. (The LADY sinks on to a chair
+without taking off her hat and coat.) What is it you want?
+
+LADY. I wish you'd kill me.
+
+STRANGER. I don't wonder! Thrown out of hotels, because we're not
+married, and pestered by the police, we're forced to come to this
+place, the last I'd have wished. To this very room, number eight. ...
+Someone must be against me!
+
+LADY. Is this eight?
+
+STRANGER. What? Have you been here before?
+
+LADY. Have you?
+
+STRANGER. Yes.
+
+LADY. Then let's get away. Onto the road, into the woods. It
+doesn't matter where.
+
+STRANGER. I should like to. But after this terrible time I'm as
+tired as you are. I felt this was to be our journey's end. I
+resisted, I tried to go in the opposite direction, but trains were
+late, or we missed them, and we had to come here. To this room! The
+devil's in it--at least what I call the devil. But I'll be even
+with him yet.
+
+LADY. It seems we'll never find peace on earth again.
+
+STRANGER. Nothing's been changed. The dying Christmas roses.
+(Looking at two pictures.) There he is again. And that's the Hotel
+Breuer in Montreux. I've stayed there, too.
+
+LADY. Did you go to the post office?
+
+STRANGER. I thought you'd ask me that. I did. And as an answer to
+five letters and three telegrams I found a telegram saying that my
+publisher had gone away for a fortnight.
+
+LADY. Then we're lost.
+
+STRANGER. Very nearly.
+
+LADY. The waiter will be back in five minutes and ask for our
+passports. Then the landlord will come up and tell us to go.
+
+STRANGER. Then only one course remains.
+
+LADY. Two.
+
+STRANGER. The second's impossible.
+
+LADY. What is the second?
+
+STRANGER. To go to your parents in the country.
+
+LADY. You're beginning to read my thoughts.
+
+STRANGER. We no longer have any secrets from one another.
+
+LADY. Then the whole dream's at an end.
+
+STRANGER. It maybe.
+
+LADY. You must telegraph again.
+
+STRANGER. I ought to, I know. But I can't stir from here. I no
+longer believe that what I do can succeed. Someone's paralysed me.
+
+LADY. And me! We decided never to speak of the past and yet we drag
+it with us. Look at this carpet. Those flowers seem to form. ...
+
+STRANGER. Him! It's him. He's everywhere. How many hundred times
+has he. ... Yet I see someone else in the pattern of the table
+cloth. No, it's an illusion! Any moment now I'll hear my funeral
+march--then everything will be complete. (Listening.) There!
+
+LADY. I hear nothing.
+
+STRANGER. Am I ... am I. ...
+
+LADY. Shall we go home?
+
+STRANGER. The last place. The worst of all! To arrive like an
+adventurer, a beggar. Impossible!
+
+LADY. Yes, I know, but. ... No, it would be too much. To bring
+shame, disgrace and sorrow to the old people, and to see you
+humiliated, and you me! We could never respect one another again.
+
+STRANGER. It would be worse than death. Yet I feel it's inevitable,
+and I begin to long for it, to get it over quickly, if it must be.
+
+LADY (taking out her work). But I don't want to be reviled in your
+presence. We must find another way. If only we were married--and
+divorce would be easy, because my former marriage isn't recognised
+by the laws of the country in which it was contracted. ... All we
+need do is to go away and be married by the same priest ... but
+that would be wounding for you!
+
+STRANGER. It would match the rest! For this honeymoon's becoming a
+pilgrimage!
+
+LADY. You're right! The landlord will be here in five minutes to
+turn us out. There's only one way to end such humiliations. Of our
+own free will we must accept the worst. ... I can hear footsteps!
+
+STRANGER. I've foreseen this and am ready. Ready for everything. If
+I can't overcome the unseen, I can show you how much I can endure. ...
+You must pawn your jewellery. I can buy it back when my publisher
+gets home, if he's not drowned bathing or killed in a railway
+accident. A man as ambitious as I must be ready to sacrifice his
+honour first of all.
+
+LADY. As we're agreed, wouldn't it be better to give up this room?
+Oh, God! He's coming now.
+
+STRANGER. Let's go. We'll run the gauntlet of waiters, maids and
+servants. Red with shame and pale with indignation. Animals have
+their lairs to hide in, but we are forced to flaunt our shame.
+(Pause.) Let down your veil.
+
+LADY. So this is freedom!
+
+STRANGER. And I ... am the liberator. (Exeunt.)
+
+
+SCENE IV
+
+BY THE SEA
+
+[A hut on a cliff by the sea. Outside it a table with chairs. The
+STRANGER and the LADY are dressed in less sombre clothing and look
+younger than in the previous scene. The LADY is doing crochet work.]
+
+STRANGER. Three peaceful happy days at my wife's side, and anxiety
+returns!
+
+LADY. What do you fear?
+
+STRANGER. That this will not last long.
+
+LADY. Why do you think so?
+
+STRANGER. I don't know. I believe it must end suddenly, terribly.
+There's something deceptive even the sunshine and the stillness. I
+feel that happiness if not part of my destiny.
+
+LADY. But it's all over! My parents are resigned to what we've
+done. My husband understands and has written a kind letter.
+
+STRANGER. What does that matter? Fate spins the web; once more I
+hear the mallet fall and the chairs being pushed back from the
+table--judgment has been pronounced. Yet that must have happened
+before I was born, because even in childhood I began to serve my
+sentence. There's no moment in my life on which can look back with
+happiness.
+
+LADY. Unfortunate man! Yet you've had everything you wished from
+life!
+
+STRANGER. Everything. Unluckily I forgot to wish for money.
+
+LADY. You're thinking of that again.
+
+STRANGER. Are you surprised?
+
+LADY. Quiet!
+
+STRANGER. What is it you're always working at? You sit there like
+one of the Fates and draw the threads through your fingers. But go
+on. The most beautiful of sights is a woman bending over her work,
+or over her child. What are you making?
+
+LADY. Nothing. Crochet work.
+
+STRANGER. It looks like a network of nerves and knots on which
+you've fixed your thoughts. The brain must look like that--from
+within.
+
+LADY. If only I thought of half the things you imagine. ... But I
+think of nothing.
+
+STRANGER. Perhaps that's why I feel so contented when I'm with you.
+Why, I find you so perfect that I can no longer imagine life
+without you! Now the clouds have blown away. Now the sky is clear!
+The wind soft--feel how it caresses us! This is Life! Yes, now I
+live. And I feel my spirit growing, spreading, becoming tenuous,
+infinite. I am everywhere, in the ocean which is my blood, in the
+rocks that are my bones, in the trees, in the flowers; and my head
+reaches up to the heavens. I can survey the whole universe. I _am_
+the universe. And I feel the power of the Creator within me, for I
+am He! I wish I could grasp the all in my hand and refashion it
+into something more perfect, more lasting, more beautiful. I want
+all creation and created beings to be happy, to be born without
+pain, live without suffering, and die in quiet content. Eve! Die
+with me now! This moment, for the next will bring sorrow again.
+
+LADY. I'm not ready to die.
+
+STRANGER. Why not?
+
+LADY. I believe there are things I've not yet done. Perhaps I've
+not suffered enough.
+
+STRANGER. Is that the purpose of life?
+
+LADY. It seems to be. (Pause.) Now I want to ask one thing of you.
+
+STRANGER. Well?
+
+LADY. Don't blaspheme against heaven again, or compare yourself
+with the Creator, for then you remind me of Caesar at home.
+
+STRANGER (excitedly). Caesar! How can you say that ...?
+
+LADY. I'm sorry if I've said anything I shouldn't. It was foolish
+of me to say 'at home.' Forgive me.
+
+STRANGER. You were thinking that Caesar and I resemble one another
+in our blasphemies?
+
+LADY. Of course not.
+
+STRANGER. Strange. I believe you when you say you don't mean to
+hurt me; yet you _do_ hurt me, as all the others do. Why?
+
+LADY. Because you're over-sensitive.
+
+STRANGER. You say that again! Do you think I've sensitive hidden
+places?
+
+LADY. No. I didn't mean that. And now the spirits of suspicion and
+discord are coming between us. Drive them away--at once.
+
+STRANGER. You mustn't say I blaspheme if I use the well-known
+words: See, we are like unto the gods.
+
+LADY. But if that's so, why can't you help yourself, or us?
+
+STRANGER. Can't I? Wait. As yet we've only seen the beginning.
+
+LADY. If the end is like it, heaven help us!
+
+STRANGER. I know what you fear; and I meant to hold back a pleasant
+surprise. But now I won't torment you longer. (He takes out a
+registered letter, not yet opened.) Look!
+
+LADY. The money's come!
+
+STRANGER. This morning. Who can destroy me now?
+
+LADY. Don't speak like that. You know who could.
+
+STRANGER. Who?
+
+LADY. He who punishes the arrogance of men.
+
+STRANGER. And their courage. That especially. This was my Achilles'
+heel; I bore with everything, except this fearful lack of money.
+
+LADY. May I ask how much they've sent?
+
+STRANGER. I don't know. I've not opened the letter. But I do know
+about how much to expect. I'd better look and see. (He opens the
+letter.) What? Only an account showing I'm owed nothing! There's
+something uncanny in this.
+
+LADY. I begin to think so, too.
+
+STRANGER. I know I'm damned. But I'm ready to hurl the curse back
+at him who so nobly cursed me. ... (He throws up the letter.) With
+a curse of my own.
+
+LADY. Don't. You frighten me.
+
+STRANGER. Fear me, so long as you don't despise me! The challenge
+has been thrown down; now you shall see a conflict between two
+great opponents. (He opens his coat and waistcoat and looks
+threateningly aloft.) Strike me with your lightning if you dare!
+Frighten me with your thunder if you can!
+
+LADY. Don't speak like that.
+
+STRANGER. I will. Who dares break in on my dream of love? Who tears
+the cup from my lips; and the woman from my arms? Those who envy
+me, be they gods or devils! Little bourgeois gods who parry sword
+thrusts with pin-pricks from behind, who won't stand up to their
+man, but strike at him with unpaid bills. A backstairs way of
+discrediting a master before his servants. They never attack, never
+draw, merely soil and decry! Powers, lords and masters! All are the
+same!
+
+LADY. May heaven not punish you.
+
+STRANGER. Heaven's blue and silent. The ocean's silent and stupid.
+Listen, I can hear a poem--that's what I call it when an idea
+begins to germinate in my mind. First the rhythm; this time like
+the thunder of hooves and the jingle of spurs and accoutrements.
+But there's a fluttering too, like a sail flapping. ... Banners!
+
+LADY. No. It's the wind. Can't you hear it in the trees?
+
+STRANGER. Quiet! They're riding over a bridge, a wooden bridge.
+There's no water in the brook, only pebbles. Wait! Now I can hear
+them, men and women, saying a rosary. The angels' greeting. Now I
+can see--on what you're working--a large kitchen, with white-washed
+walls, it has three small latticed windows, with flowers in them.
+In the left-hand corner a hearth, on the right a table with wooden
+seats. And above the table, in the corner, hangs a crucifix, with a
+lamp burning below. The ceiling's of blackened beams, and dried
+mistletoe hangs on the wall.
+
+LADY (frightened). Where can you see all that?
+
+STRANGER. On your work.
+
+LADY. Can you see people there?
+
+STRANGER. A very old man's sitting at the table, bent over a game
+bag, his hands clasped in prayer. A woman, so longer young, kneels
+on the floor. Now once more I hear the angels' greeting, as if far
+away. But those two in the kitchen are as motionless as figures of
+wax. A veil shrouds everything. ... No, that was no poem! (Waking.)
+It was something else.
+
+LADY. It was reality! The kitchen at home, where you've never set
+foot. That old man was my grandfather, the forester, and the woman
+my mother! They were praying for us! It was six o'clock and the
+servants were saying a rosary outside, as they always do.
+
+STRANGER. You make me uneasy. Is this the beginning of second
+sight? Still, it was beautiful. A snow-white room, with flowers
+and mistletoe. But why should they pray for us?
+
+LADY. Why indeed! Have we done wrong?
+
+STRANGER. What is wrong?
+
+LADY. I've read there's no such thing. And yet ... I long to see my
+mother; not my father, for he turned me out as he did her.
+
+STRANGER. Why should he have turned your mother out?
+
+LADY. Who can say? The children least of all. Let us go to my home.
+I long to.
+
+STRANGER. To the lion's den, the snake pit? One more or less makes
+no matter. I'll do it for you, but not like the Prodigal Son. No,
+you shall see that I can go through fire and water for your sake.
+
+LADY. How do you know ...?
+
+STRANGER. I can guess.
+
+LADY. And can you guess that the path to where my parents live in
+the mountains is too steep for carts to use?
+
+STRANGER. It sounds extraordinary, but I read or dreamed something
+of the kind.
+
+LADY. You may have. But you'll see nothing that's not natural,
+though perhaps unusual, for men and women are a strange race. Are
+you ready to follow me?
+
+STRANGER. I'm ready--for anything!
+
+(The LADY kisses him on the forehead and makes the sign of the
+cross simply, timidly and without gestures.)
+
+LADY. Then come!
+
+
+SCENE V
+
+ON THE ROAD
+
+[A landscape with hills; a chapel, right, in the far distance on a
+rise. The road, flanked by fruit trees, winds across the
+background. Between the trees hills can be seen on which are
+crucifixes, chapels and memorials to the victims of accidents. In
+the foreground a sign post with the legend, 'Beggars not allowed in
+this parish.' The STRANGER and the LADY.]
+
+LADY. You're tired.
+
+STRANGER. I won't deny it. But it's humiliating to confess I'm
+hungry, because the money's gone. I never thought that would happen
+to me.
+
+LADY. It seems we must be prepared for anything, for I think we've
+fallen into disfavour. My shoe's split, and I could weep at our
+having to go like this, looking like beggars.
+
+STRANGER (pointing to the signpost). And beggars are not allowed in
+this parish. Why must that be stuck up in large letters here?
+
+LADY. It's been there as long as I can remember. Think of it, I've
+not been back since I was a child. And In those days I found the
+way short and the hills lower. The trees, too, were smaller, and I
+think I used to hear birds singing.
+
+STRANGER. Birds sang all the year for you then! Now they only sing
+in the spring--and autumn's not far off. But in those days you used
+to dance along this endless way of Calvaries, plucking flowers at
+the feet of the crosses. (A horn in the distance.) What's that?
+
+LADY. My grandfather coming back from shooting. A good old man.
+Let's go on and reach the house by dark.
+
+STRANGER. Is it still far?
+
+LADY. No. Only across the hills and over the river.
+
+STRANGER. Is that the river I hear?
+
+LADY. The river by which I was born and brought up. I was eighteen
+before I crossed over to this bank, to see what was in the blue of
+the distance. ... Now I've seen.
+
+STRANGER. You're weeping!
+
+LADY. Poor old man! When I got into the boat, he said: My child,
+beyond lies the world. When you've seen enough, come back to your
+mountains, and they will hide you. Now I've seen enough. Enough!
+
+STRANGER. Let's go. It's beginning to grow dusk already. (They pick
+up their travelling capes and go on.)
+
+
+SCENE VI
+
+IN A RAVINE
+
+[Entrance to a ravine between steep cliffs covered with pines. In
+the foreground a wooden shanty, a broom by the door with a ramshorn
+hanging from its handle. Left, a smithy, a red glow showing through
+its open door. Right, a flourmill. In the background the road
+through the ravine with mill-stream and footbridge. The rock
+formations look like giant profiles.]
+
+[On the rise of the curtain the SMITH is at the smithy door and the
+MILLER'S WIFE at the door of the mill. When the LADY enters they
+sign to one another and disappear. The clothing of both the LADY
+and the STRANGER is torn and shabby.]
+
+STRANGER. They're hiding, from us, probably.
+
+LADY. I don't think so.
+
+STRANGER. What a strange place! Everything seems conspire to arouse
+disquiet. What's that broom there? And the horn with ointment?
+Probably because it's their usual place, but it makes me think of
+witchcraft. Why is the smithy black and the mill white? Because
+one's sooty and the other covered with flour; yet when I saw the
+blacksmith by the light of his forge and the white miller's wife,
+it reminded me of an old poem. Look at those giant faces. ...
+There's your werewolf from whom I saved you. There he is, in
+profile, see!
+
+LADY. Yes, but it's only the rock.
+
+STRANGER. Only the rock, and yet it's he.
+
+LADY. Shall I tell you why we can see him?
+
+STRANGER. You mean--it's our conscience? Which pricks us when we're
+hungry and tired, and is silent when we've eaten and rested. It's
+horrible to arrive in rags. Our clothes are torn from climbing
+through the brambles. Someone's fighting against me.
+
+LADY. Why did you challenge him?
+
+STRANGER. Because I want to fight in the open; not battle with
+unpaid bills and empty purses. Anyhow: here's my last copper. The
+devil take it, if there is one! (He throws it into the brook.)
+
+LADY. Oh! We could have paid the ferry with it. Now we'll have to
+talk of money when we reach home.
+
+STRANGER. When can we talk of anything else?
+
+LADY. That's because you've despised it.
+
+STRANGER. As I've despised everything. ...
+
+LADY. But not everything's despicable. Some things are good.
+
+STRANGER. I've never seen them.
+
+LADY. Then follow me and you will.
+
+STRANGER. I'll follow you. (He hesitates when passing the smithy.)
+
+LADY (who has gone on ahead). Are you frightened of fire?
+
+STRANGER. No, but ... (The horn is heard in the distance. He
+hurries past the smithy after the LADY.)
+
+
+SCENE VII
+
+IN A KITCHEN
+
+[A large kitchen with whitewashed walls. Three windows in the
+corner, right, so arranged that two are at the back and one in the
+right wall. The windows are small and deeply recessed; in the
+recesses there are flower pots. The ceiling is beamed and black
+with soot. In the left corner a large range with utensils of
+copper, iron and tin, and wooden vessels. In the corner, right, a
+crucifix with a lamp. Beneath it a four-cornered table with
+benches. Bunches of mistletoe on the walls. A door at the back. The
+Poorhouse can be seen outside, and through the window at the back
+the church. Near the fire bedding for dogs and a table with food
+for the poor.]
+
+[The OLD MAN is sitting at the table beneath the crucifix, with his
+hands clasped and a game bag before him. He is a strongly-built man
+of over eighty with white hair and along beard, dressed as a
+forester. The MOTHER is kneeling on the floor; she is grey-haired
+and nearly fifty; her dress is of black-and-white material. The
+voices of men, women and children can be clearly heard singing the
+last verse of the Angels' Greeting in chorus. 'Holy Mary, Mother of
+God, pray for us poor sinners, now and in the hour of death.
+Amen.']
+
+OLD MAN and MOTHER. Amen!
+
+MOTHER. Now I'll tell you, Father. They saw two vagabonds by the
+river. Their clothing was torn and dirty, for they'd been in the
+water. And when it came to paying the ferryman, they'd no money.
+Now they're drying their clothes in the ferryman's hut.
+
+OLD MAN. Let them stay there.
+
+MOTHER. Don't forbid a beggar your house. He might be an angel.
+
+OLD MAN. True. Let them come in.
+
+MOTHER. I'll put food for them on the table for the poor. Do you
+mind that?
+
+OLD MAN. No.
+
+MOTHER. Shall I give them cider?
+
+OLD MAN. Yes. And you can light the fire; they'll be cold.
+
+MOTHER. There's hardly time. But I will, if you wish it, Father.
+
+OLD MAN (looking out of the window). I think you'd better.
+
+MOTHER. What are you looking at?
+
+OLD MAN. The river; it's rising. And I'm asking myself, as I've
+done for seventy years--when I shall reach the sea.
+
+MOTHER. You're sad to-night, Father.
+
+OLD MAN. ... et introibo ad altare Dei: ad Deum qui laetificat
+juventutem meam. Yes. I do feel sad. ... Deus, Deus meus: quare
+tristis es anima mea, et quare conturbas me.
+
+MOTHER. Spera in Deo. ...
+
+(The Maid comes in, and signs to the MOTHER, who goes over to her.
+They whisper together and the maid goes out again.)
+
+OLD MAN. I heard what you said. O God! Must I bear that too!
+
+MOTHER. You needn't see them. You can go up to your room.
+
+OLD MAN. No. It shall be a penance. But why come like this: as
+vagabonds?
+
+MOTHER. Perhaps they lost their way and have had much to endure.
+
+OLD MAN. But to bring her husband! Is she lost to shame?
+
+MOTHER. You know Ingeborg's queer nature. She thinks all she does
+is fitting, if not right. Have you ever seen her ashamed, or suffer
+from a rebuff? I never have. Yet she's not without shame; on the
+contrary. And everything she does, however questionable, seems
+natural when she does it.
+
+OLD MAN. I've always wondered why one could never be angry with
+her. She doesn't feel herself responsible, or think an insult's
+directed at her. She seems impersonal; or rather two persons, one
+who does nothing but ill whilst the other gives absolution. ... But
+this man! There's no one I've hated from afar so much as he. He
+sees evil everywhere; and of no one have I heard so much ill.
+
+MOTHER. That's true. But it may be Ingeborg's found some mission in
+this man's life; and he in hers. Perhaps they're meant to torture
+each other into atonement.
+
+OLD MAN. Perhaps. But I'll have nothing to do with at seems to me
+shameful. This man, under my roof! Yet I must accept it, like
+everything else. For I've deserved no less.
+
+MOTHER. Very well then. (The LADY and the STRANGER come in.) You're
+welcome.
+
+LADY. Thank you, Mother. (She looks over to the OLD MAN, who rises
+and looks at the STRANGER.) Peace, Grandfather. This is my husband.
+Give him your hand.
+
+OLD MAN. First let me look at him. (He goes to the STRANGER, puts
+his hands on his shoulders and looks him in the eyes.) What motives
+brought you here?
+
+STRANGER (simply). None, but to keep my wife company, at her
+earnest desire.
+
+OLD MAN. If that's true, you're welcome! I've a long and stormy
+life behind me, and at last I've found a certain peace in solitude.
+I beg you not to trouble it.
+
+STRANGER. I haven't come here to ask favours. I'll take nothing
+with me when I go.
+
+OLD MAN. That's not the answer I wanted; for we all need one
+another. I perhaps need you. No one can know, young man.
+
+LADY. Grandfather!
+
+OLD MAN. Yes, my child. I shan't wish you happiness, for there's no
+such thing; but I wish you strength to bear your destiny. Now I'll
+leave you for a little. Your mother will look after you. (He goes
+out.)
+
+LADY (to her mother). Did you lay that table for us, Mother?
+
+MOTHER. No, it's a mistake, as you can imagine.
+
+LADY. I know we look wretched. We were lost in the mountains, and
+if grandfather hadn't blown his horn...
+
+MOTHER. Your grandfather gave up hunting long ago.
+
+LADY. Then it was someone else. ... Listen, Mother, I'll go up now
+to the 'rose' room, and get it straight.
+
+MOTHER. Do. I'll come in a moment.
+
+(The LADY would like to say something, cannot, and goes out.)
+
+STRANGER (to the MOTHER). I've seen this room already.
+
+MOTHER. And I've seen you. I almost expected you.
+
+STRANGER. As one expects a disaster?
+
+MOTHER. Why say that?
+
+STRANGER. Because I sow devastation wherever I go. But as I must go
+somewhere, and cannot change my fate, I've lost my scruples.
+
+MOTHER. Then you're like my daughter--she, too, has no scruples and
+no conscience.
+
+STRANGER. What?
+
+MOTHER. You think I'm speaking ill of her? I couldn't do that of my
+own child. I only draw the comparison, because you know her.
+
+STRANGER. But I've noticed what you speak of in Eve.
+
+MOTHER. Why do you call Ingeborg Eve?
+
+STRANGER. By inventing a name for her I made her mine. I wanted to
+change her. ...
+
+MOTHER. And remake her in your image? (Laughing.) I've been told
+that country wizards carve images of their victims, and give them
+the names of those they'd bewitch. That was your plan: by means of
+this Eve, that you yourself had made, you intended to destroy the
+whole Sex!
+
+STRANGER (looking at the MOTHER in surprise). Those were damnable
+words! Forgive me. But you have religious beliefs: how can you
+think such things?
+
+MOTHER. The thoughts were yours.
+
+STRANGER. This begins to be interesting. I imagined an idyll in the
+forest, but this is a witches' cauldron.
+
+MOTHER. Not quite. You've forgotten, or never knew, that a man
+deserted me shamefully, and that you're a man who also shamefully
+deserted a woman.
+
+STRANGER. Frank words. Now I know where I am.
+
+MOTHER. I'd like to know where I am. Can you support two families?
+
+STRANGER. If all goes well.
+
+MOTHER. All doesn't--in this life. Money can be lost.
+
+STRANGER. But my talent's capital I can never lose.
+
+MOTHER. Really? The greatest of talents has been known to fail ...
+gradually, or suddenly.
+
+STRANGER. I've never met anyone who could so damp one's courage.
+
+MOTHER. Pride should be damped. Your last book was much weaker.
+
+STRANGER. You read it?
+
+MOTHER. Yes. That's why I know all your secrets. So don't try to
+deceive me; it won't go well with you. (Pause.) A trifle, but one
+that does us no good here: why didn't you pay the ferryman?
+
+STRANGER. My heel of Achilles! I threw my last coin away. Can't we
+speak of something else than money in this house?
+
+MOTHER. Oh yes. But in this house we do our duty before we amuse
+ourselves. So you came on foot because you had no money?
+
+STRANGER (hesitating). Yes. ...
+
+MOTHER (smiling). Probably nothing to eat?
+
+STRANGER (hesitating). No. ...
+
+MOTHER. You're a fine fellow!
+
+STRANGER. In all my life I've never been in such a predicament.
+
+MOTHER. I can believe it. It's almost a pity. I could laugh at the
+figure you cut, if I didn't know it would make you weep, and others
+with you. (Pause.) But now you've had your will, hold fast to the
+woman who loves you; for if you leave her, you'll never smile
+again, and soon forget what happiness was.
+
+STRANGER. Is that a threat?
+
+MOTHER. A warning. Go now, and have your supper.
+
+STRANGER (pointing at the table for the poor). There?
+
+MOTHER. A poor joke; which might become reality. I've seen such
+things.
+
+STRANGER. Soon I'll believe anything can happen--this is the worst
+I've known.
+
+MOTHER. Worse yet may come. Wait!
+
+STRANGER (cast down). I'm prepared for anything.
+
+(Exit. A moment later the OLD MAN comes in.)
+
+OLD MAN. It was no angel after all.
+
+MOTHER. No good angel, certainly.
+
+OLD MAN. Really! (Pause.) You know how superstitious people here
+are. As I went down to the river I heard this: a farmer said his
+horse shied at 'him'; another that the dogs got so fierce he'd had
+to tie them up. The ferryman swore his boat drew less water when
+'he' got in. Superstition, but. ...
+
+MOTHER. But what?
+
+OLD MAN. It was only a magpie that flew in at her window, though it
+was closed. An illusion, perhaps.
+
+MOTHER. Perhaps. But why does one often see such things at the
+right time?
+
+OLD MAN. This man's presence is intolerable. When he looks at me I
+can't breathe.
+
+MOTHER. We must try to get rid of him. I'm certain he won't care to
+stay for long.
+
+OLD MAN. No. He won't grow old here. (Pause.) Listen, I got a
+letter to-night warning me about him. Among other things he's
+wanted by the courts.
+
+MOTHER. The courts?
+
+OLD MAN. Yes. Money matters. But, remember, the laws of hospitality
+protect beggars and enemies. Let him stay a few days, till he's got
+over this fearful journey. You can see how Providence has laid
+hands on him, how his soul is being ground in the mill ready for
+the sieve. ...
+
+MOTHER. I've felt a call to be a tool in the hands of Providence.
+
+OLD MAN. Don't confuse it with your wish for vengeance.
+
+MOTHER. I'll try not to, if I can.
+
+OLD MAN. Well, good-night.
+
+MOTHER. Do you think Ingeborg has read his last book?
+
+OLD MAN. It's unlikely. If she had she'd never have married a man
+who held such views.
+
+MOTHER. No, she's not read it. But now she must.
+
+
+SCENE VIII
+
+THE 'ROSE' ROOM
+
+[A simple, pleasantly furnished room in the forester's house. The
+walls are colour-washed in red; the curtains are of thin
+rose-coloured muslin. In the small latticed windows there are
+flowers. On right, a writing-table and bookshelf. Left, a sofa with
+rose-coloured curtains above in the form of a baldachino. Tables
+and chairs in Old German style. At the back, a door. Outside the
+country can be seen and the poorhouse, a dark, unpleasant building
+with black, uncurtained windows. Strong sunlight. The LADY is
+sitting on the sofa working.]
+
+MOTHER (standing with a book bound in rose-coloured cloth in her
+hand.) You won't read your husband's book?
+
+LADY. Not that one. I promised not to.
+
+MOTHER. You don't want to know the man to whom you've entrusted
+your fate?
+
+LADY. What would be the use? We're all right as we are.
+
+MOTHER. You make no great demands on life?
+
+LADY. Why should I? They'd never be fulfilled.
+
+MOTHER. I don't know whether you were born full of worldly wisdom,
+or foolishness.
+
+LADY. I don't know myself.
+
+MOTHER. If the sun shines and you've enough to eat, you're content.
+
+LADY. Yes. And when it goes in, I make the best of it.
+
+MOTHER. To change the subject: did you know your husband was being
+pressed by the courts on account of his debts?
+
+LADY. Yes. It happens to all writers.
+
+MOTHER. Is he mad, or a rascal?
+
+LADY. He's neither. He's no ordinary man; and it's a pity I can
+tell him nothing he doesn't know already. That's why we don't speak
+much; but he's glad to have me near him; and so am I to be near
+him.
+
+MOTHER. You've reached calm water already? Then it can't be far to
+the mill-race! But don't you think you'd have more to talk of, if
+you read what he has written?
+
+LADY. Perhaps. You can leave me the book, if you like.
+
+MOTHER. Take it and hide it. It'll be a surprise if you can quote
+something from his masterpiece.
+
+LADY (hiding the book in her bag). He's coming. If he's spoken of
+he seems to feel it from afar.
+
+MOTHER. If he could only feel how he makes others suffer--from
+afar. (Exit left.)
+
+(The LADY, alone for an instant, looks at the book and seems taken
+aback. She hides it in her bag.)
+
+STRANGER (entering). Your mother was here? You were speaking of me,
+of course. I can almost hear her ill-natured words. They cut the
+air and darken the sunshine. I can almost divine the impression of
+her body in the atmosphere of the room, and she leaves an odour
+like that of a dead snake.
+
+LADY. You're irritable to-day.
+
+STRANGER. Fearfully. Some fool has restrung my nerves out of tune,
+and plays on them with a horse-hair bow till he sets my teeth on
+edge. ... You don't know what that is! There's someone here who's
+stronger than I! Someone with a searchlight who shines it at me,
+wherever I may be. Do they use the black art in this place?
+
+LADY. Don't turn your back on the sunlight. Look at this lovely
+country; you'll feel calmer.
+
+STRANGER. I can't bear that poorhouse. It seems to have been built
+there solely for me. And a demented woman always stands there
+beckoning.
+
+LADY. Do you think they treat you badly here?
+
+STRANGER. In a way, no. They feed me with tit-bits, as if I were to
+be fattened for the butcher. But I can't eat because they grudge it
+me, and I feel the cold rays of their hate. To me it seems there's
+an icy wind everywhere, although it's still and hot. And I can hear
+that accursed mill. ...
+
+LADY. It's not grinding now.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. Grinding ... grinding.
+
+LADY. Listen. There's no hate here. Pity, at most.
+
+STRANGER. Another thing. ... Why do people I meet cross themselves?
+
+LADY. Only because they're used to praying in silence. (Pause.) You
+had an unwelcome letter this morning?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. The kind that makes your hair rise from the scalp,
+so that you want to curse at fate. I'm owed money, but can't get
+paid. Now the law's being set in motion against me by ... the
+guardians of my children, because I've not paid alimony. No one has
+ever been in such a dishonourable position. I'm blameless. I could
+pay my way; I want to, but am prevented! Not my fault; yet my
+shame! It's not in nature. The devil's got a hand in it.
+
+LADY. Why?
+
+STRANGER. Why? Why is one born into this world an ignoramus,
+knowing nothing of the laws, customs and usage one inadvertently
+breaks? And for which one's punished. Why does one grow into a
+youth full of high ambition only to be driven into vile actions one
+abhors? Why, why?
+
+LADY (who has secretly been looking at the book: absent-mindedly).
+There must be a reason, even if we don't know it.
+
+STRANGER. If it's to humble one, it's a poor method. It only makes
+me more arrogant. Eve!
+
+LADY. Don't call me that.
+
+STRANGER (starting). Why not?
+
+LADY. I don't like it. You'd feel as I do, if I called you Caesar.
+
+STRANGER. Have we got back to that?
+
+LADY. To what?
+
+STRANGER. Did you mention that name for any reason?
+
+LADY. Caesar? No. But I'm beginning to find things out.
+
+STRANGER. Very well! Then I may as well fall honourably by my own
+hand. I am Caesar, the school-boy, for whose escapade your husband,
+the werewolf, was punished. Fate delights in making links for
+eternity. A noble sport! (The LADY, uncertain what to do, does not
+reply.) Say something!
+
+LADY. I can't.
+
+STRANGER. Say that he became a werewolf because, as a child, he
+lost his belief in the justice of heaven, owing to the fact that,
+though innocent, he was punished for the misdeeds of another. But
+if you say so, I shall reply that I suffered ten times as much from
+my conscience, and that the spiritual crisis that followed left me
+so strengthened that I've never done such a thing again.
+
+LADY. No. It's not that.
+
+STRANGER. Then what is it? Do you respect me no longer?
+
+LADY. It's not that either.
+
+STRANGER. Then it's to make me feel my shame before you! And it
+would be the end of everything between us.
+
+LADY. No!
+
+STRANGER. Eve.
+
+LADY. You rouse evil thoughts.
+
+STRANGER. You've broken your vow: you've been reading my book!
+
+LADY. I have.
+
+STRANGER. Then you've done wrong.
+
+LADY. My intention was good.
+
+STRANGER. The results even of your good intentions are terrible!
+You've blown me into the air with my own petard. Why must all our
+misdeeds come home to roost--both boyish escapades and really evil
+action? It's fair enough to reap evil where one has sown it. But
+I've never seen a good action get its reward. Never! It's a
+disgrace to Him who records all sins, however black or venial. No
+man could do it: men would forgive. The gods ... never!
+
+LADY. Don't say that. Say rather _you_ forgive.
+
+STRANGER. I'm not small-minded. But what have I forgive you?
+
+LADY. More than I can say.
+
+STRANGER. Say it. Perhaps then we'll be quits.
+
+LADY. He and I used to read the curse of Deutertonomy over you ...
+for you'd ruined his life.
+
+STRANGER. What curse is that?
+
+LADY. From the fifth book of Moses. The priests chant it in chorus
+when the fasts begin.
+
+STRANGER. I don't remember it. What does it matter--a curse more or
+less?
+
+LADY. In my family those whom we curse, are struck.
+
+STRANGER. I don't believe it. But I do believe that evil emanates
+from this house. May it recoil upon it! That is my prayer! Now,
+according to custom, it would be my duty to shoot myself; but I
+can't, so long as I have other duties. You see, I can't even die,
+and so I've lost my last treasure--what, with reason, I call my
+religion. I've heard that man can wrestle with God, and with
+success; but not even job could fight against Satan. (Pause.) Let's
+speak of you. ...
+
+LADY. Not now. Later perhaps. Since I've got to know your terrible
+book--I've only glanced at it, only read a few lines here and
+there--I feel as if I'd eaten of the tree of knowledge. My eyes are
+opened and I know what's good and what's evil, as I've never known
+before. And now I see how evil you are, and why I am to be called
+Eve. She was a mother and brought sin into the world: it was
+another mother who brought expiation. The curse of mankind was
+called down on us by the first, a blessing by the second. In me you
+shall not destroy my whole sex. Perhaps I have a different mission
+in your life. We shall see!
+
+STRANGER. So you've eaten of the tree of knowledge? Farewell.
+
+LADY. You're going away?
+
+STRANGER. I can't stay here.
+
+LADY. Don't go.
+
+STRANGER. I must. I must clear up everything. I'll take leave of
+the old people now. Then I'll come back. I shan't be long. (Exit.)
+
+LADY (remains motionless, then goes to the door and looks out. She
+sinks to her knees). No! He won't come back!
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE IX
+
+CONVENT
+
+[The refectory of an ancient convent, resembling a simple
+whitewashed Romanesque church. There are damp patches on the walls,
+looking like strange figures. A long table with bowls; at the end a
+desk for the Lector. At the back a door leading to the chapel.
+There are lighted candles on the tables. On the wall, left, a
+painting representing the Archangel Michael killing the Fiend.]
+
+[The STRANGER is sitting left, at a refectory table, dressed in the
+white clothing of a patient, with a bowl before him. At the table,
+right, are sitting: the brown-clad mourners of Scene I. The BEGGAR.
+A woman in mourning with two children. A woman who resembles the
+Lady, but who is not her and who is crocheting instead of eating. A
+Man very like the Doctor, another like the Madman. Others like the
+Father, Mother, Brother. Parents of the 'Prodigal Son,' etc. All
+are dressed in white, but over this are wearing costumes of
+coloured crepe. Their faces are waxen and corpse-like, their whole
+appearance queer, their gestures strange. On the rise of the
+curtain all are finishing a Paternoster, except the STRANGER.]
+
+STRANGER (rising and going to the ABBESS, who is standing at a
+serving table). Mother. May I speak to you?
+
+ABBESS (in a black-and-white Augustinian habit). Yes, my son. (They
+come forward.)
+
+STRANGER. First, where am I?
+
+ABBESS. In a convent called 'St. Saviour.' You were found on the
+hills above the ravine, with a cross you'd broken from a calvary
+and with which you were threatening someone in the clouds. Indeed,
+you thought you could see him. You were feverish and had lost your
+foothold. You were picked up, unhurt, beneath a cliff, but in
+delirium. You were brought to the hospital and put to bed. Since
+then you've spoken wildly, and complained of a pain in your hip,
+but no injury could be found.
+
+STRANGER. What did I speak of?
+
+ABBESS. You had the usual feverish dreams. You reproached yourself
+with all kinds of things, and thought you could see your victims,
+as you called them.
+
+STRANGER. And then?
+
+ABBESS. Your thoughts often turned to money matters. You wanted to
+pay for yourself in the hospital. I tried to calm you by telling
+you no payment would be asked: all was done out of charity. ...
+
+STRANGER. I want no charity.
+
+ABBESS. It's more blessed to give than to receive; yet a noble
+nature can accept and be thankful.
+
+STRANGER. I want no charity.
+
+ABBESS. Hm!
+
+STRANGER. Tell me, why will none of those people sit at the same
+table with me? They're getting up ... going. ...
+
+ABBESS. They seem to fear you.
+
+STRANGER. Why?
+
+ABBESS. You look so. ...
+
+STRANGER. I? But what of them? Are they real?
+
+ABBESS. If you mean true, they've a terrible reality. It may be
+they look strange to you, because you're still feverish. Or there
+may be another reason.
+
+STRANGER. I seem to know them, all of them! I see them as if in a
+mirror: they only make as if they were eating. ... Is this some
+drama they're performing? Those look like my parents, rather like ...
+(Pause.) Hitherto I've feared nothing, because life was useless to
+me. ... Now I begin to be afraid.
+
+ABBESS. If you don't believe them real, I'll ask the Confessor to
+introduce you. (She signs to the CONFESSOR who approaches.)
+
+CONFESSOR (dressed in a black-and-white habit of Dominicans).
+Sister!
+
+ABBESS. Tell the patient who are at that table.
+
+CONFESSOR. That's soon done.
+
+STRANGER. Permit a question first. Haven't we met already?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. I sat by your bedside, when you were delirious. At
+your desire, I heard your confession.
+
+STRANGER. What? My confession?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. But I couldn't give you absolution; because it
+seemed that what you said was spoken in fever.
+
+STRANGER. Why?
+
+CONFESSOR. There was hardly a sin or vice you didn't take upon
+yourself--things so hateful you'd have had to undergo strict
+penitence before demanding absolution. Now you're yourself again I
+can ask whether there are grounds for your self-accusations.
+
+(The ABBESS leaves them.)
+
+STRANGER. Have you the right?
+
+CONFESSOR. No. In truth, no right. (Pause.) But you want to know in
+whose company you are! The very best. There, for instance, is a
+madman, Caesar, who lost his wits through reading the works of a
+certain writer whose notoriety is greater than his fame. There's a
+beggar, who won't admit he's a beggar, because he's learnt Latin
+and is free. There, a doctor, called the werewolf, whose history's
+well known. There, two parents, who grieved themselves to death
+over a son who raised his hand against theirs. He must be
+responsible for refusing to follow his father's bier and
+desecrating his mother's grave. There's his unhappy sister, whom he
+drove out into the snow, as he himself recounts, with the best
+intentions. Over there's a woman who's been abandoned with her two
+children, and there's another doing crochet work. ... All are old
+acquaintances. Go and greet them!
+
+(The STRANGER has turned his back on the company: he now goes to
+the table, left, and sits down with his back to them. He raises his
+head, sees the picture of the Archangel Michael and lowers his
+eyes. The CONFESSOR stands behind the STRANGER. A Catholic Requiem
+can be heard from the chapel. The CONFESSOR speaks to the STRANGER
+in a low voice while the music goes on.)
+
+ Quantus tremor est futurus
+ Quando judex est venturus
+ Cuncta stricte discussurus,
+ Tuba mirum spargens sonum
+ Per sepulchra regionum
+ Coget omnes ante thronum.
+ Mors stupebit et natura,
+ Cum resurget creatura
+ Judicanti responsura
+ Liber scriptus proferetur
+ In quo totum continetur
+ Unde mundus judicetur.
+ Judex ergo cum sedebit
+ Quidquid latet apparebit
+ Nil inultum remanebit.
+
+(He goes to the desk by the table, right, and opens his breviary.
+The music ceases.)
+
+We will continue the reading. ... 'But if thou wilt not hearken
+unto the voice of the Lord thy God all these curses shall overtake
+thee. Cursed shalt thou be in the city, and cursed shalt thou be in
+the field; cursed shalt thou be when thou comest in, and cursed
+when thou goest out.'
+
+OMNES (in a low voice). Cursed!
+
+CONFESSOR. 'The Lord shall send upon thee vexation and rebuke in
+all that thou settest thy hand for to do, until thou be destroyed,
+and until thou perish quickly, because of the wickedness of thy
+doings, whereby thou hast forsaken me.'
+
+OMNES (loudly). Cursed!
+
+CONFESSOR. 'The Lord shall cause thee to be smitten before thine
+enemies: thou shalt go out one way against them, and flee seven
+ways before them, and shalt be moved into all the kingdoms of the
+earth. And thy carcase shall be meat unto all fowls of the air, and
+unto the beasts of the earth, and no man shall fray them away. The
+Lord will smite thee with the botch of Egypt, the scab and the
+itch, with madness and blindness, that thou shalt grope at noonday,
+as the blind gropeth in darkness. Thou shalt not prosper in thy
+ways, and thou shalt be only oppressed and spoiled evermore, and no
+man shall save thee. Thou shalt betroth a wife, and another man
+shall lie with her: thou shalt build an house, and thou shalt not
+dwell therein: thou shalt plant a vineyard, and shalt not gather
+the grapes thereof. Thy sons and thy daughters shall be given unto
+another people, and thine eyes fail with longing for them; and
+there shall be no might in thy hand. And thou shalt find no ease on
+earth, neither shall the sole of thy foot have rest: the Lord shall
+give thee a trembling heart, and failing of eyes and sorrow of
+mind. And thy life shall hang in doubt before thee; and thou shalt
+fear day and night. In the morning thou shalt say, would God it
+were even! And at even thou shalt say, would God it were morning!
+And because thou servedst not the Lord thy God when thou livedst in
+security, thou shalt serve him in hunger, in thirst, in nakedness
+and in want; and He shall put a yoke of iron upon thy neck, until
+He have destroyed thee!'
+
+OMNES. Amen!
+
+(The CONFESSOR has read the above loudly and rapidly, without
+turning to the STRANGER. All those present, except the LADY, who is
+working, have been listening and have joined in the curse, though
+they have feigned not to notice the STRANGER, who has remained with
+his back to them, sunk in himself. The STRANGER now rises as if to
+go. The CONFESSOR goes towards him.)
+
+STRANGER. What was that?
+
+CONFESSOR. The Book of Deuteronomy.
+
+STRANGER. Of course. But I seem to remember blessings in it, too.
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes, for those who keep His commandments.
+
+STRANGER. Hm. ... I can't deny that, for a moment, I felt shaken.
+Are they temptations to be resisted, or warnings to be obeyed?
+(Pause.) Anyhow I'm certain now that I have fever. I must go to a
+real doctor.
+
+CONFESSOR. See he _is_ the right one!
+
+STRANGER. Of course!
+
+CONFESSOR. Who can heal 'delightful scruples of conscience'!
+
+ABBESS. Should you need charity again, you now know where to find
+it.
+
+STRANGER. No. I do not.
+
+ABBESS (in a low voice). Then I'll tell you. In a 'rose' room, near
+a certain running stream.
+
+STRANGER. That's the truth! In a 'rose' room. Wait; how long have I
+been here?
+
+ABBESS. Three months to-day.
+
+STRANGER. Three months! Have I been sleeping? Or where have I been?
+(Looking out of the window.) It's autumn. The trees are bare; the
+clouds look cold. Now it's coming back to me! Can you hear a mill
+grinding? The sound of a horn? The rushing of a river? A wood
+whispering--and a woman weeping? You're right. Only there can
+charity be found. Farewell. (Exit.)
+
+CONFESSOR (to the Abbess). The fool! The fool!
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE X
+
+THE 'ROSE' ROOM
+
+[The curtains have been taken down. The windows gape into the
+darkness outside. The furniture has been covered in brown
+loose-covers and pulled forward. The flowers have been taken away,
+and the large black stove lit. The MOTHER is standing ironing white
+curtains by the light of a single lamp. There is a knock at the
+door.]
+
+MOTHER. Come in!
+
+STRANGER (doing so). Where's my wife?
+
+MOTHER. Where do you come from?
+
+STRANGER. I think, from hell. But where's my wife?
+
+MOTHER. Which of them do you mean?
+
+STRANGER. The question's justified. Everything is, except to me.
+
+MOTHER. There may be a reason: I'm glad you've seen it. Where have
+you been?
+
+STRANGER. Whether in a poorhouse, a madhouse or a hospital, I don't
+know. I should like to think it all a feverish dream. I've been
+ill: I lost my memory and can't believe three months have passed.
+But where's my wife?
+
+MOTHER. I ought to ask you that. When you deserted her, she went
+away--to look for you. Whether she's tired of looking, I can't say.
+
+STRANGER. Something's amiss here. Where's the Old Man?
+
+MOTHER. Where there's no more suffering.
+
+STRANGER. You mean he's dead?
+
+MOTHER. Yes. He's dead.
+
+STRANGER. You say it as if you wanted to add him to my victims.
+
+MOTHER. Perhaps I'm right to do so.
+
+STRANGER. He didn't look sensitive: he was capable of steady
+hatred.
+
+MOTHER. No. He hated only what was evil, in himself and others.
+
+STRANGER. So I'm wrong there, too! (Pause.)
+
+MOTHER. What do you want here?
+
+STRANGER. Charity!
+
+MOTHER. At last! How was it at the hospital! Sit down and tell me.
+
+STRANGER (sitting). I don't want to think of it. I don't even know
+if it _was_ a hospital.
+
+MOTHER. Strange. Tell me what happened after you left here.
+
+STRANGER. I fell in the mountains, hurt my hip and lost
+consciousness. If you'll speak kindly to me you shall know more.
+
+MOTHER. I will.
+
+STRANGER. When I woke I was in a red iron bedstead. Three men were
+pulling a cord that ran through two blocks. Every time they pulled
+I felt I grew two feet taller. ...
+
+MOTHER. They were putting in your hip.
+
+STRANGER. I hadn't thought of that. Then ... I lay watching my past
+life unroll before me like a panorama, through childhood, youth. ...
+And when the roll was finished it began again. All the time I heard
+a mill grinding. ... I can hear it still. Yes, here too!
+
+MOTHER. Those were not pleasant visions.
+
+STRANGER. No. At last I came to the conclusion ... that I was a
+thoroughgoing scamp.
+
+MOTHER. Why call yourself that?
+
+STRANGER. I know you'd like to hear me say I was a scoundrel. But
+that would seem to me like boasting. It would imply a certainty
+about myself to which I've not attained.
+
+MOTHER. You're still in doubt?
+
+STRANGER. Of a great deal. But I've begun to have an inkling.
+
+MOTHER. That. ...?
+
+STRANGER. That there are forces which, till now, I've not believed in.
+
+MOTHER. You've come to see that neither you, nor any other man,
+directs your destiny?
+
+STRANGER. I have.
+
+MOTHER. Then you've already gone part of the way.
+
+STRANGER. But I myself have changed. I'm ruined; for I've lost all
+aptitude for writing. And I can't sleep at night.
+
+MOTHER. Indeed!
+
+STRANGER. What are called nightmares stop me. Last and worst: I
+daren't die; for I'm no longer sure my miseries will end, with _my_
+end.
+
+MOTHER. Oh!
+
+STRANGER. Even worse: I've grown so to loathe myself that I'd
+escape from myself, if I knew how. If I were a Christian, I
+couldn't obey the first commandment, to love my neighbour as
+myself, for I should have to hate him as I hate myself. It's true
+that I'm a scamp. I've always suspected it; and because I never
+wanted life to fool me, I've observed 'others' carefully. When I
+saw they were no better than I, I resented their trying to browbeat
+me.
+
+MOTHER. You've been wrong to think it a matter between you and
+others. You have to deal with Him.
+
+STRANGER. With whom?
+
+MOTHER. The Invisible One, who guides your destiny.
+
+STRANGER. Would I could see Him.
+
+MOTHER. It would be your death.
+
+STRANGER. Oh no!
+
+MOTHER. Where do you get this devilish spirit of rebellion? If you
+won't bow your neck like the rest, you must be broken like a reed.
+
+STRANGER. I don't know where this fearful stubbornness comes from.
+It's true an unpaid bill can make me tremble; but if I were to
+climb Mount Sinai and face the Eternal One, I should not cover my
+face.
+
+MOTHER. Jesus and Mary! Don't say such things. You'll make me think
+you're a child of the Devil.
+
+STRANGER. Here that seems the general opinion. But I've heard that
+those who serve the Evil One get honours, goods and gold as their
+reward. Gold especially. Do you think me suspect?
+
+MOTHER. You'll bring a curse on my house.
+
+STRANGER. Then I'll leave it.
+
+MOTHER. And go into the night. Where?
+
+STRANGER. To seek the only one that I don't hate.
+
+MOTHER. Are you sure she'll receive you?
+
+STRANGER. Quite sure.
+
+MOTHER. I'm not.
+
+STRANGER. I am.
+
+MOTHER. Then I must raise your doubts.
+
+STRANGER. You can't.
+
+MOTHER. Yes, I can.
+
+STRANGER. It's a lie.
+
+MOTHER. We're no longer speaking kindly. We must stop. Can you
+sleep in the attic?
+
+STRANGER. I can't sleep anywhere.
+
+MOTHER. Still, I'll say good-night to you, whether you think I mean
+it, or not.
+
+STRANGER. You're sure there are no rats in the attic? I don't fear
+ghosts, but rats aren't pleasant.
+
+MOTHER. I'm glad you don't fear ghosts, for no one's slept a whole
+night there ... whatever the cause may be.
+
+STRANGER (after a moment's hesitation). Never have I met a more
+wicked woman than you. The reason is: you have religion.
+
+MOTHER. Good-night!
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE XI
+
+IN THE KITCHEN
+
+[It is dark, but the moon outside throws moving shadows of the
+window lattices on to the floor, as the storm clouds race by. In
+the corner, right, under the crucifix, where the OLD MAN used to
+sit, a hunting horn, a gun and a game bag hang on the wall. On the
+table a stuffed bird of prey. As the windows are open the curtains
+are flapping in the wind; and kitchen cloths, aprons and towels,
+that are hung on a line by the hearth, move in the wind, whose
+sighing can be heard. In the distance the noise of a waterfall.
+There is an occasional tapping on the wooden floor.]
+
+STRANGER (entering, half-dressed, a lamp in his hand). Is anyone
+here? No. (He comes forward with a light, which makes the play of
+shadow less marked.) What's moving on the floor? Is anyone here?
+(He goes to the table, sees the stuffed bird and stands riveted to
+the spot.) God!
+
+MOTHER (coming in with a lamp). Still up?
+
+STRANGER. I couldn't sleep.
+
+MOTHER (gently). Why not, my son?
+
+STRANGER. I heard someone above me.
+
+MOTHER. Impossible. There's nothing over the attic.
+
+STRANGER. That's why I was uneasy! What's moving on the floor like
+snakes?
+
+MOTHER. Moonbeams.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. Moonbeams. That's a stuffed bird. And those are
+cloths. Everything's natural; that's what makes me uneasy. Who was
+knocking during the night? Was anyone locked out?
+
+MOTHER. It was a horse in the stable.
+
+STRANGER. Why should it make that noise?
+
+MOTHER. Some animals have nightmares.
+
+STRANGER. What are nightmares?
+
+MOTHER. Who knows?
+
+STRANGER. May I sit down?
+
+MOTHER. Do. I want to speak seriously to you. I was malicious last
+night; you must forgive me. It's because of that I need religion;
+just as I need the penitential garment and the stone floor. To
+spare you, I'll tell you what nightmares are to me. My bad
+conscience! Whether I punish myself or another punishes me, I don't
+know. I don't permit myself to ask. (Pause.) Now tell me what you
+saw in your room.
+
+STRANGER. I hardly know. Nothing. When I went in I felt as if
+someone were there. Then I went to bed. But someone started pacing
+up and down above me with a heavy tread. Do you believe in ghosts?
+
+MOTHER. My religion won't allow me to. But I believe our sense of
+right and wrong will find a way to punish us.
+
+STRANGER. Soon I felt cold air on my breast--it reached my heart
+and forced me to get up.
+
+MOTHER. And then?
+
+STRANGER. To stand and watch the whole panorama of my life unroll
+before me. I saw everything--that was the worst of it.
+
+MOTHER. I know. I've been through it. There's no name for the
+malady, and only one cure.
+
+STRANGER. What is it?
+
+MOTHER. You know what children do when they've done wrong?
+
+STRANGER. What?
+
+MOTHER. First ask forgiveness!
+
+STRANGER. And then?
+
+MOTHER. Try to make amends.
+
+STRANGER. Isn't it enough to suffer according to one's deserts?
+
+MOTHER. No. That's revenge.
+
+STRANGER. Then what must one do?
+
+MOTHER. Can you mend a life you've destroyed? Undo a bad action?
+
+STRANGER. Truly, no. But I was forced into it! Forced to take, for
+no one gave me the right. Accursed be He who forced me! (Putting
+his hand to his heart.) Ah! He's here, in this room. He's plucking
+out my heart!
+
+MOTHER. Then bow your head.
+
+STRANGER. I cannot.
+
+MOTHER. Down on your knees.
+
+STRANGER. I will not.
+
+MOTHER. Christ have mercy! Lord have mercy on you! On your knees
+before Him who was crucified! Only He can wipe out what's been
+done.
+
+STRANGER. Not before Him! If I were forced, I'll recant ...
+afterwards.
+
+MOTHER. On your knees, my son!
+
+STRANGER. I cannot bow the knee. I cannot. Help me, God Eternal.
+(Pause.)
+
+MOTHER (after a hasty prayer). Do you feel better?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. ... It was not death. It was annihilation!
+
+MOTHER. The annihilation of the Divine. We call it spiritual death.
+
+STRANGER. I see. (Without irony.) I begin to understand.
+
+MOTHER. My son! You have left Jerusalem and are on the road to
+Damascus. Go back the same way you came. Erect a cross at every
+station, and stay at the seventh. For you, there are not fourteen,
+as for Him.
+
+STRANGER. You speak in riddles.
+
+MOTHER. Then go your way. Search out those to whom you have
+something to say. First, your wife.
+
+STRANGER. Where is she?
+
+MOTHER. You must find her. On your way don't forget to call on him
+you named the werewolf.
+
+STRANGER. Never!
+
+MOTHER. You'd have said that, as you came here. As you know, I
+expected your coming.
+
+STRANGER. Why?
+
+MOTHER. For no one reason.
+
+STRANGER. Just as I saw this kitchen ... in a trance. ...
+
+MOTHER. That's why I now regret trying to separate you and
+Ingeborg. Go and search for her. If you find her, well and good. If
+not, perhaps that too has been ordained. (Pause.) Dawn's now at
+hand. Morning has come and the night has passed.
+
+STRANGER. Such a night!
+
+MOTHER. You'll remember it.
+
+STRANGER. Not all of it ... yet something.
+
+MOTHER (looking out of the window, as if to herself). Lovely
+morning star--how far from heaven have you fallen!
+
+STRANGER (after a pause). Have you noticed that, before the sun
+rises, a feeling of awe takes hold of mankind? Are we children of
+darkness, that we tremble before the light?
+
+MOTHER. Will you never be tired of questioning?
+
+STRANGER. Never. Because I yearn for light.
+
+MOTHER. Go then, and search. And peace be with you!
+
+
+SCENE XII
+
+IN THE RAVINE
+
+[The same landscape as before, but in autumn colouring. The trees
+have lost their leaves. Work is going on at the smithy and the
+mill. The SMITH stands, left, in the doorway; the MILLER'S wife,
+right. The LADY dressed in a jacket with a hat of patent leather;
+but she is in mourning. The STRANGER is in Bavarian alpine kit:
+short jacket of rough material, knickers, heavy boots and
+alpenstock, green hat with heath-cock feather. Over this he wears a
+brown cloak with a cape and hood.]
+
+LADY (entering tired and dispirited). Did a man pass here in a long
+cloak, with a green hat? (The SMITH and the MILLER'S WIFE shake
+their heads.) Can I lodge here for the night? (The SMITH and the
+MILLER'S WIFE again shake their heads: to the SMITH.) May I stand
+in the doorway for a moment and warm myself? (The SMITH pushes her
+away.) God reward you according to your deserts!
+
+(Exit. She reappears on the footbridge, and exit once more.)
+
+STRANGER (entering). Has a lady in a coat and skirt crossed the
+brook? (The SMITH and MILLER'S WIFE shake their heads.) Will you
+give me some bread? I'll pay for it. (The MILLER'S WIFE refuses the
+money.) No charity!
+
+ECHO (imitating his voice from afar). Charity.
+
+(The SMITH and the MILLER'S WIFE laugh so loudly and so long that,
+at length, ECHO replies.)
+
+STRANGER. Good! An eye for an eye--a tooth for a tooth. It helps to
+lighten my conscience! (He enters the ravine.)
+
+
+SCENE XIII
+
+ON THE ROAD
+
+[The same landscape as before; but autumn. The BEGGAR is sitting
+outside a chapel with a lime twig and a bird cage, in which is a
+starling. The STRANGER enters wearing the same clothes as in the
+preceding scene.]
+
+STRANGER. Beggar! Have you seen a lady in a coat and skirt pass
+this way?
+
+BEGGAR. I've seen five hundred. But, seriously, I must ask you not
+to call me beggar now. I've found work!
+
+STRANGER. Oh! So it's you!
+
+BEGGAR. Ille ego qui quondam. ...
+
+STRANGER. What kind of work have you?
+
+BEGGAR. I've a starling, that whistles and sings.
+
+STRANGER. You mean, _he_ does the work?
+
+BEGGAR. Yes. I'm my own master now.
+
+STRANGER. Do you catch birds?
+
+BEGGAR. No. The lime twig's merely for appearances.
+
+STRANGER. So you still cling to such things?
+
+BEGGAR. What else should I cling to? What's within us is nothing
+but pure ... nonsense.
+
+STRANGER. Is that the final conclusion of your whole philosophy of
+life?
+
+BEGGAR. My complete metaphysic. The view mad be rather out of date,
+but ...
+
+STRANGER. Can you be serious for a moment? Tell me about your past.
+
+BEGGAR. Why unravel that old skein? Twist it up rather. Twist it
+up. Do you think I'm always so merry? Only when I meet you: you're
+so damnably funny!
+
+STRANGER. How can you laugh, with a wrecked life behind you?
+
+BEGGAR. Now he's getting personal! (Pause.) If you can't laugh at
+adversity, not even that of others, you're begging of life itself.
+Listen! If you follow this wheel track you'll come, at last, to the
+ocean, and there the path will stop. If you sit down there and
+rest, you'll begin to take another view of things. Here there are
+so many accidents, religious themes, disagreeable memories that
+hinder thought as it flies to the 'rose' room. Only follow the
+track! If it's muddy here and there, spread your wings and flutter.
+And talking of fluttering: I once heard a bird that sang of
+Polycrates and his ring; how he'd become possessed of all the
+marvels of this world, but didn't know what to do with them. So he
+sent tidings east and west of the great Nothing he'd helped to
+fashion from the empty universe. I wouldn't assert you were the
+man, unless I believed it so firmly I could take my oath on it.
+Once I asked you whether you knew who I was, and you said it didn't
+interest you. In return I offered you my friendship, but you
+refused it rudely. However, I'm not sensitive or resentful, so I'll
+give you good advice on your way. Follow the track!
+
+STRANGER (avoiding him). You don't deceive me.
+
+BEGGAR. You believe nothing but evil. That's why you get nothing
+but evil. Try to believe what is good. Try!
+
+STRANGER. I will. But if I'm deceived, I've the right to. ...
+
+BEGGAR. You've no right to do that.
+
+STRANGER (as if to himself ). Who is it reads my secret thoughts,
+turns my soul inside out, and pursues me? Why do you persecute me?
+
+BEGGAR. Saul! Saul! Why persecutest thou Me?
+
+(The STRANGER goes out with a gesture of horror. The chord of the
+funeral march is heard again. The LADY enters.)
+
+LADY. Have you seen a man pass this way in a long cloak, with a
+green hat?
+
+BEGGAR. There was a poor devil here, who hobbled off. ...
+
+LADY. The man I'm searching for's not lame.
+
+BEGGAR. Nor was he. It seems he'd hurt his hip; and that made him
+walk unsteadily. I mustn't be malicious. Look here in the mud.
+
+LADY. Where?
+
+BEGGAR (pointing). There! At that rut. In it you can see the
+impression of a boot, firmly planted. ...
+
+LADY (looking at the impression). It's he! His heavy tread. ... Can
+I catch him up?
+
+BEGGAR. Follow the track!
+
+LADY (taking his hand and kissing it). Thank you, my friend. (Exit.)
+
+
+SCENE XIV
+
+BY THE SEA
+
+[The same landscape as before, but now winter. The sea is dark
+blue, and on the horizon great clouds take on the shapes of huge
+heads. In the distance three bare masts of a wrecked ship, that
+look like three white crosses. The table and seat are still under
+the tree, but the chairs have been removed. There is snow on the
+ground. From time to time a bell-buoy can be heard. The STRANGER
+comes in from the left, stops a moment and looks out to sea, then
+goes out, right, behind the cottage. The LADY enters, left, and
+appears to be following the STRANGER'S footsteps on the snow; she
+exits in front of the cottage, right. The STRANGER re-enters,
+right, notices the footprints of the LADY, pauses, and looks back,
+right. The LADY re-enters, throws herself into his arms, but
+recoils.]
+
+LADY. You thrust me away.
+
+STRANGER. No. It seems there's someone between us.
+
+LADY. Indeed there is! (Pause.) What a meeting!
+
+STRANGER. Yes. It's winter; as you see.
+
+LADY. I can feel the cold coming from you.
+
+STRANGER. I got frozen in the mountains.
+
+LADY. Do you think the spring will ever come?
+
+STRANGER. Not to us! We've been driven from the garden, and must
+wander over stones and thistles. And when our hands and feet are
+bruised, we feel we must rub salt in the wounds of the ... other
+one. And then the mill starts grinding. It'll never stop; for
+there's always water.
+
+LADY. No doubt what you say is true.
+
+STRANGER. But I'll not yield to the inevitable. Rather than that we
+should lacerate each other I'll gash myself as a sacrifice to the
+gods. I'll take the blame upon me; declare it was I who taught you
+to break your chains. I who tempted you! Then you can lay all the
+blame on me: for what I did, and what happened after.
+
+LADY. You couldn't bear it.
+
+STRANGER. Yes, I could. There are moments when I feel as if I bore
+all the sin and sorrow, all the filth and shame of the whole world.
+There are moments when I believe we are condemned to sin and do bad
+actions as a punishment! (Pause.) Not long ago I lay sick of a
+fever, and amidst all that happened to me, I dreamed that I saw a
+crucifix without the Crucified. And when I asked the Dominican--for
+there was a Dominican among many others--what it could mean, he
+said: 'You will not allow Him to suffer for you. Suffer then
+yourself!' That's why mankind have grown so conscious of their own
+sufferings.
+
+LADY. And why consciences grow so heavy, if there's no one to help
+to bear the burden.
+
+STRANGER. Have you also come to think so?
+
+LADY. Not yet. But I'm on the way.
+
+STRANGER. Put your hand in mine. From here let us go on together.
+
+LADY. Where?
+
+STRANGER. Back! The same way we came. Are you weary?
+
+LADY. Now no longer.
+
+STRANGER. Several times I sank exhausted. But I met a strange
+beggar--perhaps you remember him: he was thought to be like me. And
+he begged me, as an experiment, to believe his good intentions. I
+did believe--as an experiment--and . ...
+
+LADY. Well?
+
+STRANGER. It went well with me. And since then I feel I've strength
+to go on my way. ...
+
+LADY. Let's go together!
+
+STRANGER (turning to the sea). Yes. It's growing dark and the
+clouds are gathering.
+
+LADY. Don't look at the clouds.
+
+STRANGER. And below there? What's that?
+
+LADY. Only a wreck.
+
+STRANGER (whispering). Three crosses! What new Golgotha awaits us?
+
+LADY. They're white ones. That means good fortune.
+
+STRANGER. Can good fortune ever come to us?
+
+LADY. Yes. But not yet.
+
+STRANGER. Let's go!
+
+
+SCENE XV
+
+ROOM IN AN HOTEL
+
+[The room is as before. The LADY is sitting by the side of the
+STRANGER, crocheting.]
+
+LADY. Do say something.
+
+STRANGER. I've nothing but unpleasant things to say, since we came
+here.
+
+LADY. Why were you so anxious to have this terrible room?
+
+STRANGER. I don't know. It was the last one I wanted. I began to
+long for it, in order to suffer.
+
+LADY. And are you suffering?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. I can no longer listen to singing, or look at
+anything beautiful. During the day I hear the mill and see that
+great panorama now expanding to embrace the universe. ... And, at
+night ...
+
+LADY. Why did you cry out in your sleep?
+
+STRANGER. I was dreaming.
+
+LADY. A real dream?
+
+STRANGER. Terribly real. But you see what a curse is on me. I feel
+I must describe it, and to no one else but you. Yet I daren't tell
+you, for it would be rattling at the door of the locked chamber. ...
+
+LADY. The past!
+
+STRANGER. Yes.
+
+LADY (simply). It's foolish to have any such secret place.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. (Pause.)
+
+LADY. And now tell me!
+
+STRANGER. I'm afraid I must. I dreamed your first husband was
+married to my first wife.
+
+LADY. Only you could have thought of such a thing!
+
+STRANGER. I wish it were so. (Pause.) I saw how he ill-treated my
+children. (Getting up.) I put my hands to his throat. ... I can't
+go on. ... But I shall never rest till I know the truth. And to
+know it, I must go to him in his own house.
+
+LADY. It's come to that?
+
+STRANGER. It's been coming for some time. Nothing can now prevent
+it. I must see him.
+
+LADY. But if he won't receive you?
+
+STRANGER. I'll go as a patient, and tell him of my sickness. ...
+
+LADY (frightened). Don't do that!
+
+STRANGER. You think he might be tempted to shut me up as mad! I
+must risk it. I want to risk everything--life, freedom, welfare. I
+need an emotional shock, strong enough to bring myself into the
+light of day. I demand this torture, that my punishment may be in
+just proportion to my sin, so that I shall not be forced to drag
+myself along under the burden of my guilt. So down into the snake
+pit, as soon as may be!
+
+LADY. Could I come with you?
+
+STRANGER. There's no need. My sufferings will be enough for both.
+
+LADY. Then I'll call you my deliverer. And the curse I once laid on
+you will turn into a blessing. Look! It's spring once more.
+
+STRANGER. So I see. The Christmas rose there has begun to wither.
+
+LADY. But don't you feel spring in the air?
+
+STRANGER. The cold within isn't so great.
+
+LADY. Perhaps the werewolf will heal you altogether.
+
+STRANGER. We shall see. Perhaps he's not so dangerous, after all.
+
+LADY. He's not so cruel as you.
+
+STRANGER. But my dream. ...
+
+LADY. Let's hope it was only a dream. Now my wool's finished; and
+with it, my useless work. It's grown soiled in the making.
+
+STRANGER. It can be washed.
+
+LADY. Or dyed.
+
+STRANGER. Rose red.
+
+LADY. Never!
+
+STRANGER. It's like a roll of manuscript.
+
+LADY. With our story on it.
+
+STRANGER. In the filth of the roads, in tears and in blood.
+
+LADY. But the story's nearly done. Go and write the last chapter.
+
+STRANGER. Then we'll meet at the seventh station. Where we began!
+
+
+SCENE XVI
+
+THE DOCTOR'S HOUSE
+
+[The scene is more or less as before. But half the wood-pile has
+been taken away. On a seat near the verandah surgical instruments,
+knives, saws, forceps, etc. The DOCTOR is engaged in cleaning
+these.]
+
+SISTER (coming from the verandah). A patient to see you.
+
+DOCTOR. Do you know who it is?
+
+SISTER. I've not seen him. Here's his card.
+
+DOCTOR (reading it). This outdoes everything!
+
+SISTER. Is it he?
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. Courage I respect; but this is cynicism. A kind of
+challenge. Still, let him come in.
+
+SISTER. Are you serious?
+
+DOCTOR. Perfectly. But, if you care to talk to him a little, in
+that straightforward way of yours. ...
+
+SISTER. I'd like to.
+
+DOCTOR. Very well. Do the heavy work, and leave the final polish to
+me.
+
+SISTER. You can trust me. I'll tell him everything your kindness
+forbids you to say.
+
+DOCTOR. Enough of my kindness! Make haste, or I'll get impatient.
+Shut the doors. (His SISTER goes out.) What are you doing at that
+dustbin, Caesar? (CAESAR comes in.) Listen, Caesar, if your enemy
+were to come and lay his head in your lap, what would you do?
+
+CAESAR. Cut it off!
+
+DOCTOR. That's not what I've taught you.
+
+CAESAR. No; you said, heap coals of fire on it. But I think that's
+a shame.
+
+DOCTOR. I think so, too; it's more cruel and more cunning. (Pause.)
+Isn't it better to take some revenge? It heartens the other person,
+lifts the burden off him.
+
+CAESAR. As you know more about it than I, why ask?
+
+DOCTOR. Quiet! I'm not speaking to you. (Pause.) Very well. First
+cut off his head, and then. ... We'll see.
+
+CAESAR. It all depends on how he behaves.
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. On how he behaves. Quiet. Get along.
+
+(The STRANGER comes from the verandah: he seems excited but his
+manner betrays a certain resignation. CAESAR has gone out.)
+
+STRANGER. You're surprised to see me here?
+
+DOCTOR (seriously). I've long given up being surprised. But I see I
+must begin again.
+
+STRANGER. Will you permit me to speak to you?
+
+DOCTOR. About anything decent people may discuss. Are you ill?
+
+STRANGER (hesitating). Yes.
+
+DOCTOR. Why did you come to me--of all people?
+
+STRANGER. You must guess!
+
+DOCTOR. I refuse to. (Pause.) What do you complain of?
+
+STRANGER (with uncertainty). Sleeplessness.
+
+DOCTOR. That's not a disease, but a symptom. Have you already seen
+a doctor?
+
+STRANGER. I've been lying ill in an ... institution. I was
+feverish. I've a strange malady.
+
+DOCTOR. What was so strange about it?
+
+STRANGER. May I ask this? Can one go about as usual; and yet be
+delirious?
+
+DOCTOR. If you're mad; not otherwise. (The STRANGER lets up, but
+then sits down again.) What was the hospital called?
+
+STRANGER. St. Saviour.
+
+DOCTOR. That's not a hospital.
+
+STRANGER. A convent, then.
+
+DOCTOR. No. It's an asylum. (The STRANGER gets up, the DOCTOR does
+so, too, and calls.) Sister! Shut the front door. And the gate
+leading to the road. (To the STRANGER.) Won't you sit down? I have
+to keep the doors here locked. There are so many tramps.
+
+STRANGER (calms himself). Be frank with me: do you think me ...
+insane?
+
+DOCTOR. No one ever gets a frank answer to that question, as you
+know. And no one who suffers in that way ever believes what he's
+told. So my opinion must be a matter of indifference to you.
+(Pause.) But if it's your soul, go to a spiritual healer.
+
+STRANGER. Could you take his place for a moment?
+
+DOCTOR. I haven't the vocation.
+
+STRANGER. But ...
+
+DOCTOR (interrupting). Or the time. We're getting ready for a
+wedding here!
+
+STRANGER. I dreamed it!
+
+DOCTOR. It may ease your mind to know that I've consoled myself, as
+it's called. You may be pleased, it would be natural ... but I see,
+on the contrary, it makes you suffer more. There must be a reason.
+Why, should you be upset at my marrying a widow?
+
+STRANGER. With two children?
+
+DOCTOR. Two children! Now we have it! A damnable supposition worthy
+of you. If there were a hell, you should be hell's overseer, for
+your skill in finding means of punishment exceeds my wildest
+inventions. Yet I'm called a werewolf!
+
+STRANGER. It might happen that ...
+
+DOCTOR (cutting him short). For a long time, I hated you, because
+by an unforgiveable action you cheated me of my good name. But when
+I grew older and wiser I saw that, although the punishment wasn't
+earned, I deserved it for other things that had never been
+discovered. Besides, you were a boy with enough conscience to be
+able to punish yourself. So you need worry no more about the whole
+thing. Is that what you wanted to speak of?
+
+STRANGER. Yes.
+
+DOCTOR. Then you'll be content, if I let you go? (The STRANGER is
+about to ask a question.) Did you think I'd shut you up? Or cut you
+in pieces with those instruments? Kill you? 'Perhaps such poor
+devils ought to be put out of their misery!' (The STRANGER looks at
+his watch.) You can still catch the boat.
+
+STRANGER. Will you give me your hand?
+
+DOCTOR. Impossible. And what is the use of my forgiving you, if you
+lack the strength to forgive yourself? (Pause.) Some things can
+only be cured by making them undone. So this never can be.
+
+STRANGER. St. Saviour ...
+
+DOCTOR. Helped you. You challenged destiny and were broken. There's
+no shame in losing such a fight. I did the same; but, as you see,
+I've got rid of my woodpile. I want no thunder in my home. And I
+shall play no more with the lightning.
+
+STRANGER. One station more, and I shall reach my goal.
+
+DOCTOR. You'll never reach your goal. Farewell!
+
+STRANGER. Farewell!
+
+
+SCENE XVII
+
+A STREET CORNER
+
+[The same as Scene I. The STRANGER is sitting on the seat beneath
+the tree, drawing in the sand.]
+
+LADY (entering). What are you doing?
+
+STRANGER. Writing in the sand ... still.
+
+LADY. Can you hear singing?
+
+STRANGER (pointing to the church). Yes. But from there! I've been
+unjust to someone, unwittingly.
+
+LADY. I think our wanderings must be over, now we've come back here.
+
+STRANGER. Where we began ... at the street corner, between the inn,
+the church and the post office. By the way ... isn't there a
+registered letter for me there, that I never fetched?
+
+LADY. Yes. Because there was nothing but unpleasantness in it.
+
+STRANGER. Or legal matters. (Striking his forehead.) Then that's
+the explanation.
+
+LADY. Fetch it then. In the belief that what it contains is good.
+
+STRANGER (ironically). Good!
+
+LADY. Believe it. Imagine it!
+
+STRANGER (going to the post office). I'll make the attempt.
+
+(The LADY waits on the pavement. The STRANGER comes back with a
+letter.)
+
+LADY. Well?
+
+STRANGER. I feel ashamed of myself. It's the money.
+
+LADY. You see! All these sufferings, all these tears ... in vain!
+
+STRANGER. Not in vain! It looks like spite, what happens here, but
+it's not that. I wronged the Invisible when I mistook ...
+
+LADY. Enough! No accusations.
+
+STRANGER. No. It was my own stupidity or wickedness. I didn't want
+to be made a fool of by life. That's why I was! It was the elves ...
+
+LADY. Who made the change in you. Come. Let's go.
+
+STRANGER. And hide ourselves and our misery in the mountains.
+
+LADY. Yes. The mountains will hide us! (Pause.) But first I must go
+and light a candle to my good Saint Elizabeth. Come. (The STRANGER
+shakes his head.) Come!
+
+STRANGER. Very well. I'll go through that way. But I can't stay.
+
+LADY. How can you tell? Come. In there you shall hear new songs.
+
+(The STRANGER follows her to the door of the church.)
+
+STRANGER. It may be!
+
+LADY. Come!
+
+THE END.
+
+
+
+
+
+
+
+PART II
+
+
+
+CHARACTERS
+
+THE STRANGER
+THE LADY
+THE MOTHER
+THE FATHER
+THE CONFESSOR
+THE DOCTOR
+CAESAR
+
+less important figures
+MAID
+PROFESSOR
+RAGGED PERSON
+ANOTHER RAGGED PERSON
+FIRST WOMAN
+SECOND WOMAN
+WAITRESS
+POLICEMAN
+
+
+SCENES
+
+ACT I Outside the House
+
+ACT II SCENE I Laboratory
+ SCENE II The 'Rose' Room
+
+ACT III SCENE I The Banqueting Hall
+ SCENE II A Prison Cell
+ SCENE III The 'Rose' Room
+
+ACT IV SCENE I The Banqueting Hall
+ SCENE II In a Ravine
+ SCENE III The 'Rose' Room
+
+
+ACT I
+
+OUTSIDE THE HOUSE
+
+[On the right a terrace, on which the house stands. Below it a road
+runs towards the back, where there is a thick pine wood with
+heights beyond, whose outlines intersect. On the left there is a
+suggestion of a river bank, but the river itself cannot be seen.
+The house is white and has small, mullioned windows with iron bars.
+On the wall vines and climbing roses. In front of the house, on the
+terrace, a well; at the end of the terrace pumpkin plants, whose
+large yellow flowers hang dozen over the edge. Fruit trees are
+planted along the road, and a memorial cross can be seen erected at
+a spot where an accident occurred. Steps lead down from the terrace
+to the road, and there are flower-pots on the balustrade. In front
+of the steps there is a seat. The road reaches the foreground from
+the right, curving past the terrace, which projects like a
+promontory, and then loses itself in the background. Strong
+sunlight from the left. The MOTHER is sitting on the seat below the
+steps. The DOMINICAN is standing in front of her.]
+
+DOMINICAN [Note: The same character as the CONFESSOR and BEGGAR.].
+You called me to discuss a family matter of importance to you. Tell
+me what it is.
+
+MOTHER. Father, life has treated me hardly. I don't know what I've
+done to be so frowned upon by Providence.
+
+DOMINICAN. It's a mark of favour to be tried by the Eternal One,
+and triumph awaits the steadfast.
+
+MOTHER. That's what I've often said to myself; but there are limits
+to the suffering one can bear. ...
+
+DOMINICAN. There are no limits. Suff'ering's as boundless as grace.
+
+MOTHER. First my husband leaves me for another woman.
+
+DOMINICAN. Then let him go. He'll come crawling back again on his
+bare knees!
+
+MOTHER. And as you know, Father, my only daughter was married to a
+doctor. But she left him and came home with a stranger, whom she
+presented to me as her new husband.
+
+DOMINICAN. That's not easy to understand. Divorce isn't recognised
+by our religion.
+
+MOTHER. No. But they'd crossed the frontier, to a land where there
+are other laws. He's an Old Catholic, and he found a priest to
+marry them.
+
+DOMINICAN. That's no real marriage, and can't be dissolved because
+it never existed. But it can be nullified. Who is your present
+son-in-law?
+
+MOTHER. Truly, I wish I knew! One thing I do know, and that's
+enough to fill my cup of sorrow. He's been divorced and his wife
+and children live in wretched circumstances.
+
+DOMINICAN. A difficult case. But we'll find a way to put it right.
+What does he do?
+
+MOTHER. He's a writer; said to be famous at home.
+
+DOMINICAN. Godless, too, I suppose?
+
+MOTHER. Yes. At least he used to be; but since his second marriage
+he's not known a happy hour. Fate, as he calls it, seized him with
+an iron hand and drove him here in the shape of a ragged beggar.
+Ill-fortune struck him blow after blow, so that I pitied him at the
+very moment he fled from here. Then he wandered in the woods and,
+later, lay out in the fields where he fell, till he was found by
+merciful folk and taken to a convent. There he lay ill for three
+months, without our knowing where he was.
+
+DOMINICAN. Wait! Last year a man was brought to the Convent of St.
+Saviour, where I'm Confessor, under the circumstances you describe.
+Whilst he was feverish he opened his heart to me, and there was
+scarcely a sin of which he didn't confess his guilt. But when he
+came to himself again, he said he remembered nothing. So to prove
+him in heart and reins I used the secret apostolic powers that are
+given us; and, as a trial, employed the lesser curse. For when a
+crime's been done in secret, the curse of Deuteronomy is read over
+the suspected man. If he's innocent, he goes his way unscathed. But
+if he's struck by it, then, as Paul relates, 'he is delivered unto
+Satan for the destruction of the flesh, that his spirit may be
+saved.'
+
+MOTHER. O God! It must be he!
+
+DOMINICAN. Yes, it is he. Your son-in-law! The ways of Providence
+are inscrutable. Was he heavily struck by the curse?
+
+MOTHER. Yes. That night he slept here, and was torn from his sleep
+by an unexplained power that, as he told me, turned his heart to
+ice. ...
+
+DOMINICAN. Did he have fearful visions?
+
+MOTHER. Yes.
+
+DOMINICAN. And was he harried by those terrible thoughts, of which
+Job says, 'When I say, my bed shall comfort me, then Thou scarest
+me with dreams and terrifiest me with visions; so that my soul
+chooseth strangling, and death rather than life.' That's as it
+should be. Did it open his eyes?
+
+MOTHER. Yes. But only so that his sight was blinded. For his
+sufferings grew so great that he could no longer find a natural
+explanation for them, and as no doctor could cure him, he began to
+see that he was fighting higher conscious powers.
+
+DOMINICAN. Powers that meant him ill, and were therefore themselves
+evil. That's the usual course of things. And then?
+
+MOTHER. He came upon books that taught him that such evil powers
+could be fought.
+
+DOMINICAN. Oh! So he looked for what's hidden, and should remain
+so! Did he succeed in exorcising the spirits that chastised him?
+
+MOTHER. He says he did. And it seems now that he can sleep again.
+
+DOMINICAN. Yes, and he believes what he says. Yet, since he hasn't
+truly accepted the love of truth, God will trouble him with great
+delusion, so that he'll believe what is false.
+
+MOTHER. The fault's his own. But he's changed my daughter: in other
+days she was neither hot nor cold; but now she's on the way to
+becoming evil.
+
+DOMINICAN. How do the two of them get on?
+
+MOTHER. Half the time, happily; the other half they plague one
+another like devils.
+
+DOMINICAN. That's the way they must go. Plague one another till
+they come to the Cross.
+
+MOTHER. If they don't part again.
+
+DOMINICAN. What? Have they done so?
+
+MOTHER. They've left one another four times, but have always come
+back. It seems as if they're chained together. It would be a good
+thing if they were, for a child's on the way.
+
+DOMINICAN. Let the child come. Children bring gifts that are
+refreshing to tired souls.
+
+MOTHER. I hope it may be so. But it looks as if this one will be an
+apple of discord. They're already quarrelling over its name;
+they're quarrelling over its baptism; and the mother's already
+jealous of her husband's children by his first wife. He can't
+promise to love this child as much as the others, and the mother
+absolutely insists that he shall! So there's no end to their
+miseries.
+
+DOMINICAN. Oh yes, there is. Wait! He's had dealings with higher
+powers, so that we've gained a hold on him; and our prayers will be
+more, powerful than his resistance. Their effect is as extraordinary
+as it is mysterious. (The STRANGER appears on the terrace. He is
+in hunting costume and wears a tropical helmet. In his hand he has
+an alpenstock.) Is that him, up there?
+
+MOTHER. Yes. That's my present son-in-law.
+
+DOMINICAN. Singularly like the first! But watch how he's behaving.
+He hasn't seen me yet, but he feels I'm here. (He makes the sign of
+the cross in the air.) Look how troubled he grows. ... Now he
+stiffens like an icicle. See! In a moment he'll cry out.
+
+STRANGER (who has suddenly stopped, grown rigid, and clutched his
+heart). Who's down there?
+
+MOTHER. I am.
+
+STRANGER. You're not alone.
+
+MOTHER. No. I've someone with me.
+
+DOMINICAN (making the sign of the cross). Now he'll say nothing;
+but fall like a felled tree. (The STRANGER crumples up and falls to
+the ground.) Now I shall go. It would be too much for him if he
+were to see me, But I'll come back soon. You'll see, he's in good
+hands! Farewell and peace be with you. (He goes out.)
+
+STRANGER (raising himself and coming down the steps). Who was that?
+
+MOTHER. A traveller. Sit down; you look so pale.
+
+STRANGER. It was a fainting fit.
+
+MOTHER. You've always new names for it; but they mean nothing
+fresh. Sit down here, on the seat.
+
+STRANGER. No; I don't like sitting there. People are always
+passing.
+
+MOTHER. Yet I've been sitting here since I was a child, watching
+life glide past as the river does below. Here, on the road, I've
+watched the children of men go by, playing, haggling, begging,
+cursing and dancing. I love this seat and I love the river below,
+though it does much damage every year and washes away the property
+we inherited. Last spring it carried our whole hay crop off, so
+that we had to sell our beasts. The property's lost half its value
+in the last few years, and when the lake in the mountains has
+reached its new level and the swamp's been drained into the river,
+the water will rise till it washes the house away. We've been at
+law about it for ten years, and we've lost every appeal; so we
+shall be destroyed. It's as inevitable as fate.
+
+STRANGER. Fate's not inevitable.
+
+MOTHER. Beware, if you think to fight it.
+
+STRANGER. I've done so already.
+
+MOTHER. There you go again! You learn nothing from the chastisement
+of Providence.
+
+STRANGER. Oh yes. I've learned to hate. Can one love what does evil?
+
+MOTHER. I've little learning, as you know; but I read yesterday
+in an encyclopaedia that the Eumenides are not evilly disposed.
+
+STRANGER. That's true; but it's a lie they're friendly. I only
+know one friendly fury. My own!
+
+MOTHER. Can you call Ingeborg a fury?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. She is one; and as a fury, she's remarkable. Her
+talent for making me suffer excels my most infernal inventions; and
+if I escape from her hands with my life, I'll come out of the fire
+as pure as gold.
+
+MOTHER. You've got what you deserve. You wanted to mould her as you
+wished, and you've succeeded.
+
+STRANGER. Completely. But where is this fury?
+
+MOTHER. She went down the road a few minutes ago.
+
+STRANGER. Down there? Then I'll go to meet my own destruction. (He
+goes towards the back.)
+
+MOTHER. So you can still joke about it? Wait! (The MOTHER is left
+alone for a moment, until the STRANGER has disappeared. The LADY
+then enters from the right. She is wearing a summer frock, and is
+carrying a post bag and some opened letters in her hand.)
+
+LADY. Are you alone, Mother?
+
+MOTHER. I've just been left alone.
+
+LADY. Here's the post. This is for job.
+
+MOTHER. What? Do you open his letters?
+
+LADY. All of them, because I want to know who it is I've linked my
+life to. And I want to suppress everything that might minister to
+his pride. In a word, I isolate him, so that he has to keep his own
+electricity and run the danger of being broken to pieces.
+
+MOTHER. How learned you've grown?
+
+LADY. Yes. If he's unwise enough to confide almost everything to
+me, I'll soon hold his fate in my hand. Now, if you please, he's
+making electrical experiments and claims he'll be able to harness
+the lightning, so that it'll give him light, warmth and power.
+Well, let him do as he likes! From a letter that came to-day I see
+he's even corresponding with alchemists.
+
+MOTHER. Does he want to make gold? Is the man sane?
+
+LADY. That's the important question. Whether he's a charlatan
+doesn't matter so much.
+
+MOTHER. Do you suspect it?
+
+LADY. I'd believe any evil of him, and any good, on the same day.
+
+MOTHER. Is there any other news?
+
+LADY. The plans my divorced husband made for a new marriage have
+gone wrong; he's grown melancholic, abandoned his practice and is
+tramping the roads.
+
+MOTHER. Oh! He was always my son-in-law. He had a kind heart under
+his rough manner.
+
+LADY. Yes. I only called him a werewolf in his role as my husband
+and master. As long as I knew he was at peace, and on the way to
+find consolation, I was content. But now he'll torment me like a
+bad conscience.
+
+MOTHER. Have you a conscience?
+
+LADY. I never used to have one. But my eyes have been opened since
+I read my husband's works, and I know the difference between good
+and evil.
+
+MOTHER. But he forbade you to read them, and never foresaw you
+wouldn't obey him.
+
+LADY. Who can foresee all the results of any action?
+
+MOTHER. Have you more bad news in your pocket, Pandora?
+
+LADY. The worst of all! Think of it, Mother, his divorced wife's
+going to marry again.
+
+MOTHER. That ought to be reassuring, to you and to him.
+
+LADY. Didn't you know it was his worst nightmare? That his wife
+would marry again and his children have a stepfather?
+
+MOTHER. If he can bear that alone, I shall think him a strange man.
+
+LADY. You believe he's too sensitive? But didn't he say himself
+that an educated man of the world at the end of the nineteenth
+century never lets himself be put out of countenance!
+
+MOTHER. It's easy to say so; but when things really happen. ...
+
+LADY. Yet there was a gift at the bottom of Pandora's box that was
+no misfortune. Look, Mother! A portrait of his six-year-old son.
+
+MOTHER (looking at the picture). A lovely child.
+
+LADY. It does one good to see such a charming and expressive
+picture. Tell me, do you think my child will be as beautiful? Well,
+what do you say? Answer, or I'll be unhappy! I love this boy
+already, but I feel I'd hate him if my child's not as lovely as he.
+Yes, I'm jealous already.
+
+MOTHER. When you came here after your unlucky honeymoon, I'd hoped
+you'd have got over the worst. But now I see it was only a
+foretaste of what was to come.
+
+LADY. I'm ready for anything; and I don't think this knot can ever
+be undone. It must be cut!
+
+MOTHER. But you're only making more difficulties for yourself by
+suppressing his letters.
+
+LADY. In days gone by, when I went through life like a sleep-walker,
+everything seemed easy to me, but I begin to be uncertain now he's
+started to waken thoughts in me. (She puts the letters into the
+post-bag.) Here he is. 'Sh!
+
+MOTHER. One thing more. Why do you let him wear that suit of your
+first husband's?
+
+LADY. I like torturing and humiliating him. I've persuaded him it
+fits him and belonged to my father. Now, when I see him in the
+werewolf's things, I feel I've got both of them in my clutches.
+
+MOTHER. Heaven defend us! How spiteful you've grown!
+
+LADY. Perhaps that was my role, if I have one in this man's life!
+
+MOTHER. I sometimes wish the river would rise and carry us all away
+whilst we're asleep at night. If it were to flow here for a
+thousand years perhaps it would wash out the sin on which this
+house is built.
+
+LADY. Then it's true that my grandfather, the notary, illegally
+seized property not his own? It's said this place was built with
+the heritage of widows and orphans, the funds of ruined men, the
+property of dead ones and the bribes of litigants.
+
+MOTHER. Don't speak of it any more. The tears of those still living
+have run together and formed a lake. And it's that lake, people
+say, that's being drained now, and that'll cause the river to wash
+us away.
+
+LADY. Can't it be stopped by taking legal action? Is there no
+justice on earth?
+
+MOTHER. Not on earth. But there is in heaven. And heaven will drown
+us, for we're the children of evildoers. (She goes up the steps.)
+
+LADY. Isn't it enough to put up with one's own tears? Must one
+inherit other people's?
+
+(The STRANGER comes back.)
+
+STRANGER. Did you call me?
+
+LADY. No. I only tried to draw you to me, without really wanting
+you.
+
+STRANGER. I felt you meddling with my destiny in a way that made me
+uneasy. Soon you'll have learnt all I know.
+
+LADY. And more.
+
+STRANGER. But I must ask you not to lay rough hands on my fate. I
+am Cain, you see, and am under the ban of mysterious powers, who
+permit no mortals to interfere with their work of vengeance. You
+see this mark on my brow? (He removes his hat.) It means: Revenge
+is mine, saith the Lord.
+
+LADY. Does your hat press. ...
+
+STRANGER. No. It chafes me. And so does the coat. If it weren't
+that I wanted to please you, I'd have thrown them all into the
+river. When I walk here in the neighbourhood, do you know that
+people call me the doctor? They must take me for your husband, the
+werewolf. And I'm unlucky. If I ask who planted some tree: they
+say, the doctor. If I ask to whom the green fish basket belongs:
+they say, the doctor. And if it isn't his then it belongs to the
+doctor's wife. That is, to you! This confusion between him and me
+makes my visit unbearable. I'd like to go away. ...
+
+LADY. Haven't you tried in vain to leave this place six times?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. But the seventh, I'll succeed.
+
+LADY. Then try!
+
+STRANGER. You say that as if you were convinced I'd fail.
+
+LADY. I am.
+
+STRANGER. Plague me in some other way, dear fury.
+
+LADY. Well, I can.
+
+STRANGER. A new way! Try to say something ill-natured that 'the
+other one's' not said already.
+
+LADY. Your first wife's 'the other one.' How tactful to remind me
+of her.
+
+STRANGER. Everything that lives and moves, everything that's dead
+and cold, reminds me of what's gone. ...
+
+LADY. Until the being comes, who can wipe out the darkness of the
+past and bring light.
+
+STRANGER. You mean the child we're expecting!
+
+LADY. Our child!
+
+STRANGER. Do you love it?
+
+LADY. I began to to-day.
+
+STRANGER. To-day? Why, what's happened? Five months ago you wanted
+to run off to the lawyers and divorce me; because I wouldn't take
+you to a quack who'd kill your unborn child.
+
+LADY. That was some time ago. Things have changed now.
+
+STRANGER. Why now? (He looks round as if expecting something.) Now?
+Has the post come?
+
+LADY. You're still more cunning than I am. But the pupil will
+outstrip the master.
+
+STRANGER. Were there any letters for me?
+
+LADY. No.
+
+STRANGER. Then give me the wrapper?
+
+LADY. What made you guess?
+
+STRANGER. Give the wrapper, if your conscience can make such fine
+distinctions between it and the letter.
+
+LADY (picking up the letter-bag, which she has hidden behind the
+seat). Look at this! (The STRANGER takes the photograph, looks at
+it carefully, and puts it in his breast-pocket.) What was it?
+
+STRANGER. The past.
+
+LADY. Was it beautiful?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. More beautiful than the future can ever be.
+
+LADY (darkly). You shouldn't have said that.
+
+STRANGER. No, I admit it. And I'm sorry. ...
+
+LADY. Tell me, are you capable of suffering?
+
+STRANGER. Now, I suffer twice; because I feel when you're
+suffering. And if I wound you in self-defence, it's I who gets
+fever from the wound.
+
+LADY. That means you're at my mercy?
+
+STRANGER. No. Less now than ever, because you're protected by the
+innocent being you carry beneath your heart.
+
+LADY. He shall be my avenger.
+
+STRANGER. Or mine!
+
+LADY (tearfully). Poor little thing. Conceived in sin and shame,
+and born to avenge by hate.
+
+STRANGER. It's a long time since I've heard you speak like that.
+
+LADY. I dare say.
+
+STRANGER. That was the voice that first drew me to you; it was like
+that of a mother speaking to her child.
+
+LADY. When you say 'mother' I feel I can only believe good of you;
+but a moment after I say to myself: it's only one more of your ways
+of deceiving me.
+
+STRANGER. What ill have I ever really done you? (The LADY is
+uncertain what to reply.) Answer me. What ill have I done you?
+
+LADY. I don't know.
+
+STRANGER. Then invent something. Say to me: I hate you, because I
+can't deceive you.
+
+LADY. Can't I? Oh, I'm sorry for you.
+
+STRANGER. You must have poison in the pocket of your dress.
+
+LADY. Well, I have!
+
+STRANGER. What can it be? (Pause.) Who's that coming down the road?
+
+LADY. A harbinger.
+
+STRANGER. Is it a man, or a spectre?
+
+LADY. A spectre from the past.
+
+STRANGER. He's wearing a black coat and a laurel crown. But his
+feet are bare.
+
+LADY. It's Caesar.
+
+STRANGER (confused). Caesar? That was my nickname at school.
+
+LADY. Yes. But it's also the name of the madman whom my ... first
+husband used to look after. Forgive me speaking of him like that.
+
+STRANGER. Has this madman got away?
+
+LADY. It looks like it, doesn't it?
+
+(CAESAR comes in from the back; he wears a black frock coat and is
+without a collar; he has a laurel crown on his head and his feet
+are bare. His general appearance is bizarre.)
+
+CAESAR. Why don't you greet me? You ought to say: Ave, Caesar! For
+now I'm the master. The werewolf, you must know, has gone out of
+his mind since the Great Man went off with his wife, whom he
+himself snatched from her first lover, or bridegroom, or whatever
+you call him.
+
+STRANGER (to the LADY). That was strychnine for two adults! (To
+CAESAR) Where's your master now--or your slave, or doctor, or
+warder?
+
+CAESAR. He'll be here soon. But you needn't be frightened of him.
+He won't use daggers or poison. He only has to show himself, for
+all living things to fly from him; for trees to drop their leaves,
+and the very dust of the highway to run before him in a whirlwind
+like the pillar of cloud before the Children of Israel. ...
+
+STRANGER. Listen. ...
+
+CAESAR. Quiet, whilst I'm speaking. ... Sometimes he believes
+himself to be a werewolf, and says he'd like to eat a little child
+that's not yet born, and that's really his according to the right
+of priority. ... (He goes on his way.)
+
+LADY (to the STRANGER). Can you exorcise this demon?
+
+STRANGER. I can do nothing against devils who brave the sunshine.
+
+LADY. Yesterday you made an arrogant remark, and now you shall have
+it back. You said it wasn't fair for invisible ones to creep in by
+night and strike in the darkness, they should come by day when the
+sun's shining. Now they've come!
+
+STRANGER. And that pleases you!
+
+LADY. Yes. Almost.
+
+STRANGER. What a pity it gives me no pleasure when it's you who's
+struck! Let's sit down on the seat--the bench for the accused. For
+more are coming.
+
+LADY. I'd rather we went.
+
+STRANGER. No, I want to see how much I can bear. You see, at every
+stroke of the lash I feel as if a debit entry had been erased from
+my ledger.
+
+LADY. But I can stand no more. Look, there he comes himself.
+Heavens! This man, whom I once thought I loved!
+
+STRANGER. Thought? Yes, because everything's merely delusion. And
+that means a great deal. You go! I'll take the duty on myself of
+confronting him alone.
+
+(The LADY goes up the steps, but does not reach the toy before the
+DOCTOR becomes visible at the back of the stage. The DOCTOR comes
+in, his grey hair long and unkempt. He is wearing a tropical helmet
+and a hunting coat, which are exactly similar to the clothes of the
+STRANGER. He behaves as though he doesn't notice the STRANGER'S
+presence, and sits down on a stone on the other side of the road,
+opposite the STRANGER, who is sitting on the seat. He takes of his
+hat and mops the sweat from his brow. The STRANGER grows
+impatient.) What do you want?
+
+DOCTOR. Only to see this house again, where my happiness once dwelt
+and my roses blossomed. ...
+
+STRANGER. An intelligent man of the world would have chosen a time
+when the present inhabitants of the house were away for a short
+while; even on his own account, so as not to make himself ridiculous.
+
+DOCTOR. Ridiculous? I'd like to know which of us two's the more
+ridiculous?
+
+STRANGER. For the moment, I suppose I am.
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. But I don't think you know the whole extent of your
+wretchedness.
+
+STRANGER. What do you mean?
+
+DOCTOR. That you want to possess what I used to possess.
+
+STRANGER. Well, go on.
+
+DOCTOR. Have you noticed that we're wearing similar clothes? Good!
+Do you know the reason? It's this: you're wearing the things I
+forgot to fetch when the catastrophe took place. No intelligent man
+of the world at the end of the nineteenth century would ever put
+himself into such a position.
+
+STRANGER (throwing down his hat and coat). Curse the woman!
+
+DOCTOR. You needn't complain. Cast-off male attire has always been
+fatal ever since the celebrated shirt of Nessus. Go in now and
+change. I'll sit out here and watch, and listen, how you settle the
+matter alone with that accursed woman. Don't forget your stick!
+(The LADY, who is hurrying towards the house, trips in front of the
+steps. The STRANGER stays where he is in embarrassment.) The stick!
+The stick!
+
+STRANGER. I don't ask mercy for the woman's sake, but for the child's.
+
+DOCTOR (wildly). So there's a child, too. Our house, our roses, our
+clothes, the bed-clothes not forgotten, and now our child! I'm
+within your doors, I sit at your table, I lie in your bed; I exist
+in your blood; in your lungs, in your brain; I am everywhere and
+yet you can't get hold of me. When the pendulum strikes the hour of
+midnight, I'll blow cold, on your heart, so that it stops like a
+clock that's run down. When you sit at your work, I shall come with
+a poppy, invisible to you, that will put your thoughts to sleep,
+and confuse your mind, so that you'll see visions you can't
+distinguish from reality. I shall lie like a stone in your path, so
+that you stumble; I shall be the thorn that pricks your hand when
+you go to pluck the rose. My soul shall spin itself about you like
+a spider's web; and I shall guide you like an ox by means of the
+woman you stole from me. Your child shall be mine and I shall speak
+through its mouth; you shall see my look in its eyes, so that
+you'll thrust it from you like a foe. And now, beloved house,
+farewell; farewell, 'rose' room--where no happiness shall dwell
+that I could envy. (He goes out. The STRANGER has been sitting on
+the seat all this time, without being able to answer, and has been
+listening as if he were the accused.)
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+
+ACT II
+
+SCENE I
+
+LABORATORY
+
+[A Garden Pavilion in rococo style with high windows. In the middle
+of the room there is a large writing desk on which are various
+pieces of chemical and physical apparatus. Two copper wires are
+suspended from the ceiling to an electroscope that is standing on
+the middle of the table and which is provided with a number of
+bells, intended to record the tension of atmospheric electricity.]
+
+[On the table to the left a large old-fashioned frictional electric
+generating machine, with glass plates, brass conductors, and Leyden
+battery. The stands are lacquered red and white. On the right a
+large old-fashioned open fireplace with tripods, crucibles,
+pincers, bellows, etc.]
+
+[In the background a door with a view of the country beyond; it is
+dark and cloudy weather, but the red rays of the sun occasionally
+shine into the room. A brown cloak with a cape and hood is hanging
+up by the fireplace; nearby a travelling bag and an alpenstock. The
+STRANGER and the MOTHER are discovered together.]
+
+STRANGER. Where is ... Ingeborg?
+
+MOTHER. You know that better than I.
+
+STRANGER. With the lawyer, arranging a divorce. ...
+
+MOTHER. Why?
+
+STRANGER. I told you. No, it's so far-fetched, you'll think I'm
+lying to you.
+
+MOTHER. Well, tell me!
+
+STRANGER. She wants a divorce, because I've refused to turn this
+man out, although he's deranged. She says it's cowardly of me. ...
+
+MOTHER. I don't believe it.
+
+STRANGER. You see! You only believe what you wish; all the rest is
+lies. Well, can you find it in accordance with your interests to
+believe that she's been stealing my letters?
+
+MOTHER. I know nothing of that.
+
+STRANGER. I'm not asking you whether you know of it, but whether
+you believe it.
+
+MOTHER (changing the subject). What are you trying to do here?
+
+STRANGER. I'm making experiments concerning atmospheric electricity.
+
+MOTHER. And that's the lighting conductor, that you've connected to
+the desk!
+
+STRANGER. Yes. But there's no danger; for the bells would ring if
+there were an atmospheric disturbance.
+
+MOTHER. That's blasphemy and black magic. Take care! And what are
+you doing there, in the fireplace?
+
+STRANGER. Making gold.
+
+MOTHER. You think it possible?
+
+STRANGER. You take it for granted I'm a charlatan? I shan't blame
+you for that; but don't judge too quickly. At any moment I expect
+to get a sworn statement of analysis.
+
+MOTHER. I dare say. But what are you going to do if Ingeborg
+doesn't come back?
+
+STRANGER. She will, this time. Later, perhaps, when the child's
+here, she'll cut herself adrift.
+
+MOTHER. You seem very sure.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. As I said, I still am. So long as the bond's not
+broken you can feel it. When it is, you'll feel that unpleasantly
+clearly, too.
+
+MOTHER. But when you've parted from one another, you may yet both
+be bound to the child. You can't tell in advance.
+
+STRANGER. I've been providing against that by a great interest,
+that I hope will fill my empty life.
+
+MOTHER. You mean gold. And honour!
+
+STRANGER. Precisely! For a man the most enduring of all illusions.
+
+MOTHER. So you'd build on illusions?
+
+STRANGER. On what else should I build, when everything's illusion?
+
+MOTHER. If you ever awake from your dream, you'll find a reality of
+which you've never been able to dream.
+
+STRANGER. Then I'll wait till that happens.
+
+MOTHER. Wait then. Now I'll go and shut the window, before the
+thunderstorm breaks.
+
+STRANGER (going towards the back of the stage). That's going to be
+interesting. (A hunting horn is heard in the distance.) Who's
+sounding that horn?
+
+MOTHER. No one knows; and it means nothing good. (She goes out.)
+
+STRANGER (busying himself with the electroscope, and turning his
+back on the open window as he does so; then taking up a book and
+reading aloud.) 'When Adam's race of giants had increased enough
+for them to consider their number sufficient to risk an attack on
+those above, they began to build a tower that was to reach up to
+Heaven. Those above were then seized with fear and, in order to
+protect themselves, broke up the assembled multitude by so
+confusing their tongues and their minds that two people who met
+could not understand one another, even if they spoke the same
+language Since then, those above rule by discord: divide and rule.
+And the discord is upheld by the belief that the truth has been
+found; but when one of the prophets is believed, he is a lying
+prophet. If on the other hand a mortal succeeds in penetrating the
+secret of those above, no one believes him, and he is struck with
+madness so that no one ever shall. Since then mortals have been
+more or less demented, particularly those who are held to be wise,
+but madmen are in reality the only wise men; for they can see, hear
+and feel the invisible, the inaudible and the intangible, though
+they cannot relate their experiences to others.' Thus Zohar, the
+wisest of all the books of wisdom, and therefore one that no one
+believes. I shall build no tower of Babel, but I shall tempt the
+Powers into my mousetrap, and send them to the Powers below, the
+subterranean ones, so that they can be neutralised. It is the
+higher Schedim, who have come between mortal men and the Lord
+Zabaoth; and that is why joy, peace and happiness have vanished
+from the earth.
+
+LADY (coming back in despair, throwing herself down in front of the
+STRANGER and putting her arms round his feet and her head on the
+ground.) Help me! Help me! And forgive me.
+
+STRANGER. Get up. In God's name! Get up. Don't do that. What's
+happened?
+
+LADY. In my anger I've behaved foolishly. I've been caught in my
+own net.
+
+STRANGER (lifting her up). Stand up, foolish child; and tell me
+what's happened.
+
+LADY. I went to the public prosecutor.
+
+STRANGER. ... and asked for a divorce. ...
+
+LADY. ... that was my intention; but when I got there, I laid
+information against the werewolf for a breach of the peace and
+attempted murder.
+
+STRANGER. But he's guilty of neither!
+
+LADY. No, but I laid the information all the same. ... And when I
+was there, he came himself to lay information against me for
+bearing false witness. Then I went to the lawyer and he told me
+that I could expect a sentence of at least a month. Think of it, my
+child will be born in prison! How can I escape from that? Help me.
+You can. Speak!
+
+STRANGER. Yes, I can help you. But, if I do, don't revenge yourself
+on me afterwards.
+
+LADY. How little you know me. But tell me quickly.
+
+STRANGER. I must take the blame on myself, and say I sent you.
+
+LADY. How generous you are! Am I rid of the whole business now?
+
+STRANGER. Dry your eyes, my child, and take comfort. But tell me
+about something else, that's nothing to do with this. Did you leave
+this purse here? (The LADY is embarrassed.) Tell me!
+
+LADY. Has such a thing ever happened before?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. The 'other one' wanted to discover, in this way,
+whether I stole. The first time it happened I wept, because I was
+still young and innocent.
+
+LADY. Oh no!
+
+STRANGER. Now you seem to me the most wretched creature on earth.
+
+LADY. Is that why you love me?
+
+STRANGER. No. You've been stealing my letters, too! Answer, yes!
+And that's why you wanted to prove me a thief with this purse.
+
+LADY. What have you got there, on the table.
+
+STRANGER. Lightning!
+
+(There is a flash of lightning, but no thunder.)
+
+LADY. Aren't you afraid?
+
+STRANGER. Yes, sometimes; but not of what you fear.
+
+(The contorted face of the DOCTOR appears outside the window.)
+
+LADY. Is there a cat in the room? I feel uneasy.
+
+STRANGER. I don't think so. Yet I too have a feeling that there's
+someone here.
+
+LADY (turning and seeing the DOCTOR's face; then screaming and
+hurrying to the STRANGER for protection.) Oh! There he is!
+
+STRANGER. Where? Who?
+
+(The DOCTOR'S face disappears.)
+
+LADY. There, at the window. It's he!
+
+STRANGER. I can see no one. You must be wrong.
+
+LADY. No, I saw him. The werewolf! Can't we be rid of him?
+
+STRANGER. Yes, we could. But it'd be useless, because he has an
+immortal soul, which is bound to yours.
+
+LADY. If I'd only known that before!
+
+STRANGER. It's surely in the Catechism.
+
+LADY. Then let us die!
+
+STRANGER. That was once my religion; but as I no longer believe
+that death's the end, nothing remains but to bear everything--to
+fight, and to suffer!
+
+LADY. For how long must we suffer?
+
+STRANGER. As long as he suffers and our consciences plague us.
+
+LADY. Then we must try and justify ourselves to our consciences;
+find excuses for our frivolous actions, and discover his weaknesses.
+
+STRANGER. Well, you can try!
+
+LADY. You say that! Since I've known he's unhappy I can see nothing
+but his qualities, and you lose when I compare you with him.
+
+STRANGER. See how well it's arranged! His sufferings sanctify him,
+but mine make me abhorrent and laughable! We must face the
+immutable. We've destroyed a soul, so we are murderers.
+
+LADY. Who is to blame?
+
+STRANGER. He who's so mismanaged the fate of men.
+
+(There is a flash of lightning; the electric bells begin to ring.)
+
+LADY. O God! What's that?
+
+STRANGER. The answer.
+
+LADY. Is there a lightning conductor here?
+
+STRANGER. The priest of Baal wishes to coax the lightning from
+heaven. ...
+
+LADY. Now I'm frightened, frightened of you. You're terrifying.
+
+STRANGER. You see!
+
+LADY. Who are you to defy Heaven, and to dare to play with the
+destinies of men?
+
+STRANGER. Get up and collect your thoughts. Listen to me, believe
+me, and pay me the respect that's my due; and I'll lift both of us
+high above this frog pond, to which we've both descended. I'll
+breathe on your sick conscience so that it heals like a wound. Who
+am I? A man who has done what no one else has ever done; who will
+overthrow the Golden Calf and upset the tables of the money-changers.
+I hold the fate of the world in my crucible; and in a week I can
+make the richest of the rich a poor man. Gold, the most false of
+all standards, has ceased to rule; every man will now be as poor as
+his neighbour, and the children of men will hurry about like ants
+whose heap has been disturbed.
+
+LADY. What good will that be to us?
+
+STRANGER. Do you think I'll make gold in order to enrich ourselves
+and others? No. I'll do it to paralyse the present order, to
+disrupt it, as you'll see! I am the destroyer, the dissolver, the
+world incendiary; and when all lies in ashes, I shall wander
+hungrily through the heaps of ruins, rejoicing at the thought that
+it is all my work: that I have written the last page of world
+history, which can then be held to be ended.
+
+(The face of the DOMINICAN appears at the open window, without
+being seen by those on the stage.)
+
+LADY. Then that was the real meaning of your last book! It was no
+invention!
+
+STRANGER. No. But in order to write it, I had to link myself with
+the self of another, who could take everything from me that
+fettered my soul. So that my spirit could once more find a fiery
+blast, on which to mount to the ether, elude the Powers, and reach
+the Throne, in order to lay the lamentations of mankind at the feet
+of the Eternal One. ... (The DOMINICAN makes the sign of the cross
+in the air and disappears.) Who's here? Who is the Terrible One who
+follows me and cripples my thoughts? Did you see no one?
+
+LADY. No. No one.
+
+STRANGER. But I can feel his presence. (He puts his hand to his
+heart.) Can't you hear, far, far away, someone saying a rosary?
+
+LADY. Yes, I can hear it. But it's not the Angels' Greeting. It's
+the Curse of Deuteronomy! Woe unto us!
+
+STRANGER. Then it must be in the convent of St. Saviour.
+
+LADY. Woe! Woe!
+
+STRANGER. Beloved. What is it?
+
+LADY. Beloved! Say that word again.
+
+STRANGER. Are you ill?
+
+LADY. No, but I'm in pain, and yet glad at the same time. Go and
+ask my mother to make up my bed. But first give me your blessing.
+
+STRANGER. Shall I ...?
+
+LADY. Say you forgive me; I may die, if the child takes my life.
+Say that you love me.
+
+STRANGER. Strange: I can't get the word to cross my lips.
+
+LADY. Then you don't love me?
+
+STRANGER. When you say so, it seems so to me. It's terrible, but I
+fear I hate you.
+
+LADY. Then at least give me your hand; as you'd give it to someone
+in distress.
+
+STRANGER. I'd like to, but I can't. Someone in me takes pleasure in
+your agony; but it's not I. I'd like to carry you in my arms and
+bear your suffering for you. But I may not. I cannot!
+
+LADY. You're as hard as stone.
+
+STRANGER (with restrained emotion). Perhaps not. Perhaps not.
+
+LADY. Come to me!
+
+STRANGER. I can't stir from here. It's as if someone had taken
+possession of my soul; and I'd like to kill myself so as to take
+the life of the other.
+
+LADY. Think of your child with joy. ...
+
+STRANGER. I can't even do that, for it'll bind me to earth.
+
+LADY. If we've sinned, we've been punished! Haven't we suffered
+enough?
+
+STRANGER. Not yet. But one day we shall have.
+
+LADY (sinking down). Help me. Mercy! I shall faint!
+
+(The STRANGER extends his hand, as if he had recovered from a
+cramp. The LADY kisses it. The STRANGER lifts her up and leads her
+to the door of the house.)
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE II
+
+THE 'ROSE' ROOM
+
+[A room with rose-coloured walls; it has small windows with iron
+lattices and plants in pots. The curtains are rose red; the
+furniture is white and red. In the background a door leading to a
+white bed-chamber; when this door is opened, a large bed can be
+seen with a canopy and white hangings. On the right the door
+leading out of the house. On the left a fireplace with a coal
+fire. In front of it a bath tub, covered with a white towel. A cradle
+covered with white, rose-coloured and light-blue stuff. Baby
+clothes are spread out here and there. A green dress hangs on the
+right-hand wall. Four Sisters of Mercy are on their knees, facing
+the door at the back, dressed in the black and white of Augustinian
+nuns. The midwife, who is in black, is by the fireplace. The
+child's nurse wears a peasant's dress, of black and white, from
+Brittany. The MOTHER is standing listening by the door at the back.
+The STRANGER is sitting on a chair right and is trying to read a
+book. A hat and a brown cloak with a cape and hood hang nearby, and
+on the floor there is a small travelling bag. The Sisters of Mercy
+are singing a psalm. The others join in from time to time, but not
+the STRANGER.]
+
+SISTERS. Salve, Regina, mater misericordiae;
+ Vita, dulcedo, et spes nostra, salve.
+ Ad to clamamus, exules filii Evae;
+ Ad to suspiramus gementes et flentes
+ In hac lacrymarum valle.
+
+(The STRANGER rises and goes to the MOTHER.)
+
+MOTHER. Stay where you are! A human being's coming into the world;
+another's dying. It's all the same to you.
+
+STRANGER. I'm not so sure! If I want to go in, I'm not allowed to.
+And when I don't want to, you wish it. I'd like to now.
+
+MOTHER. She doesn't want to see you. Besides, presence here's no
+longer needed. The child matters most now.
+
+STRANGER. For you, yes; but I'm still of most importance to myself.
+
+MOTHER. The doctor's forbidden anyone to go in, whoever they may
+be, because she's in danger.
+
+STRANGER. What doctor?
+
+MOTHER. So your thoughts are there again!
+
+STRANGER. Yes. And it's you who led them! An hour ago you gave me
+to understand that the child couldn't be mine. With that you
+branded your daughter a whore; but that means nothing to you, if
+you can only strike me to the heart! You are almost the most
+contemptible creature I know!
+
+MOTHER (to the SISTERS). Sisters! Pray for this unhappy man.
+
+STRANGER. Make way for me to go in. For the last time--out of the
+way.
+
+MOTHER. Leave this room, and this house too.
+
+STRANGER. If I were to do as you ask, in ten minutes you'd send the
+police after me, for abandoning my wife and child!
+
+MOTHER. I'd only do that to have you taken to a convent you know of.
+
+MAID (entering at the back). The Lady's asking you to do something
+for her.
+
+STRANGER. What is it?
+
+MAID. There's supposed to be a letter in the dress she left hanging
+here.
+
+STRANGER (looks round and notices the green dress; he goes over to
+it and takes a letter from the pocket). This is addressed to me,
+and was opened two days ago. Broken open! That's good!
+
+MOTHER. You must forgive someone who's as ill as your wife.
+
+STRANGER. She wasn't ill two days ago.
+
+MOTHER. No. But she is now.
+
+STRANGER. But not two days ago! (Reading the letter.) Well, I'll
+forgive her now, with the magnanimity of the victor.
+
+MOTHER. Of the victor?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. For I've done something no one's ever done before.
+
+MOTHER. You mean the gold. ...?
+
+STRANGER. Here's a certificate from the greatest living authority.
+Now I'll go and see him myself.
+
+MOTHER. Now!
+
+STRANGER. At your request.
+
+MAID (to the STRANGER). The Lady asks you to come in.
+
+MOTHER. You hear?
+
+STRANGER. No, now I don't want to! You've made your own daughter,
+my wife, into a whore; and branded my unborn child a bastard. You
+can keep them both. You've murdered my honour. There's nothing for
+me to do but to revive it elsewhere.
+
+MOTHER. You can never forgive!
+
+STRANGER. I can. I forgive you--and I shall leave you. (He puts on
+the brown cloak and hat, picks up his stick and travelling bag.)
+For if I were to stay, I'd soon grow worse than I am now. The
+innocent child, whose mission was to ennoble our warped
+relationship, has been defiled by you in his mother's womb and made
+an apple of discord and a source of punishment a revenge. Why
+should I stay here to be torn to pieces?
+
+MOTHER. For you, duties don't exist.
+
+STRANGER. Oh yes, they do! And the first of them's this: To protect
+myself from total destruction. Farewell!
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+
+ACT III
+
+SCENE I
+
+THE BANQUETING HALL
+
+[Room in a hotel prepared for a banquet. There are long tables
+laden with flowers and candelabra. Dishes with peacocks, pheasants
+in full plumage, boars' heads, entire lobsters, oysters, salmon,
+bundles of asparagus, melons and grapes. There is a musicians'
+gallery with eight players in the right-hand corner at the back.]
+
+[At the high table: the STRANGER in a frock coat; next to him a
+Civil Uniform with orders; a professorial Frock Coat with an order;
+and other black Frock Coats with orders of a more or less striking
+kind. At the second table a few Frock Coats between black Morning
+Coats. At the third table clean every-day costumes. At the fourth
+table dirty and ragged figures of strange appearance.]
+
+[The tables are so arranged that the first is furthest to the left
+and the fourth furthest to the right, so that the people sitting at
+the fourth table cannot be seen by the STRANGER. At the fourth
+table CAESAR and the DOCTOR are seated, in shabby clothes. They are
+the farthest down stage. Dessert has just been handed round and the
+guests have golden goblets in front of them. The band is playing a
+passage in the middle of Mendelssohn's Dead March pianissimo. The
+guests are talking to one another quietly.]
+
+DOCTOR (to CAESAR). The company seems rather depressed and the
+dessert came too soon!
+
+CAESAR. By the way, the whole thing look's like a swindle! He
+hasn't made any gold, that's merely a lie, like everything else.
+
+DOCTOR. I don't know, but that's what's being said. But in our
+enlightened age anything whatever may be expected.
+
+CAESAR. There's a professor at the high table, who's supposed to be
+an authority. But what subject is he professor of?
+
+DOCTOR: I've no idea. It must be metallurgy and applied chemistry.
+
+CAESAR. Can you see what order he's wearing?
+
+DOCTOR. I don't know it. I expect it's some tenth rate foreign order.
+
+CAESAR. Well, at a subscription dinner like this the company's
+always rather mixed.
+
+DOCTOR. Hm!
+
+CAESAR. You mean, that we ... hm. ... I admit we're not well
+dressed, but as far as intelligence goes. ...
+
+DOCTOR. Listen, Caesar, you're a lunatic in my charge, and you must
+avoid speaking about intelligence as much as you can.
+
+CAESAR. That's the greatest impertinence I've heard for a long
+time. Don't you realise, idiot, that I've been engaged to look
+after you, since you lost your wits?
+
+PROFESSOR (taping his goblet). Gentlemen!
+
+CAESAR. Hear, hear!
+
+PROFESSOR. Gentlemen! Our small society is to-day honoured by the
+presence of the great man, who is our guest of honour, and when the
+committee ...
+
+CAESAR (to the DOCTOR). That's the government, you know!
+
+PROFESSOR. ... and when the committee asked me to act as
+interpreter and to explain the motives that prompted them I was at
+first doubtful whether I could accept the honour. But when I
+compared my own incapacity with that of others, I discovered that
+neither lost in the comparison.
+
+VOICES. Bravo!
+
+PROFESSOR. Gentlemen! A century of discovery is ending with the
+greatest of all discoveries--foreseen by Pythagoras, prepared for
+by Albertus and Paracelsus and first carried out by our guest of
+honour. You will permit me to give this feeble expression of our
+admiration for the greatest man of a great century. A laurel crown
+from the society! (He places a laurel frown on the STRANGER'S
+head.) And from the committee: this! (He hangs a shining order
+round the STRANGER'S neck.) Gentlemen! Three cheers for the Great
+Man who has made gold!
+
+ALL (with the exception of the STRANGER). Hurrah!
+
+(The band plays chords from Mendelssohn's Dead March. During the
+last part of the foregoing speech servants have exchanged the
+golden goblets for dull tin ones, and they now begin to take away
+the pheasants, peacocks, etc. The music plays softly. General
+conversation.)
+
+CAESAR. Oughtn't we to taste these things before they take them
+away?
+
+DOCTOR. It all seems humbug, except that about making gold.
+
+STRANGER (knocking on the table). Gentlemen! I've always been
+proud of the fact that I'm not easy to deceive ...
+
+CAESAR. Hear, hear!
+
+STRANGER. ... that I'm not easily carried away, but I am touched at
+the sincerity so obvious in the great tribute you've just paid me;
+and when I say touched, I mean it.
+
+CAESAR. Bravo!
+
+STRANGER. There are always sceptics; and moments in the life of
+every man, when doubts creep into the hearts of even the strongest.
+I'll confess that I myself have doubted; but after finding myself
+the object this sincere and hearty demonstration, and after taking
+part in this royal feast, for it is royal; and seeing that,
+finally, the government itself ...
+
+VOICE. The committee!
+
+STRANGER. ... the committee, if you like, has so signally
+recognised my modest merits, I doubt no longer, but believe! (The
+Civil Uniform creeps out.) Yes, gentlemen, this is the greatest and
+most satisfying moment of my life, because it has given me back
+the greatest thing any man can possess, the belief in himself.
+
+CAESAR. Splendid! Bravo!
+
+STRANGER. I thank you. Your health!
+
+(The PROFESSOR gets up. Everyone rises and the company begins to
+mix. Most of the musicians go out, but two remain.)
+
+GUEST (to the STRANGER). A delightful evening!
+
+STRANGER. Wonderful.
+
+(All the Frock Coats creep away.)
+
+FATHER (an elderly, overdressed man with an eye-glass and military
+bearing crosses to the doctor). What? Are you here?
+
+DOCTOR. Yes, Father-in-law. I'm here. I go everywhere he goes.
+
+FATHER. It's too late in the day to call me father-in-law. Besides,
+I'm _his_ father-in-law now.
+
+DOCTOR. Does he know you?
+
+FATHER. No. He's not had that honour; and I must ask you to
+preserve my incognito. Is it true he's made gold?
+
+DOCTOR. So it's said. But it's certain he left his wife while she
+was in childbed.
+
+FATHER. Does that mean I can expect a third son-in-law soon? I
+don't like the idea! The uncertainty of my position makes me hate
+being a father-in-law at all. Of course, I've nothing to say
+against it, since. ...
+
+(The tables have now been cleared; the cloths and the candelabra
+have been removed, so that the tables themselves, which are merely
+boards supported on trestles, are all that remain. A big stoneware
+jug has been brought in and small jugs of simple form have been put
+on the high table. The people in rags sit down next to the STRANGER
+at the high table; and the FATHER sits astride a chair and stares
+at him.)
+
+CAESAR (knocking on the table). Gentlemen! This feast has been
+called royal, not on account of the excellence of the service
+which, on the contrary, has been wretched; but because the man,
+whom we have honoured, is a king, a king in the realm of the
+Intellect. Only I am able to judge of that. (One of the people in
+rags laughs.) Quiet. Wretch! But he's more than a king, he's a man
+of the people, of the humblest. A friend of the oppressed, the
+guardian of fools, the bringer of happiness to idiots. I don't know
+whether he's succeeded in making gold. I don't worry about that,
+and I hardly believe it ... (There is a murmur. Two policemen come
+in and sit by the door; the musicians come down and take seats at
+the tables.) ... but supposing he has, he has answered all the
+questions that the daily press has been trying to solve for the
+last fifty years. ... It's only an assumption--
+
+STRANGER. Gentlemen!
+
+RAGGED PERSON. No. Don't interrupt him.
+
+CAESAR. A mere assumption without real foundation, and the analysis
+may be wrong!
+
+ANOTHER RAGGED PERSON. Don't talk nonsense!
+
+STRANGER. Speaking in my capacity as guest of honour at this
+gathering I should say that it would be of interest to those taking
+part to hear the grounds on which I've based my proof. ...
+
+CAESAR. We don't want to hear that. No, no.
+
+FATHER. Wait! I think justice demands that the accused should be
+allowed to explain himself. Couldn't our guest of honour tell the
+company his secret in a few words?
+
+STRANGER. As the discoverer I can't give away my secret. But that's
+not necessary, because I've submitted my results to an authority
+under oath.
+
+CAESAR. Then the whole thing's nonsense, the whole thing! We don't
+believe authorities--we're free-thinkers. Did you ever hear
+anything so impudent? That we should honour a mystery man, an
+arch-swindler, a charlatan, in good faith.
+
+FATHER. Wait a little, my good people!
+
+(During this scene a wall screen, charmingly decorated with palm
+trees and birds of paradise, has been taken away, disclosing a
+wretched serving-counter and stand for beer mugs, behind which a
+waitress is seen dispensing tots of spirits. Scavengers and
+dirty-looking women go over to the counter and start drinking.)
+
+STRANGER. Was I asked here to be insulted?
+
+FATHER. Not at all. My friend's rather loquacious, but he's not
+said anything insulting yet.
+
+STRANGER. Isn't it insulting to be called a charlatan?
+
+FATHER. He didn't mean it seriously.
+
+STRANGER. Even as a joke I think the word arch-swindler slanderous.
+
+FATHER. He didn't use _that_ word.
+
+STRANGER. What? I appeal to the company: wasn't the word he used
+arch-swindler?
+
+ALL. No. He never said that!
+
+STRANGER. Then I don't know where I am--or what company I've got
+into.
+
+RAGGED PERSON. Is there anything wrong with it?
+
+(The people murmur.)
+
+BEGGAR (comes forward, supporting himself on crutches; he strikes
+the table so hard with his crutch, that some mugs are broken.) Mr.
+Chairman! May I speak? (He breaks some more crockery.) Gentlemen,
+in this life I've not allowed thyself to be easily deceived, but
+this time I have been. My friend in the chair there has convinced
+me that I've been completely deceived on the question of his power
+of judgment and sound understanding, and I feel touched. There are
+limits to pity and limits also to cruelty. I don't like to see real
+merit being dragged into the dust, and this man's worth a better
+fate than his folly's leading him to.
+
+STRANGER. What does this mean?
+
+(The FATHER and the DOCTOR have gone out during this scene without
+attracting attention. Only beggars remain at the high table. Those
+who are drinking gather into groups and stare at the STRANGER.)
+
+BEGGAR. You take yourself to be the man of the century, and accept
+the invitation of the Drunkards' Society, in order to have yourself
+feted as a man of science. ...
+
+STRANGER (rising). But the government. ...
+
+BEGGAR. Oh yes, the Committee of the Drunkards' Society have given
+you their highest distinction--that order you've had to pay for
+yourself. ...
+
+STRANGER. What about the professor?
+
+BEGGAR. He only calls himself that; he's no professor really,
+though he does give lessons. And the uniform that must have
+impressed you most was that of a lackey in a chancellery.
+
+STRANGER (tearing of the wreath and the ribbon of the order). Very
+well! But who was the elderly man with the eyeglass?
+
+BEGGAR. Your father-in-law!
+
+STRANGER. Who got up this hoax?
+
+BEGGAR. It's no hoax, it's quite serious. The professor came on
+behalf of the Society, for so they call themselves, and asked you
+whether you'd accept the fete. You accepted it; so it became
+serious!
+
+(Two dirty-looking women carry in a dust-bin suspended from a stick
+and set it down on the high table.)
+
+FIRST WOMAN. If you're the man who makes gold, you might buy two
+brandies for us.
+
+STRANGER. What's this mean?
+
+BEGGAR. It's the last part of the reception; and it's supposed to
+mean that gold's mere rubbish.
+
+STRANGER. If only that were true, rubbish could be exchanged for
+gold.
+
+BEGGAR. Well, it's only the philosophy of the Society of Drunkards.
+And you've got to take your philosophy where you find it.
+
+SECOND WOMAN (sitting down next to the STRANGER). Do you recognise
+me?
+
+STRANGER. No.
+
+SECOND WOMAN. Oh, you needn't be embarrassed so late in the evening
+as this!
+
+STRANGER. You believe you're one of my victims? That I was amongst
+the first hundred who seduced you?
+
+SECOND WOMAN. No. It's not what you think. But I once came across a
+printed paper, when I was about to be confirmed, which said that it
+was a duty to oneself to give way to all desires of the flesh.
+Well, I grew free and blossomed; and this is the fruit of my highly
+developed self!
+
+STRANGER (rising). Perhaps I may go now?
+
+WAITRESS (coming over with a bill). Yes. But the bill must be paid
+first.
+
+STRANGER. What? By me? I haven't ordered anything.
+
+WAITRESS. I know nothing of that; but you're the last of the
+company to have had anything.
+
+STRANGER (to the BEGGAR). Is this all a part of the reception?
+
+BEGGAR. Yes, certainly. And, as you know, everything costs money,
+even honour. ...
+
+STRANGER (taking a visiting card and handing it to the waitress).
+There's my card. You'll be paid to-morrow.
+
+WAITRESS (putting the card in the dust-bin). Hm! I don't know the
+name; and I've put a lot of such cards into the dust-bin. I want
+the money.
+
+BEGGAR. Listen, madam, I'll guarantee this man will pay.
+
+WAITRESS. So you'd like to play tricks on me too! Officer! One
+moment, please.
+
+POLICEMAN. What's all this about? Payment, I suppose. Come to the
+station; we'll arrange things there. (He writes something in his
+note-book.)
+
+STRANGER. I'd rather do that than stay here and quarrel. ... (To
+the BEGGAR.) I don't mind a joke, but I never expected such cruel
+reality as this.
+
+BEGGAR. Anything's to be expected, once you challenge persons as
+powerful as you have! Let me tell you this in confidence. You'd
+better be prepared for worse, for the very worst!
+
+STRANGER. To think I've been so duped ... so ...
+
+BEGGAR. Feasts of Belshazzar always end in one way a hand's
+stretched out--and writes a bill. And another hand's laid on the
+guest's shoulder and leads him to the police station! But it must
+be done royally!
+
+POLICEMAN (laying his hand on the STRANGER). Have you talked
+enough?
+
+THE WOMEN and RAGGED ONES. The alchemist can't pay. Hurrah! He's
+going to gaol. He's going to gaol!
+
+SECOND WOMAN. Yes, but it's a shame.
+
+STRANGER. You're sorry for me? I thank you for that, even if I
+don't quite deserve it! _You_ felt pity for me!
+
+SECOND WOMAN. Yes. That's also something I learnt from you.
+
+(The scene is changed without lowering the curtain. The stage is
+darkened, and a medley of scenes, representing landscapes, palaces,
+rooms, is lowered and brought forward; so that characters and
+furniture are no longer seen, but the STRANGER alone remains
+visible and seems to be standing stiffly as though unconscious. At
+last even he disappears, and from the confusion a prison cell
+emerges.)
+
+
+SCENE II
+
+PRISON CELL
+
+[On the right a door; and above it a barred opening, through which
+a ray of sunlight is shining, throwing a patch of light on the
+left-hand wall, where a large crucifix hangs.]
+
+[The STRANGER, dressed in a brown cloak and wearing a hat, is
+sitting at the table looking at the patch of sunlight. The door is
+opened and the BEGGAR is let in.]
+
+BEGGAR. What are you brooding over?
+
+STRANGER. I'm asking myself why I'm here; and then: where I was
+yesterday?
+
+BEGGAR. Where do you think?
+
+STRANGER. It seems in hell; unless I dreamed everything.
+
+BEGGAR. Then wake up now, for this is going to be reality.
+
+STRANGER. Let it come. I'm only afraid of ghosts.
+
+BEGGAR (taking out a newspaper). Firstly, the great authority has
+withdrawn the certificate he gave you for making gold. He says, in
+this paper, that you deceived him. The result is that the paper
+calls you a charlatan!
+
+STRANGER. O God! What is it I'm fighting?
+
+BEGGAR. Difficulties, like other men.
+
+STRANGER. No, this is something else. ...
+
+BEGGAR. Your own credulity, then.
+
+STRANGER. No, I'm not credulous, and I know I'm right.
+
+BEGGAR. What's the good of that, if no one else does,
+
+STRANGER. Shall I ever get out of this prison? If I do, I'll settle
+everything.
+
+BEGGAR. The matter's arranged; everything's paid for.
+
+STRANGER. Oh? Who paid, then?
+
+BEGGAR. The Society, I suppose; or the Drunkard's Government.
+
+STRANGER. Then I can go?
+
+BEGGAR. Yes. But there's one thing. ...
+
+STRANGER. Well, what is it?
+
+BEGGAR. Remember, an enlightened man of the world mustn't let
+himself be taken by surprise.
+
+STRANGER. I begin to divine. ...
+
+BEGGAR. The announcement's on the front page.
+
+STRANGER. That means: she's already married again, and my children
+have a stepfather. Who is he?
+
+BEGGAR. Whoever he is, don't murder him; for he's not to blame for
+taking in a forsaken woman.
+
+STRANGER. My children! O God, my children!
+
+BEGGAR. I notice you didn't foresee what's happened; but why not
+look ahead, if you're so old and such an enlightened man of the
+world.
+
+STRANGER (beside himself). O God! My children!
+
+BEGGAR. Enlightened men of the world don't weep! Stop it, my son.
+When such disasters happen men of the world ... either ... well,
+tell me. ...
+
+STRANGER. Shoot themselves!
+
+BEGGAR. Or?
+
+STRANGER. No, not that!
+
+BEGGAR. Yes, my son, precisely that! He's throwing out a
+sheet-anchor as an experiment.
+
+STRANGER. This is irrevocable. Irrevocable!
+
+BEGGAR. Yes, it is. Quite irrevocable. And you can live another
+lifetime, in order to contemplate your own rascality in peace.
+
+STRANGER. You should be ashamed to talk like that.
+
+BEGGAR. And you?
+
+STRANGER. Have you ever seen a human destiny like mine?
+
+BEGGAR. Well, look at mine!
+
+STRANGER. I know nothing of yours.
+
+BEGGAR. It's never occurred to you, in all our long acquaintance,
+to ask about my affairs. You once scorned the friendship I offered
+you, and fell straightway into the arms of boon companions. I hope
+it'll do you good. And so farewell, till the next time.
+
+STRANGER. Don't go.
+
+BEGGAR. Perhaps you'd like company when you get out of prison?
+
+STRANGER. Why not?
+
+BEGGAR. It hasn't occurred to you I mightn't want to show myself in
+_your_ company?
+
+STRANGER. It certainly hasn't.
+
+BEGGAR. But it's true. Do you think I want to be suspected of
+having been at that immortal banquet in the alchemist's honour, of
+which there's an account in the morning paper?
+
+STRANGER. He doesn't want to be seen with me!
+
+BEGGAR. Even a beggar has his pride and fears ridicule.
+
+STRANGER. He doesn't want to be seen with me. Am I then sunk to
+such misery?
+
+BEGGAR. You must ask yourself that, and answer it, too.
+
+(A mournful cradle song is heard in the distance.)
+
+STRANGER. What's that?
+
+BEGGAR. A song sung by a mother at her baby's cradle.
+
+STRANGER. Why must I be reminded of it just now?
+
+BEGGAR. Probably so that you can feel really keenly what you've
+left for a chimera.
+
+STRANGER. Is it possible I could have been wrong? If so it's the
+devil's work, and I'll lay down my arms.
+
+BEGGAR. You'd better do that as soon as you can. ...
+
+STRANGER. Not yet! (A rosary can be heard being repeated in the
+distance.) What's that? (A sustained note of a horn is heard.)
+That's the unknown huntsman! (The chord from the Dead March is
+heard.) Where am I? (He remains where he is as if hypnotised.)
+
+BEGGAR. Bow yourself or break!
+
+STRANGER. I cannot bow!
+
+BEGGAR. Then break.
+
+(The STRANGER falls to the ground. The same confused medley of
+scenes as before.)
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE III
+
+THE 'ROSE' ROOM
+
+[The same scene as Act I. The kneeling Sisters of Mercy are now
+reading their prayer books, '... exules filii Evae; Ad to
+suspiramus et flentes In hac lacrymarum aalle.' The MOTHER is by
+the door at the back; the FATHER by the door on the right.]
+
+MOTHER (going towards him). So you've come back again?
+
+FATHER (humbly). Yes.
+
+MOTHER. Your lady-love's left you?
+
+RATHER. Don't be more cruel than you need!
+
+MOTHER. You say that to me, you who gave my wedding presents to
+your mistress. You, who were so dishonourable as to expect me, your
+wife, to choose presents for her. You, who wanted my advice about
+colour and cut, in order to educate her taste in dress! What do you
+want here?
+
+FATHER. I heard that my daughter ...
+
+MOTHER. Your daughter's lying there, between life and death; and
+you know that her feelings for you have grown hostile. That's why I
+ask you to go; before she suspects your presence.
+
+FATHER. You're right, and I can't answer you. But let me sit in the
+kitchen, for I'm tired. Very tired.
+
+MOTHER. Where were you last night?
+
+FATHER. At the club. But I wanted to ask you if the husband weren't
+here?
+
+MOTHER. Am I to lay bare all this misery? Don't you know your
+daughter's tragic fate?
+
+FATHER. Yes ... I do. And what a husband!
+
+MOTHER. What men! Go downstairs now and sleep off your liquor.
+
+FATHER. The sins of the fathers. ...
+
+MOTHER. You're talking nonsense.
+
+FATHER. Of course I don't mean my sins ... but those of our
+parents. And now they say the lake up there's to be drained, so
+that the river will rise. ...
+
+MOTHER (pushing him out of the door). Silence. Misfortune will
+overtake us soon enough, without you calling it up.
+
+MAID (from the bedroom at the back). The lady's asking for the
+master.
+
+MOTHER. She means her husband.
+
+MAID. Yes. The master of the house, her husband.
+
+MOTHER. He went out a little while ago.
+
+(The STRANGER comes in.)
+
+STRANGER. Has the child been born?
+
+MOTHER. No. Not yet.
+
+STRANGER (putting his hand to his forehead). What? Can it take so
+long?
+
+MOTHER. Long? What do you mean?
+
+STRANGER (looking about him). I don't know what I mean. How is it
+with the mother?
+
+MOTHER. She's just the same.
+
+STRANGER. The same?
+
+MOTHER. Don't you want to get back to your gold making?
+
+STRANGER. I can't make head or tail of it! But there's still hope
+my worst dream was nothing but a dream.
+
+MOTHER. You really look as if you were walking in your sleep.
+
+STRANGER. Do I? Oh, I wish I were! The one thing I fear I'd fear no
+longer.
+
+MOTHER. He who guides your destiny seems to know your weakest
+spots.
+
+STRANGER. And when there was only one left, he found that too;
+happily for me only in a dream! Blind Powers! Powerless Ones!
+
+MAID (coming in again). The lady asks you to do her a service.
+
+STRANGER. There she lies like an electric eel, giving shocks from a
+distance. What kind of service is it to be now?
+
+MAID. There's a letter in the pocket of her green coat.
+
+STRANGER. No good will come of that! (He takes the letter out of
+the green coat, which is hanging near the dress by fireplace.) I
+must be dead. I dreamed this, and now it's happening. My children
+have a stepfather!
+
+MOTHER. Who are you going to blame?
+
+STRANGER. Myself! I'd rather blame no one. I've lost my children.
+
+MOTHER. You'll get a new one here.
+
+STRANGER. He might be cruel to them. ...
+
+MOTHER. Then their sufferings will burden your conscience, if you
+have one.
+
+STRANGER. Supposing he were to beat them?
+
+MOTHER. Do you know what I'd do in your place?
+
+STRANGER. Yes, I know what you'd do; but I don't know what I'll do.
+
+MOTHER (to the Sisters of Mercy). Pray for this man!
+
+STRANGER. No, no. Not that! It'll do no good, and I don't believe
+in prayer.
+
+MOTHER. But you believe in your gold?
+
+STRANGER. Not even in that. It's over. All over!
+
+(The MIDWIFE comes out of the bedroom.)
+
+MIDWIFE. A child's born. Praise the Lord!
+
+MOTHER. Let the Lord be praised!
+
+SISTERS. Let the Lord be praised!
+
+MIDWIFE (to the STRANGER). Your wife's given you daughter.
+
+MOTHER (to the STRANGER). Don't you want to see your child?
+
+STRANGER. No. I no longer want to tie myself anything on earth. I'm
+afraid I'd get to love her, and then you'd tear the heart from my
+body. Let me get out of this atmosphere, which is too pure for me.
+Don' t let that innocent child come near me, for I'm a man already
+damned, already sentenced, and for me there's no joy, no peace, and
+no ... forgiveness!
+
+MOTHER. My son, now you're speaking words of wisdom! Truthfully and
+without malice: I welcome your decision. There's no place for you
+here, and amongst us women you'd be plagued to death. So go in
+peace.
+
+STRANGER. There'll be no more peace, but I'll go. Farewell!
+
+MOTHER. Exules filii Evae; on earth you shall be a fugitive and a
+vagabond.
+
+STRANGER. Because I have slain my brother.
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+
+ACT IV
+
+SCENE I
+
+BANQUETING HALL
+
+[The room in which the banquet took place in Act III. It is dirty,
+and furnished with unpainted wooden tables. Beggars, scavengers and
+loose women. Cripples are seated here and there drinking by the
+light of tallow dips.]
+
+[The STRANGER and the SECOND WOMAN are sitting together drinking
+brandy, which stands on the table in front of them in a carafe. The
+STRANGER is drinking heavily.]
+
+WOMAN. Don't drink so much!
+
+STRANGER. You see. You've scruples, too!
+
+WOMAN. No. But I don't like to see a man I respect lowering himself
+so.
+
+STRANGER. But I came here specially to do so; to take a mud-bath
+that would harden my skin against the pricks of life. To find
+immoral support about me. And I chose your company, because you're
+the most despicable, though you've still retained a spark of
+humanity. You were sorry for me, when no one else was. Not even
+myself! Why?
+
+WOMAN. Really, I don't know.
+
+STRANGER. But you must know that there are moments when you look
+almost beautiful.
+
+WOMAN. Oh, listen to him!
+
+STRANGER. Yes. And then you resemble a woman who was dear to me.
+
+WOMAN. Thank you!
+
+WAITRESS. Don't talk so loud, there's a sick man here.
+
+STRANGER. Tell me, have you ever been in love?
+
+WOMAN. We don't use that word, but I know what you mean. Yes. I had
+a lover once and we had a child.
+
+STRANGER. That was foolish!
+
+WOMAN. I thought so, too, but he said the days liberation were at
+hand, when all chains would he struck off, all barriers thrown
+down, and ...
+
+STRANGER (tortured). And then ...?
+
+WOMAN. Then he left me.
+
+STRANGER. He was a scoundrel. (He drinks.)
+
+WOMAN (looking at him.) You think so?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. He must have been.
+
+WOMAN. Now you're so intolerant.
+
+STRANGER (drinking). Am I?
+
+WOMAN. Don't drink so much; I want to see you far above me,
+otherwise you can't raise me up.
+
+STRANGER. What illusions you must have! Childish! I lift you up! I
+who am down below. Yet I'm not; it's not I who sit here, for I'm
+dead. I know that my soul's far away, far, far away. ... (He stares
+in front of him with an absent-minded air) ... where a great lake
+lies in the sunshine like molten gold; where roses blossom on the
+wall amongst the vines; where a white cot stands under the acacias.
+But the child's asleep and the mother's sitting beside the cot
+doing crochet work. There's a long, long strip coming from her
+mouth and on the strip is written ... wait ... 'Blessed are the
+sorrowful, for they shall be comforted.' But that's not so, really.
+I shall never be comforted. Tell me, isn't there thunder in the
+air, it's so close, so hot?
+
+WOMAN (looking out of the window). No. I can see no clouds out
+there. ...
+
+STRANGER. Strange ... that's lightning.
+
+WOMAN. No. You're wrong.
+
+STRANGER. One, two, three, four, five ... now the thunder must
+come! But it doesn't. I've never been frightened of a thunderstorm
+until to-day--I mean, until to-night. But is it day or night?
+
+WOMAN. My dear, it's night.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. It _is_ night.
+
+(The DOCTOR has come in during this scene and has sat down behind
+the STRANGER, without having been seen by him.)
+
+WAITRESS. Don't speak so loud, there's a sick person in here.
+
+STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Give me your hand.
+
+WOMAN (wiping it on her apron). Oh, why?
+
+STRANGER. You've a lovely white hand. But ... look at mine. It's
+black. Can't you see it's black?
+
+WOMAN. Yes. So it is!
+
+STRANGER. Blackened already, perhaps even rotten? I must see if my
+heart's stopped. (He puts his hand to his heart.) Yes. It has! So
+I'm dead, and I know when I died. Strange, to be dead, and yet to
+be going about. But where am I? Are all these people dead, too?
+They look as if they'd risen from the sewers of the town, or as if
+they'd come from prison, poorhouse or lock hospital. They're
+workers of the night, suffering, groaning, cursing, quarrelling,
+torturing one another, dishonouring one another, envying one
+another, as if they possessed anything worthy of envy! The fire of
+sleep courses through their veins, their tongues cleave to their
+palates, grown dry through cursing; and then they put out the blaze
+with water, with fire-water, that engenders fresh thirst. With
+fire-water, that itself burns with a blue flame and consumes the
+soul like a prairie fire, that leaves nothing behind it but red
+sand. (He drinks.) Set fire to it. Put it out again. Set fire to
+it. Put it out again! But what you can't burn up--unluckily--is the
+memory of what's past. How can that memory be burned to ashes?
+
+WAITRESS. Please don't speak so loud, there's a sick man in here.
+So ill, that he's already asked to be given the sacrament.
+
+STRANGER. May he soon go to hell!
+
+(Those present murmur at this, resenting it.)
+
+WAITRESS. Take care! Take care!
+
+WOMAN (to the STRANGER). Do you know that man who's been sitting
+behind you, staring at you all the time?
+
+STRANGER (turning. He and the DOCTOR stare at one another for a
+moment, without speaking). Yes. I used to know him once.
+
+WOMAN. He looks as if he'd like to bite you in the back.
+
+(The DOCTOR sits down opposite the STRANGER and stares at him.)
+
+STRANGER. What are you looking at?
+
+DOCTOR. Your grey hairs.
+
+STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Is my hair grey?
+
+WOMAN. Yes. Indeed it is!
+
+DOCTOR. And now I'm looking at your fair companion. Sometimes you
+have good taste. Sometimes not.
+
+STRANGER. And sometimes you have the misfortune to have the same
+taste as I.
+
+DOCTOR. That wasn't a kind remark! But you've killed me twice in
+your lifetime; so go on.
+
+STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Let's get away from here.
+
+DOCTOR. You know when I'm near you. You feel my presence from afar.
+And I shall reach you, as the thunder will, whether you hide in the
+depths of the earth or of the sea. ... Try to escape me, if you can!
+
+STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Come with me. Lead me ... I can't see. ...
+
+WOMAN. No, I don't want to go yet. I don't want to be bored.
+
+DOCTOR. You're right there, daughter of joy! Life's hard enough
+without taking on yourself the sorrows others have brought on
+themselves. That man won't bear his own sorrows, but makes his wife
+shoulder the burden for him.
+
+STRANGER. What's that? Wait! She bore false witness of a breach of
+the peace and attempted murder!
+
+DOCTOR. Now he's putting the blame on her!
+
+STRANGER (resting his head in his hands and letting it sink on to
+the table. In the far distance a violin and guitar are heard
+playing the following melody):
+
+[See picture road1.jpg]
+
+DOCTOR (to the WOMAN). Is he ill?
+
+WOMAN. He must be mad; he says he's dead.
+
+(In the distance drums beat the reveille and bugles are blown, but
+very softly.)
+
+STRANGER. Is it morning? Night's passing, the sun's rising and
+ghosts lie down to sleep again in graves. Now I can go. Come!
+
+WOMAN (going nearer to the DOCTOR). No. I said no.
+
+STRANGER. Even you, the last of all my friends! Am I such a
+wretched being, that not even a prostitute will bear me company for
+money?
+
+DOCTOR. You must be.
+
+STRANGER. I don't believe it yet; although everyone tells me so. I
+don't believe anything at all, for every time I have, I've been
+deceived. But tell me this hasn't the sun yet risen? A little while
+ago I heard a cock crow and a dog bark; and now they're ringing the
+Angelus. ... Have they put out the lights, that it's so dark?
+
+DOCTOR (to the WOMAN). He must be blind.
+
+WOMAN. Yes. I think he is.
+
+STRANGER. No. I can see you; but I can't see the lights.
+
+DOCTOR. For you it's growing dark. ... You've played with the
+lightning, and looked too long at the sun. That is forbidden to
+men.
+
+STRANGER. We're born with the desire to do it; but may not. That's
+Envy. ...
+
+DOCTOR. What do you possess that's worthy of envy?
+
+STRANGER. Something you'll never understand, and that only I can
+value.
+
+DOCTOR. You mean, the child?
+
+MANGER. You know I didn't mean it. If I had I'd have said that I
+possessed something you could never let.
+
+DOCTOR. So you're back at that! Then I'll express myself as
+clearly: you took what I'd done with.
+
+WOMAN. Oh! I shan't stay in the company of such swine! (She gets up
+and moves to another seat.)
+
+STRANGER. I know we've sunk very low; yet I believe the deeper I
+sink the nearer I'll come to my goal: the end!
+
+WAITRESS. Don't speak so loud, there's a dying man in there!
+
+STRANGER. Yes, I believe you. The whole time there's been a smell
+of corpses here.
+
+DOCTOR. Perhaps that's us?
+
+STRANGER. Can one be dead, without suspecting it?
+
+DOCTOR. The dead maintain that they don't know the difference.
+
+STRANGER. You terrify me. Is it possible? And all these shadowy
+figures, whose faces I think I recognise as memories of my youth at
+school in the swimming bath, the gymnasium. ... (He clutches his
+heart.) Oh! Now he's coming: the Terrible One, who tears the heart
+out of the breast. The Terrible One, who's been following me for
+years. He's here!
+
+(He is beside himself. The doors are thrown open; a choir boy comes
+in carrying a lantern made of blue glass that throws a blue light
+on the guests; he rings the silver bell. All present begin to howl
+like wild beasts. The DOMINICAN then enters with the sacrament. The
+WAITRESS and the WOMAN throw themselves on their knees, the others
+howl. The DOMINICAN raises the monstrance; all fall on their knees.
+The choir boy and the DOMINICAN go into the room on the left.)
+
+BEGGAR (entering and going towards the STRANGER). Come away from
+here. You're ill. And the bailiffs have a summons for you.
+
+STRANGER. Summons? From whom?
+
+BEGGAR. Your wife.
+
+DOCTOR. The electric eel strikes at a great distance. She once
+wanted to bring a charge of slander against me, because she
+couldn't stay out at night.
+
+STRANGER. Couldn't stay out at night?
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. Didn't you know who you were married to?
+
+STRANGER. I heard she'd been engaged before she ... married you.
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. That's what it was called, but in reality she'd been
+the mistress of a married man, whom she denounced for rape, after
+she'd forced herself into his studio and posed to him naked, as a
+model.
+
+STRANGER. And that was the woman you married?
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. After she'd seduced me, she denounced me for breach of
+promise, so I had to marry her. She'd engaged two detectives to see
+I didn't get away. And that was the woman you married!
+
+STRANGER. I did it because I soon saw it was no good choosing when
+all were alike.
+
+BEGGAR. Come away from here. You'll be sorry if you don't.
+
+STRANGER (to the DOCTOR). Was she always religious?
+
+DOCTOR. Always.
+
+STRANGER. And tender, good-hearted, self-sacrificing?
+
+DOCTOR. Certainly!
+
+STRANGER. Can one understand her?
+
+DOCTOR. No. But you can go mad thinking about her. That's why one
+had to accept her as she was. Charming, intoxicating!
+
+STRANGER. Yes, I know. But one's powerless against pity. That's why
+I don't want to fight this case. I can't defend myself without
+attacking her; and I don't want to do that.
+
+DOCTOR. You were married before. How was that?
+
+STRANGER. Just the same.
+
+DOCTOR. This love acts like henbane: you see suns, where there are
+none, and stars where no stars are! But it's pleasant, while it
+lasts!
+
+STRANGER. And the morning after? Oh, the morning after!
+
+BEGGAR. Come, unhappy man! He's poisoning you, and you don't know
+it. Come!
+
+STRANGER (getting up). Poisoning me, you say? Do you think he's
+lying?
+
+BEGGAR. Every word he's said's a lie.
+
+STRANGER. I don't believe it.
+
+BEGGAR. No. You only believe lies. But that serves you right.
+
+STRANGER. Has he been lying? Has he?
+
+BEGGAR. How can you believe your enemies?
+
+STRANGER. But he's my friend, because he's told me the bitter
+truth.
+
+BEGGAR. Eternal Powers, save his reason! For he believes everything
+evil's true, and everything good evil. Come, or you'll be lost!
+
+DOCTOR. He's lost already! And now he'll be whipped into froth,
+broken up into atoms, and used as an ingredient in the great
+pan-cake. Away with you hell! (To those present.) Howl like victims
+of the pit. (The guests all howl.) And no more womanly pity. Howl,
+woman! (The WOMAN refuses with a gesture of her hand.)
+
+STRANGER (to the BEGGAR). That man's not lying.
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE II
+
+IN A RAVINE
+
+[A ravine with a stream in the middle, which is crossed by a
+foot-bridge. In the foreground a smithy and a mill, both of which
+are in ruins. Fallen trees choke the stream. In the background a
+starry sky above the pine wood. The constellation of Orion is
+clearly visible.]
+
+[See picture road2.jpg]
+
+[The STRANGER and the BEGGAR enter. In the foreground there is
+snow; in the background the green of summer.]
+
+STRANGER. I feel afraid! To-night the stars seem to hang so low,
+that I fear they'll fall on me like drops of molten silver. Where
+are we?
+
+BEGGAR. In the ravine, by the stream. You must know the place.
+
+STRANGER. Know it? As if I could ever forget it! It reminds me of
+my honeymoon journey. But where are the smithy and the mill?
+
+BEGGAR. All in ruins! The lake of tears was drained a week ago. The
+stream rose, then the river, till everything was laid waste--
+meadows, fields and gardens.
+
+STRANGER. And the quiet house?
+
+BEGGAR. The old sin was washed away, but the walls in left.
+
+STRANGER. And those who lived there?
+
+BEGGAR. They've gone to the colonies; so that the story's now at an
+end.
+
+STRANGER. Then my story's at an end too. So thoroughly at an end,
+that no happy memories remain. The last was fouled by the poisoner. ...
+
+BEGGAR. Whose poison you prepared! You should declare your
+bankruptcy.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. Now I'll have to give in.
+
+BEGGAR. Then the day of reckoning will draw near.
+
+STRANGER. I think we might call it quits; because, if I've sinned,
+I've been punished.
+
+BEGGAR. But others certainly won't think so.
+
+STRANGER. I've stopped taking account of others, since I saw that
+the Powers that guide the destinies of mankind brook no accomplices.
+The crime I committed in this life was that I wanted to set men
+free. ...
+
+BEGGAR. Set men free from their duties, and criminals from their
+feeling of guilt, so that they could really become unscrupulous!
+You're not the first, and not the 1ast to dabble in the Devil's
+work. Lucifer a non lucendo! But when Reynard grows old, he turns
+monk--so wisely is it ordained--and then he's forced to split
+himself in n two and drive out Beelzebub with his own penance.
+
+STRANGER. Shall I be driven to that?
+
+BEGGAR. Yes. Though you don't want it! You'll be forced to preach
+against yourself from the housetops. To unpick your fabric thread
+by thread. To flay yourself alive at every street corner, and show
+what you really are. But that needs courage. All the same, a man
+who's played with the thunder will not tremble! Yet, sometimes,
+when night falls and the Invisible Ones, who can only be seen in
+darkness, ride on his chest, then he will fear--even the stars, and
+most of all the Mill of Sins, that grinds the past, and grinds it ...
+and grinds it! One of the seven-and-seventeen Wise Men said that
+the greatest victory he ever won was over himself; but foolish men
+don't believe it, and that's why they're deceived; because they
+only credit what nine-and-ninety fools have said a thousand times.
+
+STRANGER. Enough! Tell me; isn't this snow here on the ground?
+
+BEGGAR. Yes. It's winter here.
+
+STRANGER. But over there it's green.
+
+BEGGAR. It's summer there.
+
+STRANGER. And growing light! (A clear beam of light falls on the
+foot-bridge.)
+
+BEGGAR. Yes. It's light there, and dark here.
+
+STRANGER. And who are they? (Three children, dressed is summer
+clothing, two girls and a boy, come on to the bridge from the
+right.) Ho! My children! (The children stop to listen, and then
+look at the STRANGER without seeming to recognise him. The STRANGER
+calls.) Gerda! Erik! Thyra! It's your father! (The children appear
+to recognise him; they turn away to the left.) They don't know me.
+They don't want to know me.
+
+(A man and a woman enter from the right. The children dance of to
+the left and disappear. The STRANGER falls on his face on the
+ground.)
+
+BEGGAR. Something like that was to be expected. Such things happen.
+Get up again!
+
+STRANGER (raising himself up). Where am I? Where have I been? Is it
+spring, winter or summer? In what century am I living, in what
+hemisphere? Am I a child or an old man, male or female, a god or a
+devil? And who are you? Are you, you; or are you me? Are those my
+own entrails that I see about me? Are those stars or bundles of
+nerves in my eye; is that water, or is it tears? Wait! Now I'm
+moving forward in time for a thousand years, and beginning to
+shrink, to grow heavier and to crystallise! Soon I'll be
+re-created, and from the dark waters of Chaos the Lotus flower will
+stretch up her head towards the sun and say: it is I! I must have
+been sleeping for a few thousand years; and have dreamed I'd
+exploded and become ether, and could no longer feel, no longer
+suffer, no longer be joyful; but had entered into peace and
+equilibrium. But now! Now! I suffer as much as if I were all
+mankind. I suffer and have no right to complain. ...
+
+BEGGAR. Then suffer, and the more you suffer the earlier pain will
+leave you.
+
+STRANGER. No. Mine are eternal sufferings. ...
+
+BEGGAR. And only a minute's passed.
+
+STRANGER. I can't bear it.
+
+BEGGAR. Then you must look for help.
+
+STRANGER. What's coming now? Isn't it the end yet?
+
+(It grows light above the bridge. CAESAR comes in and throws
+himself from the parapet; then the DOCTOR appears on the right,
+with bare head and a wild look. He behaves as if he would throw
+himself into the stream too.)
+
+STRANGER. He's revenged himself so thoroughly, that he awakes no
+qualms of conscience! (The DOCTOR goes out, left. The SISTER
+enters, right, as if searching for someone.) Who's that?
+
+BEGGAR. His unmarried sister, who's unprovided for, and has now no
+home to go to. She's grown desperate since her brother was driven
+out of his wits by sorrow and went to pieces.
+
+STRANGER. That's a harder fate. Poor creature, what can one do?
+Even if I felt her sufferings, would that help her?
+
+BEGGAR. No. It wouldn't.
+
+STRANGER. Why do qualms of conscience come after, and not
+beforehand? Can you help me over that?
+
+BEGGAR. No. No one can. Let us go on.
+
+STRANGER. Where to?
+
+BEGGAR. Come with me.
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE III
+
+THE 'ROSE' ROOM
+
+[The LADY, dressed in white, is sitting by the cradle doing crochet
+work. The green dress is hanging up by the door on the right. The
+STRANGER comes an, and looks round in astonishment.]
+
+LADY (simply, mildly, without a trace of surprise). Tread softly
+and come here, if you'd see something lovely.
+
+STRANGER. Where am I?
+
+LADY. Quiet! Look at the little stranger who came when you were
+away.
+
+STRANGER. They told me the river had risen and swept everything off.
+
+LADY. Why do you believe everything you're told? The river did
+rise, but this little creature has someone who protects both her
+and hers. Wouldn't you like to see your daughter? (The STRANGER
+goes towards the cradle. The LADY lifts the curtain.) She's lovely!
+Isn't she? (The STRANGER gazes darkly in front of him.) Won't you
+look?
+
+STRANGER. Everything's poisoned. Everything!
+
+LADY. Well, perhaps!
+
+STRANGER. Do you know that he has lost his wits and is wandering in
+the neighbourhood, followed by his sister, who's searching for him?
+He's penniless, and drinking. ...
+
+LADY. Oh, my God!
+
+STRANGER. Why don't you reproach me?
+
+LADY. You'll reproach yourself enough: I'd rather give you good
+advice. Go to the Convent of St. Saviour's, there you'll find a man
+who can free you from the evil you fear.
+
+STRANGER. What, in the convent, where they curse and bind?
+
+LADY. And deliver also!
+
+STRANGER. Frankly, I think you're trying to deceive me; I don't
+trust you any more.
+
+LADY. Nor I, you! So look on this as your farewell visit.
+
+STRANGER. That was my intention; but first I wanted to find out if
+we're of the same mind. ...
+
+LADY. You see, we can build no happiness on the sorrows of others;
+so we must part. That's the only way to lessen his sufferings. I
+have my child, who'll fill my life for me; and you have the great
+goal of your ambition. ...
+
+STRANGER. Will you still mock me?
+
+LADY. No, why? You've solved the great problem.
+
+STRANGER. Be quiet! No more of that, even if you believe it.
+
+LADY. But if all the rest believe it too. ...
+
+STRANGER. No one believes it now.
+
+LADY. It says in the paper to-day that gold's been made in England.
+That it's been proved possible.
+
+STRANGER. You've been deceived.
+
+LADY. No! Oh, heaven, he won't believe his own good fortune.
+
+STRANGER. I no longer believe anything.
+
+LADY. Get the newspaper from the pocket of my dress over there.
+
+STRANGER. The green witch's dress, that laid a spell on me one
+Sunday afternoon, between the inn and the church door! That'll
+bring no good.
+
+LADY (fetching the paper herself and also a large parcel that is in
+the pocket of the dress). See for yourself.
+
+STRANGER (tearing up the paper). No need for me to look!
+
+LADY. He won't believe it. He won't. Yet the chemists want to give
+a banquet in your honour next Saturday.
+
+STRANGER. Is that in the paper too? About the banquet?
+
+LADY (handing him the packet). And here's the diploma of honour.
+Read it!
+
+STRANGER (tearing up the packet). Perhaps there's a Government
+Order too!
+
+LADY. Those whom the gods would destroy they first make blind! You
+made your discovery with no good intentions, and therefore you
+weren't permitted to be the only one to succeed.
+
+STRANGER. Now I shall go. For I won't stay here and lay bare my
+shame! I've become a laughing-stock, so I'll go and hide myself--
+bury myself alive, because I don't dare to die.
+
+LADY. Then go! We start for the colonies in a few days.
+
+STRANGER. That's frank at least! Perhaps we're nearing a solution.
+
+LADY. Of the riddle: why we had to meet?
+
+STRANGER. Why did we have to?
+
+LADY. To torture one another.
+
+STRANGER. Is that all?
+
+LADY. You thought you could save me from a werewolf, who really was
+no such thing, and so you become one yourself. And then I was to
+save you from evil by taking all the evil in you on myself, and I
+did so; but the result was that you only became more evil. My poor
+deliverer! Now you're bound hand and foot and no magician can set
+you free.
+
+STRANGER. Farewell, and thank you for all you've done.
+
+LADY. Farewell, and thank you ... for this! (She points to the
+cradle.)
+
+STRANGER (going towards the back). First perhaps I ought to take my
+leave in there.
+
+LADY. Yes, my dear. Do!
+
+(The STRANGER goes out through the door at the back. The LADY
+crosses to the door on the right and lets in the DOMINICAN--who is
+also the BEGGAR.)
+
+CONFESSOR. Is he ready now?
+
+LADY. Nothing remains for this unhappy man but to leave the world
+and bury himself in a monastery.
+
+CONFESSOR. So he doesn't believe he's the great inventor he
+undoubtedly is?
+
+LADY. No. He can believe good of no one, not even of himself.
+
+CONFESSOR. That is the punishment Heaven sent him: to believe lies,
+because he wouldn't listen to the truth.
+
+LADY. Lighten his guilty burden for him, if you can.
+
+CONFESSOR. No. If I did he'd only grow insolent and accuse God of
+malice and injustice. This man is a demon, who must be kept
+confined. He belongs to the dangerous race of rebels; he'd misuse
+his gifts, if he could, to do evil. And men's power for evil is
+immeasurable.
+
+LADY. For the sake of the ... attachment you've shown me, can't you
+ease his burden a little; where it presses on him most and where
+he's least to blame?
+
+CONFESSOR. You must do that, not I; so that he can leave you in the
+belief that you've a good side, and that you're not what your first
+husband told him you were. If he believes you, I'll deliver him
+later, just as I once bound him when he confessed to me, during his
+illness, in the convent of St. Saviour's.
+
+LADY (going to the back and opening the door). As you wish!
+
+STRANGER (re-entering). So there's the Terrible One! How did he
+come here? But isn't he the beggar, after a11?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes, I am your terrible friend, and I've come for you.
+
+STRANGER. What? Have I ...?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. Once already you promised me your soul, on oath,
+when you lay ill and felt near madness. It was then you offered to
+serve the powers of good; but when you got well again you broke
+your oath, and therefore were plagued with unrest, and wandered
+abroad unable to find peace--tortured by your own conscience.
+
+STRANGER. Who are you really? Who dares lay a hand on my destiny?
+
+CONFESSOR. You must ask her that.
+
+LADY. This is the man to whom I was first engaged, and who
+dedicated his life to the service of God, when I left him.
+
+STRANGER. Even if he were!
+
+LADY. So you needn't think so ill of yourself because it was you
+who punished my faithlessness and another's lack of conscience.
+
+STRANGER. His sin cannot justify mine. Of course it's untrue, like
+everything else; and you only say it to console me.
+
+CONFESSOR. What an unhappy soul he is. ...
+
+STRANGER. A damned one too!
+
+CONFESSOR. No! (To the LADY.) Say something good of him.
+
+LADY. He won't believe it, if I do; he only believes evil!
+
+CONFESSOR. Then I shall have to say it. A beggar once came and
+asked him for a drink of water; but he gave me wine instead and let
+me sit at his table. You remember that?
+
+STRANGER. No. I don't load my memory with such trifles.
+
+CONFESSOR. Pride! Pride!
+
+STRANGER. Call it pride, if you like. It's the last vestige of our
+god-like origin. Let's go, before it grows dark.
+
+CONFESSOR. 'For the whole world shined with clear light and none
+were hindered in their labour. Over these only was spread a heavy
+night, an image of darkness which should afterward receive them;
+but yet were they unto themselves more grievous than the darkness.'
+
+LADY. Don't hurt him!
+
+STRANGER (with passion). How beautifully she can speak, though she
+is evil. Look at her eyes; they cannot weep tears, but they can
+flatter, sting, or lie! And yet she says: Don't hurt him! See, now
+she fears I'll wake her child, the little monster that robbed me of
+her! Come, priest, before I change my mind.
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+
+
+PART III.
+
+
+CHARACTERS
+
+THE STRANGER
+THE LADY
+THE CONFESSOR
+THE MAGISTRATE
+THE PRIOR
+THE TEMPTER
+THE DAUGHTER
+
+
+less important figures
+HOSTESS
+FIRST VOICE
+SECOND VOICE
+WORSHIPPERS OF VENUS
+MAIA
+PILGRIM
+FATHER
+WOMAN
+EVE
+PRIOR
+PATER ISIDOR (the Doctor of Part I)
+PATER CLEMENS
+PATER MELCHER
+
+
+SCENES
+
+ACT I On the River Bank
+
+ACT II Cross-Roads in the Mountains
+
+ACT III SCENE I Terrace
+ SCENE II Rocky Landscape
+ SCENE III Small House
+(On the Mountain where the Monastery Stands)
+
+ACT IV SCENE I Chapter House
+ SCENE II Picture Gallery
+ SCENE III Chapel
+(Of the Monastery)
+
+
+
+ACT I
+
+ON THE RIVER BANK
+
+[The foreground represents the bank of a large river. On the right
+a projecting tongue of land covered with old willow trees. Farther
+up stage the river can be seen flowing quietly past. The background
+represents the farther bank, a steep mountain slope covered with
+woodland. Above the tops of the forest trees the Monastery can be
+seen; it is an enormous four-cornered building completely white,
+with two rows of small windows. The facade is broken by the Church
+belonging to the Monastery, which is flanked by two towers in the
+style favoured by the Jesuits. The Church door is open, and at a
+certain moment the monstrance on the altar is visible in the light
+of the sun. On the near bank in the foreground, which is low and
+sandy, purple and yellow loose-strife are growing. A shallow boat
+is moored nearby. On the left the ferryman's hut. It is an evening
+in early summer and the sun is low; foreground, river and the lower
+part of the background lie in shadow; and the trees on the far bank
+sway gently in the breeze. Only the Monastery is lit by the sun.]
+
+[The STRANGER and the CONFESSOR enter from the right. The STRANGER
+is wearing alpine clothing: a brown cloak with a cape and hood; he
+has a staff and wallet. He is limping slightly. The CONFESSOR is to
+the black and white habit of the Dominicans. They stop at a place
+where a willow tree prevents any view of the Monastery.]
+
+STRANGER. Why do you lead me along this winding, hilly path, that
+never comes to an end?
+
+CONFESSOR. Such is the way, my friend. But now we'll soon be there.
+(He leads the STRANGER farther up stage. The STRANGER sees the
+Monastery, and is enchanted by it; he takes off his hat, and puts
+down his wallet and staff.) Well?
+
+STRANGER. I've never seen anything so white on this polluted earth.
+At most, only in my dreams! Yes, that's my youthful dream of a
+house in which peace and purity should dwell. A blessing on you,
+white house! Now I've come home!
+
+CONFESSOR. Good! But first we must await the pilgrims on this bank.
+It's called the bank of farewell, because it's the custom to say
+farewell here, before the ferryman ferries one across.
+
+STRANGER. Haven't I said enough farewells already? Wasn't my whole
+life one thorny path of farewells? At post offices, steamer-quays,
+railway stations--with the waving of handkerchiefs damp with tears?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yet your voice trembles with the pain what you've lost.
+
+STRANGER. I don't feel I've lost anything. I don't want anything
+back.
+
+CONFESSOR. Not even your youth?
+
+STRANGER. That least of all. What should I do with it, and its
+capacity for suffering?
+
+CONFESSOR. And for enjoyment?
+
+STRANGER. I never enjoyed anything, for I was born with a thorn in
+my flesh; every time I stretched out my hand to grasp a pleasure, I
+pricked my finger and Satan struck me in the face.
+
+CONFESSOR. Because your pleasures have been base ones.
+
+STRANGER. Not so base. I had my own home, a wife, children, duties,
+obligations to others! No, I was born in disfavour, a step-child of
+life; and I was pursued, hunted, in a word, cursed!
+
+CONFESSOR. Because you didn't obey God's commandment.
+
+STRANGER. But no one can, as St. Paul says himself! Why should I be
+able to do what no one else can do? I of all men? Because I'm
+supposed to be a scoundrel. Because more's demanded of me than of
+others. ... (Crying out.) Because I was treated with injustice.
+
+CONFESSOR. Have you got back to that, rebellious one?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. I've always been there. Now let's cross the river.
+
+CONFESSOR. Do you think one can climb up to that white house
+without preparation?
+
+STRANGER. I'm ready: you can examine me.
+
+CONFESSOR. Good! The first monastic vow is: humility.
+
+STRANGER. And the second: obedience! Neither of them was ever a
+special virtue of mine; it's for that very reason that I want to
+make the great attempt.
+
+CONFESSOR. And show your pride through your humility.
+
+STRANGER. Whatever it is, it's all the same to me.
+
+CONFESSOR. What, everything? The world and its best gifts; the joy
+of innocent children, the pleasant warmth of home, the approbation
+of your fellow-men, the satisfaction brought by the fulfilment of
+duty--are you indifferent to them all?
+
+STRANGER. Yes! Because I was born without the power of enjoyment.
+There have been moments when I've been an object of envy; but I've
+never understood what it was I was envied for: my sufferings in
+misfortune, my lack of peace in success, or the fact I hadn't long
+to live.
+
+CONFESSOR. It's true that life has given you everything you wished;
+even a little gold at the last. Why, I even seem to remember that a
+sculptor was commissioned to make a portrait bust of you.
+
+STRANGER. Oh yes! A bust was made of me.
+
+CONFESSOR. Are you, of all men, impressed by such things?
+
+STRANGER. Of course not! But they do at least mark well founded
+appreciation, that neither envy nor lack of understanding can
+shake.
+
+CONFESSOR. You think so? It seems to me that human greatness
+resides in the good opinion of others; and that, if this opinion
+changes, the greatest can quickly dwindle into nothing.
+
+STRANGER. The opinions of others have never meant much to me.
+
+CONFESSOR. Haven't they? Really?
+
+STRANGER. No one's been so strict with himself as I! And no one's
+been so humble! All have demanded my respect; whilst they spurned
+me and spat on me. And when at last I found I'd duties towards the
+immortal soul given into my keeping, I began to demand respect for
+this immortal soul. Then I was branded as the proudest of the
+proud! And by whom? By the proudest of all amongst the humble and
+lowly.
+
+CONFESSOR. I think you're entangling yourself in contradictions.
+
+STRANGER. I think so, too! For the whole of life consists of
+nothing but contradictions. The rich are the poor in spirit; the
+many little men hold the power, and the great only serve the little
+men. I've never met such proud people as the humble; I've never met
+an uneducated man who didn't believe himself in a position to
+criticise learning and to do without it. I've found the
+unpleasantest
+of deadly sins amongst the Saints: I mean self-complacency. In my
+youth I was a saint myself; but I've never been so worthless as I
+was then. The better I thought myself, the worse I became.
+
+CONFESSOR. Then what do you seek here?
+
+STRANGER. What I've told you already; but I'll add this: I'm
+seeking death without the need to die!
+
+CONFESSOR. The mortification of your flesh, of your old self! Good!
+Now keep still: the pilgrims are coming on their wooden rafts to
+celebrate the festival of Corpus Christi.
+
+STRANGER (looking to the right in surprise). Who are they?
+
+CONFESSOR. People who believe in something.
+
+STRANGER. Then help my unbelief! (Sunlight now falls on the
+monstrance in the church above, so that it shines like a window
+pane at sunset.) Has the sun entered the church, or. ...
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. The sun has entered. ...
+
+(The first raft comes in from the right. Children clothed in white,
+with garlands on their heads and with lighted lanterns in their
+hands, are seen standing round an altar decked with flowers, on
+which a white flag with a golden lily has been planted. They sing,
+whilst the raft glides slowly by.)
+
+ Blessed be he, who fears the Lord,
+ Beati omnes, qui timent Dominum,
+ And walks in his ways,
+ Qui ambulant in viis ejus.
+ Thou shalt feed thyself with the work of thy hands,
+ Labores manuum tuarum quia manducabis;
+ Blessed be thou and peace be with thee,
+ Beatus es et bene tibi erit.
+
+(A second raft appears with boys on one side and girls on the
+other. It has a flag with a rose on it.)
+
+ Thy wife shall be like a fruitful vine,
+ Uxor tua sicut vitis abundans,
+ Within thy house,
+ In lateribus domus tuae.
+
+(The third raft carries men and women. There is a flag with fruit
+upon it: figs, grapes, pomegranates, melons, ears of wheat, etc.)
+
+ Filii tui sicut novellae olivarum,
+ Thy children shall be like olive branches about thy table,
+ In circuitu mensae tuae.
+
+(The fourth raft is filled with older men and women. The flag has a
+representation of a fir-tree under snow.)
+
+ See, how blessed is the man,
+ Ecce sic benedicetur homo,
+ Who feareth the Lord,
+ Qui timet Dominum!
+
+(The raft glides by.)
+
+STRANGER. What were they singing?
+
+CONFESSOR. A pilgrim's song.
+
+STRANGER. Who wrote it?
+
+CONFESSOR. A royal person.
+
+STRANGER. Here? What was his name? Has he written anything else?
+
+CONFESSOR. About fifty songs; he was called David, the son of
+Isaiah! But he didn't always write psalms. When he was young, he
+did other things. Yes. Such things will happen!
+
+STRANGER. Can we go on now?
+
+CONFESSOR. In a moment. I've something to say to you first.
+
+STRANGER. Speak.
+
+CONFESSOR. Good. But don't be either sad or angry.
+
+STRANGER. Certainly not.
+
+CONFESSOR. Here, you see, on this bank, you're a well-known--let's
+say famous--person; but over there, on the other, you'll be quite
+unknown to the brothers. Nothing more, in fact, than an ordinary
+simple man.
+
+STRANGER. Oh! Don't they read in the monastery?
+
+CONFESSOR. Nothing light; only serious books.
+
+STRANGER. They take in papers, I suppose?
+
+CONFESSOR. Not the kind that write about you!
+
+STRANGER. Then on the other side of this river my life-work doesn't
+exist?
+
+CONFESSOR. What work?
+
+STRANGER. I see. Very well. Can't we cross now?
+
+CONFESSOR. In a minute. Is there no one you'd like to take leave of?
+
+STRANGER (after a pause.) Yes. But it's beyond the bounds of
+possibility.
+
+CONFESSOR. Have you ever seen anything impossible?
+
+STRANGER. Not really, since I've seen my own destiny.
+
+CONFESSOR. Well, who is it you'd like to meet?
+
+STRANGER. I had a daughter once; I called her Sylvia, because she
+sang all day long like a wren. It's some years since I saw her; she
+must be a girl of sixteen now. But I'm afraid if I were to meet
+her, life would regain its value for me.
+
+CONFESSOR. You fear nothing else?
+
+STRANGER. What do you mean?
+
+CONFESSOR. That she may have changed!
+
+STRANGER. She could only have changed for the better.
+
+CONFESSOR. Are you sure?
+
+STRANGER. Yes.
+
+CONFESSOR. She'll come to you. (He goes down to the bank and
+beckons to the right.)
+
+STRANGER. Wait! I'm wondering whether it's wise!
+
+CONFESSOR. It can do no harm.
+
+(He beckons once more. A boat appears on the river, rowed by a
+young girl. She is wearing summer clothing, her head is bare and
+her fair hair is hanging loose. She gets out of the boat behind the
+willow tree. The CONFESSOR draws back until he is near the
+ferryman's hut, but remains in sight of the audience. The STRANGER
+has waved to the girl and she has answered him. She now comes on to
+the stage, runs into the STRANGER'S arms, and kisses him.)
+
+DAUGHTER. Father. My dear father!
+
+STRANGER. Sylvia! My child!
+
+DAUGHTER. How in the world do you come to be up here in the
+mountains?
+
+STRANGER. And how have _you_ got here? I thought I'd managed to
+hide so well.
+
+DAUGHTER. Why did you want to hide?
+
+STRANGER. Ask me as little as possible! You've grown into a big
+girl. And I've gone grey.
+
+DAUGHTER. No. You're not grey. You're just as young as you were
+when we parted.
+
+STRANGER. When we ... parted!
+
+DAUGHTER. When you left us. ... (The STRANGER does not reply.)
+Aren't you glad we're meeting again?
+
+STRANGER (faintly). Yes!
+
+DAUGHTER. Then show it.
+
+STRANGER. How can I be glad, when we're parting to-day for life?
+
+DAUGHTER. Why, where do you want to go?
+
+STRANGER (pointing to the monastery). Up there!
+
+DAUGHTER (with a sophisticated air). Into the monastery? Yes, now I
+come to think of it, perhaps it's best.
+
+STRANGER. You think so?
+
+DAUGHTER (with pity, but good-will.) I mean, if you've a ruined
+life behind you. ... (Coaxingly.) Now you look sad. Tell me one
+thing.
+
+STRANGER. Tell _me_ one thing, my child, that's been worrying me
+more than anything else. You've a stepfather?
+
+DAUGHTER. Yes.
+
+STRANGER. Well?
+
+DAUGHTER. He's very good and kind.
+
+STRANGER. With every virtue that I lack. ...
+
+DAUGHTER. Aren't you glad we've got into better hands?
+
+STRANGER. Good, better, best! Why do you come here bare-headed?
+
+DAUGHTER. Because George is carrying my hat.
+
+STRANGER. Who's George? And where is he?
+
+DAUGHTER. George is a friend of mine; and he's waiting for me on
+the bank down below.
+
+STRANGER. Are you engaged to him?
+
+DAUGHTER. No. Certainly not!
+
+STRANGER. Do you want to marry?
+
+DAUGHTER. Never!
+
+STRANGER. I can see it by your mottled cheeks, like those of a
+child that has got up too early; I can hear it by your voice,
+that's no longer that of a warbler, but a jay; I can feel it in
+your kisses, that burn cold like the sun in May; and by your steady
+icy look that tells me you're nursing a secret of which you're
+ashamed, but of which you'd like to boast. And your brothers and
+sisters?
+
+DAUGHTER. They're quite well, thank you.
+
+STRANGER. Have we anything else to say to one another?
+
+DAUGHTER (coldly). Perhaps not.
+
+STRANGER. Now you look so like your mother.
+
+DAUGHTER. How do you know, when you've never been able to see her
+as she was!
+
+STRANGER. So you understood that, though you were so young?
+
+DAUGHTER. I learnt to understand it from you. If only you'd
+understand yourself.
+
+STRANGER. Have you anything else to teach me?
+
+DAUGHTER. Perhaps! But in your day that wasn't considered seemly.
+
+STRANGER. My day's over and exists no longer; just as Sylvia exists
+no longer, but is merely a name, a memory. (He takes a guide-book
+out of his pocket.) Look at this guide-book! Can you see small
+marks made here by tiny fingers, and others by little damp lips?
+You made them when you were five years old; you were sitting on my
+knee in the train, and we saw the Alps for the first time. You
+thought what you saw was Heaven; and when I explained that the
+mountain was the Jungfrau, you asked if you could kiss the name in
+the book.
+
+DAUGHTER. I don't remember that!
+
+STRANGER. Delightful memories pass, but hateful ones remain! Don't
+you remember anything about me?
+
+DAUGHTER. Oh yes.
+
+STRANGER. Quiet! I know what you mean. One night ... one dreadful,
+horrible night ... Sylvia, my child, when I shut my eyes I see a
+pale little angel, who slept in my arms when she was ill; and who
+thanked me when I gave her a present. Where is she whom I long for
+so and who exists no more, although she isn't dead? You, as you
+are, seem a stranger, whom I've never known and certainly don't
+long to see again. If Sylvia at least were dead and lay in her
+grave, there'd be a churchyard where I could take my flowers. ...
+How strange it is! She's neither among the living, nor the dead.
+Perhaps she never existed, and was only a dream like everything
+else.
+
+DAUGHTER (wheedling).Father, dear!
+
+STRANGER. It's she! No, only her voice. (Pause.) So you think my
+life's been ruined?
+
+DAUGHTER. Yes. But why speak of it now?
+
+STRANGER. Because remember I once saved _your_ life. You had brain
+fever for a whole month and suffered a great deal. Your mother
+wanted the doctor to deliver you from your unhappy existence by
+some powerful drug. But I prevented it, and so saved you from death
+and your mother from prison.
+
+DAUGHTER. I don't believe it!
+
+STRANGER. But a fact may be true, even if you don't believe it.
+
+DAUGHTER. You dreamed it.
+
+STRANGER. Who knows if I haven't dreamed everything, and am not
+even dreaming now. How I wish it were so!
+
+DAUGHTER. I must be going, father.
+
+STRANGER. Then good-bye!
+
+DAUGHTER. May I write to you?
+
+STRANGER. What? One of the dead write to another? Letters won't
+reach me in future. And I mayn't receive visitors. But I'm glad
+we've met, for now there's nothing else on earth I cling to. (Going
+to the left.) Good-bye, girl or woman, whatever I should call you.
+There's no need to weep!
+
+DAUGHTER. I wasn't thinking of weeping, though I dare say good
+breeding would demand I should. Well, good-bye! (She goes out
+right.)
+
+STRANGER (to the CONFESSOR). I think I came out of that well! It's
+a mercy to part with content on both sides. Mankind, after all,
+makes rapid progress, and self-control increases as the flow of the
+tear-ducts lessens. I've seen so many tears shed in my lifetime,
+that I'm almost taken aback at this dryness. She was a strong
+child, just the kind I once wished to be. The most beautiful thing
+that life can offer! She lay, like an angel, wrapped in the white
+veils of her cradle, with a blue coverlet when she slept. Blue and
+arched like the sky. That was the best: what will the worst look
+like?
+
+CONFESSOR. Don't excite yourself, but be of good cheer. First throw
+away that foolish guide-book, for this is your last journey.
+
+STRANGER. You mean this? Very well. (He opens the book, kisses one
+of the pages and then throws it into the river.) Anything else?
+
+CONFESSOR. If you've any gold or silver, you must give it to the
+poor.
+
+STRANGER. I've a silver watch. I never got as far as a gold one.
+
+CONFESSOR. Give that to the ferryman; and then you'll get a glass
+of wine.
+
+STRANGER. The last! It's like an execution! Perhaps I'll have to
+have my hair cut, too?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. Later. (He takes the watch and goes to the door of
+the ferryman's hut, speaking a few whispered words to someone
+within. He receives a bottle of wine and a glass in exchange, which
+he puts on the table.)
+
+STRANGER (filling his glass, but not drinking it.) Shall I never
+get wine up there?
+
+CONFESSOR. No wine; and you'll see no women. You may hear singing;
+but not the kind of songs that go with women and wine.
+
+STRANGER. I've had enough of women; they can't tempt me any more.
+
+CONFESSOR. Are you sure?
+
+STRANGER. Quite sure. ... But tell me this: what do you think of
+women, who mayn't even set their feet within your consecrated
+walls?
+
+CONFESSOR. So you're still asking questions?
+
+STRANGER. And why may an abbess never hear confession, never read
+mass, and never preach?
+
+CONFESSOR. I can't answer that.
+
+STRANGER. Because the answer would accord with my thoughts on that
+theme.
+
+CONFESSOR. It wouldn't be a disaster if we were to agree for once.
+
+STRANGER. Not at all!
+
+CONFESSOR. Now drink up your wine.
+
+STRANGER. No. I only want to look at it for the last time. It's
+beautiful. ...
+
+CONFESSOR. Don't lose yourself in meditation; memories lie at the
+bottom of the cup.
+
+STRANGER. And oblivion, and songs, and power--imaginary power, but
+for that reason all the greater.
+
+CONFESSOR. Wait here a moment; I'll go and order the ferry.
+
+STRANGER. 'Sh! I can hear singing, and I can see. ... I can see. ...
+For a moment I saw a flag unfurling in a puff of wind, only to fall
+back on the flagstaff and hang there limply as if it were nothing
+but a dishcloth. I've witnessed my whole life flashing past in a
+second, with its joys and sorrows, its beauty and its misery! But
+now I can see nothing.
+
+CONFESSOR (going to the left). Wait here a moment, I'll go and
+order the ferry.
+
+(The STRANGER goes so far up stage that the rays of the setting
+sun, which are streaming from the right through the trees, throw
+his shadow across the bank and the river. The LADY enters from the
+right, in deep mourning. Her shadow slowly approaches that of the
+STRANGER.)
+
+STRANGER (who, to begin with, looks only at his own shadow). Ah!
+The sun! It makes me a bloodless shape, a giant, who can walk on
+the water of the river, climb the mountain, stride over the roof of
+the monastery church, and rise, as he does now, up into the
+firmament--up to the stars. Ah, now I'm up here with the stars. ...
+(He notices the shadow thrown by the LADY.) But who's following me?
+Who's interrupting my ascension? Trying to climb on my shoulders?
+(Turning.) You!
+
+LADY. Yes. I!
+
+STRANGER. So black! So black and so evil.
+
+LADY. No longer evil. I'm in mourning. ...
+
+STRANGER. For whom?
+
+LADY. For our Mizzi.
+
+STRANGER. My daughter! (The LADY opens her arms, in order to throw
+herself on to his breast, but he avoids her.) I congratulate the
+dead child. I'm sorry for you. I myself feel outside everything.
+
+LADY. Comfort me, too.
+
+STRANGER. A fine idea! I'm to comfort my fury, weep with my
+hangman, amuse my tormentor.
+
+LADY. Have you no feelings?
+
+STRANGER. None! I wasted the feelings I used to have on you and
+others.
+
+LADY. You're right. You can reproach me.
+
+STRANGER. I've neither the time nor the wish to do that. Where are
+you going?
+
+LADY. I want to cross with the ferry.
+
+STRANGER. Then I've no luck, for I wanted to do the same. (The LADY
+weeps into her handkerchief. The STRANGER takes it from her and
+dries her eyes.) Dry your eyes, child, and be yourself! As hard,
+and lacking in feeling, as you really are! (The LADY tries to put
+her arm round his neck. The STRANGER taps her gently on the
+fingers.) You mustn't touch me. When your words and glances weren't
+enough, you always wanted to touch me. You'll excuse a rather
+trivial question: are you hungry?
+
+LADY. No. Thank you.
+
+STRANGER. But you're tired. Sit down. (The LADY sits down at the
+table. The STRANGER throws the bottle and glass into the river.)
+Well, what are you going to live for now?
+
+LADY (sadly). I don't know.
+
+STRANGER. Where will you go?
+
+LADY (sobbing). I don't know.
+
+STRANGER. So you're in despair? You see no reason for living and no
+end to your misery! How like me you are! What a pity there's no
+monastery for both sexes, so that we could pair off together. Is
+the werewolf still alive?
+
+LADY. You mean ...?
+
+STRANGER. Your first husband.
+
+LADY. He never seems to die.
+
+STRANGER. Like a certain worm! (Pause.) And now that we're so far
+from the world and its pettiness, tell me this: why did you leave
+him in those days, and come to me?
+
+LADY. Because I loved you.
+
+STRANGER. And how long did that last?
+
+LADY. Until I read your book, and the child was born.
+
+STRANGER. And then?
+
+LADY. I hated you! That is, I wanted to be rid of all the evil
+you'd given me, but I couldn't.
+
+STRANGER. So that's how it was! But we'll never really know the
+truth.
+
+LADY. Have you noticed how impossible it is to find things out? You
+can live with a person and their relations for twenty years, and
+yet not know anything about them.
+
+STRANGER. So you've discovered that? As you see so much, tell me
+this: how was it you came to love me?
+
+LADY. I don't know; but I'll try to remember. (Pause.) Well, you
+had the masculine courage to be rude to a lady. In me you sought
+the companionship of a human being and not merely of a woman. That
+honoured me; and, I thought, you too.
+
+STRANGER. Tell me also whether you held me to be a misogynist?
+
+LADY. A woman-hater? Every healthy man is one, in the secret places
+of his heart; and all perverted men are admirers of women.
+
+STRANGER. You're not trying to flatter me, are you?
+
+LADY. A woman who'd try to flatter a man's not normal.
+
+STRANGER. I see you've thought a great deal!
+
+LADY. Thinking's the least I've done; for when I've thought least
+I've understood most. Besides, what I said just how is perhaps only
+improvised, as you call it, and not true in the least.
+
+STRANGER. But if it agrees with many of my observations it becomes
+most probable. (The LADY weeps into her handkerchief.) You're
+weeping again?
+
+LADY. I was thinking of Mizzi. The loveliest thing we ever had is
+gone.
+
+STRANGER. No. You were the loveliest thing, when you sat all night
+watching over your child, who was lying in your bed, because her
+cradle was too cold! (Three loud knocks are heard on the ferryman's
+door.) 'Sh!
+
+LADY. What's that?
+
+STRANGER. My companion, who's waiting for me.
+
+LADY (continuing the conversation). I never thought life would give
+me anything so sweet as a child.
+
+STRANGER. And at the same time anything so bitter.
+
+LADY. Why bitter?
+
+STRANGER. You've been a child yourself, and you must remember how
+we, when we'd just married, came to your mother in rags, dirty and
+without money. I seem to remember she didn't find us very sweet.
+
+LADY. That's true.
+
+STRANGER. And I ... well, just now I met Sylvia. And I expected
+that all that was beautiful and good in the child would have
+blossomed in the girl. ...
+
+LADY. Well?
+
+STRANGER. I found a faded rose, that seemed to have blown too soon.
+Her breasts were sunken, her hair untidy like that of a neglected
+child, and her teeth decayed.
+
+LADY. Oh!
+
+STRANGER. You mustn't grieve. Not for the child! You might perhaps
+have had to grieve for her later, as I did.
+
+LADY. So that's what life is?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. That's what life is. And that's why I'm going to
+bury myself alive.
+
+LADY. Where?
+
+STRANGER (pointing to the monastery). Up there!
+
+LADY. In the monastery? No, don't leave me. Bear me company. I'm so
+alone in the world and so poor, so poor! When the child died, my
+mother turned me out, and ever since I've been living in an attic
+with a dressmaker. At first she was kind and pleasant, but then the
+lonely evenings got too long for her, and she went out in search of
+company--so we parted. Now I'm on the road, and I've nothing but
+the clothes I'm wearing; nothing but my grief. I eat it and drink
+it; it nourishes me and sends me to sleep. I'd rather lose anything
+in the world than that! (The STRANGER weeps.) You're weeping. You!
+Let me kiss your eyelids.
+
+STRANGER. You've suffered all that for my sake!
+
+LADY. Not for your sake! You never did me an ill turn; but I
+plagued you till you left your fireside and your child!
+
+STRANGER. I'd forgotten that; but if you say so. ... So you still
+love me?
+
+LADY. Probably. I don't know.
+
+STRANGER. And you'd like to begin all over again?
+
+LADY. All over again? The quarrels? No, we won't do that.
+
+STRANGER. You're right. The quarrels would only begin all over
+again. And yet it's difficult to part.
+
+LADY. To part. The word alone's terrible enough.
+
+STRANGER. Then what are we to do?
+
+LADY. I don't know.
+
+STRANGER. No, one knows nothing, hardly even that one knows
+nothing; and that's why, you see, I've got as far as to _believe_.
+
+LADY. How do you know you can believe, if belief's a gift?
+
+STRANGER. You can receive a gift, if you ask for it.
+
+LADY. Oh yes, if you ask; but I've never been able to beg.
+
+STRANGER. I've had to learn to. Why can't you?
+
+LADY. Because one has to demean oneself first.
+
+STRANGER. Life does that for one very well.
+
+LADY. Mizzi, Mizzi, Mizzi! ... (She has taken a shawl she was
+carrying over her arm, rolled it up and put it on her knee like a
+baby in long clothes.) Sleep! Sleep! Sleep! Think of it! I can see
+her here! She's smiling at me; but she's dressed in black; she
+seems to be in mourning too! How stupid I am! Her mother's in
+mourning! She's got two teeth down below, and they're white--milk
+teeth; she should never have cut any others. Oh, can't you see her,
+when I can? It's no vision. It _is_ her!
+
+CONFESSOR (in the door of the ferryman's hut; sternly to the
+STRANGER). Come. Everything's ready!
+
+STRANGER. No. Not yet. I must first set my house in order; and look
+after this woman, who was once my wife.
+
+CONFESSOR. Oh, so you want to stay!
+
+STRANGER. No. I don't want to stay; but I can't leave duties behind
+me unfulfilled. This woman's on the road, deserted, without a home,
+without money!
+
+CONFESSOR. What has that to do with us? Let the dead bury their
+dead!
+
+STRANGER. Is that your teaching?
+
+CONFESSOR. No, yours. ... Mine, on the other hand, commands me to
+send a Sister of Mercy here, to look after this unhappy one, who ...
+who ... The Sister will soon be here!
+
+STRANGER. I shall count on it.
+
+CONFESSOR (taking the STRANGER by the hand and drawing him away.)
+Then come!
+
+STRANGER (in despair). Oh, God in heaven! Help us every one!
+
+CONFESSOR. Amen!
+
+(The LADY, who has not been looking at the CONFESSOR and the
+STRANGER, now raises her eyes and glances at the STRANGER as if she
+wanted to spring up and hold him back; but she is prevented by the
+imaginary child she has put to her breast.)
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+
+ACT II
+
+CROSS-ROADS IN THE MOUNTAINS
+
+[A cross-roads high up in the mountains. On the right, huts. On the
+left a small pool, round which invalids are sitting. Their clothes
+are blue and their hands cinnabar-red. From the pond blue vapour
+and small blue flames rise now and then. Whenever this happens the
+invalids put them hands to their mouths and cough. The background
+is formed by a mountain covered with pine-wood, which is obscured
+above by a stationary bank of mist.]
+
+[The STRANGER is sitting at a table outside one of the huts. The
+CONFESSOR comes forward from the right.]
+
+STRANGER. At last!
+
+CONFESSOR. What do you mean: at last?
+
+STRANGER. You left me here a week ago and told me to wait till you
+came back.
+
+CONFESSOR. Hadn't I prepared you for the fact that the way to the
+white house up there would be long and difficult.
+
+STRANGER. I don't deny it. How far have we come?
+
+CONFESSOR. Five hundred yards. We've still got fifteen hundred.
+
+STRANGER. But where's the sun?
+
+CONFESSOR. Up there, above the clouds. ...
+
+STRANGER. Then we shall have to go through them?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. Of course.
+
+STRANGER. What are those patients doing there? What a company! And
+why are their hands so red?
+
+CONFESSOR. For both our sakes I want to avoid using impure words,
+so I'll speak in pleasant riddles, which you, as a writer, will
+understand.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. Speak beautifully. There's so much that's ugly here.
+
+CONFESSOR. You may have noticed that the signs given to the planets
+correspond with those of certain metals? Good! Then you'll have
+seen that Venus is represented by a mirror. This mirror was
+originally made of copper, so that copper was called Venus and bore
+her stamp. But now the reverse of Venus' mirror is covered with
+quicksilver or mercury!
+
+STRANGER. The reverse of Venus ... is Mercury. Oh!
+
+CONFESSOR. Quicksilver is therefore the reverse side of Venus.
+Quicksilver is itself as bright as a calm sea, as a lake at the
+height of summer; but when mercury meets firestone and burns, it
+blushes and turns red like newly-shed blood, like the cloth on the
+scaffold, like the cinnabar lips of the whore! Do you understand
+now, or not?
+
+STRANGER. Wait a moment! Cinnabar is quicksilver and sulphur.
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. Mercury must be burnt, if it comes too near to
+Venus! Have we said enough now?
+
+STRANGER. So these are sulphur springs?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. And the sulphur flames purify or burn everything
+rotten! So when the source of life's grown tainted, one is sent to
+the sulphur springs. ...
+
+STRANGER. How does the source of life grow tainted?
+
+CONFESSOR. When Aphrodite, born of the pure seafoam, wallows in the
+mire. ... When Aphrodite Urania, the heaven-born, degrades herself
+to Pandemos, the Venus of the streets.
+
+STRANGER. Why is desire born?
+
+CONFESSOR. Pure desire, to be satisfied; impure, to be stifled.
+
+STRANGER. What is pure, and what impure?
+
+CONFESSOR. Have you got back to that?
+
+STRANGER. Ask these men here. ...
+
+CONFESSOR. Take care! (He looks at the STRANGER, who is unable to
+support his gaze.)
+
+STRANGER. You're choking me. ... My chest. ...
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes, I'll steal the air you use to form rebellious
+words, and ask outrageous questions. Sit down there, I'll come
+back--when you've learnt patience and undergone your probation. But
+don't forget that I can hear and see you, and am aware of you,
+wherever I may be!
+
+STRANGER. So I'm to be tested! I'm glad to know it!
+
+CONFESSOR. But you mustn't speak to the worshippers of Venus.
+
+(MAIA, an old woman, appears in the background.)
+
+STRANGER (rising in horror). Who am I meeting here after all this
+time? Who is it?
+
+CONFESSOR. Who are you speaking of?
+
+STRANGER. That old woman there?
+
+CONFESSOR. Who's she?
+
+STRANGER (calling). Maia! Listen! (Old Maia has disappeared. The
+STRANGER hurries after her.) Maia, my friend, listen! She's gone!
+
+CONFESSOR. Who was it?
+
+STRANGER (sitting down). O God! Now, when I find her again at last,
+she goes. ... I've looked for her for seven long years, written
+letters, advertised. ...
+
+CONFESSOR. Why?
+
+STRANGER. I'll tell you how her fate was linked to mine! (Pause.)
+Maia was the nurse in my first family ... during those hard years ...
+when I was fighting the Invisible Ones, who wouldn't bless my work!
+I wrote till my brain and nerves dissolved like fat in alcohol ...
+but it wasn't enough! I was one of those who never could earn
+enough. And the day came when I couldn't pay the maids their wages--
+it was terrible--and I became the servant of my servant, and she
+became my mistress. At last ... in order, at least, to save my
+soul, I fled from what was too powerful for me. I fled into the
+wilderness, where I collected my spirit in solitude and recovered
+my strength! My first thought then was--my debts! For seven years I
+looked for Maia, but in vain! For seven years I saw her shadow, out
+of the windows of trains, from the decks of steamers, in strange
+towns, in distant lands, but without ever being able to find her. I
+dreamed of her for seven years; and whenever I drank a glass of
+wine I blushed at the thought of old Maia, who perhaps was drinking
+water in a poorhouse! I tried to give the sum I owed her to the
+poor; but it was no use. And now--she's found and lost in the same
+moment! (He gets up and goes towards the back as if searching for
+her.) Explain this, if you can! I want to pay my debt; I can pay it
+now, but I'm not allowed to.
+
+CONFESSOR. Foolishness' Bow to what seems inexplicable; you'll see
+that the explanation will come later. Farewell!
+
+STRANGER. Later. Everything comes later.
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. If it doesn't come at once! (He goes out. The LADY
+enters pensively and sits down at the table, opposite the STRANGER.)
+
+STRANGER. What? You back again? The same and not the same? How
+beautiful you've grown; as beautiful as you were the first time I
+ever saw you; when I asked if I might be your friend, your dog.
+
+LADY. That you can see beauty I don't possess shows that once more
+you have a mirror of beauty in your eye. The werewolf never thought
+me beautiful, for he'd nothing beautiful with which to see me.
+
+STRANGER. Why did you kiss me that day? What made you do it?
+
+LADY. You've often asked me that, and I've never been able to find
+the answer, because I don't know. But just now, when I was away
+from you, here in the mountains, where the air's purer and the sun
+nearer. ... Hush! Now I can see that Sunday afternoon, when you sat
+on that seat like a lost and helpless child, with a broken look in
+your eyes, and stared at your own destiny. ... A maternal feeling
+I'd never known before welled up in me then, and I was overcome
+with pity, pity for a human soul--so that I forgot myself.
+
+STRANGER. I'm ashamed. Now I believe it was so.
+
+LADY. But you took it another way. You thought ...
+
+STRANGER. Don't tell me. I'm ashamed.
+
+LADY. Why did you think so badly of me? Didn't you notice that I
+drew down my veil; so that it was between us, like the knight's
+sword in the bridal bed. ...
+
+STRANGER. I'm ashamed. I attributed my evil thoughts to you.
+Ingeborg, you were made of better stuff than I. I'm ashamed!
+
+LADY. Now you look handsome. How handsome!
+
+STRANGER. Oh no. Not I. You!
+
+LADY (ecstatically). No, you! Yes, now I've seen through the
+mask and the false beard. Now I can see the man you hid from me,
+the man I thought I'd found in you ... the man I was always
+searching for. I've often thought you a hypocrite; but we're no
+hypocrites. No, no, we can't pretend.
+
+STRANGER. Ingeborg, now we're on the other side of the river, and
+have life beneath us, behind us ... how different everything seems.
+Now, now, I can see your soul; the ideal, the angel, who was
+imprisoned in the flesh because of sin. So there is an Above, and
+an Earlier Age. When we began it wasn't the beginning, and it won't
+be the end when we are ended. Life is a fragment, without beginning
+or end! That's why it's so difficult to make head or tail of it.
+
+LADY (kindly). So difficult. So difficult. Tell me, for instance--
+now we're beyond guilt or innocence--how was it you came to hate
+women?
+
+STRANGER. Let me think! To hate women? Hate them? I never hated
+them. On the contrary! Ever since I was eight years old I've always
+had some love affair, preferably an innocent one. And I've loved
+like a volcano three times! But wait--I've always felt that women
+hated me ... and they've always tortured me.
+
+LADY. How strange!
+
+STRANGER. Let me think about it a little. ... Perhaps I've been
+jealous of my own personality; and been afraid of being influenced
+too much. My first love made herself into a sort of governess and
+nurse to me. But, of course, there _are_ men who detest children;
+who detest women too, if they're superior to them, that is!
+
+LADY (amiably). But you've called women the enemies of mankind. Did
+you mean it?
+
+STRANGER. Of course I meant it, if I wrote it! For I wrote out of
+experience, not theory. ... In woman I sought an angel, who could
+lend me wings, and I fell into the arms of an earth-spirit, who
+suffocated me under mattresses stuffed with the feathers of wings!
+I sought an Ariel and I found a Caliban; when I wanted to rise she
+dragged me down; and continually reminded me of the fall. ...
+
+LADY (kindly). Solomon knew much of women; do you know what he
+said? 'I find more bitter than death a woman, whose heart is snares
+and nets and her hands as bands; whoso pleaseth God shall escape
+from her; but the sinner shall be taken by her.'
+
+STRANGER. I was never acceptable in God's sight. Was that a
+punishment? Perhaps. But I was never acceptable to anyone, and I've
+never had a good word addressed to me! Have I never done a good
+action? Is it possible for a man never to have done anything good?
+(Pause.) It's terrible never to hear any good words about oneself!
+
+LADY. You've heard them. But when people have spoken well of you,
+you've refused to listen, as if it hurt you.
+
+STRANGER. That's true, now you remind me. But can you explain it?
+
+LADY. Explain it? You're always asking for explanations of the
+inexplicable. 'When I applied my heart to know wisdom ... I beheld
+all the work of God, that a man cannot find out that is done under
+the sun. Because, though a man labour to seek it out, yet he shall
+not find it; yea, further, though a wise man think to know it, yet
+shall he not be able to find it!'
+
+STRANGER. Who says that?
+
+LADY. The Prophet Ecclesiastes. (She takes a doll out of her
+pocket.) This is Mizzi's doll. You see she longs for her little
+mistress! How pale she's grown ... and she seems to know where
+Mizzi is, for she's always gazing up to heaven, whichever way I
+hold her. Look! Her eyes follow the stars as the compass the pole.
+She is my compass and always shows me where heaven is. She should,
+of course, be dressed in black, because she's in mourning; but
+we're so poor. ... Do you know why we never had money? Because God
+was angry with us for our sins. 'The righteous suffer no dearth.'
+
+STRANGER. Where did you learn that?
+
+LADY. In a book in which everything's written. Everything! (She
+wraps the doll up in her cloak.) See, she's beginning to get cold--
+that's because of the cloud up there. ...
+
+STRANGER. How can you dare to wander up here in the mountains?
+
+LADY. God is with me; so what have I to fear from human beings?
+
+STRANGER. Aren't you tormented by those people at the pool?
+
+LADY (turning towards them). I can't see them. I can't see anything
+horrible now.
+
+STRANGER. Ingeborg! I have made you evil, yet you're on the way to
+make me good! It was my dream, you know, to seek redemption through
+a woman. You don't believe it! But it's true. In the old days
+nothing was of value to me if I couldn't lay it at a woman's feet.
+Not as a tribute to an overbearing mistress, ... but as a sacrifice
+to the beautiful and good. It was my pleasure to give; but she
+wanted to take and not receive: that's why she hated me! When I was
+helpless and thought the end was near, a desire grew in me to fall
+asleep on a mother's knee, on a tremendous breast where I could
+bury my tired head and drink in the tenderness I'd been deprived
+of.
+
+LADY. You had no mother?
+
+STRANGER. Hardly! And I've never felt any bond between myself and
+my father or my brothers and sisters. ... Ingeborg, I was the son
+of a servant of whom it is written. 'Drive forth the handmaid with
+her son, for this son shall not inherit with the son of peace.'
+
+LADY. Do you know why Ishmael was driven out? It says just before--
+that he was a scoffer. And then it goes on: 'He will be a wild man,
+his hand will be against every man, and every man's hand against
+him; and against all his brothers.'
+
+STRANGER. Is that also written?
+
+LADY. Oh yes, my child; it's all there!
+
+STRANGER. All?
+
+LADY. All. There you'll find answers to all your questions even the
+most inquisitive!
+
+STRANGER. Call me your child, and then I'll love you. ... And if I
+love anyone, I long to serve them, to obey them, to let myself be
+ill-treated, to suffer and to bear it.
+
+LADY. You shouldn't love me, but your Creator.
+
+STRANGER. He's unfriendly--like my father!
+
+LADY. He is Love itself; and you are Hate.
+
+STRANGER. You're his daughter; but I'm his cast-out son.
+
+LADY (coaxingly). Quiet! Be still!
+
+STRANGER. If you only knew what I've suffered this last week. I
+don't know where I am.
+
+LADY. Where do you think?
+
+STRANGER. There's a woman in that but who looks at me as if I'd
+come to rob her of her last mite. She says nothing--that's the
+trouble. But I think it's prayers she mutters, when she sees me.
+
+LADY. What sort of prayers?
+
+STRANGER. The sort one whispers behind the backs of those who have
+the evil eye or bring misfortune.
+
+LADY. How strange! Don't you realise that one's sight can be
+blinded?
+
+STRANGER. Yes, of course. But who can do it?
+
+HOSTESS (coming across to their table). Well, look at that! I
+suppose she's your sister?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. We can say so now.
+
+HOSTESS (to the LADY). Fancy meeting someone I can speak to at
+last! This gentleman's so silent, you see, that one feels at once
+one must respect him; particularly as he seems to have had trouble.
+But I can say this to his sister, and he shall hear it: that from
+the moment he entered the house I felt that I was blessed. I'd been
+dogged by misfortune; I'd no lodger, my only cow had died, my
+husband was in a home for drunkards and my children had nothing to
+eat. I prayed God to send me help from heaven, because I expected
+nothing more on earth. Then this gentleman came. And apart from
+giving me double what I asked, he brought me good luck--and my
+house was blessed. God bless you, good sir!
+
+STRANGER (getting up excitedly). Silence, woman. That's blasphemy!
+
+LADY. He won't believe. O God! He won't believe. Look at me!
+
+STRANGER. When I look at you, I do believe. She's giving me her
+blessing! And I, who'm damned, have brought a blessing on her! How
+can I believe it? I, of all men! (He falls down by the table and
+weeps in his hands.)
+
+LADY. He's weeping! Tears, rain from heaven, that can soften rocks,
+are falling on his stony heart. ... He's weeping!
+
+HOSTESS. He? Who has a heart of gold! Who's been so open handed and
+so good to my children!
+
+LADY. You hear what she says!
+
+HOSTESS. There's only one thing about him I don't understand; but I
+don't want to say anything unpleasant. ...
+
+LADY. What is it?
+
+HOSTESS. Only a trifle; and yet ...
+
+LADY. Well?
+
+HOSTESS. He didn't like my dogs.
+
+LADY. I can't blame him for not caring for an impure beast. I hate
+everything animal, in myself and others. I don't hate animals on
+that account, for I hate nothing that's created. ...
+
+STRANGER. Thank you, Ingeborg!
+
+LADY. You see! I've an eye for your merits, even though you don't
+believe it. ... Here comes the Confessor.
+
+(The CONFESSOR enters.)
+
+HOSTESS. Then I'll go; for the Confessor has no love for me.
+
+LADY. The Confessor loves all mankind.
+
+CONFESSOR (coming forward and speaking to the LADY). You best of
+all, my child; for you're goodness itself. Whether you're beautiful
+to look at, I can't see; but I know you must be, because you're
+good. Yes, you were the bride of my youth, and my spiritual mate;
+and you'll always be so, for you gave me what you were never able
+to give to others. I've lived your life in my spirit, suffered your
+pains, enjoyed your pleasures--pleasure rather, for you'd no others
+than what your child gave you. I alone have seen the beauty of your
+soul--my friend here has divined it; that's why he felt attracted
+to you--but the evil in him was too strong; you had to draw it out
+of him into yourself to free him. Then, being evil, you had to
+suffer the worst pains of hell for his sake, to bring atonement.
+Your work's ended. You can go in peace!
+
+LADY. Where?
+
+CONFESSOR. Up there. Where the sun's always shining.
+
+LADY (rising). Is there a home for me there, too?
+
+CONFESSOR. There's a home for everyone! I'll show you the way. (He
+goes with her into the background. The STRANGER makes a movement.)
+You're impatient? You mustn't be! (He goes out. The STRANGER
+remains sitting alone. The WORSHIPPERS OF VENUS get up, go towards
+him and form a circle round him.)
+
+STRANGER. What do you want with me?
+
+WORSHIPPERS. Hail! Father.
+
+STRANGER (much upset). Why call me that?
+
+FIRST VOICE. Because we're your children. Your dear ones!
+
+STRANGER (tries to escape, but is surrounded and cannot). Let me go.
+Let me go!
+
+SECOND VOICE (that of a pale youth). Don't you recognise me,
+Father?
+
+TEMPTER (appearing in the background at the left-hand fork of the
+path). Ha!
+
+STRANGER (to the Second Voice). Who are you? I seem to know your
+face.
+
+SECOND VOICE. I'm Erik--your son!
+
+STRANGER. Erik! You here?
+
+SECOND VOICE. Yes. I'm here.
+
+STRANGER. God have mercy! And you, my boy, forgive me!
+
+SECOND VOICE. Never! You showed us the way to the sulphur springs!
+Is it far to the lake?
+
+(The STRANGER falls to the ground.)
+
+TEMPTER. Ha! Jubilate, temptatores!
+
+VENUS WORSHIPPERS. Sulphur! Sulphur! Sulphur! Mercury!
+
+TEMPTER (coming forward and touching the STRANGER with his foot).
+The worm! You can make him believe whatever you like. That comes
+from his unbelievable pride. Does he think he's the mainspring of
+the universe, the originator of all evil? This foolish man believes
+he taught youth to go in search of Venus; as if youth hadn't done
+that long before he was born! His pride's insupportable, and he's
+been rash enough to try to botch my work for me. Give him another
+greeting, lying Erik! (The SECOND VOICE--that is the youth--bends
+over the STRANGER and whispers in his ear.) There were seven deadly
+sins; but now there are eight. The eighth I discovered! It's called
+despair. For to despair of what is good, and not to hope for
+forgiveness, is to call ... (He hesitates before pronouncing the
+word God, as if it burnt his lips.) God wicked. That is calumny,
+denial, blasphemy. ... Look how he winces!
+
+STRANGER (rising quickly, and looking the TEMPTER to the eyes). Who
+are you?
+
+TEMPTER. Your brother. Don't we resemble one another? Some of your
+features seem to remind me of my portrait.
+
+STRANGER. Where have I seen it?
+
+TEMPTER. Almost everywhere! I'm often to be found in churches,
+though not amongst the saints.
+
+STRANGER. I can't remember. ...
+
+TEMPTER. Is it so long since you've been to church? I'm usually
+represented with St. George. (The STRANGER totters and would like
+to fly, but cannot.) Michael and I are sometimes to be seen in a
+group, in which, to be sure, I don't appear in the most favourable
+light; but that can be altered. All can be altered; and one day the
+last shall be first. It's just the same in your case. For the
+moment, things are going badly with you, but that can be altered
+too ... if you've enough intelligence to change your company.
+You've had too much to do with skirts, my son. Skirts raise dust,
+and dust lies on eyes and breast. ... Come and sit down. We'll have
+a chat. ... (He takes the STRANGER jocularly by the ear and leads
+him round the table.) Sit down and tremble, young man! (They both
+sit down.) Well? What shall we do? Call for wine--and a woman? No!
+That's too old a trick, as old as Doctor Faust! Bon! We modern are
+in search of mental dissipation. ... So you're on your way to those
+holy men up there, who think that they who sleep can't sin; to the
+cowardly ones, who've given up the battle of life, because they
+were defeated once or twice; to those that bind souls rather than
+free them. ... And talking of that! Has any saintly man ever freed
+you from the burden of sin? No! Do you know why sin has been
+oppressing you for so long? Through renunciation and abstinence,
+you've grown so weak that anyone can seize your soul and take
+possession of it. Why, they can even do it from a distance! You've
+so destroyed your personality that you see with strange eyes, hear
+with strange ears and think strange thoughts. In a word you've
+murdered your own soul. Just now, didn't you speak well of the
+enemies of mankind; of Woman, who made a hell of paradise? You
+needn't answer me; I can read your answer in your eyes and hear it
+on your lips. You talk of pure love for a woman! That's lust, young
+man, lust after a woman, which we have to pay for so dearly. You
+say you don't desire her. Then why do you want to be near her?
+You'd like to have a friend? Take a male friend, many of them!
+You've let them convince you you're no woman hater. But the woman
+gave you the right answer; every healthy man's a woman hater, but
+can't live without linking himself to his enemy, and so must fight
+her! All perverse and unmanly men are admirers of women! How's it
+with you now? So you saw those invalids and thought yourself
+responsible for their misery? They're tough fellows, you can
+believe me; they'll be able to leave here in a few days and go back
+to their occupations. Oh yes, lying Erik's a wag! But things have
+gone so far with you, that you can't distinguish between your own
+and other people's children. Wouldn't it be a great thing to escape
+from all this? What do you say? Oh, I could free you ... but I'm no
+saint. Now we'll call old Maia. (He whistles between his fingers:
+MAIA appears.) Ah, there you are! Well, what are you doing here?
+Have you any business with this fellow?
+
+MAIA. No. He's good and always was; but he'd a terrible wife.
+
+TEMPTER (to the STRANGER). Listen! You've not heard that yet, have
+you? Rather the opposite. She was the good angel, whom you ruined ...
+we've all been told that! Now, old Maia, what kind of story is it
+he prattles of? He says he was plagued with remorse for seven years
+because he owed you money.
+
+MAIA. He owed me a small sum once; but I got it back from him--and
+with good interest--much better than the savings bank would have
+given me. It was very good of him--very kind.
+
+STRANGER (starting up). What's that you said? Is it possible I've
+forgotten?
+
+TEMPTER. Have you the receipt, Maia? If so, give it me.
+
+MAIA. The gentleman must have the receipt; but I've got the savings
+bank book here. He paid the money into it in my name. (She produces
+a savings bank book, and hands it to the STRANGER, who looks at
+it.)
+
+STRANGER. Yes, that's quite right. Now I remember. Then why this
+seven-year torment, shame and disgrace? Those reproaches during
+sleepless nights? Why? Why? Why?
+
+TEMPTER. Old Maia, you can go now. But first say something nice
+about this self-tormentor. Can't you remember any human quality in
+this wild beast, whom human beings have baited for years?
+
+STRANGER (to MAIA). Quiet, don't answer him! (He stops his ears
+with his fingers.)
+
+TEMPTER. Well, Maia?
+
+MAIA. I know well enough what they say about him, but that refers
+to what he writes--and I've not read it for I can't read. Still, no
+one need read it, if they don't want to. Anyhow the gentleman's
+been very kind. Now he's stopping his ears. I don't know how to
+flatter; but I can say this in a whisper. ... (She whispers some
+thing to the TEMPTER.)
+
+TEMPTER. Yes. All human beings who are easily moved are baited
+like wild beasts! It's the rule. Good bye, old Maia!
+
+MAIA. Good-bye, kind gentlemen. (She goes out.)
+
+STRANGER. Why did I suffer innocently for seven years?
+
+TEMPTER (pointing upwards with one finger). Ask up there!
+
+STRANGER. Where I never get an answer!
+
+TEMPTER. Well, that may be. (Pause.) Do you think _I_ look good?
+
+STRANGER. I can't say I do.
+
+TEMPTER. You look extremely wicked, too! Do you know why we look
+like that?
+
+STRANGER. No.
+
+TEMPTER. The hate and malice of our fellow human beings have
+fastened themselves on us. Up there, you know, there are real
+saints, who've never done anything wicked themselves, but who
+suffer for others, for relations, who've committed unexpiated sins.
+Those angels, who've taken the depravity of others on themselves,
+really resemble bandits. What do you say to that?
+
+STRANGER. I don't know who you are; but you're the first to answer
+questions that might reconcile me to life. You are. ...
+
+TEMPTER. Well, say it!
+
+STRANGER. The deliverer!
+
+TEMPTER. And therefore. ...?
+
+STRANGER. Therefore you've been given a vulture. ... But listen,
+have you ever thought that there's as good a reason for this as for
+everything else? Granted the earth's a prison, on which dangerous
+prisoners are confined--is it a good thing to set them free? Is it
+right?
+
+TEMPTER. What a question! I've never really thought about it. Hm!
+
+STRANGER. And have you ever thought of this: we may be born in
+guilt?
+
+TEMPTER. That's nothing to do with me: I concern myself with the
+present.
+
+STRANGER. Good! Don't you think we're sometimes punished wrongly,
+so that we fail to see the logical connection, though it exists?
+
+TEMPTER. Logic's not missing; but all life's a tissue of offences,
+mistakes, errors, that are comparatively blameless owing to human
+weakness, but that are punished by the most consistent revenge.
+Everything's revenged, even our injudicious actions. Who forgives?
+A magnanimous man-sometimes; heavenly justice, never! (A PILGRIM
+appears in the background.) See! A penitent! I'd like to know what
+wrong he's done. We'll ask him. Welcome to our quiet meadows,
+peaceful wanderer! Take your place at the simple table of the
+ascetic, at which there are no more temptations.
+
+PILGRIM. Thank you, fellow traveller in the vale of woe.
+
+TEMPTER. What kind of woe is yours?
+
+PILGRIM. None in particular; on the contrary, the hour of
+liberation's struck, and I'm going up there to receive absolution.
+
+STRANGER. Listen, haven't we two met before?
+
+PILGRIM. I think so, certainly.
+
+STRANGER. Caesar! You're Caesar!
+
+PILGRIM. I used to be; but I am no longer.
+
+TEMPTER. Ha ha! Imperial acquaintance. Really! But tell us, tell us!
+
+PILGRIM. You shall hear. Now I've a right to speak, for my penance
+is at an end. When we met at a certain doctor's house, I was shut
+up there as a madman and supposed to be suffering from the illusion
+that I was Caesar. Now the Stranger shall hear the truth of the
+matter: I never believed it, but I was forced by scruples of
+conscience to put a good face on it. ... A friend of mine, a bad
+friend, had written proof that I was the victim of a misunderstanding;
+but he didn't speak when he should have, and I took his silence as
+a request not to speak either-and to suffer. Why did I? Well, in my
+youth I was once in great need. I was received as a guest in a
+house on an island far out to sea by a man who, in spite of unusual
+gifts, had been passed over for promotion--owing to his senseless
+pride. This man, by solitary brooding on his lot, had come to hold
+quite extraordinary views about himself. I noticed it, but I said
+nothing. One day this man's wife told me that he was sometimes
+mentally unbalanced; and then thought he was Julius Caesar. For
+many years I kept this secret conscientiously, for I'm not
+ungrateful by nature. But life's tricky. It happened a few years
+later that this Caesar laid rough hands on my most intimate fate.
+In anger at this I betrayed the secret of his Caesar mania and made
+my erstwhile benefactor such a laughing stock, that his existence
+became unbearable to him. And now listen how Nemesis overtakes one!
+A year later I wrote a book-I am, you must know, an author who's
+not made his name. ... And in this book I described incidents of
+family life: how I played with my daughter--she was called Julia,
+as Caesar's daughter was--and with my wife, whom we called Caesar's
+wife because no one spoke evil of her. ... Well, this recreation,
+in which my mother-in-law joined too, cost me dear. When I was
+looking through the proofs of my book, I saw the danger and said to
+myself: you'll trip yourself up. I wanted to cut it out but, if
+you'll believe it, the pen refused, and an inner voice said to me:
+let it stand! It did stand! And I fell.
+
+STRANGER. Why didn't you publish the letter from your friend that
+would have explained everything?
+
+PILGRIM. When the disaster had happened I felt at once that it was
+the finger of God, and that I must suffer for my ingratitude.
+
+STRANGER. And you did suffer?
+
+PILGRIM. Not at all! I smiled to myself and wouldn't let myself be
+put out. And because I accepted my punishment with calmness and
+humility God lightened my burden; and I didn't feel myself
+ridiculous.
+
+TEMPTER. That's a strange story; but such things happen. Shall we
+move on now? We'll go for an excursion, now we've weathered the
+storms. Pull yourself up by the roots, and then we'll climb the
+mountain.
+
+STRANGER. The Confessor told me to wait for him.
+
+TEMPTER. He'll find you, anyhow! And up here in the village the
+court's sitting to-day. A particularly interesting case is to be
+tried; and I dare say I'll be called as a witness. Come!
+
+STRANGER. Well, whether I sit here, or up there, is all the same to
+me.
+
+PILGRIM (to the STRANGER). Who's that?
+
+STRANGER. I don't know. He looks like an anarchist.
+
+PILGRIM. Interesting, anyhow!
+
+STRANGER. He's a sceptical gentleman, who's seen life.
+
+TEMPTER. Come, children; I'll tell you stories on the way. Come.
+Come!
+
+(They go out towards the background.)
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+
+ACT III
+
+SCENE I
+
+TERRACE ON THE MOUNTAIN
+
+[A Terrace on the mountain on which the Monastery stands. On the
+right a rocky cliff and a similar one on the left. In the far
+background a bird's-eye view of a river landscape with towns,
+villages, ploughed fields and woods; in the very far distance the
+sea can be seen. Down stage an apple tree laden with fruit. Under
+it a long table with a chair at the end and benches at the sides.
+Down stage, right, a corner of the village town hall. A cloud seems
+to be hanging immediately over the village.]
+
+[The MAGISTRATE sits at the end of the table in the capacity of
+judge; the assessors on the benches. The ACCUSED MAN is standing on
+the right by the MAGISTRATE; the witnesses on the left, amongst
+them the TEMPTER. Members of the public, with the PILGRIM and the
+STRANGER, are standing here and there not far from the judge's
+seat.]
+
+MAGISTRATE. Is the accused present?
+
+ACCUSED MAN. Yes. Present.
+
+MAGISTRATE. This is a very sad story, that's brought trouble and
+shame on our small community. Florian Reicher, twenty-three years
+old, is accused of shooting at Fritz Schlipitska's affianced wife,
+with the clear intention of killing her. It's a case of premeditated
+murder, and the provisions of the law are perfectly clear. Has the
+accused anything to say in his defence, or can he plead mitigating
+circumstances?
+
+ACCUSED MAN. No.
+
+TEMPTER. Ho, there!
+
+MAGISTRATE. Who are you?
+
+TEMPTER. Counsel for the accused.
+
+MAGISTRATE. The accused man certainly has a right to the services
+of counsel, but in the present case I think the facts are so clear
+that the people have reached a certain conclusion; and the murderer
+will hardly be able to regain their sympathy. Isn't that so?
+
+PEOPLE. He's condemned already!
+
+TEMPTER. Who by?
+
+PEOPLE. The Law and his own deed.
+
+TEMPTER. Listen to me! As counsel for the accused I represent him
+and take the accusation on myself. I ask permission to address the
+court.
+
+MAGISTRATE. I can't refuse it.
+
+PEOPLE. Florian's been condemned already.
+
+TEMPTER. The case must first be heard. (Pause.) I'd reached my
+eighteenth year--it's Florian speaking--and my thoughts, as I grew
+up under my mother's watchful eye, were pure; and my heart without
+deceit, for I'd never seen or heard anything wicked. Then I--
+Florian, that is--met a young girl who seemed to me the most
+beautiful creature I'd ever set eyes on in this wicked world, for
+she was goodness itself. I offered her my hand, my heart, and my
+future. She accepted everything and swore that she'd be true. I was
+to serve five years for my Rachel--and I did serve, collecting one
+straw after another for the little nest we were going to build. My
+whole life was centred on the love of this woman! As I was true to
+her myself, I never mistrusted her. By the fifth year I'd built the
+hut and collected our household goods ... when I discovered she'd
+been playing with me and had deceived me with at least three men. ...
+
+MAGISTRATE. Have you witnesses?
+
+BAILIFF. Three valid ones; I'm one of them.
+
+MAGISTRATE. The bailiff alone will be sufficient.
+
+TEMPTER. Then I shot her; not out of revenge, but in order to free
+myself from the unhealthy thoughts her faithlessness had forced on
+me; for when I tried to tear her picture out of my heart, images of
+her lovers always rose and crept into my blood, so that at last I
+seemed to be living in unlawful relationship with three men--with a
+woman as the link between us!
+
+MAGISTRATE. Well, that was jealousy!
+
+ACCUSED MAN. Yes, that was jealousy.
+
+TEMPTER. Yes, jealousy, that feeling for cleanliness, that seeks to
+preserve thoughts from pollution by strangers. If I'd been content
+to do nothing, if I'd not been jealous, I'd have got into vicious
+company, and I didn't want to do that. That's why she had to die so
+that my thoughts might be cleansed of deadly sin, which alone is to
+be condemned. I've finished.
+
+PEOPLE. The dead woman's guilty! Her blood's on her own head.
+
+MAGISTRATE. She's guilty, for she was the cause of the crime.
+
+(The FATHER of the dead woman steps forward.)
+
+FATHER. Your Worship, judge of my dead child; and you, countrymen,
+let me speak!
+
+MAGISTRATE. The dead girl's father may speak.
+
+FATHER. You're accusing a dead girl; and I shall answer. Maria, my
+child, has undoubtedly been guilty of a crime and is to blame for
+the misdeeds of this man. There's no doubt of it!
+
+PEOPLE. No doubt! It's she who's guilty!
+
+FATHER. Permit her father to add a word of explanation, if not of
+defence. (Pause.) When she was fifteen, Maria fell into the hands
+of a man who seemed to have made it his business to entrap young
+girls, much as a bird-catcher traps small birds. He was no seducer,
+in the ordinary sense, for he contented himself with binding her
+senses and entangling her feelings only to thrust her away and
+watch how she suffered with torn wings and a broken heart--tortured
+by the agony of love, which is worse than any other agony. For
+three years Maria was cared for in an institution for the mentally
+deranged. And when she came out again, she was divided, broken into
+several pieces--it might be said that she was several persons. She
+was an angel and feared God with one side of her spirit; but with
+another she was a devil, and reviled all that was holy. I've seen
+her go straight from dancing and frenzy to her beloved Florian, and
+have heard her, in his presence, speak so differently and so alter
+her expression, that I could have sworn she was another being. But
+to me she seemed equally sincere in both her shapes. Is she to
+blame, or her seducer?
+
+PEOPLE. She's not to blame! Where is her seducer?
+
+FATHER. There!
+
+TEMPTER. Yes. It was I.
+
+PEOPLE. Stone him!
+
+MAGISTRATE. The law must run its course. He must be heard.
+
+TEMPTER. Bon! Then listen, Argives! It was like this. Your humble
+servant, born of poor but fairly honourable parents, was from the
+beginning one of those strange birds who, in their youth, go in
+search of their Creator--but without ever finding him, naturally!
+It's more usual for old cuckoos to look for him in their dotage--
+and for good reasons! The urge for this youthful quest was
+accompanied by a purity of heart and a modesty that even caused his
+nurses to smile--yes, we can laugh now when we hear that this boy
+would only change his underclothing in the dark! But even if we're
+corrupted by the crudities of life, we're still bound to find
+something beautiful in it; and if we're older something touching!
+And so we can afford to-day to laugh at his childish innocence.
+Scornful laughter, listeners, please.
+
+MAGISTRATE (seriously). He mistakes his listeners.
+
+TEMPTER. Then I ought to be ashamed of myself! (Pause.) He became a
+youth--your humble servant--and fell into a series of traps that
+were laid for his innocence. I'm an old sinner, but I blush at this
+moment. ... (He takes of his hat.) Yes, look at me now--when I
+think of the insight this young man got into the world of Potiphar's
+wives that surrounded him! There wasn't a single woman. ... Really,
+I'm ashamed in the name of mankind and the female sex--excuse me,
+please. ... There were moments when I didn't believe my eyes, but
+thought a devil had blinded my sight. The holiest bands. ... (He
+pinches his tongue.) No, quiet! Mankind will feel itself
+calumniated! Enough, until my twenty-fifth year I fought the good
+fight; and I fell because. ... Well, I was called Joseph, and I
+_was_ Joseph! I grew jealous of my virtue, and felt injured by the
+glances of a lewd woman. ... And at last, cunningly seduced, I
+fell. Then I became a slave of my passions; often and often I sat
+by Omphalos and span, until I sank into the deepest degradation and
+suffered, suffered, suffered! But in reality it was only my body
+that was degraded; my soul lived her own life--her own pure life, I
+can say--on her own account. And I raved innocently for pure young
+virgins who, it seems, felt the bond that drew us together.
+Because, without boasting, I can say they were attracted to me. I
+didn't want to overstep the mark, but they did! And when I fled the
+danger, their hearts were broken, so they said. In a word, I've
+never seduced an innocent girl. I swear it! Am I therefore to blame
+for the emotional sorrows of this young woman, who went out of her
+mind? On the contrary, mayn't I count it a virtue that I shrank in
+horror from the step that brought about her fall? Who'll cast the
+first stone at me? No one! Then I mistake my listeners. Indeed, I
+thought I might be an object of scorn, if I were to plead here for
+my masculine innocence! Now, however, I feel young again; and
+there's something for which I'd like to ask mankind's forgiveness.
+If it weren't that I happened to see a cynical smile on the lips of
+the woman who seduced me when I was young. Come forward, woman, and
+look upon your work of destruction. Observe, how the seed has
+grown!
+
+WOMAN (coming forward with dignity and modesty). It was I! Let me
+be heard, and let me tell the simple story of my seduction.
+(Pause.) Luckily my seducer is here, too. ...
+
+MAGISTRATE. Friends! I must break off the proceedings; otherwise
+we'll get back to Eve in Paradise.
+
+TEMPTER. Who was Adam's seducer! That's just where we want to get
+back to. Eve! Come forward, Eve. Eve! (He waves his cloak in the
+air. The trunk of the tree becomes transparent and EVE appears,
+wrapped in her hair and with a girdle about her loins.) Now, Mother
+Eve, it was you who seduced our father. You are the accused: what
+have you to say in your defence?
+
+EVE (simply and with dignity). The serpent tempted me!
+
+TEMPTER. Well answered! Eve has proved her innocence. The serpent!
+Let the serpent come forward. (EVE disappears.) The serpent! (The
+serpent appears in the tree trunk.) Here you can see the seducer of
+us all. Now, serpent, who was it that beguiled you?
+
+ALL (terrified). Silence! Blasphemer!
+
+TEMPTER. Answer, serpent! (Lightning and a clap of thunder; all
+flee, except the TEMPTER, who has fallen to the ground, and the
+PILGRIM, the STRANGER and the LADY. The TEMPTER begins to recover;
+he then gets up and sits down in an attitude that recalls the
+classical statue 'The Polisher,' or 'The Slave.') Causa finalis, or
+the first cause--you can't discover that! For if the serpent's to
+blame, then we're comparatively innocent--but mankind mustn't be
+told that! The Accused, however, seems to have got out of this
+business! And the Court of justice has dissolved like smoke! Judge
+not. Judge not, O Judges!
+
+LADY (to the STRANGER). Come with me.
+
+STRANGER. But I'd like to listen to this man.
+
+LADY. Why? He's like a small child, putting all those questions
+that can't be answered. You know how little children ask about
+everything. 'Papa, why does the sun rise in the east?' You know the
+answer?
+
+STRANGER. Hm!
+
+LADY. Or: 'Mama, who made God?' You think that profound? Well, come
+with me.
+
+STRANGER (fighting his admiration for the TEMPTER). But that about
+Eve was new. ...
+
+LADY. Not at all. I learnt it in my Bible history, when I was
+eight. And that we inherit the debts of our fathers is part of the
+law of the land. Come, my son.
+
+TEMPTER (rising, shaking his limbs and climbing up the rocky wall
+to the right with a limp). Come, I'll show you the world you think
+you know, but don't.
+
+LADY (climbing up the rocky wall to the left). Come with me, my
+son, and I'll show you God's beautiful world, as I've come to see
+it, since the tears of sorrow washed the dust from my eyes. Come
+with me!
+
+(The STRANGER stands irresolute between them.)
+
+TEMPTER (to the LADY). And how have you seen the world through your
+tears? Like meadow banks reflected in troubled water! A chaos of
+curved lines in which the trees seemed to be standing on their
+heads. (To the STRANGER.) No, my son, with my field-glasses, dried
+in the fire of hate--with my telescope I can see everything as it
+is. Clear and sharp, precisely as it is.
+
+LADY. What do you know of things, my son? You can never see the
+thing itself, only its picture; and the picture is illusion and not
+the thing. So you argue about pictures and illusions.
+
+TEMPTER. Listen to her! A little philosopher in skirts. By Jupiter
+Chronos, such a disputation in this giant amphitheatre of the
+mountains demands a proper audience. Hullo!
+
+LADY. I have mine here: my friend, my husband, my child! If he'll
+only listen to me, good; all will be well with me, and him. Come to
+me, my friend, for this is the way. This is the mountain Gerizim,
+where blessings are given. And that is Ebal, where they curse.
+
+TEMPTER. Yes, this is Ebal, where they curse. 'Cursed be the earth,
+woman, for thy sake; in sorrow shalt thou bring forth children; and
+thy desire shall be to thy husband, and he shall rule over thee.'
+And then to the man this: 'Cursed is the ground for thy sake,
+thorns and thistle shall it bring forth to thee, and in the sweat
+of thy brow shalt thou labour!' So spoke the Lord, not I!
+
+LADY. 'And God. blessed the first pair; and He blessed the seventh
+day, on which He had completed His work--and the work was good.'
+But you, and we, have made it something evil, and that is why. ...
+But he who obeys the commandments of the Lord dwells on Gerizim,
+where blessings are given. Thus saith the Lord. 'Blessed shalt thou
+be in the city, and blessed shalt thou be in the field. Blessed
+shall be thy basket and thy store. Blessed shalt thou be when thou
+comest in, and blessed when thou goest out. And the Lord shall give
+rain unto thy land in his season to increase thy harvest, and thy
+children shall flourish. And the Lord shall make thee plenteous in
+goods, to lend to the peoples, and never to borrow. And the Lord
+will bless all the work of thy hand, if thou shalt keep the
+commandments of the Lord thy God!' (Pause.) So come, my friend, and
+lay your hand in mine. (She falls on her knees with clasped hands.)
+I beg you, by the love that once united us, by the memory of the
+child that drew us together; by the strength of a mother's love--a
+mother's--for so have I loved you, erring child, whom I've sought
+in the dark places of the wood and whom at last I've found, hungry
+and withered for want of love! Come back to me, prodigal one; and
+bury your tired head on my heart, where you rested before ever you
+saw the light of the sun. (A change comes over her during this
+speech; her clothing falls from her and she is seen to have changed
+into a white-robed woman with her hair let down and with a full
+maternal bosom.)
+
+STRANGER. Mother!
+
+LADY. Yes, my child, your mother! In life I could never caress you--
+the will of higher powers denied it me. Why that was I don't dare
+to ask.
+
+STRANGER. But my mother's dead?
+
+LADY. She was; but the dead aren't dead, and maternal love can
+conquer death. Didn't you know that? Come, my child, I'll repay
+where I have been to blame. I'll rock you to sleep on my knees.
+I'll wash you clean from the ... (She omits the word she cannot
+bring herself to utter) of hate and sin. I'll comb your hair,
+matted with the sweat of fear; and air a pure white sheet for you
+at the fire of a home--a home you've never had, you who've known no
+peace, you homeless one, son of Hagar, the serving woman, born of a
+slave, against whom every man's hand was raised. The ploughmen
+ploughed your back and seared deep furrows there. Come, I'll heal
+your wounds, and suffer your sorrows. Come!
+
+STRANGER (who has been weeping so violently that his whole body has
+been trembling, now goes to the cliff on the left where the MOTHER
+stands with open arms.) I'm coming!
+
+TEMPTER. I can do nothing now. But one day we shall meet again! (He
+disappears behind the cliff.)
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE II
+
+ROCKY LANDSCAPE ON THE MOUNTAIN
+
+[Higher up the mountain; among the clouds a rocky landscape with a
+bog round it. The MOTHER on a rock, climbing until she disappears
+into the cloud. The STRANGER stops, bewildered.]
+
+STRANGER. Oh, Mother, Mother! Why are you leaving me? At the very
+moment when my loveliest dream was on the point of fulfilment!
+
+TEMPTER (coming forward). What have you been dreaming? Tell me!
+
+STRANGER. My dearest hope, most secret desire and last prayer!
+Reconciliation with mankind, through a woman.
+
+TEMPTER. Through a woman who taught you to hate.
+
+STRANGER. Yes, because she bound me to earth--like the round shot a
+slave drags on his foot, so that he can't escape.
+
+TEMPTER. You talk of woman. Always woman.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. Woman. The beginning and the end--for us men anyhow.
+In relationship to one another they are nothing.
+
+TEMPTER. So that's it; nothing in themselves; but everything for
+us, through us! Our honour and our shame; our greatest joy, our
+deepest pain; our redemption and our fall; our wages and our
+punishment; our strength and our weakness.
+
+STRANGER. Our shame! You've said so. Explain this riddle to me, you
+who're wise. Whenever I appeared in public arm in arm with a woman,
+my wife, who was beautiful and whom I adored, I felt ashamed of my
+own weakness. Explain that riddle to me.
+
+TEMPTER. You felt ashamed? I don't know why.
+
+STRANGER. Can't you answer? You, of all men?
+
+TEMPTER. No, I can't. But I too always suffered when I was with my
+wife in company, because I felt she was being soiled by men's
+glances, and I through her.
+
+STRANGER. And when she did the shameful deed, you were dishonoured.
+Why?
+
+TEMPTER. The Eve of the Greeks was called Pandora, and Zeus created
+her out of wickedness, in order to torture men and master them. As
+a wedding gift she received a box, containing all the unhappiness
+of the world. Perhaps the riddle of this sphinx can more easily be
+guessed, if it's seen from. Olympus, rather than from the pleasure
+garden of Paradise. Its full meaning will never be known to us.
+Though I'm as able as you. (Pause.) And, by the way, I can still
+enjoy the greatest pleasure creation ever offered! Go you and do
+likewise!
+
+STRANGER. You mean Satan's greatest illusion! For the woman who
+seems most beautiful to me, can seem horrible to others! Even for
+me, when she's angry, she can be uglier than any other woman. Then
+what is beauty?
+
+TEMPTER. A semblance, a reflection of your own goodness! (He puts
+his hand over his mouth.) Curses on it! I let it out that time. And
+now the devil's loose. ...
+
+STRANGER. Devil? Yes. But if she's a devil, how can a devil make me
+desire virtue and goodness? For that's what happened to me when I
+first saw her beauty; I was seized with a longing to be like her,
+and so to be worthy of her. To begin with I tried to be by taking
+exercise, having baths, using cosmetics and wearing good clothes;
+but I only made myself ridiculous. Then I began from within; I
+accustomed myself to thinking good thoughts, speaking well of
+people and acting nobly! And one day, when my outward form had
+moulded itself on the soul within, I became her likeness, as she
+said. And it was she who first uttered those wonderful words: I
+love you! How can a devil ennoble us; how can a spirit of hell fill
+us with goodness; how ...? No, she was an angel! A fallen angel, of
+course, and her love a broken ray of that great light--that great
+eternal light--that warms and loves. ... That loves. ...
+
+TEMPTER. What, old friend, must we stand here like two youths and
+spell out the riddles of love?
+
+CONFESSOR (coming in). What's this chatterer saying? He's talked
+away his whole life; and never done anything.
+
+TEMPTER. I wanted to be a priest, but had no vocation.
+
+CONFESSOR. Whilst you're waiting for it, help me to find a drunkard
+who's drowned himself in the bog. It must be near here, because
+I've been following his tracks till now.
+
+TEMPTER. Then it's the man lying beneath that brushwood there.
+
+CONFESSOR (picking up some twigs, and disclosing a fully clothed
+corpse, with a white, young face.) Yes, it is! (He grows pensive as
+he looks at the dead man.)
+
+TEMPTER. Who was he?
+
+CONFESSOR. It's extraordinary!
+
+TEMPTER. He must have been a good-looking man. And quite young.
+
+CONFESSOR. Oh no. He was fifty-four. And when I saw him a week ago,
+he looked like sixty-four. His eyes were as yellow as the slime of
+a garden snail and bloodshot from drunkenness; but also because
+he'd shed tears of blood over his vices and misery. His face was
+brown and swollen like a piece of liver on a butcher's table, and
+he hid himself from men's eyes out of shame--up to the end he seems
+to have been ashamed of the broken mirror of his soul, for he
+covered his face with brushwood. I saw him fighting his vices; I
+saw him praying to God on his knees for deliverance, after he'd
+been dismissed from his post as a teacher. ... But ... Well, now
+he's been delivered. And look, now the evil's been taken from him,
+the good and beautiful that was in him has again become apparent;
+that's what he looked like when he was nineteen! (Pause.) This is
+sin--imposed as a punishment. Why? That we don't know. 'He who
+hateth the righteous, shall himself be guilty!' So it is written,
+as an indication. I knew him when he was young! And now I remember ...
+he was always very angry with those who never drank. He criticised
+and condemned, and always set his cult of the grape on the altar of
+earthly joys! Now he's been set free. Free from sin, from shame,
+from ugliness. Yes, in death he looks beautiful. Death is the
+deliverer! (To the STRANGER.) Do you hear that, Deliverer, you who
+couldn't even free a drunkard from his evil passions!
+
+TEMPTER. Crime as punishment? That's not so bad. Most penetrating!
+
+CONFESSOR. So I think. You'll have new matter for argument.
+
+TEMPTER. Now I'll leave you gentlemen for a while. But soon we'll
+meet again. (He goes out.)
+
+CONFESSOR. I saw you just now with a woman! So there are still
+temptations?
+
+STRANGER. Not the kind you mean.
+
+CONFESSOR. Then what kind?
+
+STRANGER. I could still imagine a reconciliation between mankind
+and woman--through woman herself! And indeed, through that woman
+who was my wife and has now become what I once held her to be
+having been purified and lifted up by sorrow and need. But ...
+
+CONFESSOR. But what?
+
+STRANGER. Experience teaches; the nearer, the further off: the
+further from one another, the nearer one can be.
+
+CONFESSOR. I've always known that--it was known by Dante, who all
+his life possessed the soul of Beatrice; and Beethoven, who was
+united from afar with Therese von Brunswick, knew it, though she
+was the wife of another!
+
+STRANGER. And yet! Happiness is only to be found in her company.
+
+CONFESSOR. Then stay with her.
+
+STRANGER. You're forgetting one thing: we're divorced.
+
+CONFESSOR. Good! Then you can begin a new marriage. And it'll
+promise all the more, because both of you are new people.
+
+STRANGER. Do you think anyone would marry us?
+
+CONFESSOR. I, for instance? That's asking too much.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. I'd forgotten! But I daresay someone could be found.
+It's another thing to get a home together. ...
+
+CONFESSOR. You're sometimes lucky, even if you won't see it.
+There's a small house down there by the river; it's quite new and
+the owner's never even seen it. He was an Englishman who wanted to
+marry; but at the last moment _she_ broke off the engagement. It
+was built by his secretary, and neither of the engaged couple ever
+set eyes on it. It's quite intact, you see!
+
+STRANGER. IS it to let?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes.
+
+STRANGER. Then I'll risk it. And I'll try to begin life all over
+again.
+
+CONFESSOR. Then you'll go down?
+
+STRANGER. Out of the clouds. Below the sun's shining, and up here
+the air's a little thin.
+
+CONFESSOR. Good! Then we must part--for a time.
+
+STRANGER. Where are you going?
+
+CONFESSOR. Up.
+
+STRANGER. And I down; to the earth, the mother with the soft bosom
+and warm lap. ...
+
+CONFESSOR. Until you long once more for what's hard as stone, as
+cold and as white ... Farewell! Greetings to those below!
+
+(Each of them goes of in the direction he has chosen.)
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE III
+
+A SMALL HOUSE ON THE MOUNTAIN
+
+[A pleasant, panelled dining-room, with a tiled stove of majolica.
+On the dining-table, which is in the middle of the room, stand
+vases filled with flowers; also two candelabra with many lighted
+candles. A large carved sideboard on the left. On the right, two
+windows. At the back, two doors; that on the left is open and gives
+a view of the drawing-room, belonging to the lady of the house,
+which is furnished in light green and mahogany, and has a standard
+lamp of brass with a large, lemon-coloured lampshade, which is lit.
+The door on the right is closed. On the left behind the sideboard
+the entrance from the hall.]
+
+[From the left the STRANGER enters, dressed as a bridegroom; and
+the LADY, dressed as a bride; both radiant with youth and beauty.]
+
+STRANGER. Welcome to my house, beloved; to your home and mine, my
+bride; to your dwelling-place, my wife!
+
+LADY. I'm grateful, dear friend! It's like a fairy tale!
+
+STRANGER. Yes, it is. A whole book of fairy tales, my dear, written
+by me.
+
+(They sit down on either side of the table.)
+
+LADY. Is this real? It seems too lovely to me.
+
+STRANGER. I've never seen you look so young, so beautiful.
+
+LADY. It's your own eyes. ...
+
+STRANGER. Yes, my own eyes that have learnt to see. And your
+goodness taught them. ...
+
+LADY. Which itself was taught by sorrow.
+
+STRANGER. Ingeborg!
+
+LADY. It's the first time you've called me by that name.
+
+STRANGER. The first? I've never met Ingeborg; I've never known you,
+as you are, sitting here in our home! Home! An enchanting word. An
+enchanting thing I've never yet possessed. A home and a wife! You
+are my first, my only one; for what once happened exists no longer--
+no more than the hour that's past!
+
+LADY. Orpheus! Your song has made these dead stones live. Make life
+sing in me!
+
+STRANGER. Eurydice, whom I rescued from the underworld! I'll love
+you to life again; revivify you with my imagination. Now happiness
+will come to us, for we know the dangers to avoid.
+
+LADY. The dangers, yes! It's lovely in this house. It seems as if
+these rooms were full of invisible guests, who've come to welcome
+us. Kind spirits, who'll bless us and our home.
+
+STRANGER. The candle flames are still, as if in prayer. The flowers
+are pensive. ... And yet!
+
+LADY. Hush! The summer night's outside, warm and dark. And stars
+hang in the sky; large and tearful in the fir trees, like Christmas
+candles. This is happiness. Hold it fast!
+
+STRANGER (still thinking). And yet!
+
+LADY. Hush!
+
+STRANGER (getting up). A poem's coming: I can hear it. It's for you.
+
+LADY. Don't tell it me. I can see it--in your eyes.
+
+STRANGER. For I read it in yours! Well, I couldn't repeat it,
+because it has no words. Only scent, and colour. If I were to, I
+should destroy it. What's unborn is always most beautiful. What's
+unwon, most dear!
+
+LADY. Quiet. Or, our guests will leave us.
+
+(They do not speak.)
+
+STRANGER. This _is_ happiness--but I can't grasp it.
+
+LADY. See it and breath it; for it can't be grasped.
+
+(They do not speak.)
+
+STRANGER. You're looking at your little room.
+
+LADY. It's as bright green as a summer meadow. There's someone in
+there. Several people!
+
+STRANGER. Only my thoughts.
+
+LADY. Your good, your beautiful thoughts. ...
+
+STRANGER. Given me by you.
+
+LADY. Had I anything to give you?
+
+STRANGER. You? Everything! But up to now my hands have not been
+free to take it. Not clean enough to stroke your little heart. ...
+
+LADY. Beloved! The time for reconciliation's coming.
+
+STRANGER. With mankind, and woman--through a woman? Yes, that time
+has come; and blessed may you be amongst women.
+
+(The candles and lamps go out; it grows dark in the dining-room;
+but a weak ray of light can be seen, coming from the brass standard
+lamp in the LADY's room.)
+
+LADY. Why's it grown dark? Oh!
+
+STRANGER. Where are you, beloved? Give me your hand. I'm afraid!
+
+LADY. Here, dearest.
+
+STRANGER. The little hand, held out to me in the darkness, that's
+led me over stones and thorns. That little, soft, dear hand! Lead
+me into the light, into your bright, warm room; fresh green like
+hope.
+
+LADY (leading him towards the pale-green room). Are you afraid?
+
+STRANGER. You're a white dove, with whom the startled eagle finds
+sanctuary, when heaven's thunder clouds grow black, for the dove
+has no fear. She has not provoked the thunders of heaven!
+
+(They have reached the doorway leading to the other room, when the
+curtain falls.)
+
+***
+
+[The same room; but the table has been cleared. The LADY is sitting
+at it, doing nothing. She seems bored. On the right, down stage, a
+window is open. It is still. The STRANGER comes in, with a piece of
+paper in his hand.]
+
+STRANGER. Now you shall hear it.
+
+LADY (acquiescing absent-mindedly). Finished already?
+
+STRANGER. Already? Do you mean that seriously? I've taken seven
+days to write this little poem. (Silence.) Perhaps it'll bore you
+to hear it?
+
+LADY (drily). No. Certainly not. (The STRANGER sits down at the
+table and looks at the LADY.) Why are you looking at me?
+
+STRANGER. I'd like to see your thoughts.
+
+LADY. But you've heard them.
+
+STRANGER. That's nothing; I want to see them! (Pause.) What one
+says is mostly worthless. (Pause.) May I read them? No, I see I
+mayn't. You want nothing more from me. (The LADY makes a gesture as
+if she were going to speak.) Your face tells me enough. Now you've
+sucked me dry, eaten me hollow, killed my ego, my personality. To
+that I answer: how, my beloved? Have _I_ killed your ego, when I
+wanted to give you the whole of mine; when I let you skim the cream
+off my bowl, that I'd filled with all the experience of along life,
+with incursions into the deserts and groves of knowledge and art?
+
+LADY. I don't deny it, but my ego wasn't my own.
+
+STRANGER. Not yours? Then what is? Something that belongs to
+others?
+
+LADY. Is yours something that belongs to others too?
+
+STRANGER. No. What I've experienced is my own, mine and no other's.
+What I've read becomes mine, because I've broken it in two like
+glass, melted it down, and from this substance blown new glass in
+novel forms.
+
+LADY. But I can never be yours.
+
+STRANGER. I've become yours.
+
+LADY. What have you got from me?
+
+STRANGER. How can you ask me that?
+
+LADY. All the same--I'm not sure that you think it, though I feel
+you feel it--you wish me far away.
+
+STRANGER. I must be a certain distance from you, if I'm to see you.
+Now you're within the focus, and your image is unclear.
+
+LADY. The nearer, the farther off!
+
+STRANGER. Yes. When we part, we long for one another; and when we
+meet again, we long to part.
+
+LADY. Do you really think we love each other?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. Not like ordinary people, but unusual ones. We
+resemble two drops of water, that fear to get close together, in
+case they should cease to be two and become one.
+
+LADY. This time we knew the dangers and wanted to avoid them. But
+it seems that they can't be avoided.
+
+STRANGER. Perhaps they weren't dangers, but rude necessities; laws
+inscribed in the councils of the immortals. (Silence.) Your love
+always seemed to have the effect of hate. When you made me happy,
+you envied the happiness you'd given me. And when you saw I was
+unhappy, you loved me.
+
+LADY. Do you want me to leave you?
+
+STRANGER. If you do, I shall die.
+
+LADY. And, if I stay, it's I who'll die.
+
+STRANGER. Then let's die together and live out our love in a higher
+life; our love, that doesn't seem to be of this world. Let's live
+it out in another planet, where there's no nearness and no
+distance, where two are one; where number, time and space are no
+longer what they are in this.
+
+LADY. I'd like to die, yet I don't want to. I think I must be dead
+already.
+
+STRANGER. The air up here's too strong.
+
+LADY. You can't love me if you speak like that.
+
+STRANGER. To be frank, there are moments when you don't exist for
+me. But in others I feel your hatred like suffocating smoke.
+
+LADY. And I feel my heart creeping from my breast, when you are
+angry with me.
+
+STRANGER. Then we must hate one other.
+
+LADY. And love one another too.
+
+STRANGER. And hate because we love. We hate each other, because
+we're bound together. We hate the bond, we hate our love; we hate
+what is most loveable, what is the bitterest, the best this life
+can offer. We've come to an end!
+
+LADY. Yes.
+
+STRANGER. What a joke life is, if you take it seriously. And how
+serious, if you take it as a joke! You wanted to lead me by the
+hand towards the light; your easier fate was to make mine easier
+too. I wanted to raise you above the bogs and quicksands; but you
+longed for the lower regions, and wanted to convince me they were
+the upper ones. I ask myself if it's possible that you took what
+was wicked from me, when I was freed from it; and that what was
+good in you entered into me? If I've made you wicked I ask your
+pardon, and I kiss your little hand, that caressed and scratched me ...
+the little hand that led me into the darkness ... and on the long
+journey to Damascus. ...
+
+LADY. To a parting? (Silence.) Yes, a parting!
+
+(The LADY goes on her way. The STRANGER falls on to a chair by the
+table. The TEMPTER puts his head in at the window, and rests
+himself on his elbows whilst he smokes a cigarette.)
+
+TEMPTER. Ah, yes! C'est l'amour! The most mysterious of all
+mysteries, the most inexplicable of all that can't be explained,
+the most precarious of all that's insecure.
+
+STRANGER. So you're here?
+
+TEMPTER. I'm always everywhere, where it smells of quarrels. And in
+love affairs there are always quarrels.
+
+STRANGER. Always?
+
+TEMPTER. Always! I was invited to a silver wedding yesterday.
+Twenty-five years are no trifle--and for twenty-five years they'd
+been quarrelling. The whole love affair had been one long shindy,
+with many little ones in between! And yet they loved one another,
+and were grateful for all the good that had come to them; the evil
+was forgotten, wiped out--for a moment's happiness is worth ten
+days of blows and pinpricks. Oh yes! Those who won't accept evil
+never get anything good. The rind's very bitter, though the
+kernel's sweet.
+
+STRANGER. But very small.
+
+TEMPTER. It may be small, but it's good! (Pause.) Tell me, why did
+your madonna go her way? No answer; because he doesn't know! Now
+we'll have to let the hotel again. Here's a board. I'll hang it out
+at once. 'To Let.' One comes, another goes! C'est la vie, quoi?
+Rooms for Travellers!
+
+STRANGER. Have you ever been married?
+
+TEMPTER. Oh yes. Of course.
+
+STRANGER. Then why did you part?
+
+TEMPTER. Chiefly--perhaps it's a peculiarity of mine--chiefly
+because--well, you know, a man marries to get a home, to get into a
+home; and a woman to get out of one. She wanted to get out, and I
+wanted to get in! I was so made that I couldn't take her into
+company, because I felt as if she were soiled by men's glances. And
+in company, my splendid, wonderful wife turned into a little
+grimacing monkey I couldn't bear the sight of. So I stayed at home;
+and then, she stayed away. And when I met her again, she'd changed
+into someone else. She, my pure white notepaper, was scribbled all
+over; her clear and lovely features changed in imitation of the
+satyr-like looks of strange men. I could see miniature photographs
+of bull-fighters and guardsmen in her eyes, and hear the strange
+accents of strange men in her voice. On our grand piano, on which
+only the harmonies of the great masters used to be heard, she now
+played the cabaret songs of strange men; and on our table there lay
+nothing but the favourite reading of strange men. In a word, my
+whole existence was on the way to becoming an intellectual
+concubinage with strange men--and that was contrary to my nature,
+which has always longed for women! And--I need hardly say this--the
+tastes of these strange men were always the reverse of mine. She
+developed a real genius for discovering things I detested! That's
+what she called 'saving her personality.' Can you understand that?
+
+STRANGER. I can; but I won't attempt to explain it.
+
+TEMPTER. Yet this woman maintained she loved me, and that I didn't
+love her. But I loved her so much I didn't want to speak to any
+other human being; because I feared to be untrue to her if I found
+pleasure in the company of others, even if they were men. I'd
+married for feminine society; and in order to enjoy it I'd left my
+friends. I'd married in order to find company, but what I got was
+complete solitude! And I was supporting house and home, in order to
+provide strange men with feminine companionship. _C'est l'amour_,
+my friend!
+
+STRANGER. You should never talk about your wife.
+
+TEMPTER. No! For if you speak well of her, people will laugh; and
+if you speak ill, all their sympathy will go out to her; and if, in
+the first instance, you ask why they laugh, you get no answer.
+
+STRANGER. No. You can never find out who you've married. Never get
+hold of her--it seems she's no one. Tell me--what is woman?
+
+TEMPTER. I don't know! Perhaps a larva or a chrysalis, out of whose
+trance-like life a man one day will be created. She seems a child,
+but isn't one; she is a sort of child, and yet not like one. Drags
+downward, when the man pulls up. Drags upward, when the man pulls
+down.
+
+STRANGER. She always wants to disagree with her husband; always has
+a lot of sympathy for what he dislikes; is crudest beneath the
+greatest superficial refinement; the wickedest amongst the best.
+And yet, whenever I've been in love, I've always grown more
+sensitive to the refinements of civilisation.
+
+TEMPTER. You, I dare say. What about her?
+
+STRANGER. Oh, whilst our love was growing _she_ was always
+developing backwards. And getting cruder and more wicked.
+
+TEMPTER. Can you explain that?
+
+STRANGER. No. But once, when I was trying to find the solution to
+the riddle by disagreeing with myself, I took it that she absorbed
+my evil and I her good.
+
+TEMPTER. Do you think woman's particularly false?
+
+STRANGER. Yes and no. She seeks to hide her weakness but that only
+means that she's ambitious and has a sense of shame. Only whores
+are honest, and therefore cynical.
+
+TEMPTER. Tell me some more about her that's good.
+
+STRANGER. I once had a woman friend. She soon noticed that when I
+drank I looked uglier than usual; so she begged me not to. I
+remember one night we'd been talking in a cafe for many hours. When
+it was nearly ten o'clock, she begged me to go home and not to
+drink any more. We parted, after we'd said goodnight. A few days
+later I heard she'd left me only to go to a large party, where she
+drank till morning. Well, I said, as in those days I looked for all
+that was good in women, she meant well by me, but had to pollute
+herself for business reasons.
+
+TEMPTER. That's well thought out; and, as a view, can be defended.
+She wanted to make you better than herself, higher and purer, so
+that she could look up to you! But you can find an equally good
+explanation for that. A wife's always angry and out of humour with
+her husband; and the husband's always kind and grateful to his
+wife. He does all he can to make things easy for her, and she does
+all she can to torture him.
+
+STRANGER. That's not true. Of course it may sometimes appear to be
+so. I once had a woman friend who shifted all the defects that she
+had on to me. For instance, she was very much in love with herself,
+and therefore called me the most egoistical of men. She drank, and
+called me a drunkard; she rarely changed her linen and said I was
+dirty; she was jealous, even of my men friends, and called me
+Othello. She was masterful and called me Nero. Niggardly and called
+me Harpagon.
+
+TEMPTER. Why didn't you answer her?
+
+STRANGER. You know why very well! If I'd made clear to her what she
+really was, I'd have lost her favour that moment--and it was
+precisely her favour I wanted to keep.
+
+TEMPTER. _A tout prix_! Yes, that's the source of degradation! You
+grow accustomed to holding your tongue, and at last find yourself
+caught in a tissue of falsehoods.
+
+STRANGER. Wait! Don't you agree that married people so mix their
+personalities that they can no longer distinguish between meum and
+tuum, no longer remain separate from one another, or cannot tell
+their own weaknesses from those of the other. My jealous friend,
+who called me Othello, took me for herself, identified me with
+herself.
+
+TEMPTER. That sounds conceivable.
+
+STRANGER. You see! You can often explain most if you don't ask
+who's to blame. For when married people begin to differ, it's like
+a realm divided against itself, and that's the worst kind of
+disharmony.
+
+TEMPTER. There are moments when I think a woman cannot love a man.
+
+STRANGER. Perhaps not. To love is an active verb and woman's a
+passive noun. He loves and she is loved; he asks questions and she
+merely answers.
+
+TEMPTER. Then what is woman's love?
+
+STRANGER. The man's.
+
+TEMPTER. Well said. And therefore when the man ceases to love her,
+she severs herself from him!
+
+STRANGER. And then?
+
+TEMPTER. 'Sh! Someone's coming. Perhaps to take the house!
+
+STRANGER. A woman or a man?
+
+TEMPTER. A woman! And a man. But he's waiting outside. Now he's
+turned and is going into the wood. Interesting!
+
+STRANGER. Who is it?
+
+TEMPTER. You can see for yourself.
+
+STRANGER (looking out of the window). It's she! My first wife! My
+first love!
+
+TEMPTER. It seems she's left her second husband recently ... and
+arrived here with number three; who, if one can judge by certain
+movements of his back and calves, is escaping from a stormy scene.
+Oh, well! But she didn't notice his spiteful intentions. Very
+interesting! I'll go out and listen.
+
+(He disappears. The WOMAN knocks.)
+
+STRANGER. Come in!
+
+(The WOMAN comes in. There is a silence.)
+
+WOMAN (excitedly). I only came here because the house was to let.
+
+STRANGER. Oh!
+
+WOMAN (slowly). Had I known who wanted to let it, I shouldn't have
+come.
+
+STRANGER. What does it matter?
+
+WOMAN. May I sit down a moment? I'm tired.
+
+STRANGER. Please do. (They sit down at the table opposite one
+another, in the seats occupied by the STRANGER and the LADY in the
+first scene.) It's a long time since we've sat facing one another
+like this.
+
+WOMAN. With flowers and lights on the table. One night ...
+
+STRANGER. When I was dressed as a bridegroom and you as a bride ...
+
+WOMAN. And the candle flames were still as in prayer and the
+flowers pensive. ...
+
+STRANGER. Is your husband outside?
+
+WOMAN. No.
+
+STRANGER. You're still seeking ... what doesn't exist?
+
+WOMAN. Doesn't it?
+
+STRANGER. No. I always told you so, but you wouldn't believe me;
+you wanted to find out for yourself. Have you found out now?
+
+WOMAN. Not yet.
+
+STRANGER. Why did you leave your husband? (The WOMAN doesn't
+reply.) Did he beat you?
+
+WOMAN. Yes.
+
+STRANGER. How did he come to forget himself so far?
+
+WOMAN. He was angry.
+
+STRANGER. What about?
+
+WOMAN. Nothing.
+
+STRANGER. Why was he angry about nothing?
+
+WOMAN (rising). No, thank you! I won't sit here and be picked to
+pieces. Where's your wife?
+
+STRANGER. She left me just now.
+
+WOMAN. Why?
+
+STRANGER. Why did you leave me?
+
+WOMAN. I felt you wanted to leave me; so, not to be deserted, I
+went myself.
+
+STRANGER. I dare say that's true. But how could you read my
+thoughts?
+
+WOMAN (sitting down again). What? We didn't need to speak in order
+to know one another's thoughts.
+
+STRANGER. We made a mistake when we were living together, because
+we accused each other of wicked thoughts before they'd become
+actions; and lived in mental reservations instead of realities. For
+instance, I once noticed how you enjoyed the defiling gaze of a
+strange man, and I accused you of unfaithfulness.
+
+WOMAN. You were wrong to do so, and right. Because my thoughts were
+sinful.
+
+STRANGER. Don't you think my habit of 'anticipating you' prevented
+your bad designs from being put in practice?
+
+WOMAN. Let me think! Yes, perhaps it did. But I was annoyed to find
+a spy always at my side, watching my inmost self, that was my own.
+
+STRANGER. But it wasn't your own: it was ours!
+
+WOMAN. Yes, but I held it to be mine, and believed you'd no right
+to force your way in. When you did so I hated you; I said you were
+abnormally suspicious out of self-defence. Now I can admit that
+your suspicions were never wrong; that they were, in fact, the
+purest wisdom.
+
+STRANGER. Oh! Do you know that, at night, when we'd said good-night
+as friends and gone to sleep, I used to wake and feel your hatred
+poisoning me; and think of getting out of bed so as not to be
+suffocated. One night I woke and felt a pressure on the top of my
+head. I saw you were awake and had put your hand close to my mouth.
+I thought you were making me inhale poison from a phial; and, to
+make sure, I seized your hand.
+
+WOMAN. I remember.
+
+STRANGER. What did you do then?
+
+WOMAN. Nothing. Only hated you.
+
+STRANGER. Why?
+
+WOMAN. Because you were my husband. Because I ate your bread.
+
+STRANGER. Do you think it's always the same?
+
+WOMAN. I don't know. I suspect it is.
+
+STRANGER. But sometimes you've even despised me?
+
+WOMAN. Yes, when you were ridiculous. A man in love is always
+ridiculous. Do you know what a cox-comb is? That's what a lover's
+like.
+
+STRANGER. But if any man who loves you is ridiculous, how can you
+respond to his love?
+
+WOMAN. We don't! We submit to it, and search for another man who
+doesn't love us.
+
+STRANGER. But if he, in turn, begins to love you, do you look for a
+third?
+
+WOMAN. Perhaps it's like that.
+
+STRANGER. Very strange. (There is a silence.) I remember you were
+always dreaming of someone you called your Toreador, which I
+translated by 'horse butcher.' You eventually got him, but he gave
+you no children, and no bread; only beatings! A toreador's always
+fighting. (Silence.) Once I let myself be tempted into trying to
+compete with the toreador. I started to bicycle and fence and do
+other things of the kind. But you only began to detest me for it.
+That means that the husband mayn't do what the lover may. Later you
+had a passion for page boys. One of them used to sit on the
+Brussels carpet and read you bad verses. ... My good ones were of
+no use to you. Did you get your page boy?
+
+WOMAN. Yes. But his verses weren't bad, really.
+
+STRANGER. Oh yes, they were, my dear. I know him! He stole my
+rhythms and set them for the barrel organ.
+
+WOMAN (rising and going to the door.) You should be ashamed of
+yourself.
+
+(The TEMPTER conies in, holding a letter in his hand.)
+
+TEMPTER. Here's a letter. It's for you. (The WOMAN takes it, reads
+it and falls into a chair.) A farewell note! Oh, well! All
+beginnings are hard--in love affairs. And those who lack the
+patience to surmount initial difficulties--lose the golden fruit.
+Pages are always impatient. Unknown youth, have you had enough?
+
+STRANGER (rising and picking up his hat). My poor Anna!
+
+WOMAN. Don't leave me.
+
+STRANGER. I must.
+
+WOMAN. Don't go. You were the best of them all.
+
+TEMPTER. Do you want to begin again from the beginning? That would
+be a sure way to make an end of this. For if lovers only find one
+another, they lose one another! What is love? Say something witty,
+each one of you, before we part.
+
+WOMAN. I don't know what it is. The highest and the loveliest of
+things, that has to sink to the lowest and the ugliest.
+
+STRANGER. A caricature of godly love.
+
+TEMPTER. An annual plant, that blossoms during the engagement, goes
+to seed in marriage and then sinks to the earth to wither and die.
+
+WOMAN. The loveliest flowers have no seed. The rose is the flower
+of love.
+
+STRANGER. And the lily that of innocence. That can form seeds, but
+only opens her white cup to kisses.
+
+TEMPTER. And propagates her kind with buds, out of which fresh
+lilies spring, like chaste Minerva who sprang fully armed from the
+head of Zeus, and not from his royal loins. Oh yes, children, I've
+understood much, but never this: what the beloved of my soul has to
+do with. ... (He hesitates.)
+
+STRANGER. Well, go on!
+
+TEMPTER. What all-powerful love, that is the marriage of souls, has
+to do with the propagation of the species!
+
+STRANGER and WOMAN. Now he's come to the point!
+
+TEMPTER. I've never been able to understand how a kiss, that's an
+unborn word, a soundless speech, a quiet language of the soul, can
+be exchanged, by means of a hallowed procedure, for a surgical
+operation, that always ends in tears and the chattering of teeth.
+I've never understood how that holy night, the first in which two
+souls embrace each other in love, can end in the shedding of blood,
+in quarrelling, hate, mutual contempt--and lint! (He holds his
+mouth shut.)
+
+STRANGER. Suppose the story of the fall were true? In pain shalt
+thou bring forth children.
+
+TEMPTER. In that case one could understand.
+
+WOMAN. Who is the man who says these things?
+
+TEMPTER. Only a wanderer on the quicksands of this life. (The WOMAN
+rises.) So you're ready to go. Who will go first?
+
+STRANGER. I shall.
+
+TEMPTER. Where?
+
+STRANGER. Upwards. And you?
+
+TEMPTER. I shall stay down here, in between. ...
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+
+ACT IV
+
+SCENE I
+
+CHAPTER HOUSE OF THE MONASTERY
+
+[A Gothic chapter house. In the background arcades lead to the
+cloisters and the courtyard of the monastery. In the middle of the
+courtyard there is a well with a statue of the Virgin Mary,
+surrounded by long-stemmed white roses. The walls of the chapter
+house are filled with built-in choir stalls of oak. The PRIOR'S own
+stall is in the middle to the right and rather higher than the
+rest. In the middle of the chapter house an enormous crucifix. The
+sun is shining on the statue of the Virgin in the courtyard. The
+STRANGER enters from the back. He is wearing a coarse monkish cowl,
+with a rope round his waist and sandals on his feet. He halts in
+the doorway and looks at the chapter house, then goes over to the
+crucifix and stops in front of it. The last strophe of the choral
+service can be heard from across the courtyard. The CONFESSOR
+enters from the back; he is dressed in black and white; he has long
+hair and along beard and a very small tonsure that can hardly be
+seen.]
+
+CONFESSOR. Peace be with you!
+
+STRANGER. And with you.
+
+CONFESSOR. How do you like this white house?
+
+STRANGER. I can only see blackness.
+
+CONFESSOR. You still are black; but you'll grow white, quite white!
+Did you sleep well last night?
+
+STRANGER. Dreamlessly, like a tired child. But tell me: why do I
+find so many locked doors?
+
+CONFESSOR. You'll gradually learn to open them.
+
+STRANGER. Is this a large building?
+
+CONFESSOR. Endless! It dates from the time of Charlemagne and has
+continually grown through pious benefactions. Untouched by the
+spiritual upheavals and changes of different epochs, it stands on
+its rocky height as a monument of Western culture. That is to say:
+Christian faith wedded to the knowledge of Hellas and Rome.
+
+STRANGER. So it's not merely a religious foundation?
+
+CONFESSOR. No. It embraces all the arts and sciences as well.
+There's a library, museum, observatory and laboratory--as you'll
+see later. Agriculture and horticulture are also studied here; and
+a hospital for laymen, with its own sulphur springs, is attached to
+the monastery.
+
+STRANGER. One word more, before the chapter assembles. What kind of
+man is the Prior?
+
+CONFESSOR (smiling). He is the Prior! Aloof, without peer, dwelling
+on the summits of human knowledge, and ... well, you'll see him
+soon.
+
+STRANGER. Is it true that he's so old?
+
+CONFESSOR. He's reached an unusual age. He was born at the
+beginning of the century that's now nearing its end.
+
+STRANGER. Has he always been in the monastery?
+
+CONFESSOR. No. He's not always been a monk, though always a priest.
+Once he was a minister, but that was seventy years ago. Twice
+curator of the university. Archbishop. ... 'Sh! Mass is over.
+
+STRANGER. I presume he's not the kind of unprejudiced priest who
+pretends to have vices when he has none?
+
+CONFESSOR. Not at all. But he's seen life and mankind, and he's
+more human than priestly.
+
+STRANGER. And the fathers?
+
+CONFESSOR. Wise men, with strange histories, and none of them
+alike.
+
+STRANGER. Who can never have known life as it's lived. ...
+
+CONFESSOR. All have lived their lives, more than once; have
+suffered shipwreck, started again, gone to pieces and risen
+once more. You must wait.
+
+STRANGER. The Prior's sure to ask me questions. I don't think
+I can agree to everything.
+
+CONFESSOR. On the contrary, you must show yourself as you are; and
+defend your opinions to the last.
+
+STRANGER. Will contradiction be permitted here?
+
+CONFESSOR. Here? You're a child, who's lived in a childish world,
+where you've played with thoughts and words. You've lived in the
+erroneous belief that language, a material thing, can be a vehicle
+for anything so subtle as thoughts and feelings. We've discovered
+that error, and therefore speak as little as possible; for we are
+aware of, and can divine, the innermost thoughts of our neighbour.
+We've so developed our perceptive faculties by spiritual exercises
+that we are linked in a single chain; and can detect a feeling of
+pleasure and harmony, when there's complete accord. The Prior, who
+has trained himself most rigorously, can feel if anyone's thoughts
+have strayed into wrong paths. In some respects he's like--merely
+like, I say--a telephone engineer's galvanometer, that shows when
+and where a current has been interrupted. Therefore we can have no
+secrets from one another, and so do not need the confessional.
+Think of all this when you confront the searching eye of the Prior!
+
+STRANGER. Is there any intention of examining me?
+
+CONFESSOR. Oh no. There are merely a few questions to answer
+without any deep meaning, before the practical examinations. Quiet!
+Here they are.
+
+(He goes to one side. The PRIOR enters from the back. He is dressed
+entirely in white and he has pulled up his hood. He is a tall man
+with long white hair and along white beard-his head is like that of
+Jupiter. His face is pale, but full and without wrinkles. His eyes
+are large, surrounded by shadows and his eyebrows strongly marked.
+A quiet, majestic calm reigns over his whole personality. The PRIOR
+is followed by twelve Fathers, dressed in black and white, with
+black hoods, also pulled up. All bow to the crucifix and then go to
+their places.)
+
+PRIOR (after looking at the STRANGER for a moment.) What do you
+seek here? (The STRANGER is confused and tries to find an answer,
+but cannot. The PRIOR goes on, calmly, firmly, but indulgently.)
+Peace? Isn't that so? (The STRANGER makes a sign of assent with
+head and mouth.) But if the whole of life is a struggle, how can
+you find peace amongst the living? (The STRANGER is not able to
+answer.) Do you want to turn your back on life because you feel
+you've been injured, cheated?
+
+STRANGER (in a weak voice). Yes.
+
+PRIOR. So you've been defrauded, unjustly dealt with? And this
+injustice began so early that you, an innocent child, couldn't
+imagine you'd committed any crime that was worthy of punishment.
+Well, once you were unjustly accused of stealing fruit; tormented
+into taking the offence on yourself; tortured into telling lies
+about yourself and forced to beg forgiveness for a fault you'd not
+committed. Wasn't it so?
+
+STRANGER (with certainty). Yes. It was.
+
+PRIOR. It was; and you've never been able to forget it. Never. Now
+listen, you've a good memory; can you remember _The Swiss Family
+Robinson_?
+
+STRANGER (shrinking). _The Swiss Family Robinson_?
+
+PRIOR. Yes. Those events that caused you such mental torture
+happened in 1857, but at Christmas 1856, that is the year before,
+you tore a copy of that book and out of fear of punishment hid it
+under a chest in the kitchen. (The STRANGER is taken aback.) The
+wardrobe was painted in oak graining, and clothes hung in its upper
+part, whilst shoes stood below. This wardrobe seemed enormously big
+to you, for you were a small child, and you couldn't imagine it
+could ever be moved; but during spring cleaning at Easter what was
+hidden was brought to light. Fear drove you to put the blame on a
+schoolfellow. And now he had to endure torture, because appearances
+were against him, for you were thought to be trustworthy. After
+this the history of your sorrows comes as a logical sequence. You
+accept this logic?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. Punish me!
+
+PRIOR. No. I don't punish; when I was a child I did--similar
+things. But will you now promise to forget this history of your own
+sufferings for all time and never to recount it again?
+
+STRANGER. I promise! If only he whom I took advantage of could
+forgive me.
+
+PRIOR. He has already. Isn't that so, Pater Isidor?
+
+ISIDOR (who was the DOCTOR in the first part of 'The Road to
+Damascus,' rising). With my whole heart!
+
+STRANGER. It's you!
+
+ISIDOR. Yes. I.
+
+PRIOR (to FATHER ISIDOR). Pater Isidor, say a word, just one.
+
+ISIDOR. It was in the year 1856 that I had to endure my torture.
+But even in 1854 one of my brothers suffered in the same way, owing
+to a false accusation on my part. (To the STRANGER.) So we're all
+guilty and not one of us is without blemish; and I believe my
+victim had no clear conscience either. (He sits down.)
+
+PRIOR. If we could only stop accusing one another and particularly
+Eternal Justice! But we're born in guilt and all resemble Adam! (To
+the STRANGER.) There was something you wanted to know, was there
+not?
+
+STRANGER. I wanted to know life's inmost meaning.
+
+PRIOR. The very innermost! So you wanted to learn what no man's
+permitted to know. Pater Uriel! (PATER URIEL, who is blind, rises.
+The PRIOR speaks to the STRANGER.) Look at this blind father! We
+call him Uriel in remembrance of Uriel Acosta, whom perhaps you've
+heard of? (The STRANGER makes a sign that he has not.) You haven't?
+All young people should have heard of him. Uriel Acosta was a
+Portuguese of Jewish descent, who, however, was brought up in the
+Christian faith. When he was still fairly young he began to
+inquire--you understand--to inquire if Christ were really God; with
+the result that he went over to the Jewish faith. And then he began
+research into the Mosaic writings and the immortality of the soul,
+with the result that the Rabbis handed him over to the Christian
+priesthood for punishment. A long time after he returned to the
+Jewish faith. But his thirst for knowledge knew no bounds, and he
+continued his researches till he found he'd reached absolute
+nullity; and in despair that he couldn't learn the final secret he
+took his own life with a pistol shot. (Pause.) Now look at our good
+father Uriel here. He, too, was once very young and anxious to
+know; he always wanted to be in the forefront of every modern
+movement, and he discovered new philosophies. I may add, by the
+way, that he's a friend of my boyhood and almost as old as I. Now
+about 1820 he came upon the so-called rational philosophy, that had
+already lain in its grave for twenty years. With this system of
+thought, which was supposed to be a master key, all locks were to
+be picked, all questions answered and all opponents confuted--
+everything was clear and simple. In those days Uriel was a strong
+opponent of all religions and in particular followed the
+Mesmerists, as the hypnotisers of that age were called. In 1830 our
+friend became a Hegelian, though, to be sure, rather late in the
+day. Then he re-discovered God, a God who was immanent in nature
+and in man, and found he was a little god himself. Now, as ill-luck
+would have it, there were two Hegels, just as there were two
+Voltaires; and the later, or more conservative Hegel, had developed
+his All-godhead till it had become a compromise with the Christian
+view. And so Father Uriel, who never wanted to be behind the times,
+became a rationalistic Christian, who was given the thankless task
+of combating Rationalism and himself. (Pause.) I'll shorten the
+whole sad history for Father Uriel's sake. In 1850 he again became
+a materialist and an enemy of Christianity. In 1870 he became a
+hypnotist, in 1880 a theosophist, and 1890 he wanted to shoot
+himself! I met him just at that time. He was sitting on a bench in
+Unter den Linden in Berlin, and he was blind. This Uriel was blind--
+and Uriel means 'God is my Light'--who for a century had marched
+with the torch of liberalism at the head of _every_ modern
+movement! (To the STRANGER.) You see, he wanted to know, but he
+failed! And therefore he now believes. Is there anything else you'd
+like to know?
+
+STRANGER. One thing only.
+
+PRIOR. Speak.
+
+STRANGER. If Father Uriel had held to his first faith in 1810, men
+would have called him conservative or old-fashioned; but now, as
+he's followed the developments of his time and has therefore
+discarded his youthful faith, men will call him a renegade--that's
+to say: whatever he does mankind will blame him.
+
+PRIOR. Do you heed what men say? Father Clemens, may I tell him how
+you heeded what men said? (PATER CLEMENS rises and makes a gesture
+of assent.) Father Clemens is our greatest figure painter. In the
+world outside he's known by another name, a very famous one. Father
+Clemens was a young man in 1830. He felt he had a talent for
+painting and gave himself up to it with his whole soul. When he was
+twenty he was exhibiting. The public, the critics, his teachers,
+and his parents were all of the opinion that he'd made a mistake in
+the choice of his profession. Young Clemens heeded what men were
+saying, so he laid down his brush and turned bookseller. When he
+was fifty years of age, and had his life behind him, the paintings
+of his early years were discovered by some stranger; and were then
+recognised as masterpieces by the public, the critics, his teachers
+and relations! But it was too late. And when Father Clemens
+complained of the wickedness of the world, the world answered with
+a heartless grin: 'Why did you let yourself be taken in?' Father
+Clemens grieved so much at this, that he came to us. But he doesn't
+grieve any longer now. Or do you, Father Clemens?
+
+CLEMENS. No! But that isn't the end of the story. The paintings I'd
+done in 1830 were admired and hung in a museum till 1880. Taste
+then changed very quickly, and one day an important newspaper
+announced that their presence there was an outrage. So they were
+banished to the attic.
+
+PRIOR (to the STRANGER). That's a good story!
+
+CLEMENS. But it's still not finished. By 1890 taste had so changed
+again that a professor of the History of Art wrote that it was a
+national scandal that my works should be hanging in an attic. So
+the pictures were brought down again, and, for the time being, are
+classical. But for how long? From that you can see, young man, in
+what worldly fame consists? Vanitas vanitatum vanitas!
+
+STRANGER. Then is life worth living?
+
+PRIOR. Ask Pater Melcher, who is experienced not only in the world
+of deception and error, but also in that of lies and contradictions.
+Follow him: he'll show you the picture gallery and tell you stories.
+
+STRANGER. I'll gladly follow anyone who can teach me something.
+
+(PATER MELCHER takes the STRANGER by the hand and leads him out of
+the Chapter House.)
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE II
+
+PICTURE GALLERY OF THE MONASTERY
+
+[Picture Gallery of the Monastery. There are mostly portraits of
+people with two heads.]
+
+MELCHER. Well, first we have here a small landscape, by an unknown
+master, called 'The Two Towers.' Perhaps you've been in Switzerland
+and know the originals.
+
+STRANGER. I've been in Switzerland!
+
+MELCHER. Exactly. Then near the station of Amsteg on the Gotthard
+railway you've seen a tower, called Zwing-Uri, sung of by Schiller
+in his _Wilhelm Tell_. It stands there as a monument to the cruel
+oppression which the inhabitants of Uri suffered at the hands of
+the German Emperors. Good! On the Italian side of the Gotthard lies
+Bellinzona, as you know. There are many towers to be seen there,
+but the most curious is called Castel d'Uri. That's the monument
+recalling the cruel oppression which the Italian cantons suffered
+at the hands of the inhabitants of Uri! Now do you understand?
+
+STRANGER. So freedom means: freedom to oppress others. That's new
+to me.
+
+MELCHER. Then let's go on without further comment to the portrait
+collection. Number one in the catalogue. Boccaccio, with two heads--
+all our portraits have at least two heads. His story's well known.
+The great man began his career by writing dissolute and godless
+tales, which he dedicated to Queen Johanna of Naples, who'd seduced
+the son of St. Brigitta. Boccaccio ended up as a saint in a
+monastery where he lectured on Dante's Hell and the devils that, in
+his youth, he had thought to drive out in a most original way.
+You'll notice now, how the two faces are meeting each other's gaze!
+
+STRANGER. Yes. But all trace of humour's lacking; and humour's to
+be expected in a man who knew himself as well as our friend
+Boccaccio did.
+
+MELCHER. Number two in the catalogue. Ah, yes; that's two-headed
+Doctor Luther. The youthful champion of tolerance and the aged
+upholder of intolerance. Have I said enough?
+
+STRANGER. Quite enough.
+
+MELCHER. Number three in the catalogue. The great Gustavus Adolphus
+accepting Catholic funds from Cardinal Richelieu in order to fight
+for Protestantism, whilst remaining neutral in the face of the
+Catholic League.
+
+STRANGER. How do Protestants explain this threefold contradiction?
+
+MELCHER. They say it's not true. Number four in the catalogue.
+Schiller, the author of The Robbers, who was offered the freedom of
+the City of Paris by the leaders of the French Revolution in 1792;
+but who had been made a State Councillor of Meiningen as early as
+1790 and a royal Danish Stipendiary in 1791. The scene depicts the
+State Councillor--and friend of his Excellency Goethe--receiving
+the Diploma of Honour from the leaders of the French Revolution as
+late as 1798. Think of it, the diploma of the Reign of Terror in
+the year 1798, when the Revolution was over and the country under
+the Directory! I'd have liked to have seen the Councillor and his
+friend, His Excellency! But it didn't matter, for two years later
+he repaid his nomination by writing the _Song of the Bell_, in
+which he expressed his thanks and begged the revolutionaries to
+keep quiet! Well, that's life. We're intelligent people and love
+_The Robbers_ as much as _The Song of the Bell_; Schiller as much
+as Goethe!
+
+STRANGER. The work remains, the master perishes.
+
+MELCHER. Goethe, yes! Number five in the catalogue. He began with
+Strassburg cathedral and _Goetz von Berlichingen_, two hurrahs for
+gothic Germanic art against that of Greece and Rome. Later he
+fought against Germanism and for Classicism. Goethe against Goethe!
+There you see the traditional Olympic calm, harmony, etc., in the
+greatest disharmony with itself. But depression at this turns into
+uneasiness when the young Romantic school appears and combats the
+Goethe of _Iphigenia_ with theories drawn from Goethe's _Goetz_.
+That the 'great heathen' ends up by converting Faust in the Second
+Part, and allowing him to be saved by the Virgin Mary and the
+angels, is usually passed over in silence by his admirers. Also the
+fact that a man of such clear vision should, towards the end of his
+life, have found everything so 'strange,' and 'curious,' even the
+simplest facts that he'd previously seen through. His last wish was
+for 'more light'! Yes; but it doesn't matter. We're intelligent
+people and love our Goethe just the same.
+
+STRANGER. And rightly.
+
+MELCHER. Number six in the catalogue. Voltaire! He has more than
+two heads. The Godless One, who spent his whole life defending God.
+The Mocker, who was mocked, because 'he believed in God like a
+child.' The author of the cynical 'Candide,' who wrote:
+
+ In my youth I sought the pleasures
+ Of the senses, but I learned
+ That their sweetness was illusion
+ Soon to bitterness it turned.
+ In old age I've come to see
+ Life is nought but vanity.
+
+Dr. Knowall, who thought he could grasp everything between Heaven
+and Earth by means of reason and science, sings like this, when he
+comes to the end of his life:
+
+ I had thought to find in knowledge
+ Light to guide me on my way;
+ Yet I still must walk in darkness
+ All that's known must soon decay.
+ Ignorance, I turn to thee!
+ Knowledge is but vanity.
+
+But that's no matter! Voltaire can be put to many uses. The Jews
+use him against the Christians, and the Christians use him against
+the Jews, because he was an anti-Semite, like Luther. Chateaubriand
+used him to defend Catholicism, and Protestants use him even to-day
+to attack Catholicism. He was a fine fellow!
+
+STRANGER. Then what's your view?
+
+MELCHER. We have no views here; we've faith, as I've told you
+already. And that's why we've only one head--placed exactly above
+the heart. (Pause.) In the meantime let's look at number seven in
+the catalogue. Ah, Napoleon! The creation of the Revolution itself!
+The Emperor of the People, the Nero of Freedom, the suppressor of
+Equality and the 'big brother' of Fraternity. He's the most cunning
+of all the two-headed, for he could laugh at himself, raise himself
+above his own contradictions, change his skin and his soul, and yet
+be quite explicable to himself in every transformation--convinced,
+self-authorised. There's only one other man who can be compared
+with him in this; Kierkegaard the Dane. From the beginning he was
+aware of this parthenogenesis of the soul, whose capacity to
+multiply by taking cuttings was equivalent to bringing forth young
+in this life without conception. And for that reason, and so as not
+to become life's fool, he wrote under a number of pseudonyms, of
+which each one constituted a 'stage on his life's way.' But did you
+realise this? The Lord of life, in spite of all these precautions,
+made a fool of him after all. Kierkegaard, who fought all his life
+against the priesthood and the professional preachers of the State
+Church, was eventually forced of necessity to become a professional
+preacher himself! Oh yes! Such things do happen.
+
+STRANGER. The Powers That Be play tricks. ...
+
+MELCHER. The Powers play tricks on tricksters, and delude the
+arrogant, particularly those who alone believe they possess truth
+and knowledge! Number eight in the catalogue. Victor Hugo. He split
+himself into countless parts. He was a peer of France, a Grandee of
+Spain, a friend of Kings, and the socialist author of _Les
+Miserables_. The peers naturally called him a renegade, and the
+socialists a reformer. Number nine. Count Friedrich Leopold von
+Stollberg. He wrote a fanatical book for the Protestants, and then
+suddenly became a Catholic! Inexplicable in a sensible man. A
+miracle, eh? A little journey to Damascus, perhaps? Number ten.
+Lafayette. The heroic upholder of freedom, the revolutionary, who
+was forced to leave France as a suspected reactionary, because he
+wanted to help Louis XVI; and then was captured by the Austrians
+and carried off to Olmuetz as a revolutionary! What was he in
+reality?
+
+STRANGER. Both!
+
+MELCHER. Yes, both. He had the two halves that made a whole--a
+whole man. Number eleven. Bismarck. A paradox. The honest diplomat,
+who maintained he'd discovered that to tell the truth was the
+greatest of ruses. And so was compelled--by the Powers, I suppose?--
+to spend the last six years of his life unmasking himself as a
+conscious liar. You're tired. Then we'll stop now.
+
+STRANGER. Yes, if one clings to the same ideas all one's life, and
+holds the same opinions, one grows old according to nature's laws,
+and gets called conservative, old-fashioned, out of date. But if
+one goes on developing, keeping pace with one's own age, renewing
+oneself with the perennially youthful impulses of contemporary
+thought, one's called a waverer and a renegade.
+
+MELCHER. That's as old as the world! But does an intelligent, man
+heed what he's called? One is, what one's becoming.
+
+STRANGER. But who revises the periodically changing views of
+contemporary opinion?
+
+MELCHER. You ought to answer that yourself, and indeed in this way.
+It is the Powers themselves who promulgate contemporary opinion, as
+they develop in _apparent_ circles. Hegel, the philosopher of the
+present, himself dimorphous, for both a 'left'-minded and a
+'right'-minded Hegel can always be quoted, has best explained the
+contradictions of life, of history and of the spirit, with his own
+magic formula. Thesis: affirmation; Antithesis: negation;
+Synthesis: comprehension! Young man, or rather, comparatively young
+man! You began life by accepting everything, then went on to
+denying everything on principle. Now end your life by comprehending
+everything. Be exclusive no longer. Do not say: either--or, but:
+not only--but also! In a word, or two words rather, Humanity and
+Resignation!
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE III
+
+CHAPEL OF THE MONASTERY
+
+[Choir of the Monastery Chapel. An open coffin with a bier cloth
+and two burning candles. The CONFESSOR leads in the STRANGER by the
+hand. The STRANGER is dressed in the white shirt of the novice.]
+
+CONFESSOR. Have you carefully considered the step you wish to take?
+
+STRANGER. Very carefully.
+
+CONFESSOR. Have you no more questions?
+
+STRANGER. Questions? No.
+
+CONFESSOR. Then stay here, whilst I fetch the Chapter and the
+Fathers and Brothers, so that the solemn act may begin.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. Let it come to pass.
+
+(The CONFESSOR goes out. The STRANGER, left alone, is sunk in
+thought.)
+
+TEMPTER (coming forward). Are you ready?
+
+STRANGER. So ready, that I've no answer left for you.
+
+TEMPTER. On the brink of the grave, I understand! You'll have to
+lie in your coffin and appear to die; the old Adam will be covered
+with three shovelfuls of earth, and a De Profundis will be sung.
+Then you'll rise again from the dead, having laid aside your old
+name, and be baptized once more like a new-born child! What will
+you be called? (The STRANGER does not reply.) It is written:
+Johannes, brother Johannes, because he preached in the wilderness
+and ...
+
+STRANGER. Do not trouble me.
+
+TEMPTER. Speak to me a little, before you depart into the long
+silence. For you'll not be allowed to speak for a whole year.
+
+STRANGER. All the better. Speaking at last becomes a vice, like
+drinking. And why speak, if words do not cloak thoughts?
+
+TEMPTER. _You_ at the graveside. ... Was life so bitter?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. My life was.
+
+TEMPTER. Did you never know one pleasure?
+
+STRANGER. Yes, many pleasures; but they were very brief and seemed
+only to exist in order to make the pain of their loss the sharper.
+
+TEMPTER. Can't it be put the other way round: that pain exists in
+order to make joy more keen?
+
+STRANGER. It can be put in any way.
+
+(A woman enters with a child to be baptized.)
+
+TEMPTER. Look! A little mortal, who's to be consecrated to
+suffering.
+
+STRANGER. Poor child!
+
+TEMPTER. A human history, that's about to begin. (A bridal couple
+cross the stage.) And there--what's loveliest, and most bitter.
+Adam and Eve in Paradise, that in a week will be a Hell, and in a
+fortnight Paradise again.
+
+STRANGER. What is loveliest, brightest! The first, the only, the
+last that ever gave life meaning! I, too, once sat in the sunlight
+on a verandah, in the spring beneath the first tree to show new
+green, and a small crown crowned a head, and a white veil lay like
+thin morning mist over a face ... that was not that of a human
+being. Then came darkness!
+
+TEMPTER. Whence?
+
+STRANGER. From the light itself. I know no more.
+
+TEMPTER. It could only have been a shadow, for light is needed to
+throw shadows; but for darkness no light is needed.
+
+STRANGER. Stop! Or we'll never come to an end.
+
+(The CONFESSOR and the CHAPTER appear in procession.)
+
+TEMPTER (disappearing). Farewell!
+
+CONFESSOR (advancing with a large black bier-cloth). Lord! Grant
+him eternal peace!
+
+CHOIR. May he be illumined with perpetual light!
+
+CONFESSOR (wrapping the STRANGER to the bier-cloth). May he rest in
+peace!
+
+CHOIR. Amen!
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+
+
+
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+AUGUST STRINDBERG
+
+THE ROAD TO DAMASCUS
+
+A TRILOGY
+
+ENGLISH VERSION BY GRAHAM RAWSON
+
+WITH AN INTRODUCTION BY GUNNAR OLLÉN
+
+CONTENTS
+
+INTRODUCTION
+PART ONE
+PART TWO
+PART THREE
+
+
+
+INTRODUCTION
+
+Strindberg's great trilogy _The Road to Damascus_ presents many
+mysteries to the uninitiated. Its peculiar changes of mood, its
+gallery of half unreal characters, its bizarre episodes combine to
+make it a bewilderingly rich but rather 'difficult' work. It cannot
+be recommended to the lover of light drama or the seeker of
+momentary distraction. _The Road to Damascus_ does not deal with
+the superficial strata of human life, but probes into those depths
+where the problems of God, and death, and eternity become
+terrifying realities.
+
+Many authors have, of course, dealt with the profoundest problems
+of humanity without, on that account, having been able to evoke our
+interest. There may have been too much philosophy and too little
+art in the presentation of the subject, too little reality and too
+much soaring into the heights. That is not so with Strindberg's
+drama. It is a trenchant settling of accounts between a complex and
+fascinating individual--the author--and his past, and the realistic
+scenes have often been transplanted in detail from his own
+changeful life.
+
+In order fully to understand _The Road to Damascus_ it is therefore
+essential to know at least the most important features of that
+background of real life, out of which the drama has grown.
+
+Parts I and II of the trilogy were written in 1898, while Part III
+was added somewhat later, in the years 1900-1901. In 1898
+Strindberg had only half emerged from what was by far the severest
+of the many crises through which in his troubled life he had to
+pass. He had overcome the worst period of terror, which had brought
+him dangerously near the borders of sanity, and he felt as if he
+could again open his eyes and breathe freely. He was not free from
+that nervous pressure under which he had been working, but the
+worst of the inner tension had relaxed and he felt the need of
+taking a survey of what had happened, of summarising and trying to
+fathom what could have been underlying his apparently unaccountable
+experiences. The literary outcome of this settling of accounts with
+the past was _The Road to Damascus_.
+
+_The Road to Damascus_ might be termed a marriage drama, a mystery
+drama, or a drama of penance and conversion, according as
+preponderance is given to one or other of its characteristics. The
+question then arises: what was it in the drama which was of deepest
+significance to the author himself? The answer is to be found in
+the title, with its allusion to the narrative in the Acts of the
+Apostles of the journey of Saul, the persecutor, the scoffer, who,
+on his way to Damascus, had an awe-inspiring vision, which
+converted Saul, the hater of Christ, into Paul, the apostle of the
+Gentiles. Strindberg's drama describes the progress of the author
+right up to his conversion, shows how stage by stage he
+relinquishes worldly things, scientific renown, and above all
+woman, and finally, when nothing more binds him to this world,
+takes the vows of a monk and enters a monastery where no dogmas or
+theology, but only broadminded humanity and resignation hold sway.
+What, however, in an inner sense, distinguishes Strindberg's drama
+from the Bible narrative is that the conversion itself--although
+what leads up to it is convincingly described, both logically and
+psychologically--does not bear the character of a final and
+irrevocable decision, but on the contrary is depicted with a
+certain hesitancy and uncertainty. THE STRANGER'S entry into the
+monastery consequently gives the impression of being a piece of
+logical construction; the author's heart is not wholly in it. From
+Strindberg's later works it also becomes evident that his severe
+crisis had undoubtedly led to a complete reformation in that it
+definitely caused him to turn from worldly things, of which indeed
+he had tasted to the full, towards matters divine. But this did not
+mean that then and there he accepted some specific religion,
+whether Christian or other. One would undoubtedly come nearest to
+the author's own interpretation in this respect by characterising
+_The Road to Damascus_ not as a drama of conversion, but as a drama
+of struggle, the story of a restless, arduous pilgrimage through
+the chimeras of the world towards the border beyond which eternity
+stretches in solemn peace, symbolised in the drama by a mountain,
+the peaks of which reach high above the clouds.
+
+In this final settling of accounts one subject is of dominating
+importance, recurring again and again throughout the trilogy; it is
+that of woman. Strindberg him, of course, become famous as a writer
+about women; he has ruthlessly described the hatreds of love, the
+hell that marriage can be, he is the creator of _Le Plaidoyer d'un
+Fou_ and _The Dance of Death_, he had three divorces, yet was just
+as much a worshipper of woman--and at the same time a diabolical
+hater of her seducing qualities under which he suffered defeat
+after defeat. Each time he fell in love afresh he would compare
+himself to Hercules, the Titan, whose strength was vanquished by
+Queen Omphale, who clothed herself in his lion's skin, while he had
+to sit at the spinning wheel dressed in women's clothes. It can be
+readily understood that to a man of Strindberg's self-conceit the
+problem of his relations with women must become a vital issue on
+the solution of which the whole Damascus pilgrimage depended.
+
+In 1898, when Parts I and II of the trilogy were written,
+Strindberg had been married twice; both marriages had ended
+unhappily. In the year 1901, when the wedding scenes of Part III
+were written, Strindberg had recently experienced the rapture of a
+new love which, however, was soon to be clouded. It must not be
+forgotten that in his entire emotional life Strindberg was an
+artist and as such a man of impulse, with the spontaneity and
+naivity and intensity of a child. For him love had nothing to do
+with respectability and worldly calculations; he liked to think of
+it as a thunderbolt striking mortals with a destructive force like
+the lightning hurled by the almighty Zeus. It is easy to understand
+that a man of such temperament would not be particularly suited for
+married life, where self-sacrifice and strong-minded patience may
+be severely tested. In addition his three wives were themselves
+artists, one an authoress, the other two actresses, all of them
+pronounced characters, endowed with a degree of will and
+self-assertion, which, although it could not be matched against
+Strindberg's, yet would have been capable of producing friction
+with rather more pliant natures than that of the Swedish dramatist.
+
+In the trilogy Strindberg's first wife, Siri von Essen, his
+marriage to whom was happiest and lasted longest (1877-1891), and
+more especially his second wife, the Austrian authoress Frida Uhl
+(married to him 1893-1897) have supplied the subject matter for his
+picture of THE LADY. In the happy marriage scenes of Part III we
+recognise reminiscences from the wedding of Strindberg, then
+fifty-two, and the twenty-three-year-old actress Harriet Bosse,
+whose marriage to him lasted from 1901 until 1904.
+
+The character of THE LADY in Parts I and II is chiefly drawn from
+recollections--fairly recent when the drama was written--of Frida
+Uhl and his life with her. From the very beginning her marriage to
+Strindberg had been most troublous. In the autumn of 1892
+Strindberg moved from the Stockholm skerries to Berlin, where he
+lived a rather hectic Bohemian life among the artists collecting in
+the little tavern 'Zum Schwarzen Ferkel.' He made the acquaintance
+of Frida Uhl in the beginning of the year 1893, and after a good
+many difficulties was able to arrange for a marriage on the 2nd May
+on Heligoland Island, where English marriage laws, less rigorous
+than the German, applied. Strindberg's nervous temperament would
+not tolerate a quiet and peaceful honeymoon; quite soon the couple
+departed to Gravesend via Hamburg. Strindberg was too restless to
+stay there and moved on to London. There he left his wife to try to
+negotiate for the production of his plays, and journeyed alone to
+Sellin, on the island of Rügen, after having first been compelled
+to stop in Hamburg owing to lack of money. Strindberg stayed on
+Rügen during the month of July, and then left for the home of his
+parents-in-law at Mondsee, near Salzburg in Austria, where he was
+to meet his wife. But when she was delayed a few days on the
+journey from London, Strindberg impatiently departed for Berlin,
+where Frida Uhl followed shortly after. About the same time an
+action was brought for the suppression of the German version of _Le
+Plaidoyer d'un Fou_ as being immoral. This book gives an
+undisguised, intensely personal picture of Strindberg's first
+marriage, and was intended by him for publication only after his
+death as a defence against accusations directed against him for
+his behaviour towards Siri von Essen. Strindberg was acquitted
+after a time, but before that his easily fired imagination had
+given him a thorough shake-up, which could only hasten the crisis
+which seemed to be approaching. After a trip to Brünn, where
+Strindberg wrote his scientific work _Antibarbarus_, the couple
+arrived in November at the home of Frida Uhl's grandparents in the
+little village of Dornach, by the Upper Danube; here the wanderings
+of 1893 at last came to an end. For a few months comparative peace
+reigned in the artists' little home, but the birth of a daughter,
+Kerstin, in May, brought this tranquillity to a sudden end.
+Strindberg, who had lived in a state of nervous depression since
+the 1880's, felt himself put on one side by the child, and felt ill
+at ease in an environment of, as he put it in the autobiographical
+_The Quarantine Master_, 'articles of food, excrements, wet-nurses
+treated like milch-cows, cooks and decaying vegetables.' He longed
+for cleanliness and peace, and in letters to an artist friend he
+spoke of entering a monastery. He even thought of founding one
+himself in the Ardennes and drew up detailed schemes for rules,
+dress, and food. The longing to get away and common interests with
+his Parisian friend (a musician named Leopold Littmansson)
+attracted Strindberg to Paris, where he settled down in the
+beginning of the autumn 1894. His wife joined him, but left again
+at the close of the autumn. In reality Strindberg was at this time
+almost impossible to live with. Persecution mania and hallucinations
+took possession of him and his morbid suspicions knew no bounds. In
+spite of this he was half conscious that there was something wrong
+with his mental faculties, and in the beginning of 1895, assisted
+by the Swedish Minister, he went by his own consent to the St.
+Louis Hospital in Paris. During his chemical experiments, in which
+among other things he tried to produce gold, he had burnt his hands,
+so that he had to seek medical attention on that account also. He
+wrote about this in a letter:
+
+'I am going to hospital because I am ill, because my doctor has
+sent me there, and because I need to be looked after like a child,
+because I am ruined. ... And it torments me and grieves me, my
+nervous system is rotten, paralytic, hysterical. ...'
+
+Never before had Strindberg lived in such distress as at this
+period, both physically and mentally. With shattered nerves,
+sometimes over the verge of insanity, without any means of
+existence other than what friends managed to scrape together,
+separated from his second wife, who had opened proceedings for
+divorce, far from his native land and without any prospects for the
+future, he was brought to a profound religious crisis. With almost
+incredible fortitude he succeeded in fighting his way through this
+difficult period, with the remarkable result that the former Bohemian,
+atheist, and scoffer was gradually able to emerge with the firm
+assurance of a prophet, and even enter a new creative period, perhaps
+mightier than before. One cannot help reflecting that a man capable of
+overcoming a crisis of such a formidable character and of several years'
+duration, as this one of Strindberg's had been, with reason intact and
+even with increased creative power, in reality, in spite of his
+hypersensitive nervous system, must have been an unusually strong man
+both physically and mentally.
+
+Upon trying to define more closely what actual relation the play
+has to those events of Strindberg's restless life, of which we have
+given a rough outline, we find that for the most part the author
+has undoubtedly made use of his own experiences, but has adapted,
+combined and added to them still more, so that the result is a
+mixture of real experience and imagination, all moulded into a
+carefully worked out artistic form.
+
+If to begin with, we dwell for a while on Part I it is evident that
+the hurried wanderings of THE STRANGER and THE LADY between the
+street corner, the room in the hotel, the sea and the Rose Room
+with the mother-in-law, have their foundation--often in detail--in
+Strindberg's rovings with Frida Uhl. I will give a few examples. In
+a book by Frida Uhl about her marriage to the Swedish genius
+(splendid in parts but not very reliable) she recalls that the
+month before her marriage she took rooms at Neustädtische
+Kirchstrasse 1, in Berlin, facing a Gothic church in Dorotheenstrasse,
+situated at the cross-roads between the post office in Dorotheenstrasse
+and the café 'Zum Schwarzen Ferkel' in Wilhelmstrasse. This Berlin
+environment appears to be almost exactly reproduced in the
+introductory scene of Part I, where THE STRANGER and THE LADY meet
+outside a little Gothic church with a post office and café adjoining.
+The happy scenes by the sea are, of course, pleasant recollections
+from Heligoland, and the many discussions about money matters in
+the midst of the honeymoon are quite explicable when we know how
+the dramatist was continually haunted by money troubles, even if
+occasionally he received a big fee, and that this very financial
+insecurity was one of the chief reasons why Frida Uhl's father
+opposed the marriage. Again, the country scenes which follow in
+Part I, shift to the hilly country round the Danube, with their
+Catholic Calvaries and expiation chapels, where Strindberg lived
+with his parents-in-law in Mondsee and with his wife's grandparents
+in Dornach and the neighbouring village Klam, with its mill, its
+smithy, and its gloomy ravine. The Rose Room was the name he gave
+to the room in which he lived during his stay with his mother-in-law
+and his daughter Kerstin in Klam in the autumn of 1896, as he has
+himself related in one of his autobiographical books _Inferno_.
+In this way we could go on, showing how the localities which are
+to be met with in the drama often correspond in detail to the
+places Strindberg had visited in the course of his pilgrimage
+during the years 1893-1898. Space prevents us, however, from
+entering on a more detailed analysis in this respect.
+
+That THE STRANGER represents Strindberg's _alter ego_ is evident in
+many ways, even apart from the fact that THE STRANGER'S wanderings
+from place to place, as we have already seen, bear a direct
+relation to those of Strindberg himself. THE STRANGER is an author,
+like Strindberg; his childhood of hate is Strindberg's own; other
+details--such as for instance that THE STRANGER has refused to
+attend his father's funeral, that the Parish Council has wanted to
+take his child away from him, that on account of his writings he
+has suffered lawsuits, illness, poverty, exile, divorce; that in
+the police description he is characterised as a person without a
+permanent situation, with uncertain income; married, but had
+deserted his wife and left his children; known as entertaining
+subversive opinions on social questions (by _The Red Room_, _The
+New Realm_ and other works Strindberg became the great standard-bearer
+of the Swedish Radicals in their campaign against conventionalism
+and bureaucracy); that he gives the impression of not being in full
+possession of his senses; that he is sought by his children's
+guardian because of unpaid maintenance allowance--everything
+corresponds to the experiences of the unfortunate Strindberg
+himself, with all his bitter defeats in life and his triumphs in
+the world of letters.
+
+Those scenes where THE STRANGER is uncertain whether the people he
+sees before him are real or not--he catches hold of THE BEGGAR'S
+arm to feel whether he is a real, live person--or those occasions
+when he appears as a visionary or thought-reader--he describes the
+kitchen in his wife's parental home without ever having seen it,
+and knows her thoughts before she has expressed them--have their
+deep foundation in Strindberg's mental make-up, especially as it
+was during the period of tension in the middle of the 1890's,
+termed the Inferno period, because at that time Strindberg thought
+that he lived in hell. Our most prominent student of Strindberg,
+Professor Martin Lamm, wrote about this in his work on Strindberg's
+dramas:
+
+'In order to understand the first part of _The Road to Damascus_ we
+must take into consideration that the author had not yet shaken off
+his terrifying visions and persecutionary hallucinations. He can
+play with them artistically, sometimes he feels tempted to make a
+joke of them, but they still retain for him their "terrifying
+semi-reality." It is this which makes the drama so bewildering,
+but at the same time so vigorous and affecting. Later, when
+depicting dream states, he creates an artful blend of reality and
+poetry. He produces more exquisite works of art, but he no longer
+gives the same anguished impression of a soul striving to free
+itself from the meshes of his _idées fixes_.'
+
+With his hypersensitive nervous system Strindberg, like THE
+STRANGER, really gives the impression of having been a visionary.
+For instance, his author friend Albert Engström, has told how one
+evening during a stay far out in the Stockholm skerries, far from
+all civilisation, Strindberg suddenly had a feeling that his little
+daughter was ill, and wanted to return to town at once. True
+enough, it turned out that the girl had fallen ill just at the time
+when Strindberg had felt the warning. As regards thought-reading,
+it appears that at the slightest change in expression and often for
+no perceptible reason at all, Strindberg would draw the most
+definite conclusions, as definite as from an uttered word or an
+action. This we have to keep in mind, for instance, when judging
+Strindberg's accusations against his wife in _Le Plaidoyer d'un
+Fou_, the book which THE LADY in _The Road to Damascus_ is tempted
+to read, in spite of having been forbidden by THE STRANGER, with
+tragic results. In Part III of the drama Strindberg lets THE
+STRANGER discuss this thought-reading problem with his first wife.
+THE STRANGER says:
+
+'We made a mistake when we were living together, because we accused
+each other of wicked thoughts before they'd become actions; and
+lived in mental reservations instead of realities. For instance, I
+once noticed how you enjoyed the defiling gaze of a strange man,
+and I accused you of unfaithfulness';
+
+to which THE LADY, to Strindberg's satisfaction, has to reply:
+
+'You were wrong to do it, and right. Because my thoughts were
+sinful.'
+
+As regards the other figures in the gallery of characters in Part
+I, we have already shown THE LADY as the identical counterpart in
+all essentials of Strindberg's second wife, Frida Uhl. Like the
+latter THE LADY is a Catholic, has a grandfather, Dr. Cornelius
+Reisch--called THE OLD MAN in the drama--whose passion is shooting;
+and a mother, Maria Uhl, with a predilection for religious
+discourses in Strindberg's own style; another detail, the fact that
+she was eighteen years old before she crossed to the other shore to
+see what had shimmered dimly in the distant haze, corresponds with
+Frida Uhl's statement that she had been confined in a convent until
+she was eighteen and a half years old. On the other hand, the chief
+female character of the drama does not correspond to her real life
+counterpart in that she is supposed to have been married to a
+doctor before eloping with THE STRANGER, Strindberg. Here
+reminiscences from Strindberg's first marriage play a part. Siri
+von Essen, Strindberg's first wife, was married to an officer,
+Baron Wrangel, and both the Wrangels received Strindberg kindly in
+their home as a friend. Love quickly flared up between Siri von
+Essen-Wrangel and Strlndberg. She obtained a divorce from her
+husband and married Strindberg. Baron von Wrangel shortly
+afterwards married again, a cousin of Siri von Essen. Knowing these
+matrimonial complications we understand how Strindberg must have
+felt when, on the point of leaving for Heligoland to marry Frida
+Uhl, he met his former wife's (Siri von Essen) first husband, Baron
+Wrangel, on Lehrter Station in Berlin, and found that, like
+Strindberg himself, he was on a lover's errand. Knowing all this we
+need not be surprised at the extremely complicated matrimonial
+relations in _The Road to Damascus_, where, for example, for the
+sake of THE STRANGER, THE DOCTOR obtains a divorce from THE LADY in
+order to marry THE STRANGER'S first wife. In addition to Baron
+Wrangel a doctor in the town of Ystad, in the south of Sweden--Dr.
+Eliasson who attended Strindberg during his most difficult period--
+has stood as a model for THE DOCTOR. We note in particular that the
+description of the doctor's house enclosing a courtyard on three
+sides, tallies with a type of building which is characteristic of
+the south of Sweden. When THE DOCTOR ruthlessly explains to THE
+STRANGER that the asylum, 'The Good Help,' was not a hospital but a
+lunatic asylum, he expresses Strindberg's own misgivings that the
+St. Louis Hospital, of which, as mentioned above, Strindberg was
+an inmate in the beginning of the year 1895, was really to be
+regarded as a lunatic asylum.
+
+Even minor characters, such as CAESAR and THE BEGGAR have their
+counterparts in real life, even though in the main they are
+fantastic creations of his imagination. The guardian of his
+daughter, Kerstin, a relative of Frida Uhl's, was called Dr. Cäsar
+R. v. Weyr. Regarding THE BEGGAR it may be enough to quote
+Strindberg's feelings when confronted with the collections made by
+his Paris friends:
+
+'I am a beggar who has no right to go to cafés. Beggar! That is the
+right word; it rings in my ears and brings a burning blush to my
+cheeks, the blush of shame, humiliation, and rage!
+
+'To think that six weeks ago I sat at this table! My theatre
+manager addressed me as Dear Master; journalists strove to
+interview me, the photographer begged to be allowed to sell my
+portrait. And now: a beggar, a branded man, an outcast from
+society!'
+
+After this we can understand why Strindberg in _The Road to
+Damascus_ apparently in such surprising manner is seized by the
+suspicion that he is himself the beggar.
+
+We have thus seen that Part I of _The Road to Damascus_ is at the
+same time a free creation of fantasy and a drama of portrayal. The
+elements of realism are starkly manifest, but they are moulded and
+hammered into a work of art by a force of combinative imagination
+rising far above the task of mere descriptive realism. The scenes
+unroll themselves in calculated sequence up to the central asylum
+picture, from there to return in reverse order through the second
+half of the drama, thus symbolising life's continuous repetition of
+itself, Kierkegaard's _Gentagelse_. The first part of _The Road to
+Damascus_ is the one most frequently produced on the stage. This is
+understandable, having regard to its firm structure and the
+consistency of its faith in a Providence directing the fortunes and
+misfortunes of man, whether the individual rages in revolt or
+submits in quiet resignation.
+
+The second part of _The Road to Damascus_ is dominated by the
+scenes of the great alchemist banquet which, in all its fantastic
+oddity, is one of the most suggestive ever created on the ancient
+theme of the fickleness of fortune. It was suggested above that
+there were two factors beyond all others binding Strindberg to the
+world and making him hesitate before the monastery; one was woman,
+from whom he sets himself free in Part II, after the birth of a
+child--precisely as in his marriage to Frida Uhl--the other was
+scientific honour, in its highest phase equivalent, to Strindberg,
+to the power to produce gold. Countless were the experiments for
+this purpose made by Strindberg in his primitive laboratories, and
+countless his failures. To the world-famous author, literary honour
+meant little as opposed to the slightest prospect of being
+acknowledged as a prominent scientist. Harriet Bosse has told me
+that Strindberg seldom said anything about his literary work, never
+was interested in what other people thought of them, or troubled to
+read the reviews; but on the other hand he would often, with
+sparkling eyes and childish pride, show her strips of paper,
+stained at one end with some golden-brown substance. 'Look,' he
+said, 'this is pure gold, and I have made it!' In face of the
+stubborn scepticism of scientific experts Strindberg was, however,
+driven to despair as to his ability, and felt his dreams of fortune
+shattered, as did THE STRANGER at the macabre banquet given in his
+honour--a banquet which was, as a matter of fact, planned by his
+Paris friends, not, as Strindberg would have liked to believe, in
+honour of the great scientist, but to the great author.
+
+In Part I of _The Road to Damascus_, THE STRANGER replies with a
+hesitating 'Perhaps' when THE LADY wants to lead him to the
+protecting Church; and at the end of Part II he exclaims: 'Come,
+priest, before I change my mind'; but in Part III his decision is
+final, he enters the monastery. The reason is that not even THE
+LADY in her third incarnation had shown herself capable of
+reconciling him to life. The wedding day scenes just before,
+between Harriet Bosse and the ageing author, form, however, the
+climax of Part III and are among the most poetically moving that
+Strindberg has ever written.
+
+Besides having his belief in the rapture of love shattered, THE
+STRANGER also suffers disappointment at seeing his child fall short
+of expectations. The meeting between the daughter Sylvia and THE
+STRANGER probably refers to an episode from the summer of 1899,
+when Strindberg, after long years of suffering in foreign
+countries, saw his beloved Swedish skerries again, and also his
+favourite daughter Greta, who had come over from Finland to meet
+him. Contrary to the version given in the drama, the reunion of
+father and daughter seems to have been very happy and cordial.
+However, it is typical of the fate-oppressed Strindberg that in his
+work even the happiest summer memories become tinged with black.
+Once and for all the dark colours on his palette were the most
+intense.
+
+The final entry into the monastery was more a symbol for the
+struggling author's dream of peace and atonement than a real thing
+in his life. It is true he visited the Benedictine monastery,
+Maredsous, in Belgium in 1898, and its well stocked library came to
+play a certain part In the drama, but already he realised, after
+one night's sojourn there, that he had no call for the monastic
+life.
+
+Seen as a whole the trilogy marks a turning point in Strindberg's
+dramatic production. The logical, calculated concentration of his
+naturalistic work of the 1880's has given way to a freer form of
+composition, in which the atmosphere has come to mean more than the
+dialogue, the musical and dreamlike qualities more than
+conciseness. _The Road to Damascus_ abounds with details from real
+life, reproduced in sharply naturalistic manner, but these are not,
+as things were in his earlier works viewed by the author _a priori_
+as reality but become wrapped in dreamlike mystery. Just as with
+_Lady Julia_ and _The Father_ Strindberg ushered in the naturalistic
+drama of the 1880's, so in the years around the turn of the century
+he was, with his symbolist cycle _The Road to Damascus_, to break
+new ground for European drama which had gradually become stuck in
+fixed formulas. _The Road to Damascus_ became a landmark in world
+literature both as a brilliant work of art and as bearer of new
+stage technique.
+
+GUNNAR OLLÉN
+
+Translated by
+ESTHER JOHANSON
+
+
+
+
+
+
+
+PART ONE
+
+
+CHARACTERS
+
+THE STRANGER
+THE LADY
+THE BEGGAR
+THE DOCTOR
+HIS SISTER
+AN OLD MAN
+A MOTHER
+AN ABBESS
+A CONFESSOR
+
+less important figures
+FIRST MOURNER
+SECOND MOURNER
+THIRD MOURNER
+LANDLORD
+CAESAR
+WAITER
+
+non-speaking
+A SMITH
+MILLER'S WIFE
+FUNERAL ATTENDANTS
+
+
+SCENES
+
+SCENE I Street Corner SCENE XVII
+SCENE II Doctor's House SCENE XVI
+SCENE III Room in an Hotel SCENE XV
+SCENE IV By the Sea SCENE XIV
+SCENE V On the Road SCENE XIII
+SCENE VI In a Ravine SCENE XII
+SCENE VII In a Kitchen SCENE XI
+SCENE VIII The 'Rose' Room SCENE X
+SCENE IX Convent
+
+
+AUGUST STRINDBERG
+
+THE ROAD TO DAMASCUS
+PART ONE
+
+English Version by
+GRAHAM RAWSON
+
+First Performance in England by the Stage Society at the
+Westminster Theatre, 2nd May 1937
+
+CAST
+
+THE STRANGER Francis James
+THE LADY Wanda Rotha
+THE BEGGAR Alexander Sarner
+FIRST MOURNER George Cormack
+SECOND MOURNER Kenneth Bell
+THIRD MOURNER Peter Bennett
+FOURTH MOURNER Bryan Sears
+FIFTH MOURNER Michael Boyle
+SIXTH MOURNER Stephen Patrick
+THE LANDLORD Stephen Jack
+THE DOCTOR Neil Porter
+HIS SISTER Olga Martin
+CAESAR Peter Land
+A WAITER Peter Bennett
+AN OLD MAN A. Corney Grain
+A MOTHER Frances Waring
+THE SMITH Norman Thomas
+THE MILLER'S WIFE Julia Sandham
+AN ABBESS Natalia Moya
+A CONFESSOR Tristan Rawson
+
+PRODUCER Carl H. Jaffe
+ASSISTANT PRODUCER Ossia Trilling
+
+
+SCENE I
+
+STREET CORNER
+
+[Street Corner with a seat under a tree; the side-door of a small
+Gothic Church nearby; also a post office and a café with chairs
+outside it. Both post office and café are shut. A funeral march is
+heard off, growing louder sand then fainter. A STRANGER is standing
+on the edge of the pavement and seems uncertain which way to go. A
+church clock strikes: first the four quarters and then the hour. It
+is three o'clock. A LADY enters and greets the STRANGER. She is
+about to pass him, but stops.]
+
+STRANGER. It's you! I almost knew you'd come.
+
+LADY. You wanted me: I felt it. But why are you waiting here?
+
+STRANGER. I don't know. I must wait somewhere.
+
+LADY. Who are you waiting for?
+
+STRANGER. I wish I could tell you! For forty years I've been
+waiting for something: I believe they call it happiness; or the end
+of unhappiness. (Pause.) There's that terrible music again. Listen!
+But don't go, I beg you. I'll feel afraid, if you do.
+
+LADY. We met yesterday for the first time; and talked for four
+hours. You roused my sympathy, but you mustn't abuse my kindness on
+that account.
+
+STRANGER. I know that well enough. But I beg you not to leave me.
+I'm a stranger here, without friends; and my few acquaintances seem
+more like enemies.
+
+LADY. You have enemies everywhere. You're lonely everywhere. Why
+did you leave your wife and children?
+
+STRANGER. I wish I knew. I wish I knew why I still live; why I'm
+here now; where I should go and what I should do! Do you believe
+that the living can be damned already?
+
+LADY. No.
+
+STRANGER. Look at me.
+
+LADY. Hasn't life brought you a single pleasure?
+
+STRANGER. Not one! If at any time I thought so, it was merely a
+trap to tempt me to prolong my miseries. If ripe fruit fell into my
+hand, it was poisoned or rotten at the core.
+
+LADY. What is your religion--if you'll forgive the question?
+
+STRANGER. Only this: that when I can bear things no longer, I shall
+go.
+
+LADY. Where?
+
+STRANGER. Into annihilation. If I don't hold life in my hand, at
+least I hold death. ... It gives me an amazing feeling of power.
+
+LADY. You're playing with death!
+
+STRANGER. As I've played with life. (Pause.) I was a writer. But in
+spite of my melancholy temperament I've never been able to take
+anything seriously--not even my worst troubles. Sometimes I even
+doubt whether life itself has had any more reality than my books.
+(A De Profundis is heard from the funeral procession.) They're
+coming back. Why must they process up and down these streets?
+
+LADY. Do you fear them?
+
+STRANGER. They annoy me. The place might be bewitched. No, it's not
+death I fear, but solitude; for then one's not alone. I don't know
+who's there, I or another, but in solitude one's not alone. The air
+grows heavy and seems to engender invisible beings, who have life
+and whose presence can be felt.
+
+LADY. You've noticed that?
+
+STRANGER. For some time I've noticed a great deal; but not as I
+used to. Once I merely saw objects and events, forms and colours,
+whilst now I perceive ideas and meanings. Life, that once had no
+meaning, has begun to have one. Now I discern intention where I
+used to see nothing but chance. (Pause.) When I met you yesterday
+it struck me you'd been sent across my path, either to save me, or
+destroy me.
+
+LADY. Why should I destroy you?
+
+STRANGER. Because it may be your destiny.
+
+LADY. No such idea ever crossed my mind; it was largely sympathy I
+felt for you. ... Never, in all my life, have I met anyone like
+you. I have only to look at you for the tears to start to my eyes.
+Tell me, what have you on your conscience? Have you done something
+wrong, that's never been discovered or punished?
+
+STRANGER. You may well ask! No, I've no more sins on my conscience
+than other free men. Except this: I determined that life should
+never make a fool of me.
+
+LADY. You must let yourself be fooled, more or less, to live at
+all.
+
+STRANGER. That would seem a kind of duty; but one I wanted to get
+out of. (Pause.) I've another secret. It's whispered in the family
+that I'm a changeling.
+
+LADY. What's that?
+
+STRANGER. A child substituted by the elves for the baby that was
+born.
+
+LADY. Do you believe in such things?
+
+STRANGER. No. But, as a parable, there's something to be said for
+it. (Pause.) As a child I was always crying and didn't seem to take
+to life in this world. I hated my parents, as they hated me. I
+brooked no constraint, no conventions, no laws, and my longing was
+for the woods and the sea.
+
+LADY. Did you ever see visions?
+
+STRANGER. Never. But I've often thought that two beings were
+guiding my destiny. One offers me all I desire; but the other's
+ever at hand to bespatter the gifts with filth, so that they're
+useless to me and I can't touch them. It's true that life has given
+me all I asked of it--but everything's turned out worthless to me.
+
+LADY. You've had everything and yet are not content?
+
+STRANGER. That is the curse. ...
+
+LADY. Don't say that! But why haven't you desired things that
+transcend this life, that can never be sullied?
+
+STRANGER. Because I doubt if there is a beyond.
+
+LADY. But the elves?
+
+STRANGER. Are merely a fairy story. (Pointing to a seat.) Shall we
+sit down?
+
+LADY. Yes. Who are you waiting for?
+
+STRANGER. Really, for the post office to open. There's a letter for
+me--it's been forwarded on but hasn't reached me. (They sit down.)
+But tell me something of yourself now. (The Lady takes up her
+crochet work.)
+
+LADY. There's nothing to tell.
+
+STRANGER. Strangely enough, I should prefer to think of you like
+that. Impersonal, nameless--I only do know one of your names. I'd
+like to christen you myself--let me see, what ought you to be
+called? I've got it. Eve! (With a gesture towards the wings.)
+Trumpets! (The funeral march is heard again.) There it is again!
+Now I must invent your age, for I don't know how old you are. From
+now on you are thirty-four--so you were born in sixty-four.
+(Pause.) Now your character, for I don't know that either. I shall
+give you a good character, your voice reminds me of my mother--I
+mean the idea of a mother, for my mother never caressed me, though
+I can remember her striking me. You see, I was brought up in hate!
+An eye for an eye--a tooth for a tooth. You see this scar on my
+forehead? That comes from a blow my brother gave me with an axe,
+after I'd struck him with a stone. I never went to my father's
+funeral, because he turned me out of the house when my sister
+married. I was born out of wedlock, when my family were bankrupt
+and in mourning for an uncle who had taken his life. Now you know
+my family! That's the stock I come from. Once I narrowly escaped
+fourteen years' hard labour--so I've every reason to thank the
+elves, though I can't be altogether pleased with what they've done.
+
+LADY. I like to hear you talk. But don't speak of the elves: it
+makes me sad.
+
+STRANGER. Frankly, I don't believe in them; yet they're always
+making themselves felt. Are these elves the souls of the unhappy,
+who still await redemption? If so, I am the child of an evil
+spirit. Once I believed I was near redemption--through a woman.
+But no mistake could have been greater: I was plunged into the
+seventh hell.
+
+LADY. You must be unhappy. But this won't go on always.
+
+STRANGER. Do you think church bells and Holy Water could comfort
+me? I've tried them; they only made things worse. I felt like the
+Devil when he sees the sign of the cross. (Pause.) Let's talk about
+you now.
+
+LADY. There's no need. (Pause.) Have you been blamed for misusing
+your gifts?
+
+STRANGER. I've been blamed for everything. In the town I lived in
+no one was so hated as I. Lonely I came in and lonely I went out.
+If I entered a public place people avoided me. If I wanted to rent
+a room, it would be let. The priests laid a ban on me from the
+pulpit, teachers from their desks and parents in their homes. The
+church committee wanted to take my children from me. Then I
+blasphemously shook my fist ... at heaven!
+
+LADY. Why did they hate you so?
+
+STRANGER. How should I know! Yet I do! I couldn't endure to see men
+suffer. So I kept on saying, and writing, too: free yourselves, I
+will help you. And to the poor I said: do not let the rich exploit
+you. And to the women: do not allow yourselves to be enslaved by
+the men. And--worst of all--to the children: do not obey your
+parents, if they are unjust. What followed was impossible to
+foresee. I found that everyone was against me: rich and poor, men
+and women, parents and children. And then came sickness and
+poverty, beggary and shame, divorce, law-suits, exile, solitude,
+and now. ... Tell me, do you think me mad?
+
+LADY. No.
+
+STRANGER. You must be the only one. But I'm all the more grateful.
+
+LADY (rising). I must leave you now.
+
+STRANGER. You, too?
+
+LADY. And you mustn't stay here.
+
+STRANGER. Where should I go?
+
+LADY. Home. To your work.
+
+STRANGER. But I'm no worker. I'm a writer.
+
+LADY. I know. But I didn't want to hurt you. Creative power is
+something given you, that can also taken away. See you don't
+forfeit yours.
+
+STRANGER. Where are you going?
+
+LADY. Only to a shop.
+
+STRANGER (after a pause). Tell me, are you a believer?
+
+LADY. I am nothing.
+
+STRANGER. All the better: you have a future. How I wish I were your
+old blind father, whom you could lead to the market place to sing
+for his bread. My tragedy is I cannot grow old that's what happens
+to children of the elves, they have big heads and never only cry. I
+wish I were someone's dog. I could follow him and never be alone
+again. I'd get a meal sometimes, a kick now and then, a pat
+perhaps, a blow often. ...
+
+LADY. Now I must go. Good-bye. (She goes out.)
+
+STRANGER (absent-mindedly). Good-bye. (He remains on the seat. He
+takes off his hat and wipes his forehead. Then he draws on the
+ground with his stick. A BEGGAR enters. He has a strange look and
+is collecting objects from the gutter.) White are you picking up,
+beggar?
+
+BEGGAR. Why call me that? I'm no beggar. Have I asked you for
+anything?
+
+STRANGER. I beg your pardon. It's so hard to judge men from
+appearances.
+
+BEGGAR. That's true. For instance, can you guess who I am?
+
+STRANGER. I don't intend to try. It doesn't interest me.
+
+BEGGAR. No one can know that in advance. Interest commonly comes
+afterwards--when it's too late. Virtus post nummos!
+
+STRANGER. What? Do beggars know Latin?
+
+BEGGAR. You see, you're interested already. Omne tulit punctum qui
+miscuit utile dulci. I have always succeeded in everything I've
+undertaken, because I've never attempted anything. I should like to
+call myself Polycrates, who found the gold ring in the fish's
+stomach. Life has given me all I asked of it. But I never asked
+anything; I grew tired of success and threw the ring away. Yet, now
+I've grown old I regret it. I search for it in the gutters; but as
+the search takes time, in default of my gold ring I don't disdain a
+few cigar stumps. ...
+
+STRANGER. I don't know whether this beggar's cynical or mad.
+
+BEGGAR. I don't know either.
+
+STRANGER. Do you know who I am?
+
+BEGGAR. No. And it doesn't interest me.
+
+STRANGER. Well, interest commonly comes afterwards. ... You see you
+tempt me to take the words out of your mouth. And that's the same
+thing as picking up other people's cigars.
+
+BEGGAR. So you won't follow my example?
+
+STRANGER. What's that scar on your forehead?
+
+BEGGAR. I got it from a near relation.
+
+STRANGER. Now you frighten me! Are you real? May I touch you? (He
+touches his arm.) There's no doubt of it. ... Would you deign to
+accept a small coin in return for a promise to seek Polycrates'
+ring in another part of the town? (He hands him a coin.) Post
+nummos virtus. ... Another echo. You must go at once.
+
+BEGGAR. I will. But you've given me far too much. I'll return
+three-quarters of it. Now we owe one another nothing but
+friendship.
+
+STRANGER. Friendship! Am I a friend of yours?
+
+BEGGAR. Well, I am of yours. When one's alone in the world one
+can't be particular.
+
+STRANGER. Then let me tell you you forget yourself...
+
+BEGGAR. Only too pleased! But when we meet again I'll have a word
+of welcome for you. (Exit.)
+
+STRANGER (sitting down again and drawing in the dust with his
+stick). Sunday afternoon! A long, dank, sad time, after the usual
+Sunday dinner of roast beef, cabbage and watery potatoes. Now the
+older people are testing, the younger playing chess and smoking.
+The servants have gone to church and the shops are shut. This
+frightful afternoon, this day of rest, when there's nothing to
+engage the soul, when it's as hard to meet a friend as to get into
+a wine shop. (The LADY comes back again, she is noun wearing a
+flower at her breast.) Strange! I can't speak without being
+contradicted at once!
+
+LADY. So you're still here?
+
+STRANGER. Whether I sit here, or elsewhere, and write in the sand
+doesn't seem to me to matter--as long so I write in the sand.
+
+LADY. What are you writing? May I see?
+
+STRANGER. I think you'll find: Eve 1864. ... No, don't step on it.
+
+LADY. What happens then?
+
+STRANGER. A disaster for you ... and for me.
+
+LADY. You know that?
+
+STRANGER. Yes, and more. That the Christmas rose you're wearing is
+a mandragora. Its symbolical meaning is malice and calumny; but it
+was once used in medicine for the healing of madness. Will you give
+it me?
+
+LADY (hesitating). As medicine?
+
+STRANGER. Of course. (Pause.) Have you read my books?
+
+LADY. You know I have. And that it's you I have to thank for giving
+me freedom and a belief in human rights and human dignity.
+
+STRANGER. Then you haven't read the recent ones?
+
+LADY. No. And if they're not like the earlier ones I don't want to.
+
+STRANGER. Then promise never to open another book of mine.
+
+LADY. Let me think that over. Very well, I promise.
+
+STRANGER. Good! But see you keep your promise. Remember what
+happened to Bluebeard's wife when curiosity tempted her into the
+forbidden chamber. ...
+
+LADY. You see, already you make demands like those of a Bluebeard.
+What you don't see, or have long since forgotten, is that I'm
+married, and that my husband's a doctor, and that he admires your
+work. So that his house is open to you, if you wish to be made
+welcome there.
+
+STRANGER. I've done all I can to forget it. I've expunged it from
+my memory so that it no longer has any reality for me.
+
+LADY. If that's so, will you come home with me to-night?
+
+STRANGER. No. Will you come with me?
+
+LADY. Where?
+
+STRANGER. Anywhere! I have no home, only a trunk. Money I sometimes
+have--though not often. It's the one thing life has capriciously
+refused me, perhaps because I never desired it intensely enough.
+(The LADY shakes her head.) Well? What are you thinking?
+
+LADY. I'm surprised I'm not angry with you. But you're not serious.
+
+STRANGER. Whether I am or not's all one to me. Ah! There's the
+organ! It won't be long now before the drink shops open.
+
+LADY. Is it true _you_ drink?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. A great deal! Wine makes my soul from her prison, up
+into the firmament, where she what has never yet been seen, and
+hears what men never yet heard. ...
+
+LADY. And the day after?
+
+STRANGER. I have the most delightful scruples of conscience! I
+experience the purifying emotions of guilt and repentance. I enjoy
+the sufferings of the body, whilst my soul hovers like smoke about
+my head. It is as if one were suspended between Life and Death,
+when the spirit feels that she has already opened her pinions and
+could fly aloft, if she would.
+
+LADY. Come into the church for a moment. You'll hear no sermon,
+only the beautiful music of vespers.
+
+STRANGER. No. Not into church! It depresses me because I feel I
+don't belong there. ... That I'm an unhappy soul and that it's as
+impossible for me to re-enter as to become a child again.
+
+LADY. You feel all that ... already?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. I've got that far. I feel as if I lay hacked in
+pieces and were being slowly melted in Medea's cauldron. Either I
+shall be sent to the soap-boilers, or arise renewed from my own
+dripping! It depends on Medea's skill!
+
+LADY. That sounds like the word of an oracle. We must see if you
+can't become a child again.
+
+STRANGER. We should have to start with the cradle; and this time
+with the right child.
+
+LADY. Exactly! Wait here for me whilst I go into the church. If the
+café were open I'd ask you please not to drink. But luckily it's
+shut.
+
+(The LADY exits. The STRANGER sits down again and draws in the
+sand. Enter six funeral attendants in brown with some mourners. One
+of them carries a banner with the insignia of the Carpenters,
+draped in brown crępe; another a large axe decorated with spruce, a
+third a cushion with a chairman's mallet. They stop outside the
+café and wait.)
+
+STRANGER. Excuse me, whose funeral have you been attending?
+
+FIRST MOURNER. A house-breaker's. (He imitates the ticking of a
+clock.)
+
+STRANGER. A real house-breaker? Or the insect sort, that lodges in
+the woodwork and goes 'tick-tick'?
+
+FIRST MOURNER. Both--but mainly the insect sort. What do they call
+them?
+
+STRANGER (to himself). He wants to fool me into saying the
+death-watch beetle. So I won't. You mean a burglar?
+
+SECOND MOURNER. No. (The clock is again heard ticking.)
+
+STRANGER. Are you trying to frighten me? Or does the dead man work
+miracles? In that case I'd better explain that my nerves are good,
+and that I don't believe in miracles. But I do find it strange that
+the mourners wear brown. Why not black? It's cheap and suitable.
+
+THIRD MOURNER. To us, in our simplicity, it looks black; but if
+Your Honour wishes it, it shall look brown to you.
+
+STRANGER. A queer company! They give me an uneasy feeling I'd like
+to ascribe to the wine I drank yesterday. If I were to ask if that
+were spruce, you'd probably say--well what?
+
+FIRST MOURNER. Vine leaves.
+
+STRANGER. I thought it would not be spruce! The café's opening, at
+last! (The Café opens, the STRANGER sits at a table and is served
+with wine. The MOURNERS sit at the other tables.) They must have
+been glad to be rid of him, if the mourners start drinking as soon
+as the funeral's over.
+
+FIRST MOURNER. He was a good-for-nothing, who couldn't take life
+seriously.
+
+STRANGER. And who probably drank?
+
+SECOND MOURNER. Yes.
+
+THIRD MOURNER. And let others support his wife and children.
+
+STRANGER. He shouldn't have done so. Is that why his friends speak
+so well of him now? Please don't shake my table when I'm drinking.
+
+SECOND MOURNER. When I'm drinking, I don't mind.
+
+STRANGER. Well, I do. There's a great difference between us! (The
+MOURNERS whisper together. The BEGGAR comes back.) Here's the
+beggar again!
+
+BEGGAR (sitting down at a table). Wine. Moselle!
+
+LANDLORD (consulting a police last). I can't serve you: you've not
+paid your taxes. Here's your name, age and profession, and the
+decision of the court.
+
+BEGGAR. Omnia serviliter pro dominatione! I'm a free man with a
+university education. I refused to pay taxes because I didn't want
+to become a member of parliament. Moselle!
+
+LANDLORD. You'll get free transport to the poor house, if you don't
+get out.
+
+STRANGER. Couldn't you gentlemen settle this somewhere else. You're
+disturbing your patrons.
+
+LANDLORD. You can witness I'm in the right.
+
+STRANGER. No. The whole thing's too distressing. Even without
+paying taxes he has the right to enjoy life's small pleasures.
+
+LANDLORD. So you're the kind who'd absolve vagabonds from their
+duties?
+
+STRANGER. This is too much! I'd have you know that I'm a famous
+man. (The LANDLORD and MOURNERS laugh.)
+
+LANDLORD. Infamous, probably! Let me look at the police list, and
+see if the description tallies: thirty-eight, brown hair,
+moustache, blue eyes; no settled employment, means unknown;
+married, but has deserted his wife and children; well known for
+revolutionary views on social questions: gives impression he is not
+in full possession of his faculties. ... It fits!
+
+STRANGER (rising, pale and taken aback). What?
+
+LANDLORD. Yes. It fits all right.
+
+BEGGAR. Perhaps he's on the list. And not me!
+
+LANDLORD. It looks like it. In any case, both of you had better
+clear out.
+
+BEGGAR (to the STRANGER). Shall we?
+
+STRANGER. We? This begins to look like a conspiracy.
+
+(The church bells are heard. The sun comes out and illuminates the
+coloured rose window above the church door, which is now opened,
+disclosing the interior. The organ is heard and the choir singing
+Ave Maris Stella.)
+
+LADY (coming from the church). Where are you? What are you doing?
+Why did you call me? Must you hang on a woman's skirts like a
+child?
+
+STRANGER. I'm afraid now. Things are happening that have no natural
+explanation.
+
+LADY. But you were afraid of nothing. Not even death!
+
+STRANGER. Death ... no. But of something else, the unknown.
+
+LADY. Listen. Give me your hand. You're ill, I'll take you to a
+doctor. Come!
+
+STRANGER. If you like. But tell me: is this carnival, or ... reality?
+
+LADY. It's real enough.
+
+STRANGER. This beggar must be a wretched fellow. Is it true he
+resembles me?
+
+LADY. He will, if you go on drinking. Now go to the post office and
+get your letter. And then come with me.
+
+STRANGER. No, I won't. It'll only be about lawsuits.
+
+LADY. If not?
+
+STRANGER. Malicious gossip.
+
+LADY. Well, do as you wish. No one can escape his fate. At this
+moment I feel a higher power is sitting in judgment on us and has
+made a decision.
+
+STRANGER. You feel that, too! I heard the hammer fall just now; and
+the chairs being pushed back. The clerk's being sent to find me!
+Oh, the suspense! No, I can't follow you.
+
+LADY. Tell me, what have you done to me? In the church I found I
+couldn't pray. A light on the altar was extinguished and an icy
+wind blew in my face when I heard you call me.
+
+STRANGER. I didn't call you. But I wanted you.
+
+LADY. You're not as weak as you pretend. You have great strength;
+and I'm afraid of you. ...
+
+STRANGER. When I'm alone I've no strength at all; but if I can find
+a single companion I grow strong. I shall be strong now; and so
+I'll follow you.
+
+LADY. Perhaps you can free me from the werewolf.
+
+STRANGER. Who's he?
+
+LADY. That's what I call him.
+
+STRANGER. Count on me. Killing dragons, freeing princesses,
+defeating werewolves--that is Life!
+
+LADY. Then come, my liberator!
+
+(She draws her veil over her face, kisses him on the mouth and
+hurries out. The STRANGER stands where he is for a moment,
+surprised and stunned. A loud chord sung by women's voices, rather
+like a cry, is heard from the church. The rose window suddenly
+grows dark and the tree above the seat is shaken by the wind. The
+MOURNERS rise and look at the sky, as if they could see something
+terrifying. The STRANGER hurries out after the LADY.)
+
+
+SCENE II
+
+DOCTOR'S HOUSE
+
+[Courtyard enclosed on three sides by a single-storied house with a
+tiled roof. Small windows in all three façades. Right, verandah
+with glass doors. Left, climbing roses and bee-hives outside the
+windows. In the middle of the courtyard a woodpile in the form of a
+cupola. A well beside it. The top of a walnut tree is seen above
+the central façade of the house. In the corner, right, a garden
+gate. By the well a large tortoise. On right, entrance below to a
+wine-cellar. An ice-chest and dust-bin. The DOCTOR'S SISTER enters
+from the verandah with a telegram.]
+
+SISTER. Now misfortune will fall on your house.
+
+DOCTOR. When has it not, my dear sister?
+
+SISTER. This time. ... Ingeborg's coming and bringing ... guess
+whom?
+
+DOCTOR. Wait! I know, because I've long foreseen this, even desired
+it, for he's a writer I've always admired. I've learnt much from
+him and often wished to meet him. Now he's coming, you say. Where
+did Ingeborg meet him?
+
+SISTER. In town, it seems. Probably in some literary _salon_.
+
+DOCTOR. I've often wondered whether this man was the boy of the
+same name who was my friend at school. I hope not; for he seemed
+one that fortune would treat harshly. And in a life-time he'll have
+given his unhappy tendencies full scope.
+
+SISTER. Don't let him come here. Go out. Say you're engaged.
+
+DOCTOR. No. One can't escape one's fate.
+
+SISTER. But you've never bowed your head to anyone! Why crawl
+before this spectre, and call him fate?
+
+DOCTOR. Life has taught me to. I've wasted time and energy in
+fighting the inevitable.
+
+SISTER. But why allow your wife to behave like this? She'll
+compromise you both.
+
+DOCTOR. You think so? Because, when I made her break off her
+engagement I held out false hopes to her of a life of freedom,
+instead of the slavery she'd known. Besides, I could never love her
+if I were in a position to give her orders.
+
+SISTER. You'd be friends with your enemy?
+
+DOCTOR. Oh ...!
+
+SISTER. Will you let her bring someone into the house who'll
+destroy you? If you only knew how I hate that man.
+
+DOCTOR. I do. His last book's terrible; and shows a certain lack
+of mental balance.
+
+SISTER. They ought to shut him up.
+
+DOCTOR. Many people have said so, but I don't think him bad enough.
+
+SISTER. Because you're eccentric yourself, and live in daily
+contact with a woman who's mad.
+
+DOCTOR. I admit abnormality has always had a strong attraction for
+me, and originality is at least not commonplace. (The syren of a
+steamer is heard.) What was that?
+
+SISTER. Your nerves are on edge. It's only the steamer. (Pause.)
+Now, I implore you, go away!
+
+DOCTOR. I ought to want to; but I'm held fast. (Pause.) From here I
+can see his portrait in my study. The sunlight throws a shadow on
+it that changes it completely. It makes him look like. ...
+Horrible! You see what I mean?
+
+HATER. The devil! Come away!
+
+DOCTOR. I can't.
+
+SISTER. Then at least defend yourself.
+
+DOCTOR. I always do. But this time I feel a thunder storm
+gathering. How often have I tried to fly, and not been able to.
+It's as if the earth were iron and I a compass needle. If
+misfortune comes, it's not of my fee choice. They've come in
+at the door.
+
+SISTER. I heard nothing.
+
+DOCTOR. I did! Now I can see them, too! He _is_ the friend of my
+boyhood. He got into trouble at school; but I was blamed and
+punished. He was nick-named Caesar, I don't know why.
+
+SISTER. And this man. ...
+
+DOCTOR. That's what always happens. Caesar! (The LADY comes in.)
+
+LADY. I've brought a visitor.
+
+DOCTOR. I know, and he's welcome.
+
+LADY. I left him in the house, to wash.
+
+DOCTOR. Well, are you satisfied with your conquest?
+
+LADY. I think he's the unhappiest man I ever met.
+
+DOCTOR. That's saying a great deal.
+
+LADY. Yes, there's enough unhappiness for all of us.
+
+DOCTOR. There is! (To his SISTER.) Would you ask him to come out
+here? (His SISTER goes out.) Have you had an interesting time?
+
+LADY. Yes. I met a number of strange people. Have you had many
+patients?
+
+DOCTOR. No. The consulting room's empty this morning. I think the
+practice is going down.
+
+LADY (kindly). I'm sorry. Tell me, oughtn't that woodpile to be
+taken into the house? It only draws the damp.
+
+DOCTOR (without reproach). Yes, and the bees should be killed, too;
+and the fruit in the garden picked. But I've no time to do it.
+
+LADY. You're tired.
+
+DOCTOR. Tired of everything.
+
+LADY (without bitterness). And you've a wife who can't even help
+you.
+
+DOCTOR (kindly). You mustn't say that, if I don't think so.
+
+LADY (turning towards the verandah). Here he is!
+
+(The STRANGER comes in through the verandah, dressed in a way that
+makes him look younger than before. He has an air of forced
+candour. He seems to recognise the doctor, and shrinks back, but
+recovers himself.)
+
+DOCTOR. You're very welcome.
+
+STRANGER. It's kind of you.
+
+DOCTOR. You bring good weather with you. And we need it; for it's
+rained for six weeks.
+
+STRANGER. Not for seven? It usually rains for seven if it rains on
+St. Swithin's. But that's later on--how foolish of me!
+
+DOCTOR. As you're used to town life I'm afraid you'll find the
+country dull.
+
+STRANGER. Oh no. I'm no more at home there than here. Excuse me
+asking, but haven't we met before--when we were boys?
+
+DOCTOR. Never.
+
+(The LADY has sat down at the table and is crocheting.)
+
+STRANGER. Are you sure?
+
+DOCTOR. Perfectly. I've followed your literary career from the
+first with great interest; as I know my wife has told you. So
+that if we _had_ met I'd certainly have remembered your name.
+(Pause.) Well, now you can see how a country doctor lives!
+
+STRANGER. If you could guess what the life of a so-called
+liberator's like, you wouldn't envy him.
+
+DOCTOR. I can imagine it; for I've seen how men love their chains.
+Perhaps that's as it should be.
+
+STRANGER (listening). Strange. Who's playing in the village?
+
+DOCTOR. I don't know. Do you, Ingeborg?
+
+LADY. No.
+
+STRANGER. Mendelssohn's Funeral March! It pursues me. I never know
+whether I've heard it or not.
+
+DOCTOR. Do you suffer from hallucinations?
+
+STRANGER. No. But I'm pursued by trivial incidents. Can't you hear
+anyone playing?
+
+DOCTOR. Yes.
+
+LADY. Someone _is_ playing. Mendelssohn.
+
+DOCTOR. Not surprising.
+
+STRANGER. No. But that it should be played precisely at the right
+place, at the right time . ... (He gets up.)
+
+DOCTOR. To reassure you, I'll ask my sister. (Exit through the
+verandah.)
+
+STRANGER (to the LADY). I'm stifling here. I can't pass a night
+under this roof. Your husband looks like a werewolf and in his
+presence you turn into a pillar of salt. Murder has been done in
+this house; the place is haunted. I shall escape as soon as I can
+find an excuse.
+
+(The DOCTOR comes back.)
+
+DOCTOR. It's the girl at the post office.
+
+STRANGER (nervously). Good. That's all right. You've an original
+house. That pile of wood, for instance.
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. It's been struck by lightning twice.
+
+STRANGER. Terrible! And you still keep it?
+
+DOCTOR. That's why. I've made it higher out of defiance; and to
+give shade in summer. It's like the prophet's gourd. But in the
+autumn it must go into the wood shed.
+
+STRANGER (looking round). Christmas roses, too! Where did you get
+them? They're flowering in summer! Everything's upside down here.
+
+DOCTOR. They were given me by a patient. He's not quite sane.
+
+STRANGER. Is he staying in the house?
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. He's a quiet soul, who ponders on the purposelessness
+of nature. He thinks it foolish for hellebore to grow in the snow
+and freeze; so he puts the plants in the cellar and beds them out
+in the spring.
+
+STRANGER. But a madman ... in the house. Most unpleasant!
+
+DOCTOR. He's very harmless.
+
+STRANGER. How did he lose his wits?
+
+DOCTOR. Who can tell. It's a disease of the mind, not the body.
+
+STRANGER. Tell me--is he here--now?
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. He's free to wander in the garden and arrange
+creation. But if his presence disquiets you, we can shut him up.
+
+STRANGER. Why aren't such poor devils put out of--their misery?
+
+DOCTOR. It's hard to know whether they're ripe. ...
+
+STRANGER. What for?
+
+DOCTOR. For what's to come.
+
+STRANGER. There _is_ nothing. (Pause.)
+
+DOCTOR. Who knows!
+
+STRANGER. I feel strangely uneasy. Have you medical material ...
+specimens ... dead bodies?
+
+DOCTOR. Oh yes. In the ice-box--for the authorities, you know. (He
+pulls out an arm and leg.) Look here.
+
+STRANGER. No. Too much like Bluebeard!
+
+DOCTOR (sharply). What do you mean by that? (Looking at the LADY.)
+Do you think I kill my wives?
+
+STRANGER. Oh no. It's clear you don't. Is this house haunted, too?
+
+DOCTOR. Oh yes. Ask my wife.(He disappears behind the wood pile
+where neither the STRANGER nor the LADY can see him.)
+
+LADY. You needn't whisper, my husband's deaf. Though he can lip
+read.
+
+STRANGER. Then let me say that I've never known a more painful
+half-hour. We exchange the merest commonplaces, because none of us
+has the courage to say what he thinks. I suffered so that the idea
+came to me of opening my veins to get relief. But now I'd like to
+tell him the truth and have done with it. Shall we say to his face
+that we mean to go away, and that you've had enough of his
+foolishness?
+
+LADY. If you talk like that I'll begin to hate you. You must behave
+under any circumstances.
+
+STRANGER. How well brought up you are! (The DOCTOR now becomes
+visible to the STRANGER and the LADY, who continue their
+conversation.) Come away with me, before the sun goes down.
+(Pause.) Tell me, why did you kiss me yesterday?
+
+LADY. But. ...
+
+STRANGER. Supposing he could hear what we say! I don't trust him.
+
+DOCTOR. What shall we do to amuse our guest?
+
+LADY. He doesn't care much for amusement. His life's not been
+happy.
+
+(The DOCTOR blows a whistle. The MADMAN comes into the garden. He
+wears a laurel wreath and his clothes are curious.)
+
+DOCTOR. Come here, Caesar.
+
+STRANGER (displeased). What? Is he called Caesar?
+
+DOCTOR. No. It's a nickname I gave him, to remind me of a boy I was
+at school with.
+
+STRANGER (disturbed). Oh?
+
+DOCTOR. He was involved in a strange incident, and I got all the
+blame.
+
+LADY (to the STRANGER). You'd never believe a boy could have been
+so corrupt.
+
+(The STRANGER looks distressed. The MADMAN comes nearer.)
+
+DOCTOR. Caesar, come and make your bow to our famous writer.
+
+CAESAR. Is this the great man?
+
+LADY (to the DOCTOR). Why did you let him come, if it annoys our
+guest?
+
+DOCTOR. Caesar, you must behave. Or I shall have to whip you.
+
+CAESAR. Yes. He is Caesar, but he's not great. He doesn't even know
+which came first, the hen or the egg. But I do.
+
+STRANGER (to the LADY). I shall go. Is this a trap? What am I to
+think? In a minute he'll unloose his bees to amuse me.
+
+LADY. Trust me ... whatever happens! And turn your face away when
+you speak.
+
+STRANGER. This werewolf never leaves us.
+
+DOCTOR (looking at his watch). You must excuse me for about an
+hour. I've a patient to visit. I hope the time won't hang on your
+hands.
+
+STRANGER. I'm used to waiting, for what never comes. ...
+
+DOCTOR (to the MADMAN). Come along, Caesar. I must lock you up in
+the cellar. (He goes out with the MADMAN.)
+
+STRANGER (to the LADY). What does that mean? Someone's pursuing me!
+You told me your husband was well disposed towards me, and I
+believed you. But he can't open his mouth without wounding me.
+Every word pricks like a goad. Then this funeral march ... it's
+really being played! And here, once more, Christmas roses! Why does
+everything follow in an eternal round? Dead bodies, beggars,
+madmen, human destinies and childhood memories? Come away. Let me
+free you from this hell.
+
+LADY. That's why I brought you here. Also that it could never be
+said you'd stolen the wife of another. But one thing I must ask
+you: can I put my trust in you?
+
+STRANGER. You mean in my feelings?
+
+LADY. I don't speak of them. We're taking them for granted. They'll
+endure as long as they'll endure.
+
+STRANGER. You mean in my position? Large sums are owed me. All I
+have to do is to write or telegraph. ...
+
+LADY. Then I will trust you. (Putting away her work.) Now go
+straight out of that door. Follow the syringa hedge till you
+find a gate. We'll meet in the next village.
+
+STRANGER (hesitating). I don't like leaving the back way. I'd
+rather have fought it out with him here.
+
+LADY. Quick!
+
+STRANGER. Won't you come with me?
+
+LADY. Yes. But then I must go first. (She turns and blows a kiss
+towards the verandah.) My poor werewolf!
+
+
+SCENE III
+
+ROOM IN AN HOTEL
+
+[The STRANGER enters followed by the LADY. A WAITER.]
+
+STRANGER (who is carrying a suitcase). Is no other room free?
+
+WAITER. No.
+
+STRANGER. I don't want this one.
+
+LADY. But it's the only one: the other hotels are all full.
+
+STRANGER (to the WAITER). You can go. (The LADY sinks on to a chair
+without taking off her hat and coat.) What is it you want?
+
+LADY. I wish you'd kill me.
+
+STRANGER. I don't wonder! Thrown out of hotels, because we're not
+married, and pestered by the police, we're forced to come to this
+place, the last I'd have wished. To this very room, number eight. ...
+Someone must be against me!
+
+LADY. Is this eight?
+
+STRANGER. What? Have you been here before?
+
+LADY. Have you?
+
+STRANGER. Yes.
+
+LADY. Then let's get away. Onto the road, into the woods. It
+doesn't matter where.
+
+STRANGER. I should like to. But after this terrible time I'm as
+tired as you are. I felt this was to be our journey's end. I
+resisted, I tried to go in the opposite direction, but trains were
+late, or we missed them, and we had to come here. To this room! The
+devil's in it--at least what I call the devil. But I'll be even
+with him yet.
+
+LADY. It seems we'll never find peace on earth again.
+
+STRANGER. Nothing's been changed. The dying Christmas roses.
+(Looking at two pictures.) There he is again. And that's the Hotel
+Breuer in Montreux. I've stayed there, too.
+
+LADY. Did you go to the post office?
+
+STRANGER. I thought you'd ask me that. I did. And as an answer to
+five letters and three telegrams I found a telegram saying that my
+publisher had gone away for a fortnight.
+
+LADY. Then we're lost.
+
+STRANGER. Very nearly.
+
+LADY. The waiter will be back in five minutes and ask for our
+passports. Then the landlord will come up and tell us to go.
+
+STRANGER. Then only one course remains.
+
+LADY. Two.
+
+STRANGER. The second's impossible.
+
+LADY. What is the second?
+
+STRANGER. To go to your parents in the country.
+
+LADY. You're beginning to read my thoughts.
+
+STRANGER. We no longer have any secrets from one another.
+
+LADY. Then the whole dream's at an end.
+
+STRANGER. It maybe.
+
+LADY. You must telegraph again.
+
+STRANGER. I ought to, I know. But I can't stir from here. I no
+longer believe that what I do can succeed. Someone's paralysed me.
+
+LADY. And me! We decided never to speak of the past and yet we drag
+it with us. Look at this carpet. Those flowers seem to form. ...
+
+STRANGER. Him! It's him. He's everywhere. How many hundred times
+has he. ... Yet I see someone else in the pattern of the table
+cloth. No, it's an illusion! Any moment now I'll hear my funeral
+march--then everything will be complete. (Listening.) There!
+
+LADY. I hear nothing.
+
+STRANGER. Am I ... am I. ...
+
+LADY. Shall we go home?
+
+STRANGER. The last place. The worst of all! To arrive like an
+adventurer, a beggar. Impossible!
+
+LADY. Yes, I know, but. ... No, it would be too much. To bring
+shame, disgrace and sorrow to the old people, and to see you
+humiliated, and you me! We could never respect one another again.
+
+STRANGER. It would be worse than death. Yet I feel it's inevitable,
+and I begin to long for it, to get it over quickly, if it must be.
+
+LADY (taking out her work). But I don't want to be reviled in your
+presence. We must find another way. If only we were married--and
+divorce would be easy, because my former marriage isn't recognised
+by the laws of the country in which it was contracted. ... All we
+need do is to go away and be married by the same priest ... but
+that would be wounding for you!
+
+STRANGER. It would match the rest! For this honeymoon's becoming a
+pilgrimage!
+
+LADY. You're right! The landlord will be here in five minutes to
+turn us out. There's only one way to end such humiliations. Of our
+own free will we must accept the worst. ... I can hear footsteps!
+
+STRANGER. I've foreseen this and am ready. Ready for everything. If
+I can't overcome the unseen, I can show you how much I can endure. ...
+You must pawn your jewellery. I can buy it back when my publisher
+gets home, if he's not drowned bathing or killed in a railway
+accident. A man as ambitious as I must be ready to sacrifice his
+honour first of all.
+
+LADY. As we're agreed, wouldn't it be better to give up this room?
+Oh, God! He's coming now.
+
+STRANGER. Let's go. We'll run the gauntlet of waiters, maids and
+servants. Red with shame and pale with indignation. Animals have
+their lairs to hide in, but we are forced to flaunt our shame.
+(Pause.) Let down your veil.
+
+LADY. So this is freedom!
+
+STRANGER. And I ... am the liberator. (Exeunt.)
+
+
+SCENE IV
+
+BY THE SEA
+
+[A hut on a cliff by the sea. Outside it a table with chairs. The
+STRANGER and the LADY are dressed in less sombre clothing and look
+younger than in the previous scene. The LADY is doing crochet work.]
+
+STRANGER. Three peaceful happy days at my wife's side, and anxiety
+returns!
+
+LADY. What do you fear?
+
+STRANGER. That this will not last long.
+
+LADY. Why do you think so?
+
+STRANGER. I don't know. I believe it must end suddenly, terribly.
+There's something deceptive even the sunshine and the stillness. I
+feel that happiness if not part of my destiny.
+
+LADY. But it's all over! My parents are resigned to what we've
+done. My husband understands and has written a kind letter.
+
+STRANGER. What does that matter? Fate spins the web; once more I
+hear the mallet fall and the chairs being pushed back from the
+table--judgment has been pronounced. Yet that must have happened
+before I was born, because even in childhood I began to serve my
+sentence. There's no moment in my life on which can look back with
+happiness.
+
+LADY. Unfortunate man! Yet you've had everything you wished from
+life!
+
+STRANGER. Everything. Unluckily I forgot to wish for money.
+
+LADY. You're thinking of that again.
+
+STRANGER. Are you surprised?
+
+LADY. Quiet!
+
+STRANGER. What is it you're always working at? You sit there like
+one of the Fates and draw the threads through your fingers. But go
+on. The most beautiful of sights is a woman bending over her work,
+or over her child. What are you making?
+
+LADY. Nothing. Crochet work.
+
+STRANGER. It looks like a network of nerves and knots on which
+you've fixed your thoughts. The brain must look like that--from
+within.
+
+LADY. If only I thought of half the things you imagine. ... But I
+think of nothing.
+
+STRANGER. Perhaps that's why I feel so contented when I'm with you.
+Why, I find you so perfect that I can no longer imagine life
+without you! Now the clouds have blown away. Now the sky is clear!
+The wind soft--feel how it caresses us! This is Life! Yes, now I
+live. And I feel my spirit growing, spreading, becoming tenuous,
+infinite. I am everywhere, in the ocean which is my blood, in the
+rocks that are my bones, in the trees, in the flowers; and my head
+reaches up to the heavens. I can survey the whole universe. I _am_
+the universe. And I feel the power of the Creator within me, for I
+am He! I wish I could grasp the all in my hand and refashion it
+into something more perfect, more lasting, more beautiful. I want
+all creation and created beings to be happy, to be born without
+pain, live without suffering, and die in quiet content. Eve! Die
+with me now! This moment, for the next will bring sorrow again.
+
+LADY. I'm not ready to die.
+
+STRANGER. Why not?
+
+LADY. I believe there are things I've not yet done. Perhaps I've
+not suffered enough.
+
+STRANGER. Is that the purpose of life?
+
+LADY. It seems to be. (Pause.) Now I want to ask one thing of you.
+
+STRANGER. Well?
+
+LADY. Don't blaspheme against heaven again, or compare yourself
+with the Creator, for then you remind me of Caesar at home.
+
+STRANGER (excitedly). Caesar! How can you say that ...?
+
+LADY. I'm sorry if I've said anything I shouldn't. It was foolish
+of me to say 'at home.' Forgive me.
+
+STRANGER. You were thinking that Caesar and I resemble one another
+in our blasphemies?
+
+LADY. Of course not.
+
+STRANGER. Strange. I believe you when you say you don't mean to
+hurt me; yet you _do_ hurt me, as all the others do. Why?
+
+LADY. Because you're over-sensitive.
+
+STRANGER. You say that again! Do you think I've sensitive hidden
+places?
+
+LADY. No. I didn't mean that. And now the spirits of suspicion and
+discord are coming between us. Drive them away--at once.
+
+STRANGER. You mustn't say I blaspheme if I use the well-known
+words: See, we are like unto the gods.
+
+LADY. But if that's so, why can't you help yourself, or us?
+
+STRANGER. Can't I? Wait. As yet we've only seen the beginning.
+
+LADY. If the end is like it, heaven help us!
+
+STRANGER. I know what you fear; and I meant to hold back a pleasant
+surprise. But now I won't torment you longer. (He takes out a
+registered letter, not yet opened.) Look!
+
+LADY. The money's come!
+
+STRANGER. This morning. Who can destroy me now?
+
+LADY. Don't speak like that. You know who could.
+
+STRANGER. Who?
+
+LADY. He who punishes the arrogance of men.
+
+STRANGER. And their courage. That especially. This was my Achilles'
+heel; I bore with everything, except this fearful lack of money.
+
+LADY. May I ask how much they've sent?
+
+STRANGER. I don't know. I've not opened the letter. But I do know
+about how much to expect. I'd better look and see. (He opens the
+letter.) What? Only an account showing I'm owed nothing! There's
+something uncanny in this.
+
+LADY. I begin to think so, too.
+
+STRANGER. I know I'm damned. But I'm ready to hurl the curse back
+at him who so nobly cursed me. ... (He throws up the letter.) With
+a curse of my own.
+
+LADY. Don't. You frighten me.
+
+STRANGER. Fear me, so long as you don't despise me! The challenge
+has been thrown down; now you shall see a conflict between two
+great opponents. (He opens his coat and waistcoat and looks
+threateningly aloft.) Strike me with your lightning if you dare!
+Frighten me with your thunder if you can!
+
+LADY. Don't speak like that.
+
+STRANGER. I will. Who dares break in on my dream of love? Who tears
+the cup from my lips; and the woman from my arms? Those who envy
+me, be they gods or devils! Little bourgeois gods who parry sword
+thrusts with pin-pricks from behind, who won't stand up to their
+man, but strike at him with unpaid bills. A backstairs way of
+discrediting a master before his servants. They never attack, never
+draw, merely soil and decry! Powers, lords and masters! All are the
+same!
+
+LADY. May heaven not punish you.
+
+STRANGER. Heaven's blue and silent. The ocean's silent and stupid.
+Listen, I can hear a poem--that's what I call it when an idea
+begins to germinate in my mind. First the rhythm; this time like
+the thunder of hooves and the jingle of spurs and accoutrements.
+But there's a fluttering too, like a sail flapping. ... Banners!
+
+LADY. No. It's the wind. Can't you hear it in the trees?
+
+STRANGER. Quiet! They're riding over a bridge, a wooden bridge.
+There's no water in the brook, only pebbles. Wait! Now I can hear
+them, men and women, saying a rosary. The angels' greeting. Now I
+can see--on what you're working--a large kitchen, with white-washed
+walls, it has three small latticed windows, with flowers in them.
+In the left-hand corner a hearth, on the right a table with wooden
+seats. And above the table, in the corner, hangs a crucifix, with a
+lamp burning below. The ceiling's of blackened beams, and dried
+mistletoe hangs on the wall.
+
+LADY (frightened). Where can you see all that?
+
+STRANGER. On your work.
+
+LADY. Can you see people there?
+
+STRANGER. A very old man's sitting at the table, bent over a game
+bag, his hands clasped in prayer. A woman, so longer young, kneels
+on the floor. Now once more I hear the angels' greeting, as if far
+away. But those two in the kitchen are as motionless as figures of
+wax. A veil shrouds everything. ... No, that was no poem! (Waking.)
+It was something else.
+
+LADY. It was reality! The kitchen at home, where you've never set
+foot. That old man was my grandfather, the forester, and the woman
+my mother! They were praying for us! It was six o'clock and the
+servants were saying a rosary outside, as they always do.
+
+STRANGER. You make me uneasy. Is this the beginning of second
+sight? Still, it was beautiful. A snow-white room, with flowers
+and mistletoe. But why should they pray for us?
+
+LADY. Why indeed! Have we done wrong?
+
+STRANGER. What is wrong?
+
+LADY. I've read there's no such thing. And yet ... I long to see my
+mother; not my father, for he turned me out as he did her.
+
+STRANGER. Why should he have turned your mother out?
+
+LADY. Who can say? The children least of all. Let us go to my home.
+I long to.
+
+STRANGER. To the lion's den, the snake pit? One more or less makes
+no matter. I'll do it for you, but not like the Prodigal Son. No,
+you shall see that I can go through fire and water for your sake.
+
+LADY. How do you know ...?
+
+STRANGER. I can guess.
+
+LADY. And can you guess that the path to where my parents live in
+the mountains is too steep for carts to use?
+
+STRANGER. It sounds extraordinary, but I read or dreamed something
+of the kind.
+
+LADY. You may have. But you'll see nothing that's not natural,
+though perhaps unusual, for men and women are a strange race. Are
+you ready to follow me?
+
+STRANGER. I'm ready--for anything!
+
+(The LADY kisses him on the forehead and makes the sign of the
+cross simply, timidly and without gestures.)
+
+LADY. Then come!
+
+
+SCENE V
+
+ON THE ROAD
+
+[A landscape with hills; a chapel, right, in the far distance on a
+rise. The road, flanked by fruit trees, winds across the
+background. Between the trees hills can be seen on which are
+crucifixes, chapels and memorials to the victims of accidents. In
+the foreground a sign post with the legend, 'Beggars not allowed in
+this parish.' The STRANGER and the LADY.]
+
+LADY. You're tired.
+
+STRANGER. I won't deny it. But it's humiliating to confess I'm
+hungry, because the money's gone. I never thought that would happen
+to me.
+
+LADY. It seems we must be prepared for anything, for I think we've
+fallen into disfavour. My shoe's split, and I could weep at our
+having to go like this, looking like beggars.
+
+STRANGER (pointing to the signpost). And beggars are not allowed in
+this parish. Why must that be stuck up in large letters here?
+
+LADY. It's been there as long as I can remember. Think of it, I've
+not been back since I was a child. And In those days I found the
+way short and the hills lower. The trees, too, were smaller, and I
+think I used to hear birds singing.
+
+STRANGER. Birds sang all the year for you then! Now they only sing
+in the spring--and autumn's not far off. But in those days you used
+to dance along this endless way of Calvaries, plucking flowers at
+the feet of the crosses. (A horn in the distance.) What's that?
+
+LADY. My grandfather coming back from shooting. A good old man.
+Let's go on and reach the house by dark.
+
+STRANGER. Is it still far?
+
+LADY. No. Only across the hills and over the river.
+
+STRANGER. Is that the river I hear?
+
+LADY. The river by which I was born and brought up. I was eighteen
+before I crossed over to this bank, to see what was in the blue of
+the distance. ... Now I've seen.
+
+STRANGER. You're weeping!
+
+LADY. Poor old man! When I got into the boat, he said: My child,
+beyond lies the world. When you've seen enough, come back to your
+mountains, and they will hide you. Now I've seen enough. Enough!
+
+STRANGER. Let's go. It's beginning to grow dusk already. (They pick
+up their travelling capes and go on.)
+
+
+SCENE VI
+
+IN A RAVINE
+
+[Entrance to a ravine between steep cliffs covered with pines. In
+the foreground a wooden shanty, a broom by the door with a ramshorn
+hanging from its handle. Left, a smithy, a red glow showing through
+its open door. Right, a flourmill. In the background the road
+through the ravine with mill-stream and footbridge. The rock
+formations look like giant profiles.]
+
+[On the rise of the curtain the SMITH is at the smithy door and the
+MILLER'S WIFE at the door of the mill. When the LADY enters they
+sign to one another and disappear. The clothing of both the LADY
+and the STRANGER is torn and shabby.]
+
+STRANGER. They're hiding, from us, probably.
+
+LADY. I don't think so.
+
+STRANGER. What a strange place! Everything seems conspire to arouse
+disquiet. What's that broom there? And the horn with ointment?
+Probably because it's their usual place, but it makes me think of
+witchcraft. Why is the smithy black and the mill white? Because
+one's sooty and the other covered with flour; yet when I saw the
+blacksmith by the light of his forge and the white miller's wife,
+it reminded me of an old poem. Look at those giant faces. ...
+There's your werewolf from whom I saved you. There he is, in
+profile, see!
+
+LADY. Yes, but it's only the rock.
+
+STRANGER. Only the rock, and yet it's he.
+
+LADY. Shall I tell you why we can see him?
+
+STRANGER. You mean--it's our conscience? Which pricks us when we're
+hungry and tired, and is silent when we've eaten and rested. It's
+horrible to arrive in rags. Our clothes are torn from climbing
+through the brambles. Someone's fighting against me.
+
+LADY. Why did you challenge him?
+
+STRANGER. Because I want to fight in the open; not battle with
+unpaid bills and empty purses. Anyhow: here's my last copper. The
+devil take it, if there is one! (He throws it into the brook.)
+
+LADY. Oh! We could have paid the ferry with it. Now we'll have to
+talk of money when we reach home.
+
+STRANGER. When can we talk of anything else?
+
+LADY. That's because you've despised it.
+
+STRANGER. As I've despised everything. ...
+
+LADY. But not everything's despicable. Some things are good.
+
+STRANGER. I've never seen them.
+
+LADY. Then follow me and you will.
+
+STRANGER. I'll follow you. (He hesitates when passing the smithy.)
+
+LADY (who has gone on ahead). Are you frightened of fire?
+
+STRANGER. No, but ... (The horn is heard in the distance. He
+hurries past the smithy after the LADY.)
+
+
+SCENE VII
+
+IN A KITCHEN
+
+[A large kitchen with whitewashed walls. Three windows in the
+corner, right, so arranged that two are at the back and one in the
+right wall. The windows are small and deeply recessed; in the
+recesses there are flower pots. The ceiling is beamed and black
+with soot. In the left corner a large range with utensils of
+copper, iron and tin, and wooden vessels. In the corner, right, a
+crucifix with a lamp. Beneath it a four-cornered table with
+benches. Bunches of mistletoe on the walls. A door at the back. The
+Poorhouse can be seen outside, and through the window at the back
+the church. Near the fire bedding for dogs and a table with food
+for the poor.]
+
+[The OLD MAN is sitting at the table beneath the crucifix, with his
+hands clasped and a game bag before him. He is a strongly-built man
+of over eighty with white hair and along beard, dressed as a
+forester. The MOTHER is kneeling on the floor; she is grey-haired
+and nearly fifty; her dress is of black-and-white material. The
+voices of men, women and children can be clearly heard singing the
+last verse of the Angels' Greeting in chorus. 'Holy Mary, Mother of
+God, pray for us poor sinners, now and in the hour of death.
+Amen.']
+
+OLD MAN and MOTHER. Amen!
+
+MOTHER. Now I'll tell you, Father. They saw two vagabonds by the
+river. Their clothing was torn and dirty, for they'd been in the
+water. And when it came to paying the ferryman, they'd no money.
+Now they're drying their clothes in the ferryman's hut.
+
+OLD MAN. Let them stay there.
+
+MOTHER. Don't forbid a beggar your house. He might be an angel.
+
+OLD MAN. True. Let them come in.
+
+MOTHER. I'll put food for them on the table for the poor. Do you
+mind that?
+
+OLD MAN. No.
+
+MOTHER. Shall I give them cider?
+
+OLD MAN. Yes. And you can light the fire; they'll be cold.
+
+MOTHER. There's hardly time. But I will, if you wish it, Father.
+
+OLD MAN (looking out of the window). I think you'd better.
+
+MOTHER. What are you looking at?
+
+OLD MAN. The river; it's rising. And I'm asking myself, as I've
+done for seventy years--when I shall reach the sea.
+
+MOTHER. You're sad to-night, Father.
+
+OLD MAN. ... et introibo ad altare Dei: ad Deum qui laetificat
+juventutem meam. Yes. I do feel sad. ... Deus, Deus meus: quare
+tristis es anima mea, et quare conturbas me.
+
+MOTHER. Spera in Deo. ...
+
+(The Maid comes in, and signs to the MOTHER, who goes over to her.
+They whisper together and the maid goes out again.)
+
+OLD MAN. I heard what you said. O God! Must I bear that too!
+
+MOTHER. You needn't see them. You can go up to your room.
+
+OLD MAN. No. It shall be a penance. But why come like this: as
+vagabonds?
+
+MOTHER. Perhaps they lost their way and have had much to endure.
+
+OLD MAN. But to bring her husband! Is she lost to shame?
+
+MOTHER. You know Ingeborg's queer nature. She thinks all she does
+is fitting, if not right. Have you ever seen her ashamed, or suffer
+from a rebuff? I never have. Yet she's not without shame; on the
+contrary. And everything she does, however questionable, seems
+natural when she does it.
+
+OLD MAN. I've always wondered why one could never be angry with
+her. She doesn't feel herself responsible, or think an insult's
+directed at her. She seems impersonal; or rather two persons, one
+who does nothing but ill whilst the other gives absolution. ... But
+this man! There's no one I've hated from afar so much as he. He
+sees evil everywhere; and of no one have I heard so much ill.
+
+MOTHER. That's true. But it may be Ingeborg's found some mission in
+this man's life; and he in hers. Perhaps they're meant to torture
+each other into atonement.
+
+OLD MAN. Perhaps. But I'll have nothing to do with at seems to me
+shameful. This man, under my roof! Yet I must accept it, like
+everything else. For I've deserved no less.
+
+MOTHER. Very well then. (The LADY and the STRANGER come in.) You're
+welcome.
+
+LADY. Thank you, Mother. (She looks over to the OLD MAN, who rises
+and looks at the STRANGER.) Peace, Grandfather. This is my husband.
+Give him your hand.
+
+OLD MAN. First let me look at him. (He goes to the STRANGER, puts
+his hands on his shoulders and looks him in the eyes.) What motives
+brought you here?
+
+STRANGER (simply). None, but to keep my wife company, at her
+earnest desire.
+
+OLD MAN. If that's true, you're welcome! I've a long and stormy
+life behind me, and at last I've found a certain peace in solitude.
+I beg you not to trouble it.
+
+STRANGER. I haven't come here to ask favours. I'll take nothing
+with me when I go.
+
+OLD MAN. That's not the answer I wanted; for we all need one
+another. I perhaps need you. No one can know, young man.
+
+LADY. Grandfather!
+
+OLD MAN. Yes, my child. I shan't wish you happiness, for there's no
+such thing; but I wish you strength to bear your destiny. Now I'll
+leave you for a little. Your mother will look after you. (He goes
+out.)
+
+LADY (to her mother). Did you lay that table for us, Mother?
+
+MOTHER. No, it's a mistake, as you can imagine.
+
+LADY. I know we look wretched. We were lost in the mountains, and
+if grandfather hadn't blown his horn...
+
+MOTHER. Your grandfather gave up hunting long ago.
+
+LADY. Then it was someone else. ... Listen, Mother, I'll go up now
+to the 'rose' room, and get it straight.
+
+MOTHER. Do. I'll come in a moment.
+
+(The LADY would like to say something, cannot, and goes out.)
+
+STRANGER (to the MOTHER). I've seen this room already.
+
+MOTHER. And I've seen you. I almost expected you.
+
+STRANGER. As one expects a disaster?
+
+MOTHER. Why say that?
+
+STRANGER. Because I sow devastation wherever I go. But as I must go
+somewhere, and cannot change my fate, I've lost my scruples.
+
+MOTHER. Then you're like my daughter--she, too, has no scruples and
+no conscience.
+
+STRANGER. What?
+
+MOTHER. You think I'm speaking ill of her? I couldn't do that of my
+own child. I only draw the comparison, because you know her.
+
+STRANGER. But I've noticed what you speak of in Eve.
+
+MOTHER. Why do you call Ingeborg Eve?
+
+STRANGER. By inventing a name for her I made her mine. I wanted to
+change her. ...
+
+MOTHER. And remake her in your image? (Laughing.) I've been told
+that country wizards carve images of their victims, and give them
+the names of those they'd bewitch. That was your plan: by means of
+this Eve, that you yourself had made, you intended to destroy the
+whole Sex!
+
+STRANGER (looking at the MOTHER in surprise). Those were damnable
+words! Forgive me. But you have religious beliefs: how can you
+think such things?
+
+MOTHER. The thoughts were yours.
+
+STRANGER. This begins to be interesting. I imagined an idyll in the
+forest, but this is a witches' cauldron.
+
+MOTHER. Not quite. You've forgotten, or never knew, that a man
+deserted me shamefully, and that you're a man who also shamefully
+deserted a woman.
+
+STRANGER. Frank words. Now I know where I am.
+
+MOTHER. I'd like to know where I am. Can you support two families?
+
+STRANGER. If all goes well.
+
+MOTHER. All doesn't--in this life. Money can be lost.
+
+STRANGER. But my talent's capital I can never lose.
+
+MOTHER. Really? The greatest of talents has been known to fail ...
+gradually, or suddenly.
+
+STRANGER. I've never met anyone who could so damp one's courage.
+
+MOTHER. Pride should be damped. Your last book was much weaker.
+
+STRANGER. You read it?
+
+MOTHER. Yes. That's why I know all your secrets. So don't try to
+deceive me; it won't go well with you. (Pause.) A trifle, but one
+that does us no good here: why didn't you pay the ferryman?
+
+STRANGER. My heel of Achilles! I threw my last coin away. Can't we
+speak of something else than money in this house?
+
+MOTHER. Oh yes. But in this house we do our duty before we amuse
+ourselves. So you came on foot because you had no money?
+
+STRANGER (hesitating). Yes. ...
+
+MOTHER (smiling). Probably nothing to eat?
+
+STRANGER (hesitating). No. ...
+
+MOTHER. You're a fine fellow!
+
+STRANGER. In all my life I've never been in such a predicament.
+
+MOTHER. I can believe it. It's almost a pity. I could laugh at the
+figure you cut, if I didn't know it would make you weep, and others
+with you. (Pause.) But now you've had your will, hold fast to the
+woman who loves you; for if you leave her, you'll never smile
+again, and soon forget what happiness was.
+
+STRANGER. Is that a threat?
+
+MOTHER. A warning. Go now, and have your supper.
+
+STRANGER (pointing at the table for the poor). There?
+
+MOTHER. A poor joke; which might become reality. I've seen such
+things.
+
+STRANGER. Soon I'll believe anything can happen--this is the worst
+I've known.
+
+MOTHER. Worse yet may come. Wait!
+
+STRANGER (cast down). I'm prepared for anything.
+
+(Exit. A moment later the OLD MAN comes in.)
+
+OLD MAN. It was no angel after all.
+
+MOTHER. No good angel, certainly.
+
+OLD MAN. Really! (Pause.) You know how superstitious people here
+are. As I went down to the river I heard this: a farmer said his
+horse shied at 'him'; another that the dogs got so fierce he'd had
+to tie them up. The ferryman swore his boat drew less water when
+'he' got in. Superstition, but. ...
+
+MOTHER. But what?
+
+OLD MAN. It was only a magpie that flew in at her window, though it
+was closed. An illusion, perhaps.
+
+MOTHER. Perhaps. But why does one often see such things at the
+right time?
+
+OLD MAN. This man's presence is intolerable. When he looks at me I
+can't breathe.
+
+MOTHER. We must try to get rid of him. I'm certain he won't care to
+stay for long.
+
+OLD MAN. No. He won't grow old here. (Pause.) Listen, I got a
+letter to-night warning me about him. Among other things he's
+wanted by the courts.
+
+MOTHER. The courts?
+
+OLD MAN. Yes. Money matters. But, remember, the laws of hospitality
+protect beggars and enemies. Let him stay a few days, till he's got
+over this fearful journey. You can see how Providence has laid
+hands on him, how his soul is being ground in the mill ready for
+the sieve. ...
+
+MOTHER. I've felt a call to be a tool in the hands of Providence.
+
+OLD MAN. Don't confuse it with your wish for vengeance.
+
+MOTHER. I'll try not to, if I can.
+
+OLD MAN. Well, good-night.
+
+MOTHER. Do you think Ingeborg has read his last book?
+
+OLD MAN. It's unlikely. If she had she'd never have married a man
+who held such views.
+
+MOTHER. No, she's not read it. But now she must.
+
+
+SCENE VIII
+
+THE 'ROSE' ROOM
+
+[A simple, pleasantly furnished room in the forester's house. The
+walls are colour-washed in red; the curtains are of thin
+rose-coloured muslin. In the small latticed windows there are
+flowers. On right, a writing-table and bookshelf. Left, a sofa with
+rose-coloured curtains above in the form of a baldachino. Tables
+and chairs in Old German style. At the back, a door. Outside the
+country can be seen and the poorhouse, a dark, unpleasant building
+with black, uncurtained windows. Strong sunlight. The LADY is
+sitting on the sofa working.]
+
+MOTHER (standing with a book bound in rose-coloured cloth in her
+hand.) You won't read your husband's book?
+
+LADY. Not that one. I promised not to.
+
+MOTHER. You don't want to know the man to whom you've entrusted
+your fate?
+
+LADY. What would be the use? We're all right as we are.
+
+MOTHER. You make no great demands on life?
+
+LADY. Why should I? They'd never be fulfilled.
+
+MOTHER. I don't know whether you were born full of worldly wisdom,
+or foolishness.
+
+LADY. I don't know myself.
+
+MOTHER. If the sun shines and you've enough to eat, you're content.
+
+LADY. Yes. And when it goes in, I make the best of it.
+
+MOTHER. To change the subject: did you know your husband was being
+pressed by the courts on account of his debts?
+
+LADY. Yes. It happens to all writers.
+
+MOTHER. Is he mad, or a rascal?
+
+LADY. He's neither. He's no ordinary man; and it's a pity I can
+tell him nothing he doesn't know already. That's why we don't speak
+much; but he's glad to have me near him; and so am I to be near
+him.
+
+MOTHER. You've reached calm water already? Then it can't be far to
+the mill-race! But don't you think you'd have more to talk of, if
+you read what he has written?
+
+LADY. Perhaps. You can leave me the book, if you like.
+
+MOTHER. Take it and hide it. It'll be a surprise if you can quote
+something from his masterpiece.
+
+LADY (hiding the book in her bag). He's coming. If he's spoken of
+he seems to feel it from afar.
+
+MOTHER. If he could only feel how he makes others suffer--from
+afar. (Exit left.)
+
+(The LADY, alone for an instant, looks at the book and seems taken
+aback. She hides it in her bag.)
+
+STRANGER (entering). Your mother was here? You were speaking of me,
+of course. I can almost hear her ill-natured words. They cut the
+air and darken the sunshine. I can almost divine the impression of
+her body in the atmosphere of the room, and she leaves an odour
+like that of a dead snake.
+
+LADY. You're irritable to-day.
+
+STRANGER. Fearfully. Some fool has restrung my nerves out of tune,
+and plays on them with a horse-hair bow till he sets my teeth on
+edge. ... You don't know what that is! There's someone here who's
+stronger than I! Someone with a searchlight who shines it at me,
+wherever I may be. Do they use the black art in this place?
+
+LADY. Don't turn your back on the sunlight. Look at this lovely
+country; you'll feel calmer.
+
+STRANGER. I can't bear that poorhouse. It seems to have been built
+there solely for me. And a demented woman always stands there
+beckoning.
+
+LADY. Do you think they treat you badly here?
+
+STRANGER. In a way, no. They feed me with tit-bits, as if I were to
+be fattened for the butcher. But I can't eat because they grudge it
+me, and I feel the cold rays of their hate. To me it seems there's
+an icy wind everywhere, although it's still and hot. And I can hear
+that accursčd mill. ...
+
+LADY. It's not grinding now.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. Grinding ... grinding.
+
+LADY. Listen. There's no hate here. Pity, at most.
+
+STRANGER. Another thing. ... Why do people I meet cross themselves?
+
+LADY. Only because they're used to praying in silence. (Pause.) You
+had an unwelcome letter this morning?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. The kind that makes your hair rise from the scalp,
+so that you want to curse at fate. I'm owed money, but can't get
+paid. Now the law's being set in motion against me by ... the
+guardians of my children, because I've not paid alimony. No one has
+ever been in such a dishonourable position. I'm blameless. I could
+pay my way; I want to, but am prevented! Not my fault; yet my
+shame! It's not in nature. The devil's got a hand in it.
+
+LADY. Why?
+
+STRANGER. Why? Why is one born into this world an ignoramus,
+knowing nothing of the laws, customs and usage one inadvertently
+breaks? And for which one's punished. Why does one grow into a
+youth full of high ambition only to be driven into vile actions one
+abhors? Why, why?
+
+LADY (who has secretly been looking at the book: absent-mindedly).
+There must be a reason, even if we don't know it.
+
+STRANGER. If it's to humble one, it's a poor method. It only makes
+me more arrogant. Eve!
+
+LADY. Don't call me that.
+
+STRANGER (starting). Why not?
+
+LADY. I don't like it. You'd feel as I do, if I called you Caesar.
+
+STRANGER. Have we got back to that?
+
+LADY. To what?
+
+STRANGER. Did you mention that name for any reason?
+
+LADY. Caesar? No. But I'm beginning to find things out.
+
+STRANGER. Very well! Then I may as well fall honourably by my own
+hand. I am Caesar, the school-boy, for whose escapade your husband,
+the werewolf, was punished. Fate delights in making links for
+eternity. A noble sport! (The LADY, uncertain what to do, does not
+reply.) Say something!
+
+LADY. I can't.
+
+STRANGER. Say that he became a werewolf because, as a child, he
+lost his belief in the justice of heaven, owing to the fact that,
+though innocent, he was punished for the misdeeds of another. But
+if you say so, I shall reply that I suffered ten times as much from
+my conscience, and that the spiritual crisis that followed left me
+so strengthened that I've never done such a thing again.
+
+LADY. No. It's not that.
+
+STRANGER. Then what is it? Do you respect me no longer?
+
+LADY. It's not that either.
+
+STRANGER. Then it's to make me feel my shame before you! And it
+would be the end of everything between us.
+
+LADY. No!
+
+STRANGER. Eve.
+
+LADY. You rouse evil thoughts.
+
+STRANGER. You've broken your vow: you've been reading my book!
+
+LADY. I have.
+
+STRANGER. Then you've done wrong.
+
+LADY. My intention was good.
+
+STRANGER. The results even of your good intentions are terrible!
+You've blown me into the air with my own petard. Why must all our
+misdeeds come home to roost--both boyish escapades and really evil
+action? It's fair enough to reap evil where one has sown it. But
+I've never seen a good action get its reward. Never! It's a
+disgrace to Him who records all sins, however black or venial. No
+man could do it: men would forgive. The gods ... never!
+
+LADY. Don't say that. Say rather _you_ forgive.
+
+STRANGER. I'm not small-minded. But what have I forgive you?
+
+LADY. More than I can say.
+
+STRANGER. Say it. Perhaps then we'll be quits.
+
+LADY. He and I used to read the curse of Deutertonomy over you ...
+for you'd ruined his life.
+
+STRANGER. What curse is that?
+
+LADY. From the fifth book of Moses. The priests chant it in chorus
+when the fasts begin.
+
+STRANGER. I don't remember it. What does it matter--a curse more or
+less?
+
+LADY. In my family those whom we curse, are struck.
+
+STRANGER. I don't believe it. But I do believe that evil emanates
+from this house. May it recoil upon it! That is my prayer! Now,
+according to custom, it would be my duty to shoot myself; but I
+can't, so long as I have other duties. You see, I can't even die,
+and so I've lost my last treasure--what, with reason, I call my
+religion. I've heard that man can wrestle with God, and with
+success; but not even job could fight against Satan. (Pause.) Let's
+speak of you. ...
+
+LADY. Not now. Later perhaps. Since I've got to know your terrible
+book--I've only glanced at it, only read a few lines here and
+there--I feel as if I'd eaten of the tree of knowledge. My eyes are
+opened and I know what's good and what's evil, as I've never known
+before. And now I see how evil you are, and why I am to be called
+Eve. She was a mother and brought sin into the world: it was
+another mother who brought expiation. The curse of mankind was
+called down on us by the first, a blessing by the second. In me you
+shall not destroy my whole sex. Perhaps I have a different mission
+in your life. We shall see!
+
+STRANGER. So you've eaten of the tree of knowledge? Farewell.
+
+LADY. You're going away?
+
+STRANGER. I can't stay here.
+
+LADY. Don't go.
+
+STRANGER. I must. I must clear up everything. I'll take leave of
+the old people now. Then I'll come back. I shan't be long. (Exit.)
+
+LADY (remains motionless, then goes to the door and looks out. She
+sinks to her knees). No! He won't come back!
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE IX
+
+CONVENT
+
+[The refectory of an ancient convent, resembling a simple
+whitewashed Romanesque church. There are damp patches on the walls,
+looking like strange figures. A long table with bowls; at the end a
+desk for the Lector. At the back a door leading to the chapel.
+There are lighted candles on the tables. On the wall, left, a
+painting representing the Archangel Michael killing the Fiend.]
+
+[The STRANGER is sitting left, at a refectory table, dressed in the
+white clothing of a patient, with a bowl before him. At the table,
+right, are sitting: the brown-clad mourners of Scene I. The BEGGAR.
+A woman in mourning with two children. A woman who resembles the
+Lady, but who is not her and who is crocheting instead of eating. A
+Man very like the Doctor, another like the Madman. Others like the
+Father, Mother, Brother. Parents of the 'Prodigal Son,' etc. All
+are dressed in white, but over this are wearing costumes of
+coloured crępe. Their faces are waxen and corpse-like, their whole
+appearance queer, their gestures strange. On the rise of the
+curtain all are finishing a Paternoster, except the STRANGER.]
+
+STRANGER (rising and going to the ABBESS, who is standing at a
+serving table). Mother. May I speak to you?
+
+ABBESS (in a black-and-white Augustinian habit). Yes, my son. (They
+come forward.)
+
+STRANGER. First, where am I?
+
+ABBESS. In a convent called 'St. Saviour.' You were found on the
+hills above the ravine, with a cross you'd broken from a calvary
+and with which you were threatening someone in the clouds. Indeed,
+you thought you could see him. You were feverish and had lost your
+foothold. You were picked up, unhurt, beneath a cliff, but in
+delirium. You were brought to the hospital and put to bed. Since
+then you've spoken wildly, and complained of a pain in your hip,
+but no injury could be found.
+
+STRANGER. What did I speak of?
+
+ABBESS. You had the usual feverish dreams. You reproached yourself
+with all kinds of things, and thought you could see your victims,
+as you called them.
+
+STRANGER. And then?
+
+ABBESS. Your thoughts often turned to money matters. You wanted to
+pay for yourself in the hospital. I tried to calm you by telling
+you no payment would be asked: all was done out of charity. ...
+
+STRANGER. I want no charity.
+
+ABBESS. It's more blessed to give than to receive; yet a noble
+nature can accept and be thankful.
+
+STRANGER. I want no charity.
+
+ABBESS. Hm!
+
+STRANGER. Tell me, why will none of those people sit at the same
+table with me? They're getting up ... going. ...
+
+ABBESS. They seem to fear you.
+
+STRANGER. Why?
+
+ABBESS. You look so. ...
+
+STRANGER. I? But what of them? Are they real?
+
+ABBESS. If you mean true, they've a terrible reality. It may be
+they look strange to you, because you're still feverish. Or there
+may be another reason.
+
+STRANGER. I seem to know them, all of them! I see them as if in a
+mirror: they only make as if they were eating. ... Is this some
+drama they're performing? Those look like my parents, rather like ...
+(Pause.) Hitherto I've feared nothing, because life was useless to
+me. ... Now I begin to be afraid.
+
+ABBESS. If you don't believe them real, I'll ask the Confessor to
+introduce you. (She signs to the CONFESSOR who approaches.)
+
+CONFESSOR (dressed in a black-and-white habit of Dominicans).
+Sister!
+
+ABBESS. Tell the patient who are at that table.
+
+CONFESSOR. That's soon done.
+
+STRANGER. Permit a question first. Haven't we met already?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. I sat by your bedside, when you were delirious. At
+your desire, I heard your confession.
+
+STRANGER. What? My confession?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. But I couldn't give you absolution; because it
+seemed that what you said was spoken in fever.
+
+STRANGER. Why?
+
+CONFESSOR. There was hardly a sin or vice you didn't take upon
+yourself--things so hateful you'd have had to undergo strict
+penitence before demanding absolution. Now you're yourself again I
+can ask whether there are grounds for your self-accusations.
+
+(The ABBESS leaves them.)
+
+STRANGER. Have you the right?
+
+CONFESSOR. No. In truth, no right. (Pause.) But you want to know in
+whose company you are! The very best. There, for instance, is a
+madman, Caesar, who lost his wits through reading the works of a
+certain writer whose notoriety is greater than his fame. There's a
+beggar, who won't admit he's a beggar, because he's learnt Latin
+and is free. There, a doctor, called the werewolf, whose history's
+well known. There, two parents, who grieved themselves to death
+over a son who raised his hand against theirs. He must be
+responsible for refusing to follow his father's bier and
+desecrating his mother's grave. There's his unhappy sister, whom he
+drove out into the snow, as he himself recounts, with the best
+intentions. Over there's a woman who's been abandoned with her two
+children, and there's another doing crochet work. ... All are old
+acquaintances. Go and greet them!
+
+(The STRANGER has turned his back on the company: he now goes to
+the table, left, and sits down with his back to them. He raises his
+head, sees the picture of the Archangel Michael and lowers his
+eyes. The CONFESSOR stands behind the STRANGER. A Catholic Requiem
+can be heard from the chapel. The CONFESSOR speaks to the STRANGER
+in a low voice while the music goes on.)
+
+ Quantus tremor est futurus
+ Quando judex est venturus
+ Cuncta stricte discussurus,
+ Tuba mirum spargens sonum
+ Per sepulchra regionum
+ Coget omnes ante thronum.
+ Mors stupebit et natura,
+ Cum resurget creatura
+ Judicanti responsura
+ Liber scriptus proferetur
+ In quo totum continetur
+ Unde mundus judicetur.
+ Judex ergo cum sedebit
+ Quidquid latet apparebit
+ Nil inultum remanebit.
+
+(He goes to the desk by the table, right, and opens his breviary.
+The music ceases.)
+
+We will continue the reading. ... 'But if thou wilt not hearken
+unto the voice of the Lord thy God all these curses shall overtake
+thee. Cursčd shalt thou be in the city, and cursčd shalt thou be in
+the field; cursčd shalt thou be when thou comest in, and cursčd
+when thou goest out.'
+
+OMNES (in a low voice). Cursčd!
+
+CONFESSOR. 'The Lord shall send upon thee vexation and rebuke in
+all that thou settest thy hand for to do, until thou be destroyed,
+and until thou perish quickly, because of the wickedness of thy
+doings, whereby thou hast forsaken me.'
+
+OMNES (loudly). Cursčd!
+
+CONFESSOR. 'The Lord shall cause thee to be smitten before thine
+enemies: thou shalt go out one way against them, and flee seven
+ways before them, and shalt be moved into all the kingdoms of the
+earth. And thy carcase shall be meat unto all fowls of the air, and
+unto the beasts of the earth, and no man shall fray them away. The
+Lord will smite thee with the botch of Egypt, the scab and the
+itch, with madness and blindness, that thou shalt grope at noonday,
+as the blind gropeth in darkness. Thou shalt not prosper in thy
+ways, and thou shalt be only oppressed and spoiled evermore, and no
+man shall save thee. Thou shalt betroth a wife, and another man
+shall lie with her: thou shalt build an house, and thou shalt not
+dwell therein: thou shalt plant a vineyard, and shalt not gather
+the grapes thereof. Thy sons and thy daughters shall be given unto
+another people, and thine eyes fail with longing for them; and
+there shall be no might in thy hand. And thou shalt find no ease on
+earth, neither shall the sole of thy foot have rest: the Lord shall
+give thee a trembling heart, and failing of eyes and sorrow of
+mind. And thy life shall hang in doubt before thee; and thou shalt
+fear day and night. In the morning thou shalt say, would God it
+were even! And at even thou shalt say, would God it were morning!
+And because thou servedst not the Lord thy God when thou livedst in
+security, thou shalt serve him in hunger, in thirst, in nakedness
+and in want; and He shall put a yoke of iron upon thy neck, until
+He have destroyed thee!'
+
+OMNES. Amen!
+
+(The CONFESSOR has read the above loudly and rapidly, without
+turning to the STRANGER. All those present, except the LADY, who is
+working, have been listening and have joined in the curse, though
+they have feigned not to notice the STRANGER, who has remained with
+his back to them, sunk in himself. The STRANGER now rises as if to
+go. The CONFESSOR goes towards him.)
+
+STRANGER. What was that?
+
+CONFESSOR. The Book of Deuteronomy.
+
+STRANGER. Of course. But I seem to remember blessings in it, too.
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes, for those who keep His commandments.
+
+STRANGER. Hm. ... I can't deny that, for a moment, I felt shaken.
+Are they temptations to be resisted, or warnings to be obeyed?
+(Pause.) Anyhow I'm certain now that I have fever. I must go to a
+real doctor.
+
+CONFESSOR. See he _is_ the right one!
+
+STRANGER. Of course!
+
+CONFESSOR. Who can heal 'delightful scruples of conscience'!
+
+ABBESS. Should you need charity again, you now know where to find
+it.
+
+STRANGER. No. I do not.
+
+ABBESS (in a low voice). Then I'll tell you. In a 'rose' room, near
+a certain running stream.
+
+STRANGER. That's the truth! In a 'rose' room. Wait; how long have I
+been here?
+
+ABBESS. Three months to-day.
+
+STRANGER. Three months! Have I been sleeping? Or where have I been?
+(Looking out of the window.) It's autumn. The trees are bare; the
+clouds look cold. Now it's coming back to me! Can you hear a mill
+grinding? The sound of a horn? The rushing of a river? A wood
+whispering--and a woman weeping? You're right. Only there can
+charity be found. Farewell. (Exit.)
+
+CONFESSOR (to the Abbess). The fool! The fool!
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE X
+
+THE 'ROSE' ROOM
+
+[The curtains have been taken down. The windows gape into the
+darkness outside. The furniture has been covered in brown
+loose-covers and pulled forward. The flowers have been taken away,
+and the large black stove lit. The MOTHER is standing ironing white
+curtains by the light of a single lamp. There is a knock at the
+door.]
+
+MOTHER. Come in!
+
+STRANGER (doing so). Where's my wife?
+
+MOTHER. Where do you come from?
+
+STRANGER. I think, from hell. But where's my wife?
+
+MOTHER. Which of them do you mean?
+
+STRANGER. The question's justified. Everything is, except to me.
+
+MOTHER. There may be a reason: I'm glad you've seen it. Where have
+you been?
+
+STRANGER. Whether in a poorhouse, a madhouse or a hospital, I don't
+know. I should like to think it all a feverish dream. I've been
+ill: I lost my memory and can't believe three months have passed.
+But where's my wife?
+
+MOTHER. I ought to ask you that. When you deserted her, she went
+away--to look for you. Whether she's tired of looking, I can't say.
+
+STRANGER. Something's amiss here. Where's the Old Man?
+
+MOTHER. Where there's no more suffering.
+
+STRANGER. You mean he's dead?
+
+MOTHER. Yes. He's dead.
+
+STRANGER. You say it as if you wanted to add him to my victims.
+
+MOTHER. Perhaps I'm right to do so.
+
+STRANGER. He didn't look sensitive: he was capable of steady
+hatred.
+
+MOTHER. No. He hated only what was evil, in himself and others.
+
+STRANGER. So I'm wrong there, too! (Pause.)
+
+MOTHER. What do you want here?
+
+STRANGER. Charity!
+
+MOTHER. At last! How was it at the hospital! Sit down and tell me.
+
+STRANGER (sitting). I don't want to think of it. I don't even know
+if it _was_ a hospital.
+
+MOTHER. Strange. Tell me what happened after you left here.
+
+STRANGER. I fell in the mountains, hurt my hip and lost
+consciousness. If you'll speak kindly to me you shall know more.
+
+MOTHER. I will.
+
+STRANGER. When I woke I was in a red iron bedstead. Three men were
+pulling a cord that ran through two blocks. Every time they pulled
+I felt I grew two feet taller. ...
+
+MOTHER. They were putting in your hip.
+
+STRANGER. I hadn't thought of that. Then ... I lay watching my past
+life unroll before me like a panorama, through childhood, youth. ...
+And when the roll was finished it began again. All the time I heard
+a mill grinding. ... I can hear it still. Yes, here too!
+
+MOTHER. Those were not pleasant visions.
+
+STRANGER. No. At last I came to the conclusion ... that I was a
+thoroughgoing scamp.
+
+MOTHER. Why call yourself that?
+
+STRANGER. I know you'd like to hear me say I was a scoundrel. But
+that would seem to me like boasting. It would imply a certainty
+about myself to which I've not attained.
+
+MOTHER. You're still in doubt?
+
+STRANGER. Of a great deal. But I've begun to have an inkling.
+
+MOTHER. That. ...?
+
+STRANGER. That there are forces which, till now, I've not believed in.
+
+MOTHER. You've come to see that neither you, nor any other man,
+directs your destiny?
+
+STRANGER. I have.
+
+MOTHER. Then you've already gone part of the way.
+
+STRANGER. But I myself have changed. I'm ruined; for I've lost all
+aptitude for writing. And I can't sleep at night.
+
+MOTHER. Indeed!
+
+STRANGER. What are called nightmares stop me. Last and worst: I
+daren't die; for I'm no longer sure my miseries will end, with _my_
+end.
+
+MOTHER. Oh!
+
+STRANGER. Even worse: I've grown so to loathe myself that I'd
+escape from myself, if I knew how. If I were a Christian, I
+couldn't obey the first commandment, to love my neighbour as
+myself, for I should have to hate him as I hate myself. It's true
+that I'm a scamp. I've always suspected it; and because I never
+wanted life to fool me, I've observed 'others' carefully. When I
+saw they were no better than I, I resented their trying to browbeat
+me.
+
+MOTHER. You've been wrong to think it a matter between you and
+others. You have to deal with Him.
+
+STRANGER. With whom?
+
+MOTHER. The Invisible One, who guides your destiny.
+
+STRANGER. Would I could see Him.
+
+MOTHER. It would be your death.
+
+STRANGER. Oh no!
+
+MOTHER. Where do you get this devilish spirit of rebellion? If you
+won't bow your neck like the rest, you must be broken like a reed.
+
+STRANGER. I don't know where this fearful stubbornness comes from.
+It's true an unpaid bill can make me tremble; but if I were to
+climb Mount Sinai and face the Eternal One, I should not cover my
+face.
+
+MOTHER. Jesus and Mary! Don't say such things. You'll make me think
+you're a child of the Devil.
+
+STRANGER. Here that seems the general opinion. But I've heard that
+those who serve the Evil One get honours, goods and gold as their
+reward. Gold especially. Do you think me suspect?
+
+MOTHER. You'll bring a curse on my house.
+
+STRANGER. Then I'll leave it.
+
+MOTHER. And go into the night. Where?
+
+STRANGER. To seek the only one that I don't hate.
+
+MOTHER. Are you sure she'll receive you?
+
+STRANGER. Quite sure.
+
+MOTHER. I'm not.
+
+STRANGER. I am.
+
+MOTHER. Then I must raise your doubts.
+
+STRANGER. You can't.
+
+MOTHER. Yes, I can.
+
+STRANGER. It's a lie.
+
+MOTHER. We're no longer speaking kindly. We must stop. Can you
+sleep in the attic?
+
+STRANGER. I can't sleep anywhere.
+
+MOTHER. Still, I'll say good-night to you, whether you think I mean
+it, or not.
+
+STRANGER. You're sure there are no rats in the attic? I don't fear
+ghosts, but rats aren't pleasant.
+
+MOTHER. I'm glad you don't fear ghosts, for no one's slept a whole
+night there ... whatever the cause may be.
+
+STRANGER (after a moment's hesitation). Never have I met a more
+wicked woman than you. The reason is: you have religion.
+
+MOTHER. Good-night!
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE XI
+
+IN THE KITCHEN
+
+[It is dark, but the moon outside throws moving shadows of the
+window lattices on to the floor, as the storm clouds race by. In
+the corner, right, under the crucifix, where the OLD MAN used to
+sit, a hunting horn, a gun and a game bag hang on the wall. On the
+table a stuffed bird of prey. As the windows are open the curtains
+are flapping in the wind; and kitchen cloths, aprons and towels,
+that are hung on a line by the hearth, move in the wind, whose
+sighing can be heard. In the distance the noise of a waterfall.
+There is an occasional tapping on the wooden floor.]
+
+STRANGER (entering, half-dressed, a lamp in his hand). Is anyone
+here? No. (He comes forward with a light, which makes the play of
+shadow less marked.) What's moving on the floor? Is anyone here?
+(He goes to the table, sees the stuffed bird and stands riveted to
+the spot.) God!
+
+MOTHER (coming in with a lamp). Still up?
+
+STRANGER. I couldn't sleep.
+
+MOTHER (gently). Why not, my son?
+
+STRANGER. I heard someone above me.
+
+MOTHER. Impossible. There's nothing over the attic.
+
+STRANGER. That's why I was uneasy! What's moving on the floor like
+snakes?
+
+MOTHER. Moonbeams.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. Moonbeams. That's a stuffed bird. And those are
+cloths. Everything's natural; that's what makes me uneasy. Who was
+knocking during the night? Was anyone locked out?
+
+MOTHER. It was a horse in the stable.
+
+STRANGER. Why should it make that noise?
+
+MOTHER. Some animals have nightmares.
+
+STRANGER. What are nightmares?
+
+MOTHER. Who knows?
+
+STRANGER. May I sit down?
+
+MOTHER. Do. I want to speak seriously to you. I was malicious last
+night; you must forgive me. It's because of that I need religion;
+just as I need the penitential garment and the stone floor. To
+spare you, I'll tell you what nightmares are to me. My bad
+conscience! Whether I punish myself or another punishes me, I don't
+know. I don't permit myself to ask. (Pause.) Now tell me what you
+saw in your room.
+
+STRANGER. I hardly know. Nothing. When I went in I felt as if
+someone were there. Then I went to bed. But someone started pacing
+up and down above me with a heavy tread. Do you believe in ghosts?
+
+MOTHER. My religion won't allow me to. But I believe our sense of
+right and wrong will find a way to punish us.
+
+STRANGER. Soon I felt cold air on my breast--it reached my heart
+and forced me to get up.
+
+MOTHER. And then?
+
+STRANGER. To stand and watch the whole panorama of my life unroll
+before me. I saw everything--that was the worst of it.
+
+MOTHER. I know. I've been through it. There's no name for the
+malady, and only one cure.
+
+STRANGER. What is it?
+
+MOTHER. You know what children do when they've done wrong?
+
+STRANGER. What?
+
+MOTHER. First ask forgiveness!
+
+STRANGER. And then?
+
+MOTHER. Try to make amends.
+
+STRANGER. Isn't it enough to suffer according to one's deserts?
+
+MOTHER. No. That's revenge.
+
+STRANGER. Then what must one do?
+
+MOTHER. Can you mend a life you've destroyed? Undo a bad action?
+
+STRANGER. Truly, no. But I was forced into it! Forced to take, for
+no one gave me the right. Accursčd be He who forced me! (Putting
+his hand to his heart.) Ah! He's here, in this room. He's plucking
+out my heart!
+
+MOTHER. Then bow your head.
+
+STRANGER. I cannot.
+
+MOTHER. Down on your knees.
+
+STRANGER. I will not.
+
+MOTHER. Christ have mercy! Lord have mercy on you! On your knees
+before Him who was crucified! Only He can wipe out what's been
+done.
+
+STRANGER. Not before Him! If I were forced, I'll recant ...
+afterwards.
+
+MOTHER. On your knees, my son!
+
+STRANGER. I cannot bow the knee. I cannot. Help me, God Eternal.
+(Pause.)
+
+MOTHER (after a hasty prayer). Do you feel better?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. ... It was not death. It was annihilation!
+
+MOTHER. The annihilation of the Divine. We call it spiritual death.
+
+STRANGER. I see. (Without irony.) I begin to understand.
+
+MOTHER. My son! You have left Jerusalem and are on the road to
+Damascus. Go back the same way you came. Erect a cross at every
+station, and stay at the seventh. For you, there are not fourteen,
+as for Him.
+
+STRANGER. You speak in riddles.
+
+MOTHER. Then go your way. Search out those to whom you have
+something to say. First, your wife.
+
+STRANGER. Where is she?
+
+MOTHER. You must find her. On your way don't forget to call on him
+you named the werewolf.
+
+STRANGER. Never!
+
+MOTHER. You'd have said that, as you came here. As you know, I
+expected your coming.
+
+STRANGER. Why?
+
+MOTHER. For no one reason.
+
+STRANGER. Just as I saw this kitchen ... in a trance. ...
+
+MOTHER. That's why I now regret trying to separate you and
+Ingeborg. Go and search for her. If you find her, well and good. If
+not, perhaps that too has been ordained. (Pause.) Dawn's now at
+hand. Morning has come and the night has passed.
+
+STRANGER. Such a night!
+
+MOTHER. You'll remember it.
+
+STRANGER. Not all of it ... yet something.
+
+MOTHER (looking out of the window, as if to herself). Lovely
+morning star--how far from heaven have you fallen!
+
+STRANGER (after a pause). Have you noticed that, before the sun
+rises, a feeling of awe takes hold of mankind? Are we children of
+darkness, that we tremble before the light?
+
+MOTHER. Will you never be tired of questioning?
+
+STRANGER. Never. Because I yearn for light.
+
+MOTHER. Go then, and search. And peace be with you!
+
+
+SCENE XII
+
+IN THE RAVINE
+
+[The same landscape as before, but in autumn colouring. The trees
+have lost their leaves. Work is going on at the smithy and the
+mill. The SMITH stands, left, in the doorway; the MILLER'S wife,
+right. The LADY dressed in a jacket with a hat of patent leather;
+but she is in mourning. The STRANGER is in Bavarian alpine kit:
+short jacket of rough material, knickers, heavy boots and
+alpenstock, green hat with heath-cock feather. Over this he wears a
+brown cloak with a cape and hood.]
+
+LADY (entering tired and dispirited). Did a man pass here in a long
+cloak, with a green hat? (The SMITH and the MILLER'S WIFE shake
+their heads.) Can I lodge here for the night? (The SMITH and the
+MILLER'S WIFE again shake their heads: to the SMITH.) May I stand
+in the doorway for a moment and warm myself? (The SMITH pushes her
+away.) God reward you according to your deserts!
+
+(Exit. She reappears on the footbridge, and exit once more.)
+
+STRANGER (entering). Has a lady in a coat and skirt crossed the
+brook? (The SMITH and MILLER'S WIFE shake their heads.) Will you
+give me some bread? I'll pay for it. (The MILLER'S WIFE refuses the
+money.) No charity!
+
+ECHO (imitating his voice from afar). Charity.
+
+(The SMITH and the MILLER'S WIFE laugh so loudly and so long that,
+at length, ECHO replies.)
+
+STRANGER. Good! An eye for an eye--a tooth for a tooth. It helps to
+lighten my conscience! (He enters the ravine.)
+
+
+SCENE XIII
+
+ON THE ROAD
+
+[The same landscape as before; but autumn. The BEGGAR is sitting
+outside a chapel with a lime twig and a bird cage, in which is a
+starling. The STRANGER enters wearing the same clothes as in the
+preceding scene.]
+
+STRANGER. Beggar! Have you seen a lady in a coat and skirt pass
+this way?
+
+BEGGAR. I've seen five hundred. But, seriously, I must ask you not
+to call me beggar now. I've found work!
+
+STRANGER. Oh! So it's you!
+
+BEGGAR. Ille ego qui quondam. ...
+
+STRANGER. What kind of work have you?
+
+BEGGAR. I've a starling, that whistles and sings.
+
+STRANGER. You mean, _he_ does the work?
+
+BEGGAR. Yes. I'm my own master now.
+
+STRANGER. Do you catch birds?
+
+BEGGAR. No. The lime twig's merely for appearances.
+
+STRANGER. So you still cling to such things?
+
+BEGGAR. What else should I cling to? What's within us is nothing
+but pure ... nonsense.
+
+STRANGER. Is that the final conclusion of your whole philosophy of
+life?
+
+BEGGAR. My complete metaphysic. The view mad be rather out of date,
+but ...
+
+STRANGER. Can you be serious for a moment? Tell me about your past.
+
+BEGGAR. Why unravel that old skein? Twist it up rather. Twist it
+up. Do you think I'm always so merry? Only when I meet you: you're
+so damnably funny!
+
+STRANGER. How can you laugh, with a wrecked life behind you?
+
+BEGGAR. Now he's getting personal! (Pause.) If you can't laugh at
+adversity, not even that of others, you're begging of life itself.
+Listen! If you follow this wheel track you'll come, at last, to the
+ocean, and there the path will stop. If you sit down there and
+rest, you'll begin to take another view of things. Here there are
+so many accidents, religious themes, disagreeable memories that
+hinder thought as it flies to the 'rose' room. Only follow the
+track! If it's muddy here and there, spread your wings and flutter.
+And talking of fluttering: I once heard a bird that sang of
+Polycrates and his ring; how he'd become possessed of all the
+marvels of this world, but didn't know what to do with them. So he
+sent tidings east and west of the great Nothing he'd helped to
+fashion from the empty universe. I wouldn't assert you were the
+man, unless I believed it so firmly I could take my oath on it.
+Once I asked you whether you knew who I was, and you said it didn't
+interest you. In return I offered you my friendship, but you
+refused it rudely. However, I'm not sensitive or resentful, so I'll
+give you good advice on your way. Follow the track!
+
+STRANGER (avoiding him). You don't deceive me.
+
+BEGGAR. You believe nothing but evil. That's why you get nothing
+but evil. Try to believe what is good. Try!
+
+STRANGER. I will. But if I'm deceived, I've the right to. ...
+
+BEGGAR. You've no right to do that.
+
+STRANGER (as if to himself ). Who is it reads my secret thoughts,
+turns my soul inside out, and pursues me? Why do you persecute me?
+
+BEGGAR. Saul! Saul! Why persecutest thou Me?
+
+(The STRANGER goes out with a gesture of horror. The chord of the
+funeral march is heard again. The LADY enters.)
+
+LADY. Have you seen a man pass this way in a long cloak, with a
+green hat?
+
+BEGGAR. There was a poor devil here, who hobbled off. ...
+
+LADY. The man I'm searching for's not lame.
+
+BEGGAR. Nor was he. It seems he'd hurt his hip; and that made him
+walk unsteadily. I mustn't be malicious. Look here in the mud.
+
+LADY. Where?
+
+BEGGAR (pointing). There! At that rut. In it you can see the
+impression of a boot, firmly planted. ...
+
+LADY (looking at the impression). It's he! His heavy tread. ... Can
+I catch him up?
+
+BEGGAR. Follow the track!
+
+LADY (taking his hand and kissing it). Thank you, my friend. (Exit.)
+
+
+SCENE XIV
+
+BY THE SEA
+
+[The same landscape as before, but now winter. The sea is dark
+blue, and on the horizon great clouds take on the shapes of huge
+heads. In the distance three bare masts of a wrecked ship, that
+look like three white crosses. The table and seat are still under
+the tree, but the chairs have been removed. There is snow on the
+ground. From time to time a bell-buoy can be heard. The STRANGER
+comes in from the left, stops a moment and looks out to sea, then
+goes out, right, behind the cottage. The LADY enters, left, and
+appears to be following the STRANGER'S footsteps on the snow; she
+exits in front of the cottage, right. The STRANGER re-enters,
+right, notices the footprints of the LADY, pauses, and looks back,
+right. The LADY re-enters, throws herself into his arms, but
+recoils.]
+
+LADY. You thrust me away.
+
+STRANGER. No. It seems there's someone between us.
+
+LADY. Indeed there is! (Pause.) What a meeting!
+
+STRANGER. Yes. It's winter; as you see.
+
+LADY. I can feel the cold coming from you.
+
+STRANGER. I got frozen in the mountains.
+
+LADY. Do you think the spring will ever come?
+
+STRANGER. Not to us! We've been driven from the garden, and must
+wander over stones and thistles. And when our hands and feet are
+bruised, we feel we must rub salt in the wounds of the ... other
+one. And then the mill starts grinding. It'll never stop; for
+there's always water.
+
+LADY. No doubt what you say is true.
+
+STRANGER. But I'll not yield to the inevitable. Rather than that we
+should lacerate each other I'll gash myself as a sacrifice to the
+gods. I'll take the blame upon me; declare it was I who taught you
+to break your chains. I who tempted you! Then you can lay all the
+blame on me: for what I did, and what happened after.
+
+LADY. You couldn't bear it.
+
+STRANGER. Yes, I could. There are moments when I feel as if I bore
+all the sin and sorrow, all the filth and shame of the whole world.
+There are moments when I believe we are condemned to sin and do bad
+actions as a punishment! (Pause.) Not long ago I lay sick of a
+fever, and amidst all that happened to me, I dreamed that I saw a
+crucifix without the Crucified. And when I asked the Dominican--for
+there was a Dominican among many others--what it could mean, he
+said: 'You will not allow Him to suffer for you. Suffer then
+yourself!' That's why mankind have grown so conscious of their own
+sufferings.
+
+LADY. And why consciences grow so heavy, if there's no one to help
+to bear the burden.
+
+STRANGER. Have you also come to think so?
+
+LADY. Not yet. But I'm on the way.
+
+STRANGER. Put your hand in mine. From here let us go on together.
+
+LADY. Where?
+
+STRANGER. Back! The same way we came. Are you weary?
+
+LADY. Now no longer.
+
+STRANGER. Several times I sank exhausted. But I met a strange
+beggar--perhaps you remember him: he was thought to be like me. And
+he begged me, as an experiment, to believe his good intentions. I
+did believe--as an experiment--and . ...
+
+LADY. Well?
+
+STRANGER. It went well with me. And since then I feel I've strength
+to go on my way. ...
+
+LADY. Let's go together!
+
+STRANGER (turning to the sea). Yes. It's growing dark and the
+clouds are gathering.
+
+LADY. Don't look at the clouds.
+
+STRANGER. And below there? What's that?
+
+LADY. Only a wreck.
+
+STRANGER (whispering). Three crosses! What new Golgotha awaits us?
+
+LADY. They're white ones. That means good fortune.
+
+STRANGER. Can good fortune ever come to us?
+
+LADY. Yes. But not yet.
+
+STRANGER. Let's go!
+
+
+SCENE XV
+
+ROOM IN AN HOTEL
+
+[The room is as before. The LADY is sitting by the side of the
+STRANGER, crocheting.]
+
+LADY. Do say something.
+
+STRANGER. I've nothing but unpleasant things to say, since we came
+here.
+
+LADY. Why were you so anxious to have this terrible room?
+
+STRANGER. I don't know. It was the last one I wanted. I began to
+long for it, in order to suffer.
+
+LADY. And are you suffering?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. I can no longer listen to singing, or look at
+anything beautiful. During the day I hear the mill and see that
+great panorama now expanding to embrace the universe. ... And, at
+night ...
+
+LADY. Why did you cry out in your sleep?
+
+STRANGER. I was dreaming.
+
+LADY. A real dream?
+
+STRANGER. Terribly real. But you see what a curse is on me. I feel
+I must describe it, and to no one else but you. Yet I daren't tell
+you, for it would be rattling at the door of the locked chamber. ...
+
+LADY. The past!
+
+STRANGER. Yes.
+
+LADY (simply). It's foolish to have any such secret place.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. (Pause.)
+
+LADY. And now tell me!
+
+STRANGER. I'm afraid I must. I dreamed your first husband was
+married to my first wife.
+
+LADY. Only you could have thought of such a thing!
+
+STRANGER. I wish it were so. (Pause.) I saw how he ill-treated my
+children. (Getting up.) I put my hands to his throat. ... I can't
+go on. ... But I shall never rest till I know the truth. And to
+know it, I must go to him in his own house.
+
+LADY. It's come to that?
+
+STRANGER. It's been coming for some time. Nothing can now prevent
+it. I must see him.
+
+LADY. But if he won't receive you?
+
+STRANGER. I'll go as a patient, and tell him of my sickness. ...
+
+LADY (frightened). Don't do that!
+
+STRANGER. You think he might be tempted to shut me up as mad! I
+must risk it. I want to risk everything--life, freedom, welfare. I
+need an emotional shock, strong enough to bring myself into the
+light of day. I demand this torture, that my punishment may be in
+just proportion to my sin, so that I shall not be forced to drag
+myself along under the burden of my guilt. So down into the snake
+pit, as soon as may be!
+
+LADY. Could I come with you?
+
+STRANGER. There's no need. My sufferings will be enough for both.
+
+LADY. Then I'll call you my deliverer. And the curse I once laid on
+you will turn into a blessing. Look! It's spring once more.
+
+STRANGER. So I see. The Christmas rose there has begun to wither.
+
+LADY. But don't you feel spring in the air?
+
+STRANGER. The cold within isn't so great.
+
+LADY. Perhaps the werewolf will heal you altogether.
+
+STRANGER. We shall see. Perhaps he's not so dangerous, after all.
+
+LADY. He's not so cruel as you.
+
+STRANGER. But my dream. ...
+
+LADY. Let's hope it was only a dream. Now my wool's finished; and
+with it, my useless work. It's grown soiled in the making.
+
+STRANGER. It can be washed.
+
+LADY. Or dyed.
+
+STRANGER. Rose red.
+
+LADY. Never!
+
+STRANGER. It's like a roll of manuscript.
+
+LADY. With our story on it.
+
+STRANGER. In the filth of the roads, in tears and in blood.
+
+LADY. But the story's nearly done. Go and write the last chapter.
+
+STRANGER. Then we'll meet at the seventh station. Where we began!
+
+
+SCENE XVI
+
+THE DOCTOR'S HOUSE
+
+[The scene is more or less as before. But half the wood-pile has
+been taken away. On a seat near the verandah surgical instruments,
+knives, saws, forceps, etc. The DOCTOR is engaged in cleaning
+these.]
+
+SISTER (coming from the verandah). A patient to see you.
+
+DOCTOR. Do you know who it is?
+
+SISTER. I've not seen him. Here's his card.
+
+DOCTOR (reading it). This outdoes everything!
+
+SISTER. Is it he?
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. Courage I respect; but this is cynicism. A kind of
+challenge. Still, let him come in.
+
+SISTER. Are you serious?
+
+DOCTOR. Perfectly. But, if you care to talk to him a little, in
+that straightforward way of yours. ...
+
+SISTER. I'd like to.
+
+DOCTOR. Very well. Do the heavy work, and leave the final polish to
+me.
+
+SISTER. You can trust me. I'll tell him everything your kindness
+forbids you to say.
+
+DOCTOR. Enough of my kindness! Make haste, or I'll get impatient.
+Shut the doors. (His SISTER goes out.) What are you doing at that
+dustbin, Caesar? (CAESAR comes in.) Listen, Caesar, if your enemy
+were to come and lay his head in your lap, what would you do?
+
+CAESAR. Cut it off!
+
+DOCTOR. That's not what I've taught you.
+
+CAESAR. No; you said, heap coals of fire on it. But I think that's
+a shame.
+
+DOCTOR. I think so, too; it's more cruel and more cunning. (Pause.)
+Isn't it better to take some revenge? It heartens the other person,
+lifts the burden off him.
+
+CAESAR. As you know more about it than I, why ask?
+
+DOCTOR. Quiet! I'm not speaking to you. (Pause.) Very well. First
+cut off his head, and then. ... We'll see.
+
+CAESAR. It all depends on how he behaves.
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. On how he behaves. Quiet. Get along.
+
+(The STRANGER comes from the verandah: he seems excited but his
+manner betrays a certain resignation. CAESAR has gone out.)
+
+STRANGER. You're surprised to see me here?
+
+DOCTOR (seriously). I've long given up being surprised. But I see I
+must begin again.
+
+STRANGER. Will you permit me to speak to you?
+
+DOCTOR. About anything decent people may discuss. Are you ill?
+
+STRANGER (hesitating). Yes.
+
+DOCTOR. Why did you come to me--of all people?
+
+STRANGER. You must guess!
+
+DOCTOR. I refuse to. (Pause.) What do you complain of?
+
+STRANGER (with uncertainty). Sleeplessness.
+
+DOCTOR. That's not a disease, but a symptom. Have you already seen
+a doctor?
+
+STRANGER. I've been lying ill in an ... institution. I was
+feverish. I've a strange malady.
+
+DOCTOR. What was so strange about it?
+
+STRANGER. May I ask this? Can one go about as usual; and yet be
+delirious?
+
+DOCTOR. If you're mad; not otherwise. (The STRANGER lets up, but
+then sits down again.) What was the hospital called?
+
+STRANGER. St. Saviour.
+
+DOCTOR. That's not a hospital.
+
+STRANGER. A convent, then.
+
+DOCTOR. No. It's an asylum. (The STRANGER gets up, the DOCTOR does
+so, too, and calls.) Sister! Shut the front door. And the gate
+leading to the road. (To the STRANGER.) Won't you sit down? I have
+to keep the doors here locked. There are so many tramps.
+
+STRANGER (calms himself). Be frank with me: do you think me ...
+insane?
+
+DOCTOR. No one ever gets a frank answer to that question, as you
+know. And no one who suffers in that way ever believes what he's
+told. So my opinion must be a matter of indifference to you.
+(Pause.) But if it's your soul, go to a spiritual healer.
+
+STRANGER. Could you take his place for a moment?
+
+DOCTOR. I haven't the vocation.
+
+STRANGER. But ...
+
+DOCTOR (interrupting). Or the time. We're getting ready for a
+wedding here!
+
+STRANGER. I dreamed it!
+
+DOCTOR. It may ease your mind to know that I've consoled myself, as
+it's called. You may be pleased, it would be natural ... but I see,
+on the contrary, it makes you suffer more. There must be a reason.
+Why, should you be upset at my marrying a widow?
+
+STRANGER. With two children?
+
+DOCTOR. Two children! Now we have it! A damnable supposition worthy
+of you. If there were a hell, you should be hell's overseer, for
+your skill in finding means of punishment exceeds my wildest
+inventions. Yet I'm called a werewolf!
+
+STRANGER. It might happen that ...
+
+DOCTOR (cutting him short). For a long time, I hated you, because
+by an unforgiveable action you cheated me of my good name. But when
+I grew older and wiser I saw that, although the punishment wasn't
+earned, I deserved it for other things that had never been
+discovered. Besides, you were a boy with enough conscience to be
+able to punish yourself. So you need worry no more about the whole
+thing. Is that what you wanted to speak of?
+
+STRANGER. Yes.
+
+DOCTOR. Then you'll be content, if I let you go? (The STRANGER is
+about to ask a question.) Did you think I'd shut you up? Or cut you
+in pieces with those instruments? Kill you? 'Perhaps such poor
+devils ought to be put out of their misery!' (The STRANGER looks at
+his watch.) You can still catch the boat.
+
+STRANGER. Will you give me your hand?
+
+DOCTOR. Impossible. And what is the use of my forgiving you, if you
+lack the strength to forgive yourself? (Pause.) Some things can
+only be cured by making them undone. So this never can be.
+
+STRANGER. St. Saviour ...
+
+DOCTOR. Helped you. You challenged destiny and were broken. There's
+no shame in losing such a fight. I did the same; but, as you see,
+I've got rid of my woodpile. I want no thunder in my home. And I
+shall play no more with the lightning.
+
+STRANGER. One station more, and I shall reach my goal.
+
+DOCTOR. You'll never reach your goal. Farewell!
+
+STRANGER. Farewell!
+
+
+SCENE XVII
+
+A STREET CORNER
+
+[The same as Scene I. The STRANGER is sitting on the seat beneath
+the tree, drawing in the sand.]
+
+LADY (entering). What are you doing?
+
+STRANGER. Writing in the sand ... still.
+
+LADY. Can you hear singing?
+
+STRANGER (pointing to the church). Yes. But from there! I've been
+unjust to someone, unwittingly.
+
+LADY. I think our wanderings must be over, now we've come back here.
+
+STRANGER. Where we began ... at the street corner, between the inn,
+the church and the post office. By the way ... isn't there a
+registered letter for me there, that I never fetched?
+
+LADY. Yes. Because there was nothing but unpleasantness in it.
+
+STRANGER. Or legal matters. (Striking his forehead.) Then that's
+the explanation.
+
+LADY. Fetch it then. In the belief that what it contains is good.
+
+STRANGER (ironically). Good!
+
+LADY. Believe it. Imagine it!
+
+STRANGER (going to the post office). I'll make the attempt.
+
+(The LADY waits on the pavement. The STRANGER comes back with a
+letter.)
+
+LADY. Well?
+
+STRANGER. I feel ashamed of myself. It's the money.
+
+LADY. You see! All these sufferings, all these tears ... in vain!
+
+STRANGER. Not in vain! It looks like spite, what happens here, but
+it's not that. I wronged the Invisible when I mistook ...
+
+LADY. Enough! No accusations.
+
+STRANGER. No. It was my own stupidity or wickedness. I didn't want
+to be made a fool of by life. That's why I was! It was the elves ...
+
+LADY. Who made the change in you. Come. Let's go.
+
+STRANGER. And hide ourselves and our misery in the mountains.
+
+LADY. Yes. The mountains will hide us! (Pause.) But first I must go
+and light a candle to my good Saint Elizabeth. Come. (The STRANGER
+shakes his head.) Come!
+
+STRANGER. Very well. I'll go through that way. But I can't stay.
+
+LADY. How can you tell? Come. In there you shall hear new songs.
+
+(The STRANGER follows her to the door of the church.)
+
+STRANGER. It may be!
+
+LADY. Come!
+
+THE END.
+
+
+
+
+
+
+
+PART II
+
+
+
+CHARACTERS
+
+THE STRANGER
+THE LADY
+THE MOTHER
+THE FATHER
+THE CONFESSOR
+THE DOCTOR
+CAESAR
+
+less important figures
+MAID
+PROFESSOR
+RAGGED PERSON
+ANOTHER RAGGED PERSON
+FIRST WOMAN
+SECOND WOMAN
+WAITRESS
+POLICEMAN
+
+
+SCENES
+
+ACT I Outside the House
+
+ACT II SCENE I Laboratory
+ SCENE II The 'Rose' Room
+
+ACT III SCENE I The Banqueting Hall
+ SCENE II A Prison Cell
+ SCENE III The 'Rose' Room
+
+ACT IV SCENE I The Banqueting Hall
+ SCENE II In a Ravine
+ SCENE III The 'Rose' Room
+
+
+ACT I
+
+OUTSIDE THE HOUSE
+
+[On the right a terrace, on which the house stands. Below it a road
+runs towards the back, where there is a thick pine wood with
+heights beyond, whose outlines intersect. On the left there is a
+suggestion of a river bank, but the river itself cannot be seen.
+The house is white and has small, mullioned windows with iron bars.
+On the wall vines and climbing roses. In front of the house, on the
+terrace, a well; at the end of the terrace pumpkin plants, whose
+large yellow flowers hang dozen over the edge. Fruit trees are
+planted along the road, and a memorial cross can be seen erected at
+a spot where an accident occurred. Steps lead down from the terrace
+to the road, and there are flower-pots on the balustrade. In front
+of the steps there is a seat. The road reaches the foreground from
+the right, curving past the terrace, which projects like a
+promontory, and then loses itself in the background. Strong
+sunlight from the left. The MOTHER is sitting on the seat below the
+steps. The DOMINICAN is standing in front of her.]
+
+DOMINICAN [Note: The same character as the CONFESSOR and BEGGAR.].
+You called me to discuss a family matter of importance to you. Tell
+me what it is.
+
+MOTHER. Father, life has treated me hardly. I don't know what I've
+done to be so frowned upon by Providence.
+
+DOMINICAN. It's a mark of favour to be tried by the Eternal One,
+and triumph awaits the steadfast.
+
+MOTHER. That's what I've often said to myself; but there are limits
+to the suffering one can bear. ...
+
+DOMINICAN. There are no limits. Suff'ering's as boundless as grace.
+
+MOTHER. First my husband leaves me for another woman.
+
+DOMINICAN. Then let him go. He'll come crawling back again on his
+bare knees!
+
+MOTHER. And as you know, Father, my only daughter was married to a
+doctor. But she left him and came home with a stranger, whom she
+presented to me as her new husband.
+
+DOMINICAN. That's not easy to understand. Divorce isn't recognised
+by our religion.
+
+MOTHER. No. But they'd crossed the frontier, to a land where there
+are other laws. He's an Old Catholic, and he found a priest to
+marry them.
+
+DOMINICAN. That's no real marriage, and can't be dissolved because
+it never existed. But it can be nullified. Who is your present
+son-in-law?
+
+MOTHER. Truly, I wish I knew! One thing I do know, and that's
+enough to fill my cup of sorrow. He's been divorced and his wife
+and children live in wretched circumstances.
+
+DOMINICAN. A difficult case. But we'll find a way to put it right.
+What does he do?
+
+MOTHER. He's a writer; said to be famous at home.
+
+DOMINICAN. Godless, too, I suppose?
+
+MOTHER. Yes. At least he used to be; but since his second marriage
+he's not known a happy hour. Fate, as he calls it, seized him with
+an iron hand and drove him here in the shape of a ragged beggar.
+Ill-fortune struck him blow after blow, so that I pitied him at the
+very moment he fled from here. Then he wandered in the woods and,
+later, lay out in the fields where he fell, till he was found by
+merciful folk and taken to a convent. There he lay ill for three
+months, without our knowing where he was.
+
+DOMINICAN. Wait! Last year a man was brought to the Convent of St.
+Saviour, where I'm Confessor, under the circumstances you describe.
+Whilst he was feverish he opened his heart to me, and there was
+scarcely a sin of which he didn't confess his guilt. But when he
+came to himself again, he said he remembered nothing. So to prove
+him in heart and reins I used the secret apostolic powers that are
+given us; and, as a trial, employed the lesser curse. For when a
+crime's been done in secret, the curse of Deuteronomy is read over
+the suspected man. If he's innocent, he goes his way unscathed. But
+if he's struck by it, then, as Paul relates, 'he is delivered unto
+Satan for the destruction of the flesh, that his spirit may be
+saved.'
+
+MOTHER. O God! It must be he!
+
+DOMINICAN. Yes, it is he. Your son-in-law! The ways of Providence
+are inscrutable. Was he heavily struck by the curse?
+
+MOTHER. Yes. That night he slept here, and was torn from his sleep
+by an unexplained power that, as he told me, turned his heart to
+ice. ...
+
+DOMINICAN. Did he have fearful visions?
+
+MOTHER. Yes.
+
+DOMINICAN. And was he harried by those terrible thoughts, of which
+Job says, 'When I say, my bed shall comfort me, then Thou scarest
+me with dreams and terrifiest me with visions; so that my soul
+chooseth strangling, and death rather than life.' That's as it
+should be. Did it open his eyes?
+
+MOTHER. Yes. But only so that his sight was blinded. For his
+sufferings grew so great that he could no longer find a natural
+explanation for them, and as no doctor could cure him, he began to
+see that he was fighting higher conscious powers.
+
+DOMINICAN. Powers that meant him ill, and were therefore themselves
+evil. That's the usual course of things. And then?
+
+MOTHER. He came upon books that taught him that such evil powers
+could be fought.
+
+DOMINICAN. Oh! So he looked for what's hidden, and should remain
+so! Did he succeed in exorcising the spirits that chastised him?
+
+MOTHER. He says he did. And it seems now that he can sleep again.
+
+DOMINICAN. Yes, and he believes what he says. Yet, since he hasn't
+truly accepted the love of truth, God will trouble him with great
+delusion, so that he'll believe what is false.
+
+MOTHER. The fault's his own. But he's changed my daughter: in other
+days she was neither hot nor cold; but now she's on the way to
+becoming evil.
+
+DOMINICAN. How do the two of them get on?
+
+MOTHER. Half the time, happily; the other half they plague one
+another like devils.
+
+DOMINICAN. That's the way they must go. Plague one another till
+they come to the Cross.
+
+MOTHER. If they don't part again.
+
+DOMINICAN. What? Have they done so?
+
+MOTHER. They've left one another four times, but have always come
+back. It seems as if they're chained together. It would be a good
+thing if they were, for a child's on the way.
+
+DOMINICAN. Let the child come. Children bring gifts that are
+refreshing to tired souls.
+
+MOTHER. I hope it may be so. But it looks as if this one will be an
+apple of discord. They're already quarrelling over its name;
+they're quarrelling over its baptism; and the mother's already
+jealous of her husband's children by his first wife. He can't
+promise to love this child as much as the others, and the mother
+absolutely insists that he shall! So there's no end to their
+miseries.
+
+DOMINICAN. Oh yes, there is. Wait! He's had dealings with higher
+powers, so that we've gained a hold on him; and our prayers will be
+more, powerful than his resistance. Their effect is as extraordinary
+as it is mysterious. (The STRANGER appears on the terrace. He is
+in hunting costume and wears a tropical helmet. In his hand he has
+an alpenstock.) Is that him, up there?
+
+MOTHER. Yes. That's my present son-in-law.
+
+DOMINICAN. Singularly like the first! But watch how he's behaving.
+He hasn't seen me yet, but he feels I'm here. (He makes the sign of
+the cross in the air.) Look how troubled he grows. ... Now he
+stiffens like an icicle. See! In a moment he'll cry out.
+
+STRANGER (who has suddenly stopped, grown rigid, and clutched his
+heart). Who's down there?
+
+MOTHER. I am.
+
+STRANGER. You're not alone.
+
+MOTHER. No. I've someone with me.
+
+DOMINICAN (making the sign of the cross). Now he'll say nothing;
+but fall like a felled tree. (The STRANGER crumples up and falls to
+the ground.) Now I shall go. It would be too much for him if he
+were to see me, But I'll come back soon. You'll see, he's in good
+hands! Farewell and peace be with you. (He goes out.)
+
+STRANGER (raising himself and coming down the steps). Who was that?
+
+MOTHER. A traveller. Sit down; you look so pale.
+
+STRANGER. It was a fainting fit.
+
+MOTHER. You've always new names for it; but they mean nothing
+fresh. Sit down here, on the seat.
+
+STRANGER. No; I don't like sitting there. People are always
+passing.
+
+MOTHER. Yet I've been sitting here since I was a child, watching
+life glide past as the river does below. Here, on the road, I've
+watched the children of men go by, playing, haggling, begging,
+cursing and dancing. I love this seat and I love the river below,
+though it does much damage every year and washes away the property
+we inherited. Last spring it carried our whole hay crop off, so
+that we had to sell our beasts. The property's lost half its value
+in the last few years, and when the lake in the mountains has
+reached its new level and the swamp's been drained into the river,
+the water will rise till it washes the house away. We've been at
+law about it for ten years, and we've lost every appeal; so we
+shall be destroyed. It's as inevitable as fate.
+
+STRANGER. Fate's not inevitable.
+
+MOTHER. Beware, if you think to fight it.
+
+STRANGER. I've done so already.
+
+MOTHER. There you go again! You learn nothing from the chastisement
+of Providence.
+
+STRANGER. Oh yes. I've learned to hate. Can one love what does evil?
+
+MOTHER. I've little learning, as you know; but I read yesterday
+in an encyclopaedia that the Eumenides are not evilly disposed.
+
+STRANGER. That's true; but it's a lie they're friendly. I only
+know one friendly fury. My own!
+
+MOTHER. Can you call Ingeborg a fury?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. She is one; and as a fury, she's remarkable. Her
+talent for making me suffer excels my most infernal inventions; and
+if I escape from her hands with my life, I'll come out of the fire
+as pure as gold.
+
+MOTHER. You've got what you deserve. You wanted to mould her as you
+wished, and you've succeeded.
+
+STRANGER. Completely. But where is this fury?
+
+MOTHER. She went down the road a few minutes ago.
+
+STRANGER. Down there? Then I'll go to meet my own destruction. (He
+goes towards the back.)
+
+MOTHER. So you can still joke about it? Wait! (The MOTHER is left
+alone for a moment, until the STRANGER has disappeared. The LADY
+then enters from the right. She is wearing a summer frock, and is
+carrying a post bag and some opened letters in her hand.)
+
+LADY. Are you alone, Mother?
+
+MOTHER. I've just been left alone.
+
+LADY. Here's the post. This is for job.
+
+MOTHER. What? Do you open his letters?
+
+LADY. All of them, because I want to know who it is I've linked my
+life to. And I want to suppress everything that might minister to
+his pride. In a word, I isolate him, so that he has to keep his own
+electricity and run the danger of being broken to pieces.
+
+MOTHER. How learnčd you've grown?
+
+LADY. Yes. If he's unwise enough to confide almost everything to
+me, I'll soon hold his fate in my hand. Now, if you please, he's
+making electrical experiments and claims he'll be able to harness
+the lightning, so that it'll give him light, warmth and power.
+Well, let him do as he likes! From a letter that came to-day I see
+he's even corresponding with alchemists.
+
+MOTHER. Does he want to make gold? Is the man sane?
+
+LADY. That's the important question. Whether he's a charlatan
+doesn't matter so much.
+
+MOTHER. Do you suspect it?
+
+LADY. I'd believe any evil of him, and any good, on the same day.
+
+MOTHER. Is there any other news?
+
+LADY. The plans my divorced husband made for a new marriage have
+gone wrong; he's grown melancholic, abandoned his practice and is
+tramping the roads.
+
+MOTHER. Oh! He was always my son-in-law. He had a kind heart under
+his rough manner.
+
+LADY. Yes. I only called him a werewolf in his rôle as my husband
+and master. As long as I knew he was at peace, and on the way to
+find consolation, Ě was content. But now he'll torment me like a
+bad conscience.
+
+MOTHER. Have you a conscience?
+
+LADY. I never used to have one. But my eyes have been opened since
+I read my husband's works, and I know the difference between good
+and evil.
+
+MOTHER. But he forbade you to read them, and never foresaw you
+wouldn't obey him.
+
+LADY. Who can foresee all the results of any action?
+
+MOTHER. Have you more bad news in your pocket, Pandora?
+
+LADY. The worst of all! Think of it, Mother, his divorced wife's
+going to marry again.
+
+MOTHER. That ought to be reassuring, to you and to him.
+
+LADY. Didn't you know it was his worst nightmare? That his wife
+would marry again and his children have a stepfather?
+
+MOTHER. If he can bear that alone, I shall think him a strange man.
+
+LADY. You believe he's too sensitive? But didn't he say himself
+that an educated man of the world at the end of the nineteenth
+century never lets himself be put out of countenance!
+
+MOTHER. It's easy to say so; but when things really happen. ...
+
+LADY. Yet there was a gift at the bottom of Pandora's box that was
+no misfortune. Look, Mother! A portrait of his six-year-old son.
+
+MOTHER (looking at the picture). A lovely child.
+
+LADY. It does one good to see such a charming and expressive
+picture. Tell me, do you think my child will be as beautiful? Well,
+what do you say? Answer, or I'll be unhappy! I love this boy
+already, but I feel I'd hate him if my child's not as lovely as he.
+Yes, I'm jealous already.
+
+MOTHER. When you came here after your unlucky honeymoon, I'd hoped
+you'd have got over the worst. But now I see it was only a
+foretaste of what was to come.
+
+LADY. I'm ready for anything; and I don't think this knot can ever
+be undone. It must be cut!
+
+MOTHER. But you're only making more difficulties for yourself by
+suppressing his letters.
+
+LADY. In days gone by, when I went through life like a sleep-walker,
+everything seemed easy to me, but I begin to be uncertain now he's
+started to waken thoughts in me. (She puts the letters into the
+post-bag.) Here he is. 'Sh!
+
+MOTHER. One thing more. Why do you let him wear that suit of your
+first husband's?
+
+LADY. I like torturing and humiliating him. I've persuaded him it
+fits him and belonged to my father. Now, when I see him in the
+werewolf's things, I feel I've got both of them in my clutches.
+
+MOTHER. Heaven defend us! How spiteful you've grown!
+
+LADY. Perhaps that was my rôle, if I have one in this man's life!
+
+MOTHER. I sometimes wish the river would rise and carry us all away
+whilst we're asleep at night. If it were to flow here for a
+thousand years perhaps it would wash out the sin on which this
+house is built.
+
+LADY. Then it's true that my grandfather, the notary, illegally
+seized property not his own? It's said this place was built with
+the heritage of widows and orphans, the funds of ruined men, the
+property of dead ones and the bribes of litigants.
+
+MOTHER. Don't speak of it any more. The tears of those still living
+have run together and formed a lake. And it's that lake, people
+say, that's being drained now, and that'll cause the river to wash
+us away.
+
+LADY. Can't it be stopped by taking legal action? Is there no
+justice on earth?
+
+MOTHER. Not on earth. But there is in heaven. And heaven will drown
+us, for we're the children of evildoers. (She goes up the steps.)
+
+LADY. Isn't it enough to put up with one's own tears? Must one
+inherit other people's?
+
+(The STRANGER comes back.)
+
+STRANGER. Did you call me?
+
+LADY. No. I only tried to draw you to me, without really wanting
+you.
+
+STRANGER. I felt you meddling with my destiny in a way that made me
+uneasy. Soon you'll have learnt all I know.
+
+LADY. And more.
+
+STRANGER. But I must ask you not to lay rough hands on my fate. I
+am Cain, you see, and am under the ban of mysterious powers, who
+permit no mortals to interfere with their work of vengeance. You
+see this mark on my brow? (He removes his hat.) It means: Revenge
+is mine, saith the Lord.
+
+LADY. Does your hat press. ...
+
+STRANGER. No. It chafes me. And so does the coat. If it weren't
+that I wanted to please you, I'd have thrown them all into the
+river. When I walk here in the neighbourhood, do you know that
+people call me the doctor? They must take me for your husband, the
+werewolf. And I'm unlucky. If I ask who planted some tree: they
+say, the doctor. If I ask to whom the green fish basket belongs:
+they say, the doctor. And if it isn't his then it belongs to the
+doctor's wife. That is, to you! This confusion between him and me
+makes my visit unbearable. I'd like to go away. ...
+
+LADY. Haven't you tried in vain to leave this place six times?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. But the seventh, I'll succeed.
+
+LADY. Then try!
+
+STRANGER. You say that as if you were convinced I'd fail.
+
+LADY. I am.
+
+STRANGER. Plague me in some other way, dear fury.
+
+LADY. Well, I can.
+
+STRANGER. A new way! Try to say something ill-natured that 'the
+other one's' not said already.
+
+LADY. Your first wife's 'the other one.' How tactful to remind me
+of her.
+
+STRANGER. Everything that lives and moves, everything that's dead
+and cold, reminds me of what's gone. ...
+
+LADY. Until the being comes, who can wipe out the darkness of the
+past and bring light.
+
+STRANGER. You mean the child we're expecting!
+
+LADY. Our child!
+
+STRANGER. Do you love it?
+
+LADY. I began to to-day.
+
+STRANGER. To-day? Why, what's happened? Five months ago you wanted
+to run off to the lawyers and divorce me; because I wouldn't take
+you to a quack who'd kill your unborn child.
+
+LADY. That was some time ago. Things have changed now.
+
+STRANGER. Why now? (He looks round as if expecting something.) Now?
+Has the post come?
+
+LADY. You're still more cunning than I am. But the pupil will
+outstrip the master.
+
+STRANGER. Were there any letters for me?
+
+LADY. No.
+
+STRANGER. Then give me the wrapper?
+
+LADY. What made you guess?
+
+STRANGER. Give the wrapper, if your conscience can make such fine
+distinctions between it and the letter.
+
+LADY (picking up the letter-bag, which she has hidden behind the
+seat). Look at this! (The STRANGER takes the photograph, looks at
+it carefully, and puts it in his breast-pocket.) What was it?
+
+STRANGER. The past.
+
+LADY. Was it beautiful?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. More beautiful than the future can ever be.
+
+LADY (darkly). You shouldn't have said that.
+
+STRANGER. No, I admit it. And I'm sorry. ...
+
+LADY. Tell me, are you capable of suffering?
+
+STRANGER. Now, I suffer twice; because I feel when you're
+suffering. And if I wound you in self-defence, it's I who gets
+fever from the wound.
+
+LADY. That means you're at my mercy?
+
+STRANGER. No. Less now than ever, because you're protected by the
+innocent being you carry beneath your heart.
+
+LADY. He shall be my avenger.
+
+STRANGER. Or mine!
+
+LADY (tearfully). Poor little thing. Conceived in sin and shame,
+and born to avenge by hate.
+
+STRANGER. It's a long time since I've heard you speak like that.
+
+LADY. I dare say.
+
+STRANGER. That was the voice that first drew me to you; it was like
+that of a mother speaking to her child.
+
+LADY. When you say 'mother' I feel I can only believe good of you;
+but a moment after I say to myself: it's only one more of your ways
+of deceiving me.
+
+STRANGER. What ill have I ever really done you? (The LADY is
+uncertain what to reply.) Answer me. What ill have I done you?
+
+LADY. I don't know.
+
+STRANGER. Then invent something. Say to me: I hate you, because I
+can't deceive you.
+
+LADY. Can't I? Oh, I'm sorry for you.
+
+STRANGER. You must have poison in the pocket of your dress.
+
+LADY. Well, I have!
+
+STRANGER. What can it be? (Pause.) Who's that coming down the road?
+
+LADY. A harbinger.
+
+STRANGER. Is it a man, or a spectre?
+
+LADY. A spectre from the past.
+
+STRANGER. He's wearing a black coat and a laurel crown. But his
+feet are bare.
+
+LADY. It's Caesar.
+
+STRANGER (confused). Caesar? That was my nickname at school.
+
+LADY. Yes. But it's also the name of the madman whom my ... first
+husband used to look after. Forgive me speaking of him like that.
+
+STRANGER. Has this madman got away?
+
+LADY. It looks like it, doesn't it?
+
+(CAESAR comes in from the back; he wears a black frock coat and is
+without a collar; he has a laurel crown on his head and his feet
+are bare. His general appearance is bizarre.)
+
+CAESAR. Why don't you greet me? You ought to say: Ave, Caesar! For
+now I'm the master. The werewolf, you must know, has gone out of
+his mind since the Great Man went off with his wife, whom he
+himself snatched from her first lover, or bridegroom, or whatever
+you call him.
+
+STRANGER (to the LADY). That was strychnine for two adults! (To
+CAESAR) Where's your master now--or your slave, or doctor, or
+warder?
+
+CAESAR. He'll be here soon. But you needn't be frightened of him.
+He won't use daggers or poison. He only has to show himself, for
+all living things to fly from him; for trees to drop their leaves,
+and the very dust of the highway to run before him in a whirlwind
+like the pillar of cloud before the Children of Israel. ...
+
+STRANGER. Listen. ...
+
+CAESAR. Quiet, whilst I'm speaking. ... Sometimes he believes
+himself to be a werewolf, and says he'd like to eat a little child
+that's not yet born, and that's really his according to the right
+of priority. ... (He goes on his way.)
+
+LADY (to the STRANGER). Can you exorcise this demon?
+
+STRANGER. I can do nothing against devils who brave the sunshine.
+
+LADY. Yesterday you made an arrogant remark, and now you shall have
+it back. You said it wasn't fair for invisible ones to creep in by
+night and strike in the darkness, they should come by day when the
+sun's shining. Now they've come!
+
+STRANGER. And that pleases you!
+
+LADY. Yes. Almost.
+
+STRANGER. What a pity it gives me no pleasure when it's you who's
+struck! Let's sit down on the seat--the bench for the accused. For
+more are coming.
+
+LADY. I'd rather we went.
+
+STRANGER. No, I want to see how much I can bear. You see, at every
+stroke of the lash I feel as if a debit entry had been erased from
+my ledger.
+
+LADY. But I can stand no more. Look, there he comes himself.
+Heavens! This man, whom I once thought I loved!
+
+STRANGER. Thought? Yes, because everything's merely delusion. And
+that means a great deal. You go! I'll take the duty on myself of
+confronting him alone.
+
+(The LADY goes up the steps, but does not reach the toy before the
+DOCTOR becomes visible at the back of the stage. The DOCTOR comes
+in, his grey hair long and unkempt. He is wearing a tropical helmet
+and a hunting coat, which are exactly similar to the clothes of the
+STRANGER. He behaves as though he doesn't notice the STRANGER'S
+presence, and sits down on a stone on the other side of the road,
+opposite the STRANGER, who is sitting on the seat. He takes of his
+hat and mops the sweat from his brow. The STRANGER grows
+impatient.) What do you want?
+
+DOCTOR. Only to see this house again, where my happiness once dwelt
+and my roses blossomed. ...
+
+STRANGER. An intelligent man of the world would have chosen a time
+when the present inhabitants of the house were away for a short
+while; even on his own account, so as not to make himself ridiculous.
+
+DOCTOR. Ridiculous? I'd like to know which of us two's the more
+ridiculous?
+
+STRANGER. For the moment, I suppose I am.
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. But I don't think you know the whole extent of your
+wretchedness.
+
+STRANGER. What do you mean?
+
+DOCTOR. That you want to possess what I used to possess.
+
+STRANGER. Well, go on.
+
+DOCTOR. Have you noticed that we're wearing similar clothes? Good!
+Do you know the reason? It's this: you're wearing the things I
+forgot to fetch when the catastrophe took place. No intelligent man
+of the world at the end of the nineteenth century would ever put
+himself into such a position.
+
+STRANGER (throwing down his hat and coat). Curse the woman!
+
+DOCTOR. You needn't complain. Cast-off male attire has always been
+fatal ever since the celebrated shirt of Nessus. Go in now and
+change. I'll sit out here and watch, and listen, how you settle the
+matter alone with that accursčd woman. Don't forget your stick!
+(The LADY, who is hurrying towards the house, trips in front of the
+steps. The STRANGER stays where he is in embarrassment.) The stick!
+The stick!
+
+STRANGER. I don't ask mercy for the woman's sake, but for the child's.
+
+DOCTOR (wildly). So there's a child, too. Our house, our roses, our
+clothes, the bed-clothes not forgotten, and now our child! I'm
+within your doors, I sit at your table, I lie in your bed; I exist
+in your blood; in your lungs, in your brain; I am everywhere and
+yet you can't get hold of me. When the pendulum strikes the hour of
+midnight, I'll blow cold, on your heart, so that it stops like a
+clock that's run down. When you sit at your work, I shall come with
+a poppy, invisible to you, that will put your thoughts to sleep,
+and confuse your mind, so that you'll see visions you can't
+distinguish from reality. I shall lie like a stone in your path, so
+that you stumble; I shall be the thorn that pricks your hand when
+you go to pluck the rose. My soul shall spin itself about you like
+a spider's web; and I shall guide you like an ox by means of the
+woman you stole from me. Your child shall be mine and I shall speak
+through its mouth; you shall see my look in its eyes, so that
+you'll thrust it from you like a foe. And now, belovčd house,
+farewell; farewell, 'rose' room--where no happiness shall dwell
+that I could envy. (He goes out. The STRANGER has been sitting on
+the seat all this time, without being able to answer, and has been
+listening as if he were the accused.)
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+
+ACT II
+
+SCENE I
+
+LABORATORY
+
+[A Garden Pavilion in rococo style with high windows. In the middle
+of the room there is a large writing desk on which are various
+pieces of chemical and physical apparatus. Two copper wires are
+suspended from the ceiling to an electroscope that is standing on
+the middle of the table and which is provided with a number of
+bells, intended to record the tension of atmospheric electricity.]
+
+[On the table to the left a large old-fashioned frictional electric
+generating machine, with glass plates, brass conductors, and Leyden
+battery. The stands are lacquered red and white. On the right a
+large old-fashioned open fireplace with tripods, crucibles,
+pincers, bellows, etc.]
+
+[In the background a door with a view of the country beyond; it is
+dark and cloudy weather, but the red rays of the sun occasionally
+shine into the room. A brown cloak with a cape and hood is hanging
+up by the fireplace; nearby a travelling bag and an alpenstock. The
+STRANGER and the MOTHER are discovered together.]
+
+STRANGER. Where is ... Ingeborg?
+
+MOTHER. You know that better than I.
+
+STRANGER. With the lawyer, arranging a divorce. ...
+
+MOTHER. Why?
+
+STRANGER. I told you. No, it's so far-fetched, you'll think I'm
+lying to you.
+
+MOTHER. Well, tell me!
+
+STRANGER. She wants a divorce, because I've refused to turn this
+man out, although he's deranged. She says it's cowardly of me. ...
+
+MOTHER. I don't believe it.
+
+STRANGER. You see! You only believe what you wish; all the rest is
+lies. Well, can you find it in accordance with your interests to
+believe that she's been stealing my letters?
+
+MOTHER. I know nothing of that.
+
+STRANGER. I'm not asking you whether you know of it, but whether
+you believe it.
+
+MOTHER (changing the subject). What are you trying to do here?
+
+STRANGER. I'm making experiments concerning atmospheric electricity.
+
+MOTHER. And that's the lighting conductor, that you've connected to
+the desk!
+
+STRANGER. Yes. But there's no danger; for the bells would ring if
+there were an atmospheric disturbance.
+
+MOTHER. That's blasphemy and black magic. Take care! And what are
+you doing there, in the fireplace?
+
+STRANGER. Making gold.
+
+MOTHER. You think it possible?
+
+STRANGER. You take it for granted I'm a charlatan? I shan't blame
+you for that; but don't judge too quickly. At any moment I expect
+to get a sworn statement of analysis.
+
+MOTHER. I dare say. But what are you going to do if Ingeborg
+doesn't come back?
+
+STRANGER. She will, this time. Later, perhaps, when the child's
+here, she'll cut herself adrift.
+
+MOTHER. You seem very sure.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. As I said, I still am. So long as the bond's not
+broken you can feel it. When it is, you'll feel that unpleasantly
+clearly, too.
+
+MOTHER. But when you've parted from one another, you may yet both
+be bound to the child. You can't tell in advance.
+
+STRANGER. I've been providing against that by a great interest,
+that I hope will fill my empty life.
+
+MOTHER. You mean gold. And honour!
+
+STRANGER. Precisely! For a man the most enduring of all illusions.
+
+MOTHER. So you'd build on illusions?
+
+STRANGER. On what else should I build, when everything's illusion?
+
+MOTHER. If you ever awake from your dream, you'll find a reality of
+which you've never been able to dream.
+
+STRANGER. Then I'll wait till that happens.
+
+MOTHER. Wait then. Now I'll go and shut the window, before the
+thunderstorm breaks.
+
+STRANGER (going towards the back of the stage). That's going to be
+interesting. (A hunting horn is heard in the distance.) Who's
+sounding that horn?
+
+MOTHER. No one knows; and it means nothing good. (She goes out.)
+
+STRANGER (busying himself with the electroscope, and turning his
+back on the open window as he does so; then taking up a book and
+reading aloud.) 'When Adam's race of giants had increased enough
+for them to consider their number sufficient to risk an attack on
+those above, they began to build a tower that was to reach up to
+Heaven. Those above were then seized with fear and, in order to
+protect themselves, broke up the assembled multitude by so
+confusing their tongues and their minds that two people who met
+could not understand one another, even if they spoke the same
+language Since then, those above rule by discord: divide and rule.
+And the discord is upheld by the belief that the truth has been
+found; but when one of the prophets is believed, he is a lying
+prophet. If on the other hand a mortal succeeds in penetrating the
+secret of those above, no one believes him, and he is struck with
+madness so that no one ever shall. Since then mortals have been
+more or less demented, particularly those who are held to be wise,
+but madmen are in reality the only wise men; for they can see, hear
+and feel the invisible, the inaudible and the intangible, though
+they cannot relate their experiences to others.' Thus Zohar, the
+wisest of all the books of wisdom, and therefore one that no one
+believes. I shall build no tower of Babel, but I shall tempt the
+Powers into my mousetrap, and send them to the Powers below, the
+subterranean ones, so that they can be neutralised. It is the
+higher Schedim, who have come between mortal men and the Lord
+Zabaoth; and that is why joy, peace and happiness have vanished
+from the earth.
+
+LADY (coming back in despair, throwing herself down in front of the
+STRANGER and putting her arms round his feet and her head on the
+ground.) Help me! Help me! And forgive me.
+
+STRANGER. Get up. In God's name! Get up. Don't do that. What's
+happened?
+
+LADY. In my anger I've behaved foolishly. I've been caught in my
+own net.
+
+STRANGER (lifting her up). Stand up, foolish child; and tell me
+what's happened.
+
+LADY. I went to the public prosecutor.
+
+STRANGER. ... and asked for a divorce. ...
+
+LADY. ... that was my intention; but when I got there, I laid
+information against the werewolf for a breach of the peace and
+attempted murder.
+
+STRANGER. But he's guilty of neither!
+
+LADY. No, but I laid the information all the same. ... And when I
+was there, he came himself to lay information against me for
+bearing false witness. Then I went to the lawyer and he told me
+that I could expect a sentence of at least a month. Think of it, my
+child will be born in prison! How can I escape from that? Help me.
+You can. Speak!
+
+STRANGER. Yes, I can help you. But, if I do, don't revenge yourself
+on me afterwards.
+
+LADY. How little you know me. But tell me quickly.
+
+STRANGER. I must take the blame on myself, and say I sent you.
+
+LADY. How generous you are! Am I rid of the whole business now?
+
+STRANGER. Dry your eyes, my child, and take comfort. But tell me
+about something else, that's nothing to do with this. Did you leave
+this purse here? (The LADY is embarrassed.) Tell me!
+
+LADY. Has such a thing ever happened before?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. The 'other one' wanted to discover, in this way,
+whether I stole. The first time it happened I wept, because I was
+still young and innocent.
+
+LADY. Oh no!
+
+STRANGER. Now you seem to me the most wretched creature on earth.
+
+LADY. Is that why you love me?
+
+STRANGER. No. You've been stealing my letters, too! Answer, yes!
+And that's why you wanted to prove me a thief with this purse.
+
+LADY. What have you got there, on the table.
+
+STRANGER. Lightning!
+
+(There is a flash of lightning, but no thunder.)
+
+LADY. Aren't you afraid?
+
+STRANGER. Yes, sometimes; but not of what you fear.
+
+(The contorted face of the DOCTOR appears outside the window.)
+
+LADY. Is there a cat in the room? I feel uneasy.
+
+STRANGER. I don't think so. Yet I too have a feeling that there's
+someone here.
+
+LADY (turning and seeing the DOCTOR's face; then screaming and
+hurrying to the STRANGER for protection.) Oh! There he is!
+
+STRANGER. Where? Who?
+
+(The DOCTOR'S face disappears.)
+
+LADY. There, at the window. It's he!
+
+STRANGER. I can see no one. You must be wrong.
+
+LADY. No, I saw him. The werewolf! Can't we be rid of him?
+
+STRANGER. Yes, we could. But it'd be useless, because he has an
+immortal soul, which is bound to yours.
+
+LADY. If I'd only known that before!
+
+STRANGER. It's surely in the Catechism.
+
+LADY. Then let us die!
+
+STRANGER. That was once my religion; but as I no longer believe
+that death's the end, nothing remains but to bear everything--to
+fight, and to suffer!
+
+LADY. For how long must we suffer?
+
+STRANGER. As long as he suffers and our consciences plague us.
+
+LADY. Then we must try and justify ourselves to our consciences;
+find excuses for our frivolous actions, and discover his weaknesses.
+
+STRANGER. Well, you can try!
+
+LADY. You say that! Since I've known he's unhappy I can see nothing
+but his qualities, and you lose when I compare you with him.
+
+STRANGER. See how well it's arranged! His sufferings sanctify him,
+but mine make me abhorrent and laughable! We must face the
+immutable. We've destroyed a soul, so we are murderers.
+
+LADY. Who is to blame?
+
+STRANGER. He who's so mismanaged the fate of men.
+
+(There is a flash of lightning; the electric bells begin to ring.)
+
+LADY. O God! What's that?
+
+STRANGER. The answer.
+
+LADY. Is there a lightning conductor here?
+
+STRANGER. The priest of Baal wishes to coax the lightning from
+heaven. ...
+
+LADY. Now I'm frightened, frightened of you. You're terrifying.
+
+STRANGER. You see!
+
+LADY. Who are you to defy Heaven, and to dare to play with the
+destinies of men?
+
+STRANGER. Get up and collect your thoughts. Listen to me, believe
+me, and pay me the respect that's my due; and I'll lift both of us
+high above this frog pond, to which we've both descended. I'll
+breathe on your sick conscience so that it heals like a wound. Who
+am I? A man who has done what no one else has ever done; who will
+overthrow the Golden Calf and upset the tables of the money-changers.
+I hold the fate of the world in my crucible; and in a week I can
+make the richest of the rich a poor man. Gold, the most false of
+all standards, has ceased to rule; every man will now be as poor as
+his neighbour, and the children of men will hurry about like ants
+whose heap has been disturbed.
+
+LADY. What good will that be to us?
+
+STRANGER. Do you think I'll make gold in order to enrich ourselves
+and others? No. I'll do it to paralyse the present order, to
+disrupt it, as you'll see! I am the destroyer, the dissolver, the
+world incendiary; and when all lies in ashes, I shall wander
+hungrily through the heaps of ruins, rejoicing at the thought that
+it is all my work: that I have written the last page of world
+history, which can then be held to be ended.
+
+(The face of the DOMINICAN appears at the open window, without
+being seen by those on the stage.)
+
+LADY. Then that was the real meaning of your last book! It was no
+invention!
+
+STRANGER. No. But in order to write it, I had to link myself with
+the self of another, who could take everything from me that
+fettered my soul. So that my spirit could once more find a fiery
+blast, on which to mount to the ether, elude the Powers, and reach
+the Throne, in order to lay the lamentations of mankind at the feet
+of the Eternal One. ... (The DOMINICAN makes the sign of the cross
+in the air and disappears.) Who's here? Who is the Terrible One who
+follows me and cripples my thoughts? Did you see no one?
+
+LADY. No. No one.
+
+STRANGER. But I can feel his presence. (He puts his hand to his
+heart.) Can't you hear, far, far away, someone saying a rosary?
+
+LADY. Yes, I can hear it. But it's not the Angels' Greeting. It's
+the Curse of Deuteronomy! Woe unto us!
+
+STRANGER. Then it must be in the convent of St. Saviour.
+
+LADY. Woe! Woe!
+
+STRANGER. Beloved. What is it?
+
+LADY. Belovčd! Say that word again.
+
+STRANGER. Are you ill?
+
+LADY. No, but I'm in pain, and yet glad at the same time. Go and
+ask my mother to make up my bed. But first give me your blessing.
+
+STRANGER. Shall I ...?
+
+LADY. Say you forgive me; I may die, if the child takes my life.
+Say that you love me.
+
+STRANGER. Strange: I can't get the word to cross my lips.
+
+LADY. Then you don't love me?
+
+STRANGER. When you say so, it seems so to me. It's terrible, but I
+fear I hate you.
+
+LADY. Then at least give me your hand; as you'd give it to someone
+in distress.
+
+STRANGER. I'd like to, but I can't. Someone in me takes pleasure in
+your agony; but it's not I. I'd like to carry you in my arms and
+bear your suffering for you. But I may not. I cannot!
+
+LADY. You're as hard as stone.
+
+STRANGER (with restrained emotion). Perhaps not. Perhaps not.
+
+LADY. Come to me!
+
+STRANGER. I can't stir from here. It's as if someone had taken
+possession of my soul; and I'd like to kill myself so as to take
+the life of the other.
+
+LADY. Think of your child with joy. ...
+
+STRANGER. I can't even do that, for it'll bind me to earth.
+
+LADY. If we've sinned, we've been punished! Haven't we suffered
+enough?
+
+STRANGER. Not yet. But one day we shall have.
+
+LADY (sinking down). Help me. Mercy! I shall faint!
+
+(The STRANGER extends his hand, as if he had recovered from a
+cramp. The LADY kisses it. The STRANGER lifts her up and leads her
+to the door of the house.)
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE II
+
+THE 'ROSE' ROOM
+
+[A room with rose-coloured walls; it has small windows with iron
+lattices and plants in pots. The curtains are rose red; the
+furniture is white and red. In the background a door leading to a
+white bed-chamber; when this door is opened, a large bed can be
+seen with a canopy and white hangings. On the right the door
+leading out of the house. On the left a fireplace with a coal
+fire. In front of it a bath tub, covered with a white towel. A cradle
+covered with white, rose-coloured and light-blue stuff. Baby
+clothes are spread out here and there. A green dress hangs on the
+right-hand wall. Four Sisters of Mercy are on their knees, facing
+the door at the back, dressed in the black and white of Augustinian
+nuns. The midwife, who is in black, is by the fireplace. The
+child's nurse wears a peasant's dress, of black and white, from
+Brittany. The MOTHER is standing listening by the door at the back.
+The STRANGER is sitting on a chair right and is trying to read a
+book. A hat and a brown cloak with a cape and hood hang nearby, and
+on the floor there is a small travelling bag. The Sisters of Mercy
+are singing a psalm. The others join in from time to time, but not
+the STRANGER.]
+
+SISTERS. Salve, Regina, mater misericordiae;
+ Vita, dulcedo, et spes nostra, salve.
+ Ad to clamamus, exules filii Evae;
+ Ad to suspiramus gementes et flentes
+ In hac lacrymarum valle.
+
+(The STRANGER rises and goes to the MOTHER.)
+
+MOTHER. Stay where you are! A human being's coming into the world;
+another's dying. It's all the same to you.
+
+STRANGER. I'm not so sure! If I want to go in, I'm not allowed to.
+And when I don't want to, you wish it. I'd like to now.
+
+MOTHER. She doesn't want to see you. Besides, presence here's no
+longer needed. The child matters most now.
+
+STRANGER. For you, yes; but I'm still of most importance to myself.
+
+MOTHER. The doctor's forbidden anyone to go in, whoever they may
+be, because she's in danger.
+
+STRANGER. What doctor?
+
+MOTHER. So your thoughts are there again!
+
+STRANGER. Yes. And it's you who led them! An hour ago you gave me
+to understand that the child couldn't be mine. With that you
+branded your daughter a whore; but that means nothing to you, if
+you can only strike me to the heart! You are almost the most
+contemptible creature I know!
+
+MOTHER (to the SISTERS). Sisters! Pray for this unhappy man.
+
+STRANGER. Make way for me to go in. For the last time--out of the
+way.
+
+MOTHER. Leave this room, and this house too.
+
+STRANGER. If I were to do as you ask, in ten minutes you'd send the
+police after me, for abandoning my wife and child!
+
+MOTHER. I'd only do that to have you taken to a convent you know of.
+
+MAID (entering at the back). The Lady's asking you to do something
+for her.
+
+STRANGER. What is it?
+
+MAID. There's supposed to be a letter in the dress she left hanging
+here.
+
+STRANGER (looks round and notices the green dress; he goes over to
+it and takes a letter from the pocket). This is addressed to me,
+and was opened two days ago. Broken open! That's good!
+
+MOTHER. You must forgive someone who's as ill as your wife.
+
+STRANGER. She wasn't ill two days ago.
+
+MOTHER. No. But she is now.
+
+STRANGER. But not two days ago! (Reading the letter.) Well, I'll
+forgive her now, with the magnanimity of the victor.
+
+MOTHER. Of the victor?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. For I've done something no one's ever done before.
+
+MOTHER. You mean the gold. ...?
+
+STRANGER. Here's a certificate from the greatest living authority.
+Now I'll go and see him myself.
+
+MOTHER. Now!
+
+STRANGER. At your request.
+
+MAID (to the STRANGER). The Lady asks you to come in.
+
+MOTHER. You hear?
+
+STRANGER. No, now I don't want to! You've made your own daughter,
+my wife, into a whore; and branded my unborn child a bastard. You
+can keep them both. You've murdered my honour. There's nothing for
+me to do but to revive it elsewhere.
+
+MOTHER. You can never forgive!
+
+STRANGER. I can. I forgive you--and I shall leave you. (He puts on
+the brown cloak and hat, picks up his stick and travelling bag.)
+For if I were to stay, I'd soon grow worse than I am now. The
+innocent child, whose mission was to ennoble our warped
+relationship, has been defiled by you in his mother's womb and made
+an apple of discord and a source of punishment a revenge. Why
+should I stay here to be torn to pieces?
+
+MOTHER. For you, duties don't exist.
+
+STRANGER. Oh yes, they do! And the first of them's this: To protect
+myself from total destruction. Farewell!
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+
+ACT III
+
+SCENE I
+
+THE BANQUETING HALL
+
+[Room in a hotel prepared for a banquet. There are long tables
+laden with flowers and candelabra. Dishes with peacocks, pheasants
+in full plumage, boars' heads, entire lobsters, oysters, salmon,
+bundles of asparagus, melons and grapes. There is a musicians'
+gallery with eight players in the right-hand corner at the back.]
+
+[At the high table: the STRANGER in a frock coat; next to him a
+Civil Uniform with orders; a professorial Frock Coat with an order;
+and other black Frock Coats with orders of a more or less striking
+kind. At the second table a few Frock Coats between black Morning
+Coats. At the third table clean every-day costumes. At the fourth
+table dirty and ragged figures of strange appearance.]
+
+[The tables are so arranged that the first is furthest to the left
+and the fourth furthest to the right, so that the people sitting at
+the fourth table cannot be seen by the STRANGER. At the fourth
+table CAESAR and the DOCTOR are seated, in shabby clothes. They are
+the farthest down stage. Dessert has just been handed round and the
+guests have golden goblets in front of them. The band is playing a
+passage in the middle of Mendelssohn's Dead March pianissimo. The
+guests are talking to one another quietly.]
+
+DOCTOR (to CAESAR). The company seems rather depressed and the
+dessert came too soon!
+
+CAESAR. By the way, the whole thing look's like a swindle! He
+hasn't made any gold, that's merely a lie, like everything else.
+
+DOCTOR. I don't know, but that's what's being said. But in our
+enlightened age anything whatever may be expected.
+
+CAESAR. There's a professor at the high table, who's supposed to be
+an authority. But what subject is he professor of?
+
+DOCTOR: I've no idea. It must be metallurgy and applied chemistry.
+
+CAESAR. Can you see what order he's wearing?
+
+DOCTOR. I don't know it. I expect it's some tenth rate foreign order.
+
+CAESAR. Well, at a subscription dinner like this the company's
+always rather mixed.
+
+DOCTOR. Hm!
+
+CAESAR. You mean, that we ... hm. ... I admit we're not well
+dressed, but as far as intelligence goes. ...
+
+DOCTOR. Listen, Caesar, you're a lunatic in my charge, and you must
+avoid speaking about intelligence as much as you can.
+
+CAESAR. That's the greatest impertinence I've heard for a long
+time. Don't you realise, idiot, that I've been engaged to look
+after you, since you lost your wits?
+
+PROFESSOR (taping his goblet). Gentlemen!
+
+CAESAR. Hear, hear!
+
+PROFESSOR. Gentlemen! Our small society is to-day honoured by the
+presence of the great man, who is our guest of honour, and when the
+committee ...
+
+CAESAR (to the DOCTOR). That's the government, you know!
+
+PROFESSOR. ... and when the committee asked me to act as
+interpreter and to explain the motives that prompted them I was at
+first doubtful whether I could accept the honour. But when I
+compared my own incapacity with that of others, I discovered that
+neither lost in the comparison.
+
+VOICES. Bravo!
+
+PROFESSOR. Gentlemen! A century of discovery is ending with the
+greatest of all discoveries--foreseen by Pythagoras, prepared for
+by Albertus and Paracelsus and first carried out by our guest of
+honour. You will permit me to give this feeble expression of our
+admiration for the greatest man of a great century. A laurel crown
+from the society! (He places a laurel frown on the STRANGER'S
+head.) And from the committee: this! (He hangs a shining order
+round the STRANGER'S neck.) Gentlemen! Three cheers for the Great
+Man who has made gold!
+
+ALL (with the exception of the STRANGER). Hurrah!
+
+(The band plays chords from Mendelssohn's Dead March. During the
+last part of the foregoing speech servants have exchanged the
+golden goblets for dull tin ones, and they now begin to take away
+the pheasants, peacocks, etc. The music plays softly. General
+conversation.)
+
+CAESAR. Oughtn't we to taste these things before they take them
+away?
+
+DOCTOR. It all seems humbug, except that about making gold.
+
+STRANGER (knocking on the table). Gentlemen! I've always been
+proud of the fact that I'm not easy to deceive ...
+
+CAESAR. Hear, hear!
+
+STRANGER. ... that I'm not easily carried away, but I am touched at
+the sincerity so obvious in the great tribute you've just paid me;
+and when I say touched, I mean it.
+
+CAESAR. Bravo!
+
+STRANGER. There are always sceptics; and moments in the life of
+every man, when doubts creep into the hearts of even the strongest.
+I'll confess that I myself have doubted; but after finding myself
+the object this sincere and hearty demonstration, and after taking
+part in this royal feast, for it is royal; and seeing that,
+finally, the government itself ...
+
+VOICE. The committee!
+
+STRANGER. ... the committee, if you like, has so signally
+recognised my modest merits, I doubt no longer, but believe! (The
+Civil Uniform creeps out.) Yes, gentlemen, this is the greatest and
+most satisfying moment of my life, because it has given me back
+the greatest thing any man can possess, the belief in himself.
+
+CAESAR. Splendid! Bravo!
+
+STRANGER. I thank you. Your health!
+
+(The PROFESSOR gets up. Everyone rises and the company begins to
+mix. Most of the musicians go out, but two remain.)
+
+GUEST (to the STRANGER). A delightful evening!
+
+STRANGER. Wonderful.
+
+(All the Frock Coats creep away.)
+
+FATHER (an elderly, overdressed man with an eye-glass and military
+bearing crosses to the doctor). What? Are you here?
+
+DOCTOR. Yes, Father-in-law. I'm here. I go everywhere he goes.
+
+FATHER. It's too late in the day to call me father-in-law. Besides,
+I'm _his_ father-in-law now.
+
+DOCTOR. Does he know you?
+
+FATHER. No. He's not had that honour; and I must ask you to
+preserve my incognito. Is it true he's made gold?
+
+DOCTOR. So it's said. But it's certain he left his wife while she
+was in childbed.
+
+FATHER. Does that mean I can expect a third son-in-law soon? I
+don't like the idea! The uncertainty of my position makes me hate
+being a father-in-law at all. Of course, I've nothing to say
+against it, since. ...
+
+(The tables have now been cleared; the cloths and the candelabra
+have been removed, so that the tables themselves, which are merely
+boards supported on trestles, are all that remain. A big stoneware
+jug has been brought in and small jugs of simple form have been put
+on the high table. The people in rags sit down next to the STRANGER
+at the high table; and the FATHER sits astride a chair and stares
+at him.)
+
+CAESAR (knocking on the table). Gentlemen! This feast has been
+called royal, not on account of the excellence of the service
+which, on the contrary, has been wretched; but because the man,
+whom we have honoured, is a king, a king in the realm of the
+Intellect. Only I am able to judge of that. (One of the people in
+rags laughs.) Quiet. Wretch! But he's more than a king, he's a man
+of the people, of the humblest. A friend of the oppressed, the
+guardian of fools, the bringer of happiness to idiots. I don't know
+whether he's succeeded in making gold. I don't worry about that,
+and I hardly believe it ... (There is a murmur. Two policemen come
+in and sit by the door; the musicians come down and take seats at
+the tables.) ... but supposing he has, he has answered all the
+questions that the daily press has been trying to solve for the
+last fifty years. ... It's only an assumption--
+
+STRANGER. Gentlemen!
+
+RAGGED PERSON. No. Don't interrupt him.
+
+CAESAR. A mere assumption without real foundation, and the analysis
+may be wrong!
+
+ANOTHER RAGGED PERSON. Don't talk nonsense!
+
+STRANGER. Speaking in my capacity as guest of honour at this
+gathering I should say that it would be of interest to those taking
+part to hear the grounds on which I've based my proof. ...
+
+CAESAR. We don't want to hear that. No, no.
+
+FATHER. Wait! I think justice demands that the accused should be
+allowed to explain himself. Couldn't our guest of honour tell the
+company his secret in a few words?
+
+STRANGER. As the discoverer I can't give away my secret. But that's
+not necessary, because I've submitted my results to an authority
+under oath.
+
+CAESAR. Then the whole thing's nonsense, the whole thing! We don't
+believe authorities--we're free-thinkers. Did you ever hear
+anything so impudent? That we should honour a mystery man, an
+arch-swindler, a charlatan, in good faith.
+
+FATHER. Wait a little, my good people!
+
+(During this scene a wall screen, charmingly decorated with palm
+trees and birds of paradise, has been taken away, disclosing a
+wretched serving-counter and stand for beer mugs, behind which a
+waitress is seen dispensing tots of spirits. Scavengers and
+dirty-looking women go over to the counter and start drinking.)
+
+STRANGER. Was I asked here to be insulted?
+
+FATHER. Not at all. My friend's rather loquacious, but he's not
+said anything insulting yet.
+
+STRANGER. Isn't it insulting to be called a charlatan?
+
+FATHER. He didn't mean it seriously.
+
+STRANGER. Even as a joke I think the word arch-swindler slanderous.
+
+FATHER. He didn't use _that_ word.
+
+STRANGER. What? I appeal to the company: wasn't the word he used
+arch-swindler?
+
+ALL. No. He never said that!
+
+STRANGER. Then I don't know where I am--or what company I've got
+into.
+
+RAGGED PERSON. Is there anything wrong with it?
+
+(The people murmur.)
+
+BEGGAR (comes forward, supporting himself on crutches; he strikes
+the table so hard with his crutch, that some mugs are broken.) Mr.
+Chairman! May I speak? (He breaks some more crockery.) Gentlemen,
+in this life I've not allowed thyself to be easily deceived, but
+this time I have been. My friend in the chair there has convinced
+me that I've been completely deceived on the question of his power
+of judgment and sound understanding, and I feel touched. There are
+limits to pity and limits also to cruelty. I don't like to see real
+merit being dragged into the dust, and this man's worth a better
+fate than his folly's leading him to.
+
+STRANGER. What does this mean?
+
+(The FATHER and the DOCTOR have gone out during this scene without
+attracting attention. Only beggars remain at the high table. Those
+who are drinking gather into groups and stare at the STRANGER.)
+
+BEGGAR. You take yourself to be the man of the century, and accept
+the invitation of the Drunkards' Society, in order to have yourself
+fęted as a man of science. ...
+
+STRANGER (rising). But the government. ...
+
+BEGGAR. Oh yes, the Committee of the Drunkards' Society have given
+you their highest distinction--that order you've had to pay for
+yourself. ...
+
+STRANGER. What about the professor?
+
+BEGGAR. He only calls himself that; he's no professor really,
+though he does give lessons. And the uniform that must have
+impressed you most was that of a lackey in a chancellery.
+
+STRANGER (tearing of the wreath and the ribbon of the order). Very
+well! But who was the elderly man with the eyeglass?
+
+BEGGAR. Your father-in-law!
+
+STRANGER. Who got up this hoax?
+
+BEGGAR. It's no hoax, it's quite serious. The professor came on
+behalf of the Society, for so they call themselves, and asked you
+whether you'd accept the fęte. You accepted it; so it became
+serious!
+
+(Two dirty-looking women carry in a dust-bin suspended from a stick
+and set it down on the high table.)
+
+FIRST WOMAN. If you're the man who makes gold, you might buy two
+brandies for us.
+
+STRANGER. What's this mean?
+
+BEGGAR. It's the last part of the reception; and it's supposed to
+mean that gold's mere rubbish.
+
+STRANGER. If only that were true, rubbish could be exchanged for
+gold.
+
+BEGGAR. Well, it's only the philosophy of the Society of Drunkards.
+And you've got to take your philosophy where you find it.
+
+SECOND WOMAN (sitting down next to the STRANGER). Do you recognise
+me?
+
+STRANGER. No.
+
+SECOND WOMAN. Oh, you needn't be embarrassed so late in the evening
+as this!
+
+STRANGER. You believe you're one of my victims? That I was amongst
+the first hundred who seduced you?
+
+SECOND WOMAN. No. It's not what you think. But I once came across a
+printed paper, when I was about to be confirmed, which said that it
+was a duty to oneself to give way to all desires of the flesh.
+Well, I grew free and blossomed; and this is the fruit of my highly
+developed self!
+
+STRANGER (rising). Perhaps I may go now?
+
+WAITRESS (coming over with a bill). Yes. But the bill must be paid
+first.
+
+STRANGER. What? By me? I haven't ordered anything.
+
+WAITRESS. I know nothing of that; but you're the last of the
+company to have had anything.
+
+STRANGER (to the BEGGAR). Is this all a part of the reception?
+
+BEGGAR. Yes, certainly. And, as you know, everything costs money,
+even honour. ...
+
+STRANGER (taking a visiting card and handing it to the waitress).
+There's my card. You'll be paid to-morrow.
+
+WAITRESS (putting the card in the dust-bin). Hm! I don't know the
+name; and I've put a lot of such cards into the dust-bin. I want
+the money.
+
+BEGGAR. Listen, madam, I'll guarantee this man will pay.
+
+WAITRESS. So you'd like to play tricks on me too! Officer! One
+moment, please.
+
+POLICEMAN. What's all this about? Payment, I suppose. Come to the
+station; we'll arrange things there. (He writes something in his
+note-book.)
+
+STRANGER. I'd rather do that than stay here and quarrel. ... (To
+the BEGGAR.) I don't mind a joke, but I never expected such cruel
+reality as this.
+
+BEGGAR. Anything's to be expected, once you challenge persons as
+powerful as you have! Let me tell you this in confidence. You'd
+better be prepared for worse, for the very worst!
+
+STRANGER. To think I've been so duped ... so ...
+
+BEGGAR. Feasts of Belshazzar always end in one way a hand's
+stretched out--and writes a bill. And another hand's laid on the
+guest's shoulder and leads him to the police station! But it must
+be done royally!
+
+POLICEMAN (laying his hand on the STRANGER). Have you talked
+enough?
+
+THE WOMEN and RAGGED ONES. The alchemist can't pay. Hurrah! He's
+going to gaol. He's going to gaol!
+
+SECOND WOMAN. Yes, but it's a shame.
+
+STRANGER. You're sorry for me? I thank you for that, even if I
+don't quite deserve it! _You_ felt pity for me!
+
+SECOND WOMAN. Yes. That's also something I learnt from you.
+
+(The scene is changed without lowering the curtain. The stage is
+darkened, and a medley of scenes, representing landscapes, palaces,
+rooms, is lowered and brought forward; so that characters and
+furniture are no longer seen, but the STRANGER alone remains
+visible and seems to be standing stiffly as though unconscious. At
+last even he disappears, and from the confusion a prison cell
+emerges.)
+
+
+SCENE II
+
+PRISON CELL
+
+[On the right a door; and above it a barred opening, through which
+a ray of sunlight is shining, throwing a patch of light on the
+left-hand wall, where a large crucifix hangs.]
+
+[The STRANGER, dressed in a brown cloak and wearing a hat, is
+sitting at the table looking at the patch of sunlight. The door is
+opened and the BEGGAR is let in.]
+
+BEGGAR. What are you brooding over?
+
+STRANGER. I'm asking myself why I'm here; and then: where I was
+yesterday?
+
+BEGGAR. Where do you think?
+
+STRANGER. It seems in hell; unless I dreamed everything.
+
+BEGGAR. Then wake up now, for this is going to be reality.
+
+STRANGER. Let it come. I'm only afraid of ghosts.
+
+BEGGAR (taking out a newspaper). Firstly, the great authority has
+withdrawn the certificate he gave you for making gold. He says, in
+this paper, that you deceived him. The result is that the paper
+calls you a charlatan!
+
+STRANGER. O God! What is it I'm fighting?
+
+BEGGAR. Difficulties, like other men.
+
+STRANGER. No, this is something else. ...
+
+BEGGAR. Your own credulity, then.
+
+STRANGER. No, I'm not credulous, and I know I'm right.
+
+BEGGAR. What's the good of that, if no one else does,
+
+STRANGER. Shall I ever get out of this prison? If I do, I'll settle
+everything.
+
+BEGGAR. The matter's arranged; everything's paid for.
+
+STRANGER. Oh? Who paid, then?
+
+BEGGAR. The Society, I suppose; or the Drunkard's Government.
+
+STRANGER. Then I can go?
+
+BEGGAR. Yes. But there's one thing. ...
+
+STRANGER. Well, what is it?
+
+BEGGAR. Remember, an enlightened man of the world mustn't let
+himself be taken by surprise.
+
+STRANGER. I begin to divine. ...
+
+BEGGAR. The announcement's on the front page.
+
+STRANGER. That means: she's already married again, and my children
+have a stepfather. Who is he?
+
+BEGGAR. Whoever he is, don't murder him; for he's not to blame for
+taking in a forsaken woman.
+
+STRANGER. My children! O God, my children!
+
+BEGGAR. I notice you didn't foresee what's happened; but why not
+look ahead, if you're so old and such an enlightened man of the
+world.
+
+STRANGER (beside himself). O God! My children!
+
+BEGGAR. Enlightened men of the world don't weep! Stop it, my son.
+When such disasters happen men of the world ... either ... well,
+tell me. ...
+
+STRANGER. Shoot themselves!
+
+BEGGAR. Or?
+
+STRANGER. No, not that!
+
+BEGGAR. Yes, my son, precisely that! He's throwing out a
+sheet-anchor as an experiment.
+
+STRANGER. This is irrevocable. Irrevocable!
+
+BEGGAR. Yes, it is. Quite irrevocable. And you can live another
+lifetime, in order to contemplate your own rascality in peace.
+
+STRANGER. You should be ashamed to talk like that.
+
+BEGGAR. And you?
+
+STRANGER. Have you ever seen a human destiny like mine?
+
+BEGGAR. Well, look at mine!
+
+STRANGER. I know nothing of yours.
+
+BEGGAR. It's never occurred to you, in all our long acquaintance,
+to ask about my affairs. You once scorned the friendship I offered
+you, and fell straightway into the arms of boon companions. I hope
+it'll do you good. And so farewell, till the next time.
+
+STRANGER. Don't go.
+
+BEGGAR. Perhaps you'd like company when you get out of prison?
+
+STRANGER. Why not?
+
+BEGGAR. It hasn't occurred to you I mightn't want to show myself in
+_your_ company?
+
+STRANGER. It certainly hasn't.
+
+BEGGAR. But it's true. Do you think I want to be suspected of
+having been at that immortal banquet in the alchemist's honour, of
+which there's an account in the morning paper?
+
+STRANGER. He doesn't want to be seen with me!
+
+BEGGAR. Even a beggar has his pride and fears ridicule.
+
+STRANGER. He doesn't want to be seen with me. Am I then sunk to
+such misery?
+
+BEGGAR. You must ask yourself that, and answer it, too.
+
+(A mournful cradle song is heard in the distance.)
+
+STRANGER. What's that?
+
+BEGGAR. A song sung by a mother at her baby's cradle.
+
+STRANGER. Why must I be reminded of it just now?
+
+BEGGAR. Probably so that you can feel really keenly what you've
+left for a chimera.
+
+STRANGER. Is it possible I could have been wrong? If so it's the
+devil's work, and I'll lay down my arms.
+
+BEGGAR. You'd better do that as soon as you can. ...
+
+STRANGER. Not yet! (A rosary can be heard being repeated in the
+distance.) What's that? (A sustained note of a horn is heard.)
+That's the unknown huntsman! (The chord from the Dead March is
+heard.) Where am I? (He remains where he is as if hypnotised.)
+
+BEGGAR. Bow yourself or break!
+
+STRANGER. I cannot bow!
+
+BEGGAR. Then break.
+
+(The STRANGER falls to the ground. The same confused medley of
+scenes as before.)
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE III
+
+THE 'ROSE' ROOM
+
+[The same scene as Act I. The kneeling Sisters of Mercy are now
+reading their prayer books, '... exules filii Evae; Ad to
+suspiramus et flentes In hac lacrymarum aalle.' The MOTHER is by
+the door at the back; the FATHER by the door on the right.]
+
+MOTHER (going towards him). So you've come back again?
+
+FATHER (humbly). Yes.
+
+MOTHER. Your lady-love's left you?
+
+RATHER. Don't be more cruel than you need!
+
+MOTHER. You say that to me, you who gave my wedding presents to
+your mistress. You, who were so dishonourable as to expect me, your
+wife, to choose presents for her. You, who wanted my advice about
+colour and cut, in order to educate her taste in dress! What do you
+want here?
+
+FATHER. I heard that my daughter ...
+
+MOTHER. Your daughter's lying there, between life and death; and
+you know that her feelings for you have grown hostile. That's why I
+ask you to go; before she suspects your presence.
+
+FATHER. You're right, and I can't answer you. But let me sit in the
+kitchen, for I'm tired. Very tired.
+
+MOTHER. Where were you last night?
+
+FATHER. At the club. But I wanted to ask you if the husband weren't
+here?
+
+MOTHER. Am I to lay bare all this misery? Don't you know your
+daughter's tragic fate?
+
+FATHER. Yes ... I do. And what a husband!
+
+MOTHER. What men! Go downstairs now and sleep off your liquor.
+
+FATHER. The sins of the fathers. ...
+
+MOTHER. You're talking nonsense.
+
+FATHER. Of course I don't mean my sins ... but those of our
+parents. And now they say the lake up there's to be drained, so
+that the river will rise. ...
+
+MOTHER (pushing him out of the door). Silence. Misfortune will
+overtake us soon enough, without you calling it up.
+
+MAID (from the bedroom at the back). The lady's asking for the
+master.
+
+MOTHER. She means her husband.
+
+MAID. Yes. The master of the house, her husband.
+
+MOTHER. He went out a little while ago.
+
+(The STRANGER comes in.)
+
+STRANGER. Has the child been born?
+
+MOTHER. No. Not yet.
+
+STRANGER (putting his hand to his forehead). What? Can it take so
+long?
+
+MOTHER. Long? What do you mean?
+
+STRANGER (looking about him). I don't know what I mean. How is it
+with the mother?
+
+MOTHER. She's just the same.
+
+STRANGER. The same?
+
+MOTHER. Don't you want to get back to your gold making?
+
+STRANGER. I can't make head or tail of it! But there's still hope
+my worst dream was nothing but a dream.
+
+MOTHER. You really look as if you were walking in your sleep.
+
+STRANGER. Do I? Oh, I wish I were! The one thing I fear I'd fear no
+longer.
+
+MOTHER. He who guides your destiny seems to know your weakest
+spots.
+
+STRANGER. And when there was only one left, he found that too;
+happily for me only in a dream! Blind Powers! Powerless Ones!
+
+MAID (coming in again). The lady asks you to do her a service.
+
+STRANGER. There she lies like an electric eel, giving shocks from a
+distance. What kind of service is it to be now?
+
+MAID. There's a letter in the pocket of her green coat.
+
+STRANGER. No good will come of that! (He takes the letter out of
+the green coat, which is hanging near the dress by fireplace.) I
+must be dead. I dreamed this, and now it's happening. My children
+have a stepfather!
+
+MOTHER. Who are you going to blame?
+
+STRANGER. Myself! I'd rather blame no one. I've lost my children.
+
+MOTHER. You'll get a new one here.
+
+STRANGER. He might be cruel to them. ...
+
+MOTHER. Then their sufferings will burden your conscience, if you
+have one.
+
+STRANGER. Supposing he were to beat them?
+
+MOTHER. Do you know what I'd do in your place?
+
+STRANGER. Yes, I know what you'd do; but I don't know what I'll do.
+
+MOTHER (to the Sisters of Mercy). Pray for this man!
+
+STRANGER. No, no. Not that! It'll do no good, and I don't believe
+in prayer.
+
+MOTHER. But you believe in your gold?
+
+STRANGER. Not even in that. It's over. All over!
+
+(The MIDWIFE comes out of the bedroom.)
+
+MIDWIFE. A child's born. Praise the Lord!
+
+MOTHER. Let the Lord be praised!
+
+SISTERS. Let the Lord be praised!
+
+MIDWIFE (to the STRANGER). Your wife's given you daughter.
+
+MOTHER (to the STRANGER). Don't you want to see your child?
+
+STRANGER. No. I no longer want to tie myself anything on earth. I'm
+afraid I'd get to love her, and then you'd tear the heart from my
+body. Let me get out of this atmosphere, which is too pure for me.
+Don' t let that innocent child come near me, for I'm a man already
+damned, already sentenced, and for me there's no joy, no peace, and
+no ... forgiveness!
+
+MOTHER. My son, now you're speaking words of wisdom! Truthfully and
+without malice: I welcome your decision. There's no place for you
+here, and amongst us women you'd be plagued to death. So go in
+peace.
+
+STRANGER. There'll be no more peace, but I'll go. Farewell!
+
+MOTHER. Exules filii Evae; on earth you shall be a fugitive and a
+vagabond.
+
+STRANGER. Because I have slain my brother.
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+
+ACT IV
+
+SCENE I
+
+BANQUETING HALL
+
+[The room in which the banquet took place in Act III. It is dirty,
+and furnished with unpainted wooden tables. Beggars, scavengers and
+loose women. Cripples are seated here and there drinking by the
+light of tallow dips.]
+
+[The STRANGER and the SECOND WOMAN are sitting together drinking
+brandy, which stands on the table in front of them in a carafe. The
+STRANGER is drinking heavily.]
+
+WOMAN. Don't drink so much!
+
+STRANGER. You see. You've scruples, too!
+
+WOMAN. No. But I don't like to see a man I respect lowering himself
+so.
+
+STRANGER. But I came here specially to do so; to take a mud-bath
+that would harden my skin against the pricks of life. To find
+immoral support about me. And I chose your company, because you're
+the most despicable, though you've still retained a spark of
+humanity. You were sorry for me, when no one else was. Not even
+myself! Why?
+
+WOMAN. Really, I don't know.
+
+STRANGER. But you must know that there are moments when you look
+almost beautiful.
+
+WOMAN. Oh, listen to him!
+
+STRANGER. Yes. And then you resemble a woman who was dear to me.
+
+WOMAN. Thank you!
+
+WAITRESS. Don't talk so loud, there's a sick man here.
+
+STRANGER. Tell me, have you ever been in love?
+
+WOMAN. We don't use that word, but I know what you mean. Yes. I had
+a lover once and we had a child.
+
+STRANGER. That was foolish!
+
+WOMAN. I thought so, too, but he said the days liberation were at
+hand, when all chains would he struck off, all barriers thrown
+down, and ...
+
+STRANGER (tortured). And then ...?
+
+WOMAN. Then he left me.
+
+STRANGER. He was a scoundrel. (He drinks.)
+
+WOMAN (looking at him.) You think so?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. He must have been.
+
+WOMAN. Now you're so intolerant.
+
+STRANGER (drinking). Am I?
+
+WOMAN. Don't drink so much; I want to see you far above me,
+otherwise you can't raise me up.
+
+STRANGER. What illusions you must have! Childish! I lift you up! I
+who am down below. Yet I'm not; it's not I who sit here, for I'm
+dead. I know that my soul's far away, far, far away. ... (He stares
+in front of him with an absent-minded air) ... where a great lake
+lies in the sunshine like molten gold; where roses blossom on the
+wall amongst the vines; where a white cot stands under the acacias.
+But the child's asleep and the mother's sitting beside the cot
+doing crochet work. There's a long, long strip coming from her
+mouth and on the strip is written ... wait ... 'Blessed are the
+sorrowful, for they shall be comforted.' But that's not so, really.
+I shall never be comforted. Tell me, isn't there thunder in the
+air, it's so close, so hot?
+
+WOMAN (looking out of the window). No. I can see no clouds out
+there. ...
+
+STRANGER. Strange ... that's lightning.
+
+WOMAN. No. You're wrong.
+
+STRANGER. One, two, three, four, five ... now the thunder must
+come! But it doesn't. I've never been frightened of a thunderstorm
+until to-day--I mean, until to-night. But is it day or night?
+
+WOMAN. My dear, it's night.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. It _is_ night.
+
+(The DOCTOR has come in during this scene and has sat down behind
+the STRANGER, without having been seen by him.)
+
+WAITRESS. Don't speak so loud, there's a sick person in here.
+
+STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Give me your hand.
+
+WOMAN (wiping it on her apron). Oh, why?
+
+STRANGER. You've a lovely white hand. But ... look at mine. It's
+black. Can't you see it's black?
+
+WOMAN. Yes. So it is!
+
+STRANGER. Blackened already, perhaps even rotten? I must see if my
+heart's stopped. (He puts his hand to his heart.) Yes. It has! So
+I'm dead, and I know when I died. Strange, to be dead, and yet to
+be going about. But where am I? Are all these people dead, too?
+They look as if they'd risen from the sewers of the town, or as if
+they'd come from prison, poorhouse or lock hospital. They're
+workers of the night, suffering, groaning, cursing, quarrelling,
+torturing one another, dishonouring one another, envying one
+another, as if they possessed anything worthy of envy! The fire of
+sleep courses through their veins, their tongues cleave to their
+palates, grown dry through cursing; and then they put out the blaze
+with water, with fire-water, that engenders fresh thirst. With
+fire-water, that itself burns with a blue flame and consumes the
+soul like a prairie fire, that leaves nothing behind it but red
+sand. (He drinks.) Set fire to it. Put it out again. Set fire to
+it. Put it out again! But what you can't burn up--unluckily--is the
+memory of what's past. How can that memory be burned to ashes?
+
+WAITRESS. Please don't speak so loud, there's a sick man in here.
+So ill, that he's already asked to be given the sacrament.
+
+STRANGER. May he soon go to hell!
+
+(Those present murmur at this, resenting it.)
+
+WAITRESS. Take care! Take care!
+
+WOMAN (to the STRANGER). Do you know that man who's been sitting
+behind you, staring at you all the time?
+
+STRANGER (turning. He and the DOCTOR stare at one another for a
+moment, without speaking). Yes. I used to know him once.
+
+WOMAN. He looks as if he'd like to bite you in the back.
+
+(The DOCTOR sits down opposite the STRANGER and stares at him.)
+
+STRANGER. What are you looking at?
+
+DOCTOR. Your grey hairs.
+
+STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Is my hair grey?
+
+WOMAN. Yes. Indeed it is!
+
+DOCTOR. And now I'm looking at your fair companion. Sometimes you
+have good taste. Sometimes not.
+
+STRANGER. And sometimes you have the misfortune to have the same
+taste as I.
+
+DOCTOR. That wasn't a kind remark! But you've killed me twice in
+your lifetime; so go on.
+
+STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Let's get away from here.
+
+DOCTOR. You know when I'm near you. You feel my presence from afar.
+And I shall reach you, as the thunder will, whether you hide in the
+depths of the earth or of the sea. ... Try to escape me, if you can!
+
+STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Come with me. Lead me ... I can't see. ...
+
+WOMAN. No, I don't want to go yet. I don't want to be bored.
+
+DOCTOR. You're right there, daughter of joy! Life's hard enough
+without taking on yourself the sorrows others have brought on
+themselves. That man won't bear his own sorrows, but makes his wife
+shoulder the burden for him.
+
+STRANGER. What's that? Wait! She bore false witness of a breach of
+the peace and attempted murder!
+
+DOCTOR. Now he's putting the blame on her!
+
+STRANGER (resting his head in his hands and letting it sink on to
+the table. In the far distance a violin and guitar are heard
+playing the following melody):
+
+[See picture road1.jpg]
+
+DOCTOR (to the WOMAN). Is he ill?
+
+WOMAN. He must be mad; he says he's dead.
+
+(In the distance drums beat the reveille and bugles are blown, but
+very softly.)
+
+STRANGER. Is it morning? Night's passing, the sun's rising and
+ghosts lie down to sleep again in graves. Now I can go. Come!
+
+WOMAN (going nearer to the DOCTOR). No. I said no.
+
+STRANGER. Even you, the last of all my friends! Am I such a
+wretched being, that not even a prostitute will bear me company for
+money?
+
+DOCTOR. You must be.
+
+STRANGER. I don't believe it yet; although everyone tells me so. I
+don't believe anything at all, for every time I have, I've been
+deceived. But tell me this hasn't the sun yet risen? A little while
+ago I heard a cock crow and a dog bark; and now they're ringing the
+Angelus. ... Have they put out the lights, that it's so dark?
+
+DOCTOR (to the WOMAN). He must be blind.
+
+WOMAN. Yes. I think he is.
+
+STRANGER. No. I can see you; but I can't see the lights.
+
+DOCTOR. For you it's growing dark. ... You've played with the
+lightning, and looked too long at the sun. That is forbidden to
+men.
+
+STRANGER. We're born with the desire to do it; but may not. That's
+Envy. ...
+
+DOCTOR. What do you possess that's worthy of envy?
+
+STRANGER. Something you'll never understand, and that only I can
+value.
+
+DOCTOR. You mean, the child?
+
+MANGER. You know I didn't mean it. If I had I'd have said that I
+possessed something you could never let.
+
+DOCTOR. So you're back at that! Then I'll express myself as
+clearly: you took what I'd done with.
+
+WOMAN. Oh! I shan't stay in the company of such swine! (She gets up
+and moves to another seat.)
+
+STRANGER. I know we've sunk very low; yet I believe the deeper I
+sink the nearer I'll come to my goal: the end!
+
+WAITRESS. Don't speak so loud, there's a dying man in there!
+
+STRANGER. Yes, I believe you. The whole time there's been a smell
+of corpses here.
+
+DOCTOR. Perhaps that's us?
+
+STRANGER. Can one be dead, without suspecting it?
+
+DOCTOR. The dead maintain that they don't know the difference.
+
+STRANGER. You terrify me. Is it possible? And all these shadowy
+figures, whose faces I think I recognise as memories of my youth at
+school in the swimming bath, the gymnasium. ... (He clutches his
+heart.) Oh! Now he's coming: the Terrible One, who tears the heart
+out of the breast. The Terrible One, who's been following me for
+years. He's here!
+
+(He is beside himself. The doors are thrown open; a choir boy comes
+in carrying a lantern made of blue glass that throws a blue light
+on the guests; he rings the silver bell. All present begin to howl
+like wild beasts. The DOMINICAN then enters with the sacrament. The
+WAITRESS and the WOMAN throw themselves on their knees, the others
+howl. The DOMINICAN raises the monstrance; all fall on their knees.
+The choir boy and the DOMINICAN go into the room on the left.)
+
+BEGGAR (entering and going towards the STRANGER). Come away from
+here. You're ill. And the bailiffs have a summons for you.
+
+STRANGER. Summons? From whom?
+
+BEGGAR. Your wife.
+
+DOCTOR. The electric eel strikes at a great distance. She once
+wanted to bring a charge of slander against me, because she
+couldn't stay out at night.
+
+STRANGER. Couldn't stay out at night?
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. Didn't you know who you were married to?
+
+STRANGER. I heard she'd been engaged before she ... married you.
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. That's what it was called, but in reality she'd been
+the mistress of a married man, whom she denounced for rape, after
+she'd forced herself into his studio and posed to him naked, as a
+model.
+
+STRANGER. And that was the woman you married?
+
+DOCTOR. Yes. After she'd seduced me, she denounced me for breach of
+promise, so I had to marry her. She'd engaged two detectives to see
+I didn't get away. And that was the woman you married!
+
+STRANGER. I did it because I soon saw it was no good choosing when
+all were alike.
+
+BEGGAR. Come away from here. You'll be sorry if you don't.
+
+STRANGER (to the DOCTOR). Was she always religious?
+
+DOCTOR. Always.
+
+STRANGER. And tender, good-hearted, self-sacrificing?
+
+DOCTOR. Certainly!
+
+STRANGER. Can one understand her?
+
+DOCTOR. No. But you can go mad thinking about her. That's why one
+had to accept her as she was. Charming, intoxicating!
+
+STRANGER. Yes, I know. But one's powerless against pity. That's why
+I don't want to fight this case. I can't defend myself without
+attacking her; and I don't want to do that.
+
+DOCTOR. You were married before. How was that?
+
+STRANGER. Just the same.
+
+DOCTOR. This love acts like henbane: you see suns, where there are
+none, and stars where no stars are! But it's pleasant, while it
+lasts!
+
+STRANGER. And the morning after? Oh, the morning after!
+
+BEGGAR. Come, unhappy man! He's poisoning you, and you don't know
+it. Come!
+
+STRANGER (getting up). Poisoning me, you say? Do you think he's
+lying?
+
+BEGGAR. Every word he's said's a lie.
+
+STRANGER. I don't believe it.
+
+BEGGAR. No. You only believe lies. But that serves you right.
+
+STRANGER. Has he been lying? Has he?
+
+BEGGAR. How can you believe your enemies?
+
+STRANGER. But he's my friend, because he's told me the bitter
+truth.
+
+BEGGAR. Eternal Powers, save his reason! For he believes everything
+evil's true, and everything good evil. Come, or you'll be lost!
+
+DOCTOR. He's lost already! And now he'll be whipped into froth,
+broken up into atoms, and used as an ingredient in the great
+pan-cake. Away with you hell! (To those present.) Howl like victims
+of the pit. (The guests all howl.) And no more womanly pity. Howl,
+woman! (The WOMAN refuses with a gesture of her hand.)
+
+STRANGER (to the BEGGAR). That man's not lying.
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE II
+
+IN A RAVINE
+
+[A ravine with a stream in the middle, which is crossed by a
+foot-bridge. In the foreground a smithy and a mill, both of which
+are in ruins. Fallen trees choke the stream. In the background a
+starry sky above the pine wood. The constellation of Orion is
+clearly visible.]
+
+[See picture road2.jpg]
+
+[The STRANGER and the BEGGAR enter. In the foreground there is
+snow; in the background the green of summer.]
+
+STRANGER. I feel afraid! To-night the stars seem to hang so low,
+that I fear they'll fall on me like drops of molten silver. Where
+are we?
+
+BEGGAR. In the ravine, by the stream. You must know the place.
+
+STRANGER. Know it? As if I could ever forget it! It reminds me of
+my honeymoon journey. But where are the smithy and the mill?
+
+BEGGAR. All in ruins! The lake of tears was drained a week ago. The
+stream rose, then the river, till everything was laid waste--
+meadows, fields and gardens.
+
+STRANGER. And the quiet house?
+
+BEGGAR. The old sin was washed away, but the walls in left.
+
+STRANGER. And those who lived there?
+
+BEGGAR. They've gone to the colonies; so that the story's now at an
+end.
+
+STRANGER. Then my story's at an end too. So thoroughly at an end,
+that no happy memories remain. The last was fouled by the poisoner. ...
+
+BEGGAR. Whose poison you prepared! You should declare your
+bankruptcy.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. Now I'll have to give in.
+
+BEGGAR. Then the day of reckoning will draw near.
+
+STRANGER. I think we might call it quits; because, if I've sinned,
+I've been punished.
+
+BEGGAR. But others certainly won't think so.
+
+STRANGER. I've stopped taking account of others, since I saw that
+the Powers that guide the destinies of mankind brook no accomplices.
+The crime I committed in this life was that I wanted to set men
+free. ...
+
+BEGGAR. Set men free from their duties, and criminals from their
+feeling of guilt, so that they could really become unscrupulous!
+You're not the first, and not the 1ast to dabble in the Devil's
+work. Lucifer a non lucendo! But when Reynard grows old, he turns
+monk--so wisely is it ordained--and then he's forced to split
+himself in n two and drive out Beelzebub with his own penance.
+
+STRANGER. Shall I be driven to that?
+
+BEGGAR. Yes. Though you don't want it! You'll be forced to preach
+against yourself from the housetops. To unpick your fabric thread
+by thread. To flay yourself alive at every street corner, and show
+what you really are. But that needs courage. All the same, a man
+who's played with the thunder will not tremble! Yet, sometimes,
+when night falls and the Invisible Ones, who can only be seen in
+darkness, ride on his chest, then he will fear--even the stars, and
+most of all the Mill of Sins, that grinds the past, and grinds it ...
+and grinds it! One of the seven-and-seventeen Wise Men said that
+the greatest victory he ever won was over himself; but foolish men
+don't believe it, and that's why they're deceived; because they
+only credit what nine-and-ninety fools have said a thousand times.
+
+STRANGER. Enough! Tell me; isn't this snow here on the ground?
+
+BEGGAR. Yes. It's winter here.
+
+STRANGER. But over there it's green.
+
+BEGGAR. It's summer there.
+
+STRANGER. And growing light! (A clear beam of light falls on the
+foot-bridge.)
+
+BEGGAR. Yes. It's light there, and dark here.
+
+STRANGER. And who are they? (Three children, dressed is summer
+clothing, two girls and a boy, come on to the bridge from the
+right.) Ho! My children! (The children stop to listen, and then
+look at the STRANGER without seeming to recognise him. The STRANGER
+calls.) Gerda! Erik! Thyra! It's your father! (The children appear
+to recognise him; they turn away to the left.) They don't know me.
+They don't want to know me.
+
+(A man and a woman enter from the right. The children dance of to
+the left and disappear. The STRANGER falls on his face on the
+ground.)
+
+BEGGAR. Something like that was to be expected. Such things happen.
+Get up again!
+
+STRANGER (raising himself up). Where am I? Where have I been? Is it
+spring, winter or summer? In what century am I living, in what
+hemisphere? Am I a child or an old man, male or female, a god or a
+devil? And who are you? Are you, you; or are you me? Are those my
+own entrails that I see about me? Are those stars or bundles of
+nerves in my eye; is that water, or is it tears? Wait! Now I'm
+moving forward in time for a thousand years, and beginning to
+shrink, to grow heavier and to crystallise! Soon I'll be
+re-created, and from the dark waters of Chaos the Lotus flower will
+stretch up her head towards the sun and say: it is I! I must have
+been sleeping for a few thousand years; and have dreamed I'd
+exploded and become ether, and could no longer feel, no longer
+suffer, no longer be joyful; but had entered into peace and
+equilibrium. But now! Now! I suffer as much as if I were all
+mankind. I suffer and have no right to complain. ...
+
+BEGGAR. Then suffer, and the more you suffer the earlier pain will
+leave you.
+
+STRANGER. No. Mine are eternal sufferings. ...
+
+BEGGAR. And only a minute's passed.
+
+STRANGER. I can't bear it.
+
+BEGGAR. Then you must look for help.
+
+STRANGER. What's coming now? Isn't it the end yet?
+
+(It grows light above the bridge. CAESAR comes in and throws
+himself from the parapet; then the DOCTOR appears on the right,
+with bare head and a wild look. He behaves as if he would throw
+himself into the stream too.)
+
+STRANGER. He's revenged himself so thoroughly, that he awakes no
+qualms of conscience! (The DOCTOR goes out, left. The SISTER
+enters, right, as if searching for someone.) Who's that?
+
+BEGGAR. His unmarried sister, who's unprovided for, and has now no
+home to go to. She's grown desperate since her brother was driven
+out of his wits by sorrow and went to pieces.
+
+STRANGER. That's a harder fate. Poor creature, what can one do?
+Even if I felt her sufferings, would that help her?
+
+BEGGAR. No. It wouldn't.
+
+STRANGER. Why do qualms of conscience come after, and not
+beforehand? Can you help me over that?
+
+BEGGAR. No. No one can. Let us go on.
+
+STRANGER. Where to?
+
+BEGGAR. Come with me.
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE III
+
+THE 'ROSE' ROOM
+
+[The LADY, dressed in white, is sitting by the cradle doing crochet
+work. The green dress is hanging up by the door on the right. The
+STRANGER comes an, and looks round in astonishment.]
+
+LADY (simply, mildly, without a trace of surprise). Tread softly
+and come here, if you'd see something lovely.
+
+STRANGER. Where am I?
+
+LADY. Quiet! Look at the little stranger who came when you were
+away.
+
+STRANGER. They told me the river had risen and swept everything off.
+
+LADY. Why do you believe everything you're told? The river did
+rise, but this little creature has someone who protects both her
+and hers. Wouldn't you like to see your daughter? (The STRANGER
+goes towards the cradle. The LADY lifts the curtain.) She's lovely!
+Isn't she? (The STRANGER gazes darkly in front of him.) Won't you
+look?
+
+STRANGER. Everything's poisoned. Everything!
+
+LADY. Well, perhaps!
+
+STRANGER. Do you know that he has lost his wits and is wandering in
+the neighbourhood, followed by his sister, who's searching for him?
+He's penniless, and drinking. ...
+
+LADY. Oh, my God!
+
+STRANGER. Why don't you reproach me?
+
+LADY. You'll reproach yourself enough: I'd rather give you good
+advice. Go to the Convent of St. Saviour's, there you'll find a man
+who can free you from the evil you fear.
+
+STRANGER. What, in the convent, where they curse and bind?
+
+LADY. And deliver also!
+
+STRANGER. Frankly, I think you're trying to deceive me; I don't
+trust you any more.
+
+LADY. Nor I, you! So look on this as your farewell visit.
+
+STRANGER. That was my intention; but first I wanted to find out if
+we're of the same mind. ...
+
+LADY. You see, we can build no happiness on the sorrows of others;
+so we must part. That's the only way to lessen his sufferings. I
+have my child, who'll fill my life for me; and you have the great
+goal of your ambition. ...
+
+STRANGER. Will you still mock me?
+
+LADY. No, why? You've solved the great problem.
+
+STRANGER. Be quiet! No more of that, even if you believe it.
+
+LADY. But if all the rest believe it too. ...
+
+STRANGER. No one believes it now.
+
+LADY. It says in the paper to-day that gold's been made in England.
+That it's been proved possible.
+
+STRANGER. You've been deceived.
+
+LADY. No! Oh, heaven, he won't believe his own good fortune.
+
+STRANGER. I no longer believe anything.
+
+LADY. Get the newspaper from the pocket of my dress over there.
+
+STRANGER. The green witch's dress, that laid a spell on me one
+Sunday afternoon, between the inn and the church door! That'll
+bring no good.
+
+LADY (fetching the paper herself and also a large parcel that is in
+the pocket of the dress). See for yourself.
+
+STRANGER (tearing up the paper). No need for me to look!
+
+LADY. He won't believe it. He won't. Yet the chemists want to give
+a banquet in your honour next Saturday.
+
+STRANGER. Is that in the paper too? About the banquet?
+
+LADY (handing him the packet). And here's the diploma of honour.
+Read it!
+
+STRANGER (tearing up the packet). Perhaps there's a Government
+Order too!
+
+LADY. Those whom the gods would destroy they first make blind! You
+made your discovery with no good intentions, and therefore you
+weren't permitted to be the only one to succeed.
+
+STRANGER. Now I shall go. For I won't stay here and lay bare my
+shame! I've become a laughing-stock, so I'll go and hide myself--
+bury myself alive, because I don't dare to die.
+
+LADY. Then go! We start for the colonies in a few days.
+
+STRANGER. That's frank at least! Perhaps we're nearing a solution.
+
+LADY. Of the riddle: why we had to meet?
+
+STRANGER. Why did we have to?
+
+LADY. To torture one another.
+
+STRANGER. Is that all?
+
+LADY. You thought you could save me from a werewolf, who really was
+no such thing, and so you become one yourself. And then I was to
+save you from evil by taking all the evil in you on myself, and I
+did so; but the result was that you only became more evil. My poor
+deliverer! Now you're bound hand and foot and no magician can set
+you free.
+
+STRANGER. Farewell, and thank you for all you've done.
+
+LADY. Farewell, and thank you ... for this! (She points to the
+cradle.)
+
+STRANGER (going towards the back). First perhaps I ought to take my
+leave in there.
+
+LADY. Yes, my dear. Do!
+
+(The STRANGER goes out through the door at the back. The LADY
+crosses to the door on the right and lets in the DOMINICAN--who is
+also the BEGGAR.)
+
+CONFESSOR. Is he ready now?
+
+LADY. Nothing remains for this unhappy man but to leave the world
+and bury himself in a monastery.
+
+CONFESSOR. So he doesn't believe he's the great inventor he
+undoubtedly is?
+
+LADY. No. He can believe good of no one, not even of himself.
+
+CONFESSOR. That is the punishment Heaven sent him: to believe lies,
+because he wouldn't listen to the truth.
+
+LADY. Lighten his guilty burden for him, if you can.
+
+CONFESSOR. No. If I did he'd only grow insolent and accuse God of
+malice and injustice. This man is a demon, who must be kept
+confined. He belongs to the dangerous race of rebels; he'd misuse
+his gifts, if he could, to do evil. And men's power for evil is
+immeasurable.
+
+LADY. For the sake of the ... attachment you've shown me, can't you
+ease his burden a little; where it presses on him most and where
+he's least to blame?
+
+CONFESSOR. You must do that, not I; so that he can leave you in the
+belief that you've a good side, and that you're not what your first
+husband told him you were. If he believes you, I'll deliver him
+later, just as I once bound him when he confessed to me, during his
+illness, in the convent of St. Saviour's.
+
+LADY (going to the back and opening the door). As you wish!
+
+STRANGER (re-entering). So there's the Terrible One! How did he
+come here? But isn't he the beggar, after a11?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes, I am your terrible friend, and I've come for you.
+
+STRANGER. What? Have I ...?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. Once already you promised me your soul, on oath,
+when you lay ill and felt near madness. It was then you offered to
+serve the powers of good; but when you got well again you broke
+your oath, and therefore were plagued with unrest, and wandered
+abroad unable to find peace--tortured by your own conscience.
+
+STRANGER. Who are you really? Who dares lay a hand on my destiny?
+
+CONFESSOR. You must ask her that.
+
+LADY. This is the man to whom I was first engaged, and who
+dedicated his life to the service of God, when I left him.
+
+STRANGER. Even if he were!
+
+LADY. So you needn't think so ill of yourself because it was you
+who punished my faithlessness and another's lack of conscience.
+
+STRANGER. His sin cannot justify mine. Of course it's untrue, like
+everything else; and you only say it to console me.
+
+CONFESSOR. What an unhappy soul he is. ...
+
+STRANGER. A damned one too!
+
+CONFESSOR. No! (To the LADY.) Say something good of him.
+
+LADY. He won't believe it, if I do; he only believes evil!
+
+CONFESSOR. Then I shall have to say it. A beggar once came and
+asked him for a drink of water; but he gave me wine instead and let
+me sit at his table. You remember that?
+
+STRANGER. No. I don't load my memory with such trifles.
+
+CONFESSOR. Pride! Pride!
+
+STRANGER. Call it pride, if you like. It's the last vestige of our
+god-like origin. Let's go, before it grows dark.
+
+CONFESSOR. 'For the whole world shined with clear light and none
+were hindered in their labour. Over these only was spread a heavy
+night, an image of darkness which should afterward receive them;
+but yet were they unto themselves more grievous than the darkness.'
+
+LADY. Don't hurt him!
+
+STRANGER (with passion). How beautifully she can speak, though she
+is evil. Look at her eyes; they cannot weep tears, but they can
+flatter, sting, or lie! And yet she says: Don't hurt him! See, now
+she fears I'll wake her child, the little monster that robbed me of
+her! Come, priest, before I change my mind.
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+
+
+PART III.
+
+
+CHARACTERS
+
+THE STRANGER
+THE LADY
+THE CONFESSOR
+THE MAGISTRATE
+THE PRIOR
+THE TEMPTER
+THE DAUGHTER
+
+
+less important figures
+HOSTESS
+FIRST VOICE
+SECOND VOICE
+WORSHIPPERS OF VENUS
+MAIA
+PILGRIM
+FATHER
+WOMAN
+EVE
+PRIOR
+PATER ISIDOR (the Doctor of Part I)
+PATER CLEMENS
+PATER MELCHER
+
+
+SCENES
+
+ACT I On the River Bank
+
+ACT II Cross-Roads in the Mountains
+
+ACT III SCENE I Terrace
+ SCENE II Rocky Landscape
+ SCENE III Small House
+(On the Mountain where the Monastery Stands)
+
+ACT IV SCENE I Chapter House
+ SCENE II Picture Gallery
+ SCENE III Chapel
+(Of the Monastery)
+
+
+
+ACT I
+
+ON THE RIVER BANK
+
+[The foreground represents the bank of a large river. On the right
+a projecting tongue of land covered with old willow trees. Farther
+up stage the river can be seen flowing quietly past. The background
+represents the farther bank, a steep mountain slope covered with
+woodland. Above the tops of the forest trees the Monastery can be
+seen; it is an enormous four-cornered building completely white,
+with two rows of small windows. The façade is broken by the Church
+belonging to the Monastery, which is flanked by two towers in the
+style favoured by the Jesuits. The Church door is open, and at a
+certain moment the monstrance on the altar is visible in the light
+of the sun. On the near bank in the foreground, which is low and
+sandy, purple and yellow loose-strife are growing. A shallow boat
+is moored nearby. On the left the ferryman's hut. It is an evening
+in early summer and the sun is low; foreground, river and the lower
+part of the background lie in shadow; and the trees on the far bank
+sway gently in the breeze. Only the Monastery is lit by the sun.]
+
+[The STRANGER and the CONFESSOR enter from the right. The STRANGER
+is wearing alpine clothing: a brown cloak with a cape and hood; he
+has a staff and wallet. He is limping slightly. The CONFESSOR is to
+the black and white habit of the Dominicans. They stop at a place
+where a willow tree prevents any view of the Monastery.]
+
+STRANGER. Why do you lead me along this winding, hilly path, that
+never comes to an end?
+
+CONFESSOR. Such is the way, my friend. But now we'll soon be there.
+(He leads the STRANGER farther up stage. The STRANGER sees the
+Monastery, and is enchanted by it; he takes off his hat, and puts
+down his wallet and staff.) Well?
+
+STRANGER. I've never seen anything so white on this polluted earth.
+At most, only in my dreams! Yes, that's my youthful dream of a
+house in which peace and purity should dwell. A blessing on you,
+white house! Now I've come home!
+
+CONFESSOR. Good! But first we must await the pilgrims on this bank.
+It's called the bank of farewell, because it's the custom to say
+farewell here, before the ferryman ferries one across.
+
+STRANGER. Haven't I said enough farewells already? Wasn't my whole
+life one thorny path of farewells? At post offices, steamer-quays,
+railway stations--with the waving of handkerchiefs damp with tears?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yet your voice trembles with the pain what you've lost.
+
+STRANGER. I don't feel I've lost anything. I don't want anything
+back.
+
+CONFESSOR. Not even your youth?
+
+STRANGER. That least of all. What should I do with it, and its
+capacity for suffering?
+
+CONFESSOR. And for enjoyment?
+
+STRANGER. I never enjoyed anything, for I was born with a thorn in
+my flesh; every time I stretched out my hand to grasp a pleasure, I
+pricked my finger and Satan struck me in the face.
+
+CONFESSOR. Because your pleasures have been base ones.
+
+STRANGER. Not so base. I had my own home, a wife, children, duties,
+obligations to others! No, I was born in disfavour, a step-child of
+life; and I was pursued, hunted, in a word, cursed!
+
+CONFESSOR. Because you didn't obey God's commandment.
+
+STRANGER. But no one can, as St. Paul says himself! Why should I be
+able to do what no one else can do? I of all men? Because I'm
+supposed to be a scoundrel. Because more's demanded of me than of
+others. ... (Crying out.) Because I was treated with injustice.
+
+CONFESSOR. Have you got back to that, rebellious one?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. I've always been there. Now let's cross the river.
+
+CONFESSOR. Do you think one can climb up to that white house
+without preparation?
+
+STRANGER. I'm ready: you can examine me.
+
+CONFESSOR. Good! The first monastic vow is: humility.
+
+STRANGER. And the second: obedience! Neither of them was ever a
+special virtue of mine; it's for that very reason that I want to
+make the great attempt.
+
+CONFESSOR. And show your pride through your humility.
+
+STRANGER. Whatever it is, it's all the same to me.
+
+CONFESSOR. What, everything? The world and its best gifts; the joy
+of innocent children, the pleasant warmth of home, the approbation
+of your fellow-men, the satisfaction brought by the fulfilment of
+duty--are you indifferent to them all?
+
+STRANGER. Yes! Because I was born without the power of enjoyment.
+There have been moments when I've been an object of envy; but I've
+never understood what it was I was envied for: my sufferings in
+misfortune, my lack of peace in success, or the fact I hadn't long
+to live.
+
+CONFESSOR. It's true that life has given you everything you wished;
+even a little gold at the last. Why, I even seem to remember that a
+sculptor was commissioned to make a portrait bust of you.
+
+STRANGER. Oh yes! A bust was made of me.
+
+CONFESSOR. Are you, of all men, impressed by such things?
+
+STRANGER. Of course not! But they do at least mark well founded
+appreciation, that neither envy nor lack of understanding can
+shake.
+
+CONFESSOR. You think so? It seems to me that human greatness
+resides in the good opinion of others; and that, if this opinion
+changes, the greatest can quickly dwindle into nothing.
+
+STRANGER. The opinions of others have never meant much to me.
+
+CONFESSOR. Haven't they? Really?
+
+STRANGER. No one's been so strict with himself as I! And no one's
+been so humble! All have demanded my respect; whilst they spurned
+me and spat on me. And when at last I found I'd duties towards the
+immortal soul given into my keeping, I began to demand respect for
+this immortal soul. Then I was branded as the proudest of the
+proud! And by whom? By the proudest of all amongst the humble and
+lowly.
+
+CONFESSOR. I think you're entangling yourself in contradictions.
+
+STRANGER. I think so, too! For the whole of life consists of
+nothing but contradictions. The rich are the poor in spirit; the
+many little men hold the power, and the great only serve the little
+men. I've never met such proud people as the humble; I've never met
+an uneducated man who didn't believe himself in a position to
+criticise learning and to do without it. I've found the
+unpleasantest
+of deadly sins amongst the Saints: I mean self-complacency. In my
+youth I was a saint myself; but I've never been so worthless as I
+was then. The better I thought myself, the worse I became.
+
+CONFESSOR. Then what do you seek here?
+
+STRANGER. What I've told you already; but I'll add this: I'm
+seeking death without the need to die!
+
+CONFESSOR. The mortification of your flesh, of your old self! Good!
+Now keep still: the pilgrims are coming on their wooden rafts to
+celebrate the festival of Corpus Christi.
+
+STRANGER (looking to the right in surprise). Who are they?
+
+CONFESSOR. People who believe in something.
+
+STRANGER. Then help my unbelief! (Sunlight now falls on the
+monstrance in the church above, so that it shines like a window
+pane at sunset.) Has the sun entered the church, or. ...
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. The sun has entered. ...
+
+(The first raft comes in from the right. Children clothed in white,
+with garlands on their heads and with lighted lanterns in their
+hands, are seen standing round an altar decked with flowers, on
+which a white flag with a golden lily has been planted. They sing,
+whilst the raft glides slowly by.)
+
+ Blessčd be he, who fears the Lord,
+ Beati omnes, qui timent Dominum,
+ And walks in his ways,
+ Qui ambulant in viis ejus.
+ Thou shalt feed thyself with the work of thy hands,
+ Labores manuum tuarum quia manducabis;
+ Blessčd be thou and peace be with thee,
+ Beatus es et bene tibi erit.
+
+(A second raft appears with boys on one side and girls on the
+other. It has a flag with a rose on it.)
+
+ Thy wife shall be like a fruitful vine,
+ Uxor tua sicut vitis abundans,
+ Within thy house,
+ In lateribus domus tuae.
+
+(The third raft carries men and women. There is a flag with fruit
+upon it: figs, grapes, pomegranates, melons, ears of wheat, etc.)
+
+ Filii tui sicut novellae olivarum,
+ Thy children shall be like olive branches about thy table,
+ In circuitu mensae tuae.
+
+(The fourth raft is filled with older men and women. The flag has a
+representation of a fir-tree under snow.)
+
+ See, how blessčd is the man,
+ Ecce sic benedicetur homo,
+ Who feareth the Lord,
+ Qui timet Dominum!
+
+(The raft glides by.)
+
+STRANGER. What were they singing?
+
+CONFESSOR. A pilgrim's song.
+
+STRANGER. Who wrote it?
+
+CONFESSOR. A royal person.
+
+STRANGER. Here? What was his name? Has he written anything else?
+
+CONFESSOR. About fifty songs; he was called David, the son of
+Isaiah! But he didn't always write psalms. When he was young, he
+did other things. Yes. Such things will happen!
+
+STRANGER. Can we go on now?
+
+CONFESSOR. In a moment. I've something to say to you first.
+
+STRANGER. Speak.
+
+CONFESSOR. Good. But don't be either sad or angry.
+
+STRANGER. Certainly not.
+
+CONFESSOR. Here, you see, on this bank, you're a well-known--let's
+say famous--person; but over there, on the other, you'll be quite
+unknown to the brothers. Nothing more, in fact, than an ordinary
+simple man.
+
+STRANGER. Oh! Don't they read in the monastery?
+
+CONFESSOR. Nothing light; only serious books.
+
+STRANGER. They take in papers, I suppose?
+
+CONFESSOR. Not the kind that write about you!
+
+STRANGER. Then on the other side of this river my life-work doesn't
+exist?
+
+CONFESSOR. What work?
+
+STRANGER. I see. Very well. Can't we cross now?
+
+CONFESSOR. In a minute. Is there no one you'd like to take leave of?
+
+STRANGER (after a pause.) Yes. But it's beyond the bounds of
+possibility.
+
+CONFESSOR. Have you ever seen anything impossible?
+
+STRANGER. Not really, since I've seen my own destiny.
+
+CONFESSOR. Well, who is it you'd like to meet?
+
+STRANGER. I had a daughter once; I called her Sylvia, because she
+sang all day long like a wren. It's some years since I saw her; she
+must be a girl of sixteen now. But I'm afraid if I were to meet
+her, life would regain its value for me.
+
+CONFESSOR. You fear nothing else?
+
+STRANGER. What do you mean?
+
+CONFESSOR. That she may have changed!
+
+STRANGER. She could only have changed for the better.
+
+CONFESSOR. Are you sure?
+
+STRANGER. Yes.
+
+CONFESSOR. She'll come to you. (He goes down to the bank and
+beckons to the right.)
+
+STRANGER. Wait! I'm wondering whether it's wise!
+
+CONFESSOR. It can do no harm.
+
+(He beckons once more. A boat appears on the river, rowed by a
+young girl. She is wearing summer clothing, her head is bare and
+her fair hair is hanging loose. She gets out of the boat behind the
+willow tree. The CONFESSOR draws back until he is near the
+ferryman's hut, but remains in sight of the audience. The STRANGER
+has waved to the girl and she has answered him. She now comes on to
+the stage, runs into the STRANGER'S arms, and kisses him.)
+
+DAUGHTER. Father. My dear father!
+
+STRANGER. Sylvia! My child!
+
+DAUGHTER. How in the world do you come to be up here in the
+mountains?
+
+STRANGER. And how have _you_ got here? I thought I'd managed to
+hide so well.
+
+DAUGHTER. Why did you want to hide?
+
+STRANGER. Ask me as little as possible! You've grown into a big
+girl. And I've gone grey.
+
+DAUGHTER. No. You're not grey. You're just as young as you were
+when we parted.
+
+STRANGER. When we ... parted!
+
+DAUGHTER. When you left us. ... (The STRANGER does not reply.)
+Aren't you glad we're meeting again?
+
+STRANGER (faintly). Yes!
+
+DAUGHTER. Then show it.
+
+STRANGER. How can I be glad, when we're parting to-day for life?
+
+DAUGHTER. Why, where do you want to go?
+
+STRANGER (pointing to the monastery). Up there!
+
+DAUGHTER (with a sophisticated air). Into the monastery? Yes, now I
+come to think of it, perhaps it's best.
+
+STRANGER. You think so?
+
+DAUGHTER (with pity, but good-will.) I mean, if you've a ruined
+life behind you. ... (Coaxingly.) Now you look sad. Tell me one
+thing.
+
+STRANGER. Tell _me_ one thing, my child, that's been worrying me
+more than anything else. You've a stepfather?
+
+DAUGHTER. Yes.
+
+STRANGER. Well?
+
+DAUGHTER. He's very good and kind.
+
+STRANGER. With every virtue that I lack. ...
+
+DAUGHTER. Aren't you glad we've got into better hands?
+
+STRANGER. Good, better, best! Why do you come here bare-headed?
+
+DAUGHTER. Because George is carrying my hat.
+
+STRANGER. Who's George? And where is he?
+
+DAUGHTER. George is a friend of mine; and he's waiting for me on
+the bank down below.
+
+STRANGER. Are you engaged to him?
+
+DAUGHTER. No. Certainly not!
+
+STRANGER. Do you want to marry?
+
+DAUGHTER. Never!
+
+STRANGER. I can see it by your mottled cheeks, like those of a
+child that has got up too early; I can hear it by your voice,
+that's no longer that of a warbler, but a jay; I can feel it in
+your kisses, that burn cold like the sun in May; and by your steady
+icy look that tells me you're nursing a secret of which you're
+ashamed, but of which you'd like to boast. And your brothers and
+sisters?
+
+DAUGHTER. They're quite well, thank you.
+
+STRANGER. Have we anything else to say to one another?
+
+DAUGHTER (coldly). Perhaps not.
+
+STRANGER. Now you look so like your mother.
+
+DAUGHTER. How do you know, when you've never been able to see her
+as she was!
+
+STRANGER. So you understood that, though you were so young?
+
+DAUGHTER. I learnt to understand it from you. If only you'd
+understand yourself.
+
+STRANGER. Have you anything else to teach me?
+
+DAUGHTER. Perhaps! But in your day that wasn't considered seemly.
+
+STRANGER. My day's over and exists no longer; just as Sylvia exists
+no longer, but is merely a name, a memory. (He takes a guide-book
+out of his pocket.) Look at this guide-book! Can you see small
+marks made here by tiny fingers, and others by little damp lips?
+You made them when you were five years old; you were sitting on my
+knee in the train, and we saw the Alps for the first time. You
+thought what you saw was Heaven; and when I explained that the
+mountain was the Jungfrau, you asked if you could kiss the name in
+the book.
+
+DAUGHTER. I don't remember that!
+
+STRANGER. Delightful memories pass, but hateful ones remain! Don't
+you remember anything about me?
+
+DAUGHTER. Oh yes.
+
+STRANGER. Quiet! I know what you mean. One night ... one dreadful,
+horrible night ... Sylvia, my child, when I shut my eyes I see a
+pale little angel, who slept in my arms when she was ill; and who
+thanked me when I gave her a present. Where is she whom I long for
+so and who exists no more, although she isn't dead? You, as you
+are, seem a stranger, whom I've never known and certainly don't
+long to see again. If Sylvia at least were dead and lay in her
+grave, there'd be a churchyard where I could take my flowers. ...
+How strange it is! She's neither among the living, nor the dead.
+Perhaps she never existed, and was only a dream like everything
+else.
+
+DAUGHTER (wheedling).Father, dear!
+
+STRANGER. It's she! No, only her voice. (Pause.) So you think my
+life's been ruined?
+
+DAUGHTER. Yes. But why speak of it now?
+
+STRANGER. Because remember I once saved _your_ life. You had brain
+fever for a whole month and suffered a great deal. Your mother
+wanted the doctor to deliver you from your unhappy existence by
+some powerful drug. But I prevented it, and so saved you from death
+and your mother from prison.
+
+DAUGHTER. I don't believe it!
+
+STRANGER. But a fact may be true, even if you don't believe it.
+
+DAUGHTER. You dreamed it.
+
+STRANGER. Who knows if I haven't dreamed everything, and am not
+even dreaming now. How I wish it were so!
+
+DAUGHTER. I must be going, father.
+
+STRANGER. Then good-bye!
+
+DAUGHTER. May I write to you?
+
+STRANGER. What? One of the dead write to another? Letters won't
+reach me in future. And I mayn't receive visitors. But I'm glad
+we've met, for now there's nothing else on earth I cling to. (Going
+to the left.) Good-bye, girl or woman, whatever I should call you.
+There's no need to weep!
+
+DAUGHTER. I wasn't thinking of weeping, though I dare say good
+breeding would demand I should. Well, good-bye! (She goes out
+right.)
+
+STRANGER (to the CONFESSOR). I think I came out of that well! It's
+a mercy to part with content on both sides. Mankind, after all,
+makes rapid progress, and self-control increases as the flow of the
+tear-ducts lessens. I've seen so many tears shed in my lifetime,
+that I'm almost taken aback at this dryness. She was a strong
+child, just the kind I once wished to be. The most beautiful thing
+that life can offer! She lay, like an angel, wrapped in the white
+veils of her cradle, with a blue coverlet when she slept. Blue and
+arched like the sky. That was the best: what will the worst look
+like?
+
+CONFESSOR. Don't excite yourself, but be of good cheer. First throw
+away that foolish guide-book, for this is your last journey.
+
+STRANGER. You mean this? Very well. (He opens the book, kisses one
+of the pages and then throws it into the river.) Anything else?
+
+CONFESSOR. If you've any gold or silver, you must give it to the
+poor.
+
+STRANGER. I've a silver watch. I never got as far as a gold one.
+
+CONFESSOR. Give that to the ferryman; and then you'll get a glass
+of wine.
+
+STRANGER. The last! It's like an execution! Perhaps I'll have to
+have my hair cut, too?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. Later. (He takes the watch and goes to the door of
+the ferryman's hut, speaking a few whispered words to someone
+within. He receives a bottle of wine and a glass in exchange, which
+he puts on the table.)
+
+STRANGER (filling his glass, but not drinking it.) Shall I never
+get wine up there?
+
+CONFESSOR. No wine; and you'll see no women. You may hear singing;
+but not the kind of songs that go with women and wine.
+
+STRANGER. I've had enough of women; they can't tempt me any more.
+
+CONFESSOR. Are you sure?
+
+STRANGER. Quite sure. ... But tell me this: what do you think of
+women, who mayn't even set their feet within your consecrated
+walls?
+
+CONFESSOR. So you're still asking questions?
+
+STRANGER. And why may an abbess never hear confession, never read
+mass, and never preach?
+
+CONFESSOR. I can't answer that.
+
+STRANGER. Because the answer would accord with my thoughts on that
+theme.
+
+CONFESSOR. It wouldn't be a disaster if we were to agree for once.
+
+STRANGER. Not at all!
+
+CONFESSOR. Now drink up your wine.
+
+STRANGER. No. I only want to look at it for the last time. It's
+beautiful. ...
+
+CONFESSOR. Don't lose yourself in meditation; memories lie at the
+bottom of the cup.
+
+STRANGER. And oblivion, and songs, and power--imaginary power, but
+for that reason all the greater.
+
+CONFESSOR. Wait here a moment; I'll go and order the ferry.
+
+STRANGER. 'Sh! I can hear singing, and I can see. ... I can see. ...
+For a moment I saw a flag unfurling in a puff of wind, only to fall
+back on the flagstaff and hang there limply as if it were nothing
+but a dishcloth. I've witnessed my whole life flashing past in a
+second, with its joys and sorrows, its beauty and its misery! But
+now I can see nothing.
+
+CONFESSOR (going to the left). Wait here a moment, I'll go and
+order the ferry.
+
+(The STRANGER goes so far up stage that the rays of the setting
+sun, which are streaming from the right through the trees, throw
+his shadow across the bank and the river. The LADY enters from the
+right, in deep mourning. Her shadow slowly approaches that of the
+STRANGER.)
+
+STRANGER (who, to begin with, looks only at his own shadow). Ah!
+The sun! It makes me a bloodless shape, a giant, who can walk on
+the water of the river, climb the mountain, stride over the roof of
+the monastery church, and rise, as he does now, up into the
+firmament--up to the stars. Ah, now I'm up here with the stars. ...
+(He notices the shadow thrown by the LADY.) But who's following me?
+Who's interrupting my ascension? Trying to climb on my shoulders?
+(Turning.) You!
+
+LADY. Yes. I!
+
+STRANGER. So black! So black and so evil.
+
+LADY. No longer evil. I'm in mourning. ...
+
+STRANGER. For whom?
+
+LADY. For our Mizzi.
+
+STRANGER. My daughter! (The LADY opens her arms, in order to throw
+herself on to his breast, but he avoids her.) I congratulate the
+dead child. I'm sorry for you. I myself feel outside everything.
+
+LADY. Comfort me, too.
+
+STRANGER. A fine idea! I'm to comfort my fury, weep with my
+hangman, amuse my tormentor.
+
+LADY. Have you no feelings?
+
+STRANGER. None! I wasted the feelings I used to have on you and
+others.
+
+LADY. You're right. You can reproach me.
+
+STRANGER. I've neither the time nor the wish to do that. Where are
+you going?
+
+LADY. I want to cross with the ferry.
+
+STRANGER. Then I've no luck, for I wanted to do the same. (The LADY
+weeps into her handkerchief. The STRANGER takes it from her and
+dries her eyes.) Dry your eyes, child, and be yourself! As hard,
+and lacking in feeling, as you really are! (The LADY tries to put
+her arm round his neck. The STRANGER taps her gently on the
+fingers.) You mustn't touch me. When your words and glances weren't
+enough, you always wanted to touch me. You'll excuse a rather
+trivial question: are you hungry?
+
+LADY. No. Thank you.
+
+STRANGER. But you're tired. Sit down. (The LADY sits down at the
+table. The STRANGER throws the bottle and glass into the river.)
+Well, what are you going to live for now?
+
+LADY (sadly). I don't know.
+
+STRANGER. Where will you go?
+
+LADY (sobbing). I don't know.
+
+STRANGER. So you're in despair? You see no reason for living and no
+end to your misery! How like me you are! What a pity there's no
+monastery for both sexes, so that we could pair off together. Is
+the werewolf still alive?
+
+LADY. You mean ...?
+
+STRANGER. Your first husband.
+
+LADY. He never seems to die.
+
+STRANGER. Like a certain worm! (Pause.) And now that we're so far
+from the world and its pettiness, tell me this: why did you leave
+him in those days, and come to me?
+
+LADY. Because I loved you.
+
+STRANGER. And how long did that last?
+
+LADY. Until I read your book, and the child was born.
+
+STRANGER. And then?
+
+LADY. I hated you! That is, I wanted to be rid of all the evil
+you'd given me, but I couldn't.
+
+STRANGER. So that's how it was! But we'll never really know the
+truth.
+
+LADY. Have you noticed how impossible it is to find things out? You
+can live with a person and their relations for twenty years, and
+yet not know anything about them.
+
+STRANGER. So you've discovered that? As you see so much, tell me
+this: how was it you came to love me?
+
+LADY. I don't know; but I'll try to remember. (Pause.) Well, you
+had the masculine courage to be rude to a lady. In me you sought
+the companionship of a human being and not merely of a woman. That
+honoured me; and, I thought, you too.
+
+STRANGER. Tell me also whether you held me to be a misogynist?
+
+LADY. A woman-hater? Every healthy man is one, in the secret places
+of his heart; and all perverted men are admirers of women.
+
+STRANGER. You're not trying to flatter me, are you?
+
+LADY. A woman who'd try to flatter a man's not normal.
+
+STRANGER. I see you've thought a great deal!
+
+LADY. Thinking's the least I've done; for when I've thought least
+I've understood most. Besides, what I said just how is perhaps only
+improvised, as you call it, and not true in the least.
+
+STRANGER. But if it agrees with many of my observations it becomes
+most probable. (The LADY weeps into her handkerchief.) You're
+weeping again?
+
+LADY. I was thinking of Mizzi. The loveliest thing we ever had is
+gone.
+
+STRANGER. No. You were the loveliest thing, when you sat all night
+watching over your child, who was lying in your bed, because her
+cradle was too cold! (Three loud knocks are heard on the ferryman's
+door.) 'Sh!
+
+LADY. What's that?
+
+STRANGER. My companion, who's waiting for me.
+
+LADY (continuing the conversation). I never thought life would give
+me anything so sweet as a child.
+
+STRANGER. And at the same time anything so bitter.
+
+LADY. Why bitter?
+
+STRANGER. You've been a child yourself, and you must remember how
+we, when we'd just married, came to your mother in rags, dirty and
+without money. I seem to remember she didn't find us very sweet.
+
+LADY. That's true.
+
+STRANGER. And I ... well, just now I met Sylvia. And I expected
+that all that was beautiful and good in the child would have
+blossomed in the girl. ...
+
+LADY. Well?
+
+STRANGER. I found a faded rose, that seemed to have blown too soon.
+Her breasts were sunken, her hair untidy like that of a neglected
+child, and her teeth decayed.
+
+LADY. Oh!
+
+STRANGER. You mustn't grieve. Not for the child! You might perhaps
+have had to grieve for her later, as I did.
+
+LADY. So that's what life is?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. That's what life is. And that's why I'm going to
+bury myself alive.
+
+LADY. Where?
+
+STRANGER (pointing to the monastery). Up there!
+
+LADY. In the monastery? No, don't leave me. Bear me company. I'm so
+alone in the world and so poor, so poor! When the child died, my
+mother turned me out, and ever since I've been living in an attic
+with a dressmaker. At first she was kind and pleasant, but then the
+lonely evenings got too long for her, and she went out in search of
+company--so we parted. Now I'm on the road, and I've nothing but
+the clothes I'm wearing; nothing but my grief. I eat it and drink
+it; it nourishes me and sends me to sleep. I'd rather lose anything
+in the world than that! (The STRANGER weeps.) You're weeping. You!
+Let me kiss your eyelids.
+
+STRANGER. You've suffered all that for my sake!
+
+LADY. Not for your sake! You never did me an ill turn; but I
+plagued you till you left your fireside and your child!
+
+STRANGER. I'd forgotten that; but if you say so. ... So you still
+love me?
+
+LADY. Probably. I don't know.
+
+STRANGER. And you'd like to begin all over again?
+
+LADY. All over again? The quarrels? No, we won't do that.
+
+STRANGER. You're right. The quarrels would only begin all over
+again. And yet it's difficult to part.
+
+LADY. To part. The word alone's terrible enough.
+
+STRANGER. Then what are we to do?
+
+LADY. I don't know.
+
+STRANGER. No, one knows nothing, hardly even that one knows
+nothing; and that's why, you see, I've got as far as to _believe_.
+
+LADY. How do you know you can believe, if belief's a gift?
+
+STRANGER. You can receive a gift, if you ask for it.
+
+LADY. Oh yes, if you ask; but I've never been able to beg.
+
+STRANGER. I've had to learn to. Why can't you?
+
+LADY. Because one has to demean oneself first.
+
+STRANGER. Life does that for one very well.
+
+LADY. Mizzi, Mizzi, Mizzi! ... (She has taken a shawl she was
+carrying over her arm, rolled it up and put it on her knee like a
+baby in long clothes.) Sleep! Sleep! Sleep! Think of it! I can see
+her here! She's smiling at me; but she's dressed in black; she
+seems to be in mourning too! How stupid I am! Her mother's in
+mourning! She's got two teeth down below, and they're white--milk
+teeth; she should never have cut any others. Oh, can't you see her,
+when I can? It's no vision. It _is_ her!
+
+CONFESSOR (in the door of the ferryman's hut; sternly to the
+STRANGER). Come. Everything's ready!
+
+STRANGER. No. Not yet. I must first set my house in order; and look
+after this woman, who was once my wife.
+
+CONFESSOR. Oh, so you want to stay!
+
+STRANGER. No. I don't want to stay; but I can't leave duties behind
+me unfulfilled. This woman's on the road, deserted, without a home,
+without money!
+
+CONFESSOR. What has that to do with us? Let the dead bury their
+dead!
+
+STRANGER. Is that your teaching?
+
+CONFESSOR. No, yours. ... Mine, on the other hand, commands me to
+send a Sister of Mercy here, to look after this unhappy one, who ...
+who ... The Sister will soon be here!
+
+STRANGER. I shall count on it.
+
+CONFESSOR (taking the STRANGER by the hand and drawing him away.)
+Then come!
+
+STRANGER (in despair). Oh, God in heaven! Help us every one!
+
+CONFESSOR. Amen!
+
+(The LADY, who has not been looking at the CONFESSOR and the
+STRANGER, now raises her eyes and glances at the STRANGER as if she
+wanted to spring up and hold him back; but she is prevented by the
+imaginary child she has put to her breast.)
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+
+ACT II
+
+CROSS-ROADS IN THE MOUNTAINS
+
+[A cross-roads high up in the mountains. On the right, huts. On the
+left a small pool, round which invalids are sitting. Their clothes
+are blue and their hands cinnabar-red. From the pond blue vapour
+and small blue flames rise now and then. Whenever this happens the
+invalids put them hands to their mouths and cough. The background
+is formed by a mountain covered with pine-wood, which is obscured
+above by a stationary bank of mist.]
+
+[The STRANGER is sitting at a table outside one of the huts. The
+CONFESSOR comes forward from the right.]
+
+STRANGER. At last!
+
+CONFESSOR. What do you mean: at last?
+
+STRANGER. You left me here a week ago and told me to wait till you
+came back.
+
+CONFESSOR. Hadn't I prepared you for the fact that the way to the
+white house up there would be long and difficult.
+
+STRANGER. I don't deny it. How far have we come?
+
+CONFESSOR. Five hundred yards. We've still got fifteen hundred.
+
+STRANGER. But where's the sun?
+
+CONFESSOR. Up there, above the clouds. ...
+
+STRANGER. Then we shall have to go through them?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. Of course.
+
+STRANGER. What are those patients doing there? What a company! And
+why are their hands so red?
+
+CONFESSOR. For both our sakes I want to avoid using impure words,
+so I'll speak in pleasant riddles, which you, as a writer, will
+understand.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. Speak beautifully. There's so much that's ugly here.
+
+CONFESSOR. You may have noticed that the signs given to the planets
+correspond with those of certain metals? Good! Then you'll have
+seen that Venus is represented by a mirror. This mirror was
+originally made of copper, so that copper was called Venus and bore
+her stamp. But now the reverse of Venus' mirror is covered with
+quicksilver or mercury!
+
+STRANGER. The reverse of Venus ... is Mercury. Oh!
+
+CONFESSOR. Quicksilver is therefore the reverse side of Venus.
+Quicksilver is itself as bright as a calm sea, as a lake at the
+height of summer; but when mercury meets firestone and burns, it
+blushes and turns red like newly-shed blood, like the cloth on the
+scaffold, like the cinnabar lips of the whore! Do you understand
+now, or not?
+
+STRANGER. Wait a moment! Cinnabar is quicksilver and sulphur.
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. Mercury must be burnt, if it comes too near to
+Venus! Have we said enough now?
+
+STRANGER. So these are sulphur springs?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. And the sulphur flames purify or burn everything
+rotten! So when the source of life's grown tainted, one is sent to
+the sulphur springs. ...
+
+STRANGER. How does the source of life grow tainted?
+
+CONFESSOR. When Aphrodite, born of the pure seafoam, wallows in the
+mire. ... When Aphrodite Urania, the heaven-born, degrades herself
+to Pandemos, the Venus of the streets.
+
+STRANGER. Why is desire born?
+
+CONFESSOR. Pure desire, to be satisfied; impure, to be stifled.
+
+STRANGER. What is pure, and what impure?
+
+CONFESSOR. Have you got back to that?
+
+STRANGER. Ask these men here. ...
+
+CONFESSOR. Take care! (He looks at the STRANGER, who is unable to
+support his gaze.)
+
+STRANGER. You're choking me. ... My chest. ...
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes, I'll steal the air you use to form rebellious
+words, and ask outrageous questions. Sit down there, I'll come
+back--when you've learnt patience and undergone your probation. But
+don't forget that I can hear and see you, and am aware of you,
+wherever I may be!
+
+STRANGER. So I'm to be tested! I'm glad to know it!
+
+CONFESSOR. But you mustn't speak to the worshippers of Venus.
+
+(MAIA, an old woman, appears in the background.)
+
+STRANGER (rising in horror). Who am I meeting here after all this
+time? Who is it?
+
+CONFESSOR. Who are you speaking of?
+
+STRANGER. That old woman there?
+
+CONFESSOR. Who's she?
+
+STRANGER (calling). Maia! Listen! (Old Maia has disappeared. The
+STRANGER hurries after her.) Maia, my friend, listen! She's gone!
+
+CONFESSOR. Who was it?
+
+STRANGER (sitting down). O God! Now, when I find her again at last,
+she goes. ... I've looked for her for seven long years, written
+letters, advertised. ...
+
+CONFESSOR. Why?
+
+STRANGER. I'll tell you how her fate was linked to mine! (Pause.)
+Maia was the nurse in my first family ... during those hard years ...
+when I was fighting the Invisible Ones, who wouldn't bless my work!
+I wrote till my brain and nerves dissolved like fat in alcohol ...
+but it wasn't enough! I was one of those who never could earn
+enough. And the day came when I couldn't pay the maids their wages--
+it was terrible--and I became the servant of my servant, and she
+became my mistress. At last ... in order, at least, to save my
+soul, I fled from what was too powerful for me. I fled into the
+wilderness, where I collected my spirit in solitude and recovered
+my strength! My first thought then was--my debts! For seven years I
+looked for Maia, but in vain! For seven years I saw her shadow, out
+of the windows of trains, from the decks of steamers, in strange
+towns, in distant lands, but without ever being able to find her. I
+dreamed of her for seven years; and whenever I drank a glass of
+wine I blushed at the thought of old Maia, who perhaps was drinking
+water in a poorhouse! I tried to give the sum I owed her to the
+poor; but it was no use. And now--she's found and lost in the same
+moment! (He gets up and goes towards the back as if searching for
+her.) Explain this, if you can! I want to pay my debt; I can pay it
+now, but I'm not allowed to.
+
+CONFESSOR. Foolishness' Bow to what seems inexplicable; you'll see
+that the explanation will come later. Farewell!
+
+STRANGER. Later. Everything comes later.
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes. If it doesn't come at once! (He goes out. The LADY
+enters pensively and sits down at the table, opposite the STRANGER.)
+
+STRANGER. What? You back again? The same and not the same? How
+beautiful you've grown; as beautiful as you were the first time I
+ever saw you; when I asked if I might be your friend, your dog.
+
+LADY. That you can see beauty I don't possess shows that once more
+you have a mirror of beauty in your eye. The werewolf never thought
+me beautiful, for he'd nothing beautiful with which to see me.
+
+STRANGER. Why did you kiss me that day? What made you do it?
+
+LADY. You've often asked me that, and I've never been able to find
+the answer, because I don't know. But just now, when I was away
+from you, here in the mountains, where the air's purer and the sun
+nearer. ... Hush! Now I can see that Sunday afternoon, when you sat
+on that seat like a lost and helpless child, with a broken look in
+your eyes, and stared at your own destiny. ... A maternal feeling
+I'd never known before welled up in me then, and I was overcome
+with pity, pity for a human soul--so that I forgot myself.
+
+STRANGER. I'm ashamed. Now I believe it was so.
+
+LADY. But you took it another way. You thought ...
+
+STRANGER. Don't tell me. I'm ashamed.
+
+LADY. Why did you think so badly of me? Didn't you notice that I
+drew down my veil; so that it was between us, like the knight's
+sword in the bridal bed. ...
+
+STRANGER. I'm ashamed. I attributed my evil thoughts to you.
+Ingeborg, you were made of better stuff than I. I'm ashamed!
+
+LADY. Now you look handsome. How handsome!
+
+STRANGER. Oh no. Not I. You!
+
+LADY (ecstatically). No, you! Yes, now I've seen through the
+mask and the false beard. Now I can see the man you hid from me,
+the man I thought I'd found in you ... the man I was always
+searching for. I've often thought you a hypocrite; but we're no
+hypocrites. No, no, we can't pretend.
+
+STRANGER. Ingeborg, now we're on the other side of the river, and
+have life beneath us, behind us ... how different everything seems.
+Now, now, I can see your soul; the ideal, the angel, who was
+imprisoned in the flesh because of sin. So there is an Above, and
+an Earlier Age. When we began it wasn't the beginning, and it won't
+be the end when we are ended. Life is a fragment, without beginning
+or end! That's why it's so difficult to make head or tail of it.
+
+LADY (kindly). So difficult. So difficult. Tell me, for instance--
+now we're beyond guilt or innocence--how was it you came to hate
+women?
+
+STRANGER. Let me think! To hate women? Hate them? I never hated
+them. On the contrary! Ever since I was eight years old I've always
+had some love affair, preferably an innocent one. And I've loved
+like a volcano three times! But wait--I've always felt that women
+hated me ... and they've always tortured me.
+
+LADY. How strange!
+
+STRANGER. Let me think about it a little. ... Perhaps I've been
+jealous of my own personality; and been afraid of being influenced
+too much. My first love made herself into a sort of governess and
+nurse to me. But, of course, there _are_ men who detest children;
+who detest women too, if they're superior to them, that is!
+
+LADY (amiably). But you've called women the enemies of mankind. Did
+you mean it?
+
+STRANGER. Of course I meant it, if I wrote it! For I wrote out of
+experience, not theory. ... In woman I sought an angel, who could
+lend me wings, and I fell into the arms of an earth-spirit, who
+suffocated me under mattresses stuffed with the feathers of wings!
+I sought an Ariel and I found a Caliban; when I wanted to rise she
+dragged me down; and continually reminded me of the fall. ...
+
+LADY (kindly). Solomon knew much of women; do you know what he
+said? 'I find more bitter than death a woman, whose heart is snares
+and nets and her hands as bands; whoso pleaseth God shall escape
+from her; but the sinner shall be taken by her.'
+
+STRANGER. I was never acceptable in God's sight. Was that a
+punishment? Perhaps. But I was never acceptable to anyone, and I've
+never had a good word addressed to me! Have I never done a good
+action? Is it possible for a man never to have done anything good?
+(Pause.) It's terrible never to hear any good words about oneself!
+
+LADY. You've heard them. But when people have spoken well of you,
+you've refused to listen, as if it hurt you.
+
+STRANGER. That's true, now you remind me. But can you explain it?
+
+LADY. Explain it? You're always asking for explanations of the
+inexplicable. 'When I applied my heart to know wisdom ... I beheld
+all the work of God, that a man cannot find out that is done under
+the sun. Because, though a man labour to seek it out, yet he shall
+not find it; yea, further, though a wise man think to know it, yet
+shall he not be able to find it!'
+
+STRANGER. Who says that?
+
+LADY. The Prophet Ecclesiastes. (She takes a doll out of her
+pocket.) This is Mizzi's doll. You see she longs for her little
+mistress! How pale she's grown ... and she seems to know where
+Mizzi is, for she's always gazing up to heaven, whichever way I
+hold her. Look! Her eyes follow the stars as the compass the pole.
+She is my compass and always shows me where heaven is. She should,
+of course, be dressed in black, because she's in mourning; but
+we're so poor. ... Do you know why we never had money? Because God
+was angry with us for our sins. 'The righteous suffer no dearth.'
+
+STRANGER. Where did you learn that?
+
+LADY. In a book in which everything's written. Everything! (She
+wraps the doll up in her cloak.) See, she's beginning to get cold--
+that's because of the cloud up there. ...
+
+STRANGER. How can you dare to wander up here in the mountains?
+
+LADY. God is with me; so what have I to fear from human beings?
+
+STRANGER. Aren't you tormented by those people at the pool?
+
+LADY (turning towards them). I can't see them. I can't see anything
+horrible now.
+
+STRANGER. Ingeborg! I have made you evil, yet you're on the way to
+make me good! It was my dream, you know, to seek redemption through
+a woman. You don't believe it! But it's true. In the old days
+nothing was of value to me if I couldn't lay it at a woman's feet.
+Not as a tribute to an overbearing mistress, ... but as a sacrifice
+to the beautiful and good. It was my pleasure to give; but she
+wanted to take and not receive: that's why she hated me! When I was
+helpless and thought the end was near, a desire grew in me to fall
+asleep on a mother's knee, on a tremendous breast where I could
+bury my tired head and drink in the tenderness I'd been deprived
+of.
+
+LADY. You had no mother?
+
+STRANGER. Hardly! And I've never felt any bond between myself and
+my father or my brothers and sisters. ... Ingeborg, I was the son
+of a servant of whom it is written. 'Drive forth the handmaid with
+her son, for this son shall not inherit with the son of peace.'
+
+LADY. Do you know why Ishmael was driven out? It says just before--
+that he was a scoffer. And then it goes on: 'He will be a wild man,
+his hand will be against every man, and every man's hand against
+him; and against all his brothers.'
+
+STRANGER. Is that also written?
+
+LADY. Oh yes, my child; it's all there!
+
+STRANGER. All?
+
+LADY. All. There you'll find answers to all your questions even the
+most inquisitive!
+
+STRANGER. Call me your child, and then I'll love you. ... And if I
+love anyone, I long to serve them, to obey them, to let myself be
+ill-treated, to suffer and to bear it.
+
+LADY. You shouldn't love me, but your Creator.
+
+STRANGER. He's unfriendly--like my father!
+
+LADY. He is Love itself; and you are Hate.
+
+STRANGER. You're his daughter; but I'm his cast-out son.
+
+LADY (coaxingly). Quiet! Be still!
+
+STRANGER. If you only knew what I've suffered this last week. I
+don't know where I am.
+
+LADY. Where do you think?
+
+STRANGER. There's a woman in that but who looks at me as if I'd
+come to rob her of her last mite. She says nothing--that's the
+trouble. But I think it's prayers she mutters, when she sees me.
+
+LADY. What sort of prayers?
+
+STRANGER. The sort one whispers behind the backs of those who have
+the evil eye or bring misfortune.
+
+LADY. How strange! Don't you realise that one's sight can be
+blinded?
+
+STRANGER. Yes, of course. But who can do it?
+
+HOSTESS (coming across to their table). Well, look at that! I
+suppose she's your sister?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. We can say so now.
+
+HOSTESS (to the LADY). Fancy meeting someone I can speak to at
+last! This gentleman's so silent, you see, that one feels at once
+one must respect him; particularly as he seems to have had trouble.
+But I can say this to his sister, and he shall hear it: that from
+the moment he entered the house I felt that I was blessed. I'd been
+dogged by misfortune; I'd no lodger, my only cow had died, my
+husband was in a home for drunkards and my children had nothing to
+eat. I prayed God to send me help from heaven, because I expected
+nothing more on earth. Then this gentleman came. And apart from
+giving me double what I asked, he brought me good luck--and my
+house was blessed. God bless you, good sir!
+
+STRANGER (getting up excitedly). Silence, woman. That's blasphemy!
+
+LADY. He won't believe. O God! He won't believe. Look at me!
+
+STRANGER. When I look at you, I do believe. She's giving me her
+blessing! And I, who'm damned, have brought a blessing on her! How
+can I believe it? I, of all men! (He falls down by the table and
+weeps in his hands.)
+
+LADY. He's weeping! Tears, rain from heaven, that can soften rocks,
+are falling on his stony heart. ... He's weeping!
+
+HOSTESS. He? Who has a heart of gold! Who's been so open handed and
+so good to my children!
+
+LADY. You hear what she says!
+
+HOSTESS. There's only one thing about him I don't understand; but I
+don't want to say anything unpleasant. ...
+
+LADY. What is it?
+
+HOSTESS. Only a trifle; and yet ...
+
+LADY. Well?
+
+HOSTESS. He didn't like my dogs.
+
+LADY. I can't blame him for not caring for an impure beast. I hate
+everything animal, in myself and others. I don't hate animals on
+that account, for I hate nothing that's created. ...
+
+STRANGER. Thank you, Ingeborg!
+
+LADY. You see! I've an eye for your merits, even though you don't
+believe it. ... Here comes the Confessor.
+
+(The CONFESSOR enters.)
+
+HOSTESS. Then I'll go; for the Confessor has no love for me.
+
+LADY. The Confessor loves all mankind.
+
+CONFESSOR (coming forward and speaking to the LADY). You best of
+all, my child; for you're goodness itself. Whether you're beautiful
+to look at, I can't see; but I know you must be, because you're
+good. Yes, you were the bride of my youth, and my spiritual mate;
+and you'll always be so, for you gave me what you were never able
+to give to others. I've lived your life in my spirit, suffered your
+pains, enjoyed your pleasures--pleasure rather, for you'd no others
+than what your child gave you. I alone have seen the beauty of your
+soul--my friend here has divined it; that's why he felt attracted
+to you--but the evil in him was too strong; you had to draw it out
+of him into yourself to free him. Then, being evil, you had to
+suffer the worst pains of hell for his sake, to bring atonement.
+Your work's ended. You can go in peace!
+
+LADY. Where?
+
+CONFESSOR. Up there. Where the sun's always shining.
+
+LADY (rising). Is there a home for me there, too?
+
+CONFESSOR. There's a home for everyone! I'll show you the way. (He
+goes with her into the background. The STRANGER makes a movement.)
+You're impatient? You mustn't be! (He goes out. The STRANGER
+remains sitting alone. The WORSHIPPERS OF VENUS get up, go towards
+him and form a circle round him.)
+
+STRANGER. What do you want with me?
+
+WORSHIPPERS. Hail! Father.
+
+STRANGER (much upset). Why call me that?
+
+FIRST VOICE. Because we're your children. Your dear ones!
+
+STRANGER (tries to escape, but is surrounded and cannot). Let me go.
+Let me go!
+
+SECOND VOICE (that of a pale youth). Don't you recognise me,
+Father?
+
+TEMPTER (appearing in the background at the left-hand fork of the
+path). Ha!
+
+STRANGER (to the Second Voice). Who are you? I seem to know your
+face.
+
+SECOND VOICE. I'm Erik--your son!
+
+STRANGER. Erik! You here?
+
+SECOND VOICE. Yes. I'm here.
+
+STRANGER. God have mercy! And you, my boy, forgive me!
+
+SECOND VOICE. Never! You showed us the way to the sulphur springs!
+Is it far to the lake?
+
+(The STRANGER falls to the ground.)
+
+TEMPTER. Ha! Jubilate, temptatores!
+
+VENUS WORSHIPPERS. Sulphur! Sulphur! Sulphur! Mercury!
+
+TEMPTER (coming forward and touching the STRANGER with his foot).
+The worm! You can make him believe whatever you like. That comes
+from his unbelievable pride. Does he think he's the mainspring of
+the universe, the originator of all evil? This foolish man believes
+he taught youth to go in search of Venus; as if youth hadn't done
+that long before he was born! His pride's insupportable, and he's
+been rash enough to try to botch my work for me. Give him another
+greeting, lying Erik! (The SECOND VOICE--that is the youth--bends
+over the STRANGER and whispers in his ear.) There were seven deadly
+sins; but now there are eight. The eighth I discovered! It's called
+despair. For to despair of what is good, and not to hope for
+forgiveness, is to call ... (He hesitates before pronouncing the
+word God, as if it burnt his lips.) God wicked. That is calumny,
+denial, blasphemy. ... Look how he winces!
+
+STRANGER (rising quickly, and looking the TEMPTER to the eyes). Who
+are you?
+
+TEMPTER. Your brother. Don't we resemble one another? Some of your
+features seem to remind me of my portrait.
+
+STRANGER. Where have I seen it?
+
+TEMPTER. Almost everywhere! I'm often to be found in churches,
+though not amongst the saints.
+
+STRANGER. I can't remember. ...
+
+TEMPTER. Is it so long since you've been to church? I'm usually
+represented with St. George. (The STRANGER totters and would like
+to fly, but cannot.) Michael and I are sometimes to be seen in a
+group, in which, to be sure, I don't appear in the most favourable
+light; but that can be altered. All can be altered; and one day the
+last shall be first. It's just the same in your case. For the
+moment, things are going badly with you, but that can be altered
+too ... if you've enough intelligence to change your company.
+You've had too much to do with skirts, my son. Skirts raise dust,
+and dust lies on eyes and breast. ... Come and sit down. We'll have
+a chat. ... (He takes the STRANGER jocularly by the ear and leads
+him round the table.) Sit down and tremble, young man! (They both
+sit down.) Well? What shall we do? Call for wine--and a woman? No!
+That's too old a trick, as old as Doctor Faust! Bon! We modern are
+in search of mental dissipation. ... So you're on your way to those
+holy men up there, who think that they who sleep can't sin; to the
+cowardly ones, who've given up the battle of life, because they
+were defeated once or twice; to those that bind souls rather than
+free them. ... And talking of that! Has any saintly man ever freed
+you from the burden of sin? No! Do you know why sin has been
+oppressing you for so long? Through renunciation and abstinence,
+you've grown so weak that anyone can seize your soul and take
+possession of it. Why, they can even do it from a distance! You've
+so destroyed your personality that you see with strange eyes, hear
+with strange ears and think strange thoughts. In a word you've
+murdered your own soul. Just now, didn't you speak well of the
+enemies of mankind; of Woman, who made a hell of paradise? You
+needn't answer me; I can read your answer in your eyes and hear it
+on your lips. You talk of pure love for a woman! That's lust, young
+man, lust after a woman, which we have to pay for so dearly. You
+say you don't desire her. Then why do you want to be near her?
+You'd like to have a friend? Take a male friend, many of them!
+You've let them convince you you're no woman hater. But the woman
+gave you the right answer; every healthy man's a woman hater, but
+can't live without linking himself to his enemy, and so must fight
+her! All perverse and unmanly men are admirers of women! How's it
+with you now? So you saw those invalids and thought yourself
+responsible for their misery? They're tough fellows, you can
+believe me; they'll be able to leave here in a few days and go back
+to their occupations. Oh yes, lying Erik's a wag! But things have
+gone so far with you, that you can't distinguish between your own
+and other people's children. Wouldn't it be a great thing to escape
+from all this? What do you say? Oh, I could free you ... but I'm no
+saint. Now we'll call old Maia. (He whistles between his fingers:
+MAIA appears.) Ah, there you are! Well, what are you doing here?
+Have you any business with this fellow?
+
+MAIA. No. He's good and always was; but he'd a terrible wife.
+
+TEMPTER (to the STRANGER). Listen! You've not heard that yet, have
+you? Rather the opposite. She was the good angel, whom you ruined ...
+we've all been told that! Now, old Maia, what kind of story is it
+he prattles of? He says he was plagued with remorse for seven years
+because he owed you money.
+
+MAIA. He owed me a small sum once; but I got it back from him--and
+with good interest--much better than the savings bank would have
+given me. It was very good of him--very kind.
+
+STRANGER (starting up). What's that you said? Is it possible I've
+forgotten?
+
+TEMPTER. Have you the receipt, Maia? If so, give it me.
+
+MAIA. The gentleman must have the receipt; but I've got the savings
+bank book here. He paid the money into it in my name. (She produces
+a savings bank book, and hands it to the STRANGER, who looks at
+it.)
+
+STRANGER. Yes, that's quite right. Now I remember. Then why this
+seven-year torment, shame and disgrace? Those reproaches during
+sleepless nights? Why? Why? Why?
+
+TEMPTER. Old Maia, you can go now. But first say something nice
+about this self-tormentor. Can't you remember any human quality in
+this wild beast, whom human beings have baited for years?
+
+STRANGER (to MAIA). Quiet, don't answer him! (He stops his ears
+with his fingers.)
+
+TEMPTER. Well, Maia?
+
+MAIA. I know well enough what they say about him, but that refers
+to what he writes--and I've not read it for I can't read. Still, no
+one need read it, if they don't want to. Anyhow the gentleman's
+been very kind. Now he's stopping his ears. I don't know how to
+flatter; but I can say this in a whisper. ... (She whispers some
+thing to the TEMPTER.)
+
+TEMPTER. Yes. All human beings who are easily moved are baited
+like wild beasts! It's the rule. Good bye, old Maia!
+
+MAIA. Good-bye, kind gentlemen. (She goes out.)
+
+STRANGER. Why did I suffer innocently for seven years?
+
+TEMPTER (pointing upwards with one finger). Ask up there!
+
+STRANGER. Where I never get an answer!
+
+TEMPTER. Well, that may be. (Pause.) Do you think _I_ look good?
+
+STRANGER. I can't say I do.
+
+TEMPTER. You look extremely wicked, too! Do you know why we look
+like that?
+
+STRANGER. No.
+
+TEMPTER. The hate and malice of our fellow human beings have
+fastened themselves on us. Up there, you know, there are real
+saints, who've never done anything wicked themselves, but who
+suffer for others, for relations, who've committed unexpiated sins.
+Those angels, who've taken the depravity of others on themselves,
+really resemble bandits. What do you say to that?
+
+STRANGER. I don't know who you are; but you're the first to answer
+questions that might reconcile me to life. You are. ...
+
+TEMPTER. Well, say it!
+
+STRANGER. The deliverer!
+
+TEMPTER. And therefore. ...?
+
+STRANGER. Therefore you've been given a vulture. ... But listen,
+have you ever thought that there's as good a reason for this as for
+everything else? Granted the earth's a prison, on which dangerous
+prisoners are confined--is it a good thing to set them free? Is it
+right?
+
+TEMPTER. What a question! I've never really thought about it. Hm!
+
+STRANGER. And have you ever thought of this: we may be born in
+guilt?
+
+TEMPTER. That's nothing to do with me: I concern myself with the
+present.
+
+STRANGER. Good! Don't you think we're sometimes punished wrongly,
+so that we fail to see the logical connection, though it exists?
+
+TEMPTER. Logic's not missing; but all life's a tissue of offences,
+mistakes, errors, that are comparatively blameless owing to human
+weakness, but that are punished by the most consistent revenge.
+Everything's revenged, even our injudicious actions. Who forgives?
+A magnanimous man-sometimes; heavenly justice, never! (A PILGRIM
+appears in the background.) See! A penitent! I'd like to know what
+wrong he's done. We'll ask him. Welcome to our quiet meadows,
+peaceful wanderer! Take your place at the simple table of the
+ascetic, at which there are no more temptations.
+
+PILGRIM. Thank you, fellow traveller in the vale of woe.
+
+TEMPTER. What kind of woe is yours?
+
+PILGRIM. None in particular; on the contrary, the hour of
+liberation's struck, and I'm going up there to receive absolution.
+
+STRANGER. Listen, haven't we two met before?
+
+PILGRIM. I think so, certainly.
+
+STRANGER. Caesar! You're Caesar!
+
+PILGRIM. I used to be; but I am no longer.
+
+TEMPTER. Ha ha! Imperial acquaintance. Really! But tell us, tell us!
+
+PILGRIM. You shall hear. Now I've a right to speak, for my penance
+is at an end. When we met at a certain doctor's house, I was shut
+up there as a madman and supposed to be suffering from the illusion
+that I was Caesar. Now the Stranger shall hear the truth of the
+matter: I never believed it, but I was forced by scruples of
+conscience to put a good face on it. ... A friend of mine, a bad
+friend, had written proof that I was the victim of a misunderstanding;
+but he didn't speak when he should have, and I took his silence as
+a request not to speak either-and to suffer. Why did I? Well, in my
+youth I was once in great need. I was received as a guest in a
+house on an island far out to sea by a man who, in spite of unusual
+gifts, had been passed over for promotion--owing to his senseless
+pride. This man, by solitary brooding on his lot, had come to hold
+quite extraordinary views about himself. I noticed it, but I said
+nothing. One day this man's wife told me that he was sometimes
+mentally unbalanced; and then thought he was Julius Caesar. For
+many years I kept this secret conscientiously, for I'm not
+ungrateful by nature. But life's tricky. It happened a few years
+later that this Caesar laid rough hands on my most intimate fate.
+In anger at this I betrayed the secret of his Caesar mania and made
+my erstwhile benefactor such a laughing stock, that his existence
+became unbearable to him. And now listen how Nemesis overtakes one!
+A year later I wrote a book-I am, you must know, an author who's
+not made his name. ... And in this book I described incidents of
+family life: how I played with my daughter--she was called Julia,
+as Caesar's daughter was--and with my wife, whom we called Caesar's
+wife because no one spoke evil of her. ... Well, this recreation,
+in which my mother-in-law joined too, cost me dear. When I was
+looking through the proofs of my book, I saw the danger and said to
+myself: you'll trip yourself up. I wanted to cut it out but, if
+you'll believe it, the pen refused, and an inner voice said to me:
+let it stand! It did stand! And I fell.
+
+STRANGER. Why didn't you publish the letter from your friend that
+would have explained everything?
+
+PILGRIM. When the disaster had happened I felt at once that it was
+the finger of God, and that I must suffer for my ingratitude.
+
+STRANGER. And you did suffer?
+
+PILGRIM. Not at all! I smiled to myself and wouldn't let myself be
+put out. And because I accepted my punishment with calmness and
+humility God lightened my burden; and I didn't feel myself
+ridiculous.
+
+TEMPTER. That's a strange story; but such things happen. Shall we
+move on now? We'll go for an excursion, now we've weathered the
+storms. Pull yourself up by the roots, and then we'll climb the
+mountain.
+
+STRANGER. The Confessor told me to wait for him.
+
+TEMPTER. He'll find you, anyhow! And up here in the village the
+court's sitting to-day. A particularly interesting case is to be
+tried; and I dare say I'll be called as a witness. Come!
+
+STRANGER. Well, whether I sit here, or up there, is all the same to
+me.
+
+PILGRIM (to the STRANGER). Who's that?
+
+STRANGER. I don't know. He looks like an anarchist.
+
+PILGRIM. Interesting, anyhow!
+
+STRANGER. He's a sceptical gentleman, who's seen life.
+
+TEMPTER. Come, children; I'll tell you stories on the way. Come.
+Come!
+
+(They go out towards the background.)
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+
+ACT III
+
+SCENE I
+
+TERRACE ON THE MOUNTAIN
+
+[A Terrace on the mountain on which the Monastery stands. On the
+right a rocky cliff and a similar one on the left. In the far
+background a bird's-eye view of a river landscape with towns,
+villages, ploughed fields and woods; in the very far distance the
+sea can be seen. Down stage an apple tree laden with fruit. Under
+it a long table with a chair at the end and benches at the sides.
+Down stage, right, a corner of the village town hall. A cloud seems
+to be hanging immediately over the village.]
+
+[The MAGISTRATE sits at the end of the table in the capacity of
+judge; the assessors on the benches. The ACCUSED MAN is standing on
+the right by the MAGISTRATE; the witnesses on the left, amongst
+them the TEMPTER. Members of the public, with the PILGRIM and the
+STRANGER, are standing here and there not far from the judge's
+seat.]
+
+MAGISTRATE. Is the accused present?
+
+ACCUSED MAN. Yes. Present.
+
+MAGISTRATE. This is a very sad story, that's brought trouble and
+shame on our small community. Florian Reicher, twenty-three years
+old, is accused of shooting at Fritz Schlipitska's affianced wife,
+with the clear intention of killing her. It's a case of premeditated
+murder, and the provisions of the law are perfectly clear. Has the
+accused anything to say in his defence, or can he plead mitigating
+circumstances?
+
+ACCUSED MAN. No.
+
+TEMPTER. Ho, there!
+
+MAGISTRATE. Who are you?
+
+TEMPTER. Counsel for the accused.
+
+MAGISTRATE. The accused man certainly has a right to the services
+of counsel, but in the present case I think the facts are so clear
+that the people have reached a certain conclusion; and the murderer
+will hardly be able to regain their sympathy. Isn't that so?
+
+PEOPLE. He's condemned already!
+
+TEMPTER. Who by?
+
+PEOPLE. The Law and his own deed.
+
+TEMPTER. Listen to me! As counsel for the accused I represent him
+and take the accusation on myself. I ask permission to address the
+court.
+
+MAGISTRATE. I can't refuse it.
+
+PEOPLE. Florian's been condemned already.
+
+TEMPTER. The case must first be heard. (Pause.) I'd reached my
+eighteenth year--it's Florian speaking--and my thoughts, as I grew
+up under my mother's watchful eye, were pure; and my heart without
+deceit, for I'd never seen or heard anything wicked. Then I--
+Florian, that is--met a young girl who seemed to me the most
+beautiful creature I'd ever set eyes on in this wicked world, for
+she was goodness itself. I offered her my hand, my heart, and my
+future. She accepted everything and swore that she'd be true. I was
+to serve five years for my Rachel--and I did serve, collecting one
+straw after another for the little nest we were going to build. My
+whole life was centred on the love of this woman! As I was true to
+her myself, I never mistrusted her. By the fifth year I'd built the
+hut and collected our household goods ... when I discovered she'd
+been playing with me and had deceived me with at least three men. ...
+
+MAGISTRATE. Have you witnesses?
+
+BAILIFF. Three valid ones; I'm one of them.
+
+MAGISTRATE. The bailiff alone will be sufficient.
+
+TEMPTER. Then I shot her; not out of revenge, but in order to free
+myself from the unhealthy thoughts her faithlessness had forced on
+me; for when I tried to tear her picture out of my heart, images of
+her lovers always rose and crept into my blood, so that at last I
+seemed to be living in unlawful relationship with three men--with a
+woman as the link between us!
+
+MAGISTRATE. Well, that was jealousy!
+
+ACCUSED MAN. Yes, that was jealousy.
+
+TEMPTER. Yes, jealousy, that feeling for cleanliness, that seeks to
+preserve thoughts from pollution by strangers. If I'd been content
+to do nothing, if I'd not been jealous, I'd have got into vicious
+company, and I didn't want to do that. That's why she had to die so
+that my thoughts might be cleansed of deadly sin, which alone is to
+be condemned. I've finished.
+
+PEOPLE. The dead woman's guilty! Her blood's on her own head.
+
+MAGISTRATE. She's guilty, for she was the cause of the crime.
+
+(The FATHER of the dead woman steps forward.)
+
+FATHER. Your Worship, judge of my dead child; and you, countrymen,
+let me speak!
+
+MAGISTRATE. The dead girl's father may speak.
+
+FATHER. You're accusing a dead girl; and I shall answer. Maria, my
+child, has undoubtedly been guilty of a crime and is to blame for
+the misdeeds of this man. There's no doubt of it!
+
+PEOPLE. No doubt! It's she who's guilty!
+
+FATHER. Permit her father to add a word of explanation, if not of
+defence. (Pause.) When she was fifteen, Maria fell into the hands
+of a man who seemed to have made it his business to entrap young
+girls, much as a bird-catcher traps small birds. He was no seducer,
+in the ordinary sense, for he contented himself with binding her
+senses and entangling her feelings only to thrust her away and
+watch how she suffered with torn wings and a broken heart--tortured
+by the agony of love, which is worse than any other agony. For
+three years Maria was cared for in an institution for the mentally
+deranged. And when she came out again, she was divided, broken into
+several pieces--it might be said that she was several persons. She
+was an angel and feared God with one side of her spirit; but with
+another she was a devil, and reviled all that was holy. I've seen
+her go straight from dancing and frenzy to her beloved Florian, and
+have heard her, in his presence, speak so differently and so alter
+her expression, that I could have sworn she was another being. But
+to me she seemed equally sincere in both her shapes. Is she to
+blame, or her seducer?
+
+PEOPLE. She's not to blame! Where is her seducer?
+
+FATHER. There!
+
+TEMPTER. Yes. It was I.
+
+PEOPLE. Stone him!
+
+MAGISTRATE. The law must run its course. He must be heard.
+
+TEMPTER. Bon! Then listen, Argives! It was like this. Your humble
+servant, born of poor but fairly honourable parents, was from the
+beginning one of those strange birds who, in their youth, go in
+search of their Creator--but without ever finding him, naturally!
+It's more usual for old cuckoos to look for him in their dotage--
+and for good reasons! The urge for this youthful quest was
+accompanied by a purity of heart and a modesty that even caused his
+nurses to smile--yes, we can laugh now when we hear that this boy
+would only change his underclothing in the dark! But even if we're
+corrupted by the crudities of life, we're still bound to find
+something beautiful in it; and if we're older something touching!
+And so we can afford to-day to laugh at his childish innocence.
+Scornful laughter, listeners, please.
+
+MAGISTRATE (seriously). He mistakes his listeners.
+
+TEMPTER. Then I ought to be ashamed of myself! (Pause.) He became a
+youth--your humble servant--and fell into a series of traps that
+were laid for his innocence. I'm an old sinner, but I blush at this
+moment. ... (He takes of his hat.) Yes, look at me now--when I
+think of the insight this young man got into the world of Potiphar's
+wives that surrounded him! There wasn't a single woman. ... Really,
+I'm ashamed in the name of mankind and the female sex--excuse me,
+please. ... There were moments when I didn't believe my eyes, but
+thought a devil had blinded my sight. The holiest bands. ... (He
+pinches his tongue.) No, quiet! Mankind will feel itself
+calumniated! Enough, until my twenty-fifth year I fought the good
+fight; and I fell because. ... Well, I was called Joseph, and I
+_was_ Joseph! I grew jealous of my virtue, and felt injured by the
+glances of a lewd woman. ... And at last, cunningly seduced, I
+fell. Then I became a slave of my passions; often and often I sat
+by Omphalos and span, until I sank into the deepest degradation and
+suffered, suffered, suffered! But in reality it was only my body
+that was degraded; my soul lived her own life--her own pure life, I
+can say--on her own account. And I raved innocently for pure young
+virgins who, it seems, felt the bond that drew us together.
+Because, without boasting, I can say they were attracted to me. I
+didn't want to overstep the mark, but they did! And when I fled the
+danger, their hearts were broken, so they said. In a word, I've
+never seduced an innocent girl. I swear it! Am I therefore to blame
+for the emotional sorrows of this young woman, who went out of her
+mind? On the contrary, mayn't I count it a virtue that I shrank in
+horror from the step that brought about her fall? Who'll cast the
+first stone at me? No one! Then I mistake my listeners. Indeed, I
+thought I might be an object of scorn, if I were to plead here for
+my masculine innocence! Now, however, I feel young again; and
+there's something for which I'd like to ask mankind's forgiveness.
+If it weren't that I happened to see a cynical smile on the lips of
+the woman who seduced me when I was young. Come forward, woman, and
+look upon your work of destruction. Observe, how the seed has
+grown!
+
+WOMAN (coming forward with dignity and modesty). It was I! Let me
+be heard, and let me tell the simple story of my seduction.
+(Pause.) Luckily my seducer is here, too. ...
+
+MAGISTRATE. Friends! I must break off the proceedings; otherwise
+we'll get back to Eve in Paradise.
+
+TEMPTER. Who was Adam's seducer! That's just where we want to get
+back to. Eve! Come forward, Eve. Eve! (He waves his cloak in the
+air. The trunk of the tree becomes transparent and EVE appears,
+wrapped in her hair and with a girdle about her loins.) Now, Mother
+Eve, it was you who seduced our father. You are the accused: what
+have you to say in your defence?
+
+EVE (simply and with dignity). The serpent tempted me!
+
+TEMPTER. Well answered! Eve has proved her innocence. The serpent!
+Let the serpent come forward. (EVE disappears.) The serpent! (The
+serpent appears in the tree trunk.) Here you can see the seducer of
+us all. Now, serpent, who was it that beguiled you?
+
+ALL (terrified). Silence! Blasphemer!
+
+TEMPTER. Answer, serpent! (Lightning and a clap of thunder; all
+flee, except the TEMPTER, who has fallen to the ground, and the
+PILGRIM, the STRANGER and the LADY. The TEMPTER begins to recover;
+he then gets up and sits down in an attitude that recalls the
+classical statue 'The Polisher,' or 'The Slave.') Causa finalis, or
+the first cause--you can't discover that! For if the serpent's to
+blame, then we're comparatively innocent--but mankind mustn't be
+told that! The Accused, however, seems to have got out of this
+business! And the Court of justice has dissolved like smoke! Judge
+not. Judge not, O Judges!
+
+LADY (to the STRANGER). Come with me.
+
+STRANGER. But I'd like to listen to this man.
+
+LADY. Why? He's like a small child, putting all those questions
+that can't be answered. You know how little children ask about
+everything. 'Papa, why does the sun rise in the east?' You know the
+answer?
+
+STRANGER. Hm!
+
+LADY. Or: 'Mama, who made God?' You think that profound? Well, come
+with me.
+
+STRANGER (fighting his admiration for the TEMPTER). But that about
+Eve was new. ...
+
+LADY. Not at all. I learnt it in my Bible history, when I was
+eight. And that we inherit the debts of our fathers is part of the
+law of the land. Come, my son.
+
+TEMPTER (rising, shaking his limbs and climbing up the rocky wall
+to the right with a limp). Come, I'll show you the world you think
+you know, but don't.
+
+LADY (climbing up the rocky wall to the left). Come with me, my
+son, and I'll show you God's beautiful world, as I've come to see
+it, since the tears of sorrow washed the dust from my eyes. Come
+with me!
+
+(The STRANGER stands irresolute between them.)
+
+TEMPTER (to the LADY). And how have you seen the world through your
+tears? Like meadow banks reflected in troubled water! A chaos of
+curved lines in which the trees seemed to be standing on their
+heads. (To the STRANGER.) No, my son, with my field-glasses, dried
+in the fire of hate--with my telescope I can see everything as it
+is. Clear and sharp, precisely as it is.
+
+LADY. What do you know of things, my son? You can never see the
+thing itself, only its picture; and the picture is illusion and not
+the thing. So you argue about pictures and illusions.
+
+TEMPTER. Listen to her! A little philosopher in skirts. By Jupiter
+Chronos, such a disputation in this giant amphitheatre of the
+mountains demands a proper audience. Hullo!
+
+LADY. I have mine here: my friend, my husband, my child! If he'll
+only listen to me, good; all will be well with me, and him. Come to
+me, my friend, for this is the way. This is the mountain Gerizim,
+where blessings are given. And that is Ebal, where they curse.
+
+TEMPTER. Yes, this is Ebal, where they curse. 'Cursed be the earth,
+woman, for thy sake; in sorrow shalt thou bring forth children; and
+thy desire shall be to thy husband, and he shall rule over thee.'
+And then to the man this: 'Cursed is the ground for thy sake,
+thorns and thistle shall it bring forth to thee, and in the sweat
+of thy brow shalt thou labour!' So spoke the Lord, not I!
+
+LADY. 'And God. blessed the first pair; and He blessed the seventh
+day, on which He had completed His work--and the work was good.'
+But you, and we, have made it something evil, and that is why. ...
+But he who obeys the commandments of the Lord dwells on Gerizim,
+where blessings are given. Thus saith the Lord. 'Blessed shalt thou
+be in the city, and blessed shalt thou be in the field. Blessed
+shall be thy basket and thy store. Blessed shalt thou be when thou
+comest in, and blessed when thou goest out. And the Lord shall give
+rain unto thy land in his season to increase thy harvest, and thy
+children shall flourish. And the Lord shall make thee plenteous in
+goods, to lend to the peoples, and never to borrow. And the Lord
+will bless all the work of thy hand, if thou shalt keep the
+commandments of the Lord thy God!' (Pause.) So come, my friend, and
+lay your hand in mine. (She falls on her knees with clasped hands.)
+I beg you, by the love that once united us, by the memory of the
+child that drew us together; by the strength of a mother's love--a
+mother's--for so have I loved you, erring child, whom I've sought
+in the dark places of the wood and whom at last I've found, hungry
+and withered for want of love! Come back to me, prodigal one; and
+bury your tired head on my heart, where you rested before ever you
+saw the light of the sun. (A change comes over her during this
+speech; her clothing falls from her and she is seen to have changed
+into a white-robed woman with her hair let down and with a full
+maternal bosom.)
+
+STRANGER. Mother!
+
+LADY. Yes, my child, your mother! In life I could never caress you--
+the will of higher powers denied it me. Why that was I don't dare
+to ask.
+
+STRANGER. But my mother's dead?
+
+LADY. She was; but the dead aren't dead, and maternal love can
+conquer death. Didn't you know that? Come, my child, I'll repay
+where I have been to blame. I'll rock you to sleep on my knees.
+I'll wash you clean from the ... (She omits the word she cannot
+bring herself to utter) of hate and sin. I'll comb your hair,
+matted with the sweat of fear; and air a pure white sheet for you
+at the fire of a home--a home you've never had, you who've known no
+peace, you homeless one, son of Hagar, the serving woman, born of a
+slave, against whom every man's hand was raised. The ploughmen
+ploughed your back and seared deep furrows there. Come, I'll heal
+your wounds, and suffer your sorrows. Come!
+
+STRANGER (who has been weeping so violently that his whole body has
+been trembling, now goes to the cliff on the left where the MOTHER
+stands with open arms.) I'm coming!
+
+TEMPTER. I can do nothing now. But one day we shall meet again! (He
+disappears behind the cliff.)
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE II
+
+ROCKY LANDSCAPE ON THE MOUNTAIN
+
+[Higher up the mountain; among the clouds a rocky landscape with a
+bog round it. The MOTHER on a rock, climbing until she disappears
+into the cloud. The STRANGER stops, bewildered.]
+
+STRANGER. Oh, Mother, Mother! Why are you leaving me? At the very
+moment when my loveliest dream was on the point of fulfilment!
+
+TEMPTER (coming forward). What have you been dreaming? Tell me!
+
+STRANGER. My dearest hope, most secret desire and last prayer!
+Reconciliation with mankind, through a woman.
+
+TEMPTER. Through a woman who taught you to hate.
+
+STRANGER. Yes, because she bound me to earth--like the round shot a
+slave drags on his foot, so that he can't escape.
+
+TEMPTER. You talk of woman. Always woman.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. Woman. The beginning and the end--for us men anyhow.
+In relationship to one another they are nothing.
+
+TEMPTER. So that's it; nothing in themselves; but everything for
+us, through us! Our honour and our shame; our greatest joy, our
+deepest pain; our redemption and our fall; our wages and our
+punishment; our strength and our weakness.
+
+STRANGER. Our shame! You've said so. Explain this riddle to me, you
+who're wise. Whenever I appeared in public arm in arm with a woman,
+my wife, who was beautiful and whom I adored, I felt ashamed of my
+own weakness. Explain that riddle to me.
+
+TEMPTER. You felt ashamed? I don't know why.
+
+STRANGER. Can't you answer? You, of all men?
+
+TEMPTER. No, I can't. But I too always suffered when I was with my
+wife in company, because I felt she was being soiled by men's
+glances, and I through her.
+
+STRANGER. And when she did the shameful deed, you were dishonoured.
+Why?
+
+TEMPTER. The Eve of the Greeks was called Pandora, and Zeus created
+her out of wickedness, in order to torture men and master them. As
+a wedding gift she received a box, containing all the unhappiness
+of the world. Perhaps the riddle of this sphinx can more easily be
+guessed, if it's seen from. Olympus, rather than from the pleasure
+garden of Paradise. Its full meaning will never be known to us.
+Though I'm as able as you. (Pause.) And, by the way, I can still
+enjoy the greatest pleasure creation ever offered! Go you and do
+likewise!
+
+STRANGER. You mean Satan's greatest illusion! For the woman who
+seems most beautiful to me, can seem horrible to others! Even for
+me, when she's angry, she can be uglier than any other woman. Then
+what is beauty?
+
+TEMPTER. A semblance, a reflection of your own goodness! (He puts
+his hand over his mouth.) Curses on it! I let it out that time. And
+now the devil's loose. ...
+
+STRANGER. Devil? Yes. But if she's a devil, how can a devil make me
+desire virtue and goodness? For that's what happened to me when I
+first saw her beauty; I was seized with a longing to be like her,
+and so to be worthy of her. To begin with I tried to be by taking
+exercise, having baths, using cosmetics and wearing good clothes;
+but I only made myself ridiculous. Then I began from within; I
+accustomed myself to thinking good thoughts, speaking well of
+people and acting nobly! And one day, when my outward form had
+moulded itself on the soul within, I became her likeness, as she
+said. And it was she who first uttered those wonderful words: I
+love you! How can a devil ennoble us; how can a spirit of hell fill
+us with goodness; how ...? No, she was an angel! A fallen angel, of
+course, and her love a broken ray of that great light--that great
+eternal light--that warms and loves. ... That loves. ...
+
+TEMPTER. What, old friend, must we stand here like two youths and
+spell out the riddles of love?
+
+CONFESSOR (coming in). What's this chatterer saying? He's talked
+away his whole life; and never done anything.
+
+TEMPTER. I wanted to be a priest, but had no vocation.
+
+CONFESSOR. Whilst you're waiting for it, help me to find a drunkard
+who's drowned himself in the bog. It must be near here, because
+I've been following his tracks till now.
+
+TEMPTER. Then it's the man lying beneath that brushwood there.
+
+CONFESSOR (picking up some twigs, and disclosing a fully clothed
+corpse, with a white, young face.) Yes, it is! (He grows pensive as
+he looks at the dead man.)
+
+TEMPTER. Who was he?
+
+CONFESSOR. It's extraordinary!
+
+TEMPTER. He must have been a good-looking man. And quite young.
+
+CONFESSOR. Oh no. He was fifty-four. And when I saw him a week ago,
+he looked like sixty-four. His eyes were as yellow as the slime of
+a garden snail and bloodshot from drunkenness; but also because
+he'd shed tears of blood over his vices and misery. His face was
+brown and swollen like a piece of liver on a butcher's table, and
+he hid himself from men's eyes out of shame--up to the end he seems
+to have been ashamed of the broken mirror of his soul, for he
+covered his face with brushwood. I saw him fighting his vices; I
+saw him praying to God on his knees for deliverance, after he'd
+been dismissed from his post as a teacher. ... But ... Well, now
+he's been delivered. And look, now the evil's been taken from him,
+the good and beautiful that was in him has again become apparent;
+that's what he looked like when he was nineteen! (Pause.) This is
+sin--imposed as a punishment. Why? That we don't know. 'He who
+hateth the righteous, shall himself be guilty!' So it is written,
+as an indication. I knew him when he was young! And now I remember ...
+he was always very angry with those who never drank. He criticised
+and condemned, and always set his cult of the grape on the altar of
+earthly joys! Now he's been set free. Free from sin, from shame,
+from ugliness. Yes, in death he looks beautiful. Death is the
+deliverer! (To the STRANGER.) Do you hear that, Deliverer, you who
+couldn't even free a drunkard from his evil passions!
+
+TEMPTER. Crime as punishment? That's not so bad. Most penetrating!
+
+CONFESSOR. So I think. You'll have new matter for argument.
+
+TEMPTER. Now I'll leave you gentlemen for a while. But soon we'll
+meet again. (He goes out.)
+
+CONFESSOR. I saw you just now with a woman! So there are still
+temptations?
+
+STRANGER. Not the kind you mean.
+
+CONFESSOR. Then what kind?
+
+STRANGER. I could still imagine a reconciliation between mankind
+and woman--through woman herself! And indeed, through that woman
+who was my wife and has now become what I once held her to be
+having been purified and lifted up by sorrow and need. But ...
+
+CONFESSOR. But what?
+
+STRANGER. Experience teaches; the nearer, the further off: the
+further from one another, the nearer one can be.
+
+CONFESSOR. I've always known that--it was known by Dante, who all
+his life possessed the soul of Beatrice; and Beethoven, who was
+united from afar with Therese von Brunswick, knew it, though she
+was the wife of another!
+
+STRANGER. And yet! Happiness is only to be found in her company.
+
+CONFESSOR. Then stay with her.
+
+STRANGER. You're forgetting one thing: we're divorced.
+
+CONFESSOR. Good! Then you can begin a new marriage. And it'll
+promise all the more, because both of you are new people.
+
+STRANGER. Do you think anyone would marry us?
+
+CONFESSOR. I, for instance? That's asking too much.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. I'd forgotten! But I daresay someone could be found.
+It's another thing to get a home together. ...
+
+CONFESSOR. You're sometimes lucky, even if you won't see it.
+There's a small house down there by the river; it's quite new and
+the owner's never even seen it. He was an Englishman who wanted to
+marry; but at the last moment _she_ broke off the engagement. It
+was built by his secretary, and neither of the engaged couple ever
+set eyes on it. It's quite intact, you see!
+
+STRANGER. IS it to let?
+
+CONFESSOR. Yes.
+
+STRANGER. Then I'll risk it. And I'll try to begin life all over
+again.
+
+CONFESSOR. Then you'll go down?
+
+STRANGER. Out of the clouds. Below the sun's shining, and up here
+the air's a little thin.
+
+CONFESSOR. Good! Then we must part--for a time.
+
+STRANGER. Where are you going?
+
+CONFESSOR. Up.
+
+STRANGER. And I down; to the earth, the mother with the soft bosom
+and warm lap. ...
+
+CONFESSOR. Until you long once more for what's hard as stone, as
+cold and as white ... Farewell! Greetings to those below!
+
+(Each of them goes of in the direction he has chosen.)
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE III
+
+A SMALL HOUSE ON THE MOUNTAIN
+
+[A pleasant, panelled dining-room, with a tiled stove of majolica.
+On the dining-table, which is in the middle of the room, stand
+vases filled with flowers; also two candelabra with many lighted
+candles. A large carved sideboard on the left. On the right, two
+windows. At the back, two doors; that on the left is open and gives
+a view of the drawing-room, belonging to the lady of the house,
+which is furnished in light green and mahogany, and has a standard
+lamp of brass with a large, lemon-coloured lampshade, which is lit.
+The door on the right is closed. On the left behind the sideboard
+the entrance from the hall.]
+
+[From the left the STRANGER enters, dressed as a bridegroom; and
+the LADY, dressed as a bride; both radiant with youth and beauty.]
+
+STRANGER. Welcome to my house, belovčd; to your home and mine, my
+bride; to your dwelling-place, my wife!
+
+LADY. I'm grateful, dear friend! It's like a fairy tale!
+
+STRANGER. Yes, it is. A whole book of fairy tales, my dear, written
+by me.
+
+(They sit down on either side of the table.)
+
+LADY. Is this real? It seems too lovely to me.
+
+STRANGER. I've never seen you look so young, so beautiful.
+
+LADY. It's your own eyes. ...
+
+STRANGER. Yes, my own eyes that have learnt to see. And your
+goodness taught them. ...
+
+LADY. Which itself was taught by sorrow.
+
+STRANGER. Ingeborg!
+
+LADY. It's the first time you've called me by that name.
+
+STRANGER. The first? I've never met Ingeborg; I've never known you,
+as you are, sitting here in our home! Home! An enchanting word. An
+enchanting thing I've never yet possessed. A home and a wife! You
+are my first, my only one; for what once happened exists no longer--
+no more than the hour that's past!
+
+LADY. Orpheus! Your song has made these dead stones live. Make life
+sing in me!
+
+STRANGER. Eurydice, whom I rescued from the underworld! I'll love
+you to life again; revivify you with my imagination. Now happiness
+will come to us, for we know the dangers to avoid.
+
+LADY. The dangers, yes! It's lovely in this house. It seems as if
+these rooms were full of invisible guests, who've come to welcome
+us. Kind spirits, who'll bless us and our home.
+
+STRANGER. The candle flames are still, as if in prayer. The flowers
+are pensive. ... And yet!
+
+LADY. Hush! The summer night's outside, warm and dark. And stars
+hang in the sky; large and tearful in the fir trees, like Christmas
+candles. This is happiness. Hold it fast!
+
+STRANGER (still thinking). And yet!
+
+LADY. Hush!
+
+STRANGER (getting up). A poem's coming: I can hear it. It's for you.
+
+LADY. Don't tell it me. I can see it--in your eyes.
+
+STRANGER. For I read it in yours! Well, I couldn't repeat it,
+because it has no words. Only scent, and colour. If I were to, I
+should destroy it. What's unborn is always most beautiful. What's
+unwon, most dear!
+
+LADY. Quiet. Or, our guests will leave us.
+
+(They do not speak.)
+
+STRANGER. This _is_ happiness--but I can't grasp it.
+
+LADY. See it and breath it; for it can't be grasped.
+
+(They do not speak.)
+
+STRANGER. You're looking at your little room.
+
+LADY. It's as bright green as a summer meadow. There's someone in
+there. Several people!
+
+STRANGER. Only my thoughts.
+
+LADY. Your good, your beautiful thoughts. ...
+
+STRANGER. Given me by you.
+
+LADY. Had I anything to give you?
+
+STRANGER. You? Everything! But up to now my hands have not been
+free to take it. Not clean enough to stroke your little heart. ...
+
+LADY. Beloved! The time for reconciliation's coming.
+
+STRANGER. With mankind, and woman--through a woman? Yes, that time
+has come; and blessed may you be amongst women.
+
+(The candles and lamps go out; it grows dark in the dining-room;
+but a weak ray of light can be seen, coming from the brass standard
+lamp in the LADY's room.)
+
+LADY. Why's it grown dark? Oh!
+
+STRANGER. Where are you, beloved? Give me your hand. I'm afraid!
+
+LADY. Here, dearest.
+
+STRANGER. The little hand, held out to me in the darkness, that's
+led me over stones and thorns. That little, soft, dear hand! Lead
+me into the light, into your bright, warm room; fresh green like
+hope.
+
+LADY (leading him towards the pale-green room). Are you afraid?
+
+STRANGER. You're a white dove, with whom the startled eagle finds
+sanctuary, when heaven's thunder clouds grow black, for the dove
+has no fear. She has not provoked the thunders of heaven!
+
+(They have reached the doorway leading to the other room, when the
+curtain falls.)
+
+***
+
+[The same room; but the table has been cleared. The LADY is sitting
+at it, doing nothing. She seems bored. On the right, down stage, a
+window is open. It is still. The STRANGER comes in, with a piece of
+paper in his hand.]
+
+STRANGER. Now you shall hear it.
+
+LADY (acquiescing absent-mindedly). Finished already?
+
+STRANGER. Already? Do you mean that seriously? I've taken seven
+days to write this little poem. (Silence.) Perhaps it'll bore you
+to hear it?
+
+LADY (drily). No. Certainly not. (The STRANGER sits down at the
+table and looks at the LADY.) Why are you looking at me?
+
+STRANGER. I'd like to see your thoughts.
+
+LADY. But you've heard them.
+
+STRANGER. That's nothing; I want to see them! (Pause.) What one
+says is mostly worthless. (Pause.) May I read them? No, I see I
+mayn't. You want nothing more from me. (The LADY makes a gesture as
+if she were going to speak.) Your face tells me enough. Now you've
+sucked me dry, eaten me hollow, killed my ego, my personality. To
+that I answer: how, my beloved? Have _I_ killed your ego, when I
+wanted to give you the whole of mine; when I let you skim the cream
+off my bowl, that I'd filled with all the experience of along life,
+with incursions into the deserts and groves of knowledge and art?
+
+LADY. I don't deny it, but my ego wasn't my own.
+
+STRANGER. Not yours? Then what is? Something that belongs to
+others?
+
+LADY. Is yours something that belongs to others too?
+
+STRANGER. No. What I've experienced is my own, mine and no other's.
+What I've read becomes mine, because I've broken it in two like
+glass, melted it down, and from this substance blown new glass in
+novel forms.
+
+LADY. But I can never be yours.
+
+STRANGER. I've become yours.
+
+LADY. What have you got from me?
+
+STRANGER. How can you ask me that?
+
+LADY. All the same--I'm not sure that you think it, though I feel
+you feel it--you wish me far away.
+
+STRANGER. I must be a certain distance from you, if I'm to see you.
+Now you're within the focus, and your image is unclear.
+
+LADY. The nearer, the farther off!
+
+STRANGER. Yes. When we part, we long for one another; and when we
+meet again, we long to part.
+
+LADY. Do you really think we love each other?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. Not like ordinary people, but unusual ones. We
+resemble two drops of water, that fear to get close together, in
+case they should cease to be two and become one.
+
+LADY. This time we knew the dangers and wanted to avoid them. But
+it seems that they can't be avoided.
+
+STRANGER. Perhaps they weren't dangers, but rude necessities; laws
+inscribed in the councils of the immortals. (Silence.) Your love
+always seemed to have the effect of hate. When you made me happy,
+you envied the happiness you'd given me. And when you saw I was
+unhappy, you loved me.
+
+LADY. Do you want me to leave you?
+
+STRANGER. If you do, I shall die.
+
+LADY. And, if I stay, it's I who'll die.
+
+STRANGER. Then let's die together and live out our love in a higher
+life; our love, that doesn't seem to be of this world. Let's live
+it out in another planet, where there's no nearness and no
+distance, where two are one; where number, time and space are no
+longer what they are in this.
+
+LADY. I'd like to die, yet I don't want to. I think I must be dead
+already.
+
+STRANGER. The air up here's too strong.
+
+LADY. You can't love me if you speak like that.
+
+STRANGER. To be frank, there are moments when you don't exist for
+me. But in others I feel your hatred like suffocating smoke.
+
+LADY. And I feel my heart creeping from my breast, when you are
+angry with me.
+
+STRANGER. Then we must hate one other.
+
+LADY. And love one another too.
+
+STRANGER. And hate because we love. We hate each other, because
+we're bound together. We hate the bond, we hate our love; we hate
+what is most loveable, what is the bitterest, the best this life
+can offer. We've come to an end!
+
+LADY. Yes.
+
+STRANGER. What a joke life is, if you take it seriously. And how
+serious, if you take it as a joke! You wanted to lead me by the
+hand towards the light; your easier fate was to make mine easier
+too. I wanted to raise you above the bogs and quicksands; but you
+longed for the lower regions, and wanted to convince me they were
+the upper ones. I ask myself if it's possible that you took what
+was wicked from me, when I was freed from it; and that what was
+good in you entered into me? If I've made you wicked I ask your
+pardon, and I kiss your little hand, that caressed and scratched me ...
+the little hand that led me into the darkness ... and on the long
+journey to Damascus. ...
+
+LADY. To a parting? (Silence.) Yes, a parting!
+
+(The LADY goes on her way. The STRANGER falls on to a chair by the
+table. The TEMPTER puts his head in at the window, and rests
+himself on his elbows whilst he smokes a cigarette.)
+
+TEMPTER. Ah, yes! C'est l'amour! The most mysterious of all
+mysteries, the most inexplicable of all that can't be explained,
+the most precarious of all that's insecure.
+
+STRANGER. So you're here?
+
+TEMPTER. I'm always everywhere, where it smells of quarrels. And in
+love affairs there are always quarrels.
+
+STRANGER. Always?
+
+TEMPTER. Always! I was invited to a silver wedding yesterday.
+Twenty-five years are no trifle--and for twenty-five years they'd
+been quarrelling. The whole love affair had been one long shindy,
+with many little ones in between! And yet they loved one another,
+and were grateful for all the good that had come to them; the evil
+was forgotten, wiped out--for a moment's happiness is worth ten
+days of blows and pinpricks. Oh yes! Those who won't accept evil
+never get anything good. The rind's very bitter, though the
+kernel's sweet.
+
+STRANGER. But very small.
+
+TEMPTER. It may be small, but it's good! (Pause.) Tell me, why did
+your madonna go her way? No answer; because he doesn't know! Now
+we'll have to let the hotel again. Here's a board. I'll hang it out
+at once. 'To Let.' One comes, another goes! C'est la vie, quoi?
+Rooms for Travellers!
+
+STRANGER. Have you ever been married?
+
+TEMPTER. Oh yes. Of course.
+
+STRANGER. Then why did you part?
+
+TEMPTER. Chiefly--perhaps it's a peculiarity of mine--chiefly
+because--well, you know, a man marries to get a home, to get into a
+home; and a woman to get out of one. She wanted to get out, and I
+wanted to get in! I was so made that I couldn't take her into
+company, because I felt as if she were soiled by men's glances. And
+in company, my splendid, wonderful wife turned into a little
+grimacing monkey I couldn't bear the sight of. So I stayed at home;
+and then, she stayed away. And when I met her again, she'd changed
+into someone else. She, my pure white notepaper, was scribbled all
+over; her clear and lovely features changed in imitation of the
+satyr-like looks of strange men. I could see miniature photographs
+of bull-fighters and guardsmen in her eyes, and hear the strange
+accents of strange men in her voice. On our grand piano, on which
+only the harmonies of the great masters used to be heard, she now
+played the cabaret songs of strange men; and on our table there lay
+nothing but the favourite reading of strange men. In a word, my
+whole existence was on the way to becoming an intellectual
+concubinage with strange men--and that was contrary to my nature,
+which has always longed for women! And--I need hardly say this--the
+tastes of these strange men were always the reverse of mine. She
+developed a real genius for discovering things I detested! That's
+what she called 'saving her personality.' Can you understand that?
+
+STRANGER. I can; but I won't attempt to explain it.
+
+TEMPTER. Yet this woman maintained she loved me, and that I didn't
+love her. But I loved her so much I didn't want to speak to any
+other human being; because I feared to be untrue to her if I found
+pleasure in the company of others, even if they were men. I'd
+married for feminine society; and in order to enjoy it I'd left my
+friends. I'd married in order to find company, but what I got was
+complete solitude! And I was supporting house and home, in order to
+provide strange men with feminine companionship. _C'est l'amour_,
+my friend!
+
+STRANGER. You should never talk about your wife.
+
+TEMPTER. No! For if you speak well of her, people will laugh; and
+if you speak ill, all their sympathy will go out to her; and if, in
+the first instance, you ask why they laugh, you get no answer.
+
+STRANGER. No. You can never find out who you've married. Never get
+hold of her--it seems she's no one. Tell me--what is woman?
+
+TEMPTER. I don't know! Perhaps a larva or a chrysalis, out of whose
+trance-like life a man one day will be created. She seems a child,
+but isn't one; she is a sort of child, and yet not like one. Drags
+downward, when the man pulls up. Drags upward, when the man pulls
+down.
+
+STRANGER. She always wants to disagree with her husband; always has
+a lot of sympathy for what he dislikes; is crudest beneath the
+greatest superficial refinement; the wickedest amongst the best.
+And yet, whenever I've been in love, I've always grown more
+sensitive to the refinements of civilisation.
+
+TEMPTER. You, I dare say. What about her?
+
+STRANGER. Oh, whilst our love was growing _she_ was always
+developing backwards. And getting cruder and more wicked.
+
+TEMPTER. Can you explain that?
+
+STRANGER. No. But once, when I was trying to find the solution to
+the riddle by disagreeing with myself, I took it that she absorbed
+my evil and I her good.
+
+TEMPTER. Do you think woman's particularly false?
+
+STRANGER. Yes and no. She seeks to hide her weakness but that only
+means that she's ambitious and has a sense of shame. Only whores
+are honest, and therefore cynical.
+
+TEMPTER. Tell me some more about her that's good.
+
+STRANGER. I once had a woman friend. She soon noticed that when I
+drank I looked uglier than usual; so she begged me not to. I
+remember one night we'd been talking in a café for many hours. When
+it was nearly ten o'clock, she begged me to go home and not to
+drink any more. We parted, after we'd said goodnight. A few days
+later I heard she'd left me only to go to a large party, where she
+drank till morning. Well, I said, as in those days I looked for all
+that was good in women, she meant well by me, but had to pollute
+herself for business reasons.
+
+TEMPTER. That's well thought out; and, as a view, can be defended.
+She wanted to make you better than herself, higher and purer, so
+that she could look up to you! But you can find an equally good
+explanation for that. A wife's always angry and out of humour with
+her husband; and the husband's always kind and grateful to his
+wife. He does all he can to make things easy for her, and she does
+all she can to torture him.
+
+STRANGER. That's not true. Of course it may sometimes appear to be
+so. I once had a woman friend who shifted all the defects that she
+had on to me. For instance, she was very much in love with herself,
+and therefore called me the most egoistical of men. She drank, and
+called me a drunkard; she rarely changed her linen and said I was
+dirty; she was jealous, even of my men friends, and called me
+Othello. She was masterful and called me Nero. Niggardly and called
+me Harpagon.
+
+TEMPTER. Why didn't you answer her?
+
+STRANGER. You know why very well! If I'd made clear to her what she
+really was, I'd have lost her favour that moment--and it was
+precisely her favour I wanted to keep.
+
+TEMPTER. _A tout prix_! Yes, that's the source of degradation! You
+grow accustomed to holding your tongue, and at last find yourself
+caught in a tissue of falsehoods.
+
+STRANGER. Wait! Don't you agree that married people so mix their
+personalities that they can no longer distinguish between meum and
+tuum, no longer remain separate from one another, or cannot tell
+their own weaknesses from those of the other. My jealous friend,
+who called me Othello, took me for herself, identified me with
+herself.
+
+TEMPTER. That sounds conceivable.
+
+STRANGER. You see! You can often explain most if you don't ask
+who's to blame. For when married people begin to differ, it's like
+a realm divided against itself, and that's the worst kind of
+disharmony.
+
+TEMPTER. There are moments when I think a woman cannot love a man.
+
+STRANGER. Perhaps not. To love is an active verb and woman's a
+passive noun. He loves and she is loved; he asks questions and she
+merely answers.
+
+TEMPTER. Then what is woman's love?
+
+STRANGER. The man's.
+
+TEMPTER. Well said. And therefore when the man ceases to love her,
+she severs herself from him!
+
+STRANGER. And then?
+
+TEMPTER. 'Sh! Someone's coming. Perhaps to take the house!
+
+STRANGER. A woman or a man?
+
+TEMPTER. A woman! And a man. But he's waiting outside. Now he's
+turned and is going into the wood. Interesting!
+
+STRANGER. Who is it?
+
+TEMPTER. You can see for yourself.
+
+STRANGER (looking out of the window). It's she! My first wife! My
+first love!
+
+TEMPTER. It seems she's left her second husband recently ... and
+arrived here with number three; who, if one can judge by certain
+movements of his back and calves, is escaping from a stormy scene.
+Oh, well! But she didn't notice his spiteful intentions. Very
+interesting! I'll go out and listen.
+
+(He disappears. The WOMAN knocks.)
+
+STRANGER. Come in!
+
+(The WOMAN comes in. There is a silence.)
+
+WOMAN (excitedly). I only came here because the house was to let.
+
+STRANGER. Oh!
+
+WOMAN (slowly). Had I known who wanted to let it, I shouldn't have
+come.
+
+STRANGER. What does it matter?
+
+WOMAN. May I sit down a moment? I'm tired.
+
+STRANGER. Please do. (They sit down at the table opposite one
+another, in the seats occupied by the STRANGER and the LADY in the
+first scene.) It's a long time since we've sat facing one another
+like this.
+
+WOMAN. With flowers and lights on the table. One night ...
+
+STRANGER. When I was dressed as a bridegroom and you as a bride ...
+
+WOMAN. And the candle flames were still as in prayer and the
+flowers pensive. ...
+
+STRANGER. Is your husband outside?
+
+WOMAN. No.
+
+STRANGER. You're still seeking ... what doesn't exist?
+
+WOMAN. Doesn't it?
+
+STRANGER. No. I always told you so, but you wouldn't believe me;
+you wanted to find out for yourself. Have you found out now?
+
+WOMAN. Not yet.
+
+STRANGER. Why did you leave your husband? (The WOMAN doesn't
+reply.) Did he beat you?
+
+WOMAN. Yes.
+
+STRANGER. How did he come to forget himself so far?
+
+WOMAN. He was angry.
+
+STRANGER. What about?
+
+WOMAN. Nothing.
+
+STRANGER. Why was he angry about nothing?
+
+WOMAN (rising). No, thank you! I won't sit here and be picked to
+pieces. Where's your wife?
+
+STRANGER. She left me just now.
+
+WOMAN. Why?
+
+STRANGER. Why did you leave me?
+
+WOMAN. I felt you wanted to leave me; so, not to be deserted, I
+went myself.
+
+STRANGER. I dare say that's true. But how could you read my
+thoughts?
+
+WOMAN (sitting down again). What? We didn't need to speak in order
+to know one another's thoughts.
+
+STRANGER. We made a mistake when we were living together, because
+we accused each other of wicked thoughts before they'd become
+actions; and lived in mental reservations instead of realities. For
+instance, I once noticed how you enjoyed the defiling gaze of a
+strange man, and I accused you of unfaithfulness.
+
+WOMAN. You were wrong to do so, and right. Because my thoughts were
+sinful.
+
+STRANGER. Don't you think my habit of 'anticipating you' prevented
+your bad designs from being put in practice?
+
+WOMAN. Let me think! Yes, perhaps it did. But I was annoyed to find
+a spy always at my side, watching my inmost self, that was my own.
+
+STRANGER. But it wasn't your own: it was ours!
+
+WOMAN. Yes, but I held it to be mine, and believed you'd no right
+to force your way in. When you did so I hated you; I said you were
+abnormally suspicious out of self-defence. Now I can admit that
+your suspicions were never wrong; that they were, in fact, the
+purest wisdom.
+
+STRANGER. Oh! Do you know that, at night, when we'd said good-night
+as friends and gone to sleep, I used to wake and feel your hatred
+poisoning me; and think of getting out of bed so as not to be
+suffocated. One night I woke and felt a pressure on the top of my
+head. I saw you were awake and had put your hand close to my mouth.
+I thought you were making me inhale poison from a phial; and, to
+make sure, I seized your hand.
+
+WOMAN. I remember.
+
+STRANGER. What did you do then?
+
+WOMAN. Nothing. Only hated you.
+
+STRANGER. Why?
+
+WOMAN. Because you were my husband. Because I ate your bread.
+
+STRANGER. Do you think it's always the same?
+
+WOMAN. I don't know. I suspect it is.
+
+STRANGER. But sometimes you've even despised me?
+
+WOMAN. Yes, when you were ridiculous. A man in love is always
+ridiculous. Do you know what a cox-comb is? That's what a lover's
+like.
+
+STRANGER. But if any man who loves you is ridiculous, how can you
+respond to his love?
+
+WOMAN. We don't! We submit to it, and search for another man who
+doesn't love us.
+
+STRANGER. But if he, in turn, begins to love you, do you look for a
+third?
+
+WOMAN. Perhaps it's like that.
+
+STRANGER. Very strange. (There is a silence.) I remember you were
+always dreaming of someone you called your Toreador, which I
+translated by 'horse butcher.' You eventually got him, but he gave
+you no children, and no bread; only beatings! A toreador's always
+fighting. (Silence.) Once I let myself be tempted into trying to
+compete with the toreador. I started to bicycle and fence and do
+other things of the kind. But you only began to detest me for it.
+That means that the husband mayn't do what the lover may. Later you
+had a passion for page boys. One of them used to sit on the
+Brussels carpet and read you bad verses. ... My good ones were of
+no use to you. Did you get your page boy?
+
+WOMAN. Yes. But his verses weren't bad, really.
+
+STRANGER. Oh yes, they were, my dear. I know him! He stole my
+rhythms and set them for the barrel organ.
+
+WOMAN (rising and going to the door.) You should be ashamed of
+yourself.
+
+(The TEMPTER conies in, holding a letter in his hand.)
+
+TEMPTER. Here's a letter. It's for you. (The WOMAN takes it, reads
+it and falls into a chair.) A farewell note! Oh, well! All
+beginnings are hard--in love affairs. And those who lack the
+patience to surmount initial difficulties--lose the golden fruit.
+Pages are always impatient. Unknown youth, have you had enough?
+
+STRANGER (rising and picking up his hat). My poor Anna!
+
+WOMAN. Don't leave me.
+
+STRANGER. I must.
+
+WOMAN. Don't go. You were the best of them all.
+
+TEMPTER. Do you want to begin again from the beginning? That would
+be a sure way to make an end of this. For if lovers only find one
+another, they lose one another! What is love? Say something witty,
+each one of you, before we part.
+
+WOMAN. I don't know what it is. The highest and the loveliest of
+things, that has to sink to the lowest and the ugliest.
+
+STRANGER. A caricature of godly love.
+
+TEMPTER. An annual plant, that blossoms during the engagement, goes
+to seed in marriage and then sinks to the earth to wither and die.
+
+WOMAN. The loveliest flowers have no seed. The rose is the flower
+of love.
+
+STRANGER. And the lily that of innocence. That can form seeds, but
+only opens her white cup to kisses.
+
+TEMPTER. And propagates her kind with buds, out of which fresh
+lilies spring, like chaste Minerva who sprang fully armed from the
+head of Zeus, and not from his royal loins. Oh yes, children, I've
+understood much, but never this: what the beloved of my soul has to
+do with. ... (He hesitates.)
+
+STRANGER. Well, go on!
+
+TEMPTER. What all-powerful love, that is the marriage of souls, has
+to do with the propagation of the species!
+
+STRANGER and WOMAN. Now he's come to the point!
+
+TEMPTER. I've never been able to understand how a kiss, that's an
+unborn word, a soundless speech, a quiet language of the soul, can
+be exchanged, by means of a hallowed procedure, for a surgical
+operation, that always ends in tears and the chattering of teeth.
+I've never understood how that holy night, the first in which two
+souls embrace each other in love, can end in the shedding of blood,
+in quarrelling, hate, mutual contempt--and lint! (He holds his
+mouth shut.)
+
+STRANGER. Suppose the story of the fall were true? In pain shalt
+thou bring forth children.
+
+TEMPTER. In that case one could understand.
+
+WOMAN. Who is the man who says these things?
+
+TEMPTER. Only a wanderer on the quicksands of this life. (The WOMAN
+rises.) So you're ready to go. Who will go first?
+
+STRANGER. I shall.
+
+TEMPTER. Where?
+
+STRANGER. Upwards. And you?
+
+TEMPTER. I shall stay down here, in between. ...
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+
+ACT IV
+
+SCENE I
+
+CHAPTER HOUSE OF THE MONASTERY
+
+[A Gothic chapter house. In the background arcades lead to the
+cloisters and the courtyard of the monastery. In the middle of the
+courtyard there is a well with a statue of the Virgin Mary,
+surrounded by long-stemmed white roses. The walls of the chapter
+house are filled with built-in choir stalls of oak. The PRIOR'S own
+stall is in the middle to the right and rather higher than the
+rest. In the middle of the chapter house an enormous crucifix. The
+sun is shining on the statue of the Virgin in the courtyard. The
+STRANGER enters from the back. He is wearing a coarse monkish cowl,
+with a rope round his waist and sandals on his feet. He halts in
+the doorway and looks at the chapter house, then goes over to the
+crucifix and stops in front of it. The last strophe of the choral
+service can be heard from across the courtyard. The CONFESSOR
+enters from the back; he is dressed in black and white; he has long
+hair and along beard and a very small tonsure that can hardly be
+seen.]
+
+CONFESSOR. Peace be with you!
+
+STRANGER. And with you.
+
+CONFESSOR. How do you like this white house?
+
+STRANGER. I can only see blackness.
+
+CONFESSOR. You still are black; but you'll grow white, quite white!
+Did you sleep well last night?
+
+STRANGER. Dreamlessly, like a tired child. But tell me: why do I
+find so many locked doors?
+
+CONFESSOR. You'll gradually learn to open them.
+
+STRANGER. Is this a large building?
+
+CONFESSOR. Endless! It dates from the time of Charlemagne and has
+continually grown through pious benefactions. Untouched by the
+spiritual upheavals and changes of different epochs, it stands on
+its rocky height as a monument of Western culture. That is to say:
+Christian faith wedded to the knowledge of Hellas and Rome.
+
+STRANGER. So it's not merely a religious foundation?
+
+CONFESSOR. No. It embraces all the arts and sciences as well.
+There's a library, museum, observatory and laboratory--as you'll
+see later. Agriculture and horticulture are also studied here; and
+a hospital for laymen, with its own sulphur springs, is attached to
+the monastery.
+
+STRANGER. One word more, before the chapter assembles. What kind of
+man is the Prior?
+
+CONFESSOR (smiling). He is the Prior! Aloof, without peer, dwelling
+on the summits of human knowledge, and ... well, you'll see him
+soon.
+
+STRANGER. Is it true that he's so old?
+
+CONFESSOR. He's reached an unusual age. He was born at the
+beginning of the century that's now nearing its end.
+
+STRANGER. Has he always been in the monastery?
+
+CONFESSOR. No. He's not always been a monk, though always a priest.
+Once he was a minister, but that was seventy years ago. Twice
+curator of the university. Archbishop. ... 'Sh! Mass is over.
+
+STRANGER. I presume he's not the kind of unprejudiced priest who
+pretends to have vices when he has none?
+
+CONFESSOR. Not at all. But he's seen life and mankind, and he's
+more human than priestly.
+
+STRANGER. And the fathers?
+
+CONFESSOR. Wise men, with strange histories, and none of them
+alike.
+
+STRANGER. Who can never have known life as it's lived. ...
+
+CONFESSOR. All have lived their lives, more than once; have
+suffered shipwreck, started again, gone to pieces and risen
+once more. You must wait.
+
+STRANGER. The Prior's sure to ask me questions. I don't think
+I can agree to everything.
+
+CONFESSOR. On the contrary, you must show yourself as you are; and
+defend your opinions to the last.
+
+STRANGER. Will contradiction be permitted here?
+
+CONFESSOR. Here? You're a child, who's lived in a childish world,
+where you've played with thoughts and words. You've lived in the
+erroneous belief that language, a material thing, can be a vehicle
+for anything so subtle as thoughts and feelings. We've discovered
+that error, and therefore speak as little as possible; for we are
+aware of, and can divine, the innermost thoughts of our neighbour.
+We've so developed our perceptive faculties by spiritual exercises
+that we are linked in a single chain; and can detect a feeling of
+pleasure and harmony, when there's complete accord. The Prior, who
+has trained himself most rigorously, can feel if anyone's thoughts
+have strayed into wrong paths. In some respects he's like--merely
+like, I say--a telephone engineer's galvanometer, that shows when
+and where a current has been interrupted. Therefore we can have no
+secrets from one another, and so do not need the confessional.
+Think of all this when you confront the searching eye of the Prior!
+
+STRANGER. Is there any intention of examining me?
+
+CONFESSOR. Oh no. There are merely a few questions to answer
+without any deep meaning, before the practical examinations. Quiet!
+Here they are.
+
+(He goes to one side. The PRIOR enters from the back. He is dressed
+entirely in white and he has pulled up his hood. He is a tall man
+with long white hair and along white beard-his head is like that of
+Jupiter. His face is pale, but full and without wrinkles. His eyes
+are large, surrounded by shadows and his eyebrows strongly marked.
+A quiet, majestic calm reigns over his whole personality. The PRIOR
+is followed by twelve Fathers, dressed in black and white, with
+black hoods, also pulled up. All bow to the crucifix and then go to
+their places.)
+
+PRIOR (after looking at the STRANGER for a moment.) What do you
+seek here? (The STRANGER is confused and tries to find an answer,
+but cannot. The PRIOR goes on, calmly, firmly, but indulgently.)
+Peace? Isn't that so? (The STRANGER makes a sign of assent with
+head and mouth.) But if the whole of life is a struggle, how can
+you find peace amongst the living? (The STRANGER is not able to
+answer.) Do you want to turn your back on life because you feel
+you've been injured, cheated?
+
+STRANGER (in a weak voice). Yes.
+
+PRIOR. So you've been defrauded, unjustly dealt with? And this
+injustice began so early that you, an innocent child, couldn't
+imagine you'd committed any crime that was worthy of punishment.
+Well, once you were unjustly accused of stealing fruit; tormented
+into taking the offence on yourself; tortured into telling lies
+about yourself and forced to beg forgiveness for a fault you'd not
+committed. Wasn't it so?
+
+STRANGER (with certainty). Yes. It was.
+
+PRIOR. It was; and you've never been able to forget it. Never. Now
+listen, you've a good memory; can you remember _The Swiss Family
+Robinson_?
+
+STRANGER (shrinking). _The Swiss Family Robinson_?
+
+PRIOR. Yes. Those events that caused you such mental torture
+happened in 1857, but at Christmas 1856, that is the year before,
+you tore a copy of that book and out of fear of punishment hid it
+under a chest in the kitchen. (The STRANGER is taken aback.) The
+wardrobe was painted in oak graining, and clothes hung in its upper
+part, whilst shoes stood below. This wardrobe seemed enormously big
+to you, for you were a small child, and you couldn't imagine it
+could ever be moved; but during spring cleaning at Easter what was
+hidden was brought to light. Fear drove you to put the blame on a
+schoolfellow. And now he had to endure torture, because appearances
+were against him, for you were thought to be trustworthy. After
+this the history of your sorrows comes as a logical sequence. You
+accept this logic?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. Punish me!
+
+PRIOR. No. I don't punish; when I was a child I did--similar
+things. But will you now promise to forget this history of your own
+sufferings for all time and never to recount it again?
+
+STRANGER. I promise! If only he whom I took advantage of could
+forgive me.
+
+PRIOR. He has already. Isn't that so, Pater Isidor?
+
+ISIDOR (who was the DOCTOR in the first part of 'The Road to
+Damascus,' rising). With my whole heart!
+
+STRANGER. It's you!
+
+ISIDOR. Yes. I.
+
+PRIOR (to FATHER ISIDOR). Pater Isidor, say a word, just one.
+
+ISIDOR. It was in the year 1856 that I had to endure my torture.
+But even in 1854 one of my brothers suffered in the same way, owing
+to a false accusation on my part. (To the STRANGER.) So we're all
+guilty and not one of us is without blemish; and I believe my
+victim had no clear conscience either. (He sits down.)
+
+PRIOR. If we could only stop accusing one another and particularly
+Eternal Justice! But we're born in guilt and all resemble Adam! (To
+the STRANGER.) There was something you wanted to know, was there
+not?
+
+STRANGER. I wanted to know life's inmost meaning.
+
+PRIOR. The very innermost! So you wanted to learn what no man's
+permitted to know. Pater Uriel! (PATER URIEL, who is blind, rises.
+The PRIOR speaks to the STRANGER.) Look at this blind father! We
+call him Uriel in remembrance of Uriel Acosta, whom perhaps you've
+heard of? (The STRANGER makes a sign that he has not.) You haven't?
+All young people should have heard of him. Uriel Acosta was a
+Portuguese of Jewish descent, who, however, was brought up in the
+Christian faith. When he was still fairly young he began to
+inquire--you understand--to inquire if Christ were really God; with
+the result that he went over to the Jewish faith. And then he began
+research into the Mosaic writings and the immortality of the soul,
+with the result that the Rabbis handed him over to the Christian
+priesthood for punishment. A long time after he returned to the
+Jewish faith. But his thirst for knowledge knew no bounds, and he
+continued his researches till he found he'd reached absolute
+nullity; and in despair that he couldn't learn the final secret he
+took his own life with a pistol shot. (Pause.) Now look at our good
+father Uriel here. He, too, was once very young and anxious to
+know; he always wanted to be in the forefront of every modern
+movement, and he discovered new philosophies. I may add, by the
+way, that he's a friend of my boyhood and almost as old as I. Now
+about 1820 he came upon the so-called rational philosophy, that had
+already lain in its grave for twenty years. With this system of
+thought, which was supposed to be a master key, all locks were to
+be picked, all questions answered and all opponents confuted--
+everything was clear and simple. In those days Uriel was a strong
+opponent of all religions and in particular followed the
+Mesmerists, as the hypnotisers of that age were called. In 1830 our
+friend became a Hegelian, though, to be sure, rather late in the
+day. Then he re-discovered God, a God who was immanent in nature
+and in man, and found he was a little god himself. Now, as ill-luck
+would have it, there were two Hegels, just as there were two
+Voltaires; and the later, or more conservative Hegel, had developed
+his All-godhead till it had become a compromise with the Christian
+view. And so Father Uriel, who never wanted to be behind the times,
+became a rationalistic Christian, who was given the thankless task
+of combating Rationalism and himself. (Pause.) I'll shorten the
+whole sad history for Father Uriel's sake. In 1850 he again became
+a materialist and an enemy of Christianity. In 1870 he became a
+hypnotist, in 1880 a theosophist, and 1890 he wanted to shoot
+himself! I met him just at that time. He was sitting on a bench in
+Unter den Linden in Berlin, and he was blind. This Uriel was blind--
+and Uriel means 'God is my Light'--who for a century had marched
+with the torch of liberalism at the head of _every_ modern
+movement! (To the STRANGER.) You see, he wanted to know, but he
+failed! And therefore he now believes. Is there anything else you'd
+like to know?
+
+STRANGER. One thing only.
+
+PRIOR. Speak.
+
+STRANGER. If Father Uriel had held to his first faith in 1810, men
+would have called him conservative or old-fashioned; but now, as
+he's followed the developments of his time and has therefore
+discarded his youthful faith, men will call him a renegade--that's
+to say: whatever he does mankind will blame him.
+
+PRIOR. Do you heed what men say? Father Clemens, may I tell him how
+you heeded what men said? (PATER CLEMENS rises and makes a gesture
+of assent.) Father Clemens is our greatest figure painter. In the
+world outside he's known by another name, a very famous one. Father
+Clemens was a young man in 1830. He felt he had a talent for
+painting and gave himself up to it with his whole soul. When he was
+twenty he was exhibiting. The public, the critics, his teachers,
+and his parents were all of the opinion that he'd made a mistake in
+the choice of his profession. Young Clemens heeded what men were
+saying, so he laid down his brush and turned bookseller. When he
+was fifty years of age, and had his life behind him, the paintings
+of his early years were discovered by some stranger; and were then
+recognised as masterpieces by the public, the critics, his teachers
+and relations! But it was too late. And when Father Clemens
+complained of the wickedness of the world, the world answered with
+a heartless grin: 'Why did you let yourself be taken in?' Father
+Clemens grieved so much at this, that he came to us. But he doesn't
+grieve any longer now. Or do you, Father Clemens?
+
+CLEMENS. No! But that isn't the end of the story. The paintings I'd
+done in 1830 were admired and hung in a museum till 1880. Taste
+then changed very quickly, and one day an important newspaper
+announced that their presence there was an outrage. So they were
+banished to the attic.
+
+PRIOR (to the STRANGER). That's a good story!
+
+CLEMENS. But it's still not finished. By 1890 taste had so changed
+again that a professor of the History of Art wrote that it was a
+national scandal that my works should be hanging in an attic. So
+the pictures were brought down again, and, for the time being, are
+classical. But for how long? From that you can see, young man, in
+what worldly fame consists? Vanitas vanitatum vanitas!
+
+STRANGER. Then is life worth living?
+
+PRIOR. Ask Pater Melcher, who is experienced not only in the world
+of deception and error, but also in that of lies and contradictions.
+Follow him: he'll show you the picture gallery and tell you stories.
+
+STRANGER. I'll gladly follow anyone who can teach me something.
+
+(PATER MELCHER takes the STRANGER by the hand and leads him out of
+the Chapter House.)
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE II
+
+PICTURE GALLERY OF THE MONASTERY
+
+[Picture Gallery of the Monastery. There are mostly portraits of
+people with two heads.]
+
+MELCHER. Well, first we have here a small landscape, by an unknown
+master, called 'The Two Towers.' Perhaps you've been in Switzerland
+and know the originals.
+
+STRANGER. I've been in Switzerland!
+
+MELCHER. Exactly. Then near the station of Amsteg on the Gotthard
+railway you've seen a tower, called Zwing-Uri, sung of by Schiller
+in his _Wilhelm Tell_. It stands there as a monument to the cruel
+oppression which the inhabitants of Uri suffered at the hands of
+the German Emperors. Good! On the Italian side of the Gotthard lies
+Bellinzona, as you know. There are many towers to be seen there,
+but the most curious is called Castel d'Uri. That's the monument
+recalling the cruel oppression which the Italian cantons suffered
+at the hands of the inhabitants of Uri! Now do you understand?
+
+STRANGER. So freedom means: freedom to oppress others. That's new
+to me.
+
+MELCHER. Then let's go on without further comment to the portrait
+collection. Number one in the catalogue. Boccaccio, with two heads--
+all our portraits have at least two heads. His story's well known.
+The great man began his career by writing dissolute and godless
+tales, which he dedicated to Queen Johanna of Naples, who'd seduced
+the son of St. Brigitta. Boccaccio ended up as a saint in a
+monastery where he lectured on Dante's Hell and the devils that, in
+his youth, he had thought to drive out in a most original way.
+You'll notice now, how the two faces are meeting each other's gaze!
+
+STRANGER. Yes. But all trace of humour's lacking; and humour's to
+be expected in a man who knew himself as well as our friend
+Boccaccio did.
+
+MELCHER. Number two in the catalogue. Ah, yes; that's two-headed
+Doctor Luther. The youthful champion of tolerance and the aged
+upholder of intolerance. Have I said enough?
+
+STRANGER. Quite enough.
+
+MELCHER. Number three in the catalogue. The great Gustavus Adolphus
+accepting Catholic funds from Cardinal Richelieu in order to fight
+for Protestantism, whilst remaining neutral in the face of the
+Catholic League.
+
+STRANGER. How do Protestants explain this threefold contradiction?
+
+MELCHER. They say it's not true. Number four in the catalogue.
+Schiller, the author of The Robbers, who was offered the freedom of
+the City of Paris by the leaders of the French Revolution in 1792;
+but who had been made a State Councillor of Meiningen as early as
+1790 and a royal Danish Stipendiary in 1791. The scene depicts the
+State Councillor--and friend of his Excellency Goethe--receiving
+the Diploma of Honour from the leaders of the French Revolution as
+late as 1798. Think of it, the diploma of the Reign of Terror in
+the year 1798, when the Revolution was over and the country under
+the Directory! I'd have liked to have seen the Councillor and his
+friend, His Excellency! But it didn't matter, for two years later
+he repaid his nomination by writing the _Song of the Bell_, in
+which he expressed his thanks and begged the revolutionaries to
+keep quiet! Well, that's life. We're intelligent people and love
+_The Robbers_ as much as _The Song of the Bell_; Schiller as much
+as Goethe!
+
+STRANGER. The work remains, the master perishes.
+
+MELCHER. Goethe, yes! Number five in the catalogue. He began with
+Strassburg cathedral and _Götz von Berlichingen_, two hurrahs for
+gothic Germanic art against that of Greece and Rome. Later he
+fought against Germanism and for Classicism. Goethe against Goethe!
+There you see the traditional Olympic calm, harmony, etc., in the
+greatest disharmony with itself. But depression at this turns into
+uneasiness when the young Romantic school appears and combats the
+Goethe of _Iphigenia_ with theories drawn from Goethe's _Goetz_.
+That the 'great heathen' ends up by converting Faust in the Second
+Part, and allowing him to be saved by the Virgin Mary and the
+angels, is usually passed over in silence by his admirers. Also the
+fact that a man of such clear vision should, towards the end of his
+life, have found everything so 'strange,' and 'curious,' even the
+simplest facts that he'd previously seen through. His last wish was
+for 'more light'! Yes; but it doesn't matter. We're intelligent
+people and love our Goethe just the same.
+
+STRANGER. And rightly.
+
+MELCHER. Number six in the catalogue. Voltaire! He has more than
+two heads. The Godless One, who spent his whole life defending God.
+The Mocker, who was mocked, because 'he believed in God like a
+child.' The author of the cynical 'Candide,' who wrote:
+
+ In my youth I sought the pleasures
+ Of the senses, but I learned
+ That their sweetness was illusion
+ Soon to bitterness it turned.
+ In old age I've come to see
+ Life is nought but vanity.
+
+Dr. Knowall, who thought he could grasp everything between Heaven
+and Earth by means of reason and science, sings like this, when he
+comes to the end of his life:
+
+ I had thought to find in knowledge
+ Light to guide me on my way;
+ Yet I still must walk in darkness
+ All that's known must soon decay.
+ Ignorance, I turn to thee!
+ Knowledge is but vanity.
+
+But that's no matter! Voltaire can be put to many uses. The Jews
+use him against the Christians, and the Christians use him against
+the Jews, because he was an anti-Semite, like Luther. Chateaubriand
+used him to defend Catholicism, and Protestants use him even to-day
+to attack Catholicism. He was a fine fellow!
+
+STRANGER. Then what's your view?
+
+MELCHER. We have no views here; we've faith, as I've told you
+already. And that's why we've only one head--placed exactly above
+the heart. (Pause.) In the meantime let's look at number seven in
+the catalogue. Ah, Napoleon! The creation of the Revolution itself!
+The Emperor of the People, the Nero of Freedom, the suppressor of
+Equality and the 'big brother' of Fraternity. He's the most cunning
+of all the two-headed, for he could laugh at himself, raise himself
+above his own contradictions, change his skin and his soul, and yet
+be quite explicable to himself in every transformation--convinced,
+self-authorised. There's only one other man who can be compared
+with him in this; Kierkegaard the Dane. From the beginning he was
+aware of this parthenogenesis of the soul, whose capacity to
+multiply by taking cuttings was equivalent to bringing forth young
+in this life without conception. And for that reason, and so as not
+to become life's fool, he wrote under a number of pseudonyms, of
+which each one constituted a 'stage on his life's way.' But did you
+realise this? The Lord of life, in spite of all these precautions,
+made a fool of him after all. Kierkegaard, who fought all his life
+against the priesthood and the professional preachers of the State
+Church, was eventually forced of necessity to become a professional
+preacher himself! Oh yes! Such things do happen.
+
+STRANGER. The Powers That Be play tricks. ...
+
+MELCHER. The Powers play tricks on tricksters, and delude the
+arrogant, particularly those who alone believe they possess truth
+and knowledge! Number eight in the catalogue. Victor Hugo. He split
+himself into countless parts. He was a peer of France, a Grandee of
+Spain, a friend of Kings, and the socialist author of _Les
+Misérables_. The peers naturally called him a renegade, and the
+socialists a reformer. Number nine. Count Friedrich Leopold von
+Stollberg. He wrote a fanatical book for the Protestants, and then
+suddenly became a Catholic! Inexplicable in a sensible man. A
+miracle, eh? A little journey to Damascus, perhaps? Number ten.
+Lafayette. The heroic upholder of freedom, the revolutionary, who
+was forced to leave France as a suspected reactionary, because he
+wanted to help Louis XVI; and then was captured by the Austrians
+and carried off to Olmütz as a revolutionary! What was he in
+reality?
+
+STRANGER. Both!
+
+MELCHER. Yes, both. He had the two halves that made a whole--a
+whole man. Number eleven. Bismarck. A paradox. The honest diplomat,
+who maintained he'd discovered that to tell the truth was the
+greatest of ruses. And so was compelled--by the Powers, I suppose?--
+to spend the last six years of his life unmasking himself as a
+conscious liar. You're tired. Then we'll stop now.
+
+STRANGER. Yes, if one clings to the same ideas all one's life, and
+holds the same opinions, one grows old according to nature's laws,
+and gets called conservative, old-fashioned, out of date. But if
+one goes on developing, keeping pace with one's own age, renewing
+oneself with the perennially youthful impulses of contemporary
+thought, one's called a waverer and a renegade.
+
+MELCHER. That's as old as the world! But does an intelligent, man
+heed what he's called? One is, what one's becoming.
+
+STRANGER. But who revises the periodically changing views of
+contemporary opinion?
+
+MELCHER. You ought to answer that yourself, and indeed in this way.
+It is the Powers themselves who promulgate contemporary opinion, as
+they develop in _apparent_ circles. Hegel, the philosopher of the
+present, himself dimorphous, for both a 'left'-minded and a
+'right'-minded Hegel can always be quoted, has best explained the
+contradictions of life, of history and of the spirit, with his own
+magic formula. Thesis: affirmation; Antithesis: negation;
+Synthesis: comprehension! Young man, or rather, comparatively young
+man! You began life by accepting everything, then went on to
+denying everything on principle. Now end your life by comprehending
+everything. Be exclusive no longer. Do not say: either--or, but:
+not only--but also! In a word, or two words rather, Humanity and
+Resignation!
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+SCENE III
+
+CHAPEL OF THE MONASTERY
+
+[Choir of the Monastery Chapel. An open coffin with a bier cloth
+and two burning candles. The CONFESSOR leads in the STRANGER by the
+hand. The STRANGER is dressed in the white shirt of the novice.]
+
+CONFESSOR. Have you carefully considered the step you wish to take?
+
+STRANGER. Very carefully.
+
+CONFESSOR. Have you no more questions?
+
+STRANGER. Questions? No.
+
+CONFESSOR. Then stay here, whilst I fetch the Chapter and the
+Fathers and Brothers, so that the solemn act may begin.
+
+STRANGER. Yes. Let it come to pass.
+
+(The CONFESSOR goes out. The STRANGER, left alone, is sunk in
+thought.)
+
+TEMPTER (coming forward). Are you ready?
+
+STRANGER. So ready, that I've no answer left for you.
+
+TEMPTER. On the brink of the grave, I understand! You'll have to
+lie in your coffin and appear to die; the old Adam will be covered
+with three shovelfuls of earth, and a De Profundis will be sung.
+Then you'll rise again from the dead, having laid aside your old
+name, and be baptized once more like a new-born child! What will
+you be called? (The STRANGER does not reply.) It is written:
+Johannes, brother Johannes, because he preached in the wilderness
+and ...
+
+STRANGER. Do not trouble me.
+
+TEMPTER. Speak to me a little, before you depart into the long
+silence. For you'll not be allowed to speak for a whole year.
+
+STRANGER. All the better. Speaking at last becomes a vice, like
+drinking. And why speak, if words do not cloak thoughts?
+
+TEMPTER. _You_ at the graveside. ... Was life so bitter?
+
+STRANGER. Yes. My life was.
+
+TEMPTER. Did you never know one pleasure?
+
+STRANGER. Yes, many pleasures; but they were very brief and seemed
+only to exist in order to make the pain of their loss the sharper.
+
+TEMPTER. Can't it be put the other way round: that pain exists in
+order to make joy more keen?
+
+STRANGER. It can be put in any way.
+
+(A woman enters with a child to be baptized.)
+
+TEMPTER. Look! A little mortal, who's to be consecrated to
+suffering.
+
+STRANGER. Poor child!
+
+TEMPTER. A human history, that's about to begin. (A bridal couple
+cross the stage.) And there--what's loveliest, and most bitter.
+Adam and Eve in Paradise, that in a week will be a Hell, and in a
+fortnight Paradise again.
+
+STRANGER. What is loveliest, brightest! The first, the only, the
+last that ever gave life meaning! I, too, once sat in the sunlight
+on a verandah, in the spring beneath the first tree to show new
+green, and a small crown crowned a head, and a white veil lay like
+thin morning mist over a face ... that was not that of a human
+being. Then came darkness!
+
+TEMPTER. Whence?
+
+STRANGER. From the light itself. I know no more.
+
+TEMPTER. It could only have been a shadow, for light is needed to
+throw shadows; but for darkness no light is needed.
+
+STRANGER. Stop! Or we'll never come to an end.
+
+(The CONFESSOR and the CHAPTER appear in procession.)
+
+TEMPTER (disappearing). Farewell!
+
+CONFESSOR (advancing with a large black bier-cloth). Lord! Grant
+him eternal peace!
+
+CHOIR. May he be illumined with perpetual light!
+
+CONFESSOR (wrapping the STRANGER to the bier-cloth). May he rest in
+peace!
+
+CHOIR. Amen!
+
+Curtain.
+
+
+
+
+
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+<h1>AUGUST STRINDBERG</h1>
+<br><br>
+<h1>THE ROAD TO DAMASCUS</h1>
+<br><br>
+<h3>A TRILOGY</h3>
+<br><br><br><br>
+<h2>ENGLISH VERSION BY GRAHAM RAWSON</h2>
+<br><br>
+<h3>WITH AN INTRODUCTION BY GUNNAR OLL&Eacute;N</h3>
+<br><br><br><br>
+<h2>CONTENTS</h2>
+<br>
+<p><a href="#intro">INTRODUCTION</a><br>
+<a href="#p1">PART ONE</a><br>
+<a href="#p2">PART TWO</a><br>
+<a href="#p3">PART THREE</a></p>
+<br><br>
+
+<a name="intro"></a>
+
+<br><br>
+
+
+<h2>
+INTRODUCTION</h2>
+</center>
+
+<br>
+
+<p>Strindberg's great trilogy <i>The Road to Damascus</i> presents many
+mysteries to the uninitiated. Its peculiar changes of mood, its
+gallery of half unreal characters, its bizarre episodes combine to
+make it a bewilderingly rich but rather 'difficult' work. It cannot
+be recommended to the lover of light drama or the seeker of
+momentary distraction. <i>The Road to Damascus</i> does not deal with
+the superficial strata of human life, but probes into those depths
+where the problems of God, and death, and eternity become
+terrifying realities.</p>
+
+<p>Many authors have, of course, dealt with the profoundest problems
+of humanity without, on that account, having been able to evoke our
+interest. There may have been too much philosophy and too little
+art in the presentation of the subject, too little reality and too
+much soaring into the heights. That is not so with Strindberg's
+drama. It is a trenchant settling of accounts between a complex and
+fascinating individual&mdash;the author&mdash;and his past, and the realistic
+scenes have often been transplanted in detail from his own
+changeful life.</p>
+
+<p>In order fully to understand <i>The Road to Damascus</i> it is therefore
+essential to know at least the most important features of that
+background of real life, out of which the drama has grown.</p>
+
+<p>Parts I and II of the trilogy were written in 1898, while Part III
+was added somewhat later, in the years 1900-1901. In 1898
+Strindberg had only half emerged from what was by far the severest
+of the many crises through which in his troubled life he had to
+pass. He had overcome the worst period of terror, which had brought
+him dangerously near the borders of sanity, and he felt as if he
+could again open his eyes and breathe freely. He was not free from
+that nervous pressure under which he had been working, but the
+worst of the inner tension had relaxed and he felt the need of
+taking a survey of what had happened, of summarising and trying to
+fathom what could have been underlying his apparently unaccountable
+experiences. The literary outcome of this settling of accounts with
+the past was <i>The Road to Damascus</i>.</p>
+
+<p><i>The Road to Damascus</i> might be termed a marriage drama, a mystery
+drama, or a drama of penance and conversion, according as
+preponderance is given to one or other of its characteristics. The
+question then arises: what was it in the drama which was of deepest
+significance to the author himself? The answer is to be found in
+the title, with its allusion to the narrative in the Acts of the
+Apostles of the journey of Saul, the persecutor, the scoffer, who,
+on his way to Damascus, had an awe-inspiring vision, which
+converted Saul, the hater of Christ, into Paul, the apostle of the
+Gentiles. Strindberg's drama describes the progress of the author
+right up to his conversion, shows how stage by stage he
+relinquishes worldly things, scientific renown, and above all
+woman, and finally, when nothing more binds him to this world,
+takes the vows of a monk and enters a monastery where no dogmas or
+theology, but only broadminded humanity and resignation hold sway.
+What, however, in an inner sense, distinguishes Strindberg's drama
+from the Bible narrative is that the conversion itself&mdash;although
+what leads up to it is convincingly described, both logically and
+psychologically&mdash;does not bear the character of a final and
+irrevocable decision, but on the contrary is depicted with a
+certain hesitancy and uncertainty. THE STRANGER'S entry into the
+monastery consequently gives the impression of being a piece of
+logical construction; the author's heart is not wholly in it. From
+Strindberg's later works it also becomes evident that his severe
+crisis had undoubtedly led to a complete reformation in that it
+definitely caused him to turn from worldly things, of which indeed
+he had tasted to the full, towards matters divine. But this did not
+mean that then and there he accepted some specific religion,
+whether Christian or other. One would undoubtedly come nearest to
+the author's own interpretation in this respect by characterising
+<i>The Road to Damascus</i> not as a drama of conversion, but as a drama
+of struggle, the story of a restless, arduous pilgrimage through
+the chimeras of the world towards the border beyond which eternity
+stretches in solemn peace, symbolised in the drama by a mountain,
+the peaks of which reach high above the clouds.</p>
+
+<p>In this final settling of accounts one subject is of dominating
+importance, recurring again and again throughout the trilogy; it is
+that of woman. Strindberg him, of course, become famous as a writer
+about women; he has ruthlessly described the hatreds of love, the
+hell that marriage can be, he is the creator of <i>Le Plaidoyer d'un
+Fou</i> and <i>The Dance of Death</i>, he had three divorces, yet was just
+as much a worshipper of woman&mdash;and at the same time a diabolical
+hater of her seducing qualities under which he suffered defeat
+after defeat. Each time he fell in love afresh he would compare
+himself to Hercules, the Titan, whose strength was vanquished by
+Queen Omphale, who clothed herself in his lion's skin, while he had
+to sit at the spinning wheel dressed in women's clothes. It can be
+readily understood that to a man of Strindberg's self-conceit the
+problem of his relations with women must become a vital issue on
+the solution of which the whole Damascus pilgrimage depended.</p>
+
+<p>In 1898, when Parts I and II of the trilogy were written,
+Strindberg had been married twice; both marriages had ended
+unhappily. In the year 1901, when the wedding scenes of Part III
+were written, Strindberg had recently experienced the rapture of a
+new love which, however, was soon to be clouded. It must not be
+forgotten that in his entire emotional life Strindberg was an
+artist and as such a man of impulse, with the spontaneity and
+naivity and intensity of a child. For him love had nothing to do
+with respectability and worldly calculations; he liked to think of
+it as a thunderbolt striking mortals with a destructive force like
+the lightning hurled by the almighty Zeus. It is easy to understand
+that a man of such temperament would not be particularly suited for
+married life, where self-sacrifice and strong-minded patience may
+be severely tested. In addition his three wives were themselves
+artists, one an authoress, the other two actresses, all of them
+pronounced characters, endowed with a degree of will and
+self-assertion, which, although it could not be matched against
+Strindberg's, yet would have been capable of producing friction
+with rather more pliant natures than that of the Swedish dramatist.</p>
+
+<p>In the trilogy Strindberg's first wife, Siri von Essen, his
+marriage to whom was happiest and lasted longest (1877-1891), and
+more especially his second wife, the Austrian authoress Frida Uhl
+(married to him 1893-1897) have supplied the subject matter for his
+picture of THE LADY. In the happy marriage scenes of Part III we
+recognise reminiscences from the wedding of Strindberg, then
+fifty-two, and the twenty-three-year-old actress Harriet Bosse,
+whose marriage to him lasted from 1901 until 1904.</p>
+
+<p>The character of THE LADY in Parts I and II is chiefly drawn from
+recollections&mdash;fairly recent when the drama was written&mdash;of Frida
+Uhl and his life with her. From the very beginning her marriage to
+Strindberg had been most troublous. In the autumn of 1892
+Strindberg moved from the Stockholm skerries to Berlin, where he
+lived a rather hectic Bohemian life among the artists collecting in
+the little tavern 'Zum Schwarzen Ferkel.' He made the acquaintance
+of Frida Uhl in the beginning of the year 1893, and after a good
+many difficulties was able to arrange for a marriage on the 2nd May
+on Heligoland Island, where English marriage laws, less rigorous
+than the German, applied. Strindberg's nervous temperament would
+not tolerate a quiet and peaceful honeymoon; quite soon the couple
+departed to Gravesend via Hamburg. Strindberg was too restless to
+stay there and moved on to London. There he left his wife to try to
+negotiate for the production of his plays, and journeyed alone to
+Sellin, on the island of R&uuml;gen, after having first been compelled
+to stop in Hamburg owing to lack of money. Strindberg stayed on
+R&uuml;gen during the month of July, and then left for the home of his
+parents-in-law at Mondsee, near Salzburg in Austria, where he was
+to meet his wife. But when she was delayed a few days on the
+journey from London, Strindberg impatiently departed for Berlin,
+where Frida Uhl followed shortly after. About the same time an
+action was brought for the suppression of the German version of <i>Le
+Plaidoyer d'un Fou</i> as being immoral. This book gives an
+undisguised, intensely personal picture of Strindberg's first
+marriage, and was intended by him for publication only after his
+death as a defence against accusations directed against him for
+his behaviour towards Siri von Essen. Strindberg was acquitted
+after a time, but before that his easily fired imagination had
+given him a thorough shake-up, which could only hasten the crisis
+which seemed to be approaching. After a trip to Br&uuml;nn, where
+Strindberg wrote his scientific work <i>Antibarbarus</i>, the couple
+arrived in November at the home of Frida Uhl's grandparents in the
+little village of Dornach, by the Upper Danube; here the wanderings
+of 1893 at last came to an end. For a few months comparative peace
+reigned in the artists' little home, but the birth of a daughter,
+Kerstin, in May, brought this tranquillity to a sudden end.
+Strindberg, who had lived in a state of nervous depression since
+the 1880's, felt himself put on one side by the child, and felt ill
+at ease in an environment of, as he put it in the autobiographical
+<i>The Quarantine Master</i>, 'articles of food, excrements, wet-nurses
+treated like milch-cows, cooks and decaying vegetables.' He longed
+for cleanliness and peace, and in letters to an artist friend he
+spoke of entering a monastery. He even thought of founding one
+himself in the Ardennes and drew up detailed schemes for rules,
+dress, and food. The longing to get away and common interests with
+his Parisian friend (a musician named Leopold Littmansson)
+attracted Strindberg to Paris, where he settled down in the
+beginning of the autumn 1894. His wife joined him, but left again
+at the close of the autumn. In reality Strindberg was at this time
+almost impossible to live with. Persecution mania and hallucinations
+took possession of him and his morbid suspicions knew no bounds. In
+spite of this he was half conscious that there was something wrong
+with his mental faculties, and in the beginning of 1895, assisted
+by the Swedish Minister, he went by his own consent to the St.
+Louis Hospital in Paris. During his chemical experiments, in which
+among other things he tried to produce gold, he had burnt his hands,
+so that he had to seek medical attention on that account also. He
+wrote about this in a letter:</p>
+
+<p>'I am going to hospital because I am ill, because my doctor has
+sent me there, and because I need to be looked after like a child,
+because I am ruined. ... And it torments me and grieves me, my
+nervous system is rotten, paralytic, hysterical. ...'</p>
+
+<p>Never before had Strindberg lived in such distress as at this
+period, both physically and mentally. With shattered nerves,
+sometimes over the verge of insanity, without any means of
+existence other than what friends managed to scrape together,
+separated from his second wife, who had opened proceedings for
+divorce, far from his native land and without any prospects for the
+future, he was brought to a profound religious crisis. With almost
+incredible fortitude he succeeded in fighting his way through this
+difficult period, with the remarkable result that the former Bohemian,
+atheist, and scoffer was gradually able to emerge with the firm
+assurance of a prophet, and even enter a new creative period, perhaps
+mightier than before. One cannot help reflecting that a man capable of
+overcoming a crisis of such a formidable character and of several years'
+duration, as this one of Strindberg's had been, with reason intact and
+even with increased creative power, in reality, in spite of his
+hypersensitive nervous system, must have been an unusually strong man
+both physically and mentally.</p>
+
+<p>Upon trying to define more closely what actual relation the play
+has to those events of Strindberg's restless life, of which we have
+given a rough outline, we find that for the most part the author
+has undoubtedly made use of his own experiences, but has adapted,
+combined and added to them still more, so that the result is a
+mixture of real experience and imagination, all moulded into a
+carefully worked out artistic form.</p>
+
+<p>If to begin with, we dwell for a while on Part I it is evident that
+the hurried wanderings of THE STRANGER and THE LADY between the
+street corner, the room in the hotel, the sea and the Rose Room
+with the mother-in-law, have their foundation&mdash;often in detail&mdash;in
+Strindberg's rovings with Frida Uhl. I will give a few examples. In
+a book by Frida Uhl about her marriage to the Swedish genius
+(splendid in parts but not very reliable) she recalls that the
+month before her marriage she took rooms at Neust&auml;dtische
+Kirchstrasse 1, in Berlin, facing a Gothic church in Dorotheenstrasse,
+situated at the cross-roads between the post office in Dorotheenstrasse
+and the caf&eacute; 'Zum Schwarzen Ferkel' in Wilhelmstrasse. This Berlin
+environment appears to be almost exactly reproduced in the
+introductory scene of Part I, where THE STRANGER and THE LADY meet
+outside a little Gothic church with a post office and caf&eacute; adjoining.
+The happy scenes by the sea are, of course, pleasant recollections
+from Heligoland, and the many discussions about money matters in
+the midst of the honeymoon are quite explicable when we know how
+the dramatist was continually haunted by money troubles, even if
+occasionally he received a big fee, and that this very financial
+insecurity was one of the chief reasons why Frida Uhl's father
+opposed the marriage. Again, the country scenes which follow in
+Part I, shift to the hilly country round the Danube, with their
+Catholic Calvaries and expiation chapels, where Strindberg lived
+with his parents-in-law in Mondsee and with his wife's grandparents
+in Dornach and the neighbouring village Klam, with its mill, its
+smithy, and its gloomy ravine. The Rose Room was the name he gave
+to the room in which he lived during his stay with his mother-in-law
+and his daughter Kerstin in Klam in the autumn of 1896, as he has
+himself related in one of his autobiographical books <i>Inferno</i>.
+In this way we could go on, showing how the localities which are
+to be met with in the drama often correspond in detail to the
+places Strindberg had visited in the course of his pilgrimage
+during the years 1893-1898. Space prevents us, however, from
+entering on a more detailed analysis in this respect.</p>
+
+<p>That THE STRANGER represents Strindberg's <i>alter ego</i> is evident in
+many ways, even apart from the fact that THE STRANGER'S wanderings
+from place to place, as we have already seen, bear a direct
+relation to those of Strindberg himself. THE STRANGER is an author,
+like Strindberg; his childhood of hate is Strindberg's own; other
+details&mdash;such as for instance that THE STRANGER has refused to
+attend his father's funeral, that the Parish Council has wanted to
+take his child away from him, that on account of his writings he
+has suffered lawsuits, illness, poverty, exile, divorce; that in
+the police description he is characterised as a person without a
+permanent situation, with uncertain income; married, but had
+deserted his wife and left his children; known as entertaining
+subversive opinions on social questions (by <i>The Red Room</i>, <i>The
+New Realm</i> and other works Strindberg became the great standard-bearer
+of the Swedish Radicals in their campaign against conventionalism
+and bureaucracy); that he gives the impression of not being in full
+possession of his senses; that he is sought by his children's
+guardian because of unpaid maintenance allowance&mdash;everything
+corresponds to the experiences of the unfortunate Strindberg
+himself, with all his bitter defeats in life and his triumphs in
+the world of letters.</p>
+
+<p>Those scenes where THE STRANGER is uncertain whether the people he
+sees before him are real or not&mdash;he catches hold of THE BEGGAR'S
+arm to feel whether he is a real, live person&mdash;or those occasions
+when he appears as a visionary or thought-reader&mdash;he describes the
+kitchen in his wife's parental home without ever having seen it,
+and knows her thoughts before she has expressed them&mdash;have their
+deep foundation in Strindberg's mental make-up, especially as it
+was during the period of tension in the middle of the 1890's,
+termed the Inferno period, because at that time Strindberg thought
+that he lived in hell. Our most prominent student of Strindberg,
+Professor Martin Lamm, wrote about this in his work on Strindberg's
+dramas:</p>
+
+<p>'In order to understand the first part of <i>The Road to Damascus</i> we
+must take into consideration that the author had not yet shaken off
+his terrifying visions and persecutionary hallucinations. He can
+play with them artistically, sometimes he feels tempted to make a
+joke of them, but they still retain for him their "terrifying
+semi-reality." It is this which makes the drama so bewildering,
+but at the same time so vigorous and affecting. Later, when
+depicting dream states, he creates an artful blend of reality and
+poetry. He produces more exquisite works of art, but he no longer
+gives the same anguished impression of a soul striving to free
+itself from the meshes of his <i>id&eacute;es fixes</i>.'</p>
+
+<p>With his hypersensitive nervous system Strindberg, like THE
+STRANGER, really gives the impression of having been a visionary.
+For instance, his author friend Albert Engstr&ouml;m, has told how one
+evening during a stay far out in the Stockholm skerries, far from
+all civilisation, Strindberg suddenly had a feeling that his little
+daughter was ill, and wanted to return to town at once. True
+enough, it turned out that the girl had fallen ill just at the time
+when Strindberg had felt the warning. As regards thought-reading,
+it appears that at the slightest change in expression and often for
+no perceptible reason at all, Strindberg would draw the most
+definite conclusions, as definite as from an uttered word or an
+action. This we have to keep in mind, for instance, when judging
+Strindberg's accusations against his wife in <i>Le Plaidoyer d'un
+Fou</i>, the book which THE LADY in <i>The Road to Damascus</i> is tempted
+to read, in spite of having been forbidden by THE STRANGER, with
+tragic results. In Part III of the drama Strindberg lets THE
+STRANGER discuss this thought-reading problem with his first wife.
+THE STRANGER says:</p>
+
+<p>'We made a mistake when we were living together, because we accused
+each other of wicked thoughts before they'd become actions; and
+lived in mental reservations instead of realities. For instance, I
+once noticed how you enjoyed the defiling gaze of a strange man,
+and I accused you of unfaithfulness';</p>
+
+<p>to which THE LADY, to Strindberg's satisfaction, has to reply:</p>
+
+<p>'You were wrong to do it, and right. Because my thoughts were
+sinful.'</p>
+
+<p>As regards the other figures in the gallery of characters in Part
+I, we have already shown THE LADY as the identical counterpart in
+all essentials of Strindberg's second wife, Frida Uhl. Like the
+latter THE LADY is a Catholic, has a grandfather, Dr. Cornelius
+Reisch&mdash;called THE OLD MAN in the drama&mdash;whose passion is shooting;
+and a mother, Maria Uhl, with a predilection for religious
+discourses in Strindberg's own style; another detail, the fact that
+she was eighteen years old before she crossed to the other shore to
+see what had shimmered dimly in the distant haze, corresponds with
+Frida Uhl's statement that she had been confined in a convent until
+she was eighteen and a half years old. On the other hand, the chief
+female character of the drama does not correspond to her real life
+counterpart in that she is supposed to have been married to a
+doctor before eloping with THE STRANGER, Strindberg. Here
+reminiscences from Strindberg's first marriage play a part. Siri
+von Essen, Strindberg's first wife, was married to an officer,
+Baron Wrangel, and both the Wrangels received Strindberg kindly in
+their home as a friend. Love quickly flared up between Siri von
+Essen-Wrangel and Strlndberg. She obtained a divorce from her
+husband and married Strindberg. Baron von Wrangel shortly
+afterwards married again, a cousin of Siri von Essen. Knowing these
+matrimonial complications we understand how Strindberg must have
+felt when, on the point of leaving for Heligoland to marry Frida
+Uhl, he met his former wife's (Siri von Essen) first husband, Baron
+Wrangel, on Lehrter Station in Berlin, and found that, like
+Strindberg himself, he was on a lover's errand. Knowing all this we
+need not be surprised at the extremely complicated matrimonial
+relations in <i>The Road to Damascus</i>, where, for example, for the
+sake of THE STRANGER, THE DOCTOR obtains a divorce from THE LADY in
+order to marry THE STRANGER'S first wife. In addition to Baron
+Wrangel a doctor in the town of Ystad, in the south of Sweden&mdash;Dr.
+Eliasson who attended Strindberg during his most difficult period&mdash;
+has stood as a model for THE DOCTOR. We note in particular that the
+description of the doctor's house enclosing a courtyard on three
+sides, tallies with a type of building which is characteristic of
+the south of Sweden. When THE DOCTOR ruthlessly explains to THE
+STRANGER that the asylum, 'The Good Help,' was not a hospital but a
+lunatic asylum, he expresses Strindberg's own misgivings that the
+St. Louis Hospital, of which, as mentioned above, Strindberg was
+an inmate in the beginning of the year 1895, was really to be
+regarded as a lunatic asylum.</p>
+
+<p>Even minor characters, such as CAESAR and THE BEGGAR have their
+counterparts in real life, even though in the main they are
+fantastic creations of his imagination. The guardian of his
+daughter, Kerstin, a relative of Frida Uhl's, was called Dr. C&auml;sar
+R. v. Weyr. Regarding THE BEGGAR it may be enough to quote
+Strindberg's feelings when confronted with the collections made by
+his Paris friends:</p>
+
+<p>'I am a beggar who has no right to go to caf&eacute;s. Beggar! That is the
+right word; it rings in my ears and brings a burning blush to my
+cheeks, the blush of shame, humiliation, and rage!</p>
+
+<p>'To think that six weeks ago I sat at this table! My theatre
+manager addressed me as Dear Master; journalists strove to
+interview me, the photographer begged to be allowed to sell my
+portrait. And now: a beggar, a branded man, an outcast from
+society!'</p>
+
+<p>After this we can understand why Strindberg in <i>The Road to
+Damascus</i> apparently in such surprising manner is seized by the
+suspicion that he is himself the beggar.</p>
+
+<p>We have thus seen that Part I of <i>The Road to Damascus</i> is at the
+same time a free creation of fantasy and a drama of portrayal. The
+elements of realism are starkly manifest, but they are moulded and
+hammered into a work of art by a force of combinative imagination
+rising far above the task of mere descriptive realism. The scenes
+unroll themselves in calculated sequence up to the central asylum
+picture, from there to return in reverse order through the second
+half of the drama, thus symbolising life's continuous repetition of
+itself, Kierkegaard's <i>Gentagelse</i>. The first part of <i>The Road to
+Damascus</i> is the one most frequently produced on the stage. This is
+understandable, having regard to its firm structure and the
+consistency of its faith in a Providence directing the fortunes and
+misfortunes of man, whether the individual rages in revolt or
+submits in quiet resignation.</p>
+
+<p>The second part of <i>The Road to Damascus</i> is dominated by the
+scenes of the great alchemist banquet which, in all its fantastic
+oddity, is one of the most suggestive ever created on the ancient
+theme of the fickleness of fortune. It was suggested above that
+there were two factors beyond all others binding Strindberg to the
+world and making him hesitate before the monastery; one was woman,
+from whom he sets himself free in Part II, after the birth of a
+child&mdash;precisely as in his marriage to Frida Uhl&mdash;the other was
+scientific honour, in its highest phase equivalent, to Strindberg,
+to the power to produce gold. Countless were the experiments for
+this purpose made by Strindberg in his primitive laboratories, and
+countless his failures. To the world-famous author, literary honour
+meant little as opposed to the slightest prospect of being
+acknowledged as a prominent scientist. Harriet Bosse has told me
+that Strindberg seldom said anything about his literary work, never
+was interested in what other people thought of them, or troubled to
+read the reviews; but on the other hand he would often, with
+sparkling eyes and childish pride, show her strips of paper,
+stained at one end with some golden-brown substance. 'Look,' he
+said, 'this is pure gold, and I have made it!' In face of the
+stubborn scepticism of scientific experts Strindberg was, however,
+driven to despair as to his ability, and felt his dreams of fortune
+shattered, as did THE STRANGER at the macabre banquet given in his
+honour&mdash;a banquet which was, as a matter of fact, planned by his
+Paris friends, not, as Strindberg would have liked to believe, in
+honour of the great scientist, but to the great author.</p>
+
+<p>In Part I of <i>The Road to Damascus</i>, THE STRANGER replies with a
+hesitating 'Perhaps' when THE LADY wants to lead him to the
+protecting Church; and at the end of Part II he exclaims: 'Come,
+priest, before I change my mind'; but in Part III his decision is
+final, he enters the monastery. The reason is that not even THE
+LADY in her third incarnation had shown herself capable of
+reconciling him to life. The wedding day scenes just before,
+between Harriet Bosse and the ageing author, form, however, the
+climax of Part III and are among the most poetically moving that
+Strindberg has ever written.</p>
+
+<p>Besides having his belief in the rapture of love shattered, THE
+STRANGER also suffers disappointment at seeing his child fall short
+of expectations. The meeting between the daughter Sylvia and THE
+STRANGER probably refers to an episode from the summer of 1899,
+when Strindberg, after long years of suffering in foreign
+countries, saw his beloved Swedish skerries again, and also his
+favourite daughter Greta, who had come over from Finland to meet
+him. Contrary to the version given in the drama, the reunion of
+father and daughter seems to have been very happy and cordial.
+However, it is typical of the fate-oppressed Strindberg that in his
+work even the happiest summer memories become tinged with black.
+Once and for all the dark colours on his palette were the most
+intense.</p>
+
+<p>The final entry into the monastery was more a symbol for the
+struggling author's dream of peace and atonement than a real thing
+in his life. It is true he visited the Benedictine monastery,
+Maredsous, in Belgium in 1898, and its well stocked library came to
+play a certain part In the drama, but already he realised, after
+one night's sojourn there, that he had no call for the monastic
+life.</p>
+
+<p>Seen as a whole the trilogy marks a turning point in Strindberg's
+dramatic production. The logical, calculated concentration of his
+naturalistic work of the 1880's has given way to a freer form of
+composition, in which the atmosphere has come to mean more than the
+dialogue, the musical and dreamlike qualities more than
+conciseness. <i>The Road to Damascus</i> abounds with details from real
+life, reproduced in sharply naturalistic manner, but these are not,
+as things were in his earlier works viewed by the author <i>a priori</i>
+as reality but become wrapped in dreamlike mystery. Just as with
+<i>Lady Julia</i> and <i>The Father</i> Strindberg ushered in the naturalistic
+drama of the 1880's, so in the years around the turn of the century
+he was, with his symbolist cycle <i>The Road to Damascus</i>, to break
+new ground for European drama which had gradually become stuck in
+fixed formulas. <i>The Road to Damascus</i> became a landmark in world
+literature both as a brilliant work of art and as bearer of new
+stage technique.</p>
+
+<p>GUNNAR OLL&Eacute;N</p>
+
+<p>Translated by<br>
+ESTHER JOHANSON</p>
+
+
+<br><br>
+<a name="p1"></a>
+<br><br>
+
+<h2>PART ONE</h2>
+
+<h3>
+CHARACTERS</h3>
+
+<p>THE STRANGER<br>
+THE LADY<br>
+THE BEGGAR<br>
+THE DOCTOR<br>
+HIS SISTER<br>
+AN OLD MAN<br>
+A MOTHER<br>
+AN ABBESS<br>
+A CONFESSOR</p>
+
+<p>less important figures<br>
+FIRST MOURNER<br>
+SECOND MOURNER<br>
+THIRD MOURNER<br>
+LANDLORD<br>
+CAESAR<br>
+WAITER</p>
+
+<p>non-speaking<br>
+A SMITH<br>
+MILLER'S WIFE<br>
+FUNERAL ATTENDANTS</p>
+
+
+<br><br><br>
+<h3>
+SCENES</h3>
+
+
+<pre>
+SCENE I Street Corner SCENE XVII
+SCENE II Doctor's House SCENE XVI
+SCENE III Room in an Hotel SCENE XV
+SCENE IV By the Sea SCENE XIV
+SCENE V On the Road SCENE XIII
+SCENE VI In a Ravine SCENE XII
+SCENE VII In a Kitchen SCENE XI
+SCENE VIII The 'Rose' Room SCENE X
+SCENE IX Convent
+</pre>
+<br><br><br>
+<h2>
+AUGUST STRINDBERG</h2>
+<br><br>
+<h2>THE ROAD TO DAMASCUS</h2>
+<br><br><br><br>
+
+<h2>PART ONE</h2>
+
+<h3>English Version by<br>
+GRAHAM RAWSON</h3>
+<br><br>
+<p>First Performance in England by the Stage Society at the<br>
+Westminster Theatre, 2nd May 1937</p>
+<br><br><br>
+<p>CAST</p>
+
+<pre>
+THE STRANGER Francis James
+THE LADY Wanda Rotha
+THE BEGGAR Alexander Sarner
+FIRST MOURNER George Cormack
+SECOND MOURNER Kenneth Bell
+THIRD MOURNER Peter Bennett
+FOURTH MOURNER Bryan Sears
+FIFTH MOURNER Michael Boyle
+SIXTH MOURNER Stephen Patrick
+THE LANDLORD Stephen Jack
+THE DOCTOR Neil Porter
+HIS SISTER Olga Martin
+CAESAR Peter Land
+A WAITER Peter Bennett
+AN OLD MAN A. Corney Grain
+A MOTHER Frances Waring
+THE SMITH Norman Thomas
+THE MILLER'S WIFE Julia Sandham
+AN ABBESS Natalia Moya
+A CONFESSOR Tristan Rawson
+
+PRODUCER Carl H. Jaffe
+ASSISTANT PRODUCER Ossia Trilling
+</pre>
+
+
+
+
+<p>PRODUCER &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Carl H. Jaffe<br>
+ASSISTANT PRODUCER &nbsp;Ossia Trilling</p>
+<br><br><br><br>
+<p>
+SCENE I</p>
+
+<p>STREET CORNER</p>
+
+<p>[Street Corner with a seat under a tree; the side-door of a small<br>
+Gothic Church nearby; also a post office and a caf&eacute; with chairs<br>
+outside it. Both post office and caf&eacute; are shut. A funeral march is<br>
+heard off, growing louder sand then fainter. A STRANGER is standing<br>
+on the edge of the pavement and seems uncertain which way to go. A<br>
+church clock strikes: first the four quarters and then the hour. It<br>
+is three o'clock. A LADY enters and greets the STRANGER. She is<br>
+about to pass him, but stops.]</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. It's you! I almost knew you'd come.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You wanted me: I felt it. But why are you waiting here?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I don't know. I must wait somewhere.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Who are you waiting for?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I wish I could tell you! For forty years I've been<br>
+waiting for something: I believe they call it happiness; or the end<br>
+of unhappiness. (Pause.) There's that terrible music again. Listen!<br>
+But don't go, I beg you. I'll feel afraid, if you do.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. We met yesterday for the first time; and talked for four<br>
+hours. You roused my sympathy, but you mustn't abuse my kindness on<br>
+that account.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I know that well enough. But I beg you not to leave me.<br>
+I'm a stranger here, without friends; and my few acquaintances seem<br>
+more like enemies.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You have enemies everywhere. You're lonely everywhere. Why<br>
+did you leave your wife and children?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I wish I knew. I wish I knew why I still live; why I'm<br>
+here now; where I should go and what I should do! Do you believe<br>
+that the living can be damned already?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. No.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Look at me.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Hasn't life brought you a single pleasure?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Not one! If at any time I thought so, it was merely a<br>
+trap to tempt me to prolong my miseries. If ripe fruit fell into my<br>
+hand, it was poisoned or rotten at the core.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. What is your religion&mdash;if you'll forgive the question?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Only this: that when I can bear things no longer, I shall<br>
+go.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Where?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Into annihilation. If I don't hold life in my hand, at<br>
+least I hold death. ... It gives me an amazing feeling of power.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You're playing with death!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. As I've played with life. (Pause.) I was a writer. But in<br>
+spite of my melancholy temperament I've never been able to take<br>
+anything seriously&mdash;not even my worst troubles. Sometimes I even<br>
+doubt whether life itself has had any more reality than my books.<br>
+(A De Profundis is heard from the funeral procession.) They're<br>
+coming back. Why must they process up and down these streets?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Do you fear them?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. They annoy me. The place might be bewitched. No, it's not<br>
+death I fear, but solitude; for then one's not alone. I don't know<br>
+who's there, I or another, but in solitude one's not alone. The air<br>
+grows heavy and seems to engender invisible beings, who have life<br>
+and whose presence can be felt.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You've noticed that?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. For some time I've noticed a great deal; but not as I<br>
+used to. Once I merely saw objects and events, forms and colours,<br>
+whilst now I perceive ideas and meanings. Life, that once had no<br>
+meaning, has begun to have one. Now I discern intention where I<br>
+used to see nothing but chance. (Pause.) When I met you yesterday<br>
+it struck me you'd been sent across my path, either to save me, or<br>
+destroy me.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Why should I destroy you?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Because it may be your destiny.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. No such idea ever crossed my mind; it was largely sympathy I<br>
+felt for you. ... Never, in all my life, have I met anyone like<br>
+you. I have only to look at you for the tears to start to my eyes.<br>
+Tell me, what have you on your conscience? Have you done something<br>
+wrong, that's never been discovered or punished?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You may well ask! No, I've no more sins on my conscience<br>
+than other free men. Except this: I determined that life should<br>
+never make a fool of me.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You must let yourself be fooled, more or less, to live at<br>
+all.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. That would seem a kind of duty; but one I wanted to get<br>
+out of. (Pause.) I've another secret. It's whispered in the family<br>
+that I'm a changeling.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. What's that?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. A child substituted by the elves for the baby that was<br>
+born.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Do you believe in such things?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No. But, as a parable, there's something to be said for<br>
+it. (Pause.) As a child I was always crying and didn't seem to take<br>
+to life in this world. I hated my parents, as they hated me. I<br>
+brooked no constraint, no conventions, no laws, and my longing was<br>
+for the woods and the sea.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Did you ever see visions?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Never. But I've often thought that two beings were<br>
+guiding my destiny. One offers me all I desire; but the other's<br>
+ever at hand to bespatter the gifts with filth, so that they're<br>
+useless to me and I can't touch them. It's true that life has given<br>
+me all I asked of it&mdash;but everything's turned out worthless to me.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You've had everything and yet are not content?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. That is the curse. ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Don't say that! But why haven't you desired things that<br>
+transcend this life, that can never be sullied?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Because I doubt if there is a beyond.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. But the elves?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Are merely a fairy story. (Pointing to a seat.) Shall we<br>
+sit down?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Yes. Who are you waiting for?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Really, for the post office to open. There's a letter for<br>
+me&mdash;it's been forwarded on but hasn't reached me. (They sit down.)<br>
+But tell me something of yourself now. (The Lady takes up her<br>
+crochet work.)</p>
+
+<p>LADY. There's nothing to tell.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Strangely enough, I should prefer to think of you like<br>
+that. Impersonal, nameless&mdash;I only do know one of your names. I'd<br>
+like to christen you myself&mdash;let me see, what ought you to be<br>
+called? I've got it. Eve! (With a gesture towards the wings.)<br>
+Trumpets! (The funeral march is heard again.) There it is again!<br>
+Now I must invent your age, for I don't know how old you are. From<br>
+now on you are thirty-four&mdash;so you were born in sixty-four.<br>
+(Pause.) Now your character, for I don't know that either. I shall<br>
+give you a good character, your voice reminds me of my mother&mdash;I<br>
+mean the idea of a mother, for my mother never caressed me, though<br>
+I can remember her striking me. You see, I was brought up in hate!<br>
+An eye for an eye&mdash;a tooth for a tooth. You see this scar on my<br>
+forehead? That comes from a blow my brother gave me with an axe,<br>
+after I'd struck him with a stone. I never went to my father's<br>
+funeral, because he turned me out of the house when my sister<br>
+married. I was born out of wedlock, when my family were bankrupt<br>
+and in mourning for an uncle who had taken his life. Now you know<br>
+my family! That's the stock I come from. Once I narrowly escaped<br>
+fourteen years' hard labour&mdash;so I've every reason to thank the<br>
+elves, though I can't be altogether pleased with what they've done.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I like to hear you talk. But don't speak of the elves: it<br>
+makes me sad.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Frankly, I don't believe in them; yet they're always<br>
+making themselves felt. Are these elves the souls of the unhappy,<br>
+who still await redemption? If so, I am the child of an evil<br>
+spirit. Once I believed I was near redemption&mdash;through a woman.<br>
+But no mistake could have been greater: I was plunged into the<br>
+seventh hell.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You must be unhappy. But this won't go on always.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Do you think church bells and Holy Water could comfort<br>
+me? I've tried them; they only made things worse. I felt like the<br>
+Devil when he sees the sign of the cross. (Pause.) Let's talk about<br>
+you now.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. There's no need. (Pause.) Have you been blamed for misusing<br>
+your gifts?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I've been blamed for everything. In the town I lived in<br>
+no one was so hated as I. Lonely I came in and lonely I went out.<br>
+If I entered a public place people avoided me. If I wanted to rent<br>
+a room, it would be let. The priests laid a ban on me from the<br>
+pulpit, teachers from their desks and parents in their homes. The<br>
+church committee wanted to take my children from me. Then I<br>
+blasphemously shook my fist ... at heaven!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Why did they hate you so?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. How should I know! Yet I do! I couldn't endure to see men<br>
+suffer. So I kept on saying, and writing, too: free yourselves, I<br>
+will help you. And to the poor I said: do not let the rich exploit<br>
+you. And to the women: do not allow yourselves to be enslaved by<br>
+the men. And&mdash;worst of all&mdash;to the children: do not obey your<br>
+parents, if they are unjust. What followed was impossible to<br>
+foresee. I found that everyone was against me: rich and poor, men<br>
+and women, parents and children. And then came sickness and<br>
+poverty, beggary and shame, divorce, law-suits, exile, solitude,<br>
+and now. ... Tell me, do you think me mad?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. No.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You must be the only one. But I'm all the more grateful.</p>
+
+<p>LADY (rising). I must leave you now.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You, too?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. And you mustn't stay here.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Where should I go?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Home. To your work.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. But I'm no worker. I'm a writer.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I know. But I didn't want to hurt you. Creative power is<br>
+something given you, that can also taken away. See you don't<br>
+forfeit yours.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Where are you going?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Only to a shop.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (after a pause). Tell me, are you a believer?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I am nothing.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. All the better: you have a future. How I wish I were your<br>
+old blind father, whom you could lead to the market place to sing<br>
+for his bread. My tragedy is I cannot grow old that's what happens<br>
+to children of the elves, they have big heads and never only cry. I<br>
+wish I were someone's dog. I could follow him and never be alone<br>
+again. I'd get a meal sometimes, a kick now and then, a pat<br>
+perhaps, a blow often. ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Now I must go. Good-bye. (She goes out.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (absent-mindedly). Good-bye. (He remains on the seat. He<br>
+takes off his hat and wipes his forehead. Then he draws on the<br>
+ground with his stick. A BEGGAR enters. He has a strange look and<br>
+is collecting objects from the gutter.) White are you picking up,<br>
+beggar?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Why call me that? I'm no beggar. Have I asked you for<br>
+anything?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I beg your pardon. It's so hard to judge men from<br>
+appearances.</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. That's true. For instance, can you guess who I am?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I don't intend to try. It doesn't interest me.</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. No one can know that in advance. Interest commonly comes<br>
+afterwards&mdash;when it's too late. Virtus post nummos!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What? Do beggars know Latin?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. You see, you're interested already. Omne tulit punctum qui<br>
+miscuit utile dulci. I have always succeeded in everything I've<br>
+undertaken, because I've never attempted anything. I should like to<br>
+call myself Polycrates, who found the gold ring in the fish's<br>
+stomach. Life has given me all I asked of it. But I never asked<br>
+anything; I grew tired of success and threw the ring away. Yet, now<br>
+I've grown old I regret it. I search for it in the gutters; but as<br>
+the search takes time, in default of my gold ring I don't disdain a<br>
+few cigar stumps. ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I don't know whether this beggar's cynical or mad.</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. I don't know either.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Do you know who I am?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. No. And it doesn't interest me.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Well, interest commonly comes afterwards. ... You see you<br>
+tempt me to take the words out of your mouth. And that's the same<br>
+thing as picking up other people's cigars.</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. So you won't follow my example?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What's that scar on your forehead?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. I got it from a near relation.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Now you frighten me! Are you real? May I touch you? (He<br>
+touches his arm.) There's no doubt of it. ... Would you deign to<br>
+accept a small coin in return for a promise to seek Polycrates'<br>
+ring in another part of the town? (He hands him a coin.) Post<br>
+nummos virtus. ... Another echo. You must go at once.</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. I will. But you've given me far too much. I'll return<br>
+three-quarters of it. Now we owe one another nothing but<br>
+friendship.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Friendship! Am I a friend of yours?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Well, I am of yours. When one's alone in the world one<br>
+can't be particular.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Then let me tell you you forget yourself...</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Only too pleased! But when we meet again I'll have a word<br>
+of welcome for you. (Exit.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (sitting down again and drawing in the dust with his<br>
+stick). Sunday afternoon! A long, dank, sad time, after the usual<br>
+Sunday dinner of roast beef, cabbage and watery potatoes. Now the<br>
+older people are testing, the younger playing chess and smoking.<br>
+The servants have gone to church and the shops are shut. This<br>
+frightful afternoon, this day of rest, when there's nothing to<br>
+engage the soul, when it's as hard to meet a friend as to get into<br>
+a wine shop. (The LADY comes back again, she is noun wearing a<br>
+flower at her breast.) Strange! I can't speak without being<br>
+contradicted at once!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. So you're still here?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Whether I sit here, or elsewhere, and write in the sand<br>
+doesn't seem to me to matter&mdash;as long so I write in the sand.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. What are you writing? May I see?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I think you'll find: Eve 1864. ... No, don't step on it.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. What happens then?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. A disaster for you ... and for me.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You know that?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes, and more. That the Christmas rose you're wearing is<br>
+a mandragora. Its symbolical meaning is malice and calumny; but it<br>
+was once used in medicine for the healing of madness. Will you give<br>
+it me?</p>
+
+<p>LADY (hesitating). As medicine?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Of course. (Pause.) Have you read my books?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You know I have. And that it's you I have to thank for giving<br>
+me freedom and a belief in human rights and human dignity.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Then you haven't read the recent ones?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. No. And if they're not like the earlier ones I don't want to.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Then promise never to open another book of mine.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Let me think that over. Very well, I promise.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Good! But see you keep your promise. Remember what<br>
+happened to Bluebeard's wife when curiosity tempted her into the<br>
+forbidden chamber. ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You see, already you make demands like those of a Bluebeard.<br>
+What you don't see, or have long since forgotten, is that I'm<br>
+married, and that my husband's a doctor, and that he admires your<br>
+work. So that his house is open to you, if you wish to be made<br>
+welcome there.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I've done all I can to forget it. I've expunged it from<br>
+my memory so that it no longer has any reality for me.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. If that's so, will you come home with me to-night?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No. Will you come with me?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Where?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Anywhere! I have no home, only a trunk. Money I sometimes<br>
+have&mdash;though not often. It's the one thing life has capriciously<br>
+refused me, perhaps because I never desired it intensely enough.<br>
+(The LADY shakes her head.) Well? What are you thinking?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I'm surprised I'm not angry with you. But you're not serious.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Whether I am or not's all one to me. Ah! There's the<br>
+organ! It won't be long now before the drink shops open.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Is it true <i>you</i> drink?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. A great deal! Wine makes my soul from her prison, up<br>
+into the firmament, where she what has never yet been seen, and<br>
+hears what men never yet heard. ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY. And the day after?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I have the most delightful scruples of conscience! I<br>
+experience the purifying emotions of guilt and repentance. I enjoy<br>
+the sufferings of the body, whilst my soul hovers like smoke about<br>
+my head. It is as if one were suspended between Life and Death,<br>
+when the spirit feels that she has already opened her pinions and<br>
+could fly aloft, if she would.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Come into the church for a moment. You'll hear no sermon,<br>
+only the beautiful music of vespers.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No. Not into church! It depresses me because I feel I<br>
+don't belong there. ... That I'm an unhappy soul and that it's as<br>
+impossible for me to re-enter as to become a child again.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You feel all that ... already?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. I've got that far. I feel as if I lay hacked in<br>
+pieces and were being slowly melted in Medea's cauldron. Either I<br>
+shall be sent to the soap-boilers, or arise renewed from my own<br>
+dripping! It depends on Medea's skill!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. That sounds like the word of an oracle. We must see if you<br>
+can't become a child again.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. We should have to start with the cradle; and this time<br>
+with the right child.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Exactly! Wait here for me whilst I go into the church. If the<br>
+caf&eacute; were open I'd ask you please not to drink. But luckily it's<br>
+shut.</p>
+
+<p>(The LADY exits. The STRANGER sits down again and draws in the<br>
+sand. Enter six funeral attendants in brown with some mourners. One<br>
+of them carries a banner with the insignia of the Carpenters,<br>
+draped in brown cr&ecirc;pe; another a large axe decorated with spruce, a<br>
+third a cushion with a chairman's mallet. They stop outside the<br>
+caf&eacute; and wait.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Excuse me, whose funeral have you been attending?</p>
+
+<p>FIRST MOURNER. A house-breaker's. (He imitates the ticking of a<br>
+clock.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. A real house-breaker? Or the insect sort, that lodges in<br>
+the woodwork and goes 'tick-tick'?</p>
+
+<p>FIRST MOURNER. Both&mdash;but mainly the insect sort. What do they call<br>
+them?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (to himself). He wants to fool me into saying the<br>
+death-watch beetle. So I won't. You mean a burglar?</p>
+
+<p>SECOND MOURNER. No. (The clock is again heard ticking.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Are you trying to frighten me? Or does the dead man work<br>
+miracles? In that case I'd better explain that my nerves are good,<br>
+and that I don't believe in miracles. But I do find it strange that<br>
+the mourners wear brown. Why not black? It's cheap and suitable.</p>
+
+<p>THIRD MOURNER. To us, in our simplicity, it looks black; but if<br>
+Your Honour wishes it, it shall look brown to you.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. A queer company! They give me an uneasy feeling I'd like<br>
+to ascribe to the wine I drank yesterday. If I were to ask if that<br>
+were spruce, you'd probably say&mdash;well what?</p>
+
+<p>FIRST MOURNER. Vine leaves.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I thought it would not be spruce! The caf&eacute;'s opening, at<br>
+last! (The Caf&eacute; opens, the STRANGER sits at a table and is served<br>
+with wine. The MOURNERS sit at the other tables.) They must have<br>
+been glad to be rid of him, if the mourners start drinking as soon<br>
+as the funeral's over.</p>
+
+<p>FIRST MOURNER. He was a good-for-nothing, who couldn't take life<br>
+seriously.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And who probably drank?</p>
+
+<p>SECOND MOURNER. Yes.</p>
+
+<p>THIRD MOURNER. And let others support his wife and children.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. He shouldn't have done so. Is that why his friends speak<br>
+so well of him now? Please don't shake my table when I'm drinking.</p>
+
+<p>SECOND MOURNER. When I'm drinking, I don't mind.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Well, I do. There's a great difference between us! (The<br>
+MOURNERS whisper together. The BEGGAR comes back.) Here's the<br>
+beggar again!</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR (sitting down at a table). Wine. Moselle!</p>
+
+<p>LANDLORD (consulting a police last). I can't serve you: you've not<br>
+paid your taxes. Here's your name, age and profession, and the<br>
+decision of the court.</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Omnia serviliter pro dominatione! I'm a free man with a<br>
+university education. I refused to pay taxes because I didn't want<br>
+to become a member of parliament. Moselle!</p>
+
+<p>LANDLORD. You'll get free transport to the poor house, if you don't<br>
+get out.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Couldn't you gentlemen settle this somewhere else. You're<br>
+disturbing your patrons.</p>
+
+<p>LANDLORD. You can witness I'm in the right.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No. The whole thing's too distressing. Even without<br>
+paying taxes he has the right to enjoy life's small pleasures.</p>
+
+<p>LANDLORD. So you're the kind who'd absolve vagabonds from their<br>
+duties?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. This is too much! I'd have you know that I'm a famous<br>
+man. (The LANDLORD and MOURNERS laugh.)</p>
+
+<p>LANDLORD. Infamous, probably! Let me look at the police list, and<br>
+see if the description tallies: thirty-eight, brown hair,<br>
+moustache, blue eyes; no settled employment, means unknown;<br>
+married, but has deserted his wife and children; well known for<br>
+revolutionary views on social questions: gives impression he is not<br>
+in full possession of his faculties. ... It fits!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (rising, pale and taken aback). What?</p>
+
+<p>LANDLORD. Yes. It fits all right.</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Perhaps he's on the list. And not me!</p>
+
+<p>LANDLORD. It looks like it. In any case, both of you had better<br>
+clear out.</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR (to the STRANGER). Shall we?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. We? This begins to look like a conspiracy.</p>
+
+<p>(The church bells are heard. The sun comes out and illuminates the<br>
+coloured rose window above the church door, which is now opened,<br>
+disclosing the interior. The organ is heard and the choir singing<br>
+Ave Maris Stella.)</p>
+
+<p>LADY (coming from the church). Where are you? What are you doing?<br>
+Why did you call me? Must you hang on a woman's skirts like a<br>
+child?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I'm afraid now. Things are happening that have no natural<br>
+explanation.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. But you were afraid of nothing. Not even death!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Death ... no. But of something else, the unknown.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Listen. Give me your hand. You're ill, I'll take you to a<br>
+doctor. Come!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. If you like. But tell me: is this carnival, or ... reality?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. It's real enough.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. This beggar must be a wretched fellow. Is it true he<br>
+resembles me?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. He will, if you go on drinking. Now go to the post office and<br>
+get your letter. And then come with me.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No, I won't. It'll only be about lawsuits.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. If not?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Malicious gossip.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Well, do as you wish. No one can escape his fate. At this<br>
+moment I feel a higher power is sitting in judgment on us and has<br>
+made a decision.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You feel that, too! I heard the hammer fall just now; and<br>
+the chairs being pushed back. The clerk's being sent to find me!<br>
+Oh, the suspense! No, I can't follow you.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Tell me, what have you done to me? In the church I found I<br>
+couldn't pray. A light on the altar was extinguished and an icy<br>
+wind blew in my face when I heard you call me.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I didn't call you. But I wanted you.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You're not as weak as you pretend. You have great strength;<br>
+and I'm afraid of you. ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. When I'm alone I've no strength at all; but if I can find<br>
+a single companion I grow strong. I shall be strong now; and so<br>
+I'll follow you.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Perhaps you can free me from the werewolf.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Who's he?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. That's what I call him.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Count on me. Killing dragons, freeing princesses,<br>
+defeating werewolves&mdash;that is Life!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Then come, my liberator!</p>
+
+<p>(She draws her veil over her face, kisses him on the mouth and<br>
+hurries out. The STRANGER stands where he is for a moment,<br>
+surprised and stunned. A loud chord sung by women's voices, rather<br>
+like a cry, is heard from the church. The rose window suddenly<br>
+grows dark and the tree above the seat is shaken by the wind. The<br>
+MOURNERS rise and look at the sky, as if they could see something<br>
+terrifying. The STRANGER hurries out after the LADY.)</p>
+
+<p>
+SCENE II</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR'S HOUSE</p>
+
+<p>[Courtyard enclosed on three sides by a single-storied house with a<br>
+tiled roof. Small windows in all three fa&ccedil;ades. Right, verandah<br>
+with glass doors. Left, climbing roses and bee-hives outside the<br>
+windows. In the middle of the courtyard a woodpile in the form of a<br>
+cupola. A well beside it. The top of a walnut tree is seen above<br>
+the central fa&ccedil;ade of the house. In the corner, right, a garden<br>
+gate. By the well a large tortoise. On right, entrance below to a<br>
+wine-cellar. An ice-chest and dust-bin. The DOCTOR'S SISTER enters<br>
+from the verandah with a telegram.]</p>
+
+<p>SISTER. Now misfortune will fall on your house.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. When has it not, my dear sister?</p>
+
+<p>SISTER. This time. ... Ingeborg's coming and bringing ... guess<br>
+whom?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Wait! I know, because I've long foreseen this, even desired<br>
+it, for he's a writer I've always admired. I've learnt much from<br>
+him and often wished to meet him. Now he's coming, you say. Where<br>
+did Ingeborg meet him?</p>
+
+<p>SISTER. In town, it seems. Probably in some literary <i>salon</i>.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. I've often wondered whether this man was the boy of the<br>
+same name who was my friend at school. I hope not; for he seemed<br>
+one that fortune would treat harshly. And in a life-time he'll have<br>
+given his unhappy tendencies full scope.</p>
+
+<p>SISTER. Don't let him come here. Go out. Say you're engaged.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. No. One can't escape one's fate.</p>
+
+<p>SISTER. But you've never bowed your head to anyone! Why crawl<br>
+before this spectre, and call him fate?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Life has taught me to. I've wasted time and energy in<br>
+fighting the inevitable.</p>
+
+<p>SISTER. But why allow your wife to behave like this? She'll<br>
+compromise you both.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. You think so? Because, when I made her break off her<br>
+engagement I held out false hopes to her of a life of freedom,<br>
+instead of the slavery she'd known. Besides, I could never love her<br>
+if I were in a position to give her orders.</p>
+
+<p>SISTER. You'd be friends with your enemy?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Oh ...!</p>
+
+<p>SISTER. Will you let her bring someone into the house who'll<br>
+destroy you? If you only knew how I hate that man.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. I do. His last book's terrible; and shows a certain lack<br>
+of mental balance.</p>
+
+<p>SISTER. They ought to shut him up.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Many people have said so, but I don't think him bad enough.</p>
+
+<p>SISTER. Because you're eccentric yourself, and live in daily<br>
+contact with a woman who's mad.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. I admit abnormality has always had a strong attraction for<br>
+me, and originality is at least not commonplace. (The syren of a<br>
+steamer is heard.) What was that?</p>
+
+<p>SISTER. Your nerves are on edge. It's only the steamer. (Pause.)<br>
+Now, I implore you, go away!</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. I ought to want to; but I'm held fast. (Pause.) From here I<br>
+can see his portrait in my study. The sunlight throws a shadow on<br>
+it that changes it completely. It makes him look like. ...<br>
+Horrible! You see what I mean?</p>
+
+<p>HATER. The devil! Come away!</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. I can't.</p>
+
+<p>SISTER. Then at least defend yourself.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. I always do. But this time I feel a thunder storm<br>
+gathering. How often have I tried to fly, and not been able to.<br>
+It's as if the earth were iron and I a compass needle. If<br>
+misfortune comes, it's not of my fee choice. They've come in<br>
+at the door.</p>
+
+<p>SISTER. I heard nothing.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. I did! Now I can see them, too! He <i>is</i> the friend of my<br>
+boyhood. He got into trouble at school; but I was blamed and<br>
+punished. He was nick-named Caesar, I don't know why.</p>
+
+<p>SISTER. And this man. ...</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. That's what always happens. Caesar! (The LADY comes in.)</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I've brought a visitor.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. I know, and he's welcome.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I left him in the house, to wash.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Well, are you satisfied with your conquest?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I think he's the unhappiest man I ever met.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. That's saying a great deal.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Yes, there's enough unhappiness for all of us.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. There is! (To his SISTER.) Would you ask him to come out<br>
+here? (His SISTER goes out.) Have you had an interesting time?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Yes. I met a number of strange people. Have you had many<br>
+patients?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. No. The consulting room's empty this morning. I think the<br>
+practice is going down.</p>
+
+<p>LADY (kindly). I'm sorry. Tell me, oughtn't that woodpile to be<br>
+taken into the house? It only draws the damp.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR (without reproach). Yes, and the bees should be killed, too;<br>
+and the fruit in the garden picked. But I've no time to do it.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You're tired.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Tired of everything.</p>
+
+<p>LADY (without bitterness). And you've a wife who can't even help<br>
+you.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR (kindly). You mustn't say that, if I don't think so.</p>
+
+<p>LADY (turning towards the verandah). Here he is!</p>
+
+<p>(The STRANGER comes in through the verandah, dressed in a way that<br>
+makes him look younger than before. He has an air of forced<br>
+candour. He seems to recognise the doctor, and shrinks back, but<br>
+recovers himself.)</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. You're very welcome.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. It's kind of you.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. You bring good weather with you. And we need it; for it's<br>
+rained for six weeks.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Not for seven? It usually rains for seven if it rains on<br>
+St. Swithin's. But that's later on&mdash;how foolish of me!</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. As you're used to town life I'm afraid you'll find the<br>
+country dull.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Oh no. I'm no more at home there than here. Excuse me<br>
+asking, but haven't we met before&mdash;when we were boys?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Never.</p>
+
+<p>(The LADY has sat down at the table and is crocheting.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Are you sure?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Perfectly. I've followed your literary career from the<br>
+first with great interest; as I know my wife has told you. So<br>
+that if we <i>had</i> met I'd certainly have remembered your name.<br>
+(Pause.) Well, now you can see how a country doctor lives!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. If you could guess what the life of a so-called<br>
+liberator's like, you wouldn't envy him.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. I can imagine it; for I've seen how men love their chains.<br>
+Perhaps that's as it should be.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (listening). Strange. Who's playing in the village?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. I don't know. Do you, Ingeborg?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. No.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Mendelssohn's Funeral March! It pursues me. I never know<br>
+whether I've heard it or not.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Do you suffer from hallucinations?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No. But I'm pursued by trivial incidents. Can't you hear<br>
+anyone playing?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Yes.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Someone <i>is</i> playing. Mendelssohn.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Not surprising.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No. But that it should be played precisely at the right<br>
+place, at the right time . ... (He gets up.)</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. To reassure you, I'll ask my sister. (Exit through the<br>
+verandah.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (to the LADY). I'm stifling here. I can't pass a night<br>
+under this roof. Your husband looks like a werewolf and in his<br>
+presence you turn into a pillar of salt. Murder has been done in<br>
+this house; the place is haunted. I shall escape as soon as I can<br>
+find an excuse.</p>
+
+<p>(The DOCTOR comes back.)</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. It's the girl at the post office.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (nervously). Good. That's all right. You've an original<br>
+house. That pile of wood, for instance.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Yes. It's been struck by lightning twice.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Terrible! And you still keep it?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. That's why. I've made it higher out of defiance; and to<br>
+give shade in summer. It's like the prophet's gourd. But in the<br>
+autumn it must go into the wood shed.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (looking round). Christmas roses, too! Where did you get<br>
+them? They're flowering in summer! Everything's upside down here.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. They were given me by a patient. He's not quite sane.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Is he staying in the house?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Yes. He's a quiet soul, who ponders on the purposelessness<br>
+of nature. He thinks it foolish for hellebore to grow in the snow<br>
+and freeze; so he puts the plants in the cellar and beds them out<br>
+in the spring.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. But a madman ... in the house. Most unpleasant!</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. He's very harmless.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. How did he lose his wits?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Who can tell. It's a disease of the mind, not the body.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Tell me&mdash;is he here&mdash;now?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Yes. He's free to wander in the garden and arrange<br>
+creation. But if his presence disquiets you, we can shut him up.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Why aren't such poor devils put out of&mdash;their misery?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. It's hard to know whether they're ripe. ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What for?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. For what's to come.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. There <i>is</i> nothing. (Pause.)</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Who knows!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I feel strangely uneasy. Have you medical material ...<br>
+specimens ... dead bodies?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Oh yes. In the ice-box&mdash;for the authorities, you know. (He<br>
+pulls out an arm and leg.) Look here.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No. Too much like Bluebeard!</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR (sharply). What do you mean by that? (Looking at the LADY.)<br>
+Do you think I kill my wives?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Oh no. It's clear you don't. Is this house haunted, too?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Oh yes. Ask my wife.(He disappears behind the wood pile<br>
+where neither the STRANGER nor the LADY can see him.)</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You needn't whisper, my husband's deaf. Though he can lip<br>
+read.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Then let me say that I've never known a more painful<br>
+half-hour. We exchange the merest commonplaces, because none of us<br>
+has the courage to say what he thinks. I suffered so that the idea<br>
+came to me of opening my veins to get relief. But now I'd like to<br>
+tell him the truth and have done with it. Shall we say to his face<br>
+that we mean to go away, and that you've had enough of his<br>
+foolishness?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. If you talk like that I'll begin to hate you. You must behave<br>
+under any circumstances.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. How well brought up you are! (The DOCTOR now becomes<br>
+visible to the STRANGER and the LADY, who continue their<br>
+conversation.) Come away with me, before the sun goes down.<br>
+(Pause.) Tell me, why did you kiss me yesterday?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. But. ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Supposing he could hear what we say! I don't trust him.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. What shall we do to amuse our guest?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. He doesn't care much for amusement. His life's not been<br>
+happy.</p>
+
+<p>(The DOCTOR blows a whistle. The MADMAN comes into the garden. He<br>
+wears a laurel wreath and his clothes are curious.)</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Come here, Caesar.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (displeased). What? Is he called Caesar?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. No. It's a nickname I gave him, to remind me of a boy I was<br>
+at school with.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (disturbed). Oh?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. He was involved in a strange incident, and I got all the<br>
+blame.</p>
+
+<p>LADY (to the STRANGER). You'd never believe a boy could have been<br>
+so corrupt.</p>
+
+<p>(The STRANGER looks distressed. The MADMAN comes nearer.)</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Caesar, come and make your bow to our famous writer.</p>
+
+<p>CAESAR. Is this the great man?</p>
+
+<p>LADY (to the DOCTOR). Why did you let him come, if it annoys our<br>
+guest?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Caesar, you must behave. Or I shall have to whip you.</p>
+
+<p>CAESAR. Yes. He is Caesar, but he's not great. He doesn't even know<br>
+which came first, the hen or the egg. But I do.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (to the LADY). I shall go. Is this a trap? What am I to<br>
+think? In a minute he'll unloose his bees to amuse me.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Trust me ... whatever happens! And turn your face away when<br>
+you speak.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. This werewolf never leaves us.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR (looking at his watch). You must excuse me for about an<br>
+hour. I've a patient to visit. I hope the time won't hang on your<br>
+hands.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I'm used to waiting, for what never comes. ...</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR (to the MADMAN). Come along, Caesar. I must lock you up in<br>
+the cellar. (He goes out with the MADMAN.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (to the LADY). What does that mean? Someone's pursuing me!<br>
+You told me your husband was well disposed towards me, and I<br>
+believed you. But he can't open his mouth without wounding me.<br>
+Every word pricks like a goad. Then this funeral march ... it's<br>
+really being played! And here, once more, Christmas roses! Why does<br>
+everything follow in an eternal round? Dead bodies, beggars,<br>
+madmen, human destinies and childhood memories? Come away. Let me<br>
+free you from this hell.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. That's why I brought you here. Also that it could never be<br>
+said you'd stolen the wife of another. But one thing I must ask<br>
+you: can I put my trust in you?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You mean in my feelings?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I don't speak of them. We're taking them for granted. They'll<br>
+endure as long as they'll endure.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You mean in my position? Large sums are owed me. All I<br>
+have to do is to write or telegraph. ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Then I will trust you. (Putting away her work.) Now go<br>
+straight out of that door. Follow the syringa hedge till you<br>
+find a gate. We'll meet in the next village.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (hesitating). I don't like leaving the back way. I'd<br>
+rather have fought it out with him here.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Quick!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Won't you come with me?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Yes. But then I must go first. (She turns and blows a kiss<br>
+towards the verandah.) My poor werewolf!</p>
+
+<p>
+SCENE III</p>
+
+<p>ROOM IN AN HOTEL</p>
+
+<p>[The STRANGER enters followed by the LADY. A WAITER.]</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (who is carrying a suitcase). Is no other room free?</p>
+
+<p>WAITER. No.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I don't want this one.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. But it's the only one: the other hotels are all full.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (to the WAITER). You can go. (The LADY sinks on to a chair<br>
+without taking off her hat and coat.) What is it you want?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I wish you'd kill me.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I don't wonder! Thrown out of hotels, because we're not<br>
+married, and pestered by the police, we're forced to come to this<br>
+place, the last I'd have wished. To this very room, number eight. ...<br>
+Someone must be against me!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Is this eight?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What? Have you been here before?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Have you?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Then let's get away. Onto the road, into the woods. It<br>
+doesn't matter where.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I should like to. But after this terrible time I'm as<br>
+tired as you are. I felt this was to be our journey's end. I<br>
+resisted, I tried to go in the opposite direction, but trains were<br>
+late, or we missed them, and we had to come here. To this room! The<br>
+devil's in it&mdash;at least what I call the devil. But I'll be even<br>
+with him yet.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. It seems we'll never find peace on earth again.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Nothing's been changed. The dying Christmas roses.<br>
+(Looking at two pictures.) There he is again. And that's the Hotel<br>
+Breuer in Montreux. I've stayed there, too.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Did you go to the post office?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I thought you'd ask me that. I did. And as an answer to<br>
+five letters and three telegrams I found a telegram saying that my<br>
+publisher had gone away for a fortnight.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Then we're lost.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Very nearly.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. The waiter will be back in five minutes and ask for our<br>
+passports. Then the landlord will come up and tell us to go.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Then only one course remains.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Two.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. The second's impossible.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. What is the second?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. To go to your parents in the country.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You're beginning to read my thoughts.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. We no longer have any secrets from one another.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Then the whole dream's at an end.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. It maybe.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You must telegraph again.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I ought to, I know. But I can't stir from here. I no<br>
+longer believe that what I do can succeed. Someone's paralysed me.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. And me! We decided never to speak of the past and yet we drag<br>
+it with us. Look at this carpet. Those flowers seem to form. ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Him! It's him. He's everywhere. How many hundred times<br>
+has he. ... Yet I see someone else in the pattern of the table<br>
+cloth. No, it's an illusion! Any moment now I'll hear my funeral<br>
+march&mdash;then everything will be complete. (Listening.) There!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I hear nothing.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Am I ... am I. ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Shall we go home?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. The last place. The worst of all! To arrive like an<br>
+adventurer, a beggar. Impossible!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Yes, I know, but. ... No, it would be too much. To bring<br>
+shame, disgrace and sorrow to the old people, and to see you<br>
+humiliated, and you me! We could never respect one another again.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. It would be worse than death. Yet I feel it's inevitable,<br>
+and I begin to long for it, to get it over quickly, if it must be.</p>
+
+<p>LADY (taking out her work). But I don't want to be reviled in your<br>
+presence. We must find another way. If only we were married&mdash;and<br>
+divorce would be easy, because my former marriage isn't recognised<br>
+by the laws of the country in which it was contracted. ... All we<br>
+need do is to go away and be married by the same priest ... but<br>
+that would be wounding for you!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. It would match the rest! For this honeymoon's becoming a<br>
+pilgrimage!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You're right! The landlord will be here in five minutes to<br>
+turn us out. There's only one way to end such humiliations. Of our<br>
+own free will we must accept the worst. ... I can hear footsteps!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I've foreseen this and am ready. Ready for everything. If<br>
+I can't overcome the unseen, I can show you how much I can endure. ...<br>
+You must pawn your jewellery. I can buy it back when my publisher<br>
+gets home, if he's not drowned bathing or killed in a railway<br>
+accident. A man as ambitious as I must be ready to sacrifice his<br>
+honour first of all.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. As we're agreed, wouldn't it be better to give up this room?<br>
+Oh, God! He's coming now.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Let's go. We'll run the gauntlet of waiters, maids and<br>
+servants. Red with shame and pale with indignation. Animals have<br>
+their lairs to hide in, but we are forced to flaunt our shame.<br>
+(Pause.) Let down your veil.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. So this is freedom!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And I ... am the liberator. (Exeunt.)</p>
+
+<p>
+SCENE IV</p>
+
+<p>BY THE SEA</p>
+
+<p>[A hut on a cliff by the sea. Outside it a table with chairs. The<br>
+STRANGER and the LADY are dressed in less sombre clothing and look<br>
+younger than in the previous scene. The LADY is doing crochet work.]</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Three peaceful happy days at my wife's side, and anxiety<br>
+returns!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. What do you fear?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. That this will not last long.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Why do you think so?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I don't know. I believe it must end suddenly, terribly.<br>
+There's something deceptive even the sunshine and the stillness. I<br>
+feel that happiness if not part of my destiny.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. But it's all over! My parents are resigned to what we've<br>
+done. My husband understands and has written a kind letter.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What does that matter? Fate spins the web; once more I<br>
+hear the mallet fall and the chairs being pushed back from the<br>
+table&mdash;judgment has been pronounced. Yet that must have happened<br>
+before I was born, because even in childhood I began to serve my<br>
+sentence. There's no moment in my life on which can look back with<br>
+happiness.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Unfortunate man! Yet you've had everything you wished from<br>
+life!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Everything. Unluckily I forgot to wish for money.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You're thinking of that again.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Are you surprised?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Quiet!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What is it you're always working at? You sit there like<br>
+one of the Fates and draw the threads through your fingers. But go<br>
+on. The most beautiful of sights is a woman bending over her work,<br>
+or over her child. What are you making?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Nothing. Crochet work.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. It looks like a network of nerves and knots on which<br>
+you've fixed your thoughts. The brain must look like that&mdash;from<br>
+within.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. If only I thought of half the things you imagine. ... But I<br>
+think of nothing.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Perhaps that's why I feel so contented when I'm with you.<br>
+Why, I find you so perfect that I can no longer imagine life<br>
+without you! Now the clouds have blown away. Now the sky is clear!<br>
+The wind soft&mdash;feel how it caresses us! This is Life! Yes, now I<br>
+live. And I feel my spirit growing, spreading, becoming tenuous,<br>
+infinite. I am everywhere, in the ocean which is my blood, in the<br>
+rocks that are my bones, in the trees, in the flowers; and my head<br>
+reaches up to the heavens. I can survey the whole universe. I <i>am</i><br>
+the universe. And I feel the power of the Creator within me, for I<br>
+am He! I wish I could grasp the all in my hand and refashion it<br>
+into something more perfect, more lasting, more beautiful. I want<br>
+all creation and created beings to be happy, to be born without<br>
+pain, live without suffering, and die in quiet content. Eve! Die<br>
+with me now! This moment, for the next will bring sorrow again.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I'm not ready to die.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Why not?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I believe there are things I've not yet done. Perhaps I've<br>
+not suffered enough.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Is that the purpose of life?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. It seems to be. (Pause.) Now I want to ask one thing of you.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Well?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Don't blaspheme against heaven again, or compare yourself<br>
+with the Creator, for then you remind me of Caesar at home.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (excitedly). Caesar! How can you say that ...?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I'm sorry if I've said anything I shouldn't. It was foolish<br>
+of me to say 'at home.' Forgive me.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You were thinking that Caesar and I resemble one another<br>
+in our blasphemies?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Of course not.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Strange. I believe you when you say you don't mean to<br>
+hurt me; yet you <i>do</i> hurt me, as all the others do. Why?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Because you're over-sensitive.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You say that again! Do you think I've sensitive hidden<br>
+places?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. No. I didn't mean that. And now the spirits of suspicion and<br>
+discord are coming between us. Drive them away&mdash;at once.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You mustn't say I blaspheme if I use the well-known<br>
+words: See, we are like unto the gods.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. But if that's so, why can't you help yourself, or us?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Can't I? Wait. As yet we've only seen the beginning.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. If the end is like it, heaven help us!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I know what you fear; and I meant to hold back a pleasant<br>
+surprise. But now I won't torment you longer. (He takes out a<br>
+registered letter, not yet opened.) Look!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. The money's come!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. This morning. Who can destroy me now?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Don't speak like that. You know who could.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Who?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. He who punishes the arrogance of men.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And their courage. That especially. This was my Achilles'<br>
+heel; I bore with everything, except this fearful lack of money.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. May I ask how much they've sent?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I don't know. I've not opened the letter. But I do know<br>
+about how much to expect. I'd better look and see. (He opens the<br>
+letter.) What? Only an account showing I'm owed nothing! There's<br>
+something uncanny in this.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I begin to think so, too.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I know I'm damned. But I'm ready to hurl the curse back<br>
+at him who so nobly cursed me. ... (He throws up the letter.) With<br>
+a curse of my own.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Don't. You frighten me.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Fear me, so long as you don't despise me! The challenge<br>
+has been thrown down; now you shall see a conflict between two<br>
+great opponents. (He opens his coat and waistcoat and looks<br>
+threateningly aloft.) Strike me with your lightning if you dare!<br>
+Frighten me with your thunder if you can!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Don't speak like that.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I will. Who dares break in on my dream of love? Who tears<br>
+the cup from my lips; and the woman from my arms? Those who envy<br>
+me, be they gods or devils! Little bourgeois gods who parry sword<br>
+thrusts with pin-pricks from behind, who won't stand up to their<br>
+man, but strike at him with unpaid bills. A backstairs way of<br>
+discrediting a master before his servants. They never attack, never<br>
+draw, merely soil and decry! Powers, lords and masters! All are the<br>
+same!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. May heaven not punish you.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Heaven's blue and silent. The ocean's silent and stupid.<br>
+Listen, I can hear a poem&mdash;that's what I call it when an idea<br>
+begins to germinate in my mind. First the rhythm; this time like<br>
+the thunder of hooves and the jingle of spurs and accoutrements.<br>
+But there's a fluttering too, like a sail flapping. ... Banners!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. No. It's the wind. Can't you hear it in the trees?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Quiet! They're riding over a bridge, a wooden bridge.<br>
+There's no water in the brook, only pebbles. Wait! Now I can hear<br>
+them, men and women, saying a rosary. The angels' greeting. Now I<br>
+can see&mdash;on what you're working&mdash;a large kitchen, with white-washed<br>
+walls, it has three small latticed windows, with flowers in them.<br>
+In the left-hand corner a hearth, on the right a table with wooden<br>
+seats. And above the table, in the corner, hangs a crucifix, with a<br>
+lamp burning below. The ceiling's of blackened beams, and dried<br>
+mistletoe hangs on the wall.</p>
+
+<p>LADY (frightened). Where can you see all that?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. On your work.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Can you see people there?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. A very old man's sitting at the table, bent over a game<br>
+bag, his hands clasped in prayer. A woman, so longer young, kneels<br>
+on the floor. Now once more I hear the angels' greeting, as if far<br>
+away. But those two in the kitchen are as motionless as figures of<br>
+wax. A veil shrouds everything. ... No, that was no poem! (Waking.)<br>
+It was something else.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. It was reality! The kitchen at home, where you've never set<br>
+foot. That old man was my grandfather, the forester, and the woman<br>
+my mother! They were praying for us! It was six o'clock and the<br>
+servants were saying a rosary outside, as they always do.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You make me uneasy. Is this the beginning of second<br>
+sight? Still, it was beautiful. A snow-white room, with flowers<br>
+and mistletoe. But why should they pray for us?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Why indeed! Have we done wrong?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What is wrong?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I've read there's no such thing. And yet ... I long to see my<br>
+mother; not my father, for he turned me out as he did her.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Why should he have turned your mother out?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Who can say? The children least of all. Let us go to my home.<br>
+I long to.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. To the lion's den, the snake pit? One more or less makes<br>
+no matter. I'll do it for you, but not like the Prodigal Son. No,<br>
+you shall see that I can go through fire and water for your sake.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. How do you know ...?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I can guess.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. And can you guess that the path to where my parents live in<br>
+the mountains is too steep for carts to use?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. It sounds extraordinary, but I read or dreamed something<br>
+of the kind.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You may have. But you'll see nothing that's not natural,<br>
+though perhaps unusual, for men and women are a strange race. Are<br>
+you ready to follow me?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I'm ready&mdash;for anything!</p>
+
+<p>(The LADY kisses him on the forehead and makes the sign of the<br>
+cross simply, timidly and without gestures.)</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Then come!</p>
+
+<p>
+SCENE V</p>
+
+<p>ON THE ROAD</p>
+
+<p>[A landscape with hills; a chapel, right, in the far distance on a<br>
+rise. The road, flanked by fruit trees, winds across the<br>
+background. Between the trees hills can be seen on which are<br>
+crucifixes, chapels and memorials to the victims of accidents. In<br>
+the foreground a sign post with the legend, 'Beggars not allowed in<br>
+this parish.' The STRANGER and the LADY.]</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You're tired.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I won't deny it. But it's humiliating to confess I'm<br>
+hungry, because the money's gone. I never thought that would happen<br>
+to me.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. It seems we must be prepared for anything, for I think we've<br>
+fallen into disfavour. My shoe's split, and I could weep at our<br>
+having to go like this, looking like beggars.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (pointing to the signpost). And beggars are not allowed in<br>
+this parish. Why must that be stuck up in large letters here?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. It's been there as long as I can remember. Think of it, I've<br>
+not been back since I was a child. And In those days I found the<br>
+way short and the hills lower. The trees, too, were smaller, and I<br>
+think I used to hear birds singing.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Birds sang all the year for you then! Now they only sing<br>
+in the spring&mdash;and autumn's not far off. But in those days you used<br>
+to dance along this endless way of Calvaries, plucking flowers at<br>
+the feet of the crosses. (A horn in the distance.) What's that?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. My grandfather coming back from shooting. A good old man.<br>
+Let's go on and reach the house by dark.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Is it still far?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. No. Only across the hills and over the river.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Is that the river I hear?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. The river by which I was born and brought up. I was eighteen<br>
+before I crossed over to this bank, to see what was in the blue of<br>
+the distance. ... Now I've seen.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You're weeping!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Poor old man! When I got into the boat, he said: My child,<br>
+beyond lies the world. When you've seen enough, come back to your<br>
+mountains, and they will hide you. Now I've seen enough. Enough!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Let's go. It's beginning to grow dusk already. (They pick<br>
+up their travelling capes and go on.)</p>
+
+<p>
+SCENE VI</p>
+
+<p>IN A RAVINE</p>
+
+<p>[Entrance to a ravine between steep cliffs covered with pines. In<br>
+the foreground a wooden shanty, a broom by the door with a ramshorn<br>
+hanging from its handle. Left, a smithy, a red glow showing through<br>
+its open door. Right, a flourmill. In the background the road<br>
+through the ravine with mill-stream and footbridge. The rock<br>
+formations look like giant profiles.]</p>
+
+<p>[On the rise of the curtain the SMITH is at the smithy door and the<br>
+MILLER'S WIFE at the door of the mill. When the LADY enters they<br>
+sign to one another and disappear. The clothing of both the LADY<br>
+and the STRANGER is torn and shabby.]</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. They're hiding, from us, probably.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I don't think so.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What a strange place! Everything seems conspire to arouse<br>
+disquiet. What's that broom there? And the horn with ointment?<br>
+Probably because it's their usual place, but it makes me think of<br>
+witchcraft. Why is the smithy black and the mill white? Because<br>
+one's sooty and the other covered with flour; yet when I saw the<br>
+blacksmith by the light of his forge and the white miller's wife,<br>
+it reminded me of an old poem. Look at those giant faces. ...<br>
+There's your werewolf from whom I saved you. There he is, in<br>
+profile, see!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Yes, but it's only the rock.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Only the rock, and yet it's he.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Shall I tell you why we can see him?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You mean&mdash;it's our conscience? Which pricks us when we're<br>
+hungry and tired, and is silent when we've eaten and rested. It's<br>
+horrible to arrive in rags. Our clothes are torn from climbing<br>
+through the brambles. Someone's fighting against me.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Why did you challenge him?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Because I want to fight in the open; not battle with<br>
+unpaid bills and empty purses. Anyhow: here's my last copper. The<br>
+devil take it, if there is one! (He throws it into the brook.)</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Oh! We could have paid the ferry with it. Now we'll have to<br>
+talk of money when we reach home.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. When can we talk of anything else?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. That's because you've despised it.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. As I've despised everything. ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY. But not everything's despicable. Some things are good.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I've never seen them.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Then follow me and you will.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I'll follow you. (He hesitates when passing the smithy.)</p>
+
+<p>LADY (who has gone on ahead). Are you frightened of fire?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No, but ... (The horn is heard in the distance. He<br>
+hurries past the smithy after the LADY.)</p>
+
+<p>
+SCENE VII</p>
+
+<p>IN A KITCHEN</p>
+
+<p>[A large kitchen with whitewashed walls. Three windows in the<br>
+corner, right, so arranged that two are at the back and one in the<br>
+right wall. The windows are small and deeply recessed; in the<br>
+recesses there are flower pots. The ceiling is beamed and black<br>
+with soot. In the left corner a large range with utensils of<br>
+copper, iron and tin, and wooden vessels. In the corner, right, a<br>
+crucifix with a lamp. Beneath it a four-cornered table with<br>
+benches. Bunches of mistletoe on the walls. A door at the back. The<br>
+Poorhouse can be seen outside, and through the window at the back<br>
+the church. Near the fire bedding for dogs and a table with food<br>
+for the poor.]</p>
+
+<p>[The OLD MAN is sitting at the table beneath the crucifix, with his<br>
+hands clasped and a game bag before him. He is a strongly-built man<br>
+of over eighty with white hair and along beard, dressed as a<br>
+forester. The MOTHER is kneeling on the floor; she is grey-haired<br>
+and nearly fifty; her dress is of black-and-white material. The<br>
+voices of men, women and children can be clearly heard singing the<br>
+last verse of the Angels' Greeting in chorus. 'Holy Mary, Mother of<br>
+God, pray for us poor sinners, now and in the hour of death.<br>
+Amen.']</p>
+
+<p>OLD MAN and MOTHER. Amen!</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Now I'll tell you, Father. They saw two vagabonds by the<br>
+river. Their clothing was torn and dirty, for they'd been in the<br>
+water. And when it came to paying the ferryman, they'd no money.<br>
+Now they're drying their clothes in the ferryman's hut.</p>
+
+<p>OLD MAN. Let them stay there.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Don't forbid a beggar your house. He might be an angel.</p>
+
+<p>OLD MAN. True. Let them come in.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. I'll put food for them on the table for the poor. Do you<br>
+mind that?</p>
+
+<p>OLD MAN. No.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Shall I give them cider?</p>
+
+<p>OLD MAN. Yes. And you can light the fire; they'll be cold.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. There's hardly time. But I will, if you wish it, Father.</p>
+
+<p>OLD MAN (looking out of the window). I think you'd better.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. What are you looking at?</p>
+
+<p>OLD MAN. The river; it's rising. And I'm asking myself, as I've<br>
+done for seventy years&mdash;when I shall reach the sea.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. You're sad to-night, Father.</p>
+
+<p>OLD MAN. ... et introibo ad altare Dei: ad Deum qui laetificat<br>
+juventutem meam. Yes. I do feel sad. ... Deus, Deus meus: quare<br>
+tristis es anima mea, et quare conturbas me.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Spera in Deo. ...</p>
+
+<p>(The Maid comes in, and signs to the MOTHER, who goes over to her.<br>
+They whisper together and the maid goes out again.)</p>
+
+<p>OLD MAN. I heard what you said. O God! Must I bear that too!</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. You needn't see them. You can go up to your room.</p>
+
+<p>OLD MAN. No. It shall be a penance. But why come like this: as<br>
+vagabonds?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Perhaps they lost their way and have had much to endure.</p>
+
+<p>OLD MAN. But to bring her husband! Is she lost to shame?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. You know Ingeborg's queer nature. She thinks all she does<br>
+is fitting, if not right. Have you ever seen her ashamed, or suffer<br>
+from a rebuff? I never have. Yet she's not without shame; on the<br>
+contrary. And everything she does, however questionable, seems<br>
+natural when she does it.</p>
+
+<p>OLD MAN. I've always wondered why one could never be angry with<br>
+her. She doesn't feel herself responsible, or think an insult's<br>
+directed at her. She seems impersonal; or rather two persons, one<br>
+who does nothing but ill whilst the other gives absolution. ... But<br>
+this man! There's no one I've hated from afar so much as he. He<br>
+sees evil everywhere; and of no one have I heard so much ill.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. That's true. But it may be Ingeborg's found some mission in<br>
+this man's life; and he in hers. Perhaps they're meant to torture<br>
+each other into atonement.</p>
+
+<p>OLD MAN. Perhaps. But I'll have nothing to do with at seems to me<br>
+shameful. This man, under my roof! Yet I must accept it, like<br>
+everything else. For I've deserved no less.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Very well then. (The LADY and the STRANGER come in.) You're<br>
+welcome.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Thank you, Mother. (She looks over to the OLD MAN, who rises<br>
+and looks at the STRANGER.) Peace, Grandfather. This is my husband.<br>
+Give him your hand.</p>
+
+<p>OLD MAN. First let me look at him. (He goes to the STRANGER, puts<br>
+his hands on his shoulders and looks him in the eyes.) What motives<br>
+brought you here?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (simply). None, but to keep my wife company, at her<br>
+earnest desire.</p>
+
+<p>OLD MAN. If that's true, you're welcome! I've a long and stormy<br>
+life behind me, and at last I've found a certain peace in solitude.<br>
+I beg you not to trouble it.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I haven't come here to ask favours. I'll take nothing<br>
+with me when I go.</p>
+
+<p>OLD MAN. That's not the answer I wanted; for we all need one<br>
+another. I perhaps need you. No one can know, young man.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Grandfather!</p>
+
+<p>OLD MAN. Yes, my child. I shan't wish you happiness, for there's no<br>
+such thing; but I wish you strength to bear your destiny. Now I'll<br>
+leave you for a little. Your mother will look after you. (He goes<br>
+out.)</p>
+
+<p>LADY (to her mother). Did you lay that table for us, Mother?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. No, it's a mistake, as you can imagine.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I know we look wretched. We were lost in the mountains, and<br>
+if grandfather hadn't blown his horn...</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Your grandfather gave up hunting long ago.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Then it was someone else. ... Listen, Mother, I'll go up now<br>
+to the 'rose' room, and get it straight.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Do. I'll come in a moment.</p>
+
+<p>(The LADY would like to say something, cannot, and goes out.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (to the MOTHER). I've seen this room already.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. And I've seen you. I almost expected you.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. As one expects a disaster?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Why say that?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Because I sow devastation wherever I go. But as I must go<br>
+somewhere, and cannot change my fate, I've lost my scruples.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Then you're like my daughter&mdash;she, too, has no scruples and<br>
+no conscience.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. You think I'm speaking ill of her? I couldn't do that of my<br>
+own child. I only draw the comparison, because you know her.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. But I've noticed what you speak of in Eve.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Why do you call Ingeborg Eve?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. By inventing a name for her I made her mine. I wanted to<br>
+change her. ...</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. And remake her in your image? (Laughing.) I've been told<br>
+that country wizards carve images of their victims, and give them<br>
+the names of those they'd bewitch. That was your plan: by means of<br>
+this Eve, that you yourself had made, you intended to destroy the<br>
+whole Sex!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (looking at the MOTHER in surprise). Those were damnable<br>
+words! Forgive me. But you have religious beliefs: how can you<br>
+think such things?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. The thoughts were yours.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. This begins to be interesting. I imagined an idyll in the<br>
+forest, but this is a witches' cauldron.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Not quite. You've forgotten, or never knew, that a man<br>
+deserted me shamefully, and that you're a man who also shamefully<br>
+deserted a woman.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Frank words. Now I know where I am.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. I'd like to know where I am. Can you support two families?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. If all goes well.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. All doesn't&mdash;in this life. Money can be lost.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. But my talent's capital I can never lose.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Really? The greatest of talents has been known to fail ...<br>
+gradually, or suddenly.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I've never met anyone who could so damp one's courage.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Pride should be damped. Your last book was much weaker.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You read it?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Yes. That's why I know all your secrets. So don't try to<br>
+deceive me; it won't go well with you. (Pause.) A trifle, but one<br>
+that does us no good here: why didn't you pay the ferryman?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. My heel of Achilles! I threw my last coin away. Can't we<br>
+speak of something else than money in this house?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Oh yes. But in this house we do our duty before we amuse<br>
+ourselves. So you came on foot because you had no money?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (hesitating). Yes. ...</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER (smiling). Probably nothing to eat?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (hesitating). No. ...</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. You're a fine fellow!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. In all my life I've never been in such a predicament.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. I can believe it. It's almost a pity. I could laugh at the<br>
+figure you cut, if I didn't know it would make you weep, and others<br>
+with you. (Pause.) But now you've had your will, hold fast to the<br>
+woman who loves you; for if you leave her, you'll never smile<br>
+again, and soon forget what happiness was.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Is that a threat?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. A warning. Go now, and have your supper.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (pointing at the table for the poor). There?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. A poor joke; which might become reality. I've seen such<br>
+things.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Soon I'll believe anything can happen&mdash;this is the worst<br>
+I've known.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Worse yet may come. Wait!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (cast down). I'm prepared for anything.</p>
+
+<p>(Exit. A moment later the OLD MAN comes in.)</p>
+
+<p>OLD MAN. It was no angel after all.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. No good angel, certainly.</p>
+
+<p>OLD MAN. Really! (Pause.) You know how superstitious people here<br>
+are. As I went down to the river I heard this: a farmer said his<br>
+horse shied at 'him'; another that the dogs got so fierce he'd had<br>
+to tie them up. The ferryman swore his boat drew less water when<br>
+'he' got in. Superstition, but. ...</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. But what?</p>
+
+<p>OLD MAN. It was only a magpie that flew in at her window, though it<br>
+was closed. An illusion, perhaps.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Perhaps. But why does one often see such things at the<br>
+right time?</p>
+
+<p>OLD MAN. This man's presence is intolerable. When he looks at me I<br>
+can't breathe.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. We must try to get rid of him. I'm certain he won't care to<br>
+stay for long.</p>
+
+<p>OLD MAN. No. He won't grow old here. (Pause.) Listen, I got a<br>
+letter to-night warning me about him. Among other things he's<br>
+wanted by the courts.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. The courts?</p>
+
+<p>OLD MAN. Yes. Money matters. But, remember, the laws of hospitality<br>
+protect beggars and enemies. Let him stay a few days, till he's got<br>
+over this fearful journey. You can see how Providence has laid<br>
+hands on him, how his soul is being ground in the mill ready for<br>
+the sieve. ...</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. I've felt a call to be a tool in the hands of Providence.</p>
+
+<p>OLD MAN. Don't confuse it with your wish for vengeance.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. I'll try not to, if I can.</p>
+
+<p>OLD MAN. Well, good-night.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Do you think Ingeborg has read his last book?</p>
+
+<p>OLD MAN. It's unlikely. If she had she'd never have married a man<br>
+who held such views.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. No, she's not read it. But now she must.</p>
+
+<p>
+SCENE VIII</p>
+
+<p>THE 'ROSE' ROOM</p>
+
+<p>[A simple, pleasantly furnished room in the forester's house. The<br>
+walls are colour-washed in red; the curtains are of thin<br>
+rose-coloured muslin. In the small latticed windows there are<br>
+flowers. On right, a writing-table and bookshelf. Left, a sofa with<br>
+rose-coloured curtains above in the form of a baldachino. Tables<br>
+and chairs in Old German style. At the back, a door. Outside the<br>
+country can be seen and the poorhouse, a dark, unpleasant building<br>
+with black, uncurtained windows. Strong sunlight. The LADY is<br>
+sitting on the sofa working.]</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER (standing with a book bound in rose-coloured cloth in her<br>
+hand.) You won't read your husband's book?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Not that one. I promised not to.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. You don't want to know the man to whom you've entrusted<br>
+your fate?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. What would be the use? We're all right as we are.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. You make no great demands on life?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Why should I? They'd never be fulfilled.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. I don't know whether you were born full of worldly wisdom,<br>
+or foolishness.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I don't know myself.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. If the sun shines and you've enough to eat, you're content.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Yes. And when it goes in, I make the best of it.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. To change the subject: did you know your husband was being<br>
+pressed by the courts on account of his debts?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Yes. It happens to all writers.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Is he mad, or a rascal?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. He's neither. He's no ordinary man; and it's a pity I can<br>
+tell him nothing he doesn't know already. That's why we don't speak<br>
+much; but he's glad to have me near him; and so am I to be near<br>
+him.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. You've reached calm water already? Then it can't be far to<br>
+the mill-race! But don't you think you'd have more to talk of, if<br>
+you read what he has written?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Perhaps. You can leave me the book, if you like.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Take it and hide it. It'll be a surprise if you can quote<br>
+something from his masterpiece.</p>
+
+<p>LADY (hiding the book in her bag). He's coming. If he's spoken of<br>
+he seems to feel it from afar.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. If he could only feel how he makes others suffer&mdash;from<br>
+afar. (Exit left.)</p>
+
+<p>(The LADY, alone for an instant, looks at the book and seems taken<br>
+aback. She hides it in her bag.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (entering). Your mother was here? You were speaking of me,<br>
+of course. I can almost hear her ill-natured words. They cut the<br>
+air and darken the sunshine. I can almost divine the impression of<br>
+her body in the atmosphere of the room, and she leaves an odour<br>
+like that of a dead snake.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You're irritable to-day.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Fearfully. Some fool has restrung my nerves out of tune,<br>
+and plays on them with a horse-hair bow till he sets my teeth on<br>
+edge. ... You don't know what that is! There's someone here who's<br>
+stronger than I! Someone with a searchlight who shines it at me,<br>
+wherever I may be. Do they use the black art in this place?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Don't turn your back on the sunlight. Look at this lovely<br>
+country; you'll feel calmer.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I can't bear that poorhouse. It seems to have been built<br>
+there solely for me. And a demented woman always stands there<br>
+beckoning.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Do you think they treat you badly here?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. In a way, no. They feed me with tit-bits, as if I were to<br>
+be fattened for the butcher. But I can't eat because they grudge it<br>
+me, and I feel the cold rays of their hate. To me it seems there's<br>
+an icy wind everywhere, although it's still and hot. And I can hear<br>
+that accurs&egrave;d mill. ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY. It's not grinding now.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. Grinding ... grinding.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Listen. There's no hate here. Pity, at most.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Another thing. ... Why do people I meet cross themselves?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Only because they're used to praying in silence. (Pause.) You<br>
+had an unwelcome letter this morning?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. The kind that makes your hair rise from the scalp,<br>
+so that you want to curse at fate. I'm owed money, but can't get<br>
+paid. Now the law's being set in motion against me by ... the<br>
+guardians of my children, because I've not paid alimony. No one has<br>
+ever been in such a dishonourable position. I'm blameless. I could<br>
+pay my way; I want to, but am prevented! Not my fault; yet my<br>
+shame! It's not in nature. The devil's got a hand in it.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Why?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Why? Why is one born into this world an ignoramus,<br>
+knowing nothing of the laws, customs and usage one inadvertently<br>
+breaks? And for which one's punished. Why does one grow into a<br>
+youth full of high ambition only to be driven into vile actions one<br>
+abhors? Why, why?</p>
+
+<p>LADY (who has secretly been looking at the book: absent-mindedly).<br>
+There must be a reason, even if we don't know it.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. If it's to humble one, it's a poor method. It only makes<br>
+me more arrogant. Eve!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Don't call me that.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (starting). Why not?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I don't like it. You'd feel as I do, if I called you Caesar.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Have we got back to that?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. To what?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Did you mention that name for any reason?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Caesar? No. But I'm beginning to find things out.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Very well! Then I may as well fall honourably by my own<br>
+hand. I am Caesar, the school-boy, for whose escapade your husband,<br>
+the werewolf, was punished. Fate delights in making links for<br>
+eternity. A noble sport! (The LADY, uncertain what to do, does not<br>
+reply.) Say something!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I can't.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Say that he became a werewolf because, as a child, he<br>
+lost his belief in the justice of heaven, owing to the fact that,<br>
+though innocent, he was punished for the misdeeds of another. But<br>
+if you say so, I shall reply that I suffered ten times as much from<br>
+my conscience, and that the spiritual crisis that followed left me<br>
+so strengthened that I've never done such a thing again.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. No. It's not that.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Then what is it? Do you respect me no longer?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. It's not that either.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Then it's to make me feel my shame before you! And it<br>
+would be the end of everything between us.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. No!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Eve.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You rouse evil thoughts.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You've broken your vow: you've been reading my book!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I have.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Then you've done wrong.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. My intention was good.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. The results even of your good intentions are terrible!<br>
+You've blown me into the air with my own petard. Why must all our<br>
+misdeeds come home to roost&mdash;both boyish escapades and really evil<br>
+action? It's fair enough to reap evil where one has sown it. But<br>
+I've never seen a good action get its reward. Never! It's a<br>
+disgrace to Him who records all sins, however black or venial. No<br>
+man could do it: men would forgive. The gods ... never!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Don't say that. Say rather <i>you</i> forgive.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I'm not small-minded. But what have I forgive you?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. More than I can say.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Say it. Perhaps then we'll be quits.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. He and I used to read the curse of Deutertonomy over you ...<br>
+for you'd ruined his life.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What curse is that?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. From the fifth book of Moses. The priests chant it in chorus<br>
+when the fasts begin.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I don't remember it. What does it matter&mdash;a curse more or<br>
+less?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. In my family those whom we curse, are struck.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I don't believe it. But I do believe that evil emanates<br>
+from this house. May it recoil upon it! That is my prayer! Now,<br>
+according to custom, it would be my duty to shoot myself; but I<br>
+can't, so long as I have other duties. You see, I can't even die,<br>
+and so I've lost my last treasure&mdash;what, with reason, I call my<br>
+religion. I've heard that man can wrestle with God, and with<br>
+success; but not even job could fight against Satan. (Pause.) Let's<br>
+speak of you. ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Not now. Later perhaps. Since I've got to know your terrible<br>
+book&mdash;I've only glanced at it, only read a few lines here and<br>
+there&mdash;I feel as if I'd eaten of the tree of knowledge. My eyes are<br>
+opened and I know what's good and what's evil, as I've never known<br>
+before. And now I see how evil you are, and why I am to be called<br>
+Eve. She was a mother and brought sin into the world: it was<br>
+another mother who brought expiation. The curse of mankind was<br>
+called down on us by the first, a blessing by the second. In me you<br>
+shall not destroy my whole sex. Perhaps I have a different mission<br>
+in your life. We shall see!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. So you've eaten of the tree of knowledge? Farewell.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You're going away?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I can't stay here.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Don't go.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I must. I must clear up everything. I'll take leave of<br>
+the old people now. Then I'll come back. I shan't be long. (Exit.)</p>
+
+<p>LADY (remains motionless, then goes to the door and looks out. She<br>
+sinks to her knees). No! He won't come back!</p>
+
+<p>Curtain.</p>
+
+<p>
+SCENE IX</p>
+
+<p>CONVENT</p>
+
+<p>[The refectory of an ancient convent, resembling a simple<br>
+whitewashed Romanesque church. There are damp patches on the walls,<br>
+looking like strange figures. A long table with bowls; at the end a<br>
+desk for the Lector. At the back a door leading to the chapel.<br>
+There are lighted candles on the tables. On the wall, left, a<br>
+painting representing the Archangel Michael killing the Fiend.]</p>
+
+<p>[The STRANGER is sitting left, at a refectory table, dressed in the<br>
+white clothing of a patient, with a bowl before him. At the table,<br>
+right, are sitting: the brown-clad mourners of Scene I. The BEGGAR.<br>
+A woman in mourning with two children. A woman who resembles the<br>
+Lady, but who is not her and who is crocheting instead of eating. A<br>
+Man very like the Doctor, another like the Madman. Others like the<br>
+Father, Mother, Brother. Parents of the 'Prodigal Son,' etc. All<br>
+are dressed in white, but over this are wearing costumes of<br>
+coloured cr&ecirc;pe. Their faces are waxen and corpse-like, their whole<br>
+appearance queer, their gestures strange. On the rise of the<br>
+curtain all are finishing a Paternoster, except the STRANGER.]</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (rising and going to the ABBESS, who is standing at a<br>
+serving table). Mother. May I speak to you?</p>
+
+<p>ABBESS (in a black-and-white Augustinian habit). Yes, my son. (They<br>
+come forward.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. First, where am I?</p>
+
+<p>ABBESS. In a convent called 'St. Saviour.' You were found on the<br>
+hills above the ravine, with a cross you'd broken from a calvary<br>
+and with which you were threatening someone in the clouds. Indeed,<br>
+you thought you could see him. You were feverish and had lost your<br>
+foothold. You were picked up, unhurt, beneath a cliff, but in<br>
+delirium. You were brought to the hospital and put to bed. Since<br>
+then you've spoken wildly, and complained of a pain in your hip,<br>
+but no injury could be found.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What did I speak of?</p>
+
+<p>ABBESS. You had the usual feverish dreams. You reproached yourself<br>
+with all kinds of things, and thought you could see your victims,<br>
+as you called them.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And then?</p>
+
+<p>ABBESS. Your thoughts often turned to money matters. You wanted to<br>
+pay for yourself in the hospital. I tried to calm you by telling<br>
+you no payment would be asked: all was done out of charity. ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I want no charity.</p>
+
+<p>ABBESS. It's more blessed to give than to receive; yet a noble<br>
+nature can accept and be thankful.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I want no charity.</p>
+
+<p>ABBESS. Hm!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Tell me, why will none of those people sit at the same<br>
+table with me? They're getting up ... going. ...</p>
+
+<p>ABBESS. They seem to fear you.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Why?</p>
+
+<p>ABBESS. You look so. ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I? But what of them? Are they real?</p>
+
+<p>ABBESS. If you mean true, they've a terrible reality. It may be<br>
+they look strange to you, because you're still feverish. Or there<br>
+may be another reason.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I seem to know them, all of them! I see them as if in a<br>
+mirror: they only make as if they were eating. ... Is this some<br>
+drama they're performing? Those look like my parents, rather like ...<br>
+(Pause.) Hitherto I've feared nothing, because life was useless to<br>
+me. ... Now I begin to be afraid.</p>
+
+<p>ABBESS. If you don't believe them real, I'll ask the Confessor to<br>
+introduce you. (She signs to the CONFESSOR who approaches.)</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR (dressed in a black-and-white habit of Dominicans).<br>
+Sister!</p>
+
+<p>ABBESS. Tell the patient who are at that table.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. That's soon done.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Permit a question first. Haven't we met already?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Yes. I sat by your bedside, when you were delirious. At<br>
+your desire, I heard your confession.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What? My confession?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Yes. But I couldn't give you absolution; because it<br>
+seemed that what you said was spoken in fever.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Why?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. There was hardly a sin or vice you didn't take upon<br>
+yourself&mdash;things so hateful you'd have had to undergo strict<br>
+penitence before demanding absolution. Now you're yourself again I<br>
+can ask whether there are grounds for your self-accusations.</p>
+
+<p>(The ABBESS leaves them.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Have you the right?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. No. In truth, no right. (Pause.) But you want to know in<br>
+whose company you are! The very best. There, for instance, is a<br>
+madman, Caesar, who lost his wits through reading the works of a<br>
+certain writer whose notoriety is greater than his fame. There's a<br>
+beggar, who won't admit he's a beggar, because he's learnt Latin<br>
+and is free. There, a doctor, called the werewolf, whose history's<br>
+well known. There, two parents, who grieved themselves to death<br>
+over a son who raised his hand against theirs. He must be<br>
+responsible for refusing to follow his father's bier and<br>
+desecrating his mother's grave. There's his unhappy sister, whom he<br>
+drove out into the snow, as he himself recounts, with the best<br>
+intentions. Over there's a woman who's been abandoned with her two<br>
+children, and there's another doing crochet work. ... All are old<br>
+acquaintances. Go and greet them!</p>
+
+<p>(The STRANGER has turned his back on the company: he now goes to<br>
+the table, left, and sits down with his back to them. He raises his<br>
+head, sees the picture of the Archangel Michael and lowers his<br>
+eyes. The CONFESSOR stands behind the STRANGER. A Catholic Requiem<br>
+can be heard from the chapel. The CONFESSOR speaks to the STRANGER<br>
+in a low voice while the music goes on.)</p>
+
+<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Quantus tremor est futurus<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Quando judex est venturus<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Cuncta stricte discussurus,<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Tuba mirum spargens sonum<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Per sepulchra regionum<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Coget omnes ante thronum.<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Mors stupebit et natura,<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Cum resurget creatura<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Judicanti responsura<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Liber scriptus proferetur<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;In quo totum continetur<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Unde mundus judicetur.<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Judex ergo cum sedebit<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Quidquid latet apparebit<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Nil inultum remanebit.</p>
+
+<p>(He goes to the desk by the table, right, and opens his breviary.<br>
+The music ceases.)</p>
+
+<p>We will continue the reading. ... 'But if thou wilt not hearken<br>
+unto the voice of the Lord thy God all these curses shall overtake<br>
+thee. Curs&egrave;d shalt thou be in the city, and curs&egrave;d shalt thou be in<br>
+the field; curs&egrave;d shalt thou be when thou comest in, and curs&egrave;d<br>
+when thou goest out.'</p>
+
+<p>OMNES (in a low voice). Curs&egrave;d!</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. 'The Lord shall send upon thee vexation and rebuke in<br>
+all that thou settest thy hand for to do, until thou be destroyed,<br>
+and until thou perish quickly, because of the wickedness of thy<br>
+doings, whereby thou hast forsaken me.'</p>
+
+<p>OMNES (loudly). Curs&egrave;d!</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. 'The Lord shall cause thee to be smitten before thine<br>
+enemies: thou shalt go out one way against them, and flee seven<br>
+ways before them, and shalt be moved into all the kingdoms of the<br>
+earth. And thy carcase shall be meat unto all fowls of the air, and<br>
+unto the beasts of the earth, and no man shall fray them away. The<br>
+Lord will smite thee with the botch of Egypt, the scab and the<br>
+itch, with madness and blindness, that thou shalt grope at noonday,<br>
+as the blind gropeth in darkness. Thou shalt not prosper in thy<br>
+ways, and thou shalt be only oppressed and spoiled evermore, and no<br>
+man shall save thee. Thou shalt betroth a wife, and another man<br>
+shall lie with her: thou shalt build an house, and thou shalt not<br>
+dwell therein: thou shalt plant a vineyard, and shalt not gather<br>
+the grapes thereof. Thy sons and thy daughters shall be given unto<br>
+another people, and thine eyes fail with longing for them; and<br>
+there shall be no might in thy hand. And thou shalt find no ease on<br>
+earth, neither shall the sole of thy foot have rest: the Lord shall<br>
+give thee a trembling heart, and failing of eyes and sorrow of<br>
+mind. And thy life shall hang in doubt before thee; and thou shalt<br>
+fear day and night. In the morning thou shalt say, would God it<br>
+were even! And at even thou shalt say, would God it were morning!<br>
+And because thou servedst not the Lord thy God when thou livedst in<br>
+security, thou shalt serve him in hunger, in thirst, in nakedness<br>
+and in want; and He shall put a yoke of iron upon thy neck, until<br>
+He have destroyed thee!'</p>
+
+<p>OMNES. Amen!</p>
+
+<p>(The CONFESSOR has read the above loudly and rapidly, without<br>
+turning to the STRANGER. All those present, except the LADY, who is<br>
+working, have been listening and have joined in the curse, though<br>
+they have feigned not to notice the STRANGER, who has remained with<br>
+his back to them, sunk in himself. The STRANGER now rises as if to<br>
+go. The CONFESSOR goes towards him.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What was that?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. The Book of Deuteronomy.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Of course. But I seem to remember blessings in it, too.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Yes, for those who keep His commandments.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Hm. ... I can't deny that, for a moment, I felt shaken.<br>
+Are they temptations to be resisted, or warnings to be obeyed?<br>
+(Pause.) Anyhow I'm certain now that I have fever. I must go to a<br>
+real doctor.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. See he <i>is</i> the right one!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Of course!</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Who can heal 'delightful scruples of conscience'!</p>
+
+<p>ABBESS. Should you need charity again, you now know where to find<br>
+it.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No. I do not.</p>
+
+<p>ABBESS (in a low voice). Then I'll tell you. In a 'rose' room, near<br>
+a certain running stream.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. That's the truth! In a 'rose' room. Wait; how long have I<br>
+been here?</p>
+
+<p>ABBESS. Three months to-day.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Three months! Have I been sleeping? Or where have I been?<br>
+(Looking out of the window.) It's autumn. The trees are bare; the<br>
+clouds look cold. Now it's coming back to me! Can you hear a mill<br>
+grinding? The sound of a horn? The rushing of a river? A wood<br>
+whispering&mdash;and a woman weeping? You're right. Only there can<br>
+charity be found. Farewell. (Exit.)</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR (to the Abbess). The fool! The fool!</p>
+
+<p>Curtain.</p>
+
+<p>
+SCENE X</p>
+
+<p>THE 'ROSE' ROOM</p>
+
+<p>[The curtains have been taken down. The windows gape into the<br>
+darkness outside. The furniture has been covered in brown<br>
+loose-covers and pulled forward. The flowers have been taken away,<br>
+and the large black stove lit. The MOTHER is standing ironing white<br>
+curtains by the light of a single lamp. There is a knock at the<br>
+door.]</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Come in!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (doing so). Where's my wife?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Where do you come from?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I think, from hell. But where's my wife?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Which of them do you mean?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. The question's justified. Everything is, except to me.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. There may be a reason: I'm glad you've seen it. Where have<br>
+you been?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Whether in a poorhouse, a madhouse or a hospital, I don't<br>
+know. I should like to think it all a feverish dream. I've been<br>
+ill: I lost my memory and can't believe three months have passed.<br>
+But where's my wife?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. I ought to ask you that. When you deserted her, she went<br>
+away&mdash;to look for you. Whether she's tired of looking, I can't say.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Something's amiss here. Where's the Old Man?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Where there's no more suffering.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You mean he's dead?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Yes. He's dead.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You say it as if you wanted to add him to my victims.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Perhaps I'm right to do so.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. He didn't look sensitive: he was capable of steady<br>
+hatred.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. No. He hated only what was evil, in himself and others.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. So I'm wrong there, too! (Pause.)</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. What do you want here?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Charity!</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. At last! How was it at the hospital! Sit down and tell me.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (sitting). I don't want to think of it. I don't even know<br>
+if it <i>was</i> a hospital.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Strange. Tell me what happened after you left here.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I fell in the mountains, hurt my hip and lost<br>
+consciousness. If you'll speak kindly to me you shall know more.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. I will.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. When I woke I was in a red iron bedstead. Three men were<br>
+pulling a cord that ran through two blocks. Every time they pulled<br>
+I felt I grew two feet taller. ...</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. They were putting in your hip.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I hadn't thought of that. Then ... I lay watching my past<br>
+life unroll before me like a panorama, through childhood, youth. ...<br>
+And when the roll was finished it began again. All the time I heard<br>
+a mill grinding. ... I can hear it still. Yes, here too!</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Those were not pleasant visions.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No. At last I came to the conclusion ... that I was a<br>
+thoroughgoing scamp.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Why call yourself that?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I know you'd like to hear me say I was a scoundrel. But<br>
+that would seem to me like boasting. It would imply a certainty<br>
+about myself to which I've not attained.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. You're still in doubt?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Of a great deal. But I've begun to have an inkling.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. That. ...?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. That there are forces which, till now, I've not believed in.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. You've come to see that neither you, nor any other man,<br>
+directs your destiny?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I have.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Then you've already gone part of the way.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. But I myself have changed. I'm ruined; for I've lost all<br>
+aptitude for writing. And I can't sleep at night.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Indeed!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What are called nightmares stop me. Last and worst: I<br>
+daren't die; for I'm no longer sure my miseries will end, with <i>my</i><br>
+end.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Oh!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Even worse: I've grown so to loathe myself that I'd<br>
+escape from myself, if I knew how. If I were a Christian, I<br>
+couldn't obey the first commandment, to love my neighbour as<br>
+myself, for I should have to hate him as I hate myself. It's true<br>
+that I'm a scamp. I've always suspected it; and because I never<br>
+wanted life to fool me, I've observed 'others' carefully. When I<br>
+saw they were no better than I, I resented their trying to browbeat<br>
+me.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. You've been wrong to think it a matter between you and<br>
+others. You have to deal with Him.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. With whom?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. The Invisible One, who guides your destiny.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Would I could see Him.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. It would be your death.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Oh no!</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Where do you get this devilish spirit of rebellion? If you<br>
+won't bow your neck like the rest, you must be broken like a reed.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I don't know where this fearful stubbornness comes from.<br>
+It's true an unpaid bill can make me tremble; but if I were to<br>
+climb Mount Sinai and face the Eternal One, I should not cover my<br>
+face.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Jesus and Mary! Don't say such things. You'll make me think<br>
+you're a child of the Devil.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Here that seems the general opinion. But I've heard that<br>
+those who serve the Evil One get honours, goods and gold as their<br>
+reward. Gold especially. Do you think me suspect?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. You'll bring a curse on my house.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Then I'll leave it.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. And go into the night. Where?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. To seek the only one that I don't hate.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Are you sure she'll receive you?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Quite sure.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. I'm not.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I am.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Then I must raise your doubts.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You can't.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Yes, I can.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. It's a lie.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. We're no longer speaking kindly. We must stop. Can you<br>
+sleep in the attic?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I can't sleep anywhere.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Still, I'll say good-night to you, whether you think I mean<br>
+it, or not.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You're sure there are no rats in the attic? I don't fear<br>
+ghosts, but rats aren't pleasant.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. I'm glad you don't fear ghosts, for no one's slept a whole<br>
+night there ... whatever the cause may be.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (after a moment's hesitation). Never have I met a more<br>
+wicked woman than you. The reason is: you have religion.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Good-night!</p>
+
+<p>Curtain.</p>
+
+<p>
+SCENE XI</p>
+
+<p>IN THE KITCHEN</p>
+
+<p>[It is dark, but the moon outside throws moving shadows of the<br>
+window lattices on to the floor, as the storm clouds race by. In<br>
+the corner, right, under the crucifix, where the OLD MAN used to<br>
+sit, a hunting horn, a gun and a game bag hang on the wall. On the<br>
+table a stuffed bird of prey. As the windows are open the curtains<br>
+are flapping in the wind; and kitchen cloths, aprons and towels,<br>
+that are hung on a line by the hearth, move in the wind, whose<br>
+sighing can be heard. In the distance the noise of a waterfall.<br>
+There is an occasional tapping on the wooden floor.]</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (entering, half-dressed, a lamp in his hand). Is anyone<br>
+here? No. (He comes forward with a light, which makes the play of<br>
+shadow less marked.) What's moving on the floor? Is anyone here?<br>
+(He goes to the table, sees the stuffed bird and stands riveted to<br>
+the spot.) God!</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER (coming in with a lamp). Still up?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I couldn't sleep.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER (gently). Why not, my son?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I heard someone above me.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Impossible. There's nothing over the attic.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. That's why I was uneasy! What's moving on the floor like<br>
+snakes?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Moonbeams.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. Moonbeams. That's a stuffed bird. And those are<br>
+cloths. Everything's natural; that's what makes me uneasy. Who was<br>
+knocking during the night? Was anyone locked out?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. It was a horse in the stable.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Why should it make that noise?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Some animals have nightmares.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What are nightmares?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Who knows?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. May I sit down?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Do. I want to speak seriously to you. I was malicious last<br>
+night; you must forgive me. It's because of that I need religion;<br>
+just as I need the penitential garment and the stone floor. To<br>
+spare you, I'll tell you what nightmares are to me. My bad<br>
+conscience! Whether I punish myself or another punishes me, I don't<br>
+know. I don't permit myself to ask. (Pause.) Now tell me what you<br>
+saw in your room.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I hardly know. Nothing. When I went in I felt as if<br>
+someone were there. Then I went to bed. But someone started pacing<br>
+up and down above me with a heavy tread. Do you believe in ghosts?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. My religion won't allow me to. But I believe our sense of<br>
+right and wrong will find a way to punish us.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Soon I felt cold air on my breast&mdash;it reached my heart<br>
+and forced me to get up.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. And then?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. To stand and watch the whole panorama of my life unroll<br>
+before me. I saw everything&mdash;that was the worst of it.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. I know. I've been through it. There's no name for the<br>
+malady, and only one cure.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What is it?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. You know what children do when they've done wrong?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. First ask forgiveness!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And then?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Try to make amends.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Isn't it enough to suffer according to one's deserts?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. No. That's revenge.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Then what must one do?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Can you mend a life you've destroyed? Undo a bad action?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Truly, no. But I was forced into it! Forced to take, for<br>
+no one gave me the right. Accurs&egrave;d be He who forced me! (Putting<br>
+his hand to his heart.) Ah! He's here, in this room. He's plucking<br>
+out my heart!</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Then bow your head.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I cannot.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Down on your knees.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I will not.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Christ have mercy! Lord have mercy on you! On your knees<br>
+before Him who was crucified! Only He can wipe out what's been<br>
+done.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Not before Him! If I were forced, I'll recant ...<br>
+afterwards.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. On your knees, my son!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I cannot bow the knee. I cannot. Help me, God Eternal.<br>
+(Pause.)</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER (after a hasty prayer). Do you feel better?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. ... It was not death. It was annihilation!</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. The annihilation of the Divine. We call it spiritual death.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I see. (Without irony.) I begin to understand.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. My son! You have left Jerusalem and are on the road to<br>
+Damascus. Go back the same way you came. Erect a cross at every<br>
+station, and stay at the seventh. For you, there are not fourteen,<br>
+as for Him.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You speak in riddles.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Then go your way. Search out those to whom you have<br>
+something to say. First, your wife.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Where is she?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. You must find her. On your way don't forget to call on him<br>
+you named the werewolf.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Never!</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. You'd have said that, as you came here. As you know, I<br>
+expected your coming.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Why?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. For no one reason.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Just as I saw this kitchen ... in a trance. ...</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. That's why I now regret trying to separate you and<br>
+Ingeborg. Go and search for her. If you find her, well and good. If<br>
+not, perhaps that too has been ordained. (Pause.) Dawn's now at<br>
+hand. Morning has come and the night has passed.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Such a night!</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. You'll remember it.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Not all of it ... yet something.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER (looking out of the window, as if to herself). Lovely<br>
+morning star&mdash;how far from heaven have you fallen!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (after a pause). Have you noticed that, before the sun<br>
+rises, a feeling of awe takes hold of mankind? Are we children of<br>
+darkness, that we tremble before the light?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Will you never be tired of questioning?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Never. Because I yearn for light.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Go then, and search. And peace be with you!</p>
+
+<p>
+SCENE XII</p>
+
+<p>IN THE RAVINE</p>
+
+<p>[The same landscape as before, but in autumn colouring. The trees<br>
+have lost their leaves. Work is going on at the smithy and the<br>
+mill. The SMITH stands, left, in the doorway; the MILLER'S wife,<br>
+right. The LADY dressed in a jacket with a hat of patent leather;<br>
+but she is in mourning. The STRANGER is in Bavarian alpine kit:<br>
+short jacket of rough material, knickers, heavy boots and<br>
+alpenstock, green hat with heath-cock feather. Over this he wears a<br>
+brown cloak with a cape and hood.]</p>
+
+<p>LADY (entering tired and dispirited). Did a man pass here in a long<br>
+cloak, with a green hat? (The SMITH and the MILLER'S WIFE shake<br>
+their heads.) Can I lodge here for the night? (The SMITH and the<br>
+MILLER'S WIFE again shake their heads: to the SMITH.) May I stand<br>
+in the doorway for a moment and warm myself? (The SMITH pushes her<br>
+away.) God reward you according to your deserts!</p>
+
+<p>(Exit. She reappears on the footbridge, and exit once more.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (entering). Has a lady in a coat and skirt crossed the<br>
+brook? (The SMITH and MILLER'S WIFE shake their heads.) Will you<br>
+give me some bread? I'll pay for it. (The MILLER'S WIFE refuses the<br>
+money.) No charity!</p>
+
+<p>ECHO (imitating his voice from afar). Charity.</p>
+
+<p>(The SMITH and the MILLER'S WIFE laugh so loudly and so long that,<br>
+at length, ECHO replies.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Good! An eye for an eye&mdash;a tooth for a tooth. It helps to<br>
+lighten my conscience! (He enters the ravine.)</p>
+
+<p>
+SCENE XIII</p>
+
+<p>ON THE ROAD</p>
+
+<p>[The same landscape as before; but autumn. The BEGGAR is sitting<br>
+outside a chapel with a lime twig and a bird cage, in which is a<br>
+starling. The STRANGER enters wearing the same clothes as in the<br>
+preceding scene.]</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Beggar! Have you seen a lady in a coat and skirt pass<br>
+this way?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. I've seen five hundred. But, seriously, I must ask you not<br>
+to call me beggar now. I've found work!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Oh! So it's you!</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Ille ego qui quondam. ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What kind of work have you?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. I've a starling, that whistles and sings.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You mean, <i>he</i> does the work?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Yes. I'm my own master now.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Do you catch birds?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. No. The lime twig's merely for appearances.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. So you still cling to such things?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. What else should I cling to? What's within us is nothing<br>
+but pure ... nonsense.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Is that the final conclusion of your whole philosophy of<br>
+life?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. My complete metaphysic. The view mad be rather out of date,<br>
+but ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Can you be serious for a moment? Tell me about your past.</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Why unravel that old skein? Twist it up rather. Twist it<br>
+up. Do you think I'm always so merry? Only when I meet you: you're<br>
+so damnably funny!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. How can you laugh, with a wrecked life behind you?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Now he's getting personal! (Pause.) If you can't laugh at<br>
+adversity, not even that of others, you're begging of life itself.<br>
+Listen! If you follow this wheel track you'll come, at last, to the<br>
+ocean, and there the path will stop. If you sit down there and<br>
+rest, you'll begin to take another view of things. Here there are<br>
+so many accidents, religious themes, disagreeable memories that<br>
+hinder thought as it flies to the 'rose' room. Only follow the<br>
+track! If it's muddy here and there, spread your wings and flutter.<br>
+And talking of fluttering: I once heard a bird that sang of<br>
+Polycrates and his ring; how he'd become possessed of all the<br>
+marvels of this world, but didn't know what to do with them. So he<br>
+sent tidings east and west of the great Nothing he'd helped to<br>
+fashion from the empty universe. I wouldn't assert you were the<br>
+man, unless I believed it so firmly I could take my oath on it.<br>
+Once I asked you whether you knew who I was, and you said it didn't<br>
+interest you. In return I offered you my friendship, but you<br>
+refused it rudely. However, I'm not sensitive or resentful, so I'll<br>
+give you good advice on your way. Follow the track!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (avoiding him). You don't deceive me.</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. You believe nothing but evil. That's why you get nothing<br>
+but evil. Try to believe what is good. Try!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I will. But if I'm deceived, I've the right to. ...</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. You've no right to do that.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (as if to himself ). Who is it reads my secret thoughts,<br>
+turns my soul inside out, and pursues me? Why do you persecute me?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Saul! Saul! Why persecutest thou Me?</p>
+
+<p>(The STRANGER goes out with a gesture of horror. The chord of the<br>
+funeral march is heard again. The LADY enters.)</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Have you seen a man pass this way in a long cloak, with a<br>
+green hat?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. There was a poor devil here, who hobbled off. ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY. The man I'm searching for's not lame.</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Nor was he. It seems he'd hurt his hip; and that made him<br>
+walk unsteadily. I mustn't be malicious. Look here in the mud.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Where?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR (pointing). There! At that rut. In it you can see the<br>
+impression of a boot, firmly planted. ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY (looking at the impression). It's he! His heavy tread. ... Can<br>
+I catch him up?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Follow the track!</p>
+
+<p>LADY (taking his hand and kissing it). Thank you, my friend. (Exit.)</p>
+
+<p>
+SCENE XIV</p>
+
+<p>BY THE SEA</p>
+
+<p>[The same landscape as before, but now winter. The sea is dark<br>
+blue, and on the horizon great clouds take on the shapes of huge<br>
+heads. In the distance three bare masts of a wrecked ship, that<br>
+look like three white crosses. The table and seat are still under<br>
+the tree, but the chairs have been removed. There is snow on the<br>
+ground. From time to time a bell-buoy can be heard. The STRANGER<br>
+comes in from the left, stops a moment and looks out to sea, then<br>
+goes out, right, behind the cottage. The LADY enters, left, and<br>
+appears to be following the STRANGER'S footsteps on the snow; she<br>
+exits in front of the cottage, right. The STRANGER re-enters,<br>
+right, notices the footprints of the LADY, pauses, and looks back,<br>
+right. The LADY re-enters, throws herself into his arms, but<br>
+recoils.]</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You thrust me away.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No. It seems there's someone between us.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Indeed there is! (Pause.) What a meeting!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. It's winter; as you see.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I can feel the cold coming from you.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I got frozen in the mountains.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Do you think the spring will ever come?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Not to us! We've been driven from the garden, and must<br>
+wander over stones and thistles. And when our hands and feet are<br>
+bruised, we feel we must rub salt in the wounds of the ... other<br>
+one. And then the mill starts grinding. It'll never stop; for<br>
+there's always water.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. No doubt what you say is true.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. But I'll not yield to the inevitable. Rather than that we<br>
+should lacerate each other I'll gash myself as a sacrifice to the<br>
+gods. I'll take the blame upon me; declare it was I who taught you<br>
+to break your chains. I who tempted you! Then you can lay all the<br>
+blame on me: for what I did, and what happened after.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You couldn't bear it.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes, I could. There are moments when I feel as if I bore<br>
+all the sin and sorrow, all the filth and shame of the whole world.<br>
+There are moments when I believe we are condemned to sin and do bad<br>
+actions as a punishment! (Pause.) Not long ago I lay sick of a<br>
+fever, and amidst all that happened to me, I dreamed that I saw a<br>
+crucifix without the Crucified. And when I asked the Dominican&mdash;for<br>
+there was a Dominican among many others&mdash;what it could mean, he<br>
+said: 'You will not allow Him to suffer for you. Suffer then<br>
+yourself!' That's why mankind have grown so conscious of their own<br>
+sufferings.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. And why consciences grow so heavy, if there's no one to help<br>
+to bear the burden.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Have you also come to think so?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Not yet. But I'm on the way.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Put your hand in mine. From here let us go on together.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Where?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Back! The same way we came. Are you weary?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Now no longer.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Several times I sank exhausted. But I met a strange<br>
+beggar&mdash;perhaps you remember him: he was thought to be like me. And<br>
+he begged me, as an experiment, to believe his good intentions. I<br>
+did believe&mdash;as an experiment&mdash;and . ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Well?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. It went well with me. And since then I feel I've strength<br>
+to go on my way. ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Let's go together!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (turning to the sea). Yes. It's growing dark and the<br>
+clouds are gathering.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Don't look at the clouds.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And below there? What's that?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Only a wreck.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (whispering). Three crosses! What new Golgotha awaits us?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. They're white ones. That means good fortune.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Can good fortune ever come to us?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Yes. But not yet.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Let's go!</p>
+
+<p>
+SCENE XV</p>
+
+<p>ROOM IN AN HOTEL</p>
+
+<p>[The room is as before. The LADY is sitting by the side of the<br>
+STRANGER, crocheting.]</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Do say something.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I've nothing but unpleasant things to say, since we came<br>
+here.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Why were you so anxious to have this terrible room?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I don't know. It was the last one I wanted. I began to<br>
+long for it, in order to suffer.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. And are you suffering?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. I can no longer listen to singing, or look at<br>
+anything beautiful. During the day I hear the mill and see that<br>
+great panorama now expanding to embrace the universe. ... And, at<br>
+night ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Why did you cry out in your sleep?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I was dreaming.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. A real dream?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Terribly real. But you see what a curse is on me. I feel<br>
+I must describe it, and to no one else but you. Yet I daren't tell<br>
+you, for it would be rattling at the door of the locked chamber. ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY. The past!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes.</p>
+
+<p>LADY (simply). It's foolish to have any such secret place.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. (Pause.)</p>
+
+<p>LADY. And now tell me!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I'm afraid I must. I dreamed your first husband was<br>
+married to my first wife.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Only you could have thought of such a thing!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I wish it were so. (Pause.) I saw how he ill-treated my<br>
+children. (Getting up.) I put my hands to his throat. ... I can't<br>
+go on. ... But I shall never rest till I know the truth. And to<br>
+know it, I must go to him in his own house.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. It's come to that?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. It's been coming for some time. Nothing can now prevent<br>
+it. I must see him.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. But if he won't receive you?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I'll go as a patient, and tell him of my sickness. ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY (frightened). Don't do that!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You think he might be tempted to shut me up as mad! I<br>
+must risk it. I want to risk everything&mdash;life, freedom, welfare. I<br>
+need an emotional shock, strong enough to bring myself into the<br>
+light of day. I demand this torture, that my punishment may be in<br>
+just proportion to my sin, so that I shall not be forced to drag<br>
+myself along under the burden of my guilt. So down into the snake<br>
+pit, as soon as may be!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Could I come with you?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. There's no need. My sufferings will be enough for both.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Then I'll call you my deliverer. And the curse I once laid on<br>
+you will turn into a blessing. Look! It's spring once more.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. So I see. The Christmas rose there has begun to wither.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. But don't you feel spring in the air?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. The cold within isn't so great.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Perhaps the werewolf will heal you altogether.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. We shall see. Perhaps he's not so dangerous, after all.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. He's not so cruel as you.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. But my dream. ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Let's hope it was only a dream. Now my wool's finished; and<br>
+with it, my useless work. It's grown soiled in the making.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. It can be washed.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Or dyed.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Rose red.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Never!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. It's like a roll of manuscript.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. With our story on it.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. In the filth of the roads, in tears and in blood.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. But the story's nearly done. Go and write the last chapter.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Then we'll meet at the seventh station. Where we began!</p>
+
+<p>
+SCENE XVI</p>
+
+<p>THE DOCTOR'S HOUSE</p>
+
+<p>[The scene is more or less as before. But half the wood-pile has<br>
+been taken away. On a seat near the verandah surgical instruments,<br>
+knives, saws, forceps, etc. The DOCTOR is engaged in cleaning<br>
+these.]</p>
+
+<p>SISTER (coming from the verandah). A patient to see you.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Do you know who it is?</p>
+
+<p>SISTER. I've not seen him. Here's his card.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR (reading it). This outdoes everything!</p>
+
+<p>SISTER. Is it he?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Yes. Courage I respect; but this is cynicism. A kind of<br>
+challenge. Still, let him come in.</p>
+
+<p>SISTER. Are you serious?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Perfectly. But, if you care to talk to him a little, in<br>
+that straightforward way of yours. ...</p>
+
+<p>SISTER. I'd like to.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Very well. Do the heavy work, and leave the final polish to<br>
+me.</p>
+
+<p>SISTER. You can trust me. I'll tell him everything your kindness<br>
+forbids you to say.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Enough of my kindness! Make haste, or I'll get impatient.<br>
+Shut the doors. (His SISTER goes out.) What are you doing at that<br>
+dustbin, Caesar? (CAESAR comes in.) Listen, Caesar, if your enemy<br>
+were to come and lay his head in your lap, what would you do?</p>
+
+<p>CAESAR. Cut it off!</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. That's not what I've taught you.</p>
+
+<p>CAESAR. No; you said, heap coals of fire on it. But I think that's<br>
+a shame.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. I think so, too; it's more cruel and more cunning. (Pause.)<br>
+Isn't it better to take some revenge? It heartens the other person,<br>
+lifts the burden off him.</p>
+
+<p>CAESAR. As you know more about it than I, why ask?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Quiet! I'm not speaking to you. (Pause.) Very well. First<br>
+cut off his head, and then. ... We'll see.</p>
+
+<p>CAESAR. It all depends on how he behaves.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Yes. On how he behaves. Quiet. Get along.</p>
+
+<p>(The STRANGER comes from the verandah: he seems excited but his<br>
+manner betrays a certain resignation. CAESAR has gone out.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You're surprised to see me here?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR (seriously). I've long given up being surprised. But I see I<br>
+must begin again.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Will you permit me to speak to you?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. About anything decent people may discuss. Are you ill?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (hesitating). Yes.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Why did you come to me&mdash;of all people?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You must guess!</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. I refuse to. (Pause.) What do you complain of?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (with uncertainty). Sleeplessness.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. That's not a disease, but a symptom. Have you already seen<br>
+a doctor?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I've been lying ill in an ... institution. I was<br>
+feverish. I've a strange malady.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. What was so strange about it?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. May I ask this? Can one go about as usual; and yet be<br>
+delirious?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. If you're mad; not otherwise. (The STRANGER lets up, but<br>
+then sits down again.) What was the hospital called?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. St. Saviour.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. That's not a hospital.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. A convent, then.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. No. It's an asylum. (The STRANGER gets up, the DOCTOR does<br>
+so, too, and calls.) Sister! Shut the front door. And the gate<br>
+leading to the road. (To the STRANGER.) Won't you sit down? I have<br>
+to keep the doors here locked. There are so many tramps.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (calms himself). Be frank with me: do you think me ...<br>
+insane?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. No one ever gets a frank answer to that question, as you<br>
+know. And no one who suffers in that way ever believes what he's<br>
+told. So my opinion must be a matter of indifference to you.<br>
+(Pause.) But if it's your soul, go to a spiritual healer.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Could you take his place for a moment?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. I haven't the vocation.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. But ...</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR (interrupting). Or the time. We're getting ready for a<br>
+wedding here!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I dreamed it!</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. It may ease your mind to know that I've consoled myself, as<br>
+it's called. You may be pleased, it would be natural ... but I see,<br>
+on the contrary, it makes you suffer more. There must be a reason.<br>
+Why, should you be upset at my marrying a widow?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. With two children?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Two children! Now we have it! A damnable supposition worthy<br>
+of you. If there were a hell, you should be hell's overseer, for<br>
+your skill in finding means of punishment exceeds my wildest<br>
+inventions. Yet I'm called a werewolf!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. It might happen that ...</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR (cutting him short). For a long time, I hated you, because<br>
+by an unforgiveable action you cheated me of my good name. But when<br>
+I grew older and wiser I saw that, although the punishment wasn't<br>
+earned, I deserved it for other things that had never been<br>
+discovered. Besides, you were a boy with enough conscience to be<br>
+able to punish yourself. So you need worry no more about the whole<br>
+thing. Is that what you wanted to speak of?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Then you'll be content, if I let you go? (The STRANGER is<br>
+about to ask a question.) Did you think I'd shut you up? Or cut you<br>
+in pieces with those instruments? Kill you? 'Perhaps such poor<br>
+devils ought to be put out of their misery!' (The STRANGER looks at<br>
+his watch.) You can still catch the boat.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Will you give me your hand?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Impossible. And what is the use of my forgiving you, if you<br>
+lack the strength to forgive yourself? (Pause.) Some things can<br>
+only be cured by making them undone. So this never can be.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. St. Saviour ...</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Helped you. You challenged destiny and were broken. There's<br>
+no shame in losing such a fight. I did the same; but, as you see,<br>
+I've got rid of my woodpile. I want no thunder in my home. And I<br>
+shall play no more with the lightning.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. One station more, and I shall reach my goal.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. You'll never reach your goal. Farewell!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Farewell!</p>
+
+<p>
+SCENE XVII</p>
+
+<p>A STREET CORNER</p>
+
+<p>[The same as Scene I. The STRANGER is sitting on the seat beneath<br>
+the tree, drawing in the sand.]</p>
+
+<p>LADY (entering). What are you doing?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Writing in the sand ... still.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Can you hear singing?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (pointing to the church). Yes. But from there! I've been<br>
+unjust to someone, unwittingly.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I think our wanderings must be over, now we've come back here.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Where we began ... at the street corner, between the inn,<br>
+the church and the post office. By the way ... isn't there a<br>
+registered letter for me there, that I never fetched?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Yes. Because there was nothing but unpleasantness in it.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Or legal matters. (Striking his forehead.) Then that's<br>
+the explanation.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Fetch it then. In the belief that what it contains is good.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (ironically). Good!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Believe it. Imagine it!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (going to the post office). I'll make the attempt.</p>
+
+<p>(The LADY waits on the pavement. The STRANGER comes back with a<br>
+letter.)</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Well?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I feel ashamed of myself. It's the money.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You see! All these sufferings, all these tears ... in vain!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Not in vain! It looks like spite, what happens here, but<br>
+it's not that. I wronged the Invisible when I mistook ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Enough! No accusations.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No. It was my own stupidity or wickedness. I didn't want<br>
+to be made a fool of by life. That's why I was! It was the elves ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Who made the change in you. Come. Let's go.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And hide ourselves and our misery in the mountains.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Yes. The mountains will hide us! (Pause.) But first I must go<br>
+and light a candle to my good Saint Elizabeth. Come. (The STRANGER<br>
+shakes his head.) Come!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Very well. I'll go through that way. But I can't stay.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. How can you tell? Come. In there you shall hear new songs.</p>
+
+<p>(The STRANGER follows her to the door of the church.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. It may be!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Come!</p>
+
+<p>THE END.</p>
+
+<br><br>
+
+<a name="p2"></a><br><br>
+
+<h2>PART II</h2>
+
+<p>
+<br>
+CHARACTERS</p>
+
+<p>THE STRANGER<br>
+THE LADY<br>
+THE MOTHER<br>
+THE FATHER<br>
+THE CONFESSOR<br>
+THE DOCTOR<br>
+CAESAR</p>
+
+<p>less important figures<br>
+MAID<br>
+PROFESSOR<br>
+RAGGED PERSON<br>
+ANOTHER RAGGED PERSON<br>
+FIRST WOMAN<br>
+SECOND WOMAN<br>
+WAITRESS<br>
+POLICEMAN</p>
+
+<p>
+SCENES</p>
+
+<p>ACT I &nbsp;Outside the House</p>
+
+<p>ACT II &nbsp;SCENE I &nbsp;&nbsp;Laboratory<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;SCENE II &nbsp;The 'Rose' Room</p>
+
+<p>ACT III SCENE I &nbsp;&nbsp;The Banqueting Hall<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;SCENE II &nbsp;A Prison Cell<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;SCENE III The 'Rose' Room</p>
+
+<p>ACT IV &nbsp;SCENE I &nbsp;&nbsp;The Banqueting Hall<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;SCENE II &nbsp;In a Ravine<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;SCENE III The 'Rose' Room</p>
+
+<p>
+ACT I</p>
+
+<p>OUTSIDE THE HOUSE</p>
+
+<p>[On the right a terrace, on which the house stands. Below it a road<br>
+runs towards the back, where there is a thick pine wood with<br>
+heights beyond, whose outlines intersect. On the left there is a<br>
+suggestion of a river bank, but the river itself cannot be seen.<br>
+The house is white and has small, mullioned windows with iron bars.<br>
+On the wall vines and climbing roses. In front of the house, on the<br>
+terrace, a well; at the end of the terrace pumpkin plants, whose<br>
+large yellow flowers hang dozen over the edge. Fruit trees are<br>
+planted along the road, and a memorial cross can be seen erected at<br>
+a spot where an accident occurred. Steps lead down from the terrace<br>
+to the road, and there are flower-pots on the balustrade. In front<br>
+of the steps there is a seat. The road reaches the foreground from<br>
+the right, curving past the terrace, which projects like a<br>
+promontory, and then loses itself in the background. Strong<br>
+sunlight from the left. The MOTHER is sitting on the seat below the<br>
+steps. The DOMINICAN is standing in front of her.]</p>
+
+<p>DOMINICAN [Note: The same character as the CONFESSOR and BEGGAR.].<br>
+You called me to discuss a family matter of importance to you. Tell<br>
+me what it is.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Father, life has treated me hardly. I don't know what I've<br>
+done to be so frowned upon by Providence.</p>
+
+<p>DOMINICAN. It's a mark of favour to be tried by the Eternal One,<br>
+and triumph awaits the steadfast.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. That's what I've often said to myself; but there are limits<br>
+to the suffering one can bear. ...</p>
+
+<p>DOMINICAN. There are no limits. Suff'ering's as boundless as grace.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. First my husband leaves me for another woman.</p>
+
+<p>DOMINICAN. Then let him go. He'll come crawling back again on his<br>
+bare knees!</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. And as you know, Father, my only daughter was married to a<br>
+doctor. But she left him and came home with a stranger, whom she<br>
+presented to me as her new husband.</p>
+
+<p>DOMINICAN. That's not easy to understand. Divorce isn't recognised<br>
+by our religion.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. No. But they'd crossed the frontier, to a land where there<br>
+are other laws. He's an Old Catholic, and he found a priest to<br>
+marry them.</p>
+
+<p>DOMINICAN. That's no real marriage, and can't be dissolved because<br>
+it never existed. But it can be nullified. Who is your present<br>
+son-in-law?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Truly, I wish I knew! One thing I do know, and that's<br>
+enough to fill my cup of sorrow. He's been divorced and his wife<br>
+and children live in wretched circumstances.</p>
+
+<p>DOMINICAN. A difficult case. But we'll find a way to put it right.<br>
+What does he do?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. He's a writer; said to be famous at home.</p>
+
+<p>DOMINICAN. Godless, too, I suppose?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Yes. At least he used to be; but since his second marriage<br>
+he's not known a happy hour. Fate, as he calls it, seized him with<br>
+an iron hand and drove him here in the shape of a ragged beggar.<br>
+Ill-fortune struck him blow after blow, so that I pitied him at the<br>
+very moment he fled from here. Then he wandered in the woods and,<br>
+later, lay out in the fields where he fell, till he was found by<br>
+merciful folk and taken to a convent. There he lay ill for three<br>
+months, without our knowing where he was.</p>
+
+<p>DOMINICAN. Wait! Last year a man was brought to the Convent of St.<br>
+Saviour, where I'm Confessor, under the circumstances you describe.<br>
+Whilst he was feverish he opened his heart to me, and there was<br>
+scarcely a sin of which he didn't confess his guilt. But when he<br>
+came to himself again, he said he remembered nothing. So to prove<br>
+him in heart and reins I used the secret apostolic powers that are<br>
+given us; and, as a trial, employed the lesser curse. For when a<br>
+crime's been done in secret, the curse of Deuteronomy is read over<br>
+the suspected man. If he's innocent, he goes his way unscathed. But<br>
+if he's struck by it, then, as Paul relates, 'he is delivered unto<br>
+Satan for the destruction of the flesh, that his spirit may be<br>
+saved.'</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. O God! It must be he!</p>
+
+<p>DOMINICAN. Yes, it is he. Your son-in-law! The ways of Providence<br>
+are inscrutable. Was he heavily struck by the curse?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Yes. That night he slept here, and was torn from his sleep<br>
+by an unexplained power that, as he told me, turned his heart to<br>
+ice. ...</p>
+
+<p>DOMINICAN. Did he have fearful visions?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Yes.</p>
+
+<p>DOMINICAN. And was he harried by those terrible thoughts, of which<br>
+Job says, 'When I say, my bed shall comfort me, then Thou scarest<br>
+me with dreams and terrifiest me with visions; so that my soul<br>
+chooseth strangling, and death rather than life.' That's as it<br>
+should be. Did it open his eyes?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Yes. But only so that his sight was blinded. For his<br>
+sufferings grew so great that he could no longer find a natural<br>
+explanation for them, and as no doctor could cure him, he began to<br>
+see that he was fighting higher conscious powers.</p>
+
+<p>DOMINICAN. Powers that meant him ill, and were therefore themselves<br>
+evil. That's the usual course of things. And then?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. He came upon books that taught him that such evil powers<br>
+could be fought.</p>
+
+<p>DOMINICAN. Oh! So he looked for what's hidden, and should remain<br>
+so! Did he succeed in exorcising the spirits that chastised him?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. He says he did. And it seems now that he can sleep again.</p>
+
+<p>DOMINICAN. Yes, and he believes what he says. Yet, since he hasn't<br>
+truly accepted the love of truth, God will trouble him with great<br>
+delusion, so that he'll believe what is false.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. The fault's his own. But he's changed my daughter: in other<br>
+days she was neither hot nor cold; but now she's on the way to<br>
+becoming evil.</p>
+
+<p>DOMINICAN. How do the two of them get on?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Half the time, happily; the other half they plague one<br>
+another like devils.</p>
+
+<p>DOMINICAN. That's the way they must go. Plague one another till<br>
+they come to the Cross.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. If they don't part again.</p>
+
+<p>DOMINICAN. What? Have they done so?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. They've left one another four times, but have always come<br>
+back. It seems as if they're chained together. It would be a good<br>
+thing if they were, for a child's on the way.</p>
+
+<p>DOMINICAN. Let the child come. Children bring gifts that are<br>
+refreshing to tired souls.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. I hope it may be so. But it looks as if this one will be an<br>
+apple of discord. They're already quarrelling over its name;<br>
+they're quarrelling over its baptism; and the mother's already<br>
+jealous of her husband's children by his first wife. He can't<br>
+promise to love this child as much as the others, and the mother<br>
+absolutely insists that he shall! So there's no end to their<br>
+miseries.</p>
+
+<p>DOMINICAN. Oh yes, there is. Wait! He's had dealings with higher<br>
+powers, so that we've gained a hold on him; and our prayers will be<br>
+more, powerful than his resistance. Their effect is as extraordinary<br>
+as it is mysterious. (The STRANGER appears on the terrace. He is<br>
+in hunting costume and wears a tropical helmet. In his hand he has<br>
+an alpenstock.) Is that him, up there?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Yes. That's my present son-in-law.</p>
+
+<p>DOMINICAN. Singularly like the first! But watch how he's behaving.<br>
+He hasn't seen me yet, but he feels I'm here. (He makes the sign of<br>
+the cross in the air.) Look how troubled he grows. ... Now he<br>
+stiffens like an icicle. See! In a moment he'll cry out.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (who has suddenly stopped, grown rigid, and clutched his<br>
+heart). Who's down there?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. I am.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You're not alone.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. No. I've someone with me.</p>
+
+<p>DOMINICAN (making the sign of the cross). Now he'll say nothing;<br>
+but fall like a felled tree. (The STRANGER crumples up and falls to<br>
+the ground.) Now I shall go. It would be too much for him if he<br>
+were to see me, But I'll come back soon. You'll see, he's in good<br>
+hands! Farewell and peace be with you. (He goes out.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (raising himself and coming down the steps). Who was that?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. A traveller. Sit down; you look so pale.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. It was a fainting fit.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. You've always new names for it; but they mean nothing<br>
+fresh. Sit down here, on the seat.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No; I don't like sitting there. People are always<br>
+passing.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Yet I've been sitting here since I was a child, watching<br>
+life glide past as the river does below. Here, on the road, I've<br>
+watched the children of men go by, playing, haggling, begging,<br>
+cursing and dancing. I love this seat and I love the river below,<br>
+though it does much damage every year and washes away the property<br>
+we inherited. Last spring it carried our whole hay crop off, so<br>
+that we had to sell our beasts. The property's lost half its value<br>
+in the last few years, and when the lake in the mountains has<br>
+reached its new level and the swamp's been drained into the river,<br>
+the water will rise till it washes the house away. We've been at<br>
+law about it for ten years, and we've lost every appeal; so we<br>
+shall be destroyed. It's as inevitable as fate.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Fate's not inevitable.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Beware, if you think to fight it.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I've done so already.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. There you go again! You learn nothing from the chastisement<br>
+of Providence.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Oh yes. I've learned to hate. Can one love what does evil?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. I've little learning, as you know; but I read yesterday<br>
+in an encyclopaedia that the Eumenides are not evilly disposed.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. That's true; but it's a lie they're friendly. I only<br>
+know one friendly fury. My own!</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Can you call Ingeborg a fury?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. She is one; and as a fury, she's remarkable. Her<br>
+talent for making me suffer excels my most infernal inventions; and<br>
+if I escape from her hands with my life, I'll come out of the fire<br>
+as pure as gold.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. You've got what you deserve. You wanted to mould her as you<br>
+wished, and you've succeeded.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Completely. But where is this fury?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. She went down the road a few minutes ago.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Down there? Then I'll go to meet my own destruction. (He<br>
+goes towards the back.)</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. So you can still joke about it? Wait! (The MOTHER is left<br>
+alone for a moment, until the STRANGER has disappeared. The LADY<br>
+then enters from the right. She is wearing a summer frock, and is<br>
+carrying a post bag and some opened letters in her hand.)</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Are you alone, Mother?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. I've just been left alone.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Here's the post. This is for job.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. What? Do you open his letters?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. All of them, because I want to know who it is I've linked my<br>
+life to. And I want to suppress everything that might minister to<br>
+his pride. In a word, I isolate him, so that he has to keep his own<br>
+electricity and run the danger of being broken to pieces.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. How learn&egrave;d you've grown?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Yes. If he's unwise enough to confide almost everything to<br>
+me, I'll soon hold his fate in my hand. Now, if you please, he's<br>
+making electrical experiments and claims he'll be able to harness<br>
+the lightning, so that it'll give him light, warmth and power.<br>
+Well, let him do as he likes! From a letter that came to-day I see<br>
+he's even corresponding with alchemists.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Does he want to make gold? Is the man sane?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. That's the important question. Whether he's a charlatan<br>
+doesn't matter so much.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Do you suspect it?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I'd believe any evil of him, and any good, on the same day.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Is there any other news?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. The plans my divorced husband made for a new marriage have<br>
+gone wrong; he's grown melancholic, abandoned his practice and is<br>
+tramping the roads.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Oh! He was always my son-in-law. He had a kind heart under<br>
+his rough manner.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Yes. I only called him a werewolf in his r&ocirc;le as my husband<br>
+and master. As long as I knew he was at peace, and on the way to<br>
+find consolation, &Igrave; was content. But now he'll torment me like a<br>
+bad conscience.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Have you a conscience?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I never used to have one. But my eyes have been opened since<br>
+I read my husband's works, and I know the difference between good<br>
+and evil.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. But he forbade you to read them, and never foresaw you<br>
+wouldn't obey him.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Who can foresee all the results of any action?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Have you more bad news in your pocket, Pandora?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. The worst of all! Think of it, Mother, his divorced wife's<br>
+going to marry again.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. That ought to be reassuring, to you and to him.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Didn't you know it was his worst nightmare? That his wife<br>
+would marry again and his children have a stepfather?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. If he can bear that alone, I shall think him a strange man.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You believe he's too sensitive? But didn't he say himself<br>
+that an educated man of the world at the end of the nineteenth<br>
+century never lets himself be put out of countenance!</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. It's easy to say so; but when things really happen. ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Yet there was a gift at the bottom of Pandora's box that was<br>
+no misfortune. Look, Mother! A portrait of his six-year-old son.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER (looking at the picture). A lovely child.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. It does one good to see such a charming and expressive<br>
+picture. Tell me, do you think my child will be as beautiful? Well,<br>
+what do you say? Answer, or I'll be unhappy! I love this boy<br>
+already, but I feel I'd hate him if my child's not as lovely as he.<br>
+Yes, I'm jealous already.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. When you came here after your unlucky honeymoon, I'd hoped<br>
+you'd have got over the worst. But now I see it was only a<br>
+foretaste of what was to come.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I'm ready for anything; and I don't think this knot can ever<br>
+be undone. It must be cut!</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. But you're only making more difficulties for yourself by<br>
+suppressing his letters.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. In days gone by, when I went through life like a sleep-walker,<br>
+everything seemed easy to me, but I begin to be uncertain now he's<br>
+started to waken thoughts in me. (She puts the letters into the<br>
+post-bag.) Here he is. 'Sh!</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. One thing more. Why do you let him wear that suit of your<br>
+first husband's?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I like torturing and humiliating him. I've persuaded him it<br>
+fits him and belonged to my father. Now, when I see him in the<br>
+werewolf's things, I feel I've got both of them in my clutches.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Heaven defend us! How spiteful you've grown!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Perhaps that was my r&ocirc;le, if I have one in this man's life!</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. I sometimes wish the river would rise and carry us all away<br>
+whilst we're asleep at night. If it were to flow here for a<br>
+thousand years perhaps it would wash out the sin on which this<br>
+house is built.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Then it's true that my grandfather, the notary, illegally<br>
+seized property not his own? It's said this place was built with<br>
+the heritage of widows and orphans, the funds of ruined men, the<br>
+property of dead ones and the bribes of litigants.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Don't speak of it any more. The tears of those still living<br>
+have run together and formed a lake. And it's that lake, people<br>
+say, that's being drained now, and that'll cause the river to wash<br>
+us away.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Can't it be stopped by taking legal action? Is there no<br>
+justice on earth?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Not on earth. But there is in heaven. And heaven will drown<br>
+us, for we're the children of evildoers. (She goes up the steps.)</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Isn't it enough to put up with one's own tears? Must one<br>
+inherit other people's?</p>
+
+<p>(The STRANGER comes back.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Did you call me?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. No. I only tried to draw you to me, without really wanting<br>
+you.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I felt you meddling with my destiny in a way that made me<br>
+uneasy. Soon you'll have learnt all I know.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. And more.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. But I must ask you not to lay rough hands on my fate. I<br>
+am Cain, you see, and am under the ban of mysterious powers, who<br>
+permit no mortals to interfere with their work of vengeance. You<br>
+see this mark on my brow? (He removes his hat.) It means: Revenge<br>
+is mine, saith the Lord.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Does your hat press. ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No. It chafes me. And so does the coat. If it weren't<br>
+that I wanted to please you, I'd have thrown them all into the<br>
+river. When I walk here in the neighbourhood, do you know that<br>
+people call me the doctor? They must take me for your husband, the<br>
+werewolf. And I'm unlucky. If I ask who planted some tree: they<br>
+say, the doctor. If I ask to whom the green fish basket belongs:<br>
+they say, the doctor. And if it isn't his then it belongs to the<br>
+doctor's wife. That is, to you! This confusion between him and me<br>
+makes my visit unbearable. I'd like to go away. ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Haven't you tried in vain to leave this place six times?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. But the seventh, I'll succeed.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Then try!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You say that as if you were convinced I'd fail.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I am.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Plague me in some other way, dear fury.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Well, I can.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. A new way! Try to say something ill-natured that 'the<br>
+other one's' not said already.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Your first wife's 'the other one.' How tactful to remind me<br>
+of her.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Everything that lives and moves, everything that's dead<br>
+and cold, reminds me of what's gone. ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Until the being comes, who can wipe out the darkness of the<br>
+past and bring light.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You mean the child we're expecting!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Our child!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Do you love it?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I began to to-day.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. To-day? Why, what's happened? Five months ago you wanted<br>
+to run off to the lawyers and divorce me; because I wouldn't take<br>
+you to a quack who'd kill your unborn child.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. That was some time ago. Things have changed now.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Why now? (He looks round as if expecting something.) Now?<br>
+Has the post come?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You're still more cunning than I am. But the pupil will<br>
+outstrip the master.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Were there any letters for me?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. No.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Then give me the wrapper?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. What made you guess?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Give the wrapper, if your conscience can make such fine<br>
+distinctions between it and the letter.</p>
+
+<p>LADY (picking up the letter-bag, which she has hidden behind the<br>
+seat). Look at this! (The STRANGER takes the photograph, looks at<br>
+it carefully, and puts it in his breast-pocket.) What was it?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. The past.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Was it beautiful?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. More beautiful than the future can ever be.</p>
+
+<p>LADY (darkly). You shouldn't have said that.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No, I admit it. And I'm sorry. ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Tell me, are you capable of suffering?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Now, I suffer twice; because I feel when you're<br>
+suffering. And if I wound you in self-defence, it's I who gets<br>
+fever from the wound.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. That means you're at my mercy?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No. Less now than ever, because you're protected by the<br>
+innocent being you carry beneath your heart.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. He shall be my avenger.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Or mine!</p>
+
+<p>LADY (tearfully). Poor little thing. Conceived in sin and shame,<br>
+and born to avenge by hate.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. It's a long time since I've heard you speak like that.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I dare say.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. That was the voice that first drew me to you; it was like<br>
+that of a mother speaking to her child.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. When you say 'mother' I feel I can only believe good of you;<br>
+but a moment after I say to myself: it's only one more of your ways<br>
+of deceiving me.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What ill have I ever really done you? (The LADY is<br>
+uncertain what to reply.) Answer me. What ill have I done you?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I don't know.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Then invent something. Say to me: I hate you, because I<br>
+can't deceive you.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Can't I? Oh, I'm sorry for you.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You must have poison in the pocket of your dress.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Well, I have!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What can it be? (Pause.) Who's that coming down the road?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. A harbinger.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Is it a man, or a spectre?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. A spectre from the past.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. He's wearing a black coat and a laurel crown. But his<br>
+feet are bare.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. It's Caesar.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (confused). Caesar? That was my nickname at school.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Yes. But it's also the name of the madman whom my ... first<br>
+husband used to look after. Forgive me speaking of him like that.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Has this madman got away?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. It looks like it, doesn't it?</p>
+
+<p>(CAESAR comes in from the back; he wears a black frock coat and is<br>
+without a collar; he has a laurel crown on his head and his feet<br>
+are bare. His general appearance is bizarre.)</p>
+
+<p>CAESAR. Why don't you greet me? You ought to say: Ave, Caesar! For<br>
+now I'm the master. The werewolf, you must know, has gone out of<br>
+his mind since the Great Man went off with his wife, whom he<br>
+himself snatched from her first lover, or bridegroom, or whatever<br>
+you call him.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (to the LADY). That was strychnine for two adults! (To<br>
+CAESAR) Where's your master now&mdash;or your slave, or doctor, or<br>
+warder?</p>
+
+<p>CAESAR. He'll be here soon. But you needn't be frightened of him.<br>
+He won't use daggers or poison. He only has to show himself, for<br>
+all living things to fly from him; for trees to drop their leaves,<br>
+and the very dust of the highway to run before him in a whirlwind<br>
+like the pillar of cloud before the Children of Israel. ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Listen. ...</p>
+
+<p>CAESAR. Quiet, whilst I'm speaking. ... Sometimes he believes<br>
+himself to be a werewolf, and says he'd like to eat a little child<br>
+that's not yet born, and that's really his according to the right<br>
+of priority. ... (He goes on his way.)</p>
+
+<p>LADY (to the STRANGER). Can you exorcise this demon?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I can do nothing against devils who brave the sunshine.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Yesterday you made an arrogant remark, and now you shall have<br>
+it back. You said it wasn't fair for invisible ones to creep in by<br>
+night and strike in the darkness, they should come by day when the<br>
+sun's shining. Now they've come!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And that pleases you!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Yes. Almost.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What a pity it gives me no pleasure when it's you who's<br>
+struck! Let's sit down on the seat&mdash;the bench for the accused. For<br>
+more are coming.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I'd rather we went.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No, I want to see how much I can bear. You see, at every<br>
+stroke of the lash I feel as if a debit entry had been erased from<br>
+my ledger.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. But I can stand no more. Look, there he comes himself.<br>
+Heavens! This man, whom I once thought I loved!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Thought? Yes, because everything's merely delusion. And<br>
+that means a great deal. You go! I'll take the duty on myself of<br>
+confronting him alone.</p>
+
+<p>(The LADY goes up the steps, but does not reach the toy before the<br>
+DOCTOR becomes visible at the back of the stage. The DOCTOR comes<br>
+in, his grey hair long and unkempt. He is wearing a tropical helmet<br>
+and a hunting coat, which are exactly similar to the clothes of the<br>
+STRANGER. He behaves as though he doesn't notice the STRANGER'S<br>
+presence, and sits down on a stone on the other side of the road,<br>
+opposite the STRANGER, who is sitting on the seat. He takes of his<br>
+hat and mops the sweat from his brow. The STRANGER grows<br>
+impatient.) What do you want?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Only to see this house again, where my happiness once dwelt<br>
+and my roses blossomed. ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. An intelligent man of the world would have chosen a time<br>
+when the present inhabitants of the house were away for a short<br>
+while; even on his own account, so as not to make himself ridiculous.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Ridiculous? I'd like to know which of us two's the more<br>
+ridiculous?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. For the moment, I suppose I am.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Yes. But I don't think you know the whole extent of your<br>
+wretchedness.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What do you mean?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. That you want to possess what I used to possess.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Well, go on.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Have you noticed that we're wearing similar clothes? Good!<br>
+Do you know the reason? It's this: you're wearing the things I<br>
+forgot to fetch when the catastrophe took place. No intelligent man<br>
+of the world at the end of the nineteenth century would ever put<br>
+himself into such a position.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (throwing down his hat and coat). Curse the woman!</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. You needn't complain. Cast-off male attire has always been<br>
+fatal ever since the celebrated shirt of Nessus. Go in now and<br>
+change. I'll sit out here and watch, and listen, how you settle the<br>
+matter alone with that accurs&egrave;d woman. Don't forget your stick!<br>
+(The LADY, who is hurrying towards the house, trips in front of the<br>
+steps. The STRANGER stays where he is in embarrassment.) The stick!<br>
+The stick!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I don't ask mercy for the woman's sake, but for the child's.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR (wildly). So there's a child, too. Our house, our roses, our<br>
+clothes, the bed-clothes not forgotten, and now our child! I'm<br>
+within your doors, I sit at your table, I lie in your bed; I exist<br>
+in your blood; in your lungs, in your brain; I am everywhere and<br>
+yet you can't get hold of me. When the pendulum strikes the hour of<br>
+midnight, I'll blow cold, on your heart, so that it stops like a<br>
+clock that's run down. When you sit at your work, I shall come with<br>
+a poppy, invisible to you, that will put your thoughts to sleep,<br>
+and confuse your mind, so that you'll see visions you can't<br>
+distinguish from reality. I shall lie like a stone in your path, so<br>
+that you stumble; I shall be the thorn that pricks your hand when<br>
+you go to pluck the rose. My soul shall spin itself about you like<br>
+a spider's web; and I shall guide you like an ox by means of the<br>
+woman you stole from me. Your child shall be mine and I shall speak<br>
+through its mouth; you shall see my look in its eyes, so that<br>
+you'll thrust it from you like a foe. And now, belov&egrave;d house,<br>
+farewell; farewell, 'rose' room&mdash;where no happiness shall dwell<br>
+that I could envy. (He goes out. The STRANGER has been sitting on<br>
+the seat all this time, without being able to answer, and has been<br>
+listening as if he were the accused.)</p>
+
+<p>Curtain.</p>
+
+<p>
+<br>
+ACT II</p>
+
+<p>SCENE I</p>
+
+<p>LABORATORY</p>
+
+<p>[A Garden Pavilion in rococo style with high windows. In the middle<br>
+of the room there is a large writing desk on which are various<br>
+pieces of chemical and physical apparatus. Two copper wires are<br>
+suspended from the ceiling to an electroscope that is standing on<br>
+the middle of the table and which is provided with a number of<br>
+bells, intended to record the tension of atmospheric electricity.]</p>
+
+<p>[On the table to the left a large old-fashioned frictional electric<br>
+generating machine, with glass plates, brass conductors, and Leyden<br>
+battery. The stands are lacquered red and white. On the right a<br>
+large old-fashioned open fireplace with tripods, crucibles,<br>
+pincers, bellows, etc.]</p>
+
+<p>[In the background a door with a view of the country beyond; it is<br>
+dark and cloudy weather, but the red rays of the sun occasionally<br>
+shine into the room. A brown cloak with a cape and hood is hanging<br>
+up by the fireplace; nearby a travelling bag and an alpenstock. The<br>
+STRANGER and the MOTHER are discovered together.]</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Where is ... Ingeborg?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. You know that better than I.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. With the lawyer, arranging a divorce. ...</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Why?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I told you. No, it's so far-fetched, you'll think I'm<br>
+lying to you.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Well, tell me!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. She wants a divorce, because I've refused to turn this<br>
+man out, although he's deranged. She says it's cowardly of me. ...</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. I don't believe it.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You see! You only believe what you wish; all the rest is<br>
+lies. Well, can you find it in accordance with your interests to<br>
+believe that she's been stealing my letters?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. I know nothing of that.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I'm not asking you whether you know of it, but whether<br>
+you believe it.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER (changing the subject). What are you trying to do here?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I'm making experiments concerning atmospheric electricity.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. And that's the lighting conductor, that you've connected to<br>
+the desk!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. But there's no danger; for the bells would ring if<br>
+there were an atmospheric disturbance.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. That's blasphemy and black magic. Take care! And what are<br>
+you doing there, in the fireplace?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Making gold.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. You think it possible?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You take it for granted I'm a charlatan? I shan't blame<br>
+you for that; but don't judge too quickly. At any moment I expect<br>
+to get a sworn statement of analysis.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. I dare say. But what are you going to do if Ingeborg<br>
+doesn't come back?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. She will, this time. Later, perhaps, when the child's<br>
+here, she'll cut herself adrift.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. You seem very sure.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. As I said, I still am. So long as the bond's not<br>
+broken you can feel it. When it is, you'll feel that unpleasantly<br>
+clearly, too.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. But when you've parted from one another, you may yet both<br>
+be bound to the child. You can't tell in advance.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I've been providing against that by a great interest,<br>
+that I hope will fill my empty life.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. You mean gold. And honour!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Precisely! For a man the most enduring of all illusions.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. So you'd build on illusions?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. On what else should I build, when everything's illusion?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. If you ever awake from your dream, you'll find a reality of<br>
+which you've never been able to dream.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Then I'll wait till that happens.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Wait then. Now I'll go and shut the window, before the<br>
+thunderstorm breaks.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (going towards the back of the stage). That's going to be<br>
+interesting. (A hunting horn is heard in the distance.) Who's<br>
+sounding that horn?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. No one knows; and it means nothing good. (She goes out.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (busying himself with the electroscope, and turning his<br>
+back on the open window as he does so; then taking up a book and<br>
+reading aloud.) 'When Adam's race of giants had increased enough<br>
+for them to consider their number sufficient to risk an attack on<br>
+those above, they began to build a tower that was to reach up to<br>
+Heaven. Those above were then seized with fear and, in order to<br>
+protect themselves, broke up the assembled multitude by so<br>
+confusing their tongues and their minds that two people who met<br>
+could not understand one another, even if they spoke the same<br>
+language Since then, those above rule by discord: divide and rule.<br>
+And the discord is upheld by the belief that the truth has been<br>
+found; but when one of the prophets is believed, he is a lying<br>
+prophet. If on the other hand a mortal succeeds in penetrating the<br>
+secret of those above, no one believes him, and he is struck with<br>
+madness so that no one ever shall. Since then mortals have been<br>
+more or less demented, particularly those who are held to be wise,<br>
+but madmen are in reality the only wise men; for they can see, hear<br>
+and feel the invisible, the inaudible and the intangible, though<br>
+they cannot relate their experiences to others.' Thus Zohar, the<br>
+wisest of all the books of wisdom, and therefore one that no one<br>
+believes. I shall build no tower of Babel, but I shall tempt the<br>
+Powers into my mousetrap, and send them to the Powers below, the<br>
+subterranean ones, so that they can be neutralised. It is the<br>
+higher Schedim, who have come between mortal men and the Lord<br>
+Zabaoth; and that is why joy, peace and happiness have vanished<br>
+from the earth.</p>
+
+<p>LADY (coming back in despair, throwing herself down in front of the<br>
+STRANGER and putting her arms round his feet and her head on the<br>
+ground.) Help me! Help me! And forgive me.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Get up. In God's name! Get up. Don't do that. What's<br>
+happened?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. In my anger I've behaved foolishly. I've been caught in my<br>
+own net.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (lifting her up). Stand up, foolish child; and tell me<br>
+what's happened.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I went to the public prosecutor.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. ... and asked for a divorce. ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY. ... that was my intention; but when I got there, I laid<br>
+information against the werewolf for a breach of the peace and<br>
+attempted murder.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. But he's guilty of neither!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. No, but I laid the information all the same. ... And when I<br>
+was there, he came himself to lay information against me for<br>
+bearing false witness. Then I went to the lawyer and he told me<br>
+that I could expect a sentence of at least a month. Think of it, my<br>
+child will be born in prison! How can I escape from that? Help me.<br>
+You can. Speak!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes, I can help you. But, if I do, don't revenge yourself<br>
+on me afterwards.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. How little you know me. But tell me quickly.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I must take the blame on myself, and say I sent you.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. How generous you are! Am I rid of the whole business now?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Dry your eyes, my child, and take comfort. But tell me<br>
+about something else, that's nothing to do with this. Did you leave<br>
+this purse here? (The LADY is embarrassed.) Tell me!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Has such a thing ever happened before?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. The 'other one' wanted to discover, in this way,<br>
+whether I stole. The first time it happened I wept, because I was<br>
+still young and innocent.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Oh no!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Now you seem to me the most wretched creature on earth.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Is that why you love me?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No. You've been stealing my letters, too! Answer, yes!<br>
+And that's why you wanted to prove me a thief with this purse.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. What have you got there, on the table.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Lightning!</p>
+
+<p>(There is a flash of lightning, but no thunder.)</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Aren't you afraid?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes, sometimes; but not of what you fear.</p>
+
+<p>(The contorted face of the DOCTOR appears outside the window.)</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Is there a cat in the room? I feel uneasy.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I don't think so. Yet I too have a feeling that there's<br>
+someone here.</p>
+
+<p>LADY (turning and seeing the DOCTOR's face; then screaming and<br>
+hurrying to the STRANGER for protection.) Oh! There he is!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Where? Who?</p>
+
+<p>(The DOCTOR'S face disappears.)</p>
+
+<p>LADY. There, at the window. It's he!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I can see no one. You must be wrong.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. No, I saw him. The werewolf! Can't we be rid of him?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes, we could. But it'd be useless, because he has an<br>
+immortal soul, which is bound to yours.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. If I'd only known that before!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. It's surely in the Catechism.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Then let us die!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. That was once my religion; but as I no longer believe<br>
+that death's the end, nothing remains but to bear everything&mdash;to<br>
+fight, and to suffer!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. For how long must we suffer?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. As long as he suffers and our consciences plague us.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Then we must try and justify ourselves to our consciences;<br>
+find excuses for our frivolous actions, and discover his weaknesses.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Well, you can try!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You say that! Since I've known he's unhappy I can see nothing<br>
+but his qualities, and you lose when I compare you with him.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. See how well it's arranged! His sufferings sanctify him,<br>
+but mine make me abhorrent and laughable! We must face the<br>
+immutable. We've destroyed a soul, so we are murderers.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Who is to blame?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. He who's so mismanaged the fate of men.</p>
+
+<p>(There is a flash of lightning; the electric bells begin to ring.)</p>
+
+<p>LADY. O God! What's that?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. The answer.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Is there a lightning conductor here?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. The priest of Baal wishes to coax the lightning from<br>
+heaven. ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Now I'm frightened, frightened of you. You're terrifying.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You see!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Who are you to defy Heaven, and to dare to play with the<br>
+destinies of men?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Get up and collect your thoughts. Listen to me, believe<br>
+me, and pay me the respect that's my due; and I'll lift both of us<br>
+high above this frog pond, to which we've both descended. I'll<br>
+breathe on your sick conscience so that it heals like a wound. Who<br>
+am I? A man who has done what no one else has ever done; who will<br>
+overthrow the Golden Calf and upset the tables of the money-changers.<br>
+I hold the fate of the world in my crucible; and in a week I can<br>
+make the richest of the rich a poor man. Gold, the most false of<br>
+all standards, has ceased to rule; every man will now be as poor as<br>
+his neighbour, and the children of men will hurry about like ants<br>
+whose heap has been disturbed.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. What good will that be to us?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Do you think I'll make gold in order to enrich ourselves<br>
+and others? No. I'll do it to paralyse the present order, to<br>
+disrupt it, as you'll see! I am the destroyer, the dissolver, the<br>
+world incendiary; and when all lies in ashes, I shall wander<br>
+hungrily through the heaps of ruins, rejoicing at the thought that<br>
+it is all my work: that I have written the last page of world<br>
+history, which can then be held to be ended.</p>
+
+<p>(The face of the DOMINICAN appears at the open window, without<br>
+being seen by those on the stage.)</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Then that was the real meaning of your last book! It was no<br>
+invention!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No. But in order to write it, I had to link myself with<br>
+the self of another, who could take everything from me that<br>
+fettered my soul. So that my spirit could once more find a fiery<br>
+blast, on which to mount to the ether, elude the Powers, and reach<br>
+the Throne, in order to lay the lamentations of mankind at the feet<br>
+of the Eternal One. ... (The DOMINICAN makes the sign of the cross<br>
+in the air and disappears.) Who's here? Who is the Terrible One who<br>
+follows me and cripples my thoughts? Did you see no one?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. No. No one.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. But I can feel his presence. (He puts his hand to his<br>
+heart.) Can't you hear, far, far away, someone saying a rosary?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Yes, I can hear it. But it's not the Angels' Greeting. It's<br>
+the Curse of Deuteronomy! Woe unto us!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Then it must be in the convent of St. Saviour.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Woe! Woe!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Beloved. What is it?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Belov&egrave;d! Say that word again.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Are you ill?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. No, but I'm in pain, and yet glad at the same time. Go and<br>
+ask my mother to make up my bed. But first give me your blessing.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Shall I ...?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Say you forgive me; I may die, if the child takes my life.<br>
+Say that you love me.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Strange: I can't get the word to cross my lips.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Then you don't love me?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. When you say so, it seems so to me. It's terrible, but I<br>
+fear I hate you.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Then at least give me your hand; as you'd give it to someone<br>
+in distress.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I'd like to, but I can't. Someone in me takes pleasure in<br>
+your agony; but it's not I. I'd like to carry you in my arms and<br>
+bear your suffering for you. But I may not. I cannot!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You're as hard as stone.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (with restrained emotion). Perhaps not. Perhaps not.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Come to me!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I can't stir from here. It's as if someone had taken<br>
+possession of my soul; and I'd like to kill myself so as to take<br>
+the life of the other.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Think of your child with joy. ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I can't even do that, for it'll bind me to earth.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. If we've sinned, we've been punished! Haven't we suffered<br>
+enough?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Not yet. But one day we shall have.</p>
+
+<p>LADY (sinking down). Help me. Mercy! I shall faint!</p>
+
+<p>(The STRANGER extends his hand, as if he had recovered from a<br>
+cramp. The LADY kisses it. The STRANGER lifts her up and leads her<br>
+to the door of the house.)</p>
+
+<p>Curtain.</p>
+
+<p>
+SCENE II</p>
+
+<p>THE 'ROSE' ROOM</p>
+
+<p>[A room with rose-coloured walls; it has small windows with iron<br>
+lattices and plants in pots. The curtains are rose red; the<br>
+furniture is white and red. In the background a door leading to a<br>
+white bed-chamber; when this door is opened, a large bed can be<br>
+seen with a canopy and white hangings. On the right the door<br>
+leading out of the house. On the left a fireplace with a coal<br>
+fire. In front of it a bath tub, covered with a white towel. A cradle<br>
+covered with white, rose-coloured and light-blue stuff. Baby<br>
+clothes are spread out here and there. A green dress hangs on the<br>
+right-hand wall. Four Sisters of Mercy are on their knees, facing<br>
+the door at the back, dressed in the black and white of Augustinian<br>
+nuns. The midwife, who is in black, is by the fireplace. The<br>
+child's nurse wears a peasant's dress, of black and white, from<br>
+Brittany. The MOTHER is standing listening by the door at the back.<br>
+The STRANGER is sitting on a chair right and is trying to read a<br>
+book. A hat and a brown cloak with a cape and hood hang nearby, and<br>
+on the floor there is a small travelling bag. The Sisters of Mercy<br>
+are singing a psalm. The others join in from time to time, but not<br>
+the STRANGER.]</p>
+
+<p>SISTERS. &nbsp;&nbsp;Salve, Regina, mater misericordiae;<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Vita, dulcedo, et spes nostra, salve.<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Ad to clamamus, exules filii Evae;<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Ad to suspiramus gementes et flentes<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;In hac lacrymarum valle.</p>
+
+<p>(The STRANGER rises and goes to the MOTHER.)</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Stay where you are! A human being's coming into the world;<br>
+another's dying. It's all the same to you.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I'm not so sure! If I want to go in, I'm not allowed to.<br>
+And when I don't want to, you wish it. I'd like to now.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. She doesn't want to see you. Besides, presence here's no<br>
+longer needed. The child matters most now.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. For you, yes; but I'm still of most importance to myself.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. The doctor's forbidden anyone to go in, whoever they may<br>
+be, because she's in danger.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What doctor?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. So your thoughts are there again!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. And it's you who led them! An hour ago you gave me<br>
+to understand that the child couldn't be mine. With that you<br>
+branded your daughter a whore; but that means nothing to you, if<br>
+you can only strike me to the heart! You are almost the most<br>
+contemptible creature I know!</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER (to the SISTERS). Sisters! Pray for this unhappy man.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Make way for me to go in. For the last time&mdash;out of the<br>
+way.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Leave this room, and this house too.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. If I were to do as you ask, in ten minutes you'd send the<br>
+police after me, for abandoning my wife and child!</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. I'd only do that to have you taken to a convent you know of.</p>
+
+<p>MAID (entering at the back). The Lady's asking you to do something<br>
+for her.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What is it?</p>
+
+<p>MAID. There's supposed to be a letter in the dress she left hanging<br>
+here.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (looks round and notices the green dress; he goes over to<br>
+it and takes a letter from the pocket). This is addressed to me,<br>
+and was opened two days ago. Broken open! That's good!</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. You must forgive someone who's as ill as your wife.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. She wasn't ill two days ago.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. No. But she is now.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. But not two days ago! (Reading the letter.) Well, I'll<br>
+forgive her now, with the magnanimity of the victor.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Of the victor?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. For I've done something no one's ever done before.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. You mean the gold. ...?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Here's a certificate from the greatest living authority.<br>
+Now I'll go and see him myself.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Now!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. At your request.</p>
+
+<p>MAID (to the STRANGER). The Lady asks you to come in.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. You hear?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No, now I don't want to! You've made your own daughter,<br>
+my wife, into a whore; and branded my unborn child a bastard. You<br>
+can keep them both. You've murdered my honour. There's nothing for<br>
+me to do but to revive it elsewhere.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. You can never forgive!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I can. I forgive you&mdash;and I shall leave you. (He puts on<br>
+the brown cloak and hat, picks up his stick and travelling bag.)<br>
+For if I were to stay, I'd soon grow worse than I am now. The<br>
+innocent child, whose mission was to ennoble our warped<br>
+relationship, has been defiled by you in his mother's womb and made<br>
+an apple of discord and a source of punishment a revenge. Why<br>
+should I stay here to be torn to pieces?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. For you, duties don't exist.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Oh yes, they do! And the first of them's this: To protect<br>
+myself from total destruction. Farewell!</p>
+
+<p>Curtain.</p>
+
+<p>
+<br>
+ACT III</p>
+
+<p>SCENE I</p>
+
+<p>THE BANQUETING HALL</p>
+
+<p>[Room in a hotel prepared for a banquet. There are long tables<br>
+laden with flowers and candelabra. Dishes with peacocks, pheasants<br>
+in full plumage, boars' heads, entire lobsters, oysters, salmon,<br>
+bundles of asparagus, melons and grapes. There is a musicians'<br>
+gallery with eight players in the right-hand corner at the back.]</p>
+
+<p>[At the high table: the STRANGER in a frock coat; next to him a<br>
+Civil Uniform with orders; a professorial Frock Coat with an order;<br>
+and other black Frock Coats with orders of a more or less striking<br>
+kind. At the second table a few Frock Coats between black Morning<br>
+Coats. At the third table clean every-day costumes. At the fourth<br>
+table dirty and ragged figures of strange appearance.]</p>
+
+<p>[The tables are so arranged that the first is furthest to the left<br>
+and the fourth furthest to the right, so that the people sitting at<br>
+the fourth table cannot be seen by the STRANGER. At the fourth<br>
+table CAESAR and the DOCTOR are seated, in shabby clothes. They are<br>
+the farthest down stage. Dessert has just been handed round and the<br>
+guests have golden goblets in front of them. The band is playing a<br>
+passage in the middle of Mendelssohn's Dead March pianissimo. The<br>
+guests are talking to one another quietly.]</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR (to CAESAR). The company seems rather depressed and the<br>
+dessert came too soon!</p>
+
+<p>CAESAR. By the way, the whole thing look's like a swindle! He<br>
+hasn't made any gold, that's merely a lie, like everything else.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. I don't know, but that's what's being said. But in our<br>
+enlightened age anything whatever may be expected.</p>
+
+<p>CAESAR. There's a professor at the high table, who's supposed to be<br>
+an authority. But what subject is he professor of?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR: I've no idea. It must be metallurgy and applied chemistry.</p>
+
+<p>CAESAR. Can you see what order he's wearing?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. I don't know it. I expect it's some tenth rate foreign order.</p>
+
+<p>CAESAR. Well, at a subscription dinner like this the company's<br>
+always rather mixed.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Hm!</p>
+
+<p>CAESAR. You mean, that we ... hm. ... I admit we're not well<br>
+dressed, but as far as intelligence goes. ...</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Listen, Caesar, you're a lunatic in my charge, and you must<br>
+avoid speaking about intelligence as much as you can.</p>
+
+<p>CAESAR. That's the greatest impertinence I've heard for a long<br>
+time. Don't you realise, idiot, that I've been engaged to look<br>
+after you, since you lost your wits?</p>
+
+<p>PROFESSOR (taping his goblet). Gentlemen!</p>
+
+<p>CAESAR. Hear, hear!</p>
+
+<p>PROFESSOR. Gentlemen! Our small society is to-day honoured by the<br>
+presence of the great man, who is our guest of honour, and when the<br>
+committee ...</p>
+
+<p>CAESAR (to the DOCTOR). That's the government, you know!</p>
+
+<p>PROFESSOR. ... and when the committee asked me to act as<br>
+interpreter and to explain the motives that prompted them I was at<br>
+first doubtful whether I could accept the honour. But when I<br>
+compared my own incapacity with that of others, I discovered that<br>
+neither lost in the comparison.</p>
+
+<p>VOICES. Bravo!</p>
+
+<p>PROFESSOR. Gentlemen! A century of discovery is ending with the<br>
+greatest of all discoveries&mdash;foreseen by Pythagoras, prepared for<br>
+by Albertus and Paracelsus and first carried out by our guest of<br>
+honour. You will permit me to give this feeble expression of our<br>
+admiration for the greatest man of a great century. A laurel crown<br>
+from the society! (He places a laurel frown on the STRANGER'S<br>
+head.) And from the committee: this! (He hangs a shining order<br>
+round the STRANGER'S neck.) Gentlemen! Three cheers for the Great<br>
+Man who has made gold!</p>
+
+<p>ALL (with the exception of the STRANGER). Hurrah!</p>
+
+<p>(The band plays chords from Mendelssohn's Dead March. During the<br>
+last part of the foregoing speech servants have exchanged the<br>
+golden goblets for dull tin ones, and they now begin to take away<br>
+the pheasants, peacocks, etc. The music plays softly. General<br>
+conversation.)</p>
+
+<p>CAESAR. Oughtn't we to taste these things before they take them<br>
+away?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. It all seems humbug, except that about making gold.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (knocking on the table). Gentlemen! I've always been<br>
+proud of the fact that I'm not easy to deceive ...</p>
+
+<p>CAESAR. Hear, hear!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. ... that I'm not easily carried away, but I am touched at<br>
+the sincerity so obvious in the great tribute you've just paid me;<br>
+and when I say touched, I mean it.</p>
+
+<p>CAESAR. Bravo!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. There are always sceptics; and moments in the life of<br>
+every man, when doubts creep into the hearts of even the strongest.<br>
+I'll confess that I myself have doubted; but after finding myself<br>
+the object this sincere and hearty demonstration, and after taking<br>
+part in this royal feast, for it is royal; and seeing that,<br>
+finally, the government itself ...</p>
+
+<p>VOICE. The committee!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. ... the committee, if you like, has so signally<br>
+recognised my modest merits, I doubt no longer, but believe! (The<br>
+Civil Uniform creeps out.) Yes, gentlemen, this is the greatest and<br>
+most satisfying moment of my life, because it has given me back<br>
+the greatest thing any man can possess, the belief in himself.</p>
+
+<p>CAESAR. Splendid! Bravo!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I thank you. Your health!</p>
+
+<p>(The PROFESSOR gets up. Everyone rises and the company begins to<br>
+mix. Most of the musicians go out, but two remain.)</p>
+
+<p>GUEST (to the STRANGER). A delightful evening!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Wonderful.</p>
+
+<p>(All the Frock Coats creep away.)</p>
+
+<p>FATHER (an elderly, overdressed man with an eye-glass and military<br>
+bearing crosses to the doctor). What? Are you here?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Yes, Father-in-law. I'm here. I go everywhere he goes.</p>
+
+<p>FATHER. It's too late in the day to call me father-in-law. Besides,<br>
+I'm <i>his</i> father-in-law now.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Does he know you?</p>
+
+<p>FATHER. No. He's not had that honour; and I must ask you to<br>
+preserve my incognito. Is it true he's made gold?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. So it's said. But it's certain he left his wife while she<br>
+was in childbed.</p>
+
+<p>FATHER. Does that mean I can expect a third son-in-law soon? I<br>
+don't like the idea! The uncertainty of my position makes me hate<br>
+being a father-in-law at all. Of course, I've nothing to say<br>
+against it, since. ...</p>
+
+<p>(The tables have now been cleared; the cloths and the candelabra<br>
+have been removed, so that the tables themselves, which are merely<br>
+boards supported on trestles, are all that remain. A big stoneware<br>
+jug has been brought in and small jugs of simple form have been put<br>
+on the high table. The people in rags sit down next to the STRANGER<br>
+at the high table; and the FATHER sits astride a chair and stares<br>
+at him.)</p>
+
+<p>CAESAR (knocking on the table). Gentlemen! This feast has been<br>
+called royal, not on account of the excellence of the service<br>
+which, on the contrary, has been wretched; but because the man,<br>
+whom we have honoured, is a king, a king in the realm of the<br>
+Intellect. Only I am able to judge of that. (One of the people in<br>
+rags laughs.) Quiet. Wretch! But he's more than a king, he's a man<br>
+of the people, of the humblest. A friend of the oppressed, the<br>
+guardian of fools, the bringer of happiness to idiots. I don't know<br>
+whether he's succeeded in making gold. I don't worry about that,<br>
+and I hardly believe it ... (There is a murmur. Two policemen come<br>
+in and sit by the door; the musicians come down and take seats at<br>
+the tables.) ... but supposing he has, he has answered all the<br>
+questions that the daily press has been trying to solve for the<br>
+last fifty years. ... It's only an assumption&mdash;</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Gentlemen!</p>
+
+<p>RAGGED PERSON. No. Don't interrupt him.</p>
+
+<p>CAESAR. A mere assumption without real foundation, and the analysis<br>
+may be wrong!</p>
+
+<p>ANOTHER RAGGED PERSON. Don't talk nonsense!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Speaking in my capacity as guest of honour at this<br>
+gathering I should say that it would be of interest to those taking<br>
+part to hear the grounds on which I've based my proof. ...</p>
+
+<p>CAESAR. We don't want to hear that. No, no.</p>
+
+<p>FATHER. Wait! I think justice demands that the accused should be<br>
+allowed to explain himself. Couldn't our guest of honour tell the<br>
+company his secret in a few words?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. As the discoverer I can't give away my secret. But that's<br>
+not necessary, because I've submitted my results to an authority<br>
+under oath.</p>
+
+<p>CAESAR. Then the whole thing's nonsense, the whole thing! We don't<br>
+believe authorities&mdash;we're free-thinkers. Did you ever hear<br>
+anything so impudent? That we should honour a mystery man, an<br>
+arch-swindler, a charlatan, in good faith.</p>
+
+<p>FATHER. Wait a little, my good people!</p>
+
+<p>(During this scene a wall screen, charmingly decorated with palm<br>
+trees and birds of paradise, has been taken away, disclosing a<br>
+wretched serving-counter and stand for beer mugs, behind which a<br>
+waitress is seen dispensing tots of spirits. Scavengers and<br>
+dirty-looking women go over to the counter and start drinking.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Was I asked here to be insulted?</p>
+
+<p>FATHER. Not at all. My friend's rather loquacious, but he's not<br>
+said anything insulting yet.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Isn't it insulting to be called a charlatan?</p>
+
+<p>FATHER. He didn't mean it seriously.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Even as a joke I think the word arch-swindler slanderous.</p>
+
+<p>FATHER. He didn't use <i>that</i> word.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What? I appeal to the company: wasn't the word he used<br>
+arch-swindler?</p>
+
+<p>ALL. No. He never said that!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Then I don't know where I am&mdash;or what company I've got<br>
+into.</p>
+
+<p>RAGGED PERSON. Is there anything wrong with it?</p>
+
+<p>(The people murmur.)</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR (comes forward, supporting himself on crutches; he strikes<br>
+the table so hard with his crutch, that some mugs are broken.) Mr.<br>
+Chairman! May I speak? (He breaks some more crockery.) Gentlemen,<br>
+in this life I've not allowed thyself to be easily deceived, but<br>
+this time I have been. My friend in the chair there has convinced<br>
+me that I've been completely deceived on the question of his power<br>
+of judgment and sound understanding, and I feel touched. There are<br>
+limits to pity and limits also to cruelty. I don't like to see real<br>
+merit being dragged into the dust, and this man's worth a better<br>
+fate than his folly's leading him to.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What does this mean?</p>
+
+<p>(The FATHER and the DOCTOR have gone out during this scene without<br>
+attracting attention. Only beggars remain at the high table. Those<br>
+who are drinking gather into groups and stare at the STRANGER.)</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. You take yourself to be the man of the century, and accept<br>
+the invitation of the Drunkards' Society, in order to have yourself<br>
+f&ecirc;ted as a man of science. ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (rising). But the government. ...</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Oh yes, the Committee of the Drunkards' Society have given<br>
+you their highest distinction&mdash;that order you've had to pay for<br>
+yourself. ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What about the professor?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. He only calls himself that; he's no professor really,<br>
+though he does give lessons. And the uniform that must have<br>
+impressed you most was that of a lackey in a chancellery.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (tearing of the wreath and the ribbon of the order). Very<br>
+well! But who was the elderly man with the eyeglass?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Your father-in-law!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Who got up this hoax?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. It's no hoax, it's quite serious. The professor came on<br>
+behalf of the Society, for so they call themselves, and asked you<br>
+whether you'd accept the f&ecirc;te. You accepted it; so it became<br>
+serious!</p>
+
+<p>(Two dirty-looking women carry in a dust-bin suspended from a stick<br>
+and set it down on the high table.)</p>
+
+<p>FIRST WOMAN. If you're the man who makes gold, you might buy two<br>
+brandies for us.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What's this mean?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. It's the last part of the reception; and it's supposed to<br>
+mean that gold's mere rubbish.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. If only that were true, rubbish could be exchanged for<br>
+gold.</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Well, it's only the philosophy of the Society of Drunkards.<br>
+And you've got to take your philosophy where you find it.</p>
+
+<p>SECOND WOMAN (sitting down next to the STRANGER). Do you recognise<br>
+me?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No.</p>
+
+<p>SECOND WOMAN. Oh, you needn't be embarrassed so late in the evening<br>
+as this!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You believe you're one of my victims? That I was amongst<br>
+the first hundred who seduced you?</p>
+
+<p>SECOND WOMAN. No. It's not what you think. But I once came across a<br>
+printed paper, when I was about to be confirmed, which said that it<br>
+was a duty to oneself to give way to all desires of the flesh.<br>
+Well, I grew free and blossomed; and this is the fruit of my highly<br>
+developed self!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (rising). Perhaps I may go now?</p>
+
+<p>WAITRESS (coming over with a bill). Yes. But the bill must be paid<br>
+first.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What? By me? I haven't ordered anything.</p>
+
+<p>WAITRESS. I know nothing of that; but you're the last of the<br>
+company to have had anything.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (to the BEGGAR). Is this all a part of the reception?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Yes, certainly. And, as you know, everything costs money,<br>
+even honour. ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (taking a visiting card and handing it to the waitress).<br>
+There's my card. You'll be paid to-morrow.</p>
+
+<p>WAITRESS (putting the card in the dust-bin). Hm! I don't know the<br>
+name; and I've put a lot of such cards into the dust-bin. I want<br>
+the money.</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Listen, madam, I'll guarantee this man will pay.</p>
+
+<p>WAITRESS. So you'd like to play tricks on me too! Officer! One<br>
+moment, please.</p>
+
+<p>POLICEMAN. What's all this about? Payment, I suppose. Come to the<br>
+station; we'll arrange things there. (He writes something in his<br>
+note-book.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I'd rather do that than stay here and quarrel. ... (To<br>
+the BEGGAR.) I don't mind a joke, but I never expected such cruel<br>
+reality as this.</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Anything's to be expected, once you challenge persons as<br>
+powerful as you have! Let me tell you this in confidence. You'd<br>
+better be prepared for worse, for the very worst!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. To think I've been so duped ... so ...</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Feasts of Belshazzar always end in one way a hand's<br>
+stretched out&mdash;and writes a bill. And another hand's laid on the<br>
+guest's shoulder and leads him to the police station! But it must<br>
+be done royally!</p>
+
+<p>POLICEMAN (laying his hand on the STRANGER). Have you talked<br>
+enough?</p>
+
+<p>THE WOMEN and RAGGED ONES. The alchemist can't pay. Hurrah! He's<br>
+going to gaol. He's going to gaol!</p>
+
+<p>SECOND WOMAN. Yes, but it's a shame.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You're sorry for me? I thank you for that, even if I<br>
+don't quite deserve it! <i>You</i> felt pity for me!</p>
+
+<p>SECOND WOMAN. Yes. That's also something I learnt from you.</p>
+
+<p>(The scene is changed without lowering the curtain. The stage is<br>
+darkened, and a medley of scenes, representing landscapes, palaces,<br>
+rooms, is lowered and brought forward; so that characters and<br>
+furniture are no longer seen, but the STRANGER alone remains<br>
+visible and seems to be standing stiffly as though unconscious. At<br>
+last even he disappears, and from the confusion a prison cell<br>
+emerges.)</p>
+
+<p>
+SCENE II</p>
+
+<p>PRISON CELL</p>
+
+<p>[On the right a door; and above it a barred opening, through which<br>
+a ray of sunlight is shining, throwing a patch of light on the<br>
+left-hand wall, where a large crucifix hangs.]</p>
+
+<p>[The STRANGER, dressed in a brown cloak and wearing a hat, is<br>
+sitting at the table looking at the patch of sunlight. The door is<br>
+opened and the BEGGAR is let in.]</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. What are you brooding over?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I'm asking myself why I'm here; and then: where I was<br>
+yesterday?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Where do you think?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. It seems in hell; unless I dreamed everything.</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Then wake up now, for this is going to be reality.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Let it come. I'm only afraid of ghosts.</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR (taking out a newspaper). Firstly, the great authority has<br>
+withdrawn the certificate he gave you for making gold. He says, in<br>
+this paper, that you deceived him. The result is that the paper<br>
+calls you a charlatan!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. O God! What is it I'm fighting?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Difficulties, like other men.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No, this is something else. ...</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Your own credulity, then.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No, I'm not credulous, and I know I'm right.</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. What's the good of that, if no one else does,</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Shall I ever get out of this prison? If I do, I'll settle<br>
+everything.</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. The matter's arranged; everything's paid for.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Oh? Who paid, then?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. The Society, I suppose; or the Drunkard's Government.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Then I can go?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Yes. But there's one thing. ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Well, what is it?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Remember, an enlightened man of the world mustn't let<br>
+himself be taken by surprise.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I begin to divine. ...</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. The announcement's on the front page.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. That means: she's already married again, and my children<br>
+have a stepfather. Who is he?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Whoever he is, don't murder him; for he's not to blame for<br>
+taking in a forsaken woman.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. My children! O God, my children!</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. I notice you didn't foresee what's happened; but why not<br>
+look ahead, if you're so old and such an enlightened man of the<br>
+world.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (beside himself). O God! My children!</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Enlightened men of the world don't weep! Stop it, my son.<br>
+When such disasters happen men of the world ... either ... well,<br>
+tell me. ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Shoot themselves!</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Or?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No, not that!</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Yes, my son, precisely that! He's throwing out a<br>
+sheet-anchor as an experiment.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. This is irrevocable. Irrevocable!</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Yes, it is. Quite irrevocable. And you can live another<br>
+lifetime, in order to contemplate your own rascality in peace.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You should be ashamed to talk like that.</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. And you?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Have you ever seen a human destiny like mine?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Well, look at mine!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I know nothing of yours.</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. It's never occurred to you, in all our long acquaintance,<br>
+to ask about my affairs. You once scorned the friendship I offered<br>
+you, and fell straightway into the arms of boon companions. I hope<br>
+it'll do you good. And so farewell, till the next time.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Don't go.</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Perhaps you'd like company when you get out of prison?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Why not?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. It hasn't occurred to you I mightn't want to show myself in<br>
+<i>your</i> company?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. It certainly hasn't.</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. But it's true. Do you think I want to be suspected of<br>
+having been at that immortal banquet in the alchemist's honour, of<br>
+which there's an account in the morning paper?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. He doesn't want to be seen with me!</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Even a beggar has his pride and fears ridicule.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. He doesn't want to be seen with me. Am I then sunk to<br>
+such misery?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. You must ask yourself that, and answer it, too.</p>
+
+<p>(A mournful cradle song is heard in the distance.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What's that?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. A song sung by a mother at her baby's cradle.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Why must I be reminded of it just now?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Probably so that you can feel really keenly what you've<br>
+left for a chimera.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Is it possible I could have been wrong? If so it's the<br>
+devil's work, and I'll lay down my arms.</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. You'd better do that as soon as you can. ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Not yet! (A rosary can be heard being repeated in the<br>
+distance.) What's that? (A sustained note of a horn is heard.)<br>
+That's the unknown huntsman! (The chord from the Dead March is<br>
+heard.) Where am I? (He remains where he is as if hypnotised.)</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Bow yourself or break!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I cannot bow!</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Then break.</p>
+
+<p>(The STRANGER falls to the ground. The same confused medley of<br>
+scenes as before.)</p>
+
+<p>Curtain.</p>
+
+<p>
+SCENE III</p>
+
+<p>THE 'ROSE' ROOM</p>
+
+<p>[The same scene as Act I. The kneeling Sisters of Mercy are now<br>
+reading their prayer books, '... exules filii Evae; Ad to<br>
+suspiramus et flentes In hac lacrymarum aalle.' The MOTHER is by<br>
+the door at the back; the FATHER by the door on the right.]</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER (going towards him). So you've come back again?</p>
+
+<p>FATHER (humbly). Yes.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Your lady-love's left you?</p>
+
+<p>RATHER. Don't be more cruel than you need!</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. You say that to me, you who gave my wedding presents to<br>
+your mistress. You, who were so dishonourable as to expect me, your<br>
+wife, to choose presents for her. You, who wanted my advice about<br>
+colour and cut, in order to educate her taste in dress! What do you<br>
+want here?</p>
+
+<p>FATHER. I heard that my daughter ...</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Your daughter's lying there, between life and death; and<br>
+you know that her feelings for you have grown hostile. That's why I<br>
+ask you to go; before she suspects your presence.</p>
+
+<p>FATHER. You're right, and I can't answer you. But let me sit in the<br>
+kitchen, for I'm tired. Very tired.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Where were you last night?</p>
+
+<p>FATHER. At the club. But I wanted to ask you if the husband weren't<br>
+here?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Am I to lay bare all this misery? Don't you know your<br>
+daughter's tragic fate?</p>
+
+<p>FATHER. Yes ... I do. And what a husband!</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. What men! Go downstairs now and sleep off your liquor.</p>
+
+<p>FATHER. The sins of the fathers. ...</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. You're talking nonsense.</p>
+
+<p>FATHER. Of course I don't mean my sins ... but those of our<br>
+parents. And now they say the lake up there's to be drained, so<br>
+that the river will rise. ...</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER (pushing him out of the door). Silence. Misfortune will<br>
+overtake us soon enough, without you calling it up.</p>
+
+<p>MAID (from the bedroom at the back). The lady's asking for the<br>
+master.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. She means her husband.</p>
+
+<p>MAID. Yes. The master of the house, her husband.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. He went out a little while ago.</p>
+
+<p>(The STRANGER comes in.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Has the child been born?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. No. Not yet.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (putting his hand to his forehead). What? Can it take so<br>
+long?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Long? What do you mean?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (looking about him). I don't know what I mean. How is it<br>
+with the mother?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. She's just the same.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. The same?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Don't you want to get back to your gold making?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I can't make head or tail of it! But there's still hope<br>
+my worst dream was nothing but a dream.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. You really look as if you were walking in your sleep.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Do I? Oh, I wish I were! The one thing I fear I'd fear no<br>
+longer.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. He who guides your destiny seems to know your weakest<br>
+spots.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And when there was only one left, he found that too;<br>
+happily for me only in a dream! Blind Powers! Powerless Ones!</p>
+
+<p>MAID (coming in again). The lady asks you to do her a service.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. There she lies like an electric eel, giving shocks from a<br>
+distance. What kind of service is it to be now?</p>
+
+<p>MAID. There's a letter in the pocket of her green coat.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No good will come of that! (He takes the letter out of<br>
+the green coat, which is hanging near the dress by fireplace.) I<br>
+must be dead. I dreamed this, and now it's happening. My children<br>
+have a stepfather!</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Who are you going to blame?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Myself! I'd rather blame no one. I've lost my children.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. You'll get a new one here.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. He might be cruel to them. ...</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Then their sufferings will burden your conscience, if you<br>
+have one.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Supposing he were to beat them?</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Do you know what I'd do in your place?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes, I know what you'd do; but I don't know what I'll do.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER (to the Sisters of Mercy). Pray for this man!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No, no. Not that! It'll do no good, and I don't believe<br>
+in prayer.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. But you believe in your gold?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Not even in that. It's over. All over!</p>
+
+<p>(The MIDWIFE comes out of the bedroom.)</p>
+
+<p>MIDWIFE. A child's born. Praise the Lord!</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Let the Lord be praised!</p>
+
+<p>SISTERS. Let the Lord be praised!</p>
+
+<p>MIDWIFE (to the STRANGER). Your wife's given you daughter.</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER (to the STRANGER). Don't you want to see your child?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No. I no longer want to tie myself anything on earth. I'm<br>
+afraid I'd get to love her, and then you'd tear the heart from my<br>
+body. Let me get out of this atmosphere, which is too pure for me.<br>
+Don' t let that innocent child come near me, for I'm a man already<br>
+damned, already sentenced, and for me there's no joy, no peace, and<br>
+no ... forgiveness!</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. My son, now you're speaking words of wisdom! Truthfully and<br>
+without malice: I welcome your decision. There's no place for you<br>
+here, and amongst us women you'd be plagued to death. So go in<br>
+peace.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. There'll be no more peace, but I'll go. Farewell!</p>
+
+<p>MOTHER. Exules filii Evae; on earth you shall be a fugitive and a<br>
+vagabond.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Because I have slain my brother.</p>
+
+<p>Curtain.</p>
+
+<p>
+<br>
+ACT IV</p>
+
+<p>SCENE I</p>
+
+<p>BANQUETING HALL</p>
+
+<p>[The room in which the banquet took place in Act III. It is dirty,<br>
+and furnished with unpainted wooden tables. Beggars, scavengers and<br>
+loose women. Cripples are seated here and there drinking by the<br>
+light of tallow dips.]</p>
+
+<p>[The STRANGER and the SECOND WOMAN are sitting together drinking<br>
+brandy, which stands on the table in front of them in a carafe. The<br>
+STRANGER is drinking heavily.]</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. Don't drink so much!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You see. You've scruples, too!</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. No. But I don't like to see a man I respect lowering himself<br>
+so.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. But I came here specially to do so; to take a mud-bath<br>
+that would harden my skin against the pricks of life. To find<br>
+immoral support about me. And I chose your company, because you're<br>
+the most despicable, though you've still retained a spark of<br>
+humanity. You were sorry for me, when no one else was. Not even<br>
+myself! Why?</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. Really, I don't know.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. But you must know that there are moments when you look<br>
+almost beautiful.</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. Oh, listen to him!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. And then you resemble a woman who was dear to me.</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. Thank you!</p>
+
+<p>WAITRESS. Don't talk so loud, there's a sick man here.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Tell me, have you ever been in love?</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. We don't use that word, but I know what you mean. Yes. I had<br>
+a lover once and we had a child.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. That was foolish!</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. I thought so, too, but he said the days liberation were at<br>
+hand, when all chains would he struck off, all barriers thrown<br>
+down, and ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (tortured). And then ...?</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. Then he left me.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. He was a scoundrel. (He drinks.)</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN (looking at him.) You think so?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. He must have been.</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. Now you're so intolerant.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (drinking). Am I?</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. Don't drink so much; I want to see you far above me,<br>
+otherwise you can't raise me up.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What illusions you must have! Childish! I lift you up! I<br>
+who am down below. Yet I'm not; it's not I who sit here, for I'm<br>
+dead. I know that my soul's far away, far, far away. ... (He stares<br>
+in front of him with an absent-minded air) ... where a great lake<br>
+lies in the sunshine like molten gold; where roses blossom on the<br>
+wall amongst the vines; where a white cot stands under the acacias.<br>
+But the child's asleep and the mother's sitting beside the cot<br>
+doing crochet work. There's a long, long strip coming from her<br>
+mouth and on the strip is written ... wait ... 'Blessed are the<br>
+sorrowful, for they shall be comforted.' But that's not so, really.<br>
+I shall never be comforted. Tell me, isn't there thunder in the<br>
+air, it's so close, so hot?</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN (looking out of the window). No. I can see no clouds out<br>
+there. ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Strange ... that's lightning.</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. No. You're wrong.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. One, two, three, four, five ... now the thunder must<br>
+come! But it doesn't. I've never been frightened of a thunderstorm<br>
+until to-day&mdash;I mean, until to-night. But is it day or night?</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. My dear, it's night.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. It <i>is</i> night.</p>
+
+<p>(The DOCTOR has come in during this scene and has sat down behind<br>
+the STRANGER, without having been seen by him.)</p>
+
+<p>WAITRESS. Don't speak so loud, there's a sick person in here.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Give me your hand.</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN (wiping it on her apron). Oh, why?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You've a lovely white hand. But ... look at mine. It's<br>
+black. Can't you see it's black?</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. Yes. So it is!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Blackened already, perhaps even rotten? I must see if my<br>
+heart's stopped. (He puts his hand to his heart.) Yes. It has! So<br>
+I'm dead, and I know when I died. Strange, to be dead, and yet to<br>
+be going about. But where am I? Are all these people dead, too?<br>
+They look as if they'd risen from the sewers of the town, or as if<br>
+they'd come from prison, poorhouse or lock hospital. They're<br>
+workers of the night, suffering, groaning, cursing, quarrelling,<br>
+torturing one another, dishonouring one another, envying one<br>
+another, as if they possessed anything worthy of envy! The fire of<br>
+sleep courses through their veins, their tongues cleave to their<br>
+palates, grown dry through cursing; and then they put out the blaze<br>
+with water, with fire-water, that engenders fresh thirst. With<br>
+fire-water, that itself burns with a blue flame and consumes the<br>
+soul like a prairie fire, that leaves nothing behind it but red<br>
+sand. (He drinks.) Set fire to it. Put it out again. Set fire to<br>
+it. Put it out again! But what you can't burn up&mdash;unluckily&mdash;is the<br>
+memory of what's past. How can that memory be burned to ashes?</p>
+
+<p>WAITRESS. Please don't speak so loud, there's a sick man in here.<br>
+So ill, that he's already asked to be given the sacrament.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. May he soon go to hell!</p>
+
+<p>(Those present murmur at this, resenting it.)</p>
+
+<p>WAITRESS. Take care! Take care!</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN (to the STRANGER). Do you know that man who's been sitting<br>
+behind you, staring at you all the time?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (turning. He and the DOCTOR stare at one another for a<br>
+moment, without speaking). Yes. I used to know him once.</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. He looks as if he'd like to bite you in the back.</p>
+
+<p>(The DOCTOR sits down opposite the STRANGER and stares at him.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What are you looking at?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Your grey hairs.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Is my hair grey?</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. Yes. Indeed it is!</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. And now I'm looking at your fair companion. Sometimes you<br>
+have good taste. Sometimes not.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And sometimes you have the misfortune to have the same<br>
+taste as I.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. That wasn't a kind remark! But you've killed me twice in<br>
+your lifetime; so go on.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Let's get away from here.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. You know when I'm near you. You feel my presence from afar.<br>
+And I shall reach you, as the thunder will, whether you hide in the<br>
+depths of the earth or of the sea. ... Try to escape me, if you can!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Come with me. Lead me ... I can't see. ...</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. No, I don't want to go yet. I don't want to be bored.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. You're right there, daughter of joy! Life's hard enough<br>
+without taking on yourself the sorrows others have brought on<br>
+themselves. That man won't bear his own sorrows, but makes his wife<br>
+shoulder the burden for him.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What's that? Wait! She bore false witness of a breach of<br>
+the peace and attempted murder!</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Now he's putting the blame on her!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (resting his head in his hands and letting it sink on to<br>
+the table. In the far distance a violin and guitar are heard<br>
+playing the following melody):</p>
+
+<br><br>
+
+<img alt="road1.jpg (7K)" src="road1.jpg" height="94" width="617">
+
+<br><br>
+
+<p>DOCTOR (to the WOMAN). Is he ill?</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. He must be mad; he says he's dead.</p>
+
+<p>(In the distance drums beat the reveille and bugles are blown, but<br>
+very softly.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Is it morning? Night's passing, the sun's rising and<br>
+ghosts lie down to sleep again in graves. Now I can go. Come!</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN (going nearer to the DOCTOR). No. I said no.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Even you, the last of all my friends! Am I such a<br>
+wretched being, that not even a prostitute will bear me company for<br>
+money?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. You must be.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I don't believe it yet; although everyone tells me so. I<br>
+don't believe anything at all, for every time I have, I've been<br>
+deceived. But tell me this hasn't the sun yet risen? A little while<br>
+ago I heard a cock crow and a dog bark; and now they're ringing the<br>
+Angelus. ... Have they put out the lights, that it's so dark?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR (to the WOMAN). He must be blind.</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. Yes. I think he is.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No. I can see you; but I can't see the lights.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. For you it's growing dark. ... You've played with the<br>
+lightning, and looked too long at the sun. That is forbidden to<br>
+men.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. We're born with the desire to do it; but may not. That's<br>
+Envy. ...</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. What do you possess that's worthy of envy?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Something you'll never understand, and that only I can<br>
+value.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. You mean, the child?</p>
+
+<p>MANGER. You know I didn't mean it. If I had I'd have said that I<br>
+possessed something you could never let.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. So you're back at that! Then I'll express myself as<br>
+clearly: you took what I'd done with.</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. Oh! I shan't stay in the company of such swine! (She gets up<br>
+and moves to another seat.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I know we've sunk very low; yet I believe the deeper I<br>
+sink the nearer I'll come to my goal: the end!</p>
+
+<p>WAITRESS. Don't speak so loud, there's a dying man in there!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes, I believe you. The whole time there's been a smell<br>
+of corpses here.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Perhaps that's us?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Can one be dead, without suspecting it?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. The dead maintain that they don't know the difference.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You terrify me. Is it possible? And all these shadowy<br>
+figures, whose faces I think I recognise as memories of my youth at<br>
+school in the swimming bath, the gymnasium. ... (He clutches his<br>
+heart.) Oh! Now he's coming: the Terrible One, who tears the heart<br>
+out of the breast. The Terrible One, who's been following me for<br>
+years. He's here!</p>
+
+<p>(He is beside himself. The doors are thrown open; a choir boy comes<br>
+in carrying a lantern made of blue glass that throws a blue light<br>
+on the guests; he rings the silver bell. All present begin to howl<br>
+like wild beasts. The DOMINICAN then enters with the sacrament. The<br>
+WAITRESS and the WOMAN throw themselves on their knees, the others<br>
+howl. The DOMINICAN raises the monstrance; all fall on their knees.<br>
+The choir boy and the DOMINICAN go into the room on the left.)</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR (entering and going towards the STRANGER). Come away from<br>
+here. You're ill. And the bailiffs have a summons for you.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Summons? From whom?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Your wife.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. The electric eel strikes at a great distance. She once<br>
+wanted to bring a charge of slander against me, because she<br>
+couldn't stay out at night.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Couldn't stay out at night?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Yes. Didn't you know who you were married to?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I heard she'd been engaged before she ... married you.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Yes. That's what it was called, but in reality she'd been<br>
+the mistress of a married man, whom she denounced for rape, after<br>
+she'd forced herself into his studio and posed to him naked, as a<br>
+model.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And that was the woman you married?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Yes. After she'd seduced me, she denounced me for breach of<br>
+promise, so I had to marry her. She'd engaged two detectives to see<br>
+I didn't get away. And that was the woman you married!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I did it because I soon saw it was no good choosing when<br>
+all were alike.</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Come away from here. You'll be sorry if you don't.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (to the DOCTOR). Was she always religious?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Always.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And tender, good-hearted, self-sacrificing?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. Certainly!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Can one understand her?</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. No. But you can go mad thinking about her. That's why one<br>
+had to accept her as she was. Charming, intoxicating!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes, I know. But one's powerless against pity. That's why<br>
+I don't want to fight this case. I can't defend myself without<br>
+attacking her; and I don't want to do that.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. You were married before. How was that?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Just the same.</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. This love acts like henbane: you see suns, where there are<br>
+none, and stars where no stars are! But it's pleasant, while it<br>
+lasts!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And the morning after? Oh, the morning after!</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Come, unhappy man! He's poisoning you, and you don't know<br>
+it. Come!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (getting up). Poisoning me, you say? Do you think he's<br>
+lying?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Every word he's said's a lie.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I don't believe it.</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. No. You only believe lies. But that serves you right.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Has he been lying? Has he?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. How can you believe your enemies?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. But he's my friend, because he's told me the bitter<br>
+truth.</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Eternal Powers, save his reason! For he believes everything<br>
+evil's true, and everything good evil. Come, or you'll be lost!</p>
+
+<p>DOCTOR. He's lost already! And now he'll be whipped into froth,<br>
+broken up into atoms, and used as an ingredient in the great<br>
+pan-cake. Away with you hell! (To those present.) Howl like victims<br>
+of the pit. (The guests all howl.) And no more womanly pity. Howl,<br>
+woman! (The WOMAN refuses with a gesture of her hand.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (to the BEGGAR). That man's not lying.</p>
+
+<p>Curtain.</p>
+
+<p>
+SCENE II</p>
+
+<p>IN A RAVINE</p>
+
+<p>[A ravine with a stream in the middle, which is crossed by a<br>
+foot-bridge. In the foreground a smithy and a mill, both of which<br>
+are in ruins. Fallen trees choke the stream. In the background a<br>
+starry sky above the pine wood. The constellation of Orion is<br>
+clearly visible.]</p>
+
+<br><br>
+
+<img alt="road2.jpg (7K)" src="road2.jpg" height="254" width="383">
+
+<br><br>
+
+<p>[The STRANGER and the BEGGAR enter. In the foreground there is<br>
+snow; in the background the green of summer.]</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I feel afraid! To-night the stars seem to hang so low,<br>
+that I fear they'll fall on me like drops of molten silver. Where<br>
+are we?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. In the ravine, by the stream. You must know the place.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Know it? As if I could ever forget it! It reminds me of<br>
+my honeymoon journey. But where are the smithy and the mill?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. All in ruins! The lake of tears was drained a week ago. The<br>
+stream rose, then the river, till everything was laid waste&mdash;<br>
+meadows, fields and gardens.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And the quiet house?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. The old sin was washed away, but the walls in left.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And those who lived there?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. They've gone to the colonies; so that the story's now at an<br>
+end.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Then my story's at an end too. So thoroughly at an end,<br>
+that no happy memories remain. The last was fouled by the poisoner. ...</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Whose poison you prepared! You should declare your<br>
+bankruptcy.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. Now I'll have to give in.</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Then the day of reckoning will draw near.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I think we might call it quits; because, if I've sinned,<br>
+I've been punished.</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. But others certainly won't think so.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I've stopped taking account of others, since I saw that<br>
+the Powers that guide the destinies of mankind brook no accomplices.<br>
+The crime I committed in this life was that I wanted to set men<br>
+free. ...</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Set men free from their duties, and criminals from their<br>
+feeling of guilt, so that they could really become unscrupulous!<br>
+You're not the first, and not the 1ast to dabble in the Devil's<br>
+work. Lucifer a non lucendo! But when Reynard grows old, he turns<br>
+monk&mdash;so wisely is it ordained&mdash;and then he's forced to split<br>
+himself in n two and drive out Beelzebub with his own penance.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Shall I be driven to that?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Yes. Though you don't want it! You'll be forced to preach<br>
+against yourself from the housetops. To unpick your fabric thread<br>
+by thread. To flay yourself alive at every street corner, and show<br>
+what you really are. But that needs courage. All the same, a man<br>
+who's played with the thunder will not tremble! Yet, sometimes,<br>
+when night falls and the Invisible Ones, who can only be seen in<br>
+darkness, ride on his chest, then he will fear&mdash;even the stars, and<br>
+most of all the Mill of Sins, that grinds the past, and grinds it ...<br>
+and grinds it! One of the seven-and-seventeen Wise Men said that<br>
+the greatest victory he ever won was over himself; but foolish men<br>
+don't believe it, and that's why they're deceived; because they<br>
+only credit what nine-and-ninety fools have said a thousand times.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Enough! Tell me; isn't this snow here on the ground?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Yes. It's winter here.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. But over there it's green.</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. It's summer there.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And growing light! (A clear beam of light falls on the<br>
+foot-bridge.)</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Yes. It's light there, and dark here.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And who are they? (Three children, dressed is summer<br>
+clothing, two girls and a boy, come on to the bridge from the<br>
+right.) Ho! My children! (The children stop to listen, and then<br>
+look at the STRANGER without seeming to recognise him. The STRANGER<br>
+calls.) Gerda! Erik! Thyra! It's your father! (The children appear<br>
+to recognise him; they turn away to the left.) They don't know me.<br>
+They don't want to know me.</p>
+
+<p>(A man and a woman enter from the right. The children dance of to<br>
+the left and disappear. The STRANGER falls on his face on the<br>
+ground.)</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Something like that was to be expected. Such things happen.<br>
+Get up again!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (raising himself up). Where am I? Where have I been? Is it<br>
+spring, winter or summer? In what century am I living, in what<br>
+hemisphere? Am I a child or an old man, male or female, a god or a<br>
+devil? And who are you? Are you, you; or are you me? Are those my<br>
+own entrails that I see about me? Are those stars or bundles of<br>
+nerves in my eye; is that water, or is it tears? Wait! Now I'm<br>
+moving forward in time for a thousand years, and beginning to<br>
+shrink, to grow heavier and to crystallise! Soon I'll be<br>
+re-created, and from the dark waters of Chaos the Lotus flower will<br>
+stretch up her head towards the sun and say: it is I! I must have<br>
+been sleeping for a few thousand years; and have dreamed I'd<br>
+exploded and become ether, and could no longer feel, no longer<br>
+suffer, no longer be joyful; but had entered into peace and<br>
+equilibrium. But now! Now! I suffer as much as if I were all<br>
+mankind. I suffer and have no right to complain. ...</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Then suffer, and the more you suffer the earlier pain will<br>
+leave you.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No. Mine are eternal sufferings. ...</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. And only a minute's passed.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I can't bear it.</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Then you must look for help.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What's coming now? Isn't it the end yet?</p>
+
+<p>(It grows light above the bridge. CAESAR comes in and throws<br>
+himself from the parapet; then the DOCTOR appears on the right,<br>
+with bare head and a wild look. He behaves as if he would throw<br>
+himself into the stream too.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. He's revenged himself so thoroughly, that he awakes no<br>
+qualms of conscience! (The DOCTOR goes out, left. The SISTER<br>
+enters, right, as if searching for someone.) Who's that?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. His unmarried sister, who's unprovided for, and has now no<br>
+home to go to. She's grown desperate since her brother was driven<br>
+out of his wits by sorrow and went to pieces.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. That's a harder fate. Poor creature, what can one do?<br>
+Even if I felt her sufferings, would that help her?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. No. It wouldn't.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Why do qualms of conscience come after, and not<br>
+beforehand? Can you help me over that?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. No. No one can. Let us go on.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Where to?</p>
+
+<p>BEGGAR. Come with me.</p>
+
+<p>Curtain.</p>
+
+<p>
+SCENE III</p>
+
+<p>THE 'ROSE' ROOM</p>
+
+<p>[The LADY, dressed in white, is sitting by the cradle doing crochet<br>
+work. The green dress is hanging up by the door on the right. The<br>
+STRANGER comes an, and looks round in astonishment.]</p>
+
+<p>LADY (simply, mildly, without a trace of surprise). Tread softly<br>
+and come here, if you'd see something lovely.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Where am I?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Quiet! Look at the little stranger who came when you were<br>
+away.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. They told me the river had risen and swept everything off.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Why do you believe everything you're told? The river did<br>
+rise, but this little creature has someone who protects both her<br>
+and hers. Wouldn't you like to see your daughter? (The STRANGER<br>
+goes towards the cradle. The LADY lifts the curtain.) She's lovely!<br>
+Isn't she? (The STRANGER gazes darkly in front of him.) Won't you<br>
+look?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Everything's poisoned. Everything!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Well, perhaps!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Do you know that he has lost his wits and is wandering in<br>
+the neighbourhood, followed by his sister, who's searching for him?<br>
+He's penniless, and drinking. ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Oh, my God!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Why don't you reproach me?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You'll reproach yourself enough: I'd rather give you good<br>
+advice. Go to the Convent of St. Saviour's, there you'll find a man<br>
+who can free you from the evil you fear.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What, in the convent, where they curse and bind?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. And deliver also!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Frankly, I think you're trying to deceive me; I don't<br>
+trust you any more.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Nor I, you! So look on this as your farewell visit.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. That was my intention; but first I wanted to find out if<br>
+we're of the same mind. ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You see, we can build no happiness on the sorrows of others;<br>
+so we must part. That's the only way to lessen his sufferings. I<br>
+have my child, who'll fill my life for me; and you have the great<br>
+goal of your ambition. ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Will you still mock me?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. No, why? You've solved the great problem.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Be quiet! No more of that, even if you believe it.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. But if all the rest believe it too. ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No one believes it now.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. It says in the paper to-day that gold's been made in England.<br>
+That it's been proved possible.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You've been deceived.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. No! Oh, heaven, he won't believe his own good fortune.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I no longer believe anything.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Get the newspaper from the pocket of my dress over there.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. The green witch's dress, that laid a spell on me one<br>
+Sunday afternoon, between the inn and the church door! That'll<br>
+bring no good.</p>
+
+<p>LADY (fetching the paper herself and also a large parcel that is in<br>
+the pocket of the dress). See for yourself.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (tearing up the paper). No need for me to look!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. He won't believe it. He won't. Yet the chemists want to give<br>
+a banquet in your honour next Saturday.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Is that in the paper too? About the banquet?</p>
+
+<p>LADY (handing him the packet). And here's the diploma of honour.<br>
+Read it!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (tearing up the packet). Perhaps there's a Government<br>
+Order too!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Those whom the gods would destroy they first make blind! You<br>
+made your discovery with no good intentions, and therefore you<br>
+weren't permitted to be the only one to succeed.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Now I shall go. For I won't stay here and lay bare my<br>
+shame! I've become a laughing-stock, so I'll go and hide myself&mdash;<br>
+bury myself alive, because I don't dare to die.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Then go! We start for the colonies in a few days.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. That's frank at least! Perhaps we're nearing a solution.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Of the riddle: why we had to meet?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Why did we have to?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. To torture one another.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Is that all?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You thought you could save me from a werewolf, who really was<br>
+no such thing, and so you become one yourself. And then I was to<br>
+save you from evil by taking all the evil in you on myself, and I<br>
+did so; but the result was that you only became more evil. My poor<br>
+deliverer! Now you're bound hand and foot and no magician can set<br>
+you free.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Farewell, and thank you for all you've done.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Farewell, and thank you ... for this! (She points to the<br>
+cradle.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (going towards the back). First perhaps I ought to take my<br>
+leave in there.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Yes, my dear. Do!</p>
+
+<p>(The STRANGER goes out through the door at the back. The LADY<br>
+crosses to the door on the right and lets in the DOMINICAN&mdash;who is<br>
+also the BEGGAR.)</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Is he ready now?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Nothing remains for this unhappy man but to leave the world<br>
+and bury himself in a monastery.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. So he doesn't believe he's the great inventor he<br>
+undoubtedly is?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. No. He can believe good of no one, not even of himself.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. That is the punishment Heaven sent him: to believe lies,<br>
+because he wouldn't listen to the truth.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Lighten his guilty burden for him, if you can.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. No. If I did he'd only grow insolent and accuse God of<br>
+malice and injustice. This man is a demon, who must be kept<br>
+confined. He belongs to the dangerous race of rebels; he'd misuse<br>
+his gifts, if he could, to do evil. And men's power for evil is<br>
+immeasurable.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. For the sake of the ... attachment you've shown me, can't you<br>
+ease his burden a little; where it presses on him most and where<br>
+he's least to blame?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. You must do that, not I; so that he can leave you in the<br>
+belief that you've a good side, and that you're not what your first<br>
+husband told him you were. If he believes you, I'll deliver him<br>
+later, just as I once bound him when he confessed to me, during his<br>
+illness, in the convent of St. Saviour's.</p>
+
+<p>LADY (going to the back and opening the door). As you wish!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (re-entering). So there's the Terrible One! How did he<br>
+come here? But isn't he the beggar, after a11?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Yes, I am your terrible friend, and I've come for you.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What? Have I ...?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Yes. Once already you promised me your soul, on oath,<br>
+when you lay ill and felt near madness. It was then you offered to<br>
+serve the powers of good; but when you got well again you broke<br>
+your oath, and therefore were plagued with unrest, and wandered<br>
+abroad unable to find peace&mdash;tortured by your own conscience.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Who are you really? Who dares lay a hand on my destiny?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. You must ask her that.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. This is the man to whom I was first engaged, and who<br>
+dedicated his life to the service of God, when I left him.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Even if he were!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. So you needn't think so ill of yourself because it was you<br>
+who punished my faithlessness and another's lack of conscience.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. His sin cannot justify mine. Of course it's untrue, like<br>
+everything else; and you only say it to console me.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. What an unhappy soul he is. ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. A damned one too!</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. No! (To the LADY.) Say something good of him.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. He won't believe it, if I do; he only believes evil!</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Then I shall have to say it. A beggar once came and<br>
+asked him for a drink of water; but he gave me wine instead and let<br>
+me sit at his table. You remember that?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No. I don't load my memory with such trifles.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Pride! Pride!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Call it pride, if you like. It's the last vestige of our<br>
+god-like origin. Let's go, before it grows dark.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. 'For the whole world shined with clear light and none<br>
+were hindered in their labour. Over these only was spread a heavy<br>
+night, an image of darkness which should afterward receive them;<br>
+but yet were they unto themselves more grievous than the darkness.'</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Don't hurt him!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (with passion). How beautifully she can speak, though she<br>
+is evil. Look at her eyes; they cannot weep tears, but they can<br>
+flatter, sting, or lie! And yet she says: Don't hurt him! See, now<br>
+she fears I'll wake her child, the little monster that robbed me of<br>
+her! Come, priest, before I change my mind.</p>
+
+<p>Curtain.</p>
+
+<br><br>
+<a name="p3"></a>
+
+<br><br>
+
+
+
+<h2>PART III.</h2>
+
+
+<p>CHARACTERS</p>
+
+<p>THE STRANGER<br>
+THE LADY<br>
+THE CONFESSOR<br>
+THE MAGISTRATE<br>
+THE PRIOR<br>
+THE TEMPTER<br>
+THE DAUGHTER</p>
+
+<p>
+less important figures<br>
+HOSTESS<br>
+FIRST VOICE<br>
+SECOND VOICE<br>
+WORSHIPPERS OF VENUS<br>
+MAIA<br>
+PILGRIM<br>
+FATHER<br>
+WOMAN<br>
+EVE<br>
+PRIOR<br>
+PATER ISIDOR (the Doctor of Part I)<br>
+PATER CLEMENS<br>
+PATER MELCHER</p>
+
+<p>
+SCENES</p>
+
+<p>ACT I &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;On the River Bank</p>
+
+<p>ACT II &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Cross-Roads in the Mountains</p>
+
+<p>ACT III &nbsp;&nbsp;SCENE I Terrace<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;SCENE II Rocky Landscape<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;SCENE III Small House<br>
+(On the Mountain where the Monastery Stands)</p>
+
+<p>ACT IV &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;SCENE I Chapter House<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;SCENE II Picture Gallery<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;SCENE III Chapel<br>
+(Of the Monastery)</p>
+
+<p>
+<br>
+ACT I</p>
+
+<p>ON THE RIVER BANK</p>
+
+<p>[The foreground represents the bank of a large river. On the right<br>
+a projecting tongue of land covered with old willow trees. Farther<br>
+up stage the river can be seen flowing quietly past. The background<br>
+represents the farther bank, a steep mountain slope covered with<br>
+woodland. Above the tops of the forest trees the Monastery can be<br>
+seen; it is an enormous four-cornered building completely white,<br>
+with two rows of small windows. The fa&ccedil;ade is broken by the Church<br>
+belonging to the Monastery, which is flanked by two towers in the<br>
+style favoured by the Jesuits. The Church door is open, and at a<br>
+certain moment the monstrance on the altar is visible in the light<br>
+of the sun. On the near bank in the foreground, which is low and<br>
+sandy, purple and yellow loose-strife are growing. A shallow boat<br>
+is moored nearby. On the left the ferryman's hut. It is an evening<br>
+in early summer and the sun is low; foreground, river and the lower<br>
+part of the background lie in shadow; and the trees on the far bank<br>
+sway gently in the breeze. Only the Monastery is lit by the sun.]</p>
+
+<p>[The STRANGER and the CONFESSOR enter from the right. The STRANGER<br>
+is wearing alpine clothing: a brown cloak with a cape and hood; he<br>
+has a staff and wallet. He is limping slightly. The CONFESSOR is to<br>
+the black and white habit of the Dominicans. They stop at a place<br>
+where a willow tree prevents any view of the Monastery.]</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Why do you lead me along this winding, hilly path, that<br>
+never comes to an end?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Such is the way, my friend. But now we'll soon be there.<br>
+(He leads the STRANGER farther up stage. The STRANGER sees the<br>
+Monastery, and is enchanted by it; he takes off his hat, and puts<br>
+down his wallet and staff.) Well?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I've never seen anything so white on this polluted earth.<br>
+At most, only in my dreams! Yes, that's my youthful dream of a<br>
+house in which peace and purity should dwell. A blessing on you,<br>
+white house! Now I've come home!</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Good! But first we must await the pilgrims on this bank.<br>
+It's called the bank of farewell, because it's the custom to say<br>
+farewell here, before the ferryman ferries one across.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Haven't I said enough farewells already? Wasn't my whole<br>
+life one thorny path of farewells? At post offices, steamer-quays,<br>
+railway stations&mdash;with the waving of handkerchiefs damp with tears?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Yet your voice trembles with the pain what you've lost.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I don't feel I've lost anything. I don't want anything<br>
+back.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Not even your youth?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. That least of all. What should I do with it, and its<br>
+capacity for suffering?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. And for enjoyment?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I never enjoyed anything, for I was born with a thorn in<br>
+my flesh; every time I stretched out my hand to grasp a pleasure, I<br>
+pricked my finger and Satan struck me in the face.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Because your pleasures have been base ones.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Not so base. I had my own home, a wife, children, duties,<br>
+obligations to others! No, I was born in disfavour, a step-child of<br>
+life; and I was pursued, hunted, in a word, cursed!</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Because you didn't obey God's commandment.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. But no one can, as St. Paul says himself! Why should I be<br>
+able to do what no one else can do? I of all men? Because I'm<br>
+supposed to be a scoundrel. Because more's demanded of me than of<br>
+others. ... (Crying out.) Because I was treated with injustice.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Have you got back to that, rebellious one?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. I've always been there. Now let's cross the river.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Do you think one can climb up to that white house<br>
+without preparation?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I'm ready: you can examine me.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Good! The first monastic vow is: humility.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And the second: obedience! Neither of them was ever a<br>
+special virtue of mine; it's for that very reason that I want to<br>
+make the great attempt.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. And show your pride through your humility.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Whatever it is, it's all the same to me.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. What, everything? The world and its best gifts; the joy<br>
+of innocent children, the pleasant warmth of home, the approbation<br>
+of your fellow-men, the satisfaction brought by the fulfilment of<br>
+duty&mdash;are you indifferent to them all?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes! Because I was born without the power of enjoyment.<br>
+There have been moments when I've been an object of envy; but I've<br>
+never understood what it was I was envied for: my sufferings in<br>
+misfortune, my lack of peace in success, or the fact I hadn't long<br>
+to live.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. It's true that life has given you everything you wished;<br>
+even a little gold at the last. Why, I even seem to remember that a<br>
+sculptor was commissioned to make a portrait bust of you.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Oh yes! A bust was made of me.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Are you, of all men, impressed by such things?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Of course not! But they do at least mark well founded<br>
+appreciation, that neither envy nor lack of understanding can<br>
+shake.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. You think so? It seems to me that human greatness<br>
+resides in the good opinion of others; and that, if this opinion<br>
+changes, the greatest can quickly dwindle into nothing.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. The opinions of others have never meant much to me.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Haven't they? Really?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No one's been so strict with himself as I! And no one's<br>
+been so humble! All have demanded my respect; whilst they spurned<br>
+me and spat on me. And when at last I found I'd duties towards the<br>
+immortal soul given into my keeping, I began to demand respect for<br>
+this immortal soul. Then I was branded as the proudest of the<br>
+proud! And by whom? By the proudest of all amongst the humble and<br>
+lowly.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. I think you're entangling yourself in contradictions.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I think so, too! For the whole of life consists of<br>
+nothing but contradictions. The rich are the poor in spirit; the<br>
+many little men hold the power, and the great only serve the little<br>
+men. I've never met such proud people as the humble; I've never met<br>
+an uneducated man who didn't believe himself in a position to<br>
+criticise learning and to do without it. I've found the<br>
+unpleasantest<br>
+of deadly sins amongst the Saints: I mean self-complacency. In my<br>
+youth I was a saint myself; but I've never been so worthless as I<br>
+was then. The better I thought myself, the worse I became.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Then what do you seek here?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What I've told you already; but I'll add this: I'm<br>
+seeking death without the need to die!</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. The mortification of your flesh, of your old self! Good!<br>
+Now keep still: the pilgrims are coming on their wooden rafts to<br>
+celebrate the festival of Corpus Christi.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (looking to the right in surprise). Who are they?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. People who believe in something.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Then help my unbelief! (Sunlight now falls on the<br>
+monstrance in the church above, so that it shines like a window<br>
+pane at sunset.) Has the sun entered the church, or. ...</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Yes. The sun has entered. ...</p>
+
+<p>(The first raft comes in from the right. Children clothed in white,<br>
+with garlands on their heads and with lighted lanterns in their<br>
+hands, are seen standing round an altar decked with flowers, on<br>
+which a white flag with a golden lily has been planted. They sing,<br>
+whilst the raft glides slowly by.)</p>
+
+<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Bless&egrave;d be he, who fears the Lord,<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Beati omnes, qui timent Dominum,<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;And walks in his ways,<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Qui ambulant in viis ejus.<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Thou shalt feed thyself with the work of thy hands,<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Labores manuum tuarum quia manducabis;<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Bless&egrave;d be thou and peace be with thee,<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Beatus es et bene tibi erit.</p>
+
+<p>(A second raft appears with boys on one side and girls on the<br>
+other. It has a flag with a rose on it.)</p>
+
+<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Thy wife shall be like a fruitful vine,<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Uxor tua sicut vitis abundans,<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Within thy house,<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;In lateribus domus tuae.</p>
+
+<p>(The third raft carries men and women. There is a flag with fruit<br>
+upon it: figs, grapes, pomegranates, melons, ears of wheat, etc.)</p>
+
+<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Filii tui sicut novellae olivarum,<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Thy children shall be like olive branches about thy table,<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;In circuitu mensae tuae.</p>
+
+<p>(The fourth raft is filled with older men and women. The flag has a<br>
+representation of a fir-tree under snow.)</p>
+
+<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;See, how bless&egrave;d is the man,<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Ecce sic benedicetur homo,<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Who feareth the Lord,<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Qui timet Dominum!</p>
+
+<p>(The raft glides by.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What were they singing?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. A pilgrim's song.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Who wrote it?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. A royal person.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Here? What was his name? Has he written anything else?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. About fifty songs; he was called David, the son of<br>
+Isaiah! But he didn't always write psalms. When he was young, he<br>
+did other things. Yes. Such things will happen!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Can we go on now?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. In a moment. I've something to say to you first.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Speak.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Good. But don't be either sad or angry.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Certainly not.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Here, you see, on this bank, you're a well-known&mdash;let's<br>
+say famous&mdash;person; but over there, on the other, you'll be quite<br>
+unknown to the brothers. Nothing more, in fact, than an ordinary<br>
+simple man.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Oh! Don't they read in the monastery?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Nothing light; only serious books.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. They take in papers, I suppose?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Not the kind that write about you!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Then on the other side of this river my life-work doesn't<br>
+exist?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. What work?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I see. Very well. Can't we cross now?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. In a minute. Is there no one you'd like to take leave of?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (after a pause.) Yes. But it's beyond the bounds of<br>
+possibility.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Have you ever seen anything impossible?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Not really, since I've seen my own destiny.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Well, who is it you'd like to meet?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I had a daughter once; I called her Sylvia, because she<br>
+sang all day long like a wren. It's some years since I saw her; she<br>
+must be a girl of sixteen now. But I'm afraid if I were to meet<br>
+her, life would regain its value for me.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. You fear nothing else?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What do you mean?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. That she may have changed!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. She could only have changed for the better.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Are you sure?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. She'll come to you. (He goes down to the bank and<br>
+beckons to the right.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Wait! I'm wondering whether it's wise!</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. It can do no harm.</p>
+
+<p>(He beckons once more. A boat appears on the river, rowed by a<br>
+young girl. She is wearing summer clothing, her head is bare and<br>
+her fair hair is hanging loose. She gets out of the boat behind the<br>
+willow tree. The CONFESSOR draws back until he is near the<br>
+ferryman's hut, but remains in sight of the audience. The STRANGER<br>
+has waved to the girl and she has answered him. She now comes on to<br>
+the stage, runs into the STRANGER'S arms, and kisses him.)</p>
+
+<p>DAUGHTER. Father. My dear father!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Sylvia! My child!</p>
+
+<p>DAUGHTER. How in the world do you come to be up here in the<br>
+mountains?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And how have <i>you</i> got here? I thought I'd managed to<br>
+hide so well.</p>
+
+<p>DAUGHTER. Why did you want to hide?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Ask me as little as possible! You've grown into a big<br>
+girl. And I've gone grey.</p>
+
+<p>DAUGHTER. No. You're not grey. You're just as young as you were<br>
+when we parted.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. When we ... parted!</p>
+
+<p>DAUGHTER. When you left us. ... (The STRANGER does not reply.)<br>
+Aren't you glad we're meeting again?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (faintly). Yes!</p>
+
+<p>DAUGHTER. Then show it.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. How can I be glad, when we're parting to-day for life?</p>
+
+<p>DAUGHTER. Why, where do you want to go?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (pointing to the monastery). Up there!</p>
+
+<p>DAUGHTER (with a sophisticated air). Into the monastery? Yes, now I<br>
+come to think of it, perhaps it's best.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You think so?</p>
+
+<p>DAUGHTER (with pity, but good-will.) I mean, if you've a ruined<br>
+life behind you. ... (Coaxingly.) Now you look sad. Tell me one<br>
+thing.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Tell <i>me</i> one thing, my child, that's been worrying me<br>
+more than anything else. You've a stepfather?</p>
+
+<p>DAUGHTER. Yes.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Well?</p>
+
+<p>DAUGHTER. He's very good and kind.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. With every virtue that I lack. ...</p>
+
+<p>DAUGHTER. Aren't you glad we've got into better hands?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Good, better, best! Why do you come here bare-headed?</p>
+
+<p>DAUGHTER. Because George is carrying my hat.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Who's George? And where is he?</p>
+
+<p>DAUGHTER. George is a friend of mine; and he's waiting for me on<br>
+the bank down below.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Are you engaged to him?</p>
+
+<p>DAUGHTER. No. Certainly not!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Do you want to marry?</p>
+
+<p>DAUGHTER. Never!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I can see it by your mottled cheeks, like those of a<br>
+child that has got up too early; I can hear it by your voice,<br>
+that's no longer that of a warbler, but a jay; I can feel it in<br>
+your kisses, that burn cold like the sun in May; and by your steady<br>
+icy look that tells me you're nursing a secret of which you're<br>
+ashamed, but of which you'd like to boast. And your brothers and<br>
+sisters?</p>
+
+<p>DAUGHTER. They're quite well, thank you.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Have we anything else to say to one another?</p>
+
+<p>DAUGHTER (coldly). Perhaps not.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Now you look so like your mother.</p>
+
+<p>DAUGHTER. How do you know, when you've never been able to see her<br>
+as she was!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. So you understood that, though you were so young?</p>
+
+<p>DAUGHTER. I learnt to understand it from you. If only you'd<br>
+understand yourself.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Have you anything else to teach me?</p>
+
+<p>DAUGHTER. Perhaps! But in your day that wasn't considered seemly.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. My day's over and exists no longer; just as Sylvia exists<br>
+no longer, but is merely a name, a memory. (He takes a guide-book<br>
+out of his pocket.) Look at this guide-book! Can you see small<br>
+marks made here by tiny fingers, and others by little damp lips?<br>
+You made them when you were five years old; you were sitting on my<br>
+knee in the train, and we saw the Alps for the first time. You<br>
+thought what you saw was Heaven; and when I explained that the<br>
+mountain was the Jungfrau, you asked if you could kiss the name in<br>
+the book.</p>
+
+<p>DAUGHTER. I don't remember that!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Delightful memories pass, but hateful ones remain! Don't<br>
+you remember anything about me?</p>
+
+<p>DAUGHTER. Oh yes.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Quiet! I know what you mean. One night ... one dreadful,<br>
+horrible night ... Sylvia, my child, when I shut my eyes I see a<br>
+pale little angel, who slept in my arms when she was ill; and who<br>
+thanked me when I gave her a present. Where is she whom I long for<br>
+so and who exists no more, although she isn't dead? You, as you<br>
+are, seem a stranger, whom I've never known and certainly don't<br>
+long to see again. If Sylvia at least were dead and lay in her<br>
+grave, there'd be a churchyard where I could take my flowers. ...<br>
+How strange it is! She's neither among the living, nor the dead.<br>
+Perhaps she never existed, and was only a dream like everything<br>
+else.</p>
+
+<p>DAUGHTER (wheedling).Father, dear!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. It's she! No, only her voice. (Pause.) So you think my<br>
+life's been ruined?</p>
+
+<p>DAUGHTER. Yes. But why speak of it now?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Because remember I once saved <i>your</i> life. You had brain<br>
+fever for a whole month and suffered a great deal. Your mother<br>
+wanted the doctor to deliver you from your unhappy existence by<br>
+some powerful drug. But I prevented it, and so saved you from death<br>
+and your mother from prison.</p>
+
+<p>DAUGHTER. I don't believe it!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. But a fact may be true, even if you don't believe it.</p>
+
+<p>DAUGHTER. You dreamed it.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Who knows if I haven't dreamed everything, and am not<br>
+even dreaming now. How I wish it were so!</p>
+
+<p>DAUGHTER. I must be going, father.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Then good-bye!</p>
+
+<p>DAUGHTER. May I write to you?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What? One of the dead write to another? Letters won't<br>
+reach me in future. And I mayn't receive visitors. But I'm glad<br>
+we've met, for now there's nothing else on earth I cling to. (Going<br>
+to the left.) Good-bye, girl or woman, whatever I should call you.<br>
+There's no need to weep!</p>
+
+<p>DAUGHTER. I wasn't thinking of weeping, though I dare say good<br>
+breeding would demand I should. Well, good-bye! (She goes out<br>
+right.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (to the CONFESSOR). I think I came out of that well! It's<br>
+a mercy to part with content on both sides. Mankind, after all,<br>
+makes rapid progress, and self-control increases as the flow of the<br>
+tear-ducts lessens. I've seen so many tears shed in my lifetime,<br>
+that I'm almost taken aback at this dryness. She was a strong<br>
+child, just the kind I once wished to be. The most beautiful thing<br>
+that life can offer! She lay, like an angel, wrapped in the white<br>
+veils of her cradle, with a blue coverlet when she slept. Blue and<br>
+arched like the sky. That was the best: what will the worst look<br>
+like?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Don't excite yourself, but be of good cheer. First throw<br>
+away that foolish guide-book, for this is your last journey.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You mean this? Very well. (He opens the book, kisses one<br>
+of the pages and then throws it into the river.) Anything else?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. If you've any gold or silver, you must give it to the<br>
+poor.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I've a silver watch. I never got as far as a gold one.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Give that to the ferryman; and then you'll get a glass<br>
+of wine.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. The last! It's like an execution! Perhaps I'll have to<br>
+have my hair cut, too?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Yes. Later. (He takes the watch and goes to the door of<br>
+the ferryman's hut, speaking a few whispered words to someone<br>
+within. He receives a bottle of wine and a glass in exchange, which<br>
+he puts on the table.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (filling his glass, but not drinking it.) Shall I never<br>
+get wine up there?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. No wine; and you'll see no women. You may hear singing;<br>
+but not the kind of songs that go with women and wine.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I've had enough of women; they can't tempt me any more.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Are you sure?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Quite sure. ... But tell me this: what do you think of<br>
+women, who mayn't even set their feet within your consecrated<br>
+walls?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. So you're still asking questions?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And why may an abbess never hear confession, never read<br>
+mass, and never preach?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. I can't answer that.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Because the answer would accord with my thoughts on that<br>
+theme.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. It wouldn't be a disaster if we were to agree for once.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Not at all!</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Now drink up your wine.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No. I only want to look at it for the last time. It's<br>
+beautiful. ...</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Don't lose yourself in meditation; memories lie at the<br>
+bottom of the cup.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And oblivion, and songs, and power&mdash;imaginary power, but<br>
+for that reason all the greater.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Wait here a moment; I'll go and order the ferry.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. 'Sh! I can hear singing, and I can see. ... I can see. ...<br>
+For a moment I saw a flag unfurling in a puff of wind, only to fall<br>
+back on the flagstaff and hang there limply as if it were nothing<br>
+but a dishcloth. I've witnessed my whole life flashing past in a<br>
+second, with its joys and sorrows, its beauty and its misery! But<br>
+now I can see nothing.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR (going to the left). Wait here a moment, I'll go and<br>
+order the ferry.</p>
+
+<p>(The STRANGER goes so far up stage that the rays of the setting<br>
+sun, which are streaming from the right through the trees, throw<br>
+his shadow across the bank and the river. The LADY enters from the<br>
+right, in deep mourning. Her shadow slowly approaches that of the<br>
+STRANGER.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (who, to begin with, looks only at his own shadow). Ah!<br>
+The sun! It makes me a bloodless shape, a giant, who can walk on<br>
+the water of the river, climb the mountain, stride over the roof of<br>
+the monastery church, and rise, as he does now, up into the<br>
+firmament&mdash;up to the stars. Ah, now I'm up here with the stars. ...<br>
+(He notices the shadow thrown by the LADY.) But who's following me?<br>
+Who's interrupting my ascension? Trying to climb on my shoulders?<br>
+(Turning.) You!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Yes. I!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. So black! So black and so evil.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. No longer evil. I'm in mourning. ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. For whom?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. For our Mizzi.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. My daughter! (The LADY opens her arms, in order to throw<br>
+herself on to his breast, but he avoids her.) I congratulate the<br>
+dead child. I'm sorry for you. I myself feel outside everything.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Comfort me, too.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. A fine idea! I'm to comfort my fury, weep with my<br>
+hangman, amuse my tormentor.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Have you no feelings?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. None! I wasted the feelings I used to have on you and<br>
+others.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You're right. You can reproach me.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I've neither the time nor the wish to do that. Where are<br>
+you going?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I want to cross with the ferry.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Then I've no luck, for I wanted to do the same. (The LADY<br>
+weeps into her handkerchief. The STRANGER takes it from her and<br>
+dries her eyes.) Dry your eyes, child, and be yourself! As hard,<br>
+and lacking in feeling, as you really are! (The LADY tries to put<br>
+her arm round his neck. The STRANGER taps her gently on the<br>
+fingers.) You mustn't touch me. When your words and glances weren't<br>
+enough, you always wanted to touch me. You'll excuse a rather<br>
+trivial question: are you hungry?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. No. Thank you.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. But you're tired. Sit down. (The LADY sits down at the<br>
+table. The STRANGER throws the bottle and glass into the river.)<br>
+Well, what are you going to live for now?</p>
+
+<p>LADY (sadly). I don't know.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Where will you go?</p>
+
+<p>LADY (sobbing). I don't know.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. So you're in despair? You see no reason for living and no<br>
+end to your misery! How like me you are! What a pity there's no<br>
+monastery for both sexes, so that we could pair off together. Is<br>
+the werewolf still alive?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You mean ...?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Your first husband.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. He never seems to die.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Like a certain worm! (Pause.) And now that we're so far<br>
+from the world and its pettiness, tell me this: why did you leave<br>
+him in those days, and come to me?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Because I loved you.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And how long did that last?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Until I read your book, and the child was born.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And then?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I hated you! That is, I wanted to be rid of all the evil<br>
+you'd given me, but I couldn't.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. So that's how it was! But we'll never really know the<br>
+truth.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Have you noticed how impossible it is to find things out? You<br>
+can live with a person and their relations for twenty years, and<br>
+yet not know anything about them.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. So you've discovered that? As you see so much, tell me<br>
+this: how was it you came to love me?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I don't know; but I'll try to remember. (Pause.) Well, you<br>
+had the masculine courage to be rude to a lady. In me you sought<br>
+the companionship of a human being and not merely of a woman. That<br>
+honoured me; and, I thought, you too.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Tell me also whether you held me to be a misogynist?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. A woman-hater? Every healthy man is one, in the secret places<br>
+of his heart; and all perverted men are admirers of women.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You're not trying to flatter me, are you?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. A woman who'd try to flatter a man's not normal.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I see you've thought a great deal!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Thinking's the least I've done; for when I've thought least<br>
+I've understood most. Besides, what I said just how is perhaps only<br>
+improvised, as you call it, and not true in the least.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. But if it agrees with many of my observations it becomes<br>
+most probable. (The LADY weeps into her handkerchief.) You're<br>
+weeping again?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I was thinking of Mizzi. The loveliest thing we ever had is<br>
+gone.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No. You were the loveliest thing, when you sat all night<br>
+watching over your child, who was lying in your bed, because her<br>
+cradle was too cold! (Three loud knocks are heard on the ferryman's<br>
+door.) 'Sh!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. What's that?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. My companion, who's waiting for me.</p>
+
+<p>LADY (continuing the conversation). I never thought life would give<br>
+me anything so sweet as a child.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And at the same time anything so bitter.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Why bitter?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You've been a child yourself, and you must remember how<br>
+we, when we'd just married, came to your mother in rags, dirty and<br>
+without money. I seem to remember she didn't find us very sweet.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. That's true.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And I ... well, just now I met Sylvia. And I expected<br>
+that all that was beautiful and good in the child would have<br>
+blossomed in the girl. ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Well?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I found a faded rose, that seemed to have blown too soon.<br>
+Her breasts were sunken, her hair untidy like that of a neglected<br>
+child, and her teeth decayed.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Oh!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You mustn't grieve. Not for the child! You might perhaps<br>
+have had to grieve for her later, as I did.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. So that's what life is?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. That's what life is. And that's why I'm going to<br>
+bury myself alive.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Where?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (pointing to the monastery). Up there!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. In the monastery? No, don't leave me. Bear me company. I'm so<br>
+alone in the world and so poor, so poor! When the child died, my<br>
+mother turned me out, and ever since I've been living in an attic<br>
+with a dressmaker. At first she was kind and pleasant, but then the<br>
+lonely evenings got too long for her, and she went out in search of<br>
+company&mdash;so we parted. Now I'm on the road, and I've nothing but<br>
+the clothes I'm wearing; nothing but my grief. I eat it and drink<br>
+it; it nourishes me and sends me to sleep. I'd rather lose anything<br>
+in the world than that! (The STRANGER weeps.) You're weeping. You!<br>
+Let me kiss your eyelids.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You've suffered all that for my sake!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Not for your sake! You never did me an ill turn; but I<br>
+plagued you till you left your fireside and your child!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I'd forgotten that; but if you say so. ... So you still<br>
+love me?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Probably. I don't know.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And you'd like to begin all over again?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. All over again? The quarrels? No, we won't do that.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You're right. The quarrels would only begin all over<br>
+again. And yet it's difficult to part.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. To part. The word alone's terrible enough.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Then what are we to do?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I don't know.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No, one knows nothing, hardly even that one knows<br>
+nothing; and that's why, you see, I've got as far as to <i>believe</i>.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. How do you know you can believe, if belief's a gift?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You can receive a gift, if you ask for it.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Oh yes, if you ask; but I've never been able to beg.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I've had to learn to. Why can't you?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Because one has to demean oneself first.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Life does that for one very well.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Mizzi, Mizzi, Mizzi! ... (She has taken a shawl she was<br>
+carrying over her arm, rolled it up and put it on her knee like a<br>
+baby in long clothes.) Sleep! Sleep! Sleep! Think of it! I can see<br>
+her here! She's smiling at me; but she's dressed in black; she<br>
+seems to be in mourning too! How stupid I am! Her mother's in<br>
+mourning! She's got two teeth down below, and they're white&mdash;milk<br>
+teeth; she should never have cut any others. Oh, can't you see her,<br>
+when I can? It's no vision. It <i>is</i> her!</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR (in the door of the ferryman's hut; sternly to the<br>
+STRANGER). Come. Everything's ready!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No. Not yet. I must first set my house in order; and look<br>
+after this woman, who was once my wife.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Oh, so you want to stay!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No. I don't want to stay; but I can't leave duties behind<br>
+me unfulfilled. This woman's on the road, deserted, without a home,<br>
+without money!</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. What has that to do with us? Let the dead bury their<br>
+dead!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Is that your teaching?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. No, yours. ... Mine, on the other hand, commands me to<br>
+send a Sister of Mercy here, to look after this unhappy one, who ...<br>
+who ... The Sister will soon be here!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I shall count on it.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR (taking the STRANGER by the hand and drawing him away.)<br>
+Then come!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (in despair). Oh, God in heaven! Help us every one!</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Amen!</p>
+
+<p>(The LADY, who has not been looking at the CONFESSOR and the<br>
+STRANGER, now raises her eyes and glances at the STRANGER as if she<br>
+wanted to spring up and hold him back; but she is prevented by the<br>
+imaginary child she has put to her breast.)</p>
+
+<p>Curtain.</p>
+
+<p>
+<br>
+ACT II</p>
+
+<p>CROSS-ROADS IN THE MOUNTAINS</p>
+
+<p>[A cross-roads high up in the mountains. On the right, huts. On the<br>
+left a small pool, round which invalids are sitting. Their clothes<br>
+are blue and their hands cinnabar-red. From the pond blue vapour<br>
+and small blue flames rise now and then. Whenever this happens the<br>
+invalids put them hands to their mouths and cough. The background<br>
+is formed by a mountain covered with pine-wood, which is obscured<br>
+above by a stationary bank of mist.]</p>
+
+<p>[The STRANGER is sitting at a table outside one of the huts. The<br>
+CONFESSOR comes forward from the right.]</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. At last!</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. What do you mean: at last?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You left me here a week ago and told me to wait till you<br>
+came back.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Hadn't I prepared you for the fact that the way to the<br>
+white house up there would be long and difficult.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I don't deny it. How far have we come?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Five hundred yards. We've still got fifteen hundred.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. But where's the sun?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Up there, above the clouds. ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Then we shall have to go through them?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Yes. Of course.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What are those patients doing there? What a company! And<br>
+why are their hands so red?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. For both our sakes I want to avoid using impure words,<br>
+so I'll speak in pleasant riddles, which you, as a writer, will<br>
+understand.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. Speak beautifully. There's so much that's ugly here.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. You may have noticed that the signs given to the planets<br>
+correspond with those of certain metals? Good! Then you'll have<br>
+seen that Venus is represented by a mirror. This mirror was<br>
+originally made of copper, so that copper was called Venus and bore<br>
+her stamp. But now the reverse of Venus' mirror is covered with<br>
+quicksilver or mercury!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. The reverse of Venus ... is Mercury. Oh!</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Quicksilver is therefore the reverse side of Venus.<br>
+Quicksilver is itself as bright as a calm sea, as a lake at the<br>
+height of summer; but when mercury meets firestone and burns, it<br>
+blushes and turns red like newly-shed blood, like the cloth on the<br>
+scaffold, like the cinnabar lips of the whore! Do you understand<br>
+now, or not?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Wait a moment! Cinnabar is quicksilver and sulphur.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Yes. Mercury must be burnt, if it comes too near to<br>
+Venus! Have we said enough now?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. So these are sulphur springs?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Yes. And the sulphur flames purify or burn everything<br>
+rotten! So when the source of life's grown tainted, one is sent to<br>
+the sulphur springs. ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. How does the source of life grow tainted?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. When Aphrodite, born of the pure seafoam, wallows in the<br>
+mire. ... When Aphrodite Urania, the heaven-born, degrades herself<br>
+to Pandemos, the Venus of the streets.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Why is desire born?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Pure desire, to be satisfied; impure, to be stifled.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What is pure, and what impure?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Have you got back to that?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Ask these men here. ...</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Take care! (He looks at the STRANGER, who is unable to<br>
+support his gaze.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You're choking me. ... My chest. ...</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Yes, I'll steal the air you use to form rebellious<br>
+words, and ask outrageous questions. Sit down there, I'll come<br>
+back&mdash;when you've learnt patience and undergone your probation. But<br>
+don't forget that I can hear and see you, and am aware of you,<br>
+wherever I may be!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. So I'm to be tested! I'm glad to know it!</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. But you mustn't speak to the worshippers of Venus.</p>
+
+<p>(MAIA, an old woman, appears in the background.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (rising in horror). Who am I meeting here after all this<br>
+time? Who is it?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Who are you speaking of?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. That old woman there?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Who's she?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (calling). Maia! Listen! (Old Maia has disappeared. The<br>
+STRANGER hurries after her.) Maia, my friend, listen! She's gone!</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Who was it?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (sitting down). O God! Now, when I find her again at last,<br>
+she goes. ... I've looked for her for seven long years, written<br>
+letters, advertised. ...</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Why?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I'll tell you how her fate was linked to mine! (Pause.)<br>
+Maia was the nurse in my first family ... during those hard years ...<br>
+when I was fighting the Invisible Ones, who wouldn't bless my work!<br>
+I wrote till my brain and nerves dissolved like fat in alcohol ...<br>
+but it wasn't enough! I was one of those who never could earn<br>
+enough. And the day came when I couldn't pay the maids their wages&mdash;<br>
+it was terrible&mdash;and I became the servant of my servant, and she<br>
+became my mistress. At last ... in order, at least, to save my<br>
+soul, I fled from what was too powerful for me. I fled into the<br>
+wilderness, where I collected my spirit in solitude and recovered<br>
+my strength! My first thought then was&mdash;my debts! For seven years I<br>
+looked for Maia, but in vain! For seven years I saw her shadow, out<br>
+of the windows of trains, from the decks of steamers, in strange<br>
+towns, in distant lands, but without ever being able to find her. I<br>
+dreamed of her for seven years; and whenever I drank a glass of<br>
+wine I blushed at the thought of old Maia, who perhaps was drinking<br>
+water in a poorhouse! I tried to give the sum I owed her to the<br>
+poor; but it was no use. And now&mdash;she's found and lost in the same<br>
+moment! (He gets up and goes towards the back as if searching for<br>
+her.) Explain this, if you can! I want to pay my debt; I can pay it<br>
+now, but I'm not allowed to.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Foolishness' Bow to what seems inexplicable; you'll see<br>
+that the explanation will come later. Farewell!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Later. Everything comes later.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Yes. If it doesn't come at once! (He goes out. The LADY<br>
+enters pensively and sits down at the table, opposite the STRANGER.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What? You back again? The same and not the same? How<br>
+beautiful you've grown; as beautiful as you were the first time I<br>
+ever saw you; when I asked if I might be your friend, your dog.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. That you can see beauty I don't possess shows that once more<br>
+you have a mirror of beauty in your eye. The werewolf never thought<br>
+me beautiful, for he'd nothing beautiful with which to see me.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Why did you kiss me that day? What made you do it?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You've often asked me that, and I've never been able to find<br>
+the answer, because I don't know. But just now, when I was away<br>
+from you, here in the mountains, where the air's purer and the sun<br>
+nearer. ... Hush! Now I can see that Sunday afternoon, when you sat<br>
+on that seat like a lost and helpless child, with a broken look in<br>
+your eyes, and stared at your own destiny. ... A maternal feeling<br>
+I'd never known before welled up in me then, and I was overcome<br>
+with pity, pity for a human soul&mdash;so that I forgot myself.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I'm ashamed. Now I believe it was so.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. But you took it another way. You thought ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Don't tell me. I'm ashamed.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Why did you think so badly of me? Didn't you notice that I<br>
+drew down my veil; so that it was between us, like the knight's<br>
+sword in the bridal bed. ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I'm ashamed. I attributed my evil thoughts to you.<br>
+Ingeborg, you were made of better stuff than I. I'm ashamed!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Now you look handsome. How handsome!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Oh no. Not I. You!</p>
+
+<p>LADY (ecstatically). No, you! Yes, now I've seen through the<br>
+mask and the false beard. Now I can see the man you hid from me,<br>
+the man I thought I'd found in you ... the man I was always<br>
+searching for. I've often thought you a hypocrite; but we're no<br>
+hypocrites. No, no, we can't pretend.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Ingeborg, now we're on the other side of the river, and<br>
+have life beneath us, behind us ... how different everything seems.<br>
+Now, now, I can see your soul; the ideal, the angel, who was<br>
+imprisoned in the flesh because of sin. So there is an Above, and<br>
+an Earlier Age. When we began it wasn't the beginning, and it won't<br>
+be the end when we are ended. Life is a fragment, without beginning<br>
+or end! That's why it's so difficult to make head or tail of it.</p>
+
+<p>LADY (kindly). So difficult. So difficult. Tell me, for instance&mdash;<br>
+now we're beyond guilt or innocence&mdash;how was it you came to hate<br>
+women?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Let me think! To hate women? Hate them? I never hated<br>
+them. On the contrary! Ever since I was eight years old I've always<br>
+had some love affair, preferably an innocent one. And I've loved<br>
+like a volcano three times! But wait&mdash;I've always felt that women<br>
+hated me ... and they've always tortured me.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. How strange!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Let me think about it a little. ... Perhaps I've been<br>
+jealous of my own personality; and been afraid of being influenced<br>
+too much. My first love made herself into a sort of governess and<br>
+nurse to me. But, of course, there <i>are</i> men who detest children;<br>
+who detest women too, if they're superior to them, that is!</p>
+
+<p>LADY (amiably). But you've called women the enemies of mankind. Did<br>
+you mean it?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Of course I meant it, if I wrote it! For I wrote out of<br>
+experience, not theory. ... In woman I sought an angel, who could<br>
+lend me wings, and I fell into the arms of an earth-spirit, who<br>
+suffocated me under mattresses stuffed with the feathers of wings!<br>
+I sought an Ariel and I found a Caliban; when I wanted to rise she<br>
+dragged me down; and continually reminded me of the fall. ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY (kindly). Solomon knew much of women; do you know what he<br>
+said? 'I find more bitter than death a woman, whose heart is snares<br>
+and nets and her hands as bands; whoso pleaseth God shall escape<br>
+from her; but the sinner shall be taken by her.'</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I was never acceptable in God's sight. Was that a<br>
+punishment? Perhaps. But I was never acceptable to anyone, and I've<br>
+never had a good word addressed to me! Have I never done a good<br>
+action? Is it possible for a man never to have done anything good?<br>
+(Pause.) It's terrible never to hear any good words about oneself!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You've heard them. But when people have spoken well of you,<br>
+you've refused to listen, as if it hurt you.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. That's true, now you remind me. But can you explain it?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Explain it? You're always asking for explanations of the<br>
+inexplicable. 'When I applied my heart to know wisdom ... I beheld<br>
+all the work of God, that a man cannot find out that is done under<br>
+the sun. Because, though a man labour to seek it out, yet he shall<br>
+not find it; yea, further, though a wise man think to know it, yet<br>
+shall he not be able to find it!'</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Who says that?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. The Prophet Ecclesiastes. (She takes a doll out of her<br>
+pocket.) This is Mizzi's doll. You see she longs for her little<br>
+mistress! How pale she's grown ... and she seems to know where<br>
+Mizzi is, for she's always gazing up to heaven, whichever way I<br>
+hold her. Look! Her eyes follow the stars as the compass the pole.<br>
+She is my compass and always shows me where heaven is. She should,<br>
+of course, be dressed in black, because she's in mourning; but<br>
+we're so poor. ... Do you know why we never had money? Because God<br>
+was angry with us for our sins. 'The righteous suffer no dearth.'</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Where did you learn that?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. In a book in which everything's written. Everything! (She<br>
+wraps the doll up in her cloak.) See, she's beginning to get cold&mdash;<br>
+that's because of the cloud up there. ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. How can you dare to wander up here in the mountains?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. God is with me; so what have I to fear from human beings?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Aren't you tormented by those people at the pool?</p>
+
+<p>LADY (turning towards them). I can't see them. I can't see anything<br>
+horrible now.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Ingeborg! I have made you evil, yet you're on the way to<br>
+make me good! It was my dream, you know, to seek redemption through<br>
+a woman. You don't believe it! But it's true. In the old days<br>
+nothing was of value to me if I couldn't lay it at a woman's feet.<br>
+Not as a tribute to an overbearing mistress, ... but as a sacrifice<br>
+to the beautiful and good. It was my pleasure to give; but she<br>
+wanted to take and not receive: that's why she hated me! When I was<br>
+helpless and thought the end was near, a desire grew in me to fall<br>
+asleep on a mother's knee, on a tremendous breast where I could<br>
+bury my tired head and drink in the tenderness I'd been deprived<br>
+of.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You had no mother?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Hardly! And I've never felt any bond between myself and<br>
+my father or my brothers and sisters. ... Ingeborg, I was the son<br>
+of a servant of whom it is written. 'Drive forth the handmaid with<br>
+her son, for this son shall not inherit with the son of peace.'</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Do you know why Ishmael was driven out? It says just before&mdash;<br>
+that he was a scoffer. And then it goes on: 'He will be a wild man,<br>
+his hand will be against every man, and every man's hand against<br>
+him; and against all his brothers.'</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Is that also written?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Oh yes, my child; it's all there!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. All?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. All. There you'll find answers to all your questions even the<br>
+most inquisitive!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Call me your child, and then I'll love you. ... And if I<br>
+love anyone, I long to serve them, to obey them, to let myself be<br>
+ill-treated, to suffer and to bear it.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You shouldn't love me, but your Creator.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. He's unfriendly&mdash;like my father!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. He is Love itself; and you are Hate.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You're his daughter; but I'm his cast-out son.</p>
+
+<p>LADY (coaxingly). Quiet! Be still!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. If you only knew what I've suffered this last week. I<br>
+don't know where I am.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Where do you think?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. There's a woman in that but who looks at me as if I'd<br>
+come to rob her of her last mite. She says nothing&mdash;that's the<br>
+trouble. But I think it's prayers she mutters, when she sees me.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. What sort of prayers?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. The sort one whispers behind the backs of those who have<br>
+the evil eye or bring misfortune.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. How strange! Don't you realise that one's sight can be<br>
+blinded?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes, of course. But who can do it?</p>
+
+<p>HOSTESS (coming across to their table). Well, look at that! I<br>
+suppose she's your sister?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. We can say so now.</p>
+
+<p>HOSTESS (to the LADY). Fancy meeting someone I can speak to at<br>
+last! This gentleman's so silent, you see, that one feels at once<br>
+one must respect him; particularly as he seems to have had trouble.<br>
+But I can say this to his sister, and he shall hear it: that from<br>
+the moment he entered the house I felt that I was blessed. I'd been<br>
+dogged by misfortune; I'd no lodger, my only cow had died, my<br>
+husband was in a home for drunkards and my children had nothing to<br>
+eat. I prayed God to send me help from heaven, because I expected<br>
+nothing more on earth. Then this gentleman came. And apart from<br>
+giving me double what I asked, he brought me good luck&mdash;and my<br>
+house was blessed. God bless you, good sir!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (getting up excitedly). Silence, woman. That's blasphemy!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. He won't believe. O God! He won't believe. Look at me!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. When I look at you, I do believe. She's giving me her<br>
+blessing! And I, who'm damned, have brought a blessing on her! How<br>
+can I believe it? I, of all men! (He falls down by the table and<br>
+weeps in his hands.)</p>
+
+<p>LADY. He's weeping! Tears, rain from heaven, that can soften rocks,<br>
+are falling on his stony heart. ... He's weeping!</p>
+
+<p>HOSTESS. He? Who has a heart of gold! Who's been so open handed and<br>
+so good to my children!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You hear what she says!</p>
+
+<p>HOSTESS. There's only one thing about him I don't understand; but I<br>
+don't want to say anything unpleasant. ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY. What is it?</p>
+
+<p>HOSTESS. Only a trifle; and yet ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Well?</p>
+
+<p>HOSTESS. He didn't like my dogs.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I can't blame him for not caring for an impure beast. I hate<br>
+everything animal, in myself and others. I don't hate animals on<br>
+that account, for I hate nothing that's created. ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Thank you, Ingeborg!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You see! I've an eye for your merits, even though you don't<br>
+believe it. ... Here comes the Confessor.</p>
+
+<p>(The CONFESSOR enters.)</p>
+
+<p>HOSTESS. Then I'll go; for the Confessor has no love for me.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. The Confessor loves all mankind.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR (coming forward and speaking to the LADY). You best of<br>
+all, my child; for you're goodness itself. Whether you're beautiful<br>
+to look at, I can't see; but I know you must be, because you're<br>
+good. Yes, you were the bride of my youth, and my spiritual mate;<br>
+and you'll always be so, for you gave me what you were never able<br>
+to give to others. I've lived your life in my spirit, suffered your<br>
+pains, enjoyed your pleasures&mdash;pleasure rather, for you'd no others<br>
+than what your child gave you. I alone have seen the beauty of your<br>
+soul&mdash;my friend here has divined it; that's why he felt attracted<br>
+to you&mdash;but the evil in him was too strong; you had to draw it out<br>
+of him into yourself to free him. Then, being evil, you had to<br>
+suffer the worst pains of hell for his sake, to bring atonement.<br>
+Your work's ended. You can go in peace!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Where?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Up there. Where the sun's always shining.</p>
+
+<p>LADY (rising). Is there a home for me there, too?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. There's a home for everyone! I'll show you the way. (He<br>
+goes with her into the background. The STRANGER makes a movement.)<br>
+You're impatient? You mustn't be! (He goes out. The STRANGER<br>
+remains sitting alone. The WORSHIPPERS OF VENUS get up, go towards<br>
+him and form a circle round him.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What do you want with me?</p>
+
+<p>WORSHIPPERS. Hail! Father.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (much upset). Why call me that?</p>
+
+<p>FIRST VOICE. Because we're your children. Your dear ones!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (tries to escape, but is surrounded and cannot). Let me go.<br>
+Let me go!</p>
+
+<p>SECOND VOICE (that of a pale youth). Don't you recognise me,<br>
+Father?</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER (appearing in the background at the left-hand fork of the<br>
+path). Ha!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (to the Second Voice). Who are you? I seem to know your<br>
+face.</p>
+
+<p>SECOND VOICE. I'm Erik&mdash;your son!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Erik! You here?</p>
+
+<p>SECOND VOICE. Yes. I'm here.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. God have mercy! And you, my boy, forgive me!</p>
+
+<p>SECOND VOICE. Never! You showed us the way to the sulphur springs!<br>
+Is it far to the lake?</p>
+
+<p>(The STRANGER falls to the ground.)</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Ha! Jubilate, temptatores!</p>
+
+<p>VENUS WORSHIPPERS. Sulphur! Sulphur! Sulphur! Mercury!</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER (coming forward and touching the STRANGER with his foot).<br>
+The worm! You can make him believe whatever you like. That comes<br>
+from his unbelievable pride. Does he think he's the mainspring of<br>
+the universe, the originator of all evil? This foolish man believes<br>
+he taught youth to go in search of Venus; as if youth hadn't done<br>
+that long before he was born! His pride's insupportable, and he's<br>
+been rash enough to try to botch my work for me. Give him another<br>
+greeting, lying Erik! (The SECOND VOICE&mdash;that is the youth&mdash;bends<br>
+over the STRANGER and whispers in his ear.) There were seven deadly<br>
+sins; but now there are eight. The eighth I discovered! It's called<br>
+despair. For to despair of what is good, and not to hope for<br>
+forgiveness, is to call ... (He hesitates before pronouncing the<br>
+word God, as if it burnt his lips.) God wicked. That is calumny,<br>
+denial, blasphemy. ... Look how he winces!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (rising quickly, and looking the TEMPTER to the eyes). Who<br>
+are you?</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Your brother. Don't we resemble one another? Some of your<br>
+features seem to remind me of my portrait.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Where have I seen it?</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Almost everywhere! I'm often to be found in churches,<br>
+though not amongst the saints.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I can't remember. ...</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Is it so long since you've been to church? I'm usually<br>
+represented with St. George. (The STRANGER totters and would like<br>
+to fly, but cannot.) Michael and I are sometimes to be seen in a<br>
+group, in which, to be sure, I don't appear in the most favourable<br>
+light; but that can be altered. All can be altered; and one day the<br>
+last shall be first. It's just the same in your case. For the<br>
+moment, things are going badly with you, but that can be altered<br>
+too ... if you've enough intelligence to change your company.<br>
+You've had too much to do with skirts, my son. Skirts raise dust,<br>
+and dust lies on eyes and breast. ... Come and sit down. We'll have<br>
+a chat. ... (He takes the STRANGER jocularly by the ear and leads<br>
+him round the table.) Sit down and tremble, young man! (They both<br>
+sit down.) Well? What shall we do? Call for wine&mdash;and a woman? No!<br>
+That's too old a trick, as old as Doctor Faust! Bon! We modern are<br>
+in search of mental dissipation. ... So you're on your way to those<br>
+holy men up there, who think that they who sleep can't sin; to the<br>
+cowardly ones, who've given up the battle of life, because they<br>
+were defeated once or twice; to those that bind souls rather than<br>
+free them. ... And talking of that! Has any saintly man ever freed<br>
+you from the burden of sin? No! Do you know why sin has been<br>
+oppressing you for so long? Through renunciation and abstinence,<br>
+you've grown so weak that anyone can seize your soul and take<br>
+possession of it. Why, they can even do it from a distance! You've<br>
+so destroyed your personality that you see with strange eyes, hear<br>
+with strange ears and think strange thoughts. In a word you've<br>
+murdered your own soul. Just now, didn't you speak well of the<br>
+enemies of mankind; of Woman, who made a hell of paradise? You<br>
+needn't answer me; I can read your answer in your eyes and hear it<br>
+on your lips. You talk of pure love for a woman! That's lust, young<br>
+man, lust after a woman, which we have to pay for so dearly. You<br>
+say you don't desire her. Then why do you want to be near her?<br>
+You'd like to have a friend? Take a male friend, many of them!<br>
+You've let them convince you you're no woman hater. But the woman<br>
+gave you the right answer; every healthy man's a woman hater, but<br>
+can't live without linking himself to his enemy, and so must fight<br>
+her! All perverse and unmanly men are admirers of women! How's it<br>
+with you now? So you saw those invalids and thought yourself<br>
+responsible for their misery? They're tough fellows, you can<br>
+believe me; they'll be able to leave here in a few days and go back<br>
+to their occupations. Oh yes, lying Erik's a wag! But things have<br>
+gone so far with you, that you can't distinguish between your own<br>
+and other people's children. Wouldn't it be a great thing to escape<br>
+from all this? What do you say? Oh, I could free you ... but I'm no<br>
+saint. Now we'll call old Maia. (He whistles between his fingers:<br>
+MAIA appears.) Ah, there you are! Well, what are you doing here?<br>
+Have you any business with this fellow?</p>
+
+<p>MAIA. No. He's good and always was; but he'd a terrible wife.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER (to the STRANGER). Listen! You've not heard that yet, have<br>
+you? Rather the opposite. She was the good angel, whom you ruined ...<br>
+we've all been told that! Now, old Maia, what kind of story is it<br>
+he prattles of? He says he was plagued with remorse for seven years<br>
+because he owed you money.</p>
+
+<p>MAIA. He owed me a small sum once; but I got it back from him&mdash;and<br>
+with good interest&mdash;much better than the savings bank would have<br>
+given me. It was very good of him&mdash;very kind.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (starting up). What's that you said? Is it possible I've<br>
+forgotten?</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Have you the receipt, Maia? If so, give it me.</p>
+
+<p>MAIA. The gentleman must have the receipt; but I've got the savings<br>
+bank book here. He paid the money into it in my name. (She produces<br>
+a savings bank book, and hands it to the STRANGER, who looks at<br>
+it.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes, that's quite right. Now I remember. Then why this<br>
+seven-year torment, shame and disgrace? Those reproaches during<br>
+sleepless nights? Why? Why? Why?</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Old Maia, you can go now. But first say something nice<br>
+about this self-tormentor. Can't you remember any human quality in<br>
+this wild beast, whom human beings have baited for years?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (to MAIA). Quiet, don't answer him! (He stops his ears<br>
+with his fingers.)</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Well, Maia?</p>
+
+<p>MAIA. I know well enough what they say about him, but that refers<br>
+to what he writes&mdash;and I've not read it for I can't read. Still, no<br>
+one need read it, if they don't want to. Anyhow the gentleman's<br>
+been very kind. Now he's stopping his ears. I don't know how to<br>
+flatter; but I can say this in a whisper. ... (She whispers some<br>
+thing to the TEMPTER.)</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Yes. All human beings who are easily moved are baited<br>
+like wild beasts! It's the rule. Good bye, old Maia!</p>
+
+<p>MAIA. Good-bye, kind gentlemen. (She goes out.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Why did I suffer innocently for seven years?</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER (pointing upwards with one finger). Ask up there!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Where I never get an answer!</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Well, that may be. (Pause.) Do you think <i>I</i> look good?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I can't say I do.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. You look extremely wicked, too! Do you know why we look<br>
+like that?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. The hate and malice of our fellow human beings have<br>
+fastened themselves on us. Up there, you know, there are real<br>
+saints, who've never done anything wicked themselves, but who<br>
+suffer for others, for relations, who've committed unexpiated sins.<br>
+Those angels, who've taken the depravity of others on themselves,<br>
+really resemble bandits. What do you say to that?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I don't know who you are; but you're the first to answer<br>
+questions that might reconcile me to life. You are. ...</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Well, say it!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. The deliverer!</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. And therefore. ...?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Therefore you've been given a vulture. ... But listen,<br>
+have you ever thought that there's as good a reason for this as for<br>
+everything else? Granted the earth's a prison, on which dangerous<br>
+prisoners are confined&mdash;is it a good thing to set them free? Is it<br>
+right?</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. What a question! I've never really thought about it. Hm!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And have you ever thought of this: we may be born in<br>
+guilt?</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. That's nothing to do with me: I concern myself with the<br>
+present.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Good! Don't you think we're sometimes punished wrongly,<br>
+so that we fail to see the logical connection, though it exists?</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Logic's not missing; but all life's a tissue of offences,<br>
+mistakes, errors, that are comparatively blameless owing to human<br>
+weakness, but that are punished by the most consistent revenge.<br>
+Everything's revenged, even our injudicious actions. Who forgives?<br>
+A magnanimous man-sometimes; heavenly justice, never! (A PILGRIM<br>
+appears in the background.) See! A penitent! I'd like to know what<br>
+wrong he's done. We'll ask him. Welcome to our quiet meadows,<br>
+peaceful wanderer! Take your place at the simple table of the<br>
+ascetic, at which there are no more temptations.</p>
+
+<p>PILGRIM. Thank you, fellow traveller in the vale of woe.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. What kind of woe is yours?</p>
+
+<p>PILGRIM. None in particular; on the contrary, the hour of<br>
+liberation's struck, and I'm going up there to receive absolution.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Listen, haven't we two met before?</p>
+
+<p>PILGRIM. I think so, certainly.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Caesar! You're Caesar!</p>
+
+<p>PILGRIM. I used to be; but I am no longer.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Ha ha! Imperial acquaintance. Really! But tell us, tell us!</p>
+
+<p>PILGRIM. You shall hear. Now I've a right to speak, for my penance<br>
+is at an end. When we met at a certain doctor's house, I was shut<br>
+up there as a madman and supposed to be suffering from the illusion<br>
+that I was Caesar. Now the Stranger shall hear the truth of the<br>
+matter: I never believed it, but I was forced by scruples of<br>
+conscience to put a good face on it. ... A friend of mine, a bad<br>
+friend, had written proof that I was the victim of a misunderstanding;<br>
+but he didn't speak when he should have, and I took his silence as<br>
+a request not to speak either-and to suffer. Why did I? Well, in my<br>
+youth I was once in great need. I was received as a guest in a<br>
+house on an island far out to sea by a man who, in spite of unusual<br>
+gifts, had been passed over for promotion&mdash;owing to his senseless<br>
+pride. This man, by solitary brooding on his lot, had come to hold<br>
+quite extraordinary views about himself. I noticed it, but I said<br>
+nothing. One day this man's wife told me that he was sometimes<br>
+mentally unbalanced; and then thought he was Julius Caesar. For<br>
+many years I kept this secret conscientiously, for I'm not<br>
+ungrateful by nature. But life's tricky. It happened a few years<br>
+later that this Caesar laid rough hands on my most intimate fate.<br>
+In anger at this I betrayed the secret of his Caesar mania and made<br>
+my erstwhile benefactor such a laughing stock, that his existence<br>
+became unbearable to him. And now listen how Nemesis overtakes one!<br>
+A year later I wrote a book-I am, you must know, an author who's<br>
+not made his name. ... And in this book I described incidents of<br>
+family life: how I played with my daughter&mdash;she was called Julia,<br>
+as Caesar's daughter was&mdash;and with my wife, whom we called Caesar's<br>
+wife because no one spoke evil of her. ... Well, this recreation,<br>
+in which my mother-in-law joined too, cost me dear. When I was<br>
+looking through the proofs of my book, I saw the danger and said to<br>
+myself: you'll trip yourself up. I wanted to cut it out but, if<br>
+you'll believe it, the pen refused, and an inner voice said to me:<br>
+let it stand! It did stand! And I fell.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Why didn't you publish the letter from your friend that<br>
+would have explained everything?</p>
+
+<p>PILGRIM. When the disaster had happened I felt at once that it was<br>
+the finger of God, and that I must suffer for my ingratitude.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And you did suffer?</p>
+
+<p>PILGRIM. Not at all! I smiled to myself and wouldn't let myself be<br>
+put out. And because I accepted my punishment with calmness and<br>
+humility God lightened my burden; and I didn't feel myself<br>
+ridiculous.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. That's a strange story; but such things happen. Shall we<br>
+move on now? We'll go for an excursion, now we've weathered the<br>
+storms. Pull yourself up by the roots, and then we'll climb the<br>
+mountain.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. The Confessor told me to wait for him.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. He'll find you, anyhow! And up here in the village the<br>
+court's sitting to-day. A particularly interesting case is to be<br>
+tried; and I dare say I'll be called as a witness. Come!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Well, whether I sit here, or up there, is all the same to<br>
+me.</p>
+
+<p>PILGRIM (to the STRANGER). Who's that?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I don't know. He looks like an anarchist.</p>
+
+<p>PILGRIM. Interesting, anyhow!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. He's a sceptical gentleman, who's seen life.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Come, children; I'll tell you stories on the way. Come.<br>
+Come!</p>
+
+<p>(They go out towards the background.)</p>
+
+<p>Curtain.</p>
+
+<p>
+<br>
+ACT III</p>
+
+<p>SCENE I</p>
+
+<p>TERRACE ON THE MOUNTAIN</p>
+
+<p>[A Terrace on the mountain on which the Monastery stands. On the<br>
+right a rocky cliff and a similar one on the left. In the far<br>
+background a bird's-eye view of a river landscape with towns,<br>
+villages, ploughed fields and woods; in the very far distance the<br>
+sea can be seen. Down stage an apple tree laden with fruit. Under<br>
+it a long table with a chair at the end and benches at the sides.<br>
+Down stage, right, a corner of the village town hall. A cloud seems<br>
+to be hanging immediately over the village.]</p>
+
+<p>[The MAGISTRATE sits at the end of the table in the capacity of<br>
+judge; the assessors on the benches. The ACCUSED MAN is standing on<br>
+the right by the MAGISTRATE; the witnesses on the left, amongst<br>
+them the TEMPTER. Members of the public, with the PILGRIM and the<br>
+STRANGER, are standing here and there not far from the judge's<br>
+seat.]</p>
+
+<p>MAGISTRATE. Is the accused present?</p>
+
+<p>ACCUSED MAN. Yes. Present.</p>
+
+<p>MAGISTRATE. This is a very sad story, that's brought trouble and<br>
+shame on our small community. Florian Reicher, twenty-three years<br>
+old, is accused of shooting at Fritz Schlipitska's affianced wife,<br>
+with the clear intention of killing her. It's a case of premeditated<br>
+murder, and the provisions of the law are perfectly clear. Has the<br>
+accused anything to say in his defence, or can he plead mitigating<br>
+circumstances?</p>
+
+<p>ACCUSED MAN. No.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Ho, there!</p>
+
+<p>MAGISTRATE. Who are you?</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Counsel for the accused.</p>
+
+<p>MAGISTRATE. The accused man certainly has a right to the services<br>
+of counsel, but in the present case I think the facts are so clear<br>
+that the people have reached a certain conclusion; and the murderer<br>
+will hardly be able to regain their sympathy. Isn't that so?</p>
+
+<p>PEOPLE. He's condemned already!</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Who by?</p>
+
+<p>PEOPLE. The Law and his own deed.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Listen to me! As counsel for the accused I represent him<br>
+and take the accusation on myself. I ask permission to address the<br>
+court.</p>
+
+<p>MAGISTRATE. I can't refuse it.</p>
+
+<p>PEOPLE. Florian's been condemned already.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. The case must first be heard. (Pause.) I'd reached my<br>
+eighteenth year&mdash;it's Florian speaking&mdash;and my thoughts, as I grew<br>
+up under my mother's watchful eye, were pure; and my heart without<br>
+deceit, for I'd never seen or heard anything wicked. Then I&mdash;<br>
+Florian, that is&mdash;met a young girl who seemed to me the most<br>
+beautiful creature I'd ever set eyes on in this wicked world, for<br>
+she was goodness itself. I offered her my hand, my heart, and my<br>
+future. She accepted everything and swore that she'd be true. I was<br>
+to serve five years for my Rachel&mdash;and I did serve, collecting one<br>
+straw after another for the little nest we were going to build. My<br>
+whole life was centred on the love of this woman! As I was true to<br>
+her myself, I never mistrusted her. By the fifth year I'd built the<br>
+hut and collected our household goods ... when I discovered she'd<br>
+been playing with me and had deceived me with at least three men. ...</p>
+
+<p>MAGISTRATE. Have you witnesses?</p>
+
+<p>BAILIFF. Three valid ones; I'm one of them.</p>
+
+<p>MAGISTRATE. The bailiff alone will be sufficient.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Then I shot her; not out of revenge, but in order to free<br>
+myself from the unhealthy thoughts her faithlessness had forced on<br>
+me; for when I tried to tear her picture out of my heart, images of<br>
+her lovers always rose and crept into my blood, so that at last I<br>
+seemed to be living in unlawful relationship with three men&mdash;with a<br>
+woman as the link between us!</p>
+
+<p>MAGISTRATE. Well, that was jealousy!</p>
+
+<p>ACCUSED MAN. Yes, that was jealousy.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Yes, jealousy, that feeling for cleanliness, that seeks to<br>
+preserve thoughts from pollution by strangers. If I'd been content<br>
+to do nothing, if I'd not been jealous, I'd have got into vicious<br>
+company, and I didn't want to do that. That's why she had to die so<br>
+that my thoughts might be cleansed of deadly sin, which alone is to<br>
+be condemned. I've finished.</p>
+
+<p>PEOPLE. The dead woman's guilty! Her blood's on her own head.</p>
+
+<p>MAGISTRATE. She's guilty, for she was the cause of the crime.</p>
+
+<p>(The FATHER of the dead woman steps forward.)</p>
+
+<p>FATHER. Your Worship, judge of my dead child; and you, countrymen,<br>
+let me speak!</p>
+
+<p>MAGISTRATE. The dead girl's father may speak.</p>
+
+<p>FATHER. You're accusing a dead girl; and I shall answer. Maria, my<br>
+child, has undoubtedly been guilty of a crime and is to blame for<br>
+the misdeeds of this man. There's no doubt of it!</p>
+
+<p>PEOPLE. No doubt! It's she who's guilty!</p>
+
+<p>FATHER. Permit her father to add a word of explanation, if not of<br>
+defence. (Pause.) When she was fifteen, Maria fell into the hands<br>
+of a man who seemed to have made it his business to entrap young<br>
+girls, much as a bird-catcher traps small birds. He was no seducer,<br>
+in the ordinary sense, for he contented himself with binding her<br>
+senses and entangling her feelings only to thrust her away and<br>
+watch how she suffered with torn wings and a broken heart&mdash;tortured<br>
+by the agony of love, which is worse than any other agony. For<br>
+three years Maria was cared for in an institution for the mentally<br>
+deranged. And when she came out again, she was divided, broken into<br>
+several pieces&mdash;it might be said that she was several persons. She<br>
+was an angel and feared God with one side of her spirit; but with<br>
+another she was a devil, and reviled all that was holy. I've seen<br>
+her go straight from dancing and frenzy to her beloved Florian, and<br>
+have heard her, in his presence, speak so differently and so alter<br>
+her expression, that I could have sworn she was another being. But<br>
+to me she seemed equally sincere in both her shapes. Is she to<br>
+blame, or her seducer?</p>
+
+<p>PEOPLE. She's not to blame! Where is her seducer?</p>
+
+<p>FATHER. There!</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Yes. It was I.</p>
+
+<p>PEOPLE. Stone him!</p>
+
+<p>MAGISTRATE. The law must run its course. He must be heard.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Bon! Then listen, Argives! It was like this. Your humble<br>
+servant, born of poor but fairly honourable parents, was from the<br>
+beginning one of those strange birds who, in their youth, go in<br>
+search of their Creator&mdash;but without ever finding him, naturally!<br>
+It's more usual for old cuckoos to look for him in their dotage&mdash;<br>
+and for good reasons! The urge for this youthful quest was<br>
+accompanied by a purity of heart and a modesty that even caused his<br>
+nurses to smile&mdash;yes, we can laugh now when we hear that this boy<br>
+would only change his underclothing in the dark! But even if we're<br>
+corrupted by the crudities of life, we're still bound to find<br>
+something beautiful in it; and if we're older something touching!<br>
+And so we can afford to-day to laugh at his childish innocence.<br>
+Scornful laughter, listeners, please.</p>
+
+<p>MAGISTRATE (seriously). He mistakes his listeners.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Then I ought to be ashamed of myself! (Pause.) He became a<br>
+youth&mdash;your humble servant&mdash;and fell into a series of traps that<br>
+were laid for his innocence. I'm an old sinner, but I blush at this<br>
+moment. ... (He takes of his hat.) Yes, look at me now&mdash;when I<br>
+think of the insight this young man got into the world of Potiphar's<br>
+wives that surrounded him! There wasn't a single woman. ... Really,<br>
+I'm ashamed in the name of mankind and the female sex&mdash;excuse me,<br>
+please. ... There were moments when I didn't believe my eyes, but<br>
+thought a devil had blinded my sight. The holiest bands. ... (He<br>
+pinches his tongue.) No, quiet! Mankind will feel itself<br>
+calumniated! Enough, until my twenty-fifth year I fought the good<br>
+fight; and I fell because. ... Well, I was called Joseph, and I<br>
+<i>was</i> Joseph! I grew jealous of my virtue, and felt injured by the<br>
+glances of a lewd woman. ... And at last, cunningly seduced, I<br>
+fell. Then I became a slave of my passions; often and often I sat<br>
+by Omphalos and span, until I sank into the deepest degradation and<br>
+suffered, suffered, suffered! But in reality it was only my body<br>
+that was degraded; my soul lived her own life&mdash;her own pure life, I<br>
+can say&mdash;on her own account. And I raved innocently for pure young<br>
+virgins who, it seems, felt the bond that drew us together.<br>
+Because, without boasting, I can say they were attracted to me. I<br>
+didn't want to overstep the mark, but they did! And when I fled the<br>
+danger, their hearts were broken, so they said. In a word, I've<br>
+never seduced an innocent girl. I swear it! Am I therefore to blame<br>
+for the emotional sorrows of this young woman, who went out of her<br>
+mind? On the contrary, mayn't I count it a virtue that I shrank in<br>
+horror from the step that brought about her fall? Who'll cast the<br>
+first stone at me? No one! Then I mistake my listeners. Indeed, I<br>
+thought I might be an object of scorn, if I were to plead here for<br>
+my masculine innocence! Now, however, I feel young again; and<br>
+there's something for which I'd like to ask mankind's forgiveness.<br>
+If it weren't that I happened to see a cynical smile on the lips of<br>
+the woman who seduced me when I was young. Come forward, woman, and<br>
+look upon your work of destruction. Observe, how the seed has<br>
+grown!</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN (coming forward with dignity and modesty). It was I! Let me<br>
+be heard, and let me tell the simple story of my seduction.<br>
+(Pause.) Luckily my seducer is here, too. ...</p>
+
+<p>MAGISTRATE. Friends! I must break off the proceedings; otherwise<br>
+we'll get back to Eve in Paradise.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Who was Adam's seducer! That's just where we want to get<br>
+back to. Eve! Come forward, Eve. Eve! (He waves his cloak in the<br>
+air. The trunk of the tree becomes transparent and EVE appears,<br>
+wrapped in her hair and with a girdle about her loins.) Now, Mother<br>
+Eve, it was you who seduced our father. You are the accused: what<br>
+have you to say in your defence?</p>
+
+<p>EVE (simply and with dignity). The serpent tempted me!</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Well answered! Eve has proved her innocence. The serpent!<br>
+Let the serpent come forward. (EVE disappears.) The serpent! (The<br>
+serpent appears in the tree trunk.) Here you can see the seducer of<br>
+us all. Now, serpent, who was it that beguiled you?</p>
+
+<p>ALL (terrified). Silence! Blasphemer!</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Answer, serpent! (Lightning and a clap of thunder; all<br>
+flee, except the TEMPTER, who has fallen to the ground, and the<br>
+PILGRIM, the STRANGER and the LADY. The TEMPTER begins to recover;<br>
+he then gets up and sits down in an attitude that recalls the<br>
+classical statue 'The Polisher,' or 'The Slave.') Causa finalis, or<br>
+the first cause&mdash;you can't discover that! For if the serpent's to<br>
+blame, then we're comparatively innocent&mdash;but mankind mustn't be<br>
+told that! The Accused, however, seems to have got out of this<br>
+business! And the Court of justice has dissolved like smoke! Judge<br>
+not. Judge not, O Judges!</p>
+
+<p>LADY (to the STRANGER). Come with me.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. But I'd like to listen to this man.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Why? He's like a small child, putting all those questions<br>
+that can't be answered. You know how little children ask about<br>
+everything. 'Papa, why does the sun rise in the east?' You know the<br>
+answer?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Hm!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Or: 'Mama, who made God?' You think that profound? Well, come<br>
+with me.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (fighting his admiration for the TEMPTER). But that about<br>
+Eve was new. ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Not at all. I learnt it in my Bible history, when I was<br>
+eight. And that we inherit the debts of our fathers is part of the<br>
+law of the land. Come, my son.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER (rising, shaking his limbs and climbing up the rocky wall<br>
+to the right with a limp). Come, I'll show you the world you think<br>
+you know, but don't.</p>
+
+<p>LADY (climbing up the rocky wall to the left). Come with me, my<br>
+son, and I'll show you God's beautiful world, as I've come to see<br>
+it, since the tears of sorrow washed the dust from my eyes. Come<br>
+with me!</p>
+
+<p>(The STRANGER stands irresolute between them.)</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER (to the LADY). And how have you seen the world through your<br>
+tears? Like meadow banks reflected in troubled water! A chaos of<br>
+curved lines in which the trees seemed to be standing on their<br>
+heads. (To the STRANGER.) No, my son, with my field-glasses, dried<br>
+in the fire of hate&mdash;with my telescope I can see everything as it<br>
+is. Clear and sharp, precisely as it is.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. What do you know of things, my son? You can never see the<br>
+thing itself, only its picture; and the picture is illusion and not<br>
+the thing. So you argue about pictures and illusions.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Listen to her! A little philosopher in skirts. By Jupiter<br>
+Chronos, such a disputation in this giant amphitheatre of the<br>
+mountains demands a proper audience. Hullo!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I have mine here: my friend, my husband, my child! If he'll<br>
+only listen to me, good; all will be well with me, and him. Come to<br>
+me, my friend, for this is the way. This is the mountain Gerizim,<br>
+where blessings are given. And that is Ebal, where they curse.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Yes, this is Ebal, where they curse. 'Cursed be the earth,<br>
+woman, for thy sake; in sorrow shalt thou bring forth children; and<br>
+thy desire shall be to thy husband, and he shall rule over thee.'<br>
+And then to the man this: 'Cursed is the ground for thy sake,<br>
+thorns and thistle shall it bring forth to thee, and in the sweat<br>
+of thy brow shalt thou labour!' So spoke the Lord, not I!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. 'And God. blessed the first pair; and He blessed the seventh<br>
+day, on which He had completed His work&mdash;and the work was good.'<br>
+But you, and we, have made it something evil, and that is why. ...<br>
+But he who obeys the commandments of the Lord dwells on Gerizim,<br>
+where blessings are given. Thus saith the Lord. 'Blessed shalt thou<br>
+be in the city, and blessed shalt thou be in the field. Blessed<br>
+shall be thy basket and thy store. Blessed shalt thou be when thou<br>
+comest in, and blessed when thou goest out. And the Lord shall give<br>
+rain unto thy land in his season to increase thy harvest, and thy<br>
+children shall flourish. And the Lord shall make thee plenteous in<br>
+goods, to lend to the peoples, and never to borrow. And the Lord<br>
+will bless all the work of thy hand, if thou shalt keep the<br>
+commandments of the Lord thy God!' (Pause.) So come, my friend, and<br>
+lay your hand in mine. (She falls on her knees with clasped hands.)<br>
+I beg you, by the love that once united us, by the memory of the<br>
+child that drew us together; by the strength of a mother's love&mdash;a<br>
+mother's&mdash;for so have I loved you, erring child, whom I've sought<br>
+in the dark places of the wood and whom at last I've found, hungry<br>
+and withered for want of love! Come back to me, prodigal one; and<br>
+bury your tired head on my heart, where you rested before ever you<br>
+saw the light of the sun. (A change comes over her during this<br>
+speech; her clothing falls from her and she is seen to have changed<br>
+into a white-robed woman with her hair let down and with a full<br>
+maternal bosom.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Mother!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Yes, my child, your mother! In life I could never caress you&mdash;<br>
+the will of higher powers denied it me. Why that was I don't dare<br>
+to ask.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. But my mother's dead?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. She was; but the dead aren't dead, and maternal love can<br>
+conquer death. Didn't you know that? Come, my child, I'll repay<br>
+where I have been to blame. I'll rock you to sleep on my knees.<br>
+I'll wash you clean from the ... (She omits the word she cannot<br>
+bring herself to utter) of hate and sin. I'll comb your hair,<br>
+matted with the sweat of fear; and air a pure white sheet for you<br>
+at the fire of a home&mdash;a home you've never had, you who've known no<br>
+peace, you homeless one, son of Hagar, the serving woman, born of a<br>
+slave, against whom every man's hand was raised. The ploughmen<br>
+ploughed your back and seared deep furrows there. Come, I'll heal<br>
+your wounds, and suffer your sorrows. Come!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (who has been weeping so violently that his whole body has<br>
+been trembling, now goes to the cliff on the left where the MOTHER<br>
+stands with open arms.) I'm coming!</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. I can do nothing now. But one day we shall meet again! (He<br>
+disappears behind the cliff.)</p>
+
+<p>Curtain.</p>
+
+<p>
+SCENE II</p>
+
+<p>ROCKY LANDSCAPE ON THE MOUNTAIN</p>
+
+<p>[Higher up the mountain; among the clouds a rocky landscape with a<br>
+bog round it. The MOTHER on a rock, climbing until she disappears<br>
+into the cloud. The STRANGER stops, bewildered.]</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Oh, Mother, Mother! Why are you leaving me? At the very<br>
+moment when my loveliest dream was on the point of fulfilment!</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER (coming forward). What have you been dreaming? Tell me!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. My dearest hope, most secret desire and last prayer!<br>
+Reconciliation with mankind, through a woman.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Through a woman who taught you to hate.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes, because she bound me to earth&mdash;like the round shot a<br>
+slave drags on his foot, so that he can't escape.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. You talk of woman. Always woman.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. Woman. The beginning and the end&mdash;for us men anyhow.<br>
+In relationship to one another they are nothing.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. So that's it; nothing in themselves; but everything for<br>
+us, through us! Our honour and our shame; our greatest joy, our<br>
+deepest pain; our redemption and our fall; our wages and our<br>
+punishment; our strength and our weakness.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Our shame! You've said so. Explain this riddle to me, you<br>
+who're wise. Whenever I appeared in public arm in arm with a woman,<br>
+my wife, who was beautiful and whom I adored, I felt ashamed of my<br>
+own weakness. Explain that riddle to me.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. You felt ashamed? I don't know why.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Can't you answer? You, of all men?</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. No, I can't. But I too always suffered when I was with my<br>
+wife in company, because I felt she was being soiled by men's<br>
+glances, and I through her.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And when she did the shameful deed, you were dishonoured.<br>
+Why?</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. The Eve of the Greeks was called Pandora, and Zeus created<br>
+her out of wickedness, in order to torture men and master them. As<br>
+a wedding gift she received a box, containing all the unhappiness<br>
+of the world. Perhaps the riddle of this sphinx can more easily be<br>
+guessed, if it's seen from. Olympus, rather than from the pleasure<br>
+garden of Paradise. Its full meaning will never be known to us.<br>
+Though I'm as able as you. (Pause.) And, by the way, I can still<br>
+enjoy the greatest pleasure creation ever offered! Go you and do<br>
+likewise!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You mean Satan's greatest illusion! For the woman who<br>
+seems most beautiful to me, can seem horrible to others! Even for<br>
+me, when she's angry, she can be uglier than any other woman. Then<br>
+what is beauty?</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. A semblance, a reflection of your own goodness! (He puts<br>
+his hand over his mouth.) Curses on it! I let it out that time. And<br>
+now the devil's loose. ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Devil? Yes. But if she's a devil, how can a devil make me<br>
+desire virtue and goodness? For that's what happened to me when I<br>
+first saw her beauty; I was seized with a longing to be like her,<br>
+and so to be worthy of her. To begin with I tried to be by taking<br>
+exercise, having baths, using cosmetics and wearing good clothes;<br>
+but I only made myself ridiculous. Then I began from within; I<br>
+accustomed myself to thinking good thoughts, speaking well of<br>
+people and acting nobly! And one day, when my outward form had<br>
+moulded itself on the soul within, I became her likeness, as she<br>
+said. And it was she who first uttered those wonderful words: I<br>
+love you! How can a devil ennoble us; how can a spirit of hell fill<br>
+us with goodness; how ...? No, she was an angel! A fallen angel, of<br>
+course, and her love a broken ray of that great light&mdash;that great<br>
+eternal light&mdash;that warms and loves. ... That loves. ...</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. What, old friend, must we stand here like two youths and<br>
+spell out the riddles of love?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR (coming in). What's this chatterer saying? He's talked<br>
+away his whole life; and never done anything.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. I wanted to be a priest, but had no vocation.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Whilst you're waiting for it, help me to find a drunkard<br>
+who's drowned himself in the bog. It must be near here, because<br>
+I've been following his tracks till now.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Then it's the man lying beneath that brushwood there.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR (picking up some twigs, and disclosing a fully clothed<br>
+corpse, with a white, young face.) Yes, it is! (He grows pensive as<br>
+he looks at the dead man.)</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Who was he?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. It's extraordinary!</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. He must have been a good-looking man. And quite young.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Oh no. He was fifty-four. And when I saw him a week ago,<br>
+he looked like sixty-four. His eyes were as yellow as the slime of<br>
+a garden snail and bloodshot from drunkenness; but also because<br>
+he'd shed tears of blood over his vices and misery. His face was<br>
+brown and swollen like a piece of liver on a butcher's table, and<br>
+he hid himself from men's eyes out of shame&mdash;up to the end he seems<br>
+to have been ashamed of the broken mirror of his soul, for he<br>
+covered his face with brushwood. I saw him fighting his vices; I<br>
+saw him praying to God on his knees for deliverance, after he'd<br>
+been dismissed from his post as a teacher. ... But ... Well, now<br>
+he's been delivered. And look, now the evil's been taken from him,<br>
+the good and beautiful that was in him has again become apparent;<br>
+that's what he looked like when he was nineteen! (Pause.) This is<br>
+sin&mdash;imposed as a punishment. Why? That we don't know. 'He who<br>
+hateth the righteous, shall himself be guilty!' So it is written,<br>
+as an indication. I knew him when he was young! And now I remember ...<br>
+he was always very angry with those who never drank. He criticised<br>
+and condemned, and always set his cult of the grape on the altar of<br>
+earthly joys! Now he's been set free. Free from sin, from shame,<br>
+from ugliness. Yes, in death he looks beautiful. Death is the<br>
+deliverer! (To the STRANGER.) Do you hear that, Deliverer, you who<br>
+couldn't even free a drunkard from his evil passions!</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Crime as punishment? That's not so bad. Most penetrating!</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. So I think. You'll have new matter for argument.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Now I'll leave you gentlemen for a while. But soon we'll<br>
+meet again. (He goes out.)</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. I saw you just now with a woman! So there are still<br>
+temptations?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Not the kind you mean.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Then what kind?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I could still imagine a reconciliation between mankind<br>
+and woman&mdash;through woman herself! And indeed, through that woman<br>
+who was my wife and has now become what I once held her to be<br>
+having been purified and lifted up by sorrow and need. But ...</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. But what?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Experience teaches; the nearer, the further off: the<br>
+further from one another, the nearer one can be.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. I've always known that&mdash;it was known by Dante, who all<br>
+his life possessed the soul of Beatrice; and Beethoven, who was<br>
+united from afar with Therese von Brunswick, knew it, though she<br>
+was the wife of another!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And yet! Happiness is only to be found in her company.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Then stay with her.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You're forgetting one thing: we're divorced.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Good! Then you can begin a new marriage. And it'll<br>
+promise all the more, because both of you are new people.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Do you think anyone would marry us?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. I, for instance? That's asking too much.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. I'd forgotten! But I daresay someone could be found.<br>
+It's another thing to get a home together. ...</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. You're sometimes lucky, even if you won't see it.<br>
+There's a small house down there by the river; it's quite new and<br>
+the owner's never even seen it. He was an Englishman who wanted to<br>
+marry; but at the last moment <i>she</i> broke off the engagement. It<br>
+was built by his secretary, and neither of the engaged couple ever<br>
+set eyes on it. It's quite intact, you see!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. IS it to let?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Yes.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Then I'll risk it. And I'll try to begin life all over<br>
+again.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Then you'll go down?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Out of the clouds. Below the sun's shining, and up here<br>
+the air's a little thin.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Good! Then we must part&mdash;for a time.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Where are you going?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Up.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And I down; to the earth, the mother with the soft bosom<br>
+and warm lap. ...</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Until you long once more for what's hard as stone, as<br>
+cold and as white ... Farewell! Greetings to those below!</p>
+
+<p>(Each of them goes of in the direction he has chosen.)</p>
+
+<p>Curtain.</p>
+
+<p>
+SCENE III</p>
+
+<p>A SMALL HOUSE ON THE MOUNTAIN</p>
+
+<p>[A pleasant, panelled dining-room, with a tiled stove of majolica.<br>
+On the dining-table, which is in the middle of the room, stand<br>
+vases filled with flowers; also two candelabra with many lighted<br>
+candles. A large carved sideboard on the left. On the right, two<br>
+windows. At the back, two doors; that on the left is open and gives<br>
+a view of the drawing-room, belonging to the lady of the house,<br>
+which is furnished in light green and mahogany, and has a standard<br>
+lamp of brass with a large, lemon-coloured lampshade, which is lit.<br>
+The door on the right is closed. On the left behind the sideboard<br>
+the entrance from the hall.]</p>
+
+<p>[From the left the STRANGER enters, dressed as a bridegroom; and<br>
+the LADY, dressed as a bride; both radiant with youth and beauty.]</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Welcome to my house, belov&egrave;d; to your home and mine, my<br>
+bride; to your dwelling-place, my wife!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I'm grateful, dear friend! It's like a fairy tale!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes, it is. A whole book of fairy tales, my dear, written<br>
+by me.</p>
+
+<p>(They sit down on either side of the table.)</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Is this real? It seems too lovely to me.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I've never seen you look so young, so beautiful.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. It's your own eyes. ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes, my own eyes that have learnt to see. And your<br>
+goodness taught them. ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Which itself was taught by sorrow.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Ingeborg!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. It's the first time you've called me by that name.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. The first? I've never met Ingeborg; I've never known you,<br>
+as you are, sitting here in our home! Home! An enchanting word. An<br>
+enchanting thing I've never yet possessed. A home and a wife! You<br>
+are my first, my only one; for what once happened exists no longer&mdash;<br>
+no more than the hour that's past!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Orpheus! Your song has made these dead stones live. Make life<br>
+sing in me!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Eurydice, whom I rescued from the underworld! I'll love<br>
+you to life again; revivify you with my imagination. Now happiness<br>
+will come to us, for we know the dangers to avoid.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. The dangers, yes! It's lovely in this house. It seems as if<br>
+these rooms were full of invisible guests, who've come to welcome<br>
+us. Kind spirits, who'll bless us and our home.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. The candle flames are still, as if in prayer. The flowers<br>
+are pensive. ... And yet!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Hush! The summer night's outside, warm and dark. And stars<br>
+hang in the sky; large and tearful in the fir trees, like Christmas<br>
+candles. This is happiness. Hold it fast!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (still thinking). And yet!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Hush!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (getting up). A poem's coming: I can hear it. It's for you.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Don't tell it me. I can see it&mdash;in your eyes.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. For I read it in yours! Well, I couldn't repeat it,<br>
+because it has no words. Only scent, and colour. If I were to, I<br>
+should destroy it. What's unborn is always most beautiful. What's<br>
+unwon, most dear!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Quiet. Or, our guests will leave us.</p>
+
+<p>(They do not speak.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. This <i>is</i> happiness&mdash;but I can't grasp it.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. See it and breath it; for it can't be grasped.</p>
+
+<p>(They do not speak.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You're looking at your little room.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. It's as bright green as a summer meadow. There's someone in<br>
+there. Several people!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Only my thoughts.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Your good, your beautiful thoughts. ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Given me by you.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Had I anything to give you?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You? Everything! But up to now my hands have not been<br>
+free to take it. Not clean enough to stroke your little heart. ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Beloved! The time for reconciliation's coming.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. With mankind, and woman&mdash;through a woman? Yes, that time<br>
+has come; and blessed may you be amongst women.</p>
+
+<p>(The candles and lamps go out; it grows dark in the dining-room;<br>
+but a weak ray of light can be seen, coming from the brass standard<br>
+lamp in the LADY's room.)</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Why's it grown dark? Oh!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Where are you, beloved? Give me your hand. I'm afraid!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Here, dearest.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. The little hand, held out to me in the darkness, that's<br>
+led me over stones and thorns. That little, soft, dear hand! Lead<br>
+me into the light, into your bright, warm room; fresh green like<br>
+hope.</p>
+
+<p>LADY (leading him towards the pale-green room). Are you afraid?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You're a white dove, with whom the startled eagle finds<br>
+sanctuary, when heaven's thunder clouds grow black, for the dove<br>
+has no fear. She has not provoked the thunders of heaven!</p>
+
+<p>(They have reached the doorway leading to the other room, when the<br>
+curtain falls.)</p>
+
+<p>***</p>
+
+<p>[The same room; but the table has been cleared. The LADY is sitting<br>
+at it, doing nothing. She seems bored. On the right, down stage, a<br>
+window is open. It is still. The STRANGER comes in, with a piece of<br>
+paper in his hand.]</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Now you shall hear it.</p>
+
+<p>LADY (acquiescing absent-mindedly). Finished already?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Already? Do you mean that seriously? I've taken seven<br>
+days to write this little poem. (Silence.) Perhaps it'll bore you<br>
+to hear it?</p>
+
+<p>LADY (drily). No. Certainly not. (The STRANGER sits down at the<br>
+table and looks at the LADY.) Why are you looking at me?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I'd like to see your thoughts.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. But you've heard them.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. That's nothing; I want to see them! (Pause.) What one<br>
+says is mostly worthless. (Pause.) May I read them? No, I see I<br>
+mayn't. You want nothing more from me. (The LADY makes a gesture as<br>
+if she were going to speak.) Your face tells me enough. Now you've<br>
+sucked me dry, eaten me hollow, killed my ego, my personality. To<br>
+that I answer: how, my beloved? Have <i>I</i> killed your ego, when I<br>
+wanted to give you the whole of mine; when I let you skim the cream<br>
+off my bowl, that I'd filled with all the experience of along life,<br>
+with incursions into the deserts and groves of knowledge and art?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I don't deny it, but my ego wasn't my own.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Not yours? Then what is? Something that belongs to<br>
+others?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Is yours something that belongs to others too?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No. What I've experienced is my own, mine and no other's.<br>
+What I've read becomes mine, because I've broken it in two like<br>
+glass, melted it down, and from this substance blown new glass in<br>
+novel forms.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. But I can never be yours.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I've become yours.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. What have you got from me?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. How can you ask me that?</p>
+
+<p>LADY. All the same&mdash;I'm not sure that you think it, though I feel<br>
+you feel it&mdash;you wish me far away.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I must be a certain distance from you, if I'm to see you.<br>
+Now you're within the focus, and your image is unclear.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. The nearer, the farther off!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. When we part, we long for one another; and when we<br>
+meet again, we long to part.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Do you really think we love each other?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. Not like ordinary people, but unusual ones. We<br>
+resemble two drops of water, that fear to get close together, in<br>
+case they should cease to be two and become one.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. This time we knew the dangers and wanted to avoid them. But<br>
+it seems that they can't be avoided.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Perhaps they weren't dangers, but rude necessities; laws<br>
+inscribed in the councils of the immortals. (Silence.) Your love<br>
+always seemed to have the effect of hate. When you made me happy,<br>
+you envied the happiness you'd given me. And when you saw I was<br>
+unhappy, you loved me.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Do you want me to leave you?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. If you do, I shall die.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. And, if I stay, it's I who'll die.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Then let's die together and live out our love in a higher<br>
+life; our love, that doesn't seem to be of this world. Let's live<br>
+it out in another planet, where there's no nearness and no<br>
+distance, where two are one; where number, time and space are no<br>
+longer what they are in this.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. I'd like to die, yet I don't want to. I think I must be dead<br>
+already.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. The air up here's too strong.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. You can't love me if you speak like that.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. To be frank, there are moments when you don't exist for<br>
+me. But in others I feel your hatred like suffocating smoke.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. And I feel my heart creeping from my breast, when you are<br>
+angry with me.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Then we must hate one other.</p>
+
+<p>LADY. And love one another too.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And hate because we love. We hate each other, because<br>
+we're bound together. We hate the bond, we hate our love; we hate<br>
+what is most loveable, what is the bitterest, the best this life<br>
+can offer. We've come to an end!</p>
+
+<p>LADY. Yes.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What a joke life is, if you take it seriously. And how<br>
+serious, if you take it as a joke! You wanted to lead me by the<br>
+hand towards the light; your easier fate was to make mine easier<br>
+too. I wanted to raise you above the bogs and quicksands; but you<br>
+longed for the lower regions, and wanted to convince me they were<br>
+the upper ones. I ask myself if it's possible that you took what<br>
+was wicked from me, when I was freed from it; and that what was<br>
+good in you entered into me? If I've made you wicked I ask your<br>
+pardon, and I kiss your little hand, that caressed and scratched me ...<br>
+the little hand that led me into the darkness ... and on the long<br>
+journey to Damascus. ...</p>
+
+<p>LADY. To a parting? (Silence.) Yes, a parting!</p>
+
+<p>(The LADY goes on her way. The STRANGER falls on to a chair by the<br>
+table. The TEMPTER puts his head in at the window, and rests<br>
+himself on his elbows whilst he smokes a cigarette.)</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Ah, yes! C'est l'amour! The most mysterious of all<br>
+mysteries, the most inexplicable of all that can't be explained,<br>
+the most precarious of all that's insecure.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. So you're here?</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. I'm always everywhere, where it smells of quarrels. And in<br>
+love affairs there are always quarrels.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Always?</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Always! I was invited to a silver wedding yesterday.<br>
+Twenty-five years are no trifle&mdash;and for twenty-five years they'd<br>
+been quarrelling. The whole love affair had been one long shindy,<br>
+with many little ones in between! And yet they loved one another,<br>
+and were grateful for all the good that had come to them; the evil<br>
+was forgotten, wiped out&mdash;for a moment's happiness is worth ten<br>
+days of blows and pinpricks. Oh yes! Those who won't accept evil<br>
+never get anything good. The rind's very bitter, though the<br>
+kernel's sweet.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. But very small.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. It may be small, but it's good! (Pause.) Tell me, why did<br>
+your madonna go her way? No answer; because he doesn't know! Now<br>
+we'll have to let the hotel again. Here's a board. I'll hang it out<br>
+at once. 'To Let.' One comes, another goes! C'est la vie, quoi?<br>
+Rooms for Travellers!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Have you ever been married?</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Oh yes. Of course.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Then why did you part?</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Chiefly&mdash;perhaps it's a peculiarity of mine&mdash;chiefly<br>
+because&mdash;well, you know, a man marries to get a home, to get into a<br>
+home; and a woman to get out of one. She wanted to get out, and I<br>
+wanted to get in! I was so made that I couldn't take her into<br>
+company, because I felt as if she were soiled by men's glances. And<br>
+in company, my splendid, wonderful wife turned into a little<br>
+grimacing monkey I couldn't bear the sight of. So I stayed at home;<br>
+and then, she stayed away. And when I met her again, she'd changed<br>
+into someone else. She, my pure white notepaper, was scribbled all<br>
+over; her clear and lovely features changed in imitation of the<br>
+satyr-like looks of strange men. I could see miniature photographs<br>
+of bull-fighters and guardsmen in her eyes, and hear the strange<br>
+accents of strange men in her voice. On our grand piano, on which<br>
+only the harmonies of the great masters used to be heard, she now<br>
+played the cabaret songs of strange men; and on our table there lay<br>
+nothing but the favourite reading of strange men. In a word, my<br>
+whole existence was on the way to becoming an intellectual<br>
+concubinage with strange men&mdash;and that was contrary to my nature,<br>
+which has always longed for women! And&mdash;I need hardly say this&mdash;the<br>
+tastes of these strange men were always the reverse of mine. She<br>
+developed a real genius for discovering things I detested! That's<br>
+what she called 'saving her personality.' Can you understand that?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I can; but I won't attempt to explain it.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Yet this woman maintained she loved me, and that I didn't<br>
+love her. But I loved her so much I didn't want to speak to any<br>
+other human being; because I feared to be untrue to her if I found<br>
+pleasure in the company of others, even if they were men. I'd<br>
+married for feminine society; and in order to enjoy it I'd left my<br>
+friends. I'd married in order to find company, but what I got was<br>
+complete solitude! And I was supporting house and home, in order to<br>
+provide strange men with feminine companionship. <i>C'est l'amour</i>,<br>
+my friend!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You should never talk about your wife.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. No! For if you speak well of her, people will laugh; and<br>
+if you speak ill, all their sympathy will go out to her; and if, in<br>
+the first instance, you ask why they laugh, you get no answer.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No. You can never find out who you've married. Never get<br>
+hold of her&mdash;it seems she's no one. Tell me&mdash;what is woman?</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. I don't know! Perhaps a larva or a chrysalis, out of whose<br>
+trance-like life a man one day will be created. She seems a child,<br>
+but isn't one; she is a sort of child, and yet not like one. Drags<br>
+downward, when the man pulls up. Drags upward, when the man pulls<br>
+down.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. She always wants to disagree with her husband; always has<br>
+a lot of sympathy for what he dislikes; is crudest beneath the<br>
+greatest superficial refinement; the wickedest amongst the best.<br>
+And yet, whenever I've been in love, I've always grown more<br>
+sensitive to the refinements of civilisation.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. You, I dare say. What about her?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Oh, whilst our love was growing <i>she</i> was always<br>
+developing backwards. And getting cruder and more wicked.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Can you explain that?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No. But once, when I was trying to find the solution to<br>
+the riddle by disagreeing with myself, I took it that she absorbed<br>
+my evil and I her good.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Do you think woman's particularly false?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes and no. She seeks to hide her weakness but that only<br>
+means that she's ambitious and has a sense of shame. Only whores<br>
+are honest, and therefore cynical.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Tell me some more about her that's good.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I once had a woman friend. She soon noticed that when I<br>
+drank I looked uglier than usual; so she begged me not to. I<br>
+remember one night we'd been talking in a caf&eacute; for many hours. When<br>
+it was nearly ten o'clock, she begged me to go home and not to<br>
+drink any more. We parted, after we'd said goodnight. A few days<br>
+later I heard she'd left me only to go to a large party, where she<br>
+drank till morning. Well, I said, as in those days I looked for all<br>
+that was good in women, she meant well by me, but had to pollute<br>
+herself for business reasons.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. That's well thought out; and, as a view, can be defended.<br>
+She wanted to make you better than herself, higher and purer, so<br>
+that she could look up to you! But you can find an equally good<br>
+explanation for that. A wife's always angry and out of humour with<br>
+her husband; and the husband's always kind and grateful to his<br>
+wife. He does all he can to make things easy for her, and she does<br>
+all she can to torture him.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. That's not true. Of course it may sometimes appear to be<br>
+so. I once had a woman friend who shifted all the defects that she<br>
+had on to me. For instance, she was very much in love with herself,<br>
+and therefore called me the most egoistical of men. She drank, and<br>
+called me a drunkard; she rarely changed her linen and said I was<br>
+dirty; she was jealous, even of my men friends, and called me<br>
+Othello. She was masterful and called me Nero. Niggardly and called<br>
+me Harpagon.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Why didn't you answer her?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You know why very well! If I'd made clear to her what she<br>
+really was, I'd have lost her favour that moment&mdash;and it was<br>
+precisely her favour I wanted to keep.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. <i>A tout prix</i>! Yes, that's the source of degradation! You<br>
+grow accustomed to holding your tongue, and at last find yourself<br>
+caught in a tissue of falsehoods.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Wait! Don't you agree that married people so mix their<br>
+personalities that they can no longer distinguish between meum and<br>
+tuum, no longer remain separate from one another, or cannot tell<br>
+their own weaknesses from those of the other. My jealous friend,<br>
+who called me Othello, took me for herself, identified me with<br>
+herself.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. That sounds conceivable.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You see! You can often explain most if you don't ask<br>
+who's to blame. For when married people begin to differ, it's like<br>
+a realm divided against itself, and that's the worst kind of<br>
+disharmony.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. There are moments when I think a woman cannot love a man.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Perhaps not. To love is an active verb and woman's a<br>
+passive noun. He loves and she is loved; he asks questions and she<br>
+merely answers.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Then what is woman's love?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. The man's.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Well said. And therefore when the man ceases to love her,<br>
+she severs herself from him!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And then?</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. 'Sh! Someone's coming. Perhaps to take the house!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. A woman or a man?</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. A woman! And a man. But he's waiting outside. Now he's<br>
+turned and is going into the wood. Interesting!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Who is it?</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. You can see for yourself.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (looking out of the window). It's she! My first wife! My<br>
+first love!</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. It seems she's left her second husband recently ... and<br>
+arrived here with number three; who, if one can judge by certain<br>
+movements of his back and calves, is escaping from a stormy scene.<br>
+Oh, well! But she didn't notice his spiteful intentions. Very<br>
+interesting! I'll go out and listen.</p>
+
+<p>(He disappears. The WOMAN knocks.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Come in!</p>
+
+<p>(The WOMAN comes in. There is a silence.)</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN (excitedly). I only came here because the house was to let.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Oh!</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN (slowly). Had I known who wanted to let it, I shouldn't have<br>
+come.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What does it matter?</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. May I sit down a moment? I'm tired.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Please do. (They sit down at the table opposite one<br>
+another, in the seats occupied by the STRANGER and the LADY in the<br>
+first scene.) It's a long time since we've sat facing one another<br>
+like this.</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. With flowers and lights on the table. One night ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. When I was dressed as a bridegroom and you as a bride ...</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. And the candle flames were still as in prayer and the<br>
+flowers pensive. ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Is your husband outside?</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. No.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. You're still seeking ... what doesn't exist?</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. Doesn't it?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. No. I always told you so, but you wouldn't believe me;<br>
+you wanted to find out for yourself. Have you found out now?</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. Not yet.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Why did you leave your husband? (The WOMAN doesn't<br>
+reply.) Did he beat you?</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. Yes.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. How did he come to forget himself so far?</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. He was angry.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What about?</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. Nothing.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Why was he angry about nothing?</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN (rising). No, thank you! I won't sit here and be picked to<br>
+pieces. Where's your wife?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. She left me just now.</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. Why?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Why did you leave me?</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. I felt you wanted to leave me; so, not to be deserted, I<br>
+went myself.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I dare say that's true. But how could you read my<br>
+thoughts?</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN (sitting down again). What? We didn't need to speak in order<br>
+to know one another's thoughts.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. We made a mistake when we were living together, because<br>
+we accused each other of wicked thoughts before they'd become<br>
+actions; and lived in mental reservations instead of realities. For<br>
+instance, I once noticed how you enjoyed the defiling gaze of a<br>
+strange man, and I accused you of unfaithfulness.</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. You were wrong to do so, and right. Because my thoughts were<br>
+sinful.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Don't you think my habit of 'anticipating you' prevented<br>
+your bad designs from being put in practice?</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. Let me think! Yes, perhaps it did. But I was annoyed to find<br>
+a spy always at my side, watching my inmost self, that was my own.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. But it wasn't your own: it was ours!</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. Yes, but I held it to be mine, and believed you'd no right<br>
+to force your way in. When you did so I hated you; I said you were<br>
+abnormally suspicious out of self-defence. Now I can admit that<br>
+your suspicions were never wrong; that they were, in fact, the<br>
+purest wisdom.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Oh! Do you know that, at night, when we'd said good-night<br>
+as friends and gone to sleep, I used to wake and feel your hatred<br>
+poisoning me; and think of getting out of bed so as not to be<br>
+suffocated. One night I woke and felt a pressure on the top of my<br>
+head. I saw you were awake and had put your hand close to my mouth.<br>
+I thought you were making me inhale poison from a phial; and, to<br>
+make sure, I seized your hand.</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. I remember.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What did you do then?</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. Nothing. Only hated you.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Why?</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. Because you were my husband. Because I ate your bread.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Do you think it's always the same?</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. I don't know. I suspect it is.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. But sometimes you've even despised me?</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. Yes, when you were ridiculous. A man in love is always<br>
+ridiculous. Do you know what a cox-comb is? That's what a lover's<br>
+like.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. But if any man who loves you is ridiculous, how can you<br>
+respond to his love?</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. We don't! We submit to it, and search for another man who<br>
+doesn't love us.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. But if he, in turn, begins to love you, do you look for a<br>
+third?</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. Perhaps it's like that.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Very strange. (There is a silence.) I remember you were<br>
+always dreaming of someone you called your Toreador, which I<br>
+translated by 'horse butcher.' You eventually got him, but he gave<br>
+you no children, and no bread; only beatings! A toreador's always<br>
+fighting. (Silence.) Once I let myself be tempted into trying to<br>
+compete with the toreador. I started to bicycle and fence and do<br>
+other things of the kind. But you only began to detest me for it.<br>
+That means that the husband mayn't do what the lover may. Later you<br>
+had a passion for page boys. One of them used to sit on the<br>
+Brussels carpet and read you bad verses. ... My good ones were of<br>
+no use to you. Did you get your page boy?</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. Yes. But his verses weren't bad, really.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Oh yes, they were, my dear. I know him! He stole my<br>
+rhythms and set them for the barrel organ.</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN (rising and going to the door.) You should be ashamed of<br>
+yourself.</p>
+
+<p>(The TEMPTER conies in, holding a letter in his hand.)</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Here's a letter. It's for you. (The WOMAN takes it, reads<br>
+it and falls into a chair.) A farewell note! Oh, well! All<br>
+beginnings are hard&mdash;in love affairs. And those who lack the<br>
+patience to surmount initial difficulties&mdash;lose the golden fruit.<br>
+Pages are always impatient. Unknown youth, have you had enough?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (rising and picking up his hat). My poor Anna!</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. Don't leave me.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I must.</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. Don't go. You were the best of them all.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Do you want to begin again from the beginning? That would<br>
+be a sure way to make an end of this. For if lovers only find one<br>
+another, they lose one another! What is love? Say something witty,<br>
+each one of you, before we part.</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. I don't know what it is. The highest and the loveliest of<br>
+things, that has to sink to the lowest and the ugliest.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. A caricature of godly love.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. An annual plant, that blossoms during the engagement, goes<br>
+to seed in marriage and then sinks to the earth to wither and die.</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. The loveliest flowers have no seed. The rose is the flower<br>
+of love.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And the lily that of innocence. That can form seeds, but<br>
+only opens her white cup to kisses.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. And propagates her kind with buds, out of which fresh<br>
+lilies spring, like chaste Minerva who sprang fully armed from the<br>
+head of Zeus, and not from his royal loins. Oh yes, children, I've<br>
+understood much, but never this: what the beloved of my soul has to<br>
+do with. ... (He hesitates.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Well, go on!</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. What all-powerful love, that is the marriage of souls, has<br>
+to do with the propagation of the species!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER and WOMAN. Now he's come to the point!</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. I've never been able to understand how a kiss, that's an<br>
+unborn word, a soundless speech, a quiet language of the soul, can<br>
+be exchanged, by means of a hallowed procedure, for a surgical<br>
+operation, that always ends in tears and the chattering of teeth.<br>
+I've never understood how that holy night, the first in which two<br>
+souls embrace each other in love, can end in the shedding of blood,<br>
+in quarrelling, hate, mutual contempt&mdash;and lint! (He holds his<br>
+mouth shut.)</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Suppose the story of the fall were true? In pain shalt<br>
+thou bring forth children.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. In that case one could understand.</p>
+
+<p>WOMAN. Who is the man who says these things?</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Only a wanderer on the quicksands of this life. (The WOMAN<br>
+rises.) So you're ready to go. Who will go first?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I shall.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Where?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Upwards. And you?</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. I shall stay down here, in between. ...</p>
+
+<p>Curtain.</p>
+
+<p>
+<br>
+ACT IV</p>
+
+<p>SCENE I</p>
+
+<p>CHAPTER HOUSE OF THE MONASTERY</p>
+
+<p>[A Gothic chapter house. In the background arcades lead to the<br>
+cloisters and the courtyard of the monastery. In the middle of the<br>
+courtyard there is a well with a statue of the Virgin Mary,<br>
+surrounded by long-stemmed white roses. The walls of the chapter<br>
+house are filled with built-in choir stalls of oak. The PRIOR'S own<br>
+stall is in the middle to the right and rather higher than the<br>
+rest. In the middle of the chapter house an enormous crucifix. The<br>
+sun is shining on the statue of the Virgin in the courtyard. The<br>
+STRANGER enters from the back. He is wearing a coarse monkish cowl,<br>
+with a rope round his waist and sandals on his feet. He halts in<br>
+the doorway and looks at the chapter house, then goes over to the<br>
+crucifix and stops in front of it. The last strophe of the choral<br>
+service can be heard from across the courtyard. The CONFESSOR<br>
+enters from the back; he is dressed in black and white; he has long<br>
+hair and along beard and a very small tonsure that can hardly be<br>
+seen.]</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Peace be with you!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And with you.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. How do you like this white house?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I can only see blackness.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. You still are black; but you'll grow white, quite white!<br>
+Did you sleep well last night?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Dreamlessly, like a tired child. But tell me: why do I<br>
+find so many locked doors?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. You'll gradually learn to open them.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Is this a large building?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Endless! It dates from the time of Charlemagne and has<br>
+continually grown through pious benefactions. Untouched by the<br>
+spiritual upheavals and changes of different epochs, it stands on<br>
+its rocky height as a monument of Western culture. That is to say:<br>
+Christian faith wedded to the knowledge of Hellas and Rome.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. So it's not merely a religious foundation?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. No. It embraces all the arts and sciences as well.<br>
+There's a library, museum, observatory and laboratory&mdash;as you'll<br>
+see later. Agriculture and horticulture are also studied here; and<br>
+a hospital for laymen, with its own sulphur springs, is attached to<br>
+the monastery.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. One word more, before the chapter assembles. What kind of<br>
+man is the Prior?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR (smiling). He is the Prior! Aloof, without peer, dwelling<br>
+on the summits of human knowledge, and ... well, you'll see him<br>
+soon.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Is it true that he's so old?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. He's reached an unusual age. He was born at the<br>
+beginning of the century that's now nearing its end.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Has he always been in the monastery?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. No. He's not always been a monk, though always a priest.<br>
+Once he was a minister, but that was seventy years ago. Twice<br>
+curator of the university. Archbishop. ... 'Sh! Mass is over.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I presume he's not the kind of unprejudiced priest who<br>
+pretends to have vices when he has none?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Not at all. But he's seen life and mankind, and he's<br>
+more human than priestly.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And the fathers?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Wise men, with strange histories, and none of them<br>
+alike.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Who can never have known life as it's lived. ...</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. All have lived their lives, more than once; have<br>
+suffered shipwreck, started again, gone to pieces and risen<br>
+once more. You must wait.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. The Prior's sure to ask me questions. I don't think<br>
+I can agree to everything.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. On the contrary, you must show yourself as you are; and<br>
+defend your opinions to the last.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Will contradiction be permitted here?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Here? You're a child, who's lived in a childish world,<br>
+where you've played with thoughts and words. You've lived in the<br>
+erroneous belief that language, a material thing, can be a vehicle<br>
+for anything so subtle as thoughts and feelings. We've discovered<br>
+that error, and therefore speak as little as possible; for we are<br>
+aware of, and can divine, the innermost thoughts of our neighbour.<br>
+We've so developed our perceptive faculties by spiritual exercises<br>
+that we are linked in a single chain; and can detect a feeling of<br>
+pleasure and harmony, when there's complete accord. The Prior, who<br>
+has trained himself most rigorously, can feel if anyone's thoughts<br>
+have strayed into wrong paths. In some respects he's like&mdash;merely<br>
+like, I say&mdash;a telephone engineer's galvanometer, that shows when<br>
+and where a current has been interrupted. Therefore we can have no<br>
+secrets from one another, and so do not need the confessional.<br>
+Think of all this when you confront the searching eye of the Prior!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Is there any intention of examining me?</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Oh no. There are merely a few questions to answer<br>
+without any deep meaning, before the practical examinations. Quiet!<br>
+Here they are.</p>
+
+<p>(He goes to one side. The PRIOR enters from the back. He is dressed<br>
+entirely in white and he has pulled up his hood. He is a tall man<br>
+with long white hair and along white beard-his head is like that of<br>
+Jupiter. His face is pale, but full and without wrinkles. His eyes<br>
+are large, surrounded by shadows and his eyebrows strongly marked.<br>
+A quiet, majestic calm reigns over his whole personality. The PRIOR<br>
+is followed by twelve Fathers, dressed in black and white, with<br>
+black hoods, also pulled up. All bow to the crucifix and then go to<br>
+their places.)</p>
+
+<p>PRIOR (after looking at the STRANGER for a moment.) What do you<br>
+seek here? (The STRANGER is confused and tries to find an answer,<br>
+but cannot. The PRIOR goes on, calmly, firmly, but indulgently.)<br>
+Peace? Isn't that so? (The STRANGER makes a sign of assent with<br>
+head and mouth.) But if the whole of life is a struggle, how can<br>
+you find peace amongst the living? (The STRANGER is not able to<br>
+answer.) Do you want to turn your back on life because you feel<br>
+you've been injured, cheated?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (in a weak voice). Yes.</p>
+
+<p>PRIOR. So you've been defrauded, unjustly dealt with? And this<br>
+injustice began so early that you, an innocent child, couldn't<br>
+imagine you'd committed any crime that was worthy of punishment.<br>
+Well, once you were unjustly accused of stealing fruit; tormented<br>
+into taking the offence on yourself; tortured into telling lies<br>
+about yourself and forced to beg forgiveness for a fault you'd not<br>
+committed. Wasn't it so?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (with certainty). Yes. It was.</p>
+
+<p>PRIOR. It was; and you've never been able to forget it. Never. Now<br>
+listen, you've a good memory; can you remember <i>The Swiss Family<br>
+Robinson</i>?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER (shrinking). <i>The Swiss Family Robinson</i>?</p>
+
+<p>PRIOR. Yes. Those events that caused you such mental torture<br>
+happened in 1857, but at Christmas 1856, that is the year before,<br>
+you tore a copy of that book and out of fear of punishment hid it<br>
+under a chest in the kitchen. (The STRANGER is taken aback.) The<br>
+wardrobe was painted in oak graining, and clothes hung in its upper<br>
+part, whilst shoes stood below. This wardrobe seemed enormously big<br>
+to you, for you were a small child, and you couldn't imagine it<br>
+could ever be moved; but during spring cleaning at Easter what was<br>
+hidden was brought to light. Fear drove you to put the blame on a<br>
+schoolfellow. And now he had to endure torture, because appearances<br>
+were against him, for you were thought to be trustworthy. After<br>
+this the history of your sorrows comes as a logical sequence. You<br>
+accept this logic?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. Punish me!</p>
+
+<p>PRIOR. No. I don't punish; when I was a child I did&mdash;similar<br>
+things. But will you now promise to forget this history of your own<br>
+sufferings for all time and never to recount it again?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I promise! If only he whom I took advantage of could<br>
+forgive me.</p>
+
+<p>PRIOR. He has already. Isn't that so, Pater Isidor?</p>
+
+<p>ISIDOR (who was the DOCTOR in the first part of 'The Road to<br>
+Damascus,' rising). With my whole heart!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. It's you!</p>
+
+<p>ISIDOR. Yes. I.</p>
+
+<p>PRIOR (to FATHER ISIDOR). Pater Isidor, say a word, just one.</p>
+
+<p>ISIDOR. It was in the year 1856 that I had to endure my torture.<br>
+But even in 1854 one of my brothers suffered in the same way, owing<br>
+to a false accusation on my part. (To the STRANGER.) So we're all<br>
+guilty and not one of us is without blemish; and I believe my<br>
+victim had no clear conscience either. (He sits down.)</p>
+
+<p>PRIOR. If we could only stop accusing one another and particularly<br>
+Eternal Justice! But we're born in guilt and all resemble Adam! (To<br>
+the STRANGER.) There was something you wanted to know, was there<br>
+not?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I wanted to know life's inmost meaning.</p>
+
+<p>PRIOR. The very innermost! So you wanted to learn what no man's<br>
+permitted to know. Pater Uriel! (PATER URIEL, who is blind, rises.<br>
+The PRIOR speaks to the STRANGER.) Look at this blind father! We<br>
+call him Uriel in remembrance of Uriel Acosta, whom perhaps you've<br>
+heard of? (The STRANGER makes a sign that he has not.) You haven't?<br>
+All young people should have heard of him. Uriel Acosta was a<br>
+Portuguese of Jewish descent, who, however, was brought up in the<br>
+Christian faith. When he was still fairly young he began to<br>
+inquire&mdash;you understand&mdash;to inquire if Christ were really God; with<br>
+the result that he went over to the Jewish faith. And then he began<br>
+research into the Mosaic writings and the immortality of the soul,<br>
+with the result that the Rabbis handed him over to the Christian<br>
+priesthood for punishment. A long time after he returned to the<br>
+Jewish faith. But his thirst for knowledge knew no bounds, and he<br>
+continued his researches till he found he'd reached absolute<br>
+nullity; and in despair that he couldn't learn the final secret he<br>
+took his own life with a pistol shot. (Pause.) Now look at our good<br>
+father Uriel here. He, too, was once very young and anxious to<br>
+know; he always wanted to be in the forefront of every modern<br>
+movement, and he discovered new philosophies. I may add, by the<br>
+way, that he's a friend of my boyhood and almost as old as I. Now<br>
+about 1820 he came upon the so-called rational philosophy, that had<br>
+already lain in its grave for twenty years. With this system of<br>
+thought, which was supposed to be a master key, all locks were to<br>
+be picked, all questions answered and all opponents confuted&mdash;<br>
+everything was clear and simple. In those days Uriel was a strong<br>
+opponent of all religions and in particular followed the<br>
+Mesmerists, as the hypnotisers of that age were called. In 1830 our<br>
+friend became a Hegelian, though, to be sure, rather late in the<br>
+day. Then he re-discovered God, a God who was immanent in nature<br>
+and in man, and found he was a little god himself. Now, as ill-luck<br>
+would have it, there were two Hegels, just as there were two<br>
+Voltaires; and the later, or more conservative Hegel, had developed<br>
+his All-godhead till it had become a compromise with the Christian<br>
+view. And so Father Uriel, who never wanted to be behind the times,<br>
+became a rationalistic Christian, who was given the thankless task<br>
+of combating Rationalism and himself. (Pause.) I'll shorten the<br>
+whole sad history for Father Uriel's sake. In 1850 he again became<br>
+a materialist and an enemy of Christianity. In 1870 he became a<br>
+hypnotist, in 1880 a theosophist, and 1890 he wanted to shoot<br>
+himself! I met him just at that time. He was sitting on a bench in<br>
+Unter den Linden in Berlin, and he was blind. This Uriel was blind&mdash;<br>
+and Uriel means 'God is my Light'&mdash;who for a century had marched<br>
+with the torch of liberalism at the head of <i>every</i> modern<br>
+movement! (To the STRANGER.) You see, he wanted to know, but he<br>
+failed! And therefore he now believes. Is there anything else you'd<br>
+like to know?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. One thing only.</p>
+
+<p>PRIOR. Speak.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. If Father Uriel had held to his first faith in 1810, men<br>
+would have called him conservative or old-fashioned; but now, as<br>
+he's followed the developments of his time and has therefore<br>
+discarded his youthful faith, men will call him a renegade&mdash;that's<br>
+to say: whatever he does mankind will blame him.</p>
+
+<p>PRIOR. Do you heed what men say? Father Clemens, may I tell him how<br>
+you heeded what men said? (PATER CLEMENS rises and makes a gesture<br>
+of assent.) Father Clemens is our greatest figure painter. In the<br>
+world outside he's known by another name, a very famous one. Father<br>
+Clemens was a young man in 1830. He felt he had a talent for<br>
+painting and gave himself up to it with his whole soul. When he was<br>
+twenty he was exhibiting. The public, the critics, his teachers,<br>
+and his parents were all of the opinion that he'd made a mistake in<br>
+the choice of his profession. Young Clemens heeded what men were<br>
+saying, so he laid down his brush and turned bookseller. When he<br>
+was fifty years of age, and had his life behind him, the paintings<br>
+of his early years were discovered by some stranger; and were then<br>
+recognised as masterpieces by the public, the critics, his teachers<br>
+and relations! But it was too late. And when Father Clemens<br>
+complained of the wickedness of the world, the world answered with<br>
+a heartless grin: 'Why did you let yourself be taken in?' Father<br>
+Clemens grieved so much at this, that he came to us. But he doesn't<br>
+grieve any longer now. Or do you, Father Clemens?</p>
+
+<p>CLEMENS. No! But that isn't the end of the story. The paintings I'd<br>
+done in 1830 were admired and hung in a museum till 1880. Taste<br>
+then changed very quickly, and one day an important newspaper<br>
+announced that their presence there was an outrage. So they were<br>
+banished to the attic.</p>
+
+<p>PRIOR (to the STRANGER). That's a good story!</p>
+
+<p>CLEMENS. But it's still not finished. By 1890 taste had so changed<br>
+again that a professor of the History of Art wrote that it was a<br>
+national scandal that my works should be hanging in an attic. So<br>
+the pictures were brought down again, and, for the time being, are<br>
+classical. But for how long? From that you can see, young man, in<br>
+what worldly fame consists? Vanitas vanitatum vanitas!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Then is life worth living?</p>
+
+<p>PRIOR. Ask Pater Melcher, who is experienced not only in the world<br>
+of deception and error, but also in that of lies and contradictions.<br>
+Follow him: he'll show you the picture gallery and tell you stories.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I'll gladly follow anyone who can teach me something.</p>
+
+<p>(PATER MELCHER takes the STRANGER by the hand and leads him out of<br>
+the Chapter House.)</p>
+
+<p>Curtain.</p>
+
+<p>
+SCENE II</p>
+
+<p>PICTURE GALLERY OF THE MONASTERY</p>
+
+<p>[Picture Gallery of the Monastery. There are mostly portraits of<br>
+people with two heads.]</p>
+
+<p>MELCHER. Well, first we have here a small landscape, by an unknown<br>
+master, called 'The Two Towers.' Perhaps you've been in Switzerland<br>
+and know the originals.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. I've been in Switzerland!</p>
+
+<p>MELCHER. Exactly. Then near the station of Amsteg on the Gotthard<br>
+railway you've seen a tower, called Zwing-Uri, sung of by Schiller<br>
+in his <i>Wilhelm Tell</i>. It stands there as a monument to the cruel<br>
+oppression which the inhabitants of Uri suffered at the hands of<br>
+the German Emperors. Good! On the Italian side of the Gotthard lies<br>
+Bellinzona, as you know. There are many towers to be seen there,<br>
+but the most curious is called Castel d'Uri. That's the monument<br>
+recalling the cruel oppression which the Italian cantons suffered<br>
+at the hands of the inhabitants of Uri! Now do you understand?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. So freedom means: freedom to oppress others. That's new<br>
+to me.</p>
+
+<p>MELCHER. Then let's go on without further comment to the portrait<br>
+collection. Number one in the catalogue. Boccaccio, with two heads&mdash;<br>
+all our portraits have at least two heads. His story's well known.<br>
+The great man began his career by writing dissolute and godless<br>
+tales, which he dedicated to Queen Johanna of Naples, who'd seduced<br>
+the son of St. Brigitta. Boccaccio ended up as a saint in a<br>
+monastery where he lectured on Dante's Hell and the devils that, in<br>
+his youth, he had thought to drive out in a most original way.<br>
+You'll notice now, how the two faces are meeting each other's gaze!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. But all trace of humour's lacking; and humour's to<br>
+be expected in a man who knew himself as well as our friend<br>
+Boccaccio did.</p>
+
+<p>MELCHER. Number two in the catalogue. Ah, yes; that's two-headed<br>
+Doctor Luther. The youthful champion of tolerance and the aged<br>
+upholder of intolerance. Have I said enough?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Quite enough.</p>
+
+<p>MELCHER. Number three in the catalogue. The great Gustavus Adolphus<br>
+accepting Catholic funds from Cardinal Richelieu in order to fight<br>
+for Protestantism, whilst remaining neutral in the face of the<br>
+Catholic League.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. How do Protestants explain this threefold contradiction?</p>
+
+<p>MELCHER. They say it's not true. Number four in the catalogue.<br>
+Schiller, the author of The Robbers, who was offered the freedom of<br>
+the City of Paris by the leaders of the French Revolution in 1792;<br>
+but who had been made a State Councillor of Meiningen as early as<br>
+1790 and a royal Danish Stipendiary in 1791. The scene depicts the<br>
+State Councillor&mdash;and friend of his Excellency Goethe&mdash;receiving<br>
+the Diploma of Honour from the leaders of the French Revolution as<br>
+late as 1798. Think of it, the diploma of the Reign of Terror in<br>
+the year 1798, when the Revolution was over and the country under<br>
+the Directory! I'd have liked to have seen the Councillor and his<br>
+friend, His Excellency! But it didn't matter, for two years later<br>
+he repaid his nomination by writing the <i>Song of the Bell</i>, in<br>
+which he expressed his thanks and begged the revolutionaries to<br>
+keep quiet! Well, that's life. We're intelligent people and love<br>
+<i>The Robbers</i> as much as <i>The Song of the Bell</i>; Schiller as much<br>
+as Goethe!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. The work remains, the master perishes.</p>
+
+<p>MELCHER. Goethe, yes! Number five in the catalogue. He began with<br>
+Strassburg cathedral and <i>G&ouml;tz von Berlichingen</i>, two hurrahs for<br>
+gothic Germanic art against that of Greece and Rome. Later he<br>
+fought against Germanism and for Classicism. Goethe against Goethe!<br>
+There you see the traditional Olympic calm, harmony, etc., in the<br>
+greatest disharmony with itself. But depression at this turns into<br>
+uneasiness when the young Romantic school appears and combats the<br>
+Goethe of <i>Iphigenia</i> with theories drawn from Goethe's <i>Goetz</i>.<br>
+That the 'great heathen' ends up by converting Faust in the Second<br>
+Part, and allowing him to be saved by the Virgin Mary and the<br>
+angels, is usually passed over in silence by his admirers. Also the<br>
+fact that a man of such clear vision should, towards the end of his<br>
+life, have found everything so 'strange,' and 'curious,' even the<br>
+simplest facts that he'd previously seen through. His last wish was<br>
+for 'more light'! Yes; but it doesn't matter. We're intelligent<br>
+people and love our Goethe just the same.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. And rightly.</p>
+
+<p>MELCHER. Number six in the catalogue. Voltaire! He has more than<br>
+two heads. The Godless One, who spent his whole life defending God.<br>
+The Mocker, who was mocked, because 'he believed in God like a<br>
+child.' The author of the cynical 'Candide,' who wrote:</p>
+
+<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;In my youth I sought the pleasures<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Of the senses, but I learned<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;That their sweetness was illusion<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Soon to bitterness it turned.<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;In old age I've come to see<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Life is nought but vanity.</p>
+
+<p>Dr. Knowall, who thought he could grasp everything between Heaven<br>
+and Earth by means of reason and science, sings like this, when he<br>
+comes to the end of his life:</p>
+
+<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;I had thought to find in knowledge<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Light to guide me on my way;<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Yet I still must walk in darkness<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;All that's known must soon decay.<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Ignorance, I turn to thee!<br>
+&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Knowledge is but vanity.</p>
+
+<p>But that's no matter! Voltaire can be put to many uses. The Jews<br>
+use him against the Christians, and the Christians use him against<br>
+the Jews, because he was an anti-Semite, like Luther. Chateaubriand<br>
+used him to defend Catholicism, and Protestants use him even to-day<br>
+to attack Catholicism. He was a fine fellow!</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Then what's your view?</p>
+
+<p>MELCHER. We have no views here; we've faith, as I've told you<br>
+already. And that's why we've only one head&mdash;placed exactly above<br>
+the heart. (Pause.) In the meantime let's look at number seven in<br>
+the catalogue. Ah, Napoleon! The creation of the Revolution itself!<br>
+The Emperor of the People, the Nero of Freedom, the suppressor of<br>
+Equality and the 'big brother' of Fraternity. He's the most cunning<br>
+of all the two-headed, for he could laugh at himself, raise himself<br>
+above his own contradictions, change his skin and his soul, and yet<br>
+be quite explicable to himself in every transformation&mdash;convinced,<br>
+self-authorised. There's only one other man who can be compared<br>
+with him in this; Kierkegaard the Dane. From the beginning he was<br>
+aware of this parthenogenesis of the soul, whose capacity to<br>
+multiply by taking cuttings was equivalent to bringing forth young<br>
+in this life without conception. And for that reason, and so as not<br>
+to become life's fool, he wrote under a number of pseudonyms, of<br>
+which each one constituted a 'stage on his life's way.' But did you<br>
+realise this? The Lord of life, in spite of all these precautions,<br>
+made a fool of him after all. Kierkegaard, who fought all his life<br>
+against the priesthood and the professional preachers of the State<br>
+Church, was eventually forced of necessity to become a professional<br>
+preacher himself! Oh yes! Such things do happen.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. The Powers That Be play tricks. ...</p>
+
+<p>MELCHER. The Powers play tricks on tricksters, and delude the<br>
+arrogant, particularly those who alone believe they possess truth<br>
+and knowledge! Number eight in the catalogue. Victor Hugo. He split<br>
+himself into countless parts. He was a peer of France, a Grandee of<br>
+Spain, a friend of Kings, and the socialist author of <i>Les<br>
+Mis&eacute;rables</i>. The peers naturally called him a renegade, and the<br>
+socialists a reformer. Number nine. Count Friedrich Leopold von<br>
+Stollberg. He wrote a fanatical book for the Protestants, and then<br>
+suddenly became a Catholic! Inexplicable in a sensible man. A<br>
+miracle, eh? A little journey to Damascus, perhaps? Number ten.<br>
+Lafayette. The heroic upholder of freedom, the revolutionary, who<br>
+was forced to leave France as a suspected reactionary, because he<br>
+wanted to help Louis XVI; and then was captured by the Austrians<br>
+and carried off to Olm&uuml;tz as a revolutionary! What was he in<br>
+reality?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Both!</p>
+
+<p>MELCHER. Yes, both. He had the two halves that made a whole&mdash;a<br>
+whole man. Number eleven. Bismarck. A paradox. The honest diplomat,<br>
+who maintained he'd discovered that to tell the truth was the<br>
+greatest of ruses. And so was compelled&mdash;by the Powers, I suppose?&mdash;<br>
+to spend the last six years of his life unmasking himself as a<br>
+conscious liar. You're tired. Then we'll stop now.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes, if one clings to the same ideas all one's life, and<br>
+holds the same opinions, one grows old according to nature's laws,<br>
+and gets called conservative, old-fashioned, out of date. But if<br>
+one goes on developing, keeping pace with one's own age, renewing<br>
+oneself with the perennially youthful impulses of contemporary<br>
+thought, one's called a waverer and a renegade.</p>
+
+<p>MELCHER. That's as old as the world! But does an intelligent, man<br>
+heed what he's called? One is, what one's becoming.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. But who revises the periodically changing views of<br>
+contemporary opinion?</p>
+
+<p>MELCHER. You ought to answer that yourself, and indeed in this way.<br>
+It is the Powers themselves who promulgate contemporary opinion, as<br>
+they develop in <i>apparent</i> circles. Hegel, the philosopher of the<br>
+present, himself dimorphous, for both a 'left'-minded and a<br>
+'right'-minded Hegel can always be quoted, has best explained the<br>
+contradictions of life, of history and of the spirit, with his own<br>
+magic formula. Thesis: affirmation; Antithesis: negation;<br>
+Synthesis: comprehension! Young man, or rather, comparatively young<br>
+man! You began life by accepting everything, then went on to<br>
+denying everything on principle. Now end your life by comprehending<br>
+everything. Be exclusive no longer. Do not say: either&mdash;or, but:<br>
+not only&mdash;but also! In a word, or two words rather, Humanity and<br>
+Resignation!</p>
+
+<p>Curtain.</p>
+
+<p>
+SCENE III</p>
+
+<p>CHAPEL OF THE MONASTERY</p>
+
+<p>[Choir of the Monastery Chapel. An open coffin with a bier cloth<br>
+and two burning candles. The CONFESSOR leads in the STRANGER by the<br>
+hand. The STRANGER is dressed in the white shirt of the novice.]</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Have you carefully considered the step you wish to take?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Very carefully.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Have you no more questions?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Questions? No.</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR. Then stay here, whilst I fetch the Chapter and the<br>
+Fathers and Brothers, so that the solemn act may begin.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. Let it come to pass.</p>
+
+<p>(The CONFESSOR goes out. The STRANGER, left alone, is sunk in<br>
+thought.)</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER (coming forward). Are you ready?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. So ready, that I've no answer left for you.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. On the brink of the grave, I understand! You'll have to<br>
+lie in your coffin and appear to die; the old Adam will be covered<br>
+with three shovelfuls of earth, and a De Profundis will be sung.<br>
+Then you'll rise again from the dead, having laid aside your old<br>
+name, and be baptized once more like a new-born child! What will<br>
+you be called? (The STRANGER does not reply.) It is written:<br>
+Johannes, brother Johannes, because he preached in the wilderness<br>
+and ...</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Do not trouble me.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Speak to me a little, before you depart into the long<br>
+silence. For you'll not be allowed to speak for a whole year.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. All the better. Speaking at last becomes a vice, like<br>
+drinking. And why speak, if words do not cloak thoughts?</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. <i>You</i> at the graveside. ... Was life so bitter?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes. My life was.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Did you never know one pleasure?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Yes, many pleasures; but they were very brief and seemed<br>
+only to exist in order to make the pain of their loss the sharper.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Can't it be put the other way round: that pain exists in<br>
+order to make joy more keen?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. It can be put in any way.</p>
+
+<p>(A woman enters with a child to be baptized.)</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Look! A little mortal, who's to be consecrated to<br>
+suffering.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Poor child!</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. A human history, that's about to begin. (A bridal couple<br>
+cross the stage.) And there&mdash;what's loveliest, and most bitter.<br>
+Adam and Eve in Paradise, that in a week will be a Hell, and in a<br>
+fortnight Paradise again.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. What is loveliest, brightest! The first, the only, the<br>
+last that ever gave life meaning! I, too, once sat in the sunlight<br>
+on a verandah, in the spring beneath the first tree to show new<br>
+green, and a small crown crowned a head, and a white veil lay like<br>
+thin morning mist over a face ... that was not that of a human<br>
+being. Then came darkness!</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. Whence?</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. From the light itself. I know no more.</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER. It could only have been a shadow, for light is needed to<br>
+throw shadows; but for darkness no light is needed.</p>
+
+<p>STRANGER. Stop! Or we'll never come to an end.</p>
+
+<p>(The CONFESSOR and the CHAPTER appear in procession.)</p>
+
+<p>TEMPTER (disappearing). Farewell!</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR (advancing with a large black bier-cloth). Lord! Grant<br>
+him eternal peace!</p>
+
+<p>CHOIR. May he be illumined with perpetual light!</p>
+
+<p>CONFESSOR (wrapping the STRANGER to the bier-cloth). May he rest in<br>
+peace!</p>
+
+<p>CHOIR. Amen!</p>
+
+<p>Curtain.</p>
+
+
+
+
+
+
+
+
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