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@@ -0,0 +1,1051 @@ +Project Gutenberg's The Soul of Nicholas Snyders, by Jerome K. Jerome + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Soul of Nicholas Snyders + Or, The Miser Of Zandam + +Author: Jerome K. Jerome + +Release Date: July 27, 2008 [EBook #869] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE SOUL OF NICHOLAS SNYDERS *** + + + + +Produced by Ron Burkey, and Amy Thomte + + + + + +THE SOUL OF NICHOLAS SNYDERS, OR THE MISER OF ZANDAM + +By Jerome K. Jerome + +Author of "Paul Kelver," "Three Men in a Boat," etc., etc. + +NEW YORK DODD, MEAD & COMPANY 1909 + + +COPYRIGHT, 1904, BY JEROME K. JEROME COPYRIGHT, 1908, BY DODD, MEAD & +COMPANY Published, September, 1908 + + + + +THE SOUL OF NICHOLAS SNYDERS, OR THE MISER OF ZANDAM + +Once upon a time in Zandam, which is by the Zuider Zee, there lived a +wicked man named Nicholas Snyders. He was mean and hard and cruel, and +loved but one thing in the world, and that was gold. And even that +not for its own sake. He loved the power gold gave him--the power to +tyrannize and to oppress, the power to cause suffering at his will. +They said he had no soul, but there they were wrong. All men own--or, +to speak more correctly, are owned by--a soul; and the soul of Nicholas +Snyders was an evil soul. He lived in the old windmill which still is +standing on the quay, with only little Christina to wait upon him and +keep house for him. Christina was an orphan whose parents had died in +debt. Nicholas, to Christina's everlasting gratitude, had cleared +their memory--it cost but a few hundred florins--in consideration that +Christina should work for him without wages. Christina formed his entire +household, and only one willing visitor ever darkened his door, the +widow Toelast. Dame Toelast was rich and almost as great a miser as +Nicholas himself. "Why should not we two marry?" Nicholas had once +croaked to the widow Toelast. "Together we should be masters of all +Zandam." Dame Toelast had answered with a cackling laugh; but Nicholas +was never in haste. + +One afternoon Nicholas Snyders sat alone at his desk in the centre of +the great semi-circular room that took up half the ground floor of the +windmill, and that served him for an office, and there came a knocking +at the outer door. + +"Come in!" cried Nicholas Snyders. He spoke in a tone quite kind for +Nicholas Snyders. He felt so sure it was Jan knocking at the door--Jan +Van der Voort, the young sailor, now master of his own ship, come to +demand of him the hand of little Christina. In anticipation, Nicholas +Snyders tasted the joy of dashing Jan's hopes to the ground; of +hearing him plead, then rave; of watching the growing pallor that +would overspread Jan's handsome face as Nicholas would, point by point, +explain to him the consequences of defiance--how, firstly, Jan's old +mother should be turned out of her home, his old father put into prison +for debt; how, secondly, Jan himself should be pursued without remorse, +his ship be bought over his head before he could complete the purchase. +The interview would afford to Nicholas Snyders sport after his own soul. +Since Jan's return the day before, he had been looking forward to it. +Therefore, feeling sure it was Jan, he cried "Come in!" quite cheerily. + +But it was not Jan. It was somebody Nicholas Snyders had never set eyes +on before. And neither, after that one visit, did Nicholas Snyders ever +set eyes upon him again. The light was fading, and Nicholas Snyders was +not the man to light candles before they were needed, so that he was +never able to describe with any precision the stranger's appearance. +Nicholas thought he seemed an old man, but alert in all his movements; +while his eyes--the one thing about him Nicholas saw with any +clearness--were curiously bright and piercing. + +"Who are you?" asked Nicholas Snyders, taking no pains to disguise his +disappointment. + +"I am a pedlar," answered the stranger. His voice was clear and not +unmusical, with just the suspicion of roguishness behind. + +"Not wanting anything," answered Nicholas Snyders drily. "Shut the door +and be careful of the step." + +But instead the stranger took a chair and drew it nearer, and, himself +in shadow, looked straight into Nicholas Snyders' face and laughed. + +"Are you quite sure, Nicholas Snyders? Are you quite sure there is +nothing you require?" + +"Nothing," growled Nicholas Snyders--"except the sight of your back." +The stranger bent forward, and with his long, lean hand touched Nicholas +Snyders playfully upon the knee. "Wouldn't you like a soul, Nicholas +Snyders?" he asked. + +"Think of it," continued the strange pedlar, before Nicholas could +recover power of speech. "For forty years you have drunk the joy of +being mean and cruel. Are you not tired of the taste, Nicholas Snyders? +Wouldn't you like a change? Think of it, Nicholas Snyders--the joy of +being loved, of hearing yourself blessed, instead of cursed! Wouldn't +it be good fun, Nicholas Snyders--just by way of a change? If you don't +like it, you can return and be yourself again." + +What Nicholas Snyders, recalling all things afterwards, could never +understand was why he sat there, listening in patience to the stranger's +talk; for, at the time, it seemed to him the jesting of a wandering +fool. But something about the stranger had impressed him. + +"I have it with me," continued the odd pedlar; "and as for price--" The +stranger made a gesture indicating dismissal of all sordid details. +"I look for my reward in watching the result of the experiment. I am +something of a philosopher. I take an interest in these matters. See." +The stranger dived between his legs and produced from his pack a silver +flask of cunning workmanship and laid it on the table. + +"Its flavour is not unpleasant," explained the stranger. "A little +bitter; but one does not drink it by the goblet: a wineglassful, such +as one would of old Tokay, while the mind of both is fixed on the +same thought: 'May my soul pass into him, may his pass into me!' +The operation is quite simple: the secret lies within the drug." The +stranger patted the quaint flask as though it had been some little dog. + +"You will say: 'Who will exchange souls with Nicholas Snyders?'" The +stranger appeared to have come prepared with an answer to all questions. +"My friend, you are rich; you need not fear. It is the possession +men value the least of all they have. Choose your soul and drive your +bargain. I leave that to you with one word of counsel only: you will +find the young readier than the old--the young, to whom the world +promises all things for gold. Choose you a fine, fair, fresh, young +soul, Nicholas Snyders; and choose it quickly. Your hair is somewhat +grey, my friend. Taste, before you die, the joy of living." + +The strange pedlar laughed and, rising, closed his pack. Nicholas +Snyders neither moved nor spoke, until with the soft clanging of the +massive door his senses returned to him. Then, seizing the flask the +stranger had left behind him, he sprang from his chair, meaning to fling +it after him into the street. But the flashing of the firelight on its +burnished surface stayed his hand. + +"After all, the case is of value," Nicholas chuckled, and put the flask +aside and, lighting the two tall candles, buried himself again in his +green-bound ledger. Yet still from time to time Nicholas Snyders' eye +would wander to where the silver flask remained half hidden among dusty +papers. And later there came again a knocking at the door, and this time +it really was young Jan who entered. + +Jan held out his great hand across the littered desk. + +"We parted in anger, Nicholas Snyders. It was my fault. You were in the +right. I ask you to forgive me. I was poor. It was selfish of me to +wish the little maid to share with me my poverty. But now I am no longer +poor." + +"Sit down," responded Nicholas in kindly tone. "I have heard of it. So +now you are master and the owner of your ship--your very own." + +"My very own after one more voyage," laughed Jan. "I have Burgomaster +Allart's promise." + +"A promise is not a performance," hinted Nicholas. "Burgomaster Allart +is not a rich man; a higher bid might tempt him. Another might step in +between you and become the owner." + +Jan only laughed. "Why, that would be the work of an enemy, which, God +be praised, I do not think that I possess." + +"Lucky lad!" commented Nicholas; "so few of us are without enemies. And +your parents, Jan, will they live with you?" + +"We wished it," answered Jan, "both Christina and I. But the mother is +feeble. The old mill has grown into her life." + +"I can understand," agreed Nicholas. "The old vine torn from the old +wall withers. And your father, Jan; people will gossip. The mill is +paying?" + +Jan shook his head. "It never will again; and the debts haunt him. But +all that, as I tell him, is a thing of the past. His creditors have +agreed to look to me and wait." + +"All of them?" queried Nicholas. + +"All of them I could discover," laughed Jan. + +Nicholas Snyders pushed back his chair and looked at Jan with a smile +upon his wrinkled face. "And so you and Christina have arranged it all?" + +"With your consent, sir," answered Jan. + +"You will wait for that?" asked Nicholas. + +"We should like to have it, sir." Jan smiled, but the tone of his voice +fell agreeably on Nicholas Snyders' ear. Nicholas Snyders loved best +beating the dog that, growled and showed its teeth. + +"Better not wait for that," said Nicholas Snyders. "You might have to +wait long." + +Jan rose, an angry flush upon his face. "So nothing changes you, +Nicholas Snyders. Have it your own way, then." + +"You will marry her in spite of me?" + +"In spite of you and of your friends the fiends, and of your master the +Devil!" flung out Jan. For Jan had a soul that was generous and brave +and tender and excessively short-tempered. Even the best of souls have +their failings. + +"I am sorry," said old Nicholas. + +"I am glad to hear it," answered Jan. + +"I am sorry for your mother," explained Nicholas. "The poor dame, I +fear, will be homeless in her old age. The mortgage shall be foreclosed, +Jan, on your wedding-day. I am sorry for your father, Jan. His +creditors, Jan--you have overlooked just one. I am sorry for him, Jan. +Prison has always been his dread. I am sorry even for you, my young +friend. You will have to begin life over again. Burgomaster Allart is in +the hollow of my hand. I have but to say the word, your ship is mine. +I wish you joy of your bride, my young friend. You must love her very +dearly--you will be paying a high price for her." + +It was Nicholas Snyders' grin that maddened Jan. He sought for something +that, thrown straight at the wicked mouth, should silence it, and +by chance his hand lighted on the pedlar's silver flask. In the same +instance Nicholas Snyders' hand had closed upon it also. The grin had +died away. + +"Sit down," commanded Nicholas Snyders. "Let us talk further." And there +was that in his voice that compelled the younger man's obedience. + +"You wonder, Jan, why I seek always anger and hatred. I wonder at times +myself. Why do generous thoughts never come to me, as to other men! +Listen, Jan; I am in a whimsical mood. Such things cannot be, but it is +a whim of mine to think it might have been. Sell me your soul, Jan, sell +me your soul, that I, too, may taste this love and gladness that I hear +about. For a little while, Jan, only for a little while, and I will give +you all you desire." + +The old man seized his pen and wrote. + +"See, Jan, the ship is yours beyond mishap; the mill goes free; your +father may hold up his head again. And all I ask, Jan, is that you drink +to me, willing the while that your soul may go from you and become the +soul of old Nicholas Snyders--for a little while, Jan, only for a little +while." + +With feverish hands the old man had drawn the stopper from the pedlar's +flagon, had poured the wine into twin glasses. Jan's inclination was to +laugh, but the old man's eagerness was almost frenzy. Surely he was mad; +but that would not make less binding the paper he had signed. A true man +does not jest with his soul, but the face of Christina was shining down +on Jan from out the gloom. + +"You will mean it?" whispered Nicholas Snyders. + +"May my soul pass from me and enter into Nicholas Snyders!" answered +Jan, replacing his empty glass upon the table. And the two stood looking +for a moment into one another's eyes. + +And the high candles on the littered desk flickered and went out, as +though a breath had blown them, first one and then the other. + +"I must be getting home," came the voice of Jan from the darkness. "Why +did you blow out the candles?" + +"We can light them again from the fire," answered Nicholas. He did not +add that he had meant to ask that same question of Jan. He thrust them +among the glowing logs, first one and then the other; and the shadows +crept back into their corners. + +"You will not stop and see Christina?" asked Nicholas. + +"Not to-night," answered Jan. + +"The paper that I signed," Nicholas reminded him--"you have it?" + +"I had forgotten it," Jan answered. + +The old man took it from the desk and handed it to him. Jan thrust it +into his pocket and went out. Nicholas bolted the door behind him and +returned to his desk; sat long there, his elbow resting on the open +ledger. + +Nicholas pushed the ledger aside and laughed. "What foolery! As if such +things could be! The fellow must have bewitched me." + +Nicholas crossed to the fire and warmed his hands before the blaze. +"Still, I am glad he is going to marry the little lass. A good lad, a +good lad." + +Nicholas must have fallen asleep before the fire. When he opened his +eyes, it was to meet the grey dawn. He felt cold, stiff, hungry, and +decidedly cross. Why had not Christina woke him up and given him his +supper. Did she think he had intended to pass the night on a wooden +chair? The girl was an idiot. He would go upstairs and tell her through +the door just what he thought of her. + +His way upstairs led through the kitchen. To his astonishment, there sat +Christina, asleep before the burnt-out grate. + +"Upon my word," muttered Nicholas to himself, "people in this house +don't seem to know what beds are for!" + +But it was not Christina, so Nicholas told himself. Christina had the +look of a frightened rabbit: it had always irritated him. This girl, +even in her sleep, wore an impertinent expression--a delightfully +impertinent expression. Besides, this girl was pretty--marvellously +pretty. Indeed, so pretty a girl Nicholas had never seen in all his life +before. Why had the girls, when Nicholas was young, been so entirely +different! A sudden bitterness seized Nicholas: it was as though he had +just learnt that long ago, without knowing it, he had been robbed. + +The child must be cold. Nicholas fetched his fur-lined cloak and wrapped +it about her. + +There was something else he ought to do. The idea came to him while +drawing the cloak around her shoulders, very gently, not to disturb +her--something he wanted to do, if only he could think what it was. The +girl's lips were parted. She appeared to be speaking to him, asking him +to do this thing--or telling him not to do it. Nicholas could not be +sure which. Half a dozen times he turned away, and half a dozen times +stole back to where she sat sleeping with that delightfully impertinent +expression on her face, her lips parted. But what she wanted, or what it +was he wanted, Nicholas could not think. + +Perhaps Christina would know. Perhaps Christina would know who she was +and how she got there. Nicholas climbed the stairs, swearing at them for +creaking. + +Christina's door was open. No one was in the room; the bed had not been +slept upon. Nicholas descended the creaking stairs. + +The girl was still asleep. Could it be Christina herself? Nicholas +examined the delicious features one by one. Never before, so far as he +could recollect, had he seen the girl; yet around her neck--Nicholas had +not noticed it before--lay Christina's locket, rising and falling as she +breathed. Nicholas knew it well; the one thing belonging to her mother +Christina had insisted on keeping. The one thing about which she had +ever defied him. She would never have parted with that locket. It must +be Christina herself. But what had happened to her? Or to himself. +Remembrance rushed in upon him. The odd pedlar! The scene with Jan! But +surely all that had been a dream? Yet there upon the littered desk still +stood the pedlar's silver flask, together with the twin stained glasses. + +Nicholas tried to think, but his brain was in a whirl. A ray of sunshine +streaming through the window fell across the dusty room. Nicholas had +never seen the sun, that he could recollect. Involuntarily he stretched +his hands towards it, felt a pang of grief when it vanished, leaving +only the grey light. He drew the rusty bolts, flung open the great door. +A strange world lay before him, a new world of lights and shadows, that +wooed him with their beauty--a world of low, soft voices that called to +him. There came to him again that bitter sense of having been robbed. + +"I could have been so happy all these years," murmured old Nicholas to +himself. "It is just the little town I could have loved--so quaint, so +quiet, so homelike. I might have had friends, old cronies, children of +my own maybe--" + +A vision of the sleeping Christina flashed before his eyes. She had come +to him a child, feeling only gratitude towards him. Had he had eyes with +which to see her, all things might have been different. + +Was it too late? He is not so old--not so very old. New life is in his +veins. She still loves Jan, but that was the Jan of yesterday. In the +future, Jan's every word and deed will be prompted by the evil soul that +was once the soul of Nicholas Snyders--that Nicholas Snyders remembers +well. Can any woman love that, let the case be as handsome as you will? + +Ought he, as an honest man, to keep the soul he had won from Jan by what +might be called a trick? Yes, it had been a fair bargain, and Jan had +taken his price. Besides, it was not as if Jan had fashioned his own +soul; these things are chance. Why should one man be given gold, and +another be given parched peas? He has as much right to Jan's soul as Jan +ever had. He is wiser, he can do more good with it. It was Jan's soul +that loved Christina; let Jan's soul win her if it can. And Jan's +soul, listening to the argument, could not think of a word to offer in +opposition. + +Christina was still asleep when Nicholas re-entered the kitchen. He +lighted the fire and cooked the breakfast and then aroused her gently. +There was no doubt it was Christina. The moment her eyes rested on old +Nicholas, there came back to her the frightened rabbit look that had +always irritated him. It irritated him now, but the irritation was +against himself. + +"You were sleeping so soundly when I came in last night--" Christina +commenced. + +"And you were afraid to wake me," Nicholas interrupted her. "You thought +the old curmudgeon would be cross. Listen, Christina. You paid off +yesterday the last debt your father owed. It was to an old sailor--I had +not been able to find him before. Not a cent more do you owe, and +there remains to you, out of your wages, a hundred florins. It is yours +whenever you like to ask me for it." + +Christina could not understand, neither then nor during the days that +followed; nor did Nicholas enlighten her. For the soul of Jan had +entered into a very wise old man, who knew that the best way to live +down the past is to live boldly the present. All that Christina could +be sure of was that the old Nicholas Snyders had mysteriously vanished, +that in his place remained a new Nicholas, who looked at her with kindly +eyes--frank and honest, compelling confidence. Though Nicholas never +said so, it came to Christina that she herself, her sweet example, her +ennobling influence it was that had wrought this wondrous change. And to +Christina the explanation seemed not impossible--seemed even pleasing. + +The sight of his littered desk was hateful to him. Starting early in the +morning, Nicholas would disappear for the entire day, returning in the +evening tired but cheerful, bringing with him flowers that Christina +laughed at, telling him they were weeds. But what mattered names? To +Nicholas they were beautiful. In Zandam the children ran from him, +the dogs barked after him. So Nicholas, escaping through byways, would +wander far into the country. Children in the villages around came to +know a kind old fellow who loved to linger, his hands resting on his +staff, watching their play, listening to their laughter; whose ample +pockets were storehouses of good things. Their elders, passing by, would +whisper to one another how like he was in features to wicked old Nick, +the miser of Zandam, and would wonder where he came from. Nor was +it only the faces of the children that taught his lips to smile. It +troubled him at first to find the world so full of marvellously pretty +girls--of pretty women also, all more or less lovable. It bewildered +him. Until he found that, notwithstanding, Christina remained always +in his thoughts the prettiest, the most lovable of them all. Then every +pretty face rejoiced him: it reminded him of Christina. + +On his return the second day, Christina had met him with sadness in her +eyes. Farmer Beerstraater, an old friend of her father's, had called to +see Nicholas; not finding Nicholas, had talked a little with Christina. +A hardhearted creditor was turning him out of his farm. Christina +pretended not to know that the creditor was Nicholas himself, but +marvelled that such wicked men could be. Nicholas said nothing, but the +next day Farmer Beerstraater had called again, all smiles, blessings, +and great wonder. + +"But what can have come to him?" repeated Farmer Beerstraater over and +over. + +Christina had smiled and answered that perhaps the good God had touched +his heart; but thought to herself that perhaps it had been the good +influence of another. The tale flew. Christina found herself besieged on +every hand, and, finding her intercessions invariably successful, grew +day by day more pleased with herself, and by consequence more pleased +with Nicholas Snyders. For Nicholas was a cunning old gentleman. Jan's +soul in him took delight in undoing the evil the soul of Nicholas +had wrought. But the brain of Nicholas Snyders that remained to him +whispered: "Let the little maid think it is all her doing." + +The news reached the ears of Dame Toelast. The same evening saw her +seated in the inglenook opposite Nicholas Snyders, who smoked and seemed +bored. + +"You are making a fool of yourself, Nicholas Snyders," the Dame told +him. "Everybody is laughing at you." + +"I had rather they laughed than cursed me," growled Nicholas. + +"Have you forgotten all that has passed between us?" demanded the Dame. + +"Wish I could," sighed Nicholas. + +"At your age--" commenced the Dame. + +"I am feeling younger than I ever felt in all my life," Nicholas +interrupted her. + +"You don't look it," commented the Dame. + +"What do looks matter?" snapped Nicholas. "It is the soul of a man that +is the real man." + +"They count for something, as the world goes," explained the Dame. "Why, +if I liked to follow your example and make a fool of myself, there are +young men, fine young men, handsome young men--" + +"Don't let me stand in your way," interposed Nicholas quickly. "As you +say, I am old and I have a devil of a temper. There must be many better +men than I am, men more worthy of you." + +"I don't say there are not," returned the Dame: "but nobody more +suitable. Girls for boys, and old women for old men. I haven't lost my +wits, Nicholas Snyders, if you have. When you are yourself again--" + +Nicholas Snyders sprang to his feet. "I am myself," he cried, "and +intend to remain myself! Who dares say I am not myself?" + +"I do," retorted the Dame with exasperating coolness. "Nicholas Snyders +is not himself when at the bidding of a pretty-faced doll he flings his +money out of the window with both hands. He is a creature bewitched, and +I am sorry for him. She'll fool you for the sake of her friends till +you haven't a cent left, and then she'll laugh at you. When you are +yourself, Nicholas Snyders, you will be crazy with yourself--remember +that." And Dame Toelast marched out and slammed the door behind her. + +"Girls for boys, and old women for old men." The phrase kept ringing in +his ears. Hitherto his new-found happiness had filled his life, leaving +no room for thought. But the old Dame's words had sown the seed of +reflection. + +Was Christina fooling him? The thought was impossible. Never once had +she pleaded for herself, never once for Jan. The evil thought was the +creature of Dame Toelast's evil mind. Christina loved him. Her face +brightened at his coming. The fear of him had gone out of her; a pretty +tyranny had replaced it. But was it the love that he sought? Jan's soul +in old Nick's body was young and ardent. It desired Christina not as a +daughter, but as a wife. Could it win her in spite of old Nick's body? +The soul of Jan was an impatient soul. Better to know than to doubt. + +"Do not light the candles; let us talk a little by the light of the fire +only," said Nicholas. And Christina, smiling, drew her chair towards the +blaze. But Nicholas sat in the shadow. + +"You grow more beautiful every day, Christina," said Nicholas-"sweeter +and more womanly. He will be a happy man who calls you wife." + +The smile passed from Christina's face. "I shall never marry," she +answered. "Never is a long word, little one." + +"A true woman does not marry the man she does not love." + +"But may she not marry the man she does?" smiled Nicholas. + +"Sometimes she may not," Christina explained. + +"And when is that?" + +Christina's face was turned away. "When he has ceased to love her." + +The soul in old Nick's body leapt with joy. "He is not worthy of you, +Christina. His new fortune has changed him. Is it not so? He thinks only +of money. It is as though the soul of a miser had entered into him. +He would marry even Dame Toelast for the sake of her gold-bags and her +broad lands and her many mills, if only she would have him. Cannot you +forget him?" + +"I shall never forget him. I shall never love another man. I try to hide +it; and often I am content to find there is so much in the world that +I can do. But my heart is breaking." She rose and, kneeling beside him, +clasped her hands around him. "I am glad you have let me tell you," she +said. "But for you I could not have borne it. You are so good to me." + +For answer he stroked with his withered hand the golden hair that fell +disordered about his withered knees. She raised her eyes to him; they +were filled with tears, but smiling. + +"I cannot understand," she said. "I think sometimes that you and he must +have changed souls. He is hard and mean and cruel, as you used to be." +She laughed, and the arms around him tightened for a moment. "And now +you are kind and tender and great, as once he was. It is as if the good +God had taken away my lover from me to give to me a father." + +"Listen to me, Christina," he said. "It is the soul that is the man, not +the body. Could you not love me for my new soul?" + +"But I do love you," answered Christina, smiling through her tears. + +"Could you as a husband?" The firelight fell upon her face. Nicholas, +holding it between his withered hands, looked into it long and hard; and +reading what he read there, laid it back against his breast and soothed +it with his withered hand. + +"I was jesting, little one," he said. "Girls for boys, and old women for +old men. And so, in spite of all, you still love Jan?" + +"I love him," answered Christina. "I cannot help it." + +"And if he would, you would marry him, let his soul be what it may?" + +"I love him," answered Christina. "I cannot help it." + +Old Nicholas sat alone before the dying fire. Is it the soul or the body +that is the real man? The answer was not so simple as he had thought it. + +"Christina loved Jan"--so Nicholas mumbled to the dying fire--"when +he had the soul of Jan. She loves him still, though he has the soul of +Nicholas Snyders. When I asked her if she could love me, it was terror +I read in her eyes, though Jan's soul is now in me; she divined it. It +must be the body that is the real Jan, the real Nicholas. If the soul +of Christina entered into the body of Dame Toelast, should I turn from +Christina, from her golden hair, her fathomless eyes, her asking lips, +to desire the shrivelled carcass of Dame Toelast? No; I should still +shudder at the thought of her. Yet when I had the soul of Nicholas +Snyders, I did not loathe her, while Christina was naught to me. It must +be with the soul that we love, else Jan would still love Christina and +I should be Miser Nick. Yet here am I loving Christina, using Nicholas +Snyders' brain and gold to thwart Nicholas Snyders' every scheme, doing +everything that I know will make him mad when he comes back into his own +body; while Jan cares no longer for Christina, would marry Dame Toelast +for her broad lands, her many mills. Clearly it is the soul that is the +real man. Then ought I not to be glad, thinking I am going back into my +own body, knowing that I shall wed Christina? But I am not glad; I am +very miserable. I shall not go with Jan's soul, I feel it; my own soul +will come back to me. I shall be again the hard, cruel, mean old man I +was before, only now I shall be poor and helpless. The folks will laugh +at me, and I shall curse them, powerless to do them evil. Even Dame +Toelast will not want me when she learns all. And yet I must do this +thing. So long as Jan's soul is in me, I love Christina better than +myself. I must do this for her sake. I love her--I cannot help it." + +Old Nicholas rose, took from the place, where a month before he had +hidden it, the silver flask of cunning workmanship. + +"Just two more glassfuls left," mused Nicholas, as he gently shook the +flask against his ear. He laid it on the desk before him, then opened +once again the old green ledger, for there still remained work to be +done. + +He woke Christina early. "Take these letters, Christina," he commanded. +"When you have delivered them all, but not before, go to Jan; tell him +I am waiting here to see him on a matter of business." He kissed her and +seemed loth to let her go. + +"I shall only be a little while," smiled Christina. + +"All partings take but a little while," he answered. + +Old Nicholas had foreseen the trouble he would have. Jan was content, +had no desire to be again a sentimental young fool, eager to saddle +himself with a penniless wife. Jan had other dreams. + +"Drink, man, drink!" cried Nicholas impatiently, "before I am tempted to +change my mind. Christina, provided you marry her, is the richest bride +in Zandam. There is the deed; read it; and read quickly." + +Then Jan consented, and the two men drank. And there passed a breath +between them as before; and Jan with his hands covered his eyes a +moment. + +It was a pity, perhaps, that he did so, for in that moment Nicholas +snatched at the deed that lay beside Jan on the desk. The next instant +it was blazing in the fire. + +"Not so poor as you thought!" came the croaking voice of Nicholas. "Not +so poor as you thought! I can build again, I can build again!" And the +creature, laughing hideously, danced with its withered arms spread out +before the blaze, lest Jan should seek to rescue Christina's burning +dowry before it was destroyed. + +Jan did not tell Christina. In spite of all Jan could say, she would go +back. Nicholas Snyders drove her from the door with curses. She could +not understand. The only thing clear was that Jan had come back to her. + +"'Twas a strange madness that seized upon me," Jan explained. "Let the +good sea breezes bring us health." + +So from the deck of Jan's ship they watched old Zandam till it vanished +into air. + +Christina cried a little at the thought of never seeing it again; but +Jan comforted her and later new faces hid the old. + +And old Nicholas married Dame Toelast, but, happily, lived to do evil +only for a few years longer. + +Long after, Jan told Christina the whole story, but it sounded very +improbable, and Christina--though, of course, she did not say so--did +not quite believe it, but thought Jan was trying to explain away that +strange month of his life during which he had wooed Dame Toelast. Yet it +certainly was strange that Nicholas, for the same short month, had been +so different from his usual self. + +"Perhaps," thought Christina, "if I had not told him I loved Jan, he +would not have gone back to his old ways. Poor old gentleman! No doubt +it was despair." + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's The Soul of Nicholas Snyders, by Jerome K. Jerome + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE SOUL OF NICHOLAS SNYDERS *** + +***** This file should be named 869.txt or 869.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/8/6/869/ + +Produced by Ron Burkey, and Amy Thomte + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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