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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/8875-8.txt b/8875-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..a8211d4 --- /dev/null +++ b/8875-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,10216 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Road to Damascus, by August Strindberg + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Road to Damascus + A Trilogy + +Author: August Strindberg + +Commentator: Gunnar Ollén + +Translator: Esther Johanson and Graham Rawson + +Release Date: September, 2005 [EBook #8875] +Posting Date: August 8, 2009 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE ROAD TO DAMASCUS *** + + + + +Produced by Nicole Apostola + + + + + +THE ROAD TO DAMASCUS + +A TRILOGY + + +By August Strindberg + + +English Version By Graham Rawson + +With An Introduction By Gunnar Ollén + + + +CONTENTS + + INTRODUCTION + PART ONE + PART TWO + PART THREE + + + + +INTRODUCTION + +Strindberg's great trilogy _The Road to Damascus_ presents many +mysteries to the uninitiated. Its peculiar changes of mood, its gallery +of half unreal characters, its bizarre episodes combine to make it a +bewilderingly rich but rather 'difficult' work. It cannot be recommended +to the lover of light drama or the seeker of momentary distraction. _The +Road to Damascus_ does not deal with the superficial strata of human +life, but probes into those depths where the problems of God, and death, +and eternity become terrifying realities. + +Many authors have, of course, dealt with the profoundest problems +of humanity without, on that account, having been able to evoke our +interest. There may have been too much philosophy and too little art in +the presentation of the subject, too little reality and too much soaring +into the heights. That is not so with Strindberg's drama. It is a +trenchant settling of accounts between a complex and fascinating +individual--the author--and his past, and the realistic scenes have +often been transplanted in detail from his own changeful life. + +In order fully to understand _The Road to Damascus_ it is therefore +essential to know at least the most important features of that +background of real life, out of which the drama has grown. + +Parts I and II of the trilogy were written in 1898, while Part III was +added somewhat later, in the years 1900-1901. In 1898 Strindberg had +only half emerged from what was by far the severest of the many crises +through which in his troubled life he had to pass. He had overcome +the worst period of terror, which had brought him dangerously near the +borders of sanity, and he felt as if he could again open his eyes and +breathe freely. He was not free from that nervous pressure under which +he had been working, but the worst of the inner tension had relaxed and +he felt the need of taking a survey of what had happened, of summarising +and trying to fathom what could have been underlying his apparently +unaccountable experiences. The literary outcome of this settling of +accounts with the past was _The Road to Damascus_. + +_The Road to Damascus_ might be termed a marriage drama, a mystery +drama, or a drama of penance and conversion, according as preponderance +is given to one or other of its characteristics. The question then +arises: what was it in the drama which was of deepest significance to +the author himself? The answer is to be found in the title, with its +allusion to the narrative in the Acts of the Apostles of the journey of +Saul, the persecutor, the scoffer, who, on his way to Damascus, had an +awe-inspiring vision, which converted Saul, the hater of Christ, into +Paul, the apostle of the Gentiles. Strindberg's drama describes the +progress of the author right up to his conversion, shows how stage by +stage he relinquishes worldly things, scientific renown, and above all +woman, and finally, when nothing more binds him to this world, takes the +vows of a monk and enters a monastery where no dogmas or theology, but +only broadminded humanity and resignation hold sway. What, however, +in an inner sense, distinguishes Strindberg's drama from the Bible +narrative is that the conversion itself--although what leads up to it +is convincingly described, both logically and psychologically--does +not bear the character of a final and irrevocable decision, but on +the contrary is depicted with a certain hesitancy and uncertainty. THE +STRANGER'S entry into the monastery consequently gives the impression of +being a piece of logical construction; the author's heart is not wholly +in it. From Strindberg's later works it also becomes evident that his +severe crisis had undoubtedly led to a complete reformation in that it +definitely caused him to turn from worldly things, of which indeed he +had tasted to the full, towards matters divine. But this did not +mean that then and there he accepted some specific religion, whether +Christian or other. One would undoubtedly come nearest to the author's +own interpretation in this respect by characterising _The Road to +Damascus_ not as a drama of conversion, but as a drama of struggle, +the story of a restless, arduous pilgrimage through the chimeras of +the world towards the border beyond which eternity stretches in solemn +peace, symbolised in the drama by a mountain, the peaks of which reach +high above the clouds. + +In this final settling of accounts one subject is of dominating +importance, recurring again and again throughout the trilogy; it is that +of woman. Strindberg him, of course, become famous as a writer about +women; he has ruthlessly described the hatreds of love, the hell that +marriage can be, he is the creator of _Le Plaidoyer d'un Fou_ and +_The Dance of Death_, he had three divorces, yet was just as much a +worshipper of woman--and at the same time a diabolical hater of her +seducing qualities under which he suffered defeat after defeat. Each +time he fell in love afresh he would compare himself to Hercules, the +Titan, whose strength was vanquished by Queen Omphale, who clothed +herself in his lion's skin, while he had to sit at the spinning wheel +dressed in women's clothes. It can be readily understood that to a man +of Strindberg's self-conceit the problem of his relations with women +must become a vital issue on the solution of which the whole Damascus +pilgrimage depended. + +In 1898, when Parts I and II of the trilogy were written, Strindberg +had been married twice; both marriages had ended unhappily. In the year +1901, when the wedding scenes of Part III were written, Strindberg had +recently experienced the rapture of a new love which, however, was soon +to be clouded. It must not be forgotten that in his entire emotional +life Strindberg was an artist and as such a man of impulse, with the +spontaneity and naivity and intensity of a child. For him love had +nothing to do with respectability and worldly calculations; he liked to +think of it as a thunderbolt striking mortals with a destructive force +like the lightning hurled by the almighty Zeus. It is easy to understand +that a man of such temperament would not be particularly suited for +married life, where self-sacrifice and strong-minded patience may be +severely tested. In addition his three wives were themselves artists, +one an authoress, the other two actresses, all of them pronounced +characters, endowed with a degree of will and self-assertion, which, +although it could not be matched against Strindberg's, yet would have +been capable of producing friction with rather more pliant natures than +that of the Swedish dramatist. + +In the trilogy Strindberg's first wife, Siri von Essen, his marriage to +whom was happiest and lasted longest (1877-1891), and more especially +his second wife, the Austrian authoress Frida Uhl (married to him +1893-1897) have supplied the subject matter for his picture of THE LADY. +In the happy marriage scenes of Part III we recognise reminiscences from +the wedding of Strindberg, then fifty-two, and the twenty-three-year-old +actress Harriet Bosse, whose marriage to him lasted from 1901 until +1904. + +The character of THE LADY in Parts I and II is chiefly drawn from +recollections--fairly recent when the drama was written--of Frida +Uhl and his life with her. From the very beginning her marriage to +Strindberg had been most troublous. In the autumn of 1892 Strindberg +moved from the Stockholm skerries to Berlin, where he lived a rather +hectic Bohemian life among the artists collecting in the little tavern +'Zum Schwarzen Ferkel.' He made the acquaintance of Frida Uhl in the +beginning of the year 1893, and after a good many difficulties was able +to arrange for a marriage on the 2nd May on Heligoland Island, +where English marriage laws, less rigorous than the German, applied. +Strindberg's nervous temperament would not tolerate a quiet and peaceful +honeymoon; quite soon the couple departed to Gravesend via Hamburg. +Strindberg was too restless to stay there and moved on to London. There +he left his wife to try to negotiate for the production of his plays, +and journeyed alone to Sellin, on the island of Rügen, after having +first been compelled to stop in Hamburg owing to lack of money. +Strindberg stayed on Rügen during the month of July, and then left for +the home of his parents-in-law at Mondsee, near Salzburg in Austria, +where he was to meet his wife. But when she was delayed a few days on +the journey from London, Strindberg impatiently departed for Berlin, +where Frida Uhl followed shortly after. About the same time an action +was brought for the suppression of the German version of _Le Plaidoyer +d'un Fou_ as being immoral. This book gives an undisguised, intensely +personal picture of Strindberg's first marriage, and was intended by him +for publication only after his death as a defence against accusations +directed against him for his behaviour towards Siri von Essen. +Strindberg was acquitted after a time, but before that his easily fired +imagination had given him a thorough shake-up, which could only hasten +the crisis which seemed to be approaching. After a trip to Brünn, where +Strindberg wrote his scientific work _Antibarbarus_, the couple arrived +in November at the home of Frida Uhl's grandparents in the little +village of Dornach, by the Upper Danube; here the wanderings of 1893 at +last came to an end. For a few months comparative peace reigned in the +artists' little home, but the birth of a daughter, Kerstin, in May, +brought this tranquillity to a sudden end. Strindberg, who had lived in +a state of nervous depression since the 1880's, felt himself put on one +side by the child, and felt ill at ease in an environment of, as he put +it in the autobiographical _The Quarantine Master_, 'articles of food, +excrements, wet-nurses treated like milch-cows, cooks and decaying +vegetables.' He longed for cleanliness and peace, and in letters to +an artist friend he spoke of entering a monastery. He even thought of +founding one himself in the Ardennes and drew up detailed schemes for +rules, dress, and food. The longing to get away and common interests +with his Parisian friend (a musician named Leopold Littmansson) +attracted Strindberg to Paris, where he settled down in the beginning of +the autumn 1894. His wife joined him, but left again at the close of the +autumn. In reality Strindberg was at this time almost impossible to live +with. Persecution mania and hallucinations took possession of him and +his morbid suspicions knew no bounds. In spite of this he was half +conscious that there was something wrong with his mental faculties, and +in the beginning of 1895, assisted by the Swedish Minister, he went by +his own consent to the St. Louis Hospital in Paris. During his chemical +experiments, in which among other things he tried to produce gold, he +had burnt his hands, so that he had to seek medical attention on that +account also. He wrote about this in a letter: + +'I am going to hospital because I am ill, because my doctor has sent me +there, and because I need to be looked after like a child, because I +am ruined.... And it torments me and grieves me, my nervous system is +rotten, paralytic, hysterical....' + +Never before had Strindberg lived in such distress as at this period, +both physically and mentally. With shattered nerves, sometimes over +the verge of insanity, without any means of existence other than what +friends managed to scrape together, separated from his second wife, who +had opened proceedings for divorce, far from his native land and without +any prospects for the future, he was brought to a profound religious +crisis. With almost incredible fortitude he succeeded in fighting his +way through this difficult period, with the remarkable result that the +former Bohemian, atheist, and scoffer was gradually able to emerge with +the firm assurance of a prophet, and even enter a new creative period, +perhaps mightier than before. One cannot help reflecting that a man +capable of overcoming a crisis of such a formidable character and of +several years' duration, as this one of Strindberg's had been, with +reason intact and even with increased creative power, in reality, in +spite of his hypersensitive nervous system, must have been an unusually +strong man both physically and mentally. + +Upon trying to define more closely what actual relation the play has +to those events of Strindberg's restless life, of which we have given a +rough outline, we find that for the most part the author has undoubtedly +made use of his own experiences, but has adapted, combined and added to +them still more, so that the result is a mixture of real experience and +imagination, all moulded into a carefully worked out artistic form. + +If to begin with, we dwell for a while on Part I it is evident that +the hurried wanderings of THE STRANGER and THE LADY between the street +corner, the room in the hotel, the sea and the Rose Room with the +mother-in-law, have their foundation--often in detail--in Strindberg's +rovings with Frida Uhl. I will give a few examples. In a book by Frida +Uhl about her marriage to the Swedish genius (splendid in parts but not +very reliable) she recalls that the month before her marriage she took +rooms at Neustädtische Kirchstrasse 1, in Berlin, facing a Gothic church +in Dorotheenstrasse, situated at the cross-roads between the post +office in Dorotheenstrasse and the café 'Zum Schwarzen Ferkel' in +Wilhelmstrasse. This Berlin environment appears to be almost exactly +reproduced in the introductory scene of Part I, where THE STRANGER and +THE LADY meet outside a little Gothic church with a post office and +café adjoining. The happy scenes by the sea are, of course, pleasant +recollections from Heligoland, and the many discussions about money +matters in the midst of the honeymoon are quite explicable when we know +how the dramatist was continually haunted by money troubles, even +if occasionally he received a big fee, and that this very financial +insecurity was one of the chief reasons why Frida Uhl's father opposed +the marriage. Again, the country scenes which follow in Part I, shift +to the hilly country round the Danube, with their Catholic Calvaries +and expiation chapels, where Strindberg lived with his parents-in-law in +Mondsee and with his wife's grandparents in Dornach and the neighbouring +village Klam, with its mill, its smithy, and its gloomy ravine. The Rose +Room was the name he gave to the room in which he lived during his stay +with his mother-in-law and his daughter Kerstin in Klam in the autumn +of 1896, as he has himself related in one of his autobiographical books +_Inferno_. In this way we could go on, showing how the localities which +are to be met with in the drama often correspond in detail to the places +Strindberg had visited in the course of his pilgrimage during the years +1893-1898. Space prevents us, however, from entering on a more detailed +analysis in this respect. + +That THE STRANGER represents Strindberg's _alter ego_ is evident in many +ways, even apart from the fact that THE STRANGER'S wanderings from place +to place, as we have already seen, bear a direct relation to those of +Strindberg himself. THE STRANGER is an author, like Strindberg; his +childhood of hate is Strindberg's own; other details--such as for +instance that THE STRANGER has refused to attend his father's funeral, +that the Parish Council has wanted to take his child away from him, that +on account of his writings he has suffered lawsuits, illness, poverty, +exile, divorce; that in the police description he is characterised as +a person without a permanent situation, with uncertain income; married, +but had deserted his wife and left his children; known as entertaining +subversive opinions on social questions (by _The Red Room_, _The New +Realm_ and other works Strindberg became the great standard-bearer +of the Swedish Radicals in their campaign against conventionalism +and bureaucracy); that he gives the impression of not being in full +possession of his senses; that he is sought by his children's guardian +because of unpaid maintenance allowance--everything corresponds to the +experiences of the unfortunate Strindberg himself, with all his bitter +defeats in life and his triumphs in the world of letters. + +Those scenes where THE STRANGER is uncertain whether the people he sees +before him are real or not--he catches hold of THE BEGGAR'S arm to feel +whether he is a real, live person--or those occasions when he appears +as a visionary or thought-reader--he describes the kitchen in his wife's +parental home without ever having seen it, and knows her thoughts before +she has expressed them--have their deep foundation in Strindberg's +mental make-up, especially as it was during the period of tension in the +middle of the 1890's, termed the Inferno period, because at that time +Strindberg thought that he lived in hell. Our most prominent student +of Strindberg, Professor Martin Lamm, wrote about this in his work on +Strindberg's dramas: + +'In order to understand the first part of _The Road to Damascus_ we +must take into consideration that the author had not yet shaken off his +terrifying visions and persecutionary hallucinations. He can play with +them artistically, sometimes he feels tempted to make a joke of them, +but they still retain for him their "terrifying semi-reality." It is +this which makes the drama so bewildering, but at the same time so +vigorous and affecting. Later, when depicting dream states, he creates +an artful blend of reality and poetry. He produces more exquisite works +of art, but he no longer gives the same anguished impression of a soul +striving to free itself from the meshes of his _idées fixes_.' + +With his hypersensitive nervous system Strindberg, like THE STRANGER, +really gives the impression of having been a visionary. For instance, +his author friend Albert Engström, has told how one evening during +a stay far out in the Stockholm skerries, far from all civilisation, +Strindberg suddenly had a feeling that his little daughter was ill, and +wanted to return to town at once. True enough, it turned out that +the girl had fallen ill just at the time when Strindberg had felt the +warning. As regards thought-reading, it appears that at the slightest +change in expression and often for no perceptible reason at all, +Strindberg would draw the most definite conclusions, as definite as +from an uttered word or an action. This we have to keep in mind, for +instance, when judging Strindberg's accusations against his wife in _Le +Plaidoyer d'un Fou_, the book which THE LADY in _The Road to Damascus_ +is tempted to read, in spite of having been forbidden by THE STRANGER, +with tragic results. In Part III of the drama Strindberg lets THE +STRANGER discuss this thought-reading problem with his first wife. THE +STRANGER says: + +'We made a mistake when we were living together, because we accused +each other of wicked thoughts before they'd become actions; and lived in +mental reservations instead of realities. For instance, I once noticed +how you enjoyed the defiling gaze of a strange man, and I accused you of +unfaithfulness'; + +to which THE LADY, to Strindberg's satisfaction, has to reply: + +'You were wrong to do it, and right. Because my thoughts were sinful.' + +As regards the other figures in the gallery of characters in Part I, +we have already shown THE LADY as the identical counterpart in all +essentials of Strindberg's second wife, Frida Uhl. Like the latter THE +LADY is a Catholic, has a grandfather, Dr. Cornelius Reisch--called THE +OLD MAN in the drama--whose passion is shooting; and a mother, Maria +Uhl, with a predilection for religious discourses in Strindberg's own +style; another detail, the fact that she was eighteen years old before +she crossed to the other shore to see what had shimmered dimly in the +distant haze, corresponds with Frida Uhl's statement that she had been +confined in a convent until she was eighteen and a half years old. +On the other hand, the chief female character of the drama does not +correspond to her real life counterpart in that she is supposed to have +been married to a doctor before eloping with THE STRANGER, Strindberg. +Here reminiscences from Strindberg's first marriage play a part. Siri +von Essen, Strindberg's first wife, was married to an officer, Baron +Wrangel, and both the Wrangels received Strindberg kindly in their home +as a friend. Love quickly flared up between Siri von Essen-Wrangel +and Strindberg. She obtained a divorce from her husband and married +Strindberg. Baron von Wrangel shortly afterwards married again, a cousin +of Siri von Essen. Knowing these matrimonial complications we understand +how Strindberg must have felt when, on the point of leaving for +Heligoland to marry Frida Uhl, he met his former wife's (Siri von Essen) +first husband, Baron Wrangel, on Lehrter Station in Berlin, and found +that, like Strindberg himself, he was on a lover's errand. Knowing all +this we need not be surprised at the extremely complicated matrimonial +relations in _The Road to Damascus_, where, for example, for the sake +of THE STRANGER, THE DOCTOR obtains a divorce from THE LADY in order to +marry THE STRANGER'S first wife. In addition to Baron Wrangel a doctor +in the town of Ystad, in the south of Sweden--Dr. Eliasson who attended +Strindberg during his most difficult period--has stood as a model for +THE DOCTOR. We note in particular that the description of the doctor's +house enclosing a courtyard on three sides, tallies with a type of +building which is characteristic of the south of Sweden. When THE DOCTOR +ruthlessly explains to THE STRANGER that the asylum, 'The Good Help,' +was not a hospital but a lunatic asylum, he expresses Strindberg's own +misgivings that the St. Louis Hospital, of which, as mentioned above, +Strindberg was an inmate in the beginning of the year 1895, was really +to be regarded as a lunatic asylum. + +Even minor characters, such as CAESAR and THE BEGGAR have their +counterparts in real life, even though in the main they are fantastic +creations of his imagination. The guardian of his daughter, Kerstin, a +relative of Frida Uhl's, was called Dr. Cäsar R. v. Weyr. Regarding THE +BEGGAR it may be enough to quote Strindberg's feelings when confronted +with the collections made by his Paris friends: + +'I am a beggar who has no right to go to cafés. Beggar! That is the +right word; it rings in my ears and brings a burning blush to my cheeks, +the blush of shame, humiliation, and rage! + +'To think that six weeks ago I sat at this table! My theatre manager +addressed me as Dear Master; journalists strove to interview me, the +photographer begged to be allowed to sell my portrait. And now: a +beggar, a branded man, an outcast from society!' + +After this we can understand why Strindberg in _The Road to Damascus_ +apparently in such surprising manner is seized by the suspicion that he +is himself the beggar. + +We have thus seen that Part I of _The Road to Damascus_ is at the same +time a free creation of fantasy and a drama of portrayal. The elements +of realism are starkly manifest, but they are moulded and hammered into +a work of art by a force of combinative imagination rising far above +the task of mere descriptive realism. The scenes unroll themselves in +calculated sequence up to the central asylum picture, from there to +return in reverse order through the second half of the drama, thus +symbolising life's continuous repetition of itself, Kierkegaard's +_Gentagelse_. The first part of _The Road to Damascus_ is the one most +frequently produced on the stage. This is understandable, having regard +to its firm structure and the consistency of its faith in a Providence +directing the fortunes and misfortunes of man, whether the individual +rages in revolt or submits in quiet resignation. + +The second part of _The Road to Damascus_ is dominated by the scenes of +the great alchemist banquet which, in all its fantastic oddity, is +one of the most suggestive ever created on the ancient theme of the +fickleness of fortune. It was suggested above that there were two +factors beyond all others binding Strindberg to the world and making him +hesitate before the monastery; one was woman, from whom he sets himself +free in Part II, after the birth of a child--precisely as in his +marriage to Frida Uhl--the other was scientific honour, in its highest +phase equivalent, to Strindberg, to the power to produce gold. Countless +were the experiments for this purpose made by Strindberg in his +primitive laboratories, and countless his failures. To the world-famous +author, literary honour meant little as opposed to the slightest +prospect of being acknowledged as a prominent scientist. Harriet Bosse +has told me that Strindberg seldom said anything about his literary +work, never was interested in what other people thought of them, or +troubled to read the reviews; but on the other hand he would often, with +sparkling eyes and childish pride, show her strips of paper, stained at +one end with some golden-brown substance. 'Look,' he said, 'this is +pure gold, and I have made it!' In face of the stubborn scepticism of +scientific experts Strindberg was, however, driven to despair as to his +ability, and felt his dreams of fortune shattered, as did THE STRANGER +at the macabre banquet given in his honour--a banquet which was, as a +matter of fact, planned by his Paris friends, not, as Strindberg would +have liked to believe, in honour of the great scientist, but to the +great author. + +In Part I of _The Road to Damascus_, THE STRANGER replies with a +hesitating 'Perhaps' when THE LADY wants to lead him to the protecting +Church; and at the end of Part II he exclaims: 'Come, priest, before I +change my mind'; but in Part III his decision is final, he enters the +monastery. The reason is that not even THE LADY in her third incarnation +had shown herself capable of reconciling him to life. The wedding day +scenes just before, between Harriet Bosse and the ageing author, form, +however, the climax of Part III and are among the most poetically moving +that Strindberg has ever written. + +Besides having his belief in the rapture of love shattered, THE +STRANGER also suffers disappointment at seeing his child fall short of +expectations. The meeting between the daughter Sylvia and THE STRANGER +probably refers to an episode from the summer of 1899, when Strindberg, +after long years of suffering in foreign countries, saw his beloved +Swedish skerries again, and also his favourite daughter Greta, who had +come over from Finland to meet him. Contrary to the version given in the +drama, the reunion of father and daughter seems to have been very happy +and cordial. However, it is typical of the fate-oppressed Strindberg +that in his work even the happiest summer memories become tinged with +black. Once and for all the dark colours on his palette were the most +intense. + +The final entry into the monastery was more a symbol for the struggling +author's dream of peace and atonement than a real thing in his life. It +is true he visited the Benedictine monastery, Maredsous, in Belgium in +1898, and its well stocked library came to play a certain part In the +drama, but already he realised, after one night's sojourn there, that he +had no call for the monastic life. + +Seen as a whole the trilogy marks a turning point in Strindberg's +dramatic production. The logical, calculated concentration of his +naturalistic work of the 1880's has given way to a freer form of +composition, in which the atmosphere has come to mean more than the +dialogue, the musical and dreamlike qualities more than conciseness. +_The Road to Damascus_ abounds with details from real life, reproduced +in sharply naturalistic manner, but these are not, as things were in +his earlier works viewed by the author _a priori_ as reality but become +wrapped in dreamlike mystery. Just as with _Lady Julia_ and _The Father_ +Strindberg ushered in the naturalistic drama of the 1880's, so in the +years around the turn of the century he was, with his symbolist cycle +_The Road to Damascus_, to break new ground for European drama which had +gradually become stuck in fixed formulas. _The Road to Damascus_ became +a landmark in world literature both as a brilliant work of art and as +bearer of new stage technique. + +GUNNAR OLLÉN + +Translated by ESTHER JOHANSON + + + + + +THE ROAD TO DAMASCUS + + + + +PART I. + +English Version by Graham Rawson + + +CHARACTERS + + THE STRANGER + THE LADY + THE BEGGAR + THE DOCTOR + HIS SISTER + AN OLD MAN + A MOTHER + AN ABBESS + A CONFESSOR + + less important figures + FIRST MOURNER + SECOND MOURNER + THIRD MOURNER + LANDLORD + CAESAR + WAITER + + non-speaking + A SMITH + MILLER'S WIFE + FUNERAL ATTENDANTS + + +SCENES + + SCENE I Street Corner SCENE XVII + SCENE II Doctor's House SCENE XVI + SCENE III Room in an Hotel SCENE XV + SCENE IV By the Sea SCENE XIV + SCENE V On the Road SCENE XIII + SCENE VI In a Ravine SCENE XII + SCENE VII In a Kitchen SCENE XI + SCENE VIII The 'Rose' Room SCENE X + SCENE IX Convent + + +First Performance in England by the Stage Society at the Westminster +Theatre, 2nd May 1937 + +CAST + + THE STRANGER Francis James + THE LADY Wanda Rotha + THE BEGGAR Alexander Sarner + FIRST MOURNER George Cormack + SECOND MOURNER Kenneth Bell + THIRD MOURNER Peter Bennett + FOURTH MOURNER Bryan Sears + FIFTH MOURNER Michael Boyle + SIXTH MOURNER Stephen Patrick + THE LANDLORD Stephen Jack + THE DOCTOR Neil Porter + HIS SISTER Olga Martin + CAESAR Peter Land + A WAITER Peter Bennett + AN OLD MAN A. Corney Grain + A MOTHER Frances Waring + THE SMITH Norman Thomas + THE MILLER'S WIFE Julia Sandham + AN ABBESS Natalia Moya + A CONFESSOR Tristan Rawson + + PRODUCER Carl H. Jaffe + ASSISTANT PRODUCER Ossia Trilling + + + +SCENE I + +STREET CORNER + +[Street Corner with a seat under a tree; the side-door of a small Gothic +Church nearby; also a post office and a café with chairs outside it. +Both post office and café are shut. A funeral march is heard off, +growing louder sand then fainter. A STRANGER is standing on the edge +of the pavement and seems uncertain which way to go. A church clock +strikes: first the four quarters and then the hour. It is three o'clock. +A LADY enters and greets the STRANGER. She is about to pass him, but +stops.] + +STRANGER. It's you! I almost knew you'd come. + +LADY. You wanted me: I felt it. But why are you waiting here? + +STRANGER. I don't know. I must wait somewhere. + +LADY. Who are you waiting for? + +STRANGER. I wish I could tell you! For forty years I've been waiting for +something: I believe they call it happiness; or the end of unhappiness. +(Pause.) There's that terrible music again. Listen! But don't go, I beg +you. I'll feel afraid, if you do. + +LADY. We met yesterday for the first time; and talked for four hours. +You roused my sympathy, but you mustn't abuse my kindness on that +account. + +STRANGER. I know that well enough. But I beg you not to leave me. I'm a +stranger here, without friends; and my few acquaintances seem more like +enemies. + +LADY. You have enemies everywhere. You're lonely everywhere. Why did you +leave your wife and children? + +STRANGER. I wish I knew. I wish I knew why I still live; why I'm here +now; where I should go and what I should do! Do you believe that the +living can be damned already? + +LADY. No. + +STRANGER. Look at me. + +LADY. Hasn't life brought you a single pleasure? + +STRANGER. Not one! If at any time I thought so, it was merely a trap to +tempt me to prolong my miseries. If ripe fruit fell into my hand, it was +poisoned or rotten at the core. + +LADY. What is your religion--if you'll forgive the question? + +STRANGER. Only this: that when I can bear things no longer, I shall go. + +LADY. Where? + +STRANGER. Into annihilation. If I don't hold life in my hand, at least I +hold death.... It gives me an amazing feeling of power. + +LADY. You're playing with death! + +STRANGER. As I've played with life. (Pause.) I was a writer. But in +spite of my melancholy temperament I've never been able to take anything +seriously--not even my worst troubles. Sometimes I even doubt whether +life itself has had any more reality than my books. (A De Profundis is +heard from the funeral procession.) They're coming back. Why must they +process up and down these streets? + +LADY. Do you fear them? + +STRANGER. They annoy me. The place might be bewitched. No, it's not +death I fear, but solitude; for then one's not alone. I don't know who's +there, I or another, but in solitude one's not alone. The air grows +heavy and seems to engender invisible beings, who have life and whose +presence can be felt. + +LADY. You've noticed that? + +STRANGER. For some time I've noticed a great deal; but not as I used to. +Once I merely saw objects and events, forms and colours, whilst now I +perceive ideas and meanings. Life, that once had no meaning, has begun +to have one. Now I discern intention where I used to see nothing but +chance. (Pause.) When I met you yesterday it struck me you'd been sent +across my path, either to save me, or destroy me. + +LADY. Why should I destroy you? + +STRANGER. Because it may be your destiny. + +LADY. No such idea ever crossed my mind; it was largely sympathy I felt +for you.... Never, in all my life, have I met anyone like you. I have +only to look at you for the tears to start to my eyes. Tell me, what +have you on your conscience? Have you done something wrong, that's never +been discovered or punished? + +STRANGER. You may well ask! No, I've no more sins on my conscience than +other free men. Except this: I determined that life should never make a +fool of me. + +LADY. You must let yourself be fooled, more or less, to live at all. + +STRANGER. That would seem a kind of duty; but one I wanted to get out +of. (Pause.) I've another secret. It's whispered in the family that I'm +a changeling. + +LADY. What's that? + +STRANGER. A child substituted by the elves for the baby that was born. + +LADY. Do you believe in such things? + +STRANGER. No. But, as a parable, there's something to be said for it. +(Pause.) As a child I was always crying and didn't seem to take to +life in this world. I hated my parents, as they hated me. I brooked no +constraint, no conventions, no laws, and my longing was for the woods +and the sea. + +LADY. Did you ever see visions? + +STRANGER. Never. But I've often thought that two beings were guiding +my destiny. One offers me all I desire; but the other's ever at hand +to bespatter the gifts with filth, so that they're useless to me and +I can't touch them. It's true that life has given me all I asked of +it--but everything's turned out worthless to me. + +LADY. You've had everything and yet are not content? + +STRANGER. That is the curse.... + +LADY. Don't say that! But why haven't you desired things that transcend +this life, that can never be sullied? + +STRANGER. Because I doubt if there is a beyond. + +LADY. But the elves? + +STRANGER. Are merely a fairy story. (Pointing to a seat.) Shall we sit +down? + +LADY. Yes. Who are you waiting for? + +STRANGER. Really, for the post office to open. There's a letter for +me--it's been forwarded on but hasn't reached me. (They sit down.) But +tell me something of yourself now. (The Lady takes up her crochet work.) + +LADY. There's nothing to tell. + +STRANGER. Strangely enough, I should prefer to think of you like that. +Impersonal, nameless--I only do know one of your names. I'd like to +christen you myself--let me see, what ought you to be called? I've got +it. Eve! (With a gesture towards the wings.) Trumpets! (The funeral +march is heard again.) There it is again! Now I must invent your age, +for I don't know how old you are. From now on you are thirty-four--so +you were born in sixty-four. (Pause.) Now your character, for I don't +know that either. I shall give you a good character, your voice reminds +me of my mother--I mean the idea of a mother, for my mother never +caressed me, though I can remember her striking me. You see, I was +brought up in hate! An eye for an eye--a tooth for a tooth. You see this +scar on my forehead? That comes from a blow my brother gave me with +an axe, after I'd struck him with a stone. I never went to my father's +funeral, because he turned me out of the house when my sister married. +I was born out of wedlock, when my family were bankrupt and in mourning +for an uncle who had taken his life. Now you know my family! That's +the stock I come from. Once I narrowly escaped fourteen years' hard +labour--so I've every reason to thank the elves, though I can't be +altogether pleased with what they've done. + +LADY. I like to hear you talk. But don't speak of the elves: it makes me +sad. + +STRANGER. Frankly, I don't believe in them; yet they're always making +themselves felt. Are these elves the souls of the unhappy, who still +await redemption? If so, I am the child of an evil spirit. Once I +believed I was near redemption--through a woman. But no mistake could +have been greater: I was plunged into the seventh hell. + +LADY. You must be unhappy. But this won't go on always. + +STRANGER. Do you think church bells and Holy Water could comfort me? +I've tried them; they only made things worse. I felt like the Devil when +he sees the sign of the cross. (Pause.) Let's talk about you now. + +LADY. There's no need. (Pause.) Have you been blamed for misusing your +gifts? + +STRANGER. I've been blamed for everything. In the town I lived in no one +was so hated as I. Lonely I came in and lonely I went out. If I entered +a public place people avoided me. If I wanted to rent a room, it would +be let. The priests laid a ban on me from the pulpit, teachers from +their desks and parents in their homes. The church committee wanted +to take my children from me. Then I blasphemously shook my fist... at +heaven! + +LADY. Why did they hate you so? + +STRANGER. How should I know! Yet I do! I couldn't endure to see men +suffer. So I kept on saying, and writing, too: free yourselves, I will +help you. And to the poor I said: do not let the rich exploit you. +And to the women: do not allow yourselves to be enslaved by the men. +And--worst of all--to the children: do not obey your parents, if they +are unjust. What followed was impossible to foresee. I found that +everyone was against me: rich and poor, men and women, parents and +children. And then came sickness and poverty, beggary and shame, +divorce, law-suits, exile, solitude, and now.... Tell me, do you think +me mad? + +LADY. No. + +STRANGER. You must be the only one. But I'm all the more grateful. + +LADY (rising). I must leave you now. + +STRANGER. You, too? + +LADY. And you mustn't stay here. + +STRANGER. Where should I go? + +LADY. Home. To your work. + +STRANGER. But I'm no worker. I'm a writer. + +LADY. I know. But I didn't want to hurt you. Creative power is something +given you, that can also taken away. See you don't forfeit yours. + +STRANGER. Where are you going? + +LADY. Only to a shop. + +STRANGER (after a pause). Tell me, are you a believer? + +LADY. I am nothing. + +STRANGER. All the better: you have a future. How I wish I were your old +blind father, whom you could lead to the market place to sing for his +bread. My tragedy is I cannot grow old that's what happens to children +of the elves, they have big heads and never only cry. I wish I were +someone's dog. I could follow him and never be alone again. I'd get a +meal sometimes, a kick now and then, a pat perhaps, a blow often.... + +LADY. Now I must go. Good-bye. (She goes out.) + +STRANGER (absent-mindedly). Good-bye. (He remains on the seat. He takes +off his hat and wipes his forehead. Then he draws on the ground with his +stick. A BEGGAR enters. He has a strange look and is collecting objects +from the gutter.) White are you picking up, beggar? + +BEGGAR. Why call me that? I'm no beggar. Have I asked you for anything? + +STRANGER. I beg your pardon. It's so hard to judge men from appearances. + +BEGGAR. That's true. For instance, can you guess who I am? + +STRANGER. I don't intend to try. It doesn't interest me. + +BEGGAR. No one can know that in advance. Interest commonly comes +afterwards--when it's too late. Virtus post nummos! + +STRANGER. What? Do beggars know Latin? + +BEGGAR. You see, you're interested already. Omne tulit punctum qui +miscuit utile dulci. I have always succeeded in everything I've +undertaken, because I've never attempted anything. I should like to call +myself Polycrates, who found the gold ring in the fish's stomach. Life +has given me all I asked of it. But I never asked anything; I grew tired +of success and threw the ring away. Yet, now I've grown old I regret it. +I search for it in the gutters; but as the search takes time, in default +of my gold ring I don't disdain a few cigar stumps.... + +STRANGER. I don't know whether this beggar's cynical or mad. + +BEGGAR. I don't know either. + +STRANGER. Do you know who I am? + +BEGGAR. No. And it doesn't interest me. + +STRANGER. Well, interest commonly comes afterwards.... You see you tempt +me to take the words out of your mouth. And that's the same thing as +picking up other people's cigars. + +BEGGAR. So you won't follow my example? + +STRANGER. What's that scar on your forehead? + +BEGGAR. I got it from a near relation. + +STRANGER. Now you frighten me! Are you real? May I touch you? (He +touches his arm.) There's no doubt of it.... Would you deign to accept +a small coin in return for a promise to seek Polycrates' ring in another +part of the town? (He hands him a coin.) Post nummos virtus.... Another +echo. You must go at once. + +BEGGAR. I will. But you've given me far too much. I'll return +three-quarters of it. Now we owe one another nothing but friendship. + +STRANGER. Friendship! Am I a friend of yours? + +BEGGAR. Well, I am of yours. When one's alone in the world one can't be +particular. + +STRANGER. Then let me tell you you forget yourself... + +BEGGAR. Only too pleased! But when we meet again I'll have a word of +welcome for you. (Exit.) + +STRANGER (sitting down again and drawing in the dust with his stick). +Sunday afternoon! A long, dank, sad time, after the usual Sunday dinner +of roast beef, cabbage and watery potatoes. Now the older people are +testing, the younger playing chess and smoking. The servants have gone +to church and the shops are shut. This frightful afternoon, this day of +rest, when there's nothing to engage the soul, when it's as hard to meet +a friend as to get into a wine shop. (The LADY comes back again, she +is noun wearing a flower at her breast.) Strange! I can't speak without +being contradicted at once! + +LADY. So you're still here? + +STRANGER. Whether I sit here, or elsewhere, and write in the sand +doesn't seem to me to matter--as long so I write in the sand. + +LADY. What are you writing? May I see? + +STRANGER. I think you'll find: Eve 1864.... No, don't step on it. + +LADY. What happens then? + +STRANGER. A disaster for you... and for me. + +LADY. You know that? + +STRANGER. Yes, and more. That the Christmas rose you're wearing is a +mandragora. Its symbolical meaning is malice and calumny; but it was +once used in medicine for the healing of madness. Will you give it me? + +LADY (hesitating). As medicine? + +STRANGER. Of course. (Pause.) Have you read my books? + +LADY. You know I have. And that it's you I have to thank for giving me +freedom and a belief in human rights and human dignity. + +STRANGER. Then you haven't read the recent ones? + +LADY. No. And if they're not like the earlier ones I don't want to. + +STRANGER. Then promise never to open another book of mine. + +LADY. Let me think that over. Very well, I promise. + +STRANGER. Good! But see you keep your promise. Remember what happened +to Bluebeard's wife when curiosity tempted her into the forbidden +chamber.... + +LADY. You see, already you make demands like those of a Bluebeard. What +you don't see, or have long since forgotten, is that I'm married, and +that my husband's a doctor, and that he admires your work. So that his +house is open to you, if you wish to be made welcome there. + +STRANGER. I've done all I can to forget it. I've expunged it from my +memory so that it no longer has any reality for me. + +LADY. If that's so, will you come home with me to-night? + +STRANGER. No. Will you come with me? + +LADY. Where? + +STRANGER. Anywhere! I have no home, only a trunk. Money I sometimes +have--though not often. It's the one thing life has capriciously refused +me, perhaps because I never desired it intensely enough. (The LADY +shakes her head.) Well? What are you thinking? + +LADY. I'm surprised I'm not angry with you. But you're not serious. + +STRANGER. Whether I am or not's all one to me. Ah! There's the organ! It +won't be long now before the drink shops open. + +LADY. Is it true _you_ drink? + +STRANGER. Yes. A great deal! Wine makes my soul from her prison, up into +the firmament, where she what has never yet been seen, and hears what +men never yet heard.... + +LADY. And the day after? + +STRANGER. I have the most delightful scruples of conscience! I +experience the purifying emotions of guilt and repentance. I enjoy the +sufferings of the body, whilst my soul hovers like smoke about my head. +It is as if one were suspended between Life and Death, when the spirit +feels that she has already opened her pinions and could fly aloft, if +she would. + +LADY. Come into the church for a moment. You'll hear no sermon, only the +beautiful music of vespers. + +STRANGER. No. Not into church! It depresses me because I feel I don't +belong there.... That I'm an unhappy soul and that it's as impossible +for me to re-enter as to become a child again. + +LADY. You feel all that... already? + +STRANGER. Yes. I've got that far. I feel as if I lay hacked in pieces +and were being slowly melted in Medea's cauldron. Either I shall be sent +to the soap-boilers, or arise renewed from my own dripping! It depends +on Medea's skill! + +LADY. That sounds like the word of an oracle. We must see if you can't +become a child again. + +STRANGER. We should have to start with the cradle; and this time with +the right child. + +LADY. Exactly! Wait here for me whilst I go into the church. If the café +were open I'd ask you please not to drink. But luckily it's shut. + +(The LADY exits. The STRANGER sits down again and draws in the sand. +Enter six funeral attendants in brown with some mourners. One of them +carries a banner with the insignia of the Carpenters, draped in brown +crępe; another a large axe decorated with spruce, a third a cushion with +a chairman's mallet. They stop outside the café and wait.) + +STRANGER. Excuse me, whose funeral have you been attending? + +FIRST MOURNER. A house-breaker's. (He imitates the ticking of a clock.) + +STRANGER. A real house-breaker? Or the insect sort, that lodges in the +woodwork and goes 'tick-tick'? + +FIRST MOURNER. Both--but mainly the insect sort. What do they call them? + +STRANGER (to himself). He wants to fool me into saying the death-watch +beetle. So I won't. You mean a burglar? + +SECOND MOURNER. No. (The clock is again heard ticking.) + +STRANGER. Are you trying to frighten me? Or does the dead man work +miracles? In that case I'd better explain that my nerves are good, and +that I don't believe in miracles. But I do find it strange that the +mourners wear brown. Why not black? It's cheap and suitable. + +THIRD MOURNER. To us, in our simplicity, it looks black; but if Your +Honour wishes it, it shall look brown to you. + +STRANGER. A queer company! They give me an uneasy feeling I'd like to +ascribe to the wine I drank yesterday. If I were to ask if that were +spruce, you'd probably say--well what? + +FIRST MOURNER. Vine leaves. + +STRANGER. I thought it would not be spruce! The café's opening, at last! +(The Café opens, the STRANGER sits at a table and is served with wine. +The MOURNERS sit at the other tables.) They must have been glad to be +rid of him, if the mourners start drinking as soon as the funeral's +over. + +FIRST MOURNER. He was a good-for-nothing, who couldn't take life +seriously. + +STRANGER. And who probably drank? + +SECOND MOURNER. Yes. + +THIRD MOURNER. And let others support his wife and children. + +STRANGER. He shouldn't have done so. Is that why his friends speak so +well of him now? Please don't shake my table when I'm drinking. + +SECOND MOURNER. When I'm drinking, I don't mind. + +STRANGER. Well, I do. There's a great difference between us! (The +MOURNERS whisper together. The BEGGAR comes back.) Here's the beggar +again! + +BEGGAR (sitting down at a table). Wine. Moselle! + +LANDLORD (consulting a police last). I can't serve you: you've not paid +your taxes. Here's your name, age and profession, and the decision of +the court. + +BEGGAR. Omnia serviliter pro dominatione! I'm a free man with a +university education. I refused to pay taxes because I didn't want to +become a member of parliament. Moselle! + +LANDLORD. You'll get free transport to the poor house, if you don't get +out. + +STRANGER. Couldn't you gentlemen settle this somewhere else. You're +disturbing your patrons. + +LANDLORD. You can witness I'm in the right. + +STRANGER. No. The whole thing's too distressing. Even without paying +taxes he has the right to enjoy life's small pleasures. + +LANDLORD. So you're the kind who'd absolve vagabonds from their duties? + +STRANGER. This is too much! I'd have you know that I'm a famous man. +(The LANDLORD and MOURNERS laugh.) + +LANDLORD. Infamous, probably! Let me look at the police list, and see if +the description tallies: thirty-eight, brown hair, moustache, blue eyes; +no settled employment, means unknown; married, but has deserted his wife +and children; well known for revolutionary views on social questions: +gives impression he is not in full possession of his faculties.... It +fits! + +STRANGER (rising, pale and taken aback). What? + +LANDLORD. Yes. It fits all right. + +BEGGAR. Perhaps he's on the list. And not me! + +LANDLORD. It looks like it. In any case, both of you had better clear +out. + +BEGGAR (to the STRANGER). Shall we? + +STRANGER. We? This begins to look like a conspiracy. + +(The church bells are heard. The sun comes out and illuminates the +coloured rose window above the church door, which is now opened, +disclosing the interior. The organ is heard and the choir singing Ave +Maris Stella.) + +LADY (coming from the church). Where are you? What are you doing? Why +did you call me? Must you hang on a woman's skirts like a child? + +STRANGER. I'm afraid now. Things are happening that have no natural +explanation. + +LADY. But you were afraid of nothing. Not even death! + +STRANGER. Death... no. But of something else, the unknown. + +LADY. Listen. Give me your hand. You're ill, I'll take you to a doctor. +Come! + +STRANGER. If you like. But tell me: is this carnival, or... reality? + +LADY. It's real enough. + +STRANGER. This beggar must be a wretched fellow. Is it true he resembles +me? + +LADY. He will, if you go on drinking. Now go to the post office and get +your letter. And then come with me. + +STRANGER. No, I won't. It'll only be about lawsuits. + +LADY. If not? + +STRANGER. Malicious gossip. + +LADY. Well, do as you wish. No one can escape his fate. At this moment +I feel a higher power is sitting in judgment on us and has made a +decision. + +STRANGER. You feel that, too! I heard the hammer fall just now; and the +chairs being pushed back. The clerk's being sent to find me! Oh, the +suspense! No, I can't follow you. + +LADY. Tell me, what have you done to me? In the church I found I +couldn't pray. A light on the altar was extinguished and an icy wind +blew in my face when I heard you call me. + +STRANGER. I didn't call you. But I wanted you. + +LADY. You're not as weak as you pretend. You have great strength; and +I'm afraid of you.... + +STRANGER. When I'm alone I've no strength at all; but if I can find +a single companion I grow strong. I shall be strong now; and so I'll +follow you. + +LADY. Perhaps you can free me from the werewolf. + +STRANGER. Who's he? + +LADY. That's what I call him. + +STRANGER. Count on me. Killing dragons, freeing princesses, defeating +werewolves--that is Life! + +LADY. Then come, my liberator! + +(She draws her veil over her face, kisses him on the mouth and hurries +out. The STRANGER stands where he is for a moment, surprised and +stunned. A loud chord sung by women's voices, rather like a cry, is +heard from the church. The rose window suddenly grows dark and the tree +above the seat is shaken by the wind. The MOURNERS rise and look at the +sky, as if they could see something terrifying. The STRANGER hurries out +after the LADY.) + + +SCENE II + +DOCTOR'S HOUSE + +[Courtyard enclosed on three sides by a single-storied house with a +tiled roof. Small windows in all three façades. Right, verandah with +glass doors. Left, climbing roses and bee-hives outside the windows. In +the middle of the courtyard a woodpile in the form of a cupola. A well +beside it. The top of a walnut tree is seen above the central façade +of the house. In the corner, right, a garden gate. By the well a large +tortoise. On right, entrance below to a wine-cellar. An ice-chest and +dust-bin. The DOCTOR'S SISTER enters from the verandah with a telegram.] + +SISTER. Now misfortune will fall on your house. + +DOCTOR. When has it not, my dear sister? + +SISTER. This time.... Ingeborg's coming and bringing... guess whom? + +DOCTOR. Wait! I know, because I've long foreseen this, even desired it, +for he's a writer I've always admired. I've learnt much from him and +often wished to meet him. Now he's coming, you say. Where did Ingeborg +meet him? + +SISTER. In town, it seems. Probably in some literary _salon_. + +DOCTOR. I've often wondered whether this man was the boy of the same +name who was my friend at school. I hope not; for he seemed one that +fortune would treat harshly. And in a life-time he'll have given his +unhappy tendencies full scope. + +SISTER. Don't let him come here. Go out. Say you're engaged. + +DOCTOR. No. One can't escape one's fate. + +SISTER. But you've never bowed your head to anyone! Why crawl before +this spectre, and call him fate? + +DOCTOR. Life has taught me to. I've wasted time and energy in fighting +the inevitable. + +SISTER. But why allow your wife to behave like this? She'll compromise +you both. + +DOCTOR. You think so? Because, when I made her break off her engagement +I held out false hopes to her of a life of freedom, instead of the +slavery she'd known. Besides, I could never love her if I were in a +position to give her orders. + +SISTER. You'd be friends with your enemy? + +DOCTOR. Oh...! + +SISTER. Will you let her bring someone into the house who'll destroy +you? If you only knew how I hate that man. + +DOCTOR. I do. His last book's terrible; and shows a certain lack of +mental balance. + +SISTER. They ought to shut him up. + +DOCTOR. Many people have said so, but I don't think him bad enough. + +SISTER. Because you're eccentric yourself, and live in daily contact +with a woman who's mad. + +DOCTOR. I admit abnormality has always had a strong attraction for me, +and originality is at least not commonplace. (The syren of a steamer is +heard.) What was that? + +SISTER. Your nerves are on edge. It's only the steamer. (Pause.) Now, I +implore you, go away! + +DOCTOR. I ought to want to; but I'm held fast. (Pause.) From here I can +see his portrait in my study. The sunlight throws a shadow on it that +changes it completely. It makes him look like.... Horrible! You see what +I mean? + +HATER. The devil! Come away! + +DOCTOR. I can't. + +SISTER. Then at least defend yourself. + +DOCTOR. I always do. But this time I feel a thunder storm gathering. How +often have I tried to fly, and not been able to. It's as if the earth +were iron and I a compass needle. If misfortune comes, it's not of my +fee choice. They've come in at the door. + +SISTER. I heard nothing. + +DOCTOR. I did! Now I can see them, too! He _is_ the friend of my +boyhood. He got into trouble at school; but I was blamed and punished. +He was nick-named Caesar, I don't know why. + +SISTER. And this man.... + +DOCTOR. That's what always happens. Caesar! (The LADY comes in.) + +LADY. I've brought a visitor. + +DOCTOR. I know, and he's welcome. + +LADY. I left him in the house, to wash. + +DOCTOR. Well, are you satisfied with your conquest? + +LADY. I think he's the unhappiest man I ever met. + +DOCTOR. That's saying a great deal. + +LADY. Yes, there's enough unhappiness for all of us. + +DOCTOR. There is! (To his SISTER.) Would you ask him to come out here? +(His SISTER goes out.) Have you had an interesting time? + +LADY. Yes. I met a number of strange people. Have you had many patients? + +DOCTOR. No. The consulting room's empty this morning. I think the +practice is going down. + +LADY (kindly). I'm sorry. Tell me, oughtn't that woodpile to be taken +into the house? It only draws the damp. + +DOCTOR (without reproach). Yes, and the bees should be killed, too; and +the fruit in the garden picked. But I've no time to do it. + +LADY. You're tired. + +DOCTOR. Tired of everything. + +LADY (without bitterness). And you've a wife who can't even help you. + +DOCTOR (kindly). You mustn't say that, if I don't think so. + +LADY (turning towards the verandah). Here he is! + +(The STRANGER comes in through the verandah, dressed in a way that makes +him look younger than before. He has an air of forced candour. He seems +to recognise the doctor, and shrinks back, but recovers himself.) + +DOCTOR. You're very welcome. + +STRANGER. It's kind of you. + +DOCTOR. You bring good weather with you. And we need it; for it's rained +for six weeks. + +STRANGER. Not for seven? It usually rains for seven if it rains on St. +Swithin's. But that's later on--how foolish of me! + +DOCTOR. As you're used to town life I'm afraid you'll find the country +dull. + +STRANGER. Oh no. I'm no more at home there than here. Excuse me asking, +but haven't we met before--when we were boys? + +DOCTOR. Never. + +(The LADY has sat down at the table and is crocheting.) + +STRANGER. Are you sure? + +DOCTOR. Perfectly. I've followed your literary career from the first +with great interest; as I know my wife has told you. So that if we _had_ +met I'd certainly have remembered your name. (Pause.) Well, now you can +see how a country doctor lives! + +STRANGER. If you could guess what the life of a so-called liberator's +like, you wouldn't envy him. + +DOCTOR. I can imagine it; for I've seen how men love their chains. +Perhaps that's as it should be. + +STRANGER (listening). Strange. Who's playing in the village? + +DOCTOR. I don't know. Do you, Ingeborg? + +LADY. No. + +STRANGER. Mendelssohn's Funeral March! It pursues me. I never know +whether I've heard it or not. + +DOCTOR. Do you suffer from hallucinations? + +STRANGER. No. But I'm pursued by trivial incidents. Can't you hear +anyone playing? + +DOCTOR. Yes. + +LADY. Someone _is_ playing. Mendelssohn. + +DOCTOR. Not surprising. + +STRANGER. No. But that it should be played precisely at the right place, +at the right time.... (He gets up.) + +DOCTOR. To reassure you, I'll ask my sister. (Exit through the +verandah.) + +STRANGER (to the LADY). I'm stifling here. I can't pass a night under +this roof. Your husband looks like a werewolf and in his presence you +turn into a pillar of salt. Murder has been done in this house; the +place is haunted. I shall escape as soon as I can find an excuse. + +(The DOCTOR comes back.) + +DOCTOR. It's the girl at the post office. + +STRANGER (nervously). Good. That's all right. You've an original house. +That pile of wood, for instance. + +DOCTOR. Yes. It's been struck by lightning twice. + +STRANGER. Terrible! And you still keep it? + +DOCTOR. That's why. I've made it higher out of defiance; and to give +shade in summer. It's like the prophet's gourd. But in the autumn it +must go into the wood shed. + +STRANGER (looking round). Christmas roses, too! Where did you get them? +They're flowering in summer! Everything's upside down here. + +DOCTOR. They were given me by a patient. He's not quite sane. + +STRANGER. Is he staying in the house? + +DOCTOR. Yes. He's a quiet soul, who ponders on the purposelessness +of nature. He thinks it foolish for hellebore to grow in the snow and +freeze; so he puts the plants in the cellar and beds them out in the +spring. + +STRANGER. But a madman... in the house. Most unpleasant! + +DOCTOR. He's very harmless. + +STRANGER. How did he lose his wits? + +DOCTOR. Who can tell. It's a disease of the mind, not the body. + +STRANGER. Tell me--is he here--now? + +DOCTOR. Yes. He's free to wander in the garden and arrange creation. But +if his presence disquiets you, we can shut him up. + +STRANGER. Why aren't such poor devils put out of--their misery? + +DOCTOR. It's hard to know whether they're ripe.... + +STRANGER. What for? + +DOCTOR. For what's to come. + +STRANGER. There _is_ nothing. (Pause.) + +DOCTOR. Who knows! + +STRANGER. I feel strangely uneasy. Have you medical material... +specimens... dead bodies? + +DOCTOR. Oh yes. In the ice-box--for the authorities, you know. (He pulls +out an arm and leg.) Look here. + +STRANGER. No. Too much like Bluebeard! + +DOCTOR (sharply). What do you mean by that? (Looking at the LADY.) Do +you think I kill my wives? + +STRANGER. Oh no. It's clear you don't. Is this house haunted, too? + +DOCTOR. Oh yes. Ask my wife.(He disappears behind the wood pile where +neither the STRANGER nor the LADY can see him.) + +LADY. You needn't whisper, my husband's deaf. Though he can lip read. + +STRANGER. Then let me say that I've never known a more painful +half-hour. We exchange the merest commonplaces, because none of us has +the courage to say what he thinks. I suffered so that the idea came to +me of opening my veins to get relief. But now I'd like to tell him the +truth and have done with it. Shall we say to his face that we mean to go +away, and that you've had enough of his foolishness? + +LADY. If you talk like that I'll begin to hate you. You must behave +under any circumstances. + +STRANGER. How well brought up you are! (The DOCTOR now becomes visible +to the STRANGER and the LADY, who continue their conversation.) Come +away with me, before the sun goes down. (Pause.) Tell me, why did you +kiss me yesterday? + +LADY. But.... + +STRANGER. Supposing he could hear what we say! I don't trust him. + +DOCTOR. What shall we do to amuse our guest? + +LADY. He doesn't care much for amusement. His life's not been happy. + +(The DOCTOR blows a whistle. The MADMAN comes into the garden. He wears +a laurel wreath and his clothes are curious.) + +DOCTOR. Come here, Caesar. + +STRANGER (displeased). What? Is he called Caesar? + +DOCTOR. No. It's a nickname I gave him, to remind me of a boy I was at +school with. + +STRANGER (disturbed). Oh? + +DOCTOR. He was involved in a strange incident, and I got all the blame. + +LADY (to the STRANGER). You'd never believe a boy could have been so +corrupt. + +(The STRANGER looks distressed. The MADMAN comes nearer.) + +DOCTOR. Caesar, come and make your bow to our famous writer. + +CAESAR. Is this the great man? + +LADY (to the DOCTOR). Why did you let him come, if it annoys our guest? + +DOCTOR. Caesar, you must behave. Or I shall have to whip you. + +CAESAR. Yes. He is Caesar, but he's not great. He doesn't even know +which came first, the hen or the egg. But I do. + +STRANGER (to the LADY). I shall go. Is this a trap? What am I to think? +In a minute he'll unloose his bees to amuse me. + +LADY. Trust me... whatever happens! And turn your face away when you +speak. + +STRANGER. This werewolf never leaves us. + +DOCTOR (looking at his watch). You must excuse me for about an hour. +I've a patient to visit. I hope the time won't hang on your hands. + +STRANGER. I'm used to waiting, for what never comes.... + +DOCTOR (to the MADMAN). Come along, Caesar. I must lock you up in the +cellar. (He goes out with the MADMAN.) + +STRANGER (to the LADY). What does that mean? Someone's pursuing me! You +told me your husband was well disposed towards me, and I believed you. +But he can't open his mouth without wounding me. Every word pricks like +a goad. Then this funeral march... it's really being played! And here, +once more, Christmas roses! Why does everything follow in an eternal +round? Dead bodies, beggars, madmen, human destinies and childhood +memories? Come away. Let me free you from this hell. + +LADY. That's why I brought you here. Also that it could never be said +you'd stolen the wife of another. But one thing I must ask you: can I +put my trust in you? + +STRANGER. You mean in my feelings? + +LADY. I don't speak of them. We're taking them for granted. They'll +endure as long as they'll endure. + +STRANGER. You mean in my position? Large sums are owed me. All I have to +do is to write or telegraph.... + +LADY. Then I will trust you. (Putting away her work.) Now go straight +out of that door. Follow the syringa hedge till you find a gate. We'll +meet in the next village. + +STRANGER (hesitating). I don't like leaving the back way. I'd rather +have fought it out with him here. + +LADY. Quick! + +STRANGER. Won't you come with me? + +LADY. Yes. But then I must go first. (She turns and blows a kiss towards +the verandah.) My poor werewolf! + + +SCENE III + +ROOM IN AN HOTEL + +[The STRANGER enters followed by the LADY. A WAITER.] + +STRANGER (who is carrying a suitcase). Is no other room free? + +WAITER. No. + +STRANGER. I don't want this one. + +LADY. But it's the only one: the other hotels are all full. + +STRANGER (to the WAITER). You can go. (The LADY sinks on to a chair +without taking off her hat and coat.) What is it you want? + +LADY. I wish you'd kill me. + +STRANGER. I don't wonder! Thrown out of hotels, because we're not +married, and pestered by the police, we're forced to come to this place, +the last I'd have wished. To this very room, number eight.... Someone +must be against me! + +LADY. Is this eight? + +STRANGER. What? Have you been here before? + +LADY. Have you? + +STRANGER. Yes. + +LADY. Then let's get away. Onto the road, into the woods. It doesn't +matter where. + +STRANGER. I should like to. But after this terrible time I'm as tired as +you are. I felt this was to be our journey's end. I resisted, I tried to +go in the opposite direction, but trains were late, or we missed them, +and we had to come here. To this room! The devil's in it--at least what +I call the devil. But I'll be even with him yet. + +LADY. It seems we'll never find peace on earth again. + +STRANGER. Nothing's been changed. The dying Christmas roses. (Looking +at two pictures.) There he is again. And that's the Hotel Breuer in +Montreux. I've stayed there, too. + +LADY. Did you go to the post office? + +STRANGER. I thought you'd ask me that. I did. And as an answer to five +letters and three telegrams I found a telegram saying that my publisher +had gone away for a fortnight. + +LADY. Then we're lost. + +STRANGER. Very nearly. + +LADY. The waiter will be back in five minutes and ask for our passports. +Then the landlord will come up and tell us to go. + +STRANGER. Then only one course remains. + +LADY. Two. + +STRANGER. The second's impossible. + +LADY. What is the second? + +STRANGER. To go to your parents in the country. + +LADY. You're beginning to read my thoughts. + +STRANGER. We no longer have any secrets from one another. + +LADY. Then the whole dream's at an end. + +STRANGER. It maybe. + +LADY. You must telegraph again. + +STRANGER. I ought to, I know. But I can't stir from here. I no longer +believe that what I do can succeed. Someone's paralysed me. + +LADY. And me! We decided never to speak of the past and yet we drag it +with us. Look at this carpet. Those flowers seem to form.... + +STRANGER. Him! It's him. He's everywhere. How many hundred times has +he.... Yet I see someone else in the pattern of the table cloth. No, +it's an illusion! Any moment now I'll hear my funeral march--then +everything will be complete. (Listening.) There! + +LADY. I hear nothing. + +STRANGER. Am I... am I.... + +LADY. Shall we go home? + +STRANGER. The last place. The worst of all! To arrive like an +adventurer, a beggar. Impossible! + +LADY. Yes, I know, but.... No, it would be too much. To bring shame, +disgrace and sorrow to the old people, and to see you humiliated, and +you me! We could never respect one another again. + +STRANGER. It would be worse than death. Yet I feel it's inevitable, and +I begin to long for it, to get it over quickly, if it must be. + +LADY (taking out her work). But I don't want to be reviled in your +presence. We must find another way. If only we were married--and divorce +would be easy, because my former marriage isn't recognised by the laws +of the country in which it was contracted.... All we need do is to go +away and be married by the same priest... but that would be wounding for +you! + +STRANGER. It would match the rest! For this honeymoon's becoming a +pilgrimage! + +LADY. You're right! The landlord will be here in five minutes to turn us +out. There's only one way to end such humiliations. Of our own free will +we must accept the worst.... I can hear footsteps! + +STRANGER. I've foreseen this and am ready. Ready for everything. If I +can't overcome the unseen, I can show you how much I can endure.... You +must pawn your jewellery. I can buy it back when my publisher gets home, +if he's not drowned bathing or killed in a railway accident. A man as +ambitious as I must be ready to sacrifice his honour first of all. + +LADY. As we're agreed, wouldn't it be better to give up this room? Oh, +God! He's coming now. + +STRANGER. Let's go. We'll run the gauntlet of waiters, maids and +servants. Red with shame and pale with indignation. Animals have their +lairs to hide in, but we are forced to flaunt our shame. (Pause.) Let +down your veil. + +LADY. So this is freedom! + +STRANGER. And I... am the liberator. (Exeunt.) + + +SCENE IV + +BY THE SEA + +[A hut on a cliff by the sea. Outside it a table with chairs. The +STRANGER and the LADY are dressed in less sombre clothing and look +younger than in the previous scene. The LADY is doing crochet work.] + +STRANGER. Three peaceful happy days at my wife's side, and anxiety +returns! + +LADY. What do you fear? + +STRANGER. That this will not last long. + +LADY. Why do you think so? + +STRANGER. I don't know. I believe it must end suddenly, terribly. +There's something deceptive even the sunshine and the stillness. I feel +that happiness if not part of my destiny. + +LADY. But it's all over! My parents are resigned to what we've done. My +husband understands and has written a kind letter. + +STRANGER. What does that matter? Fate spins the web; once more I +hear the mallet fall and the chairs being pushed back from the +table--judgment has been pronounced. Yet that must have happened before +I was born, because even in childhood I began to serve my sentence. +There's no moment in my life on which can look back with happiness. + +LADY. Unfortunate man! Yet you've had everything you wished from life! + +STRANGER. Everything. Unluckily I forgot to wish for money. + +LADY. You're thinking of that again. + +STRANGER. Are you surprised? + +LADY. Quiet! + +STRANGER. What is it you're always working at? You sit there like one of +the Fates and draw the threads through your fingers. But go on. The most +beautiful of sights is a woman bending over her work, or over her child. +What are you making? + +LADY. Nothing. Crochet work. + +STRANGER. It looks like a network of nerves and knots on which you've +fixed your thoughts. The brain must look like that--from within. + +LADY. If only I thought of half the things you imagine.... But I think +of nothing. + +STRANGER. Perhaps that's why I feel so contented when I'm with you. Why, +I find you so perfect that I can no longer imagine life without you! Now +the clouds have blown away. Now the sky is clear! The wind soft--feel +how it caresses us! This is Life! Yes, now I live. And I feel my spirit +growing, spreading, becoming tenuous, infinite. I am everywhere, in the +ocean which is my blood, in the rocks that are my bones, in the trees, +in the flowers; and my head reaches up to the heavens. I can survey the +whole universe. I _am_ the universe. And I feel the power of the Creator +within me, for I am He! I wish I could grasp the all in my hand and +refashion it into something more perfect, more lasting, more beautiful. +I want all creation and created beings to be happy, to be born without +pain, live without suffering, and die in quiet content. Eve! Die with me +now! This moment, for the next will bring sorrow again. + +LADY. I'm not ready to die. + +STRANGER. Why not? + +LADY. I believe there are things I've not yet done. Perhaps I've not +suffered enough. + +STRANGER. Is that the purpose of life? + +LADY. It seems to be. (Pause.) Now I want to ask one thing of you. + +STRANGER. Well? + +LADY. Don't blaspheme against heaven again, or compare yourself with the +Creator, for then you remind me of Caesar at home. + +STRANGER (excitedly). Caesar! How can you say that...? + +LADY. I'm sorry if I've said anything I shouldn't. It was foolish of me +to say 'at home.' Forgive me. + +STRANGER. You were thinking that Caesar and I resemble one another in +our blasphemies? + +LADY. Of course not. + +STRANGER. Strange. I believe you when you say you don't mean to hurt me; +yet you _do_ hurt me, as all the others do. Why? + +LADY. Because you're over-sensitive. + +STRANGER. You say that again! Do you think I've sensitive hidden places? + +LADY. No. I didn't mean that. And now the spirits of suspicion and +discord are coming between us. Drive them away--at once. + +STRANGER. You mustn't say I blaspheme if I use the well-known words: +See, we are like unto the gods. + +LADY. But if that's so, why can't you help yourself, or us? + +STRANGER. Can't I? Wait. As yet we've only seen the beginning. + +LADY. If the end is like it, heaven help us! + +STRANGER. I know what you fear; and I meant to hold back a pleasant +surprise. But now I won't torment you longer. (He takes out a registered +letter, not yet opened.) Look! + +LADY. The money's come! + +STRANGER. This morning. Who can destroy me now? + +LADY. Don't speak like that. You know who could. + +STRANGER. Who? + +LADY. He who punishes the arrogance of men. + +STRANGER. And their courage. That especially. This was my Achilles' +heel; I bore with everything, except this fearful lack of money. + +LADY. May I ask how much they've sent? + +STRANGER. I don't know. I've not opened the letter. But I do know about +how much to expect. I'd better look and see. (He opens the letter.) +What? Only an account showing I'm owed nothing! There's something +uncanny in this. + +LADY. I begin to think so, too. + +STRANGER. I know I'm damned. But I'm ready to hurl the curse back at him +who so nobly cursed me.... (He throws up the letter.) With a curse of my +own. + +LADY. Don't. You frighten me. + +STRANGER. Fear me, so long as you don't despise me! The challenge +has been thrown down; now you shall see a conflict between two great +opponents. (He opens his coat and waistcoat and looks threateningly +aloft.) Strike me with your lightning if you dare! Frighten me with your +thunder if you can! + +LADY. Don't speak like that. + +STRANGER. I will. Who dares break in on my dream of love? Who tears the +cup from my lips; and the woman from my arms? Those who envy me, be +they gods or devils! Little bourgeois gods who parry sword thrusts with +pin-pricks from behind, who won't stand up to their man, but strike at +him with unpaid bills. A backstairs way of discrediting a master before +his servants. They never attack, never draw, merely soil and decry! +Powers, lords and masters! All are the same! + +LADY. May heaven not punish you. + +STRANGER. Heaven's blue and silent. The ocean's silent and stupid. +Listen, I can hear a poem--that's what I call it when an idea begins to +germinate in my mind. First the rhythm; this time like the thunder +of hooves and the jingle of spurs and accoutrements. But there's a +fluttering too, like a sail flapping.... Banners! + +LADY. No. It's the wind. Can't you hear it in the trees? + +STRANGER. Quiet! They're riding over a bridge, a wooden bridge. There's +no water in the brook, only pebbles. Wait! Now I can hear them, men and +women, saying a rosary. The angels' greeting. Now I can see--on what +you're working--a large kitchen, with white-washed walls, it has three +small latticed windows, with flowers in them. In the left-hand corner a +hearth, on the right a table with wooden seats. And above the table, in +the corner, hangs a crucifix, with a lamp burning below. The ceiling's +of blackened beams, and dried mistletoe hangs on the wall. + +LADY (frightened). Where can you see all that? + +STRANGER. On your work. + +LADY. Can you see people there? + +STRANGER. A very old man's sitting at the table, bent over a game bag, +his hands clasped in prayer. A woman, so longer young, kneels on the +floor. Now once more I hear the angels' greeting, as if far away. But +those two in the kitchen are as motionless as figures of wax. A veil +shrouds everything.... No, that was no poem! (Waking.) It was something +else. + +LADY. It was reality! The kitchen at home, where you've never set foot. +That old man was my grandfather, the forester, and the woman my mother! +They were praying for us! It was six o'clock and the servants were +saying a rosary outside, as they always do. + +STRANGER. You make me uneasy. Is this the beginning of second sight? +Still, it was beautiful. A snow-white room, with flowers and mistletoe. +But why should they pray for us? + +LADY. Why indeed! Have we done wrong? + +STRANGER. What is wrong? + +LADY. I've read there's no such thing. And yet... I long to see my +mother; not my father, for he turned me out as he did her. + +STRANGER. Why should he have turned your mother out? + +LADY. Who can say? The children least of all. Let us go to my home. I +long to. + +STRANGER. To the lion's den, the snake pit? One more or less makes no +matter. I'll do it for you, but not like the Prodigal Son. No, you shall +see that I can go through fire and water for your sake. + +LADY. How do you know...? + +STRANGER. I can guess. + +LADY. And can you guess that the path to where my parents live in the +mountains is too steep for carts to use? + +STRANGER. It sounds extraordinary, but I read or dreamed something of +the kind. + +LADY. You may have. But you'll see nothing that's not natural, though +perhaps unusual, for men and women are a strange race. Are you ready to +follow me? + +STRANGER. I'm ready--for anything! + +(The LADY kisses him on the forehead and makes the sign of the cross +simply, timidly and without gestures.) + +LADY. Then come! + + +SCENE V + +ON THE ROAD + +[A landscape with hills; a chapel, right, in the far distance on a rise. +The road, flanked by fruit trees, winds across the background. Between +the trees hills can be seen on which are crucifixes, chapels and +memorials to the victims of accidents. In the foreground a sign post +with the legend, 'Beggars not allowed in this parish.' The STRANGER and +the LADY.] + +LADY. You're tired. + +STRANGER. I won't deny it. But it's humiliating to confess I'm hungry, +because the money's gone. I never thought that would happen to me. + +LADY. It seems we must be prepared for anything, for I think we've +fallen into disfavour. My shoe's split, and I could weep at our having +to go like this, looking like beggars. + +STRANGER (pointing to the signpost). And beggars are not allowed in this +parish. Why must that be stuck up in large letters here? + +LADY. It's been there as long as I can remember. Think of it, I've not +been back since I was a child. And In those days I found the way short +and the hills lower. The trees, too, were smaller, and I think I used to +hear birds singing. + +STRANGER. Birds sang all the year for you then! Now they only sing in +the spring--and autumn's not far off. But in those days you used to +dance along this endless way of Calvaries, plucking flowers at the feet +of the crosses. (A horn in the distance.) What's that? + +LADY. My grandfather coming back from shooting. A good old man. Let's go +on and reach the house by dark. + +STRANGER. Is it still far? + +LADY. No. Only across the hills and over the river. + +STRANGER. Is that the river I hear? + +LADY. The river by which I was born and brought up. I was eighteen +before I crossed over to this bank, to see what was in the blue of the +distance.... Now I've seen. + +STRANGER. You're weeping! + +LADY. Poor old man! When I got into the boat, he said: My child, beyond +lies the world. When you've seen enough, come back to your mountains, +and they will hide you. Now I've seen enough. Enough! + +STRANGER. Let's go. It's beginning to grow dusk already. (They pick up +their travelling capes and go on.) + + +SCENE VI + +IN A RAVINE + +[Entrance to a ravine between steep cliffs covered with pines. In the +foreground a wooden shanty, a broom by the door with a ramshorn hanging +from its handle. Left, a smithy, a red glow showing through its open +door. Right, a flourmill. In the background the road through the ravine +with mill-stream and footbridge. The rock formations look like giant +profiles.] + +[On the rise of the curtain the SMITH is at the smithy door and the +MILLER'S WIFE at the door of the mill. When the LADY enters they sign +to one another and disappear. The clothing of both the LADY and the +STRANGER is torn and shabby.] + +STRANGER. They're hiding, from us, probably. + +LADY. I don't think so. + +STRANGER. What a strange place! Everything seems conspire to arouse +disquiet. What's that broom there? And the horn with ointment? Probably +because it's their usual place, but it makes me think of witchcraft. +Why is the smithy black and the mill white? Because one's sooty and the +other covered with flour; yet when I saw the blacksmith by the light of +his forge and the white miller's wife, it reminded me of an old poem. +Look at those giant faces.... There's your werewolf from whom I saved +you. There he is, in profile, see! + +LADY. Yes, but it's only the rock. + +STRANGER. Only the rock, and yet it's he. + +LADY. Shall I tell you why we can see him? + +STRANGER. You mean--it's our conscience? Which pricks us when we're +hungry and tired, and is silent when we've eaten and rested. It's +horrible to arrive in rags. Our clothes are torn from climbing through +the brambles. Someone's fighting against me. + +LADY. Why did you challenge him? + +STRANGER. Because I want to fight in the open; not battle with unpaid +bills and empty purses. Anyhow: here's my last copper. The devil take +it, if there is one! (He throws it into the brook.) + +LADY. Oh! We could have paid the ferry with it. Now we'll have to talk +of money when we reach home. + +STRANGER. When can we talk of anything else? + +LADY. That's because you've despised it. + +STRANGER. As I've despised everything.... + +LADY. But not everything's despicable. Some things are good. + +STRANGER. I've never seen them. + +LADY. Then follow me and you will. + +STRANGER. I'll follow you. (He hesitates when passing the smithy.) + +LADY (who has gone on ahead). Are you frightened of fire? + +STRANGER. No, but... (The horn is heard in the distance. He hurries past +the smithy after the LADY.) + + +SCENE VII + +IN A KITCHEN + +[A large kitchen with whitewashed walls. Three windows in the corner, +right, so arranged that two are at the back and one in the right wall. +The windows are small and deeply recessed; in the recesses there are +flower pots. The ceiling is beamed and black with soot. In the left +corner a large range with utensils of copper, iron and tin, and wooden +vessels. In the corner, right, a crucifix with a lamp. Beneath it a +four-cornered table with benches. Bunches of mistletoe on the walls. +A door at the back. The Poorhouse can be seen outside, and through the +window at the back the church. Near the fire bedding for dogs and a +table with food for the poor.] + +[The OLD MAN is sitting at the table beneath the crucifix, with his +hands clasped and a game bag before him. He is a strongly-built man of +over eighty with white hair and along beard, dressed as a forester. The +MOTHER is kneeling on the floor; she is grey-haired and nearly fifty; +her dress is of black-and-white material. The voices of men, women and +children can be clearly heard singing the last verse of the Angels' +Greeting in chorus. 'Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us poor sinners, +now and in the hour of death. Amen.'] + +OLD MAN and MOTHER. Amen! + +MOTHER. Now I'll tell you, Father. They saw two vagabonds by the river. +Their clothing was torn and dirty, for they'd been in the water. And +when it came to paying the ferryman, they'd no money. Now they're drying +their clothes in the ferryman's hut. + +OLD MAN. Let them stay there. + +MOTHER. Don't forbid a beggar your house. He might be an angel. + +OLD MAN. True. Let them come in. + +MOTHER. I'll put food for them on the table for the poor. Do you mind +that? + +OLD MAN. No. + +MOTHER. Shall I give them cider? + +OLD MAN. Yes. And you can light the fire; they'll be cold. + +MOTHER. There's hardly time. But I will, if you wish it, Father. + +OLD MAN (looking out of the window). I think you'd better. + +MOTHER. What are you looking at? + +OLD MAN. The river; it's rising. And I'm asking myself, as I've done for +seventy years--when I shall reach the sea. + +MOTHER. You're sad to-night, Father. + +OLD MAN.... et introibo ad altare Dei: ad Deum qui laetificat juventutem +meam. Yes. I do feel sad.... Deus, Deus meus: quare tristis es anima +mea, et quare conturbas me. + +MOTHER. Spera in Deo.... + +(The Maid comes in, and signs to the MOTHER, who goes over to her. They +whisper together and the maid goes out again.) + +OLD MAN. I heard what you said. O God! Must I bear that too! + +MOTHER. You needn't see them. You can go up to your room. + +OLD MAN. No. It shall be a penance. But why come like this: as +vagabonds? + +MOTHER. Perhaps they lost their way and have had much to endure. + +OLD MAN. But to bring her husband! Is she lost to shame? + +MOTHER. You know Ingeborg's queer nature. She thinks all she does is +fitting, if not right. Have you ever seen her ashamed, or suffer from a +rebuff? I never have. Yet she's not without shame; on the contrary. And +everything she does, however questionable, seems natural when she does +it. + +OLD MAN. I've always wondered why one could never be angry with her. She +doesn't feel herself responsible, or think an insult's directed at her. +She seems impersonal; or rather two persons, one who does nothing but +ill whilst the other gives absolution.... But this man! There's no one +I've hated from afar so much as he. He sees evil everywhere; and of no +one have I heard so much ill. + +MOTHER. That's true. But it may be Ingeborg's found some mission in this +man's life; and he in hers. Perhaps they're meant to torture each other +into atonement. + +OLD MAN. Perhaps. But I'll have nothing to do with at seems to me +shameful. This man, under my roof! Yet I must accept it, like everything +else. For I've deserved no less. + +MOTHER. Very well then. (The LADY and the STRANGER come in.) You're +welcome. + +LADY. Thank you, Mother. (She looks over to the OLD MAN, who rises and +looks at the STRANGER.) Peace, Grandfather. This is my husband. Give him +your hand. + +OLD MAN. First let me look at him. (He goes to the STRANGER, puts his +hands on his shoulders and looks him in the eyes.) What motives brought +you here? + +STRANGER (simply). None, but to keep my wife company, at her earnest +desire. + +OLD MAN. If that's true, you're welcome! I've a long and stormy life +behind me, and at last I've found a certain peace in solitude. I beg you +not to trouble it. + +STRANGER. I haven't come here to ask favours. I'll take nothing with me +when I go. + +OLD MAN. That's not the answer I wanted; for we all need one another. I +perhaps need you. No one can know, young man. + +LADY. Grandfather! + +OLD MAN. Yes, my child. I shan't wish you happiness, for there's no such +thing; but I wish you strength to bear your destiny. Now I'll leave you +for a little. Your mother will look after you. (He goes out.) + +LADY (to her mother). Did you lay that table for us, Mother? + +MOTHER. No, it's a mistake, as you can imagine. + +LADY. I know we look wretched. We were lost in the mountains, and if +grandfather hadn't blown his horn... + +MOTHER. Your grandfather gave up hunting long ago. + +LADY. Then it was someone else.... Listen, Mother, I'll go up now to the +'rose' room, and get it straight. + +MOTHER. Do. I'll come in a moment. + +(The LADY would like to say something, cannot, and goes out.) + +STRANGER (to the MOTHER). I've seen this room already. + +MOTHER. And I've seen you. I almost expected you. + +STRANGER. As one expects a disaster? + +MOTHER. Why say that? + +STRANGER. Because I sow devastation wherever I go. But as I must go +somewhere, and cannot change my fate, I've lost my scruples. + +MOTHER. Then you're like my daughter--she, too, has no scruples and no +conscience. + +STRANGER. What? + +MOTHER. You think I'm speaking ill of her? I couldn't do that of my own +child. I only draw the comparison, because you know her. + +STRANGER. But I've noticed what you speak of in Eve. + +MOTHER. Why do you call Ingeborg Eve? + +STRANGER. By inventing a name for her I made her mine. I wanted to +change her.... + +MOTHER. And remake her in your image? (Laughing.) I've been told that +country wizards carve images of their victims, and give them the names +of those they'd bewitch. That was your plan: by means of this Eve, that +you yourself had made, you intended to destroy the whole Sex! + +STRANGER (looking at the MOTHER in surprise). Those were damnable words! +Forgive me. But you have religious beliefs: how can you think such +things? + +MOTHER. The thoughts were yours. + +STRANGER. This begins to be interesting. I imagined an idyll in the +forest, but this is a witches' cauldron. + +MOTHER. Not quite. You've forgotten, or never knew, that a man deserted +me shamefully, and that you're a man who also shamefully deserted a +woman. + +STRANGER. Frank words. Now I know where I am. + +MOTHER. I'd like to know where I am. Can you support two families? + +STRANGER. If all goes well. + +MOTHER. All doesn't--in this life. Money can be lost. + +STRANGER. But my talent's capital I can never lose. + +MOTHER. Really? The greatest of talents has been known to fail... +gradually, or suddenly. + +STRANGER. I've never met anyone who could so damp one's courage. + +MOTHER. Pride should be damped. Your last book was much weaker. + +STRANGER. You read it? + +MOTHER. Yes. That's why I know all your secrets. So don't try to deceive +me; it won't go well with you. (Pause.) A trifle, but one that does us +no good here: why didn't you pay the ferryman? + +STRANGER. My heel of Achilles! I threw my last coin away. Can't we speak +of something else than money in this house? + +MOTHER. Oh yes. But in this house we do our duty before we amuse +ourselves. So you came on foot because you had no money? + +STRANGER (hesitating). Yes.... + +MOTHER (smiling). Probably nothing to eat? + +STRANGER (hesitating). No.... + +MOTHER. You're a fine fellow! + +STRANGER. In all my life I've never been in such a predicament. + +MOTHER. I can believe it. It's almost a pity. I could laugh at the +figure you cut, if I didn't know it would make you weep, and others with +you. (Pause.) But now you've had your will, hold fast to the woman who +loves you; for if you leave her, you'll never smile again, and soon +forget what happiness was. + +STRANGER. Is that a threat? + +MOTHER. A warning. Go now, and have your supper. + +STRANGER (pointing at the table for the poor). There? + +MOTHER. A poor joke; which might become reality. I've seen such things. + +STRANGER. Soon I'll believe anything can happen--this is the worst I've +known. + +MOTHER. Worse yet may come. Wait! + +STRANGER (cast down). I'm prepared for anything. + +(Exit. A moment later the OLD MAN comes in.) + +OLD MAN. It was no angel after all. + +MOTHER. No good angel, certainly. + +OLD MAN. Really! (Pause.) You know how superstitious people here are. As +I went down to the river I heard this: a farmer said his horse shied at +'him'; another that the dogs got so fierce he'd had to tie them up. The +ferryman swore his boat drew less water when 'he' got in. Superstition, +but.... + +MOTHER. But what? + +OLD MAN. It was only a magpie that flew in at her window, though it was +closed. An illusion, perhaps. + +MOTHER. Perhaps. But why does one often see such things at the right +time? + +OLD MAN. This man's presence is intolerable. When he looks at me I can't +breathe. + +MOTHER. We must try to get rid of him. I'm certain he won't care to stay +for long. + +OLD MAN. No. He won't grow old here. (Pause.) Listen, I got a letter +to-night warning me about him. Among other things he's wanted by the +courts. + +MOTHER. The courts? + +OLD MAN. Yes. Money matters. But, remember, the laws of hospitality +protect beggars and enemies. Let him stay a few days, till he's got over +this fearful journey. You can see how Providence has laid hands on him, +how his soul is being ground in the mill ready for the sieve.... + +MOTHER. I've felt a call to be a tool in the hands of Providence. + +OLD MAN. Don't confuse it with your wish for vengeance. + +MOTHER. I'll try not to, if I can. + +OLD MAN. Well, good-night. + +MOTHER. Do you think Ingeborg has read his last book? + +OLD MAN. It's unlikely. If she had she'd never have married a man who +held such views. + +MOTHER. No, she's not read it. But now she must. + + +SCENE VIII + +THE 'ROSE' ROOM + +[A simple, pleasantly furnished room in the forester's house. The walls +are colour-washed in red; the curtains are of thin rose-coloured +muslin. In the small latticed windows there are flowers. On right, a +writing-table and bookshelf. Left, a sofa with rose-coloured curtains +above in the form of a baldachino. Tables and chairs in Old German +style. At the back, a door. Outside the country can be seen and the +poorhouse, a dark, unpleasant building with black, uncurtained windows. +Strong sunlight. The LADY is sitting on the sofa working.] + +MOTHER (standing with a book bound in rose-coloured cloth in her hand.) +You won't read your husband's book? + +LADY. Not that one. I promised not to. + +MOTHER. You don't want to know the man to whom you've entrusted your +fate? + +LADY. What would be the use? We're all right as we are. + +MOTHER. You make no great demands on life? + +LADY. Why should I? They'd never be fulfilled. + +MOTHER. I don't know whether you were born full of worldly wisdom, or +foolishness. + +LADY. I don't know myself. + +MOTHER. If the sun shines and you've enough to eat, you're content. + +LADY. Yes. And when it goes in, I make the best of it. + +MOTHER. To change the subject: did you know your husband was being +pressed by the courts on account of his debts? + +LADY. Yes. It happens to all writers. + +MOTHER. Is he mad, or a rascal? + +LADY. He's neither. He's no ordinary man; and it's a pity I can tell +him nothing he doesn't know already. That's why we don't speak much; but +he's glad to have me near him; and so am I to be near him. + +MOTHER. You've reached calm water already? Then it can't be far to the +mill-race! But don't you think you'd have more to talk of, if you read +what he has written? + +LADY. Perhaps. You can leave me the book, if you like. + +MOTHER. Take it and hide it. It'll be a surprise if you can quote +something from his masterpiece. + +LADY (hiding the book in her bag). He's coming. If he's spoken of he +seems to feel it from afar. + +MOTHER. If he could only feel how he makes others suffer--from afar. +(Exit left.) + +(The LADY, alone for an instant, looks at the book and seems taken +aback. She hides it in her bag.) + +STRANGER (entering). Your mother was here? You were speaking of me, of +course. I can almost hear her ill-natured words. They cut the air and +darken the sunshine. I can almost divine the impression of her body in +the atmosphere of the room, and she leaves an odour like that of a dead +snake. + +LADY. You're irritable to-day. + +STRANGER. Fearfully. Some fool has restrung my nerves out of tune, and +plays on them with a horse-hair bow till he sets my teeth on edge.... +You don't know what that is! There's someone here who's stronger than +I! Someone with a searchlight who shines it at me, wherever I may be. Do +they use the black art in this place? + +LADY. Don't turn your back on the sunlight. Look at this lovely country; +you'll feel calmer. + +STRANGER. I can't bear that poorhouse. It seems to have been built there +solely for me. And a demented woman always stands there beckoning. + +LADY. Do you think they treat you badly here? + +STRANGER. In a way, no. They feed me with tit-bits, as if I were to be +fattened for the butcher. But I can't eat because they grudge it me, and +I feel the cold rays of their hate. To me it seems there's an icy wind +everywhere, although it's still and hot. And I can hear that accursčd +mill.... + +LADY. It's not grinding now. + +STRANGER. Yes. Grinding... grinding. + +LADY. Listen. There's no hate here. Pity, at most. + +STRANGER. Another thing.... Why do people I meet cross themselves? + +LADY. Only because they're used to praying in silence. (Pause.) You had +an unwelcome letter this morning? + +STRANGER. Yes. The kind that makes your hair rise from the scalp, so +that you want to curse at fate. I'm owed money, but can't get paid. +Now the law's being set in motion against me by... the guardians of my +children, because I've not paid alimony. No one has ever been in such +a dishonourable position. I'm blameless. I could pay my way; I want to, +but am prevented! Not my fault; yet my shame! It's not in nature. The +devil's got a hand in it. + +LADY. Why? + +STRANGER. Why? Why is one born into this world an ignoramus, knowing +nothing of the laws, customs and usage one inadvertently breaks? And +for which one's punished. Why does one grow into a youth full of high +ambition only to be driven into vile actions one abhors? Why, why? + +LADY (who has secretly been looking at the book: absent-mindedly). There +must be a reason, even if we don't know it. + +STRANGER. If it's to humble one, it's a poor method. It only makes me +more arrogant. Eve! + +LADY. Don't call me that. + +STRANGER (starting). Why not? + +LADY. I don't like it. You'd feel as I do, if I called you Caesar. + +STRANGER. Have we got back to that? + +LADY. To what? + +STRANGER. Did you mention that name for any reason? + +LADY. Caesar? No. But I'm beginning to find things out. + +STRANGER. Very well! Then I may as well fall honourably by my own +hand. I am Caesar, the school-boy, for whose escapade your husband, the +werewolf, was punished. Fate delights in making links for eternity. +A noble sport! (The LADY, uncertain what to do, does not reply.) Say +something! + +LADY. I can't. + +STRANGER. Say that he became a werewolf because, as a child, he lost +his belief in the justice of heaven, owing to the fact that, though +innocent, he was punished for the misdeeds of another. But if you say +so, I shall reply that I suffered ten times as much from my conscience, +and that the spiritual crisis that followed left me so strengthened that +I've never done such a thing again. + +LADY. No. It's not that. + +STRANGER. Then what is it? Do you respect me no longer? + +LADY. It's not that either. + +STRANGER. Then it's to make me feel my shame before you! And it would be +the end of everything between us. + +LADY. No! + +STRANGER. Eve. + +LADY. You rouse evil thoughts. + +STRANGER. You've broken your vow: you've been reading my book! + +LADY. I have. + +STRANGER. Then you've done wrong. + +LADY. My intention was good. + +STRANGER. The results even of your good intentions are terrible! You've +blown me into the air with my own petard. Why must all our misdeeds come +home to roost--both boyish escapades and really evil action? It's fair +enough to reap evil where one has sown it. But I've never seen a good +action get its reward. Never! It's a disgrace to Him who records all +sins, however black or venial. No man could do it: men would forgive. +The gods... never! + +LADY. Don't say that. Say rather _you_ forgive. + +STRANGER. I'm not small-minded. But what have I forgive you? + +LADY. More than I can say. + +STRANGER. Say it. Perhaps then we'll be quits. + +LADY. He and I used to read the curse of Deutertonomy over you... for +you'd ruined his life. + +STRANGER. What curse is that? + +LADY. From the fifth book of Moses. The priests chant it in chorus when +the fasts begin. + +STRANGER. I don't remember it. What does it matter--a curse more or +less? + +LADY. In my family those whom we curse, are struck. + +STRANGER. I don't believe it. But I do believe that evil emanates from +this house. May it recoil upon it! That is my prayer! Now, according to +custom, it would be my duty to shoot myself; but I can't, so long as I +have other duties. You see, I can't even die, and so I've lost my last +treasure--what, with reason, I call my religion. I've heard that man can +wrestle with God, and with success; but not even job could fight against +Satan. (Pause.) Let's speak of you.... + +LADY. Not now. Later perhaps. Since I've got to know your terrible +book--I've only glanced at it, only read a few lines here and there--I +feel as if I'd eaten of the tree of knowledge. My eyes are opened and I +know what's good and what's evil, as I've never known before. And now +I see how evil you are, and why I am to be called Eve. She was a mother +and brought sin into the world: it was another mother who brought +expiation. The curse of mankind was called down on us by the first, +a blessing by the second. In me you shall not destroy my whole sex. +Perhaps I have a different mission in your life. We shall see! + +STRANGER. So you've eaten of the tree of knowledge? Farewell. + +LADY. You're going away? + +STRANGER. I can't stay here. + +LADY. Don't go. + +STRANGER. I must. I must clear up everything. I'll take leave of the old +people now. Then I'll come back. I shan't be long. (Exit.) + +LADY (remains motionless, then goes to the door and looks out. She sinks +to her knees). No! He won't come back! + +Curtain. + + +SCENE IX + +CONVENT + +[The refectory of an ancient convent, resembling a simple whitewashed +Romanesque church. There are damp patches on the walls, looking like +strange figures. A long table with bowls; at the end a desk for the +Lector. At the back a door leading to the chapel. There are lighted +candles on the tables. On the wall, left, a painting representing the +Archangel Michael killing the Fiend.] + +[The STRANGER is sitting left, at a refectory table, dressed in the +white clothing of a patient, with a bowl before him. At the table, +right, are sitting: the brown-clad mourners of Scene I. The BEGGAR. A +woman in mourning with two children. A woman who resembles the Lady, but +who is not her and who is crocheting instead of eating. A Man very like +the Doctor, another like the Madman. Others like the Father, Mother, +Brother. Parents of the 'Prodigal Son,' etc. All are dressed in white, +but over this are wearing costumes of coloured crępe. Their faces are +waxen and corpse-like, their whole appearance queer, their gestures +strange. On the rise of the curtain all are finishing a Paternoster, +except the STRANGER.] + +STRANGER (rising and going to the ABBESS, who is standing at a serving +table). Mother. May I speak to you? + +ABBESS (in a black-and-white Augustinian habit). Yes, my son. (They come +forward.) + +STRANGER. First, where am I? + +ABBESS. In a convent called 'St. Saviour.' You were found on the hills +above the ravine, with a cross you'd broken from a calvary and with +which you were threatening someone in the clouds. Indeed, you thought +you could see him. You were feverish and had lost your foothold. You +were picked up, unhurt, beneath a cliff, but in delirium. You were +brought to the hospital and put to bed. Since then you've spoken wildly, +and complained of a pain in your hip, but no injury could be found. + +STRANGER. What did I speak of? + +ABBESS. You had the usual feverish dreams. You reproached yourself with +all kinds of things, and thought you could see your victims, as you +called them. + +STRANGER. And then? + +ABBESS. Your thoughts often turned to money matters. You wanted to pay +for yourself in the hospital. I tried to calm you by telling you no +payment would be asked: all was done out of charity.... + +STRANGER. I want no charity. + +ABBESS. It's more blessed to give than to receive; yet a noble nature +can accept and be thankful. + +STRANGER. I want no charity. + +ABBESS. Hm! + +STRANGER. Tell me, why will none of those people sit at the same table +with me? They're getting up... going.... + +ABBESS. They seem to fear you. + +STRANGER. Why? + +ABBESS. You look so.... + +STRANGER. I? But what of them? Are they real? + +ABBESS. If you mean true, they've a terrible reality. It may be they +look strange to you, because you're still feverish. Or there may be +another reason. + +STRANGER. I seem to know them, all of them! I see them as if in a +mirror: they only make as if they were eating.... Is this some drama +they're performing? Those look like my parents, rather like... (Pause.) +Hitherto I've feared nothing, because life was useless to me.... Now I +begin to be afraid. + +ABBESS. If you don't believe them real, I'll ask the Confessor to +introduce you. (She signs to the CONFESSOR who approaches.) + +CONFESSOR (dressed in a black-and-white habit of Dominicans). Sister! + +ABBESS. Tell the patient who are at that table. + +CONFESSOR. That's soon done. + +STRANGER. Permit a question first. Haven't we met already? + +CONFESSOR. Yes. I sat by your bedside, when you were delirious. At your +desire, I heard your confession. + +STRANGER. What? My confession? + +CONFESSOR. Yes. But I couldn't give you absolution; because it seemed +that what you said was spoken in fever. + +STRANGER. Why? + +CONFESSOR. There was hardly a sin or vice you didn't take upon +yourself--things so hateful you'd have had to undergo strict penitence +before demanding absolution. Now you're yourself again I can ask whether +there are grounds for your self-accusations. + +(The ABBESS leaves them.) + +STRANGER. Have you the right? + +CONFESSOR. No. In truth, no right. (Pause.) But you want to know in +whose company you are! The very best. There, for instance, is a madman, +Caesar, who lost his wits through reading the works of a certain writer +whose notoriety is greater than his fame. There's a beggar, who won't +admit he's a beggar, because he's learnt Latin and is free. There, a +doctor, called the werewolf, whose history's well known. There, two +parents, who grieved themselves to death over a son who raised his +hand against theirs. He must be responsible for refusing to follow his +father's bier and desecrating his mother's grave. There's his unhappy +sister, whom he drove out into the snow, as he himself recounts, with +the best intentions. Over there's a woman who's been abandoned with her +two children, and there's another doing crochet work.... All are old +acquaintances. Go and greet them! + +(The STRANGER has turned his back on the company: he now goes to the +table, left, and sits down with his back to them. He raises his head, +sees the picture of the Archangel Michael and lowers his eyes. The +CONFESSOR stands behind the STRANGER. A Catholic Requiem can be heard +from the chapel. The CONFESSOR speaks to the STRANGER in a low voice +while the music goes on.) + + Quantus tremor est futurus + Quando judex est venturus + Cuncta stricte discussurus, + Tuba mirum spargens sonum + Per sepulchra regionum + Coget omnes ante thronum. + Mors stupebit et natura, + Cum resurget creatura + Judicanti responsura + Liber scriptus proferetur + In quo totum continetur + Unde mundus judicetur. + Judex ergo cum sedebit + Quidquid latet apparebit + Nil inultum remanebit. + +(He goes to the desk by the table, right, and opens his breviary. The +music ceases.) + +We will continue the reading.... 'But if thou wilt not hearken unto the +voice of the Lord thy God all these curses shall overtake thee. Cursčd +shalt thou be in the city, and cursčd shalt thou be in the field; cursčd +shalt thou be when thou comest in, and cursčd when thou goest out.' + +OMNES (in a low voice). Cursčd! + +CONFESSOR. 'The Lord shall send upon thee vexation and rebuke in all +that thou settest thy hand for to do, until thou be destroyed, and until +thou perish quickly, because of the wickedness of thy doings, whereby +thou hast forsaken me.' + +OMNES (loudly). Cursčd! + +CONFESSOR. 'The Lord shall cause thee to be smitten before thine +enemies: thou shalt go out one way against them, and flee seven ways +before them, and shalt be moved into all the kingdoms of the earth. And +thy carcase shall be meat unto all fowls of the air, and unto the beasts +of the earth, and no man shall fray them away. The Lord will smite +thee with the botch of Egypt, the scab and the itch, with madness and +blindness, that thou shalt grope at noonday, as the blind gropeth in +darkness. Thou shalt not prosper in thy ways, and thou shalt be only +oppressed and spoiled evermore, and no man shall save thee. Thou shalt +betroth a wife, and another man shall lie with her: thou shalt build an +house, and thou shalt not dwell therein: thou shalt plant a vineyard, +and shalt not gather the grapes thereof. Thy sons and thy daughters +shall be given unto another people, and thine eyes fail with longing for +them; and there shall be no might in thy hand. And thou shalt find no +ease on earth, neither shall the sole of thy foot have rest: the Lord +shall give thee a trembling heart, and failing of eyes and sorrow of +mind. And thy life shall hang in doubt before thee; and thou shalt fear +day and night. In the morning thou shalt say, would God it were even! +And at even thou shalt say, would God it were morning! And because thou +servedst not the Lord thy God when thou livedst in security, thou shalt +serve him in hunger, in thirst, in nakedness and in want; and He shall +put a yoke of iron upon thy neck, until He have destroyed thee!' + +OMNES. Amen! + +(The CONFESSOR has read the above loudly and rapidly, without turning to +the STRANGER. All those present, except the LADY, who is working, have +been listening and have joined in the curse, though they have feigned +not to notice the STRANGER, who has remained with his back to them, +sunk in himself. The STRANGER now rises as if to go. The CONFESSOR goes +towards him.) + +STRANGER. What was that? + +CONFESSOR. The Book of Deuteronomy. + +STRANGER. Of course. But I seem to remember blessings in it, too. + +CONFESSOR. Yes, for those who keep His commandments. + +STRANGER. Hm.... I can't deny that, for a moment, I felt shaken. Are +they temptations to be resisted, or warnings to be obeyed? (Pause.) +Anyhow I'm certain now that I have fever. I must go to a real doctor. + +CONFESSOR. See he _is_ the right one! + +STRANGER. Of course! + +CONFESSOR. Who can heal 'delightful scruples of conscience'! + +ABBESS. Should you need charity again, you now know where to find it. + +STRANGER. No. I do not. + +ABBESS (in a low voice). Then I'll tell you. In a 'rose' room, near a +certain running stream. + +STRANGER. That's the truth! In a 'rose' room. Wait; how long have I been +here? + +ABBESS. Three months to-day. + +STRANGER. Three months! Have I been sleeping? Or where have I been? +(Looking out of the window.) It's autumn. The trees are bare; the clouds +look cold. Now it's coming back to me! Can you hear a mill grinding? The +sound of a horn? The rushing of a river? A wood whispering--and a +woman weeping? You're right. Only there can charity be found. Farewell. +(Exit.) + +CONFESSOR (to the Abbess). The fool! The fool! + +Curtain. + + +SCENE X + +THE 'ROSE' ROOM + +[The curtains have been taken down. The windows gape into the darkness +outside. The furniture has been covered in brown loose-covers and pulled +forward. The flowers have been taken away, and the large black stove +lit. The MOTHER is standing ironing white curtains by the light of a +single lamp. There is a knock at the door.] + +MOTHER. Come in! + +STRANGER (doing so). Where's my wife? + +MOTHER. Where do you come from? + +STRANGER. I think, from hell. But where's my wife? + +MOTHER. Which of them do you mean? + +STRANGER. The question's justified. Everything is, except to me. + +MOTHER. There may be a reason: I'm glad you've seen it. Where have you +been? + +STRANGER. Whether in a poorhouse, a madhouse or a hospital, I don't +know. I should like to think it all a feverish dream. I've been ill: I +lost my memory and can't believe three months have passed. But where's +my wife? + +MOTHER. I ought to ask you that. When you deserted her, she went +away--to look for you. Whether she's tired of looking, I can't say. + +STRANGER. Something's amiss here. Where's the Old Man? + +MOTHER. Where there's no more suffering. + +STRANGER. You mean he's dead? + +MOTHER. Yes. He's dead. + +STRANGER. You say it as if you wanted to add him to my victims. + +MOTHER. Perhaps I'm right to do so. + +STRANGER. He didn't look sensitive: he was capable of steady hatred. + +MOTHER. No. He hated only what was evil, in himself and others. + +STRANGER. So I'm wrong there, too! (Pause.) + +MOTHER. What do you want here? + +STRANGER. Charity! + +MOTHER. At last! How was it at the hospital! Sit down and tell me. + +STRANGER (sitting). I don't want to think of it. I don't even know if it +_was_ a hospital. + +MOTHER. Strange. Tell me what happened after you left here. + +STRANGER. I fell in the mountains, hurt my hip and lost consciousness. +If you'll speak kindly to me you shall know more. + +MOTHER. I will. + +STRANGER. When I woke I was in a red iron bedstead. Three men were +pulling a cord that ran through two blocks. Every time they pulled I +felt I grew two feet taller.... + +MOTHER. They were putting in your hip. + +STRANGER. I hadn't thought of that. Then... I lay watching my past life +unroll before me like a panorama, through childhood, youth.... And +when the roll was finished it began again. All the time I heard a mill +grinding.... I can hear it still. Yes, here too! + +MOTHER. Those were not pleasant visions. + +STRANGER. No. At last I came to the conclusion... that I was a +thoroughgoing scamp. + +MOTHER. Why call yourself that? + +STRANGER. I know you'd like to hear me say I was a scoundrel. But that +would seem to me like boasting. It would imply a certainty about myself +to which I've not attained. + +MOTHER. You're still in doubt? + +STRANGER. Of a great deal. But I've begun to have an inkling. + +MOTHER. That....? + +STRANGER. That there are forces which, till now, I've not believed in. + +MOTHER. You've come to see that neither you, nor any other man, directs +your destiny? + +STRANGER. I have. + +MOTHER. Then you've already gone part of the way. + +STRANGER. But I myself have changed. I'm ruined; for I've lost all +aptitude for writing. And I can't sleep at night. + +MOTHER. Indeed! + +STRANGER. What are called nightmares stop me. Last and worst: I daren't +die; for I'm no longer sure my miseries will end, with _my_ end. + +MOTHER. Oh! + +STRANGER. Even worse: I've grown so to loathe myself that I'd escape +from myself, if I knew how. If I were a Christian, I couldn't obey the +first commandment, to love my neighbour as myself, for I should have +to hate him as I hate myself. It's true that I'm a scamp. I've always +suspected it; and because I never wanted life to fool me, I've observed +'others' carefully. When I saw they were no better than I, I resented +their trying to browbeat me. + +MOTHER. You've been wrong to think it a matter between you and others. +You have to deal with Him. + +STRANGER. With whom? + +MOTHER. The Invisible One, who guides your destiny. + +STRANGER. Would I could see Him. + +MOTHER. It would be your death. + +STRANGER. Oh no! + +MOTHER. Where do you get this devilish spirit of rebellion? If you won't +bow your neck like the rest, you must be broken like a reed. + +STRANGER. I don't know where this fearful stubbornness comes from. It's +true an unpaid bill can make me tremble; but if I were to climb Mount +Sinai and face the Eternal One, I should not cover my face. + +MOTHER. Jesus and Mary! Don't say such things. You'll make me think +you're a child of the Devil. + +STRANGER. Here that seems the general opinion. But I've heard that those +who serve the Evil One get honours, goods and gold as their reward. Gold +especially. Do you think me suspect? + +MOTHER. You'll bring a curse on my house. + +STRANGER. Then I'll leave it. + +MOTHER. And go into the night. Where? + +STRANGER. To seek the only one that I don't hate. + +MOTHER. Are you sure she'll receive you? + +STRANGER. Quite sure. + +MOTHER. I'm not. + +STRANGER. I am. + +MOTHER. Then I must raise your doubts. + +STRANGER. You can't. + +MOTHER. Yes, I can. + +STRANGER. It's a lie. + +MOTHER. We're no longer speaking kindly. We must stop. Can you sleep in +the attic? + +STRANGER. I can't sleep anywhere. + +MOTHER. Still, I'll say good-night to you, whether you think I mean it, +or not. + +STRANGER. You're sure there are no rats in the attic? I don't fear +ghosts, but rats aren't pleasant. + +MOTHER. I'm glad you don't fear ghosts, for no one's slept a whole night +there... whatever the cause may be. + +STRANGER (after a moment's hesitation). Never have I met a more wicked +woman than you. The reason is: you have religion. + +MOTHER. Good-night! + +Curtain. + + +SCENE XI + +IN THE KITCHEN + +[It is dark, but the moon outside throws moving shadows of the window +lattices on to the floor, as the storm clouds race by. In the corner, +right, under the crucifix, where the OLD MAN used to sit, a hunting +horn, a gun and a game bag hang on the wall. On the table a stuffed bird +of prey. As the windows are open the curtains are flapping in the wind; +and kitchen cloths, aprons and towels, that are hung on a line by the +hearth, move in the wind, whose sighing can be heard. In the distance +the noise of a waterfall. There is an occasional tapping on the wooden +floor.] + +STRANGER (entering, half-dressed, a lamp in his hand). Is anyone here? +No. (He comes forward with a light, which makes the play of shadow less +marked.) What's moving on the floor? Is anyone here? (He goes to the +table, sees the stuffed bird and stands riveted to the spot.) God! + +MOTHER (coming in with a lamp). Still up? + +STRANGER. I couldn't sleep. + +MOTHER (gently). Why not, my son? + +STRANGER. I heard someone above me. + +MOTHER. Impossible. There's nothing over the attic. + +STRANGER. That's why I was uneasy! What's moving on the floor like +snakes? + +MOTHER. Moonbeams. + +STRANGER. Yes. Moonbeams. That's a stuffed bird. And those are cloths. +Everything's natural; that's what makes me uneasy. Who was knocking +during the night? Was anyone locked out? + +MOTHER. It was a horse in the stable. + +STRANGER. Why should it make that noise? + +MOTHER. Some animals have nightmares. + +STRANGER. What are nightmares? + +MOTHER. Who knows? + +STRANGER. May I sit down? + +MOTHER. Do. I want to speak seriously to you. I was malicious last +night; you must forgive me. It's because of that I need religion; just +as I need the penitential garment and the stone floor. To spare you, +I'll tell you what nightmares are to me. My bad conscience! Whether +I punish myself or another punishes me, I don't know. I don't permit +myself to ask. (Pause.) Now tell me what you saw in your room. + +STRANGER. I hardly know. Nothing. When I went in I felt as if someone +were there. Then I went to bed. But someone started pacing up and down +above me with a heavy tread. Do you believe in ghosts? + +MOTHER. My religion won't allow me to. But I believe our sense of right +and wrong will find a way to punish us. + +STRANGER. Soon I felt cold air on my breast--it reached my heart and +forced me to get up. + +MOTHER. And then? + +STRANGER. To stand and watch the whole panorama of my life unroll before +me. I saw everything--that was the worst of it. + +MOTHER. I know. I've been through it. There's no name for the malady, +and only one cure. + +STRANGER. What is it? + +MOTHER. You know what children do when they've done wrong? + +STRANGER. What? + +MOTHER. First ask forgiveness! + +STRANGER. And then? + +MOTHER. Try to make amends. + +STRANGER. Isn't it enough to suffer according to one's deserts? + +MOTHER. No. That's revenge. + +STRANGER. Then what must one do? + +MOTHER. Can you mend a life you've destroyed? Undo a bad action? + +STRANGER. Truly, no. But I was forced into it! Forced to take, for no +one gave me the right. Accursčd be He who forced me! (Putting his hand +to his heart.) Ah! He's here, in this room. He's plucking out my heart! + +MOTHER. Then bow your head. + +STRANGER. I cannot. + +MOTHER. Down on your knees. + +STRANGER. I will not. + +MOTHER. Christ have mercy! Lord have mercy on you! On your knees before +Him who was crucified! Only He can wipe out what's been done. + +STRANGER. Not before Him! If I were forced, I'll recant... afterwards. + +MOTHER. On your knees, my son! + +STRANGER. I cannot bow the knee. I cannot. Help me, God Eternal. +(Pause.) + +MOTHER (after a hasty prayer). Do you feel better? + +STRANGER. Yes.... It was not death. It was annihilation! + +MOTHER. The annihilation of the Divine. We call it spiritual death. + +STRANGER. I see. (Without irony.) I begin to understand. + +MOTHER. My son! You have left Jerusalem and are on the road to Damascus. +Go back the same way you came. Erect a cross at every station, and stay +at the seventh. For you, there are not fourteen, as for Him. + +STRANGER. You speak in riddles. + +MOTHER. Then go your way. Search out those to whom you have something to +say. First, your wife. + +STRANGER. Where is she? + +MOTHER. You must find her. On your way don't forget to call on him you +named the werewolf. + +STRANGER. Never! + +MOTHER. You'd have said that, as you came here. As you know, I expected +your coming. + +STRANGER. Why? + +MOTHER. For no one reason. + +STRANGER. Just as I saw this kitchen... in a trance.... + +MOTHER. That's why I now regret trying to separate you and Ingeborg. Go +and search for her. If you find her, well and good. If not, perhaps that +too has been ordained. (Pause.) Dawn's now at hand. Morning has come and +the night has passed. + +STRANGER. Such a night! + +MOTHER. You'll remember it. + +STRANGER. Not all of it... yet something. + +MOTHER (looking out of the window, as if to herself). Lovely morning +star--how far from heaven have you fallen! + +STRANGER (after a pause). Have you noticed that, before the sun rises, a +feeling of awe takes hold of mankind? Are we children of darkness, that +we tremble before the light? + +MOTHER. Will you never be tired of questioning? + +STRANGER. Never. Because I yearn for light. + +MOTHER. Go then, and search. And peace be with you! + + +SCENE XII + +IN THE RAVINE + +[The same landscape as before, but in autumn colouring. The trees have +lost their leaves. Work is going on at the smithy and the mill. The +SMITH stands, left, in the doorway; the MILLER'S wife, right. The +LADY dressed in a jacket with a hat of patent leather; but she is in +mourning. The STRANGER is in Bavarian alpine kit: short jacket of +rough material, knickers, heavy boots and alpenstock, green hat with +heath-cock feather. Over this he wears a brown cloak with a cape and +hood.] + +LADY (entering tired and dispirited). Did a man pass here in a long +cloak, with a green hat? (The SMITH and the MILLER'S WIFE shake their +heads.) Can I lodge here for the night? (The SMITH and the MILLER'S WIFE +again shake their heads: to the SMITH.) May I stand in the doorway for +a moment and warm myself? (The SMITH pushes her away.) God reward you +according to your deserts! + +(Exit. She reappears on the footbridge, and exit once more.) + +STRANGER (entering). Has a lady in a coat and skirt crossed the brook? +(The SMITH and MILLER'S WIFE shake their heads.) Will you give me +some bread? I'll pay for it. (The MILLER'S WIFE refuses the money.) No +charity! + +ECHO (imitating his voice from afar). Charity. + +(The SMITH and the MILLER'S WIFE laugh so loudly and so long that, at +length, ECHO replies.) + +STRANGER. Good! An eye for an eye--a tooth for a tooth. It helps to +lighten my conscience! (He enters the ravine.) + + +SCENE XIII + +ON THE ROAD + +[The same landscape as before; but autumn. The BEGGAR is sitting outside +a chapel with a lime twig and a bird cage, in which is a starling. The +STRANGER enters wearing the same clothes as in the preceding scene.] + +STRANGER. Beggar! Have you seen a lady in a coat and skirt pass this +way? + +BEGGAR. I've seen five hundred. But, seriously, I must ask you not to +call me beggar now. I've found work! + +STRANGER. Oh! So it's you! + +BEGGAR. Ille ego qui quondam.... + +STRANGER. What kind of work have you? + +BEGGAR. I've a starling, that whistles and sings. + +STRANGER. You mean, _he_ does the work? + +BEGGAR. Yes. I'm my own master now. + +STRANGER. Do you catch birds? + +BEGGAR. No. The lime twig's merely for appearances. + +STRANGER. So you still cling to such things? + +BEGGAR. What else should I cling to? What's within us is nothing but +pure... nonsense. + +STRANGER. Is that the final conclusion of your whole philosophy of life? + +BEGGAR. My complete metaphysic. The view mad be rather out of date, +but... + +STRANGER. Can you be serious for a moment? Tell me about your past. + +BEGGAR. Why unravel that old skein? Twist it up rather. Twist it up. Do +you think I'm always so merry? Only when I meet you: you're so damnably +funny! + +STRANGER. How can you laugh, with a wrecked life behind you? + +BEGGAR. Now he's getting personal! (Pause.) If you can't laugh at +adversity, not even that of others, you're begging of life itself. +Listen! If you follow this wheel track you'll come, at last, to the +ocean, and there the path will stop. If you sit down there and rest, +you'll begin to take another view of things. Here there are so many +accidents, religious themes, disagreeable memories that hinder thought +as it flies to the 'rose' room. Only follow the track! If it's +muddy here and there, spread your wings and flutter. And talking of +fluttering: I once heard a bird that sang of Polycrates and his ring; +how he'd become possessed of all the marvels of this world, but didn't +know what to do with them. So he sent tidings east and west of the +great Nothing he'd helped to fashion from the empty universe. I wouldn't +assert you were the man, unless I believed it so firmly I could take my +oath on it. Once I asked you whether you knew who I was, and you said +it didn't interest you. In return I offered you my friendship, but you +refused it rudely. However, I'm not sensitive or resentful, so I'll give +you good advice on your way. Follow the track! + +STRANGER (avoiding him). You don't deceive me. + +BEGGAR. You believe nothing but evil. That's why you get nothing but +evil. Try to believe what is good. Try! + +STRANGER. I will. But if I'm deceived, I've the right to.... + +BEGGAR. You've no right to do that. + +STRANGER (as if to himself ). Who is it reads my secret thoughts, turns +my soul inside out, and pursues me? Why do you persecute me? + +BEGGAR. Saul! Saul! Why persecutest thou Me? + +(The STRANGER goes out with a gesture of horror. The chord of the +funeral march is heard again. The LADY enters.) + +LADY. Have you seen a man pass this way in a long cloak, with a green +hat? + +BEGGAR. There was a poor devil here, who hobbled off.... + +LADY. The man I'm searching for's not lame. + +BEGGAR. Nor was he. It seems he'd hurt his hip; and that made him walk +unsteadily. I mustn't be malicious. Look here in the mud. + +LADY. Where? + +BEGGAR (pointing). There! At that rut. In it you can see the impression +of a boot, firmly planted.... + +LADY (looking at the impression). It's he! His heavy tread.... Can I +catch him up? + +BEGGAR. Follow the track! + +LADY (taking his hand and kissing it). Thank you, my friend. (Exit.) + + +SCENE XIV + +BY THE SEA + +[The same landscape as before, but now winter. The sea is dark blue, +and on the horizon great clouds take on the shapes of huge heads. In the +distance three bare masts of a wrecked ship, that look like three white +crosses. The table and seat are still under the tree, but the chairs +have been removed. There is snow on the ground. From time to time a +bell-buoy can be heard. The STRANGER comes in from the left, stops a +moment and looks out to sea, then goes out, right, behind the cottage. +The LADY enters, left, and appears to be following the STRANGER'S +footsteps on the snow; she exits in front of the cottage, right. The +STRANGER re-enters, right, notices the footprints of the LADY, pauses, +and looks back, right. The LADY re-enters, throws herself into his arms, +but recoils.] + +LADY. You thrust me away. + +STRANGER. No. It seems there's someone between us. + +LADY. Indeed there is! (Pause.) What a meeting! + +STRANGER. Yes. It's winter; as you see. + +LADY. I can feel the cold coming from you. + +STRANGER. I got frozen in the mountains. + +LADY. Do you think the spring will ever come? + +STRANGER. Not to us! We've been driven from the garden, and must wander +over stones and thistles. And when our hands and feet are bruised, we +feel we must rub salt in the wounds of the... other one. And then the +mill starts grinding. It'll never stop; for there's always water. + +LADY. No doubt what you say is true. + +STRANGER. But I'll not yield to the inevitable. Rather than that we +should lacerate each other I'll gash myself as a sacrifice to the gods. +I'll take the blame upon me; declare it was I who taught you to break +your chains. I who tempted you! Then you can lay all the blame on me: +for what I did, and what happened after. + +LADY. You couldn't bear it. + +STRANGER. Yes, I could. There are moments when I feel as if I bore all +the sin and sorrow, all the filth and shame of the whole world. There +are moments when I believe we are condemned to sin and do bad actions +as a punishment! (Pause.) Not long ago I lay sick of a fever, and amidst +all that happened to me, I dreamed that I saw a crucifix without the +Crucified. And when I asked the Dominican--for there was a Dominican +among many others--what it could mean, he said: 'You will not allow Him +to suffer for you. Suffer then yourself!' That's why mankind have grown +so conscious of their own sufferings. + +LADY. And why consciences grow so heavy, if there's no one to help to +bear the burden. + +STRANGER. Have you also come to think so? + +LADY. Not yet. But I'm on the way. + +STRANGER. Put your hand in mine. From here let us go on together. + +LADY. Where? + +STRANGER. Back! The same way we came. Are you weary? + +LADY. Now no longer. + +STRANGER. Several times I sank exhausted. But I met a strange +beggar--perhaps you remember him: he was thought to be like me. And +he begged me, as an experiment, to believe his good intentions. I did +believe--as an experiment--and.... + +LADY. Well? + +STRANGER. It went well with me. And since then I feel I've strength to +go on my way.... + +LADY. Let's go together! + +STRANGER (turning to the sea). Yes. It's growing dark and the clouds are +gathering. + +LADY. Don't look at the clouds. + +STRANGER. And below there? What's that? + +LADY. Only a wreck. + +STRANGER (whispering). Three crosses! What new Golgotha awaits us? + +LADY. They're white ones. That means good fortune. + +STRANGER. Can good fortune ever come to us? + +LADY. Yes. But not yet. + +STRANGER. Let's go! + + +SCENE XV + +ROOM IN AN HOTEL + +[The room is as before. The LADY is sitting by the side of the STRANGER, +crocheting.] + +LADY. Do say something. + +STRANGER. I've nothing but unpleasant things to say, since we came here. + +LADY. Why were you so anxious to have this terrible room? + +STRANGER. I don't know. It was the last one I wanted. I began to long +for it, in order to suffer. + +LADY. And are you suffering? + +STRANGER. Yes. I can no longer listen to singing, or look at anything +beautiful. During the day I hear the mill and see that great panorama +now expanding to embrace the universe.... And, at night... + +LADY. Why did you cry out in your sleep? + +STRANGER. I was dreaming. + +LADY. A real dream? + +STRANGER. Terribly real. But you see what a curse is on me. I feel I +must describe it, and to no one else but you. Yet I daren't tell you, +for it would be rattling at the door of the locked chamber.... + +LADY. The past! + +STRANGER. Yes. + +LADY (simply). It's foolish to have any such secret place. + +STRANGER. Yes. (Pause.) + +LADY. And now tell me! + +STRANGER. I'm afraid I must. I dreamed your first husband was married to +my first wife. + +LADY. Only you could have thought of such a thing! + +STRANGER. I wish it were so. (Pause.) I saw how he ill-treated my +children. (Getting up.) I put my hands to his throat.... I can't go +on.... But I shall never rest till I know the truth. And to know it, I +must go to him in his own house. + +LADY. It's come to that? + +STRANGER. It's been coming for some time. Nothing can now prevent it. I +must see him. + +LADY. But if he won't receive you? + +STRANGER. I'll go as a patient, and tell him of my sickness.... + +LADY (frightened). Don't do that! + +STRANGER. You think he might be tempted to shut me up as mad! I must +risk it. I want to risk everything--life, freedom, welfare. I need an +emotional shock, strong enough to bring myself into the light of day. I +demand this torture, that my punishment may be in just proportion to my +sin, so that I shall not be forced to drag myself along under the burden +of my guilt. So down into the snake pit, as soon as may be! + +LADY. Could I come with you? + +STRANGER. There's no need. My sufferings will be enough for both. + +LADY. Then I'll call you my deliverer. And the curse I once laid on you +will turn into a blessing. Look! It's spring once more. + +STRANGER. So I see. The Christmas rose there has begun to wither. + +LADY. But don't you feel spring in the air? + +STRANGER. The cold within isn't so great. + +LADY. Perhaps the werewolf will heal you altogether. + +STRANGER. We shall see. Perhaps he's not so dangerous, after all. + +LADY. He's not so cruel as you. + +STRANGER. But my dream.... + +LADY. Let's hope it was only a dream. Now my wool's finished; and with +it, my useless work. It's grown soiled in the making. + +STRANGER. It can be washed. + +LADY. Or dyed. + +STRANGER. Rose red. + +LADY. Never! + +STRANGER. It's like a roll of manuscript. + +LADY. With our story on it. + +STRANGER. In the filth of the roads, in tears and in blood. + +LADY. But the story's nearly done. Go and write the last chapter. + +STRANGER. Then we'll meet at the seventh station. Where we began! + + +SCENE XVI + +THE DOCTOR'S HOUSE + +[The scene is more or less as before. But half the wood-pile has been +taken away. On a seat near the verandah surgical instruments, knives, +saws, forceps, etc. The DOCTOR is engaged in cleaning these.] + +SISTER (coming from the verandah). A patient to see you. + +DOCTOR. Do you know who it is? + +SISTER. I've not seen him. Here's his card. + +DOCTOR (reading it). This outdoes everything! + +SISTER. Is it he? + +DOCTOR. Yes. Courage I respect; but this is cynicism. A kind of +challenge. Still, let him come in. + +SISTER. Are you serious? + +DOCTOR. Perfectly. But, if you care to talk to him a little, in that +straightforward way of yours.... + +SISTER. I'd like to. + +DOCTOR. Very well. Do the heavy work, and leave the final polish to me. + +SISTER. You can trust me. I'll tell him everything your kindness forbids +you to say. + +DOCTOR. Enough of my kindness! Make haste, or I'll get impatient. Shut +the doors. (His SISTER goes out.) What are you doing at that dustbin, +Caesar? (CAESAR comes in.) Listen, Caesar, if your enemy were to come +and lay his head in your lap, what would you do? + +CAESAR. Cut it off! + +DOCTOR. That's not what I've taught you. + +CAESAR. No; you said, heap coals of fire on it. But I think that's a +shame. + +DOCTOR. I think so, too; it's more cruel and more cunning. (Pause.) +Isn't it better to take some revenge? It heartens the other person, +lifts the burden off him. + +CAESAR. As you know more about it than I, why ask? + +DOCTOR. Quiet! I'm not speaking to you. (Pause.) Very well. First cut +off his head, and then.... We'll see. + +CAESAR. It all depends on how he behaves. + +DOCTOR. Yes. On how he behaves. Quiet. Get along. + +(The STRANGER comes from the verandah: he seems excited but his manner +betrays a certain resignation. CAESAR has gone out.) + +STRANGER. You're surprised to see me here? + +DOCTOR (seriously). I've long given up being surprised. But I see I must +begin again. + +STRANGER. Will you permit me to speak to you? + +DOCTOR. About anything decent people may discuss. Are you ill? + +STRANGER (hesitating). Yes. + +DOCTOR. Why did you come to me--of all people? + +STRANGER. You must guess! + +DOCTOR. I refuse to. (Pause.) What do you complain of? + +STRANGER (with uncertainty). Sleeplessness. + +DOCTOR. That's not a disease, but a symptom. Have you already seen a +doctor? + +STRANGER. I've been lying ill in an... institution. I was feverish. I've +a strange malady. + +DOCTOR. What was so strange about it? + +STRANGER. May I ask this? Can one go about as usual; and yet be +delirious? + +DOCTOR. If you're mad; not otherwise. (The STRANGER lets up, but then +sits down again.) What was the hospital called? + +STRANGER. St. Saviour. + +DOCTOR. That's not a hospital. + +STRANGER. A convent, then. + +DOCTOR. No. It's an asylum. (The STRANGER gets up, the DOCTOR does so, +too, and calls.) Sister! Shut the front door. And the gate leading to +the road. (To the STRANGER.) Won't you sit down? I have to keep the +doors here locked. There are so many tramps. + +STRANGER (calms himself). Be frank with me: do you think me... insane? + +DOCTOR. No one ever gets a frank answer to that question, as you know. +And no one who suffers in that way ever believes what he's told. So my +opinion must be a matter of indifference to you. (Pause.) But if it's +your soul, go to a spiritual healer. + +STRANGER. Could you take his place for a moment? + +DOCTOR. I haven't the vocation. + +STRANGER. But... + +DOCTOR (interrupting). Or the time. We're getting ready for a wedding +here! + +STRANGER. I dreamed it! + +DOCTOR. It may ease your mind to know that I've consoled myself, as it's +called. You may be pleased, it would be natural... but I see, on the +contrary, it makes you suffer more. There must be a reason. Why, should +you be upset at my marrying a widow? + +STRANGER. With two children? + +DOCTOR. Two children! Now we have it! A damnable supposition worthy of +you. If there were a hell, you should be hell's overseer, for your skill +in finding means of punishment exceeds my wildest inventions. Yet I'm +called a werewolf! + +STRANGER. It might happen that... + +DOCTOR (cutting him short). For a long time, I hated you, because by +an unforgiveable action you cheated me of my good name. But when I grew +older and wiser I saw that, although the punishment wasn't earned, I +deserved it for other things that had never been discovered. Besides, +you were a boy with enough conscience to be able to punish yourself. So +you need worry no more about the whole thing. Is that what you wanted to +speak of? + +STRANGER. Yes. + +DOCTOR. Then you'll be content, if I let you go? (The STRANGER is about +to ask a question.) Did you think I'd shut you up? Or cut you in pieces +with those instruments? Kill you? 'Perhaps such poor devils ought to +be put out of their misery!' (The STRANGER looks at his watch.) You can +still catch the boat. + +STRANGER. Will you give me your hand? + +DOCTOR. Impossible. And what is the use of my forgiving you, if you lack +the strength to forgive yourself? (Pause.) Some things can only be cured +by making them undone. So this never can be. + +STRANGER. St. Saviour... + +DOCTOR. Helped you. You challenged destiny and were broken. There's no +shame in losing such a fight. I did the same; but, as you see, I've got +rid of my woodpile. I want no thunder in my home. And I shall play no +more with the lightning. + +STRANGER. One station more, and I shall reach my goal. + +DOCTOR. You'll never reach your goal. Farewell! + +STRANGER. Farewell! + + +SCENE XVII + +A STREET CORNER + +[The same as Scene I. The STRANGER is sitting on the seat beneath the +tree, drawing in the sand.] + +LADY (entering). What are you doing? + +STRANGER. Writing in the sand... still. + +LADY. Can you hear singing? + +STRANGER (pointing to the church). Yes. But from there! I've been unjust +to someone, unwittingly. + +LADY. I think our wanderings must be over, now we've come back here. + +STRANGER. Where we began... at the street corner, between the inn, +the church and the post office. By the way... isn't there a registered +letter for me there, that I never fetched? + +LADY. Yes. Because there was nothing but unpleasantness in it. + +STRANGER. Or legal matters. (Striking his forehead.) Then that's the +explanation. + +LADY. Fetch it then. In the belief that what it contains is good. + +STRANGER (ironically). Good! + +LADY. Believe it. Imagine it! + +STRANGER (going to the post office). I'll make the attempt. + +(The LADY waits on the pavement. The STRANGER comes back with a letter.) + +LADY. Well? + +STRANGER. I feel ashamed of myself. It's the money. + +LADY. You see! All these sufferings, all these tears... in vain! + +STRANGER. Not in vain! It looks like spite, what happens here, but it's +not that. I wronged the Invisible when I mistook... + +LADY. Enough! No accusations. + +STRANGER. No. It was my own stupidity or wickedness. I didn't want to be +made a fool of by life. That's why I was! It was the elves... + +LADY. Who made the change in you. Come. Let's go. + +STRANGER. And hide ourselves and our misery in the mountains. + +LADY. Yes. The mountains will hide us! (Pause.) But first I must go and +light a candle to my good Saint Elizabeth. Come. (The STRANGER shakes +his head.) Come! + +STRANGER. Very well. I'll go through that way. But I can't stay. + +LADY. How can you tell? Come. In there you shall hear new songs. + +(The STRANGER follows her to the door of the church.) + +STRANGER. It may be! + +LADY. Come! + +THE END. + + + + +PART II + + + +CHARACTERS + + THE STRANGER + THE LADY + THE MOTHER + THE FATHER + THE CONFESSOR + THE DOCTOR + CAESAR + + less important figures + MAID + PROFESSOR + RAGGED PERSON + ANOTHER RAGGED PERSON + FIRST WOMAN + SECOND WOMAN + WAITRESS + POLICEMAN + + +SCENES + + ACT I Outside the House + + ACT II SCENE I Laboratory + SCENE II The 'Rose' Room + + ACT III SCENE I The Banqueting Hall + SCENE II A Prison Cell + SCENE III The 'Rose' Room + + ACT IV SCENE I The Banqueting Hall + SCENE II In a Ravine + SCENE III The 'Rose' Room + + + + +ACT I + +OUTSIDE THE HOUSE + +[On the right a terrace, on which the house stands. Below it a road runs +towards the back, where there is a thick pine wood with heights beyond, +whose outlines intersect. On the left there is a suggestion of a river +bank, but the river itself cannot be seen. The house is white and has +small, mullioned windows with iron bars. On the wall vines and climbing +roses. In front of the house, on the terrace, a well; at the end of the +terrace pumpkin plants, whose large yellow flowers hang dozen over the +edge. Fruit trees are planted along the road, and a memorial cross can +be seen erected at a spot where an accident occurred. Steps lead +down from the terrace to the road, and there are flower-pots on the +balustrade. In front of the steps there is a seat. The road reaches the +foreground from the right, curving past the terrace, which projects like +a promontory, and then loses itself in the background. Strong sunlight +from the left. The MOTHER is sitting on the seat below the steps. The +DOMINICAN is standing in front of her.] + +DOMINICAN [Note: The same character as the CONFESSOR and BEGGAR.]. You +called me to discuss a family matter of importance to you. Tell me what +it is. + +MOTHER. Father, life has treated me hardly. I don't know what I've done +to be so frowned upon by Providence. + +DOMINICAN. It's a mark of favour to be tried by the Eternal One, and +triumph awaits the steadfast. + +MOTHER. That's what I've often said to myself; but there are limits to +the suffering one can bear.... + +DOMINICAN. There are no limits. Suff'ering's as boundless as grace. + +MOTHER. First my husband leaves me for another woman. + +DOMINICAN. Then let him go. He'll come crawling back again on his bare +knees! + +MOTHER. And as you know, Father, my only daughter was married to +a doctor. But she left him and came home with a stranger, whom she +presented to me as her new husband. + +DOMINICAN. That's not easy to understand. Divorce isn't recognised by +our religion. + +MOTHER. No. But they'd crossed the frontier, to a land where there are +other laws. He's an Old Catholic, and he found a priest to marry them. + +DOMINICAN. That's no real marriage, and can't be dissolved because it +never existed. But it can be nullified. Who is your present son-in-law? + +MOTHER. Truly, I wish I knew! One thing I do know, and that's enough to +fill my cup of sorrow. He's been divorced and his wife and children live +in wretched circumstances. + +DOMINICAN. A difficult case. But we'll find a way to put it right. What +does he do? + +MOTHER. He's a writer; said to be famous at home. + +DOMINICAN. Godless, too, I suppose? + +MOTHER. Yes. At least he used to be; but since his second marriage he's +not known a happy hour. Fate, as he calls it, seized him with an iron +hand and drove him here in the shape of a ragged beggar. Ill-fortune +struck him blow after blow, so that I pitied him at the very moment he +fled from here. Then he wandered in the woods and, later, lay out in the +fields where he fell, till he was found by merciful folk and taken to a +convent. There he lay ill for three months, without our knowing where he +was. + +DOMINICAN. Wait! Last year a man was brought to the Convent of St. +Saviour, where I'm Confessor, under the circumstances you describe. +Whilst he was feverish he opened his heart to me, and there was scarcely +a sin of which he didn't confess his guilt. But when he came to himself +again, he said he remembered nothing. So to prove him in heart and reins +I used the secret apostolic powers that are given us; and, as a trial, +employed the lesser curse. For when a crime's been done in secret, the +curse of Deuteronomy is read over the suspected man. If he's innocent, +he goes his way unscathed. But if he's struck by it, then, as Paul +relates, 'he is delivered unto Satan for the destruction of the flesh, +that his spirit may be saved.' + +MOTHER. O God! It must be he! + +DOMINICAN. Yes, it is he. Your son-in-law! The ways of Providence are +inscrutable. Was he heavily struck by the curse? + +MOTHER. Yes. That night he slept here, and was torn from his sleep by an +unexplained power that, as he told me, turned his heart to ice.... + +DOMINICAN. Did he have fearful visions? + +MOTHER. Yes. + +DOMINICAN. And was he harried by those terrible thoughts, of which Job +says, 'When I say, my bed shall comfort me, then Thou scarest me +with dreams and terrifiest me with visions; so that my soul chooseth +strangling, and death rather than life.' That's as it should be. Did it +open his eyes? + +MOTHER. Yes. But only so that his sight was blinded. For his sufferings +grew so great that he could no longer find a natural explanation for +them, and as no doctor could cure him, he began to see that he was +fighting higher conscious powers. + +DOMINICAN. Powers that meant him ill, and were therefore themselves +evil. That's the usual course of things. And then? + +MOTHER. He came upon books that taught him that such evil powers could +be fought. + +DOMINICAN. Oh! So he looked for what's hidden, and should remain so! Did +he succeed in exorcising the spirits that chastised him? + +MOTHER. He says he did. And it seems now that he can sleep again. + +DOMINICAN. Yes, and he believes what he says. Yet, since he hasn't truly +accepted the love of truth, God will trouble him with great delusion, so +that he'll believe what is false. + +MOTHER. The fault's his own. But he's changed my daughter: in other days +she was neither hot nor cold; but now she's on the way to becoming evil. + +DOMINICAN. How do the two of them get on? + +MOTHER. Half the time, happily; the other half they plague one another +like devils. + +DOMINICAN. That's the way they must go. Plague one another till they +come to the Cross. + +MOTHER. If they don't part again. + +DOMINICAN. What? Have they done so? + +MOTHER. They've left one another four times, but have always come back. +It seems as if they're chained together. It would be a good thing if +they were, for a child's on the way. + +DOMINICAN. Let the child come. Children bring gifts that are refreshing +to tired souls. + +MOTHER. I hope it may be so. But it looks as if this one will be an +apple of discord. They're already quarrelling over its name; they're +quarrelling over its baptism; and the mother's already jealous of her +husband's children by his first wife. He can't promise to love this +child as much as the others, and the mother absolutely insists that he +shall! So there's no end to their miseries. + +DOMINICAN. Oh yes, there is. Wait! He's had dealings with higher powers, +so that we've gained a hold on him; and our prayers will be more, +powerful than his resistance. Their effect is as extraordinary as it +is mysterious. (The STRANGER appears on the terrace. He is in hunting +costume and wears a tropical helmet. In his hand he has an alpenstock.) +Is that him, up there? + +MOTHER. Yes. That's my present son-in-law. + +DOMINICAN. Singularly like the first! But watch how he's behaving. He +hasn't seen me yet, but he feels I'm here. (He makes the sign of the +cross in the air.) Look how troubled he grows.... Now he stiffens like +an icicle. See! In a moment he'll cry out. + +STRANGER (who has suddenly stopped, grown rigid, and clutched his +heart). Who's down there? + +MOTHER. I am. + +STRANGER. You're not alone. + +MOTHER. No. I've someone with me. + +DOMINICAN (making the sign of the cross). Now he'll say nothing; but +fall like a felled tree. (The STRANGER crumples up and falls to the +ground.) Now I shall go. It would be too much for him if he were to see +me, But I'll come back soon. You'll see, he's in good hands! Farewell +and peace be with you. (He goes out.) + +STRANGER (raising himself and coming down the steps). Who was that? + +MOTHER. A traveller. Sit down; you look so pale. + +STRANGER. It was a fainting fit. + +MOTHER. You've always new names for it; but they mean nothing fresh. Sit +down here, on the seat. + +STRANGER. No; I don't like sitting there. People are always passing. + +MOTHER. Yet I've been sitting here since I was a child, watching life +glide past as the river does below. Here, on the road, I've watched the +children of men go by, playing, haggling, begging, cursing and dancing. +I love this seat and I love the river below, though it does much damage +every year and washes away the property we inherited. Last spring it +carried our whole hay crop off, so that we had to sell our beasts. The +property's lost half its value in the last few years, and when the lake +in the mountains has reached its new level and the swamp's been drained +into the river, the water will rise till it washes the house away. We've +been at law about it for ten years, and we've lost every appeal; so we +shall be destroyed. It's as inevitable as fate. + +STRANGER. Fate's not inevitable. + +MOTHER. Beware, if you think to fight it. + +STRANGER. I've done so already. + +MOTHER. There you go again! You learn nothing from the chastisement of +Providence. + +STRANGER. Oh yes. I've learned to hate. Can one love what does evil? + +MOTHER. I've little learning, as you know; but I read yesterday in an +encyclopaedia that the Eumenides are not evilly disposed. + +STRANGER. That's true; but it's a lie they're friendly. I only know one +friendly fury. My own! + +MOTHER. Can you call Ingeborg a fury? + +STRANGER. Yes. She is one; and as a fury, she's remarkable. Her talent +for making me suffer excels my most infernal inventions; and if I escape +from her hands with my life, I'll come out of the fire as pure as gold. + +MOTHER. You've got what you deserve. You wanted to mould her as you +wished, and you've succeeded. + +STRANGER. Completely. But where is this fury? + +MOTHER. She went down the road a few minutes ago. + +STRANGER. Down there? Then I'll go to meet my own destruction. (He goes +towards the back.) + +MOTHER. So you can still joke about it? Wait! (The MOTHER is left alone +for a moment, until the STRANGER has disappeared. The LADY then enters +from the right. She is wearing a summer frock, and is carrying a post +bag and some opened letters in her hand.) + +LADY. Are you alone, Mother? + +MOTHER. I've just been left alone. + +LADY. Here's the post. This is for job. + +MOTHER. What? Do you open his letters? + +LADY. All of them, because I want to know who it is I've linked my life +to. And I want to suppress everything that might minister to his pride. +In a word, I isolate him, so that he has to keep his own electricity and +run the danger of being broken to pieces. + +MOTHER. How learnčd you've grown? + +LADY. Yes. If he's unwise enough to confide almost everything to me, +I'll soon hold his fate in my hand. Now, if you please, he's making +electrical experiments and claims he'll be able to harness the +lightning, so that it'll give him light, warmth and power. Well, let +him do as he likes! From a letter that came to-day I see he's even +corresponding with alchemists. + +MOTHER. Does he want to make gold? Is the man sane? + +LADY. That's the important question. Whether he's a charlatan doesn't +matter so much. + +MOTHER. Do you suspect it? + +LADY. I'd believe any evil of him, and any good, on the same day. + +MOTHER. Is there any other news? + +LADY. The plans my divorced husband made for a new marriage have gone +wrong; he's grown melancholic, abandoned his practice and is tramping +the roads. + +MOTHER. Oh! He was always my son-in-law. He had a kind heart under his +rough manner. + +LADY. Yes. I only called him a werewolf in his rôle as my husband +and master. As long as I knew he was at peace, and on the way to +find consolation, Ě was content. But now he'll torment me like a bad +conscience. + +MOTHER. Have you a conscience? + +LADY. I never used to have one. But my eyes have been opened since I +read my husband's works, and I know the difference between good and +evil. + +MOTHER. But he forbade you to read them, and never foresaw you wouldn't +obey him. + +LADY. Who can foresee all the results of any action? + +MOTHER. Have you more bad news in your pocket, Pandora? + +LADY. The worst of all! Think of it, Mother, his divorced wife's going +to marry again. + +MOTHER. That ought to be reassuring, to you and to him. + +LADY. Didn't you know it was his worst nightmare? That his wife would +marry again and his children have a stepfather? + +MOTHER. If he can bear that alone, I shall think him a strange man. + +LADY. You believe he's too sensitive? But didn't he say himself that +an educated man of the world at the end of the nineteenth century never +lets himself be put out of countenance! + +MOTHER. It's easy to say so; but when things really happen.... + +LADY. Yet there was a gift at the bottom of Pandora's box that was no +misfortune. Look, Mother! A portrait of his six-year-old son. + +MOTHER (looking at the picture). A lovely child. + +LADY. It does one good to see such a charming and expressive picture. +Tell me, do you think my child will be as beautiful? Well, what do you +say? Answer, or I'll be unhappy! I love this boy already, but I feel I'd +hate him if my child's not as lovely as he. Yes, I'm jealous already. + +MOTHER. When you came here after your unlucky honeymoon, I'd hoped you'd +have got over the worst. But now I see it was only a foretaste of what +was to come. + +LADY. I'm ready for anything; and I don't think this knot can ever be +undone. It must be cut! + +MOTHER. But you're only making more difficulties for yourself by +suppressing his letters. + +LADY. In days gone by, when I went through life like a sleep-walker, +everything seemed easy to me, but I begin to be uncertain now he's +started to waken thoughts in me. (She puts the letters into the +post-bag.) Here he is. 'Sh! + +MOTHER. One thing more. Why do you let him wear that suit of your first +husband's? + +LADY. I like torturing and humiliating him. I've persuaded him it fits +him and belonged to my father. Now, when I see him in the werewolf's +things, I feel I've got both of them in my clutches. + +MOTHER. Heaven defend us! How spiteful you've grown! + +LADY. Perhaps that was my rôle, if I have one in this man's life! + +MOTHER. I sometimes wish the river would rise and carry us all away +whilst we're asleep at night. If it were to flow here for a thousand +years perhaps it would wash out the sin on which this house is built. + +LADY. Then it's true that my grandfather, the notary, illegally seized +property not his own? It's said this place was built with the heritage +of widows and orphans, the funds of ruined men, the property of dead +ones and the bribes of litigants. + +MOTHER. Don't speak of it any more. The tears of those still living have +run together and formed a lake. And it's that lake, people say, that's +being drained now, and that'll cause the river to wash us away. + +LADY. Can't it be stopped by taking legal action? Is there no justice on +earth? + +MOTHER. Not on earth. But there is in heaven. And heaven will drown us, +for we're the children of evildoers. (She goes up the steps.) + +LADY. Isn't it enough to put up with one's own tears? Must one inherit +other people's? + +(The STRANGER comes back.) + +STRANGER. Did you call me? + +LADY. No. I only tried to draw you to me, without really wanting you. + +STRANGER. I felt you meddling with my destiny in a way that made me +uneasy. Soon you'll have learnt all I know. + +LADY. And more. + +STRANGER. But I must ask you not to lay rough hands on my fate. I am +Cain, you see, and am under the ban of mysterious powers, who permit no +mortals to interfere with their work of vengeance. You see this mark +on my brow? (He removes his hat.) It means: Revenge is mine, saith the +Lord. + +LADY. Does your hat press.... + +STRANGER. No. It chafes me. And so does the coat. If it weren't that I +wanted to please you, I'd have thrown them all into the river. When +I walk here in the neighbourhood, do you know that people call me +the doctor? They must take me for your husband, the werewolf. And I'm +unlucky. If I ask who planted some tree: they say, the doctor. If I ask +to whom the green fish basket belongs: they say, the doctor. And if it +isn't his then it belongs to the doctor's wife. That is, to you! This +confusion between him and me makes my visit unbearable. I'd like to go +away.... + +LADY. Haven't you tried in vain to leave this place six times? + +STRANGER. Yes. But the seventh, I'll succeed. + +LADY. Then try! + +STRANGER. You say that as if you were convinced I'd fail. + +LADY. I am. + +STRANGER. Plague me in some other way, dear fury. + +LADY. Well, I can. + +STRANGER. A new way! Try to say something ill-natured that 'the other +one's' not said already. + +LADY. Your first wife's 'the other one.' How tactful to remind me of +her. + +STRANGER. Everything that lives and moves, everything that's dead and +cold, reminds me of what's gone.... + +LADY. Until the being comes, who can wipe out the darkness of the past +and bring light. + +STRANGER. You mean the child we're expecting! + +LADY. Our child! + +STRANGER. Do you love it? + +LADY. I began to to-day. + +STRANGER. To-day? Why, what's happened? Five months ago you wanted to +run off to the lawyers and divorce me; because I wouldn't take you to a +quack who'd kill your unborn child. + +LADY. That was some time ago. Things have changed now. + +STRANGER. Why now? (He looks round as if expecting something.) Now? Has +the post come? + +LADY. You're still more cunning than I am. But the pupil will outstrip +the master. + +STRANGER. Were there any letters for me? + +LADY. No. + +STRANGER. Then give me the wrapper? + +LADY. What made you guess? + +STRANGER. Give the wrapper, if your conscience can make such fine +distinctions between it and the letter. + +LADY (picking up the letter-bag, which she has hidden behind the seat). +Look at this! (The STRANGER takes the photograph, looks at it carefully, +and puts it in his breast-pocket.) What was it? + +STRANGER. The past. + +LADY. Was it beautiful? + +STRANGER. Yes. More beautiful than the future can ever be. + +LADY (darkly). You shouldn't have said that. + +STRANGER. No, I admit it. And I'm sorry.... + +LADY. Tell me, are you capable of suffering? + +STRANGER. Now, I suffer twice; because I feel when you're suffering. And +if I wound you in self-defence, it's I who gets fever from the wound. + +LADY. That means you're at my mercy? + +STRANGER. No. Less now than ever, because you're protected by the +innocent being you carry beneath your heart. + +LADY. He shall be my avenger. + +STRANGER. Or mine! + +LADY (tearfully). Poor little thing. Conceived in sin and shame, and +born to avenge by hate. + +STRANGER. It's a long time since I've heard you speak like that. + +LADY. I dare say. + +STRANGER. That was the voice that first drew me to you; it was like that +of a mother speaking to her child. + +LADY. When you say 'mother' I feel I can only believe good of you; but +a moment after I say to myself: it's only one more of your ways of +deceiving me. + +STRANGER. What ill have I ever really done you? (The LADY is uncertain +what to reply.) Answer me. What ill have I done you? + +LADY. I don't know. + +STRANGER. Then invent something. Say to me: I hate you, because I can't +deceive you. + +LADY. Can't I? Oh, I'm sorry for you. + +STRANGER. You must have poison in the pocket of your dress. + +LADY. Well, I have! + +STRANGER. What can it be? (Pause.) Who's that coming down the road? + +LADY. A harbinger. + +STRANGER. Is it a man, or a spectre? + +LADY. A spectre from the past. + +STRANGER. He's wearing a black coat and a laurel crown. But his feet are +bare. + +LADY. It's Caesar. + +STRANGER (confused). Caesar? That was my nickname at school. + +LADY. Yes. But it's also the name of the madman whom my... first husband +used to look after. Forgive me speaking of him like that. + +STRANGER. Has this madman got away? + +LADY. It looks like it, doesn't it? + +(CAESAR comes in from the back; he wears a black frock coat and is +without a collar; he has a laurel crown on his head and his feet are +bare. His general appearance is bizarre.) + +CAESAR. Why don't you greet me? You ought to say: Ave, Caesar! For now +I'm the master. The werewolf, you must know, has gone out of his mind +since the Great Man went off with his wife, whom he himself snatched +from her first lover, or bridegroom, or whatever you call him. + +STRANGER (to the LADY). That was strychnine for two adults! (To CAESAR) +Where's your master now--or your slave, or doctor, or warder? + +CAESAR. He'll be here soon. But you needn't be frightened of him. He +won't use daggers or poison. He only has to show himself, for all living +things to fly from him; for trees to drop their leaves, and the very +dust of the highway to run before him in a whirlwind like the pillar of +cloud before the Children of Israel.... + +STRANGER. Listen.... + +CAESAR. Quiet, whilst I'm speaking.... Sometimes he believes himself to +be a werewolf, and says he'd like to eat a little child that's not yet +born, and that's really his according to the right of priority.... (He +goes on his way.) + +LADY (to the STRANGER). Can you exorcise this demon? + +STRANGER. I can do nothing against devils who brave the sunshine. + +LADY. Yesterday you made an arrogant remark, and now you shall have it +back. You said it wasn't fair for invisible ones to creep in by night +and strike in the darkness, they should come by day when the sun's +shining. Now they've come! + +STRANGER. And that pleases you! + +LADY. Yes. Almost. + +STRANGER. What a pity it gives me no pleasure when it's you who's +struck! Let's sit down on the seat--the bench for the accused. For more +are coming. + +LADY. I'd rather we went. + +STRANGER. No, I want to see how much I can bear. You see, at every +stroke of the lash I feel as if a debit entry had been erased from my +ledger. + +LADY. But I can stand no more. Look, there he comes himself. Heavens! +This man, whom I once thought I loved! + +STRANGER. Thought? Yes, because everything's merely delusion. And that +means a great deal. You go! I'll take the duty on myself of confronting +him alone. + +(The LADY goes up the steps, but does not reach the toy before the +DOCTOR becomes visible at the back of the stage. The DOCTOR comes in, +his grey hair long and unkempt. He is wearing a tropical helmet and a +hunting coat, which are exactly similar to the clothes of the STRANGER. +He behaves as though he doesn't notice the STRANGER'S presence, and sits +down on a stone on the other side of the road, opposite the STRANGER, +who is sitting on the seat. He takes of his hat and mops the sweat from +his brow. The STRANGER grows impatient.) What do you want? + +DOCTOR. Only to see this house again, where my happiness once dwelt and +my roses blossomed.... + +STRANGER. An intelligent man of the world would have chosen a time when +the present inhabitants of the house were away for a short while; even +on his own account, so as not to make himself ridiculous. + +DOCTOR. Ridiculous? I'd like to know which of us two's the more +ridiculous? + +STRANGER. For the moment, I suppose I am. + +DOCTOR. Yes. But I don't think you know the whole extent of your +wretchedness. + +STRANGER. What do you mean? + +DOCTOR. That you want to possess what I used to possess. + +STRANGER. Well, go on. + +DOCTOR. Have you noticed that we're wearing similar clothes? Good! Do +you know the reason? It's this: you're wearing the things I forgot to +fetch when the catastrophe took place. No intelligent man of the world +at the end of the nineteenth century would ever put himself into such a +position. + +STRANGER (throwing down his hat and coat). Curse the woman! + +DOCTOR. You needn't complain. Cast-off male attire has always been fatal +ever since the celebrated shirt of Nessus. Go in now and change. I'll +sit out here and watch, and listen, how you settle the matter alone with +that accursčd woman. Don't forget your stick! (The LADY, who is hurrying +towards the house, trips in front of the steps. The STRANGER stays where +he is in embarrassment.) The stick! The stick! + +STRANGER. I don't ask mercy for the woman's sake, but for the child's. + +DOCTOR (wildly). So there's a child, too. Our house, our roses, our +clothes, the bed-clothes not forgotten, and now our child! I'm within +your doors, I sit at your table, I lie in your bed; I exist in your +blood; in your lungs, in your brain; I am everywhere and yet you can't +get hold of me. When the pendulum strikes the hour of midnight, I'll +blow cold, on your heart, so that it stops like a clock that's run down. +When you sit at your work, I shall come with a poppy, invisible to you, +that will put your thoughts to sleep, and confuse your mind, so that +you'll see visions you can't distinguish from reality. I shall lie like +a stone in your path, so that you stumble; I shall be the thorn that +pricks your hand when you go to pluck the rose. My soul shall spin +itself about you like a spider's web; and I shall guide you like an ox +by means of the woman you stole from me. Your child shall be mine and +I shall speak through its mouth; you shall see my look in its eyes, +so that you'll thrust it from you like a foe. And now, belovčd house, +farewell; farewell, 'rose' room--where no happiness shall dwell that I +could envy. (He goes out. The STRANGER has been sitting on the seat all +this time, without being able to answer, and has been listening as if he +were the accused.) + +Curtain. + + + + +ACT II + +SCENE I + +LABORATORY + +[A Garden Pavilion in rococo style with high windows. In the middle of +the room there is a large writing desk on which are various pieces of +chemical and physical apparatus. Two copper wires are suspended from the +ceiling to an electroscope that is standing on the middle of the table +and which is provided with a number of bells, intended to record the +tension of atmospheric electricity.] + +[On the table to the left a large old-fashioned frictional electric +generating machine, with glass plates, brass conductors, and Leyden +battery. The stands are lacquered red and white. On the right a large +old-fashioned open fireplace with tripods, crucibles, pincers, bellows, +etc.] + +[In the background a door with a view of the country beyond; it is dark +and cloudy weather, but the red rays of the sun occasionally shine +into the room. A brown cloak with a cape and hood is hanging up by the +fireplace; nearby a travelling bag and an alpenstock. The STRANGER and +the MOTHER are discovered together.] + +STRANGER. Where is... Ingeborg? + +MOTHER. You know that better than I. + +STRANGER. With the lawyer, arranging a divorce.... + +MOTHER. Why? + +STRANGER. I told you. No, it's so far-fetched, you'll think I'm lying to +you. + +MOTHER. Well, tell me! + +STRANGER. She wants a divorce, because I've refused to turn this man +out, although he's deranged. She says it's cowardly of me.... + +MOTHER. I don't believe it. + +STRANGER. You see! You only believe what you wish; all the rest is lies. +Well, can you find it in accordance with your interests to believe that +she's been stealing my letters? + +MOTHER. I know nothing of that. + +STRANGER. I'm not asking you whether you know of it, but whether you +believe it. + +MOTHER (changing the subject). What are you trying to do here? + +STRANGER. I'm making experiments concerning atmospheric electricity. + +MOTHER. And that's the lighting conductor, that you've connected to the +desk! + +STRANGER. Yes. But there's no danger; for the bells would ring if there +were an atmospheric disturbance. + +MOTHER. That's blasphemy and black magic. Take care! And what are you +doing there, in the fireplace? + +STRANGER. Making gold. + +MOTHER. You think it possible? + +STRANGER. You take it for granted I'm a charlatan? I shan't blame you +for that; but don't judge too quickly. At any moment I expect to get a +sworn statement of analysis. + +MOTHER. I dare say. But what are you going to do if Ingeborg doesn't +come back? + +STRANGER. She will, this time. Later, perhaps, when the child's here, +she'll cut herself adrift. + +MOTHER. You seem very sure. + +STRANGER. Yes. As I said, I still am. So long as the bond's not broken +you can feel it. When it is, you'll feel that unpleasantly clearly, too. + +MOTHER. But when you've parted from one another, you may yet both be +bound to the child. You can't tell in advance. + +STRANGER. I've been providing against that by a great interest, that I +hope will fill my empty life. + +MOTHER. You mean gold. And honour! + +STRANGER. Precisely! For a man the most enduring of all illusions. + +MOTHER. So you'd build on illusions? + +STRANGER. On what else should I build, when everything's illusion? + +MOTHER. If you ever awake from your dream, you'll find a reality of +which you've never been able to dream. + +STRANGER. Then I'll wait till that happens. + +MOTHER. Wait then. Now I'll go and shut the window, before the +thunderstorm breaks. + +STRANGER (going towards the back of the stage). That's going to be +interesting. (A hunting horn is heard in the distance.) Who's sounding +that horn? + +MOTHER. No one knows; and it means nothing good. (She goes out.) + +STRANGER (busying himself with the electroscope, and turning his back on +the open window as he does so; then taking up a book and reading aloud.) +'When Adam's race of giants had increased enough for them to consider +their number sufficient to risk an attack on those above, they began +to build a tower that was to reach up to Heaven. Those above were then +seized with fear and, in order to protect themselves, broke up the +assembled multitude by so confusing their tongues and their minds that +two people who met could not understand one another, even if they spoke +the same language Since then, those above rule by discord: divide and +rule. And the discord is upheld by the belief that the truth has been +found; but when one of the prophets is believed, he is a lying prophet. +If on the other hand a mortal succeeds in penetrating the secret of +those above, no one believes him, and he is struck with madness so that +no one ever shall. Since then mortals have been more or less demented, +particularly those who are held to be wise, but madmen are in reality +the only wise men; for they can see, hear and feel the invisible, +the inaudible and the intangible, though they cannot relate their +experiences to others.' Thus Zohar, the wisest of all the books of +wisdom, and therefore one that no one believes. I shall build no tower +of Babel, but I shall tempt the Powers into my mousetrap, and send +them to the Powers below, the subterranean ones, so that they can be +neutralised. It is the higher Schedim, who have come between mortal +men and the Lord Zabaoth; and that is why joy, peace and happiness have +vanished from the earth. + +LADY (coming back in despair, throwing herself down in front of the +STRANGER and putting her arms round his feet and her head on the +ground.) Help me! Help me! And forgive me. + +STRANGER. Get up. In God's name! Get up. Don't do that. What's happened? + +LADY. In my anger I've behaved foolishly. I've been caught in my own +net. + +STRANGER (lifting her up). Stand up, foolish child; and tell me what's +happened. + +LADY. I went to the public prosecutor. + +STRANGER.... and asked for a divorce.... + +LADY.... that was my intention; but when I got there, I laid information +against the werewolf for a breach of the peace and attempted murder. + +STRANGER. But he's guilty of neither! + +LADY. No, but I laid the information all the same.... And when I was +there, he came himself to lay information against me for bearing false +witness. Then I went to the lawyer and he told me that I could expect +a sentence of at least a month. Think of it, my child will be born in +prison! How can I escape from that? Help me. You can. Speak! + +STRANGER. Yes, I can help you. But, if I do, don't revenge yourself on +me afterwards. + +LADY. How little you know me. But tell me quickly. + +STRANGER. I must take the blame on myself, and say I sent you. + +LADY. How generous you are! Am I rid of the whole business now? + +STRANGER. Dry your eyes, my child, and take comfort. But tell me about +something else, that's nothing to do with this. Did you leave this purse +here? (The LADY is embarrassed.) Tell me! + +LADY. Has such a thing ever happened before? + +STRANGER. Yes. The 'other one' wanted to discover, in this way, whether +I stole. The first time it happened I wept, because I was still young +and innocent. + +LADY. Oh no! + +STRANGER. Now you seem to me the most wretched creature on earth. + +LADY. Is that why you love me? + +STRANGER. No. You've been stealing my letters, too! Answer, yes! And +that's why you wanted to prove me a thief with this purse. + +LADY. What have you got there, on the table. + +STRANGER. Lightning! + +(There is a flash of lightning, but no thunder.) + +LADY. Aren't you afraid? + +STRANGER. Yes, sometimes; but not of what you fear. + +(The contorted face of the DOCTOR appears outside the window.) + +LADY. Is there a cat in the room? I feel uneasy. + +STRANGER. I don't think so. Yet I too have a feeling that there's +someone here. + +LADY (turning and seeing the DOCTOR's face; then screaming and hurrying +to the STRANGER for protection.) Oh! There he is! + +STRANGER. Where? Who? + +(The DOCTOR'S face disappears.) + +LADY. There, at the window. It's he! + +STRANGER. I can see no one. You must be wrong. + +LADY. No, I saw him. The werewolf! Can't we be rid of him? + +STRANGER. Yes, we could. But it'd be useless, because he has an immortal +soul, which is bound to yours. + +LADY. If I'd only known that before! + +STRANGER. It's surely in the Catechism. + +LADY. Then let us die! + +STRANGER. That was once my religion; but as I no longer believe that +death's the end, nothing remains but to bear everything--to fight, and +to suffer! + +LADY. For how long must we suffer? + +STRANGER. As long as he suffers and our consciences plague us. + +LADY. Then we must try and justify ourselves to our consciences; find +excuses for our frivolous actions, and discover his weaknesses. + +STRANGER. Well, you can try! + +LADY. You say that! Since I've known he's unhappy I can see nothing but +his qualities, and you lose when I compare you with him. + +STRANGER. See how well it's arranged! His sufferings sanctify him, but +mine make me abhorrent and laughable! We must face the immutable. We've +destroyed a soul, so we are murderers. + +LADY. Who is to blame? + +STRANGER. He who's so mismanaged the fate of men. + +(There is a flash of lightning; the electric bells begin to ring.) + +LADY. O God! What's that? + +STRANGER. The answer. + +LADY. Is there a lightning conductor here? + +STRANGER. The priest of Baal wishes to coax the lightning from +heaven.... + +LADY. Now I'm frightened, frightened of you. You're terrifying. + +STRANGER. You see! + +LADY. Who are you to defy Heaven, and to dare to play with the destinies +of men? + +STRANGER. Get up and collect your thoughts. Listen to me, believe me, +and pay me the respect that's my due; and I'll lift both of us high +above this frog pond, to which we've both descended. I'll breathe on +your sick conscience so that it heals like a wound. Who am I? A man who +has done what no one else has ever done; who will overthrow the Golden +Calf and upset the tables of the money-changers. I hold the fate of the +world in my crucible; and in a week I can make the richest of the rich +a poor man. Gold, the most false of all standards, has ceased to rule; +every man will now be as poor as his neighbour, and the children of men +will hurry about like ants whose heap has been disturbed. + +LADY. What good will that be to us? + +STRANGER. Do you think I'll make gold in order to enrich ourselves and +others? No. I'll do it to paralyse the present order, to disrupt it, as +you'll see! I am the destroyer, the dissolver, the world incendiary; +and when all lies in ashes, I shall wander hungrily through the heaps +of ruins, rejoicing at the thought that it is all my work: that I have +written the last page of world history, which can then be held to be +ended. + +(The face of the DOMINICAN appears at the open window, without being +seen by those on the stage.) + +LADY. Then that was the real meaning of your last book! It was no +invention! + +STRANGER. No. But in order to write it, I had to link myself with the +self of another, who could take everything from me that fettered my +soul. So that my spirit could once more find a fiery blast, on which to +mount to the ether, elude the Powers, and reach the Throne, in order to +lay the lamentations of mankind at the feet of the Eternal One.... (The +DOMINICAN makes the sign of the cross in the air and disappears.) Who's +here? Who is the Terrible One who follows me and cripples my thoughts? +Did you see no one? + +LADY. No. No one. + +STRANGER. But I can feel his presence. (He puts his hand to his heart.) +Can't you hear, far, far away, someone saying a rosary? + +LADY. Yes, I can hear it. But it's not the Angels' Greeting. It's the +Curse of Deuteronomy! Woe unto us! + +STRANGER. Then it must be in the convent of St. Saviour. + +LADY. Woe! Woe! + +STRANGER. Beloved. What is it? + +LADY. Belovčd! Say that word again. + +STRANGER. Are you ill? + +LADY. No, but I'm in pain, and yet glad at the same time. Go and ask my +mother to make up my bed. But first give me your blessing. + +STRANGER. Shall I...? + +LADY. Say you forgive me; I may die, if the child takes my life. Say +that you love me. + +STRANGER. Strange: I can't get the word to cross my lips. + +LADY. Then you don't love me? + +STRANGER. When you say so, it seems so to me. It's terrible, but I fear +I hate you. + +LADY. Then at least give me your hand; as you'd give it to someone in +distress. + +STRANGER. I'd like to, but I can't. Someone in me takes pleasure in your +agony; but it's not I. I'd like to carry you in my arms and bear your +suffering for you. But I may not. I cannot! + +LADY. You're as hard as stone. + +STRANGER (with restrained emotion). Perhaps not. Perhaps not. + +LADY. Come to me! + +STRANGER. I can't stir from here. It's as if someone had taken +possession of my soul; and I'd like to kill myself so as to take the +life of the other. + +LADY. Think of your child with joy.... + +STRANGER. I can't even do that, for it'll bind me to earth. + +LADY. If we've sinned, we've been punished! Haven't we suffered enough? + +STRANGER. Not yet. But one day we shall have. + +LADY (sinking down). Help me. Mercy! I shall faint! + +(The STRANGER extends his hand, as if he had recovered from a cramp. The +LADY kisses it. The STRANGER lifts her up and leads her to the door of +the house.) + +Curtain. + + +SCENE II + +THE 'ROSE' ROOM + +[A room with rose-coloured walls; it has small windows with iron +lattices and plants in pots. The curtains are rose red; the furniture is +white and red. In the background a door leading to a white bed-chamber; +when this door is opened, a large bed can be seen with a canopy and +white hangings. On the right the door leading out of the house. On the +left a fireplace with a coal fire. In front of it a bath tub, covered +with a white towel. A cradle covered with white, rose-coloured and +light-blue stuff. Baby clothes are spread out here and there. A green +dress hangs on the right-hand wall. Four Sisters of Mercy are on their +knees, facing the door at the back, dressed in the black and white of +Augustinian nuns. The midwife, who is in black, is by the fireplace. +The child's nurse wears a peasant's dress, of black and white, from +Brittany. The MOTHER is standing listening by the door at the back. The +STRANGER is sitting on a chair right and is trying to read a book. A +hat and a brown cloak with a cape and hood hang nearby, and on the floor +there is a small travelling bag. The Sisters of Mercy are singing a +psalm. The others join in from time to time, but not the STRANGER.] + +SISTERS. Salve, Regina, mater misericordiae; + + Vita, dulcedo, et spes nostra, salve. + Ad to clamamus, exules filii Evae; + Ad to suspiramus gementes et flentes + In hac lacrymarum valle. + +(The STRANGER rises and goes to the MOTHER.) + +MOTHER. Stay where you are! A human being's coming into the world; +another's dying. It's all the same to you. + +STRANGER. I'm not so sure! If I want to go in, I'm not allowed to. And +when I don't want to, you wish it. I'd like to now. + +MOTHER. She doesn't want to see you. Besides, presence here's no longer +needed. The child matters most now. + +STRANGER. For you, yes; but I'm still of most importance to myself. + +MOTHER. The doctor's forbidden anyone to go in, whoever they may be, +because she's in danger. + +STRANGER. What doctor? + +MOTHER. So your thoughts are there again! + +STRANGER. Yes. And it's you who led them! An hour ago you gave me to +understand that the child couldn't be mine. With that you branded your +daughter a whore; but that means nothing to you, if you can only strike +me to the heart! You are almost the most contemptible creature I know! + +MOTHER (to the SISTERS). Sisters! Pray for this unhappy man. + +STRANGER. Make way for me to go in. For the last time--out of the way. + +MOTHER. Leave this room, and this house too. + +STRANGER. If I were to do as you ask, in ten minutes you'd send the +police after me, for abandoning my wife and child! + +MOTHER. I'd only do that to have you taken to a convent you know of. + +MAID (entering at the back). The Lady's asking you to do something for +her. + +STRANGER. What is it? + +MAID. There's supposed to be a letter in the dress she left hanging +here. + +STRANGER (looks round and notices the green dress; he goes over to it +and takes a letter from the pocket). This is addressed to me, and was +opened two days ago. Broken open! That's good! + +MOTHER. You must forgive someone who's as ill as your wife. + +STRANGER. She wasn't ill two days ago. + +MOTHER. No. But she is now. + +STRANGER. But not two days ago! (Reading the letter.) Well, I'll forgive +her now, with the magnanimity of the victor. + +MOTHER. Of the victor? + +STRANGER. Yes. For I've done something no one's ever done before. + +MOTHER. You mean the gold....? + +STRANGER. Here's a certificate from the greatest living authority. Now +I'll go and see him myself. + +MOTHER. Now! + +STRANGER. At your request. + +MAID (to the STRANGER). The Lady asks you to come in. + +MOTHER. You hear? + +STRANGER. No, now I don't want to! You've made your own daughter, my +wife, into a whore; and branded my unborn child a bastard. You can keep +them both. You've murdered my honour. There's nothing for me to do but +to revive it elsewhere. + +MOTHER. You can never forgive! + +STRANGER. I can. I forgive you--and I shall leave you. (He puts on the +brown cloak and hat, picks up his stick and travelling bag.) For if I +were to stay, I'd soon grow worse than I am now. The innocent child, +whose mission was to ennoble our warped relationship, has been defiled +by you in his mother's womb and made an apple of discord and a source of +punishment a revenge. Why should I stay here to be torn to pieces? + +MOTHER. For you, duties don't exist. + +STRANGER. Oh yes, they do! And the first of them's this: To protect +myself from total destruction. Farewell! + +Curtain. + + + + +ACT III + +SCENE I + +THE BANQUETING HALL + +[Room in a hotel prepared for a banquet. There are long tables laden +with flowers and candelabra. Dishes with peacocks, pheasants in full +plumage, boars' heads, entire lobsters, oysters, salmon, bundles of +asparagus, melons and grapes. There is a musicians' gallery with eight +players in the right-hand corner at the back.] + +[At the high table: the STRANGER in a frock coat; next to him a Civil +Uniform with orders; a professorial Frock Coat with an order; and other +black Frock Coats with orders of a more or less striking kind. At the +second table a few Frock Coats between black Morning Coats. At the third +table clean every-day costumes. At the fourth table dirty and ragged +figures of strange appearance.] + +[The tables are so arranged that the first is furthest to the left and +the fourth furthest to the right, so that the people sitting at the +fourth table cannot be seen by the STRANGER. At the fourth table CAESAR +and the DOCTOR are seated, in shabby clothes. They are the farthest down +stage. Dessert has just been handed round and the guests have golden +goblets in front of them. The band is playing a passage in the middle +of Mendelssohn's Dead March pianissimo. The guests are talking to one +another quietly.] + +DOCTOR (to CAESAR). The company seems rather depressed and the dessert +came too soon! + +CAESAR. By the way, the whole thing look's like a swindle! He hasn't +made any gold, that's merely a lie, like everything else. + +DOCTOR. I don't know, but that's what's being said. But in our +enlightened age anything whatever may be expected. + +CAESAR. There's a professor at the high table, who's supposed to be an +authority. But what subject is he professor of? + +DOCTOR: I've no idea. It must be metallurgy and applied chemistry. + +CAESAR. Can you see what order he's wearing? + +DOCTOR. I don't know it. I expect it's some tenth rate foreign order. + +CAESAR. Well, at a subscription dinner like this the company's always +rather mixed. + +DOCTOR. Hm! + +CAESAR. You mean, that we... hm.... I admit we're not well dressed, but +as far as intelligence goes.... + +DOCTOR. Listen, Caesar, you're a lunatic in my charge, and you must +avoid speaking about intelligence as much as you can. + +CAESAR. That's the greatest impertinence I've heard for a long time. +Don't you realise, idiot, that I've been engaged to look after you, +since you lost your wits? + +PROFESSOR (taping his goblet). Gentlemen! + +CAESAR. Hear, hear! + +PROFESSOR. Gentlemen! Our small society is to-day honoured by the +presence of the great man, who is our guest of honour, and when the +committee... + +CAESAR (to the DOCTOR). That's the government, you know! + +PROFESSOR.... and when the committee asked me to act as interpreter +and to explain the motives that prompted them I was at first doubtful +whether I could accept the honour. But when I compared my own incapacity +with that of others, I discovered that neither lost in the comparison. + +VOICES. Bravo! + +PROFESSOR. Gentlemen! A century of discovery is ending with the greatest +of all discoveries--foreseen by Pythagoras, prepared for by Albertus and +Paracelsus and first carried out by our guest of honour. You will permit +me to give this feeble expression of our admiration for the greatest man +of a great century. A laurel crown from the society! (He places a laurel +frown on the STRANGER'S head.) And from the committee: this! (He hangs +a shining order round the STRANGER'S neck.) Gentlemen! Three cheers for +the Great Man who has made gold! + +ALL (with the exception of the STRANGER). Hurrah! + +(The band plays chords from Mendelssohn's Dead March. During the last +part of the foregoing speech servants have exchanged the golden goblets +for dull tin ones, and they now begin to take away the pheasants, +peacocks, etc. The music plays softly. General conversation.) + +CAESAR. Oughtn't we to taste these things before they take them away? + +DOCTOR. It all seems humbug, except that about making gold. + +STRANGER (knocking on the table). Gentlemen! I've always been proud of +the fact that I'm not easy to deceive... + +CAESAR. Hear, hear! + +STRANGER.... that I'm not easily carried away, but I am touched at the +sincerity so obvious in the great tribute you've just paid me; and when +I say touched, I mean it. + +CAESAR. Bravo! + +STRANGER. There are always sceptics; and moments in the life of every +man, when doubts creep into the hearts of even the strongest. I'll +confess that I myself have doubted; but after finding myself the object +this sincere and hearty demonstration, and after taking part in this +royal feast, for it is royal; and seeing that, finally, the government +itself... + +VOICE. The committee! + +STRANGER.... the committee, if you like, has so signally recognised my +modest merits, I doubt no longer, but believe! (The Civil Uniform creeps +out.) Yes, gentlemen, this is the greatest and most satisfying moment +of my life, because it has given me back the greatest thing any man can +possess, the belief in himself. + +CAESAR. Splendid! Bravo! + +STRANGER. I thank you. Your health! + +(The PROFESSOR gets up. Everyone rises and the company begins to mix. +Most of the musicians go out, but two remain.) + +GUEST (to the STRANGER). A delightful evening! + +STRANGER. Wonderful. + +(All the Frock Coats creep away.) + +FATHER (an elderly, overdressed man with an eye-glass and military +bearing crosses to the doctor). What? Are you here? + +DOCTOR. Yes, Father-in-law. I'm here. I go everywhere he goes. + +FATHER. It's too late in the day to call me father-in-law. Besides, I'm +_his_ father-in-law now. + +DOCTOR. Does he know you? + +FATHER. No. He's not had that honour; and I must ask you to preserve my +incognito. Is it true he's made gold? + +DOCTOR. So it's said. But it's certain he left his wife while she was in +childbed. + +FATHER. Does that mean I can expect a third son-in-law soon? I don't +like the idea! The uncertainty of my position makes me hate being +a father-in-law at all. Of course, I've nothing to say against it, +since.... + +(The tables have now been cleared; the cloths and the candelabra have +been removed, so that the tables themselves, which are merely boards +supported on trestles, are all that remain. A big stoneware jug has +been brought in and small jugs of simple form have been put on the high +table. The people in rags sit down next to the STRANGER at the high +table; and the FATHER sits astride a chair and stares at him.) + +CAESAR (knocking on the table). Gentlemen! This feast has been called +royal, not on account of the excellence of the service which, on the +contrary, has been wretched; but because the man, whom we have honoured, +is a king, a king in the realm of the Intellect. Only I am able to judge +of that. (One of the people in rags laughs.) Quiet. Wretch! But he's +more than a king, he's a man of the people, of the humblest. A friend +of the oppressed, the guardian of fools, the bringer of happiness to +idiots. I don't know whether he's succeeded in making gold. I don't +worry about that, and I hardly believe it... (There is a murmur. Two +policemen come in and sit by the door; the musicians come down and take +seats at the tables.)... but supposing he has, he has answered all the +questions that the daily press has been trying to solve for the last +fifty years.... It's only an assumption-- + +STRANGER. Gentlemen! + +RAGGED PERSON. No. Don't interrupt him. + +CAESAR. A mere assumption without real foundation, and the analysis may +be wrong! + +ANOTHER RAGGED PERSON. Don't talk nonsense! + +STRANGER. Speaking in my capacity as guest of honour at this gathering I +should say that it would be of interest to those taking part to hear the +grounds on which I've based my proof.... + +CAESAR. We don't want to hear that. No, no. + +FATHER. Wait! I think justice demands that the accused should be allowed +to explain himself. Couldn't our guest of honour tell the company his +secret in a few words? + +STRANGER. As the discoverer I can't give away my secret. But that's not +necessary, because I've submitted my results to an authority under oath. + +CAESAR. Then the whole thing's nonsense, the whole thing! We don't +believe authorities--we're free-thinkers. Did you ever hear anything +so impudent? That we should honour a mystery man, an arch-swindler, a +charlatan, in good faith. + +FATHER. Wait a little, my good people! + +(During this scene a wall screen, charmingly decorated with palm trees +and birds of paradise, has been taken away, disclosing a wretched +serving-counter and stand for beer mugs, behind which a waitress is seen +dispensing tots of spirits. Scavengers and dirty-looking women go over +to the counter and start drinking.) + +STRANGER. Was I asked here to be insulted? + +FATHER. Not at all. My friend's rather loquacious, but he's not said +anything insulting yet. + +STRANGER. Isn't it insulting to be called a charlatan? + +FATHER. He didn't mean it seriously. + +STRANGER. Even as a joke I think the word arch-swindler slanderous. + +FATHER. He didn't use _that_ word. + +STRANGER. What? I appeal to the company: wasn't the word he used +arch-swindler? + +ALL. No. He never said that! + +STRANGER. Then I don't know where I am--or what company I've got into. + +RAGGED PERSON. Is there anything wrong with it? + +(The people murmur.) + +BEGGAR (comes forward, supporting himself on crutches; he strikes the +table so hard with his crutch, that some mugs are broken.) Mr. Chairman! +May I speak? (He breaks some more crockery.) Gentlemen, in this life +I've not allowed thyself to be easily deceived, but this time I have +been. My friend in the chair there has convinced me that I've been +completely deceived on the question of his power of judgment and sound +understanding, and I feel touched. There are limits to pity and limits +also to cruelty. I don't like to see real merit being dragged into the +dust, and this man's worth a better fate than his folly's leading him +to. + +STRANGER. What does this mean? + +(The FATHER and the DOCTOR have gone out during this scene without +attracting attention. Only beggars remain at the high table. Those who +are drinking gather into groups and stare at the STRANGER.) + +BEGGAR. You take yourself to be the man of the century, and accept the +invitation of the Drunkards' Society, in order to have yourself fęted as +a man of science.... + +STRANGER (rising). But the government.... + +BEGGAR. Oh yes, the Committee of the Drunkards' Society have given you +their highest distinction--that order you've had to pay for yourself.... + +STRANGER. What about the professor? + +BEGGAR. He only calls himself that; he's no professor really, though he +does give lessons. And the uniform that must have impressed you most was +that of a lackey in a chancellery. + +STRANGER (tearing of the wreath and the ribbon of the order). Very well! +But who was the elderly man with the eyeglass? + +BEGGAR. Your father-in-law! + +STRANGER. Who got up this hoax? + +BEGGAR. It's no hoax, it's quite serious. The professor came on behalf +of the Society, for so they call themselves, and asked you whether you'd +accept the fęte. You accepted it; so it became serious! + +(Two dirty-looking women carry in a dust-bin suspended from a stick and +set it down on the high table.) + +FIRST WOMAN. If you're the man who makes gold, you might buy two +brandies for us. + +STRANGER. What's this mean? + +BEGGAR. It's the last part of the reception; and it's supposed to mean +that gold's mere rubbish. + +STRANGER. If only that were true, rubbish could be exchanged for gold. + +BEGGAR. Well, it's only the philosophy of the Society of Drunkards. And +you've got to take your philosophy where you find it. + +SECOND WOMAN (sitting down next to the STRANGER). Do you recognise me? + +STRANGER. No. + +SECOND WOMAN. Oh, you needn't be embarrassed so late in the evening as +this! + +STRANGER. You believe you're one of my victims? That I was amongst the +first hundred who seduced you? + +SECOND WOMAN. No. It's not what you think. But I once came across a +printed paper, when I was about to be confirmed, which said that it was +a duty to oneself to give way to all desires of the flesh. Well, I grew +free and blossomed; and this is the fruit of my highly developed self! + +STRANGER (rising). Perhaps I may go now? + +WAITRESS (coming over with a bill). Yes. But the bill must be paid +first. + +STRANGER. What? By me? I haven't ordered anything. + +WAITRESS. I know nothing of that; but you're the last of the company to +have had anything. + +STRANGER (to the BEGGAR). Is this all a part of the reception? + +BEGGAR. Yes, certainly. And, as you know, everything costs money, even +honour.... + +STRANGER (taking a visiting card and handing it to the waitress). +There's my card. You'll be paid to-morrow. + +WAITRESS (putting the card in the dust-bin). Hm! I don't know the name; +and I've put a lot of such cards into the dust-bin. I want the money. + +BEGGAR. Listen, madam, I'll guarantee this man will pay. + +WAITRESS. So you'd like to play tricks on me too! Officer! One moment, +please. + +POLICEMAN. What's all this about? Payment, I suppose. Come to the +station; we'll arrange things there. (He writes something in his +note-book.) + +STRANGER. I'd rather do that than stay here and quarrel.... (To the +BEGGAR.) I don't mind a joke, but I never expected such cruel reality as +this. + +BEGGAR. Anything's to be expected, once you challenge persons as +powerful as you have! Let me tell you this in confidence. You'd better +be prepared for worse, for the very worst! + +STRANGER. To think I've been so duped... so... + +BEGGAR. Feasts of Belshazzar always end in one way a hand's stretched +out--and writes a bill. And another hand's laid on the guest's shoulder +and leads him to the police station! But it must be done royally! + +POLICEMAN (laying his hand on the STRANGER). Have you talked enough? + +THE WOMEN and RAGGED ONES. The alchemist can't pay. Hurrah! He's going +to gaol. He's going to gaol! + +SECOND WOMAN. Yes, but it's a shame. + +STRANGER. You're sorry for me? I thank you for that, even if I don't +quite deserve it! _You_ felt pity for me! + +SECOND WOMAN. Yes. That's also something I learnt from you. + +(The scene is changed without lowering the curtain. The stage is +darkened, and a medley of scenes, representing landscapes, palaces, +rooms, is lowered and brought forward; so that characters and furniture +are no longer seen, but the STRANGER alone remains visible and seems to +be standing stiffly as though unconscious. At last even he disappears, +and from the confusion a prison cell emerges.) + + +SCENE II + +PRISON CELL + +[On the right a door; and above it a barred opening, through which a ray +of sunlight is shining, throwing a patch of light on the left-hand wall, +where a large crucifix hangs.] + +[The STRANGER, dressed in a brown cloak and wearing a hat, is sitting at +the table looking at the patch of sunlight. The door is opened and the +BEGGAR is let in.] + +BEGGAR. What are you brooding over? + +STRANGER. I'm asking myself why I'm here; and then: where I was +yesterday? + +BEGGAR. Where do you think? + +STRANGER. It seems in hell; unless I dreamed everything. + +BEGGAR. Then wake up now, for this is going to be reality. + +STRANGER. Let it come. I'm only afraid of ghosts. + +BEGGAR (taking out a newspaper). Firstly, the great authority has +withdrawn the certificate he gave you for making gold. He says, in this +paper, that you deceived him. The result is that the paper calls you a +charlatan! + +STRANGER. O God! What is it I'm fighting? + +BEGGAR. Difficulties, like other men. + +STRANGER. No, this is something else.... + +BEGGAR. Your own credulity, then. + +STRANGER. No, I'm not credulous, and I know I'm right. + +BEGGAR. What's the good of that, if no one else does. + +STRANGER. Shall I ever get out of this prison? If I do, I'll settle +everything. + +BEGGAR. The matter's arranged; everything's paid for. + +STRANGER. Oh? Who paid, then? + +BEGGAR. The Society, I suppose; or the Drunkard's Government. + +STRANGER. Then I can go? + +BEGGAR. Yes. But there's one thing.... + +STRANGER. Well, what is it? + +BEGGAR. Remember, an enlightened man of the world mustn't let himself be +taken by surprise. + +STRANGER. I begin to divine.... + +BEGGAR. The announcement's on the front page. + +STRANGER. That means: she's already married again, and my children have +a stepfather. Who is he? + +BEGGAR. Whoever he is, don't murder him; for he's not to blame for +taking in a forsaken woman. + +STRANGER. My children! O God, my children! + +BEGGAR. I notice you didn't foresee what's happened; but why not look +ahead, if you're so old and such an enlightened man of the world. + +STRANGER (beside himself). O God! My children! + +BEGGAR. Enlightened men of the world don't weep! Stop it, my son. When +such disasters happen men of the world... either... well, tell me.... + +STRANGER. Shoot themselves! + +BEGGAR. Or? + +STRANGER. No, not that! + +BEGGAR. Yes, my son, precisely that! He's throwing out a sheet-anchor as +an experiment. + +STRANGER. This is irrevocable. Irrevocable! + +BEGGAR. Yes, it is. Quite irrevocable. And you can live another +lifetime, in order to contemplate your own rascality in peace. + +STRANGER. You should be ashamed to talk like that. + +BEGGAR. And you? + +STRANGER. Have you ever seen a human destiny like mine? + +BEGGAR. Well, look at mine! + +STRANGER. I know nothing of yours. + +BEGGAR. It's never occurred to you, in all our long acquaintance, to +ask about my affairs. You once scorned the friendship I offered you, and +fell straightway into the arms of boon companions. I hope it'll do you +good. And so farewell, till the next time. + +STRANGER. Don't go. + +BEGGAR. Perhaps you'd like company when you get out of prison? + +STRANGER. Why not? + +BEGGAR. It hasn't occurred to you I mightn't want to show myself in +_your_ company? + +STRANGER. It certainly hasn't. + +BEGGAR. But it's true. Do you think I want to be suspected of having +been at that immortal banquet in the alchemist's honour, of which +there's an account in the morning paper? + +STRANGER. He doesn't want to be seen with me! + +BEGGAR. Even a beggar has his pride and fears ridicule. + +STRANGER. He doesn't want to be seen with me. Am I then sunk to such +misery? + +BEGGAR. You must ask yourself that, and answer it, too. + +(A mournful cradle song is heard in the distance.) + +STRANGER. What's that? + +BEGGAR. A song sung by a mother at her baby's cradle. + +STRANGER. Why must I be reminded of it just now? + +BEGGAR. Probably so that you can feel really keenly what you've left for +a chimera. + +STRANGER. Is it possible I could have been wrong? If so it's the devil's +work, and I'll lay down my arms. + +BEGGAR. You'd better do that as soon as you can.... + +STRANGER. Not yet! (A rosary can be heard being repeated in the +distance.) What's that? (A sustained note of a horn is heard.) That's +the unknown huntsman! (The chord from the Dead March is heard.) Where am +I? (He remains where he is as if hypnotised.) + +BEGGAR. Bow yourself or break! + +STRANGER. I cannot bow! + +BEGGAR. Then break. + +(The STRANGER falls to the ground. The same confused medley of scenes as +before.) + +Curtain. + + +SCENE III + +THE 'ROSE' ROOM + +[The same scene as Act I. The kneeling Sisters of Mercy are now reading +their prayer books, '... exules filii Evae; Ad to suspiramus et flentes +In hac lacrymarum aalle.' The MOTHER is by the door at the back; the +FATHER by the door on the right.] + +MOTHER (going towards him). So you've come back again? + +FATHER (humbly). Yes. + +MOTHER. Your lady-love's left you? + +RATHER. Don't be more cruel than you need! + +MOTHER. You say that to me, you who gave my wedding presents to your +mistress. You, who were so dishonourable as to expect me, your wife, to +choose presents for her. You, who wanted my advice about colour and cut, +in order to educate her taste in dress! What do you want here? + +FATHER. I heard that my daughter... + +MOTHER. Your daughter's lying there, between life and death; and you +know that her feelings for you have grown hostile. That's why I ask you +to go; before she suspects your presence. + +FATHER. You're right, and I can't answer you. But let me sit in the +kitchen, for I'm tired. Very tired. + +MOTHER. Where were you last night? + +FATHER. At the club. But I wanted to ask you if the husband weren't +here? + +MOTHER. Am I to lay bare all this misery? Don't you know your daughter's +tragic fate? + +FATHER. Yes... I do. And what a husband! + +MOTHER. What men! Go downstairs now and sleep off your liquor. + +FATHER. The sins of the fathers.... + +MOTHER. You're talking nonsense. + +FATHER. Of course I don't mean my sins... but those of our parents. And +now they say the lake up there's to be drained, so that the river will +rise.... + +MOTHER (pushing him out of the door). Silence. Misfortune will overtake +us soon enough, without you calling it up. + +MAID (from the bedroom at the back). The lady's asking for the master. + +MOTHER. She means her husband. + +MAID. Yes. The master of the house, her husband. + +MOTHER. He went out a little while ago. + +(The STRANGER comes in.) + +STRANGER. Has the child been born? + +MOTHER. No. Not yet. + +STRANGER (putting his hand to his forehead). What? Can it take so long? + +MOTHER. Long? What do you mean? + +STRANGER (looking about him). I don't know what I mean. How is it with +the mother? + +MOTHER. She's just the same. + +STRANGER. The same? + +MOTHER. Don't you want to get back to your gold making? + +STRANGER. I can't make head or tail of it! But there's still hope my +worst dream was nothing but a dream. + +MOTHER. You really look as if you were walking in your sleep. + +STRANGER. Do I? Oh, I wish I were! The one thing I fear I'd fear no +longer. + +MOTHER. He who guides your destiny seems to know your weakest spots. + +STRANGER. And when there was only one left, he found that too; happily +for me only in a dream! Blind Powers! Powerless Ones! + +MAID (coming in again). The lady asks you to do her a service. + +STRANGER. There she lies like an electric eel, giving shocks from a +distance. What kind of service is it to be now? + +MAID. There's a letter in the pocket of her green coat. + +STRANGER. No good will come of that! (He takes the letter out of the +green coat, which is hanging near the dress by fireplace.) I must +be dead. I dreamed this, and now it's happening. My children have a +stepfather! + +MOTHER. Who are you going to blame? + +STRANGER. Myself! I'd rather blame no one. I've lost my children. + +MOTHER. You'll get a new one here. + +STRANGER. He might be cruel to them.... + +MOTHER. Then their sufferings will burden your conscience, if you have +one. + +STRANGER. Supposing he were to beat them? + +MOTHER. Do you know what I'd do in your place? + +STRANGER. Yes, I know what you'd do; but I don't know what I'll do. + +MOTHER (to the Sisters of Mercy). Pray for this man! + +STRANGER. No, no. Not that! It'll do no good, and I don't believe in +prayer. + +MOTHER. But you believe in your gold? + +STRANGER. Not even in that. It's over. All over! + +(The MIDWIFE comes out of the bedroom.) + +MIDWIFE. A child's born. Praise the Lord! + +MOTHER. Let the Lord be praised! + +SISTERS. Let the Lord be praised! + +MIDWIFE (to the STRANGER). Your wife's given you daughter. + +MOTHER (to the STRANGER). Don't you want to see your child? + +STRANGER. No. I no longer want to tie myself anything on earth. I'm +afraid I'd get to love her, and then you'd tear the heart from my body. +Let me get out of this atmosphere, which is too pure for me. Don' t let +that innocent child come near me, for I'm a man already damned, already +sentenced, and for me there's no joy, no peace, and no... forgiveness! + +MOTHER. My son, now you're speaking words of wisdom! Truthfully and +without malice: I welcome your decision. There's no place for you here, +and amongst us women you'd be plagued to death. So go in peace. + +STRANGER. There'll be no more peace, but I'll go. Farewell! + +MOTHER. Exules filii Evae; on earth you shall be a fugitive and a +vagabond. + +STRANGER. Because I have slain my brother. + +Curtain. + + + + +ACT IV + +SCENE I + +BANQUETING HALL + +[The room in which the banquet took place in Act III. It is dirty, and +furnished with unpainted wooden tables. Beggars, scavengers and loose +women. Cripples are seated here and there drinking by the light of +tallow dips.] + +[The STRANGER and the SECOND WOMAN are sitting together drinking brandy, +which stands on the table in front of them in a carafe. The STRANGER is +drinking heavily.] + +WOMAN. Don't drink so much! + +STRANGER. You see. You've scruples, too! + +WOMAN. No. But I don't like to see a man I respect lowering himself so. + +STRANGER. But I came here specially to do so; to take a mud-bath that +would harden my skin against the pricks of life. To find immoral support +about me. And I chose your company, because you're the most despicable, +though you've still retained a spark of humanity. You were sorry for me, +when no one else was. Not even myself! Why? + +WOMAN. Really, I don't know. + +STRANGER. But you must know that there are moments when you look almost +beautiful. + +WOMAN. Oh, listen to him! + +STRANGER. Yes. And then you resemble a woman who was dear to me. + +WOMAN. Thank you! + +WAITRESS. Don't talk so loud, there's a sick man here. + +STRANGER. Tell me, have you ever been in love? + +WOMAN. We don't use that word, but I know what you mean. Yes. I had a +lover once and we had a child. + +STRANGER. That was foolish! + +WOMAN. I thought so, too, but he said the days liberation were at hand, +when all chains would be struck off, all barriers thrown down, and... + +STRANGER (tortured). And then...? + +WOMAN. Then he left me. + +STRANGER. He was a scoundrel. (He drinks.) + +WOMAN (looking at him.) You think so? + +STRANGER. Yes. He must have been. + +WOMAN. Now you're so intolerant. + +STRANGER (drinking). Am I? + +WOMAN. Don't drink so much; I want to see you far above me, otherwise +you can't raise me up. + +STRANGER. What illusions you must have! Childish! I lift you up! I who +am down below. Yet I'm not; it's not I who sit here, for I'm dead. I +know that my soul's far away, far, far away.... (He stares in front +of him with an absent-minded air)... where a great lake lies in the +sunshine like molten gold; where roses blossom on the wall amongst +the vines; where a white cot stands under the acacias. But the child's +asleep and the mother's sitting beside the cot doing crochet work. +There's a long, long strip coming from her mouth and on the strip +is written... wait... 'Blessed are the sorrowful, for they shall be +comforted.' But that's not so, really. I shall never be comforted. Tell +me, isn't there thunder in the air, it's so close, so hot? + +WOMAN (looking out of the window). No. I can see no clouds out there.... + +STRANGER. Strange... that's lightning. + +WOMAN. No. You're wrong. + +STRANGER. One, two, three, four, five... now the thunder must come! But +it doesn't. I've never been frightened of a thunderstorm until to-day--I +mean, until to-night. But is it day or night? + +WOMAN. My dear, it's night. + +STRANGER. Yes. It _is_ night. + +(The DOCTOR has come in during this scene and has sat down behind the +STRANGER, without having been seen by him.) + +WAITRESS. Don't speak so loud, there's a sick person in here. + +STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Give me your hand. + +WOMAN (wiping it on her apron). Oh, why? + +STRANGER. You've a lovely white hand. But... look at mine. It's black. +Can't you see it's black? + +WOMAN. Yes. So it is! + +STRANGER. Blackened already, perhaps even rotten? I must see if my +heart's stopped. (He puts his hand to his heart.) Yes. It has! So I'm +dead, and I know when I died. Strange, to be dead, and yet to be going +about. But where am I? Are all these people dead, too? They look as +if they'd risen from the sewers of the town, or as if they'd come +from prison, poorhouse or lock hospital. They're workers of the night, +suffering, groaning, cursing, quarrelling, torturing one another, +dishonouring one another, envying one another, as if they possessed +anything worthy of envy! The fire of sleep courses through their veins, +their tongues cleave to their palates, grown dry through cursing; and +then they put out the blaze with water, with fire-water, that engenders +fresh thirst. With fire-water, that itself burns with a blue flame and +consumes the soul like a prairie fire, that leaves nothing behind it but +red sand. (He drinks.) Set fire to it. Put it out again. Set fire to it. +Put it out again! But what you can't burn up--unluckily--is the memory +of what's past. How can that memory be burned to ashes? + +WAITRESS. Please don't speak so loud, there's a sick man in here. So +ill, that he's already asked to be given the sacrament. + +STRANGER. May he soon go to hell! + +(Those present murmur at this, resenting it.) + +WAITRESS. Take care! Take care! + +WOMAN (to the STRANGER). Do you know that man who's been sitting behind +you, staring at you all the time? + +STRANGER (turning. He and the DOCTOR stare at one another for a moment, +without speaking). Yes. I used to know him once. + +WOMAN. He looks as if he'd like to bite you in the back. + +(The DOCTOR sits down opposite the STRANGER and stares at him.) + +STRANGER. What are you looking at? + +DOCTOR. Your grey hairs. + +STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Is my hair grey? + +WOMAN. Yes. Indeed it is! + +DOCTOR. And now I'm looking at your fair companion. Sometimes you have +good taste. Sometimes not. + +STRANGER. And sometimes you have the misfortune to have the same taste +as I. + +DOCTOR. That wasn't a kind remark! But you've killed me twice in your +lifetime; so go on. + +STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Let's get away from here. + +DOCTOR. You know when I'm near you. You feel my presence from afar. And +I shall reach you, as the thunder will, whether you hide in the depths +of the earth or of the sea.... Try to escape me, if you can! + +STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Come with me. Lead me... I can't see.... + +WOMAN. No, I don't want to go yet. I don't want to be bored. + +DOCTOR. You're right there, daughter of joy! Life's hard enough without +taking on yourself the sorrows others have brought on themselves. That +man won't bear his own sorrows, but makes his wife shoulder the burden +for him. + +STRANGER. What's that? Wait! She bore false witness of a breach of the +peace and attempted murder! + +DOCTOR. Now he's putting the blame on her! + +STRANGER (resting his head in his hands and letting it sink on to the +table. In the far distance a violin and guitar are heard playing the +following melody): + +[See picture road1.jpg] + +DOCTOR (to the WOMAN). Is he ill? + +WOMAN. He must be mad; he says he's dead. + +(In the distance drums beat the reveille and bugles are blown, but very +softly.) + +STRANGER. Is it morning? Night's passing, the sun's rising and ghosts +lie down to sleep again in graves. Now I can go. Come! + +WOMAN (going nearer to the DOCTOR). No. I said no. + +STRANGER. Even you, the last of all my friends! Am I such a wretched +being, that not even a prostitute will bear me company for money? + +DOCTOR. You must be. + +STRANGER. I don't believe it yet; although everyone tells me so. I don't +believe anything at all, for every time I have, I've been deceived. But +tell me this hasn't the sun yet risen? A little while ago I heard a cock +crow and a dog bark; and now they're ringing the Angelus.... Have they +put out the lights, that it's so dark? + +DOCTOR (to the WOMAN). He must be blind. + +WOMAN. Yes. I think he is. + +STRANGER. No. I can see you; but I can't see the lights. + +DOCTOR. For you it's growing dark.... You've played with the lightning, +and looked too long at the sun. That is forbidden to men. + +STRANGER. We're born with the desire to do it; but may not. That's +Envy.... + +DOCTOR. What do you possess that's worthy of envy? + +STRANGER. Something you'll never understand, and that only I can value. + +DOCTOR. You mean, the child? + +MANGER. You know I didn't mean it. If I had I'd have said that I +possessed something you could never let. + +DOCTOR. So you're back at that! Then I'll express myself as clearly: you +took what I'd done with. + +WOMAN. Oh! I shan't stay in the company of such swine! (She gets up and +moves to another seat.) + +STRANGER. I know we've sunk very low; yet I believe the deeper I sink +the nearer I'll come to my goal: the end! + +WAITRESS. Don't speak so loud, there's a dying man in there! + +STRANGER. Yes, I believe you. The whole time there's been a smell of +corpses here. + +DOCTOR. Perhaps that's us? + +STRANGER. Can one be dead, without suspecting it? + +DOCTOR. The dead maintain that they don't know the difference. + +STRANGER. You terrify me. Is it possible? And all these shadowy figures, +whose faces I think I recognise as memories of my youth at school in the +swimming bath, the gymnasium.... (He clutches his heart.) Oh! Now he's +coming: the Terrible One, who tears the heart out of the breast. The +Terrible One, who's been following me for years. He's here! + +(He is beside himself. The doors are thrown open; a choir boy comes in +carrying a lantern made of blue glass that throws a blue light on the +guests; he rings the silver bell. All present begin to howl like wild +beasts. The DOMINICAN then enters with the sacrament. The WAITRESS +and the WOMAN throw themselves on their knees, the others howl. The +DOMINICAN raises the monstrance; all fall on their knees. The choir boy +and the DOMINICAN go into the room on the left.) + +BEGGAR (entering and going towards the STRANGER). Come away from here. +You're ill. And the bailiffs have a summons for you. + +STRANGER. Summons? From whom? + +BEGGAR. Your wife. + +DOCTOR. The electric eel strikes at a great distance. She once wanted to +bring a charge of slander against me, because she couldn't stay out at +night. + +STRANGER. Couldn't stay out at night? + +DOCTOR. Yes. Didn't you know who you were married to? + +STRANGER. I heard she'd been engaged before she... married you. + +DOCTOR. Yes. That's what it was called, but in reality she'd been the +mistress of a married man, whom she denounced for rape, after she'd +forced herself into his studio and posed to him naked, as a model. + +STRANGER. And that was the woman you married? + +DOCTOR. Yes. After she'd seduced me, she denounced me for breach of +promise, so I had to marry her. She'd engaged two detectives to see I +didn't get away. And that was the woman you married! + +STRANGER. I did it because I soon saw it was no good choosing when all +were alike. + +BEGGAR. Come away from here. You'll be sorry if you don't. + +STRANGER (to the DOCTOR). Was she always religious? + +DOCTOR. Always. + +STRANGER. And tender, good-hearted, self-sacrificing? + +DOCTOR. Certainly! + +STRANGER. Can one understand her? + +DOCTOR. No. But you can go mad thinking about her. That's why one had to +accept her as she was. Charming, intoxicating! + +STRANGER. Yes, I know. But one's powerless against pity. That's why I +don't want to fight this case. I can't defend myself without attacking +her; and I don't want to do that. + +DOCTOR. You were married before. How was that? + +STRANGER. Just the same. + +DOCTOR. This love acts like henbane: you see suns, where there are none, +and stars where no stars are! But it's pleasant, while it lasts! + +STRANGER. And the morning after? Oh, the morning after! + +BEGGAR. Come, unhappy man! He's poisoning you, and you don't know it. +Come! + +STRANGER (getting up). Poisoning me, you say? Do you think he's lying? + +BEGGAR. Every word he's said's a lie. + +STRANGER. I don't believe it. + +BEGGAR. No. You only believe lies. But that serves you right. + +STRANGER. Has he been lying? Has he? + +BEGGAR. How can you believe your enemies? + +STRANGER. But he's my friend, because he's told me the bitter truth. + +BEGGAR. Eternal Powers, save his reason! For he believes everything +evil's true, and everything good evil. Come, or you'll be lost! + +DOCTOR. He's lost already! And now he'll be whipped into froth, broken +up into atoms, and used as an ingredient in the great pan-cake. Away +with you hell! (To those present.) Howl like victims of the pit. (The +guests all howl.) And no more womanly pity. Howl, woman! (The WOMAN +refuses with a gesture of her hand.) + +STRANGER (to the BEGGAR). That man's not lying. + +Curtain. + + +SCENE II + +IN A RAVINE + +[A ravine with a stream in the middle, which is crossed by a +foot-bridge. In the foreground a smithy and a mill, both of which are +in ruins. Fallen trees choke the stream. In the background a starry sky +above the pine wood. The constellation of Orion is clearly visible.] + +[See picture road2.jpg] + +[The STRANGER and the BEGGAR enter. In the foreground there is snow; in +the background the green of summer.] + +STRANGER. I feel afraid! To-night the stars seem to hang so low, that I +fear they'll fall on me like drops of molten silver. Where are we? + +BEGGAR. In the ravine, by the stream. You must know the place. + +STRANGER. Know it? As if I could ever forget it! It reminds me of my +honeymoon journey. But where are the smithy and the mill? + +BEGGAR. All in ruins! The lake of tears was drained a week ago. The +stream rose, then the river, till everything was laid waste--meadows, +fields and gardens. + +STRANGER. And the quiet house? + +BEGGAR. The old sin was washed away, but the walls in left. + +STRANGER. And those who lived there? + +BEGGAR. They've gone to the colonies; so that the story's now at an end. + +STRANGER. Then my story's at an end too. So thoroughly at an end, that +no happy memories remain. The last was fouled by the poisoner.... + +BEGGAR. Whose poison you prepared! You should declare your bankruptcy. + +STRANGER. Yes. Now I'll have to give in. + +BEGGAR. Then the day of reckoning will draw near. + +STRANGER. I think we might call it quits; because, if I've sinned, I've +been punished. + +BEGGAR. But others certainly won't think so. + +STRANGER. I've stopped taking account of others, since I saw that the +Powers that guide the destinies of mankind brook no accomplices. The +crime I committed in this life was that I wanted to set men free.... + +BEGGAR. Set men free from their duties, and criminals from their feeling +of guilt, so that they could really become unscrupulous! You're not the +first, and not the last to dabble in the Devil's work. Lucifer a non +lucendo! But when Reynard grows old, he turns monk--so wisely is it +ordained--and then he's forced to split himself in two and drive out +Beelzebub with his own penance. + +STRANGER. Shall I be driven to that? + +BEGGAR. Yes. Though you don't want it! You'll be forced to preach +against yourself from the housetops. To unpick your fabric thread by +thread. To flay yourself alive at every street corner, and show what +you really are. But that needs courage. All the same, a man who's played +with the thunder will not tremble! Yet, sometimes, when night falls and +the Invisible Ones, who can only be seen in darkness, ride on his chest, +then he will fear--even the stars, and most of all the Mill of Sins, +that grinds the past, and grinds it... and grinds it! One of the +seven-and-seventeen Wise Men said that the greatest victory he ever +won was over himself; but foolish men don't believe it, and that's why +they're deceived; because they only credit what nine-and-ninety fools +have said a thousand times. + +STRANGER. Enough! Tell me; isn't this snow here on the ground? + +BEGGAR. Yes. It's winter here. + +STRANGER. But over there it's green. + +BEGGAR. It's summer there. + +STRANGER. And growing light! (A clear beam of light falls on the +foot-bridge.) + +BEGGAR. Yes. It's light there, and dark here. + +STRANGER. And who are they? (Three children, dressed is summer clothing, +two girls and a boy, come on to the bridge from the right.) Ho! My +children! (The children stop to listen, and then look at the STRANGER +without seeming to recognise him. The STRANGER calls.) Gerda! Erik! +Thyra! It's your father! (The children appear to recognise him; they +turn away to the left.) They don't know me. They don't want to know me. + +(A man and a woman enter from the right. The children dance of to the +left and disappear. The STRANGER falls on his face on the ground.) + +BEGGAR. Something like that was to be expected. Such things happen. Get +up again! + +STRANGER (raising himself up). Where am I? Where have I been? Is +it spring, winter or summer? In what century am I living, in what +hemisphere? Am I a child or an old man, male or female, a god or a +devil? And who are you? Are you, you; or are you me? Are those my own +entrails that I see about me? Are those stars or bundles of nerves in my +eye; is that water, or is it tears? Wait! Now I'm moving forward in time +for a thousand years, and beginning to shrink, to grow heavier and to +crystallise! Soon I'll be re-created, and from the dark waters of Chaos +the Lotus flower will stretch up her head towards the sun and say: it is +I! I must have been sleeping for a few thousand years; and have dreamed +I'd exploded and become ether, and could no longer feel, no longer +suffer, no longer be joyful; but had entered into peace and equilibrium. +But now! Now! I suffer as much as if I were all mankind. I suffer and +have no right to complain.... + +BEGGAR. Then suffer, and the more you suffer the earlier pain will leave +you. + +STRANGER. No. Mine are eternal sufferings.... + +BEGGAR. And only a minute's passed. + +STRANGER. I can't bear it. + +BEGGAR. Then you must look for help. + +STRANGER. What's coming now? Isn't it the end yet? + +(It grows light above the bridge. CAESAR comes in and throws himself +from the parapet; then the DOCTOR appears on the right, with bare head +and a wild look. He behaves as if he would throw himself into the stream +too.) + +STRANGER. He's revenged himself so thoroughly, that he awakes no qualms +of conscience! (The DOCTOR goes out, left. The SISTER enters, right, as +if searching for someone.) Who's that? + +BEGGAR. His unmarried sister, who's unprovided for, and has now no home +to go to. She's grown desperate since her brother was driven out of his +wits by sorrow and went to pieces. + +STRANGER. That's a harder fate. Poor creature, what can one do? Even if +I felt her sufferings, would that help her? + +BEGGAR. No. It wouldn't. + +STRANGER. Why do qualms of conscience come after, and not beforehand? +Can you help me over that? + +BEGGAR. No. No one can. Let us go on. + +STRANGER. Where to? + +BEGGAR. Come with me. + +Curtain. + + +SCENE III + +THE 'ROSE' ROOM + +[The LADY, dressed in white, is sitting by the cradle doing crochet +work. The green dress is hanging up by the door on the right. The +STRANGER comes in, and looks round in astonishment.] + +LADY (simply, mildly, without a trace of surprise). Tread softly and +come here, if you'd see something lovely. + +STRANGER. Where am I? + +LADY. Quiet! Look at the little stranger who came when you were away. + +STRANGER. They told me the river had risen and swept everything off. + +LADY. Why do you believe everything you're told? The river did rise, +but this little creature has someone who protects both her and hers. +Wouldn't you like to see your daughter? (The STRANGER goes towards +the cradle. The LADY lifts the curtain.) She's lovely! Isn't she? (The +STRANGER gazes darkly in front of him.) Won't you look? + +STRANGER. Everything's poisoned. Everything! + +LADY. Well, perhaps! + +STRANGER. Do you know that he has lost his wits and is wandering in the +neighbourhood, followed by his sister, who's searching for him? He's +penniless, and drinking.... + +LADY. Oh, my God! + +STRANGER. Why don't you reproach me? + +LADY. You'll reproach yourself enough: I'd rather give you good advice. +Go to the Convent of St. Saviour's, there you'll find a man who can free +you from the evil you fear. + +STRANGER. What, in the convent, where they curse and bind? + +LADY. And deliver also! + +STRANGER. Frankly, I think you're trying to deceive me; I don't trust +you any more. + +LADY. Nor I, you! So look on this as your farewell visit. + +STRANGER. That was my intention; but first I wanted to find out if we're +of the same mind.... + +LADY. You see, we can build no happiness on the sorrows of others; so +we must part. That's the only way to lessen his sufferings. I have my +child, who'll fill my life for me; and you have the great goal of your +ambition.... + +STRANGER. Will you still mock me? + +LADY. No, why? You've solved the great problem. + +STRANGER. Be quiet! No more of that, even if you believe it. + +LADY. But if all the rest believe it too.... + +STRANGER. No one believes it now. + +LADY. It says in the paper to-day that gold's been made in England. That +it's been proved possible. + +STRANGER. You've been deceived. + +LADY. No! Oh, heaven, he won't believe his own good fortune. + +STRANGER. I no longer believe anything. + +LADY. Get the newspaper from the pocket of my dress over there. + +STRANGER. The green witch's dress, that laid a spell on me one Sunday +afternoon, between the inn and the church door! That'll bring no good. + +LADY (fetching the paper herself and also a large parcel that is in the +pocket of the dress). See for yourself. + +STRANGER (tearing up the paper). No need for me to look! + +LADY. He won't believe it. He won't. Yet the chemists want to give a +banquet in your honour next Saturday. + +STRANGER. Is that in the paper too? About the banquet? + +LADY (handing him the packet). And here's the diploma of honour. Read +it! + +STRANGER (tearing up the packet). Perhaps there's a Government Order +too! + +LADY. Those whom the gods would destroy they first make blind! You +made your discovery with no good intentions, and therefore you weren't +permitted to be the only one to succeed. + +STRANGER. Now I shall go. For I won't stay here and lay bare my shame! +I've become a laughing-stock, so I'll go and hide myself--bury myself +alive, because I don't dare to die. + +LADY. Then go! We start for the colonies in a few days. + +STRANGER. That's frank at least! Perhaps we're nearing a solution. + +LADY. Of the riddle: why we had to meet? + +STRANGER. Why did we have to? + +LADY. To torture one another. + +STRANGER. Is that all? + +LADY. You thought you could save me from a werewolf, who really was no +such thing, and so you become one yourself. And then I was to save you +from evil by taking all the evil in you on myself, and I did so; but the +result was that you only became more evil. My poor deliverer! Now you're +bound hand and foot and no magician can set you free. + +STRANGER. Farewell, and thank you for all you've done. + +LADY. Farewell, and thank you... for this! (She points to the cradle.) + +STRANGER (going towards the back). First perhaps I ought to take my +leave in there. + +LADY. Yes, my dear. Do! + +(The STRANGER goes out through the door at the back. The LADY crosses +to the door on the right and lets in the DOMINICAN--who is also the +BEGGAR.) + +CONFESSOR. Is he ready now? + +LADY. Nothing remains for this unhappy man but to leave the world and +bury himself in a monastery. + +CONFESSOR. So he doesn't believe he's the great inventor he undoubtedly +is? + +LADY. No. He can believe good of no one, not even of himself. + +CONFESSOR. That is the punishment Heaven sent him: to believe lies, +because he wouldn't listen to the truth. + +LADY. Lighten his guilty burden for him, if you can. + +CONFESSOR. No. If I did he'd only grow insolent and accuse God of +malice and injustice. This man is a demon, who must be kept confined. +He belongs to the dangerous race of rebels; he'd misuse his gifts, if he +could, to do evil. And men's power for evil is immeasurable. + +LADY. For the sake of the... attachment you've shown me, can't you ease +his burden a little; where it presses on him most and where he's least +to blame? + +CONFESSOR. You must do that, not I; so that he can leave you in the +belief that you've a good side, and that you're not what your first +husband told him you were. If he believes you, I'll deliver him later, +just as I once bound him when he confessed to me, during his illness, in +the convent of St. Saviour's. + +LADY (going to the back and opening the door). As you wish! + +STRANGER (re-entering). So there's the Terrible One! How did he come +here? But isn't he the beggar, after all? + +CONFESSOR. Yes, I am your terrible friend, and I've come for you. + +STRANGER. What? Have I...? + +CONFESSOR. Yes. Once already you promised me your soul, on oath, when +you lay ill and felt near madness. It was then you offered to serve the +powers of good; but when you got well again you broke your oath, and +therefore were plagued with unrest, and wandered abroad unable to find +peace--tortured by your own conscience. + +STRANGER. Who are you really? Who dares lay a hand on my destiny? + +CONFESSOR. You must ask her that. + +LADY. This is the man to whom I was first engaged, and who dedicated his +life to the service of God, when I left him. + +STRANGER. Even if he were! + +LADY. So you needn't think so ill of yourself because it was you who +punished my faithlessness and another's lack of conscience. + +STRANGER. His sin cannot justify mine. Of course it's untrue, like +everything else; and you only say it to console me. + +CONFESSOR. What an unhappy soul he is.... + +STRANGER. A damned one too! + +CONFESSOR. No! (To the LADY.) Say something good of him. + +LADY. He won't believe it, if I do; he only believes evil! + +CONFESSOR. Then I shall have to say it. A beggar once came and asked him +for a drink of water; but he gave me wine instead and let me sit at his +table. You remember that? + +STRANGER. No. I don't load my memory with such trifles. + +CONFESSOR. Pride! Pride! + +STRANGER. Call it pride, if you like. It's the last vestige of our +god-like origin. Let's go, before it grows dark. + +CONFESSOR. 'For the whole world shined with clear light and none were +hindered in their labour. Over these only was spread a heavy night, an +image of darkness which should afterward receive them; but yet were they +unto themselves more grievous than the darkness.' + +LADY. Don't hurt him! + +STRANGER (with passion). How beautifully she can speak, though she is +evil. Look at her eyes; they cannot weep tears, but they can flatter, +sting, or lie! And yet she says: Don't hurt him! See, now she fears I'll +wake her child, the little monster that robbed me of her! Come, priest, +before I change my mind. + +Curtain. + + + + +PART III. + + +CHARACTERS + + THE STRANGER + THE LADY + THE CONFESSOR + THE MAGISTRATE + THE PRIOR + THE TEMPTER + THE DAUGHTER + + + less important figures + HOSTESS + FIRST VOICE + SECOND VOICE + WORSHIPPERS OF VENUS + MAIA + PILGRIM + FATHER + WOMAN + EVE + PRIOR + PATER ISIDOR (the Doctor of Part I) + PATER CLEMENS + PATER MELCHER + + +SCENES + + ACT I On the River Bank + + ACT II Cross-Roads in the Mountains + + ACT III SCENE I Terrace + SCENE II Rocky Landscape + SCENE III Small House + (On the Mountain where the Monastery Stands) + + ACT IV SCENE I Chapter House + SCENE II Picture Gallery + SCENE III Chapel + (Of the Monastery) + + + + +ACT I + +ON THE RIVER BANK + +[The foreground represents the bank of a large river. On the right a +projecting tongue of land covered with old willow trees. Farther +up stage the river can be seen flowing quietly past. The background +represents the farther bank, a steep mountain slope covered with +woodland. Above the tops of the forest trees the Monastery can be seen; +it is an enormous four-cornered building completely white, with two rows +of small windows. The façade is broken by the Church belonging to the +Monastery, which is flanked by two towers in the style favoured by the +Jesuits. The Church door is open, and at a certain moment the monstrance +on the altar is visible in the light of the sun. On the near bank in the +foreground, which is low and sandy, purple and yellow loose-strife are +growing. A shallow boat is moored nearby. On the left the ferryman's +hut. It is an evening in early summer and the sun is low; foreground, +river and the lower part of the background lie in shadow; and the trees +on the far bank sway gently in the breeze. Only the Monastery is lit by +the sun.] + +[The STRANGER and the CONFESSOR enter from the right. The STRANGER is +wearing alpine clothing: a brown cloak with a cape and hood; he has a +staff and wallet. He is limping slightly. The CONFESSOR is to the black +and white habit of the Dominicans. They stop at a place where a willow +tree prevents any view of the Monastery.] + +STRANGER. Why do you lead me along this winding, hilly path, that never +comes to an end? + +CONFESSOR. Such is the way, my friend. But now we'll soon be there. (He +leads the STRANGER farther up stage. The STRANGER sees the Monastery, +and is enchanted by it; he takes off his hat, and puts down his wallet +and staff.) Well? + +STRANGER. I've never seen anything so white on this polluted earth. At +most, only in my dreams! Yes, that's my youthful dream of a house in +which peace and purity should dwell. A blessing on you, white house! Now +I've come home! + +CONFESSOR. Good! But first we must await the pilgrims on this bank. It's +called the bank of farewell, because it's the custom to say farewell +here, before the ferryman ferries one across. + +STRANGER. Haven't I said enough farewells already? Wasn't my whole life +one thorny path of farewells? At post offices, steamer-quays, railway +stations--with the waving of handkerchiefs damp with tears? + +CONFESSOR. Yet your voice trembles with the pain what you've lost. + +STRANGER. I don't feel I've lost anything. I don't want anything back. + +CONFESSOR. Not even your youth? + +STRANGER. That least of all. What should I do with it, and its capacity +for suffering? + +CONFESSOR. And for enjoyment? + +STRANGER. I never enjoyed anything, for I was born with a thorn in my +flesh; every time I stretched out my hand to grasp a pleasure, I pricked +my finger and Satan struck me in the face. + +CONFESSOR. Because your pleasures have been base ones. + +STRANGER. Not so base. I had my own home, a wife, children, duties, +obligations to others! No, I was born in disfavour, a step-child of +life; and I was pursued, hunted, in a word, cursed! + +CONFESSOR. Because you didn't obey God's commandment. + +STRANGER. But no one can, as St. Paul says himself! Why should I be able +to do what no one else can do? I of all men? Because I'm supposed to be +a scoundrel. Because more's demanded of me than of others.... (Crying +out.) Because I was treated with injustice. + +CONFESSOR. Have you got back to that, rebellious one? + +STRANGER. Yes. I've always been there. Now let's cross the river. + +CONFESSOR. Do you think one can climb up to that white house without +preparation? + +STRANGER. I'm ready: you can examine me. + +CONFESSOR. Good! The first monastic vow is: humility. + +STRANGER. And the second: obedience! Neither of them was ever a special +virtue of mine; it's for that very reason that I want to make the great +attempt. + +CONFESSOR. And show your pride through your humility. + +STRANGER. Whatever it is, it's all the same to me. + +CONFESSOR. What, everything? The world and its best gifts; the joy of +innocent children, the pleasant warmth of home, the approbation of your +fellow-men, the satisfaction brought by the fulfilment of duty--are you +indifferent to them all? + +STRANGER. Yes! Because I was born without the power of enjoyment. There +have been moments when I've been an object of envy; but I've never +understood what it was I was envied for: my sufferings in misfortune, my +lack of peace in success, or the fact I hadn't long to live. + +CONFESSOR. It's true that life has given you everything you wished; even +a little gold at the last. Why, I even seem to remember that a sculptor +was commissioned to make a portrait bust of you. + +STRANGER. Oh yes! A bust was made of me. + +CONFESSOR. Are you, of all men, impressed by such things? + +STRANGER. Of course not! But they do at least mark well founded +appreciation, that neither envy nor lack of understanding can shake. + +CONFESSOR. You think so? It seems to me that human greatness resides +in the good opinion of others; and that, if this opinion changes, the +greatest can quickly dwindle into nothing. + +STRANGER. The opinions of others have never meant much to me. + +CONFESSOR. Haven't they? Really? + +STRANGER. No one's been so strict with himself as I! And no one's been +so humble! All have demanded my respect; whilst they spurned me and spat +on me. And when at last I found I'd duties towards the immortal soul +given into my keeping, I began to demand respect for this immortal soul. +Then I was branded as the proudest of the proud! And by whom? By the +proudest of all amongst the humble and lowly. + +CONFESSOR. I think you're entangling yourself in contradictions. + +STRANGER. I think so, too! For the whole of life consists of nothing +but contradictions. The rich are the poor in spirit; the many little men +hold the power, and the great only serve the little men. I've never met +such proud people as the humble; I've never met an uneducated man who +didn't believe himself in a position to criticise learning and to do +without it. I've found the unpleasantest of deadly sins amongst the +Saints: I mean self-complacency. In my youth I was a saint myself; but +I've never been so worthless as I was then. The better I thought myself, +the worse I became. + +CONFESSOR. Then what do you seek here? + +STRANGER. What I've told you already; but I'll add this: I'm seeking +death without the need to die! + +CONFESSOR. The mortification of your flesh, of your old self! Good! Now +keep still: the pilgrims are coming on their wooden rafts to celebrate +the festival of Corpus Christi. + +STRANGER (looking to the right in surprise). Who are they? + +CONFESSOR. People who believe in something. + +STRANGER. Then help my unbelief! (Sunlight now falls on the monstrance +in the church above, so that it shines like a window pane at sunset.) +Has the sun entered the church, or.... + +CONFESSOR. Yes. The sun has entered.... + +(The first raft comes in from the right. Children clothed in white, with +garlands on their heads and with lighted lanterns in their hands, are +seen standing round an altar decked with flowers, on which a white flag +with a golden lily has been planted. They sing, whilst the raft glides +slowly by.) + + Blessčd be he, who fears the Lord, + Beati omnes, qui timent Dominum, + And walks in his ways, + Qui ambulant in viis ejus. + Thou shalt feed thyself with the work of thy hands, + Labores manuum tuarum quia manducabis; + Blessčd be thou and peace be with thee, + Beatus es et bene tibi erit. + +(A second raft appears with boys on one side and girls on the other. It +has a flag with a rose on it.) + + Thy wife shall be like a fruitful vine, + Uxor tua sicut vitis abundans, + Within thy house, + In lateribus domus tuae. + +(The third raft carries men and women. There is a flag with fruit upon +it: figs, grapes, pomegranates, melons, ears of wheat, etc.) + + Filii tui sicut novellae olivarum, + Thy children shall be like olive branches about thy table, + In circuitu mensae tuae. + +(The fourth raft is filled with older men and women. The flag has a +representation of a fir-tree under snow.) + + See, how blessčd is the man, + Ecce sic benedicetur homo, + Who feareth the Lord, + Qui timet Dominum! + +(The raft glides by.) + +STRANGER. What were they singing? + +CONFESSOR. A pilgrim's song. + +STRANGER. Who wrote it? + +CONFESSOR. A royal person. + +STRANGER. Here? What was his name? Has he written anything else? + +CONFESSOR. About fifty songs; he was called David, the son of Isaiah! +But he didn't always write psalms. When he was young, he did other +things. Yes. Such things will happen! + +STRANGER. Can we go on now? + +CONFESSOR. In a moment. I've something to say to you first. + +STRANGER. Speak. + +CONFESSOR. Good. But don't be either sad or angry. + +STRANGER. Certainly not. + +CONFESSOR. Here, you see, on this bank, you're a well-known--let's say +famous--person; but over there, on the other, you'll be quite unknown to +the brothers. Nothing more, in fact, than an ordinary simple man. + +STRANGER. Oh! Don't they read in the monastery? + +CONFESSOR. Nothing light; only serious books. + +STRANGER. They take in papers, I suppose? + +CONFESSOR. Not the kind that write about you! + +STRANGER. Then on the other side of this river my life-work doesn't +exist? + +CONFESSOR. What work? + +STRANGER. I see. Very well. Can't we cross now? + +CONFESSOR. In a minute. Is there no one you'd like to take leave of? + +STRANGER (after a pause.) Yes. But it's beyond the bounds of +possibility. + +CONFESSOR. Have you ever seen anything impossible? + +STRANGER. Not really, since I've seen my own destiny. + +CONFESSOR. Well, who is it you'd like to meet? + +STRANGER. I had a daughter once; I called her Sylvia, because she sang +all day long like a wren. It's some years since I saw her; she must be +a girl of sixteen now. But I'm afraid if I were to meet her, life would +regain its value for me. + +CONFESSOR. You fear nothing else? + +STRANGER. What do you mean? + +CONFESSOR. That she may have changed! + +STRANGER. She could only have changed for the better. + +CONFESSOR. Are you sure? + +STRANGER. Yes. + +CONFESSOR. She'll come to you. (He goes down to the bank and beckons to +the right.) + +STRANGER. Wait! I'm wondering whether it's wise! + +CONFESSOR. It can do no harm. + +(He beckons once more. A boat appears on the river, rowed by a young +girl. She is wearing summer clothing, her head is bare and her fair hair +is hanging loose. She gets out of the boat behind the willow tree. The +CONFESSOR draws back until he is near the ferryman's hut, but remains +in sight of the audience. The STRANGER has waved to the girl and she has +answered him. She now comes on to the stage, runs into the STRANGER'S +arms, and kisses him.) + +DAUGHTER. Father. My dear father! + +STRANGER. Sylvia! My child! + +DAUGHTER. How in the world do you come to be up here in the mountains? + +STRANGER. And how have _you_ got here? I thought I'd managed to hide so +well. + +DAUGHTER. Why did you want to hide? + +STRANGER. Ask me as little as possible! You've grown into a big girl. +And I've gone grey. + +DAUGHTER. No. You're not grey. You're just as young as you were when we +parted. + +STRANGER. When we... parted! + +DAUGHTER. When you left us.... (The STRANGER does not reply.) Aren't you +glad we're meeting again? + +STRANGER (faintly). Yes! + +DAUGHTER. Then show it. + +STRANGER. How can I be glad, when we're parting to-day for life? + +DAUGHTER. Why, where do you want to go? + +STRANGER (pointing to the monastery). Up there! + +DAUGHTER (with a sophisticated air). Into the monastery? Yes, now I come +to think of it, perhaps it's best. + +STRANGER. You think so? + +DAUGHTER (with pity, but good-will.) I mean, if you've a ruined life +behind you.... (Coaxingly.) Now you look sad. Tell me one thing. + +STRANGER. Tell _me_ one thing, my child, that's been worrying me more +than anything else. You've a stepfather? + +DAUGHTER. Yes. + +STRANGER. Well? + +DAUGHTER. He's very good and kind. + +STRANGER. With every virtue that I lack.... + +DAUGHTER. Aren't you glad we've got into better hands? + +STRANGER. Good, better, best! Why do you come here bare-headed? + +DAUGHTER. Because George is carrying my hat. + +STRANGER. Who's George? And where is he? + +DAUGHTER. George is a friend of mine; and he's waiting for me on the +bank down below. + +STRANGER. Are you engaged to him? + +DAUGHTER. No. Certainly not! + +STRANGER. Do you want to marry? + +DAUGHTER. Never! + +STRANGER. I can see it by your mottled cheeks, like those of a child +that has got up too early; I can hear it by your voice, that's no longer +that of a warbler, but a jay; I can feel it in your kisses, that burn +cold like the sun in May; and by your steady icy look that tells me +you're nursing a secret of which you're ashamed, but of which you'd like +to boast. And your brothers and sisters? + +DAUGHTER. They're quite well, thank you. + +STRANGER. Have we anything else to say to one another? + +DAUGHTER (coldly). Perhaps not. + +STRANGER. Now you look so like your mother. + +DAUGHTER. How do you know, when you've never been able to see her as she +was! + +STRANGER. So you understood that, though you were so young? + +DAUGHTER. I learnt to understand it from you. If only you'd understand +yourself. + +STRANGER. Have you anything else to teach me? + +DAUGHTER. Perhaps! But in your day that wasn't considered seemly. + +STRANGER. My day's over and exists no longer; just as Sylvia exists no +longer, but is merely a name, a memory. (He takes a guide-book out of +his pocket.) Look at this guide-book! Can you see small marks made here +by tiny fingers, and others by little damp lips? You made them when you +were five years old; you were sitting on my knee in the train, and we +saw the Alps for the first time. You thought what you saw was Heaven; +and when I explained that the mountain was the Jungfrau, you asked if +you could kiss the name in the book. + +DAUGHTER. I don't remember that! + +STRANGER. Delightful memories pass, but hateful ones remain! Don't you +remember anything about me? + +DAUGHTER. Oh yes. + +STRANGER. Quiet! I know what you mean. One night... one dreadful, +horrible night... Sylvia, my child, when I shut my eyes I see a pale +little angel, who slept in my arms when she was ill; and who thanked +me when I gave her a present. Where is she whom I long for so and +who exists no more, although she isn't dead? You, as you are, seem a +stranger, whom I've never known and certainly don't long to see +again. If Sylvia at least were dead and lay in her grave, there'd be a +churchyard where I could take my flowers.... How strange it is! She's +neither among the living, nor the dead. Perhaps she never existed, and +was only a dream like everything else. + +DAUGHTER (wheedling).Father, dear! + +STRANGER. It's she! No, only her voice. (Pause.) So you think my life's +been ruined? + +DAUGHTER. Yes. But why speak of it now? + +STRANGER. Because remember I once saved _your_ life. You had brain fever +for a whole month and suffered a great deal. Your mother wanted the +doctor to deliver you from your unhappy existence by some powerful drug. +But I prevented it, and so saved you from death and your mother from +prison. + +DAUGHTER. I don't believe it! + +STRANGER. But a fact may be true, even if you don't believe it. + +DAUGHTER. You dreamed it. + +STRANGER. Who knows if I haven't dreamed everything, and am not even +dreaming now. How I wish it were so! + +DAUGHTER. I must be going, father. + +STRANGER. Then good-bye! + +DAUGHTER. May I write to you? + +STRANGER. What? One of the dead write to another? Letters won't reach +me in future. And I mayn't receive visitors. But I'm glad we've met, +for now there's nothing else on earth I cling to. (Going to the left.) +Good-bye, girl or woman, whatever I should call you. There's no need to +weep! + +DAUGHTER. I wasn't thinking of weeping, though I dare say good breeding +would demand I should. Well, good-bye! (She goes out right.) + +STRANGER (to the CONFESSOR). I think I came out of that well! It's a +mercy to part with content on both sides. Mankind, after all, makes +rapid progress, and self-control increases as the flow of the tear-ducts +lessens. I've seen so many tears shed in my lifetime, that I'm almost +taken aback at this dryness. She was a strong child, just the kind I +once wished to be. The most beautiful thing that life can offer! She +lay, like an angel, wrapped in the white veils of her cradle, with a +blue coverlet when she slept. Blue and arched like the sky. That was the +best: what will the worst look like? + +CONFESSOR. Don't excite yourself, but be of good cheer. First throw away +that foolish guide-book, for this is your last journey. + +STRANGER. You mean this? Very well. (He opens the book, kisses one of +the pages and then throws it into the river.) Anything else? + +CONFESSOR. If you've any gold or silver, you must give it to the poor. + +STRANGER. I've a silver watch. I never got as far as a gold one. + +CONFESSOR. Give that to the ferryman; and then you'll get a glass of +wine. + +STRANGER. The last! It's like an execution! Perhaps I'll have to have my +hair cut, too? + +CONFESSOR. Yes. Later. (He takes the watch and goes to the door of the +ferryman's hut, speaking a few whispered words to someone within. He +receives a bottle of wine and a glass in exchange, which he puts on the +table.) + +STRANGER (filling his glass, but not drinking it.) Shall I never get +wine up there? + +CONFESSOR. No wine; and you'll see no women. You may hear singing; but +not the kind of songs that go with women and wine. + +STRANGER. I've had enough of women; they can't tempt me any more. + +CONFESSOR. Are you sure? + +STRANGER. Quite sure.... But tell me this: what do you think of women, +who mayn't even set their feet within your consecrated walls? + +CONFESSOR. So you're still asking questions? + +STRANGER. And why may an abbess never hear confession, never read mass, +and never preach? + +CONFESSOR. I can't answer that. + +STRANGER. Because the answer would accord with my thoughts on that +theme. + +CONFESSOR. It wouldn't be a disaster if we were to agree for once. + +STRANGER. Not at all! + +CONFESSOR. Now drink up your wine. + +STRANGER. No. I only want to look at it for the last time. It's +beautiful.... + +CONFESSOR. Don't lose yourself in meditation; memories lie at the bottom +of the cup. + +STRANGER. And oblivion, and songs, and power--imaginary power, but for +that reason all the greater. + +CONFESSOR. Wait here a moment; I'll go and order the ferry. + +STRANGER. 'Sh! I can hear singing, and I can see.... I can see.... For +a moment I saw a flag unfurling in a puff of wind, only to fall back +on the flagstaff and hang there limply as if it were nothing but a +dishcloth. I've witnessed my whole life flashing past in a second, +with its joys and sorrows, its beauty and its misery! But now I can see +nothing. + +CONFESSOR (going to the left). Wait here a moment, I'll go and order the +ferry. + +(The STRANGER goes so far up stage that the rays of the setting sun, +which are streaming from the right through the trees, throw his shadow +across the bank and the river. The LADY enters from the right, in deep +mourning. Her shadow slowly approaches that of the STRANGER.) + +STRANGER (who, to begin with, looks only at his own shadow). Ah! The +sun! It makes me a bloodless shape, a giant, who can walk on the water +of the river, climb the mountain, stride over the roof of the monastery +church, and rise, as he does now, up into the firmament--up to the +stars. Ah, now I'm up here with the stars.... (He notices the shadow +thrown by the LADY.) But who's following me? Who's interrupting my +ascension? Trying to climb on my shoulders? (Turning.) You! + +LADY. Yes. I! + +STRANGER. So black! So black and so evil. + +LADY. No longer evil. I'm in mourning.... + +STRANGER. For whom? + +LADY. For our Mizzi. + +STRANGER. My daughter! (The LADY opens her arms, in order to throw +herself on to his breast, but he avoids her.) I congratulate the dead +child. I'm sorry for you. I myself feel outside everything. + +LADY. Comfort me, too. + +STRANGER. A fine idea! I'm to comfort my fury, weep with my hangman, +amuse my tormentor. + +LADY. Have you no feelings? + +STRANGER. None! I wasted the feelings I used to have on you and others. + +LADY. You're right. You can reproach me. + +STRANGER. I've neither the time nor the wish to do that. Where are you +going? + +LADY. I want to cross with the ferry. + +STRANGER. Then I've no luck, for I wanted to do the same. (The LADY +weeps into her handkerchief. The STRANGER takes it from her and dries +her eyes.) Dry your eyes, child, and be yourself! As hard, and lacking +in feeling, as you really are! (The LADY tries to put her arm round his +neck. The STRANGER taps her gently on the fingers.) You mustn't touch +me. When your words and glances weren't enough, you always wanted to +touch me. You'll excuse a rather trivial question: are you hungry? + +LADY. No. Thank you. + +STRANGER. But you're tired. Sit down. (The LADY sits down at the table. +The STRANGER throws the bottle and glass into the river.) Well, what are +you going to live for now? + +LADY (sadly). I don't know. + +STRANGER. Where will you go? + +LADY (sobbing). I don't know. + +STRANGER. So you're in despair? You see no reason for living and no end +to your misery! How like me you are! What a pity there's no monastery +for both sexes, so that we could pair off together. Is the werewolf +still alive? + +LADY. You mean...? + +STRANGER. Your first husband. + +LADY. He never seems to die. + +STRANGER. Like a certain worm! (Pause.) And now that we're so far from +the world and its pettiness, tell me this: why did you leave him in +those days, and come to me? + +LADY. Because I loved you. + +STRANGER. And how long did that last? + +LADY. Until I read your book, and the child was born. + +STRANGER. And then? + +LADY. I hated you! That is, I wanted to be rid of all the evil you'd +given me, but I couldn't. + +STRANGER. So that's how it was! But we'll never really know the truth. + +LADY. Have you noticed how impossible it is to find things out? You can +live with a person and their relations for twenty years, and yet not +know anything about them. + +STRANGER. So you've discovered that? As you see so much, tell me this: +how was it you came to love me? + +LADY. I don't know; but I'll try to remember. (Pause.) Well, you had +the masculine courage to be rude to a lady. In me you sought the +companionship of a human being and not merely of a woman. That honoured +me; and, I thought, you too. + +STRANGER. Tell me also whether you held me to be a misogynist? + +LADY. A woman-hater? Every healthy man is one, in the secret places of +his heart; and all perverted men are admirers of women. + +STRANGER. You're not trying to flatter me, are you? + +LADY. A woman who'd try to flatter a man's not normal. + +STRANGER. I see you've thought a great deal! + +LADY. Thinking's the least I've done; for when I've thought least +I've understood most. Besides, what I said just how is perhaps only +improvised, as you call it, and not true in the least. + +STRANGER. But if it agrees with many of my observations it becomes most +probable. (The LADY weeps into her handkerchief.) You're weeping again? + +LADY. I was thinking of Mizzi. The loveliest thing we ever had is gone. + +STRANGER. No. You were the loveliest thing, when you sat all night +watching over your child, who was lying in your bed, because her cradle +was too cold! (Three loud knocks are heard on the ferryman's door.) 'Sh! + +LADY. What's that? + +STRANGER. My companion, who's waiting for me. + +LADY (continuing the conversation). I never thought life would give me +anything so sweet as a child. + +STRANGER. And at the same time anything so bitter. + +LADY. Why bitter? + +STRANGER. You've been a child yourself, and you must remember how we, +when we'd just married, came to your mother in rags, dirty and without +money. I seem to remember she didn't find us very sweet. + +LADY. That's true. + +STRANGER. And I... well, just now I met Sylvia. And I expected that all +that was beautiful and good in the child would have blossomed in the +girl.... + +LADY. Well? + +STRANGER. I found a faded rose, that seemed to have blown too soon. Her +breasts were sunken, her hair untidy like that of a neglected child, and +her teeth decayed. + +LADY. Oh! + +STRANGER. You mustn't grieve. Not for the child! You might perhaps have +had to grieve for her later, as I did. + +LADY. So that's what life is? + +STRANGER. Yes. That's what life is. And that's why I'm going to bury +myself alive. + +LADY. Where? + +STRANGER (pointing to the monastery). Up there! + +LADY. In the monastery? No, don't leave me. Bear me company. I'm so +alone in the world and so poor, so poor! When the child died, my mother +turned me out, and ever since I've been living in an attic with a +dressmaker. At first she was kind and pleasant, but then the lonely +evenings got too long for her, and she went out in search of company--so +we parted. Now I'm on the road, and I've nothing but the clothes I'm +wearing; nothing but my grief. I eat it and drink it; it nourishes me +and sends me to sleep. I'd rather lose anything in the world than that! +(The STRANGER weeps.) You're weeping. You! Let me kiss your eyelids. + +STRANGER. You've suffered all that for my sake! + +LADY. Not for your sake! You never did me an ill turn; but I plagued you +till you left your fireside and your child! + +STRANGER. I'd forgotten that; but if you say so.... So you still love +me? + +LADY. Probably. I don't know. + +STRANGER. And you'd like to begin all over again? + +LADY. All over again? The quarrels? No, we won't do that. + +STRANGER. You're right. The quarrels would only begin all over again. +And yet it's difficult to part. + +LADY. To part. The word alone's terrible enough. + +STRANGER. Then what are we to do? + +LADY. I don't know. + +STRANGER. No, one knows nothing, hardly even that one knows nothing; and +that's why, you see, I've got as far as to _believe_. + +LADY. How do you know you can believe, if belief's a gift? + +STRANGER. You can receive a gift, if you ask for it. + +LADY. Oh yes, if you ask; but I've never been able to beg. + +STRANGER. I've had to learn to. Why can't you? + +LADY. Because one has to demean oneself first. + +STRANGER. Life does that for one very well. + +LADY. Mizzi, Mizzi, Mizzi!... (She has taken a shawl she was carrying +over her arm, rolled it up and put it on her knee like a baby in long +clothes.) Sleep! Sleep! Sleep! Think of it! I can see her here! She's +smiling at me; but she's dressed in black; she seems to be in mourning +too! How stupid I am! Her mother's in mourning! She's got two teeth +down below, and they're white--milk teeth; she should never have cut any +others. Oh, can't you see her, when I can? It's no vision. It _is_ her! + +CONFESSOR (in the door of the ferryman's hut; sternly to the STRANGER). +Come. Everything's ready! + +STRANGER. No. Not yet. I must first set my house in order; and look +after this woman, who was once my wife. + +CONFESSOR. Oh, so you want to stay! + +STRANGER. No. I don't want to stay; but I can't leave duties behind me +unfulfilled. This woman's on the road, deserted, without a home, without +money! + +CONFESSOR. What has that to do with us? Let the dead bury their dead! + +STRANGER. Is that your teaching? + +CONFESSOR. No, yours.... Mine, on the other hand, commands me to send a +Sister of Mercy here, to look after this unhappy one, who... who... The +Sister will soon be here! + +STRANGER. I shall count on it. + +CONFESSOR (taking the STRANGER by the hand and drawing him away.) Then +come! + +STRANGER (in despair). Oh, God in heaven! Help us every one! + +CONFESSOR. Amen! + +(The LADY, who has not been looking at the CONFESSOR and the STRANGER, +now raises her eyes and glances at the STRANGER as if she wanted to +spring up and hold him back; but she is prevented by the imaginary child +she has put to her breast.) + +Curtain. + + + + +ACT II + +CROSS-ROADS IN THE MOUNTAINS + +[A cross-roads high up in the mountains. On the right, huts. On the left +a small pool, round which invalids are sitting. Their clothes are blue +and their hands cinnabar-red. From the pond blue vapour and small blue +flames rise now and then. Whenever this happens the invalids put them +hands to their mouths and cough. The background is formed by a mountain +covered with pine-wood, which is obscured above by a stationary bank of +mist.] + +[The STRANGER is sitting at a table outside one of the huts. The +CONFESSOR comes forward from the right.] + +STRANGER. At last! + +CONFESSOR. What do you mean: at last? + +STRANGER. You left me here a week ago and told me to wait till you came +back. + +CONFESSOR. Hadn't I prepared you for the fact that the way to the white +house up there would be long and difficult. + +STRANGER. I don't deny it. How far have we come? + +CONFESSOR. Five hundred yards. We've still got fifteen hundred. + +STRANGER. But where's the sun? + +CONFESSOR. Up there, above the clouds.... + +STRANGER. Then we shall have to go through them? + +CONFESSOR. Yes. Of course. + +STRANGER. What are those patients doing there? What a company! And why +are their hands so red? + +CONFESSOR. For both our sakes I want to avoid using impure words, so +I'll speak in pleasant riddles, which you, as a writer, will understand. + +STRANGER. Yes. Speak beautifully. There's so much that's ugly here. + +CONFESSOR. You may have noticed that the signs given to the planets +correspond with those of certain metals? Good! Then you'll have seen +that Venus is represented by a mirror. This mirror was originally made +of copper, so that copper was called Venus and bore her stamp. But now +the reverse of Venus' mirror is covered with quicksilver or mercury! + +STRANGER. The reverse of Venus... is Mercury. Oh! + +CONFESSOR. Quicksilver is therefore the reverse side of Venus. +Quicksilver is itself as bright as a calm sea, as a lake at the height +of summer; but when mercury meets firestone and burns, it blushes and +turns red like newly-shed blood, like the cloth on the scaffold, like +the cinnabar lips of the whore! Do you understand now, or not? + +STRANGER. Wait a moment! Cinnabar is quicksilver and sulphur. + +CONFESSOR. Yes. Mercury must be burnt, if it comes too near to Venus! +Have we said enough now? + +STRANGER. So these are sulphur springs? + +CONFESSOR. Yes. And the sulphur flames purify or burn everything rotten! +So when the source of life's grown tainted, one is sent to the sulphur +springs.... + +STRANGER. How does the source of life grow tainted? + +CONFESSOR. When Aphrodite, born of the pure seafoam, wallows in the +mire.... When Aphrodite Urania, the heaven-born, degrades herself to +Pandemos, the Venus of the streets. + +STRANGER. Why is desire born? + +CONFESSOR. Pure desire, to be satisfied; impure, to be stifled. + +STRANGER. What is pure, and what impure? + +CONFESSOR. Have you got back to that? + +STRANGER. Ask these men here.... + +CONFESSOR. Take care! (He looks at the STRANGER, who is unable to +support his gaze.) + +STRANGER. You're choking me.... My chest.... + +CONFESSOR. Yes, I'll steal the air you use to form rebellious words, and +ask outrageous questions. Sit down there, I'll come back--when you've +learnt patience and undergone your probation. But don't forget that I +can hear and see you, and am aware of you, wherever I may be! + +STRANGER. So I'm to be tested! I'm glad to know it! + +CONFESSOR. But you mustn't speak to the worshippers of Venus. + +(MAIA, an old woman, appears in the background.) + +STRANGER (rising in horror). Who am I meeting here after all this time? +Who is it? + +CONFESSOR. Who are you speaking of? + +STRANGER. That old woman there? + +CONFESSOR. Who's she? + +STRANGER (calling). Maia! Listen! (Old Maia has disappeared. The +STRANGER hurries after her.) Maia, my friend, listen! She's gone! + +CONFESSOR. Who was it? + +STRANGER (sitting down). O God! Now, when I find her again at last, +she goes.... I've looked for her for seven long years, written letters, +advertised.... + +CONFESSOR. Why? + +STRANGER. I'll tell you how her fate was linked to mine! (Pause.) Maia +was the nurse in my first family... during those hard years... when I +was fighting the Invisible Ones, who wouldn't bless my work! I wrote +till my brain and nerves dissolved like fat in alcohol... but it wasn't +enough! I was one of those who never could earn enough. And the day came +when I couldn't pay the maids their wages--it was terrible--and I became +the servant of my servant, and she became my mistress. At last... in +order, at least, to save my soul, I fled from what was too powerful for +me. I fled into the wilderness, where I collected my spirit in solitude +and recovered my strength! My first thought then was--my debts! For +seven years I looked for Maia, but in vain! For seven years I saw her +shadow, out of the windows of trains, from the decks of steamers, in +strange towns, in distant lands, but without ever being able to find +her. I dreamed of her for seven years; and whenever I drank a glass +of wine I blushed at the thought of old Maia, who perhaps was drinking +water in a poorhouse! I tried to give the sum I owed her to the poor; +but it was no use. And now--she's found and lost in the same moment! +(He gets up and goes towards the back as if searching for her.) Explain +this, if you can! I want to pay my debt; I can pay it now, but I'm not +allowed to. + +CONFESSOR. Foolishness' Bow to what seems inexplicable; you'll see that +the explanation will come later. Farewell! + +STRANGER. Later. Everything comes later. + +CONFESSOR. Yes. If it doesn't come at once! (He goes out. The LADY +enters pensively and sits down at the table, opposite the STRANGER.) + +STRANGER. What? You back again? The same and not the same? How beautiful +you've grown; as beautiful as you were the first time I ever saw you; +when I asked if I might be your friend, your dog. + +LADY. That you can see beauty I don't possess shows that once more +you have a mirror of beauty in your eye. The werewolf never thought me +beautiful, for he'd nothing beautiful with which to see me. + +STRANGER. Why did you kiss me that day? What made you do it? + +LADY. You've often asked me that, and I've never been able to find the +answer, because I don't know. But just now, when I was away from you, +here in the mountains, where the air's purer and the sun nearer.... +Hush! Now I can see that Sunday afternoon, when you sat on that seat +like a lost and helpless child, with a broken look in your eyes, and +stared at your own destiny.... A maternal feeling I'd never known before +welled up in me then, and I was overcome with pity, pity for a human +soul--so that I forgot myself. + +STRANGER. I'm ashamed. Now I believe it was so. + +LADY. But you took it another way. You thought... + +STRANGER. Don't tell me. I'm ashamed. + +LADY. Why did you think so badly of me? Didn't you notice that I drew +down my veil; so that it was between us, like the knight's sword in the +bridal bed.... + +STRANGER. I'm ashamed. I attributed my evil thoughts to you. Ingeborg, +you were made of better stuff than I. I'm ashamed! + +LADY. Now you look handsome. How handsome! + +STRANGER. Oh no. Not I. You! + +LADY (ecstatically). No, you! Yes, now I've seen through the mask +and the false beard. Now I can see the man you hid from me, the man I +thought I'd found in you... the man I was always searching for. I've +often thought you a hypocrite; but we're no hypocrites. No, no, we can't +pretend. + +STRANGER. Ingeborg, now we're on the other side of the river, and have +life beneath us, behind us... how different everything seems. Now, now, +I can see your soul; the ideal, the angel, who was imprisoned in the +flesh because of sin. So there is an Above, and an Earlier Age. When +we began it wasn't the beginning, and it won't be the end when we are +ended. Life is a fragment, without beginning or end! That's why it's so +difficult to make head or tail of it. + +LADY (kindly). So difficult. So difficult. Tell me, for instance--now +we're beyond guilt or innocence--how was it you came to hate women? + +STRANGER. Let me think! To hate women? Hate them? I never hated them. On +the contrary! Ever since I was eight years old I've always had some love +affair, preferably an innocent one. And I've loved like a volcano three +times! But wait--I've always felt that women hated me... and they've +always tortured me. + +LADY. How strange! + +STRANGER. Let me think about it a little.... Perhaps I've been jealous +of my own personality; and been afraid of being influenced too much. My +first love made herself into a sort of governess and nurse to me. But, +of course, there _are_ men who detest children; who detest women too, if +they're superior to them, that is! + +LADY (amiably). But you've called women the enemies of mankind. Did you +mean it? + +STRANGER. Of course I meant it, if I wrote it! For I wrote out of +experience, not theory.... In woman I sought an angel, who could lend +me wings, and I fell into the arms of an earth-spirit, who suffocated me +under mattresses stuffed with the feathers of wings! I sought an Ariel +and I found a Caliban; when I wanted to rise she dragged me down; and +continually reminded me of the fall.... + +LADY (kindly). Solomon knew much of women; do you know what he said? 'I +find more bitter than death a woman, whose heart is snares and nets and +her hands as bands; whoso pleaseth God shall escape from her; but the +sinner shall be taken by her.' + +STRANGER. I was never acceptable in God's sight. Was that a punishment? +Perhaps. But I was never acceptable to anyone, and I've never had a good +word addressed to me! Have I never done a good action? Is it possible +for a man never to have done anything good? (Pause.) It's terrible never +to hear any good words about oneself! + +LADY. You've heard them. But when people have spoken well of you, you've +refused to listen, as if it hurt you. + +STRANGER. That's true, now you remind me. But can you explain it? + +LADY. Explain it? You're always asking for explanations of the +inexplicable. 'When I applied my heart to know wisdom... I beheld all +the work of God, that a man cannot find out that is done under the sun. +Because, though a man labour to seek it out, yet he shall not find it; +yea, further, though a wise man think to know it, yet shall he not be +able to find it!' + +STRANGER. Who says that? + +LADY. The Prophet Ecclesiastes. (She takes a doll out of her pocket.) +This is Mizzi's doll. You see she longs for her little mistress! How +pale she's grown... and she seems to know where Mizzi is, for she's +always gazing up to heaven, whichever way I hold her. Look! Her eyes +follow the stars as the compass the pole. She is my compass and always +shows me where heaven is. She should, of course, be dressed in black, +because she's in mourning; but we're so poor.... Do you know why we +never had money? Because God was angry with us for our sins. 'The +righteous suffer no dearth.' + +STRANGER. Where did you learn that? + +LADY. In a book in which everything's written. Everything! (She wraps +the doll up in her cloak.) See, she's beginning to get cold--that's +because of the cloud up there.... + +STRANGER. How can you dare to wander up here in the mountains? + +LADY. God is with me; so what have I to fear from human beings? + +STRANGER. Aren't you tormented by those people at the pool? + +LADY (turning towards them). I can't see them. I can't see anything +horrible now. + +STRANGER. Ingeborg! I have made you evil, yet you're on the way to make +me good! It was my dream, you know, to seek redemption through a woman. +You don't believe it! But it's true. In the old days nothing was of +value to me if I couldn't lay it at a woman's feet. Not as a tribute +to an overbearing mistress,... but as a sacrifice to the beautiful +and good. It was my pleasure to give; but she wanted to take and not +receive: that's why she hated me! When I was helpless and thought the +end was near, a desire grew in me to fall asleep on a mother's knee, on +a tremendous breast where I could bury my tired head and drink in the +tenderness I'd been deprived of. + +LADY. You had no mother? + +STRANGER. Hardly! And I've never felt any bond between myself and my +father or my brothers and sisters.... Ingeborg, I was the son of a +servant of whom it is written. 'Drive forth the handmaid with her son, +for this son shall not inherit with the son of peace.' + +LADY. Do you know why Ishmael was driven out? It says just before--that +he was a scoffer. And then it goes on: 'He will be a wild man, his hand +will be against every man, and every man's hand against him; and against +all his brothers.' + +STRANGER. Is that also written? + +LADY. Oh yes, my child; it's all there! + +STRANGER. All? + +LADY. All. There you'll find answers to all your questions even the most +inquisitive! + +STRANGER. Call me your child, and then I'll love you.... And if I +love anyone, I long to serve them, to obey them, to let myself be +ill-treated, to suffer and to bear it. + +LADY. You shouldn't love me, but your Creator. + +STRANGER. He's unfriendly--like my father! + +LADY. He is Love itself; and you are Hate. + +STRANGER. You're his daughter; but I'm his cast-out son. + +LADY (coaxingly). Quiet! Be still! + +STRANGER. If you only knew what I've suffered this last week. I don't +know where I am. + +LADY. Where do you think? + +STRANGER. There's a woman in that but who looks at me as if I'd come to +rob her of her last mite. She says nothing--that's the trouble. But I +think it's prayers she mutters, when she sees me. + +LADY. What sort of prayers? + +STRANGER. The sort one whispers behind the backs of those who have the +evil eye or bring misfortune. + +LADY. How strange! Don't you realise that one's sight can be blinded? + +STRANGER. Yes, of course. But who can do it? + +HOSTESS (coming across to their table). Well, look at that! I suppose +she's your sister? + +STRANGER. Yes. We can say so now. + +HOSTESS (to the LADY). Fancy meeting someone I can speak to at last! +This gentleman's so silent, you see, that one feels at once one must +respect him; particularly as he seems to have had trouble. But I can +say this to his sister, and he shall hear it: that from the moment +he entered the house I felt that I was blessed. I'd been dogged by +misfortune; I'd no lodger, my only cow had died, my husband was in a +home for drunkards and my children had nothing to eat. I prayed God to +send me help from heaven, because I expected nothing more on earth. Then +this gentleman came. And apart from giving me double what I asked, he +brought me good luck--and my house was blessed. God bless you, good sir! + +STRANGER (getting up excitedly). Silence, woman. That's blasphemy! + +LADY. He won't believe. O God! He won't believe. Look at me! + +STRANGER. When I look at you, I do believe. She's giving me her +blessing! And I, who'm damned, have brought a blessing on her! How can I +believe it? I, of all men! (He falls down by the table and weeps in his +hands.) + +LADY. He's weeping! Tears, rain from heaven, that can soften rocks, are +falling on his stony heart.... He's weeping! + +HOSTESS. He? Who has a heart of gold! Who's been so open handed and so +good to my children! + +LADY. You hear what she says! + +HOSTESS. There's only one thing about him I don't understand; but I +don't want to say anything unpleasant.... + +LADY. What is it? + +HOSTESS. Only a trifle; and yet... + +LADY. Well? + +HOSTESS. He didn't like my dogs. + +LADY. I can't blame him for not caring for an impure beast. I hate +everything animal, in myself and others. I don't hate animals on that +account, for I hate nothing that's created.... + +STRANGER. Thank you, Ingeborg! + +LADY. You see! I've an eye for your merits, even though you don't +believe it.... Here comes the Confessor. + +(The CONFESSOR enters.) + +HOSTESS. Then I'll go; for the Confessor has no love for me. + +LADY. The Confessor loves all mankind. + +CONFESSOR (coming forward and speaking to the LADY). You best of all, my +child; for you're goodness itself. Whether you're beautiful to look at, +I can't see; but I know you must be, because you're good. Yes, you were +the bride of my youth, and my spiritual mate; and you'll always be so, +for you gave me what you were never able to give to others. I've +lived your life in my spirit, suffered your pains, enjoyed your +pleasures--pleasure rather, for you'd no others than what your child +gave you. I alone have seen the beauty of your soul--my friend here has +divined it; that's why he felt attracted to you--but the evil in him +was too strong; you had to draw it out of him into yourself to free +him. Then, being evil, you had to suffer the worst pains of hell for his +sake, to bring atonement. Your work's ended. You can go in peace! + +LADY. Where? + +CONFESSOR. Up there. Where the sun's always shining. + +LADY (rising). Is there a home for me there, too? + +CONFESSOR. There's a home for everyone! I'll show you the way. (He goes +with her into the background. The STRANGER makes a movement.) You're +impatient? You mustn't be! (He goes out. The STRANGER remains sitting +alone. The WORSHIPPERS OF VENUS get up, go towards him and form a circle +round him.) + +STRANGER. What do you want with me? + +WORSHIPPERS. Hail! Father. + +STRANGER (much upset). Why call me that? + +FIRST VOICE. Because we're your children. Your dear ones! + +STRANGER (tries to escape, but is surrounded and cannot). Let me go. Let +me go! + +SECOND VOICE (that of a pale youth). Don't you recognise me, Father? + +TEMPTER (appearing in the background at the left-hand fork of the path). +Ha! + +STRANGER (to the Second Voice). Who are you? I seem to know your face. + +SECOND VOICE. I'm Erik--your son! + +STRANGER. Erik! You here? + +SECOND VOICE. Yes. I'm here. + +STRANGER. God have mercy! And you, my boy, forgive me! + +SECOND VOICE. Never! You showed us the way to the sulphur springs! Is it +far to the lake? + +(The STRANGER falls to the ground.) + +TEMPTER. Ha! Jubilate, temptatores! + +VENUS WORSHIPPERS. Sulphur! Sulphur! Sulphur! Mercury! + +TEMPTER (coming forward and touching the STRANGER with his foot). The +worm! You can make him believe whatever you like. That comes from his +unbelievable pride. Does he think he's the mainspring of the universe, +the originator of all evil? This foolish man believes he taught youth to +go in search of Venus; as if youth hadn't done that long before he was +born! His pride's insupportable, and he's been rash enough to try to +botch my work for me. Give him another greeting, lying Erik! (The SECOND +VOICE--that is the youth--bends over the STRANGER and whispers in his +ear.) There were seven deadly sins; but now there are eight. The eighth +I discovered! It's called despair. For to despair of what is good, +and not to hope for forgiveness, is to call... (He hesitates before +pronouncing the word God, as if it burnt his lips.) God wicked. That is +calumny, denial, blasphemy.... Look how he winces! + +STRANGER (rising quickly, and looking the TEMPTER to the eyes). Who are +you? + +TEMPTER. Your brother. Don't we resemble one another? Some of your +features seem to remind me of my portrait. + +STRANGER. Where have I seen it? + +TEMPTER. Almost everywhere! I'm often to be found in churches, though +not amongst the saints. + +STRANGER. I can't remember.... + +TEMPTER. Is it so long since you've been to church? I'm usually +represented with St. George. (The STRANGER totters and would like to +fly, but cannot.) Michael and I are sometimes to be seen in a group, in +which, to be sure, I don't appear in the most favourable light; but that +can be altered. All can be altered; and one day the last shall be first. +It's just the same in your case. For the moment, things are going badly +with you, but that can be altered too... if you've enough intelligence +to change your company. You've had too much to do with skirts, my son. +Skirts raise dust, and dust lies on eyes and breast.... Come and sit +down. We'll have a chat.... (He takes the STRANGER jocularly by the ear +and leads him round the table.) Sit down and tremble, young man! (They +both sit down.) Well? What shall we do? Call for wine--and a woman? No! +That's too old a trick, as old as Doctor Faust! Bon! We modern are in +search of mental dissipation.... So you're on your way to those holy men +up there, who think that they who sleep can't sin; to the cowardly ones, +who've given up the battle of life, because they were defeated once or +twice; to those that bind souls rather than free them.... And talking of +that! Has any saintly man ever freed you from the burden of sin? No! +Do you know why sin has been oppressing you for so long? Through +renunciation and abstinence, you've grown so weak that anyone can seize +your soul and take possession of it. Why, they can even do it from a +distance! You've so destroyed your personality that you see with strange +eyes, hear with strange ears and think strange thoughts. In a word +you've murdered your own soul. Just now, didn't you speak well of the +enemies of mankind; of Woman, who made a hell of paradise? You needn't +answer me; I can read your answer in your eyes and hear it on your lips. +You talk of pure love for a woman! That's lust, young man, lust after a +woman, which we have to pay for so dearly. You say you don't desire her. +Then why do you want to be near her? You'd like to have a friend? Take a +male friend, many of them! You've let them convince you you're no woman +hater. But the woman gave you the right answer; every healthy man's a +woman hater, but can't live without linking himself to his enemy, and +so must fight her! All perverse and unmanly men are admirers of women! +How's it with you now? So you saw those invalids and thought yourself +responsible for their misery? They're tough fellows, you can believe +me; they'll be able to leave here in a few days and go back to their +occupations. Oh yes, lying Erik's a wag! But things have gone so far +with you, that you can't distinguish between your own and other people's +children. Wouldn't it be a great thing to escape from all this? What do +you say? Oh, I could free you... but I'm no saint. Now we'll call old +Maia. (He whistles between his fingers: MAIA appears.) Ah, there you +are! Well, what are you doing here? Have you any business with this +fellow? + +MAIA. No. He's good and always was; but he'd a terrible wife. + +TEMPTER (to the STRANGER). Listen! You've not heard that yet, have you? +Rather the opposite. She was the good angel, whom you ruined... we've +all been told that! Now, old Maia, what kind of story is it he prattles +of? He says he was plagued with remorse for seven years because he owed +you money. + +MAIA. He owed me a small sum once; but I got it back from him--and with +good interest--much better than the savings bank would have given me. It +was very good of him--very kind. + +STRANGER (starting up). What's that you said? Is it possible I've +forgotten? + +TEMPTER. Have you the receipt, Maia? If so, give it me. + +MAIA. The gentleman must have the receipt; but I've got the savings bank +book here. He paid the money into it in my name. (She produces a savings +bank book, and hands it to the STRANGER, who looks at it.) + +STRANGER. Yes, that's quite right. Now I remember. Then why this +seven-year torment, shame and disgrace? Those reproaches during +sleepless nights? Why? Why? Why? + +TEMPTER. Old Maia, you can go now. But first say something nice about +this self-tormentor. Can't you remember any human quality in this wild +beast, whom human beings have baited for years? + +STRANGER (to MAIA). Quiet, don't answer him! (He stops his ears with his +fingers.) + +TEMPTER. Well, Maia? + +MAIA. I know well enough what they say about him, but that refers to +what he writes--and I've not read it for I can't read. Still, no one +need read it, if they don't want to. Anyhow the gentleman's been very +kind. Now he's stopping his ears. I don't know how to flatter; but I can +say this in a whisper.... (She whispers some thing to the TEMPTER.) + +TEMPTER. Yes. All human beings who are easily moved are baited like wild +beasts! It's the rule. Good bye, old Maia! + +MAIA. Good-bye, kind gentlemen. (She goes out.) + +STRANGER. Why did I suffer innocently for seven years? + +TEMPTER (pointing upwards with one finger). Ask up there! + +STRANGER. Where I never get an answer! + +TEMPTER. Well, that may be. (Pause.) Do you think _I_ look good? + +STRANGER. I can't say I do. + +TEMPTER. You look extremely wicked, too! Do you know why we look like +that? + +STRANGER. No. + +TEMPTER. The hate and malice of our fellow human beings have fastened +themselves on us. Up there, you know, there are real saints, who've +never done anything wicked themselves, but who suffer for others, for +relations, who've committed unexpiated sins. Those angels, who've taken +the depravity of others on themselves, really resemble bandits. What do +you say to that? + +STRANGER. I don't know who you are; but you're the first to answer +questions that might reconcile me to life. You are.... + +TEMPTER. Well, say it! + +STRANGER. The deliverer! + +TEMPTER. And therefore....? + +STRANGER. Therefore you've been given a vulture.... But listen, have you +ever thought that there's as good a reason for this as for everything +else? Granted the earth's a prison, on which dangerous prisoners are +confined--is it a good thing to set them free? Is it right? + +TEMPTER. What a question! I've never really thought about it. Hm! + +STRANGER. And have you ever thought of this: we may be born in guilt? + +TEMPTER. That's nothing to do with me: I concern myself with the +present. + +STRANGER. Good! Don't you think we're sometimes punished wrongly, so +that we fail to see the logical connection, though it exists? + +TEMPTER. Logic's not missing; but all life's a tissue of offences, +mistakes, errors, that are comparatively blameless owing to human +weakness, but that are punished by the most consistent revenge. +Everything's revenged, even our injudicious actions. Who forgives? A +magnanimous man-sometimes; heavenly justice, never! (A PILGRIM appears +in the background.) See! A penitent! I'd like to know what wrong he's +done. We'll ask him. Welcome to our quiet meadows, peaceful wanderer! +Take your place at the simple table of the ascetic, at which there are +no more temptations. + +PILGRIM. Thank you, fellow traveller in the vale of woe. + +TEMPTER. What kind of woe is yours? + +PILGRIM. None in particular; on the contrary, the hour of liberation's +struck, and I'm going up there to receive absolution. + +STRANGER. Listen, haven't we two met before? + +PILGRIM. I think so, certainly. + +STRANGER. Caesar! You're Caesar! + +PILGRIM. I used to be; but I am no longer. + +TEMPTER. Ha ha! Imperial acquaintance. Really! But tell us, tell us! + +PILGRIM. You shall hear. Now I've a right to speak, for my penance is at +an end. When we met at a certain doctor's house, I was shut up there +as a madman and supposed to be suffering from the illusion that I was +Caesar. Now the Stranger shall hear the truth of the matter: I never +believed it, but I was forced by scruples of conscience to put a good +face on it.... A friend of mine, a bad friend, had written proof that I +was the victim of a misunderstanding; but he didn't speak when he should +have, and I took his silence as a request not to speak either-and to +suffer. Why did I? Well, in my youth I was once in great need. I was +received as a guest in a house on an island far out to sea by a man who, +in spite of unusual gifts, had been passed over for promotion--owing to +his senseless pride. This man, by solitary brooding on his lot, had come +to hold quite extraordinary views about himself. I noticed it, but I +said nothing. One day this man's wife told me that he was sometimes +mentally unbalanced; and then thought he was Julius Caesar. For many +years I kept this secret conscientiously, for I'm not ungrateful by +nature. But life's tricky. It happened a few years later that this +Caesar laid rough hands on my most intimate fate. In anger at this I +betrayed the secret of his Caesar mania and made my erstwhile benefactor +such a laughing stock, that his existence became unbearable to him. And +now listen how Nemesis overtakes one! A year later I wrote a book-I am, +you must know, an author who's not made his name.... And in this book I +described incidents of family life: how I played with my daughter--she +was called Julia, as Caesar's daughter was--and with my wife, whom we +called Caesar's wife because no one spoke evil of her.... Well, this +recreation, in which my mother-in-law joined too, cost me dear. When I +was looking through the proofs of my book, I saw the danger and said to +myself: you'll trip yourself up. I wanted to cut it out but, if you'll +believe it, the pen refused, and an inner voice said to me: let it +stand! It did stand! And I fell. + +STRANGER. Why didn't you publish the letter from your friend that would +have explained everything? + +PILGRIM. When the disaster had happened I felt at once that it was the +finger of God, and that I must suffer for my ingratitude. + +STRANGER. And you did suffer? + +PILGRIM. Not at all! I smiled to myself and wouldn't let myself be put +out. And because I accepted my punishment with calmness and humility God +lightened my burden; and I didn't feel myself ridiculous. + +TEMPTER. That's a strange story; but such things happen. Shall we move +on now? We'll go for an excursion, now we've weathered the storms. Pull +yourself up by the roots, and then we'll climb the mountain. + +STRANGER. The Confessor told me to wait for him. + +TEMPTER. He'll find you, anyhow! And up here in the village the court's +sitting to-day. A particularly interesting case is to be tried; and I +dare say I'll be called as a witness. Come! + +STRANGER. Well, whether I sit here, or up there, is all the same to me. + +PILGRIM (to the STRANGER). Who's that? + +STRANGER. I don't know. He looks like an anarchist. + +PILGRIM. Interesting, anyhow! + +STRANGER. He's a sceptical gentleman, who's seen life. + +TEMPTER. Come, children; I'll tell you stories on the way. Come. Come! + +(They go out towards the background.) + +Curtain. + + + + +ACT III + +SCENE I + +TERRACE ON THE MOUNTAIN + +[A Terrace on the mountain on which the Monastery stands. On the right +a rocky cliff and a similar one on the left. In the far background a +bird's-eye view of a river landscape with towns, villages, ploughed +fields and woods; in the very far distance the sea can be seen. Down +stage an apple tree laden with fruit. Under it a long table with a chair +at the end and benches at the sides. Down stage, right, a corner of +the village town hall. A cloud seems to be hanging immediately over the +village.] + +[The MAGISTRATE sits at the end of the table in the capacity of judge; +the assessors on the benches. The ACCUSED MAN is standing on the right +by the MAGISTRATE; the witnesses on the left, amongst them the TEMPTER. +Members of the public, with the PILGRIM and the STRANGER, are standing +here and there not far from the judge's seat.] + +MAGISTRATE. Is the accused present? + +ACCUSED MAN. Yes. Present. + +MAGISTRATE. This is a very sad story, that's brought trouble and shame +on our small community. Florian Reicher, twenty-three years old, is +accused of shooting at Fritz Schlipitska's affianced wife, with the +clear intention of killing her. It's a case of premeditated murder, and +the provisions of the law are perfectly clear. Has the accused anything +to say in his defence, or can he plead mitigating circumstances? + +ACCUSED MAN. No. + +TEMPTER. Ho, there! + +MAGISTRATE. Who are you? + +TEMPTER. Counsel for the accused. + +MAGISTRATE. The accused man certainly has a right to the services of +counsel, but in the present case I think the facts are so clear that the +people have reached a certain conclusion; and the murderer will hardly +be able to regain their sympathy. Isn't that so? + +PEOPLE. He's condemned already! + +TEMPTER. Who by? + +PEOPLE. The Law and his own deed. + +TEMPTER. Listen to me! As counsel for the accused I represent him and +take the accusation on myself. I ask permission to address the court. + +MAGISTRATE. I can't refuse it. + +PEOPLE. Florian's been condemned already. + +TEMPTER. The case must first be heard. (Pause.) I'd reached my +eighteenth year--it's Florian speaking--and my thoughts, as I grew up +under my mother's watchful eye, were pure; and my heart without deceit, +for I'd never seen or heard anything wicked. Then I--Florian, that +is--met a young girl who seemed to me the most beautiful creature I'd +ever set eyes on in this wicked world, for she was goodness itself. I +offered her my hand, my heart, and my future. She accepted everything +and swore that she'd be true. I was to serve five years for my +Rachel--and I did serve, collecting one straw after another for the +little nest we were going to build. My whole life was centred on the +love of this woman! As I was true to her myself, I never mistrusted her. +By the fifth year I'd built the hut and collected our household goods... +when I discovered she'd been playing with me and had deceived me with at +least three men.... + +MAGISTRATE. Have you witnesses? + +BAILIFF. Three valid ones; I'm one of them. + +MAGISTRATE. The bailiff alone will be sufficient. + +TEMPTER. Then I shot her; not out of revenge, but in order to free +myself from the unhealthy thoughts her faithlessness had forced on me; +for when I tried to tear her picture out of my heart, images of her +lovers always rose and crept into my blood, so that at last I seemed to +be living in unlawful relationship with three men--with a woman as the +link between us! + +MAGISTRATE. Well, that was jealousy! + +ACCUSED MAN. Yes, that was jealousy. + +TEMPTER. Yes, jealousy, that feeling for cleanliness, that seeks to +preserve thoughts from pollution by strangers. If I'd been content to do +nothing, if I'd not been jealous, I'd have got into vicious company, and +I didn't want to do that. That's why she had to die so that my thoughts +might be cleansed of deadly sin, which alone is to be condemned. I've +finished. + +PEOPLE. The dead woman's guilty! Her blood's on her own head. + +MAGISTRATE. She's guilty, for she was the cause of the crime. + +(The FATHER of the dead woman steps forward.) + +FATHER. Your Worship, judge of my dead child; and you, countrymen, let +me speak! + +MAGISTRATE. The dead girl's father may speak. + +FATHER. You're accusing a dead girl; and I shall answer. Maria, my +child, has undoubtedly been guilty of a crime and is to blame for the +misdeeds of this man. There's no doubt of it! + +PEOPLE. No doubt! It's she who's guilty! + +FATHER. Permit her father to add a word of explanation, if not of +defence. (Pause.) When she was fifteen, Maria fell into the hands of a +man who seemed to have made it his business to entrap young girls, much +as a bird-catcher traps small birds. He was no seducer, in the ordinary +sense, for he contented himself with binding her senses and entangling +her feelings only to thrust her away and watch how she suffered with +torn wings and a broken heart--tortured by the agony of love, which is +worse than any other agony. For three years Maria was cared for in an +institution for the mentally deranged. And when she came out again, she +was divided, broken into several pieces--it might be said that she was +several persons. She was an angel and feared God with one side of her +spirit; but with another she was a devil, and reviled all that was +holy. I've seen her go straight from dancing and frenzy to her beloved +Florian, and have heard her, in his presence, speak so differently and +so alter her expression, that I could have sworn she was another being. +But to me she seemed equally sincere in both her shapes. Is she to +blame, or her seducer? + +PEOPLE. She's not to blame! Where is her seducer? + +FATHER. There! + +TEMPTER. Yes. It was I. + +PEOPLE. Stone him! + +MAGISTRATE. The law must run its course. He must be heard. + +TEMPTER. Bon! Then listen, Argives! It was like this. Your humble +servant, born of poor but fairly honourable parents, was from the +beginning one of those strange birds who, in their youth, go in search +of their Creator--but without ever finding him, naturally! It's more +usual for old cuckoos to look for him in their dotage--and for good +reasons! The urge for this youthful quest was accompanied by a purity +of heart and a modesty that even caused his nurses to smile--yes, we can +laugh now when we hear that this boy would only change his underclothing +in the dark! But even if we're corrupted by the crudities of life, +we're still bound to find something beautiful in it; and if we're older +something touching! And so we can afford to-day to laugh at his childish +innocence. Scornful laughter, listeners, please. + +MAGISTRATE (seriously). He mistakes his listeners. + +TEMPTER. Then I ought to be ashamed of myself! (Pause.) He became a +youth--your humble servant--and fell into a series of traps that +were laid for his innocence. I'm an old sinner, but I blush at this +moment.... (He takes of his hat.) Yes, look at me now--when I think of +the insight this young man got into the world of Potiphar's wives that +surrounded him! There wasn't a single woman.... Really, I'm ashamed in +the name of mankind and the female sex--excuse me, please.... There were +moments when I didn't believe my eyes, but thought a devil had blinded +my sight. The holiest bands.... (He pinches his tongue.) No, quiet! +Mankind will feel itself calumniated! Enough, until my twenty-fifth +year I fought the good fight; and I fell because.... Well, I was called +Joseph, and I _was_ Joseph! I grew jealous of my virtue, and felt +injured by the glances of a lewd woman.... And at last, cunningly +seduced, I fell. Then I became a slave of my passions; often and often I +sat by Omphalos and span, until I sank into the deepest degradation and +suffered, suffered, suffered! But in reality it was only my body that +was degraded; my soul lived her own life--her own pure life, I can +say--on her own account. And I raved innocently for pure young virgins +who, it seems, felt the bond that drew us together. Because, without +boasting, I can say they were attracted to me. I didn't want to overstep +the mark, but they did! And when I fled the danger, their hearts were +broken, so they said. In a word, I've never seduced an innocent girl. +I swear it! Am I therefore to blame for the emotional sorrows of this +young woman, who went out of her mind? On the contrary, mayn't I count +it a virtue that I shrank in horror from the step that brought about +her fall? Who'll cast the first stone at me? No one! Then I mistake my +listeners. Indeed, I thought I might be an object of scorn, if I were to +plead here for my masculine innocence! Now, however, I feel young again; +and there's something for which I'd like to ask mankind's forgiveness. +If it weren't that I happened to see a cynical smile on the lips of the +woman who seduced me when I was young. Come forward, woman, and look +upon your work of destruction. Observe, how the seed has grown! + +WOMAN (coming forward with dignity and modesty). It was I! Let me +be heard, and let me tell the simple story of my seduction. (Pause.) +Luckily my seducer is here, too.... + +MAGISTRATE. Friends! I must break off the proceedings; otherwise we'll +get back to Eve in Paradise. + +TEMPTER. Who was Adam's seducer! That's just where we want to get back +to. Eve! Come forward, Eve. Eve! (He waves his cloak in the air. The +trunk of the tree becomes transparent and EVE appears, wrapped in her +hair and with a girdle about her loins.) Now, Mother Eve, it was you who +seduced our father. You are the accused: what have you to say in your +defence? + +EVE (simply and with dignity). The serpent tempted me! + +TEMPTER. Well answered! Eve has proved her innocence. The serpent! Let +the serpent come forward. (EVE disappears.) The serpent! (The serpent +appears in the tree trunk.) Here you can see the seducer of us all. Now, +serpent, who was it that beguiled you? + +ALL (terrified). Silence! Blasphemer! + +TEMPTER. Answer, serpent! (Lightning and a clap of thunder; all flee, +except the TEMPTER, who has fallen to the ground, and the PILGRIM, the +STRANGER and the LADY. The TEMPTER begins to recover; he then gets up +and sits down in an attitude that recalls the classical statue 'The +Polisher,' or 'The Slave.') Causa finalis, or the first cause--you can't +discover that! For if the serpent's to blame, then we're comparatively +innocent--but mankind mustn't be told that! The Accused, however, seems +to have got out of this business! And the Court of justice has dissolved +like smoke! Judge not. Judge not, O Judges! + +LADY (to the STRANGER). Come with me. + +STRANGER. But I'd like to listen to this man. + +LADY. Why? He's like a small child, putting all those questions that +can't be answered. You know how little children ask about everything. +'Papa, why does the sun rise in the east?' You know the answer? + +STRANGER. Hm! + +LADY. Or: 'Mama, who made God?' You think that profound? Well, come with +me. + +STRANGER (fighting his admiration for the TEMPTER). But that about Eve +was new.... + +LADY. Not at all. I learnt it in my Bible history, when I was eight. And +that we inherit the debts of our fathers is part of the law of the land. +Come, my son. + +TEMPTER (rising, shaking his limbs and climbing up the rocky wall to the +right with a limp). Come, I'll show you the world you think you know, +but don't. + +LADY (climbing up the rocky wall to the left). Come with me, my son, and +I'll show you God's beautiful world, as I've come to see it, since the +tears of sorrow washed the dust from my eyes. Come with me! + +(The STRANGER stands irresolute between them.) + +TEMPTER (to the LADY). And how have you seen the world through your +tears? Like meadow banks reflected in troubled water! A chaos of curved +lines in which the trees seemed to be standing on their heads. (To +the STRANGER.) No, my son, with my field-glasses, dried in the fire of +hate--with my telescope I can see everything as it is. Clear and sharp, +precisely as it is. + +LADY. What do you know of things, my son? You can never see the thing +itself, only its picture; and the picture is illusion and not the thing. +So you argue about pictures and illusions. + +TEMPTER. Listen to her! A little philosopher in skirts. By Jupiter +Chronos, such a disputation in this giant amphitheatre of the mountains +demands a proper audience. Hullo! + +LADY. I have mine here: my friend, my husband, my child! If he'll only +listen to me, good; all will be well with me, and him. Come to me, +my friend, for this is the way. This is the mountain Gerizim, where +blessings are given. And that is Ebal, where they curse. + +TEMPTER. Yes, this is Ebal, where they curse. 'Cursed be the earth, +woman, for thy sake; in sorrow shalt thou bring forth children; and thy +desire shall be to thy husband, and he shall rule over thee.' And then +to the man this: 'Cursed is the ground for thy sake, thorns and thistle +shall it bring forth to thee, and in the sweat of thy brow shalt thou +labour!' So spoke the Lord, not I! + +LADY. 'And God blessed the first pair; and He blessed the seventh day, +on which He had completed His work--and the work was good.' But you, and +we, have made it something evil, and that is why.... But he who obeys +the commandments of the Lord dwells on Gerizim, where blessings are +given. Thus saith the Lord. 'Blessed shalt thou be in the city, and +blessed shalt thou be in the field. Blessed shall be thy basket and thy +store. Blessed shalt thou be when thou comest in, and blessed when thou +goest out. And the Lord shall give rain unto thy land in his season +to increase thy harvest, and thy children shall flourish. And the Lord +shall make thee plenteous in goods, to lend to the peoples, and never to +borrow. And the Lord will bless all the work of thy hand, if thou shalt +keep the commandments of the Lord thy God!' (Pause.) So come, my friend, +and lay your hand in mine. (She falls on her knees with clasped hands.) +I beg you, by the love that once united us, by the memory of the +child that drew us together; by the strength of a mother's love--a +mother's--for so have I loved you, erring child, whom I've sought in the +dark places of the wood and whom at last I've found, hungry and withered +for want of love! Come back to me, prodigal one; and bury your tired +head on my heart, where you rested before ever you saw the light of the +sun. (A change comes over her during this speech; her clothing falls +from her and she is seen to have changed into a white-robed woman with +her hair let down and with a full maternal bosom.) + +STRANGER. Mother! + +LADY. Yes, my child, your mother! In life I could never caress you--the +will of higher powers denied it me. Why that was I don't dare to ask. + +STRANGER. But my mother's dead? + +LADY. She was; but the dead aren't dead, and maternal love can conquer +death. Didn't you know that? Come, my child, I'll repay where I have +been to blame. I'll rock you to sleep on my knees. I'll wash you clean +from the... (She omits the word she cannot bring herself to utter) of +hate and sin. I'll comb your hair, matted with the sweat of fear; and +air a pure white sheet for you at the fire of a home--a home you've +never had, you who've known no peace, you homeless one, son of Hagar, +the serving woman, born of a slave, against whom every man's hand was +raised. The ploughmen ploughed your back and seared deep furrows there. +Come, I'll heal your wounds, and suffer your sorrows. Come! + +STRANGER (who has been weeping so violently that his whole body has been +trembling, now goes to the cliff on the left where the MOTHER stands +with open arms.) I'm coming! + +TEMPTER. I can do nothing now. But one day we shall meet again! (He +disappears behind the cliff.) + +Curtain. + + +SCENE II + +ROCKY LANDSCAPE ON THE MOUNTAIN + +[Higher up the mountain; among the clouds a rocky landscape with a bog +round it. The MOTHER on a rock, climbing until she disappears into the +cloud. The STRANGER stops, bewildered.] + +STRANGER. Oh, Mother, Mother! Why are you leaving me? At the very moment +when my loveliest dream was on the point of fulfilment! + +TEMPTER (coming forward). What have you been dreaming? Tell me! + +STRANGER. My dearest hope, most secret desire and last prayer! +Reconciliation with mankind, through a woman. + +TEMPTER. Through a woman who taught you to hate. + +STRANGER. Yes, because she bound me to earth--like the round shot a +slave drags on his foot, so that he can't escape. + +TEMPTER. You talk of woman. Always woman. + +STRANGER. Yes. Woman. The beginning and the end--for us men anyhow. In +relationship to one another they are nothing. + +TEMPTER. So that's it; nothing in themselves; but everything for us, +through us! Our honour and our shame; our greatest joy, our deepest +pain; our redemption and our fall; our wages and our punishment; our +strength and our weakness. + +STRANGER. Our shame! You've said so. Explain this riddle to me, you +who're wise. Whenever I appeared in public arm in arm with a woman, +my wife, who was beautiful and whom I adored, I felt ashamed of my own +weakness. Explain that riddle to me. + +TEMPTER. You felt ashamed? I don't know why. + +STRANGER. Can't you answer? You, of all men? + +TEMPTER. No, I can't. But I too always suffered when I was with my wife +in company, because I felt she was being soiled by men's glances, and I +through her. + +STRANGER. And when she did the shameful deed, you were dishonoured. Why? + +TEMPTER. The Eve of the Greeks was called Pandora, and Zeus created her +out of wickedness, in order to torture men and master them. As a wedding +gift she received a box, containing all the unhappiness of the world. +Perhaps the riddle of this sphinx can more easily be guessed, if it's +seen from. Olympus, rather than from the pleasure garden of Paradise. +Its full meaning will never be known to us. Though I'm as able as +you. (Pause.) And, by the way, I can still enjoy the greatest pleasure +creation ever offered! Go you and do likewise! + +STRANGER. You mean Satan's greatest illusion! For the woman who seems +most beautiful to me, can seem horrible to others! Even for me, when +she's angry, she can be uglier than any other woman. Then what is +beauty? + +TEMPTER. A semblance, a reflection of your own goodness! (He puts his +hand over his mouth.) Curses on it! I let it out that time. And now the +devil's loose.... + +STRANGER. Devil? Yes. But if she's a devil, how can a devil make me +desire virtue and goodness? For that's what happened to me when I first +saw her beauty; I was seized with a longing to be like her, and so to +be worthy of her. To begin with I tried to be by taking exercise, having +baths, using cosmetics and wearing good clothes; but I only made myself +ridiculous. Then I began from within; I accustomed myself to thinking +good thoughts, speaking well of people and acting nobly! And one day, +when my outward form had moulded itself on the soul within, I became her +likeness, as she said. And it was she who first uttered those wonderful +words: I love you! How can a devil ennoble us; how can a spirit of hell +fill us with goodness; how...? No, she was an angel! A fallen angel, +of course, and her love a broken ray of that great light--that great +eternal light--that warms and loves.... That loves.... + +TEMPTER. What, old friend, must we stand here like two youths and spell +out the riddles of love? + +CONFESSOR (coming in). What's this chatterer saying? He's talked away +his whole life; and never done anything. + +TEMPTER. I wanted to be a priest, but had no vocation. + +CONFESSOR. Whilst you're waiting for it, help me to find a drunkard +who's drowned himself in the bog. It must be near here, because I've +been following his tracks till now. + +TEMPTER. Then it's the man lying beneath that brushwood there. + +CONFESSOR (picking up some twigs, and disclosing a fully clothed corpse, +with a white, young face.) Yes, it is! (He grows pensive as he looks at +the dead man.) + +TEMPTER. Who was he? + +CONFESSOR. It's extraordinary! + +TEMPTER. He must have been a good-looking man. And quite young. + +CONFESSOR. Oh no. He was fifty-four. And when I saw him a week ago, he +looked like sixty-four. His eyes were as yellow as the slime of a garden +snail and bloodshot from drunkenness; but also because he'd shed tears +of blood over his vices and misery. His face was brown and swollen like +a piece of liver on a butcher's table, and he hid himself from men's +eyes out of shame--up to the end he seems to have been ashamed of the +broken mirror of his soul, for he covered his face with brushwood. I +saw him fighting his vices; I saw him praying to God on his knees for +deliverance, after he'd been dismissed from his post as a teacher.... +But... Well, now he's been delivered. And look, now the evil's been +taken from him, the good and beautiful that was in him has again become +apparent; that's what he looked like when he was nineteen! (Pause.) This +is sin--imposed as a punishment. Why? That we don't know. 'He who +hateth the righteous, shall himself be guilty!' So it is written, as an +indication. I knew him when he was young! And now I remember... he +was always very angry with those who never drank. He criticised and +condemned, and always set his cult of the grape on the altar of earthly +joys! Now he's been set free. Free from sin, from shame, from ugliness. +Yes, in death he looks beautiful. Death is the deliverer! (To the +STRANGER.) Do you hear that, Deliverer, you who couldn't even free a +drunkard from his evil passions! + +TEMPTER. Crime as punishment? That's not so bad. Most penetrating! + +CONFESSOR. So I think. You'll have new matter for argument. + +TEMPTER. Now I'll leave you gentlemen for a while. But soon we'll meet +again. (He goes out.) + +CONFESSOR. I saw you just now with a woman! So there are still +temptations? + +STRANGER. Not the kind you mean. + +CONFESSOR. Then what kind? + +STRANGER. I could still imagine a reconciliation between mankind and +woman--through woman herself! And indeed, through that woman who was my +wife and has now become what I once held her to be having been purified +and lifted up by sorrow and need. But... + +CONFESSOR. But what? + +STRANGER. Experience teaches; the nearer, the further off: the further +from one another, the nearer one can be. + +CONFESSOR. I've always known that--it was known by Dante, who all his +life possessed the soul of Beatrice; and Beethoven, who was united from +afar with Therese von Brunswick, knew it, though she was the wife of +another! + +STRANGER. And yet! Happiness is only to be found in her company. + +CONFESSOR. Then stay with her. + +STRANGER. You're forgetting one thing: we're divorced. + +CONFESSOR. Good! Then you can begin a new marriage. And it'll promise +all the more, because both of you are new people. + +STRANGER. Do you think anyone would marry us? + +CONFESSOR. I, for instance? That's asking too much. + +STRANGER. Yes. I'd forgotten! But I daresay someone could be found. It's +another thing to get a home together.... + +CONFESSOR. You're sometimes lucky, even if you won't see it. There's +a small house down there by the river; it's quite new and the owner's +never even seen it. He was an Englishman who wanted to marry; but at +the last moment _she_ broke off the engagement. It was built by his +secretary, and neither of the engaged couple ever set eyes on it. It's +quite intact, you see! + +STRANGER. IS it to let? + +CONFESSOR. Yes. + +STRANGER. Then I'll risk it. And I'll try to begin life all over again. + +CONFESSOR. Then you'll go down? + +STRANGER. Out of the clouds. Below the sun's shining, and up here the +air's a little thin. + +CONFESSOR. Good! Then we must part--for a time. + +STRANGER. Where are you going? + +CONFESSOR. Up. + +STRANGER. And I down; to the earth, the mother with the soft bosom and +warm lap.... + +CONFESSOR. Until you long once more for what's hard as stone, as cold +and as white... Farewell! Greetings to those below! + +(Each of them goes of in the direction he has chosen.) + +Curtain. + + +SCENE III + +A SMALL HOUSE ON THE MOUNTAIN + +[A pleasant, panelled dining-room, with a tiled stove of majolica. On +the dining-table, which is in the middle of the room, stand vases filled +with flowers; also two candelabra with many lighted candles. A large +carved sideboard on the left. On the right, two windows. At the +back, two doors; that on the left is open and gives a view of the +drawing-room, belonging to the lady of the house, which is furnished in +light green and mahogany, and has a standard lamp of brass with a large, +lemon-coloured lampshade, which is lit. The door on the right is closed. +On the left behind the sideboard the entrance from the hall.] + +[From the left the STRANGER enters, dressed as a bridegroom; and the +LADY, dressed as a bride; both radiant with youth and beauty.] + +STRANGER. Welcome to my house, belovčd; to your home and mine, my bride; +to your dwelling-place, my wife! + +LADY. I'm grateful, dear friend! It's like a fairy tale! + +STRANGER. Yes, it is. A whole book of fairy tales, my dear, written by +me. + +(They sit down on either side of the table.) + +LADY. Is this real? It seems too lovely to me. + +STRANGER. I've never seen you look so young, so beautiful. + +LADY. It's your own eyes.... + +STRANGER. Yes, my own eyes that have learnt to see. And your goodness +taught them.... + +LADY. Which itself was taught by sorrow. + +STRANGER. Ingeborg! + +LADY. It's the first time you've called me by that name. + +STRANGER. The first? I've never met Ingeborg; I've never known you, +as you are, sitting here in our home! Home! An enchanting word. An +enchanting thing I've never yet possessed. A home and a wife! You are +my first, my only one; for what once happened exists no longer--no more +than the hour that's past! + +LADY. Orpheus! Your song has made these dead stones live. Make life sing +in me! + +STRANGER. Eurydice, whom I rescued from the underworld! I'll love you to +life again; revivify you with my imagination. Now happiness will come to +us, for we know the dangers to avoid. + +LADY. The dangers, yes! It's lovely in this house. It seems as if these +rooms were full of invisible guests, who've come to welcome us. Kind +spirits, who'll bless us and our home. + +STRANGER. The candle flames are still, as if in prayer. The flowers are +pensive.... And yet! + +LADY. Hush! The summer night's outside, warm and dark. And stars hang +in the sky; large and tearful in the fir trees, like Christmas candles. +This is happiness. Hold it fast! + +STRANGER (still thinking). And yet! + +LADY. Hush! + +STRANGER (getting up). A poem's coming: I can hear it. It's for you. + +LADY. Don't tell it me. I can see it--in your eyes. + +STRANGER. For I read it in yours! Well, I couldn't repeat it, because it +has no words. Only scent, and colour. If I were to, I should destroy it. +What's unborn is always most beautiful. What's unwon, most dear! + +LADY. Quiet. Or, our guests will leave us. + +(They do not speak.) + +STRANGER. This _is_ happiness--but I can't grasp it. + +LADY. See it and breath it; for it can't be grasped. + +(They do not speak.) + +STRANGER. You're looking at your little room. + +LADY. It's as bright green as a summer meadow. There's someone in there. +Several people! + +STRANGER. Only my thoughts. + +LADY. Your good, your beautiful thoughts.... + +STRANGER. Given me by you. + +LADY. Had I anything to give you? + +STRANGER. You? Everything! But up to now my hands have not been free to +take it. Not clean enough to stroke your little heart.... + +LADY. Beloved! The time for reconciliation's coming. + +STRANGER. With mankind, and woman--through a woman? Yes, that time has +come; and blessed may you be amongst women. + +(The candles and lamps go out; it grows dark in the dining-room; but a +weak ray of light can be seen, coming from the brass standard lamp in +the LADY's room.) + +LADY. Why's it grown dark? Oh! + +STRANGER. Where are you, beloved? Give me your hand. I'm afraid! + +LADY. Here, dearest. + +STRANGER. The little hand, held out to me in the darkness, that's led me +over stones and thorns. That little, soft, dear hand! Lead me into the +light, into your bright, warm room; fresh green like hope. + +LADY (leading him towards the pale-green room). Are you afraid? + +STRANGER. You're a white dove, with whom the startled eagle finds +sanctuary, when heaven's thunder clouds grow black, for the dove has no +fear. She has not provoked the thunders of heaven! + +(They have reached the doorway leading to the other room, when the +curtain falls.) + +*** + +[The same room; but the table has been cleared. The LADY is sitting at +it, doing nothing. She seems bored. On the right, down stage, a window +is open. It is still. The STRANGER comes in, with a piece of paper in +his hand.] + +STRANGER. Now you shall hear it. + +LADY (acquiescing absent-mindedly). Finished already? + +STRANGER. Already? Do you mean that seriously? I've taken seven days to +write this little poem. (Silence.) Perhaps it'll bore you to hear it? + +LADY (drily). No. Certainly not. (The STRANGER sits down at the table +and looks at the LADY.) Why are you looking at me? + +STRANGER. I'd like to see your thoughts. + +LADY. But you've heard them. + +STRANGER. That's nothing; I want to see them! (Pause.) What one says is +mostly worthless. (Pause.) May I read them? No, I see I mayn't. You want +nothing more from me. (The LADY makes a gesture as if she were going to +speak.) Your face tells me enough. Now you've sucked me dry, eaten +me hollow, killed my ego, my personality. To that I answer: how, my +beloved? Have _I_ killed your ego, when I wanted to give you the whole +of mine; when I let you skim the cream off my bowl, that I'd filled with +all the experience of along life, with incursions into the deserts and +groves of knowledge and art? + +LADY. I don't deny it, but my ego wasn't my own. + +STRANGER. Not yours? Then what is? Something that belongs to others? + +LADY. Is yours something that belongs to others too? + +STRANGER. No. What I've experienced is my own, mine and no other's. What +I've read becomes mine, because I've broken it in two like glass, melted +it down, and from this substance blown new glass in novel forms. + +LADY. But I can never be yours. + +STRANGER. I've become yours. + +LADY. What have you got from me? + +STRANGER. How can you ask me that? + +LADY. All the same--I'm not sure that you think it, though I feel you +feel it--you wish me far away. + +STRANGER. I must be a certain distance from you, if I'm to see you. Now +you're within the focus, and your image is unclear. + +LADY. The nearer, the farther off! + +STRANGER. Yes. When we part, we long for one another; and when we meet +again, we long to part. + +LADY. Do you really think we love each other? + +STRANGER. Yes. Not like ordinary people, but unusual ones. We resemble +two drops of water, that fear to get close together, in case they should +cease to be two and become one. + +LADY. This time we knew the dangers and wanted to avoid them. But it +seems that they can't be avoided. + +STRANGER. Perhaps they weren't dangers, but rude necessities; laws +inscribed in the councils of the immortals. (Silence.) Your love always +seemed to have the effect of hate. When you made me happy, you envied +the happiness you'd given me. And when you saw I was unhappy, you loved +me. + +LADY. Do you want me to leave you? + +STRANGER. If you do, I shall die. + +LADY. And, if I stay, it's I who'll die. + +STRANGER. Then let's die together and live out our love in a higher +life; our love, that doesn't seem to be of this world. Let's live it out +in another planet, where there's no nearness and no distance, where two +are one; where number, time and space are no longer what they are in +this. + +LADY. I'd like to die, yet I don't want to. I think I must be dead +already. + +STRANGER. The air up here's too strong. + +LADY. You can't love me if you speak like that. + +STRANGER. To be frank, there are moments when you don't exist for me. +But in others I feel your hatred like suffocating smoke. + +LADY. And I feel my heart creeping from my breast, when you are angry +with me. + +STRANGER. Then we must hate one other. + +LADY. And love one another too. + +STRANGER. And hate because we love. We hate each other, because we're +bound together. We hate the bond, we hate our love; we hate what is most +loveable, what is the bitterest, the best this life can offer. We've +come to an end! + +LADY. Yes. + +STRANGER. What a joke life is, if you take it seriously. And how +serious, if you take it as a joke! You wanted to lead me by the hand +towards the light; your easier fate was to make mine easier too. I +wanted to raise you above the bogs and quicksands; but you longed for +the lower regions, and wanted to convince me they were the upper ones. I +ask myself if it's possible that you took what was wicked from me, when +I was freed from it; and that what was good in you entered into me? If +I've made you wicked I ask your pardon, and I kiss your little hand, +that caressed and scratched me... the little hand that led me into the +darkness... and on the long journey to Damascus.... + +LADY. To a parting? (Silence.) Yes, a parting! + +(The LADY goes on her way. The STRANGER falls on to a chair by the +table. The TEMPTER puts his head in at the window, and rests himself on +his elbows whilst he smokes a cigarette.) + +TEMPTER. Ah, yes! C'est l'amour! The most mysterious of all mysteries, +the most inexplicable of all that can't be explained, the most +precarious of all that's insecure. + +STRANGER. So you're here? + +TEMPTER. I'm always everywhere, where it smells of quarrels. And in love +affairs there are always quarrels. + +STRANGER. Always? + +TEMPTER. Always! I was invited to a silver wedding yesterday. +Twenty-five years are no trifle--and for twenty-five years they'd been +quarrelling. The whole love affair had been one long shindy, with +many little ones in between! And yet they loved one another, and were +grateful for all the good that had come to them; the evil was forgotten, +wiped out--for a moment's happiness is worth ten days of blows and +pinpricks. Oh yes! Those who won't accept evil never get anything good. +The rind's very bitter, though the kernel's sweet. + +STRANGER. But very small. + +TEMPTER. It may be small, but it's good! (Pause.) Tell me, why did your +madonna go her way? No answer; because he doesn't know! Now we'll have +to let the hotel again. Here's a board. I'll hang it out at once. 'To +Let.' One comes, another goes! C'est la vie, quoi? Rooms for Travellers! + +STRANGER. Have you ever been married? + +TEMPTER. Oh yes. Of course. + +STRANGER. Then why did you part? + +TEMPTER. Chiefly--perhaps it's a peculiarity of mine--chiefly +because--well, you know, a man marries to get a home, to get into a +home; and a woman to get out of one. She wanted to get out, and I wanted +to get in! I was so made that I couldn't take her into company, because +I felt as if she were soiled by men's glances. And in company, my +splendid, wonderful wife turned into a little grimacing monkey I +couldn't bear the sight of. So I stayed at home; and then, she stayed +away. And when I met her again, she'd changed into someone else. She, +my pure white notepaper, was scribbled all over; her clear and lovely +features changed in imitation of the satyr-like looks of strange men. +I could see miniature photographs of bull-fighters and guardsmen in her +eyes, and hear the strange accents of strange men in her voice. On our +grand piano, on which only the harmonies of the great masters used to be +heard, she now played the cabaret songs of strange men; and on our table +there lay nothing but the favourite reading of strange men. In a +word, my whole existence was on the way to becoming an intellectual +concubinage with strange men--and that was contrary to my nature, which +has always longed for women! And--I need hardly say this--the tastes of +these strange men were always the reverse of mine. She developed a real +genius for discovering things I detested! That's what she called 'saving +her personality.' Can you understand that? + +STRANGER. I can; but I won't attempt to explain it. + +TEMPTER. Yet this woman maintained she loved me, and that I didn't love +her. But I loved her so much I didn't want to speak to any other human +being; because I feared to be untrue to her if I found pleasure in +the company of others, even if they were men. I'd married for feminine +society; and in order to enjoy it I'd left my friends. I'd married in +order to find company, but what I got was complete solitude! And I was +supporting house and home, in order to provide strange men with feminine +companionship. _C'est l'amour_, my friend! + +STRANGER. You should never talk about your wife. + +TEMPTER. No! For if you speak well of her, people will laugh; and if you +speak ill, all their sympathy will go out to her; and if, in the first +instance, you ask why they laugh, you get no answer. + +STRANGER. No. You can never find out who you've married. Never get hold +of her--it seems she's no one. Tell me--what is woman? + +TEMPTER. I don't know! Perhaps a larva or a chrysalis, out of whose +trance-like life a man one day will be created. She seems a child, but +isn't one; she is a sort of child, and yet not like one. Drags downward, +when the man pulls up. Drags upward, when the man pulls down. + +STRANGER. She always wants to disagree with her husband; always has a +lot of sympathy for what he dislikes; is crudest beneath the greatest +superficial refinement; the wickedest amongst the best. And yet, +whenever I've been in love, I've always grown more sensitive to the +refinements of civilisation. + +TEMPTER. You, I dare say. What about her? + +STRANGER. Oh, whilst our love was growing _she_ was always developing +backwards. And getting cruder and more wicked. + +TEMPTER. Can you explain that? + +STRANGER. No. But once, when I was trying to find the solution to the +riddle by disagreeing with myself, I took it that she absorbed my evil +and I her good. + +TEMPTER. Do you think woman's particularly false? + +STRANGER. Yes and no. She seeks to hide her weakness but that only means +that she's ambitious and has a sense of shame. Only whores are honest, +and therefore cynical. + +TEMPTER. Tell me some more about her that's good. + +STRANGER. I once had a woman friend. She soon noticed that when I drank +I looked uglier than usual; so she begged me not to. I remember one +night we'd been talking in a café for many hours. When it was nearly ten +o'clock, she begged me to go home and not to drink any more. We parted, +after we'd said goodnight. A few days later I heard she'd left me only +to go to a large party, where she drank till morning. Well, I said, as +in those days I looked for all that was good in women, she meant well by +me, but had to pollute herself for business reasons. + +TEMPTER. That's well thought out; and, as a view, can be defended. She +wanted to make you better than herself, higher and purer, so that she +could look up to you! But you can find an equally good explanation for +that. A wife's always angry and out of humour with her husband; and the +husband's always kind and grateful to his wife. He does all he can to +make things easy for her, and she does all she can to torture him. + +STRANGER. That's not true. Of course it may sometimes appear to be so. +I once had a woman friend who shifted all the defects that she had on to +me. For instance, she was very much in love with herself, and therefore +called me the most egoistical of men. She drank, and called me a +drunkard; she rarely changed her linen and said I was dirty; she +was jealous, even of my men friends, and called me Othello. She was +masterful and called me Nero. Niggardly and called me Harpagon. + +TEMPTER. Why didn't you answer her? + +STRANGER. You know why very well! If I'd made clear to her what she +really was, I'd have lost her favour that moment--and it was precisely +her favour I wanted to keep. + +TEMPTER. _A tout prix_! Yes, that's the source of degradation! You grow +accustomed to holding your tongue, and at last find yourself caught in a +tissue of falsehoods. + +STRANGER. Wait! Don't you agree that married people so mix their +personalities that they can no longer distinguish between meum and tuum, +no longer remain separate from one another, or cannot tell their own +weaknesses from those of the other. My jealous friend, who called me +Othello, took me for herself, identified me with herself. + +TEMPTER. That sounds conceivable. + +STRANGER. You see! You can often explain most if you don't ask who's +to blame. For when married people begin to differ, it's like a realm +divided against itself, and that's the worst kind of disharmony. + +TEMPTER. There are moments when I think a woman cannot love a man. + +STRANGER. Perhaps not. To love is an active verb and woman's a passive +noun. He loves and she is loved; he asks questions and she merely +answers. + +TEMPTER. Then what is woman's love? + +STRANGER. The man's. + +TEMPTER. Well said. And therefore when the man ceases to love her, she +severs herself from him! + +STRANGER. And then? + +TEMPTER. 'Sh! Someone's coming. Perhaps to take the house! + +STRANGER. A woman or a man? + +TEMPTER. A woman! And a man. But he's waiting outside. Now he's turned +and is going into the wood. Interesting! + +STRANGER. Who is it? + +TEMPTER. You can see for yourself. + +STRANGER (looking out of the window). It's she! My first wife! My first +love! + +TEMPTER. It seems she's left her second husband recently... and arrived +here with number three; who, if one can judge by certain movements of +his back and calves, is escaping from a stormy scene. Oh, well! But she +didn't notice his spiteful intentions. Very interesting! I'll go out and +listen. + +(He disappears. The WOMAN knocks.) + +STRANGER. Come in! + +(The WOMAN comes in. There is a silence.) + +WOMAN (excitedly). I only came here because the house was to let. + +STRANGER. Oh! + +WOMAN (slowly). Had I known who wanted to let it, I shouldn't have come. + +STRANGER. What does it matter? + +WOMAN. May I sit down a moment? I'm tired. + +STRANGER. Please do. (They sit down at the table opposite one another, +in the seats occupied by the STRANGER and the LADY in the first scene.) +It's a long time since we've sat facing one another like this. + +WOMAN. With flowers and lights on the table. One night... + +STRANGER. When I was dressed as a bridegroom and you as a bride... + +WOMAN. And the candle flames were still as in prayer and the flowers +pensive.... + +STRANGER. Is your husband outside? + +WOMAN. No. + +STRANGER. You're still seeking... what doesn't exist? + +WOMAN. Doesn't it? + +STRANGER. No. I always told you so, but you wouldn't believe me; you +wanted to find out for yourself. Have you found out now? + +WOMAN. Not yet. + +STRANGER. Why did you leave your husband? (The WOMAN doesn't reply.) Did +he beat you? + +WOMAN. Yes. + +STRANGER. How did he come to forget himself so far? + +WOMAN. He was angry. + +STRANGER. What about? + +WOMAN. Nothing. + +STRANGER. Why was he angry about nothing? + +WOMAN (rising). No, thank you! I won't sit here and be picked to pieces. +Where's your wife? + +STRANGER. She left me just now. + +WOMAN. Why? + +STRANGER. Why did you leave me? + +WOMAN. I felt you wanted to leave me; so, not to be deserted, I went +myself. + +STRANGER. I dare say that's true. But how could you read my thoughts? + +WOMAN (sitting down again). What? We didn't need to speak in order to +know one another's thoughts. + +STRANGER. We made a mistake when we were living together, because we +accused each other of wicked thoughts before they'd become actions; and +lived in mental reservations instead of realities. For instance, I +once noticed how you enjoyed the defiling gaze of a strange man, and I +accused you of unfaithfulness. + +WOMAN. You were wrong to do so, and right. Because my thoughts were +sinful. + +STRANGER. Don't you think my habit of 'anticipating you' prevented your +bad designs from being put in practice? + +WOMAN. Let me think! Yes, perhaps it did. But I was annoyed to find a +spy always at my side, watching my inmost self, that was my own. + +STRANGER. But it wasn't your own: it was ours! + +WOMAN. Yes, but I held it to be mine, and believed you'd no right +to force your way in. When you did so I hated you; I said you were +abnormally suspicious out of self-defence. Now I can admit that your +suspicions were never wrong; that they were, in fact, the purest wisdom. + +STRANGER. Oh! Do you know that, at night, when we'd said good-night as +friends and gone to sleep, I used to wake and feel your hatred poisoning +me; and think of getting out of bed so as not to be suffocated. One +night I woke and felt a pressure on the top of my head. I saw you were +awake and had put your hand close to my mouth. I thought you were making +me inhale poison from a phial; and, to make sure, I seized your hand. + +WOMAN. I remember. + +STRANGER. What did you do then? + +WOMAN. Nothing. Only hated you. + +STRANGER. Why? + +WOMAN. Because you were my husband. Because I ate your bread. + +STRANGER. Do you think it's always the same? + +WOMAN. I don't know. I suspect it is. + +STRANGER. But sometimes you've even despised me? + +WOMAN. Yes, when you were ridiculous. A man in love is always +ridiculous. Do you know what a cox-comb is? That's what a lover's like. + +STRANGER. But if any man who loves you is ridiculous, how can you +respond to his love? + +WOMAN. We don't! We submit to it, and search for another man who doesn't +love us. + +STRANGER. But if he, in turn, begins to love you, do you look for a +third? + +WOMAN. Perhaps it's like that. + +STRANGER. Very strange. (There is a silence.) I remember you were always +dreaming of someone you called your Toreador, which I translated by +'horse butcher.' You eventually got him, but he gave you no children, +and no bread; only beatings! A toreador's always fighting. (Silence.) +Once I let myself be tempted into trying to compete with the toreador. +I started to bicycle and fence and do other things of the kind. But you +only began to detest me for it. That means that the husband mayn't do +what the lover may. Later you had a passion for page boys. One of them +used to sit on the Brussels carpet and read you bad verses.... My good +ones were of no use to you. Did you get your page boy? + +WOMAN. Yes. But his verses weren't bad, really. + +STRANGER. Oh yes, they were, my dear. I know him! He stole my rhythms +and set them for the barrel organ. + +WOMAN (rising and going to the door.) You should be ashamed of yourself. + +(The TEMPTER conies in, holding a letter in his hand.) + +TEMPTER. Here's a letter. It's for you. (The WOMAN takes it, reads it +and falls into a chair.) A farewell note! Oh, well! All beginnings +are hard--in love affairs. And those who lack the patience to surmount +initial difficulties--lose the golden fruit. Pages are always impatient. +Unknown youth, have you had enough? + +STRANGER (rising and picking up his hat). My poor Anna! + +WOMAN. Don't leave me. + +STRANGER. I must. + +WOMAN. Don't go. You were the best of them all. + +TEMPTER. Do you want to begin again from the beginning? That would be +a sure way to make an end of this. For if lovers only find one another, +they lose one another! What is love? Say something witty, each one of +you, before we part. + +WOMAN. I don't know what it is. The highest and the loveliest of things, +that has to sink to the lowest and the ugliest. + +STRANGER. A caricature of godly love. + +TEMPTER. An annual plant, that blossoms during the engagement, goes to +seed in marriage and then sinks to the earth to wither and die. + +WOMAN. The loveliest flowers have no seed. The rose is the flower of +love. + +STRANGER. And the lily that of innocence. That can form seeds, but only +opens her white cup to kisses. + +TEMPTER. And propagates her kind with buds, out of which fresh lilies +spring, like chaste Minerva who sprang fully armed from the head of +Zeus, and not from his royal loins. Oh yes, children, I've understood +much, but never this: what the beloved of my soul has to do with.... (He +hesitates.) + +STRANGER. Well, go on! + +TEMPTER. What all-powerful love, that is the marriage of souls, has to +do with the propagation of the species! + +STRANGER and WOMAN. Now he's come to the point! + +TEMPTER. I've never been able to understand how a kiss, that's an +unborn word, a soundless speech, a quiet language of the soul, can be +exchanged, by means of a hallowed procedure, for a surgical operation, +that always ends in tears and the chattering of teeth. I've never +understood how that holy night, the first in which two souls embrace +each other in love, can end in the shedding of blood, in quarrelling, +hate, mutual contempt--and lint! (He holds his mouth shut.) + +STRANGER. Suppose the story of the fall were true? In pain shalt thou +bring forth children. + +TEMPTER. In that case one could understand. + +WOMAN. Who is the man who says these things? + +TEMPTER. Only a wanderer on the quicksands of this life. (The WOMAN +rises.) So you're ready to go. Who will go first? + +STRANGER. I shall. + +TEMPTER. Where? + +STRANGER. Upwards. And you? + +TEMPTER. I shall stay down here, in between.... + +Curtain. + + + + +ACT IV + +SCENE I + +CHAPTER HOUSE OF THE MONASTERY + +[A Gothic chapter house. In the background arcades lead to the cloisters +and the courtyard of the monastery. In the middle of the courtyard there +is a well with a statue of the Virgin Mary, surrounded by long-stemmed +white roses. The walls of the chapter house are filled with built-in +choir stalls of oak. The PRIOR'S own stall is in the middle to the right +and rather higher than the rest. In the middle of the chapter house an +enormous crucifix. The sun is shining on the statue of the Virgin in +the courtyard. The STRANGER enters from the back. He is wearing a coarse +monkish cowl, with a rope round his waist and sandals on his feet. He +halts in the doorway and looks at the chapter house, then goes over to +the crucifix and stops in front of it. The last strophe of the choral +service can be heard from across the courtyard. The CONFESSOR enters +from the back; he is dressed in black and white; he has long hair and +along beard and a very small tonsure that can hardly be seen.] + +CONFESSOR. Peace be with you! + +STRANGER. And with you. + +CONFESSOR. How do you like this white house? + +STRANGER. I can only see blackness. + +CONFESSOR. You still are black; but you'll grow white, quite white! Did +you sleep well last night? + +STRANGER. Dreamlessly, like a tired child. But tell me: why do I find so +many locked doors? + +CONFESSOR. You'll gradually learn to open them. + +STRANGER. Is this a large building? + +CONFESSOR. Endless! It dates from the time of Charlemagne and has +continually grown through pious benefactions. Untouched by the spiritual +upheavals and changes of different epochs, it stands on its rocky height +as a monument of Western culture. That is to say: Christian faith wedded +to the knowledge of Hellas and Rome. + +STRANGER. So it's not merely a religious foundation? + +CONFESSOR. No. It embraces all the arts and sciences as well. There's +a library, museum, observatory and laboratory--as you'll see later. +Agriculture and horticulture are also studied here; and a hospital for +laymen, with its own sulphur springs, is attached to the monastery. + +STRANGER. One word more, before the chapter assembles. What kind of man +is the Prior? + +CONFESSOR (smiling). He is the Prior! Aloof, without peer, dwelling on +the summits of human knowledge, and... well, you'll see him soon. + +STRANGER. Is it true that he's so old? + +CONFESSOR. He's reached an unusual age. He was born at the beginning of +the century that's now nearing its end. + +STRANGER. Has he always been in the monastery? + +CONFESSOR. No. He's not always been a monk, though always a priest. Once +he was a minister, but that was seventy years ago. Twice curator of the +university. Archbishop.... 'Sh! Mass is over. + +STRANGER. I presume he's not the kind of unprejudiced priest who +pretends to have vices when he has none? + +CONFESSOR. Not at all. But he's seen life and mankind, and he's more +human than priestly. + +STRANGER. And the fathers? + +CONFESSOR. Wise men, with strange histories, and none of them alike. + +STRANGER. Who can never have known life as it's lived.... + +CONFESSOR. All have lived their lives, more than once; have suffered +shipwreck, started again, gone to pieces and risen once more. You must +wait. + +STRANGER. The Prior's sure to ask me questions. I don't think I can +agree to everything. + +CONFESSOR. On the contrary, you must show yourself as you are; and +defend your opinions to the last. + +STRANGER. Will contradiction be permitted here? + +CONFESSOR. Here? You're a child, who's lived in a childish world, where +you've played with thoughts and words. You've lived in the erroneous +belief that language, a material thing, can be a vehicle for anything +so subtle as thoughts and feelings. We've discovered that error, and +therefore speak as little as possible; for we are aware of, and can +divine, the innermost thoughts of our neighbour. We've so developed +our perceptive faculties by spiritual exercises that we are linked in +a single chain; and can detect a feeling of pleasure and harmony, +when there's complete accord. The Prior, who has trained himself most +rigorously, can feel if anyone's thoughts have strayed into wrong paths. +In some respects he's like--merely like, I say--a telephone engineer's +galvanometer, that shows when and where a current has been interrupted. +Therefore we can have no secrets from one another, and so do not need +the confessional. Think of all this when you confront the searching eye +of the Prior! + +STRANGER. Is there any intention of examining me? + +CONFESSOR. Oh no. There are merely a few questions to answer without any +deep meaning, before the practical examinations. Quiet! Here they are. + +(He goes to one side. The PRIOR enters from the back. He is dressed +entirely in white and he has pulled up his hood. He is a tall man with +long white hair and along white beard-his head is like that of Jupiter. +His face is pale, but full and without wrinkles. His eyes are large, +surrounded by shadows and his eyebrows strongly marked. A quiet, +majestic calm reigns over his whole personality. The PRIOR is followed +by twelve Fathers, dressed in black and white, with black hoods, also +pulled up. All bow to the crucifix and then go to their places.) + +PRIOR (after looking at the STRANGER for a moment.) What do you seek +here? (The STRANGER is confused and tries to find an answer, but cannot. +The PRIOR goes on, calmly, firmly, but indulgently.) Peace? Isn't that +so? (The STRANGER makes a sign of assent with head and mouth.) But if +the whole of life is a struggle, how can you find peace amongst the +living? (The STRANGER is not able to answer.) Do you want to turn your +back on life because you feel you've been injured, cheated? + +STRANGER (in a weak voice). Yes. + +PRIOR. So you've been defrauded, unjustly dealt with? And this injustice +began so early that you, an innocent child, couldn't imagine you'd +committed any crime that was worthy of punishment. Well, once you were +unjustly accused of stealing fruit; tormented into taking the offence +on yourself; tortured into telling lies about yourself and forced to beg +forgiveness for a fault you'd not committed. Wasn't it so? + +STRANGER (with certainty). Yes. It was. + +PRIOR. It was; and you've never been able to forget it. Never. Now +listen, you've a good memory; can you remember _The Swiss Family +Robinson_? + +STRANGER (shrinking). _The Swiss Family Robinson_? + +PRIOR. Yes. Those events that caused you such mental torture happened in +1857, but at Christmas 1856, that is the year before, you tore a copy +of that book and out of fear of punishment hid it under a chest in the +kitchen. (The STRANGER is taken aback.) The wardrobe was painted in oak +graining, and clothes hung in its upper part, whilst shoes stood below. +This wardrobe seemed enormously big to you, for you were a small child, +and you couldn't imagine it could ever be moved; but during spring +cleaning at Easter what was hidden was brought to light. Fear drove you +to put the blame on a schoolfellow. And now he had to endure torture, +because appearances were against him, for you were thought to be +trustworthy. After this the history of your sorrows comes as a logical +sequence. You accept this logic? + +STRANGER. Yes. Punish me! + +PRIOR. No. I don't punish; when I was a child I did--similar things. But +will you now promise to forget this history of your own sufferings for +all time and never to recount it again? + +STRANGER. I promise! If only he whom I took advantage of could forgive +me. + +PRIOR. He has already. Isn't that so, Pater Isidor? + +ISIDOR (who was the DOCTOR in the first part of 'The Road to Damascus,' +rising). With my whole heart! + +STRANGER. It's you! + +ISIDOR. Yes. I. + +PRIOR (to FATHER ISIDOR). Pater Isidor, say a word, just one. + +ISIDOR. It was in the year 1856 that I had to endure my torture. But +even in 1854 one of my brothers suffered in the same way, owing to a +false accusation on my part. (To the STRANGER.) So we're all guilty and +not one of us is without blemish; and I believe my victim had no clear +conscience either. (He sits down.) + +PRIOR. If we could only stop accusing one another and particularly +Eternal Justice! But we're born in guilt and all resemble Adam! (To the +STRANGER.) There was something you wanted to know, was there not? + +STRANGER. I wanted to know life's inmost meaning. + +PRIOR. The very innermost! So you wanted to learn what no man's +permitted to know. Pater Uriel! (PATER URIEL, who is blind, rises. The +PRIOR speaks to the STRANGER.) Look at this blind father! We call him +Uriel in remembrance of Uriel Acosta, whom perhaps you've heard of? (The +STRANGER makes a sign that he has not.) You haven't? All young people +should have heard of him. Uriel Acosta was a Portuguese of Jewish +descent, who, however, was brought up in the Christian faith. When he +was still fairly young he began to inquire--you understand--to inquire +if Christ were really God; with the result that he went over to the +Jewish faith. And then he began research into the Mosaic writings and +the immortality of the soul, with the result that the Rabbis handed him +over to the Christian priesthood for punishment. A long time after +he returned to the Jewish faith. But his thirst for knowledge knew +no bounds, and he continued his researches till he found he'd reached +absolute nullity; and in despair that he couldn't learn the final secret +he took his own life with a pistol shot. (Pause.) Now look at our good +father Uriel here. He, too, was once very young and anxious to know; he +always wanted to be in the forefront of every modern movement, and he +discovered new philosophies. I may add, by the way, that he's a friend +of my boyhood and almost as old as I. Now about 1820 he came upon the +so-called rational philosophy, that had already lain in its grave for +twenty years. With this system of thought, which was supposed to be a +master key, all locks were to be picked, all questions answered and all +opponents confuted--everything was clear and simple. In those days Uriel +was a strong opponent of all religions and in particular followed the +Mesmerists, as the hypnotisers of that age were called. In 1830 our +friend became a Hegelian, though, to be sure, rather late in the day. +Then he re-discovered God, a God who was immanent in nature and in man, +and found he was a little god himself. Now, as ill-luck would have it, +there were two Hegels, just as there were two Voltaires; and the later, +or more conservative Hegel, had developed his All-godhead till it had +become a compromise with the Christian view. And so Father Uriel, who +never wanted to be behind the times, became a rationalistic Christian, +who was given the thankless task of combating Rationalism and himself. +(Pause.) I'll shorten the whole sad history for Father Uriel's sake. In +1850 he again became a materialist and an enemy of Christianity. In +1870 he became a hypnotist, in 1880 a theosophist, and 1890 he wanted to +shoot himself! I met him just at that time. He was sitting on a bench in +Unter den Linden in Berlin, and he was blind. This Uriel was blind--and +Uriel means 'God is my Light'--who for a century had marched with the +torch of liberalism at the head of _every_ modern movement! (To the +STRANGER.) You see, he wanted to know, but he failed! And therefore he +now believes. Is there anything else you'd like to know? + +STRANGER. One thing only. + +PRIOR. Speak. + +STRANGER. If Father Uriel had held to his first faith in 1810, men would +have called him conservative or old-fashioned; but now, as he's followed +the developments of his time and has therefore discarded his youthful +faith, men will call him a renegade--that's to say: whatever he does +mankind will blame him. + +PRIOR. Do you heed what men say? Father Clemens, may I tell him how +you heeded what men said? (PATER CLEMENS rises and makes a gesture of +assent.) Father Clemens is our greatest figure painter. In the world +outside he's known by another name, a very famous one. Father Clemens +was a young man in 1830. He felt he had a talent for painting and +gave himself up to it with his whole soul. When he was twenty he was +exhibiting. The public, the critics, his teachers, and his parents +were all of the opinion that he'd made a mistake in the choice of his +profession. Young Clemens heeded what men were saying, so he laid down +his brush and turned bookseller. When he was fifty years of age, and had +his life behind him, the paintings of his early years were discovered by +some stranger; and were then recognised as masterpieces by the public, +the critics, his teachers and relations! But it was too late. And when +Father Clemens complained of the wickedness of the world, the world +answered with a heartless grin: 'Why did you let yourself be taken +in?' Father Clemens grieved so much at this, that he came to us. But he +doesn't grieve any longer now. Or do you, Father Clemens? + +CLEMENS. No! But that isn't the end of the story. The paintings I'd done +in 1830 were admired and hung in a museum till 1880. Taste then changed +very quickly, and one day an important newspaper announced that their +presence there was an outrage. So they were banished to the attic. + +PRIOR (to the STRANGER). That's a good story! + +CLEMENS. But it's still not finished. By 1890 taste had so changed again +that a professor of the History of Art wrote that it was a national +scandal that my works should be hanging in an attic. So the pictures +were brought down again, and, for the time being, are classical. But +for how long? From that you can see, young man, in what worldly fame +consists? Vanitas vanitatum vanitas! + +STRANGER. Then is life worth living? + +PRIOR. Ask Pater Melcher, who is experienced not only in the world of +deception and error, but also in that of lies and contradictions. Follow +him: he'll show you the picture gallery and tell you stories. + +STRANGER. I'll gladly follow anyone who can teach me something. + +(PATER MELCHER takes the STRANGER by the hand and leads him out of the +Chapter House.) + +Curtain. + + +SCENE II + +PICTURE GALLERY OF THE MONASTERY + +[Picture Gallery of the Monastery. There are mostly portraits of people +with two heads.] + +MELCHER. Well, first we have here a small landscape, by an unknown +master, called 'The Two Towers.' Perhaps you've been in Switzerland and +know the originals. + +STRANGER. I've been in Switzerland! + +MELCHER. Exactly. Then near the station of Amsteg on the Gotthard +railway you've seen a tower, called Zwing-Uri, sung of by Schiller +in his _Wilhelm Tell_. It stands there as a monument to the cruel +oppression which the inhabitants of Uri suffered at the hands of +the German Emperors. Good! On the Italian side of the Gotthard lies +Bellinzona, as you know. There are many towers to be seen there, but the +most curious is called Castel d'Uri. That's the monument recalling the +cruel oppression which the Italian cantons suffered at the hands of the +inhabitants of Uri! Now do you understand? + +STRANGER. So freedom means: freedom to oppress others. That's new to me. + +MELCHER. Then let's go on without further comment to the portrait +collection. Number one in the catalogue. Boccaccio, with two heads--all +our portraits have at least two heads. His story's well known. The great +man began his career by writing dissolute and godless tales, which +he dedicated to Queen Johanna of Naples, who'd seduced the son of St. +Brigitta. Boccaccio ended up as a saint in a monastery where he lectured +on Dante's Hell and the devils that, in his youth, he had thought to +drive out in a most original way. You'll notice now, how the two faces +are meeting each other's gaze! + +STRANGER. Yes. But all trace of humour's lacking; and humour's to be +expected in a man who knew himself as well as our friend Boccaccio did. + +MELCHER. Number two in the catalogue. Ah, yes; that's two-headed Doctor +Luther. The youthful champion of tolerance and the aged upholder of +intolerance. Have I said enough? + +STRANGER. Quite enough. + +MELCHER. Number three in the catalogue. The great Gustavus Adolphus +accepting Catholic funds from Cardinal Richelieu in order to fight for +Protestantism, whilst remaining neutral in the face of the Catholic +League. + +STRANGER. How do Protestants explain this threefold contradiction? + +MELCHER. They say it's not true. Number four in the catalogue. Schiller, +the author of The Robbers, who was offered the freedom of the City of +Paris by the leaders of the French Revolution in 1792; but who had been +made a State Councillor of Meiningen as early as 1790 and a royal Danish +Stipendiary in 1791. The scene depicts the State Councillor--and friend +of his Excellency Goethe--receiving the Diploma of Honour from the +leaders of the French Revolution as late as 1798. Think of it, the +diploma of the Reign of Terror in the year 1798, when the Revolution was +over and the country under the Directory! I'd have liked to have seen +the Councillor and his friend, His Excellency! But it didn't matter, +for two years later he repaid his nomination by writing the _Song of the +Bell_, in which he expressed his thanks and begged the revolutionaries +to keep quiet! Well, that's life. We're intelligent people and love _The +Robbers_ as much as _The Song of the Bell_; Schiller as much as Goethe! + +STRANGER. The work remains, the master perishes. + +MELCHER. Goethe, yes! Number five in the catalogue. He began with +Strassburg cathedral and _Götz von Berlichingen_, two hurrahs for gothic +Germanic art against that of Greece and Rome. Later he fought against +Germanism and for Classicism. Goethe against Goethe! There you see the +traditional Olympic calm, harmony, etc., in the greatest disharmony +with itself. But depression at this turns into uneasiness when the +young Romantic school appears and combats the Goethe of _Iphigenia_ with +theories drawn from Goethe's _Goetz_. That the 'great heathen' ends up +by converting Faust in the Second Part, and allowing him to be saved by +the Virgin Mary and the angels, is usually passed over in silence by his +admirers. Also the fact that a man of such clear vision should, towards +the end of his life, have found everything so 'strange,' and 'curious,' +even the simplest facts that he'd previously seen through. His last +wish was for 'more light'! Yes; but it doesn't matter. We're intelligent +people and love our Goethe just the same. + +STRANGER. And rightly. + +MELCHER. Number six in the catalogue. Voltaire! He has more than two +heads. The Godless One, who spent his whole life defending God. The +Mocker, who was mocked, because 'he believed in God like a child.' The +author of the cynical 'Candide,' who wrote: + + In my youth I sought the pleasures + Of the senses, but I learned + That their sweetness was illusion + Soon to bitterness it turned. + In old age I've come to see + Life is nought but vanity. + +Dr. Knowall, who thought he could grasp everything between Heaven and +Earth by means of reason and science, sings like this, when he comes to +the end of his life: + + I had thought to find in knowledge + Light to guide me on my way; + Yet I still must walk in darkness + All that's known must soon decay. + Ignorance, I turn to thee! + Knowledge is but vanity. + +But that's no matter! Voltaire can be put to many uses. The Jews use +him against the Christians, and the Christians use him against the Jews, +because he was an anti-Semite, like Luther. Chateaubriand used him +to defend Catholicism, and Protestants use him even to-day to attack +Catholicism. He was a fine fellow! + +STRANGER. Then what's your view? + +MELCHER. We have no views here; we've faith, as I've told you already. +And that's why we've only one head--placed exactly above the heart. +(Pause.) In the meantime let's look at number seven in the catalogue. +Ah, Napoleon! The creation of the Revolution itself! The Emperor of the +People, the Nero of Freedom, the suppressor of Equality and the 'big +brother' of Fraternity. He's the most cunning of all the two-headed, for +he could laugh at himself, raise himself above his own contradictions, +change his skin and his soul, and yet be quite explicable to himself in +every transformation--convinced, self-authorised. There's only one other +man who can be compared with him in this; Kierkegaard the Dane. From +the beginning he was aware of this parthenogenesis of the soul, whose +capacity to multiply by taking cuttings was equivalent to bringing forth +young in this life without conception. And for that reason, and so as +not to become life's fool, he wrote under a number of pseudonyms, of +which each one constituted a 'stage on his life's way.' But did you +realise this? The Lord of life, in spite of all these precautions, made +a fool of him after all. Kierkegaard, who fought all his life against +the priesthood and the professional preachers of the State Church, +was eventually forced of necessity to become a professional preacher +himself! Oh yes! Such things do happen. + +STRANGER. The Powers That Be play tricks.... + +MELCHER. The Powers play tricks on tricksters, and delude the arrogant, +particularly those who alone believe they possess truth and knowledge! +Number eight in the catalogue. Victor Hugo. He split himself into +countless parts. He was a peer of France, a Grandee of Spain, a friend +of Kings, and the socialist author of _Les Misérables_. The peers +naturally called him a renegade, and the socialists a reformer. Number +nine. Count Friedrich Leopold von Stollberg. He wrote a fanatical book +for the Protestants, and then suddenly became a Catholic! Inexplicable +in a sensible man. A miracle, eh? A little journey to Damascus, +perhaps? Number ten. Lafayette. The heroic upholder of freedom, +the revolutionary, who was forced to leave France as a suspected +reactionary, because he wanted to help Louis XVI; and then was captured +by the Austrians and carried off to Olmütz as a revolutionary! What was +he in reality? + +STRANGER. Both! + +MELCHER. Yes, both. He had the two halves that made a whole--a whole +man. Number eleven. Bismarck. A paradox. The honest diplomat, who +maintained he'd discovered that to tell the truth was the greatest of +ruses. And so was compelled--by the Powers, I suppose?--to spend the +last six years of his life unmasking himself as a conscious liar. You're +tired. Then we'll stop now. + +STRANGER. Yes, if one clings to the same ideas all one's life, and holds +the same opinions, one grows old according to nature's laws, and gets +called conservative, old-fashioned, out of date. But if one goes on +developing, keeping pace with one's own age, renewing oneself with the +perennially youthful impulses of contemporary thought, one's called a +waverer and a renegade. + +MELCHER. That's as old as the world! But does an intelligent, man heed +what he's called? One is, what one's becoming. + +STRANGER. But who revises the periodically changing views of +contemporary opinion? + +MELCHER. You ought to answer that yourself, and indeed in this way. It +is the Powers themselves who promulgate contemporary opinion, as they +develop in _apparent_ circles. Hegel, the philosopher of the present, +himself dimorphous, for both a 'left'-minded and a 'right'-minded Hegel +can always be quoted, has best explained the contradictions of life, +of history and of the spirit, with his own magic formula. Thesis: +affirmation; Antithesis: negation; Synthesis: comprehension! Young +man, or rather, comparatively young man! You began life by accepting +everything, then went on to denying everything on principle. Now end +your life by comprehending everything. Be exclusive no longer. Do +not say: either--or, but: not only--but also! In a word, or two words +rather, Humanity and Resignation! + +Curtain. + + +SCENE III + +CHAPEL OF THE MONASTERY + +[Choir of the Monastery Chapel. An open coffin with a bier cloth and two +burning candles. The CONFESSOR leads in the STRANGER by the hand. The +STRANGER is dressed in the white shirt of the novice.] + +CONFESSOR. Have you carefully considered the step you wish to take? + +STRANGER. Very carefully. + +CONFESSOR. Have you no more questions? + +STRANGER. Questions? No. + +CONFESSOR. Then stay here, whilst I fetch the Chapter and the Fathers +and Brothers, so that the solemn act may begin. + +STRANGER. Yes. Let it come to pass. + +(The CONFESSOR goes out. The STRANGER, left alone, is sunk in thought.) + +TEMPTER (coming forward). Are you ready? + +STRANGER. So ready, that I've no answer left for you. + +TEMPTER. On the brink of the grave, I understand! You'll have to lie in +your coffin and appear to die; the old Adam will be covered with three +shovelfuls of earth, and a De Profundis will be sung. Then you'll rise +again from the dead, having laid aside your old name, and be baptized +once more like a new-born child! What will you be called? (The STRANGER +does not reply.) It is written: Johannes, brother Johannes, because he +preached in the wilderness and... + +STRANGER. Do not trouble me. + +TEMPTER. Speak to me a little, before you depart into the long silence. +For you'll not be allowed to speak for a whole year. + +STRANGER. All the better. Speaking at last becomes a vice, like +drinking. And why speak, if words do not cloak thoughts? + +TEMPTER. _You_ at the graveside.... Was life so bitter? + +STRANGER. Yes. My life was. + +TEMPTER. Did you never know one pleasure? + +STRANGER. Yes, many pleasures; but they were very brief and seemed only +to exist in order to make the pain of their loss the sharper. + +TEMPTER. Can't it be put the other way round: that pain exists in order +to make joy more keen? + +STRANGER. It can be put in any way. + +(A woman enters with a child to be baptized.) + +TEMPTER. Look! A little mortal, who's to be consecrated to suffering. + +STRANGER. Poor child! + +TEMPTER. A human history, that's about to begin. (A bridal couple cross +the stage.) And there--what's loveliest, and most bitter. Adam and Eve +in Paradise, that in a week will be a Hell, and in a fortnight Paradise +again. + +STRANGER. What is loveliest, brightest! The first, the only, the last +that ever gave life meaning! I, too, once sat in the sunlight on a +verandah, in the spring beneath the first tree to show new green, and a +small crown crowned a head, and a white veil lay like thin morning mist +over a face... that was not that of a human being. Then came darkness! + +TEMPTER. Whence? + +STRANGER. From the light itself. I know no more. + +TEMPTER. It could only have been a shadow, for light is needed to throw +shadows; but for darkness no light is needed. + +STRANGER. Stop! Or we'll never come to an end. + +(The CONFESSOR and the CHAPTER appear in procession.) + +TEMPTER (disappearing). Farewell! + +CONFESSOR (advancing with a large black bier-cloth). Lord! Grant him +eternal peace! + +CHOIR. May he be illumined with perpetual light! + +CONFESSOR (wrapping the STRANGER to the bier-cloth). May he rest in +peace! + +CHOIR. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Road to Damascus + A Trilogy + +Author: August Strindberg + +Commentator: Gunnar Ollén + +Translator: Esther Johanson and Graham Rawson + +Release Date: September, 2005 [EBook #8875] +Last Updated: January 25, 2013 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE ROAD TO DAMASCUS *** + + + + +Produced by Nicole Apostola, and David Widger + + + + + + +</pre> + <p> + <br /><br /> + </p> + <h1> + THE ROAD TO DAMASCUS + </h1> + <h3> + A TRILOGY + </h3> + <p> + <br /><br /> + </p> + <h2> + By August Strindberg + </h2> + <p> + <br /><br /> + </p> + <h3> + English Version By Graham Rawson + </h3> + <h3> + With An Introduction By Gunnar Ollén + </h3> + <p> + <br /> <br /> + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + <br /> <br /> + </p> + <h2> + Contents + </h2> + <table summary="" style="margin-right: auto; margin-left: auto"> + <tr> + <td> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2H_INTR"> INTRODUCTION </a> + </p> + <br /> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2H_4_0002"> <b>THE ROAD TO DAMASCUS</b> </a> + </p> + <br /> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2H_PART"> <b>PART I.</b> </a> + </p> + <br /> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2H_PART2"> <b>PART II</b> </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2H_4_0005"> ACT I </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2H_4_0006"> ACT II </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2H_4_0007"> ACT III </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2H_4_0008"> ACT IV </a> + </p> + <br /> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2H_PART3"> <b>PART III.</b> </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2H_4_0010"> ACT I </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2H_4_0011"> ACT II </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2H_4_0012"> ACT III </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2H_4_0013"> ACT IV </a> + </p> + </td> + </tr> + </table> + <p> + <br /> <br /> + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + <br /> <br /> <a name="link2H_INTR" id="link2H_INTR"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <h2> + INTRODUCTION + </h2> + <p> + Strindberg's great trilogy <i>The Road to Damascus</i> presents many + mysteries to the uninitiated. Its peculiar changes of mood, its gallery of + half unreal characters, its bizarre episodes combine to make it a + bewilderingly rich but rather 'difficult' work. It cannot be recommended + to the lover of light drama or the seeker of momentary distraction. <i>The + Road to Damascus</i> does not deal with the superficial strata of human + life, but probes into those depths where the problems of God, and death, + and eternity become terrifying realities. + </p> + <p> + Many authors have, of course, dealt with the profoundest problems of + humanity without, on that account, having been able to evoke our interest. + There may have been too much philosophy and too little art in the + presentation of the subject, too little reality and too much soaring into + the heights. That is not so with Strindberg's drama. It is a trenchant + settling of accounts between a complex and fascinating individual—the + author—and his past, and the realistic scenes have often been + transplanted in detail from his own changeful life. + </p> + <p> + In order fully to understand <i>The Road to Damascus</i> it is therefore + essential to know at least the most important features of that background + of real life, out of which the drama has grown. + </p> + <p> + Parts I and II of the trilogy were written in 1898, while Part III was + added somewhat later, in the years 1900-1901. In 1898 Strindberg had only + half emerged from what was by far the severest of the many crises through + which in his troubled life he had to pass. He had overcome the worst + period of terror, which had brought him dangerously near the borders of + sanity, and he felt as if he could again open his eyes and breathe freely. + He was not free from that nervous pressure under which he had been + working, but the worst of the inner tension had relaxed and he felt the + need of taking a survey of what had happened, of summarising and trying to + fathom what could have been underlying his apparently unaccountable + experiences. The literary outcome of this settling of accounts with the + past was <i>The Road to Damascus</i>. + </p> + <p> + <i>The Road to Damascus</i> might be termed a marriage drama, a mystery + drama, or a drama of penance and conversion, according as preponderance is + given to one or other of its characteristics. The question then arises: + what was it in the drama which was of deepest significance to the author + himself? The answer is to be found in the title, with its allusion to the + narrative in the Acts of the Apostles of the journey of Saul, the + persecutor, the scoffer, who, on his way to Damascus, had an awe-inspiring + vision, which converted Saul, the hater of Christ, into Paul, the apostle + of the Gentiles. Strindberg's drama describes the progress of the author + right up to his conversion, shows how stage by stage he relinquishes + worldly things, scientific renown, and above all woman, and finally, when + nothing more binds him to this world, takes the vows of a monk and enters + a monastery where no dogmas or theology, but only broadminded humanity and + resignation hold sway. What, however, in an inner sense, distinguishes + Strindberg's drama from the Bible narrative is that the conversion itself—although + what leads up to it is convincingly described, both logically and + psychologically—does not bear the character of a final and + irrevocable decision, but on the contrary is depicted with a certain + hesitancy and uncertainty. THE STRANGER'S entry into the monastery + consequently gives the impression of being a piece of logical + construction; the author's heart is not wholly in it. From Strindberg's + later works it also becomes evident that his severe crisis had undoubtedly + led to a complete reformation in that it definitely caused him to turn + from worldly things, of which indeed he had tasted to the full, towards + matters divine. But this did not mean that then and there he accepted some + specific religion, whether Christian or other. One would undoubtedly come + nearest to the author's own interpretation in this respect by + characterising <i>The Road to Damascus</i> not as a drama of conversion, + but as a drama of struggle, the story of a restless, arduous pilgrimage + through the chimeras of the world towards the border beyond which eternity + stretches in solemn peace, symbolised in the drama by a mountain, the + peaks of which reach high above the clouds. + </p> + <p> + In this final settling of accounts one subject is of dominating + importance, recurring again and again throughout the trilogy; it is that + of woman. Strindberg him, of course, become famous as a writer about + women; he has ruthlessly described the hatreds of love, the hell that + marriage can be, he is the creator of <i>Le Plaidoyer d'un Fou</i> and <i>The + Dance of Death</i>, he had three divorces, yet was just as much a + worshipper of woman—and at the same time a diabolical hater of her + seducing qualities under which he suffered defeat after defeat. Each time + he fell in love afresh he would compare himself to Hercules, the Titan, + whose strength was vanquished by Queen Omphale, who clothed herself in his + lion's skin, while he had to sit at the spinning wheel dressed in women's + clothes. It can be readily understood that to a man of Strindberg's + self-conceit the problem of his relations with women must become a vital + issue on the solution of which the whole Damascus pilgrimage depended. + </p> + <p> + In 1898, when Parts I and II of the trilogy were written, Strindberg had + been married twice; both marriages had ended unhappily. In the year 1901, + when the wedding scenes of Part III were written, Strindberg had recently + experienced the rapture of a new love which, however, was soon to be + clouded. It must not be forgotten that in his entire emotional life + Strindberg was an artist and as such a man of impulse, with the + spontaneity and naivity and intensity of a child. For him love had nothing + to do with respectability and worldly calculations; he liked to think of + it as a thunderbolt striking mortals with a destructive force like the + lightning hurled by the almighty Zeus. It is easy to understand that a man + of such temperament would not be particularly suited for married life, + where self-sacrifice and strong-minded patience may be severely tested. In + addition his three wives were themselves artists, one an authoress, the + other two actresses, all of them pronounced characters, endowed with a + degree of will and self-assertion, which, although it could not be matched + against Strindberg's, yet would have been capable of producing friction + with rather more pliant natures than that of the Swedish dramatist. + </p> + <p> + In the trilogy Strindberg's first wife, Siri von Essen, his marriage to + whom was happiest and lasted longest (1877-1891), and more especially his + second wife, the Austrian authoress Frida Uhl (married to him 1893-1897) + have supplied the subject matter for his picture of THE LADY. In the happy + marriage scenes of Part III we recognise reminiscences from the wedding of + Strindberg, then fifty-two, and the twenty-three-year-old actress Harriet + Bosse, whose marriage to him lasted from 1901 until 1904. + </p> + <p> + The character of THE LADY in Parts I and II is chiefly drawn from + recollections—fairly recent when the drama was written—of + Frida Uhl and his life with her. From the very beginning her marriage to + Strindberg had been most troublous. In the autumn of 1892 Strindberg moved + from the Stockholm skerries to Berlin, where he lived a rather hectic + Bohemian life among the artists collecting in the little tavern 'Zum + Schwarzen Ferkel.' He made the acquaintance of Frida Uhl in the beginning + of the year 1893, and after a good many difficulties was able to arrange + for a marriage on the 2nd May on Heligoland Island, where English marriage + laws, less rigorous than the German, applied. Strindberg's nervous + temperament would not tolerate a quiet and peaceful honeymoon; quite soon + the couple departed to Gravesend via Hamburg. Strindberg was too restless + to stay there and moved on to London. There he left his wife to try to + negotiate for the production of his plays, and journeyed alone to Sellin, + on the island of Rügen, after having first been compelled to stop in + Hamburg owing to lack of money. Strindberg stayed on Rügen during the + month of July, and then left for the home of his parents-in-law at + Mondsee, near Salzburg in Austria, where he was to meet his wife. But when + she was delayed a few days on the journey from London, Strindberg + impatiently departed for Berlin, where Frida Uhl followed shortly after. + About the same time an action was brought for the suppression of the + German version of <i>Le Plaidoyer d'un Fou</i> as being immoral. This book + gives an undisguised, intensely personal picture of Strindberg's first + marriage, and was intended by him for publication only after his death as + a defence against accusations directed against him for his behaviour + towards Siri von Essen. Strindberg was acquitted after a time, but before + that his easily fired imagination had given him a thorough shake-up, which + could only hasten the crisis which seemed to be approaching. After a trip + to Brünn, where Strindberg wrote his scientific work <i>Antibarbarus</i>, + the couple arrived in November at the home of Frida Uhl's grandparents in + the little village of Dornach, by the Upper Danube; here the wanderings of + 1893 at last came to an end. For a few months comparative peace reigned in + the artists' little home, but the birth of a daughter, Kerstin, in May, + brought this tranquillity to a sudden end. Strindberg, who had lived in a + state of nervous depression since the 1880's, felt himself put on one side + by the child, and felt ill at ease in an environment of, as he put it in + the autobiographical <i>The Quarantine Master</i>, 'articles of food, + excrements, wet-nurses treated like milch-cows, cooks and decaying + vegetables.' He longed for cleanliness and peace, and in letters to an + artist friend he spoke of entering a monastery. He even thought of + founding one himself in the Ardennes and drew up detailed schemes for + rules, dress, and food. The longing to get away and common interests with + his Parisian friend (a musician named Leopold Littmansson) attracted + Strindberg to Paris, where he settled down in the beginning of the autumn + 1894. His wife joined him, but left again at the close of the autumn. In + reality Strindberg was at this time almost impossible to live with. + Persecution mania and hallucinations took possession of him and his morbid + suspicions knew no bounds. In spite of this he was half conscious that + there was something wrong with his mental faculties, and in the beginning + of 1895, assisted by the Swedish Minister, he went by his own consent to + the St. Louis Hospital in Paris. During his chemical experiments, in which + among other things he tried to produce gold, he had burnt his hands, so + that he had to seek medical attention on that account also. He wrote about + this in a letter: + </p> + <p> + 'I am going to hospital because I am ill, because my doctor has sent me + there, and because I need to be looked after like a child, because I am + ruined.... And it torments me and grieves me, my nervous system is rotten, + paralytic, hysterical....' + </p> + <p> + Never before had Strindberg lived in such distress as at this period, both + physically and mentally. With shattered nerves, sometimes over the verge + of insanity, without any means of existence other than what friends + managed to scrape together, separated from his second wife, who had opened + proceedings for divorce, far from his native land and without any + prospects for the future, he was brought to a profound religious crisis. + With almost incredible fortitude he succeeded in fighting his way through + this difficult period, with the remarkable result that the former + Bohemian, atheist, and scoffer was gradually able to emerge with the firm + assurance of a prophet, and even enter a new creative period, perhaps + mightier than before. One cannot help reflecting that a man capable of + overcoming a crisis of such a formidable character and of several years' + duration, as this one of Strindberg's had been, with reason intact and + even with increased creative power, in reality, in spite of his + hypersensitive nervous system, must have been an unusually strong man both + physically and mentally. + </p> + <p> + Upon trying to define more closely what actual relation the play has to + those events of Strindberg's restless life, of which we have given a rough + outline, we find that for the most part the author has undoubtedly made + use of his own experiences, but has adapted, combined and added to them + still more, so that the result is a mixture of real experience and + imagination, all moulded into a carefully worked out artistic form. + </p> + <p> + If to begin with, we dwell for a while on Part I it is evident that the + hurried wanderings of THE STRANGER and THE LADY between the street corner, + the room in the hotel, the sea and the Rose Room with the mother-in-law, + have their foundation—often in detail—in Strindberg's rovings + with Frida Uhl. I will give a few examples. In a book by Frida Uhl about + her marriage to the Swedish genius (splendid in parts but not very + reliable) she recalls that the month before her marriage she took rooms at + Neustädtische Kirchstrasse 1, in Berlin, facing a Gothic church in + Dorotheenstrasse, situated at the cross-roads between the post office in + Dorotheenstrasse and the café 'Zum Schwarzen Ferkel' in Wilhelmstrasse. + This Berlin environment appears to be almost exactly reproduced in the + introductory scene of Part I, where THE STRANGER and THE LADY meet outside + a little Gothic church with a post office and café adjoining. The happy + scenes by the sea are, of course, pleasant recollections from Heligoland, + and the many discussions about money matters in the midst of the honeymoon + are quite explicable when we know how the dramatist was continually + haunted by money troubles, even if occasionally he received a big fee, and + that this very financial insecurity was one of the chief reasons why Frida + Uhl's father opposed the marriage. Again, the country scenes which follow + in Part I, shift to the hilly country round the Danube, with their + Catholic Calvaries and expiation chapels, where Strindberg lived with his + parents-in-law in Mondsee and with his wife's grandparents in Dornach and + the neighbouring village Klam, with its mill, its smithy, and its gloomy + ravine. The Rose Room was the name he gave to the room in which he lived + during his stay with his mother-in-law and his daughter Kerstin in Klam in + the autumn of 1896, as he has himself related in one of his + autobiographical books <i>Inferno</i>. In this way we could go on, showing + how the localities which are to be met with in the drama often correspond + in detail to the places Strindberg had visited in the course of his + pilgrimage during the years 1893-1898. Space prevents us, however, from + entering on a more detailed analysis in this respect. + </p> + <p> + That THE STRANGER represents Strindberg's <i>alter ego</i> is evident in + many ways, even apart from the fact that THE STRANGER'S wanderings from + place to place, as we have already seen, bear a direct relation to those + of Strindberg himself. THE STRANGER is an author, like Strindberg; his + childhood of hate is Strindberg's own; other details—such as for + instance that THE STRANGER has refused to attend his father's funeral, + that the Parish Council has wanted to take his child away from him, that + on account of his writings he has suffered lawsuits, illness, poverty, + exile, divorce; that in the police description he is characterised as a + person without a permanent situation, with uncertain income; married, but + had deserted his wife and left his children; known as entertaining + subversive opinions on social questions (by <i>The Red Room</i>, <i>The + New Realm</i> and other works Strindberg became the great standard-bearer + of the Swedish Radicals in their campaign against conventionalism and + bureaucracy); that he gives the impression of not being in full possession + of his senses; that he is sought by his children's guardian because of + unpaid maintenance allowance—everything corresponds to the + experiences of the unfortunate Strindberg himself, with all his bitter + defeats in life and his triumphs in the world of letters. + </p> + <p> + Those scenes where THE STRANGER is uncertain whether the people he sees + before him are real or not—he catches hold of THE BEGGAR'S arm to + feel whether he is a real, live person—or those occasions when he + appears as a visionary or thought-reader—he describes the kitchen in + his wife's parental home without ever having seen it, and knows her + thoughts before she has expressed them—have their deep foundation in + Strindberg's mental make-up, especially as it was during the period of + tension in the middle of the 1890's, termed the Inferno period, because at + that time Strindberg thought that he lived in hell. Our most prominent + student of Strindberg, Professor Martin Lamm, wrote about this in his work + on Strindberg's dramas: + </p> + <p> + 'In order to understand the first part of <i>The Road to Damascus</i> we + must take into consideration that the author had not yet shaken off his + terrifying visions and persecutionary hallucinations. He can play with + them artistically, sometimes he feels tempted to make a joke of them, but + they still retain for him their "terrifying semi-reality." It is this + which makes the drama so bewildering, but at the same time so vigorous and + affecting. Later, when depicting dream states, he creates an artful blend + of reality and poetry. He produces more exquisite works of art, but he no + longer gives the same anguished impression of a soul striving to free + itself from the meshes of his <i>idées fixes</i>.' + </p> + <p> + With his hypersensitive nervous system Strindberg, like THE STRANGER, + really gives the impression of having been a visionary. For instance, his + author friend Albert Engström, has told how one evening during a stay far + out in the Stockholm skerries, far from all civilisation, Strindberg + suddenly had a feeling that his little daughter was ill, and wanted to + return to town at once. True enough, it turned out that the girl had + fallen ill just at the time when Strindberg had felt the warning. As + regards thought-reading, it appears that at the slightest change in + expression and often for no perceptible reason at all, Strindberg would + draw the most definite conclusions, as definite as from an uttered word or + an action. This we have to keep in mind, for instance, when judging + Strindberg's accusations against his wife in <i>Le Plaidoyer d'un Fou</i>, + the book which THE LADY in <i>The Road to Damascus</i> is tempted to read, + in spite of having been forbidden by THE STRANGER, with tragic results. In + Part III of the drama Strindberg lets THE STRANGER discuss this + thought-reading problem with his first wife. THE STRANGER says: + </p> + <p> + 'We made a mistake when we were living together, because we accused each + other of wicked thoughts before they'd become actions; and lived in mental + reservations instead of realities. For instance, I once noticed how you + enjoyed the defiling gaze of a strange man, and I accused you of + unfaithfulness'; + </p> + <p> + to which THE LADY, to Strindberg's satisfaction, has to reply: + </p> + <p> + 'You were wrong to do it, and right. Because my thoughts were sinful.' + </p> + <p> + As regards the other figures in the gallery of characters in Part I, we + have already shown THE LADY as the identical counterpart in all essentials + of Strindberg's second wife, Frida Uhl. Like the latter THE LADY is a + Catholic, has a grandfather, Dr. Cornelius Reisch—called THE OLD MAN + in the drama—whose passion is shooting; and a mother, Maria Uhl, + with a predilection for religious discourses in Strindberg's own style; + another detail, the fact that she was eighteen years old before she + crossed to the other shore to see what had shimmered dimly in the distant + haze, corresponds with Frida Uhl's statement that she had been confined in + a convent until she was eighteen and a half years old. On the other hand, + the chief female character of the drama does not correspond to her real + life counterpart in that she is supposed to have been married to a doctor + before eloping with THE STRANGER, Strindberg. Here reminiscences from + Strindberg's first marriage play a part. Siri von Essen, Strindberg's + first wife, was married to an officer, Baron Wrangel, and both the + Wrangels received Strindberg kindly in their home as a friend. Love + quickly flared up between Siri von Essen-Wrangel and Strindberg. She + obtained a divorce from her husband and married Strindberg. Baron von + Wrangel shortly afterwards married again, a cousin of Siri von Essen. + Knowing these matrimonial complications we understand how Strindberg must + have felt when, on the point of leaving for Heligoland to marry Frida Uhl, + he met his former wife's (Siri von Essen) first husband, Baron Wrangel, on + Lehrter Station in Berlin, and found that, like Strindberg himself, he was + on a lover's errand. Knowing all this we need not be surprised at the + extremely complicated matrimonial relations in <i>The Road to Damascus</i>, + where, for example, for the sake of THE STRANGER, THE DOCTOR obtains a + divorce from THE LADY in order to marry THE STRANGER'S first wife. In + addition to Baron Wrangel a doctor in the town of Ystad, in the south of + Sweden—Dr. Eliasson who attended Strindberg during his most + difficult period—has stood as a model for THE DOCTOR. We note in + particular that the description of the doctor's house enclosing a + courtyard on three sides, tallies with a type of building which is + characteristic of the south of Sweden. When THE DOCTOR ruthlessly explains + to THE STRANGER that the asylum, 'The Good Help,' was not a hospital but a + lunatic asylum, he expresses Strindberg's own misgivings that the St. + Louis Hospital, of which, as mentioned above, Strindberg was an inmate in + the beginning of the year 1895, was really to be regarded as a lunatic + asylum. + </p> + <p> + Even minor characters, such as CAESAR and THE BEGGAR have their + counterparts in real life, even though in the main they are fantastic + creations of his imagination. The guardian of his daughter, Kerstin, a + relative of Frida Uhl's, was called Dr. Cäsar R. v. Weyr. Regarding THE + BEGGAR it may be enough to quote Strindberg's feelings when confronted + with the collections made by his Paris friends: + </p> + <p> + 'I am a beggar who has no right to go to cafés. Beggar! That is the right + word; it rings in my ears and brings a burning blush to my cheeks, the + blush of shame, humiliation, and rage! + </p> + <p> + 'To think that six weeks ago I sat at this table! My theatre manager + addressed me as Dear Master; journalists strove to interview me, the + photographer begged to be allowed to sell my portrait. And now: a beggar, + a branded man, an outcast from society!' + </p> + <p> + After this we can understand why Strindberg in <i>The Road to Damascus</i> + apparently in such surprising manner is seized by the suspicion that he is + himself the beggar. + </p> + <p> + We have thus seen that Part I of <i>The Road to Damascus</i> is at the + same time a free creation of fantasy and a drama of portrayal. The + elements of realism are starkly manifest, but they are moulded and + hammered into a work of art by a force of combinative imagination rising + far above the task of mere descriptive realism. The scenes unroll + themselves in calculated sequence up to the central asylum picture, from + there to return in reverse order through the second half of the drama, + thus symbolising life's continuous repetition of itself, Kierkegaard's <i>Gentagelse</i>. + The first part of <i>The Road to Damascus</i> is the one most frequently + produced on the stage. This is understandable, having regard to its firm + structure and the consistency of its faith in a Providence directing the + fortunes and misfortunes of man, whether the individual rages in revolt or + submits in quiet resignation. + </p> + <p> + The second part of <i>The Road to Damascus</i> is dominated by the scenes + of the great alchemist banquet which, in all its fantastic oddity, is one + of the most suggestive ever created on the ancient theme of the fickleness + of fortune. It was suggested above that there were two factors beyond all + others binding Strindberg to the world and making him hesitate before the + monastery; one was woman, from whom he sets himself free in Part II, after + the birth of a child—precisely as in his marriage to Frida Uhl—the + other was scientific honour, in its highest phase equivalent, to + Strindberg, to the power to produce gold. Countless were the experiments + for this purpose made by Strindberg in his primitive laboratories, and + countless his failures. To the world-famous author, literary honour meant + little as opposed to the slightest prospect of being acknowledged as a + prominent scientist. Harriet Bosse has told me that Strindberg seldom said + anything about his literary work, never was interested in what other + people thought of them, or troubled to read the reviews; but on the other + hand he would often, with sparkling eyes and childish pride, show her + strips of paper, stained at one end with some golden-brown substance. + 'Look,' he said, 'this is pure gold, and I have made it!' In face of the + stubborn scepticism of scientific experts Strindberg was, however, driven + to despair as to his ability, and felt his dreams of fortune shattered, as + did THE STRANGER at the macabre banquet given in his honour—a + banquet which was, as a matter of fact, planned by his Paris friends, not, + as Strindberg would have liked to believe, in honour of the great + scientist, but to the great author. + </p> + <p> + In Part I of <i>The Road to Damascus</i>, THE STRANGER replies with a + hesitating 'Perhaps' when THE LADY wants to lead him to the protecting + Church; and at the end of Part II he exclaims: 'Come, priest, before I + change my mind'; but in Part III his decision is final, he enters the + monastery. The reason is that not even THE LADY in her third incarnation + had shown herself capable of reconciling him to life. The wedding day + scenes just before, between Harriet Bosse and the ageing author, form, + however, the climax of Part III and are among the most poetically moving + that Strindberg has ever written. + </p> + <p> + Besides having his belief in the rapture of love shattered, THE STRANGER + also suffers disappointment at seeing his child fall short of + expectations. The meeting between the daughter Sylvia and THE STRANGER + probably refers to an episode from the summer of 1899, when Strindberg, + after long years of suffering in foreign countries, saw his beloved + Swedish skerries again, and also his favourite daughter Greta, who had + come over from Finland to meet him. Contrary to the version given in the + drama, the reunion of father and daughter seems to have been very happy + and cordial. However, it is typical of the fate-oppressed Strindberg that + in his work even the happiest summer memories become tinged with black. + Once and for all the dark colours on his palette were the most intense. + </p> + <p> + The final entry into the monastery was more a symbol for the struggling + author's dream of peace and atonement than a real thing in his life. It is + true he visited the Benedictine monastery, Maredsous, in Belgium in 1898, + and its well stocked library came to play a certain part In the drama, but + already he realised, after one night's sojourn there, that he had no call + for the monastic life. + </p> + <p> + Seen as a whole the trilogy marks a turning point in Strindberg's dramatic + production. The logical, calculated concentration of his naturalistic work + of the 1880's has given way to a freer form of composition, in which the + atmosphere has come to mean more than the dialogue, the musical and + dreamlike qualities more than conciseness. <i>The Road to Damascus</i> + abounds with details from real life, reproduced in sharply naturalistic + manner, but these are not, as things were in his earlier works viewed by + the author <i>a priori</i> as reality but become wrapped in dreamlike + mystery. Just as with <i>Lady Julia</i> and <i>The Father</i> Strindberg + ushered in the naturalistic drama of the 1880's, so in the years around + the turn of the century he was, with his symbolist cycle <i>The Road to + Damascus</i>, to break new ground for European drama which had gradually + become stuck in fixed formulas. <i>The Road to Damascus</i> became a + landmark in world literature both as a brilliant work of art and as bearer + of new stage technique. + </p> + <p> + GUNNAR OLLÉN + </p> + <p> + Translated by ESTHER JOHANSON + </p> + <p> + <br /> <br /> + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + <br /> <br /> + </p> + <div class="play"> + <a name="link2H_4_0002" id="link2H_4_0002"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + <h1> + THE ROAD TO DAMASCUS + </h1> + <a name="link2H_PART" id="link2H_PART"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + PART I. + </h2> + <h3> + English Version by Graham Rawson + </h3> + CHARACTERS +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + THE STRANGER + THE LADY + THE BEGGAR + THE DOCTOR + HIS SISTER + AN OLD MAN + A MOTHER + AN ABBESS + A CONFESSOR + + less important figures + FIRST MOURNER + SECOND MOURNER + THIRD MOURNER + LANDLORD + CAESAR + WAITER + + non-speaking + A SMITH + MILLER'S WIFE + FUNERAL ATTENDANTS +</pre> + SCENES +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + SCENE I Street Corner SCENE XVII + SCENE II Doctor's House SCENE XVI + SCENE III Room in an Hotel SCENE XV + SCENE IV By the Sea SCENE XIV + SCENE V On the Road SCENE XIII + SCENE VI In a Ravine SCENE XII + SCENE VII In a Kitchen SCENE XI + SCENE VIII The 'Rose' Room SCENE X + SCENE IX Convent +</pre> + <p> + First Performance in England by the Stage Society at the Westminster + Theatre, 2nd May 1937 + </p> + CAST +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + THE STRANGER Francis James + THE LADY Wanda Rotha + THE BEGGAR Alexander Sarner + FIRST MOURNER George Cormack + SECOND MOURNER Kenneth Bell + THIRD MOURNER Peter Bennett + FOURTH MOURNER Bryan Sears + FIFTH MOURNER Michael Boyle + SIXTH MOURNER Stephen Patrick + THE LANDLORD Stephen Jack + THE DOCTOR Neil Porter + HIS SISTER Olga Martin + CAESAR Peter Land + A WAITER Peter Bennett + AN OLD MAN A. Corney Grain + A MOTHER Frances Waring + THE SMITH Norman Thomas + THE MILLER'S WIFE Julia Sandham + AN ABBESS Natalia Moya + A CONFESSOR Tristan Rawson + + PRODUCER Carl H. Jaffe + ASSISTANT PRODUCER Ossia Trilling +</pre> + SCENE I STREET CORNER + <p> + [Street Corner with a seat under a tree; the side-door of a small Gothic + Church nearby; also a post office and a café with chairs outside it. + Both post office and café are shut. A funeral march is heard off, + growing louder sand then fainter. A STRANGER is standing on the edge of + the pavement and seems uncertain which way to go. A church clock + strikes: first the four quarters and then the hour. It is three o'clock. + A LADY enters and greets the STRANGER. She is about to pass him, but + stops.] + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. It's you! I almost knew you'd come. + </p> + <p> + LADY. You wanted me: I felt it. But why are you waiting here? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I don't know. I must wait somewhere. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Who are you waiting for? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I wish I could tell you! For forty years I've been waiting for + something: I believe they call it happiness; or the end of unhappiness. + (Pause.) There's that terrible music again. Listen! But don't go, I beg + you. I'll feel afraid, if you do. + </p> + <p> + LADY. We met yesterday for the first time; and talked for four hours. + You roused my sympathy, but you mustn't abuse my kindness on that + account. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I know that well enough. But I beg you not to leave me. I'm a + stranger here, without friends; and my few acquaintances seem more like + enemies. + </p> + <p> + LADY. You have enemies everywhere. You're lonely everywhere. Why did you + leave your wife and children? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I wish I knew. I wish I knew why I still live; why I'm here + now; where I should go and what I should do! Do you believe that the + living can be damned already? + </p> + <p> + LADY. No. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Look at me. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Hasn't life brought you a single pleasure? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Not one! If at any time I thought so, it was merely a trap to + tempt me to prolong my miseries. If ripe fruit fell into my hand, it was + poisoned or rotten at the core. + </p> + <p> + LADY. What is your religion—if you'll forgive the question? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Only this: that when I can bear things no longer, I shall go. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Where? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Into annihilation. If I don't hold life in my hand, at least I + hold death.... It gives me an amazing feeling of power. + </p> + <p> + LADY. You're playing with death! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. As I've played with life. (Pause.) I was a writer. But in + spite of my melancholy temperament I've never been able to take anything + seriously—not even my worst troubles. Sometimes I even doubt + whether life itself has had any more reality than my books. (A De + Profundis is heard from the funeral procession.) They're coming back. + Why must they process up and down these streets? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Do you fear them? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. They annoy me. The place might be bewitched. No, it's not + death I fear, but solitude; for then one's not alone. I don't know who's + there, I or another, but in solitude one's not alone. The air grows + heavy and seems to engender invisible beings, who have life and whose + presence can be felt. + </p> + <p> + LADY. You've noticed that? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. For some time I've noticed a great deal; but not as I used to. + Once I merely saw objects and events, forms and colours, whilst now I + perceive ideas and meanings. Life, that once had no meaning, has begun + to have one. Now I discern intention where I used to see nothing but + chance. (Pause.) When I met you yesterday it struck me you'd been sent + across my path, either to save me, or destroy me. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Why should I destroy you? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Because it may be your destiny. + </p> + <p> + LADY. No such idea ever crossed my mind; it was largely sympathy I felt + for you.... Never, in all my life, have I met anyone like you. I have + only to look at you for the tears to start to my eyes. Tell me, what + have you on your conscience? Have you done something wrong, that's never + been discovered or punished? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You may well ask! No, I've no more sins on my conscience than + other free men. Except this: I determined that life should never make a + fool of me. + </p> + <p> + LADY. You must let yourself be fooled, more or less, to live at all. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. That would seem a kind of duty; but one I wanted to get out + of. (Pause.) I've another secret. It's whispered in the family that I'm + a changeling. + </p> + <p> + LADY. What's that? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. A child substituted by the elves for the baby that was born. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Do you believe in such things? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No. But, as a parable, there's something to be said for it. + (Pause.) As a child I was always crying and didn't seem to take to life + in this world. I hated my parents, as they hated me. I brooked no + constraint, no conventions, no laws, and my longing was for the woods + and the sea. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Did you ever see visions? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Never. But I've often thought that two beings were guiding my + destiny. One offers me all I desire; but the other's ever at hand to + bespatter the gifts with filth, so that they're useless to me and I + can't touch them. It's true that life has given me all I asked of it—but + everything's turned out worthless to me. + </p> + <p> + LADY. You've had everything and yet are not content? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. That is the curse.... + </p> + <p> + LADY. Don't say that! But why haven't you desired things that transcend + this life, that can never be sullied? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Because I doubt if there is a beyond. + </p> + <p> + LADY. But the elves? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Are merely a fairy story. (Pointing to a seat.) Shall we sit + down? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Yes. Who are you waiting for? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Really, for the post office to open. There's a letter for me—it's + been forwarded on but hasn't reached me. (They sit down.) But tell me + something of yourself now. (The Lady takes up her crochet work.) + </p> + <p> + LADY. There's nothing to tell. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Strangely enough, I should prefer to think of you like that. + Impersonal, nameless—I only do know one of your names. I'd like to + christen you myself—let me see, what ought you to be called? I've + got it. Eve! (With a gesture towards the wings.) Trumpets! (The funeral + march is heard again.) There it is again! Now I must invent your age, + for I don't know how old you are. From now on you are thirty-four—so + you were born in sixty-four. (Pause.) Now your character, for I don't + know that either. I shall give you a good character, your voice reminds + me of my mother—I mean the idea of a mother, for my mother never + caressed me, though I can remember her striking me. You see, I was + brought up in hate! An eye for an eye—a tooth for a tooth. You see + this scar on my forehead? That comes from a blow my brother gave me with + an axe, after I'd struck him with a stone. I never went to my father's + funeral, because he turned me out of the house when my sister married. I + was born out of wedlock, when my family were bankrupt and in mourning + for an uncle who had taken his life. Now you know my family! That's the + stock I come from. Once I narrowly escaped fourteen years' hard labour—so + I've every reason to thank the elves, though I can't be altogether + pleased with what they've done. + </p> + <p> + LADY. I like to hear you talk. But don't speak of the elves: it makes me + sad. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Frankly, I don't believe in them; yet they're always making + themselves felt. Are these elves the souls of the unhappy, who still + await redemption? If so, I am the child of an evil spirit. Once I + believed I was near redemption—through a woman. But no mistake + could have been greater: I was plunged into the seventh hell. + </p> + <p> + LADY. You must be unhappy. But this won't go on always. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Do you think church bells and Holy Water could comfort me? + I've tried them; they only made things worse. I felt like the Devil when + he sees the sign of the cross. (Pause.) Let's talk about you now. + </p> + <p> + LADY. There's no need. (Pause.) Have you been blamed for misusing your + gifts? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I've been blamed for everything. In the town I lived in no one + was so hated as I. Lonely I came in and lonely I went out. If I entered + a public place people avoided me. If I wanted to rent a room, it would + be let. The priests laid a ban on me from the pulpit, teachers from + their desks and parents in their homes. The church committee wanted to + take my children from me. Then I blasphemously shook my fist... at + heaven! + </p> + <p> + LADY. Why did they hate you so? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. How should I know! Yet I do! I couldn't endure to see men + suffer. So I kept on saying, and writing, too: free yourselves, I will + help you. And to the poor I said: do not let the rich exploit you. And + to the women: do not allow yourselves to be enslaved by the men. And—worst + of all—to the children: do not obey your parents, if they are + unjust. What followed was impossible to foresee. I found that everyone + was against me: rich and poor, men and women, parents and children. And + then came sickness and poverty, beggary and shame, divorce, law-suits, + exile, solitude, and now.... Tell me, do you think me mad? + </p> + <p> + LADY. No. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You must be the only one. But I'm all the more grateful. + </p> + <p> + LADY (rising). I must leave you now. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You, too? + </p> + <p> + LADY. And you mustn't stay here. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Where should I go? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Home. To your work. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. But I'm no worker. I'm a writer. + </p> + <p> + LADY. I know. But I didn't want to hurt you. Creative power is something + given you, that can also taken away. See you don't forfeit yours. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Where are you going? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Only to a shop. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (after a pause). Tell me, are you a believer? + </p> + <p> + LADY. I am nothing. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. All the better: you have a future. How I wish I were your old + blind father, whom you could lead to the market place to sing for his + bread. My tragedy is I cannot grow old that's what happens to children + of the elves, they have big heads and never only cry. I wish I were + someone's dog. I could follow him and never be alone again. I'd get a + meal sometimes, a kick now and then, a pat perhaps, a blow often.... + </p> + <p> + LADY. Now I must go. Good-bye. (She goes out.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (absent-mindedly). Good-bye. (He remains on the seat. He takes + off his hat and wipes his forehead. Then he draws on the ground with his + stick. A BEGGAR enters. He has a strange look and is collecting objects + from the gutter.) White are you picking up, beggar? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Why call me that? I'm no beggar. Have I asked you for anything? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I beg your pardon. It's so hard to judge men from appearances. + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. That's true. For instance, can you guess who I am? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I don't intend to try. It doesn't interest me. + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. No one can know that in advance. Interest commonly comes + afterwards—when it's too late. Virtus post nummos! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What? Do beggars know Latin? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. You see, you're interested already. Omne tulit punctum qui + miscuit utile dulci. I have always succeeded in everything I've + undertaken, because I've never attempted anything. I should like to call + myself Polycrates, who found the gold ring in the fish's stomach. Life + has given me all I asked of it. But I never asked anything; I grew tired + of success and threw the ring away. Yet, now I've grown old I regret it. + I search for it in the gutters; but as the search takes time, in default + of my gold ring I don't disdain a few cigar stumps.... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I don't know whether this beggar's cynical or mad. + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. I don't know either. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Do you know who I am? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. No. And it doesn't interest me. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Well, interest commonly comes afterwards.... You see you tempt + me to take the words out of your mouth. And that's the same thing as + picking up other people's cigars. + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. So you won't follow my example? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What's that scar on your forehead? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. I got it from a near relation. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Now you frighten me! Are you real? May I touch you? (He + touches his arm.) There's no doubt of it.... Would you deign to accept a + small coin in return for a promise to seek Polycrates' ring in another + part of the town? (He hands him a coin.) Post nummos virtus.... Another + echo. You must go at once. + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. I will. But you've given me far too much. I'll return + three-quarters of it. Now we owe one another nothing but friendship. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Friendship! Am I a friend of yours? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Well, I am of yours. When one's alone in the world one can't be + particular. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Then let me tell you you forget yourself... + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Only too pleased! But when we meet again I'll have a word of + welcome for you. (Exit.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (sitting down again and drawing in the dust with his stick). + Sunday afternoon! A long, dank, sad time, after the usual Sunday dinner + of roast beef, cabbage and watery potatoes. Now the older people are + testing, the younger playing chess and smoking. The servants have gone + to church and the shops are shut. This frightful afternoon, this day of + rest, when there's nothing to engage the soul, when it's as hard to meet + a friend as to get into a wine shop. (The LADY comes back again, she is + noun wearing a flower at her breast.) Strange! I can't speak without + being contradicted at once! + </p> + <p> + LADY. So you're still here? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Whether I sit here, or elsewhere, and write in the sand + doesn't seem to me to matter—as long so I write in the sand. + </p> + <p> + LADY. What are you writing? May I see? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I think you'll find: Eve 1864.... No, don't step on it. + </p> + <p> + LADY. What happens then? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. A disaster for you... and for me. + </p> + <p> + LADY. You know that? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes, and more. That the Christmas rose you're wearing is a + mandragora. Its symbolical meaning is malice and calumny; but it was + once used in medicine for the healing of madness. Will you give it me? + </p> + <p> + LADY (hesitating). As medicine? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Of course. (Pause.) Have you read my books? + </p> + <p> + LADY. You know I have. And that it's you I have to thank for giving me + freedom and a belief in human rights and human dignity. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Then you haven't read the recent ones? + </p> + <p> + LADY. No. And if they're not like the earlier ones I don't want to. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Then promise never to open another book of mine. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Let me think that over. Very well, I promise. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Good! But see you keep your promise. Remember what happened to + Bluebeard's wife when curiosity tempted her into the forbidden + chamber.... + </p> + <p> + LADY. You see, already you make demands like those of a Bluebeard. What + you don't see, or have long since forgotten, is that I'm married, and + that my husband's a doctor, and that he admires your work. So that his + house is open to you, if you wish to be made welcome there. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I've done all I can to forget it. I've expunged it from my + memory so that it no longer has any reality for me. + </p> + <p> + LADY. If that's so, will you come home with me to-night? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No. Will you come with me? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Where? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Anywhere! I have no home, only a trunk. Money I sometimes have—though + not often. It's the one thing life has capriciously refused me, perhaps + because I never desired it intensely enough. (The LADY shakes her head.) + Well? What are you thinking? + </p> + <p> + LADY. I'm surprised I'm not angry with you. But you're not serious. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Whether I am or not's all one to me. Ah! There's the organ! It + won't be long now before the drink shops open. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Is it true <i>you</i> drink? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. A great deal! Wine makes my soul from her prison, up into + the firmament, where she what has never yet been seen, and hears what + men never yet heard.... + </p> + <p> + LADY. And the day after? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I have the most delightful scruples of conscience! I + experience the purifying emotions of guilt and repentance. I enjoy the + sufferings of the body, whilst my soul hovers like smoke about my head. + It is as if one were suspended between Life and Death, when the spirit + feels that she has already opened her pinions and could fly aloft, if + she would. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Come into the church for a moment. You'll hear no sermon, only the + beautiful music of vespers. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No. Not into church! It depresses me because I feel I don't + belong there.... That I'm an unhappy soul and that it's as impossible + for me to re-enter as to become a child again. + </p> + <p> + LADY. You feel all that... already? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. I've got that far. I feel as if I lay hacked in pieces + and were being slowly melted in Medea's cauldron. Either I shall be sent + to the soap-boilers, or arise renewed from my own dripping! It depends + on Medea's skill! + </p> + <p> + LADY. That sounds like the word of an oracle. We must see if you can't + become a child again. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. We should have to start with the cradle; and this time with + the right child. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Exactly! Wait here for me whilst I go into the church. If the café + were open I'd ask you please not to drink. But luckily it's shut. + </p> + <p> + (The LADY exits. The STRANGER sits down again and draws in the sand. + Enter six funeral attendants in brown with some mourners. One of them + carries a banner with the insignia of the Carpenters, draped in brown + crępe; another a large axe decorated with spruce, a third a cushion with + a chairman's mallet. They stop outside the café and wait.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Excuse me, whose funeral have you been attending? + </p> + <p> + FIRST MOURNER. A house-breaker's. (He imitates the ticking of a clock.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. A real house-breaker? Or the insect sort, that lodges in the + woodwork and goes 'tick-tick'? + </p> + <p> + FIRST MOURNER. Both—but mainly the insect sort. What do they call + them? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (to himself). He wants to fool me into saying the death-watch + beetle. So I won't. You mean a burglar? + </p> + <p> + SECOND MOURNER. No. (The clock is again heard ticking.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Are you trying to frighten me? Or does the dead man work + miracles? In that case I'd better explain that my nerves are good, and + that I don't believe in miracles. But I do find it strange that the + mourners wear brown. Why not black? It's cheap and suitable. + </p> + <p> + THIRD MOURNER. To us, in our simplicity, it looks black; but if Your + Honour wishes it, it shall look brown to you. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. A queer company! They give me an uneasy feeling I'd like to + ascribe to the wine I drank yesterday. If I were to ask if that were + spruce, you'd probably say—well what? + </p> + <p> + FIRST MOURNER. Vine leaves. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I thought it would not be spruce! The café's opening, at last! + (The Café opens, the STRANGER sits at a table and is served with wine. + The MOURNERS sit at the other tables.) They must have been glad to be + rid of him, if the mourners start drinking as soon as the funeral's + over. + </p> + <p> + FIRST MOURNER. He was a good-for-nothing, who couldn't take life + seriously. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And who probably drank? + </p> + <p> + SECOND MOURNER. Yes. + </p> + <p> + THIRD MOURNER. And let others support his wife and children. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. He shouldn't have done so. Is that why his friends speak so + well of him now? Please don't shake my table when I'm drinking. + </p> + <p> + SECOND MOURNER. When I'm drinking, I don't mind. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Well, I do. There's a great difference between us! (The + MOURNERS whisper together. The BEGGAR comes back.) Here's the beggar + again! + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR (sitting down at a table). Wine. Moselle! + </p> + <p> + LANDLORD (consulting a police last). I can't serve you: you've not paid + your taxes. Here's your name, age and profession, and the decision of + the court. + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Omnia serviliter pro dominatione! I'm a free man with a + university education. I refused to pay taxes because I didn't want to + become a member of parliament. Moselle! + </p> + <p> + LANDLORD. You'll get free transport to the poor house, if you don't get + out. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Couldn't you gentlemen settle this somewhere else. You're + disturbing your patrons. + </p> + <p> + LANDLORD. You can witness I'm in the right. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No. The whole thing's too distressing. Even without paying + taxes he has the right to enjoy life's small pleasures. + </p> + <p> + LANDLORD. So you're the kind who'd absolve vagabonds from their duties? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. This is too much! I'd have you know that I'm a famous man. + (The LANDLORD and MOURNERS laugh.) + </p> + <p> + LANDLORD. Infamous, probably! Let me look at the police list, and see if + the description tallies: thirty-eight, brown hair, moustache, blue eyes; + no settled employment, means unknown; married, but has deserted his wife + and children; well known for revolutionary views on social questions: + gives impression he is not in full possession of his faculties.... It + fits! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (rising, pale and taken aback). What? + </p> + <p> + LANDLORD. Yes. It fits all right. + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Perhaps he's on the list. And not me! + </p> + <p> + LANDLORD. It looks like it. In any case, both of you had better clear + out. + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR (to the STRANGER). Shall we? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. We? This begins to look like a conspiracy. + </p> + <p> + (The church bells are heard. The sun comes out and illuminates the + coloured rose window above the church door, which is now opened, + disclosing the interior. The organ is heard and the choir singing Ave + Maris Stella.) + </p> + <p> + LADY (coming from the church). Where are you? What are you doing? Why + did you call me? Must you hang on a woman's skirts like a child? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I'm afraid now. Things are happening that have no natural + explanation. + </p> + <p> + LADY. But you were afraid of nothing. Not even death! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Death... no. But of something else, the unknown. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Listen. Give me your hand. You're ill, I'll take you to a doctor. + Come! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. If you like. But tell me: is this carnival, or... reality? + </p> + <p> + LADY. It's real enough. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. This beggar must be a wretched fellow. Is it true he resembles + me? + </p> + <p> + LADY. He will, if you go on drinking. Now go to the post office and get + your letter. And then come with me. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No, I won't. It'll only be about lawsuits. + </p> + <p> + LADY. If not? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Malicious gossip. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Well, do as you wish. No one can escape his fate. At this moment I + feel a higher power is sitting in judgment on us and has made a + decision. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You feel that, too! I heard the hammer fall just now; and the + chairs being pushed back. The clerk's being sent to find me! Oh, the + suspense! No, I can't follow you. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Tell me, what have you done to me? In the church I found I + couldn't pray. A light on the altar was extinguished and an icy wind + blew in my face when I heard you call me. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I didn't call you. But I wanted you. + </p> + <p> + LADY. You're not as weak as you pretend. You have great strength; and + I'm afraid of you.... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. When I'm alone I've no strength at all; but if I can find a + single companion I grow strong. I shall be strong now; and so I'll + follow you. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Perhaps you can free me from the werewolf. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Who's he? + </p> + <p> + LADY. That's what I call him. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Count on me. Killing dragons, freeing princesses, defeating + werewolves—that is Life! + </p> + <p> + LADY. Then come, my liberator! + </p> + <p> + (She draws her veil over her face, kisses him on the mouth and hurries + out. The STRANGER stands where he is for a moment, surprised and + stunned. A loud chord sung by women's voices, rather like a cry, is + heard from the church. The rose window suddenly grows dark and the tree + above the seat is shaken by the wind. The MOURNERS rise and look at the + sky, as if they could see something terrifying. The STRANGER hurries out + after the LADY.) + </p> + SCENE II DOCTOR'S HOUSE + <p> + [Courtyard enclosed on three sides by a single-storied house with a + tiled roof. Small windows in all three façades. Right, verandah with + glass doors. Left, climbing roses and bee-hives outside the windows. In + the middle of the courtyard a woodpile in the form of a cupola. A well + beside it. The top of a walnut tree is seen above the central façade of + the house. In the corner, right, a garden gate. By the well a large + tortoise. On right, entrance below to a wine-cellar. An ice-chest and + dust-bin. The DOCTOR'S SISTER enters from the verandah with a telegram.] + </p> + <p> + SISTER. Now misfortune will fall on your house. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. When has it not, my dear sister? + </p> + <p> + SISTER. This time.... Ingeborg's coming and bringing... guess whom? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Wait! I know, because I've long foreseen this, even desired it, + for he's a writer I've always admired. I've learnt much from him and + often wished to meet him. Now he's coming, you say. Where did Ingeborg + meet him? + </p> + <p> + SISTER. In town, it seems. Probably in some literary <i>salon</i>. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. I've often wondered whether this man was the boy of the same + name who was my friend at school. I hope not; for he seemed one that + fortune would treat harshly. And in a life-time he'll have given his + unhappy tendencies full scope. + </p> + <p> + SISTER. Don't let him come here. Go out. Say you're engaged. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. No. One can't escape one's fate. + </p> + <p> + SISTER. But you've never bowed your head to anyone! Why crawl before + this spectre, and call him fate? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Life has taught me to. I've wasted time and energy in fighting + the inevitable. + </p> + <p> + SISTER. But why allow your wife to behave like this? She'll compromise + you both. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. You think so? Because, when I made her break off her engagement + I held out false hopes to her of a life of freedom, instead of the + slavery she'd known. Besides, I could never love her if I were in a + position to give her orders. + </p> + <p> + SISTER. You'd be friends with your enemy? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Oh...! + </p> + <p> + SISTER. Will you let her bring someone into the house who'll destroy + you? If you only knew how I hate that man. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. I do. His last book's terrible; and shows a certain lack of + mental balance. + </p> + <p> + SISTER. They ought to shut him up. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Many people have said so, but I don't think him bad enough. + </p> + <p> + SISTER. Because you're eccentric yourself, and live in daily contact + with a woman who's mad. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. I admit abnormality has always had a strong attraction for me, + and originality is at least not commonplace. (The syren of a steamer is + heard.) What was that? + </p> + <p> + SISTER. Your nerves are on edge. It's only the steamer. (Pause.) Now, I + implore you, go away! + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. I ought to want to; but I'm held fast. (Pause.) From here I can + see his portrait in my study. The sunlight throws a shadow on it that + changes it completely. It makes him look like.... Horrible! You see what + I mean? + </p> + <p> + HATER. The devil! Come away! + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. I can't. + </p> + <p> + SISTER. Then at least defend yourself. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. I always do. But this time I feel a thunder storm gathering. How + often have I tried to fly, and not been able to. It's as if the earth + were iron and I a compass needle. If misfortune comes, it's not of my + fee choice. They've come in at the door. + </p> + <p> + SISTER. I heard nothing. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. I did! Now I can see them, too! He <i>is</i> the friend of my + boyhood. He got into trouble at school; but I was blamed and punished. + He was nick-named Caesar, I don't know why. + </p> + <p> + SISTER. And this man.... + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. That's what always happens. Caesar! (The LADY comes in.) + </p> + <p> + LADY. I've brought a visitor. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. I know, and he's welcome. + </p> + <p> + LADY. I left him in the house, to wash. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Well, are you satisfied with your conquest? + </p> + <p> + LADY. I think he's the unhappiest man I ever met. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. That's saying a great deal. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Yes, there's enough unhappiness for all of us. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. There is! (To his SISTER.) Would you ask him to come out here? + (His SISTER goes out.) Have you had an interesting time? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Yes. I met a number of strange people. Have you had many patients? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. No. The consulting room's empty this morning. I think the + practice is going down. + </p> + <p> + LADY (kindly). I'm sorry. Tell me, oughtn't that woodpile to be taken + into the house? It only draws the damp. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR (without reproach). Yes, and the bees should be killed, too; and + the fruit in the garden picked. But I've no time to do it. + </p> + <p> + LADY. You're tired. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Tired of everything. + </p> + <p> + LADY (without bitterness). And you've a wife who can't even help you. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR (kindly). You mustn't say that, if I don't think so. + </p> + <p> + LADY (turning towards the verandah). Here he is! + </p> + <p> + (The STRANGER comes in through the verandah, dressed in a way that makes + him look younger than before. He has an air of forced candour. He seems + to recognise the doctor, and shrinks back, but recovers himself.) + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. You're very welcome. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. It's kind of you. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. You bring good weather with you. And we need it; for it's rained + for six weeks. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Not for seven? It usually rains for seven if it rains on St. + Swithin's. But that's later on—how foolish of me! + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. As you're used to town life I'm afraid you'll find the country + dull. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Oh no. I'm no more at home there than here. Excuse me asking, + but haven't we met before—when we were boys? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Never. + </p> + <p> + (The LADY has sat down at the table and is crocheting.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Are you sure? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Perfectly. I've followed your literary career from the first + with great interest; as I know my wife has told you. So that if we <i>had</i> + met I'd certainly have remembered your name. (Pause.) Well, now you can + see how a country doctor lives! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. If you could guess what the life of a so-called liberator's + like, you wouldn't envy him. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. I can imagine it; for I've seen how men love their chains. + Perhaps that's as it should be. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (listening). Strange. Who's playing in the village? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. I don't know. Do you, Ingeborg? + </p> + <p> + LADY. No. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Mendelssohn's Funeral March! It pursues me. I never know + whether I've heard it or not. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Do you suffer from hallucinations? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No. But I'm pursued by trivial incidents. Can't you hear + anyone playing? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Yes. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Someone <i>is</i> playing. Mendelssohn. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Not surprising. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No. But that it should be played precisely at the right place, + at the right time.... (He gets up.) + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. To reassure you, I'll ask my sister. (Exit through the + verandah.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (to the LADY). I'm stifling here. I can't pass a night under + this roof. Your husband looks like a werewolf and in his presence you + turn into a pillar of salt. Murder has been done in this house; the + place is haunted. I shall escape as soon as I can find an excuse. + </p> + <p> + (The DOCTOR comes back.) + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. It's the girl at the post office. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (nervously). Good. That's all right. You've an original house. + That pile of wood, for instance. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Yes. It's been struck by lightning twice. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Terrible! And you still keep it? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. That's why. I've made it higher out of defiance; and to give + shade in summer. It's like the prophet's gourd. But in the autumn it + must go into the wood shed. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (looking round). Christmas roses, too! Where did you get them? + They're flowering in summer! Everything's upside down here. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. They were given me by a patient. He's not quite sane. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Is he staying in the house? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Yes. He's a quiet soul, who ponders on the purposelessness of + nature. He thinks it foolish for hellebore to grow in the snow and + freeze; so he puts the plants in the cellar and beds them out in the + spring. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. But a madman... in the house. Most unpleasant! + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. He's very harmless. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. How did he lose his wits? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Who can tell. It's a disease of the mind, not the body. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Tell me—is he here—now? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Yes. He's free to wander in the garden and arrange creation. But + if his presence disquiets you, we can shut him up. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Why aren't such poor devils put out of—their misery? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. It's hard to know whether they're ripe.... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What for? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. For what's to come. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. There <i>is</i> nothing. (Pause.) + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Who knows! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I feel strangely uneasy. Have you medical material... + specimens... dead bodies? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Oh yes. In the ice-box—for the authorities, you know. (He + pulls out an arm and leg.) Look here. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No. Too much like Bluebeard! + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR (sharply). What do you mean by that? (Looking at the LADY.) Do + you think I kill my wives? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Oh no. It's clear you don't. Is this house haunted, too? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Oh yes. Ask my wife.(He disappears behind the wood pile where + neither the STRANGER nor the LADY can see him.) + </p> + <p> + LADY. You needn't whisper, my husband's deaf. Though he can lip read. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Then let me say that I've never known a more painful + half-hour. We exchange the merest commonplaces, because none of us has + the courage to say what he thinks. I suffered so that the idea came to + me of opening my veins to get relief. But now I'd like to tell him the + truth and have done with it. Shall we say to his face that we mean to go + away, and that you've had enough of his foolishness? + </p> + <p> + LADY. If you talk like that I'll begin to hate you. You must behave + under any circumstances. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. How well brought up you are! (The DOCTOR now becomes visible + to the STRANGER and the LADY, who continue their conversation.) Come + away with me, before the sun goes down. (Pause.) Tell me, why did you + kiss me yesterday? + </p> + <p> + LADY. But.... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Supposing he could hear what we say! I don't trust him. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. What shall we do to amuse our guest? + </p> + <p> + LADY. He doesn't care much for amusement. His life's not been happy. + </p> + <p> + (The DOCTOR blows a whistle. The MADMAN comes into the garden. He wears + a laurel wreath and his clothes are curious.) + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Come here, Caesar. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (displeased). What? Is he called Caesar? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. No. It's a nickname I gave him, to remind me of a boy I was at + school with. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (disturbed). Oh? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. He was involved in a strange incident, and I got all the blame. + </p> + <p> + LADY (to the STRANGER). You'd never believe a boy could have been so + corrupt. + </p> + <p> + (The STRANGER looks distressed. The MADMAN comes nearer.) + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Caesar, come and make your bow to our famous writer. + </p> + <p> + CAESAR. Is this the great man? + </p> + <p> + LADY (to the DOCTOR). Why did you let him come, if it annoys our guest? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Caesar, you must behave. Or I shall have to whip you. + </p> + <p> + CAESAR. Yes. He is Caesar, but he's not great. He doesn't even know + which came first, the hen or the egg. But I do. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (to the LADY). I shall go. Is this a trap? What am I to think? + In a minute he'll unloose his bees to amuse me. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Trust me... whatever happens! And turn your face away when you + speak. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. This werewolf never leaves us. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR (looking at his watch). You must excuse me for about an hour. + I've a patient to visit. I hope the time won't hang on your hands. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I'm used to waiting, for what never comes.... + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR (to the MADMAN). Come along, Caesar. I must lock you up in the + cellar. (He goes out with the MADMAN.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (to the LADY). What does that mean? Someone's pursuing me! You + told me your husband was well disposed towards me, and I believed you. + But he can't open his mouth without wounding me. Every word pricks like + a goad. Then this funeral march... it's really being played! And here, + once more, Christmas roses! Why does everything follow in an eternal + round? Dead bodies, beggars, madmen, human destinies and childhood + memories? Come away. Let me free you from this hell. + </p> + <p> + LADY. That's why I brought you here. Also that it could never be said + you'd stolen the wife of another. But one thing I must ask you: can I + put my trust in you? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You mean in my feelings? + </p> + <p> + LADY. I don't speak of them. We're taking them for granted. They'll + endure as long as they'll endure. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You mean in my position? Large sums are owed me. All I have to + do is to write or telegraph.... + </p> + <p> + LADY. Then I will trust you. (Putting away her work.) Now go straight + out of that door. Follow the syringa hedge till you find a gate. We'll + meet in the next village. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (hesitating). I don't like leaving the back way. I'd rather + have fought it out with him here. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Quick! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Won't you come with me? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Yes. But then I must go first. (She turns and blows a kiss towards + the verandah.) My poor werewolf! + </p> + SCENE III ROOM IN AN HOTEL + <p> + [The STRANGER enters followed by the LADY. A WAITER.] + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (who is carrying a suitcase). Is no other room free? + </p> + <p> + WAITER. No. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I don't want this one. + </p> + <p> + LADY. But it's the only one: the other hotels are all full. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (to the WAITER). You can go. (The LADY sinks on to a chair + without taking off her hat and coat.) What is it you want? + </p> + <p> + LADY. I wish you'd kill me. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I don't wonder! Thrown out of hotels, because we're not + married, and pestered by the police, we're forced to come to this place, + the last I'd have wished. To this very room, number eight.... Someone + must be against me! + </p> + <p> + LADY. Is this eight? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What? Have you been here before? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Have you? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Then let's get away. Onto the road, into the woods. It doesn't + matter where. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I should like to. But after this terrible time I'm as tired as + you are. I felt this was to be our journey's end. I resisted, I tried to + go in the opposite direction, but trains were late, or we missed them, + and we had to come here. To this room! The devil's in it—at least + what I call the devil. But I'll be even with him yet. + </p> + <p> + LADY. It seems we'll never find peace on earth again. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Nothing's been changed. The dying Christmas roses. (Looking at + two pictures.) There he is again. And that's the Hotel Breuer in + Montreux. I've stayed there, too. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Did you go to the post office? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I thought you'd ask me that. I did. And as an answer to five + letters and three telegrams I found a telegram saying that my publisher + had gone away for a fortnight. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Then we're lost. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Very nearly. + </p> + <p> + LADY. The waiter will be back in five minutes and ask for our passports. + Then the landlord will come up and tell us to go. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Then only one course remains. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Two. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. The second's impossible. + </p> + <p> + LADY. What is the second? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. To go to your parents in the country. + </p> + <p> + LADY. You're beginning to read my thoughts. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. We no longer have any secrets from one another. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Then the whole dream's at an end. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. It maybe. + </p> + <p> + LADY. You must telegraph again. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I ought to, I know. But I can't stir from here. I no longer + believe that what I do can succeed. Someone's paralysed me. + </p> + <p> + LADY. And me! We decided never to speak of the past and yet we drag it + with us. Look at this carpet. Those flowers seem to form.... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Him! It's him. He's everywhere. How many hundred times has + he.... Yet I see someone else in the pattern of the table cloth. No, + it's an illusion! Any moment now I'll hear my funeral march—then + everything will be complete. (Listening.) There! + </p> + <p> + LADY. I hear nothing. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Am I... am I.... + </p> + <p> + LADY. Shall we go home? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. The last place. The worst of all! To arrive like an + adventurer, a beggar. Impossible! + </p> + <p> + LADY. Yes, I know, but.... No, it would be too much. To bring shame, + disgrace and sorrow to the old people, and to see you humiliated, and + you me! We could never respect one another again. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. It would be worse than death. Yet I feel it's inevitable, and + I begin to long for it, to get it over quickly, if it must be. + </p> + <p> + LADY (taking out her work). But I don't want to be reviled in your + presence. We must find another way. If only we were married—and + divorce would be easy, because my former marriage isn't recognised by + the laws of the country in which it was contracted.... All we need do is + to go away and be married by the same priest... but that would be + wounding for you! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. It would match the rest! For this honeymoon's becoming a + pilgrimage! + </p> + <p> + LADY. You're right! The landlord will be here in five minutes to turn us + out. There's only one way to end such humiliations. Of our own free will + we must accept the worst.... I can hear footsteps! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I've foreseen this and am ready. Ready for everything. If I + can't overcome the unseen, I can show you how much I can endure.... You + must pawn your jewellery. I can buy it back when my publisher gets home, + if he's not drowned bathing or killed in a railway accident. A man as + ambitious as I must be ready to sacrifice his honour first of all. + </p> + <p> + LADY. As we're agreed, wouldn't it be better to give up this room? Oh, + God! He's coming now. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Let's go. We'll run the gauntlet of waiters, maids and + servants. Red with shame and pale with indignation. Animals have their + lairs to hide in, but we are forced to flaunt our shame. (Pause.) Let + down your veil. + </p> + <p> + LADY. So this is freedom! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And I... am the liberator. (Exeunt.) + </p> + SCENE IV BY THE SEA + <p> + [A hut on a cliff by the sea. Outside it a table with chairs. The + STRANGER and the LADY are dressed in less sombre clothing and look + younger than in the previous scene. The LADY is doing crochet work.] + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Three peaceful happy days at my wife's side, and anxiety + returns! + </p> + <p> + LADY. What do you fear? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. That this will not last long. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Why do you think so? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I don't know. I believe it must end suddenly, terribly. + There's something deceptive even the sunshine and the stillness. I feel + that happiness if not part of my destiny. + </p> + <p> + LADY. But it's all over! My parents are resigned to what we've done. My + husband understands and has written a kind letter. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What does that matter? Fate spins the web; once more I hear + the mallet fall and the chairs being pushed back from the table—judgment + has been pronounced. Yet that must have happened before I was born, + because even in childhood I began to serve my sentence. There's no + moment in my life on which can look back with happiness. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Unfortunate man! Yet you've had everything you wished from life! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Everything. Unluckily I forgot to wish for money. + </p> + <p> + LADY. You're thinking of that again. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Are you surprised? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Quiet! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What is it you're always working at? You sit there like one of + the Fates and draw the threads through your fingers. But go on. The most + beautiful of sights is a woman bending over her work, or over her child. + What are you making? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Nothing. Crochet work. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. It looks like a network of nerves and knots on which you've + fixed your thoughts. The brain must look like that—from within. + </p> + <p> + LADY. If only I thought of half the things you imagine.... But I think + of nothing. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Perhaps that's why I feel so contented when I'm with you. Why, + I find you so perfect that I can no longer imagine life without you! Now + the clouds have blown away. Now the sky is clear! The wind soft—feel + how it caresses us! This is Life! Yes, now I live. And I feel my spirit + growing, spreading, becoming tenuous, infinite. I am everywhere, in the + ocean which is my blood, in the rocks that are my bones, in the trees, + in the flowers; and my head reaches up to the heavens. I can survey the + whole universe. I <i>am</i> the universe. And I feel the power of the + Creator within me, for I am He! I wish I could grasp the all in my hand + and refashion it into something more perfect, more lasting, more + beautiful. I want all creation and created beings to be happy, to be + born without pain, live without suffering, and die in quiet content. + Eve! Die with me now! This moment, for the next will bring sorrow again. + </p> + <p> + LADY. I'm not ready to die. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Why not? + </p> + <p> + LADY. I believe there are things I've not yet done. Perhaps I've not + suffered enough. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Is that the purpose of life? + </p> + <p> + LADY. It seems to be. (Pause.) Now I want to ask one thing of you. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Well? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Don't blaspheme against heaven again, or compare yourself with the + Creator, for then you remind me of Caesar at home. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (excitedly). Caesar! How can you say that...? + </p> + <p> + LADY. I'm sorry if I've said anything I shouldn't. It was foolish of me + to say 'at home.' Forgive me. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You were thinking that Caesar and I resemble one another in + our blasphemies? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Of course not. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Strange. I believe you when you say you don't mean to hurt me; + yet you <i>do</i> hurt me, as all the others do. Why? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Because you're over-sensitive. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You say that again! Do you think I've sensitive hidden places? + </p> + <p> + LADY. No. I didn't mean that. And now the spirits of suspicion and + discord are coming between us. Drive them away—at once. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You mustn't say I blaspheme if I use the well-known words: + See, we are like unto the gods. + </p> + <p> + LADY. But if that's so, why can't you help yourself, or us? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Can't I? Wait. As yet we've only seen the beginning. + </p> + <p> + LADY. If the end is like it, heaven help us! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I know what you fear; and I meant to hold back a pleasant + surprise. But now I won't torment you longer. (He takes out a registered + letter, not yet opened.) Look! + </p> + <p> + LADY. The money's come! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. This morning. Who can destroy me now? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Don't speak like that. You know who could. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Who? + </p> + <p> + LADY. He who punishes the arrogance of men. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And their courage. That especially. This was my Achilles' + heel; I bore with everything, except this fearful lack of money. + </p> + <p> + LADY. May I ask how much they've sent? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I don't know. I've not opened the letter. But I do know about + how much to expect. I'd better look and see. (He opens the letter.) + What? Only an account showing I'm owed nothing! There's something + uncanny in this. + </p> + <p> + LADY. I begin to think so, too. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I know I'm damned. But I'm ready to hurl the curse back at him + who so nobly cursed me.... (He throws up the letter.) With a curse of my + own. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Don't. You frighten me. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Fear me, so long as you don't despise me! The challenge has + been thrown down; now you shall see a conflict between two great + opponents. (He opens his coat and waistcoat and looks threateningly + aloft.) Strike me with your lightning if you dare! Frighten me with your + thunder if you can! + </p> + <p> + LADY. Don't speak like that. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I will. Who dares break in on my dream of love? Who tears the + cup from my lips; and the woman from my arms? Those who envy me, be they + gods or devils! Little bourgeois gods who parry sword thrusts with + pin-pricks from behind, who won't stand up to their man, but strike at + him with unpaid bills. A backstairs way of discrediting a master before + his servants. They never attack, never draw, merely soil and decry! + Powers, lords and masters! All are the same! + </p> + <p> + LADY. May heaven not punish you. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Heaven's blue and silent. The ocean's silent and stupid. + Listen, I can hear a poem—that's what I call it when an idea + begins to germinate in my mind. First the rhythm; this time like the + thunder of hooves and the jingle of spurs and accoutrements. But there's + a fluttering too, like a sail flapping.... Banners! + </p> + <p> + LADY. No. It's the wind. Can't you hear it in the trees? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Quiet! They're riding over a bridge, a wooden bridge. There's + no water in the brook, only pebbles. Wait! Now I can hear them, men and + women, saying a rosary. The angels' greeting. Now I can see—on + what you're working—a large kitchen, with white-washed walls, it + has three small latticed windows, with flowers in them. In the left-hand + corner a hearth, on the right a table with wooden seats. And above the + table, in the corner, hangs a crucifix, with a lamp burning below. The + ceiling's of blackened beams, and dried mistletoe hangs on the wall. + </p> + <p> + LADY (frightened). Where can you see all that? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. On your work. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Can you see people there? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. A very old man's sitting at the table, bent over a game bag, + his hands clasped in prayer. A woman, so longer young, kneels on the + floor. Now once more I hear the angels' greeting, as if far away. But + those two in the kitchen are as motionless as figures of wax. A veil + shrouds everything.... No, that was no poem! (Waking.) It was something + else. + </p> + <p> + LADY. It was reality! The kitchen at home, where you've never set foot. + That old man was my grandfather, the forester, and the woman my mother! + They were praying for us! It was six o'clock and the servants were + saying a rosary outside, as they always do. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You make me uneasy. Is this the beginning of second sight? + Still, it was beautiful. A snow-white room, with flowers and mistletoe. + But why should they pray for us? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Why indeed! Have we done wrong? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What is wrong? + </p> + <p> + LADY. I've read there's no such thing. And yet... I long to see my + mother; not my father, for he turned me out as he did her. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Why should he have turned your mother out? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Who can say? The children least of all. Let us go to my home. I + long to. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. To the lion's den, the snake pit? One more or less makes no + matter. I'll do it for you, but not like the Prodigal Son. No, you shall + see that I can go through fire and water for your sake. + </p> + <p> + LADY. How do you know...? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I can guess. + </p> + <p> + LADY. And can you guess that the path to where my parents live in the + mountains is too steep for carts to use? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. It sounds extraordinary, but I read or dreamed something of + the kind. + </p> + <p> + LADY. You may have. But you'll see nothing that's not natural, though + perhaps unusual, for men and women are a strange race. Are you ready to + follow me? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I'm ready—for anything! + </p> + <p> + (The LADY kisses him on the forehead and makes the sign of the cross + simply, timidly and without gestures.) + </p> + <p> + LADY. Then come! + </p> + SCENE V ON THE ROAD + <p> + [A landscape with hills; a chapel, right, in the far distance on a rise. + The road, flanked by fruit trees, winds across the background. Between + the trees hills can be seen on which are crucifixes, chapels and + memorials to the victims of accidents. In the foreground a sign post + with the legend, 'Beggars not allowed in this parish.' The STRANGER and + the LADY.] + </p> + <p> + LADY. You're tired. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I won't deny it. But it's humiliating to confess I'm hungry, + because the money's gone. I never thought that would happen to me. + </p> + <p> + LADY. It seems we must be prepared for anything, for I think we've + fallen into disfavour. My shoe's split, and I could weep at our having + to go like this, looking like beggars. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (pointing to the signpost). And beggars are not allowed in this + parish. Why must that be stuck up in large letters here? + </p> + <p> + LADY. It's been there as long as I can remember. Think of it, I've not + been back since I was a child. And In those days I found the way short + and the hills lower. The trees, too, were smaller, and I think I used to + hear birds singing. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Birds sang all the year for you then! Now they only sing in + the spring—and autumn's not far off. But in those days you used to + dance along this endless way of Calvaries, plucking flowers at the feet + of the crosses. (A horn in the distance.) What's that? + </p> + <p> + LADY. My grandfather coming back from shooting. A good old man. Let's go + on and reach the house by dark. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Is it still far? + </p> + <p> + LADY. No. Only across the hills and over the river. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Is that the river I hear? + </p> + <p> + LADY. The river by which I was born and brought up. I was eighteen + before I crossed over to this bank, to see what was in the blue of the + distance.... Now I've seen. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You're weeping! + </p> + <p> + LADY. Poor old man! When I got into the boat, he said: My child, beyond + lies the world. When you've seen enough, come back to your mountains, + and they will hide you. Now I've seen enough. Enough! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Let's go. It's beginning to grow dusk already. (They pick up + their travelling capes and go on.) + </p> + SCENE VI IN A RAVINE + <p> + [Entrance to a ravine between steep cliffs covered with pines. In the + foreground a wooden shanty, a broom by the door with a ramshorn hanging + from its handle. Left, a smithy, a red glow showing through its open + door. Right, a flourmill. In the background the road through the ravine + with mill-stream and footbridge. The rock formations look like giant + profiles.] + </p> + <p> + [On the rise of the curtain the SMITH is at the smithy door and the + MILLER'S WIFE at the door of the mill. When the LADY enters they sign to + one another and disappear. The clothing of both the LADY and the + STRANGER is torn and shabby.] + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. They're hiding, from us, probably. + </p> + <p> + LADY. I don't think so. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What a strange place! Everything seems conspire to arouse + disquiet. What's that broom there? And the horn with ointment? Probably + because it's their usual place, but it makes me think of witchcraft. Why + is the smithy black and the mill white? Because one's sooty and the + other covered with flour; yet when I saw the blacksmith by the light of + his forge and the white miller's wife, it reminded me of an old poem. + Look at those giant faces.... There's your werewolf from whom I saved + you. There he is, in profile, see! + </p> + <p> + LADY. Yes, but it's only the rock. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Only the rock, and yet it's he. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Shall I tell you why we can see him? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You mean—it's our conscience? Which pricks us when we're + hungry and tired, and is silent when we've eaten and rested. It's + horrible to arrive in rags. Our clothes are torn from climbing through + the brambles. Someone's fighting against me. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Why did you challenge him? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Because I want to fight in the open; not battle with unpaid + bills and empty purses. Anyhow: here's my last copper. The devil take + it, if there is one! (He throws it into the brook.) + </p> + <p> + LADY. Oh! We could have paid the ferry with it. Now we'll have to talk + of money when we reach home. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. When can we talk of anything else? + </p> + <p> + LADY. That's because you've despised it. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. As I've despised everything.... + </p> + <p> + LADY. But not everything's despicable. Some things are good. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I've never seen them. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Then follow me and you will. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I'll follow you. (He hesitates when passing the smithy.) + </p> + <p> + LADY (who has gone on ahead). Are you frightened of fire? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No, but... (The horn is heard in the distance. He hurries past + the smithy after the LADY.) + </p> + SCENE VII IN A KITCHEN + <p> + [A large kitchen with whitewashed walls. Three windows in the corner, + right, so arranged that two are at the back and one in the right wall. + The windows are small and deeply recessed; in the recesses there are + flower pots. The ceiling is beamed and black with soot. In the left + corner a large range with utensils of copper, iron and tin, and wooden + vessels. In the corner, right, a crucifix with a lamp. Beneath it a + four-cornered table with benches. Bunches of mistletoe on the walls. A + door at the back. The Poorhouse can be seen outside, and through the + window at the back the church. Near the fire bedding for dogs and a + table with food for the poor.] + </p> + <p> + [The OLD MAN is sitting at the table beneath the crucifix, with his + hands clasped and a game bag before him. He is a strongly-built man of + over eighty with white hair and along beard, dressed as a forester. The + MOTHER is kneeling on the floor; she is grey-haired and nearly fifty; + her dress is of black-and-white material. The voices of men, women and + children can be clearly heard singing the last verse of the Angels' + Greeting in chorus. 'Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us poor sinners, + now and in the hour of death. Amen.'] + </p> + <p> + OLD MAN and MOTHER. Amen! + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Now I'll tell you, Father. They saw two vagabonds by the river. + Their clothing was torn and dirty, for they'd been in the water. And + when it came to paying the ferryman, they'd no money. Now they're drying + their clothes in the ferryman's hut. + </p> + <p> + OLD MAN. Let them stay there. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Don't forbid a beggar your house. He might be an angel. + </p> + <p> + OLD MAN. True. Let them come in. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. I'll put food for them on the table for the poor. Do you mind + that? + </p> + <p> + OLD MAN. No. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Shall I give them cider? + </p> + <p> + OLD MAN. Yes. And you can light the fire; they'll be cold. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. There's hardly time. But I will, if you wish it, Father. + </p> + <p> + OLD MAN (looking out of the window). I think you'd better. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. What are you looking at? + </p> + <p> + OLD MAN. The river; it's rising. And I'm asking myself, as I've done for + seventy years—when I shall reach the sea. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. You're sad to-night, Father. + </p> + <p> + OLD MAN.... et introibo ad altare Dei: ad Deum qui laetificat juventutem + meam. Yes. I do feel sad.... Deus, Deus meus: quare tristis es anima + mea, et quare conturbas me. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Spera in Deo.... + </p> + <p> + (The Maid comes in, and signs to the MOTHER, who goes over to her. They + whisper together and the maid goes out again.) + </p> + <p> + OLD MAN. I heard what you said. O God! Must I bear that too! + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. You needn't see them. You can go up to your room. + </p> + <p> + OLD MAN. No. It shall be a penance. But why come like this: as + vagabonds? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Perhaps they lost their way and have had much to endure. + </p> + <p> + OLD MAN. But to bring her husband! Is she lost to shame? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. You know Ingeborg's queer nature. She thinks all she does is + fitting, if not right. Have you ever seen her ashamed, or suffer from a + rebuff? I never have. Yet she's not without shame; on the contrary. And + everything she does, however questionable, seems natural when she does + it. + </p> + <p> + OLD MAN. I've always wondered why one could never be angry with her. She + doesn't feel herself responsible, or think an insult's directed at her. + She seems impersonal; or rather two persons, one who does nothing but + ill whilst the other gives absolution.... But this man! There's no one + I've hated from afar so much as he. He sees evil everywhere; and of no + one have I heard so much ill. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. That's true. But it may be Ingeborg's found some mission in this + man's life; and he in hers. Perhaps they're meant to torture each other + into atonement. + </p> + <p> + OLD MAN. Perhaps. But I'll have nothing to do with at seems to me + shameful. This man, under my roof! Yet I must accept it, like everything + else. For I've deserved no less. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Very well then. (The LADY and the STRANGER come in.) You're + welcome. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Thank you, Mother. (She looks over to the OLD MAN, who rises and + looks at the STRANGER.) Peace, Grandfather. This is my husband. Give him + your hand. + </p> + <p> + OLD MAN. First let me look at him. (He goes to the STRANGER, puts his + hands on his shoulders and looks him in the eyes.) What motives brought + you here? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (simply). None, but to keep my wife company, at her earnest + desire. + </p> + <p> + OLD MAN. If that's true, you're welcome! I've a long and stormy life + behind me, and at last I've found a certain peace in solitude. I beg you + not to trouble it. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I haven't come here to ask favours. I'll take nothing with me + when I go. + </p> + <p> + OLD MAN. That's not the answer I wanted; for we all need one another. I + perhaps need you. No one can know, young man. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Grandfather! + </p> + <p> + OLD MAN. Yes, my child. I shan't wish you happiness, for there's no such + thing; but I wish you strength to bear your destiny. Now I'll leave you + for a little. Your mother will look after you. (He goes out.) + </p> + <p> + LADY (to her mother). Did you lay that table for us, Mother? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. No, it's a mistake, as you can imagine. + </p> + <p> + LADY. I know we look wretched. We were lost in the mountains, and if + grandfather hadn't blown his horn... + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Your grandfather gave up hunting long ago. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Then it was someone else.... Listen, Mother, I'll go up now to the + 'rose' room, and get it straight. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Do. I'll come in a moment. + </p> + <p> + (The LADY would like to say something, cannot, and goes out.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (to the MOTHER). I've seen this room already. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. And I've seen you. I almost expected you. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. As one expects a disaster? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Why say that? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Because I sow devastation wherever I go. But as I must go + somewhere, and cannot change my fate, I've lost my scruples. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Then you're like my daughter—she, too, has no scruples and + no conscience. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. You think I'm speaking ill of her? I couldn't do that of my own + child. I only draw the comparison, because you know her. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. But I've noticed what you speak of in Eve. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Why do you call Ingeborg Eve? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. By inventing a name for her I made her mine. I wanted to + change her.... + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. And remake her in your image? (Laughing.) I've been told that + country wizards carve images of their victims, and give them the names + of those they'd bewitch. That was your plan: by means of this Eve, that + you yourself had made, you intended to destroy the whole Sex! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (looking at the MOTHER in surprise). Those were damnable words! + Forgive me. But you have religious beliefs: how can you think such + things? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. The thoughts were yours. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. This begins to be interesting. I imagined an idyll in the + forest, but this is a witches' cauldron. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Not quite. You've forgotten, or never knew, that a man deserted + me shamefully, and that you're a man who also shamefully deserted a + woman. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Frank words. Now I know where I am. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. I'd like to know where I am. Can you support two families? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. If all goes well. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. All doesn't—in this life. Money can be lost. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. But my talent's capital I can never lose. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Really? The greatest of talents has been known to fail... + gradually, or suddenly. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I've never met anyone who could so damp one's courage. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Pride should be damped. Your last book was much weaker. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You read it? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Yes. That's why I know all your secrets. So don't try to deceive + me; it won't go well with you. (Pause.) A trifle, but one that does us + no good here: why didn't you pay the ferryman? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. My heel of Achilles! I threw my last coin away. Can't we speak + of something else than money in this house? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Oh yes. But in this house we do our duty before we amuse + ourselves. So you came on foot because you had no money? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (hesitating). Yes.... + </p> + <p> + MOTHER (smiling). Probably nothing to eat? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (hesitating). No.... + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. You're a fine fellow! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. In all my life I've never been in such a predicament. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. I can believe it. It's almost a pity. I could laugh at the + figure you cut, if I didn't know it would make you weep, and others with + you. (Pause.) But now you've had your will, hold fast to the woman who + loves you; for if you leave her, you'll never smile again, and soon + forget what happiness was. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Is that a threat? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. A warning. Go now, and have your supper. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (pointing at the table for the poor). There? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. A poor joke; which might become reality. I've seen such things. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Soon I'll believe anything can happen—this is the worst + I've known. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Worse yet may come. Wait! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (cast down). I'm prepared for anything. + </p> + <p> + (Exit. A moment later the OLD MAN comes in.) + </p> + <p> + OLD MAN. It was no angel after all. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. No good angel, certainly. + </p> + <p> + OLD MAN. Really! (Pause.) You know how superstitious people here are. As + I went down to the river I heard this: a farmer said his horse shied at + 'him'; another that the dogs got so fierce he'd had to tie them up. The + ferryman swore his boat drew less water when 'he' got in. Superstition, + but.... + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. But what? + </p> + <p> + OLD MAN. It was only a magpie that flew in at her window, though it was + closed. An illusion, perhaps. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Perhaps. But why does one often see such things at the right + time? + </p> + <p> + OLD MAN. This man's presence is intolerable. When he looks at me I can't + breathe. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. We must try to get rid of him. I'm certain he won't care to stay + for long. + </p> + <p> + OLD MAN. No. He won't grow old here. (Pause.) Listen, I got a letter + to-night warning me about him. Among other things he's wanted by the + courts. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. The courts? + </p> + <p> + OLD MAN. Yes. Money matters. But, remember, the laws of hospitality + protect beggars and enemies. Let him stay a few days, till he's got over + this fearful journey. You can see how Providence has laid hands on him, + how his soul is being ground in the mill ready for the sieve.... + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. I've felt a call to be a tool in the hands of Providence. + </p> + <p> + OLD MAN. Don't confuse it with your wish for vengeance. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. I'll try not to, if I can. + </p> + <p> + OLD MAN. Well, good-night. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Do you think Ingeborg has read his last book? + </p> + <p> + OLD MAN. It's unlikely. If she had she'd never have married a man who + held such views. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. No, she's not read it. But now she must. + </p> + SCENE VIII THE 'ROSE' ROOM + <p> + [A simple, pleasantly furnished room in the forester's house. The walls + are colour-washed in red; the curtains are of thin rose-coloured muslin. + In the small latticed windows there are flowers. On right, a + writing-table and bookshelf. Left, a sofa with rose-coloured curtains + above in the form of a baldachino. Tables and chairs in Old German + style. At the back, a door. Outside the country can be seen and the + poorhouse, a dark, unpleasant building with black, uncurtained windows. + Strong sunlight. The LADY is sitting on the sofa working.] + </p> + <p> + MOTHER (standing with a book bound in rose-coloured cloth in her hand.) + You won't read your husband's book? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Not that one. I promised not to. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. You don't want to know the man to whom you've entrusted your + fate? + </p> + <p> + LADY. What would be the use? We're all right as we are. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. You make no great demands on life? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Why should I? They'd never be fulfilled. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. I don't know whether you were born full of worldly wisdom, or + foolishness. + </p> + <p> + LADY. I don't know myself. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. If the sun shines and you've enough to eat, you're content. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Yes. And when it goes in, I make the best of it. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. To change the subject: did you know your husband was being + pressed by the courts on account of his debts? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Yes. It happens to all writers. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Is he mad, or a rascal? + </p> + <p> + LADY. He's neither. He's no ordinary man; and it's a pity I can tell him + nothing he doesn't know already. That's why we don't speak much; but + he's glad to have me near him; and so am I to be near him. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. You've reached calm water already? Then it can't be far to the + mill-race! But don't you think you'd have more to talk of, if you read + what he has written? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Perhaps. You can leave me the book, if you like. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Take it and hide it. It'll be a surprise if you can quote + something from his masterpiece. + </p> + <p> + LADY (hiding the book in her bag). He's coming. If he's spoken of he + seems to feel it from afar. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. If he could only feel how he makes others suffer—from + afar. (Exit left.) + </p> + <p> + (The LADY, alone for an instant, looks at the book and seems taken + aback. She hides it in her bag.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (entering). Your mother was here? You were speaking of me, of + course. I can almost hear her ill-natured words. They cut the air and + darken the sunshine. I can almost divine the impression of her body in + the atmosphere of the room, and she leaves an odour like that of a dead + snake. + </p> + <p> + LADY. You're irritable to-day. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Fearfully. Some fool has restrung my nerves out of tune, and + plays on them with a horse-hair bow till he sets my teeth on edge.... + You don't know what that is! There's someone here who's stronger than I! + Someone with a searchlight who shines it at me, wherever I may be. Do + they use the black art in this place? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Don't turn your back on the sunlight. Look at this lovely country; + you'll feel calmer. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I can't bear that poorhouse. It seems to have been built there + solely for me. And a demented woman always stands there beckoning. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Do you think they treat you badly here? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. In a way, no. They feed me with tit-bits, as if I were to be + fattened for the butcher. But I can't eat because they grudge it me, and + I feel the cold rays of their hate. To me it seems there's an icy wind + everywhere, although it's still and hot. And I can hear that accursčd + mill.... + </p> + <p> + LADY. It's not grinding now. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. Grinding... grinding. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Listen. There's no hate here. Pity, at most. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Another thing.... Why do people I meet cross themselves? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Only because they're used to praying in silence. (Pause.) You had + an unwelcome letter this morning? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. The kind that makes your hair rise from the scalp, so + that you want to curse at fate. I'm owed money, but can't get paid. Now + the law's being set in motion against me by... the guardians of my + children, because I've not paid alimony. No one has ever been in such a + dishonourable position. I'm blameless. I could pay my way; I want to, + but am prevented! Not my fault; yet my shame! It's not in nature. The + devil's got a hand in it. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Why? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Why? Why is one born into this world an ignoramus, knowing + nothing of the laws, customs and usage one inadvertently breaks? And for + which one's punished. Why does one grow into a youth full of high + ambition only to be driven into vile actions one abhors? Why, why? + </p> + <p> + LADY (who has secretly been looking at the book: absent-mindedly). There + must be a reason, even if we don't know it. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. If it's to humble one, it's a poor method. It only makes me + more arrogant. Eve! + </p> + <p> + LADY. Don't call me that. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (starting). Why not? + </p> + <p> + LADY. I don't like it. You'd feel as I do, if I called you Caesar. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Have we got back to that? + </p> + <p> + LADY. To what? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Did you mention that name for any reason? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Caesar? No. But I'm beginning to find things out. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Very well! Then I may as well fall honourably by my own hand. + I am Caesar, the school-boy, for whose escapade your husband, the + werewolf, was punished. Fate delights in making links for eternity. A + noble sport! (The LADY, uncertain what to do, does not reply.) Say + something! + </p> + <p> + LADY. I can't. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Say that he became a werewolf because, as a child, he lost his + belief in the justice of heaven, owing to the fact that, though + innocent, he was punished for the misdeeds of another. But if you say + so, I shall reply that I suffered ten times as much from my conscience, + and that the spiritual crisis that followed left me so strengthened that + I've never done such a thing again. + </p> + <p> + LADY. No. It's not that. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Then what is it? Do you respect me no longer? + </p> + <p> + LADY. It's not that either. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Then it's to make me feel my shame before you! And it would be + the end of everything between us. + </p> + <p> + LADY. No! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Eve. + </p> + <p> + LADY. You rouse evil thoughts. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You've broken your vow: you've been reading my book! + </p> + <p> + LADY. I have. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Then you've done wrong. + </p> + <p> + LADY. My intention was good. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. The results even of your good intentions are terrible! You've + blown me into the air with my own petard. Why must all our misdeeds come + home to roost—both boyish escapades and really evil action? It's + fair enough to reap evil where one has sown it. But I've never seen a + good action get its reward. Never! It's a disgrace to Him who records + all sins, however black or venial. No man could do it: men would + forgive. The gods... never! + </p> + <p> + LADY. Don't say that. Say rather <i>you</i> forgive. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I'm not small-minded. But what have I forgive you? + </p> + <p> + LADY. More than I can say. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Say it. Perhaps then we'll be quits. + </p> + <p> + LADY. He and I used to read the curse of Deutertonomy over you... for + you'd ruined his life. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What curse is that? + </p> + <p> + LADY. From the fifth book of Moses. The priests chant it in chorus when + the fasts begin. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I don't remember it. What does it matter—a curse more or + less? + </p> + <p> + LADY. In my family those whom we curse, are struck. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I don't believe it. But I do believe that evil emanates from + this house. May it recoil upon it! That is my prayer! Now, according to + custom, it would be my duty to shoot myself; but I can't, so long as I + have other duties. You see, I can't even die, and so I've lost my last + treasure—what, with reason, I call my religion. I've heard that + man can wrestle with God, and with success; but not even job could fight + against Satan. (Pause.) Let's speak of you.... + </p> + <p> + LADY. Not now. Later perhaps. Since I've got to know your terrible book—I've + only glanced at it, only read a few lines here and there—I feel as + if I'd eaten of the tree of knowledge. My eyes are opened and I know + what's good and what's evil, as I've never known before. And now I see + how evil you are, and why I am to be called Eve. She was a mother and + brought sin into the world: it was another mother who brought expiation. + The curse of mankind was called down on us by the first, a blessing by + the second. In me you shall not destroy my whole sex. Perhaps I have a + different mission in your life. We shall see! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. So you've eaten of the tree of knowledge? Farewell. + </p> + <p> + LADY. You're going away? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I can't stay here. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Don't go. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I must. I must clear up everything. I'll take leave of the old + people now. Then I'll come back. I shan't be long. (Exit.) + </p> + <p> + LADY (remains motionless, then goes to the door and looks out. She sinks + to her knees). No! He won't come back! + </p> + <p> + Curtain. + </p> + SCENE IX CONVENT + <p> + [The refectory of an ancient convent, resembling a simple whitewashed + Romanesque church. There are damp patches on the walls, looking like + strange figures. A long table with bowls; at the end a desk for the + Lector. At the back a door leading to the chapel. There are lighted + candles on the tables. On the wall, left, a painting representing the + Archangel Michael killing the Fiend.] + </p> + <p> + [The STRANGER is sitting left, at a refectory table, dressed in the + white clothing of a patient, with a bowl before him. At the table, + right, are sitting: the brown-clad mourners of Scene I. The BEGGAR. A + woman in mourning with two children. A woman who resembles the Lady, but + who is not her and who is crocheting instead of eating. A Man very like + the Doctor, another like the Madman. Others like the Father, Mother, + Brother. Parents of the 'Prodigal Son,' etc. All are dressed in white, + but over this are wearing costumes of coloured crępe. Their faces are + waxen and corpse-like, their whole appearance queer, their gestures + strange. On the rise of the curtain all are finishing a Paternoster, + except the STRANGER.] + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (rising and going to the ABBESS, who is standing at a serving + table). Mother. May I speak to you? + </p> + <p> + ABBESS (in a black-and-white Augustinian habit). Yes, my son. (They come + forward.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. First, where am I? + </p> + <p> + ABBESS. In a convent called 'St. Saviour.' You were found on the hills + above the ravine, with a cross you'd broken from a calvary and with + which you were threatening someone in the clouds. Indeed, you thought + you could see him. You were feverish and had lost your foothold. You + were picked up, unhurt, beneath a cliff, but in delirium. You were + brought to the hospital and put to bed. Since then you've spoken wildly, + and complained of a pain in your hip, but no injury could be found. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What did I speak of? + </p> + <p> + ABBESS. You had the usual feverish dreams. You reproached yourself with + all kinds of things, and thought you could see your victims, as you + called them. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And then? + </p> + <p> + ABBESS. Your thoughts often turned to money matters. You wanted to pay + for yourself in the hospital. I tried to calm you by telling you no + payment would be asked: all was done out of charity.... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I want no charity. + </p> + <p> + ABBESS. It's more blessed to give than to receive; yet a noble nature + can accept and be thankful. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I want no charity. + </p> + <p> + ABBESS. Hm! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Tell me, why will none of those people sit at the same table + with me? They're getting up... going.... + </p> + <p> + ABBESS. They seem to fear you. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Why? + </p> + <p> + ABBESS. You look so.... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I? But what of them? Are they real? + </p> + <p> + ABBESS. If you mean true, they've a terrible reality. It may be they + look strange to you, because you're still feverish. Or there may be + another reason. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I seem to know them, all of them! I see them as if in a + mirror: they only make as if they were eating.... Is this some drama + they're performing? Those look like my parents, rather like... (Pause.) + Hitherto I've feared nothing, because life was useless to me.... Now I + begin to be afraid. + </p> + <p> + ABBESS. If you don't believe them real, I'll ask the Confessor to + introduce you. (She signs to the CONFESSOR who approaches.) + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR (dressed in a black-and-white habit of Dominicans). Sister! + </p> + <p> + ABBESS. Tell the patient who are at that table. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. That's soon done. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Permit a question first. Haven't we met already? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Yes. I sat by your bedside, when you were delirious. At your + desire, I heard your confession. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What? My confession? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Yes. But I couldn't give you absolution; because it seemed + that what you said was spoken in fever. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Why? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. There was hardly a sin or vice you didn't take upon yourself—things + so hateful you'd have had to undergo strict penitence before demanding + absolution. Now you're yourself again I can ask whether there are + grounds for your self-accusations. + </p> + <p> + (The ABBESS leaves them.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Have you the right? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. No. In truth, no right. (Pause.) But you want to know in + whose company you are! The very best. There, for instance, is a madman, + Caesar, who lost his wits through reading the works of a certain writer + whose notoriety is greater than his fame. There's a beggar, who won't + admit he's a beggar, because he's learnt Latin and is free. There, a + doctor, called the werewolf, whose history's well known. There, two + parents, who grieved themselves to death over a son who raised his hand + against theirs. He must be responsible for refusing to follow his + father's bier and desecrating his mother's grave. There's his unhappy + sister, whom he drove out into the snow, as he himself recounts, with + the best intentions. Over there's a woman who's been abandoned with her + two children, and there's another doing crochet work.... All are old + acquaintances. Go and greet them! + </p> + <p> + (The STRANGER has turned his back on the company: he now goes to the + table, left, and sits down with his back to them. He raises his head, + sees the picture of the Archangel Michael and lowers his eyes. The + CONFESSOR stands behind the STRANGER. A Catholic Requiem can be heard + from the chapel. The CONFESSOR speaks to the STRANGER in a low voice + while the music goes on.) + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + Quantus tremor est futurus + Quando judex est venturus + Cuncta stricte discussurus, + Tuba mirum spargens sonum + Per sepulchra regionum + Coget omnes ante thronum. + Mors stupebit et natura, + Cum resurget creatura + Judicanti responsura + Liber scriptus proferetur + In quo totum continetur + Unde mundus judicetur. + Judex ergo cum sedebit + Quidquid latet apparebit + Nil inultum remanebit. +</pre> + <p> + (He goes to the desk by the table, right, and opens his breviary. The + music ceases.) + </p> + <p> + We will continue the reading.... 'But if thou wilt not hearken unto the + voice of the Lord thy God all these curses shall overtake thee. Cursčd + shalt thou be in the city, and cursčd shalt thou be in the field; cursčd + shalt thou be when thou comest in, and cursčd when thou goest out.' + </p> + <p> + OMNES (in a low voice). Cursčd! + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. 'The Lord shall send upon thee vexation and rebuke in all + that thou settest thy hand for to do, until thou be destroyed, and until + thou perish quickly, because of the wickedness of thy doings, whereby + thou hast forsaken me.' + </p> + <p> + OMNES (loudly). Cursčd! + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. 'The Lord shall cause thee to be smitten before thine + enemies: thou shalt go out one way against them, and flee seven ways + before them, and shalt be moved into all the kingdoms of the earth. And + thy carcase shall be meat unto all fowls of the air, and unto the beasts + of the earth, and no man shall fray them away. The Lord will smite thee + with the botch of Egypt, the scab and the itch, with madness and + blindness, that thou shalt grope at noonday, as the blind gropeth in + darkness. Thou shalt not prosper in thy ways, and thou shalt be only + oppressed and spoiled evermore, and no man shall save thee. Thou shalt + betroth a wife, and another man shall lie with her: thou shalt build an + house, and thou shalt not dwell therein: thou shalt plant a vineyard, + and shalt not gather the grapes thereof. Thy sons and thy daughters + shall be given unto another people, and thine eyes fail with longing for + them; and there shall be no might in thy hand. And thou shalt find no + ease on earth, neither shall the sole of thy foot have rest: the Lord + shall give thee a trembling heart, and failing of eyes and sorrow of + mind. And thy life shall hang in doubt before thee; and thou shalt fear + day and night. In the morning thou shalt say, would God it were even! + And at even thou shalt say, would God it were morning! And because thou + servedst not the Lord thy God when thou livedst in security, thou shalt + serve him in hunger, in thirst, in nakedness and in want; and He shall + put a yoke of iron upon thy neck, until He have destroyed thee!' + </p> + <p> + OMNES. Amen! + </p> + <p> + (The CONFESSOR has read the above loudly and rapidly, without turning to + the STRANGER. All those present, except the LADY, who is working, have + been listening and have joined in the curse, though they have feigned + not to notice the STRANGER, who has remained with his back to them, sunk + in himself. The STRANGER now rises as if to go. The CONFESSOR goes + towards him.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What was that? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. The Book of Deuteronomy. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Of course. But I seem to remember blessings in it, too. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Yes, for those who keep His commandments. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Hm.... I can't deny that, for a moment, I felt shaken. Are + they temptations to be resisted, or warnings to be obeyed? (Pause.) + Anyhow I'm certain now that I have fever. I must go to a real doctor. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. See he <i>is</i> the right one! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Of course! + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Who can heal 'delightful scruples of conscience'! + </p> + <p> + ABBESS. Should you need charity again, you now know where to find it. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No. I do not. + </p> + <p> + ABBESS (in a low voice). Then I'll tell you. In a 'rose' room, near a + certain running stream. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. That's the truth! In a 'rose' room. Wait; how long have I been + here? + </p> + <p> + ABBESS. Three months to-day. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Three months! Have I been sleeping? Or where have I been? + (Looking out of the window.) It's autumn. The trees are bare; the clouds + look cold. Now it's coming back to me! Can you hear a mill grinding? The + sound of a horn? The rushing of a river? A wood whispering—and a + woman weeping? You're right. Only there can charity be found. Farewell. + (Exit.) + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR (to the Abbess). The fool! The fool! + </p> + <p> + Curtain. + </p> + SCENE X THE 'ROSE' ROOM + <p> + [The curtains have been taken down. The windows gape into the darkness + outside. The furniture has been covered in brown loose-covers and pulled + forward. The flowers have been taken away, and the large black stove + lit. The MOTHER is standing ironing white curtains by the light of a + single lamp. There is a knock at the door.] + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Come in! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (doing so). Where's my wife? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Where do you come from? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I think, from hell. But where's my wife? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Which of them do you mean? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. The question's justified. Everything is, except to me. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. There may be a reason: I'm glad you've seen it. Where have you + been? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Whether in a poorhouse, a madhouse or a hospital, I don't + know. I should like to think it all a feverish dream. I've been ill: I + lost my memory and can't believe three months have passed. But where's + my wife? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. I ought to ask you that. When you deserted her, she went away—to + look for you. Whether she's tired of looking, I can't say. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Something's amiss here. Where's the Old Man? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Where there's no more suffering. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You mean he's dead? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Yes. He's dead. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You say it as if you wanted to add him to my victims. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Perhaps I'm right to do so. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. He didn't look sensitive: he was capable of steady hatred. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. No. He hated only what was evil, in himself and others. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. So I'm wrong there, too! (Pause.) + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. What do you want here? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Charity! + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. At last! How was it at the hospital! Sit down and tell me. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (sitting). I don't want to think of it. I don't even know if it + <i>was</i> a hospital. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Strange. Tell me what happened after you left here. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I fell in the mountains, hurt my hip and lost consciousness. + If you'll speak kindly to me you shall know more. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. I will. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. When I woke I was in a red iron bedstead. Three men were + pulling a cord that ran through two blocks. Every time they pulled I + felt I grew two feet taller.... + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. They were putting in your hip. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I hadn't thought of that. Then... I lay watching my past life + unroll before me like a panorama, through childhood, youth.... And when + the roll was finished it began again. All the time I heard a mill + grinding.... I can hear it still. Yes, here too! + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Those were not pleasant visions. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No. At last I came to the conclusion... that I was a + thoroughgoing scamp. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Why call yourself that? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I know you'd like to hear me say I was a scoundrel. But that + would seem to me like boasting. It would imply a certainty about myself + to which I've not attained. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. You're still in doubt? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Of a great deal. But I've begun to have an inkling. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. That....? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. That there are forces which, till now, I've not believed in. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. You've come to see that neither you, nor any other man, directs + your destiny? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I have. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Then you've already gone part of the way. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. But I myself have changed. I'm ruined; for I've lost all + aptitude for writing. And I can't sleep at night. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Indeed! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What are called nightmares stop me. Last and worst: I daren't + die; for I'm no longer sure my miseries will end, with <i>my</i> end. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Oh! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Even worse: I've grown so to loathe myself that I'd escape + from myself, if I knew how. If I were a Christian, I couldn't obey the + first commandment, to love my neighbour as myself, for I should have to + hate him as I hate myself. It's true that I'm a scamp. I've always + suspected it; and because I never wanted life to fool me, I've observed + 'others' carefully. When I saw they were no better than I, I resented + their trying to browbeat me. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. You've been wrong to think it a matter between you and others. + You have to deal with Him. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. With whom? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. The Invisible One, who guides your destiny. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Would I could see Him. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. It would be your death. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Oh no! + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Where do you get this devilish spirit of rebellion? If you won't + bow your neck like the rest, you must be broken like a reed. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I don't know where this fearful stubbornness comes from. It's + true an unpaid bill can make me tremble; but if I were to climb Mount + Sinai and face the Eternal One, I should not cover my face. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Jesus and Mary! Don't say such things. You'll make me think + you're a child of the Devil. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Here that seems the general opinion. But I've heard that those + who serve the Evil One get honours, goods and gold as their reward. Gold + especially. Do you think me suspect? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. You'll bring a curse on my house. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Then I'll leave it. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. And go into the night. Where? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. To seek the only one that I don't hate. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Are you sure she'll receive you? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Quite sure. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. I'm not. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I am. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Then I must raise your doubts. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You can't. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Yes, I can. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. It's a lie. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. We're no longer speaking kindly. We must stop. Can you sleep in + the attic? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I can't sleep anywhere. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Still, I'll say good-night to you, whether you think I mean it, + or not. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You're sure there are no rats in the attic? I don't fear + ghosts, but rats aren't pleasant. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. I'm glad you don't fear ghosts, for no one's slept a whole night + there... whatever the cause may be. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (after a moment's hesitation). Never have I met a more wicked + woman than you. The reason is: you have religion. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Good-night! + </p> + <p> + Curtain. + </p> + SCENE XI IN THE KITCHEN + <p> + [It is dark, but the moon outside throws moving shadows of the window + lattices on to the floor, as the storm clouds race by. In the corner, + right, under the crucifix, where the OLD MAN used to sit, a hunting + horn, a gun and a game bag hang on the wall. On the table a stuffed bird + of prey. As the windows are open the curtains are flapping in the wind; + and kitchen cloths, aprons and towels, that are hung on a line by the + hearth, move in the wind, whose sighing can be heard. In the distance + the noise of a waterfall. There is an occasional tapping on the wooden + floor.] + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (entering, half-dressed, a lamp in his hand). Is anyone here? + No. (He comes forward with a light, which makes the play of shadow less + marked.) What's moving on the floor? Is anyone here? (He goes to the + table, sees the stuffed bird and stands riveted to the spot.) God! + </p> + <p> + MOTHER (coming in with a lamp). Still up? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I couldn't sleep. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER (gently). Why not, my son? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I heard someone above me. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Impossible. There's nothing over the attic. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. That's why I was uneasy! What's moving on the floor like + snakes? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Moonbeams. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. Moonbeams. That's a stuffed bird. And those are cloths. + Everything's natural; that's what makes me uneasy. Who was knocking + during the night? Was anyone locked out? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. It was a horse in the stable. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Why should it make that noise? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Some animals have nightmares. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What are nightmares? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Who knows? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. May I sit down? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Do. I want to speak seriously to you. I was malicious last + night; you must forgive me. It's because of that I need religion; just + as I need the penitential garment and the stone floor. To spare you, + I'll tell you what nightmares are to me. My bad conscience! Whether I + punish myself or another punishes me, I don't know. I don't permit + myself to ask. (Pause.) Now tell me what you saw in your room. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I hardly know. Nothing. When I went in I felt as if someone + were there. Then I went to bed. But someone started pacing up and down + above me with a heavy tread. Do you believe in ghosts? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. My religion won't allow me to. But I believe our sense of right + and wrong will find a way to punish us. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Soon I felt cold air on my breast—it reached my heart + and forced me to get up. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. And then? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. To stand and watch the whole panorama of my life unroll before + me. I saw everything—that was the worst of it. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. I know. I've been through it. There's no name for the malady, + and only one cure. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What is it? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. You know what children do when they've done wrong? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. First ask forgiveness! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And then? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Try to make amends. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Isn't it enough to suffer according to one's deserts? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. No. That's revenge. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Then what must one do? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Can you mend a life you've destroyed? Undo a bad action? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Truly, no. But I was forced into it! Forced to take, for no + one gave me the right. Accursčd be He who forced me! (Putting his hand + to his heart.) Ah! He's here, in this room. He's plucking out my heart! + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Then bow your head. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I cannot. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Down on your knees. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I will not. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Christ have mercy! Lord have mercy on you! On your knees before + Him who was crucified! Only He can wipe out what's been done. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Not before Him! If I were forced, I'll recant... afterwards. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. On your knees, my son! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I cannot bow the knee. I cannot. Help me, God Eternal. + (Pause.) + </p> + <p> + MOTHER (after a hasty prayer). Do you feel better? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes.... It was not death. It was annihilation! + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. The annihilation of the Divine. We call it spiritual death. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I see. (Without irony.) I begin to understand. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. My son! You have left Jerusalem and are on the road to Damascus. + Go back the same way you came. Erect a cross at every station, and stay + at the seventh. For you, there are not fourteen, as for Him. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You speak in riddles. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Then go your way. Search out those to whom you have something to + say. First, your wife. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Where is she? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. You must find her. On your way don't forget to call on him you + named the werewolf. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Never! + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. You'd have said that, as you came here. As you know, I expected + your coming. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Why? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. For no one reason. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Just as I saw this kitchen... in a trance.... + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. That's why I now regret trying to separate you and Ingeborg. Go + and search for her. If you find her, well and good. If not, perhaps that + too has been ordained. (Pause.) Dawn's now at hand. Morning has come and + the night has passed. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Such a night! + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. You'll remember it. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Not all of it... yet something. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER (looking out of the window, as if to herself). Lovely morning + star—how far from heaven have you fallen! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (after a pause). Have you noticed that, before the sun rises, a + feeling of awe takes hold of mankind? Are we children of darkness, that + we tremble before the light? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Will you never be tired of questioning? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Never. Because I yearn for light. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Go then, and search. And peace be with you! + </p> + SCENE XII IN THE RAVINE + <p> + [The same landscape as before, but in autumn colouring. The trees have + lost their leaves. Work is going on at the smithy and the mill. The + SMITH stands, left, in the doorway; the MILLER'S wife, right. The LADY + dressed in a jacket with a hat of patent leather; but she is in + mourning. The STRANGER is in Bavarian alpine kit: short jacket of rough + material, knickers, heavy boots and alpenstock, green hat with + heath-cock feather. Over this he wears a brown cloak with a cape and + hood.] + </p> + <p> + LADY (entering tired and dispirited). Did a man pass here in a long + cloak, with a green hat? (The SMITH and the MILLER'S WIFE shake their + heads.) Can I lodge here for the night? (The SMITH and the MILLER'S WIFE + again shake their heads: to the SMITH.) May I stand in the doorway for a + moment and warm myself? (The SMITH pushes her away.) God reward you + according to your deserts! + </p> + <p> + (Exit. She reappears on the footbridge, and exit once more.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (entering). Has a lady in a coat and skirt crossed the brook? + (The SMITH and MILLER'S WIFE shake their heads.) Will you give me some + bread? I'll pay for it. (The MILLER'S WIFE refuses the money.) No + charity! + </p> + <p> + ECHO (imitating his voice from afar). Charity. + </p> + <p> + (The SMITH and the MILLER'S WIFE laugh so loudly and so long that, at + length, ECHO replies.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Good! An eye for an eye—a tooth for a tooth. It helps to + lighten my conscience! (He enters the ravine.) + </p> + SCENE XIII ON THE ROAD + <p> + [The same landscape as before; but autumn. The BEGGAR is sitting outside + a chapel with a lime twig and a bird cage, in which is a starling. The + STRANGER enters wearing the same clothes as in the preceding scene.] + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Beggar! Have you seen a lady in a coat and skirt pass this + way? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. I've seen five hundred. But, seriously, I must ask you not to + call me beggar now. I've found work! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Oh! So it's you! + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Ille ego qui quondam.... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What kind of work have you? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. I've a starling, that whistles and sings. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You mean, <i>he</i> does the work? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Yes. I'm my own master now. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Do you catch birds? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. No. The lime twig's merely for appearances. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. So you still cling to such things? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. What else should I cling to? What's within us is nothing but + pure... nonsense. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Is that the final conclusion of your whole philosophy of life? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. My complete metaphysic. The view mad be rather out of date, + but... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Can you be serious for a moment? Tell me about your past. + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Why unravel that old skein? Twist it up rather. Twist it up. Do + you think I'm always so merry? Only when I meet you: you're so damnably + funny! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. How can you laugh, with a wrecked life behind you? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Now he's getting personal! (Pause.) If you can't laugh at + adversity, not even that of others, you're begging of life itself. + Listen! If you follow this wheel track you'll come, at last, to the + ocean, and there the path will stop. If you sit down there and rest, + you'll begin to take another view of things. Here there are so many + accidents, religious themes, disagreeable memories that hinder thought + as it flies to the 'rose' room. Only follow the track! If it's muddy + here and there, spread your wings and flutter. And talking of + fluttering: I once heard a bird that sang of Polycrates and his ring; + how he'd become possessed of all the marvels of this world, but didn't + know what to do with them. So he sent tidings east and west of the great + Nothing he'd helped to fashion from the empty universe. I wouldn't + assert you were the man, unless I believed it so firmly I could take my + oath on it. Once I asked you whether you knew who I was, and you said it + didn't interest you. In return I offered you my friendship, but you + refused it rudely. However, I'm not sensitive or resentful, so I'll give + you good advice on your way. Follow the track! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (avoiding him). You don't deceive me. + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. You believe nothing but evil. That's why you get nothing but + evil. Try to believe what is good. Try! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I will. But if I'm deceived, I've the right to.... + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. You've no right to do that. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (as if to himself ). Who is it reads my secret thoughts, turns + my soul inside out, and pursues me? Why do you persecute me? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Saul! Saul! Why persecutest thou Me? + </p> + <p> + (The STRANGER goes out with a gesture of horror. The chord of the + funeral march is heard again. The LADY enters.) + </p> + <p> + LADY. Have you seen a man pass this way in a long cloak, with a green + hat? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. There was a poor devil here, who hobbled off.... + </p> + <p> + LADY. The man I'm searching for's not lame. + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Nor was he. It seems he'd hurt his hip; and that made him walk + unsteadily. I mustn't be malicious. Look here in the mud. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Where? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR (pointing). There! At that rut. In it you can see the impression + of a boot, firmly planted.... + </p> + <p> + LADY (looking at the impression). It's he! His heavy tread.... Can I + catch him up? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Follow the track! + </p> + <p> + LADY (taking his hand and kissing it). Thank you, my friend. (Exit.) + </p> + SCENE XIV BY THE SEA + <p> + [The same landscape as before, but now winter. The sea is dark blue, and + on the horizon great clouds take on the shapes of huge heads. In the + distance three bare masts of a wrecked ship, that look like three white + crosses. The table and seat are still under the tree, but the chairs + have been removed. There is snow on the ground. From time to time a + bell-buoy can be heard. The STRANGER comes in from the left, stops a + moment and looks out to sea, then goes out, right, behind the cottage. + The LADY enters, left, and appears to be following the STRANGER'S + footsteps on the snow; she exits in front of the cottage, right. The + STRANGER re-enters, right, notices the footprints of the LADY, pauses, + and looks back, right. The LADY re-enters, throws herself into his arms, + but recoils.] + </p> + <p> + LADY. You thrust me away. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No. It seems there's someone between us. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Indeed there is! (Pause.) What a meeting! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. It's winter; as you see. + </p> + <p> + LADY. I can feel the cold coming from you. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I got frozen in the mountains. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Do you think the spring will ever come? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Not to us! We've been driven from the garden, and must wander + over stones and thistles. And when our hands and feet are bruised, we + feel we must rub salt in the wounds of the... other one. And then the + mill starts grinding. It'll never stop; for there's always water. + </p> + <p> + LADY. No doubt what you say is true. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. But I'll not yield to the inevitable. Rather than that we + should lacerate each other I'll gash myself as a sacrifice to the gods. + I'll take the blame upon me; declare it was I who taught you to break + your chains. I who tempted you! Then you can lay all the blame on me: + for what I did, and what happened after. + </p> + <p> + LADY. You couldn't bear it. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes, I could. There are moments when I feel as if I bore all + the sin and sorrow, all the filth and shame of the whole world. There + are moments when I believe we are condemned to sin and do bad actions as + a punishment! (Pause.) Not long ago I lay sick of a fever, and amidst + all that happened to me, I dreamed that I saw a crucifix without the + Crucified. And when I asked the Dominican—for there was a + Dominican among many others—what it could mean, he said: 'You will + not allow Him to suffer for you. Suffer then yourself!' That's why + mankind have grown so conscious of their own sufferings. + </p> + <p> + LADY. And why consciences grow so heavy, if there's no one to help to + bear the burden. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Have you also come to think so? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Not yet. But I'm on the way. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Put your hand in mine. From here let us go on together. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Where? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Back! The same way we came. Are you weary? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Now no longer. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Several times I sank exhausted. But I met a strange beggar—perhaps + you remember him: he was thought to be like me. And he begged me, as an + experiment, to believe his good intentions. I did believe—as an + experiment—and.... + </p> + <p> + LADY. Well? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. It went well with me. And since then I feel I've strength to + go on my way.... + </p> + <p> + LADY. Let's go together! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (turning to the sea). Yes. It's growing dark and the clouds are + gathering. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Don't look at the clouds. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And below there? What's that? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Only a wreck. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (whispering). Three crosses! What new Golgotha awaits us? + </p> + <p> + LADY. They're white ones. That means good fortune. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Can good fortune ever come to us? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Yes. But not yet. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Let's go! + </p> + SCENE XV ROOM IN AN HOTEL + <p> + [The room is as before. The LADY is sitting by the side of the STRANGER, + crocheting.] + </p> + <p> + LADY. Do say something. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I've nothing but unpleasant things to say, since we came here. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Why were you so anxious to have this terrible room? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I don't know. It was the last one I wanted. I began to long + for it, in order to suffer. + </p> + <p> + LADY. And are you suffering? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. I can no longer listen to singing, or look at anything + beautiful. During the day I hear the mill and see that great panorama + now expanding to embrace the universe.... And, at night... + </p> + <p> + LADY. Why did you cry out in your sleep? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I was dreaming. + </p> + <p> + LADY. A real dream? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Terribly real. But you see what a curse is on me. I feel I + must describe it, and to no one else but you. Yet I daren't tell you, + for it would be rattling at the door of the locked chamber.... + </p> + <p> + LADY. The past! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. + </p> + <p> + LADY (simply). It's foolish to have any such secret place. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. (Pause.) + </p> + <p> + LADY. And now tell me! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I'm afraid I must. I dreamed your first husband was married to + my first wife. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Only you could have thought of such a thing! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I wish it were so. (Pause.) I saw how he ill-treated my + children. (Getting up.) I put my hands to his throat.... I can't go + on.... But I shall never rest till I know the truth. And to know it, I + must go to him in his own house. + </p> + <p> + LADY. It's come to that? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. It's been coming for some time. Nothing can now prevent it. I + must see him. + </p> + <p> + LADY. But if he won't receive you? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I'll go as a patient, and tell him of my sickness.... + </p> + <p> + LADY (frightened). Don't do that! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You think he might be tempted to shut me up as mad! I must + risk it. I want to risk everything—life, freedom, welfare. I need + an emotional shock, strong enough to bring myself into the light of day. + I demand this torture, that my punishment may be in just proportion to + my sin, so that I shall not be forced to drag myself along under the + burden of my guilt. So down into the snake pit, as soon as may be! + </p> + <p> + LADY. Could I come with you? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. There's no need. My sufferings will be enough for both. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Then I'll call you my deliverer. And the curse I once laid on you + will turn into a blessing. Look! It's spring once more. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. So I see. The Christmas rose there has begun to wither. + </p> + <p> + LADY. But don't you feel spring in the air? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. The cold within isn't so great. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Perhaps the werewolf will heal you altogether. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. We shall see. Perhaps he's not so dangerous, after all. + </p> + <p> + LADY. He's not so cruel as you. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. But my dream.... + </p> + <p> + LADY. Let's hope it was only a dream. Now my wool's finished; and with + it, my useless work. It's grown soiled in the making. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. It can be washed. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Or dyed. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Rose red. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Never! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. It's like a roll of manuscript. + </p> + <p> + LADY. With our story on it. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. In the filth of the roads, in tears and in blood. + </p> + <p> + LADY. But the story's nearly done. Go and write the last chapter. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Then we'll meet at the seventh station. Where we began! + </p> + SCENE XVI THE DOCTOR'S HOUSE + <p> + [The scene is more or less as before. But half the wood-pile has been + taken away. On a seat near the verandah surgical instruments, knives, + saws, forceps, etc. The DOCTOR is engaged in cleaning these.] + </p> + <p> + SISTER (coming from the verandah). A patient to see you. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Do you know who it is? + </p> + <p> + SISTER. I've not seen him. Here's his card. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR (reading it). This outdoes everything! + </p> + <p> + SISTER. Is it he? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Yes. Courage I respect; but this is cynicism. A kind of + challenge. Still, let him come in. + </p> + <p> + SISTER. Are you serious? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Perfectly. But, if you care to talk to him a little, in that + straightforward way of yours.... + </p> + <p> + SISTER. I'd like to. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Very well. Do the heavy work, and leave the final polish to me. + </p> + <p> + SISTER. You can trust me. I'll tell him everything your kindness forbids + you to say. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Enough of my kindness! Make haste, or I'll get impatient. Shut + the doors. (His SISTER goes out.) What are you doing at that dustbin, + Caesar? (CAESAR comes in.) Listen, Caesar, if your enemy were to come + and lay his head in your lap, what would you do? + </p> + <p> + CAESAR. Cut it off! + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. That's not what I've taught you. + </p> + <p> + CAESAR. No; you said, heap coals of fire on it. But I think that's a + shame. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. I think so, too; it's more cruel and more cunning. (Pause.) + Isn't it better to take some revenge? It heartens the other person, + lifts the burden off him. + </p> + <p> + CAESAR. As you know more about it than I, why ask? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Quiet! I'm not speaking to you. (Pause.) Very well. First cut + off his head, and then.... We'll see. + </p> + <p> + CAESAR. It all depends on how he behaves. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Yes. On how he behaves. Quiet. Get along. + </p> + <p> + (The STRANGER comes from the verandah: he seems excited but his manner + betrays a certain resignation. CAESAR has gone out.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You're surprised to see me here? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR (seriously). I've long given up being surprised. But I see I must + begin again. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Will you permit me to speak to you? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. About anything decent people may discuss. Are you ill? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (hesitating). Yes. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Why did you come to me—of all people? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You must guess! + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. I refuse to. (Pause.) What do you complain of? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (with uncertainty). Sleeplessness. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. That's not a disease, but a symptom. Have you already seen a + doctor? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I've been lying ill in an... institution. I was feverish. I've + a strange malady. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. What was so strange about it? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. May I ask this? Can one go about as usual; and yet be + delirious? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. If you're mad; not otherwise. (The STRANGER lets up, but then + sits down again.) What was the hospital called? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. St. Saviour. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. That's not a hospital. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. A convent, then. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. No. It's an asylum. (The STRANGER gets up, the DOCTOR does so, + too, and calls.) Sister! Shut the front door. And the gate leading to + the road. (To the STRANGER.) Won't you sit down? I have to keep the + doors here locked. There are so many tramps. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (calms himself). Be frank with me: do you think me... insane? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. No one ever gets a frank answer to that question, as you know. + And no one who suffers in that way ever believes what he's told. So my + opinion must be a matter of indifference to you. (Pause.) But if it's + your soul, go to a spiritual healer. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Could you take his place for a moment? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. I haven't the vocation. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. But... + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR (interrupting). Or the time. We're getting ready for a wedding + here! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I dreamed it! + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. It may ease your mind to know that I've consoled myself, as it's + called. You may be pleased, it would be natural... but I see, on the + contrary, it makes you suffer more. There must be a reason. Why, should + you be upset at my marrying a widow? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. With two children? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Two children! Now we have it! A damnable supposition worthy of + you. If there were a hell, you should be hell's overseer, for your skill + in finding means of punishment exceeds my wildest inventions. Yet I'm + called a werewolf! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. It might happen that... + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR (cutting him short). For a long time, I hated you, because by an + unforgiveable action you cheated me of my good name. But when I grew + older and wiser I saw that, although the punishment wasn't earned, I + deserved it for other things that had never been discovered. Besides, + you were a boy with enough conscience to be able to punish yourself. So + you need worry no more about the whole thing. Is that what you wanted to + speak of? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Then you'll be content, if I let you go? (The STRANGER is about + to ask a question.) Did you think I'd shut you up? Or cut you in pieces + with those instruments? Kill you? 'Perhaps such poor devils ought to be + put out of their misery!' (The STRANGER looks at his watch.) You can + still catch the boat. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Will you give me your hand? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Impossible. And what is the use of my forgiving you, if you lack + the strength to forgive yourself? (Pause.) Some things can only be cured + by making them undone. So this never can be. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. St. Saviour... + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Helped you. You challenged destiny and were broken. There's no + shame in losing such a fight. I did the same; but, as you see, I've got + rid of my woodpile. I want no thunder in my home. And I shall play no + more with the lightning. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. One station more, and I shall reach my goal. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. You'll never reach your goal. Farewell! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Farewell! + </p> + SCENE XVII A STREET CORNER + <p> + [The same as Scene I. The STRANGER is sitting on the seat beneath the + tree, drawing in the sand.] + </p> + <p> + LADY (entering). What are you doing? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Writing in the sand... still. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Can you hear singing? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (pointing to the church). Yes. But from there! I've been unjust + to someone, unwittingly. + </p> + <p> + LADY. I think our wanderings must be over, now we've come back here. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Where we began... at the street corner, between the inn, the + church and the post office. By the way... isn't there a registered + letter for me there, that I never fetched? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Yes. Because there was nothing but unpleasantness in it. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Or legal matters. (Striking his forehead.) Then that's the + explanation. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Fetch it then. In the belief that what it contains is good. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (ironically). Good! + </p> + <p> + LADY. Believe it. Imagine it! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (going to the post office). I'll make the attempt. + </p> + <p> + (The LADY waits on the pavement. The STRANGER comes back with a letter.) + </p> + <p> + LADY. Well? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I feel ashamed of myself. It's the money. + </p> + <p> + LADY. You see! All these sufferings, all these tears... in vain! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Not in vain! It looks like spite, what happens here, but it's + not that. I wronged the Invisible when I mistook... + </p> + <p> + LADY. Enough! No accusations. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No. It was my own stupidity or wickedness. I didn't want to be + made a fool of by life. That's why I was! It was the elves... + </p> + <p> + LADY. Who made the change in you. Come. Let's go. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And hide ourselves and our misery in the mountains. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Yes. The mountains will hide us! (Pause.) But first I must go and + light a candle to my good Saint Elizabeth. Come. (The STRANGER shakes + his head.) Come! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Very well. I'll go through that way. But I can't stay. + </p> + <p> + LADY. How can you tell? Come. In there you shall hear new songs. + </p> + <p> + (The STRANGER follows her to the door of the church.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. It may be! + </p> + <p> + LADY. Come! + </p> + THE END. <a name="link2H_PART2" id="link2H_PART2"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + PART II + </h2> + CHARACTERS +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + THE STRANGER + THE LADY + THE MOTHER + THE FATHER + THE CONFESSOR + THE DOCTOR + CAESAR + + less important figures + MAID + PROFESSOR + RAGGED PERSON + ANOTHER RAGGED PERSON + FIRST WOMAN + SECOND WOMAN + WAITRESS + POLICEMAN +</pre> + SCENES +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ACT I Outside the House + + ACT II SCENE I Laboratory + SCENE II The 'Rose' Room + + ACT III SCENE I The Banqueting Hall + SCENE II A Prison Cell + SCENE III The 'Rose' Room + + ACT IV SCENE I The Banqueting Hall + SCENE II In a Ravine + SCENE III The 'Rose' Room +</pre> + <a name="link2H_4_0005" id="link2H_4_0005"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + ACT I + </h2> + <h3> + OUTSIDE THE HOUSE + </h3> + <p> + [On the right a terrace, on which the house stands. Below it a road runs + towards the back, where there is a thick pine wood with heights beyond, + whose outlines intersect. On the left there is a suggestion of a river + bank, but the river itself cannot be seen. The house is white and has + small, mullioned windows with iron bars. On the wall vines and climbing + roses. In front of the house, on the terrace, a well; at the end of the + terrace pumpkin plants, whose large yellow flowers hang dozen over the + edge. Fruit trees are planted along the road, and a memorial cross can + be seen erected at a spot where an accident occurred. Steps lead down + from the terrace to the road, and there are flower-pots on the + balustrade. In front of the steps there is a seat. The road reaches the + foreground from the right, curving past the terrace, which projects like + a promontory, and then loses itself in the background. Strong sunlight + from the left. The MOTHER is sitting on the seat below the steps. The + DOMINICAN is standing in front of her.] + </p> + <p> + DOMINICAN [Note: The same character as the CONFESSOR and BEGGAR.]. You + called me to discuss a family matter of importance to you. Tell me what + it is. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Father, life has treated me hardly. I don't know what I've done + to be so frowned upon by Providence. + </p> + <p> + DOMINICAN. It's a mark of favour to be tried by the Eternal One, and + triumph awaits the steadfast. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. That's what I've often said to myself; but there are limits to + the suffering one can bear.... + </p> + <p> + DOMINICAN. There are no limits. Suff'ering's as boundless as grace. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. First my husband leaves me for another woman. + </p> + <p> + DOMINICAN. Then let him go. He'll come crawling back again on his bare + knees! + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. And as you know, Father, my only daughter was married to a + doctor. But she left him and came home with a stranger, whom she + presented to me as her new husband. + </p> + <p> + DOMINICAN. That's not easy to understand. Divorce isn't recognised by + our religion. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. No. But they'd crossed the frontier, to a land where there are + other laws. He's an Old Catholic, and he found a priest to marry them. + </p> + <p> + DOMINICAN. That's no real marriage, and can't be dissolved because it + never existed. But it can be nullified. Who is your present son-in-law? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Truly, I wish I knew! One thing I do know, and that's enough to + fill my cup of sorrow. He's been divorced and his wife and children live + in wretched circumstances. + </p> + <p> + DOMINICAN. A difficult case. But we'll find a way to put it right. What + does he do? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. He's a writer; said to be famous at home. + </p> + <p> + DOMINICAN. Godless, too, I suppose? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Yes. At least he used to be; but since his second marriage he's + not known a happy hour. Fate, as he calls it, seized him with an iron + hand and drove him here in the shape of a ragged beggar. Ill-fortune + struck him blow after blow, so that I pitied him at the very moment he + fled from here. Then he wandered in the woods and, later, lay out in the + fields where he fell, till he was found by merciful folk and taken to a + convent. There he lay ill for three months, without our knowing where he + was. + </p> + <p> + DOMINICAN. Wait! Last year a man was brought to the Convent of St. + Saviour, where I'm Confessor, under the circumstances you describe. + Whilst he was feverish he opened his heart to me, and there was scarcely + a sin of which he didn't confess his guilt. But when he came to himself + again, he said he remembered nothing. So to prove him in heart and reins + I used the secret apostolic powers that are given us; and, as a trial, + employed the lesser curse. For when a crime's been done in secret, the + curse of Deuteronomy is read over the suspected man. If he's innocent, + he goes his way unscathed. But if he's struck by it, then, as Paul + relates, 'he is delivered unto Satan for the destruction of the flesh, + that his spirit may be saved.' + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. O God! It must be he! + </p> + <p> + DOMINICAN. Yes, it is he. Your son-in-law! The ways of Providence are + inscrutable. Was he heavily struck by the curse? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Yes. That night he slept here, and was torn from his sleep by an + unexplained power that, as he told me, turned his heart to ice.... + </p> + <p> + DOMINICAN. Did he have fearful visions? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Yes. + </p> + <p> + DOMINICAN. And was he harried by those terrible thoughts, of which Job + says, 'When I say, my bed shall comfort me, then Thou scarest me with + dreams and terrifiest me with visions; so that my soul chooseth + strangling, and death rather than life.' That's as it should be. Did it + open his eyes? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Yes. But only so that his sight was blinded. For his sufferings + grew so great that he could no longer find a natural explanation for + them, and as no doctor could cure him, he began to see that he was + fighting higher conscious powers. + </p> + <p> + DOMINICAN. Powers that meant him ill, and were therefore themselves + evil. That's the usual course of things. And then? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. He came upon books that taught him that such evil powers could + be fought. + </p> + <p> + DOMINICAN. Oh! So he looked for what's hidden, and should remain so! Did + he succeed in exorcising the spirits that chastised him? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. He says he did. And it seems now that he can sleep again. + </p> + <p> + DOMINICAN. Yes, and he believes what he says. Yet, since he hasn't truly + accepted the love of truth, God will trouble him with great delusion, so + that he'll believe what is false. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. The fault's his own. But he's changed my daughter: in other days + she was neither hot nor cold; but now she's on the way to becoming evil. + </p> + <p> + DOMINICAN. How do the two of them get on? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Half the time, happily; the other half they plague one another + like devils. + </p> + <p> + DOMINICAN. That's the way they must go. Plague one another till they + come to the Cross. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. If they don't part again. + </p> + <p> + DOMINICAN. What? Have they done so? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. They've left one another four times, but have always come back. + It seems as if they're chained together. It would be a good thing if + they were, for a child's on the way. + </p> + <p> + DOMINICAN. Let the child come. Children bring gifts that are refreshing + to tired souls. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. I hope it may be so. But it looks as if this one will be an + apple of discord. They're already quarrelling over its name; they're + quarrelling over its baptism; and the mother's already jealous of her + husband's children by his first wife. He can't promise to love this + child as much as the others, and the mother absolutely insists that he + shall! So there's no end to their miseries. + </p> + <p> + DOMINICAN. Oh yes, there is. Wait! He's had dealings with higher powers, + so that we've gained a hold on him; and our prayers will be more, + powerful than his resistance. Their effect is as extraordinary as it is + mysterious. (The STRANGER appears on the terrace. He is in hunting + costume and wears a tropical helmet. In his hand he has an alpenstock.) + Is that him, up there? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Yes. That's my present son-in-law. + </p> + <p> + DOMINICAN. Singularly like the first! But watch how he's behaving. He + hasn't seen me yet, but he feels I'm here. (He makes the sign of the + cross in the air.) Look how troubled he grows.... Now he stiffens like + an icicle. See! In a moment he'll cry out. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (who has suddenly stopped, grown rigid, and clutched his + heart). Who's down there? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. I am. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You're not alone. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. No. I've someone with me. + </p> + <p> + DOMINICAN (making the sign of the cross). Now he'll say nothing; but + fall like a felled tree. (The STRANGER crumples up and falls to the + ground.) Now I shall go. It would be too much for him if he were to see + me, But I'll come back soon. You'll see, he's in good hands! Farewell + and peace be with you. (He goes out.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (raising himself and coming down the steps). Who was that? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. A traveller. Sit down; you look so pale. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. It was a fainting fit. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. You've always new names for it; but they mean nothing fresh. Sit + down here, on the seat. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No; I don't like sitting there. People are always passing. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Yet I've been sitting here since I was a child, watching life + glide past as the river does below. Here, on the road, I've watched the + children of men go by, playing, haggling, begging, cursing and dancing. + I love this seat and I love the river below, though it does much damage + every year and washes away the property we inherited. Last spring it + carried our whole hay crop off, so that we had to sell our beasts. The + property's lost half its value in the last few years, and when the lake + in the mountains has reached its new level and the swamp's been drained + into the river, the water will rise till it washes the house away. We've + been at law about it for ten years, and we've lost every appeal; so we + shall be destroyed. It's as inevitable as fate. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Fate's not inevitable. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Beware, if you think to fight it. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I've done so already. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. There you go again! You learn nothing from the chastisement of + Providence. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Oh yes. I've learned to hate. Can one love what does evil? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. I've little learning, as you know; but I read yesterday in an + encyclopaedia that the Eumenides are not evilly disposed. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. That's true; but it's a lie they're friendly. I only know one + friendly fury. My own! + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Can you call Ingeborg a fury? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. She is one; and as a fury, she's remarkable. Her talent + for making me suffer excels my most infernal inventions; and if I escape + from her hands with my life, I'll come out of the fire as pure as gold. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. You've got what you deserve. You wanted to mould her as you + wished, and you've succeeded. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Completely. But where is this fury? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. She went down the road a few minutes ago. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Down there? Then I'll go to meet my own destruction. (He goes + towards the back.) + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. So you can still joke about it? Wait! (The MOTHER is left alone + for a moment, until the STRANGER has disappeared. The LADY then enters + from the right. She is wearing a summer frock, and is carrying a post + bag and some opened letters in her hand.) + </p> + <p> + LADY. Are you alone, Mother? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. I've just been left alone. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Here's the post. This is for job. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. What? Do you open his letters? + </p> + <p> + LADY. All of them, because I want to know who it is I've linked my life + to. And I want to suppress everything that might minister to his pride. + In a word, I isolate him, so that he has to keep his own electricity and + run the danger of being broken to pieces. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. How learnčd you've grown? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Yes. If he's unwise enough to confide almost everything to me, + I'll soon hold his fate in my hand. Now, if you please, he's making + electrical experiments and claims he'll be able to harness the + lightning, so that it'll give him light, warmth and power. Well, let him + do as he likes! From a letter that came to-day I see he's even + corresponding with alchemists. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Does he want to make gold? Is the man sane? + </p> + <p> + LADY. That's the important question. Whether he's a charlatan doesn't + matter so much. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Do you suspect it? + </p> + <p> + LADY. I'd believe any evil of him, and any good, on the same day. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Is there any other news? + </p> + <p> + LADY. The plans my divorced husband made for a new marriage have gone + wrong; he's grown melancholic, abandoned his practice and is tramping + the roads. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Oh! He was always my son-in-law. He had a kind heart under his + rough manner. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Yes. I only called him a werewolf in his rôle as my husband and + master. As long as I knew he was at peace, and on the way to find + consolation, Ě was content. But now he'll torment me like a bad + conscience. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Have you a conscience? + </p> + <p> + LADY. I never used to have one. But my eyes have been opened since I + read my husband's works, and I know the difference between good and + evil. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. But he forbade you to read them, and never foresaw you wouldn't + obey him. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Who can foresee all the results of any action? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Have you more bad news in your pocket, Pandora? + </p> + <p> + LADY. The worst of all! Think of it, Mother, his divorced wife's going + to marry again. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. That ought to be reassuring, to you and to him. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Didn't you know it was his worst nightmare? That his wife would + marry again and his children have a stepfather? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. If he can bear that alone, I shall think him a strange man. + </p> + <p> + LADY. You believe he's too sensitive? But didn't he say himself that an + educated man of the world at the end of the nineteenth century never + lets himself be put out of countenance! + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. It's easy to say so; but when things really happen.... + </p> + <p> + LADY. Yet there was a gift at the bottom of Pandora's box that was no + misfortune. Look, Mother! A portrait of his six-year-old son. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER (looking at the picture). A lovely child. + </p> + <p> + LADY. It does one good to see such a charming and expressive picture. + Tell me, do you think my child will be as beautiful? Well, what do you + say? Answer, or I'll be unhappy! I love this boy already, but I feel I'd + hate him if my child's not as lovely as he. Yes, I'm jealous already. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. When you came here after your unlucky honeymoon, I'd hoped you'd + have got over the worst. But now I see it was only a foretaste of what + was to come. + </p> + <p> + LADY. I'm ready for anything; and I don't think this knot can ever be + undone. It must be cut! + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. But you're only making more difficulties for yourself by + suppressing his letters. + </p> + <p> + LADY. In days gone by, when I went through life like a sleep-walker, + everything seemed easy to me, but I begin to be uncertain now he's + started to waken thoughts in me. (She puts the letters into the + post-bag.) Here he is. 'Sh! + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. One thing more. Why do you let him wear that suit of your first + husband's? + </p> + <p> + LADY. I like torturing and humiliating him. I've persuaded him it fits + him and belonged to my father. Now, when I see him in the werewolf's + things, I feel I've got both of them in my clutches. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Heaven defend us! How spiteful you've grown! + </p> + <p> + LADY. Perhaps that was my rôle, if I have one in this man's life! + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. I sometimes wish the river would rise and carry us all away + whilst we're asleep at night. If it were to flow here for a thousand + years perhaps it would wash out the sin on which this house is built. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Then it's true that my grandfather, the notary, illegally seized + property not his own? It's said this place was built with the heritage + of widows and orphans, the funds of ruined men, the property of dead + ones and the bribes of litigants. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Don't speak of it any more. The tears of those still living have + run together and formed a lake. And it's that lake, people say, that's + being drained now, and that'll cause the river to wash us away. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Can't it be stopped by taking legal action? Is there no justice on + earth? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Not on earth. But there is in heaven. And heaven will drown us, + for we're the children of evildoers. (She goes up the steps.) + </p> + <p> + LADY. Isn't it enough to put up with one's own tears? Must one inherit + other people's? + </p> + <p> + (The STRANGER comes back.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Did you call me? + </p> + <p> + LADY. No. I only tried to draw you to me, without really wanting you. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I felt you meddling with my destiny in a way that made me + uneasy. Soon you'll have learnt all I know. + </p> + <p> + LADY. And more. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. But I must ask you not to lay rough hands on my fate. I am + Cain, you see, and am under the ban of mysterious powers, who permit no + mortals to interfere with their work of vengeance. You see this mark on + my brow? (He removes his hat.) It means: Revenge is mine, saith the + Lord. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Does your hat press.... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No. It chafes me. And so does the coat. If it weren't that I + wanted to please you, I'd have thrown them all into the river. When I + walk here in the neighbourhood, do you know that people call me the + doctor? They must take me for your husband, the werewolf. And I'm + unlucky. If I ask who planted some tree: they say, the doctor. If I ask + to whom the green fish basket belongs: they say, the doctor. And if it + isn't his then it belongs to the doctor's wife. That is, to you! This + confusion between him and me makes my visit unbearable. I'd like to go + away.... + </p> + <p> + LADY. Haven't you tried in vain to leave this place six times? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. But the seventh, I'll succeed. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Then try! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You say that as if you were convinced I'd fail. + </p> + <p> + LADY. I am. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Plague me in some other way, dear fury. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Well, I can. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. A new way! Try to say something ill-natured that 'the other + one's' not said already. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Your first wife's 'the other one.' How tactful to remind me of + her. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Everything that lives and moves, everything that's dead and + cold, reminds me of what's gone.... + </p> + <p> + LADY. Until the being comes, who can wipe out the darkness of the past + and bring light. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You mean the child we're expecting! + </p> + <p> + LADY. Our child! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Do you love it? + </p> + <p> + LADY. I began to to-day. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. To-day? Why, what's happened? Five months ago you wanted to + run off to the lawyers and divorce me; because I wouldn't take you to a + quack who'd kill your unborn child. + </p> + <p> + LADY. That was some time ago. Things have changed now. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Why now? (He looks round as if expecting something.) Now? Has + the post come? + </p> + <p> + LADY. You're still more cunning than I am. But the pupil will outstrip + the master. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Were there any letters for me? + </p> + <p> + LADY. No. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Then give me the wrapper? + </p> + <p> + LADY. What made you guess? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Give the wrapper, if your conscience can make such fine + distinctions between it and the letter. + </p> + <p> + LADY (picking up the letter-bag, which she has hidden behind the seat). + Look at this! (The STRANGER takes the photograph, looks at it carefully, + and puts it in his breast-pocket.) What was it? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. The past. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Was it beautiful? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. More beautiful than the future can ever be. + </p> + <p> + LADY (darkly). You shouldn't have said that. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No, I admit it. And I'm sorry.... + </p> + <p> + LADY. Tell me, are you capable of suffering? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Now, I suffer twice; because I feel when you're suffering. And + if I wound you in self-defence, it's I who gets fever from the wound. + </p> + <p> + LADY. That means you're at my mercy? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No. Less now than ever, because you're protected by the + innocent being you carry beneath your heart. + </p> + <p> + LADY. He shall be my avenger. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Or mine! + </p> + <p> + LADY (tearfully). Poor little thing. Conceived in sin and shame, and + born to avenge by hate. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. It's a long time since I've heard you speak like that. + </p> + <p> + LADY. I dare say. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. That was the voice that first drew me to you; it was like that + of a mother speaking to her child. + </p> + <p> + LADY. When you say 'mother' I feel I can only believe good of you; but a + moment after I say to myself: it's only one more of your ways of + deceiving me. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What ill have I ever really done you? (The LADY is uncertain + what to reply.) Answer me. What ill have I done you? + </p> + <p> + LADY. I don't know. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Then invent something. Say to me: I hate you, because I can't + deceive you. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Can't I? Oh, I'm sorry for you. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You must have poison in the pocket of your dress. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Well, I have! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What can it be? (Pause.) Who's that coming down the road? + </p> + <p> + LADY. A harbinger. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Is it a man, or a spectre? + </p> + <p> + LADY. A spectre from the past. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. He's wearing a black coat and a laurel crown. But his feet are + bare. + </p> + <p> + LADY. It's Caesar. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (confused). Caesar? That was my nickname at school. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Yes. But it's also the name of the madman whom my... first husband + used to look after. Forgive me speaking of him like that. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Has this madman got away? + </p> + <p> + LADY. It looks like it, doesn't it? + </p> + <p> + (CAESAR comes in from the back; he wears a black frock coat and is + without a collar; he has a laurel crown on his head and his feet are + bare. His general appearance is bizarre.) + </p> + <p> + CAESAR. Why don't you greet me? You ought to say: Ave, Caesar! For now + I'm the master. The werewolf, you must know, has gone out of his mind + since the Great Man went off with his wife, whom he himself snatched + from her first lover, or bridegroom, or whatever you call him. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (to the LADY). That was strychnine for two adults! (To CAESAR) + Where's your master now—or your slave, or doctor, or warder? + </p> + <p> + CAESAR. He'll be here soon. But you needn't be frightened of him. He + won't use daggers or poison. He only has to show himself, for all living + things to fly from him; for trees to drop their leaves, and the very + dust of the highway to run before him in a whirlwind like the pillar of + cloud before the Children of Israel.... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Listen.... + </p> + <p> + CAESAR. Quiet, whilst I'm speaking.... Sometimes he believes himself to + be a werewolf, and says he'd like to eat a little child that's not yet + born, and that's really his according to the right of priority.... (He + goes on his way.) + </p> + <p> + LADY (to the STRANGER). Can you exorcise this demon? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I can do nothing against devils who brave the sunshine. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Yesterday you made an arrogant remark, and now you shall have it + back. You said it wasn't fair for invisible ones to creep in by night + and strike in the darkness, they should come by day when the sun's + shining. Now they've come! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And that pleases you! + </p> + <p> + LADY. Yes. Almost. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What a pity it gives me no pleasure when it's you who's + struck! Let's sit down on the seat—the bench for the accused. For + more are coming. + </p> + <p> + LADY. I'd rather we went. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No, I want to see how much I can bear. You see, at every + stroke of the lash I feel as if a debit entry had been erased from my + ledger. + </p> + <p> + LADY. But I can stand no more. Look, there he comes himself. Heavens! + This man, whom I once thought I loved! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Thought? Yes, because everything's merely delusion. And that + means a great deal. You go! I'll take the duty on myself of confronting + him alone. + </p> + <p> + (The LADY goes up the steps, but does not reach the toy before the + DOCTOR becomes visible at the back of the stage. The DOCTOR comes in, + his grey hair long and unkempt. He is wearing a tropical helmet and a + hunting coat, which are exactly similar to the clothes of the STRANGER. + He behaves as though he doesn't notice the STRANGER'S presence, and sits + down on a stone on the other side of the road, opposite the STRANGER, + who is sitting on the seat. He takes of his hat and mops the sweat from + his brow. The STRANGER grows impatient.) What do you want? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Only to see this house again, where my happiness once dwelt and + my roses blossomed.... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. An intelligent man of the world would have chosen a time when + the present inhabitants of the house were away for a short while; even + on his own account, so as not to make himself ridiculous. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Ridiculous? I'd like to know which of us two's the more + ridiculous? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. For the moment, I suppose I am. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Yes. But I don't think you know the whole extent of your + wretchedness. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What do you mean? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. That you want to possess what I used to possess. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Well, go on. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Have you noticed that we're wearing similar clothes? Good! Do + you know the reason? It's this: you're wearing the things I forgot to + fetch when the catastrophe took place. No intelligent man of the world + at the end of the nineteenth century would ever put himself into such a + position. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (throwing down his hat and coat). Curse the woman! + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. You needn't complain. Cast-off male attire has always been fatal + ever since the celebrated shirt of Nessus. Go in now and change. I'll + sit out here and watch, and listen, how you settle the matter alone with + that accursčd woman. Don't forget your stick! (The LADY, who is hurrying + towards the house, trips in front of the steps. The STRANGER stays where + he is in embarrassment.) The stick! The stick! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I don't ask mercy for the woman's sake, but for the child's. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR (wildly). So there's a child, too. Our house, our roses, our + clothes, the bed-clothes not forgotten, and now our child! I'm within + your doors, I sit at your table, I lie in your bed; I exist in your + blood; in your lungs, in your brain; I am everywhere and yet you can't + get hold of me. When the pendulum strikes the hour of midnight, I'll + blow cold, on your heart, so that it stops like a clock that's run down. + When you sit at your work, I shall come with a poppy, invisible to you, + that will put your thoughts to sleep, and confuse your mind, so that + you'll see visions you can't distinguish from reality. I shall lie like + a stone in your path, so that you stumble; I shall be the thorn that + pricks your hand when you go to pluck the rose. My soul shall spin + itself about you like a spider's web; and I shall guide you like an ox + by means of the woman you stole from me. Your child shall be mine and I + shall speak through its mouth; you shall see my look in its eyes, so + that you'll thrust it from you like a foe. And now, belovčd house, + farewell; farewell, 'rose' room—where no happiness shall dwell + that I could envy. (He goes out. The STRANGER has been sitting on the + seat all this time, without being able to answer, and has been listening + as if he were the accused.) + </p> + <p> + Curtain. + </p> + <a name="link2H_4_0006" id="link2H_4_0006"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + ACT II + </h2> + <h3> + SCENE I + </h3> + LABORATORY + <p> + [A Garden Pavilion in rococo style with high windows. In the middle of + the room there is a large writing desk on which are various pieces of + chemical and physical apparatus. Two copper wires are suspended from the + ceiling to an electroscope that is standing on the middle of the table + and which is provided with a number of bells, intended to record the + tension of atmospheric electricity.] + </p> + <p> + [On the table to the left a large old-fashioned frictional electric + generating machine, with glass plates, brass conductors, and Leyden + battery. The stands are lacquered red and white. On the right a large + old-fashioned open fireplace with tripods, crucibles, pincers, bellows, + etc.] + </p> + <p> + [In the background a door with a view of the country beyond; it is dark + and cloudy weather, but the red rays of the sun occasionally shine into + the room. A brown cloak with a cape and hood is hanging up by the + fireplace; nearby a travelling bag and an alpenstock. The STRANGER and + the MOTHER are discovered together.] + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Where is... Ingeborg? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. You know that better than I. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. With the lawyer, arranging a divorce.... + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Why? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I told you. No, it's so far-fetched, you'll think I'm lying to + you. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Well, tell me! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. She wants a divorce, because I've refused to turn this man + out, although he's deranged. She says it's cowardly of me.... + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. I don't believe it. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You see! You only believe what you wish; all the rest is lies. + Well, can you find it in accordance with your interests to believe that + she's been stealing my letters? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. I know nothing of that. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I'm not asking you whether you know of it, but whether you + believe it. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER (changing the subject). What are you trying to do here? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I'm making experiments concerning atmospheric electricity. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. And that's the lighting conductor, that you've connected to the + desk! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. But there's no danger; for the bells would ring if there + were an atmospheric disturbance. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. That's blasphemy and black magic. Take care! And what are you + doing there, in the fireplace? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Making gold. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. You think it possible? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You take it for granted I'm a charlatan? I shan't blame you + for that; but don't judge too quickly. At any moment I expect to get a + sworn statement of analysis. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. I dare say. But what are you going to do if Ingeborg doesn't + come back? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. She will, this time. Later, perhaps, when the child's here, + she'll cut herself adrift. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. You seem very sure. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. As I said, I still am. So long as the bond's not broken + you can feel it. When it is, you'll feel that unpleasantly clearly, too. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. But when you've parted from one another, you may yet both be + bound to the child. You can't tell in advance. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I've been providing against that by a great interest, that I + hope will fill my empty life. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. You mean gold. And honour! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Precisely! For a man the most enduring of all illusions. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. So you'd build on illusions? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. On what else should I build, when everything's illusion? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. If you ever awake from your dream, you'll find a reality of + which you've never been able to dream. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Then I'll wait till that happens. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Wait then. Now I'll go and shut the window, before the + thunderstorm breaks. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (going towards the back of the stage). That's going to be + interesting. (A hunting horn is heard in the distance.) Who's sounding + that horn? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. No one knows; and it means nothing good. (She goes out.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (busying himself with the electroscope, and turning his back on + the open window as he does so; then taking up a book and reading aloud.) + 'When Adam's race of giants had increased enough for them to consider + their number sufficient to risk an attack on those above, they began to + build a tower that was to reach up to Heaven. Those above were then + seized with fear and, in order to protect themselves, broke up the + assembled multitude by so confusing their tongues and their minds that + two people who met could not understand one another, even if they spoke + the same language Since then, those above rule by discord: divide and + rule. And the discord is upheld by the belief that the truth has been + found; but when one of the prophets is believed, he is a lying prophet. + If on the other hand a mortal succeeds in penetrating the secret of + those above, no one believes him, and he is struck with madness so that + no one ever shall. Since then mortals have been more or less demented, + particularly those who are held to be wise, but madmen are in reality + the only wise men; for they can see, hear and feel the invisible, the + inaudible and the intangible, though they cannot relate their + experiences to others.' Thus Zohar, the wisest of all the books of + wisdom, and therefore one that no one believes. I shall build no tower + of Babel, but I shall tempt the Powers into my mousetrap, and send them + to the Powers below, the subterranean ones, so that they can be + neutralised. It is the higher Schedim, who have come between mortal men + and the Lord Zabaoth; and that is why joy, peace and happiness have + vanished from the earth. + </p> + <p> + LADY (coming back in despair, throwing herself down in front of the + STRANGER and putting her arms round his feet and her head on the + ground.) Help me! Help me! And forgive me. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Get up. In God's name! Get up. Don't do that. What's happened? + </p> + <p> + LADY. In my anger I've behaved foolishly. I've been caught in my own + net. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (lifting her up). Stand up, foolish child; and tell me what's + happened. + </p> + <p> + LADY. I went to the public prosecutor. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER.... and asked for a divorce.... + </p> + <p> + LADY.... that was my intention; but when I got there, I laid information + against the werewolf for a breach of the peace and attempted murder. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. But he's guilty of neither! + </p> + <p> + LADY. No, but I laid the information all the same.... And when I was + there, he came himself to lay information against me for bearing false + witness. Then I went to the lawyer and he told me that I could expect a + sentence of at least a month. Think of it, my child will be born in + prison! How can I escape from that? Help me. You can. Speak! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes, I can help you. But, if I do, don't revenge yourself on + me afterwards. + </p> + <p> + LADY. How little you know me. But tell me quickly. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I must take the blame on myself, and say I sent you. + </p> + <p> + LADY. How generous you are! Am I rid of the whole business now? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Dry your eyes, my child, and take comfort. But tell me about + something else, that's nothing to do with this. Did you leave this purse + here? (The LADY is embarrassed.) Tell me! + </p> + <p> + LADY. Has such a thing ever happened before? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. The 'other one' wanted to discover, in this way, whether + I stole. The first time it happened I wept, because I was still young + and innocent. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Oh no! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Now you seem to me the most wretched creature on earth. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Is that why you love me? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No. You've been stealing my letters, too! Answer, yes! And + that's why you wanted to prove me a thief with this purse. + </p> + <p> + LADY. What have you got there, on the table. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Lightning! + </p> + <p> + (There is a flash of lightning, but no thunder.) + </p> + <p> + LADY. Aren't you afraid? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes, sometimes; but not of what you fear. + </p> + <p> + (The contorted face of the DOCTOR appears outside the window.) + </p> + <p> + LADY. Is there a cat in the room? I feel uneasy. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I don't think so. Yet I too have a feeling that there's + someone here. + </p> + <p> + LADY (turning and seeing the DOCTOR's face; then screaming and hurrying + to the STRANGER for protection.) Oh! There he is! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Where? Who? + </p> + <p> + (The DOCTOR'S face disappears.) + </p> + <p> + LADY. There, at the window. It's he! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I can see no one. You must be wrong. + </p> + <p> + LADY. No, I saw him. The werewolf! Can't we be rid of him? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes, we could. But it'd be useless, because he has an immortal + soul, which is bound to yours. + </p> + <p> + LADY. If I'd only known that before! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. It's surely in the Catechism. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Then let us die! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. That was once my religion; but as I no longer believe that + death's the end, nothing remains but to bear everything—to fight, + and to suffer! + </p> + <p> + LADY. For how long must we suffer? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. As long as he suffers and our consciences plague us. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Then we must try and justify ourselves to our consciences; find + excuses for our frivolous actions, and discover his weaknesses. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Well, you can try! + </p> + <p> + LADY. You say that! Since I've known he's unhappy I can see nothing but + his qualities, and you lose when I compare you with him. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. See how well it's arranged! His sufferings sanctify him, but + mine make me abhorrent and laughable! We must face the immutable. We've + destroyed a soul, so we are murderers. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Who is to blame? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. He who's so mismanaged the fate of men. + </p> + <p> + (There is a flash of lightning; the electric bells begin to ring.) + </p> + <p> + LADY. O God! What's that? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. The answer. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Is there a lightning conductor here? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. The priest of Baal wishes to coax the lightning from + heaven.... + </p> + <p> + LADY. Now I'm frightened, frightened of you. You're terrifying. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You see! + </p> + <p> + LADY. Who are you to defy Heaven, and to dare to play with the destinies + of men? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Get up and collect your thoughts. Listen to me, believe me, + and pay me the respect that's my due; and I'll lift both of us high + above this frog pond, to which we've both descended. I'll breathe on + your sick conscience so that it heals like a wound. Who am I? A man who + has done what no one else has ever done; who will overthrow the Golden + Calf and upset the tables of the money-changers. I hold the fate of the + world in my crucible; and in a week I can make the richest of the rich a + poor man. Gold, the most false of all standards, has ceased to rule; + every man will now be as poor as his neighbour, and the children of men + will hurry about like ants whose heap has been disturbed. + </p> + <p> + LADY. What good will that be to us? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Do you think I'll make gold in order to enrich ourselves and + others? No. I'll do it to paralyse the present order, to disrupt it, as + you'll see! I am the destroyer, the dissolver, the world incendiary; and + when all lies in ashes, I shall wander hungrily through the heaps of + ruins, rejoicing at the thought that it is all my work: that I have + written the last page of world history, which can then be held to be + ended. + </p> + <p> + (The face of the DOMINICAN appears at the open window, without being + seen by those on the stage.) + </p> + <p> + LADY. Then that was the real meaning of your last book! It was no + invention! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No. But in order to write it, I had to link myself with the + self of another, who could take everything from me that fettered my + soul. So that my spirit could once more find a fiery blast, on which to + mount to the ether, elude the Powers, and reach the Throne, in order to + lay the lamentations of mankind at the feet of the Eternal One.... (The + DOMINICAN makes the sign of the cross in the air and disappears.) Who's + here? Who is the Terrible One who follows me and cripples my thoughts? + Did you see no one? + </p> + <p> + LADY. No. No one. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. But I can feel his presence. (He puts his hand to his heart.) + Can't you hear, far, far away, someone saying a rosary? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Yes, I can hear it. But it's not the Angels' Greeting. It's the + Curse of Deuteronomy! Woe unto us! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Then it must be in the convent of St. Saviour. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Woe! Woe! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Beloved. What is it? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Belovčd! Say that word again. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Are you ill? + </p> + <p> + LADY. No, but I'm in pain, and yet glad at the same time. Go and ask my + mother to make up my bed. But first give me your blessing. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Shall I...? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Say you forgive me; I may die, if the child takes my life. Say + that you love me. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Strange: I can't get the word to cross my lips. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Then you don't love me? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. When you say so, it seems so to me. It's terrible, but I fear + I hate you. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Then at least give me your hand; as you'd give it to someone in + distress. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I'd like to, but I can't. Someone in me takes pleasure in your + agony; but it's not I. I'd like to carry you in my arms and bear your + suffering for you. But I may not. I cannot! + </p> + <p> + LADY. You're as hard as stone. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (with restrained emotion). Perhaps not. Perhaps not. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Come to me! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I can't stir from here. It's as if someone had taken + possession of my soul; and I'd like to kill myself so as to take the + life of the other. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Think of your child with joy.... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I can't even do that, for it'll bind me to earth. + </p> + <p> + LADY. If we've sinned, we've been punished! Haven't we suffered enough? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Not yet. But one day we shall have. + </p> + <p> + LADY (sinking down). Help me. Mercy! I shall faint! + </p> + <p> + (The STRANGER extends his hand, as if he had recovered from a cramp. The + LADY kisses it. The STRANGER lifts her up and leads her to the door of + the house.) + </p> + <p> + Curtain. + </p> + SCENE II THE 'ROSE' ROOM + <p> + [A room with rose-coloured walls; it has small windows with iron + lattices and plants in pots. The curtains are rose red; the furniture is + white and red. In the background a door leading to a white bed-chamber; + when this door is opened, a large bed can be seen with a canopy and + white hangings. On the right the door leading out of the house. On the + left a fireplace with a coal fire. In front of it a bath tub, covered + with a white towel. A cradle covered with white, rose-coloured and + light-blue stuff. Baby clothes are spread out here and there. A green + dress hangs on the right-hand wall. Four Sisters of Mercy are on their + knees, facing the door at the back, dressed in the black and white of + Augustinian nuns. The midwife, who is in black, is by the fireplace. The + child's nurse wears a peasant's dress, of black and white, from + Brittany. The MOTHER is standing listening by the door at the back. The + STRANGER is sitting on a chair right and is trying to read a book. A hat + and a brown cloak with a cape and hood hang nearby, and on the floor + there is a small travelling bag. The Sisters of Mercy are singing a + psalm. The others join in from time to time, but not the STRANGER.] + </p> + <p> + SISTERS. Salve, Regina, mater misericordiae; + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + Vita, dulcedo, et spes nostra, salve. + Ad to clamamus, exules filii Evae; + Ad to suspiramus gementes et flentes + In hac lacrymarum valle. +</pre> + <p> + (The STRANGER rises and goes to the MOTHER.) + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Stay where you are! A human being's coming into the world; + another's dying. It's all the same to you. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I'm not so sure! If I want to go in, I'm not allowed to. And + when I don't want to, you wish it. I'd like to now. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. She doesn't want to see you. Besides, presence here's no longer + needed. The child matters most now. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. For you, yes; but I'm still of most importance to myself. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. The doctor's forbidden anyone to go in, whoever they may be, + because she's in danger. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What doctor? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. So your thoughts are there again! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. And it's you who led them! An hour ago you gave me to + understand that the child couldn't be mine. With that you branded your + daughter a whore; but that means nothing to you, if you can only strike + me to the heart! You are almost the most contemptible creature I know! + </p> + <p> + MOTHER (to the SISTERS). Sisters! Pray for this unhappy man. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Make way for me to go in. For the last time—out of the + way. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Leave this room, and this house too. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. If I were to do as you ask, in ten minutes you'd send the + police after me, for abandoning my wife and child! + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. I'd only do that to have you taken to a convent you know of. + </p> + <p> + MAID (entering at the back). The Lady's asking you to do something for + her. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What is it? + </p> + <p> + MAID. There's supposed to be a letter in the dress she left hanging + here. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (looks round and notices the green dress; he goes over to it + and takes a letter from the pocket). This is addressed to me, and was + opened two days ago. Broken open! That's good! + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. You must forgive someone who's as ill as your wife. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. She wasn't ill two days ago. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. No. But she is now. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. But not two days ago! (Reading the letter.) Well, I'll forgive + her now, with the magnanimity of the victor. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Of the victor? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. For I've done something no one's ever done before. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. You mean the gold....? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Here's a certificate from the greatest living authority. Now + I'll go and see him myself. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Now! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. At your request. + </p> + <p> + MAID (to the STRANGER). The Lady asks you to come in. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. You hear? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No, now I don't want to! You've made your own daughter, my + wife, into a whore; and branded my unborn child a bastard. You can keep + them both. You've murdered my honour. There's nothing for me to do but + to revive it elsewhere. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. You can never forgive! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I can. I forgive you—and I shall leave you. (He puts on + the brown cloak and hat, picks up his stick and travelling bag.) For if + I were to stay, I'd soon grow worse than I am now. The innocent child, + whose mission was to ennoble our warped relationship, has been defiled + by you in his mother's womb and made an apple of discord and a source of + punishment a revenge. Why should I stay here to be torn to pieces? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. For you, duties don't exist. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Oh yes, they do! And the first of them's this: To protect + myself from total destruction. Farewell! + </p> + <p> + Curtain. + </p> + <a name="link2H_4_0007" id="link2H_4_0007"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + ACT III + </h2> + <h3> + SCENE I + </h3> + THE BANQUETING HALL + <p> + [Room in a hotel prepared for a banquet. There are long tables laden + with flowers and candelabra. Dishes with peacocks, pheasants in full + plumage, boars' heads, entire lobsters, oysters, salmon, bundles of + asparagus, melons and grapes. There is a musicians' gallery with eight + players in the right-hand corner at the back.] + </p> + <p> + [At the high table: the STRANGER in a frock coat; next to him a Civil + Uniform with orders; a professorial Frock Coat with an order; and other + black Frock Coats with orders of a more or less striking kind. At the + second table a few Frock Coats between black Morning Coats. At the third + table clean every-day costumes. At the fourth table dirty and ragged + figures of strange appearance.] + </p> + <p> + [The tables are so arranged that the first is furthest to the left and + the fourth furthest to the right, so that the people sitting at the + fourth table cannot be seen by the STRANGER. At the fourth table CAESAR + and the DOCTOR are seated, in shabby clothes. They are the farthest down + stage. Dessert has just been handed round and the guests have golden + goblets in front of them. The band is playing a passage in the middle of + Mendelssohn's Dead March pianissimo. The guests are talking to one + another quietly.] + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR (to CAESAR). The company seems rather depressed and the dessert + came too soon! + </p> + <p> + CAESAR. By the way, the whole thing look's like a swindle! He hasn't + made any gold, that's merely a lie, like everything else. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. I don't know, but that's what's being said. But in our + enlightened age anything whatever may be expected. + </p> + <p> + CAESAR. There's a professor at the high table, who's supposed to be an + authority. But what subject is he professor of? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR: I've no idea. It must be metallurgy and applied chemistry. + </p> + <p> + CAESAR. Can you see what order he's wearing? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. I don't know it. I expect it's some tenth rate foreign order. + </p> + <p> + CAESAR. Well, at a subscription dinner like this the company's always + rather mixed. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Hm! + </p> + <p> + CAESAR. You mean, that we... hm.... I admit we're not well dressed, but + as far as intelligence goes.... + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Listen, Caesar, you're a lunatic in my charge, and you must + avoid speaking about intelligence as much as you can. + </p> + <p> + CAESAR. That's the greatest impertinence I've heard for a long time. + Don't you realise, idiot, that I've been engaged to look after you, + since you lost your wits? + </p> + <p> + PROFESSOR (taping his goblet). Gentlemen! + </p> + <p> + CAESAR. Hear, hear! + </p> + <p> + PROFESSOR. Gentlemen! Our small society is to-day honoured by the + presence of the great man, who is our guest of honour, and when the + committee... + </p> + <p> + CAESAR (to the DOCTOR). That's the government, you know! + </p> + <p> + PROFESSOR.... and when the committee asked me to act as interpreter and + to explain the motives that prompted them I was at first doubtful + whether I could accept the honour. But when I compared my own incapacity + with that of others, I discovered that neither lost in the comparison. + </p> + <p> + VOICES. Bravo! + </p> + <p> + PROFESSOR. Gentlemen! A century of discovery is ending with the greatest + of all discoveries—foreseen by Pythagoras, prepared for by + Albertus and Paracelsus and first carried out by our guest of honour. + You will permit me to give this feeble expression of our admiration for + the greatest man of a great century. A laurel crown from the society! + (He places a laurel frown on the STRANGER'S head.) And from the + committee: this! (He hangs a shining order round the STRANGER'S neck.) + Gentlemen! Three cheers for the Great Man who has made gold! + </p> + <p> + ALL (with the exception of the STRANGER). Hurrah! + </p> + <p> + (The band plays chords from Mendelssohn's Dead March. During the last + part of the foregoing speech servants have exchanged the golden goblets + for dull tin ones, and they now begin to take away the pheasants, + peacocks, etc. The music plays softly. General conversation.) + </p> + <p> + CAESAR. Oughtn't we to taste these things before they take them away? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. It all seems humbug, except that about making gold. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (knocking on the table). Gentlemen! I've always been proud of + the fact that I'm not easy to deceive... + </p> + <p> + CAESAR. Hear, hear! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER.... that I'm not easily carried away, but I am touched at the + sincerity so obvious in the great tribute you've just paid me; and when + I say touched, I mean it. + </p> + <p> + CAESAR. Bravo! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. There are always sceptics; and moments in the life of every + man, when doubts creep into the hearts of even the strongest. I'll + confess that I myself have doubted; but after finding myself the object + this sincere and hearty demonstration, and after taking part in this + royal feast, for it is royal; and seeing that, finally, the government + itself... + </p> + <p> + VOICE. The committee! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER.... the committee, if you like, has so signally recognised my + modest merits, I doubt no longer, but believe! (The Civil Uniform creeps + out.) Yes, gentlemen, this is the greatest and most satisfying moment of + my life, because it has given me back the greatest thing any man can + possess, the belief in himself. + </p> + <p> + CAESAR. Splendid! Bravo! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I thank you. Your health! + </p> + <p> + (The PROFESSOR gets up. Everyone rises and the company begins to mix. + Most of the musicians go out, but two remain.) + </p> + <p> + GUEST (to the STRANGER). A delightful evening! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Wonderful. + </p> + <p> + (All the Frock Coats creep away.) + </p> + <p> + FATHER (an elderly, overdressed man with an eye-glass and military + bearing crosses to the doctor). What? Are you here? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Yes, Father-in-law. I'm here. I go everywhere he goes. + </p> + <p> + FATHER. It's too late in the day to call me father-in-law. Besides, I'm + <i>his</i> father-in-law now. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Does he know you? + </p> + <p> + FATHER. No. He's not had that honour; and I must ask you to preserve my + incognito. Is it true he's made gold? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. So it's said. But it's certain he left his wife while she was in + childbed. + </p> + <p> + FATHER. Does that mean I can expect a third son-in-law soon? I don't + like the idea! The uncertainty of my position makes me hate being a + father-in-law at all. Of course, I've nothing to say against it, + since.... + </p> + <p> + (The tables have now been cleared; the cloths and the candelabra have + been removed, so that the tables themselves, which are merely boards + supported on trestles, are all that remain. A big stoneware jug has been + brought in and small jugs of simple form have been put on the high + table. The people in rags sit down next to the STRANGER at the high + table; and the FATHER sits astride a chair and stares at him.) + </p> + <p> + CAESAR (knocking on the table). Gentlemen! This feast has been called + royal, not on account of the excellence of the service which, on the + contrary, has been wretched; but because the man, whom we have honoured, + is a king, a king in the realm of the Intellect. Only I am able to judge + of that. (One of the people in rags laughs.) Quiet. Wretch! But he's + more than a king, he's a man of the people, of the humblest. A friend of + the oppressed, the guardian of fools, the bringer of happiness to + idiots. I don't know whether he's succeeded in making gold. I don't + worry about that, and I hardly believe it... (There is a murmur. Two + policemen come in and sit by the door; the musicians come down and take + seats at the tables.)... but supposing he has, he has answered all the + questions that the daily press has been trying to solve for the last + fifty years.... It's only an assumption— + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Gentlemen! + </p> + <p> + RAGGED PERSON. No. Don't interrupt him. + </p> + <p> + CAESAR. A mere assumption without real foundation, and the analysis may + be wrong! + </p> + <p> + ANOTHER RAGGED PERSON. Don't talk nonsense! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Speaking in my capacity as guest of honour at this gathering I + should say that it would be of interest to those taking part to hear the + grounds on which I've based my proof.... + </p> + <p> + CAESAR. We don't want to hear that. No, no. + </p> + <p> + FATHER. Wait! I think justice demands that the accused should be allowed + to explain himself. Couldn't our guest of honour tell the company his + secret in a few words? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. As the discoverer I can't give away my secret. But that's not + necessary, because I've submitted my results to an authority under oath. + </p> + <p> + CAESAR. Then the whole thing's nonsense, the whole thing! We don't + believe authorities—we're free-thinkers. Did you ever hear + anything so impudent? That we should honour a mystery man, an + arch-swindler, a charlatan, in good faith. + </p> + <p> + FATHER. Wait a little, my good people! + </p> + <p> + (During this scene a wall screen, charmingly decorated with palm trees + and birds of paradise, has been taken away, disclosing a wretched + serving-counter and stand for beer mugs, behind which a waitress is seen + dispensing tots of spirits. Scavengers and dirty-looking women go over + to the counter and start drinking.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Was I asked here to be insulted? + </p> + <p> + FATHER. Not at all. My friend's rather loquacious, but he's not said + anything insulting yet. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Isn't it insulting to be called a charlatan? + </p> + <p> + FATHER. He didn't mean it seriously. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Even as a joke I think the word arch-swindler slanderous. + </p> + <p> + FATHER. He didn't use <i>that</i> word. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What? I appeal to the company: wasn't the word he used + arch-swindler? + </p> + <p> + ALL. No. He never said that! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Then I don't know where I am—or what company I've got + into. + </p> + <p> + RAGGED PERSON. Is there anything wrong with it? + </p> + <p> + (The people murmur.) + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR (comes forward, supporting himself on crutches; he strikes the + table so hard with his crutch, that some mugs are broken.) Mr. Chairman! + May I speak? (He breaks some more crockery.) Gentlemen, in this life + I've not allowed thyself to be easily deceived, but this time I have + been. My friend in the chair there has convinced me that I've been + completely deceived on the question of his power of judgment and sound + understanding, and I feel touched. There are limits to pity and limits + also to cruelty. I don't like to see real merit being dragged into the + dust, and this man's worth a better fate than his folly's leading him + to. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What does this mean? + </p> + <p> + (The FATHER and the DOCTOR have gone out during this scene without + attracting attention. Only beggars remain at the high table. Those who + are drinking gather into groups and stare at the STRANGER.) + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. You take yourself to be the man of the century, and accept the + invitation of the Drunkards' Society, in order to have yourself fęted as + a man of science.... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (rising). But the government.... + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Oh yes, the Committee of the Drunkards' Society have given you + their highest distinction—that order you've had to pay for + yourself.... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What about the professor? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. He only calls himself that; he's no professor really, though he + does give lessons. And the uniform that must have impressed you most was + that of a lackey in a chancellery. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (tearing of the wreath and the ribbon of the order). Very well! + But who was the elderly man with the eyeglass? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Your father-in-law! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Who got up this hoax? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. It's no hoax, it's quite serious. The professor came on behalf + of the Society, for so they call themselves, and asked you whether you'd + accept the fęte. You accepted it; so it became serious! + </p> + <p> + (Two dirty-looking women carry in a dust-bin suspended from a stick and + set it down on the high table.) + </p> + <p> + FIRST WOMAN. If you're the man who makes gold, you might buy two + brandies for us. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What's this mean? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. It's the last part of the reception; and it's supposed to mean + that gold's mere rubbish. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. If only that were true, rubbish could be exchanged for gold. + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Well, it's only the philosophy of the Society of Drunkards. And + you've got to take your philosophy where you find it. + </p> + <p> + SECOND WOMAN (sitting down next to the STRANGER). Do you recognise me? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No. + </p> + <p> + SECOND WOMAN. Oh, you needn't be embarrassed so late in the evening as + this! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You believe you're one of my victims? That I was amongst the + first hundred who seduced you? + </p> + <p> + SECOND WOMAN. No. It's not what you think. But I once came across a + printed paper, when I was about to be confirmed, which said that it was + a duty to oneself to give way to all desires of the flesh. Well, I grew + free and blossomed; and this is the fruit of my highly developed self! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (rising). Perhaps I may go now? + </p> + <p> + WAITRESS (coming over with a bill). Yes. But the bill must be paid + first. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What? By me? I haven't ordered anything. + </p> + <p> + WAITRESS. I know nothing of that; but you're the last of the company to + have had anything. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (to the BEGGAR). Is this all a part of the reception? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Yes, certainly. And, as you know, everything costs money, even + honour.... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (taking a visiting card and handing it to the waitress). + There's my card. You'll be paid to-morrow. + </p> + <p> + WAITRESS (putting the card in the dust-bin). Hm! I don't know the name; + and I've put a lot of such cards into the dust-bin. I want the money. + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Listen, madam, I'll guarantee this man will pay. + </p> + <p> + WAITRESS. So you'd like to play tricks on me too! Officer! One moment, + please. + </p> + <p> + POLICEMAN. What's all this about? Payment, I suppose. Come to the + station; we'll arrange things there. (He writes something in his + note-book.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I'd rather do that than stay here and quarrel.... (To the + BEGGAR.) I don't mind a joke, but I never expected such cruel reality as + this. + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Anything's to be expected, once you challenge persons as + powerful as you have! Let me tell you this in confidence. You'd better + be prepared for worse, for the very worst! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. To think I've been so duped... so... + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Feasts of Belshazzar always end in one way a hand's stretched + out—and writes a bill. And another hand's laid on the guest's + shoulder and leads him to the police station! But it must be done + royally! + </p> + <p> + POLICEMAN (laying his hand on the STRANGER). Have you talked enough? + </p> + <p> + THE WOMEN and RAGGED ONES. The alchemist can't pay. Hurrah! He's going + to gaol. He's going to gaol! + </p> + <p> + SECOND WOMAN. Yes, but it's a shame. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You're sorry for me? I thank you for that, even if I don't + quite deserve it! <i>You</i> felt pity for me! + </p> + <p> + SECOND WOMAN. Yes. That's also something I learnt from you. + </p> + <p> + (The scene is changed without lowering the curtain. The stage is + darkened, and a medley of scenes, representing landscapes, palaces, + rooms, is lowered and brought forward; so that characters and furniture + are no longer seen, but the STRANGER alone remains visible and seems to + be standing stiffly as though unconscious. At last even he disappears, + and from the confusion a prison cell emerges.) + </p> + SCENE II PRISON CELL + <p> + [On the right a door; and above it a barred opening, through which a ray + of sunlight is shining, throwing a patch of light on the left-hand wall, + where a large crucifix hangs.] + </p> + <p> + [The STRANGER, dressed in a brown cloak and wearing a hat, is sitting at + the table looking at the patch of sunlight. The door is opened and the + BEGGAR is let in.] + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. What are you brooding over? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I'm asking myself why I'm here; and then: where I was + yesterday? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Where do you think? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. It seems in hell; unless I dreamed everything. + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Then wake up now, for this is going to be reality. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Let it come. I'm only afraid of ghosts. + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR (taking out a newspaper). Firstly, the great authority has + withdrawn the certificate he gave you for making gold. He says, in this + paper, that you deceived him. The result is that the paper calls you a + charlatan! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. O God! What is it I'm fighting? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Difficulties, like other men. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No, this is something else.... + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Your own credulity, then. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No, I'm not credulous, and I know I'm right. + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. What's the good of that, if no one else does. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Shall I ever get out of this prison? If I do, I'll settle + everything. + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. The matter's arranged; everything's paid for. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Oh? Who paid, then? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. The Society, I suppose; or the Drunkard's Government. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Then I can go? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Yes. But there's one thing.... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Well, what is it? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Remember, an enlightened man of the world mustn't let himself be + taken by surprise. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I begin to divine.... + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. The announcement's on the front page. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. That means: she's already married again, and my children have + a stepfather. Who is he? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Whoever he is, don't murder him; for he's not to blame for + taking in a forsaken woman. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. My children! O God, my children! + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. I notice you didn't foresee what's happened; but why not look + ahead, if you're so old and such an enlightened man of the world. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (beside himself). O God! My children! + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Enlightened men of the world don't weep! Stop it, my son. When + such disasters happen men of the world... either... well, tell me.... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Shoot themselves! + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Or? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No, not that! + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Yes, my son, precisely that! He's throwing out a sheet-anchor as + an experiment. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. This is irrevocable. Irrevocable! + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Yes, it is. Quite irrevocable. And you can live another + lifetime, in order to contemplate your own rascality in peace. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You should be ashamed to talk like that. + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. And you? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Have you ever seen a human destiny like mine? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Well, look at mine! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I know nothing of yours. + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. It's never occurred to you, in all our long acquaintance, to ask + about my affairs. You once scorned the friendship I offered you, and + fell straightway into the arms of boon companions. I hope it'll do you + good. And so farewell, till the next time. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Don't go. + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Perhaps you'd like company when you get out of prison? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Why not? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. It hasn't occurred to you I mightn't want to show myself in <i>your</i> + company? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. It certainly hasn't. + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. But it's true. Do you think I want to be suspected of having + been at that immortal banquet in the alchemist's honour, of which + there's an account in the morning paper? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. He doesn't want to be seen with me! + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Even a beggar has his pride and fears ridicule. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. He doesn't want to be seen with me. Am I then sunk to such + misery? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. You must ask yourself that, and answer it, too. + </p> + <p> + (A mournful cradle song is heard in the distance.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What's that? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. A song sung by a mother at her baby's cradle. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Why must I be reminded of it just now? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Probably so that you can feel really keenly what you've left for + a chimera. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Is it possible I could have been wrong? If so it's the devil's + work, and I'll lay down my arms. + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. You'd better do that as soon as you can.... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Not yet! (A rosary can be heard being repeated in the + distance.) What's that? (A sustained note of a horn is heard.) That's + the unknown huntsman! (The chord from the Dead March is heard.) Where am + I? (He remains where he is as if hypnotised.) + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Bow yourself or break! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I cannot bow! + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Then break. + </p> + <p> + (The STRANGER falls to the ground. The same confused medley of scenes as + before.) + </p> + <p> + Curtain. + </p> + SCENE III THE 'ROSE' ROOM + <p> + [The same scene as Act I. The kneeling Sisters of Mercy are now reading + their prayer books, '... exules filii Evae; Ad to suspiramus et flentes + In hac lacrymarum aalle.' The MOTHER is by the door at the back; the + FATHER by the door on the right.] + </p> + <p> + MOTHER (going towards him). So you've come back again? + </p> + <p> + FATHER (humbly). Yes. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Your lady-love's left you? + </p> + <p> + RATHER. Don't be more cruel than you need! + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. You say that to me, you who gave my wedding presents to your + mistress. You, who were so dishonourable as to expect me, your wife, to + choose presents for her. You, who wanted my advice about colour and cut, + in order to educate her taste in dress! What do you want here? + </p> + <p> + FATHER. I heard that my daughter... + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Your daughter's lying there, between life and death; and you + know that her feelings for you have grown hostile. That's why I ask you + to go; before she suspects your presence. + </p> + <p> + FATHER. You're right, and I can't answer you. But let me sit in the + kitchen, for I'm tired. Very tired. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Where were you last night? + </p> + <p> + FATHER. At the club. But I wanted to ask you if the husband weren't + here? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Am I to lay bare all this misery? Don't you know your daughter's + tragic fate? + </p> + <p> + FATHER. Yes... I do. And what a husband! + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. What men! Go downstairs now and sleep off your liquor. + </p> + <p> + FATHER. The sins of the fathers.... + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. You're talking nonsense. + </p> + <p> + FATHER. Of course I don't mean my sins... but those of our parents. And + now they say the lake up there's to be drained, so that the river will + rise.... + </p> + <p> + MOTHER (pushing him out of the door). Silence. Misfortune will overtake + us soon enough, without you calling it up. + </p> + <p> + MAID (from the bedroom at the back). The lady's asking for the master. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. She means her husband. + </p> + <p> + MAID. Yes. The master of the house, her husband. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. He went out a little while ago. + </p> + <p> + (The STRANGER comes in.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Has the child been born? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. No. Not yet. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (putting his hand to his forehead). What? Can it take so long? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Long? What do you mean? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (looking about him). I don't know what I mean. How is it with + the mother? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. She's just the same. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. The same? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Don't you want to get back to your gold making? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I can't make head or tail of it! But there's still hope my + worst dream was nothing but a dream. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. You really look as if you were walking in your sleep. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Do I? Oh, I wish I were! The one thing I fear I'd fear no + longer. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. He who guides your destiny seems to know your weakest spots. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And when there was only one left, he found that too; happily + for me only in a dream! Blind Powers! Powerless Ones! + </p> + <p> + MAID (coming in again). The lady asks you to do her a service. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. There she lies like an electric eel, giving shocks from a + distance. What kind of service is it to be now? + </p> + <p> + MAID. There's a letter in the pocket of her green coat. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No good will come of that! (He takes the letter out of the + green coat, which is hanging near the dress by fireplace.) I must be + dead. I dreamed this, and now it's happening. My children have a + stepfather! + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Who are you going to blame? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Myself! I'd rather blame no one. I've lost my children. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. You'll get a new one here. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. He might be cruel to them.... + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Then their sufferings will burden your conscience, if you have + one. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Supposing he were to beat them? + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Do you know what I'd do in your place? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes, I know what you'd do; but I don't know what I'll do. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER (to the Sisters of Mercy). Pray for this man! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No, no. Not that! It'll do no good, and I don't believe in + prayer. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. But you believe in your gold? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Not even in that. It's over. All over! + </p> + <p> + (The MIDWIFE comes out of the bedroom.) + </p> + <p> + MIDWIFE. A child's born. Praise the Lord! + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Let the Lord be praised! + </p> + <p> + SISTERS. Let the Lord be praised! + </p> + <p> + MIDWIFE (to the STRANGER). Your wife's given you daughter. + </p> + <p> + MOTHER (to the STRANGER). Don't you want to see your child? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No. I no longer want to tie myself anything on earth. I'm + afraid I'd get to love her, and then you'd tear the heart from my body. + Let me get out of this atmosphere, which is too pure for me. Don' t let + that innocent child come near me, for I'm a man already damned, already + sentenced, and for me there's no joy, no peace, and no... forgiveness! + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. My son, now you're speaking words of wisdom! Truthfully and + without malice: I welcome your decision. There's no place for you here, + and amongst us women you'd be plagued to death. So go in peace. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. There'll be no more peace, but I'll go. Farewell! + </p> + <p> + MOTHER. Exules filii Evae; on earth you shall be a fugitive and a + vagabond. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Because I have slain my brother. + </p> + <p> + Curtain. + </p> + <a name="link2H_4_0008" id="link2H_4_0008"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + ACT IV + </h2> + <h3> + SCENE I + </h3> + BANQUETING HALL + <p> + [The room in which the banquet took place in Act III. It is dirty, and + furnished with unpainted wooden tables. Beggars, scavengers and loose + women. Cripples are seated here and there drinking by the light of + tallow dips.] + </p> + <p> + [The STRANGER and the SECOND WOMAN are sitting together drinking brandy, + which stands on the table in front of them in a carafe. The STRANGER is + drinking heavily.] + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. Don't drink so much! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You see. You've scruples, too! + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. No. But I don't like to see a man I respect lowering himself so. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. But I came here specially to do so; to take a mud-bath that + would harden my skin against the pricks of life. To find immoral support + about me. And I chose your company, because you're the most despicable, + though you've still retained a spark of humanity. You were sorry for me, + when no one else was. Not even myself! Why? + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. Really, I don't know. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. But you must know that there are moments when you look almost + beautiful. + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. Oh, listen to him! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. And then you resemble a woman who was dear to me. + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. Thank you! + </p> + <p> + WAITRESS. Don't talk so loud, there's a sick man here. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Tell me, have you ever been in love? + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. We don't use that word, but I know what you mean. Yes. I had a + lover once and we had a child. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. That was foolish! + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. I thought so, too, but he said the days liberation were at hand, + when all chains would be struck off, all barriers thrown down, and... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (tortured). And then...? + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. Then he left me. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. He was a scoundrel. (He drinks.) + </p> + <p> + WOMAN (looking at him.) You think so? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. He must have been. + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. Now you're so intolerant. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (drinking). Am I? + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. Don't drink so much; I want to see you far above me, otherwise + you can't raise me up. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What illusions you must have! Childish! I lift you up! I who + am down below. Yet I'm not; it's not I who sit here, for I'm dead. I + know that my soul's far away, far, far away.... (He stares in front of + him with an absent-minded air)... where a great lake lies in the + sunshine like molten gold; where roses blossom on the wall amongst the + vines; where a white cot stands under the acacias. But the child's + asleep and the mother's sitting beside the cot doing crochet work. + There's a long, long strip coming from her mouth and on the strip is + written... wait... 'Blessed are the sorrowful, for they shall be + comforted.' But that's not so, really. I shall never be comforted. Tell + me, isn't there thunder in the air, it's so close, so hot? + </p> + <p> + WOMAN (looking out of the window). No. I can see no clouds out there.... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Strange... that's lightning. + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. No. You're wrong. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. One, two, three, four, five... now the thunder must come! But + it doesn't. I've never been frightened of a thunderstorm until to-day—I + mean, until to-night. But is it day or night? + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. My dear, it's night. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. It <i>is</i> night. + </p> + <p> + (The DOCTOR has come in during this scene and has sat down behind the + STRANGER, without having been seen by him.) + </p> + <p> + WAITRESS. Don't speak so loud, there's a sick person in here. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Give me your hand. + </p> + <p> + WOMAN (wiping it on her apron). Oh, why? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You've a lovely white hand. But... look at mine. It's black. + Can't you see it's black? + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. Yes. So it is! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Blackened already, perhaps even rotten? I must see if my + heart's stopped. (He puts his hand to his heart.) Yes. It has! So I'm + dead, and I know when I died. Strange, to be dead, and yet to be going + about. But where am I? Are all these people dead, too? They look as if + they'd risen from the sewers of the town, or as if they'd come from + prison, poorhouse or lock hospital. They're workers of the night, + suffering, groaning, cursing, quarrelling, torturing one another, + dishonouring one another, envying one another, as if they possessed + anything worthy of envy! The fire of sleep courses through their veins, + their tongues cleave to their palates, grown dry through cursing; and + then they put out the blaze with water, with fire-water, that engenders + fresh thirst. With fire-water, that itself burns with a blue flame and + consumes the soul like a prairie fire, that leaves nothing behind it but + red sand. (He drinks.) Set fire to it. Put it out again. Set fire to it. + Put it out again! But what you can't burn up—unluckily—is + the memory of what's past. How can that memory be burned to ashes? + </p> + <p> + WAITRESS. Please don't speak so loud, there's a sick man in here. So + ill, that he's already asked to be given the sacrament. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. May he soon go to hell! + </p> + <p> + (Those present murmur at this, resenting it.) + </p> + <p> + WAITRESS. Take care! Take care! + </p> + <p> + WOMAN (to the STRANGER). Do you know that man who's been sitting behind + you, staring at you all the time? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (turning. He and the DOCTOR stare at one another for a moment, + without speaking). Yes. I used to know him once. + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. He looks as if he'd like to bite you in the back. + </p> + <p> + (The DOCTOR sits down opposite the STRANGER and stares at him.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What are you looking at? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Your grey hairs. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Is my hair grey? + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. Yes. Indeed it is! + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. And now I'm looking at your fair companion. Sometimes you have + good taste. Sometimes not. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And sometimes you have the misfortune to have the same taste + as I. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. That wasn't a kind remark! But you've killed me twice in your + lifetime; so go on. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Let's get away from here. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. You know when I'm near you. You feel my presence from afar. And + I shall reach you, as the thunder will, whether you hide in the depths + of the earth or of the sea.... Try to escape me, if you can! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Come with me. Lead me... I can't see.... + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. No, I don't want to go yet. I don't want to be bored. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. You're right there, daughter of joy! Life's hard enough without + taking on yourself the sorrows others have brought on themselves. That + man won't bear his own sorrows, but makes his wife shoulder the burden + for him. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What's that? Wait! She bore false witness of a breach of the + peace and attempted murder! + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Now he's putting the blame on her! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (resting his head in his hands and letting it sink on to the + table. In the far distance a violin and guitar are heard playing the + following melody): + </p> + <p> + [See picture road1.jpg] + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR (to the WOMAN). Is he ill? + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. He must be mad; he says he's dead. + </p> + <p> + (In the distance drums beat the reveille and bugles are blown, but very + softly.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Is it morning? Night's passing, the sun's rising and ghosts + lie down to sleep again in graves. Now I can go. Come! + </p> + <p> + WOMAN (going nearer to the DOCTOR). No. I said no. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Even you, the last of all my friends! Am I such a wretched + being, that not even a prostitute will bear me company for money? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. You must be. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I don't believe it yet; although everyone tells me so. I don't + believe anything at all, for every time I have, I've been deceived. But + tell me this hasn't the sun yet risen? A little while ago I heard a cock + crow and a dog bark; and now they're ringing the Angelus.... Have they + put out the lights, that it's so dark? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR (to the WOMAN). He must be blind. + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. Yes. I think he is. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No. I can see you; but I can't see the lights. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. For you it's growing dark.... You've played with the lightning, + and looked too long at the sun. That is forbidden to men. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. We're born with the desire to do it; but may not. That's + Envy.... + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. What do you possess that's worthy of envy? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Something you'll never understand, and that only I can value. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. You mean, the child? + </p> + <p> + MANGER. You know I didn't mean it. If I had I'd have said that I + possessed something you could never let. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. So you're back at that! Then I'll express myself as clearly: you + took what I'd done with. + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. Oh! I shan't stay in the company of such swine! (She gets up and + moves to another seat.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I know we've sunk very low; yet I believe the deeper I sink + the nearer I'll come to my goal: the end! + </p> + <p> + WAITRESS. Don't speak so loud, there's a dying man in there! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes, I believe you. The whole time there's been a smell of + corpses here. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Perhaps that's us? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Can one be dead, without suspecting it? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. The dead maintain that they don't know the difference. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You terrify me. Is it possible? And all these shadowy figures, + whose faces I think I recognise as memories of my youth at school in the + swimming bath, the gymnasium.... (He clutches his heart.) Oh! Now he's + coming: the Terrible One, who tears the heart out of the breast. The + Terrible One, who's been following me for years. He's here! + </p> + <p> + (He is beside himself. The doors are thrown open; a choir boy comes in + carrying a lantern made of blue glass that throws a blue light on the + guests; he rings the silver bell. All present begin to howl like wild + beasts. The DOMINICAN then enters with the sacrament. The WAITRESS and + the WOMAN throw themselves on their knees, the others howl. The + DOMINICAN raises the monstrance; all fall on their knees. The choir boy + and the DOMINICAN go into the room on the left.) + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR (entering and going towards the STRANGER). Come away from here. + You're ill. And the bailiffs have a summons for you. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Summons? From whom? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Your wife. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. The electric eel strikes at a great distance. She once wanted to + bring a charge of slander against me, because she couldn't stay out at + night. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Couldn't stay out at night? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Yes. Didn't you know who you were married to? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I heard she'd been engaged before she... married you. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Yes. That's what it was called, but in reality she'd been the + mistress of a married man, whom she denounced for rape, after she'd + forced herself into his studio and posed to him naked, as a model. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And that was the woman you married? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Yes. After she'd seduced me, she denounced me for breach of + promise, so I had to marry her. She'd engaged two detectives to see I + didn't get away. And that was the woman you married! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I did it because I soon saw it was no good choosing when all + were alike. + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Come away from here. You'll be sorry if you don't. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (to the DOCTOR). Was she always religious? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Always. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And tender, good-hearted, self-sacrificing? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. Certainly! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Can one understand her? + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. No. But you can go mad thinking about her. That's why one had to + accept her as she was. Charming, intoxicating! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes, I know. But one's powerless against pity. That's why I + don't want to fight this case. I can't defend myself without attacking + her; and I don't want to do that. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. You were married before. How was that? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Just the same. + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. This love acts like henbane: you see suns, where there are none, + and stars where no stars are! But it's pleasant, while it lasts! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And the morning after? Oh, the morning after! + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Come, unhappy man! He's poisoning you, and you don't know it. + Come! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (getting up). Poisoning me, you say? Do you think he's lying? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Every word he's said's a lie. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I don't believe it. + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. No. You only believe lies. But that serves you right. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Has he been lying? Has he? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. How can you believe your enemies? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. But he's my friend, because he's told me the bitter truth. + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Eternal Powers, save his reason! For he believes everything + evil's true, and everything good evil. Come, or you'll be lost! + </p> + <p> + DOCTOR. He's lost already! And now he'll be whipped into froth, broken + up into atoms, and used as an ingredient in the great pan-cake. Away + with you hell! (To those present.) Howl like victims of the pit. (The + guests all howl.) And no more womanly pity. Howl, woman! (The WOMAN + refuses with a gesture of her hand.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (to the BEGGAR). That man's not lying. + </p> + <p> + Curtain. + </p> + SCENE II IN A RAVINE + <p> + [A ravine with a stream in the middle, which is crossed by a + foot-bridge. In the foreground a smithy and a mill, both of which are in + ruins. Fallen trees choke the stream. In the background a starry sky + above the pine wood. The constellation of Orion is clearly visible.] + </p> + <p> + [See picture road2.jpg] + </p> + <p> + [The STRANGER and the BEGGAR enter. In the foreground there is snow; in + the background the green of summer.] + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I feel afraid! To-night the stars seem to hang so low, that I + fear they'll fall on me like drops of molten silver. Where are we? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. In the ravine, by the stream. You must know the place. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Know it? As if I could ever forget it! It reminds me of my + honeymoon journey. But where are the smithy and the mill? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. All in ruins! The lake of tears was drained a week ago. The + stream rose, then the river, till everything was laid waste—meadows, + fields and gardens. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And the quiet house? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. The old sin was washed away, but the walls in left. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And those who lived there? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. They've gone to the colonies; so that the story's now at an end. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Then my story's at an end too. So thoroughly at an end, that + no happy memories remain. The last was fouled by the poisoner.... + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Whose poison you prepared! You should declare your bankruptcy. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. Now I'll have to give in. + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Then the day of reckoning will draw near. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I think we might call it quits; because, if I've sinned, I've + been punished. + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. But others certainly won't think so. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I've stopped taking account of others, since I saw that the + Powers that guide the destinies of mankind brook no accomplices. The + crime I committed in this life was that I wanted to set men free.... + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Set men free from their duties, and criminals from their feeling + of guilt, so that they could really become unscrupulous! You're not the + first, and not the last to dabble in the Devil's work. Lucifer a non + lucendo! But when Reynard grows old, he turns monk—so wisely is it + ordained—and then he's forced to split himself in two and drive + out Beelzebub with his own penance. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Shall I be driven to that? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Yes. Though you don't want it! You'll be forced to preach + against yourself from the housetops. To unpick your fabric thread by + thread. To flay yourself alive at every street corner, and show what you + really are. But that needs courage. All the same, a man who's played + with the thunder will not tremble! Yet, sometimes, when night falls and + the Invisible Ones, who can only be seen in darkness, ride on his chest, + then he will fear—even the stars, and most of all the Mill of + Sins, that grinds the past, and grinds it... and grinds it! One of the + seven-and-seventeen Wise Men said that the greatest victory he ever won + was over himself; but foolish men don't believe it, and that's why + they're deceived; because they only credit what nine-and-ninety fools + have said a thousand times. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Enough! Tell me; isn't this snow here on the ground? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Yes. It's winter here. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. But over there it's green. + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. It's summer there. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And growing light! (A clear beam of light falls on the + foot-bridge.) + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Yes. It's light there, and dark here. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And who are they? (Three children, dressed is summer clothing, + two girls and a boy, come on to the bridge from the right.) Ho! My + children! (The children stop to listen, and then look at the STRANGER + without seeming to recognise him. The STRANGER calls.) Gerda! Erik! + Thyra! It's your father! (The children appear to recognise him; they + turn away to the left.) They don't know me. They don't want to know me. + </p> + <p> + (A man and a woman enter from the right. The children dance of to the + left and disappear. The STRANGER falls on his face on the ground.) + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Something like that was to be expected. Such things happen. Get + up again! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (raising himself up). Where am I? Where have I been? Is it + spring, winter or summer? In what century am I living, in what + hemisphere? Am I a child or an old man, male or female, a god or a + devil? And who are you? Are you, you; or are you me? Are those my own + entrails that I see about me? Are those stars or bundles of nerves in my + eye; is that water, or is it tears? Wait! Now I'm moving forward in time + for a thousand years, and beginning to shrink, to grow heavier and to + crystallise! Soon I'll be re-created, and from the dark waters of Chaos + the Lotus flower will stretch up her head towards the sun and say: it is + I! I must have been sleeping for a few thousand years; and have dreamed + I'd exploded and become ether, and could no longer feel, no longer + suffer, no longer be joyful; but had entered into peace and equilibrium. + But now! Now! I suffer as much as if I were all mankind. I suffer and + have no right to complain.... + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Then suffer, and the more you suffer the earlier pain will leave + you. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No. Mine are eternal sufferings.... + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. And only a minute's passed. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I can't bear it. + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Then you must look for help. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What's coming now? Isn't it the end yet? + </p> + <p> + (It grows light above the bridge. CAESAR comes in and throws himself + from the parapet; then the DOCTOR appears on the right, with bare head + and a wild look. He behaves as if he would throw himself into the stream + too.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. He's revenged himself so thoroughly, that he awakes no qualms + of conscience! (The DOCTOR goes out, left. The SISTER enters, right, as + if searching for someone.) Who's that? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. His unmarried sister, who's unprovided for, and has now no home + to go to. She's grown desperate since her brother was driven out of his + wits by sorrow and went to pieces. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. That's a harder fate. Poor creature, what can one do? Even if + I felt her sufferings, would that help her? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. No. It wouldn't. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Why do qualms of conscience come after, and not beforehand? + Can you help me over that? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. No. No one can. Let us go on. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Where to? + </p> + <p> + BEGGAR. Come with me. + </p> + <p> + Curtain. + </p> + SCENE III THE 'ROSE' ROOM + <p> + [The LADY, dressed in white, is sitting by the cradle doing crochet + work. The green dress is hanging up by the door on the right. The + STRANGER comes in, and looks round in astonishment.] + </p> + <p> + LADY (simply, mildly, without a trace of surprise). Tread softly and + come here, if you'd see something lovely. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Where am I? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Quiet! Look at the little stranger who came when you were away. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. They told me the river had risen and swept everything off. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Why do you believe everything you're told? The river did rise, but + this little creature has someone who protects both her and hers. + Wouldn't you like to see your daughter? (The STRANGER goes towards the + cradle. The LADY lifts the curtain.) She's lovely! Isn't she? (The + STRANGER gazes darkly in front of him.) Won't you look? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Everything's poisoned. Everything! + </p> + <p> + LADY. Well, perhaps! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Do you know that he has lost his wits and is wandering in the + neighbourhood, followed by his sister, who's searching for him? He's + penniless, and drinking.... + </p> + <p> + LADY. Oh, my God! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Why don't you reproach me? + </p> + <p> + LADY. You'll reproach yourself enough: I'd rather give you good advice. + Go to the Convent of St. Saviour's, there you'll find a man who can free + you from the evil you fear. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What, in the convent, where they curse and bind? + </p> + <p> + LADY. And deliver also! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Frankly, I think you're trying to deceive me; I don't trust + you any more. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Nor I, you! So look on this as your farewell visit. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. That was my intention; but first I wanted to find out if we're + of the same mind.... + </p> + <p> + LADY. You see, we can build no happiness on the sorrows of others; so we + must part. That's the only way to lessen his sufferings. I have my + child, who'll fill my life for me; and you have the great goal of your + ambition.... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Will you still mock me? + </p> + <p> + LADY. No, why? You've solved the great problem. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Be quiet! No more of that, even if you believe it. + </p> + <p> + LADY. But if all the rest believe it too.... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No one believes it now. + </p> + <p> + LADY. It says in the paper to-day that gold's been made in England. That + it's been proved possible. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You've been deceived. + </p> + <p> + LADY. No! Oh, heaven, he won't believe his own good fortune. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I no longer believe anything. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Get the newspaper from the pocket of my dress over there. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. The green witch's dress, that laid a spell on me one Sunday + afternoon, between the inn and the church door! That'll bring no good. + </p> + <p> + LADY (fetching the paper herself and also a large parcel that is in the + pocket of the dress). See for yourself. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (tearing up the paper). No need for me to look! + </p> + <p> + LADY. He won't believe it. He won't. Yet the chemists want to give a + banquet in your honour next Saturday. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Is that in the paper too? About the banquet? + </p> + <p> + LADY (handing him the packet). And here's the diploma of honour. Read + it! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (tearing up the packet). Perhaps there's a Government Order + too! + </p> + <p> + LADY. Those whom the gods would destroy they first make blind! You made + your discovery with no good intentions, and therefore you weren't + permitted to be the only one to succeed. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Now I shall go. For I won't stay here and lay bare my shame! + I've become a laughing-stock, so I'll go and hide myself—bury + myself alive, because I don't dare to die. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Then go! We start for the colonies in a few days. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. That's frank at least! Perhaps we're nearing a solution. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Of the riddle: why we had to meet? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Why did we have to? + </p> + <p> + LADY. To torture one another. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Is that all? + </p> + <p> + LADY. You thought you could save me from a werewolf, who really was no + such thing, and so you become one yourself. And then I was to save you + from evil by taking all the evil in you on myself, and I did so; but the + result was that you only became more evil. My poor deliverer! Now you're + bound hand and foot and no magician can set you free. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Farewell, and thank you for all you've done. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Farewell, and thank you... for this! (She points to the cradle.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (going towards the back). First perhaps I ought to take my + leave in there. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Yes, my dear. Do! + </p> + <p> + (The STRANGER goes out through the door at the back. The LADY crosses to + the door on the right and lets in the DOMINICAN—who is also the + BEGGAR.) + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Is he ready now? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Nothing remains for this unhappy man but to leave the world and + bury himself in a monastery. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. So he doesn't believe he's the great inventor he undoubtedly + is? + </p> + <p> + LADY. No. He can believe good of no one, not even of himself. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. That is the punishment Heaven sent him: to believe lies, + because he wouldn't listen to the truth. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Lighten his guilty burden for him, if you can. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. No. If I did he'd only grow insolent and accuse God of malice + and injustice. This man is a demon, who must be kept confined. He + belongs to the dangerous race of rebels; he'd misuse his gifts, if he + could, to do evil. And men's power for evil is immeasurable. + </p> + <p> + LADY. For the sake of the... attachment you've shown me, can't you ease + his burden a little; where it presses on him most and where he's least + to blame? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. You must do that, not I; so that he can leave you in the + belief that you've a good side, and that you're not what your first + husband told him you were. If he believes you, I'll deliver him later, + just as I once bound him when he confessed to me, during his illness, in + the convent of St. Saviour's. + </p> + <p> + LADY (going to the back and opening the door). As you wish! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (re-entering). So there's the Terrible One! How did he come + here? But isn't he the beggar, after all? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Yes, I am your terrible friend, and I've come for you. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What? Have I...? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Yes. Once already you promised me your soul, on oath, when + you lay ill and felt near madness. It was then you offered to serve the + powers of good; but when you got well again you broke your oath, and + therefore were plagued with unrest, and wandered abroad unable to find + peace—tortured by your own conscience. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Who are you really? Who dares lay a hand on my destiny? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. You must ask her that. + </p> + <p> + LADY. This is the man to whom I was first engaged, and who dedicated his + life to the service of God, when I left him. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Even if he were! + </p> + <p> + LADY. So you needn't think so ill of yourself because it was you who + punished my faithlessness and another's lack of conscience. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. His sin cannot justify mine. Of course it's untrue, like + everything else; and you only say it to console me. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. What an unhappy soul he is.... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. A damned one too! + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. No! (To the LADY.) Say something good of him. + </p> + <p> + LADY. He won't believe it, if I do; he only believes evil! + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Then I shall have to say it. A beggar once came and asked him + for a drink of water; but he gave me wine instead and let me sit at his + table. You remember that? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No. I don't load my memory with such trifles. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Pride! Pride! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Call it pride, if you like. It's the last vestige of our + god-like origin. Let's go, before it grows dark. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. 'For the whole world shined with clear light and none were + hindered in their labour. Over these only was spread a heavy night, an + image of darkness which should afterward receive them; but yet were they + unto themselves more grievous than the darkness.' + </p> + <p> + LADY. Don't hurt him! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (with passion). How beautifully she can speak, though she is + evil. Look at her eyes; they cannot weep tears, but they can flatter, + sting, or lie! And yet she says: Don't hurt him! See, now she fears I'll + wake her child, the little monster that robbed me of her! Come, priest, + before I change my mind. + </p> + <p> + Curtain. + </p> + <a name="link2H_PART3" id="link2H_PART3"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + PART III. + </h2> + CHARACTERS +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + THE STRANGER + THE LADY + THE CONFESSOR + THE MAGISTRATE + THE PRIOR + THE TEMPTER + THE DAUGHTER +</pre> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + less important figures + HOSTESS + FIRST VOICE + SECOND VOICE + WORSHIPPERS OF VENUS + MAIA + PILGRIM + FATHER + WOMAN + EVE + PRIOR + PATER ISIDOR (the Doctor of Part I) + PATER CLEMENS + PATER MELCHER +</pre> + SCENES +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ACT I On the River Bank + + ACT II Cross-Roads in the Mountains + + ACT III SCENE I Terrace + SCENE II Rocky Landscape + SCENE III Small House + (On the Mountain where the Monastery Stands) + + ACT IV SCENE I Chapter House + SCENE II Picture Gallery + SCENE III Chapel + (Of the Monastery) +</pre> + <a name="link2H_4_0010" id="link2H_4_0010"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + ACT I + </h2> + <h3> + ON THE RIVER BANK + </h3> + <p> + [The foreground represents the bank of a large river. On the right a + projecting tongue of land covered with old willow trees. Farther up + stage the river can be seen flowing quietly past. The background + represents the farther bank, a steep mountain slope covered with + woodland. Above the tops of the forest trees the Monastery can be seen; + it is an enormous four-cornered building completely white, with two rows + of small windows. The façade is broken by the Church belonging to the + Monastery, which is flanked by two towers in the style favoured by the + Jesuits. The Church door is open, and at a certain moment the monstrance + on the altar is visible in the light of the sun. On the near bank in the + foreground, which is low and sandy, purple and yellow loose-strife are + growing. A shallow boat is moored nearby. On the left the ferryman's + hut. It is an evening in early summer and the sun is low; foreground, + river and the lower part of the background lie in shadow; and the trees + on the far bank sway gently in the breeze. Only the Monastery is lit by + the sun.] + </p> + <p> + [The STRANGER and the CONFESSOR enter from the right. The STRANGER is + wearing alpine clothing: a brown cloak with a cape and hood; he has a + staff and wallet. He is limping slightly. The CONFESSOR is to the black + and white habit of the Dominicans. They stop at a place where a willow + tree prevents any view of the Monastery.] + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Why do you lead me along this winding, hilly path, that never + comes to an end? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Such is the way, my friend. But now we'll soon be there. (He + leads the STRANGER farther up stage. The STRANGER sees the Monastery, + and is enchanted by it; he takes off his hat, and puts down his wallet + and staff.) Well? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I've never seen anything so white on this polluted earth. At + most, only in my dreams! Yes, that's my youthful dream of a house in + which peace and purity should dwell. A blessing on you, white house! Now + I've come home! + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Good! But first we must await the pilgrims on this bank. It's + called the bank of farewell, because it's the custom to say farewell + here, before the ferryman ferries one across. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Haven't I said enough farewells already? Wasn't my whole life + one thorny path of farewells? At post offices, steamer-quays, railway + stations—with the waving of handkerchiefs damp with tears? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Yet your voice trembles with the pain what you've lost. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I don't feel I've lost anything. I don't want anything back. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Not even your youth? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. That least of all. What should I do with it, and its capacity + for suffering? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. And for enjoyment? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I never enjoyed anything, for I was born with a thorn in my + flesh; every time I stretched out my hand to grasp a pleasure, I pricked + my finger and Satan struck me in the face. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Because your pleasures have been base ones. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Not so base. I had my own home, a wife, children, duties, + obligations to others! No, I was born in disfavour, a step-child of + life; and I was pursued, hunted, in a word, cursed! + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Because you didn't obey God's commandment. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. But no one can, as St. Paul says himself! Why should I be able + to do what no one else can do? I of all men? Because I'm supposed to be + a scoundrel. Because more's demanded of me than of others.... (Crying + out.) Because I was treated with injustice. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Have you got back to that, rebellious one? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. I've always been there. Now let's cross the river. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Do you think one can climb up to that white house without + preparation? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I'm ready: you can examine me. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Good! The first monastic vow is: humility. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And the second: obedience! Neither of them was ever a special + virtue of mine; it's for that very reason that I want to make the great + attempt. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. And show your pride through your humility. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Whatever it is, it's all the same to me. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. What, everything? The world and its best gifts; the joy of + innocent children, the pleasant warmth of home, the approbation of your + fellow-men, the satisfaction brought by the fulfilment of duty—are + you indifferent to them all? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes! Because I was born without the power of enjoyment. There + have been moments when I've been an object of envy; but I've never + understood what it was I was envied for: my sufferings in misfortune, my + lack of peace in success, or the fact I hadn't long to live. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. It's true that life has given you everything you wished; even + a little gold at the last. Why, I even seem to remember that a sculptor + was commissioned to make a portrait bust of you. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Oh yes! A bust was made of me. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Are you, of all men, impressed by such things? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Of course not! But they do at least mark well founded + appreciation, that neither envy nor lack of understanding can shake. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. You think so? It seems to me that human greatness resides in + the good opinion of others; and that, if this opinion changes, the + greatest can quickly dwindle into nothing. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. The opinions of others have never meant much to me. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Haven't they? Really? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No one's been so strict with himself as I! And no one's been + so humble! All have demanded my respect; whilst they spurned me and spat + on me. And when at last I found I'd duties towards the immortal soul + given into my keeping, I began to demand respect for this immortal soul. + Then I was branded as the proudest of the proud! And by whom? By the + proudest of all amongst the humble and lowly. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. I think you're entangling yourself in contradictions. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I think so, too! For the whole of life consists of nothing but + contradictions. The rich are the poor in spirit; the many little men + hold the power, and the great only serve the little men. I've never met + such proud people as the humble; I've never met an uneducated man who + didn't believe himself in a position to criticise learning and to do + without it. I've found the unpleasantest of deadly sins amongst the + Saints: I mean self-complacency. In my youth I was a saint myself; but + I've never been so worthless as I was then. The better I thought myself, + the worse I became. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Then what do you seek here? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What I've told you already; but I'll add this: I'm seeking + death without the need to die! + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. The mortification of your flesh, of your old self! Good! Now + keep still: the pilgrims are coming on their wooden rafts to celebrate + the festival of Corpus Christi. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (looking to the right in surprise). Who are they? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. People who believe in something. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Then help my unbelief! (Sunlight now falls on the monstrance + in the church above, so that it shines like a window pane at sunset.) + Has the sun entered the church, or.... + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Yes. The sun has entered.... + </p> + <p> + (The first raft comes in from the right. Children clothed in white, with + garlands on their heads and with lighted lanterns in their hands, are + seen standing round an altar decked with flowers, on which a white flag + with a golden lily has been planted. They sing, whilst the raft glides + slowly by.) + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + Blessčd be he, who fears the Lord, + Beati omnes, qui timent Dominum, + And walks in his ways, + Qui ambulant in viis ejus. + Thou shalt feed thyself with the work of thy hands, + Labores manuum tuarum quia manducabis; + Blessčd be thou and peace be with thee, + Beatus es et bene tibi erit. +</pre> + <p> + (A second raft appears with boys on one side and girls on the other. It + has a flag with a rose on it.) + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + Thy wife shall be like a fruitful vine, + Uxor tua sicut vitis abundans, + Within thy house, + In lateribus domus tuae. +</pre> + <p> + (The third raft carries men and women. There is a flag with fruit upon + it: figs, grapes, pomegranates, melons, ears of wheat, etc.) + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + Filii tui sicut novellae olivarum, + Thy children shall be like olive branches about thy table, + In circuitu mensae tuae. +</pre> + <p> + (The fourth raft is filled with older men and women. The flag has a + representation of a fir-tree under snow.) + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + See, how blessčd is the man, + Ecce sic benedicetur homo, + Who feareth the Lord, + Qui timet Dominum! +</pre> + <p> + (The raft glides by.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What were they singing? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. A pilgrim's song. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Who wrote it? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. A royal person. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Here? What was his name? Has he written anything else? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. About fifty songs; he was called David, the son of Isaiah! + But he didn't always write psalms. When he was young, he did other + things. Yes. Such things will happen! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Can we go on now? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. In a moment. I've something to say to you first. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Speak. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Good. But don't be either sad or angry. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Certainly not. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Here, you see, on this bank, you're a well-known—let's + say famous—person; but over there, on the other, you'll be quite + unknown to the brothers. Nothing more, in fact, than an ordinary simple + man. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Oh! Don't they read in the monastery? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Nothing light; only serious books. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. They take in papers, I suppose? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Not the kind that write about you! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Then on the other side of this river my life-work doesn't + exist? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. What work? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I see. Very well. Can't we cross now? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. In a minute. Is there no one you'd like to take leave of? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (after a pause.) Yes. But it's beyond the bounds of + possibility. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Have you ever seen anything impossible? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Not really, since I've seen my own destiny. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Well, who is it you'd like to meet? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I had a daughter once; I called her Sylvia, because she sang + all day long like a wren. It's some years since I saw her; she must be a + girl of sixteen now. But I'm afraid if I were to meet her, life would + regain its value for me. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. You fear nothing else? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What do you mean? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. That she may have changed! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. She could only have changed for the better. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Are you sure? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. She'll come to you. (He goes down to the bank and beckons to + the right.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Wait! I'm wondering whether it's wise! + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. It can do no harm. + </p> + <p> + (He beckons once more. A boat appears on the river, rowed by a young + girl. She is wearing summer clothing, her head is bare and her fair hair + is hanging loose. She gets out of the boat behind the willow tree. The + CONFESSOR draws back until he is near the ferryman's hut, but remains in + sight of the audience. The STRANGER has waved to the girl and she has + answered him. She now comes on to the stage, runs into the STRANGER'S + arms, and kisses him.) + </p> + <p> + DAUGHTER. Father. My dear father! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Sylvia! My child! + </p> + <p> + DAUGHTER. How in the world do you come to be up here in the mountains? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And how have <i>you</i> got here? I thought I'd managed to + hide so well. + </p> + <p> + DAUGHTER. Why did you want to hide? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Ask me as little as possible! You've grown into a big girl. + And I've gone grey. + </p> + <p> + DAUGHTER. No. You're not grey. You're just as young as you were when we + parted. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. When we... parted! + </p> + <p> + DAUGHTER. When you left us.... (The STRANGER does not reply.) Aren't you + glad we're meeting again? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (faintly). Yes! + </p> + <p> + DAUGHTER. Then show it. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. How can I be glad, when we're parting to-day for life? + </p> + <p> + DAUGHTER. Why, where do you want to go? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (pointing to the monastery). Up there! + </p> + <p> + DAUGHTER (with a sophisticated air). Into the monastery? Yes, now I come + to think of it, perhaps it's best. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You think so? + </p> + <p> + DAUGHTER (with pity, but good-will.) I mean, if you've a ruined life + behind you.... (Coaxingly.) Now you look sad. Tell me one thing. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Tell <i>me</i> one thing, my child, that's been worrying me + more than anything else. You've a stepfather? + </p> + <p> + DAUGHTER. Yes. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Well? + </p> + <p> + DAUGHTER. He's very good and kind. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. With every virtue that I lack.... + </p> + <p> + DAUGHTER. Aren't you glad we've got into better hands? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Good, better, best! Why do you come here bare-headed? + </p> + <p> + DAUGHTER. Because George is carrying my hat. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Who's George? And where is he? + </p> + <p> + DAUGHTER. George is a friend of mine; and he's waiting for me on the + bank down below. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Are you engaged to him? + </p> + <p> + DAUGHTER. No. Certainly not! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Do you want to marry? + </p> + <p> + DAUGHTER. Never! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I can see it by your mottled cheeks, like those of a child + that has got up too early; I can hear it by your voice, that's no longer + that of a warbler, but a jay; I can feel it in your kisses, that burn + cold like the sun in May; and by your steady icy look that tells me + you're nursing a secret of which you're ashamed, but of which you'd like + to boast. And your brothers and sisters? + </p> + <p> + DAUGHTER. They're quite well, thank you. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Have we anything else to say to one another? + </p> + <p> + DAUGHTER (coldly). Perhaps not. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Now you look so like your mother. + </p> + <p> + DAUGHTER. How do you know, when you've never been able to see her as she + was! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. So you understood that, though you were so young? + </p> + <p> + DAUGHTER. I learnt to understand it from you. If only you'd understand + yourself. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Have you anything else to teach me? + </p> + <p> + DAUGHTER. Perhaps! But in your day that wasn't considered seemly. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. My day's over and exists no longer; just as Sylvia exists no + longer, but is merely a name, a memory. (He takes a guide-book out of + his pocket.) Look at this guide-book! Can you see small marks made here + by tiny fingers, and others by little damp lips? You made them when you + were five years old; you were sitting on my knee in the train, and we + saw the Alps for the first time. You thought what you saw was Heaven; + and when I explained that the mountain was the Jungfrau, you asked if + you could kiss the name in the book. + </p> + <p> + DAUGHTER. I don't remember that! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Delightful memories pass, but hateful ones remain! Don't you + remember anything about me? + </p> + <p> + DAUGHTER. Oh yes. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Quiet! I know what you mean. One night... one dreadful, + horrible night... Sylvia, my child, when I shut my eyes I see a pale + little angel, who slept in my arms when she was ill; and who thanked me + when I gave her a present. Where is she whom I long for so and who + exists no more, although she isn't dead? You, as you are, seem a + stranger, whom I've never known and certainly don't long to see again. + If Sylvia at least were dead and lay in her grave, there'd be a + churchyard where I could take my flowers.... How strange it is! She's + neither among the living, nor the dead. Perhaps she never existed, and + was only a dream like everything else. + </p> + <p> + DAUGHTER (wheedling).Father, dear! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. It's she! No, only her voice. (Pause.) So you think my life's + been ruined? + </p> + <p> + DAUGHTER. Yes. But why speak of it now? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Because remember I once saved <i>your</i> life. You had brain + fever for a whole month and suffered a great deal. Your mother wanted + the doctor to deliver you from your unhappy existence by some powerful + drug. But I prevented it, and so saved you from death and your mother + from prison. + </p> + <p> + DAUGHTER. I don't believe it! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. But a fact may be true, even if you don't believe it. + </p> + <p> + DAUGHTER. You dreamed it. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Who knows if I haven't dreamed everything, and am not even + dreaming now. How I wish it were so! + </p> + <p> + DAUGHTER. I must be going, father. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Then good-bye! + </p> + <p> + DAUGHTER. May I write to you? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What? One of the dead write to another? Letters won't reach me + in future. And I mayn't receive visitors. But I'm glad we've met, for + now there's nothing else on earth I cling to. (Going to the left.) + Good-bye, girl or woman, whatever I should call you. There's no need to + weep! + </p> + <p> + DAUGHTER. I wasn't thinking of weeping, though I dare say good breeding + would demand I should. Well, good-bye! (She goes out right.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (to the CONFESSOR). I think I came out of that well! It's a + mercy to part with content on both sides. Mankind, after all, makes + rapid progress, and self-control increases as the flow of the tear-ducts + lessens. I've seen so many tears shed in my lifetime, that I'm almost + taken aback at this dryness. She was a strong child, just the kind I + once wished to be. The most beautiful thing that life can offer! She + lay, like an angel, wrapped in the white veils of her cradle, with a + blue coverlet when she slept. Blue and arched like the sky. That was the + best: what will the worst look like? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Don't excite yourself, but be of good cheer. First throw away + that foolish guide-book, for this is your last journey. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You mean this? Very well. (He opens the book, kisses one of + the pages and then throws it into the river.) Anything else? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. If you've any gold or silver, you must give it to the poor. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I've a silver watch. I never got as far as a gold one. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Give that to the ferryman; and then you'll get a glass of + wine. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. The last! It's like an execution! Perhaps I'll have to have my + hair cut, too? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Yes. Later. (He takes the watch and goes to the door of the + ferryman's hut, speaking a few whispered words to someone within. He + receives a bottle of wine and a glass in exchange, which he puts on the + table.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (filling his glass, but not drinking it.) Shall I never get + wine up there? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. No wine; and you'll see no women. You may hear singing; but + not the kind of songs that go with women and wine. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I've had enough of women; they can't tempt me any more. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Are you sure? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Quite sure.... But tell me this: what do you think of women, + who mayn't even set their feet within your consecrated walls? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. So you're still asking questions? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And why may an abbess never hear confession, never read mass, + and never preach? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. I can't answer that. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Because the answer would accord with my thoughts on that + theme. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. It wouldn't be a disaster if we were to agree for once. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Not at all! + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Now drink up your wine. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No. I only want to look at it for the last time. It's + beautiful.... + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Don't lose yourself in meditation; memories lie at the bottom + of the cup. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And oblivion, and songs, and power—imaginary power, but + for that reason all the greater. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Wait here a moment; I'll go and order the ferry. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. 'Sh! I can hear singing, and I can see.... I can see.... For a + moment I saw a flag unfurling in a puff of wind, only to fall back on + the flagstaff and hang there limply as if it were nothing but a + dishcloth. I've witnessed my whole life flashing past in a second, with + its joys and sorrows, its beauty and its misery! But now I can see + nothing. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR (going to the left). Wait here a moment, I'll go and order the + ferry. + </p> + <p> + (The STRANGER goes so far up stage that the rays of the setting sun, + which are streaming from the right through the trees, throw his shadow + across the bank and the river. The LADY enters from the right, in deep + mourning. Her shadow slowly approaches that of the STRANGER.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (who, to begin with, looks only at his own shadow). Ah! The + sun! It makes me a bloodless shape, a giant, who can walk on the water + of the river, climb the mountain, stride over the roof of the monastery + church, and rise, as he does now, up into the firmament—up to the + stars. Ah, now I'm up here with the stars.... (He notices the shadow + thrown by the LADY.) But who's following me? Who's interrupting my + ascension? Trying to climb on my shoulders? (Turning.) You! + </p> + <p> + LADY. Yes. I! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. So black! So black and so evil. + </p> + <p> + LADY. No longer evil. I'm in mourning.... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. For whom? + </p> + <p> + LADY. For our Mizzi. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. My daughter! (The LADY opens her arms, in order to throw + herself on to his breast, but he avoids her.) I congratulate the dead + child. I'm sorry for you. I myself feel outside everything. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Comfort me, too. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. A fine idea! I'm to comfort my fury, weep with my hangman, + amuse my tormentor. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Have you no feelings? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. None! I wasted the feelings I used to have on you and others. + </p> + <p> + LADY. You're right. You can reproach me. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I've neither the time nor the wish to do that. Where are you + going? + </p> + <p> + LADY. I want to cross with the ferry. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Then I've no luck, for I wanted to do the same. (The LADY + weeps into her handkerchief. The STRANGER takes it from her and dries + her eyes.) Dry your eyes, child, and be yourself! As hard, and lacking + in feeling, as you really are! (The LADY tries to put her arm round his + neck. The STRANGER taps her gently on the fingers.) You mustn't touch + me. When your words and glances weren't enough, you always wanted to + touch me. You'll excuse a rather trivial question: are you hungry? + </p> + <p> + LADY. No. Thank you. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. But you're tired. Sit down. (The LADY sits down at the table. + The STRANGER throws the bottle and glass into the river.) Well, what are + you going to live for now? + </p> + <p> + LADY (sadly). I don't know. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Where will you go? + </p> + <p> + LADY (sobbing). I don't know. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. So you're in despair? You see no reason for living and no end + to your misery! How like me you are! What a pity there's no monastery + for both sexes, so that we could pair off together. Is the werewolf + still alive? + </p> + <p> + LADY. You mean...? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Your first husband. + </p> + <p> + LADY. He never seems to die. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Like a certain worm! (Pause.) And now that we're so far from + the world and its pettiness, tell me this: why did you leave him in + those days, and come to me? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Because I loved you. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And how long did that last? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Until I read your book, and the child was born. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And then? + </p> + <p> + LADY. I hated you! That is, I wanted to be rid of all the evil you'd + given me, but I couldn't. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. So that's how it was! But we'll never really know the truth. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Have you noticed how impossible it is to find things out? You can + live with a person and their relations for twenty years, and yet not + know anything about them. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. So you've discovered that? As you see so much, tell me this: + how was it you came to love me? + </p> + <p> + LADY. I don't know; but I'll try to remember. (Pause.) Well, you had the + masculine courage to be rude to a lady. In me you sought the + companionship of a human being and not merely of a woman. That honoured + me; and, I thought, you too. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Tell me also whether you held me to be a misogynist? + </p> + <p> + LADY. A woman-hater? Every healthy man is one, in the secret places of + his heart; and all perverted men are admirers of women. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You're not trying to flatter me, are you? + </p> + <p> + LADY. A woman who'd try to flatter a man's not normal. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I see you've thought a great deal! + </p> + <p> + LADY. Thinking's the least I've done; for when I've thought least I've + understood most. Besides, what I said just how is perhaps only + improvised, as you call it, and not true in the least. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. But if it agrees with many of my observations it becomes most + probable. (The LADY weeps into her handkerchief.) You're weeping again? + </p> + <p> + LADY. I was thinking of Mizzi. The loveliest thing we ever had is gone. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No. You were the loveliest thing, when you sat all night + watching over your child, who was lying in your bed, because her cradle + was too cold! (Three loud knocks are heard on the ferryman's door.) 'Sh! + </p> + <p> + LADY. What's that? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. My companion, who's waiting for me. + </p> + <p> + LADY (continuing the conversation). I never thought life would give me + anything so sweet as a child. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And at the same time anything so bitter. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Why bitter? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You've been a child yourself, and you must remember how we, + when we'd just married, came to your mother in rags, dirty and without + money. I seem to remember she didn't find us very sweet. + </p> + <p> + LADY. That's true. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And I... well, just now I met Sylvia. And I expected that all + that was beautiful and good in the child would have blossomed in the + girl.... + </p> + <p> + LADY. Well? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I found a faded rose, that seemed to have blown too soon. Her + breasts were sunken, her hair untidy like that of a neglected child, and + her teeth decayed. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Oh! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You mustn't grieve. Not for the child! You might perhaps have + had to grieve for her later, as I did. + </p> + <p> + LADY. So that's what life is? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. That's what life is. And that's why I'm going to bury + myself alive. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Where? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (pointing to the monastery). Up there! + </p> + <p> + LADY. In the monastery? No, don't leave me. Bear me company. I'm so + alone in the world and so poor, so poor! When the child died, my mother + turned me out, and ever since I've been living in an attic with a + dressmaker. At first she was kind and pleasant, but then the lonely + evenings got too long for her, and she went out in search of company—so + we parted. Now I'm on the road, and I've nothing but the clothes I'm + wearing; nothing but my grief. I eat it and drink it; it nourishes me + and sends me to sleep. I'd rather lose anything in the world than that! + (The STRANGER weeps.) You're weeping. You! Let me kiss your eyelids. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You've suffered all that for my sake! + </p> + <p> + LADY. Not for your sake! You never did me an ill turn; but I plagued you + till you left your fireside and your child! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I'd forgotten that; but if you say so.... So you still love + me? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Probably. I don't know. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And you'd like to begin all over again? + </p> + <p> + LADY. All over again? The quarrels? No, we won't do that. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You're right. The quarrels would only begin all over again. + And yet it's difficult to part. + </p> + <p> + LADY. To part. The word alone's terrible enough. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Then what are we to do? + </p> + <p> + LADY. I don't know. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No, one knows nothing, hardly even that one knows nothing; and + that's why, you see, I've got as far as to <i>believe</i>. + </p> + <p> + LADY. How do you know you can believe, if belief's a gift? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You can receive a gift, if you ask for it. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Oh yes, if you ask; but I've never been able to beg. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I've had to learn to. Why can't you? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Because one has to demean oneself first. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Life does that for one very well. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Mizzi, Mizzi, Mizzi!... (She has taken a shawl she was carrying + over her arm, rolled it up and put it on her knee like a baby in long + clothes.) Sleep! Sleep! Sleep! Think of it! I can see her here! She's + smiling at me; but she's dressed in black; she seems to be in mourning + too! How stupid I am! Her mother's in mourning! She's got two teeth down + below, and they're white—milk teeth; she should never have cut any + others. Oh, can't you see her, when I can? It's no vision. It <i>is</i> + her! + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR (in the door of the ferryman's hut; sternly to the STRANGER). + Come. Everything's ready! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No. Not yet. I must first set my house in order; and look + after this woman, who was once my wife. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Oh, so you want to stay! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No. I don't want to stay; but I can't leave duties behind me + unfulfilled. This woman's on the road, deserted, without a home, without + money! + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. What has that to do with us? Let the dead bury their dead! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Is that your teaching? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. No, yours.... Mine, on the other hand, commands me to send a + Sister of Mercy here, to look after this unhappy one, who... who... The + Sister will soon be here! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I shall count on it. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR (taking the STRANGER by the hand and drawing him away.) Then + come! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (in despair). Oh, God in heaven! Help us every one! + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Amen! + </p> + <p> + (The LADY, who has not been looking at the CONFESSOR and the STRANGER, + now raises her eyes and glances at the STRANGER as if she wanted to + spring up and hold him back; but she is prevented by the imaginary child + she has put to her breast.) + </p> + <p> + Curtain. + </p> + <a name="link2H_4_0011" id="link2H_4_0011"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + ACT II + </h2> + <h3> + CROSS-ROADS IN THE MOUNTAINS + </h3> + <p> + [A cross-roads high up in the mountains. On the right, huts. On the left + a small pool, round which invalids are sitting. Their clothes are blue + and their hands cinnabar-red. From the pond blue vapour and small blue + flames rise now and then. Whenever this happens the invalids put them + hands to their mouths and cough. The background is formed by a mountain + covered with pine-wood, which is obscured above by a stationary bank of + mist.] + </p> + <p> + [The STRANGER is sitting at a table outside one of the huts. The + CONFESSOR comes forward from the right.] + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. At last! + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. What do you mean: at last? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You left me here a week ago and told me to wait till you came + back. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Hadn't I prepared you for the fact that the way to the white + house up there would be long and difficult. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I don't deny it. How far have we come? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Five hundred yards. We've still got fifteen hundred. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. But where's the sun? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Up there, above the clouds.... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Then we shall have to go through them? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Yes. Of course. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What are those patients doing there? What a company! And why + are their hands so red? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. For both our sakes I want to avoid using impure words, so + I'll speak in pleasant riddles, which you, as a writer, will understand. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. Speak beautifully. There's so much that's ugly here. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. You may have noticed that the signs given to the planets + correspond with those of certain metals? Good! Then you'll have seen + that Venus is represented by a mirror. This mirror was originally made + of copper, so that copper was called Venus and bore her stamp. But now + the reverse of Venus' mirror is covered with quicksilver or mercury! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. The reverse of Venus... is Mercury. Oh! + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Quicksilver is therefore the reverse side of Venus. + Quicksilver is itself as bright as a calm sea, as a lake at the height + of summer; but when mercury meets firestone and burns, it blushes and + turns red like newly-shed blood, like the cloth on the scaffold, like + the cinnabar lips of the whore! Do you understand now, or not? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Wait a moment! Cinnabar is quicksilver and sulphur. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Yes. Mercury must be burnt, if it comes too near to Venus! + Have we said enough now? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. So these are sulphur springs? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Yes. And the sulphur flames purify or burn everything rotten! + So when the source of life's grown tainted, one is sent to the sulphur + springs.... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. How does the source of life grow tainted? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. When Aphrodite, born of the pure seafoam, wallows in the + mire.... When Aphrodite Urania, the heaven-born, degrades herself to + Pandemos, the Venus of the streets. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Why is desire born? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Pure desire, to be satisfied; impure, to be stifled. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What is pure, and what impure? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Have you got back to that? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Ask these men here.... + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Take care! (He looks at the STRANGER, who is unable to + support his gaze.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You're choking me.... My chest.... + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Yes, I'll steal the air you use to form rebellious words, and + ask outrageous questions. Sit down there, I'll come back—when + you've learnt patience and undergone your probation. But don't forget + that I can hear and see you, and am aware of you, wherever I may be! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. So I'm to be tested! I'm glad to know it! + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. But you mustn't speak to the worshippers of Venus. + </p> + <p> + (MAIA, an old woman, appears in the background.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (rising in horror). Who am I meeting here after all this time? + Who is it? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Who are you speaking of? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. That old woman there? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Who's she? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (calling). Maia! Listen! (Old Maia has disappeared. The + STRANGER hurries after her.) Maia, my friend, listen! She's gone! + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Who was it? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (sitting down). O God! Now, when I find her again at last, she + goes.... I've looked for her for seven long years, written letters, + advertised.... + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Why? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I'll tell you how her fate was linked to mine! (Pause.) Maia + was the nurse in my first family... during those hard years... when I + was fighting the Invisible Ones, who wouldn't bless my work! I wrote + till my brain and nerves dissolved like fat in alcohol... but it wasn't + enough! I was one of those who never could earn enough. And the day came + when I couldn't pay the maids their wages—it was terrible—and + I became the servant of my servant, and she became my mistress. At + last... in order, at least, to save my soul, I fled from what was too + powerful for me. I fled into the wilderness, where I collected my spirit + in solitude and recovered my strength! My first thought then was—my + debts! For seven years I looked for Maia, but in vain! For seven years I + saw her shadow, out of the windows of trains, from the decks of + steamers, in strange towns, in distant lands, but without ever being + able to find her. I dreamed of her for seven years; and whenever I drank + a glass of wine I blushed at the thought of old Maia, who perhaps was + drinking water in a poorhouse! I tried to give the sum I owed her to the + poor; but it was no use. And now—she's found and lost in the same + moment! (He gets up and goes towards the back as if searching for her.) + Explain this, if you can! I want to pay my debt; I can pay it now, but + I'm not allowed to. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Foolishness' Bow to what seems inexplicable; you'll see that + the explanation will come later. Farewell! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Later. Everything comes later. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Yes. If it doesn't come at once! (He goes out. The LADY + enters pensively and sits down at the table, opposite the STRANGER.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What? You back again? The same and not the same? How beautiful + you've grown; as beautiful as you were the first time I ever saw you; + when I asked if I might be your friend, your dog. + </p> + <p> + LADY. That you can see beauty I don't possess shows that once more you + have a mirror of beauty in your eye. The werewolf never thought me + beautiful, for he'd nothing beautiful with which to see me. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Why did you kiss me that day? What made you do it? + </p> + <p> + LADY. You've often asked me that, and I've never been able to find the + answer, because I don't know. But just now, when I was away from you, + here in the mountains, where the air's purer and the sun nearer.... + Hush! Now I can see that Sunday afternoon, when you sat on that seat + like a lost and helpless child, with a broken look in your eyes, and + stared at your own destiny.... A maternal feeling I'd never known before + welled up in me then, and I was overcome with pity, pity for a human + soul—so that I forgot myself. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I'm ashamed. Now I believe it was so. + </p> + <p> + LADY. But you took it another way. You thought... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Don't tell me. I'm ashamed. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Why did you think so badly of me? Didn't you notice that I drew + down my veil; so that it was between us, like the knight's sword in the + bridal bed.... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I'm ashamed. I attributed my evil thoughts to you. Ingeborg, + you were made of better stuff than I. I'm ashamed! + </p> + <p> + LADY. Now you look handsome. How handsome! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Oh no. Not I. You! + </p> + <p> + LADY (ecstatically). No, you! Yes, now I've seen through the mask and + the false beard. Now I can see the man you hid from me, the man I + thought I'd found in you... the man I was always searching for. I've + often thought you a hypocrite; but we're no hypocrites. No, no, we can't + pretend. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Ingeborg, now we're on the other side of the river, and have + life beneath us, behind us... how different everything seems. Now, now, + I can see your soul; the ideal, the angel, who was imprisoned in the + flesh because of sin. So there is an Above, and an Earlier Age. When we + began it wasn't the beginning, and it won't be the end when we are + ended. Life is a fragment, without beginning or end! That's why it's so + difficult to make head or tail of it. + </p> + <p> + LADY (kindly). So difficult. So difficult. Tell me, for instance—now + we're beyond guilt or innocence—how was it you came to hate women? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Let me think! To hate women? Hate them? I never hated them. On + the contrary! Ever since I was eight years old I've always had some love + affair, preferably an innocent one. And I've loved like a volcano three + times! But wait—I've always felt that women hated me... and + they've always tortured me. + </p> + <p> + LADY. How strange! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Let me think about it a little.... Perhaps I've been jealous + of my own personality; and been afraid of being influenced too much. My + first love made herself into a sort of governess and nurse to me. But, + of course, there <i>are</i> men who detest children; who detest women + too, if they're superior to them, that is! + </p> + <p> + LADY (amiably). But you've called women the enemies of mankind. Did you + mean it? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Of course I meant it, if I wrote it! For I wrote out of + experience, not theory.... In woman I sought an angel, who could lend me + wings, and I fell into the arms of an earth-spirit, who suffocated me + under mattresses stuffed with the feathers of wings! I sought an Ariel + and I found a Caliban; when I wanted to rise she dragged me down; and + continually reminded me of the fall.... + </p> + <p> + LADY (kindly). Solomon knew much of women; do you know what he said? 'I + find more bitter than death a woman, whose heart is snares and nets and + her hands as bands; whoso pleaseth God shall escape from her; but the + sinner shall be taken by her.' + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I was never acceptable in God's sight. Was that a punishment? + Perhaps. But I was never acceptable to anyone, and I've never had a good + word addressed to me! Have I never done a good action? Is it possible + for a man never to have done anything good? (Pause.) It's terrible never + to hear any good words about oneself! + </p> + <p> + LADY. You've heard them. But when people have spoken well of you, you've + refused to listen, as if it hurt you. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. That's true, now you remind me. But can you explain it? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Explain it? You're always asking for explanations of the + inexplicable. 'When I applied my heart to know wisdom... I beheld all + the work of God, that a man cannot find out that is done under the sun. + Because, though a man labour to seek it out, yet he shall not find it; + yea, further, though a wise man think to know it, yet shall he not be + able to find it!' + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Who says that? + </p> + <p> + LADY. The Prophet Ecclesiastes. (She takes a doll out of her pocket.) + This is Mizzi's doll. You see she longs for her little mistress! How + pale she's grown... and she seems to know where Mizzi is, for she's + always gazing up to heaven, whichever way I hold her. Look! Her eyes + follow the stars as the compass the pole. She is my compass and always + shows me where heaven is. She should, of course, be dressed in black, + because she's in mourning; but we're so poor.... Do you know why we + never had money? Because God was angry with us for our sins. 'The + righteous suffer no dearth.' + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Where did you learn that? + </p> + <p> + LADY. In a book in which everything's written. Everything! (She wraps + the doll up in her cloak.) See, she's beginning to get cold—that's + because of the cloud up there.... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. How can you dare to wander up here in the mountains? + </p> + <p> + LADY. God is with me; so what have I to fear from human beings? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Aren't you tormented by those people at the pool? + </p> + <p> + LADY (turning towards them). I can't see them. I can't see anything + horrible now. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Ingeborg! I have made you evil, yet you're on the way to make + me good! It was my dream, you know, to seek redemption through a woman. + You don't believe it! But it's true. In the old days nothing was of + value to me if I couldn't lay it at a woman's feet. Not as a tribute to + an overbearing mistress,... but as a sacrifice to the beautiful and + good. It was my pleasure to give; but she wanted to take and not + receive: that's why she hated me! When I was helpless and thought the + end was near, a desire grew in me to fall asleep on a mother's knee, on + a tremendous breast where I could bury my tired head and drink in the + tenderness I'd been deprived of. + </p> + <p> + LADY. You had no mother? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Hardly! And I've never felt any bond between myself and my + father or my brothers and sisters.... Ingeborg, I was the son of a + servant of whom it is written. 'Drive forth the handmaid with her son, + for this son shall not inherit with the son of peace.' + </p> + <p> + LADY. Do you know why Ishmael was driven out? It says just before—that + he was a scoffer. And then it goes on: 'He will be a wild man, his hand + will be against every man, and every man's hand against him; and against + all his brothers.' + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Is that also written? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Oh yes, my child; it's all there! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. All? + </p> + <p> + LADY. All. There you'll find answers to all your questions even the most + inquisitive! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Call me your child, and then I'll love you.... And if I love + anyone, I long to serve them, to obey them, to let myself be + ill-treated, to suffer and to bear it. + </p> + <p> + LADY. You shouldn't love me, but your Creator. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. He's unfriendly—like my father! + </p> + <p> + LADY. He is Love itself; and you are Hate. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You're his daughter; but I'm his cast-out son. + </p> + <p> + LADY (coaxingly). Quiet! Be still! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. If you only knew what I've suffered this last week. I don't + know where I am. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Where do you think? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. There's a woman in that but who looks at me as if I'd come to + rob her of her last mite. She says nothing—that's the trouble. But + I think it's prayers she mutters, when she sees me. + </p> + <p> + LADY. What sort of prayers? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. The sort one whispers behind the backs of those who have the + evil eye or bring misfortune. + </p> + <p> + LADY. How strange! Don't you realise that one's sight can be blinded? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes, of course. But who can do it? + </p> + <p> + HOSTESS (coming across to their table). Well, look at that! I suppose + she's your sister? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. We can say so now. + </p> + <p> + HOSTESS (to the LADY). Fancy meeting someone I can speak to at last! + This gentleman's so silent, you see, that one feels at once one must + respect him; particularly as he seems to have had trouble. But I can say + this to his sister, and he shall hear it: that from the moment he + entered the house I felt that I was blessed. I'd been dogged by + misfortune; I'd no lodger, my only cow had died, my husband was in a + home for drunkards and my children had nothing to eat. I prayed God to + send me help from heaven, because I expected nothing more on earth. Then + this gentleman came. And apart from giving me double what I asked, he + brought me good luck—and my house was blessed. God bless you, good + sir! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (getting up excitedly). Silence, woman. That's blasphemy! + </p> + <p> + LADY. He won't believe. O God! He won't believe. Look at me! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. When I look at you, I do believe. She's giving me her + blessing! And I, who'm damned, have brought a blessing on her! How can I + believe it? I, of all men! (He falls down by the table and weeps in his + hands.) + </p> + <p> + LADY. He's weeping! Tears, rain from heaven, that can soften rocks, are + falling on his stony heart.... He's weeping! + </p> + <p> + HOSTESS. He? Who has a heart of gold! Who's been so open handed and so + good to my children! + </p> + <p> + LADY. You hear what she says! + </p> + <p> + HOSTESS. There's only one thing about him I don't understand; but I + don't want to say anything unpleasant.... + </p> + <p> + LADY. What is it? + </p> + <p> + HOSTESS. Only a trifle; and yet... + </p> + <p> + LADY. Well? + </p> + <p> + HOSTESS. He didn't like my dogs. + </p> + <p> + LADY. I can't blame him for not caring for an impure beast. I hate + everything animal, in myself and others. I don't hate animals on that + account, for I hate nothing that's created.... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Thank you, Ingeborg! + </p> + <p> + LADY. You see! I've an eye for your merits, even though you don't + believe it.... Here comes the Confessor. + </p> + <p> + (The CONFESSOR enters.) + </p> + <p> + HOSTESS. Then I'll go; for the Confessor has no love for me. + </p> + <p> + LADY. The Confessor loves all mankind. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR (coming forward and speaking to the LADY). You best of all, my + child; for you're goodness itself. Whether you're beautiful to look at, + I can't see; but I know you must be, because you're good. Yes, you were + the bride of my youth, and my spiritual mate; and you'll always be so, + for you gave me what you were never able to give to others. I've lived + your life in my spirit, suffered your pains, enjoyed your pleasures—pleasure + rather, for you'd no others than what your child gave you. I alone have + seen the beauty of your soul—my friend here has divined it; that's + why he felt attracted to you—but the evil in him was too strong; + you had to draw it out of him into yourself to free him. Then, being + evil, you had to suffer the worst pains of hell for his sake, to bring + atonement. Your work's ended. You can go in peace! + </p> + <p> + LADY. Where? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Up there. Where the sun's always shining. + </p> + <p> + LADY (rising). Is there a home for me there, too? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. There's a home for everyone! I'll show you the way. (He goes + with her into the background. The STRANGER makes a movement.) You're + impatient? You mustn't be! (He goes out. The STRANGER remains sitting + alone. The WORSHIPPERS OF VENUS get up, go towards him and form a circle + round him.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What do you want with me? + </p> + <p> + WORSHIPPERS. Hail! Father. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (much upset). Why call me that? + </p> + <p> + FIRST VOICE. Because we're your children. Your dear ones! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (tries to escape, but is surrounded and cannot). Let me go. Let + me go! + </p> + <p> + SECOND VOICE (that of a pale youth). Don't you recognise me, Father? + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER (appearing in the background at the left-hand fork of the path). + Ha! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (to the Second Voice). Who are you? I seem to know your face. + </p> + <p> + SECOND VOICE. I'm Erik—your son! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Erik! You here? + </p> + <p> + SECOND VOICE. Yes. I'm here. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. God have mercy! And you, my boy, forgive me! + </p> + <p> + SECOND VOICE. Never! You showed us the way to the sulphur springs! Is it + far to the lake? + </p> + <p> + (The STRANGER falls to the ground.) + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Ha! Jubilate, temptatores! + </p> + <p> + VENUS WORSHIPPERS. Sulphur! Sulphur! Sulphur! Mercury! + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER (coming forward and touching the STRANGER with his foot). The + worm! You can make him believe whatever you like. That comes from his + unbelievable pride. Does he think he's the mainspring of the universe, + the originator of all evil? This foolish man believes he taught youth to + go in search of Venus; as if youth hadn't done that long before he was + born! His pride's insupportable, and he's been rash enough to try to + botch my work for me. Give him another greeting, lying Erik! (The SECOND + VOICE—that is the youth—bends over the STRANGER and whispers + in his ear.) There were seven deadly sins; but now there are eight. The + eighth I discovered! It's called despair. For to despair of what is + good, and not to hope for forgiveness, is to call... (He hesitates + before pronouncing the word God, as if it burnt his lips.) God wicked. + That is calumny, denial, blasphemy.... Look how he winces! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (rising quickly, and looking the TEMPTER to the eyes). Who are + you? + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Your brother. Don't we resemble one another? Some of your + features seem to remind me of my portrait. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Where have I seen it? + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Almost everywhere! I'm often to be found in churches, though + not amongst the saints. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I can't remember.... + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Is it so long since you've been to church? I'm usually + represented with St. George. (The STRANGER totters and would like to + fly, but cannot.) Michael and I are sometimes to be seen in a group, in + which, to be sure, I don't appear in the most favourable light; but that + can be altered. All can be altered; and one day the last shall be first. + It's just the same in your case. For the moment, things are going badly + with you, but that can be altered too... if you've enough intelligence + to change your company. You've had too much to do with skirts, my son. + Skirts raise dust, and dust lies on eyes and breast.... Come and sit + down. We'll have a chat.... (He takes the STRANGER jocularly by the ear + and leads him round the table.) Sit down and tremble, young man! (They + both sit down.) Well? What shall we do? Call for wine—and a woman? + No! That's too old a trick, as old as Doctor Faust! Bon! We modern are + in search of mental dissipation.... So you're on your way to those holy + men up there, who think that they who sleep can't sin; to the cowardly + ones, who've given up the battle of life, because they were defeated + once or twice; to those that bind souls rather than free them.... And + talking of that! Has any saintly man ever freed you from the burden of + sin? No! Do you know why sin has been oppressing you for so long? + Through renunciation and abstinence, you've grown so weak that anyone + can seize your soul and take possession of it. Why, they can even do it + from a distance! You've so destroyed your personality that you see with + strange eyes, hear with strange ears and think strange thoughts. In a + word you've murdered your own soul. Just now, didn't you speak well of + the enemies of mankind; of Woman, who made a hell of paradise? You + needn't answer me; I can read your answer in your eyes and hear it on + your lips. You talk of pure love for a woman! That's lust, young man, + lust after a woman, which we have to pay for so dearly. You say you + don't desire her. Then why do you want to be near her? You'd like to + have a friend? Take a male friend, many of them! You've let them + convince you you're no woman hater. But the woman gave you the right + answer; every healthy man's a woman hater, but can't live without + linking himself to his enemy, and so must fight her! All perverse and + unmanly men are admirers of women! How's it with you now? So you saw + those invalids and thought yourself responsible for their misery? + They're tough fellows, you can believe me; they'll be able to leave here + in a few days and go back to their occupations. Oh yes, lying Erik's a + wag! But things have gone so far with you, that you can't distinguish + between your own and other people's children. Wouldn't it be a great + thing to escape from all this? What do you say? Oh, I could free you... + but I'm no saint. Now we'll call old Maia. (He whistles between his + fingers: MAIA appears.) Ah, there you are! Well, what are you doing + here? Have you any business with this fellow? + </p> + <p> + MAIA. No. He's good and always was; but he'd a terrible wife. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER (to the STRANGER). Listen! You've not heard that yet, have you? + Rather the opposite. She was the good angel, whom you ruined... we've + all been told that! Now, old Maia, what kind of story is it he prattles + of? He says he was plagued with remorse for seven years because he owed + you money. + </p> + <p> + MAIA. He owed me a small sum once; but I got it back from him—and + with good interest—much better than the savings bank would have + given me. It was very good of him—very kind. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (starting up). What's that you said? Is it possible I've + forgotten? + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Have you the receipt, Maia? If so, give it me. + </p> + <p> + MAIA. The gentleman must have the receipt; but I've got the savings bank + book here. He paid the money into it in my name. (She produces a savings + bank book, and hands it to the STRANGER, who looks at it.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes, that's quite right. Now I remember. Then why this + seven-year torment, shame and disgrace? Those reproaches during + sleepless nights? Why? Why? Why? + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Old Maia, you can go now. But first say something nice about + this self-tormentor. Can't you remember any human quality in this wild + beast, whom human beings have baited for years? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (to MAIA). Quiet, don't answer him! (He stops his ears with his + fingers.) + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Well, Maia? + </p> + <p> + MAIA. I know well enough what they say about him, but that refers to + what he writes—and I've not read it for I can't read. Still, no + one need read it, if they don't want to. Anyhow the gentleman's been + very kind. Now he's stopping his ears. I don't know how to flatter; but + I can say this in a whisper.... (She whispers some thing to the + TEMPTER.) + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Yes. All human beings who are easily moved are baited like wild + beasts! It's the rule. Good bye, old Maia! + </p> + <p> + MAIA. Good-bye, kind gentlemen. (She goes out.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Why did I suffer innocently for seven years? + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER (pointing upwards with one finger). Ask up there! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Where I never get an answer! + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Well, that may be. (Pause.) Do you think <i>I</i> look good? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I can't say I do. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. You look extremely wicked, too! Do you know why we look like + that? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. The hate and malice of our fellow human beings have fastened + themselves on us. Up there, you know, there are real saints, who've + never done anything wicked themselves, but who suffer for others, for + relations, who've committed unexpiated sins. Those angels, who've taken + the depravity of others on themselves, really resemble bandits. What do + you say to that? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I don't know who you are; but you're the first to answer + questions that might reconcile me to life. You are.... + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Well, say it! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. The deliverer! + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. And therefore....? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Therefore you've been given a vulture.... But listen, have you + ever thought that there's as good a reason for this as for everything + else? Granted the earth's a prison, on which dangerous prisoners are + confined—is it a good thing to set them free? Is it right? + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. What a question! I've never really thought about it. Hm! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And have you ever thought of this: we may be born in guilt? + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. That's nothing to do with me: I concern myself with the + present. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Good! Don't you think we're sometimes punished wrongly, so + that we fail to see the logical connection, though it exists? + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Logic's not missing; but all life's a tissue of offences, + mistakes, errors, that are comparatively blameless owing to human + weakness, but that are punished by the most consistent revenge. + Everything's revenged, even our injudicious actions. Who forgives? A + magnanimous man-sometimes; heavenly justice, never! (A PILGRIM appears + in the background.) See! A penitent! I'd like to know what wrong he's + done. We'll ask him. Welcome to our quiet meadows, peaceful wanderer! + Take your place at the simple table of the ascetic, at which there are + no more temptations. + </p> + <p> + PILGRIM. Thank you, fellow traveller in the vale of woe. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. What kind of woe is yours? + </p> + <p> + PILGRIM. None in particular; on the contrary, the hour of liberation's + struck, and I'm going up there to receive absolution. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Listen, haven't we two met before? + </p> + <p> + PILGRIM. I think so, certainly. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Caesar! You're Caesar! + </p> + <p> + PILGRIM. I used to be; but I am no longer. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Ha ha! Imperial acquaintance. Really! But tell us, tell us! + </p> + <p> + PILGRIM. You shall hear. Now I've a right to speak, for my penance is at + an end. When we met at a certain doctor's house, I was shut up there as + a madman and supposed to be suffering from the illusion that I was + Caesar. Now the Stranger shall hear the truth of the matter: I never + believed it, but I was forced by scruples of conscience to put a good + face on it.... A friend of mine, a bad friend, had written proof that I + was the victim of a misunderstanding; but he didn't speak when he should + have, and I took his silence as a request not to speak either-and to + suffer. Why did I? Well, in my youth I was once in great need. I was + received as a guest in a house on an island far out to sea by a man who, + in spite of unusual gifts, had been passed over for promotion—owing + to his senseless pride. This man, by solitary brooding on his lot, had + come to hold quite extraordinary views about himself. I noticed it, but + I said nothing. One day this man's wife told me that he was sometimes + mentally unbalanced; and then thought he was Julius Caesar. For many + years I kept this secret conscientiously, for I'm not ungrateful by + nature. But life's tricky. It happened a few years later that this + Caesar laid rough hands on my most intimate fate. In anger at this I + betrayed the secret of his Caesar mania and made my erstwhile benefactor + such a laughing stock, that his existence became unbearable to him. And + now listen how Nemesis overtakes one! A year later I wrote a book-I am, + you must know, an author who's not made his name.... And in this book I + described incidents of family life: how I played with my daughter—she + was called Julia, as Caesar's daughter was—and with my wife, whom + we called Caesar's wife because no one spoke evil of her.... Well, this + recreation, in which my mother-in-law joined too, cost me dear. When I + was looking through the proofs of my book, I saw the danger and said to + myself: you'll trip yourself up. I wanted to cut it out but, if you'll + believe it, the pen refused, and an inner voice said to me: let it + stand! It did stand! And I fell. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Why didn't you publish the letter from your friend that would + have explained everything? + </p> + <p> + PILGRIM. When the disaster had happened I felt at once that it was the + finger of God, and that I must suffer for my ingratitude. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And you did suffer? + </p> + <p> + PILGRIM. Not at all! I smiled to myself and wouldn't let myself be put + out. And because I accepted my punishment with calmness and humility God + lightened my burden; and I didn't feel myself ridiculous. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. That's a strange story; but such things happen. Shall we move + on now? We'll go for an excursion, now we've weathered the storms. Pull + yourself up by the roots, and then we'll climb the mountain. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. The Confessor told me to wait for him. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. He'll find you, anyhow! And up here in the village the court's + sitting to-day. A particularly interesting case is to be tried; and I + dare say I'll be called as a witness. Come! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Well, whether I sit here, or up there, is all the same to me. + </p> + <p> + PILGRIM (to the STRANGER). Who's that? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I don't know. He looks like an anarchist. + </p> + <p> + PILGRIM. Interesting, anyhow! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. He's a sceptical gentleman, who's seen life. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Come, children; I'll tell you stories on the way. Come. Come! + </p> + <p> + (They go out towards the background.) + </p> + <p> + Curtain. + </p> + <a name="link2H_4_0012" id="link2H_4_0012"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + ACT III + </h2> + <h3> + SCENE I + </h3> + TERRACE ON THE MOUNTAIN + <p> + [A Terrace on the mountain on which the Monastery stands. On the right a + rocky cliff and a similar one on the left. In the far background a + bird's-eye view of a river landscape with towns, villages, ploughed + fields and woods; in the very far distance the sea can be seen. Down + stage an apple tree laden with fruit. Under it a long table with a chair + at the end and benches at the sides. Down stage, right, a corner of the + village town hall. A cloud seems to be hanging immediately over the + village.] + </p> + <p> + [The MAGISTRATE sits at the end of the table in the capacity of judge; + the assessors on the benches. The ACCUSED MAN is standing on the right + by the MAGISTRATE; the witnesses on the left, amongst them the TEMPTER. + Members of the public, with the PILGRIM and the STRANGER, are standing + here and there not far from the judge's seat.] + </p> + <p> + MAGISTRATE. Is the accused present? + </p> + <p> + ACCUSED MAN. Yes. Present. + </p> + <p> + MAGISTRATE. This is a very sad story, that's brought trouble and shame + on our small community. Florian Reicher, twenty-three years old, is + accused of shooting at Fritz Schlipitska's affianced wife, with the + clear intention of killing her. It's a case of premeditated murder, and + the provisions of the law are perfectly clear. Has the accused anything + to say in his defence, or can he plead mitigating circumstances? + </p> + <p> + ACCUSED MAN. No. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Ho, there! + </p> + <p> + MAGISTRATE. Who are you? + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Counsel for the accused. + </p> + <p> + MAGISTRATE. The accused man certainly has a right to the services of + counsel, but in the present case I think the facts are so clear that the + people have reached a certain conclusion; and the murderer will hardly + be able to regain their sympathy. Isn't that so? + </p> + <p> + PEOPLE. He's condemned already! + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Who by? + </p> + <p> + PEOPLE. The Law and his own deed. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Listen to me! As counsel for the accused I represent him and + take the accusation on myself. I ask permission to address the court. + </p> + <p> + MAGISTRATE. I can't refuse it. + </p> + <p> + PEOPLE. Florian's been condemned already. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. The case must first be heard. (Pause.) I'd reached my + eighteenth year—it's Florian speaking—and my thoughts, as I + grew up under my mother's watchful eye, were pure; and my heart without + deceit, for I'd never seen or heard anything wicked. Then I—Florian, + that is—met a young girl who seemed to me the most beautiful + creature I'd ever set eyes on in this wicked world, for she was goodness + itself. I offered her my hand, my heart, and my future. She accepted + everything and swore that she'd be true. I was to serve five years for + my Rachel—and I did serve, collecting one straw after another for + the little nest we were going to build. My whole life was centred on the + love of this woman! As I was true to her myself, I never mistrusted her. + By the fifth year I'd built the hut and collected our household goods... + when I discovered she'd been playing with me and had deceived me with at + least three men.... + </p> + <p> + MAGISTRATE. Have you witnesses? + </p> + <p> + BAILIFF. Three valid ones; I'm one of them. + </p> + <p> + MAGISTRATE. The bailiff alone will be sufficient. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Then I shot her; not out of revenge, but in order to free + myself from the unhealthy thoughts her faithlessness had forced on me; + for when I tried to tear her picture out of my heart, images of her + lovers always rose and crept into my blood, so that at last I seemed to + be living in unlawful relationship with three men—with a woman as + the link between us! + </p> + <p> + MAGISTRATE. Well, that was jealousy! + </p> + <p> + ACCUSED MAN. Yes, that was jealousy. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Yes, jealousy, that feeling for cleanliness, that seeks to + preserve thoughts from pollution by strangers. If I'd been content to do + nothing, if I'd not been jealous, I'd have got into vicious company, and + I didn't want to do that. That's why she had to die so that my thoughts + might be cleansed of deadly sin, which alone is to be condemned. I've + finished. + </p> + <p> + PEOPLE. The dead woman's guilty! Her blood's on her own head. + </p> + <p> + MAGISTRATE. She's guilty, for she was the cause of the crime. + </p> + <p> + (The FATHER of the dead woman steps forward.) + </p> + <p> + FATHER. Your Worship, judge of my dead child; and you, countrymen, let + me speak! + </p> + <p> + MAGISTRATE. The dead girl's father may speak. + </p> + <p> + FATHER. You're accusing a dead girl; and I shall answer. Maria, my + child, has undoubtedly been guilty of a crime and is to blame for the + misdeeds of this man. There's no doubt of it! + </p> + <p> + PEOPLE. No doubt! It's she who's guilty! + </p> + <p> + FATHER. Permit her father to add a word of explanation, if not of + defence. (Pause.) When she was fifteen, Maria fell into the hands of a + man who seemed to have made it his business to entrap young girls, much + as a bird-catcher traps small birds. He was no seducer, in the ordinary + sense, for he contented himself with binding her senses and entangling + her feelings only to thrust her away and watch how she suffered with + torn wings and a broken heart—tortured by the agony of love, which + is worse than any other agony. For three years Maria was cared for in an + institution for the mentally deranged. And when she came out again, she + was divided, broken into several pieces—it might be said that she + was several persons. She was an angel and feared God with one side of + her spirit; but with another she was a devil, and reviled all that was + holy. I've seen her go straight from dancing and frenzy to her beloved + Florian, and have heard her, in his presence, speak so differently and + so alter her expression, that I could have sworn she was another being. + But to me she seemed equally sincere in both her shapes. Is she to + blame, or her seducer? + </p> + <p> + PEOPLE. She's not to blame! Where is her seducer? + </p> + <p> + FATHER. There! + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Yes. It was I. + </p> + <p> + PEOPLE. Stone him! + </p> + <p> + MAGISTRATE. The law must run its course. He must be heard. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Bon! Then listen, Argives! It was like this. Your humble + servant, born of poor but fairly honourable parents, was from the + beginning one of those strange birds who, in their youth, go in search + of their Creator—but without ever finding him, naturally! It's + more usual for old cuckoos to look for him in their dotage—and for + good reasons! The urge for this youthful quest was accompanied by a + purity of heart and a modesty that even caused his nurses to smile—yes, + we can laugh now when we hear that this boy would only change his + underclothing in the dark! But even if we're corrupted by the crudities + of life, we're still bound to find something beautiful in it; and if + we're older something touching! And so we can afford to-day to laugh at + his childish innocence. Scornful laughter, listeners, please. + </p> + <p> + MAGISTRATE (seriously). He mistakes his listeners. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Then I ought to be ashamed of myself! (Pause.) He became a + youth—your humble servant—and fell into a series of traps + that were laid for his innocence. I'm an old sinner, but I blush at this + moment.... (He takes of his hat.) Yes, look at me now—when I think + of the insight this young man got into the world of Potiphar's wives + that surrounded him! There wasn't a single woman.... Really, I'm ashamed + in the name of mankind and the female sex—excuse me, please.... + There were moments when I didn't believe my eyes, but thought a devil + had blinded my sight. The holiest bands.... (He pinches his tongue.) No, + quiet! Mankind will feel itself calumniated! Enough, until my + twenty-fifth year I fought the good fight; and I fell because.... Well, + I was called Joseph, and I <i>was</i> Joseph! I grew jealous of my + virtue, and felt injured by the glances of a lewd woman.... And at last, + cunningly seduced, I fell. Then I became a slave of my passions; often + and often I sat by Omphalos and span, until I sank into the deepest + degradation and suffered, suffered, suffered! But in reality it was only + my body that was degraded; my soul lived her own life—her own pure + life, I can say—on her own account. And I raved innocently for + pure young virgins who, it seems, felt the bond that drew us together. + Because, without boasting, I can say they were attracted to me. I didn't + want to overstep the mark, but they did! And when I fled the danger, + their hearts were broken, so they said. In a word, I've never seduced an + innocent girl. I swear it! Am I therefore to blame for the emotional + sorrows of this young woman, who went out of her mind? On the contrary, + mayn't I count it a virtue that I shrank in horror from the step that + brought about her fall? Who'll cast the first stone at me? No one! Then + I mistake my listeners. Indeed, I thought I might be an object of scorn, + if I were to plead here for my masculine innocence! Now, however, I feel + young again; and there's something for which I'd like to ask mankind's + forgiveness. If it weren't that I happened to see a cynical smile on the + lips of the woman who seduced me when I was young. Come forward, woman, + and look upon your work of destruction. Observe, how the seed has grown! + </p> + <p> + WOMAN (coming forward with dignity and modesty). It was I! Let me be + heard, and let me tell the simple story of my seduction. (Pause.) + Luckily my seducer is here, too.... + </p> + <p> + MAGISTRATE. Friends! I must break off the proceedings; otherwise we'll + get back to Eve in Paradise. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Who was Adam's seducer! That's just where we want to get back + to. Eve! Come forward, Eve. Eve! (He waves his cloak in the air. The + trunk of the tree becomes transparent and EVE appears, wrapped in her + hair and with a girdle about her loins.) Now, Mother Eve, it was you who + seduced our father. You are the accused: what have you to say in your + defence? + </p> + <p> + EVE (simply and with dignity). The serpent tempted me! + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Well answered! Eve has proved her innocence. The serpent! Let + the serpent come forward. (EVE disappears.) The serpent! (The serpent + appears in the tree trunk.) Here you can see the seducer of us all. Now, + serpent, who was it that beguiled you? + </p> + <p> + ALL (terrified). Silence! Blasphemer! + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Answer, serpent! (Lightning and a clap of thunder; all flee, + except the TEMPTER, who has fallen to the ground, and the PILGRIM, the + STRANGER and the LADY. The TEMPTER begins to recover; he then gets up + and sits down in an attitude that recalls the classical statue 'The + Polisher,' or 'The Slave.') Causa finalis, or the first cause—you + can't discover that! For if the serpent's to blame, then we're + comparatively innocent—but mankind mustn't be told that! The + Accused, however, seems to have got out of this business! And the Court + of justice has dissolved like smoke! Judge not. Judge not, O Judges! + </p> + <p> + LADY (to the STRANGER). Come with me. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. But I'd like to listen to this man. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Why? He's like a small child, putting all those questions that + can't be answered. You know how little children ask about everything. + 'Papa, why does the sun rise in the east?' You know the answer? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Hm! + </p> + <p> + LADY. Or: 'Mama, who made God?' You think that profound? Well, come with + me. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (fighting his admiration for the TEMPTER). But that about Eve + was new.... + </p> + <p> + LADY. Not at all. I learnt it in my Bible history, when I was eight. And + that we inherit the debts of our fathers is part of the law of the land. + Come, my son. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER (rising, shaking his limbs and climbing up the rocky wall to the + right with a limp). Come, I'll show you the world you think you know, + but don't. + </p> + <p> + LADY (climbing up the rocky wall to the left). Come with me, my son, and + I'll show you God's beautiful world, as I've come to see it, since the + tears of sorrow washed the dust from my eyes. Come with me! + </p> + <p> + (The STRANGER stands irresolute between them.) + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER (to the LADY). And how have you seen the world through your + tears? Like meadow banks reflected in troubled water! A chaos of curved + lines in which the trees seemed to be standing on their heads. (To the + STRANGER.) No, my son, with my field-glasses, dried in the fire of hate—with + my telescope I can see everything as it is. Clear and sharp, precisely + as it is. + </p> + <p> + LADY. What do you know of things, my son? You can never see the thing + itself, only its picture; and the picture is illusion and not the thing. + So you argue about pictures and illusions. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Listen to her! A little philosopher in skirts. By Jupiter + Chronos, such a disputation in this giant amphitheatre of the mountains + demands a proper audience. Hullo! + </p> + <p> + LADY. I have mine here: my friend, my husband, my child! If he'll only + listen to me, good; all will be well with me, and him. Come to me, my + friend, for this is the way. This is the mountain Gerizim, where + blessings are given. And that is Ebal, where they curse. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Yes, this is Ebal, where they curse. 'Cursed be the earth, + woman, for thy sake; in sorrow shalt thou bring forth children; and thy + desire shall be to thy husband, and he shall rule over thee.' And then + to the man this: 'Cursed is the ground for thy sake, thorns and thistle + shall it bring forth to thee, and in the sweat of thy brow shalt thou + labour!' So spoke the Lord, not I! + </p> + <p> + LADY. 'And God blessed the first pair; and He blessed the seventh day, + on which He had completed His work—and the work was good.' But + you, and we, have made it something evil, and that is why.... But he who + obeys the commandments of the Lord dwells on Gerizim, where blessings + are given. Thus saith the Lord. 'Blessed shalt thou be in the city, and + blessed shalt thou be in the field. Blessed shall be thy basket and thy + store. Blessed shalt thou be when thou comest in, and blessed when thou + goest out. And the Lord shall give rain unto thy land in his season to + increase thy harvest, and thy children shall flourish. And the Lord + shall make thee plenteous in goods, to lend to the peoples, and never to + borrow. And the Lord will bless all the work of thy hand, if thou shalt + keep the commandments of the Lord thy God!' (Pause.) So come, my friend, + and lay your hand in mine. (She falls on her knees with clasped hands.) + I beg you, by the love that once united us, by the memory of the child + that drew us together; by the strength of a mother's love—a + mother's—for so have I loved you, erring child, whom I've sought + in the dark places of the wood and whom at last I've found, hungry and + withered for want of love! Come back to me, prodigal one; and bury your + tired head on my heart, where you rested before ever you saw the light + of the sun. (A change comes over her during this speech; her clothing + falls from her and she is seen to have changed into a white-robed woman + with her hair let down and with a full maternal bosom.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Mother! + </p> + <p> + LADY. Yes, my child, your mother! In life I could never caress you—the + will of higher powers denied it me. Why that was I don't dare to ask. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. But my mother's dead? + </p> + <p> + LADY. She was; but the dead aren't dead, and maternal love can conquer + death. Didn't you know that? Come, my child, I'll repay where I have + been to blame. I'll rock you to sleep on my knees. I'll wash you clean + from the... (She omits the word she cannot bring herself to utter) of + hate and sin. I'll comb your hair, matted with the sweat of fear; and + air a pure white sheet for you at the fire of a home—a home you've + never had, you who've known no peace, you homeless one, son of Hagar, + the serving woman, born of a slave, against whom every man's hand was + raised. The ploughmen ploughed your back and seared deep furrows there. + Come, I'll heal your wounds, and suffer your sorrows. Come! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (who has been weeping so violently that his whole body has been + trembling, now goes to the cliff on the left where the MOTHER stands + with open arms.) I'm coming! + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. I can do nothing now. But one day we shall meet again! (He + disappears behind the cliff.) + </p> + <p> + Curtain. + </p> + SCENE II ROCKY LANDSCAPE ON THE MOUNTAIN + <p> + [Higher up the mountain; among the clouds a rocky landscape with a bog + round it. The MOTHER on a rock, climbing until she disappears into the + cloud. The STRANGER stops, bewildered.] + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Oh, Mother, Mother! Why are you leaving me? At the very moment + when my loveliest dream was on the point of fulfilment! + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER (coming forward). What have you been dreaming? Tell me! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. My dearest hope, most secret desire and last prayer! + Reconciliation with mankind, through a woman. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Through a woman who taught you to hate. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes, because she bound me to earth—like the round shot a + slave drags on his foot, so that he can't escape. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. You talk of woman. Always woman. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. Woman. The beginning and the end—for us men anyhow. + In relationship to one another they are nothing. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. So that's it; nothing in themselves; but everything for us, + through us! Our honour and our shame; our greatest joy, our deepest + pain; our redemption and our fall; our wages and our punishment; our + strength and our weakness. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Our shame! You've said so. Explain this riddle to me, you + who're wise. Whenever I appeared in public arm in arm with a woman, my + wife, who was beautiful and whom I adored, I felt ashamed of my own + weakness. Explain that riddle to me. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. You felt ashamed? I don't know why. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Can't you answer? You, of all men? + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. No, I can't. But I too always suffered when I was with my wife + in company, because I felt she was being soiled by men's glances, and I + through her. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And when she did the shameful deed, you were dishonoured. Why? + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. The Eve of the Greeks was called Pandora, and Zeus created her + out of wickedness, in order to torture men and master them. As a wedding + gift she received a box, containing all the unhappiness of the world. + Perhaps the riddle of this sphinx can more easily be guessed, if it's + seen from. Olympus, rather than from the pleasure garden of Paradise. + Its full meaning will never be known to us. Though I'm as able as you. + (Pause.) And, by the way, I can still enjoy the greatest pleasure + creation ever offered! Go you and do likewise! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You mean Satan's greatest illusion! For the woman who seems + most beautiful to me, can seem horrible to others! Even for me, when + she's angry, she can be uglier than any other woman. Then what is + beauty? + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. A semblance, a reflection of your own goodness! (He puts his + hand over his mouth.) Curses on it! I let it out that time. And now the + devil's loose.... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Devil? Yes. But if she's a devil, how can a devil make me + desire virtue and goodness? For that's what happened to me when I first + saw her beauty; I was seized with a longing to be like her, and so to be + worthy of her. To begin with I tried to be by taking exercise, having + baths, using cosmetics and wearing good clothes; but I only made myself + ridiculous. Then I began from within; I accustomed myself to thinking + good thoughts, speaking well of people and acting nobly! And one day, + when my outward form had moulded itself on the soul within, I became her + likeness, as she said. And it was she who first uttered those wonderful + words: I love you! How can a devil ennoble us; how can a spirit of hell + fill us with goodness; how...? No, she was an angel! A fallen angel, of + course, and her love a broken ray of that great light—that great + eternal light—that warms and loves.... That loves.... + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. What, old friend, must we stand here like two youths and spell + out the riddles of love? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR (coming in). What's this chatterer saying? He's talked away + his whole life; and never done anything. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. I wanted to be a priest, but had no vocation. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Whilst you're waiting for it, help me to find a drunkard + who's drowned himself in the bog. It must be near here, because I've + been following his tracks till now. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Then it's the man lying beneath that brushwood there. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR (picking up some twigs, and disclosing a fully clothed corpse, + with a white, young face.) Yes, it is! (He grows pensive as he looks at + the dead man.) + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Who was he? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. It's extraordinary! + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. He must have been a good-looking man. And quite young. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Oh no. He was fifty-four. And when I saw him a week ago, he + looked like sixty-four. His eyes were as yellow as the slime of a garden + snail and bloodshot from drunkenness; but also because he'd shed tears + of blood over his vices and misery. His face was brown and swollen like + a piece of liver on a butcher's table, and he hid himself from men's + eyes out of shame—up to the end he seems to have been ashamed of + the broken mirror of his soul, for he covered his face with brushwood. I + saw him fighting his vices; I saw him praying to God on his knees for + deliverance, after he'd been dismissed from his post as a teacher.... + But... Well, now he's been delivered. And look, now the evil's been + taken from him, the good and beautiful that was in him has again become + apparent; that's what he looked like when he was nineteen! (Pause.) This + is sin—imposed as a punishment. Why? That we don't know. 'He who + hateth the righteous, shall himself be guilty!' So it is written, as an + indication. I knew him when he was young! And now I remember... he was + always very angry with those who never drank. He criticised and + condemned, and always set his cult of the grape on the altar of earthly + joys! Now he's been set free. Free from sin, from shame, from ugliness. + Yes, in death he looks beautiful. Death is the deliverer! (To the + STRANGER.) Do you hear that, Deliverer, you who couldn't even free a + drunkard from his evil passions! + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Crime as punishment? That's not so bad. Most penetrating! + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. So I think. You'll have new matter for argument. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Now I'll leave you gentlemen for a while. But soon we'll meet + again. (He goes out.) + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. I saw you just now with a woman! So there are still + temptations? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Not the kind you mean. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Then what kind? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I could still imagine a reconciliation between mankind and + woman—through woman herself! And indeed, through that woman who + was my wife and has now become what I once held her to be having been + purified and lifted up by sorrow and need. But... + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. But what? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Experience teaches; the nearer, the further off: the further + from one another, the nearer one can be. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. I've always known that—it was known by Dante, who all + his life possessed the soul of Beatrice; and Beethoven, who was united + from afar with Therese von Brunswick, knew it, though she was the wife + of another! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And yet! Happiness is only to be found in her company. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Then stay with her. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You're forgetting one thing: we're divorced. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Good! Then you can begin a new marriage. And it'll promise + all the more, because both of you are new people. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Do you think anyone would marry us? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. I, for instance? That's asking too much. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. I'd forgotten! But I daresay someone could be found. It's + another thing to get a home together.... + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. You're sometimes lucky, even if you won't see it. There's a + small house down there by the river; it's quite new and the owner's + never even seen it. He was an Englishman who wanted to marry; but at the + last moment <i>she</i> broke off the engagement. It was built by his + secretary, and neither of the engaged couple ever set eyes on it. It's + quite intact, you see! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. IS it to let? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Yes. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Then I'll risk it. And I'll try to begin life all over again. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Then you'll go down? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Out of the clouds. Below the sun's shining, and up here the + air's a little thin. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Good! Then we must part—for a time. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Where are you going? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Up. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And I down; to the earth, the mother with the soft bosom and + warm lap.... + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Until you long once more for what's hard as stone, as cold + and as white... Farewell! Greetings to those below! + </p> + <p> + (Each of them goes of in the direction he has chosen.) + </p> + <p> + Curtain. + </p> + SCENE III A SMALL HOUSE ON THE MOUNTAIN + <p> + [A pleasant, panelled dining-room, with a tiled stove of majolica. On + the dining-table, which is in the middle of the room, stand vases filled + with flowers; also two candelabra with many lighted candles. A large + carved sideboard on the left. On the right, two windows. At the back, + two doors; that on the left is open and gives a view of the + drawing-room, belonging to the lady of the house, which is furnished in + light green and mahogany, and has a standard lamp of brass with a large, + lemon-coloured lampshade, which is lit. The door on the right is closed. + On the left behind the sideboard the entrance from the hall.] + </p> + <p> + [From the left the STRANGER enters, dressed as a bridegroom; and the + LADY, dressed as a bride; both radiant with youth and beauty.] + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Welcome to my house, belovčd; to your home and mine, my bride; + to your dwelling-place, my wife! + </p> + <p> + LADY. I'm grateful, dear friend! It's like a fairy tale! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes, it is. A whole book of fairy tales, my dear, written by + me. + </p> + <p> + (They sit down on either side of the table.) + </p> + <p> + LADY. Is this real? It seems too lovely to me. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I've never seen you look so young, so beautiful. + </p> + <p> + LADY. It's your own eyes.... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes, my own eyes that have learnt to see. And your goodness + taught them.... + </p> + <p> + LADY. Which itself was taught by sorrow. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Ingeborg! + </p> + <p> + LADY. It's the first time you've called me by that name. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. The first? I've never met Ingeborg; I've never known you, as + you are, sitting here in our home! Home! An enchanting word. An + enchanting thing I've never yet possessed. A home and a wife! You are my + first, my only one; for what once happened exists no longer—no + more than the hour that's past! + </p> + <p> + LADY. Orpheus! Your song has made these dead stones live. Make life sing + in me! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Eurydice, whom I rescued from the underworld! I'll love you to + life again; revivify you with my imagination. Now happiness will come to + us, for we know the dangers to avoid. + </p> + <p> + LADY. The dangers, yes! It's lovely in this house. It seems as if these + rooms were full of invisible guests, who've come to welcome us. Kind + spirits, who'll bless us and our home. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. The candle flames are still, as if in prayer. The flowers are + pensive.... And yet! + </p> + <p> + LADY. Hush! The summer night's outside, warm and dark. And stars hang in + the sky; large and tearful in the fir trees, like Christmas candles. + This is happiness. Hold it fast! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (still thinking). And yet! + </p> + <p> + LADY. Hush! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (getting up). A poem's coming: I can hear it. It's for you. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Don't tell it me. I can see it—in your eyes. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. For I read it in yours! Well, I couldn't repeat it, because it + has no words. Only scent, and colour. If I were to, I should destroy it. + What's unborn is always most beautiful. What's unwon, most dear! + </p> + <p> + LADY. Quiet. Or, our guests will leave us. + </p> + <p> + (They do not speak.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. This <i>is</i> happiness—but I can't grasp it. + </p> + <p> + LADY. See it and breath it; for it can't be grasped. + </p> + <p> + (They do not speak.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You're looking at your little room. + </p> + <p> + LADY. It's as bright green as a summer meadow. There's someone in there. + Several people! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Only my thoughts. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Your good, your beautiful thoughts.... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Given me by you. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Had I anything to give you? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You? Everything! But up to now my hands have not been free to + take it. Not clean enough to stroke your little heart.... + </p> + <p> + LADY. Beloved! The time for reconciliation's coming. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. With mankind, and woman—through a woman? Yes, that time + has come; and blessed may you be amongst women. + </p> + <p> + (The candles and lamps go out; it grows dark in the dining-room; but a + weak ray of light can be seen, coming from the brass standard lamp in + the LADY's room.) + </p> + <p> + LADY. Why's it grown dark? Oh! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Where are you, beloved? Give me your hand. I'm afraid! + </p> + <p> + LADY. Here, dearest. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. The little hand, held out to me in the darkness, that's led me + over stones and thorns. That little, soft, dear hand! Lead me into the + light, into your bright, warm room; fresh green like hope. + </p> + <p> + LADY (leading him towards the pale-green room). Are you afraid? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You're a white dove, with whom the startled eagle finds + sanctuary, when heaven's thunder clouds grow black, for the dove has no + fear. She has not provoked the thunders of heaven! + </p> + <p> + (They have reached the doorway leading to the other room, when the + curtain falls.) + </p> + *** + <p> + [The same room; but the table has been cleared. The LADY is sitting at + it, doing nothing. She seems bored. On the right, down stage, a window + is open. It is still. The STRANGER comes in, with a piece of paper in + his hand.] + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Now you shall hear it. + </p> + <p> + LADY (acquiescing absent-mindedly). Finished already? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Already? Do you mean that seriously? I've taken seven days to + write this little poem. (Silence.) Perhaps it'll bore you to hear it? + </p> + <p> + LADY (drily). No. Certainly not. (The STRANGER sits down at the table + and looks at the LADY.) Why are you looking at me? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I'd like to see your thoughts. + </p> + <p> + LADY. But you've heard them. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. That's nothing; I want to see them! (Pause.) What one says is + mostly worthless. (Pause.) May I read them? No, I see I mayn't. You want + nothing more from me. (The LADY makes a gesture as if she were going to + speak.) Your face tells me enough. Now you've sucked me dry, eaten me + hollow, killed my ego, my personality. To that I answer: how, my + beloved? Have <i>I</i> killed your ego, when I wanted to give you the + whole of mine; when I let you skim the cream off my bowl, that I'd + filled with all the experience of along life, with incursions into the + deserts and groves of knowledge and art? + </p> + <p> + LADY. I don't deny it, but my ego wasn't my own. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Not yours? Then what is? Something that belongs to others? + </p> + <p> + LADY. Is yours something that belongs to others too? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No. What I've experienced is my own, mine and no other's. What + I've read becomes mine, because I've broken it in two like glass, melted + it down, and from this substance blown new glass in novel forms. + </p> + <p> + LADY. But I can never be yours. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I've become yours. + </p> + <p> + LADY. What have you got from me? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. How can you ask me that? + </p> + <p> + LADY. All the same—I'm not sure that you think it, though I feel + you feel it—you wish me far away. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I must be a certain distance from you, if I'm to see you. Now + you're within the focus, and your image is unclear. + </p> + <p> + LADY. The nearer, the farther off! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. When we part, we long for one another; and when we meet + again, we long to part. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Do you really think we love each other? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. Not like ordinary people, but unusual ones. We resemble + two drops of water, that fear to get close together, in case they should + cease to be two and become one. + </p> + <p> + LADY. This time we knew the dangers and wanted to avoid them. But it + seems that they can't be avoided. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Perhaps they weren't dangers, but rude necessities; laws + inscribed in the councils of the immortals. (Silence.) Your love always + seemed to have the effect of hate. When you made me happy, you envied + the happiness you'd given me. And when you saw I was unhappy, you loved + me. + </p> + <p> + LADY. Do you want me to leave you? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. If you do, I shall die. + </p> + <p> + LADY. And, if I stay, it's I who'll die. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Then let's die together and live out our love in a higher + life; our love, that doesn't seem to be of this world. Let's live it out + in another planet, where there's no nearness and no distance, where two + are one; where number, time and space are no longer what they are in + this. + </p> + <p> + LADY. I'd like to die, yet I don't want to. I think I must be dead + already. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. The air up here's too strong. + </p> + <p> + LADY. You can't love me if you speak like that. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. To be frank, there are moments when you don't exist for me. + But in others I feel your hatred like suffocating smoke. + </p> + <p> + LADY. And I feel my heart creeping from my breast, when you are angry + with me. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Then we must hate one other. + </p> + <p> + LADY. And love one another too. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And hate because we love. We hate each other, because we're + bound together. We hate the bond, we hate our love; we hate what is most + loveable, what is the bitterest, the best this life can offer. We've + come to an end! + </p> + <p> + LADY. Yes. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What a joke life is, if you take it seriously. And how + serious, if you take it as a joke! You wanted to lead me by the hand + towards the light; your easier fate was to make mine easier too. I + wanted to raise you above the bogs and quicksands; but you longed for + the lower regions, and wanted to convince me they were the upper ones. I + ask myself if it's possible that you took what was wicked from me, when + I was freed from it; and that what was good in you entered into me? If + I've made you wicked I ask your pardon, and I kiss your little hand, + that caressed and scratched me... the little hand that led me into the + darkness... and on the long journey to Damascus.... + </p> + <p> + LADY. To a parting? (Silence.) Yes, a parting! + </p> + <p> + (The LADY goes on her way. The STRANGER falls on to a chair by the + table. The TEMPTER puts his head in at the window, and rests himself on + his elbows whilst he smokes a cigarette.) + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Ah, yes! C'est l'amour! The most mysterious of all mysteries, + the most inexplicable of all that can't be explained, the most + precarious of all that's insecure. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. So you're here? + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. I'm always everywhere, where it smells of quarrels. And in love + affairs there are always quarrels. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Always? + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Always! I was invited to a silver wedding yesterday. + Twenty-five years are no trifle—and for twenty-five years they'd + been quarrelling. The whole love affair had been one long shindy, with + many little ones in between! And yet they loved one another, and were + grateful for all the good that had come to them; the evil was forgotten, + wiped out—for a moment's happiness is worth ten days of blows and + pinpricks. Oh yes! Those who won't accept evil never get anything good. + The rind's very bitter, though the kernel's sweet. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. But very small. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. It may be small, but it's good! (Pause.) Tell me, why did your + madonna go her way? No answer; because he doesn't know! Now we'll have + to let the hotel again. Here's a board. I'll hang it out at once. 'To + Let.' One comes, another goes! C'est la vie, quoi? Rooms for Travellers! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Have you ever been married? + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Oh yes. Of course. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Then why did you part? + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Chiefly—perhaps it's a peculiarity of mine—chiefly + because—well, you know, a man marries to get a home, to get into a + home; and a woman to get out of one. She wanted to get out, and I wanted + to get in! I was so made that I couldn't take her into company, because + I felt as if she were soiled by men's glances. And in company, my + splendid, wonderful wife turned into a little grimacing monkey I + couldn't bear the sight of. So I stayed at home; and then, she stayed + away. And when I met her again, she'd changed into someone else. She, my + pure white notepaper, was scribbled all over; her clear and lovely + features changed in imitation of the satyr-like looks of strange men. I + could see miniature photographs of bull-fighters and guardsmen in her + eyes, and hear the strange accents of strange men in her voice. On our + grand piano, on which only the harmonies of the great masters used to be + heard, she now played the cabaret songs of strange men; and on our table + there lay nothing but the favourite reading of strange men. In a word, + my whole existence was on the way to becoming an intellectual + concubinage with strange men—and that was contrary to my nature, + which has always longed for women! And—I need hardly say this—the + tastes of these strange men were always the reverse of mine. She + developed a real genius for discovering things I detested! That's what + she called 'saving her personality.' Can you understand that? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I can; but I won't attempt to explain it. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Yet this woman maintained she loved me, and that I didn't love + her. But I loved her so much I didn't want to speak to any other human + being; because I feared to be untrue to her if I found pleasure in the + company of others, even if they were men. I'd married for feminine + society; and in order to enjoy it I'd left my friends. I'd married in + order to find company, but what I got was complete solitude! And I was + supporting house and home, in order to provide strange men with feminine + companionship. <i>C'est l'amour</i>, my friend! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You should never talk about your wife. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. No! For if you speak well of her, people will laugh; and if you + speak ill, all their sympathy will go out to her; and if, in the first + instance, you ask why they laugh, you get no answer. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No. You can never find out who you've married. Never get hold + of her—it seems she's no one. Tell me—what is woman? + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. I don't know! Perhaps a larva or a chrysalis, out of whose + trance-like life a man one day will be created. She seems a child, but + isn't one; she is a sort of child, and yet not like one. Drags downward, + when the man pulls up. Drags upward, when the man pulls down. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. She always wants to disagree with her husband; always has a + lot of sympathy for what he dislikes; is crudest beneath the greatest + superficial refinement; the wickedest amongst the best. And yet, + whenever I've been in love, I've always grown more sensitive to the + refinements of civilisation. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. You, I dare say. What about her? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Oh, whilst our love was growing <i>she</i> was always + developing backwards. And getting cruder and more wicked. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Can you explain that? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No. But once, when I was trying to find the solution to the + riddle by disagreeing with myself, I took it that she absorbed my evil + and I her good. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Do you think woman's particularly false? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes and no. She seeks to hide her weakness but that only means + that she's ambitious and has a sense of shame. Only whores are honest, + and therefore cynical. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Tell me some more about her that's good. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I once had a woman friend. She soon noticed that when I drank + I looked uglier than usual; so she begged me not to. I remember one + night we'd been talking in a café for many hours. When it was nearly ten + o'clock, she begged me to go home and not to drink any more. We parted, + after we'd said goodnight. A few days later I heard she'd left me only + to go to a large party, where she drank till morning. Well, I said, as + in those days I looked for all that was good in women, she meant well by + me, but had to pollute herself for business reasons. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. That's well thought out; and, as a view, can be defended. She + wanted to make you better than herself, higher and purer, so that she + could look up to you! But you can find an equally good explanation for + that. A wife's always angry and out of humour with her husband; and the + husband's always kind and grateful to his wife. He does all he can to + make things easy for her, and she does all she can to torture him. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. That's not true. Of course it may sometimes appear to be so. I + once had a woman friend who shifted all the defects that she had on to + me. For instance, she was very much in love with herself, and therefore + called me the most egoistical of men. She drank, and called me a + drunkard; she rarely changed her linen and said I was dirty; she was + jealous, even of my men friends, and called me Othello. She was + masterful and called me Nero. Niggardly and called me Harpagon. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Why didn't you answer her? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You know why very well! If I'd made clear to her what she + really was, I'd have lost her favour that moment—and it was + precisely her favour I wanted to keep. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. <i>A tout prix</i>! Yes, that's the source of degradation! You + grow accustomed to holding your tongue, and at last find yourself caught + in a tissue of falsehoods. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Wait! Don't you agree that married people so mix their + personalities that they can no longer distinguish between meum and tuum, + no longer remain separate from one another, or cannot tell their own + weaknesses from those of the other. My jealous friend, who called me + Othello, took me for herself, identified me with herself. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. That sounds conceivable. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You see! You can often explain most if you don't ask who's to + blame. For when married people begin to differ, it's like a realm + divided against itself, and that's the worst kind of disharmony. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. There are moments when I think a woman cannot love a man. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Perhaps not. To love is an active verb and woman's a passive + noun. He loves and she is loved; he asks questions and she merely + answers. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Then what is woman's love? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. The man's. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Well said. And therefore when the man ceases to love her, she + severs herself from him! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And then? + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. 'Sh! Someone's coming. Perhaps to take the house! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. A woman or a man? + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. A woman! And a man. But he's waiting outside. Now he's turned + and is going into the wood. Interesting! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Who is it? + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. You can see for yourself. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (looking out of the window). It's she! My first wife! My first + love! + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. It seems she's left her second husband recently... and arrived + here with number three; who, if one can judge by certain movements of + his back and calves, is escaping from a stormy scene. Oh, well! But she + didn't notice his spiteful intentions. Very interesting! I'll go out and + listen. + </p> + <p> + (He disappears. The WOMAN knocks.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Come in! + </p> + <p> + (The WOMAN comes in. There is a silence.) + </p> + <p> + WOMAN (excitedly). I only came here because the house was to let. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Oh! + </p> + <p> + WOMAN (slowly). Had I known who wanted to let it, I shouldn't have come. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What does it matter? + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. May I sit down a moment? I'm tired. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Please do. (They sit down at the table opposite one another, + in the seats occupied by the STRANGER and the LADY in the first scene.) + It's a long time since we've sat facing one another like this. + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. With flowers and lights on the table. One night... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. When I was dressed as a bridegroom and you as a bride... + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. And the candle flames were still as in prayer and the flowers + pensive.... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Is your husband outside? + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. No. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. You're still seeking... what doesn't exist? + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. Doesn't it? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. No. I always told you so, but you wouldn't believe me; you + wanted to find out for yourself. Have you found out now? + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. Not yet. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Why did you leave your husband? (The WOMAN doesn't reply.) Did + he beat you? + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. Yes. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. How did he come to forget himself so far? + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. He was angry. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What about? + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. Nothing. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Why was he angry about nothing? + </p> + <p> + WOMAN (rising). No, thank you! I won't sit here and be picked to pieces. + Where's your wife? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. She left me just now. + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. Why? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Why did you leave me? + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. I felt you wanted to leave me; so, not to be deserted, I went + myself. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I dare say that's true. But how could you read my thoughts? + </p> + <p> + WOMAN (sitting down again). What? We didn't need to speak in order to + know one another's thoughts. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. We made a mistake when we were living together, because we + accused each other of wicked thoughts before they'd become actions; and + lived in mental reservations instead of realities. For instance, I once + noticed how you enjoyed the defiling gaze of a strange man, and I + accused you of unfaithfulness. + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. You were wrong to do so, and right. Because my thoughts were + sinful. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Don't you think my habit of 'anticipating you' prevented your + bad designs from being put in practice? + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. Let me think! Yes, perhaps it did. But I was annoyed to find a + spy always at my side, watching my inmost self, that was my own. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. But it wasn't your own: it was ours! + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. Yes, but I held it to be mine, and believed you'd no right to + force your way in. When you did so I hated you; I said you were + abnormally suspicious out of self-defence. Now I can admit that your + suspicions were never wrong; that they were, in fact, the purest wisdom. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Oh! Do you know that, at night, when we'd said good-night as + friends and gone to sleep, I used to wake and feel your hatred poisoning + me; and think of getting out of bed so as not to be suffocated. One + night I woke and felt a pressure on the top of my head. I saw you were + awake and had put your hand close to my mouth. I thought you were making + me inhale poison from a phial; and, to make sure, I seized your hand. + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. I remember. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What did you do then? + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. Nothing. Only hated you. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Why? + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. Because you were my husband. Because I ate your bread. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Do you think it's always the same? + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. I don't know. I suspect it is. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. But sometimes you've even despised me? + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. Yes, when you were ridiculous. A man in love is always + ridiculous. Do you know what a cox-comb is? That's what a lover's like. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. But if any man who loves you is ridiculous, how can you + respond to his love? + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. We don't! We submit to it, and search for another man who doesn't + love us. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. But if he, in turn, begins to love you, do you look for a + third? + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. Perhaps it's like that. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Very strange. (There is a silence.) I remember you were always + dreaming of someone you called your Toreador, which I translated by + 'horse butcher.' You eventually got him, but he gave you no children, + and no bread; only beatings! A toreador's always fighting. (Silence.) + Once I let myself be tempted into trying to compete with the toreador. I + started to bicycle and fence and do other things of the kind. But you + only began to detest me for it. That means that the husband mayn't do + what the lover may. Later you had a passion for page boys. One of them + used to sit on the Brussels carpet and read you bad verses.... My good + ones were of no use to you. Did you get your page boy? + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. Yes. But his verses weren't bad, really. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Oh yes, they were, my dear. I know him! He stole my rhythms + and set them for the barrel organ. + </p> + <p> + WOMAN (rising and going to the door.) You should be ashamed of yourself. + </p> + <p> + (The TEMPTER conies in, holding a letter in his hand.) + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Here's a letter. It's for you. (The WOMAN takes it, reads it + and falls into a chair.) A farewell note! Oh, well! All beginnings are + hard—in love affairs. And those who lack the patience to surmount + initial difficulties—lose the golden fruit. Pages are always + impatient. Unknown youth, have you had enough? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (rising and picking up his hat). My poor Anna! + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. Don't leave me. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I must. + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. Don't go. You were the best of them all. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Do you want to begin again from the beginning? That would be a + sure way to make an end of this. For if lovers only find one another, + they lose one another! What is love? Say something witty, each one of + you, before we part. + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. I don't know what it is. The highest and the loveliest of things, + that has to sink to the lowest and the ugliest. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. A caricature of godly love. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. An annual plant, that blossoms during the engagement, goes to + seed in marriage and then sinks to the earth to wither and die. + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. The loveliest flowers have no seed. The rose is the flower of + love. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And the lily that of innocence. That can form seeds, but only + opens her white cup to kisses. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. And propagates her kind with buds, out of which fresh lilies + spring, like chaste Minerva who sprang fully armed from the head of + Zeus, and not from his royal loins. Oh yes, children, I've understood + much, but never this: what the beloved of my soul has to do with.... (He + hesitates.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Well, go on! + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. What all-powerful love, that is the marriage of souls, has to + do with the propagation of the species! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER and WOMAN. Now he's come to the point! + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. I've never been able to understand how a kiss, that's an unborn + word, a soundless speech, a quiet language of the soul, can be + exchanged, by means of a hallowed procedure, for a surgical operation, + that always ends in tears and the chattering of teeth. I've never + understood how that holy night, the first in which two souls embrace + each other in love, can end in the shedding of blood, in quarrelling, + hate, mutual contempt—and lint! (He holds his mouth shut.) + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Suppose the story of the fall were true? In pain shalt thou + bring forth children. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. In that case one could understand. + </p> + <p> + WOMAN. Who is the man who says these things? + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Only a wanderer on the quicksands of this life. (The WOMAN + rises.) So you're ready to go. Who will go first? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I shall. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Where? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Upwards. And you? + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. I shall stay down here, in between.... + </p> + <p> + Curtain. + </p> + <a name="link2H_4_0013" id="link2H_4_0013"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + ACT IV + </h2> + <h3> + SCENE I + </h3> + <h3> + CHAPTER HOUSE OF THE MONASTERY + </h3> + <p> + [A Gothic chapter house. In the background arcades lead to the cloisters + and the courtyard of the monastery. In the middle of the courtyard there + is a well with a statue of the Virgin Mary, surrounded by long-stemmed + white roses. The walls of the chapter house are filled with built-in + choir stalls of oak. The PRIOR'S own stall is in the middle to the right + and rather higher than the rest. In the middle of the chapter house an + enormous crucifix. The sun is shining on the statue of the Virgin in the + courtyard. The STRANGER enters from the back. He is wearing a coarse + monkish cowl, with a rope round his waist and sandals on his feet. He + halts in the doorway and looks at the chapter house, then goes over to + the crucifix and stops in front of it. The last strophe of the choral + service can be heard from across the courtyard. The CONFESSOR enters + from the back; he is dressed in black and white; he has long hair and + along beard and a very small tonsure that can hardly be seen.] + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Peace be with you! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And with you. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. How do you like this white house? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I can only see blackness. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. You still are black; but you'll grow white, quite white! Did + you sleep well last night? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Dreamlessly, like a tired child. But tell me: why do I find so + many locked doors? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. You'll gradually learn to open them. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Is this a large building? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Endless! It dates from the time of Charlemagne and has + continually grown through pious benefactions. Untouched by the spiritual + upheavals and changes of different epochs, it stands on its rocky height + as a monument of Western culture. That is to say: Christian faith wedded + to the knowledge of Hellas and Rome. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. So it's not merely a religious foundation? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. No. It embraces all the arts and sciences as well. There's a + library, museum, observatory and laboratory—as you'll see later. + Agriculture and horticulture are also studied here; and a hospital for + laymen, with its own sulphur springs, is attached to the monastery. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. One word more, before the chapter assembles. What kind of man + is the Prior? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR (smiling). He is the Prior! Aloof, without peer, dwelling on + the summits of human knowledge, and... well, you'll see him soon. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Is it true that he's so old? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. He's reached an unusual age. He was born at the beginning of + the century that's now nearing its end. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Has he always been in the monastery? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. No. He's not always been a monk, though always a priest. Once + he was a minister, but that was seventy years ago. Twice curator of the + university. Archbishop.... 'Sh! Mass is over. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I presume he's not the kind of unprejudiced priest who + pretends to have vices when he has none? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Not at all. But he's seen life and mankind, and he's more + human than priestly. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And the fathers? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Wise men, with strange histories, and none of them alike. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Who can never have known life as it's lived.... + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. All have lived their lives, more than once; have suffered + shipwreck, started again, gone to pieces and risen once more. You must + wait. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. The Prior's sure to ask me questions. I don't think I can + agree to everything. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. On the contrary, you must show yourself as you are; and + defend your opinions to the last. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Will contradiction be permitted here? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Here? You're a child, who's lived in a childish world, where + you've played with thoughts and words. You've lived in the erroneous + belief that language, a material thing, can be a vehicle for anything so + subtle as thoughts and feelings. We've discovered that error, and + therefore speak as little as possible; for we are aware of, and can + divine, the innermost thoughts of our neighbour. We've so developed our + perceptive faculties by spiritual exercises that we are linked in a + single chain; and can detect a feeling of pleasure and harmony, when + there's complete accord. The Prior, who has trained himself most + rigorously, can feel if anyone's thoughts have strayed into wrong paths. + In some respects he's like—merely like, I say—a telephone + engineer's galvanometer, that shows when and where a current has been + interrupted. Therefore we can have no secrets from one another, and so + do not need the confessional. Think of all this when you confront the + searching eye of the Prior! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Is there any intention of examining me? + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Oh no. There are merely a few questions to answer without any + deep meaning, before the practical examinations. Quiet! Here they are. + </p> + <p> + (He goes to one side. The PRIOR enters from the back. He is dressed + entirely in white and he has pulled up his hood. He is a tall man with + long white hair and along white beard-his head is like that of Jupiter. + His face is pale, but full and without wrinkles. His eyes are large, + surrounded by shadows and his eyebrows strongly marked. A quiet, + majestic calm reigns over his whole personality. The PRIOR is followed + by twelve Fathers, dressed in black and white, with black hoods, also + pulled up. All bow to the crucifix and then go to their places.) + </p> + <p> + PRIOR (after looking at the STRANGER for a moment.) What do you seek + here? (The STRANGER is confused and tries to find an answer, but cannot. + The PRIOR goes on, calmly, firmly, but indulgently.) Peace? Isn't that + so? (The STRANGER makes a sign of assent with head and mouth.) But if + the whole of life is a struggle, how can you find peace amongst the + living? (The STRANGER is not able to answer.) Do you want to turn your + back on life because you feel you've been injured, cheated? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (in a weak voice). Yes. + </p> + <p> + PRIOR. So you've been defrauded, unjustly dealt with? And this injustice + began so early that you, an innocent child, couldn't imagine you'd + committed any crime that was worthy of punishment. Well, once you were + unjustly accused of stealing fruit; tormented into taking the offence on + yourself; tortured into telling lies about yourself and forced to beg + forgiveness for a fault you'd not committed. Wasn't it so? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (with certainty). Yes. It was. + </p> + <p> + PRIOR. It was; and you've never been able to forget it. Never. Now + listen, you've a good memory; can you remember <i>The Swiss Family + Robinson</i>? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER (shrinking). <i>The Swiss Family Robinson</i>? + </p> + <p> + PRIOR. Yes. Those events that caused you such mental torture happened in + 1857, but at Christmas 1856, that is the year before, you tore a copy of + that book and out of fear of punishment hid it under a chest in the + kitchen. (The STRANGER is taken aback.) The wardrobe was painted in oak + graining, and clothes hung in its upper part, whilst shoes stood below. + This wardrobe seemed enormously big to you, for you were a small child, + and you couldn't imagine it could ever be moved; but during spring + cleaning at Easter what was hidden was brought to light. Fear drove you + to put the blame on a schoolfellow. And now he had to endure torture, + because appearances were against him, for you were thought to be + trustworthy. After this the history of your sorrows comes as a logical + sequence. You accept this logic? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. Punish me! + </p> + <p> + PRIOR. No. I don't punish; when I was a child I did—similar + things. But will you now promise to forget this history of your own + sufferings for all time and never to recount it again? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I promise! If only he whom I took advantage of could forgive + me. + </p> + <p> + PRIOR. He has already. Isn't that so, Pater Isidor? + </p> + <p> + ISIDOR (who was the DOCTOR in the first part of 'The Road to Damascus,' + rising). With my whole heart! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. It's you! + </p> + <p> + ISIDOR. Yes. I. + </p> + <p> + PRIOR (to FATHER ISIDOR). Pater Isidor, say a word, just one. + </p> + <p> + ISIDOR. It was in the year 1856 that I had to endure my torture. But + even in 1854 one of my brothers suffered in the same way, owing to a + false accusation on my part. (To the STRANGER.) So we're all guilty and + not one of us is without blemish; and I believe my victim had no clear + conscience either. (He sits down.) + </p> + <p> + PRIOR. If we could only stop accusing one another and particularly + Eternal Justice! But we're born in guilt and all resemble Adam! (To the + STRANGER.) There was something you wanted to know, was there not? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I wanted to know life's inmost meaning. + </p> + <p> + PRIOR. The very innermost! So you wanted to learn what no man's + permitted to know. Pater Uriel! (PATER URIEL, who is blind, rises. The + PRIOR speaks to the STRANGER.) Look at this blind father! We call him + Uriel in remembrance of Uriel Acosta, whom perhaps you've heard of? (The + STRANGER makes a sign that he has not.) You haven't? All young people + should have heard of him. Uriel Acosta was a Portuguese of Jewish + descent, who, however, was brought up in the Christian faith. When he + was still fairly young he began to inquire—you understand—to + inquire if Christ were really God; with the result that he went over to + the Jewish faith. And then he began research into the Mosaic writings + and the immortality of the soul, with the result that the Rabbis handed + him over to the Christian priesthood for punishment. A long time after + he returned to the Jewish faith. But his thirst for knowledge knew no + bounds, and he continued his researches till he found he'd reached + absolute nullity; and in despair that he couldn't learn the final secret + he took his own life with a pistol shot. (Pause.) Now look at our good + father Uriel here. He, too, was once very young and anxious to know; he + always wanted to be in the forefront of every modern movement, and he + discovered new philosophies. I may add, by the way, that he's a friend + of my boyhood and almost as old as I. Now about 1820 he came upon the + so-called rational philosophy, that had already lain in its grave for + twenty years. With this system of thought, which was supposed to be a + master key, all locks were to be picked, all questions answered and all + opponents confuted—everything was clear and simple. In those days + Uriel was a strong opponent of all religions and in particular followed + the Mesmerists, as the hypnotisers of that age were called. In 1830 our + friend became a Hegelian, though, to be sure, rather late in the day. + Then he re-discovered God, a God who was immanent in nature and in man, + and found he was a little god himself. Now, as ill-luck would have it, + there were two Hegels, just as there were two Voltaires; and the later, + or more conservative Hegel, had developed his All-godhead till it had + become a compromise with the Christian view. And so Father Uriel, who + never wanted to be behind the times, became a rationalistic Christian, + who was given the thankless task of combating Rationalism and himself. + (Pause.) I'll shorten the whole sad history for Father Uriel's sake. In + 1850 he again became a materialist and an enemy of Christianity. In 1870 + he became a hypnotist, in 1880 a theosophist, and 1890 he wanted to + shoot himself! I met him just at that time. He was sitting on a bench in + Unter den Linden in Berlin, and he was blind. This Uriel was blind—and + Uriel means 'God is my Light'—who for a century had marched with + the torch of liberalism at the head of <i>every</i> modern movement! (To + the STRANGER.) You see, he wanted to know, but he failed! And therefore + he now believes. Is there anything else you'd like to know? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. One thing only. + </p> + <p> + PRIOR. Speak. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. If Father Uriel had held to his first faith in 1810, men would + have called him conservative or old-fashioned; but now, as he's followed + the developments of his time and has therefore discarded his youthful + faith, men will call him a renegade—that's to say: whatever he + does mankind will blame him. + </p> + <p> + PRIOR. Do you heed what men say? Father Clemens, may I tell him how you + heeded what men said? (PATER CLEMENS rises and makes a gesture of + assent.) Father Clemens is our greatest figure painter. In the world + outside he's known by another name, a very famous one. Father Clemens + was a young man in 1830. He felt he had a talent for painting and gave + himself up to it with his whole soul. When he was twenty he was + exhibiting. The public, the critics, his teachers, and his parents were + all of the opinion that he'd made a mistake in the choice of his + profession. Young Clemens heeded what men were saying, so he laid down + his brush and turned bookseller. When he was fifty years of age, and had + his life behind him, the paintings of his early years were discovered by + some stranger; and were then recognised as masterpieces by the public, + the critics, his teachers and relations! But it was too late. And when + Father Clemens complained of the wickedness of the world, the world + answered with a heartless grin: 'Why did you let yourself be taken in?' + Father Clemens grieved so much at this, that he came to us. But he + doesn't grieve any longer now. Or do you, Father Clemens? + </p> + <p> + CLEMENS. No! But that isn't the end of the story. The paintings I'd done + in 1830 were admired and hung in a museum till 1880. Taste then changed + very quickly, and one day an important newspaper announced that their + presence there was an outrage. So they were banished to the attic. + </p> + <p> + PRIOR (to the STRANGER). That's a good story! + </p> + <p> + CLEMENS. But it's still not finished. By 1890 taste had so changed again + that a professor of the History of Art wrote that it was a national + scandal that my works should be hanging in an attic. So the pictures + were brought down again, and, for the time being, are classical. But for + how long? From that you can see, young man, in what worldly fame + consists? Vanitas vanitatum vanitas! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Then is life worth living? + </p> + <p> + PRIOR. Ask Pater Melcher, who is experienced not only in the world of + deception and error, but also in that of lies and contradictions. Follow + him: he'll show you the picture gallery and tell you stories. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I'll gladly follow anyone who can teach me something. + </p> + <p> + (PATER MELCHER takes the STRANGER by the hand and leads him out of the + Chapter House.) + </p> + <p> + Curtain. + </p> + SCENE II PICTURE GALLERY OF THE MONASTERY + <p> + [Picture Gallery of the Monastery. There are mostly portraits of people + with two heads.] + </p> + <p> + MELCHER. Well, first we have here a small landscape, by an unknown + master, called 'The Two Towers.' Perhaps you've been in Switzerland and + know the originals. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. I've been in Switzerland! + </p> + <p> + MELCHER. Exactly. Then near the station of Amsteg on the Gotthard + railway you've seen a tower, called Zwing-Uri, sung of by Schiller in + his <i>Wilhelm Tell</i>. It stands there as a monument to the cruel + oppression which the inhabitants of Uri suffered at the hands of the + German Emperors. Good! On the Italian side of the Gotthard lies + Bellinzona, as you know. There are many towers to be seen there, but the + most curious is called Castel d'Uri. That's the monument recalling the + cruel oppression which the Italian cantons suffered at the hands of the + inhabitants of Uri! Now do you understand? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. So freedom means: freedom to oppress others. That's new to me. + </p> + <p> + MELCHER. Then let's go on without further comment to the portrait + collection. Number one in the catalogue. Boccaccio, with two heads—all + our portraits have at least two heads. His story's well known. The great + man began his career by writing dissolute and godless tales, which he + dedicated to Queen Johanna of Naples, who'd seduced the son of St. + Brigitta. Boccaccio ended up as a saint in a monastery where he lectured + on Dante's Hell and the devils that, in his youth, he had thought to + drive out in a most original way. You'll notice now, how the two faces + are meeting each other's gaze! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. But all trace of humour's lacking; and humour's to be + expected in a man who knew himself as well as our friend Boccaccio did. + </p> + <p> + MELCHER. Number two in the catalogue. Ah, yes; that's two-headed Doctor + Luther. The youthful champion of tolerance and the aged upholder of + intolerance. Have I said enough? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Quite enough. + </p> + <p> + MELCHER. Number three in the catalogue. The great Gustavus Adolphus + accepting Catholic funds from Cardinal Richelieu in order to fight for + Protestantism, whilst remaining neutral in the face of the Catholic + League. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. How do Protestants explain this threefold contradiction? + </p> + <p> + MELCHER. They say it's not true. Number four in the catalogue. Schiller, + the author of The Robbers, who was offered the freedom of the City of + Paris by the leaders of the French Revolution in 1792; but who had been + made a State Councillor of Meiningen as early as 1790 and a royal Danish + Stipendiary in 1791. The scene depicts the State Councillor—and + friend of his Excellency Goethe—receiving the Diploma of Honour + from the leaders of the French Revolution as late as 1798. Think of it, + the diploma of the Reign of Terror in the year 1798, when the Revolution + was over and the country under the Directory! I'd have liked to have + seen the Councillor and his friend, His Excellency! But it didn't + matter, for two years later he repaid his nomination by writing the <i>Song + of the Bell</i>, in which he expressed his thanks and begged the + revolutionaries to keep quiet! Well, that's life. We're intelligent + people and love <i>The Robbers</i> as much as <i>The Song of the Bell</i>; + Schiller as much as Goethe! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. The work remains, the master perishes. + </p> + <p> + MELCHER. Goethe, yes! Number five in the catalogue. He began with + Strassburg cathedral and <i>Götz von Berlichingen</i>, two hurrahs for + gothic Germanic art against that of Greece and Rome. Later he fought + against Germanism and for Classicism. Goethe against Goethe! There you + see the traditional Olympic calm, harmony, etc., in the greatest + disharmony with itself. But depression at this turns into uneasiness + when the young Romantic school appears and combats the Goethe of <i>Iphigenia</i> + with theories drawn from Goethe's <i>Goetz</i>. That the 'great heathen' + ends up by converting Faust in the Second Part, and allowing him to be + saved by the Virgin Mary and the angels, is usually passed over in + silence by his admirers. Also the fact that a man of such clear vision + should, towards the end of his life, have found everything so 'strange,' + and 'curious,' even the simplest facts that he'd previously seen + through. His last wish was for 'more light'! Yes; but it doesn't matter. + We're intelligent people and love our Goethe just the same. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. And rightly. + </p> + <p> + MELCHER. Number six in the catalogue. Voltaire! He has more than two + heads. The Godless One, who spent his whole life defending God. The + Mocker, who was mocked, because 'he believed in God like a child.' The + author of the cynical 'Candide,' who wrote: + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + In my youth I sought the pleasures + Of the senses, but I learned + That their sweetness was illusion + Soon to bitterness it turned. + In old age I've come to see + Life is nought but vanity. +</pre> + <p> + Dr. Knowall, who thought he could grasp everything between Heaven and + Earth by means of reason and science, sings like this, when he comes to + the end of his life: + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + I had thought to find in knowledge + Light to guide me on my way; + Yet I still must walk in darkness + All that's known must soon decay. + Ignorance, I turn to thee! + Knowledge is but vanity. +</pre> + <p> + But that's no matter! Voltaire can be put to many uses. The Jews use him + against the Christians, and the Christians use him against the Jews, + because he was an anti-Semite, like Luther. Chateaubriand used him to + defend Catholicism, and Protestants use him even to-day to attack + Catholicism. He was a fine fellow! + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Then what's your view? + </p> + <p> + MELCHER. We have no views here; we've faith, as I've told you already. + And that's why we've only one head—placed exactly above the heart. + (Pause.) In the meantime let's look at number seven in the catalogue. + Ah, Napoleon! The creation of the Revolution itself! The Emperor of the + People, the Nero of Freedom, the suppressor of Equality and the 'big + brother' of Fraternity. He's the most cunning of all the two-headed, for + he could laugh at himself, raise himself above his own contradictions, + change his skin and his soul, and yet be quite explicable to himself in + every transformation—convinced, self-authorised. There's only one + other man who can be compared with him in this; Kierkegaard the Dane. + From the beginning he was aware of this parthenogenesis of the soul, + whose capacity to multiply by taking cuttings was equivalent to bringing + forth young in this life without conception. And for that reason, and so + as not to become life's fool, he wrote under a number of pseudonyms, of + which each one constituted a 'stage on his life's way.' But did you + realise this? The Lord of life, in spite of all these precautions, made + a fool of him after all. Kierkegaard, who fought all his life against + the priesthood and the professional preachers of the State Church, was + eventually forced of necessity to become a professional preacher + himself! Oh yes! Such things do happen. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. The Powers That Be play tricks.... + </p> + <p> + MELCHER. The Powers play tricks on tricksters, and delude the arrogant, + particularly those who alone believe they possess truth and knowledge! + Number eight in the catalogue. Victor Hugo. He split himself into + countless parts. He was a peer of France, a Grandee of Spain, a friend + of Kings, and the socialist author of <i>Les Misérables</i>. The peers + naturally called him a renegade, and the socialists a reformer. Number + nine. Count Friedrich Leopold von Stollberg. He wrote a fanatical book + for the Protestants, and then suddenly became a Catholic! Inexplicable + in a sensible man. A miracle, eh? A little journey to Damascus, perhaps? + Number ten. Lafayette. The heroic upholder of freedom, the + revolutionary, who was forced to leave France as a suspected + reactionary, because he wanted to help Louis XVI; and then was captured + by the Austrians and carried off to Olmütz as a revolutionary! What was + he in reality? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Both! + </p> + <p> + MELCHER. Yes, both. He had the two halves that made a whole—a + whole man. Number eleven. Bismarck. A paradox. The honest diplomat, who + maintained he'd discovered that to tell the truth was the greatest of + ruses. And so was compelled—by the Powers, I suppose?—to + spend the last six years of his life unmasking himself as a conscious + liar. You're tired. Then we'll stop now. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes, if one clings to the same ideas all one's life, and holds + the same opinions, one grows old according to nature's laws, and gets + called conservative, old-fashioned, out of date. But if one goes on + developing, keeping pace with one's own age, renewing oneself with the + perennially youthful impulses of contemporary thought, one's called a + waverer and a renegade. + </p> + <p> + MELCHER. That's as old as the world! But does an intelligent, man heed + what he's called? One is, what one's becoming. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. But who revises the periodically changing views of + contemporary opinion? + </p> + <p> + MELCHER. You ought to answer that yourself, and indeed in this way. It + is the Powers themselves who promulgate contemporary opinion, as they + develop in <i>apparent</i> circles. Hegel, the philosopher of the + present, himself dimorphous, for both a 'left'-minded and a + 'right'-minded Hegel can always be quoted, has best explained the + contradictions of life, of history and of the spirit, with his own magic + formula. Thesis: affirmation; Antithesis: negation; Synthesis: + comprehension! Young man, or rather, comparatively young man! You began + life by accepting everything, then went on to denying everything on + principle. Now end your life by comprehending everything. Be exclusive + no longer. Do not say: either—or, but: not only—but also! In + a word, or two words rather, Humanity and Resignation! + </p> + <p> + Curtain. + </p> + SCENE III CHAPEL OF THE MONASTERY + <p> + [Choir of the Monastery Chapel. An open coffin with a bier cloth and two + burning candles. The CONFESSOR leads in the STRANGER by the hand. The + STRANGER is dressed in the white shirt of the novice.] + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Have you carefully considered the step you wish to take? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Very carefully. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Have you no more questions? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Questions? No. + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR. Then stay here, whilst I fetch the Chapter and the Fathers + and Brothers, so that the solemn act may begin. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. Let it come to pass. + </p> + <p> + (The CONFESSOR goes out. The STRANGER, left alone, is sunk in thought.) + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER (coming forward). Are you ready? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. So ready, that I've no answer left for you. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. On the brink of the grave, I understand! You'll have to lie in + your coffin and appear to die; the old Adam will be covered with three + shovelfuls of earth, and a De Profundis will be sung. Then you'll rise + again from the dead, having laid aside your old name, and be baptized + once more like a new-born child! What will you be called? (The STRANGER + does not reply.) It is written: Johannes, brother Johannes, because he + preached in the wilderness and... + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Do not trouble me. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Speak to me a little, before you depart into the long silence. + For you'll not be allowed to speak for a whole year. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. All the better. Speaking at last becomes a vice, like + drinking. And why speak, if words do not cloak thoughts? + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. <i>You</i> at the graveside.... Was life so bitter? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes. My life was. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Did you never know one pleasure? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Yes, many pleasures; but they were very brief and seemed only + to exist in order to make the pain of their loss the sharper. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Can't it be put the other way round: that pain exists in order + to make joy more keen? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. It can be put in any way. + </p> + <p> + (A woman enters with a child to be baptized.) + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Look! A little mortal, who's to be consecrated to suffering. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Poor child! + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. A human history, that's about to begin. (A bridal couple cross + the stage.) And there—what's loveliest, and most bitter. Adam and + Eve in Paradise, that in a week will be a Hell, and in a fortnight + Paradise again. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. What is loveliest, brightest! The first, the only, the last + that ever gave life meaning! I, too, once sat in the sunlight on a + verandah, in the spring beneath the first tree to show new green, and a + small crown crowned a head, and a white veil lay like thin morning mist + over a face... that was not that of a human being. Then came darkness! + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. Whence? + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. From the light itself. I know no more. + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER. It could only have been a shadow, for light is needed to throw + shadows; but for darkness no light is needed. + </p> + <p> + STRANGER. Stop! Or we'll never come to an end. + </p> + <p> + (The CONFESSOR and the CHAPTER appear in procession.) + </p> + <p> + TEMPTER (disappearing). Farewell! + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR (advancing with a large black bier-cloth). Lord! Grant him + eternal peace! + </p> + <p> + CHOIR. May he be illumined with perpetual light! + </p> + <p> + CONFESSOR (wrapping the STRANGER to the bier-cloth). May he rest in + peace! + </p> + <p> + CHOIR. Amen! + </p> + <p> + Curtain. + </p> + <br /> + </div> + <p> + <br /> <br /> + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + <br /> <br /> + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's The Road to Damascus, by August Strindberg + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE ROAD TO DAMASCUS *** + +***** This file should be named 8875-h.htm or 8875-h.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/8/8/7/8875/ + +Produced by Nicole Apostola, and David Widger + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Road to Damascus + A Trilogy + +Author: August Strindberg + +Commentator: Gunnar Ollen + +Translator: Esther Johanson and Graham Rawson + +Release Date: September, 2005 [EBook #8875] +Posting Date: August 8, 2009 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE ROAD TO DAMASCUS *** + + + + +Produced by Nicole Apostola + + + + + +THE ROAD TO DAMASCUS + +A TRILOGY + + +By August Strindberg + + +English Version By Graham Rawson + +With An Introduction By Gunnar Ollen + + + +CONTENTS + + INTRODUCTION + PART ONE + PART TWO + PART THREE + + + + +INTRODUCTION + +Strindberg's great trilogy _The Road to Damascus_ presents many +mysteries to the uninitiated. Its peculiar changes of mood, its gallery +of half unreal characters, its bizarre episodes combine to make it a +bewilderingly rich but rather 'difficult' work. It cannot be recommended +to the lover of light drama or the seeker of momentary distraction. _The +Road to Damascus_ does not deal with the superficial strata of human +life, but probes into those depths where the problems of God, and death, +and eternity become terrifying realities. + +Many authors have, of course, dealt with the profoundest problems +of humanity without, on that account, having been able to evoke our +interest. There may have been too much philosophy and too little art in +the presentation of the subject, too little reality and too much soaring +into the heights. That is not so with Strindberg's drama. It is a +trenchant settling of accounts between a complex and fascinating +individual--the author--and his past, and the realistic scenes have +often been transplanted in detail from his own changeful life. + +In order fully to understand _The Road to Damascus_ it is therefore +essential to know at least the most important features of that +background of real life, out of which the drama has grown. + +Parts I and II of the trilogy were written in 1898, while Part III was +added somewhat later, in the years 1900-1901. In 1898 Strindberg had +only half emerged from what was by far the severest of the many crises +through which in his troubled life he had to pass. He had overcome +the worst period of terror, which had brought him dangerously near the +borders of sanity, and he felt as if he could again open his eyes and +breathe freely. He was not free from that nervous pressure under which +he had been working, but the worst of the inner tension had relaxed and +he felt the need of taking a survey of what had happened, of summarising +and trying to fathom what could have been underlying his apparently +unaccountable experiences. The literary outcome of this settling of +accounts with the past was _The Road to Damascus_. + +_The Road to Damascus_ might be termed a marriage drama, a mystery +drama, or a drama of penance and conversion, according as preponderance +is given to one or other of its characteristics. The question then +arises: what was it in the drama which was of deepest significance to +the author himself? The answer is to be found in the title, with its +allusion to the narrative in the Acts of the Apostles of the journey of +Saul, the persecutor, the scoffer, who, on his way to Damascus, had an +awe-inspiring vision, which converted Saul, the hater of Christ, into +Paul, the apostle of the Gentiles. Strindberg's drama describes the +progress of the author right up to his conversion, shows how stage by +stage he relinquishes worldly things, scientific renown, and above all +woman, and finally, when nothing more binds him to this world, takes the +vows of a monk and enters a monastery where no dogmas or theology, but +only broadminded humanity and resignation hold sway. What, however, +in an inner sense, distinguishes Strindberg's drama from the Bible +narrative is that the conversion itself--although what leads up to it +is convincingly described, both logically and psychologically--does +not bear the character of a final and irrevocable decision, but on +the contrary is depicted with a certain hesitancy and uncertainty. THE +STRANGER'S entry into the monastery consequently gives the impression of +being a piece of logical construction; the author's heart is not wholly +in it. From Strindberg's later works it also becomes evident that his +severe crisis had undoubtedly led to a complete reformation in that it +definitely caused him to turn from worldly things, of which indeed he +had tasted to the full, towards matters divine. But this did not +mean that then and there he accepted some specific religion, whether +Christian or other. One would undoubtedly come nearest to the author's +own interpretation in this respect by characterising _The Road to +Damascus_ not as a drama of conversion, but as a drama of struggle, +the story of a restless, arduous pilgrimage through the chimeras of +the world towards the border beyond which eternity stretches in solemn +peace, symbolised in the drama by a mountain, the peaks of which reach +high above the clouds. + +In this final settling of accounts one subject is of dominating +importance, recurring again and again throughout the trilogy; it is that +of woman. Strindberg him, of course, become famous as a writer about +women; he has ruthlessly described the hatreds of love, the hell that +marriage can be, he is the creator of _Le Plaidoyer d'un Fou_ and +_The Dance of Death_, he had three divorces, yet was just as much a +worshipper of woman--and at the same time a diabolical hater of her +seducing qualities under which he suffered defeat after defeat. Each +time he fell in love afresh he would compare himself to Hercules, the +Titan, whose strength was vanquished by Queen Omphale, who clothed +herself in his lion's skin, while he had to sit at the spinning wheel +dressed in women's clothes. It can be readily understood that to a man +of Strindberg's self-conceit the problem of his relations with women +must become a vital issue on the solution of which the whole Damascus +pilgrimage depended. + +In 1898, when Parts I and II of the trilogy were written, Strindberg +had been married twice; both marriages had ended unhappily. In the year +1901, when the wedding scenes of Part III were written, Strindberg had +recently experienced the rapture of a new love which, however, was soon +to be clouded. It must not be forgotten that in his entire emotional +life Strindberg was an artist and as such a man of impulse, with the +spontaneity and naivity and intensity of a child. For him love had +nothing to do with respectability and worldly calculations; he liked to +think of it as a thunderbolt striking mortals with a destructive force +like the lightning hurled by the almighty Zeus. It is easy to understand +that a man of such temperament would not be particularly suited for +married life, where self-sacrifice and strong-minded patience may be +severely tested. In addition his three wives were themselves artists, +one an authoress, the other two actresses, all of them pronounced +characters, endowed with a degree of will and self-assertion, which, +although it could not be matched against Strindberg's, yet would have +been capable of producing friction with rather more pliant natures than +that of the Swedish dramatist. + +In the trilogy Strindberg's first wife, Siri von Essen, his marriage to +whom was happiest and lasted longest (1877-1891), and more especially +his second wife, the Austrian authoress Frida Uhl (married to him +1893-1897) have supplied the subject matter for his picture of THE LADY. +In the happy marriage scenes of Part III we recognise reminiscences from +the wedding of Strindberg, then fifty-two, and the twenty-three-year-old +actress Harriet Bosse, whose marriage to him lasted from 1901 until +1904. + +The character of THE LADY in Parts I and II is chiefly drawn from +recollections--fairly recent when the drama was written--of Frida +Uhl and his life with her. From the very beginning her marriage to +Strindberg had been most troublous. In the autumn of 1892 Strindberg +moved from the Stockholm skerries to Berlin, where he lived a rather +hectic Bohemian life among the artists collecting in the little tavern +'Zum Schwarzen Ferkel.' He made the acquaintance of Frida Uhl in the +beginning of the year 1893, and after a good many difficulties was able +to arrange for a marriage on the 2nd May on Heligoland Island, +where English marriage laws, less rigorous than the German, applied. +Strindberg's nervous temperament would not tolerate a quiet and peaceful +honeymoon; quite soon the couple departed to Gravesend via Hamburg. +Strindberg was too restless to stay there and moved on to London. There +he left his wife to try to negotiate for the production of his plays, +and journeyed alone to Sellin, on the island of Ruegen, after having +first been compelled to stop in Hamburg owing to lack of money. +Strindberg stayed on Ruegen during the month of July, and then left for +the home of his parents-in-law at Mondsee, near Salzburg in Austria, +where he was to meet his wife. But when she was delayed a few days on +the journey from London, Strindberg impatiently departed for Berlin, +where Frida Uhl followed shortly after. About the same time an action +was brought for the suppression of the German version of _Le Plaidoyer +d'un Fou_ as being immoral. This book gives an undisguised, intensely +personal picture of Strindberg's first marriage, and was intended by him +for publication only after his death as a defence against accusations +directed against him for his behaviour towards Siri von Essen. +Strindberg was acquitted after a time, but before that his easily fired +imagination had given him a thorough shake-up, which could only hasten +the crisis which seemed to be approaching. After a trip to Bruenn, where +Strindberg wrote his scientific work _Antibarbarus_, the couple arrived +in November at the home of Frida Uhl's grandparents in the little +village of Dornach, by the Upper Danube; here the wanderings of 1893 at +last came to an end. For a few months comparative peace reigned in the +artists' little home, but the birth of a daughter, Kerstin, in May, +brought this tranquillity to a sudden end. Strindberg, who had lived in +a state of nervous depression since the 1880's, felt himself put on one +side by the child, and felt ill at ease in an environment of, as he put +it in the autobiographical _The Quarantine Master_, 'articles of food, +excrements, wet-nurses treated like milch-cows, cooks and decaying +vegetables.' He longed for cleanliness and peace, and in letters to +an artist friend he spoke of entering a monastery. He even thought of +founding one himself in the Ardennes and drew up detailed schemes for +rules, dress, and food. The longing to get away and common interests +with his Parisian friend (a musician named Leopold Littmansson) +attracted Strindberg to Paris, where he settled down in the beginning of +the autumn 1894. His wife joined him, but left again at the close of the +autumn. In reality Strindberg was at this time almost impossible to live +with. Persecution mania and hallucinations took possession of him and +his morbid suspicions knew no bounds. In spite of this he was half +conscious that there was something wrong with his mental faculties, and +in the beginning of 1895, assisted by the Swedish Minister, he went by +his own consent to the St. Louis Hospital in Paris. During his chemical +experiments, in which among other things he tried to produce gold, he +had burnt his hands, so that he had to seek medical attention on that +account also. He wrote about this in a letter: + +'I am going to hospital because I am ill, because my doctor has sent me +there, and because I need to be looked after like a child, because I +am ruined.... And it torments me and grieves me, my nervous system is +rotten, paralytic, hysterical....' + +Never before had Strindberg lived in such distress as at this period, +both physically and mentally. With shattered nerves, sometimes over +the verge of insanity, without any means of existence other than what +friends managed to scrape together, separated from his second wife, who +had opened proceedings for divorce, far from his native land and without +any prospects for the future, he was brought to a profound religious +crisis. With almost incredible fortitude he succeeded in fighting his +way through this difficult period, with the remarkable result that the +former Bohemian, atheist, and scoffer was gradually able to emerge with +the firm assurance of a prophet, and even enter a new creative period, +perhaps mightier than before. One cannot help reflecting that a man +capable of overcoming a crisis of such a formidable character and of +several years' duration, as this one of Strindberg's had been, with +reason intact and even with increased creative power, in reality, in +spite of his hypersensitive nervous system, must have been an unusually +strong man both physically and mentally. + +Upon trying to define more closely what actual relation the play has +to those events of Strindberg's restless life, of which we have given a +rough outline, we find that for the most part the author has undoubtedly +made use of his own experiences, but has adapted, combined and added to +them still more, so that the result is a mixture of real experience and +imagination, all moulded into a carefully worked out artistic form. + +If to begin with, we dwell for a while on Part I it is evident that +the hurried wanderings of THE STRANGER and THE LADY between the street +corner, the room in the hotel, the sea and the Rose Room with the +mother-in-law, have their foundation--often in detail--in Strindberg's +rovings with Frida Uhl. I will give a few examples. In a book by Frida +Uhl about her marriage to the Swedish genius (splendid in parts but not +very reliable) she recalls that the month before her marriage she took +rooms at Neustaedtische Kirchstrasse 1, in Berlin, facing a Gothic church +in Dorotheenstrasse, situated at the cross-roads between the post +office in Dorotheenstrasse and the cafe 'Zum Schwarzen Ferkel' in +Wilhelmstrasse. This Berlin environment appears to be almost exactly +reproduced in the introductory scene of Part I, where THE STRANGER and +THE LADY meet outside a little Gothic church with a post office and +cafe adjoining. The happy scenes by the sea are, of course, pleasant +recollections from Heligoland, and the many discussions about money +matters in the midst of the honeymoon are quite explicable when we know +how the dramatist was continually haunted by money troubles, even +if occasionally he received a big fee, and that this very financial +insecurity was one of the chief reasons why Frida Uhl's father opposed +the marriage. Again, the country scenes which follow in Part I, shift +to the hilly country round the Danube, with their Catholic Calvaries +and expiation chapels, where Strindberg lived with his parents-in-law in +Mondsee and with his wife's grandparents in Dornach and the neighbouring +village Klam, with its mill, its smithy, and its gloomy ravine. The Rose +Room was the name he gave to the room in which he lived during his stay +with his mother-in-law and his daughter Kerstin in Klam in the autumn +of 1896, as he has himself related in one of his autobiographical books +_Inferno_. In this way we could go on, showing how the localities which +are to be met with in the drama often correspond in detail to the places +Strindberg had visited in the course of his pilgrimage during the years +1893-1898. Space prevents us, however, from entering on a more detailed +analysis in this respect. + +That THE STRANGER represents Strindberg's _alter ego_ is evident in many +ways, even apart from the fact that THE STRANGER'S wanderings from place +to place, as we have already seen, bear a direct relation to those of +Strindberg himself. THE STRANGER is an author, like Strindberg; his +childhood of hate is Strindberg's own; other details--such as for +instance that THE STRANGER has refused to attend his father's funeral, +that the Parish Council has wanted to take his child away from him, that +on account of his writings he has suffered lawsuits, illness, poverty, +exile, divorce; that in the police description he is characterised as +a person without a permanent situation, with uncertain income; married, +but had deserted his wife and left his children; known as entertaining +subversive opinions on social questions (by _The Red Room_, _The New +Realm_ and other works Strindberg became the great standard-bearer +of the Swedish Radicals in their campaign against conventionalism +and bureaucracy); that he gives the impression of not being in full +possession of his senses; that he is sought by his children's guardian +because of unpaid maintenance allowance--everything corresponds to the +experiences of the unfortunate Strindberg himself, with all his bitter +defeats in life and his triumphs in the world of letters. + +Those scenes where THE STRANGER is uncertain whether the people he sees +before him are real or not--he catches hold of THE BEGGAR'S arm to feel +whether he is a real, live person--or those occasions when he appears +as a visionary or thought-reader--he describes the kitchen in his wife's +parental home without ever having seen it, and knows her thoughts before +she has expressed them--have their deep foundation in Strindberg's +mental make-up, especially as it was during the period of tension in the +middle of the 1890's, termed the Inferno period, because at that time +Strindberg thought that he lived in hell. Our most prominent student +of Strindberg, Professor Martin Lamm, wrote about this in his work on +Strindberg's dramas: + +'In order to understand the first part of _The Road to Damascus_ we +must take into consideration that the author had not yet shaken off his +terrifying visions and persecutionary hallucinations. He can play with +them artistically, sometimes he feels tempted to make a joke of them, +but they still retain for him their "terrifying semi-reality." It is +this which makes the drama so bewildering, but at the same time so +vigorous and affecting. Later, when depicting dream states, he creates +an artful blend of reality and poetry. He produces more exquisite works +of art, but he no longer gives the same anguished impression of a soul +striving to free itself from the meshes of his _idees fixes_.' + +With his hypersensitive nervous system Strindberg, like THE STRANGER, +really gives the impression of having been a visionary. For instance, +his author friend Albert Engstroem, has told how one evening during +a stay far out in the Stockholm skerries, far from all civilisation, +Strindberg suddenly had a feeling that his little daughter was ill, and +wanted to return to town at once. True enough, it turned out that +the girl had fallen ill just at the time when Strindberg had felt the +warning. As regards thought-reading, it appears that at the slightest +change in expression and often for no perceptible reason at all, +Strindberg would draw the most definite conclusions, as definite as +from an uttered word or an action. This we have to keep in mind, for +instance, when judging Strindberg's accusations against his wife in _Le +Plaidoyer d'un Fou_, the book which THE LADY in _The Road to Damascus_ +is tempted to read, in spite of having been forbidden by THE STRANGER, +with tragic results. In Part III of the drama Strindberg lets THE +STRANGER discuss this thought-reading problem with his first wife. THE +STRANGER says: + +'We made a mistake when we were living together, because we accused +each other of wicked thoughts before they'd become actions; and lived in +mental reservations instead of realities. For instance, I once noticed +how you enjoyed the defiling gaze of a strange man, and I accused you of +unfaithfulness'; + +to which THE LADY, to Strindberg's satisfaction, has to reply: + +'You were wrong to do it, and right. Because my thoughts were sinful.' + +As regards the other figures in the gallery of characters in Part I, +we have already shown THE LADY as the identical counterpart in all +essentials of Strindberg's second wife, Frida Uhl. Like the latter THE +LADY is a Catholic, has a grandfather, Dr. Cornelius Reisch--called THE +OLD MAN in the drama--whose passion is shooting; and a mother, Maria +Uhl, with a predilection for religious discourses in Strindberg's own +style; another detail, the fact that she was eighteen years old before +she crossed to the other shore to see what had shimmered dimly in the +distant haze, corresponds with Frida Uhl's statement that she had been +confined in a convent until she was eighteen and a half years old. +On the other hand, the chief female character of the drama does not +correspond to her real life counterpart in that she is supposed to have +been married to a doctor before eloping with THE STRANGER, Strindberg. +Here reminiscences from Strindberg's first marriage play a part. Siri +von Essen, Strindberg's first wife, was married to an officer, Baron +Wrangel, and both the Wrangels received Strindberg kindly in their home +as a friend. Love quickly flared up between Siri von Essen-Wrangel +and Strindberg. She obtained a divorce from her husband and married +Strindberg. Baron von Wrangel shortly afterwards married again, a cousin +of Siri von Essen. Knowing these matrimonial complications we understand +how Strindberg must have felt when, on the point of leaving for +Heligoland to marry Frida Uhl, he met his former wife's (Siri von Essen) +first husband, Baron Wrangel, on Lehrter Station in Berlin, and found +that, like Strindberg himself, he was on a lover's errand. Knowing all +this we need not be surprised at the extremely complicated matrimonial +relations in _The Road to Damascus_, where, for example, for the sake +of THE STRANGER, THE DOCTOR obtains a divorce from THE LADY in order to +marry THE STRANGER'S first wife. In addition to Baron Wrangel a doctor +in the town of Ystad, in the south of Sweden--Dr. Eliasson who attended +Strindberg during his most difficult period--has stood as a model for +THE DOCTOR. We note in particular that the description of the doctor's +house enclosing a courtyard on three sides, tallies with a type of +building which is characteristic of the south of Sweden. When THE DOCTOR +ruthlessly explains to THE STRANGER that the asylum, 'The Good Help,' +was not a hospital but a lunatic asylum, he expresses Strindberg's own +misgivings that the St. Louis Hospital, of which, as mentioned above, +Strindberg was an inmate in the beginning of the year 1895, was really +to be regarded as a lunatic asylum. + +Even minor characters, such as CAESAR and THE BEGGAR have their +counterparts in real life, even though in the main they are fantastic +creations of his imagination. The guardian of his daughter, Kerstin, a +relative of Frida Uhl's, was called Dr. Caesar R. v. Weyr. Regarding THE +BEGGAR it may be enough to quote Strindberg's feelings when confronted +with the collections made by his Paris friends: + +'I am a beggar who has no right to go to cafes. Beggar! That is the +right word; it rings in my ears and brings a burning blush to my cheeks, +the blush of shame, humiliation, and rage! + +'To think that six weeks ago I sat at this table! My theatre manager +addressed me as Dear Master; journalists strove to interview me, the +photographer begged to be allowed to sell my portrait. And now: a +beggar, a branded man, an outcast from society!' + +After this we can understand why Strindberg in _The Road to Damascus_ +apparently in such surprising manner is seized by the suspicion that he +is himself the beggar. + +We have thus seen that Part I of _The Road to Damascus_ is at the same +time a free creation of fantasy and a drama of portrayal. The elements +of realism are starkly manifest, but they are moulded and hammered into +a work of art by a force of combinative imagination rising far above +the task of mere descriptive realism. The scenes unroll themselves in +calculated sequence up to the central asylum picture, from there to +return in reverse order through the second half of the drama, thus +symbolising life's continuous repetition of itself, Kierkegaard's +_Gentagelse_. The first part of _The Road to Damascus_ is the one most +frequently produced on the stage. This is understandable, having regard +to its firm structure and the consistency of its faith in a Providence +directing the fortunes and misfortunes of man, whether the individual +rages in revolt or submits in quiet resignation. + +The second part of _The Road to Damascus_ is dominated by the scenes of +the great alchemist banquet which, in all its fantastic oddity, is +one of the most suggestive ever created on the ancient theme of the +fickleness of fortune. It was suggested above that there were two +factors beyond all others binding Strindberg to the world and making him +hesitate before the monastery; one was woman, from whom he sets himself +free in Part II, after the birth of a child--precisely as in his +marriage to Frida Uhl--the other was scientific honour, in its highest +phase equivalent, to Strindberg, to the power to produce gold. Countless +were the experiments for this purpose made by Strindberg in his +primitive laboratories, and countless his failures. To the world-famous +author, literary honour meant little as opposed to the slightest +prospect of being acknowledged as a prominent scientist. Harriet Bosse +has told me that Strindberg seldom said anything about his literary +work, never was interested in what other people thought of them, or +troubled to read the reviews; but on the other hand he would often, with +sparkling eyes and childish pride, show her strips of paper, stained at +one end with some golden-brown substance. 'Look,' he said, 'this is +pure gold, and I have made it!' In face of the stubborn scepticism of +scientific experts Strindberg was, however, driven to despair as to his +ability, and felt his dreams of fortune shattered, as did THE STRANGER +at the macabre banquet given in his honour--a banquet which was, as a +matter of fact, planned by his Paris friends, not, as Strindberg would +have liked to believe, in honour of the great scientist, but to the +great author. + +In Part I of _The Road to Damascus_, THE STRANGER replies with a +hesitating 'Perhaps' when THE LADY wants to lead him to the protecting +Church; and at the end of Part II he exclaims: 'Come, priest, before I +change my mind'; but in Part III his decision is final, he enters the +monastery. The reason is that not even THE LADY in her third incarnation +had shown herself capable of reconciling him to life. The wedding day +scenes just before, between Harriet Bosse and the ageing author, form, +however, the climax of Part III and are among the most poetically moving +that Strindberg has ever written. + +Besides having his belief in the rapture of love shattered, THE +STRANGER also suffers disappointment at seeing his child fall short of +expectations. The meeting between the daughter Sylvia and THE STRANGER +probably refers to an episode from the summer of 1899, when Strindberg, +after long years of suffering in foreign countries, saw his beloved +Swedish skerries again, and also his favourite daughter Greta, who had +come over from Finland to meet him. Contrary to the version given in the +drama, the reunion of father and daughter seems to have been very happy +and cordial. However, it is typical of the fate-oppressed Strindberg +that in his work even the happiest summer memories become tinged with +black. Once and for all the dark colours on his palette were the most +intense. + +The final entry into the monastery was more a symbol for the struggling +author's dream of peace and atonement than a real thing in his life. It +is true he visited the Benedictine monastery, Maredsous, in Belgium in +1898, and its well stocked library came to play a certain part In the +drama, but already he realised, after one night's sojourn there, that he +had no call for the monastic life. + +Seen as a whole the trilogy marks a turning point in Strindberg's +dramatic production. The logical, calculated concentration of his +naturalistic work of the 1880's has given way to a freer form of +composition, in which the atmosphere has come to mean more than the +dialogue, the musical and dreamlike qualities more than conciseness. +_The Road to Damascus_ abounds with details from real life, reproduced +in sharply naturalistic manner, but these are not, as things were in +his earlier works viewed by the author _a priori_ as reality but become +wrapped in dreamlike mystery. Just as with _Lady Julia_ and _The Father_ +Strindberg ushered in the naturalistic drama of the 1880's, so in the +years around the turn of the century he was, with his symbolist cycle +_The Road to Damascus_, to break new ground for European drama which had +gradually become stuck in fixed formulas. _The Road to Damascus_ became +a landmark in world literature both as a brilliant work of art and as +bearer of new stage technique. + +GUNNAR OLLEN + +Translated by ESTHER JOHANSON + + + + + +THE ROAD TO DAMASCUS + + + + +PART I. + +English Version by Graham Rawson + + +CHARACTERS + + THE STRANGER + THE LADY + THE BEGGAR + THE DOCTOR + HIS SISTER + AN OLD MAN + A MOTHER + AN ABBESS + A CONFESSOR + + less important figures + FIRST MOURNER + SECOND MOURNER + THIRD MOURNER + LANDLORD + CAESAR + WAITER + + non-speaking + A SMITH + MILLER'S WIFE + FUNERAL ATTENDANTS + + +SCENES + + SCENE I Street Corner SCENE XVII + SCENE II Doctor's House SCENE XVI + SCENE III Room in an Hotel SCENE XV + SCENE IV By the Sea SCENE XIV + SCENE V On the Road SCENE XIII + SCENE VI In a Ravine SCENE XII + SCENE VII In a Kitchen SCENE XI + SCENE VIII The 'Rose' Room SCENE X + SCENE IX Convent + + +First Performance in England by the Stage Society at the Westminster +Theatre, 2nd May 1937 + +CAST + + THE STRANGER Francis James + THE LADY Wanda Rotha + THE BEGGAR Alexander Sarner + FIRST MOURNER George Cormack + SECOND MOURNER Kenneth Bell + THIRD MOURNER Peter Bennett + FOURTH MOURNER Bryan Sears + FIFTH MOURNER Michael Boyle + SIXTH MOURNER Stephen Patrick + THE LANDLORD Stephen Jack + THE DOCTOR Neil Porter + HIS SISTER Olga Martin + CAESAR Peter Land + A WAITER Peter Bennett + AN OLD MAN A. Corney Grain + A MOTHER Frances Waring + THE SMITH Norman Thomas + THE MILLER'S WIFE Julia Sandham + AN ABBESS Natalia Moya + A CONFESSOR Tristan Rawson + + PRODUCER Carl H. Jaffe + ASSISTANT PRODUCER Ossia Trilling + + + +SCENE I + +STREET CORNER + +[Street Corner with a seat under a tree; the side-door of a small Gothic +Church nearby; also a post office and a cafe with chairs outside it. +Both post office and cafe are shut. A funeral march is heard off, +growing louder sand then fainter. A STRANGER is standing on the edge +of the pavement and seems uncertain which way to go. A church clock +strikes: first the four quarters and then the hour. It is three o'clock. +A LADY enters and greets the STRANGER. She is about to pass him, but +stops.] + +STRANGER. It's you! I almost knew you'd come. + +LADY. You wanted me: I felt it. But why are you waiting here? + +STRANGER. I don't know. I must wait somewhere. + +LADY. Who are you waiting for? + +STRANGER. I wish I could tell you! For forty years I've been waiting for +something: I believe they call it happiness; or the end of unhappiness. +(Pause.) There's that terrible music again. Listen! But don't go, I beg +you. I'll feel afraid, if you do. + +LADY. We met yesterday for the first time; and talked for four hours. +You roused my sympathy, but you mustn't abuse my kindness on that +account. + +STRANGER. I know that well enough. But I beg you not to leave me. I'm a +stranger here, without friends; and my few acquaintances seem more like +enemies. + +LADY. You have enemies everywhere. You're lonely everywhere. Why did you +leave your wife and children? + +STRANGER. I wish I knew. I wish I knew why I still live; why I'm here +now; where I should go and what I should do! Do you believe that the +living can be damned already? + +LADY. No. + +STRANGER. Look at me. + +LADY. Hasn't life brought you a single pleasure? + +STRANGER. Not one! If at any time I thought so, it was merely a trap to +tempt me to prolong my miseries. If ripe fruit fell into my hand, it was +poisoned or rotten at the core. + +LADY. What is your religion--if you'll forgive the question? + +STRANGER. Only this: that when I can bear things no longer, I shall go. + +LADY. Where? + +STRANGER. Into annihilation. If I don't hold life in my hand, at least I +hold death.... It gives me an amazing feeling of power. + +LADY. You're playing with death! + +STRANGER. As I've played with life. (Pause.) I was a writer. But in +spite of my melancholy temperament I've never been able to take anything +seriously--not even my worst troubles. Sometimes I even doubt whether +life itself has had any more reality than my books. (A De Profundis is +heard from the funeral procession.) They're coming back. Why must they +process up and down these streets? + +LADY. Do you fear them? + +STRANGER. They annoy me. The place might be bewitched. No, it's not +death I fear, but solitude; for then one's not alone. I don't know who's +there, I or another, but in solitude one's not alone. The air grows +heavy and seems to engender invisible beings, who have life and whose +presence can be felt. + +LADY. You've noticed that? + +STRANGER. For some time I've noticed a great deal; but not as I used to. +Once I merely saw objects and events, forms and colours, whilst now I +perceive ideas and meanings. Life, that once had no meaning, has begun +to have one. Now I discern intention where I used to see nothing but +chance. (Pause.) When I met you yesterday it struck me you'd been sent +across my path, either to save me, or destroy me. + +LADY. Why should I destroy you? + +STRANGER. Because it may be your destiny. + +LADY. No such idea ever crossed my mind; it was largely sympathy I felt +for you.... Never, in all my life, have I met anyone like you. I have +only to look at you for the tears to start to my eyes. Tell me, what +have you on your conscience? Have you done something wrong, that's never +been discovered or punished? + +STRANGER. You may well ask! No, I've no more sins on my conscience than +other free men. Except this: I determined that life should never make a +fool of me. + +LADY. You must let yourself be fooled, more or less, to live at all. + +STRANGER. That would seem a kind of duty; but one I wanted to get out +of. (Pause.) I've another secret. It's whispered in the family that I'm +a changeling. + +LADY. What's that? + +STRANGER. A child substituted by the elves for the baby that was born. + +LADY. Do you believe in such things? + +STRANGER. No. But, as a parable, there's something to be said for it. +(Pause.) As a child I was always crying and didn't seem to take to +life in this world. I hated my parents, as they hated me. I brooked no +constraint, no conventions, no laws, and my longing was for the woods +and the sea. + +LADY. Did you ever see visions? + +STRANGER. Never. But I've often thought that two beings were guiding +my destiny. One offers me all I desire; but the other's ever at hand +to bespatter the gifts with filth, so that they're useless to me and +I can't touch them. It's true that life has given me all I asked of +it--but everything's turned out worthless to me. + +LADY. You've had everything and yet are not content? + +STRANGER. That is the curse.... + +LADY. Don't say that! But why haven't you desired things that transcend +this life, that can never be sullied? + +STRANGER. Because I doubt if there is a beyond. + +LADY. But the elves? + +STRANGER. Are merely a fairy story. (Pointing to a seat.) Shall we sit +down? + +LADY. Yes. Who are you waiting for? + +STRANGER. Really, for the post office to open. There's a letter for +me--it's been forwarded on but hasn't reached me. (They sit down.) But +tell me something of yourself now. (The Lady takes up her crochet work.) + +LADY. There's nothing to tell. + +STRANGER. Strangely enough, I should prefer to think of you like that. +Impersonal, nameless--I only do know one of your names. I'd like to +christen you myself--let me see, what ought you to be called? I've got +it. Eve! (With a gesture towards the wings.) Trumpets! (The funeral +march is heard again.) There it is again! Now I must invent your age, +for I don't know how old you are. From now on you are thirty-four--so +you were born in sixty-four. (Pause.) Now your character, for I don't +know that either. I shall give you a good character, your voice reminds +me of my mother--I mean the idea of a mother, for my mother never +caressed me, though I can remember her striking me. You see, I was +brought up in hate! An eye for an eye--a tooth for a tooth. You see this +scar on my forehead? That comes from a blow my brother gave me with +an axe, after I'd struck him with a stone. I never went to my father's +funeral, because he turned me out of the house when my sister married. +I was born out of wedlock, when my family were bankrupt and in mourning +for an uncle who had taken his life. Now you know my family! That's +the stock I come from. Once I narrowly escaped fourteen years' hard +labour--so I've every reason to thank the elves, though I can't be +altogether pleased with what they've done. + +LADY. I like to hear you talk. But don't speak of the elves: it makes me +sad. + +STRANGER. Frankly, I don't believe in them; yet they're always making +themselves felt. Are these elves the souls of the unhappy, who still +await redemption? If so, I am the child of an evil spirit. Once I +believed I was near redemption--through a woman. But no mistake could +have been greater: I was plunged into the seventh hell. + +LADY. You must be unhappy. But this won't go on always. + +STRANGER. Do you think church bells and Holy Water could comfort me? +I've tried them; they only made things worse. I felt like the Devil when +he sees the sign of the cross. (Pause.) Let's talk about you now. + +LADY. There's no need. (Pause.) Have you been blamed for misusing your +gifts? + +STRANGER. I've been blamed for everything. In the town I lived in no one +was so hated as I. Lonely I came in and lonely I went out. If I entered +a public place people avoided me. If I wanted to rent a room, it would +be let. The priests laid a ban on me from the pulpit, teachers from +their desks and parents in their homes. The church committee wanted +to take my children from me. Then I blasphemously shook my fist... at +heaven! + +LADY. Why did they hate you so? + +STRANGER. How should I know! Yet I do! I couldn't endure to see men +suffer. So I kept on saying, and writing, too: free yourselves, I will +help you. And to the poor I said: do not let the rich exploit you. +And to the women: do not allow yourselves to be enslaved by the men. +And--worst of all--to the children: do not obey your parents, if they +are unjust. What followed was impossible to foresee. I found that +everyone was against me: rich and poor, men and women, parents and +children. And then came sickness and poverty, beggary and shame, +divorce, law-suits, exile, solitude, and now.... Tell me, do you think +me mad? + +LADY. No. + +STRANGER. You must be the only one. But I'm all the more grateful. + +LADY (rising). I must leave you now. + +STRANGER. You, too? + +LADY. And you mustn't stay here. + +STRANGER. Where should I go? + +LADY. Home. To your work. + +STRANGER. But I'm no worker. I'm a writer. + +LADY. I know. But I didn't want to hurt you. Creative power is something +given you, that can also taken away. See you don't forfeit yours. + +STRANGER. Where are you going? + +LADY. Only to a shop. + +STRANGER (after a pause). Tell me, are you a believer? + +LADY. I am nothing. + +STRANGER. All the better: you have a future. How I wish I were your old +blind father, whom you could lead to the market place to sing for his +bread. My tragedy is I cannot grow old that's what happens to children +of the elves, they have big heads and never only cry. I wish I were +someone's dog. I could follow him and never be alone again. I'd get a +meal sometimes, a kick now and then, a pat perhaps, a blow often.... + +LADY. Now I must go. Good-bye. (She goes out.) + +STRANGER (absent-mindedly). Good-bye. (He remains on the seat. He takes +off his hat and wipes his forehead. Then he draws on the ground with his +stick. A BEGGAR enters. He has a strange look and is collecting objects +from the gutter.) White are you picking up, beggar? + +BEGGAR. Why call me that? I'm no beggar. Have I asked you for anything? + +STRANGER. I beg your pardon. It's so hard to judge men from appearances. + +BEGGAR. That's true. For instance, can you guess who I am? + +STRANGER. I don't intend to try. It doesn't interest me. + +BEGGAR. No one can know that in advance. Interest commonly comes +afterwards--when it's too late. Virtus post nummos! + +STRANGER. What? Do beggars know Latin? + +BEGGAR. You see, you're interested already. Omne tulit punctum qui +miscuit utile dulci. I have always succeeded in everything I've +undertaken, because I've never attempted anything. I should like to call +myself Polycrates, who found the gold ring in the fish's stomach. Life +has given me all I asked of it. But I never asked anything; I grew tired +of success and threw the ring away. Yet, now I've grown old I regret it. +I search for it in the gutters; but as the search takes time, in default +of my gold ring I don't disdain a few cigar stumps.... + +STRANGER. I don't know whether this beggar's cynical or mad. + +BEGGAR. I don't know either. + +STRANGER. Do you know who I am? + +BEGGAR. No. And it doesn't interest me. + +STRANGER. Well, interest commonly comes afterwards.... You see you tempt +me to take the words out of your mouth. And that's the same thing as +picking up other people's cigars. + +BEGGAR. So you won't follow my example? + +STRANGER. What's that scar on your forehead? + +BEGGAR. I got it from a near relation. + +STRANGER. Now you frighten me! Are you real? May I touch you? (He +touches his arm.) There's no doubt of it.... Would you deign to accept +a small coin in return for a promise to seek Polycrates' ring in another +part of the town? (He hands him a coin.) Post nummos virtus.... Another +echo. You must go at once. + +BEGGAR. I will. But you've given me far too much. I'll return +three-quarters of it. Now we owe one another nothing but friendship. + +STRANGER. Friendship! Am I a friend of yours? + +BEGGAR. Well, I am of yours. When one's alone in the world one can't be +particular. + +STRANGER. Then let me tell you you forget yourself... + +BEGGAR. Only too pleased! But when we meet again I'll have a word of +welcome for you. (Exit.) + +STRANGER (sitting down again and drawing in the dust with his stick). +Sunday afternoon! A long, dank, sad time, after the usual Sunday dinner +of roast beef, cabbage and watery potatoes. Now the older people are +testing, the younger playing chess and smoking. The servants have gone +to church and the shops are shut. This frightful afternoon, this day of +rest, when there's nothing to engage the soul, when it's as hard to meet +a friend as to get into a wine shop. (The LADY comes back again, she +is noun wearing a flower at her breast.) Strange! I can't speak without +being contradicted at once! + +LADY. So you're still here? + +STRANGER. Whether I sit here, or elsewhere, and write in the sand +doesn't seem to me to matter--as long so I write in the sand. + +LADY. What are you writing? May I see? + +STRANGER. I think you'll find: Eve 1864.... No, don't step on it. + +LADY. What happens then? + +STRANGER. A disaster for you... and for me. + +LADY. You know that? + +STRANGER. Yes, and more. That the Christmas rose you're wearing is a +mandragora. Its symbolical meaning is malice and calumny; but it was +once used in medicine for the healing of madness. Will you give it me? + +LADY (hesitating). As medicine? + +STRANGER. Of course. (Pause.) Have you read my books? + +LADY. You know I have. And that it's you I have to thank for giving me +freedom and a belief in human rights and human dignity. + +STRANGER. Then you haven't read the recent ones? + +LADY. No. And if they're not like the earlier ones I don't want to. + +STRANGER. Then promise never to open another book of mine. + +LADY. Let me think that over. Very well, I promise. + +STRANGER. Good! But see you keep your promise. Remember what happened +to Bluebeard's wife when curiosity tempted her into the forbidden +chamber.... + +LADY. You see, already you make demands like those of a Bluebeard. What +you don't see, or have long since forgotten, is that I'm married, and +that my husband's a doctor, and that he admires your work. So that his +house is open to you, if you wish to be made welcome there. + +STRANGER. I've done all I can to forget it. I've expunged it from my +memory so that it no longer has any reality for me. + +LADY. If that's so, will you come home with me to-night? + +STRANGER. No. Will you come with me? + +LADY. Where? + +STRANGER. Anywhere! I have no home, only a trunk. Money I sometimes +have--though not often. It's the one thing life has capriciously refused +me, perhaps because I never desired it intensely enough. (The LADY +shakes her head.) Well? What are you thinking? + +LADY. I'm surprised I'm not angry with you. But you're not serious. + +STRANGER. Whether I am or not's all one to me. Ah! There's the organ! It +won't be long now before the drink shops open. + +LADY. Is it true _you_ drink? + +STRANGER. Yes. A great deal! Wine makes my soul from her prison, up into +the firmament, where she what has never yet been seen, and hears what +men never yet heard.... + +LADY. And the day after? + +STRANGER. I have the most delightful scruples of conscience! I +experience the purifying emotions of guilt and repentance. I enjoy the +sufferings of the body, whilst my soul hovers like smoke about my head. +It is as if one were suspended between Life and Death, when the spirit +feels that she has already opened her pinions and could fly aloft, if +she would. + +LADY. Come into the church for a moment. You'll hear no sermon, only the +beautiful music of vespers. + +STRANGER. No. Not into church! It depresses me because I feel I don't +belong there.... That I'm an unhappy soul and that it's as impossible +for me to re-enter as to become a child again. + +LADY. You feel all that... already? + +STRANGER. Yes. I've got that far. I feel as if I lay hacked in pieces +and were being slowly melted in Medea's cauldron. Either I shall be sent +to the soap-boilers, or arise renewed from my own dripping! It depends +on Medea's skill! + +LADY. That sounds like the word of an oracle. We must see if you can't +become a child again. + +STRANGER. We should have to start with the cradle; and this time with +the right child. + +LADY. Exactly! Wait here for me whilst I go into the church. If the cafe +were open I'd ask you please not to drink. But luckily it's shut. + +(The LADY exits. The STRANGER sits down again and draws in the sand. +Enter six funeral attendants in brown with some mourners. One of them +carries a banner with the insignia of the Carpenters, draped in brown +crepe; another a large axe decorated with spruce, a third a cushion with +a chairman's mallet. They stop outside the cafe and wait.) + +STRANGER. Excuse me, whose funeral have you been attending? + +FIRST MOURNER. A house-breaker's. (He imitates the ticking of a clock.) + +STRANGER. A real house-breaker? Or the insect sort, that lodges in the +woodwork and goes 'tick-tick'? + +FIRST MOURNER. Both--but mainly the insect sort. What do they call them? + +STRANGER (to himself). He wants to fool me into saying the death-watch +beetle. So I won't. You mean a burglar? + +SECOND MOURNER. No. (The clock is again heard ticking.) + +STRANGER. Are you trying to frighten me? Or does the dead man work +miracles? In that case I'd better explain that my nerves are good, and +that I don't believe in miracles. But I do find it strange that the +mourners wear brown. Why not black? It's cheap and suitable. + +THIRD MOURNER. To us, in our simplicity, it looks black; but if Your +Honour wishes it, it shall look brown to you. + +STRANGER. A queer company! They give me an uneasy feeling I'd like to +ascribe to the wine I drank yesterday. If I were to ask if that were +spruce, you'd probably say--well what? + +FIRST MOURNER. Vine leaves. + +STRANGER. I thought it would not be spruce! The cafe's opening, at last! +(The Cafe opens, the STRANGER sits at a table and is served with wine. +The MOURNERS sit at the other tables.) They must have been glad to be +rid of him, if the mourners start drinking as soon as the funeral's +over. + +FIRST MOURNER. He was a good-for-nothing, who couldn't take life +seriously. + +STRANGER. And who probably drank? + +SECOND MOURNER. Yes. + +THIRD MOURNER. And let others support his wife and children. + +STRANGER. He shouldn't have done so. Is that why his friends speak so +well of him now? Please don't shake my table when I'm drinking. + +SECOND MOURNER. When I'm drinking, I don't mind. + +STRANGER. Well, I do. There's a great difference between us! (The +MOURNERS whisper together. The BEGGAR comes back.) Here's the beggar +again! + +BEGGAR (sitting down at a table). Wine. Moselle! + +LANDLORD (consulting a police last). I can't serve you: you've not paid +your taxes. Here's your name, age and profession, and the decision of +the court. + +BEGGAR. Omnia serviliter pro dominatione! I'm a free man with a +university education. I refused to pay taxes because I didn't want to +become a member of parliament. Moselle! + +LANDLORD. You'll get free transport to the poor house, if you don't get +out. + +STRANGER. Couldn't you gentlemen settle this somewhere else. You're +disturbing your patrons. + +LANDLORD. You can witness I'm in the right. + +STRANGER. No. The whole thing's too distressing. Even without paying +taxes he has the right to enjoy life's small pleasures. + +LANDLORD. So you're the kind who'd absolve vagabonds from their duties? + +STRANGER. This is too much! I'd have you know that I'm a famous man. +(The LANDLORD and MOURNERS laugh.) + +LANDLORD. Infamous, probably! Let me look at the police list, and see if +the description tallies: thirty-eight, brown hair, moustache, blue eyes; +no settled employment, means unknown; married, but has deserted his wife +and children; well known for revolutionary views on social questions: +gives impression he is not in full possession of his faculties.... It +fits! + +STRANGER (rising, pale and taken aback). What? + +LANDLORD. Yes. It fits all right. + +BEGGAR. Perhaps he's on the list. And not me! + +LANDLORD. It looks like it. In any case, both of you had better clear +out. + +BEGGAR (to the STRANGER). Shall we? + +STRANGER. We? This begins to look like a conspiracy. + +(The church bells are heard. The sun comes out and illuminates the +coloured rose window above the church door, which is now opened, +disclosing the interior. The organ is heard and the choir singing Ave +Maris Stella.) + +LADY (coming from the church). Where are you? What are you doing? Why +did you call me? Must you hang on a woman's skirts like a child? + +STRANGER. I'm afraid now. Things are happening that have no natural +explanation. + +LADY. But you were afraid of nothing. Not even death! + +STRANGER. Death... no. But of something else, the unknown. + +LADY. Listen. Give me your hand. You're ill, I'll take you to a doctor. +Come! + +STRANGER. If you like. But tell me: is this carnival, or... reality? + +LADY. It's real enough. + +STRANGER. This beggar must be a wretched fellow. Is it true he resembles +me? + +LADY. He will, if you go on drinking. Now go to the post office and get +your letter. And then come with me. + +STRANGER. No, I won't. It'll only be about lawsuits. + +LADY. If not? + +STRANGER. Malicious gossip. + +LADY. Well, do as you wish. No one can escape his fate. At this moment +I feel a higher power is sitting in judgment on us and has made a +decision. + +STRANGER. You feel that, too! I heard the hammer fall just now; and the +chairs being pushed back. The clerk's being sent to find me! Oh, the +suspense! No, I can't follow you. + +LADY. Tell me, what have you done to me? In the church I found I +couldn't pray. A light on the altar was extinguished and an icy wind +blew in my face when I heard you call me. + +STRANGER. I didn't call you. But I wanted you. + +LADY. You're not as weak as you pretend. You have great strength; and +I'm afraid of you.... + +STRANGER. When I'm alone I've no strength at all; but if I can find +a single companion I grow strong. I shall be strong now; and so I'll +follow you. + +LADY. Perhaps you can free me from the werewolf. + +STRANGER. Who's he? + +LADY. That's what I call him. + +STRANGER. Count on me. Killing dragons, freeing princesses, defeating +werewolves--that is Life! + +LADY. Then come, my liberator! + +(She draws her veil over her face, kisses him on the mouth and hurries +out. The STRANGER stands where he is for a moment, surprised and +stunned. A loud chord sung by women's voices, rather like a cry, is +heard from the church. The rose window suddenly grows dark and the tree +above the seat is shaken by the wind. The MOURNERS rise and look at the +sky, as if they could see something terrifying. The STRANGER hurries out +after the LADY.) + + +SCENE II + +DOCTOR'S HOUSE + +[Courtyard enclosed on three sides by a single-storied house with a +tiled roof. Small windows in all three facades. Right, verandah with +glass doors. Left, climbing roses and bee-hives outside the windows. In +the middle of the courtyard a woodpile in the form of a cupola. A well +beside it. The top of a walnut tree is seen above the central facade +of the house. In the corner, right, a garden gate. By the well a large +tortoise. On right, entrance below to a wine-cellar. An ice-chest and +dust-bin. The DOCTOR'S SISTER enters from the verandah with a telegram.] + +SISTER. Now misfortune will fall on your house. + +DOCTOR. When has it not, my dear sister? + +SISTER. This time.... Ingeborg's coming and bringing... guess whom? + +DOCTOR. Wait! I know, because I've long foreseen this, even desired it, +for he's a writer I've always admired. I've learnt much from him and +often wished to meet him. Now he's coming, you say. Where did Ingeborg +meet him? + +SISTER. In town, it seems. Probably in some literary _salon_. + +DOCTOR. I've often wondered whether this man was the boy of the same +name who was my friend at school. I hope not; for he seemed one that +fortune would treat harshly. And in a life-time he'll have given his +unhappy tendencies full scope. + +SISTER. Don't let him come here. Go out. Say you're engaged. + +DOCTOR. No. One can't escape one's fate. + +SISTER. But you've never bowed your head to anyone! Why crawl before +this spectre, and call him fate? + +DOCTOR. Life has taught me to. I've wasted time and energy in fighting +the inevitable. + +SISTER. But why allow your wife to behave like this? She'll compromise +you both. + +DOCTOR. You think so? Because, when I made her break off her engagement +I held out false hopes to her of a life of freedom, instead of the +slavery she'd known. Besides, I could never love her if I were in a +position to give her orders. + +SISTER. You'd be friends with your enemy? + +DOCTOR. Oh...! + +SISTER. Will you let her bring someone into the house who'll destroy +you? If you only knew how I hate that man. + +DOCTOR. I do. His last book's terrible; and shows a certain lack of +mental balance. + +SISTER. They ought to shut him up. + +DOCTOR. Many people have said so, but I don't think him bad enough. + +SISTER. Because you're eccentric yourself, and live in daily contact +with a woman who's mad. + +DOCTOR. I admit abnormality has always had a strong attraction for me, +and originality is at least not commonplace. (The syren of a steamer is +heard.) What was that? + +SISTER. Your nerves are on edge. It's only the steamer. (Pause.) Now, I +implore you, go away! + +DOCTOR. I ought to want to; but I'm held fast. (Pause.) From here I can +see his portrait in my study. The sunlight throws a shadow on it that +changes it completely. It makes him look like.... Horrible! You see what +I mean? + +HATER. The devil! Come away! + +DOCTOR. I can't. + +SISTER. Then at least defend yourself. + +DOCTOR. I always do. But this time I feel a thunder storm gathering. How +often have I tried to fly, and not been able to. It's as if the earth +were iron and I a compass needle. If misfortune comes, it's not of my +fee choice. They've come in at the door. + +SISTER. I heard nothing. + +DOCTOR. I did! Now I can see them, too! He _is_ the friend of my +boyhood. He got into trouble at school; but I was blamed and punished. +He was nick-named Caesar, I don't know why. + +SISTER. And this man.... + +DOCTOR. That's what always happens. Caesar! (The LADY comes in.) + +LADY. I've brought a visitor. + +DOCTOR. I know, and he's welcome. + +LADY. I left him in the house, to wash. + +DOCTOR. Well, are you satisfied with your conquest? + +LADY. I think he's the unhappiest man I ever met. + +DOCTOR. That's saying a great deal. + +LADY. Yes, there's enough unhappiness for all of us. + +DOCTOR. There is! (To his SISTER.) Would you ask him to come out here? +(His SISTER goes out.) Have you had an interesting time? + +LADY. Yes. I met a number of strange people. Have you had many patients? + +DOCTOR. No. The consulting room's empty this morning. I think the +practice is going down. + +LADY (kindly). I'm sorry. Tell me, oughtn't that woodpile to be taken +into the house? It only draws the damp. + +DOCTOR (without reproach). Yes, and the bees should be killed, too; and +the fruit in the garden picked. But I've no time to do it. + +LADY. You're tired. + +DOCTOR. Tired of everything. + +LADY (without bitterness). And you've a wife who can't even help you. + +DOCTOR (kindly). You mustn't say that, if I don't think so. + +LADY (turning towards the verandah). Here he is! + +(The STRANGER comes in through the verandah, dressed in a way that makes +him look younger than before. He has an air of forced candour. He seems +to recognise the doctor, and shrinks back, but recovers himself.) + +DOCTOR. You're very welcome. + +STRANGER. It's kind of you. + +DOCTOR. You bring good weather with you. And we need it; for it's rained +for six weeks. + +STRANGER. Not for seven? It usually rains for seven if it rains on St. +Swithin's. But that's later on--how foolish of me! + +DOCTOR. As you're used to town life I'm afraid you'll find the country +dull. + +STRANGER. Oh no. I'm no more at home there than here. Excuse me asking, +but haven't we met before--when we were boys? + +DOCTOR. Never. + +(The LADY has sat down at the table and is crocheting.) + +STRANGER. Are you sure? + +DOCTOR. Perfectly. I've followed your literary career from the first +with great interest; as I know my wife has told you. So that if we _had_ +met I'd certainly have remembered your name. (Pause.) Well, now you can +see how a country doctor lives! + +STRANGER. If you could guess what the life of a so-called liberator's +like, you wouldn't envy him. + +DOCTOR. I can imagine it; for I've seen how men love their chains. +Perhaps that's as it should be. + +STRANGER (listening). Strange. Who's playing in the village? + +DOCTOR. I don't know. Do you, Ingeborg? + +LADY. No. + +STRANGER. Mendelssohn's Funeral March! It pursues me. I never know +whether I've heard it or not. + +DOCTOR. Do you suffer from hallucinations? + +STRANGER. No. But I'm pursued by trivial incidents. Can't you hear +anyone playing? + +DOCTOR. Yes. + +LADY. Someone _is_ playing. Mendelssohn. + +DOCTOR. Not surprising. + +STRANGER. No. But that it should be played precisely at the right place, +at the right time.... (He gets up.) + +DOCTOR. To reassure you, I'll ask my sister. (Exit through the +verandah.) + +STRANGER (to the LADY). I'm stifling here. I can't pass a night under +this roof. Your husband looks like a werewolf and in his presence you +turn into a pillar of salt. Murder has been done in this house; the +place is haunted. I shall escape as soon as I can find an excuse. + +(The DOCTOR comes back.) + +DOCTOR. It's the girl at the post office. + +STRANGER (nervously). Good. That's all right. You've an original house. +That pile of wood, for instance. + +DOCTOR. Yes. It's been struck by lightning twice. + +STRANGER. Terrible! And you still keep it? + +DOCTOR. That's why. I've made it higher out of defiance; and to give +shade in summer. It's like the prophet's gourd. But in the autumn it +must go into the wood shed. + +STRANGER (looking round). Christmas roses, too! Where did you get them? +They're flowering in summer! Everything's upside down here. + +DOCTOR. They were given me by a patient. He's not quite sane. + +STRANGER. Is he staying in the house? + +DOCTOR. Yes. He's a quiet soul, who ponders on the purposelessness +of nature. He thinks it foolish for hellebore to grow in the snow and +freeze; so he puts the plants in the cellar and beds them out in the +spring. + +STRANGER. But a madman... in the house. Most unpleasant! + +DOCTOR. He's very harmless. + +STRANGER. How did he lose his wits? + +DOCTOR. Who can tell. It's a disease of the mind, not the body. + +STRANGER. Tell me--is he here--now? + +DOCTOR. Yes. He's free to wander in the garden and arrange creation. But +if his presence disquiets you, we can shut him up. + +STRANGER. Why aren't such poor devils put out of--their misery? + +DOCTOR. It's hard to know whether they're ripe.... + +STRANGER. What for? + +DOCTOR. For what's to come. + +STRANGER. There _is_ nothing. (Pause.) + +DOCTOR. Who knows! + +STRANGER. I feel strangely uneasy. Have you medical material... +specimens... dead bodies? + +DOCTOR. Oh yes. In the ice-box--for the authorities, you know. (He pulls +out an arm and leg.) Look here. + +STRANGER. No. Too much like Bluebeard! + +DOCTOR (sharply). What do you mean by that? (Looking at the LADY.) Do +you think I kill my wives? + +STRANGER. Oh no. It's clear you don't. Is this house haunted, too? + +DOCTOR. Oh yes. Ask my wife.(He disappears behind the wood pile where +neither the STRANGER nor the LADY can see him.) + +LADY. You needn't whisper, my husband's deaf. Though he can lip read. + +STRANGER. Then let me say that I've never known a more painful +half-hour. We exchange the merest commonplaces, because none of us has +the courage to say what he thinks. I suffered so that the idea came to +me of opening my veins to get relief. But now I'd like to tell him the +truth and have done with it. Shall we say to his face that we mean to go +away, and that you've had enough of his foolishness? + +LADY. If you talk like that I'll begin to hate you. You must behave +under any circumstances. + +STRANGER. How well brought up you are! (The DOCTOR now becomes visible +to the STRANGER and the LADY, who continue their conversation.) Come +away with me, before the sun goes down. (Pause.) Tell me, why did you +kiss me yesterday? + +LADY. But.... + +STRANGER. Supposing he could hear what we say! I don't trust him. + +DOCTOR. What shall we do to amuse our guest? + +LADY. He doesn't care much for amusement. His life's not been happy. + +(The DOCTOR blows a whistle. The MADMAN comes into the garden. He wears +a laurel wreath and his clothes are curious.) + +DOCTOR. Come here, Caesar. + +STRANGER (displeased). What? Is he called Caesar? + +DOCTOR. No. It's a nickname I gave him, to remind me of a boy I was at +school with. + +STRANGER (disturbed). Oh? + +DOCTOR. He was involved in a strange incident, and I got all the blame. + +LADY (to the STRANGER). You'd never believe a boy could have been so +corrupt. + +(The STRANGER looks distressed. The MADMAN comes nearer.) + +DOCTOR. Caesar, come and make your bow to our famous writer. + +CAESAR. Is this the great man? + +LADY (to the DOCTOR). Why did you let him come, if it annoys our guest? + +DOCTOR. Caesar, you must behave. Or I shall have to whip you. + +CAESAR. Yes. He is Caesar, but he's not great. He doesn't even know +which came first, the hen or the egg. But I do. + +STRANGER (to the LADY). I shall go. Is this a trap? What am I to think? +In a minute he'll unloose his bees to amuse me. + +LADY. Trust me... whatever happens! And turn your face away when you +speak. + +STRANGER. This werewolf never leaves us. + +DOCTOR (looking at his watch). You must excuse me for about an hour. +I've a patient to visit. I hope the time won't hang on your hands. + +STRANGER. I'm used to waiting, for what never comes.... + +DOCTOR (to the MADMAN). Come along, Caesar. I must lock you up in the +cellar. (He goes out with the MADMAN.) + +STRANGER (to the LADY). What does that mean? Someone's pursuing me! You +told me your husband was well disposed towards me, and I believed you. +But he can't open his mouth without wounding me. Every word pricks like +a goad. Then this funeral march... it's really being played! And here, +once more, Christmas roses! Why does everything follow in an eternal +round? Dead bodies, beggars, madmen, human destinies and childhood +memories? Come away. Let me free you from this hell. + +LADY. That's why I brought you here. Also that it could never be said +you'd stolen the wife of another. But one thing I must ask you: can I +put my trust in you? + +STRANGER. You mean in my feelings? + +LADY. I don't speak of them. We're taking them for granted. They'll +endure as long as they'll endure. + +STRANGER. You mean in my position? Large sums are owed me. All I have to +do is to write or telegraph.... + +LADY. Then I will trust you. (Putting away her work.) Now go straight +out of that door. Follow the syringa hedge till you find a gate. We'll +meet in the next village. + +STRANGER (hesitating). I don't like leaving the back way. I'd rather +have fought it out with him here. + +LADY. Quick! + +STRANGER. Won't you come with me? + +LADY. Yes. But then I must go first. (She turns and blows a kiss towards +the verandah.) My poor werewolf! + + +SCENE III + +ROOM IN AN HOTEL + +[The STRANGER enters followed by the LADY. A WAITER.] + +STRANGER (who is carrying a suitcase). Is no other room free? + +WAITER. No. + +STRANGER. I don't want this one. + +LADY. But it's the only one: the other hotels are all full. + +STRANGER (to the WAITER). You can go. (The LADY sinks on to a chair +without taking off her hat and coat.) What is it you want? + +LADY. I wish you'd kill me. + +STRANGER. I don't wonder! Thrown out of hotels, because we're not +married, and pestered by the police, we're forced to come to this place, +the last I'd have wished. To this very room, number eight.... Someone +must be against me! + +LADY. Is this eight? + +STRANGER. What? Have you been here before? + +LADY. Have you? + +STRANGER. Yes. + +LADY. Then let's get away. Onto the road, into the woods. It doesn't +matter where. + +STRANGER. I should like to. But after this terrible time I'm as tired as +you are. I felt this was to be our journey's end. I resisted, I tried to +go in the opposite direction, but trains were late, or we missed them, +and we had to come here. To this room! The devil's in it--at least what +I call the devil. But I'll be even with him yet. + +LADY. It seems we'll never find peace on earth again. + +STRANGER. Nothing's been changed. The dying Christmas roses. (Looking +at two pictures.) There he is again. And that's the Hotel Breuer in +Montreux. I've stayed there, too. + +LADY. Did you go to the post office? + +STRANGER. I thought you'd ask me that. I did. And as an answer to five +letters and three telegrams I found a telegram saying that my publisher +had gone away for a fortnight. + +LADY. Then we're lost. + +STRANGER. Very nearly. + +LADY. The waiter will be back in five minutes and ask for our passports. +Then the landlord will come up and tell us to go. + +STRANGER. Then only one course remains. + +LADY. Two. + +STRANGER. The second's impossible. + +LADY. What is the second? + +STRANGER. To go to your parents in the country. + +LADY. You're beginning to read my thoughts. + +STRANGER. We no longer have any secrets from one another. + +LADY. Then the whole dream's at an end. + +STRANGER. It maybe. + +LADY. You must telegraph again. + +STRANGER. I ought to, I know. But I can't stir from here. I no longer +believe that what I do can succeed. Someone's paralysed me. + +LADY. And me! We decided never to speak of the past and yet we drag it +with us. Look at this carpet. Those flowers seem to form.... + +STRANGER. Him! It's him. He's everywhere. How many hundred times has +he.... Yet I see someone else in the pattern of the table cloth. No, +it's an illusion! Any moment now I'll hear my funeral march--then +everything will be complete. (Listening.) There! + +LADY. I hear nothing. + +STRANGER. Am I... am I.... + +LADY. Shall we go home? + +STRANGER. The last place. The worst of all! To arrive like an +adventurer, a beggar. Impossible! + +LADY. Yes, I know, but.... No, it would be too much. To bring shame, +disgrace and sorrow to the old people, and to see you humiliated, and +you me! We could never respect one another again. + +STRANGER. It would be worse than death. Yet I feel it's inevitable, and +I begin to long for it, to get it over quickly, if it must be. + +LADY (taking out her work). But I don't want to be reviled in your +presence. We must find another way. If only we were married--and divorce +would be easy, because my former marriage isn't recognised by the laws +of the country in which it was contracted.... All we need do is to go +away and be married by the same priest... but that would be wounding for +you! + +STRANGER. It would match the rest! For this honeymoon's becoming a +pilgrimage! + +LADY. You're right! The landlord will be here in five minutes to turn us +out. There's only one way to end such humiliations. Of our own free will +we must accept the worst.... I can hear footsteps! + +STRANGER. I've foreseen this and am ready. Ready for everything. If I +can't overcome the unseen, I can show you how much I can endure.... You +must pawn your jewellery. I can buy it back when my publisher gets home, +if he's not drowned bathing or killed in a railway accident. A man as +ambitious as I must be ready to sacrifice his honour first of all. + +LADY. As we're agreed, wouldn't it be better to give up this room? Oh, +God! He's coming now. + +STRANGER. Let's go. We'll run the gauntlet of waiters, maids and +servants. Red with shame and pale with indignation. Animals have their +lairs to hide in, but we are forced to flaunt our shame. (Pause.) Let +down your veil. + +LADY. So this is freedom! + +STRANGER. And I... am the liberator. (Exeunt.) + + +SCENE IV + +BY THE SEA + +[A hut on a cliff by the sea. Outside it a table with chairs. The +STRANGER and the LADY are dressed in less sombre clothing and look +younger than in the previous scene. The LADY is doing crochet work.] + +STRANGER. Three peaceful happy days at my wife's side, and anxiety +returns! + +LADY. What do you fear? + +STRANGER. That this will not last long. + +LADY. Why do you think so? + +STRANGER. I don't know. I believe it must end suddenly, terribly. +There's something deceptive even the sunshine and the stillness. I feel +that happiness if not part of my destiny. + +LADY. But it's all over! My parents are resigned to what we've done. My +husband understands and has written a kind letter. + +STRANGER. What does that matter? Fate spins the web; once more I +hear the mallet fall and the chairs being pushed back from the +table--judgment has been pronounced. Yet that must have happened before +I was born, because even in childhood I began to serve my sentence. +There's no moment in my life on which can look back with happiness. + +LADY. Unfortunate man! Yet you've had everything you wished from life! + +STRANGER. Everything. Unluckily I forgot to wish for money. + +LADY. You're thinking of that again. + +STRANGER. Are you surprised? + +LADY. Quiet! + +STRANGER. What is it you're always working at? You sit there like one of +the Fates and draw the threads through your fingers. But go on. The most +beautiful of sights is a woman bending over her work, or over her child. +What are you making? + +LADY. Nothing. Crochet work. + +STRANGER. It looks like a network of nerves and knots on which you've +fixed your thoughts. The brain must look like that--from within. + +LADY. If only I thought of half the things you imagine.... But I think +of nothing. + +STRANGER. Perhaps that's why I feel so contented when I'm with you. Why, +I find you so perfect that I can no longer imagine life without you! Now +the clouds have blown away. Now the sky is clear! The wind soft--feel +how it caresses us! This is Life! Yes, now I live. And I feel my spirit +growing, spreading, becoming tenuous, infinite. I am everywhere, in the +ocean which is my blood, in the rocks that are my bones, in the trees, +in the flowers; and my head reaches up to the heavens. I can survey the +whole universe. I _am_ the universe. And I feel the power of the Creator +within me, for I am He! I wish I could grasp the all in my hand and +refashion it into something more perfect, more lasting, more beautiful. +I want all creation and created beings to be happy, to be born without +pain, live without suffering, and die in quiet content. Eve! Die with me +now! This moment, for the next will bring sorrow again. + +LADY. I'm not ready to die. + +STRANGER. Why not? + +LADY. I believe there are things I've not yet done. Perhaps I've not +suffered enough. + +STRANGER. Is that the purpose of life? + +LADY. It seems to be. (Pause.) Now I want to ask one thing of you. + +STRANGER. Well? + +LADY. Don't blaspheme against heaven again, or compare yourself with the +Creator, for then you remind me of Caesar at home. + +STRANGER (excitedly). Caesar! How can you say that...? + +LADY. I'm sorry if I've said anything I shouldn't. It was foolish of me +to say 'at home.' Forgive me. + +STRANGER. You were thinking that Caesar and I resemble one another in +our blasphemies? + +LADY. Of course not. + +STRANGER. Strange. I believe you when you say you don't mean to hurt me; +yet you _do_ hurt me, as all the others do. Why? + +LADY. Because you're over-sensitive. + +STRANGER. You say that again! Do you think I've sensitive hidden places? + +LADY. No. I didn't mean that. And now the spirits of suspicion and +discord are coming between us. Drive them away--at once. + +STRANGER. You mustn't say I blaspheme if I use the well-known words: +See, we are like unto the gods. + +LADY. But if that's so, why can't you help yourself, or us? + +STRANGER. Can't I? Wait. As yet we've only seen the beginning. + +LADY. If the end is like it, heaven help us! + +STRANGER. I know what you fear; and I meant to hold back a pleasant +surprise. But now I won't torment you longer. (He takes out a registered +letter, not yet opened.) Look! + +LADY. The money's come! + +STRANGER. This morning. Who can destroy me now? + +LADY. Don't speak like that. You know who could. + +STRANGER. Who? + +LADY. He who punishes the arrogance of men. + +STRANGER. And their courage. That especially. This was my Achilles' +heel; I bore with everything, except this fearful lack of money. + +LADY. May I ask how much they've sent? + +STRANGER. I don't know. I've not opened the letter. But I do know about +how much to expect. I'd better look and see. (He opens the letter.) +What? Only an account showing I'm owed nothing! There's something +uncanny in this. + +LADY. I begin to think so, too. + +STRANGER. I know I'm damned. But I'm ready to hurl the curse back at him +who so nobly cursed me.... (He throws up the letter.) With a curse of my +own. + +LADY. Don't. You frighten me. + +STRANGER. Fear me, so long as you don't despise me! The challenge +has been thrown down; now you shall see a conflict between two great +opponents. (He opens his coat and waistcoat and looks threateningly +aloft.) Strike me with your lightning if you dare! Frighten me with your +thunder if you can! + +LADY. Don't speak like that. + +STRANGER. I will. Who dares break in on my dream of love? Who tears the +cup from my lips; and the woman from my arms? Those who envy me, be +they gods or devils! Little bourgeois gods who parry sword thrusts with +pin-pricks from behind, who won't stand up to their man, but strike at +him with unpaid bills. A backstairs way of discrediting a master before +his servants. They never attack, never draw, merely soil and decry! +Powers, lords and masters! All are the same! + +LADY. May heaven not punish you. + +STRANGER. Heaven's blue and silent. The ocean's silent and stupid. +Listen, I can hear a poem--that's what I call it when an idea begins to +germinate in my mind. First the rhythm; this time like the thunder +of hooves and the jingle of spurs and accoutrements. But there's a +fluttering too, like a sail flapping.... Banners! + +LADY. No. It's the wind. Can't you hear it in the trees? + +STRANGER. Quiet! They're riding over a bridge, a wooden bridge. There's +no water in the brook, only pebbles. Wait! Now I can hear them, men and +women, saying a rosary. The angels' greeting. Now I can see--on what +you're working--a large kitchen, with white-washed walls, it has three +small latticed windows, with flowers in them. In the left-hand corner a +hearth, on the right a table with wooden seats. And above the table, in +the corner, hangs a crucifix, with a lamp burning below. The ceiling's +of blackened beams, and dried mistletoe hangs on the wall. + +LADY (frightened). Where can you see all that? + +STRANGER. On your work. + +LADY. Can you see people there? + +STRANGER. A very old man's sitting at the table, bent over a game bag, +his hands clasped in prayer. A woman, so longer young, kneels on the +floor. Now once more I hear the angels' greeting, as if far away. But +those two in the kitchen are as motionless as figures of wax. A veil +shrouds everything.... No, that was no poem! (Waking.) It was something +else. + +LADY. It was reality! The kitchen at home, where you've never set foot. +That old man was my grandfather, the forester, and the woman my mother! +They were praying for us! It was six o'clock and the servants were +saying a rosary outside, as they always do. + +STRANGER. You make me uneasy. Is this the beginning of second sight? +Still, it was beautiful. A snow-white room, with flowers and mistletoe. +But why should they pray for us? + +LADY. Why indeed! Have we done wrong? + +STRANGER. What is wrong? + +LADY. I've read there's no such thing. And yet... I long to see my +mother; not my father, for he turned me out as he did her. + +STRANGER. Why should he have turned your mother out? + +LADY. Who can say? The children least of all. Let us go to my home. I +long to. + +STRANGER. To the lion's den, the snake pit? One more or less makes no +matter. I'll do it for you, but not like the Prodigal Son. No, you shall +see that I can go through fire and water for your sake. + +LADY. How do you know...? + +STRANGER. I can guess. + +LADY. And can you guess that the path to where my parents live in the +mountains is too steep for carts to use? + +STRANGER. It sounds extraordinary, but I read or dreamed something of +the kind. + +LADY. You may have. But you'll see nothing that's not natural, though +perhaps unusual, for men and women are a strange race. Are you ready to +follow me? + +STRANGER. I'm ready--for anything! + +(The LADY kisses him on the forehead and makes the sign of the cross +simply, timidly and without gestures.) + +LADY. Then come! + + +SCENE V + +ON THE ROAD + +[A landscape with hills; a chapel, right, in the far distance on a rise. +The road, flanked by fruit trees, winds across the background. Between +the trees hills can be seen on which are crucifixes, chapels and +memorials to the victims of accidents. In the foreground a sign post +with the legend, 'Beggars not allowed in this parish.' The STRANGER and +the LADY.] + +LADY. You're tired. + +STRANGER. I won't deny it. But it's humiliating to confess I'm hungry, +because the money's gone. I never thought that would happen to me. + +LADY. It seems we must be prepared for anything, for I think we've +fallen into disfavour. My shoe's split, and I could weep at our having +to go like this, looking like beggars. + +STRANGER (pointing to the signpost). And beggars are not allowed in this +parish. Why must that be stuck up in large letters here? + +LADY. It's been there as long as I can remember. Think of it, I've not +been back since I was a child. And In those days I found the way short +and the hills lower. The trees, too, were smaller, and I think I used to +hear birds singing. + +STRANGER. Birds sang all the year for you then! Now they only sing in +the spring--and autumn's not far off. But in those days you used to +dance along this endless way of Calvaries, plucking flowers at the feet +of the crosses. (A horn in the distance.) What's that? + +LADY. My grandfather coming back from shooting. A good old man. Let's go +on and reach the house by dark. + +STRANGER. Is it still far? + +LADY. No. Only across the hills and over the river. + +STRANGER. Is that the river I hear? + +LADY. The river by which I was born and brought up. I was eighteen +before I crossed over to this bank, to see what was in the blue of the +distance.... Now I've seen. + +STRANGER. You're weeping! + +LADY. Poor old man! When I got into the boat, he said: My child, beyond +lies the world. When you've seen enough, come back to your mountains, +and they will hide you. Now I've seen enough. Enough! + +STRANGER. Let's go. It's beginning to grow dusk already. (They pick up +their travelling capes and go on.) + + +SCENE VI + +IN A RAVINE + +[Entrance to a ravine between steep cliffs covered with pines. In the +foreground a wooden shanty, a broom by the door with a ramshorn hanging +from its handle. Left, a smithy, a red glow showing through its open +door. Right, a flourmill. In the background the road through the ravine +with mill-stream and footbridge. The rock formations look like giant +profiles.] + +[On the rise of the curtain the SMITH is at the smithy door and the +MILLER'S WIFE at the door of the mill. When the LADY enters they sign +to one another and disappear. The clothing of both the LADY and the +STRANGER is torn and shabby.] + +STRANGER. They're hiding, from us, probably. + +LADY. I don't think so. + +STRANGER. What a strange place! Everything seems conspire to arouse +disquiet. What's that broom there? And the horn with ointment? Probably +because it's their usual place, but it makes me think of witchcraft. +Why is the smithy black and the mill white? Because one's sooty and the +other covered with flour; yet when I saw the blacksmith by the light of +his forge and the white miller's wife, it reminded me of an old poem. +Look at those giant faces.... There's your werewolf from whom I saved +you. There he is, in profile, see! + +LADY. Yes, but it's only the rock. + +STRANGER. Only the rock, and yet it's he. + +LADY. Shall I tell you why we can see him? + +STRANGER. You mean--it's our conscience? Which pricks us when we're +hungry and tired, and is silent when we've eaten and rested. It's +horrible to arrive in rags. Our clothes are torn from climbing through +the brambles. Someone's fighting against me. + +LADY. Why did you challenge him? + +STRANGER. Because I want to fight in the open; not battle with unpaid +bills and empty purses. Anyhow: here's my last copper. The devil take +it, if there is one! (He throws it into the brook.) + +LADY. Oh! We could have paid the ferry with it. Now we'll have to talk +of money when we reach home. + +STRANGER. When can we talk of anything else? + +LADY. That's because you've despised it. + +STRANGER. As I've despised everything.... + +LADY. But not everything's despicable. Some things are good. + +STRANGER. I've never seen them. + +LADY. Then follow me and you will. + +STRANGER. I'll follow you. (He hesitates when passing the smithy.) + +LADY (who has gone on ahead). Are you frightened of fire? + +STRANGER. No, but... (The horn is heard in the distance. He hurries past +the smithy after the LADY.) + + +SCENE VII + +IN A KITCHEN + +[A large kitchen with whitewashed walls. Three windows in the corner, +right, so arranged that two are at the back and one in the right wall. +The windows are small and deeply recessed; in the recesses there are +flower pots. The ceiling is beamed and black with soot. In the left +corner a large range with utensils of copper, iron and tin, and wooden +vessels. In the corner, right, a crucifix with a lamp. Beneath it a +four-cornered table with benches. Bunches of mistletoe on the walls. +A door at the back. The Poorhouse can be seen outside, and through the +window at the back the church. Near the fire bedding for dogs and a +table with food for the poor.] + +[The OLD MAN is sitting at the table beneath the crucifix, with his +hands clasped and a game bag before him. He is a strongly-built man of +over eighty with white hair and along beard, dressed as a forester. The +MOTHER is kneeling on the floor; she is grey-haired and nearly fifty; +her dress is of black-and-white material. The voices of men, women and +children can be clearly heard singing the last verse of the Angels' +Greeting in chorus. 'Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us poor sinners, +now and in the hour of death. Amen.'] + +OLD MAN and MOTHER. Amen! + +MOTHER. Now I'll tell you, Father. They saw two vagabonds by the river. +Their clothing was torn and dirty, for they'd been in the water. And +when it came to paying the ferryman, they'd no money. Now they're drying +their clothes in the ferryman's hut. + +OLD MAN. Let them stay there. + +MOTHER. Don't forbid a beggar your house. He might be an angel. + +OLD MAN. True. Let them come in. + +MOTHER. I'll put food for them on the table for the poor. Do you mind +that? + +OLD MAN. No. + +MOTHER. Shall I give them cider? + +OLD MAN. Yes. And you can light the fire; they'll be cold. + +MOTHER. There's hardly time. But I will, if you wish it, Father. + +OLD MAN (looking out of the window). I think you'd better. + +MOTHER. What are you looking at? + +OLD MAN. The river; it's rising. And I'm asking myself, as I've done for +seventy years--when I shall reach the sea. + +MOTHER. You're sad to-night, Father. + +OLD MAN.... et introibo ad altare Dei: ad Deum qui laetificat juventutem +meam. Yes. I do feel sad.... Deus, Deus meus: quare tristis es anima +mea, et quare conturbas me. + +MOTHER. Spera in Deo.... + +(The Maid comes in, and signs to the MOTHER, who goes over to her. They +whisper together and the maid goes out again.) + +OLD MAN. I heard what you said. O God! Must I bear that too! + +MOTHER. You needn't see them. You can go up to your room. + +OLD MAN. No. It shall be a penance. But why come like this: as +vagabonds? + +MOTHER. Perhaps they lost their way and have had much to endure. + +OLD MAN. But to bring her husband! Is she lost to shame? + +MOTHER. You know Ingeborg's queer nature. She thinks all she does is +fitting, if not right. Have you ever seen her ashamed, or suffer from a +rebuff? I never have. Yet she's not without shame; on the contrary. And +everything she does, however questionable, seems natural when she does +it. + +OLD MAN. I've always wondered why one could never be angry with her. She +doesn't feel herself responsible, or think an insult's directed at her. +She seems impersonal; or rather two persons, one who does nothing but +ill whilst the other gives absolution.... But this man! There's no one +I've hated from afar so much as he. He sees evil everywhere; and of no +one have I heard so much ill. + +MOTHER. That's true. But it may be Ingeborg's found some mission in this +man's life; and he in hers. Perhaps they're meant to torture each other +into atonement. + +OLD MAN. Perhaps. But I'll have nothing to do with at seems to me +shameful. This man, under my roof! Yet I must accept it, like everything +else. For I've deserved no less. + +MOTHER. Very well then. (The LADY and the STRANGER come in.) You're +welcome. + +LADY. Thank you, Mother. (She looks over to the OLD MAN, who rises and +looks at the STRANGER.) Peace, Grandfather. This is my husband. Give him +your hand. + +OLD MAN. First let me look at him. (He goes to the STRANGER, puts his +hands on his shoulders and looks him in the eyes.) What motives brought +you here? + +STRANGER (simply). None, but to keep my wife company, at her earnest +desire. + +OLD MAN. If that's true, you're welcome! I've a long and stormy life +behind me, and at last I've found a certain peace in solitude. I beg you +not to trouble it. + +STRANGER. I haven't come here to ask favours. I'll take nothing with me +when I go. + +OLD MAN. That's not the answer I wanted; for we all need one another. I +perhaps need you. No one can know, young man. + +LADY. Grandfather! + +OLD MAN. Yes, my child. I shan't wish you happiness, for there's no such +thing; but I wish you strength to bear your destiny. Now I'll leave you +for a little. Your mother will look after you. (He goes out.) + +LADY (to her mother). Did you lay that table for us, Mother? + +MOTHER. No, it's a mistake, as you can imagine. + +LADY. I know we look wretched. We were lost in the mountains, and if +grandfather hadn't blown his horn... + +MOTHER. Your grandfather gave up hunting long ago. + +LADY. Then it was someone else.... Listen, Mother, I'll go up now to the +'rose' room, and get it straight. + +MOTHER. Do. I'll come in a moment. + +(The LADY would like to say something, cannot, and goes out.) + +STRANGER (to the MOTHER). I've seen this room already. + +MOTHER. And I've seen you. I almost expected you. + +STRANGER. As one expects a disaster? + +MOTHER. Why say that? + +STRANGER. Because I sow devastation wherever I go. But as I must go +somewhere, and cannot change my fate, I've lost my scruples. + +MOTHER. Then you're like my daughter--she, too, has no scruples and no +conscience. + +STRANGER. What? + +MOTHER. You think I'm speaking ill of her? I couldn't do that of my own +child. I only draw the comparison, because you know her. + +STRANGER. But I've noticed what you speak of in Eve. + +MOTHER. Why do you call Ingeborg Eve? + +STRANGER. By inventing a name for her I made her mine. I wanted to +change her.... + +MOTHER. And remake her in your image? (Laughing.) I've been told that +country wizards carve images of their victims, and give them the names +of those they'd bewitch. That was your plan: by means of this Eve, that +you yourself had made, you intended to destroy the whole Sex! + +STRANGER (looking at the MOTHER in surprise). Those were damnable words! +Forgive me. But you have religious beliefs: how can you think such +things? + +MOTHER. The thoughts were yours. + +STRANGER. This begins to be interesting. I imagined an idyll in the +forest, but this is a witches' cauldron. + +MOTHER. Not quite. You've forgotten, or never knew, that a man deserted +me shamefully, and that you're a man who also shamefully deserted a +woman. + +STRANGER. Frank words. Now I know where I am. + +MOTHER. I'd like to know where I am. Can you support two families? + +STRANGER. If all goes well. + +MOTHER. All doesn't--in this life. Money can be lost. + +STRANGER. But my talent's capital I can never lose. + +MOTHER. Really? The greatest of talents has been known to fail... +gradually, or suddenly. + +STRANGER. I've never met anyone who could so damp one's courage. + +MOTHER. Pride should be damped. Your last book was much weaker. + +STRANGER. You read it? + +MOTHER. Yes. That's why I know all your secrets. So don't try to deceive +me; it won't go well with you. (Pause.) A trifle, but one that does us +no good here: why didn't you pay the ferryman? + +STRANGER. My heel of Achilles! I threw my last coin away. Can't we speak +of something else than money in this house? + +MOTHER. Oh yes. But in this house we do our duty before we amuse +ourselves. So you came on foot because you had no money? + +STRANGER (hesitating). Yes.... + +MOTHER (smiling). Probably nothing to eat? + +STRANGER (hesitating). No.... + +MOTHER. You're a fine fellow! + +STRANGER. In all my life I've never been in such a predicament. + +MOTHER. I can believe it. It's almost a pity. I could laugh at the +figure you cut, if I didn't know it would make you weep, and others with +you. (Pause.) But now you've had your will, hold fast to the woman who +loves you; for if you leave her, you'll never smile again, and soon +forget what happiness was. + +STRANGER. Is that a threat? + +MOTHER. A warning. Go now, and have your supper. + +STRANGER (pointing at the table for the poor). There? + +MOTHER. A poor joke; which might become reality. I've seen such things. + +STRANGER. Soon I'll believe anything can happen--this is the worst I've +known. + +MOTHER. Worse yet may come. Wait! + +STRANGER (cast down). I'm prepared for anything. + +(Exit. A moment later the OLD MAN comes in.) + +OLD MAN. It was no angel after all. + +MOTHER. No good angel, certainly. + +OLD MAN. Really! (Pause.) You know how superstitious people here are. As +I went down to the river I heard this: a farmer said his horse shied at +'him'; another that the dogs got so fierce he'd had to tie them up. The +ferryman swore his boat drew less water when 'he' got in. Superstition, +but.... + +MOTHER. But what? + +OLD MAN. It was only a magpie that flew in at her window, though it was +closed. An illusion, perhaps. + +MOTHER. Perhaps. But why does one often see such things at the right +time? + +OLD MAN. This man's presence is intolerable. When he looks at me I can't +breathe. + +MOTHER. We must try to get rid of him. I'm certain he won't care to stay +for long. + +OLD MAN. No. He won't grow old here. (Pause.) Listen, I got a letter +to-night warning me about him. Among other things he's wanted by the +courts. + +MOTHER. The courts? + +OLD MAN. Yes. Money matters. But, remember, the laws of hospitality +protect beggars and enemies. Let him stay a few days, till he's got over +this fearful journey. You can see how Providence has laid hands on him, +how his soul is being ground in the mill ready for the sieve.... + +MOTHER. I've felt a call to be a tool in the hands of Providence. + +OLD MAN. Don't confuse it with your wish for vengeance. + +MOTHER. I'll try not to, if I can. + +OLD MAN. Well, good-night. + +MOTHER. Do you think Ingeborg has read his last book? + +OLD MAN. It's unlikely. If she had she'd never have married a man who +held such views. + +MOTHER. No, she's not read it. But now she must. + + +SCENE VIII + +THE 'ROSE' ROOM + +[A simple, pleasantly furnished room in the forester's house. The walls +are colour-washed in red; the curtains are of thin rose-coloured +muslin. In the small latticed windows there are flowers. On right, a +writing-table and bookshelf. Left, a sofa with rose-coloured curtains +above in the form of a baldachino. Tables and chairs in Old German +style. At the back, a door. Outside the country can be seen and the +poorhouse, a dark, unpleasant building with black, uncurtained windows. +Strong sunlight. The LADY is sitting on the sofa working.] + +MOTHER (standing with a book bound in rose-coloured cloth in her hand.) +You won't read your husband's book? + +LADY. Not that one. I promised not to. + +MOTHER. You don't want to know the man to whom you've entrusted your +fate? + +LADY. What would be the use? We're all right as we are. + +MOTHER. You make no great demands on life? + +LADY. Why should I? They'd never be fulfilled. + +MOTHER. I don't know whether you were born full of worldly wisdom, or +foolishness. + +LADY. I don't know myself. + +MOTHER. If the sun shines and you've enough to eat, you're content. + +LADY. Yes. And when it goes in, I make the best of it. + +MOTHER. To change the subject: did you know your husband was being +pressed by the courts on account of his debts? + +LADY. Yes. It happens to all writers. + +MOTHER. Is he mad, or a rascal? + +LADY. He's neither. He's no ordinary man; and it's a pity I can tell +him nothing he doesn't know already. That's why we don't speak much; but +he's glad to have me near him; and so am I to be near him. + +MOTHER. You've reached calm water already? Then it can't be far to the +mill-race! But don't you think you'd have more to talk of, if you read +what he has written? + +LADY. Perhaps. You can leave me the book, if you like. + +MOTHER. Take it and hide it. It'll be a surprise if you can quote +something from his masterpiece. + +LADY (hiding the book in her bag). He's coming. If he's spoken of he +seems to feel it from afar. + +MOTHER. If he could only feel how he makes others suffer--from afar. +(Exit left.) + +(The LADY, alone for an instant, looks at the book and seems taken +aback. She hides it in her bag.) + +STRANGER (entering). Your mother was here? You were speaking of me, of +course. I can almost hear her ill-natured words. They cut the air and +darken the sunshine. I can almost divine the impression of her body in +the atmosphere of the room, and she leaves an odour like that of a dead +snake. + +LADY. You're irritable to-day. + +STRANGER. Fearfully. Some fool has restrung my nerves out of tune, and +plays on them with a horse-hair bow till he sets my teeth on edge.... +You don't know what that is! There's someone here who's stronger than +I! Someone with a searchlight who shines it at me, wherever I may be. Do +they use the black art in this place? + +LADY. Don't turn your back on the sunlight. Look at this lovely country; +you'll feel calmer. + +STRANGER. I can't bear that poorhouse. It seems to have been built there +solely for me. And a demented woman always stands there beckoning. + +LADY. Do you think they treat you badly here? + +STRANGER. In a way, no. They feed me with tit-bits, as if I were to be +fattened for the butcher. But I can't eat because they grudge it me, and +I feel the cold rays of their hate. To me it seems there's an icy wind +everywhere, although it's still and hot. And I can hear that accursed +mill.... + +LADY. It's not grinding now. + +STRANGER. Yes. Grinding... grinding. + +LADY. Listen. There's no hate here. Pity, at most. + +STRANGER. Another thing.... Why do people I meet cross themselves? + +LADY. Only because they're used to praying in silence. (Pause.) You had +an unwelcome letter this morning? + +STRANGER. Yes. The kind that makes your hair rise from the scalp, so +that you want to curse at fate. I'm owed money, but can't get paid. +Now the law's being set in motion against me by... the guardians of my +children, because I've not paid alimony. No one has ever been in such +a dishonourable position. I'm blameless. I could pay my way; I want to, +but am prevented! Not my fault; yet my shame! It's not in nature. The +devil's got a hand in it. + +LADY. Why? + +STRANGER. Why? Why is one born into this world an ignoramus, knowing +nothing of the laws, customs and usage one inadvertently breaks? And +for which one's punished. Why does one grow into a youth full of high +ambition only to be driven into vile actions one abhors? Why, why? + +LADY (who has secretly been looking at the book: absent-mindedly). There +must be a reason, even if we don't know it. + +STRANGER. If it's to humble one, it's a poor method. It only makes me +more arrogant. Eve! + +LADY. Don't call me that. + +STRANGER (starting). Why not? + +LADY. I don't like it. You'd feel as I do, if I called you Caesar. + +STRANGER. Have we got back to that? + +LADY. To what? + +STRANGER. Did you mention that name for any reason? + +LADY. Caesar? No. But I'm beginning to find things out. + +STRANGER. Very well! Then I may as well fall honourably by my own +hand. I am Caesar, the school-boy, for whose escapade your husband, the +werewolf, was punished. Fate delights in making links for eternity. +A noble sport! (The LADY, uncertain what to do, does not reply.) Say +something! + +LADY. I can't. + +STRANGER. Say that he became a werewolf because, as a child, he lost +his belief in the justice of heaven, owing to the fact that, though +innocent, he was punished for the misdeeds of another. But if you say +so, I shall reply that I suffered ten times as much from my conscience, +and that the spiritual crisis that followed left me so strengthened that +I've never done such a thing again. + +LADY. No. It's not that. + +STRANGER. Then what is it? Do you respect me no longer? + +LADY. It's not that either. + +STRANGER. Then it's to make me feel my shame before you! And it would be +the end of everything between us. + +LADY. No! + +STRANGER. Eve. + +LADY. You rouse evil thoughts. + +STRANGER. You've broken your vow: you've been reading my book! + +LADY. I have. + +STRANGER. Then you've done wrong. + +LADY. My intention was good. + +STRANGER. The results even of your good intentions are terrible! You've +blown me into the air with my own petard. Why must all our misdeeds come +home to roost--both boyish escapades and really evil action? It's fair +enough to reap evil where one has sown it. But I've never seen a good +action get its reward. Never! It's a disgrace to Him who records all +sins, however black or venial. No man could do it: men would forgive. +The gods... never! + +LADY. Don't say that. Say rather _you_ forgive. + +STRANGER. I'm not small-minded. But what have I forgive you? + +LADY. More than I can say. + +STRANGER. Say it. Perhaps then we'll be quits. + +LADY. He and I used to read the curse of Deutertonomy over you... for +you'd ruined his life. + +STRANGER. What curse is that? + +LADY. From the fifth book of Moses. The priests chant it in chorus when +the fasts begin. + +STRANGER. I don't remember it. What does it matter--a curse more or +less? + +LADY. In my family those whom we curse, are struck. + +STRANGER. I don't believe it. But I do believe that evil emanates from +this house. May it recoil upon it! That is my prayer! Now, according to +custom, it would be my duty to shoot myself; but I can't, so long as I +have other duties. You see, I can't even die, and so I've lost my last +treasure--what, with reason, I call my religion. I've heard that man can +wrestle with God, and with success; but not even job could fight against +Satan. (Pause.) Let's speak of you.... + +LADY. Not now. Later perhaps. Since I've got to know your terrible +book--I've only glanced at it, only read a few lines here and there--I +feel as if I'd eaten of the tree of knowledge. My eyes are opened and I +know what's good and what's evil, as I've never known before. And now +I see how evil you are, and why I am to be called Eve. She was a mother +and brought sin into the world: it was another mother who brought +expiation. The curse of mankind was called down on us by the first, +a blessing by the second. In me you shall not destroy my whole sex. +Perhaps I have a different mission in your life. We shall see! + +STRANGER. So you've eaten of the tree of knowledge? Farewell. + +LADY. You're going away? + +STRANGER. I can't stay here. + +LADY. Don't go. + +STRANGER. I must. I must clear up everything. I'll take leave of the old +people now. Then I'll come back. I shan't be long. (Exit.) + +LADY (remains motionless, then goes to the door and looks out. She sinks +to her knees). No! He won't come back! + +Curtain. + + +SCENE IX + +CONVENT + +[The refectory of an ancient convent, resembling a simple whitewashed +Romanesque church. There are damp patches on the walls, looking like +strange figures. A long table with bowls; at the end a desk for the +Lector. At the back a door leading to the chapel. There are lighted +candles on the tables. On the wall, left, a painting representing the +Archangel Michael killing the Fiend.] + +[The STRANGER is sitting left, at a refectory table, dressed in the +white clothing of a patient, with a bowl before him. At the table, +right, are sitting: the brown-clad mourners of Scene I. The BEGGAR. A +woman in mourning with two children. A woman who resembles the Lady, but +who is not her and who is crocheting instead of eating. A Man very like +the Doctor, another like the Madman. Others like the Father, Mother, +Brother. Parents of the 'Prodigal Son,' etc. All are dressed in white, +but over this are wearing costumes of coloured crepe. Their faces are +waxen and corpse-like, their whole appearance queer, their gestures +strange. On the rise of the curtain all are finishing a Paternoster, +except the STRANGER.] + +STRANGER (rising and going to the ABBESS, who is standing at a serving +table). Mother. May I speak to you? + +ABBESS (in a black-and-white Augustinian habit). Yes, my son. (They come +forward.) + +STRANGER. First, where am I? + +ABBESS. In a convent called 'St. Saviour.' You were found on the hills +above the ravine, with a cross you'd broken from a calvary and with +which you were threatening someone in the clouds. Indeed, you thought +you could see him. You were feverish and had lost your foothold. You +were picked up, unhurt, beneath a cliff, but in delirium. You were +brought to the hospital and put to bed. Since then you've spoken wildly, +and complained of a pain in your hip, but no injury could be found. + +STRANGER. What did I speak of? + +ABBESS. You had the usual feverish dreams. You reproached yourself with +all kinds of things, and thought you could see your victims, as you +called them. + +STRANGER. And then? + +ABBESS. Your thoughts often turned to money matters. You wanted to pay +for yourself in the hospital. I tried to calm you by telling you no +payment would be asked: all was done out of charity.... + +STRANGER. I want no charity. + +ABBESS. It's more blessed to give than to receive; yet a noble nature +can accept and be thankful. + +STRANGER. I want no charity. + +ABBESS. Hm! + +STRANGER. Tell me, why will none of those people sit at the same table +with me? They're getting up... going.... + +ABBESS. They seem to fear you. + +STRANGER. Why? + +ABBESS. You look so.... + +STRANGER. I? But what of them? Are they real? + +ABBESS. If you mean true, they've a terrible reality. It may be they +look strange to you, because you're still feverish. Or there may be +another reason. + +STRANGER. I seem to know them, all of them! I see them as if in a +mirror: they only make as if they were eating.... Is this some drama +they're performing? Those look like my parents, rather like... (Pause.) +Hitherto I've feared nothing, because life was useless to me.... Now I +begin to be afraid. + +ABBESS. If you don't believe them real, I'll ask the Confessor to +introduce you. (She signs to the CONFESSOR who approaches.) + +CONFESSOR (dressed in a black-and-white habit of Dominicans). Sister! + +ABBESS. Tell the patient who are at that table. + +CONFESSOR. That's soon done. + +STRANGER. Permit a question first. Haven't we met already? + +CONFESSOR. Yes. I sat by your bedside, when you were delirious. At your +desire, I heard your confession. + +STRANGER. What? My confession? + +CONFESSOR. Yes. But I couldn't give you absolution; because it seemed +that what you said was spoken in fever. + +STRANGER. Why? + +CONFESSOR. There was hardly a sin or vice you didn't take upon +yourself--things so hateful you'd have had to undergo strict penitence +before demanding absolution. Now you're yourself again I can ask whether +there are grounds for your self-accusations. + +(The ABBESS leaves them.) + +STRANGER. Have you the right? + +CONFESSOR. No. In truth, no right. (Pause.) But you want to know in +whose company you are! The very best. There, for instance, is a madman, +Caesar, who lost his wits through reading the works of a certain writer +whose notoriety is greater than his fame. There's a beggar, who won't +admit he's a beggar, because he's learnt Latin and is free. There, a +doctor, called the werewolf, whose history's well known. There, two +parents, who grieved themselves to death over a son who raised his +hand against theirs. He must be responsible for refusing to follow his +father's bier and desecrating his mother's grave. There's his unhappy +sister, whom he drove out into the snow, as he himself recounts, with +the best intentions. Over there's a woman who's been abandoned with her +two children, and there's another doing crochet work.... All are old +acquaintances. Go and greet them! + +(The STRANGER has turned his back on the company: he now goes to the +table, left, and sits down with his back to them. He raises his head, +sees the picture of the Archangel Michael and lowers his eyes. The +CONFESSOR stands behind the STRANGER. A Catholic Requiem can be heard +from the chapel. The CONFESSOR speaks to the STRANGER in a low voice +while the music goes on.) + + Quantus tremor est futurus + Quando judex est venturus + Cuncta stricte discussurus, + Tuba mirum spargens sonum + Per sepulchra regionum + Coget omnes ante thronum. + Mors stupebit et natura, + Cum resurget creatura + Judicanti responsura + Liber scriptus proferetur + In quo totum continetur + Unde mundus judicetur. + Judex ergo cum sedebit + Quidquid latet apparebit + Nil inultum remanebit. + +(He goes to the desk by the table, right, and opens his breviary. The +music ceases.) + +We will continue the reading.... 'But if thou wilt not hearken unto the +voice of the Lord thy God all these curses shall overtake thee. Cursed +shalt thou be in the city, and cursed shalt thou be in the field; cursed +shalt thou be when thou comest in, and cursed when thou goest out.' + +OMNES (in a low voice). Cursed! + +CONFESSOR. 'The Lord shall send upon thee vexation and rebuke in all +that thou settest thy hand for to do, until thou be destroyed, and until +thou perish quickly, because of the wickedness of thy doings, whereby +thou hast forsaken me.' + +OMNES (loudly). Cursed! + +CONFESSOR. 'The Lord shall cause thee to be smitten before thine +enemies: thou shalt go out one way against them, and flee seven ways +before them, and shalt be moved into all the kingdoms of the earth. And +thy carcase shall be meat unto all fowls of the air, and unto the beasts +of the earth, and no man shall fray them away. The Lord will smite +thee with the botch of Egypt, the scab and the itch, with madness and +blindness, that thou shalt grope at noonday, as the blind gropeth in +darkness. Thou shalt not prosper in thy ways, and thou shalt be only +oppressed and spoiled evermore, and no man shall save thee. Thou shalt +betroth a wife, and another man shall lie with her: thou shalt build an +house, and thou shalt not dwell therein: thou shalt plant a vineyard, +and shalt not gather the grapes thereof. Thy sons and thy daughters +shall be given unto another people, and thine eyes fail with longing for +them; and there shall be no might in thy hand. And thou shalt find no +ease on earth, neither shall the sole of thy foot have rest: the Lord +shall give thee a trembling heart, and failing of eyes and sorrow of +mind. And thy life shall hang in doubt before thee; and thou shalt fear +day and night. In the morning thou shalt say, would God it were even! +And at even thou shalt say, would God it were morning! And because thou +servedst not the Lord thy God when thou livedst in security, thou shalt +serve him in hunger, in thirst, in nakedness and in want; and He shall +put a yoke of iron upon thy neck, until He have destroyed thee!' + +OMNES. Amen! + +(The CONFESSOR has read the above loudly and rapidly, without turning to +the STRANGER. All those present, except the LADY, who is working, have +been listening and have joined in the curse, though they have feigned +not to notice the STRANGER, who has remained with his back to them, +sunk in himself. The STRANGER now rises as if to go. The CONFESSOR goes +towards him.) + +STRANGER. What was that? + +CONFESSOR. The Book of Deuteronomy. + +STRANGER. Of course. But I seem to remember blessings in it, too. + +CONFESSOR. Yes, for those who keep His commandments. + +STRANGER. Hm.... I can't deny that, for a moment, I felt shaken. Are +they temptations to be resisted, or warnings to be obeyed? (Pause.) +Anyhow I'm certain now that I have fever. I must go to a real doctor. + +CONFESSOR. See he _is_ the right one! + +STRANGER. Of course! + +CONFESSOR. Who can heal 'delightful scruples of conscience'! + +ABBESS. Should you need charity again, you now know where to find it. + +STRANGER. No. I do not. + +ABBESS (in a low voice). Then I'll tell you. In a 'rose' room, near a +certain running stream. + +STRANGER. That's the truth! In a 'rose' room. Wait; how long have I been +here? + +ABBESS. Three months to-day. + +STRANGER. Three months! Have I been sleeping? Or where have I been? +(Looking out of the window.) It's autumn. The trees are bare; the clouds +look cold. Now it's coming back to me! Can you hear a mill grinding? The +sound of a horn? The rushing of a river? A wood whispering--and a +woman weeping? You're right. Only there can charity be found. Farewell. +(Exit.) + +CONFESSOR (to the Abbess). The fool! The fool! + +Curtain. + + +SCENE X + +THE 'ROSE' ROOM + +[The curtains have been taken down. The windows gape into the darkness +outside. The furniture has been covered in brown loose-covers and pulled +forward. The flowers have been taken away, and the large black stove +lit. The MOTHER is standing ironing white curtains by the light of a +single lamp. There is a knock at the door.] + +MOTHER. Come in! + +STRANGER (doing so). Where's my wife? + +MOTHER. Where do you come from? + +STRANGER. I think, from hell. But where's my wife? + +MOTHER. Which of them do you mean? + +STRANGER. The question's justified. Everything is, except to me. + +MOTHER. There may be a reason: I'm glad you've seen it. Where have you +been? + +STRANGER. Whether in a poorhouse, a madhouse or a hospital, I don't +know. I should like to think it all a feverish dream. I've been ill: I +lost my memory and can't believe three months have passed. But where's +my wife? + +MOTHER. I ought to ask you that. When you deserted her, she went +away--to look for you. Whether she's tired of looking, I can't say. + +STRANGER. Something's amiss here. Where's the Old Man? + +MOTHER. Where there's no more suffering. + +STRANGER. You mean he's dead? + +MOTHER. Yes. He's dead. + +STRANGER. You say it as if you wanted to add him to my victims. + +MOTHER. Perhaps I'm right to do so. + +STRANGER. He didn't look sensitive: he was capable of steady hatred. + +MOTHER. No. He hated only what was evil, in himself and others. + +STRANGER. So I'm wrong there, too! (Pause.) + +MOTHER. What do you want here? + +STRANGER. Charity! + +MOTHER. At last! How was it at the hospital! Sit down and tell me. + +STRANGER (sitting). I don't want to think of it. I don't even know if it +_was_ a hospital. + +MOTHER. Strange. Tell me what happened after you left here. + +STRANGER. I fell in the mountains, hurt my hip and lost consciousness. +If you'll speak kindly to me you shall know more. + +MOTHER. I will. + +STRANGER. When I woke I was in a red iron bedstead. Three men were +pulling a cord that ran through two blocks. Every time they pulled I +felt I grew two feet taller.... + +MOTHER. They were putting in your hip. + +STRANGER. I hadn't thought of that. Then... I lay watching my past life +unroll before me like a panorama, through childhood, youth.... And +when the roll was finished it began again. All the time I heard a mill +grinding.... I can hear it still. Yes, here too! + +MOTHER. Those were not pleasant visions. + +STRANGER. No. At last I came to the conclusion... that I was a +thoroughgoing scamp. + +MOTHER. Why call yourself that? + +STRANGER. I know you'd like to hear me say I was a scoundrel. But that +would seem to me like boasting. It would imply a certainty about myself +to which I've not attained. + +MOTHER. You're still in doubt? + +STRANGER. Of a great deal. But I've begun to have an inkling. + +MOTHER. That....? + +STRANGER. That there are forces which, till now, I've not believed in. + +MOTHER. You've come to see that neither you, nor any other man, directs +your destiny? + +STRANGER. I have. + +MOTHER. Then you've already gone part of the way. + +STRANGER. But I myself have changed. I'm ruined; for I've lost all +aptitude for writing. And I can't sleep at night. + +MOTHER. Indeed! + +STRANGER. What are called nightmares stop me. Last and worst: I daren't +die; for I'm no longer sure my miseries will end, with _my_ end. + +MOTHER. Oh! + +STRANGER. Even worse: I've grown so to loathe myself that I'd escape +from myself, if I knew how. If I were a Christian, I couldn't obey the +first commandment, to love my neighbour as myself, for I should have +to hate him as I hate myself. It's true that I'm a scamp. I've always +suspected it; and because I never wanted life to fool me, I've observed +'others' carefully. When I saw they were no better than I, I resented +their trying to browbeat me. + +MOTHER. You've been wrong to think it a matter between you and others. +You have to deal with Him. + +STRANGER. With whom? + +MOTHER. The Invisible One, who guides your destiny. + +STRANGER. Would I could see Him. + +MOTHER. It would be your death. + +STRANGER. Oh no! + +MOTHER. Where do you get this devilish spirit of rebellion? If you won't +bow your neck like the rest, you must be broken like a reed. + +STRANGER. I don't know where this fearful stubbornness comes from. It's +true an unpaid bill can make me tremble; but if I were to climb Mount +Sinai and face the Eternal One, I should not cover my face. + +MOTHER. Jesus and Mary! Don't say such things. You'll make me think +you're a child of the Devil. + +STRANGER. Here that seems the general opinion. But I've heard that those +who serve the Evil One get honours, goods and gold as their reward. Gold +especially. Do you think me suspect? + +MOTHER. You'll bring a curse on my house. + +STRANGER. Then I'll leave it. + +MOTHER. And go into the night. Where? + +STRANGER. To seek the only one that I don't hate. + +MOTHER. Are you sure she'll receive you? + +STRANGER. Quite sure. + +MOTHER. I'm not. + +STRANGER. I am. + +MOTHER. Then I must raise your doubts. + +STRANGER. You can't. + +MOTHER. Yes, I can. + +STRANGER. It's a lie. + +MOTHER. We're no longer speaking kindly. We must stop. Can you sleep in +the attic? + +STRANGER. I can't sleep anywhere. + +MOTHER. Still, I'll say good-night to you, whether you think I mean it, +or not. + +STRANGER. You're sure there are no rats in the attic? I don't fear +ghosts, but rats aren't pleasant. + +MOTHER. I'm glad you don't fear ghosts, for no one's slept a whole night +there... whatever the cause may be. + +STRANGER (after a moment's hesitation). Never have I met a more wicked +woman than you. The reason is: you have religion. + +MOTHER. Good-night! + +Curtain. + + +SCENE XI + +IN THE KITCHEN + +[It is dark, but the moon outside throws moving shadows of the window +lattices on to the floor, as the storm clouds race by. In the corner, +right, under the crucifix, where the OLD MAN used to sit, a hunting +horn, a gun and a game bag hang on the wall. On the table a stuffed bird +of prey. As the windows are open the curtains are flapping in the wind; +and kitchen cloths, aprons and towels, that are hung on a line by the +hearth, move in the wind, whose sighing can be heard. In the distance +the noise of a waterfall. There is an occasional tapping on the wooden +floor.] + +STRANGER (entering, half-dressed, a lamp in his hand). Is anyone here? +No. (He comes forward with a light, which makes the play of shadow less +marked.) What's moving on the floor? Is anyone here? (He goes to the +table, sees the stuffed bird and stands riveted to the spot.) God! + +MOTHER (coming in with a lamp). Still up? + +STRANGER. I couldn't sleep. + +MOTHER (gently). Why not, my son? + +STRANGER. I heard someone above me. + +MOTHER. Impossible. There's nothing over the attic. + +STRANGER. That's why I was uneasy! What's moving on the floor like +snakes? + +MOTHER. Moonbeams. + +STRANGER. Yes. Moonbeams. That's a stuffed bird. And those are cloths. +Everything's natural; that's what makes me uneasy. Who was knocking +during the night? Was anyone locked out? + +MOTHER. It was a horse in the stable. + +STRANGER. Why should it make that noise? + +MOTHER. Some animals have nightmares. + +STRANGER. What are nightmares? + +MOTHER. Who knows? + +STRANGER. May I sit down? + +MOTHER. Do. I want to speak seriously to you. I was malicious last +night; you must forgive me. It's because of that I need religion; just +as I need the penitential garment and the stone floor. To spare you, +I'll tell you what nightmares are to me. My bad conscience! Whether +I punish myself or another punishes me, I don't know. I don't permit +myself to ask. (Pause.) Now tell me what you saw in your room. + +STRANGER. I hardly know. Nothing. When I went in I felt as if someone +were there. Then I went to bed. But someone started pacing up and down +above me with a heavy tread. Do you believe in ghosts? + +MOTHER. My religion won't allow me to. But I believe our sense of right +and wrong will find a way to punish us. + +STRANGER. Soon I felt cold air on my breast--it reached my heart and +forced me to get up. + +MOTHER. And then? + +STRANGER. To stand and watch the whole panorama of my life unroll before +me. I saw everything--that was the worst of it. + +MOTHER. I know. I've been through it. There's no name for the malady, +and only one cure. + +STRANGER. What is it? + +MOTHER. You know what children do when they've done wrong? + +STRANGER. What? + +MOTHER. First ask forgiveness! + +STRANGER. And then? + +MOTHER. Try to make amends. + +STRANGER. Isn't it enough to suffer according to one's deserts? + +MOTHER. No. That's revenge. + +STRANGER. Then what must one do? + +MOTHER. Can you mend a life you've destroyed? Undo a bad action? + +STRANGER. Truly, no. But I was forced into it! Forced to take, for no +one gave me the right. Accursed be He who forced me! (Putting his hand +to his heart.) Ah! He's here, in this room. He's plucking out my heart! + +MOTHER. Then bow your head. + +STRANGER. I cannot. + +MOTHER. Down on your knees. + +STRANGER. I will not. + +MOTHER. Christ have mercy! Lord have mercy on you! On your knees before +Him who was crucified! Only He can wipe out what's been done. + +STRANGER. Not before Him! If I were forced, I'll recant... afterwards. + +MOTHER. On your knees, my son! + +STRANGER. I cannot bow the knee. I cannot. Help me, God Eternal. +(Pause.) + +MOTHER (after a hasty prayer). Do you feel better? + +STRANGER. Yes.... It was not death. It was annihilation! + +MOTHER. The annihilation of the Divine. We call it spiritual death. + +STRANGER. I see. (Without irony.) I begin to understand. + +MOTHER. My son! You have left Jerusalem and are on the road to Damascus. +Go back the same way you came. Erect a cross at every station, and stay +at the seventh. For you, there are not fourteen, as for Him. + +STRANGER. You speak in riddles. + +MOTHER. Then go your way. Search out those to whom you have something to +say. First, your wife. + +STRANGER. Where is she? + +MOTHER. You must find her. On your way don't forget to call on him you +named the werewolf. + +STRANGER. Never! + +MOTHER. You'd have said that, as you came here. As you know, I expected +your coming. + +STRANGER. Why? + +MOTHER. For no one reason. + +STRANGER. Just as I saw this kitchen... in a trance.... + +MOTHER. That's why I now regret trying to separate you and Ingeborg. Go +and search for her. If you find her, well and good. If not, perhaps that +too has been ordained. (Pause.) Dawn's now at hand. Morning has come and +the night has passed. + +STRANGER. Such a night! + +MOTHER. You'll remember it. + +STRANGER. Not all of it... yet something. + +MOTHER (looking out of the window, as if to herself). Lovely morning +star--how far from heaven have you fallen! + +STRANGER (after a pause). Have you noticed that, before the sun rises, a +feeling of awe takes hold of mankind? Are we children of darkness, that +we tremble before the light? + +MOTHER. Will you never be tired of questioning? + +STRANGER. Never. Because I yearn for light. + +MOTHER. Go then, and search. And peace be with you! + + +SCENE XII + +IN THE RAVINE + +[The same landscape as before, but in autumn colouring. The trees have +lost their leaves. Work is going on at the smithy and the mill. The +SMITH stands, left, in the doorway; the MILLER'S wife, right. The +LADY dressed in a jacket with a hat of patent leather; but she is in +mourning. The STRANGER is in Bavarian alpine kit: short jacket of +rough material, knickers, heavy boots and alpenstock, green hat with +heath-cock feather. Over this he wears a brown cloak with a cape and +hood.] + +LADY (entering tired and dispirited). Did a man pass here in a long +cloak, with a green hat? (The SMITH and the MILLER'S WIFE shake their +heads.) Can I lodge here for the night? (The SMITH and the MILLER'S WIFE +again shake their heads: to the SMITH.) May I stand in the doorway for +a moment and warm myself? (The SMITH pushes her away.) God reward you +according to your deserts! + +(Exit. She reappears on the footbridge, and exit once more.) + +STRANGER (entering). Has a lady in a coat and skirt crossed the brook? +(The SMITH and MILLER'S WIFE shake their heads.) Will you give me +some bread? I'll pay for it. (The MILLER'S WIFE refuses the money.) No +charity! + +ECHO (imitating his voice from afar). Charity. + +(The SMITH and the MILLER'S WIFE laugh so loudly and so long that, at +length, ECHO replies.) + +STRANGER. Good! An eye for an eye--a tooth for a tooth. It helps to +lighten my conscience! (He enters the ravine.) + + +SCENE XIII + +ON THE ROAD + +[The same landscape as before; but autumn. The BEGGAR is sitting outside +a chapel with a lime twig and a bird cage, in which is a starling. The +STRANGER enters wearing the same clothes as in the preceding scene.] + +STRANGER. Beggar! Have you seen a lady in a coat and skirt pass this +way? + +BEGGAR. I've seen five hundred. But, seriously, I must ask you not to +call me beggar now. I've found work! + +STRANGER. Oh! So it's you! + +BEGGAR. Ille ego qui quondam.... + +STRANGER. What kind of work have you? + +BEGGAR. I've a starling, that whistles and sings. + +STRANGER. You mean, _he_ does the work? + +BEGGAR. Yes. I'm my own master now. + +STRANGER. Do you catch birds? + +BEGGAR. No. The lime twig's merely for appearances. + +STRANGER. So you still cling to such things? + +BEGGAR. What else should I cling to? What's within us is nothing but +pure... nonsense. + +STRANGER. Is that the final conclusion of your whole philosophy of life? + +BEGGAR. My complete metaphysic. The view mad be rather out of date, +but... + +STRANGER. Can you be serious for a moment? Tell me about your past. + +BEGGAR. Why unravel that old skein? Twist it up rather. Twist it up. Do +you think I'm always so merry? Only when I meet you: you're so damnably +funny! + +STRANGER. How can you laugh, with a wrecked life behind you? + +BEGGAR. Now he's getting personal! (Pause.) If you can't laugh at +adversity, not even that of others, you're begging of life itself. +Listen! If you follow this wheel track you'll come, at last, to the +ocean, and there the path will stop. If you sit down there and rest, +you'll begin to take another view of things. Here there are so many +accidents, religious themes, disagreeable memories that hinder thought +as it flies to the 'rose' room. Only follow the track! If it's +muddy here and there, spread your wings and flutter. And talking of +fluttering: I once heard a bird that sang of Polycrates and his ring; +how he'd become possessed of all the marvels of this world, but didn't +know what to do with them. So he sent tidings east and west of the +great Nothing he'd helped to fashion from the empty universe. I wouldn't +assert you were the man, unless I believed it so firmly I could take my +oath on it. Once I asked you whether you knew who I was, and you said +it didn't interest you. In return I offered you my friendship, but you +refused it rudely. However, I'm not sensitive or resentful, so I'll give +you good advice on your way. Follow the track! + +STRANGER (avoiding him). You don't deceive me. + +BEGGAR. You believe nothing but evil. That's why you get nothing but +evil. Try to believe what is good. Try! + +STRANGER. I will. But if I'm deceived, I've the right to.... + +BEGGAR. You've no right to do that. + +STRANGER (as if to himself ). Who is it reads my secret thoughts, turns +my soul inside out, and pursues me? Why do you persecute me? + +BEGGAR. Saul! Saul! Why persecutest thou Me? + +(The STRANGER goes out with a gesture of horror. The chord of the +funeral march is heard again. The LADY enters.) + +LADY. Have you seen a man pass this way in a long cloak, with a green +hat? + +BEGGAR. There was a poor devil here, who hobbled off.... + +LADY. The man I'm searching for's not lame. + +BEGGAR. Nor was he. It seems he'd hurt his hip; and that made him walk +unsteadily. I mustn't be malicious. Look here in the mud. + +LADY. Where? + +BEGGAR (pointing). There! At that rut. In it you can see the impression +of a boot, firmly planted.... + +LADY (looking at the impression). It's he! His heavy tread.... Can I +catch him up? + +BEGGAR. Follow the track! + +LADY (taking his hand and kissing it). Thank you, my friend. (Exit.) + + +SCENE XIV + +BY THE SEA + +[The same landscape as before, but now winter. The sea is dark blue, +and on the horizon great clouds take on the shapes of huge heads. In the +distance three bare masts of a wrecked ship, that look like three white +crosses. The table and seat are still under the tree, but the chairs +have been removed. There is snow on the ground. From time to time a +bell-buoy can be heard. The STRANGER comes in from the left, stops a +moment and looks out to sea, then goes out, right, behind the cottage. +The LADY enters, left, and appears to be following the STRANGER'S +footsteps on the snow; she exits in front of the cottage, right. The +STRANGER re-enters, right, notices the footprints of the LADY, pauses, +and looks back, right. The LADY re-enters, throws herself into his arms, +but recoils.] + +LADY. You thrust me away. + +STRANGER. No. It seems there's someone between us. + +LADY. Indeed there is! (Pause.) What a meeting! + +STRANGER. Yes. It's winter; as you see. + +LADY. I can feel the cold coming from you. + +STRANGER. I got frozen in the mountains. + +LADY. Do you think the spring will ever come? + +STRANGER. Not to us! We've been driven from the garden, and must wander +over stones and thistles. And when our hands and feet are bruised, we +feel we must rub salt in the wounds of the... other one. And then the +mill starts grinding. It'll never stop; for there's always water. + +LADY. No doubt what you say is true. + +STRANGER. But I'll not yield to the inevitable. Rather than that we +should lacerate each other I'll gash myself as a sacrifice to the gods. +I'll take the blame upon me; declare it was I who taught you to break +your chains. I who tempted you! Then you can lay all the blame on me: +for what I did, and what happened after. + +LADY. You couldn't bear it. + +STRANGER. Yes, I could. There are moments when I feel as if I bore all +the sin and sorrow, all the filth and shame of the whole world. There +are moments when I believe we are condemned to sin and do bad actions +as a punishment! (Pause.) Not long ago I lay sick of a fever, and amidst +all that happened to me, I dreamed that I saw a crucifix without the +Crucified. And when I asked the Dominican--for there was a Dominican +among many others--what it could mean, he said: 'You will not allow Him +to suffer for you. Suffer then yourself!' That's why mankind have grown +so conscious of their own sufferings. + +LADY. And why consciences grow so heavy, if there's no one to help to +bear the burden. + +STRANGER. Have you also come to think so? + +LADY. Not yet. But I'm on the way. + +STRANGER. Put your hand in mine. From here let us go on together. + +LADY. Where? + +STRANGER. Back! The same way we came. Are you weary? + +LADY. Now no longer. + +STRANGER. Several times I sank exhausted. But I met a strange +beggar--perhaps you remember him: he was thought to be like me. And +he begged me, as an experiment, to believe his good intentions. I did +believe--as an experiment--and.... + +LADY. Well? + +STRANGER. It went well with me. And since then I feel I've strength to +go on my way.... + +LADY. Let's go together! + +STRANGER (turning to the sea). Yes. It's growing dark and the clouds are +gathering. + +LADY. Don't look at the clouds. + +STRANGER. And below there? What's that? + +LADY. Only a wreck. + +STRANGER (whispering). Three crosses! What new Golgotha awaits us? + +LADY. They're white ones. That means good fortune. + +STRANGER. Can good fortune ever come to us? + +LADY. Yes. But not yet. + +STRANGER. Let's go! + + +SCENE XV + +ROOM IN AN HOTEL + +[The room is as before. The LADY is sitting by the side of the STRANGER, +crocheting.] + +LADY. Do say something. + +STRANGER. I've nothing but unpleasant things to say, since we came here. + +LADY. Why were you so anxious to have this terrible room? + +STRANGER. I don't know. It was the last one I wanted. I began to long +for it, in order to suffer. + +LADY. And are you suffering? + +STRANGER. Yes. I can no longer listen to singing, or look at anything +beautiful. During the day I hear the mill and see that great panorama +now expanding to embrace the universe.... And, at night... + +LADY. Why did you cry out in your sleep? + +STRANGER. I was dreaming. + +LADY. A real dream? + +STRANGER. Terribly real. But you see what a curse is on me. I feel I +must describe it, and to no one else but you. Yet I daren't tell you, +for it would be rattling at the door of the locked chamber.... + +LADY. The past! + +STRANGER. Yes. + +LADY (simply). It's foolish to have any such secret place. + +STRANGER. Yes. (Pause.) + +LADY. And now tell me! + +STRANGER. I'm afraid I must. I dreamed your first husband was married to +my first wife. + +LADY. Only you could have thought of such a thing! + +STRANGER. I wish it were so. (Pause.) I saw how he ill-treated my +children. (Getting up.) I put my hands to his throat.... I can't go +on.... But I shall never rest till I know the truth. And to know it, I +must go to him in his own house. + +LADY. It's come to that? + +STRANGER. It's been coming for some time. Nothing can now prevent it. I +must see him. + +LADY. But if he won't receive you? + +STRANGER. I'll go as a patient, and tell him of my sickness.... + +LADY (frightened). Don't do that! + +STRANGER. You think he might be tempted to shut me up as mad! I must +risk it. I want to risk everything--life, freedom, welfare. I need an +emotional shock, strong enough to bring myself into the light of day. I +demand this torture, that my punishment may be in just proportion to my +sin, so that I shall not be forced to drag myself along under the burden +of my guilt. So down into the snake pit, as soon as may be! + +LADY. Could I come with you? + +STRANGER. There's no need. My sufferings will be enough for both. + +LADY. Then I'll call you my deliverer. And the curse I once laid on you +will turn into a blessing. Look! It's spring once more. + +STRANGER. So I see. The Christmas rose there has begun to wither. + +LADY. But don't you feel spring in the air? + +STRANGER. The cold within isn't so great. + +LADY. Perhaps the werewolf will heal you altogether. + +STRANGER. We shall see. Perhaps he's not so dangerous, after all. + +LADY. He's not so cruel as you. + +STRANGER. But my dream.... + +LADY. Let's hope it was only a dream. Now my wool's finished; and with +it, my useless work. It's grown soiled in the making. + +STRANGER. It can be washed. + +LADY. Or dyed. + +STRANGER. Rose red. + +LADY. Never! + +STRANGER. It's like a roll of manuscript. + +LADY. With our story on it. + +STRANGER. In the filth of the roads, in tears and in blood. + +LADY. But the story's nearly done. Go and write the last chapter. + +STRANGER. Then we'll meet at the seventh station. Where we began! + + +SCENE XVI + +THE DOCTOR'S HOUSE + +[The scene is more or less as before. But half the wood-pile has been +taken away. On a seat near the verandah surgical instruments, knives, +saws, forceps, etc. The DOCTOR is engaged in cleaning these.] + +SISTER (coming from the verandah). A patient to see you. + +DOCTOR. Do you know who it is? + +SISTER. I've not seen him. Here's his card. + +DOCTOR (reading it). This outdoes everything! + +SISTER. Is it he? + +DOCTOR. Yes. Courage I respect; but this is cynicism. A kind of +challenge. Still, let him come in. + +SISTER. Are you serious? + +DOCTOR. Perfectly. But, if you care to talk to him a little, in that +straightforward way of yours.... + +SISTER. I'd like to. + +DOCTOR. Very well. Do the heavy work, and leave the final polish to me. + +SISTER. You can trust me. I'll tell him everything your kindness forbids +you to say. + +DOCTOR. Enough of my kindness! Make haste, or I'll get impatient. Shut +the doors. (His SISTER goes out.) What are you doing at that dustbin, +Caesar? (CAESAR comes in.) Listen, Caesar, if your enemy were to come +and lay his head in your lap, what would you do? + +CAESAR. Cut it off! + +DOCTOR. That's not what I've taught you. + +CAESAR. No; you said, heap coals of fire on it. But I think that's a +shame. + +DOCTOR. I think so, too; it's more cruel and more cunning. (Pause.) +Isn't it better to take some revenge? It heartens the other person, +lifts the burden off him. + +CAESAR. As you know more about it than I, why ask? + +DOCTOR. Quiet! I'm not speaking to you. (Pause.) Very well. First cut +off his head, and then.... We'll see. + +CAESAR. It all depends on how he behaves. + +DOCTOR. Yes. On how he behaves. Quiet. Get along. + +(The STRANGER comes from the verandah: he seems excited but his manner +betrays a certain resignation. CAESAR has gone out.) + +STRANGER. You're surprised to see me here? + +DOCTOR (seriously). I've long given up being surprised. But I see I must +begin again. + +STRANGER. Will you permit me to speak to you? + +DOCTOR. About anything decent people may discuss. Are you ill? + +STRANGER (hesitating). Yes. + +DOCTOR. Why did you come to me--of all people? + +STRANGER. You must guess! + +DOCTOR. I refuse to. (Pause.) What do you complain of? + +STRANGER (with uncertainty). Sleeplessness. + +DOCTOR. That's not a disease, but a symptom. Have you already seen a +doctor? + +STRANGER. I've been lying ill in an... institution. I was feverish. I've +a strange malady. + +DOCTOR. What was so strange about it? + +STRANGER. May I ask this? Can one go about as usual; and yet be +delirious? + +DOCTOR. If you're mad; not otherwise. (The STRANGER lets up, but then +sits down again.) What was the hospital called? + +STRANGER. St. Saviour. + +DOCTOR. That's not a hospital. + +STRANGER. A convent, then. + +DOCTOR. No. It's an asylum. (The STRANGER gets up, the DOCTOR does so, +too, and calls.) Sister! Shut the front door. And the gate leading to +the road. (To the STRANGER.) Won't you sit down? I have to keep the +doors here locked. There are so many tramps. + +STRANGER (calms himself). Be frank with me: do you think me... insane? + +DOCTOR. No one ever gets a frank answer to that question, as you know. +And no one who suffers in that way ever believes what he's told. So my +opinion must be a matter of indifference to you. (Pause.) But if it's +your soul, go to a spiritual healer. + +STRANGER. Could you take his place for a moment? + +DOCTOR. I haven't the vocation. + +STRANGER. But... + +DOCTOR (interrupting). Or the time. We're getting ready for a wedding +here! + +STRANGER. I dreamed it! + +DOCTOR. It may ease your mind to know that I've consoled myself, as it's +called. You may be pleased, it would be natural... but I see, on the +contrary, it makes you suffer more. There must be a reason. Why, should +you be upset at my marrying a widow? + +STRANGER. With two children? + +DOCTOR. Two children! Now we have it! A damnable supposition worthy of +you. If there were a hell, you should be hell's overseer, for your skill +in finding means of punishment exceeds my wildest inventions. Yet I'm +called a werewolf! + +STRANGER. It might happen that... + +DOCTOR (cutting him short). For a long time, I hated you, because by +an unforgiveable action you cheated me of my good name. But when I grew +older and wiser I saw that, although the punishment wasn't earned, I +deserved it for other things that had never been discovered. Besides, +you were a boy with enough conscience to be able to punish yourself. So +you need worry no more about the whole thing. Is that what you wanted to +speak of? + +STRANGER. Yes. + +DOCTOR. Then you'll be content, if I let you go? (The STRANGER is about +to ask a question.) Did you think I'd shut you up? Or cut you in pieces +with those instruments? Kill you? 'Perhaps such poor devils ought to +be put out of their misery!' (The STRANGER looks at his watch.) You can +still catch the boat. + +STRANGER. Will you give me your hand? + +DOCTOR. Impossible. And what is the use of my forgiving you, if you lack +the strength to forgive yourself? (Pause.) Some things can only be cured +by making them undone. So this never can be. + +STRANGER. St. Saviour... + +DOCTOR. Helped you. You challenged destiny and were broken. There's no +shame in losing such a fight. I did the same; but, as you see, I've got +rid of my woodpile. I want no thunder in my home. And I shall play no +more with the lightning. + +STRANGER. One station more, and I shall reach my goal. + +DOCTOR. You'll never reach your goal. Farewell! + +STRANGER. Farewell! + + +SCENE XVII + +A STREET CORNER + +[The same as Scene I. The STRANGER is sitting on the seat beneath the +tree, drawing in the sand.] + +LADY (entering). What are you doing? + +STRANGER. Writing in the sand... still. + +LADY. Can you hear singing? + +STRANGER (pointing to the church). Yes. But from there! I've been unjust +to someone, unwittingly. + +LADY. I think our wanderings must be over, now we've come back here. + +STRANGER. Where we began... at the street corner, between the inn, +the church and the post office. By the way... isn't there a registered +letter for me there, that I never fetched? + +LADY. Yes. Because there was nothing but unpleasantness in it. + +STRANGER. Or legal matters. (Striking his forehead.) Then that's the +explanation. + +LADY. Fetch it then. In the belief that what it contains is good. + +STRANGER (ironically). Good! + +LADY. Believe it. Imagine it! + +STRANGER (going to the post office). I'll make the attempt. + +(The LADY waits on the pavement. The STRANGER comes back with a letter.) + +LADY. Well? + +STRANGER. I feel ashamed of myself. It's the money. + +LADY. You see! All these sufferings, all these tears... in vain! + +STRANGER. Not in vain! It looks like spite, what happens here, but it's +not that. I wronged the Invisible when I mistook... + +LADY. Enough! No accusations. + +STRANGER. No. It was my own stupidity or wickedness. I didn't want to be +made a fool of by life. That's why I was! It was the elves... + +LADY. Who made the change in you. Come. Let's go. + +STRANGER. And hide ourselves and our misery in the mountains. + +LADY. Yes. The mountains will hide us! (Pause.) But first I must go and +light a candle to my good Saint Elizabeth. Come. (The STRANGER shakes +his head.) Come! + +STRANGER. Very well. I'll go through that way. But I can't stay. + +LADY. How can you tell? Come. In there you shall hear new songs. + +(The STRANGER follows her to the door of the church.) + +STRANGER. It may be! + +LADY. Come! + +THE END. + + + + +PART II + + + +CHARACTERS + + THE STRANGER + THE LADY + THE MOTHER + THE FATHER + THE CONFESSOR + THE DOCTOR + CAESAR + + less important figures + MAID + PROFESSOR + RAGGED PERSON + ANOTHER RAGGED PERSON + FIRST WOMAN + SECOND WOMAN + WAITRESS + POLICEMAN + + +SCENES + + ACT I Outside the House + + ACT II SCENE I Laboratory + SCENE II The 'Rose' Room + + ACT III SCENE I The Banqueting Hall + SCENE II A Prison Cell + SCENE III The 'Rose' Room + + ACT IV SCENE I The Banqueting Hall + SCENE II In a Ravine + SCENE III The 'Rose' Room + + + + +ACT I + +OUTSIDE THE HOUSE + +[On the right a terrace, on which the house stands. Below it a road runs +towards the back, where there is a thick pine wood with heights beyond, +whose outlines intersect. On the left there is a suggestion of a river +bank, but the river itself cannot be seen. The house is white and has +small, mullioned windows with iron bars. On the wall vines and climbing +roses. In front of the house, on the terrace, a well; at the end of the +terrace pumpkin plants, whose large yellow flowers hang dozen over the +edge. Fruit trees are planted along the road, and a memorial cross can +be seen erected at a spot where an accident occurred. Steps lead +down from the terrace to the road, and there are flower-pots on the +balustrade. In front of the steps there is a seat. The road reaches the +foreground from the right, curving past the terrace, which projects like +a promontory, and then loses itself in the background. Strong sunlight +from the left. The MOTHER is sitting on the seat below the steps. The +DOMINICAN is standing in front of her.] + +DOMINICAN [Note: The same character as the CONFESSOR and BEGGAR.]. You +called me to discuss a family matter of importance to you. Tell me what +it is. + +MOTHER. Father, life has treated me hardly. I don't know what I've done +to be so frowned upon by Providence. + +DOMINICAN. It's a mark of favour to be tried by the Eternal One, and +triumph awaits the steadfast. + +MOTHER. That's what I've often said to myself; but there are limits to +the suffering one can bear.... + +DOMINICAN. There are no limits. Suff'ering's as boundless as grace. + +MOTHER. First my husband leaves me for another woman. + +DOMINICAN. Then let him go. He'll come crawling back again on his bare +knees! + +MOTHER. And as you know, Father, my only daughter was married to +a doctor. But she left him and came home with a stranger, whom she +presented to me as her new husband. + +DOMINICAN. That's not easy to understand. Divorce isn't recognised by +our religion. + +MOTHER. No. But they'd crossed the frontier, to a land where there are +other laws. He's an Old Catholic, and he found a priest to marry them. + +DOMINICAN. That's no real marriage, and can't be dissolved because it +never existed. But it can be nullified. Who is your present son-in-law? + +MOTHER. Truly, I wish I knew! One thing I do know, and that's enough to +fill my cup of sorrow. He's been divorced and his wife and children live +in wretched circumstances. + +DOMINICAN. A difficult case. But we'll find a way to put it right. What +does he do? + +MOTHER. He's a writer; said to be famous at home. + +DOMINICAN. Godless, too, I suppose? + +MOTHER. Yes. At least he used to be; but since his second marriage he's +not known a happy hour. Fate, as he calls it, seized him with an iron +hand and drove him here in the shape of a ragged beggar. Ill-fortune +struck him blow after blow, so that I pitied him at the very moment he +fled from here. Then he wandered in the woods and, later, lay out in the +fields where he fell, till he was found by merciful folk and taken to a +convent. There he lay ill for three months, without our knowing where he +was. + +DOMINICAN. Wait! Last year a man was brought to the Convent of St. +Saviour, where I'm Confessor, under the circumstances you describe. +Whilst he was feverish he opened his heart to me, and there was scarcely +a sin of which he didn't confess his guilt. But when he came to himself +again, he said he remembered nothing. So to prove him in heart and reins +I used the secret apostolic powers that are given us; and, as a trial, +employed the lesser curse. For when a crime's been done in secret, the +curse of Deuteronomy is read over the suspected man. If he's innocent, +he goes his way unscathed. But if he's struck by it, then, as Paul +relates, 'he is delivered unto Satan for the destruction of the flesh, +that his spirit may be saved.' + +MOTHER. O God! It must be he! + +DOMINICAN. Yes, it is he. Your son-in-law! The ways of Providence are +inscrutable. Was he heavily struck by the curse? + +MOTHER. Yes. That night he slept here, and was torn from his sleep by an +unexplained power that, as he told me, turned his heart to ice.... + +DOMINICAN. Did he have fearful visions? + +MOTHER. Yes. + +DOMINICAN. And was he harried by those terrible thoughts, of which Job +says, 'When I say, my bed shall comfort me, then Thou scarest me +with dreams and terrifiest me with visions; so that my soul chooseth +strangling, and death rather than life.' That's as it should be. Did it +open his eyes? + +MOTHER. Yes. But only so that his sight was blinded. For his sufferings +grew so great that he could no longer find a natural explanation for +them, and as no doctor could cure him, he began to see that he was +fighting higher conscious powers. + +DOMINICAN. Powers that meant him ill, and were therefore themselves +evil. That's the usual course of things. And then? + +MOTHER. He came upon books that taught him that such evil powers could +be fought. + +DOMINICAN. Oh! So he looked for what's hidden, and should remain so! Did +he succeed in exorcising the spirits that chastised him? + +MOTHER. He says he did. And it seems now that he can sleep again. + +DOMINICAN. Yes, and he believes what he says. Yet, since he hasn't truly +accepted the love of truth, God will trouble him with great delusion, so +that he'll believe what is false. + +MOTHER. The fault's his own. But he's changed my daughter: in other days +she was neither hot nor cold; but now she's on the way to becoming evil. + +DOMINICAN. How do the two of them get on? + +MOTHER. Half the time, happily; the other half they plague one another +like devils. + +DOMINICAN. That's the way they must go. Plague one another till they +come to the Cross. + +MOTHER. If they don't part again. + +DOMINICAN. What? Have they done so? + +MOTHER. They've left one another four times, but have always come back. +It seems as if they're chained together. It would be a good thing if +they were, for a child's on the way. + +DOMINICAN. Let the child come. Children bring gifts that are refreshing +to tired souls. + +MOTHER. I hope it may be so. But it looks as if this one will be an +apple of discord. They're already quarrelling over its name; they're +quarrelling over its baptism; and the mother's already jealous of her +husband's children by his first wife. He can't promise to love this +child as much as the others, and the mother absolutely insists that he +shall! So there's no end to their miseries. + +DOMINICAN. Oh yes, there is. Wait! He's had dealings with higher powers, +so that we've gained a hold on him; and our prayers will be more, +powerful than his resistance. Their effect is as extraordinary as it +is mysterious. (The STRANGER appears on the terrace. He is in hunting +costume and wears a tropical helmet. In his hand he has an alpenstock.) +Is that him, up there? + +MOTHER. Yes. That's my present son-in-law. + +DOMINICAN. Singularly like the first! But watch how he's behaving. He +hasn't seen me yet, but he feels I'm here. (He makes the sign of the +cross in the air.) Look how troubled he grows.... Now he stiffens like +an icicle. See! In a moment he'll cry out. + +STRANGER (who has suddenly stopped, grown rigid, and clutched his +heart). Who's down there? + +MOTHER. I am. + +STRANGER. You're not alone. + +MOTHER. No. I've someone with me. + +DOMINICAN (making the sign of the cross). Now he'll say nothing; but +fall like a felled tree. (The STRANGER crumples up and falls to the +ground.) Now I shall go. It would be too much for him if he were to see +me, But I'll come back soon. You'll see, he's in good hands! Farewell +and peace be with you. (He goes out.) + +STRANGER (raising himself and coming down the steps). Who was that? + +MOTHER. A traveller. Sit down; you look so pale. + +STRANGER. It was a fainting fit. + +MOTHER. You've always new names for it; but they mean nothing fresh. Sit +down here, on the seat. + +STRANGER. No; I don't like sitting there. People are always passing. + +MOTHER. Yet I've been sitting here since I was a child, watching life +glide past as the river does below. Here, on the road, I've watched the +children of men go by, playing, haggling, begging, cursing and dancing. +I love this seat and I love the river below, though it does much damage +every year and washes away the property we inherited. Last spring it +carried our whole hay crop off, so that we had to sell our beasts. The +property's lost half its value in the last few years, and when the lake +in the mountains has reached its new level and the swamp's been drained +into the river, the water will rise till it washes the house away. We've +been at law about it for ten years, and we've lost every appeal; so we +shall be destroyed. It's as inevitable as fate. + +STRANGER. Fate's not inevitable. + +MOTHER. Beware, if you think to fight it. + +STRANGER. I've done so already. + +MOTHER. There you go again! You learn nothing from the chastisement of +Providence. + +STRANGER. Oh yes. I've learned to hate. Can one love what does evil? + +MOTHER. I've little learning, as you know; but I read yesterday in an +encyclopaedia that the Eumenides are not evilly disposed. + +STRANGER. That's true; but it's a lie they're friendly. I only know one +friendly fury. My own! + +MOTHER. Can you call Ingeborg a fury? + +STRANGER. Yes. She is one; and as a fury, she's remarkable. Her talent +for making me suffer excels my most infernal inventions; and if I escape +from her hands with my life, I'll come out of the fire as pure as gold. + +MOTHER. You've got what you deserve. You wanted to mould her as you +wished, and you've succeeded. + +STRANGER. Completely. But where is this fury? + +MOTHER. She went down the road a few minutes ago. + +STRANGER. Down there? Then I'll go to meet my own destruction. (He goes +towards the back.) + +MOTHER. So you can still joke about it? Wait! (The MOTHER is left alone +for a moment, until the STRANGER has disappeared. The LADY then enters +from the right. She is wearing a summer frock, and is carrying a post +bag and some opened letters in her hand.) + +LADY. Are you alone, Mother? + +MOTHER. I've just been left alone. + +LADY. Here's the post. This is for job. + +MOTHER. What? Do you open his letters? + +LADY. All of them, because I want to know who it is I've linked my life +to. And I want to suppress everything that might minister to his pride. +In a word, I isolate him, so that he has to keep his own electricity and +run the danger of being broken to pieces. + +MOTHER. How learned you've grown? + +LADY. Yes. If he's unwise enough to confide almost everything to me, +I'll soon hold his fate in my hand. Now, if you please, he's making +electrical experiments and claims he'll be able to harness the +lightning, so that it'll give him light, warmth and power. Well, let +him do as he likes! From a letter that came to-day I see he's even +corresponding with alchemists. + +MOTHER. Does he want to make gold? Is the man sane? + +LADY. That's the important question. Whether he's a charlatan doesn't +matter so much. + +MOTHER. Do you suspect it? + +LADY. I'd believe any evil of him, and any good, on the same day. + +MOTHER. Is there any other news? + +LADY. The plans my divorced husband made for a new marriage have gone +wrong; he's grown melancholic, abandoned his practice and is tramping +the roads. + +MOTHER. Oh! He was always my son-in-law. He had a kind heart under his +rough manner. + +LADY. Yes. I only called him a werewolf in his role as my husband +and master. As long as I knew he was at peace, and on the way to +find consolation, I was content. But now he'll torment me like a bad +conscience. + +MOTHER. Have you a conscience? + +LADY. I never used to have one. But my eyes have been opened since I +read my husband's works, and I know the difference between good and +evil. + +MOTHER. But he forbade you to read them, and never foresaw you wouldn't +obey him. + +LADY. Who can foresee all the results of any action? + +MOTHER. Have you more bad news in your pocket, Pandora? + +LADY. The worst of all! Think of it, Mother, his divorced wife's going +to marry again. + +MOTHER. That ought to be reassuring, to you and to him. + +LADY. Didn't you know it was his worst nightmare? That his wife would +marry again and his children have a stepfather? + +MOTHER. If he can bear that alone, I shall think him a strange man. + +LADY. You believe he's too sensitive? But didn't he say himself that +an educated man of the world at the end of the nineteenth century never +lets himself be put out of countenance! + +MOTHER. It's easy to say so; but when things really happen.... + +LADY. Yet there was a gift at the bottom of Pandora's box that was no +misfortune. Look, Mother! A portrait of his six-year-old son. + +MOTHER (looking at the picture). A lovely child. + +LADY. It does one good to see such a charming and expressive picture. +Tell me, do you think my child will be as beautiful? Well, what do you +say? Answer, or I'll be unhappy! I love this boy already, but I feel I'd +hate him if my child's not as lovely as he. Yes, I'm jealous already. + +MOTHER. When you came here after your unlucky honeymoon, I'd hoped you'd +have got over the worst. But now I see it was only a foretaste of what +was to come. + +LADY. I'm ready for anything; and I don't think this knot can ever be +undone. It must be cut! + +MOTHER. But you're only making more difficulties for yourself by +suppressing his letters. + +LADY. In days gone by, when I went through life like a sleep-walker, +everything seemed easy to me, but I begin to be uncertain now he's +started to waken thoughts in me. (She puts the letters into the +post-bag.) Here he is. 'Sh! + +MOTHER. One thing more. Why do you let him wear that suit of your first +husband's? + +LADY. I like torturing and humiliating him. I've persuaded him it fits +him and belonged to my father. Now, when I see him in the werewolf's +things, I feel I've got both of them in my clutches. + +MOTHER. Heaven defend us! How spiteful you've grown! + +LADY. Perhaps that was my role, if I have one in this man's life! + +MOTHER. I sometimes wish the river would rise and carry us all away +whilst we're asleep at night. If it were to flow here for a thousand +years perhaps it would wash out the sin on which this house is built. + +LADY. Then it's true that my grandfather, the notary, illegally seized +property not his own? It's said this place was built with the heritage +of widows and orphans, the funds of ruined men, the property of dead +ones and the bribes of litigants. + +MOTHER. Don't speak of it any more. The tears of those still living have +run together and formed a lake. And it's that lake, people say, that's +being drained now, and that'll cause the river to wash us away. + +LADY. Can't it be stopped by taking legal action? Is there no justice on +earth? + +MOTHER. Not on earth. But there is in heaven. And heaven will drown us, +for we're the children of evildoers. (She goes up the steps.) + +LADY. Isn't it enough to put up with one's own tears? Must one inherit +other people's? + +(The STRANGER comes back.) + +STRANGER. Did you call me? + +LADY. No. I only tried to draw you to me, without really wanting you. + +STRANGER. I felt you meddling with my destiny in a way that made me +uneasy. Soon you'll have learnt all I know. + +LADY. And more. + +STRANGER. But I must ask you not to lay rough hands on my fate. I am +Cain, you see, and am under the ban of mysterious powers, who permit no +mortals to interfere with their work of vengeance. You see this mark +on my brow? (He removes his hat.) It means: Revenge is mine, saith the +Lord. + +LADY. Does your hat press.... + +STRANGER. No. It chafes me. And so does the coat. If it weren't that I +wanted to please you, I'd have thrown them all into the river. When +I walk here in the neighbourhood, do you know that people call me +the doctor? They must take me for your husband, the werewolf. And I'm +unlucky. If I ask who planted some tree: they say, the doctor. If I ask +to whom the green fish basket belongs: they say, the doctor. And if it +isn't his then it belongs to the doctor's wife. That is, to you! This +confusion between him and me makes my visit unbearable. I'd like to go +away.... + +LADY. Haven't you tried in vain to leave this place six times? + +STRANGER. Yes. But the seventh, I'll succeed. + +LADY. Then try! + +STRANGER. You say that as if you were convinced I'd fail. + +LADY. I am. + +STRANGER. Plague me in some other way, dear fury. + +LADY. Well, I can. + +STRANGER. A new way! Try to say something ill-natured that 'the other +one's' not said already. + +LADY. Your first wife's 'the other one.' How tactful to remind me of +her. + +STRANGER. Everything that lives and moves, everything that's dead and +cold, reminds me of what's gone.... + +LADY. Until the being comes, who can wipe out the darkness of the past +and bring light. + +STRANGER. You mean the child we're expecting! + +LADY. Our child! + +STRANGER. Do you love it? + +LADY. I began to to-day. + +STRANGER. To-day? Why, what's happened? Five months ago you wanted to +run off to the lawyers and divorce me; because I wouldn't take you to a +quack who'd kill your unborn child. + +LADY. That was some time ago. Things have changed now. + +STRANGER. Why now? (He looks round as if expecting something.) Now? Has +the post come? + +LADY. You're still more cunning than I am. But the pupil will outstrip +the master. + +STRANGER. Were there any letters for me? + +LADY. No. + +STRANGER. Then give me the wrapper? + +LADY. What made you guess? + +STRANGER. Give the wrapper, if your conscience can make such fine +distinctions between it and the letter. + +LADY (picking up the letter-bag, which she has hidden behind the seat). +Look at this! (The STRANGER takes the photograph, looks at it carefully, +and puts it in his breast-pocket.) What was it? + +STRANGER. The past. + +LADY. Was it beautiful? + +STRANGER. Yes. More beautiful than the future can ever be. + +LADY (darkly). You shouldn't have said that. + +STRANGER. No, I admit it. And I'm sorry.... + +LADY. Tell me, are you capable of suffering? + +STRANGER. Now, I suffer twice; because I feel when you're suffering. And +if I wound you in self-defence, it's I who gets fever from the wound. + +LADY. That means you're at my mercy? + +STRANGER. No. Less now than ever, because you're protected by the +innocent being you carry beneath your heart. + +LADY. He shall be my avenger. + +STRANGER. Or mine! + +LADY (tearfully). Poor little thing. Conceived in sin and shame, and +born to avenge by hate. + +STRANGER. It's a long time since I've heard you speak like that. + +LADY. I dare say. + +STRANGER. That was the voice that first drew me to you; it was like that +of a mother speaking to her child. + +LADY. When you say 'mother' I feel I can only believe good of you; but +a moment after I say to myself: it's only one more of your ways of +deceiving me. + +STRANGER. What ill have I ever really done you? (The LADY is uncertain +what to reply.) Answer me. What ill have I done you? + +LADY. I don't know. + +STRANGER. Then invent something. Say to me: I hate you, because I can't +deceive you. + +LADY. Can't I? Oh, I'm sorry for you. + +STRANGER. You must have poison in the pocket of your dress. + +LADY. Well, I have! + +STRANGER. What can it be? (Pause.) Who's that coming down the road? + +LADY. A harbinger. + +STRANGER. Is it a man, or a spectre? + +LADY. A spectre from the past. + +STRANGER. He's wearing a black coat and a laurel crown. But his feet are +bare. + +LADY. It's Caesar. + +STRANGER (confused). Caesar? That was my nickname at school. + +LADY. Yes. But it's also the name of the madman whom my... first husband +used to look after. Forgive me speaking of him like that. + +STRANGER. Has this madman got away? + +LADY. It looks like it, doesn't it? + +(CAESAR comes in from the back; he wears a black frock coat and is +without a collar; he has a laurel crown on his head and his feet are +bare. His general appearance is bizarre.) + +CAESAR. Why don't you greet me? You ought to say: Ave, Caesar! For now +I'm the master. The werewolf, you must know, has gone out of his mind +since the Great Man went off with his wife, whom he himself snatched +from her first lover, or bridegroom, or whatever you call him. + +STRANGER (to the LADY). That was strychnine for two adults! (To CAESAR) +Where's your master now--or your slave, or doctor, or warder? + +CAESAR. He'll be here soon. But you needn't be frightened of him. He +won't use daggers or poison. He only has to show himself, for all living +things to fly from him; for trees to drop their leaves, and the very +dust of the highway to run before him in a whirlwind like the pillar of +cloud before the Children of Israel.... + +STRANGER. Listen.... + +CAESAR. Quiet, whilst I'm speaking.... Sometimes he believes himself to +be a werewolf, and says he'd like to eat a little child that's not yet +born, and that's really his according to the right of priority.... (He +goes on his way.) + +LADY (to the STRANGER). Can you exorcise this demon? + +STRANGER. I can do nothing against devils who brave the sunshine. + +LADY. Yesterday you made an arrogant remark, and now you shall have it +back. You said it wasn't fair for invisible ones to creep in by night +and strike in the darkness, they should come by day when the sun's +shining. Now they've come! + +STRANGER. And that pleases you! + +LADY. Yes. Almost. + +STRANGER. What a pity it gives me no pleasure when it's you who's +struck! Let's sit down on the seat--the bench for the accused. For more +are coming. + +LADY. I'd rather we went. + +STRANGER. No, I want to see how much I can bear. You see, at every +stroke of the lash I feel as if a debit entry had been erased from my +ledger. + +LADY. But I can stand no more. Look, there he comes himself. Heavens! +This man, whom I once thought I loved! + +STRANGER. Thought? Yes, because everything's merely delusion. And that +means a great deal. You go! I'll take the duty on myself of confronting +him alone. + +(The LADY goes up the steps, but does not reach the toy before the +DOCTOR becomes visible at the back of the stage. The DOCTOR comes in, +his grey hair long and unkempt. He is wearing a tropical helmet and a +hunting coat, which are exactly similar to the clothes of the STRANGER. +He behaves as though he doesn't notice the STRANGER'S presence, and sits +down on a stone on the other side of the road, opposite the STRANGER, +who is sitting on the seat. He takes of his hat and mops the sweat from +his brow. The STRANGER grows impatient.) What do you want? + +DOCTOR. Only to see this house again, where my happiness once dwelt and +my roses blossomed.... + +STRANGER. An intelligent man of the world would have chosen a time when +the present inhabitants of the house were away for a short while; even +on his own account, so as not to make himself ridiculous. + +DOCTOR. Ridiculous? I'd like to know which of us two's the more +ridiculous? + +STRANGER. For the moment, I suppose I am. + +DOCTOR. Yes. But I don't think you know the whole extent of your +wretchedness. + +STRANGER. What do you mean? + +DOCTOR. That you want to possess what I used to possess. + +STRANGER. Well, go on. + +DOCTOR. Have you noticed that we're wearing similar clothes? Good! Do +you know the reason? It's this: you're wearing the things I forgot to +fetch when the catastrophe took place. No intelligent man of the world +at the end of the nineteenth century would ever put himself into such a +position. + +STRANGER (throwing down his hat and coat). Curse the woman! + +DOCTOR. You needn't complain. Cast-off male attire has always been fatal +ever since the celebrated shirt of Nessus. Go in now and change. I'll +sit out here and watch, and listen, how you settle the matter alone with +that accursed woman. Don't forget your stick! (The LADY, who is hurrying +towards the house, trips in front of the steps. The STRANGER stays where +he is in embarrassment.) The stick! The stick! + +STRANGER. I don't ask mercy for the woman's sake, but for the child's. + +DOCTOR (wildly). So there's a child, too. Our house, our roses, our +clothes, the bed-clothes not forgotten, and now our child! I'm within +your doors, I sit at your table, I lie in your bed; I exist in your +blood; in your lungs, in your brain; I am everywhere and yet you can't +get hold of me. When the pendulum strikes the hour of midnight, I'll +blow cold, on your heart, so that it stops like a clock that's run down. +When you sit at your work, I shall come with a poppy, invisible to you, +that will put your thoughts to sleep, and confuse your mind, so that +you'll see visions you can't distinguish from reality. I shall lie like +a stone in your path, so that you stumble; I shall be the thorn that +pricks your hand when you go to pluck the rose. My soul shall spin +itself about you like a spider's web; and I shall guide you like an ox +by means of the woman you stole from me. Your child shall be mine and +I shall speak through its mouth; you shall see my look in its eyes, +so that you'll thrust it from you like a foe. And now, beloved house, +farewell; farewell, 'rose' room--where no happiness shall dwell that I +could envy. (He goes out. The STRANGER has been sitting on the seat all +this time, without being able to answer, and has been listening as if he +were the accused.) + +Curtain. + + + + +ACT II + +SCENE I + +LABORATORY + +[A Garden Pavilion in rococo style with high windows. In the middle of +the room there is a large writing desk on which are various pieces of +chemical and physical apparatus. Two copper wires are suspended from the +ceiling to an electroscope that is standing on the middle of the table +and which is provided with a number of bells, intended to record the +tension of atmospheric electricity.] + +[On the table to the left a large old-fashioned frictional electric +generating machine, with glass plates, brass conductors, and Leyden +battery. The stands are lacquered red and white. On the right a large +old-fashioned open fireplace with tripods, crucibles, pincers, bellows, +etc.] + +[In the background a door with a view of the country beyond; it is dark +and cloudy weather, but the red rays of the sun occasionally shine +into the room. A brown cloak with a cape and hood is hanging up by the +fireplace; nearby a travelling bag and an alpenstock. The STRANGER and +the MOTHER are discovered together.] + +STRANGER. Where is... Ingeborg? + +MOTHER. You know that better than I. + +STRANGER. With the lawyer, arranging a divorce.... + +MOTHER. Why? + +STRANGER. I told you. No, it's so far-fetched, you'll think I'm lying to +you. + +MOTHER. Well, tell me! + +STRANGER. She wants a divorce, because I've refused to turn this man +out, although he's deranged. She says it's cowardly of me.... + +MOTHER. I don't believe it. + +STRANGER. You see! You only believe what you wish; all the rest is lies. +Well, can you find it in accordance with your interests to believe that +she's been stealing my letters? + +MOTHER. I know nothing of that. + +STRANGER. I'm not asking you whether you know of it, but whether you +believe it. + +MOTHER (changing the subject). What are you trying to do here? + +STRANGER. I'm making experiments concerning atmospheric electricity. + +MOTHER. And that's the lighting conductor, that you've connected to the +desk! + +STRANGER. Yes. But there's no danger; for the bells would ring if there +were an atmospheric disturbance. + +MOTHER. That's blasphemy and black magic. Take care! And what are you +doing there, in the fireplace? + +STRANGER. Making gold. + +MOTHER. You think it possible? + +STRANGER. You take it for granted I'm a charlatan? I shan't blame you +for that; but don't judge too quickly. At any moment I expect to get a +sworn statement of analysis. + +MOTHER. I dare say. But what are you going to do if Ingeborg doesn't +come back? + +STRANGER. She will, this time. Later, perhaps, when the child's here, +she'll cut herself adrift. + +MOTHER. You seem very sure. + +STRANGER. Yes. As I said, I still am. So long as the bond's not broken +you can feel it. When it is, you'll feel that unpleasantly clearly, too. + +MOTHER. But when you've parted from one another, you may yet both be +bound to the child. You can't tell in advance. + +STRANGER. I've been providing against that by a great interest, that I +hope will fill my empty life. + +MOTHER. You mean gold. And honour! + +STRANGER. Precisely! For a man the most enduring of all illusions. + +MOTHER. So you'd build on illusions? + +STRANGER. On what else should I build, when everything's illusion? + +MOTHER. If you ever awake from your dream, you'll find a reality of +which you've never been able to dream. + +STRANGER. Then I'll wait till that happens. + +MOTHER. Wait then. Now I'll go and shut the window, before the +thunderstorm breaks. + +STRANGER (going towards the back of the stage). That's going to be +interesting. (A hunting horn is heard in the distance.) Who's sounding +that horn? + +MOTHER. No one knows; and it means nothing good. (She goes out.) + +STRANGER (busying himself with the electroscope, and turning his back on +the open window as he does so; then taking up a book and reading aloud.) +'When Adam's race of giants had increased enough for them to consider +their number sufficient to risk an attack on those above, they began +to build a tower that was to reach up to Heaven. Those above were then +seized with fear and, in order to protect themselves, broke up the +assembled multitude by so confusing their tongues and their minds that +two people who met could not understand one another, even if they spoke +the same language Since then, those above rule by discord: divide and +rule. And the discord is upheld by the belief that the truth has been +found; but when one of the prophets is believed, he is a lying prophet. +If on the other hand a mortal succeeds in penetrating the secret of +those above, no one believes him, and he is struck with madness so that +no one ever shall. Since then mortals have been more or less demented, +particularly those who are held to be wise, but madmen are in reality +the only wise men; for they can see, hear and feel the invisible, +the inaudible and the intangible, though they cannot relate their +experiences to others.' Thus Zohar, the wisest of all the books of +wisdom, and therefore one that no one believes. I shall build no tower +of Babel, but I shall tempt the Powers into my mousetrap, and send +them to the Powers below, the subterranean ones, so that they can be +neutralised. It is the higher Schedim, who have come between mortal +men and the Lord Zabaoth; and that is why joy, peace and happiness have +vanished from the earth. + +LADY (coming back in despair, throwing herself down in front of the +STRANGER and putting her arms round his feet and her head on the +ground.) Help me! Help me! And forgive me. + +STRANGER. Get up. In God's name! Get up. Don't do that. What's happened? + +LADY. In my anger I've behaved foolishly. I've been caught in my own +net. + +STRANGER (lifting her up). Stand up, foolish child; and tell me what's +happened. + +LADY. I went to the public prosecutor. + +STRANGER.... and asked for a divorce.... + +LADY.... that was my intention; but when I got there, I laid information +against the werewolf for a breach of the peace and attempted murder. + +STRANGER. But he's guilty of neither! + +LADY. No, but I laid the information all the same.... And when I was +there, he came himself to lay information against me for bearing false +witness. Then I went to the lawyer and he told me that I could expect +a sentence of at least a month. Think of it, my child will be born in +prison! How can I escape from that? Help me. You can. Speak! + +STRANGER. Yes, I can help you. But, if I do, don't revenge yourself on +me afterwards. + +LADY. How little you know me. But tell me quickly. + +STRANGER. I must take the blame on myself, and say I sent you. + +LADY. How generous you are! Am I rid of the whole business now? + +STRANGER. Dry your eyes, my child, and take comfort. But tell me about +something else, that's nothing to do with this. Did you leave this purse +here? (The LADY is embarrassed.) Tell me! + +LADY. Has such a thing ever happened before? + +STRANGER. Yes. The 'other one' wanted to discover, in this way, whether +I stole. The first time it happened I wept, because I was still young +and innocent. + +LADY. Oh no! + +STRANGER. Now you seem to me the most wretched creature on earth. + +LADY. Is that why you love me? + +STRANGER. No. You've been stealing my letters, too! Answer, yes! And +that's why you wanted to prove me a thief with this purse. + +LADY. What have you got there, on the table. + +STRANGER. Lightning! + +(There is a flash of lightning, but no thunder.) + +LADY. Aren't you afraid? + +STRANGER. Yes, sometimes; but not of what you fear. + +(The contorted face of the DOCTOR appears outside the window.) + +LADY. Is there a cat in the room? I feel uneasy. + +STRANGER. I don't think so. Yet I too have a feeling that there's +someone here. + +LADY (turning and seeing the DOCTOR's face; then screaming and hurrying +to the STRANGER for protection.) Oh! There he is! + +STRANGER. Where? Who? + +(The DOCTOR'S face disappears.) + +LADY. There, at the window. It's he! + +STRANGER. I can see no one. You must be wrong. + +LADY. No, I saw him. The werewolf! Can't we be rid of him? + +STRANGER. Yes, we could. But it'd be useless, because he has an immortal +soul, which is bound to yours. + +LADY. If I'd only known that before! + +STRANGER. It's surely in the Catechism. + +LADY. Then let us die! + +STRANGER. That was once my religion; but as I no longer believe that +death's the end, nothing remains but to bear everything--to fight, and +to suffer! + +LADY. For how long must we suffer? + +STRANGER. As long as he suffers and our consciences plague us. + +LADY. Then we must try and justify ourselves to our consciences; find +excuses for our frivolous actions, and discover his weaknesses. + +STRANGER. Well, you can try! + +LADY. You say that! Since I've known he's unhappy I can see nothing but +his qualities, and you lose when I compare you with him. + +STRANGER. See how well it's arranged! His sufferings sanctify him, but +mine make me abhorrent and laughable! We must face the immutable. We've +destroyed a soul, so we are murderers. + +LADY. Who is to blame? + +STRANGER. He who's so mismanaged the fate of men. + +(There is a flash of lightning; the electric bells begin to ring.) + +LADY. O God! What's that? + +STRANGER. The answer. + +LADY. Is there a lightning conductor here? + +STRANGER. The priest of Baal wishes to coax the lightning from +heaven.... + +LADY. Now I'm frightened, frightened of you. You're terrifying. + +STRANGER. You see! + +LADY. Who are you to defy Heaven, and to dare to play with the destinies +of men? + +STRANGER. Get up and collect your thoughts. Listen to me, believe me, +and pay me the respect that's my due; and I'll lift both of us high +above this frog pond, to which we've both descended. I'll breathe on +your sick conscience so that it heals like a wound. Who am I? A man who +has done what no one else has ever done; who will overthrow the Golden +Calf and upset the tables of the money-changers. I hold the fate of the +world in my crucible; and in a week I can make the richest of the rich +a poor man. Gold, the most false of all standards, has ceased to rule; +every man will now be as poor as his neighbour, and the children of men +will hurry about like ants whose heap has been disturbed. + +LADY. What good will that be to us? + +STRANGER. Do you think I'll make gold in order to enrich ourselves and +others? No. I'll do it to paralyse the present order, to disrupt it, as +you'll see! I am the destroyer, the dissolver, the world incendiary; +and when all lies in ashes, I shall wander hungrily through the heaps +of ruins, rejoicing at the thought that it is all my work: that I have +written the last page of world history, which can then be held to be +ended. + +(The face of the DOMINICAN appears at the open window, without being +seen by those on the stage.) + +LADY. Then that was the real meaning of your last book! It was no +invention! + +STRANGER. No. But in order to write it, I had to link myself with the +self of another, who could take everything from me that fettered my +soul. So that my spirit could once more find a fiery blast, on which to +mount to the ether, elude the Powers, and reach the Throne, in order to +lay the lamentations of mankind at the feet of the Eternal One.... (The +DOMINICAN makes the sign of the cross in the air and disappears.) Who's +here? Who is the Terrible One who follows me and cripples my thoughts? +Did you see no one? + +LADY. No. No one. + +STRANGER. But I can feel his presence. (He puts his hand to his heart.) +Can't you hear, far, far away, someone saying a rosary? + +LADY. Yes, I can hear it. But it's not the Angels' Greeting. It's the +Curse of Deuteronomy! Woe unto us! + +STRANGER. Then it must be in the convent of St. Saviour. + +LADY. Woe! Woe! + +STRANGER. Beloved. What is it? + +LADY. Beloved! Say that word again. + +STRANGER. Are you ill? + +LADY. No, but I'm in pain, and yet glad at the same time. Go and ask my +mother to make up my bed. But first give me your blessing. + +STRANGER. Shall I...? + +LADY. Say you forgive me; I may die, if the child takes my life. Say +that you love me. + +STRANGER. Strange: I can't get the word to cross my lips. + +LADY. Then you don't love me? + +STRANGER. When you say so, it seems so to me. It's terrible, but I fear +I hate you. + +LADY. Then at least give me your hand; as you'd give it to someone in +distress. + +STRANGER. I'd like to, but I can't. Someone in me takes pleasure in your +agony; but it's not I. I'd like to carry you in my arms and bear your +suffering for you. But I may not. I cannot! + +LADY. You're as hard as stone. + +STRANGER (with restrained emotion). Perhaps not. Perhaps not. + +LADY. Come to me! + +STRANGER. I can't stir from here. It's as if someone had taken +possession of my soul; and I'd like to kill myself so as to take the +life of the other. + +LADY. Think of your child with joy.... + +STRANGER. I can't even do that, for it'll bind me to earth. + +LADY. If we've sinned, we've been punished! Haven't we suffered enough? + +STRANGER. Not yet. But one day we shall have. + +LADY (sinking down). Help me. Mercy! I shall faint! + +(The STRANGER extends his hand, as if he had recovered from a cramp. The +LADY kisses it. The STRANGER lifts her up and leads her to the door of +the house.) + +Curtain. + + +SCENE II + +THE 'ROSE' ROOM + +[A room with rose-coloured walls; it has small windows with iron +lattices and plants in pots. The curtains are rose red; the furniture is +white and red. In the background a door leading to a white bed-chamber; +when this door is opened, a large bed can be seen with a canopy and +white hangings. On the right the door leading out of the house. On the +left a fireplace with a coal fire. In front of it a bath tub, covered +with a white towel. A cradle covered with white, rose-coloured and +light-blue stuff. Baby clothes are spread out here and there. A green +dress hangs on the right-hand wall. Four Sisters of Mercy are on their +knees, facing the door at the back, dressed in the black and white of +Augustinian nuns. The midwife, who is in black, is by the fireplace. +The child's nurse wears a peasant's dress, of black and white, from +Brittany. The MOTHER is standing listening by the door at the back. The +STRANGER is sitting on a chair right and is trying to read a book. A +hat and a brown cloak with a cape and hood hang nearby, and on the floor +there is a small travelling bag. The Sisters of Mercy are singing a +psalm. The others join in from time to time, but not the STRANGER.] + +SISTERS. Salve, Regina, mater misericordiae; + + Vita, dulcedo, et spes nostra, salve. + Ad to clamamus, exules filii Evae; + Ad to suspiramus gementes et flentes + In hac lacrymarum valle. + +(The STRANGER rises and goes to the MOTHER.) + +MOTHER. Stay where you are! A human being's coming into the world; +another's dying. It's all the same to you. + +STRANGER. I'm not so sure! If I want to go in, I'm not allowed to. And +when I don't want to, you wish it. I'd like to now. + +MOTHER. She doesn't want to see you. Besides, presence here's no longer +needed. The child matters most now. + +STRANGER. For you, yes; but I'm still of most importance to myself. + +MOTHER. The doctor's forbidden anyone to go in, whoever they may be, +because she's in danger. + +STRANGER. What doctor? + +MOTHER. So your thoughts are there again! + +STRANGER. Yes. And it's you who led them! An hour ago you gave me to +understand that the child couldn't be mine. With that you branded your +daughter a whore; but that means nothing to you, if you can only strike +me to the heart! You are almost the most contemptible creature I know! + +MOTHER (to the SISTERS). Sisters! Pray for this unhappy man. + +STRANGER. Make way for me to go in. For the last time--out of the way. + +MOTHER. Leave this room, and this house too. + +STRANGER. If I were to do as you ask, in ten minutes you'd send the +police after me, for abandoning my wife and child! + +MOTHER. I'd only do that to have you taken to a convent you know of. + +MAID (entering at the back). The Lady's asking you to do something for +her. + +STRANGER. What is it? + +MAID. There's supposed to be a letter in the dress she left hanging +here. + +STRANGER (looks round and notices the green dress; he goes over to it +and takes a letter from the pocket). This is addressed to me, and was +opened two days ago. Broken open! That's good! + +MOTHER. You must forgive someone who's as ill as your wife. + +STRANGER. She wasn't ill two days ago. + +MOTHER. No. But she is now. + +STRANGER. But not two days ago! (Reading the letter.) Well, I'll forgive +her now, with the magnanimity of the victor. + +MOTHER. Of the victor? + +STRANGER. Yes. For I've done something no one's ever done before. + +MOTHER. You mean the gold....? + +STRANGER. Here's a certificate from the greatest living authority. Now +I'll go and see him myself. + +MOTHER. Now! + +STRANGER. At your request. + +MAID (to the STRANGER). The Lady asks you to come in. + +MOTHER. You hear? + +STRANGER. No, now I don't want to! You've made your own daughter, my +wife, into a whore; and branded my unborn child a bastard. You can keep +them both. You've murdered my honour. There's nothing for me to do but +to revive it elsewhere. + +MOTHER. You can never forgive! + +STRANGER. I can. I forgive you--and I shall leave you. (He puts on the +brown cloak and hat, picks up his stick and travelling bag.) For if I +were to stay, I'd soon grow worse than I am now. The innocent child, +whose mission was to ennoble our warped relationship, has been defiled +by you in his mother's womb and made an apple of discord and a source of +punishment a revenge. Why should I stay here to be torn to pieces? + +MOTHER. For you, duties don't exist. + +STRANGER. Oh yes, they do! And the first of them's this: To protect +myself from total destruction. Farewell! + +Curtain. + + + + +ACT III + +SCENE I + +THE BANQUETING HALL + +[Room in a hotel prepared for a banquet. There are long tables laden +with flowers and candelabra. Dishes with peacocks, pheasants in full +plumage, boars' heads, entire lobsters, oysters, salmon, bundles of +asparagus, melons and grapes. There is a musicians' gallery with eight +players in the right-hand corner at the back.] + +[At the high table: the STRANGER in a frock coat; next to him a Civil +Uniform with orders; a professorial Frock Coat with an order; and other +black Frock Coats with orders of a more or less striking kind. At the +second table a few Frock Coats between black Morning Coats. At the third +table clean every-day costumes. At the fourth table dirty and ragged +figures of strange appearance.] + +[The tables are so arranged that the first is furthest to the left and +the fourth furthest to the right, so that the people sitting at the +fourth table cannot be seen by the STRANGER. At the fourth table CAESAR +and the DOCTOR are seated, in shabby clothes. They are the farthest down +stage. Dessert has just been handed round and the guests have golden +goblets in front of them. The band is playing a passage in the middle +of Mendelssohn's Dead March pianissimo. The guests are talking to one +another quietly.] + +DOCTOR (to CAESAR). The company seems rather depressed and the dessert +came too soon! + +CAESAR. By the way, the whole thing look's like a swindle! He hasn't +made any gold, that's merely a lie, like everything else. + +DOCTOR. I don't know, but that's what's being said. But in our +enlightened age anything whatever may be expected. + +CAESAR. There's a professor at the high table, who's supposed to be an +authority. But what subject is he professor of? + +DOCTOR: I've no idea. It must be metallurgy and applied chemistry. + +CAESAR. Can you see what order he's wearing? + +DOCTOR. I don't know it. I expect it's some tenth rate foreign order. + +CAESAR. Well, at a subscription dinner like this the company's always +rather mixed. + +DOCTOR. Hm! + +CAESAR. You mean, that we... hm.... I admit we're not well dressed, but +as far as intelligence goes.... + +DOCTOR. Listen, Caesar, you're a lunatic in my charge, and you must +avoid speaking about intelligence as much as you can. + +CAESAR. That's the greatest impertinence I've heard for a long time. +Don't you realise, idiot, that I've been engaged to look after you, +since you lost your wits? + +PROFESSOR (taping his goblet). Gentlemen! + +CAESAR. Hear, hear! + +PROFESSOR. Gentlemen! Our small society is to-day honoured by the +presence of the great man, who is our guest of honour, and when the +committee... + +CAESAR (to the DOCTOR). That's the government, you know! + +PROFESSOR.... and when the committee asked me to act as interpreter +and to explain the motives that prompted them I was at first doubtful +whether I could accept the honour. But when I compared my own incapacity +with that of others, I discovered that neither lost in the comparison. + +VOICES. Bravo! + +PROFESSOR. Gentlemen! A century of discovery is ending with the greatest +of all discoveries--foreseen by Pythagoras, prepared for by Albertus and +Paracelsus and first carried out by our guest of honour. You will permit +me to give this feeble expression of our admiration for the greatest man +of a great century. A laurel crown from the society! (He places a laurel +frown on the STRANGER'S head.) And from the committee: this! (He hangs +a shining order round the STRANGER'S neck.) Gentlemen! Three cheers for +the Great Man who has made gold! + +ALL (with the exception of the STRANGER). Hurrah! + +(The band plays chords from Mendelssohn's Dead March. During the last +part of the foregoing speech servants have exchanged the golden goblets +for dull tin ones, and they now begin to take away the pheasants, +peacocks, etc. The music plays softly. General conversation.) + +CAESAR. Oughtn't we to taste these things before they take them away? + +DOCTOR. It all seems humbug, except that about making gold. + +STRANGER (knocking on the table). Gentlemen! I've always been proud of +the fact that I'm not easy to deceive... + +CAESAR. Hear, hear! + +STRANGER.... that I'm not easily carried away, but I am touched at the +sincerity so obvious in the great tribute you've just paid me; and when +I say touched, I mean it. + +CAESAR. Bravo! + +STRANGER. There are always sceptics; and moments in the life of every +man, when doubts creep into the hearts of even the strongest. I'll +confess that I myself have doubted; but after finding myself the object +this sincere and hearty demonstration, and after taking part in this +royal feast, for it is royal; and seeing that, finally, the government +itself... + +VOICE. The committee! + +STRANGER.... the committee, if you like, has so signally recognised my +modest merits, I doubt no longer, but believe! (The Civil Uniform creeps +out.) Yes, gentlemen, this is the greatest and most satisfying moment +of my life, because it has given me back the greatest thing any man can +possess, the belief in himself. + +CAESAR. Splendid! Bravo! + +STRANGER. I thank you. Your health! + +(The PROFESSOR gets up. Everyone rises and the company begins to mix. +Most of the musicians go out, but two remain.) + +GUEST (to the STRANGER). A delightful evening! + +STRANGER. Wonderful. + +(All the Frock Coats creep away.) + +FATHER (an elderly, overdressed man with an eye-glass and military +bearing crosses to the doctor). What? Are you here? + +DOCTOR. Yes, Father-in-law. I'm here. I go everywhere he goes. + +FATHER. It's too late in the day to call me father-in-law. Besides, I'm +_his_ father-in-law now. + +DOCTOR. Does he know you? + +FATHER. No. He's not had that honour; and I must ask you to preserve my +incognito. Is it true he's made gold? + +DOCTOR. So it's said. But it's certain he left his wife while she was in +childbed. + +FATHER. Does that mean I can expect a third son-in-law soon? I don't +like the idea! The uncertainty of my position makes me hate being +a father-in-law at all. Of course, I've nothing to say against it, +since.... + +(The tables have now been cleared; the cloths and the candelabra have +been removed, so that the tables themselves, which are merely boards +supported on trestles, are all that remain. A big stoneware jug has +been brought in and small jugs of simple form have been put on the high +table. The people in rags sit down next to the STRANGER at the high +table; and the FATHER sits astride a chair and stares at him.) + +CAESAR (knocking on the table). Gentlemen! This feast has been called +royal, not on account of the excellence of the service which, on the +contrary, has been wretched; but because the man, whom we have honoured, +is a king, a king in the realm of the Intellect. Only I am able to judge +of that. (One of the people in rags laughs.) Quiet. Wretch! But he's +more than a king, he's a man of the people, of the humblest. A friend +of the oppressed, the guardian of fools, the bringer of happiness to +idiots. I don't know whether he's succeeded in making gold. I don't +worry about that, and I hardly believe it... (There is a murmur. Two +policemen come in and sit by the door; the musicians come down and take +seats at the tables.)... but supposing he has, he has answered all the +questions that the daily press has been trying to solve for the last +fifty years.... It's only an assumption-- + +STRANGER. Gentlemen! + +RAGGED PERSON. No. Don't interrupt him. + +CAESAR. A mere assumption without real foundation, and the analysis may +be wrong! + +ANOTHER RAGGED PERSON. Don't talk nonsense! + +STRANGER. Speaking in my capacity as guest of honour at this gathering I +should say that it would be of interest to those taking part to hear the +grounds on which I've based my proof.... + +CAESAR. We don't want to hear that. No, no. + +FATHER. Wait! I think justice demands that the accused should be allowed +to explain himself. Couldn't our guest of honour tell the company his +secret in a few words? + +STRANGER. As the discoverer I can't give away my secret. But that's not +necessary, because I've submitted my results to an authority under oath. + +CAESAR. Then the whole thing's nonsense, the whole thing! We don't +believe authorities--we're free-thinkers. Did you ever hear anything +so impudent? That we should honour a mystery man, an arch-swindler, a +charlatan, in good faith. + +FATHER. Wait a little, my good people! + +(During this scene a wall screen, charmingly decorated with palm trees +and birds of paradise, has been taken away, disclosing a wretched +serving-counter and stand for beer mugs, behind which a waitress is seen +dispensing tots of spirits. Scavengers and dirty-looking women go over +to the counter and start drinking.) + +STRANGER. Was I asked here to be insulted? + +FATHER. Not at all. My friend's rather loquacious, but he's not said +anything insulting yet. + +STRANGER. Isn't it insulting to be called a charlatan? + +FATHER. He didn't mean it seriously. + +STRANGER. Even as a joke I think the word arch-swindler slanderous. + +FATHER. He didn't use _that_ word. + +STRANGER. What? I appeal to the company: wasn't the word he used +arch-swindler? + +ALL. No. He never said that! + +STRANGER. Then I don't know where I am--or what company I've got into. + +RAGGED PERSON. Is there anything wrong with it? + +(The people murmur.) + +BEGGAR (comes forward, supporting himself on crutches; he strikes the +table so hard with his crutch, that some mugs are broken.) Mr. Chairman! +May I speak? (He breaks some more crockery.) Gentlemen, in this life +I've not allowed thyself to be easily deceived, but this time I have +been. My friend in the chair there has convinced me that I've been +completely deceived on the question of his power of judgment and sound +understanding, and I feel touched. There are limits to pity and limits +also to cruelty. I don't like to see real merit being dragged into the +dust, and this man's worth a better fate than his folly's leading him +to. + +STRANGER. What does this mean? + +(The FATHER and the DOCTOR have gone out during this scene without +attracting attention. Only beggars remain at the high table. Those who +are drinking gather into groups and stare at the STRANGER.) + +BEGGAR. You take yourself to be the man of the century, and accept the +invitation of the Drunkards' Society, in order to have yourself feted as +a man of science.... + +STRANGER (rising). But the government.... + +BEGGAR. Oh yes, the Committee of the Drunkards' Society have given you +their highest distinction--that order you've had to pay for yourself.... + +STRANGER. What about the professor? + +BEGGAR. He only calls himself that; he's no professor really, though he +does give lessons. And the uniform that must have impressed you most was +that of a lackey in a chancellery. + +STRANGER (tearing of the wreath and the ribbon of the order). Very well! +But who was the elderly man with the eyeglass? + +BEGGAR. Your father-in-law! + +STRANGER. Who got up this hoax? + +BEGGAR. It's no hoax, it's quite serious. The professor came on behalf +of the Society, for so they call themselves, and asked you whether you'd +accept the fete. You accepted it; so it became serious! + +(Two dirty-looking women carry in a dust-bin suspended from a stick and +set it down on the high table.) + +FIRST WOMAN. If you're the man who makes gold, you might buy two +brandies for us. + +STRANGER. What's this mean? + +BEGGAR. It's the last part of the reception; and it's supposed to mean +that gold's mere rubbish. + +STRANGER. If only that were true, rubbish could be exchanged for gold. + +BEGGAR. Well, it's only the philosophy of the Society of Drunkards. And +you've got to take your philosophy where you find it. + +SECOND WOMAN (sitting down next to the STRANGER). Do you recognise me? + +STRANGER. No. + +SECOND WOMAN. Oh, you needn't be embarrassed so late in the evening as +this! + +STRANGER. You believe you're one of my victims? That I was amongst the +first hundred who seduced you? + +SECOND WOMAN. No. It's not what you think. But I once came across a +printed paper, when I was about to be confirmed, which said that it was +a duty to oneself to give way to all desires of the flesh. Well, I grew +free and blossomed; and this is the fruit of my highly developed self! + +STRANGER (rising). Perhaps I may go now? + +WAITRESS (coming over with a bill). Yes. But the bill must be paid +first. + +STRANGER. What? By me? I haven't ordered anything. + +WAITRESS. I know nothing of that; but you're the last of the company to +have had anything. + +STRANGER (to the BEGGAR). Is this all a part of the reception? + +BEGGAR. Yes, certainly. And, as you know, everything costs money, even +honour.... + +STRANGER (taking a visiting card and handing it to the waitress). +There's my card. You'll be paid to-morrow. + +WAITRESS (putting the card in the dust-bin). Hm! I don't know the name; +and I've put a lot of such cards into the dust-bin. I want the money. + +BEGGAR. Listen, madam, I'll guarantee this man will pay. + +WAITRESS. So you'd like to play tricks on me too! Officer! One moment, +please. + +POLICEMAN. What's all this about? Payment, I suppose. Come to the +station; we'll arrange things there. (He writes something in his +note-book.) + +STRANGER. I'd rather do that than stay here and quarrel.... (To the +BEGGAR.) I don't mind a joke, but I never expected such cruel reality as +this. + +BEGGAR. Anything's to be expected, once you challenge persons as +powerful as you have! Let me tell you this in confidence. You'd better +be prepared for worse, for the very worst! + +STRANGER. To think I've been so duped... so... + +BEGGAR. Feasts of Belshazzar always end in one way a hand's stretched +out--and writes a bill. And another hand's laid on the guest's shoulder +and leads him to the police station! But it must be done royally! + +POLICEMAN (laying his hand on the STRANGER). Have you talked enough? + +THE WOMEN and RAGGED ONES. The alchemist can't pay. Hurrah! He's going +to gaol. He's going to gaol! + +SECOND WOMAN. Yes, but it's a shame. + +STRANGER. You're sorry for me? I thank you for that, even if I don't +quite deserve it! _You_ felt pity for me! + +SECOND WOMAN. Yes. That's also something I learnt from you. + +(The scene is changed without lowering the curtain. The stage is +darkened, and a medley of scenes, representing landscapes, palaces, +rooms, is lowered and brought forward; so that characters and furniture +are no longer seen, but the STRANGER alone remains visible and seems to +be standing stiffly as though unconscious. At last even he disappears, +and from the confusion a prison cell emerges.) + + +SCENE II + +PRISON CELL + +[On the right a door; and above it a barred opening, through which a ray +of sunlight is shining, throwing a patch of light on the left-hand wall, +where a large crucifix hangs.] + +[The STRANGER, dressed in a brown cloak and wearing a hat, is sitting at +the table looking at the patch of sunlight. The door is opened and the +BEGGAR is let in.] + +BEGGAR. What are you brooding over? + +STRANGER. I'm asking myself why I'm here; and then: where I was +yesterday? + +BEGGAR. Where do you think? + +STRANGER. It seems in hell; unless I dreamed everything. + +BEGGAR. Then wake up now, for this is going to be reality. + +STRANGER. Let it come. I'm only afraid of ghosts. + +BEGGAR (taking out a newspaper). Firstly, the great authority has +withdrawn the certificate he gave you for making gold. He says, in this +paper, that you deceived him. The result is that the paper calls you a +charlatan! + +STRANGER. O God! What is it I'm fighting? + +BEGGAR. Difficulties, like other men. + +STRANGER. No, this is something else.... + +BEGGAR. Your own credulity, then. + +STRANGER. No, I'm not credulous, and I know I'm right. + +BEGGAR. What's the good of that, if no one else does. + +STRANGER. Shall I ever get out of this prison? If I do, I'll settle +everything. + +BEGGAR. The matter's arranged; everything's paid for. + +STRANGER. Oh? Who paid, then? + +BEGGAR. The Society, I suppose; or the Drunkard's Government. + +STRANGER. Then I can go? + +BEGGAR. Yes. But there's one thing.... + +STRANGER. Well, what is it? + +BEGGAR. Remember, an enlightened man of the world mustn't let himself be +taken by surprise. + +STRANGER. I begin to divine.... + +BEGGAR. The announcement's on the front page. + +STRANGER. That means: she's already married again, and my children have +a stepfather. Who is he? + +BEGGAR. Whoever he is, don't murder him; for he's not to blame for +taking in a forsaken woman. + +STRANGER. My children! O God, my children! + +BEGGAR. I notice you didn't foresee what's happened; but why not look +ahead, if you're so old and such an enlightened man of the world. + +STRANGER (beside himself). O God! My children! + +BEGGAR. Enlightened men of the world don't weep! Stop it, my son. When +such disasters happen men of the world... either... well, tell me.... + +STRANGER. Shoot themselves! + +BEGGAR. Or? + +STRANGER. No, not that! + +BEGGAR. Yes, my son, precisely that! He's throwing out a sheet-anchor as +an experiment. + +STRANGER. This is irrevocable. Irrevocable! + +BEGGAR. Yes, it is. Quite irrevocable. And you can live another +lifetime, in order to contemplate your own rascality in peace. + +STRANGER. You should be ashamed to talk like that. + +BEGGAR. And you? + +STRANGER. Have you ever seen a human destiny like mine? + +BEGGAR. Well, look at mine! + +STRANGER. I know nothing of yours. + +BEGGAR. It's never occurred to you, in all our long acquaintance, to +ask about my affairs. You once scorned the friendship I offered you, and +fell straightway into the arms of boon companions. I hope it'll do you +good. And so farewell, till the next time. + +STRANGER. Don't go. + +BEGGAR. Perhaps you'd like company when you get out of prison? + +STRANGER. Why not? + +BEGGAR. It hasn't occurred to you I mightn't want to show myself in +_your_ company? + +STRANGER. It certainly hasn't. + +BEGGAR. But it's true. Do you think I want to be suspected of having +been at that immortal banquet in the alchemist's honour, of which +there's an account in the morning paper? + +STRANGER. He doesn't want to be seen with me! + +BEGGAR. Even a beggar has his pride and fears ridicule. + +STRANGER. He doesn't want to be seen with me. Am I then sunk to such +misery? + +BEGGAR. You must ask yourself that, and answer it, too. + +(A mournful cradle song is heard in the distance.) + +STRANGER. What's that? + +BEGGAR. A song sung by a mother at her baby's cradle. + +STRANGER. Why must I be reminded of it just now? + +BEGGAR. Probably so that you can feel really keenly what you've left for +a chimera. + +STRANGER. Is it possible I could have been wrong? If so it's the devil's +work, and I'll lay down my arms. + +BEGGAR. You'd better do that as soon as you can.... + +STRANGER. Not yet! (A rosary can be heard being repeated in the +distance.) What's that? (A sustained note of a horn is heard.) That's +the unknown huntsman! (The chord from the Dead March is heard.) Where am +I? (He remains where he is as if hypnotised.) + +BEGGAR. Bow yourself or break! + +STRANGER. I cannot bow! + +BEGGAR. Then break. + +(The STRANGER falls to the ground. The same confused medley of scenes as +before.) + +Curtain. + + +SCENE III + +THE 'ROSE' ROOM + +[The same scene as Act I. The kneeling Sisters of Mercy are now reading +their prayer books, '... exules filii Evae; Ad to suspiramus et flentes +In hac lacrymarum aalle.' The MOTHER is by the door at the back; the +FATHER by the door on the right.] + +MOTHER (going towards him). So you've come back again? + +FATHER (humbly). Yes. + +MOTHER. Your lady-love's left you? + +RATHER. Don't be more cruel than you need! + +MOTHER. You say that to me, you who gave my wedding presents to your +mistress. You, who were so dishonourable as to expect me, your wife, to +choose presents for her. You, who wanted my advice about colour and cut, +in order to educate her taste in dress! What do you want here? + +FATHER. I heard that my daughter... + +MOTHER. Your daughter's lying there, between life and death; and you +know that her feelings for you have grown hostile. That's why I ask you +to go; before she suspects your presence. + +FATHER. You're right, and I can't answer you. But let me sit in the +kitchen, for I'm tired. Very tired. + +MOTHER. Where were you last night? + +FATHER. At the club. But I wanted to ask you if the husband weren't +here? + +MOTHER. Am I to lay bare all this misery? Don't you know your daughter's +tragic fate? + +FATHER. Yes... I do. And what a husband! + +MOTHER. What men! Go downstairs now and sleep off your liquor. + +FATHER. The sins of the fathers.... + +MOTHER. You're talking nonsense. + +FATHER. Of course I don't mean my sins... but those of our parents. And +now they say the lake up there's to be drained, so that the river will +rise.... + +MOTHER (pushing him out of the door). Silence. Misfortune will overtake +us soon enough, without you calling it up. + +MAID (from the bedroom at the back). The lady's asking for the master. + +MOTHER. She means her husband. + +MAID. Yes. The master of the house, her husband. + +MOTHER. He went out a little while ago. + +(The STRANGER comes in.) + +STRANGER. Has the child been born? + +MOTHER. No. Not yet. + +STRANGER (putting his hand to his forehead). What? Can it take so long? + +MOTHER. Long? What do you mean? + +STRANGER (looking about him). I don't know what I mean. How is it with +the mother? + +MOTHER. She's just the same. + +STRANGER. The same? + +MOTHER. Don't you want to get back to your gold making? + +STRANGER. I can't make head or tail of it! But there's still hope my +worst dream was nothing but a dream. + +MOTHER. You really look as if you were walking in your sleep. + +STRANGER. Do I? Oh, I wish I were! The one thing I fear I'd fear no +longer. + +MOTHER. He who guides your destiny seems to know your weakest spots. + +STRANGER. And when there was only one left, he found that too; happily +for me only in a dream! Blind Powers! Powerless Ones! + +MAID (coming in again). The lady asks you to do her a service. + +STRANGER. There she lies like an electric eel, giving shocks from a +distance. What kind of service is it to be now? + +MAID. There's a letter in the pocket of her green coat. + +STRANGER. No good will come of that! (He takes the letter out of the +green coat, which is hanging near the dress by fireplace.) I must +be dead. I dreamed this, and now it's happening. My children have a +stepfather! + +MOTHER. Who are you going to blame? + +STRANGER. Myself! I'd rather blame no one. I've lost my children. + +MOTHER. You'll get a new one here. + +STRANGER. He might be cruel to them.... + +MOTHER. Then their sufferings will burden your conscience, if you have +one. + +STRANGER. Supposing he were to beat them? + +MOTHER. Do you know what I'd do in your place? + +STRANGER. Yes, I know what you'd do; but I don't know what I'll do. + +MOTHER (to the Sisters of Mercy). Pray for this man! + +STRANGER. No, no. Not that! It'll do no good, and I don't believe in +prayer. + +MOTHER. But you believe in your gold? + +STRANGER. Not even in that. It's over. All over! + +(The MIDWIFE comes out of the bedroom.) + +MIDWIFE. A child's born. Praise the Lord! + +MOTHER. Let the Lord be praised! + +SISTERS. Let the Lord be praised! + +MIDWIFE (to the STRANGER). Your wife's given you daughter. + +MOTHER (to the STRANGER). Don't you want to see your child? + +STRANGER. No. I no longer want to tie myself anything on earth. I'm +afraid I'd get to love her, and then you'd tear the heart from my body. +Let me get out of this atmosphere, which is too pure for me. Don' t let +that innocent child come near me, for I'm a man already damned, already +sentenced, and for me there's no joy, no peace, and no... forgiveness! + +MOTHER. My son, now you're speaking words of wisdom! Truthfully and +without malice: I welcome your decision. There's no place for you here, +and amongst us women you'd be plagued to death. So go in peace. + +STRANGER. There'll be no more peace, but I'll go. Farewell! + +MOTHER. Exules filii Evae; on earth you shall be a fugitive and a +vagabond. + +STRANGER. Because I have slain my brother. + +Curtain. + + + + +ACT IV + +SCENE I + +BANQUETING HALL + +[The room in which the banquet took place in Act III. It is dirty, and +furnished with unpainted wooden tables. Beggars, scavengers and loose +women. Cripples are seated here and there drinking by the light of +tallow dips.] + +[The STRANGER and the SECOND WOMAN are sitting together drinking brandy, +which stands on the table in front of them in a carafe. The STRANGER is +drinking heavily.] + +WOMAN. Don't drink so much! + +STRANGER. You see. You've scruples, too! + +WOMAN. No. But I don't like to see a man I respect lowering himself so. + +STRANGER. But I came here specially to do so; to take a mud-bath that +would harden my skin against the pricks of life. To find immoral support +about me. And I chose your company, because you're the most despicable, +though you've still retained a spark of humanity. You were sorry for me, +when no one else was. Not even myself! Why? + +WOMAN. Really, I don't know. + +STRANGER. But you must know that there are moments when you look almost +beautiful. + +WOMAN. Oh, listen to him! + +STRANGER. Yes. And then you resemble a woman who was dear to me. + +WOMAN. Thank you! + +WAITRESS. Don't talk so loud, there's a sick man here. + +STRANGER. Tell me, have you ever been in love? + +WOMAN. We don't use that word, but I know what you mean. Yes. I had a +lover once and we had a child. + +STRANGER. That was foolish! + +WOMAN. I thought so, too, but he said the days liberation were at hand, +when all chains would be struck off, all barriers thrown down, and... + +STRANGER (tortured). And then...? + +WOMAN. Then he left me. + +STRANGER. He was a scoundrel. (He drinks.) + +WOMAN (looking at him.) You think so? + +STRANGER. Yes. He must have been. + +WOMAN. Now you're so intolerant. + +STRANGER (drinking). Am I? + +WOMAN. Don't drink so much; I want to see you far above me, otherwise +you can't raise me up. + +STRANGER. What illusions you must have! Childish! I lift you up! I who +am down below. Yet I'm not; it's not I who sit here, for I'm dead. I +know that my soul's far away, far, far away.... (He stares in front +of him with an absent-minded air)... where a great lake lies in the +sunshine like molten gold; where roses blossom on the wall amongst +the vines; where a white cot stands under the acacias. But the child's +asleep and the mother's sitting beside the cot doing crochet work. +There's a long, long strip coming from her mouth and on the strip +is written... wait... 'Blessed are the sorrowful, for they shall be +comforted.' But that's not so, really. I shall never be comforted. Tell +me, isn't there thunder in the air, it's so close, so hot? + +WOMAN (looking out of the window). No. I can see no clouds out there.... + +STRANGER. Strange... that's lightning. + +WOMAN. No. You're wrong. + +STRANGER. One, two, three, four, five... now the thunder must come! But +it doesn't. I've never been frightened of a thunderstorm until to-day--I +mean, until to-night. But is it day or night? + +WOMAN. My dear, it's night. + +STRANGER. Yes. It _is_ night. + +(The DOCTOR has come in during this scene and has sat down behind the +STRANGER, without having been seen by him.) + +WAITRESS. Don't speak so loud, there's a sick person in here. + +STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Give me your hand. + +WOMAN (wiping it on her apron). Oh, why? + +STRANGER. You've a lovely white hand. But... look at mine. It's black. +Can't you see it's black? + +WOMAN. Yes. So it is! + +STRANGER. Blackened already, perhaps even rotten? I must see if my +heart's stopped. (He puts his hand to his heart.) Yes. It has! So I'm +dead, and I know when I died. Strange, to be dead, and yet to be going +about. But where am I? Are all these people dead, too? They look as +if they'd risen from the sewers of the town, or as if they'd come +from prison, poorhouse or lock hospital. They're workers of the night, +suffering, groaning, cursing, quarrelling, torturing one another, +dishonouring one another, envying one another, as if they possessed +anything worthy of envy! The fire of sleep courses through their veins, +their tongues cleave to their palates, grown dry through cursing; and +then they put out the blaze with water, with fire-water, that engenders +fresh thirst. With fire-water, that itself burns with a blue flame and +consumes the soul like a prairie fire, that leaves nothing behind it but +red sand. (He drinks.) Set fire to it. Put it out again. Set fire to it. +Put it out again! But what you can't burn up--unluckily--is the memory +of what's past. How can that memory be burned to ashes? + +WAITRESS. Please don't speak so loud, there's a sick man in here. So +ill, that he's already asked to be given the sacrament. + +STRANGER. May he soon go to hell! + +(Those present murmur at this, resenting it.) + +WAITRESS. Take care! Take care! + +WOMAN (to the STRANGER). Do you know that man who's been sitting behind +you, staring at you all the time? + +STRANGER (turning. He and the DOCTOR stare at one another for a moment, +without speaking). Yes. I used to know him once. + +WOMAN. He looks as if he'd like to bite you in the back. + +(The DOCTOR sits down opposite the STRANGER and stares at him.) + +STRANGER. What are you looking at? + +DOCTOR. Your grey hairs. + +STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Is my hair grey? + +WOMAN. Yes. Indeed it is! + +DOCTOR. And now I'm looking at your fair companion. Sometimes you have +good taste. Sometimes not. + +STRANGER. And sometimes you have the misfortune to have the same taste +as I. + +DOCTOR. That wasn't a kind remark! But you've killed me twice in your +lifetime; so go on. + +STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Let's get away from here. + +DOCTOR. You know when I'm near you. You feel my presence from afar. And +I shall reach you, as the thunder will, whether you hide in the depths +of the earth or of the sea.... Try to escape me, if you can! + +STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Come with me. Lead me... I can't see.... + +WOMAN. No, I don't want to go yet. I don't want to be bored. + +DOCTOR. You're right there, daughter of joy! Life's hard enough without +taking on yourself the sorrows others have brought on themselves. That +man won't bear his own sorrows, but makes his wife shoulder the burden +for him. + +STRANGER. What's that? Wait! She bore false witness of a breach of the +peace and attempted murder! + +DOCTOR. Now he's putting the blame on her! + +STRANGER (resting his head in his hands and letting it sink on to the +table. In the far distance a violin and guitar are heard playing the +following melody): + +[See picture road1.jpg] + +DOCTOR (to the WOMAN). Is he ill? + +WOMAN. He must be mad; he says he's dead. + +(In the distance drums beat the reveille and bugles are blown, but very +softly.) + +STRANGER. Is it morning? Night's passing, the sun's rising and ghosts +lie down to sleep again in graves. Now I can go. Come! + +WOMAN (going nearer to the DOCTOR). No. I said no. + +STRANGER. Even you, the last of all my friends! Am I such a wretched +being, that not even a prostitute will bear me company for money? + +DOCTOR. You must be. + +STRANGER. I don't believe it yet; although everyone tells me so. I don't +believe anything at all, for every time I have, I've been deceived. But +tell me this hasn't the sun yet risen? A little while ago I heard a cock +crow and a dog bark; and now they're ringing the Angelus.... Have they +put out the lights, that it's so dark? + +DOCTOR (to the WOMAN). He must be blind. + +WOMAN. Yes. I think he is. + +STRANGER. No. I can see you; but I can't see the lights. + +DOCTOR. For you it's growing dark.... You've played with the lightning, +and looked too long at the sun. That is forbidden to men. + +STRANGER. We're born with the desire to do it; but may not. That's +Envy.... + +DOCTOR. What do you possess that's worthy of envy? + +STRANGER. Something you'll never understand, and that only I can value. + +DOCTOR. You mean, the child? + +MANGER. You know I didn't mean it. If I had I'd have said that I +possessed something you could never let. + +DOCTOR. So you're back at that! Then I'll express myself as clearly: you +took what I'd done with. + +WOMAN. Oh! I shan't stay in the company of such swine! (She gets up and +moves to another seat.) + +STRANGER. I know we've sunk very low; yet I believe the deeper I sink +the nearer I'll come to my goal: the end! + +WAITRESS. Don't speak so loud, there's a dying man in there! + +STRANGER. Yes, I believe you. The whole time there's been a smell of +corpses here. + +DOCTOR. Perhaps that's us? + +STRANGER. Can one be dead, without suspecting it? + +DOCTOR. The dead maintain that they don't know the difference. + +STRANGER. You terrify me. Is it possible? And all these shadowy figures, +whose faces I think I recognise as memories of my youth at school in the +swimming bath, the gymnasium.... (He clutches his heart.) Oh! Now he's +coming: the Terrible One, who tears the heart out of the breast. The +Terrible One, who's been following me for years. He's here! + +(He is beside himself. The doors are thrown open; a choir boy comes in +carrying a lantern made of blue glass that throws a blue light on the +guests; he rings the silver bell. All present begin to howl like wild +beasts. The DOMINICAN then enters with the sacrament. The WAITRESS +and the WOMAN throw themselves on their knees, the others howl. The +DOMINICAN raises the monstrance; all fall on their knees. The choir boy +and the DOMINICAN go into the room on the left.) + +BEGGAR (entering and going towards the STRANGER). Come away from here. +You're ill. And the bailiffs have a summons for you. + +STRANGER. Summons? From whom? + +BEGGAR. Your wife. + +DOCTOR. The electric eel strikes at a great distance. She once wanted to +bring a charge of slander against me, because she couldn't stay out at +night. + +STRANGER. Couldn't stay out at night? + +DOCTOR. Yes. Didn't you know who you were married to? + +STRANGER. I heard she'd been engaged before she... married you. + +DOCTOR. Yes. That's what it was called, but in reality she'd been the +mistress of a married man, whom she denounced for rape, after she'd +forced herself into his studio and posed to him naked, as a model. + +STRANGER. And that was the woman you married? + +DOCTOR. Yes. After she'd seduced me, she denounced me for breach of +promise, so I had to marry her. She'd engaged two detectives to see I +didn't get away. And that was the woman you married! + +STRANGER. I did it because I soon saw it was no good choosing when all +were alike. + +BEGGAR. Come away from here. You'll be sorry if you don't. + +STRANGER (to the DOCTOR). Was she always religious? + +DOCTOR. Always. + +STRANGER. And tender, good-hearted, self-sacrificing? + +DOCTOR. Certainly! + +STRANGER. Can one understand her? + +DOCTOR. No. But you can go mad thinking about her. That's why one had to +accept her as she was. Charming, intoxicating! + +STRANGER. Yes, I know. But one's powerless against pity. That's why I +don't want to fight this case. I can't defend myself without attacking +her; and I don't want to do that. + +DOCTOR. You were married before. How was that? + +STRANGER. Just the same. + +DOCTOR. This love acts like henbane: you see suns, where there are none, +and stars where no stars are! But it's pleasant, while it lasts! + +STRANGER. And the morning after? Oh, the morning after! + +BEGGAR. Come, unhappy man! He's poisoning you, and you don't know it. +Come! + +STRANGER (getting up). Poisoning me, you say? Do you think he's lying? + +BEGGAR. Every word he's said's a lie. + +STRANGER. I don't believe it. + +BEGGAR. No. You only believe lies. But that serves you right. + +STRANGER. Has he been lying? Has he? + +BEGGAR. How can you believe your enemies? + +STRANGER. But he's my friend, because he's told me the bitter truth. + +BEGGAR. Eternal Powers, save his reason! For he believes everything +evil's true, and everything good evil. Come, or you'll be lost! + +DOCTOR. He's lost already! And now he'll be whipped into froth, broken +up into atoms, and used as an ingredient in the great pan-cake. Away +with you hell! (To those present.) Howl like victims of the pit. (The +guests all howl.) And no more womanly pity. Howl, woman! (The WOMAN +refuses with a gesture of her hand.) + +STRANGER (to the BEGGAR). That man's not lying. + +Curtain. + + +SCENE II + +IN A RAVINE + +[A ravine with a stream in the middle, which is crossed by a +foot-bridge. In the foreground a smithy and a mill, both of which are +in ruins. Fallen trees choke the stream. In the background a starry sky +above the pine wood. The constellation of Orion is clearly visible.] + +[See picture road2.jpg] + +[The STRANGER and the BEGGAR enter. In the foreground there is snow; in +the background the green of summer.] + +STRANGER. I feel afraid! To-night the stars seem to hang so low, that I +fear they'll fall on me like drops of molten silver. Where are we? + +BEGGAR. In the ravine, by the stream. You must know the place. + +STRANGER. Know it? As if I could ever forget it! It reminds me of my +honeymoon journey. But where are the smithy and the mill? + +BEGGAR. All in ruins! The lake of tears was drained a week ago. The +stream rose, then the river, till everything was laid waste--meadows, +fields and gardens. + +STRANGER. And the quiet house? + +BEGGAR. The old sin was washed away, but the walls in left. + +STRANGER. And those who lived there? + +BEGGAR. They've gone to the colonies; so that the story's now at an end. + +STRANGER. Then my story's at an end too. So thoroughly at an end, that +no happy memories remain. The last was fouled by the poisoner.... + +BEGGAR. Whose poison you prepared! You should declare your bankruptcy. + +STRANGER. Yes. Now I'll have to give in. + +BEGGAR. Then the day of reckoning will draw near. + +STRANGER. I think we might call it quits; because, if I've sinned, I've +been punished. + +BEGGAR. But others certainly won't think so. + +STRANGER. I've stopped taking account of others, since I saw that the +Powers that guide the destinies of mankind brook no accomplices. The +crime I committed in this life was that I wanted to set men free.... + +BEGGAR. Set men free from their duties, and criminals from their feeling +of guilt, so that they could really become unscrupulous! You're not the +first, and not the last to dabble in the Devil's work. Lucifer a non +lucendo! But when Reynard grows old, he turns monk--so wisely is it +ordained--and then he's forced to split himself in two and drive out +Beelzebub with his own penance. + +STRANGER. Shall I be driven to that? + +BEGGAR. Yes. Though you don't want it! You'll be forced to preach +against yourself from the housetops. To unpick your fabric thread by +thread. To flay yourself alive at every street corner, and show what +you really are. But that needs courage. All the same, a man who's played +with the thunder will not tremble! Yet, sometimes, when night falls and +the Invisible Ones, who can only be seen in darkness, ride on his chest, +then he will fear--even the stars, and most of all the Mill of Sins, +that grinds the past, and grinds it... and grinds it! One of the +seven-and-seventeen Wise Men said that the greatest victory he ever +won was over himself; but foolish men don't believe it, and that's why +they're deceived; because they only credit what nine-and-ninety fools +have said a thousand times. + +STRANGER. Enough! Tell me; isn't this snow here on the ground? + +BEGGAR. Yes. It's winter here. + +STRANGER. But over there it's green. + +BEGGAR. It's summer there. + +STRANGER. And growing light! (A clear beam of light falls on the +foot-bridge.) + +BEGGAR. Yes. It's light there, and dark here. + +STRANGER. And who are they? (Three children, dressed is summer clothing, +two girls and a boy, come on to the bridge from the right.) Ho! My +children! (The children stop to listen, and then look at the STRANGER +without seeming to recognise him. The STRANGER calls.) Gerda! Erik! +Thyra! It's your father! (The children appear to recognise him; they +turn away to the left.) They don't know me. They don't want to know me. + +(A man and a woman enter from the right. The children dance of to the +left and disappear. The STRANGER falls on his face on the ground.) + +BEGGAR. Something like that was to be expected. Such things happen. Get +up again! + +STRANGER (raising himself up). Where am I? Where have I been? Is +it spring, winter or summer? In what century am I living, in what +hemisphere? Am I a child or an old man, male or female, a god or a +devil? And who are you? Are you, you; or are you me? Are those my own +entrails that I see about me? Are those stars or bundles of nerves in my +eye; is that water, or is it tears? Wait! Now I'm moving forward in time +for a thousand years, and beginning to shrink, to grow heavier and to +crystallise! Soon I'll be re-created, and from the dark waters of Chaos +the Lotus flower will stretch up her head towards the sun and say: it is +I! I must have been sleeping for a few thousand years; and have dreamed +I'd exploded and become ether, and could no longer feel, no longer +suffer, no longer be joyful; but had entered into peace and equilibrium. +But now! Now! I suffer as much as if I were all mankind. I suffer and +have no right to complain.... + +BEGGAR. Then suffer, and the more you suffer the earlier pain will leave +you. + +STRANGER. No. Mine are eternal sufferings.... + +BEGGAR. And only a minute's passed. + +STRANGER. I can't bear it. + +BEGGAR. Then you must look for help. + +STRANGER. What's coming now? Isn't it the end yet? + +(It grows light above the bridge. CAESAR comes in and throws himself +from the parapet; then the DOCTOR appears on the right, with bare head +and a wild look. He behaves as if he would throw himself into the stream +too.) + +STRANGER. He's revenged himself so thoroughly, that he awakes no qualms +of conscience! (The DOCTOR goes out, left. The SISTER enters, right, as +if searching for someone.) Who's that? + +BEGGAR. His unmarried sister, who's unprovided for, and has now no home +to go to. She's grown desperate since her brother was driven out of his +wits by sorrow and went to pieces. + +STRANGER. That's a harder fate. Poor creature, what can one do? Even if +I felt her sufferings, would that help her? + +BEGGAR. No. It wouldn't. + +STRANGER. Why do qualms of conscience come after, and not beforehand? +Can you help me over that? + +BEGGAR. No. No one can. Let us go on. + +STRANGER. Where to? + +BEGGAR. Come with me. + +Curtain. + + +SCENE III + +THE 'ROSE' ROOM + +[The LADY, dressed in white, is sitting by the cradle doing crochet +work. The green dress is hanging up by the door on the right. The +STRANGER comes in, and looks round in astonishment.] + +LADY (simply, mildly, without a trace of surprise). Tread softly and +come here, if you'd see something lovely. + +STRANGER. Where am I? + +LADY. Quiet! Look at the little stranger who came when you were away. + +STRANGER. They told me the river had risen and swept everything off. + +LADY. Why do you believe everything you're told? The river did rise, +but this little creature has someone who protects both her and hers. +Wouldn't you like to see your daughter? (The STRANGER goes towards +the cradle. The LADY lifts the curtain.) She's lovely! Isn't she? (The +STRANGER gazes darkly in front of him.) Won't you look? + +STRANGER. Everything's poisoned. Everything! + +LADY. Well, perhaps! + +STRANGER. Do you know that he has lost his wits and is wandering in the +neighbourhood, followed by his sister, who's searching for him? He's +penniless, and drinking.... + +LADY. Oh, my God! + +STRANGER. Why don't you reproach me? + +LADY. You'll reproach yourself enough: I'd rather give you good advice. +Go to the Convent of St. Saviour's, there you'll find a man who can free +you from the evil you fear. + +STRANGER. What, in the convent, where they curse and bind? + +LADY. And deliver also! + +STRANGER. Frankly, I think you're trying to deceive me; I don't trust +you any more. + +LADY. Nor I, you! So look on this as your farewell visit. + +STRANGER. That was my intention; but first I wanted to find out if we're +of the same mind.... + +LADY. You see, we can build no happiness on the sorrows of others; so +we must part. That's the only way to lessen his sufferings. I have my +child, who'll fill my life for me; and you have the great goal of your +ambition.... + +STRANGER. Will you still mock me? + +LADY. No, why? You've solved the great problem. + +STRANGER. Be quiet! No more of that, even if you believe it. + +LADY. But if all the rest believe it too.... + +STRANGER. No one believes it now. + +LADY. It says in the paper to-day that gold's been made in England. That +it's been proved possible. + +STRANGER. You've been deceived. + +LADY. No! Oh, heaven, he won't believe his own good fortune. + +STRANGER. I no longer believe anything. + +LADY. Get the newspaper from the pocket of my dress over there. + +STRANGER. The green witch's dress, that laid a spell on me one Sunday +afternoon, between the inn and the church door! That'll bring no good. + +LADY (fetching the paper herself and also a large parcel that is in the +pocket of the dress). See for yourself. + +STRANGER (tearing up the paper). No need for me to look! + +LADY. He won't believe it. He won't. Yet the chemists want to give a +banquet in your honour next Saturday. + +STRANGER. Is that in the paper too? About the banquet? + +LADY (handing him the packet). And here's the diploma of honour. Read +it! + +STRANGER (tearing up the packet). Perhaps there's a Government Order +too! + +LADY. Those whom the gods would destroy they first make blind! You +made your discovery with no good intentions, and therefore you weren't +permitted to be the only one to succeed. + +STRANGER. Now I shall go. For I won't stay here and lay bare my shame! +I've become a laughing-stock, so I'll go and hide myself--bury myself +alive, because I don't dare to die. + +LADY. Then go! We start for the colonies in a few days. + +STRANGER. That's frank at least! Perhaps we're nearing a solution. + +LADY. Of the riddle: why we had to meet? + +STRANGER. Why did we have to? + +LADY. To torture one another. + +STRANGER. Is that all? + +LADY. You thought you could save me from a werewolf, who really was no +such thing, and so you become one yourself. And then I was to save you +from evil by taking all the evil in you on myself, and I did so; but the +result was that you only became more evil. My poor deliverer! Now you're +bound hand and foot and no magician can set you free. + +STRANGER. Farewell, and thank you for all you've done. + +LADY. Farewell, and thank you... for this! (She points to the cradle.) + +STRANGER (going towards the back). First perhaps I ought to take my +leave in there. + +LADY. Yes, my dear. Do! + +(The STRANGER goes out through the door at the back. The LADY crosses +to the door on the right and lets in the DOMINICAN--who is also the +BEGGAR.) + +CONFESSOR. Is he ready now? + +LADY. Nothing remains for this unhappy man but to leave the world and +bury himself in a monastery. + +CONFESSOR. So he doesn't believe he's the great inventor he undoubtedly +is? + +LADY. No. He can believe good of no one, not even of himself. + +CONFESSOR. That is the punishment Heaven sent him: to believe lies, +because he wouldn't listen to the truth. + +LADY. Lighten his guilty burden for him, if you can. + +CONFESSOR. No. If I did he'd only grow insolent and accuse God of +malice and injustice. This man is a demon, who must be kept confined. +He belongs to the dangerous race of rebels; he'd misuse his gifts, if he +could, to do evil. And men's power for evil is immeasurable. + +LADY. For the sake of the... attachment you've shown me, can't you ease +his burden a little; where it presses on him most and where he's least +to blame? + +CONFESSOR. You must do that, not I; so that he can leave you in the +belief that you've a good side, and that you're not what your first +husband told him you were. If he believes you, I'll deliver him later, +just as I once bound him when he confessed to me, during his illness, in +the convent of St. Saviour's. + +LADY (going to the back and opening the door). As you wish! + +STRANGER (re-entering). So there's the Terrible One! How did he come +here? But isn't he the beggar, after all? + +CONFESSOR. Yes, I am your terrible friend, and I've come for you. + +STRANGER. What? Have I...? + +CONFESSOR. Yes. Once already you promised me your soul, on oath, when +you lay ill and felt near madness. It was then you offered to serve the +powers of good; but when you got well again you broke your oath, and +therefore were plagued with unrest, and wandered abroad unable to find +peace--tortured by your own conscience. + +STRANGER. Who are you really? Who dares lay a hand on my destiny? + +CONFESSOR. You must ask her that. + +LADY. This is the man to whom I was first engaged, and who dedicated his +life to the service of God, when I left him. + +STRANGER. Even if he were! + +LADY. So you needn't think so ill of yourself because it was you who +punished my faithlessness and another's lack of conscience. + +STRANGER. His sin cannot justify mine. Of course it's untrue, like +everything else; and you only say it to console me. + +CONFESSOR. What an unhappy soul he is.... + +STRANGER. A damned one too! + +CONFESSOR. No! (To the LADY.) Say something good of him. + +LADY. He won't believe it, if I do; he only believes evil! + +CONFESSOR. Then I shall have to say it. A beggar once came and asked him +for a drink of water; but he gave me wine instead and let me sit at his +table. You remember that? + +STRANGER. No. I don't load my memory with such trifles. + +CONFESSOR. Pride! Pride! + +STRANGER. Call it pride, if you like. It's the last vestige of our +god-like origin. Let's go, before it grows dark. + +CONFESSOR. 'For the whole world shined with clear light and none were +hindered in their labour. Over these only was spread a heavy night, an +image of darkness which should afterward receive them; but yet were they +unto themselves more grievous than the darkness.' + +LADY. Don't hurt him! + +STRANGER (with passion). How beautifully she can speak, though she is +evil. Look at her eyes; they cannot weep tears, but they can flatter, +sting, or lie! And yet she says: Don't hurt him! See, now she fears I'll +wake her child, the little monster that robbed me of her! Come, priest, +before I change my mind. + +Curtain. + + + + +PART III. + + +CHARACTERS + + THE STRANGER + THE LADY + THE CONFESSOR + THE MAGISTRATE + THE PRIOR + THE TEMPTER + THE DAUGHTER + + + less important figures + HOSTESS + FIRST VOICE + SECOND VOICE + WORSHIPPERS OF VENUS + MAIA + PILGRIM + FATHER + WOMAN + EVE + PRIOR + PATER ISIDOR (the Doctor of Part I) + PATER CLEMENS + PATER MELCHER + + +SCENES + + ACT I On the River Bank + + ACT II Cross-Roads in the Mountains + + ACT III SCENE I Terrace + SCENE II Rocky Landscape + SCENE III Small House + (On the Mountain where the Monastery Stands) + + ACT IV SCENE I Chapter House + SCENE II Picture Gallery + SCENE III Chapel + (Of the Monastery) + + + + +ACT I + +ON THE RIVER BANK + +[The foreground represents the bank of a large river. On the right a +projecting tongue of land covered with old willow trees. Farther +up stage the river can be seen flowing quietly past. The background +represents the farther bank, a steep mountain slope covered with +woodland. Above the tops of the forest trees the Monastery can be seen; +it is an enormous four-cornered building completely white, with two rows +of small windows. The facade is broken by the Church belonging to the +Monastery, which is flanked by two towers in the style favoured by the +Jesuits. The Church door is open, and at a certain moment the monstrance +on the altar is visible in the light of the sun. On the near bank in the +foreground, which is low and sandy, purple and yellow loose-strife are +growing. A shallow boat is moored nearby. On the left the ferryman's +hut. It is an evening in early summer and the sun is low; foreground, +river and the lower part of the background lie in shadow; and the trees +on the far bank sway gently in the breeze. Only the Monastery is lit by +the sun.] + +[The STRANGER and the CONFESSOR enter from the right. The STRANGER is +wearing alpine clothing: a brown cloak with a cape and hood; he has a +staff and wallet. He is limping slightly. The CONFESSOR is to the black +and white habit of the Dominicans. They stop at a place where a willow +tree prevents any view of the Monastery.] + +STRANGER. Why do you lead me along this winding, hilly path, that never +comes to an end? + +CONFESSOR. Such is the way, my friend. But now we'll soon be there. (He +leads the STRANGER farther up stage. The STRANGER sees the Monastery, +and is enchanted by it; he takes off his hat, and puts down his wallet +and staff.) Well? + +STRANGER. I've never seen anything so white on this polluted earth. At +most, only in my dreams! Yes, that's my youthful dream of a house in +which peace and purity should dwell. A blessing on you, white house! Now +I've come home! + +CONFESSOR. Good! But first we must await the pilgrims on this bank. It's +called the bank of farewell, because it's the custom to say farewell +here, before the ferryman ferries one across. + +STRANGER. Haven't I said enough farewells already? Wasn't my whole life +one thorny path of farewells? At post offices, steamer-quays, railway +stations--with the waving of handkerchiefs damp with tears? + +CONFESSOR. Yet your voice trembles with the pain what you've lost. + +STRANGER. I don't feel I've lost anything. I don't want anything back. + +CONFESSOR. Not even your youth? + +STRANGER. That least of all. What should I do with it, and its capacity +for suffering? + +CONFESSOR. And for enjoyment? + +STRANGER. I never enjoyed anything, for I was born with a thorn in my +flesh; every time I stretched out my hand to grasp a pleasure, I pricked +my finger and Satan struck me in the face. + +CONFESSOR. Because your pleasures have been base ones. + +STRANGER. Not so base. I had my own home, a wife, children, duties, +obligations to others! No, I was born in disfavour, a step-child of +life; and I was pursued, hunted, in a word, cursed! + +CONFESSOR. Because you didn't obey God's commandment. + +STRANGER. But no one can, as St. Paul says himself! Why should I be able +to do what no one else can do? I of all men? Because I'm supposed to be +a scoundrel. Because more's demanded of me than of others.... (Crying +out.) Because I was treated with injustice. + +CONFESSOR. Have you got back to that, rebellious one? + +STRANGER. Yes. I've always been there. Now let's cross the river. + +CONFESSOR. Do you think one can climb up to that white house without +preparation? + +STRANGER. I'm ready: you can examine me. + +CONFESSOR. Good! The first monastic vow is: humility. + +STRANGER. And the second: obedience! Neither of them was ever a special +virtue of mine; it's for that very reason that I want to make the great +attempt. + +CONFESSOR. And show your pride through your humility. + +STRANGER. Whatever it is, it's all the same to me. + +CONFESSOR. What, everything? The world and its best gifts; the joy of +innocent children, the pleasant warmth of home, the approbation of your +fellow-men, the satisfaction brought by the fulfilment of duty--are you +indifferent to them all? + +STRANGER. Yes! Because I was born without the power of enjoyment. There +have been moments when I've been an object of envy; but I've never +understood what it was I was envied for: my sufferings in misfortune, my +lack of peace in success, or the fact I hadn't long to live. + +CONFESSOR. It's true that life has given you everything you wished; even +a little gold at the last. Why, I even seem to remember that a sculptor +was commissioned to make a portrait bust of you. + +STRANGER. Oh yes! A bust was made of me. + +CONFESSOR. Are you, of all men, impressed by such things? + +STRANGER. Of course not! But they do at least mark well founded +appreciation, that neither envy nor lack of understanding can shake. + +CONFESSOR. You think so? It seems to me that human greatness resides +in the good opinion of others; and that, if this opinion changes, the +greatest can quickly dwindle into nothing. + +STRANGER. The opinions of others have never meant much to me. + +CONFESSOR. Haven't they? Really? + +STRANGER. No one's been so strict with himself as I! And no one's been +so humble! All have demanded my respect; whilst they spurned me and spat +on me. And when at last I found I'd duties towards the immortal soul +given into my keeping, I began to demand respect for this immortal soul. +Then I was branded as the proudest of the proud! And by whom? By the +proudest of all amongst the humble and lowly. + +CONFESSOR. I think you're entangling yourself in contradictions. + +STRANGER. I think so, too! For the whole of life consists of nothing +but contradictions. The rich are the poor in spirit; the many little men +hold the power, and the great only serve the little men. I've never met +such proud people as the humble; I've never met an uneducated man who +didn't believe himself in a position to criticise learning and to do +without it. I've found the unpleasantest of deadly sins amongst the +Saints: I mean self-complacency. In my youth I was a saint myself; but +I've never been so worthless as I was then. The better I thought myself, +the worse I became. + +CONFESSOR. Then what do you seek here? + +STRANGER. What I've told you already; but I'll add this: I'm seeking +death without the need to die! + +CONFESSOR. The mortification of your flesh, of your old self! Good! Now +keep still: the pilgrims are coming on their wooden rafts to celebrate +the festival of Corpus Christi. + +STRANGER (looking to the right in surprise). Who are they? + +CONFESSOR. People who believe in something. + +STRANGER. Then help my unbelief! (Sunlight now falls on the monstrance +in the church above, so that it shines like a window pane at sunset.) +Has the sun entered the church, or.... + +CONFESSOR. Yes. The sun has entered.... + +(The first raft comes in from the right. Children clothed in white, with +garlands on their heads and with lighted lanterns in their hands, are +seen standing round an altar decked with flowers, on which a white flag +with a golden lily has been planted. They sing, whilst the raft glides +slowly by.) + + Blessed be he, who fears the Lord, + Beati omnes, qui timent Dominum, + And walks in his ways, + Qui ambulant in viis ejus. + Thou shalt feed thyself with the work of thy hands, + Labores manuum tuarum quia manducabis; + Blessed be thou and peace be with thee, + Beatus es et bene tibi erit. + +(A second raft appears with boys on one side and girls on the other. It +has a flag with a rose on it.) + + Thy wife shall be like a fruitful vine, + Uxor tua sicut vitis abundans, + Within thy house, + In lateribus domus tuae. + +(The third raft carries men and women. There is a flag with fruit upon +it: figs, grapes, pomegranates, melons, ears of wheat, etc.) + + Filii tui sicut novellae olivarum, + Thy children shall be like olive branches about thy table, + In circuitu mensae tuae. + +(The fourth raft is filled with older men and women. The flag has a +representation of a fir-tree under snow.) + + See, how blessed is the man, + Ecce sic benedicetur homo, + Who feareth the Lord, + Qui timet Dominum! + +(The raft glides by.) + +STRANGER. What were they singing? + +CONFESSOR. A pilgrim's song. + +STRANGER. Who wrote it? + +CONFESSOR. A royal person. + +STRANGER. Here? What was his name? Has he written anything else? + +CONFESSOR. About fifty songs; he was called David, the son of Isaiah! +But he didn't always write psalms. When he was young, he did other +things. Yes. Such things will happen! + +STRANGER. Can we go on now? + +CONFESSOR. In a moment. I've something to say to you first. + +STRANGER. Speak. + +CONFESSOR. Good. But don't be either sad or angry. + +STRANGER. Certainly not. + +CONFESSOR. Here, you see, on this bank, you're a well-known--let's say +famous--person; but over there, on the other, you'll be quite unknown to +the brothers. Nothing more, in fact, than an ordinary simple man. + +STRANGER. Oh! Don't they read in the monastery? + +CONFESSOR. Nothing light; only serious books. + +STRANGER. They take in papers, I suppose? + +CONFESSOR. Not the kind that write about you! + +STRANGER. Then on the other side of this river my life-work doesn't +exist? + +CONFESSOR. What work? + +STRANGER. I see. Very well. Can't we cross now? + +CONFESSOR. In a minute. Is there no one you'd like to take leave of? + +STRANGER (after a pause.) Yes. But it's beyond the bounds of +possibility. + +CONFESSOR. Have you ever seen anything impossible? + +STRANGER. Not really, since I've seen my own destiny. + +CONFESSOR. Well, who is it you'd like to meet? + +STRANGER. I had a daughter once; I called her Sylvia, because she sang +all day long like a wren. It's some years since I saw her; she must be +a girl of sixteen now. But I'm afraid if I were to meet her, life would +regain its value for me. + +CONFESSOR. You fear nothing else? + +STRANGER. What do you mean? + +CONFESSOR. That she may have changed! + +STRANGER. She could only have changed for the better. + +CONFESSOR. Are you sure? + +STRANGER. Yes. + +CONFESSOR. She'll come to you. (He goes down to the bank and beckons to +the right.) + +STRANGER. Wait! I'm wondering whether it's wise! + +CONFESSOR. It can do no harm. + +(He beckons once more. A boat appears on the river, rowed by a young +girl. She is wearing summer clothing, her head is bare and her fair hair +is hanging loose. She gets out of the boat behind the willow tree. The +CONFESSOR draws back until he is near the ferryman's hut, but remains +in sight of the audience. The STRANGER has waved to the girl and she has +answered him. She now comes on to the stage, runs into the STRANGER'S +arms, and kisses him.) + +DAUGHTER. Father. My dear father! + +STRANGER. Sylvia! My child! + +DAUGHTER. How in the world do you come to be up here in the mountains? + +STRANGER. And how have _you_ got here? I thought I'd managed to hide so +well. + +DAUGHTER. Why did you want to hide? + +STRANGER. Ask me as little as possible! You've grown into a big girl. +And I've gone grey. + +DAUGHTER. No. You're not grey. You're just as young as you were when we +parted. + +STRANGER. When we... parted! + +DAUGHTER. When you left us.... (The STRANGER does not reply.) Aren't you +glad we're meeting again? + +STRANGER (faintly). Yes! + +DAUGHTER. Then show it. + +STRANGER. How can I be glad, when we're parting to-day for life? + +DAUGHTER. Why, where do you want to go? + +STRANGER (pointing to the monastery). Up there! + +DAUGHTER (with a sophisticated air). Into the monastery? Yes, now I come +to think of it, perhaps it's best. + +STRANGER. You think so? + +DAUGHTER (with pity, but good-will.) I mean, if you've a ruined life +behind you.... (Coaxingly.) Now you look sad. Tell me one thing. + +STRANGER. Tell _me_ one thing, my child, that's been worrying me more +than anything else. You've a stepfather? + +DAUGHTER. Yes. + +STRANGER. Well? + +DAUGHTER. He's very good and kind. + +STRANGER. With every virtue that I lack.... + +DAUGHTER. Aren't you glad we've got into better hands? + +STRANGER. Good, better, best! Why do you come here bare-headed? + +DAUGHTER. Because George is carrying my hat. + +STRANGER. Who's George? And where is he? + +DAUGHTER. George is a friend of mine; and he's waiting for me on the +bank down below. + +STRANGER. Are you engaged to him? + +DAUGHTER. No. Certainly not! + +STRANGER. Do you want to marry? + +DAUGHTER. Never! + +STRANGER. I can see it by your mottled cheeks, like those of a child +that has got up too early; I can hear it by your voice, that's no longer +that of a warbler, but a jay; I can feel it in your kisses, that burn +cold like the sun in May; and by your steady icy look that tells me +you're nursing a secret of which you're ashamed, but of which you'd like +to boast. And your brothers and sisters? + +DAUGHTER. They're quite well, thank you. + +STRANGER. Have we anything else to say to one another? + +DAUGHTER (coldly). Perhaps not. + +STRANGER. Now you look so like your mother. + +DAUGHTER. How do you know, when you've never been able to see her as she +was! + +STRANGER. So you understood that, though you were so young? + +DAUGHTER. I learnt to understand it from you. If only you'd understand +yourself. + +STRANGER. Have you anything else to teach me? + +DAUGHTER. Perhaps! But in your day that wasn't considered seemly. + +STRANGER. My day's over and exists no longer; just as Sylvia exists no +longer, but is merely a name, a memory. (He takes a guide-book out of +his pocket.) Look at this guide-book! Can you see small marks made here +by tiny fingers, and others by little damp lips? You made them when you +were five years old; you were sitting on my knee in the train, and we +saw the Alps for the first time. You thought what you saw was Heaven; +and when I explained that the mountain was the Jungfrau, you asked if +you could kiss the name in the book. + +DAUGHTER. I don't remember that! + +STRANGER. Delightful memories pass, but hateful ones remain! Don't you +remember anything about me? + +DAUGHTER. Oh yes. + +STRANGER. Quiet! I know what you mean. One night... one dreadful, +horrible night... Sylvia, my child, when I shut my eyes I see a pale +little angel, who slept in my arms when she was ill; and who thanked +me when I gave her a present. Where is she whom I long for so and +who exists no more, although she isn't dead? You, as you are, seem a +stranger, whom I've never known and certainly don't long to see +again. If Sylvia at least were dead and lay in her grave, there'd be a +churchyard where I could take my flowers.... How strange it is! She's +neither among the living, nor the dead. Perhaps she never existed, and +was only a dream like everything else. + +DAUGHTER (wheedling).Father, dear! + +STRANGER. It's she! No, only her voice. (Pause.) So you think my life's +been ruined? + +DAUGHTER. Yes. But why speak of it now? + +STRANGER. Because remember I once saved _your_ life. You had brain fever +for a whole month and suffered a great deal. Your mother wanted the +doctor to deliver you from your unhappy existence by some powerful drug. +But I prevented it, and so saved you from death and your mother from +prison. + +DAUGHTER. I don't believe it! + +STRANGER. But a fact may be true, even if you don't believe it. + +DAUGHTER. You dreamed it. + +STRANGER. Who knows if I haven't dreamed everything, and am not even +dreaming now. How I wish it were so! + +DAUGHTER. I must be going, father. + +STRANGER. Then good-bye! + +DAUGHTER. May I write to you? + +STRANGER. What? One of the dead write to another? Letters won't reach +me in future. And I mayn't receive visitors. But I'm glad we've met, +for now there's nothing else on earth I cling to. (Going to the left.) +Good-bye, girl or woman, whatever I should call you. There's no need to +weep! + +DAUGHTER. I wasn't thinking of weeping, though I dare say good breeding +would demand I should. Well, good-bye! (She goes out right.) + +STRANGER (to the CONFESSOR). I think I came out of that well! It's a +mercy to part with content on both sides. Mankind, after all, makes +rapid progress, and self-control increases as the flow of the tear-ducts +lessens. I've seen so many tears shed in my lifetime, that I'm almost +taken aback at this dryness. She was a strong child, just the kind I +once wished to be. The most beautiful thing that life can offer! She +lay, like an angel, wrapped in the white veils of her cradle, with a +blue coverlet when she slept. Blue and arched like the sky. That was the +best: what will the worst look like? + +CONFESSOR. Don't excite yourself, but be of good cheer. First throw away +that foolish guide-book, for this is your last journey. + +STRANGER. You mean this? Very well. (He opens the book, kisses one of +the pages and then throws it into the river.) Anything else? + +CONFESSOR. If you've any gold or silver, you must give it to the poor. + +STRANGER. I've a silver watch. I never got as far as a gold one. + +CONFESSOR. Give that to the ferryman; and then you'll get a glass of +wine. + +STRANGER. The last! It's like an execution! Perhaps I'll have to have my +hair cut, too? + +CONFESSOR. Yes. Later. (He takes the watch and goes to the door of the +ferryman's hut, speaking a few whispered words to someone within. He +receives a bottle of wine and a glass in exchange, which he puts on the +table.) + +STRANGER (filling his glass, but not drinking it.) Shall I never get +wine up there? + +CONFESSOR. No wine; and you'll see no women. You may hear singing; but +not the kind of songs that go with women and wine. + +STRANGER. I've had enough of women; they can't tempt me any more. + +CONFESSOR. Are you sure? + +STRANGER. Quite sure.... But tell me this: what do you think of women, +who mayn't even set their feet within your consecrated walls? + +CONFESSOR. So you're still asking questions? + +STRANGER. And why may an abbess never hear confession, never read mass, +and never preach? + +CONFESSOR. I can't answer that. + +STRANGER. Because the answer would accord with my thoughts on that +theme. + +CONFESSOR. It wouldn't be a disaster if we were to agree for once. + +STRANGER. Not at all! + +CONFESSOR. Now drink up your wine. + +STRANGER. No. I only want to look at it for the last time. It's +beautiful.... + +CONFESSOR. Don't lose yourself in meditation; memories lie at the bottom +of the cup. + +STRANGER. And oblivion, and songs, and power--imaginary power, but for +that reason all the greater. + +CONFESSOR. Wait here a moment; I'll go and order the ferry. + +STRANGER. 'Sh! I can hear singing, and I can see.... I can see.... For +a moment I saw a flag unfurling in a puff of wind, only to fall back +on the flagstaff and hang there limply as if it were nothing but a +dishcloth. I've witnessed my whole life flashing past in a second, +with its joys and sorrows, its beauty and its misery! But now I can see +nothing. + +CONFESSOR (going to the left). Wait here a moment, I'll go and order the +ferry. + +(The STRANGER goes so far up stage that the rays of the setting sun, +which are streaming from the right through the trees, throw his shadow +across the bank and the river. The LADY enters from the right, in deep +mourning. Her shadow slowly approaches that of the STRANGER.) + +STRANGER (who, to begin with, looks only at his own shadow). Ah! The +sun! It makes me a bloodless shape, a giant, who can walk on the water +of the river, climb the mountain, stride over the roof of the monastery +church, and rise, as he does now, up into the firmament--up to the +stars. Ah, now I'm up here with the stars.... (He notices the shadow +thrown by the LADY.) But who's following me? Who's interrupting my +ascension? Trying to climb on my shoulders? (Turning.) You! + +LADY. Yes. I! + +STRANGER. So black! So black and so evil. + +LADY. No longer evil. I'm in mourning.... + +STRANGER. For whom? + +LADY. For our Mizzi. + +STRANGER. My daughter! (The LADY opens her arms, in order to throw +herself on to his breast, but he avoids her.) I congratulate the dead +child. I'm sorry for you. I myself feel outside everything. + +LADY. Comfort me, too. + +STRANGER. A fine idea! I'm to comfort my fury, weep with my hangman, +amuse my tormentor. + +LADY. Have you no feelings? + +STRANGER. None! I wasted the feelings I used to have on you and others. + +LADY. You're right. You can reproach me. + +STRANGER. I've neither the time nor the wish to do that. Where are you +going? + +LADY. I want to cross with the ferry. + +STRANGER. Then I've no luck, for I wanted to do the same. (The LADY +weeps into her handkerchief. The STRANGER takes it from her and dries +her eyes.) Dry your eyes, child, and be yourself! As hard, and lacking +in feeling, as you really are! (The LADY tries to put her arm round his +neck. The STRANGER taps her gently on the fingers.) You mustn't touch +me. When your words and glances weren't enough, you always wanted to +touch me. You'll excuse a rather trivial question: are you hungry? + +LADY. No. Thank you. + +STRANGER. But you're tired. Sit down. (The LADY sits down at the table. +The STRANGER throws the bottle and glass into the river.) Well, what are +you going to live for now? + +LADY (sadly). I don't know. + +STRANGER. Where will you go? + +LADY (sobbing). I don't know. + +STRANGER. So you're in despair? You see no reason for living and no end +to your misery! How like me you are! What a pity there's no monastery +for both sexes, so that we could pair off together. Is the werewolf +still alive? + +LADY. You mean...? + +STRANGER. Your first husband. + +LADY. He never seems to die. + +STRANGER. Like a certain worm! (Pause.) And now that we're so far from +the world and its pettiness, tell me this: why did you leave him in +those days, and come to me? + +LADY. Because I loved you. + +STRANGER. And how long did that last? + +LADY. Until I read your book, and the child was born. + +STRANGER. And then? + +LADY. I hated you! That is, I wanted to be rid of all the evil you'd +given me, but I couldn't. + +STRANGER. So that's how it was! But we'll never really know the truth. + +LADY. Have you noticed how impossible it is to find things out? You can +live with a person and their relations for twenty years, and yet not +know anything about them. + +STRANGER. So you've discovered that? As you see so much, tell me this: +how was it you came to love me? + +LADY. I don't know; but I'll try to remember. (Pause.) Well, you had +the masculine courage to be rude to a lady. In me you sought the +companionship of a human being and not merely of a woman. That honoured +me; and, I thought, you too. + +STRANGER. Tell me also whether you held me to be a misogynist? + +LADY. A woman-hater? Every healthy man is one, in the secret places of +his heart; and all perverted men are admirers of women. + +STRANGER. You're not trying to flatter me, are you? + +LADY. A woman who'd try to flatter a man's not normal. + +STRANGER. I see you've thought a great deal! + +LADY. Thinking's the least I've done; for when I've thought least +I've understood most. Besides, what I said just how is perhaps only +improvised, as you call it, and not true in the least. + +STRANGER. But if it agrees with many of my observations it becomes most +probable. (The LADY weeps into her handkerchief.) You're weeping again? + +LADY. I was thinking of Mizzi. The loveliest thing we ever had is gone. + +STRANGER. No. You were the loveliest thing, when you sat all night +watching over your child, who was lying in your bed, because her cradle +was too cold! (Three loud knocks are heard on the ferryman's door.) 'Sh! + +LADY. What's that? + +STRANGER. My companion, who's waiting for me. + +LADY (continuing the conversation). I never thought life would give me +anything so sweet as a child. + +STRANGER. And at the same time anything so bitter. + +LADY. Why bitter? + +STRANGER. You've been a child yourself, and you must remember how we, +when we'd just married, came to your mother in rags, dirty and without +money. I seem to remember she didn't find us very sweet. + +LADY. That's true. + +STRANGER. And I... well, just now I met Sylvia. And I expected that all +that was beautiful and good in the child would have blossomed in the +girl.... + +LADY. Well? + +STRANGER. I found a faded rose, that seemed to have blown too soon. Her +breasts were sunken, her hair untidy like that of a neglected child, and +her teeth decayed. + +LADY. Oh! + +STRANGER. You mustn't grieve. Not for the child! You might perhaps have +had to grieve for her later, as I did. + +LADY. So that's what life is? + +STRANGER. Yes. That's what life is. And that's why I'm going to bury +myself alive. + +LADY. Where? + +STRANGER (pointing to the monastery). Up there! + +LADY. In the monastery? No, don't leave me. Bear me company. I'm so +alone in the world and so poor, so poor! When the child died, my mother +turned me out, and ever since I've been living in an attic with a +dressmaker. At first she was kind and pleasant, but then the lonely +evenings got too long for her, and she went out in search of company--so +we parted. Now I'm on the road, and I've nothing but the clothes I'm +wearing; nothing but my grief. I eat it and drink it; it nourishes me +and sends me to sleep. I'd rather lose anything in the world than that! +(The STRANGER weeps.) You're weeping. You! Let me kiss your eyelids. + +STRANGER. You've suffered all that for my sake! + +LADY. Not for your sake! You never did me an ill turn; but I plagued you +till you left your fireside and your child! + +STRANGER. I'd forgotten that; but if you say so.... So you still love +me? + +LADY. Probably. I don't know. + +STRANGER. And you'd like to begin all over again? + +LADY. All over again? The quarrels? No, we won't do that. + +STRANGER. You're right. The quarrels would only begin all over again. +And yet it's difficult to part. + +LADY. To part. The word alone's terrible enough. + +STRANGER. Then what are we to do? + +LADY. I don't know. + +STRANGER. No, one knows nothing, hardly even that one knows nothing; and +that's why, you see, I've got as far as to _believe_. + +LADY. How do you know you can believe, if belief's a gift? + +STRANGER. You can receive a gift, if you ask for it. + +LADY. Oh yes, if you ask; but I've never been able to beg. + +STRANGER. I've had to learn to. Why can't you? + +LADY. Because one has to demean oneself first. + +STRANGER. Life does that for one very well. + +LADY. Mizzi, Mizzi, Mizzi!... (She has taken a shawl she was carrying +over her arm, rolled it up and put it on her knee like a baby in long +clothes.) Sleep! Sleep! Sleep! Think of it! I can see her here! She's +smiling at me; but she's dressed in black; she seems to be in mourning +too! How stupid I am! Her mother's in mourning! She's got two teeth +down below, and they're white--milk teeth; she should never have cut any +others. Oh, can't you see her, when I can? It's no vision. It _is_ her! + +CONFESSOR (in the door of the ferryman's hut; sternly to the STRANGER). +Come. Everything's ready! + +STRANGER. No. Not yet. I must first set my house in order; and look +after this woman, who was once my wife. + +CONFESSOR. Oh, so you want to stay! + +STRANGER. No. I don't want to stay; but I can't leave duties behind me +unfulfilled. This woman's on the road, deserted, without a home, without +money! + +CONFESSOR. What has that to do with us? Let the dead bury their dead! + +STRANGER. Is that your teaching? + +CONFESSOR. No, yours.... Mine, on the other hand, commands me to send a +Sister of Mercy here, to look after this unhappy one, who... who... The +Sister will soon be here! + +STRANGER. I shall count on it. + +CONFESSOR (taking the STRANGER by the hand and drawing him away.) Then +come! + +STRANGER (in despair). Oh, God in heaven! Help us every one! + +CONFESSOR. Amen! + +(The LADY, who has not been looking at the CONFESSOR and the STRANGER, +now raises her eyes and glances at the STRANGER as if she wanted to +spring up and hold him back; but she is prevented by the imaginary child +she has put to her breast.) + +Curtain. + + + + +ACT II + +CROSS-ROADS IN THE MOUNTAINS + +[A cross-roads high up in the mountains. On the right, huts. On the left +a small pool, round which invalids are sitting. Their clothes are blue +and their hands cinnabar-red. From the pond blue vapour and small blue +flames rise now and then. Whenever this happens the invalids put them +hands to their mouths and cough. The background is formed by a mountain +covered with pine-wood, which is obscured above by a stationary bank of +mist.] + +[The STRANGER is sitting at a table outside one of the huts. The +CONFESSOR comes forward from the right.] + +STRANGER. At last! + +CONFESSOR. What do you mean: at last? + +STRANGER. You left me here a week ago and told me to wait till you came +back. + +CONFESSOR. Hadn't I prepared you for the fact that the way to the white +house up there would be long and difficult. + +STRANGER. I don't deny it. How far have we come? + +CONFESSOR. Five hundred yards. We've still got fifteen hundred. + +STRANGER. But where's the sun? + +CONFESSOR. Up there, above the clouds.... + +STRANGER. Then we shall have to go through them? + +CONFESSOR. Yes. Of course. + +STRANGER. What are those patients doing there? What a company! And why +are their hands so red? + +CONFESSOR. For both our sakes I want to avoid using impure words, so +I'll speak in pleasant riddles, which you, as a writer, will understand. + +STRANGER. Yes. Speak beautifully. There's so much that's ugly here. + +CONFESSOR. You may have noticed that the signs given to the planets +correspond with those of certain metals? Good! Then you'll have seen +that Venus is represented by a mirror. This mirror was originally made +of copper, so that copper was called Venus and bore her stamp. But now +the reverse of Venus' mirror is covered with quicksilver or mercury! + +STRANGER. The reverse of Venus... is Mercury. Oh! + +CONFESSOR. Quicksilver is therefore the reverse side of Venus. +Quicksilver is itself as bright as a calm sea, as a lake at the height +of summer; but when mercury meets firestone and burns, it blushes and +turns red like newly-shed blood, like the cloth on the scaffold, like +the cinnabar lips of the whore! Do you understand now, or not? + +STRANGER. Wait a moment! Cinnabar is quicksilver and sulphur. + +CONFESSOR. Yes. Mercury must be burnt, if it comes too near to Venus! +Have we said enough now? + +STRANGER. So these are sulphur springs? + +CONFESSOR. Yes. And the sulphur flames purify or burn everything rotten! +So when the source of life's grown tainted, one is sent to the sulphur +springs.... + +STRANGER. How does the source of life grow tainted? + +CONFESSOR. When Aphrodite, born of the pure seafoam, wallows in the +mire.... When Aphrodite Urania, the heaven-born, degrades herself to +Pandemos, the Venus of the streets. + +STRANGER. Why is desire born? + +CONFESSOR. Pure desire, to be satisfied; impure, to be stifled. + +STRANGER. What is pure, and what impure? + +CONFESSOR. Have you got back to that? + +STRANGER. Ask these men here.... + +CONFESSOR. Take care! (He looks at the STRANGER, who is unable to +support his gaze.) + +STRANGER. You're choking me.... My chest.... + +CONFESSOR. Yes, I'll steal the air you use to form rebellious words, and +ask outrageous questions. Sit down there, I'll come back--when you've +learnt patience and undergone your probation. But don't forget that I +can hear and see you, and am aware of you, wherever I may be! + +STRANGER. So I'm to be tested! I'm glad to know it! + +CONFESSOR. But you mustn't speak to the worshippers of Venus. + +(MAIA, an old woman, appears in the background.) + +STRANGER (rising in horror). Who am I meeting here after all this time? +Who is it? + +CONFESSOR. Who are you speaking of? + +STRANGER. That old woman there? + +CONFESSOR. Who's she? + +STRANGER (calling). Maia! Listen! (Old Maia has disappeared. The +STRANGER hurries after her.) Maia, my friend, listen! She's gone! + +CONFESSOR. Who was it? + +STRANGER (sitting down). O God! Now, when I find her again at last, +she goes.... I've looked for her for seven long years, written letters, +advertised.... + +CONFESSOR. Why? + +STRANGER. I'll tell you how her fate was linked to mine! (Pause.) Maia +was the nurse in my first family... during those hard years... when I +was fighting the Invisible Ones, who wouldn't bless my work! I wrote +till my brain and nerves dissolved like fat in alcohol... but it wasn't +enough! I was one of those who never could earn enough. And the day came +when I couldn't pay the maids their wages--it was terrible--and I became +the servant of my servant, and she became my mistress. At last... in +order, at least, to save my soul, I fled from what was too powerful for +me. I fled into the wilderness, where I collected my spirit in solitude +and recovered my strength! My first thought then was--my debts! For +seven years I looked for Maia, but in vain! For seven years I saw her +shadow, out of the windows of trains, from the decks of steamers, in +strange towns, in distant lands, but without ever being able to find +her. I dreamed of her for seven years; and whenever I drank a glass +of wine I blushed at the thought of old Maia, who perhaps was drinking +water in a poorhouse! I tried to give the sum I owed her to the poor; +but it was no use. And now--she's found and lost in the same moment! +(He gets up and goes towards the back as if searching for her.) Explain +this, if you can! I want to pay my debt; I can pay it now, but I'm not +allowed to. + +CONFESSOR. Foolishness' Bow to what seems inexplicable; you'll see that +the explanation will come later. Farewell! + +STRANGER. Later. Everything comes later. + +CONFESSOR. Yes. If it doesn't come at once! (He goes out. The LADY +enters pensively and sits down at the table, opposite the STRANGER.) + +STRANGER. What? You back again? The same and not the same? How beautiful +you've grown; as beautiful as you were the first time I ever saw you; +when I asked if I might be your friend, your dog. + +LADY. That you can see beauty I don't possess shows that once more +you have a mirror of beauty in your eye. The werewolf never thought me +beautiful, for he'd nothing beautiful with which to see me. + +STRANGER. Why did you kiss me that day? What made you do it? + +LADY. You've often asked me that, and I've never been able to find the +answer, because I don't know. But just now, when I was away from you, +here in the mountains, where the air's purer and the sun nearer.... +Hush! Now I can see that Sunday afternoon, when you sat on that seat +like a lost and helpless child, with a broken look in your eyes, and +stared at your own destiny.... A maternal feeling I'd never known before +welled up in me then, and I was overcome with pity, pity for a human +soul--so that I forgot myself. + +STRANGER. I'm ashamed. Now I believe it was so. + +LADY. But you took it another way. You thought... + +STRANGER. Don't tell me. I'm ashamed. + +LADY. Why did you think so badly of me? Didn't you notice that I drew +down my veil; so that it was between us, like the knight's sword in the +bridal bed.... + +STRANGER. I'm ashamed. I attributed my evil thoughts to you. Ingeborg, +you were made of better stuff than I. I'm ashamed! + +LADY. Now you look handsome. How handsome! + +STRANGER. Oh no. Not I. You! + +LADY (ecstatically). No, you! Yes, now I've seen through the mask +and the false beard. Now I can see the man you hid from me, the man I +thought I'd found in you... the man I was always searching for. I've +often thought you a hypocrite; but we're no hypocrites. No, no, we can't +pretend. + +STRANGER. Ingeborg, now we're on the other side of the river, and have +life beneath us, behind us... how different everything seems. Now, now, +I can see your soul; the ideal, the angel, who was imprisoned in the +flesh because of sin. So there is an Above, and an Earlier Age. When +we began it wasn't the beginning, and it won't be the end when we are +ended. Life is a fragment, without beginning or end! That's why it's so +difficult to make head or tail of it. + +LADY (kindly). So difficult. So difficult. Tell me, for instance--now +we're beyond guilt or innocence--how was it you came to hate women? + +STRANGER. Let me think! To hate women? Hate them? I never hated them. On +the contrary! Ever since I was eight years old I've always had some love +affair, preferably an innocent one. And I've loved like a volcano three +times! But wait--I've always felt that women hated me... and they've +always tortured me. + +LADY. How strange! + +STRANGER. Let me think about it a little.... Perhaps I've been jealous +of my own personality; and been afraid of being influenced too much. My +first love made herself into a sort of governess and nurse to me. But, +of course, there _are_ men who detest children; who detest women too, if +they're superior to them, that is! + +LADY (amiably). But you've called women the enemies of mankind. Did you +mean it? + +STRANGER. Of course I meant it, if I wrote it! For I wrote out of +experience, not theory.... In woman I sought an angel, who could lend +me wings, and I fell into the arms of an earth-spirit, who suffocated me +under mattresses stuffed with the feathers of wings! I sought an Ariel +and I found a Caliban; when I wanted to rise she dragged me down; and +continually reminded me of the fall.... + +LADY (kindly). Solomon knew much of women; do you know what he said? 'I +find more bitter than death a woman, whose heart is snares and nets and +her hands as bands; whoso pleaseth God shall escape from her; but the +sinner shall be taken by her.' + +STRANGER. I was never acceptable in God's sight. Was that a punishment? +Perhaps. But I was never acceptable to anyone, and I've never had a good +word addressed to me! Have I never done a good action? Is it possible +for a man never to have done anything good? (Pause.) It's terrible never +to hear any good words about oneself! + +LADY. You've heard them. But when people have spoken well of you, you've +refused to listen, as if it hurt you. + +STRANGER. That's true, now you remind me. But can you explain it? + +LADY. Explain it? You're always asking for explanations of the +inexplicable. 'When I applied my heart to know wisdom... I beheld all +the work of God, that a man cannot find out that is done under the sun. +Because, though a man labour to seek it out, yet he shall not find it; +yea, further, though a wise man think to know it, yet shall he not be +able to find it!' + +STRANGER. Who says that? + +LADY. The Prophet Ecclesiastes. (She takes a doll out of her pocket.) +This is Mizzi's doll. You see she longs for her little mistress! How +pale she's grown... and she seems to know where Mizzi is, for she's +always gazing up to heaven, whichever way I hold her. Look! Her eyes +follow the stars as the compass the pole. She is my compass and always +shows me where heaven is. She should, of course, be dressed in black, +because she's in mourning; but we're so poor.... Do you know why we +never had money? Because God was angry with us for our sins. 'The +righteous suffer no dearth.' + +STRANGER. Where did you learn that? + +LADY. In a book in which everything's written. Everything! (She wraps +the doll up in her cloak.) See, she's beginning to get cold--that's +because of the cloud up there.... + +STRANGER. How can you dare to wander up here in the mountains? + +LADY. God is with me; so what have I to fear from human beings? + +STRANGER. Aren't you tormented by those people at the pool? + +LADY (turning towards them). I can't see them. I can't see anything +horrible now. + +STRANGER. Ingeborg! I have made you evil, yet you're on the way to make +me good! It was my dream, you know, to seek redemption through a woman. +You don't believe it! But it's true. In the old days nothing was of +value to me if I couldn't lay it at a woman's feet. Not as a tribute +to an overbearing mistress,... but as a sacrifice to the beautiful +and good. It was my pleasure to give; but she wanted to take and not +receive: that's why she hated me! When I was helpless and thought the +end was near, a desire grew in me to fall asleep on a mother's knee, on +a tremendous breast where I could bury my tired head and drink in the +tenderness I'd been deprived of. + +LADY. You had no mother? + +STRANGER. Hardly! And I've never felt any bond between myself and my +father or my brothers and sisters.... Ingeborg, I was the son of a +servant of whom it is written. 'Drive forth the handmaid with her son, +for this son shall not inherit with the son of peace.' + +LADY. Do you know why Ishmael was driven out? It says just before--that +he was a scoffer. And then it goes on: 'He will be a wild man, his hand +will be against every man, and every man's hand against him; and against +all his brothers.' + +STRANGER. Is that also written? + +LADY. Oh yes, my child; it's all there! + +STRANGER. All? + +LADY. All. There you'll find answers to all your questions even the most +inquisitive! + +STRANGER. Call me your child, and then I'll love you.... And if I +love anyone, I long to serve them, to obey them, to let myself be +ill-treated, to suffer and to bear it. + +LADY. You shouldn't love me, but your Creator. + +STRANGER. He's unfriendly--like my father! + +LADY. He is Love itself; and you are Hate. + +STRANGER. You're his daughter; but I'm his cast-out son. + +LADY (coaxingly). Quiet! Be still! + +STRANGER. If you only knew what I've suffered this last week. I don't +know where I am. + +LADY. Where do you think? + +STRANGER. There's a woman in that but who looks at me as if I'd come to +rob her of her last mite. She says nothing--that's the trouble. But I +think it's prayers she mutters, when she sees me. + +LADY. What sort of prayers? + +STRANGER. The sort one whispers behind the backs of those who have the +evil eye or bring misfortune. + +LADY. How strange! Don't you realise that one's sight can be blinded? + +STRANGER. Yes, of course. But who can do it? + +HOSTESS (coming across to their table). Well, look at that! I suppose +she's your sister? + +STRANGER. Yes. We can say so now. + +HOSTESS (to the LADY). Fancy meeting someone I can speak to at last! +This gentleman's so silent, you see, that one feels at once one must +respect him; particularly as he seems to have had trouble. But I can +say this to his sister, and he shall hear it: that from the moment +he entered the house I felt that I was blessed. I'd been dogged by +misfortune; I'd no lodger, my only cow had died, my husband was in a +home for drunkards and my children had nothing to eat. I prayed God to +send me help from heaven, because I expected nothing more on earth. Then +this gentleman came. And apart from giving me double what I asked, he +brought me good luck--and my house was blessed. God bless you, good sir! + +STRANGER (getting up excitedly). Silence, woman. That's blasphemy! + +LADY. He won't believe. O God! He won't believe. Look at me! + +STRANGER. When I look at you, I do believe. She's giving me her +blessing! And I, who'm damned, have brought a blessing on her! How can I +believe it? I, of all men! (He falls down by the table and weeps in his +hands.) + +LADY. He's weeping! Tears, rain from heaven, that can soften rocks, are +falling on his stony heart.... He's weeping! + +HOSTESS. He? Who has a heart of gold! Who's been so open handed and so +good to my children! + +LADY. You hear what she says! + +HOSTESS. There's only one thing about him I don't understand; but I +don't want to say anything unpleasant.... + +LADY. What is it? + +HOSTESS. Only a trifle; and yet... + +LADY. Well? + +HOSTESS. He didn't like my dogs. + +LADY. I can't blame him for not caring for an impure beast. I hate +everything animal, in myself and others. I don't hate animals on that +account, for I hate nothing that's created.... + +STRANGER. Thank you, Ingeborg! + +LADY. You see! I've an eye for your merits, even though you don't +believe it.... Here comes the Confessor. + +(The CONFESSOR enters.) + +HOSTESS. Then I'll go; for the Confessor has no love for me. + +LADY. The Confessor loves all mankind. + +CONFESSOR (coming forward and speaking to the LADY). You best of all, my +child; for you're goodness itself. Whether you're beautiful to look at, +I can't see; but I know you must be, because you're good. Yes, you were +the bride of my youth, and my spiritual mate; and you'll always be so, +for you gave me what you were never able to give to others. I've +lived your life in my spirit, suffered your pains, enjoyed your +pleasures--pleasure rather, for you'd no others than what your child +gave you. I alone have seen the beauty of your soul--my friend here has +divined it; that's why he felt attracted to you--but the evil in him +was too strong; you had to draw it out of him into yourself to free +him. Then, being evil, you had to suffer the worst pains of hell for his +sake, to bring atonement. Your work's ended. You can go in peace! + +LADY. Where? + +CONFESSOR. Up there. Where the sun's always shining. + +LADY (rising). Is there a home for me there, too? + +CONFESSOR. There's a home for everyone! I'll show you the way. (He goes +with her into the background. The STRANGER makes a movement.) You're +impatient? You mustn't be! (He goes out. The STRANGER remains sitting +alone. The WORSHIPPERS OF VENUS get up, go towards him and form a circle +round him.) + +STRANGER. What do you want with me? + +WORSHIPPERS. Hail! Father. + +STRANGER (much upset). Why call me that? + +FIRST VOICE. Because we're your children. Your dear ones! + +STRANGER (tries to escape, but is surrounded and cannot). Let me go. Let +me go! + +SECOND VOICE (that of a pale youth). Don't you recognise me, Father? + +TEMPTER (appearing in the background at the left-hand fork of the path). +Ha! + +STRANGER (to the Second Voice). Who are you? I seem to know your face. + +SECOND VOICE. I'm Erik--your son! + +STRANGER. Erik! You here? + +SECOND VOICE. Yes. I'm here. + +STRANGER. God have mercy! And you, my boy, forgive me! + +SECOND VOICE. Never! You showed us the way to the sulphur springs! Is it +far to the lake? + +(The STRANGER falls to the ground.) + +TEMPTER. Ha! Jubilate, temptatores! + +VENUS WORSHIPPERS. Sulphur! Sulphur! Sulphur! Mercury! + +TEMPTER (coming forward and touching the STRANGER with his foot). The +worm! You can make him believe whatever you like. That comes from his +unbelievable pride. Does he think he's the mainspring of the universe, +the originator of all evil? This foolish man believes he taught youth to +go in search of Venus; as if youth hadn't done that long before he was +born! His pride's insupportable, and he's been rash enough to try to +botch my work for me. Give him another greeting, lying Erik! (The SECOND +VOICE--that is the youth--bends over the STRANGER and whispers in his +ear.) There were seven deadly sins; but now there are eight. The eighth +I discovered! It's called despair. For to despair of what is good, +and not to hope for forgiveness, is to call... (He hesitates before +pronouncing the word God, as if it burnt his lips.) God wicked. That is +calumny, denial, blasphemy.... Look how he winces! + +STRANGER (rising quickly, and looking the TEMPTER to the eyes). Who are +you? + +TEMPTER. Your brother. Don't we resemble one another? Some of your +features seem to remind me of my portrait. + +STRANGER. Where have I seen it? + +TEMPTER. Almost everywhere! I'm often to be found in churches, though +not amongst the saints. + +STRANGER. I can't remember.... + +TEMPTER. Is it so long since you've been to church? I'm usually +represented with St. George. (The STRANGER totters and would like to +fly, but cannot.) Michael and I are sometimes to be seen in a group, in +which, to be sure, I don't appear in the most favourable light; but that +can be altered. All can be altered; and one day the last shall be first. +It's just the same in your case. For the moment, things are going badly +with you, but that can be altered too... if you've enough intelligence +to change your company. You've had too much to do with skirts, my son. +Skirts raise dust, and dust lies on eyes and breast.... Come and sit +down. We'll have a chat.... (He takes the STRANGER jocularly by the ear +and leads him round the table.) Sit down and tremble, young man! (They +both sit down.) Well? What shall we do? Call for wine--and a woman? No! +That's too old a trick, as old as Doctor Faust! Bon! We modern are in +search of mental dissipation.... So you're on your way to those holy men +up there, who think that they who sleep can't sin; to the cowardly ones, +who've given up the battle of life, because they were defeated once or +twice; to those that bind souls rather than free them.... And talking of +that! Has any saintly man ever freed you from the burden of sin? No! +Do you know why sin has been oppressing you for so long? Through +renunciation and abstinence, you've grown so weak that anyone can seize +your soul and take possession of it. Why, they can even do it from a +distance! You've so destroyed your personality that you see with strange +eyes, hear with strange ears and think strange thoughts. In a word +you've murdered your own soul. Just now, didn't you speak well of the +enemies of mankind; of Woman, who made a hell of paradise? You needn't +answer me; I can read your answer in your eyes and hear it on your lips. +You talk of pure love for a woman! That's lust, young man, lust after a +woman, which we have to pay for so dearly. You say you don't desire her. +Then why do you want to be near her? You'd like to have a friend? Take a +male friend, many of them! You've let them convince you you're no woman +hater. But the woman gave you the right answer; every healthy man's a +woman hater, but can't live without linking himself to his enemy, and +so must fight her! All perverse and unmanly men are admirers of women! +How's it with you now? So you saw those invalids and thought yourself +responsible for their misery? They're tough fellows, you can believe +me; they'll be able to leave here in a few days and go back to their +occupations. Oh yes, lying Erik's a wag! But things have gone so far +with you, that you can't distinguish between your own and other people's +children. Wouldn't it be a great thing to escape from all this? What do +you say? Oh, I could free you... but I'm no saint. Now we'll call old +Maia. (He whistles between his fingers: MAIA appears.) Ah, there you +are! Well, what are you doing here? Have you any business with this +fellow? + +MAIA. No. He's good and always was; but he'd a terrible wife. + +TEMPTER (to the STRANGER). Listen! You've not heard that yet, have you? +Rather the opposite. She was the good angel, whom you ruined... we've +all been told that! Now, old Maia, what kind of story is it he prattles +of? He says he was plagued with remorse for seven years because he owed +you money. + +MAIA. He owed me a small sum once; but I got it back from him--and with +good interest--much better than the savings bank would have given me. It +was very good of him--very kind. + +STRANGER (starting up). What's that you said? Is it possible I've +forgotten? + +TEMPTER. Have you the receipt, Maia? If so, give it me. + +MAIA. The gentleman must have the receipt; but I've got the savings bank +book here. He paid the money into it in my name. (She produces a savings +bank book, and hands it to the STRANGER, who looks at it.) + +STRANGER. Yes, that's quite right. Now I remember. Then why this +seven-year torment, shame and disgrace? Those reproaches during +sleepless nights? Why? Why? Why? + +TEMPTER. Old Maia, you can go now. But first say something nice about +this self-tormentor. Can't you remember any human quality in this wild +beast, whom human beings have baited for years? + +STRANGER (to MAIA). Quiet, don't answer him! (He stops his ears with his +fingers.) + +TEMPTER. Well, Maia? + +MAIA. I know well enough what they say about him, but that refers to +what he writes--and I've not read it for I can't read. Still, no one +need read it, if they don't want to. Anyhow the gentleman's been very +kind. Now he's stopping his ears. I don't know how to flatter; but I can +say this in a whisper.... (She whispers some thing to the TEMPTER.) + +TEMPTER. Yes. All human beings who are easily moved are baited like wild +beasts! It's the rule. Good bye, old Maia! + +MAIA. Good-bye, kind gentlemen. (She goes out.) + +STRANGER. Why did I suffer innocently for seven years? + +TEMPTER (pointing upwards with one finger). Ask up there! + +STRANGER. Where I never get an answer! + +TEMPTER. Well, that may be. (Pause.) Do you think _I_ look good? + +STRANGER. I can't say I do. + +TEMPTER. You look extremely wicked, too! Do you know why we look like +that? + +STRANGER. No. + +TEMPTER. The hate and malice of our fellow human beings have fastened +themselves on us. Up there, you know, there are real saints, who've +never done anything wicked themselves, but who suffer for others, for +relations, who've committed unexpiated sins. Those angels, who've taken +the depravity of others on themselves, really resemble bandits. What do +you say to that? + +STRANGER. I don't know who you are; but you're the first to answer +questions that might reconcile me to life. You are.... + +TEMPTER. Well, say it! + +STRANGER. The deliverer! + +TEMPTER. And therefore....? + +STRANGER. Therefore you've been given a vulture.... But listen, have you +ever thought that there's as good a reason for this as for everything +else? Granted the earth's a prison, on which dangerous prisoners are +confined--is it a good thing to set them free? Is it right? + +TEMPTER. What a question! I've never really thought about it. Hm! + +STRANGER. And have you ever thought of this: we may be born in guilt? + +TEMPTER. That's nothing to do with me: I concern myself with the +present. + +STRANGER. Good! Don't you think we're sometimes punished wrongly, so +that we fail to see the logical connection, though it exists? + +TEMPTER. Logic's not missing; but all life's a tissue of offences, +mistakes, errors, that are comparatively blameless owing to human +weakness, but that are punished by the most consistent revenge. +Everything's revenged, even our injudicious actions. Who forgives? A +magnanimous man-sometimes; heavenly justice, never! (A PILGRIM appears +in the background.) See! A penitent! I'd like to know what wrong he's +done. We'll ask him. Welcome to our quiet meadows, peaceful wanderer! +Take your place at the simple table of the ascetic, at which there are +no more temptations. + +PILGRIM. Thank you, fellow traveller in the vale of woe. + +TEMPTER. What kind of woe is yours? + +PILGRIM. None in particular; on the contrary, the hour of liberation's +struck, and I'm going up there to receive absolution. + +STRANGER. Listen, haven't we two met before? + +PILGRIM. I think so, certainly. + +STRANGER. Caesar! You're Caesar! + +PILGRIM. I used to be; but I am no longer. + +TEMPTER. Ha ha! Imperial acquaintance. Really! But tell us, tell us! + +PILGRIM. You shall hear. Now I've a right to speak, for my penance is at +an end. When we met at a certain doctor's house, I was shut up there +as a madman and supposed to be suffering from the illusion that I was +Caesar. Now the Stranger shall hear the truth of the matter: I never +believed it, but I was forced by scruples of conscience to put a good +face on it.... A friend of mine, a bad friend, had written proof that I +was the victim of a misunderstanding; but he didn't speak when he should +have, and I took his silence as a request not to speak either-and to +suffer. Why did I? Well, in my youth I was once in great need. I was +received as a guest in a house on an island far out to sea by a man who, +in spite of unusual gifts, had been passed over for promotion--owing to +his senseless pride. This man, by solitary brooding on his lot, had come +to hold quite extraordinary views about himself. I noticed it, but I +said nothing. One day this man's wife told me that he was sometimes +mentally unbalanced; and then thought he was Julius Caesar. For many +years I kept this secret conscientiously, for I'm not ungrateful by +nature. But life's tricky. It happened a few years later that this +Caesar laid rough hands on my most intimate fate. In anger at this I +betrayed the secret of his Caesar mania and made my erstwhile benefactor +such a laughing stock, that his existence became unbearable to him. And +now listen how Nemesis overtakes one! A year later I wrote a book-I am, +you must know, an author who's not made his name.... And in this book I +described incidents of family life: how I played with my daughter--she +was called Julia, as Caesar's daughter was--and with my wife, whom we +called Caesar's wife because no one spoke evil of her.... Well, this +recreation, in which my mother-in-law joined too, cost me dear. When I +was looking through the proofs of my book, I saw the danger and said to +myself: you'll trip yourself up. I wanted to cut it out but, if you'll +believe it, the pen refused, and an inner voice said to me: let it +stand! It did stand! And I fell. + +STRANGER. Why didn't you publish the letter from your friend that would +have explained everything? + +PILGRIM. When the disaster had happened I felt at once that it was the +finger of God, and that I must suffer for my ingratitude. + +STRANGER. And you did suffer? + +PILGRIM. Not at all! I smiled to myself and wouldn't let myself be put +out. And because I accepted my punishment with calmness and humility God +lightened my burden; and I didn't feel myself ridiculous. + +TEMPTER. That's a strange story; but such things happen. Shall we move +on now? We'll go for an excursion, now we've weathered the storms. Pull +yourself up by the roots, and then we'll climb the mountain. + +STRANGER. The Confessor told me to wait for him. + +TEMPTER. He'll find you, anyhow! And up here in the village the court's +sitting to-day. A particularly interesting case is to be tried; and I +dare say I'll be called as a witness. Come! + +STRANGER. Well, whether I sit here, or up there, is all the same to me. + +PILGRIM (to the STRANGER). Who's that? + +STRANGER. I don't know. He looks like an anarchist. + +PILGRIM. Interesting, anyhow! + +STRANGER. He's a sceptical gentleman, who's seen life. + +TEMPTER. Come, children; I'll tell you stories on the way. Come. Come! + +(They go out towards the background.) + +Curtain. + + + + +ACT III + +SCENE I + +TERRACE ON THE MOUNTAIN + +[A Terrace on the mountain on which the Monastery stands. On the right +a rocky cliff and a similar one on the left. In the far background a +bird's-eye view of a river landscape with towns, villages, ploughed +fields and woods; in the very far distance the sea can be seen. Down +stage an apple tree laden with fruit. Under it a long table with a chair +at the end and benches at the sides. Down stage, right, a corner of +the village town hall. A cloud seems to be hanging immediately over the +village.] + +[The MAGISTRATE sits at the end of the table in the capacity of judge; +the assessors on the benches. The ACCUSED MAN is standing on the right +by the MAGISTRATE; the witnesses on the left, amongst them the TEMPTER. +Members of the public, with the PILGRIM and the STRANGER, are standing +here and there not far from the judge's seat.] + +MAGISTRATE. Is the accused present? + +ACCUSED MAN. Yes. Present. + +MAGISTRATE. This is a very sad story, that's brought trouble and shame +on our small community. Florian Reicher, twenty-three years old, is +accused of shooting at Fritz Schlipitska's affianced wife, with the +clear intention of killing her. It's a case of premeditated murder, and +the provisions of the law are perfectly clear. Has the accused anything +to say in his defence, or can he plead mitigating circumstances? + +ACCUSED MAN. No. + +TEMPTER. Ho, there! + +MAGISTRATE. Who are you? + +TEMPTER. Counsel for the accused. + +MAGISTRATE. The accused man certainly has a right to the services of +counsel, but in the present case I think the facts are so clear that the +people have reached a certain conclusion; and the murderer will hardly +be able to regain their sympathy. Isn't that so? + +PEOPLE. He's condemned already! + +TEMPTER. Who by? + +PEOPLE. The Law and his own deed. + +TEMPTER. Listen to me! As counsel for the accused I represent him and +take the accusation on myself. I ask permission to address the court. + +MAGISTRATE. I can't refuse it. + +PEOPLE. Florian's been condemned already. + +TEMPTER. The case must first be heard. (Pause.) I'd reached my +eighteenth year--it's Florian speaking--and my thoughts, as I grew up +under my mother's watchful eye, were pure; and my heart without deceit, +for I'd never seen or heard anything wicked. Then I--Florian, that +is--met a young girl who seemed to me the most beautiful creature I'd +ever set eyes on in this wicked world, for she was goodness itself. I +offered her my hand, my heart, and my future. She accepted everything +and swore that she'd be true. I was to serve five years for my +Rachel--and I did serve, collecting one straw after another for the +little nest we were going to build. My whole life was centred on the +love of this woman! As I was true to her myself, I never mistrusted her. +By the fifth year I'd built the hut and collected our household goods... +when I discovered she'd been playing with me and had deceived me with at +least three men.... + +MAGISTRATE. Have you witnesses? + +BAILIFF. Three valid ones; I'm one of them. + +MAGISTRATE. The bailiff alone will be sufficient. + +TEMPTER. Then I shot her; not out of revenge, but in order to free +myself from the unhealthy thoughts her faithlessness had forced on me; +for when I tried to tear her picture out of my heart, images of her +lovers always rose and crept into my blood, so that at last I seemed to +be living in unlawful relationship with three men--with a woman as the +link between us! + +MAGISTRATE. Well, that was jealousy! + +ACCUSED MAN. Yes, that was jealousy. + +TEMPTER. Yes, jealousy, that feeling for cleanliness, that seeks to +preserve thoughts from pollution by strangers. If I'd been content to do +nothing, if I'd not been jealous, I'd have got into vicious company, and +I didn't want to do that. That's why she had to die so that my thoughts +might be cleansed of deadly sin, which alone is to be condemned. I've +finished. + +PEOPLE. The dead woman's guilty! Her blood's on her own head. + +MAGISTRATE. She's guilty, for she was the cause of the crime. + +(The FATHER of the dead woman steps forward.) + +FATHER. Your Worship, judge of my dead child; and you, countrymen, let +me speak! + +MAGISTRATE. The dead girl's father may speak. + +FATHER. You're accusing a dead girl; and I shall answer. Maria, my +child, has undoubtedly been guilty of a crime and is to blame for the +misdeeds of this man. There's no doubt of it! + +PEOPLE. No doubt! It's she who's guilty! + +FATHER. Permit her father to add a word of explanation, if not of +defence. (Pause.) When she was fifteen, Maria fell into the hands of a +man who seemed to have made it his business to entrap young girls, much +as a bird-catcher traps small birds. He was no seducer, in the ordinary +sense, for he contented himself with binding her senses and entangling +her feelings only to thrust her away and watch how she suffered with +torn wings and a broken heart--tortured by the agony of love, which is +worse than any other agony. For three years Maria was cared for in an +institution for the mentally deranged. And when she came out again, she +was divided, broken into several pieces--it might be said that she was +several persons. She was an angel and feared God with one side of her +spirit; but with another she was a devil, and reviled all that was +holy. I've seen her go straight from dancing and frenzy to her beloved +Florian, and have heard her, in his presence, speak so differently and +so alter her expression, that I could have sworn she was another being. +But to me she seemed equally sincere in both her shapes. Is she to +blame, or her seducer? + +PEOPLE. She's not to blame! Where is her seducer? + +FATHER. There! + +TEMPTER. Yes. It was I. + +PEOPLE. Stone him! + +MAGISTRATE. The law must run its course. He must be heard. + +TEMPTER. Bon! Then listen, Argives! It was like this. Your humble +servant, born of poor but fairly honourable parents, was from the +beginning one of those strange birds who, in their youth, go in search +of their Creator--but without ever finding him, naturally! It's more +usual for old cuckoos to look for him in their dotage--and for good +reasons! The urge for this youthful quest was accompanied by a purity +of heart and a modesty that even caused his nurses to smile--yes, we can +laugh now when we hear that this boy would only change his underclothing +in the dark! But even if we're corrupted by the crudities of life, +we're still bound to find something beautiful in it; and if we're older +something touching! And so we can afford to-day to laugh at his childish +innocence. Scornful laughter, listeners, please. + +MAGISTRATE (seriously). He mistakes his listeners. + +TEMPTER. Then I ought to be ashamed of myself! (Pause.) He became a +youth--your humble servant--and fell into a series of traps that +were laid for his innocence. I'm an old sinner, but I blush at this +moment.... (He takes of his hat.) Yes, look at me now--when I think of +the insight this young man got into the world of Potiphar's wives that +surrounded him! There wasn't a single woman.... Really, I'm ashamed in +the name of mankind and the female sex--excuse me, please.... There were +moments when I didn't believe my eyes, but thought a devil had blinded +my sight. The holiest bands.... (He pinches his tongue.) No, quiet! +Mankind will feel itself calumniated! Enough, until my twenty-fifth +year I fought the good fight; and I fell because.... Well, I was called +Joseph, and I _was_ Joseph! I grew jealous of my virtue, and felt +injured by the glances of a lewd woman.... And at last, cunningly +seduced, I fell. Then I became a slave of my passions; often and often I +sat by Omphalos and span, until I sank into the deepest degradation and +suffered, suffered, suffered! But in reality it was only my body that +was degraded; my soul lived her own life--her own pure life, I can +say--on her own account. And I raved innocently for pure young virgins +who, it seems, felt the bond that drew us together. Because, without +boasting, I can say they were attracted to me. I didn't want to overstep +the mark, but they did! And when I fled the danger, their hearts were +broken, so they said. In a word, I've never seduced an innocent girl. +I swear it! Am I therefore to blame for the emotional sorrows of this +young woman, who went out of her mind? On the contrary, mayn't I count +it a virtue that I shrank in horror from the step that brought about +her fall? Who'll cast the first stone at me? No one! Then I mistake my +listeners. Indeed, I thought I might be an object of scorn, if I were to +plead here for my masculine innocence! Now, however, I feel young again; +and there's something for which I'd like to ask mankind's forgiveness. +If it weren't that I happened to see a cynical smile on the lips of the +woman who seduced me when I was young. Come forward, woman, and look +upon your work of destruction. Observe, how the seed has grown! + +WOMAN (coming forward with dignity and modesty). It was I! Let me +be heard, and let me tell the simple story of my seduction. (Pause.) +Luckily my seducer is here, too.... + +MAGISTRATE. Friends! I must break off the proceedings; otherwise we'll +get back to Eve in Paradise. + +TEMPTER. Who was Adam's seducer! That's just where we want to get back +to. Eve! Come forward, Eve. Eve! (He waves his cloak in the air. The +trunk of the tree becomes transparent and EVE appears, wrapped in her +hair and with a girdle about her loins.) Now, Mother Eve, it was you who +seduced our father. You are the accused: what have you to say in your +defence? + +EVE (simply and with dignity). The serpent tempted me! + +TEMPTER. Well answered! Eve has proved her innocence. The serpent! Let +the serpent come forward. (EVE disappears.) The serpent! (The serpent +appears in the tree trunk.) Here you can see the seducer of us all. Now, +serpent, who was it that beguiled you? + +ALL (terrified). Silence! Blasphemer! + +TEMPTER. Answer, serpent! (Lightning and a clap of thunder; all flee, +except the TEMPTER, who has fallen to the ground, and the PILGRIM, the +STRANGER and the LADY. The TEMPTER begins to recover; he then gets up +and sits down in an attitude that recalls the classical statue 'The +Polisher,' or 'The Slave.') Causa finalis, or the first cause--you can't +discover that! For if the serpent's to blame, then we're comparatively +innocent--but mankind mustn't be told that! The Accused, however, seems +to have got out of this business! And the Court of justice has dissolved +like smoke! Judge not. Judge not, O Judges! + +LADY (to the STRANGER). Come with me. + +STRANGER. But I'd like to listen to this man. + +LADY. Why? He's like a small child, putting all those questions that +can't be answered. You know how little children ask about everything. +'Papa, why does the sun rise in the east?' You know the answer? + +STRANGER. Hm! + +LADY. Or: 'Mama, who made God?' You think that profound? Well, come with +me. + +STRANGER (fighting his admiration for the TEMPTER). But that about Eve +was new.... + +LADY. Not at all. I learnt it in my Bible history, when I was eight. And +that we inherit the debts of our fathers is part of the law of the land. +Come, my son. + +TEMPTER (rising, shaking his limbs and climbing up the rocky wall to the +right with a limp). Come, I'll show you the world you think you know, +but don't. + +LADY (climbing up the rocky wall to the left). Come with me, my son, and +I'll show you God's beautiful world, as I've come to see it, since the +tears of sorrow washed the dust from my eyes. Come with me! + +(The STRANGER stands irresolute between them.) + +TEMPTER (to the LADY). And how have you seen the world through your +tears? Like meadow banks reflected in troubled water! A chaos of curved +lines in which the trees seemed to be standing on their heads. (To +the STRANGER.) No, my son, with my field-glasses, dried in the fire of +hate--with my telescope I can see everything as it is. Clear and sharp, +precisely as it is. + +LADY. What do you know of things, my son? You can never see the thing +itself, only its picture; and the picture is illusion and not the thing. +So you argue about pictures and illusions. + +TEMPTER. Listen to her! A little philosopher in skirts. By Jupiter +Chronos, such a disputation in this giant amphitheatre of the mountains +demands a proper audience. Hullo! + +LADY. I have mine here: my friend, my husband, my child! If he'll only +listen to me, good; all will be well with me, and him. Come to me, +my friend, for this is the way. This is the mountain Gerizim, where +blessings are given. And that is Ebal, where they curse. + +TEMPTER. Yes, this is Ebal, where they curse. 'Cursed be the earth, +woman, for thy sake; in sorrow shalt thou bring forth children; and thy +desire shall be to thy husband, and he shall rule over thee.' And then +to the man this: 'Cursed is the ground for thy sake, thorns and thistle +shall it bring forth to thee, and in the sweat of thy brow shalt thou +labour!' So spoke the Lord, not I! + +LADY. 'And God blessed the first pair; and He blessed the seventh day, +on which He had completed His work--and the work was good.' But you, and +we, have made it something evil, and that is why.... But he who obeys +the commandments of the Lord dwells on Gerizim, where blessings are +given. Thus saith the Lord. 'Blessed shalt thou be in the city, and +blessed shalt thou be in the field. Blessed shall be thy basket and thy +store. Blessed shalt thou be when thou comest in, and blessed when thou +goest out. And the Lord shall give rain unto thy land in his season +to increase thy harvest, and thy children shall flourish. And the Lord +shall make thee plenteous in goods, to lend to the peoples, and never to +borrow. And the Lord will bless all the work of thy hand, if thou shalt +keep the commandments of the Lord thy God!' (Pause.) So come, my friend, +and lay your hand in mine. (She falls on her knees with clasped hands.) +I beg you, by the love that once united us, by the memory of the +child that drew us together; by the strength of a mother's love--a +mother's--for so have I loved you, erring child, whom I've sought in the +dark places of the wood and whom at last I've found, hungry and withered +for want of love! Come back to me, prodigal one; and bury your tired +head on my heart, where you rested before ever you saw the light of the +sun. (A change comes over her during this speech; her clothing falls +from her and she is seen to have changed into a white-robed woman with +her hair let down and with a full maternal bosom.) + +STRANGER. Mother! + +LADY. Yes, my child, your mother! In life I could never caress you--the +will of higher powers denied it me. Why that was I don't dare to ask. + +STRANGER. But my mother's dead? + +LADY. She was; but the dead aren't dead, and maternal love can conquer +death. Didn't you know that? Come, my child, I'll repay where I have +been to blame. I'll rock you to sleep on my knees. I'll wash you clean +from the... (She omits the word she cannot bring herself to utter) of +hate and sin. I'll comb your hair, matted with the sweat of fear; and +air a pure white sheet for you at the fire of a home--a home you've +never had, you who've known no peace, you homeless one, son of Hagar, +the serving woman, born of a slave, against whom every man's hand was +raised. The ploughmen ploughed your back and seared deep furrows there. +Come, I'll heal your wounds, and suffer your sorrows. Come! + +STRANGER (who has been weeping so violently that his whole body has been +trembling, now goes to the cliff on the left where the MOTHER stands +with open arms.) I'm coming! + +TEMPTER. I can do nothing now. But one day we shall meet again! (He +disappears behind the cliff.) + +Curtain. + + +SCENE II + +ROCKY LANDSCAPE ON THE MOUNTAIN + +[Higher up the mountain; among the clouds a rocky landscape with a bog +round it. The MOTHER on a rock, climbing until she disappears into the +cloud. The STRANGER stops, bewildered.] + +STRANGER. Oh, Mother, Mother! Why are you leaving me? At the very moment +when my loveliest dream was on the point of fulfilment! + +TEMPTER (coming forward). What have you been dreaming? Tell me! + +STRANGER. My dearest hope, most secret desire and last prayer! +Reconciliation with mankind, through a woman. + +TEMPTER. Through a woman who taught you to hate. + +STRANGER. Yes, because she bound me to earth--like the round shot a +slave drags on his foot, so that he can't escape. + +TEMPTER. You talk of woman. Always woman. + +STRANGER. Yes. Woman. The beginning and the end--for us men anyhow. In +relationship to one another they are nothing. + +TEMPTER. So that's it; nothing in themselves; but everything for us, +through us! Our honour and our shame; our greatest joy, our deepest +pain; our redemption and our fall; our wages and our punishment; our +strength and our weakness. + +STRANGER. Our shame! You've said so. Explain this riddle to me, you +who're wise. Whenever I appeared in public arm in arm with a woman, +my wife, who was beautiful and whom I adored, I felt ashamed of my own +weakness. Explain that riddle to me. + +TEMPTER. You felt ashamed? I don't know why. + +STRANGER. Can't you answer? You, of all men? + +TEMPTER. No, I can't. But I too always suffered when I was with my wife +in company, because I felt she was being soiled by men's glances, and I +through her. + +STRANGER. And when she did the shameful deed, you were dishonoured. Why? + +TEMPTER. The Eve of the Greeks was called Pandora, and Zeus created her +out of wickedness, in order to torture men and master them. As a wedding +gift she received a box, containing all the unhappiness of the world. +Perhaps the riddle of this sphinx can more easily be guessed, if it's +seen from. Olympus, rather than from the pleasure garden of Paradise. +Its full meaning will never be known to us. Though I'm as able as +you. (Pause.) And, by the way, I can still enjoy the greatest pleasure +creation ever offered! Go you and do likewise! + +STRANGER. You mean Satan's greatest illusion! For the woman who seems +most beautiful to me, can seem horrible to others! Even for me, when +she's angry, she can be uglier than any other woman. Then what is +beauty? + +TEMPTER. A semblance, a reflection of your own goodness! (He puts his +hand over his mouth.) Curses on it! I let it out that time. And now the +devil's loose.... + +STRANGER. Devil? Yes. But if she's a devil, how can a devil make me +desire virtue and goodness? For that's what happened to me when I first +saw her beauty; I was seized with a longing to be like her, and so to +be worthy of her. To begin with I tried to be by taking exercise, having +baths, using cosmetics and wearing good clothes; but I only made myself +ridiculous. Then I began from within; I accustomed myself to thinking +good thoughts, speaking well of people and acting nobly! And one day, +when my outward form had moulded itself on the soul within, I became her +likeness, as she said. And it was she who first uttered those wonderful +words: I love you! How can a devil ennoble us; how can a spirit of hell +fill us with goodness; how...? No, she was an angel! A fallen angel, +of course, and her love a broken ray of that great light--that great +eternal light--that warms and loves.... That loves.... + +TEMPTER. What, old friend, must we stand here like two youths and spell +out the riddles of love? + +CONFESSOR (coming in). What's this chatterer saying? He's talked away +his whole life; and never done anything. + +TEMPTER. I wanted to be a priest, but had no vocation. + +CONFESSOR. Whilst you're waiting for it, help me to find a drunkard +who's drowned himself in the bog. It must be near here, because I've +been following his tracks till now. + +TEMPTER. Then it's the man lying beneath that brushwood there. + +CONFESSOR (picking up some twigs, and disclosing a fully clothed corpse, +with a white, young face.) Yes, it is! (He grows pensive as he looks at +the dead man.) + +TEMPTER. Who was he? + +CONFESSOR. It's extraordinary! + +TEMPTER. He must have been a good-looking man. And quite young. + +CONFESSOR. Oh no. He was fifty-four. And when I saw him a week ago, he +looked like sixty-four. His eyes were as yellow as the slime of a garden +snail and bloodshot from drunkenness; but also because he'd shed tears +of blood over his vices and misery. His face was brown and swollen like +a piece of liver on a butcher's table, and he hid himself from men's +eyes out of shame--up to the end he seems to have been ashamed of the +broken mirror of his soul, for he covered his face with brushwood. I +saw him fighting his vices; I saw him praying to God on his knees for +deliverance, after he'd been dismissed from his post as a teacher.... +But... Well, now he's been delivered. And look, now the evil's been +taken from him, the good and beautiful that was in him has again become +apparent; that's what he looked like when he was nineteen! (Pause.) This +is sin--imposed as a punishment. Why? That we don't know. 'He who +hateth the righteous, shall himself be guilty!' So it is written, as an +indication. I knew him when he was young! And now I remember... he +was always very angry with those who never drank. He criticised and +condemned, and always set his cult of the grape on the altar of earthly +joys! Now he's been set free. Free from sin, from shame, from ugliness. +Yes, in death he looks beautiful. Death is the deliverer! (To the +STRANGER.) Do you hear that, Deliverer, you who couldn't even free a +drunkard from his evil passions! + +TEMPTER. Crime as punishment? That's not so bad. Most penetrating! + +CONFESSOR. So I think. You'll have new matter for argument. + +TEMPTER. Now I'll leave you gentlemen for a while. But soon we'll meet +again. (He goes out.) + +CONFESSOR. I saw you just now with a woman! So there are still +temptations? + +STRANGER. Not the kind you mean. + +CONFESSOR. Then what kind? + +STRANGER. I could still imagine a reconciliation between mankind and +woman--through woman herself! And indeed, through that woman who was my +wife and has now become what I once held her to be having been purified +and lifted up by sorrow and need. But... + +CONFESSOR. But what? + +STRANGER. Experience teaches; the nearer, the further off: the further +from one another, the nearer one can be. + +CONFESSOR. I've always known that--it was known by Dante, who all his +life possessed the soul of Beatrice; and Beethoven, who was united from +afar with Therese von Brunswick, knew it, though she was the wife of +another! + +STRANGER. And yet! Happiness is only to be found in her company. + +CONFESSOR. Then stay with her. + +STRANGER. You're forgetting one thing: we're divorced. + +CONFESSOR. Good! Then you can begin a new marriage. And it'll promise +all the more, because both of you are new people. + +STRANGER. Do you think anyone would marry us? + +CONFESSOR. I, for instance? That's asking too much. + +STRANGER. Yes. I'd forgotten! But I daresay someone could be found. It's +another thing to get a home together.... + +CONFESSOR. You're sometimes lucky, even if you won't see it. There's +a small house down there by the river; it's quite new and the owner's +never even seen it. He was an Englishman who wanted to marry; but at +the last moment _she_ broke off the engagement. It was built by his +secretary, and neither of the engaged couple ever set eyes on it. It's +quite intact, you see! + +STRANGER. IS it to let? + +CONFESSOR. Yes. + +STRANGER. Then I'll risk it. And I'll try to begin life all over again. + +CONFESSOR. Then you'll go down? + +STRANGER. Out of the clouds. Below the sun's shining, and up here the +air's a little thin. + +CONFESSOR. Good! Then we must part--for a time. + +STRANGER. Where are you going? + +CONFESSOR. Up. + +STRANGER. And I down; to the earth, the mother with the soft bosom and +warm lap.... + +CONFESSOR. Until you long once more for what's hard as stone, as cold +and as white... Farewell! Greetings to those below! + +(Each of them goes of in the direction he has chosen.) + +Curtain. + + +SCENE III + +A SMALL HOUSE ON THE MOUNTAIN + +[A pleasant, panelled dining-room, with a tiled stove of majolica. On +the dining-table, which is in the middle of the room, stand vases filled +with flowers; also two candelabra with many lighted candles. A large +carved sideboard on the left. On the right, two windows. At the +back, two doors; that on the left is open and gives a view of the +drawing-room, belonging to the lady of the house, which is furnished in +light green and mahogany, and has a standard lamp of brass with a large, +lemon-coloured lampshade, which is lit. The door on the right is closed. +On the left behind the sideboard the entrance from the hall.] + +[From the left the STRANGER enters, dressed as a bridegroom; and the +LADY, dressed as a bride; both radiant with youth and beauty.] + +STRANGER. Welcome to my house, beloved; to your home and mine, my bride; +to your dwelling-place, my wife! + +LADY. I'm grateful, dear friend! It's like a fairy tale! + +STRANGER. Yes, it is. A whole book of fairy tales, my dear, written by +me. + +(They sit down on either side of the table.) + +LADY. Is this real? It seems too lovely to me. + +STRANGER. I've never seen you look so young, so beautiful. + +LADY. It's your own eyes.... + +STRANGER. Yes, my own eyes that have learnt to see. And your goodness +taught them.... + +LADY. Which itself was taught by sorrow. + +STRANGER. Ingeborg! + +LADY. It's the first time you've called me by that name. + +STRANGER. The first? I've never met Ingeborg; I've never known you, +as you are, sitting here in our home! Home! An enchanting word. An +enchanting thing I've never yet possessed. A home and a wife! You are +my first, my only one; for what once happened exists no longer--no more +than the hour that's past! + +LADY. Orpheus! Your song has made these dead stones live. Make life sing +in me! + +STRANGER. Eurydice, whom I rescued from the underworld! I'll love you to +life again; revivify you with my imagination. Now happiness will come to +us, for we know the dangers to avoid. + +LADY. The dangers, yes! It's lovely in this house. It seems as if these +rooms were full of invisible guests, who've come to welcome us. Kind +spirits, who'll bless us and our home. + +STRANGER. The candle flames are still, as if in prayer. The flowers are +pensive.... And yet! + +LADY. Hush! The summer night's outside, warm and dark. And stars hang +in the sky; large and tearful in the fir trees, like Christmas candles. +This is happiness. Hold it fast! + +STRANGER (still thinking). And yet! + +LADY. Hush! + +STRANGER (getting up). A poem's coming: I can hear it. It's for you. + +LADY. Don't tell it me. I can see it--in your eyes. + +STRANGER. For I read it in yours! Well, I couldn't repeat it, because it +has no words. Only scent, and colour. If I were to, I should destroy it. +What's unborn is always most beautiful. What's unwon, most dear! + +LADY. Quiet. Or, our guests will leave us. + +(They do not speak.) + +STRANGER. This _is_ happiness--but I can't grasp it. + +LADY. See it and breath it; for it can't be grasped. + +(They do not speak.) + +STRANGER. You're looking at your little room. + +LADY. It's as bright green as a summer meadow. There's someone in there. +Several people! + +STRANGER. Only my thoughts. + +LADY. Your good, your beautiful thoughts.... + +STRANGER. Given me by you. + +LADY. Had I anything to give you? + +STRANGER. You? Everything! But up to now my hands have not been free to +take it. Not clean enough to stroke your little heart.... + +LADY. Beloved! The time for reconciliation's coming. + +STRANGER. With mankind, and woman--through a woman? Yes, that time has +come; and blessed may you be amongst women. + +(The candles and lamps go out; it grows dark in the dining-room; but a +weak ray of light can be seen, coming from the brass standard lamp in +the LADY's room.) + +LADY. Why's it grown dark? Oh! + +STRANGER. Where are you, beloved? Give me your hand. I'm afraid! + +LADY. Here, dearest. + +STRANGER. The little hand, held out to me in the darkness, that's led me +over stones and thorns. That little, soft, dear hand! Lead me into the +light, into your bright, warm room; fresh green like hope. + +LADY (leading him towards the pale-green room). Are you afraid? + +STRANGER. You're a white dove, with whom the startled eagle finds +sanctuary, when heaven's thunder clouds grow black, for the dove has no +fear. She has not provoked the thunders of heaven! + +(They have reached the doorway leading to the other room, when the +curtain falls.) + +*** + +[The same room; but the table has been cleared. The LADY is sitting at +it, doing nothing. She seems bored. On the right, down stage, a window +is open. It is still. The STRANGER comes in, with a piece of paper in +his hand.] + +STRANGER. Now you shall hear it. + +LADY (acquiescing absent-mindedly). Finished already? + +STRANGER. Already? Do you mean that seriously? I've taken seven days to +write this little poem. (Silence.) Perhaps it'll bore you to hear it? + +LADY (drily). No. Certainly not. (The STRANGER sits down at the table +and looks at the LADY.) Why are you looking at me? + +STRANGER. I'd like to see your thoughts. + +LADY. But you've heard them. + +STRANGER. That's nothing; I want to see them! (Pause.) What one says is +mostly worthless. (Pause.) May I read them? No, I see I mayn't. You want +nothing more from me. (The LADY makes a gesture as if she were going to +speak.) Your face tells me enough. Now you've sucked me dry, eaten +me hollow, killed my ego, my personality. To that I answer: how, my +beloved? Have _I_ killed your ego, when I wanted to give you the whole +of mine; when I let you skim the cream off my bowl, that I'd filled with +all the experience of along life, with incursions into the deserts and +groves of knowledge and art? + +LADY. I don't deny it, but my ego wasn't my own. + +STRANGER. Not yours? Then what is? Something that belongs to others? + +LADY. Is yours something that belongs to others too? + +STRANGER. No. What I've experienced is my own, mine and no other's. What +I've read becomes mine, because I've broken it in two like glass, melted +it down, and from this substance blown new glass in novel forms. + +LADY. But I can never be yours. + +STRANGER. I've become yours. + +LADY. What have you got from me? + +STRANGER. How can you ask me that? + +LADY. All the same--I'm not sure that you think it, though I feel you +feel it--you wish me far away. + +STRANGER. I must be a certain distance from you, if I'm to see you. Now +you're within the focus, and your image is unclear. + +LADY. The nearer, the farther off! + +STRANGER. Yes. When we part, we long for one another; and when we meet +again, we long to part. + +LADY. Do you really think we love each other? + +STRANGER. Yes. Not like ordinary people, but unusual ones. We resemble +two drops of water, that fear to get close together, in case they should +cease to be two and become one. + +LADY. This time we knew the dangers and wanted to avoid them. But it +seems that they can't be avoided. + +STRANGER. Perhaps they weren't dangers, but rude necessities; laws +inscribed in the councils of the immortals. (Silence.) Your love always +seemed to have the effect of hate. When you made me happy, you envied +the happiness you'd given me. And when you saw I was unhappy, you loved +me. + +LADY. Do you want me to leave you? + +STRANGER. If you do, I shall die. + +LADY. And, if I stay, it's I who'll die. + +STRANGER. Then let's die together and live out our love in a higher +life; our love, that doesn't seem to be of this world. Let's live it out +in another planet, where there's no nearness and no distance, where two +are one; where number, time and space are no longer what they are in +this. + +LADY. I'd like to die, yet I don't want to. I think I must be dead +already. + +STRANGER. The air up here's too strong. + +LADY. You can't love me if you speak like that. + +STRANGER. To be frank, there are moments when you don't exist for me. +But in others I feel your hatred like suffocating smoke. + +LADY. And I feel my heart creeping from my breast, when you are angry +with me. + +STRANGER. Then we must hate one other. + +LADY. And love one another too. + +STRANGER. And hate because we love. We hate each other, because we're +bound together. We hate the bond, we hate our love; we hate what is most +loveable, what is the bitterest, the best this life can offer. We've +come to an end! + +LADY. Yes. + +STRANGER. What a joke life is, if you take it seriously. And how +serious, if you take it as a joke! You wanted to lead me by the hand +towards the light; your easier fate was to make mine easier too. I +wanted to raise you above the bogs and quicksands; but you longed for +the lower regions, and wanted to convince me they were the upper ones. I +ask myself if it's possible that you took what was wicked from me, when +I was freed from it; and that what was good in you entered into me? If +I've made you wicked I ask your pardon, and I kiss your little hand, +that caressed and scratched me... the little hand that led me into the +darkness... and on the long journey to Damascus.... + +LADY. To a parting? (Silence.) Yes, a parting! + +(The LADY goes on her way. The STRANGER falls on to a chair by the +table. The TEMPTER puts his head in at the window, and rests himself on +his elbows whilst he smokes a cigarette.) + +TEMPTER. Ah, yes! C'est l'amour! The most mysterious of all mysteries, +the most inexplicable of all that can't be explained, the most +precarious of all that's insecure. + +STRANGER. So you're here? + +TEMPTER. I'm always everywhere, where it smells of quarrels. And in love +affairs there are always quarrels. + +STRANGER. Always? + +TEMPTER. Always! I was invited to a silver wedding yesterday. +Twenty-five years are no trifle--and for twenty-five years they'd been +quarrelling. The whole love affair had been one long shindy, with +many little ones in between! And yet they loved one another, and were +grateful for all the good that had come to them; the evil was forgotten, +wiped out--for a moment's happiness is worth ten days of blows and +pinpricks. Oh yes! Those who won't accept evil never get anything good. +The rind's very bitter, though the kernel's sweet. + +STRANGER. But very small. + +TEMPTER. It may be small, but it's good! (Pause.) Tell me, why did your +madonna go her way? No answer; because he doesn't know! Now we'll have +to let the hotel again. Here's a board. I'll hang it out at once. 'To +Let.' One comes, another goes! C'est la vie, quoi? Rooms for Travellers! + +STRANGER. Have you ever been married? + +TEMPTER. Oh yes. Of course. + +STRANGER. Then why did you part? + +TEMPTER. Chiefly--perhaps it's a peculiarity of mine--chiefly +because--well, you know, a man marries to get a home, to get into a +home; and a woman to get out of one. She wanted to get out, and I wanted +to get in! I was so made that I couldn't take her into company, because +I felt as if she were soiled by men's glances. And in company, my +splendid, wonderful wife turned into a little grimacing monkey I +couldn't bear the sight of. So I stayed at home; and then, she stayed +away. And when I met her again, she'd changed into someone else. She, +my pure white notepaper, was scribbled all over; her clear and lovely +features changed in imitation of the satyr-like looks of strange men. +I could see miniature photographs of bull-fighters and guardsmen in her +eyes, and hear the strange accents of strange men in her voice. On our +grand piano, on which only the harmonies of the great masters used to be +heard, she now played the cabaret songs of strange men; and on our table +there lay nothing but the favourite reading of strange men. In a +word, my whole existence was on the way to becoming an intellectual +concubinage with strange men--and that was contrary to my nature, which +has always longed for women! And--I need hardly say this--the tastes of +these strange men were always the reverse of mine. She developed a real +genius for discovering things I detested! That's what she called 'saving +her personality.' Can you understand that? + +STRANGER. I can; but I won't attempt to explain it. + +TEMPTER. Yet this woman maintained she loved me, and that I didn't love +her. But I loved her so much I didn't want to speak to any other human +being; because I feared to be untrue to her if I found pleasure in +the company of others, even if they were men. I'd married for feminine +society; and in order to enjoy it I'd left my friends. I'd married in +order to find company, but what I got was complete solitude! And I was +supporting house and home, in order to provide strange men with feminine +companionship. _C'est l'amour_, my friend! + +STRANGER. You should never talk about your wife. + +TEMPTER. No! For if you speak well of her, people will laugh; and if you +speak ill, all their sympathy will go out to her; and if, in the first +instance, you ask why they laugh, you get no answer. + +STRANGER. No. You can never find out who you've married. Never get hold +of her--it seems she's no one. Tell me--what is woman? + +TEMPTER. I don't know! Perhaps a larva or a chrysalis, out of whose +trance-like life a man one day will be created. She seems a child, but +isn't one; she is a sort of child, and yet not like one. Drags downward, +when the man pulls up. Drags upward, when the man pulls down. + +STRANGER. She always wants to disagree with her husband; always has a +lot of sympathy for what he dislikes; is crudest beneath the greatest +superficial refinement; the wickedest amongst the best. And yet, +whenever I've been in love, I've always grown more sensitive to the +refinements of civilisation. + +TEMPTER. You, I dare say. What about her? + +STRANGER. Oh, whilst our love was growing _she_ was always developing +backwards. And getting cruder and more wicked. + +TEMPTER. Can you explain that? + +STRANGER. No. But once, when I was trying to find the solution to the +riddle by disagreeing with myself, I took it that she absorbed my evil +and I her good. + +TEMPTER. Do you think woman's particularly false? + +STRANGER. Yes and no. She seeks to hide her weakness but that only means +that she's ambitious and has a sense of shame. Only whores are honest, +and therefore cynical. + +TEMPTER. Tell me some more about her that's good. + +STRANGER. I once had a woman friend. She soon noticed that when I drank +I looked uglier than usual; so she begged me not to. I remember one +night we'd been talking in a cafe for many hours. When it was nearly ten +o'clock, she begged me to go home and not to drink any more. We parted, +after we'd said goodnight. A few days later I heard she'd left me only +to go to a large party, where she drank till morning. Well, I said, as +in those days I looked for all that was good in women, she meant well by +me, but had to pollute herself for business reasons. + +TEMPTER. That's well thought out; and, as a view, can be defended. She +wanted to make you better than herself, higher and purer, so that she +could look up to you! But you can find an equally good explanation for +that. A wife's always angry and out of humour with her husband; and the +husband's always kind and grateful to his wife. He does all he can to +make things easy for her, and she does all she can to torture him. + +STRANGER. That's not true. Of course it may sometimes appear to be so. +I once had a woman friend who shifted all the defects that she had on to +me. For instance, she was very much in love with herself, and therefore +called me the most egoistical of men. She drank, and called me a +drunkard; she rarely changed her linen and said I was dirty; she +was jealous, even of my men friends, and called me Othello. She was +masterful and called me Nero. Niggardly and called me Harpagon. + +TEMPTER. Why didn't you answer her? + +STRANGER. You know why very well! If I'd made clear to her what she +really was, I'd have lost her favour that moment--and it was precisely +her favour I wanted to keep. + +TEMPTER. _A tout prix_! Yes, that's the source of degradation! You grow +accustomed to holding your tongue, and at last find yourself caught in a +tissue of falsehoods. + +STRANGER. Wait! Don't you agree that married people so mix their +personalities that they can no longer distinguish between meum and tuum, +no longer remain separate from one another, or cannot tell their own +weaknesses from those of the other. My jealous friend, who called me +Othello, took me for herself, identified me with herself. + +TEMPTER. That sounds conceivable. + +STRANGER. You see! You can often explain most if you don't ask who's +to blame. For when married people begin to differ, it's like a realm +divided against itself, and that's the worst kind of disharmony. + +TEMPTER. There are moments when I think a woman cannot love a man. + +STRANGER. Perhaps not. To love is an active verb and woman's a passive +noun. He loves and she is loved; he asks questions and she merely +answers. + +TEMPTER. Then what is woman's love? + +STRANGER. The man's. + +TEMPTER. Well said. And therefore when the man ceases to love her, she +severs herself from him! + +STRANGER. And then? + +TEMPTER. 'Sh! Someone's coming. Perhaps to take the house! + +STRANGER. A woman or a man? + +TEMPTER. A woman! And a man. But he's waiting outside. Now he's turned +and is going into the wood. Interesting! + +STRANGER. Who is it? + +TEMPTER. You can see for yourself. + +STRANGER (looking out of the window). It's she! My first wife! My first +love! + +TEMPTER. It seems she's left her second husband recently... and arrived +here with number three; who, if one can judge by certain movements of +his back and calves, is escaping from a stormy scene. Oh, well! But she +didn't notice his spiteful intentions. Very interesting! I'll go out and +listen. + +(He disappears. The WOMAN knocks.) + +STRANGER. Come in! + +(The WOMAN comes in. There is a silence.) + +WOMAN (excitedly). I only came here because the house was to let. + +STRANGER. Oh! + +WOMAN (slowly). Had I known who wanted to let it, I shouldn't have come. + +STRANGER. What does it matter? + +WOMAN. May I sit down a moment? I'm tired. + +STRANGER. Please do. (They sit down at the table opposite one another, +in the seats occupied by the STRANGER and the LADY in the first scene.) +It's a long time since we've sat facing one another like this. + +WOMAN. With flowers and lights on the table. One night... + +STRANGER. When I was dressed as a bridegroom and you as a bride... + +WOMAN. And the candle flames were still as in prayer and the flowers +pensive.... + +STRANGER. Is your husband outside? + +WOMAN. No. + +STRANGER. You're still seeking... what doesn't exist? + +WOMAN. Doesn't it? + +STRANGER. No. I always told you so, but you wouldn't believe me; you +wanted to find out for yourself. Have you found out now? + +WOMAN. Not yet. + +STRANGER. Why did you leave your husband? (The WOMAN doesn't reply.) Did +he beat you? + +WOMAN. Yes. + +STRANGER. How did he come to forget himself so far? + +WOMAN. He was angry. + +STRANGER. What about? + +WOMAN. Nothing. + +STRANGER. Why was he angry about nothing? + +WOMAN (rising). No, thank you! I won't sit here and be picked to pieces. +Where's your wife? + +STRANGER. She left me just now. + +WOMAN. Why? + +STRANGER. Why did you leave me? + +WOMAN. I felt you wanted to leave me; so, not to be deserted, I went +myself. + +STRANGER. I dare say that's true. But how could you read my thoughts? + +WOMAN (sitting down again). What? We didn't need to speak in order to +know one another's thoughts. + +STRANGER. We made a mistake when we were living together, because we +accused each other of wicked thoughts before they'd become actions; and +lived in mental reservations instead of realities. For instance, I +once noticed how you enjoyed the defiling gaze of a strange man, and I +accused you of unfaithfulness. + +WOMAN. You were wrong to do so, and right. Because my thoughts were +sinful. + +STRANGER. Don't you think my habit of 'anticipating you' prevented your +bad designs from being put in practice? + +WOMAN. Let me think! Yes, perhaps it did. But I was annoyed to find a +spy always at my side, watching my inmost self, that was my own. + +STRANGER. But it wasn't your own: it was ours! + +WOMAN. Yes, but I held it to be mine, and believed you'd no right +to force your way in. When you did so I hated you; I said you were +abnormally suspicious out of self-defence. Now I can admit that your +suspicions were never wrong; that they were, in fact, the purest wisdom. + +STRANGER. Oh! Do you know that, at night, when we'd said good-night as +friends and gone to sleep, I used to wake and feel your hatred poisoning +me; and think of getting out of bed so as not to be suffocated. One +night I woke and felt a pressure on the top of my head. I saw you were +awake and had put your hand close to my mouth. I thought you were making +me inhale poison from a phial; and, to make sure, I seized your hand. + +WOMAN. I remember. + +STRANGER. What did you do then? + +WOMAN. Nothing. Only hated you. + +STRANGER. Why? + +WOMAN. Because you were my husband. Because I ate your bread. + +STRANGER. Do you think it's always the same? + +WOMAN. I don't know. I suspect it is. + +STRANGER. But sometimes you've even despised me? + +WOMAN. Yes, when you were ridiculous. A man in love is always +ridiculous. Do you know what a cox-comb is? That's what a lover's like. + +STRANGER. But if any man who loves you is ridiculous, how can you +respond to his love? + +WOMAN. We don't! We submit to it, and search for another man who doesn't +love us. + +STRANGER. But if he, in turn, begins to love you, do you look for a +third? + +WOMAN. Perhaps it's like that. + +STRANGER. Very strange. (There is a silence.) I remember you were always +dreaming of someone you called your Toreador, which I translated by +'horse butcher.' You eventually got him, but he gave you no children, +and no bread; only beatings! A toreador's always fighting. (Silence.) +Once I let myself be tempted into trying to compete with the toreador. +I started to bicycle and fence and do other things of the kind. But you +only began to detest me for it. That means that the husband mayn't do +what the lover may. Later you had a passion for page boys. One of them +used to sit on the Brussels carpet and read you bad verses.... My good +ones were of no use to you. Did you get your page boy? + +WOMAN. Yes. But his verses weren't bad, really. + +STRANGER. Oh yes, they were, my dear. I know him! He stole my rhythms +and set them for the barrel organ. + +WOMAN (rising and going to the door.) You should be ashamed of yourself. + +(The TEMPTER conies in, holding a letter in his hand.) + +TEMPTER. Here's a letter. It's for you. (The WOMAN takes it, reads it +and falls into a chair.) A farewell note! Oh, well! All beginnings +are hard--in love affairs. And those who lack the patience to surmount +initial difficulties--lose the golden fruit. Pages are always impatient. +Unknown youth, have you had enough? + +STRANGER (rising and picking up his hat). My poor Anna! + +WOMAN. Don't leave me. + +STRANGER. I must. + +WOMAN. Don't go. You were the best of them all. + +TEMPTER. Do you want to begin again from the beginning? That would be +a sure way to make an end of this. For if lovers only find one another, +they lose one another! What is love? Say something witty, each one of +you, before we part. + +WOMAN. I don't know what it is. The highest and the loveliest of things, +that has to sink to the lowest and the ugliest. + +STRANGER. A caricature of godly love. + +TEMPTER. An annual plant, that blossoms during the engagement, goes to +seed in marriage and then sinks to the earth to wither and die. + +WOMAN. The loveliest flowers have no seed. The rose is the flower of +love. + +STRANGER. And the lily that of innocence. That can form seeds, but only +opens her white cup to kisses. + +TEMPTER. And propagates her kind with buds, out of which fresh lilies +spring, like chaste Minerva who sprang fully armed from the head of +Zeus, and not from his royal loins. Oh yes, children, I've understood +much, but never this: what the beloved of my soul has to do with.... (He +hesitates.) + +STRANGER. Well, go on! + +TEMPTER. What all-powerful love, that is the marriage of souls, has to +do with the propagation of the species! + +STRANGER and WOMAN. Now he's come to the point! + +TEMPTER. I've never been able to understand how a kiss, that's an +unborn word, a soundless speech, a quiet language of the soul, can be +exchanged, by means of a hallowed procedure, for a surgical operation, +that always ends in tears and the chattering of teeth. I've never +understood how that holy night, the first in which two souls embrace +each other in love, can end in the shedding of blood, in quarrelling, +hate, mutual contempt--and lint! (He holds his mouth shut.) + +STRANGER. Suppose the story of the fall were true? In pain shalt thou +bring forth children. + +TEMPTER. In that case one could understand. + +WOMAN. Who is the man who says these things? + +TEMPTER. Only a wanderer on the quicksands of this life. (The WOMAN +rises.) So you're ready to go. Who will go first? + +STRANGER. I shall. + +TEMPTER. Where? + +STRANGER. Upwards. And you? + +TEMPTER. I shall stay down here, in between.... + +Curtain. + + + + +ACT IV + +SCENE I + +CHAPTER HOUSE OF THE MONASTERY + +[A Gothic chapter house. In the background arcades lead to the cloisters +and the courtyard of the monastery. In the middle of the courtyard there +is a well with a statue of the Virgin Mary, surrounded by long-stemmed +white roses. The walls of the chapter house are filled with built-in +choir stalls of oak. The PRIOR'S own stall is in the middle to the right +and rather higher than the rest. In the middle of the chapter house an +enormous crucifix. The sun is shining on the statue of the Virgin in +the courtyard. The STRANGER enters from the back. He is wearing a coarse +monkish cowl, with a rope round his waist and sandals on his feet. He +halts in the doorway and looks at the chapter house, then goes over to +the crucifix and stops in front of it. The last strophe of the choral +service can be heard from across the courtyard. The CONFESSOR enters +from the back; he is dressed in black and white; he has long hair and +along beard and a very small tonsure that can hardly be seen.] + +CONFESSOR. Peace be with you! + +STRANGER. And with you. + +CONFESSOR. How do you like this white house? + +STRANGER. I can only see blackness. + +CONFESSOR. You still are black; but you'll grow white, quite white! Did +you sleep well last night? + +STRANGER. Dreamlessly, like a tired child. But tell me: why do I find so +many locked doors? + +CONFESSOR. You'll gradually learn to open them. + +STRANGER. Is this a large building? + +CONFESSOR. Endless! It dates from the time of Charlemagne and has +continually grown through pious benefactions. Untouched by the spiritual +upheavals and changes of different epochs, it stands on its rocky height +as a monument of Western culture. That is to say: Christian faith wedded +to the knowledge of Hellas and Rome. + +STRANGER. So it's not merely a religious foundation? + +CONFESSOR. No. It embraces all the arts and sciences as well. There's +a library, museum, observatory and laboratory--as you'll see later. +Agriculture and horticulture are also studied here; and a hospital for +laymen, with its own sulphur springs, is attached to the monastery. + +STRANGER. One word more, before the chapter assembles. What kind of man +is the Prior? + +CONFESSOR (smiling). He is the Prior! Aloof, without peer, dwelling on +the summits of human knowledge, and... well, you'll see him soon. + +STRANGER. Is it true that he's so old? + +CONFESSOR. He's reached an unusual age. He was born at the beginning of +the century that's now nearing its end. + +STRANGER. Has he always been in the monastery? + +CONFESSOR. No. He's not always been a monk, though always a priest. Once +he was a minister, but that was seventy years ago. Twice curator of the +university. Archbishop.... 'Sh! Mass is over. + +STRANGER. I presume he's not the kind of unprejudiced priest who +pretends to have vices when he has none? + +CONFESSOR. Not at all. But he's seen life and mankind, and he's more +human than priestly. + +STRANGER. And the fathers? + +CONFESSOR. Wise men, with strange histories, and none of them alike. + +STRANGER. Who can never have known life as it's lived.... + +CONFESSOR. All have lived their lives, more than once; have suffered +shipwreck, started again, gone to pieces and risen once more. You must +wait. + +STRANGER. The Prior's sure to ask me questions. I don't think I can +agree to everything. + +CONFESSOR. On the contrary, you must show yourself as you are; and +defend your opinions to the last. + +STRANGER. Will contradiction be permitted here? + +CONFESSOR. Here? You're a child, who's lived in a childish world, where +you've played with thoughts and words. You've lived in the erroneous +belief that language, a material thing, can be a vehicle for anything +so subtle as thoughts and feelings. We've discovered that error, and +therefore speak as little as possible; for we are aware of, and can +divine, the innermost thoughts of our neighbour. We've so developed +our perceptive faculties by spiritual exercises that we are linked in +a single chain; and can detect a feeling of pleasure and harmony, +when there's complete accord. The Prior, who has trained himself most +rigorously, can feel if anyone's thoughts have strayed into wrong paths. +In some respects he's like--merely like, I say--a telephone engineer's +galvanometer, that shows when and where a current has been interrupted. +Therefore we can have no secrets from one another, and so do not need +the confessional. Think of all this when you confront the searching eye +of the Prior! + +STRANGER. Is there any intention of examining me? + +CONFESSOR. Oh no. There are merely a few questions to answer without any +deep meaning, before the practical examinations. Quiet! Here they are. + +(He goes to one side. The PRIOR enters from the back. He is dressed +entirely in white and he has pulled up his hood. He is a tall man with +long white hair and along white beard-his head is like that of Jupiter. +His face is pale, but full and without wrinkles. His eyes are large, +surrounded by shadows and his eyebrows strongly marked. A quiet, +majestic calm reigns over his whole personality. The PRIOR is followed +by twelve Fathers, dressed in black and white, with black hoods, also +pulled up. All bow to the crucifix and then go to their places.) + +PRIOR (after looking at the STRANGER for a moment.) What do you seek +here? (The STRANGER is confused and tries to find an answer, but cannot. +The PRIOR goes on, calmly, firmly, but indulgently.) Peace? Isn't that +so? (The STRANGER makes a sign of assent with head and mouth.) But if +the whole of life is a struggle, how can you find peace amongst the +living? (The STRANGER is not able to answer.) Do you want to turn your +back on life because you feel you've been injured, cheated? + +STRANGER (in a weak voice). Yes. + +PRIOR. So you've been defrauded, unjustly dealt with? And this injustice +began so early that you, an innocent child, couldn't imagine you'd +committed any crime that was worthy of punishment. Well, once you were +unjustly accused of stealing fruit; tormented into taking the offence +on yourself; tortured into telling lies about yourself and forced to beg +forgiveness for a fault you'd not committed. Wasn't it so? + +STRANGER (with certainty). Yes. It was. + +PRIOR. It was; and you've never been able to forget it. Never. Now +listen, you've a good memory; can you remember _The Swiss Family +Robinson_? + +STRANGER (shrinking). _The Swiss Family Robinson_? + +PRIOR. Yes. Those events that caused you such mental torture happened in +1857, but at Christmas 1856, that is the year before, you tore a copy +of that book and out of fear of punishment hid it under a chest in the +kitchen. (The STRANGER is taken aback.) The wardrobe was painted in oak +graining, and clothes hung in its upper part, whilst shoes stood below. +This wardrobe seemed enormously big to you, for you were a small child, +and you couldn't imagine it could ever be moved; but during spring +cleaning at Easter what was hidden was brought to light. Fear drove you +to put the blame on a schoolfellow. And now he had to endure torture, +because appearances were against him, for you were thought to be +trustworthy. After this the history of your sorrows comes as a logical +sequence. You accept this logic? + +STRANGER. Yes. Punish me! + +PRIOR. No. I don't punish; when I was a child I did--similar things. But +will you now promise to forget this history of your own sufferings for +all time and never to recount it again? + +STRANGER. I promise! If only he whom I took advantage of could forgive +me. + +PRIOR. He has already. Isn't that so, Pater Isidor? + +ISIDOR (who was the DOCTOR in the first part of 'The Road to Damascus,' +rising). With my whole heart! + +STRANGER. It's you! + +ISIDOR. Yes. I. + +PRIOR (to FATHER ISIDOR). Pater Isidor, say a word, just one. + +ISIDOR. It was in the year 1856 that I had to endure my torture. But +even in 1854 one of my brothers suffered in the same way, owing to a +false accusation on my part. (To the STRANGER.) So we're all guilty and +not one of us is without blemish; and I believe my victim had no clear +conscience either. (He sits down.) + +PRIOR. If we could only stop accusing one another and particularly +Eternal Justice! But we're born in guilt and all resemble Adam! (To the +STRANGER.) There was something you wanted to know, was there not? + +STRANGER. I wanted to know life's inmost meaning. + +PRIOR. The very innermost! So you wanted to learn what no man's +permitted to know. Pater Uriel! (PATER URIEL, who is blind, rises. The +PRIOR speaks to the STRANGER.) Look at this blind father! We call him +Uriel in remembrance of Uriel Acosta, whom perhaps you've heard of? (The +STRANGER makes a sign that he has not.) You haven't? All young people +should have heard of him. Uriel Acosta was a Portuguese of Jewish +descent, who, however, was brought up in the Christian faith. When he +was still fairly young he began to inquire--you understand--to inquire +if Christ were really God; with the result that he went over to the +Jewish faith. And then he began research into the Mosaic writings and +the immortality of the soul, with the result that the Rabbis handed him +over to the Christian priesthood for punishment. A long time after +he returned to the Jewish faith. But his thirst for knowledge knew +no bounds, and he continued his researches till he found he'd reached +absolute nullity; and in despair that he couldn't learn the final secret +he took his own life with a pistol shot. (Pause.) Now look at our good +father Uriel here. He, too, was once very young and anxious to know; he +always wanted to be in the forefront of every modern movement, and he +discovered new philosophies. I may add, by the way, that he's a friend +of my boyhood and almost as old as I. Now about 1820 he came upon the +so-called rational philosophy, that had already lain in its grave for +twenty years. With this system of thought, which was supposed to be a +master key, all locks were to be picked, all questions answered and all +opponents confuted--everything was clear and simple. In those days Uriel +was a strong opponent of all religions and in particular followed the +Mesmerists, as the hypnotisers of that age were called. In 1830 our +friend became a Hegelian, though, to be sure, rather late in the day. +Then he re-discovered God, a God who was immanent in nature and in man, +and found he was a little god himself. Now, as ill-luck would have it, +there were two Hegels, just as there were two Voltaires; and the later, +or more conservative Hegel, had developed his All-godhead till it had +become a compromise with the Christian view. And so Father Uriel, who +never wanted to be behind the times, became a rationalistic Christian, +who was given the thankless task of combating Rationalism and himself. +(Pause.) I'll shorten the whole sad history for Father Uriel's sake. In +1850 he again became a materialist and an enemy of Christianity. In +1870 he became a hypnotist, in 1880 a theosophist, and 1890 he wanted to +shoot himself! I met him just at that time. He was sitting on a bench in +Unter den Linden in Berlin, and he was blind. This Uriel was blind--and +Uriel means 'God is my Light'--who for a century had marched with the +torch of liberalism at the head of _every_ modern movement! (To the +STRANGER.) You see, he wanted to know, but he failed! And therefore he +now believes. Is there anything else you'd like to know? + +STRANGER. One thing only. + +PRIOR. Speak. + +STRANGER. If Father Uriel had held to his first faith in 1810, men would +have called him conservative or old-fashioned; but now, as he's followed +the developments of his time and has therefore discarded his youthful +faith, men will call him a renegade--that's to say: whatever he does +mankind will blame him. + +PRIOR. Do you heed what men say? Father Clemens, may I tell him how +you heeded what men said? (PATER CLEMENS rises and makes a gesture of +assent.) Father Clemens is our greatest figure painter. In the world +outside he's known by another name, a very famous one. Father Clemens +was a young man in 1830. He felt he had a talent for painting and +gave himself up to it with his whole soul. When he was twenty he was +exhibiting. The public, the critics, his teachers, and his parents +were all of the opinion that he'd made a mistake in the choice of his +profession. Young Clemens heeded what men were saying, so he laid down +his brush and turned bookseller. When he was fifty years of age, and had +his life behind him, the paintings of his early years were discovered by +some stranger; and were then recognised as masterpieces by the public, +the critics, his teachers and relations! But it was too late. And when +Father Clemens complained of the wickedness of the world, the world +answered with a heartless grin: 'Why did you let yourself be taken +in?' Father Clemens grieved so much at this, that he came to us. But he +doesn't grieve any longer now. Or do you, Father Clemens? + +CLEMENS. No! But that isn't the end of the story. The paintings I'd done +in 1830 were admired and hung in a museum till 1880. Taste then changed +very quickly, and one day an important newspaper announced that their +presence there was an outrage. So they were banished to the attic. + +PRIOR (to the STRANGER). That's a good story! + +CLEMENS. But it's still not finished. By 1890 taste had so changed again +that a professor of the History of Art wrote that it was a national +scandal that my works should be hanging in an attic. So the pictures +were brought down again, and, for the time being, are classical. But +for how long? From that you can see, young man, in what worldly fame +consists? Vanitas vanitatum vanitas! + +STRANGER. Then is life worth living? + +PRIOR. Ask Pater Melcher, who is experienced not only in the world of +deception and error, but also in that of lies and contradictions. Follow +him: he'll show you the picture gallery and tell you stories. + +STRANGER. I'll gladly follow anyone who can teach me something. + +(PATER MELCHER takes the STRANGER by the hand and leads him out of the +Chapter House.) + +Curtain. + + +SCENE II + +PICTURE GALLERY OF THE MONASTERY + +[Picture Gallery of the Monastery. There are mostly portraits of people +with two heads.] + +MELCHER. Well, first we have here a small landscape, by an unknown +master, called 'The Two Towers.' Perhaps you've been in Switzerland and +know the originals. + +STRANGER. I've been in Switzerland! + +MELCHER. Exactly. Then near the station of Amsteg on the Gotthard +railway you've seen a tower, called Zwing-Uri, sung of by Schiller +in his _Wilhelm Tell_. It stands there as a monument to the cruel +oppression which the inhabitants of Uri suffered at the hands of +the German Emperors. Good! On the Italian side of the Gotthard lies +Bellinzona, as you know. There are many towers to be seen there, but the +most curious is called Castel d'Uri. That's the monument recalling the +cruel oppression which the Italian cantons suffered at the hands of the +inhabitants of Uri! Now do you understand? + +STRANGER. So freedom means: freedom to oppress others. That's new to me. + +MELCHER. Then let's go on without further comment to the portrait +collection. Number one in the catalogue. Boccaccio, with two heads--all +our portraits have at least two heads. His story's well known. The great +man began his career by writing dissolute and godless tales, which +he dedicated to Queen Johanna of Naples, who'd seduced the son of St. +Brigitta. Boccaccio ended up as a saint in a monastery where he lectured +on Dante's Hell and the devils that, in his youth, he had thought to +drive out in a most original way. You'll notice now, how the two faces +are meeting each other's gaze! + +STRANGER. Yes. But all trace of humour's lacking; and humour's to be +expected in a man who knew himself as well as our friend Boccaccio did. + +MELCHER. Number two in the catalogue. Ah, yes; that's two-headed Doctor +Luther. The youthful champion of tolerance and the aged upholder of +intolerance. Have I said enough? + +STRANGER. Quite enough. + +MELCHER. Number three in the catalogue. The great Gustavus Adolphus +accepting Catholic funds from Cardinal Richelieu in order to fight for +Protestantism, whilst remaining neutral in the face of the Catholic +League. + +STRANGER. How do Protestants explain this threefold contradiction? + +MELCHER. They say it's not true. Number four in the catalogue. Schiller, +the author of The Robbers, who was offered the freedom of the City of +Paris by the leaders of the French Revolution in 1792; but who had been +made a State Councillor of Meiningen as early as 1790 and a royal Danish +Stipendiary in 1791. The scene depicts the State Councillor--and friend +of his Excellency Goethe--receiving the Diploma of Honour from the +leaders of the French Revolution as late as 1798. Think of it, the +diploma of the Reign of Terror in the year 1798, when the Revolution was +over and the country under the Directory! I'd have liked to have seen +the Councillor and his friend, His Excellency! But it didn't matter, +for two years later he repaid his nomination by writing the _Song of the +Bell_, in which he expressed his thanks and begged the revolutionaries +to keep quiet! Well, that's life. We're intelligent people and love _The +Robbers_ as much as _The Song of the Bell_; Schiller as much as Goethe! + +STRANGER. The work remains, the master perishes. + +MELCHER. Goethe, yes! Number five in the catalogue. He began with +Strassburg cathedral and _Goetz von Berlichingen_, two hurrahs for gothic +Germanic art against that of Greece and Rome. Later he fought against +Germanism and for Classicism. Goethe against Goethe! There you see the +traditional Olympic calm, harmony, etc., in the greatest disharmony +with itself. But depression at this turns into uneasiness when the +young Romantic school appears and combats the Goethe of _Iphigenia_ with +theories drawn from Goethe's _Goetz_. That the 'great heathen' ends up +by converting Faust in the Second Part, and allowing him to be saved by +the Virgin Mary and the angels, is usually passed over in silence by his +admirers. Also the fact that a man of such clear vision should, towards +the end of his life, have found everything so 'strange,' and 'curious,' +even the simplest facts that he'd previously seen through. His last +wish was for 'more light'! Yes; but it doesn't matter. We're intelligent +people and love our Goethe just the same. + +STRANGER. And rightly. + +MELCHER. Number six in the catalogue. Voltaire! He has more than two +heads. The Godless One, who spent his whole life defending God. The +Mocker, who was mocked, because 'he believed in God like a child.' The +author of the cynical 'Candide,' who wrote: + + In my youth I sought the pleasures + Of the senses, but I learned + That their sweetness was illusion + Soon to bitterness it turned. + In old age I've come to see + Life is nought but vanity. + +Dr. Knowall, who thought he could grasp everything between Heaven and +Earth by means of reason and science, sings like this, when he comes to +the end of his life: + + I had thought to find in knowledge + Light to guide me on my way; + Yet I still must walk in darkness + All that's known must soon decay. + Ignorance, I turn to thee! + Knowledge is but vanity. + +But that's no matter! Voltaire can be put to many uses. The Jews use +him against the Christians, and the Christians use him against the Jews, +because he was an anti-Semite, like Luther. Chateaubriand used him +to defend Catholicism, and Protestants use him even to-day to attack +Catholicism. He was a fine fellow! + +STRANGER. Then what's your view? + +MELCHER. We have no views here; we've faith, as I've told you already. +And that's why we've only one head--placed exactly above the heart. +(Pause.) In the meantime let's look at number seven in the catalogue. +Ah, Napoleon! The creation of the Revolution itself! The Emperor of the +People, the Nero of Freedom, the suppressor of Equality and the 'big +brother' of Fraternity. He's the most cunning of all the two-headed, for +he could laugh at himself, raise himself above his own contradictions, +change his skin and his soul, and yet be quite explicable to himself in +every transformation--convinced, self-authorised. There's only one other +man who can be compared with him in this; Kierkegaard the Dane. From +the beginning he was aware of this parthenogenesis of the soul, whose +capacity to multiply by taking cuttings was equivalent to bringing forth +young in this life without conception. And for that reason, and so as +not to become life's fool, he wrote under a number of pseudonyms, of +which each one constituted a 'stage on his life's way.' But did you +realise this? The Lord of life, in spite of all these precautions, made +a fool of him after all. Kierkegaard, who fought all his life against +the priesthood and the professional preachers of the State Church, +was eventually forced of necessity to become a professional preacher +himself! Oh yes! Such things do happen. + +STRANGER. The Powers That Be play tricks.... + +MELCHER. The Powers play tricks on tricksters, and delude the arrogant, +particularly those who alone believe they possess truth and knowledge! +Number eight in the catalogue. Victor Hugo. He split himself into +countless parts. He was a peer of France, a Grandee of Spain, a friend +of Kings, and the socialist author of _Les Miserables_. The peers +naturally called him a renegade, and the socialists a reformer. Number +nine. Count Friedrich Leopold von Stollberg. He wrote a fanatical book +for the Protestants, and then suddenly became a Catholic! Inexplicable +in a sensible man. A miracle, eh? A little journey to Damascus, +perhaps? Number ten. Lafayette. The heroic upholder of freedom, +the revolutionary, who was forced to leave France as a suspected +reactionary, because he wanted to help Louis XVI; and then was captured +by the Austrians and carried off to Olmuetz as a revolutionary! What was +he in reality? + +STRANGER. Both! + +MELCHER. Yes, both. He had the two halves that made a whole--a whole +man. Number eleven. Bismarck. A paradox. The honest diplomat, who +maintained he'd discovered that to tell the truth was the greatest of +ruses. And so was compelled--by the Powers, I suppose?--to spend the +last six years of his life unmasking himself as a conscious liar. You're +tired. Then we'll stop now. + +STRANGER. Yes, if one clings to the same ideas all one's life, and holds +the same opinions, one grows old according to nature's laws, and gets +called conservative, old-fashioned, out of date. But if one goes on +developing, keeping pace with one's own age, renewing oneself with the +perennially youthful impulses of contemporary thought, one's called a +waverer and a renegade. + +MELCHER. That's as old as the world! But does an intelligent, man heed +what he's called? One is, what one's becoming. + +STRANGER. But who revises the periodically changing views of +contemporary opinion? + +MELCHER. You ought to answer that yourself, and indeed in this way. It +is the Powers themselves who promulgate contemporary opinion, as they +develop in _apparent_ circles. Hegel, the philosopher of the present, +himself dimorphous, for both a 'left'-minded and a 'right'-minded Hegel +can always be quoted, has best explained the contradictions of life, +of history and of the spirit, with his own magic formula. Thesis: +affirmation; Antithesis: negation; Synthesis: comprehension! Young +man, or rather, comparatively young man! You began life by accepting +everything, then went on to denying everything on principle. Now end +your life by comprehending everything. Be exclusive no longer. Do +not say: either--or, but: not only--but also! In a word, or two words +rather, Humanity and Resignation! + +Curtain. + + +SCENE III + +CHAPEL OF THE MONASTERY + +[Choir of the Monastery Chapel. An open coffin with a bier cloth and two +burning candles. The CONFESSOR leads in the STRANGER by the hand. The +STRANGER is dressed in the white shirt of the novice.] + +CONFESSOR. Have you carefully considered the step you wish to take? + +STRANGER. Very carefully. + +CONFESSOR. Have you no more questions? + +STRANGER. Questions? No. + +CONFESSOR. Then stay here, whilst I fetch the Chapter and the Fathers +and Brothers, so that the solemn act may begin. + +STRANGER. Yes. Let it come to pass. + +(The CONFESSOR goes out. The STRANGER, left alone, is sunk in thought.) + +TEMPTER (coming forward). Are you ready? + +STRANGER. So ready, that I've no answer left for you. + +TEMPTER. On the brink of the grave, I understand! You'll have to lie in +your coffin and appear to die; the old Adam will be covered with three +shovelfuls of earth, and a De Profundis will be sung. Then you'll rise +again from the dead, having laid aside your old name, and be baptized +once more like a new-born child! What will you be called? (The STRANGER +does not reply.) It is written: Johannes, brother Johannes, because he +preached in the wilderness and... + +STRANGER. Do not trouble me. + +TEMPTER. Speak to me a little, before you depart into the long silence. +For you'll not be allowed to speak for a whole year. + +STRANGER. All the better. Speaking at last becomes a vice, like +drinking. And why speak, if words do not cloak thoughts? + +TEMPTER. _You_ at the graveside.... Was life so bitter? + +STRANGER. Yes. My life was. + +TEMPTER. Did you never know one pleasure? + +STRANGER. Yes, many pleasures; but they were very brief and seemed only +to exist in order to make the pain of their loss the sharper. + +TEMPTER. Can't it be put the other way round: that pain exists in order +to make joy more keen? + +STRANGER. It can be put in any way. + +(A woman enters with a child to be baptized.) + +TEMPTER. Look! A little mortal, who's to be consecrated to suffering. + +STRANGER. Poor child! + +TEMPTER. A human history, that's about to begin. (A bridal couple cross +the stage.) And there--what's loveliest, and most bitter. Adam and Eve +in Paradise, that in a week will be a Hell, and in a fortnight Paradise +again. + +STRANGER. What is loveliest, brightest! The first, the only, the last +that ever gave life meaning! I, too, once sat in the sunlight on a +verandah, in the spring beneath the first tree to show new green, and a +small crown crowned a head, and a white veil lay like thin morning mist +over a face... that was not that of a human being. Then came darkness! + +TEMPTER. Whence? + +STRANGER. From the light itself. I know no more. + +TEMPTER. It could only have been a shadow, for light is needed to throw +shadows; but for darkness no light is needed. + +STRANGER. Stop! Or we'll never come to an end. + +(The CONFESSOR and the CHAPTER appear in procession.) + +TEMPTER (disappearing). Farewell! + +CONFESSOR (advancing with a large black bier-cloth). Lord! Grant him +eternal peace! + +CHOIR. May he be illumined with perpetual light! + +CONFESSOR (wrapping the STRANGER to the bier-cloth). May he rest in +peace! + +CHOIR. 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Its peculiar changes of mood, its +gallery of half unreal characters, its bizarre episodes combine to +make it a bewilderingly rich but rather 'difficult' work. It cannot +be recommended to the lover of light drama or the seeker of +momentary distraction. _The Road to Damascus_ does not deal with +the superficial strata of human life, but probes into those depths +where the problems of God, and death, and eternity become +terrifying realities. + +Many authors have, of course, dealt with the profoundest problems +of humanity without, on that account, having been able to evoke our +interest. There may have been too much philosophy and too little +art in the presentation of the subject, too little reality and too +much soaring into the heights. That is not so with Strindberg's +drama. It is a trenchant settling of accounts between a complex and +fascinating individual--the author--and his past, and the realistic +scenes have often been transplanted in detail from his own +changeful life. + +In order fully to understand _The Road to Damascus_ it is therefore +essential to know at least the most important features of that +background of real life, out of which the drama has grown. + +Parts I and II of the trilogy were written in 1898, while Part III +was added somewhat later, in the years 1900-1901. In 1898 +Strindberg had only half emerged from what was by far the severest +of the many crises through which in his troubled life he had to +pass. He had overcome the worst period of terror, which had brought +him dangerously near the borders of sanity, and he felt as if he +could again open his eyes and breathe freely. He was not free from +that nervous pressure under which he had been working, but the +worst of the inner tension had relaxed and he felt the need of +taking a survey of what had happened, of summarising and trying to +fathom what could have been underlying his apparently unaccountable +experiences. The literary outcome of this settling of accounts with +the past was _The Road to Damascus_. + +_The Road to Damascus_ might be termed a marriage drama, a mystery +drama, or a drama of penance and conversion, according as +preponderance is given to one or other of its characteristics. The +question then arises: what was it in the drama which was of deepest +significance to the author himself? The answer is to be found in +the title, with its allusion to the narrative in the Acts of the +Apostles of the journey of Saul, the persecutor, the scoffer, who, +on his way to Damascus, had an awe-inspiring vision, which +converted Saul, the hater of Christ, into Paul, the apostle of the +Gentiles. Strindberg's drama describes the progress of the author +right up to his conversion, shows how stage by stage he +relinquishes worldly things, scientific renown, and above all +woman, and finally, when nothing more binds him to this world, +takes the vows of a monk and enters a monastery where no dogmas or +theology, but only broadminded humanity and resignation hold sway. +What, however, in an inner sense, distinguishes Strindberg's drama +from the Bible narrative is that the conversion itself--although +what leads up to it is convincingly described, both logically and +psychologically--does not bear the character of a final and +irrevocable decision, but on the contrary is depicted with a +certain hesitancy and uncertainty. THE STRANGER'S entry into the +monastery consequently gives the impression of being a piece of +logical construction; the author's heart is not wholly in it. From +Strindberg's later works it also becomes evident that his severe +crisis had undoubtedly led to a complete reformation in that it +definitely caused him to turn from worldly things, of which indeed +he had tasted to the full, towards matters divine. But this did not +mean that then and there he accepted some specific religion, +whether Christian or other. One would undoubtedly come nearest to +the author's own interpretation in this respect by characterising +_The Road to Damascus_ not as a drama of conversion, but as a drama +of struggle, the story of a restless, arduous pilgrimage through +the chimeras of the world towards the border beyond which eternity +stretches in solemn peace, symbolised in the drama by a mountain, +the peaks of which reach high above the clouds. + +In this final settling of accounts one subject is of dominating +importance, recurring again and again throughout the trilogy; it is +that of woman. Strindberg him, of course, become famous as a writer +about women; he has ruthlessly described the hatreds of love, the +hell that marriage can be, he is the creator of _Le Plaidoyer d'un +Fou_ and _The Dance of Death_, he had three divorces, yet was just +as much a worshipper of woman--and at the same time a diabolical +hater of her seducing qualities under which he suffered defeat +after defeat. Each time he fell in love afresh he would compare +himself to Hercules, the Titan, whose strength was vanquished by +Queen Omphale, who clothed herself in his lion's skin, while he had +to sit at the spinning wheel dressed in women's clothes. It can be +readily understood that to a man of Strindberg's self-conceit the +problem of his relations with women must become a vital issue on +the solution of which the whole Damascus pilgrimage depended. + +In 1898, when Parts I and II of the trilogy were written, +Strindberg had been married twice; both marriages had ended +unhappily. In the year 1901, when the wedding scenes of Part III +were written, Strindberg had recently experienced the rapture of a +new love which, however, was soon to be clouded. It must not be +forgotten that in his entire emotional life Strindberg was an +artist and as such a man of impulse, with the spontaneity and +naivity and intensity of a child. For him love had nothing to do +with respectability and worldly calculations; he liked to think of +it as a thunderbolt striking mortals with a destructive force like +the lightning hurled by the almighty Zeus. It is easy to understand +that a man of such temperament would not be particularly suited for +married life, where self-sacrifice and strong-minded patience may +be severely tested. In addition his three wives were themselves +artists, one an authoress, the other two actresses, all of them +pronounced characters, endowed with a degree of will and +self-assertion, which, although it could not be matched against +Strindberg's, yet would have been capable of producing friction +with rather more pliant natures than that of the Swedish dramatist. + +In the trilogy Strindberg's first wife, Siri von Essen, his +marriage to whom was happiest and lasted longest (1877-1891), and +more especially his second wife, the Austrian authoress Frida Uhl +(married to him 1893-1897) have supplied the subject matter for his +picture of THE LADY. In the happy marriage scenes of Part III we +recognise reminiscences from the wedding of Strindberg, then +fifty-two, and the twenty-three-year-old actress Harriet Bosse, +whose marriage to him lasted from 1901 until 1904. + +The character of THE LADY in Parts I and II is chiefly drawn from +recollections--fairly recent when the drama was written--of Frida +Uhl and his life with her. From the very beginning her marriage to +Strindberg had been most troublous. In the autumn of 1892 +Strindberg moved from the Stockholm skerries to Berlin, where he +lived a rather hectic Bohemian life among the artists collecting in +the little tavern 'Zum Schwarzen Ferkel.' He made the acquaintance +of Frida Uhl in the beginning of the year 1893, and after a good +many difficulties was able to arrange for a marriage on the 2nd May +on Heligoland Island, where English marriage laws, less rigorous +than the German, applied. Strindberg's nervous temperament would +not tolerate a quiet and peaceful honeymoon; quite soon the couple +departed to Gravesend via Hamburg. Strindberg was too restless to +stay there and moved on to London. There he left his wife to try to +negotiate for the production of his plays, and journeyed alone to +Sellin, on the island of Ruegen, after having first been compelled +to stop in Hamburg owing to lack of money. Strindberg stayed on +Ruegen during the month of July, and then left for the home of his +parents-in-law at Mondsee, near Salzburg in Austria, where he was +to meet his wife. But when she was delayed a few days on the +journey from London, Strindberg impatiently departed for Berlin, +where Frida Uhl followed shortly after. About the same time an +action was brought for the suppression of the German version of _Le +Plaidoyer d'un Fou_ as being immoral. This book gives an +undisguised, intensely personal picture of Strindberg's first +marriage, and was intended by him for publication only after his +death as a defence against accusations directed against him for +his behaviour towards Siri von Essen. Strindberg was acquitted +after a time, but before that his easily fired imagination had +given him a thorough shake-up, which could only hasten the crisis +which seemed to be approaching. After a trip to Bruenn, where +Strindberg wrote his scientific work _Antibarbarus_, the couple +arrived in November at the home of Frida Uhl's grandparents in the +little village of Dornach, by the Upper Danube; here the wanderings +of 1893 at last came to an end. For a few months comparative peace +reigned in the artists' little home, but the birth of a daughter, +Kerstin, in May, brought this tranquillity to a sudden end. +Strindberg, who had lived in a state of nervous depression since +the 1880's, felt himself put on one side by the child, and felt ill +at ease in an environment of, as he put it in the autobiographical +_The Quarantine Master_, 'articles of food, excrements, wet-nurses +treated like milch-cows, cooks and decaying vegetables.' He longed +for cleanliness and peace, and in letters to an artist friend he +spoke of entering a monastery. He even thought of founding one +himself in the Ardennes and drew up detailed schemes for rules, +dress, and food. The longing to get away and common interests with +his Parisian friend (a musician named Leopold Littmansson) +attracted Strindberg to Paris, where he settled down in the +beginning of the autumn 1894. His wife joined him, but left again +at the close of the autumn. In reality Strindberg was at this time +almost impossible to live with. Persecution mania and hallucinations +took possession of him and his morbid suspicions knew no bounds. In +spite of this he was half conscious that there was something wrong +with his mental faculties, and in the beginning of 1895, assisted +by the Swedish Minister, he went by his own consent to the St. +Louis Hospital in Paris. During his chemical experiments, in which +among other things he tried to produce gold, he had burnt his hands, +so that he had to seek medical attention on that account also. He +wrote about this in a letter: + +'I am going to hospital because I am ill, because my doctor has +sent me there, and because I need to be looked after like a child, +because I am ruined. ... And it torments me and grieves me, my +nervous system is rotten, paralytic, hysterical. ...' + +Never before had Strindberg lived in such distress as at this +period, both physically and mentally. With shattered nerves, +sometimes over the verge of insanity, without any means of +existence other than what friends managed to scrape together, +separated from his second wife, who had opened proceedings for +divorce, far from his native land and without any prospects for the +future, he was brought to a profound religious crisis. With almost +incredible fortitude he succeeded in fighting his way through this +difficult period, with the remarkable result that the former Bohemian, +atheist, and scoffer was gradually able to emerge with the firm +assurance of a prophet, and even enter a new creative period, perhaps +mightier than before. One cannot help reflecting that a man capable of +overcoming a crisis of such a formidable character and of several years' +duration, as this one of Strindberg's had been, with reason intact and +even with increased creative power, in reality, in spite of his +hypersensitive nervous system, must have been an unusually strong man +both physically and mentally. + +Upon trying to define more closely what actual relation the play +has to those events of Strindberg's restless life, of which we have +given a rough outline, we find that for the most part the author +has undoubtedly made use of his own experiences, but has adapted, +combined and added to them still more, so that the result is a +mixture of real experience and imagination, all moulded into a +carefully worked out artistic form. + +If to begin with, we dwell for a while on Part I it is evident that +the hurried wanderings of THE STRANGER and THE LADY between the +street corner, the room in the hotel, the sea and the Rose Room +with the mother-in-law, have their foundation--often in detail--in +Strindberg's rovings with Frida Uhl. I will give a few examples. In +a book by Frida Uhl about her marriage to the Swedish genius +(splendid in parts but not very reliable) she recalls that the +month before her marriage she took rooms at Neustaedtische +Kirchstrasse 1, in Berlin, facing a Gothic church in Dorotheenstrasse, +situated at the cross-roads between the post office in Dorotheenstrasse +and the cafe 'Zum Schwarzen Ferkel' in Wilhelmstrasse. This Berlin +environment appears to be almost exactly reproduced in the +introductory scene of Part I, where THE STRANGER and THE LADY meet +outside a little Gothic church with a post office and cafe adjoining. +The happy scenes by the sea are, of course, pleasant recollections +from Heligoland, and the many discussions about money matters in +the midst of the honeymoon are quite explicable when we know how +the dramatist was continually haunted by money troubles, even if +occasionally he received a big fee, and that this very financial +insecurity was one of the chief reasons why Frida Uhl's father +opposed the marriage. Again, the country scenes which follow in +Part I, shift to the hilly country round the Danube, with their +Catholic Calvaries and expiation chapels, where Strindberg lived +with his parents-in-law in Mondsee and with his wife's grandparents +in Dornach and the neighbouring village Klam, with its mill, its +smithy, and its gloomy ravine. The Rose Room was the name he gave +to the room in which he lived during his stay with his mother-in-law +and his daughter Kerstin in Klam in the autumn of 1896, as he has +himself related in one of his autobiographical books _Inferno_. +In this way we could go on, showing how the localities which are +to be met with in the drama often correspond in detail to the +places Strindberg had visited in the course of his pilgrimage +during the years 1893-1898. Space prevents us, however, from +entering on a more detailed analysis in this respect. + +That THE STRANGER represents Strindberg's _alter ego_ is evident in +many ways, even apart from the fact that THE STRANGER'S wanderings +from place to place, as we have already seen, bear a direct +relation to those of Strindberg himself. THE STRANGER is an author, +like Strindberg; his childhood of hate is Strindberg's own; other +details--such as for instance that THE STRANGER has refused to +attend his father's funeral, that the Parish Council has wanted to +take his child away from him, that on account of his writings he +has suffered lawsuits, illness, poverty, exile, divorce; that in +the police description he is characterised as a person without a +permanent situation, with uncertain income; married, but had +deserted his wife and left his children; known as entertaining +subversive opinions on social questions (by _The Red Room_, _The +New Realm_ and other works Strindberg became the great standard-bearer +of the Swedish Radicals in their campaign against conventionalism +and bureaucracy); that he gives the impression of not being in full +possession of his senses; that he is sought by his children's +guardian because of unpaid maintenance allowance--everything +corresponds to the experiences of the unfortunate Strindberg +himself, with all his bitter defeats in life and his triumphs in +the world of letters. + +Those scenes where THE STRANGER is uncertain whether the people he +sees before him are real or not--he catches hold of THE BEGGAR'S +arm to feel whether he is a real, live person--or those occasions +when he appears as a visionary or thought-reader--he describes the +kitchen in his wife's parental home without ever having seen it, +and knows her thoughts before she has expressed them--have their +deep foundation in Strindberg's mental make-up, especially as it +was during the period of tension in the middle of the 1890's, +termed the Inferno period, because at that time Strindberg thought +that he lived in hell. Our most prominent student of Strindberg, +Professor Martin Lamm, wrote about this in his work on Strindberg's +dramas: + +'In order to understand the first part of _The Road to Damascus_ we +must take into consideration that the author had not yet shaken off +his terrifying visions and persecutionary hallucinations. He can +play with them artistically, sometimes he feels tempted to make a +joke of them, but they still retain for him their "terrifying +semi-reality." It is this which makes the drama so bewildering, +but at the same time so vigorous and affecting. Later, when +depicting dream states, he creates an artful blend of reality and +poetry. He produces more exquisite works of art, but he no longer +gives the same anguished impression of a soul striving to free +itself from the meshes of his _idees fixes_.' + +With his hypersensitive nervous system Strindberg, like THE +STRANGER, really gives the impression of having been a visionary. +For instance, his author friend Albert Engstroem, has told how one +evening during a stay far out in the Stockholm skerries, far from +all civilisation, Strindberg suddenly had a feeling that his little +daughter was ill, and wanted to return to town at once. True +enough, it turned out that the girl had fallen ill just at the time +when Strindberg had felt the warning. As regards thought-reading, +it appears that at the slightest change in expression and often for +no perceptible reason at all, Strindberg would draw the most +definite conclusions, as definite as from an uttered word or an +action. This we have to keep in mind, for instance, when judging +Strindberg's accusations against his wife in _Le Plaidoyer d'un +Fou_, the book which THE LADY in _The Road to Damascus_ is tempted +to read, in spite of having been forbidden by THE STRANGER, with +tragic results. In Part III of the drama Strindberg lets THE +STRANGER discuss this thought-reading problem with his first wife. +THE STRANGER says: + +'We made a mistake when we were living together, because we accused +each other of wicked thoughts before they'd become actions; and +lived in mental reservations instead of realities. For instance, I +once noticed how you enjoyed the defiling gaze of a strange man, +and I accused you of unfaithfulness'; + +to which THE LADY, to Strindberg's satisfaction, has to reply: + +'You were wrong to do it, and right. Because my thoughts were +sinful.' + +As regards the other figures in the gallery of characters in Part +I, we have already shown THE LADY as the identical counterpart in +all essentials of Strindberg's second wife, Frida Uhl. Like the +latter THE LADY is a Catholic, has a grandfather, Dr. Cornelius +Reisch--called THE OLD MAN in the drama--whose passion is shooting; +and a mother, Maria Uhl, with a predilection for religious +discourses in Strindberg's own style; another detail, the fact that +she was eighteen years old before she crossed to the other shore to +see what had shimmered dimly in the distant haze, corresponds with +Frida Uhl's statement that she had been confined in a convent until +she was eighteen and a half years old. On the other hand, the chief +female character of the drama does not correspond to her real life +counterpart in that she is supposed to have been married to a +doctor before eloping with THE STRANGER, Strindberg. Here +reminiscences from Strindberg's first marriage play a part. Siri +von Essen, Strindberg's first wife, was married to an officer, +Baron Wrangel, and both the Wrangels received Strindberg kindly in +their home as a friend. Love quickly flared up between Siri von +Essen-Wrangel and Strlndberg. She obtained a divorce from her +husband and married Strindberg. Baron von Wrangel shortly +afterwards married again, a cousin of Siri von Essen. Knowing these +matrimonial complications we understand how Strindberg must have +felt when, on the point of leaving for Heligoland to marry Frida +Uhl, he met his former wife's (Siri von Essen) first husband, Baron +Wrangel, on Lehrter Station in Berlin, and found that, like +Strindberg himself, he was on a lover's errand. Knowing all this we +need not be surprised at the extremely complicated matrimonial +relations in _The Road to Damascus_, where, for example, for the +sake of THE STRANGER, THE DOCTOR obtains a divorce from THE LADY in +order to marry THE STRANGER'S first wife. In addition to Baron +Wrangel a doctor in the town of Ystad, in the south of Sweden--Dr. +Eliasson who attended Strindberg during his most difficult period-- +has stood as a model for THE DOCTOR. We note in particular that the +description of the doctor's house enclosing a courtyard on three +sides, tallies with a type of building which is characteristic of +the south of Sweden. When THE DOCTOR ruthlessly explains to THE +STRANGER that the asylum, 'The Good Help,' was not a hospital but a +lunatic asylum, he expresses Strindberg's own misgivings that the +St. Louis Hospital, of which, as mentioned above, Strindberg was +an inmate in the beginning of the year 1895, was really to be +regarded as a lunatic asylum. + +Even minor characters, such as CAESAR and THE BEGGAR have their +counterparts in real life, even though in the main they are +fantastic creations of his imagination. The guardian of his +daughter, Kerstin, a relative of Frida Uhl's, was called Dr. Caesar +R. v. Weyr. Regarding THE BEGGAR it may be enough to quote +Strindberg's feelings when confronted with the collections made by +his Paris friends: + +'I am a beggar who has no right to go to cafes. Beggar! That is the +right word; it rings in my ears and brings a burning blush to my +cheeks, the blush of shame, humiliation, and rage! + +'To think that six weeks ago I sat at this table! My theatre +manager addressed me as Dear Master; journalists strove to +interview me, the photographer begged to be allowed to sell my +portrait. And now: a beggar, a branded man, an outcast from +society!' + +After this we can understand why Strindberg in _The Road to +Damascus_ apparently in such surprising manner is seized by the +suspicion that he is himself the beggar. + +We have thus seen that Part I of _The Road to Damascus_ is at the +same time a free creation of fantasy and a drama of portrayal. The +elements of realism are starkly manifest, but they are moulded and +hammered into a work of art by a force of combinative imagination +rising far above the task of mere descriptive realism. The scenes +unroll themselves in calculated sequence up to the central asylum +picture, from there to return in reverse order through the second +half of the drama, thus symbolising life's continuous repetition of +itself, Kierkegaard's _Gentagelse_. The first part of _The Road to +Damascus_ is the one most frequently produced on the stage. This is +understandable, having regard to its firm structure and the +consistency of its faith in a Providence directing the fortunes and +misfortunes of man, whether the individual rages in revolt or +submits in quiet resignation. + +The second part of _The Road to Damascus_ is dominated by the +scenes of the great alchemist banquet which, in all its fantastic +oddity, is one of the most suggestive ever created on the ancient +theme of the fickleness of fortune. It was suggested above that +there were two factors beyond all others binding Strindberg to the +world and making him hesitate before the monastery; one was woman, +from whom he sets himself free in Part II, after the birth of a +child--precisely as in his marriage to Frida Uhl--the other was +scientific honour, in its highest phase equivalent, to Strindberg, +to the power to produce gold. Countless were the experiments for +this purpose made by Strindberg in his primitive laboratories, and +countless his failures. To the world-famous author, literary honour +meant little as opposed to the slightest prospect of being +acknowledged as a prominent scientist. Harriet Bosse has told me +that Strindberg seldom said anything about his literary work, never +was interested in what other people thought of them, or troubled to +read the reviews; but on the other hand he would often, with +sparkling eyes and childish pride, show her strips of paper, +stained at one end with some golden-brown substance. 'Look,' he +said, 'this is pure gold, and I have made it!' In face of the +stubborn scepticism of scientific experts Strindberg was, however, +driven to despair as to his ability, and felt his dreams of fortune +shattered, as did THE STRANGER at the macabre banquet given in his +honour--a banquet which was, as a matter of fact, planned by his +Paris friends, not, as Strindberg would have liked to believe, in +honour of the great scientist, but to the great author. + +In Part I of _The Road to Damascus_, THE STRANGER replies with a +hesitating 'Perhaps' when THE LADY wants to lead him to the +protecting Church; and at the end of Part II he exclaims: 'Come, +priest, before I change my mind'; but in Part III his decision is +final, he enters the monastery. The reason is that not even THE +LADY in her third incarnation had shown herself capable of +reconciling him to life. The wedding day scenes just before, +between Harriet Bosse and the ageing author, form, however, the +climax of Part III and are among the most poetically moving that +Strindberg has ever written. + +Besides having his belief in the rapture of love shattered, THE +STRANGER also suffers disappointment at seeing his child fall short +of expectations. The meeting between the daughter Sylvia and THE +STRANGER probably refers to an episode from the summer of 1899, +when Strindberg, after long years of suffering in foreign +countries, saw his beloved Swedish skerries again, and also his +favourite daughter Greta, who had come over from Finland to meet +him. Contrary to the version given in the drama, the reunion of +father and daughter seems to have been very happy and cordial. +However, it is typical of the fate-oppressed Strindberg that in his +work even the happiest summer memories become tinged with black. +Once and for all the dark colours on his palette were the most +intense. + +The final entry into the monastery was more a symbol for the +struggling author's dream of peace and atonement than a real thing +in his life. It is true he visited the Benedictine monastery, +Maredsous, in Belgium in 1898, and its well stocked library came to +play a certain part In the drama, but already he realised, after +one night's sojourn there, that he had no call for the monastic +life. + +Seen as a whole the trilogy marks a turning point in Strindberg's +dramatic production. The logical, calculated concentration of his +naturalistic work of the 1880's has given way to a freer form of +composition, in which the atmosphere has come to mean more than the +dialogue, the musical and dreamlike qualities more than +conciseness. _The Road to Damascus_ abounds with details from real +life, reproduced in sharply naturalistic manner, but these are not, +as things were in his earlier works viewed by the author _a priori_ +as reality but become wrapped in dreamlike mystery. Just as with +_Lady Julia_ and _The Father_ Strindberg ushered in the naturalistic +drama of the 1880's, so in the years around the turn of the century +he was, with his symbolist cycle _The Road to Damascus_, to break +new ground for European drama which had gradually become stuck in +fixed formulas. _The Road to Damascus_ became a landmark in world +literature both as a brilliant work of art and as bearer of new +stage technique. + +GUNNAR OLLEN + +Translated by +ESTHER JOHANSON + + + + + + + +PART ONE + + +CHARACTERS + +THE STRANGER +THE LADY +THE BEGGAR +THE DOCTOR +HIS SISTER +AN OLD MAN +A MOTHER +AN ABBESS +A CONFESSOR + +less important figures +FIRST MOURNER +SECOND MOURNER +THIRD MOURNER +LANDLORD +CAESAR +WAITER + +non-speaking +A SMITH +MILLER'S WIFE +FUNERAL ATTENDANTS + + +SCENES + +SCENE I Street Corner SCENE XVII +SCENE II Doctor's House SCENE XVI +SCENE III Room in an Hotel SCENE XV +SCENE IV By the Sea SCENE XIV +SCENE V On the Road SCENE XIII +SCENE VI In a Ravine SCENE XII +SCENE VII In a Kitchen SCENE XI +SCENE VIII The 'Rose' Room SCENE X +SCENE IX Convent + + +AUGUST STRINDBERG + +THE ROAD TO DAMASCUS +PART ONE + +English Version by +GRAHAM RAWSON + +First Performance in England by the Stage Society at the +Westminster Theatre, 2nd May 1937 + +CAST + +THE STRANGER Francis James +THE LADY Wanda Rotha +THE BEGGAR Alexander Sarner +FIRST MOURNER George Cormack +SECOND MOURNER Kenneth Bell +THIRD MOURNER Peter Bennett +FOURTH MOURNER Bryan Sears +FIFTH MOURNER Michael Boyle +SIXTH MOURNER Stephen Patrick +THE LANDLORD Stephen Jack +THE DOCTOR Neil Porter +HIS SISTER Olga Martin +CAESAR Peter Land +A WAITER Peter Bennett +AN OLD MAN A. Corney Grain +A MOTHER Frances Waring +THE SMITH Norman Thomas +THE MILLER'S WIFE Julia Sandham +AN ABBESS Natalia Moya +A CONFESSOR Tristan Rawson + +PRODUCER Carl H. Jaffe +ASSISTANT PRODUCER Ossia Trilling + + +SCENE I + +STREET CORNER + +[Street Corner with a seat under a tree; the side-door of a small +Gothic Church nearby; also a post office and a cafe with chairs +outside it. Both post office and cafe are shut. A funeral march is +heard off, growing louder sand then fainter. A STRANGER is standing +on the edge of the pavement and seems uncertain which way to go. A +church clock strikes: first the four quarters and then the hour. It +is three o'clock. A LADY enters and greets the STRANGER. She is +about to pass him, but stops.] + +STRANGER. It's you! I almost knew you'd come. + +LADY. You wanted me: I felt it. But why are you waiting here? + +STRANGER. I don't know. I must wait somewhere. + +LADY. Who are you waiting for? + +STRANGER. I wish I could tell you! For forty years I've been +waiting for something: I believe they call it happiness; or the end +of unhappiness. (Pause.) There's that terrible music again. Listen! +But don't go, I beg you. I'll feel afraid, if you do. + +LADY. We met yesterday for the first time; and talked for four +hours. You roused my sympathy, but you mustn't abuse my kindness on +that account. + +STRANGER. I know that well enough. But I beg you not to leave me. +I'm a stranger here, without friends; and my few acquaintances seem +more like enemies. + +LADY. You have enemies everywhere. You're lonely everywhere. Why +did you leave your wife and children? + +STRANGER. I wish I knew. I wish I knew why I still live; why I'm +here now; where I should go and what I should do! Do you believe +that the living can be damned already? + +LADY. No. + +STRANGER. Look at me. + +LADY. Hasn't life brought you a single pleasure? + +STRANGER. Not one! If at any time I thought so, it was merely a +trap to tempt me to prolong my miseries. If ripe fruit fell into my +hand, it was poisoned or rotten at the core. + +LADY. What is your religion--if you'll forgive the question? + +STRANGER. Only this: that when I can bear things no longer, I shall +go. + +LADY. Where? + +STRANGER. Into annihilation. If I don't hold life in my hand, at +least I hold death. ... It gives me an amazing feeling of power. + +LADY. You're playing with death! + +STRANGER. As I've played with life. (Pause.) I was a writer. But in +spite of my melancholy temperament I've never been able to take +anything seriously--not even my worst troubles. Sometimes I even +doubt whether life itself has had any more reality than my books. +(A De Profundis is heard from the funeral procession.) They're +coming back. Why must they process up and down these streets? + +LADY. Do you fear them? + +STRANGER. They annoy me. The place might be bewitched. No, it's not +death I fear, but solitude; for then one's not alone. I don't know +who's there, I or another, but in solitude one's not alone. The air +grows heavy and seems to engender invisible beings, who have life +and whose presence can be felt. + +LADY. You've noticed that? + +STRANGER. For some time I've noticed a great deal; but not as I +used to. Once I merely saw objects and events, forms and colours, +whilst now I perceive ideas and meanings. Life, that once had no +meaning, has begun to have one. Now I discern intention where I +used to see nothing but chance. (Pause.) When I met you yesterday +it struck me you'd been sent across my path, either to save me, or +destroy me. + +LADY. Why should I destroy you? + +STRANGER. Because it may be your destiny. + +LADY. No such idea ever crossed my mind; it was largely sympathy I +felt for you. ... Never, in all my life, have I met anyone like +you. I have only to look at you for the tears to start to my eyes. +Tell me, what have you on your conscience? Have you done something +wrong, that's never been discovered or punished? + +STRANGER. You may well ask! No, I've no more sins on my conscience +than other free men. Except this: I determined that life should +never make a fool of me. + +LADY. You must let yourself be fooled, more or less, to live at +all. + +STRANGER. That would seem a kind of duty; but one I wanted to get +out of. (Pause.) I've another secret. It's whispered in the family +that I'm a changeling. + +LADY. What's that? + +STRANGER. A child substituted by the elves for the baby that was +born. + +LADY. Do you believe in such things? + +STRANGER. No. But, as a parable, there's something to be said for +it. (Pause.) As a child I was always crying and didn't seem to take +to life in this world. I hated my parents, as they hated me. I +brooked no constraint, no conventions, no laws, and my longing was +for the woods and the sea. + +LADY. Did you ever see visions? + +STRANGER. Never. But I've often thought that two beings were +guiding my destiny. One offers me all I desire; but the other's +ever at hand to bespatter the gifts with filth, so that they're +useless to me and I can't touch them. It's true that life has given +me all I asked of it--but everything's turned out worthless to me. + +LADY. You've had everything and yet are not content? + +STRANGER. That is the curse. ... + +LADY. Don't say that! But why haven't you desired things that +transcend this life, that can never be sullied? + +STRANGER. Because I doubt if there is a beyond. + +LADY. But the elves? + +STRANGER. Are merely a fairy story. (Pointing to a seat.) Shall we +sit down? + +LADY. Yes. Who are you waiting for? + +STRANGER. Really, for the post office to open. There's a letter for +me--it's been forwarded on but hasn't reached me. (They sit down.) +But tell me something of yourself now. (The Lady takes up her +crochet work.) + +LADY. There's nothing to tell. + +STRANGER. Strangely enough, I should prefer to think of you like +that. Impersonal, nameless--I only do know one of your names. I'd +like to christen you myself--let me see, what ought you to be +called? I've got it. Eve! (With a gesture towards the wings.) +Trumpets! (The funeral march is heard again.) There it is again! +Now I must invent your age, for I don't know how old you are. From +now on you are thirty-four--so you were born in sixty-four. +(Pause.) Now your character, for I don't know that either. I shall +give you a good character, your voice reminds me of my mother--I +mean the idea of a mother, for my mother never caressed me, though +I can remember her striking me. You see, I was brought up in hate! +An eye for an eye--a tooth for a tooth. You see this scar on my +forehead? That comes from a blow my brother gave me with an axe, +after I'd struck him with a stone. I never went to my father's +funeral, because he turned me out of the house when my sister +married. I was born out of wedlock, when my family were bankrupt +and in mourning for an uncle who had taken his life. Now you know +my family! That's the stock I come from. Once I narrowly escaped +fourteen years' hard labour--so I've every reason to thank the +elves, though I can't be altogether pleased with what they've done. + +LADY. I like to hear you talk. But don't speak of the elves: it +makes me sad. + +STRANGER. Frankly, I don't believe in them; yet they're always +making themselves felt. Are these elves the souls of the unhappy, +who still await redemption? If so, I am the child of an evil +spirit. Once I believed I was near redemption--through a woman. +But no mistake could have been greater: I was plunged into the +seventh hell. + +LADY. You must be unhappy. But this won't go on always. + +STRANGER. Do you think church bells and Holy Water could comfort +me? I've tried them; they only made things worse. I felt like the +Devil when he sees the sign of the cross. (Pause.) Let's talk about +you now. + +LADY. There's no need. (Pause.) Have you been blamed for misusing +your gifts? + +STRANGER. I've been blamed for everything. In the town I lived in +no one was so hated as I. Lonely I came in and lonely I went out. +If I entered a public place people avoided me. If I wanted to rent +a room, it would be let. The priests laid a ban on me from the +pulpit, teachers from their desks and parents in their homes. The +church committee wanted to take my children from me. Then I +blasphemously shook my fist ... at heaven! + +LADY. Why did they hate you so? + +STRANGER. How should I know! Yet I do! I couldn't endure to see men +suffer. So I kept on saying, and writing, too: free yourselves, I +will help you. And to the poor I said: do not let the rich exploit +you. And to the women: do not allow yourselves to be enslaved by +the men. And--worst of all--to the children: do not obey your +parents, if they are unjust. What followed was impossible to +foresee. I found that everyone was against me: rich and poor, men +and women, parents and children. And then came sickness and +poverty, beggary and shame, divorce, law-suits, exile, solitude, +and now. ... Tell me, do you think me mad? + +LADY. No. + +STRANGER. You must be the only one. But I'm all the more grateful. + +LADY (rising). I must leave you now. + +STRANGER. You, too? + +LADY. And you mustn't stay here. + +STRANGER. Where should I go? + +LADY. Home. To your work. + +STRANGER. But I'm no worker. I'm a writer. + +LADY. I know. But I didn't want to hurt you. Creative power is +something given you, that can also taken away. See you don't +forfeit yours. + +STRANGER. Where are you going? + +LADY. Only to a shop. + +STRANGER (after a pause). Tell me, are you a believer? + +LADY. I am nothing. + +STRANGER. All the better: you have a future. How I wish I were your +old blind father, whom you could lead to the market place to sing +for his bread. My tragedy is I cannot grow old that's what happens +to children of the elves, they have big heads and never only cry. I +wish I were someone's dog. I could follow him and never be alone +again. I'd get a meal sometimes, a kick now and then, a pat +perhaps, a blow often. ... + +LADY. Now I must go. Good-bye. (She goes out.) + +STRANGER (absent-mindedly). Good-bye. (He remains on the seat. He +takes off his hat and wipes his forehead. Then he draws on the +ground with his stick. A BEGGAR enters. He has a strange look and +is collecting objects from the gutter.) White are you picking up, +beggar? + +BEGGAR. Why call me that? I'm no beggar. Have I asked you for +anything? + +STRANGER. I beg your pardon. It's so hard to judge men from +appearances. + +BEGGAR. That's true. For instance, can you guess who I am? + +STRANGER. I don't intend to try. It doesn't interest me. + +BEGGAR. No one can know that in advance. Interest commonly comes +afterwards--when it's too late. Virtus post nummos! + +STRANGER. What? Do beggars know Latin? + +BEGGAR. You see, you're interested already. Omne tulit punctum qui +miscuit utile dulci. I have always succeeded in everything I've +undertaken, because I've never attempted anything. I should like to +call myself Polycrates, who found the gold ring in the fish's +stomach. Life has given me all I asked of it. But I never asked +anything; I grew tired of success and threw the ring away. Yet, now +I've grown old I regret it. I search for it in the gutters; but as +the search takes time, in default of my gold ring I don't disdain a +few cigar stumps. ... + +STRANGER. I don't know whether this beggar's cynical or mad. + +BEGGAR. I don't know either. + +STRANGER. Do you know who I am? + +BEGGAR. No. And it doesn't interest me. + +STRANGER. Well, interest commonly comes afterwards. ... You see you +tempt me to take the words out of your mouth. And that's the same +thing as picking up other people's cigars. + +BEGGAR. So you won't follow my example? + +STRANGER. What's that scar on your forehead? + +BEGGAR. I got it from a near relation. + +STRANGER. Now you frighten me! Are you real? May I touch you? (He +touches his arm.) There's no doubt of it. ... Would you deign to +accept a small coin in return for a promise to seek Polycrates' +ring in another part of the town? (He hands him a coin.) Post +nummos virtus. ... Another echo. You must go at once. + +BEGGAR. I will. But you've given me far too much. I'll return +three-quarters of it. Now we owe one another nothing but +friendship. + +STRANGER. Friendship! Am I a friend of yours? + +BEGGAR. Well, I am of yours. When one's alone in the world one +can't be particular. + +STRANGER. Then let me tell you you forget yourself... + +BEGGAR. Only too pleased! But when we meet again I'll have a word +of welcome for you. (Exit.) + +STRANGER (sitting down again and drawing in the dust with his +stick). Sunday afternoon! A long, dank, sad time, after the usual +Sunday dinner of roast beef, cabbage and watery potatoes. Now the +older people are testing, the younger playing chess and smoking. +The servants have gone to church and the shops are shut. This +frightful afternoon, this day of rest, when there's nothing to +engage the soul, when it's as hard to meet a friend as to get into +a wine shop. (The LADY comes back again, she is noun wearing a +flower at her breast.) Strange! I can't speak without being +contradicted at once! + +LADY. So you're still here? + +STRANGER. Whether I sit here, or elsewhere, and write in the sand +doesn't seem to me to matter--as long so I write in the sand. + +LADY. What are you writing? May I see? + +STRANGER. I think you'll find: Eve 1864. ... No, don't step on it. + +LADY. What happens then? + +STRANGER. A disaster for you ... and for me. + +LADY. You know that? + +STRANGER. Yes, and more. That the Christmas rose you're wearing is +a mandragora. Its symbolical meaning is malice and calumny; but it +was once used in medicine for the healing of madness. Will you give +it me? + +LADY (hesitating). As medicine? + +STRANGER. Of course. (Pause.) Have you read my books? + +LADY. You know I have. And that it's you I have to thank for giving +me freedom and a belief in human rights and human dignity. + +STRANGER. Then you haven't read the recent ones? + +LADY. No. And if they're not like the earlier ones I don't want to. + +STRANGER. Then promise never to open another book of mine. + +LADY. Let me think that over. Very well, I promise. + +STRANGER. Good! But see you keep your promise. Remember what +happened to Bluebeard's wife when curiosity tempted her into the +forbidden chamber. ... + +LADY. You see, already you make demands like those of a Bluebeard. +What you don't see, or have long since forgotten, is that I'm +married, and that my husband's a doctor, and that he admires your +work. So that his house is open to you, if you wish to be made +welcome there. + +STRANGER. I've done all I can to forget it. I've expunged it from +my memory so that it no longer has any reality for me. + +LADY. If that's so, will you come home with me to-night? + +STRANGER. No. Will you come with me? + +LADY. Where? + +STRANGER. Anywhere! I have no home, only a trunk. Money I sometimes +have--though not often. It's the one thing life has capriciously +refused me, perhaps because I never desired it intensely enough. +(The LADY shakes her head.) Well? What are you thinking? + +LADY. I'm surprised I'm not angry with you. But you're not serious. + +STRANGER. Whether I am or not's all one to me. Ah! There's the +organ! It won't be long now before the drink shops open. + +LADY. Is it true _you_ drink? + +STRANGER. Yes. A great deal! Wine makes my soul from her prison, up +into the firmament, where she what has never yet been seen, and +hears what men never yet heard. ... + +LADY. And the day after? + +STRANGER. I have the most delightful scruples of conscience! I +experience the purifying emotions of guilt and repentance. I enjoy +the sufferings of the body, whilst my soul hovers like smoke about +my head. It is as if one were suspended between Life and Death, +when the spirit feels that she has already opened her pinions and +could fly aloft, if she would. + +LADY. Come into the church for a moment. You'll hear no sermon, +only the beautiful music of vespers. + +STRANGER. No. Not into church! It depresses me because I feel I +don't belong there. ... That I'm an unhappy soul and that it's as +impossible for me to re-enter as to become a child again. + +LADY. You feel all that ... already? + +STRANGER. Yes. I've got that far. I feel as if I lay hacked in +pieces and were being slowly melted in Medea's cauldron. Either I +shall be sent to the soap-boilers, or arise renewed from my own +dripping! It depends on Medea's skill! + +LADY. That sounds like the word of an oracle. We must see if you +can't become a child again. + +STRANGER. We should have to start with the cradle; and this time +with the right child. + +LADY. Exactly! Wait here for me whilst I go into the church. If the +cafe were open I'd ask you please not to drink. But luckily it's +shut. + +(The LADY exits. The STRANGER sits down again and draws in the +sand. Enter six funeral attendants in brown with some mourners. One +of them carries a banner with the insignia of the Carpenters, +draped in brown crepe; another a large axe decorated with spruce, a +third a cushion with a chairman's mallet. They stop outside the +cafe and wait.) + +STRANGER. Excuse me, whose funeral have you been attending? + +FIRST MOURNER. A house-breaker's. (He imitates the ticking of a +clock.) + +STRANGER. A real house-breaker? Or the insect sort, that lodges in +the woodwork and goes 'tick-tick'? + +FIRST MOURNER. Both--but mainly the insect sort. What do they call +them? + +STRANGER (to himself). He wants to fool me into saying the +death-watch beetle. So I won't. You mean a burglar? + +SECOND MOURNER. No. (The clock is again heard ticking.) + +STRANGER. Are you trying to frighten me? Or does the dead man work +miracles? In that case I'd better explain that my nerves are good, +and that I don't believe in miracles. But I do find it strange that +the mourners wear brown. Why not black? It's cheap and suitable. + +THIRD MOURNER. To us, in our simplicity, it looks black; but if +Your Honour wishes it, it shall look brown to you. + +STRANGER. A queer company! They give me an uneasy feeling I'd like +to ascribe to the wine I drank yesterday. If I were to ask if that +were spruce, you'd probably say--well what? + +FIRST MOURNER. Vine leaves. + +STRANGER. I thought it would not be spruce! The cafe's opening, at +last! (The Cafe opens, the STRANGER sits at a table and is served +with wine. The MOURNERS sit at the other tables.) They must have +been glad to be rid of him, if the mourners start drinking as soon +as the funeral's over. + +FIRST MOURNER. He was a good-for-nothing, who couldn't take life +seriously. + +STRANGER. And who probably drank? + +SECOND MOURNER. Yes. + +THIRD MOURNER. And let others support his wife and children. + +STRANGER. He shouldn't have done so. Is that why his friends speak +so well of him now? Please don't shake my table when I'm drinking. + +SECOND MOURNER. When I'm drinking, I don't mind. + +STRANGER. Well, I do. There's a great difference between us! (The +MOURNERS whisper together. The BEGGAR comes back.) Here's the +beggar again! + +BEGGAR (sitting down at a table). Wine. Moselle! + +LANDLORD (consulting a police last). I can't serve you: you've not +paid your taxes. Here's your name, age and profession, and the +decision of the court. + +BEGGAR. Omnia serviliter pro dominatione! I'm a free man with a +university education. I refused to pay taxes because I didn't want +to become a member of parliament. Moselle! + +LANDLORD. You'll get free transport to the poor house, if you don't +get out. + +STRANGER. Couldn't you gentlemen settle this somewhere else. You're +disturbing your patrons. + +LANDLORD. You can witness I'm in the right. + +STRANGER. No. The whole thing's too distressing. Even without +paying taxes he has the right to enjoy life's small pleasures. + +LANDLORD. So you're the kind who'd absolve vagabonds from their +duties? + +STRANGER. This is too much! I'd have you know that I'm a famous +man. (The LANDLORD and MOURNERS laugh.) + +LANDLORD. Infamous, probably! Let me look at the police list, and +see if the description tallies: thirty-eight, brown hair, +moustache, blue eyes; no settled employment, means unknown; +married, but has deserted his wife and children; well known for +revolutionary views on social questions: gives impression he is not +in full possession of his faculties. ... It fits! + +STRANGER (rising, pale and taken aback). What? + +LANDLORD. Yes. It fits all right. + +BEGGAR. Perhaps he's on the list. And not me! + +LANDLORD. It looks like it. In any case, both of you had better +clear out. + +BEGGAR (to the STRANGER). Shall we? + +STRANGER. We? This begins to look like a conspiracy. + +(The church bells are heard. The sun comes out and illuminates the +coloured rose window above the church door, which is now opened, +disclosing the interior. The organ is heard and the choir singing +Ave Maris Stella.) + +LADY (coming from the church). Where are you? What are you doing? +Why did you call me? Must you hang on a woman's skirts like a +child? + +STRANGER. I'm afraid now. Things are happening that have no natural +explanation. + +LADY. But you were afraid of nothing. Not even death! + +STRANGER. Death ... no. But of something else, the unknown. + +LADY. Listen. Give me your hand. You're ill, I'll take you to a +doctor. Come! + +STRANGER. If you like. But tell me: is this carnival, or ... reality? + +LADY. It's real enough. + +STRANGER. This beggar must be a wretched fellow. Is it true he +resembles me? + +LADY. He will, if you go on drinking. Now go to the post office and +get your letter. And then come with me. + +STRANGER. No, I won't. It'll only be about lawsuits. + +LADY. If not? + +STRANGER. Malicious gossip. + +LADY. Well, do as you wish. No one can escape his fate. At this +moment I feel a higher power is sitting in judgment on us and has +made a decision. + +STRANGER. You feel that, too! I heard the hammer fall just now; and +the chairs being pushed back. The clerk's being sent to find me! +Oh, the suspense! No, I can't follow you. + +LADY. Tell me, what have you done to me? In the church I found I +couldn't pray. A light on the altar was extinguished and an icy +wind blew in my face when I heard you call me. + +STRANGER. I didn't call you. But I wanted you. + +LADY. You're not as weak as you pretend. You have great strength; +and I'm afraid of you. ... + +STRANGER. When I'm alone I've no strength at all; but if I can find +a single companion I grow strong. I shall be strong now; and so +I'll follow you. + +LADY. Perhaps you can free me from the werewolf. + +STRANGER. Who's he? + +LADY. That's what I call him. + +STRANGER. Count on me. Killing dragons, freeing princesses, +defeating werewolves--that is Life! + +LADY. Then come, my liberator! + +(She draws her veil over her face, kisses him on the mouth and +hurries out. The STRANGER stands where he is for a moment, +surprised and stunned. A loud chord sung by women's voices, rather +like a cry, is heard from the church. The rose window suddenly +grows dark and the tree above the seat is shaken by the wind. The +MOURNERS rise and look at the sky, as if they could see something +terrifying. The STRANGER hurries out after the LADY.) + + +SCENE II + +DOCTOR'S HOUSE + +[Courtyard enclosed on three sides by a single-storied house with a +tiled roof. Small windows in all three facades. Right, verandah +with glass doors. Left, climbing roses and bee-hives outside the +windows. In the middle of the courtyard a woodpile in the form of a +cupola. A well beside it. The top of a walnut tree is seen above +the central facade of the house. In the corner, right, a garden +gate. By the well a large tortoise. On right, entrance below to a +wine-cellar. An ice-chest and dust-bin. The DOCTOR'S SISTER enters +from the verandah with a telegram.] + +SISTER. Now misfortune will fall on your house. + +DOCTOR. When has it not, my dear sister? + +SISTER. This time. ... Ingeborg's coming and bringing ... guess +whom? + +DOCTOR. Wait! I know, because I've long foreseen this, even desired +it, for he's a writer I've always admired. I've learnt much from +him and often wished to meet him. Now he's coming, you say. Where +did Ingeborg meet him? + +SISTER. In town, it seems. Probably in some literary _salon_. + +DOCTOR. I've often wondered whether this man was the boy of the +same name who was my friend at school. I hope not; for he seemed +one that fortune would treat harshly. And in a life-time he'll have +given his unhappy tendencies full scope. + +SISTER. Don't let him come here. Go out. Say you're engaged. + +DOCTOR. No. One can't escape one's fate. + +SISTER. But you've never bowed your head to anyone! Why crawl +before this spectre, and call him fate? + +DOCTOR. Life has taught me to. I've wasted time and energy in +fighting the inevitable. + +SISTER. But why allow your wife to behave like this? She'll +compromise you both. + +DOCTOR. You think so? Because, when I made her break off her +engagement I held out false hopes to her of a life of freedom, +instead of the slavery she'd known. Besides, I could never love her +if I were in a position to give her orders. + +SISTER. You'd be friends with your enemy? + +DOCTOR. Oh ...! + +SISTER. Will you let her bring someone into the house who'll +destroy you? If you only knew how I hate that man. + +DOCTOR. I do. His last book's terrible; and shows a certain lack +of mental balance. + +SISTER. They ought to shut him up. + +DOCTOR. Many people have said so, but I don't think him bad enough. + +SISTER. Because you're eccentric yourself, and live in daily +contact with a woman who's mad. + +DOCTOR. I admit abnormality has always had a strong attraction for +me, and originality is at least not commonplace. (The syren of a +steamer is heard.) What was that? + +SISTER. Your nerves are on edge. It's only the steamer. (Pause.) +Now, I implore you, go away! + +DOCTOR. I ought to want to; but I'm held fast. (Pause.) From here I +can see his portrait in my study. The sunlight throws a shadow on +it that changes it completely. It makes him look like. ... +Horrible! You see what I mean? + +HATER. The devil! Come away! + +DOCTOR. I can't. + +SISTER. Then at least defend yourself. + +DOCTOR. I always do. But this time I feel a thunder storm +gathering. How often have I tried to fly, and not been able to. +It's as if the earth were iron and I a compass needle. If +misfortune comes, it's not of my fee choice. They've come in +at the door. + +SISTER. I heard nothing. + +DOCTOR. I did! Now I can see them, too! He _is_ the friend of my +boyhood. He got into trouble at school; but I was blamed and +punished. He was nick-named Caesar, I don't know why. + +SISTER. And this man. ... + +DOCTOR. That's what always happens. Caesar! (The LADY comes in.) + +LADY. I've brought a visitor. + +DOCTOR. I know, and he's welcome. + +LADY. I left him in the house, to wash. + +DOCTOR. Well, are you satisfied with your conquest? + +LADY. I think he's the unhappiest man I ever met. + +DOCTOR. That's saying a great deal. + +LADY. Yes, there's enough unhappiness for all of us. + +DOCTOR. There is! (To his SISTER.) Would you ask him to come out +here? (His SISTER goes out.) Have you had an interesting time? + +LADY. Yes. I met a number of strange people. Have you had many +patients? + +DOCTOR. No. The consulting room's empty this morning. I think the +practice is going down. + +LADY (kindly). I'm sorry. Tell me, oughtn't that woodpile to be +taken into the house? It only draws the damp. + +DOCTOR (without reproach). Yes, and the bees should be killed, too; +and the fruit in the garden picked. But I've no time to do it. + +LADY. You're tired. + +DOCTOR. Tired of everything. + +LADY (without bitterness). And you've a wife who can't even help +you. + +DOCTOR (kindly). You mustn't say that, if I don't think so. + +LADY (turning towards the verandah). Here he is! + +(The STRANGER comes in through the verandah, dressed in a way that +makes him look younger than before. He has an air of forced +candour. He seems to recognise the doctor, and shrinks back, but +recovers himself.) + +DOCTOR. You're very welcome. + +STRANGER. It's kind of you. + +DOCTOR. You bring good weather with you. And we need it; for it's +rained for six weeks. + +STRANGER. Not for seven? It usually rains for seven if it rains on +St. Swithin's. But that's later on--how foolish of me! + +DOCTOR. As you're used to town life I'm afraid you'll find the +country dull. + +STRANGER. Oh no. I'm no more at home there than here. Excuse me +asking, but haven't we met before--when we were boys? + +DOCTOR. Never. + +(The LADY has sat down at the table and is crocheting.) + +STRANGER. Are you sure? + +DOCTOR. Perfectly. I've followed your literary career from the +first with great interest; as I know my wife has told you. So +that if we _had_ met I'd certainly have remembered your name. +(Pause.) Well, now you can see how a country doctor lives! + +STRANGER. If you could guess what the life of a so-called +liberator's like, you wouldn't envy him. + +DOCTOR. I can imagine it; for I've seen how men love their chains. +Perhaps that's as it should be. + +STRANGER (listening). Strange. Who's playing in the village? + +DOCTOR. I don't know. Do you, Ingeborg? + +LADY. No. + +STRANGER. Mendelssohn's Funeral March! It pursues me. I never know +whether I've heard it or not. + +DOCTOR. Do you suffer from hallucinations? + +STRANGER. No. But I'm pursued by trivial incidents. Can't you hear +anyone playing? + +DOCTOR. Yes. + +LADY. Someone _is_ playing. Mendelssohn. + +DOCTOR. Not surprising. + +STRANGER. No. But that it should be played precisely at the right +place, at the right time . ... (He gets up.) + +DOCTOR. To reassure you, I'll ask my sister. (Exit through the +verandah.) + +STRANGER (to the LADY). I'm stifling here. I can't pass a night +under this roof. Your husband looks like a werewolf and in his +presence you turn into a pillar of salt. Murder has been done in +this house; the place is haunted. I shall escape as soon as I can +find an excuse. + +(The DOCTOR comes back.) + +DOCTOR. It's the girl at the post office. + +STRANGER (nervously). Good. That's all right. You've an original +house. That pile of wood, for instance. + +DOCTOR. Yes. It's been struck by lightning twice. + +STRANGER. Terrible! And you still keep it? + +DOCTOR. That's why. I've made it higher out of defiance; and to +give shade in summer. It's like the prophet's gourd. But in the +autumn it must go into the wood shed. + +STRANGER (looking round). Christmas roses, too! Where did you get +them? They're flowering in summer! Everything's upside down here. + +DOCTOR. They were given me by a patient. He's not quite sane. + +STRANGER. Is he staying in the house? + +DOCTOR. Yes. He's a quiet soul, who ponders on the purposelessness +of nature. He thinks it foolish for hellebore to grow in the snow +and freeze; so he puts the plants in the cellar and beds them out +in the spring. + +STRANGER. But a madman ... in the house. Most unpleasant! + +DOCTOR. He's very harmless. + +STRANGER. How did he lose his wits? + +DOCTOR. Who can tell. It's a disease of the mind, not the body. + +STRANGER. Tell me--is he here--now? + +DOCTOR. Yes. He's free to wander in the garden and arrange +creation. But if his presence disquiets you, we can shut him up. + +STRANGER. Why aren't such poor devils put out of--their misery? + +DOCTOR. It's hard to know whether they're ripe. ... + +STRANGER. What for? + +DOCTOR. For what's to come. + +STRANGER. There _is_ nothing. (Pause.) + +DOCTOR. Who knows! + +STRANGER. I feel strangely uneasy. Have you medical material ... +specimens ... dead bodies? + +DOCTOR. Oh yes. In the ice-box--for the authorities, you know. (He +pulls out an arm and leg.) Look here. + +STRANGER. No. Too much like Bluebeard! + +DOCTOR (sharply). What do you mean by that? (Looking at the LADY.) +Do you think I kill my wives? + +STRANGER. Oh no. It's clear you don't. Is this house haunted, too? + +DOCTOR. Oh yes. Ask my wife.(He disappears behind the wood pile +where neither the STRANGER nor the LADY can see him.) + +LADY. You needn't whisper, my husband's deaf. Though he can lip +read. + +STRANGER. Then let me say that I've never known a more painful +half-hour. We exchange the merest commonplaces, because none of us +has the courage to say what he thinks. I suffered so that the idea +came to me of opening my veins to get relief. But now I'd like to +tell him the truth and have done with it. Shall we say to his face +that we mean to go away, and that you've had enough of his +foolishness? + +LADY. If you talk like that I'll begin to hate you. You must behave +under any circumstances. + +STRANGER. How well brought up you are! (The DOCTOR now becomes +visible to the STRANGER and the LADY, who continue their +conversation.) Come away with me, before the sun goes down. +(Pause.) Tell me, why did you kiss me yesterday? + +LADY. But. ... + +STRANGER. Supposing he could hear what we say! I don't trust him. + +DOCTOR. What shall we do to amuse our guest? + +LADY. He doesn't care much for amusement. His life's not been +happy. + +(The DOCTOR blows a whistle. The MADMAN comes into the garden. He +wears a laurel wreath and his clothes are curious.) + +DOCTOR. Come here, Caesar. + +STRANGER (displeased). What? Is he called Caesar? + +DOCTOR. No. It's a nickname I gave him, to remind me of a boy I was +at school with. + +STRANGER (disturbed). Oh? + +DOCTOR. He was involved in a strange incident, and I got all the +blame. + +LADY (to the STRANGER). You'd never believe a boy could have been +so corrupt. + +(The STRANGER looks distressed. The MADMAN comes nearer.) + +DOCTOR. Caesar, come and make your bow to our famous writer. + +CAESAR. Is this the great man? + +LADY (to the DOCTOR). Why did you let him come, if it annoys our +guest? + +DOCTOR. Caesar, you must behave. Or I shall have to whip you. + +CAESAR. Yes. He is Caesar, but he's not great. He doesn't even know +which came first, the hen or the egg. But I do. + +STRANGER (to the LADY). I shall go. Is this a trap? What am I to +think? In a minute he'll unloose his bees to amuse me. + +LADY. Trust me ... whatever happens! And turn your face away when +you speak. + +STRANGER. This werewolf never leaves us. + +DOCTOR (looking at his watch). You must excuse me for about an +hour. I've a patient to visit. I hope the time won't hang on your +hands. + +STRANGER. I'm used to waiting, for what never comes. ... + +DOCTOR (to the MADMAN). Come along, Caesar. I must lock you up in +the cellar. (He goes out with the MADMAN.) + +STRANGER (to the LADY). What does that mean? Someone's pursuing me! +You told me your husband was well disposed towards me, and I +believed you. But he can't open his mouth without wounding me. +Every word pricks like a goad. Then this funeral march ... it's +really being played! And here, once more, Christmas roses! Why does +everything follow in an eternal round? Dead bodies, beggars, +madmen, human destinies and childhood memories? Come away. Let me +free you from this hell. + +LADY. That's why I brought you here. Also that it could never be +said you'd stolen the wife of another. But one thing I must ask +you: can I put my trust in you? + +STRANGER. You mean in my feelings? + +LADY. I don't speak of them. We're taking them for granted. They'll +endure as long as they'll endure. + +STRANGER. You mean in my position? Large sums are owed me. All I +have to do is to write or telegraph. ... + +LADY. Then I will trust you. (Putting away her work.) Now go +straight out of that door. Follow the syringa hedge till you +find a gate. We'll meet in the next village. + +STRANGER (hesitating). I don't like leaving the back way. I'd +rather have fought it out with him here. + +LADY. Quick! + +STRANGER. Won't you come with me? + +LADY. Yes. But then I must go first. (She turns and blows a kiss +towards the verandah.) My poor werewolf! + + +SCENE III + +ROOM IN AN HOTEL + +[The STRANGER enters followed by the LADY. A WAITER.] + +STRANGER (who is carrying a suitcase). Is no other room free? + +WAITER. No. + +STRANGER. I don't want this one. + +LADY. But it's the only one: the other hotels are all full. + +STRANGER (to the WAITER). You can go. (The LADY sinks on to a chair +without taking off her hat and coat.) What is it you want? + +LADY. I wish you'd kill me. + +STRANGER. I don't wonder! Thrown out of hotels, because we're not +married, and pestered by the police, we're forced to come to this +place, the last I'd have wished. To this very room, number eight. ... +Someone must be against me! + +LADY. Is this eight? + +STRANGER. What? Have you been here before? + +LADY. Have you? + +STRANGER. Yes. + +LADY. Then let's get away. Onto the road, into the woods. It +doesn't matter where. + +STRANGER. I should like to. But after this terrible time I'm as +tired as you are. I felt this was to be our journey's end. I +resisted, I tried to go in the opposite direction, but trains were +late, or we missed them, and we had to come here. To this room! The +devil's in it--at least what I call the devil. But I'll be even +with him yet. + +LADY. It seems we'll never find peace on earth again. + +STRANGER. Nothing's been changed. The dying Christmas roses. +(Looking at two pictures.) There he is again. And that's the Hotel +Breuer in Montreux. I've stayed there, too. + +LADY. Did you go to the post office? + +STRANGER. I thought you'd ask me that. I did. And as an answer to +five letters and three telegrams I found a telegram saying that my +publisher had gone away for a fortnight. + +LADY. Then we're lost. + +STRANGER. Very nearly. + +LADY. The waiter will be back in five minutes and ask for our +passports. Then the landlord will come up and tell us to go. + +STRANGER. Then only one course remains. + +LADY. Two. + +STRANGER. The second's impossible. + +LADY. What is the second? + +STRANGER. To go to your parents in the country. + +LADY. You're beginning to read my thoughts. + +STRANGER. We no longer have any secrets from one another. + +LADY. Then the whole dream's at an end. + +STRANGER. It maybe. + +LADY. You must telegraph again. + +STRANGER. I ought to, I know. But I can't stir from here. I no +longer believe that what I do can succeed. Someone's paralysed me. + +LADY. And me! We decided never to speak of the past and yet we drag +it with us. Look at this carpet. Those flowers seem to form. ... + +STRANGER. Him! It's him. He's everywhere. How many hundred times +has he. ... Yet I see someone else in the pattern of the table +cloth. No, it's an illusion! Any moment now I'll hear my funeral +march--then everything will be complete. (Listening.) There! + +LADY. I hear nothing. + +STRANGER. Am I ... am I. ... + +LADY. Shall we go home? + +STRANGER. The last place. The worst of all! To arrive like an +adventurer, a beggar. Impossible! + +LADY. Yes, I know, but. ... No, it would be too much. To bring +shame, disgrace and sorrow to the old people, and to see you +humiliated, and you me! We could never respect one another again. + +STRANGER. It would be worse than death. Yet I feel it's inevitable, +and I begin to long for it, to get it over quickly, if it must be. + +LADY (taking out her work). But I don't want to be reviled in your +presence. We must find another way. If only we were married--and +divorce would be easy, because my former marriage isn't recognised +by the laws of the country in which it was contracted. ... All we +need do is to go away and be married by the same priest ... but +that would be wounding for you! + +STRANGER. It would match the rest! For this honeymoon's becoming a +pilgrimage! + +LADY. You're right! The landlord will be here in five minutes to +turn us out. There's only one way to end such humiliations. Of our +own free will we must accept the worst. ... I can hear footsteps! + +STRANGER. I've foreseen this and am ready. Ready for everything. If +I can't overcome the unseen, I can show you how much I can endure. ... +You must pawn your jewellery. I can buy it back when my publisher +gets home, if he's not drowned bathing or killed in a railway +accident. A man as ambitious as I must be ready to sacrifice his +honour first of all. + +LADY. As we're agreed, wouldn't it be better to give up this room? +Oh, God! He's coming now. + +STRANGER. Let's go. We'll run the gauntlet of waiters, maids and +servants. Red with shame and pale with indignation. Animals have +their lairs to hide in, but we are forced to flaunt our shame. +(Pause.) Let down your veil. + +LADY. So this is freedom! + +STRANGER. And I ... am the liberator. (Exeunt.) + + +SCENE IV + +BY THE SEA + +[A hut on a cliff by the sea. Outside it a table with chairs. The +STRANGER and the LADY are dressed in less sombre clothing and look +younger than in the previous scene. The LADY is doing crochet work.] + +STRANGER. Three peaceful happy days at my wife's side, and anxiety +returns! + +LADY. What do you fear? + +STRANGER. That this will not last long. + +LADY. Why do you think so? + +STRANGER. I don't know. I believe it must end suddenly, terribly. +There's something deceptive even the sunshine and the stillness. I +feel that happiness if not part of my destiny. + +LADY. But it's all over! My parents are resigned to what we've +done. My husband understands and has written a kind letter. + +STRANGER. What does that matter? Fate spins the web; once more I +hear the mallet fall and the chairs being pushed back from the +table--judgment has been pronounced. Yet that must have happened +before I was born, because even in childhood I began to serve my +sentence. There's no moment in my life on which can look back with +happiness. + +LADY. Unfortunate man! Yet you've had everything you wished from +life! + +STRANGER. Everything. Unluckily I forgot to wish for money. + +LADY. You're thinking of that again. + +STRANGER. Are you surprised? + +LADY. Quiet! + +STRANGER. What is it you're always working at? You sit there like +one of the Fates and draw the threads through your fingers. But go +on. The most beautiful of sights is a woman bending over her work, +or over her child. What are you making? + +LADY. Nothing. Crochet work. + +STRANGER. It looks like a network of nerves and knots on which +you've fixed your thoughts. The brain must look like that--from +within. + +LADY. If only I thought of half the things you imagine. ... But I +think of nothing. + +STRANGER. Perhaps that's why I feel so contented when I'm with you. +Why, I find you so perfect that I can no longer imagine life +without you! Now the clouds have blown away. Now the sky is clear! +The wind soft--feel how it caresses us! This is Life! Yes, now I +live. And I feel my spirit growing, spreading, becoming tenuous, +infinite. I am everywhere, in the ocean which is my blood, in the +rocks that are my bones, in the trees, in the flowers; and my head +reaches up to the heavens. I can survey the whole universe. I _am_ +the universe. And I feel the power of the Creator within me, for I +am He! I wish I could grasp the all in my hand and refashion it +into something more perfect, more lasting, more beautiful. I want +all creation and created beings to be happy, to be born without +pain, live without suffering, and die in quiet content. Eve! Die +with me now! This moment, for the next will bring sorrow again. + +LADY. I'm not ready to die. + +STRANGER. Why not? + +LADY. I believe there are things I've not yet done. Perhaps I've +not suffered enough. + +STRANGER. Is that the purpose of life? + +LADY. It seems to be. (Pause.) Now I want to ask one thing of you. + +STRANGER. Well? + +LADY. Don't blaspheme against heaven again, or compare yourself +with the Creator, for then you remind me of Caesar at home. + +STRANGER (excitedly). Caesar! How can you say that ...? + +LADY. I'm sorry if I've said anything I shouldn't. It was foolish +of me to say 'at home.' Forgive me. + +STRANGER. You were thinking that Caesar and I resemble one another +in our blasphemies? + +LADY. Of course not. + +STRANGER. Strange. I believe you when you say you don't mean to +hurt me; yet you _do_ hurt me, as all the others do. Why? + +LADY. Because you're over-sensitive. + +STRANGER. You say that again! Do you think I've sensitive hidden +places? + +LADY. No. I didn't mean that. And now the spirits of suspicion and +discord are coming between us. Drive them away--at once. + +STRANGER. You mustn't say I blaspheme if I use the well-known +words: See, we are like unto the gods. + +LADY. But if that's so, why can't you help yourself, or us? + +STRANGER. Can't I? Wait. As yet we've only seen the beginning. + +LADY. If the end is like it, heaven help us! + +STRANGER. I know what you fear; and I meant to hold back a pleasant +surprise. But now I won't torment you longer. (He takes out a +registered letter, not yet opened.) Look! + +LADY. The money's come! + +STRANGER. This morning. Who can destroy me now? + +LADY. Don't speak like that. You know who could. + +STRANGER. Who? + +LADY. He who punishes the arrogance of men. + +STRANGER. And their courage. That especially. This was my Achilles' +heel; I bore with everything, except this fearful lack of money. + +LADY. May I ask how much they've sent? + +STRANGER. I don't know. I've not opened the letter. But I do know +about how much to expect. I'd better look and see. (He opens the +letter.) What? Only an account showing I'm owed nothing! There's +something uncanny in this. + +LADY. I begin to think so, too. + +STRANGER. I know I'm damned. But I'm ready to hurl the curse back +at him who so nobly cursed me. ... (He throws up the letter.) With +a curse of my own. + +LADY. Don't. You frighten me. + +STRANGER. Fear me, so long as you don't despise me! The challenge +has been thrown down; now you shall see a conflict between two +great opponents. (He opens his coat and waistcoat and looks +threateningly aloft.) Strike me with your lightning if you dare! +Frighten me with your thunder if you can! + +LADY. Don't speak like that. + +STRANGER. I will. Who dares break in on my dream of love? Who tears +the cup from my lips; and the woman from my arms? Those who envy +me, be they gods or devils! Little bourgeois gods who parry sword +thrusts with pin-pricks from behind, who won't stand up to their +man, but strike at him with unpaid bills. A backstairs way of +discrediting a master before his servants. They never attack, never +draw, merely soil and decry! Powers, lords and masters! All are the +same! + +LADY. May heaven not punish you. + +STRANGER. Heaven's blue and silent. The ocean's silent and stupid. +Listen, I can hear a poem--that's what I call it when an idea +begins to germinate in my mind. First the rhythm; this time like +the thunder of hooves and the jingle of spurs and accoutrements. +But there's a fluttering too, like a sail flapping. ... Banners! + +LADY. No. It's the wind. Can't you hear it in the trees? + +STRANGER. Quiet! They're riding over a bridge, a wooden bridge. +There's no water in the brook, only pebbles. Wait! Now I can hear +them, men and women, saying a rosary. The angels' greeting. Now I +can see--on what you're working--a large kitchen, with white-washed +walls, it has three small latticed windows, with flowers in them. +In the left-hand corner a hearth, on the right a table with wooden +seats. And above the table, in the corner, hangs a crucifix, with a +lamp burning below. The ceiling's of blackened beams, and dried +mistletoe hangs on the wall. + +LADY (frightened). Where can you see all that? + +STRANGER. On your work. + +LADY. Can you see people there? + +STRANGER. A very old man's sitting at the table, bent over a game +bag, his hands clasped in prayer. A woman, so longer young, kneels +on the floor. Now once more I hear the angels' greeting, as if far +away. But those two in the kitchen are as motionless as figures of +wax. A veil shrouds everything. ... No, that was no poem! (Waking.) +It was something else. + +LADY. It was reality! The kitchen at home, where you've never set +foot. That old man was my grandfather, the forester, and the woman +my mother! They were praying for us! It was six o'clock and the +servants were saying a rosary outside, as they always do. + +STRANGER. You make me uneasy. Is this the beginning of second +sight? Still, it was beautiful. A snow-white room, with flowers +and mistletoe. But why should they pray for us? + +LADY. Why indeed! Have we done wrong? + +STRANGER. What is wrong? + +LADY. I've read there's no such thing. And yet ... I long to see my +mother; not my father, for he turned me out as he did her. + +STRANGER. Why should he have turned your mother out? + +LADY. Who can say? The children least of all. Let us go to my home. +I long to. + +STRANGER. To the lion's den, the snake pit? One more or less makes +no matter. I'll do it for you, but not like the Prodigal Son. No, +you shall see that I can go through fire and water for your sake. + +LADY. How do you know ...? + +STRANGER. I can guess. + +LADY. And can you guess that the path to where my parents live in +the mountains is too steep for carts to use? + +STRANGER. It sounds extraordinary, but I read or dreamed something +of the kind. + +LADY. You may have. But you'll see nothing that's not natural, +though perhaps unusual, for men and women are a strange race. Are +you ready to follow me? + +STRANGER. I'm ready--for anything! + +(The LADY kisses him on the forehead and makes the sign of the +cross simply, timidly and without gestures.) + +LADY. Then come! + + +SCENE V + +ON THE ROAD + +[A landscape with hills; a chapel, right, in the far distance on a +rise. The road, flanked by fruit trees, winds across the +background. Between the trees hills can be seen on which are +crucifixes, chapels and memorials to the victims of accidents. In +the foreground a sign post with the legend, 'Beggars not allowed in +this parish.' The STRANGER and the LADY.] + +LADY. You're tired. + +STRANGER. I won't deny it. But it's humiliating to confess I'm +hungry, because the money's gone. I never thought that would happen +to me. + +LADY. It seems we must be prepared for anything, for I think we've +fallen into disfavour. My shoe's split, and I could weep at our +having to go like this, looking like beggars. + +STRANGER (pointing to the signpost). And beggars are not allowed in +this parish. Why must that be stuck up in large letters here? + +LADY. It's been there as long as I can remember. Think of it, I've +not been back since I was a child. And In those days I found the +way short and the hills lower. The trees, too, were smaller, and I +think I used to hear birds singing. + +STRANGER. Birds sang all the year for you then! Now they only sing +in the spring--and autumn's not far off. But in those days you used +to dance along this endless way of Calvaries, plucking flowers at +the feet of the crosses. (A horn in the distance.) What's that? + +LADY. My grandfather coming back from shooting. A good old man. +Let's go on and reach the house by dark. + +STRANGER. Is it still far? + +LADY. No. Only across the hills and over the river. + +STRANGER. Is that the river I hear? + +LADY. The river by which I was born and brought up. I was eighteen +before I crossed over to this bank, to see what was in the blue of +the distance. ... Now I've seen. + +STRANGER. You're weeping! + +LADY. Poor old man! When I got into the boat, he said: My child, +beyond lies the world. When you've seen enough, come back to your +mountains, and they will hide you. Now I've seen enough. Enough! + +STRANGER. Let's go. It's beginning to grow dusk already. (They pick +up their travelling capes and go on.) + + +SCENE VI + +IN A RAVINE + +[Entrance to a ravine between steep cliffs covered with pines. In +the foreground a wooden shanty, a broom by the door with a ramshorn +hanging from its handle. Left, a smithy, a red glow showing through +its open door. Right, a flourmill. In the background the road +through the ravine with mill-stream and footbridge. The rock +formations look like giant profiles.] + +[On the rise of the curtain the SMITH is at the smithy door and the +MILLER'S WIFE at the door of the mill. When the LADY enters they +sign to one another and disappear. The clothing of both the LADY +and the STRANGER is torn and shabby.] + +STRANGER. They're hiding, from us, probably. + +LADY. I don't think so. + +STRANGER. What a strange place! Everything seems conspire to arouse +disquiet. What's that broom there? And the horn with ointment? +Probably because it's their usual place, but it makes me think of +witchcraft. Why is the smithy black and the mill white? Because +one's sooty and the other covered with flour; yet when I saw the +blacksmith by the light of his forge and the white miller's wife, +it reminded me of an old poem. Look at those giant faces. ... +There's your werewolf from whom I saved you. There he is, in +profile, see! + +LADY. Yes, but it's only the rock. + +STRANGER. Only the rock, and yet it's he. + +LADY. Shall I tell you why we can see him? + +STRANGER. You mean--it's our conscience? Which pricks us when we're +hungry and tired, and is silent when we've eaten and rested. It's +horrible to arrive in rags. Our clothes are torn from climbing +through the brambles. Someone's fighting against me. + +LADY. Why did you challenge him? + +STRANGER. Because I want to fight in the open; not battle with +unpaid bills and empty purses. Anyhow: here's my last copper. The +devil take it, if there is one! (He throws it into the brook.) + +LADY. Oh! We could have paid the ferry with it. Now we'll have to +talk of money when we reach home. + +STRANGER. When can we talk of anything else? + +LADY. That's because you've despised it. + +STRANGER. As I've despised everything. ... + +LADY. But not everything's despicable. Some things are good. + +STRANGER. I've never seen them. + +LADY. Then follow me and you will. + +STRANGER. I'll follow you. (He hesitates when passing the smithy.) + +LADY (who has gone on ahead). Are you frightened of fire? + +STRANGER. No, but ... (The horn is heard in the distance. He +hurries past the smithy after the LADY.) + + +SCENE VII + +IN A KITCHEN + +[A large kitchen with whitewashed walls. Three windows in the +corner, right, so arranged that two are at the back and one in the +right wall. The windows are small and deeply recessed; in the +recesses there are flower pots. The ceiling is beamed and black +with soot. In the left corner a large range with utensils of +copper, iron and tin, and wooden vessels. In the corner, right, a +crucifix with a lamp. Beneath it a four-cornered table with +benches. Bunches of mistletoe on the walls. A door at the back. The +Poorhouse can be seen outside, and through the window at the back +the church. Near the fire bedding for dogs and a table with food +for the poor.] + +[The OLD MAN is sitting at the table beneath the crucifix, with his +hands clasped and a game bag before him. He is a strongly-built man +of over eighty with white hair and along beard, dressed as a +forester. The MOTHER is kneeling on the floor; she is grey-haired +and nearly fifty; her dress is of black-and-white material. The +voices of men, women and children can be clearly heard singing the +last verse of the Angels' Greeting in chorus. 'Holy Mary, Mother of +God, pray for us poor sinners, now and in the hour of death. +Amen.'] + +OLD MAN and MOTHER. Amen! + +MOTHER. Now I'll tell you, Father. They saw two vagabonds by the +river. Their clothing was torn and dirty, for they'd been in the +water. And when it came to paying the ferryman, they'd no money. +Now they're drying their clothes in the ferryman's hut. + +OLD MAN. Let them stay there. + +MOTHER. Don't forbid a beggar your house. He might be an angel. + +OLD MAN. True. Let them come in. + +MOTHER. I'll put food for them on the table for the poor. Do you +mind that? + +OLD MAN. No. + +MOTHER. Shall I give them cider? + +OLD MAN. Yes. And you can light the fire; they'll be cold. + +MOTHER. There's hardly time. But I will, if you wish it, Father. + +OLD MAN (looking out of the window). I think you'd better. + +MOTHER. What are you looking at? + +OLD MAN. The river; it's rising. And I'm asking myself, as I've +done for seventy years--when I shall reach the sea. + +MOTHER. You're sad to-night, Father. + +OLD MAN. ... et introibo ad altare Dei: ad Deum qui laetificat +juventutem meam. Yes. I do feel sad. ... Deus, Deus meus: quare +tristis es anima mea, et quare conturbas me. + +MOTHER. Spera in Deo. ... + +(The Maid comes in, and signs to the MOTHER, who goes over to her. +They whisper together and the maid goes out again.) + +OLD MAN. I heard what you said. O God! Must I bear that too! + +MOTHER. You needn't see them. You can go up to your room. + +OLD MAN. No. It shall be a penance. But why come like this: as +vagabonds? + +MOTHER. Perhaps they lost their way and have had much to endure. + +OLD MAN. But to bring her husband! Is she lost to shame? + +MOTHER. You know Ingeborg's queer nature. She thinks all she does +is fitting, if not right. Have you ever seen her ashamed, or suffer +from a rebuff? I never have. Yet she's not without shame; on the +contrary. And everything she does, however questionable, seems +natural when she does it. + +OLD MAN. I've always wondered why one could never be angry with +her. She doesn't feel herself responsible, or think an insult's +directed at her. She seems impersonal; or rather two persons, one +who does nothing but ill whilst the other gives absolution. ... But +this man! There's no one I've hated from afar so much as he. He +sees evil everywhere; and of no one have I heard so much ill. + +MOTHER. That's true. But it may be Ingeborg's found some mission in +this man's life; and he in hers. Perhaps they're meant to torture +each other into atonement. + +OLD MAN. Perhaps. But I'll have nothing to do with at seems to me +shameful. This man, under my roof! Yet I must accept it, like +everything else. For I've deserved no less. + +MOTHER. Very well then. (The LADY and the STRANGER come in.) You're +welcome. + +LADY. Thank you, Mother. (She looks over to the OLD MAN, who rises +and looks at the STRANGER.) Peace, Grandfather. This is my husband. +Give him your hand. + +OLD MAN. First let me look at him. (He goes to the STRANGER, puts +his hands on his shoulders and looks him in the eyes.) What motives +brought you here? + +STRANGER (simply). None, but to keep my wife company, at her +earnest desire. + +OLD MAN. If that's true, you're welcome! I've a long and stormy +life behind me, and at last I've found a certain peace in solitude. +I beg you not to trouble it. + +STRANGER. I haven't come here to ask favours. I'll take nothing +with me when I go. + +OLD MAN. That's not the answer I wanted; for we all need one +another. I perhaps need you. No one can know, young man. + +LADY. Grandfather! + +OLD MAN. Yes, my child. I shan't wish you happiness, for there's no +such thing; but I wish you strength to bear your destiny. Now I'll +leave you for a little. Your mother will look after you. (He goes +out.) + +LADY (to her mother). Did you lay that table for us, Mother? + +MOTHER. No, it's a mistake, as you can imagine. + +LADY. I know we look wretched. We were lost in the mountains, and +if grandfather hadn't blown his horn... + +MOTHER. Your grandfather gave up hunting long ago. + +LADY. Then it was someone else. ... Listen, Mother, I'll go up now +to the 'rose' room, and get it straight. + +MOTHER. Do. I'll come in a moment. + +(The LADY would like to say something, cannot, and goes out.) + +STRANGER (to the MOTHER). I've seen this room already. + +MOTHER. And I've seen you. I almost expected you. + +STRANGER. As one expects a disaster? + +MOTHER. Why say that? + +STRANGER. Because I sow devastation wherever I go. But as I must go +somewhere, and cannot change my fate, I've lost my scruples. + +MOTHER. Then you're like my daughter--she, too, has no scruples and +no conscience. + +STRANGER. What? + +MOTHER. You think I'm speaking ill of her? I couldn't do that of my +own child. I only draw the comparison, because you know her. + +STRANGER. But I've noticed what you speak of in Eve. + +MOTHER. Why do you call Ingeborg Eve? + +STRANGER. By inventing a name for her I made her mine. I wanted to +change her. ... + +MOTHER. And remake her in your image? (Laughing.) I've been told +that country wizards carve images of their victims, and give them +the names of those they'd bewitch. That was your plan: by means of +this Eve, that you yourself had made, you intended to destroy the +whole Sex! + +STRANGER (looking at the MOTHER in surprise). Those were damnable +words! Forgive me. But you have religious beliefs: how can you +think such things? + +MOTHER. The thoughts were yours. + +STRANGER. This begins to be interesting. I imagined an idyll in the +forest, but this is a witches' cauldron. + +MOTHER. Not quite. You've forgotten, or never knew, that a man +deserted me shamefully, and that you're a man who also shamefully +deserted a woman. + +STRANGER. Frank words. Now I know where I am. + +MOTHER. I'd like to know where I am. Can you support two families? + +STRANGER. If all goes well. + +MOTHER. All doesn't--in this life. Money can be lost. + +STRANGER. But my talent's capital I can never lose. + +MOTHER. Really? The greatest of talents has been known to fail ... +gradually, or suddenly. + +STRANGER. I've never met anyone who could so damp one's courage. + +MOTHER. Pride should be damped. Your last book was much weaker. + +STRANGER. You read it? + +MOTHER. Yes. That's why I know all your secrets. So don't try to +deceive me; it won't go well with you. (Pause.) A trifle, but one +that does us no good here: why didn't you pay the ferryman? + +STRANGER. My heel of Achilles! I threw my last coin away. Can't we +speak of something else than money in this house? + +MOTHER. Oh yes. But in this house we do our duty before we amuse +ourselves. So you came on foot because you had no money? + +STRANGER (hesitating). Yes. ... + +MOTHER (smiling). Probably nothing to eat? + +STRANGER (hesitating). No. ... + +MOTHER. You're a fine fellow! + +STRANGER. In all my life I've never been in such a predicament. + +MOTHER. I can believe it. It's almost a pity. I could laugh at the +figure you cut, if I didn't know it would make you weep, and others +with you. (Pause.) But now you've had your will, hold fast to the +woman who loves you; for if you leave her, you'll never smile +again, and soon forget what happiness was. + +STRANGER. Is that a threat? + +MOTHER. A warning. Go now, and have your supper. + +STRANGER (pointing at the table for the poor). There? + +MOTHER. A poor joke; which might become reality. I've seen such +things. + +STRANGER. Soon I'll believe anything can happen--this is the worst +I've known. + +MOTHER. Worse yet may come. Wait! + +STRANGER (cast down). I'm prepared for anything. + +(Exit. A moment later the OLD MAN comes in.) + +OLD MAN. It was no angel after all. + +MOTHER. No good angel, certainly. + +OLD MAN. Really! (Pause.) You know how superstitious people here +are. As I went down to the river I heard this: a farmer said his +horse shied at 'him'; another that the dogs got so fierce he'd had +to tie them up. The ferryman swore his boat drew less water when +'he' got in. Superstition, but. ... + +MOTHER. But what? + +OLD MAN. It was only a magpie that flew in at her window, though it +was closed. An illusion, perhaps. + +MOTHER. Perhaps. But why does one often see such things at the +right time? + +OLD MAN. This man's presence is intolerable. When he looks at me I +can't breathe. + +MOTHER. We must try to get rid of him. I'm certain he won't care to +stay for long. + +OLD MAN. No. He won't grow old here. (Pause.) Listen, I got a +letter to-night warning me about him. Among other things he's +wanted by the courts. + +MOTHER. The courts? + +OLD MAN. Yes. Money matters. But, remember, the laws of hospitality +protect beggars and enemies. Let him stay a few days, till he's got +over this fearful journey. You can see how Providence has laid +hands on him, how his soul is being ground in the mill ready for +the sieve. ... + +MOTHER. I've felt a call to be a tool in the hands of Providence. + +OLD MAN. Don't confuse it with your wish for vengeance. + +MOTHER. I'll try not to, if I can. + +OLD MAN. Well, good-night. + +MOTHER. Do you think Ingeborg has read his last book? + +OLD MAN. It's unlikely. If she had she'd never have married a man +who held such views. + +MOTHER. No, she's not read it. But now she must. + + +SCENE VIII + +THE 'ROSE' ROOM + +[A simple, pleasantly furnished room in the forester's house. The +walls are colour-washed in red; the curtains are of thin +rose-coloured muslin. In the small latticed windows there are +flowers. On right, a writing-table and bookshelf. Left, a sofa with +rose-coloured curtains above in the form of a baldachino. Tables +and chairs in Old German style. At the back, a door. Outside the +country can be seen and the poorhouse, a dark, unpleasant building +with black, uncurtained windows. Strong sunlight. The LADY is +sitting on the sofa working.] + +MOTHER (standing with a book bound in rose-coloured cloth in her +hand.) You won't read your husband's book? + +LADY. Not that one. I promised not to. + +MOTHER. You don't want to know the man to whom you've entrusted +your fate? + +LADY. What would be the use? We're all right as we are. + +MOTHER. You make no great demands on life? + +LADY. Why should I? They'd never be fulfilled. + +MOTHER. I don't know whether you were born full of worldly wisdom, +or foolishness. + +LADY. I don't know myself. + +MOTHER. If the sun shines and you've enough to eat, you're content. + +LADY. Yes. And when it goes in, I make the best of it. + +MOTHER. To change the subject: did you know your husband was being +pressed by the courts on account of his debts? + +LADY. Yes. It happens to all writers. + +MOTHER. Is he mad, or a rascal? + +LADY. He's neither. He's no ordinary man; and it's a pity I can +tell him nothing he doesn't know already. That's why we don't speak +much; but he's glad to have me near him; and so am I to be near +him. + +MOTHER. You've reached calm water already? Then it can't be far to +the mill-race! But don't you think you'd have more to talk of, if +you read what he has written? + +LADY. Perhaps. You can leave me the book, if you like. + +MOTHER. Take it and hide it. It'll be a surprise if you can quote +something from his masterpiece. + +LADY (hiding the book in her bag). He's coming. If he's spoken of +he seems to feel it from afar. + +MOTHER. If he could only feel how he makes others suffer--from +afar. (Exit left.) + +(The LADY, alone for an instant, looks at the book and seems taken +aback. She hides it in her bag.) + +STRANGER (entering). Your mother was here? You were speaking of me, +of course. I can almost hear her ill-natured words. They cut the +air and darken the sunshine. I can almost divine the impression of +her body in the atmosphere of the room, and she leaves an odour +like that of a dead snake. + +LADY. You're irritable to-day. + +STRANGER. Fearfully. Some fool has restrung my nerves out of tune, +and plays on them with a horse-hair bow till he sets my teeth on +edge. ... You don't know what that is! There's someone here who's +stronger than I! Someone with a searchlight who shines it at me, +wherever I may be. Do they use the black art in this place? + +LADY. Don't turn your back on the sunlight. Look at this lovely +country; you'll feel calmer. + +STRANGER. I can't bear that poorhouse. It seems to have been built +there solely for me. And a demented woman always stands there +beckoning. + +LADY. Do you think they treat you badly here? + +STRANGER. In a way, no. They feed me with tit-bits, as if I were to +be fattened for the butcher. But I can't eat because they grudge it +me, and I feel the cold rays of their hate. To me it seems there's +an icy wind everywhere, although it's still and hot. And I can hear +that accursed mill. ... + +LADY. It's not grinding now. + +STRANGER. Yes. Grinding ... grinding. + +LADY. Listen. There's no hate here. Pity, at most. + +STRANGER. Another thing. ... Why do people I meet cross themselves? + +LADY. Only because they're used to praying in silence. (Pause.) You +had an unwelcome letter this morning? + +STRANGER. Yes. The kind that makes your hair rise from the scalp, +so that you want to curse at fate. I'm owed money, but can't get +paid. Now the law's being set in motion against me by ... the +guardians of my children, because I've not paid alimony. No one has +ever been in such a dishonourable position. I'm blameless. I could +pay my way; I want to, but am prevented! Not my fault; yet my +shame! It's not in nature. The devil's got a hand in it. + +LADY. Why? + +STRANGER. Why? Why is one born into this world an ignoramus, +knowing nothing of the laws, customs and usage one inadvertently +breaks? And for which one's punished. Why does one grow into a +youth full of high ambition only to be driven into vile actions one +abhors? Why, why? + +LADY (who has secretly been looking at the book: absent-mindedly). +There must be a reason, even if we don't know it. + +STRANGER. If it's to humble one, it's a poor method. It only makes +me more arrogant. Eve! + +LADY. Don't call me that. + +STRANGER (starting). Why not? + +LADY. I don't like it. You'd feel as I do, if I called you Caesar. + +STRANGER. Have we got back to that? + +LADY. To what? + +STRANGER. Did you mention that name for any reason? + +LADY. Caesar? No. But I'm beginning to find things out. + +STRANGER. Very well! Then I may as well fall honourably by my own +hand. I am Caesar, the school-boy, for whose escapade your husband, +the werewolf, was punished. Fate delights in making links for +eternity. A noble sport! (The LADY, uncertain what to do, does not +reply.) Say something! + +LADY. I can't. + +STRANGER. Say that he became a werewolf because, as a child, he +lost his belief in the justice of heaven, owing to the fact that, +though innocent, he was punished for the misdeeds of another. But +if you say so, I shall reply that I suffered ten times as much from +my conscience, and that the spiritual crisis that followed left me +so strengthened that I've never done such a thing again. + +LADY. No. It's not that. + +STRANGER. Then what is it? Do you respect me no longer? + +LADY. It's not that either. + +STRANGER. Then it's to make me feel my shame before you! And it +would be the end of everything between us. + +LADY. No! + +STRANGER. Eve. + +LADY. You rouse evil thoughts. + +STRANGER. You've broken your vow: you've been reading my book! + +LADY. I have. + +STRANGER. Then you've done wrong. + +LADY. My intention was good. + +STRANGER. The results even of your good intentions are terrible! +You've blown me into the air with my own petard. Why must all our +misdeeds come home to roost--both boyish escapades and really evil +action? It's fair enough to reap evil where one has sown it. But +I've never seen a good action get its reward. Never! It's a +disgrace to Him who records all sins, however black or venial. No +man could do it: men would forgive. The gods ... never! + +LADY. Don't say that. Say rather _you_ forgive. + +STRANGER. I'm not small-minded. But what have I forgive you? + +LADY. More than I can say. + +STRANGER. Say it. Perhaps then we'll be quits. + +LADY. He and I used to read the curse of Deutertonomy over you ... +for you'd ruined his life. + +STRANGER. What curse is that? + +LADY. From the fifth book of Moses. The priests chant it in chorus +when the fasts begin. + +STRANGER. I don't remember it. What does it matter--a curse more or +less? + +LADY. In my family those whom we curse, are struck. + +STRANGER. I don't believe it. But I do believe that evil emanates +from this house. May it recoil upon it! That is my prayer! Now, +according to custom, it would be my duty to shoot myself; but I +can't, so long as I have other duties. You see, I can't even die, +and so I've lost my last treasure--what, with reason, I call my +religion. I've heard that man can wrestle with God, and with +success; but not even job could fight against Satan. (Pause.) Let's +speak of you. ... + +LADY. Not now. Later perhaps. Since I've got to know your terrible +book--I've only glanced at it, only read a few lines here and +there--I feel as if I'd eaten of the tree of knowledge. My eyes are +opened and I know what's good and what's evil, as I've never known +before. And now I see how evil you are, and why I am to be called +Eve. She was a mother and brought sin into the world: it was +another mother who brought expiation. The curse of mankind was +called down on us by the first, a blessing by the second. In me you +shall not destroy my whole sex. Perhaps I have a different mission +in your life. We shall see! + +STRANGER. So you've eaten of the tree of knowledge? Farewell. + +LADY. You're going away? + +STRANGER. I can't stay here. + +LADY. Don't go. + +STRANGER. I must. I must clear up everything. I'll take leave of +the old people now. Then I'll come back. I shan't be long. (Exit.) + +LADY (remains motionless, then goes to the door and looks out. She +sinks to her knees). No! He won't come back! + +Curtain. + + +SCENE IX + +CONVENT + +[The refectory of an ancient convent, resembling a simple +whitewashed Romanesque church. There are damp patches on the walls, +looking like strange figures. A long table with bowls; at the end a +desk for the Lector. At the back a door leading to the chapel. +There are lighted candles on the tables. On the wall, left, a +painting representing the Archangel Michael killing the Fiend.] + +[The STRANGER is sitting left, at a refectory table, dressed in the +white clothing of a patient, with a bowl before him. At the table, +right, are sitting: the brown-clad mourners of Scene I. The BEGGAR. +A woman in mourning with two children. A woman who resembles the +Lady, but who is not her and who is crocheting instead of eating. A +Man very like the Doctor, another like the Madman. Others like the +Father, Mother, Brother. Parents of the 'Prodigal Son,' etc. All +are dressed in white, but over this are wearing costumes of +coloured crepe. Their faces are waxen and corpse-like, their whole +appearance queer, their gestures strange. On the rise of the +curtain all are finishing a Paternoster, except the STRANGER.] + +STRANGER (rising and going to the ABBESS, who is standing at a +serving table). Mother. May I speak to you? + +ABBESS (in a black-and-white Augustinian habit). Yes, my son. (They +come forward.) + +STRANGER. First, where am I? + +ABBESS. In a convent called 'St. Saviour.' You were found on the +hills above the ravine, with a cross you'd broken from a calvary +and with which you were threatening someone in the clouds. Indeed, +you thought you could see him. You were feverish and had lost your +foothold. You were picked up, unhurt, beneath a cliff, but in +delirium. You were brought to the hospital and put to bed. Since +then you've spoken wildly, and complained of a pain in your hip, +but no injury could be found. + +STRANGER. What did I speak of? + +ABBESS. You had the usual feverish dreams. You reproached yourself +with all kinds of things, and thought you could see your victims, +as you called them. + +STRANGER. And then? + +ABBESS. Your thoughts often turned to money matters. You wanted to +pay for yourself in the hospital. I tried to calm you by telling +you no payment would be asked: all was done out of charity. ... + +STRANGER. I want no charity. + +ABBESS. It's more blessed to give than to receive; yet a noble +nature can accept and be thankful. + +STRANGER. I want no charity. + +ABBESS. Hm! + +STRANGER. Tell me, why will none of those people sit at the same +table with me? They're getting up ... going. ... + +ABBESS. They seem to fear you. + +STRANGER. Why? + +ABBESS. You look so. ... + +STRANGER. I? But what of them? Are they real? + +ABBESS. If you mean true, they've a terrible reality. It may be +they look strange to you, because you're still feverish. Or there +may be another reason. + +STRANGER. I seem to know them, all of them! I see them as if in a +mirror: they only make as if they were eating. ... Is this some +drama they're performing? Those look like my parents, rather like ... +(Pause.) Hitherto I've feared nothing, because life was useless to +me. ... Now I begin to be afraid. + +ABBESS. If you don't believe them real, I'll ask the Confessor to +introduce you. (She signs to the CONFESSOR who approaches.) + +CONFESSOR (dressed in a black-and-white habit of Dominicans). +Sister! + +ABBESS. Tell the patient who are at that table. + +CONFESSOR. That's soon done. + +STRANGER. Permit a question first. Haven't we met already? + +CONFESSOR. Yes. I sat by your bedside, when you were delirious. At +your desire, I heard your confession. + +STRANGER. What? My confession? + +CONFESSOR. Yes. But I couldn't give you absolution; because it +seemed that what you said was spoken in fever. + +STRANGER. Why? + +CONFESSOR. There was hardly a sin or vice you didn't take upon +yourself--things so hateful you'd have had to undergo strict +penitence before demanding absolution. Now you're yourself again I +can ask whether there are grounds for your self-accusations. + +(The ABBESS leaves them.) + +STRANGER. Have you the right? + +CONFESSOR. No. In truth, no right. (Pause.) But you want to know in +whose company you are! The very best. There, for instance, is a +madman, Caesar, who lost his wits through reading the works of a +certain writer whose notoriety is greater than his fame. There's a +beggar, who won't admit he's a beggar, because he's learnt Latin +and is free. There, a doctor, called the werewolf, whose history's +well known. There, two parents, who grieved themselves to death +over a son who raised his hand against theirs. He must be +responsible for refusing to follow his father's bier and +desecrating his mother's grave. There's his unhappy sister, whom he +drove out into the snow, as he himself recounts, with the best +intentions. Over there's a woman who's been abandoned with her two +children, and there's another doing crochet work. ... All are old +acquaintances. Go and greet them! + +(The STRANGER has turned his back on the company: he now goes to +the table, left, and sits down with his back to them. He raises his +head, sees the picture of the Archangel Michael and lowers his +eyes. The CONFESSOR stands behind the STRANGER. A Catholic Requiem +can be heard from the chapel. The CONFESSOR speaks to the STRANGER +in a low voice while the music goes on.) + + Quantus tremor est futurus + Quando judex est venturus + Cuncta stricte discussurus, + Tuba mirum spargens sonum + Per sepulchra regionum + Coget omnes ante thronum. + Mors stupebit et natura, + Cum resurget creatura + Judicanti responsura + Liber scriptus proferetur + In quo totum continetur + Unde mundus judicetur. + Judex ergo cum sedebit + Quidquid latet apparebit + Nil inultum remanebit. + +(He goes to the desk by the table, right, and opens his breviary. +The music ceases.) + +We will continue the reading. ... 'But if thou wilt not hearken +unto the voice of the Lord thy God all these curses shall overtake +thee. Cursed shalt thou be in the city, and cursed shalt thou be in +the field; cursed shalt thou be when thou comest in, and cursed +when thou goest out.' + +OMNES (in a low voice). Cursed! + +CONFESSOR. 'The Lord shall send upon thee vexation and rebuke in +all that thou settest thy hand for to do, until thou be destroyed, +and until thou perish quickly, because of the wickedness of thy +doings, whereby thou hast forsaken me.' + +OMNES (loudly). Cursed! + +CONFESSOR. 'The Lord shall cause thee to be smitten before thine +enemies: thou shalt go out one way against them, and flee seven +ways before them, and shalt be moved into all the kingdoms of the +earth. And thy carcase shall be meat unto all fowls of the air, and +unto the beasts of the earth, and no man shall fray them away. The +Lord will smite thee with the botch of Egypt, the scab and the +itch, with madness and blindness, that thou shalt grope at noonday, +as the blind gropeth in darkness. Thou shalt not prosper in thy +ways, and thou shalt be only oppressed and spoiled evermore, and no +man shall save thee. Thou shalt betroth a wife, and another man +shall lie with her: thou shalt build an house, and thou shalt not +dwell therein: thou shalt plant a vineyard, and shalt not gather +the grapes thereof. Thy sons and thy daughters shall be given unto +another people, and thine eyes fail with longing for them; and +there shall be no might in thy hand. And thou shalt find no ease on +earth, neither shall the sole of thy foot have rest: the Lord shall +give thee a trembling heart, and failing of eyes and sorrow of +mind. And thy life shall hang in doubt before thee; and thou shalt +fear day and night. In the morning thou shalt say, would God it +were even! And at even thou shalt say, would God it were morning! +And because thou servedst not the Lord thy God when thou livedst in +security, thou shalt serve him in hunger, in thirst, in nakedness +and in want; and He shall put a yoke of iron upon thy neck, until +He have destroyed thee!' + +OMNES. Amen! + +(The CONFESSOR has read the above loudly and rapidly, without +turning to the STRANGER. All those present, except the LADY, who is +working, have been listening and have joined in the curse, though +they have feigned not to notice the STRANGER, who has remained with +his back to them, sunk in himself. The STRANGER now rises as if to +go. The CONFESSOR goes towards him.) + +STRANGER. What was that? + +CONFESSOR. The Book of Deuteronomy. + +STRANGER. Of course. But I seem to remember blessings in it, too. + +CONFESSOR. Yes, for those who keep His commandments. + +STRANGER. Hm. ... I can't deny that, for a moment, I felt shaken. +Are they temptations to be resisted, or warnings to be obeyed? +(Pause.) Anyhow I'm certain now that I have fever. I must go to a +real doctor. + +CONFESSOR. See he _is_ the right one! + +STRANGER. Of course! + +CONFESSOR. Who can heal 'delightful scruples of conscience'! + +ABBESS. Should you need charity again, you now know where to find +it. + +STRANGER. No. I do not. + +ABBESS (in a low voice). Then I'll tell you. In a 'rose' room, near +a certain running stream. + +STRANGER. That's the truth! In a 'rose' room. Wait; how long have I +been here? + +ABBESS. Three months to-day. + +STRANGER. Three months! Have I been sleeping? Or where have I been? +(Looking out of the window.) It's autumn. The trees are bare; the +clouds look cold. Now it's coming back to me! Can you hear a mill +grinding? The sound of a horn? The rushing of a river? A wood +whispering--and a woman weeping? You're right. Only there can +charity be found. Farewell. (Exit.) + +CONFESSOR (to the Abbess). The fool! The fool! + +Curtain. + + +SCENE X + +THE 'ROSE' ROOM + +[The curtains have been taken down. The windows gape into the +darkness outside. The furniture has been covered in brown +loose-covers and pulled forward. The flowers have been taken away, +and the large black stove lit. The MOTHER is standing ironing white +curtains by the light of a single lamp. There is a knock at the +door.] + +MOTHER. Come in! + +STRANGER (doing so). Where's my wife? + +MOTHER. Where do you come from? + +STRANGER. I think, from hell. But where's my wife? + +MOTHER. Which of them do you mean? + +STRANGER. The question's justified. Everything is, except to me. + +MOTHER. There may be a reason: I'm glad you've seen it. Where have +you been? + +STRANGER. Whether in a poorhouse, a madhouse or a hospital, I don't +know. I should like to think it all a feverish dream. I've been +ill: I lost my memory and can't believe three months have passed. +But where's my wife? + +MOTHER. I ought to ask you that. When you deserted her, she went +away--to look for you. Whether she's tired of looking, I can't say. + +STRANGER. Something's amiss here. Where's the Old Man? + +MOTHER. Where there's no more suffering. + +STRANGER. You mean he's dead? + +MOTHER. Yes. He's dead. + +STRANGER. You say it as if you wanted to add him to my victims. + +MOTHER. Perhaps I'm right to do so. + +STRANGER. He didn't look sensitive: he was capable of steady +hatred. + +MOTHER. No. He hated only what was evil, in himself and others. + +STRANGER. So I'm wrong there, too! (Pause.) + +MOTHER. What do you want here? + +STRANGER. Charity! + +MOTHER. At last! How was it at the hospital! Sit down and tell me. + +STRANGER (sitting). I don't want to think of it. I don't even know +if it _was_ a hospital. + +MOTHER. Strange. Tell me what happened after you left here. + +STRANGER. I fell in the mountains, hurt my hip and lost +consciousness. If you'll speak kindly to me you shall know more. + +MOTHER. I will. + +STRANGER. When I woke I was in a red iron bedstead. Three men were +pulling a cord that ran through two blocks. Every time they pulled +I felt I grew two feet taller. ... + +MOTHER. They were putting in your hip. + +STRANGER. I hadn't thought of that. Then ... I lay watching my past +life unroll before me like a panorama, through childhood, youth. ... +And when the roll was finished it began again. All the time I heard +a mill grinding. ... I can hear it still. Yes, here too! + +MOTHER. Those were not pleasant visions. + +STRANGER. No. At last I came to the conclusion ... that I was a +thoroughgoing scamp. + +MOTHER. Why call yourself that? + +STRANGER. I know you'd like to hear me say I was a scoundrel. But +that would seem to me like boasting. It would imply a certainty +about myself to which I've not attained. + +MOTHER. You're still in doubt? + +STRANGER. Of a great deal. But I've begun to have an inkling. + +MOTHER. That. ...? + +STRANGER. That there are forces which, till now, I've not believed in. + +MOTHER. You've come to see that neither you, nor any other man, +directs your destiny? + +STRANGER. I have. + +MOTHER. Then you've already gone part of the way. + +STRANGER. But I myself have changed. I'm ruined; for I've lost all +aptitude for writing. And I can't sleep at night. + +MOTHER. Indeed! + +STRANGER. What are called nightmares stop me. Last and worst: I +daren't die; for I'm no longer sure my miseries will end, with _my_ +end. + +MOTHER. Oh! + +STRANGER. Even worse: I've grown so to loathe myself that I'd +escape from myself, if I knew how. If I were a Christian, I +couldn't obey the first commandment, to love my neighbour as +myself, for I should have to hate him as I hate myself. It's true +that I'm a scamp. I've always suspected it; and because I never +wanted life to fool me, I've observed 'others' carefully. When I +saw they were no better than I, I resented their trying to browbeat +me. + +MOTHER. You've been wrong to think it a matter between you and +others. You have to deal with Him. + +STRANGER. With whom? + +MOTHER. The Invisible One, who guides your destiny. + +STRANGER. Would I could see Him. + +MOTHER. It would be your death. + +STRANGER. Oh no! + +MOTHER. Where do you get this devilish spirit of rebellion? If you +won't bow your neck like the rest, you must be broken like a reed. + +STRANGER. I don't know where this fearful stubbornness comes from. +It's true an unpaid bill can make me tremble; but if I were to +climb Mount Sinai and face the Eternal One, I should not cover my +face. + +MOTHER. Jesus and Mary! Don't say such things. You'll make me think +you're a child of the Devil. + +STRANGER. Here that seems the general opinion. But I've heard that +those who serve the Evil One get honours, goods and gold as their +reward. Gold especially. Do you think me suspect? + +MOTHER. You'll bring a curse on my house. + +STRANGER. Then I'll leave it. + +MOTHER. And go into the night. Where? + +STRANGER. To seek the only one that I don't hate. + +MOTHER. Are you sure she'll receive you? + +STRANGER. Quite sure. + +MOTHER. I'm not. + +STRANGER. I am. + +MOTHER. Then I must raise your doubts. + +STRANGER. You can't. + +MOTHER. Yes, I can. + +STRANGER. It's a lie. + +MOTHER. We're no longer speaking kindly. We must stop. Can you +sleep in the attic? + +STRANGER. I can't sleep anywhere. + +MOTHER. Still, I'll say good-night to you, whether you think I mean +it, or not. + +STRANGER. You're sure there are no rats in the attic? I don't fear +ghosts, but rats aren't pleasant. + +MOTHER. I'm glad you don't fear ghosts, for no one's slept a whole +night there ... whatever the cause may be. + +STRANGER (after a moment's hesitation). Never have I met a more +wicked woman than you. The reason is: you have religion. + +MOTHER. Good-night! + +Curtain. + + +SCENE XI + +IN THE KITCHEN + +[It is dark, but the moon outside throws moving shadows of the +window lattices on to the floor, as the storm clouds race by. In +the corner, right, under the crucifix, where the OLD MAN used to +sit, a hunting horn, a gun and a game bag hang on the wall. On the +table a stuffed bird of prey. As the windows are open the curtains +are flapping in the wind; and kitchen cloths, aprons and towels, +that are hung on a line by the hearth, move in the wind, whose +sighing can be heard. In the distance the noise of a waterfall. +There is an occasional tapping on the wooden floor.] + +STRANGER (entering, half-dressed, a lamp in his hand). Is anyone +here? No. (He comes forward with a light, which makes the play of +shadow less marked.) What's moving on the floor? Is anyone here? +(He goes to the table, sees the stuffed bird and stands riveted to +the spot.) God! + +MOTHER (coming in with a lamp). Still up? + +STRANGER. I couldn't sleep. + +MOTHER (gently). Why not, my son? + +STRANGER. I heard someone above me. + +MOTHER. Impossible. There's nothing over the attic. + +STRANGER. That's why I was uneasy! What's moving on the floor like +snakes? + +MOTHER. Moonbeams. + +STRANGER. Yes. Moonbeams. That's a stuffed bird. And those are +cloths. Everything's natural; that's what makes me uneasy. Who was +knocking during the night? Was anyone locked out? + +MOTHER. It was a horse in the stable. + +STRANGER. Why should it make that noise? + +MOTHER. Some animals have nightmares. + +STRANGER. What are nightmares? + +MOTHER. Who knows? + +STRANGER. May I sit down? + +MOTHER. Do. I want to speak seriously to you. I was malicious last +night; you must forgive me. It's because of that I need religion; +just as I need the penitential garment and the stone floor. To +spare you, I'll tell you what nightmares are to me. My bad +conscience! Whether I punish myself or another punishes me, I don't +know. I don't permit myself to ask. (Pause.) Now tell me what you +saw in your room. + +STRANGER. I hardly know. Nothing. When I went in I felt as if +someone were there. Then I went to bed. But someone started pacing +up and down above me with a heavy tread. Do you believe in ghosts? + +MOTHER. My religion won't allow me to. But I believe our sense of +right and wrong will find a way to punish us. + +STRANGER. Soon I felt cold air on my breast--it reached my heart +and forced me to get up. + +MOTHER. And then? + +STRANGER. To stand and watch the whole panorama of my life unroll +before me. I saw everything--that was the worst of it. + +MOTHER. I know. I've been through it. There's no name for the +malady, and only one cure. + +STRANGER. What is it? + +MOTHER. You know what children do when they've done wrong? + +STRANGER. What? + +MOTHER. First ask forgiveness! + +STRANGER. And then? + +MOTHER. Try to make amends. + +STRANGER. Isn't it enough to suffer according to one's deserts? + +MOTHER. No. That's revenge. + +STRANGER. Then what must one do? + +MOTHER. Can you mend a life you've destroyed? Undo a bad action? + +STRANGER. Truly, no. But I was forced into it! Forced to take, for +no one gave me the right. Accursed be He who forced me! (Putting +his hand to his heart.) Ah! He's here, in this room. He's plucking +out my heart! + +MOTHER. Then bow your head. + +STRANGER. I cannot. + +MOTHER. Down on your knees. + +STRANGER. I will not. + +MOTHER. Christ have mercy! Lord have mercy on you! On your knees +before Him who was crucified! Only He can wipe out what's been +done. + +STRANGER. Not before Him! If I were forced, I'll recant ... +afterwards. + +MOTHER. On your knees, my son! + +STRANGER. I cannot bow the knee. I cannot. Help me, God Eternal. +(Pause.) + +MOTHER (after a hasty prayer). Do you feel better? + +STRANGER. Yes. ... It was not death. It was annihilation! + +MOTHER. The annihilation of the Divine. We call it spiritual death. + +STRANGER. I see. (Without irony.) I begin to understand. + +MOTHER. My son! You have left Jerusalem and are on the road to +Damascus. Go back the same way you came. Erect a cross at every +station, and stay at the seventh. For you, there are not fourteen, +as for Him. + +STRANGER. You speak in riddles. + +MOTHER. Then go your way. Search out those to whom you have +something to say. First, your wife. + +STRANGER. Where is she? + +MOTHER. You must find her. On your way don't forget to call on him +you named the werewolf. + +STRANGER. Never! + +MOTHER. You'd have said that, as you came here. As you know, I +expected your coming. + +STRANGER. Why? + +MOTHER. For no one reason. + +STRANGER. Just as I saw this kitchen ... in a trance. ... + +MOTHER. That's why I now regret trying to separate you and +Ingeborg. Go and search for her. If you find her, well and good. If +not, perhaps that too has been ordained. (Pause.) Dawn's now at +hand. Morning has come and the night has passed. + +STRANGER. Such a night! + +MOTHER. You'll remember it. + +STRANGER. Not all of it ... yet something. + +MOTHER (looking out of the window, as if to herself). Lovely +morning star--how far from heaven have you fallen! + +STRANGER (after a pause). Have you noticed that, before the sun +rises, a feeling of awe takes hold of mankind? Are we children of +darkness, that we tremble before the light? + +MOTHER. Will you never be tired of questioning? + +STRANGER. Never. Because I yearn for light. + +MOTHER. Go then, and search. And peace be with you! + + +SCENE XII + +IN THE RAVINE + +[The same landscape as before, but in autumn colouring. The trees +have lost their leaves. Work is going on at the smithy and the +mill. The SMITH stands, left, in the doorway; the MILLER'S wife, +right. The LADY dressed in a jacket with a hat of patent leather; +but she is in mourning. The STRANGER is in Bavarian alpine kit: +short jacket of rough material, knickers, heavy boots and +alpenstock, green hat with heath-cock feather. Over this he wears a +brown cloak with a cape and hood.] + +LADY (entering tired and dispirited). Did a man pass here in a long +cloak, with a green hat? (The SMITH and the MILLER'S WIFE shake +their heads.) Can I lodge here for the night? (The SMITH and the +MILLER'S WIFE again shake their heads: to the SMITH.) May I stand +in the doorway for a moment and warm myself? (The SMITH pushes her +away.) God reward you according to your deserts! + +(Exit. She reappears on the footbridge, and exit once more.) + +STRANGER (entering). Has a lady in a coat and skirt crossed the +brook? (The SMITH and MILLER'S WIFE shake their heads.) Will you +give me some bread? I'll pay for it. (The MILLER'S WIFE refuses the +money.) No charity! + +ECHO (imitating his voice from afar). Charity. + +(The SMITH and the MILLER'S WIFE laugh so loudly and so long that, +at length, ECHO replies.) + +STRANGER. Good! An eye for an eye--a tooth for a tooth. It helps to +lighten my conscience! (He enters the ravine.) + + +SCENE XIII + +ON THE ROAD + +[The same landscape as before; but autumn. The BEGGAR is sitting +outside a chapel with a lime twig and a bird cage, in which is a +starling. The STRANGER enters wearing the same clothes as in the +preceding scene.] + +STRANGER. Beggar! Have you seen a lady in a coat and skirt pass +this way? + +BEGGAR. I've seen five hundred. But, seriously, I must ask you not +to call me beggar now. I've found work! + +STRANGER. Oh! So it's you! + +BEGGAR. Ille ego qui quondam. ... + +STRANGER. What kind of work have you? + +BEGGAR. I've a starling, that whistles and sings. + +STRANGER. You mean, _he_ does the work? + +BEGGAR. Yes. I'm my own master now. + +STRANGER. Do you catch birds? + +BEGGAR. No. The lime twig's merely for appearances. + +STRANGER. So you still cling to such things? + +BEGGAR. What else should I cling to? What's within us is nothing +but pure ... nonsense. + +STRANGER. Is that the final conclusion of your whole philosophy of +life? + +BEGGAR. My complete metaphysic. The view mad be rather out of date, +but ... + +STRANGER. Can you be serious for a moment? Tell me about your past. + +BEGGAR. Why unravel that old skein? Twist it up rather. Twist it +up. Do you think I'm always so merry? Only when I meet you: you're +so damnably funny! + +STRANGER. How can you laugh, with a wrecked life behind you? + +BEGGAR. Now he's getting personal! (Pause.) If you can't laugh at +adversity, not even that of others, you're begging of life itself. +Listen! If you follow this wheel track you'll come, at last, to the +ocean, and there the path will stop. If you sit down there and +rest, you'll begin to take another view of things. Here there are +so many accidents, religious themes, disagreeable memories that +hinder thought as it flies to the 'rose' room. Only follow the +track! If it's muddy here and there, spread your wings and flutter. +And talking of fluttering: I once heard a bird that sang of +Polycrates and his ring; how he'd become possessed of all the +marvels of this world, but didn't know what to do with them. So he +sent tidings east and west of the great Nothing he'd helped to +fashion from the empty universe. I wouldn't assert you were the +man, unless I believed it so firmly I could take my oath on it. +Once I asked you whether you knew who I was, and you said it didn't +interest you. In return I offered you my friendship, but you +refused it rudely. However, I'm not sensitive or resentful, so I'll +give you good advice on your way. Follow the track! + +STRANGER (avoiding him). You don't deceive me. + +BEGGAR. You believe nothing but evil. That's why you get nothing +but evil. Try to believe what is good. Try! + +STRANGER. I will. But if I'm deceived, I've the right to. ... + +BEGGAR. You've no right to do that. + +STRANGER (as if to himself ). Who is it reads my secret thoughts, +turns my soul inside out, and pursues me? Why do you persecute me? + +BEGGAR. Saul! Saul! Why persecutest thou Me? + +(The STRANGER goes out with a gesture of horror. The chord of the +funeral march is heard again. The LADY enters.) + +LADY. Have you seen a man pass this way in a long cloak, with a +green hat? + +BEGGAR. There was a poor devil here, who hobbled off. ... + +LADY. The man I'm searching for's not lame. + +BEGGAR. Nor was he. It seems he'd hurt his hip; and that made him +walk unsteadily. I mustn't be malicious. Look here in the mud. + +LADY. Where? + +BEGGAR (pointing). There! At that rut. In it you can see the +impression of a boot, firmly planted. ... + +LADY (looking at the impression). It's he! His heavy tread. ... Can +I catch him up? + +BEGGAR. Follow the track! + +LADY (taking his hand and kissing it). Thank you, my friend. (Exit.) + + +SCENE XIV + +BY THE SEA + +[The same landscape as before, but now winter. The sea is dark +blue, and on the horizon great clouds take on the shapes of huge +heads. In the distance three bare masts of a wrecked ship, that +look like three white crosses. The table and seat are still under +the tree, but the chairs have been removed. There is snow on the +ground. From time to time a bell-buoy can be heard. The STRANGER +comes in from the left, stops a moment and looks out to sea, then +goes out, right, behind the cottage. The LADY enters, left, and +appears to be following the STRANGER'S footsteps on the snow; she +exits in front of the cottage, right. The STRANGER re-enters, +right, notices the footprints of the LADY, pauses, and looks back, +right. The LADY re-enters, throws herself into his arms, but +recoils.] + +LADY. You thrust me away. + +STRANGER. No. It seems there's someone between us. + +LADY. Indeed there is! (Pause.) What a meeting! + +STRANGER. Yes. It's winter; as you see. + +LADY. I can feel the cold coming from you. + +STRANGER. I got frozen in the mountains. + +LADY. Do you think the spring will ever come? + +STRANGER. Not to us! We've been driven from the garden, and must +wander over stones and thistles. And when our hands and feet are +bruised, we feel we must rub salt in the wounds of the ... other +one. And then the mill starts grinding. It'll never stop; for +there's always water. + +LADY. No doubt what you say is true. + +STRANGER. But I'll not yield to the inevitable. Rather than that we +should lacerate each other I'll gash myself as a sacrifice to the +gods. I'll take the blame upon me; declare it was I who taught you +to break your chains. I who tempted you! Then you can lay all the +blame on me: for what I did, and what happened after. + +LADY. You couldn't bear it. + +STRANGER. Yes, I could. There are moments when I feel as if I bore +all the sin and sorrow, all the filth and shame of the whole world. +There are moments when I believe we are condemned to sin and do bad +actions as a punishment! (Pause.) Not long ago I lay sick of a +fever, and amidst all that happened to me, I dreamed that I saw a +crucifix without the Crucified. And when I asked the Dominican--for +there was a Dominican among many others--what it could mean, he +said: 'You will not allow Him to suffer for you. Suffer then +yourself!' That's why mankind have grown so conscious of their own +sufferings. + +LADY. And why consciences grow so heavy, if there's no one to help +to bear the burden. + +STRANGER. Have you also come to think so? + +LADY. Not yet. But I'm on the way. + +STRANGER. Put your hand in mine. From here let us go on together. + +LADY. Where? + +STRANGER. Back! The same way we came. Are you weary? + +LADY. Now no longer. + +STRANGER. Several times I sank exhausted. But I met a strange +beggar--perhaps you remember him: he was thought to be like me. And +he begged me, as an experiment, to believe his good intentions. I +did believe--as an experiment--and . ... + +LADY. Well? + +STRANGER. It went well with me. And since then I feel I've strength +to go on my way. ... + +LADY. Let's go together! + +STRANGER (turning to the sea). Yes. It's growing dark and the +clouds are gathering. + +LADY. Don't look at the clouds. + +STRANGER. And below there? What's that? + +LADY. Only a wreck. + +STRANGER (whispering). Three crosses! What new Golgotha awaits us? + +LADY. They're white ones. That means good fortune. + +STRANGER. Can good fortune ever come to us? + +LADY. Yes. But not yet. + +STRANGER. Let's go! + + +SCENE XV + +ROOM IN AN HOTEL + +[The room is as before. The LADY is sitting by the side of the +STRANGER, crocheting.] + +LADY. Do say something. + +STRANGER. I've nothing but unpleasant things to say, since we came +here. + +LADY. Why were you so anxious to have this terrible room? + +STRANGER. I don't know. It was the last one I wanted. I began to +long for it, in order to suffer. + +LADY. And are you suffering? + +STRANGER. Yes. I can no longer listen to singing, or look at +anything beautiful. During the day I hear the mill and see that +great panorama now expanding to embrace the universe. ... And, at +night ... + +LADY. Why did you cry out in your sleep? + +STRANGER. I was dreaming. + +LADY. A real dream? + +STRANGER. Terribly real. But you see what a curse is on me. I feel +I must describe it, and to no one else but you. Yet I daren't tell +you, for it would be rattling at the door of the locked chamber. ... + +LADY. The past! + +STRANGER. Yes. + +LADY (simply). It's foolish to have any such secret place. + +STRANGER. Yes. (Pause.) + +LADY. And now tell me! + +STRANGER. I'm afraid I must. I dreamed your first husband was +married to my first wife. + +LADY. Only you could have thought of such a thing! + +STRANGER. I wish it were so. (Pause.) I saw how he ill-treated my +children. (Getting up.) I put my hands to his throat. ... I can't +go on. ... But I shall never rest till I know the truth. And to +know it, I must go to him in his own house. + +LADY. It's come to that? + +STRANGER. It's been coming for some time. Nothing can now prevent +it. I must see him. + +LADY. But if he won't receive you? + +STRANGER. I'll go as a patient, and tell him of my sickness. ... + +LADY (frightened). Don't do that! + +STRANGER. You think he might be tempted to shut me up as mad! I +must risk it. I want to risk everything--life, freedom, welfare. I +need an emotional shock, strong enough to bring myself into the +light of day. I demand this torture, that my punishment may be in +just proportion to my sin, so that I shall not be forced to drag +myself along under the burden of my guilt. So down into the snake +pit, as soon as may be! + +LADY. Could I come with you? + +STRANGER. There's no need. My sufferings will be enough for both. + +LADY. Then I'll call you my deliverer. And the curse I once laid on +you will turn into a blessing. Look! It's spring once more. + +STRANGER. So I see. The Christmas rose there has begun to wither. + +LADY. But don't you feel spring in the air? + +STRANGER. The cold within isn't so great. + +LADY. Perhaps the werewolf will heal you altogether. + +STRANGER. We shall see. Perhaps he's not so dangerous, after all. + +LADY. He's not so cruel as you. + +STRANGER. But my dream. ... + +LADY. Let's hope it was only a dream. Now my wool's finished; and +with it, my useless work. It's grown soiled in the making. + +STRANGER. It can be washed. + +LADY. Or dyed. + +STRANGER. Rose red. + +LADY. Never! + +STRANGER. It's like a roll of manuscript. + +LADY. With our story on it. + +STRANGER. In the filth of the roads, in tears and in blood. + +LADY. But the story's nearly done. Go and write the last chapter. + +STRANGER. Then we'll meet at the seventh station. Where we began! + + +SCENE XVI + +THE DOCTOR'S HOUSE + +[The scene is more or less as before. But half the wood-pile has +been taken away. On a seat near the verandah surgical instruments, +knives, saws, forceps, etc. The DOCTOR is engaged in cleaning +these.] + +SISTER (coming from the verandah). A patient to see you. + +DOCTOR. Do you know who it is? + +SISTER. I've not seen him. Here's his card. + +DOCTOR (reading it). This outdoes everything! + +SISTER. Is it he? + +DOCTOR. Yes. Courage I respect; but this is cynicism. A kind of +challenge. Still, let him come in. + +SISTER. Are you serious? + +DOCTOR. Perfectly. But, if you care to talk to him a little, in +that straightforward way of yours. ... + +SISTER. I'd like to. + +DOCTOR. Very well. Do the heavy work, and leave the final polish to +me. + +SISTER. You can trust me. I'll tell him everything your kindness +forbids you to say. + +DOCTOR. Enough of my kindness! Make haste, or I'll get impatient. +Shut the doors. (His SISTER goes out.) What are you doing at that +dustbin, Caesar? (CAESAR comes in.) Listen, Caesar, if your enemy +were to come and lay his head in your lap, what would you do? + +CAESAR. Cut it off! + +DOCTOR. That's not what I've taught you. + +CAESAR. No; you said, heap coals of fire on it. But I think that's +a shame. + +DOCTOR. I think so, too; it's more cruel and more cunning. (Pause.) +Isn't it better to take some revenge? It heartens the other person, +lifts the burden off him. + +CAESAR. As you know more about it than I, why ask? + +DOCTOR. Quiet! I'm not speaking to you. (Pause.) Very well. First +cut off his head, and then. ... We'll see. + +CAESAR. It all depends on how he behaves. + +DOCTOR. Yes. On how he behaves. Quiet. Get along. + +(The STRANGER comes from the verandah: he seems excited but his +manner betrays a certain resignation. CAESAR has gone out.) + +STRANGER. You're surprised to see me here? + +DOCTOR (seriously). I've long given up being surprised. But I see I +must begin again. + +STRANGER. Will you permit me to speak to you? + +DOCTOR. About anything decent people may discuss. Are you ill? + +STRANGER (hesitating). Yes. + +DOCTOR. Why did you come to me--of all people? + +STRANGER. You must guess! + +DOCTOR. I refuse to. (Pause.) What do you complain of? + +STRANGER (with uncertainty). Sleeplessness. + +DOCTOR. That's not a disease, but a symptom. Have you already seen +a doctor? + +STRANGER. I've been lying ill in an ... institution. I was +feverish. I've a strange malady. + +DOCTOR. What was so strange about it? + +STRANGER. May I ask this? Can one go about as usual; and yet be +delirious? + +DOCTOR. If you're mad; not otherwise. (The STRANGER lets up, but +then sits down again.) What was the hospital called? + +STRANGER. St. Saviour. + +DOCTOR. That's not a hospital. + +STRANGER. A convent, then. + +DOCTOR. No. It's an asylum. (The STRANGER gets up, the DOCTOR does +so, too, and calls.) Sister! Shut the front door. And the gate +leading to the road. (To the STRANGER.) Won't you sit down? I have +to keep the doors here locked. There are so many tramps. + +STRANGER (calms himself). Be frank with me: do you think me ... +insane? + +DOCTOR. No one ever gets a frank answer to that question, as you +know. And no one who suffers in that way ever believes what he's +told. So my opinion must be a matter of indifference to you. +(Pause.) But if it's your soul, go to a spiritual healer. + +STRANGER. Could you take his place for a moment? + +DOCTOR. I haven't the vocation. + +STRANGER. But ... + +DOCTOR (interrupting). Or the time. We're getting ready for a +wedding here! + +STRANGER. I dreamed it! + +DOCTOR. It may ease your mind to know that I've consoled myself, as +it's called. You may be pleased, it would be natural ... but I see, +on the contrary, it makes you suffer more. There must be a reason. +Why, should you be upset at my marrying a widow? + +STRANGER. With two children? + +DOCTOR. Two children! Now we have it! A damnable supposition worthy +of you. If there were a hell, you should be hell's overseer, for +your skill in finding means of punishment exceeds my wildest +inventions. Yet I'm called a werewolf! + +STRANGER. It might happen that ... + +DOCTOR (cutting him short). For a long time, I hated you, because +by an unforgiveable action you cheated me of my good name. But when +I grew older and wiser I saw that, although the punishment wasn't +earned, I deserved it for other things that had never been +discovered. Besides, you were a boy with enough conscience to be +able to punish yourself. So you need worry no more about the whole +thing. Is that what you wanted to speak of? + +STRANGER. Yes. + +DOCTOR. Then you'll be content, if I let you go? (The STRANGER is +about to ask a question.) Did you think I'd shut you up? Or cut you +in pieces with those instruments? Kill you? 'Perhaps such poor +devils ought to be put out of their misery!' (The STRANGER looks at +his watch.) You can still catch the boat. + +STRANGER. Will you give me your hand? + +DOCTOR. Impossible. And what is the use of my forgiving you, if you +lack the strength to forgive yourself? (Pause.) Some things can +only be cured by making them undone. So this never can be. + +STRANGER. St. Saviour ... + +DOCTOR. Helped you. You challenged destiny and were broken. There's +no shame in losing such a fight. I did the same; but, as you see, +I've got rid of my woodpile. I want no thunder in my home. And I +shall play no more with the lightning. + +STRANGER. One station more, and I shall reach my goal. + +DOCTOR. You'll never reach your goal. Farewell! + +STRANGER. Farewell! + + +SCENE XVII + +A STREET CORNER + +[The same as Scene I. The STRANGER is sitting on the seat beneath +the tree, drawing in the sand.] + +LADY (entering). What are you doing? + +STRANGER. Writing in the sand ... still. + +LADY. Can you hear singing? + +STRANGER (pointing to the church). Yes. But from there! I've been +unjust to someone, unwittingly. + +LADY. I think our wanderings must be over, now we've come back here. + +STRANGER. Where we began ... at the street corner, between the inn, +the church and the post office. By the way ... isn't there a +registered letter for me there, that I never fetched? + +LADY. Yes. Because there was nothing but unpleasantness in it. + +STRANGER. Or legal matters. (Striking his forehead.) Then that's +the explanation. + +LADY. Fetch it then. In the belief that what it contains is good. + +STRANGER (ironically). Good! + +LADY. Believe it. Imagine it! + +STRANGER (going to the post office). I'll make the attempt. + +(The LADY waits on the pavement. The STRANGER comes back with a +letter.) + +LADY. Well? + +STRANGER. I feel ashamed of myself. It's the money. + +LADY. You see! All these sufferings, all these tears ... in vain! + +STRANGER. Not in vain! It looks like spite, what happens here, but +it's not that. I wronged the Invisible when I mistook ... + +LADY. Enough! No accusations. + +STRANGER. No. It was my own stupidity or wickedness. I didn't want +to be made a fool of by life. That's why I was! It was the elves ... + +LADY. Who made the change in you. Come. Let's go. + +STRANGER. And hide ourselves and our misery in the mountains. + +LADY. Yes. The mountains will hide us! (Pause.) But first I must go +and light a candle to my good Saint Elizabeth. Come. (The STRANGER +shakes his head.) Come! + +STRANGER. Very well. I'll go through that way. But I can't stay. + +LADY. How can you tell? Come. In there you shall hear new songs. + +(The STRANGER follows her to the door of the church.) + +STRANGER. It may be! + +LADY. Come! + +THE END. + + + + + + + +PART II + + + +CHARACTERS + +THE STRANGER +THE LADY +THE MOTHER +THE FATHER +THE CONFESSOR +THE DOCTOR +CAESAR + +less important figures +MAID +PROFESSOR +RAGGED PERSON +ANOTHER RAGGED PERSON +FIRST WOMAN +SECOND WOMAN +WAITRESS +POLICEMAN + + +SCENES + +ACT I Outside the House + +ACT II SCENE I Laboratory + SCENE II The 'Rose' Room + +ACT III SCENE I The Banqueting Hall + SCENE II A Prison Cell + SCENE III The 'Rose' Room + +ACT IV SCENE I The Banqueting Hall + SCENE II In a Ravine + SCENE III The 'Rose' Room + + +ACT I + +OUTSIDE THE HOUSE + +[On the right a terrace, on which the house stands. Below it a road +runs towards the back, where there is a thick pine wood with +heights beyond, whose outlines intersect. On the left there is a +suggestion of a river bank, but the river itself cannot be seen. +The house is white and has small, mullioned windows with iron bars. +On the wall vines and climbing roses. In front of the house, on the +terrace, a well; at the end of the terrace pumpkin plants, whose +large yellow flowers hang dozen over the edge. Fruit trees are +planted along the road, and a memorial cross can be seen erected at +a spot where an accident occurred. Steps lead down from the terrace +to the road, and there are flower-pots on the balustrade. In front +of the steps there is a seat. The road reaches the foreground from +the right, curving past the terrace, which projects like a +promontory, and then loses itself in the background. Strong +sunlight from the left. The MOTHER is sitting on the seat below the +steps. The DOMINICAN is standing in front of her.] + +DOMINICAN [Note: The same character as the CONFESSOR and BEGGAR.]. +You called me to discuss a family matter of importance to you. Tell +me what it is. + +MOTHER. Father, life has treated me hardly. I don't know what I've +done to be so frowned upon by Providence. + +DOMINICAN. It's a mark of favour to be tried by the Eternal One, +and triumph awaits the steadfast. + +MOTHER. That's what I've often said to myself; but there are limits +to the suffering one can bear. ... + +DOMINICAN. There are no limits. Suff'ering's as boundless as grace. + +MOTHER. First my husband leaves me for another woman. + +DOMINICAN. Then let him go. He'll come crawling back again on his +bare knees! + +MOTHER. And as you know, Father, my only daughter was married to a +doctor. But she left him and came home with a stranger, whom she +presented to me as her new husband. + +DOMINICAN. That's not easy to understand. Divorce isn't recognised +by our religion. + +MOTHER. No. But they'd crossed the frontier, to a land where there +are other laws. He's an Old Catholic, and he found a priest to +marry them. + +DOMINICAN. That's no real marriage, and can't be dissolved because +it never existed. But it can be nullified. Who is your present +son-in-law? + +MOTHER. Truly, I wish I knew! One thing I do know, and that's +enough to fill my cup of sorrow. He's been divorced and his wife +and children live in wretched circumstances. + +DOMINICAN. A difficult case. But we'll find a way to put it right. +What does he do? + +MOTHER. He's a writer; said to be famous at home. + +DOMINICAN. Godless, too, I suppose? + +MOTHER. Yes. At least he used to be; but since his second marriage +he's not known a happy hour. Fate, as he calls it, seized him with +an iron hand and drove him here in the shape of a ragged beggar. +Ill-fortune struck him blow after blow, so that I pitied him at the +very moment he fled from here. Then he wandered in the woods and, +later, lay out in the fields where he fell, till he was found by +merciful folk and taken to a convent. There he lay ill for three +months, without our knowing where he was. + +DOMINICAN. Wait! Last year a man was brought to the Convent of St. +Saviour, where I'm Confessor, under the circumstances you describe. +Whilst he was feverish he opened his heart to me, and there was +scarcely a sin of which he didn't confess his guilt. But when he +came to himself again, he said he remembered nothing. So to prove +him in heart and reins I used the secret apostolic powers that are +given us; and, as a trial, employed the lesser curse. For when a +crime's been done in secret, the curse of Deuteronomy is read over +the suspected man. If he's innocent, he goes his way unscathed. But +if he's struck by it, then, as Paul relates, 'he is delivered unto +Satan for the destruction of the flesh, that his spirit may be +saved.' + +MOTHER. O God! It must be he! + +DOMINICAN. Yes, it is he. Your son-in-law! The ways of Providence +are inscrutable. Was he heavily struck by the curse? + +MOTHER. Yes. That night he slept here, and was torn from his sleep +by an unexplained power that, as he told me, turned his heart to +ice. ... + +DOMINICAN. Did he have fearful visions? + +MOTHER. Yes. + +DOMINICAN. And was he harried by those terrible thoughts, of which +Job says, 'When I say, my bed shall comfort me, then Thou scarest +me with dreams and terrifiest me with visions; so that my soul +chooseth strangling, and death rather than life.' That's as it +should be. Did it open his eyes? + +MOTHER. Yes. But only so that his sight was blinded. For his +sufferings grew so great that he could no longer find a natural +explanation for them, and as no doctor could cure him, he began to +see that he was fighting higher conscious powers. + +DOMINICAN. Powers that meant him ill, and were therefore themselves +evil. That's the usual course of things. And then? + +MOTHER. He came upon books that taught him that such evil powers +could be fought. + +DOMINICAN. Oh! So he looked for what's hidden, and should remain +so! Did he succeed in exorcising the spirits that chastised him? + +MOTHER. He says he did. And it seems now that he can sleep again. + +DOMINICAN. Yes, and he believes what he says. Yet, since he hasn't +truly accepted the love of truth, God will trouble him with great +delusion, so that he'll believe what is false. + +MOTHER. The fault's his own. But he's changed my daughter: in other +days she was neither hot nor cold; but now she's on the way to +becoming evil. + +DOMINICAN. How do the two of them get on? + +MOTHER. Half the time, happily; the other half they plague one +another like devils. + +DOMINICAN. That's the way they must go. Plague one another till +they come to the Cross. + +MOTHER. If they don't part again. + +DOMINICAN. What? Have they done so? + +MOTHER. They've left one another four times, but have always come +back. It seems as if they're chained together. It would be a good +thing if they were, for a child's on the way. + +DOMINICAN. Let the child come. Children bring gifts that are +refreshing to tired souls. + +MOTHER. I hope it may be so. But it looks as if this one will be an +apple of discord. They're already quarrelling over its name; +they're quarrelling over its baptism; and the mother's already +jealous of her husband's children by his first wife. He can't +promise to love this child as much as the others, and the mother +absolutely insists that he shall! So there's no end to their +miseries. + +DOMINICAN. Oh yes, there is. Wait! He's had dealings with higher +powers, so that we've gained a hold on him; and our prayers will be +more, powerful than his resistance. Their effect is as extraordinary +as it is mysterious. (The STRANGER appears on the terrace. He is +in hunting costume and wears a tropical helmet. In his hand he has +an alpenstock.) Is that him, up there? + +MOTHER. Yes. That's my present son-in-law. + +DOMINICAN. Singularly like the first! But watch how he's behaving. +He hasn't seen me yet, but he feels I'm here. (He makes the sign of +the cross in the air.) Look how troubled he grows. ... Now he +stiffens like an icicle. See! In a moment he'll cry out. + +STRANGER (who has suddenly stopped, grown rigid, and clutched his +heart). Who's down there? + +MOTHER. I am. + +STRANGER. You're not alone. + +MOTHER. No. I've someone with me. + +DOMINICAN (making the sign of the cross). Now he'll say nothing; +but fall like a felled tree. (The STRANGER crumples up and falls to +the ground.) Now I shall go. It would be too much for him if he +were to see me, But I'll come back soon. You'll see, he's in good +hands! Farewell and peace be with you. (He goes out.) + +STRANGER (raising himself and coming down the steps). Who was that? + +MOTHER. A traveller. Sit down; you look so pale. + +STRANGER. It was a fainting fit. + +MOTHER. You've always new names for it; but they mean nothing +fresh. Sit down here, on the seat. + +STRANGER. No; I don't like sitting there. People are always +passing. + +MOTHER. Yet I've been sitting here since I was a child, watching +life glide past as the river does below. Here, on the road, I've +watched the children of men go by, playing, haggling, begging, +cursing and dancing. I love this seat and I love the river below, +though it does much damage every year and washes away the property +we inherited. Last spring it carried our whole hay crop off, so +that we had to sell our beasts. The property's lost half its value +in the last few years, and when the lake in the mountains has +reached its new level and the swamp's been drained into the river, +the water will rise till it washes the house away. We've been at +law about it for ten years, and we've lost every appeal; so we +shall be destroyed. It's as inevitable as fate. + +STRANGER. Fate's not inevitable. + +MOTHER. Beware, if you think to fight it. + +STRANGER. I've done so already. + +MOTHER. There you go again! You learn nothing from the chastisement +of Providence. + +STRANGER. Oh yes. I've learned to hate. Can one love what does evil? + +MOTHER. I've little learning, as you know; but I read yesterday +in an encyclopaedia that the Eumenides are not evilly disposed. + +STRANGER. That's true; but it's a lie they're friendly. I only +know one friendly fury. My own! + +MOTHER. Can you call Ingeborg a fury? + +STRANGER. Yes. She is one; and as a fury, she's remarkable. Her +talent for making me suffer excels my most infernal inventions; and +if I escape from her hands with my life, I'll come out of the fire +as pure as gold. + +MOTHER. You've got what you deserve. You wanted to mould her as you +wished, and you've succeeded. + +STRANGER. Completely. But where is this fury? + +MOTHER. She went down the road a few minutes ago. + +STRANGER. Down there? Then I'll go to meet my own destruction. (He +goes towards the back.) + +MOTHER. So you can still joke about it? Wait! (The MOTHER is left +alone for a moment, until the STRANGER has disappeared. The LADY +then enters from the right. She is wearing a summer frock, and is +carrying a post bag and some opened letters in her hand.) + +LADY. Are you alone, Mother? + +MOTHER. I've just been left alone. + +LADY. Here's the post. This is for job. + +MOTHER. What? Do you open his letters? + +LADY. All of them, because I want to know who it is I've linked my +life to. And I want to suppress everything that might minister to +his pride. In a word, I isolate him, so that he has to keep his own +electricity and run the danger of being broken to pieces. + +MOTHER. How learned you've grown? + +LADY. Yes. If he's unwise enough to confide almost everything to +me, I'll soon hold his fate in my hand. Now, if you please, he's +making electrical experiments and claims he'll be able to harness +the lightning, so that it'll give him light, warmth and power. +Well, let him do as he likes! From a letter that came to-day I see +he's even corresponding with alchemists. + +MOTHER. Does he want to make gold? Is the man sane? + +LADY. That's the important question. Whether he's a charlatan +doesn't matter so much. + +MOTHER. Do you suspect it? + +LADY. I'd believe any evil of him, and any good, on the same day. + +MOTHER. Is there any other news? + +LADY. The plans my divorced husband made for a new marriage have +gone wrong; he's grown melancholic, abandoned his practice and is +tramping the roads. + +MOTHER. Oh! He was always my son-in-law. He had a kind heart under +his rough manner. + +LADY. Yes. I only called him a werewolf in his role as my husband +and master. As long as I knew he was at peace, and on the way to +find consolation, I was content. But now he'll torment me like a +bad conscience. + +MOTHER. Have you a conscience? + +LADY. I never used to have one. But my eyes have been opened since +I read my husband's works, and I know the difference between good +and evil. + +MOTHER. But he forbade you to read them, and never foresaw you +wouldn't obey him. + +LADY. Who can foresee all the results of any action? + +MOTHER. Have you more bad news in your pocket, Pandora? + +LADY. The worst of all! Think of it, Mother, his divorced wife's +going to marry again. + +MOTHER. That ought to be reassuring, to you and to him. + +LADY. Didn't you know it was his worst nightmare? That his wife +would marry again and his children have a stepfather? + +MOTHER. If he can bear that alone, I shall think him a strange man. + +LADY. You believe he's too sensitive? But didn't he say himself +that an educated man of the world at the end of the nineteenth +century never lets himself be put out of countenance! + +MOTHER. It's easy to say so; but when things really happen. ... + +LADY. Yet there was a gift at the bottom of Pandora's box that was +no misfortune. Look, Mother! A portrait of his six-year-old son. + +MOTHER (looking at the picture). A lovely child. + +LADY. It does one good to see such a charming and expressive +picture. Tell me, do you think my child will be as beautiful? Well, +what do you say? Answer, or I'll be unhappy! I love this boy +already, but I feel I'd hate him if my child's not as lovely as he. +Yes, I'm jealous already. + +MOTHER. When you came here after your unlucky honeymoon, I'd hoped +you'd have got over the worst. But now I see it was only a +foretaste of what was to come. + +LADY. I'm ready for anything; and I don't think this knot can ever +be undone. It must be cut! + +MOTHER. But you're only making more difficulties for yourself by +suppressing his letters. + +LADY. In days gone by, when I went through life like a sleep-walker, +everything seemed easy to me, but I begin to be uncertain now he's +started to waken thoughts in me. (She puts the letters into the +post-bag.) Here he is. 'Sh! + +MOTHER. One thing more. Why do you let him wear that suit of your +first husband's? + +LADY. I like torturing and humiliating him. I've persuaded him it +fits him and belonged to my father. Now, when I see him in the +werewolf's things, I feel I've got both of them in my clutches. + +MOTHER. Heaven defend us! How spiteful you've grown! + +LADY. Perhaps that was my role, if I have one in this man's life! + +MOTHER. I sometimes wish the river would rise and carry us all away +whilst we're asleep at night. If it were to flow here for a +thousand years perhaps it would wash out the sin on which this +house is built. + +LADY. Then it's true that my grandfather, the notary, illegally +seized property not his own? It's said this place was built with +the heritage of widows and orphans, the funds of ruined men, the +property of dead ones and the bribes of litigants. + +MOTHER. Don't speak of it any more. The tears of those still living +have run together and formed a lake. And it's that lake, people +say, that's being drained now, and that'll cause the river to wash +us away. + +LADY. Can't it be stopped by taking legal action? Is there no +justice on earth? + +MOTHER. Not on earth. But there is in heaven. And heaven will drown +us, for we're the children of evildoers. (She goes up the steps.) + +LADY. Isn't it enough to put up with one's own tears? Must one +inherit other people's? + +(The STRANGER comes back.) + +STRANGER. Did you call me? + +LADY. No. I only tried to draw you to me, without really wanting +you. + +STRANGER. I felt you meddling with my destiny in a way that made me +uneasy. Soon you'll have learnt all I know. + +LADY. And more. + +STRANGER. But I must ask you not to lay rough hands on my fate. I +am Cain, you see, and am under the ban of mysterious powers, who +permit no mortals to interfere with their work of vengeance. You +see this mark on my brow? (He removes his hat.) It means: Revenge +is mine, saith the Lord. + +LADY. Does your hat press. ... + +STRANGER. No. It chafes me. And so does the coat. If it weren't +that I wanted to please you, I'd have thrown them all into the +river. When I walk here in the neighbourhood, do you know that +people call me the doctor? They must take me for your husband, the +werewolf. And I'm unlucky. If I ask who planted some tree: they +say, the doctor. If I ask to whom the green fish basket belongs: +they say, the doctor. And if it isn't his then it belongs to the +doctor's wife. That is, to you! This confusion between him and me +makes my visit unbearable. I'd like to go away. ... + +LADY. Haven't you tried in vain to leave this place six times? + +STRANGER. Yes. But the seventh, I'll succeed. + +LADY. Then try! + +STRANGER. You say that as if you were convinced I'd fail. + +LADY. I am. + +STRANGER. Plague me in some other way, dear fury. + +LADY. Well, I can. + +STRANGER. A new way! Try to say something ill-natured that 'the +other one's' not said already. + +LADY. Your first wife's 'the other one.' How tactful to remind me +of her. + +STRANGER. Everything that lives and moves, everything that's dead +and cold, reminds me of what's gone. ... + +LADY. Until the being comes, who can wipe out the darkness of the +past and bring light. + +STRANGER. You mean the child we're expecting! + +LADY. Our child! + +STRANGER. Do you love it? + +LADY. I began to to-day. + +STRANGER. To-day? Why, what's happened? Five months ago you wanted +to run off to the lawyers and divorce me; because I wouldn't take +you to a quack who'd kill your unborn child. + +LADY. That was some time ago. Things have changed now. + +STRANGER. Why now? (He looks round as if expecting something.) Now? +Has the post come? + +LADY. You're still more cunning than I am. But the pupil will +outstrip the master. + +STRANGER. Were there any letters for me? + +LADY. No. + +STRANGER. Then give me the wrapper? + +LADY. What made you guess? + +STRANGER. Give the wrapper, if your conscience can make such fine +distinctions between it and the letter. + +LADY (picking up the letter-bag, which she has hidden behind the +seat). Look at this! (The STRANGER takes the photograph, looks at +it carefully, and puts it in his breast-pocket.) What was it? + +STRANGER. The past. + +LADY. Was it beautiful? + +STRANGER. Yes. More beautiful than the future can ever be. + +LADY (darkly). You shouldn't have said that. + +STRANGER. No, I admit it. And I'm sorry. ... + +LADY. Tell me, are you capable of suffering? + +STRANGER. Now, I suffer twice; because I feel when you're +suffering. And if I wound you in self-defence, it's I who gets +fever from the wound. + +LADY. That means you're at my mercy? + +STRANGER. No. Less now than ever, because you're protected by the +innocent being you carry beneath your heart. + +LADY. He shall be my avenger. + +STRANGER. Or mine! + +LADY (tearfully). Poor little thing. Conceived in sin and shame, +and born to avenge by hate. + +STRANGER. It's a long time since I've heard you speak like that. + +LADY. I dare say. + +STRANGER. That was the voice that first drew me to you; it was like +that of a mother speaking to her child. + +LADY. When you say 'mother' I feel I can only believe good of you; +but a moment after I say to myself: it's only one more of your ways +of deceiving me. + +STRANGER. What ill have I ever really done you? (The LADY is +uncertain what to reply.) Answer me. What ill have I done you? + +LADY. I don't know. + +STRANGER. Then invent something. Say to me: I hate you, because I +can't deceive you. + +LADY. Can't I? Oh, I'm sorry for you. + +STRANGER. You must have poison in the pocket of your dress. + +LADY. Well, I have! + +STRANGER. What can it be? (Pause.) Who's that coming down the road? + +LADY. A harbinger. + +STRANGER. Is it a man, or a spectre? + +LADY. A spectre from the past. + +STRANGER. He's wearing a black coat and a laurel crown. But his +feet are bare. + +LADY. It's Caesar. + +STRANGER (confused). Caesar? That was my nickname at school. + +LADY. Yes. But it's also the name of the madman whom my ... first +husband used to look after. Forgive me speaking of him like that. + +STRANGER. Has this madman got away? + +LADY. It looks like it, doesn't it? + +(CAESAR comes in from the back; he wears a black frock coat and is +without a collar; he has a laurel crown on his head and his feet +are bare. His general appearance is bizarre.) + +CAESAR. Why don't you greet me? You ought to say: Ave, Caesar! For +now I'm the master. The werewolf, you must know, has gone out of +his mind since the Great Man went off with his wife, whom he +himself snatched from her first lover, or bridegroom, or whatever +you call him. + +STRANGER (to the LADY). That was strychnine for two adults! (To +CAESAR) Where's your master now--or your slave, or doctor, or +warder? + +CAESAR. He'll be here soon. But you needn't be frightened of him. +He won't use daggers or poison. He only has to show himself, for +all living things to fly from him; for trees to drop their leaves, +and the very dust of the highway to run before him in a whirlwind +like the pillar of cloud before the Children of Israel. ... + +STRANGER. Listen. ... + +CAESAR. Quiet, whilst I'm speaking. ... Sometimes he believes +himself to be a werewolf, and says he'd like to eat a little child +that's not yet born, and that's really his according to the right +of priority. ... (He goes on his way.) + +LADY (to the STRANGER). Can you exorcise this demon? + +STRANGER. I can do nothing against devils who brave the sunshine. + +LADY. Yesterday you made an arrogant remark, and now you shall have +it back. You said it wasn't fair for invisible ones to creep in by +night and strike in the darkness, they should come by day when the +sun's shining. Now they've come! + +STRANGER. And that pleases you! + +LADY. Yes. Almost. + +STRANGER. What a pity it gives me no pleasure when it's you who's +struck! Let's sit down on the seat--the bench for the accused. For +more are coming. + +LADY. I'd rather we went. + +STRANGER. No, I want to see how much I can bear. You see, at every +stroke of the lash I feel as if a debit entry had been erased from +my ledger. + +LADY. But I can stand no more. Look, there he comes himself. +Heavens! This man, whom I once thought I loved! + +STRANGER. Thought? Yes, because everything's merely delusion. And +that means a great deal. You go! I'll take the duty on myself of +confronting him alone. + +(The LADY goes up the steps, but does not reach the toy before the +DOCTOR becomes visible at the back of the stage. The DOCTOR comes +in, his grey hair long and unkempt. He is wearing a tropical helmet +and a hunting coat, which are exactly similar to the clothes of the +STRANGER. He behaves as though he doesn't notice the STRANGER'S +presence, and sits down on a stone on the other side of the road, +opposite the STRANGER, who is sitting on the seat. He takes of his +hat and mops the sweat from his brow. The STRANGER grows +impatient.) What do you want? + +DOCTOR. Only to see this house again, where my happiness once dwelt +and my roses blossomed. ... + +STRANGER. An intelligent man of the world would have chosen a time +when the present inhabitants of the house were away for a short +while; even on his own account, so as not to make himself ridiculous. + +DOCTOR. Ridiculous? I'd like to know which of us two's the more +ridiculous? + +STRANGER. For the moment, I suppose I am. + +DOCTOR. Yes. But I don't think you know the whole extent of your +wretchedness. + +STRANGER. What do you mean? + +DOCTOR. That you want to possess what I used to possess. + +STRANGER. Well, go on. + +DOCTOR. Have you noticed that we're wearing similar clothes? Good! +Do you know the reason? It's this: you're wearing the things I +forgot to fetch when the catastrophe took place. No intelligent man +of the world at the end of the nineteenth century would ever put +himself into such a position. + +STRANGER (throwing down his hat and coat). Curse the woman! + +DOCTOR. You needn't complain. Cast-off male attire has always been +fatal ever since the celebrated shirt of Nessus. Go in now and +change. I'll sit out here and watch, and listen, how you settle the +matter alone with that accursed woman. Don't forget your stick! +(The LADY, who is hurrying towards the house, trips in front of the +steps. The STRANGER stays where he is in embarrassment.) The stick! +The stick! + +STRANGER. I don't ask mercy for the woman's sake, but for the child's. + +DOCTOR (wildly). So there's a child, too. Our house, our roses, our +clothes, the bed-clothes not forgotten, and now our child! I'm +within your doors, I sit at your table, I lie in your bed; I exist +in your blood; in your lungs, in your brain; I am everywhere and +yet you can't get hold of me. When the pendulum strikes the hour of +midnight, I'll blow cold, on your heart, so that it stops like a +clock that's run down. When you sit at your work, I shall come with +a poppy, invisible to you, that will put your thoughts to sleep, +and confuse your mind, so that you'll see visions you can't +distinguish from reality. I shall lie like a stone in your path, so +that you stumble; I shall be the thorn that pricks your hand when +you go to pluck the rose. My soul shall spin itself about you like +a spider's web; and I shall guide you like an ox by means of the +woman you stole from me. Your child shall be mine and I shall speak +through its mouth; you shall see my look in its eyes, so that +you'll thrust it from you like a foe. And now, beloved house, +farewell; farewell, 'rose' room--where no happiness shall dwell +that I could envy. (He goes out. The STRANGER has been sitting on +the seat all this time, without being able to answer, and has been +listening as if he were the accused.) + +Curtain. + + + +ACT II + +SCENE I + +LABORATORY + +[A Garden Pavilion in rococo style with high windows. In the middle +of the room there is a large writing desk on which are various +pieces of chemical and physical apparatus. Two copper wires are +suspended from the ceiling to an electroscope that is standing on +the middle of the table and which is provided with a number of +bells, intended to record the tension of atmospheric electricity.] + +[On the table to the left a large old-fashioned frictional electric +generating machine, with glass plates, brass conductors, and Leyden +battery. The stands are lacquered red and white. On the right a +large old-fashioned open fireplace with tripods, crucibles, +pincers, bellows, etc.] + +[In the background a door with a view of the country beyond; it is +dark and cloudy weather, but the red rays of the sun occasionally +shine into the room. A brown cloak with a cape and hood is hanging +up by the fireplace; nearby a travelling bag and an alpenstock. The +STRANGER and the MOTHER are discovered together.] + +STRANGER. Where is ... Ingeborg? + +MOTHER. You know that better than I. + +STRANGER. With the lawyer, arranging a divorce. ... + +MOTHER. Why? + +STRANGER. I told you. No, it's so far-fetched, you'll think I'm +lying to you. + +MOTHER. Well, tell me! + +STRANGER. She wants a divorce, because I've refused to turn this +man out, although he's deranged. She says it's cowardly of me. ... + +MOTHER. I don't believe it. + +STRANGER. You see! You only believe what you wish; all the rest is +lies. Well, can you find it in accordance with your interests to +believe that she's been stealing my letters? + +MOTHER. I know nothing of that. + +STRANGER. I'm not asking you whether you know of it, but whether +you believe it. + +MOTHER (changing the subject). What are you trying to do here? + +STRANGER. I'm making experiments concerning atmospheric electricity. + +MOTHER. And that's the lighting conductor, that you've connected to +the desk! + +STRANGER. Yes. But there's no danger; for the bells would ring if +there were an atmospheric disturbance. + +MOTHER. That's blasphemy and black magic. Take care! And what are +you doing there, in the fireplace? + +STRANGER. Making gold. + +MOTHER. You think it possible? + +STRANGER. You take it for granted I'm a charlatan? I shan't blame +you for that; but don't judge too quickly. At any moment I expect +to get a sworn statement of analysis. + +MOTHER. I dare say. But what are you going to do if Ingeborg +doesn't come back? + +STRANGER. She will, this time. Later, perhaps, when the child's +here, she'll cut herself adrift. + +MOTHER. You seem very sure. + +STRANGER. Yes. As I said, I still am. So long as the bond's not +broken you can feel it. When it is, you'll feel that unpleasantly +clearly, too. + +MOTHER. But when you've parted from one another, you may yet both +be bound to the child. You can't tell in advance. + +STRANGER. I've been providing against that by a great interest, +that I hope will fill my empty life. + +MOTHER. You mean gold. And honour! + +STRANGER. Precisely! For a man the most enduring of all illusions. + +MOTHER. So you'd build on illusions? + +STRANGER. On what else should I build, when everything's illusion? + +MOTHER. If you ever awake from your dream, you'll find a reality of +which you've never been able to dream. + +STRANGER. Then I'll wait till that happens. + +MOTHER. Wait then. Now I'll go and shut the window, before the +thunderstorm breaks. + +STRANGER (going towards the back of the stage). That's going to be +interesting. (A hunting horn is heard in the distance.) Who's +sounding that horn? + +MOTHER. No one knows; and it means nothing good. (She goes out.) + +STRANGER (busying himself with the electroscope, and turning his +back on the open window as he does so; then taking up a book and +reading aloud.) 'When Adam's race of giants had increased enough +for them to consider their number sufficient to risk an attack on +those above, they began to build a tower that was to reach up to +Heaven. Those above were then seized with fear and, in order to +protect themselves, broke up the assembled multitude by so +confusing their tongues and their minds that two people who met +could not understand one another, even if they spoke the same +language Since then, those above rule by discord: divide and rule. +And the discord is upheld by the belief that the truth has been +found; but when one of the prophets is believed, he is a lying +prophet. If on the other hand a mortal succeeds in penetrating the +secret of those above, no one believes him, and he is struck with +madness so that no one ever shall. Since then mortals have been +more or less demented, particularly those who are held to be wise, +but madmen are in reality the only wise men; for they can see, hear +and feel the invisible, the inaudible and the intangible, though +they cannot relate their experiences to others.' Thus Zohar, the +wisest of all the books of wisdom, and therefore one that no one +believes. I shall build no tower of Babel, but I shall tempt the +Powers into my mousetrap, and send them to the Powers below, the +subterranean ones, so that they can be neutralised. It is the +higher Schedim, who have come between mortal men and the Lord +Zabaoth; and that is why joy, peace and happiness have vanished +from the earth. + +LADY (coming back in despair, throwing herself down in front of the +STRANGER and putting her arms round his feet and her head on the +ground.) Help me! Help me! And forgive me. + +STRANGER. Get up. In God's name! Get up. Don't do that. What's +happened? + +LADY. In my anger I've behaved foolishly. I've been caught in my +own net. + +STRANGER (lifting her up). Stand up, foolish child; and tell me +what's happened. + +LADY. I went to the public prosecutor. + +STRANGER. ... and asked for a divorce. ... + +LADY. ... that was my intention; but when I got there, I laid +information against the werewolf for a breach of the peace and +attempted murder. + +STRANGER. But he's guilty of neither! + +LADY. No, but I laid the information all the same. ... And when I +was there, he came himself to lay information against me for +bearing false witness. Then I went to the lawyer and he told me +that I could expect a sentence of at least a month. Think of it, my +child will be born in prison! How can I escape from that? Help me. +You can. Speak! + +STRANGER. Yes, I can help you. But, if I do, don't revenge yourself +on me afterwards. + +LADY. How little you know me. But tell me quickly. + +STRANGER. I must take the blame on myself, and say I sent you. + +LADY. How generous you are! Am I rid of the whole business now? + +STRANGER. Dry your eyes, my child, and take comfort. But tell me +about something else, that's nothing to do with this. Did you leave +this purse here? (The LADY is embarrassed.) Tell me! + +LADY. Has such a thing ever happened before? + +STRANGER. Yes. The 'other one' wanted to discover, in this way, +whether I stole. The first time it happened I wept, because I was +still young and innocent. + +LADY. Oh no! + +STRANGER. Now you seem to me the most wretched creature on earth. + +LADY. Is that why you love me? + +STRANGER. No. You've been stealing my letters, too! Answer, yes! +And that's why you wanted to prove me a thief with this purse. + +LADY. What have you got there, on the table. + +STRANGER. Lightning! + +(There is a flash of lightning, but no thunder.) + +LADY. Aren't you afraid? + +STRANGER. Yes, sometimes; but not of what you fear. + +(The contorted face of the DOCTOR appears outside the window.) + +LADY. Is there a cat in the room? I feel uneasy. + +STRANGER. I don't think so. Yet I too have a feeling that there's +someone here. + +LADY (turning and seeing the DOCTOR's face; then screaming and +hurrying to the STRANGER for protection.) Oh! There he is! + +STRANGER. Where? Who? + +(The DOCTOR'S face disappears.) + +LADY. There, at the window. It's he! + +STRANGER. I can see no one. You must be wrong. + +LADY. No, I saw him. The werewolf! Can't we be rid of him? + +STRANGER. Yes, we could. But it'd be useless, because he has an +immortal soul, which is bound to yours. + +LADY. If I'd only known that before! + +STRANGER. It's surely in the Catechism. + +LADY. Then let us die! + +STRANGER. That was once my religion; but as I no longer believe +that death's the end, nothing remains but to bear everything--to +fight, and to suffer! + +LADY. For how long must we suffer? + +STRANGER. As long as he suffers and our consciences plague us. + +LADY. Then we must try and justify ourselves to our consciences; +find excuses for our frivolous actions, and discover his weaknesses. + +STRANGER. Well, you can try! + +LADY. You say that! Since I've known he's unhappy I can see nothing +but his qualities, and you lose when I compare you with him. + +STRANGER. See how well it's arranged! His sufferings sanctify him, +but mine make me abhorrent and laughable! We must face the +immutable. We've destroyed a soul, so we are murderers. + +LADY. Who is to blame? + +STRANGER. He who's so mismanaged the fate of men. + +(There is a flash of lightning; the electric bells begin to ring.) + +LADY. O God! What's that? + +STRANGER. The answer. + +LADY. Is there a lightning conductor here? + +STRANGER. The priest of Baal wishes to coax the lightning from +heaven. ... + +LADY. Now I'm frightened, frightened of you. You're terrifying. + +STRANGER. You see! + +LADY. Who are you to defy Heaven, and to dare to play with the +destinies of men? + +STRANGER. Get up and collect your thoughts. Listen to me, believe +me, and pay me the respect that's my due; and I'll lift both of us +high above this frog pond, to which we've both descended. I'll +breathe on your sick conscience so that it heals like a wound. Who +am I? A man who has done what no one else has ever done; who will +overthrow the Golden Calf and upset the tables of the money-changers. +I hold the fate of the world in my crucible; and in a week I can +make the richest of the rich a poor man. Gold, the most false of +all standards, has ceased to rule; every man will now be as poor as +his neighbour, and the children of men will hurry about like ants +whose heap has been disturbed. + +LADY. What good will that be to us? + +STRANGER. Do you think I'll make gold in order to enrich ourselves +and others? No. I'll do it to paralyse the present order, to +disrupt it, as you'll see! I am the destroyer, the dissolver, the +world incendiary; and when all lies in ashes, I shall wander +hungrily through the heaps of ruins, rejoicing at the thought that +it is all my work: that I have written the last page of world +history, which can then be held to be ended. + +(The face of the DOMINICAN appears at the open window, without +being seen by those on the stage.) + +LADY. Then that was the real meaning of your last book! It was no +invention! + +STRANGER. No. But in order to write it, I had to link myself with +the self of another, who could take everything from me that +fettered my soul. So that my spirit could once more find a fiery +blast, on which to mount to the ether, elude the Powers, and reach +the Throne, in order to lay the lamentations of mankind at the feet +of the Eternal One. ... (The DOMINICAN makes the sign of the cross +in the air and disappears.) Who's here? Who is the Terrible One who +follows me and cripples my thoughts? Did you see no one? + +LADY. No. No one. + +STRANGER. But I can feel his presence. (He puts his hand to his +heart.) Can't you hear, far, far away, someone saying a rosary? + +LADY. Yes, I can hear it. But it's not the Angels' Greeting. It's +the Curse of Deuteronomy! Woe unto us! + +STRANGER. Then it must be in the convent of St. Saviour. + +LADY. Woe! Woe! + +STRANGER. Beloved. What is it? + +LADY. Beloved! Say that word again. + +STRANGER. Are you ill? + +LADY. No, but I'm in pain, and yet glad at the same time. Go and +ask my mother to make up my bed. But first give me your blessing. + +STRANGER. Shall I ...? + +LADY. Say you forgive me; I may die, if the child takes my life. +Say that you love me. + +STRANGER. Strange: I can't get the word to cross my lips. + +LADY. Then you don't love me? + +STRANGER. When you say so, it seems so to me. It's terrible, but I +fear I hate you. + +LADY. Then at least give me your hand; as you'd give it to someone +in distress. + +STRANGER. I'd like to, but I can't. Someone in me takes pleasure in +your agony; but it's not I. I'd like to carry you in my arms and +bear your suffering for you. But I may not. I cannot! + +LADY. You're as hard as stone. + +STRANGER (with restrained emotion). Perhaps not. Perhaps not. + +LADY. Come to me! + +STRANGER. I can't stir from here. It's as if someone had taken +possession of my soul; and I'd like to kill myself so as to take +the life of the other. + +LADY. Think of your child with joy. ... + +STRANGER. I can't even do that, for it'll bind me to earth. + +LADY. If we've sinned, we've been punished! Haven't we suffered +enough? + +STRANGER. Not yet. But one day we shall have. + +LADY (sinking down). Help me. Mercy! I shall faint! + +(The STRANGER extends his hand, as if he had recovered from a +cramp. The LADY kisses it. The STRANGER lifts her up and leads her +to the door of the house.) + +Curtain. + + +SCENE II + +THE 'ROSE' ROOM + +[A room with rose-coloured walls; it has small windows with iron +lattices and plants in pots. The curtains are rose red; the +furniture is white and red. In the background a door leading to a +white bed-chamber; when this door is opened, a large bed can be +seen with a canopy and white hangings. On the right the door +leading out of the house. On the left a fireplace with a coal +fire. In front of it a bath tub, covered with a white towel. A cradle +covered with white, rose-coloured and light-blue stuff. Baby +clothes are spread out here and there. A green dress hangs on the +right-hand wall. Four Sisters of Mercy are on their knees, facing +the door at the back, dressed in the black and white of Augustinian +nuns. The midwife, who is in black, is by the fireplace. The +child's nurse wears a peasant's dress, of black and white, from +Brittany. The MOTHER is standing listening by the door at the back. +The STRANGER is sitting on a chair right and is trying to read a +book. A hat and a brown cloak with a cape and hood hang nearby, and +on the floor there is a small travelling bag. The Sisters of Mercy +are singing a psalm. The others join in from time to time, but not +the STRANGER.] + +SISTERS. Salve, Regina, mater misericordiae; + Vita, dulcedo, et spes nostra, salve. + Ad to clamamus, exules filii Evae; + Ad to suspiramus gementes et flentes + In hac lacrymarum valle. + +(The STRANGER rises and goes to the MOTHER.) + +MOTHER. Stay where you are! A human being's coming into the world; +another's dying. It's all the same to you. + +STRANGER. I'm not so sure! If I want to go in, I'm not allowed to. +And when I don't want to, you wish it. I'd like to now. + +MOTHER. She doesn't want to see you. Besides, presence here's no +longer needed. The child matters most now. + +STRANGER. For you, yes; but I'm still of most importance to myself. + +MOTHER. The doctor's forbidden anyone to go in, whoever they may +be, because she's in danger. + +STRANGER. What doctor? + +MOTHER. So your thoughts are there again! + +STRANGER. Yes. And it's you who led them! An hour ago you gave me +to understand that the child couldn't be mine. With that you +branded your daughter a whore; but that means nothing to you, if +you can only strike me to the heart! You are almost the most +contemptible creature I know! + +MOTHER (to the SISTERS). Sisters! Pray for this unhappy man. + +STRANGER. Make way for me to go in. For the last time--out of the +way. + +MOTHER. Leave this room, and this house too. + +STRANGER. If I were to do as you ask, in ten minutes you'd send the +police after me, for abandoning my wife and child! + +MOTHER. I'd only do that to have you taken to a convent you know of. + +MAID (entering at the back). The Lady's asking you to do something +for her. + +STRANGER. What is it? + +MAID. There's supposed to be a letter in the dress she left hanging +here. + +STRANGER (looks round and notices the green dress; he goes over to +it and takes a letter from the pocket). This is addressed to me, +and was opened two days ago. Broken open! That's good! + +MOTHER. You must forgive someone who's as ill as your wife. + +STRANGER. She wasn't ill two days ago. + +MOTHER. No. But she is now. + +STRANGER. But not two days ago! (Reading the letter.) Well, I'll +forgive her now, with the magnanimity of the victor. + +MOTHER. Of the victor? + +STRANGER. Yes. For I've done something no one's ever done before. + +MOTHER. You mean the gold. ...? + +STRANGER. Here's a certificate from the greatest living authority. +Now I'll go and see him myself. + +MOTHER. Now! + +STRANGER. At your request. + +MAID (to the STRANGER). The Lady asks you to come in. + +MOTHER. You hear? + +STRANGER. No, now I don't want to! You've made your own daughter, +my wife, into a whore; and branded my unborn child a bastard. You +can keep them both. You've murdered my honour. There's nothing for +me to do but to revive it elsewhere. + +MOTHER. You can never forgive! + +STRANGER. I can. I forgive you--and I shall leave you. (He puts on +the brown cloak and hat, picks up his stick and travelling bag.) +For if I were to stay, I'd soon grow worse than I am now. The +innocent child, whose mission was to ennoble our warped +relationship, has been defiled by you in his mother's womb and made +an apple of discord and a source of punishment a revenge. Why +should I stay here to be torn to pieces? + +MOTHER. For you, duties don't exist. + +STRANGER. Oh yes, they do! And the first of them's this: To protect +myself from total destruction. Farewell! + +Curtain. + + + +ACT III + +SCENE I + +THE BANQUETING HALL + +[Room in a hotel prepared for a banquet. There are long tables +laden with flowers and candelabra. Dishes with peacocks, pheasants +in full plumage, boars' heads, entire lobsters, oysters, salmon, +bundles of asparagus, melons and grapes. There is a musicians' +gallery with eight players in the right-hand corner at the back.] + +[At the high table: the STRANGER in a frock coat; next to him a +Civil Uniform with orders; a professorial Frock Coat with an order; +and other black Frock Coats with orders of a more or less striking +kind. At the second table a few Frock Coats between black Morning +Coats. At the third table clean every-day costumes. At the fourth +table dirty and ragged figures of strange appearance.] + +[The tables are so arranged that the first is furthest to the left +and the fourth furthest to the right, so that the people sitting at +the fourth table cannot be seen by the STRANGER. At the fourth +table CAESAR and the DOCTOR are seated, in shabby clothes. They are +the farthest down stage. Dessert has just been handed round and the +guests have golden goblets in front of them. The band is playing a +passage in the middle of Mendelssohn's Dead March pianissimo. The +guests are talking to one another quietly.] + +DOCTOR (to CAESAR). The company seems rather depressed and the +dessert came too soon! + +CAESAR. By the way, the whole thing look's like a swindle! He +hasn't made any gold, that's merely a lie, like everything else. + +DOCTOR. I don't know, but that's what's being said. But in our +enlightened age anything whatever may be expected. + +CAESAR. There's a professor at the high table, who's supposed to be +an authority. But what subject is he professor of? + +DOCTOR: I've no idea. It must be metallurgy and applied chemistry. + +CAESAR. Can you see what order he's wearing? + +DOCTOR. I don't know it. I expect it's some tenth rate foreign order. + +CAESAR. Well, at a subscription dinner like this the company's +always rather mixed. + +DOCTOR. Hm! + +CAESAR. You mean, that we ... hm. ... I admit we're not well +dressed, but as far as intelligence goes. ... + +DOCTOR. Listen, Caesar, you're a lunatic in my charge, and you must +avoid speaking about intelligence as much as you can. + +CAESAR. That's the greatest impertinence I've heard for a long +time. Don't you realise, idiot, that I've been engaged to look +after you, since you lost your wits? + +PROFESSOR (taping his goblet). Gentlemen! + +CAESAR. Hear, hear! + +PROFESSOR. Gentlemen! Our small society is to-day honoured by the +presence of the great man, who is our guest of honour, and when the +committee ... + +CAESAR (to the DOCTOR). That's the government, you know! + +PROFESSOR. ... and when the committee asked me to act as +interpreter and to explain the motives that prompted them I was at +first doubtful whether I could accept the honour. But when I +compared my own incapacity with that of others, I discovered that +neither lost in the comparison. + +VOICES. Bravo! + +PROFESSOR. Gentlemen! A century of discovery is ending with the +greatest of all discoveries--foreseen by Pythagoras, prepared for +by Albertus and Paracelsus and first carried out by our guest of +honour. You will permit me to give this feeble expression of our +admiration for the greatest man of a great century. A laurel crown +from the society! (He places a laurel frown on the STRANGER'S +head.) And from the committee: this! (He hangs a shining order +round the STRANGER'S neck.) Gentlemen! Three cheers for the Great +Man who has made gold! + +ALL (with the exception of the STRANGER). Hurrah! + +(The band plays chords from Mendelssohn's Dead March. During the +last part of the foregoing speech servants have exchanged the +golden goblets for dull tin ones, and they now begin to take away +the pheasants, peacocks, etc. The music plays softly. General +conversation.) + +CAESAR. Oughtn't we to taste these things before they take them +away? + +DOCTOR. It all seems humbug, except that about making gold. + +STRANGER (knocking on the table). Gentlemen! I've always been +proud of the fact that I'm not easy to deceive ... + +CAESAR. Hear, hear! + +STRANGER. ... that I'm not easily carried away, but I am touched at +the sincerity so obvious in the great tribute you've just paid me; +and when I say touched, I mean it. + +CAESAR. Bravo! + +STRANGER. There are always sceptics; and moments in the life of +every man, when doubts creep into the hearts of even the strongest. +I'll confess that I myself have doubted; but after finding myself +the object this sincere and hearty demonstration, and after taking +part in this royal feast, for it is royal; and seeing that, +finally, the government itself ... + +VOICE. The committee! + +STRANGER. ... the committee, if you like, has so signally +recognised my modest merits, I doubt no longer, but believe! (The +Civil Uniform creeps out.) Yes, gentlemen, this is the greatest and +most satisfying moment of my life, because it has given me back +the greatest thing any man can possess, the belief in himself. + +CAESAR. Splendid! Bravo! + +STRANGER. I thank you. Your health! + +(The PROFESSOR gets up. Everyone rises and the company begins to +mix. Most of the musicians go out, but two remain.) + +GUEST (to the STRANGER). A delightful evening! + +STRANGER. Wonderful. + +(All the Frock Coats creep away.) + +FATHER (an elderly, overdressed man with an eye-glass and military +bearing crosses to the doctor). What? Are you here? + +DOCTOR. Yes, Father-in-law. I'm here. I go everywhere he goes. + +FATHER. It's too late in the day to call me father-in-law. Besides, +I'm _his_ father-in-law now. + +DOCTOR. Does he know you? + +FATHER. No. He's not had that honour; and I must ask you to +preserve my incognito. Is it true he's made gold? + +DOCTOR. So it's said. But it's certain he left his wife while she +was in childbed. + +FATHER. Does that mean I can expect a third son-in-law soon? I +don't like the idea! The uncertainty of my position makes me hate +being a father-in-law at all. Of course, I've nothing to say +against it, since. ... + +(The tables have now been cleared; the cloths and the candelabra +have been removed, so that the tables themselves, which are merely +boards supported on trestles, are all that remain. A big stoneware +jug has been brought in and small jugs of simple form have been put +on the high table. The people in rags sit down next to the STRANGER +at the high table; and the FATHER sits astride a chair and stares +at him.) + +CAESAR (knocking on the table). Gentlemen! This feast has been +called royal, not on account of the excellence of the service +which, on the contrary, has been wretched; but because the man, +whom we have honoured, is a king, a king in the realm of the +Intellect. Only I am able to judge of that. (One of the people in +rags laughs.) Quiet. Wretch! But he's more than a king, he's a man +of the people, of the humblest. A friend of the oppressed, the +guardian of fools, the bringer of happiness to idiots. I don't know +whether he's succeeded in making gold. I don't worry about that, +and I hardly believe it ... (There is a murmur. Two policemen come +in and sit by the door; the musicians come down and take seats at +the tables.) ... but supposing he has, he has answered all the +questions that the daily press has been trying to solve for the +last fifty years. ... It's only an assumption-- + +STRANGER. Gentlemen! + +RAGGED PERSON. No. Don't interrupt him. + +CAESAR. A mere assumption without real foundation, and the analysis +may be wrong! + +ANOTHER RAGGED PERSON. Don't talk nonsense! + +STRANGER. Speaking in my capacity as guest of honour at this +gathering I should say that it would be of interest to those taking +part to hear the grounds on which I've based my proof. ... + +CAESAR. We don't want to hear that. No, no. + +FATHER. Wait! I think justice demands that the accused should be +allowed to explain himself. Couldn't our guest of honour tell the +company his secret in a few words? + +STRANGER. As the discoverer I can't give away my secret. But that's +not necessary, because I've submitted my results to an authority +under oath. + +CAESAR. Then the whole thing's nonsense, the whole thing! We don't +believe authorities--we're free-thinkers. Did you ever hear +anything so impudent? That we should honour a mystery man, an +arch-swindler, a charlatan, in good faith. + +FATHER. Wait a little, my good people! + +(During this scene a wall screen, charmingly decorated with palm +trees and birds of paradise, has been taken away, disclosing a +wretched serving-counter and stand for beer mugs, behind which a +waitress is seen dispensing tots of spirits. Scavengers and +dirty-looking women go over to the counter and start drinking.) + +STRANGER. Was I asked here to be insulted? + +FATHER. Not at all. My friend's rather loquacious, but he's not +said anything insulting yet. + +STRANGER. Isn't it insulting to be called a charlatan? + +FATHER. He didn't mean it seriously. + +STRANGER. Even as a joke I think the word arch-swindler slanderous. + +FATHER. He didn't use _that_ word. + +STRANGER. What? I appeal to the company: wasn't the word he used +arch-swindler? + +ALL. No. He never said that! + +STRANGER. Then I don't know where I am--or what company I've got +into. + +RAGGED PERSON. Is there anything wrong with it? + +(The people murmur.) + +BEGGAR (comes forward, supporting himself on crutches; he strikes +the table so hard with his crutch, that some mugs are broken.) Mr. +Chairman! May I speak? (He breaks some more crockery.) Gentlemen, +in this life I've not allowed thyself to be easily deceived, but +this time I have been. My friend in the chair there has convinced +me that I've been completely deceived on the question of his power +of judgment and sound understanding, and I feel touched. There are +limits to pity and limits also to cruelty. I don't like to see real +merit being dragged into the dust, and this man's worth a better +fate than his folly's leading him to. + +STRANGER. What does this mean? + +(The FATHER and the DOCTOR have gone out during this scene without +attracting attention. Only beggars remain at the high table. Those +who are drinking gather into groups and stare at the STRANGER.) + +BEGGAR. You take yourself to be the man of the century, and accept +the invitation of the Drunkards' Society, in order to have yourself +feted as a man of science. ... + +STRANGER (rising). But the government. ... + +BEGGAR. Oh yes, the Committee of the Drunkards' Society have given +you their highest distinction--that order you've had to pay for +yourself. ... + +STRANGER. What about the professor? + +BEGGAR. He only calls himself that; he's no professor really, +though he does give lessons. And the uniform that must have +impressed you most was that of a lackey in a chancellery. + +STRANGER (tearing of the wreath and the ribbon of the order). Very +well! But who was the elderly man with the eyeglass? + +BEGGAR. Your father-in-law! + +STRANGER. Who got up this hoax? + +BEGGAR. It's no hoax, it's quite serious. The professor came on +behalf of the Society, for so they call themselves, and asked you +whether you'd accept the fete. You accepted it; so it became +serious! + +(Two dirty-looking women carry in a dust-bin suspended from a stick +and set it down on the high table.) + +FIRST WOMAN. If you're the man who makes gold, you might buy two +brandies for us. + +STRANGER. What's this mean? + +BEGGAR. It's the last part of the reception; and it's supposed to +mean that gold's mere rubbish. + +STRANGER. If only that were true, rubbish could be exchanged for +gold. + +BEGGAR. Well, it's only the philosophy of the Society of Drunkards. +And you've got to take your philosophy where you find it. + +SECOND WOMAN (sitting down next to the STRANGER). Do you recognise +me? + +STRANGER. No. + +SECOND WOMAN. Oh, you needn't be embarrassed so late in the evening +as this! + +STRANGER. You believe you're one of my victims? That I was amongst +the first hundred who seduced you? + +SECOND WOMAN. No. It's not what you think. But I once came across a +printed paper, when I was about to be confirmed, which said that it +was a duty to oneself to give way to all desires of the flesh. +Well, I grew free and blossomed; and this is the fruit of my highly +developed self! + +STRANGER (rising). Perhaps I may go now? + +WAITRESS (coming over with a bill). Yes. But the bill must be paid +first. + +STRANGER. What? By me? I haven't ordered anything. + +WAITRESS. I know nothing of that; but you're the last of the +company to have had anything. + +STRANGER (to the BEGGAR). Is this all a part of the reception? + +BEGGAR. Yes, certainly. And, as you know, everything costs money, +even honour. ... + +STRANGER (taking a visiting card and handing it to the waitress). +There's my card. You'll be paid to-morrow. + +WAITRESS (putting the card in the dust-bin). Hm! I don't know the +name; and I've put a lot of such cards into the dust-bin. I want +the money. + +BEGGAR. Listen, madam, I'll guarantee this man will pay. + +WAITRESS. So you'd like to play tricks on me too! Officer! One +moment, please. + +POLICEMAN. What's all this about? Payment, I suppose. Come to the +station; we'll arrange things there. (He writes something in his +note-book.) + +STRANGER. I'd rather do that than stay here and quarrel. ... (To +the BEGGAR.) I don't mind a joke, but I never expected such cruel +reality as this. + +BEGGAR. Anything's to be expected, once you challenge persons as +powerful as you have! Let me tell you this in confidence. You'd +better be prepared for worse, for the very worst! + +STRANGER. To think I've been so duped ... so ... + +BEGGAR. Feasts of Belshazzar always end in one way a hand's +stretched out--and writes a bill. And another hand's laid on the +guest's shoulder and leads him to the police station! But it must +be done royally! + +POLICEMAN (laying his hand on the STRANGER). Have you talked +enough? + +THE WOMEN and RAGGED ONES. The alchemist can't pay. Hurrah! He's +going to gaol. He's going to gaol! + +SECOND WOMAN. Yes, but it's a shame. + +STRANGER. You're sorry for me? I thank you for that, even if I +don't quite deserve it! _You_ felt pity for me! + +SECOND WOMAN. Yes. That's also something I learnt from you. + +(The scene is changed without lowering the curtain. The stage is +darkened, and a medley of scenes, representing landscapes, palaces, +rooms, is lowered and brought forward; so that characters and +furniture are no longer seen, but the STRANGER alone remains +visible and seems to be standing stiffly as though unconscious. At +last even he disappears, and from the confusion a prison cell +emerges.) + + +SCENE II + +PRISON CELL + +[On the right a door; and above it a barred opening, through which +a ray of sunlight is shining, throwing a patch of light on the +left-hand wall, where a large crucifix hangs.] + +[The STRANGER, dressed in a brown cloak and wearing a hat, is +sitting at the table looking at the patch of sunlight. The door is +opened and the BEGGAR is let in.] + +BEGGAR. What are you brooding over? + +STRANGER. I'm asking myself why I'm here; and then: where I was +yesterday? + +BEGGAR. Where do you think? + +STRANGER. It seems in hell; unless I dreamed everything. + +BEGGAR. Then wake up now, for this is going to be reality. + +STRANGER. Let it come. I'm only afraid of ghosts. + +BEGGAR (taking out a newspaper). Firstly, the great authority has +withdrawn the certificate he gave you for making gold. He says, in +this paper, that you deceived him. The result is that the paper +calls you a charlatan! + +STRANGER. O God! What is it I'm fighting? + +BEGGAR. Difficulties, like other men. + +STRANGER. No, this is something else. ... + +BEGGAR. Your own credulity, then. + +STRANGER. No, I'm not credulous, and I know I'm right. + +BEGGAR. What's the good of that, if no one else does, + +STRANGER. Shall I ever get out of this prison? If I do, I'll settle +everything. + +BEGGAR. The matter's arranged; everything's paid for. + +STRANGER. Oh? Who paid, then? + +BEGGAR. The Society, I suppose; or the Drunkard's Government. + +STRANGER. Then I can go? + +BEGGAR. Yes. But there's one thing. ... + +STRANGER. Well, what is it? + +BEGGAR. Remember, an enlightened man of the world mustn't let +himself be taken by surprise. + +STRANGER. I begin to divine. ... + +BEGGAR. The announcement's on the front page. + +STRANGER. That means: she's already married again, and my children +have a stepfather. Who is he? + +BEGGAR. Whoever he is, don't murder him; for he's not to blame for +taking in a forsaken woman. + +STRANGER. My children! O God, my children! + +BEGGAR. I notice you didn't foresee what's happened; but why not +look ahead, if you're so old and such an enlightened man of the +world. + +STRANGER (beside himself). O God! My children! + +BEGGAR. Enlightened men of the world don't weep! Stop it, my son. +When such disasters happen men of the world ... either ... well, +tell me. ... + +STRANGER. Shoot themselves! + +BEGGAR. Or? + +STRANGER. No, not that! + +BEGGAR. Yes, my son, precisely that! He's throwing out a +sheet-anchor as an experiment. + +STRANGER. This is irrevocable. Irrevocable! + +BEGGAR. Yes, it is. Quite irrevocable. And you can live another +lifetime, in order to contemplate your own rascality in peace. + +STRANGER. You should be ashamed to talk like that. + +BEGGAR. And you? + +STRANGER. Have you ever seen a human destiny like mine? + +BEGGAR. Well, look at mine! + +STRANGER. I know nothing of yours. + +BEGGAR. It's never occurred to you, in all our long acquaintance, +to ask about my affairs. You once scorned the friendship I offered +you, and fell straightway into the arms of boon companions. I hope +it'll do you good. And so farewell, till the next time. + +STRANGER. Don't go. + +BEGGAR. Perhaps you'd like company when you get out of prison? + +STRANGER. Why not? + +BEGGAR. It hasn't occurred to you I mightn't want to show myself in +_your_ company? + +STRANGER. It certainly hasn't. + +BEGGAR. But it's true. Do you think I want to be suspected of +having been at that immortal banquet in the alchemist's honour, of +which there's an account in the morning paper? + +STRANGER. He doesn't want to be seen with me! + +BEGGAR. Even a beggar has his pride and fears ridicule. + +STRANGER. He doesn't want to be seen with me. Am I then sunk to +such misery? + +BEGGAR. You must ask yourself that, and answer it, too. + +(A mournful cradle song is heard in the distance.) + +STRANGER. What's that? + +BEGGAR. A song sung by a mother at her baby's cradle. + +STRANGER. Why must I be reminded of it just now? + +BEGGAR. Probably so that you can feel really keenly what you've +left for a chimera. + +STRANGER. Is it possible I could have been wrong? If so it's the +devil's work, and I'll lay down my arms. + +BEGGAR. You'd better do that as soon as you can. ... + +STRANGER. Not yet! (A rosary can be heard being repeated in the +distance.) What's that? (A sustained note of a horn is heard.) +That's the unknown huntsman! (The chord from the Dead March is +heard.) Where am I? (He remains where he is as if hypnotised.) + +BEGGAR. Bow yourself or break! + +STRANGER. I cannot bow! + +BEGGAR. Then break. + +(The STRANGER falls to the ground. The same confused medley of +scenes as before.) + +Curtain. + + +SCENE III + +THE 'ROSE' ROOM + +[The same scene as Act I. The kneeling Sisters of Mercy are now +reading their prayer books, '... exules filii Evae; Ad to +suspiramus et flentes In hac lacrymarum aalle.' The MOTHER is by +the door at the back; the FATHER by the door on the right.] + +MOTHER (going towards him). So you've come back again? + +FATHER (humbly). Yes. + +MOTHER. Your lady-love's left you? + +RATHER. Don't be more cruel than you need! + +MOTHER. You say that to me, you who gave my wedding presents to +your mistress. You, who were so dishonourable as to expect me, your +wife, to choose presents for her. You, who wanted my advice about +colour and cut, in order to educate her taste in dress! What do you +want here? + +FATHER. I heard that my daughter ... + +MOTHER. Your daughter's lying there, between life and death; and +you know that her feelings for you have grown hostile. That's why I +ask you to go; before she suspects your presence. + +FATHER. You're right, and I can't answer you. But let me sit in the +kitchen, for I'm tired. Very tired. + +MOTHER. Where were you last night? + +FATHER. At the club. But I wanted to ask you if the husband weren't +here? + +MOTHER. Am I to lay bare all this misery? Don't you know your +daughter's tragic fate? + +FATHER. Yes ... I do. And what a husband! + +MOTHER. What men! Go downstairs now and sleep off your liquor. + +FATHER. The sins of the fathers. ... + +MOTHER. You're talking nonsense. + +FATHER. Of course I don't mean my sins ... but those of our +parents. And now they say the lake up there's to be drained, so +that the river will rise. ... + +MOTHER (pushing him out of the door). Silence. Misfortune will +overtake us soon enough, without you calling it up. + +MAID (from the bedroom at the back). The lady's asking for the +master. + +MOTHER. She means her husband. + +MAID. Yes. The master of the house, her husband. + +MOTHER. He went out a little while ago. + +(The STRANGER comes in.) + +STRANGER. Has the child been born? + +MOTHER. No. Not yet. + +STRANGER (putting his hand to his forehead). What? Can it take so +long? + +MOTHER. Long? What do you mean? + +STRANGER (looking about him). I don't know what I mean. How is it +with the mother? + +MOTHER. She's just the same. + +STRANGER. The same? + +MOTHER. Don't you want to get back to your gold making? + +STRANGER. I can't make head or tail of it! But there's still hope +my worst dream was nothing but a dream. + +MOTHER. You really look as if you were walking in your sleep. + +STRANGER. Do I? Oh, I wish I were! The one thing I fear I'd fear no +longer. + +MOTHER. He who guides your destiny seems to know your weakest +spots. + +STRANGER. And when there was only one left, he found that too; +happily for me only in a dream! Blind Powers! Powerless Ones! + +MAID (coming in again). The lady asks you to do her a service. + +STRANGER. There she lies like an electric eel, giving shocks from a +distance. What kind of service is it to be now? + +MAID. There's a letter in the pocket of her green coat. + +STRANGER. No good will come of that! (He takes the letter out of +the green coat, which is hanging near the dress by fireplace.) I +must be dead. I dreamed this, and now it's happening. My children +have a stepfather! + +MOTHER. Who are you going to blame? + +STRANGER. Myself! I'd rather blame no one. I've lost my children. + +MOTHER. You'll get a new one here. + +STRANGER. He might be cruel to them. ... + +MOTHER. Then their sufferings will burden your conscience, if you +have one. + +STRANGER. Supposing he were to beat them? + +MOTHER. Do you know what I'd do in your place? + +STRANGER. Yes, I know what you'd do; but I don't know what I'll do. + +MOTHER (to the Sisters of Mercy). Pray for this man! + +STRANGER. No, no. Not that! It'll do no good, and I don't believe +in prayer. + +MOTHER. But you believe in your gold? + +STRANGER. Not even in that. It's over. All over! + +(The MIDWIFE comes out of the bedroom.) + +MIDWIFE. A child's born. Praise the Lord! + +MOTHER. Let the Lord be praised! + +SISTERS. Let the Lord be praised! + +MIDWIFE (to the STRANGER). Your wife's given you daughter. + +MOTHER (to the STRANGER). Don't you want to see your child? + +STRANGER. No. I no longer want to tie myself anything on earth. I'm +afraid I'd get to love her, and then you'd tear the heart from my +body. Let me get out of this atmosphere, which is too pure for me. +Don' t let that innocent child come near me, for I'm a man already +damned, already sentenced, and for me there's no joy, no peace, and +no ... forgiveness! + +MOTHER. My son, now you're speaking words of wisdom! Truthfully and +without malice: I welcome your decision. There's no place for you +here, and amongst us women you'd be plagued to death. So go in +peace. + +STRANGER. There'll be no more peace, but I'll go. Farewell! + +MOTHER. Exules filii Evae; on earth you shall be a fugitive and a +vagabond. + +STRANGER. Because I have slain my brother. + +Curtain. + + + +ACT IV + +SCENE I + +BANQUETING HALL + +[The room in which the banquet took place in Act III. It is dirty, +and furnished with unpainted wooden tables. Beggars, scavengers and +loose women. Cripples are seated here and there drinking by the +light of tallow dips.] + +[The STRANGER and the SECOND WOMAN are sitting together drinking +brandy, which stands on the table in front of them in a carafe. The +STRANGER is drinking heavily.] + +WOMAN. Don't drink so much! + +STRANGER. You see. You've scruples, too! + +WOMAN. No. But I don't like to see a man I respect lowering himself +so. + +STRANGER. But I came here specially to do so; to take a mud-bath +that would harden my skin against the pricks of life. To find +immoral support about me. And I chose your company, because you're +the most despicable, though you've still retained a spark of +humanity. You were sorry for me, when no one else was. Not even +myself! Why? + +WOMAN. Really, I don't know. + +STRANGER. But you must know that there are moments when you look +almost beautiful. + +WOMAN. Oh, listen to him! + +STRANGER. Yes. And then you resemble a woman who was dear to me. + +WOMAN. Thank you! + +WAITRESS. Don't talk so loud, there's a sick man here. + +STRANGER. Tell me, have you ever been in love? + +WOMAN. We don't use that word, but I know what you mean. Yes. I had +a lover once and we had a child. + +STRANGER. That was foolish! + +WOMAN. I thought so, too, but he said the days liberation were at +hand, when all chains would he struck off, all barriers thrown +down, and ... + +STRANGER (tortured). And then ...? + +WOMAN. Then he left me. + +STRANGER. He was a scoundrel. (He drinks.) + +WOMAN (looking at him.) You think so? + +STRANGER. Yes. He must have been. + +WOMAN. Now you're so intolerant. + +STRANGER (drinking). Am I? + +WOMAN. Don't drink so much; I want to see you far above me, +otherwise you can't raise me up. + +STRANGER. What illusions you must have! Childish! I lift you up! I +who am down below. Yet I'm not; it's not I who sit here, for I'm +dead. I know that my soul's far away, far, far away. ... (He stares +in front of him with an absent-minded air) ... where a great lake +lies in the sunshine like molten gold; where roses blossom on the +wall amongst the vines; where a white cot stands under the acacias. +But the child's asleep and the mother's sitting beside the cot +doing crochet work. There's a long, long strip coming from her +mouth and on the strip is written ... wait ... 'Blessed are the +sorrowful, for they shall be comforted.' But that's not so, really. +I shall never be comforted. Tell me, isn't there thunder in the +air, it's so close, so hot? + +WOMAN (looking out of the window). No. I can see no clouds out +there. ... + +STRANGER. Strange ... that's lightning. + +WOMAN. No. You're wrong. + +STRANGER. One, two, three, four, five ... now the thunder must +come! But it doesn't. I've never been frightened of a thunderstorm +until to-day--I mean, until to-night. But is it day or night? + +WOMAN. My dear, it's night. + +STRANGER. Yes. It _is_ night. + +(The DOCTOR has come in during this scene and has sat down behind +the STRANGER, without having been seen by him.) + +WAITRESS. Don't speak so loud, there's a sick person in here. + +STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Give me your hand. + +WOMAN (wiping it on her apron). Oh, why? + +STRANGER. You've a lovely white hand. But ... look at mine. It's +black. Can't you see it's black? + +WOMAN. Yes. So it is! + +STRANGER. Blackened already, perhaps even rotten? I must see if my +heart's stopped. (He puts his hand to his heart.) Yes. It has! So +I'm dead, and I know when I died. Strange, to be dead, and yet to +be going about. But where am I? Are all these people dead, too? +They look as if they'd risen from the sewers of the town, or as if +they'd come from prison, poorhouse or lock hospital. They're +workers of the night, suffering, groaning, cursing, quarrelling, +torturing one another, dishonouring one another, envying one +another, as if they possessed anything worthy of envy! The fire of +sleep courses through their veins, their tongues cleave to their +palates, grown dry through cursing; and then they put out the blaze +with water, with fire-water, that engenders fresh thirst. With +fire-water, that itself burns with a blue flame and consumes the +soul like a prairie fire, that leaves nothing behind it but red +sand. (He drinks.) Set fire to it. Put it out again. Set fire to +it. Put it out again! But what you can't burn up--unluckily--is the +memory of what's past. How can that memory be burned to ashes? + +WAITRESS. Please don't speak so loud, there's a sick man in here. +So ill, that he's already asked to be given the sacrament. + +STRANGER. May he soon go to hell! + +(Those present murmur at this, resenting it.) + +WAITRESS. Take care! Take care! + +WOMAN (to the STRANGER). Do you know that man who's been sitting +behind you, staring at you all the time? + +STRANGER (turning. He and the DOCTOR stare at one another for a +moment, without speaking). Yes. I used to know him once. + +WOMAN. He looks as if he'd like to bite you in the back. + +(The DOCTOR sits down opposite the STRANGER and stares at him.) + +STRANGER. What are you looking at? + +DOCTOR. Your grey hairs. + +STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Is my hair grey? + +WOMAN. Yes. Indeed it is! + +DOCTOR. And now I'm looking at your fair companion. Sometimes you +have good taste. Sometimes not. + +STRANGER. And sometimes you have the misfortune to have the same +taste as I. + +DOCTOR. That wasn't a kind remark! But you've killed me twice in +your lifetime; so go on. + +STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Let's get away from here. + +DOCTOR. You know when I'm near you. You feel my presence from afar. +And I shall reach you, as the thunder will, whether you hide in the +depths of the earth or of the sea. ... Try to escape me, if you can! + +STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Come with me. Lead me ... I can't see. ... + +WOMAN. No, I don't want to go yet. I don't want to be bored. + +DOCTOR. You're right there, daughter of joy! Life's hard enough +without taking on yourself the sorrows others have brought on +themselves. That man won't bear his own sorrows, but makes his wife +shoulder the burden for him. + +STRANGER. What's that? Wait! She bore false witness of a breach of +the peace and attempted murder! + +DOCTOR. Now he's putting the blame on her! + +STRANGER (resting his head in his hands and letting it sink on to +the table. In the far distance a violin and guitar are heard +playing the following melody): + +[See picture road1.jpg] + +DOCTOR (to the WOMAN). Is he ill? + +WOMAN. He must be mad; he says he's dead. + +(In the distance drums beat the reveille and bugles are blown, but +very softly.) + +STRANGER. Is it morning? Night's passing, the sun's rising and +ghosts lie down to sleep again in graves. Now I can go. Come! + +WOMAN (going nearer to the DOCTOR). No. I said no. + +STRANGER. Even you, the last of all my friends! Am I such a +wretched being, that not even a prostitute will bear me company for +money? + +DOCTOR. You must be. + +STRANGER. I don't believe it yet; although everyone tells me so. I +don't believe anything at all, for every time I have, I've been +deceived. But tell me this hasn't the sun yet risen? A little while +ago I heard a cock crow and a dog bark; and now they're ringing the +Angelus. ... Have they put out the lights, that it's so dark? + +DOCTOR (to the WOMAN). He must be blind. + +WOMAN. Yes. I think he is. + +STRANGER. No. I can see you; but I can't see the lights. + +DOCTOR. For you it's growing dark. ... You've played with the +lightning, and looked too long at the sun. That is forbidden to +men. + +STRANGER. We're born with the desire to do it; but may not. That's +Envy. ... + +DOCTOR. What do you possess that's worthy of envy? + +STRANGER. Something you'll never understand, and that only I can +value. + +DOCTOR. You mean, the child? + +MANGER. You know I didn't mean it. If I had I'd have said that I +possessed something you could never let. + +DOCTOR. So you're back at that! Then I'll express myself as +clearly: you took what I'd done with. + +WOMAN. Oh! I shan't stay in the company of such swine! (She gets up +and moves to another seat.) + +STRANGER. I know we've sunk very low; yet I believe the deeper I +sink the nearer I'll come to my goal: the end! + +WAITRESS. Don't speak so loud, there's a dying man in there! + +STRANGER. Yes, I believe you. The whole time there's been a smell +of corpses here. + +DOCTOR. Perhaps that's us? + +STRANGER. Can one be dead, without suspecting it? + +DOCTOR. The dead maintain that they don't know the difference. + +STRANGER. You terrify me. Is it possible? And all these shadowy +figures, whose faces I think I recognise as memories of my youth at +school in the swimming bath, the gymnasium. ... (He clutches his +heart.) Oh! Now he's coming: the Terrible One, who tears the heart +out of the breast. The Terrible One, who's been following me for +years. He's here! + +(He is beside himself. The doors are thrown open; a choir boy comes +in carrying a lantern made of blue glass that throws a blue light +on the guests; he rings the silver bell. All present begin to howl +like wild beasts. The DOMINICAN then enters with the sacrament. The +WAITRESS and the WOMAN throw themselves on their knees, the others +howl. The DOMINICAN raises the monstrance; all fall on their knees. +The choir boy and the DOMINICAN go into the room on the left.) + +BEGGAR (entering and going towards the STRANGER). Come away from +here. You're ill. And the bailiffs have a summons for you. + +STRANGER. Summons? From whom? + +BEGGAR. Your wife. + +DOCTOR. The electric eel strikes at a great distance. She once +wanted to bring a charge of slander against me, because she +couldn't stay out at night. + +STRANGER. Couldn't stay out at night? + +DOCTOR. Yes. Didn't you know who you were married to? + +STRANGER. I heard she'd been engaged before she ... married you. + +DOCTOR. Yes. That's what it was called, but in reality she'd been +the mistress of a married man, whom she denounced for rape, after +she'd forced herself into his studio and posed to him naked, as a +model. + +STRANGER. And that was the woman you married? + +DOCTOR. Yes. After she'd seduced me, she denounced me for breach of +promise, so I had to marry her. She'd engaged two detectives to see +I didn't get away. And that was the woman you married! + +STRANGER. I did it because I soon saw it was no good choosing when +all were alike. + +BEGGAR. Come away from here. You'll be sorry if you don't. + +STRANGER (to the DOCTOR). Was she always religious? + +DOCTOR. Always. + +STRANGER. And tender, good-hearted, self-sacrificing? + +DOCTOR. Certainly! + +STRANGER. Can one understand her? + +DOCTOR. No. But you can go mad thinking about her. That's why one +had to accept her as she was. Charming, intoxicating! + +STRANGER. Yes, I know. But one's powerless against pity. That's why +I don't want to fight this case. I can't defend myself without +attacking her; and I don't want to do that. + +DOCTOR. You were married before. How was that? + +STRANGER. Just the same. + +DOCTOR. This love acts like henbane: you see suns, where there are +none, and stars where no stars are! But it's pleasant, while it +lasts! + +STRANGER. And the morning after? Oh, the morning after! + +BEGGAR. Come, unhappy man! He's poisoning you, and you don't know +it. Come! + +STRANGER (getting up). Poisoning me, you say? Do you think he's +lying? + +BEGGAR. Every word he's said's a lie. + +STRANGER. I don't believe it. + +BEGGAR. No. You only believe lies. But that serves you right. + +STRANGER. Has he been lying? Has he? + +BEGGAR. How can you believe your enemies? + +STRANGER. But he's my friend, because he's told me the bitter +truth. + +BEGGAR. Eternal Powers, save his reason! For he believes everything +evil's true, and everything good evil. Come, or you'll be lost! + +DOCTOR. He's lost already! And now he'll be whipped into froth, +broken up into atoms, and used as an ingredient in the great +pan-cake. Away with you hell! (To those present.) Howl like victims +of the pit. (The guests all howl.) And no more womanly pity. Howl, +woman! (The WOMAN refuses with a gesture of her hand.) + +STRANGER (to the BEGGAR). That man's not lying. + +Curtain. + + +SCENE II + +IN A RAVINE + +[A ravine with a stream in the middle, which is crossed by a +foot-bridge. In the foreground a smithy and a mill, both of which +are in ruins. Fallen trees choke the stream. In the background a +starry sky above the pine wood. The constellation of Orion is +clearly visible.] + +[See picture road2.jpg] + +[The STRANGER and the BEGGAR enter. In the foreground there is +snow; in the background the green of summer.] + +STRANGER. I feel afraid! To-night the stars seem to hang so low, +that I fear they'll fall on me like drops of molten silver. Where +are we? + +BEGGAR. In the ravine, by the stream. You must know the place. + +STRANGER. Know it? As if I could ever forget it! It reminds me of +my honeymoon journey. But where are the smithy and the mill? + +BEGGAR. All in ruins! The lake of tears was drained a week ago. The +stream rose, then the river, till everything was laid waste-- +meadows, fields and gardens. + +STRANGER. And the quiet house? + +BEGGAR. The old sin was washed away, but the walls in left. + +STRANGER. And those who lived there? + +BEGGAR. They've gone to the colonies; so that the story's now at an +end. + +STRANGER. Then my story's at an end too. So thoroughly at an end, +that no happy memories remain. The last was fouled by the poisoner. ... + +BEGGAR. Whose poison you prepared! You should declare your +bankruptcy. + +STRANGER. Yes. Now I'll have to give in. + +BEGGAR. Then the day of reckoning will draw near. + +STRANGER. I think we might call it quits; because, if I've sinned, +I've been punished. + +BEGGAR. But others certainly won't think so. + +STRANGER. I've stopped taking account of others, since I saw that +the Powers that guide the destinies of mankind brook no accomplices. +The crime I committed in this life was that I wanted to set men +free. ... + +BEGGAR. Set men free from their duties, and criminals from their +feeling of guilt, so that they could really become unscrupulous! +You're not the first, and not the 1ast to dabble in the Devil's +work. Lucifer a non lucendo! But when Reynard grows old, he turns +monk--so wisely is it ordained--and then he's forced to split +himself in n two and drive out Beelzebub with his own penance. + +STRANGER. Shall I be driven to that? + +BEGGAR. Yes. Though you don't want it! You'll be forced to preach +against yourself from the housetops. To unpick your fabric thread +by thread. To flay yourself alive at every street corner, and show +what you really are. But that needs courage. All the same, a man +who's played with the thunder will not tremble! Yet, sometimes, +when night falls and the Invisible Ones, who can only be seen in +darkness, ride on his chest, then he will fear--even the stars, and +most of all the Mill of Sins, that grinds the past, and grinds it ... +and grinds it! One of the seven-and-seventeen Wise Men said that +the greatest victory he ever won was over himself; but foolish men +don't believe it, and that's why they're deceived; because they +only credit what nine-and-ninety fools have said a thousand times. + +STRANGER. Enough! Tell me; isn't this snow here on the ground? + +BEGGAR. Yes. It's winter here. + +STRANGER. But over there it's green. + +BEGGAR. It's summer there. + +STRANGER. And growing light! (A clear beam of light falls on the +foot-bridge.) + +BEGGAR. Yes. It's light there, and dark here. + +STRANGER. And who are they? (Three children, dressed is summer +clothing, two girls and a boy, come on to the bridge from the +right.) Ho! My children! (The children stop to listen, and then +look at the STRANGER without seeming to recognise him. The STRANGER +calls.) Gerda! Erik! Thyra! It's your father! (The children appear +to recognise him; they turn away to the left.) They don't know me. +They don't want to know me. + +(A man and a woman enter from the right. The children dance of to +the left and disappear. The STRANGER falls on his face on the +ground.) + +BEGGAR. Something like that was to be expected. Such things happen. +Get up again! + +STRANGER (raising himself up). Where am I? Where have I been? Is it +spring, winter or summer? In what century am I living, in what +hemisphere? Am I a child or an old man, male or female, a god or a +devil? And who are you? Are you, you; or are you me? Are those my +own entrails that I see about me? Are those stars or bundles of +nerves in my eye; is that water, or is it tears? Wait! Now I'm +moving forward in time for a thousand years, and beginning to +shrink, to grow heavier and to crystallise! Soon I'll be +re-created, and from the dark waters of Chaos the Lotus flower will +stretch up her head towards the sun and say: it is I! I must have +been sleeping for a few thousand years; and have dreamed I'd +exploded and become ether, and could no longer feel, no longer +suffer, no longer be joyful; but had entered into peace and +equilibrium. But now! Now! I suffer as much as if I were all +mankind. I suffer and have no right to complain. ... + +BEGGAR. Then suffer, and the more you suffer the earlier pain will +leave you. + +STRANGER. No. Mine are eternal sufferings. ... + +BEGGAR. And only a minute's passed. + +STRANGER. I can't bear it. + +BEGGAR. Then you must look for help. + +STRANGER. What's coming now? Isn't it the end yet? + +(It grows light above the bridge. CAESAR comes in and throws +himself from the parapet; then the DOCTOR appears on the right, +with bare head and a wild look. He behaves as if he would throw +himself into the stream too.) + +STRANGER. He's revenged himself so thoroughly, that he awakes no +qualms of conscience! (The DOCTOR goes out, left. The SISTER +enters, right, as if searching for someone.) Who's that? + +BEGGAR. His unmarried sister, who's unprovided for, and has now no +home to go to. She's grown desperate since her brother was driven +out of his wits by sorrow and went to pieces. + +STRANGER. That's a harder fate. Poor creature, what can one do? +Even if I felt her sufferings, would that help her? + +BEGGAR. No. It wouldn't. + +STRANGER. Why do qualms of conscience come after, and not +beforehand? Can you help me over that? + +BEGGAR. No. No one can. Let us go on. + +STRANGER. Where to? + +BEGGAR. Come with me. + +Curtain. + + +SCENE III + +THE 'ROSE' ROOM + +[The LADY, dressed in white, is sitting by the cradle doing crochet +work. The green dress is hanging up by the door on the right. The +STRANGER comes an, and looks round in astonishment.] + +LADY (simply, mildly, without a trace of surprise). Tread softly +and come here, if you'd see something lovely. + +STRANGER. Where am I? + +LADY. Quiet! Look at the little stranger who came when you were +away. + +STRANGER. They told me the river had risen and swept everything off. + +LADY. Why do you believe everything you're told? The river did +rise, but this little creature has someone who protects both her +and hers. Wouldn't you like to see your daughter? (The STRANGER +goes towards the cradle. The LADY lifts the curtain.) She's lovely! +Isn't she? (The STRANGER gazes darkly in front of him.) Won't you +look? + +STRANGER. Everything's poisoned. Everything! + +LADY. Well, perhaps! + +STRANGER. Do you know that he has lost his wits and is wandering in +the neighbourhood, followed by his sister, who's searching for him? +He's penniless, and drinking. ... + +LADY. Oh, my God! + +STRANGER. Why don't you reproach me? + +LADY. You'll reproach yourself enough: I'd rather give you good +advice. Go to the Convent of St. Saviour's, there you'll find a man +who can free you from the evil you fear. + +STRANGER. What, in the convent, where they curse and bind? + +LADY. And deliver also! + +STRANGER. Frankly, I think you're trying to deceive me; I don't +trust you any more. + +LADY. Nor I, you! So look on this as your farewell visit. + +STRANGER. That was my intention; but first I wanted to find out if +we're of the same mind. ... + +LADY. You see, we can build no happiness on the sorrows of others; +so we must part. That's the only way to lessen his sufferings. I +have my child, who'll fill my life for me; and you have the great +goal of your ambition. ... + +STRANGER. Will you still mock me? + +LADY. No, why? You've solved the great problem. + +STRANGER. Be quiet! No more of that, even if you believe it. + +LADY. But if all the rest believe it too. ... + +STRANGER. No one believes it now. + +LADY. It says in the paper to-day that gold's been made in England. +That it's been proved possible. + +STRANGER. You've been deceived. + +LADY. No! Oh, heaven, he won't believe his own good fortune. + +STRANGER. I no longer believe anything. + +LADY. Get the newspaper from the pocket of my dress over there. + +STRANGER. The green witch's dress, that laid a spell on me one +Sunday afternoon, between the inn and the church door! That'll +bring no good. + +LADY (fetching the paper herself and also a large parcel that is in +the pocket of the dress). See for yourself. + +STRANGER (tearing up the paper). No need for me to look! + +LADY. He won't believe it. He won't. Yet the chemists want to give +a banquet in your honour next Saturday. + +STRANGER. Is that in the paper too? About the banquet? + +LADY (handing him the packet). And here's the diploma of honour. +Read it! + +STRANGER (tearing up the packet). Perhaps there's a Government +Order too! + +LADY. Those whom the gods would destroy they first make blind! You +made your discovery with no good intentions, and therefore you +weren't permitted to be the only one to succeed. + +STRANGER. Now I shall go. For I won't stay here and lay bare my +shame! I've become a laughing-stock, so I'll go and hide myself-- +bury myself alive, because I don't dare to die. + +LADY. Then go! We start for the colonies in a few days. + +STRANGER. That's frank at least! Perhaps we're nearing a solution. + +LADY. Of the riddle: why we had to meet? + +STRANGER. Why did we have to? + +LADY. To torture one another. + +STRANGER. Is that all? + +LADY. You thought you could save me from a werewolf, who really was +no such thing, and so you become one yourself. And then I was to +save you from evil by taking all the evil in you on myself, and I +did so; but the result was that you only became more evil. My poor +deliverer! Now you're bound hand and foot and no magician can set +you free. + +STRANGER. Farewell, and thank you for all you've done. + +LADY. Farewell, and thank you ... for this! (She points to the +cradle.) + +STRANGER (going towards the back). First perhaps I ought to take my +leave in there. + +LADY. Yes, my dear. Do! + +(The STRANGER goes out through the door at the back. The LADY +crosses to the door on the right and lets in the DOMINICAN--who is +also the BEGGAR.) + +CONFESSOR. Is he ready now? + +LADY. Nothing remains for this unhappy man but to leave the world +and bury himself in a monastery. + +CONFESSOR. So he doesn't believe he's the great inventor he +undoubtedly is? + +LADY. No. He can believe good of no one, not even of himself. + +CONFESSOR. That is the punishment Heaven sent him: to believe lies, +because he wouldn't listen to the truth. + +LADY. Lighten his guilty burden for him, if you can. + +CONFESSOR. No. If I did he'd only grow insolent and accuse God of +malice and injustice. This man is a demon, who must be kept +confined. He belongs to the dangerous race of rebels; he'd misuse +his gifts, if he could, to do evil. And men's power for evil is +immeasurable. + +LADY. For the sake of the ... attachment you've shown me, can't you +ease his burden a little; where it presses on him most and where +he's least to blame? + +CONFESSOR. You must do that, not I; so that he can leave you in the +belief that you've a good side, and that you're not what your first +husband told him you were. If he believes you, I'll deliver him +later, just as I once bound him when he confessed to me, during his +illness, in the convent of St. Saviour's. + +LADY (going to the back and opening the door). As you wish! + +STRANGER (re-entering). So there's the Terrible One! How did he +come here? But isn't he the beggar, after a11? + +CONFESSOR. Yes, I am your terrible friend, and I've come for you. + +STRANGER. What? Have I ...? + +CONFESSOR. Yes. Once already you promised me your soul, on oath, +when you lay ill and felt near madness. It was then you offered to +serve the powers of good; but when you got well again you broke +your oath, and therefore were plagued with unrest, and wandered +abroad unable to find peace--tortured by your own conscience. + +STRANGER. Who are you really? Who dares lay a hand on my destiny? + +CONFESSOR. You must ask her that. + +LADY. This is the man to whom I was first engaged, and who +dedicated his life to the service of God, when I left him. + +STRANGER. Even if he were! + +LADY. So you needn't think so ill of yourself because it was you +who punished my faithlessness and another's lack of conscience. + +STRANGER. His sin cannot justify mine. Of course it's untrue, like +everything else; and you only say it to console me. + +CONFESSOR. What an unhappy soul he is. ... + +STRANGER. A damned one too! + +CONFESSOR. No! (To the LADY.) Say something good of him. + +LADY. He won't believe it, if I do; he only believes evil! + +CONFESSOR. Then I shall have to say it. A beggar once came and +asked him for a drink of water; but he gave me wine instead and let +me sit at his table. You remember that? + +STRANGER. No. I don't load my memory with such trifles. + +CONFESSOR. Pride! Pride! + +STRANGER. Call it pride, if you like. It's the last vestige of our +god-like origin. Let's go, before it grows dark. + +CONFESSOR. 'For the whole world shined with clear light and none +were hindered in their labour. Over these only was spread a heavy +night, an image of darkness which should afterward receive them; +but yet were they unto themselves more grievous than the darkness.' + +LADY. Don't hurt him! + +STRANGER (with passion). How beautifully she can speak, though she +is evil. Look at her eyes; they cannot weep tears, but they can +flatter, sting, or lie! And yet she says: Don't hurt him! See, now +she fears I'll wake her child, the little monster that robbed me of +her! Come, priest, before I change my mind. + +Curtain. + + + + +PART III. + + +CHARACTERS + +THE STRANGER +THE LADY +THE CONFESSOR +THE MAGISTRATE +THE PRIOR +THE TEMPTER +THE DAUGHTER + + +less important figures +HOSTESS +FIRST VOICE +SECOND VOICE +WORSHIPPERS OF VENUS +MAIA +PILGRIM +FATHER +WOMAN +EVE +PRIOR +PATER ISIDOR (the Doctor of Part I) +PATER CLEMENS +PATER MELCHER + + +SCENES + +ACT I On the River Bank + +ACT II Cross-Roads in the Mountains + +ACT III SCENE I Terrace + SCENE II Rocky Landscape + SCENE III Small House +(On the Mountain where the Monastery Stands) + +ACT IV SCENE I Chapter House + SCENE II Picture Gallery + SCENE III Chapel +(Of the Monastery) + + + +ACT I + +ON THE RIVER BANK + +[The foreground represents the bank of a large river. On the right +a projecting tongue of land covered with old willow trees. Farther +up stage the river can be seen flowing quietly past. The background +represents the farther bank, a steep mountain slope covered with +woodland. Above the tops of the forest trees the Monastery can be +seen; it is an enormous four-cornered building completely white, +with two rows of small windows. The facade is broken by the Church +belonging to the Monastery, which is flanked by two towers in the +style favoured by the Jesuits. The Church door is open, and at a +certain moment the monstrance on the altar is visible in the light +of the sun. On the near bank in the foreground, which is low and +sandy, purple and yellow loose-strife are growing. A shallow boat +is moored nearby. On the left the ferryman's hut. It is an evening +in early summer and the sun is low; foreground, river and the lower +part of the background lie in shadow; and the trees on the far bank +sway gently in the breeze. Only the Monastery is lit by the sun.] + +[The STRANGER and the CONFESSOR enter from the right. The STRANGER +is wearing alpine clothing: a brown cloak with a cape and hood; he +has a staff and wallet. He is limping slightly. The CONFESSOR is to +the black and white habit of the Dominicans. They stop at a place +where a willow tree prevents any view of the Monastery.] + +STRANGER. Why do you lead me along this winding, hilly path, that +never comes to an end? + +CONFESSOR. Such is the way, my friend. But now we'll soon be there. +(He leads the STRANGER farther up stage. The STRANGER sees the +Monastery, and is enchanted by it; he takes off his hat, and puts +down his wallet and staff.) Well? + +STRANGER. I've never seen anything so white on this polluted earth. +At most, only in my dreams! Yes, that's my youthful dream of a +house in which peace and purity should dwell. A blessing on you, +white house! Now I've come home! + +CONFESSOR. Good! But first we must await the pilgrims on this bank. +It's called the bank of farewell, because it's the custom to say +farewell here, before the ferryman ferries one across. + +STRANGER. Haven't I said enough farewells already? Wasn't my whole +life one thorny path of farewells? At post offices, steamer-quays, +railway stations--with the waving of handkerchiefs damp with tears? + +CONFESSOR. Yet your voice trembles with the pain what you've lost. + +STRANGER. I don't feel I've lost anything. I don't want anything +back. + +CONFESSOR. Not even your youth? + +STRANGER. That least of all. What should I do with it, and its +capacity for suffering? + +CONFESSOR. And for enjoyment? + +STRANGER. I never enjoyed anything, for I was born with a thorn in +my flesh; every time I stretched out my hand to grasp a pleasure, I +pricked my finger and Satan struck me in the face. + +CONFESSOR. Because your pleasures have been base ones. + +STRANGER. Not so base. I had my own home, a wife, children, duties, +obligations to others! No, I was born in disfavour, a step-child of +life; and I was pursued, hunted, in a word, cursed! + +CONFESSOR. Because you didn't obey God's commandment. + +STRANGER. But no one can, as St. Paul says himself! Why should I be +able to do what no one else can do? I of all men? Because I'm +supposed to be a scoundrel. Because more's demanded of me than of +others. ... (Crying out.) Because I was treated with injustice. + +CONFESSOR. Have you got back to that, rebellious one? + +STRANGER. Yes. I've always been there. Now let's cross the river. + +CONFESSOR. Do you think one can climb up to that white house +without preparation? + +STRANGER. I'm ready: you can examine me. + +CONFESSOR. Good! The first monastic vow is: humility. + +STRANGER. And the second: obedience! Neither of them was ever a +special virtue of mine; it's for that very reason that I want to +make the great attempt. + +CONFESSOR. And show your pride through your humility. + +STRANGER. Whatever it is, it's all the same to me. + +CONFESSOR. What, everything? The world and its best gifts; the joy +of innocent children, the pleasant warmth of home, the approbation +of your fellow-men, the satisfaction brought by the fulfilment of +duty--are you indifferent to them all? + +STRANGER. Yes! Because I was born without the power of enjoyment. +There have been moments when I've been an object of envy; but I've +never understood what it was I was envied for: my sufferings in +misfortune, my lack of peace in success, or the fact I hadn't long +to live. + +CONFESSOR. It's true that life has given you everything you wished; +even a little gold at the last. Why, I even seem to remember that a +sculptor was commissioned to make a portrait bust of you. + +STRANGER. Oh yes! A bust was made of me. + +CONFESSOR. Are you, of all men, impressed by such things? + +STRANGER. Of course not! But they do at least mark well founded +appreciation, that neither envy nor lack of understanding can +shake. + +CONFESSOR. You think so? It seems to me that human greatness +resides in the good opinion of others; and that, if this opinion +changes, the greatest can quickly dwindle into nothing. + +STRANGER. The opinions of others have never meant much to me. + +CONFESSOR. Haven't they? Really? + +STRANGER. No one's been so strict with himself as I! And no one's +been so humble! All have demanded my respect; whilst they spurned +me and spat on me. And when at last I found I'd duties towards the +immortal soul given into my keeping, I began to demand respect for +this immortal soul. Then I was branded as the proudest of the +proud! And by whom? By the proudest of all amongst the humble and +lowly. + +CONFESSOR. I think you're entangling yourself in contradictions. + +STRANGER. I think so, too! For the whole of life consists of +nothing but contradictions. The rich are the poor in spirit; the +many little men hold the power, and the great only serve the little +men. I've never met such proud people as the humble; I've never met +an uneducated man who didn't believe himself in a position to +criticise learning and to do without it. I've found the +unpleasantest +of deadly sins amongst the Saints: I mean self-complacency. In my +youth I was a saint myself; but I've never been so worthless as I +was then. The better I thought myself, the worse I became. + +CONFESSOR. Then what do you seek here? + +STRANGER. What I've told you already; but I'll add this: I'm +seeking death without the need to die! + +CONFESSOR. The mortification of your flesh, of your old self! Good! +Now keep still: the pilgrims are coming on their wooden rafts to +celebrate the festival of Corpus Christi. + +STRANGER (looking to the right in surprise). Who are they? + +CONFESSOR. People who believe in something. + +STRANGER. Then help my unbelief! (Sunlight now falls on the +monstrance in the church above, so that it shines like a window +pane at sunset.) Has the sun entered the church, or. ... + +CONFESSOR. Yes. The sun has entered. ... + +(The first raft comes in from the right. Children clothed in white, +with garlands on their heads and with lighted lanterns in their +hands, are seen standing round an altar decked with flowers, on +which a white flag with a golden lily has been planted. They sing, +whilst the raft glides slowly by.) + + Blessed be he, who fears the Lord, + Beati omnes, qui timent Dominum, + And walks in his ways, + Qui ambulant in viis ejus. + Thou shalt feed thyself with the work of thy hands, + Labores manuum tuarum quia manducabis; + Blessed be thou and peace be with thee, + Beatus es et bene tibi erit. + +(A second raft appears with boys on one side and girls on the +other. It has a flag with a rose on it.) + + Thy wife shall be like a fruitful vine, + Uxor tua sicut vitis abundans, + Within thy house, + In lateribus domus tuae. + +(The third raft carries men and women. There is a flag with fruit +upon it: figs, grapes, pomegranates, melons, ears of wheat, etc.) + + Filii tui sicut novellae olivarum, + Thy children shall be like olive branches about thy table, + In circuitu mensae tuae. + +(The fourth raft is filled with older men and women. The flag has a +representation of a fir-tree under snow.) + + See, how blessed is the man, + Ecce sic benedicetur homo, + Who feareth the Lord, + Qui timet Dominum! + +(The raft glides by.) + +STRANGER. What were they singing? + +CONFESSOR. A pilgrim's song. + +STRANGER. Who wrote it? + +CONFESSOR. A royal person. + +STRANGER. Here? What was his name? Has he written anything else? + +CONFESSOR. About fifty songs; he was called David, the son of +Isaiah! But he didn't always write psalms. When he was young, he +did other things. Yes. Such things will happen! + +STRANGER. Can we go on now? + +CONFESSOR. In a moment. I've something to say to you first. + +STRANGER. Speak. + +CONFESSOR. Good. But don't be either sad or angry. + +STRANGER. Certainly not. + +CONFESSOR. Here, you see, on this bank, you're a well-known--let's +say famous--person; but over there, on the other, you'll be quite +unknown to the brothers. Nothing more, in fact, than an ordinary +simple man. + +STRANGER. Oh! Don't they read in the monastery? + +CONFESSOR. Nothing light; only serious books. + +STRANGER. They take in papers, I suppose? + +CONFESSOR. Not the kind that write about you! + +STRANGER. Then on the other side of this river my life-work doesn't +exist? + +CONFESSOR. What work? + +STRANGER. I see. Very well. Can't we cross now? + +CONFESSOR. In a minute. Is there no one you'd like to take leave of? + +STRANGER (after a pause.) Yes. But it's beyond the bounds of +possibility. + +CONFESSOR. Have you ever seen anything impossible? + +STRANGER. Not really, since I've seen my own destiny. + +CONFESSOR. Well, who is it you'd like to meet? + +STRANGER. I had a daughter once; I called her Sylvia, because she +sang all day long like a wren. It's some years since I saw her; she +must be a girl of sixteen now. But I'm afraid if I were to meet +her, life would regain its value for me. + +CONFESSOR. You fear nothing else? + +STRANGER. What do you mean? + +CONFESSOR. That she may have changed! + +STRANGER. She could only have changed for the better. + +CONFESSOR. Are you sure? + +STRANGER. Yes. + +CONFESSOR. She'll come to you. (He goes down to the bank and +beckons to the right.) + +STRANGER. Wait! I'm wondering whether it's wise! + +CONFESSOR. It can do no harm. + +(He beckons once more. A boat appears on the river, rowed by a +young girl. She is wearing summer clothing, her head is bare and +her fair hair is hanging loose. She gets out of the boat behind the +willow tree. The CONFESSOR draws back until he is near the +ferryman's hut, but remains in sight of the audience. The STRANGER +has waved to the girl and she has answered him. She now comes on to +the stage, runs into the STRANGER'S arms, and kisses him.) + +DAUGHTER. Father. My dear father! + +STRANGER. Sylvia! My child! + +DAUGHTER. How in the world do you come to be up here in the +mountains? + +STRANGER. And how have _you_ got here? I thought I'd managed to +hide so well. + +DAUGHTER. Why did you want to hide? + +STRANGER. Ask me as little as possible! You've grown into a big +girl. And I've gone grey. + +DAUGHTER. No. You're not grey. You're just as young as you were +when we parted. + +STRANGER. When we ... parted! + +DAUGHTER. When you left us. ... (The STRANGER does not reply.) +Aren't you glad we're meeting again? + +STRANGER (faintly). Yes! + +DAUGHTER. Then show it. + +STRANGER. How can I be glad, when we're parting to-day for life? + +DAUGHTER. Why, where do you want to go? + +STRANGER (pointing to the monastery). Up there! + +DAUGHTER (with a sophisticated air). Into the monastery? Yes, now I +come to think of it, perhaps it's best. + +STRANGER. You think so? + +DAUGHTER (with pity, but good-will.) I mean, if you've a ruined +life behind you. ... (Coaxingly.) Now you look sad. Tell me one +thing. + +STRANGER. Tell _me_ one thing, my child, that's been worrying me +more than anything else. You've a stepfather? + +DAUGHTER. Yes. + +STRANGER. Well? + +DAUGHTER. He's very good and kind. + +STRANGER. With every virtue that I lack. ... + +DAUGHTER. Aren't you glad we've got into better hands? + +STRANGER. Good, better, best! Why do you come here bare-headed? + +DAUGHTER. Because George is carrying my hat. + +STRANGER. Who's George? And where is he? + +DAUGHTER. George is a friend of mine; and he's waiting for me on +the bank down below. + +STRANGER. Are you engaged to him? + +DAUGHTER. No. Certainly not! + +STRANGER. Do you want to marry? + +DAUGHTER. Never! + +STRANGER. I can see it by your mottled cheeks, like those of a +child that has got up too early; I can hear it by your voice, +that's no longer that of a warbler, but a jay; I can feel it in +your kisses, that burn cold like the sun in May; and by your steady +icy look that tells me you're nursing a secret of which you're +ashamed, but of which you'd like to boast. And your brothers and +sisters? + +DAUGHTER. They're quite well, thank you. + +STRANGER. Have we anything else to say to one another? + +DAUGHTER (coldly). Perhaps not. + +STRANGER. Now you look so like your mother. + +DAUGHTER. How do you know, when you've never been able to see her +as she was! + +STRANGER. So you understood that, though you were so young? + +DAUGHTER. I learnt to understand it from you. If only you'd +understand yourself. + +STRANGER. Have you anything else to teach me? + +DAUGHTER. Perhaps! But in your day that wasn't considered seemly. + +STRANGER. My day's over and exists no longer; just as Sylvia exists +no longer, but is merely a name, a memory. (He takes a guide-book +out of his pocket.) Look at this guide-book! Can you see small +marks made here by tiny fingers, and others by little damp lips? +You made them when you were five years old; you were sitting on my +knee in the train, and we saw the Alps for the first time. You +thought what you saw was Heaven; and when I explained that the +mountain was the Jungfrau, you asked if you could kiss the name in +the book. + +DAUGHTER. I don't remember that! + +STRANGER. Delightful memories pass, but hateful ones remain! Don't +you remember anything about me? + +DAUGHTER. Oh yes. + +STRANGER. Quiet! I know what you mean. One night ... one dreadful, +horrible night ... Sylvia, my child, when I shut my eyes I see a +pale little angel, who slept in my arms when she was ill; and who +thanked me when I gave her a present. Where is she whom I long for +so and who exists no more, although she isn't dead? You, as you +are, seem a stranger, whom I've never known and certainly don't +long to see again. If Sylvia at least were dead and lay in her +grave, there'd be a churchyard where I could take my flowers. ... +How strange it is! She's neither among the living, nor the dead. +Perhaps she never existed, and was only a dream like everything +else. + +DAUGHTER (wheedling).Father, dear! + +STRANGER. It's she! No, only her voice. (Pause.) So you think my +life's been ruined? + +DAUGHTER. Yes. But why speak of it now? + +STRANGER. Because remember I once saved _your_ life. You had brain +fever for a whole month and suffered a great deal. Your mother +wanted the doctor to deliver you from your unhappy existence by +some powerful drug. But I prevented it, and so saved you from death +and your mother from prison. + +DAUGHTER. I don't believe it! + +STRANGER. But a fact may be true, even if you don't believe it. + +DAUGHTER. You dreamed it. + +STRANGER. Who knows if I haven't dreamed everything, and am not +even dreaming now. How I wish it were so! + +DAUGHTER. I must be going, father. + +STRANGER. Then good-bye! + +DAUGHTER. May I write to you? + +STRANGER. What? One of the dead write to another? Letters won't +reach me in future. And I mayn't receive visitors. But I'm glad +we've met, for now there's nothing else on earth I cling to. (Going +to the left.) Good-bye, girl or woman, whatever I should call you. +There's no need to weep! + +DAUGHTER. I wasn't thinking of weeping, though I dare say good +breeding would demand I should. Well, good-bye! (She goes out +right.) + +STRANGER (to the CONFESSOR). I think I came out of that well! It's +a mercy to part with content on both sides. Mankind, after all, +makes rapid progress, and self-control increases as the flow of the +tear-ducts lessens. I've seen so many tears shed in my lifetime, +that I'm almost taken aback at this dryness. She was a strong +child, just the kind I once wished to be. The most beautiful thing +that life can offer! She lay, like an angel, wrapped in the white +veils of her cradle, with a blue coverlet when she slept. Blue and +arched like the sky. That was the best: what will the worst look +like? + +CONFESSOR. Don't excite yourself, but be of good cheer. First throw +away that foolish guide-book, for this is your last journey. + +STRANGER. You mean this? Very well. (He opens the book, kisses one +of the pages and then throws it into the river.) Anything else? + +CONFESSOR. If you've any gold or silver, you must give it to the +poor. + +STRANGER. I've a silver watch. I never got as far as a gold one. + +CONFESSOR. Give that to the ferryman; and then you'll get a glass +of wine. + +STRANGER. The last! It's like an execution! Perhaps I'll have to +have my hair cut, too? + +CONFESSOR. Yes. Later. (He takes the watch and goes to the door of +the ferryman's hut, speaking a few whispered words to someone +within. He receives a bottle of wine and a glass in exchange, which +he puts on the table.) + +STRANGER (filling his glass, but not drinking it.) Shall I never +get wine up there? + +CONFESSOR. No wine; and you'll see no women. You may hear singing; +but not the kind of songs that go with women and wine. + +STRANGER. I've had enough of women; they can't tempt me any more. + +CONFESSOR. Are you sure? + +STRANGER. Quite sure. ... But tell me this: what do you think of +women, who mayn't even set their feet within your consecrated +walls? + +CONFESSOR. So you're still asking questions? + +STRANGER. And why may an abbess never hear confession, never read +mass, and never preach? + +CONFESSOR. I can't answer that. + +STRANGER. Because the answer would accord with my thoughts on that +theme. + +CONFESSOR. It wouldn't be a disaster if we were to agree for once. + +STRANGER. Not at all! + +CONFESSOR. Now drink up your wine. + +STRANGER. No. I only want to look at it for the last time. It's +beautiful. ... + +CONFESSOR. Don't lose yourself in meditation; memories lie at the +bottom of the cup. + +STRANGER. And oblivion, and songs, and power--imaginary power, but +for that reason all the greater. + +CONFESSOR. Wait here a moment; I'll go and order the ferry. + +STRANGER. 'Sh! I can hear singing, and I can see. ... I can see. ... +For a moment I saw a flag unfurling in a puff of wind, only to fall +back on the flagstaff and hang there limply as if it were nothing +but a dishcloth. I've witnessed my whole life flashing past in a +second, with its joys and sorrows, its beauty and its misery! But +now I can see nothing. + +CONFESSOR (going to the left). Wait here a moment, I'll go and +order the ferry. + +(The STRANGER goes so far up stage that the rays of the setting +sun, which are streaming from the right through the trees, throw +his shadow across the bank and the river. The LADY enters from the +right, in deep mourning. Her shadow slowly approaches that of the +STRANGER.) + +STRANGER (who, to begin with, looks only at his own shadow). Ah! +The sun! It makes me a bloodless shape, a giant, who can walk on +the water of the river, climb the mountain, stride over the roof of +the monastery church, and rise, as he does now, up into the +firmament--up to the stars. Ah, now I'm up here with the stars. ... +(He notices the shadow thrown by the LADY.) But who's following me? +Who's interrupting my ascension? Trying to climb on my shoulders? +(Turning.) You! + +LADY. Yes. I! + +STRANGER. So black! So black and so evil. + +LADY. No longer evil. I'm in mourning. ... + +STRANGER. For whom? + +LADY. For our Mizzi. + +STRANGER. My daughter! (The LADY opens her arms, in order to throw +herself on to his breast, but he avoids her.) I congratulate the +dead child. I'm sorry for you. I myself feel outside everything. + +LADY. Comfort me, too. + +STRANGER. A fine idea! I'm to comfort my fury, weep with my +hangman, amuse my tormentor. + +LADY. Have you no feelings? + +STRANGER. None! I wasted the feelings I used to have on you and +others. + +LADY. You're right. You can reproach me. + +STRANGER. I've neither the time nor the wish to do that. Where are +you going? + +LADY. I want to cross with the ferry. + +STRANGER. Then I've no luck, for I wanted to do the same. (The LADY +weeps into her handkerchief. The STRANGER takes it from her and +dries her eyes.) Dry your eyes, child, and be yourself! As hard, +and lacking in feeling, as you really are! (The LADY tries to put +her arm round his neck. The STRANGER taps her gently on the +fingers.) You mustn't touch me. When your words and glances weren't +enough, you always wanted to touch me. You'll excuse a rather +trivial question: are you hungry? + +LADY. No. Thank you. + +STRANGER. But you're tired. Sit down. (The LADY sits down at the +table. The STRANGER throws the bottle and glass into the river.) +Well, what are you going to live for now? + +LADY (sadly). I don't know. + +STRANGER. Where will you go? + +LADY (sobbing). I don't know. + +STRANGER. So you're in despair? You see no reason for living and no +end to your misery! How like me you are! What a pity there's no +monastery for both sexes, so that we could pair off together. Is +the werewolf still alive? + +LADY. You mean ...? + +STRANGER. Your first husband. + +LADY. He never seems to die. + +STRANGER. Like a certain worm! (Pause.) And now that we're so far +from the world and its pettiness, tell me this: why did you leave +him in those days, and come to me? + +LADY. Because I loved you. + +STRANGER. And how long did that last? + +LADY. Until I read your book, and the child was born. + +STRANGER. And then? + +LADY. I hated you! That is, I wanted to be rid of all the evil +you'd given me, but I couldn't. + +STRANGER. So that's how it was! But we'll never really know the +truth. + +LADY. Have you noticed how impossible it is to find things out? You +can live with a person and their relations for twenty years, and +yet not know anything about them. + +STRANGER. So you've discovered that? As you see so much, tell me +this: how was it you came to love me? + +LADY. I don't know; but I'll try to remember. (Pause.) Well, you +had the masculine courage to be rude to a lady. In me you sought +the companionship of a human being and not merely of a woman. That +honoured me; and, I thought, you too. + +STRANGER. Tell me also whether you held me to be a misogynist? + +LADY. A woman-hater? Every healthy man is one, in the secret places +of his heart; and all perverted men are admirers of women. + +STRANGER. You're not trying to flatter me, are you? + +LADY. A woman who'd try to flatter a man's not normal. + +STRANGER. I see you've thought a great deal! + +LADY. Thinking's the least I've done; for when I've thought least +I've understood most. Besides, what I said just how is perhaps only +improvised, as you call it, and not true in the least. + +STRANGER. But if it agrees with many of my observations it becomes +most probable. (The LADY weeps into her handkerchief.) You're +weeping again? + +LADY. I was thinking of Mizzi. The loveliest thing we ever had is +gone. + +STRANGER. No. You were the loveliest thing, when you sat all night +watching over your child, who was lying in your bed, because her +cradle was too cold! (Three loud knocks are heard on the ferryman's +door.) 'Sh! + +LADY. What's that? + +STRANGER. My companion, who's waiting for me. + +LADY (continuing the conversation). I never thought life would give +me anything so sweet as a child. + +STRANGER. And at the same time anything so bitter. + +LADY. Why bitter? + +STRANGER. You've been a child yourself, and you must remember how +we, when we'd just married, came to your mother in rags, dirty and +without money. I seem to remember she didn't find us very sweet. + +LADY. That's true. + +STRANGER. And I ... well, just now I met Sylvia. And I expected +that all that was beautiful and good in the child would have +blossomed in the girl. ... + +LADY. Well? + +STRANGER. I found a faded rose, that seemed to have blown too soon. +Her breasts were sunken, her hair untidy like that of a neglected +child, and her teeth decayed. + +LADY. Oh! + +STRANGER. You mustn't grieve. Not for the child! You might perhaps +have had to grieve for her later, as I did. + +LADY. So that's what life is? + +STRANGER. Yes. That's what life is. And that's why I'm going to +bury myself alive. + +LADY. Where? + +STRANGER (pointing to the monastery). Up there! + +LADY. In the monastery? No, don't leave me. Bear me company. I'm so +alone in the world and so poor, so poor! When the child died, my +mother turned me out, and ever since I've been living in an attic +with a dressmaker. At first she was kind and pleasant, but then the +lonely evenings got too long for her, and she went out in search of +company--so we parted. Now I'm on the road, and I've nothing but +the clothes I'm wearing; nothing but my grief. I eat it and drink +it; it nourishes me and sends me to sleep. I'd rather lose anything +in the world than that! (The STRANGER weeps.) You're weeping. You! +Let me kiss your eyelids. + +STRANGER. You've suffered all that for my sake! + +LADY. Not for your sake! You never did me an ill turn; but I +plagued you till you left your fireside and your child! + +STRANGER. I'd forgotten that; but if you say so. ... So you still +love me? + +LADY. Probably. I don't know. + +STRANGER. And you'd like to begin all over again? + +LADY. All over again? The quarrels? No, we won't do that. + +STRANGER. You're right. The quarrels would only begin all over +again. And yet it's difficult to part. + +LADY. To part. The word alone's terrible enough. + +STRANGER. Then what are we to do? + +LADY. I don't know. + +STRANGER. No, one knows nothing, hardly even that one knows +nothing; and that's why, you see, I've got as far as to _believe_. + +LADY. How do you know you can believe, if belief's a gift? + +STRANGER. You can receive a gift, if you ask for it. + +LADY. Oh yes, if you ask; but I've never been able to beg. + +STRANGER. I've had to learn to. Why can't you? + +LADY. Because one has to demean oneself first. + +STRANGER. Life does that for one very well. + +LADY. Mizzi, Mizzi, Mizzi! ... (She has taken a shawl she was +carrying over her arm, rolled it up and put it on her knee like a +baby in long clothes.) Sleep! Sleep! Sleep! Think of it! I can see +her here! She's smiling at me; but she's dressed in black; she +seems to be in mourning too! How stupid I am! Her mother's in +mourning! She's got two teeth down below, and they're white--milk +teeth; she should never have cut any others. Oh, can't you see her, +when I can? It's no vision. It _is_ her! + +CONFESSOR (in the door of the ferryman's hut; sternly to the +STRANGER). Come. Everything's ready! + +STRANGER. No. Not yet. I must first set my house in order; and look +after this woman, who was once my wife. + +CONFESSOR. Oh, so you want to stay! + +STRANGER. No. I don't want to stay; but I can't leave duties behind +me unfulfilled. This woman's on the road, deserted, without a home, +without money! + +CONFESSOR. What has that to do with us? Let the dead bury their +dead! + +STRANGER. Is that your teaching? + +CONFESSOR. No, yours. ... Mine, on the other hand, commands me to +send a Sister of Mercy here, to look after this unhappy one, who ... +who ... The Sister will soon be here! + +STRANGER. I shall count on it. + +CONFESSOR (taking the STRANGER by the hand and drawing him away.) +Then come! + +STRANGER (in despair). Oh, God in heaven! Help us every one! + +CONFESSOR. Amen! + +(The LADY, who has not been looking at the CONFESSOR and the +STRANGER, now raises her eyes and glances at the STRANGER as if she +wanted to spring up and hold him back; but she is prevented by the +imaginary child she has put to her breast.) + +Curtain. + + + +ACT II + +CROSS-ROADS IN THE MOUNTAINS + +[A cross-roads high up in the mountains. On the right, huts. On the +left a small pool, round which invalids are sitting. Their clothes +are blue and their hands cinnabar-red. From the pond blue vapour +and small blue flames rise now and then. Whenever this happens the +invalids put them hands to their mouths and cough. The background +is formed by a mountain covered with pine-wood, which is obscured +above by a stationary bank of mist.] + +[The STRANGER is sitting at a table outside one of the huts. The +CONFESSOR comes forward from the right.] + +STRANGER. At last! + +CONFESSOR. What do you mean: at last? + +STRANGER. You left me here a week ago and told me to wait till you +came back. + +CONFESSOR. Hadn't I prepared you for the fact that the way to the +white house up there would be long and difficult. + +STRANGER. I don't deny it. How far have we come? + +CONFESSOR. Five hundred yards. We've still got fifteen hundred. + +STRANGER. But where's the sun? + +CONFESSOR. Up there, above the clouds. ... + +STRANGER. Then we shall have to go through them? + +CONFESSOR. Yes. Of course. + +STRANGER. What are those patients doing there? What a company! And +why are their hands so red? + +CONFESSOR. For both our sakes I want to avoid using impure words, +so I'll speak in pleasant riddles, which you, as a writer, will +understand. + +STRANGER. Yes. Speak beautifully. There's so much that's ugly here. + +CONFESSOR. You may have noticed that the signs given to the planets +correspond with those of certain metals? Good! Then you'll have +seen that Venus is represented by a mirror. This mirror was +originally made of copper, so that copper was called Venus and bore +her stamp. But now the reverse of Venus' mirror is covered with +quicksilver or mercury! + +STRANGER. The reverse of Venus ... is Mercury. Oh! + +CONFESSOR. Quicksilver is therefore the reverse side of Venus. +Quicksilver is itself as bright as a calm sea, as a lake at the +height of summer; but when mercury meets firestone and burns, it +blushes and turns red like newly-shed blood, like the cloth on the +scaffold, like the cinnabar lips of the whore! Do you understand +now, or not? + +STRANGER. Wait a moment! Cinnabar is quicksilver and sulphur. + +CONFESSOR. Yes. Mercury must be burnt, if it comes too near to +Venus! Have we said enough now? + +STRANGER. So these are sulphur springs? + +CONFESSOR. Yes. And the sulphur flames purify or burn everything +rotten! So when the source of life's grown tainted, one is sent to +the sulphur springs. ... + +STRANGER. How does the source of life grow tainted? + +CONFESSOR. When Aphrodite, born of the pure seafoam, wallows in the +mire. ... When Aphrodite Urania, the heaven-born, degrades herself +to Pandemos, the Venus of the streets. + +STRANGER. Why is desire born? + +CONFESSOR. Pure desire, to be satisfied; impure, to be stifled. + +STRANGER. What is pure, and what impure? + +CONFESSOR. Have you got back to that? + +STRANGER. Ask these men here. ... + +CONFESSOR. Take care! (He looks at the STRANGER, who is unable to +support his gaze.) + +STRANGER. You're choking me. ... My chest. ... + +CONFESSOR. Yes, I'll steal the air you use to form rebellious +words, and ask outrageous questions. Sit down there, I'll come +back--when you've learnt patience and undergone your probation. But +don't forget that I can hear and see you, and am aware of you, +wherever I may be! + +STRANGER. So I'm to be tested! I'm glad to know it! + +CONFESSOR. But you mustn't speak to the worshippers of Venus. + +(MAIA, an old woman, appears in the background.) + +STRANGER (rising in horror). Who am I meeting here after all this +time? Who is it? + +CONFESSOR. Who are you speaking of? + +STRANGER. That old woman there? + +CONFESSOR. Who's she? + +STRANGER (calling). Maia! Listen! (Old Maia has disappeared. The +STRANGER hurries after her.) Maia, my friend, listen! She's gone! + +CONFESSOR. Who was it? + +STRANGER (sitting down). O God! Now, when I find her again at last, +she goes. ... I've looked for her for seven long years, written +letters, advertised. ... + +CONFESSOR. Why? + +STRANGER. I'll tell you how her fate was linked to mine! (Pause.) +Maia was the nurse in my first family ... during those hard years ... +when I was fighting the Invisible Ones, who wouldn't bless my work! +I wrote till my brain and nerves dissolved like fat in alcohol ... +but it wasn't enough! I was one of those who never could earn +enough. And the day came when I couldn't pay the maids their wages-- +it was terrible--and I became the servant of my servant, and she +became my mistress. At last ... in order, at least, to save my +soul, I fled from what was too powerful for me. I fled into the +wilderness, where I collected my spirit in solitude and recovered +my strength! My first thought then was--my debts! For seven years I +looked for Maia, but in vain! For seven years I saw her shadow, out +of the windows of trains, from the decks of steamers, in strange +towns, in distant lands, but without ever being able to find her. I +dreamed of her for seven years; and whenever I drank a glass of +wine I blushed at the thought of old Maia, who perhaps was drinking +water in a poorhouse! I tried to give the sum I owed her to the +poor; but it was no use. And now--she's found and lost in the same +moment! (He gets up and goes towards the back as if searching for +her.) Explain this, if you can! I want to pay my debt; I can pay it +now, but I'm not allowed to. + +CONFESSOR. Foolishness' Bow to what seems inexplicable; you'll see +that the explanation will come later. Farewell! + +STRANGER. Later. Everything comes later. + +CONFESSOR. Yes. If it doesn't come at once! (He goes out. The LADY +enters pensively and sits down at the table, opposite the STRANGER.) + +STRANGER. What? You back again? The same and not the same? How +beautiful you've grown; as beautiful as you were the first time I +ever saw you; when I asked if I might be your friend, your dog. + +LADY. That you can see beauty I don't possess shows that once more +you have a mirror of beauty in your eye. The werewolf never thought +me beautiful, for he'd nothing beautiful with which to see me. + +STRANGER. Why did you kiss me that day? What made you do it? + +LADY. You've often asked me that, and I've never been able to find +the answer, because I don't know. But just now, when I was away +from you, here in the mountains, where the air's purer and the sun +nearer. ... Hush! Now I can see that Sunday afternoon, when you sat +on that seat like a lost and helpless child, with a broken look in +your eyes, and stared at your own destiny. ... A maternal feeling +I'd never known before welled up in me then, and I was overcome +with pity, pity for a human soul--so that I forgot myself. + +STRANGER. I'm ashamed. Now I believe it was so. + +LADY. But you took it another way. You thought ... + +STRANGER. Don't tell me. I'm ashamed. + +LADY. Why did you think so badly of me? Didn't you notice that I +drew down my veil; so that it was between us, like the knight's +sword in the bridal bed. ... + +STRANGER. I'm ashamed. I attributed my evil thoughts to you. +Ingeborg, you were made of better stuff than I. I'm ashamed! + +LADY. Now you look handsome. How handsome! + +STRANGER. Oh no. Not I. You! + +LADY (ecstatically). No, you! Yes, now I've seen through the +mask and the false beard. Now I can see the man you hid from me, +the man I thought I'd found in you ... the man I was always +searching for. I've often thought you a hypocrite; but we're no +hypocrites. No, no, we can't pretend. + +STRANGER. Ingeborg, now we're on the other side of the river, and +have life beneath us, behind us ... how different everything seems. +Now, now, I can see your soul; the ideal, the angel, who was +imprisoned in the flesh because of sin. So there is an Above, and +an Earlier Age. When we began it wasn't the beginning, and it won't +be the end when we are ended. Life is a fragment, without beginning +or end! That's why it's so difficult to make head or tail of it. + +LADY (kindly). So difficult. So difficult. Tell me, for instance-- +now we're beyond guilt or innocence--how was it you came to hate +women? + +STRANGER. Let me think! To hate women? Hate them? I never hated +them. On the contrary! Ever since I was eight years old I've always +had some love affair, preferably an innocent one. And I've loved +like a volcano three times! But wait--I've always felt that women +hated me ... and they've always tortured me. + +LADY. How strange! + +STRANGER. Let me think about it a little. ... Perhaps I've been +jealous of my own personality; and been afraid of being influenced +too much. My first love made herself into a sort of governess and +nurse to me. But, of course, there _are_ men who detest children; +who detest women too, if they're superior to them, that is! + +LADY (amiably). But you've called women the enemies of mankind. Did +you mean it? + +STRANGER. Of course I meant it, if I wrote it! For I wrote out of +experience, not theory. ... In woman I sought an angel, who could +lend me wings, and I fell into the arms of an earth-spirit, who +suffocated me under mattresses stuffed with the feathers of wings! +I sought an Ariel and I found a Caliban; when I wanted to rise she +dragged me down; and continually reminded me of the fall. ... + +LADY (kindly). Solomon knew much of women; do you know what he +said? 'I find more bitter than death a woman, whose heart is snares +and nets and her hands as bands; whoso pleaseth God shall escape +from her; but the sinner shall be taken by her.' + +STRANGER. I was never acceptable in God's sight. Was that a +punishment? Perhaps. But I was never acceptable to anyone, and I've +never had a good word addressed to me! Have I never done a good +action? Is it possible for a man never to have done anything good? +(Pause.) It's terrible never to hear any good words about oneself! + +LADY. You've heard them. But when people have spoken well of you, +you've refused to listen, as if it hurt you. + +STRANGER. That's true, now you remind me. But can you explain it? + +LADY. Explain it? You're always asking for explanations of the +inexplicable. 'When I applied my heart to know wisdom ... I beheld +all the work of God, that a man cannot find out that is done under +the sun. Because, though a man labour to seek it out, yet he shall +not find it; yea, further, though a wise man think to know it, yet +shall he not be able to find it!' + +STRANGER. Who says that? + +LADY. The Prophet Ecclesiastes. (She takes a doll out of her +pocket.) This is Mizzi's doll. You see she longs for her little +mistress! How pale she's grown ... and she seems to know where +Mizzi is, for she's always gazing up to heaven, whichever way I +hold her. Look! Her eyes follow the stars as the compass the pole. +She is my compass and always shows me where heaven is. She should, +of course, be dressed in black, because she's in mourning; but +we're so poor. ... Do you know why we never had money? Because God +was angry with us for our sins. 'The righteous suffer no dearth.' + +STRANGER. Where did you learn that? + +LADY. In a book in which everything's written. Everything! (She +wraps the doll up in her cloak.) See, she's beginning to get cold-- +that's because of the cloud up there. ... + +STRANGER. How can you dare to wander up here in the mountains? + +LADY. God is with me; so what have I to fear from human beings? + +STRANGER. Aren't you tormented by those people at the pool? + +LADY (turning towards them). I can't see them. I can't see anything +horrible now. + +STRANGER. Ingeborg! I have made you evil, yet you're on the way to +make me good! It was my dream, you know, to seek redemption through +a woman. You don't believe it! But it's true. In the old days +nothing was of value to me if I couldn't lay it at a woman's feet. +Not as a tribute to an overbearing mistress, ... but as a sacrifice +to the beautiful and good. It was my pleasure to give; but she +wanted to take and not receive: that's why she hated me! When I was +helpless and thought the end was near, a desire grew in me to fall +asleep on a mother's knee, on a tremendous breast where I could +bury my tired head and drink in the tenderness I'd been deprived +of. + +LADY. You had no mother? + +STRANGER. Hardly! And I've never felt any bond between myself and +my father or my brothers and sisters. ... Ingeborg, I was the son +of a servant of whom it is written. 'Drive forth the handmaid with +her son, for this son shall not inherit with the son of peace.' + +LADY. Do you know why Ishmael was driven out? It says just before-- +that he was a scoffer. And then it goes on: 'He will be a wild man, +his hand will be against every man, and every man's hand against +him; and against all his brothers.' + +STRANGER. Is that also written? + +LADY. Oh yes, my child; it's all there! + +STRANGER. All? + +LADY. All. There you'll find answers to all your questions even the +most inquisitive! + +STRANGER. Call me your child, and then I'll love you. ... And if I +love anyone, I long to serve them, to obey them, to let myself be +ill-treated, to suffer and to bear it. + +LADY. You shouldn't love me, but your Creator. + +STRANGER. He's unfriendly--like my father! + +LADY. He is Love itself; and you are Hate. + +STRANGER. You're his daughter; but I'm his cast-out son. + +LADY (coaxingly). Quiet! Be still! + +STRANGER. If you only knew what I've suffered this last week. I +don't know where I am. + +LADY. Where do you think? + +STRANGER. There's a woman in that but who looks at me as if I'd +come to rob her of her last mite. She says nothing--that's the +trouble. But I think it's prayers she mutters, when she sees me. + +LADY. What sort of prayers? + +STRANGER. The sort one whispers behind the backs of those who have +the evil eye or bring misfortune. + +LADY. How strange! Don't you realise that one's sight can be +blinded? + +STRANGER. Yes, of course. But who can do it? + +HOSTESS (coming across to their table). Well, look at that! I +suppose she's your sister? + +STRANGER. Yes. We can say so now. + +HOSTESS (to the LADY). Fancy meeting someone I can speak to at +last! This gentleman's so silent, you see, that one feels at once +one must respect him; particularly as he seems to have had trouble. +But I can say this to his sister, and he shall hear it: that from +the moment he entered the house I felt that I was blessed. I'd been +dogged by misfortune; I'd no lodger, my only cow had died, my +husband was in a home for drunkards and my children had nothing to +eat. I prayed God to send me help from heaven, because I expected +nothing more on earth. Then this gentleman came. And apart from +giving me double what I asked, he brought me good luck--and my +house was blessed. God bless you, good sir! + +STRANGER (getting up excitedly). Silence, woman. That's blasphemy! + +LADY. He won't believe. O God! He won't believe. Look at me! + +STRANGER. When I look at you, I do believe. She's giving me her +blessing! And I, who'm damned, have brought a blessing on her! How +can I believe it? I, of all men! (He falls down by the table and +weeps in his hands.) + +LADY. He's weeping! Tears, rain from heaven, that can soften rocks, +are falling on his stony heart. ... He's weeping! + +HOSTESS. He? Who has a heart of gold! Who's been so open handed and +so good to my children! + +LADY. You hear what she says! + +HOSTESS. There's only one thing about him I don't understand; but I +don't want to say anything unpleasant. ... + +LADY. What is it? + +HOSTESS. Only a trifle; and yet ... + +LADY. Well? + +HOSTESS. He didn't like my dogs. + +LADY. I can't blame him for not caring for an impure beast. I hate +everything animal, in myself and others. I don't hate animals on +that account, for I hate nothing that's created. ... + +STRANGER. Thank you, Ingeborg! + +LADY. You see! I've an eye for your merits, even though you don't +believe it. ... Here comes the Confessor. + +(The CONFESSOR enters.) + +HOSTESS. Then I'll go; for the Confessor has no love for me. + +LADY. The Confessor loves all mankind. + +CONFESSOR (coming forward and speaking to the LADY). You best of +all, my child; for you're goodness itself. Whether you're beautiful +to look at, I can't see; but I know you must be, because you're +good. Yes, you were the bride of my youth, and my spiritual mate; +and you'll always be so, for you gave me what you were never able +to give to others. I've lived your life in my spirit, suffered your +pains, enjoyed your pleasures--pleasure rather, for you'd no others +than what your child gave you. I alone have seen the beauty of your +soul--my friend here has divined it; that's why he felt attracted +to you--but the evil in him was too strong; you had to draw it out +of him into yourself to free him. Then, being evil, you had to +suffer the worst pains of hell for his sake, to bring atonement. +Your work's ended. You can go in peace! + +LADY. Where? + +CONFESSOR. Up there. Where the sun's always shining. + +LADY (rising). Is there a home for me there, too? + +CONFESSOR. There's a home for everyone! I'll show you the way. (He +goes with her into the background. The STRANGER makes a movement.) +You're impatient? You mustn't be! (He goes out. The STRANGER +remains sitting alone. The WORSHIPPERS OF VENUS get up, go towards +him and form a circle round him.) + +STRANGER. What do you want with me? + +WORSHIPPERS. Hail! Father. + +STRANGER (much upset). Why call me that? + +FIRST VOICE. Because we're your children. Your dear ones! + +STRANGER (tries to escape, but is surrounded and cannot). Let me go. +Let me go! + +SECOND VOICE (that of a pale youth). Don't you recognise me, +Father? + +TEMPTER (appearing in the background at the left-hand fork of the +path). Ha! + +STRANGER (to the Second Voice). Who are you? I seem to know your +face. + +SECOND VOICE. I'm Erik--your son! + +STRANGER. Erik! You here? + +SECOND VOICE. Yes. I'm here. + +STRANGER. God have mercy! And you, my boy, forgive me! + +SECOND VOICE. Never! You showed us the way to the sulphur springs! +Is it far to the lake? + +(The STRANGER falls to the ground.) + +TEMPTER. Ha! Jubilate, temptatores! + +VENUS WORSHIPPERS. Sulphur! Sulphur! Sulphur! Mercury! + +TEMPTER (coming forward and touching the STRANGER with his foot). +The worm! You can make him believe whatever you like. That comes +from his unbelievable pride. Does he think he's the mainspring of +the universe, the originator of all evil? This foolish man believes +he taught youth to go in search of Venus; as if youth hadn't done +that long before he was born! His pride's insupportable, and he's +been rash enough to try to botch my work for me. Give him another +greeting, lying Erik! (The SECOND VOICE--that is the youth--bends +over the STRANGER and whispers in his ear.) There were seven deadly +sins; but now there are eight. The eighth I discovered! It's called +despair. For to despair of what is good, and not to hope for +forgiveness, is to call ... (He hesitates before pronouncing the +word God, as if it burnt his lips.) God wicked. That is calumny, +denial, blasphemy. ... Look how he winces! + +STRANGER (rising quickly, and looking the TEMPTER to the eyes). Who +are you? + +TEMPTER. Your brother. Don't we resemble one another? Some of your +features seem to remind me of my portrait. + +STRANGER. Where have I seen it? + +TEMPTER. Almost everywhere! I'm often to be found in churches, +though not amongst the saints. + +STRANGER. I can't remember. ... + +TEMPTER. Is it so long since you've been to church? I'm usually +represented with St. George. (The STRANGER totters and would like +to fly, but cannot.) Michael and I are sometimes to be seen in a +group, in which, to be sure, I don't appear in the most favourable +light; but that can be altered. All can be altered; and one day the +last shall be first. It's just the same in your case. For the +moment, things are going badly with you, but that can be altered +too ... if you've enough intelligence to change your company. +You've had too much to do with skirts, my son. Skirts raise dust, +and dust lies on eyes and breast. ... Come and sit down. We'll have +a chat. ... (He takes the STRANGER jocularly by the ear and leads +him round the table.) Sit down and tremble, young man! (They both +sit down.) Well? What shall we do? Call for wine--and a woman? No! +That's too old a trick, as old as Doctor Faust! Bon! We modern are +in search of mental dissipation. ... So you're on your way to those +holy men up there, who think that they who sleep can't sin; to the +cowardly ones, who've given up the battle of life, because they +were defeated once or twice; to those that bind souls rather than +free them. ... And talking of that! Has any saintly man ever freed +you from the burden of sin? No! Do you know why sin has been +oppressing you for so long? Through renunciation and abstinence, +you've grown so weak that anyone can seize your soul and take +possession of it. Why, they can even do it from a distance! You've +so destroyed your personality that you see with strange eyes, hear +with strange ears and think strange thoughts. In a word you've +murdered your own soul. Just now, didn't you speak well of the +enemies of mankind; of Woman, who made a hell of paradise? You +needn't answer me; I can read your answer in your eyes and hear it +on your lips. You talk of pure love for a woman! That's lust, young +man, lust after a woman, which we have to pay for so dearly. You +say you don't desire her. Then why do you want to be near her? +You'd like to have a friend? Take a male friend, many of them! +You've let them convince you you're no woman hater. But the woman +gave you the right answer; every healthy man's a woman hater, but +can't live without linking himself to his enemy, and so must fight +her! All perverse and unmanly men are admirers of women! How's it +with you now? So you saw those invalids and thought yourself +responsible for their misery? They're tough fellows, you can +believe me; they'll be able to leave here in a few days and go back +to their occupations. Oh yes, lying Erik's a wag! But things have +gone so far with you, that you can't distinguish between your own +and other people's children. Wouldn't it be a great thing to escape +from all this? What do you say? Oh, I could free you ... but I'm no +saint. Now we'll call old Maia. (He whistles between his fingers: +MAIA appears.) Ah, there you are! Well, what are you doing here? +Have you any business with this fellow? + +MAIA. No. He's good and always was; but he'd a terrible wife. + +TEMPTER (to the STRANGER). Listen! You've not heard that yet, have +you? Rather the opposite. She was the good angel, whom you ruined ... +we've all been told that! Now, old Maia, what kind of story is it +he prattles of? He says he was plagued with remorse for seven years +because he owed you money. + +MAIA. He owed me a small sum once; but I got it back from him--and +with good interest--much better than the savings bank would have +given me. It was very good of him--very kind. + +STRANGER (starting up). What's that you said? Is it possible I've +forgotten? + +TEMPTER. Have you the receipt, Maia? If so, give it me. + +MAIA. The gentleman must have the receipt; but I've got the savings +bank book here. He paid the money into it in my name. (She produces +a savings bank book, and hands it to the STRANGER, who looks at +it.) + +STRANGER. Yes, that's quite right. Now I remember. Then why this +seven-year torment, shame and disgrace? Those reproaches during +sleepless nights? Why? Why? Why? + +TEMPTER. Old Maia, you can go now. But first say something nice +about this self-tormentor. Can't you remember any human quality in +this wild beast, whom human beings have baited for years? + +STRANGER (to MAIA). Quiet, don't answer him! (He stops his ears +with his fingers.) + +TEMPTER. Well, Maia? + +MAIA. I know well enough what they say about him, but that refers +to what he writes--and I've not read it for I can't read. Still, no +one need read it, if they don't want to. Anyhow the gentleman's +been very kind. Now he's stopping his ears. I don't know how to +flatter; but I can say this in a whisper. ... (She whispers some +thing to the TEMPTER.) + +TEMPTER. Yes. All human beings who are easily moved are baited +like wild beasts! It's the rule. Good bye, old Maia! + +MAIA. Good-bye, kind gentlemen. (She goes out.) + +STRANGER. Why did I suffer innocently for seven years? + +TEMPTER (pointing upwards with one finger). Ask up there! + +STRANGER. Where I never get an answer! + +TEMPTER. Well, that may be. (Pause.) Do you think _I_ look good? + +STRANGER. I can't say I do. + +TEMPTER. You look extremely wicked, too! Do you know why we look +like that? + +STRANGER. No. + +TEMPTER. The hate and malice of our fellow human beings have +fastened themselves on us. Up there, you know, there are real +saints, who've never done anything wicked themselves, but who +suffer for others, for relations, who've committed unexpiated sins. +Those angels, who've taken the depravity of others on themselves, +really resemble bandits. What do you say to that? + +STRANGER. I don't know who you are; but you're the first to answer +questions that might reconcile me to life. You are. ... + +TEMPTER. Well, say it! + +STRANGER. The deliverer! + +TEMPTER. And therefore. ...? + +STRANGER. Therefore you've been given a vulture. ... But listen, +have you ever thought that there's as good a reason for this as for +everything else? Granted the earth's a prison, on which dangerous +prisoners are confined--is it a good thing to set them free? Is it +right? + +TEMPTER. What a question! I've never really thought about it. Hm! + +STRANGER. And have you ever thought of this: we may be born in +guilt? + +TEMPTER. That's nothing to do with me: I concern myself with the +present. + +STRANGER. Good! Don't you think we're sometimes punished wrongly, +so that we fail to see the logical connection, though it exists? + +TEMPTER. Logic's not missing; but all life's a tissue of offences, +mistakes, errors, that are comparatively blameless owing to human +weakness, but that are punished by the most consistent revenge. +Everything's revenged, even our injudicious actions. Who forgives? +A magnanimous man-sometimes; heavenly justice, never! (A PILGRIM +appears in the background.) See! A penitent! I'd like to know what +wrong he's done. We'll ask him. Welcome to our quiet meadows, +peaceful wanderer! Take your place at the simple table of the +ascetic, at which there are no more temptations. + +PILGRIM. Thank you, fellow traveller in the vale of woe. + +TEMPTER. What kind of woe is yours? + +PILGRIM. None in particular; on the contrary, the hour of +liberation's struck, and I'm going up there to receive absolution. + +STRANGER. Listen, haven't we two met before? + +PILGRIM. I think so, certainly. + +STRANGER. Caesar! You're Caesar! + +PILGRIM. I used to be; but I am no longer. + +TEMPTER. Ha ha! Imperial acquaintance. Really! But tell us, tell us! + +PILGRIM. You shall hear. Now I've a right to speak, for my penance +is at an end. When we met at a certain doctor's house, I was shut +up there as a madman and supposed to be suffering from the illusion +that I was Caesar. Now the Stranger shall hear the truth of the +matter: I never believed it, but I was forced by scruples of +conscience to put a good face on it. ... A friend of mine, a bad +friend, had written proof that I was the victim of a misunderstanding; +but he didn't speak when he should have, and I took his silence as +a request not to speak either-and to suffer. Why did I? Well, in my +youth I was once in great need. I was received as a guest in a +house on an island far out to sea by a man who, in spite of unusual +gifts, had been passed over for promotion--owing to his senseless +pride. This man, by solitary brooding on his lot, had come to hold +quite extraordinary views about himself. I noticed it, but I said +nothing. One day this man's wife told me that he was sometimes +mentally unbalanced; and then thought he was Julius Caesar. For +many years I kept this secret conscientiously, for I'm not +ungrateful by nature. But life's tricky. It happened a few years +later that this Caesar laid rough hands on my most intimate fate. +In anger at this I betrayed the secret of his Caesar mania and made +my erstwhile benefactor such a laughing stock, that his existence +became unbearable to him. And now listen how Nemesis overtakes one! +A year later I wrote a book-I am, you must know, an author who's +not made his name. ... And in this book I described incidents of +family life: how I played with my daughter--she was called Julia, +as Caesar's daughter was--and with my wife, whom we called Caesar's +wife because no one spoke evil of her. ... Well, this recreation, +in which my mother-in-law joined too, cost me dear. When I was +looking through the proofs of my book, I saw the danger and said to +myself: you'll trip yourself up. I wanted to cut it out but, if +you'll believe it, the pen refused, and an inner voice said to me: +let it stand! It did stand! And I fell. + +STRANGER. Why didn't you publish the letter from your friend that +would have explained everything? + +PILGRIM. When the disaster had happened I felt at once that it was +the finger of God, and that I must suffer for my ingratitude. + +STRANGER. And you did suffer? + +PILGRIM. Not at all! I smiled to myself and wouldn't let myself be +put out. And because I accepted my punishment with calmness and +humility God lightened my burden; and I didn't feel myself +ridiculous. + +TEMPTER. That's a strange story; but such things happen. Shall we +move on now? We'll go for an excursion, now we've weathered the +storms. Pull yourself up by the roots, and then we'll climb the +mountain. + +STRANGER. The Confessor told me to wait for him. + +TEMPTER. He'll find you, anyhow! And up here in the village the +court's sitting to-day. A particularly interesting case is to be +tried; and I dare say I'll be called as a witness. Come! + +STRANGER. Well, whether I sit here, or up there, is all the same to +me. + +PILGRIM (to the STRANGER). Who's that? + +STRANGER. I don't know. He looks like an anarchist. + +PILGRIM. Interesting, anyhow! + +STRANGER. He's a sceptical gentleman, who's seen life. + +TEMPTER. Come, children; I'll tell you stories on the way. Come. +Come! + +(They go out towards the background.) + +Curtain. + + + +ACT III + +SCENE I + +TERRACE ON THE MOUNTAIN + +[A Terrace on the mountain on which the Monastery stands. On the +right a rocky cliff and a similar one on the left. In the far +background a bird's-eye view of a river landscape with towns, +villages, ploughed fields and woods; in the very far distance the +sea can be seen. Down stage an apple tree laden with fruit. Under +it a long table with a chair at the end and benches at the sides. +Down stage, right, a corner of the village town hall. A cloud seems +to be hanging immediately over the village.] + +[The MAGISTRATE sits at the end of the table in the capacity of +judge; the assessors on the benches. The ACCUSED MAN is standing on +the right by the MAGISTRATE; the witnesses on the left, amongst +them the TEMPTER. Members of the public, with the PILGRIM and the +STRANGER, are standing here and there not far from the judge's +seat.] + +MAGISTRATE. Is the accused present? + +ACCUSED MAN. Yes. Present. + +MAGISTRATE. This is a very sad story, that's brought trouble and +shame on our small community. Florian Reicher, twenty-three years +old, is accused of shooting at Fritz Schlipitska's affianced wife, +with the clear intention of killing her. It's a case of premeditated +murder, and the provisions of the law are perfectly clear. Has the +accused anything to say in his defence, or can he plead mitigating +circumstances? + +ACCUSED MAN. No. + +TEMPTER. Ho, there! + +MAGISTRATE. Who are you? + +TEMPTER. Counsel for the accused. + +MAGISTRATE. The accused man certainly has a right to the services +of counsel, but in the present case I think the facts are so clear +that the people have reached a certain conclusion; and the murderer +will hardly be able to regain their sympathy. Isn't that so? + +PEOPLE. He's condemned already! + +TEMPTER. Who by? + +PEOPLE. The Law and his own deed. + +TEMPTER. Listen to me! As counsel for the accused I represent him +and take the accusation on myself. I ask permission to address the +court. + +MAGISTRATE. I can't refuse it. + +PEOPLE. Florian's been condemned already. + +TEMPTER. The case must first be heard. (Pause.) I'd reached my +eighteenth year--it's Florian speaking--and my thoughts, as I grew +up under my mother's watchful eye, were pure; and my heart without +deceit, for I'd never seen or heard anything wicked. Then I-- +Florian, that is--met a young girl who seemed to me the most +beautiful creature I'd ever set eyes on in this wicked world, for +she was goodness itself. I offered her my hand, my heart, and my +future. She accepted everything and swore that she'd be true. I was +to serve five years for my Rachel--and I did serve, collecting one +straw after another for the little nest we were going to build. My +whole life was centred on the love of this woman! As I was true to +her myself, I never mistrusted her. By the fifth year I'd built the +hut and collected our household goods ... when I discovered she'd +been playing with me and had deceived me with at least three men. ... + +MAGISTRATE. Have you witnesses? + +BAILIFF. Three valid ones; I'm one of them. + +MAGISTRATE. The bailiff alone will be sufficient. + +TEMPTER. Then I shot her; not out of revenge, but in order to free +myself from the unhealthy thoughts her faithlessness had forced on +me; for when I tried to tear her picture out of my heart, images of +her lovers always rose and crept into my blood, so that at last I +seemed to be living in unlawful relationship with three men--with a +woman as the link between us! + +MAGISTRATE. Well, that was jealousy! + +ACCUSED MAN. Yes, that was jealousy. + +TEMPTER. Yes, jealousy, that feeling for cleanliness, that seeks to +preserve thoughts from pollution by strangers. If I'd been content +to do nothing, if I'd not been jealous, I'd have got into vicious +company, and I didn't want to do that. That's why she had to die so +that my thoughts might be cleansed of deadly sin, which alone is to +be condemned. I've finished. + +PEOPLE. The dead woman's guilty! Her blood's on her own head. + +MAGISTRATE. She's guilty, for she was the cause of the crime. + +(The FATHER of the dead woman steps forward.) + +FATHER. Your Worship, judge of my dead child; and you, countrymen, +let me speak! + +MAGISTRATE. The dead girl's father may speak. + +FATHER. You're accusing a dead girl; and I shall answer. Maria, my +child, has undoubtedly been guilty of a crime and is to blame for +the misdeeds of this man. There's no doubt of it! + +PEOPLE. No doubt! It's she who's guilty! + +FATHER. Permit her father to add a word of explanation, if not of +defence. (Pause.) When she was fifteen, Maria fell into the hands +of a man who seemed to have made it his business to entrap young +girls, much as a bird-catcher traps small birds. He was no seducer, +in the ordinary sense, for he contented himself with binding her +senses and entangling her feelings only to thrust her away and +watch how she suffered with torn wings and a broken heart--tortured +by the agony of love, which is worse than any other agony. For +three years Maria was cared for in an institution for the mentally +deranged. And when she came out again, she was divided, broken into +several pieces--it might be said that she was several persons. She +was an angel and feared God with one side of her spirit; but with +another she was a devil, and reviled all that was holy. I've seen +her go straight from dancing and frenzy to her beloved Florian, and +have heard her, in his presence, speak so differently and so alter +her expression, that I could have sworn she was another being. But +to me she seemed equally sincere in both her shapes. Is she to +blame, or her seducer? + +PEOPLE. She's not to blame! Where is her seducer? + +FATHER. There! + +TEMPTER. Yes. It was I. + +PEOPLE. Stone him! + +MAGISTRATE. The law must run its course. He must be heard. + +TEMPTER. Bon! Then listen, Argives! It was like this. Your humble +servant, born of poor but fairly honourable parents, was from the +beginning one of those strange birds who, in their youth, go in +search of their Creator--but without ever finding him, naturally! +It's more usual for old cuckoos to look for him in their dotage-- +and for good reasons! The urge for this youthful quest was +accompanied by a purity of heart and a modesty that even caused his +nurses to smile--yes, we can laugh now when we hear that this boy +would only change his underclothing in the dark! But even if we're +corrupted by the crudities of life, we're still bound to find +something beautiful in it; and if we're older something touching! +And so we can afford to-day to laugh at his childish innocence. +Scornful laughter, listeners, please. + +MAGISTRATE (seriously). He mistakes his listeners. + +TEMPTER. Then I ought to be ashamed of myself! (Pause.) He became a +youth--your humble servant--and fell into a series of traps that +were laid for his innocence. I'm an old sinner, but I blush at this +moment. ... (He takes of his hat.) Yes, look at me now--when I +think of the insight this young man got into the world of Potiphar's +wives that surrounded him! There wasn't a single woman. ... Really, +I'm ashamed in the name of mankind and the female sex--excuse me, +please. ... There were moments when I didn't believe my eyes, but +thought a devil had blinded my sight. The holiest bands. ... (He +pinches his tongue.) No, quiet! Mankind will feel itself +calumniated! Enough, until my twenty-fifth year I fought the good +fight; and I fell because. ... Well, I was called Joseph, and I +_was_ Joseph! I grew jealous of my virtue, and felt injured by the +glances of a lewd woman. ... And at last, cunningly seduced, I +fell. Then I became a slave of my passions; often and often I sat +by Omphalos and span, until I sank into the deepest degradation and +suffered, suffered, suffered! But in reality it was only my body +that was degraded; my soul lived her own life--her own pure life, I +can say--on her own account. And I raved innocently for pure young +virgins who, it seems, felt the bond that drew us together. +Because, without boasting, I can say they were attracted to me. I +didn't want to overstep the mark, but they did! And when I fled the +danger, their hearts were broken, so they said. In a word, I've +never seduced an innocent girl. I swear it! Am I therefore to blame +for the emotional sorrows of this young woman, who went out of her +mind? On the contrary, mayn't I count it a virtue that I shrank in +horror from the step that brought about her fall? Who'll cast the +first stone at me? No one! Then I mistake my listeners. Indeed, I +thought I might be an object of scorn, if I were to plead here for +my masculine innocence! Now, however, I feel young again; and +there's something for which I'd like to ask mankind's forgiveness. +If it weren't that I happened to see a cynical smile on the lips of +the woman who seduced me when I was young. Come forward, woman, and +look upon your work of destruction. Observe, how the seed has +grown! + +WOMAN (coming forward with dignity and modesty). It was I! Let me +be heard, and let me tell the simple story of my seduction. +(Pause.) Luckily my seducer is here, too. ... + +MAGISTRATE. Friends! I must break off the proceedings; otherwise +we'll get back to Eve in Paradise. + +TEMPTER. Who was Adam's seducer! That's just where we want to get +back to. Eve! Come forward, Eve. Eve! (He waves his cloak in the +air. The trunk of the tree becomes transparent and EVE appears, +wrapped in her hair and with a girdle about her loins.) Now, Mother +Eve, it was you who seduced our father. You are the accused: what +have you to say in your defence? + +EVE (simply and with dignity). The serpent tempted me! + +TEMPTER. Well answered! Eve has proved her innocence. The serpent! +Let the serpent come forward. (EVE disappears.) The serpent! (The +serpent appears in the tree trunk.) Here you can see the seducer of +us all. Now, serpent, who was it that beguiled you? + +ALL (terrified). Silence! Blasphemer! + +TEMPTER. Answer, serpent! (Lightning and a clap of thunder; all +flee, except the TEMPTER, who has fallen to the ground, and the +PILGRIM, the STRANGER and the LADY. The TEMPTER begins to recover; +he then gets up and sits down in an attitude that recalls the +classical statue 'The Polisher,' or 'The Slave.') Causa finalis, or +the first cause--you can't discover that! For if the serpent's to +blame, then we're comparatively innocent--but mankind mustn't be +told that! The Accused, however, seems to have got out of this +business! And the Court of justice has dissolved like smoke! Judge +not. Judge not, O Judges! + +LADY (to the STRANGER). Come with me. + +STRANGER. But I'd like to listen to this man. + +LADY. Why? He's like a small child, putting all those questions +that can't be answered. You know how little children ask about +everything. 'Papa, why does the sun rise in the east?' You know the +answer? + +STRANGER. Hm! + +LADY. Or: 'Mama, who made God?' You think that profound? Well, come +with me. + +STRANGER (fighting his admiration for the TEMPTER). But that about +Eve was new. ... + +LADY. Not at all. I learnt it in my Bible history, when I was +eight. And that we inherit the debts of our fathers is part of the +law of the land. Come, my son. + +TEMPTER (rising, shaking his limbs and climbing up the rocky wall +to the right with a limp). Come, I'll show you the world you think +you know, but don't. + +LADY (climbing up the rocky wall to the left). Come with me, my +son, and I'll show you God's beautiful world, as I've come to see +it, since the tears of sorrow washed the dust from my eyes. Come +with me! + +(The STRANGER stands irresolute between them.) + +TEMPTER (to the LADY). And how have you seen the world through your +tears? Like meadow banks reflected in troubled water! A chaos of +curved lines in which the trees seemed to be standing on their +heads. (To the STRANGER.) No, my son, with my field-glasses, dried +in the fire of hate--with my telescope I can see everything as it +is. Clear and sharp, precisely as it is. + +LADY. What do you know of things, my son? You can never see the +thing itself, only its picture; and the picture is illusion and not +the thing. So you argue about pictures and illusions. + +TEMPTER. Listen to her! A little philosopher in skirts. By Jupiter +Chronos, such a disputation in this giant amphitheatre of the +mountains demands a proper audience. Hullo! + +LADY. I have mine here: my friend, my husband, my child! If he'll +only listen to me, good; all will be well with me, and him. Come to +me, my friend, for this is the way. This is the mountain Gerizim, +where blessings are given. And that is Ebal, where they curse. + +TEMPTER. Yes, this is Ebal, where they curse. 'Cursed be the earth, +woman, for thy sake; in sorrow shalt thou bring forth children; and +thy desire shall be to thy husband, and he shall rule over thee.' +And then to the man this: 'Cursed is the ground for thy sake, +thorns and thistle shall it bring forth to thee, and in the sweat +of thy brow shalt thou labour!' So spoke the Lord, not I! + +LADY. 'And God. blessed the first pair; and He blessed the seventh +day, on which He had completed His work--and the work was good.' +But you, and we, have made it something evil, and that is why. ... +But he who obeys the commandments of the Lord dwells on Gerizim, +where blessings are given. Thus saith the Lord. 'Blessed shalt thou +be in the city, and blessed shalt thou be in the field. Blessed +shall be thy basket and thy store. Blessed shalt thou be when thou +comest in, and blessed when thou goest out. And the Lord shall give +rain unto thy land in his season to increase thy harvest, and thy +children shall flourish. And the Lord shall make thee plenteous in +goods, to lend to the peoples, and never to borrow. And the Lord +will bless all the work of thy hand, if thou shalt keep the +commandments of the Lord thy God!' (Pause.) So come, my friend, and +lay your hand in mine. (She falls on her knees with clasped hands.) +I beg you, by the love that once united us, by the memory of the +child that drew us together; by the strength of a mother's love--a +mother's--for so have I loved you, erring child, whom I've sought +in the dark places of the wood and whom at last I've found, hungry +and withered for want of love! Come back to me, prodigal one; and +bury your tired head on my heart, where you rested before ever you +saw the light of the sun. (A change comes over her during this +speech; her clothing falls from her and she is seen to have changed +into a white-robed woman with her hair let down and with a full +maternal bosom.) + +STRANGER. Mother! + +LADY. Yes, my child, your mother! In life I could never caress you-- +the will of higher powers denied it me. Why that was I don't dare +to ask. + +STRANGER. But my mother's dead? + +LADY. She was; but the dead aren't dead, and maternal love can +conquer death. Didn't you know that? Come, my child, I'll repay +where I have been to blame. I'll rock you to sleep on my knees. +I'll wash you clean from the ... (She omits the word she cannot +bring herself to utter) of hate and sin. I'll comb your hair, +matted with the sweat of fear; and air a pure white sheet for you +at the fire of a home--a home you've never had, you who've known no +peace, you homeless one, son of Hagar, the serving woman, born of a +slave, against whom every man's hand was raised. The ploughmen +ploughed your back and seared deep furrows there. Come, I'll heal +your wounds, and suffer your sorrows. Come! + +STRANGER (who has been weeping so violently that his whole body has +been trembling, now goes to the cliff on the left where the MOTHER +stands with open arms.) I'm coming! + +TEMPTER. I can do nothing now. But one day we shall meet again! (He +disappears behind the cliff.) + +Curtain. + + +SCENE II + +ROCKY LANDSCAPE ON THE MOUNTAIN + +[Higher up the mountain; among the clouds a rocky landscape with a +bog round it. The MOTHER on a rock, climbing until she disappears +into the cloud. The STRANGER stops, bewildered.] + +STRANGER. Oh, Mother, Mother! Why are you leaving me? At the very +moment when my loveliest dream was on the point of fulfilment! + +TEMPTER (coming forward). What have you been dreaming? Tell me! + +STRANGER. My dearest hope, most secret desire and last prayer! +Reconciliation with mankind, through a woman. + +TEMPTER. Through a woman who taught you to hate. + +STRANGER. Yes, because she bound me to earth--like the round shot a +slave drags on his foot, so that he can't escape. + +TEMPTER. You talk of woman. Always woman. + +STRANGER. Yes. Woman. The beginning and the end--for us men anyhow. +In relationship to one another they are nothing. + +TEMPTER. So that's it; nothing in themselves; but everything for +us, through us! Our honour and our shame; our greatest joy, our +deepest pain; our redemption and our fall; our wages and our +punishment; our strength and our weakness. + +STRANGER. Our shame! You've said so. Explain this riddle to me, you +who're wise. Whenever I appeared in public arm in arm with a woman, +my wife, who was beautiful and whom I adored, I felt ashamed of my +own weakness. Explain that riddle to me. + +TEMPTER. You felt ashamed? I don't know why. + +STRANGER. Can't you answer? You, of all men? + +TEMPTER. No, I can't. But I too always suffered when I was with my +wife in company, because I felt she was being soiled by men's +glances, and I through her. + +STRANGER. And when she did the shameful deed, you were dishonoured. +Why? + +TEMPTER. The Eve of the Greeks was called Pandora, and Zeus created +her out of wickedness, in order to torture men and master them. As +a wedding gift she received a box, containing all the unhappiness +of the world. Perhaps the riddle of this sphinx can more easily be +guessed, if it's seen from. Olympus, rather than from the pleasure +garden of Paradise. Its full meaning will never be known to us. +Though I'm as able as you. (Pause.) And, by the way, I can still +enjoy the greatest pleasure creation ever offered! Go you and do +likewise! + +STRANGER. You mean Satan's greatest illusion! For the woman who +seems most beautiful to me, can seem horrible to others! Even for +me, when she's angry, she can be uglier than any other woman. Then +what is beauty? + +TEMPTER. A semblance, a reflection of your own goodness! (He puts +his hand over his mouth.) Curses on it! I let it out that time. And +now the devil's loose. ... + +STRANGER. Devil? Yes. But if she's a devil, how can a devil make me +desire virtue and goodness? For that's what happened to me when I +first saw her beauty; I was seized with a longing to be like her, +and so to be worthy of her. To begin with I tried to be by taking +exercise, having baths, using cosmetics and wearing good clothes; +but I only made myself ridiculous. Then I began from within; I +accustomed myself to thinking good thoughts, speaking well of +people and acting nobly! And one day, when my outward form had +moulded itself on the soul within, I became her likeness, as she +said. And it was she who first uttered those wonderful words: I +love you! How can a devil ennoble us; how can a spirit of hell fill +us with goodness; how ...? No, she was an angel! A fallen angel, of +course, and her love a broken ray of that great light--that great +eternal light--that warms and loves. ... That loves. ... + +TEMPTER. What, old friend, must we stand here like two youths and +spell out the riddles of love? + +CONFESSOR (coming in). What's this chatterer saying? He's talked +away his whole life; and never done anything. + +TEMPTER. I wanted to be a priest, but had no vocation. + +CONFESSOR. Whilst you're waiting for it, help me to find a drunkard +who's drowned himself in the bog. It must be near here, because +I've been following his tracks till now. + +TEMPTER. Then it's the man lying beneath that brushwood there. + +CONFESSOR (picking up some twigs, and disclosing a fully clothed +corpse, with a white, young face.) Yes, it is! (He grows pensive as +he looks at the dead man.) + +TEMPTER. Who was he? + +CONFESSOR. It's extraordinary! + +TEMPTER. He must have been a good-looking man. And quite young. + +CONFESSOR. Oh no. He was fifty-four. And when I saw him a week ago, +he looked like sixty-four. His eyes were as yellow as the slime of +a garden snail and bloodshot from drunkenness; but also because +he'd shed tears of blood over his vices and misery. His face was +brown and swollen like a piece of liver on a butcher's table, and +he hid himself from men's eyes out of shame--up to the end he seems +to have been ashamed of the broken mirror of his soul, for he +covered his face with brushwood. I saw him fighting his vices; I +saw him praying to God on his knees for deliverance, after he'd +been dismissed from his post as a teacher. ... But ... Well, now +he's been delivered. And look, now the evil's been taken from him, +the good and beautiful that was in him has again become apparent; +that's what he looked like when he was nineteen! (Pause.) This is +sin--imposed as a punishment. Why? That we don't know. 'He who +hateth the righteous, shall himself be guilty!' So it is written, +as an indication. I knew him when he was young! And now I remember ... +he was always very angry with those who never drank. He criticised +and condemned, and always set his cult of the grape on the altar of +earthly joys! Now he's been set free. Free from sin, from shame, +from ugliness. Yes, in death he looks beautiful. Death is the +deliverer! (To the STRANGER.) Do you hear that, Deliverer, you who +couldn't even free a drunkard from his evil passions! + +TEMPTER. Crime as punishment? That's not so bad. Most penetrating! + +CONFESSOR. So I think. You'll have new matter for argument. + +TEMPTER. Now I'll leave you gentlemen for a while. But soon we'll +meet again. (He goes out.) + +CONFESSOR. I saw you just now with a woman! So there are still +temptations? + +STRANGER. Not the kind you mean. + +CONFESSOR. Then what kind? + +STRANGER. I could still imagine a reconciliation between mankind +and woman--through woman herself! And indeed, through that woman +who was my wife and has now become what I once held her to be +having been purified and lifted up by sorrow and need. But ... + +CONFESSOR. But what? + +STRANGER. Experience teaches; the nearer, the further off: the +further from one another, the nearer one can be. + +CONFESSOR. I've always known that--it was known by Dante, who all +his life possessed the soul of Beatrice; and Beethoven, who was +united from afar with Therese von Brunswick, knew it, though she +was the wife of another! + +STRANGER. And yet! Happiness is only to be found in her company. + +CONFESSOR. Then stay with her. + +STRANGER. You're forgetting one thing: we're divorced. + +CONFESSOR. Good! Then you can begin a new marriage. And it'll +promise all the more, because both of you are new people. + +STRANGER. Do you think anyone would marry us? + +CONFESSOR. I, for instance? That's asking too much. + +STRANGER. Yes. I'd forgotten! But I daresay someone could be found. +It's another thing to get a home together. ... + +CONFESSOR. You're sometimes lucky, even if you won't see it. +There's a small house down there by the river; it's quite new and +the owner's never even seen it. He was an Englishman who wanted to +marry; but at the last moment _she_ broke off the engagement. It +was built by his secretary, and neither of the engaged couple ever +set eyes on it. It's quite intact, you see! + +STRANGER. IS it to let? + +CONFESSOR. Yes. + +STRANGER. Then I'll risk it. And I'll try to begin life all over +again. + +CONFESSOR. Then you'll go down? + +STRANGER. Out of the clouds. Below the sun's shining, and up here +the air's a little thin. + +CONFESSOR. Good! Then we must part--for a time. + +STRANGER. Where are you going? + +CONFESSOR. Up. + +STRANGER. And I down; to the earth, the mother with the soft bosom +and warm lap. ... + +CONFESSOR. Until you long once more for what's hard as stone, as +cold and as white ... Farewell! Greetings to those below! + +(Each of them goes of in the direction he has chosen.) + +Curtain. + + +SCENE III + +A SMALL HOUSE ON THE MOUNTAIN + +[A pleasant, panelled dining-room, with a tiled stove of majolica. +On the dining-table, which is in the middle of the room, stand +vases filled with flowers; also two candelabra with many lighted +candles. A large carved sideboard on the left. On the right, two +windows. At the back, two doors; that on the left is open and gives +a view of the drawing-room, belonging to the lady of the house, +which is furnished in light green and mahogany, and has a standard +lamp of brass with a large, lemon-coloured lampshade, which is lit. +The door on the right is closed. On the left behind the sideboard +the entrance from the hall.] + +[From the left the STRANGER enters, dressed as a bridegroom; and +the LADY, dressed as a bride; both radiant with youth and beauty.] + +STRANGER. Welcome to my house, beloved; to your home and mine, my +bride; to your dwelling-place, my wife! + +LADY. I'm grateful, dear friend! It's like a fairy tale! + +STRANGER. Yes, it is. A whole book of fairy tales, my dear, written +by me. + +(They sit down on either side of the table.) + +LADY. Is this real? It seems too lovely to me. + +STRANGER. I've never seen you look so young, so beautiful. + +LADY. It's your own eyes. ... + +STRANGER. Yes, my own eyes that have learnt to see. And your +goodness taught them. ... + +LADY. Which itself was taught by sorrow. + +STRANGER. Ingeborg! + +LADY. It's the first time you've called me by that name. + +STRANGER. The first? I've never met Ingeborg; I've never known you, +as you are, sitting here in our home! Home! An enchanting word. An +enchanting thing I've never yet possessed. A home and a wife! You +are my first, my only one; for what once happened exists no longer-- +no more than the hour that's past! + +LADY. Orpheus! Your song has made these dead stones live. Make life +sing in me! + +STRANGER. Eurydice, whom I rescued from the underworld! I'll love +you to life again; revivify you with my imagination. Now happiness +will come to us, for we know the dangers to avoid. + +LADY. The dangers, yes! It's lovely in this house. It seems as if +these rooms were full of invisible guests, who've come to welcome +us. Kind spirits, who'll bless us and our home. + +STRANGER. The candle flames are still, as if in prayer. The flowers +are pensive. ... And yet! + +LADY. Hush! The summer night's outside, warm and dark. And stars +hang in the sky; large and tearful in the fir trees, like Christmas +candles. This is happiness. Hold it fast! + +STRANGER (still thinking). And yet! + +LADY. Hush! + +STRANGER (getting up). A poem's coming: I can hear it. It's for you. + +LADY. Don't tell it me. I can see it--in your eyes. + +STRANGER. For I read it in yours! Well, I couldn't repeat it, +because it has no words. Only scent, and colour. If I were to, I +should destroy it. What's unborn is always most beautiful. What's +unwon, most dear! + +LADY. Quiet. Or, our guests will leave us. + +(They do not speak.) + +STRANGER. This _is_ happiness--but I can't grasp it. + +LADY. See it and breath it; for it can't be grasped. + +(They do not speak.) + +STRANGER. You're looking at your little room. + +LADY. It's as bright green as a summer meadow. There's someone in +there. Several people! + +STRANGER. Only my thoughts. + +LADY. Your good, your beautiful thoughts. ... + +STRANGER. Given me by you. + +LADY. Had I anything to give you? + +STRANGER. You? Everything! But up to now my hands have not been +free to take it. Not clean enough to stroke your little heart. ... + +LADY. Beloved! The time for reconciliation's coming. + +STRANGER. With mankind, and woman--through a woman? Yes, that time +has come; and blessed may you be amongst women. + +(The candles and lamps go out; it grows dark in the dining-room; +but a weak ray of light can be seen, coming from the brass standard +lamp in the LADY's room.) + +LADY. Why's it grown dark? Oh! + +STRANGER. Where are you, beloved? Give me your hand. I'm afraid! + +LADY. Here, dearest. + +STRANGER. The little hand, held out to me in the darkness, that's +led me over stones and thorns. That little, soft, dear hand! Lead +me into the light, into your bright, warm room; fresh green like +hope. + +LADY (leading him towards the pale-green room). Are you afraid? + +STRANGER. You're a white dove, with whom the startled eagle finds +sanctuary, when heaven's thunder clouds grow black, for the dove +has no fear. She has not provoked the thunders of heaven! + +(They have reached the doorway leading to the other room, when the +curtain falls.) + +*** + +[The same room; but the table has been cleared. The LADY is sitting +at it, doing nothing. She seems bored. On the right, down stage, a +window is open. It is still. The STRANGER comes in, with a piece of +paper in his hand.] + +STRANGER. Now you shall hear it. + +LADY (acquiescing absent-mindedly). Finished already? + +STRANGER. Already? Do you mean that seriously? I've taken seven +days to write this little poem. (Silence.) Perhaps it'll bore you +to hear it? + +LADY (drily). No. Certainly not. (The STRANGER sits down at the +table and looks at the LADY.) Why are you looking at me? + +STRANGER. I'd like to see your thoughts. + +LADY. But you've heard them. + +STRANGER. That's nothing; I want to see them! (Pause.) What one +says is mostly worthless. (Pause.) May I read them? No, I see I +mayn't. You want nothing more from me. (The LADY makes a gesture as +if she were going to speak.) Your face tells me enough. Now you've +sucked me dry, eaten me hollow, killed my ego, my personality. To +that I answer: how, my beloved? Have _I_ killed your ego, when I +wanted to give you the whole of mine; when I let you skim the cream +off my bowl, that I'd filled with all the experience of along life, +with incursions into the deserts and groves of knowledge and art? + +LADY. I don't deny it, but my ego wasn't my own. + +STRANGER. Not yours? Then what is? Something that belongs to +others? + +LADY. Is yours something that belongs to others too? + +STRANGER. No. What I've experienced is my own, mine and no other's. +What I've read becomes mine, because I've broken it in two like +glass, melted it down, and from this substance blown new glass in +novel forms. + +LADY. But I can never be yours. + +STRANGER. I've become yours. + +LADY. What have you got from me? + +STRANGER. How can you ask me that? + +LADY. All the same--I'm not sure that you think it, though I feel +you feel it--you wish me far away. + +STRANGER. I must be a certain distance from you, if I'm to see you. +Now you're within the focus, and your image is unclear. + +LADY. The nearer, the farther off! + +STRANGER. Yes. When we part, we long for one another; and when we +meet again, we long to part. + +LADY. Do you really think we love each other? + +STRANGER. Yes. Not like ordinary people, but unusual ones. We +resemble two drops of water, that fear to get close together, in +case they should cease to be two and become one. + +LADY. This time we knew the dangers and wanted to avoid them. But +it seems that they can't be avoided. + +STRANGER. Perhaps they weren't dangers, but rude necessities; laws +inscribed in the councils of the immortals. (Silence.) Your love +always seemed to have the effect of hate. When you made me happy, +you envied the happiness you'd given me. And when you saw I was +unhappy, you loved me. + +LADY. Do you want me to leave you? + +STRANGER. If you do, I shall die. + +LADY. And, if I stay, it's I who'll die. + +STRANGER. Then let's die together and live out our love in a higher +life; our love, that doesn't seem to be of this world. Let's live +it out in another planet, where there's no nearness and no +distance, where two are one; where number, time and space are no +longer what they are in this. + +LADY. I'd like to die, yet I don't want to. I think I must be dead +already. + +STRANGER. The air up here's too strong. + +LADY. You can't love me if you speak like that. + +STRANGER. To be frank, there are moments when you don't exist for +me. But in others I feel your hatred like suffocating smoke. + +LADY. And I feel my heart creeping from my breast, when you are +angry with me. + +STRANGER. Then we must hate one other. + +LADY. And love one another too. + +STRANGER. And hate because we love. We hate each other, because +we're bound together. We hate the bond, we hate our love; we hate +what is most loveable, what is the bitterest, the best this life +can offer. We've come to an end! + +LADY. Yes. + +STRANGER. What a joke life is, if you take it seriously. And how +serious, if you take it as a joke! You wanted to lead me by the +hand towards the light; your easier fate was to make mine easier +too. I wanted to raise you above the bogs and quicksands; but you +longed for the lower regions, and wanted to convince me they were +the upper ones. I ask myself if it's possible that you took what +was wicked from me, when I was freed from it; and that what was +good in you entered into me? If I've made you wicked I ask your +pardon, and I kiss your little hand, that caressed and scratched me ... +the little hand that led me into the darkness ... and on the long +journey to Damascus. ... + +LADY. To a parting? (Silence.) Yes, a parting! + +(The LADY goes on her way. The STRANGER falls on to a chair by the +table. The TEMPTER puts his head in at the window, and rests +himself on his elbows whilst he smokes a cigarette.) + +TEMPTER. Ah, yes! C'est l'amour! The most mysterious of all +mysteries, the most inexplicable of all that can't be explained, +the most precarious of all that's insecure. + +STRANGER. So you're here? + +TEMPTER. I'm always everywhere, where it smells of quarrels. And in +love affairs there are always quarrels. + +STRANGER. Always? + +TEMPTER. Always! I was invited to a silver wedding yesterday. +Twenty-five years are no trifle--and for twenty-five years they'd +been quarrelling. The whole love affair had been one long shindy, +with many little ones in between! And yet they loved one another, +and were grateful for all the good that had come to them; the evil +was forgotten, wiped out--for a moment's happiness is worth ten +days of blows and pinpricks. Oh yes! Those who won't accept evil +never get anything good. The rind's very bitter, though the +kernel's sweet. + +STRANGER. But very small. + +TEMPTER. It may be small, but it's good! (Pause.) Tell me, why did +your madonna go her way? No answer; because he doesn't know! Now +we'll have to let the hotel again. Here's a board. I'll hang it out +at once. 'To Let.' One comes, another goes! C'est la vie, quoi? +Rooms for Travellers! + +STRANGER. Have you ever been married? + +TEMPTER. Oh yes. Of course. + +STRANGER. Then why did you part? + +TEMPTER. Chiefly--perhaps it's a peculiarity of mine--chiefly +because--well, you know, a man marries to get a home, to get into a +home; and a woman to get out of one. She wanted to get out, and I +wanted to get in! I was so made that I couldn't take her into +company, because I felt as if she were soiled by men's glances. And +in company, my splendid, wonderful wife turned into a little +grimacing monkey I couldn't bear the sight of. So I stayed at home; +and then, she stayed away. And when I met her again, she'd changed +into someone else. She, my pure white notepaper, was scribbled all +over; her clear and lovely features changed in imitation of the +satyr-like looks of strange men. I could see miniature photographs +of bull-fighters and guardsmen in her eyes, and hear the strange +accents of strange men in her voice. On our grand piano, on which +only the harmonies of the great masters used to be heard, she now +played the cabaret songs of strange men; and on our table there lay +nothing but the favourite reading of strange men. In a word, my +whole existence was on the way to becoming an intellectual +concubinage with strange men--and that was contrary to my nature, +which has always longed for women! And--I need hardly say this--the +tastes of these strange men were always the reverse of mine. She +developed a real genius for discovering things I detested! That's +what she called 'saving her personality.' Can you understand that? + +STRANGER. I can; but I won't attempt to explain it. + +TEMPTER. Yet this woman maintained she loved me, and that I didn't +love her. But I loved her so much I didn't want to speak to any +other human being; because I feared to be untrue to her if I found +pleasure in the company of others, even if they were men. I'd +married for feminine society; and in order to enjoy it I'd left my +friends. I'd married in order to find company, but what I got was +complete solitude! And I was supporting house and home, in order to +provide strange men with feminine companionship. _C'est l'amour_, +my friend! + +STRANGER. You should never talk about your wife. + +TEMPTER. No! For if you speak well of her, people will laugh; and +if you speak ill, all their sympathy will go out to her; and if, in +the first instance, you ask why they laugh, you get no answer. + +STRANGER. No. You can never find out who you've married. Never get +hold of her--it seems she's no one. Tell me--what is woman? + +TEMPTER. I don't know! Perhaps a larva or a chrysalis, out of whose +trance-like life a man one day will be created. She seems a child, +but isn't one; she is a sort of child, and yet not like one. Drags +downward, when the man pulls up. Drags upward, when the man pulls +down. + +STRANGER. She always wants to disagree with her husband; always has +a lot of sympathy for what he dislikes; is crudest beneath the +greatest superficial refinement; the wickedest amongst the best. +And yet, whenever I've been in love, I've always grown more +sensitive to the refinements of civilisation. + +TEMPTER. You, I dare say. What about her? + +STRANGER. Oh, whilst our love was growing _she_ was always +developing backwards. And getting cruder and more wicked. + +TEMPTER. Can you explain that? + +STRANGER. No. But once, when I was trying to find the solution to +the riddle by disagreeing with myself, I took it that she absorbed +my evil and I her good. + +TEMPTER. Do you think woman's particularly false? + +STRANGER. Yes and no. She seeks to hide her weakness but that only +means that she's ambitious and has a sense of shame. Only whores +are honest, and therefore cynical. + +TEMPTER. Tell me some more about her that's good. + +STRANGER. I once had a woman friend. She soon noticed that when I +drank I looked uglier than usual; so she begged me not to. I +remember one night we'd been talking in a cafe for many hours. When +it was nearly ten o'clock, she begged me to go home and not to +drink any more. We parted, after we'd said goodnight. A few days +later I heard she'd left me only to go to a large party, where she +drank till morning. Well, I said, as in those days I looked for all +that was good in women, she meant well by me, but had to pollute +herself for business reasons. + +TEMPTER. That's well thought out; and, as a view, can be defended. +She wanted to make you better than herself, higher and purer, so +that she could look up to you! But you can find an equally good +explanation for that. A wife's always angry and out of humour with +her husband; and the husband's always kind and grateful to his +wife. He does all he can to make things easy for her, and she does +all she can to torture him. + +STRANGER. That's not true. Of course it may sometimes appear to be +so. I once had a woman friend who shifted all the defects that she +had on to me. For instance, she was very much in love with herself, +and therefore called me the most egoistical of men. She drank, and +called me a drunkard; she rarely changed her linen and said I was +dirty; she was jealous, even of my men friends, and called me +Othello. She was masterful and called me Nero. Niggardly and called +me Harpagon. + +TEMPTER. Why didn't you answer her? + +STRANGER. You know why very well! If I'd made clear to her what she +really was, I'd have lost her favour that moment--and it was +precisely her favour I wanted to keep. + +TEMPTER. _A tout prix_! Yes, that's the source of degradation! You +grow accustomed to holding your tongue, and at last find yourself +caught in a tissue of falsehoods. + +STRANGER. Wait! Don't you agree that married people so mix their +personalities that they can no longer distinguish between meum and +tuum, no longer remain separate from one another, or cannot tell +their own weaknesses from those of the other. My jealous friend, +who called me Othello, took me for herself, identified me with +herself. + +TEMPTER. That sounds conceivable. + +STRANGER. You see! You can often explain most if you don't ask +who's to blame. For when married people begin to differ, it's like +a realm divided against itself, and that's the worst kind of +disharmony. + +TEMPTER. There are moments when I think a woman cannot love a man. + +STRANGER. Perhaps not. To love is an active verb and woman's a +passive noun. He loves and she is loved; he asks questions and she +merely answers. + +TEMPTER. Then what is woman's love? + +STRANGER. The man's. + +TEMPTER. Well said. And therefore when the man ceases to love her, +she severs herself from him! + +STRANGER. And then? + +TEMPTER. 'Sh! Someone's coming. Perhaps to take the house! + +STRANGER. A woman or a man? + +TEMPTER. A woman! And a man. But he's waiting outside. Now he's +turned and is going into the wood. Interesting! + +STRANGER. Who is it? + +TEMPTER. You can see for yourself. + +STRANGER (looking out of the window). It's she! My first wife! My +first love! + +TEMPTER. It seems she's left her second husband recently ... and +arrived here with number three; who, if one can judge by certain +movements of his back and calves, is escaping from a stormy scene. +Oh, well! But she didn't notice his spiteful intentions. Very +interesting! I'll go out and listen. + +(He disappears. The WOMAN knocks.) + +STRANGER. Come in! + +(The WOMAN comes in. There is a silence.) + +WOMAN (excitedly). I only came here because the house was to let. + +STRANGER. Oh! + +WOMAN (slowly). Had I known who wanted to let it, I shouldn't have +come. + +STRANGER. What does it matter? + +WOMAN. May I sit down a moment? I'm tired. + +STRANGER. Please do. (They sit down at the table opposite one +another, in the seats occupied by the STRANGER and the LADY in the +first scene.) It's a long time since we've sat facing one another +like this. + +WOMAN. With flowers and lights on the table. One night ... + +STRANGER. When I was dressed as a bridegroom and you as a bride ... + +WOMAN. And the candle flames were still as in prayer and the +flowers pensive. ... + +STRANGER. Is your husband outside? + +WOMAN. No. + +STRANGER. You're still seeking ... what doesn't exist? + +WOMAN. Doesn't it? + +STRANGER. No. I always told you so, but you wouldn't believe me; +you wanted to find out for yourself. Have you found out now? + +WOMAN. Not yet. + +STRANGER. Why did you leave your husband? (The WOMAN doesn't +reply.) Did he beat you? + +WOMAN. Yes. + +STRANGER. How did he come to forget himself so far? + +WOMAN. He was angry. + +STRANGER. What about? + +WOMAN. Nothing. + +STRANGER. Why was he angry about nothing? + +WOMAN (rising). No, thank you! I won't sit here and be picked to +pieces. Where's your wife? + +STRANGER. She left me just now. + +WOMAN. Why? + +STRANGER. Why did you leave me? + +WOMAN. I felt you wanted to leave me; so, not to be deserted, I +went myself. + +STRANGER. I dare say that's true. But how could you read my +thoughts? + +WOMAN (sitting down again). What? We didn't need to speak in order +to know one another's thoughts. + +STRANGER. We made a mistake when we were living together, because +we accused each other of wicked thoughts before they'd become +actions; and lived in mental reservations instead of realities. For +instance, I once noticed how you enjoyed the defiling gaze of a +strange man, and I accused you of unfaithfulness. + +WOMAN. You were wrong to do so, and right. Because my thoughts were +sinful. + +STRANGER. Don't you think my habit of 'anticipating you' prevented +your bad designs from being put in practice? + +WOMAN. Let me think! Yes, perhaps it did. But I was annoyed to find +a spy always at my side, watching my inmost self, that was my own. + +STRANGER. But it wasn't your own: it was ours! + +WOMAN. Yes, but I held it to be mine, and believed you'd no right +to force your way in. When you did so I hated you; I said you were +abnormally suspicious out of self-defence. Now I can admit that +your suspicions were never wrong; that they were, in fact, the +purest wisdom. + +STRANGER. Oh! Do you know that, at night, when we'd said good-night +as friends and gone to sleep, I used to wake and feel your hatred +poisoning me; and think of getting out of bed so as not to be +suffocated. One night I woke and felt a pressure on the top of my +head. I saw you were awake and had put your hand close to my mouth. +I thought you were making me inhale poison from a phial; and, to +make sure, I seized your hand. + +WOMAN. I remember. + +STRANGER. What did you do then? + +WOMAN. Nothing. Only hated you. + +STRANGER. Why? + +WOMAN. Because you were my husband. Because I ate your bread. + +STRANGER. Do you think it's always the same? + +WOMAN. I don't know. I suspect it is. + +STRANGER. But sometimes you've even despised me? + +WOMAN. Yes, when you were ridiculous. A man in love is always +ridiculous. Do you know what a cox-comb is? That's what a lover's +like. + +STRANGER. But if any man who loves you is ridiculous, how can you +respond to his love? + +WOMAN. We don't! We submit to it, and search for another man who +doesn't love us. + +STRANGER. But if he, in turn, begins to love you, do you look for a +third? + +WOMAN. Perhaps it's like that. + +STRANGER. Very strange. (There is a silence.) I remember you were +always dreaming of someone you called your Toreador, which I +translated by 'horse butcher.' You eventually got him, but he gave +you no children, and no bread; only beatings! A toreador's always +fighting. (Silence.) Once I let myself be tempted into trying to +compete with the toreador. I started to bicycle and fence and do +other things of the kind. But you only began to detest me for it. +That means that the husband mayn't do what the lover may. Later you +had a passion for page boys. One of them used to sit on the +Brussels carpet and read you bad verses. ... My good ones were of +no use to you. Did you get your page boy? + +WOMAN. Yes. But his verses weren't bad, really. + +STRANGER. Oh yes, they were, my dear. I know him! He stole my +rhythms and set them for the barrel organ. + +WOMAN (rising and going to the door.) You should be ashamed of +yourself. + +(The TEMPTER conies in, holding a letter in his hand.) + +TEMPTER. Here's a letter. It's for you. (The WOMAN takes it, reads +it and falls into a chair.) A farewell note! Oh, well! All +beginnings are hard--in love affairs. And those who lack the +patience to surmount initial difficulties--lose the golden fruit. +Pages are always impatient. Unknown youth, have you had enough? + +STRANGER (rising and picking up his hat). My poor Anna! + +WOMAN. Don't leave me. + +STRANGER. I must. + +WOMAN. Don't go. You were the best of them all. + +TEMPTER. Do you want to begin again from the beginning? That would +be a sure way to make an end of this. For if lovers only find one +another, they lose one another! What is love? Say something witty, +each one of you, before we part. + +WOMAN. I don't know what it is. The highest and the loveliest of +things, that has to sink to the lowest and the ugliest. + +STRANGER. A caricature of godly love. + +TEMPTER. An annual plant, that blossoms during the engagement, goes +to seed in marriage and then sinks to the earth to wither and die. + +WOMAN. The loveliest flowers have no seed. The rose is the flower +of love. + +STRANGER. And the lily that of innocence. That can form seeds, but +only opens her white cup to kisses. + +TEMPTER. And propagates her kind with buds, out of which fresh +lilies spring, like chaste Minerva who sprang fully armed from the +head of Zeus, and not from his royal loins. Oh yes, children, I've +understood much, but never this: what the beloved of my soul has to +do with. ... (He hesitates.) + +STRANGER. Well, go on! + +TEMPTER. What all-powerful love, that is the marriage of souls, has +to do with the propagation of the species! + +STRANGER and WOMAN. Now he's come to the point! + +TEMPTER. I've never been able to understand how a kiss, that's an +unborn word, a soundless speech, a quiet language of the soul, can +be exchanged, by means of a hallowed procedure, for a surgical +operation, that always ends in tears and the chattering of teeth. +I've never understood how that holy night, the first in which two +souls embrace each other in love, can end in the shedding of blood, +in quarrelling, hate, mutual contempt--and lint! (He holds his +mouth shut.) + +STRANGER. Suppose the story of the fall were true? In pain shalt +thou bring forth children. + +TEMPTER. In that case one could understand. + +WOMAN. Who is the man who says these things? + +TEMPTER. Only a wanderer on the quicksands of this life. (The WOMAN +rises.) So you're ready to go. Who will go first? + +STRANGER. I shall. + +TEMPTER. Where? + +STRANGER. Upwards. And you? + +TEMPTER. I shall stay down here, in between. ... + +Curtain. + + + +ACT IV + +SCENE I + +CHAPTER HOUSE OF THE MONASTERY + +[A Gothic chapter house. In the background arcades lead to the +cloisters and the courtyard of the monastery. In the middle of the +courtyard there is a well with a statue of the Virgin Mary, +surrounded by long-stemmed white roses. The walls of the chapter +house are filled with built-in choir stalls of oak. The PRIOR'S own +stall is in the middle to the right and rather higher than the +rest. In the middle of the chapter house an enormous crucifix. The +sun is shining on the statue of the Virgin in the courtyard. The +STRANGER enters from the back. He is wearing a coarse monkish cowl, +with a rope round his waist and sandals on his feet. He halts in +the doorway and looks at the chapter house, then goes over to the +crucifix and stops in front of it. The last strophe of the choral +service can be heard from across the courtyard. The CONFESSOR +enters from the back; he is dressed in black and white; he has long +hair and along beard and a very small tonsure that can hardly be +seen.] + +CONFESSOR. Peace be with you! + +STRANGER. And with you. + +CONFESSOR. How do you like this white house? + +STRANGER. I can only see blackness. + +CONFESSOR. You still are black; but you'll grow white, quite white! +Did you sleep well last night? + +STRANGER. Dreamlessly, like a tired child. But tell me: why do I +find so many locked doors? + +CONFESSOR. You'll gradually learn to open them. + +STRANGER. Is this a large building? + +CONFESSOR. Endless! It dates from the time of Charlemagne and has +continually grown through pious benefactions. Untouched by the +spiritual upheavals and changes of different epochs, it stands on +its rocky height as a monument of Western culture. That is to say: +Christian faith wedded to the knowledge of Hellas and Rome. + +STRANGER. So it's not merely a religious foundation? + +CONFESSOR. No. It embraces all the arts and sciences as well. +There's a library, museum, observatory and laboratory--as you'll +see later. Agriculture and horticulture are also studied here; and +a hospital for laymen, with its own sulphur springs, is attached to +the monastery. + +STRANGER. One word more, before the chapter assembles. What kind of +man is the Prior? + +CONFESSOR (smiling). He is the Prior! Aloof, without peer, dwelling +on the summits of human knowledge, and ... well, you'll see him +soon. + +STRANGER. Is it true that he's so old? + +CONFESSOR. He's reached an unusual age. He was born at the +beginning of the century that's now nearing its end. + +STRANGER. Has he always been in the monastery? + +CONFESSOR. No. He's not always been a monk, though always a priest. +Once he was a minister, but that was seventy years ago. Twice +curator of the university. Archbishop. ... 'Sh! Mass is over. + +STRANGER. I presume he's not the kind of unprejudiced priest who +pretends to have vices when he has none? + +CONFESSOR. Not at all. But he's seen life and mankind, and he's +more human than priestly. + +STRANGER. And the fathers? + +CONFESSOR. Wise men, with strange histories, and none of them +alike. + +STRANGER. Who can never have known life as it's lived. ... + +CONFESSOR. All have lived their lives, more than once; have +suffered shipwreck, started again, gone to pieces and risen +once more. You must wait. + +STRANGER. The Prior's sure to ask me questions. I don't think +I can agree to everything. + +CONFESSOR. On the contrary, you must show yourself as you are; and +defend your opinions to the last. + +STRANGER. Will contradiction be permitted here? + +CONFESSOR. Here? You're a child, who's lived in a childish world, +where you've played with thoughts and words. You've lived in the +erroneous belief that language, a material thing, can be a vehicle +for anything so subtle as thoughts and feelings. We've discovered +that error, and therefore speak as little as possible; for we are +aware of, and can divine, the innermost thoughts of our neighbour. +We've so developed our perceptive faculties by spiritual exercises +that we are linked in a single chain; and can detect a feeling of +pleasure and harmony, when there's complete accord. The Prior, who +has trained himself most rigorously, can feel if anyone's thoughts +have strayed into wrong paths. In some respects he's like--merely +like, I say--a telephone engineer's galvanometer, that shows when +and where a current has been interrupted. Therefore we can have no +secrets from one another, and so do not need the confessional. +Think of all this when you confront the searching eye of the Prior! + +STRANGER. Is there any intention of examining me? + +CONFESSOR. Oh no. There are merely a few questions to answer +without any deep meaning, before the practical examinations. Quiet! +Here they are. + +(He goes to one side. The PRIOR enters from the back. He is dressed +entirely in white and he has pulled up his hood. He is a tall man +with long white hair and along white beard-his head is like that of +Jupiter. His face is pale, but full and without wrinkles. His eyes +are large, surrounded by shadows and his eyebrows strongly marked. +A quiet, majestic calm reigns over his whole personality. The PRIOR +is followed by twelve Fathers, dressed in black and white, with +black hoods, also pulled up. All bow to the crucifix and then go to +their places.) + +PRIOR (after looking at the STRANGER for a moment.) What do you +seek here? (The STRANGER is confused and tries to find an answer, +but cannot. The PRIOR goes on, calmly, firmly, but indulgently.) +Peace? Isn't that so? (The STRANGER makes a sign of assent with +head and mouth.) But if the whole of life is a struggle, how can +you find peace amongst the living? (The STRANGER is not able to +answer.) Do you want to turn your back on life because you feel +you've been injured, cheated? + +STRANGER (in a weak voice). Yes. + +PRIOR. So you've been defrauded, unjustly dealt with? And this +injustice began so early that you, an innocent child, couldn't +imagine you'd committed any crime that was worthy of punishment. +Well, once you were unjustly accused of stealing fruit; tormented +into taking the offence on yourself; tortured into telling lies +about yourself and forced to beg forgiveness for a fault you'd not +committed. Wasn't it so? + +STRANGER (with certainty). Yes. It was. + +PRIOR. It was; and you've never been able to forget it. Never. Now +listen, you've a good memory; can you remember _The Swiss Family +Robinson_? + +STRANGER (shrinking). _The Swiss Family Robinson_? + +PRIOR. Yes. Those events that caused you such mental torture +happened in 1857, but at Christmas 1856, that is the year before, +you tore a copy of that book and out of fear of punishment hid it +under a chest in the kitchen. (The STRANGER is taken aback.) The +wardrobe was painted in oak graining, and clothes hung in its upper +part, whilst shoes stood below. This wardrobe seemed enormously big +to you, for you were a small child, and you couldn't imagine it +could ever be moved; but during spring cleaning at Easter what was +hidden was brought to light. Fear drove you to put the blame on a +schoolfellow. And now he had to endure torture, because appearances +were against him, for you were thought to be trustworthy. After +this the history of your sorrows comes as a logical sequence. You +accept this logic? + +STRANGER. Yes. Punish me! + +PRIOR. No. I don't punish; when I was a child I did--similar +things. But will you now promise to forget this history of your own +sufferings for all time and never to recount it again? + +STRANGER. I promise! If only he whom I took advantage of could +forgive me. + +PRIOR. He has already. Isn't that so, Pater Isidor? + +ISIDOR (who was the DOCTOR in the first part of 'The Road to +Damascus,' rising). With my whole heart! + +STRANGER. It's you! + +ISIDOR. Yes. I. + +PRIOR (to FATHER ISIDOR). Pater Isidor, say a word, just one. + +ISIDOR. It was in the year 1856 that I had to endure my torture. +But even in 1854 one of my brothers suffered in the same way, owing +to a false accusation on my part. (To the STRANGER.) So we're all +guilty and not one of us is without blemish; and I believe my +victim had no clear conscience either. (He sits down.) + +PRIOR. If we could only stop accusing one another and particularly +Eternal Justice! But we're born in guilt and all resemble Adam! (To +the STRANGER.) There was something you wanted to know, was there +not? + +STRANGER. I wanted to know life's inmost meaning. + +PRIOR. The very innermost! So you wanted to learn what no man's +permitted to know. Pater Uriel! (PATER URIEL, who is blind, rises. +The PRIOR speaks to the STRANGER.) Look at this blind father! We +call him Uriel in remembrance of Uriel Acosta, whom perhaps you've +heard of? (The STRANGER makes a sign that he has not.) You haven't? +All young people should have heard of him. Uriel Acosta was a +Portuguese of Jewish descent, who, however, was brought up in the +Christian faith. When he was still fairly young he began to +inquire--you understand--to inquire if Christ were really God; with +the result that he went over to the Jewish faith. And then he began +research into the Mosaic writings and the immortality of the soul, +with the result that the Rabbis handed him over to the Christian +priesthood for punishment. A long time after he returned to the +Jewish faith. But his thirst for knowledge knew no bounds, and he +continued his researches till he found he'd reached absolute +nullity; and in despair that he couldn't learn the final secret he +took his own life with a pistol shot. (Pause.) Now look at our good +father Uriel here. He, too, was once very young and anxious to +know; he always wanted to be in the forefront of every modern +movement, and he discovered new philosophies. I may add, by the +way, that he's a friend of my boyhood and almost as old as I. Now +about 1820 he came upon the so-called rational philosophy, that had +already lain in its grave for twenty years. With this system of +thought, which was supposed to be a master key, all locks were to +be picked, all questions answered and all opponents confuted-- +everything was clear and simple. In those days Uriel was a strong +opponent of all religions and in particular followed the +Mesmerists, as the hypnotisers of that age were called. In 1830 our +friend became a Hegelian, though, to be sure, rather late in the +day. Then he re-discovered God, a God who was immanent in nature +and in man, and found he was a little god himself. Now, as ill-luck +would have it, there were two Hegels, just as there were two +Voltaires; and the later, or more conservative Hegel, had developed +his All-godhead till it had become a compromise with the Christian +view. And so Father Uriel, who never wanted to be behind the times, +became a rationalistic Christian, who was given the thankless task +of combating Rationalism and himself. (Pause.) I'll shorten the +whole sad history for Father Uriel's sake. In 1850 he again became +a materialist and an enemy of Christianity. In 1870 he became a +hypnotist, in 1880 a theosophist, and 1890 he wanted to shoot +himself! I met him just at that time. He was sitting on a bench in +Unter den Linden in Berlin, and he was blind. This Uriel was blind-- +and Uriel means 'God is my Light'--who for a century had marched +with the torch of liberalism at the head of _every_ modern +movement! (To the STRANGER.) You see, he wanted to know, but he +failed! And therefore he now believes. Is there anything else you'd +like to know? + +STRANGER. One thing only. + +PRIOR. Speak. + +STRANGER. If Father Uriel had held to his first faith in 1810, men +would have called him conservative or old-fashioned; but now, as +he's followed the developments of his time and has therefore +discarded his youthful faith, men will call him a renegade--that's +to say: whatever he does mankind will blame him. + +PRIOR. Do you heed what men say? Father Clemens, may I tell him how +you heeded what men said? (PATER CLEMENS rises and makes a gesture +of assent.) Father Clemens is our greatest figure painter. In the +world outside he's known by another name, a very famous one. Father +Clemens was a young man in 1830. He felt he had a talent for +painting and gave himself up to it with his whole soul. When he was +twenty he was exhibiting. The public, the critics, his teachers, +and his parents were all of the opinion that he'd made a mistake in +the choice of his profession. Young Clemens heeded what men were +saying, so he laid down his brush and turned bookseller. When he +was fifty years of age, and had his life behind him, the paintings +of his early years were discovered by some stranger; and were then +recognised as masterpieces by the public, the critics, his teachers +and relations! But it was too late. And when Father Clemens +complained of the wickedness of the world, the world answered with +a heartless grin: 'Why did you let yourself be taken in?' Father +Clemens grieved so much at this, that he came to us. But he doesn't +grieve any longer now. Or do you, Father Clemens? + +CLEMENS. No! But that isn't the end of the story. The paintings I'd +done in 1830 were admired and hung in a museum till 1880. Taste +then changed very quickly, and one day an important newspaper +announced that their presence there was an outrage. So they were +banished to the attic. + +PRIOR (to the STRANGER). That's a good story! + +CLEMENS. But it's still not finished. By 1890 taste had so changed +again that a professor of the History of Art wrote that it was a +national scandal that my works should be hanging in an attic. So +the pictures were brought down again, and, for the time being, are +classical. But for how long? From that you can see, young man, in +what worldly fame consists? Vanitas vanitatum vanitas! + +STRANGER. Then is life worth living? + +PRIOR. Ask Pater Melcher, who is experienced not only in the world +of deception and error, but also in that of lies and contradictions. +Follow him: he'll show you the picture gallery and tell you stories. + +STRANGER. I'll gladly follow anyone who can teach me something. + +(PATER MELCHER takes the STRANGER by the hand and leads him out of +the Chapter House.) + +Curtain. + + +SCENE II + +PICTURE GALLERY OF THE MONASTERY + +[Picture Gallery of the Monastery. There are mostly portraits of +people with two heads.] + +MELCHER. Well, first we have here a small landscape, by an unknown +master, called 'The Two Towers.' Perhaps you've been in Switzerland +and know the originals. + +STRANGER. I've been in Switzerland! + +MELCHER. Exactly. Then near the station of Amsteg on the Gotthard +railway you've seen a tower, called Zwing-Uri, sung of by Schiller +in his _Wilhelm Tell_. It stands there as a monument to the cruel +oppression which the inhabitants of Uri suffered at the hands of +the German Emperors. Good! On the Italian side of the Gotthard lies +Bellinzona, as you know. There are many towers to be seen there, +but the most curious is called Castel d'Uri. That's the monument +recalling the cruel oppression which the Italian cantons suffered +at the hands of the inhabitants of Uri! Now do you understand? + +STRANGER. So freedom means: freedom to oppress others. That's new +to me. + +MELCHER. Then let's go on without further comment to the portrait +collection. Number one in the catalogue. Boccaccio, with two heads-- +all our portraits have at least two heads. His story's well known. +The great man began his career by writing dissolute and godless +tales, which he dedicated to Queen Johanna of Naples, who'd seduced +the son of St. Brigitta. Boccaccio ended up as a saint in a +monastery where he lectured on Dante's Hell and the devils that, in +his youth, he had thought to drive out in a most original way. +You'll notice now, how the two faces are meeting each other's gaze! + +STRANGER. Yes. But all trace of humour's lacking; and humour's to +be expected in a man who knew himself as well as our friend +Boccaccio did. + +MELCHER. Number two in the catalogue. Ah, yes; that's two-headed +Doctor Luther. The youthful champion of tolerance and the aged +upholder of intolerance. Have I said enough? + +STRANGER. Quite enough. + +MELCHER. Number three in the catalogue. The great Gustavus Adolphus +accepting Catholic funds from Cardinal Richelieu in order to fight +for Protestantism, whilst remaining neutral in the face of the +Catholic League. + +STRANGER. How do Protestants explain this threefold contradiction? + +MELCHER. They say it's not true. Number four in the catalogue. +Schiller, the author of The Robbers, who was offered the freedom of +the City of Paris by the leaders of the French Revolution in 1792; +but who had been made a State Councillor of Meiningen as early as +1790 and a royal Danish Stipendiary in 1791. The scene depicts the +State Councillor--and friend of his Excellency Goethe--receiving +the Diploma of Honour from the leaders of the French Revolution as +late as 1798. Think of it, the diploma of the Reign of Terror in +the year 1798, when the Revolution was over and the country under +the Directory! I'd have liked to have seen the Councillor and his +friend, His Excellency! But it didn't matter, for two years later +he repaid his nomination by writing the _Song of the Bell_, in +which he expressed his thanks and begged the revolutionaries to +keep quiet! Well, that's life. We're intelligent people and love +_The Robbers_ as much as _The Song of the Bell_; Schiller as much +as Goethe! + +STRANGER. The work remains, the master perishes. + +MELCHER. Goethe, yes! Number five in the catalogue. He began with +Strassburg cathedral and _Goetz von Berlichingen_, two hurrahs for +gothic Germanic art against that of Greece and Rome. Later he +fought against Germanism and for Classicism. Goethe against Goethe! +There you see the traditional Olympic calm, harmony, etc., in the +greatest disharmony with itself. But depression at this turns into +uneasiness when the young Romantic school appears and combats the +Goethe of _Iphigenia_ with theories drawn from Goethe's _Goetz_. +That the 'great heathen' ends up by converting Faust in the Second +Part, and allowing him to be saved by the Virgin Mary and the +angels, is usually passed over in silence by his admirers. Also the +fact that a man of such clear vision should, towards the end of his +life, have found everything so 'strange,' and 'curious,' even the +simplest facts that he'd previously seen through. His last wish was +for 'more light'! Yes; but it doesn't matter. We're intelligent +people and love our Goethe just the same. + +STRANGER. And rightly. + +MELCHER. Number six in the catalogue. Voltaire! He has more than +two heads. The Godless One, who spent his whole life defending God. +The Mocker, who was mocked, because 'he believed in God like a +child.' The author of the cynical 'Candide,' who wrote: + + In my youth I sought the pleasures + Of the senses, but I learned + That their sweetness was illusion + Soon to bitterness it turned. + In old age I've come to see + Life is nought but vanity. + +Dr. Knowall, who thought he could grasp everything between Heaven +and Earth by means of reason and science, sings like this, when he +comes to the end of his life: + + I had thought to find in knowledge + Light to guide me on my way; + Yet I still must walk in darkness + All that's known must soon decay. + Ignorance, I turn to thee! + Knowledge is but vanity. + +But that's no matter! Voltaire can be put to many uses. The Jews +use him against the Christians, and the Christians use him against +the Jews, because he was an anti-Semite, like Luther. Chateaubriand +used him to defend Catholicism, and Protestants use him even to-day +to attack Catholicism. He was a fine fellow! + +STRANGER. Then what's your view? + +MELCHER. We have no views here; we've faith, as I've told you +already. And that's why we've only one head--placed exactly above +the heart. (Pause.) In the meantime let's look at number seven in +the catalogue. Ah, Napoleon! The creation of the Revolution itself! +The Emperor of the People, the Nero of Freedom, the suppressor of +Equality and the 'big brother' of Fraternity. He's the most cunning +of all the two-headed, for he could laugh at himself, raise himself +above his own contradictions, change his skin and his soul, and yet +be quite explicable to himself in every transformation--convinced, +self-authorised. There's only one other man who can be compared +with him in this; Kierkegaard the Dane. From the beginning he was +aware of this parthenogenesis of the soul, whose capacity to +multiply by taking cuttings was equivalent to bringing forth young +in this life without conception. And for that reason, and so as not +to become life's fool, he wrote under a number of pseudonyms, of +which each one constituted a 'stage on his life's way.' But did you +realise this? The Lord of life, in spite of all these precautions, +made a fool of him after all. Kierkegaard, who fought all his life +against the priesthood and the professional preachers of the State +Church, was eventually forced of necessity to become a professional +preacher himself! Oh yes! Such things do happen. + +STRANGER. The Powers That Be play tricks. ... + +MELCHER. The Powers play tricks on tricksters, and delude the +arrogant, particularly those who alone believe they possess truth +and knowledge! Number eight in the catalogue. Victor Hugo. He split +himself into countless parts. He was a peer of France, a Grandee of +Spain, a friend of Kings, and the socialist author of _Les +Miserables_. The peers naturally called him a renegade, and the +socialists a reformer. Number nine. Count Friedrich Leopold von +Stollberg. He wrote a fanatical book for the Protestants, and then +suddenly became a Catholic! Inexplicable in a sensible man. A +miracle, eh? A little journey to Damascus, perhaps? Number ten. +Lafayette. The heroic upholder of freedom, the revolutionary, who +was forced to leave France as a suspected reactionary, because he +wanted to help Louis XVI; and then was captured by the Austrians +and carried off to Olmuetz as a revolutionary! What was he in +reality? + +STRANGER. Both! + +MELCHER. Yes, both. He had the two halves that made a whole--a +whole man. Number eleven. Bismarck. A paradox. The honest diplomat, +who maintained he'd discovered that to tell the truth was the +greatest of ruses. And so was compelled--by the Powers, I suppose?-- +to spend the last six years of his life unmasking himself as a +conscious liar. You're tired. Then we'll stop now. + +STRANGER. Yes, if one clings to the same ideas all one's life, and +holds the same opinions, one grows old according to nature's laws, +and gets called conservative, old-fashioned, out of date. But if +one goes on developing, keeping pace with one's own age, renewing +oneself with the perennially youthful impulses of contemporary +thought, one's called a waverer and a renegade. + +MELCHER. That's as old as the world! But does an intelligent, man +heed what he's called? One is, what one's becoming. + +STRANGER. But who revises the periodically changing views of +contemporary opinion? + +MELCHER. You ought to answer that yourself, and indeed in this way. +It is the Powers themselves who promulgate contemporary opinion, as +they develop in _apparent_ circles. Hegel, the philosopher of the +present, himself dimorphous, for both a 'left'-minded and a +'right'-minded Hegel can always be quoted, has best explained the +contradictions of life, of history and of the spirit, with his own +magic formula. Thesis: affirmation; Antithesis: negation; +Synthesis: comprehension! Young man, or rather, comparatively young +man! You began life by accepting everything, then went on to +denying everything on principle. Now end your life by comprehending +everything. Be exclusive no longer. Do not say: either--or, but: +not only--but also! In a word, or two words rather, Humanity and +Resignation! + +Curtain. + + +SCENE III + +CHAPEL OF THE MONASTERY + +[Choir of the Monastery Chapel. An open coffin with a bier cloth +and two burning candles. The CONFESSOR leads in the STRANGER by the +hand. The STRANGER is dressed in the white shirt of the novice.] + +CONFESSOR. Have you carefully considered the step you wish to take? + +STRANGER. Very carefully. + +CONFESSOR. Have you no more questions? + +STRANGER. Questions? No. + +CONFESSOR. Then stay here, whilst I fetch the Chapter and the +Fathers and Brothers, so that the solemn act may begin. + +STRANGER. Yes. Let it come to pass. + +(The CONFESSOR goes out. The STRANGER, left alone, is sunk in +thought.) + +TEMPTER (coming forward). Are you ready? + +STRANGER. So ready, that I've no answer left for you. + +TEMPTER. On the brink of the grave, I understand! You'll have to +lie in your coffin and appear to die; the old Adam will be covered +with three shovelfuls of earth, and a De Profundis will be sung. +Then you'll rise again from the dead, having laid aside your old +name, and be baptized once more like a new-born child! What will +you be called? (The STRANGER does not reply.) It is written: +Johannes, brother Johannes, because he preached in the wilderness +and ... + +STRANGER. Do not trouble me. + +TEMPTER. Speak to me a little, before you depart into the long +silence. For you'll not be allowed to speak for a whole year. + +STRANGER. All the better. Speaking at last becomes a vice, like +drinking. And why speak, if words do not cloak thoughts? + +TEMPTER. _You_ at the graveside. ... Was life so bitter? + +STRANGER. Yes. My life was. + +TEMPTER. Did you never know one pleasure? + +STRANGER. Yes, many pleasures; but they were very brief and seemed +only to exist in order to make the pain of their loss the sharper. + +TEMPTER. Can't it be put the other way round: that pain exists in +order to make joy more keen? + +STRANGER. It can be put in any way. + +(A woman enters with a child to be baptized.) + +TEMPTER. Look! A little mortal, who's to be consecrated to +suffering. + +STRANGER. Poor child! + +TEMPTER. A human history, that's about to begin. (A bridal couple +cross the stage.) And there--what's loveliest, and most bitter. +Adam and Eve in Paradise, that in a week will be a Hell, and in a +fortnight Paradise again. + +STRANGER. What is loveliest, brightest! The first, the only, the +last that ever gave life meaning! I, too, once sat in the sunlight +on a verandah, in the spring beneath the first tree to show new +green, and a small crown crowned a head, and a white veil lay like +thin morning mist over a face ... that was not that of a human +being. Then came darkness! + +TEMPTER. Whence? + +STRANGER. From the light itself. I know no more. + +TEMPTER. It could only have been a shadow, for light is needed to +throw shadows; but for darkness no light is needed. + +STRANGER. Stop! Or we'll never come to an end. + +(The CONFESSOR and the CHAPTER appear in procession.) + +TEMPTER (disappearing). Farewell! + +CONFESSOR (advancing with a large black bier-cloth). Lord! Grant +him eternal peace! + +CHOIR. May he be illumined with perpetual light! + +CONFESSOR (wrapping the STRANGER to the bier-cloth). May he rest in +peace! + +CHOIR. 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Its peculiar changes of mood, its +gallery of half unreal characters, its bizarre episodes combine to +make it a bewilderingly rich but rather 'difficult' work. It cannot +be recommended to the lover of light drama or the seeker of +momentary distraction. _The Road to Damascus_ does not deal with +the superficial strata of human life, but probes into those depths +where the problems of God, and death, and eternity become +terrifying realities. + +Many authors have, of course, dealt with the profoundest problems +of humanity without, on that account, having been able to evoke our +interest. There may have been too much philosophy and too little +art in the presentation of the subject, too little reality and too +much soaring into the heights. That is not so with Strindberg's +drama. It is a trenchant settling of accounts between a complex and +fascinating individual--the author--and his past, and the realistic +scenes have often been transplanted in detail from his own +changeful life. + +In order fully to understand _The Road to Damascus_ it is therefore +essential to know at least the most important features of that +background of real life, out of which the drama has grown. + +Parts I and II of the trilogy were written in 1898, while Part III +was added somewhat later, in the years 1900-1901. In 1898 +Strindberg had only half emerged from what was by far the severest +of the many crises through which in his troubled life he had to +pass. He had overcome the worst period of terror, which had brought +him dangerously near the borders of sanity, and he felt as if he +could again open his eyes and breathe freely. He was not free from +that nervous pressure under which he had been working, but the +worst of the inner tension had relaxed and he felt the need of +taking a survey of what had happened, of summarising and trying to +fathom what could have been underlying his apparently unaccountable +experiences. The literary outcome of this settling of accounts with +the past was _The Road to Damascus_. + +_The Road to Damascus_ might be termed a marriage drama, a mystery +drama, or a drama of penance and conversion, according as +preponderance is given to one or other of its characteristics. The +question then arises: what was it in the drama which was of deepest +significance to the author himself? The answer is to be found in +the title, with its allusion to the narrative in the Acts of the +Apostles of the journey of Saul, the persecutor, the scoffer, who, +on his way to Damascus, had an awe-inspiring vision, which +converted Saul, the hater of Christ, into Paul, the apostle of the +Gentiles. Strindberg's drama describes the progress of the author +right up to his conversion, shows how stage by stage he +relinquishes worldly things, scientific renown, and above all +woman, and finally, when nothing more binds him to this world, +takes the vows of a monk and enters a monastery where no dogmas or +theology, but only broadminded humanity and resignation hold sway. +What, however, in an inner sense, distinguishes Strindberg's drama +from the Bible narrative is that the conversion itself--although +what leads up to it is convincingly described, both logically and +psychologically--does not bear the character of a final and +irrevocable decision, but on the contrary is depicted with a +certain hesitancy and uncertainty. THE STRANGER'S entry into the +monastery consequently gives the impression of being a piece of +logical construction; the author's heart is not wholly in it. From +Strindberg's later works it also becomes evident that his severe +crisis had undoubtedly led to a complete reformation in that it +definitely caused him to turn from worldly things, of which indeed +he had tasted to the full, towards matters divine. But this did not +mean that then and there he accepted some specific religion, +whether Christian or other. One would undoubtedly come nearest to +the author's own interpretation in this respect by characterising +_The Road to Damascus_ not as a drama of conversion, but as a drama +of struggle, the story of a restless, arduous pilgrimage through +the chimeras of the world towards the border beyond which eternity +stretches in solemn peace, symbolised in the drama by a mountain, +the peaks of which reach high above the clouds. + +In this final settling of accounts one subject is of dominating +importance, recurring again and again throughout the trilogy; it is +that of woman. Strindberg him, of course, become famous as a writer +about women; he has ruthlessly described the hatreds of love, the +hell that marriage can be, he is the creator of _Le Plaidoyer d'un +Fou_ and _The Dance of Death_, he had three divorces, yet was just +as much a worshipper of woman--and at the same time a diabolical +hater of her seducing qualities under which he suffered defeat +after defeat. Each time he fell in love afresh he would compare +himself to Hercules, the Titan, whose strength was vanquished by +Queen Omphale, who clothed herself in his lion's skin, while he had +to sit at the spinning wheel dressed in women's clothes. It can be +readily understood that to a man of Strindberg's self-conceit the +problem of his relations with women must become a vital issue on +the solution of which the whole Damascus pilgrimage depended. + +In 1898, when Parts I and II of the trilogy were written, +Strindberg had been married twice; both marriages had ended +unhappily. In the year 1901, when the wedding scenes of Part III +were written, Strindberg had recently experienced the rapture of a +new love which, however, was soon to be clouded. It must not be +forgotten that in his entire emotional life Strindberg was an +artist and as such a man of impulse, with the spontaneity and +naivity and intensity of a child. For him love had nothing to do +with respectability and worldly calculations; he liked to think of +it as a thunderbolt striking mortals with a destructive force like +the lightning hurled by the almighty Zeus. It is easy to understand +that a man of such temperament would not be particularly suited for +married life, where self-sacrifice and strong-minded patience may +be severely tested. In addition his three wives were themselves +artists, one an authoress, the other two actresses, all of them +pronounced characters, endowed with a degree of will and +self-assertion, which, although it could not be matched against +Strindberg's, yet would have been capable of producing friction +with rather more pliant natures than that of the Swedish dramatist. + +In the trilogy Strindberg's first wife, Siri von Essen, his +marriage to whom was happiest and lasted longest (1877-1891), and +more especially his second wife, the Austrian authoress Frida Uhl +(married to him 1893-1897) have supplied the subject matter for his +picture of THE LADY. In the happy marriage scenes of Part III we +recognise reminiscences from the wedding of Strindberg, then +fifty-two, and the twenty-three-year-old actress Harriet Bosse, +whose marriage to him lasted from 1901 until 1904. + +The character of THE LADY in Parts I and II is chiefly drawn from +recollections--fairly recent when the drama was written--of Frida +Uhl and his life with her. From the very beginning her marriage to +Strindberg had been most troublous. In the autumn of 1892 +Strindberg moved from the Stockholm skerries to Berlin, where he +lived a rather hectic Bohemian life among the artists collecting in +the little tavern 'Zum Schwarzen Ferkel.' He made the acquaintance +of Frida Uhl in the beginning of the year 1893, and after a good +many difficulties was able to arrange for a marriage on the 2nd May +on Heligoland Island, where English marriage laws, less rigorous +than the German, applied. Strindberg's nervous temperament would +not tolerate a quiet and peaceful honeymoon; quite soon the couple +departed to Gravesend via Hamburg. Strindberg was too restless to +stay there and moved on to London. There he left his wife to try to +negotiate for the production of his plays, and journeyed alone to +Sellin, on the island of Rügen, after having first been compelled +to stop in Hamburg owing to lack of money. Strindberg stayed on +Rügen during the month of July, and then left for the home of his +parents-in-law at Mondsee, near Salzburg in Austria, where he was +to meet his wife. But when she was delayed a few days on the +journey from London, Strindberg impatiently departed for Berlin, +where Frida Uhl followed shortly after. About the same time an +action was brought for the suppression of the German version of _Le +Plaidoyer d'un Fou_ as being immoral. This book gives an +undisguised, intensely personal picture of Strindberg's first +marriage, and was intended by him for publication only after his +death as a defence against accusations directed against him for +his behaviour towards Siri von Essen. Strindberg was acquitted +after a time, but before that his easily fired imagination had +given him a thorough shake-up, which could only hasten the crisis +which seemed to be approaching. After a trip to Brünn, where +Strindberg wrote his scientific work _Antibarbarus_, the couple +arrived in November at the home of Frida Uhl's grandparents in the +little village of Dornach, by the Upper Danube; here the wanderings +of 1893 at last came to an end. For a few months comparative peace +reigned in the artists' little home, but the birth of a daughter, +Kerstin, in May, brought this tranquillity to a sudden end. +Strindberg, who had lived in a state of nervous depression since +the 1880's, felt himself put on one side by the child, and felt ill +at ease in an environment of, as he put it in the autobiographical +_The Quarantine Master_, 'articles of food, excrements, wet-nurses +treated like milch-cows, cooks and decaying vegetables.' He longed +for cleanliness and peace, and in letters to an artist friend he +spoke of entering a monastery. He even thought of founding one +himself in the Ardennes and drew up detailed schemes for rules, +dress, and food. The longing to get away and common interests with +his Parisian friend (a musician named Leopold Littmansson) +attracted Strindberg to Paris, where he settled down in the +beginning of the autumn 1894. His wife joined him, but left again +at the close of the autumn. In reality Strindberg was at this time +almost impossible to live with. Persecution mania and hallucinations +took possession of him and his morbid suspicions knew no bounds. In +spite of this he was half conscious that there was something wrong +with his mental faculties, and in the beginning of 1895, assisted +by the Swedish Minister, he went by his own consent to the St. +Louis Hospital in Paris. During his chemical experiments, in which +among other things he tried to produce gold, he had burnt his hands, +so that he had to seek medical attention on that account also. He +wrote about this in a letter: + +'I am going to hospital because I am ill, because my doctor has +sent me there, and because I need to be looked after like a child, +because I am ruined. ... And it torments me and grieves me, my +nervous system is rotten, paralytic, hysterical. ...' + +Never before had Strindberg lived in such distress as at this +period, both physically and mentally. With shattered nerves, +sometimes over the verge of insanity, without any means of +existence other than what friends managed to scrape together, +separated from his second wife, who had opened proceedings for +divorce, far from his native land and without any prospects for the +future, he was brought to a profound religious crisis. With almost +incredible fortitude he succeeded in fighting his way through this +difficult period, with the remarkable result that the former Bohemian, +atheist, and scoffer was gradually able to emerge with the firm +assurance of a prophet, and even enter a new creative period, perhaps +mightier than before. One cannot help reflecting that a man capable of +overcoming a crisis of such a formidable character and of several years' +duration, as this one of Strindberg's had been, with reason intact and +even with increased creative power, in reality, in spite of his +hypersensitive nervous system, must have been an unusually strong man +both physically and mentally. + +Upon trying to define more closely what actual relation the play +has to those events of Strindberg's restless life, of which we have +given a rough outline, we find that for the most part the author +has undoubtedly made use of his own experiences, but has adapted, +combined and added to them still more, so that the result is a +mixture of real experience and imagination, all moulded into a +carefully worked out artistic form. + +If to begin with, we dwell for a while on Part I it is evident that +the hurried wanderings of THE STRANGER and THE LADY between the +street corner, the room in the hotel, the sea and the Rose Room +with the mother-in-law, have their foundation--often in detail--in +Strindberg's rovings with Frida Uhl. I will give a few examples. In +a book by Frida Uhl about her marriage to the Swedish genius +(splendid in parts but not very reliable) she recalls that the +month before her marriage she took rooms at Neustädtische +Kirchstrasse 1, in Berlin, facing a Gothic church in Dorotheenstrasse, +situated at the cross-roads between the post office in Dorotheenstrasse +and the café 'Zum Schwarzen Ferkel' in Wilhelmstrasse. This Berlin +environment appears to be almost exactly reproduced in the +introductory scene of Part I, where THE STRANGER and THE LADY meet +outside a little Gothic church with a post office and café adjoining. +The happy scenes by the sea are, of course, pleasant recollections +from Heligoland, and the many discussions about money matters in +the midst of the honeymoon are quite explicable when we know how +the dramatist was continually haunted by money troubles, even if +occasionally he received a big fee, and that this very financial +insecurity was one of the chief reasons why Frida Uhl's father +opposed the marriage. Again, the country scenes which follow in +Part I, shift to the hilly country round the Danube, with their +Catholic Calvaries and expiation chapels, where Strindberg lived +with his parents-in-law in Mondsee and with his wife's grandparents +in Dornach and the neighbouring village Klam, with its mill, its +smithy, and its gloomy ravine. The Rose Room was the name he gave +to the room in which he lived during his stay with his mother-in-law +and his daughter Kerstin in Klam in the autumn of 1896, as he has +himself related in one of his autobiographical books _Inferno_. +In this way we could go on, showing how the localities which are +to be met with in the drama often correspond in detail to the +places Strindberg had visited in the course of his pilgrimage +during the years 1893-1898. Space prevents us, however, from +entering on a more detailed analysis in this respect. + +That THE STRANGER represents Strindberg's _alter ego_ is evident in +many ways, even apart from the fact that THE STRANGER'S wanderings +from place to place, as we have already seen, bear a direct +relation to those of Strindberg himself. THE STRANGER is an author, +like Strindberg; his childhood of hate is Strindberg's own; other +details--such as for instance that THE STRANGER has refused to +attend his father's funeral, that the Parish Council has wanted to +take his child away from him, that on account of his writings he +has suffered lawsuits, illness, poverty, exile, divorce; that in +the police description he is characterised as a person without a +permanent situation, with uncertain income; married, but had +deserted his wife and left his children; known as entertaining +subversive opinions on social questions (by _The Red Room_, _The +New Realm_ and other works Strindberg became the great standard-bearer +of the Swedish Radicals in their campaign against conventionalism +and bureaucracy); that he gives the impression of not being in full +possession of his senses; that he is sought by his children's +guardian because of unpaid maintenance allowance--everything +corresponds to the experiences of the unfortunate Strindberg +himself, with all his bitter defeats in life and his triumphs in +the world of letters. + +Those scenes where THE STRANGER is uncertain whether the people he +sees before him are real or not--he catches hold of THE BEGGAR'S +arm to feel whether he is a real, live person--or those occasions +when he appears as a visionary or thought-reader--he describes the +kitchen in his wife's parental home without ever having seen it, +and knows her thoughts before she has expressed them--have their +deep foundation in Strindberg's mental make-up, especially as it +was during the period of tension in the middle of the 1890's, +termed the Inferno period, because at that time Strindberg thought +that he lived in hell. Our most prominent student of Strindberg, +Professor Martin Lamm, wrote about this in his work on Strindberg's +dramas: + +'In order to understand the first part of _The Road to Damascus_ we +must take into consideration that the author had not yet shaken off +his terrifying visions and persecutionary hallucinations. He can +play with them artistically, sometimes he feels tempted to make a +joke of them, but they still retain for him their "terrifying +semi-reality." It is this which makes the drama so bewildering, +but at the same time so vigorous and affecting. Later, when +depicting dream states, he creates an artful blend of reality and +poetry. He produces more exquisite works of art, but he no longer +gives the same anguished impression of a soul striving to free +itself from the meshes of his _idées fixes_.' + +With his hypersensitive nervous system Strindberg, like THE +STRANGER, really gives the impression of having been a visionary. +For instance, his author friend Albert Engström, has told how one +evening during a stay far out in the Stockholm skerries, far from +all civilisation, Strindberg suddenly had a feeling that his little +daughter was ill, and wanted to return to town at once. True +enough, it turned out that the girl had fallen ill just at the time +when Strindberg had felt the warning. As regards thought-reading, +it appears that at the slightest change in expression and often for +no perceptible reason at all, Strindberg would draw the most +definite conclusions, as definite as from an uttered word or an +action. This we have to keep in mind, for instance, when judging +Strindberg's accusations against his wife in _Le Plaidoyer d'un +Fou_, the book which THE LADY in _The Road to Damascus_ is tempted +to read, in spite of having been forbidden by THE STRANGER, with +tragic results. In Part III of the drama Strindberg lets THE +STRANGER discuss this thought-reading problem with his first wife. +THE STRANGER says: + +'We made a mistake when we were living together, because we accused +each other of wicked thoughts before they'd become actions; and +lived in mental reservations instead of realities. For instance, I +once noticed how you enjoyed the defiling gaze of a strange man, +and I accused you of unfaithfulness'; + +to which THE LADY, to Strindberg's satisfaction, has to reply: + +'You were wrong to do it, and right. Because my thoughts were +sinful.' + +As regards the other figures in the gallery of characters in Part +I, we have already shown THE LADY as the identical counterpart in +all essentials of Strindberg's second wife, Frida Uhl. Like the +latter THE LADY is a Catholic, has a grandfather, Dr. Cornelius +Reisch--called THE OLD MAN in the drama--whose passion is shooting; +and a mother, Maria Uhl, with a predilection for religious +discourses in Strindberg's own style; another detail, the fact that +she was eighteen years old before she crossed to the other shore to +see what had shimmered dimly in the distant haze, corresponds with +Frida Uhl's statement that she had been confined in a convent until +she was eighteen and a half years old. On the other hand, the chief +female character of the drama does not correspond to her real life +counterpart in that she is supposed to have been married to a +doctor before eloping with THE STRANGER, Strindberg. Here +reminiscences from Strindberg's first marriage play a part. Siri +von Essen, Strindberg's first wife, was married to an officer, +Baron Wrangel, and both the Wrangels received Strindberg kindly in +their home as a friend. Love quickly flared up between Siri von +Essen-Wrangel and Strlndberg. She obtained a divorce from her +husband and married Strindberg. Baron von Wrangel shortly +afterwards married again, a cousin of Siri von Essen. Knowing these +matrimonial complications we understand how Strindberg must have +felt when, on the point of leaving for Heligoland to marry Frida +Uhl, he met his former wife's (Siri von Essen) first husband, Baron +Wrangel, on Lehrter Station in Berlin, and found that, like +Strindberg himself, he was on a lover's errand. Knowing all this we +need not be surprised at the extremely complicated matrimonial +relations in _The Road to Damascus_, where, for example, for the +sake of THE STRANGER, THE DOCTOR obtains a divorce from THE LADY in +order to marry THE STRANGER'S first wife. In addition to Baron +Wrangel a doctor in the town of Ystad, in the south of Sweden--Dr. +Eliasson who attended Strindberg during his most difficult period-- +has stood as a model for THE DOCTOR. We note in particular that the +description of the doctor's house enclosing a courtyard on three +sides, tallies with a type of building which is characteristic of +the south of Sweden. When THE DOCTOR ruthlessly explains to THE +STRANGER that the asylum, 'The Good Help,' was not a hospital but a +lunatic asylum, he expresses Strindberg's own misgivings that the +St. Louis Hospital, of which, as mentioned above, Strindberg was +an inmate in the beginning of the year 1895, was really to be +regarded as a lunatic asylum. + +Even minor characters, such as CAESAR and THE BEGGAR have their +counterparts in real life, even though in the main they are +fantastic creations of his imagination. The guardian of his +daughter, Kerstin, a relative of Frida Uhl's, was called Dr. Cäsar +R. v. Weyr. Regarding THE BEGGAR it may be enough to quote +Strindberg's feelings when confronted with the collections made by +his Paris friends: + +'I am a beggar who has no right to go to cafés. Beggar! That is the +right word; it rings in my ears and brings a burning blush to my +cheeks, the blush of shame, humiliation, and rage! + +'To think that six weeks ago I sat at this table! My theatre +manager addressed me as Dear Master; journalists strove to +interview me, the photographer begged to be allowed to sell my +portrait. And now: a beggar, a branded man, an outcast from +society!' + +After this we can understand why Strindberg in _The Road to +Damascus_ apparently in such surprising manner is seized by the +suspicion that he is himself the beggar. + +We have thus seen that Part I of _The Road to Damascus_ is at the +same time a free creation of fantasy and a drama of portrayal. The +elements of realism are starkly manifest, but they are moulded and +hammered into a work of art by a force of combinative imagination +rising far above the task of mere descriptive realism. The scenes +unroll themselves in calculated sequence up to the central asylum +picture, from there to return in reverse order through the second +half of the drama, thus symbolising life's continuous repetition of +itself, Kierkegaard's _Gentagelse_. The first part of _The Road to +Damascus_ is the one most frequently produced on the stage. This is +understandable, having regard to its firm structure and the +consistency of its faith in a Providence directing the fortunes and +misfortunes of man, whether the individual rages in revolt or +submits in quiet resignation. + +The second part of _The Road to Damascus_ is dominated by the +scenes of the great alchemist banquet which, in all its fantastic +oddity, is one of the most suggestive ever created on the ancient +theme of the fickleness of fortune. It was suggested above that +there were two factors beyond all others binding Strindberg to the +world and making him hesitate before the monastery; one was woman, +from whom he sets himself free in Part II, after the birth of a +child--precisely as in his marriage to Frida Uhl--the other was +scientific honour, in its highest phase equivalent, to Strindberg, +to the power to produce gold. Countless were the experiments for +this purpose made by Strindberg in his primitive laboratories, and +countless his failures. To the world-famous author, literary honour +meant little as opposed to the slightest prospect of being +acknowledged as a prominent scientist. Harriet Bosse has told me +that Strindberg seldom said anything about his literary work, never +was interested in what other people thought of them, or troubled to +read the reviews; but on the other hand he would often, with +sparkling eyes and childish pride, show her strips of paper, +stained at one end with some golden-brown substance. 'Look,' he +said, 'this is pure gold, and I have made it!' In face of the +stubborn scepticism of scientific experts Strindberg was, however, +driven to despair as to his ability, and felt his dreams of fortune +shattered, as did THE STRANGER at the macabre banquet given in his +honour--a banquet which was, as a matter of fact, planned by his +Paris friends, not, as Strindberg would have liked to believe, in +honour of the great scientist, but to the great author. + +In Part I of _The Road to Damascus_, THE STRANGER replies with a +hesitating 'Perhaps' when THE LADY wants to lead him to the +protecting Church; and at the end of Part II he exclaims: 'Come, +priest, before I change my mind'; but in Part III his decision is +final, he enters the monastery. The reason is that not even THE +LADY in her third incarnation had shown herself capable of +reconciling him to life. The wedding day scenes just before, +between Harriet Bosse and the ageing author, form, however, the +climax of Part III and are among the most poetically moving that +Strindberg has ever written. + +Besides having his belief in the rapture of love shattered, THE +STRANGER also suffers disappointment at seeing his child fall short +of expectations. The meeting between the daughter Sylvia and THE +STRANGER probably refers to an episode from the summer of 1899, +when Strindberg, after long years of suffering in foreign +countries, saw his beloved Swedish skerries again, and also his +favourite daughter Greta, who had come over from Finland to meet +him. Contrary to the version given in the drama, the reunion of +father and daughter seems to have been very happy and cordial. +However, it is typical of the fate-oppressed Strindberg that in his +work even the happiest summer memories become tinged with black. +Once and for all the dark colours on his palette were the most +intense. + +The final entry into the monastery was more a symbol for the +struggling author's dream of peace and atonement than a real thing +in his life. It is true he visited the Benedictine monastery, +Maredsous, in Belgium in 1898, and its well stocked library came to +play a certain part In the drama, but already he realised, after +one night's sojourn there, that he had no call for the monastic +life. + +Seen as a whole the trilogy marks a turning point in Strindberg's +dramatic production. The logical, calculated concentration of his +naturalistic work of the 1880's has given way to a freer form of +composition, in which the atmosphere has come to mean more than the +dialogue, the musical and dreamlike qualities more than +conciseness. _The Road to Damascus_ abounds with details from real +life, reproduced in sharply naturalistic manner, but these are not, +as things were in his earlier works viewed by the author _a priori_ +as reality but become wrapped in dreamlike mystery. Just as with +_Lady Julia_ and _The Father_ Strindberg ushered in the naturalistic +drama of the 1880's, so in the years around the turn of the century +he was, with his symbolist cycle _The Road to Damascus_, to break +new ground for European drama which had gradually become stuck in +fixed formulas. _The Road to Damascus_ became a landmark in world +literature both as a brilliant work of art and as bearer of new +stage technique. + +GUNNAR OLLÉN + +Translated by +ESTHER JOHANSON + + + + + + + +PART ONE + + +CHARACTERS + +THE STRANGER +THE LADY +THE BEGGAR +THE DOCTOR +HIS SISTER +AN OLD MAN +A MOTHER +AN ABBESS +A CONFESSOR + +less important figures +FIRST MOURNER +SECOND MOURNER +THIRD MOURNER +LANDLORD +CAESAR +WAITER + +non-speaking +A SMITH +MILLER'S WIFE +FUNERAL ATTENDANTS + + +SCENES + +SCENE I Street Corner SCENE XVII +SCENE II Doctor's House SCENE XVI +SCENE III Room in an Hotel SCENE XV +SCENE IV By the Sea SCENE XIV +SCENE V On the Road SCENE XIII +SCENE VI In a Ravine SCENE XII +SCENE VII In a Kitchen SCENE XI +SCENE VIII The 'Rose' Room SCENE X +SCENE IX Convent + + +AUGUST STRINDBERG + +THE ROAD TO DAMASCUS +PART ONE + +English Version by +GRAHAM RAWSON + +First Performance in England by the Stage Society at the +Westminster Theatre, 2nd May 1937 + +CAST + +THE STRANGER Francis James +THE LADY Wanda Rotha +THE BEGGAR Alexander Sarner +FIRST MOURNER George Cormack +SECOND MOURNER Kenneth Bell +THIRD MOURNER Peter Bennett +FOURTH MOURNER Bryan Sears +FIFTH MOURNER Michael Boyle +SIXTH MOURNER Stephen Patrick +THE LANDLORD Stephen Jack +THE DOCTOR Neil Porter +HIS SISTER Olga Martin +CAESAR Peter Land +A WAITER Peter Bennett +AN OLD MAN A. Corney Grain +A MOTHER Frances Waring +THE SMITH Norman Thomas +THE MILLER'S WIFE Julia Sandham +AN ABBESS Natalia Moya +A CONFESSOR Tristan Rawson + +PRODUCER Carl H. Jaffe +ASSISTANT PRODUCER Ossia Trilling + + +SCENE I + +STREET CORNER + +[Street Corner with a seat under a tree; the side-door of a small +Gothic Church nearby; also a post office and a café with chairs +outside it. Both post office and café are shut. A funeral march is +heard off, growing louder sand then fainter. A STRANGER is standing +on the edge of the pavement and seems uncertain which way to go. A +church clock strikes: first the four quarters and then the hour. It +is three o'clock. A LADY enters and greets the STRANGER. She is +about to pass him, but stops.] + +STRANGER. It's you! I almost knew you'd come. + +LADY. You wanted me: I felt it. But why are you waiting here? + +STRANGER. I don't know. I must wait somewhere. + +LADY. Who are you waiting for? + +STRANGER. I wish I could tell you! For forty years I've been +waiting for something: I believe they call it happiness; or the end +of unhappiness. (Pause.) There's that terrible music again. Listen! +But don't go, I beg you. I'll feel afraid, if you do. + +LADY. We met yesterday for the first time; and talked for four +hours. You roused my sympathy, but you mustn't abuse my kindness on +that account. + +STRANGER. I know that well enough. But I beg you not to leave me. +I'm a stranger here, without friends; and my few acquaintances seem +more like enemies. + +LADY. You have enemies everywhere. You're lonely everywhere. Why +did you leave your wife and children? + +STRANGER. I wish I knew. I wish I knew why I still live; why I'm +here now; where I should go and what I should do! Do you believe +that the living can be damned already? + +LADY. No. + +STRANGER. Look at me. + +LADY. Hasn't life brought you a single pleasure? + +STRANGER. Not one! If at any time I thought so, it was merely a +trap to tempt me to prolong my miseries. If ripe fruit fell into my +hand, it was poisoned or rotten at the core. + +LADY. What is your religion--if you'll forgive the question? + +STRANGER. Only this: that when I can bear things no longer, I shall +go. + +LADY. Where? + +STRANGER. Into annihilation. If I don't hold life in my hand, at +least I hold death. ... It gives me an amazing feeling of power. + +LADY. You're playing with death! + +STRANGER. As I've played with life. (Pause.) I was a writer. But in +spite of my melancholy temperament I've never been able to take +anything seriously--not even my worst troubles. Sometimes I even +doubt whether life itself has had any more reality than my books. +(A De Profundis is heard from the funeral procession.) They're +coming back. Why must they process up and down these streets? + +LADY. Do you fear them? + +STRANGER. They annoy me. The place might be bewitched. No, it's not +death I fear, but solitude; for then one's not alone. I don't know +who's there, I or another, but in solitude one's not alone. The air +grows heavy and seems to engender invisible beings, who have life +and whose presence can be felt. + +LADY. You've noticed that? + +STRANGER. For some time I've noticed a great deal; but not as I +used to. Once I merely saw objects and events, forms and colours, +whilst now I perceive ideas and meanings. Life, that once had no +meaning, has begun to have one. Now I discern intention where I +used to see nothing but chance. (Pause.) When I met you yesterday +it struck me you'd been sent across my path, either to save me, or +destroy me. + +LADY. Why should I destroy you? + +STRANGER. Because it may be your destiny. + +LADY. No such idea ever crossed my mind; it was largely sympathy I +felt for you. ... Never, in all my life, have I met anyone like +you. I have only to look at you for the tears to start to my eyes. +Tell me, what have you on your conscience? Have you done something +wrong, that's never been discovered or punished? + +STRANGER. You may well ask! No, I've no more sins on my conscience +than other free men. Except this: I determined that life should +never make a fool of me. + +LADY. You must let yourself be fooled, more or less, to live at +all. + +STRANGER. That would seem a kind of duty; but one I wanted to get +out of. (Pause.) I've another secret. It's whispered in the family +that I'm a changeling. + +LADY. What's that? + +STRANGER. A child substituted by the elves for the baby that was +born. + +LADY. Do you believe in such things? + +STRANGER. No. But, as a parable, there's something to be said for +it. (Pause.) As a child I was always crying and didn't seem to take +to life in this world. I hated my parents, as they hated me. I +brooked no constraint, no conventions, no laws, and my longing was +for the woods and the sea. + +LADY. Did you ever see visions? + +STRANGER. Never. But I've often thought that two beings were +guiding my destiny. One offers me all I desire; but the other's +ever at hand to bespatter the gifts with filth, so that they're +useless to me and I can't touch them. It's true that life has given +me all I asked of it--but everything's turned out worthless to me. + +LADY. You've had everything and yet are not content? + +STRANGER. That is the curse. ... + +LADY. Don't say that! But why haven't you desired things that +transcend this life, that can never be sullied? + +STRANGER. Because I doubt if there is a beyond. + +LADY. But the elves? + +STRANGER. Are merely a fairy story. (Pointing to a seat.) Shall we +sit down? + +LADY. Yes. Who are you waiting for? + +STRANGER. Really, for the post office to open. There's a letter for +me--it's been forwarded on but hasn't reached me. (They sit down.) +But tell me something of yourself now. (The Lady takes up her +crochet work.) + +LADY. There's nothing to tell. + +STRANGER. Strangely enough, I should prefer to think of you like +that. Impersonal, nameless--I only do know one of your names. I'd +like to christen you myself--let me see, what ought you to be +called? I've got it. Eve! (With a gesture towards the wings.) +Trumpets! (The funeral march is heard again.) There it is again! +Now I must invent your age, for I don't know how old you are. From +now on you are thirty-four--so you were born in sixty-four. +(Pause.) Now your character, for I don't know that either. I shall +give you a good character, your voice reminds me of my mother--I +mean the idea of a mother, for my mother never caressed me, though +I can remember her striking me. You see, I was brought up in hate! +An eye for an eye--a tooth for a tooth. You see this scar on my +forehead? That comes from a blow my brother gave me with an axe, +after I'd struck him with a stone. I never went to my father's +funeral, because he turned me out of the house when my sister +married. I was born out of wedlock, when my family were bankrupt +and in mourning for an uncle who had taken his life. Now you know +my family! That's the stock I come from. Once I narrowly escaped +fourteen years' hard labour--so I've every reason to thank the +elves, though I can't be altogether pleased with what they've done. + +LADY. I like to hear you talk. But don't speak of the elves: it +makes me sad. + +STRANGER. Frankly, I don't believe in them; yet they're always +making themselves felt. Are these elves the souls of the unhappy, +who still await redemption? If so, I am the child of an evil +spirit. Once I believed I was near redemption--through a woman. +But no mistake could have been greater: I was plunged into the +seventh hell. + +LADY. You must be unhappy. But this won't go on always. + +STRANGER. Do you think church bells and Holy Water could comfort +me? I've tried them; they only made things worse. I felt like the +Devil when he sees the sign of the cross. (Pause.) Let's talk about +you now. + +LADY. There's no need. (Pause.) Have you been blamed for misusing +your gifts? + +STRANGER. I've been blamed for everything. In the town I lived in +no one was so hated as I. Lonely I came in and lonely I went out. +If I entered a public place people avoided me. If I wanted to rent +a room, it would be let. The priests laid a ban on me from the +pulpit, teachers from their desks and parents in their homes. The +church committee wanted to take my children from me. Then I +blasphemously shook my fist ... at heaven! + +LADY. Why did they hate you so? + +STRANGER. How should I know! Yet I do! I couldn't endure to see men +suffer. So I kept on saying, and writing, too: free yourselves, I +will help you. And to the poor I said: do not let the rich exploit +you. And to the women: do not allow yourselves to be enslaved by +the men. And--worst of all--to the children: do not obey your +parents, if they are unjust. What followed was impossible to +foresee. I found that everyone was against me: rich and poor, men +and women, parents and children. And then came sickness and +poverty, beggary and shame, divorce, law-suits, exile, solitude, +and now. ... Tell me, do you think me mad? + +LADY. No. + +STRANGER. You must be the only one. But I'm all the more grateful. + +LADY (rising). I must leave you now. + +STRANGER. You, too? + +LADY. And you mustn't stay here. + +STRANGER. Where should I go? + +LADY. Home. To your work. + +STRANGER. But I'm no worker. I'm a writer. + +LADY. I know. But I didn't want to hurt you. Creative power is +something given you, that can also taken away. See you don't +forfeit yours. + +STRANGER. Where are you going? + +LADY. Only to a shop. + +STRANGER (after a pause). Tell me, are you a believer? + +LADY. I am nothing. + +STRANGER. All the better: you have a future. How I wish I were your +old blind father, whom you could lead to the market place to sing +for his bread. My tragedy is I cannot grow old that's what happens +to children of the elves, they have big heads and never only cry. I +wish I were someone's dog. I could follow him and never be alone +again. I'd get a meal sometimes, a kick now and then, a pat +perhaps, a blow often. ... + +LADY. Now I must go. Good-bye. (She goes out.) + +STRANGER (absent-mindedly). Good-bye. (He remains on the seat. He +takes off his hat and wipes his forehead. Then he draws on the +ground with his stick. A BEGGAR enters. He has a strange look and +is collecting objects from the gutter.) White are you picking up, +beggar? + +BEGGAR. Why call me that? I'm no beggar. Have I asked you for +anything? + +STRANGER. I beg your pardon. It's so hard to judge men from +appearances. + +BEGGAR. That's true. For instance, can you guess who I am? + +STRANGER. I don't intend to try. It doesn't interest me. + +BEGGAR. No one can know that in advance. Interest commonly comes +afterwards--when it's too late. Virtus post nummos! + +STRANGER. What? Do beggars know Latin? + +BEGGAR. You see, you're interested already. Omne tulit punctum qui +miscuit utile dulci. I have always succeeded in everything I've +undertaken, because I've never attempted anything. I should like to +call myself Polycrates, who found the gold ring in the fish's +stomach. Life has given me all I asked of it. But I never asked +anything; I grew tired of success and threw the ring away. Yet, now +I've grown old I regret it. I search for it in the gutters; but as +the search takes time, in default of my gold ring I don't disdain a +few cigar stumps. ... + +STRANGER. I don't know whether this beggar's cynical or mad. + +BEGGAR. I don't know either. + +STRANGER. Do you know who I am? + +BEGGAR. No. And it doesn't interest me. + +STRANGER. Well, interest commonly comes afterwards. ... You see you +tempt me to take the words out of your mouth. And that's the same +thing as picking up other people's cigars. + +BEGGAR. So you won't follow my example? + +STRANGER. What's that scar on your forehead? + +BEGGAR. I got it from a near relation. + +STRANGER. Now you frighten me! Are you real? May I touch you? (He +touches his arm.) There's no doubt of it. ... Would you deign to +accept a small coin in return for a promise to seek Polycrates' +ring in another part of the town? (He hands him a coin.) Post +nummos virtus. ... Another echo. You must go at once. + +BEGGAR. I will. But you've given me far too much. I'll return +three-quarters of it. Now we owe one another nothing but +friendship. + +STRANGER. Friendship! Am I a friend of yours? + +BEGGAR. Well, I am of yours. When one's alone in the world one +can't be particular. + +STRANGER. Then let me tell you you forget yourself... + +BEGGAR. Only too pleased! But when we meet again I'll have a word +of welcome for you. (Exit.) + +STRANGER (sitting down again and drawing in the dust with his +stick). Sunday afternoon! A long, dank, sad time, after the usual +Sunday dinner of roast beef, cabbage and watery potatoes. Now the +older people are testing, the younger playing chess and smoking. +The servants have gone to church and the shops are shut. This +frightful afternoon, this day of rest, when there's nothing to +engage the soul, when it's as hard to meet a friend as to get into +a wine shop. (The LADY comes back again, she is noun wearing a +flower at her breast.) Strange! I can't speak without being +contradicted at once! + +LADY. So you're still here? + +STRANGER. Whether I sit here, or elsewhere, and write in the sand +doesn't seem to me to matter--as long so I write in the sand. + +LADY. What are you writing? May I see? + +STRANGER. I think you'll find: Eve 1864. ... No, don't step on it. + +LADY. What happens then? + +STRANGER. A disaster for you ... and for me. + +LADY. You know that? + +STRANGER. Yes, and more. That the Christmas rose you're wearing is +a mandragora. Its symbolical meaning is malice and calumny; but it +was once used in medicine for the healing of madness. Will you give +it me? + +LADY (hesitating). As medicine? + +STRANGER. Of course. (Pause.) Have you read my books? + +LADY. You know I have. And that it's you I have to thank for giving +me freedom and a belief in human rights and human dignity. + +STRANGER. Then you haven't read the recent ones? + +LADY. No. And if they're not like the earlier ones I don't want to. + +STRANGER. Then promise never to open another book of mine. + +LADY. Let me think that over. Very well, I promise. + +STRANGER. Good! But see you keep your promise. Remember what +happened to Bluebeard's wife when curiosity tempted her into the +forbidden chamber. ... + +LADY. You see, already you make demands like those of a Bluebeard. +What you don't see, or have long since forgotten, is that I'm +married, and that my husband's a doctor, and that he admires your +work. So that his house is open to you, if you wish to be made +welcome there. + +STRANGER. I've done all I can to forget it. I've expunged it from +my memory so that it no longer has any reality for me. + +LADY. If that's so, will you come home with me to-night? + +STRANGER. No. Will you come with me? + +LADY. Where? + +STRANGER. Anywhere! I have no home, only a trunk. Money I sometimes +have--though not often. It's the one thing life has capriciously +refused me, perhaps because I never desired it intensely enough. +(The LADY shakes her head.) Well? What are you thinking? + +LADY. I'm surprised I'm not angry with you. But you're not serious. + +STRANGER. Whether I am or not's all one to me. Ah! There's the +organ! It won't be long now before the drink shops open. + +LADY. Is it true _you_ drink? + +STRANGER. Yes. A great deal! Wine makes my soul from her prison, up +into the firmament, where she what has never yet been seen, and +hears what men never yet heard. ... + +LADY. And the day after? + +STRANGER. I have the most delightful scruples of conscience! I +experience the purifying emotions of guilt and repentance. I enjoy +the sufferings of the body, whilst my soul hovers like smoke about +my head. It is as if one were suspended between Life and Death, +when the spirit feels that she has already opened her pinions and +could fly aloft, if she would. + +LADY. Come into the church for a moment. You'll hear no sermon, +only the beautiful music of vespers. + +STRANGER. No. Not into church! It depresses me because I feel I +don't belong there. ... That I'm an unhappy soul and that it's as +impossible for me to re-enter as to become a child again. + +LADY. You feel all that ... already? + +STRANGER. Yes. I've got that far. I feel as if I lay hacked in +pieces and were being slowly melted in Medea's cauldron. Either I +shall be sent to the soap-boilers, or arise renewed from my own +dripping! It depends on Medea's skill! + +LADY. That sounds like the word of an oracle. We must see if you +can't become a child again. + +STRANGER. We should have to start with the cradle; and this time +with the right child. + +LADY. Exactly! Wait here for me whilst I go into the church. If the +café were open I'd ask you please not to drink. But luckily it's +shut. + +(The LADY exits. The STRANGER sits down again and draws in the +sand. Enter six funeral attendants in brown with some mourners. One +of them carries a banner with the insignia of the Carpenters, +draped in brown crępe; another a large axe decorated with spruce, a +third a cushion with a chairman's mallet. They stop outside the +café and wait.) + +STRANGER. Excuse me, whose funeral have you been attending? + +FIRST MOURNER. A house-breaker's. (He imitates the ticking of a +clock.) + +STRANGER. A real house-breaker? Or the insect sort, that lodges in +the woodwork and goes 'tick-tick'? + +FIRST MOURNER. Both--but mainly the insect sort. What do they call +them? + +STRANGER (to himself). He wants to fool me into saying the +death-watch beetle. So I won't. You mean a burglar? + +SECOND MOURNER. No. (The clock is again heard ticking.) + +STRANGER. Are you trying to frighten me? Or does the dead man work +miracles? In that case I'd better explain that my nerves are good, +and that I don't believe in miracles. But I do find it strange that +the mourners wear brown. Why not black? It's cheap and suitable. + +THIRD MOURNER. To us, in our simplicity, it looks black; but if +Your Honour wishes it, it shall look brown to you. + +STRANGER. A queer company! They give me an uneasy feeling I'd like +to ascribe to the wine I drank yesterday. If I were to ask if that +were spruce, you'd probably say--well what? + +FIRST MOURNER. Vine leaves. + +STRANGER. I thought it would not be spruce! The café's opening, at +last! (The Café opens, the STRANGER sits at a table and is served +with wine. The MOURNERS sit at the other tables.) They must have +been glad to be rid of him, if the mourners start drinking as soon +as the funeral's over. + +FIRST MOURNER. He was a good-for-nothing, who couldn't take life +seriously. + +STRANGER. And who probably drank? + +SECOND MOURNER. Yes. + +THIRD MOURNER. And let others support his wife and children. + +STRANGER. He shouldn't have done so. Is that why his friends speak +so well of him now? Please don't shake my table when I'm drinking. + +SECOND MOURNER. When I'm drinking, I don't mind. + +STRANGER. Well, I do. There's a great difference between us! (The +MOURNERS whisper together. The BEGGAR comes back.) Here's the +beggar again! + +BEGGAR (sitting down at a table). Wine. Moselle! + +LANDLORD (consulting a police last). I can't serve you: you've not +paid your taxes. Here's your name, age and profession, and the +decision of the court. + +BEGGAR. Omnia serviliter pro dominatione! I'm a free man with a +university education. I refused to pay taxes because I didn't want +to become a member of parliament. Moselle! + +LANDLORD. You'll get free transport to the poor house, if you don't +get out. + +STRANGER. Couldn't you gentlemen settle this somewhere else. You're +disturbing your patrons. + +LANDLORD. You can witness I'm in the right. + +STRANGER. No. The whole thing's too distressing. Even without +paying taxes he has the right to enjoy life's small pleasures. + +LANDLORD. So you're the kind who'd absolve vagabonds from their +duties? + +STRANGER. This is too much! I'd have you know that I'm a famous +man. (The LANDLORD and MOURNERS laugh.) + +LANDLORD. Infamous, probably! Let me look at the police list, and +see if the description tallies: thirty-eight, brown hair, +moustache, blue eyes; no settled employment, means unknown; +married, but has deserted his wife and children; well known for +revolutionary views on social questions: gives impression he is not +in full possession of his faculties. ... It fits! + +STRANGER (rising, pale and taken aback). What? + +LANDLORD. Yes. It fits all right. + +BEGGAR. Perhaps he's on the list. And not me! + +LANDLORD. It looks like it. In any case, both of you had better +clear out. + +BEGGAR (to the STRANGER). Shall we? + +STRANGER. We? This begins to look like a conspiracy. + +(The church bells are heard. The sun comes out and illuminates the +coloured rose window above the church door, which is now opened, +disclosing the interior. The organ is heard and the choir singing +Ave Maris Stella.) + +LADY (coming from the church). Where are you? What are you doing? +Why did you call me? Must you hang on a woman's skirts like a +child? + +STRANGER. I'm afraid now. Things are happening that have no natural +explanation. + +LADY. But you were afraid of nothing. Not even death! + +STRANGER. Death ... no. But of something else, the unknown. + +LADY. Listen. Give me your hand. You're ill, I'll take you to a +doctor. Come! + +STRANGER. If you like. But tell me: is this carnival, or ... reality? + +LADY. It's real enough. + +STRANGER. This beggar must be a wretched fellow. Is it true he +resembles me? + +LADY. He will, if you go on drinking. Now go to the post office and +get your letter. And then come with me. + +STRANGER. No, I won't. It'll only be about lawsuits. + +LADY. If not? + +STRANGER. Malicious gossip. + +LADY. Well, do as you wish. No one can escape his fate. At this +moment I feel a higher power is sitting in judgment on us and has +made a decision. + +STRANGER. You feel that, too! I heard the hammer fall just now; and +the chairs being pushed back. The clerk's being sent to find me! +Oh, the suspense! No, I can't follow you. + +LADY. Tell me, what have you done to me? In the church I found I +couldn't pray. A light on the altar was extinguished and an icy +wind blew in my face when I heard you call me. + +STRANGER. I didn't call you. But I wanted you. + +LADY. You're not as weak as you pretend. You have great strength; +and I'm afraid of you. ... + +STRANGER. When I'm alone I've no strength at all; but if I can find +a single companion I grow strong. I shall be strong now; and so +I'll follow you. + +LADY. Perhaps you can free me from the werewolf. + +STRANGER. Who's he? + +LADY. That's what I call him. + +STRANGER. Count on me. Killing dragons, freeing princesses, +defeating werewolves--that is Life! + +LADY. Then come, my liberator! + +(She draws her veil over her face, kisses him on the mouth and +hurries out. The STRANGER stands where he is for a moment, +surprised and stunned. A loud chord sung by women's voices, rather +like a cry, is heard from the church. The rose window suddenly +grows dark and the tree above the seat is shaken by the wind. The +MOURNERS rise and look at the sky, as if they could see something +terrifying. The STRANGER hurries out after the LADY.) + + +SCENE II + +DOCTOR'S HOUSE + +[Courtyard enclosed on three sides by a single-storied house with a +tiled roof. Small windows in all three façades. Right, verandah +with glass doors. Left, climbing roses and bee-hives outside the +windows. In the middle of the courtyard a woodpile in the form of a +cupola. A well beside it. The top of a walnut tree is seen above +the central façade of the house. In the corner, right, a garden +gate. By the well a large tortoise. On right, entrance below to a +wine-cellar. An ice-chest and dust-bin. The DOCTOR'S SISTER enters +from the verandah with a telegram.] + +SISTER. Now misfortune will fall on your house. + +DOCTOR. When has it not, my dear sister? + +SISTER. This time. ... Ingeborg's coming and bringing ... guess +whom? + +DOCTOR. Wait! I know, because I've long foreseen this, even desired +it, for he's a writer I've always admired. I've learnt much from +him and often wished to meet him. Now he's coming, you say. Where +did Ingeborg meet him? + +SISTER. In town, it seems. Probably in some literary _salon_. + +DOCTOR. I've often wondered whether this man was the boy of the +same name who was my friend at school. I hope not; for he seemed +one that fortune would treat harshly. And in a life-time he'll have +given his unhappy tendencies full scope. + +SISTER. Don't let him come here. Go out. Say you're engaged. + +DOCTOR. No. One can't escape one's fate. + +SISTER. But you've never bowed your head to anyone! Why crawl +before this spectre, and call him fate? + +DOCTOR. Life has taught me to. I've wasted time and energy in +fighting the inevitable. + +SISTER. But why allow your wife to behave like this? She'll +compromise you both. + +DOCTOR. You think so? Because, when I made her break off her +engagement I held out false hopes to her of a life of freedom, +instead of the slavery she'd known. Besides, I could never love her +if I were in a position to give her orders. + +SISTER. You'd be friends with your enemy? + +DOCTOR. Oh ...! + +SISTER. Will you let her bring someone into the house who'll +destroy you? If you only knew how I hate that man. + +DOCTOR. I do. His last book's terrible; and shows a certain lack +of mental balance. + +SISTER. They ought to shut him up. + +DOCTOR. Many people have said so, but I don't think him bad enough. + +SISTER. Because you're eccentric yourself, and live in daily +contact with a woman who's mad. + +DOCTOR. I admit abnormality has always had a strong attraction for +me, and originality is at least not commonplace. (The syren of a +steamer is heard.) What was that? + +SISTER. Your nerves are on edge. It's only the steamer. (Pause.) +Now, I implore you, go away! + +DOCTOR. I ought to want to; but I'm held fast. (Pause.) From here I +can see his portrait in my study. The sunlight throws a shadow on +it that changes it completely. It makes him look like. ... +Horrible! You see what I mean? + +HATER. The devil! Come away! + +DOCTOR. I can't. + +SISTER. Then at least defend yourself. + +DOCTOR. I always do. But this time I feel a thunder storm +gathering. How often have I tried to fly, and not been able to. +It's as if the earth were iron and I a compass needle. If +misfortune comes, it's not of my fee choice. They've come in +at the door. + +SISTER. I heard nothing. + +DOCTOR. I did! Now I can see them, too! He _is_ the friend of my +boyhood. He got into trouble at school; but I was blamed and +punished. He was nick-named Caesar, I don't know why. + +SISTER. And this man. ... + +DOCTOR. That's what always happens. Caesar! (The LADY comes in.) + +LADY. I've brought a visitor. + +DOCTOR. I know, and he's welcome. + +LADY. I left him in the house, to wash. + +DOCTOR. Well, are you satisfied with your conquest? + +LADY. I think he's the unhappiest man I ever met. + +DOCTOR. That's saying a great deal. + +LADY. Yes, there's enough unhappiness for all of us. + +DOCTOR. There is! (To his SISTER.) Would you ask him to come out +here? (His SISTER goes out.) Have you had an interesting time? + +LADY. Yes. I met a number of strange people. Have you had many +patients? + +DOCTOR. No. The consulting room's empty this morning. I think the +practice is going down. + +LADY (kindly). I'm sorry. Tell me, oughtn't that woodpile to be +taken into the house? It only draws the damp. + +DOCTOR (without reproach). Yes, and the bees should be killed, too; +and the fruit in the garden picked. But I've no time to do it. + +LADY. You're tired. + +DOCTOR. Tired of everything. + +LADY (without bitterness). And you've a wife who can't even help +you. + +DOCTOR (kindly). You mustn't say that, if I don't think so. + +LADY (turning towards the verandah). Here he is! + +(The STRANGER comes in through the verandah, dressed in a way that +makes him look younger than before. He has an air of forced +candour. He seems to recognise the doctor, and shrinks back, but +recovers himself.) + +DOCTOR. You're very welcome. + +STRANGER. It's kind of you. + +DOCTOR. You bring good weather with you. And we need it; for it's +rained for six weeks. + +STRANGER. Not for seven? It usually rains for seven if it rains on +St. Swithin's. But that's later on--how foolish of me! + +DOCTOR. As you're used to town life I'm afraid you'll find the +country dull. + +STRANGER. Oh no. I'm no more at home there than here. Excuse me +asking, but haven't we met before--when we were boys? + +DOCTOR. Never. + +(The LADY has sat down at the table and is crocheting.) + +STRANGER. Are you sure? + +DOCTOR. Perfectly. I've followed your literary career from the +first with great interest; as I know my wife has told you. So +that if we _had_ met I'd certainly have remembered your name. +(Pause.) Well, now you can see how a country doctor lives! + +STRANGER. If you could guess what the life of a so-called +liberator's like, you wouldn't envy him. + +DOCTOR. I can imagine it; for I've seen how men love their chains. +Perhaps that's as it should be. + +STRANGER (listening). Strange. Who's playing in the village? + +DOCTOR. I don't know. Do you, Ingeborg? + +LADY. No. + +STRANGER. Mendelssohn's Funeral March! It pursues me. I never know +whether I've heard it or not. + +DOCTOR. Do you suffer from hallucinations? + +STRANGER. No. But I'm pursued by trivial incidents. Can't you hear +anyone playing? + +DOCTOR. Yes. + +LADY. Someone _is_ playing. Mendelssohn. + +DOCTOR. Not surprising. + +STRANGER. No. But that it should be played precisely at the right +place, at the right time . ... (He gets up.) + +DOCTOR. To reassure you, I'll ask my sister. (Exit through the +verandah.) + +STRANGER (to the LADY). I'm stifling here. I can't pass a night +under this roof. Your husband looks like a werewolf and in his +presence you turn into a pillar of salt. Murder has been done in +this house; the place is haunted. I shall escape as soon as I can +find an excuse. + +(The DOCTOR comes back.) + +DOCTOR. It's the girl at the post office. + +STRANGER (nervously). Good. That's all right. You've an original +house. That pile of wood, for instance. + +DOCTOR. Yes. It's been struck by lightning twice. + +STRANGER. Terrible! And you still keep it? + +DOCTOR. That's why. I've made it higher out of defiance; and to +give shade in summer. It's like the prophet's gourd. But in the +autumn it must go into the wood shed. + +STRANGER (looking round). Christmas roses, too! Where did you get +them? They're flowering in summer! Everything's upside down here. + +DOCTOR. They were given me by a patient. He's not quite sane. + +STRANGER. Is he staying in the house? + +DOCTOR. Yes. He's a quiet soul, who ponders on the purposelessness +of nature. He thinks it foolish for hellebore to grow in the snow +and freeze; so he puts the plants in the cellar and beds them out +in the spring. + +STRANGER. But a madman ... in the house. Most unpleasant! + +DOCTOR. He's very harmless. + +STRANGER. How did he lose his wits? + +DOCTOR. Who can tell. It's a disease of the mind, not the body. + +STRANGER. Tell me--is he here--now? + +DOCTOR. Yes. He's free to wander in the garden and arrange +creation. But if his presence disquiets you, we can shut him up. + +STRANGER. Why aren't such poor devils put out of--their misery? + +DOCTOR. It's hard to know whether they're ripe. ... + +STRANGER. What for? + +DOCTOR. For what's to come. + +STRANGER. There _is_ nothing. (Pause.) + +DOCTOR. Who knows! + +STRANGER. I feel strangely uneasy. Have you medical material ... +specimens ... dead bodies? + +DOCTOR. Oh yes. In the ice-box--for the authorities, you know. (He +pulls out an arm and leg.) Look here. + +STRANGER. No. Too much like Bluebeard! + +DOCTOR (sharply). What do you mean by that? (Looking at the LADY.) +Do you think I kill my wives? + +STRANGER. Oh no. It's clear you don't. Is this house haunted, too? + +DOCTOR. Oh yes. Ask my wife.(He disappears behind the wood pile +where neither the STRANGER nor the LADY can see him.) + +LADY. You needn't whisper, my husband's deaf. Though he can lip +read. + +STRANGER. Then let me say that I've never known a more painful +half-hour. We exchange the merest commonplaces, because none of us +has the courage to say what he thinks. I suffered so that the idea +came to me of opening my veins to get relief. But now I'd like to +tell him the truth and have done with it. Shall we say to his face +that we mean to go away, and that you've had enough of his +foolishness? + +LADY. If you talk like that I'll begin to hate you. You must behave +under any circumstances. + +STRANGER. How well brought up you are! (The DOCTOR now becomes +visible to the STRANGER and the LADY, who continue their +conversation.) Come away with me, before the sun goes down. +(Pause.) Tell me, why did you kiss me yesterday? + +LADY. But. ... + +STRANGER. Supposing he could hear what we say! I don't trust him. + +DOCTOR. What shall we do to amuse our guest? + +LADY. He doesn't care much for amusement. His life's not been +happy. + +(The DOCTOR blows a whistle. The MADMAN comes into the garden. He +wears a laurel wreath and his clothes are curious.) + +DOCTOR. Come here, Caesar. + +STRANGER (displeased). What? Is he called Caesar? + +DOCTOR. No. It's a nickname I gave him, to remind me of a boy I was +at school with. + +STRANGER (disturbed). Oh? + +DOCTOR. He was involved in a strange incident, and I got all the +blame. + +LADY (to the STRANGER). You'd never believe a boy could have been +so corrupt. + +(The STRANGER looks distressed. The MADMAN comes nearer.) + +DOCTOR. Caesar, come and make your bow to our famous writer. + +CAESAR. Is this the great man? + +LADY (to the DOCTOR). Why did you let him come, if it annoys our +guest? + +DOCTOR. Caesar, you must behave. Or I shall have to whip you. + +CAESAR. Yes. He is Caesar, but he's not great. He doesn't even know +which came first, the hen or the egg. But I do. + +STRANGER (to the LADY). I shall go. Is this a trap? What am I to +think? In a minute he'll unloose his bees to amuse me. + +LADY. Trust me ... whatever happens! And turn your face away when +you speak. + +STRANGER. This werewolf never leaves us. + +DOCTOR (looking at his watch). You must excuse me for about an +hour. I've a patient to visit. I hope the time won't hang on your +hands. + +STRANGER. I'm used to waiting, for what never comes. ... + +DOCTOR (to the MADMAN). Come along, Caesar. I must lock you up in +the cellar. (He goes out with the MADMAN.) + +STRANGER (to the LADY). What does that mean? Someone's pursuing me! +You told me your husband was well disposed towards me, and I +believed you. But he can't open his mouth without wounding me. +Every word pricks like a goad. Then this funeral march ... it's +really being played! And here, once more, Christmas roses! Why does +everything follow in an eternal round? Dead bodies, beggars, +madmen, human destinies and childhood memories? Come away. Let me +free you from this hell. + +LADY. That's why I brought you here. Also that it could never be +said you'd stolen the wife of another. But one thing I must ask +you: can I put my trust in you? + +STRANGER. You mean in my feelings? + +LADY. I don't speak of them. We're taking them for granted. They'll +endure as long as they'll endure. + +STRANGER. You mean in my position? Large sums are owed me. All I +have to do is to write or telegraph. ... + +LADY. Then I will trust you. (Putting away her work.) Now go +straight out of that door. Follow the syringa hedge till you +find a gate. We'll meet in the next village. + +STRANGER (hesitating). I don't like leaving the back way. I'd +rather have fought it out with him here. + +LADY. Quick! + +STRANGER. Won't you come with me? + +LADY. Yes. But then I must go first. (She turns and blows a kiss +towards the verandah.) My poor werewolf! + + +SCENE III + +ROOM IN AN HOTEL + +[The STRANGER enters followed by the LADY. A WAITER.] + +STRANGER (who is carrying a suitcase). Is no other room free? + +WAITER. No. + +STRANGER. I don't want this one. + +LADY. But it's the only one: the other hotels are all full. + +STRANGER (to the WAITER). You can go. (The LADY sinks on to a chair +without taking off her hat and coat.) What is it you want? + +LADY. I wish you'd kill me. + +STRANGER. I don't wonder! Thrown out of hotels, because we're not +married, and pestered by the police, we're forced to come to this +place, the last I'd have wished. To this very room, number eight. ... +Someone must be against me! + +LADY. Is this eight? + +STRANGER. What? Have you been here before? + +LADY. Have you? + +STRANGER. Yes. + +LADY. Then let's get away. Onto the road, into the woods. It +doesn't matter where. + +STRANGER. I should like to. But after this terrible time I'm as +tired as you are. I felt this was to be our journey's end. I +resisted, I tried to go in the opposite direction, but trains were +late, or we missed them, and we had to come here. To this room! The +devil's in it--at least what I call the devil. But I'll be even +with him yet. + +LADY. It seems we'll never find peace on earth again. + +STRANGER. Nothing's been changed. The dying Christmas roses. +(Looking at two pictures.) There he is again. And that's the Hotel +Breuer in Montreux. I've stayed there, too. + +LADY. Did you go to the post office? + +STRANGER. I thought you'd ask me that. I did. And as an answer to +five letters and three telegrams I found a telegram saying that my +publisher had gone away for a fortnight. + +LADY. Then we're lost. + +STRANGER. Very nearly. + +LADY. The waiter will be back in five minutes and ask for our +passports. Then the landlord will come up and tell us to go. + +STRANGER. Then only one course remains. + +LADY. Two. + +STRANGER. The second's impossible. + +LADY. What is the second? + +STRANGER. To go to your parents in the country. + +LADY. You're beginning to read my thoughts. + +STRANGER. We no longer have any secrets from one another. + +LADY. Then the whole dream's at an end. + +STRANGER. It maybe. + +LADY. You must telegraph again. + +STRANGER. I ought to, I know. But I can't stir from here. I no +longer believe that what I do can succeed. Someone's paralysed me. + +LADY. And me! We decided never to speak of the past and yet we drag +it with us. Look at this carpet. Those flowers seem to form. ... + +STRANGER. Him! It's him. He's everywhere. How many hundred times +has he. ... Yet I see someone else in the pattern of the table +cloth. No, it's an illusion! Any moment now I'll hear my funeral +march--then everything will be complete. (Listening.) There! + +LADY. I hear nothing. + +STRANGER. Am I ... am I. ... + +LADY. Shall we go home? + +STRANGER. The last place. The worst of all! To arrive like an +adventurer, a beggar. Impossible! + +LADY. Yes, I know, but. ... No, it would be too much. To bring +shame, disgrace and sorrow to the old people, and to see you +humiliated, and you me! We could never respect one another again. + +STRANGER. It would be worse than death. Yet I feel it's inevitable, +and I begin to long for it, to get it over quickly, if it must be. + +LADY (taking out her work). But I don't want to be reviled in your +presence. We must find another way. If only we were married--and +divorce would be easy, because my former marriage isn't recognised +by the laws of the country in which it was contracted. ... All we +need do is to go away and be married by the same priest ... but +that would be wounding for you! + +STRANGER. It would match the rest! For this honeymoon's becoming a +pilgrimage! + +LADY. You're right! The landlord will be here in five minutes to +turn us out. There's only one way to end such humiliations. Of our +own free will we must accept the worst. ... I can hear footsteps! + +STRANGER. I've foreseen this and am ready. Ready for everything. If +I can't overcome the unseen, I can show you how much I can endure. ... +You must pawn your jewellery. I can buy it back when my publisher +gets home, if he's not drowned bathing or killed in a railway +accident. A man as ambitious as I must be ready to sacrifice his +honour first of all. + +LADY. As we're agreed, wouldn't it be better to give up this room? +Oh, God! He's coming now. + +STRANGER. Let's go. We'll run the gauntlet of waiters, maids and +servants. Red with shame and pale with indignation. Animals have +their lairs to hide in, but we are forced to flaunt our shame. +(Pause.) Let down your veil. + +LADY. So this is freedom! + +STRANGER. And I ... am the liberator. (Exeunt.) + + +SCENE IV + +BY THE SEA + +[A hut on a cliff by the sea. Outside it a table with chairs. The +STRANGER and the LADY are dressed in less sombre clothing and look +younger than in the previous scene. The LADY is doing crochet work.] + +STRANGER. Three peaceful happy days at my wife's side, and anxiety +returns! + +LADY. What do you fear? + +STRANGER. That this will not last long. + +LADY. Why do you think so? + +STRANGER. I don't know. I believe it must end suddenly, terribly. +There's something deceptive even the sunshine and the stillness. I +feel that happiness if not part of my destiny. + +LADY. But it's all over! My parents are resigned to what we've +done. My husband understands and has written a kind letter. + +STRANGER. What does that matter? Fate spins the web; once more I +hear the mallet fall and the chairs being pushed back from the +table--judgment has been pronounced. Yet that must have happened +before I was born, because even in childhood I began to serve my +sentence. There's no moment in my life on which can look back with +happiness. + +LADY. Unfortunate man! Yet you've had everything you wished from +life! + +STRANGER. Everything. Unluckily I forgot to wish for money. + +LADY. You're thinking of that again. + +STRANGER. Are you surprised? + +LADY. Quiet! + +STRANGER. What is it you're always working at? You sit there like +one of the Fates and draw the threads through your fingers. But go +on. The most beautiful of sights is a woman bending over her work, +or over her child. What are you making? + +LADY. Nothing. Crochet work. + +STRANGER. It looks like a network of nerves and knots on which +you've fixed your thoughts. The brain must look like that--from +within. + +LADY. If only I thought of half the things you imagine. ... But I +think of nothing. + +STRANGER. Perhaps that's why I feel so contented when I'm with you. +Why, I find you so perfect that I can no longer imagine life +without you! Now the clouds have blown away. Now the sky is clear! +The wind soft--feel how it caresses us! This is Life! Yes, now I +live. And I feel my spirit growing, spreading, becoming tenuous, +infinite. I am everywhere, in the ocean which is my blood, in the +rocks that are my bones, in the trees, in the flowers; and my head +reaches up to the heavens. I can survey the whole universe. I _am_ +the universe. And I feel the power of the Creator within me, for I +am He! I wish I could grasp the all in my hand and refashion it +into something more perfect, more lasting, more beautiful. I want +all creation and created beings to be happy, to be born without +pain, live without suffering, and die in quiet content. Eve! Die +with me now! This moment, for the next will bring sorrow again. + +LADY. I'm not ready to die. + +STRANGER. Why not? + +LADY. I believe there are things I've not yet done. Perhaps I've +not suffered enough. + +STRANGER. Is that the purpose of life? + +LADY. It seems to be. (Pause.) Now I want to ask one thing of you. + +STRANGER. Well? + +LADY. Don't blaspheme against heaven again, or compare yourself +with the Creator, for then you remind me of Caesar at home. + +STRANGER (excitedly). Caesar! How can you say that ...? + +LADY. I'm sorry if I've said anything I shouldn't. It was foolish +of me to say 'at home.' Forgive me. + +STRANGER. You were thinking that Caesar and I resemble one another +in our blasphemies? + +LADY. Of course not. + +STRANGER. Strange. I believe you when you say you don't mean to +hurt me; yet you _do_ hurt me, as all the others do. Why? + +LADY. Because you're over-sensitive. + +STRANGER. You say that again! Do you think I've sensitive hidden +places? + +LADY. No. I didn't mean that. And now the spirits of suspicion and +discord are coming between us. Drive them away--at once. + +STRANGER. You mustn't say I blaspheme if I use the well-known +words: See, we are like unto the gods. + +LADY. But if that's so, why can't you help yourself, or us? + +STRANGER. Can't I? Wait. As yet we've only seen the beginning. + +LADY. If the end is like it, heaven help us! + +STRANGER. I know what you fear; and I meant to hold back a pleasant +surprise. But now I won't torment you longer. (He takes out a +registered letter, not yet opened.) Look! + +LADY. The money's come! + +STRANGER. This morning. Who can destroy me now? + +LADY. Don't speak like that. You know who could. + +STRANGER. Who? + +LADY. He who punishes the arrogance of men. + +STRANGER. And their courage. That especially. This was my Achilles' +heel; I bore with everything, except this fearful lack of money. + +LADY. May I ask how much they've sent? + +STRANGER. I don't know. I've not opened the letter. But I do know +about how much to expect. I'd better look and see. (He opens the +letter.) What? Only an account showing I'm owed nothing! There's +something uncanny in this. + +LADY. I begin to think so, too. + +STRANGER. I know I'm damned. But I'm ready to hurl the curse back +at him who so nobly cursed me. ... (He throws up the letter.) With +a curse of my own. + +LADY. Don't. You frighten me. + +STRANGER. Fear me, so long as you don't despise me! The challenge +has been thrown down; now you shall see a conflict between two +great opponents. (He opens his coat and waistcoat and looks +threateningly aloft.) Strike me with your lightning if you dare! +Frighten me with your thunder if you can! + +LADY. Don't speak like that. + +STRANGER. I will. Who dares break in on my dream of love? Who tears +the cup from my lips; and the woman from my arms? Those who envy +me, be they gods or devils! Little bourgeois gods who parry sword +thrusts with pin-pricks from behind, who won't stand up to their +man, but strike at him with unpaid bills. A backstairs way of +discrediting a master before his servants. They never attack, never +draw, merely soil and decry! Powers, lords and masters! All are the +same! + +LADY. May heaven not punish you. + +STRANGER. Heaven's blue and silent. The ocean's silent and stupid. +Listen, I can hear a poem--that's what I call it when an idea +begins to germinate in my mind. First the rhythm; this time like +the thunder of hooves and the jingle of spurs and accoutrements. +But there's a fluttering too, like a sail flapping. ... Banners! + +LADY. No. It's the wind. Can't you hear it in the trees? + +STRANGER. Quiet! They're riding over a bridge, a wooden bridge. +There's no water in the brook, only pebbles. Wait! Now I can hear +them, men and women, saying a rosary. The angels' greeting. Now I +can see--on what you're working--a large kitchen, with white-washed +walls, it has three small latticed windows, with flowers in them. +In the left-hand corner a hearth, on the right a table with wooden +seats. And above the table, in the corner, hangs a crucifix, with a +lamp burning below. The ceiling's of blackened beams, and dried +mistletoe hangs on the wall. + +LADY (frightened). Where can you see all that? + +STRANGER. On your work. + +LADY. Can you see people there? + +STRANGER. A very old man's sitting at the table, bent over a game +bag, his hands clasped in prayer. A woman, so longer young, kneels +on the floor. Now once more I hear the angels' greeting, as if far +away. But those two in the kitchen are as motionless as figures of +wax. A veil shrouds everything. ... No, that was no poem! (Waking.) +It was something else. + +LADY. It was reality! The kitchen at home, where you've never set +foot. That old man was my grandfather, the forester, and the woman +my mother! They were praying for us! It was six o'clock and the +servants were saying a rosary outside, as they always do. + +STRANGER. You make me uneasy. Is this the beginning of second +sight? Still, it was beautiful. A snow-white room, with flowers +and mistletoe. But why should they pray for us? + +LADY. Why indeed! Have we done wrong? + +STRANGER. What is wrong? + +LADY. I've read there's no such thing. And yet ... I long to see my +mother; not my father, for he turned me out as he did her. + +STRANGER. Why should he have turned your mother out? + +LADY. Who can say? The children least of all. Let us go to my home. +I long to. + +STRANGER. To the lion's den, the snake pit? One more or less makes +no matter. I'll do it for you, but not like the Prodigal Son. No, +you shall see that I can go through fire and water for your sake. + +LADY. How do you know ...? + +STRANGER. I can guess. + +LADY. And can you guess that the path to where my parents live in +the mountains is too steep for carts to use? + +STRANGER. It sounds extraordinary, but I read or dreamed something +of the kind. + +LADY. You may have. But you'll see nothing that's not natural, +though perhaps unusual, for men and women are a strange race. Are +you ready to follow me? + +STRANGER. I'm ready--for anything! + +(The LADY kisses him on the forehead and makes the sign of the +cross simply, timidly and without gestures.) + +LADY. Then come! + + +SCENE V + +ON THE ROAD + +[A landscape with hills; a chapel, right, in the far distance on a +rise. The road, flanked by fruit trees, winds across the +background. Between the trees hills can be seen on which are +crucifixes, chapels and memorials to the victims of accidents. In +the foreground a sign post with the legend, 'Beggars not allowed in +this parish.' The STRANGER and the LADY.] + +LADY. You're tired. + +STRANGER. I won't deny it. But it's humiliating to confess I'm +hungry, because the money's gone. I never thought that would happen +to me. + +LADY. It seems we must be prepared for anything, for I think we've +fallen into disfavour. My shoe's split, and I could weep at our +having to go like this, looking like beggars. + +STRANGER (pointing to the signpost). And beggars are not allowed in +this parish. Why must that be stuck up in large letters here? + +LADY. It's been there as long as I can remember. Think of it, I've +not been back since I was a child. And In those days I found the +way short and the hills lower. The trees, too, were smaller, and I +think I used to hear birds singing. + +STRANGER. Birds sang all the year for you then! Now they only sing +in the spring--and autumn's not far off. But in those days you used +to dance along this endless way of Calvaries, plucking flowers at +the feet of the crosses. (A horn in the distance.) What's that? + +LADY. My grandfather coming back from shooting. A good old man. +Let's go on and reach the house by dark. + +STRANGER. Is it still far? + +LADY. No. Only across the hills and over the river. + +STRANGER. Is that the river I hear? + +LADY. The river by which I was born and brought up. I was eighteen +before I crossed over to this bank, to see what was in the blue of +the distance. ... Now I've seen. + +STRANGER. You're weeping! + +LADY. Poor old man! When I got into the boat, he said: My child, +beyond lies the world. When you've seen enough, come back to your +mountains, and they will hide you. Now I've seen enough. Enough! + +STRANGER. Let's go. It's beginning to grow dusk already. (They pick +up their travelling capes and go on.) + + +SCENE VI + +IN A RAVINE + +[Entrance to a ravine between steep cliffs covered with pines. In +the foreground a wooden shanty, a broom by the door with a ramshorn +hanging from its handle. Left, a smithy, a red glow showing through +its open door. Right, a flourmill. In the background the road +through the ravine with mill-stream and footbridge. The rock +formations look like giant profiles.] + +[On the rise of the curtain the SMITH is at the smithy door and the +MILLER'S WIFE at the door of the mill. When the LADY enters they +sign to one another and disappear. The clothing of both the LADY +and the STRANGER is torn and shabby.] + +STRANGER. They're hiding, from us, probably. + +LADY. I don't think so. + +STRANGER. What a strange place! Everything seems conspire to arouse +disquiet. What's that broom there? And the horn with ointment? +Probably because it's their usual place, but it makes me think of +witchcraft. Why is the smithy black and the mill white? Because +one's sooty and the other covered with flour; yet when I saw the +blacksmith by the light of his forge and the white miller's wife, +it reminded me of an old poem. Look at those giant faces. ... +There's your werewolf from whom I saved you. There he is, in +profile, see! + +LADY. Yes, but it's only the rock. + +STRANGER. Only the rock, and yet it's he. + +LADY. Shall I tell you why we can see him? + +STRANGER. You mean--it's our conscience? Which pricks us when we're +hungry and tired, and is silent when we've eaten and rested. It's +horrible to arrive in rags. Our clothes are torn from climbing +through the brambles. Someone's fighting against me. + +LADY. Why did you challenge him? + +STRANGER. Because I want to fight in the open; not battle with +unpaid bills and empty purses. Anyhow: here's my last copper. The +devil take it, if there is one! (He throws it into the brook.) + +LADY. Oh! We could have paid the ferry with it. Now we'll have to +talk of money when we reach home. + +STRANGER. When can we talk of anything else? + +LADY. That's because you've despised it. + +STRANGER. As I've despised everything. ... + +LADY. But not everything's despicable. Some things are good. + +STRANGER. I've never seen them. + +LADY. Then follow me and you will. + +STRANGER. I'll follow you. (He hesitates when passing the smithy.) + +LADY (who has gone on ahead). Are you frightened of fire? + +STRANGER. No, but ... (The horn is heard in the distance. He +hurries past the smithy after the LADY.) + + +SCENE VII + +IN A KITCHEN + +[A large kitchen with whitewashed walls. Three windows in the +corner, right, so arranged that two are at the back and one in the +right wall. The windows are small and deeply recessed; in the +recesses there are flower pots. The ceiling is beamed and black +with soot. In the left corner a large range with utensils of +copper, iron and tin, and wooden vessels. In the corner, right, a +crucifix with a lamp. Beneath it a four-cornered table with +benches. Bunches of mistletoe on the walls. A door at the back. The +Poorhouse can be seen outside, and through the window at the back +the church. Near the fire bedding for dogs and a table with food +for the poor.] + +[The OLD MAN is sitting at the table beneath the crucifix, with his +hands clasped and a game bag before him. He is a strongly-built man +of over eighty with white hair and along beard, dressed as a +forester. The MOTHER is kneeling on the floor; she is grey-haired +and nearly fifty; her dress is of black-and-white material. The +voices of men, women and children can be clearly heard singing the +last verse of the Angels' Greeting in chorus. 'Holy Mary, Mother of +God, pray for us poor sinners, now and in the hour of death. +Amen.'] + +OLD MAN and MOTHER. Amen! + +MOTHER. Now I'll tell you, Father. They saw two vagabonds by the +river. Their clothing was torn and dirty, for they'd been in the +water. And when it came to paying the ferryman, they'd no money. +Now they're drying their clothes in the ferryman's hut. + +OLD MAN. Let them stay there. + +MOTHER. Don't forbid a beggar your house. He might be an angel. + +OLD MAN. True. Let them come in. + +MOTHER. I'll put food for them on the table for the poor. Do you +mind that? + +OLD MAN. No. + +MOTHER. Shall I give them cider? + +OLD MAN. Yes. And you can light the fire; they'll be cold. + +MOTHER. There's hardly time. But I will, if you wish it, Father. + +OLD MAN (looking out of the window). I think you'd better. + +MOTHER. What are you looking at? + +OLD MAN. The river; it's rising. And I'm asking myself, as I've +done for seventy years--when I shall reach the sea. + +MOTHER. You're sad to-night, Father. + +OLD MAN. ... et introibo ad altare Dei: ad Deum qui laetificat +juventutem meam. Yes. I do feel sad. ... Deus, Deus meus: quare +tristis es anima mea, et quare conturbas me. + +MOTHER. Spera in Deo. ... + +(The Maid comes in, and signs to the MOTHER, who goes over to her. +They whisper together and the maid goes out again.) + +OLD MAN. I heard what you said. O God! Must I bear that too! + +MOTHER. You needn't see them. You can go up to your room. + +OLD MAN. No. It shall be a penance. But why come like this: as +vagabonds? + +MOTHER. Perhaps they lost their way and have had much to endure. + +OLD MAN. But to bring her husband! Is she lost to shame? + +MOTHER. You know Ingeborg's queer nature. She thinks all she does +is fitting, if not right. Have you ever seen her ashamed, or suffer +from a rebuff? I never have. Yet she's not without shame; on the +contrary. And everything she does, however questionable, seems +natural when she does it. + +OLD MAN. I've always wondered why one could never be angry with +her. She doesn't feel herself responsible, or think an insult's +directed at her. She seems impersonal; or rather two persons, one +who does nothing but ill whilst the other gives absolution. ... But +this man! There's no one I've hated from afar so much as he. He +sees evil everywhere; and of no one have I heard so much ill. + +MOTHER. That's true. But it may be Ingeborg's found some mission in +this man's life; and he in hers. Perhaps they're meant to torture +each other into atonement. + +OLD MAN. Perhaps. But I'll have nothing to do with at seems to me +shameful. This man, under my roof! Yet I must accept it, like +everything else. For I've deserved no less. + +MOTHER. Very well then. (The LADY and the STRANGER come in.) You're +welcome. + +LADY. Thank you, Mother. (She looks over to the OLD MAN, who rises +and looks at the STRANGER.) Peace, Grandfather. This is my husband. +Give him your hand. + +OLD MAN. First let me look at him. (He goes to the STRANGER, puts +his hands on his shoulders and looks him in the eyes.) What motives +brought you here? + +STRANGER (simply). None, but to keep my wife company, at her +earnest desire. + +OLD MAN. If that's true, you're welcome! I've a long and stormy +life behind me, and at last I've found a certain peace in solitude. +I beg you not to trouble it. + +STRANGER. I haven't come here to ask favours. I'll take nothing +with me when I go. + +OLD MAN. That's not the answer I wanted; for we all need one +another. I perhaps need you. No one can know, young man. + +LADY. Grandfather! + +OLD MAN. Yes, my child. I shan't wish you happiness, for there's no +such thing; but I wish you strength to bear your destiny. Now I'll +leave you for a little. Your mother will look after you. (He goes +out.) + +LADY (to her mother). Did you lay that table for us, Mother? + +MOTHER. No, it's a mistake, as you can imagine. + +LADY. I know we look wretched. We were lost in the mountains, and +if grandfather hadn't blown his horn... + +MOTHER. Your grandfather gave up hunting long ago. + +LADY. Then it was someone else. ... Listen, Mother, I'll go up now +to the 'rose' room, and get it straight. + +MOTHER. Do. I'll come in a moment. + +(The LADY would like to say something, cannot, and goes out.) + +STRANGER (to the MOTHER). I've seen this room already. + +MOTHER. And I've seen you. I almost expected you. + +STRANGER. As one expects a disaster? + +MOTHER. Why say that? + +STRANGER. Because I sow devastation wherever I go. But as I must go +somewhere, and cannot change my fate, I've lost my scruples. + +MOTHER. Then you're like my daughter--she, too, has no scruples and +no conscience. + +STRANGER. What? + +MOTHER. You think I'm speaking ill of her? I couldn't do that of my +own child. I only draw the comparison, because you know her. + +STRANGER. But I've noticed what you speak of in Eve. + +MOTHER. Why do you call Ingeborg Eve? + +STRANGER. By inventing a name for her I made her mine. I wanted to +change her. ... + +MOTHER. And remake her in your image? (Laughing.) I've been told +that country wizards carve images of their victims, and give them +the names of those they'd bewitch. That was your plan: by means of +this Eve, that you yourself had made, you intended to destroy the +whole Sex! + +STRANGER (looking at the MOTHER in surprise). Those were damnable +words! Forgive me. But you have religious beliefs: how can you +think such things? + +MOTHER. The thoughts were yours. + +STRANGER. This begins to be interesting. I imagined an idyll in the +forest, but this is a witches' cauldron. + +MOTHER. Not quite. You've forgotten, or never knew, that a man +deserted me shamefully, and that you're a man who also shamefully +deserted a woman. + +STRANGER. Frank words. Now I know where I am. + +MOTHER. I'd like to know where I am. Can you support two families? + +STRANGER. If all goes well. + +MOTHER. All doesn't--in this life. Money can be lost. + +STRANGER. But my talent's capital I can never lose. + +MOTHER. Really? The greatest of talents has been known to fail ... +gradually, or suddenly. + +STRANGER. I've never met anyone who could so damp one's courage. + +MOTHER. Pride should be damped. Your last book was much weaker. + +STRANGER. You read it? + +MOTHER. Yes. That's why I know all your secrets. So don't try to +deceive me; it won't go well with you. (Pause.) A trifle, but one +that does us no good here: why didn't you pay the ferryman? + +STRANGER. My heel of Achilles! I threw my last coin away. Can't we +speak of something else than money in this house? + +MOTHER. Oh yes. But in this house we do our duty before we amuse +ourselves. So you came on foot because you had no money? + +STRANGER (hesitating). Yes. ... + +MOTHER (smiling). Probably nothing to eat? + +STRANGER (hesitating). No. ... + +MOTHER. You're a fine fellow! + +STRANGER. In all my life I've never been in such a predicament. + +MOTHER. I can believe it. It's almost a pity. I could laugh at the +figure you cut, if I didn't know it would make you weep, and others +with you. (Pause.) But now you've had your will, hold fast to the +woman who loves you; for if you leave her, you'll never smile +again, and soon forget what happiness was. + +STRANGER. Is that a threat? + +MOTHER. A warning. Go now, and have your supper. + +STRANGER (pointing at the table for the poor). There? + +MOTHER. A poor joke; which might become reality. I've seen such +things. + +STRANGER. Soon I'll believe anything can happen--this is the worst +I've known. + +MOTHER. Worse yet may come. Wait! + +STRANGER (cast down). I'm prepared for anything. + +(Exit. A moment later the OLD MAN comes in.) + +OLD MAN. It was no angel after all. + +MOTHER. No good angel, certainly. + +OLD MAN. Really! (Pause.) You know how superstitious people here +are. As I went down to the river I heard this: a farmer said his +horse shied at 'him'; another that the dogs got so fierce he'd had +to tie them up. The ferryman swore his boat drew less water when +'he' got in. Superstition, but. ... + +MOTHER. But what? + +OLD MAN. It was only a magpie that flew in at her window, though it +was closed. An illusion, perhaps. + +MOTHER. Perhaps. But why does one often see such things at the +right time? + +OLD MAN. This man's presence is intolerable. When he looks at me I +can't breathe. + +MOTHER. We must try to get rid of him. I'm certain he won't care to +stay for long. + +OLD MAN. No. He won't grow old here. (Pause.) Listen, I got a +letter to-night warning me about him. Among other things he's +wanted by the courts. + +MOTHER. The courts? + +OLD MAN. Yes. Money matters. But, remember, the laws of hospitality +protect beggars and enemies. Let him stay a few days, till he's got +over this fearful journey. You can see how Providence has laid +hands on him, how his soul is being ground in the mill ready for +the sieve. ... + +MOTHER. I've felt a call to be a tool in the hands of Providence. + +OLD MAN. Don't confuse it with your wish for vengeance. + +MOTHER. I'll try not to, if I can. + +OLD MAN. Well, good-night. + +MOTHER. Do you think Ingeborg has read his last book? + +OLD MAN. It's unlikely. If she had she'd never have married a man +who held such views. + +MOTHER. No, she's not read it. But now she must. + + +SCENE VIII + +THE 'ROSE' ROOM + +[A simple, pleasantly furnished room in the forester's house. The +walls are colour-washed in red; the curtains are of thin +rose-coloured muslin. In the small latticed windows there are +flowers. On right, a writing-table and bookshelf. Left, a sofa with +rose-coloured curtains above in the form of a baldachino. Tables +and chairs in Old German style. At the back, a door. Outside the +country can be seen and the poorhouse, a dark, unpleasant building +with black, uncurtained windows. Strong sunlight. The LADY is +sitting on the sofa working.] + +MOTHER (standing with a book bound in rose-coloured cloth in her +hand.) You won't read your husband's book? + +LADY. Not that one. I promised not to. + +MOTHER. You don't want to know the man to whom you've entrusted +your fate? + +LADY. What would be the use? We're all right as we are. + +MOTHER. You make no great demands on life? + +LADY. Why should I? They'd never be fulfilled. + +MOTHER. I don't know whether you were born full of worldly wisdom, +or foolishness. + +LADY. I don't know myself. + +MOTHER. If the sun shines and you've enough to eat, you're content. + +LADY. Yes. And when it goes in, I make the best of it. + +MOTHER. To change the subject: did you know your husband was being +pressed by the courts on account of his debts? + +LADY. Yes. It happens to all writers. + +MOTHER. Is he mad, or a rascal? + +LADY. He's neither. He's no ordinary man; and it's a pity I can +tell him nothing he doesn't know already. That's why we don't speak +much; but he's glad to have me near him; and so am I to be near +him. + +MOTHER. You've reached calm water already? Then it can't be far to +the mill-race! But don't you think you'd have more to talk of, if +you read what he has written? + +LADY. Perhaps. You can leave me the book, if you like. + +MOTHER. Take it and hide it. It'll be a surprise if you can quote +something from his masterpiece. + +LADY (hiding the book in her bag). He's coming. If he's spoken of +he seems to feel it from afar. + +MOTHER. If he could only feel how he makes others suffer--from +afar. (Exit left.) + +(The LADY, alone for an instant, looks at the book and seems taken +aback. She hides it in her bag.) + +STRANGER (entering). Your mother was here? You were speaking of me, +of course. I can almost hear her ill-natured words. They cut the +air and darken the sunshine. I can almost divine the impression of +her body in the atmosphere of the room, and she leaves an odour +like that of a dead snake. + +LADY. You're irritable to-day. + +STRANGER. Fearfully. Some fool has restrung my nerves out of tune, +and plays on them with a horse-hair bow till he sets my teeth on +edge. ... You don't know what that is! There's someone here who's +stronger than I! Someone with a searchlight who shines it at me, +wherever I may be. Do they use the black art in this place? + +LADY. Don't turn your back on the sunlight. Look at this lovely +country; you'll feel calmer. + +STRANGER. I can't bear that poorhouse. It seems to have been built +there solely for me. And a demented woman always stands there +beckoning. + +LADY. Do you think they treat you badly here? + +STRANGER. In a way, no. They feed me with tit-bits, as if I were to +be fattened for the butcher. But I can't eat because they grudge it +me, and I feel the cold rays of their hate. To me it seems there's +an icy wind everywhere, although it's still and hot. And I can hear +that accursčd mill. ... + +LADY. It's not grinding now. + +STRANGER. Yes. Grinding ... grinding. + +LADY. Listen. There's no hate here. Pity, at most. + +STRANGER. Another thing. ... Why do people I meet cross themselves? + +LADY. Only because they're used to praying in silence. (Pause.) You +had an unwelcome letter this morning? + +STRANGER. Yes. The kind that makes your hair rise from the scalp, +so that you want to curse at fate. I'm owed money, but can't get +paid. Now the law's being set in motion against me by ... the +guardians of my children, because I've not paid alimony. No one has +ever been in such a dishonourable position. I'm blameless. I could +pay my way; I want to, but am prevented! Not my fault; yet my +shame! It's not in nature. The devil's got a hand in it. + +LADY. Why? + +STRANGER. Why? Why is one born into this world an ignoramus, +knowing nothing of the laws, customs and usage one inadvertently +breaks? And for which one's punished. Why does one grow into a +youth full of high ambition only to be driven into vile actions one +abhors? Why, why? + +LADY (who has secretly been looking at the book: absent-mindedly). +There must be a reason, even if we don't know it. + +STRANGER. If it's to humble one, it's a poor method. It only makes +me more arrogant. Eve! + +LADY. Don't call me that. + +STRANGER (starting). Why not? + +LADY. I don't like it. You'd feel as I do, if I called you Caesar. + +STRANGER. Have we got back to that? + +LADY. To what? + +STRANGER. Did you mention that name for any reason? + +LADY. Caesar? No. But I'm beginning to find things out. + +STRANGER. Very well! Then I may as well fall honourably by my own +hand. I am Caesar, the school-boy, for whose escapade your husband, +the werewolf, was punished. Fate delights in making links for +eternity. A noble sport! (The LADY, uncertain what to do, does not +reply.) Say something! + +LADY. I can't. + +STRANGER. Say that he became a werewolf because, as a child, he +lost his belief in the justice of heaven, owing to the fact that, +though innocent, he was punished for the misdeeds of another. But +if you say so, I shall reply that I suffered ten times as much from +my conscience, and that the spiritual crisis that followed left me +so strengthened that I've never done such a thing again. + +LADY. No. It's not that. + +STRANGER. Then what is it? Do you respect me no longer? + +LADY. It's not that either. + +STRANGER. Then it's to make me feel my shame before you! And it +would be the end of everything between us. + +LADY. No! + +STRANGER. Eve. + +LADY. You rouse evil thoughts. + +STRANGER. You've broken your vow: you've been reading my book! + +LADY. I have. + +STRANGER. Then you've done wrong. + +LADY. My intention was good. + +STRANGER. The results even of your good intentions are terrible! +You've blown me into the air with my own petard. Why must all our +misdeeds come home to roost--both boyish escapades and really evil +action? It's fair enough to reap evil where one has sown it. But +I've never seen a good action get its reward. Never! It's a +disgrace to Him who records all sins, however black or venial. No +man could do it: men would forgive. The gods ... never! + +LADY. Don't say that. Say rather _you_ forgive. + +STRANGER. I'm not small-minded. But what have I forgive you? + +LADY. More than I can say. + +STRANGER. Say it. Perhaps then we'll be quits. + +LADY. He and I used to read the curse of Deutertonomy over you ... +for you'd ruined his life. + +STRANGER. What curse is that? + +LADY. From the fifth book of Moses. The priests chant it in chorus +when the fasts begin. + +STRANGER. I don't remember it. What does it matter--a curse more or +less? + +LADY. In my family those whom we curse, are struck. + +STRANGER. I don't believe it. But I do believe that evil emanates +from this house. May it recoil upon it! That is my prayer! Now, +according to custom, it would be my duty to shoot myself; but I +can't, so long as I have other duties. You see, I can't even die, +and so I've lost my last treasure--what, with reason, I call my +religion. I've heard that man can wrestle with God, and with +success; but not even job could fight against Satan. (Pause.) Let's +speak of you. ... + +LADY. Not now. Later perhaps. Since I've got to know your terrible +book--I've only glanced at it, only read a few lines here and +there--I feel as if I'd eaten of the tree of knowledge. My eyes are +opened and I know what's good and what's evil, as I've never known +before. And now I see how evil you are, and why I am to be called +Eve. She was a mother and brought sin into the world: it was +another mother who brought expiation. The curse of mankind was +called down on us by the first, a blessing by the second. In me you +shall not destroy my whole sex. Perhaps I have a different mission +in your life. We shall see! + +STRANGER. So you've eaten of the tree of knowledge? Farewell. + +LADY. You're going away? + +STRANGER. I can't stay here. + +LADY. Don't go. + +STRANGER. I must. I must clear up everything. I'll take leave of +the old people now. Then I'll come back. I shan't be long. (Exit.) + +LADY (remains motionless, then goes to the door and looks out. She +sinks to her knees). No! He won't come back! + +Curtain. + + +SCENE IX + +CONVENT + +[The refectory of an ancient convent, resembling a simple +whitewashed Romanesque church. There are damp patches on the walls, +looking like strange figures. A long table with bowls; at the end a +desk for the Lector. At the back a door leading to the chapel. +There are lighted candles on the tables. On the wall, left, a +painting representing the Archangel Michael killing the Fiend.] + +[The STRANGER is sitting left, at a refectory table, dressed in the +white clothing of a patient, with a bowl before him. At the table, +right, are sitting: the brown-clad mourners of Scene I. The BEGGAR. +A woman in mourning with two children. A woman who resembles the +Lady, but who is not her and who is crocheting instead of eating. A +Man very like the Doctor, another like the Madman. Others like the +Father, Mother, Brother. Parents of the 'Prodigal Son,' etc. All +are dressed in white, but over this are wearing costumes of +coloured crępe. Their faces are waxen and corpse-like, their whole +appearance queer, their gestures strange. On the rise of the +curtain all are finishing a Paternoster, except the STRANGER.] + +STRANGER (rising and going to the ABBESS, who is standing at a +serving table). Mother. May I speak to you? + +ABBESS (in a black-and-white Augustinian habit). Yes, my son. (They +come forward.) + +STRANGER. First, where am I? + +ABBESS. In a convent called 'St. Saviour.' You were found on the +hills above the ravine, with a cross you'd broken from a calvary +and with which you were threatening someone in the clouds. Indeed, +you thought you could see him. You were feverish and had lost your +foothold. You were picked up, unhurt, beneath a cliff, but in +delirium. You were brought to the hospital and put to bed. Since +then you've spoken wildly, and complained of a pain in your hip, +but no injury could be found. + +STRANGER. What did I speak of? + +ABBESS. You had the usual feverish dreams. You reproached yourself +with all kinds of things, and thought you could see your victims, +as you called them. + +STRANGER. And then? + +ABBESS. Your thoughts often turned to money matters. You wanted to +pay for yourself in the hospital. I tried to calm you by telling +you no payment would be asked: all was done out of charity. ... + +STRANGER. I want no charity. + +ABBESS. It's more blessed to give than to receive; yet a noble +nature can accept and be thankful. + +STRANGER. I want no charity. + +ABBESS. Hm! + +STRANGER. Tell me, why will none of those people sit at the same +table with me? They're getting up ... going. ... + +ABBESS. They seem to fear you. + +STRANGER. Why? + +ABBESS. You look so. ... + +STRANGER. I? But what of them? Are they real? + +ABBESS. If you mean true, they've a terrible reality. It may be +they look strange to you, because you're still feverish. Or there +may be another reason. + +STRANGER. I seem to know them, all of them! I see them as if in a +mirror: they only make as if they were eating. ... Is this some +drama they're performing? Those look like my parents, rather like ... +(Pause.) Hitherto I've feared nothing, because life was useless to +me. ... Now I begin to be afraid. + +ABBESS. If you don't believe them real, I'll ask the Confessor to +introduce you. (She signs to the CONFESSOR who approaches.) + +CONFESSOR (dressed in a black-and-white habit of Dominicans). +Sister! + +ABBESS. Tell the patient who are at that table. + +CONFESSOR. That's soon done. + +STRANGER. Permit a question first. Haven't we met already? + +CONFESSOR. Yes. I sat by your bedside, when you were delirious. At +your desire, I heard your confession. + +STRANGER. What? My confession? + +CONFESSOR. Yes. But I couldn't give you absolution; because it +seemed that what you said was spoken in fever. + +STRANGER. Why? + +CONFESSOR. There was hardly a sin or vice you didn't take upon +yourself--things so hateful you'd have had to undergo strict +penitence before demanding absolution. Now you're yourself again I +can ask whether there are grounds for your self-accusations. + +(The ABBESS leaves them.) + +STRANGER. Have you the right? + +CONFESSOR. No. In truth, no right. (Pause.) But you want to know in +whose company you are! The very best. There, for instance, is a +madman, Caesar, who lost his wits through reading the works of a +certain writer whose notoriety is greater than his fame. There's a +beggar, who won't admit he's a beggar, because he's learnt Latin +and is free. There, a doctor, called the werewolf, whose history's +well known. There, two parents, who grieved themselves to death +over a son who raised his hand against theirs. He must be +responsible for refusing to follow his father's bier and +desecrating his mother's grave. There's his unhappy sister, whom he +drove out into the snow, as he himself recounts, with the best +intentions. Over there's a woman who's been abandoned with her two +children, and there's another doing crochet work. ... All are old +acquaintances. Go and greet them! + +(The STRANGER has turned his back on the company: he now goes to +the table, left, and sits down with his back to them. He raises his +head, sees the picture of the Archangel Michael and lowers his +eyes. The CONFESSOR stands behind the STRANGER. A Catholic Requiem +can be heard from the chapel. The CONFESSOR speaks to the STRANGER +in a low voice while the music goes on.) + + Quantus tremor est futurus + Quando judex est venturus + Cuncta stricte discussurus, + Tuba mirum spargens sonum + Per sepulchra regionum + Coget omnes ante thronum. + Mors stupebit et natura, + Cum resurget creatura + Judicanti responsura + Liber scriptus proferetur + In quo totum continetur + Unde mundus judicetur. + Judex ergo cum sedebit + Quidquid latet apparebit + Nil inultum remanebit. + +(He goes to the desk by the table, right, and opens his breviary. +The music ceases.) + +We will continue the reading. ... 'But if thou wilt not hearken +unto the voice of the Lord thy God all these curses shall overtake +thee. Cursčd shalt thou be in the city, and cursčd shalt thou be in +the field; cursčd shalt thou be when thou comest in, and cursčd +when thou goest out.' + +OMNES (in a low voice). Cursčd! + +CONFESSOR. 'The Lord shall send upon thee vexation and rebuke in +all that thou settest thy hand for to do, until thou be destroyed, +and until thou perish quickly, because of the wickedness of thy +doings, whereby thou hast forsaken me.' + +OMNES (loudly). Cursčd! + +CONFESSOR. 'The Lord shall cause thee to be smitten before thine +enemies: thou shalt go out one way against them, and flee seven +ways before them, and shalt be moved into all the kingdoms of the +earth. And thy carcase shall be meat unto all fowls of the air, and +unto the beasts of the earth, and no man shall fray them away. The +Lord will smite thee with the botch of Egypt, the scab and the +itch, with madness and blindness, that thou shalt grope at noonday, +as the blind gropeth in darkness. Thou shalt not prosper in thy +ways, and thou shalt be only oppressed and spoiled evermore, and no +man shall save thee. Thou shalt betroth a wife, and another man +shall lie with her: thou shalt build an house, and thou shalt not +dwell therein: thou shalt plant a vineyard, and shalt not gather +the grapes thereof. Thy sons and thy daughters shall be given unto +another people, and thine eyes fail with longing for them; and +there shall be no might in thy hand. And thou shalt find no ease on +earth, neither shall the sole of thy foot have rest: the Lord shall +give thee a trembling heart, and failing of eyes and sorrow of +mind. And thy life shall hang in doubt before thee; and thou shalt +fear day and night. In the morning thou shalt say, would God it +were even! And at even thou shalt say, would God it were morning! +And because thou servedst not the Lord thy God when thou livedst in +security, thou shalt serve him in hunger, in thirst, in nakedness +and in want; and He shall put a yoke of iron upon thy neck, until +He have destroyed thee!' + +OMNES. Amen! + +(The CONFESSOR has read the above loudly and rapidly, without +turning to the STRANGER. All those present, except the LADY, who is +working, have been listening and have joined in the curse, though +they have feigned not to notice the STRANGER, who has remained with +his back to them, sunk in himself. The STRANGER now rises as if to +go. The CONFESSOR goes towards him.) + +STRANGER. What was that? + +CONFESSOR. The Book of Deuteronomy. + +STRANGER. Of course. But I seem to remember blessings in it, too. + +CONFESSOR. Yes, for those who keep His commandments. + +STRANGER. Hm. ... I can't deny that, for a moment, I felt shaken. +Are they temptations to be resisted, or warnings to be obeyed? +(Pause.) Anyhow I'm certain now that I have fever. I must go to a +real doctor. + +CONFESSOR. See he _is_ the right one! + +STRANGER. Of course! + +CONFESSOR. Who can heal 'delightful scruples of conscience'! + +ABBESS. Should you need charity again, you now know where to find +it. + +STRANGER. No. I do not. + +ABBESS (in a low voice). Then I'll tell you. In a 'rose' room, near +a certain running stream. + +STRANGER. That's the truth! In a 'rose' room. Wait; how long have I +been here? + +ABBESS. Three months to-day. + +STRANGER. Three months! Have I been sleeping? Or where have I been? +(Looking out of the window.) It's autumn. The trees are bare; the +clouds look cold. Now it's coming back to me! Can you hear a mill +grinding? The sound of a horn? The rushing of a river? A wood +whispering--and a woman weeping? You're right. Only there can +charity be found. Farewell. (Exit.) + +CONFESSOR (to the Abbess). The fool! The fool! + +Curtain. + + +SCENE X + +THE 'ROSE' ROOM + +[The curtains have been taken down. The windows gape into the +darkness outside. The furniture has been covered in brown +loose-covers and pulled forward. The flowers have been taken away, +and the large black stove lit. The MOTHER is standing ironing white +curtains by the light of a single lamp. There is a knock at the +door.] + +MOTHER. Come in! + +STRANGER (doing so). Where's my wife? + +MOTHER. Where do you come from? + +STRANGER. I think, from hell. But where's my wife? + +MOTHER. Which of them do you mean? + +STRANGER. The question's justified. Everything is, except to me. + +MOTHER. There may be a reason: I'm glad you've seen it. Where have +you been? + +STRANGER. Whether in a poorhouse, a madhouse or a hospital, I don't +know. I should like to think it all a feverish dream. I've been +ill: I lost my memory and can't believe three months have passed. +But where's my wife? + +MOTHER. I ought to ask you that. When you deserted her, she went +away--to look for you. Whether she's tired of looking, I can't say. + +STRANGER. Something's amiss here. Where's the Old Man? + +MOTHER. Where there's no more suffering. + +STRANGER. You mean he's dead? + +MOTHER. Yes. He's dead. + +STRANGER. You say it as if you wanted to add him to my victims. + +MOTHER. Perhaps I'm right to do so. + +STRANGER. He didn't look sensitive: he was capable of steady +hatred. + +MOTHER. No. He hated only what was evil, in himself and others. + +STRANGER. So I'm wrong there, too! (Pause.) + +MOTHER. What do you want here? + +STRANGER. Charity! + +MOTHER. At last! How was it at the hospital! Sit down and tell me. + +STRANGER (sitting). I don't want to think of it. I don't even know +if it _was_ a hospital. + +MOTHER. Strange. Tell me what happened after you left here. + +STRANGER. I fell in the mountains, hurt my hip and lost +consciousness. If you'll speak kindly to me you shall know more. + +MOTHER. I will. + +STRANGER. When I woke I was in a red iron bedstead. Three men were +pulling a cord that ran through two blocks. Every time they pulled +I felt I grew two feet taller. ... + +MOTHER. They were putting in your hip. + +STRANGER. I hadn't thought of that. Then ... I lay watching my past +life unroll before me like a panorama, through childhood, youth. ... +And when the roll was finished it began again. All the time I heard +a mill grinding. ... I can hear it still. Yes, here too! + +MOTHER. Those were not pleasant visions. + +STRANGER. No. At last I came to the conclusion ... that I was a +thoroughgoing scamp. + +MOTHER. Why call yourself that? + +STRANGER. I know you'd like to hear me say I was a scoundrel. But +that would seem to me like boasting. It would imply a certainty +about myself to which I've not attained. + +MOTHER. You're still in doubt? + +STRANGER. Of a great deal. But I've begun to have an inkling. + +MOTHER. That. ...? + +STRANGER. That there are forces which, till now, I've not believed in. + +MOTHER. You've come to see that neither you, nor any other man, +directs your destiny? + +STRANGER. I have. + +MOTHER. Then you've already gone part of the way. + +STRANGER. But I myself have changed. I'm ruined; for I've lost all +aptitude for writing. And I can't sleep at night. + +MOTHER. Indeed! + +STRANGER. What are called nightmares stop me. Last and worst: I +daren't die; for I'm no longer sure my miseries will end, with _my_ +end. + +MOTHER. Oh! + +STRANGER. Even worse: I've grown so to loathe myself that I'd +escape from myself, if I knew how. If I were a Christian, I +couldn't obey the first commandment, to love my neighbour as +myself, for I should have to hate him as I hate myself. It's true +that I'm a scamp. I've always suspected it; and because I never +wanted life to fool me, I've observed 'others' carefully. When I +saw they were no better than I, I resented their trying to browbeat +me. + +MOTHER. You've been wrong to think it a matter between you and +others. You have to deal with Him. + +STRANGER. With whom? + +MOTHER. The Invisible One, who guides your destiny. + +STRANGER. Would I could see Him. + +MOTHER. It would be your death. + +STRANGER. Oh no! + +MOTHER. Where do you get this devilish spirit of rebellion? If you +won't bow your neck like the rest, you must be broken like a reed. + +STRANGER. I don't know where this fearful stubbornness comes from. +It's true an unpaid bill can make me tremble; but if I were to +climb Mount Sinai and face the Eternal One, I should not cover my +face. + +MOTHER. Jesus and Mary! Don't say such things. You'll make me think +you're a child of the Devil. + +STRANGER. Here that seems the general opinion. But I've heard that +those who serve the Evil One get honours, goods and gold as their +reward. Gold especially. Do you think me suspect? + +MOTHER. You'll bring a curse on my house. + +STRANGER. Then I'll leave it. + +MOTHER. And go into the night. Where? + +STRANGER. To seek the only one that I don't hate. + +MOTHER. Are you sure she'll receive you? + +STRANGER. Quite sure. + +MOTHER. I'm not. + +STRANGER. I am. + +MOTHER. Then I must raise your doubts. + +STRANGER. You can't. + +MOTHER. Yes, I can. + +STRANGER. It's a lie. + +MOTHER. We're no longer speaking kindly. We must stop. Can you +sleep in the attic? + +STRANGER. I can't sleep anywhere. + +MOTHER. Still, I'll say good-night to you, whether you think I mean +it, or not. + +STRANGER. You're sure there are no rats in the attic? I don't fear +ghosts, but rats aren't pleasant. + +MOTHER. I'm glad you don't fear ghosts, for no one's slept a whole +night there ... whatever the cause may be. + +STRANGER (after a moment's hesitation). Never have I met a more +wicked woman than you. The reason is: you have religion. + +MOTHER. Good-night! + +Curtain. + + +SCENE XI + +IN THE KITCHEN + +[It is dark, but the moon outside throws moving shadows of the +window lattices on to the floor, as the storm clouds race by. In +the corner, right, under the crucifix, where the OLD MAN used to +sit, a hunting horn, a gun and a game bag hang on the wall. On the +table a stuffed bird of prey. As the windows are open the curtains +are flapping in the wind; and kitchen cloths, aprons and towels, +that are hung on a line by the hearth, move in the wind, whose +sighing can be heard. In the distance the noise of a waterfall. +There is an occasional tapping on the wooden floor.] + +STRANGER (entering, half-dressed, a lamp in his hand). Is anyone +here? No. (He comes forward with a light, which makes the play of +shadow less marked.) What's moving on the floor? Is anyone here? +(He goes to the table, sees the stuffed bird and stands riveted to +the spot.) God! + +MOTHER (coming in with a lamp). Still up? + +STRANGER. I couldn't sleep. + +MOTHER (gently). Why not, my son? + +STRANGER. I heard someone above me. + +MOTHER. Impossible. There's nothing over the attic. + +STRANGER. That's why I was uneasy! What's moving on the floor like +snakes? + +MOTHER. Moonbeams. + +STRANGER. Yes. Moonbeams. That's a stuffed bird. And those are +cloths. Everything's natural; that's what makes me uneasy. Who was +knocking during the night? Was anyone locked out? + +MOTHER. It was a horse in the stable. + +STRANGER. Why should it make that noise? + +MOTHER. Some animals have nightmares. + +STRANGER. What are nightmares? + +MOTHER. Who knows? + +STRANGER. May I sit down? + +MOTHER. Do. I want to speak seriously to you. I was malicious last +night; you must forgive me. It's because of that I need religion; +just as I need the penitential garment and the stone floor. To +spare you, I'll tell you what nightmares are to me. My bad +conscience! Whether I punish myself or another punishes me, I don't +know. I don't permit myself to ask. (Pause.) Now tell me what you +saw in your room. + +STRANGER. I hardly know. Nothing. When I went in I felt as if +someone were there. Then I went to bed. But someone started pacing +up and down above me with a heavy tread. Do you believe in ghosts? + +MOTHER. My religion won't allow me to. But I believe our sense of +right and wrong will find a way to punish us. + +STRANGER. Soon I felt cold air on my breast--it reached my heart +and forced me to get up. + +MOTHER. And then? + +STRANGER. To stand and watch the whole panorama of my life unroll +before me. I saw everything--that was the worst of it. + +MOTHER. I know. I've been through it. There's no name for the +malady, and only one cure. + +STRANGER. What is it? + +MOTHER. You know what children do when they've done wrong? + +STRANGER. What? + +MOTHER. First ask forgiveness! + +STRANGER. And then? + +MOTHER. Try to make amends. + +STRANGER. Isn't it enough to suffer according to one's deserts? + +MOTHER. No. That's revenge. + +STRANGER. Then what must one do? + +MOTHER. Can you mend a life you've destroyed? Undo a bad action? + +STRANGER. Truly, no. But I was forced into it! Forced to take, for +no one gave me the right. Accursčd be He who forced me! (Putting +his hand to his heart.) Ah! He's here, in this room. He's plucking +out my heart! + +MOTHER. Then bow your head. + +STRANGER. I cannot. + +MOTHER. Down on your knees. + +STRANGER. I will not. + +MOTHER. Christ have mercy! Lord have mercy on you! On your knees +before Him who was crucified! Only He can wipe out what's been +done. + +STRANGER. Not before Him! If I were forced, I'll recant ... +afterwards. + +MOTHER. On your knees, my son! + +STRANGER. I cannot bow the knee. I cannot. Help me, God Eternal. +(Pause.) + +MOTHER (after a hasty prayer). Do you feel better? + +STRANGER. Yes. ... It was not death. It was annihilation! + +MOTHER. The annihilation of the Divine. We call it spiritual death. + +STRANGER. I see. (Without irony.) I begin to understand. + +MOTHER. My son! You have left Jerusalem and are on the road to +Damascus. Go back the same way you came. Erect a cross at every +station, and stay at the seventh. For you, there are not fourteen, +as for Him. + +STRANGER. You speak in riddles. + +MOTHER. Then go your way. Search out those to whom you have +something to say. First, your wife. + +STRANGER. Where is she? + +MOTHER. You must find her. On your way don't forget to call on him +you named the werewolf. + +STRANGER. Never! + +MOTHER. You'd have said that, as you came here. As you know, I +expected your coming. + +STRANGER. Why? + +MOTHER. For no one reason. + +STRANGER. Just as I saw this kitchen ... in a trance. ... + +MOTHER. That's why I now regret trying to separate you and +Ingeborg. Go and search for her. If you find her, well and good. If +not, perhaps that too has been ordained. (Pause.) Dawn's now at +hand. Morning has come and the night has passed. + +STRANGER. Such a night! + +MOTHER. You'll remember it. + +STRANGER. Not all of it ... yet something. + +MOTHER (looking out of the window, as if to herself). Lovely +morning star--how far from heaven have you fallen! + +STRANGER (after a pause). Have you noticed that, before the sun +rises, a feeling of awe takes hold of mankind? Are we children of +darkness, that we tremble before the light? + +MOTHER. Will you never be tired of questioning? + +STRANGER. Never. Because I yearn for light. + +MOTHER. Go then, and search. And peace be with you! + + +SCENE XII + +IN THE RAVINE + +[The same landscape as before, but in autumn colouring. The trees +have lost their leaves. Work is going on at the smithy and the +mill. The SMITH stands, left, in the doorway; the MILLER'S wife, +right. The LADY dressed in a jacket with a hat of patent leather; +but she is in mourning. The STRANGER is in Bavarian alpine kit: +short jacket of rough material, knickers, heavy boots and +alpenstock, green hat with heath-cock feather. Over this he wears a +brown cloak with a cape and hood.] + +LADY (entering tired and dispirited). Did a man pass here in a long +cloak, with a green hat? (The SMITH and the MILLER'S WIFE shake +their heads.) Can I lodge here for the night? (The SMITH and the +MILLER'S WIFE again shake their heads: to the SMITH.) May I stand +in the doorway for a moment and warm myself? (The SMITH pushes her +away.) God reward you according to your deserts! + +(Exit. She reappears on the footbridge, and exit once more.) + +STRANGER (entering). Has a lady in a coat and skirt crossed the +brook? (The SMITH and MILLER'S WIFE shake their heads.) Will you +give me some bread? I'll pay for it. (The MILLER'S WIFE refuses the +money.) No charity! + +ECHO (imitating his voice from afar). Charity. + +(The SMITH and the MILLER'S WIFE laugh so loudly and so long that, +at length, ECHO replies.) + +STRANGER. Good! An eye for an eye--a tooth for a tooth. It helps to +lighten my conscience! (He enters the ravine.) + + +SCENE XIII + +ON THE ROAD + +[The same landscape as before; but autumn. The BEGGAR is sitting +outside a chapel with a lime twig and a bird cage, in which is a +starling. The STRANGER enters wearing the same clothes as in the +preceding scene.] + +STRANGER. Beggar! Have you seen a lady in a coat and skirt pass +this way? + +BEGGAR. I've seen five hundred. But, seriously, I must ask you not +to call me beggar now. I've found work! + +STRANGER. Oh! So it's you! + +BEGGAR. Ille ego qui quondam. ... + +STRANGER. What kind of work have you? + +BEGGAR. I've a starling, that whistles and sings. + +STRANGER. You mean, _he_ does the work? + +BEGGAR. Yes. I'm my own master now. + +STRANGER. Do you catch birds? + +BEGGAR. No. The lime twig's merely for appearances. + +STRANGER. So you still cling to such things? + +BEGGAR. What else should I cling to? What's within us is nothing +but pure ... nonsense. + +STRANGER. Is that the final conclusion of your whole philosophy of +life? + +BEGGAR. My complete metaphysic. The view mad be rather out of date, +but ... + +STRANGER. Can you be serious for a moment? Tell me about your past. + +BEGGAR. Why unravel that old skein? Twist it up rather. Twist it +up. Do you think I'm always so merry? Only when I meet you: you're +so damnably funny! + +STRANGER. How can you laugh, with a wrecked life behind you? + +BEGGAR. Now he's getting personal! (Pause.) If you can't laugh at +adversity, not even that of others, you're begging of life itself. +Listen! If you follow this wheel track you'll come, at last, to the +ocean, and there the path will stop. If you sit down there and +rest, you'll begin to take another view of things. Here there are +so many accidents, religious themes, disagreeable memories that +hinder thought as it flies to the 'rose' room. Only follow the +track! If it's muddy here and there, spread your wings and flutter. +And talking of fluttering: I once heard a bird that sang of +Polycrates and his ring; how he'd become possessed of all the +marvels of this world, but didn't know what to do with them. So he +sent tidings east and west of the great Nothing he'd helped to +fashion from the empty universe. I wouldn't assert you were the +man, unless I believed it so firmly I could take my oath on it. +Once I asked you whether you knew who I was, and you said it didn't +interest you. In return I offered you my friendship, but you +refused it rudely. However, I'm not sensitive or resentful, so I'll +give you good advice on your way. Follow the track! + +STRANGER (avoiding him). You don't deceive me. + +BEGGAR. You believe nothing but evil. That's why you get nothing +but evil. Try to believe what is good. Try! + +STRANGER. I will. But if I'm deceived, I've the right to. ... + +BEGGAR. You've no right to do that. + +STRANGER (as if to himself ). Who is it reads my secret thoughts, +turns my soul inside out, and pursues me? Why do you persecute me? + +BEGGAR. Saul! Saul! Why persecutest thou Me? + +(The STRANGER goes out with a gesture of horror. The chord of the +funeral march is heard again. The LADY enters.) + +LADY. Have you seen a man pass this way in a long cloak, with a +green hat? + +BEGGAR. There was a poor devil here, who hobbled off. ... + +LADY. The man I'm searching for's not lame. + +BEGGAR. Nor was he. It seems he'd hurt his hip; and that made him +walk unsteadily. I mustn't be malicious. Look here in the mud. + +LADY. Where? + +BEGGAR (pointing). There! At that rut. In it you can see the +impression of a boot, firmly planted. ... + +LADY (looking at the impression). It's he! His heavy tread. ... Can +I catch him up? + +BEGGAR. Follow the track! + +LADY (taking his hand and kissing it). Thank you, my friend. (Exit.) + + +SCENE XIV + +BY THE SEA + +[The same landscape as before, but now winter. The sea is dark +blue, and on the horizon great clouds take on the shapes of huge +heads. In the distance three bare masts of a wrecked ship, that +look like three white crosses. The table and seat are still under +the tree, but the chairs have been removed. There is snow on the +ground. From time to time a bell-buoy can be heard. The STRANGER +comes in from the left, stops a moment and looks out to sea, then +goes out, right, behind the cottage. The LADY enters, left, and +appears to be following the STRANGER'S footsteps on the snow; she +exits in front of the cottage, right. The STRANGER re-enters, +right, notices the footprints of the LADY, pauses, and looks back, +right. The LADY re-enters, throws herself into his arms, but +recoils.] + +LADY. You thrust me away. + +STRANGER. No. It seems there's someone between us. + +LADY. Indeed there is! (Pause.) What a meeting! + +STRANGER. Yes. It's winter; as you see. + +LADY. I can feel the cold coming from you. + +STRANGER. I got frozen in the mountains. + +LADY. Do you think the spring will ever come? + +STRANGER. Not to us! We've been driven from the garden, and must +wander over stones and thistles. And when our hands and feet are +bruised, we feel we must rub salt in the wounds of the ... other +one. And then the mill starts grinding. It'll never stop; for +there's always water. + +LADY. No doubt what you say is true. + +STRANGER. But I'll not yield to the inevitable. Rather than that we +should lacerate each other I'll gash myself as a sacrifice to the +gods. I'll take the blame upon me; declare it was I who taught you +to break your chains. I who tempted you! Then you can lay all the +blame on me: for what I did, and what happened after. + +LADY. You couldn't bear it. + +STRANGER. Yes, I could. There are moments when I feel as if I bore +all the sin and sorrow, all the filth and shame of the whole world. +There are moments when I believe we are condemned to sin and do bad +actions as a punishment! (Pause.) Not long ago I lay sick of a +fever, and amidst all that happened to me, I dreamed that I saw a +crucifix without the Crucified. And when I asked the Dominican--for +there was a Dominican among many others--what it could mean, he +said: 'You will not allow Him to suffer for you. Suffer then +yourself!' That's why mankind have grown so conscious of their own +sufferings. + +LADY. And why consciences grow so heavy, if there's no one to help +to bear the burden. + +STRANGER. Have you also come to think so? + +LADY. Not yet. But I'm on the way. + +STRANGER. Put your hand in mine. From here let us go on together. + +LADY. Where? + +STRANGER. Back! The same way we came. Are you weary? + +LADY. Now no longer. + +STRANGER. Several times I sank exhausted. But I met a strange +beggar--perhaps you remember him: he was thought to be like me. And +he begged me, as an experiment, to believe his good intentions. I +did believe--as an experiment--and . ... + +LADY. Well? + +STRANGER. It went well with me. And since then I feel I've strength +to go on my way. ... + +LADY. Let's go together! + +STRANGER (turning to the sea). Yes. It's growing dark and the +clouds are gathering. + +LADY. Don't look at the clouds. + +STRANGER. And below there? What's that? + +LADY. Only a wreck. + +STRANGER (whispering). Three crosses! What new Golgotha awaits us? + +LADY. They're white ones. That means good fortune. + +STRANGER. Can good fortune ever come to us? + +LADY. Yes. But not yet. + +STRANGER. Let's go! + + +SCENE XV + +ROOM IN AN HOTEL + +[The room is as before. The LADY is sitting by the side of the +STRANGER, crocheting.] + +LADY. Do say something. + +STRANGER. I've nothing but unpleasant things to say, since we came +here. + +LADY. Why were you so anxious to have this terrible room? + +STRANGER. I don't know. It was the last one I wanted. I began to +long for it, in order to suffer. + +LADY. And are you suffering? + +STRANGER. Yes. I can no longer listen to singing, or look at +anything beautiful. During the day I hear the mill and see that +great panorama now expanding to embrace the universe. ... And, at +night ... + +LADY. Why did you cry out in your sleep? + +STRANGER. I was dreaming. + +LADY. A real dream? + +STRANGER. Terribly real. But you see what a curse is on me. I feel +I must describe it, and to no one else but you. Yet I daren't tell +you, for it would be rattling at the door of the locked chamber. ... + +LADY. The past! + +STRANGER. Yes. + +LADY (simply). It's foolish to have any such secret place. + +STRANGER. Yes. (Pause.) + +LADY. And now tell me! + +STRANGER. I'm afraid I must. I dreamed your first husband was +married to my first wife. + +LADY. Only you could have thought of such a thing! + +STRANGER. I wish it were so. (Pause.) I saw how he ill-treated my +children. (Getting up.) I put my hands to his throat. ... I can't +go on. ... But I shall never rest till I know the truth. And to +know it, I must go to him in his own house. + +LADY. It's come to that? + +STRANGER. It's been coming for some time. Nothing can now prevent +it. I must see him. + +LADY. But if he won't receive you? + +STRANGER. I'll go as a patient, and tell him of my sickness. ... + +LADY (frightened). Don't do that! + +STRANGER. You think he might be tempted to shut me up as mad! I +must risk it. I want to risk everything--life, freedom, welfare. I +need an emotional shock, strong enough to bring myself into the +light of day. I demand this torture, that my punishment may be in +just proportion to my sin, so that I shall not be forced to drag +myself along under the burden of my guilt. So down into the snake +pit, as soon as may be! + +LADY. Could I come with you? + +STRANGER. There's no need. My sufferings will be enough for both. + +LADY. Then I'll call you my deliverer. And the curse I once laid on +you will turn into a blessing. Look! It's spring once more. + +STRANGER. So I see. The Christmas rose there has begun to wither. + +LADY. But don't you feel spring in the air? + +STRANGER. The cold within isn't so great. + +LADY. Perhaps the werewolf will heal you altogether. + +STRANGER. We shall see. Perhaps he's not so dangerous, after all. + +LADY. He's not so cruel as you. + +STRANGER. But my dream. ... + +LADY. Let's hope it was only a dream. Now my wool's finished; and +with it, my useless work. It's grown soiled in the making. + +STRANGER. It can be washed. + +LADY. Or dyed. + +STRANGER. Rose red. + +LADY. Never! + +STRANGER. It's like a roll of manuscript. + +LADY. With our story on it. + +STRANGER. In the filth of the roads, in tears and in blood. + +LADY. But the story's nearly done. Go and write the last chapter. + +STRANGER. Then we'll meet at the seventh station. Where we began! + + +SCENE XVI + +THE DOCTOR'S HOUSE + +[The scene is more or less as before. But half the wood-pile has +been taken away. On a seat near the verandah surgical instruments, +knives, saws, forceps, etc. The DOCTOR is engaged in cleaning +these.] + +SISTER (coming from the verandah). A patient to see you. + +DOCTOR. Do you know who it is? + +SISTER. I've not seen him. Here's his card. + +DOCTOR (reading it). This outdoes everything! + +SISTER. Is it he? + +DOCTOR. Yes. Courage I respect; but this is cynicism. A kind of +challenge. Still, let him come in. + +SISTER. Are you serious? + +DOCTOR. Perfectly. But, if you care to talk to him a little, in +that straightforward way of yours. ... + +SISTER. I'd like to. + +DOCTOR. Very well. Do the heavy work, and leave the final polish to +me. + +SISTER. You can trust me. I'll tell him everything your kindness +forbids you to say. + +DOCTOR. Enough of my kindness! Make haste, or I'll get impatient. +Shut the doors. (His SISTER goes out.) What are you doing at that +dustbin, Caesar? (CAESAR comes in.) Listen, Caesar, if your enemy +were to come and lay his head in your lap, what would you do? + +CAESAR. Cut it off! + +DOCTOR. That's not what I've taught you. + +CAESAR. No; you said, heap coals of fire on it. But I think that's +a shame. + +DOCTOR. I think so, too; it's more cruel and more cunning. (Pause.) +Isn't it better to take some revenge? It heartens the other person, +lifts the burden off him. + +CAESAR. As you know more about it than I, why ask? + +DOCTOR. Quiet! I'm not speaking to you. (Pause.) Very well. First +cut off his head, and then. ... We'll see. + +CAESAR. It all depends on how he behaves. + +DOCTOR. Yes. On how he behaves. Quiet. Get along. + +(The STRANGER comes from the verandah: he seems excited but his +manner betrays a certain resignation. CAESAR has gone out.) + +STRANGER. You're surprised to see me here? + +DOCTOR (seriously). I've long given up being surprised. But I see I +must begin again. + +STRANGER. Will you permit me to speak to you? + +DOCTOR. About anything decent people may discuss. Are you ill? + +STRANGER (hesitating). Yes. + +DOCTOR. Why did you come to me--of all people? + +STRANGER. You must guess! + +DOCTOR. I refuse to. (Pause.) What do you complain of? + +STRANGER (with uncertainty). Sleeplessness. + +DOCTOR. That's not a disease, but a symptom. Have you already seen +a doctor? + +STRANGER. I've been lying ill in an ... institution. I was +feverish. I've a strange malady. + +DOCTOR. What was so strange about it? + +STRANGER. May I ask this? Can one go about as usual; and yet be +delirious? + +DOCTOR. If you're mad; not otherwise. (The STRANGER lets up, but +then sits down again.) What was the hospital called? + +STRANGER. St. Saviour. + +DOCTOR. That's not a hospital. + +STRANGER. A convent, then. + +DOCTOR. No. It's an asylum. (The STRANGER gets up, the DOCTOR does +so, too, and calls.) Sister! Shut the front door. And the gate +leading to the road. (To the STRANGER.) Won't you sit down? I have +to keep the doors here locked. There are so many tramps. + +STRANGER (calms himself). Be frank with me: do you think me ... +insane? + +DOCTOR. No one ever gets a frank answer to that question, as you +know. And no one who suffers in that way ever believes what he's +told. So my opinion must be a matter of indifference to you. +(Pause.) But if it's your soul, go to a spiritual healer. + +STRANGER. Could you take his place for a moment? + +DOCTOR. I haven't the vocation. + +STRANGER. But ... + +DOCTOR (interrupting). Or the time. We're getting ready for a +wedding here! + +STRANGER. I dreamed it! + +DOCTOR. It may ease your mind to know that I've consoled myself, as +it's called. You may be pleased, it would be natural ... but I see, +on the contrary, it makes you suffer more. There must be a reason. +Why, should you be upset at my marrying a widow? + +STRANGER. With two children? + +DOCTOR. Two children! Now we have it! A damnable supposition worthy +of you. If there were a hell, you should be hell's overseer, for +your skill in finding means of punishment exceeds my wildest +inventions. Yet I'm called a werewolf! + +STRANGER. It might happen that ... + +DOCTOR (cutting him short). For a long time, I hated you, because +by an unforgiveable action you cheated me of my good name. But when +I grew older and wiser I saw that, although the punishment wasn't +earned, I deserved it for other things that had never been +discovered. Besides, you were a boy with enough conscience to be +able to punish yourself. So you need worry no more about the whole +thing. Is that what you wanted to speak of? + +STRANGER. Yes. + +DOCTOR. Then you'll be content, if I let you go? (The STRANGER is +about to ask a question.) Did you think I'd shut you up? Or cut you +in pieces with those instruments? Kill you? 'Perhaps such poor +devils ought to be put out of their misery!' (The STRANGER looks at +his watch.) You can still catch the boat. + +STRANGER. Will you give me your hand? + +DOCTOR. Impossible. And what is the use of my forgiving you, if you +lack the strength to forgive yourself? (Pause.) Some things can +only be cured by making them undone. So this never can be. + +STRANGER. St. Saviour ... + +DOCTOR. Helped you. You challenged destiny and were broken. There's +no shame in losing such a fight. I did the same; but, as you see, +I've got rid of my woodpile. I want no thunder in my home. And I +shall play no more with the lightning. + +STRANGER. One station more, and I shall reach my goal. + +DOCTOR. You'll never reach your goal. Farewell! + +STRANGER. Farewell! + + +SCENE XVII + +A STREET CORNER + +[The same as Scene I. The STRANGER is sitting on the seat beneath +the tree, drawing in the sand.] + +LADY (entering). What are you doing? + +STRANGER. Writing in the sand ... still. + +LADY. Can you hear singing? + +STRANGER (pointing to the church). Yes. But from there! I've been +unjust to someone, unwittingly. + +LADY. I think our wanderings must be over, now we've come back here. + +STRANGER. Where we began ... at the street corner, between the inn, +the church and the post office. By the way ... isn't there a +registered letter for me there, that I never fetched? + +LADY. Yes. Because there was nothing but unpleasantness in it. + +STRANGER. Or legal matters. (Striking his forehead.) Then that's +the explanation. + +LADY. Fetch it then. In the belief that what it contains is good. + +STRANGER (ironically). Good! + +LADY. Believe it. Imagine it! + +STRANGER (going to the post office). I'll make the attempt. + +(The LADY waits on the pavement. The STRANGER comes back with a +letter.) + +LADY. Well? + +STRANGER. I feel ashamed of myself. It's the money. + +LADY. You see! All these sufferings, all these tears ... in vain! + +STRANGER. Not in vain! It looks like spite, what happens here, but +it's not that. I wronged the Invisible when I mistook ... + +LADY. Enough! No accusations. + +STRANGER. No. It was my own stupidity or wickedness. I didn't want +to be made a fool of by life. That's why I was! It was the elves ... + +LADY. Who made the change in you. Come. Let's go. + +STRANGER. And hide ourselves and our misery in the mountains. + +LADY. Yes. The mountains will hide us! (Pause.) But first I must go +and light a candle to my good Saint Elizabeth. Come. (The STRANGER +shakes his head.) Come! + +STRANGER. Very well. I'll go through that way. But I can't stay. + +LADY. How can you tell? Come. In there you shall hear new songs. + +(The STRANGER follows her to the door of the church.) + +STRANGER. It may be! + +LADY. Come! + +THE END. + + + + + + + +PART II + + + +CHARACTERS + +THE STRANGER +THE LADY +THE MOTHER +THE FATHER +THE CONFESSOR +THE DOCTOR +CAESAR + +less important figures +MAID +PROFESSOR +RAGGED PERSON +ANOTHER RAGGED PERSON +FIRST WOMAN +SECOND WOMAN +WAITRESS +POLICEMAN + + +SCENES + +ACT I Outside the House + +ACT II SCENE I Laboratory + SCENE II The 'Rose' Room + +ACT III SCENE I The Banqueting Hall + SCENE II A Prison Cell + SCENE III The 'Rose' Room + +ACT IV SCENE I The Banqueting Hall + SCENE II In a Ravine + SCENE III The 'Rose' Room + + +ACT I + +OUTSIDE THE HOUSE + +[On the right a terrace, on which the house stands. Below it a road +runs towards the back, where there is a thick pine wood with +heights beyond, whose outlines intersect. On the left there is a +suggestion of a river bank, but the river itself cannot be seen. +The house is white and has small, mullioned windows with iron bars. +On the wall vines and climbing roses. In front of the house, on the +terrace, a well; at the end of the terrace pumpkin plants, whose +large yellow flowers hang dozen over the edge. Fruit trees are +planted along the road, and a memorial cross can be seen erected at +a spot where an accident occurred. Steps lead down from the terrace +to the road, and there are flower-pots on the balustrade. In front +of the steps there is a seat. The road reaches the foreground from +the right, curving past the terrace, which projects like a +promontory, and then loses itself in the background. Strong +sunlight from the left. The MOTHER is sitting on the seat below the +steps. The DOMINICAN is standing in front of her.] + +DOMINICAN [Note: The same character as the CONFESSOR and BEGGAR.]. +You called me to discuss a family matter of importance to you. Tell +me what it is. + +MOTHER. Father, life has treated me hardly. I don't know what I've +done to be so frowned upon by Providence. + +DOMINICAN. It's a mark of favour to be tried by the Eternal One, +and triumph awaits the steadfast. + +MOTHER. That's what I've often said to myself; but there are limits +to the suffering one can bear. ... + +DOMINICAN. There are no limits. Suff'ering's as boundless as grace. + +MOTHER. First my husband leaves me for another woman. + +DOMINICAN. Then let him go. He'll come crawling back again on his +bare knees! + +MOTHER. And as you know, Father, my only daughter was married to a +doctor. But she left him and came home with a stranger, whom she +presented to me as her new husband. + +DOMINICAN. That's not easy to understand. Divorce isn't recognised +by our religion. + +MOTHER. No. But they'd crossed the frontier, to a land where there +are other laws. He's an Old Catholic, and he found a priest to +marry them. + +DOMINICAN. That's no real marriage, and can't be dissolved because +it never existed. But it can be nullified. Who is your present +son-in-law? + +MOTHER. Truly, I wish I knew! One thing I do know, and that's +enough to fill my cup of sorrow. He's been divorced and his wife +and children live in wretched circumstances. + +DOMINICAN. A difficult case. But we'll find a way to put it right. +What does he do? + +MOTHER. He's a writer; said to be famous at home. + +DOMINICAN. Godless, too, I suppose? + +MOTHER. Yes. At least he used to be; but since his second marriage +he's not known a happy hour. Fate, as he calls it, seized him with +an iron hand and drove him here in the shape of a ragged beggar. +Ill-fortune struck him blow after blow, so that I pitied him at the +very moment he fled from here. Then he wandered in the woods and, +later, lay out in the fields where he fell, till he was found by +merciful folk and taken to a convent. There he lay ill for three +months, without our knowing where he was. + +DOMINICAN. Wait! Last year a man was brought to the Convent of St. +Saviour, where I'm Confessor, under the circumstances you describe. +Whilst he was feverish he opened his heart to me, and there was +scarcely a sin of which he didn't confess his guilt. But when he +came to himself again, he said he remembered nothing. So to prove +him in heart and reins I used the secret apostolic powers that are +given us; and, as a trial, employed the lesser curse. For when a +crime's been done in secret, the curse of Deuteronomy is read over +the suspected man. If he's innocent, he goes his way unscathed. But +if he's struck by it, then, as Paul relates, 'he is delivered unto +Satan for the destruction of the flesh, that his spirit may be +saved.' + +MOTHER. O God! It must be he! + +DOMINICAN. Yes, it is he. Your son-in-law! The ways of Providence +are inscrutable. Was he heavily struck by the curse? + +MOTHER. Yes. That night he slept here, and was torn from his sleep +by an unexplained power that, as he told me, turned his heart to +ice. ... + +DOMINICAN. Did he have fearful visions? + +MOTHER. Yes. + +DOMINICAN. And was he harried by those terrible thoughts, of which +Job says, 'When I say, my bed shall comfort me, then Thou scarest +me with dreams and terrifiest me with visions; so that my soul +chooseth strangling, and death rather than life.' That's as it +should be. Did it open his eyes? + +MOTHER. Yes. But only so that his sight was blinded. For his +sufferings grew so great that he could no longer find a natural +explanation for them, and as no doctor could cure him, he began to +see that he was fighting higher conscious powers. + +DOMINICAN. Powers that meant him ill, and were therefore themselves +evil. That's the usual course of things. And then? + +MOTHER. He came upon books that taught him that such evil powers +could be fought. + +DOMINICAN. Oh! So he looked for what's hidden, and should remain +so! Did he succeed in exorcising the spirits that chastised him? + +MOTHER. He says he did. And it seems now that he can sleep again. + +DOMINICAN. Yes, and he believes what he says. Yet, since he hasn't +truly accepted the love of truth, God will trouble him with great +delusion, so that he'll believe what is false. + +MOTHER. The fault's his own. But he's changed my daughter: in other +days she was neither hot nor cold; but now she's on the way to +becoming evil. + +DOMINICAN. How do the two of them get on? + +MOTHER. Half the time, happily; the other half they plague one +another like devils. + +DOMINICAN. That's the way they must go. Plague one another till +they come to the Cross. + +MOTHER. If they don't part again. + +DOMINICAN. What? Have they done so? + +MOTHER. They've left one another four times, but have always come +back. It seems as if they're chained together. It would be a good +thing if they were, for a child's on the way. + +DOMINICAN. Let the child come. Children bring gifts that are +refreshing to tired souls. + +MOTHER. I hope it may be so. But it looks as if this one will be an +apple of discord. They're already quarrelling over its name; +they're quarrelling over its baptism; and the mother's already +jealous of her husband's children by his first wife. He can't +promise to love this child as much as the others, and the mother +absolutely insists that he shall! So there's no end to their +miseries. + +DOMINICAN. Oh yes, there is. Wait! He's had dealings with higher +powers, so that we've gained a hold on him; and our prayers will be +more, powerful than his resistance. Their effect is as extraordinary +as it is mysterious. (The STRANGER appears on the terrace. He is +in hunting costume and wears a tropical helmet. In his hand he has +an alpenstock.) Is that him, up there? + +MOTHER. Yes. That's my present son-in-law. + +DOMINICAN. Singularly like the first! But watch how he's behaving. +He hasn't seen me yet, but he feels I'm here. (He makes the sign of +the cross in the air.) Look how troubled he grows. ... Now he +stiffens like an icicle. See! In a moment he'll cry out. + +STRANGER (who has suddenly stopped, grown rigid, and clutched his +heart). Who's down there? + +MOTHER. I am. + +STRANGER. You're not alone. + +MOTHER. No. I've someone with me. + +DOMINICAN (making the sign of the cross). Now he'll say nothing; +but fall like a felled tree. (The STRANGER crumples up and falls to +the ground.) Now I shall go. It would be too much for him if he +were to see me, But I'll come back soon. You'll see, he's in good +hands! Farewell and peace be with you. (He goes out.) + +STRANGER (raising himself and coming down the steps). Who was that? + +MOTHER. A traveller. Sit down; you look so pale. + +STRANGER. It was a fainting fit. + +MOTHER. You've always new names for it; but they mean nothing +fresh. Sit down here, on the seat. + +STRANGER. No; I don't like sitting there. People are always +passing. + +MOTHER. Yet I've been sitting here since I was a child, watching +life glide past as the river does below. Here, on the road, I've +watched the children of men go by, playing, haggling, begging, +cursing and dancing. I love this seat and I love the river below, +though it does much damage every year and washes away the property +we inherited. Last spring it carried our whole hay crop off, so +that we had to sell our beasts. The property's lost half its value +in the last few years, and when the lake in the mountains has +reached its new level and the swamp's been drained into the river, +the water will rise till it washes the house away. We've been at +law about it for ten years, and we've lost every appeal; so we +shall be destroyed. It's as inevitable as fate. + +STRANGER. Fate's not inevitable. + +MOTHER. Beware, if you think to fight it. + +STRANGER. I've done so already. + +MOTHER. There you go again! You learn nothing from the chastisement +of Providence. + +STRANGER. Oh yes. I've learned to hate. Can one love what does evil? + +MOTHER. I've little learning, as you know; but I read yesterday +in an encyclopaedia that the Eumenides are not evilly disposed. + +STRANGER. That's true; but it's a lie they're friendly. I only +know one friendly fury. My own! + +MOTHER. Can you call Ingeborg a fury? + +STRANGER. Yes. She is one; and as a fury, she's remarkable. Her +talent for making me suffer excels my most infernal inventions; and +if I escape from her hands with my life, I'll come out of the fire +as pure as gold. + +MOTHER. You've got what you deserve. You wanted to mould her as you +wished, and you've succeeded. + +STRANGER. Completely. But where is this fury? + +MOTHER. She went down the road a few minutes ago. + +STRANGER. Down there? Then I'll go to meet my own destruction. (He +goes towards the back.) + +MOTHER. So you can still joke about it? Wait! (The MOTHER is left +alone for a moment, until the STRANGER has disappeared. The LADY +then enters from the right. She is wearing a summer frock, and is +carrying a post bag and some opened letters in her hand.) + +LADY. Are you alone, Mother? + +MOTHER. I've just been left alone. + +LADY. Here's the post. This is for job. + +MOTHER. What? Do you open his letters? + +LADY. All of them, because I want to know who it is I've linked my +life to. And I want to suppress everything that might minister to +his pride. In a word, I isolate him, so that he has to keep his own +electricity and run the danger of being broken to pieces. + +MOTHER. How learnčd you've grown? + +LADY. Yes. If he's unwise enough to confide almost everything to +me, I'll soon hold his fate in my hand. Now, if you please, he's +making electrical experiments and claims he'll be able to harness +the lightning, so that it'll give him light, warmth and power. +Well, let him do as he likes! From a letter that came to-day I see +he's even corresponding with alchemists. + +MOTHER. Does he want to make gold? Is the man sane? + +LADY. That's the important question. Whether he's a charlatan +doesn't matter so much. + +MOTHER. Do you suspect it? + +LADY. I'd believe any evil of him, and any good, on the same day. + +MOTHER. Is there any other news? + +LADY. The plans my divorced husband made for a new marriage have +gone wrong; he's grown melancholic, abandoned his practice and is +tramping the roads. + +MOTHER. Oh! He was always my son-in-law. He had a kind heart under +his rough manner. + +LADY. Yes. I only called him a werewolf in his rôle as my husband +and master. As long as I knew he was at peace, and on the way to +find consolation, Ě was content. But now he'll torment me like a +bad conscience. + +MOTHER. Have you a conscience? + +LADY. I never used to have one. But my eyes have been opened since +I read my husband's works, and I know the difference between good +and evil. + +MOTHER. But he forbade you to read them, and never foresaw you +wouldn't obey him. + +LADY. Who can foresee all the results of any action? + +MOTHER. Have you more bad news in your pocket, Pandora? + +LADY. The worst of all! Think of it, Mother, his divorced wife's +going to marry again. + +MOTHER. That ought to be reassuring, to you and to him. + +LADY. Didn't you know it was his worst nightmare? That his wife +would marry again and his children have a stepfather? + +MOTHER. If he can bear that alone, I shall think him a strange man. + +LADY. You believe he's too sensitive? But didn't he say himself +that an educated man of the world at the end of the nineteenth +century never lets himself be put out of countenance! + +MOTHER. It's easy to say so; but when things really happen. ... + +LADY. Yet there was a gift at the bottom of Pandora's box that was +no misfortune. Look, Mother! A portrait of his six-year-old son. + +MOTHER (looking at the picture). A lovely child. + +LADY. It does one good to see such a charming and expressive +picture. Tell me, do you think my child will be as beautiful? Well, +what do you say? Answer, or I'll be unhappy! I love this boy +already, but I feel I'd hate him if my child's not as lovely as he. +Yes, I'm jealous already. + +MOTHER. When you came here after your unlucky honeymoon, I'd hoped +you'd have got over the worst. But now I see it was only a +foretaste of what was to come. + +LADY. I'm ready for anything; and I don't think this knot can ever +be undone. It must be cut! + +MOTHER. But you're only making more difficulties for yourself by +suppressing his letters. + +LADY. In days gone by, when I went through life like a sleep-walker, +everything seemed easy to me, but I begin to be uncertain now he's +started to waken thoughts in me. (She puts the letters into the +post-bag.) Here he is. 'Sh! + +MOTHER. One thing more. Why do you let him wear that suit of your +first husband's? + +LADY. I like torturing and humiliating him. I've persuaded him it +fits him and belonged to my father. Now, when I see him in the +werewolf's things, I feel I've got both of them in my clutches. + +MOTHER. Heaven defend us! How spiteful you've grown! + +LADY. Perhaps that was my rôle, if I have one in this man's life! + +MOTHER. I sometimes wish the river would rise and carry us all away +whilst we're asleep at night. If it were to flow here for a +thousand years perhaps it would wash out the sin on which this +house is built. + +LADY. Then it's true that my grandfather, the notary, illegally +seized property not his own? It's said this place was built with +the heritage of widows and orphans, the funds of ruined men, the +property of dead ones and the bribes of litigants. + +MOTHER. Don't speak of it any more. The tears of those still living +have run together and formed a lake. And it's that lake, people +say, that's being drained now, and that'll cause the river to wash +us away. + +LADY. Can't it be stopped by taking legal action? Is there no +justice on earth? + +MOTHER. Not on earth. But there is in heaven. And heaven will drown +us, for we're the children of evildoers. (She goes up the steps.) + +LADY. Isn't it enough to put up with one's own tears? Must one +inherit other people's? + +(The STRANGER comes back.) + +STRANGER. Did you call me? + +LADY. No. I only tried to draw you to me, without really wanting +you. + +STRANGER. I felt you meddling with my destiny in a way that made me +uneasy. Soon you'll have learnt all I know. + +LADY. And more. + +STRANGER. But I must ask you not to lay rough hands on my fate. I +am Cain, you see, and am under the ban of mysterious powers, who +permit no mortals to interfere with their work of vengeance. You +see this mark on my brow? (He removes his hat.) It means: Revenge +is mine, saith the Lord. + +LADY. Does your hat press. ... + +STRANGER. No. It chafes me. And so does the coat. If it weren't +that I wanted to please you, I'd have thrown them all into the +river. When I walk here in the neighbourhood, do you know that +people call me the doctor? They must take me for your husband, the +werewolf. And I'm unlucky. If I ask who planted some tree: they +say, the doctor. If I ask to whom the green fish basket belongs: +they say, the doctor. And if it isn't his then it belongs to the +doctor's wife. That is, to you! This confusion between him and me +makes my visit unbearable. I'd like to go away. ... + +LADY. Haven't you tried in vain to leave this place six times? + +STRANGER. Yes. But the seventh, I'll succeed. + +LADY. Then try! + +STRANGER. You say that as if you were convinced I'd fail. + +LADY. I am. + +STRANGER. Plague me in some other way, dear fury. + +LADY. Well, I can. + +STRANGER. A new way! Try to say something ill-natured that 'the +other one's' not said already. + +LADY. Your first wife's 'the other one.' How tactful to remind me +of her. + +STRANGER. Everything that lives and moves, everything that's dead +and cold, reminds me of what's gone. ... + +LADY. Until the being comes, who can wipe out the darkness of the +past and bring light. + +STRANGER. You mean the child we're expecting! + +LADY. Our child! + +STRANGER. Do you love it? + +LADY. I began to to-day. + +STRANGER. To-day? Why, what's happened? Five months ago you wanted +to run off to the lawyers and divorce me; because I wouldn't take +you to a quack who'd kill your unborn child. + +LADY. That was some time ago. Things have changed now. + +STRANGER. Why now? (He looks round as if expecting something.) Now? +Has the post come? + +LADY. You're still more cunning than I am. But the pupil will +outstrip the master. + +STRANGER. Were there any letters for me? + +LADY. No. + +STRANGER. Then give me the wrapper? + +LADY. What made you guess? + +STRANGER. Give the wrapper, if your conscience can make such fine +distinctions between it and the letter. + +LADY (picking up the letter-bag, which she has hidden behind the +seat). Look at this! (The STRANGER takes the photograph, looks at +it carefully, and puts it in his breast-pocket.) What was it? + +STRANGER. The past. + +LADY. Was it beautiful? + +STRANGER. Yes. More beautiful than the future can ever be. + +LADY (darkly). You shouldn't have said that. + +STRANGER. No, I admit it. And I'm sorry. ... + +LADY. Tell me, are you capable of suffering? + +STRANGER. Now, I suffer twice; because I feel when you're +suffering. And if I wound you in self-defence, it's I who gets +fever from the wound. + +LADY. That means you're at my mercy? + +STRANGER. No. Less now than ever, because you're protected by the +innocent being you carry beneath your heart. + +LADY. He shall be my avenger. + +STRANGER. Or mine! + +LADY (tearfully). Poor little thing. Conceived in sin and shame, +and born to avenge by hate. + +STRANGER. It's a long time since I've heard you speak like that. + +LADY. I dare say. + +STRANGER. That was the voice that first drew me to you; it was like +that of a mother speaking to her child. + +LADY. When you say 'mother' I feel I can only believe good of you; +but a moment after I say to myself: it's only one more of your ways +of deceiving me. + +STRANGER. What ill have I ever really done you? (The LADY is +uncertain what to reply.) Answer me. What ill have I done you? + +LADY. I don't know. + +STRANGER. Then invent something. Say to me: I hate you, because I +can't deceive you. + +LADY. Can't I? Oh, I'm sorry for you. + +STRANGER. You must have poison in the pocket of your dress. + +LADY. Well, I have! + +STRANGER. What can it be? (Pause.) Who's that coming down the road? + +LADY. A harbinger. + +STRANGER. Is it a man, or a spectre? + +LADY. A spectre from the past. + +STRANGER. He's wearing a black coat and a laurel crown. But his +feet are bare. + +LADY. It's Caesar. + +STRANGER (confused). Caesar? That was my nickname at school. + +LADY. Yes. But it's also the name of the madman whom my ... first +husband used to look after. Forgive me speaking of him like that. + +STRANGER. Has this madman got away? + +LADY. It looks like it, doesn't it? + +(CAESAR comes in from the back; he wears a black frock coat and is +without a collar; he has a laurel crown on his head and his feet +are bare. His general appearance is bizarre.) + +CAESAR. Why don't you greet me? You ought to say: Ave, Caesar! For +now I'm the master. The werewolf, you must know, has gone out of +his mind since the Great Man went off with his wife, whom he +himself snatched from her first lover, or bridegroom, or whatever +you call him. + +STRANGER (to the LADY). That was strychnine for two adults! (To +CAESAR) Where's your master now--or your slave, or doctor, or +warder? + +CAESAR. He'll be here soon. But you needn't be frightened of him. +He won't use daggers or poison. He only has to show himself, for +all living things to fly from him; for trees to drop their leaves, +and the very dust of the highway to run before him in a whirlwind +like the pillar of cloud before the Children of Israel. ... + +STRANGER. Listen. ... + +CAESAR. Quiet, whilst I'm speaking. ... Sometimes he believes +himself to be a werewolf, and says he'd like to eat a little child +that's not yet born, and that's really his according to the right +of priority. ... (He goes on his way.) + +LADY (to the STRANGER). Can you exorcise this demon? + +STRANGER. I can do nothing against devils who brave the sunshine. + +LADY. Yesterday you made an arrogant remark, and now you shall have +it back. You said it wasn't fair for invisible ones to creep in by +night and strike in the darkness, they should come by day when the +sun's shining. Now they've come! + +STRANGER. And that pleases you! + +LADY. Yes. Almost. + +STRANGER. What a pity it gives me no pleasure when it's you who's +struck! Let's sit down on the seat--the bench for the accused. For +more are coming. + +LADY. I'd rather we went. + +STRANGER. No, I want to see how much I can bear. You see, at every +stroke of the lash I feel as if a debit entry had been erased from +my ledger. + +LADY. But I can stand no more. Look, there he comes himself. +Heavens! This man, whom I once thought I loved! + +STRANGER. Thought? Yes, because everything's merely delusion. And +that means a great deal. You go! I'll take the duty on myself of +confronting him alone. + +(The LADY goes up the steps, but does not reach the toy before the +DOCTOR becomes visible at the back of the stage. The DOCTOR comes +in, his grey hair long and unkempt. He is wearing a tropical helmet +and a hunting coat, which are exactly similar to the clothes of the +STRANGER. He behaves as though he doesn't notice the STRANGER'S +presence, and sits down on a stone on the other side of the road, +opposite the STRANGER, who is sitting on the seat. He takes of his +hat and mops the sweat from his brow. The STRANGER grows +impatient.) What do you want? + +DOCTOR. Only to see this house again, where my happiness once dwelt +and my roses blossomed. ... + +STRANGER. An intelligent man of the world would have chosen a time +when the present inhabitants of the house were away for a short +while; even on his own account, so as not to make himself ridiculous. + +DOCTOR. Ridiculous? I'd like to know which of us two's the more +ridiculous? + +STRANGER. For the moment, I suppose I am. + +DOCTOR. Yes. But I don't think you know the whole extent of your +wretchedness. + +STRANGER. What do you mean? + +DOCTOR. That you want to possess what I used to possess. + +STRANGER. Well, go on. + +DOCTOR. Have you noticed that we're wearing similar clothes? Good! +Do you know the reason? It's this: you're wearing the things I +forgot to fetch when the catastrophe took place. No intelligent man +of the world at the end of the nineteenth century would ever put +himself into such a position. + +STRANGER (throwing down his hat and coat). Curse the woman! + +DOCTOR. You needn't complain. Cast-off male attire has always been +fatal ever since the celebrated shirt of Nessus. Go in now and +change. I'll sit out here and watch, and listen, how you settle the +matter alone with that accursčd woman. Don't forget your stick! +(The LADY, who is hurrying towards the house, trips in front of the +steps. The STRANGER stays where he is in embarrassment.) The stick! +The stick! + +STRANGER. I don't ask mercy for the woman's sake, but for the child's. + +DOCTOR (wildly). So there's a child, too. Our house, our roses, our +clothes, the bed-clothes not forgotten, and now our child! I'm +within your doors, I sit at your table, I lie in your bed; I exist +in your blood; in your lungs, in your brain; I am everywhere and +yet you can't get hold of me. When the pendulum strikes the hour of +midnight, I'll blow cold, on your heart, so that it stops like a +clock that's run down. When you sit at your work, I shall come with +a poppy, invisible to you, that will put your thoughts to sleep, +and confuse your mind, so that you'll see visions you can't +distinguish from reality. I shall lie like a stone in your path, so +that you stumble; I shall be the thorn that pricks your hand when +you go to pluck the rose. My soul shall spin itself about you like +a spider's web; and I shall guide you like an ox by means of the +woman you stole from me. Your child shall be mine and I shall speak +through its mouth; you shall see my look in its eyes, so that +you'll thrust it from you like a foe. And now, belovčd house, +farewell; farewell, 'rose' room--where no happiness shall dwell +that I could envy. (He goes out. The STRANGER has been sitting on +the seat all this time, without being able to answer, and has been +listening as if he were the accused.) + +Curtain. + + + +ACT II + +SCENE I + +LABORATORY + +[A Garden Pavilion in rococo style with high windows. In the middle +of the room there is a large writing desk on which are various +pieces of chemical and physical apparatus. Two copper wires are +suspended from the ceiling to an electroscope that is standing on +the middle of the table and which is provided with a number of +bells, intended to record the tension of atmospheric electricity.] + +[On the table to the left a large old-fashioned frictional electric +generating machine, with glass plates, brass conductors, and Leyden +battery. The stands are lacquered red and white. On the right a +large old-fashioned open fireplace with tripods, crucibles, +pincers, bellows, etc.] + +[In the background a door with a view of the country beyond; it is +dark and cloudy weather, but the red rays of the sun occasionally +shine into the room. A brown cloak with a cape and hood is hanging +up by the fireplace; nearby a travelling bag and an alpenstock. The +STRANGER and the MOTHER are discovered together.] + +STRANGER. Where is ... Ingeborg? + +MOTHER. You know that better than I. + +STRANGER. With the lawyer, arranging a divorce. ... + +MOTHER. Why? + +STRANGER. I told you. No, it's so far-fetched, you'll think I'm +lying to you. + +MOTHER. Well, tell me! + +STRANGER. She wants a divorce, because I've refused to turn this +man out, although he's deranged. She says it's cowardly of me. ... + +MOTHER. I don't believe it. + +STRANGER. You see! You only believe what you wish; all the rest is +lies. Well, can you find it in accordance with your interests to +believe that she's been stealing my letters? + +MOTHER. I know nothing of that. + +STRANGER. I'm not asking you whether you know of it, but whether +you believe it. + +MOTHER (changing the subject). What are you trying to do here? + +STRANGER. I'm making experiments concerning atmospheric electricity. + +MOTHER. And that's the lighting conductor, that you've connected to +the desk! + +STRANGER. Yes. But there's no danger; for the bells would ring if +there were an atmospheric disturbance. + +MOTHER. That's blasphemy and black magic. Take care! And what are +you doing there, in the fireplace? + +STRANGER. Making gold. + +MOTHER. You think it possible? + +STRANGER. You take it for granted I'm a charlatan? I shan't blame +you for that; but don't judge too quickly. At any moment I expect +to get a sworn statement of analysis. + +MOTHER. I dare say. But what are you going to do if Ingeborg +doesn't come back? + +STRANGER. She will, this time. Later, perhaps, when the child's +here, she'll cut herself adrift. + +MOTHER. You seem very sure. + +STRANGER. Yes. As I said, I still am. So long as the bond's not +broken you can feel it. When it is, you'll feel that unpleasantly +clearly, too. + +MOTHER. But when you've parted from one another, you may yet both +be bound to the child. You can't tell in advance. + +STRANGER. I've been providing against that by a great interest, +that I hope will fill my empty life. + +MOTHER. You mean gold. And honour! + +STRANGER. Precisely! For a man the most enduring of all illusions. + +MOTHER. So you'd build on illusions? + +STRANGER. On what else should I build, when everything's illusion? + +MOTHER. If you ever awake from your dream, you'll find a reality of +which you've never been able to dream. + +STRANGER. Then I'll wait till that happens. + +MOTHER. Wait then. Now I'll go and shut the window, before the +thunderstorm breaks. + +STRANGER (going towards the back of the stage). That's going to be +interesting. (A hunting horn is heard in the distance.) Who's +sounding that horn? + +MOTHER. No one knows; and it means nothing good. (She goes out.) + +STRANGER (busying himself with the electroscope, and turning his +back on the open window as he does so; then taking up a book and +reading aloud.) 'When Adam's race of giants had increased enough +for them to consider their number sufficient to risk an attack on +those above, they began to build a tower that was to reach up to +Heaven. Those above were then seized with fear and, in order to +protect themselves, broke up the assembled multitude by so +confusing their tongues and their minds that two people who met +could not understand one another, even if they spoke the same +language Since then, those above rule by discord: divide and rule. +And the discord is upheld by the belief that the truth has been +found; but when one of the prophets is believed, he is a lying +prophet. If on the other hand a mortal succeeds in penetrating the +secret of those above, no one believes him, and he is struck with +madness so that no one ever shall. Since then mortals have been +more or less demented, particularly those who are held to be wise, +but madmen are in reality the only wise men; for they can see, hear +and feel the invisible, the inaudible and the intangible, though +they cannot relate their experiences to others.' Thus Zohar, the +wisest of all the books of wisdom, and therefore one that no one +believes. I shall build no tower of Babel, but I shall tempt the +Powers into my mousetrap, and send them to the Powers below, the +subterranean ones, so that they can be neutralised. It is the +higher Schedim, who have come between mortal men and the Lord +Zabaoth; and that is why joy, peace and happiness have vanished +from the earth. + +LADY (coming back in despair, throwing herself down in front of the +STRANGER and putting her arms round his feet and her head on the +ground.) Help me! Help me! And forgive me. + +STRANGER. Get up. In God's name! Get up. Don't do that. What's +happened? + +LADY. In my anger I've behaved foolishly. I've been caught in my +own net. + +STRANGER (lifting her up). Stand up, foolish child; and tell me +what's happened. + +LADY. I went to the public prosecutor. + +STRANGER. ... and asked for a divorce. ... + +LADY. ... that was my intention; but when I got there, I laid +information against the werewolf for a breach of the peace and +attempted murder. + +STRANGER. But he's guilty of neither! + +LADY. No, but I laid the information all the same. ... And when I +was there, he came himself to lay information against me for +bearing false witness. Then I went to the lawyer and he told me +that I could expect a sentence of at least a month. Think of it, my +child will be born in prison! How can I escape from that? Help me. +You can. Speak! + +STRANGER. Yes, I can help you. But, if I do, don't revenge yourself +on me afterwards. + +LADY. How little you know me. But tell me quickly. + +STRANGER. I must take the blame on myself, and say I sent you. + +LADY. How generous you are! Am I rid of the whole business now? + +STRANGER. Dry your eyes, my child, and take comfort. But tell me +about something else, that's nothing to do with this. Did you leave +this purse here? (The LADY is embarrassed.) Tell me! + +LADY. Has such a thing ever happened before? + +STRANGER. Yes. The 'other one' wanted to discover, in this way, +whether I stole. The first time it happened I wept, because I was +still young and innocent. + +LADY. Oh no! + +STRANGER. Now you seem to me the most wretched creature on earth. + +LADY. Is that why you love me? + +STRANGER. No. You've been stealing my letters, too! Answer, yes! +And that's why you wanted to prove me a thief with this purse. + +LADY. What have you got there, on the table. + +STRANGER. Lightning! + +(There is a flash of lightning, but no thunder.) + +LADY. Aren't you afraid? + +STRANGER. Yes, sometimes; but not of what you fear. + +(The contorted face of the DOCTOR appears outside the window.) + +LADY. Is there a cat in the room? I feel uneasy. + +STRANGER. I don't think so. Yet I too have a feeling that there's +someone here. + +LADY (turning and seeing the DOCTOR's face; then screaming and +hurrying to the STRANGER for protection.) Oh! There he is! + +STRANGER. Where? Who? + +(The DOCTOR'S face disappears.) + +LADY. There, at the window. It's he! + +STRANGER. I can see no one. You must be wrong. + +LADY. No, I saw him. The werewolf! Can't we be rid of him? + +STRANGER. Yes, we could. But it'd be useless, because he has an +immortal soul, which is bound to yours. + +LADY. If I'd only known that before! + +STRANGER. It's surely in the Catechism. + +LADY. Then let us die! + +STRANGER. That was once my religion; but as I no longer believe +that death's the end, nothing remains but to bear everything--to +fight, and to suffer! + +LADY. For how long must we suffer? + +STRANGER. As long as he suffers and our consciences plague us. + +LADY. Then we must try and justify ourselves to our consciences; +find excuses for our frivolous actions, and discover his weaknesses. + +STRANGER. Well, you can try! + +LADY. You say that! Since I've known he's unhappy I can see nothing +but his qualities, and you lose when I compare you with him. + +STRANGER. See how well it's arranged! His sufferings sanctify him, +but mine make me abhorrent and laughable! We must face the +immutable. We've destroyed a soul, so we are murderers. + +LADY. Who is to blame? + +STRANGER. He who's so mismanaged the fate of men. + +(There is a flash of lightning; the electric bells begin to ring.) + +LADY. O God! What's that? + +STRANGER. The answer. + +LADY. Is there a lightning conductor here? + +STRANGER. The priest of Baal wishes to coax the lightning from +heaven. ... + +LADY. Now I'm frightened, frightened of you. You're terrifying. + +STRANGER. You see! + +LADY. Who are you to defy Heaven, and to dare to play with the +destinies of men? + +STRANGER. Get up and collect your thoughts. Listen to me, believe +me, and pay me the respect that's my due; and I'll lift both of us +high above this frog pond, to which we've both descended. I'll +breathe on your sick conscience so that it heals like a wound. Who +am I? A man who has done what no one else has ever done; who will +overthrow the Golden Calf and upset the tables of the money-changers. +I hold the fate of the world in my crucible; and in a week I can +make the richest of the rich a poor man. Gold, the most false of +all standards, has ceased to rule; every man will now be as poor as +his neighbour, and the children of men will hurry about like ants +whose heap has been disturbed. + +LADY. What good will that be to us? + +STRANGER. Do you think I'll make gold in order to enrich ourselves +and others? No. I'll do it to paralyse the present order, to +disrupt it, as you'll see! I am the destroyer, the dissolver, the +world incendiary; and when all lies in ashes, I shall wander +hungrily through the heaps of ruins, rejoicing at the thought that +it is all my work: that I have written the last page of world +history, which can then be held to be ended. + +(The face of the DOMINICAN appears at the open window, without +being seen by those on the stage.) + +LADY. Then that was the real meaning of your last book! It was no +invention! + +STRANGER. No. But in order to write it, I had to link myself with +the self of another, who could take everything from me that +fettered my soul. So that my spirit could once more find a fiery +blast, on which to mount to the ether, elude the Powers, and reach +the Throne, in order to lay the lamentations of mankind at the feet +of the Eternal One. ... (The DOMINICAN makes the sign of the cross +in the air and disappears.) Who's here? Who is the Terrible One who +follows me and cripples my thoughts? Did you see no one? + +LADY. No. No one. + +STRANGER. But I can feel his presence. (He puts his hand to his +heart.) Can't you hear, far, far away, someone saying a rosary? + +LADY. Yes, I can hear it. But it's not the Angels' Greeting. It's +the Curse of Deuteronomy! Woe unto us! + +STRANGER. Then it must be in the convent of St. Saviour. + +LADY. Woe! Woe! + +STRANGER. Beloved. What is it? + +LADY. Belovčd! Say that word again. + +STRANGER. Are you ill? + +LADY. No, but I'm in pain, and yet glad at the same time. Go and +ask my mother to make up my bed. But first give me your blessing. + +STRANGER. Shall I ...? + +LADY. Say you forgive me; I may die, if the child takes my life. +Say that you love me. + +STRANGER. Strange: I can't get the word to cross my lips. + +LADY. Then you don't love me? + +STRANGER. When you say so, it seems so to me. It's terrible, but I +fear I hate you. + +LADY. Then at least give me your hand; as you'd give it to someone +in distress. + +STRANGER. I'd like to, but I can't. Someone in me takes pleasure in +your agony; but it's not I. I'd like to carry you in my arms and +bear your suffering for you. But I may not. I cannot! + +LADY. You're as hard as stone. + +STRANGER (with restrained emotion). Perhaps not. Perhaps not. + +LADY. Come to me! + +STRANGER. I can't stir from here. It's as if someone had taken +possession of my soul; and I'd like to kill myself so as to take +the life of the other. + +LADY. Think of your child with joy. ... + +STRANGER. I can't even do that, for it'll bind me to earth. + +LADY. If we've sinned, we've been punished! Haven't we suffered +enough? + +STRANGER. Not yet. But one day we shall have. + +LADY (sinking down). Help me. Mercy! I shall faint! + +(The STRANGER extends his hand, as if he had recovered from a +cramp. The LADY kisses it. The STRANGER lifts her up and leads her +to the door of the house.) + +Curtain. + + +SCENE II + +THE 'ROSE' ROOM + +[A room with rose-coloured walls; it has small windows with iron +lattices and plants in pots. The curtains are rose red; the +furniture is white and red. In the background a door leading to a +white bed-chamber; when this door is opened, a large bed can be +seen with a canopy and white hangings. On the right the door +leading out of the house. On the left a fireplace with a coal +fire. In front of it a bath tub, covered with a white towel. A cradle +covered with white, rose-coloured and light-blue stuff. Baby +clothes are spread out here and there. A green dress hangs on the +right-hand wall. Four Sisters of Mercy are on their knees, facing +the door at the back, dressed in the black and white of Augustinian +nuns. The midwife, who is in black, is by the fireplace. The +child's nurse wears a peasant's dress, of black and white, from +Brittany. The MOTHER is standing listening by the door at the back. +The STRANGER is sitting on a chair right and is trying to read a +book. A hat and a brown cloak with a cape and hood hang nearby, and +on the floor there is a small travelling bag. The Sisters of Mercy +are singing a psalm. The others join in from time to time, but not +the STRANGER.] + +SISTERS. Salve, Regina, mater misericordiae; + Vita, dulcedo, et spes nostra, salve. + Ad to clamamus, exules filii Evae; + Ad to suspiramus gementes et flentes + In hac lacrymarum valle. + +(The STRANGER rises and goes to the MOTHER.) + +MOTHER. Stay where you are! A human being's coming into the world; +another's dying. It's all the same to you. + +STRANGER. I'm not so sure! If I want to go in, I'm not allowed to. +And when I don't want to, you wish it. I'd like to now. + +MOTHER. She doesn't want to see you. Besides, presence here's no +longer needed. The child matters most now. + +STRANGER. For you, yes; but I'm still of most importance to myself. + +MOTHER. The doctor's forbidden anyone to go in, whoever they may +be, because she's in danger. + +STRANGER. What doctor? + +MOTHER. So your thoughts are there again! + +STRANGER. Yes. And it's you who led them! An hour ago you gave me +to understand that the child couldn't be mine. With that you +branded your daughter a whore; but that means nothing to you, if +you can only strike me to the heart! You are almost the most +contemptible creature I know! + +MOTHER (to the SISTERS). Sisters! Pray for this unhappy man. + +STRANGER. Make way for me to go in. For the last time--out of the +way. + +MOTHER. Leave this room, and this house too. + +STRANGER. If I were to do as you ask, in ten minutes you'd send the +police after me, for abandoning my wife and child! + +MOTHER. I'd only do that to have you taken to a convent you know of. + +MAID (entering at the back). The Lady's asking you to do something +for her. + +STRANGER. What is it? + +MAID. There's supposed to be a letter in the dress she left hanging +here. + +STRANGER (looks round and notices the green dress; he goes over to +it and takes a letter from the pocket). This is addressed to me, +and was opened two days ago. Broken open! That's good! + +MOTHER. You must forgive someone who's as ill as your wife. + +STRANGER. She wasn't ill two days ago. + +MOTHER. No. But she is now. + +STRANGER. But not two days ago! (Reading the letter.) Well, I'll +forgive her now, with the magnanimity of the victor. + +MOTHER. Of the victor? + +STRANGER. Yes. For I've done something no one's ever done before. + +MOTHER. You mean the gold. ...? + +STRANGER. Here's a certificate from the greatest living authority. +Now I'll go and see him myself. + +MOTHER. Now! + +STRANGER. At your request. + +MAID (to the STRANGER). The Lady asks you to come in. + +MOTHER. You hear? + +STRANGER. No, now I don't want to! You've made your own daughter, +my wife, into a whore; and branded my unborn child a bastard. You +can keep them both. You've murdered my honour. There's nothing for +me to do but to revive it elsewhere. + +MOTHER. You can never forgive! + +STRANGER. I can. I forgive you--and I shall leave you. (He puts on +the brown cloak and hat, picks up his stick and travelling bag.) +For if I were to stay, I'd soon grow worse than I am now. The +innocent child, whose mission was to ennoble our warped +relationship, has been defiled by you in his mother's womb and made +an apple of discord and a source of punishment a revenge. Why +should I stay here to be torn to pieces? + +MOTHER. For you, duties don't exist. + +STRANGER. Oh yes, they do! And the first of them's this: To protect +myself from total destruction. Farewell! + +Curtain. + + + +ACT III + +SCENE I + +THE BANQUETING HALL + +[Room in a hotel prepared for a banquet. There are long tables +laden with flowers and candelabra. Dishes with peacocks, pheasants +in full plumage, boars' heads, entire lobsters, oysters, salmon, +bundles of asparagus, melons and grapes. There is a musicians' +gallery with eight players in the right-hand corner at the back.] + +[At the high table: the STRANGER in a frock coat; next to him a +Civil Uniform with orders; a professorial Frock Coat with an order; +and other black Frock Coats with orders of a more or less striking +kind. At the second table a few Frock Coats between black Morning +Coats. At the third table clean every-day costumes. At the fourth +table dirty and ragged figures of strange appearance.] + +[The tables are so arranged that the first is furthest to the left +and the fourth furthest to the right, so that the people sitting at +the fourth table cannot be seen by the STRANGER. At the fourth +table CAESAR and the DOCTOR are seated, in shabby clothes. They are +the farthest down stage. Dessert has just been handed round and the +guests have golden goblets in front of them. The band is playing a +passage in the middle of Mendelssohn's Dead March pianissimo. The +guests are talking to one another quietly.] + +DOCTOR (to CAESAR). The company seems rather depressed and the +dessert came too soon! + +CAESAR. By the way, the whole thing look's like a swindle! He +hasn't made any gold, that's merely a lie, like everything else. + +DOCTOR. I don't know, but that's what's being said. But in our +enlightened age anything whatever may be expected. + +CAESAR. There's a professor at the high table, who's supposed to be +an authority. But what subject is he professor of? + +DOCTOR: I've no idea. It must be metallurgy and applied chemistry. + +CAESAR. Can you see what order he's wearing? + +DOCTOR. I don't know it. I expect it's some tenth rate foreign order. + +CAESAR. Well, at a subscription dinner like this the company's +always rather mixed. + +DOCTOR. Hm! + +CAESAR. You mean, that we ... hm. ... I admit we're not well +dressed, but as far as intelligence goes. ... + +DOCTOR. Listen, Caesar, you're a lunatic in my charge, and you must +avoid speaking about intelligence as much as you can. + +CAESAR. That's the greatest impertinence I've heard for a long +time. Don't you realise, idiot, that I've been engaged to look +after you, since you lost your wits? + +PROFESSOR (taping his goblet). Gentlemen! + +CAESAR. Hear, hear! + +PROFESSOR. Gentlemen! Our small society is to-day honoured by the +presence of the great man, who is our guest of honour, and when the +committee ... + +CAESAR (to the DOCTOR). That's the government, you know! + +PROFESSOR. ... and when the committee asked me to act as +interpreter and to explain the motives that prompted them I was at +first doubtful whether I could accept the honour. But when I +compared my own incapacity with that of others, I discovered that +neither lost in the comparison. + +VOICES. Bravo! + +PROFESSOR. Gentlemen! A century of discovery is ending with the +greatest of all discoveries--foreseen by Pythagoras, prepared for +by Albertus and Paracelsus and first carried out by our guest of +honour. You will permit me to give this feeble expression of our +admiration for the greatest man of a great century. A laurel crown +from the society! (He places a laurel frown on the STRANGER'S +head.) And from the committee: this! (He hangs a shining order +round the STRANGER'S neck.) Gentlemen! Three cheers for the Great +Man who has made gold! + +ALL (with the exception of the STRANGER). Hurrah! + +(The band plays chords from Mendelssohn's Dead March. During the +last part of the foregoing speech servants have exchanged the +golden goblets for dull tin ones, and they now begin to take away +the pheasants, peacocks, etc. The music plays softly. General +conversation.) + +CAESAR. Oughtn't we to taste these things before they take them +away? + +DOCTOR. It all seems humbug, except that about making gold. + +STRANGER (knocking on the table). Gentlemen! I've always been +proud of the fact that I'm not easy to deceive ... + +CAESAR. Hear, hear! + +STRANGER. ... that I'm not easily carried away, but I am touched at +the sincerity so obvious in the great tribute you've just paid me; +and when I say touched, I mean it. + +CAESAR. Bravo! + +STRANGER. There are always sceptics; and moments in the life of +every man, when doubts creep into the hearts of even the strongest. +I'll confess that I myself have doubted; but after finding myself +the object this sincere and hearty demonstration, and after taking +part in this royal feast, for it is royal; and seeing that, +finally, the government itself ... + +VOICE. The committee! + +STRANGER. ... the committee, if you like, has so signally +recognised my modest merits, I doubt no longer, but believe! (The +Civil Uniform creeps out.) Yes, gentlemen, this is the greatest and +most satisfying moment of my life, because it has given me back +the greatest thing any man can possess, the belief in himself. + +CAESAR. Splendid! Bravo! + +STRANGER. I thank you. Your health! + +(The PROFESSOR gets up. Everyone rises and the company begins to +mix. Most of the musicians go out, but two remain.) + +GUEST (to the STRANGER). A delightful evening! + +STRANGER. Wonderful. + +(All the Frock Coats creep away.) + +FATHER (an elderly, overdressed man with an eye-glass and military +bearing crosses to the doctor). What? Are you here? + +DOCTOR. Yes, Father-in-law. I'm here. I go everywhere he goes. + +FATHER. It's too late in the day to call me father-in-law. Besides, +I'm _his_ father-in-law now. + +DOCTOR. Does he know you? + +FATHER. No. He's not had that honour; and I must ask you to +preserve my incognito. Is it true he's made gold? + +DOCTOR. So it's said. But it's certain he left his wife while she +was in childbed. + +FATHER. Does that mean I can expect a third son-in-law soon? I +don't like the idea! The uncertainty of my position makes me hate +being a father-in-law at all. Of course, I've nothing to say +against it, since. ... + +(The tables have now been cleared; the cloths and the candelabra +have been removed, so that the tables themselves, which are merely +boards supported on trestles, are all that remain. A big stoneware +jug has been brought in and small jugs of simple form have been put +on the high table. The people in rags sit down next to the STRANGER +at the high table; and the FATHER sits astride a chair and stares +at him.) + +CAESAR (knocking on the table). Gentlemen! This feast has been +called royal, not on account of the excellence of the service +which, on the contrary, has been wretched; but because the man, +whom we have honoured, is a king, a king in the realm of the +Intellect. Only I am able to judge of that. (One of the people in +rags laughs.) Quiet. Wretch! But he's more than a king, he's a man +of the people, of the humblest. A friend of the oppressed, the +guardian of fools, the bringer of happiness to idiots. I don't know +whether he's succeeded in making gold. I don't worry about that, +and I hardly believe it ... (There is a murmur. Two policemen come +in and sit by the door; the musicians come down and take seats at +the tables.) ... but supposing he has, he has answered all the +questions that the daily press has been trying to solve for the +last fifty years. ... It's only an assumption-- + +STRANGER. Gentlemen! + +RAGGED PERSON. No. Don't interrupt him. + +CAESAR. A mere assumption without real foundation, and the analysis +may be wrong! + +ANOTHER RAGGED PERSON. Don't talk nonsense! + +STRANGER. Speaking in my capacity as guest of honour at this +gathering I should say that it would be of interest to those taking +part to hear the grounds on which I've based my proof. ... + +CAESAR. We don't want to hear that. No, no. + +FATHER. Wait! I think justice demands that the accused should be +allowed to explain himself. Couldn't our guest of honour tell the +company his secret in a few words? + +STRANGER. As the discoverer I can't give away my secret. But that's +not necessary, because I've submitted my results to an authority +under oath. + +CAESAR. Then the whole thing's nonsense, the whole thing! We don't +believe authorities--we're free-thinkers. Did you ever hear +anything so impudent? That we should honour a mystery man, an +arch-swindler, a charlatan, in good faith. + +FATHER. Wait a little, my good people! + +(During this scene a wall screen, charmingly decorated with palm +trees and birds of paradise, has been taken away, disclosing a +wretched serving-counter and stand for beer mugs, behind which a +waitress is seen dispensing tots of spirits. Scavengers and +dirty-looking women go over to the counter and start drinking.) + +STRANGER. Was I asked here to be insulted? + +FATHER. Not at all. My friend's rather loquacious, but he's not +said anything insulting yet. + +STRANGER. Isn't it insulting to be called a charlatan? + +FATHER. He didn't mean it seriously. + +STRANGER. Even as a joke I think the word arch-swindler slanderous. + +FATHER. He didn't use _that_ word. + +STRANGER. What? I appeal to the company: wasn't the word he used +arch-swindler? + +ALL. No. He never said that! + +STRANGER. Then I don't know where I am--or what company I've got +into. + +RAGGED PERSON. Is there anything wrong with it? + +(The people murmur.) + +BEGGAR (comes forward, supporting himself on crutches; he strikes +the table so hard with his crutch, that some mugs are broken.) Mr. +Chairman! May I speak? (He breaks some more crockery.) Gentlemen, +in this life I've not allowed thyself to be easily deceived, but +this time I have been. My friend in the chair there has convinced +me that I've been completely deceived on the question of his power +of judgment and sound understanding, and I feel touched. There are +limits to pity and limits also to cruelty. I don't like to see real +merit being dragged into the dust, and this man's worth a better +fate than his folly's leading him to. + +STRANGER. What does this mean? + +(The FATHER and the DOCTOR have gone out during this scene without +attracting attention. Only beggars remain at the high table. Those +who are drinking gather into groups and stare at the STRANGER.) + +BEGGAR. You take yourself to be the man of the century, and accept +the invitation of the Drunkards' Society, in order to have yourself +fęted as a man of science. ... + +STRANGER (rising). But the government. ... + +BEGGAR. Oh yes, the Committee of the Drunkards' Society have given +you their highest distinction--that order you've had to pay for +yourself. ... + +STRANGER. What about the professor? + +BEGGAR. He only calls himself that; he's no professor really, +though he does give lessons. And the uniform that must have +impressed you most was that of a lackey in a chancellery. + +STRANGER (tearing of the wreath and the ribbon of the order). Very +well! But who was the elderly man with the eyeglass? + +BEGGAR. Your father-in-law! + +STRANGER. Who got up this hoax? + +BEGGAR. It's no hoax, it's quite serious. The professor came on +behalf of the Society, for so they call themselves, and asked you +whether you'd accept the fęte. You accepted it; so it became +serious! + +(Two dirty-looking women carry in a dust-bin suspended from a stick +and set it down on the high table.) + +FIRST WOMAN. If you're the man who makes gold, you might buy two +brandies for us. + +STRANGER. What's this mean? + +BEGGAR. It's the last part of the reception; and it's supposed to +mean that gold's mere rubbish. + +STRANGER. If only that were true, rubbish could be exchanged for +gold. + +BEGGAR. Well, it's only the philosophy of the Society of Drunkards. +And you've got to take your philosophy where you find it. + +SECOND WOMAN (sitting down next to the STRANGER). Do you recognise +me? + +STRANGER. No. + +SECOND WOMAN. Oh, you needn't be embarrassed so late in the evening +as this! + +STRANGER. You believe you're one of my victims? That I was amongst +the first hundred who seduced you? + +SECOND WOMAN. No. It's not what you think. But I once came across a +printed paper, when I was about to be confirmed, which said that it +was a duty to oneself to give way to all desires of the flesh. +Well, I grew free and blossomed; and this is the fruit of my highly +developed self! + +STRANGER (rising). Perhaps I may go now? + +WAITRESS (coming over with a bill). Yes. But the bill must be paid +first. + +STRANGER. What? By me? I haven't ordered anything. + +WAITRESS. I know nothing of that; but you're the last of the +company to have had anything. + +STRANGER (to the BEGGAR). Is this all a part of the reception? + +BEGGAR. Yes, certainly. And, as you know, everything costs money, +even honour. ... + +STRANGER (taking a visiting card and handing it to the waitress). +There's my card. You'll be paid to-morrow. + +WAITRESS (putting the card in the dust-bin). Hm! I don't know the +name; and I've put a lot of such cards into the dust-bin. I want +the money. + +BEGGAR. Listen, madam, I'll guarantee this man will pay. + +WAITRESS. So you'd like to play tricks on me too! Officer! One +moment, please. + +POLICEMAN. What's all this about? Payment, I suppose. Come to the +station; we'll arrange things there. (He writes something in his +note-book.) + +STRANGER. I'd rather do that than stay here and quarrel. ... (To +the BEGGAR.) I don't mind a joke, but I never expected such cruel +reality as this. + +BEGGAR. Anything's to be expected, once you challenge persons as +powerful as you have! Let me tell you this in confidence. You'd +better be prepared for worse, for the very worst! + +STRANGER. To think I've been so duped ... so ... + +BEGGAR. Feasts of Belshazzar always end in one way a hand's +stretched out--and writes a bill. And another hand's laid on the +guest's shoulder and leads him to the police station! But it must +be done royally! + +POLICEMAN (laying his hand on the STRANGER). Have you talked +enough? + +THE WOMEN and RAGGED ONES. The alchemist can't pay. Hurrah! He's +going to gaol. He's going to gaol! + +SECOND WOMAN. Yes, but it's a shame. + +STRANGER. You're sorry for me? I thank you for that, even if I +don't quite deserve it! _You_ felt pity for me! + +SECOND WOMAN. Yes. That's also something I learnt from you. + +(The scene is changed without lowering the curtain. The stage is +darkened, and a medley of scenes, representing landscapes, palaces, +rooms, is lowered and brought forward; so that characters and +furniture are no longer seen, but the STRANGER alone remains +visible and seems to be standing stiffly as though unconscious. At +last even he disappears, and from the confusion a prison cell +emerges.) + + +SCENE II + +PRISON CELL + +[On the right a door; and above it a barred opening, through which +a ray of sunlight is shining, throwing a patch of light on the +left-hand wall, where a large crucifix hangs.] + +[The STRANGER, dressed in a brown cloak and wearing a hat, is +sitting at the table looking at the patch of sunlight. The door is +opened and the BEGGAR is let in.] + +BEGGAR. What are you brooding over? + +STRANGER. I'm asking myself why I'm here; and then: where I was +yesterday? + +BEGGAR. Where do you think? + +STRANGER. It seems in hell; unless I dreamed everything. + +BEGGAR. Then wake up now, for this is going to be reality. + +STRANGER. Let it come. I'm only afraid of ghosts. + +BEGGAR (taking out a newspaper). Firstly, the great authority has +withdrawn the certificate he gave you for making gold. He says, in +this paper, that you deceived him. The result is that the paper +calls you a charlatan! + +STRANGER. O God! What is it I'm fighting? + +BEGGAR. Difficulties, like other men. + +STRANGER. No, this is something else. ... + +BEGGAR. Your own credulity, then. + +STRANGER. No, I'm not credulous, and I know I'm right. + +BEGGAR. What's the good of that, if no one else does, + +STRANGER. Shall I ever get out of this prison? If I do, I'll settle +everything. + +BEGGAR. The matter's arranged; everything's paid for. + +STRANGER. Oh? Who paid, then? + +BEGGAR. The Society, I suppose; or the Drunkard's Government. + +STRANGER. Then I can go? + +BEGGAR. Yes. But there's one thing. ... + +STRANGER. Well, what is it? + +BEGGAR. Remember, an enlightened man of the world mustn't let +himself be taken by surprise. + +STRANGER. I begin to divine. ... + +BEGGAR. The announcement's on the front page. + +STRANGER. That means: she's already married again, and my children +have a stepfather. Who is he? + +BEGGAR. Whoever he is, don't murder him; for he's not to blame for +taking in a forsaken woman. + +STRANGER. My children! O God, my children! + +BEGGAR. I notice you didn't foresee what's happened; but why not +look ahead, if you're so old and such an enlightened man of the +world. + +STRANGER (beside himself). O God! My children! + +BEGGAR. Enlightened men of the world don't weep! Stop it, my son. +When such disasters happen men of the world ... either ... well, +tell me. ... + +STRANGER. Shoot themselves! + +BEGGAR. Or? + +STRANGER. No, not that! + +BEGGAR. Yes, my son, precisely that! He's throwing out a +sheet-anchor as an experiment. + +STRANGER. This is irrevocable. Irrevocable! + +BEGGAR. Yes, it is. Quite irrevocable. And you can live another +lifetime, in order to contemplate your own rascality in peace. + +STRANGER. You should be ashamed to talk like that. + +BEGGAR. And you? + +STRANGER. Have you ever seen a human destiny like mine? + +BEGGAR. Well, look at mine! + +STRANGER. I know nothing of yours. + +BEGGAR. It's never occurred to you, in all our long acquaintance, +to ask about my affairs. You once scorned the friendship I offered +you, and fell straightway into the arms of boon companions. I hope +it'll do you good. And so farewell, till the next time. + +STRANGER. Don't go. + +BEGGAR. Perhaps you'd like company when you get out of prison? + +STRANGER. Why not? + +BEGGAR. It hasn't occurred to you I mightn't want to show myself in +_your_ company? + +STRANGER. It certainly hasn't. + +BEGGAR. But it's true. Do you think I want to be suspected of +having been at that immortal banquet in the alchemist's honour, of +which there's an account in the morning paper? + +STRANGER. He doesn't want to be seen with me! + +BEGGAR. Even a beggar has his pride and fears ridicule. + +STRANGER. He doesn't want to be seen with me. Am I then sunk to +such misery? + +BEGGAR. You must ask yourself that, and answer it, too. + +(A mournful cradle song is heard in the distance.) + +STRANGER. What's that? + +BEGGAR. A song sung by a mother at her baby's cradle. + +STRANGER. Why must I be reminded of it just now? + +BEGGAR. Probably so that you can feel really keenly what you've +left for a chimera. + +STRANGER. Is it possible I could have been wrong? If so it's the +devil's work, and I'll lay down my arms. + +BEGGAR. You'd better do that as soon as you can. ... + +STRANGER. Not yet! (A rosary can be heard being repeated in the +distance.) What's that? (A sustained note of a horn is heard.) +That's the unknown huntsman! (The chord from the Dead March is +heard.) Where am I? (He remains where he is as if hypnotised.) + +BEGGAR. Bow yourself or break! + +STRANGER. I cannot bow! + +BEGGAR. Then break. + +(The STRANGER falls to the ground. The same confused medley of +scenes as before.) + +Curtain. + + +SCENE III + +THE 'ROSE' ROOM + +[The same scene as Act I. The kneeling Sisters of Mercy are now +reading their prayer books, '... exules filii Evae; Ad to +suspiramus et flentes In hac lacrymarum aalle.' The MOTHER is by +the door at the back; the FATHER by the door on the right.] + +MOTHER (going towards him). So you've come back again? + +FATHER (humbly). Yes. + +MOTHER. Your lady-love's left you? + +RATHER. Don't be more cruel than you need! + +MOTHER. You say that to me, you who gave my wedding presents to +your mistress. You, who were so dishonourable as to expect me, your +wife, to choose presents for her. You, who wanted my advice about +colour and cut, in order to educate her taste in dress! What do you +want here? + +FATHER. I heard that my daughter ... + +MOTHER. Your daughter's lying there, between life and death; and +you know that her feelings for you have grown hostile. That's why I +ask you to go; before she suspects your presence. + +FATHER. You're right, and I can't answer you. But let me sit in the +kitchen, for I'm tired. Very tired. + +MOTHER. Where were you last night? + +FATHER. At the club. But I wanted to ask you if the husband weren't +here? + +MOTHER. Am I to lay bare all this misery? Don't you know your +daughter's tragic fate? + +FATHER. Yes ... I do. And what a husband! + +MOTHER. What men! Go downstairs now and sleep off your liquor. + +FATHER. The sins of the fathers. ... + +MOTHER. You're talking nonsense. + +FATHER. Of course I don't mean my sins ... but those of our +parents. And now they say the lake up there's to be drained, so +that the river will rise. ... + +MOTHER (pushing him out of the door). Silence. Misfortune will +overtake us soon enough, without you calling it up. + +MAID (from the bedroom at the back). The lady's asking for the +master. + +MOTHER. She means her husband. + +MAID. Yes. The master of the house, her husband. + +MOTHER. He went out a little while ago. + +(The STRANGER comes in.) + +STRANGER. Has the child been born? + +MOTHER. No. Not yet. + +STRANGER (putting his hand to his forehead). What? Can it take so +long? + +MOTHER. Long? What do you mean? + +STRANGER (looking about him). I don't know what I mean. How is it +with the mother? + +MOTHER. She's just the same. + +STRANGER. The same? + +MOTHER. Don't you want to get back to your gold making? + +STRANGER. I can't make head or tail of it! But there's still hope +my worst dream was nothing but a dream. + +MOTHER. You really look as if you were walking in your sleep. + +STRANGER. Do I? Oh, I wish I were! The one thing I fear I'd fear no +longer. + +MOTHER. He who guides your destiny seems to know your weakest +spots. + +STRANGER. And when there was only one left, he found that too; +happily for me only in a dream! Blind Powers! Powerless Ones! + +MAID (coming in again). The lady asks you to do her a service. + +STRANGER. There she lies like an electric eel, giving shocks from a +distance. What kind of service is it to be now? + +MAID. There's a letter in the pocket of her green coat. + +STRANGER. No good will come of that! (He takes the letter out of +the green coat, which is hanging near the dress by fireplace.) I +must be dead. I dreamed this, and now it's happening. My children +have a stepfather! + +MOTHER. Who are you going to blame? + +STRANGER. Myself! I'd rather blame no one. I've lost my children. + +MOTHER. You'll get a new one here. + +STRANGER. He might be cruel to them. ... + +MOTHER. Then their sufferings will burden your conscience, if you +have one. + +STRANGER. Supposing he were to beat them? + +MOTHER. Do you know what I'd do in your place? + +STRANGER. Yes, I know what you'd do; but I don't know what I'll do. + +MOTHER (to the Sisters of Mercy). Pray for this man! + +STRANGER. No, no. Not that! It'll do no good, and I don't believe +in prayer. + +MOTHER. But you believe in your gold? + +STRANGER. Not even in that. It's over. All over! + +(The MIDWIFE comes out of the bedroom.) + +MIDWIFE. A child's born. Praise the Lord! + +MOTHER. Let the Lord be praised! + +SISTERS. Let the Lord be praised! + +MIDWIFE (to the STRANGER). Your wife's given you daughter. + +MOTHER (to the STRANGER). Don't you want to see your child? + +STRANGER. No. I no longer want to tie myself anything on earth. I'm +afraid I'd get to love her, and then you'd tear the heart from my +body. Let me get out of this atmosphere, which is too pure for me. +Don' t let that innocent child come near me, for I'm a man already +damned, already sentenced, and for me there's no joy, no peace, and +no ... forgiveness! + +MOTHER. My son, now you're speaking words of wisdom! Truthfully and +without malice: I welcome your decision. There's no place for you +here, and amongst us women you'd be plagued to death. So go in +peace. + +STRANGER. There'll be no more peace, but I'll go. Farewell! + +MOTHER. Exules filii Evae; on earth you shall be a fugitive and a +vagabond. + +STRANGER. Because I have slain my brother. + +Curtain. + + + +ACT IV + +SCENE I + +BANQUETING HALL + +[The room in which the banquet took place in Act III. It is dirty, +and furnished with unpainted wooden tables. Beggars, scavengers and +loose women. Cripples are seated here and there drinking by the +light of tallow dips.] + +[The STRANGER and the SECOND WOMAN are sitting together drinking +brandy, which stands on the table in front of them in a carafe. The +STRANGER is drinking heavily.] + +WOMAN. Don't drink so much! + +STRANGER. You see. You've scruples, too! + +WOMAN. No. But I don't like to see a man I respect lowering himself +so. + +STRANGER. But I came here specially to do so; to take a mud-bath +that would harden my skin against the pricks of life. To find +immoral support about me. And I chose your company, because you're +the most despicable, though you've still retained a spark of +humanity. You were sorry for me, when no one else was. Not even +myself! Why? + +WOMAN. Really, I don't know. + +STRANGER. But you must know that there are moments when you look +almost beautiful. + +WOMAN. Oh, listen to him! + +STRANGER. Yes. And then you resemble a woman who was dear to me. + +WOMAN. Thank you! + +WAITRESS. Don't talk so loud, there's a sick man here. + +STRANGER. Tell me, have you ever been in love? + +WOMAN. We don't use that word, but I know what you mean. Yes. I had +a lover once and we had a child. + +STRANGER. That was foolish! + +WOMAN. I thought so, too, but he said the days liberation were at +hand, when all chains would he struck off, all barriers thrown +down, and ... + +STRANGER (tortured). And then ...? + +WOMAN. Then he left me. + +STRANGER. He was a scoundrel. (He drinks.) + +WOMAN (looking at him.) You think so? + +STRANGER. Yes. He must have been. + +WOMAN. Now you're so intolerant. + +STRANGER (drinking). Am I? + +WOMAN. Don't drink so much; I want to see you far above me, +otherwise you can't raise me up. + +STRANGER. What illusions you must have! Childish! I lift you up! I +who am down below. Yet I'm not; it's not I who sit here, for I'm +dead. I know that my soul's far away, far, far away. ... (He stares +in front of him with an absent-minded air) ... where a great lake +lies in the sunshine like molten gold; where roses blossom on the +wall amongst the vines; where a white cot stands under the acacias. +But the child's asleep and the mother's sitting beside the cot +doing crochet work. There's a long, long strip coming from her +mouth and on the strip is written ... wait ... 'Blessed are the +sorrowful, for they shall be comforted.' But that's not so, really. +I shall never be comforted. Tell me, isn't there thunder in the +air, it's so close, so hot? + +WOMAN (looking out of the window). No. I can see no clouds out +there. ... + +STRANGER. Strange ... that's lightning. + +WOMAN. No. You're wrong. + +STRANGER. One, two, three, four, five ... now the thunder must +come! But it doesn't. I've never been frightened of a thunderstorm +until to-day--I mean, until to-night. But is it day or night? + +WOMAN. My dear, it's night. + +STRANGER. Yes. It _is_ night. + +(The DOCTOR has come in during this scene and has sat down behind +the STRANGER, without having been seen by him.) + +WAITRESS. Don't speak so loud, there's a sick person in here. + +STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Give me your hand. + +WOMAN (wiping it on her apron). Oh, why? + +STRANGER. You've a lovely white hand. But ... look at mine. It's +black. Can't you see it's black? + +WOMAN. Yes. So it is! + +STRANGER. Blackened already, perhaps even rotten? I must see if my +heart's stopped. (He puts his hand to his heart.) Yes. It has! So +I'm dead, and I know when I died. Strange, to be dead, and yet to +be going about. But where am I? Are all these people dead, too? +They look as if they'd risen from the sewers of the town, or as if +they'd come from prison, poorhouse or lock hospital. They're +workers of the night, suffering, groaning, cursing, quarrelling, +torturing one another, dishonouring one another, envying one +another, as if they possessed anything worthy of envy! The fire of +sleep courses through their veins, their tongues cleave to their +palates, grown dry through cursing; and then they put out the blaze +with water, with fire-water, that engenders fresh thirst. With +fire-water, that itself burns with a blue flame and consumes the +soul like a prairie fire, that leaves nothing behind it but red +sand. (He drinks.) Set fire to it. Put it out again. Set fire to +it. Put it out again! But what you can't burn up--unluckily--is the +memory of what's past. How can that memory be burned to ashes? + +WAITRESS. Please don't speak so loud, there's a sick man in here. +So ill, that he's already asked to be given the sacrament. + +STRANGER. May he soon go to hell! + +(Those present murmur at this, resenting it.) + +WAITRESS. Take care! Take care! + +WOMAN (to the STRANGER). Do you know that man who's been sitting +behind you, staring at you all the time? + +STRANGER (turning. He and the DOCTOR stare at one another for a +moment, without speaking). Yes. I used to know him once. + +WOMAN. He looks as if he'd like to bite you in the back. + +(The DOCTOR sits down opposite the STRANGER and stares at him.) + +STRANGER. What are you looking at? + +DOCTOR. Your grey hairs. + +STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Is my hair grey? + +WOMAN. Yes. Indeed it is! + +DOCTOR. And now I'm looking at your fair companion. Sometimes you +have good taste. Sometimes not. + +STRANGER. And sometimes you have the misfortune to have the same +taste as I. + +DOCTOR. That wasn't a kind remark! But you've killed me twice in +your lifetime; so go on. + +STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Let's get away from here. + +DOCTOR. You know when I'm near you. You feel my presence from afar. +And I shall reach you, as the thunder will, whether you hide in the +depths of the earth or of the sea. ... Try to escape me, if you can! + +STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Come with me. Lead me ... I can't see. ... + +WOMAN. No, I don't want to go yet. I don't want to be bored. + +DOCTOR. You're right there, daughter of joy! Life's hard enough +without taking on yourself the sorrows others have brought on +themselves. That man won't bear his own sorrows, but makes his wife +shoulder the burden for him. + +STRANGER. What's that? Wait! She bore false witness of a breach of +the peace and attempted murder! + +DOCTOR. Now he's putting the blame on her! + +STRANGER (resting his head in his hands and letting it sink on to +the table. In the far distance a violin and guitar are heard +playing the following melody): + +[See picture road1.jpg] + +DOCTOR (to the WOMAN). Is he ill? + +WOMAN. He must be mad; he says he's dead. + +(In the distance drums beat the reveille and bugles are blown, but +very softly.) + +STRANGER. Is it morning? Night's passing, the sun's rising and +ghosts lie down to sleep again in graves. Now I can go. Come! + +WOMAN (going nearer to the DOCTOR). No. I said no. + +STRANGER. Even you, the last of all my friends! Am I such a +wretched being, that not even a prostitute will bear me company for +money? + +DOCTOR. You must be. + +STRANGER. I don't believe it yet; although everyone tells me so. I +don't believe anything at all, for every time I have, I've been +deceived. But tell me this hasn't the sun yet risen? A little while +ago I heard a cock crow and a dog bark; and now they're ringing the +Angelus. ... Have they put out the lights, that it's so dark? + +DOCTOR (to the WOMAN). He must be blind. + +WOMAN. Yes. I think he is. + +STRANGER. No. I can see you; but I can't see the lights. + +DOCTOR. For you it's growing dark. ... You've played with the +lightning, and looked too long at the sun. That is forbidden to +men. + +STRANGER. We're born with the desire to do it; but may not. That's +Envy. ... + +DOCTOR. What do you possess that's worthy of envy? + +STRANGER. Something you'll never understand, and that only I can +value. + +DOCTOR. You mean, the child? + +MANGER. You know I didn't mean it. If I had I'd have said that I +possessed something you could never let. + +DOCTOR. So you're back at that! Then I'll express myself as +clearly: you took what I'd done with. + +WOMAN. Oh! I shan't stay in the company of such swine! (She gets up +and moves to another seat.) + +STRANGER. I know we've sunk very low; yet I believe the deeper I +sink the nearer I'll come to my goal: the end! + +WAITRESS. Don't speak so loud, there's a dying man in there! + +STRANGER. Yes, I believe you. The whole time there's been a smell +of corpses here. + +DOCTOR. Perhaps that's us? + +STRANGER. Can one be dead, without suspecting it? + +DOCTOR. The dead maintain that they don't know the difference. + +STRANGER. You terrify me. Is it possible? And all these shadowy +figures, whose faces I think I recognise as memories of my youth at +school in the swimming bath, the gymnasium. ... (He clutches his +heart.) Oh! Now he's coming: the Terrible One, who tears the heart +out of the breast. The Terrible One, who's been following me for +years. He's here! + +(He is beside himself. The doors are thrown open; a choir boy comes +in carrying a lantern made of blue glass that throws a blue light +on the guests; he rings the silver bell. All present begin to howl +like wild beasts. The DOMINICAN then enters with the sacrament. The +WAITRESS and the WOMAN throw themselves on their knees, the others +howl. The DOMINICAN raises the monstrance; all fall on their knees. +The choir boy and the DOMINICAN go into the room on the left.) + +BEGGAR (entering and going towards the STRANGER). Come away from +here. You're ill. And the bailiffs have a summons for you. + +STRANGER. Summons? From whom? + +BEGGAR. Your wife. + +DOCTOR. The electric eel strikes at a great distance. She once +wanted to bring a charge of slander against me, because she +couldn't stay out at night. + +STRANGER. Couldn't stay out at night? + +DOCTOR. Yes. Didn't you know who you were married to? + +STRANGER. I heard she'd been engaged before she ... married you. + +DOCTOR. Yes. That's what it was called, but in reality she'd been +the mistress of a married man, whom she denounced for rape, after +she'd forced herself into his studio and posed to him naked, as a +model. + +STRANGER. And that was the woman you married? + +DOCTOR. Yes. After she'd seduced me, she denounced me for breach of +promise, so I had to marry her. She'd engaged two detectives to see +I didn't get away. And that was the woman you married! + +STRANGER. I did it because I soon saw it was no good choosing when +all were alike. + +BEGGAR. Come away from here. You'll be sorry if you don't. + +STRANGER (to the DOCTOR). Was she always religious? + +DOCTOR. Always. + +STRANGER. And tender, good-hearted, self-sacrificing? + +DOCTOR. Certainly! + +STRANGER. Can one understand her? + +DOCTOR. No. But you can go mad thinking about her. That's why one +had to accept her as she was. Charming, intoxicating! + +STRANGER. Yes, I know. But one's powerless against pity. That's why +I don't want to fight this case. I can't defend myself without +attacking her; and I don't want to do that. + +DOCTOR. You were married before. How was that? + +STRANGER. Just the same. + +DOCTOR. This love acts like henbane: you see suns, where there are +none, and stars where no stars are! But it's pleasant, while it +lasts! + +STRANGER. And the morning after? Oh, the morning after! + +BEGGAR. Come, unhappy man! He's poisoning you, and you don't know +it. Come! + +STRANGER (getting up). Poisoning me, you say? Do you think he's +lying? + +BEGGAR. Every word he's said's a lie. + +STRANGER. I don't believe it. + +BEGGAR. No. You only believe lies. But that serves you right. + +STRANGER. Has he been lying? Has he? + +BEGGAR. How can you believe your enemies? + +STRANGER. But he's my friend, because he's told me the bitter +truth. + +BEGGAR. Eternal Powers, save his reason! For he believes everything +evil's true, and everything good evil. Come, or you'll be lost! + +DOCTOR. He's lost already! And now he'll be whipped into froth, +broken up into atoms, and used as an ingredient in the great +pan-cake. Away with you hell! (To those present.) Howl like victims +of the pit. (The guests all howl.) And no more womanly pity. Howl, +woman! (The WOMAN refuses with a gesture of her hand.) + +STRANGER (to the BEGGAR). That man's not lying. + +Curtain. + + +SCENE II + +IN A RAVINE + +[A ravine with a stream in the middle, which is crossed by a +foot-bridge. In the foreground a smithy and a mill, both of which +are in ruins. Fallen trees choke the stream. In the background a +starry sky above the pine wood. The constellation of Orion is +clearly visible.] + +[See picture road2.jpg] + +[The STRANGER and the BEGGAR enter. In the foreground there is +snow; in the background the green of summer.] + +STRANGER. I feel afraid! To-night the stars seem to hang so low, +that I fear they'll fall on me like drops of molten silver. Where +are we? + +BEGGAR. In the ravine, by the stream. You must know the place. + +STRANGER. Know it? As if I could ever forget it! It reminds me of +my honeymoon journey. But where are the smithy and the mill? + +BEGGAR. All in ruins! The lake of tears was drained a week ago. The +stream rose, then the river, till everything was laid waste-- +meadows, fields and gardens. + +STRANGER. And the quiet house? + +BEGGAR. The old sin was washed away, but the walls in left. + +STRANGER. And those who lived there? + +BEGGAR. They've gone to the colonies; so that the story's now at an +end. + +STRANGER. Then my story's at an end too. So thoroughly at an end, +that no happy memories remain. The last was fouled by the poisoner. ... + +BEGGAR. Whose poison you prepared! You should declare your +bankruptcy. + +STRANGER. Yes. Now I'll have to give in. + +BEGGAR. Then the day of reckoning will draw near. + +STRANGER. I think we might call it quits; because, if I've sinned, +I've been punished. + +BEGGAR. But others certainly won't think so. + +STRANGER. I've stopped taking account of others, since I saw that +the Powers that guide the destinies of mankind brook no accomplices. +The crime I committed in this life was that I wanted to set men +free. ... + +BEGGAR. Set men free from their duties, and criminals from their +feeling of guilt, so that they could really become unscrupulous! +You're not the first, and not the 1ast to dabble in the Devil's +work. Lucifer a non lucendo! But when Reynard grows old, he turns +monk--so wisely is it ordained--and then he's forced to split +himself in n two and drive out Beelzebub with his own penance. + +STRANGER. Shall I be driven to that? + +BEGGAR. Yes. Though you don't want it! You'll be forced to preach +against yourself from the housetops. To unpick your fabric thread +by thread. To flay yourself alive at every street corner, and show +what you really are. But that needs courage. All the same, a man +who's played with the thunder will not tremble! Yet, sometimes, +when night falls and the Invisible Ones, who can only be seen in +darkness, ride on his chest, then he will fear--even the stars, and +most of all the Mill of Sins, that grinds the past, and grinds it ... +and grinds it! One of the seven-and-seventeen Wise Men said that +the greatest victory he ever won was over himself; but foolish men +don't believe it, and that's why they're deceived; because they +only credit what nine-and-ninety fools have said a thousand times. + +STRANGER. Enough! Tell me; isn't this snow here on the ground? + +BEGGAR. Yes. It's winter here. + +STRANGER. But over there it's green. + +BEGGAR. It's summer there. + +STRANGER. And growing light! (A clear beam of light falls on the +foot-bridge.) + +BEGGAR. Yes. It's light there, and dark here. + +STRANGER. And who are they? (Three children, dressed is summer +clothing, two girls and a boy, come on to the bridge from the +right.) Ho! My children! (The children stop to listen, and then +look at the STRANGER without seeming to recognise him. The STRANGER +calls.) Gerda! Erik! Thyra! It's your father! (The children appear +to recognise him; they turn away to the left.) They don't know me. +They don't want to know me. + +(A man and a woman enter from the right. The children dance of to +the left and disappear. The STRANGER falls on his face on the +ground.) + +BEGGAR. Something like that was to be expected. Such things happen. +Get up again! + +STRANGER (raising himself up). Where am I? Where have I been? Is it +spring, winter or summer? In what century am I living, in what +hemisphere? Am I a child or an old man, male or female, a god or a +devil? And who are you? Are you, you; or are you me? Are those my +own entrails that I see about me? Are those stars or bundles of +nerves in my eye; is that water, or is it tears? Wait! Now I'm +moving forward in time for a thousand years, and beginning to +shrink, to grow heavier and to crystallise! Soon I'll be +re-created, and from the dark waters of Chaos the Lotus flower will +stretch up her head towards the sun and say: it is I! I must have +been sleeping for a few thousand years; and have dreamed I'd +exploded and become ether, and could no longer feel, no longer +suffer, no longer be joyful; but had entered into peace and +equilibrium. But now! Now! I suffer as much as if I were all +mankind. I suffer and have no right to complain. ... + +BEGGAR. Then suffer, and the more you suffer the earlier pain will +leave you. + +STRANGER. No. Mine are eternal sufferings. ... + +BEGGAR. And only a minute's passed. + +STRANGER. I can't bear it. + +BEGGAR. Then you must look for help. + +STRANGER. What's coming now? Isn't it the end yet? + +(It grows light above the bridge. CAESAR comes in and throws +himself from the parapet; then the DOCTOR appears on the right, +with bare head and a wild look. He behaves as if he would throw +himself into the stream too.) + +STRANGER. He's revenged himself so thoroughly, that he awakes no +qualms of conscience! (The DOCTOR goes out, left. The SISTER +enters, right, as if searching for someone.) Who's that? + +BEGGAR. His unmarried sister, who's unprovided for, and has now no +home to go to. She's grown desperate since her brother was driven +out of his wits by sorrow and went to pieces. + +STRANGER. That's a harder fate. Poor creature, what can one do? +Even if I felt her sufferings, would that help her? + +BEGGAR. No. It wouldn't. + +STRANGER. Why do qualms of conscience come after, and not +beforehand? Can you help me over that? + +BEGGAR. No. No one can. Let us go on. + +STRANGER. Where to? + +BEGGAR. Come with me. + +Curtain. + + +SCENE III + +THE 'ROSE' ROOM + +[The LADY, dressed in white, is sitting by the cradle doing crochet +work. The green dress is hanging up by the door on the right. The +STRANGER comes an, and looks round in astonishment.] + +LADY (simply, mildly, without a trace of surprise). Tread softly +and come here, if you'd see something lovely. + +STRANGER. Where am I? + +LADY. Quiet! Look at the little stranger who came when you were +away. + +STRANGER. They told me the river had risen and swept everything off. + +LADY. Why do you believe everything you're told? The river did +rise, but this little creature has someone who protects both her +and hers. Wouldn't you like to see your daughter? (The STRANGER +goes towards the cradle. The LADY lifts the curtain.) She's lovely! +Isn't she? (The STRANGER gazes darkly in front of him.) Won't you +look? + +STRANGER. Everything's poisoned. Everything! + +LADY. Well, perhaps! + +STRANGER. Do you know that he has lost his wits and is wandering in +the neighbourhood, followed by his sister, who's searching for him? +He's penniless, and drinking. ... + +LADY. Oh, my God! + +STRANGER. Why don't you reproach me? + +LADY. You'll reproach yourself enough: I'd rather give you good +advice. Go to the Convent of St. Saviour's, there you'll find a man +who can free you from the evil you fear. + +STRANGER. What, in the convent, where they curse and bind? + +LADY. And deliver also! + +STRANGER. Frankly, I think you're trying to deceive me; I don't +trust you any more. + +LADY. Nor I, you! So look on this as your farewell visit. + +STRANGER. That was my intention; but first I wanted to find out if +we're of the same mind. ... + +LADY. You see, we can build no happiness on the sorrows of others; +so we must part. That's the only way to lessen his sufferings. I +have my child, who'll fill my life for me; and you have the great +goal of your ambition. ... + +STRANGER. Will you still mock me? + +LADY. No, why? You've solved the great problem. + +STRANGER. Be quiet! No more of that, even if you believe it. + +LADY. But if all the rest believe it too. ... + +STRANGER. No one believes it now. + +LADY. It says in the paper to-day that gold's been made in England. +That it's been proved possible. + +STRANGER. You've been deceived. + +LADY. No! Oh, heaven, he won't believe his own good fortune. + +STRANGER. I no longer believe anything. + +LADY. Get the newspaper from the pocket of my dress over there. + +STRANGER. The green witch's dress, that laid a spell on me one +Sunday afternoon, between the inn and the church door! That'll +bring no good. + +LADY (fetching the paper herself and also a large parcel that is in +the pocket of the dress). See for yourself. + +STRANGER (tearing up the paper). No need for me to look! + +LADY. He won't believe it. He won't. Yet the chemists want to give +a banquet in your honour next Saturday. + +STRANGER. Is that in the paper too? About the banquet? + +LADY (handing him the packet). And here's the diploma of honour. +Read it! + +STRANGER (tearing up the packet). Perhaps there's a Government +Order too! + +LADY. Those whom the gods would destroy they first make blind! You +made your discovery with no good intentions, and therefore you +weren't permitted to be the only one to succeed. + +STRANGER. Now I shall go. For I won't stay here and lay bare my +shame! I've become a laughing-stock, so I'll go and hide myself-- +bury myself alive, because I don't dare to die. + +LADY. Then go! We start for the colonies in a few days. + +STRANGER. That's frank at least! Perhaps we're nearing a solution. + +LADY. Of the riddle: why we had to meet? + +STRANGER. Why did we have to? + +LADY. To torture one another. + +STRANGER. Is that all? + +LADY. You thought you could save me from a werewolf, who really was +no such thing, and so you become one yourself. And then I was to +save you from evil by taking all the evil in you on myself, and I +did so; but the result was that you only became more evil. My poor +deliverer! Now you're bound hand and foot and no magician can set +you free. + +STRANGER. Farewell, and thank you for all you've done. + +LADY. Farewell, and thank you ... for this! (She points to the +cradle.) + +STRANGER (going towards the back). First perhaps I ought to take my +leave in there. + +LADY. Yes, my dear. Do! + +(The STRANGER goes out through the door at the back. The LADY +crosses to the door on the right and lets in the DOMINICAN--who is +also the BEGGAR.) + +CONFESSOR. Is he ready now? + +LADY. Nothing remains for this unhappy man but to leave the world +and bury himself in a monastery. + +CONFESSOR. So he doesn't believe he's the great inventor he +undoubtedly is? + +LADY. No. He can believe good of no one, not even of himself. + +CONFESSOR. That is the punishment Heaven sent him: to believe lies, +because he wouldn't listen to the truth. + +LADY. Lighten his guilty burden for him, if you can. + +CONFESSOR. No. If I did he'd only grow insolent and accuse God of +malice and injustice. This man is a demon, who must be kept +confined. He belongs to the dangerous race of rebels; he'd misuse +his gifts, if he could, to do evil. And men's power for evil is +immeasurable. + +LADY. For the sake of the ... attachment you've shown me, can't you +ease his burden a little; where it presses on him most and where +he's least to blame? + +CONFESSOR. You must do that, not I; so that he can leave you in the +belief that you've a good side, and that you're not what your first +husband told him you were. If he believes you, I'll deliver him +later, just as I once bound him when he confessed to me, during his +illness, in the convent of St. Saviour's. + +LADY (going to the back and opening the door). As you wish! + +STRANGER (re-entering). So there's the Terrible One! How did he +come here? But isn't he the beggar, after a11? + +CONFESSOR. Yes, I am your terrible friend, and I've come for you. + +STRANGER. What? Have I ...? + +CONFESSOR. Yes. Once already you promised me your soul, on oath, +when you lay ill and felt near madness. It was then you offered to +serve the powers of good; but when you got well again you broke +your oath, and therefore were plagued with unrest, and wandered +abroad unable to find peace--tortured by your own conscience. + +STRANGER. Who are you really? Who dares lay a hand on my destiny? + +CONFESSOR. You must ask her that. + +LADY. This is the man to whom I was first engaged, and who +dedicated his life to the service of God, when I left him. + +STRANGER. Even if he were! + +LADY. So you needn't think so ill of yourself because it was you +who punished my faithlessness and another's lack of conscience. + +STRANGER. His sin cannot justify mine. Of course it's untrue, like +everything else; and you only say it to console me. + +CONFESSOR. What an unhappy soul he is. ... + +STRANGER. A damned one too! + +CONFESSOR. No! (To the LADY.) Say something good of him. + +LADY. He won't believe it, if I do; he only believes evil! + +CONFESSOR. Then I shall have to say it. A beggar once came and +asked him for a drink of water; but he gave me wine instead and let +me sit at his table. You remember that? + +STRANGER. No. I don't load my memory with such trifles. + +CONFESSOR. Pride! Pride! + +STRANGER. Call it pride, if you like. It's the last vestige of our +god-like origin. Let's go, before it grows dark. + +CONFESSOR. 'For the whole world shined with clear light and none +were hindered in their labour. Over these only was spread a heavy +night, an image of darkness which should afterward receive them; +but yet were they unto themselves more grievous than the darkness.' + +LADY. Don't hurt him! + +STRANGER (with passion). How beautifully she can speak, though she +is evil. Look at her eyes; they cannot weep tears, but they can +flatter, sting, or lie! And yet she says: Don't hurt him! See, now +she fears I'll wake her child, the little monster that robbed me of +her! Come, priest, before I change my mind. + +Curtain. + + + + +PART III. + + +CHARACTERS + +THE STRANGER +THE LADY +THE CONFESSOR +THE MAGISTRATE +THE PRIOR +THE TEMPTER +THE DAUGHTER + + +less important figures +HOSTESS +FIRST VOICE +SECOND VOICE +WORSHIPPERS OF VENUS +MAIA +PILGRIM +FATHER +WOMAN +EVE +PRIOR +PATER ISIDOR (the Doctor of Part I) +PATER CLEMENS +PATER MELCHER + + +SCENES + +ACT I On the River Bank + +ACT II Cross-Roads in the Mountains + +ACT III SCENE I Terrace + SCENE II Rocky Landscape + SCENE III Small House +(On the Mountain where the Monastery Stands) + +ACT IV SCENE I Chapter House + SCENE II Picture Gallery + SCENE III Chapel +(Of the Monastery) + + + +ACT I + +ON THE RIVER BANK + +[The foreground represents the bank of a large river. On the right +a projecting tongue of land covered with old willow trees. Farther +up stage the river can be seen flowing quietly past. The background +represents the farther bank, a steep mountain slope covered with +woodland. Above the tops of the forest trees the Monastery can be +seen; it is an enormous four-cornered building completely white, +with two rows of small windows. The façade is broken by the Church +belonging to the Monastery, which is flanked by two towers in the +style favoured by the Jesuits. The Church door is open, and at a +certain moment the monstrance on the altar is visible in the light +of the sun. On the near bank in the foreground, which is low and +sandy, purple and yellow loose-strife are growing. A shallow boat +is moored nearby. On the left the ferryman's hut. It is an evening +in early summer and the sun is low; foreground, river and the lower +part of the background lie in shadow; and the trees on the far bank +sway gently in the breeze. Only the Monastery is lit by the sun.] + +[The STRANGER and the CONFESSOR enter from the right. The STRANGER +is wearing alpine clothing: a brown cloak with a cape and hood; he +has a staff and wallet. He is limping slightly. The CONFESSOR is to +the black and white habit of the Dominicans. They stop at a place +where a willow tree prevents any view of the Monastery.] + +STRANGER. Why do you lead me along this winding, hilly path, that +never comes to an end? + +CONFESSOR. Such is the way, my friend. But now we'll soon be there. +(He leads the STRANGER farther up stage. The STRANGER sees the +Monastery, and is enchanted by it; he takes off his hat, and puts +down his wallet and staff.) Well? + +STRANGER. I've never seen anything so white on this polluted earth. +At most, only in my dreams! Yes, that's my youthful dream of a +house in which peace and purity should dwell. A blessing on you, +white house! Now I've come home! + +CONFESSOR. Good! But first we must await the pilgrims on this bank. +It's called the bank of farewell, because it's the custom to say +farewell here, before the ferryman ferries one across. + +STRANGER. Haven't I said enough farewells already? Wasn't my whole +life one thorny path of farewells? At post offices, steamer-quays, +railway stations--with the waving of handkerchiefs damp with tears? + +CONFESSOR. Yet your voice trembles with the pain what you've lost. + +STRANGER. I don't feel I've lost anything. I don't want anything +back. + +CONFESSOR. Not even your youth? + +STRANGER. That least of all. What should I do with it, and its +capacity for suffering? + +CONFESSOR. And for enjoyment? + +STRANGER. I never enjoyed anything, for I was born with a thorn in +my flesh; every time I stretched out my hand to grasp a pleasure, I +pricked my finger and Satan struck me in the face. + +CONFESSOR. Because your pleasures have been base ones. + +STRANGER. Not so base. I had my own home, a wife, children, duties, +obligations to others! No, I was born in disfavour, a step-child of +life; and I was pursued, hunted, in a word, cursed! + +CONFESSOR. Because you didn't obey God's commandment. + +STRANGER. But no one can, as St. Paul says himself! Why should I be +able to do what no one else can do? I of all men? Because I'm +supposed to be a scoundrel. Because more's demanded of me than of +others. ... (Crying out.) Because I was treated with injustice. + +CONFESSOR. Have you got back to that, rebellious one? + +STRANGER. Yes. I've always been there. Now let's cross the river. + +CONFESSOR. Do you think one can climb up to that white house +without preparation? + +STRANGER. I'm ready: you can examine me. + +CONFESSOR. Good! The first monastic vow is: humility. + +STRANGER. And the second: obedience! Neither of them was ever a +special virtue of mine; it's for that very reason that I want to +make the great attempt. + +CONFESSOR. And show your pride through your humility. + +STRANGER. Whatever it is, it's all the same to me. + +CONFESSOR. What, everything? The world and its best gifts; the joy +of innocent children, the pleasant warmth of home, the approbation +of your fellow-men, the satisfaction brought by the fulfilment of +duty--are you indifferent to them all? + +STRANGER. Yes! Because I was born without the power of enjoyment. +There have been moments when I've been an object of envy; but I've +never understood what it was I was envied for: my sufferings in +misfortune, my lack of peace in success, or the fact I hadn't long +to live. + +CONFESSOR. It's true that life has given you everything you wished; +even a little gold at the last. Why, I even seem to remember that a +sculptor was commissioned to make a portrait bust of you. + +STRANGER. Oh yes! A bust was made of me. + +CONFESSOR. Are you, of all men, impressed by such things? + +STRANGER. Of course not! But they do at least mark well founded +appreciation, that neither envy nor lack of understanding can +shake. + +CONFESSOR. You think so? It seems to me that human greatness +resides in the good opinion of others; and that, if this opinion +changes, the greatest can quickly dwindle into nothing. + +STRANGER. The opinions of others have never meant much to me. + +CONFESSOR. Haven't they? Really? + +STRANGER. No one's been so strict with himself as I! And no one's +been so humble! All have demanded my respect; whilst they spurned +me and spat on me. And when at last I found I'd duties towards the +immortal soul given into my keeping, I began to demand respect for +this immortal soul. Then I was branded as the proudest of the +proud! And by whom? By the proudest of all amongst the humble and +lowly. + +CONFESSOR. I think you're entangling yourself in contradictions. + +STRANGER. I think so, too! For the whole of life consists of +nothing but contradictions. The rich are the poor in spirit; the +many little men hold the power, and the great only serve the little +men. I've never met such proud people as the humble; I've never met +an uneducated man who didn't believe himself in a position to +criticise learning and to do without it. I've found the +unpleasantest +of deadly sins amongst the Saints: I mean self-complacency. In my +youth I was a saint myself; but I've never been so worthless as I +was then. The better I thought myself, the worse I became. + +CONFESSOR. Then what do you seek here? + +STRANGER. What I've told you already; but I'll add this: I'm +seeking death without the need to die! + +CONFESSOR. The mortification of your flesh, of your old self! Good! +Now keep still: the pilgrims are coming on their wooden rafts to +celebrate the festival of Corpus Christi. + +STRANGER (looking to the right in surprise). Who are they? + +CONFESSOR. People who believe in something. + +STRANGER. Then help my unbelief! (Sunlight now falls on the +monstrance in the church above, so that it shines like a window +pane at sunset.) Has the sun entered the church, or. ... + +CONFESSOR. Yes. The sun has entered. ... + +(The first raft comes in from the right. Children clothed in white, +with garlands on their heads and with lighted lanterns in their +hands, are seen standing round an altar decked with flowers, on +which a white flag with a golden lily has been planted. They sing, +whilst the raft glides slowly by.) + + Blessčd be he, who fears the Lord, + Beati omnes, qui timent Dominum, + And walks in his ways, + Qui ambulant in viis ejus. + Thou shalt feed thyself with the work of thy hands, + Labores manuum tuarum quia manducabis; + Blessčd be thou and peace be with thee, + Beatus es et bene tibi erit. + +(A second raft appears with boys on one side and girls on the +other. It has a flag with a rose on it.) + + Thy wife shall be like a fruitful vine, + Uxor tua sicut vitis abundans, + Within thy house, + In lateribus domus tuae. + +(The third raft carries men and women. There is a flag with fruit +upon it: figs, grapes, pomegranates, melons, ears of wheat, etc.) + + Filii tui sicut novellae olivarum, + Thy children shall be like olive branches about thy table, + In circuitu mensae tuae. + +(The fourth raft is filled with older men and women. The flag has a +representation of a fir-tree under snow.) + + See, how blessčd is the man, + Ecce sic benedicetur homo, + Who feareth the Lord, + Qui timet Dominum! + +(The raft glides by.) + +STRANGER. What were they singing? + +CONFESSOR. A pilgrim's song. + +STRANGER. Who wrote it? + +CONFESSOR. A royal person. + +STRANGER. Here? What was his name? Has he written anything else? + +CONFESSOR. About fifty songs; he was called David, the son of +Isaiah! But he didn't always write psalms. When he was young, he +did other things. Yes. Such things will happen! + +STRANGER. Can we go on now? + +CONFESSOR. In a moment. I've something to say to you first. + +STRANGER. Speak. + +CONFESSOR. Good. But don't be either sad or angry. + +STRANGER. Certainly not. + +CONFESSOR. Here, you see, on this bank, you're a well-known--let's +say famous--person; but over there, on the other, you'll be quite +unknown to the brothers. Nothing more, in fact, than an ordinary +simple man. + +STRANGER. Oh! Don't they read in the monastery? + +CONFESSOR. Nothing light; only serious books. + +STRANGER. They take in papers, I suppose? + +CONFESSOR. Not the kind that write about you! + +STRANGER. Then on the other side of this river my life-work doesn't +exist? + +CONFESSOR. What work? + +STRANGER. I see. Very well. Can't we cross now? + +CONFESSOR. In a minute. Is there no one you'd like to take leave of? + +STRANGER (after a pause.) Yes. But it's beyond the bounds of +possibility. + +CONFESSOR. Have you ever seen anything impossible? + +STRANGER. Not really, since I've seen my own destiny. + +CONFESSOR. Well, who is it you'd like to meet? + +STRANGER. I had a daughter once; I called her Sylvia, because she +sang all day long like a wren. It's some years since I saw her; she +must be a girl of sixteen now. But I'm afraid if I were to meet +her, life would regain its value for me. + +CONFESSOR. You fear nothing else? + +STRANGER. What do you mean? + +CONFESSOR. That she may have changed! + +STRANGER. She could only have changed for the better. + +CONFESSOR. Are you sure? + +STRANGER. Yes. + +CONFESSOR. She'll come to you. (He goes down to the bank and +beckons to the right.) + +STRANGER. Wait! I'm wondering whether it's wise! + +CONFESSOR. It can do no harm. + +(He beckons once more. A boat appears on the river, rowed by a +young girl. She is wearing summer clothing, her head is bare and +her fair hair is hanging loose. She gets out of the boat behind the +willow tree. The CONFESSOR draws back until he is near the +ferryman's hut, but remains in sight of the audience. The STRANGER +has waved to the girl and she has answered him. She now comes on to +the stage, runs into the STRANGER'S arms, and kisses him.) + +DAUGHTER. Father. My dear father! + +STRANGER. Sylvia! My child! + +DAUGHTER. How in the world do you come to be up here in the +mountains? + +STRANGER. And how have _you_ got here? I thought I'd managed to +hide so well. + +DAUGHTER. Why did you want to hide? + +STRANGER. Ask me as little as possible! You've grown into a big +girl. And I've gone grey. + +DAUGHTER. No. You're not grey. You're just as young as you were +when we parted. + +STRANGER. When we ... parted! + +DAUGHTER. When you left us. ... (The STRANGER does not reply.) +Aren't you glad we're meeting again? + +STRANGER (faintly). Yes! + +DAUGHTER. Then show it. + +STRANGER. How can I be glad, when we're parting to-day for life? + +DAUGHTER. Why, where do you want to go? + +STRANGER (pointing to the monastery). Up there! + +DAUGHTER (with a sophisticated air). Into the monastery? Yes, now I +come to think of it, perhaps it's best. + +STRANGER. You think so? + +DAUGHTER (with pity, but good-will.) I mean, if you've a ruined +life behind you. ... (Coaxingly.) Now you look sad. Tell me one +thing. + +STRANGER. Tell _me_ one thing, my child, that's been worrying me +more than anything else. You've a stepfather? + +DAUGHTER. Yes. + +STRANGER. Well? + +DAUGHTER. He's very good and kind. + +STRANGER. With every virtue that I lack. ... + +DAUGHTER. Aren't you glad we've got into better hands? + +STRANGER. Good, better, best! Why do you come here bare-headed? + +DAUGHTER. Because George is carrying my hat. + +STRANGER. Who's George? And where is he? + +DAUGHTER. George is a friend of mine; and he's waiting for me on +the bank down below. + +STRANGER. Are you engaged to him? + +DAUGHTER. No. Certainly not! + +STRANGER. Do you want to marry? + +DAUGHTER. Never! + +STRANGER. I can see it by your mottled cheeks, like those of a +child that has got up too early; I can hear it by your voice, +that's no longer that of a warbler, but a jay; I can feel it in +your kisses, that burn cold like the sun in May; and by your steady +icy look that tells me you're nursing a secret of which you're +ashamed, but of which you'd like to boast. And your brothers and +sisters? + +DAUGHTER. They're quite well, thank you. + +STRANGER. Have we anything else to say to one another? + +DAUGHTER (coldly). Perhaps not. + +STRANGER. Now you look so like your mother. + +DAUGHTER. How do you know, when you've never been able to see her +as she was! + +STRANGER. So you understood that, though you were so young? + +DAUGHTER. I learnt to understand it from you. If only you'd +understand yourself. + +STRANGER. Have you anything else to teach me? + +DAUGHTER. Perhaps! But in your day that wasn't considered seemly. + +STRANGER. My day's over and exists no longer; just as Sylvia exists +no longer, but is merely a name, a memory. (He takes a guide-book +out of his pocket.) Look at this guide-book! Can you see small +marks made here by tiny fingers, and others by little damp lips? +You made them when you were five years old; you were sitting on my +knee in the train, and we saw the Alps for the first time. You +thought what you saw was Heaven; and when I explained that the +mountain was the Jungfrau, you asked if you could kiss the name in +the book. + +DAUGHTER. I don't remember that! + +STRANGER. Delightful memories pass, but hateful ones remain! Don't +you remember anything about me? + +DAUGHTER. Oh yes. + +STRANGER. Quiet! I know what you mean. One night ... one dreadful, +horrible night ... Sylvia, my child, when I shut my eyes I see a +pale little angel, who slept in my arms when she was ill; and who +thanked me when I gave her a present. Where is she whom I long for +so and who exists no more, although she isn't dead? You, as you +are, seem a stranger, whom I've never known and certainly don't +long to see again. If Sylvia at least were dead and lay in her +grave, there'd be a churchyard where I could take my flowers. ... +How strange it is! She's neither among the living, nor the dead. +Perhaps she never existed, and was only a dream like everything +else. + +DAUGHTER (wheedling).Father, dear! + +STRANGER. It's she! No, only her voice. (Pause.) So you think my +life's been ruined? + +DAUGHTER. Yes. But why speak of it now? + +STRANGER. Because remember I once saved _your_ life. You had brain +fever for a whole month and suffered a great deal. Your mother +wanted the doctor to deliver you from your unhappy existence by +some powerful drug. But I prevented it, and so saved you from death +and your mother from prison. + +DAUGHTER. I don't believe it! + +STRANGER. But a fact may be true, even if you don't believe it. + +DAUGHTER. You dreamed it. + +STRANGER. Who knows if I haven't dreamed everything, and am not +even dreaming now. How I wish it were so! + +DAUGHTER. I must be going, father. + +STRANGER. Then good-bye! + +DAUGHTER. May I write to you? + +STRANGER. What? One of the dead write to another? Letters won't +reach me in future. And I mayn't receive visitors. But I'm glad +we've met, for now there's nothing else on earth I cling to. (Going +to the left.) Good-bye, girl or woman, whatever I should call you. +There's no need to weep! + +DAUGHTER. I wasn't thinking of weeping, though I dare say good +breeding would demand I should. Well, good-bye! (She goes out +right.) + +STRANGER (to the CONFESSOR). I think I came out of that well! It's +a mercy to part with content on both sides. Mankind, after all, +makes rapid progress, and self-control increases as the flow of the +tear-ducts lessens. I've seen so many tears shed in my lifetime, +that I'm almost taken aback at this dryness. She was a strong +child, just the kind I once wished to be. The most beautiful thing +that life can offer! She lay, like an angel, wrapped in the white +veils of her cradle, with a blue coverlet when she slept. Blue and +arched like the sky. That was the best: what will the worst look +like? + +CONFESSOR. Don't excite yourself, but be of good cheer. First throw +away that foolish guide-book, for this is your last journey. + +STRANGER. You mean this? Very well. (He opens the book, kisses one +of the pages and then throws it into the river.) Anything else? + +CONFESSOR. If you've any gold or silver, you must give it to the +poor. + +STRANGER. I've a silver watch. I never got as far as a gold one. + +CONFESSOR. Give that to the ferryman; and then you'll get a glass +of wine. + +STRANGER. The last! It's like an execution! Perhaps I'll have to +have my hair cut, too? + +CONFESSOR. Yes. Later. (He takes the watch and goes to the door of +the ferryman's hut, speaking a few whispered words to someone +within. He receives a bottle of wine and a glass in exchange, which +he puts on the table.) + +STRANGER (filling his glass, but not drinking it.) Shall I never +get wine up there? + +CONFESSOR. No wine; and you'll see no women. You may hear singing; +but not the kind of songs that go with women and wine. + +STRANGER. I've had enough of women; they can't tempt me any more. + +CONFESSOR. Are you sure? + +STRANGER. Quite sure. ... But tell me this: what do you think of +women, who mayn't even set their feet within your consecrated +walls? + +CONFESSOR. So you're still asking questions? + +STRANGER. And why may an abbess never hear confession, never read +mass, and never preach? + +CONFESSOR. I can't answer that. + +STRANGER. Because the answer would accord with my thoughts on that +theme. + +CONFESSOR. It wouldn't be a disaster if we were to agree for once. + +STRANGER. Not at all! + +CONFESSOR. Now drink up your wine. + +STRANGER. No. I only want to look at it for the last time. It's +beautiful. ... + +CONFESSOR. Don't lose yourself in meditation; memories lie at the +bottom of the cup. + +STRANGER. And oblivion, and songs, and power--imaginary power, but +for that reason all the greater. + +CONFESSOR. Wait here a moment; I'll go and order the ferry. + +STRANGER. 'Sh! I can hear singing, and I can see. ... I can see. ... +For a moment I saw a flag unfurling in a puff of wind, only to fall +back on the flagstaff and hang there limply as if it were nothing +but a dishcloth. I've witnessed my whole life flashing past in a +second, with its joys and sorrows, its beauty and its misery! But +now I can see nothing. + +CONFESSOR (going to the left). Wait here a moment, I'll go and +order the ferry. + +(The STRANGER goes so far up stage that the rays of the setting +sun, which are streaming from the right through the trees, throw +his shadow across the bank and the river. The LADY enters from the +right, in deep mourning. Her shadow slowly approaches that of the +STRANGER.) + +STRANGER (who, to begin with, looks only at his own shadow). Ah! +The sun! It makes me a bloodless shape, a giant, who can walk on +the water of the river, climb the mountain, stride over the roof of +the monastery church, and rise, as he does now, up into the +firmament--up to the stars. Ah, now I'm up here with the stars. ... +(He notices the shadow thrown by the LADY.) But who's following me? +Who's interrupting my ascension? Trying to climb on my shoulders? +(Turning.) You! + +LADY. Yes. I! + +STRANGER. So black! So black and so evil. + +LADY. No longer evil. I'm in mourning. ... + +STRANGER. For whom? + +LADY. For our Mizzi. + +STRANGER. My daughter! (The LADY opens her arms, in order to throw +herself on to his breast, but he avoids her.) I congratulate the +dead child. I'm sorry for you. I myself feel outside everything. + +LADY. Comfort me, too. + +STRANGER. A fine idea! I'm to comfort my fury, weep with my +hangman, amuse my tormentor. + +LADY. Have you no feelings? + +STRANGER. None! I wasted the feelings I used to have on you and +others. + +LADY. You're right. You can reproach me. + +STRANGER. I've neither the time nor the wish to do that. Where are +you going? + +LADY. I want to cross with the ferry. + +STRANGER. Then I've no luck, for I wanted to do the same. (The LADY +weeps into her handkerchief. The STRANGER takes it from her and +dries her eyes.) Dry your eyes, child, and be yourself! As hard, +and lacking in feeling, as you really are! (The LADY tries to put +her arm round his neck. The STRANGER taps her gently on the +fingers.) You mustn't touch me. When your words and glances weren't +enough, you always wanted to touch me. You'll excuse a rather +trivial question: are you hungry? + +LADY. No. Thank you. + +STRANGER. But you're tired. Sit down. (The LADY sits down at the +table. The STRANGER throws the bottle and glass into the river.) +Well, what are you going to live for now? + +LADY (sadly). I don't know. + +STRANGER. Where will you go? + +LADY (sobbing). I don't know. + +STRANGER. So you're in despair? You see no reason for living and no +end to your misery! How like me you are! What a pity there's no +monastery for both sexes, so that we could pair off together. Is +the werewolf still alive? + +LADY. You mean ...? + +STRANGER. Your first husband. + +LADY. He never seems to die. + +STRANGER. Like a certain worm! (Pause.) And now that we're so far +from the world and its pettiness, tell me this: why did you leave +him in those days, and come to me? + +LADY. Because I loved you. + +STRANGER. And how long did that last? + +LADY. Until I read your book, and the child was born. + +STRANGER. And then? + +LADY. I hated you! That is, I wanted to be rid of all the evil +you'd given me, but I couldn't. + +STRANGER. So that's how it was! But we'll never really know the +truth. + +LADY. Have you noticed how impossible it is to find things out? You +can live with a person and their relations for twenty years, and +yet not know anything about them. + +STRANGER. So you've discovered that? As you see so much, tell me +this: how was it you came to love me? + +LADY. I don't know; but I'll try to remember. (Pause.) Well, you +had the masculine courage to be rude to a lady. In me you sought +the companionship of a human being and not merely of a woman. That +honoured me; and, I thought, you too. + +STRANGER. Tell me also whether you held me to be a misogynist? + +LADY. A woman-hater? Every healthy man is one, in the secret places +of his heart; and all perverted men are admirers of women. + +STRANGER. You're not trying to flatter me, are you? + +LADY. A woman who'd try to flatter a man's not normal. + +STRANGER. I see you've thought a great deal! + +LADY. Thinking's the least I've done; for when I've thought least +I've understood most. Besides, what I said just how is perhaps only +improvised, as you call it, and not true in the least. + +STRANGER. But if it agrees with many of my observations it becomes +most probable. (The LADY weeps into her handkerchief.) You're +weeping again? + +LADY. I was thinking of Mizzi. The loveliest thing we ever had is +gone. + +STRANGER. No. You were the loveliest thing, when you sat all night +watching over your child, who was lying in your bed, because her +cradle was too cold! (Three loud knocks are heard on the ferryman's +door.) 'Sh! + +LADY. What's that? + +STRANGER. My companion, who's waiting for me. + +LADY (continuing the conversation). I never thought life would give +me anything so sweet as a child. + +STRANGER. And at the same time anything so bitter. + +LADY. Why bitter? + +STRANGER. You've been a child yourself, and you must remember how +we, when we'd just married, came to your mother in rags, dirty and +without money. I seem to remember she didn't find us very sweet. + +LADY. That's true. + +STRANGER. And I ... well, just now I met Sylvia. And I expected +that all that was beautiful and good in the child would have +blossomed in the girl. ... + +LADY. Well? + +STRANGER. I found a faded rose, that seemed to have blown too soon. +Her breasts were sunken, her hair untidy like that of a neglected +child, and her teeth decayed. + +LADY. Oh! + +STRANGER. You mustn't grieve. Not for the child! You might perhaps +have had to grieve for her later, as I did. + +LADY. So that's what life is? + +STRANGER. Yes. That's what life is. And that's why I'm going to +bury myself alive. + +LADY. Where? + +STRANGER (pointing to the monastery). Up there! + +LADY. In the monastery? No, don't leave me. Bear me company. I'm so +alone in the world and so poor, so poor! When the child died, my +mother turned me out, and ever since I've been living in an attic +with a dressmaker. At first she was kind and pleasant, but then the +lonely evenings got too long for her, and she went out in search of +company--so we parted. Now I'm on the road, and I've nothing but +the clothes I'm wearing; nothing but my grief. I eat it and drink +it; it nourishes me and sends me to sleep. I'd rather lose anything +in the world than that! (The STRANGER weeps.) You're weeping. You! +Let me kiss your eyelids. + +STRANGER. You've suffered all that for my sake! + +LADY. Not for your sake! You never did me an ill turn; but I +plagued you till you left your fireside and your child! + +STRANGER. I'd forgotten that; but if you say so. ... So you still +love me? + +LADY. Probably. I don't know. + +STRANGER. And you'd like to begin all over again? + +LADY. All over again? The quarrels? No, we won't do that. + +STRANGER. You're right. The quarrels would only begin all over +again. And yet it's difficult to part. + +LADY. To part. The word alone's terrible enough. + +STRANGER. Then what are we to do? + +LADY. I don't know. + +STRANGER. No, one knows nothing, hardly even that one knows +nothing; and that's why, you see, I've got as far as to _believe_. + +LADY. How do you know you can believe, if belief's a gift? + +STRANGER. You can receive a gift, if you ask for it. + +LADY. Oh yes, if you ask; but I've never been able to beg. + +STRANGER. I've had to learn to. Why can't you? + +LADY. Because one has to demean oneself first. + +STRANGER. Life does that for one very well. + +LADY. Mizzi, Mizzi, Mizzi! ... (She has taken a shawl she was +carrying over her arm, rolled it up and put it on her knee like a +baby in long clothes.) Sleep! Sleep! Sleep! Think of it! I can see +her here! She's smiling at me; but she's dressed in black; she +seems to be in mourning too! How stupid I am! Her mother's in +mourning! She's got two teeth down below, and they're white--milk +teeth; she should never have cut any others. Oh, can't you see her, +when I can? It's no vision. It _is_ her! + +CONFESSOR (in the door of the ferryman's hut; sternly to the +STRANGER). Come. Everything's ready! + +STRANGER. No. Not yet. I must first set my house in order; and look +after this woman, who was once my wife. + +CONFESSOR. Oh, so you want to stay! + +STRANGER. No. I don't want to stay; but I can't leave duties behind +me unfulfilled. This woman's on the road, deserted, without a home, +without money! + +CONFESSOR. What has that to do with us? Let the dead bury their +dead! + +STRANGER. Is that your teaching? + +CONFESSOR. No, yours. ... Mine, on the other hand, commands me to +send a Sister of Mercy here, to look after this unhappy one, who ... +who ... The Sister will soon be here! + +STRANGER. I shall count on it. + +CONFESSOR (taking the STRANGER by the hand and drawing him away.) +Then come! + +STRANGER (in despair). Oh, God in heaven! Help us every one! + +CONFESSOR. Amen! + +(The LADY, who has not been looking at the CONFESSOR and the +STRANGER, now raises her eyes and glances at the STRANGER as if she +wanted to spring up and hold him back; but she is prevented by the +imaginary child she has put to her breast.) + +Curtain. + + + +ACT II + +CROSS-ROADS IN THE MOUNTAINS + +[A cross-roads high up in the mountains. On the right, huts. On the +left a small pool, round which invalids are sitting. Their clothes +are blue and their hands cinnabar-red. From the pond blue vapour +and small blue flames rise now and then. Whenever this happens the +invalids put them hands to their mouths and cough. The background +is formed by a mountain covered with pine-wood, which is obscured +above by a stationary bank of mist.] + +[The STRANGER is sitting at a table outside one of the huts. The +CONFESSOR comes forward from the right.] + +STRANGER. At last! + +CONFESSOR. What do you mean: at last? + +STRANGER. You left me here a week ago and told me to wait till you +came back. + +CONFESSOR. Hadn't I prepared you for the fact that the way to the +white house up there would be long and difficult. + +STRANGER. I don't deny it. How far have we come? + +CONFESSOR. Five hundred yards. We've still got fifteen hundred. + +STRANGER. But where's the sun? + +CONFESSOR. Up there, above the clouds. ... + +STRANGER. Then we shall have to go through them? + +CONFESSOR. Yes. Of course. + +STRANGER. What are those patients doing there? What a company! And +why are their hands so red? + +CONFESSOR. For both our sakes I want to avoid using impure words, +so I'll speak in pleasant riddles, which you, as a writer, will +understand. + +STRANGER. Yes. Speak beautifully. There's so much that's ugly here. + +CONFESSOR. You may have noticed that the signs given to the planets +correspond with those of certain metals? Good! Then you'll have +seen that Venus is represented by a mirror. This mirror was +originally made of copper, so that copper was called Venus and bore +her stamp. But now the reverse of Venus' mirror is covered with +quicksilver or mercury! + +STRANGER. The reverse of Venus ... is Mercury. Oh! + +CONFESSOR. Quicksilver is therefore the reverse side of Venus. +Quicksilver is itself as bright as a calm sea, as a lake at the +height of summer; but when mercury meets firestone and burns, it +blushes and turns red like newly-shed blood, like the cloth on the +scaffold, like the cinnabar lips of the whore! Do you understand +now, or not? + +STRANGER. Wait a moment! Cinnabar is quicksilver and sulphur. + +CONFESSOR. Yes. Mercury must be burnt, if it comes too near to +Venus! Have we said enough now? + +STRANGER. So these are sulphur springs? + +CONFESSOR. Yes. And the sulphur flames purify or burn everything +rotten! So when the source of life's grown tainted, one is sent to +the sulphur springs. ... + +STRANGER. How does the source of life grow tainted? + +CONFESSOR. When Aphrodite, born of the pure seafoam, wallows in the +mire. ... When Aphrodite Urania, the heaven-born, degrades herself +to Pandemos, the Venus of the streets. + +STRANGER. Why is desire born? + +CONFESSOR. Pure desire, to be satisfied; impure, to be stifled. + +STRANGER. What is pure, and what impure? + +CONFESSOR. Have you got back to that? + +STRANGER. Ask these men here. ... + +CONFESSOR. Take care! (He looks at the STRANGER, who is unable to +support his gaze.) + +STRANGER. You're choking me. ... My chest. ... + +CONFESSOR. Yes, I'll steal the air you use to form rebellious +words, and ask outrageous questions. Sit down there, I'll come +back--when you've learnt patience and undergone your probation. But +don't forget that I can hear and see you, and am aware of you, +wherever I may be! + +STRANGER. So I'm to be tested! I'm glad to know it! + +CONFESSOR. But you mustn't speak to the worshippers of Venus. + +(MAIA, an old woman, appears in the background.) + +STRANGER (rising in horror). Who am I meeting here after all this +time? Who is it? + +CONFESSOR. Who are you speaking of? + +STRANGER. That old woman there? + +CONFESSOR. Who's she? + +STRANGER (calling). Maia! Listen! (Old Maia has disappeared. The +STRANGER hurries after her.) Maia, my friend, listen! She's gone! + +CONFESSOR. Who was it? + +STRANGER (sitting down). O God! Now, when I find her again at last, +she goes. ... I've looked for her for seven long years, written +letters, advertised. ... + +CONFESSOR. Why? + +STRANGER. I'll tell you how her fate was linked to mine! (Pause.) +Maia was the nurse in my first family ... during those hard years ... +when I was fighting the Invisible Ones, who wouldn't bless my work! +I wrote till my brain and nerves dissolved like fat in alcohol ... +but it wasn't enough! I was one of those who never could earn +enough. And the day came when I couldn't pay the maids their wages-- +it was terrible--and I became the servant of my servant, and she +became my mistress. At last ... in order, at least, to save my +soul, I fled from what was too powerful for me. I fled into the +wilderness, where I collected my spirit in solitude and recovered +my strength! My first thought then was--my debts! For seven years I +looked for Maia, but in vain! For seven years I saw her shadow, out +of the windows of trains, from the decks of steamers, in strange +towns, in distant lands, but without ever being able to find her. I +dreamed of her for seven years; and whenever I drank a glass of +wine I blushed at the thought of old Maia, who perhaps was drinking +water in a poorhouse! I tried to give the sum I owed her to the +poor; but it was no use. And now--she's found and lost in the same +moment! (He gets up and goes towards the back as if searching for +her.) Explain this, if you can! I want to pay my debt; I can pay it +now, but I'm not allowed to. + +CONFESSOR. Foolishness' Bow to what seems inexplicable; you'll see +that the explanation will come later. Farewell! + +STRANGER. Later. Everything comes later. + +CONFESSOR. Yes. If it doesn't come at once! (He goes out. The LADY +enters pensively and sits down at the table, opposite the STRANGER.) + +STRANGER. What? You back again? The same and not the same? How +beautiful you've grown; as beautiful as you were the first time I +ever saw you; when I asked if I might be your friend, your dog. + +LADY. That you can see beauty I don't possess shows that once more +you have a mirror of beauty in your eye. The werewolf never thought +me beautiful, for he'd nothing beautiful with which to see me. + +STRANGER. Why did you kiss me that day? What made you do it? + +LADY. You've often asked me that, and I've never been able to find +the answer, because I don't know. But just now, when I was away +from you, here in the mountains, where the air's purer and the sun +nearer. ... Hush! Now I can see that Sunday afternoon, when you sat +on that seat like a lost and helpless child, with a broken look in +your eyes, and stared at your own destiny. ... A maternal feeling +I'd never known before welled up in me then, and I was overcome +with pity, pity for a human soul--so that I forgot myself. + +STRANGER. I'm ashamed. Now I believe it was so. + +LADY. But you took it another way. You thought ... + +STRANGER. Don't tell me. I'm ashamed. + +LADY. Why did you think so badly of me? Didn't you notice that I +drew down my veil; so that it was between us, like the knight's +sword in the bridal bed. ... + +STRANGER. I'm ashamed. I attributed my evil thoughts to you. +Ingeborg, you were made of better stuff than I. I'm ashamed! + +LADY. Now you look handsome. How handsome! + +STRANGER. Oh no. Not I. You! + +LADY (ecstatically). No, you! Yes, now I've seen through the +mask and the false beard. Now I can see the man you hid from me, +the man I thought I'd found in you ... the man I was always +searching for. I've often thought you a hypocrite; but we're no +hypocrites. No, no, we can't pretend. + +STRANGER. Ingeborg, now we're on the other side of the river, and +have life beneath us, behind us ... how different everything seems. +Now, now, I can see your soul; the ideal, the angel, who was +imprisoned in the flesh because of sin. So there is an Above, and +an Earlier Age. When we began it wasn't the beginning, and it won't +be the end when we are ended. Life is a fragment, without beginning +or end! That's why it's so difficult to make head or tail of it. + +LADY (kindly). So difficult. So difficult. Tell me, for instance-- +now we're beyond guilt or innocence--how was it you came to hate +women? + +STRANGER. Let me think! To hate women? Hate them? I never hated +them. On the contrary! Ever since I was eight years old I've always +had some love affair, preferably an innocent one. And I've loved +like a volcano three times! But wait--I've always felt that women +hated me ... and they've always tortured me. + +LADY. How strange! + +STRANGER. Let me think about it a little. ... Perhaps I've been +jealous of my own personality; and been afraid of being influenced +too much. My first love made herself into a sort of governess and +nurse to me. But, of course, there _are_ men who detest children; +who detest women too, if they're superior to them, that is! + +LADY (amiably). But you've called women the enemies of mankind. Did +you mean it? + +STRANGER. Of course I meant it, if I wrote it! For I wrote out of +experience, not theory. ... In woman I sought an angel, who could +lend me wings, and I fell into the arms of an earth-spirit, who +suffocated me under mattresses stuffed with the feathers of wings! +I sought an Ariel and I found a Caliban; when I wanted to rise she +dragged me down; and continually reminded me of the fall. ... + +LADY (kindly). Solomon knew much of women; do you know what he +said? 'I find more bitter than death a woman, whose heart is snares +and nets and her hands as bands; whoso pleaseth God shall escape +from her; but the sinner shall be taken by her.' + +STRANGER. I was never acceptable in God's sight. Was that a +punishment? Perhaps. But I was never acceptable to anyone, and I've +never had a good word addressed to me! Have I never done a good +action? Is it possible for a man never to have done anything good? +(Pause.) It's terrible never to hear any good words about oneself! + +LADY. You've heard them. But when people have spoken well of you, +you've refused to listen, as if it hurt you. + +STRANGER. That's true, now you remind me. But can you explain it? + +LADY. Explain it? You're always asking for explanations of the +inexplicable. 'When I applied my heart to know wisdom ... I beheld +all the work of God, that a man cannot find out that is done under +the sun. Because, though a man labour to seek it out, yet he shall +not find it; yea, further, though a wise man think to know it, yet +shall he not be able to find it!' + +STRANGER. Who says that? + +LADY. The Prophet Ecclesiastes. (She takes a doll out of her +pocket.) This is Mizzi's doll. You see she longs for her little +mistress! How pale she's grown ... and she seems to know where +Mizzi is, for she's always gazing up to heaven, whichever way I +hold her. Look! Her eyes follow the stars as the compass the pole. +She is my compass and always shows me where heaven is. She should, +of course, be dressed in black, because she's in mourning; but +we're so poor. ... Do you know why we never had money? Because God +was angry with us for our sins. 'The righteous suffer no dearth.' + +STRANGER. Where did you learn that? + +LADY. In a book in which everything's written. Everything! (She +wraps the doll up in her cloak.) See, she's beginning to get cold-- +that's because of the cloud up there. ... + +STRANGER. How can you dare to wander up here in the mountains? + +LADY. God is with me; so what have I to fear from human beings? + +STRANGER. Aren't you tormented by those people at the pool? + +LADY (turning towards them). I can't see them. I can't see anything +horrible now. + +STRANGER. Ingeborg! I have made you evil, yet you're on the way to +make me good! It was my dream, you know, to seek redemption through +a woman. You don't believe it! But it's true. In the old days +nothing was of value to me if I couldn't lay it at a woman's feet. +Not as a tribute to an overbearing mistress, ... but as a sacrifice +to the beautiful and good. It was my pleasure to give; but she +wanted to take and not receive: that's why she hated me! When I was +helpless and thought the end was near, a desire grew in me to fall +asleep on a mother's knee, on a tremendous breast where I could +bury my tired head and drink in the tenderness I'd been deprived +of. + +LADY. You had no mother? + +STRANGER. Hardly! And I've never felt any bond between myself and +my father or my brothers and sisters. ... Ingeborg, I was the son +of a servant of whom it is written. 'Drive forth the handmaid with +her son, for this son shall not inherit with the son of peace.' + +LADY. Do you know why Ishmael was driven out? It says just before-- +that he was a scoffer. And then it goes on: 'He will be a wild man, +his hand will be against every man, and every man's hand against +him; and against all his brothers.' + +STRANGER. Is that also written? + +LADY. Oh yes, my child; it's all there! + +STRANGER. All? + +LADY. All. There you'll find answers to all your questions even the +most inquisitive! + +STRANGER. Call me your child, and then I'll love you. ... And if I +love anyone, I long to serve them, to obey them, to let myself be +ill-treated, to suffer and to bear it. + +LADY. You shouldn't love me, but your Creator. + +STRANGER. He's unfriendly--like my father! + +LADY. He is Love itself; and you are Hate. + +STRANGER. You're his daughter; but I'm his cast-out son. + +LADY (coaxingly). Quiet! Be still! + +STRANGER. If you only knew what I've suffered this last week. I +don't know where I am. + +LADY. Where do you think? + +STRANGER. There's a woman in that but who looks at me as if I'd +come to rob her of her last mite. She says nothing--that's the +trouble. But I think it's prayers she mutters, when she sees me. + +LADY. What sort of prayers? + +STRANGER. The sort one whispers behind the backs of those who have +the evil eye or bring misfortune. + +LADY. How strange! Don't you realise that one's sight can be +blinded? + +STRANGER. Yes, of course. But who can do it? + +HOSTESS (coming across to their table). Well, look at that! I +suppose she's your sister? + +STRANGER. Yes. We can say so now. + +HOSTESS (to the LADY). Fancy meeting someone I can speak to at +last! This gentleman's so silent, you see, that one feels at once +one must respect him; particularly as he seems to have had trouble. +But I can say this to his sister, and he shall hear it: that from +the moment he entered the house I felt that I was blessed. I'd been +dogged by misfortune; I'd no lodger, my only cow had died, my +husband was in a home for drunkards and my children had nothing to +eat. I prayed God to send me help from heaven, because I expected +nothing more on earth. Then this gentleman came. And apart from +giving me double what I asked, he brought me good luck--and my +house was blessed. God bless you, good sir! + +STRANGER (getting up excitedly). Silence, woman. That's blasphemy! + +LADY. He won't believe. O God! He won't believe. Look at me! + +STRANGER. When I look at you, I do believe. She's giving me her +blessing! And I, who'm damned, have brought a blessing on her! How +can I believe it? I, of all men! (He falls down by the table and +weeps in his hands.) + +LADY. He's weeping! Tears, rain from heaven, that can soften rocks, +are falling on his stony heart. ... He's weeping! + +HOSTESS. He? Who has a heart of gold! Who's been so open handed and +so good to my children! + +LADY. You hear what she says! + +HOSTESS. There's only one thing about him I don't understand; but I +don't want to say anything unpleasant. ... + +LADY. What is it? + +HOSTESS. Only a trifle; and yet ... + +LADY. Well? + +HOSTESS. He didn't like my dogs. + +LADY. I can't blame him for not caring for an impure beast. I hate +everything animal, in myself and others. I don't hate animals on +that account, for I hate nothing that's created. ... + +STRANGER. Thank you, Ingeborg! + +LADY. You see! I've an eye for your merits, even though you don't +believe it. ... Here comes the Confessor. + +(The CONFESSOR enters.) + +HOSTESS. Then I'll go; for the Confessor has no love for me. + +LADY. The Confessor loves all mankind. + +CONFESSOR (coming forward and speaking to the LADY). You best of +all, my child; for you're goodness itself. Whether you're beautiful +to look at, I can't see; but I know you must be, because you're +good. Yes, you were the bride of my youth, and my spiritual mate; +and you'll always be so, for you gave me what you were never able +to give to others. I've lived your life in my spirit, suffered your +pains, enjoyed your pleasures--pleasure rather, for you'd no others +than what your child gave you. I alone have seen the beauty of your +soul--my friend here has divined it; that's why he felt attracted +to you--but the evil in him was too strong; you had to draw it out +of him into yourself to free him. Then, being evil, you had to +suffer the worst pains of hell for his sake, to bring atonement. +Your work's ended. You can go in peace! + +LADY. Where? + +CONFESSOR. Up there. Where the sun's always shining. + +LADY (rising). Is there a home for me there, too? + +CONFESSOR. There's a home for everyone! I'll show you the way. (He +goes with her into the background. The STRANGER makes a movement.) +You're impatient? You mustn't be! (He goes out. The STRANGER +remains sitting alone. The WORSHIPPERS OF VENUS get up, go towards +him and form a circle round him.) + +STRANGER. What do you want with me? + +WORSHIPPERS. Hail! Father. + +STRANGER (much upset). Why call me that? + +FIRST VOICE. Because we're your children. Your dear ones! + +STRANGER (tries to escape, but is surrounded and cannot). Let me go. +Let me go! + +SECOND VOICE (that of a pale youth). Don't you recognise me, +Father? + +TEMPTER (appearing in the background at the left-hand fork of the +path). Ha! + +STRANGER (to the Second Voice). Who are you? I seem to know your +face. + +SECOND VOICE. I'm Erik--your son! + +STRANGER. Erik! You here? + +SECOND VOICE. Yes. I'm here. + +STRANGER. God have mercy! And you, my boy, forgive me! + +SECOND VOICE. Never! You showed us the way to the sulphur springs! +Is it far to the lake? + +(The STRANGER falls to the ground.) + +TEMPTER. Ha! Jubilate, temptatores! + +VENUS WORSHIPPERS. Sulphur! Sulphur! Sulphur! Mercury! + +TEMPTER (coming forward and touching the STRANGER with his foot). +The worm! You can make him believe whatever you like. That comes +from his unbelievable pride. Does he think he's the mainspring of +the universe, the originator of all evil? This foolish man believes +he taught youth to go in search of Venus; as if youth hadn't done +that long before he was born! His pride's insupportable, and he's +been rash enough to try to botch my work for me. Give him another +greeting, lying Erik! (The SECOND VOICE--that is the youth--bends +over the STRANGER and whispers in his ear.) There were seven deadly +sins; but now there are eight. The eighth I discovered! It's called +despair. For to despair of what is good, and not to hope for +forgiveness, is to call ... (He hesitates before pronouncing the +word God, as if it burnt his lips.) God wicked. That is calumny, +denial, blasphemy. ... Look how he winces! + +STRANGER (rising quickly, and looking the TEMPTER to the eyes). Who +are you? + +TEMPTER. Your brother. Don't we resemble one another? Some of your +features seem to remind me of my portrait. + +STRANGER. Where have I seen it? + +TEMPTER. Almost everywhere! I'm often to be found in churches, +though not amongst the saints. + +STRANGER. I can't remember. ... + +TEMPTER. Is it so long since you've been to church? I'm usually +represented with St. George. (The STRANGER totters and would like +to fly, but cannot.) Michael and I are sometimes to be seen in a +group, in which, to be sure, I don't appear in the most favourable +light; but that can be altered. All can be altered; and one day the +last shall be first. It's just the same in your case. For the +moment, things are going badly with you, but that can be altered +too ... if you've enough intelligence to change your company. +You've had too much to do with skirts, my son. Skirts raise dust, +and dust lies on eyes and breast. ... Come and sit down. We'll have +a chat. ... (He takes the STRANGER jocularly by the ear and leads +him round the table.) Sit down and tremble, young man! (They both +sit down.) Well? What shall we do? Call for wine--and a woman? No! +That's too old a trick, as old as Doctor Faust! Bon! We modern are +in search of mental dissipation. ... So you're on your way to those +holy men up there, who think that they who sleep can't sin; to the +cowardly ones, who've given up the battle of life, because they +were defeated once or twice; to those that bind souls rather than +free them. ... And talking of that! Has any saintly man ever freed +you from the burden of sin? No! Do you know why sin has been +oppressing you for so long? Through renunciation and abstinence, +you've grown so weak that anyone can seize your soul and take +possession of it. Why, they can even do it from a distance! You've +so destroyed your personality that you see with strange eyes, hear +with strange ears and think strange thoughts. In a word you've +murdered your own soul. Just now, didn't you speak well of the +enemies of mankind; of Woman, who made a hell of paradise? You +needn't answer me; I can read your answer in your eyes and hear it +on your lips. You talk of pure love for a woman! That's lust, young +man, lust after a woman, which we have to pay for so dearly. You +say you don't desire her. Then why do you want to be near her? +You'd like to have a friend? Take a male friend, many of them! +You've let them convince you you're no woman hater. But the woman +gave you the right answer; every healthy man's a woman hater, but +can't live without linking himself to his enemy, and so must fight +her! All perverse and unmanly men are admirers of women! How's it +with you now? So you saw those invalids and thought yourself +responsible for their misery? They're tough fellows, you can +believe me; they'll be able to leave here in a few days and go back +to their occupations. Oh yes, lying Erik's a wag! But things have +gone so far with you, that you can't distinguish between your own +and other people's children. Wouldn't it be a great thing to escape +from all this? What do you say? Oh, I could free you ... but I'm no +saint. Now we'll call old Maia. (He whistles between his fingers: +MAIA appears.) Ah, there you are! Well, what are you doing here? +Have you any business with this fellow? + +MAIA. No. He's good and always was; but he'd a terrible wife. + +TEMPTER (to the STRANGER). Listen! You've not heard that yet, have +you? Rather the opposite. She was the good angel, whom you ruined ... +we've all been told that! Now, old Maia, what kind of story is it +he prattles of? He says he was plagued with remorse for seven years +because he owed you money. + +MAIA. He owed me a small sum once; but I got it back from him--and +with good interest--much better than the savings bank would have +given me. It was very good of him--very kind. + +STRANGER (starting up). What's that you said? Is it possible I've +forgotten? + +TEMPTER. Have you the receipt, Maia? If so, give it me. + +MAIA. The gentleman must have the receipt; but I've got the savings +bank book here. He paid the money into it in my name. (She produces +a savings bank book, and hands it to the STRANGER, who looks at +it.) + +STRANGER. Yes, that's quite right. Now I remember. Then why this +seven-year torment, shame and disgrace? Those reproaches during +sleepless nights? Why? Why? Why? + +TEMPTER. Old Maia, you can go now. But first say something nice +about this self-tormentor. Can't you remember any human quality in +this wild beast, whom human beings have baited for years? + +STRANGER (to MAIA). Quiet, don't answer him! (He stops his ears +with his fingers.) + +TEMPTER. Well, Maia? + +MAIA. I know well enough what they say about him, but that refers +to what he writes--and I've not read it for I can't read. Still, no +one need read it, if they don't want to. Anyhow the gentleman's +been very kind. Now he's stopping his ears. I don't know how to +flatter; but I can say this in a whisper. ... (She whispers some +thing to the TEMPTER.) + +TEMPTER. Yes. All human beings who are easily moved are baited +like wild beasts! It's the rule. Good bye, old Maia! + +MAIA. Good-bye, kind gentlemen. (She goes out.) + +STRANGER. Why did I suffer innocently for seven years? + +TEMPTER (pointing upwards with one finger). Ask up there! + +STRANGER. Where I never get an answer! + +TEMPTER. Well, that may be. (Pause.) Do you think _I_ look good? + +STRANGER. I can't say I do. + +TEMPTER. You look extremely wicked, too! Do you know why we look +like that? + +STRANGER. No. + +TEMPTER. The hate and malice of our fellow human beings have +fastened themselves on us. Up there, you know, there are real +saints, who've never done anything wicked themselves, but who +suffer for others, for relations, who've committed unexpiated sins. +Those angels, who've taken the depravity of others on themselves, +really resemble bandits. What do you say to that? + +STRANGER. I don't know who you are; but you're the first to answer +questions that might reconcile me to life. You are. ... + +TEMPTER. Well, say it! + +STRANGER. The deliverer! + +TEMPTER. And therefore. ...? + +STRANGER. Therefore you've been given a vulture. ... But listen, +have you ever thought that there's as good a reason for this as for +everything else? Granted the earth's a prison, on which dangerous +prisoners are confined--is it a good thing to set them free? Is it +right? + +TEMPTER. What a question! I've never really thought about it. Hm! + +STRANGER. And have you ever thought of this: we may be born in +guilt? + +TEMPTER. That's nothing to do with me: I concern myself with the +present. + +STRANGER. Good! Don't you think we're sometimes punished wrongly, +so that we fail to see the logical connection, though it exists? + +TEMPTER. Logic's not missing; but all life's a tissue of offences, +mistakes, errors, that are comparatively blameless owing to human +weakness, but that are punished by the most consistent revenge. +Everything's revenged, even our injudicious actions. Who forgives? +A magnanimous man-sometimes; heavenly justice, never! (A PILGRIM +appears in the background.) See! A penitent! I'd like to know what +wrong he's done. We'll ask him. Welcome to our quiet meadows, +peaceful wanderer! Take your place at the simple table of the +ascetic, at which there are no more temptations. + +PILGRIM. Thank you, fellow traveller in the vale of woe. + +TEMPTER. What kind of woe is yours? + +PILGRIM. None in particular; on the contrary, the hour of +liberation's struck, and I'm going up there to receive absolution. + +STRANGER. Listen, haven't we two met before? + +PILGRIM. I think so, certainly. + +STRANGER. Caesar! You're Caesar! + +PILGRIM. I used to be; but I am no longer. + +TEMPTER. Ha ha! Imperial acquaintance. Really! But tell us, tell us! + +PILGRIM. You shall hear. Now I've a right to speak, for my penance +is at an end. When we met at a certain doctor's house, I was shut +up there as a madman and supposed to be suffering from the illusion +that I was Caesar. Now the Stranger shall hear the truth of the +matter: I never believed it, but I was forced by scruples of +conscience to put a good face on it. ... A friend of mine, a bad +friend, had written proof that I was the victim of a misunderstanding; +but he didn't speak when he should have, and I took his silence as +a request not to speak either-and to suffer. Why did I? Well, in my +youth I was once in great need. I was received as a guest in a +house on an island far out to sea by a man who, in spite of unusual +gifts, had been passed over for promotion--owing to his senseless +pride. This man, by solitary brooding on his lot, had come to hold +quite extraordinary views about himself. I noticed it, but I said +nothing. One day this man's wife told me that he was sometimes +mentally unbalanced; and then thought he was Julius Caesar. For +many years I kept this secret conscientiously, for I'm not +ungrateful by nature. But life's tricky. It happened a few years +later that this Caesar laid rough hands on my most intimate fate. +In anger at this I betrayed the secret of his Caesar mania and made +my erstwhile benefactor such a laughing stock, that his existence +became unbearable to him. And now listen how Nemesis overtakes one! +A year later I wrote a book-I am, you must know, an author who's +not made his name. ... And in this book I described incidents of +family life: how I played with my daughter--she was called Julia, +as Caesar's daughter was--and with my wife, whom we called Caesar's +wife because no one spoke evil of her. ... Well, this recreation, +in which my mother-in-law joined too, cost me dear. When I was +looking through the proofs of my book, I saw the danger and said to +myself: you'll trip yourself up. I wanted to cut it out but, if +you'll believe it, the pen refused, and an inner voice said to me: +let it stand! It did stand! And I fell. + +STRANGER. Why didn't you publish the letter from your friend that +would have explained everything? + +PILGRIM. When the disaster had happened I felt at once that it was +the finger of God, and that I must suffer for my ingratitude. + +STRANGER. And you did suffer? + +PILGRIM. Not at all! I smiled to myself and wouldn't let myself be +put out. And because I accepted my punishment with calmness and +humility God lightened my burden; and I didn't feel myself +ridiculous. + +TEMPTER. That's a strange story; but such things happen. Shall we +move on now? We'll go for an excursion, now we've weathered the +storms. Pull yourself up by the roots, and then we'll climb the +mountain. + +STRANGER. The Confessor told me to wait for him. + +TEMPTER. He'll find you, anyhow! And up here in the village the +court's sitting to-day. A particularly interesting case is to be +tried; and I dare say I'll be called as a witness. Come! + +STRANGER. Well, whether I sit here, or up there, is all the same to +me. + +PILGRIM (to the STRANGER). Who's that? + +STRANGER. I don't know. He looks like an anarchist. + +PILGRIM. Interesting, anyhow! + +STRANGER. He's a sceptical gentleman, who's seen life. + +TEMPTER. Come, children; I'll tell you stories on the way. Come. +Come! + +(They go out towards the background.) + +Curtain. + + + +ACT III + +SCENE I + +TERRACE ON THE MOUNTAIN + +[A Terrace on the mountain on which the Monastery stands. On the +right a rocky cliff and a similar one on the left. In the far +background a bird's-eye view of a river landscape with towns, +villages, ploughed fields and woods; in the very far distance the +sea can be seen. Down stage an apple tree laden with fruit. Under +it a long table with a chair at the end and benches at the sides. +Down stage, right, a corner of the village town hall. A cloud seems +to be hanging immediately over the village.] + +[The MAGISTRATE sits at the end of the table in the capacity of +judge; the assessors on the benches. The ACCUSED MAN is standing on +the right by the MAGISTRATE; the witnesses on the left, amongst +them the TEMPTER. Members of the public, with the PILGRIM and the +STRANGER, are standing here and there not far from the judge's +seat.] + +MAGISTRATE. Is the accused present? + +ACCUSED MAN. Yes. Present. + +MAGISTRATE. This is a very sad story, that's brought trouble and +shame on our small community. Florian Reicher, twenty-three years +old, is accused of shooting at Fritz Schlipitska's affianced wife, +with the clear intention of killing her. It's a case of premeditated +murder, and the provisions of the law are perfectly clear. Has the +accused anything to say in his defence, or can he plead mitigating +circumstances? + +ACCUSED MAN. No. + +TEMPTER. Ho, there! + +MAGISTRATE. Who are you? + +TEMPTER. Counsel for the accused. + +MAGISTRATE. The accused man certainly has a right to the services +of counsel, but in the present case I think the facts are so clear +that the people have reached a certain conclusion; and the murderer +will hardly be able to regain their sympathy. Isn't that so? + +PEOPLE. He's condemned already! + +TEMPTER. Who by? + +PEOPLE. The Law and his own deed. + +TEMPTER. Listen to me! As counsel for the accused I represent him +and take the accusation on myself. I ask permission to address the +court. + +MAGISTRATE. I can't refuse it. + +PEOPLE. Florian's been condemned already. + +TEMPTER. The case must first be heard. (Pause.) I'd reached my +eighteenth year--it's Florian speaking--and my thoughts, as I grew +up under my mother's watchful eye, were pure; and my heart without +deceit, for I'd never seen or heard anything wicked. Then I-- +Florian, that is--met a young girl who seemed to me the most +beautiful creature I'd ever set eyes on in this wicked world, for +she was goodness itself. I offered her my hand, my heart, and my +future. She accepted everything and swore that she'd be true. I was +to serve five years for my Rachel--and I did serve, collecting one +straw after another for the little nest we were going to build. My +whole life was centred on the love of this woman! As I was true to +her myself, I never mistrusted her. By the fifth year I'd built the +hut and collected our household goods ... when I discovered she'd +been playing with me and had deceived me with at least three men. ... + +MAGISTRATE. Have you witnesses? + +BAILIFF. Three valid ones; I'm one of them. + +MAGISTRATE. The bailiff alone will be sufficient. + +TEMPTER. Then I shot her; not out of revenge, but in order to free +myself from the unhealthy thoughts her faithlessness had forced on +me; for when I tried to tear her picture out of my heart, images of +her lovers always rose and crept into my blood, so that at last I +seemed to be living in unlawful relationship with three men--with a +woman as the link between us! + +MAGISTRATE. Well, that was jealousy! + +ACCUSED MAN. Yes, that was jealousy. + +TEMPTER. Yes, jealousy, that feeling for cleanliness, that seeks to +preserve thoughts from pollution by strangers. If I'd been content +to do nothing, if I'd not been jealous, I'd have got into vicious +company, and I didn't want to do that. That's why she had to die so +that my thoughts might be cleansed of deadly sin, which alone is to +be condemned. I've finished. + +PEOPLE. The dead woman's guilty! Her blood's on her own head. + +MAGISTRATE. She's guilty, for she was the cause of the crime. + +(The FATHER of the dead woman steps forward.) + +FATHER. Your Worship, judge of my dead child; and you, countrymen, +let me speak! + +MAGISTRATE. The dead girl's father may speak. + +FATHER. You're accusing a dead girl; and I shall answer. Maria, my +child, has undoubtedly been guilty of a crime and is to blame for +the misdeeds of this man. There's no doubt of it! + +PEOPLE. No doubt! It's she who's guilty! + +FATHER. Permit her father to add a word of explanation, if not of +defence. (Pause.) When she was fifteen, Maria fell into the hands +of a man who seemed to have made it his business to entrap young +girls, much as a bird-catcher traps small birds. He was no seducer, +in the ordinary sense, for he contented himself with binding her +senses and entangling her feelings only to thrust her away and +watch how she suffered with torn wings and a broken heart--tortured +by the agony of love, which is worse than any other agony. For +three years Maria was cared for in an institution for the mentally +deranged. And when she came out again, she was divided, broken into +several pieces--it might be said that she was several persons. She +was an angel and feared God with one side of her spirit; but with +another she was a devil, and reviled all that was holy. I've seen +her go straight from dancing and frenzy to her beloved Florian, and +have heard her, in his presence, speak so differently and so alter +her expression, that I could have sworn she was another being. But +to me she seemed equally sincere in both her shapes. Is she to +blame, or her seducer? + +PEOPLE. She's not to blame! Where is her seducer? + +FATHER. There! + +TEMPTER. Yes. It was I. + +PEOPLE. Stone him! + +MAGISTRATE. The law must run its course. He must be heard. + +TEMPTER. Bon! Then listen, Argives! It was like this. Your humble +servant, born of poor but fairly honourable parents, was from the +beginning one of those strange birds who, in their youth, go in +search of their Creator--but without ever finding him, naturally! +It's more usual for old cuckoos to look for him in their dotage-- +and for good reasons! The urge for this youthful quest was +accompanied by a purity of heart and a modesty that even caused his +nurses to smile--yes, we can laugh now when we hear that this boy +would only change his underclothing in the dark! But even if we're +corrupted by the crudities of life, we're still bound to find +something beautiful in it; and if we're older something touching! +And so we can afford to-day to laugh at his childish innocence. +Scornful laughter, listeners, please. + +MAGISTRATE (seriously). He mistakes his listeners. + +TEMPTER. Then I ought to be ashamed of myself! (Pause.) He became a +youth--your humble servant--and fell into a series of traps that +were laid for his innocence. I'm an old sinner, but I blush at this +moment. ... (He takes of his hat.) Yes, look at me now--when I +think of the insight this young man got into the world of Potiphar's +wives that surrounded him! There wasn't a single woman. ... Really, +I'm ashamed in the name of mankind and the female sex--excuse me, +please. ... There were moments when I didn't believe my eyes, but +thought a devil had blinded my sight. The holiest bands. ... (He +pinches his tongue.) No, quiet! Mankind will feel itself +calumniated! Enough, until my twenty-fifth year I fought the good +fight; and I fell because. ... Well, I was called Joseph, and I +_was_ Joseph! I grew jealous of my virtue, and felt injured by the +glances of a lewd woman. ... And at last, cunningly seduced, I +fell. Then I became a slave of my passions; often and often I sat +by Omphalos and span, until I sank into the deepest degradation and +suffered, suffered, suffered! But in reality it was only my body +that was degraded; my soul lived her own life--her own pure life, I +can say--on her own account. And I raved innocently for pure young +virgins who, it seems, felt the bond that drew us together. +Because, without boasting, I can say they were attracted to me. I +didn't want to overstep the mark, but they did! And when I fled the +danger, their hearts were broken, so they said. In a word, I've +never seduced an innocent girl. I swear it! Am I therefore to blame +for the emotional sorrows of this young woman, who went out of her +mind? On the contrary, mayn't I count it a virtue that I shrank in +horror from the step that brought about her fall? Who'll cast the +first stone at me? No one! Then I mistake my listeners. Indeed, I +thought I might be an object of scorn, if I were to plead here for +my masculine innocence! Now, however, I feel young again; and +there's something for which I'd like to ask mankind's forgiveness. +If it weren't that I happened to see a cynical smile on the lips of +the woman who seduced me when I was young. Come forward, woman, and +look upon your work of destruction. Observe, how the seed has +grown! + +WOMAN (coming forward with dignity and modesty). It was I! Let me +be heard, and let me tell the simple story of my seduction. +(Pause.) Luckily my seducer is here, too. ... + +MAGISTRATE. Friends! I must break off the proceedings; otherwise +we'll get back to Eve in Paradise. + +TEMPTER. Who was Adam's seducer! That's just where we want to get +back to. Eve! Come forward, Eve. Eve! (He waves his cloak in the +air. The trunk of the tree becomes transparent and EVE appears, +wrapped in her hair and with a girdle about her loins.) Now, Mother +Eve, it was you who seduced our father. You are the accused: what +have you to say in your defence? + +EVE (simply and with dignity). The serpent tempted me! + +TEMPTER. Well answered! Eve has proved her innocence. The serpent! +Let the serpent come forward. (EVE disappears.) The serpent! (The +serpent appears in the tree trunk.) Here you can see the seducer of +us all. Now, serpent, who was it that beguiled you? + +ALL (terrified). Silence! Blasphemer! + +TEMPTER. Answer, serpent! (Lightning and a clap of thunder; all +flee, except the TEMPTER, who has fallen to the ground, and the +PILGRIM, the STRANGER and the LADY. The TEMPTER begins to recover; +he then gets up and sits down in an attitude that recalls the +classical statue 'The Polisher,' or 'The Slave.') Causa finalis, or +the first cause--you can't discover that! For if the serpent's to +blame, then we're comparatively innocent--but mankind mustn't be +told that! The Accused, however, seems to have got out of this +business! And the Court of justice has dissolved like smoke! Judge +not. Judge not, O Judges! + +LADY (to the STRANGER). Come with me. + +STRANGER. But I'd like to listen to this man. + +LADY. Why? He's like a small child, putting all those questions +that can't be answered. You know how little children ask about +everything. 'Papa, why does the sun rise in the east?' You know the +answer? + +STRANGER. Hm! + +LADY. Or: 'Mama, who made God?' You think that profound? Well, come +with me. + +STRANGER (fighting his admiration for the TEMPTER). But that about +Eve was new. ... + +LADY. Not at all. I learnt it in my Bible history, when I was +eight. And that we inherit the debts of our fathers is part of the +law of the land. Come, my son. + +TEMPTER (rising, shaking his limbs and climbing up the rocky wall +to the right with a limp). Come, I'll show you the world you think +you know, but don't. + +LADY (climbing up the rocky wall to the left). Come with me, my +son, and I'll show you God's beautiful world, as I've come to see +it, since the tears of sorrow washed the dust from my eyes. Come +with me! + +(The STRANGER stands irresolute between them.) + +TEMPTER (to the LADY). And how have you seen the world through your +tears? Like meadow banks reflected in troubled water! A chaos of +curved lines in which the trees seemed to be standing on their +heads. (To the STRANGER.) No, my son, with my field-glasses, dried +in the fire of hate--with my telescope I can see everything as it +is. Clear and sharp, precisely as it is. + +LADY. What do you know of things, my son? You can never see the +thing itself, only its picture; and the picture is illusion and not +the thing. So you argue about pictures and illusions. + +TEMPTER. Listen to her! A little philosopher in skirts. By Jupiter +Chronos, such a disputation in this giant amphitheatre of the +mountains demands a proper audience. Hullo! + +LADY. I have mine here: my friend, my husband, my child! If he'll +only listen to me, good; all will be well with me, and him. Come to +me, my friend, for this is the way. This is the mountain Gerizim, +where blessings are given. And that is Ebal, where they curse. + +TEMPTER. Yes, this is Ebal, where they curse. 'Cursed be the earth, +woman, for thy sake; in sorrow shalt thou bring forth children; and +thy desire shall be to thy husband, and he shall rule over thee.' +And then to the man this: 'Cursed is the ground for thy sake, +thorns and thistle shall it bring forth to thee, and in the sweat +of thy brow shalt thou labour!' So spoke the Lord, not I! + +LADY. 'And God. blessed the first pair; and He blessed the seventh +day, on which He had completed His work--and the work was good.' +But you, and we, have made it something evil, and that is why. ... +But he who obeys the commandments of the Lord dwells on Gerizim, +where blessings are given. Thus saith the Lord. 'Blessed shalt thou +be in the city, and blessed shalt thou be in the field. Blessed +shall be thy basket and thy store. Blessed shalt thou be when thou +comest in, and blessed when thou goest out. And the Lord shall give +rain unto thy land in his season to increase thy harvest, and thy +children shall flourish. And the Lord shall make thee plenteous in +goods, to lend to the peoples, and never to borrow. And the Lord +will bless all the work of thy hand, if thou shalt keep the +commandments of the Lord thy God!' (Pause.) So come, my friend, and +lay your hand in mine. (She falls on her knees with clasped hands.) +I beg you, by the love that once united us, by the memory of the +child that drew us together; by the strength of a mother's love--a +mother's--for so have I loved you, erring child, whom I've sought +in the dark places of the wood and whom at last I've found, hungry +and withered for want of love! Come back to me, prodigal one; and +bury your tired head on my heart, where you rested before ever you +saw the light of the sun. (A change comes over her during this +speech; her clothing falls from her and she is seen to have changed +into a white-robed woman with her hair let down and with a full +maternal bosom.) + +STRANGER. Mother! + +LADY. Yes, my child, your mother! In life I could never caress you-- +the will of higher powers denied it me. Why that was I don't dare +to ask. + +STRANGER. But my mother's dead? + +LADY. She was; but the dead aren't dead, and maternal love can +conquer death. Didn't you know that? Come, my child, I'll repay +where I have been to blame. I'll rock you to sleep on my knees. +I'll wash you clean from the ... (She omits the word she cannot +bring herself to utter) of hate and sin. I'll comb your hair, +matted with the sweat of fear; and air a pure white sheet for you +at the fire of a home--a home you've never had, you who've known no +peace, you homeless one, son of Hagar, the serving woman, born of a +slave, against whom every man's hand was raised. The ploughmen +ploughed your back and seared deep furrows there. Come, I'll heal +your wounds, and suffer your sorrows. Come! + +STRANGER (who has been weeping so violently that his whole body has +been trembling, now goes to the cliff on the left where the MOTHER +stands with open arms.) I'm coming! + +TEMPTER. I can do nothing now. But one day we shall meet again! (He +disappears behind the cliff.) + +Curtain. + + +SCENE II + +ROCKY LANDSCAPE ON THE MOUNTAIN + +[Higher up the mountain; among the clouds a rocky landscape with a +bog round it. The MOTHER on a rock, climbing until she disappears +into the cloud. The STRANGER stops, bewildered.] + +STRANGER. Oh, Mother, Mother! Why are you leaving me? At the very +moment when my loveliest dream was on the point of fulfilment! + +TEMPTER (coming forward). What have you been dreaming? Tell me! + +STRANGER. My dearest hope, most secret desire and last prayer! +Reconciliation with mankind, through a woman. + +TEMPTER. Through a woman who taught you to hate. + +STRANGER. Yes, because she bound me to earth--like the round shot a +slave drags on his foot, so that he can't escape. + +TEMPTER. You talk of woman. Always woman. + +STRANGER. Yes. Woman. The beginning and the end--for us men anyhow. +In relationship to one another they are nothing. + +TEMPTER. So that's it; nothing in themselves; but everything for +us, through us! Our honour and our shame; our greatest joy, our +deepest pain; our redemption and our fall; our wages and our +punishment; our strength and our weakness. + +STRANGER. Our shame! You've said so. Explain this riddle to me, you +who're wise. Whenever I appeared in public arm in arm with a woman, +my wife, who was beautiful and whom I adored, I felt ashamed of my +own weakness. Explain that riddle to me. + +TEMPTER. You felt ashamed? I don't know why. + +STRANGER. Can't you answer? You, of all men? + +TEMPTER. No, I can't. But I too always suffered when I was with my +wife in company, because I felt she was being soiled by men's +glances, and I through her. + +STRANGER. And when she did the shameful deed, you were dishonoured. +Why? + +TEMPTER. The Eve of the Greeks was called Pandora, and Zeus created +her out of wickedness, in order to torture men and master them. As +a wedding gift she received a box, containing all the unhappiness +of the world. Perhaps the riddle of this sphinx can more easily be +guessed, if it's seen from. Olympus, rather than from the pleasure +garden of Paradise. Its full meaning will never be known to us. +Though I'm as able as you. (Pause.) And, by the way, I can still +enjoy the greatest pleasure creation ever offered! Go you and do +likewise! + +STRANGER. You mean Satan's greatest illusion! For the woman who +seems most beautiful to me, can seem horrible to others! Even for +me, when she's angry, she can be uglier than any other woman. Then +what is beauty? + +TEMPTER. A semblance, a reflection of your own goodness! (He puts +his hand over his mouth.) Curses on it! I let it out that time. And +now the devil's loose. ... + +STRANGER. Devil? Yes. But if she's a devil, how can a devil make me +desire virtue and goodness? For that's what happened to me when I +first saw her beauty; I was seized with a longing to be like her, +and so to be worthy of her. To begin with I tried to be by taking +exercise, having baths, using cosmetics and wearing good clothes; +but I only made myself ridiculous. Then I began from within; I +accustomed myself to thinking good thoughts, speaking well of +people and acting nobly! And one day, when my outward form had +moulded itself on the soul within, I became her likeness, as she +said. And it was she who first uttered those wonderful words: I +love you! How can a devil ennoble us; how can a spirit of hell fill +us with goodness; how ...? No, she was an angel! A fallen angel, of +course, and her love a broken ray of that great light--that great +eternal light--that warms and loves. ... That loves. ... + +TEMPTER. What, old friend, must we stand here like two youths and +spell out the riddles of love? + +CONFESSOR (coming in). What's this chatterer saying? He's talked +away his whole life; and never done anything. + +TEMPTER. I wanted to be a priest, but had no vocation. + +CONFESSOR. Whilst you're waiting for it, help me to find a drunkard +who's drowned himself in the bog. It must be near here, because +I've been following his tracks till now. + +TEMPTER. Then it's the man lying beneath that brushwood there. + +CONFESSOR (picking up some twigs, and disclosing a fully clothed +corpse, with a white, young face.) Yes, it is! (He grows pensive as +he looks at the dead man.) + +TEMPTER. Who was he? + +CONFESSOR. It's extraordinary! + +TEMPTER. He must have been a good-looking man. And quite young. + +CONFESSOR. Oh no. He was fifty-four. And when I saw him a week ago, +he looked like sixty-four. His eyes were as yellow as the slime of +a garden snail and bloodshot from drunkenness; but also because +he'd shed tears of blood over his vices and misery. His face was +brown and swollen like a piece of liver on a butcher's table, and +he hid himself from men's eyes out of shame--up to the end he seems +to have been ashamed of the broken mirror of his soul, for he +covered his face with brushwood. I saw him fighting his vices; I +saw him praying to God on his knees for deliverance, after he'd +been dismissed from his post as a teacher. ... But ... Well, now +he's been delivered. And look, now the evil's been taken from him, +the good and beautiful that was in him has again become apparent; +that's what he looked like when he was nineteen! (Pause.) This is +sin--imposed as a punishment. Why? That we don't know. 'He who +hateth the righteous, shall himself be guilty!' So it is written, +as an indication. I knew him when he was young! And now I remember ... +he was always very angry with those who never drank. He criticised +and condemned, and always set his cult of the grape on the altar of +earthly joys! Now he's been set free. Free from sin, from shame, +from ugliness. Yes, in death he looks beautiful. Death is the +deliverer! (To the STRANGER.) Do you hear that, Deliverer, you who +couldn't even free a drunkard from his evil passions! + +TEMPTER. Crime as punishment? That's not so bad. Most penetrating! + +CONFESSOR. So I think. You'll have new matter for argument. + +TEMPTER. Now I'll leave you gentlemen for a while. But soon we'll +meet again. (He goes out.) + +CONFESSOR. I saw you just now with a woman! So there are still +temptations? + +STRANGER. Not the kind you mean. + +CONFESSOR. Then what kind? + +STRANGER. I could still imagine a reconciliation between mankind +and woman--through woman herself! And indeed, through that woman +who was my wife and has now become what I once held her to be +having been purified and lifted up by sorrow and need. But ... + +CONFESSOR. But what? + +STRANGER. Experience teaches; the nearer, the further off: the +further from one another, the nearer one can be. + +CONFESSOR. I've always known that--it was known by Dante, who all +his life possessed the soul of Beatrice; and Beethoven, who was +united from afar with Therese von Brunswick, knew it, though she +was the wife of another! + +STRANGER. And yet! Happiness is only to be found in her company. + +CONFESSOR. Then stay with her. + +STRANGER. You're forgetting one thing: we're divorced. + +CONFESSOR. Good! Then you can begin a new marriage. And it'll +promise all the more, because both of you are new people. + +STRANGER. Do you think anyone would marry us? + +CONFESSOR. I, for instance? That's asking too much. + +STRANGER. Yes. I'd forgotten! But I daresay someone could be found. +It's another thing to get a home together. ... + +CONFESSOR. You're sometimes lucky, even if you won't see it. +There's a small house down there by the river; it's quite new and +the owner's never even seen it. He was an Englishman who wanted to +marry; but at the last moment _she_ broke off the engagement. It +was built by his secretary, and neither of the engaged couple ever +set eyes on it. It's quite intact, you see! + +STRANGER. IS it to let? + +CONFESSOR. Yes. + +STRANGER. Then I'll risk it. And I'll try to begin life all over +again. + +CONFESSOR. Then you'll go down? + +STRANGER. Out of the clouds. Below the sun's shining, and up here +the air's a little thin. + +CONFESSOR. Good! Then we must part--for a time. + +STRANGER. Where are you going? + +CONFESSOR. Up. + +STRANGER. And I down; to the earth, the mother with the soft bosom +and warm lap. ... + +CONFESSOR. Until you long once more for what's hard as stone, as +cold and as white ... Farewell! Greetings to those below! + +(Each of them goes of in the direction he has chosen.) + +Curtain. + + +SCENE III + +A SMALL HOUSE ON THE MOUNTAIN + +[A pleasant, panelled dining-room, with a tiled stove of majolica. +On the dining-table, which is in the middle of the room, stand +vases filled with flowers; also two candelabra with many lighted +candles. A large carved sideboard on the left. On the right, two +windows. At the back, two doors; that on the left is open and gives +a view of the drawing-room, belonging to the lady of the house, +which is furnished in light green and mahogany, and has a standard +lamp of brass with a large, lemon-coloured lampshade, which is lit. +The door on the right is closed. On the left behind the sideboard +the entrance from the hall.] + +[From the left the STRANGER enters, dressed as a bridegroom; and +the LADY, dressed as a bride; both radiant with youth and beauty.] + +STRANGER. Welcome to my house, belovčd; to your home and mine, my +bride; to your dwelling-place, my wife! + +LADY. I'm grateful, dear friend! It's like a fairy tale! + +STRANGER. Yes, it is. A whole book of fairy tales, my dear, written +by me. + +(They sit down on either side of the table.) + +LADY. Is this real? It seems too lovely to me. + +STRANGER. I've never seen you look so young, so beautiful. + +LADY. It's your own eyes. ... + +STRANGER. Yes, my own eyes that have learnt to see. And your +goodness taught them. ... + +LADY. Which itself was taught by sorrow. + +STRANGER. Ingeborg! + +LADY. It's the first time you've called me by that name. + +STRANGER. The first? I've never met Ingeborg; I've never known you, +as you are, sitting here in our home! Home! An enchanting word. An +enchanting thing I've never yet possessed. A home and a wife! You +are my first, my only one; for what once happened exists no longer-- +no more than the hour that's past! + +LADY. Orpheus! Your song has made these dead stones live. Make life +sing in me! + +STRANGER. Eurydice, whom I rescued from the underworld! I'll love +you to life again; revivify you with my imagination. Now happiness +will come to us, for we know the dangers to avoid. + +LADY. The dangers, yes! It's lovely in this house. It seems as if +these rooms were full of invisible guests, who've come to welcome +us. Kind spirits, who'll bless us and our home. + +STRANGER. The candle flames are still, as if in prayer. The flowers +are pensive. ... And yet! + +LADY. Hush! The summer night's outside, warm and dark. And stars +hang in the sky; large and tearful in the fir trees, like Christmas +candles. This is happiness. Hold it fast! + +STRANGER (still thinking). And yet! + +LADY. Hush! + +STRANGER (getting up). A poem's coming: I can hear it. It's for you. + +LADY. Don't tell it me. I can see it--in your eyes. + +STRANGER. For I read it in yours! Well, I couldn't repeat it, +because it has no words. Only scent, and colour. If I were to, I +should destroy it. What's unborn is always most beautiful. What's +unwon, most dear! + +LADY. Quiet. Or, our guests will leave us. + +(They do not speak.) + +STRANGER. This _is_ happiness--but I can't grasp it. + +LADY. See it and breath it; for it can't be grasped. + +(They do not speak.) + +STRANGER. You're looking at your little room. + +LADY. It's as bright green as a summer meadow. There's someone in +there. Several people! + +STRANGER. Only my thoughts. + +LADY. Your good, your beautiful thoughts. ... + +STRANGER. Given me by you. + +LADY. Had I anything to give you? + +STRANGER. You? Everything! But up to now my hands have not been +free to take it. Not clean enough to stroke your little heart. ... + +LADY. Beloved! The time for reconciliation's coming. + +STRANGER. With mankind, and woman--through a woman? Yes, that time +has come; and blessed may you be amongst women. + +(The candles and lamps go out; it grows dark in the dining-room; +but a weak ray of light can be seen, coming from the brass standard +lamp in the LADY's room.) + +LADY. Why's it grown dark? Oh! + +STRANGER. Where are you, beloved? Give me your hand. I'm afraid! + +LADY. Here, dearest. + +STRANGER. The little hand, held out to me in the darkness, that's +led me over stones and thorns. That little, soft, dear hand! Lead +me into the light, into your bright, warm room; fresh green like +hope. + +LADY (leading him towards the pale-green room). Are you afraid? + +STRANGER. You're a white dove, with whom the startled eagle finds +sanctuary, when heaven's thunder clouds grow black, for the dove +has no fear. She has not provoked the thunders of heaven! + +(They have reached the doorway leading to the other room, when the +curtain falls.) + +*** + +[The same room; but the table has been cleared. The LADY is sitting +at it, doing nothing. She seems bored. On the right, down stage, a +window is open. It is still. The STRANGER comes in, with a piece of +paper in his hand.] + +STRANGER. Now you shall hear it. + +LADY (acquiescing absent-mindedly). Finished already? + +STRANGER. Already? Do you mean that seriously? I've taken seven +days to write this little poem. (Silence.) Perhaps it'll bore you +to hear it? + +LADY (drily). No. Certainly not. (The STRANGER sits down at the +table and looks at the LADY.) Why are you looking at me? + +STRANGER. I'd like to see your thoughts. + +LADY. But you've heard them. + +STRANGER. That's nothing; I want to see them! (Pause.) What one +says is mostly worthless. (Pause.) May I read them? No, I see I +mayn't. You want nothing more from me. (The LADY makes a gesture as +if she were going to speak.) Your face tells me enough. Now you've +sucked me dry, eaten me hollow, killed my ego, my personality. To +that I answer: how, my beloved? Have _I_ killed your ego, when I +wanted to give you the whole of mine; when I let you skim the cream +off my bowl, that I'd filled with all the experience of along life, +with incursions into the deserts and groves of knowledge and art? + +LADY. I don't deny it, but my ego wasn't my own. + +STRANGER. Not yours? Then what is? Something that belongs to +others? + +LADY. Is yours something that belongs to others too? + +STRANGER. No. What I've experienced is my own, mine and no other's. +What I've read becomes mine, because I've broken it in two like +glass, melted it down, and from this substance blown new glass in +novel forms. + +LADY. But I can never be yours. + +STRANGER. I've become yours. + +LADY. What have you got from me? + +STRANGER. How can you ask me that? + +LADY. All the same--I'm not sure that you think it, though I feel +you feel it--you wish me far away. + +STRANGER. I must be a certain distance from you, if I'm to see you. +Now you're within the focus, and your image is unclear. + +LADY. The nearer, the farther off! + +STRANGER. Yes. When we part, we long for one another; and when we +meet again, we long to part. + +LADY. Do you really think we love each other? + +STRANGER. Yes. Not like ordinary people, but unusual ones. We +resemble two drops of water, that fear to get close together, in +case they should cease to be two and become one. + +LADY. This time we knew the dangers and wanted to avoid them. But +it seems that they can't be avoided. + +STRANGER. Perhaps they weren't dangers, but rude necessities; laws +inscribed in the councils of the immortals. (Silence.) Your love +always seemed to have the effect of hate. When you made me happy, +you envied the happiness you'd given me. And when you saw I was +unhappy, you loved me. + +LADY. Do you want me to leave you? + +STRANGER. If you do, I shall die. + +LADY. And, if I stay, it's I who'll die. + +STRANGER. Then let's die together and live out our love in a higher +life; our love, that doesn't seem to be of this world. Let's live +it out in another planet, where there's no nearness and no +distance, where two are one; where number, time and space are no +longer what they are in this. + +LADY. I'd like to die, yet I don't want to. I think I must be dead +already. + +STRANGER. The air up here's too strong. + +LADY. You can't love me if you speak like that. + +STRANGER. To be frank, there are moments when you don't exist for +me. But in others I feel your hatred like suffocating smoke. + +LADY. And I feel my heart creeping from my breast, when you are +angry with me. + +STRANGER. Then we must hate one other. + +LADY. And love one another too. + +STRANGER. And hate because we love. We hate each other, because +we're bound together. We hate the bond, we hate our love; we hate +what is most loveable, what is the bitterest, the best this life +can offer. We've come to an end! + +LADY. Yes. + +STRANGER. What a joke life is, if you take it seriously. And how +serious, if you take it as a joke! You wanted to lead me by the +hand towards the light; your easier fate was to make mine easier +too. I wanted to raise you above the bogs and quicksands; but you +longed for the lower regions, and wanted to convince me they were +the upper ones. I ask myself if it's possible that you took what +was wicked from me, when I was freed from it; and that what was +good in you entered into me? If I've made you wicked I ask your +pardon, and I kiss your little hand, that caressed and scratched me ... +the little hand that led me into the darkness ... and on the long +journey to Damascus. ... + +LADY. To a parting? (Silence.) Yes, a parting! + +(The LADY goes on her way. The STRANGER falls on to a chair by the +table. The TEMPTER puts his head in at the window, and rests +himself on his elbows whilst he smokes a cigarette.) + +TEMPTER. Ah, yes! C'est l'amour! The most mysterious of all +mysteries, the most inexplicable of all that can't be explained, +the most precarious of all that's insecure. + +STRANGER. So you're here? + +TEMPTER. I'm always everywhere, where it smells of quarrels. And in +love affairs there are always quarrels. + +STRANGER. Always? + +TEMPTER. Always! I was invited to a silver wedding yesterday. +Twenty-five years are no trifle--and for twenty-five years they'd +been quarrelling. The whole love affair had been one long shindy, +with many little ones in between! And yet they loved one another, +and were grateful for all the good that had come to them; the evil +was forgotten, wiped out--for a moment's happiness is worth ten +days of blows and pinpricks. Oh yes! Those who won't accept evil +never get anything good. The rind's very bitter, though the +kernel's sweet. + +STRANGER. But very small. + +TEMPTER. It may be small, but it's good! (Pause.) Tell me, why did +your madonna go her way? No answer; because he doesn't know! Now +we'll have to let the hotel again. Here's a board. I'll hang it out +at once. 'To Let.' One comes, another goes! C'est la vie, quoi? +Rooms for Travellers! + +STRANGER. Have you ever been married? + +TEMPTER. Oh yes. Of course. + +STRANGER. Then why did you part? + +TEMPTER. Chiefly--perhaps it's a peculiarity of mine--chiefly +because--well, you know, a man marries to get a home, to get into a +home; and a woman to get out of one. She wanted to get out, and I +wanted to get in! I was so made that I couldn't take her into +company, because I felt as if she were soiled by men's glances. And +in company, my splendid, wonderful wife turned into a little +grimacing monkey I couldn't bear the sight of. So I stayed at home; +and then, she stayed away. And when I met her again, she'd changed +into someone else. She, my pure white notepaper, was scribbled all +over; her clear and lovely features changed in imitation of the +satyr-like looks of strange men. I could see miniature photographs +of bull-fighters and guardsmen in her eyes, and hear the strange +accents of strange men in her voice. On our grand piano, on which +only the harmonies of the great masters used to be heard, she now +played the cabaret songs of strange men; and on our table there lay +nothing but the favourite reading of strange men. In a word, my +whole existence was on the way to becoming an intellectual +concubinage with strange men--and that was contrary to my nature, +which has always longed for women! And--I need hardly say this--the +tastes of these strange men were always the reverse of mine. She +developed a real genius for discovering things I detested! That's +what she called 'saving her personality.' Can you understand that? + +STRANGER. I can; but I won't attempt to explain it. + +TEMPTER. Yet this woman maintained she loved me, and that I didn't +love her. But I loved her so much I didn't want to speak to any +other human being; because I feared to be untrue to her if I found +pleasure in the company of others, even if they were men. I'd +married for feminine society; and in order to enjoy it I'd left my +friends. I'd married in order to find company, but what I got was +complete solitude! And I was supporting house and home, in order to +provide strange men with feminine companionship. _C'est l'amour_, +my friend! + +STRANGER. You should never talk about your wife. + +TEMPTER. No! For if you speak well of her, people will laugh; and +if you speak ill, all their sympathy will go out to her; and if, in +the first instance, you ask why they laugh, you get no answer. + +STRANGER. No. You can never find out who you've married. Never get +hold of her--it seems she's no one. Tell me--what is woman? + +TEMPTER. I don't know! Perhaps a larva or a chrysalis, out of whose +trance-like life a man one day will be created. She seems a child, +but isn't one; she is a sort of child, and yet not like one. Drags +downward, when the man pulls up. Drags upward, when the man pulls +down. + +STRANGER. She always wants to disagree with her husband; always has +a lot of sympathy for what he dislikes; is crudest beneath the +greatest superficial refinement; the wickedest amongst the best. +And yet, whenever I've been in love, I've always grown more +sensitive to the refinements of civilisation. + +TEMPTER. You, I dare say. What about her? + +STRANGER. Oh, whilst our love was growing _she_ was always +developing backwards. And getting cruder and more wicked. + +TEMPTER. Can you explain that? + +STRANGER. No. But once, when I was trying to find the solution to +the riddle by disagreeing with myself, I took it that she absorbed +my evil and I her good. + +TEMPTER. Do you think woman's particularly false? + +STRANGER. Yes and no. She seeks to hide her weakness but that only +means that she's ambitious and has a sense of shame. Only whores +are honest, and therefore cynical. + +TEMPTER. Tell me some more about her that's good. + +STRANGER. I once had a woman friend. She soon noticed that when I +drank I looked uglier than usual; so she begged me not to. I +remember one night we'd been talking in a café for many hours. When +it was nearly ten o'clock, she begged me to go home and not to +drink any more. We parted, after we'd said goodnight. A few days +later I heard she'd left me only to go to a large party, where she +drank till morning. Well, I said, as in those days I looked for all +that was good in women, she meant well by me, but had to pollute +herself for business reasons. + +TEMPTER. That's well thought out; and, as a view, can be defended. +She wanted to make you better than herself, higher and purer, so +that she could look up to you! But you can find an equally good +explanation for that. A wife's always angry and out of humour with +her husband; and the husband's always kind and grateful to his +wife. He does all he can to make things easy for her, and she does +all she can to torture him. + +STRANGER. That's not true. Of course it may sometimes appear to be +so. I once had a woman friend who shifted all the defects that she +had on to me. For instance, she was very much in love with herself, +and therefore called me the most egoistical of men. She drank, and +called me a drunkard; she rarely changed her linen and said I was +dirty; she was jealous, even of my men friends, and called me +Othello. She was masterful and called me Nero. Niggardly and called +me Harpagon. + +TEMPTER. Why didn't you answer her? + +STRANGER. You know why very well! If I'd made clear to her what she +really was, I'd have lost her favour that moment--and it was +precisely her favour I wanted to keep. + +TEMPTER. _A tout prix_! Yes, that's the source of degradation! You +grow accustomed to holding your tongue, and at last find yourself +caught in a tissue of falsehoods. + +STRANGER. Wait! Don't you agree that married people so mix their +personalities that they can no longer distinguish between meum and +tuum, no longer remain separate from one another, or cannot tell +their own weaknesses from those of the other. My jealous friend, +who called me Othello, took me for herself, identified me with +herself. + +TEMPTER. That sounds conceivable. + +STRANGER. You see! You can often explain most if you don't ask +who's to blame. For when married people begin to differ, it's like +a realm divided against itself, and that's the worst kind of +disharmony. + +TEMPTER. There are moments when I think a woman cannot love a man. + +STRANGER. Perhaps not. To love is an active verb and woman's a +passive noun. He loves and she is loved; he asks questions and she +merely answers. + +TEMPTER. Then what is woman's love? + +STRANGER. The man's. + +TEMPTER. Well said. And therefore when the man ceases to love her, +she severs herself from him! + +STRANGER. And then? + +TEMPTER. 'Sh! Someone's coming. Perhaps to take the house! + +STRANGER. A woman or a man? + +TEMPTER. A woman! And a man. But he's waiting outside. Now he's +turned and is going into the wood. Interesting! + +STRANGER. Who is it? + +TEMPTER. You can see for yourself. + +STRANGER (looking out of the window). It's she! My first wife! My +first love! + +TEMPTER. It seems she's left her second husband recently ... and +arrived here with number three; who, if one can judge by certain +movements of his back and calves, is escaping from a stormy scene. +Oh, well! But she didn't notice his spiteful intentions. Very +interesting! I'll go out and listen. + +(He disappears. The WOMAN knocks.) + +STRANGER. Come in! + +(The WOMAN comes in. There is a silence.) + +WOMAN (excitedly). I only came here because the house was to let. + +STRANGER. Oh! + +WOMAN (slowly). Had I known who wanted to let it, I shouldn't have +come. + +STRANGER. What does it matter? + +WOMAN. May I sit down a moment? I'm tired. + +STRANGER. Please do. (They sit down at the table opposite one +another, in the seats occupied by the STRANGER and the LADY in the +first scene.) It's a long time since we've sat facing one another +like this. + +WOMAN. With flowers and lights on the table. One night ... + +STRANGER. When I was dressed as a bridegroom and you as a bride ... + +WOMAN. And the candle flames were still as in prayer and the +flowers pensive. ... + +STRANGER. Is your husband outside? + +WOMAN. No. + +STRANGER. You're still seeking ... what doesn't exist? + +WOMAN. Doesn't it? + +STRANGER. No. I always told you so, but you wouldn't believe me; +you wanted to find out for yourself. Have you found out now? + +WOMAN. Not yet. + +STRANGER. Why did you leave your husband? (The WOMAN doesn't +reply.) Did he beat you? + +WOMAN. Yes. + +STRANGER. How did he come to forget himself so far? + +WOMAN. He was angry. + +STRANGER. What about? + +WOMAN. Nothing. + +STRANGER. Why was he angry about nothing? + +WOMAN (rising). No, thank you! I won't sit here and be picked to +pieces. Where's your wife? + +STRANGER. She left me just now. + +WOMAN. Why? + +STRANGER. Why did you leave me? + +WOMAN. I felt you wanted to leave me; so, not to be deserted, I +went myself. + +STRANGER. I dare say that's true. But how could you read my +thoughts? + +WOMAN (sitting down again). What? We didn't need to speak in order +to know one another's thoughts. + +STRANGER. We made a mistake when we were living together, because +we accused each other of wicked thoughts before they'd become +actions; and lived in mental reservations instead of realities. For +instance, I once noticed how you enjoyed the defiling gaze of a +strange man, and I accused you of unfaithfulness. + +WOMAN. You were wrong to do so, and right. Because my thoughts were +sinful. + +STRANGER. Don't you think my habit of 'anticipating you' prevented +your bad designs from being put in practice? + +WOMAN. Let me think! Yes, perhaps it did. But I was annoyed to find +a spy always at my side, watching my inmost self, that was my own. + +STRANGER. But it wasn't your own: it was ours! + +WOMAN. Yes, but I held it to be mine, and believed you'd no right +to force your way in. When you did so I hated you; I said you were +abnormally suspicious out of self-defence. Now I can admit that +your suspicions were never wrong; that they were, in fact, the +purest wisdom. + +STRANGER. Oh! Do you know that, at night, when we'd said good-night +as friends and gone to sleep, I used to wake and feel your hatred +poisoning me; and think of getting out of bed so as not to be +suffocated. One night I woke and felt a pressure on the top of my +head. I saw you were awake and had put your hand close to my mouth. +I thought you were making me inhale poison from a phial; and, to +make sure, I seized your hand. + +WOMAN. I remember. + +STRANGER. What did you do then? + +WOMAN. Nothing. Only hated you. + +STRANGER. Why? + +WOMAN. Because you were my husband. Because I ate your bread. + +STRANGER. Do you think it's always the same? + +WOMAN. I don't know. I suspect it is. + +STRANGER. But sometimes you've even despised me? + +WOMAN. Yes, when you were ridiculous. A man in love is always +ridiculous. Do you know what a cox-comb is? That's what a lover's +like. + +STRANGER. But if any man who loves you is ridiculous, how can you +respond to his love? + +WOMAN. We don't! We submit to it, and search for another man who +doesn't love us. + +STRANGER. But if he, in turn, begins to love you, do you look for a +third? + +WOMAN. Perhaps it's like that. + +STRANGER. Very strange. (There is a silence.) I remember you were +always dreaming of someone you called your Toreador, which I +translated by 'horse butcher.' You eventually got him, but he gave +you no children, and no bread; only beatings! A toreador's always +fighting. (Silence.) Once I let myself be tempted into trying to +compete with the toreador. I started to bicycle and fence and do +other things of the kind. But you only began to detest me for it. +That means that the husband mayn't do what the lover may. Later you +had a passion for page boys. One of them used to sit on the +Brussels carpet and read you bad verses. ... My good ones were of +no use to you. Did you get your page boy? + +WOMAN. Yes. But his verses weren't bad, really. + +STRANGER. Oh yes, they were, my dear. I know him! He stole my +rhythms and set them for the barrel organ. + +WOMAN (rising and going to the door.) You should be ashamed of +yourself. + +(The TEMPTER conies in, holding a letter in his hand.) + +TEMPTER. Here's a letter. It's for you. (The WOMAN takes it, reads +it and falls into a chair.) A farewell note! Oh, well! All +beginnings are hard--in love affairs. And those who lack the +patience to surmount initial difficulties--lose the golden fruit. +Pages are always impatient. Unknown youth, have you had enough? + +STRANGER (rising and picking up his hat). My poor Anna! + +WOMAN. Don't leave me. + +STRANGER. I must. + +WOMAN. Don't go. You were the best of them all. + +TEMPTER. Do you want to begin again from the beginning? That would +be a sure way to make an end of this. For if lovers only find one +another, they lose one another! What is love? Say something witty, +each one of you, before we part. + +WOMAN. I don't know what it is. The highest and the loveliest of +things, that has to sink to the lowest and the ugliest. + +STRANGER. A caricature of godly love. + +TEMPTER. An annual plant, that blossoms during the engagement, goes +to seed in marriage and then sinks to the earth to wither and die. + +WOMAN. The loveliest flowers have no seed. The rose is the flower +of love. + +STRANGER. And the lily that of innocence. That can form seeds, but +only opens her white cup to kisses. + +TEMPTER. And propagates her kind with buds, out of which fresh +lilies spring, like chaste Minerva who sprang fully armed from the +head of Zeus, and not from his royal loins. Oh yes, children, I've +understood much, but never this: what the beloved of my soul has to +do with. ... (He hesitates.) + +STRANGER. Well, go on! + +TEMPTER. What all-powerful love, that is the marriage of souls, has +to do with the propagation of the species! + +STRANGER and WOMAN. Now he's come to the point! + +TEMPTER. I've never been able to understand how a kiss, that's an +unborn word, a soundless speech, a quiet language of the soul, can +be exchanged, by means of a hallowed procedure, for a surgical +operation, that always ends in tears and the chattering of teeth. +I've never understood how that holy night, the first in which two +souls embrace each other in love, can end in the shedding of blood, +in quarrelling, hate, mutual contempt--and lint! (He holds his +mouth shut.) + +STRANGER. Suppose the story of the fall were true? In pain shalt +thou bring forth children. + +TEMPTER. In that case one could understand. + +WOMAN. Who is the man who says these things? + +TEMPTER. Only a wanderer on the quicksands of this life. (The WOMAN +rises.) So you're ready to go. Who will go first? + +STRANGER. I shall. + +TEMPTER. Where? + +STRANGER. Upwards. And you? + +TEMPTER. I shall stay down here, in between. ... + +Curtain. + + + +ACT IV + +SCENE I + +CHAPTER HOUSE OF THE MONASTERY + +[A Gothic chapter house. In the background arcades lead to the +cloisters and the courtyard of the monastery. In the middle of the +courtyard there is a well with a statue of the Virgin Mary, +surrounded by long-stemmed white roses. The walls of the chapter +house are filled with built-in choir stalls of oak. The PRIOR'S own +stall is in the middle to the right and rather higher than the +rest. In the middle of the chapter house an enormous crucifix. The +sun is shining on the statue of the Virgin in the courtyard. The +STRANGER enters from the back. He is wearing a coarse monkish cowl, +with a rope round his waist and sandals on his feet. He halts in +the doorway and looks at the chapter house, then goes over to the +crucifix and stops in front of it. The last strophe of the choral +service can be heard from across the courtyard. The CONFESSOR +enters from the back; he is dressed in black and white; he has long +hair and along beard and a very small tonsure that can hardly be +seen.] + +CONFESSOR. Peace be with you! + +STRANGER. And with you. + +CONFESSOR. How do you like this white house? + +STRANGER. I can only see blackness. + +CONFESSOR. You still are black; but you'll grow white, quite white! +Did you sleep well last night? + +STRANGER. Dreamlessly, like a tired child. But tell me: why do I +find so many locked doors? + +CONFESSOR. You'll gradually learn to open them. + +STRANGER. Is this a large building? + +CONFESSOR. Endless! It dates from the time of Charlemagne and has +continually grown through pious benefactions. Untouched by the +spiritual upheavals and changes of different epochs, it stands on +its rocky height as a monument of Western culture. That is to say: +Christian faith wedded to the knowledge of Hellas and Rome. + +STRANGER. So it's not merely a religious foundation? + +CONFESSOR. No. It embraces all the arts and sciences as well. +There's a library, museum, observatory and laboratory--as you'll +see later. Agriculture and horticulture are also studied here; and +a hospital for laymen, with its own sulphur springs, is attached to +the monastery. + +STRANGER. One word more, before the chapter assembles. What kind of +man is the Prior? + +CONFESSOR (smiling). He is the Prior! Aloof, without peer, dwelling +on the summits of human knowledge, and ... well, you'll see him +soon. + +STRANGER. Is it true that he's so old? + +CONFESSOR. He's reached an unusual age. He was born at the +beginning of the century that's now nearing its end. + +STRANGER. Has he always been in the monastery? + +CONFESSOR. No. He's not always been a monk, though always a priest. +Once he was a minister, but that was seventy years ago. Twice +curator of the university. Archbishop. ... 'Sh! Mass is over. + +STRANGER. I presume he's not the kind of unprejudiced priest who +pretends to have vices when he has none? + +CONFESSOR. Not at all. But he's seen life and mankind, and he's +more human than priestly. + +STRANGER. And the fathers? + +CONFESSOR. Wise men, with strange histories, and none of them +alike. + +STRANGER. Who can never have known life as it's lived. ... + +CONFESSOR. All have lived their lives, more than once; have +suffered shipwreck, started again, gone to pieces and risen +once more. You must wait. + +STRANGER. The Prior's sure to ask me questions. I don't think +I can agree to everything. + +CONFESSOR. On the contrary, you must show yourself as you are; and +defend your opinions to the last. + +STRANGER. Will contradiction be permitted here? + +CONFESSOR. Here? You're a child, who's lived in a childish world, +where you've played with thoughts and words. You've lived in the +erroneous belief that language, a material thing, can be a vehicle +for anything so subtle as thoughts and feelings. We've discovered +that error, and therefore speak as little as possible; for we are +aware of, and can divine, the innermost thoughts of our neighbour. +We've so developed our perceptive faculties by spiritual exercises +that we are linked in a single chain; and can detect a feeling of +pleasure and harmony, when there's complete accord. The Prior, who +has trained himself most rigorously, can feel if anyone's thoughts +have strayed into wrong paths. In some respects he's like--merely +like, I say--a telephone engineer's galvanometer, that shows when +and where a current has been interrupted. Therefore we can have no +secrets from one another, and so do not need the confessional. +Think of all this when you confront the searching eye of the Prior! + +STRANGER. Is there any intention of examining me? + +CONFESSOR. Oh no. There are merely a few questions to answer +without any deep meaning, before the practical examinations. Quiet! +Here they are. + +(He goes to one side. The PRIOR enters from the back. He is dressed +entirely in white and he has pulled up his hood. He is a tall man +with long white hair and along white beard-his head is like that of +Jupiter. His face is pale, but full and without wrinkles. His eyes +are large, surrounded by shadows and his eyebrows strongly marked. +A quiet, majestic calm reigns over his whole personality. The PRIOR +is followed by twelve Fathers, dressed in black and white, with +black hoods, also pulled up. All bow to the crucifix and then go to +their places.) + +PRIOR (after looking at the STRANGER for a moment.) What do you +seek here? (The STRANGER is confused and tries to find an answer, +but cannot. The PRIOR goes on, calmly, firmly, but indulgently.) +Peace? Isn't that so? (The STRANGER makes a sign of assent with +head and mouth.) But if the whole of life is a struggle, how can +you find peace amongst the living? (The STRANGER is not able to +answer.) Do you want to turn your back on life because you feel +you've been injured, cheated? + +STRANGER (in a weak voice). Yes. + +PRIOR. So you've been defrauded, unjustly dealt with? And this +injustice began so early that you, an innocent child, couldn't +imagine you'd committed any crime that was worthy of punishment. +Well, once you were unjustly accused of stealing fruit; tormented +into taking the offence on yourself; tortured into telling lies +about yourself and forced to beg forgiveness for a fault you'd not +committed. Wasn't it so? + +STRANGER (with certainty). Yes. It was. + +PRIOR. It was; and you've never been able to forget it. Never. Now +listen, you've a good memory; can you remember _The Swiss Family +Robinson_? + +STRANGER (shrinking). _The Swiss Family Robinson_? + +PRIOR. Yes. Those events that caused you such mental torture +happened in 1857, but at Christmas 1856, that is the year before, +you tore a copy of that book and out of fear of punishment hid it +under a chest in the kitchen. (The STRANGER is taken aback.) The +wardrobe was painted in oak graining, and clothes hung in its upper +part, whilst shoes stood below. This wardrobe seemed enormously big +to you, for you were a small child, and you couldn't imagine it +could ever be moved; but during spring cleaning at Easter what was +hidden was brought to light. Fear drove you to put the blame on a +schoolfellow. And now he had to endure torture, because appearances +were against him, for you were thought to be trustworthy. After +this the history of your sorrows comes as a logical sequence. You +accept this logic? + +STRANGER. Yes. Punish me! + +PRIOR. No. I don't punish; when I was a child I did--similar +things. But will you now promise to forget this history of your own +sufferings for all time and never to recount it again? + +STRANGER. I promise! If only he whom I took advantage of could +forgive me. + +PRIOR. He has already. Isn't that so, Pater Isidor? + +ISIDOR (who was the DOCTOR in the first part of 'The Road to +Damascus,' rising). With my whole heart! + +STRANGER. It's you! + +ISIDOR. Yes. I. + +PRIOR (to FATHER ISIDOR). Pater Isidor, say a word, just one. + +ISIDOR. It was in the year 1856 that I had to endure my torture. +But even in 1854 one of my brothers suffered in the same way, owing +to a false accusation on my part. (To the STRANGER.) So we're all +guilty and not one of us is without blemish; and I believe my +victim had no clear conscience either. (He sits down.) + +PRIOR. If we could only stop accusing one another and particularly +Eternal Justice! But we're born in guilt and all resemble Adam! (To +the STRANGER.) There was something you wanted to know, was there +not? + +STRANGER. I wanted to know life's inmost meaning. + +PRIOR. The very innermost! So you wanted to learn what no man's +permitted to know. Pater Uriel! (PATER URIEL, who is blind, rises. +The PRIOR speaks to the STRANGER.) Look at this blind father! We +call him Uriel in remembrance of Uriel Acosta, whom perhaps you've +heard of? (The STRANGER makes a sign that he has not.) You haven't? +All young people should have heard of him. Uriel Acosta was a +Portuguese of Jewish descent, who, however, was brought up in the +Christian faith. When he was still fairly young he began to +inquire--you understand--to inquire if Christ were really God; with +the result that he went over to the Jewish faith. And then he began +research into the Mosaic writings and the immortality of the soul, +with the result that the Rabbis handed him over to the Christian +priesthood for punishment. A long time after he returned to the +Jewish faith. But his thirst for knowledge knew no bounds, and he +continued his researches till he found he'd reached absolute +nullity; and in despair that he couldn't learn the final secret he +took his own life with a pistol shot. (Pause.) Now look at our good +father Uriel here. He, too, was once very young and anxious to +know; he always wanted to be in the forefront of every modern +movement, and he discovered new philosophies. I may add, by the +way, that he's a friend of my boyhood and almost as old as I. Now +about 1820 he came upon the so-called rational philosophy, that had +already lain in its grave for twenty years. With this system of +thought, which was supposed to be a master key, all locks were to +be picked, all questions answered and all opponents confuted-- +everything was clear and simple. In those days Uriel was a strong +opponent of all religions and in particular followed the +Mesmerists, as the hypnotisers of that age were called. In 1830 our +friend became a Hegelian, though, to be sure, rather late in the +day. Then he re-discovered God, a God who was immanent in nature +and in man, and found he was a little god himself. Now, as ill-luck +would have it, there were two Hegels, just as there were two +Voltaires; and the later, or more conservative Hegel, had developed +his All-godhead till it had become a compromise with the Christian +view. And so Father Uriel, who never wanted to be behind the times, +became a rationalistic Christian, who was given the thankless task +of combating Rationalism and himself. (Pause.) I'll shorten the +whole sad history for Father Uriel's sake. In 1850 he again became +a materialist and an enemy of Christianity. In 1870 he became a +hypnotist, in 1880 a theosophist, and 1890 he wanted to shoot +himself! I met him just at that time. He was sitting on a bench in +Unter den Linden in Berlin, and he was blind. This Uriel was blind-- +and Uriel means 'God is my Light'--who for a century had marched +with the torch of liberalism at the head of _every_ modern +movement! (To the STRANGER.) You see, he wanted to know, but he +failed! And therefore he now believes. Is there anything else you'd +like to know? + +STRANGER. One thing only. + +PRIOR. Speak. + +STRANGER. If Father Uriel had held to his first faith in 1810, men +would have called him conservative or old-fashioned; but now, as +he's followed the developments of his time and has therefore +discarded his youthful faith, men will call him a renegade--that's +to say: whatever he does mankind will blame him. + +PRIOR. Do you heed what men say? Father Clemens, may I tell him how +you heeded what men said? (PATER CLEMENS rises and makes a gesture +of assent.) Father Clemens is our greatest figure painter. In the +world outside he's known by another name, a very famous one. Father +Clemens was a young man in 1830. He felt he had a talent for +painting and gave himself up to it with his whole soul. When he was +twenty he was exhibiting. The public, the critics, his teachers, +and his parents were all of the opinion that he'd made a mistake in +the choice of his profession. Young Clemens heeded what men were +saying, so he laid down his brush and turned bookseller. When he +was fifty years of age, and had his life behind him, the paintings +of his early years were discovered by some stranger; and were then +recognised as masterpieces by the public, the critics, his teachers +and relations! But it was too late. And when Father Clemens +complained of the wickedness of the world, the world answered with +a heartless grin: 'Why did you let yourself be taken in?' Father +Clemens grieved so much at this, that he came to us. But he doesn't +grieve any longer now. Or do you, Father Clemens? + +CLEMENS. No! But that isn't the end of the story. The paintings I'd +done in 1830 were admired and hung in a museum till 1880. Taste +then changed very quickly, and one day an important newspaper +announced that their presence there was an outrage. So they were +banished to the attic. + +PRIOR (to the STRANGER). That's a good story! + +CLEMENS. But it's still not finished. By 1890 taste had so changed +again that a professor of the History of Art wrote that it was a +national scandal that my works should be hanging in an attic. So +the pictures were brought down again, and, for the time being, are +classical. But for how long? From that you can see, young man, in +what worldly fame consists? Vanitas vanitatum vanitas! + +STRANGER. Then is life worth living? + +PRIOR. Ask Pater Melcher, who is experienced not only in the world +of deception and error, but also in that of lies and contradictions. +Follow him: he'll show you the picture gallery and tell you stories. + +STRANGER. I'll gladly follow anyone who can teach me something. + +(PATER MELCHER takes the STRANGER by the hand and leads him out of +the Chapter House.) + +Curtain. + + +SCENE II + +PICTURE GALLERY OF THE MONASTERY + +[Picture Gallery of the Monastery. There are mostly portraits of +people with two heads.] + +MELCHER. Well, first we have here a small landscape, by an unknown +master, called 'The Two Towers.' Perhaps you've been in Switzerland +and know the originals. + +STRANGER. I've been in Switzerland! + +MELCHER. Exactly. Then near the station of Amsteg on the Gotthard +railway you've seen a tower, called Zwing-Uri, sung of by Schiller +in his _Wilhelm Tell_. It stands there as a monument to the cruel +oppression which the inhabitants of Uri suffered at the hands of +the German Emperors. Good! On the Italian side of the Gotthard lies +Bellinzona, as you know. There are many towers to be seen there, +but the most curious is called Castel d'Uri. That's the monument +recalling the cruel oppression which the Italian cantons suffered +at the hands of the inhabitants of Uri! Now do you understand? + +STRANGER. So freedom means: freedom to oppress others. That's new +to me. + +MELCHER. Then let's go on without further comment to the portrait +collection. Number one in the catalogue. Boccaccio, with two heads-- +all our portraits have at least two heads. His story's well known. +The great man began his career by writing dissolute and godless +tales, which he dedicated to Queen Johanna of Naples, who'd seduced +the son of St. Brigitta. Boccaccio ended up as a saint in a +monastery where he lectured on Dante's Hell and the devils that, in +his youth, he had thought to drive out in a most original way. +You'll notice now, how the two faces are meeting each other's gaze! + +STRANGER. Yes. But all trace of humour's lacking; and humour's to +be expected in a man who knew himself as well as our friend +Boccaccio did. + +MELCHER. Number two in the catalogue. Ah, yes; that's two-headed +Doctor Luther. The youthful champion of tolerance and the aged +upholder of intolerance. Have I said enough? + +STRANGER. Quite enough. + +MELCHER. Number three in the catalogue. The great Gustavus Adolphus +accepting Catholic funds from Cardinal Richelieu in order to fight +for Protestantism, whilst remaining neutral in the face of the +Catholic League. + +STRANGER. How do Protestants explain this threefold contradiction? + +MELCHER. They say it's not true. Number four in the catalogue. +Schiller, the author of The Robbers, who was offered the freedom of +the City of Paris by the leaders of the French Revolution in 1792; +but who had been made a State Councillor of Meiningen as early as +1790 and a royal Danish Stipendiary in 1791. The scene depicts the +State Councillor--and friend of his Excellency Goethe--receiving +the Diploma of Honour from the leaders of the French Revolution as +late as 1798. Think of it, the diploma of the Reign of Terror in +the year 1798, when the Revolution was over and the country under +the Directory! I'd have liked to have seen the Councillor and his +friend, His Excellency! But it didn't matter, for two years later +he repaid his nomination by writing the _Song of the Bell_, in +which he expressed his thanks and begged the revolutionaries to +keep quiet! Well, that's life. We're intelligent people and love +_The Robbers_ as much as _The Song of the Bell_; Schiller as much +as Goethe! + +STRANGER. The work remains, the master perishes. + +MELCHER. Goethe, yes! Number five in the catalogue. He began with +Strassburg cathedral and _Götz von Berlichingen_, two hurrahs for +gothic Germanic art against that of Greece and Rome. Later he +fought against Germanism and for Classicism. Goethe against Goethe! +There you see the traditional Olympic calm, harmony, etc., in the +greatest disharmony with itself. But depression at this turns into +uneasiness when the young Romantic school appears and combats the +Goethe of _Iphigenia_ with theories drawn from Goethe's _Goetz_. +That the 'great heathen' ends up by converting Faust in the Second +Part, and allowing him to be saved by the Virgin Mary and the +angels, is usually passed over in silence by his admirers. Also the +fact that a man of such clear vision should, towards the end of his +life, have found everything so 'strange,' and 'curious,' even the +simplest facts that he'd previously seen through. His last wish was +for 'more light'! Yes; but it doesn't matter. We're intelligent +people and love our Goethe just the same. + +STRANGER. And rightly. + +MELCHER. Number six in the catalogue. Voltaire! He has more than +two heads. The Godless One, who spent his whole life defending God. +The Mocker, who was mocked, because 'he believed in God like a +child.' The author of the cynical 'Candide,' who wrote: + + In my youth I sought the pleasures + Of the senses, but I learned + That their sweetness was illusion + Soon to bitterness it turned. + In old age I've come to see + Life is nought but vanity. + +Dr. Knowall, who thought he could grasp everything between Heaven +and Earth by means of reason and science, sings like this, when he +comes to the end of his life: + + I had thought to find in knowledge + Light to guide me on my way; + Yet I still must walk in darkness + All that's known must soon decay. + Ignorance, I turn to thee! + Knowledge is but vanity. + +But that's no matter! Voltaire can be put to many uses. The Jews +use him against the Christians, and the Christians use him against +the Jews, because he was an anti-Semite, like Luther. Chateaubriand +used him to defend Catholicism, and Protestants use him even to-day +to attack Catholicism. He was a fine fellow! + +STRANGER. Then what's your view? + +MELCHER. We have no views here; we've faith, as I've told you +already. And that's why we've only one head--placed exactly above +the heart. (Pause.) In the meantime let's look at number seven in +the catalogue. Ah, Napoleon! The creation of the Revolution itself! +The Emperor of the People, the Nero of Freedom, the suppressor of +Equality and the 'big brother' of Fraternity. He's the most cunning +of all the two-headed, for he could laugh at himself, raise himself +above his own contradictions, change his skin and his soul, and yet +be quite explicable to himself in every transformation--convinced, +self-authorised. There's only one other man who can be compared +with him in this; Kierkegaard the Dane. From the beginning he was +aware of this parthenogenesis of the soul, whose capacity to +multiply by taking cuttings was equivalent to bringing forth young +in this life without conception. And for that reason, and so as not +to become life's fool, he wrote under a number of pseudonyms, of +which each one constituted a 'stage on his life's way.' But did you +realise this? The Lord of life, in spite of all these precautions, +made a fool of him after all. Kierkegaard, who fought all his life +against the priesthood and the professional preachers of the State +Church, was eventually forced of necessity to become a professional +preacher himself! Oh yes! Such things do happen. + +STRANGER. The Powers That Be play tricks. ... + +MELCHER. The Powers play tricks on tricksters, and delude the +arrogant, particularly those who alone believe they possess truth +and knowledge! Number eight in the catalogue. Victor Hugo. He split +himself into countless parts. He was a peer of France, a Grandee of +Spain, a friend of Kings, and the socialist author of _Les +Misérables_. The peers naturally called him a renegade, and the +socialists a reformer. Number nine. Count Friedrich Leopold von +Stollberg. He wrote a fanatical book for the Protestants, and then +suddenly became a Catholic! Inexplicable in a sensible man. A +miracle, eh? A little journey to Damascus, perhaps? Number ten. +Lafayette. The heroic upholder of freedom, the revolutionary, who +was forced to leave France as a suspected reactionary, because he +wanted to help Louis XVI; and then was captured by the Austrians +and carried off to Olmütz as a revolutionary! What was he in +reality? + +STRANGER. Both! + +MELCHER. Yes, both. He had the two halves that made a whole--a +whole man. Number eleven. Bismarck. A paradox. The honest diplomat, +who maintained he'd discovered that to tell the truth was the +greatest of ruses. And so was compelled--by the Powers, I suppose?-- +to spend the last six years of his life unmasking himself as a +conscious liar. You're tired. Then we'll stop now. + +STRANGER. Yes, if one clings to the same ideas all one's life, and +holds the same opinions, one grows old according to nature's laws, +and gets called conservative, old-fashioned, out of date. But if +one goes on developing, keeping pace with one's own age, renewing +oneself with the perennially youthful impulses of contemporary +thought, one's called a waverer and a renegade. + +MELCHER. That's as old as the world! But does an intelligent, man +heed what he's called? One is, what one's becoming. + +STRANGER. But who revises the periodically changing views of +contemporary opinion? + +MELCHER. You ought to answer that yourself, and indeed in this way. +It is the Powers themselves who promulgate contemporary opinion, as +they develop in _apparent_ circles. Hegel, the philosopher of the +present, himself dimorphous, for both a 'left'-minded and a +'right'-minded Hegel can always be quoted, has best explained the +contradictions of life, of history and of the spirit, with his own +magic formula. Thesis: affirmation; Antithesis: negation; +Synthesis: comprehension! Young man, or rather, comparatively young +man! You began life by accepting everything, then went on to +denying everything on principle. Now end your life by comprehending +everything. Be exclusive no longer. Do not say: either--or, but: +not only--but also! In a word, or two words rather, Humanity and +Resignation! + +Curtain. + + +SCENE III + +CHAPEL OF THE MONASTERY + +[Choir of the Monastery Chapel. An open coffin with a bier cloth +and two burning candles. The CONFESSOR leads in the STRANGER by the +hand. The STRANGER is dressed in the white shirt of the novice.] + +CONFESSOR. Have you carefully considered the step you wish to take? + +STRANGER. Very carefully. + +CONFESSOR. Have you no more questions? + +STRANGER. Questions? No. + +CONFESSOR. Then stay here, whilst I fetch the Chapter and the +Fathers and Brothers, so that the solemn act may begin. + +STRANGER. Yes. Let it come to pass. + +(The CONFESSOR goes out. The STRANGER, left alone, is sunk in +thought.) + +TEMPTER (coming forward). Are you ready? + +STRANGER. So ready, that I've no answer left for you. + +TEMPTER. On the brink of the grave, I understand! You'll have to +lie in your coffin and appear to die; the old Adam will be covered +with three shovelfuls of earth, and a De Profundis will be sung. +Then you'll rise again from the dead, having laid aside your old +name, and be baptized once more like a new-born child! What will +you be called? (The STRANGER does not reply.) It is written: +Johannes, brother Johannes, because he preached in the wilderness +and ... + +STRANGER. Do not trouble me. + +TEMPTER. Speak to me a little, before you depart into the long +silence. For you'll not be allowed to speak for a whole year. + +STRANGER. All the better. Speaking at last becomes a vice, like +drinking. And why speak, if words do not cloak thoughts? + +TEMPTER. _You_ at the graveside. ... Was life so bitter? + +STRANGER. Yes. My life was. + +TEMPTER. Did you never know one pleasure? + +STRANGER. Yes, many pleasures; but they were very brief and seemed +only to exist in order to make the pain of their loss the sharper. + +TEMPTER. Can't it be put the other way round: that pain exists in +order to make joy more keen? + +STRANGER. It can be put in any way. + +(A woman enters with a child to be baptized.) + +TEMPTER. Look! A little mortal, who's to be consecrated to +suffering. + +STRANGER. Poor child! + +TEMPTER. A human history, that's about to begin. (A bridal couple +cross the stage.) And there--what's loveliest, and most bitter. +Adam and Eve in Paradise, that in a week will be a Hell, and in a +fortnight Paradise again. + +STRANGER. What is loveliest, brightest! The first, the only, the +last that ever gave life meaning! I, too, once sat in the sunlight +on a verandah, in the spring beneath the first tree to show new +green, and a small crown crowned a head, and a white veil lay like +thin morning mist over a face ... that was not that of a human +being. Then came darkness! + +TEMPTER. Whence? + +STRANGER. From the light itself. I know no more. + +TEMPTER. It could only have been a shadow, for light is needed to +throw shadows; but for darkness no light is needed. + +STRANGER. Stop! Or we'll never come to an end. + +(The CONFESSOR and the CHAPTER appear in procession.) + +TEMPTER (disappearing). Farewell! + +CONFESSOR (advancing with a large black bier-cloth). Lord! Grant +him eternal peace! + +CHOIR. May he be illumined with perpetual light! + +CONFESSOR (wrapping the STRANGER to the bier-cloth). May he rest in +peace! + +CHOIR. 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Its peculiar changes of mood, its +gallery of half unreal characters, its bizarre episodes combine to +make it a bewilderingly rich but rather 'difficult' work. It cannot +be recommended to the lover of light drama or the seeker of +momentary distraction. <i>The Road to Damascus</i> does not deal with +the superficial strata of human life, but probes into those depths +where the problems of God, and death, and eternity become +terrifying realities.</p> + +<p>Many authors have, of course, dealt with the profoundest problems +of humanity without, on that account, having been able to evoke our +interest. There may have been too much philosophy and too little +art in the presentation of the subject, too little reality and too +much soaring into the heights. That is not so with Strindberg's +drama. It is a trenchant settling of accounts between a complex and +fascinating individual—the author—and his past, and the realistic +scenes have often been transplanted in detail from his own +changeful life.</p> + +<p>In order fully to understand <i>The Road to Damascus</i> it is therefore +essential to know at least the most important features of that +background of real life, out of which the drama has grown.</p> + +<p>Parts I and II of the trilogy were written in 1898, while Part III +was added somewhat later, in the years 1900-1901. In 1898 +Strindberg had only half emerged from what was by far the severest +of the many crises through which in his troubled life he had to +pass. He had overcome the worst period of terror, which had brought +him dangerously near the borders of sanity, and he felt as if he +could again open his eyes and breathe freely. He was not free from +that nervous pressure under which he had been working, but the +worst of the inner tension had relaxed and he felt the need of +taking a survey of what had happened, of summarising and trying to +fathom what could have been underlying his apparently unaccountable +experiences. The literary outcome of this settling of accounts with +the past was <i>The Road to Damascus</i>.</p> + +<p><i>The Road to Damascus</i> might be termed a marriage drama, a mystery +drama, or a drama of penance and conversion, according as +preponderance is given to one or other of its characteristics. The +question then arises: what was it in the drama which was of deepest +significance to the author himself? The answer is to be found in +the title, with its allusion to the narrative in the Acts of the +Apostles of the journey of Saul, the persecutor, the scoffer, who, +on his way to Damascus, had an awe-inspiring vision, which +converted Saul, the hater of Christ, into Paul, the apostle of the +Gentiles. Strindberg's drama describes the progress of the author +right up to his conversion, shows how stage by stage he +relinquishes worldly things, scientific renown, and above all +woman, and finally, when nothing more binds him to this world, +takes the vows of a monk and enters a monastery where no dogmas or +theology, but only broadminded humanity and resignation hold sway. +What, however, in an inner sense, distinguishes Strindberg's drama +from the Bible narrative is that the conversion itself—although +what leads up to it is convincingly described, both logically and +psychologically—does not bear the character of a final and +irrevocable decision, but on the contrary is depicted with a +certain hesitancy and uncertainty. THE STRANGER'S entry into the +monastery consequently gives the impression of being a piece of +logical construction; the author's heart is not wholly in it. From +Strindberg's later works it also becomes evident that his severe +crisis had undoubtedly led to a complete reformation in that it +definitely caused him to turn from worldly things, of which indeed +he had tasted to the full, towards matters divine. But this did not +mean that then and there he accepted some specific religion, +whether Christian or other. One would undoubtedly come nearest to +the author's own interpretation in this respect by characterising +<i>The Road to Damascus</i> not as a drama of conversion, but as a drama +of struggle, the story of a restless, arduous pilgrimage through +the chimeras of the world towards the border beyond which eternity +stretches in solemn peace, symbolised in the drama by a mountain, +the peaks of which reach high above the clouds.</p> + +<p>In this final settling of accounts one subject is of dominating +importance, recurring again and again throughout the trilogy; it is +that of woman. Strindberg him, of course, become famous as a writer +about women; he has ruthlessly described the hatreds of love, the +hell that marriage can be, he is the creator of <i>Le Plaidoyer d'un +Fou</i> and <i>The Dance of Death</i>, he had three divorces, yet was just +as much a worshipper of woman—and at the same time a diabolical +hater of her seducing qualities under which he suffered defeat +after defeat. Each time he fell in love afresh he would compare +himself to Hercules, the Titan, whose strength was vanquished by +Queen Omphale, who clothed herself in his lion's skin, while he had +to sit at the spinning wheel dressed in women's clothes. It can be +readily understood that to a man of Strindberg's self-conceit the +problem of his relations with women must become a vital issue on +the solution of which the whole Damascus pilgrimage depended.</p> + +<p>In 1898, when Parts I and II of the trilogy were written, +Strindberg had been married twice; both marriages had ended +unhappily. In the year 1901, when the wedding scenes of Part III +were written, Strindberg had recently experienced the rapture of a +new love which, however, was soon to be clouded. It must not be +forgotten that in his entire emotional life Strindberg was an +artist and as such a man of impulse, with the spontaneity and +naivity and intensity of a child. For him love had nothing to do +with respectability and worldly calculations; he liked to think of +it as a thunderbolt striking mortals with a destructive force like +the lightning hurled by the almighty Zeus. It is easy to understand +that a man of such temperament would not be particularly suited for +married life, where self-sacrifice and strong-minded patience may +be severely tested. In addition his three wives were themselves +artists, one an authoress, the other two actresses, all of them +pronounced characters, endowed with a degree of will and +self-assertion, which, although it could not be matched against +Strindberg's, yet would have been capable of producing friction +with rather more pliant natures than that of the Swedish dramatist.</p> + +<p>In the trilogy Strindberg's first wife, Siri von Essen, his +marriage to whom was happiest and lasted longest (1877-1891), and +more especially his second wife, the Austrian authoress Frida Uhl +(married to him 1893-1897) have supplied the subject matter for his +picture of THE LADY. In the happy marriage scenes of Part III we +recognise reminiscences from the wedding of Strindberg, then +fifty-two, and the twenty-three-year-old actress Harriet Bosse, +whose marriage to him lasted from 1901 until 1904.</p> + +<p>The character of THE LADY in Parts I and II is chiefly drawn from +recollections—fairly recent when the drama was written—of Frida +Uhl and his life with her. From the very beginning her marriage to +Strindberg had been most troublous. In the autumn of 1892 +Strindberg moved from the Stockholm skerries to Berlin, where he +lived a rather hectic Bohemian life among the artists collecting in +the little tavern 'Zum Schwarzen Ferkel.' He made the acquaintance +of Frida Uhl in the beginning of the year 1893, and after a good +many difficulties was able to arrange for a marriage on the 2nd May +on Heligoland Island, where English marriage laws, less rigorous +than the German, applied. Strindberg's nervous temperament would +not tolerate a quiet and peaceful honeymoon; quite soon the couple +departed to Gravesend via Hamburg. Strindberg was too restless to +stay there and moved on to London. There he left his wife to try to +negotiate for the production of his plays, and journeyed alone to +Sellin, on the island of Rügen, after having first been compelled +to stop in Hamburg owing to lack of money. Strindberg stayed on +Rügen during the month of July, and then left for the home of his +parents-in-law at Mondsee, near Salzburg in Austria, where he was +to meet his wife. But when she was delayed a few days on the +journey from London, Strindberg impatiently departed for Berlin, +where Frida Uhl followed shortly after. About the same time an +action was brought for the suppression of the German version of <i>Le +Plaidoyer d'un Fou</i> as being immoral. This book gives an +undisguised, intensely personal picture of Strindberg's first +marriage, and was intended by him for publication only after his +death as a defence against accusations directed against him for +his behaviour towards Siri von Essen. Strindberg was acquitted +after a time, but before that his easily fired imagination had +given him a thorough shake-up, which could only hasten the crisis +which seemed to be approaching. After a trip to Brünn, where +Strindberg wrote his scientific work <i>Antibarbarus</i>, the couple +arrived in November at the home of Frida Uhl's grandparents in the +little village of Dornach, by the Upper Danube; here the wanderings +of 1893 at last came to an end. For a few months comparative peace +reigned in the artists' little home, but the birth of a daughter, +Kerstin, in May, brought this tranquillity to a sudden end. +Strindberg, who had lived in a state of nervous depression since +the 1880's, felt himself put on one side by the child, and felt ill +at ease in an environment of, as he put it in the autobiographical +<i>The Quarantine Master</i>, 'articles of food, excrements, wet-nurses +treated like milch-cows, cooks and decaying vegetables.' He longed +for cleanliness and peace, and in letters to an artist friend he +spoke of entering a monastery. He even thought of founding one +himself in the Ardennes and drew up detailed schemes for rules, +dress, and food. The longing to get away and common interests with +his Parisian friend (a musician named Leopold Littmansson) +attracted Strindberg to Paris, where he settled down in the +beginning of the autumn 1894. His wife joined him, but left again +at the close of the autumn. In reality Strindberg was at this time +almost impossible to live with. Persecution mania and hallucinations +took possession of him and his morbid suspicions knew no bounds. In +spite of this he was half conscious that there was something wrong +with his mental faculties, and in the beginning of 1895, assisted +by the Swedish Minister, he went by his own consent to the St. +Louis Hospital in Paris. During his chemical experiments, in which +among other things he tried to produce gold, he had burnt his hands, +so that he had to seek medical attention on that account also. He +wrote about this in a letter:</p> + +<p>'I am going to hospital because I am ill, because my doctor has +sent me there, and because I need to be looked after like a child, +because I am ruined. ... And it torments me and grieves me, my +nervous system is rotten, paralytic, hysterical. ...'</p> + +<p>Never before had Strindberg lived in such distress as at this +period, both physically and mentally. With shattered nerves, +sometimes over the verge of insanity, without any means of +existence other than what friends managed to scrape together, +separated from his second wife, who had opened proceedings for +divorce, far from his native land and without any prospects for the +future, he was brought to a profound religious crisis. With almost +incredible fortitude he succeeded in fighting his way through this +difficult period, with the remarkable result that the former Bohemian, +atheist, and scoffer was gradually able to emerge with the firm +assurance of a prophet, and even enter a new creative period, perhaps +mightier than before. One cannot help reflecting that a man capable of +overcoming a crisis of such a formidable character and of several years' +duration, as this one of Strindberg's had been, with reason intact and +even with increased creative power, in reality, in spite of his +hypersensitive nervous system, must have been an unusually strong man +both physically and mentally.</p> + +<p>Upon trying to define more closely what actual relation the play +has to those events of Strindberg's restless life, of which we have +given a rough outline, we find that for the most part the author +has undoubtedly made use of his own experiences, but has adapted, +combined and added to them still more, so that the result is a +mixture of real experience and imagination, all moulded into a +carefully worked out artistic form.</p> + +<p>If to begin with, we dwell for a while on Part I it is evident that +the hurried wanderings of THE STRANGER and THE LADY between the +street corner, the room in the hotel, the sea and the Rose Room +with the mother-in-law, have their foundation—often in detail—in +Strindberg's rovings with Frida Uhl. I will give a few examples. In +a book by Frida Uhl about her marriage to the Swedish genius +(splendid in parts but not very reliable) she recalls that the +month before her marriage she took rooms at Neustädtische +Kirchstrasse 1, in Berlin, facing a Gothic church in Dorotheenstrasse, +situated at the cross-roads between the post office in Dorotheenstrasse +and the café 'Zum Schwarzen Ferkel' in Wilhelmstrasse. This Berlin +environment appears to be almost exactly reproduced in the +introductory scene of Part I, where THE STRANGER and THE LADY meet +outside a little Gothic church with a post office and café adjoining. +The happy scenes by the sea are, of course, pleasant recollections +from Heligoland, and the many discussions about money matters in +the midst of the honeymoon are quite explicable when we know how +the dramatist was continually haunted by money troubles, even if +occasionally he received a big fee, and that this very financial +insecurity was one of the chief reasons why Frida Uhl's father +opposed the marriage. Again, the country scenes which follow in +Part I, shift to the hilly country round the Danube, with their +Catholic Calvaries and expiation chapels, where Strindberg lived +with his parents-in-law in Mondsee and with his wife's grandparents +in Dornach and the neighbouring village Klam, with its mill, its +smithy, and its gloomy ravine. The Rose Room was the name he gave +to the room in which he lived during his stay with his mother-in-law +and his daughter Kerstin in Klam in the autumn of 1896, as he has +himself related in one of his autobiographical books <i>Inferno</i>. +In this way we could go on, showing how the localities which are +to be met with in the drama often correspond in detail to the +places Strindberg had visited in the course of his pilgrimage +during the years 1893-1898. Space prevents us, however, from +entering on a more detailed analysis in this respect.</p> + +<p>That THE STRANGER represents Strindberg's <i>alter ego</i> is evident in +many ways, even apart from the fact that THE STRANGER'S wanderings +from place to place, as we have already seen, bear a direct +relation to those of Strindberg himself. THE STRANGER is an author, +like Strindberg; his childhood of hate is Strindberg's own; other +details—such as for instance that THE STRANGER has refused to +attend his father's funeral, that the Parish Council has wanted to +take his child away from him, that on account of his writings he +has suffered lawsuits, illness, poverty, exile, divorce; that in +the police description he is characterised as a person without a +permanent situation, with uncertain income; married, but had +deserted his wife and left his children; known as entertaining +subversive opinions on social questions (by <i>The Red Room</i>, <i>The +New Realm</i> and other works Strindberg became the great standard-bearer +of the Swedish Radicals in their campaign against conventionalism +and bureaucracy); that he gives the impression of not being in full +possession of his senses; that he is sought by his children's +guardian because of unpaid maintenance allowance—everything +corresponds to the experiences of the unfortunate Strindberg +himself, with all his bitter defeats in life and his triumphs in +the world of letters.</p> + +<p>Those scenes where THE STRANGER is uncertain whether the people he +sees before him are real or not—he catches hold of THE BEGGAR'S +arm to feel whether he is a real, live person—or those occasions +when he appears as a visionary or thought-reader—he describes the +kitchen in his wife's parental home without ever having seen it, +and knows her thoughts before she has expressed them—have their +deep foundation in Strindberg's mental make-up, especially as it +was during the period of tension in the middle of the 1890's, +termed the Inferno period, because at that time Strindberg thought +that he lived in hell. Our most prominent student of Strindberg, +Professor Martin Lamm, wrote about this in his work on Strindberg's +dramas:</p> + +<p>'In order to understand the first part of <i>The Road to Damascus</i> we +must take into consideration that the author had not yet shaken off +his terrifying visions and persecutionary hallucinations. He can +play with them artistically, sometimes he feels tempted to make a +joke of them, but they still retain for him their "terrifying +semi-reality." It is this which makes the drama so bewildering, +but at the same time so vigorous and affecting. Later, when +depicting dream states, he creates an artful blend of reality and +poetry. He produces more exquisite works of art, but he no longer +gives the same anguished impression of a soul striving to free +itself from the meshes of his <i>idées fixes</i>.'</p> + +<p>With his hypersensitive nervous system Strindberg, like THE +STRANGER, really gives the impression of having been a visionary. +For instance, his author friend Albert Engström, has told how one +evening during a stay far out in the Stockholm skerries, far from +all civilisation, Strindberg suddenly had a feeling that his little +daughter was ill, and wanted to return to town at once. True +enough, it turned out that the girl had fallen ill just at the time +when Strindberg had felt the warning. As regards thought-reading, +it appears that at the slightest change in expression and often for +no perceptible reason at all, Strindberg would draw the most +definite conclusions, as definite as from an uttered word or an +action. This we have to keep in mind, for instance, when judging +Strindberg's accusations against his wife in <i>Le Plaidoyer d'un +Fou</i>, the book which THE LADY in <i>The Road to Damascus</i> is tempted +to read, in spite of having been forbidden by THE STRANGER, with +tragic results. In Part III of the drama Strindberg lets THE +STRANGER discuss this thought-reading problem with his first wife. +THE STRANGER says:</p> + +<p>'We made a mistake when we were living together, because we accused +each other of wicked thoughts before they'd become actions; and +lived in mental reservations instead of realities. For instance, I +once noticed how you enjoyed the defiling gaze of a strange man, +and I accused you of unfaithfulness';</p> + +<p>to which THE LADY, to Strindberg's satisfaction, has to reply:</p> + +<p>'You were wrong to do it, and right. Because my thoughts were +sinful.'</p> + +<p>As regards the other figures in the gallery of characters in Part +I, we have already shown THE LADY as the identical counterpart in +all essentials of Strindberg's second wife, Frida Uhl. Like the +latter THE LADY is a Catholic, has a grandfather, Dr. Cornelius +Reisch—called THE OLD MAN in the drama—whose passion is shooting; +and a mother, Maria Uhl, with a predilection for religious +discourses in Strindberg's own style; another detail, the fact that +she was eighteen years old before she crossed to the other shore to +see what had shimmered dimly in the distant haze, corresponds with +Frida Uhl's statement that she had been confined in a convent until +she was eighteen and a half years old. On the other hand, the chief +female character of the drama does not correspond to her real life +counterpart in that she is supposed to have been married to a +doctor before eloping with THE STRANGER, Strindberg. Here +reminiscences from Strindberg's first marriage play a part. Siri +von Essen, Strindberg's first wife, was married to an officer, +Baron Wrangel, and both the Wrangels received Strindberg kindly in +their home as a friend. Love quickly flared up between Siri von +Essen-Wrangel and Strlndberg. She obtained a divorce from her +husband and married Strindberg. Baron von Wrangel shortly +afterwards married again, a cousin of Siri von Essen. Knowing these +matrimonial complications we understand how Strindberg must have +felt when, on the point of leaving for Heligoland to marry Frida +Uhl, he met his former wife's (Siri von Essen) first husband, Baron +Wrangel, on Lehrter Station in Berlin, and found that, like +Strindberg himself, he was on a lover's errand. Knowing all this we +need not be surprised at the extremely complicated matrimonial +relations in <i>The Road to Damascus</i>, where, for example, for the +sake of THE STRANGER, THE DOCTOR obtains a divorce from THE LADY in +order to marry THE STRANGER'S first wife. In addition to Baron +Wrangel a doctor in the town of Ystad, in the south of Sweden—Dr. +Eliasson who attended Strindberg during his most difficult period— +has stood as a model for THE DOCTOR. We note in particular that the +description of the doctor's house enclosing a courtyard on three +sides, tallies with a type of building which is characteristic of +the south of Sweden. When THE DOCTOR ruthlessly explains to THE +STRANGER that the asylum, 'The Good Help,' was not a hospital but a +lunatic asylum, he expresses Strindberg's own misgivings that the +St. Louis Hospital, of which, as mentioned above, Strindberg was +an inmate in the beginning of the year 1895, was really to be +regarded as a lunatic asylum.</p> + +<p>Even minor characters, such as CAESAR and THE BEGGAR have their +counterparts in real life, even though in the main they are +fantastic creations of his imagination. The guardian of his +daughter, Kerstin, a relative of Frida Uhl's, was called Dr. Cäsar +R. v. Weyr. Regarding THE BEGGAR it may be enough to quote +Strindberg's feelings when confronted with the collections made by +his Paris friends:</p> + +<p>'I am a beggar who has no right to go to cafés. Beggar! That is the +right word; it rings in my ears and brings a burning blush to my +cheeks, the blush of shame, humiliation, and rage!</p> + +<p>'To think that six weeks ago I sat at this table! My theatre +manager addressed me as Dear Master; journalists strove to +interview me, the photographer begged to be allowed to sell my +portrait. And now: a beggar, a branded man, an outcast from +society!'</p> + +<p>After this we can understand why Strindberg in <i>The Road to +Damascus</i> apparently in such surprising manner is seized by the +suspicion that he is himself the beggar.</p> + +<p>We have thus seen that Part I of <i>The Road to Damascus</i> is at the +same time a free creation of fantasy and a drama of portrayal. The +elements of realism are starkly manifest, but they are moulded and +hammered into a work of art by a force of combinative imagination +rising far above the task of mere descriptive realism. The scenes +unroll themselves in calculated sequence up to the central asylum +picture, from there to return in reverse order through the second +half of the drama, thus symbolising life's continuous repetition of +itself, Kierkegaard's <i>Gentagelse</i>. The first part of <i>The Road to +Damascus</i> is the one most frequently produced on the stage. This is +understandable, having regard to its firm structure and the +consistency of its faith in a Providence directing the fortunes and +misfortunes of man, whether the individual rages in revolt or +submits in quiet resignation.</p> + +<p>The second part of <i>The Road to Damascus</i> is dominated by the +scenes of the great alchemist banquet which, in all its fantastic +oddity, is one of the most suggestive ever created on the ancient +theme of the fickleness of fortune. It was suggested above that +there were two factors beyond all others binding Strindberg to the +world and making him hesitate before the monastery; one was woman, +from whom he sets himself free in Part II, after the birth of a +child—precisely as in his marriage to Frida Uhl—the other was +scientific honour, in its highest phase equivalent, to Strindberg, +to the power to produce gold. Countless were the experiments for +this purpose made by Strindberg in his primitive laboratories, and +countless his failures. To the world-famous author, literary honour +meant little as opposed to the slightest prospect of being +acknowledged as a prominent scientist. Harriet Bosse has told me +that Strindberg seldom said anything about his literary work, never +was interested in what other people thought of them, or troubled to +read the reviews; but on the other hand he would often, with +sparkling eyes and childish pride, show her strips of paper, +stained at one end with some golden-brown substance. 'Look,' he +said, 'this is pure gold, and I have made it!' In face of the +stubborn scepticism of scientific experts Strindberg was, however, +driven to despair as to his ability, and felt his dreams of fortune +shattered, as did THE STRANGER at the macabre banquet given in his +honour—a banquet which was, as a matter of fact, planned by his +Paris friends, not, as Strindberg would have liked to believe, in +honour of the great scientist, but to the great author.</p> + +<p>In Part I of <i>The Road to Damascus</i>, THE STRANGER replies with a +hesitating 'Perhaps' when THE LADY wants to lead him to the +protecting Church; and at the end of Part II he exclaims: 'Come, +priest, before I change my mind'; but in Part III his decision is +final, he enters the monastery. The reason is that not even THE +LADY in her third incarnation had shown herself capable of +reconciling him to life. The wedding day scenes just before, +between Harriet Bosse and the ageing author, form, however, the +climax of Part III and are among the most poetically moving that +Strindberg has ever written.</p> + +<p>Besides having his belief in the rapture of love shattered, THE +STRANGER also suffers disappointment at seeing his child fall short +of expectations. The meeting between the daughter Sylvia and THE +STRANGER probably refers to an episode from the summer of 1899, +when Strindberg, after long years of suffering in foreign +countries, saw his beloved Swedish skerries again, and also his +favourite daughter Greta, who had come over from Finland to meet +him. Contrary to the version given in the drama, the reunion of +father and daughter seems to have been very happy and cordial. +However, it is typical of the fate-oppressed Strindberg that in his +work even the happiest summer memories become tinged with black. +Once and for all the dark colours on his palette were the most +intense.</p> + +<p>The final entry into the monastery was more a symbol for the +struggling author's dream of peace and atonement than a real thing +in his life. It is true he visited the Benedictine monastery, +Maredsous, in Belgium in 1898, and its well stocked library came to +play a certain part In the drama, but already he realised, after +one night's sojourn there, that he had no call for the monastic +life.</p> + +<p>Seen as a whole the trilogy marks a turning point in Strindberg's +dramatic production. The logical, calculated concentration of his +naturalistic work of the 1880's has given way to a freer form of +composition, in which the atmosphere has come to mean more than the +dialogue, the musical and dreamlike qualities more than +conciseness. <i>The Road to Damascus</i> abounds with details from real +life, reproduced in sharply naturalistic manner, but these are not, +as things were in his earlier works viewed by the author <i>a priori</i> +as reality but become wrapped in dreamlike mystery. Just as with +<i>Lady Julia</i> and <i>The Father</i> Strindberg ushered in the naturalistic +drama of the 1880's, so in the years around the turn of the century +he was, with his symbolist cycle <i>The Road to Damascus</i>, to break +new ground for European drama which had gradually become stuck in +fixed formulas. <i>The Road to Damascus</i> became a landmark in world +literature both as a brilliant work of art and as bearer of new +stage technique.</p> + +<p>GUNNAR OLLÉN</p> + +<p>Translated by<br> +ESTHER JOHANSON</p> + + +<br><br> +<a name="p1"></a> +<br><br> + +<h2>PART ONE</h2> + +<h3> +CHARACTERS</h3> + +<p>THE STRANGER<br> +THE LADY<br> +THE BEGGAR<br> +THE DOCTOR<br> +HIS SISTER<br> +AN OLD MAN<br> +A MOTHER<br> +AN ABBESS<br> +A CONFESSOR</p> + +<p>less important figures<br> +FIRST MOURNER<br> +SECOND MOURNER<br> +THIRD MOURNER<br> +LANDLORD<br> +CAESAR<br> +WAITER</p> + +<p>non-speaking<br> +A SMITH<br> +MILLER'S WIFE<br> +FUNERAL ATTENDANTS</p> + + +<br><br><br> +<h3> +SCENES</h3> + + +<pre> +SCENE I Street Corner SCENE XVII +SCENE II Doctor's House SCENE XVI +SCENE III Room in an Hotel SCENE XV +SCENE IV By the Sea SCENE XIV +SCENE V On the Road SCENE XIII +SCENE VI In a Ravine SCENE XII +SCENE VII In a Kitchen SCENE XI +SCENE VIII The 'Rose' Room SCENE X +SCENE IX Convent +</pre> +<br><br><br> +<h2> +AUGUST STRINDBERG</h2> +<br><br> +<h2>THE ROAD TO DAMASCUS</h2> +<br><br><br><br> + +<h2>PART ONE</h2> + +<h3>English Version by<br> +GRAHAM RAWSON</h3> +<br><br> +<p>First Performance in England by the Stage Society at the<br> +Westminster Theatre, 2nd May 1937</p> +<br><br><br> +<p>CAST</p> + +<pre> +THE STRANGER Francis James +THE LADY Wanda Rotha +THE BEGGAR Alexander Sarner +FIRST MOURNER George Cormack +SECOND MOURNER Kenneth Bell +THIRD MOURNER Peter Bennett +FOURTH MOURNER Bryan Sears +FIFTH MOURNER Michael Boyle +SIXTH MOURNER Stephen Patrick +THE LANDLORD Stephen Jack +THE DOCTOR Neil Porter +HIS SISTER Olga Martin +CAESAR Peter Land +A WAITER Peter Bennett +AN OLD MAN A. Corney Grain +A MOTHER Frances Waring +THE SMITH Norman Thomas +THE MILLER'S WIFE Julia Sandham +AN ABBESS Natalia Moya +A CONFESSOR Tristan Rawson + +PRODUCER Carl H. Jaffe +ASSISTANT PRODUCER Ossia Trilling +</pre> + + + + +<p>PRODUCER Carl H. Jaffe<br> +ASSISTANT PRODUCER Ossia Trilling</p> +<br><br><br><br> +<p> +SCENE I</p> + +<p>STREET CORNER</p> + +<p>[Street Corner with a seat under a tree; the side-door of a small<br> +Gothic Church nearby; also a post office and a café with chairs<br> +outside it. Both post office and café are shut. A funeral march is<br> +heard off, growing louder sand then fainter. A STRANGER is standing<br> +on the edge of the pavement and seems uncertain which way to go. A<br> +church clock strikes: first the four quarters and then the hour. It<br> +is three o'clock. A LADY enters and greets the STRANGER. She is<br> +about to pass him, but stops.]</p> + +<p>STRANGER. It's you! I almost knew you'd come.</p> + +<p>LADY. You wanted me: I felt it. But why are you waiting here?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I don't know. I must wait somewhere.</p> + +<p>LADY. Who are you waiting for?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I wish I could tell you! For forty years I've been<br> +waiting for something: I believe they call it happiness; or the end<br> +of unhappiness. (Pause.) There's that terrible music again. Listen!<br> +But don't go, I beg you. I'll feel afraid, if you do.</p> + +<p>LADY. We met yesterday for the first time; and talked for four<br> +hours. You roused my sympathy, but you mustn't abuse my kindness on<br> +that account.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I know that well enough. But I beg you not to leave me.<br> +I'm a stranger here, without friends; and my few acquaintances seem<br> +more like enemies.</p> + +<p>LADY. You have enemies everywhere. You're lonely everywhere. Why<br> +did you leave your wife and children?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I wish I knew. I wish I knew why I still live; why I'm<br> +here now; where I should go and what I should do! Do you believe<br> +that the living can be damned already?</p> + +<p>LADY. No.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Look at me.</p> + +<p>LADY. Hasn't life brought you a single pleasure?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Not one! If at any time I thought so, it was merely a<br> +trap to tempt me to prolong my miseries. If ripe fruit fell into my<br> +hand, it was poisoned or rotten at the core.</p> + +<p>LADY. What is your religion—if you'll forgive the question?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Only this: that when I can bear things no longer, I shall<br> +go.</p> + +<p>LADY. Where?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Into annihilation. If I don't hold life in my hand, at<br> +least I hold death. ... It gives me an amazing feeling of power.</p> + +<p>LADY. You're playing with death!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. As I've played with life. (Pause.) I was a writer. But in<br> +spite of my melancholy temperament I've never been able to take<br> +anything seriously—not even my worst troubles. Sometimes I even<br> +doubt whether life itself has had any more reality than my books.<br> +(A De Profundis is heard from the funeral procession.) They're<br> +coming back. Why must they process up and down these streets?</p> + +<p>LADY. Do you fear them?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. They annoy me. The place might be bewitched. No, it's not<br> +death I fear, but solitude; for then one's not alone. I don't know<br> +who's there, I or another, but in solitude one's not alone. The air<br> +grows heavy and seems to engender invisible beings, who have life<br> +and whose presence can be felt.</p> + +<p>LADY. You've noticed that?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. For some time I've noticed a great deal; but not as I<br> +used to. Once I merely saw objects and events, forms and colours,<br> +whilst now I perceive ideas and meanings. Life, that once had no<br> +meaning, has begun to have one. Now I discern intention where I<br> +used to see nothing but chance. (Pause.) When I met you yesterday<br> +it struck me you'd been sent across my path, either to save me, or<br> +destroy me.</p> + +<p>LADY. Why should I destroy you?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Because it may be your destiny.</p> + +<p>LADY. No such idea ever crossed my mind; it was largely sympathy I<br> +felt for you. ... Never, in all my life, have I met anyone like<br> +you. I have only to look at you for the tears to start to my eyes.<br> +Tell me, what have you on your conscience? Have you done something<br> +wrong, that's never been discovered or punished?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You may well ask! No, I've no more sins on my conscience<br> +than other free men. Except this: I determined that life should<br> +never make a fool of me.</p> + +<p>LADY. You must let yourself be fooled, more or less, to live at<br> +all.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. That would seem a kind of duty; but one I wanted to get<br> +out of. (Pause.) I've another secret. It's whispered in the family<br> +that I'm a changeling.</p> + +<p>LADY. What's that?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. A child substituted by the elves for the baby that was<br> +born.</p> + +<p>LADY. Do you believe in such things?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No. But, as a parable, there's something to be said for<br> +it. (Pause.) As a child I was always crying and didn't seem to take<br> +to life in this world. I hated my parents, as they hated me. I<br> +brooked no constraint, no conventions, no laws, and my longing was<br> +for the woods and the sea.</p> + +<p>LADY. Did you ever see visions?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Never. But I've often thought that two beings were<br> +guiding my destiny. One offers me all I desire; but the other's<br> +ever at hand to bespatter the gifts with filth, so that they're<br> +useless to me and I can't touch them. It's true that life has given<br> +me all I asked of it—but everything's turned out worthless to me.</p> + +<p>LADY. You've had everything and yet are not content?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. That is the curse. ...</p> + +<p>LADY. Don't say that! But why haven't you desired things that<br> +transcend this life, that can never be sullied?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Because I doubt if there is a beyond.</p> + +<p>LADY. But the elves?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Are merely a fairy story. (Pointing to a seat.) Shall we<br> +sit down?</p> + +<p>LADY. Yes. Who are you waiting for?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Really, for the post office to open. There's a letter for<br> +me—it's been forwarded on but hasn't reached me. (They sit down.)<br> +But tell me something of yourself now. (The Lady takes up her<br> +crochet work.)</p> + +<p>LADY. There's nothing to tell.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Strangely enough, I should prefer to think of you like<br> +that. Impersonal, nameless—I only do know one of your names. I'd<br> +like to christen you myself—let me see, what ought you to be<br> +called? I've got it. Eve! (With a gesture towards the wings.)<br> +Trumpets! (The funeral march is heard again.) There it is again!<br> +Now I must invent your age, for I don't know how old you are. From<br> +now on you are thirty-four—so you were born in sixty-four.<br> +(Pause.) Now your character, for I don't know that either. I shall<br> +give you a good character, your voice reminds me of my mother—I<br> +mean the idea of a mother, for my mother never caressed me, though<br> +I can remember her striking me. You see, I was brought up in hate!<br> +An eye for an eye—a tooth for a tooth. You see this scar on my<br> +forehead? That comes from a blow my brother gave me with an axe,<br> +after I'd struck him with a stone. I never went to my father's<br> +funeral, because he turned me out of the house when my sister<br> +married. I was born out of wedlock, when my family were bankrupt<br> +and in mourning for an uncle who had taken his life. Now you know<br> +my family! That's the stock I come from. Once I narrowly escaped<br> +fourteen years' hard labour—so I've every reason to thank the<br> +elves, though I can't be altogether pleased with what they've done.</p> + +<p>LADY. I like to hear you talk. But don't speak of the elves: it<br> +makes me sad.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Frankly, I don't believe in them; yet they're always<br> +making themselves felt. Are these elves the souls of the unhappy,<br> +who still await redemption? If so, I am the child of an evil<br> +spirit. Once I believed I was near redemption—through a woman.<br> +But no mistake could have been greater: I was plunged into the<br> +seventh hell.</p> + +<p>LADY. You must be unhappy. But this won't go on always.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Do you think church bells and Holy Water could comfort<br> +me? I've tried them; they only made things worse. I felt like the<br> +Devil when he sees the sign of the cross. (Pause.) Let's talk about<br> +you now.</p> + +<p>LADY. There's no need. (Pause.) Have you been blamed for misusing<br> +your gifts?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I've been blamed for everything. In the town I lived in<br> +no one was so hated as I. Lonely I came in and lonely I went out.<br> +If I entered a public place people avoided me. If I wanted to rent<br> +a room, it would be let. The priests laid a ban on me from the<br> +pulpit, teachers from their desks and parents in their homes. The<br> +church committee wanted to take my children from me. Then I<br> +blasphemously shook my fist ... at heaven!</p> + +<p>LADY. Why did they hate you so?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. How should I know! Yet I do! I couldn't endure to see men<br> +suffer. So I kept on saying, and writing, too: free yourselves, I<br> +will help you. And to the poor I said: do not let the rich exploit<br> +you. And to the women: do not allow yourselves to be enslaved by<br> +the men. And—worst of all—to the children: do not obey your<br> +parents, if they are unjust. What followed was impossible to<br> +foresee. I found that everyone was against me: rich and poor, men<br> +and women, parents and children. And then came sickness and<br> +poverty, beggary and shame, divorce, law-suits, exile, solitude,<br> +and now. ... Tell me, do you think me mad?</p> + +<p>LADY. No.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You must be the only one. But I'm all the more grateful.</p> + +<p>LADY (rising). I must leave you now.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You, too?</p> + +<p>LADY. And you mustn't stay here.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Where should I go?</p> + +<p>LADY. Home. To your work.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. But I'm no worker. I'm a writer.</p> + +<p>LADY. I know. But I didn't want to hurt you. Creative power is<br> +something given you, that can also taken away. See you don't<br> +forfeit yours.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Where are you going?</p> + +<p>LADY. Only to a shop.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (after a pause). Tell me, are you a believer?</p> + +<p>LADY. I am nothing.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. All the better: you have a future. How I wish I were your<br> +old blind father, whom you could lead to the market place to sing<br> +for his bread. My tragedy is I cannot grow old that's what happens<br> +to children of the elves, they have big heads and never only cry. I<br> +wish I were someone's dog. I could follow him and never be alone<br> +again. I'd get a meal sometimes, a kick now and then, a pat<br> +perhaps, a blow often. ...</p> + +<p>LADY. Now I must go. Good-bye. (She goes out.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER (absent-mindedly). Good-bye. (He remains on the seat. He<br> +takes off his hat and wipes his forehead. Then he draws on the<br> +ground with his stick. A BEGGAR enters. He has a strange look and<br> +is collecting objects from the gutter.) White are you picking up,<br> +beggar?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Why call me that? I'm no beggar. Have I asked you for<br> +anything?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I beg your pardon. It's so hard to judge men from<br> +appearances.</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. That's true. For instance, can you guess who I am?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I don't intend to try. It doesn't interest me.</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. No one can know that in advance. Interest commonly comes<br> +afterwards—when it's too late. Virtus post nummos!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What? Do beggars know Latin?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. You see, you're interested already. Omne tulit punctum qui<br> +miscuit utile dulci. I have always succeeded in everything I've<br> +undertaken, because I've never attempted anything. I should like to<br> +call myself Polycrates, who found the gold ring in the fish's<br> +stomach. Life has given me all I asked of it. But I never asked<br> +anything; I grew tired of success and threw the ring away. Yet, now<br> +I've grown old I regret it. I search for it in the gutters; but as<br> +the search takes time, in default of my gold ring I don't disdain a<br> +few cigar stumps. ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I don't know whether this beggar's cynical or mad.</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. I don't know either.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Do you know who I am?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. No. And it doesn't interest me.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Well, interest commonly comes afterwards. ... You see you<br> +tempt me to take the words out of your mouth. And that's the same<br> +thing as picking up other people's cigars.</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. So you won't follow my example?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What's that scar on your forehead?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. I got it from a near relation.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Now you frighten me! Are you real? May I touch you? (He<br> +touches his arm.) There's no doubt of it. ... Would you deign to<br> +accept a small coin in return for a promise to seek Polycrates'<br> +ring in another part of the town? (He hands him a coin.) Post<br> +nummos virtus. ... Another echo. You must go at once.</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. I will. But you've given me far too much. I'll return<br> +three-quarters of it. Now we owe one another nothing but<br> +friendship.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Friendship! Am I a friend of yours?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Well, I am of yours. When one's alone in the world one<br> +can't be particular.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Then let me tell you you forget yourself...</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Only too pleased! But when we meet again I'll have a word<br> +of welcome for you. (Exit.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER (sitting down again and drawing in the dust with his<br> +stick). Sunday afternoon! A long, dank, sad time, after the usual<br> +Sunday dinner of roast beef, cabbage and watery potatoes. Now the<br> +older people are testing, the younger playing chess and smoking.<br> +The servants have gone to church and the shops are shut. This<br> +frightful afternoon, this day of rest, when there's nothing to<br> +engage the soul, when it's as hard to meet a friend as to get into<br> +a wine shop. (The LADY comes back again, she is noun wearing a<br> +flower at her breast.) Strange! I can't speak without being<br> +contradicted at once!</p> + +<p>LADY. So you're still here?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Whether I sit here, or elsewhere, and write in the sand<br> +doesn't seem to me to matter—as long so I write in the sand.</p> + +<p>LADY. What are you writing? May I see?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I think you'll find: Eve 1864. ... No, don't step on it.</p> + +<p>LADY. What happens then?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. A disaster for you ... and for me.</p> + +<p>LADY. You know that?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes, and more. That the Christmas rose you're wearing is<br> +a mandragora. Its symbolical meaning is malice and calumny; but it<br> +was once used in medicine for the healing of madness. Will you give<br> +it me?</p> + +<p>LADY (hesitating). As medicine?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Of course. (Pause.) Have you read my books?</p> + +<p>LADY. You know I have. And that it's you I have to thank for giving<br> +me freedom and a belief in human rights and human dignity.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Then you haven't read the recent ones?</p> + +<p>LADY. No. And if they're not like the earlier ones I don't want to.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Then promise never to open another book of mine.</p> + +<p>LADY. Let me think that over. Very well, I promise.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Good! But see you keep your promise. Remember what<br> +happened to Bluebeard's wife when curiosity tempted her into the<br> +forbidden chamber. ...</p> + +<p>LADY. You see, already you make demands like those of a Bluebeard.<br> +What you don't see, or have long since forgotten, is that I'm<br> +married, and that my husband's a doctor, and that he admires your<br> +work. So that his house is open to you, if you wish to be made<br> +welcome there.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I've done all I can to forget it. I've expunged it from<br> +my memory so that it no longer has any reality for me.</p> + +<p>LADY. If that's so, will you come home with me to-night?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No. Will you come with me?</p> + +<p>LADY. Where?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Anywhere! I have no home, only a trunk. Money I sometimes<br> +have—though not often. It's the one thing life has capriciously<br> +refused me, perhaps because I never desired it intensely enough.<br> +(The LADY shakes her head.) Well? What are you thinking?</p> + +<p>LADY. I'm surprised I'm not angry with you. But you're not serious.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Whether I am or not's all one to me. Ah! There's the<br> +organ! It won't be long now before the drink shops open.</p> + +<p>LADY. Is it true <i>you</i> drink?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. A great deal! Wine makes my soul from her prison, up<br> +into the firmament, where she what has never yet been seen, and<br> +hears what men never yet heard. ...</p> + +<p>LADY. And the day after?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I have the most delightful scruples of conscience! I<br> +experience the purifying emotions of guilt and repentance. I enjoy<br> +the sufferings of the body, whilst my soul hovers like smoke about<br> +my head. It is as if one were suspended between Life and Death,<br> +when the spirit feels that she has already opened her pinions and<br> +could fly aloft, if she would.</p> + +<p>LADY. Come into the church for a moment. You'll hear no sermon,<br> +only the beautiful music of vespers.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No. Not into church! It depresses me because I feel I<br> +don't belong there. ... That I'm an unhappy soul and that it's as<br> +impossible for me to re-enter as to become a child again.</p> + +<p>LADY. You feel all that ... already?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. I've got that far. I feel as if I lay hacked in<br> +pieces and were being slowly melted in Medea's cauldron. Either I<br> +shall be sent to the soap-boilers, or arise renewed from my own<br> +dripping! It depends on Medea's skill!</p> + +<p>LADY. That sounds like the word of an oracle. We must see if you<br> +can't become a child again.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. We should have to start with the cradle; and this time<br> +with the right child.</p> + +<p>LADY. Exactly! Wait here for me whilst I go into the church. If the<br> +café were open I'd ask you please not to drink. But luckily it's<br> +shut.</p> + +<p>(The LADY exits. The STRANGER sits down again and draws in the<br> +sand. Enter six funeral attendants in brown with some mourners. One<br> +of them carries a banner with the insignia of the Carpenters,<br> +draped in brown crêpe; another a large axe decorated with spruce, a<br> +third a cushion with a chairman's mallet. They stop outside the<br> +café and wait.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Excuse me, whose funeral have you been attending?</p> + +<p>FIRST MOURNER. A house-breaker's. (He imitates the ticking of a<br> +clock.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER. A real house-breaker? Or the insect sort, that lodges in<br> +the woodwork and goes 'tick-tick'?</p> + +<p>FIRST MOURNER. Both—but mainly the insect sort. What do they call<br> +them?</p> + +<p>STRANGER (to himself). He wants to fool me into saying the<br> +death-watch beetle. So I won't. You mean a burglar?</p> + +<p>SECOND MOURNER. No. (The clock is again heard ticking.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Are you trying to frighten me? Or does the dead man work<br> +miracles? In that case I'd better explain that my nerves are good,<br> +and that I don't believe in miracles. But I do find it strange that<br> +the mourners wear brown. Why not black? It's cheap and suitable.</p> + +<p>THIRD MOURNER. To us, in our simplicity, it looks black; but if<br> +Your Honour wishes it, it shall look brown to you.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. A queer company! They give me an uneasy feeling I'd like<br> +to ascribe to the wine I drank yesterday. If I were to ask if that<br> +were spruce, you'd probably say—well what?</p> + +<p>FIRST MOURNER. Vine leaves.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I thought it would not be spruce! The café's opening, at<br> +last! (The Café opens, the STRANGER sits at a table and is served<br> +with wine. The MOURNERS sit at the other tables.) They must have<br> +been glad to be rid of him, if the mourners start drinking as soon<br> +as the funeral's over.</p> + +<p>FIRST MOURNER. He was a good-for-nothing, who couldn't take life<br> +seriously.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And who probably drank?</p> + +<p>SECOND MOURNER. Yes.</p> + +<p>THIRD MOURNER. And let others support his wife and children.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. He shouldn't have done so. Is that why his friends speak<br> +so well of him now? Please don't shake my table when I'm drinking.</p> + +<p>SECOND MOURNER. When I'm drinking, I don't mind.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Well, I do. There's a great difference between us! (The<br> +MOURNERS whisper together. The BEGGAR comes back.) Here's the<br> +beggar again!</p> + +<p>BEGGAR (sitting down at a table). Wine. Moselle!</p> + +<p>LANDLORD (consulting a police last). I can't serve you: you've not<br> +paid your taxes. Here's your name, age and profession, and the<br> +decision of the court.</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Omnia serviliter pro dominatione! I'm a free man with a<br> +university education. I refused to pay taxes because I didn't want<br> +to become a member of parliament. Moselle!</p> + +<p>LANDLORD. You'll get free transport to the poor house, if you don't<br> +get out.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Couldn't you gentlemen settle this somewhere else. You're<br> +disturbing your patrons.</p> + +<p>LANDLORD. You can witness I'm in the right.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No. The whole thing's too distressing. Even without<br> +paying taxes he has the right to enjoy life's small pleasures.</p> + +<p>LANDLORD. So you're the kind who'd absolve vagabonds from their<br> +duties?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. This is too much! I'd have you know that I'm a famous<br> +man. (The LANDLORD and MOURNERS laugh.)</p> + +<p>LANDLORD. Infamous, probably! Let me look at the police list, and<br> +see if the description tallies: thirty-eight, brown hair,<br> +moustache, blue eyes; no settled employment, means unknown;<br> +married, but has deserted his wife and children; well known for<br> +revolutionary views on social questions: gives impression he is not<br> +in full possession of his faculties. ... It fits!</p> + +<p>STRANGER (rising, pale and taken aback). What?</p> + +<p>LANDLORD. Yes. It fits all right.</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Perhaps he's on the list. And not me!</p> + +<p>LANDLORD. It looks like it. In any case, both of you had better<br> +clear out.</p> + +<p>BEGGAR (to the STRANGER). Shall we?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. We? This begins to look like a conspiracy.</p> + +<p>(The church bells are heard. The sun comes out and illuminates the<br> +coloured rose window above the church door, which is now opened,<br> +disclosing the interior. The organ is heard and the choir singing<br> +Ave Maris Stella.)</p> + +<p>LADY (coming from the church). Where are you? What are you doing?<br> +Why did you call me? Must you hang on a woman's skirts like a<br> +child?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I'm afraid now. Things are happening that have no natural<br> +explanation.</p> + +<p>LADY. But you were afraid of nothing. Not even death!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Death ... no. But of something else, the unknown.</p> + +<p>LADY. Listen. Give me your hand. You're ill, I'll take you to a<br> +doctor. Come!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. If you like. But tell me: is this carnival, or ... reality?</p> + +<p>LADY. It's real enough.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. This beggar must be a wretched fellow. Is it true he<br> +resembles me?</p> + +<p>LADY. He will, if you go on drinking. Now go to the post office and<br> +get your letter. And then come with me.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No, I won't. It'll only be about lawsuits.</p> + +<p>LADY. If not?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Malicious gossip.</p> + +<p>LADY. Well, do as you wish. No one can escape his fate. At this<br> +moment I feel a higher power is sitting in judgment on us and has<br> +made a decision.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You feel that, too! I heard the hammer fall just now; and<br> +the chairs being pushed back. The clerk's being sent to find me!<br> +Oh, the suspense! No, I can't follow you.</p> + +<p>LADY. Tell me, what have you done to me? In the church I found I<br> +couldn't pray. A light on the altar was extinguished and an icy<br> +wind blew in my face when I heard you call me.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I didn't call you. But I wanted you.</p> + +<p>LADY. You're not as weak as you pretend. You have great strength;<br> +and I'm afraid of you. ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. When I'm alone I've no strength at all; but if I can find<br> +a single companion I grow strong. I shall be strong now; and so<br> +I'll follow you.</p> + +<p>LADY. Perhaps you can free me from the werewolf.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Who's he?</p> + +<p>LADY. That's what I call him.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Count on me. Killing dragons, freeing princesses,<br> +defeating werewolves—that is Life!</p> + +<p>LADY. Then come, my liberator!</p> + +<p>(She draws her veil over her face, kisses him on the mouth and<br> +hurries out. The STRANGER stands where he is for a moment,<br> +surprised and stunned. A loud chord sung by women's voices, rather<br> +like a cry, is heard from the church. The rose window suddenly<br> +grows dark and the tree above the seat is shaken by the wind. The<br> +MOURNERS rise and look at the sky, as if they could see something<br> +terrifying. The STRANGER hurries out after the LADY.)</p> + +<p> +SCENE II</p> + +<p>DOCTOR'S HOUSE</p> + +<p>[Courtyard enclosed on three sides by a single-storied house with a<br> +tiled roof. Small windows in all three façades. Right, verandah<br> +with glass doors. Left, climbing roses and bee-hives outside the<br> +windows. In the middle of the courtyard a woodpile in the form of a<br> +cupola. A well beside it. The top of a walnut tree is seen above<br> +the central façade of the house. In the corner, right, a garden<br> +gate. By the well a large tortoise. On right, entrance below to a<br> +wine-cellar. An ice-chest and dust-bin. The DOCTOR'S SISTER enters<br> +from the verandah with a telegram.]</p> + +<p>SISTER. Now misfortune will fall on your house.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. When has it not, my dear sister?</p> + +<p>SISTER. This time. ... Ingeborg's coming and bringing ... guess<br> +whom?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Wait! I know, because I've long foreseen this, even desired<br> +it, for he's a writer I've always admired. I've learnt much from<br> +him and often wished to meet him. Now he's coming, you say. Where<br> +did Ingeborg meet him?</p> + +<p>SISTER. In town, it seems. Probably in some literary <i>salon</i>.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. I've often wondered whether this man was the boy of the<br> +same name who was my friend at school. I hope not; for he seemed<br> +one that fortune would treat harshly. And in a life-time he'll have<br> +given his unhappy tendencies full scope.</p> + +<p>SISTER. Don't let him come here. Go out. Say you're engaged.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. No. One can't escape one's fate.</p> + +<p>SISTER. But you've never bowed your head to anyone! Why crawl<br> +before this spectre, and call him fate?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Life has taught me to. I've wasted time and energy in<br> +fighting the inevitable.</p> + +<p>SISTER. But why allow your wife to behave like this? She'll<br> +compromise you both.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. You think so? Because, when I made her break off her<br> +engagement I held out false hopes to her of a life of freedom,<br> +instead of the slavery she'd known. Besides, I could never love her<br> +if I were in a position to give her orders.</p> + +<p>SISTER. You'd be friends with your enemy?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Oh ...!</p> + +<p>SISTER. Will you let her bring someone into the house who'll<br> +destroy you? If you only knew how I hate that man.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. I do. His last book's terrible; and shows a certain lack<br> +of mental balance.</p> + +<p>SISTER. They ought to shut him up.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Many people have said so, but I don't think him bad enough.</p> + +<p>SISTER. Because you're eccentric yourself, and live in daily<br> +contact with a woman who's mad.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. I admit abnormality has always had a strong attraction for<br> +me, and originality is at least not commonplace. (The syren of a<br> +steamer is heard.) What was that?</p> + +<p>SISTER. Your nerves are on edge. It's only the steamer. (Pause.)<br> +Now, I implore you, go away!</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. I ought to want to; but I'm held fast. (Pause.) From here I<br> +can see his portrait in my study. The sunlight throws a shadow on<br> +it that changes it completely. It makes him look like. ...<br> +Horrible! You see what I mean?</p> + +<p>HATER. The devil! Come away!</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. I can't.</p> + +<p>SISTER. Then at least defend yourself.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. I always do. But this time I feel a thunder storm<br> +gathering. How often have I tried to fly, and not been able to.<br> +It's as if the earth were iron and I a compass needle. If<br> +misfortune comes, it's not of my fee choice. They've come in<br> +at the door.</p> + +<p>SISTER. I heard nothing.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. I did! Now I can see them, too! He <i>is</i> the friend of my<br> +boyhood. He got into trouble at school; but I was blamed and<br> +punished. He was nick-named Caesar, I don't know why.</p> + +<p>SISTER. And this man. ...</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. That's what always happens. Caesar! (The LADY comes in.)</p> + +<p>LADY. I've brought a visitor.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. I know, and he's welcome.</p> + +<p>LADY. I left him in the house, to wash.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Well, are you satisfied with your conquest?</p> + +<p>LADY. I think he's the unhappiest man I ever met.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. That's saying a great deal.</p> + +<p>LADY. Yes, there's enough unhappiness for all of us.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. There is! (To his SISTER.) Would you ask him to come out<br> +here? (His SISTER goes out.) Have you had an interesting time?</p> + +<p>LADY. Yes. I met a number of strange people. Have you had many<br> +patients?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. No. The consulting room's empty this morning. I think the<br> +practice is going down.</p> + +<p>LADY (kindly). I'm sorry. Tell me, oughtn't that woodpile to be<br> +taken into the house? It only draws the damp.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR (without reproach). Yes, and the bees should be killed, too;<br> +and the fruit in the garden picked. But I've no time to do it.</p> + +<p>LADY. You're tired.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Tired of everything.</p> + +<p>LADY (without bitterness). And you've a wife who can't even help<br> +you.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR (kindly). You mustn't say that, if I don't think so.</p> + +<p>LADY (turning towards the verandah). Here he is!</p> + +<p>(The STRANGER comes in through the verandah, dressed in a way that<br> +makes him look younger than before. He has an air of forced<br> +candour. He seems to recognise the doctor, and shrinks back, but<br> +recovers himself.)</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. You're very welcome.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. It's kind of you.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. You bring good weather with you. And we need it; for it's<br> +rained for six weeks.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Not for seven? It usually rains for seven if it rains on<br> +St. Swithin's. But that's later on—how foolish of me!</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. As you're used to town life I'm afraid you'll find the<br> +country dull.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Oh no. I'm no more at home there than here. Excuse me<br> +asking, but haven't we met before—when we were boys?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Never.</p> + +<p>(The LADY has sat down at the table and is crocheting.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Are you sure?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Perfectly. I've followed your literary career from the<br> +first with great interest; as I know my wife has told you. So<br> +that if we <i>had</i> met I'd certainly have remembered your name.<br> +(Pause.) Well, now you can see how a country doctor lives!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. If you could guess what the life of a so-called<br> +liberator's like, you wouldn't envy him.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. I can imagine it; for I've seen how men love their chains.<br> +Perhaps that's as it should be.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (listening). Strange. Who's playing in the village?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. I don't know. Do you, Ingeborg?</p> + +<p>LADY. No.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Mendelssohn's Funeral March! It pursues me. I never know<br> +whether I've heard it or not.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Do you suffer from hallucinations?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No. But I'm pursued by trivial incidents. Can't you hear<br> +anyone playing?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Yes.</p> + +<p>LADY. Someone <i>is</i> playing. Mendelssohn.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Not surprising.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No. But that it should be played precisely at the right<br> +place, at the right time . ... (He gets up.)</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. To reassure you, I'll ask my sister. (Exit through the<br> +verandah.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER (to the LADY). I'm stifling here. I can't pass a night<br> +under this roof. Your husband looks like a werewolf and in his<br> +presence you turn into a pillar of salt. Murder has been done in<br> +this house; the place is haunted. I shall escape as soon as I can<br> +find an excuse.</p> + +<p>(The DOCTOR comes back.)</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. It's the girl at the post office.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (nervously). Good. That's all right. You've an original<br> +house. That pile of wood, for instance.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Yes. It's been struck by lightning twice.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Terrible! And you still keep it?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. That's why. I've made it higher out of defiance; and to<br> +give shade in summer. It's like the prophet's gourd. But in the<br> +autumn it must go into the wood shed.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (looking round). Christmas roses, too! Where did you get<br> +them? They're flowering in summer! Everything's upside down here.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. They were given me by a patient. He's not quite sane.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Is he staying in the house?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Yes. He's a quiet soul, who ponders on the purposelessness<br> +of nature. He thinks it foolish for hellebore to grow in the snow<br> +and freeze; so he puts the plants in the cellar and beds them out<br> +in the spring.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. But a madman ... in the house. Most unpleasant!</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. He's very harmless.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. How did he lose his wits?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Who can tell. It's a disease of the mind, not the body.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Tell me—is he here—now?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Yes. He's free to wander in the garden and arrange<br> +creation. But if his presence disquiets you, we can shut him up.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Why aren't such poor devils put out of—their misery?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. It's hard to know whether they're ripe. ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What for?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. For what's to come.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. There <i>is</i> nothing. (Pause.)</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Who knows!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I feel strangely uneasy. Have you medical material ...<br> +specimens ... dead bodies?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Oh yes. In the ice-box—for the authorities, you know. (He<br> +pulls out an arm and leg.) Look here.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No. Too much like Bluebeard!</p> + +<p>DOCTOR (sharply). What do you mean by that? (Looking at the LADY.)<br> +Do you think I kill my wives?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Oh no. It's clear you don't. Is this house haunted, too?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Oh yes. Ask my wife.(He disappears behind the wood pile<br> +where neither the STRANGER nor the LADY can see him.)</p> + +<p>LADY. You needn't whisper, my husband's deaf. Though he can lip<br> +read.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Then let me say that I've never known a more painful<br> +half-hour. We exchange the merest commonplaces, because none of us<br> +has the courage to say what he thinks. I suffered so that the idea<br> +came to me of opening my veins to get relief. But now I'd like to<br> +tell him the truth and have done with it. Shall we say to his face<br> +that we mean to go away, and that you've had enough of his<br> +foolishness?</p> + +<p>LADY. If you talk like that I'll begin to hate you. You must behave<br> +under any circumstances.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. How well brought up you are! (The DOCTOR now becomes<br> +visible to the STRANGER and the LADY, who continue their<br> +conversation.) Come away with me, before the sun goes down.<br> +(Pause.) Tell me, why did you kiss me yesterday?</p> + +<p>LADY. But. ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Supposing he could hear what we say! I don't trust him.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. What shall we do to amuse our guest?</p> + +<p>LADY. He doesn't care much for amusement. His life's not been<br> +happy.</p> + +<p>(The DOCTOR blows a whistle. The MADMAN comes into the garden. He<br> +wears a laurel wreath and his clothes are curious.)</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Come here, Caesar.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (displeased). What? Is he called Caesar?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. No. It's a nickname I gave him, to remind me of a boy I was<br> +at school with.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (disturbed). Oh?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. He was involved in a strange incident, and I got all the<br> +blame.</p> + +<p>LADY (to the STRANGER). You'd never believe a boy could have been<br> +so corrupt.</p> + +<p>(The STRANGER looks distressed. The MADMAN comes nearer.)</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Caesar, come and make your bow to our famous writer.</p> + +<p>CAESAR. Is this the great man?</p> + +<p>LADY (to the DOCTOR). Why did you let him come, if it annoys our<br> +guest?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Caesar, you must behave. Or I shall have to whip you.</p> + +<p>CAESAR. Yes. He is Caesar, but he's not great. He doesn't even know<br> +which came first, the hen or the egg. But I do.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (to the LADY). I shall go. Is this a trap? What am I to<br> +think? In a minute he'll unloose his bees to amuse me.</p> + +<p>LADY. Trust me ... whatever happens! And turn your face away when<br> +you speak.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. This werewolf never leaves us.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR (looking at his watch). You must excuse me for about an<br> +hour. I've a patient to visit. I hope the time won't hang on your<br> +hands.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I'm used to waiting, for what never comes. ...</p> + +<p>DOCTOR (to the MADMAN). Come along, Caesar. I must lock you up in<br> +the cellar. (He goes out with the MADMAN.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER (to the LADY). What does that mean? Someone's pursuing me!<br> +You told me your husband was well disposed towards me, and I<br> +believed you. But he can't open his mouth without wounding me.<br> +Every word pricks like a goad. Then this funeral march ... it's<br> +really being played! And here, once more, Christmas roses! Why does<br> +everything follow in an eternal round? Dead bodies, beggars,<br> +madmen, human destinies and childhood memories? Come away. Let me<br> +free you from this hell.</p> + +<p>LADY. That's why I brought you here. Also that it could never be<br> +said you'd stolen the wife of another. But one thing I must ask<br> +you: can I put my trust in you?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You mean in my feelings?</p> + +<p>LADY. I don't speak of them. We're taking them for granted. They'll<br> +endure as long as they'll endure.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You mean in my position? Large sums are owed me. All I<br> +have to do is to write or telegraph. ...</p> + +<p>LADY. Then I will trust you. (Putting away her work.) Now go<br> +straight out of that door. Follow the syringa hedge till you<br> +find a gate. We'll meet in the next village.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (hesitating). I don't like leaving the back way. I'd<br> +rather have fought it out with him here.</p> + +<p>LADY. Quick!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Won't you come with me?</p> + +<p>LADY. Yes. But then I must go first. (She turns and blows a kiss<br> +towards the verandah.) My poor werewolf!</p> + +<p> +SCENE III</p> + +<p>ROOM IN AN HOTEL</p> + +<p>[The STRANGER enters followed by the LADY. A WAITER.]</p> + +<p>STRANGER (who is carrying a suitcase). Is no other room free?</p> + +<p>WAITER. No.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I don't want this one.</p> + +<p>LADY. But it's the only one: the other hotels are all full.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (to the WAITER). You can go. (The LADY sinks on to a chair<br> +without taking off her hat and coat.) What is it you want?</p> + +<p>LADY. I wish you'd kill me.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I don't wonder! Thrown out of hotels, because we're not<br> +married, and pestered by the police, we're forced to come to this<br> +place, the last I'd have wished. To this very room, number eight. ...<br> +Someone must be against me!</p> + +<p>LADY. Is this eight?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What? Have you been here before?</p> + +<p>LADY. Have you?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes.</p> + +<p>LADY. Then let's get away. Onto the road, into the woods. It<br> +doesn't matter where.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I should like to. But after this terrible time I'm as<br> +tired as you are. I felt this was to be our journey's end. I<br> +resisted, I tried to go in the opposite direction, but trains were<br> +late, or we missed them, and we had to come here. To this room! The<br> +devil's in it—at least what I call the devil. But I'll be even<br> +with him yet.</p> + +<p>LADY. It seems we'll never find peace on earth again.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Nothing's been changed. The dying Christmas roses.<br> +(Looking at two pictures.) There he is again. And that's the Hotel<br> +Breuer in Montreux. I've stayed there, too.</p> + +<p>LADY. Did you go to the post office?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I thought you'd ask me that. I did. And as an answer to<br> +five letters and three telegrams I found a telegram saying that my<br> +publisher had gone away for a fortnight.</p> + +<p>LADY. Then we're lost.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Very nearly.</p> + +<p>LADY. The waiter will be back in five minutes and ask for our<br> +passports. Then the landlord will come up and tell us to go.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Then only one course remains.</p> + +<p>LADY. Two.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. The second's impossible.</p> + +<p>LADY. What is the second?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. To go to your parents in the country.</p> + +<p>LADY. You're beginning to read my thoughts.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. We no longer have any secrets from one another.</p> + +<p>LADY. Then the whole dream's at an end.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. It maybe.</p> + +<p>LADY. You must telegraph again.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I ought to, I know. But I can't stir from here. I no<br> +longer believe that what I do can succeed. Someone's paralysed me.</p> + +<p>LADY. And me! We decided never to speak of the past and yet we drag<br> +it with us. Look at this carpet. Those flowers seem to form. ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Him! It's him. He's everywhere. How many hundred times<br> +has he. ... Yet I see someone else in the pattern of the table<br> +cloth. No, it's an illusion! Any moment now I'll hear my funeral<br> +march—then everything will be complete. (Listening.) There!</p> + +<p>LADY. I hear nothing.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Am I ... am I. ...</p> + +<p>LADY. Shall we go home?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. The last place. The worst of all! To arrive like an<br> +adventurer, a beggar. Impossible!</p> + +<p>LADY. Yes, I know, but. ... No, it would be too much. To bring<br> +shame, disgrace and sorrow to the old people, and to see you<br> +humiliated, and you me! We could never respect one another again.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. It would be worse than death. Yet I feel it's inevitable,<br> +and I begin to long for it, to get it over quickly, if it must be.</p> + +<p>LADY (taking out her work). But I don't want to be reviled in your<br> +presence. We must find another way. If only we were married—and<br> +divorce would be easy, because my former marriage isn't recognised<br> +by the laws of the country in which it was contracted. ... All we<br> +need do is to go away and be married by the same priest ... but<br> +that would be wounding for you!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. It would match the rest! For this honeymoon's becoming a<br> +pilgrimage!</p> + +<p>LADY. You're right! The landlord will be here in five minutes to<br> +turn us out. There's only one way to end such humiliations. Of our<br> +own free will we must accept the worst. ... I can hear footsteps!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I've foreseen this and am ready. Ready for everything. If<br> +I can't overcome the unseen, I can show you how much I can endure. ...<br> +You must pawn your jewellery. I can buy it back when my publisher<br> +gets home, if he's not drowned bathing or killed in a railway<br> +accident. A man as ambitious as I must be ready to sacrifice his<br> +honour first of all.</p> + +<p>LADY. As we're agreed, wouldn't it be better to give up this room?<br> +Oh, God! He's coming now.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Let's go. We'll run the gauntlet of waiters, maids and<br> +servants. Red with shame and pale with indignation. Animals have<br> +their lairs to hide in, but we are forced to flaunt our shame.<br> +(Pause.) Let down your veil.</p> + +<p>LADY. So this is freedom!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And I ... am the liberator. (Exeunt.)</p> + +<p> +SCENE IV</p> + +<p>BY THE SEA</p> + +<p>[A hut on a cliff by the sea. Outside it a table with chairs. The<br> +STRANGER and the LADY are dressed in less sombre clothing and look<br> +younger than in the previous scene. The LADY is doing crochet work.]</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Three peaceful happy days at my wife's side, and anxiety<br> +returns!</p> + +<p>LADY. What do you fear?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. That this will not last long.</p> + +<p>LADY. Why do you think so?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I don't know. I believe it must end suddenly, terribly.<br> +There's something deceptive even the sunshine and the stillness. I<br> +feel that happiness if not part of my destiny.</p> + +<p>LADY. But it's all over! My parents are resigned to what we've<br> +done. My husband understands and has written a kind letter.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What does that matter? Fate spins the web; once more I<br> +hear the mallet fall and the chairs being pushed back from the<br> +table—judgment has been pronounced. Yet that must have happened<br> +before I was born, because even in childhood I began to serve my<br> +sentence. There's no moment in my life on which can look back with<br> +happiness.</p> + +<p>LADY. Unfortunate man! Yet you've had everything you wished from<br> +life!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Everything. Unluckily I forgot to wish for money.</p> + +<p>LADY. You're thinking of that again.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Are you surprised?</p> + +<p>LADY. Quiet!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What is it you're always working at? You sit there like<br> +one of the Fates and draw the threads through your fingers. But go<br> +on. The most beautiful of sights is a woman bending over her work,<br> +or over her child. What are you making?</p> + +<p>LADY. Nothing. Crochet work.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. It looks like a network of nerves and knots on which<br> +you've fixed your thoughts. The brain must look like that—from<br> +within.</p> + +<p>LADY. If only I thought of half the things you imagine. ... But I<br> +think of nothing.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Perhaps that's why I feel so contented when I'm with you.<br> +Why, I find you so perfect that I can no longer imagine life<br> +without you! Now the clouds have blown away. Now the sky is clear!<br> +The wind soft—feel how it caresses us! This is Life! Yes, now I<br> +live. And I feel my spirit growing, spreading, becoming tenuous,<br> +infinite. I am everywhere, in the ocean which is my blood, in the<br> +rocks that are my bones, in the trees, in the flowers; and my head<br> +reaches up to the heavens. I can survey the whole universe. I <i>am</i><br> +the universe. And I feel the power of the Creator within me, for I<br> +am He! I wish I could grasp the all in my hand and refashion it<br> +into something more perfect, more lasting, more beautiful. I want<br> +all creation and created beings to be happy, to be born without<br> +pain, live without suffering, and die in quiet content. Eve! Die<br> +with me now! This moment, for the next will bring sorrow again.</p> + +<p>LADY. I'm not ready to die.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Why not?</p> + +<p>LADY. I believe there are things I've not yet done. Perhaps I've<br> +not suffered enough.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Is that the purpose of life?</p> + +<p>LADY. It seems to be. (Pause.) Now I want to ask one thing of you.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Well?</p> + +<p>LADY. Don't blaspheme against heaven again, or compare yourself<br> +with the Creator, for then you remind me of Caesar at home.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (excitedly). Caesar! How can you say that ...?</p> + +<p>LADY. I'm sorry if I've said anything I shouldn't. It was foolish<br> +of me to say 'at home.' Forgive me.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You were thinking that Caesar and I resemble one another<br> +in our blasphemies?</p> + +<p>LADY. Of course not.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Strange. I believe you when you say you don't mean to<br> +hurt me; yet you <i>do</i> hurt me, as all the others do. Why?</p> + +<p>LADY. Because you're over-sensitive.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You say that again! Do you think I've sensitive hidden<br> +places?</p> + +<p>LADY. No. I didn't mean that. And now the spirits of suspicion and<br> +discord are coming between us. Drive them away—at once.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You mustn't say I blaspheme if I use the well-known<br> +words: See, we are like unto the gods.</p> + +<p>LADY. But if that's so, why can't you help yourself, or us?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Can't I? Wait. As yet we've only seen the beginning.</p> + +<p>LADY. If the end is like it, heaven help us!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I know what you fear; and I meant to hold back a pleasant<br> +surprise. But now I won't torment you longer. (He takes out a<br> +registered letter, not yet opened.) Look!</p> + +<p>LADY. The money's come!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. This morning. Who can destroy me now?</p> + +<p>LADY. Don't speak like that. You know who could.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Who?</p> + +<p>LADY. He who punishes the arrogance of men.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And their courage. That especially. This was my Achilles'<br> +heel; I bore with everything, except this fearful lack of money.</p> + +<p>LADY. May I ask how much they've sent?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I don't know. I've not opened the letter. But I do know<br> +about how much to expect. I'd better look and see. (He opens the<br> +letter.) What? Only an account showing I'm owed nothing! There's<br> +something uncanny in this.</p> + +<p>LADY. I begin to think so, too.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I know I'm damned. But I'm ready to hurl the curse back<br> +at him who so nobly cursed me. ... (He throws up the letter.) With<br> +a curse of my own.</p> + +<p>LADY. Don't. You frighten me.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Fear me, so long as you don't despise me! The challenge<br> +has been thrown down; now you shall see a conflict between two<br> +great opponents. (He opens his coat and waistcoat and looks<br> +threateningly aloft.) Strike me with your lightning if you dare!<br> +Frighten me with your thunder if you can!</p> + +<p>LADY. Don't speak like that.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I will. Who dares break in on my dream of love? Who tears<br> +the cup from my lips; and the woman from my arms? Those who envy<br> +me, be they gods or devils! Little bourgeois gods who parry sword<br> +thrusts with pin-pricks from behind, who won't stand up to their<br> +man, but strike at him with unpaid bills. A backstairs way of<br> +discrediting a master before his servants. They never attack, never<br> +draw, merely soil and decry! Powers, lords and masters! All are the<br> +same!</p> + +<p>LADY. May heaven not punish you.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Heaven's blue and silent. The ocean's silent and stupid.<br> +Listen, I can hear a poem—that's what I call it when an idea<br> +begins to germinate in my mind. First the rhythm; this time like<br> +the thunder of hooves and the jingle of spurs and accoutrements.<br> +But there's a fluttering too, like a sail flapping. ... Banners!</p> + +<p>LADY. No. It's the wind. Can't you hear it in the trees?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Quiet! They're riding over a bridge, a wooden bridge.<br> +There's no water in the brook, only pebbles. Wait! Now I can hear<br> +them, men and women, saying a rosary. The angels' greeting. Now I<br> +can see—on what you're working—a large kitchen, with white-washed<br> +walls, it has three small latticed windows, with flowers in them.<br> +In the left-hand corner a hearth, on the right a table with wooden<br> +seats. And above the table, in the corner, hangs a crucifix, with a<br> +lamp burning below. The ceiling's of blackened beams, and dried<br> +mistletoe hangs on the wall.</p> + +<p>LADY (frightened). Where can you see all that?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. On your work.</p> + +<p>LADY. Can you see people there?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. A very old man's sitting at the table, bent over a game<br> +bag, his hands clasped in prayer. A woman, so longer young, kneels<br> +on the floor. Now once more I hear the angels' greeting, as if far<br> +away. But those two in the kitchen are as motionless as figures of<br> +wax. A veil shrouds everything. ... No, that was no poem! (Waking.)<br> +It was something else.</p> + +<p>LADY. It was reality! The kitchen at home, where you've never set<br> +foot. That old man was my grandfather, the forester, and the woman<br> +my mother! They were praying for us! It was six o'clock and the<br> +servants were saying a rosary outside, as they always do.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You make me uneasy. Is this the beginning of second<br> +sight? Still, it was beautiful. A snow-white room, with flowers<br> +and mistletoe. But why should they pray for us?</p> + +<p>LADY. Why indeed! Have we done wrong?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What is wrong?</p> + +<p>LADY. I've read there's no such thing. And yet ... I long to see my<br> +mother; not my father, for he turned me out as he did her.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Why should he have turned your mother out?</p> + +<p>LADY. Who can say? The children least of all. Let us go to my home.<br> +I long to.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. To the lion's den, the snake pit? One more or less makes<br> +no matter. I'll do it for you, but not like the Prodigal Son. No,<br> +you shall see that I can go through fire and water for your sake.</p> + +<p>LADY. How do you know ...?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I can guess.</p> + +<p>LADY. And can you guess that the path to where my parents live in<br> +the mountains is too steep for carts to use?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. It sounds extraordinary, but I read or dreamed something<br> +of the kind.</p> + +<p>LADY. You may have. But you'll see nothing that's not natural,<br> +though perhaps unusual, for men and women are a strange race. Are<br> +you ready to follow me?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I'm ready—for anything!</p> + +<p>(The LADY kisses him on the forehead and makes the sign of the<br> +cross simply, timidly and without gestures.)</p> + +<p>LADY. Then come!</p> + +<p> +SCENE V</p> + +<p>ON THE ROAD</p> + +<p>[A landscape with hills; a chapel, right, in the far distance on a<br> +rise. The road, flanked by fruit trees, winds across the<br> +background. Between the trees hills can be seen on which are<br> +crucifixes, chapels and memorials to the victims of accidents. In<br> +the foreground a sign post with the legend, 'Beggars not allowed in<br> +this parish.' The STRANGER and the LADY.]</p> + +<p>LADY. You're tired.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I won't deny it. But it's humiliating to confess I'm<br> +hungry, because the money's gone. I never thought that would happen<br> +to me.</p> + +<p>LADY. It seems we must be prepared for anything, for I think we've<br> +fallen into disfavour. My shoe's split, and I could weep at our<br> +having to go like this, looking like beggars.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (pointing to the signpost). And beggars are not allowed in<br> +this parish. Why must that be stuck up in large letters here?</p> + +<p>LADY. It's been there as long as I can remember. Think of it, I've<br> +not been back since I was a child. And In those days I found the<br> +way short and the hills lower. The trees, too, were smaller, and I<br> +think I used to hear birds singing.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Birds sang all the year for you then! Now they only sing<br> +in the spring—and autumn's not far off. But in those days you used<br> +to dance along this endless way of Calvaries, plucking flowers at<br> +the feet of the crosses. (A horn in the distance.) What's that?</p> + +<p>LADY. My grandfather coming back from shooting. A good old man.<br> +Let's go on and reach the house by dark.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Is it still far?</p> + +<p>LADY. No. Only across the hills and over the river.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Is that the river I hear?</p> + +<p>LADY. The river by which I was born and brought up. I was eighteen<br> +before I crossed over to this bank, to see what was in the blue of<br> +the distance. ... Now I've seen.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You're weeping!</p> + +<p>LADY. Poor old man! When I got into the boat, he said: My child,<br> +beyond lies the world. When you've seen enough, come back to your<br> +mountains, and they will hide you. Now I've seen enough. Enough!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Let's go. It's beginning to grow dusk already. (They pick<br> +up their travelling capes and go on.)</p> + +<p> +SCENE VI</p> + +<p>IN A RAVINE</p> + +<p>[Entrance to a ravine between steep cliffs covered with pines. In<br> +the foreground a wooden shanty, a broom by the door with a ramshorn<br> +hanging from its handle. Left, a smithy, a red glow showing through<br> +its open door. Right, a flourmill. In the background the road<br> +through the ravine with mill-stream and footbridge. The rock<br> +formations look like giant profiles.]</p> + +<p>[On the rise of the curtain the SMITH is at the smithy door and the<br> +MILLER'S WIFE at the door of the mill. When the LADY enters they<br> +sign to one another and disappear. The clothing of both the LADY<br> +and the STRANGER is torn and shabby.]</p> + +<p>STRANGER. They're hiding, from us, probably.</p> + +<p>LADY. I don't think so.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What a strange place! Everything seems conspire to arouse<br> +disquiet. What's that broom there? And the horn with ointment?<br> +Probably because it's their usual place, but it makes me think of<br> +witchcraft. Why is the smithy black and the mill white? Because<br> +one's sooty and the other covered with flour; yet when I saw the<br> +blacksmith by the light of his forge and the white miller's wife,<br> +it reminded me of an old poem. Look at those giant faces. ...<br> +There's your werewolf from whom I saved you. There he is, in<br> +profile, see!</p> + +<p>LADY. Yes, but it's only the rock.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Only the rock, and yet it's he.</p> + +<p>LADY. Shall I tell you why we can see him?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You mean—it's our conscience? Which pricks us when we're<br> +hungry and tired, and is silent when we've eaten and rested. It's<br> +horrible to arrive in rags. Our clothes are torn from climbing<br> +through the brambles. Someone's fighting against me.</p> + +<p>LADY. Why did you challenge him?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Because I want to fight in the open; not battle with<br> +unpaid bills and empty purses. Anyhow: here's my last copper. The<br> +devil take it, if there is one! (He throws it into the brook.)</p> + +<p>LADY. Oh! We could have paid the ferry with it. Now we'll have to<br> +talk of money when we reach home.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. When can we talk of anything else?</p> + +<p>LADY. That's because you've despised it.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. As I've despised everything. ...</p> + +<p>LADY. But not everything's despicable. Some things are good.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I've never seen them.</p> + +<p>LADY. Then follow me and you will.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I'll follow you. (He hesitates when passing the smithy.)</p> + +<p>LADY (who has gone on ahead). Are you frightened of fire?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No, but ... (The horn is heard in the distance. He<br> +hurries past the smithy after the LADY.)</p> + +<p> +SCENE VII</p> + +<p>IN A KITCHEN</p> + +<p>[A large kitchen with whitewashed walls. Three windows in the<br> +corner, right, so arranged that two are at the back and one in the<br> +right wall. The windows are small and deeply recessed; in the<br> +recesses there are flower pots. The ceiling is beamed and black<br> +with soot. In the left corner a large range with utensils of<br> +copper, iron and tin, and wooden vessels. In the corner, right, a<br> +crucifix with a lamp. Beneath it a four-cornered table with<br> +benches. Bunches of mistletoe on the walls. A door at the back. The<br> +Poorhouse can be seen outside, and through the window at the back<br> +the church. Near the fire bedding for dogs and a table with food<br> +for the poor.]</p> + +<p>[The OLD MAN is sitting at the table beneath the crucifix, with his<br> +hands clasped and a game bag before him. He is a strongly-built man<br> +of over eighty with white hair and along beard, dressed as a<br> +forester. The MOTHER is kneeling on the floor; she is grey-haired<br> +and nearly fifty; her dress is of black-and-white material. The<br> +voices of men, women and children can be clearly heard singing the<br> +last verse of the Angels' Greeting in chorus. 'Holy Mary, Mother of<br> +God, pray for us poor sinners, now and in the hour of death.<br> +Amen.']</p> + +<p>OLD MAN and MOTHER. Amen!</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Now I'll tell you, Father. They saw two vagabonds by the<br> +river. Their clothing was torn and dirty, for they'd been in the<br> +water. And when it came to paying the ferryman, they'd no money.<br> +Now they're drying their clothes in the ferryman's hut.</p> + +<p>OLD MAN. Let them stay there.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Don't forbid a beggar your house. He might be an angel.</p> + +<p>OLD MAN. True. Let them come in.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. I'll put food for them on the table for the poor. Do you<br> +mind that?</p> + +<p>OLD MAN. No.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Shall I give them cider?</p> + +<p>OLD MAN. Yes. And you can light the fire; they'll be cold.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. There's hardly time. But I will, if you wish it, Father.</p> + +<p>OLD MAN (looking out of the window). I think you'd better.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. What are you looking at?</p> + +<p>OLD MAN. The river; it's rising. And I'm asking myself, as I've<br> +done for seventy years—when I shall reach the sea.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. You're sad to-night, Father.</p> + +<p>OLD MAN. ... et introibo ad altare Dei: ad Deum qui laetificat<br> +juventutem meam. Yes. I do feel sad. ... Deus, Deus meus: quare<br> +tristis es anima mea, et quare conturbas me.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Spera in Deo. ...</p> + +<p>(The Maid comes in, and signs to the MOTHER, who goes over to her.<br> +They whisper together and the maid goes out again.)</p> + +<p>OLD MAN. I heard what you said. O God! Must I bear that too!</p> + +<p>MOTHER. You needn't see them. You can go up to your room.</p> + +<p>OLD MAN. No. It shall be a penance. But why come like this: as<br> +vagabonds?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Perhaps they lost their way and have had much to endure.</p> + +<p>OLD MAN. But to bring her husband! Is she lost to shame?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. You know Ingeborg's queer nature. She thinks all she does<br> +is fitting, if not right. Have you ever seen her ashamed, or suffer<br> +from a rebuff? I never have. Yet she's not without shame; on the<br> +contrary. And everything she does, however questionable, seems<br> +natural when she does it.</p> + +<p>OLD MAN. I've always wondered why one could never be angry with<br> +her. She doesn't feel herself responsible, or think an insult's<br> +directed at her. She seems impersonal; or rather two persons, one<br> +who does nothing but ill whilst the other gives absolution. ... But<br> +this man! There's no one I've hated from afar so much as he. He<br> +sees evil everywhere; and of no one have I heard so much ill.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. That's true. But it may be Ingeborg's found some mission in<br> +this man's life; and he in hers. Perhaps they're meant to torture<br> +each other into atonement.</p> + +<p>OLD MAN. Perhaps. But I'll have nothing to do with at seems to me<br> +shameful. This man, under my roof! Yet I must accept it, like<br> +everything else. For I've deserved no less.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Very well then. (The LADY and the STRANGER come in.) You're<br> +welcome.</p> + +<p>LADY. Thank you, Mother. (She looks over to the OLD MAN, who rises<br> +and looks at the STRANGER.) Peace, Grandfather. This is my husband.<br> +Give him your hand.</p> + +<p>OLD MAN. First let me look at him. (He goes to the STRANGER, puts<br> +his hands on his shoulders and looks him in the eyes.) What motives<br> +brought you here?</p> + +<p>STRANGER (simply). None, but to keep my wife company, at her<br> +earnest desire.</p> + +<p>OLD MAN. If that's true, you're welcome! I've a long and stormy<br> +life behind me, and at last I've found a certain peace in solitude.<br> +I beg you not to trouble it.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I haven't come here to ask favours. I'll take nothing<br> +with me when I go.</p> + +<p>OLD MAN. That's not the answer I wanted; for we all need one<br> +another. I perhaps need you. No one can know, young man.</p> + +<p>LADY. Grandfather!</p> + +<p>OLD MAN. Yes, my child. I shan't wish you happiness, for there's no<br> +such thing; but I wish you strength to bear your destiny. Now I'll<br> +leave you for a little. Your mother will look after you. (He goes<br> +out.)</p> + +<p>LADY (to her mother). Did you lay that table for us, Mother?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. No, it's a mistake, as you can imagine.</p> + +<p>LADY. I know we look wretched. We were lost in the mountains, and<br> +if grandfather hadn't blown his horn...</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Your grandfather gave up hunting long ago.</p> + +<p>LADY. Then it was someone else. ... Listen, Mother, I'll go up now<br> +to the 'rose' room, and get it straight.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Do. I'll come in a moment.</p> + +<p>(The LADY would like to say something, cannot, and goes out.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER (to the MOTHER). I've seen this room already.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. And I've seen you. I almost expected you.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. As one expects a disaster?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Why say that?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Because I sow devastation wherever I go. But as I must go<br> +somewhere, and cannot change my fate, I've lost my scruples.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Then you're like my daughter—she, too, has no scruples and<br> +no conscience.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. You think I'm speaking ill of her? I couldn't do that of my<br> +own child. I only draw the comparison, because you know her.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. But I've noticed what you speak of in Eve.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Why do you call Ingeborg Eve?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. By inventing a name for her I made her mine. I wanted to<br> +change her. ...</p> + +<p>MOTHER. And remake her in your image? (Laughing.) I've been told<br> +that country wizards carve images of their victims, and give them<br> +the names of those they'd bewitch. That was your plan: by means of<br> +this Eve, that you yourself had made, you intended to destroy the<br> +whole Sex!</p> + +<p>STRANGER (looking at the MOTHER in surprise). Those were damnable<br> +words! Forgive me. But you have religious beliefs: how can you<br> +think such things?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. The thoughts were yours.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. This begins to be interesting. I imagined an idyll in the<br> +forest, but this is a witches' cauldron.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Not quite. You've forgotten, or never knew, that a man<br> +deserted me shamefully, and that you're a man who also shamefully<br> +deserted a woman.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Frank words. Now I know where I am.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. I'd like to know where I am. Can you support two families?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. If all goes well.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. All doesn't—in this life. Money can be lost.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. But my talent's capital I can never lose.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Really? The greatest of talents has been known to fail ...<br> +gradually, or suddenly.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I've never met anyone who could so damp one's courage.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Pride should be damped. Your last book was much weaker.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You read it?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Yes. That's why I know all your secrets. So don't try to<br> +deceive me; it won't go well with you. (Pause.) A trifle, but one<br> +that does us no good here: why didn't you pay the ferryman?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. My heel of Achilles! I threw my last coin away. Can't we<br> +speak of something else than money in this house?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Oh yes. But in this house we do our duty before we amuse<br> +ourselves. So you came on foot because you had no money?</p> + +<p>STRANGER (hesitating). Yes. ...</p> + +<p>MOTHER (smiling). Probably nothing to eat?</p> + +<p>STRANGER (hesitating). No. ...</p> + +<p>MOTHER. You're a fine fellow!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. In all my life I've never been in such a predicament.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. I can believe it. It's almost a pity. I could laugh at the<br> +figure you cut, if I didn't know it would make you weep, and others<br> +with you. (Pause.) But now you've had your will, hold fast to the<br> +woman who loves you; for if you leave her, you'll never smile<br> +again, and soon forget what happiness was.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Is that a threat?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. A warning. Go now, and have your supper.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (pointing at the table for the poor). There?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. A poor joke; which might become reality. I've seen such<br> +things.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Soon I'll believe anything can happen—this is the worst<br> +I've known.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Worse yet may come. Wait!</p> + +<p>STRANGER (cast down). I'm prepared for anything.</p> + +<p>(Exit. A moment later the OLD MAN comes in.)</p> + +<p>OLD MAN. It was no angel after all.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. No good angel, certainly.</p> + +<p>OLD MAN. Really! (Pause.) You know how superstitious people here<br> +are. As I went down to the river I heard this: a farmer said his<br> +horse shied at 'him'; another that the dogs got so fierce he'd had<br> +to tie them up. The ferryman swore his boat drew less water when<br> +'he' got in. Superstition, but. ...</p> + +<p>MOTHER. But what?</p> + +<p>OLD MAN. It was only a magpie that flew in at her window, though it<br> +was closed. An illusion, perhaps.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Perhaps. But why does one often see such things at the<br> +right time?</p> + +<p>OLD MAN. This man's presence is intolerable. When he looks at me I<br> +can't breathe.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. We must try to get rid of him. I'm certain he won't care to<br> +stay for long.</p> + +<p>OLD MAN. No. He won't grow old here. (Pause.) Listen, I got a<br> +letter to-night warning me about him. Among other things he's<br> +wanted by the courts.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. The courts?</p> + +<p>OLD MAN. Yes. Money matters. But, remember, the laws of hospitality<br> +protect beggars and enemies. Let him stay a few days, till he's got<br> +over this fearful journey. You can see how Providence has laid<br> +hands on him, how his soul is being ground in the mill ready for<br> +the sieve. ...</p> + +<p>MOTHER. I've felt a call to be a tool in the hands of Providence.</p> + +<p>OLD MAN. Don't confuse it with your wish for vengeance.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. I'll try not to, if I can.</p> + +<p>OLD MAN. Well, good-night.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Do you think Ingeborg has read his last book?</p> + +<p>OLD MAN. It's unlikely. If she had she'd never have married a man<br> +who held such views.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. No, she's not read it. But now she must.</p> + +<p> +SCENE VIII</p> + +<p>THE 'ROSE' ROOM</p> + +<p>[A simple, pleasantly furnished room in the forester's house. The<br> +walls are colour-washed in red; the curtains are of thin<br> +rose-coloured muslin. In the small latticed windows there are<br> +flowers. On right, a writing-table and bookshelf. Left, a sofa with<br> +rose-coloured curtains above in the form of a baldachino. Tables<br> +and chairs in Old German style. At the back, a door. Outside the<br> +country can be seen and the poorhouse, a dark, unpleasant building<br> +with black, uncurtained windows. Strong sunlight. The LADY is<br> +sitting on the sofa working.]</p> + +<p>MOTHER (standing with a book bound in rose-coloured cloth in her<br> +hand.) You won't read your husband's book?</p> + +<p>LADY. Not that one. I promised not to.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. You don't want to know the man to whom you've entrusted<br> +your fate?</p> + +<p>LADY. What would be the use? We're all right as we are.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. You make no great demands on life?</p> + +<p>LADY. Why should I? They'd never be fulfilled.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. I don't know whether you were born full of worldly wisdom,<br> +or foolishness.</p> + +<p>LADY. I don't know myself.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. If the sun shines and you've enough to eat, you're content.</p> + +<p>LADY. Yes. And when it goes in, I make the best of it.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. To change the subject: did you know your husband was being<br> +pressed by the courts on account of his debts?</p> + +<p>LADY. Yes. It happens to all writers.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Is he mad, or a rascal?</p> + +<p>LADY. He's neither. He's no ordinary man; and it's a pity I can<br> +tell him nothing he doesn't know already. That's why we don't speak<br> +much; but he's glad to have me near him; and so am I to be near<br> +him.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. You've reached calm water already? Then it can't be far to<br> +the mill-race! But don't you think you'd have more to talk of, if<br> +you read what he has written?</p> + +<p>LADY. Perhaps. You can leave me the book, if you like.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Take it and hide it. It'll be a surprise if you can quote<br> +something from his masterpiece.</p> + +<p>LADY (hiding the book in her bag). He's coming. If he's spoken of<br> +he seems to feel it from afar.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. If he could only feel how he makes others suffer—from<br> +afar. (Exit left.)</p> + +<p>(The LADY, alone for an instant, looks at the book and seems taken<br> +aback. She hides it in her bag.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER (entering). Your mother was here? You were speaking of me,<br> +of course. I can almost hear her ill-natured words. They cut the<br> +air and darken the sunshine. I can almost divine the impression of<br> +her body in the atmosphere of the room, and she leaves an odour<br> +like that of a dead snake.</p> + +<p>LADY. You're irritable to-day.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Fearfully. Some fool has restrung my nerves out of tune,<br> +and plays on them with a horse-hair bow till he sets my teeth on<br> +edge. ... You don't know what that is! There's someone here who's<br> +stronger than I! Someone with a searchlight who shines it at me,<br> +wherever I may be. Do they use the black art in this place?</p> + +<p>LADY. Don't turn your back on the sunlight. Look at this lovely<br> +country; you'll feel calmer.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I can't bear that poorhouse. It seems to have been built<br> +there solely for me. And a demented woman always stands there<br> +beckoning.</p> + +<p>LADY. Do you think they treat you badly here?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. In a way, no. They feed me with tit-bits, as if I were to<br> +be fattened for the butcher. But I can't eat because they grudge it<br> +me, and I feel the cold rays of their hate. To me it seems there's<br> +an icy wind everywhere, although it's still and hot. And I can hear<br> +that accursèd mill. ...</p> + +<p>LADY. It's not grinding now.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. Grinding ... grinding.</p> + +<p>LADY. Listen. There's no hate here. Pity, at most.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Another thing. ... Why do people I meet cross themselves?</p> + +<p>LADY. Only because they're used to praying in silence. (Pause.) You<br> +had an unwelcome letter this morning?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. The kind that makes your hair rise from the scalp,<br> +so that you want to curse at fate. I'm owed money, but can't get<br> +paid. Now the law's being set in motion against me by ... the<br> +guardians of my children, because I've not paid alimony. No one has<br> +ever been in such a dishonourable position. I'm blameless. I could<br> +pay my way; I want to, but am prevented! Not my fault; yet my<br> +shame! It's not in nature. The devil's got a hand in it.</p> + +<p>LADY. Why?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Why? Why is one born into this world an ignoramus,<br> +knowing nothing of the laws, customs and usage one inadvertently<br> +breaks? And for which one's punished. Why does one grow into a<br> +youth full of high ambition only to be driven into vile actions one<br> +abhors? Why, why?</p> + +<p>LADY (who has secretly been looking at the book: absent-mindedly).<br> +There must be a reason, even if we don't know it.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. If it's to humble one, it's a poor method. It only makes<br> +me more arrogant. Eve!</p> + +<p>LADY. Don't call me that.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (starting). Why not?</p> + +<p>LADY. I don't like it. You'd feel as I do, if I called you Caesar.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Have we got back to that?</p> + +<p>LADY. To what?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Did you mention that name for any reason?</p> + +<p>LADY. Caesar? No. But I'm beginning to find things out.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Very well! Then I may as well fall honourably by my own<br> +hand. I am Caesar, the school-boy, for whose escapade your husband,<br> +the werewolf, was punished. Fate delights in making links for<br> +eternity. A noble sport! (The LADY, uncertain what to do, does not<br> +reply.) Say something!</p> + +<p>LADY. I can't.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Say that he became a werewolf because, as a child, he<br> +lost his belief in the justice of heaven, owing to the fact that,<br> +though innocent, he was punished for the misdeeds of another. But<br> +if you say so, I shall reply that I suffered ten times as much from<br> +my conscience, and that the spiritual crisis that followed left me<br> +so strengthened that I've never done such a thing again.</p> + +<p>LADY. No. It's not that.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Then what is it? Do you respect me no longer?</p> + +<p>LADY. It's not that either.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Then it's to make me feel my shame before you! And it<br> +would be the end of everything between us.</p> + +<p>LADY. No!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Eve.</p> + +<p>LADY. You rouse evil thoughts.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You've broken your vow: you've been reading my book!</p> + +<p>LADY. I have.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Then you've done wrong.</p> + +<p>LADY. My intention was good.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. The results even of your good intentions are terrible!<br> +You've blown me into the air with my own petard. Why must all our<br> +misdeeds come home to roost—both boyish escapades and really evil<br> +action? It's fair enough to reap evil where one has sown it. But<br> +I've never seen a good action get its reward. Never! It's a<br> +disgrace to Him who records all sins, however black or venial. No<br> +man could do it: men would forgive. The gods ... never!</p> + +<p>LADY. Don't say that. Say rather <i>you</i> forgive.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I'm not small-minded. But what have I forgive you?</p> + +<p>LADY. More than I can say.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Say it. Perhaps then we'll be quits.</p> + +<p>LADY. He and I used to read the curse of Deutertonomy over you ...<br> +for you'd ruined his life.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What curse is that?</p> + +<p>LADY. From the fifth book of Moses. The priests chant it in chorus<br> +when the fasts begin.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I don't remember it. What does it matter—a curse more or<br> +less?</p> + +<p>LADY. In my family those whom we curse, are struck.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I don't believe it. But I do believe that evil emanates<br> +from this house. May it recoil upon it! That is my prayer! Now,<br> +according to custom, it would be my duty to shoot myself; but I<br> +can't, so long as I have other duties. You see, I can't even die,<br> +and so I've lost my last treasure—what, with reason, I call my<br> +religion. I've heard that man can wrestle with God, and with<br> +success; but not even job could fight against Satan. (Pause.) Let's<br> +speak of you. ...</p> + +<p>LADY. Not now. Later perhaps. Since I've got to know your terrible<br> +book—I've only glanced at it, only read a few lines here and<br> +there—I feel as if I'd eaten of the tree of knowledge. My eyes are<br> +opened and I know what's good and what's evil, as I've never known<br> +before. And now I see how evil you are, and why I am to be called<br> +Eve. She was a mother and brought sin into the world: it was<br> +another mother who brought expiation. The curse of mankind was<br> +called down on us by the first, a blessing by the second. In me you<br> +shall not destroy my whole sex. Perhaps I have a different mission<br> +in your life. We shall see!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. So you've eaten of the tree of knowledge? Farewell.</p> + +<p>LADY. You're going away?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I can't stay here.</p> + +<p>LADY. Don't go.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I must. I must clear up everything. I'll take leave of<br> +the old people now. Then I'll come back. I shan't be long. (Exit.)</p> + +<p>LADY (remains motionless, then goes to the door and looks out. She<br> +sinks to her knees). No! He won't come back!</p> + +<p>Curtain.</p> + +<p> +SCENE IX</p> + +<p>CONVENT</p> + +<p>[The refectory of an ancient convent, resembling a simple<br> +whitewashed Romanesque church. There are damp patches on the walls,<br> +looking like strange figures. A long table with bowls; at the end a<br> +desk for the Lector. At the back a door leading to the chapel.<br> +There are lighted candles on the tables. On the wall, left, a<br> +painting representing the Archangel Michael killing the Fiend.]</p> + +<p>[The STRANGER is sitting left, at a refectory table, dressed in the<br> +white clothing of a patient, with a bowl before him. At the table,<br> +right, are sitting: the brown-clad mourners of Scene I. The BEGGAR.<br> +A woman in mourning with two children. A woman who resembles the<br> +Lady, but who is not her and who is crocheting instead of eating. A<br> +Man very like the Doctor, another like the Madman. Others like the<br> +Father, Mother, Brother. Parents of the 'Prodigal Son,' etc. All<br> +are dressed in white, but over this are wearing costumes of<br> +coloured crêpe. Their faces are waxen and corpse-like, their whole<br> +appearance queer, their gestures strange. On the rise of the<br> +curtain all are finishing a Paternoster, except the STRANGER.]</p> + +<p>STRANGER (rising and going to the ABBESS, who is standing at a<br> +serving table). Mother. May I speak to you?</p> + +<p>ABBESS (in a black-and-white Augustinian habit). Yes, my son. (They<br> +come forward.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER. First, where am I?</p> + +<p>ABBESS. In a convent called 'St. Saviour.' You were found on the<br> +hills above the ravine, with a cross you'd broken from a calvary<br> +and with which you were threatening someone in the clouds. Indeed,<br> +you thought you could see him. You were feverish and had lost your<br> +foothold. You were picked up, unhurt, beneath a cliff, but in<br> +delirium. You were brought to the hospital and put to bed. Since<br> +then you've spoken wildly, and complained of a pain in your hip,<br> +but no injury could be found.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What did I speak of?</p> + +<p>ABBESS. You had the usual feverish dreams. You reproached yourself<br> +with all kinds of things, and thought you could see your victims,<br> +as you called them.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And then?</p> + +<p>ABBESS. Your thoughts often turned to money matters. You wanted to<br> +pay for yourself in the hospital. I tried to calm you by telling<br> +you no payment would be asked: all was done out of charity. ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I want no charity.</p> + +<p>ABBESS. It's more blessed to give than to receive; yet a noble<br> +nature can accept and be thankful.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I want no charity.</p> + +<p>ABBESS. Hm!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Tell me, why will none of those people sit at the same<br> +table with me? They're getting up ... going. ...</p> + +<p>ABBESS. They seem to fear you.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Why?</p> + +<p>ABBESS. You look so. ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I? But what of them? Are they real?</p> + +<p>ABBESS. If you mean true, they've a terrible reality. It may be<br> +they look strange to you, because you're still feverish. Or there<br> +may be another reason.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I seem to know them, all of them! I see them as if in a<br> +mirror: they only make as if they were eating. ... Is this some<br> +drama they're performing? Those look like my parents, rather like ...<br> +(Pause.) Hitherto I've feared nothing, because life was useless to<br> +me. ... Now I begin to be afraid.</p> + +<p>ABBESS. If you don't believe them real, I'll ask the Confessor to<br> +introduce you. (She signs to the CONFESSOR who approaches.)</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR (dressed in a black-and-white habit of Dominicans).<br> +Sister!</p> + +<p>ABBESS. Tell the patient who are at that table.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. That's soon done.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Permit a question first. Haven't we met already?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Yes. I sat by your bedside, when you were delirious. At<br> +your desire, I heard your confession.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What? My confession?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Yes. But I couldn't give you absolution; because it<br> +seemed that what you said was spoken in fever.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Why?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. There was hardly a sin or vice you didn't take upon<br> +yourself—things so hateful you'd have had to undergo strict<br> +penitence before demanding absolution. Now you're yourself again I<br> +can ask whether there are grounds for your self-accusations.</p> + +<p>(The ABBESS leaves them.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Have you the right?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. No. In truth, no right. (Pause.) But you want to know in<br> +whose company you are! The very best. There, for instance, is a<br> +madman, Caesar, who lost his wits through reading the works of a<br> +certain writer whose notoriety is greater than his fame. There's a<br> +beggar, who won't admit he's a beggar, because he's learnt Latin<br> +and is free. There, a doctor, called the werewolf, whose history's<br> +well known. There, two parents, who grieved themselves to death<br> +over a son who raised his hand against theirs. He must be<br> +responsible for refusing to follow his father's bier and<br> +desecrating his mother's grave. There's his unhappy sister, whom he<br> +drove out into the snow, as he himself recounts, with the best<br> +intentions. Over there's a woman who's been abandoned with her two<br> +children, and there's another doing crochet work. ... All are old<br> +acquaintances. Go and greet them!</p> + +<p>(The STRANGER has turned his back on the company: he now goes to<br> +the table, left, and sits down with his back to them. He raises his<br> +head, sees the picture of the Archangel Michael and lowers his<br> +eyes. The CONFESSOR stands behind the STRANGER. A Catholic Requiem<br> +can be heard from the chapel. The CONFESSOR speaks to the STRANGER<br> +in a low voice while the music goes on.)</p> + +<p> Quantus tremor est futurus<br> + Quando judex est venturus<br> + Cuncta stricte discussurus,<br> + Tuba mirum spargens sonum<br> + Per sepulchra regionum<br> + Coget omnes ante thronum.<br> + Mors stupebit et natura,<br> + Cum resurget creatura<br> + Judicanti responsura<br> + Liber scriptus proferetur<br> + In quo totum continetur<br> + Unde mundus judicetur.<br> + Judex ergo cum sedebit<br> + Quidquid latet apparebit<br> + Nil inultum remanebit.</p> + +<p>(He goes to the desk by the table, right, and opens his breviary.<br> +The music ceases.)</p> + +<p>We will continue the reading. ... 'But if thou wilt not hearken<br> +unto the voice of the Lord thy God all these curses shall overtake<br> +thee. Cursèd shalt thou be in the city, and cursèd shalt thou be in<br> +the field; cursèd shalt thou be when thou comest in, and cursèd<br> +when thou goest out.'</p> + +<p>OMNES (in a low voice). Cursèd!</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. 'The Lord shall send upon thee vexation and rebuke in<br> +all that thou settest thy hand for to do, until thou be destroyed,<br> +and until thou perish quickly, because of the wickedness of thy<br> +doings, whereby thou hast forsaken me.'</p> + +<p>OMNES (loudly). Cursèd!</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. 'The Lord shall cause thee to be smitten before thine<br> +enemies: thou shalt go out one way against them, and flee seven<br> +ways before them, and shalt be moved into all the kingdoms of the<br> +earth. And thy carcase shall be meat unto all fowls of the air, and<br> +unto the beasts of the earth, and no man shall fray them away. The<br> +Lord will smite thee with the botch of Egypt, the scab and the<br> +itch, with madness and blindness, that thou shalt grope at noonday,<br> +as the blind gropeth in darkness. Thou shalt not prosper in thy<br> +ways, and thou shalt be only oppressed and spoiled evermore, and no<br> +man shall save thee. Thou shalt betroth a wife, and another man<br> +shall lie with her: thou shalt build an house, and thou shalt not<br> +dwell therein: thou shalt plant a vineyard, and shalt not gather<br> +the grapes thereof. Thy sons and thy daughters shall be given unto<br> +another people, and thine eyes fail with longing for them; and<br> +there shall be no might in thy hand. And thou shalt find no ease on<br> +earth, neither shall the sole of thy foot have rest: the Lord shall<br> +give thee a trembling heart, and failing of eyes and sorrow of<br> +mind. And thy life shall hang in doubt before thee; and thou shalt<br> +fear day and night. In the morning thou shalt say, would God it<br> +were even! And at even thou shalt say, would God it were morning!<br> +And because thou servedst not the Lord thy God when thou livedst in<br> +security, thou shalt serve him in hunger, in thirst, in nakedness<br> +and in want; and He shall put a yoke of iron upon thy neck, until<br> +He have destroyed thee!'</p> + +<p>OMNES. Amen!</p> + +<p>(The CONFESSOR has read the above loudly and rapidly, without<br> +turning to the STRANGER. All those present, except the LADY, who is<br> +working, have been listening and have joined in the curse, though<br> +they have feigned not to notice the STRANGER, who has remained with<br> +his back to them, sunk in himself. The STRANGER now rises as if to<br> +go. The CONFESSOR goes towards him.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What was that?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. The Book of Deuteronomy.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Of course. But I seem to remember blessings in it, too.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Yes, for those who keep His commandments.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Hm. ... I can't deny that, for a moment, I felt shaken.<br> +Are they temptations to be resisted, or warnings to be obeyed?<br> +(Pause.) Anyhow I'm certain now that I have fever. I must go to a<br> +real doctor.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. See he <i>is</i> the right one!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Of course!</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Who can heal 'delightful scruples of conscience'!</p> + +<p>ABBESS. Should you need charity again, you now know where to find<br> +it.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No. I do not.</p> + +<p>ABBESS (in a low voice). Then I'll tell you. In a 'rose' room, near<br> +a certain running stream.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. That's the truth! In a 'rose' room. Wait; how long have I<br> +been here?</p> + +<p>ABBESS. Three months to-day.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Three months! Have I been sleeping? Or where have I been?<br> +(Looking out of the window.) It's autumn. The trees are bare; the<br> +clouds look cold. Now it's coming back to me! Can you hear a mill<br> +grinding? The sound of a horn? The rushing of a river? A wood<br> +whispering—and a woman weeping? You're right. Only there can<br> +charity be found. Farewell. (Exit.)</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR (to the Abbess). The fool! The fool!</p> + +<p>Curtain.</p> + +<p> +SCENE X</p> + +<p>THE 'ROSE' ROOM</p> + +<p>[The curtains have been taken down. The windows gape into the<br> +darkness outside. The furniture has been covered in brown<br> +loose-covers and pulled forward. The flowers have been taken away,<br> +and the large black stove lit. The MOTHER is standing ironing white<br> +curtains by the light of a single lamp. There is a knock at the<br> +door.]</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Come in!</p> + +<p>STRANGER (doing so). Where's my wife?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Where do you come from?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I think, from hell. But where's my wife?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Which of them do you mean?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. The question's justified. Everything is, except to me.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. There may be a reason: I'm glad you've seen it. Where have<br> +you been?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Whether in a poorhouse, a madhouse or a hospital, I don't<br> +know. I should like to think it all a feverish dream. I've been<br> +ill: I lost my memory and can't believe three months have passed.<br> +But where's my wife?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. I ought to ask you that. When you deserted her, she went<br> +away—to look for you. Whether she's tired of looking, I can't say.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Something's amiss here. Where's the Old Man?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Where there's no more suffering.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You mean he's dead?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Yes. He's dead.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You say it as if you wanted to add him to my victims.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Perhaps I'm right to do so.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. He didn't look sensitive: he was capable of steady<br> +hatred.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. No. He hated only what was evil, in himself and others.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. So I'm wrong there, too! (Pause.)</p> + +<p>MOTHER. What do you want here?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Charity!</p> + +<p>MOTHER. At last! How was it at the hospital! Sit down and tell me.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (sitting). I don't want to think of it. I don't even know<br> +if it <i>was</i> a hospital.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Strange. Tell me what happened after you left here.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I fell in the mountains, hurt my hip and lost<br> +consciousness. If you'll speak kindly to me you shall know more.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. I will.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. When I woke I was in a red iron bedstead. Three men were<br> +pulling a cord that ran through two blocks. Every time they pulled<br> +I felt I grew two feet taller. ...</p> + +<p>MOTHER. They were putting in your hip.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I hadn't thought of that. Then ... I lay watching my past<br> +life unroll before me like a panorama, through childhood, youth. ...<br> +And when the roll was finished it began again. All the time I heard<br> +a mill grinding. ... I can hear it still. Yes, here too!</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Those were not pleasant visions.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No. At last I came to the conclusion ... that I was a<br> +thoroughgoing scamp.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Why call yourself that?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I know you'd like to hear me say I was a scoundrel. But<br> +that would seem to me like boasting. It would imply a certainty<br> +about myself to which I've not attained.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. You're still in doubt?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Of a great deal. But I've begun to have an inkling.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. That. ...?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. That there are forces which, till now, I've not believed in.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. You've come to see that neither you, nor any other man,<br> +directs your destiny?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I have.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Then you've already gone part of the way.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. But I myself have changed. I'm ruined; for I've lost all<br> +aptitude for writing. And I can't sleep at night.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Indeed!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What are called nightmares stop me. Last and worst: I<br> +daren't die; for I'm no longer sure my miseries will end, with <i>my</i><br> +end.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Oh!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Even worse: I've grown so to loathe myself that I'd<br> +escape from myself, if I knew how. If I were a Christian, I<br> +couldn't obey the first commandment, to love my neighbour as<br> +myself, for I should have to hate him as I hate myself. It's true<br> +that I'm a scamp. I've always suspected it; and because I never<br> +wanted life to fool me, I've observed 'others' carefully. When I<br> +saw they were no better than I, I resented their trying to browbeat<br> +me.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. You've been wrong to think it a matter between you and<br> +others. You have to deal with Him.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. With whom?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. The Invisible One, who guides your destiny.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Would I could see Him.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. It would be your death.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Oh no!</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Where do you get this devilish spirit of rebellion? If you<br> +won't bow your neck like the rest, you must be broken like a reed.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I don't know where this fearful stubbornness comes from.<br> +It's true an unpaid bill can make me tremble; but if I were to<br> +climb Mount Sinai and face the Eternal One, I should not cover my<br> +face.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Jesus and Mary! Don't say such things. You'll make me think<br> +you're a child of the Devil.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Here that seems the general opinion. But I've heard that<br> +those who serve the Evil One get honours, goods and gold as their<br> +reward. Gold especially. Do you think me suspect?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. You'll bring a curse on my house.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Then I'll leave it.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. And go into the night. Where?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. To seek the only one that I don't hate.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Are you sure she'll receive you?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Quite sure.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. I'm not.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I am.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Then I must raise your doubts.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You can't.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Yes, I can.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. It's a lie.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. We're no longer speaking kindly. We must stop. Can you<br> +sleep in the attic?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I can't sleep anywhere.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Still, I'll say good-night to you, whether you think I mean<br> +it, or not.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You're sure there are no rats in the attic? I don't fear<br> +ghosts, but rats aren't pleasant.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. I'm glad you don't fear ghosts, for no one's slept a whole<br> +night there ... whatever the cause may be.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (after a moment's hesitation). Never have I met a more<br> +wicked woman than you. The reason is: you have religion.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Good-night!</p> + +<p>Curtain.</p> + +<p> +SCENE XI</p> + +<p>IN THE KITCHEN</p> + +<p>[It is dark, but the moon outside throws moving shadows of the<br> +window lattices on to the floor, as the storm clouds race by. In<br> +the corner, right, under the crucifix, where the OLD MAN used to<br> +sit, a hunting horn, a gun and a game bag hang on the wall. On the<br> +table a stuffed bird of prey. As the windows are open the curtains<br> +are flapping in the wind; and kitchen cloths, aprons and towels,<br> +that are hung on a line by the hearth, move in the wind, whose<br> +sighing can be heard. In the distance the noise of a waterfall.<br> +There is an occasional tapping on the wooden floor.]</p> + +<p>STRANGER (entering, half-dressed, a lamp in his hand). Is anyone<br> +here? No. (He comes forward with a light, which makes the play of<br> +shadow less marked.) What's moving on the floor? Is anyone here?<br> +(He goes to the table, sees the stuffed bird and stands riveted to<br> +the spot.) God!</p> + +<p>MOTHER (coming in with a lamp). Still up?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I couldn't sleep.</p> + +<p>MOTHER (gently). Why not, my son?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I heard someone above me.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Impossible. There's nothing over the attic.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. That's why I was uneasy! What's moving on the floor like<br> +snakes?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Moonbeams.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. Moonbeams. That's a stuffed bird. And those are<br> +cloths. Everything's natural; that's what makes me uneasy. Who was<br> +knocking during the night? Was anyone locked out?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. It was a horse in the stable.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Why should it make that noise?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Some animals have nightmares.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What are nightmares?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Who knows?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. May I sit down?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Do. I want to speak seriously to you. I was malicious last<br> +night; you must forgive me. It's because of that I need religion;<br> +just as I need the penitential garment and the stone floor. To<br> +spare you, I'll tell you what nightmares are to me. My bad<br> +conscience! Whether I punish myself or another punishes me, I don't<br> +know. I don't permit myself to ask. (Pause.) Now tell me what you<br> +saw in your room.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I hardly know. Nothing. When I went in I felt as if<br> +someone were there. Then I went to bed. But someone started pacing<br> +up and down above me with a heavy tread. Do you believe in ghosts?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. My religion won't allow me to. But I believe our sense of<br> +right and wrong will find a way to punish us.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Soon I felt cold air on my breast—it reached my heart<br> +and forced me to get up.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. And then?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. To stand and watch the whole panorama of my life unroll<br> +before me. I saw everything—that was the worst of it.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. I know. I've been through it. There's no name for the<br> +malady, and only one cure.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What is it?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. You know what children do when they've done wrong?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. First ask forgiveness!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And then?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Try to make amends.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Isn't it enough to suffer according to one's deserts?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. No. That's revenge.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Then what must one do?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Can you mend a life you've destroyed? Undo a bad action?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Truly, no. But I was forced into it! Forced to take, for<br> +no one gave me the right. Accursèd be He who forced me! (Putting<br> +his hand to his heart.) Ah! He's here, in this room. He's plucking<br> +out my heart!</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Then bow your head.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I cannot.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Down on your knees.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I will not.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Christ have mercy! Lord have mercy on you! On your knees<br> +before Him who was crucified! Only He can wipe out what's been<br> +done.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Not before Him! If I were forced, I'll recant ...<br> +afterwards.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. On your knees, my son!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I cannot bow the knee. I cannot. Help me, God Eternal.<br> +(Pause.)</p> + +<p>MOTHER (after a hasty prayer). Do you feel better?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. ... It was not death. It was annihilation!</p> + +<p>MOTHER. The annihilation of the Divine. We call it spiritual death.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I see. (Without irony.) I begin to understand.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. My son! You have left Jerusalem and are on the road to<br> +Damascus. Go back the same way you came. Erect a cross at every<br> +station, and stay at the seventh. For you, there are not fourteen,<br> +as for Him.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You speak in riddles.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Then go your way. Search out those to whom you have<br> +something to say. First, your wife.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Where is she?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. You must find her. On your way don't forget to call on him<br> +you named the werewolf.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Never!</p> + +<p>MOTHER. You'd have said that, as you came here. As you know, I<br> +expected your coming.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Why?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. For no one reason.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Just as I saw this kitchen ... in a trance. ...</p> + +<p>MOTHER. That's why I now regret trying to separate you and<br> +Ingeborg. Go and search for her. If you find her, well and good. If<br> +not, perhaps that too has been ordained. (Pause.) Dawn's now at<br> +hand. Morning has come and the night has passed.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Such a night!</p> + +<p>MOTHER. You'll remember it.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Not all of it ... yet something.</p> + +<p>MOTHER (looking out of the window, as if to herself). Lovely<br> +morning star—how far from heaven have you fallen!</p> + +<p>STRANGER (after a pause). Have you noticed that, before the sun<br> +rises, a feeling of awe takes hold of mankind? Are we children of<br> +darkness, that we tremble before the light?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Will you never be tired of questioning?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Never. Because I yearn for light.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Go then, and search. And peace be with you!</p> + +<p> +SCENE XII</p> + +<p>IN THE RAVINE</p> + +<p>[The same landscape as before, but in autumn colouring. The trees<br> +have lost their leaves. Work is going on at the smithy and the<br> +mill. The SMITH stands, left, in the doorway; the MILLER'S wife,<br> +right. The LADY dressed in a jacket with a hat of patent leather;<br> +but she is in mourning. The STRANGER is in Bavarian alpine kit:<br> +short jacket of rough material, knickers, heavy boots and<br> +alpenstock, green hat with heath-cock feather. Over this he wears a<br> +brown cloak with a cape and hood.]</p> + +<p>LADY (entering tired and dispirited). Did a man pass here in a long<br> +cloak, with a green hat? (The SMITH and the MILLER'S WIFE shake<br> +their heads.) Can I lodge here for the night? (The SMITH and the<br> +MILLER'S WIFE again shake their heads: to the SMITH.) May I stand<br> +in the doorway for a moment and warm myself? (The SMITH pushes her<br> +away.) God reward you according to your deserts!</p> + +<p>(Exit. She reappears on the footbridge, and exit once more.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER (entering). Has a lady in a coat and skirt crossed the<br> +brook? (The SMITH and MILLER'S WIFE shake their heads.) Will you<br> +give me some bread? I'll pay for it. (The MILLER'S WIFE refuses the<br> +money.) No charity!</p> + +<p>ECHO (imitating his voice from afar). Charity.</p> + +<p>(The SMITH and the MILLER'S WIFE laugh so loudly and so long that,<br> +at length, ECHO replies.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Good! An eye for an eye—a tooth for a tooth. It helps to<br> +lighten my conscience! (He enters the ravine.)</p> + +<p> +SCENE XIII</p> + +<p>ON THE ROAD</p> + +<p>[The same landscape as before; but autumn. The BEGGAR is sitting<br> +outside a chapel with a lime twig and a bird cage, in which is a<br> +starling. The STRANGER enters wearing the same clothes as in the<br> +preceding scene.]</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Beggar! Have you seen a lady in a coat and skirt pass<br> +this way?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. I've seen five hundred. But, seriously, I must ask you not<br> +to call me beggar now. I've found work!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Oh! So it's you!</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Ille ego qui quondam. ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What kind of work have you?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. I've a starling, that whistles and sings.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You mean, <i>he</i> does the work?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Yes. I'm my own master now.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Do you catch birds?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. No. The lime twig's merely for appearances.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. So you still cling to such things?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. What else should I cling to? What's within us is nothing<br> +but pure ... nonsense.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Is that the final conclusion of your whole philosophy of<br> +life?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. My complete metaphysic. The view mad be rather out of date,<br> +but ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Can you be serious for a moment? Tell me about your past.</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Why unravel that old skein? Twist it up rather. Twist it<br> +up. Do you think I'm always so merry? Only when I meet you: you're<br> +so damnably funny!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. How can you laugh, with a wrecked life behind you?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Now he's getting personal! (Pause.) If you can't laugh at<br> +adversity, not even that of others, you're begging of life itself.<br> +Listen! If you follow this wheel track you'll come, at last, to the<br> +ocean, and there the path will stop. If you sit down there and<br> +rest, you'll begin to take another view of things. Here there are<br> +so many accidents, religious themes, disagreeable memories that<br> +hinder thought as it flies to the 'rose' room. Only follow the<br> +track! If it's muddy here and there, spread your wings and flutter.<br> +And talking of fluttering: I once heard a bird that sang of<br> +Polycrates and his ring; how he'd become possessed of all the<br> +marvels of this world, but didn't know what to do with them. So he<br> +sent tidings east and west of the great Nothing he'd helped to<br> +fashion from the empty universe. I wouldn't assert you were the<br> +man, unless I believed it so firmly I could take my oath on it.<br> +Once I asked you whether you knew who I was, and you said it didn't<br> +interest you. In return I offered you my friendship, but you<br> +refused it rudely. However, I'm not sensitive or resentful, so I'll<br> +give you good advice on your way. Follow the track!</p> + +<p>STRANGER (avoiding him). You don't deceive me.</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. You believe nothing but evil. That's why you get nothing<br> +but evil. Try to believe what is good. Try!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I will. But if I'm deceived, I've the right to. ...</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. You've no right to do that.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (as if to himself ). Who is it reads my secret thoughts,<br> +turns my soul inside out, and pursues me? Why do you persecute me?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Saul! Saul! Why persecutest thou Me?</p> + +<p>(The STRANGER goes out with a gesture of horror. The chord of the<br> +funeral march is heard again. The LADY enters.)</p> + +<p>LADY. Have you seen a man pass this way in a long cloak, with a<br> +green hat?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. There was a poor devil here, who hobbled off. ...</p> + +<p>LADY. The man I'm searching for's not lame.</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Nor was he. It seems he'd hurt his hip; and that made him<br> +walk unsteadily. I mustn't be malicious. Look here in the mud.</p> + +<p>LADY. Where?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR (pointing). There! At that rut. In it you can see the<br> +impression of a boot, firmly planted. ...</p> + +<p>LADY (looking at the impression). It's he! His heavy tread. ... Can<br> +I catch him up?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Follow the track!</p> + +<p>LADY (taking his hand and kissing it). Thank you, my friend. (Exit.)</p> + +<p> +SCENE XIV</p> + +<p>BY THE SEA</p> + +<p>[The same landscape as before, but now winter. The sea is dark<br> +blue, and on the horizon great clouds take on the shapes of huge<br> +heads. In the distance three bare masts of a wrecked ship, that<br> +look like three white crosses. The table and seat are still under<br> +the tree, but the chairs have been removed. There is snow on the<br> +ground. From time to time a bell-buoy can be heard. The STRANGER<br> +comes in from the left, stops a moment and looks out to sea, then<br> +goes out, right, behind the cottage. The LADY enters, left, and<br> +appears to be following the STRANGER'S footsteps on the snow; she<br> +exits in front of the cottage, right. The STRANGER re-enters,<br> +right, notices the footprints of the LADY, pauses, and looks back,<br> +right. The LADY re-enters, throws herself into his arms, but<br> +recoils.]</p> + +<p>LADY. You thrust me away.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No. It seems there's someone between us.</p> + +<p>LADY. Indeed there is! (Pause.) What a meeting!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. It's winter; as you see.</p> + +<p>LADY. I can feel the cold coming from you.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I got frozen in the mountains.</p> + +<p>LADY. Do you think the spring will ever come?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Not to us! We've been driven from the garden, and must<br> +wander over stones and thistles. And when our hands and feet are<br> +bruised, we feel we must rub salt in the wounds of the ... other<br> +one. And then the mill starts grinding. It'll never stop; for<br> +there's always water.</p> + +<p>LADY. No doubt what you say is true.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. But I'll not yield to the inevitable. Rather than that we<br> +should lacerate each other I'll gash myself as a sacrifice to the<br> +gods. I'll take the blame upon me; declare it was I who taught you<br> +to break your chains. I who tempted you! Then you can lay all the<br> +blame on me: for what I did, and what happened after.</p> + +<p>LADY. You couldn't bear it.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes, I could. There are moments when I feel as if I bore<br> +all the sin and sorrow, all the filth and shame of the whole world.<br> +There are moments when I believe we are condemned to sin and do bad<br> +actions as a punishment! (Pause.) Not long ago I lay sick of a<br> +fever, and amidst all that happened to me, I dreamed that I saw a<br> +crucifix without the Crucified. And when I asked the Dominican—for<br> +there was a Dominican among many others—what it could mean, he<br> +said: 'You will not allow Him to suffer for you. Suffer then<br> +yourself!' That's why mankind have grown so conscious of their own<br> +sufferings.</p> + +<p>LADY. And why consciences grow so heavy, if there's no one to help<br> +to bear the burden.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Have you also come to think so?</p> + +<p>LADY. Not yet. But I'm on the way.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Put your hand in mine. From here let us go on together.</p> + +<p>LADY. Where?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Back! The same way we came. Are you weary?</p> + +<p>LADY. Now no longer.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Several times I sank exhausted. But I met a strange<br> +beggar—perhaps you remember him: he was thought to be like me. And<br> +he begged me, as an experiment, to believe his good intentions. I<br> +did believe—as an experiment—and . ...</p> + +<p>LADY. Well?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. It went well with me. And since then I feel I've strength<br> +to go on my way. ...</p> + +<p>LADY. Let's go together!</p> + +<p>STRANGER (turning to the sea). Yes. It's growing dark and the<br> +clouds are gathering.</p> + +<p>LADY. Don't look at the clouds.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And below there? What's that?</p> + +<p>LADY. Only a wreck.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (whispering). Three crosses! What new Golgotha awaits us?</p> + +<p>LADY. They're white ones. That means good fortune.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Can good fortune ever come to us?</p> + +<p>LADY. Yes. But not yet.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Let's go!</p> + +<p> +SCENE XV</p> + +<p>ROOM IN AN HOTEL</p> + +<p>[The room is as before. The LADY is sitting by the side of the<br> +STRANGER, crocheting.]</p> + +<p>LADY. Do say something.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I've nothing but unpleasant things to say, since we came<br> +here.</p> + +<p>LADY. Why were you so anxious to have this terrible room?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I don't know. It was the last one I wanted. I began to<br> +long for it, in order to suffer.</p> + +<p>LADY. And are you suffering?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. I can no longer listen to singing, or look at<br> +anything beautiful. During the day I hear the mill and see that<br> +great panorama now expanding to embrace the universe. ... And, at<br> +night ...</p> + +<p>LADY. Why did you cry out in your sleep?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I was dreaming.</p> + +<p>LADY. A real dream?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Terribly real. But you see what a curse is on me. I feel<br> +I must describe it, and to no one else but you. Yet I daren't tell<br> +you, for it would be rattling at the door of the locked chamber. ...</p> + +<p>LADY. The past!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes.</p> + +<p>LADY (simply). It's foolish to have any such secret place.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. (Pause.)</p> + +<p>LADY. And now tell me!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I'm afraid I must. I dreamed your first husband was<br> +married to my first wife.</p> + +<p>LADY. Only you could have thought of such a thing!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I wish it were so. (Pause.) I saw how he ill-treated my<br> +children. (Getting up.) I put my hands to his throat. ... I can't<br> +go on. ... But I shall never rest till I know the truth. And to<br> +know it, I must go to him in his own house.</p> + +<p>LADY. It's come to that?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. It's been coming for some time. Nothing can now prevent<br> +it. I must see him.</p> + +<p>LADY. But if he won't receive you?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I'll go as a patient, and tell him of my sickness. ...</p> + +<p>LADY (frightened). Don't do that!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You think he might be tempted to shut me up as mad! I<br> +must risk it. I want to risk everything—life, freedom, welfare. I<br> +need an emotional shock, strong enough to bring myself into the<br> +light of day. I demand this torture, that my punishment may be in<br> +just proportion to my sin, so that I shall not be forced to drag<br> +myself along under the burden of my guilt. So down into the snake<br> +pit, as soon as may be!</p> + +<p>LADY. Could I come with you?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. There's no need. My sufferings will be enough for both.</p> + +<p>LADY. Then I'll call you my deliverer. And the curse I once laid on<br> +you will turn into a blessing. Look! It's spring once more.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. So I see. The Christmas rose there has begun to wither.</p> + +<p>LADY. But don't you feel spring in the air?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. The cold within isn't so great.</p> + +<p>LADY. Perhaps the werewolf will heal you altogether.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. We shall see. Perhaps he's not so dangerous, after all.</p> + +<p>LADY. He's not so cruel as you.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. But my dream. ...</p> + +<p>LADY. Let's hope it was only a dream. Now my wool's finished; and<br> +with it, my useless work. It's grown soiled in the making.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. It can be washed.</p> + +<p>LADY. Or dyed.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Rose red.</p> + +<p>LADY. Never!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. It's like a roll of manuscript.</p> + +<p>LADY. With our story on it.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. In the filth of the roads, in tears and in blood.</p> + +<p>LADY. But the story's nearly done. Go and write the last chapter.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Then we'll meet at the seventh station. Where we began!</p> + +<p> +SCENE XVI</p> + +<p>THE DOCTOR'S HOUSE</p> + +<p>[The scene is more or less as before. But half the wood-pile has<br> +been taken away. On a seat near the verandah surgical instruments,<br> +knives, saws, forceps, etc. The DOCTOR is engaged in cleaning<br> +these.]</p> + +<p>SISTER (coming from the verandah). A patient to see you.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Do you know who it is?</p> + +<p>SISTER. I've not seen him. Here's his card.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR (reading it). This outdoes everything!</p> + +<p>SISTER. Is it he?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Yes. Courage I respect; but this is cynicism. A kind of<br> +challenge. Still, let him come in.</p> + +<p>SISTER. Are you serious?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Perfectly. But, if you care to talk to him a little, in<br> +that straightforward way of yours. ...</p> + +<p>SISTER. I'd like to.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Very well. Do the heavy work, and leave the final polish to<br> +me.</p> + +<p>SISTER. You can trust me. I'll tell him everything your kindness<br> +forbids you to say.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Enough of my kindness! Make haste, or I'll get impatient.<br> +Shut the doors. (His SISTER goes out.) What are you doing at that<br> +dustbin, Caesar? (CAESAR comes in.) Listen, Caesar, if your enemy<br> +were to come and lay his head in your lap, what would you do?</p> + +<p>CAESAR. Cut it off!</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. That's not what I've taught you.</p> + +<p>CAESAR. No; you said, heap coals of fire on it. But I think that's<br> +a shame.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. I think so, too; it's more cruel and more cunning. (Pause.)<br> +Isn't it better to take some revenge? It heartens the other person,<br> +lifts the burden off him.</p> + +<p>CAESAR. As you know more about it than I, why ask?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Quiet! I'm not speaking to you. (Pause.) Very well. First<br> +cut off his head, and then. ... We'll see.</p> + +<p>CAESAR. It all depends on how he behaves.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Yes. On how he behaves. Quiet. Get along.</p> + +<p>(The STRANGER comes from the verandah: he seems excited but his<br> +manner betrays a certain resignation. CAESAR has gone out.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You're surprised to see me here?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR (seriously). I've long given up being surprised. But I see I<br> +must begin again.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Will you permit me to speak to you?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. About anything decent people may discuss. Are you ill?</p> + +<p>STRANGER (hesitating). Yes.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Why did you come to me—of all people?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You must guess!</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. I refuse to. (Pause.) What do you complain of?</p> + +<p>STRANGER (with uncertainty). Sleeplessness.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. That's not a disease, but a symptom. Have you already seen<br> +a doctor?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I've been lying ill in an ... institution. I was<br> +feverish. I've a strange malady.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. What was so strange about it?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. May I ask this? Can one go about as usual; and yet be<br> +delirious?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. If you're mad; not otherwise. (The STRANGER lets up, but<br> +then sits down again.) What was the hospital called?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. St. Saviour.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. That's not a hospital.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. A convent, then.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. No. It's an asylum. (The STRANGER gets up, the DOCTOR does<br> +so, too, and calls.) Sister! Shut the front door. And the gate<br> +leading to the road. (To the STRANGER.) Won't you sit down? I have<br> +to keep the doors here locked. There are so many tramps.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (calms himself). Be frank with me: do you think me ...<br> +insane?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. No one ever gets a frank answer to that question, as you<br> +know. And no one who suffers in that way ever believes what he's<br> +told. So my opinion must be a matter of indifference to you.<br> +(Pause.) But if it's your soul, go to a spiritual healer.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Could you take his place for a moment?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. I haven't the vocation.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. But ...</p> + +<p>DOCTOR (interrupting). Or the time. We're getting ready for a<br> +wedding here!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I dreamed it!</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. It may ease your mind to know that I've consoled myself, as<br> +it's called. You may be pleased, it would be natural ... but I see,<br> +on the contrary, it makes you suffer more. There must be a reason.<br> +Why, should you be upset at my marrying a widow?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. With two children?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Two children! Now we have it! A damnable supposition worthy<br> +of you. If there were a hell, you should be hell's overseer, for<br> +your skill in finding means of punishment exceeds my wildest<br> +inventions. Yet I'm called a werewolf!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. It might happen that ...</p> + +<p>DOCTOR (cutting him short). For a long time, I hated you, because<br> +by an unforgiveable action you cheated me of my good name. But when<br> +I grew older and wiser I saw that, although the punishment wasn't<br> +earned, I deserved it for other things that had never been<br> +discovered. Besides, you were a boy with enough conscience to be<br> +able to punish yourself. So you need worry no more about the whole<br> +thing. Is that what you wanted to speak of?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Then you'll be content, if I let you go? (The STRANGER is<br> +about to ask a question.) Did you think I'd shut you up? Or cut you<br> +in pieces with those instruments? Kill you? 'Perhaps such poor<br> +devils ought to be put out of their misery!' (The STRANGER looks at<br> +his watch.) You can still catch the boat.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Will you give me your hand?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Impossible. And what is the use of my forgiving you, if you<br> +lack the strength to forgive yourself? (Pause.) Some things can<br> +only be cured by making them undone. So this never can be.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. St. Saviour ...</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Helped you. You challenged destiny and were broken. There's<br> +no shame in losing such a fight. I did the same; but, as you see,<br> +I've got rid of my woodpile. I want no thunder in my home. And I<br> +shall play no more with the lightning.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. One station more, and I shall reach my goal.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. You'll never reach your goal. Farewell!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Farewell!</p> + +<p> +SCENE XVII</p> + +<p>A STREET CORNER</p> + +<p>[The same as Scene I. The STRANGER is sitting on the seat beneath<br> +the tree, drawing in the sand.]</p> + +<p>LADY (entering). What are you doing?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Writing in the sand ... still.</p> + +<p>LADY. Can you hear singing?</p> + +<p>STRANGER (pointing to the church). Yes. But from there! I've been<br> +unjust to someone, unwittingly.</p> + +<p>LADY. I think our wanderings must be over, now we've come back here.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Where we began ... at the street corner, between the inn,<br> +the church and the post office. By the way ... isn't there a<br> +registered letter for me there, that I never fetched?</p> + +<p>LADY. Yes. Because there was nothing but unpleasantness in it.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Or legal matters. (Striking his forehead.) Then that's<br> +the explanation.</p> + +<p>LADY. Fetch it then. In the belief that what it contains is good.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (ironically). Good!</p> + +<p>LADY. Believe it. Imagine it!</p> + +<p>STRANGER (going to the post office). I'll make the attempt.</p> + +<p>(The LADY waits on the pavement. The STRANGER comes back with a<br> +letter.)</p> + +<p>LADY. Well?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I feel ashamed of myself. It's the money.</p> + +<p>LADY. You see! All these sufferings, all these tears ... in vain!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Not in vain! It looks like spite, what happens here, but<br> +it's not that. I wronged the Invisible when I mistook ...</p> + +<p>LADY. Enough! No accusations.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No. It was my own stupidity or wickedness. I didn't want<br> +to be made a fool of by life. That's why I was! It was the elves ...</p> + +<p>LADY. Who made the change in you. Come. Let's go.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And hide ourselves and our misery in the mountains.</p> + +<p>LADY. Yes. The mountains will hide us! (Pause.) But first I must go<br> +and light a candle to my good Saint Elizabeth. Come. (The STRANGER<br> +shakes his head.) Come!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Very well. I'll go through that way. But I can't stay.</p> + +<p>LADY. How can you tell? Come. In there you shall hear new songs.</p> + +<p>(The STRANGER follows her to the door of the church.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER. It may be!</p> + +<p>LADY. Come!</p> + +<p>THE END.</p> + +<br><br> + +<a name="p2"></a><br><br> + +<h2>PART II</h2> + +<p> +<br> +CHARACTERS</p> + +<p>THE STRANGER<br> +THE LADY<br> +THE MOTHER<br> +THE FATHER<br> +THE CONFESSOR<br> +THE DOCTOR<br> +CAESAR</p> + +<p>less important figures<br> +MAID<br> +PROFESSOR<br> +RAGGED PERSON<br> +ANOTHER RAGGED PERSON<br> +FIRST WOMAN<br> +SECOND WOMAN<br> +WAITRESS<br> +POLICEMAN</p> + +<p> +SCENES</p> + +<p>ACT I Outside the House</p> + +<p>ACT II SCENE I Laboratory<br> + SCENE II The 'Rose' Room</p> + +<p>ACT III SCENE I The Banqueting Hall<br> + SCENE II A Prison Cell<br> + SCENE III The 'Rose' Room</p> + +<p>ACT IV SCENE I The Banqueting Hall<br> + SCENE II In a Ravine<br> + SCENE III The 'Rose' Room</p> + +<p> +ACT I</p> + +<p>OUTSIDE THE HOUSE</p> + +<p>[On the right a terrace, on which the house stands. Below it a road<br> +runs towards the back, where there is a thick pine wood with<br> +heights beyond, whose outlines intersect. On the left there is a<br> +suggestion of a river bank, but the river itself cannot be seen.<br> +The house is white and has small, mullioned windows with iron bars.<br> +On the wall vines and climbing roses. In front of the house, on the<br> +terrace, a well; at the end of the terrace pumpkin plants, whose<br> +large yellow flowers hang dozen over the edge. Fruit trees are<br> +planted along the road, and a memorial cross can be seen erected at<br> +a spot where an accident occurred. Steps lead down from the terrace<br> +to the road, and there are flower-pots on the balustrade. In front<br> +of the steps there is a seat. The road reaches the foreground from<br> +the right, curving past the terrace, which projects like a<br> +promontory, and then loses itself in the background. Strong<br> +sunlight from the left. The MOTHER is sitting on the seat below the<br> +steps. The DOMINICAN is standing in front of her.]</p> + +<p>DOMINICAN [Note: The same character as the CONFESSOR and BEGGAR.].<br> +You called me to discuss a family matter of importance to you. Tell<br> +me what it is.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Father, life has treated me hardly. I don't know what I've<br> +done to be so frowned upon by Providence.</p> + +<p>DOMINICAN. It's a mark of favour to be tried by the Eternal One,<br> +and triumph awaits the steadfast.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. That's what I've often said to myself; but there are limits<br> +to the suffering one can bear. ...</p> + +<p>DOMINICAN. There are no limits. Suff'ering's as boundless as grace.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. First my husband leaves me for another woman.</p> + +<p>DOMINICAN. Then let him go. He'll come crawling back again on his<br> +bare knees!</p> + +<p>MOTHER. And as you know, Father, my only daughter was married to a<br> +doctor. But she left him and came home with a stranger, whom she<br> +presented to me as her new husband.</p> + +<p>DOMINICAN. That's not easy to understand. Divorce isn't recognised<br> +by our religion.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. No. But they'd crossed the frontier, to a land where there<br> +are other laws. He's an Old Catholic, and he found a priest to<br> +marry them.</p> + +<p>DOMINICAN. That's no real marriage, and can't be dissolved because<br> +it never existed. But it can be nullified. Who is your present<br> +son-in-law?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Truly, I wish I knew! One thing I do know, and that's<br> +enough to fill my cup of sorrow. He's been divorced and his wife<br> +and children live in wretched circumstances.</p> + +<p>DOMINICAN. A difficult case. But we'll find a way to put it right.<br> +What does he do?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. He's a writer; said to be famous at home.</p> + +<p>DOMINICAN. Godless, too, I suppose?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Yes. At least he used to be; but since his second marriage<br> +he's not known a happy hour. Fate, as he calls it, seized him with<br> +an iron hand and drove him here in the shape of a ragged beggar.<br> +Ill-fortune struck him blow after blow, so that I pitied him at the<br> +very moment he fled from here. Then he wandered in the woods and,<br> +later, lay out in the fields where he fell, till he was found by<br> +merciful folk and taken to a convent. There he lay ill for three<br> +months, without our knowing where he was.</p> + +<p>DOMINICAN. Wait! Last year a man was brought to the Convent of St.<br> +Saviour, where I'm Confessor, under the circumstances you describe.<br> +Whilst he was feverish he opened his heart to me, and there was<br> +scarcely a sin of which he didn't confess his guilt. But when he<br> +came to himself again, he said he remembered nothing. So to prove<br> +him in heart and reins I used the secret apostolic powers that are<br> +given us; and, as a trial, employed the lesser curse. For when a<br> +crime's been done in secret, the curse of Deuteronomy is read over<br> +the suspected man. If he's innocent, he goes his way unscathed. But<br> +if he's struck by it, then, as Paul relates, 'he is delivered unto<br> +Satan for the destruction of the flesh, that his spirit may be<br> +saved.'</p> + +<p>MOTHER. O God! It must be he!</p> + +<p>DOMINICAN. Yes, it is he. Your son-in-law! The ways of Providence<br> +are inscrutable. Was he heavily struck by the curse?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Yes. That night he slept here, and was torn from his sleep<br> +by an unexplained power that, as he told me, turned his heart to<br> +ice. ...</p> + +<p>DOMINICAN. Did he have fearful visions?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Yes.</p> + +<p>DOMINICAN. And was he harried by those terrible thoughts, of which<br> +Job says, 'When I say, my bed shall comfort me, then Thou scarest<br> +me with dreams and terrifiest me with visions; so that my soul<br> +chooseth strangling, and death rather than life.' That's as it<br> +should be. Did it open his eyes?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Yes. But only so that his sight was blinded. For his<br> +sufferings grew so great that he could no longer find a natural<br> +explanation for them, and as no doctor could cure him, he began to<br> +see that he was fighting higher conscious powers.</p> + +<p>DOMINICAN. Powers that meant him ill, and were therefore themselves<br> +evil. That's the usual course of things. And then?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. He came upon books that taught him that such evil powers<br> +could be fought.</p> + +<p>DOMINICAN. Oh! So he looked for what's hidden, and should remain<br> +so! Did he succeed in exorcising the spirits that chastised him?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. He says he did. And it seems now that he can sleep again.</p> + +<p>DOMINICAN. Yes, and he believes what he says. Yet, since he hasn't<br> +truly accepted the love of truth, God will trouble him with great<br> +delusion, so that he'll believe what is false.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. The fault's his own. But he's changed my daughter: in other<br> +days she was neither hot nor cold; but now she's on the way to<br> +becoming evil.</p> + +<p>DOMINICAN. How do the two of them get on?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Half the time, happily; the other half they plague one<br> +another like devils.</p> + +<p>DOMINICAN. That's the way they must go. Plague one another till<br> +they come to the Cross.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. If they don't part again.</p> + +<p>DOMINICAN. What? Have they done so?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. They've left one another four times, but have always come<br> +back. It seems as if they're chained together. It would be a good<br> +thing if they were, for a child's on the way.</p> + +<p>DOMINICAN. Let the child come. Children bring gifts that are<br> +refreshing to tired souls.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. I hope it may be so. But it looks as if this one will be an<br> +apple of discord. They're already quarrelling over its name;<br> +they're quarrelling over its baptism; and the mother's already<br> +jealous of her husband's children by his first wife. He can't<br> +promise to love this child as much as the others, and the mother<br> +absolutely insists that he shall! So there's no end to their<br> +miseries.</p> + +<p>DOMINICAN. Oh yes, there is. Wait! He's had dealings with higher<br> +powers, so that we've gained a hold on him; and our prayers will be<br> +more, powerful than his resistance. Their effect is as extraordinary<br> +as it is mysterious. (The STRANGER appears on the terrace. He is<br> +in hunting costume and wears a tropical helmet. In his hand he has<br> +an alpenstock.) Is that him, up there?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Yes. That's my present son-in-law.</p> + +<p>DOMINICAN. Singularly like the first! But watch how he's behaving.<br> +He hasn't seen me yet, but he feels I'm here. (He makes the sign of<br> +the cross in the air.) Look how troubled he grows. ... Now he<br> +stiffens like an icicle. See! In a moment he'll cry out.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (who has suddenly stopped, grown rigid, and clutched his<br> +heart). Who's down there?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. I am.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You're not alone.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. No. I've someone with me.</p> + +<p>DOMINICAN (making the sign of the cross). Now he'll say nothing;<br> +but fall like a felled tree. (The STRANGER crumples up and falls to<br> +the ground.) Now I shall go. It would be too much for him if he<br> +were to see me, But I'll come back soon. You'll see, he's in good<br> +hands! Farewell and peace be with you. (He goes out.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER (raising himself and coming down the steps). Who was that?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. A traveller. Sit down; you look so pale.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. It was a fainting fit.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. You've always new names for it; but they mean nothing<br> +fresh. Sit down here, on the seat.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No; I don't like sitting there. People are always<br> +passing.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Yet I've been sitting here since I was a child, watching<br> +life glide past as the river does below. Here, on the road, I've<br> +watched the children of men go by, playing, haggling, begging,<br> +cursing and dancing. I love this seat and I love the river below,<br> +though it does much damage every year and washes away the property<br> +we inherited. Last spring it carried our whole hay crop off, so<br> +that we had to sell our beasts. The property's lost half its value<br> +in the last few years, and when the lake in the mountains has<br> +reached its new level and the swamp's been drained into the river,<br> +the water will rise till it washes the house away. We've been at<br> +law about it for ten years, and we've lost every appeal; so we<br> +shall be destroyed. It's as inevitable as fate.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Fate's not inevitable.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Beware, if you think to fight it.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I've done so already.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. There you go again! You learn nothing from the chastisement<br> +of Providence.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Oh yes. I've learned to hate. Can one love what does evil?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. I've little learning, as you know; but I read yesterday<br> +in an encyclopaedia that the Eumenides are not evilly disposed.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. That's true; but it's a lie they're friendly. I only<br> +know one friendly fury. My own!</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Can you call Ingeborg a fury?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. She is one; and as a fury, she's remarkable. Her<br> +talent for making me suffer excels my most infernal inventions; and<br> +if I escape from her hands with my life, I'll come out of the fire<br> +as pure as gold.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. You've got what you deserve. You wanted to mould her as you<br> +wished, and you've succeeded.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Completely. But where is this fury?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. She went down the road a few minutes ago.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Down there? Then I'll go to meet my own destruction. (He<br> +goes towards the back.)</p> + +<p>MOTHER. So you can still joke about it? Wait! (The MOTHER is left<br> +alone for a moment, until the STRANGER has disappeared. The LADY<br> +then enters from the right. She is wearing a summer frock, and is<br> +carrying a post bag and some opened letters in her hand.)</p> + +<p>LADY. Are you alone, Mother?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. I've just been left alone.</p> + +<p>LADY. Here's the post. This is for job.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. What? Do you open his letters?</p> + +<p>LADY. All of them, because I want to know who it is I've linked my<br> +life to. And I want to suppress everything that might minister to<br> +his pride. In a word, I isolate him, so that he has to keep his own<br> +electricity and run the danger of being broken to pieces.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. How learnèd you've grown?</p> + +<p>LADY. Yes. If he's unwise enough to confide almost everything to<br> +me, I'll soon hold his fate in my hand. Now, if you please, he's<br> +making electrical experiments and claims he'll be able to harness<br> +the lightning, so that it'll give him light, warmth and power.<br> +Well, let him do as he likes! From a letter that came to-day I see<br> +he's even corresponding with alchemists.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Does he want to make gold? Is the man sane?</p> + +<p>LADY. That's the important question. Whether he's a charlatan<br> +doesn't matter so much.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Do you suspect it?</p> + +<p>LADY. I'd believe any evil of him, and any good, on the same day.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Is there any other news?</p> + +<p>LADY. The plans my divorced husband made for a new marriage have<br> +gone wrong; he's grown melancholic, abandoned his practice and is<br> +tramping the roads.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Oh! He was always my son-in-law. He had a kind heart under<br> +his rough manner.</p> + +<p>LADY. Yes. I only called him a werewolf in his rôle as my husband<br> +and master. As long as I knew he was at peace, and on the way to<br> +find consolation, Ì was content. But now he'll torment me like a<br> +bad conscience.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Have you a conscience?</p> + +<p>LADY. I never used to have one. But my eyes have been opened since<br> +I read my husband's works, and I know the difference between good<br> +and evil.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. But he forbade you to read them, and never foresaw you<br> +wouldn't obey him.</p> + +<p>LADY. Who can foresee all the results of any action?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Have you more bad news in your pocket, Pandora?</p> + +<p>LADY. The worst of all! Think of it, Mother, his divorced wife's<br> +going to marry again.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. That ought to be reassuring, to you and to him.</p> + +<p>LADY. Didn't you know it was his worst nightmare? That his wife<br> +would marry again and his children have a stepfather?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. If he can bear that alone, I shall think him a strange man.</p> + +<p>LADY. You believe he's too sensitive? But didn't he say himself<br> +that an educated man of the world at the end of the nineteenth<br> +century never lets himself be put out of countenance!</p> + +<p>MOTHER. It's easy to say so; but when things really happen. ...</p> + +<p>LADY. Yet there was a gift at the bottom of Pandora's box that was<br> +no misfortune. Look, Mother! A portrait of his six-year-old son.</p> + +<p>MOTHER (looking at the picture). A lovely child.</p> + +<p>LADY. It does one good to see such a charming and expressive<br> +picture. Tell me, do you think my child will be as beautiful? Well,<br> +what do you say? Answer, or I'll be unhappy! I love this boy<br> +already, but I feel I'd hate him if my child's not as lovely as he.<br> +Yes, I'm jealous already.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. When you came here after your unlucky honeymoon, I'd hoped<br> +you'd have got over the worst. But now I see it was only a<br> +foretaste of what was to come.</p> + +<p>LADY. I'm ready for anything; and I don't think this knot can ever<br> +be undone. It must be cut!</p> + +<p>MOTHER. But you're only making more difficulties for yourself by<br> +suppressing his letters.</p> + +<p>LADY. In days gone by, when I went through life like a sleep-walker,<br> +everything seemed easy to me, but I begin to be uncertain now he's<br> +started to waken thoughts in me. (She puts the letters into the<br> +post-bag.) Here he is. 'Sh!</p> + +<p>MOTHER. One thing more. Why do you let him wear that suit of your<br> +first husband's?</p> + +<p>LADY. I like torturing and humiliating him. I've persuaded him it<br> +fits him and belonged to my father. Now, when I see him in the<br> +werewolf's things, I feel I've got both of them in my clutches.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Heaven defend us! How spiteful you've grown!</p> + +<p>LADY. Perhaps that was my rôle, if I have one in this man's life!</p> + +<p>MOTHER. I sometimes wish the river would rise and carry us all away<br> +whilst we're asleep at night. If it were to flow here for a<br> +thousand years perhaps it would wash out the sin on which this<br> +house is built.</p> + +<p>LADY. Then it's true that my grandfather, the notary, illegally<br> +seized property not his own? It's said this place was built with<br> +the heritage of widows and orphans, the funds of ruined men, the<br> +property of dead ones and the bribes of litigants.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Don't speak of it any more. The tears of those still living<br> +have run together and formed a lake. And it's that lake, people<br> +say, that's being drained now, and that'll cause the river to wash<br> +us away.</p> + +<p>LADY. Can't it be stopped by taking legal action? Is there no<br> +justice on earth?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Not on earth. But there is in heaven. And heaven will drown<br> +us, for we're the children of evildoers. (She goes up the steps.)</p> + +<p>LADY. Isn't it enough to put up with one's own tears? Must one<br> +inherit other people's?</p> + +<p>(The STRANGER comes back.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Did you call me?</p> + +<p>LADY. No. I only tried to draw you to me, without really wanting<br> +you.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I felt you meddling with my destiny in a way that made me<br> +uneasy. Soon you'll have learnt all I know.</p> + +<p>LADY. And more.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. But I must ask you not to lay rough hands on my fate. I<br> +am Cain, you see, and am under the ban of mysterious powers, who<br> +permit no mortals to interfere with their work of vengeance. You<br> +see this mark on my brow? (He removes his hat.) It means: Revenge<br> +is mine, saith the Lord.</p> + +<p>LADY. Does your hat press. ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No. It chafes me. And so does the coat. If it weren't<br> +that I wanted to please you, I'd have thrown them all into the<br> +river. When I walk here in the neighbourhood, do you know that<br> +people call me the doctor? They must take me for your husband, the<br> +werewolf. And I'm unlucky. If I ask who planted some tree: they<br> +say, the doctor. If I ask to whom the green fish basket belongs:<br> +they say, the doctor. And if it isn't his then it belongs to the<br> +doctor's wife. That is, to you! This confusion between him and me<br> +makes my visit unbearable. I'd like to go away. ...</p> + +<p>LADY. Haven't you tried in vain to leave this place six times?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. But the seventh, I'll succeed.</p> + +<p>LADY. Then try!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You say that as if you were convinced I'd fail.</p> + +<p>LADY. I am.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Plague me in some other way, dear fury.</p> + +<p>LADY. Well, I can.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. A new way! Try to say something ill-natured that 'the<br> +other one's' not said already.</p> + +<p>LADY. Your first wife's 'the other one.' How tactful to remind me<br> +of her.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Everything that lives and moves, everything that's dead<br> +and cold, reminds me of what's gone. ...</p> + +<p>LADY. Until the being comes, who can wipe out the darkness of the<br> +past and bring light.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You mean the child we're expecting!</p> + +<p>LADY. Our child!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Do you love it?</p> + +<p>LADY. I began to to-day.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. To-day? Why, what's happened? Five months ago you wanted<br> +to run off to the lawyers and divorce me; because I wouldn't take<br> +you to a quack who'd kill your unborn child.</p> + +<p>LADY. That was some time ago. Things have changed now.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Why now? (He looks round as if expecting something.) Now?<br> +Has the post come?</p> + +<p>LADY. You're still more cunning than I am. But the pupil will<br> +outstrip the master.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Were there any letters for me?</p> + +<p>LADY. No.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Then give me the wrapper?</p> + +<p>LADY. What made you guess?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Give the wrapper, if your conscience can make such fine<br> +distinctions between it and the letter.</p> + +<p>LADY (picking up the letter-bag, which she has hidden behind the<br> +seat). Look at this! (The STRANGER takes the photograph, looks at<br> +it carefully, and puts it in his breast-pocket.) What was it?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. The past.</p> + +<p>LADY. Was it beautiful?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. More beautiful than the future can ever be.</p> + +<p>LADY (darkly). You shouldn't have said that.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No, I admit it. And I'm sorry. ...</p> + +<p>LADY. Tell me, are you capable of suffering?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Now, I suffer twice; because I feel when you're<br> +suffering. And if I wound you in self-defence, it's I who gets<br> +fever from the wound.</p> + +<p>LADY. That means you're at my mercy?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No. Less now than ever, because you're protected by the<br> +innocent being you carry beneath your heart.</p> + +<p>LADY. He shall be my avenger.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Or mine!</p> + +<p>LADY (tearfully). Poor little thing. Conceived in sin and shame,<br> +and born to avenge by hate.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. It's a long time since I've heard you speak like that.</p> + +<p>LADY. I dare say.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. That was the voice that first drew me to you; it was like<br> +that of a mother speaking to her child.</p> + +<p>LADY. When you say 'mother' I feel I can only believe good of you;<br> +but a moment after I say to myself: it's only one more of your ways<br> +of deceiving me.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What ill have I ever really done you? (The LADY is<br> +uncertain what to reply.) Answer me. What ill have I done you?</p> + +<p>LADY. I don't know.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Then invent something. Say to me: I hate you, because I<br> +can't deceive you.</p> + +<p>LADY. Can't I? Oh, I'm sorry for you.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You must have poison in the pocket of your dress.</p> + +<p>LADY. Well, I have!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What can it be? (Pause.) Who's that coming down the road?</p> + +<p>LADY. A harbinger.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Is it a man, or a spectre?</p> + +<p>LADY. A spectre from the past.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. He's wearing a black coat and a laurel crown. But his<br> +feet are bare.</p> + +<p>LADY. It's Caesar.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (confused). Caesar? That was my nickname at school.</p> + +<p>LADY. Yes. But it's also the name of the madman whom my ... first<br> +husband used to look after. Forgive me speaking of him like that.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Has this madman got away?</p> + +<p>LADY. It looks like it, doesn't it?</p> + +<p>(CAESAR comes in from the back; he wears a black frock coat and is<br> +without a collar; he has a laurel crown on his head and his feet<br> +are bare. His general appearance is bizarre.)</p> + +<p>CAESAR. Why don't you greet me? You ought to say: Ave, Caesar! For<br> +now I'm the master. The werewolf, you must know, has gone out of<br> +his mind since the Great Man went off with his wife, whom he<br> +himself snatched from her first lover, or bridegroom, or whatever<br> +you call him.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (to the LADY). That was strychnine for two adults! (To<br> +CAESAR) Where's your master now—or your slave, or doctor, or<br> +warder?</p> + +<p>CAESAR. He'll be here soon. But you needn't be frightened of him.<br> +He won't use daggers or poison. He only has to show himself, for<br> +all living things to fly from him; for trees to drop their leaves,<br> +and the very dust of the highway to run before him in a whirlwind<br> +like the pillar of cloud before the Children of Israel. ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Listen. ...</p> + +<p>CAESAR. Quiet, whilst I'm speaking. ... Sometimes he believes<br> +himself to be a werewolf, and says he'd like to eat a little child<br> +that's not yet born, and that's really his according to the right<br> +of priority. ... (He goes on his way.)</p> + +<p>LADY (to the STRANGER). Can you exorcise this demon?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I can do nothing against devils who brave the sunshine.</p> + +<p>LADY. Yesterday you made an arrogant remark, and now you shall have<br> +it back. You said it wasn't fair for invisible ones to creep in by<br> +night and strike in the darkness, they should come by day when the<br> +sun's shining. Now they've come!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And that pleases you!</p> + +<p>LADY. Yes. Almost.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What a pity it gives me no pleasure when it's you who's<br> +struck! Let's sit down on the seat—the bench for the accused. For<br> +more are coming.</p> + +<p>LADY. I'd rather we went.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No, I want to see how much I can bear. You see, at every<br> +stroke of the lash I feel as if a debit entry had been erased from<br> +my ledger.</p> + +<p>LADY. But I can stand no more. Look, there he comes himself.<br> +Heavens! This man, whom I once thought I loved!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Thought? Yes, because everything's merely delusion. And<br> +that means a great deal. You go! I'll take the duty on myself of<br> +confronting him alone.</p> + +<p>(The LADY goes up the steps, but does not reach the toy before the<br> +DOCTOR becomes visible at the back of the stage. The DOCTOR comes<br> +in, his grey hair long and unkempt. He is wearing a tropical helmet<br> +and a hunting coat, which are exactly similar to the clothes of the<br> +STRANGER. He behaves as though he doesn't notice the STRANGER'S<br> +presence, and sits down on a stone on the other side of the road,<br> +opposite the STRANGER, who is sitting on the seat. He takes of his<br> +hat and mops the sweat from his brow. The STRANGER grows<br> +impatient.) What do you want?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Only to see this house again, where my happiness once dwelt<br> +and my roses blossomed. ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. An intelligent man of the world would have chosen a time<br> +when the present inhabitants of the house were away for a short<br> +while; even on his own account, so as not to make himself ridiculous.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Ridiculous? I'd like to know which of us two's the more<br> +ridiculous?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. For the moment, I suppose I am.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Yes. But I don't think you know the whole extent of your<br> +wretchedness.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What do you mean?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. That you want to possess what I used to possess.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Well, go on.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Have you noticed that we're wearing similar clothes? Good!<br> +Do you know the reason? It's this: you're wearing the things I<br> +forgot to fetch when the catastrophe took place. No intelligent man<br> +of the world at the end of the nineteenth century would ever put<br> +himself into such a position.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (throwing down his hat and coat). Curse the woman!</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. You needn't complain. Cast-off male attire has always been<br> +fatal ever since the celebrated shirt of Nessus. Go in now and<br> +change. I'll sit out here and watch, and listen, how you settle the<br> +matter alone with that accursèd woman. Don't forget your stick!<br> +(The LADY, who is hurrying towards the house, trips in front of the<br> +steps. The STRANGER stays where he is in embarrassment.) The stick!<br> +The stick!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I don't ask mercy for the woman's sake, but for the child's.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR (wildly). So there's a child, too. Our house, our roses, our<br> +clothes, the bed-clothes not forgotten, and now our child! I'm<br> +within your doors, I sit at your table, I lie in your bed; I exist<br> +in your blood; in your lungs, in your brain; I am everywhere and<br> +yet you can't get hold of me. When the pendulum strikes the hour of<br> +midnight, I'll blow cold, on your heart, so that it stops like a<br> +clock that's run down. When you sit at your work, I shall come with<br> +a poppy, invisible to you, that will put your thoughts to sleep,<br> +and confuse your mind, so that you'll see visions you can't<br> +distinguish from reality. I shall lie like a stone in your path, so<br> +that you stumble; I shall be the thorn that pricks your hand when<br> +you go to pluck the rose. My soul shall spin itself about you like<br> +a spider's web; and I shall guide you like an ox by means of the<br> +woman you stole from me. Your child shall be mine and I shall speak<br> +through its mouth; you shall see my look in its eyes, so that<br> +you'll thrust it from you like a foe. And now, belovèd house,<br> +farewell; farewell, 'rose' room—where no happiness shall dwell<br> +that I could envy. (He goes out. The STRANGER has been sitting on<br> +the seat all this time, without being able to answer, and has been<br> +listening as if he were the accused.)</p> + +<p>Curtain.</p> + +<p> +<br> +ACT II</p> + +<p>SCENE I</p> + +<p>LABORATORY</p> + +<p>[A Garden Pavilion in rococo style with high windows. In the middle<br> +of the room there is a large writing desk on which are various<br> +pieces of chemical and physical apparatus. Two copper wires are<br> +suspended from the ceiling to an electroscope that is standing on<br> +the middle of the table and which is provided with a number of<br> +bells, intended to record the tension of atmospheric electricity.]</p> + +<p>[On the table to the left a large old-fashioned frictional electric<br> +generating machine, with glass plates, brass conductors, and Leyden<br> +battery. The stands are lacquered red and white. On the right a<br> +large old-fashioned open fireplace with tripods, crucibles,<br> +pincers, bellows, etc.]</p> + +<p>[In the background a door with a view of the country beyond; it is<br> +dark and cloudy weather, but the red rays of the sun occasionally<br> +shine into the room. A brown cloak with a cape and hood is hanging<br> +up by the fireplace; nearby a travelling bag and an alpenstock. The<br> +STRANGER and the MOTHER are discovered together.]</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Where is ... Ingeborg?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. You know that better than I.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. With the lawyer, arranging a divorce. ...</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Why?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I told you. No, it's so far-fetched, you'll think I'm<br> +lying to you.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Well, tell me!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. She wants a divorce, because I've refused to turn this<br> +man out, although he's deranged. She says it's cowardly of me. ...</p> + +<p>MOTHER. I don't believe it.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You see! You only believe what you wish; all the rest is<br> +lies. Well, can you find it in accordance with your interests to<br> +believe that she's been stealing my letters?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. I know nothing of that.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I'm not asking you whether you know of it, but whether<br> +you believe it.</p> + +<p>MOTHER (changing the subject). What are you trying to do here?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I'm making experiments concerning atmospheric electricity.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. And that's the lighting conductor, that you've connected to<br> +the desk!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. But there's no danger; for the bells would ring if<br> +there were an atmospheric disturbance.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. That's blasphemy and black magic. Take care! And what are<br> +you doing there, in the fireplace?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Making gold.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. You think it possible?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You take it for granted I'm a charlatan? I shan't blame<br> +you for that; but don't judge too quickly. At any moment I expect<br> +to get a sworn statement of analysis.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. I dare say. But what are you going to do if Ingeborg<br> +doesn't come back?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. She will, this time. Later, perhaps, when the child's<br> +here, she'll cut herself adrift.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. You seem very sure.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. As I said, I still am. So long as the bond's not<br> +broken you can feel it. When it is, you'll feel that unpleasantly<br> +clearly, too.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. But when you've parted from one another, you may yet both<br> +be bound to the child. You can't tell in advance.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I've been providing against that by a great interest,<br> +that I hope will fill my empty life.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. You mean gold. And honour!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Precisely! For a man the most enduring of all illusions.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. So you'd build on illusions?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. On what else should I build, when everything's illusion?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. If you ever awake from your dream, you'll find a reality of<br> +which you've never been able to dream.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Then I'll wait till that happens.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Wait then. Now I'll go and shut the window, before the<br> +thunderstorm breaks.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (going towards the back of the stage). That's going to be<br> +interesting. (A hunting horn is heard in the distance.) Who's<br> +sounding that horn?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. No one knows; and it means nothing good. (She goes out.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER (busying himself with the electroscope, and turning his<br> +back on the open window as he does so; then taking up a book and<br> +reading aloud.) 'When Adam's race of giants had increased enough<br> +for them to consider their number sufficient to risk an attack on<br> +those above, they began to build a tower that was to reach up to<br> +Heaven. Those above were then seized with fear and, in order to<br> +protect themselves, broke up the assembled multitude by so<br> +confusing their tongues and their minds that two people who met<br> +could not understand one another, even if they spoke the same<br> +language Since then, those above rule by discord: divide and rule.<br> +And the discord is upheld by the belief that the truth has been<br> +found; but when one of the prophets is believed, he is a lying<br> +prophet. If on the other hand a mortal succeeds in penetrating the<br> +secret of those above, no one believes him, and he is struck with<br> +madness so that no one ever shall. Since then mortals have been<br> +more or less demented, particularly those who are held to be wise,<br> +but madmen are in reality the only wise men; for they can see, hear<br> +and feel the invisible, the inaudible and the intangible, though<br> +they cannot relate their experiences to others.' Thus Zohar, the<br> +wisest of all the books of wisdom, and therefore one that no one<br> +believes. I shall build no tower of Babel, but I shall tempt the<br> +Powers into my mousetrap, and send them to the Powers below, the<br> +subterranean ones, so that they can be neutralised. It is the<br> +higher Schedim, who have come between mortal men and the Lord<br> +Zabaoth; and that is why joy, peace and happiness have vanished<br> +from the earth.</p> + +<p>LADY (coming back in despair, throwing herself down in front of the<br> +STRANGER and putting her arms round his feet and her head on the<br> +ground.) Help me! Help me! And forgive me.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Get up. In God's name! Get up. Don't do that. What's<br> +happened?</p> + +<p>LADY. In my anger I've behaved foolishly. I've been caught in my<br> +own net.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (lifting her up). Stand up, foolish child; and tell me<br> +what's happened.</p> + +<p>LADY. I went to the public prosecutor.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. ... and asked for a divorce. ...</p> + +<p>LADY. ... that was my intention; but when I got there, I laid<br> +information against the werewolf for a breach of the peace and<br> +attempted murder.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. But he's guilty of neither!</p> + +<p>LADY. No, but I laid the information all the same. ... And when I<br> +was there, he came himself to lay information against me for<br> +bearing false witness. Then I went to the lawyer and he told me<br> +that I could expect a sentence of at least a month. Think of it, my<br> +child will be born in prison! How can I escape from that? Help me.<br> +You can. Speak!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes, I can help you. But, if I do, don't revenge yourself<br> +on me afterwards.</p> + +<p>LADY. How little you know me. But tell me quickly.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I must take the blame on myself, and say I sent you.</p> + +<p>LADY. How generous you are! Am I rid of the whole business now?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Dry your eyes, my child, and take comfort. But tell me<br> +about something else, that's nothing to do with this. Did you leave<br> +this purse here? (The LADY is embarrassed.) Tell me!</p> + +<p>LADY. Has such a thing ever happened before?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. The 'other one' wanted to discover, in this way,<br> +whether I stole. The first time it happened I wept, because I was<br> +still young and innocent.</p> + +<p>LADY. Oh no!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Now you seem to me the most wretched creature on earth.</p> + +<p>LADY. Is that why you love me?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No. You've been stealing my letters, too! Answer, yes!<br> +And that's why you wanted to prove me a thief with this purse.</p> + +<p>LADY. What have you got there, on the table.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Lightning!</p> + +<p>(There is a flash of lightning, but no thunder.)</p> + +<p>LADY. Aren't you afraid?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes, sometimes; but not of what you fear.</p> + +<p>(The contorted face of the DOCTOR appears outside the window.)</p> + +<p>LADY. Is there a cat in the room? I feel uneasy.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I don't think so. Yet I too have a feeling that there's<br> +someone here.</p> + +<p>LADY (turning and seeing the DOCTOR's face; then screaming and<br> +hurrying to the STRANGER for protection.) Oh! There he is!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Where? Who?</p> + +<p>(The DOCTOR'S face disappears.)</p> + +<p>LADY. There, at the window. It's he!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I can see no one. You must be wrong.</p> + +<p>LADY. No, I saw him. The werewolf! Can't we be rid of him?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes, we could. But it'd be useless, because he has an<br> +immortal soul, which is bound to yours.</p> + +<p>LADY. If I'd only known that before!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. It's surely in the Catechism.</p> + +<p>LADY. Then let us die!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. That was once my religion; but as I no longer believe<br> +that death's the end, nothing remains but to bear everything—to<br> +fight, and to suffer!</p> + +<p>LADY. For how long must we suffer?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. As long as he suffers and our consciences plague us.</p> + +<p>LADY. Then we must try and justify ourselves to our consciences;<br> +find excuses for our frivolous actions, and discover his weaknesses.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Well, you can try!</p> + +<p>LADY. You say that! Since I've known he's unhappy I can see nothing<br> +but his qualities, and you lose when I compare you with him.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. See how well it's arranged! His sufferings sanctify him,<br> +but mine make me abhorrent and laughable! We must face the<br> +immutable. We've destroyed a soul, so we are murderers.</p> + +<p>LADY. Who is to blame?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. He who's so mismanaged the fate of men.</p> + +<p>(There is a flash of lightning; the electric bells begin to ring.)</p> + +<p>LADY. O God! What's that?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. The answer.</p> + +<p>LADY. Is there a lightning conductor here?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. The priest of Baal wishes to coax the lightning from<br> +heaven. ...</p> + +<p>LADY. Now I'm frightened, frightened of you. You're terrifying.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You see!</p> + +<p>LADY. Who are you to defy Heaven, and to dare to play with the<br> +destinies of men?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Get up and collect your thoughts. Listen to me, believe<br> +me, and pay me the respect that's my due; and I'll lift both of us<br> +high above this frog pond, to which we've both descended. I'll<br> +breathe on your sick conscience so that it heals like a wound. Who<br> +am I? A man who has done what no one else has ever done; who will<br> +overthrow the Golden Calf and upset the tables of the money-changers.<br> +I hold the fate of the world in my crucible; and in a week I can<br> +make the richest of the rich a poor man. Gold, the most false of<br> +all standards, has ceased to rule; every man will now be as poor as<br> +his neighbour, and the children of men will hurry about like ants<br> +whose heap has been disturbed.</p> + +<p>LADY. What good will that be to us?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Do you think I'll make gold in order to enrich ourselves<br> +and others? No. I'll do it to paralyse the present order, to<br> +disrupt it, as you'll see! I am the destroyer, the dissolver, the<br> +world incendiary; and when all lies in ashes, I shall wander<br> +hungrily through the heaps of ruins, rejoicing at the thought that<br> +it is all my work: that I have written the last page of world<br> +history, which can then be held to be ended.</p> + +<p>(The face of the DOMINICAN appears at the open window, without<br> +being seen by those on the stage.)</p> + +<p>LADY. Then that was the real meaning of your last book! It was no<br> +invention!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No. But in order to write it, I had to link myself with<br> +the self of another, who could take everything from me that<br> +fettered my soul. So that my spirit could once more find a fiery<br> +blast, on which to mount to the ether, elude the Powers, and reach<br> +the Throne, in order to lay the lamentations of mankind at the feet<br> +of the Eternal One. ... (The DOMINICAN makes the sign of the cross<br> +in the air and disappears.) Who's here? Who is the Terrible One who<br> +follows me and cripples my thoughts? Did you see no one?</p> + +<p>LADY. No. No one.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. But I can feel his presence. (He puts his hand to his<br> +heart.) Can't you hear, far, far away, someone saying a rosary?</p> + +<p>LADY. Yes, I can hear it. But it's not the Angels' Greeting. It's<br> +the Curse of Deuteronomy! Woe unto us!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Then it must be in the convent of St. Saviour.</p> + +<p>LADY. Woe! Woe!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Beloved. What is it?</p> + +<p>LADY. Belovèd! Say that word again.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Are you ill?</p> + +<p>LADY. No, but I'm in pain, and yet glad at the same time. Go and<br> +ask my mother to make up my bed. But first give me your blessing.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Shall I ...?</p> + +<p>LADY. Say you forgive me; I may die, if the child takes my life.<br> +Say that you love me.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Strange: I can't get the word to cross my lips.</p> + +<p>LADY. Then you don't love me?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. When you say so, it seems so to me. It's terrible, but I<br> +fear I hate you.</p> + +<p>LADY. Then at least give me your hand; as you'd give it to someone<br> +in distress.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I'd like to, but I can't. Someone in me takes pleasure in<br> +your agony; but it's not I. I'd like to carry you in my arms and<br> +bear your suffering for you. But I may not. I cannot!</p> + +<p>LADY. You're as hard as stone.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (with restrained emotion). Perhaps not. Perhaps not.</p> + +<p>LADY. Come to me!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I can't stir from here. It's as if someone had taken<br> +possession of my soul; and I'd like to kill myself so as to take<br> +the life of the other.</p> + +<p>LADY. Think of your child with joy. ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I can't even do that, for it'll bind me to earth.</p> + +<p>LADY. If we've sinned, we've been punished! Haven't we suffered<br> +enough?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Not yet. But one day we shall have.</p> + +<p>LADY (sinking down). Help me. Mercy! I shall faint!</p> + +<p>(The STRANGER extends his hand, as if he had recovered from a<br> +cramp. The LADY kisses it. The STRANGER lifts her up and leads her<br> +to the door of the house.)</p> + +<p>Curtain.</p> + +<p> +SCENE II</p> + +<p>THE 'ROSE' ROOM</p> + +<p>[A room with rose-coloured walls; it has small windows with iron<br> +lattices and plants in pots. The curtains are rose red; the<br> +furniture is white and red. In the background a door leading to a<br> +white bed-chamber; when this door is opened, a large bed can be<br> +seen with a canopy and white hangings. On the right the door<br> +leading out of the house. On the left a fireplace with a coal<br> +fire. In front of it a bath tub, covered with a white towel. A cradle<br> +covered with white, rose-coloured and light-blue stuff. Baby<br> +clothes are spread out here and there. A green dress hangs on the<br> +right-hand wall. Four Sisters of Mercy are on their knees, facing<br> +the door at the back, dressed in the black and white of Augustinian<br> +nuns. The midwife, who is in black, is by the fireplace. The<br> +child's nurse wears a peasant's dress, of black and white, from<br> +Brittany. The MOTHER is standing listening by the door at the back.<br> +The STRANGER is sitting on a chair right and is trying to read a<br> +book. A hat and a brown cloak with a cape and hood hang nearby, and<br> +on the floor there is a small travelling bag. The Sisters of Mercy<br> +are singing a psalm. The others join in from time to time, but not<br> +the STRANGER.]</p> + +<p>SISTERS. Salve, Regina, mater misericordiae;<br> + Vita, dulcedo, et spes nostra, salve.<br> + Ad to clamamus, exules filii Evae;<br> + Ad to suspiramus gementes et flentes<br> + In hac lacrymarum valle.</p> + +<p>(The STRANGER rises and goes to the MOTHER.)</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Stay where you are! A human being's coming into the world;<br> +another's dying. It's all the same to you.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I'm not so sure! If I want to go in, I'm not allowed to.<br> +And when I don't want to, you wish it. I'd like to now.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. She doesn't want to see you. Besides, presence here's no<br> +longer needed. The child matters most now.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. For you, yes; but I'm still of most importance to myself.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. The doctor's forbidden anyone to go in, whoever they may<br> +be, because she's in danger.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What doctor?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. So your thoughts are there again!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. And it's you who led them! An hour ago you gave me<br> +to understand that the child couldn't be mine. With that you<br> +branded your daughter a whore; but that means nothing to you, if<br> +you can only strike me to the heart! You are almost the most<br> +contemptible creature I know!</p> + +<p>MOTHER (to the SISTERS). Sisters! Pray for this unhappy man.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Make way for me to go in. For the last time—out of the<br> +way.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Leave this room, and this house too.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. If I were to do as you ask, in ten minutes you'd send the<br> +police after me, for abandoning my wife and child!</p> + +<p>MOTHER. I'd only do that to have you taken to a convent you know of.</p> + +<p>MAID (entering at the back). The Lady's asking you to do something<br> +for her.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What is it?</p> + +<p>MAID. There's supposed to be a letter in the dress she left hanging<br> +here.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (looks round and notices the green dress; he goes over to<br> +it and takes a letter from the pocket). This is addressed to me,<br> +and was opened two days ago. Broken open! That's good!</p> + +<p>MOTHER. You must forgive someone who's as ill as your wife.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. She wasn't ill two days ago.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. No. But she is now.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. But not two days ago! (Reading the letter.) Well, I'll<br> +forgive her now, with the magnanimity of the victor.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Of the victor?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. For I've done something no one's ever done before.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. You mean the gold. ...?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Here's a certificate from the greatest living authority.<br> +Now I'll go and see him myself.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Now!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. At your request.</p> + +<p>MAID (to the STRANGER). The Lady asks you to come in.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. You hear?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No, now I don't want to! You've made your own daughter,<br> +my wife, into a whore; and branded my unborn child a bastard. You<br> +can keep them both. You've murdered my honour. There's nothing for<br> +me to do but to revive it elsewhere.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. You can never forgive!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I can. I forgive you—and I shall leave you. (He puts on<br> +the brown cloak and hat, picks up his stick and travelling bag.)<br> +For if I were to stay, I'd soon grow worse than I am now. The<br> +innocent child, whose mission was to ennoble our warped<br> +relationship, has been defiled by you in his mother's womb and made<br> +an apple of discord and a source of punishment a revenge. Why<br> +should I stay here to be torn to pieces?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. For you, duties don't exist.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Oh yes, they do! And the first of them's this: To protect<br> +myself from total destruction. Farewell!</p> + +<p>Curtain.</p> + +<p> +<br> +ACT III</p> + +<p>SCENE I</p> + +<p>THE BANQUETING HALL</p> + +<p>[Room in a hotel prepared for a banquet. There are long tables<br> +laden with flowers and candelabra. Dishes with peacocks, pheasants<br> +in full plumage, boars' heads, entire lobsters, oysters, salmon,<br> +bundles of asparagus, melons and grapes. There is a musicians'<br> +gallery with eight players in the right-hand corner at the back.]</p> + +<p>[At the high table: the STRANGER in a frock coat; next to him a<br> +Civil Uniform with orders; a professorial Frock Coat with an order;<br> +and other black Frock Coats with orders of a more or less striking<br> +kind. At the second table a few Frock Coats between black Morning<br> +Coats. At the third table clean every-day costumes. At the fourth<br> +table dirty and ragged figures of strange appearance.]</p> + +<p>[The tables are so arranged that the first is furthest to the left<br> +and the fourth furthest to the right, so that the people sitting at<br> +the fourth table cannot be seen by the STRANGER. At the fourth<br> +table CAESAR and the DOCTOR are seated, in shabby clothes. They are<br> +the farthest down stage. Dessert has just been handed round and the<br> +guests have golden goblets in front of them. The band is playing a<br> +passage in the middle of Mendelssohn's Dead March pianissimo. The<br> +guests are talking to one another quietly.]</p> + +<p>DOCTOR (to CAESAR). The company seems rather depressed and the<br> +dessert came too soon!</p> + +<p>CAESAR. By the way, the whole thing look's like a swindle! He<br> +hasn't made any gold, that's merely a lie, like everything else.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. I don't know, but that's what's being said. But in our<br> +enlightened age anything whatever may be expected.</p> + +<p>CAESAR. There's a professor at the high table, who's supposed to be<br> +an authority. But what subject is he professor of?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR: I've no idea. It must be metallurgy and applied chemistry.</p> + +<p>CAESAR. Can you see what order he's wearing?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. I don't know it. I expect it's some tenth rate foreign order.</p> + +<p>CAESAR. Well, at a subscription dinner like this the company's<br> +always rather mixed.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Hm!</p> + +<p>CAESAR. You mean, that we ... hm. ... I admit we're not well<br> +dressed, but as far as intelligence goes. ...</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Listen, Caesar, you're a lunatic in my charge, and you must<br> +avoid speaking about intelligence as much as you can.</p> + +<p>CAESAR. That's the greatest impertinence I've heard for a long<br> +time. Don't you realise, idiot, that I've been engaged to look<br> +after you, since you lost your wits?</p> + +<p>PROFESSOR (taping his goblet). Gentlemen!</p> + +<p>CAESAR. Hear, hear!</p> + +<p>PROFESSOR. Gentlemen! Our small society is to-day honoured by the<br> +presence of the great man, who is our guest of honour, and when the<br> +committee ...</p> + +<p>CAESAR (to the DOCTOR). That's the government, you know!</p> + +<p>PROFESSOR. ... and when the committee asked me to act as<br> +interpreter and to explain the motives that prompted them I was at<br> +first doubtful whether I could accept the honour. But when I<br> +compared my own incapacity with that of others, I discovered that<br> +neither lost in the comparison.</p> + +<p>VOICES. Bravo!</p> + +<p>PROFESSOR. Gentlemen! A century of discovery is ending with the<br> +greatest of all discoveries—foreseen by Pythagoras, prepared for<br> +by Albertus and Paracelsus and first carried out by our guest of<br> +honour. You will permit me to give this feeble expression of our<br> +admiration for the greatest man of a great century. A laurel crown<br> +from the society! (He places a laurel frown on the STRANGER'S<br> +head.) And from the committee: this! (He hangs a shining order<br> +round the STRANGER'S neck.) Gentlemen! Three cheers for the Great<br> +Man who has made gold!</p> + +<p>ALL (with the exception of the STRANGER). Hurrah!</p> + +<p>(The band plays chords from Mendelssohn's Dead March. During the<br> +last part of the foregoing speech servants have exchanged the<br> +golden goblets for dull tin ones, and they now begin to take away<br> +the pheasants, peacocks, etc. The music plays softly. General<br> +conversation.)</p> + +<p>CAESAR. Oughtn't we to taste these things before they take them<br> +away?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. It all seems humbug, except that about making gold.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (knocking on the table). Gentlemen! I've always been<br> +proud of the fact that I'm not easy to deceive ...</p> + +<p>CAESAR. Hear, hear!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. ... that I'm not easily carried away, but I am touched at<br> +the sincerity so obvious in the great tribute you've just paid me;<br> +and when I say touched, I mean it.</p> + +<p>CAESAR. Bravo!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. There are always sceptics; and moments in the life of<br> +every man, when doubts creep into the hearts of even the strongest.<br> +I'll confess that I myself have doubted; but after finding myself<br> +the object this sincere and hearty demonstration, and after taking<br> +part in this royal feast, for it is royal; and seeing that,<br> +finally, the government itself ...</p> + +<p>VOICE. The committee!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. ... the committee, if you like, has so signally<br> +recognised my modest merits, I doubt no longer, but believe! (The<br> +Civil Uniform creeps out.) Yes, gentlemen, this is the greatest and<br> +most satisfying moment of my life, because it has given me back<br> +the greatest thing any man can possess, the belief in himself.</p> + +<p>CAESAR. Splendid! Bravo!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I thank you. Your health!</p> + +<p>(The PROFESSOR gets up. Everyone rises and the company begins to<br> +mix. Most of the musicians go out, but two remain.)</p> + +<p>GUEST (to the STRANGER). A delightful evening!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Wonderful.</p> + +<p>(All the Frock Coats creep away.)</p> + +<p>FATHER (an elderly, overdressed man with an eye-glass and military<br> +bearing crosses to the doctor). What? Are you here?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Yes, Father-in-law. I'm here. I go everywhere he goes.</p> + +<p>FATHER. It's too late in the day to call me father-in-law. Besides,<br> +I'm <i>his</i> father-in-law now.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Does he know you?</p> + +<p>FATHER. No. He's not had that honour; and I must ask you to<br> +preserve my incognito. Is it true he's made gold?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. So it's said. But it's certain he left his wife while she<br> +was in childbed.</p> + +<p>FATHER. Does that mean I can expect a third son-in-law soon? I<br> +don't like the idea! The uncertainty of my position makes me hate<br> +being a father-in-law at all. Of course, I've nothing to say<br> +against it, since. ...</p> + +<p>(The tables have now been cleared; the cloths and the candelabra<br> +have been removed, so that the tables themselves, which are merely<br> +boards supported on trestles, are all that remain. A big stoneware<br> +jug has been brought in and small jugs of simple form have been put<br> +on the high table. The people in rags sit down next to the STRANGER<br> +at the high table; and the FATHER sits astride a chair and stares<br> +at him.)</p> + +<p>CAESAR (knocking on the table). Gentlemen! This feast has been<br> +called royal, not on account of the excellence of the service<br> +which, on the contrary, has been wretched; but because the man,<br> +whom we have honoured, is a king, a king in the realm of the<br> +Intellect. Only I am able to judge of that. (One of the people in<br> +rags laughs.) Quiet. Wretch! But he's more than a king, he's a man<br> +of the people, of the humblest. A friend of the oppressed, the<br> +guardian of fools, the bringer of happiness to idiots. I don't know<br> +whether he's succeeded in making gold. I don't worry about that,<br> +and I hardly believe it ... (There is a murmur. Two policemen come<br> +in and sit by the door; the musicians come down and take seats at<br> +the tables.) ... but supposing he has, he has answered all the<br> +questions that the daily press has been trying to solve for the<br> +last fifty years. ... It's only an assumption—</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Gentlemen!</p> + +<p>RAGGED PERSON. No. Don't interrupt him.</p> + +<p>CAESAR. A mere assumption without real foundation, and the analysis<br> +may be wrong!</p> + +<p>ANOTHER RAGGED PERSON. Don't talk nonsense!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Speaking in my capacity as guest of honour at this<br> +gathering I should say that it would be of interest to those taking<br> +part to hear the grounds on which I've based my proof. ...</p> + +<p>CAESAR. We don't want to hear that. No, no.</p> + +<p>FATHER. Wait! I think justice demands that the accused should be<br> +allowed to explain himself. Couldn't our guest of honour tell the<br> +company his secret in a few words?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. As the discoverer I can't give away my secret. But that's<br> +not necessary, because I've submitted my results to an authority<br> +under oath.</p> + +<p>CAESAR. Then the whole thing's nonsense, the whole thing! We don't<br> +believe authorities—we're free-thinkers. Did you ever hear<br> +anything so impudent? That we should honour a mystery man, an<br> +arch-swindler, a charlatan, in good faith.</p> + +<p>FATHER. Wait a little, my good people!</p> + +<p>(During this scene a wall screen, charmingly decorated with palm<br> +trees and birds of paradise, has been taken away, disclosing a<br> +wretched serving-counter and stand for beer mugs, behind which a<br> +waitress is seen dispensing tots of spirits. Scavengers and<br> +dirty-looking women go over to the counter and start drinking.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Was I asked here to be insulted?</p> + +<p>FATHER. Not at all. My friend's rather loquacious, but he's not<br> +said anything insulting yet.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Isn't it insulting to be called a charlatan?</p> + +<p>FATHER. He didn't mean it seriously.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Even as a joke I think the word arch-swindler slanderous.</p> + +<p>FATHER. He didn't use <i>that</i> word.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What? I appeal to the company: wasn't the word he used<br> +arch-swindler?</p> + +<p>ALL. No. He never said that!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Then I don't know where I am—or what company I've got<br> +into.</p> + +<p>RAGGED PERSON. Is there anything wrong with it?</p> + +<p>(The people murmur.)</p> + +<p>BEGGAR (comes forward, supporting himself on crutches; he strikes<br> +the table so hard with his crutch, that some mugs are broken.) Mr.<br> +Chairman! May I speak? (He breaks some more crockery.) Gentlemen,<br> +in this life I've not allowed thyself to be easily deceived, but<br> +this time I have been. My friend in the chair there has convinced<br> +me that I've been completely deceived on the question of his power<br> +of judgment and sound understanding, and I feel touched. There are<br> +limits to pity and limits also to cruelty. I don't like to see real<br> +merit being dragged into the dust, and this man's worth a better<br> +fate than his folly's leading him to.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What does this mean?</p> + +<p>(The FATHER and the DOCTOR have gone out during this scene without<br> +attracting attention. Only beggars remain at the high table. Those<br> +who are drinking gather into groups and stare at the STRANGER.)</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. You take yourself to be the man of the century, and accept<br> +the invitation of the Drunkards' Society, in order to have yourself<br> +fêted as a man of science. ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER (rising). But the government. ...</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Oh yes, the Committee of the Drunkards' Society have given<br> +you their highest distinction—that order you've had to pay for<br> +yourself. ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What about the professor?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. He only calls himself that; he's no professor really,<br> +though he does give lessons. And the uniform that must have<br> +impressed you most was that of a lackey in a chancellery.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (tearing of the wreath and the ribbon of the order). Very<br> +well! But who was the elderly man with the eyeglass?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Your father-in-law!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Who got up this hoax?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. It's no hoax, it's quite serious. The professor came on<br> +behalf of the Society, for so they call themselves, and asked you<br> +whether you'd accept the fête. You accepted it; so it became<br> +serious!</p> + +<p>(Two dirty-looking women carry in a dust-bin suspended from a stick<br> +and set it down on the high table.)</p> + +<p>FIRST WOMAN. If you're the man who makes gold, you might buy two<br> +brandies for us.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What's this mean?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. It's the last part of the reception; and it's supposed to<br> +mean that gold's mere rubbish.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. If only that were true, rubbish could be exchanged for<br> +gold.</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Well, it's only the philosophy of the Society of Drunkards.<br> +And you've got to take your philosophy where you find it.</p> + +<p>SECOND WOMAN (sitting down next to the STRANGER). Do you recognise<br> +me?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No.</p> + +<p>SECOND WOMAN. Oh, you needn't be embarrassed so late in the evening<br> +as this!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You believe you're one of my victims? That I was amongst<br> +the first hundred who seduced you?</p> + +<p>SECOND WOMAN. No. It's not what you think. But I once came across a<br> +printed paper, when I was about to be confirmed, which said that it<br> +was a duty to oneself to give way to all desires of the flesh.<br> +Well, I grew free and blossomed; and this is the fruit of my highly<br> +developed self!</p> + +<p>STRANGER (rising). Perhaps I may go now?</p> + +<p>WAITRESS (coming over with a bill). Yes. But the bill must be paid<br> +first.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What? By me? I haven't ordered anything.</p> + +<p>WAITRESS. I know nothing of that; but you're the last of the<br> +company to have had anything.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (to the BEGGAR). Is this all a part of the reception?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Yes, certainly. And, as you know, everything costs money,<br> +even honour. ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER (taking a visiting card and handing it to the waitress).<br> +There's my card. You'll be paid to-morrow.</p> + +<p>WAITRESS (putting the card in the dust-bin). Hm! I don't know the<br> +name; and I've put a lot of such cards into the dust-bin. I want<br> +the money.</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Listen, madam, I'll guarantee this man will pay.</p> + +<p>WAITRESS. So you'd like to play tricks on me too! Officer! One<br> +moment, please.</p> + +<p>POLICEMAN. What's all this about? Payment, I suppose. Come to the<br> +station; we'll arrange things there. (He writes something in his<br> +note-book.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I'd rather do that than stay here and quarrel. ... (To<br> +the BEGGAR.) I don't mind a joke, but I never expected such cruel<br> +reality as this.</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Anything's to be expected, once you challenge persons as<br> +powerful as you have! Let me tell you this in confidence. You'd<br> +better be prepared for worse, for the very worst!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. To think I've been so duped ... so ...</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Feasts of Belshazzar always end in one way a hand's<br> +stretched out—and writes a bill. And another hand's laid on the<br> +guest's shoulder and leads him to the police station! But it must<br> +be done royally!</p> + +<p>POLICEMAN (laying his hand on the STRANGER). Have you talked<br> +enough?</p> + +<p>THE WOMEN and RAGGED ONES. The alchemist can't pay. Hurrah! He's<br> +going to gaol. He's going to gaol!</p> + +<p>SECOND WOMAN. Yes, but it's a shame.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You're sorry for me? I thank you for that, even if I<br> +don't quite deserve it! <i>You</i> felt pity for me!</p> + +<p>SECOND WOMAN. Yes. That's also something I learnt from you.</p> + +<p>(The scene is changed without lowering the curtain. The stage is<br> +darkened, and a medley of scenes, representing landscapes, palaces,<br> +rooms, is lowered and brought forward; so that characters and<br> +furniture are no longer seen, but the STRANGER alone remains<br> +visible and seems to be standing stiffly as though unconscious. At<br> +last even he disappears, and from the confusion a prison cell<br> +emerges.)</p> + +<p> +SCENE II</p> + +<p>PRISON CELL</p> + +<p>[On the right a door; and above it a barred opening, through which<br> +a ray of sunlight is shining, throwing a patch of light on the<br> +left-hand wall, where a large crucifix hangs.]</p> + +<p>[The STRANGER, dressed in a brown cloak and wearing a hat, is<br> +sitting at the table looking at the patch of sunlight. The door is<br> +opened and the BEGGAR is let in.]</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. What are you brooding over?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I'm asking myself why I'm here; and then: where I was<br> +yesterday?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Where do you think?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. It seems in hell; unless I dreamed everything.</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Then wake up now, for this is going to be reality.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Let it come. I'm only afraid of ghosts.</p> + +<p>BEGGAR (taking out a newspaper). Firstly, the great authority has<br> +withdrawn the certificate he gave you for making gold. He says, in<br> +this paper, that you deceived him. The result is that the paper<br> +calls you a charlatan!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. O God! What is it I'm fighting?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Difficulties, like other men.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No, this is something else. ...</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Your own credulity, then.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No, I'm not credulous, and I know I'm right.</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. What's the good of that, if no one else does,</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Shall I ever get out of this prison? If I do, I'll settle<br> +everything.</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. The matter's arranged; everything's paid for.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Oh? Who paid, then?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. The Society, I suppose; or the Drunkard's Government.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Then I can go?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Yes. But there's one thing. ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Well, what is it?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Remember, an enlightened man of the world mustn't let<br> +himself be taken by surprise.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I begin to divine. ...</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. The announcement's on the front page.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. That means: she's already married again, and my children<br> +have a stepfather. Who is he?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Whoever he is, don't murder him; for he's not to blame for<br> +taking in a forsaken woman.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. My children! O God, my children!</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. I notice you didn't foresee what's happened; but why not<br> +look ahead, if you're so old and such an enlightened man of the<br> +world.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (beside himself). O God! My children!</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Enlightened men of the world don't weep! Stop it, my son.<br> +When such disasters happen men of the world ... either ... well,<br> +tell me. ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Shoot themselves!</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Or?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No, not that!</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Yes, my son, precisely that! He's throwing out a<br> +sheet-anchor as an experiment.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. This is irrevocable. Irrevocable!</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Yes, it is. Quite irrevocable. And you can live another<br> +lifetime, in order to contemplate your own rascality in peace.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You should be ashamed to talk like that.</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. And you?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Have you ever seen a human destiny like mine?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Well, look at mine!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I know nothing of yours.</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. It's never occurred to you, in all our long acquaintance,<br> +to ask about my affairs. You once scorned the friendship I offered<br> +you, and fell straightway into the arms of boon companions. I hope<br> +it'll do you good. And so farewell, till the next time.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Don't go.</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Perhaps you'd like company when you get out of prison?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Why not?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. It hasn't occurred to you I mightn't want to show myself in<br> +<i>your</i> company?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. It certainly hasn't.</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. But it's true. Do you think I want to be suspected of<br> +having been at that immortal banquet in the alchemist's honour, of<br> +which there's an account in the morning paper?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. He doesn't want to be seen with me!</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Even a beggar has his pride and fears ridicule.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. He doesn't want to be seen with me. Am I then sunk to<br> +such misery?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. You must ask yourself that, and answer it, too.</p> + +<p>(A mournful cradle song is heard in the distance.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What's that?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. A song sung by a mother at her baby's cradle.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Why must I be reminded of it just now?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Probably so that you can feel really keenly what you've<br> +left for a chimera.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Is it possible I could have been wrong? If so it's the<br> +devil's work, and I'll lay down my arms.</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. You'd better do that as soon as you can. ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Not yet! (A rosary can be heard being repeated in the<br> +distance.) What's that? (A sustained note of a horn is heard.)<br> +That's the unknown huntsman! (The chord from the Dead March is<br> +heard.) Where am I? (He remains where he is as if hypnotised.)</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Bow yourself or break!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I cannot bow!</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Then break.</p> + +<p>(The STRANGER falls to the ground. The same confused medley of<br> +scenes as before.)</p> + +<p>Curtain.</p> + +<p> +SCENE III</p> + +<p>THE 'ROSE' ROOM</p> + +<p>[The same scene as Act I. The kneeling Sisters of Mercy are now<br> +reading their prayer books, '... exules filii Evae; Ad to<br> +suspiramus et flentes In hac lacrymarum aalle.' The MOTHER is by<br> +the door at the back; the FATHER by the door on the right.]</p> + +<p>MOTHER (going towards him). So you've come back again?</p> + +<p>FATHER (humbly). Yes.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Your lady-love's left you?</p> + +<p>RATHER. Don't be more cruel than you need!</p> + +<p>MOTHER. You say that to me, you who gave my wedding presents to<br> +your mistress. You, who were so dishonourable as to expect me, your<br> +wife, to choose presents for her. You, who wanted my advice about<br> +colour and cut, in order to educate her taste in dress! What do you<br> +want here?</p> + +<p>FATHER. I heard that my daughter ...</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Your daughter's lying there, between life and death; and<br> +you know that her feelings for you have grown hostile. That's why I<br> +ask you to go; before she suspects your presence.</p> + +<p>FATHER. You're right, and I can't answer you. But let me sit in the<br> +kitchen, for I'm tired. Very tired.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Where were you last night?</p> + +<p>FATHER. At the club. But I wanted to ask you if the husband weren't<br> +here?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Am I to lay bare all this misery? Don't you know your<br> +daughter's tragic fate?</p> + +<p>FATHER. Yes ... I do. And what a husband!</p> + +<p>MOTHER. What men! Go downstairs now and sleep off your liquor.</p> + +<p>FATHER. The sins of the fathers. ...</p> + +<p>MOTHER. You're talking nonsense.</p> + +<p>FATHER. Of course I don't mean my sins ... but those of our<br> +parents. And now they say the lake up there's to be drained, so<br> +that the river will rise. ...</p> + +<p>MOTHER (pushing him out of the door). Silence. Misfortune will<br> +overtake us soon enough, without you calling it up.</p> + +<p>MAID (from the bedroom at the back). The lady's asking for the<br> +master.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. She means her husband.</p> + +<p>MAID. Yes. The master of the house, her husband.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. He went out a little while ago.</p> + +<p>(The STRANGER comes in.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Has the child been born?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. No. Not yet.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (putting his hand to his forehead). What? Can it take so<br> +long?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Long? What do you mean?</p> + +<p>STRANGER (looking about him). I don't know what I mean. How is it<br> +with the mother?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. She's just the same.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. The same?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Don't you want to get back to your gold making?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I can't make head or tail of it! But there's still hope<br> +my worst dream was nothing but a dream.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. You really look as if you were walking in your sleep.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Do I? Oh, I wish I were! The one thing I fear I'd fear no<br> +longer.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. He who guides your destiny seems to know your weakest<br> +spots.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And when there was only one left, he found that too;<br> +happily for me only in a dream! Blind Powers! Powerless Ones!</p> + +<p>MAID (coming in again). The lady asks you to do her a service.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. There she lies like an electric eel, giving shocks from a<br> +distance. What kind of service is it to be now?</p> + +<p>MAID. There's a letter in the pocket of her green coat.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No good will come of that! (He takes the letter out of<br> +the green coat, which is hanging near the dress by fireplace.) I<br> +must be dead. I dreamed this, and now it's happening. My children<br> +have a stepfather!</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Who are you going to blame?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Myself! I'd rather blame no one. I've lost my children.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. You'll get a new one here.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. He might be cruel to them. ...</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Then their sufferings will burden your conscience, if you<br> +have one.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Supposing he were to beat them?</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Do you know what I'd do in your place?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes, I know what you'd do; but I don't know what I'll do.</p> + +<p>MOTHER (to the Sisters of Mercy). Pray for this man!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No, no. Not that! It'll do no good, and I don't believe<br> +in prayer.</p> + +<p>MOTHER. But you believe in your gold?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Not even in that. It's over. All over!</p> + +<p>(The MIDWIFE comes out of the bedroom.)</p> + +<p>MIDWIFE. A child's born. Praise the Lord!</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Let the Lord be praised!</p> + +<p>SISTERS. Let the Lord be praised!</p> + +<p>MIDWIFE (to the STRANGER). Your wife's given you daughter.</p> + +<p>MOTHER (to the STRANGER). Don't you want to see your child?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No. I no longer want to tie myself anything on earth. I'm<br> +afraid I'd get to love her, and then you'd tear the heart from my<br> +body. Let me get out of this atmosphere, which is too pure for me.<br> +Don' t let that innocent child come near me, for I'm a man already<br> +damned, already sentenced, and for me there's no joy, no peace, and<br> +no ... forgiveness!</p> + +<p>MOTHER. My son, now you're speaking words of wisdom! Truthfully and<br> +without malice: I welcome your decision. There's no place for you<br> +here, and amongst us women you'd be plagued to death. So go in<br> +peace.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. There'll be no more peace, but I'll go. Farewell!</p> + +<p>MOTHER. Exules filii Evae; on earth you shall be a fugitive and a<br> +vagabond.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Because I have slain my brother.</p> + +<p>Curtain.</p> + +<p> +<br> +ACT IV</p> + +<p>SCENE I</p> + +<p>BANQUETING HALL</p> + +<p>[The room in which the banquet took place in Act III. It is dirty,<br> +and furnished with unpainted wooden tables. Beggars, scavengers and<br> +loose women. Cripples are seated here and there drinking by the<br> +light of tallow dips.]</p> + +<p>[The STRANGER and the SECOND WOMAN are sitting together drinking<br> +brandy, which stands on the table in front of them in a carafe. The<br> +STRANGER is drinking heavily.]</p> + +<p>WOMAN. Don't drink so much!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You see. You've scruples, too!</p> + +<p>WOMAN. No. But I don't like to see a man I respect lowering himself<br> +so.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. But I came here specially to do so; to take a mud-bath<br> +that would harden my skin against the pricks of life. To find<br> +immoral support about me. And I chose your company, because you're<br> +the most despicable, though you've still retained a spark of<br> +humanity. You were sorry for me, when no one else was. Not even<br> +myself! Why?</p> + +<p>WOMAN. Really, I don't know.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. But you must know that there are moments when you look<br> +almost beautiful.</p> + +<p>WOMAN. Oh, listen to him!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. And then you resemble a woman who was dear to me.</p> + +<p>WOMAN. Thank you!</p> + +<p>WAITRESS. Don't talk so loud, there's a sick man here.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Tell me, have you ever been in love?</p> + +<p>WOMAN. We don't use that word, but I know what you mean. Yes. I had<br> +a lover once and we had a child.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. That was foolish!</p> + +<p>WOMAN. I thought so, too, but he said the days liberation were at<br> +hand, when all chains would he struck off, all barriers thrown<br> +down, and ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER (tortured). And then ...?</p> + +<p>WOMAN. Then he left me.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. He was a scoundrel. (He drinks.)</p> + +<p>WOMAN (looking at him.) You think so?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. He must have been.</p> + +<p>WOMAN. Now you're so intolerant.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (drinking). Am I?</p> + +<p>WOMAN. Don't drink so much; I want to see you far above me,<br> +otherwise you can't raise me up.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What illusions you must have! Childish! I lift you up! I<br> +who am down below. Yet I'm not; it's not I who sit here, for I'm<br> +dead. I know that my soul's far away, far, far away. ... (He stares<br> +in front of him with an absent-minded air) ... where a great lake<br> +lies in the sunshine like molten gold; where roses blossom on the<br> +wall amongst the vines; where a white cot stands under the acacias.<br> +But the child's asleep and the mother's sitting beside the cot<br> +doing crochet work. There's a long, long strip coming from her<br> +mouth and on the strip is written ... wait ... 'Blessed are the<br> +sorrowful, for they shall be comforted.' But that's not so, really.<br> +I shall never be comforted. Tell me, isn't there thunder in the<br> +air, it's so close, so hot?</p> + +<p>WOMAN (looking out of the window). No. I can see no clouds out<br> +there. ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Strange ... that's lightning.</p> + +<p>WOMAN. No. You're wrong.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. One, two, three, four, five ... now the thunder must<br> +come! But it doesn't. I've never been frightened of a thunderstorm<br> +until to-day—I mean, until to-night. But is it day or night?</p> + +<p>WOMAN. My dear, it's night.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. It <i>is</i> night.</p> + +<p>(The DOCTOR has come in during this scene and has sat down behind<br> +the STRANGER, without having been seen by him.)</p> + +<p>WAITRESS. Don't speak so loud, there's a sick person in here.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Give me your hand.</p> + +<p>WOMAN (wiping it on her apron). Oh, why?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You've a lovely white hand. But ... look at mine. It's<br> +black. Can't you see it's black?</p> + +<p>WOMAN. Yes. So it is!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Blackened already, perhaps even rotten? I must see if my<br> +heart's stopped. (He puts his hand to his heart.) Yes. It has! So<br> +I'm dead, and I know when I died. Strange, to be dead, and yet to<br> +be going about. But where am I? Are all these people dead, too?<br> +They look as if they'd risen from the sewers of the town, or as if<br> +they'd come from prison, poorhouse or lock hospital. They're<br> +workers of the night, suffering, groaning, cursing, quarrelling,<br> +torturing one another, dishonouring one another, envying one<br> +another, as if they possessed anything worthy of envy! The fire of<br> +sleep courses through their veins, their tongues cleave to their<br> +palates, grown dry through cursing; and then they put out the blaze<br> +with water, with fire-water, that engenders fresh thirst. With<br> +fire-water, that itself burns with a blue flame and consumes the<br> +soul like a prairie fire, that leaves nothing behind it but red<br> +sand. (He drinks.) Set fire to it. Put it out again. Set fire to<br> +it. Put it out again! But what you can't burn up—unluckily—is the<br> +memory of what's past. How can that memory be burned to ashes?</p> + +<p>WAITRESS. Please don't speak so loud, there's a sick man in here.<br> +So ill, that he's already asked to be given the sacrament.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. May he soon go to hell!</p> + +<p>(Those present murmur at this, resenting it.)</p> + +<p>WAITRESS. Take care! Take care!</p> + +<p>WOMAN (to the STRANGER). Do you know that man who's been sitting<br> +behind you, staring at you all the time?</p> + +<p>STRANGER (turning. He and the DOCTOR stare at one another for a<br> +moment, without speaking). Yes. I used to know him once.</p> + +<p>WOMAN. He looks as if he'd like to bite you in the back.</p> + +<p>(The DOCTOR sits down opposite the STRANGER and stares at him.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What are you looking at?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Your grey hairs.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Is my hair grey?</p> + +<p>WOMAN. Yes. Indeed it is!</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. And now I'm looking at your fair companion. Sometimes you<br> +have good taste. Sometimes not.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And sometimes you have the misfortune to have the same<br> +taste as I.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. That wasn't a kind remark! But you've killed me twice in<br> +your lifetime; so go on.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Let's get away from here.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. You know when I'm near you. You feel my presence from afar.<br> +And I shall reach you, as the thunder will, whether you hide in the<br> +depths of the earth or of the sea. ... Try to escape me, if you can!</p> + +<p>STRANGER (to the WOMAN). Come with me. Lead me ... I can't see. ...</p> + +<p>WOMAN. No, I don't want to go yet. I don't want to be bored.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. You're right there, daughter of joy! Life's hard enough<br> +without taking on yourself the sorrows others have brought on<br> +themselves. That man won't bear his own sorrows, but makes his wife<br> +shoulder the burden for him.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What's that? Wait! She bore false witness of a breach of<br> +the peace and attempted murder!</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Now he's putting the blame on her!</p> + +<p>STRANGER (resting his head in his hands and letting it sink on to<br> +the table. In the far distance a violin and guitar are heard<br> +playing the following melody):</p> + +<br><br> + +<img alt="road1.jpg (7K)" src="road1.jpg" height="94" width="617"> + +<br><br> + +<p>DOCTOR (to the WOMAN). Is he ill?</p> + +<p>WOMAN. He must be mad; he says he's dead.</p> + +<p>(In the distance drums beat the reveille and bugles are blown, but<br> +very softly.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Is it morning? Night's passing, the sun's rising and<br> +ghosts lie down to sleep again in graves. Now I can go. Come!</p> + +<p>WOMAN (going nearer to the DOCTOR). No. I said no.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Even you, the last of all my friends! Am I such a<br> +wretched being, that not even a prostitute will bear me company for<br> +money?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. You must be.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I don't believe it yet; although everyone tells me so. I<br> +don't believe anything at all, for every time I have, I've been<br> +deceived. But tell me this hasn't the sun yet risen? A little while<br> +ago I heard a cock crow and a dog bark; and now they're ringing the<br> +Angelus. ... Have they put out the lights, that it's so dark?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR (to the WOMAN). He must be blind.</p> + +<p>WOMAN. Yes. I think he is.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No. I can see you; but I can't see the lights.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. For you it's growing dark. ... You've played with the<br> +lightning, and looked too long at the sun. That is forbidden to<br> +men.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. We're born with the desire to do it; but may not. That's<br> +Envy. ...</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. What do you possess that's worthy of envy?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Something you'll never understand, and that only I can<br> +value.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. You mean, the child?</p> + +<p>MANGER. You know I didn't mean it. If I had I'd have said that I<br> +possessed something you could never let.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. So you're back at that! Then I'll express myself as<br> +clearly: you took what I'd done with.</p> + +<p>WOMAN. Oh! I shan't stay in the company of such swine! (She gets up<br> +and moves to another seat.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I know we've sunk very low; yet I believe the deeper I<br> +sink the nearer I'll come to my goal: the end!</p> + +<p>WAITRESS. Don't speak so loud, there's a dying man in there!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes, I believe you. The whole time there's been a smell<br> +of corpses here.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Perhaps that's us?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Can one be dead, without suspecting it?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. The dead maintain that they don't know the difference.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You terrify me. Is it possible? And all these shadowy<br> +figures, whose faces I think I recognise as memories of my youth at<br> +school in the swimming bath, the gymnasium. ... (He clutches his<br> +heart.) Oh! Now he's coming: the Terrible One, who tears the heart<br> +out of the breast. The Terrible One, who's been following me for<br> +years. He's here!</p> + +<p>(He is beside himself. The doors are thrown open; a choir boy comes<br> +in carrying a lantern made of blue glass that throws a blue light<br> +on the guests; he rings the silver bell. All present begin to howl<br> +like wild beasts. The DOMINICAN then enters with the sacrament. The<br> +WAITRESS and the WOMAN throw themselves on their knees, the others<br> +howl. The DOMINICAN raises the monstrance; all fall on their knees.<br> +The choir boy and the DOMINICAN go into the room on the left.)</p> + +<p>BEGGAR (entering and going towards the STRANGER). Come away from<br> +here. You're ill. And the bailiffs have a summons for you.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Summons? From whom?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Your wife.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. The electric eel strikes at a great distance. She once<br> +wanted to bring a charge of slander against me, because she<br> +couldn't stay out at night.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Couldn't stay out at night?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Yes. Didn't you know who you were married to?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I heard she'd been engaged before she ... married you.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Yes. That's what it was called, but in reality she'd been<br> +the mistress of a married man, whom she denounced for rape, after<br> +she'd forced herself into his studio and posed to him naked, as a<br> +model.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And that was the woman you married?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Yes. After she'd seduced me, she denounced me for breach of<br> +promise, so I had to marry her. She'd engaged two detectives to see<br> +I didn't get away. And that was the woman you married!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I did it because I soon saw it was no good choosing when<br> +all were alike.</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Come away from here. You'll be sorry if you don't.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (to the DOCTOR). Was she always religious?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Always.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And tender, good-hearted, self-sacrificing?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. Certainly!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Can one understand her?</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. No. But you can go mad thinking about her. That's why one<br> +had to accept her as she was. Charming, intoxicating!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes, I know. But one's powerless against pity. That's why<br> +I don't want to fight this case. I can't defend myself without<br> +attacking her; and I don't want to do that.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. You were married before. How was that?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Just the same.</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. This love acts like henbane: you see suns, where there are<br> +none, and stars where no stars are! But it's pleasant, while it<br> +lasts!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And the morning after? Oh, the morning after!</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Come, unhappy man! He's poisoning you, and you don't know<br> +it. Come!</p> + +<p>STRANGER (getting up). Poisoning me, you say? Do you think he's<br> +lying?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Every word he's said's a lie.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I don't believe it.</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. No. You only believe lies. But that serves you right.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Has he been lying? Has he?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. How can you believe your enemies?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. But he's my friend, because he's told me the bitter<br> +truth.</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Eternal Powers, save his reason! For he believes everything<br> +evil's true, and everything good evil. Come, or you'll be lost!</p> + +<p>DOCTOR. He's lost already! And now he'll be whipped into froth,<br> +broken up into atoms, and used as an ingredient in the great<br> +pan-cake. Away with you hell! (To those present.) Howl like victims<br> +of the pit. (The guests all howl.) And no more womanly pity. Howl,<br> +woman! (The WOMAN refuses with a gesture of her hand.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER (to the BEGGAR). That man's not lying.</p> + +<p>Curtain.</p> + +<p> +SCENE II</p> + +<p>IN A RAVINE</p> + +<p>[A ravine with a stream in the middle, which is crossed by a<br> +foot-bridge. In the foreground a smithy and a mill, both of which<br> +are in ruins. Fallen trees choke the stream. In the background a<br> +starry sky above the pine wood. The constellation of Orion is<br> +clearly visible.]</p> + +<br><br> + +<img alt="road2.jpg (7K)" src="road2.jpg" height="254" width="383"> + +<br><br> + +<p>[The STRANGER and the BEGGAR enter. In the foreground there is<br> +snow; in the background the green of summer.]</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I feel afraid! To-night the stars seem to hang so low,<br> +that I fear they'll fall on me like drops of molten silver. Where<br> +are we?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. In the ravine, by the stream. You must know the place.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Know it? As if I could ever forget it! It reminds me of<br> +my honeymoon journey. But where are the smithy and the mill?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. All in ruins! The lake of tears was drained a week ago. The<br> +stream rose, then the river, till everything was laid waste—<br> +meadows, fields and gardens.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And the quiet house?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. The old sin was washed away, but the walls in left.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And those who lived there?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. They've gone to the colonies; so that the story's now at an<br> +end.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Then my story's at an end too. So thoroughly at an end,<br> +that no happy memories remain. The last was fouled by the poisoner. ...</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Whose poison you prepared! You should declare your<br> +bankruptcy.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. Now I'll have to give in.</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Then the day of reckoning will draw near.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I think we might call it quits; because, if I've sinned,<br> +I've been punished.</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. But others certainly won't think so.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I've stopped taking account of others, since I saw that<br> +the Powers that guide the destinies of mankind brook no accomplices.<br> +The crime I committed in this life was that I wanted to set men<br> +free. ...</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Set men free from their duties, and criminals from their<br> +feeling of guilt, so that they could really become unscrupulous!<br> +You're not the first, and not the 1ast to dabble in the Devil's<br> +work. Lucifer a non lucendo! But when Reynard grows old, he turns<br> +monk—so wisely is it ordained—and then he's forced to split<br> +himself in n two and drive out Beelzebub with his own penance.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Shall I be driven to that?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Yes. Though you don't want it! You'll be forced to preach<br> +against yourself from the housetops. To unpick your fabric thread<br> +by thread. To flay yourself alive at every street corner, and show<br> +what you really are. But that needs courage. All the same, a man<br> +who's played with the thunder will not tremble! Yet, sometimes,<br> +when night falls and the Invisible Ones, who can only be seen in<br> +darkness, ride on his chest, then he will fear—even the stars, and<br> +most of all the Mill of Sins, that grinds the past, and grinds it ...<br> +and grinds it! One of the seven-and-seventeen Wise Men said that<br> +the greatest victory he ever won was over himself; but foolish men<br> +don't believe it, and that's why they're deceived; because they<br> +only credit what nine-and-ninety fools have said a thousand times.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Enough! Tell me; isn't this snow here on the ground?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Yes. It's winter here.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. But over there it's green.</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. It's summer there.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And growing light! (A clear beam of light falls on the<br> +foot-bridge.)</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Yes. It's light there, and dark here.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And who are they? (Three children, dressed is summer<br> +clothing, two girls and a boy, come on to the bridge from the<br> +right.) Ho! My children! (The children stop to listen, and then<br> +look at the STRANGER without seeming to recognise him. The STRANGER<br> +calls.) Gerda! Erik! Thyra! It's your father! (The children appear<br> +to recognise him; they turn away to the left.) They don't know me.<br> +They don't want to know me.</p> + +<p>(A man and a woman enter from the right. The children dance of to<br> +the left and disappear. The STRANGER falls on his face on the<br> +ground.)</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Something like that was to be expected. Such things happen.<br> +Get up again!</p> + +<p>STRANGER (raising himself up). Where am I? Where have I been? Is it<br> +spring, winter or summer? In what century am I living, in what<br> +hemisphere? Am I a child or an old man, male or female, a god or a<br> +devil? And who are you? Are you, you; or are you me? Are those my<br> +own entrails that I see about me? Are those stars or bundles of<br> +nerves in my eye; is that water, or is it tears? Wait! Now I'm<br> +moving forward in time for a thousand years, and beginning to<br> +shrink, to grow heavier and to crystallise! Soon I'll be<br> +re-created, and from the dark waters of Chaos the Lotus flower will<br> +stretch up her head towards the sun and say: it is I! I must have<br> +been sleeping for a few thousand years; and have dreamed I'd<br> +exploded and become ether, and could no longer feel, no longer<br> +suffer, no longer be joyful; but had entered into peace and<br> +equilibrium. But now! Now! I suffer as much as if I were all<br> +mankind. I suffer and have no right to complain. ...</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Then suffer, and the more you suffer the earlier pain will<br> +leave you.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No. Mine are eternal sufferings. ...</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. And only a minute's passed.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I can't bear it.</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Then you must look for help.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What's coming now? Isn't it the end yet?</p> + +<p>(It grows light above the bridge. CAESAR comes in and throws<br> +himself from the parapet; then the DOCTOR appears on the right,<br> +with bare head and a wild look. He behaves as if he would throw<br> +himself into the stream too.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER. He's revenged himself so thoroughly, that he awakes no<br> +qualms of conscience! (The DOCTOR goes out, left. The SISTER<br> +enters, right, as if searching for someone.) Who's that?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. His unmarried sister, who's unprovided for, and has now no<br> +home to go to. She's grown desperate since her brother was driven<br> +out of his wits by sorrow and went to pieces.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. That's a harder fate. Poor creature, what can one do?<br> +Even if I felt her sufferings, would that help her?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. No. It wouldn't.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Why do qualms of conscience come after, and not<br> +beforehand? Can you help me over that?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. No. No one can. Let us go on.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Where to?</p> + +<p>BEGGAR. Come with me.</p> + +<p>Curtain.</p> + +<p> +SCENE III</p> + +<p>THE 'ROSE' ROOM</p> + +<p>[The LADY, dressed in white, is sitting by the cradle doing crochet<br> +work. The green dress is hanging up by the door on the right. The<br> +STRANGER comes an, and looks round in astonishment.]</p> + +<p>LADY (simply, mildly, without a trace of surprise). Tread softly<br> +and come here, if you'd see something lovely.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Where am I?</p> + +<p>LADY. Quiet! Look at the little stranger who came when you were<br> +away.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. They told me the river had risen and swept everything off.</p> + +<p>LADY. Why do you believe everything you're told? The river did<br> +rise, but this little creature has someone who protects both her<br> +and hers. Wouldn't you like to see your daughter? (The STRANGER<br> +goes towards the cradle. The LADY lifts the curtain.) She's lovely!<br> +Isn't she? (The STRANGER gazes darkly in front of him.) Won't you<br> +look?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Everything's poisoned. Everything!</p> + +<p>LADY. Well, perhaps!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Do you know that he has lost his wits and is wandering in<br> +the neighbourhood, followed by his sister, who's searching for him?<br> +He's penniless, and drinking. ...</p> + +<p>LADY. Oh, my God!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Why don't you reproach me?</p> + +<p>LADY. You'll reproach yourself enough: I'd rather give you good<br> +advice. Go to the Convent of St. Saviour's, there you'll find a man<br> +who can free you from the evil you fear.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What, in the convent, where they curse and bind?</p> + +<p>LADY. And deliver also!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Frankly, I think you're trying to deceive me; I don't<br> +trust you any more.</p> + +<p>LADY. Nor I, you! So look on this as your farewell visit.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. That was my intention; but first I wanted to find out if<br> +we're of the same mind. ...</p> + +<p>LADY. You see, we can build no happiness on the sorrows of others;<br> +so we must part. That's the only way to lessen his sufferings. I<br> +have my child, who'll fill my life for me; and you have the great<br> +goal of your ambition. ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Will you still mock me?</p> + +<p>LADY. No, why? You've solved the great problem.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Be quiet! No more of that, even if you believe it.</p> + +<p>LADY. But if all the rest believe it too. ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No one believes it now.</p> + +<p>LADY. It says in the paper to-day that gold's been made in England.<br> +That it's been proved possible.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You've been deceived.</p> + +<p>LADY. No! Oh, heaven, he won't believe his own good fortune.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I no longer believe anything.</p> + +<p>LADY. Get the newspaper from the pocket of my dress over there.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. The green witch's dress, that laid a spell on me one<br> +Sunday afternoon, between the inn and the church door! That'll<br> +bring no good.</p> + +<p>LADY (fetching the paper herself and also a large parcel that is in<br> +the pocket of the dress). See for yourself.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (tearing up the paper). No need for me to look!</p> + +<p>LADY. He won't believe it. He won't. Yet the chemists want to give<br> +a banquet in your honour next Saturday.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Is that in the paper too? About the banquet?</p> + +<p>LADY (handing him the packet). And here's the diploma of honour.<br> +Read it!</p> + +<p>STRANGER (tearing up the packet). Perhaps there's a Government<br> +Order too!</p> + +<p>LADY. Those whom the gods would destroy they first make blind! You<br> +made your discovery with no good intentions, and therefore you<br> +weren't permitted to be the only one to succeed.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Now I shall go. For I won't stay here and lay bare my<br> +shame! I've become a laughing-stock, so I'll go and hide myself—<br> +bury myself alive, because I don't dare to die.</p> + +<p>LADY. Then go! We start for the colonies in a few days.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. That's frank at least! Perhaps we're nearing a solution.</p> + +<p>LADY. Of the riddle: why we had to meet?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Why did we have to?</p> + +<p>LADY. To torture one another.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Is that all?</p> + +<p>LADY. You thought you could save me from a werewolf, who really was<br> +no such thing, and so you become one yourself. And then I was to<br> +save you from evil by taking all the evil in you on myself, and I<br> +did so; but the result was that you only became more evil. My poor<br> +deliverer! Now you're bound hand and foot and no magician can set<br> +you free.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Farewell, and thank you for all you've done.</p> + +<p>LADY. Farewell, and thank you ... for this! (She points to the<br> +cradle.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER (going towards the back). First perhaps I ought to take my<br> +leave in there.</p> + +<p>LADY. Yes, my dear. Do!</p> + +<p>(The STRANGER goes out through the door at the back. The LADY<br> +crosses to the door on the right and lets in the DOMINICAN—who is<br> +also the BEGGAR.)</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Is he ready now?</p> + +<p>LADY. Nothing remains for this unhappy man but to leave the world<br> +and bury himself in a monastery.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. So he doesn't believe he's the great inventor he<br> +undoubtedly is?</p> + +<p>LADY. No. He can believe good of no one, not even of himself.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. That is the punishment Heaven sent him: to believe lies,<br> +because he wouldn't listen to the truth.</p> + +<p>LADY. Lighten his guilty burden for him, if you can.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. No. If I did he'd only grow insolent and accuse God of<br> +malice and injustice. This man is a demon, who must be kept<br> +confined. He belongs to the dangerous race of rebels; he'd misuse<br> +his gifts, if he could, to do evil. And men's power for evil is<br> +immeasurable.</p> + +<p>LADY. For the sake of the ... attachment you've shown me, can't you<br> +ease his burden a little; where it presses on him most and where<br> +he's least to blame?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. You must do that, not I; so that he can leave you in the<br> +belief that you've a good side, and that you're not what your first<br> +husband told him you were. If he believes you, I'll deliver him<br> +later, just as I once bound him when he confessed to me, during his<br> +illness, in the convent of St. Saviour's.</p> + +<p>LADY (going to the back and opening the door). As you wish!</p> + +<p>STRANGER (re-entering). So there's the Terrible One! How did he<br> +come here? But isn't he the beggar, after a11?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Yes, I am your terrible friend, and I've come for you.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What? Have I ...?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Yes. Once already you promised me your soul, on oath,<br> +when you lay ill and felt near madness. It was then you offered to<br> +serve the powers of good; but when you got well again you broke<br> +your oath, and therefore were plagued with unrest, and wandered<br> +abroad unable to find peace—tortured by your own conscience.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Who are you really? Who dares lay a hand on my destiny?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. You must ask her that.</p> + +<p>LADY. This is the man to whom I was first engaged, and who<br> +dedicated his life to the service of God, when I left him.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Even if he were!</p> + +<p>LADY. So you needn't think so ill of yourself because it was you<br> +who punished my faithlessness and another's lack of conscience.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. His sin cannot justify mine. Of course it's untrue, like<br> +everything else; and you only say it to console me.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. What an unhappy soul he is. ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. A damned one too!</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. No! (To the LADY.) Say something good of him.</p> + +<p>LADY. He won't believe it, if I do; he only believes evil!</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Then I shall have to say it. A beggar once came and<br> +asked him for a drink of water; but he gave me wine instead and let<br> +me sit at his table. You remember that?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No. I don't load my memory with such trifles.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Pride! Pride!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Call it pride, if you like. It's the last vestige of our<br> +god-like origin. Let's go, before it grows dark.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. 'For the whole world shined with clear light and none<br> +were hindered in their labour. Over these only was spread a heavy<br> +night, an image of darkness which should afterward receive them;<br> +but yet were they unto themselves more grievous than the darkness.'</p> + +<p>LADY. Don't hurt him!</p> + +<p>STRANGER (with passion). How beautifully she can speak, though she<br> +is evil. Look at her eyes; they cannot weep tears, but they can<br> +flatter, sting, or lie! And yet she says: Don't hurt him! See, now<br> +she fears I'll wake her child, the little monster that robbed me of<br> +her! Come, priest, before I change my mind.</p> + +<p>Curtain.</p> + +<br><br> +<a name="p3"></a> + +<br><br> + + + +<h2>PART III.</h2> + + +<p>CHARACTERS</p> + +<p>THE STRANGER<br> +THE LADY<br> +THE CONFESSOR<br> +THE MAGISTRATE<br> +THE PRIOR<br> +THE TEMPTER<br> +THE DAUGHTER</p> + +<p> +less important figures<br> +HOSTESS<br> +FIRST VOICE<br> +SECOND VOICE<br> +WORSHIPPERS OF VENUS<br> +MAIA<br> +PILGRIM<br> +FATHER<br> +WOMAN<br> +EVE<br> +PRIOR<br> +PATER ISIDOR (the Doctor of Part I)<br> +PATER CLEMENS<br> +PATER MELCHER</p> + +<p> +SCENES</p> + +<p>ACT I On the River Bank</p> + +<p>ACT II Cross-Roads in the Mountains</p> + +<p>ACT III SCENE I Terrace<br> + SCENE II Rocky Landscape<br> + SCENE III Small House<br> +(On the Mountain where the Monastery Stands)</p> + +<p>ACT IV SCENE I Chapter House<br> + SCENE II Picture Gallery<br> + SCENE III Chapel<br> +(Of the Monastery)</p> + +<p> +<br> +ACT I</p> + +<p>ON THE RIVER BANK</p> + +<p>[The foreground represents the bank of a large river. On the right<br> +a projecting tongue of land covered with old willow trees. Farther<br> +up stage the river can be seen flowing quietly past. The background<br> +represents the farther bank, a steep mountain slope covered with<br> +woodland. Above the tops of the forest trees the Monastery can be<br> +seen; it is an enormous four-cornered building completely white,<br> +with two rows of small windows. The façade is broken by the Church<br> +belonging to the Monastery, which is flanked by two towers in the<br> +style favoured by the Jesuits. The Church door is open, and at a<br> +certain moment the monstrance on the altar is visible in the light<br> +of the sun. On the near bank in the foreground, which is low and<br> +sandy, purple and yellow loose-strife are growing. A shallow boat<br> +is moored nearby. On the left the ferryman's hut. It is an evening<br> +in early summer and the sun is low; foreground, river and the lower<br> +part of the background lie in shadow; and the trees on the far bank<br> +sway gently in the breeze. Only the Monastery is lit by the sun.]</p> + +<p>[The STRANGER and the CONFESSOR enter from the right. The STRANGER<br> +is wearing alpine clothing: a brown cloak with a cape and hood; he<br> +has a staff and wallet. He is limping slightly. The CONFESSOR is to<br> +the black and white habit of the Dominicans. They stop at a place<br> +where a willow tree prevents any view of the Monastery.]</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Why do you lead me along this winding, hilly path, that<br> +never comes to an end?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Such is the way, my friend. But now we'll soon be there.<br> +(He leads the STRANGER farther up stage. The STRANGER sees the<br> +Monastery, and is enchanted by it; he takes off his hat, and puts<br> +down his wallet and staff.) Well?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I've never seen anything so white on this polluted earth.<br> +At most, only in my dreams! Yes, that's my youthful dream of a<br> +house in which peace and purity should dwell. A blessing on you,<br> +white house! Now I've come home!</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Good! But first we must await the pilgrims on this bank.<br> +It's called the bank of farewell, because it's the custom to say<br> +farewell here, before the ferryman ferries one across.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Haven't I said enough farewells already? Wasn't my whole<br> +life one thorny path of farewells? At post offices, steamer-quays,<br> +railway stations—with the waving of handkerchiefs damp with tears?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Yet your voice trembles with the pain what you've lost.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I don't feel I've lost anything. I don't want anything<br> +back.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Not even your youth?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. That least of all. What should I do with it, and its<br> +capacity for suffering?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. And for enjoyment?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I never enjoyed anything, for I was born with a thorn in<br> +my flesh; every time I stretched out my hand to grasp a pleasure, I<br> +pricked my finger and Satan struck me in the face.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Because your pleasures have been base ones.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Not so base. I had my own home, a wife, children, duties,<br> +obligations to others! No, I was born in disfavour, a step-child of<br> +life; and I was pursued, hunted, in a word, cursed!</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Because you didn't obey God's commandment.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. But no one can, as St. Paul says himself! Why should I be<br> +able to do what no one else can do? I of all men? Because I'm<br> +supposed to be a scoundrel. Because more's demanded of me than of<br> +others. ... (Crying out.) Because I was treated with injustice.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Have you got back to that, rebellious one?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. I've always been there. Now let's cross the river.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Do you think one can climb up to that white house<br> +without preparation?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I'm ready: you can examine me.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Good! The first monastic vow is: humility.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And the second: obedience! Neither of them was ever a<br> +special virtue of mine; it's for that very reason that I want to<br> +make the great attempt.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. And show your pride through your humility.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Whatever it is, it's all the same to me.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. What, everything? The world and its best gifts; the joy<br> +of innocent children, the pleasant warmth of home, the approbation<br> +of your fellow-men, the satisfaction brought by the fulfilment of<br> +duty—are you indifferent to them all?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes! Because I was born without the power of enjoyment.<br> +There have been moments when I've been an object of envy; but I've<br> +never understood what it was I was envied for: my sufferings in<br> +misfortune, my lack of peace in success, or the fact I hadn't long<br> +to live.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. It's true that life has given you everything you wished;<br> +even a little gold at the last. Why, I even seem to remember that a<br> +sculptor was commissioned to make a portrait bust of you.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Oh yes! A bust was made of me.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Are you, of all men, impressed by such things?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Of course not! But they do at least mark well founded<br> +appreciation, that neither envy nor lack of understanding can<br> +shake.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. You think so? It seems to me that human greatness<br> +resides in the good opinion of others; and that, if this opinion<br> +changes, the greatest can quickly dwindle into nothing.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. The opinions of others have never meant much to me.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Haven't they? Really?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No one's been so strict with himself as I! And no one's<br> +been so humble! All have demanded my respect; whilst they spurned<br> +me and spat on me. And when at last I found I'd duties towards the<br> +immortal soul given into my keeping, I began to demand respect for<br> +this immortal soul. Then I was branded as the proudest of the<br> +proud! And by whom? By the proudest of all amongst the humble and<br> +lowly.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. I think you're entangling yourself in contradictions.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I think so, too! For the whole of life consists of<br> +nothing but contradictions. The rich are the poor in spirit; the<br> +many little men hold the power, and the great only serve the little<br> +men. I've never met such proud people as the humble; I've never met<br> +an uneducated man who didn't believe himself in a position to<br> +criticise learning and to do without it. I've found the<br> +unpleasantest<br> +of deadly sins amongst the Saints: I mean self-complacency. In my<br> +youth I was a saint myself; but I've never been so worthless as I<br> +was then. The better I thought myself, the worse I became.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Then what do you seek here?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What I've told you already; but I'll add this: I'm<br> +seeking death without the need to die!</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. The mortification of your flesh, of your old self! Good!<br> +Now keep still: the pilgrims are coming on their wooden rafts to<br> +celebrate the festival of Corpus Christi.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (looking to the right in surprise). Who are they?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. People who believe in something.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Then help my unbelief! (Sunlight now falls on the<br> +monstrance in the church above, so that it shines like a window<br> +pane at sunset.) Has the sun entered the church, or. ...</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Yes. The sun has entered. ...</p> + +<p>(The first raft comes in from the right. Children clothed in white,<br> +with garlands on their heads and with lighted lanterns in their<br> +hands, are seen standing round an altar decked with flowers, on<br> +which a white flag with a golden lily has been planted. They sing,<br> +whilst the raft glides slowly by.)</p> + +<p> Blessèd be he, who fears the Lord,<br> + Beati omnes, qui timent Dominum,<br> + And walks in his ways,<br> + Qui ambulant in viis ejus.<br> + Thou shalt feed thyself with the work of thy hands,<br> + Labores manuum tuarum quia manducabis;<br> + Blessèd be thou and peace be with thee,<br> + Beatus es et bene tibi erit.</p> + +<p>(A second raft appears with boys on one side and girls on the<br> +other. It has a flag with a rose on it.)</p> + +<p> Thy wife shall be like a fruitful vine,<br> + Uxor tua sicut vitis abundans,<br> + Within thy house,<br> + In lateribus domus tuae.</p> + +<p>(The third raft carries men and women. There is a flag with fruit<br> +upon it: figs, grapes, pomegranates, melons, ears of wheat, etc.)</p> + +<p> Filii tui sicut novellae olivarum,<br> + Thy children shall be like olive branches about thy table,<br> + In circuitu mensae tuae.</p> + +<p>(The fourth raft is filled with older men and women. The flag has a<br> +representation of a fir-tree under snow.)</p> + +<p> See, how blessèd is the man,<br> + Ecce sic benedicetur homo,<br> + Who feareth the Lord,<br> + Qui timet Dominum!</p> + +<p>(The raft glides by.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What were they singing?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. A pilgrim's song.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Who wrote it?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. A royal person.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Here? What was his name? Has he written anything else?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. About fifty songs; he was called David, the son of<br> +Isaiah! But he didn't always write psalms. When he was young, he<br> +did other things. Yes. Such things will happen!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Can we go on now?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. In a moment. I've something to say to you first.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Speak.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Good. But don't be either sad or angry.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Certainly not.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Here, you see, on this bank, you're a well-known—let's<br> +say famous—person; but over there, on the other, you'll be quite<br> +unknown to the brothers. Nothing more, in fact, than an ordinary<br> +simple man.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Oh! Don't they read in the monastery?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Nothing light; only serious books.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. They take in papers, I suppose?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Not the kind that write about you!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Then on the other side of this river my life-work doesn't<br> +exist?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. What work?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I see. Very well. Can't we cross now?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. In a minute. Is there no one you'd like to take leave of?</p> + +<p>STRANGER (after a pause.) Yes. But it's beyond the bounds of<br> +possibility.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Have you ever seen anything impossible?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Not really, since I've seen my own destiny.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Well, who is it you'd like to meet?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I had a daughter once; I called her Sylvia, because she<br> +sang all day long like a wren. It's some years since I saw her; she<br> +must be a girl of sixteen now. But I'm afraid if I were to meet<br> +her, life would regain its value for me.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. You fear nothing else?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What do you mean?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. That she may have changed!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. She could only have changed for the better.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Are you sure?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. She'll come to you. (He goes down to the bank and<br> +beckons to the right.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Wait! I'm wondering whether it's wise!</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. It can do no harm.</p> + +<p>(He beckons once more. A boat appears on the river, rowed by a<br> +young girl. She is wearing summer clothing, her head is bare and<br> +her fair hair is hanging loose. She gets out of the boat behind the<br> +willow tree. The CONFESSOR draws back until he is near the<br> +ferryman's hut, but remains in sight of the audience. The STRANGER<br> +has waved to the girl and she has answered him. She now comes on to<br> +the stage, runs into the STRANGER'S arms, and kisses him.)</p> + +<p>DAUGHTER. Father. My dear father!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Sylvia! My child!</p> + +<p>DAUGHTER. How in the world do you come to be up here in the<br> +mountains?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And how have <i>you</i> got here? I thought I'd managed to<br> +hide so well.</p> + +<p>DAUGHTER. Why did you want to hide?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Ask me as little as possible! You've grown into a big<br> +girl. And I've gone grey.</p> + +<p>DAUGHTER. No. You're not grey. You're just as young as you were<br> +when we parted.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. When we ... parted!</p> + +<p>DAUGHTER. When you left us. ... (The STRANGER does not reply.)<br> +Aren't you glad we're meeting again?</p> + +<p>STRANGER (faintly). Yes!</p> + +<p>DAUGHTER. Then show it.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. How can I be glad, when we're parting to-day for life?</p> + +<p>DAUGHTER. Why, where do you want to go?</p> + +<p>STRANGER (pointing to the monastery). Up there!</p> + +<p>DAUGHTER (with a sophisticated air). Into the monastery? Yes, now I<br> +come to think of it, perhaps it's best.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You think so?</p> + +<p>DAUGHTER (with pity, but good-will.) I mean, if you've a ruined<br> +life behind you. ... (Coaxingly.) Now you look sad. Tell me one<br> +thing.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Tell <i>me</i> one thing, my child, that's been worrying me<br> +more than anything else. You've a stepfather?</p> + +<p>DAUGHTER. Yes.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Well?</p> + +<p>DAUGHTER. He's very good and kind.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. With every virtue that I lack. ...</p> + +<p>DAUGHTER. Aren't you glad we've got into better hands?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Good, better, best! Why do you come here bare-headed?</p> + +<p>DAUGHTER. Because George is carrying my hat.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Who's George? And where is he?</p> + +<p>DAUGHTER. George is a friend of mine; and he's waiting for me on<br> +the bank down below.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Are you engaged to him?</p> + +<p>DAUGHTER. No. Certainly not!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Do you want to marry?</p> + +<p>DAUGHTER. Never!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I can see it by your mottled cheeks, like those of a<br> +child that has got up too early; I can hear it by your voice,<br> +that's no longer that of a warbler, but a jay; I can feel it in<br> +your kisses, that burn cold like the sun in May; and by your steady<br> +icy look that tells me you're nursing a secret of which you're<br> +ashamed, but of which you'd like to boast. And your brothers and<br> +sisters?</p> + +<p>DAUGHTER. They're quite well, thank you.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Have we anything else to say to one another?</p> + +<p>DAUGHTER (coldly). Perhaps not.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Now you look so like your mother.</p> + +<p>DAUGHTER. How do you know, when you've never been able to see her<br> +as she was!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. So you understood that, though you were so young?</p> + +<p>DAUGHTER. I learnt to understand it from you. If only you'd<br> +understand yourself.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Have you anything else to teach me?</p> + +<p>DAUGHTER. Perhaps! But in your day that wasn't considered seemly.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. My day's over and exists no longer; just as Sylvia exists<br> +no longer, but is merely a name, a memory. (He takes a guide-book<br> +out of his pocket.) Look at this guide-book! Can you see small<br> +marks made here by tiny fingers, and others by little damp lips?<br> +You made them when you were five years old; you were sitting on my<br> +knee in the train, and we saw the Alps for the first time. You<br> +thought what you saw was Heaven; and when I explained that the<br> +mountain was the Jungfrau, you asked if you could kiss the name in<br> +the book.</p> + +<p>DAUGHTER. I don't remember that!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Delightful memories pass, but hateful ones remain! Don't<br> +you remember anything about me?</p> + +<p>DAUGHTER. Oh yes.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Quiet! I know what you mean. One night ... one dreadful,<br> +horrible night ... Sylvia, my child, when I shut my eyes I see a<br> +pale little angel, who slept in my arms when she was ill; and who<br> +thanked me when I gave her a present. Where is she whom I long for<br> +so and who exists no more, although she isn't dead? You, as you<br> +are, seem a stranger, whom I've never known and certainly don't<br> +long to see again. If Sylvia at least were dead and lay in her<br> +grave, there'd be a churchyard where I could take my flowers. ...<br> +How strange it is! She's neither among the living, nor the dead.<br> +Perhaps she never existed, and was only a dream like everything<br> +else.</p> + +<p>DAUGHTER (wheedling).Father, dear!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. It's she! No, only her voice. (Pause.) So you think my<br> +life's been ruined?</p> + +<p>DAUGHTER. Yes. But why speak of it now?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Because remember I once saved <i>your</i> life. You had brain<br> +fever for a whole month and suffered a great deal. Your mother<br> +wanted the doctor to deliver you from your unhappy existence by<br> +some powerful drug. But I prevented it, and so saved you from death<br> +and your mother from prison.</p> + +<p>DAUGHTER. I don't believe it!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. But a fact may be true, even if you don't believe it.</p> + +<p>DAUGHTER. You dreamed it.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Who knows if I haven't dreamed everything, and am not<br> +even dreaming now. How I wish it were so!</p> + +<p>DAUGHTER. I must be going, father.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Then good-bye!</p> + +<p>DAUGHTER. May I write to you?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What? One of the dead write to another? Letters won't<br> +reach me in future. And I mayn't receive visitors. But I'm glad<br> +we've met, for now there's nothing else on earth I cling to. (Going<br> +to the left.) Good-bye, girl or woman, whatever I should call you.<br> +There's no need to weep!</p> + +<p>DAUGHTER. I wasn't thinking of weeping, though I dare say good<br> +breeding would demand I should. Well, good-bye! (She goes out<br> +right.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER (to the CONFESSOR). I think I came out of that well! It's<br> +a mercy to part with content on both sides. Mankind, after all,<br> +makes rapid progress, and self-control increases as the flow of the<br> +tear-ducts lessens. I've seen so many tears shed in my lifetime,<br> +that I'm almost taken aback at this dryness. She was a strong<br> +child, just the kind I once wished to be. The most beautiful thing<br> +that life can offer! She lay, like an angel, wrapped in the white<br> +veils of her cradle, with a blue coverlet when she slept. Blue and<br> +arched like the sky. That was the best: what will the worst look<br> +like?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Don't excite yourself, but be of good cheer. First throw<br> +away that foolish guide-book, for this is your last journey.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You mean this? Very well. (He opens the book, kisses one<br> +of the pages and then throws it into the river.) Anything else?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. If you've any gold or silver, you must give it to the<br> +poor.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I've a silver watch. I never got as far as a gold one.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Give that to the ferryman; and then you'll get a glass<br> +of wine.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. The last! It's like an execution! Perhaps I'll have to<br> +have my hair cut, too?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Yes. Later. (He takes the watch and goes to the door of<br> +the ferryman's hut, speaking a few whispered words to someone<br> +within. He receives a bottle of wine and a glass in exchange, which<br> +he puts on the table.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER (filling his glass, but not drinking it.) Shall I never<br> +get wine up there?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. No wine; and you'll see no women. You may hear singing;<br> +but not the kind of songs that go with women and wine.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I've had enough of women; they can't tempt me any more.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Are you sure?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Quite sure. ... But tell me this: what do you think of<br> +women, who mayn't even set their feet within your consecrated<br> +walls?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. So you're still asking questions?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And why may an abbess never hear confession, never read<br> +mass, and never preach?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. I can't answer that.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Because the answer would accord with my thoughts on that<br> +theme.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. It wouldn't be a disaster if we were to agree for once.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Not at all!</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Now drink up your wine.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No. I only want to look at it for the last time. It's<br> +beautiful. ...</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Don't lose yourself in meditation; memories lie at the<br> +bottom of the cup.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And oblivion, and songs, and power—imaginary power, but<br> +for that reason all the greater.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Wait here a moment; I'll go and order the ferry.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. 'Sh! I can hear singing, and I can see. ... I can see. ...<br> +For a moment I saw a flag unfurling in a puff of wind, only to fall<br> +back on the flagstaff and hang there limply as if it were nothing<br> +but a dishcloth. I've witnessed my whole life flashing past in a<br> +second, with its joys and sorrows, its beauty and its misery! But<br> +now I can see nothing.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR (going to the left). Wait here a moment, I'll go and<br> +order the ferry.</p> + +<p>(The STRANGER goes so far up stage that the rays of the setting<br> +sun, which are streaming from the right through the trees, throw<br> +his shadow across the bank and the river. The LADY enters from the<br> +right, in deep mourning. Her shadow slowly approaches that of the<br> +STRANGER.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER (who, to begin with, looks only at his own shadow). Ah!<br> +The sun! It makes me a bloodless shape, a giant, who can walk on<br> +the water of the river, climb the mountain, stride over the roof of<br> +the monastery church, and rise, as he does now, up into the<br> +firmament—up to the stars. Ah, now I'm up here with the stars. ...<br> +(He notices the shadow thrown by the LADY.) But who's following me?<br> +Who's interrupting my ascension? Trying to climb on my shoulders?<br> +(Turning.) You!</p> + +<p>LADY. Yes. I!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. So black! So black and so evil.</p> + +<p>LADY. No longer evil. I'm in mourning. ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. For whom?</p> + +<p>LADY. For our Mizzi.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. My daughter! (The LADY opens her arms, in order to throw<br> +herself on to his breast, but he avoids her.) I congratulate the<br> +dead child. I'm sorry for you. I myself feel outside everything.</p> + +<p>LADY. Comfort me, too.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. A fine idea! I'm to comfort my fury, weep with my<br> +hangman, amuse my tormentor.</p> + +<p>LADY. Have you no feelings?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. None! I wasted the feelings I used to have on you and<br> +others.</p> + +<p>LADY. You're right. You can reproach me.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I've neither the time nor the wish to do that. Where are<br> +you going?</p> + +<p>LADY. I want to cross with the ferry.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Then I've no luck, for I wanted to do the same. (The LADY<br> +weeps into her handkerchief. The STRANGER takes it from her and<br> +dries her eyes.) Dry your eyes, child, and be yourself! As hard,<br> +and lacking in feeling, as you really are! (The LADY tries to put<br> +her arm round his neck. The STRANGER taps her gently on the<br> +fingers.) You mustn't touch me. When your words and glances weren't<br> +enough, you always wanted to touch me. You'll excuse a rather<br> +trivial question: are you hungry?</p> + +<p>LADY. No. Thank you.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. But you're tired. Sit down. (The LADY sits down at the<br> +table. The STRANGER throws the bottle and glass into the river.)<br> +Well, what are you going to live for now?</p> + +<p>LADY (sadly). I don't know.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Where will you go?</p> + +<p>LADY (sobbing). I don't know.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. So you're in despair? You see no reason for living and no<br> +end to your misery! How like me you are! What a pity there's no<br> +monastery for both sexes, so that we could pair off together. Is<br> +the werewolf still alive?</p> + +<p>LADY. You mean ...?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Your first husband.</p> + +<p>LADY. He never seems to die.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Like a certain worm! (Pause.) And now that we're so far<br> +from the world and its pettiness, tell me this: why did you leave<br> +him in those days, and come to me?</p> + +<p>LADY. Because I loved you.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And how long did that last?</p> + +<p>LADY. Until I read your book, and the child was born.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And then?</p> + +<p>LADY. I hated you! That is, I wanted to be rid of all the evil<br> +you'd given me, but I couldn't.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. So that's how it was! But we'll never really know the<br> +truth.</p> + +<p>LADY. Have you noticed how impossible it is to find things out? You<br> +can live with a person and their relations for twenty years, and<br> +yet not know anything about them.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. So you've discovered that? As you see so much, tell me<br> +this: how was it you came to love me?</p> + +<p>LADY. I don't know; but I'll try to remember. (Pause.) Well, you<br> +had the masculine courage to be rude to a lady. In me you sought<br> +the companionship of a human being and not merely of a woman. That<br> +honoured me; and, I thought, you too.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Tell me also whether you held me to be a misogynist?</p> + +<p>LADY. A woman-hater? Every healthy man is one, in the secret places<br> +of his heart; and all perverted men are admirers of women.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You're not trying to flatter me, are you?</p> + +<p>LADY. A woman who'd try to flatter a man's not normal.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I see you've thought a great deal!</p> + +<p>LADY. Thinking's the least I've done; for when I've thought least<br> +I've understood most. Besides, what I said just how is perhaps only<br> +improvised, as you call it, and not true in the least.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. But if it agrees with many of my observations it becomes<br> +most probable. (The LADY weeps into her handkerchief.) You're<br> +weeping again?</p> + +<p>LADY. I was thinking of Mizzi. The loveliest thing we ever had is<br> +gone.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No. You were the loveliest thing, when you sat all night<br> +watching over your child, who was lying in your bed, because her<br> +cradle was too cold! (Three loud knocks are heard on the ferryman's<br> +door.) 'Sh!</p> + +<p>LADY. What's that?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. My companion, who's waiting for me.</p> + +<p>LADY (continuing the conversation). I never thought life would give<br> +me anything so sweet as a child.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And at the same time anything so bitter.</p> + +<p>LADY. Why bitter?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You've been a child yourself, and you must remember how<br> +we, when we'd just married, came to your mother in rags, dirty and<br> +without money. I seem to remember she didn't find us very sweet.</p> + +<p>LADY. That's true.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And I ... well, just now I met Sylvia. And I expected<br> +that all that was beautiful and good in the child would have<br> +blossomed in the girl. ...</p> + +<p>LADY. Well?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I found a faded rose, that seemed to have blown too soon.<br> +Her breasts were sunken, her hair untidy like that of a neglected<br> +child, and her teeth decayed.</p> + +<p>LADY. Oh!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You mustn't grieve. Not for the child! You might perhaps<br> +have had to grieve for her later, as I did.</p> + +<p>LADY. So that's what life is?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. That's what life is. And that's why I'm going to<br> +bury myself alive.</p> + +<p>LADY. Where?</p> + +<p>STRANGER (pointing to the monastery). Up there!</p> + +<p>LADY. In the monastery? No, don't leave me. Bear me company. I'm so<br> +alone in the world and so poor, so poor! When the child died, my<br> +mother turned me out, and ever since I've been living in an attic<br> +with a dressmaker. At first she was kind and pleasant, but then the<br> +lonely evenings got too long for her, and she went out in search of<br> +company—so we parted. Now I'm on the road, and I've nothing but<br> +the clothes I'm wearing; nothing but my grief. I eat it and drink<br> +it; it nourishes me and sends me to sleep. I'd rather lose anything<br> +in the world than that! (The STRANGER weeps.) You're weeping. You!<br> +Let me kiss your eyelids.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You've suffered all that for my sake!</p> + +<p>LADY. Not for your sake! You never did me an ill turn; but I<br> +plagued you till you left your fireside and your child!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I'd forgotten that; but if you say so. ... So you still<br> +love me?</p> + +<p>LADY. Probably. I don't know.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And you'd like to begin all over again?</p> + +<p>LADY. All over again? The quarrels? No, we won't do that.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You're right. The quarrels would only begin all over<br> +again. And yet it's difficult to part.</p> + +<p>LADY. To part. The word alone's terrible enough.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Then what are we to do?</p> + +<p>LADY. I don't know.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No, one knows nothing, hardly even that one knows<br> +nothing; and that's why, you see, I've got as far as to <i>believe</i>.</p> + +<p>LADY. How do you know you can believe, if belief's a gift?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You can receive a gift, if you ask for it.</p> + +<p>LADY. Oh yes, if you ask; but I've never been able to beg.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I've had to learn to. Why can't you?</p> + +<p>LADY. Because one has to demean oneself first.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Life does that for one very well.</p> + +<p>LADY. Mizzi, Mizzi, Mizzi! ... (She has taken a shawl she was<br> +carrying over her arm, rolled it up and put it on her knee like a<br> +baby in long clothes.) Sleep! Sleep! Sleep! Think of it! I can see<br> +her here! She's smiling at me; but she's dressed in black; she<br> +seems to be in mourning too! How stupid I am! Her mother's in<br> +mourning! She's got two teeth down below, and they're white—milk<br> +teeth; she should never have cut any others. Oh, can't you see her,<br> +when I can? It's no vision. It <i>is</i> her!</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR (in the door of the ferryman's hut; sternly to the<br> +STRANGER). Come. Everything's ready!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No. Not yet. I must first set my house in order; and look<br> +after this woman, who was once my wife.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Oh, so you want to stay!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No. I don't want to stay; but I can't leave duties behind<br> +me unfulfilled. This woman's on the road, deserted, without a home,<br> +without money!</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. What has that to do with us? Let the dead bury their<br> +dead!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Is that your teaching?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. No, yours. ... Mine, on the other hand, commands me to<br> +send a Sister of Mercy here, to look after this unhappy one, who ...<br> +who ... The Sister will soon be here!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I shall count on it.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR (taking the STRANGER by the hand and drawing him away.)<br> +Then come!</p> + +<p>STRANGER (in despair). Oh, God in heaven! Help us every one!</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Amen!</p> + +<p>(The LADY, who has not been looking at the CONFESSOR and the<br> +STRANGER, now raises her eyes and glances at the STRANGER as if she<br> +wanted to spring up and hold him back; but she is prevented by the<br> +imaginary child she has put to her breast.)</p> + +<p>Curtain.</p> + +<p> +<br> +ACT II</p> + +<p>CROSS-ROADS IN THE MOUNTAINS</p> + +<p>[A cross-roads high up in the mountains. On the right, huts. On the<br> +left a small pool, round which invalids are sitting. Their clothes<br> +are blue and their hands cinnabar-red. From the pond blue vapour<br> +and small blue flames rise now and then. Whenever this happens the<br> +invalids put them hands to their mouths and cough. The background<br> +is formed by a mountain covered with pine-wood, which is obscured<br> +above by a stationary bank of mist.]</p> + +<p>[The STRANGER is sitting at a table outside one of the huts. The<br> +CONFESSOR comes forward from the right.]</p> + +<p>STRANGER. At last!</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. What do you mean: at last?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You left me here a week ago and told me to wait till you<br> +came back.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Hadn't I prepared you for the fact that the way to the<br> +white house up there would be long and difficult.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I don't deny it. How far have we come?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Five hundred yards. We've still got fifteen hundred.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. But where's the sun?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Up there, above the clouds. ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Then we shall have to go through them?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Yes. Of course.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What are those patients doing there? What a company! And<br> +why are their hands so red?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. For both our sakes I want to avoid using impure words,<br> +so I'll speak in pleasant riddles, which you, as a writer, will<br> +understand.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. Speak beautifully. There's so much that's ugly here.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. You may have noticed that the signs given to the planets<br> +correspond with those of certain metals? Good! Then you'll have<br> +seen that Venus is represented by a mirror. This mirror was<br> +originally made of copper, so that copper was called Venus and bore<br> +her stamp. But now the reverse of Venus' mirror is covered with<br> +quicksilver or mercury!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. The reverse of Venus ... is Mercury. Oh!</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Quicksilver is therefore the reverse side of Venus.<br> +Quicksilver is itself as bright as a calm sea, as a lake at the<br> +height of summer; but when mercury meets firestone and burns, it<br> +blushes and turns red like newly-shed blood, like the cloth on the<br> +scaffold, like the cinnabar lips of the whore! Do you understand<br> +now, or not?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Wait a moment! Cinnabar is quicksilver and sulphur.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Yes. Mercury must be burnt, if it comes too near to<br> +Venus! Have we said enough now?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. So these are sulphur springs?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Yes. And the sulphur flames purify or burn everything<br> +rotten! So when the source of life's grown tainted, one is sent to<br> +the sulphur springs. ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. How does the source of life grow tainted?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. When Aphrodite, born of the pure seafoam, wallows in the<br> +mire. ... When Aphrodite Urania, the heaven-born, degrades herself<br> +to Pandemos, the Venus of the streets.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Why is desire born?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Pure desire, to be satisfied; impure, to be stifled.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What is pure, and what impure?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Have you got back to that?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Ask these men here. ...</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Take care! (He looks at the STRANGER, who is unable to<br> +support his gaze.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You're choking me. ... My chest. ...</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Yes, I'll steal the air you use to form rebellious<br> +words, and ask outrageous questions. Sit down there, I'll come<br> +back—when you've learnt patience and undergone your probation. But<br> +don't forget that I can hear and see you, and am aware of you,<br> +wherever I may be!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. So I'm to be tested! I'm glad to know it!</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. But you mustn't speak to the worshippers of Venus.</p> + +<p>(MAIA, an old woman, appears in the background.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER (rising in horror). Who am I meeting here after all this<br> +time? Who is it?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Who are you speaking of?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. That old woman there?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Who's she?</p> + +<p>STRANGER (calling). Maia! Listen! (Old Maia has disappeared. The<br> +STRANGER hurries after her.) Maia, my friend, listen! She's gone!</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Who was it?</p> + +<p>STRANGER (sitting down). O God! Now, when I find her again at last,<br> +she goes. ... I've looked for her for seven long years, written<br> +letters, advertised. ...</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Why?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I'll tell you how her fate was linked to mine! (Pause.)<br> +Maia was the nurse in my first family ... during those hard years ...<br> +when I was fighting the Invisible Ones, who wouldn't bless my work!<br> +I wrote till my brain and nerves dissolved like fat in alcohol ...<br> +but it wasn't enough! I was one of those who never could earn<br> +enough. And the day came when I couldn't pay the maids their wages—<br> +it was terrible—and I became the servant of my servant, and she<br> +became my mistress. At last ... in order, at least, to save my<br> +soul, I fled from what was too powerful for me. I fled into the<br> +wilderness, where I collected my spirit in solitude and recovered<br> +my strength! My first thought then was—my debts! For seven years I<br> +looked for Maia, but in vain! For seven years I saw her shadow, out<br> +of the windows of trains, from the decks of steamers, in strange<br> +towns, in distant lands, but without ever being able to find her. I<br> +dreamed of her for seven years; and whenever I drank a glass of<br> +wine I blushed at the thought of old Maia, who perhaps was drinking<br> +water in a poorhouse! I tried to give the sum I owed her to the<br> +poor; but it was no use. And now—she's found and lost in the same<br> +moment! (He gets up and goes towards the back as if searching for<br> +her.) Explain this, if you can! I want to pay my debt; I can pay it<br> +now, but I'm not allowed to.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Foolishness' Bow to what seems inexplicable; you'll see<br> +that the explanation will come later. Farewell!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Later. Everything comes later.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Yes. If it doesn't come at once! (He goes out. The LADY<br> +enters pensively and sits down at the table, opposite the STRANGER.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What? You back again? The same and not the same? How<br> +beautiful you've grown; as beautiful as you were the first time I<br> +ever saw you; when I asked if I might be your friend, your dog.</p> + +<p>LADY. That you can see beauty I don't possess shows that once more<br> +you have a mirror of beauty in your eye. The werewolf never thought<br> +me beautiful, for he'd nothing beautiful with which to see me.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Why did you kiss me that day? What made you do it?</p> + +<p>LADY. You've often asked me that, and I've never been able to find<br> +the answer, because I don't know. But just now, when I was away<br> +from you, here in the mountains, where the air's purer and the sun<br> +nearer. ... Hush! Now I can see that Sunday afternoon, when you sat<br> +on that seat like a lost and helpless child, with a broken look in<br> +your eyes, and stared at your own destiny. ... A maternal feeling<br> +I'd never known before welled up in me then, and I was overcome<br> +with pity, pity for a human soul—so that I forgot myself.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I'm ashamed. Now I believe it was so.</p> + +<p>LADY. But you took it another way. You thought ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Don't tell me. I'm ashamed.</p> + +<p>LADY. Why did you think so badly of me? Didn't you notice that I<br> +drew down my veil; so that it was between us, like the knight's<br> +sword in the bridal bed. ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I'm ashamed. I attributed my evil thoughts to you.<br> +Ingeborg, you were made of better stuff than I. I'm ashamed!</p> + +<p>LADY. Now you look handsome. How handsome!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Oh no. Not I. You!</p> + +<p>LADY (ecstatically). No, you! Yes, now I've seen through the<br> +mask and the false beard. Now I can see the man you hid from me,<br> +the man I thought I'd found in you ... the man I was always<br> +searching for. I've often thought you a hypocrite; but we're no<br> +hypocrites. No, no, we can't pretend.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Ingeborg, now we're on the other side of the river, and<br> +have life beneath us, behind us ... how different everything seems.<br> +Now, now, I can see your soul; the ideal, the angel, who was<br> +imprisoned in the flesh because of sin. So there is an Above, and<br> +an Earlier Age. When we began it wasn't the beginning, and it won't<br> +be the end when we are ended. Life is a fragment, without beginning<br> +or end! That's why it's so difficult to make head or tail of it.</p> + +<p>LADY (kindly). So difficult. So difficult. Tell me, for instance—<br> +now we're beyond guilt or innocence—how was it you came to hate<br> +women?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Let me think! To hate women? Hate them? I never hated<br> +them. On the contrary! Ever since I was eight years old I've always<br> +had some love affair, preferably an innocent one. And I've loved<br> +like a volcano three times! But wait—I've always felt that women<br> +hated me ... and they've always tortured me.</p> + +<p>LADY. How strange!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Let me think about it a little. ... Perhaps I've been<br> +jealous of my own personality; and been afraid of being influenced<br> +too much. My first love made herself into a sort of governess and<br> +nurse to me. But, of course, there <i>are</i> men who detest children;<br> +who detest women too, if they're superior to them, that is!</p> + +<p>LADY (amiably). But you've called women the enemies of mankind. Did<br> +you mean it?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Of course I meant it, if I wrote it! For I wrote out of<br> +experience, not theory. ... In woman I sought an angel, who could<br> +lend me wings, and I fell into the arms of an earth-spirit, who<br> +suffocated me under mattresses stuffed with the feathers of wings!<br> +I sought an Ariel and I found a Caliban; when I wanted to rise she<br> +dragged me down; and continually reminded me of the fall. ...</p> + +<p>LADY (kindly). Solomon knew much of women; do you know what he<br> +said? 'I find more bitter than death a woman, whose heart is snares<br> +and nets and her hands as bands; whoso pleaseth God shall escape<br> +from her; but the sinner shall be taken by her.'</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I was never acceptable in God's sight. Was that a<br> +punishment? Perhaps. But I was never acceptable to anyone, and I've<br> +never had a good word addressed to me! Have I never done a good<br> +action? Is it possible for a man never to have done anything good?<br> +(Pause.) It's terrible never to hear any good words about oneself!</p> + +<p>LADY. You've heard them. But when people have spoken well of you,<br> +you've refused to listen, as if it hurt you.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. That's true, now you remind me. But can you explain it?</p> + +<p>LADY. Explain it? You're always asking for explanations of the<br> +inexplicable. 'When I applied my heart to know wisdom ... I beheld<br> +all the work of God, that a man cannot find out that is done under<br> +the sun. Because, though a man labour to seek it out, yet he shall<br> +not find it; yea, further, though a wise man think to know it, yet<br> +shall he not be able to find it!'</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Who says that?</p> + +<p>LADY. The Prophet Ecclesiastes. (She takes a doll out of her<br> +pocket.) This is Mizzi's doll. You see she longs for her little<br> +mistress! How pale she's grown ... and she seems to know where<br> +Mizzi is, for she's always gazing up to heaven, whichever way I<br> +hold her. Look! Her eyes follow the stars as the compass the pole.<br> +She is my compass and always shows me where heaven is. She should,<br> +of course, be dressed in black, because she's in mourning; but<br> +we're so poor. ... Do you know why we never had money? Because God<br> +was angry with us for our sins. 'The righteous suffer no dearth.'</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Where did you learn that?</p> + +<p>LADY. In a book in which everything's written. Everything! (She<br> +wraps the doll up in her cloak.) See, she's beginning to get cold—<br> +that's because of the cloud up there. ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. How can you dare to wander up here in the mountains?</p> + +<p>LADY. God is with me; so what have I to fear from human beings?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Aren't you tormented by those people at the pool?</p> + +<p>LADY (turning towards them). I can't see them. I can't see anything<br> +horrible now.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Ingeborg! I have made you evil, yet you're on the way to<br> +make me good! It was my dream, you know, to seek redemption through<br> +a woman. You don't believe it! But it's true. In the old days<br> +nothing was of value to me if I couldn't lay it at a woman's feet.<br> +Not as a tribute to an overbearing mistress, ... but as a sacrifice<br> +to the beautiful and good. It was my pleasure to give; but she<br> +wanted to take and not receive: that's why she hated me! When I was<br> +helpless and thought the end was near, a desire grew in me to fall<br> +asleep on a mother's knee, on a tremendous breast where I could<br> +bury my tired head and drink in the tenderness I'd been deprived<br> +of.</p> + +<p>LADY. You had no mother?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Hardly! And I've never felt any bond between myself and<br> +my father or my brothers and sisters. ... Ingeborg, I was the son<br> +of a servant of whom it is written. 'Drive forth the handmaid with<br> +her son, for this son shall not inherit with the son of peace.'</p> + +<p>LADY. Do you know why Ishmael was driven out? It says just before—<br> +that he was a scoffer. And then it goes on: 'He will be a wild man,<br> +his hand will be against every man, and every man's hand against<br> +him; and against all his brothers.'</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Is that also written?</p> + +<p>LADY. Oh yes, my child; it's all there!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. All?</p> + +<p>LADY. All. There you'll find answers to all your questions even the<br> +most inquisitive!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Call me your child, and then I'll love you. ... And if I<br> +love anyone, I long to serve them, to obey them, to let myself be<br> +ill-treated, to suffer and to bear it.</p> + +<p>LADY. You shouldn't love me, but your Creator.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. He's unfriendly—like my father!</p> + +<p>LADY. He is Love itself; and you are Hate.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You're his daughter; but I'm his cast-out son.</p> + +<p>LADY (coaxingly). Quiet! Be still!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. If you only knew what I've suffered this last week. I<br> +don't know where I am.</p> + +<p>LADY. Where do you think?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. There's a woman in that but who looks at me as if I'd<br> +come to rob her of her last mite. She says nothing—that's the<br> +trouble. But I think it's prayers she mutters, when she sees me.</p> + +<p>LADY. What sort of prayers?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. The sort one whispers behind the backs of those who have<br> +the evil eye or bring misfortune.</p> + +<p>LADY. How strange! Don't you realise that one's sight can be<br> +blinded?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes, of course. But who can do it?</p> + +<p>HOSTESS (coming across to their table). Well, look at that! I<br> +suppose she's your sister?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. We can say so now.</p> + +<p>HOSTESS (to the LADY). Fancy meeting someone I can speak to at<br> +last! This gentleman's so silent, you see, that one feels at once<br> +one must respect him; particularly as he seems to have had trouble.<br> +But I can say this to his sister, and he shall hear it: that from<br> +the moment he entered the house I felt that I was blessed. I'd been<br> +dogged by misfortune; I'd no lodger, my only cow had died, my<br> +husband was in a home for drunkards and my children had nothing to<br> +eat. I prayed God to send me help from heaven, because I expected<br> +nothing more on earth. Then this gentleman came. And apart from<br> +giving me double what I asked, he brought me good luck—and my<br> +house was blessed. God bless you, good sir!</p> + +<p>STRANGER (getting up excitedly). Silence, woman. That's blasphemy!</p> + +<p>LADY. He won't believe. O God! He won't believe. Look at me!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. When I look at you, I do believe. She's giving me her<br> +blessing! And I, who'm damned, have brought a blessing on her! How<br> +can I believe it? I, of all men! (He falls down by the table and<br> +weeps in his hands.)</p> + +<p>LADY. He's weeping! Tears, rain from heaven, that can soften rocks,<br> +are falling on his stony heart. ... He's weeping!</p> + +<p>HOSTESS. He? Who has a heart of gold! Who's been so open handed and<br> +so good to my children!</p> + +<p>LADY. You hear what she says!</p> + +<p>HOSTESS. There's only one thing about him I don't understand; but I<br> +don't want to say anything unpleasant. ...</p> + +<p>LADY. What is it?</p> + +<p>HOSTESS. Only a trifle; and yet ...</p> + +<p>LADY. Well?</p> + +<p>HOSTESS. He didn't like my dogs.</p> + +<p>LADY. I can't blame him for not caring for an impure beast. I hate<br> +everything animal, in myself and others. I don't hate animals on<br> +that account, for I hate nothing that's created. ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Thank you, Ingeborg!</p> + +<p>LADY. You see! I've an eye for your merits, even though you don't<br> +believe it. ... Here comes the Confessor.</p> + +<p>(The CONFESSOR enters.)</p> + +<p>HOSTESS. Then I'll go; for the Confessor has no love for me.</p> + +<p>LADY. The Confessor loves all mankind.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR (coming forward and speaking to the LADY). You best of<br> +all, my child; for you're goodness itself. Whether you're beautiful<br> +to look at, I can't see; but I know you must be, because you're<br> +good. Yes, you were the bride of my youth, and my spiritual mate;<br> +and you'll always be so, for you gave me what you were never able<br> +to give to others. I've lived your life in my spirit, suffered your<br> +pains, enjoyed your pleasures—pleasure rather, for you'd no others<br> +than what your child gave you. I alone have seen the beauty of your<br> +soul—my friend here has divined it; that's why he felt attracted<br> +to you—but the evil in him was too strong; you had to draw it out<br> +of him into yourself to free him. Then, being evil, you had to<br> +suffer the worst pains of hell for his sake, to bring atonement.<br> +Your work's ended. You can go in peace!</p> + +<p>LADY. Where?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Up there. Where the sun's always shining.</p> + +<p>LADY (rising). Is there a home for me there, too?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. There's a home for everyone! I'll show you the way. (He<br> +goes with her into the background. The STRANGER makes a movement.)<br> +You're impatient? You mustn't be! (He goes out. The STRANGER<br> +remains sitting alone. The WORSHIPPERS OF VENUS get up, go towards<br> +him and form a circle round him.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What do you want with me?</p> + +<p>WORSHIPPERS. Hail! Father.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (much upset). Why call me that?</p> + +<p>FIRST VOICE. Because we're your children. Your dear ones!</p> + +<p>STRANGER (tries to escape, but is surrounded and cannot). Let me go.<br> +Let me go!</p> + +<p>SECOND VOICE (that of a pale youth). Don't you recognise me,<br> +Father?</p> + +<p>TEMPTER (appearing in the background at the left-hand fork of the<br> +path). Ha!</p> + +<p>STRANGER (to the Second Voice). Who are you? I seem to know your<br> +face.</p> + +<p>SECOND VOICE. I'm Erik—your son!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Erik! You here?</p> + +<p>SECOND VOICE. Yes. I'm here.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. God have mercy! And you, my boy, forgive me!</p> + +<p>SECOND VOICE. Never! You showed us the way to the sulphur springs!<br> +Is it far to the lake?</p> + +<p>(The STRANGER falls to the ground.)</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Ha! Jubilate, temptatores!</p> + +<p>VENUS WORSHIPPERS. Sulphur! Sulphur! Sulphur! Mercury!</p> + +<p>TEMPTER (coming forward and touching the STRANGER with his foot).<br> +The worm! You can make him believe whatever you like. That comes<br> +from his unbelievable pride. Does he think he's the mainspring of<br> +the universe, the originator of all evil? This foolish man believes<br> +he taught youth to go in search of Venus; as if youth hadn't done<br> +that long before he was born! His pride's insupportable, and he's<br> +been rash enough to try to botch my work for me. Give him another<br> +greeting, lying Erik! (The SECOND VOICE—that is the youth—bends<br> +over the STRANGER and whispers in his ear.) There were seven deadly<br> +sins; but now there are eight. The eighth I discovered! It's called<br> +despair. For to despair of what is good, and not to hope for<br> +forgiveness, is to call ... (He hesitates before pronouncing the<br> +word God, as if it burnt his lips.) God wicked. That is calumny,<br> +denial, blasphemy. ... Look how he winces!</p> + +<p>STRANGER (rising quickly, and looking the TEMPTER to the eyes). Who<br> +are you?</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Your brother. Don't we resemble one another? Some of your<br> +features seem to remind me of my portrait.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Where have I seen it?</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Almost everywhere! I'm often to be found in churches,<br> +though not amongst the saints.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I can't remember. ...</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Is it so long since you've been to church? I'm usually<br> +represented with St. George. (The STRANGER totters and would like<br> +to fly, but cannot.) Michael and I are sometimes to be seen in a<br> +group, in which, to be sure, I don't appear in the most favourable<br> +light; but that can be altered. All can be altered; and one day the<br> +last shall be first. It's just the same in your case. For the<br> +moment, things are going badly with you, but that can be altered<br> +too ... if you've enough intelligence to change your company.<br> +You've had too much to do with skirts, my son. Skirts raise dust,<br> +and dust lies on eyes and breast. ... Come and sit down. We'll have<br> +a chat. ... (He takes the STRANGER jocularly by the ear and leads<br> +him round the table.) Sit down and tremble, young man! (They both<br> +sit down.) Well? What shall we do? Call for wine—and a woman? No!<br> +That's too old a trick, as old as Doctor Faust! Bon! We modern are<br> +in search of mental dissipation. ... So you're on your way to those<br> +holy men up there, who think that they who sleep can't sin; to the<br> +cowardly ones, who've given up the battle of life, because they<br> +were defeated once or twice; to those that bind souls rather than<br> +free them. ... And talking of that! Has any saintly man ever freed<br> +you from the burden of sin? No! Do you know why sin has been<br> +oppressing you for so long? Through renunciation and abstinence,<br> +you've grown so weak that anyone can seize your soul and take<br> +possession of it. Why, they can even do it from a distance! You've<br> +so destroyed your personality that you see with strange eyes, hear<br> +with strange ears and think strange thoughts. In a word you've<br> +murdered your own soul. Just now, didn't you speak well of the<br> +enemies of mankind; of Woman, who made a hell of paradise? You<br> +needn't answer me; I can read your answer in your eyes and hear it<br> +on your lips. You talk of pure love for a woman! That's lust, young<br> +man, lust after a woman, which we have to pay for so dearly. You<br> +say you don't desire her. Then why do you want to be near her?<br> +You'd like to have a friend? Take a male friend, many of them!<br> +You've let them convince you you're no woman hater. But the woman<br> +gave you the right answer; every healthy man's a woman hater, but<br> +can't live without linking himself to his enemy, and so must fight<br> +her! All perverse and unmanly men are admirers of women! How's it<br> +with you now? So you saw those invalids and thought yourself<br> +responsible for their misery? They're tough fellows, you can<br> +believe me; they'll be able to leave here in a few days and go back<br> +to their occupations. Oh yes, lying Erik's a wag! But things have<br> +gone so far with you, that you can't distinguish between your own<br> +and other people's children. Wouldn't it be a great thing to escape<br> +from all this? What do you say? Oh, I could free you ... but I'm no<br> +saint. Now we'll call old Maia. (He whistles between his fingers:<br> +MAIA appears.) Ah, there you are! Well, what are you doing here?<br> +Have you any business with this fellow?</p> + +<p>MAIA. No. He's good and always was; but he'd a terrible wife.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER (to the STRANGER). Listen! You've not heard that yet, have<br> +you? Rather the opposite. She was the good angel, whom you ruined ...<br> +we've all been told that! Now, old Maia, what kind of story is it<br> +he prattles of? He says he was plagued with remorse for seven years<br> +because he owed you money.</p> + +<p>MAIA. He owed me a small sum once; but I got it back from him—and<br> +with good interest—much better than the savings bank would have<br> +given me. It was very good of him—very kind.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (starting up). What's that you said? Is it possible I've<br> +forgotten?</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Have you the receipt, Maia? If so, give it me.</p> + +<p>MAIA. The gentleman must have the receipt; but I've got the savings<br> +bank book here. He paid the money into it in my name. (She produces<br> +a savings bank book, and hands it to the STRANGER, who looks at<br> +it.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes, that's quite right. Now I remember. Then why this<br> +seven-year torment, shame and disgrace? Those reproaches during<br> +sleepless nights? Why? Why? Why?</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Old Maia, you can go now. But first say something nice<br> +about this self-tormentor. Can't you remember any human quality in<br> +this wild beast, whom human beings have baited for years?</p> + +<p>STRANGER (to MAIA). Quiet, don't answer him! (He stops his ears<br> +with his fingers.)</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Well, Maia?</p> + +<p>MAIA. I know well enough what they say about him, but that refers<br> +to what he writes—and I've not read it for I can't read. Still, no<br> +one need read it, if they don't want to. Anyhow the gentleman's<br> +been very kind. Now he's stopping his ears. I don't know how to<br> +flatter; but I can say this in a whisper. ... (She whispers some<br> +thing to the TEMPTER.)</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Yes. All human beings who are easily moved are baited<br> +like wild beasts! It's the rule. Good bye, old Maia!</p> + +<p>MAIA. Good-bye, kind gentlemen. (She goes out.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Why did I suffer innocently for seven years?</p> + +<p>TEMPTER (pointing upwards with one finger). Ask up there!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Where I never get an answer!</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Well, that may be. (Pause.) Do you think <i>I</i> look good?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I can't say I do.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. You look extremely wicked, too! Do you know why we look<br> +like that?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. The hate and malice of our fellow human beings have<br> +fastened themselves on us. Up there, you know, there are real<br> +saints, who've never done anything wicked themselves, but who<br> +suffer for others, for relations, who've committed unexpiated sins.<br> +Those angels, who've taken the depravity of others on themselves,<br> +really resemble bandits. What do you say to that?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I don't know who you are; but you're the first to answer<br> +questions that might reconcile me to life. You are. ...</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Well, say it!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. The deliverer!</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. And therefore. ...?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Therefore you've been given a vulture. ... But listen,<br> +have you ever thought that there's as good a reason for this as for<br> +everything else? Granted the earth's a prison, on which dangerous<br> +prisoners are confined—is it a good thing to set them free? Is it<br> +right?</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. What a question! I've never really thought about it. Hm!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And have you ever thought of this: we may be born in<br> +guilt?</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. That's nothing to do with me: I concern myself with the<br> +present.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Good! Don't you think we're sometimes punished wrongly,<br> +so that we fail to see the logical connection, though it exists?</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Logic's not missing; but all life's a tissue of offences,<br> +mistakes, errors, that are comparatively blameless owing to human<br> +weakness, but that are punished by the most consistent revenge.<br> +Everything's revenged, even our injudicious actions. Who forgives?<br> +A magnanimous man-sometimes; heavenly justice, never! (A PILGRIM<br> +appears in the background.) See! A penitent! I'd like to know what<br> +wrong he's done. We'll ask him. Welcome to our quiet meadows,<br> +peaceful wanderer! Take your place at the simple table of the<br> +ascetic, at which there are no more temptations.</p> + +<p>PILGRIM. Thank you, fellow traveller in the vale of woe.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. What kind of woe is yours?</p> + +<p>PILGRIM. None in particular; on the contrary, the hour of<br> +liberation's struck, and I'm going up there to receive absolution.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Listen, haven't we two met before?</p> + +<p>PILGRIM. I think so, certainly.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Caesar! You're Caesar!</p> + +<p>PILGRIM. I used to be; but I am no longer.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Ha ha! Imperial acquaintance. Really! But tell us, tell us!</p> + +<p>PILGRIM. You shall hear. Now I've a right to speak, for my penance<br> +is at an end. When we met at a certain doctor's house, I was shut<br> +up there as a madman and supposed to be suffering from the illusion<br> +that I was Caesar. Now the Stranger shall hear the truth of the<br> +matter: I never believed it, but I was forced by scruples of<br> +conscience to put a good face on it. ... A friend of mine, a bad<br> +friend, had written proof that I was the victim of a misunderstanding;<br> +but he didn't speak when he should have, and I took his silence as<br> +a request not to speak either-and to suffer. Why did I? Well, in my<br> +youth I was once in great need. I was received as a guest in a<br> +house on an island far out to sea by a man who, in spite of unusual<br> +gifts, had been passed over for promotion—owing to his senseless<br> +pride. This man, by solitary brooding on his lot, had come to hold<br> +quite extraordinary views about himself. I noticed it, but I said<br> +nothing. One day this man's wife told me that he was sometimes<br> +mentally unbalanced; and then thought he was Julius Caesar. For<br> +many years I kept this secret conscientiously, for I'm not<br> +ungrateful by nature. But life's tricky. It happened a few years<br> +later that this Caesar laid rough hands on my most intimate fate.<br> +In anger at this I betrayed the secret of his Caesar mania and made<br> +my erstwhile benefactor such a laughing stock, that his existence<br> +became unbearable to him. And now listen how Nemesis overtakes one!<br> +A year later I wrote a book-I am, you must know, an author who's<br> +not made his name. ... And in this book I described incidents of<br> +family life: how I played with my daughter—she was called Julia,<br> +as Caesar's daughter was—and with my wife, whom we called Caesar's<br> +wife because no one spoke evil of her. ... Well, this recreation,<br> +in which my mother-in-law joined too, cost me dear. When I was<br> +looking through the proofs of my book, I saw the danger and said to<br> +myself: you'll trip yourself up. I wanted to cut it out but, if<br> +you'll believe it, the pen refused, and an inner voice said to me:<br> +let it stand! It did stand! And I fell.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Why didn't you publish the letter from your friend that<br> +would have explained everything?</p> + +<p>PILGRIM. When the disaster had happened I felt at once that it was<br> +the finger of God, and that I must suffer for my ingratitude.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And you did suffer?</p> + +<p>PILGRIM. Not at all! I smiled to myself and wouldn't let myself be<br> +put out. And because I accepted my punishment with calmness and<br> +humility God lightened my burden; and I didn't feel myself<br> +ridiculous.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. That's a strange story; but such things happen. Shall we<br> +move on now? We'll go for an excursion, now we've weathered the<br> +storms. Pull yourself up by the roots, and then we'll climb the<br> +mountain.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. The Confessor told me to wait for him.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. He'll find you, anyhow! And up here in the village the<br> +court's sitting to-day. A particularly interesting case is to be<br> +tried; and I dare say I'll be called as a witness. Come!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Well, whether I sit here, or up there, is all the same to<br> +me.</p> + +<p>PILGRIM (to the STRANGER). Who's that?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I don't know. He looks like an anarchist.</p> + +<p>PILGRIM. Interesting, anyhow!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. He's a sceptical gentleman, who's seen life.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Come, children; I'll tell you stories on the way. Come.<br> +Come!</p> + +<p>(They go out towards the background.)</p> + +<p>Curtain.</p> + +<p> +<br> +ACT III</p> + +<p>SCENE I</p> + +<p>TERRACE ON THE MOUNTAIN</p> + +<p>[A Terrace on the mountain on which the Monastery stands. On the<br> +right a rocky cliff and a similar one on the left. In the far<br> +background a bird's-eye view of a river landscape with towns,<br> +villages, ploughed fields and woods; in the very far distance the<br> +sea can be seen. Down stage an apple tree laden with fruit. Under<br> +it a long table with a chair at the end and benches at the sides.<br> +Down stage, right, a corner of the village town hall. A cloud seems<br> +to be hanging immediately over the village.]</p> + +<p>[The MAGISTRATE sits at the end of the table in the capacity of<br> +judge; the assessors on the benches. The ACCUSED MAN is standing on<br> +the right by the MAGISTRATE; the witnesses on the left, amongst<br> +them the TEMPTER. Members of the public, with the PILGRIM and the<br> +STRANGER, are standing here and there not far from the judge's<br> +seat.]</p> + +<p>MAGISTRATE. Is the accused present?</p> + +<p>ACCUSED MAN. Yes. Present.</p> + +<p>MAGISTRATE. This is a very sad story, that's brought trouble and<br> +shame on our small community. Florian Reicher, twenty-three years<br> +old, is accused of shooting at Fritz Schlipitska's affianced wife,<br> +with the clear intention of killing her. It's a case of premeditated<br> +murder, and the provisions of the law are perfectly clear. Has the<br> +accused anything to say in his defence, or can he plead mitigating<br> +circumstances?</p> + +<p>ACCUSED MAN. No.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Ho, there!</p> + +<p>MAGISTRATE. Who are you?</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Counsel for the accused.</p> + +<p>MAGISTRATE. The accused man certainly has a right to the services<br> +of counsel, but in the present case I think the facts are so clear<br> +that the people have reached a certain conclusion; and the murderer<br> +will hardly be able to regain their sympathy. Isn't that so?</p> + +<p>PEOPLE. He's condemned already!</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Who by?</p> + +<p>PEOPLE. The Law and his own deed.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Listen to me! As counsel for the accused I represent him<br> +and take the accusation on myself. I ask permission to address the<br> +court.</p> + +<p>MAGISTRATE. I can't refuse it.</p> + +<p>PEOPLE. Florian's been condemned already.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. The case must first be heard. (Pause.) I'd reached my<br> +eighteenth year—it's Florian speaking—and my thoughts, as I grew<br> +up under my mother's watchful eye, were pure; and my heart without<br> +deceit, for I'd never seen or heard anything wicked. Then I—<br> +Florian, that is—met a young girl who seemed to me the most<br> +beautiful creature I'd ever set eyes on in this wicked world, for<br> +she was goodness itself. I offered her my hand, my heart, and my<br> +future. She accepted everything and swore that she'd be true. I was<br> +to serve five years for my Rachel—and I did serve, collecting one<br> +straw after another for the little nest we were going to build. My<br> +whole life was centred on the love of this woman! As I was true to<br> +her myself, I never mistrusted her. By the fifth year I'd built the<br> +hut and collected our household goods ... when I discovered she'd<br> +been playing with me and had deceived me with at least three men. ...</p> + +<p>MAGISTRATE. Have you witnesses?</p> + +<p>BAILIFF. Three valid ones; I'm one of them.</p> + +<p>MAGISTRATE. The bailiff alone will be sufficient.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Then I shot her; not out of revenge, but in order to free<br> +myself from the unhealthy thoughts her faithlessness had forced on<br> +me; for when I tried to tear her picture out of my heart, images of<br> +her lovers always rose and crept into my blood, so that at last I<br> +seemed to be living in unlawful relationship with three men—with a<br> +woman as the link between us!</p> + +<p>MAGISTRATE. Well, that was jealousy!</p> + +<p>ACCUSED MAN. Yes, that was jealousy.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Yes, jealousy, that feeling for cleanliness, that seeks to<br> +preserve thoughts from pollution by strangers. If I'd been content<br> +to do nothing, if I'd not been jealous, I'd have got into vicious<br> +company, and I didn't want to do that. That's why she had to die so<br> +that my thoughts might be cleansed of deadly sin, which alone is to<br> +be condemned. I've finished.</p> + +<p>PEOPLE. The dead woman's guilty! Her blood's on her own head.</p> + +<p>MAGISTRATE. She's guilty, for she was the cause of the crime.</p> + +<p>(The FATHER of the dead woman steps forward.)</p> + +<p>FATHER. Your Worship, judge of my dead child; and you, countrymen,<br> +let me speak!</p> + +<p>MAGISTRATE. The dead girl's father may speak.</p> + +<p>FATHER. You're accusing a dead girl; and I shall answer. Maria, my<br> +child, has undoubtedly been guilty of a crime and is to blame for<br> +the misdeeds of this man. There's no doubt of it!</p> + +<p>PEOPLE. No doubt! It's she who's guilty!</p> + +<p>FATHER. Permit her father to add a word of explanation, if not of<br> +defence. (Pause.) When she was fifteen, Maria fell into the hands<br> +of a man who seemed to have made it his business to entrap young<br> +girls, much as a bird-catcher traps small birds. He was no seducer,<br> +in the ordinary sense, for he contented himself with binding her<br> +senses and entangling her feelings only to thrust her away and<br> +watch how she suffered with torn wings and a broken heart—tortured<br> +by the agony of love, which is worse than any other agony. For<br> +three years Maria was cared for in an institution for the mentally<br> +deranged. And when she came out again, she was divided, broken into<br> +several pieces—it might be said that she was several persons. She<br> +was an angel and feared God with one side of her spirit; but with<br> +another she was a devil, and reviled all that was holy. I've seen<br> +her go straight from dancing and frenzy to her beloved Florian, and<br> +have heard her, in his presence, speak so differently and so alter<br> +her expression, that I could have sworn she was another being. But<br> +to me she seemed equally sincere in both her shapes. Is she to<br> +blame, or her seducer?</p> + +<p>PEOPLE. She's not to blame! Where is her seducer?</p> + +<p>FATHER. There!</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Yes. It was I.</p> + +<p>PEOPLE. Stone him!</p> + +<p>MAGISTRATE. The law must run its course. He must be heard.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Bon! Then listen, Argives! It was like this. Your humble<br> +servant, born of poor but fairly honourable parents, was from the<br> +beginning one of those strange birds who, in their youth, go in<br> +search of their Creator—but without ever finding him, naturally!<br> +It's more usual for old cuckoos to look for him in their dotage—<br> +and for good reasons! The urge for this youthful quest was<br> +accompanied by a purity of heart and a modesty that even caused his<br> +nurses to smile—yes, we can laugh now when we hear that this boy<br> +would only change his underclothing in the dark! But even if we're<br> +corrupted by the crudities of life, we're still bound to find<br> +something beautiful in it; and if we're older something touching!<br> +And so we can afford to-day to laugh at his childish innocence.<br> +Scornful laughter, listeners, please.</p> + +<p>MAGISTRATE (seriously). He mistakes his listeners.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Then I ought to be ashamed of myself! (Pause.) He became a<br> +youth—your humble servant—and fell into a series of traps that<br> +were laid for his innocence. I'm an old sinner, but I blush at this<br> +moment. ... (He takes of his hat.) Yes, look at me now—when I<br> +think of the insight this young man got into the world of Potiphar's<br> +wives that surrounded him! There wasn't a single woman. ... Really,<br> +I'm ashamed in the name of mankind and the female sex—excuse me,<br> +please. ... There were moments when I didn't believe my eyes, but<br> +thought a devil had blinded my sight. The holiest bands. ... (He<br> +pinches his tongue.) No, quiet! Mankind will feel itself<br> +calumniated! Enough, until my twenty-fifth year I fought the good<br> +fight; and I fell because. ... Well, I was called Joseph, and I<br> +<i>was</i> Joseph! I grew jealous of my virtue, and felt injured by the<br> +glances of a lewd woman. ... And at last, cunningly seduced, I<br> +fell. Then I became a slave of my passions; often and often I sat<br> +by Omphalos and span, until I sank into the deepest degradation and<br> +suffered, suffered, suffered! But in reality it was only my body<br> +that was degraded; my soul lived her own life—her own pure life, I<br> +can say—on her own account. And I raved innocently for pure young<br> +virgins who, it seems, felt the bond that drew us together.<br> +Because, without boasting, I can say they were attracted to me. I<br> +didn't want to overstep the mark, but they did! And when I fled the<br> +danger, their hearts were broken, so they said. In a word, I've<br> +never seduced an innocent girl. I swear it! Am I therefore to blame<br> +for the emotional sorrows of this young woman, who went out of her<br> +mind? On the contrary, mayn't I count it a virtue that I shrank in<br> +horror from the step that brought about her fall? Who'll cast the<br> +first stone at me? No one! Then I mistake my listeners. Indeed, I<br> +thought I might be an object of scorn, if I were to plead here for<br> +my masculine innocence! Now, however, I feel young again; and<br> +there's something for which I'd like to ask mankind's forgiveness.<br> +If it weren't that I happened to see a cynical smile on the lips of<br> +the woman who seduced me when I was young. Come forward, woman, and<br> +look upon your work of destruction. Observe, how the seed has<br> +grown!</p> + +<p>WOMAN (coming forward with dignity and modesty). It was I! Let me<br> +be heard, and let me tell the simple story of my seduction.<br> +(Pause.) Luckily my seducer is here, too. ...</p> + +<p>MAGISTRATE. Friends! I must break off the proceedings; otherwise<br> +we'll get back to Eve in Paradise.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Who was Adam's seducer! That's just where we want to get<br> +back to. Eve! Come forward, Eve. Eve! (He waves his cloak in the<br> +air. The trunk of the tree becomes transparent and EVE appears,<br> +wrapped in her hair and with a girdle about her loins.) Now, Mother<br> +Eve, it was you who seduced our father. You are the accused: what<br> +have you to say in your defence?</p> + +<p>EVE (simply and with dignity). The serpent tempted me!</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Well answered! Eve has proved her innocence. The serpent!<br> +Let the serpent come forward. (EVE disappears.) The serpent! (The<br> +serpent appears in the tree trunk.) Here you can see the seducer of<br> +us all. Now, serpent, who was it that beguiled you?</p> + +<p>ALL (terrified). Silence! Blasphemer!</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Answer, serpent! (Lightning and a clap of thunder; all<br> +flee, except the TEMPTER, who has fallen to the ground, and the<br> +PILGRIM, the STRANGER and the LADY. The TEMPTER begins to recover;<br> +he then gets up and sits down in an attitude that recalls the<br> +classical statue 'The Polisher,' or 'The Slave.') Causa finalis, or<br> +the first cause—you can't discover that! For if the serpent's to<br> +blame, then we're comparatively innocent—but mankind mustn't be<br> +told that! The Accused, however, seems to have got out of this<br> +business! And the Court of justice has dissolved like smoke! Judge<br> +not. Judge not, O Judges!</p> + +<p>LADY (to the STRANGER). Come with me.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. But I'd like to listen to this man.</p> + +<p>LADY. Why? He's like a small child, putting all those questions<br> +that can't be answered. You know how little children ask about<br> +everything. 'Papa, why does the sun rise in the east?' You know the<br> +answer?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Hm!</p> + +<p>LADY. Or: 'Mama, who made God?' You think that profound? Well, come<br> +with me.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (fighting his admiration for the TEMPTER). But that about<br> +Eve was new. ...</p> + +<p>LADY. Not at all. I learnt it in my Bible history, when I was<br> +eight. And that we inherit the debts of our fathers is part of the<br> +law of the land. Come, my son.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER (rising, shaking his limbs and climbing up the rocky wall<br> +to the right with a limp). Come, I'll show you the world you think<br> +you know, but don't.</p> + +<p>LADY (climbing up the rocky wall to the left). Come with me, my<br> +son, and I'll show you God's beautiful world, as I've come to see<br> +it, since the tears of sorrow washed the dust from my eyes. Come<br> +with me!</p> + +<p>(The STRANGER stands irresolute between them.)</p> + +<p>TEMPTER (to the LADY). And how have you seen the world through your<br> +tears? Like meadow banks reflected in troubled water! A chaos of<br> +curved lines in which the trees seemed to be standing on their<br> +heads. (To the STRANGER.) No, my son, with my field-glasses, dried<br> +in the fire of hate—with my telescope I can see everything as it<br> +is. Clear and sharp, precisely as it is.</p> + +<p>LADY. What do you know of things, my son? You can never see the<br> +thing itself, only its picture; and the picture is illusion and not<br> +the thing. So you argue about pictures and illusions.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Listen to her! A little philosopher in skirts. By Jupiter<br> +Chronos, such a disputation in this giant amphitheatre of the<br> +mountains demands a proper audience. Hullo!</p> + +<p>LADY. I have mine here: my friend, my husband, my child! If he'll<br> +only listen to me, good; all will be well with me, and him. Come to<br> +me, my friend, for this is the way. This is the mountain Gerizim,<br> +where blessings are given. And that is Ebal, where they curse.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Yes, this is Ebal, where they curse. 'Cursed be the earth,<br> +woman, for thy sake; in sorrow shalt thou bring forth children; and<br> +thy desire shall be to thy husband, and he shall rule over thee.'<br> +And then to the man this: 'Cursed is the ground for thy sake,<br> +thorns and thistle shall it bring forth to thee, and in the sweat<br> +of thy brow shalt thou labour!' So spoke the Lord, not I!</p> + +<p>LADY. 'And God. blessed the first pair; and He blessed the seventh<br> +day, on which He had completed His work—and the work was good.'<br> +But you, and we, have made it something evil, and that is why. ...<br> +But he who obeys the commandments of the Lord dwells on Gerizim,<br> +where blessings are given. Thus saith the Lord. 'Blessed shalt thou<br> +be in the city, and blessed shalt thou be in the field. Blessed<br> +shall be thy basket and thy store. Blessed shalt thou be when thou<br> +comest in, and blessed when thou goest out. And the Lord shall give<br> +rain unto thy land in his season to increase thy harvest, and thy<br> +children shall flourish. And the Lord shall make thee plenteous in<br> +goods, to lend to the peoples, and never to borrow. And the Lord<br> +will bless all the work of thy hand, if thou shalt keep the<br> +commandments of the Lord thy God!' (Pause.) So come, my friend, and<br> +lay your hand in mine. (She falls on her knees with clasped hands.)<br> +I beg you, by the love that once united us, by the memory of the<br> +child that drew us together; by the strength of a mother's love—a<br> +mother's—for so have I loved you, erring child, whom I've sought<br> +in the dark places of the wood and whom at last I've found, hungry<br> +and withered for want of love! Come back to me, prodigal one; and<br> +bury your tired head on my heart, where you rested before ever you<br> +saw the light of the sun. (A change comes over her during this<br> +speech; her clothing falls from her and she is seen to have changed<br> +into a white-robed woman with her hair let down and with a full<br> +maternal bosom.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Mother!</p> + +<p>LADY. Yes, my child, your mother! In life I could never caress you—<br> +the will of higher powers denied it me. Why that was I don't dare<br> +to ask.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. But my mother's dead?</p> + +<p>LADY. She was; but the dead aren't dead, and maternal love can<br> +conquer death. Didn't you know that? Come, my child, I'll repay<br> +where I have been to blame. I'll rock you to sleep on my knees.<br> +I'll wash you clean from the ... (She omits the word she cannot<br> +bring herself to utter) of hate and sin. I'll comb your hair,<br> +matted with the sweat of fear; and air a pure white sheet for you<br> +at the fire of a home—a home you've never had, you who've known no<br> +peace, you homeless one, son of Hagar, the serving woman, born of a<br> +slave, against whom every man's hand was raised. The ploughmen<br> +ploughed your back and seared deep furrows there. Come, I'll heal<br> +your wounds, and suffer your sorrows. Come!</p> + +<p>STRANGER (who has been weeping so violently that his whole body has<br> +been trembling, now goes to the cliff on the left where the MOTHER<br> +stands with open arms.) I'm coming!</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. I can do nothing now. But one day we shall meet again! (He<br> +disappears behind the cliff.)</p> + +<p>Curtain.</p> + +<p> +SCENE II</p> + +<p>ROCKY LANDSCAPE ON THE MOUNTAIN</p> + +<p>[Higher up the mountain; among the clouds a rocky landscape with a<br> +bog round it. The MOTHER on a rock, climbing until she disappears<br> +into the cloud. The STRANGER stops, bewildered.]</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Oh, Mother, Mother! Why are you leaving me? At the very<br> +moment when my loveliest dream was on the point of fulfilment!</p> + +<p>TEMPTER (coming forward). What have you been dreaming? Tell me!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. My dearest hope, most secret desire and last prayer!<br> +Reconciliation with mankind, through a woman.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Through a woman who taught you to hate.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes, because she bound me to earth—like the round shot a<br> +slave drags on his foot, so that he can't escape.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. You talk of woman. Always woman.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. Woman. The beginning and the end—for us men anyhow.<br> +In relationship to one another they are nothing.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. So that's it; nothing in themselves; but everything for<br> +us, through us! Our honour and our shame; our greatest joy, our<br> +deepest pain; our redemption and our fall; our wages and our<br> +punishment; our strength and our weakness.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Our shame! You've said so. Explain this riddle to me, you<br> +who're wise. Whenever I appeared in public arm in arm with a woman,<br> +my wife, who was beautiful and whom I adored, I felt ashamed of my<br> +own weakness. Explain that riddle to me.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. You felt ashamed? I don't know why.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Can't you answer? You, of all men?</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. No, I can't. But I too always suffered when I was with my<br> +wife in company, because I felt she was being soiled by men's<br> +glances, and I through her.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And when she did the shameful deed, you were dishonoured.<br> +Why?</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. The Eve of the Greeks was called Pandora, and Zeus created<br> +her out of wickedness, in order to torture men and master them. As<br> +a wedding gift she received a box, containing all the unhappiness<br> +of the world. Perhaps the riddle of this sphinx can more easily be<br> +guessed, if it's seen from. Olympus, rather than from the pleasure<br> +garden of Paradise. Its full meaning will never be known to us.<br> +Though I'm as able as you. (Pause.) And, by the way, I can still<br> +enjoy the greatest pleasure creation ever offered! Go you and do<br> +likewise!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You mean Satan's greatest illusion! For the woman who<br> +seems most beautiful to me, can seem horrible to others! Even for<br> +me, when she's angry, she can be uglier than any other woman. Then<br> +what is beauty?</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. A semblance, a reflection of your own goodness! (He puts<br> +his hand over his mouth.) Curses on it! I let it out that time. And<br> +now the devil's loose. ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Devil? Yes. But if she's a devil, how can a devil make me<br> +desire virtue and goodness? For that's what happened to me when I<br> +first saw her beauty; I was seized with a longing to be like her,<br> +and so to be worthy of her. To begin with I tried to be by taking<br> +exercise, having baths, using cosmetics and wearing good clothes;<br> +but I only made myself ridiculous. Then I began from within; I<br> +accustomed myself to thinking good thoughts, speaking well of<br> +people and acting nobly! And one day, when my outward form had<br> +moulded itself on the soul within, I became her likeness, as she<br> +said. And it was she who first uttered those wonderful words: I<br> +love you! How can a devil ennoble us; how can a spirit of hell fill<br> +us with goodness; how ...? No, she was an angel! A fallen angel, of<br> +course, and her love a broken ray of that great light—that great<br> +eternal light—that warms and loves. ... That loves. ...</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. What, old friend, must we stand here like two youths and<br> +spell out the riddles of love?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR (coming in). What's this chatterer saying? He's talked<br> +away his whole life; and never done anything.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. I wanted to be a priest, but had no vocation.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Whilst you're waiting for it, help me to find a drunkard<br> +who's drowned himself in the bog. It must be near here, because<br> +I've been following his tracks till now.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Then it's the man lying beneath that brushwood there.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR (picking up some twigs, and disclosing a fully clothed<br> +corpse, with a white, young face.) Yes, it is! (He grows pensive as<br> +he looks at the dead man.)</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Who was he?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. It's extraordinary!</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. He must have been a good-looking man. And quite young.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Oh no. He was fifty-four. And when I saw him a week ago,<br> +he looked like sixty-four. His eyes were as yellow as the slime of<br> +a garden snail and bloodshot from drunkenness; but also because<br> +he'd shed tears of blood over his vices and misery. His face was<br> +brown and swollen like a piece of liver on a butcher's table, and<br> +he hid himself from men's eyes out of shame—up to the end he seems<br> +to have been ashamed of the broken mirror of his soul, for he<br> +covered his face with brushwood. I saw him fighting his vices; I<br> +saw him praying to God on his knees for deliverance, after he'd<br> +been dismissed from his post as a teacher. ... But ... Well, now<br> +he's been delivered. And look, now the evil's been taken from him,<br> +the good and beautiful that was in him has again become apparent;<br> +that's what he looked like when he was nineteen! (Pause.) This is<br> +sin—imposed as a punishment. Why? That we don't know. 'He who<br> +hateth the righteous, shall himself be guilty!' So it is written,<br> +as an indication. I knew him when he was young! And now I remember ...<br> +he was always very angry with those who never drank. He criticised<br> +and condemned, and always set his cult of the grape on the altar of<br> +earthly joys! Now he's been set free. Free from sin, from shame,<br> +from ugliness. Yes, in death he looks beautiful. Death is the<br> +deliverer! (To the STRANGER.) Do you hear that, Deliverer, you who<br> +couldn't even free a drunkard from his evil passions!</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Crime as punishment? That's not so bad. Most penetrating!</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. So I think. You'll have new matter for argument.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Now I'll leave you gentlemen for a while. But soon we'll<br> +meet again. (He goes out.)</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. I saw you just now with a woman! So there are still<br> +temptations?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Not the kind you mean.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Then what kind?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I could still imagine a reconciliation between mankind<br> +and woman—through woman herself! And indeed, through that woman<br> +who was my wife and has now become what I once held her to be<br> +having been purified and lifted up by sorrow and need. But ...</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. But what?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Experience teaches; the nearer, the further off: the<br> +further from one another, the nearer one can be.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. I've always known that—it was known by Dante, who all<br> +his life possessed the soul of Beatrice; and Beethoven, who was<br> +united from afar with Therese von Brunswick, knew it, though she<br> +was the wife of another!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And yet! Happiness is only to be found in her company.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Then stay with her.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You're forgetting one thing: we're divorced.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Good! Then you can begin a new marriage. And it'll<br> +promise all the more, because both of you are new people.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Do you think anyone would marry us?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. I, for instance? That's asking too much.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. I'd forgotten! But I daresay someone could be found.<br> +It's another thing to get a home together. ...</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. You're sometimes lucky, even if you won't see it.<br> +There's a small house down there by the river; it's quite new and<br> +the owner's never even seen it. He was an Englishman who wanted to<br> +marry; but at the last moment <i>she</i> broke off the engagement. It<br> +was built by his secretary, and neither of the engaged couple ever<br> +set eyes on it. It's quite intact, you see!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. IS it to let?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Yes.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Then I'll risk it. And I'll try to begin life all over<br> +again.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Then you'll go down?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Out of the clouds. Below the sun's shining, and up here<br> +the air's a little thin.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Good! Then we must part—for a time.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Where are you going?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Up.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And I down; to the earth, the mother with the soft bosom<br> +and warm lap. ...</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Until you long once more for what's hard as stone, as<br> +cold and as white ... Farewell! Greetings to those below!</p> + +<p>(Each of them goes of in the direction he has chosen.)</p> + +<p>Curtain.</p> + +<p> +SCENE III</p> + +<p>A SMALL HOUSE ON THE MOUNTAIN</p> + +<p>[A pleasant, panelled dining-room, with a tiled stove of majolica.<br> +On the dining-table, which is in the middle of the room, stand<br> +vases filled with flowers; also two candelabra with many lighted<br> +candles. A large carved sideboard on the left. On the right, two<br> +windows. At the back, two doors; that on the left is open and gives<br> +a view of the drawing-room, belonging to the lady of the house,<br> +which is furnished in light green and mahogany, and has a standard<br> +lamp of brass with a large, lemon-coloured lampshade, which is lit.<br> +The door on the right is closed. On the left behind the sideboard<br> +the entrance from the hall.]</p> + +<p>[From the left the STRANGER enters, dressed as a bridegroom; and<br> +the LADY, dressed as a bride; both radiant with youth and beauty.]</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Welcome to my house, belovèd; to your home and mine, my<br> +bride; to your dwelling-place, my wife!</p> + +<p>LADY. I'm grateful, dear friend! It's like a fairy tale!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes, it is. A whole book of fairy tales, my dear, written<br> +by me.</p> + +<p>(They sit down on either side of the table.)</p> + +<p>LADY. Is this real? It seems too lovely to me.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I've never seen you look so young, so beautiful.</p> + +<p>LADY. It's your own eyes. ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes, my own eyes that have learnt to see. And your<br> +goodness taught them. ...</p> + +<p>LADY. Which itself was taught by sorrow.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Ingeborg!</p> + +<p>LADY. It's the first time you've called me by that name.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. The first? I've never met Ingeborg; I've never known you,<br> +as you are, sitting here in our home! Home! An enchanting word. An<br> +enchanting thing I've never yet possessed. A home and a wife! You<br> +are my first, my only one; for what once happened exists no longer—<br> +no more than the hour that's past!</p> + +<p>LADY. Orpheus! Your song has made these dead stones live. Make life<br> +sing in me!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Eurydice, whom I rescued from the underworld! I'll love<br> +you to life again; revivify you with my imagination. Now happiness<br> +will come to us, for we know the dangers to avoid.</p> + +<p>LADY. The dangers, yes! It's lovely in this house. It seems as if<br> +these rooms were full of invisible guests, who've come to welcome<br> +us. Kind spirits, who'll bless us and our home.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. The candle flames are still, as if in prayer. The flowers<br> +are pensive. ... And yet!</p> + +<p>LADY. Hush! The summer night's outside, warm and dark. And stars<br> +hang in the sky; large and tearful in the fir trees, like Christmas<br> +candles. This is happiness. Hold it fast!</p> + +<p>STRANGER (still thinking). And yet!</p> + +<p>LADY. Hush!</p> + +<p>STRANGER (getting up). A poem's coming: I can hear it. It's for you.</p> + +<p>LADY. Don't tell it me. I can see it—in your eyes.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. For I read it in yours! Well, I couldn't repeat it,<br> +because it has no words. Only scent, and colour. If I were to, I<br> +should destroy it. What's unborn is always most beautiful. What's<br> +unwon, most dear!</p> + +<p>LADY. Quiet. Or, our guests will leave us.</p> + +<p>(They do not speak.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER. This <i>is</i> happiness—but I can't grasp it.</p> + +<p>LADY. See it and breath it; for it can't be grasped.</p> + +<p>(They do not speak.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You're looking at your little room.</p> + +<p>LADY. It's as bright green as a summer meadow. There's someone in<br> +there. Several people!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Only my thoughts.</p> + +<p>LADY. Your good, your beautiful thoughts. ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Given me by you.</p> + +<p>LADY. Had I anything to give you?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You? Everything! But up to now my hands have not been<br> +free to take it. Not clean enough to stroke your little heart. ...</p> + +<p>LADY. Beloved! The time for reconciliation's coming.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. With mankind, and woman—through a woman? Yes, that time<br> +has come; and blessed may you be amongst women.</p> + +<p>(The candles and lamps go out; it grows dark in the dining-room;<br> +but a weak ray of light can be seen, coming from the brass standard<br> +lamp in the LADY's room.)</p> + +<p>LADY. Why's it grown dark? Oh!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Where are you, beloved? Give me your hand. I'm afraid!</p> + +<p>LADY. Here, dearest.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. The little hand, held out to me in the darkness, that's<br> +led me over stones and thorns. That little, soft, dear hand! Lead<br> +me into the light, into your bright, warm room; fresh green like<br> +hope.</p> + +<p>LADY (leading him towards the pale-green room). Are you afraid?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You're a white dove, with whom the startled eagle finds<br> +sanctuary, when heaven's thunder clouds grow black, for the dove<br> +has no fear. She has not provoked the thunders of heaven!</p> + +<p>(They have reached the doorway leading to the other room, when the<br> +curtain falls.)</p> + +<p>***</p> + +<p>[The same room; but the table has been cleared. The LADY is sitting<br> +at it, doing nothing. She seems bored. On the right, down stage, a<br> +window is open. It is still. The STRANGER comes in, with a piece of<br> +paper in his hand.]</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Now you shall hear it.</p> + +<p>LADY (acquiescing absent-mindedly). Finished already?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Already? Do you mean that seriously? I've taken seven<br> +days to write this little poem. (Silence.) Perhaps it'll bore you<br> +to hear it?</p> + +<p>LADY (drily). No. Certainly not. (The STRANGER sits down at the<br> +table and looks at the LADY.) Why are you looking at me?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I'd like to see your thoughts.</p> + +<p>LADY. But you've heard them.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. That's nothing; I want to see them! (Pause.) What one<br> +says is mostly worthless. (Pause.) May I read them? No, I see I<br> +mayn't. You want nothing more from me. (The LADY makes a gesture as<br> +if she were going to speak.) Your face tells me enough. Now you've<br> +sucked me dry, eaten me hollow, killed my ego, my personality. To<br> +that I answer: how, my beloved? Have <i>I</i> killed your ego, when I<br> +wanted to give you the whole of mine; when I let you skim the cream<br> +off my bowl, that I'd filled with all the experience of along life,<br> +with incursions into the deserts and groves of knowledge and art?</p> + +<p>LADY. I don't deny it, but my ego wasn't my own.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Not yours? Then what is? Something that belongs to<br> +others?</p> + +<p>LADY. Is yours something that belongs to others too?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No. What I've experienced is my own, mine and no other's.<br> +What I've read becomes mine, because I've broken it in two like<br> +glass, melted it down, and from this substance blown new glass in<br> +novel forms.</p> + +<p>LADY. But I can never be yours.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I've become yours.</p> + +<p>LADY. What have you got from me?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. How can you ask me that?</p> + +<p>LADY. All the same—I'm not sure that you think it, though I feel<br> +you feel it—you wish me far away.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I must be a certain distance from you, if I'm to see you.<br> +Now you're within the focus, and your image is unclear.</p> + +<p>LADY. The nearer, the farther off!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. When we part, we long for one another; and when we<br> +meet again, we long to part.</p> + +<p>LADY. Do you really think we love each other?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. Not like ordinary people, but unusual ones. We<br> +resemble two drops of water, that fear to get close together, in<br> +case they should cease to be two and become one.</p> + +<p>LADY. This time we knew the dangers and wanted to avoid them. But<br> +it seems that they can't be avoided.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Perhaps they weren't dangers, but rude necessities; laws<br> +inscribed in the councils of the immortals. (Silence.) Your love<br> +always seemed to have the effect of hate. When you made me happy,<br> +you envied the happiness you'd given me. And when you saw I was<br> +unhappy, you loved me.</p> + +<p>LADY. Do you want me to leave you?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. If you do, I shall die.</p> + +<p>LADY. And, if I stay, it's I who'll die.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Then let's die together and live out our love in a higher<br> +life; our love, that doesn't seem to be of this world. Let's live<br> +it out in another planet, where there's no nearness and no<br> +distance, where two are one; where number, time and space are no<br> +longer what they are in this.</p> + +<p>LADY. I'd like to die, yet I don't want to. I think I must be dead<br> +already.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. The air up here's too strong.</p> + +<p>LADY. You can't love me if you speak like that.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. To be frank, there are moments when you don't exist for<br> +me. But in others I feel your hatred like suffocating smoke.</p> + +<p>LADY. And I feel my heart creeping from my breast, when you are<br> +angry with me.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Then we must hate one other.</p> + +<p>LADY. And love one another too.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And hate because we love. We hate each other, because<br> +we're bound together. We hate the bond, we hate our love; we hate<br> +what is most loveable, what is the bitterest, the best this life<br> +can offer. We've come to an end!</p> + +<p>LADY. Yes.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What a joke life is, if you take it seriously. And how<br> +serious, if you take it as a joke! You wanted to lead me by the<br> +hand towards the light; your easier fate was to make mine easier<br> +too. I wanted to raise you above the bogs and quicksands; but you<br> +longed for the lower regions, and wanted to convince me they were<br> +the upper ones. I ask myself if it's possible that you took what<br> +was wicked from me, when I was freed from it; and that what was<br> +good in you entered into me? If I've made you wicked I ask your<br> +pardon, and I kiss your little hand, that caressed and scratched me ...<br> +the little hand that led me into the darkness ... and on the long<br> +journey to Damascus. ...</p> + +<p>LADY. To a parting? (Silence.) Yes, a parting!</p> + +<p>(The LADY goes on her way. The STRANGER falls on to a chair by the<br> +table. The TEMPTER puts his head in at the window, and rests<br> +himself on his elbows whilst he smokes a cigarette.)</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Ah, yes! C'est l'amour! The most mysterious of all<br> +mysteries, the most inexplicable of all that can't be explained,<br> +the most precarious of all that's insecure.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. So you're here?</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. I'm always everywhere, where it smells of quarrels. And in<br> +love affairs there are always quarrels.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Always?</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Always! I was invited to a silver wedding yesterday.<br> +Twenty-five years are no trifle—and for twenty-five years they'd<br> +been quarrelling. The whole love affair had been one long shindy,<br> +with many little ones in between! And yet they loved one another,<br> +and were grateful for all the good that had come to them; the evil<br> +was forgotten, wiped out—for a moment's happiness is worth ten<br> +days of blows and pinpricks. Oh yes! Those who won't accept evil<br> +never get anything good. The rind's very bitter, though the<br> +kernel's sweet.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. But very small.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. It may be small, but it's good! (Pause.) Tell me, why did<br> +your madonna go her way? No answer; because he doesn't know! Now<br> +we'll have to let the hotel again. Here's a board. I'll hang it out<br> +at once. 'To Let.' One comes, another goes! C'est la vie, quoi?<br> +Rooms for Travellers!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Have you ever been married?</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Oh yes. Of course.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Then why did you part?</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Chiefly—perhaps it's a peculiarity of mine—chiefly<br> +because—well, you know, a man marries to get a home, to get into a<br> +home; and a woman to get out of one. She wanted to get out, and I<br> +wanted to get in! I was so made that I couldn't take her into<br> +company, because I felt as if she were soiled by men's glances. And<br> +in company, my splendid, wonderful wife turned into a little<br> +grimacing monkey I couldn't bear the sight of. So I stayed at home;<br> +and then, she stayed away. And when I met her again, she'd changed<br> +into someone else. She, my pure white notepaper, was scribbled all<br> +over; her clear and lovely features changed in imitation of the<br> +satyr-like looks of strange men. I could see miniature photographs<br> +of bull-fighters and guardsmen in her eyes, and hear the strange<br> +accents of strange men in her voice. On our grand piano, on which<br> +only the harmonies of the great masters used to be heard, she now<br> +played the cabaret songs of strange men; and on our table there lay<br> +nothing but the favourite reading of strange men. In a word, my<br> +whole existence was on the way to becoming an intellectual<br> +concubinage with strange men—and that was contrary to my nature,<br> +which has always longed for women! And—I need hardly say this—the<br> +tastes of these strange men were always the reverse of mine. She<br> +developed a real genius for discovering things I detested! That's<br> +what she called 'saving her personality.' Can you understand that?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I can; but I won't attempt to explain it.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Yet this woman maintained she loved me, and that I didn't<br> +love her. But I loved her so much I didn't want to speak to any<br> +other human being; because I feared to be untrue to her if I found<br> +pleasure in the company of others, even if they were men. I'd<br> +married for feminine society; and in order to enjoy it I'd left my<br> +friends. I'd married in order to find company, but what I got was<br> +complete solitude! And I was supporting house and home, in order to<br> +provide strange men with feminine companionship. <i>C'est l'amour</i>,<br> +my friend!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You should never talk about your wife.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. No! For if you speak well of her, people will laugh; and<br> +if you speak ill, all their sympathy will go out to her; and if, in<br> +the first instance, you ask why they laugh, you get no answer.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No. You can never find out who you've married. Never get<br> +hold of her—it seems she's no one. Tell me—what is woman?</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. I don't know! Perhaps a larva or a chrysalis, out of whose<br> +trance-like life a man one day will be created. She seems a child,<br> +but isn't one; she is a sort of child, and yet not like one. Drags<br> +downward, when the man pulls up. Drags upward, when the man pulls<br> +down.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. She always wants to disagree with her husband; always has<br> +a lot of sympathy for what he dislikes; is crudest beneath the<br> +greatest superficial refinement; the wickedest amongst the best.<br> +And yet, whenever I've been in love, I've always grown more<br> +sensitive to the refinements of civilisation.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. You, I dare say. What about her?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Oh, whilst our love was growing <i>she</i> was always<br> +developing backwards. And getting cruder and more wicked.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Can you explain that?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No. But once, when I was trying to find the solution to<br> +the riddle by disagreeing with myself, I took it that she absorbed<br> +my evil and I her good.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Do you think woman's particularly false?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes and no. She seeks to hide her weakness but that only<br> +means that she's ambitious and has a sense of shame. Only whores<br> +are honest, and therefore cynical.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Tell me some more about her that's good.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I once had a woman friend. She soon noticed that when I<br> +drank I looked uglier than usual; so she begged me not to. I<br> +remember one night we'd been talking in a café for many hours. When<br> +it was nearly ten o'clock, she begged me to go home and not to<br> +drink any more. We parted, after we'd said goodnight. A few days<br> +later I heard she'd left me only to go to a large party, where she<br> +drank till morning. Well, I said, as in those days I looked for all<br> +that was good in women, she meant well by me, but had to pollute<br> +herself for business reasons.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. That's well thought out; and, as a view, can be defended.<br> +She wanted to make you better than herself, higher and purer, so<br> +that she could look up to you! But you can find an equally good<br> +explanation for that. A wife's always angry and out of humour with<br> +her husband; and the husband's always kind and grateful to his<br> +wife. He does all he can to make things easy for her, and she does<br> +all she can to torture him.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. That's not true. Of course it may sometimes appear to be<br> +so. I once had a woman friend who shifted all the defects that she<br> +had on to me. For instance, she was very much in love with herself,<br> +and therefore called me the most egoistical of men. She drank, and<br> +called me a drunkard; she rarely changed her linen and said I was<br> +dirty; she was jealous, even of my men friends, and called me<br> +Othello. She was masterful and called me Nero. Niggardly and called<br> +me Harpagon.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Why didn't you answer her?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You know why very well! If I'd made clear to her what she<br> +really was, I'd have lost her favour that moment—and it was<br> +precisely her favour I wanted to keep.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. <i>A tout prix</i>! Yes, that's the source of degradation! You<br> +grow accustomed to holding your tongue, and at last find yourself<br> +caught in a tissue of falsehoods.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Wait! Don't you agree that married people so mix their<br> +personalities that they can no longer distinguish between meum and<br> +tuum, no longer remain separate from one another, or cannot tell<br> +their own weaknesses from those of the other. My jealous friend,<br> +who called me Othello, took me for herself, identified me with<br> +herself.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. That sounds conceivable.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You see! You can often explain most if you don't ask<br> +who's to blame. For when married people begin to differ, it's like<br> +a realm divided against itself, and that's the worst kind of<br> +disharmony.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. There are moments when I think a woman cannot love a man.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Perhaps not. To love is an active verb and woman's a<br> +passive noun. He loves and she is loved; he asks questions and she<br> +merely answers.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Then what is woman's love?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. The man's.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Well said. And therefore when the man ceases to love her,<br> +she severs herself from him!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And then?</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. 'Sh! Someone's coming. Perhaps to take the house!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. A woman or a man?</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. A woman! And a man. But he's waiting outside. Now he's<br> +turned and is going into the wood. Interesting!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Who is it?</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. You can see for yourself.</p> + +<p>STRANGER (looking out of the window). It's she! My first wife! My<br> +first love!</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. It seems she's left her second husband recently ... and<br> +arrived here with number three; who, if one can judge by certain<br> +movements of his back and calves, is escaping from a stormy scene.<br> +Oh, well! But she didn't notice his spiteful intentions. Very<br> +interesting! I'll go out and listen.</p> + +<p>(He disappears. The WOMAN knocks.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Come in!</p> + +<p>(The WOMAN comes in. There is a silence.)</p> + +<p>WOMAN (excitedly). I only came here because the house was to let.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Oh!</p> + +<p>WOMAN (slowly). Had I known who wanted to let it, I shouldn't have<br> +come.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What does it matter?</p> + +<p>WOMAN. May I sit down a moment? I'm tired.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Please do. (They sit down at the table opposite one<br> +another, in the seats occupied by the STRANGER and the LADY in the<br> +first scene.) It's a long time since we've sat facing one another<br> +like this.</p> + +<p>WOMAN. With flowers and lights on the table. One night ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. When I was dressed as a bridegroom and you as a bride ...</p> + +<p>WOMAN. And the candle flames were still as in prayer and the<br> +flowers pensive. ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Is your husband outside?</p> + +<p>WOMAN. No.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. You're still seeking ... what doesn't exist?</p> + +<p>WOMAN. Doesn't it?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. No. I always told you so, but you wouldn't believe me;<br> +you wanted to find out for yourself. Have you found out now?</p> + +<p>WOMAN. Not yet.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Why did you leave your husband? (The WOMAN doesn't<br> +reply.) Did he beat you?</p> + +<p>WOMAN. Yes.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. How did he come to forget himself so far?</p> + +<p>WOMAN. He was angry.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What about?</p> + +<p>WOMAN. Nothing.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Why was he angry about nothing?</p> + +<p>WOMAN (rising). No, thank you! I won't sit here and be picked to<br> +pieces. Where's your wife?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. She left me just now.</p> + +<p>WOMAN. Why?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Why did you leave me?</p> + +<p>WOMAN. I felt you wanted to leave me; so, not to be deserted, I<br> +went myself.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I dare say that's true. But how could you read my<br> +thoughts?</p> + +<p>WOMAN (sitting down again). What? We didn't need to speak in order<br> +to know one another's thoughts.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. We made a mistake when we were living together, because<br> +we accused each other of wicked thoughts before they'd become<br> +actions; and lived in mental reservations instead of realities. For<br> +instance, I once noticed how you enjoyed the defiling gaze of a<br> +strange man, and I accused you of unfaithfulness.</p> + +<p>WOMAN. You were wrong to do so, and right. Because my thoughts were<br> +sinful.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Don't you think my habit of 'anticipating you' prevented<br> +your bad designs from being put in practice?</p> + +<p>WOMAN. Let me think! Yes, perhaps it did. But I was annoyed to find<br> +a spy always at my side, watching my inmost self, that was my own.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. But it wasn't your own: it was ours!</p> + +<p>WOMAN. Yes, but I held it to be mine, and believed you'd no right<br> +to force your way in. When you did so I hated you; I said you were<br> +abnormally suspicious out of self-defence. Now I can admit that<br> +your suspicions were never wrong; that they were, in fact, the<br> +purest wisdom.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Oh! Do you know that, at night, when we'd said good-night<br> +as friends and gone to sleep, I used to wake and feel your hatred<br> +poisoning me; and think of getting out of bed so as not to be<br> +suffocated. One night I woke and felt a pressure on the top of my<br> +head. I saw you were awake and had put your hand close to my mouth.<br> +I thought you were making me inhale poison from a phial; and, to<br> +make sure, I seized your hand.</p> + +<p>WOMAN. I remember.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What did you do then?</p> + +<p>WOMAN. Nothing. Only hated you.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Why?</p> + +<p>WOMAN. Because you were my husband. Because I ate your bread.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Do you think it's always the same?</p> + +<p>WOMAN. I don't know. I suspect it is.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. But sometimes you've even despised me?</p> + +<p>WOMAN. Yes, when you were ridiculous. A man in love is always<br> +ridiculous. Do you know what a cox-comb is? That's what a lover's<br> +like.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. But if any man who loves you is ridiculous, how can you<br> +respond to his love?</p> + +<p>WOMAN. We don't! We submit to it, and search for another man who<br> +doesn't love us.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. But if he, in turn, begins to love you, do you look for a<br> +third?</p> + +<p>WOMAN. Perhaps it's like that.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Very strange. (There is a silence.) I remember you were<br> +always dreaming of someone you called your Toreador, which I<br> +translated by 'horse butcher.' You eventually got him, but he gave<br> +you no children, and no bread; only beatings! A toreador's always<br> +fighting. (Silence.) Once I let myself be tempted into trying to<br> +compete with the toreador. I started to bicycle and fence and do<br> +other things of the kind. But you only began to detest me for it.<br> +That means that the husband mayn't do what the lover may. Later you<br> +had a passion for page boys. One of them used to sit on the<br> +Brussels carpet and read you bad verses. ... My good ones were of<br> +no use to you. Did you get your page boy?</p> + +<p>WOMAN. Yes. But his verses weren't bad, really.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Oh yes, they were, my dear. I know him! He stole my<br> +rhythms and set them for the barrel organ.</p> + +<p>WOMAN (rising and going to the door.) You should be ashamed of<br> +yourself.</p> + +<p>(The TEMPTER conies in, holding a letter in his hand.)</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Here's a letter. It's for you. (The WOMAN takes it, reads<br> +it and falls into a chair.) A farewell note! Oh, well! All<br> +beginnings are hard—in love affairs. And those who lack the<br> +patience to surmount initial difficulties—lose the golden fruit.<br> +Pages are always impatient. Unknown youth, have you had enough?</p> + +<p>STRANGER (rising and picking up his hat). My poor Anna!</p> + +<p>WOMAN. Don't leave me.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I must.</p> + +<p>WOMAN. Don't go. You were the best of them all.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Do you want to begin again from the beginning? That would<br> +be a sure way to make an end of this. For if lovers only find one<br> +another, they lose one another! What is love? Say something witty,<br> +each one of you, before we part.</p> + +<p>WOMAN. I don't know what it is. The highest and the loveliest of<br> +things, that has to sink to the lowest and the ugliest.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. A caricature of godly love.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. An annual plant, that blossoms during the engagement, goes<br> +to seed in marriage and then sinks to the earth to wither and die.</p> + +<p>WOMAN. The loveliest flowers have no seed. The rose is the flower<br> +of love.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And the lily that of innocence. That can form seeds, but<br> +only opens her white cup to kisses.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. And propagates her kind with buds, out of which fresh<br> +lilies spring, like chaste Minerva who sprang fully armed from the<br> +head of Zeus, and not from his royal loins. Oh yes, children, I've<br> +understood much, but never this: what the beloved of my soul has to<br> +do with. ... (He hesitates.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Well, go on!</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. What all-powerful love, that is the marriage of souls, has<br> +to do with the propagation of the species!</p> + +<p>STRANGER and WOMAN. Now he's come to the point!</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. I've never been able to understand how a kiss, that's an<br> +unborn word, a soundless speech, a quiet language of the soul, can<br> +be exchanged, by means of a hallowed procedure, for a surgical<br> +operation, that always ends in tears and the chattering of teeth.<br> +I've never understood how that holy night, the first in which two<br> +souls embrace each other in love, can end in the shedding of blood,<br> +in quarrelling, hate, mutual contempt—and lint! (He holds his<br> +mouth shut.)</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Suppose the story of the fall were true? In pain shalt<br> +thou bring forth children.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. In that case one could understand.</p> + +<p>WOMAN. Who is the man who says these things?</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Only a wanderer on the quicksands of this life. (The WOMAN<br> +rises.) So you're ready to go. Who will go first?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I shall.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Where?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Upwards. And you?</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. I shall stay down here, in between. ...</p> + +<p>Curtain.</p> + +<p> +<br> +ACT IV</p> + +<p>SCENE I</p> + +<p>CHAPTER HOUSE OF THE MONASTERY</p> + +<p>[A Gothic chapter house. In the background arcades lead to the<br> +cloisters and the courtyard of the monastery. In the middle of the<br> +courtyard there is a well with a statue of the Virgin Mary,<br> +surrounded by long-stemmed white roses. The walls of the chapter<br> +house are filled with built-in choir stalls of oak. The PRIOR'S own<br> +stall is in the middle to the right and rather higher than the<br> +rest. In the middle of the chapter house an enormous crucifix. The<br> +sun is shining on the statue of the Virgin in the courtyard. The<br> +STRANGER enters from the back. He is wearing a coarse monkish cowl,<br> +with a rope round his waist and sandals on his feet. He halts in<br> +the doorway and looks at the chapter house, then goes over to the<br> +crucifix and stops in front of it. The last strophe of the choral<br> +service can be heard from across the courtyard. The CONFESSOR<br> +enters from the back; he is dressed in black and white; he has long<br> +hair and along beard and a very small tonsure that can hardly be<br> +seen.]</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Peace be with you!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And with you.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. How do you like this white house?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I can only see blackness.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. You still are black; but you'll grow white, quite white!<br> +Did you sleep well last night?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Dreamlessly, like a tired child. But tell me: why do I<br> +find so many locked doors?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. You'll gradually learn to open them.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Is this a large building?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Endless! It dates from the time of Charlemagne and has<br> +continually grown through pious benefactions. Untouched by the<br> +spiritual upheavals and changes of different epochs, it stands on<br> +its rocky height as a monument of Western culture. That is to say:<br> +Christian faith wedded to the knowledge of Hellas and Rome.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. So it's not merely a religious foundation?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. No. It embraces all the arts and sciences as well.<br> +There's a library, museum, observatory and laboratory—as you'll<br> +see later. Agriculture and horticulture are also studied here; and<br> +a hospital for laymen, with its own sulphur springs, is attached to<br> +the monastery.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. One word more, before the chapter assembles. What kind of<br> +man is the Prior?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR (smiling). He is the Prior! Aloof, without peer, dwelling<br> +on the summits of human knowledge, and ... well, you'll see him<br> +soon.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Is it true that he's so old?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. He's reached an unusual age. He was born at the<br> +beginning of the century that's now nearing its end.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Has he always been in the monastery?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. No. He's not always been a monk, though always a priest.<br> +Once he was a minister, but that was seventy years ago. Twice<br> +curator of the university. Archbishop. ... 'Sh! Mass is over.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I presume he's not the kind of unprejudiced priest who<br> +pretends to have vices when he has none?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Not at all. But he's seen life and mankind, and he's<br> +more human than priestly.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And the fathers?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Wise men, with strange histories, and none of them<br> +alike.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Who can never have known life as it's lived. ...</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. All have lived their lives, more than once; have<br> +suffered shipwreck, started again, gone to pieces and risen<br> +once more. You must wait.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. The Prior's sure to ask me questions. I don't think<br> +I can agree to everything.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. On the contrary, you must show yourself as you are; and<br> +defend your opinions to the last.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Will contradiction be permitted here?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Here? You're a child, who's lived in a childish world,<br> +where you've played with thoughts and words. You've lived in the<br> +erroneous belief that language, a material thing, can be a vehicle<br> +for anything so subtle as thoughts and feelings. We've discovered<br> +that error, and therefore speak as little as possible; for we are<br> +aware of, and can divine, the innermost thoughts of our neighbour.<br> +We've so developed our perceptive faculties by spiritual exercises<br> +that we are linked in a single chain; and can detect a feeling of<br> +pleasure and harmony, when there's complete accord. The Prior, who<br> +has trained himself most rigorously, can feel if anyone's thoughts<br> +have strayed into wrong paths. In some respects he's like—merely<br> +like, I say—a telephone engineer's galvanometer, that shows when<br> +and where a current has been interrupted. Therefore we can have no<br> +secrets from one another, and so do not need the confessional.<br> +Think of all this when you confront the searching eye of the Prior!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Is there any intention of examining me?</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Oh no. There are merely a few questions to answer<br> +without any deep meaning, before the practical examinations. Quiet!<br> +Here they are.</p> + +<p>(He goes to one side. The PRIOR enters from the back. He is dressed<br> +entirely in white and he has pulled up his hood. He is a tall man<br> +with long white hair and along white beard-his head is like that of<br> +Jupiter. His face is pale, but full and without wrinkles. His eyes<br> +are large, surrounded by shadows and his eyebrows strongly marked.<br> +A quiet, majestic calm reigns over his whole personality. The PRIOR<br> +is followed by twelve Fathers, dressed in black and white, with<br> +black hoods, also pulled up. All bow to the crucifix and then go to<br> +their places.)</p> + +<p>PRIOR (after looking at the STRANGER for a moment.) What do you<br> +seek here? (The STRANGER is confused and tries to find an answer,<br> +but cannot. The PRIOR goes on, calmly, firmly, but indulgently.)<br> +Peace? Isn't that so? (The STRANGER makes a sign of assent with<br> +head and mouth.) But if the whole of life is a struggle, how can<br> +you find peace amongst the living? (The STRANGER is not able to<br> +answer.) Do you want to turn your back on life because you feel<br> +you've been injured, cheated?</p> + +<p>STRANGER (in a weak voice). Yes.</p> + +<p>PRIOR. So you've been defrauded, unjustly dealt with? And this<br> +injustice began so early that you, an innocent child, couldn't<br> +imagine you'd committed any crime that was worthy of punishment.<br> +Well, once you were unjustly accused of stealing fruit; tormented<br> +into taking the offence on yourself; tortured into telling lies<br> +about yourself and forced to beg forgiveness for a fault you'd not<br> +committed. Wasn't it so?</p> + +<p>STRANGER (with certainty). Yes. It was.</p> + +<p>PRIOR. It was; and you've never been able to forget it. Never. Now<br> +listen, you've a good memory; can you remember <i>The Swiss Family<br> +Robinson</i>?</p> + +<p>STRANGER (shrinking). <i>The Swiss Family Robinson</i>?</p> + +<p>PRIOR. Yes. Those events that caused you such mental torture<br> +happened in 1857, but at Christmas 1856, that is the year before,<br> +you tore a copy of that book and out of fear of punishment hid it<br> +under a chest in the kitchen. (The STRANGER is taken aback.) The<br> +wardrobe was painted in oak graining, and clothes hung in its upper<br> +part, whilst shoes stood below. This wardrobe seemed enormously big<br> +to you, for you were a small child, and you couldn't imagine it<br> +could ever be moved; but during spring cleaning at Easter what was<br> +hidden was brought to light. Fear drove you to put the blame on a<br> +schoolfellow. And now he had to endure torture, because appearances<br> +were against him, for you were thought to be trustworthy. After<br> +this the history of your sorrows comes as a logical sequence. You<br> +accept this logic?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. Punish me!</p> + +<p>PRIOR. No. I don't punish; when I was a child I did—similar<br> +things. But will you now promise to forget this history of your own<br> +sufferings for all time and never to recount it again?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I promise! If only he whom I took advantage of could<br> +forgive me.</p> + +<p>PRIOR. He has already. Isn't that so, Pater Isidor?</p> + +<p>ISIDOR (who was the DOCTOR in the first part of 'The Road to<br> +Damascus,' rising). With my whole heart!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. It's you!</p> + +<p>ISIDOR. Yes. I.</p> + +<p>PRIOR (to FATHER ISIDOR). Pater Isidor, say a word, just one.</p> + +<p>ISIDOR. It was in the year 1856 that I had to endure my torture.<br> +But even in 1854 one of my brothers suffered in the same way, owing<br> +to a false accusation on my part. (To the STRANGER.) So we're all<br> +guilty and not one of us is without blemish; and I believe my<br> +victim had no clear conscience either. (He sits down.)</p> + +<p>PRIOR. If we could only stop accusing one another and particularly<br> +Eternal Justice! But we're born in guilt and all resemble Adam! (To<br> +the STRANGER.) There was something you wanted to know, was there<br> +not?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I wanted to know life's inmost meaning.</p> + +<p>PRIOR. The very innermost! So you wanted to learn what no man's<br> +permitted to know. Pater Uriel! (PATER URIEL, who is blind, rises.<br> +The PRIOR speaks to the STRANGER.) Look at this blind father! We<br> +call him Uriel in remembrance of Uriel Acosta, whom perhaps you've<br> +heard of? (The STRANGER makes a sign that he has not.) You haven't?<br> +All young people should have heard of him. Uriel Acosta was a<br> +Portuguese of Jewish descent, who, however, was brought up in the<br> +Christian faith. When he was still fairly young he began to<br> +inquire—you understand—to inquire if Christ were really God; with<br> +the result that he went over to the Jewish faith. And then he began<br> +research into the Mosaic writings and the immortality of the soul,<br> +with the result that the Rabbis handed him over to the Christian<br> +priesthood for punishment. A long time after he returned to the<br> +Jewish faith. But his thirst for knowledge knew no bounds, and he<br> +continued his researches till he found he'd reached absolute<br> +nullity; and in despair that he couldn't learn the final secret he<br> +took his own life with a pistol shot. (Pause.) Now look at our good<br> +father Uriel here. He, too, was once very young and anxious to<br> +know; he always wanted to be in the forefront of every modern<br> +movement, and he discovered new philosophies. I may add, by the<br> +way, that he's a friend of my boyhood and almost as old as I. Now<br> +about 1820 he came upon the so-called rational philosophy, that had<br> +already lain in its grave for twenty years. With this system of<br> +thought, which was supposed to be a master key, all locks were to<br> +be picked, all questions answered and all opponents confuted—<br> +everything was clear and simple. In those days Uriel was a strong<br> +opponent of all religions and in particular followed the<br> +Mesmerists, as the hypnotisers of that age were called. In 1830 our<br> +friend became a Hegelian, though, to be sure, rather late in the<br> +day. Then he re-discovered God, a God who was immanent in nature<br> +and in man, and found he was a little god himself. Now, as ill-luck<br> +would have it, there were two Hegels, just as there were two<br> +Voltaires; and the later, or more conservative Hegel, had developed<br> +his All-godhead till it had become a compromise with the Christian<br> +view. And so Father Uriel, who never wanted to be behind the times,<br> +became a rationalistic Christian, who was given the thankless task<br> +of combating Rationalism and himself. (Pause.) I'll shorten the<br> +whole sad history for Father Uriel's sake. In 1850 he again became<br> +a materialist and an enemy of Christianity. In 1870 he became a<br> +hypnotist, in 1880 a theosophist, and 1890 he wanted to shoot<br> +himself! I met him just at that time. He was sitting on a bench in<br> +Unter den Linden in Berlin, and he was blind. This Uriel was blind—<br> +and Uriel means 'God is my Light'—who for a century had marched<br> +with the torch of liberalism at the head of <i>every</i> modern<br> +movement! (To the STRANGER.) You see, he wanted to know, but he<br> +failed! And therefore he now believes. Is there anything else you'd<br> +like to know?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. One thing only.</p> + +<p>PRIOR. Speak.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. If Father Uriel had held to his first faith in 1810, men<br> +would have called him conservative or old-fashioned; but now, as<br> +he's followed the developments of his time and has therefore<br> +discarded his youthful faith, men will call him a renegade—that's<br> +to say: whatever he does mankind will blame him.</p> + +<p>PRIOR. Do you heed what men say? Father Clemens, may I tell him how<br> +you heeded what men said? (PATER CLEMENS rises and makes a gesture<br> +of assent.) Father Clemens is our greatest figure painter. In the<br> +world outside he's known by another name, a very famous one. Father<br> +Clemens was a young man in 1830. He felt he had a talent for<br> +painting and gave himself up to it with his whole soul. When he was<br> +twenty he was exhibiting. The public, the critics, his teachers,<br> +and his parents were all of the opinion that he'd made a mistake in<br> +the choice of his profession. Young Clemens heeded what men were<br> +saying, so he laid down his brush and turned bookseller. When he<br> +was fifty years of age, and had his life behind him, the paintings<br> +of his early years were discovered by some stranger; and were then<br> +recognised as masterpieces by the public, the critics, his teachers<br> +and relations! But it was too late. And when Father Clemens<br> +complained of the wickedness of the world, the world answered with<br> +a heartless grin: 'Why did you let yourself be taken in?' Father<br> +Clemens grieved so much at this, that he came to us. But he doesn't<br> +grieve any longer now. Or do you, Father Clemens?</p> + +<p>CLEMENS. No! But that isn't the end of the story. The paintings I'd<br> +done in 1830 were admired and hung in a museum till 1880. Taste<br> +then changed very quickly, and one day an important newspaper<br> +announced that their presence there was an outrage. So they were<br> +banished to the attic.</p> + +<p>PRIOR (to the STRANGER). That's a good story!</p> + +<p>CLEMENS. But it's still not finished. By 1890 taste had so changed<br> +again that a professor of the History of Art wrote that it was a<br> +national scandal that my works should be hanging in an attic. So<br> +the pictures were brought down again, and, for the time being, are<br> +classical. But for how long? From that you can see, young man, in<br> +what worldly fame consists? Vanitas vanitatum vanitas!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Then is life worth living?</p> + +<p>PRIOR. Ask Pater Melcher, who is experienced not only in the world<br> +of deception and error, but also in that of lies and contradictions.<br> +Follow him: he'll show you the picture gallery and tell you stories.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I'll gladly follow anyone who can teach me something.</p> + +<p>(PATER MELCHER takes the STRANGER by the hand and leads him out of<br> +the Chapter House.)</p> + +<p>Curtain.</p> + +<p> +SCENE II</p> + +<p>PICTURE GALLERY OF THE MONASTERY</p> + +<p>[Picture Gallery of the Monastery. There are mostly portraits of<br> +people with two heads.]</p> + +<p>MELCHER. Well, first we have here a small landscape, by an unknown<br> +master, called 'The Two Towers.' Perhaps you've been in Switzerland<br> +and know the originals.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. I've been in Switzerland!</p> + +<p>MELCHER. Exactly. Then near the station of Amsteg on the Gotthard<br> +railway you've seen a tower, called Zwing-Uri, sung of by Schiller<br> +in his <i>Wilhelm Tell</i>. It stands there as a monument to the cruel<br> +oppression which the inhabitants of Uri suffered at the hands of<br> +the German Emperors. Good! On the Italian side of the Gotthard lies<br> +Bellinzona, as you know. There are many towers to be seen there,<br> +but the most curious is called Castel d'Uri. That's the monument<br> +recalling the cruel oppression which the Italian cantons suffered<br> +at the hands of the inhabitants of Uri! Now do you understand?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. So freedom means: freedom to oppress others. That's new<br> +to me.</p> + +<p>MELCHER. Then let's go on without further comment to the portrait<br> +collection. Number one in the catalogue. Boccaccio, with two heads—<br> +all our portraits have at least two heads. His story's well known.<br> +The great man began his career by writing dissolute and godless<br> +tales, which he dedicated to Queen Johanna of Naples, who'd seduced<br> +the son of St. Brigitta. Boccaccio ended up as a saint in a<br> +monastery where he lectured on Dante's Hell and the devils that, in<br> +his youth, he had thought to drive out in a most original way.<br> +You'll notice now, how the two faces are meeting each other's gaze!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. But all trace of humour's lacking; and humour's to<br> +be expected in a man who knew himself as well as our friend<br> +Boccaccio did.</p> + +<p>MELCHER. Number two in the catalogue. Ah, yes; that's two-headed<br> +Doctor Luther. The youthful champion of tolerance and the aged<br> +upholder of intolerance. Have I said enough?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Quite enough.</p> + +<p>MELCHER. Number three in the catalogue. The great Gustavus Adolphus<br> +accepting Catholic funds from Cardinal Richelieu in order to fight<br> +for Protestantism, whilst remaining neutral in the face of the<br> +Catholic League.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. How do Protestants explain this threefold contradiction?</p> + +<p>MELCHER. They say it's not true. Number four in the catalogue.<br> +Schiller, the author of The Robbers, who was offered the freedom of<br> +the City of Paris by the leaders of the French Revolution in 1792;<br> +but who had been made a State Councillor of Meiningen as early as<br> +1790 and a royal Danish Stipendiary in 1791. The scene depicts the<br> +State Councillor—and friend of his Excellency Goethe—receiving<br> +the Diploma of Honour from the leaders of the French Revolution as<br> +late as 1798. Think of it, the diploma of the Reign of Terror in<br> +the year 1798, when the Revolution was over and the country under<br> +the Directory! I'd have liked to have seen the Councillor and his<br> +friend, His Excellency! But it didn't matter, for two years later<br> +he repaid his nomination by writing the <i>Song of the Bell</i>, in<br> +which he expressed his thanks and begged the revolutionaries to<br> +keep quiet! Well, that's life. We're intelligent people and love<br> +<i>The Robbers</i> as much as <i>The Song of the Bell</i>; Schiller as much<br> +as Goethe!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. The work remains, the master perishes.</p> + +<p>MELCHER. Goethe, yes! Number five in the catalogue. He began with<br> +Strassburg cathedral and <i>Götz von Berlichingen</i>, two hurrahs for<br> +gothic Germanic art against that of Greece and Rome. Later he<br> +fought against Germanism and for Classicism. Goethe against Goethe!<br> +There you see the traditional Olympic calm, harmony, etc., in the<br> +greatest disharmony with itself. But depression at this turns into<br> +uneasiness when the young Romantic school appears and combats the<br> +Goethe of <i>Iphigenia</i> with theories drawn from Goethe's <i>Goetz</i>.<br> +That the 'great heathen' ends up by converting Faust in the Second<br> +Part, and allowing him to be saved by the Virgin Mary and the<br> +angels, is usually passed over in silence by his admirers. Also the<br> +fact that a man of such clear vision should, towards the end of his<br> +life, have found everything so 'strange,' and 'curious,' even the<br> +simplest facts that he'd previously seen through. His last wish was<br> +for 'more light'! Yes; but it doesn't matter. We're intelligent<br> +people and love our Goethe just the same.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. And rightly.</p> + +<p>MELCHER. Number six in the catalogue. Voltaire! He has more than<br> +two heads. The Godless One, who spent his whole life defending God.<br> +The Mocker, who was mocked, because 'he believed in God like a<br> +child.' The author of the cynical 'Candide,' who wrote:</p> + +<p> In my youth I sought the pleasures<br> + Of the senses, but I learned<br> + That their sweetness was illusion<br> + Soon to bitterness it turned.<br> + In old age I've come to see<br> + Life is nought but vanity.</p> + +<p>Dr. Knowall, who thought he could grasp everything between Heaven<br> +and Earth by means of reason and science, sings like this, when he<br> +comes to the end of his life:</p> + +<p> I had thought to find in knowledge<br> + Light to guide me on my way;<br> + Yet I still must walk in darkness<br> + All that's known must soon decay.<br> + Ignorance, I turn to thee!<br> + Knowledge is but vanity.</p> + +<p>But that's no matter! Voltaire can be put to many uses. The Jews<br> +use him against the Christians, and the Christians use him against<br> +the Jews, because he was an anti-Semite, like Luther. Chateaubriand<br> +used him to defend Catholicism, and Protestants use him even to-day<br> +to attack Catholicism. He was a fine fellow!</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Then what's your view?</p> + +<p>MELCHER. We have no views here; we've faith, as I've told you<br> +already. And that's why we've only one head—placed exactly above<br> +the heart. (Pause.) In the meantime let's look at number seven in<br> +the catalogue. Ah, Napoleon! The creation of the Revolution itself!<br> +The Emperor of the People, the Nero of Freedom, the suppressor of<br> +Equality and the 'big brother' of Fraternity. He's the most cunning<br> +of all the two-headed, for he could laugh at himself, raise himself<br> +above his own contradictions, change his skin and his soul, and yet<br> +be quite explicable to himself in every transformation—convinced,<br> +self-authorised. There's only one other man who can be compared<br> +with him in this; Kierkegaard the Dane. From the beginning he was<br> +aware of this parthenogenesis of the soul, whose capacity to<br> +multiply by taking cuttings was equivalent to bringing forth young<br> +in this life without conception. And for that reason, and so as not<br> +to become life's fool, he wrote under a number of pseudonyms, of<br> +which each one constituted a 'stage on his life's way.' But did you<br> +realise this? The Lord of life, in spite of all these precautions,<br> +made a fool of him after all. Kierkegaard, who fought all his life<br> +against the priesthood and the professional preachers of the State<br> +Church, was eventually forced of necessity to become a professional<br> +preacher himself! Oh yes! Such things do happen.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. The Powers That Be play tricks. ...</p> + +<p>MELCHER. The Powers play tricks on tricksters, and delude the<br> +arrogant, particularly those who alone believe they possess truth<br> +and knowledge! Number eight in the catalogue. Victor Hugo. He split<br> +himself into countless parts. He was a peer of France, a Grandee of<br> +Spain, a friend of Kings, and the socialist author of <i>Les<br> +Misérables</i>. The peers naturally called him a renegade, and the<br> +socialists a reformer. Number nine. Count Friedrich Leopold von<br> +Stollberg. He wrote a fanatical book for the Protestants, and then<br> +suddenly became a Catholic! Inexplicable in a sensible man. A<br> +miracle, eh? A little journey to Damascus, perhaps? Number ten.<br> +Lafayette. The heroic upholder of freedom, the revolutionary, who<br> +was forced to leave France as a suspected reactionary, because he<br> +wanted to help Louis XVI; and then was captured by the Austrians<br> +and carried off to Olmütz as a revolutionary! What was he in<br> +reality?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Both!</p> + +<p>MELCHER. Yes, both. He had the two halves that made a whole—a<br> +whole man. Number eleven. Bismarck. A paradox. The honest diplomat,<br> +who maintained he'd discovered that to tell the truth was the<br> +greatest of ruses. And so was compelled—by the Powers, I suppose?—<br> +to spend the last six years of his life unmasking himself as a<br> +conscious liar. You're tired. Then we'll stop now.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes, if one clings to the same ideas all one's life, and<br> +holds the same opinions, one grows old according to nature's laws,<br> +and gets called conservative, old-fashioned, out of date. But if<br> +one goes on developing, keeping pace with one's own age, renewing<br> +oneself with the perennially youthful impulses of contemporary<br> +thought, one's called a waverer and a renegade.</p> + +<p>MELCHER. That's as old as the world! But does an intelligent, man<br> +heed what he's called? One is, what one's becoming.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. But who revises the periodically changing views of<br> +contemporary opinion?</p> + +<p>MELCHER. You ought to answer that yourself, and indeed in this way.<br> +It is the Powers themselves who promulgate contemporary opinion, as<br> +they develop in <i>apparent</i> circles. Hegel, the philosopher of the<br> +present, himself dimorphous, for both a 'left'-minded and a<br> +'right'-minded Hegel can always be quoted, has best explained the<br> +contradictions of life, of history and of the spirit, with his own<br> +magic formula. Thesis: affirmation; Antithesis: negation;<br> +Synthesis: comprehension! Young man, or rather, comparatively young<br> +man! You began life by accepting everything, then went on to<br> +denying everything on principle. Now end your life by comprehending<br> +everything. Be exclusive no longer. Do not say: either—or, but:<br> +not only—but also! In a word, or two words rather, Humanity and<br> +Resignation!</p> + +<p>Curtain.</p> + +<p> +SCENE III</p> + +<p>CHAPEL OF THE MONASTERY</p> + +<p>[Choir of the Monastery Chapel. An open coffin with a bier cloth<br> +and two burning candles. The CONFESSOR leads in the STRANGER by the<br> +hand. The STRANGER is dressed in the white shirt of the novice.]</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Have you carefully considered the step you wish to take?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Very carefully.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Have you no more questions?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Questions? No.</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR. Then stay here, whilst I fetch the Chapter and the<br> +Fathers and Brothers, so that the solemn act may begin.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. Let it come to pass.</p> + +<p>(The CONFESSOR goes out. The STRANGER, left alone, is sunk in<br> +thought.)</p> + +<p>TEMPTER (coming forward). Are you ready?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. So ready, that I've no answer left for you.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. On the brink of the grave, I understand! You'll have to<br> +lie in your coffin and appear to die; the old Adam will be covered<br> +with three shovelfuls of earth, and a De Profundis will be sung.<br> +Then you'll rise again from the dead, having laid aside your old<br> +name, and be baptized once more like a new-born child! What will<br> +you be called? (The STRANGER does not reply.) It is written:<br> +Johannes, brother Johannes, because he preached in the wilderness<br> +and ...</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Do not trouble me.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Speak to me a little, before you depart into the long<br> +silence. For you'll not be allowed to speak for a whole year.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. All the better. Speaking at last becomes a vice, like<br> +drinking. And why speak, if words do not cloak thoughts?</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. <i>You</i> at the graveside. ... Was life so bitter?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes. My life was.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Did you never know one pleasure?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Yes, many pleasures; but they were very brief and seemed<br> +only to exist in order to make the pain of their loss the sharper.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Can't it be put the other way round: that pain exists in<br> +order to make joy more keen?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. It can be put in any way.</p> + +<p>(A woman enters with a child to be baptized.)</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Look! A little mortal, who's to be consecrated to<br> +suffering.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Poor child!</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. A human history, that's about to begin. (A bridal couple<br> +cross the stage.) And there—what's loveliest, and most bitter.<br> +Adam and Eve in Paradise, that in a week will be a Hell, and in a<br> +fortnight Paradise again.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. What is loveliest, brightest! The first, the only, the<br> +last that ever gave life meaning! I, too, once sat in the sunlight<br> +on a verandah, in the spring beneath the first tree to show new<br> +green, and a small crown crowned a head, and a white veil lay like<br> +thin morning mist over a face ... that was not that of a human<br> +being. Then came darkness!</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. Whence?</p> + +<p>STRANGER. From the light itself. I know no more.</p> + +<p>TEMPTER. It could only have been a shadow, for light is needed to<br> +throw shadows; but for darkness no light is needed.</p> + +<p>STRANGER. Stop! Or we'll never come to an end.</p> + +<p>(The CONFESSOR and the CHAPTER appear in procession.)</p> + +<p>TEMPTER (disappearing). Farewell!</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR (advancing with a large black bier-cloth). Lord! Grant<br> +him eternal peace!</p> + +<p>CHOIR. May he be illumined with perpetual light!</p> + +<p>CONFESSOR (wrapping the STRANGER to the bier-cloth). May he rest in<br> +peace!</p> + +<p>CHOIR. Amen!</p> + +<p>Curtain.</p> + + + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's The Road to Damascus, by August Strindberg + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE ROAD TO DAMASCUS *** + +This file should be named 8rddm10h.htm or 8rddm10h.zip +Corrected EDITIONS of our eBooks get a new NUMBER, 8rddm11h.htm +VERSIONS based on separate sources get new LETTER, 8rddm10ah.htm + +Produced by Nicole Apostola and David Widger + +Project Gutenberg eBooks are often created from several printed +editions, all of which are confirmed as Public Domain in the US +unless a copyright notice is included. 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