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BOYESEN + + + + +CONTENTS. + +PHARAOH +THE PARSONAGE +THE PEAT MOOR +"HOPE'S CLAD IN APRIL GREEN" +AT THE FAIR +TWO FRIENDS +A GOOD CONSCIENCE +ROMANCE AND REALITY +WITHERED LEAVES +THE BATTLE OF WATERLOO + + + +INTRODUCTION. + +In June, 1867, about a hundred enthusiastic youths were vociferously +celebrating the attainment of the baccalaureate degree at the +University of Norway. The orator on this occasion was a tall, +handsome, distinguished-looking young man named Alexander Kielland, +from the little coast-town of Stavanger. There was none of the +crudity of a provincial dither in his manners or his appearance. He +spoke with a quiet self-possession and a pithy incisiveness which +were altogether phenomenal. + +"That young man will be heard from one of these days," was the +unanimous verdict of those who listened to his clear-cut and +finished sentences, and noted the maturity of his opinions. + +But ten years passed, and outside of Stavanger no one ever heard of +Alexander Kielland. His friends were aware that he had studied law, +spent some winters in France, married, and settled himself as a +dignitary in his native town. It was understood that he had bought +a large brick and tile factory, and that, as a manufacturer of +these useful articles, he bid fair to become a provincial magnate, +as his fathers had been before him. People had almost forgotten +that great things had been expected of him; and some fancied, +perhaps, that he had been spoiled by prosperity. Remembering him, +as I did, as the most brilliant and notable personality among my +university friends, I began to apply to him Malloch's epigrammatic +damnation of the man of whom it was said at twenty that he would do +great things, at thirty that he might do great things, and at forty +that he might have done great things. + +This was the frame of mind of those who remembered Alexander +Kielland (and he was an extremely difficult man to forget), when in +the year 1879 a modest volume of "novelettes" appeared, bearing his +name. It was, to all appearances, a light performance, but it +revealed a sense of style which made it, nevertheless, notable. +No man had ever written the Norwegian language as this man wrote +it. There was a lightness of touch, a perspicacity, an epigrammatic +sparkle and occasional flashes of wit, which seemed altogether +un-Norwegian. It was obvious that this author was familiar with the +best French writers, and had acquired through them that clear and +crisp incisiveness of utterance which was supposed, hitherto, to be +untransferable to any other tongue. + +As regards the themes of these "novelettes" (from which the present +collection is chiefly made up), it was remarked at the time of +their first appearance that they hinted at a more serious purpose +than their style seemed to imply. Who can read, for instance, +"Pharaoh" (which in the original is entitled "A Hall Mood") without +detecting the revolutionary note which trembles quite audibly +through the calm and unimpassioned language? There is, by-the-way, +a little touch of melodrama in this tale which is very unusual with +Kielland. "Romance and Reality," too, is glaringly at variance with +the conventional romanticism in its satirical contributing of the +pre-matrimonial and the pos-tmatrimonial view of love and marriage. +The same persistent tendency to present the wrong side as well as +the right side--and not, as literary good-manners are supposed to +prescribe, ignore the former--is obvious in the charming tale "At +the Fair," where a little spice of wholesome truth spoils the +thoughtlessly festive mood; and the squalor, the want, the envy, +hate, and greed which prudence and a regard for business compel the +performers to disguise to the public, become the more cruelly +visible to the visitors of the little alley-way at the rear of the +tents. In "A Good Conscience" the satirical note has a still more +serious ring; but the same admirable self-restraint which, next to +the power of thought and expression, is the happiest gift an +author's fairy godmother can bestow upon him, saves Kielland from +saying too much--from enforcing his lesson by marginal comments, _a +la_ George Eliot. But he must be obtuse, indeed, to whom this +reticence is not more eloquent and effective than a page of +philosophical moralizing. + +"Hope's Clad in April Green" and "The Battle of Waterloo" (the +first and the last tale in the Norwegian edition), are more +untinged with a moral tendency than any of the foregoing. The +former is a mere _jeu d'esprit_, full of good-natured satire on the +calf-love of very young people, and the amusing over-estimate of +our importance to which we are all, at that age, peculiarly liable. + +As an organist with vaguely-melodious hints foreshadows in his +prelude the musical _motifs_ which he means to vary and elaborate +in his fugue, so Kielland lightly touched in these "novelettes" the +themes which in his later works he has struck with a fuller volume +and power. What he gave in this little book was it light sketch of +his mental physiognomy, from which, perhaps, his horoscope might be +cast and his literary future predicted. + +Though an aristocrat by birth and training, he revealed a strong +sympathy with the toiling masses. But it was a democracy of the +brain, I should fancy, rather than of the heart. As I read the +book, twelve years ago, its tendency puzzled me considerably, +remembering, as I did, with the greatest vividness, the fastidious +and elegant personality of the author. I found it difficult to +believe that he was in earnest. The book seemed to me to betray the +whimsical _sans-culottism_ of a man of pleasure who, when the ball +is at an end, sits down with his gloves on and philosophizes on the +artificiality of civilization and the wholesomeness of honest toil. +An indigestion makes him a temporary communist; but a bottle of +seltzer presently reconciles him to his lot, and restores the +equilibrium of the universe. He loves the people at a distance, can +talk prettily about the sturdy son of the soil, who is the core and +marrow of the nation, etc.; but he avoids contact with him, and, if +chance brings them into contact, he loves him with his handkerchief +to his nose. + +I may be pardoned for having identified Alexander Kielland with +this type with which I am very familiar; and he convinced me, +presently, that I had done him injustice. In his next book, the +admirable novel _Garman and Worse_, he showed that his democratic +proclivities were something more than a mood. He showed that he +took himself seriously, and he compelled the public to take him +seriously. The tendency which had only flashed forth here and there +in the "novelettes" now revealed its whole countenance. The +author's theme was the life of the prosperous bourgeoisie in the +western coast-towns; he drew their types with a hand that gave +evidence of intimate knowledge. He had himself sprung from one of +these rich ship-owning, patrician families, had been given every +opportunity to study life both at home and abroad, and had +accumulated a fund of knowledge of the world, which he had allowed +quietly to grow before making literary drafts upon it. The same +Gallic perspicacity of style which had charmed in his first book +was here in a heightened degree; and there was, besides, the same +underlying sympathy with progress and what is called the ideas of +the age. What mastery of description, what rich and vigorous colors +Kielland had at his disposal was demonstrated in such scenes as the +funeral of Consul Garman and the burning of the ship. There was, +moreover, a delightful autobiographical note in the book, +particularly in boyish experiences of Gabriel Garman. Such things +no man invents, however clever; such material no imagination +supplies, however fertile. Except Fritz Reuter's Stavenhagen, I +know no small town in fiction which is so vividly and completely +individualized, and populated with such living and credible +characters. Take, for instance, the two clergymen, Archdeacon +Sparre and the Rev. Mr. Martens, and it is not necessary to have +lived in Norway in order to recognize and enjoy the faithfulness +and the artistic subtlety of these portraits. If they have a dash +of satire (which I will not undertake to deny), it is such delicate +and well-bred satire that no one, except the originals, would think +of taking offence. People are willing, for the sake of the +entertainment which it affords, to forgive a little quiet malice at +their neighbors' expense. The members of the provincial bureaucracy +are drawn with the same firm but delicate touch, and everything has +that beautiful air of reality which proves the world akin. + +It was by no means a departure from his previous style and tendency +which Kielland signalized in his next novel, _Laboring People_ (1881). +He only emphasizes, as it were, the heavy, serious bass chords in +the composite theme which expresses his complex personality, and +allows the lighter treble notes to be momentarily drowned. +Superficially speaking, there is perhaps a reminiscence of Zola in +this book, not in the manner of treatment, but in the subject, +which is the corrupting influence of the higher classes upon the +lower. There is no denying that in spite of the ability, which it +betrays in every line, _Laboring People_ is unpleasant reading. It +frightened away a host of the author's early admirers by the +uncompromising vigor and the glaring realism with which it depicted +the consequences of vicious indulgence. It showed no consideration +for delicate nerves, but was for all that a clean and wholesome book. + +Kielland's third novel, _Skipper Worse_, marked a distinct step in +his development. It was less of a social satire and more of a +social study. It was not merely a series of brilliant, exquisitely-finished +scenes, loosely strung together on a slender thread of narrative, +but it was a concise, and well constructed story, full of beautiful +scenes and admirable portraits. The theme is akin to that of +Daudet's _L'Evangeliste_; but Kielland, as it appears to me, has in +this instance outdone his French _confrere_ as regards insight into +the peculiar character and poetry of the pietistic movement. He has +dealt with it as a psychological and not primarily as a pathological +phenomenon. A comparison with Daudet suggests itself constantly in +reading Kielland. Their methods of workmanship and their attitude +towards life have many points in common. The charm of style, the +delicacy of touch and felicity of phrase, is in both cases +pre-eminent. Daudet has, however, the advantage (or, as he himself +asserts, the disadvantage) of working in a flexible and highly-finished +language, which bears the impress of the labors of a hundred +masters; while Kielland has to produce his effects of style in a +poorer and less pliable language, which often pants and groans in +its efforts to render a subtle thought. To have polished this +tongue and sharpened its capacity for refined and incisive +utterance is one--and not the least--of his merits. + +Though he has by nature no more sympathy with the pietistic +movement than Daudet, Kielland yet manages to get, psychologically, +closer to his problem. His pietists are more humanly interesting +than those of Daudet, and the little drama which they set in motion +is more genuinely pathetic. Two superb figures--the lay preacher, +Hans Nilsen, and Skipper Worse--surpass all that the author had +hitherto produced, in depth of conception and brilliancy of +execution. The marriage of that delightful, profane old sea-dog +Jacob Worse, with the pious Sara Torvested, and the attempts of his +mother-in-law to convert him, are described, not with the merely +superficial drollery to which the subject invites, but with a sweet +and delicate humor, which trembles on the verge of pathos. + +The beautiful story _Elsie_, which, though published separately, is +scarcely a full-grown novel, is intended to impress society with a +sense of responsibility for its outcasts. While Bjoernstjerne +Bjoernson is fond of emphasizing the responsibility of the +individual to society, Kielland chooses by preference to reverse +the relation. The former (in his remarkable novel _Flags are Flying +in City and Harbor_) selects a hero with vicious inherited +tendencies, redeemed by wise education and favorable environment; +the latter portrays in Elsie a heroine with no corrupt predisposition, +destroyed by the corrupting environment which society forces upon +those who are born in her circumstances. Elsie could not be good, +because the world is so constituted that girls of her kind are not +expected to be good. Temptations, perpetually thronging in her way, +break down the moral bulwarks of her nature. Resistance seems in +vain. In the end there is scarcely one who, having read her story, +will have the heart to condemn her. + +Incomparably clever is the satire on the benevolent societies, +which appear to exist as a sort of moral poultice to tender +consciences, and to furnish an officious sense of virtue to its +prosperous members. "The Society for the Redemption of the +Abandoned Women of St. Peter's Parish" is presided over by a +gentleman who privately furnishes subjects for his public +benevolence. However, as his private activity is not bounded by the +precincts of St. Peter's Parish, within which the society confines +its remedial labors, the miserable creatures who might need its aid +are sent away uncomforted. The delicious joke of the thing is that +"St. Peter's" is a rich and exclusive parish, consisting of what is +called "the better classes," and has no "abandoned women." Whatever +wickedness there may be in St. Peter's is discreetly veiled, and +makes no claim upon public charity. The virtuous horror of the +secretary when she hears that the "abandoned woman" who calls upon +her for aid has a child, though she is unmarried, is both comic and +pathetic. It is the clean, "deserving poor," who understand the art +of hypocritical humility--it is these whom the society seeks in +vain in St. Peter's Parish. + +Still another problem of the most vital consequence Kielland has +attacked in his two novels, _Poison_ and _Fortuna_ (1884). It is, +broadly stated, the problem of education. The hero in both books is +Abraham Loevdahl, a well-endowed, healthy, and altogether promising +boy who, by the approved modern educational process, is mentally +and morally crippled, and the germs of what is great and good in +him are systematically smothered by that disrespect for +individuality +and insistence upon uniformity, which are the curses of a small +society. The revolutionary discontent which vibrates in the deepest +depth of Kielland's nature; the profound and uncompromising +radicalism which smoulders under his polished exterior; the +philosophical pessimism which relentlessly condemns all the flimsy +and superficial reformatory movements of the day, have found +expression in the history of the childhood, youth, and manhood of +Abraham Lvdahl. In the first place, it is worthy of note that to +Kielland the knowledge which is offered in the guise of +intellectual nourishment is poison. It is the dry and dusty +accumulation of antiquarian lore, which has little or no +application to modern life--it is this which the young man of the +higher classes is required to assimilate. Apropos of this, let me +quote Dr. G. Brandes, who has summed up the tendency of these two +novels with great felicity: + +"The author has surveyed the generation to which he himself +belongs, and after having scanned these wide domains of +emasculation, these prairies of spiritual sterility, these vast +plains of servility and irresolution, he has addressed to himself +the questions: How does a whole generation become such? How was it +possible to nip in the bud all that was fertile and eminent? And +he has painted a picture of the history of the development of the +present generation in the home-life and school-life of Abraham +Loevdahl, in order to show from what kind of parentage those most +fortunately situated and best endowed have sprung, and what kind of +education they received at home and in the school. This is, indeed, +a simple and an excellent theme. + +"We first see the child led about upon the wide and withered common +of knowledge, with the same sort of meagre fodder for all; we see +it trained in mechanical memorizing, in barren knowledge concerning +things and forms that are dead and gone; in ignorance concerning +the life that is, in contempt for it, and in the consciousness of +its privileged position, by dint of its possession of this doubtful +culture. We see pride strengthened; the healthy curiosity, the +desire to ask questions, killed." + +We are apt to console ourselves on this side of the ocean with the +idea that these social problems appertain only to the effete +monarchies of Europe, and have no application with us. But, though +I readily admit that the keenest point of this satire is directed +against the small States which, by the tyranny of the dominant +mediocrity, cripple much that is good and great by denying it the +conditions of growth and development, there is yet a deep and +abiding lesson in these two novels which applies to modern +civilization in general, exposing glaring defects which are no less +prevalent here than in the Old World. + +Besides being the author of some minor comedies and a full-grown +drama ("The Professor"), Kielland has published two more novels, +_St. John's Eve_ (1887) and _Snow_. The latter is particularly +directed against the orthodox Lutheran clergy, of which the Rev. +Daniel Juerges is an excellent specimen. He is, in my opinion, not +in the least caricatured; but portrayed with a conscientious desire +to do justice to his sincerity. Mr. Juerges is a worthy type of the +Norwegian country pope, proud and secure in the feeling of his +divine authority, passionately hostile to "the age," because he +believes it to be hostile to Christ; intolerant of dissent; a guide +and ruler of men, a shepherd of the people. The only trouble in +Norway, as elsewhere, is that the people will no longer consent to +be shepherded. They refuse to be guided and ruled. They rebel +against spiritual and secular authority, and follow no longer the +bell-wether with the timid gregariousness of servility and +irresolution. To bring the new age into the parsonage of the +reverend obscurantist in the shape of a young girl--the _fiancee_ +of the pastor's son--was an interesting experiment which gives +occasion for strong scenes and, at last, for a drawn battle between +the old and the new. The new, though not acknowledging itself to be +beaten, takes to its heels, and flees in the stormy night through +wind and snow. But the snow is moist and heavy; it is beginning to +thaw. There is a vague presentiment of spring in the air. + +This note of promise and suspense with which the book ends is meant +to be symbolic. From Kielland's point of view, Norway is yet +wrapped in the wintry winding-sheet of a tyrannical orthodoxy; and +all that he dares assert is that the chains of frost and snow seem +to be loosening. There is a spring feeling in the air. + +This spring feeling is, however, scarcely perceptible in his last +book, _Jacob_, which is written in anything but a hopeful mood. It +is, rather, a protest against that optimism which in fiction we +call poetic justice. The harsh and unsentimental logic of reality +is emphasized with a ruthless disregard of rose-colored traditions. +The peasant lad Wold, who, like all Norse peasants, has been +brought up on the Bible, has become deeply impressed with the story +of Jacob, and God's persistent partisanship for him, in spite of +his dishonesty and tricky behavior. The story becomes, half +unconsciously, the basis of his philosophy of life, and he +undertakes to model his career on that of the Biblical hero. He +accordingly cheats and steals with a clever moderation, and in a +cautious and circumspect manner which defies detection. Step by +step he rises in the regard of his fellow-citizens; crushes, with +long-headed calculation or with brutal promptness (as it may suit +his purpose) all those who stand in his way, and arrives at last at +the goal of his desires. He becomes a local magnate, a member of +parliament, where he poses as a defender of the simple, +old-fashioned orthodoxy, is decorated by the King, and is an object +of the envious admiration of his fellow townsmen. + +From the pedagogic point of view, I have no doubt that _Jacob_ +would be classed as an immoral book. But the question of its +morality is of less consequence than the question as to its truth. +The most modern literature, which is interpenetrated with the +spirit of the age, has a way of asking dangerous questions-- +questions before which the reader, when he perceives their full +scope, stands aghast. Our old idyllic faith in the goodness and +wisdom of all mundane arrangements has undoubtedly received a shock +from which it will never recover. Our attitude towards the universe +is changing with the change of its attitude towards us. What the +thinking part of humanity is now largely engaged in doing is to +readjust itself towards the world and the world towards it. Success +is but a complete adaptation to environment; and success is the +supreme aim of the modern man. The authors who, by their fearless +thinking and speaking, help us towards this readjustment should, in +my opinion, whether we choose to accept their conclusions or not, +be hailed as benefactors. It is in the ranks of these that +Alexander Kielland has taken his place, and now occupies a +conspicuous position. + +HJALMAR HJORTH BOYESEN. +NEW YORK, May 15, 1891. + + + +PHARAOH. + +She had mounted the shining marble steps with without mishap, +without labor, sustained by her great beauty and her fine nature +alone. She had taken her place in the salons of the rich and great +without laying for her admittance with her honor or her good name. +Yet no one could say whence she came, though people whispered that +it was from the depths. + +As a waif of a Parisian faubourg, she had starved through her +childhood among surroundings of vice and poverty, such as those +only can conceive who know them by experience. Those of us who get +our knowledge from books and from hearsay have to strain our +imagination in order to form an idea of the hereditary misery of a +great city, and yet our most terrible imaginings are apt to pale +before the reality. + +It had been only a question of time when vice should get its +clutches upon her, as a cog-wheel seizes whoever comes too near the +machine. After whirling her around through a short life of shame +and degradation, it would, with mechanical punctuality, have cast +her off into some corner, there to drag out to the end, in sordid +obscurity, her caricature of an existence. + +But it happened, as it does sometimes happen, that she was +"discovered" by a man of wealth and position, one day when, a child +of fourteen, she happened to cross one of the better streets. She +was on her way to a dark back room in the Rue des Quatre Vents, +where she worked with a woman who made artificial flowers. + +It was not only her extraordinary beauty that attracted her patron; +her movements, her whole bearing, and the expression of her +half-formed features, all seemed to him to show that here was an +originally fine nature struggling against incipient corruption. +Moved by one of the incalculable whims of the very wealthy, he +determined to try to rescue the unhappy child. + +It was not difficult to obtain control of her, as she belonged to +no one. He gave her a name, and placed her in one of the best +convent schools. Before long her benefactor had the satisfaction of +observing that the seeds of evil died away and disappeared. She +developed an amiable, rather indolent character, correct and quiet +manners, and a rare beauty. + +When she grew up he married her. Their married life was peaceful +and pleasant; in spite of the great difference in their ages, he +had unbounded confidence in her, and she deserved it. + +Married people do not live in such close communion in France as +they do with us; so that their claims upon each other are not so +great, and their disappointments are less bitter. + +She was not happy, but contented. Her character lent itself to +gratitude. She did not feel the tedium of wealth; on the contrary, +she often took an almost childish pleasure in it. But no one could +guess that, for her bearing was always full of dignity and repose. +People suspected that there was something questionable about her +origin, but as no one could answer questions they left off asking +them. One has so much else to think of in Paris. + +She had forgotten her past. She had forgotten it just as we have +forgotten the roses, the ribbons, and faded letters of our youth-- +because we never think about them. They lie locked up in a drawer +which we never open. And yet, if we happen now and again to cast a +glance into this secret drawer, we at once notice if a single one +of the roses, or the least bit of ribbon, is wanting. For we +remember them all to a nicety; the memories are ran fresh as ever-- +as sweet as ever, and as bitter. + +It was thus she had forgotten her past--locked it up and thrown +away the key. + +But at night she sometimes dreamed frightful things. She could once +more feel the old witch with whom she lived shaking her by the +shoulder, and driving her out in the cold mornings to work at her +artificial flowers. + +Then she would jump up in her bed, and stare out into the darkness +in the most deadly fear. But presently she would touch the silk +coverlet and the soft pillows; her fingers would follow the rich +carvings of her luxurious bed; and while sleepy little child-angels +slowly drew aside the heavy dream-curtain, she tasted in deep +draughts the peculiar, indescribable well-being we feel when we +discover that an evil and horrible dream was a dream and nothing +more. + +*** + +Leaning back among the soft cushions, she drove to the great ball +at the Russian ambassador's. The nearer they got to their +destination the slower became the pace, until the carriage reached +the regular queue, where it dragged on at a foot-pace. + +In the wide square in front of the hotel, brilliantly lighted with +torches and with gas, a great crowd of people had gathered. Not +only passers-by who had stopped to look on, but more especially +workmen, loafers, poor women, and ladies of questionable +appearance, stood in serried ranks on both sides of the row of +carriages. Humorous remarks and coarse witticisms in the vulgarest +Parisian dialect hailed down upon the passing carriages and their +occupants. + +She heard words which she had not heard for many years, and she +blushed at the thought that she was perhaps the only one in this +whole long line of carriages who understood these low expressions +of the dregs of Paris. + +She began to look at the faces around her: it seemed to her as if +she knew them all. She knew what they thought, what was passing in +each of these tightly-packed heads; and little by little a host of +memories streamed in upon her. She fought against them as well as +she could, but she was not herself this evening. + +She had not, then, lost the key to the secret drawer; reluctantly +she drew it out, and the memories overpowered her. + +She remembered how often she herself, still almost a child, had +devoured with greedy eyes the fine ladies who drove in splendor to +balls or theatres; how often she had cried in bitter envy over the +flowers she laboriously pieced together to make others beautiful. +Here she saw the same greedy eyes, the same inextinguishable, +savage envy. + +And the dark, earnest men who scanned the equipages with +half-contemptuous, half-threatening looks--she knew them all. + +Had not she herself, as a little girl, lain in a corner and +listened, wide-eyed, to their talk about the injustice of life, the +tyranny of the rich, and the rights of the laborer, which he had +only to reach out his hand to seize? + +She knew that they hated everything--the sleek horses, the +dignified coachmen, the shining carriages, and, most of all, the +people who sat within them--these insatiable vampires, these +ladies, whose ornaments for the night cost more gold than any one +of them could earn by the work of a whole lifetime. + +And as she looked along the line of carriages, as it dragged on +slowly through the crowd, another memory flashed into her mind--a +half-forgotten picture from her school-life in the convent. + +She suddenly came to think of the story of Pharaoh and his +war-chariots following the children of Israel through the Red Sea. +She saw the waves, which she had always imagined red as blood, +piled up like a wall on both sides of the Egyptians. + +Then the voice of Moses sounded. He stretched out his staff over +the waters, and the Red Sea waves hurtled together and swallowed up +Pharaoh and all his chariots. + +She knew that the wall which stood on each side of her was wilder +and more rapacious than the waves of the sea; she knew that it +needed only a voice, a Moses, to set all this human sea in motion, +hurling it irresistibly onward until it should sweep away all the +glory of wealth and greatness in its blood-red waves. + +Her heart throbbed, and she crouched trembling into the corner of +the carriage. But it was not with fear; it was so that those +without should not see her--for she was ashamed to meet their eyes. + +For the first time in her life, her good-fortune appeared to her in +the light of an injustice, a thing to blush for. + +Was she in her right place, in this soft-cushioned carriage, among +these tyrants and blood-suckers? Should she not rather be out there +in the billowing mass, among the children of hate? + +Half-forgotten thoughts and feelings thrust up their heads like +beasts of prey which have long lain bound. She felt strange and +homeless in her glittering life, and thought with a sort of +demoniac longing of the horrible places from which she had risen. + +She seized her rich lace shawl; there came over her a wild desire +to destroy, to tear something to pieces; but at this moment the +carriage turned into the gate-way of the hotel. + +The footman tore open the door, and with her gracious smile, her +air of quiet, aristocratic distinction, she alighted. + +A young attache rushed forward, and was happy when she took his +arm, still more enraptured when he thought he noticed an unusual +gleam in her eyes, and in the seventh heaven when he felt her arm +tremble. + +Full of pride and hope, he led her with sedulous politeness up the +shining marble steps. + +*** + +"'Tell me, _belle dame_, what good fairy endowed you in your cradle +with the marvellous gift of transforming everything you touch into +something new and strange. The very flower in your hair has a +charm, as though it were wet with the fresh morning dew. And when +you dance it seems as though the floor swayed and undulated to +the rhythm of your footsteps." + +The Count was himself quite astonished at this long and felicitous +compliment, for as a rule he did not find it easy to express +himself coherently. He expected, too, that his beautiful partner +would show her appreciation of his effort. + +But he was disappointed. She leaned over the balcony, where they +were enjoying the cool evening air after the dance, and gazed out +over the crowd and the still-advancing carriages. She seemed not to +have understood the Count's great achievement; at least he could +only hear her whisper the inexplicable word, "Pharaoh." + +He was on the point of remonstrating with her, when she turned +round, made a step towards the salon, stopped right in front of +him, and looked him in the face with great, wonderful eyes, such as +the Count had never seen before. + +"I scarcely think, Monsieur le Comte, that any good fairy--perhaps +not even a cradle--was present at my birth. But in what you say of +my flowers and my dancing your penetration has led you to a great +discovery. I will tell you the secret of the fresh morning dew +which lies on the flowers. It is the tears, Monsieur le Comte, +which envy and shame, disappointment and remorse, have wept over +them. And if you seem to feel the floor swaying as we dance, that +is because it trembles under the hatred of millions." + +She had spoken with her customary repose, and with a friendly bow +she disappeared into the salon. + +*** + +The Count remained rooted to the spot. He cast a glance over the +crowd outside. It was a right he had often seen, and he had made +sundry snore or less trivial witticisms about the "many-headed +monster." But to-night it struck him for the first time that this +monster was, after all, the most unpleasant neighbor for a palace +one could possibly imagine. + +Strange and disturbing thoughts whirled in the brain of Monsieur le +Comte, where they found plenty of space to gyrate. He was entirely +thrown off his balance, and it was not till after the next polka +that his placidity returned. + + + +THE PARSONAGE. + +It seemed as though the spring would never come. All through April +the north wind blew and the nights were frosty. In the middle of +the day the sun shone so warmly that a few big flies began to buzz +around, and the lark proclaimed, on its word of honor, that it was +the height of summer. + +But the lark is the most untrustworthy creature under heaven. +However much it might freeze at night, the frost was forgotten at +the first sunbeam; and the lark soared, singing, high over the +heath, until it bethought itself that it was hungry. + +Then it sank slowly down in wide circles, singing, and beating time +to its song with the flickering of its wings. But a little way from +the earth it folded its wings and dropped like a stone down into +the heather. + +The lapwing tripped with short steps among the hillocks, and nodded +its head discreetly. It had no great faith in the lark, and +repeated its wary "Bi litt! Bi litt!" [Note: "Wait a bit! Wait a +bit!" Pronounced _Bee leet_] A couple of mallards lay snuggling in +a marsh-hole, and the elder one was of opinion that spring would +not come until we had rain. + +Far on into May the meadows were still yellow; only here and there +on the sunny leas was there any appearance of green. But if you lay +down upon the earth you could see a multitude of little shoots-- +some thick, others as thin as green darning-needles--which thrust +their heads cautiously up through the mould. But the north wind +swept so coldly over them that they turned yellow at the tips, and +looked as if they would like to creep back again. + +But that they could not do; so they stood still and waited, only +sprouting ever so little in the midday sun. + +The mallard was right; it was rain they wanted. And at last it +came--cold in the beginning, but gradually warmer; and when it was +over the sun came out in earnest. And now you would scarcely have +known it again; it shone warmly, right from the early morning till +the late evening, so that the nights were mild and moist. + +Then an immense activity set in; everything was behindhand, and had +to make up for lost time. The petals burst from the full buds with +a little crack, and all the big and little shoots made a sudden +rush. They darted out stalks, now to the one side, now to the +other, as quickly as though they lay kicking with green legs. The +meadows were spangled with flowers and weeds, and the heather +slopes towards the sea began to light up. + +Only the yellow sand along the shore remained as it was; it has no +flowers to deck itself with, and lyme-grass is all its finery. +Therefore it piles itself up into great mounds, seen far and wide +along the shore, on which the long soft stems sway like a green +banner. + +There the sand-pipers ran about so fast that their legs looked like +a piece of a tooth comb. The sea-gulls walked on the beach, where +the waves could sweep over their legs. They held themselves +sedately, their heads depressed and their crops protruded, like old +ladies in muddy weather. + +The sea-pie stood with his heels together, in his tight trousers, +his black swallow-tail, and his white waistcoat. + +"Til By'n! Til By'n!" he cried [Note: "To Town! To Town!"], and at +each cry ho made a quick little bow, so that his coat tails whisked +up behind him. + +Up in the heather the lapwing flew about flapping her wings. The +spring had overtaken her so suddenly that she had not had time to +find a proper place for her nest. She had laid her eggs right in +the middle of a flat-topped mound. It was all wrong, she knew that +quite well; but it could not be helped now. + +The lark laughed at it all; but the sparrows were all in a +hurry-scurry. They were not nearly ready. Some had not even a nest; +others had laid an egg or two; but the majority had sat on the +cow-house roof, week out, week in, chattering about the almanac. + +Now they were in such a fidget they did not know where to begin. +They held a meeting in a great rose-bush, beside the Pastor's +garden-fence, all cackling and screaming together. The cock-sparrows +ruffled themselves up, so that all their feathers stood straight +on end; and then they perked their tails up slanting in the air, +so that they looked like little gray balls with a pin stuck in +them. So they trundled down the branches and ricochetted away +over the meadow. + +All of a sudden, two dashed against each other. The rest rushed up, +and all the little balls wound themselves into one big one. It +rolled forward from under the bush, rose with a great hubbub a +little way into the air, then fell in one mass to the earth and +went to pieces. And then, without uttering a sound, each of the +little balls suddenly went his way, and a moment afterwards there +was not a sparrow to be seen about the whole Parsonage. + +Little Ansgarius had watched the battle of the sparrows with lively +interest. For, in his eyes, it was a great engagement, with charges +and cavalry skirmishes. He was reading _Universal History_ and the +_History of Norway_ with his father, and therefore everything that +happened about the house assumed a martial aspect in one way or +another. When the cows came home in the evening, they ware great +columns of infantry advancing; the hens were the volunteer forces, +and the cock was Burgomaster Nansen. + +Ansgarius was a clever boy, who had all his dates at his fingers' +ends; but he had no idea of the meaning of time. Accordingly, he +jumbled together Napoleon and Eric Blood-Axe and Tiberius; and on +the ships which he saw sailing by in the offing he imagined +Tordenskiold doing battle, now with Vikings, and now with the +Spanish Armada. + +In a secret den behind the summer-house he kept a red broom-stick, +which was called Bucephalus. It was his delight to prance about the +garden with his steed between his legs, and a flowerstick in his +hand. + +A little way from the garden there was a hillock with a few small +trees upon it. Here he could lie in ambush and keep watch far and +wide over the heathery levels and the open sea. + +He never failed to descry one danger or another drawing near; +either suspicious-looking boats on the beach, or great squadrons of +cavalry advancing so cunningly that they looked like nothing but a +single horse. But Ansgarius saw through their stealthy tactics; he +wheeled Bucephalus about, tore down from the mound and through the +garden, and dashed at a gallop into the farm-yard. The hens +shrieked as if their last hour had come, and Burgomaster Nansen +flew right against the Pastor's study window. + +The Pastor hurried to the window, and just caught sight of +Bucephalus's tail as the hero dashed round the corner of the +cow-house, where he proposed to place himself in a posture of +defence. + +"That boy is deplorably wild," thought the Pastor. He did not at +all like all these martial proclivities. Ansgarius was to be a man +of peace, like the Pastor himself; and it was a positive pain to +him to see how easily the boy learned and assimilated everything +that had to do with war and fighting. + +The Pastor would try now and then to depict the peaceful life of +the ancients or of foreign nations. But he made little impression. +Ansgarius pinned his faith to what he found in his book; and there +it was nothing but war after war. The people were all soldiers, the +heroes waded in blood; and it was fruitless labor for the Pastor to +try to awaken the boy to any sympathy with those whose blood they +waded in. + +It would occur to the Pastor now and again that it might, perhaps, +have been better to have filled the young head from the first with +more peaceful ideas and images than the wars of rapacious monarchs +or the murders and massacres of our forefathers. But then he +remembered that he himself had gone through the same course in his +boyhood, so that it must be all right. Ansgarius would be a man of +peace none the less--and if not! "Well, everything is in the hand +of Providence," said the Pastor confidingly, and set to work again +at his sermon. + +"You're quite forgetting your lunch to-day, father," said a blond +head in the door-way. + +"Why, so I am, Rebecca; I'm a whole hour too late," answered the +father, and went at once into the dining-room. + +The father and daughter sat down at the luncheon-table. Ansgarius +was always his own master on Saturdays, when the Pastor was taken +up with his sermon. + +You would not easily have found two people who suited each other +better, or who lived on terms of more intimate friendship, than the +Pastor and his eighteen-year-old daughter. She had been motherless +from childhood; but there was so much that was womanly in her +gentle, even-tempered father, that the young girl, who remembered +her mother only as a pale face that smiled on her, felt the loss +rather as a peaceful sorrow than as a bitter pain. + +And for him she came to fill up more and more, as she ripened, the +void that had been left in his soul; and all the tenderness, which +at his wife's death had been se clouded in sorrow and longing, now +gathered around the young woman who grew up under his eyes; so that +his sorrow was assuaged and peace descended upon his mind. + +Therefore he was able to be almost like a mother to her. He taught +her to look upon the world with his own pure, untroubled eyes. It +became the better part of his aim in life to hedge her around and +protect her fragile and delicate nature from all the soilures and +perturbations which make the world so perplexing, so difficult, and +so dangerous an abiding-place. + +When they stood together on the hill beside the Parsonage, gazing +forth over the surging sea, he would say: "Look, Rebecca! yonder is +an image of life--of that life in which the children of this world +are tossed to and fro; in which impure passions rock the frail +skiff about, to litter the shore at last with its shattered +fragments. He only can defy the storm who builds strong bulwarks +around a pure heart--at his feet the waves break powerlessly." + +Rebecca clung to her father; she felt so safe by his side. There +was such a radiance over all he said, that when she thought of the +future she seemed to see the path before her bathed in light. For +all her questions he had an answer; nothing was too lofty for him, +nothing too lowly. They exchanged ideas without the least +constraint, almost like brother and sister. + +And yet one point remained dark between them. On all other matters +she would question her father directly; here she had to go +indirectly to work, to get round something which she could never +get over. + +She knew her father's great sorrow; she knew what happiness he had +enjoyed and lost. She followed with the warmest sympathy the +varying fortunes of the lovers in the books she read aloud during +the winter evenings; her heart understood that love, which brings +the highest joy, may also cause the deepest sorrow. But apart from +the sorrows of ill-starred love, she caught glimpses of something +else--a terrible something which she did not understand. Dark forms +would now and then appear to her, gliding through the paradise of +love, disgraced and abject. The sacred name of love was linked with +the direst shame and the deepest misery. Among people whom she +knew, things happened from time to time which she dared not think +about; and when, in stern but guarded words, her father chanced to +speak of moral corruption, she would shrink, for hours afterwards, +from meeting his eye. + +He remarked this and was glad. In such sensitive purity had she +grown up, so completely had he succeeded in holding aloof from her +whatever could disturb her childlike innocence, that her soul was +like a shining pearl to which no mire could cling. + +He prayed that he might ever keep her thus! + +So long as he himself was there to keep watch, no harm should +approach her. And if he was called away, he had at least provided +her with armor of proof for life, which would stand her in good +stead on the day of battle. And a day of battle no doubt would +come. He gazed at her with a look which she did not understand, and +said with his strong faith, "Well, well, everything is in the hand +of Providence!" + +"Haven't you time to go for a walk with me to-day, father?" asked +Rebecca, when they had finished dinner. + +"Why, yes; do you know, I believe it would do me good. The weather +is delightful, and I've been so industrious that my sermon is as +good as finished." + +They stepped out upon the threshold before the main entrance, which +faced the other buildings of the farm. There was this peculiarity +about the Parsonage, that the high-road, leading to the town, +passed right through the farm-yard. The Pastor did not at all like +this, for before everything he loved peace and quietness; and +although the district was sufficiently out-of-the-way, there was +always a certain amount of life on the road which led to the town. + +But for Ansgarius the little traffic that came their way was an +inexhaustible source of excitement. While the father and daughter +stood on the threshold discussing whether they should follow the +road or go through the heather down to the beach, the young warrior +suddenly came rushing up the hill and into the yard. He was flushed +and out of breath, and Bucephalus was going at a hand gallop. Right +before the door he reined in his horse with a sudden jerk, so that +he made a deep gash in the sand; and swinging his sword, he +shouted, "They're coming, they're coming!" + +"Who are coming?" asked Rebecca. + +"Snorting black chargers and three war chariots full of men-at-arms." + +"Rubbish, my boy!" said his father, sternly. + +"Three phaetons are coming with townspeople in them," said +Ansgarius, and dismounted with an abashed air. + +"Let us go in, Rebecca," said the Pastor, turning. + +But at the same moment the foremost horses came at a quick pace +over the brow of the hill. They were not exactly snorting chargers; +yet it was a pretty sight as carriage after carriage came into view +in the sunshine, full of merry faces and lively colors. Rebecca +could not help stopping. + +On the back seat of the foremost carriage sat an elderly gentleman +and a buxom lady. On the front seat she saw a young lady; and just +as they entered the yard, a gentleman who sat at her side stood up, +and, with a word of apology to the lady on the back seat, turned +and looked forward past the driver. Rebecca gazed at him without +knowing what she was doing. + +"How lovely it is here!" cried the young man. + +For the Parsonage lay on the outermost slope towards the sea, so +that the vast blue horizon suddenly burst upon you as you entered +the yard. + +The gentleman on the back seat leaned a little forward. "Yes, it's +very pretty here," he said; "I'm glad that you appreciate our +peculiar scenery, Mr. Lintzow." + +At the same moment the young man's glance met Rebecca's, and she +instantly lowered her eyes. But he stopped the driver, and cried, +"Let us remain here!" + +"Hush!" said the older lady, with a low laugh. "This won't do, Mr. +Lintzow; this is the Parsonage." + +"It doesn't matter," cried the young man, merrily, as he jumped out +of the carriage. "I say," he shouted backward towards the other +carriages, "sha'n't we rest here?" + +"Yes, yes," came the answer in chorus; and the merry party began at +once to alight. + +But now the gentleman on the back seat rose, and said, seriously: +"No, no, my friends! this really won't do! It's out of the question +for us to descend upon the clergyman, whom we don't know at all. +It's only ten minutes' drive to the district judge's, and there +they are in the habit of receiving strangers." + +He was on the point of giving orders to drive on, when the Pastor +appeared in the door-way, with a friendly bow. He knew Consul +Hartvig by sight--the leading man of the town. + +"If your party will make the best of things here, it will be a +great pleasure to me; and I think I may say that, so far as the +view goes--" + +"Oh no, my dear Pastor, you're altogether too kind; it's out of +the question for us to accept your kind invitation, and I must +really beg you to excuse these young madcaps," said Mrs. Hartvig, +half in despair when she saw her youngest son, who had been seated +in the last carriage, already deep in a confidential chat with +Ansgarius. + +"But I assure you, Mrs. Hartvig," answered the Pastor, smiling, +"that so pleasant an interruption of our solitude would be most +welcome both to my daughter and myself." + +Mr. Lintzow opened the carriage-door with a formal bow, Consul +Hartvig looked at his wife and she at him, the Pastor advanced and +renewed his invitation, and the end was that, with half-laughing +reluctance, they alighted and suffered the Pastor to usher them +into the spacious garden-room. + +Then came renewed excuses and introductions. The party consisted of +Consul Hartvig's children and some young friends of theirs, the +picnic having been arranged in honor of Max Lintzow, a friend of +the eldest son of the house, who was spending some days as the +Consul's guest. + +"My daughter Rebecca," said the Pastor, presenting her, "who will +do the best our humble house-keeping permits." + +"No, no, I protest, my dear Pastor," the lively Mrs. Hartvig +interrupted him eagerly, "this is going too far! Even if this +incorrigible Mr. Lintzow and my crazy sons have succeeded in +storming your house and home, I won't resign the last remnants of +my authority. The entertainment shall most certainly be my affair. +Off you go, young men," she said, turning to her sons, "and unpack +the carriages. And you, my dear child, must by all means go and +amuse yourself with the young people; just leave the catering to +me; I know all about that." + +And the kind-hearted woman looked with her honest gray eyes at her +host's pretty daughter, and patted her on the cheek. + +How nice that felt! There was a peculiar coziness in the touch of +the comfortable old lady's soft hand. The tears almost rose to +Rebecca's eyes; she stood as if she expected that the strange lady +would put her arms round her neck and whisper to her something she +had long waited to hear. + +But the conversation glided on. The young people, with +ever-increasing glee, brought all sorts of strange parcels out +of the carriages. Mrs. Hartvig threw her cloak upon a chair and set +about arranging things as best she could. But the young people, +always with Mr. Lintzow at their head, seemed determined to make as +much confusion as possible. Even the Pastor was infected by their +merriment, and to Rebecca's unspeakable astonishment she saw her +own father, in complicity with Mr. Lintzow, biding a big paper +parcel under Mrs. Hartvig's cloak. + +At last the racket became too much for the old lady. "My dear Miss +Rebecca," she exclaimed, "have you not any show-place to exhibit in +the neighborhood--the farther off the better--so that I might get +these crazy beings off my hands for a little while?" + +"There's a lovely view from the King's Knoll; and then there's the +beach and the sea." + +"Yes, let's go down to the sea!" cried Max Lintzow. + +"That's just what I want," said the old lady. "If you can relieve +me of _him_ I shall be all right, for he is the worst of them all." + +"If Miss Rebecca will lead the way, I will follow wherever she +pleases," said the young man, with a bow. + +Rebecca blushed. Nothing of that sort had ever been said to her +before. The handsome young man made her a low bow, and his words +had such a ring of sincerity. But there was no time to dwell upon +this impression; the whole merry troop were soon out of the house, +through the garden, and, with Rebecca and Lintzow at their head, +making their way up to the little height which was called the +King's Knoll. + +Many years ago a number of antiquities had been dug up on the top +of the Knoll, and one of the Pastor's predecessors in the parish +had planted some hardy trees upon the slopes. With the exception of +a rowan-tree, and a walnut-avenue in the Parsonage garden, these +were the only trees to be found for miles round on the windy slopes +facing the open sea. In spite of storms and sand-drifts, they had, +in the course of time, reached something like the height of a man, +and, turning their bare and gnarled stems to the north wind, like a +bent back, they stretched forth their long, yearning arms towards +the south. Rebecca's mother had planted some violets among them. + +"Oh, how fortunate!" cried the eldest Miss Hartvig; "here are +violets! Oh, Mr. Lintzow, do pick me a bouquet of them for this +evening!" + +The young man, who had been exerting himself to hit upon the right +tone in which to converse with Rebecca, fancied that the girl +started at Miss Frederica's words. + +"You are very fond of the violets?" he said, softly. + +She looked up at him in surprise; how could he possibly know that? + +"Don't you think, Miss Hartvig, that it would be better to pick the +flowers just as we are starting, so that they may keep fresher?" + +"As you please," she answered, shortly. + +"Let's hope she'll forget all about it by that time," said Max +Lintzow to himself, under his breath. + +But Rebecca heard, and wondered what pleasure he could find in +protecting her violets, instead of picking them for that handsome +girl. + +After they had spent some time in admiring the limitless prospect, +the party left the Knoll and took a foot-path downward towards the +beach. + +On the smooth, firm sand, at the very verge of the sea, the young +people strolled along, conversing gayly. Rebecca was at first quite +confused. It seemed as though these merry towns-people spoke a +language she did not understand. Sometimes she thought they laughed +at nothing; and, on the other hand, she herself often could not +help laughing at their cries of astonishment and their questions +about everything they saw. + +But gradually she began to feel at her ease among these +good-natured, kindly people; the youngest Miss Hartvig even put +her arm around her waist as they walked. And then Rebecca, too, +thawed; she joined in their laughter, and said what she had to say +as easily and freely as any of the others. It never occurred to her +to notice that the young men, and especially Mr. Lintzow, were +chiefly taken up with her; and the little pointed speeches which +this circumstance called forth from time to time were as +meaningless for her as much of the rest of the conversation. + +They amused themselves for some time with running down the shelving +beach every time the wave receded, and then rushing up again when +the next wave came. And great was the glee when one of the young +men was overtaken, or when a larger wave than usual sent its fringe +of foam right over the slope, and forced the merry party to beat a +precipitate retreat. + +"Look! Mamma's afraid that we shall be too late for the ball," +cried Miss Hartvig, suddenly; and they now discovered that the +Consul and Mrs. Hartvig and the Pastor were standing like three +windmills on the Parsonage hill, waving with pocket handkerchiefs +and napkins. + +They turned their faces homeward. Rebecca took them by a short cut +over the morass, not reflecting that the ladies from the town could +not jump from tuft to tuft as she could. Miss Frederica, in her +tight skirt, jumped short, and stumbled into a muddy hole. She +shrieked and cried piteously for help, with her eyes fixed upon +Lintzow. + +"Look alive, Henrik!" cried Max to Hartvig junior, who was nearer +at hand; "why don't you help your sister?" + +Miss Frederica extricated herself without help, and the party +proceeded. + +The table was laid in the garden, along the wall of the house; and +although the spring was so young, it was warm enough in the +sunshine. When they had all found seats, Mrs. Hartvig cast a +searching glance over the table. + +"Why--why--surely there's something wanting! I'm convinced I saw +the house-keeper wrapping up a black grouse this morning. +Frederica, my dear, don't you remember it?" + +"Excuse me, mother, you know that housekeeping is not at all in my +department." + +Rebecca looked at her father, and so did Lintzow; the worthy Pastor +pulled a face upon which even Ansgarius could read a confession of +crime. + +"I can't possibly believe," began Mrs. Hartvig, "that you, Pastor, +have been conspiring with--" And then he could not help laughing +and making a clean breast of it, amid great merriment, while the +boys in triumph produced the parcel with the game. Every one was in +the best possible humor. Consul Hartvig was delighted to find that +their clerical host could join in a joke, and the Pastor himself +was in higher spirits than he had been in for many a year. + +In the course of the conversation some one happened to remark that +although the arrangements might be countrified enough, the viands +were too town-like; "No country meal is complete without thick +milk." [Note: Milk allowed to stand until it has thickened to the +consistency of curds, and then eaten, commonly with sugar.] + +Rebecca at once rose and demanded leave to bring a basin of milk; +and, paying no attention to Mrs. Hartvig's protests, she left the +table. + +"Let me help you, Miss Rebecca," cried Max, and ran after her. + +"That is a lively young man," said the Pastor. + +"Yes, isn't he?" answered the Consul, "and a deuced good business +man into the bargain. He has spent several years abroad, and now +his father has taken him into partnership." + +"He's perhaps a little unstable," said Mrs. Hartvig, doubtfully. + +"Yes, he is indeed," sighed Miss Frederica. + +The young man followed Rebecca through the suite of rooms that led +to the dairy. At bottom, she did not like this, although the dairy +was her pride; but he joked and laughed so merrily that she could +not help joining in the laughter. + +She chose a basin of milk upon the upper shelf, and stretched out +her arms to reach it. + +"No, no, Miss Rebecca, it's too high for you!" cried Max; "let me +hand it down to you." And as he said so he laid his hand upon hers. + +Rebecca hastily drew back her hand. She knew that her face had +flushed, and she almost felt as if she must burst into tears. + +Then he said, softly and earnestly, lowering his eyes, "Pray, +pardon me, Miss Rebecca. I feel that my behavior must seem far too +light and frivolous to such a woman as you; but I should be sorry +that you should think of me as nothing but the empty coxcomb I +appear to be. Merriment, to many people, is merely a cloak for +their sufferings, and there are some who laugh only that they may +not weep." + +At the last words he looked up. There was something so mournful, +and at the same time so reverential, in his glance, that Rebecca +all of a sudden felt as if she had been unkind to him. She was +accustomed to reach things down from the upper shelf, but when she +again stretched out her hands for the basin of milk, she let her +arms drop, and said, "No, perhaps it _is_ too high for me, after +all." + +A faint smile passed over his face as he took the basin and carried +it carefully out; she accompanied him and opened the doors for him. +Every time he passed her she looked closely at him. His collar, his +necktie, his coat--everything was different from her father's, and +he carried with him a peculiar perfume which she did not know. + +When they came to the garden door, he stopped for an instant, and +looked up with a melancholy smile: "I must take a moment to recover +my expression of gayety, so that no one out there may notice +anything." + +Then he passed out upon the steps with a joking speech to the +company at the table, and she heard their laughing answers; but she +herself remained behind in the garden-room. + +Poor young man! how sorry she was for him; and how strange that she +of all people should be the only one in whom he confided. What +secret sorrow could it be that depressed him? Perhaps he, too, had +lost his mother. Or could it be something still mote terrible? How +glad she would be if only she could help him. + +When Rebecca presently came out he was once more the blithest of +them all. Only once in a while, when he looked at her, his eyes +seemed again to assume that melancholy, half-beseeching expression; +and it cut her to the heart when he laughed at the same moment. + +At last came the time for departure; there was hearty leave-taking +on both sides. But as the last of the packing was going on, and in +the general confusion, while every one was finding his place in the +carriages, or seeking a new place for the homeward journey, Rebecca +slipped into the house, through the rooms, out into the garden, and +away to the King's Knoll. Here she seated herself in the shadow of +the trees, where the violets grew, and tried to collect her thoughts. + +--"What about the violets, Mr. Lintzow?" cried Miss Frederica, who +had already taken her seat in the carriage. + +The young man had for some time been eagerly searching for the +daughter of the house. He answered absently, "I'm afraid it's too +late." + +But a thought seemed suddenly to strike him. "Oh, Mrs. Hartvig," he +cried, "will you excuse me for a couple of minutes while I fetch a +bouquet for Miss Frederica?" + +--Rebecca heard rapid steps approaching; she thought it could be no +one but he. + +"Ah, are you here, Miss Rebecca? I have come to gather some violets." + +She turned half away from him and began to pluck the flowers. + +"Are these flowers for me?" he asked, hesitatingly. + +"Are they not for Miss Frederica?" + +"Oh no, let them be for me!" he besought, kneeling at her side. + +Again his voice had such a plaintive ring in it--almost like that +of a begging child. + +She handed him the violets without looking up. Then he clasped her +round the waist and held her close to him. She did not resist, but +closed her eyes and breathed heavily. Then she felt that he kissed +her--over and over again--on the eyes, on the mouth, meanwhile +calling her by her name, with incoherent words, and then kissing +her again. They called to him from the garden; he let her go and +ran down the mound. The horses stamped, the young man sprang +quickly into the carriage, and it rolled away. But as he was +closing the carriage door he was so maladroit as to drop the +bouquet; only a single violet remained in his hand. + +"I suppose it's no use offering you this one, Miss Frederica?" he +said. + +"No, thanks; you may keep that as a memento of your remarkable +dexterity," answered Miss Hartvig; he was in her black books. + +"Yes--you are right--I shall do so," answered Max Lintzow, with +perfect composure. + +--Next day, after the ball, when he put on his morning-coat, he +found a withered violet in the button-hole. He nipped off the +flower with his fingers, and drew out the stalk from beneath. + +"By-the-bye," he said, smiling to himself in the mirror, "I had +almost forgotten _her_!" + +In the afternoon he went away, and then he _quite_ forgot her. + + +The summer came with warm days and long, luminous nights. The smoke +of the passing steamships lay in long black streaks over the +peaceful sea. The sailing-ships drifted by with flapping sails and +took nearly a whole day to pass out of sight. + +It was some time before the Pastor noticed any change in his +daughter. But little by little he became aware that Rebecca was not +flourishing that summer. She had grown pale, and kept much to her +own room. She scarcely ever came into the study, and at last he +fancied that she avoided him. + +Then he spoke seriously to her, and begged her to tell him if she +was ill, or if mental troubles of any sort had affected her spirits. + +But she only wept, and answered scarcely a word. + +After this conversation, however, things went rather better. She +did not keep so much by herself, and was oftener with her father. +But the old ring was gone from her voice, and her eyes were not so +frank as of old. + +The Doctor came, and began to cross-question her. She blushed as +red as fire, and at last burst into such a paroxysm of weeping, +that the old gentleman left her room and went down to the Pastor in +his study. + +"Well, Doctor, what do you think of Rebecca?" + +"Tell me now, Pastor," began the Doctor, diplomatically, "has your +daughter gone through any violent mental crisis--hm--any--" + +"Temptation, do you mean?" + +"No, not exactly. Has she not had any sort of heartache? Or, to put +it plainly, any love-sorrow?" + +The Pastor was very near feeling a little hurt. How could the +Doctor suppose that his own Rebecca, whose heart was as an open +book to him, could or would conceal from her father any sorrow of +such a nature! And, besides--! Rebecca was really not one of the +girls whose heads were full of romantic dreams of love. And as she +was never away from his side, how could she--? "No, no, my dear +Doctor! That diagnosis does you little credit!" the Pastor +concluded, with a tranquil smile. + +"Well, well, there's no harm done!" said the old Doctor, and wrote +a prescription which was at least innocuous. He knew of no simples +to cure love-sorrows; but in his heart of hearts he held to his +diagnosis. + +The visit of the Doctor had frightened Rebecca. She now kept still +stricter watch upon herself, and redoubled her exertions to seem as +before. For no one must suspect what had happened: that a young +man, an utter stranger, had held her in his arms and kissed her-- +over and over again! + +As often as she realized this the blood rushed to her cheeks. She +washed herself ten times in the day, yet it seemed she could never +be clean. + +For what was it that had happened? Was it of the last extremity of +shame? Was she now any better than the many wretched girls whose +errors she had shuddered to think of, and had never been able to +understand? Ah, if there were only any one she could question! If +she could only unburden her mind of all the doubt and uncertainty +that tortured her; learn clearly what she had done; find out if she +had still the right to look her father in the face--or if she were +the most miserable of all sinners. + +Her father often asked her if she could not confide to him what was +weighing on her mind; for he felt that she was keeping something +from him. But when she looked into his clear eyes, into his pure +open face, it seemed impossible, literally impossible, to approach +that terrible impure point and she only wept. She thought sometimes +of that good Mrs. Hartvig's soft hand; but she was a stranger, and +far away. So she must e'en fight out her fight in utter solitude, +and so quietly that no one should be aware of it. + +And he, who was pursuing his path through life with so bright a +countenance and so heavy a heart! Should she ever see him again? +And if she were ever to meet him, where should she hide herself? He +was an inseparable part of all her doubt and pain; but she felt no +bitterness, no resentment towards him. All that she suffered bound +her closer to him, and he was never out of her thoughts. + +In the daily duties of the household Rebecca was as punctual and +careful as ever. But in everything she did he was present to her +memory. Innunmerable spots in the house and garden recalled him to +her thoughts; she met him in the door-ways; she remembered where he +stood when first he spoke to her. She had never been at the King's +Knoll since that day; it was there that he had clasped her round +the waist, and--kissed her. + +The Pastor was full of solicitude about his daughter; but whenever +the Doctor's hint occurred to him he shook his head, half angrily. +How could he dream that a practised hand, with a well-worn trick of +the fence, could pierce the armor of proof with which he had +provided her? + + +If the spring had been late, the autumn was early. + +One fine warm summer evening it suddenly began to rain. The next +day it was still raining; and it poured incessantly, growing ever +colder and colder, for eleven days and nights on end. At last it +cleared up; but the next night there were four degrees of frost. +[Note: Reaumur.] + +On the bushes and trees the leaves hung glued together after the +long rain; and when the frost had dried them after its fashion, +they fell to the ground in multitudes at every little puff of wind. + +The Pastor's tenant was one of the few that had got their corn in; +and now it had to be threshed while there was water for the +machine. The little brook in the valley rushed foaming along, as +brown as coffee, and all the men on the farm were taken up with +tending the machine and carting corn and straw up and down the +Parsonage hill. + +The farm-yard was bestrewn with straw, and when the wind swirled in +between the houses it seized the oat-straws by the head, raised +them on end, and set them dancing along like yellow spectres. It +was the juvenile autumn wind trying its strength; not until well on +in the winter, when it has full-grown lungs, does it take to +playing with tiles and chimney-pots. + +A sparrow sat crouched together upon the dog-kennel; it drew its +head down among its feathers, blinked its eyes, and betrayed no +interest in anything. But in reality it noted carefully where the +corn was deposited. In the great sparrow-battle of the spring it +had been in the very centre of the ball, and had pecked and +screamed with the best of them. But it had sobered down since then; +it thought of its wife and children, and reflected how good it was +to have something in reserve against the winter. + +--Ansgarius looked forward to the winter--to perilous expeditions +through the snow-drifts and pitch-dark evenings with thundering +breakers. He already turned to account the ice which lay on the +puddles after the frosty nights, by making all his tin soldiers, +with two brass cannons, march out upon it. Stationed upon an +overturned bucket, he watched the ice giving way, little by little, +until the whole army was immersed, and only the wheels of the +cannons remained visible. Then he shouted, "Hurrah!" and swung his +cap. + +"What are you shouting about?" asked the Pastor, who happened to +pass through the farm-yard. + +"I'm playing at Austerlitz!" answered Ansgarius, beaming. + +The father passed on, sighing mournfully; he could not understand +his children. + +--Down in the garden sat Rebecca on a bench in the sun. She looked +out over the heather, which was in purple flower, while the meadows +were putting on their autumn pallor. + +The lapwings were gathering in silence, and holding flying drills +in preparation for their journey; wad all the strand birds were +assembling, in order to take flight together. Even the lark had +lost its courage and was seeking convoy voiceless and unknown among +the other gray autumn birds. But the sea-gull stalked peaceably +about, protruding its crop; it was not under notice to quit. + +The air was so still and languid and hazy. All sounds and colors +were toning down against the winter, and that vas very pleasant to +her. + +She was weary, and the long dead winter would suit her well. She +knew that her winter would be longer than all the others, and she +began to shrink from the spring. + +Then everything would awaken that the winter had laid to sleep. The +birds would come back and sing the old songs with new voices; and +upon the King's Knoll her mother's violets would peer forth afresh +in azure clusters; it was there that he had clasped her round the +waist and kissed her--over and over again. + + + +THE PEAT MOOR. + +High over the heathery wastes flew a wise old raven. + +He was bound many miles westward, right out to the sea-coast, to +unearth a sow's ear which he had buried in the good times. + +It was now late autumn, and food was scarce. + +When you see one raven, says Father Brehm, you need only look round +to discover a second. + +But you might have looked long enough where this wise old raven +came flying; he was, and remained, alone. And without troubling +about anything or uttering a sound, he sped on his strong +coal-black wings through the dense rain-mist, steering due west. + +But as he flew, evenly and meditatively, his sharp eyes searched +the landscape beneath, and the old bird was full of chagrin. + +Year by year the little green and yellow patches down there +increased in number and size; rood after rood was cut out of the +heathery waste, little houses sprang up with red-tiled roofs and +low chimneys breathing oily peat-reek. Men and their meddling +everywhere! + +He remembered how, in the days of his youth--several winters ago, +of course--this was the very place for a wide-awake raven with a +family: long, interminable stretches of heather, swarms of leverets +and little birds, eider-ducks on the shore with delicious big eggs, +and tidbits of all sorts abundant as heart could desire. + +Now he saw house upon house, patches of yellow corn-land and green +meadows; and food was so scarce that a gentlemanly old raven had to +fly miles and miles for a paltry sow's ear. + +Oh, those men! those men! The old bird knew them. + +He had grown up among men, and, what was more, among the +aristocracy. He had passed his childhood and youth at the great +house close to the town. + +But now, whenever he passed over the house, he soared high into the +air, so as not to be recognized. For when he saw a female figure +down in the garden, he thought it was the young lady of the house, +wearing powdered hair and a white head-dress; whereas it was in +reality her daughter, with snow-white curls and a widow's cap. + +Had he enjoyed his life among the aristocracy? Oh, that's as you +please to look at it. There was plenty to eat and plenty to learn; +but, after all, it was captivity. During the first years his left +wing was clipped, and afterwards, as his old master used to say, he +was upon _parole d'honneur_. + +This parole he had broken one spring when a glossy-black young +she-raven happened to fly over the garden. + +Some time afterwards--a few winters had slipped away--he came back +to the house. But some strange boys threw stones at him; the old +master and the young lady were not at home. + +"No doubt they are in town," thought the old raven; and he came +again some time later. But he met with just the same reception. + +Then the gentlemenly old bird--for in the meantime he had grown +old--felt hurt, and now he flew high over the house. He would have +nothing more to do with men, and the old master and the young lady +might look for him as long as they pleased. That they did so he +never doubted. + +And he forgot all that he had learned, both the difficult French +words which the young lady taught him in the drawing-room, and the +incomparably easier expletives which he had picked up on his own +account in the servants' hall. + +Only two human sounds clung to his memory, the last relics of his +vanished learning. When he was in a thoroughly good humor, he would +often say, "Bonjour, madame!" But when he was angry, he shrieked, +"Go to the devil!" + +Through the dense rain-mist he sped swiftly and unswervingly; +already he saw the white wreath of surf along the coast. Then he +descried a great black waste stretching out beneath him. It was a +peat moor. + +It was encircled with farms on the heights around; but on the low +plain--it must have been over a mile [Note: One Norwegian mile is +equal to seven English miles.] long--there was no trace of human +meddling; only a few stacks of peat on the outskirts, with black +hummocks and gleaming water-holes between them. + +"Bonjour, madame!" cried the old raven, and began to wheel in great +circles over the moor. It looked so inviting that he settled +downward, slowly and warily, and alighted upon a tree-root in the +midst of it. + +Here it was just as in the old days-a silent wilderness. On some +scattered patches of drier soil there grew a little short heather +and a few clumps of rushes. They were withered; but on their stiff +stems there still hung one or two tufts--black, and sodden by the +autumn rain. For the most part the soil was fine, black, and +crumbling--wet and full of water-holes. Gray and twisted tree-roots +stuck up above the surface, interlaced like a gnarled net-work. + +The old raven well understood all that he saw. There had been trees +here in the old times, before even his day. + +The wood had disappeared; branches, leaves, everything was gone. +Only the tangled roots remained, deep down in the soft mass of +black fibres and water. + +But further than this, change could not possibly go; so it must +endure, and here, at any rate, men would have to stint their +meddling. + +The old bird held himself erect. The farms lay so far away that he +felt securely at home, here in the middle of the bottomless morass. +One relic, at least, of antiquity must remain undisturbed. He +smoothed his glossy black feathers, and said several times, +"Bonjour, madame!" + +But down from the nearest farm came a couple of men with a horse +and cart; two small boys ran behind. They took a crooked course +among the hummocks, but made as though to cross the morass. + +"They must soon stop," thought the raven. + +But they drew nearer and nearer; the old bird turned his head +uneasily from side to side; it was strange that they should venture +so far out. + +At last they stopped, and the men set to work with spades and axes. +The raven could see that they were struggling with a huge root +which they wanted to loosen. + +"They will soon tire of that," thought the raven. + +But they did not tire, they hacked with their axes--the sharpest +the raven had ever seen--they dug and hauled, and at last they +actually got the huge stem turned over on its side, so that the +whole tough net-work of roots stood straight up in the air. + +The small boys wearied of digging canals between the water-holes. +"Look at that great big crow over there," said one of them. + +They armed themselves with a stone in each hand, and came sneaking +forward behind the hummocks. + +The raven saw them quite well. But that was not the worst thing it +saw. + +Not even out on the morass was antiquity to be left in peace. He +had now seen that even the gray tree-roots, older than the oldest +raven, and firmly inwoven into the deep, bottomless morass--that +even they had to yield before the sharp axes. + +And when the boys had got so near that they were on the point of +opening fire, he raised his heavy wings and soared aloft. + +But as he rose into the air and looked down upon the toiling men +and the stupid boys, who stood gaping at him with a stone in each +hand, a great wrath seized the old bird. + +He swooped down upon the boys like an eagle, and while his great +wings flounced about their ears, he shrieked in a terrible voice, +"Go to the devil!" + +The boys gave a yell and threw themselves down upon the ground. +When they presently ventured to look up again, all was still and +deserted as before. Far away, a solitary blackbird winged to the +westward. + +But till they grew to be men--aye, even to their dying day--they +were firmly convinced that the Evil One himself had appeared to +them out on the black morass, in the form of a monstrous black bird +with eyes of fire. + +But it was only an old raven, flying westward to unearth a sow's +ear which it had buried. + + + +"HOPE'S CLAD IN APRIL GREEN." + +"You're kicking up the dust!" cried Cousin Hans. + +Ola did not hear. + +"He's quite as deaf as Aunt Maren," thought Hans. "You're kicking +up the dust!" he shouted, louder. + +"Oh, I beg your pardon!" said Cousin Ola, and lifted his feet high +in air at every step. Not for all the world would he do anything to +annoy his brother; he had too much on his conscience already. + +Was he not at this very moment thinking of her whom he knew that +his brother loved? And was it not sinful of him to be unable to +conquer a passion which, besides being a wrong towards his own +brother, was so utterly hopeless? + +Cousin Ola took himself sternly to task, and while he kept to the +other side of the way, so as not to make a dust, he tried with all +his might to think of the most indifferent things. But however far +away his thoughts might start, they always returned by the +strangest short-cuts to the forbidden point, and began once more to +flutter around it, like moths around a candle. + +The brothers, who were paying a holiday visit to their uncle, the +Pastor, were now on their way to the Sheriff's house, where there +was to be a dancing-party for young people. There were many +students paying visits in the neighborhood, so that these parties +passed like an epidemic from house to house. + +Cousin Hans was thus in his very element; he sang, he danced, he +was entertaining from morning to night; and if his tone had been a +little sharp when he declared that Ola was kicking up the dust, it +was really because of his annoyance at being unable, by any means, +to screw his brother up to the same pitch of hilarity. + +We already know what was oppressing Ola. But even under ordinary +circumstances he was more quiet and retiring than his brother. He +danced "like a pair of nut-crackers," said Hans; he could not sing +at all (Cousin Hans even declared that his speaking voice was +monotonous and unsympathetic); and, in addition to all this, he was +rather absent and ill-at-ease in the society of ladies. + +As they approached the Sheriff's house, they heard a carriage +behind them. + +"That's the Doctor's people," said Hans, placing himself in +position for bowing; for the beloved one was the daughter of the +district physician. + +"Oh, how lovely she is--in light pink!" said Cousin Hans. + +Cousin Ola saw at once that the beloved one was in light green; but +he dared not say a word lest he should betray himself by his voice, +for his heart was in his throat. + +The carriage passed at full speed; the young men bowed, and the old +Doctor cried out, "Come along!" + +"Why, I declare, that was she in light green!" said Cousin Hans; he +had barely had time to transfer his burning glance from the +light-pink frock to the light-green. "But wasn't she lovely, Ola?" + +"Oh yes," answered Ola with an effort. + +"What a cross-grained being you are!" exclaimed Hans, indignantly. +"But even if you're devoid of all sense for female beauty, I think +you might at least show more interest in--in your brother's future +wife." + +"If you only knew how she interests me," thought the nefarious Ola, +hanging his head. + +But meanwhile this delightful meeting had thrown Hans into an +ecstatic mood of amorous bliss; he swung his stick, snapped his +fingers, and sang at the pitch of his voice. + +As he thought of the fair one in the light-green frock--fresh as +spring, airy as a butterfly, he called it--the refrain of an old +ditty rose to his lips, and he sang it with great enjoyment: + + "Hope's clad in April green-- + Trommelommelom, trommelommelom, + Tender it's vernal sheen-- + Trommelommelom, trommelommelom." + +This verse seemed to him eminently suited to the situation, and he +repeated it over and over again--now in the waltz-time of the old +melody, now as a march, and again as a serenade--now in loud, +jubilant tones, and then half whispering, as if he were confiding +his love and his hope to the moon and the silent groves. + +Cousin Ola was almost sick; for, great as was his respect for his +brother's singing, he became at last so dog-tired of this +April-green hope and this eternal "Trommelommelom" that it was a +great relief to him when they at last arrived at the Sheriff's. + +The afternoon passed as it always does on such occasions; they all +enjoyed themselves mightily. For most of them were in love, and +those who were not found almost a greater pleasure in keeping an +eye upon those who were. + +Some one proposed a game of "La Grace" in the garden. Cousin Hans +rushed nimbly about and played a thousand pranks, threw the game +into confusion, and paid his partner all sorts of attentions. + +Cousin Ola stood at his post and gave his whole mind to his task; +he caught the ring and sent it off again with never failing +precision. Ola would have enjoyed himself, too, if only his +conscience had not so bitterly upbraided him for his nefarious love +for his brother's "future wife." + +When the evening began to grow cool the party went in-doors, and +the dancing began. + +Ola did not dance much at any time, but to-day he was not at all in +the humor. He occupied himself in observing Hans, who spent the +whole evening in worshipping his lady-love. A spasm shot through +Ola's heart when he saw the light-green frock whirl away in his +brother's arms, and it seemed to him that they danced every dance +together. + +At last came the time for breaking up. Most of the older folks had +already taken their departure in their respective carriages, the +young people having resolved to see each other home in the +delicious moonlight. + +But when the last galop was over, the hostess would not hear of the +young ladies going right out into the evening air, while they were +still warm with dancing. She therefore decreed half an hour for +cooling down, and, to occupy this time in the pleasantest manner, +she begged Cousin Hans to sing a little song. + +He was ready at once, he was not one of those foolish people who +require pressing; he knew quite well the value of his talent. + +There was, however, this peculiarity about Hans's singing, or +rather about its reception, that opinion was more than usually +divided as to its merits. By three persons in the world his +execution was admired as something incomparable. These three +persons were, first, Cousin Ola, then Aunt Maren, and lastly Cousin +Hans himself. Then there was a large party which thought it great +fun to hear Cousin Hans sing. "He always makes something out of +it." But lastly there came a few evil-disposed people who asserted +that he could neither sing nor play. + +It was with respect to the latter point, the accompaniment, that +Cousin Ola always cherished a secret reproach against his brother-- +the only shadow upon his admiration for him. + +He knew how much labor it had cost both Hans himself and his +sisters to get him drilled in these accompaniments, especially in +the three minor chords with which he always finished up, and which +he practised beforehand every time he went to a party. + +So, when he saw his brother seated at the piano, letting his +fingers run lightly and carelessly over the key-board, and then +looking up to the ceiling and muttering, "What key is it in again?" +as if he were searching for the right one, a shiver always ran +through Cousin Ola. For he knew that Hans had mastered three +accompaniments, and no more--one minor and two major. + +And when the singer, before rising from the piano, threw in these +three carefully-practised minor chords so lightly, and with such an +impromptu air, as if his fingers had instinctively chanced upon +them, then Ola shook his head and said to himself, "This is not +quite straightforward of Hans." + +In the mean time his brother sang away at his rich repertory. +Schumann and Kierulf were his favorites, so he performed _"Du bist +die Ruh," "My loved one, I am prison'd" "Ich grolle nicht," "Die +alten boesen Lieder," "I lay my all, love, at thy feet," "Aus meiren +grossen Schmerzen mach' ich die kleinen Lieder"_--all with the same +calm superiority, and that light, half-sportive accompaniment. The +only thing that gave him a little trouble was that fatal point, +_"Ich legt' auch meine Liebe, Und meinen Schmerz hinein;"_ but even +of this he made something. + +Then Ola, who knew to a nicety the limits of his brother's musical +accomplishment, noticed that he was leaving the beaten track, and +beginning to wander among the keys; and presently he was horrified +to find that Hans was groping after that unhappy "Hope's clad in +April green." But fortunately he could not hit upon it, so he +confined himself to humming the song half aloud, while he threw in +the three famous minor chords. + +"Now we're quite cool again," cried the fair one in light green, +hastily. + +There was a general burst of laughter at her eagerness to get away, +and she was quite crimson when she said good-night. + +Cousin Ola, who was standing near the hostess, also took his leave. +Cousin Hans, on the other hand, was detained by the Sheriff, who +was anxious to learn under what teachers he had studied music; and +that took time. + +Thus it happened that Ola and the fair one in the light green +passed out into the passage at the same time. There the young folks +were crowding round the hat-pegs, some to find their own wraps, +some to take down other people's. + +"I suppose it's no good trying to push our way forward," said the +fair one. + +Ola's windpipe contracted in such a vexatious way that he only +succeeded in uttering a meaningless sound. They stood close to each +other in the crush, and Ola would gladly have given a finger to be +able to say something pleasant to her, or at least something +rational; but he found it quite impossible. + +"Of course you've enjoyed the evening?" said she, in a friendly tone. + +Cousin Ola thought of the pitiful part he had been playing all +evening; his unsociableness weighed so much upon his mind that he +answered--the very stupidest thing he could have answered, he +thought, the moment the words were out of his lips--"I'm so sorry +that I can't sing." + +"I suppose it's a family failing," answered the fair one, with a +rapid glance. + +"N-n-no," said Ola, exceedingly put out, "my brother sings +capitally." + +"Do you think so?" she said, drily. + +This was the most astounding thing that had ever happened to Ola: +that there could be more than one opinion about his brother's +singing, and that she, his "future wife," did not seem to admire +it! And yet it was not quite unpleasant to him to hear it. + +Again there was a silence, which Ola sought in vain to break. + +"Don't you care for dancing?" she asked. + +"Not with every one," he blurted out. + +She laughed: "No, no; but gentlemen have the right to choose." + +Now Ola began to lose his footing. He felt like a man who is +walking, lost in thought, through the streets on a winter evening, +and who suddenly discovers that he has got upon a patch of slippery +ice. There was nothing for it but to keep up and go ahead; so, with +the courage of despair, he said "If I knew--or dared to hope--that +one of the ladies--no--that the lady I wanted to dance with--that +she would care to--hm--that she would dance with me, then--then--" +he could get no further, and after saying "then" two or three times +over, he came to a stand-still. + +"You could ask her," said the fair one. + +Her bracelet had come unfastened, and its clasp was so stiff that +she had to bend right forward and pinch it so hard that she became +quite red in the face, in order to fasten it again. + +"Would you, for example, dance with me?" Ola's brain was swimming. + +"Why not?" she answered. She stood pressing the point of her shoe +into a crack in the floor. + +"We're to have a party at the Parsonage on Friday--would you give +me a dance then?" + +"With pleasure; which would you like?" she answered, trying her +best to assume a "society" manner. + +"A quadrille?" said Ola; thinking: "Quadrilles are so long." + +"The second quadrille is disengaged," answered the lady. + +"And a galop?" + +"Yes, thank you; the first galop," she replied, with a little +hesitation. + +"And a polka?" + +"No, no! no more," cried the fair one, looking at Ola with alarm. + +At the same moment, Hans came rushing along at full speed. "Oh, how +lucky I am to find you!--but in what company!" + +Thereupon he took possession of the fair one in his amiable +fashion, and drew her away with him to find her wraps and join the +others. + +"A quadrille and a galop; but no more--so so! so so!" repeated +Cousin Ola. He stood as though rooted to the spot. At last he +became aware that he was alone. He hastily seized a hat, slunk out +by the back way, sneaked through the garden, and clambered with +great difficulty over the garden fence, not far from the gate which +stood ajar. + +He struck into the first foot-path through the fields, fixing his +eyes upon the Parsonage chimneys. He was vaguely conscious that he +was getting wet up to the knees in the long grass; but on the other +hand, he was not in the least aware that the Sheriff's old uniform +cap, which he had had the luck to snatch up in his haste, was +waggling about upon his head, until at last it came to rest when +the long peak slipped down over his ear. + +"A quadrille and a galop; but no more--so so! so so!--" + +--It was pretty well on in the night when Hans approached the +Parsonage. He had seen the ladies of the Doctor's party home, and +was now making up the accounts of the day as he went along. + +"She's a little shy; but on the whole I don't dislike that." + +When he left the road at the Parsonage garden, he said, "She's +dreadfully shy--almost more than I care for." + +But as he crossed the farm-yard, he vowed that coy and capricious +girls were the most intolerable creatures he knew. The thing was +that he did not feel at all satisfied with the upshot of the day. +Not that he for a moment doubted that she loved him; but, just on +that account, he thought her coldness and reserve doubly annoying. +She had never once thrown the ring to him; she had never once +singled him out in the cotillion; and on the way home she had +talked to every one but him. But he would adopt a different policy +the next time; she should soon come to repent that day. + +He slipped quietly into the house, so that his uncle might not hear +how late he was. In order to reach his own and his brother's +bedroom he had to pass through a long attic. A window in this attic +was used by the young men as a door through which to reach a sort +of balcony, formed by the canopy over the steps leading into the +garden. + +Cousin Hans noticed that this window was standing open; and out +upon the balcony, in the clear moonlight, he saw his brother's +figure. + +Ola still wore his white dancing-gloves; he held on to the railing +with both hands, and stared the moon straight in the face. + +Cousin Hans could not understand what his brother was doing out +there at that time of night; and least of all could he understand +what had induced him to put a flower-pot on his head. + +"He must be drunk," thought Hans, approaching him warily. + +Then he heard his brother muttering something about a quadrille and +a galop; after which he began to make some strange motions with his +hands. + +Cousin Hans received the impression that he was trying to snap his +fingers; and presently Ola said, slowly, and clearly, in his +monotonous and unsympathetic speaking voice: "Hope's clad in April +green--trommelommelom, trommelommelom;" you see, poor fellow, he +could not sing. + + + +AT THE FAIR. + +It was by the merest chance that Monsieur and Madame Tousseau came +to Saint-Germain-en-Laye in the early days of September. + +Four weeks ago they had been married in Lyons, which was their +home; but where they had passed these four weeks they really could +not have told you. The time had gone hop skip-and-jump; a couple of +days had entirely slipped out of their reckoning, and, on the other +hand, they remembered a little summer-house at Fontainebleau, where +they had rested one evening, as clearly as if they had passed half +their lives there. + +Paris was, strictly speaking, the goal of their wedding journey, +and there they established themselves in a comfortable little +_hotel garni_. But the city was sultry and they could not rest; so +they rambled about among the small towns in the neighborhood, and +found themselves, one Sunday at noon, in Saint-Germain. + +"Monsieur and Madame have doubtless come to take part in the fete?" +said the plump little landlady of the Hotel Henri Quatre, as she +ushered her guests up the steps. + +The fete? They knew of no fete in the world except their own wedded +happiness; but they did not say so to the landlady. + +They soon learned that they had been lucky enough to drop into the +very midst of the great and celebrated fair which is held every +year, on the first Sunday of September, in the Forest of +Saint-Germain. + +The young couple were highly delighted with their good hap. It +seemed as though Fortune followed at their heels, or rather ran +ahead of them, to arrange surprises. After a delicious tete-a-tete +dinner behind one of the clipped yew trees in the quaint garden, +they took a carriage and drove off to the forest. + +In the hotel garden, beside the little fountain in the middle of +the lawn, sat a ragged condor which the landlord had bought to +amuse his guests. It was attached to its perch by a good strong +rope. But when the sun shone upon it with real warmth, it fell +a-thinking of the snow-peaks of Peru, of mighty wing-strokes over +the deep valleys--and then it forgot the rope. + +Two vigorous strokes with its pinions would bring the rope up taut, +and it would fall back upon the sward. There it would lie by the +hour, then shake itself and clamber up to its little perch again. + +When it turned its head to watch the happy pair, Madame Tousseau +burst into a fit of laughter at its melancholy mien. + +The afternoon sun glimmered through the dense foliage of the +interminable straight-ruled avenue that skirts the terrace. The +young wife's veil fluttered aloft as they sped through the air, and +wound itself right round Monsieur's head. It took a long time to +put it in order again, and Madame's hat had to be adjusted ever so +often. Then came the relighting of Monsieur's cigar, and that, too, +was quite a business; for Madame's fan would always give a suspicious +little flirt every time the match was lighted; then a penalty had +to be paid, and that, again, took time. + +The aristocratic English family which was passing the summer at +Saint-Germain was disturbed in its regulation walk by the passing +of the gay little equipage. They raised their correct gray or blue +eyes; there was neither contempt nor annoyance in their look--only +the faintest shade of surprise. But the condor followed the +carriage with its eyes, until it became a mere black speck at the +vanishing-point of the straight-ruled interminable avenue. + +"La joyeuse fete des Loges" is a genuine fair, with gingerbread +cakes, sword-swallowers, and waffles piping hot. As the evening +falls, colored lamps and Chinese lanterns are lighted around the +venerable oak which stands in the middle of the fairground, and +boys climb about among its topmost branches with maroons and Bengal +lights. + +Gentlemen of an inventive turn of mind go about with lanterns on +their hats, on their sticks, and wherever they can possibly hang; +and the most inventive of all strolls around with his sweetheart +under a great umbrella, with a lantern dancing from each rib. + +On the outskirts, bonfires are lighted; fowls are roasted on spits, +while potatoes are cut into slices and fried in dripping. Each +aroma seems to have its amateurs, for there are always people +crowding round; but the majority stroll up and down the long street +of booths. + +Monsieur and Madame Tousseau had plunged into all the fun of the +fair. They had gambled in the most lucrative lottery in Europe, +presided over by a man who excelled in dubious witticisms. They had +seen the fattest goose in the world, and the celebrated flea, +"Bismarch," who could drive six horses. Furthermore, they had +purchased gingerbread, shot at a target for clay pipes and +soft-boiled eggs, and finally had danced a waltz in the spacious +dancing-tent. + +They had never had such fun in their lives. There were no great +people there--at any rate, none greater than themselves. As they +did not know a soul, they smiled to every one, and when they met +the same person twice they laughed and nodded to him. + +They were charmed with everything. They stood outside the great +circus and ballet marquees and laughed at the shouting buffoons. +Scraggy mountebanks performed on trumpets, and young girls with +well-floured shoulders smiled alluringly from the platforms. + +Monsieur Tousseau's purse was never at rest; but they did not grow +impatient of the perpetual claims upon it. On the contrary, they +only laughed at the gigantic efforts these people would make to +earn--perhaps half a franc, or a few centimes. + +Suddenly they encountered a face they knew. It was a young American +whom they had met at the hotel in Paris. + +"Well, Monsieur Whitmore!" cried Madame Tousseau, gayly, "here at +last you've found a place where you can't possibly help enjoying +yourself." + +"For my part," answered the American, slowly, "I find no enjoyment +in seeing the people who haven't money making fools of themselves +to please the people who have." + +"Oh, you're incorrigible!" laughed the young wife. "But I must +compliment you on the excellent French you are speaking to-day." + +After exchanging a few more words, they lost each other in the +crowd; Mr. Whitmore was going back to Paris immediately. + +Madame Tousseau's compliment was quite sincere. As a rule the grave +American talked deplorable French, but the answer he had made to +Madame was almost correct. It seemed as though it had been well +thought out in advance--as though a whole series of impressions had +condensed themselves into these words. Perhaps that was why his +answer sank so deep into the minds of Monsieur and Madame Tousseau. + +Neither of them thought it a particularly brilliant remark; on the +contrary, they agreed that it must be miserable to take so gloomy a +view of things. But, nevertheless, his words left something +rankling. They could not laugh so lightly as before, Madame felt +tired, and they began to think of getting homewards. + +Just as they turned to go down the long street of booths in order +to find their carriage, they met a noisy crew coming upward. + +"Let us take the other way," said Monsieur. + +They passed between two booths, and emerged at the back of one of +the rows. They stumbled over the tree-roots before their eyes got +used to the uncertain light which fell in patches between the +tents. A dog, which lay gnawing at something or other, rose with a +snarl, and dragged its prey further into the darkness, among the +trees. + +On this side the booths were made up of old sails and all sorts of +strange draperies. Here and there light shone through the openings, +and at one place Madame distinguished a face she knew. + +It was the man who had sold her that incomparable gingerbread-- +Monsieur had half of it still in his pocket. + +But it was curious to see the gingerbread-man from this side. Here +was something quite different from the smiling obsequiousness which +had said so many pretty things to her pretty face, and had been so +unwearied in belauding the gingerbread--which really was excellent. + +Now he sat crouched together, eating some indescribable mess out of +a checked pocket-handkerchief--eagerly, greedily, without looking +up. + +Farther down they heard a muffled conversation. Madame was bent +upon peeping in; Monsieur objected, but he had to give in. + +An old mountebank sat counting a handful of coppers, grumbling and +growling the while. A young girl stood before him, shivering and +pleading for pardon; she was wrapped in a long water-proof. + +The man swore, and stamped on the ground. Then she threw off the +water-proof and stood half naked in a sort of ballet costume. +Without saying a word, and without smoothing her hair or preening +her finery, she mounted the little steps that led to the stage. + +At that moment she turned and looked at her father. Her face had +already put on the ballet-simper, but it now gave place to a quite +different expression. The mouth remained fixed, but the eyes tried, +for a second, to send him a beseeching smile. The mountebank +shrugged his shoulders, and held out his hand with the coppers; the +girl turned, ducked under the curtain, and was received with shouts +and applause. + +Beside the great oak-tree the lottery man was holding forth as +fluently as ever. His witticisms, as the darkness thickened, grew +less and less dubious. There was a different ring, too, in the +laughter of the crowd; the men were noisier, the mountebanks +leaner, the women more brazen, the music falser--so it seemed, at +least, to Madame and Monsieur. + +As they passed the dancing-tent the racket of a quadrille reached +their ears. "Great heavens!--was it really there that we danced?" +said Madame, and nestled closer to her husband. + +They made their way through the rout as quickly as they could; they +would soon reach their carriage, it was just beyond the +circus-marquee. It would be nice to rest and escape from all this +hubbub. + +The platform in front of the circus-marquee was now vacant. Inside, +in the dim and stifling rotunda, the performance was in full swing. + +Only the old woman who sold the tickets sat asleep at her desk. And +a little way off, in the light of her lamp, stood a tiny boy. + +He was dressed in tights, green on one side, red on the other; on +his head he had a fool's cap with horns. + +Close up to the platform stood a woman wrapped in a black shawl. +She seemed to be talking to the boy. + +He advanced his red leg and his green leg by turns, and drew them +back again. At last he took three steps forward on his meagre +shanks and held out his hand to the woman. + +She took what he had in it, and disappeared into the darkness. + +He stood motionless for a moment, then he muttered some words and +burst into tears. + +Presently he stopped, and said: "Maman m'a pris mon sou!"--and fell +to weeping again. + +He dried his eyes and left off for a time, but as often as he +repeated to himself his sad little history--how his mother had +taken his sou from him--he was seized with another and a bitterer +fit of weeping. + +He stooped and buried his face in the curtain. The stiff, wrinkly +oil-painting must be hard and cold to cry into. The little body +shrank together; he drew his green leg close up under him, and +stood like a stork upon the red one. + +No one on the other side of the curtain must hear that he was +crying. Therefore he did not sob like a child, but fought as a man +fights against a broken heart. + +When the attack was over, he blew his nose with his fingers, and +wiped them on his tights. With the dirty curtain he had dabbled the +tears all over his face until it was streaked with black; and in +this guise, and dry-eyed, he gazed for a moment over the fair. + +Then: "Maman m'a pris mon sou"--and he set off again. + +The backsweep of the wave leaves the beach dry for an instant while +the next wave is gathering. Thus sorrow swept in heavy surges over +the little childish heart. + +His dress was so ludicrous, his body so meagre, his weeping was so +wofully bitter, and his suffering so great and man-like-- + +--But at home at the hotel--the Pavillon Henri Quatre, where the +Queens of France condescended to be brought to bed there the condor +sat and slept upon its perch. + +And it dreamed its dream--its only dream--its dream about the +snow-peaks of Peru and the mighty wing-strokes over the deep +valleys; and then it forgot its rope. + +It uplifted its ragged pinions vigorously, and struck two sturdy +strokes. Then the rope drew taut, and it fell back where it was +wont to fall--it wrenched its claw, and the dream vanished.-- + +--Next morning the aristocratic English family was much concerned, +and the landlord himself felt annoyed, for the condor lay dead upon +the grass. + + + +TWO FRIENDS. + +No one could understand where he got his money from. But the person +who marvelled most at the dashing and luxurious life led by +Alphonse was his quondam friend and partner. + +After they dissolved partnership, most of the custom and the best +connection passed by degrees into Charles's hands. This was not +because he in any way sought to run counter to his former partner; +on the contrary, it arose simply from the fact that Charles was the +more capable man of the two. And as Alphonse had now to work on his +own account, it was soon clear to any one who observed him closely, +that in spite of his promptitude, his amiability and his +prepossessing appearance, he was not fitted to be at the head of an +independent business. + +And there was one person who _did_ observe him closely. Charles +followed him step by step with his sharp eyes; every blunder, every +extravagance, every loss he knew all to a nicety, and he wondered +that Alphonse could keep going so long. + +--They had as good as grown up together. Their mothers were +cousins; the families had lived near each other in the same street; +and in a city like Paris proximity is as important as relationship +in promoting close intercourse. Moreover, the boys went to the same +school. + +Thenceforth, as they grew up to manhood, they were inseparable. +Mutual adaptation overcame the great differences which originally +marked their characters, until at last their idiosyncrasies fitted +into each other like the artfully-carved pieces of wood which +compose the picture-puzzles of our childhood. + +The relation between them was really a beautiful one, such as does +not often arise between two young men; for they did not understand +friendship as binding the one to bear everything at the hands of +the other, but seemed rather to vie with each other in mutual +considerateness. + +If, however, Alphonse in his relation to Charles showed any high +degree of considerateness, he him self was ignorant of it; and if +any one had told him of it he would doubtless have laughed loudly +at such a mistaken compliment. + +For as life on the whole appeared to him very simple and +straightforward, the idea that his friendship should in any way +fetter him was the last thing that could enter his head. That +Charles was his best friend seemed to him as entirely natural as +that he himself danced best, rode best, was the best shot, and that +the whole world was ordered entirely to his mind. + +Alphonse was in the highest degree a spoilt child of fortune; he +acquired everything without effort; existence fitted him like an +elegant dress, and he wore it with such unconstrained amiability +that people forgot to envy him. + +And then he was so handsome. He was tall and slim, with brown hair +and big open eyes; his complexion was clear and smooth, and his +teeth shone when he laughed. He was quite conscious of his beauty, +but, as everybody had petted him from his earliest days, his vanity +was of a cheerful, good-natured sort, which, after all, was not so +offensive. He was exceedingly fond of his friend. He amused himself +and sometimes others by teasing him and making fun of him; but he +knew Charles's face so thoroughly that he saw at once when the jest +was going too far. Then he would resume his natural, kindly tone, +until he made the serious and somewhat melancholy Charles laugh +till he was ill. + +From his boyhood Charles had admired Alphonse beyond measure. He +himself was small and insignificant, quiet and shy. His friend's +brilliant qualities cast a lustre over him as well, and gave a +certain impetus to his life. + +His mother often said: "This friendship between the boys is a real +blessing for my poor Charles, for without it he would certainly +have been a melancholy creature." + +When Alphonse was on all occasions preferred to him, Charles +rejoiced; he was proud of his friend. He wrote his exercises, +prompted him at examination, pleaded his cause with the masters, +and fought for him with the boys. + +At the commercial academy it was the same story. Charles worked for +Alphonse, and Alphonse rewarded him with his inexhaustible +amiability and unfailing good-humor. + +When subsequently, as quite young men, they were placed in the same +banker's office, it happened one day that the principal said to +Charles: "From the first of May I will raise your salary." + +"I thank you," answered Charles, "both on my own and on my friend's +behalf." + +"Monsieur Alphonse's salary remains unaltered," replied the chief, +and went on writing. + +Charles never forgot that morning. It was the first time he had +been preferred or distinguished before his friend. And it was his +commercial capacity, the quality which, as a young man of business, +he valued most, that had procured him this preference; and it was +the head of the firm, the great financier, who had himself accorded +him such recognition. + +The experience was so strange to him that it seemed like an +injustice to his friend. He told Alphonse nothing of the +occurrence; on the contrary, he proposed that they should apply for +two vacant places in the Credit Lyonnais. + +Alphonse was quite willing, for he loved change, and the splendid +new banking establishment on the, Boulevard seemed to him far more +attractive than the dark offices in the Rue Bergere. So they +removed to the Credit Lyonnais on the first of May. But as they +were in the chief's office taking their leave, the old banker said +to Charles, when Alphonse had gone out (Alphonse always took +precedence of Charles), "Sentiment won't do for a business man." + +From that day forward a change went on in Charles. He not only +worked as industriously and conscientiously as before, but +developed such energy and such an amazing faculty for labor as soon +attracted to him the attention of his superiors. That he was far +ahead of his friend in business capacity was soon manifest; but +every time he received a new mark of recognition he had a struggle +with himself. For a long time, every advancement brought with it a +certain qualm of conscience; and yet he worked on with restless +ardor. + +One day Alphonse said, in his light, frank way: "You are really a +smart fellow, Charlie! You're getting ahead of everybody, young and +old--not to mention me. I'm quite proud of you!" + +Charles felt ashamed. He had been thinking that Alphonse must feel +wounded at being left on one side, and now he learned that his +friend not only did not grudge him his advancement, but was even +proud of him. By degrees his conscience was lulled to rest, and his +solid worth was more and more appreciated-- + +But if he was in reality the more capable, how came it that he was +so entirely ignored in society, while Alphonse remained everybody's +darling? The very promotions and marks of appreciation which he had +won for himself by hard work, were accorded him in a dry, business +manner; while every one, from the directors to the messengers, had +a friendly word or a merry greeting for Alphonse. + +In the different offices and departments of the bank they intrigued +to obtain possession of Monsieur Alphonse; for a breath of life and +freshness followed ever in the wake of his handsome person and +joyous nature. Charles, on the other hand, had often remarked that +his colleagues regarded him as a dry person, who thought only of +business and of himself. + +The truth was that he had a heart of rare sensitiveness, with no +faculty for giving it expression. + +Charles was one of those small, black Frenchmen whose beard begins +right under the eyes; his complexion was yellowish and his hair +stiff and splintery. His eyes did not dilate when he was pleased +and animated, but they flashed around and glittered. When he +laughed the corners of his mouth turned upward, and many a time, +when his heart was full of joy and good-will, he had seen people +draw back, half-frightened by his forbidding exterior. Alphonse +alone knew him so well that he never seemed to see his ugliness; +every one else misunderstood him. He became suspicious, and retired +more and more within himself. + +In an insensible crescendo the thought grew in him: Why should he +never attain anything of that which he most longed for--intimate +and cordial intercourse and friendliness which should answer to +the warmth pent up within him? Why should everyone smile to +Alphonse with out-stretched hands, while he must content himself +with stiff bows and cold glances! + +Alphonse knew nothing of all this. He was joyous and healthy, +charmed with life and content with his daily work. He had been +placed in the easiest and most interesting branch of the business, +and, with his quick brain and his knack of making himself +agreeable, he filled his place satisfactorily. + +His social circle was very large--every one set store by his +acquaintance, and he was at least as popular among women as among +men. + +For a time Charles accompanied Alphonse into society, until he was +seized by a misgiving that he was invited for his friend's sake +alone, when he at once drew back. + +When Charles proposed that they should set up in business together, +Alphonse had answered: "It is too good of you to choose me. You +could easily find a much better partner." + +Charles had imagined that their altered relations and closer +association in work would draw Alphonse out of the circles which +Charles could not now endure, and unite them more closely. For he +had conceived a vague dread of losing his friend. + +He did not himself know, nor would it have been easy to decide, +whether he was jealous of all the people who flocked around +Alphonse and drew him to them, or whether he envied his friend's +popularity. + +--They began their business prudently and energetically, and got on +well. + +It was generally held that each formed an admirable complement to +the other. Charles represented the solid, confidence-inspiring +element, while the handsome and elegant Alphonse imparted to the +firm a certain lustre which was far from being without value. + +Every one who came into the counting-house at once remarked his +handsome figure, and thus it seemed quite natural that all should +address themselves to him. + +Charles meanwhile bent over his work and let Alphonse be spokesman. +When Alphonse asked him about anything, he answered shortly and +quietly without looking up. + +Thus most people thought that Charles was a confidential clerk, +while Alphonse was the real head of the house. + +As Frenchmen, they thought little about marrying, but as young +Parisians they led a life into which erotics entered largely. + +Alphonse was never really in his element except when in female +society. Then all his exhilarating amiability came into play, and +when he leaned back at supper and held out his shallow champagne-glass +to be refilled, he was as beautiful as a happy god. + +He had a neck of the kind which women long to caress, and his soft, +half-curling hair looked as if it were negligently arranged, or +carefully disarranged, by a woman's coquettish hand. + +Indeed, many slim white fingers had passed through those locks; for +Alphonse had not only the gift of being loved by women, but also +the yet rarer gift of being forgiven by them. + +When the friends were together at gay supper-parties, Alphonse paid +no particular heed to Charles. He kept no account of his own +love-affairs, far less of those of his friend. So it might easily +happen that a beauty on whom Charles had cast a longing eye fell +into the hands of Alphonse. + +Charles was used to seeing his friend preferred in life; but there +are certain things to which men can scarcely accustom themselves. +He seldom went with Alphonse to his suppers, and it was always long +before the wine and the general exhilaration could bring him into a +convivial humor. + +But then, when the champagne and the bright eyes had gone to his +head, he would often be the wildest of all; he would sing loudly +with his harsh voice, laugh and gesticulate so that his stiff black +hair fell over his forehead; and then the merry ladies shrank from +him, and called him the "chimney-sweep." + +--As the sentry paces up and down in the beleaguered fortress, he +sometimes hears a strange sound in the silent night, as if +something were rustling under his feet. It is the enemy, who has +undermined the outworks, and to-night or to-morrow night there will +be a hollow explosion, and armed men will storm in through the +breach. + +If Charles had kept close watch over himself he would have heard +strange thoughts rustling within him. But he would not hear--he had +only a dim foreboding that some time there must come an explosion. + +--And one day it came. + +It was already after business hours; the clerks had all left the +outer office, and only the principals remained behind. + +Charles was busily writing a letter which he wished to finish +before he left. + +Alphonse had drawn on both his gloves and buttoned them. Then he +had brushed his hat until it shone, and now he was walking up and +down and peeping into Charles's letter every time he passed the +desk. + +They used to spend an hour every day before dinner in a cafe on the +great Boulevard, and Alphonse was getting impatient for his +newspapers. + +"Will you never have finished that letter?" he said, rather +irritably. + +Charles was silent a second or two, then he sprang up so that his +chair fell over: "Perhaps Alphonse imagined that he could do it +better? Did he not know which of them was really the man of +business?" And now the words streamed out with that incredible +rapidity of which the French language is capable when it is used in +fiery passion. + +But it was a turbid stream, carrying with it many ugly expressions, +upbraidings and recriminations; and through the whole there sounded +something like a suppressed sob. + +As he strode up and down the room, with clenched hands and +dishevelled hair, Charles looked like a little wiry-haired terrier +barking at an elegant Italian greyhound. At last he seized his hat +and rushed out. + +Alphonse had stood looking at him with great wondering eyes. When +he was gone, and there was once more silence in the room, it seemed +as though the air was still quivering with the hot words. Alphonse +recalled them one by one, as he stood motionless beside the desk. + +"Did he not know which was the abler of the two?" Yes, assuredly! +he had never denied that Charles was by far his superior. + +"He must not think that he would succeed in winning everything to +himself with his smooth face." Alphonse was not conscious of ever +having deprived his friend of anything. + +"I don't care for your _cocottes_," Charles had said. + +Could he really have been interested in the little Spanish dancer? +If Alphonse had only had the faintest suspicion of such a thing he +would never have looked at her. But that was nothing to get so wild +about; there were plenty of women in Paris. + +And at last: "As sure as to-morrow comes, I will dissolve +partnership!" + +Alphonse did not understand it at all. He left the counting-house +and walked moodily through the streets until he met an acquaintance. +That put other thoughts into his head; but all day he had a feeling +as if something gloomy and uncomfortable lay in wait, ready to seize +him so soon as he was alone. + +When he reached home, late at night, he found a letter from +Charles. He opened it hastily; but it contained, instead of the +apology he had expected, only a coldly-worded request to M. +Alphonse to attend at the counting-house early the next morning "in +order that the contemplated dissolution of partnership might be +effected as quickly as possible." + +Now, for the first time, did Alphonse begin to understand that the +scene in the counting-house had been more than a passing outburst +of passion; but this only made the affair more inexplicable. + +And the longer he thought it over, the more clearly did he feel +that Charles had been unjust to him. He had never been angry with +his friend, nor was he precisely angry even now. But as he repeated +to himself all the insults Charles had heaped upon him, his +good-natured heart hardened; and the next morning he took his place +in silence, after a cold "Good-morning." + +Although he arrived a whole hour earlier than usual, he could see +that Charles had been working long and industriously. There they +sat, each on his side of the desk; they spoke only the most +indispensable words; now and then a paper passed from hand to hand, +but they never looked each other in the face. + +In this way they both worked--each more busily than the other-- +until twelve o'clock, their usual luncheon-time. + +This hour of dejeuner was the favorite time of both. Their custom +was to have it served in their office, and when the old +house-keeper announced that lunch was ready, they would both rise +at once, even if they were in the midst of a sentence or of an +account. + +They used to eat standing by the fireplace or walking up and down +in the warm, comfortable office. Alphonse had always some piquant +stories to tell, and Charles laughed at them. These were his +pleasantest hours. + +But that day, when Madame said her friendly "_Messieurs, on a +servi_," they both remained sitting. She opened her eyes wide, and +repeated the words as she went out, but neither moved. + +At last Alphonse felt hungry, went to the table, poured out a glass +of wine and began to eat his cutlet. But as he stood there eating, +with his glass in his hand, and looked round the dear old office +where they had spent so many pleasant hours, and then thought that +they were to lose all this and imbitter their lives for a whim, a +sudden burst of passion, the whole situation appeared to him so +preposterous that he almost burst out laughing. + +"Look here, Charles," he said, in the half-earnest, half-joking +tone which always used to make Charles laugh, "it will really be +too absurd to advertise: 'According to an amicable agreement, from +such and such a date the firm of--'" + +"I have been thinking," interrupted Charles, quietly, "that we will +put: 'According to mutual agreement.'" + +Alphonse laughed no more; he put down his glass, and the cutlet +tasted bitter in his mouth. + +He understood that friendship was dead between them, why or +wherefore he could not tell; but he thought that Charles was hard +and unjust to him. He was now stiffer and colder than the other. + +They worked together until the business of dissolution was +finished; then they parted. + + +A considerable time passed, and the two quondam friends worked each +in his own quarter in the great Paris. They met at the Bourse, but +never did business with each other. Charles never worked against +Alphonse; he did not wish to ruin him; he wished Alphonse to ruin +himself. + +And Alphonse seemed likely enough to meet his friend's wishes in +this respect. It is true that now and then he did a good stroke of +business, but the steady industry he had learned from Charles he +soon forgot. He began to neglect his office, and lost many good +connections. + +He had always had a taste for dainty and luxurious living, but his +association with the frugal Charles had hitherto held his +extravagances in check. Now, on the contrary, his life became more +and more dissipated. He made fresh acquaintances on every hand, and +was more than ever the brilliant and popular Monsieur Alphonse; but +Charles kept an eye on his growing debts. + +He had Alphonse watched as closely as possible, and, as their +business was of the same kind, could form a pretty good estimate of +the other's earnings. His expenses were even easier to ascertain, +and he, soon assured himself of the fact that Alphonse was +beginning to run into debt in several quarters. + +He cultivated some acquaintances about whom he otherwise cared +nothing, merely because through them he got an insight into +Alphonse's expensive mode of life and rash prodigality. He sought +the same cafes and restaurants as Alphonse, but at different times; +he even had his clothes made by the same tailor, because the +talkative little man entertained him with complaints that Monsieur +Alphonse never paid his bills. + +Charles often thought how easy it would be to buy up a part of +Alphonse's liabilities and let them fall into the hands of a +grasping usurer. But it would be a great injustice to suppose that +Charles for a moment contemplated doing such a thing himself. It +was only an idea he was fond of dwelling upon; he was, as it were, +in love with Alphonse's debts. + +But things went slowly, and Charles became pale and sallow while he +watched and waited. + +He was longing for the time when the people who had always looked +down upon him should have their eyes opened, and see how little the +brilliant and idolized Alphonse was really fit for. He wanted to +see him humbled, abandoned by his friends, lonely and poor; and +then--! + +Beyond that he really did not like to speculate; for at this point +feelings stirred within him which he would not acknowledge. + +He _would_ hate his former friend; he _would_ have revenge for all +the coldness and neglect which had been his own lot in life; and +every time the least thought in defence of Alphonse arose in his +mind he pushed it aside, and said, like the old banker: "Sentiment +won't do for a business man." + +One day he went to his tailor's; he bought more clothes in these +days than he absolutely needed. + +The nimble little man at once ran to meet him with a roll of cloth: +"See, here is the very stuff for you. Monsieur Alphonse has had a +whole suit made of it, and Monsieur Alphonse is a gentleman who +knows how to dress." + +"I did not think that Monsieur Alphonse was one of your favorite +customers," said Charles, rather taken by surprise. + +"Oh, _mon Dieu_!" exclaimed the little tailor, "you mean because I +have once or twice mentioned that Monsieur Alphonse owed me a few +thousand francs. It was very stupid of me to speak so. Monsieur +Alphonse has not only paid me the trifle he was owing, but I know +that he has also satisfied a number of other creditors. I have done +_ce cher beau monsieur_ great injustice, and I beg you never to +give him a hint of my stupidity." + +Charles was no longer listening to the chatter of the garrulous +tailor. He soon left the shop, and went up the street quite +absorbed in the one thought that Alphonse had paid. + +He thought how foolish it really was of him to wait and wait for +the other's ruin. How easily might not the adroit and lucky +Alphonse come across many a brilliant business opening, and make +plenty of money without a word of it reaching Charles's ears. +Perhaps, after all, he was getting on well. Perhaps it would end in +people saying: "See, at last Monsieur Alphonse shows what he is fit +for, now that he is quit of his dull and crabbed partner!" + +Charles went slowly up the street with his head bent. Many people +jostled him, but he heeded not. His life seemed to him so +meaningless, as if he had lost all that be had ever possessed--or +had he himself cast it from him? Just then some one ran against him +with more than usual violence. He looked up. It was an acquaintance +from the time when he and Alphonse had been in the Credit Lyonnais. + +"Ah, good-day, Monsieur Charles!" cried he, "It is long since we +met. Odd, too, that I should meet you to-day. I was just thinking +of you this morning." + +"Why, may I ask?" said Charles, half-absently. + +"Well, you see, only to-day I saw up at the bank a paper--a bill +for thirty or forty thousand francs--bearing both your name and +that of Monsieur Alphonse. It astonished me, for I thought that you +two--hm!--had done with each other." + +"No, we have not quite done with each other yet," said Charles, +slowly. + +He struggled with all his might to keep his face calm, and asked in +as natural a tone as he could command: "When does the bill fall +due? I don't quite recollect." + +"To-morrow or the day after, I think," answered the other, who was +a hard-worked business man, and was already in a hurry to be off. +"It was accepted by Monsieur Alphonse." + +"I know that," said Charles; "but could you not manage to let _me_ +redeem the bill to-morrow? It is a courtesy--a favor I am anxious +to do." + +"With pleasure. Tell your messenger to ask for me personally at the +bank to-morrow afternoon. I will arrange it; nothing easier. Excuse +me; I'm in a hurry. Good-bye!" and with that he ran on-- + +--Next day Charles sat in his counting-house waiting for the +messenger who had gone up to the bank to redeem Alphonse's bill. + +At last a clerk entered, laid a folded blue paper by his +principal's side, and went out again. + +Not until the door was closed did Charles seize the draft, look +swiftly round the room, and open it. He stared for a second or two +at his name, then lay back in his chair and drew a deep breath. It +was as he had expected--the signature was a forgery. + +He bent over it again. For long he sat, gazing at his own name, and +observing how badly it was counterfeited. + +While his sharp eye followed every line in the letters of his name, +he scarcely thought. His mind was so disturbed, and his feelings so +strangely conflicting, that it was some time before he became +conscious how much they betrayed--these bungling strokes on the +blue paper. + +He felt a strange lump in his throat, his nose began to tickle a +little, and, before he was aware of it, a big tear fell on the +paper. + +He looked hastily around, took out his pocket-handkerchief, and +carefully wiped the wet place on the bill. He thought again of the +old banker in the Rue Bergere. + +What did it matter to him that Alphonse's weak character had at +last led him to crime, and what had he lost? Nothing, for did he +not hate his former friend? No one could say it was his fault that +Alphonse was ruined--he had shared with him honestly, and never +harmed him. + +Then his thoughts turned to Alphonse. He knew him well enough to be +sure that when the refined, delicate Alphonse had sunk so low, he +must have come to a jutting headland in life, and be prepared to +leap out of it rather than let disgrace reach him. + +At this thought Charles sprang up. That must not be. Alphonse +should not have time to send a bullet through his head and hide his +shame in the mixture of compassion and mysterious horror which +follows the suicide. Thus Charles would lose his revenge, and it +would be all to no purpose that he had gone and nursed his hatred +until he himself had become evil through it. Since he had forever +lost his friend, he would at least expose his enemy, so that all +should see what a miserable, despicable being was this charming +Alphonse. + +He looked at his watch; it was half-past four. Charles knew the +cafe in which he would find Alphonse at this hour; he pocketed the +bill and buttoned his coat. + +But on the way he would call at a police-station, and hand over the +bill to a detective, who at a sign from Charles should suddenly +advance into the middle of the cafe where Alphonse was always +surrounded by his friends and admirers, and say loudly and +distinctly so that all should hear it: + +"Monsieur Alphonse, you are charged with forgery." + + +It was raining in Paris. The day had been foggy, raw, and cold; and +well on in the afternoon it had begun to rain. It was not a +downpour--the water did not fall from the clouds in regular drops-- +but the clouds themselves had, as it were, laid themselves down in +the streets of Paris and there slowly condensed into water. + +No matter how people might seek to shelter themselves, they got wet +on all sides. The moisture slid down the back of your neck, laid +itself like a wet towel about your knees, penetrated into your +boots and far up your trousers. + +A few sanguine ladies were standing in the _portes cocheres_, with +their skirts tucked up, expecting it to clear; others waited by the +hour in the omnibus stations. But most of the stronger sex hurried +along under their umbrellas; only a few had been sensible enough to +give up the battle, and had turned up their collars, stuck their +umbrellas under their arms, and their hands in their pockets. + +Although it was early in the autumn it was already dusk at five +o'clock. A few gas-jets lighted in the narrowest streets, and in a +shop here and there, strove to shine out in the thick wet air. + +People swarmed as usual in the streets, jostled one another off the +pavement, and ruined one another's umbrellas. All the cabs were +taken up; they splashed along and bespattered the foot-passengers +to the best of their ability, while the asphalte glistened in the +dim light with a dense coating of mud. + +The cafes were crowded to excess; regular customers went round and +scolded, and the waiters ran against each other in their hurry. +Ever and anon, amid the confusion, could be heard the sharp little +ting of the bell on the buffet; it was la _dame du comptoir_ +summoning a waiter, while her calm eyes kept a watch upon the whole +cafe. + +A lady sat at the buffet of a large restaurant on the Boulevard +Sebastopol. She was widely known for her cleverness and her amiable +manners. + +She had glossy black hair, which, in spite of the fashion, she wore +parted in the middle of her forehead in natural curls. Her eyes +were almost black and her mouth full, with a little shadow of a +mustache. + +Her figure was still very pretty, although, if the truth were +known, she had probably passed her thirtieth year; and she had a +soft little hand, with which she wrote elegant figures in her +cash-book, and now and then a little note. Madame Virginie could +converse with the young dandies who were always hanging about the +buffet, and parry their witticisms, while she kept account with the +waiters and had her eye upon every corner of the great room. + +She was really pretty only from five till seven in the afternoon-- +that being the time at which Alphonse invariably visited the cafe. +Then her eyes never left him; she got a fresher color, her mouth +was always trembling into a smile, and her movements became +somewhat nervous. That was the only time of the day when she was +ever known to give a random answer or to make a mistake in the +accounts; and the waiters tittered and nudged each other. + +For it was generally thought that she had formerly had relations +with Alphonse, and some would even have it that she was still his +mistress. + +She herself best knew how matters stood; but it was impossible to +be angry with Monsieur Alphonse. She was well aware that he cared +no more for her than for twenty others; that she had lost him--nay, +that he had never really been hers. And yet her eyes besought a +friendly look, and when he left the cafe without sending her a +confidential greeting, it seemed as though she suddenly faded, and +the waiters said to each other: "Look at Madame; she is gray +to-night"-- + +--Over at the windows it was still light enough to read the papers; +a couple of young men were amusing themselves with watching the +crowds which streamed past. Seen through the great plate-glass +windows, the busy forms gliding past one another in the dense, wet, +rainy air looked like fish in an aquarium. Farther back in the +cafe, and over the bililard-tables, the gas was lighted. Alphonse +was playing with a couple of friends. + +He had been to the buffet and greeted Madame Virginie, and she, who +had long noticed how Alphonse was growing paler day by day, had-- +half in jest, half in anxiety--reproached him with his thoughtless +life. + +Alphonse answered with a poor joke and asked for absinthe. + +How she hated those light ladies of the ballet and the opera who +enticed Monsieur Alphonse to revel night after night at the +gaming-table, or at interminable suppers! How ill he had been +looking these last few weeks! He had grown quite thin, and the +great gentle eyes had acquired a piercing, restless look. What +would she not give to be able to rescue him out of that life that +was dragging him down! She glanced in the opposite mirror and +thought she had beauty enough left. + +Now and then the door opened and a new guest came in, stamped his +feet and shut his wet umbrella. All bowed to Madame Virginie, and +almost all said, "What horrible weather!" + +When Charles entered he saluted shortly and took a seat in the +corner beside the fireplace. + +Alphonse's eyes had indeed become restless. He looked towards the +door every time any one came in; and when Charles appeared, a spasm +passed over his face and he missed his stroke. + +"Monsieur Alphonse is not in the vein to-day," said an onlooker. + +Soon after a strange gentleman came in. Charles looked up from his +paper and nodded slightly; the stranger raised his eyebrows a +little and looked at Alphonse. + +He dropped his cue on the floor. + +"Excuse me, gentlemen, I'm not in the mood for billiards to-day," +said he, "permit me to leave off. Waiter, bring me a bottle of +seltzer-water and a spoon--I must take my dose of Vichy salts." + +"You should not take so much Vichy salts, Monsieur Alphonse, but +rather keep to a sensible diet," said the doctor, who sat a little +way off playing chess. + +Alphonse laughed, and seated himself at the newspaper table. He +seized the _Journal Amusant_, and began to make merry remarks upon +the illustrations. A little circle quickly gathered round him, and +he was inexhaustible in racy stories and whimsicalities. + +While he rattled on under cover of the others' laughter, he poured +out a glass of seltzer-water and took from his pocket a little box +on which was written, in large letters, "Vichy Salts." + +He shook the powder out into the glass and stirred it round with a +spoon. There was a little cigar-ash on the floor in front of his +chair; he whipped it off with his pocket-handkerchief, and then +stretched out his hand for the glass. + +At that moment he felt a hand on his arm. Charles had risen and +hurried across the room; he now bent down over Alphonse. + +Alphonse turned his head towards him so that none but Charles could +see his face. At first he let his eyes travel furtively over his +old friend's figure; then he looked up, and, gazing straight at +Charles, he said, half aloud, "Charlie!" + +It was long since Charles had heard that old pet name. He gazed +into the well-known face, and now for the first time saw how it had +altered of late. It seemed to him as though he were reading a +tragic story about himself. + +They remained thus for a second or two, and there glided over +Alphonse's features that expression of imploring helplessness which +Charles knew so well from the old school days, when Alphonse came +bounding in at the last moment and wanted his composition written. + +"Have you done with the _Journal Amusant_?" asked Charles, with a +thick utterance. + +"Yes; pray take it," answered Alphonse, hurriedly. He reached him +the paper, and at the same time got hold of Charles's thumb. He +pressed it and whispered, "Thanks," then--drained the glass. + +Charles went over to the stranger who sat by the door: "Give me the +bill." + +"You don't need our assistance, then?" + +"No, thanks." + +"So much the better," said the stranger, handing Charles a folded +blue paper. Then he paid for his coffee and went.-- + +--Madame Virginie rose with a little shriek: "Alphonse! Oh, my God! +Monsieur Alphonse is ill." + +He slipped off his chair; his shoulders went up and his head fell +on one side. He remained sitting on the floor, with his back +against the chair. + +There was a movement among those nearest; the doctor sprang over +and knelt beside him. When he looked in Alphonse's face he started +a little. He took his hand as if to feel his pulse, and at the same +time bent down over the glass which stood on the edge of the table. + +With a movement of the arm he gave it a slight push, so that it +fell on the floor and was smashed. Then he laid down the dead man's +hand and bound a handkerchief round his chin. + +Not till then did the others understand what had happened. "Dead? +Is he dead, doctor? Monsieur Alphonse dead?" + +"Heart disease," answered the doctor. + +One came running with water, another with vinegar. Amid laughter +and noise, the balls could be heard cannoning on the inner +billiard-table. + +"Hush!" some one whispered. "Hush!" was repeated; and the silence +spread in wider and wider circles round the corpse, until all was +quite still. + +"Come and lend a hand," said the doctor. + +The dead man was lifted up; they laid him on a sofa in a corner of +the room, and the nearest gasjets were put out. + +Madame Virginie was still standing up; her face was chalk-white, +and she held her little soft hand pressed against her breast. They +carried him right past the buffet. The doctor had seized him under +the back, so that his waistcoat slipped up and a piece of his fine +white shirt appeared. + +She followed with her eyes the slender, supple limbs she knew so +well, and continued to stare towards the dark corner. + +Most of the guests went away in silence. A couple of young men +entered noisily from the street; a waiter ran towards them and said +a few words. They glanced towards the corner, buttoned their coats, +and plunged out again into the fog. + +The half-darkened cafe was soon empty; only some of Alphonse's +nearest friends stood in a group and whispered. The doctor was +talking with the proprietor, who had now appeared on the scene. + +The waiters stole to and fro making great circuits to avoid the +dark corner. One of them knelt and gathered up the fragments of the +glass on a tray. He did his work as quietly as he could; but for +all that it made too much noise. + +"Let that alone until by-and-by," said the host, softly. + +--Leaning against the chimney-piece, Charles looked at the dead +man. He slowly tore the folded paper to pieces, while he thought of +his friend-- + + + +A GOOD CONSCIENCE. + +An elegant little carriage, with two sleek and well-fed horses, +drew up at Advocate Abel's garden gate. + +Neither silver nor any other metal was visible in the harness; +everything was a dull black, and all the buckles were leather-covered. +In the lacquering of the carriage there was a trace of dark green; +the cushions were of a subdued dust-color; and only on close inspection +could you perceive that the coverings were of the richest silk. The +coachman looked like an English clergyman, in his close-buttoned +black coat, with a little stand-up collar and stiff white necktie. + +Mrs. Warden, who sat alone in the carriage, bent forward and laid +her hand upon the ivory door-handle; then she slowly alighted, drew +her long train after her, and carefully closed the carriage door. + +You might have wondered that the coachman did not dismount to help +her; the fat horses certainly did not look as though they would +play any tricks if he dropped the reins. + +But when you looked at his immovable countenance and his correct +iron-gray whiskers, you understood at once that this was a man who +knew what he was doing, and never neglected a detail of his duty. + +Mrs. Warden passed through the little garden in front of the house, +and entered the garden-room. The door to the adjoining room stood +half open, and there she saw the lady of the house at a large table +covered with rolls of light stuff and scattered numbers of the +_Bazar_. + +"Ah, you've come just at the right moment, my dear Emily!" cried +Mrs. Abel, "I'm quite in despair over my dress-maker--she can't +think of anything new. And here I'm sitting, ransacking the +_Bazar_. Take off your shawl, dear, and come and help me; it's a +walking-dress." + +"I'm afraid I'm scarcely the person to help you in a matter of +dress," answered Mrs. Warden. + +Good-natured Mrs. Abel stared at her; there was something +disquieting in her tone, and she had a vast respect for her rich +friend. + +"You remember I told you the other day that Warden had promised me-- +that's to say"--Mrs. Warden corrected herself--"he had asked me to +order a new silk dress--" + +"From Madame Labiche--of course!"--interrupted Mrs. Abel. "And I +suppose you're on your way to her now? Oh, take me with you! It +will be such fun!" + +"I am not going to Madame Labiche's," answered Mrs. Warden, almost +solemnly. + +"Good gracious, why not?" asked her friend, while her good-humored +brown eyes grew spherical with astonishment. + +"Well, you must know," answered Mrs. Warden, "it seems to me we +can't with a good conscience pay so much money for unnecessary +finery, when we know that on the outskirts of the town--and even at +our very doors--there are hundreds of people living in destitution-- +literally in destitution." + +"Yes, but," objected the advocate's wife, casting an uneasy glance +over her table, "isn't that the way of the world? We know that +inequality--" + +"We ought to be careful not to increase the inequality, but rather +to do what we can to smooth it away," Mrs. Warden interrupted. And +it appeared to Mrs. Abel that her friend cast a glance of +disapprobation over the table, the stuffs, and the _Bazars_. + +"It's only alpaca," she interjected, timidly. + +"Good heavens, Caroline!" cried Mrs. Warden, "pray don't think that +I'm reproaching you. These things depend entirely upon one's +individual point of view--every one must follow the dictates of his +own conscience." + +The conversation continued for some time, and Mrs. Warden related +that it was her intention to drive out to the very lowest of the +suburbs, in order to assure herself, with her own eyes, of the +conditions of life among the poor. + +On the previous day she had read the annual report of a private +charitable society of which her husband was a member. She had +purposely refrained from applying to the police or the poor-law +authorities for information. It was the very gist of her design +personally to seek out poverty, to make herself familiar with it, +and then to render assistance. + +The ladies parted a little less effusively than usual. They were +both in a serious frame of mind. + +Mrs. Abel remained in the garden-room; she felt no inclination to +set to work again at the walking-dress, although the stuff was +really pretty. She heard the muffled sound of the carriage-wheels +as they rolled off over the smooth roadway of the villa quarter. + +"What a good heart Emily has," she sighed. + +Nothing could be more remote than envy from the good-natured lady's +character; and yet--it was with a feeling akin to envy that she now +followed the light carriage with her eyes. But whether it was her +friend's good heart or her elegant equipage that she envied her it +was not easy to say. She had given the coachman his orders, which +he had received without moving a muscle; and as remonstrance was +impossible to him, he drove deeper and deeper into the queerest +streets in the poor quarter, with a countenance as though he were +driving to a Court ball. + +At last he received orders to stop, and indeed it was high time. +For the street grew narrower and narrower, and it seemed as though +the fat horses and the elegant carriage must at the very next +moment have stuck fast, like a cork in the neck of a bottle. + +The immovable one showed no sign of anxiety, although the situation +was in reality desperate. A humorist, who stuck his head out of a +garret window, went so far as to advise him to slaughter his horses +on the spot, as they could never get out again alive. + +Mrs. Warden alighted, and turned into a still narrower street; she +wanted to see poverty at its very worst. + +In a door-way stood a half-grown girl. Mrs. Warden asked: "Do very +poor people live in this house?" + +The girl laughed and made some answer as she brushed close past her +in the narrow door-way. Mrs. Warden did not understand what she +said, but she had an impression that it was something ugly. + +She entered the first room she came to. + +It was not a new idea to Mrs. Warden that poor people never keep +their rooms properly ventilated. Nevertheless, she was so +overpowered by the atmosphere she found herself inhaling that she +was glad to sink down on a bench beside the stove. + +Mrs. Warden was struck by something in the gesture with which the +woman of the house swept down upon the floor the clothes which were +lying on the bench, and in the smile with which she invited the +fine lady to be seated. She received the impression that the poor +woman had seen better days, although her movements were bouncing +rather than refined, and her smile was far from pleasant. + +The long train of Mrs. Warden's pearl-gray visiting dress spread +over the grimy floor, and as she stooped and drew it to her she +could not help thinking of an expression of Heine's, "She looked +like a bon-bon which has fallen in the mire." + +The conversation began, and was carried on as such conversations +usually are. If each had kept to her own language and her own line +of thought, neither of these two women would have understood a word +that the other said. + +But as the poor always know the rich much better than the rich know +the poor, the latter have at last acquired a peculiar dialect--a +particular tone which experience has taught them to use when they +are anxious to make themselves understood--that is to say, +understood in such a way as to incline the wealthy to beneficence. +Nearer to each other they can never come. + +Of this dialect the poor woman was a perfect mistress, and Mrs. +Warden had soon a general idea of her miserable case. She had two +children--a boy of four or five, who was lying on the floor, and a +baby at the breast. + +Mrs. Warden gazed at the pallid little creature, and could not +believe that it was thirteen months old. At home in his cradle she +herself had a little colossus of seven months, who was at least +half as big again as this child. + +"You must give the baby something strengthening," she said; and she +had visions of phosphate food and orange jelly. + +At the words "something strengthening," a shaggy head looked up +from the bedstraw; it belonged to a pale, hollow eyed man with a +large woollen comforter wrapped round his jaws. + +Mrs. Warden was frightened. "Your husband?" she asked. + +The poor woman answered yes, it was her husband. He had not gone to +work to-day because he had such bad toothache. + +Mrs. Warden had had toothache herself, and knew how painful it is. +She uttered some words of sincere sympathy. + +The man muttered something, and lay back again; and at the same +moment Mrs. Warden discovered an inmate of the room whom she had +not hitherto observed. + +It was a quite young girl, who was seated in the corner at the +other side of the stove. She stared for a moment at the fine lady, +but quickly drew back her head and bent forward, so that the +visitor could see little but her back. + +Mrs. Warden thought the girl had some sewing in her lap which she +wanted to hide; perhaps it was some old garment she was mending. + +"Why does the big boy lie upon the floor?" asked Mrs. Warden. + +"He's lame," answered the mother. And now followed a detailed +account of the poor boy's case, with many lamentations. He had been +attacked with hip-disease after the scarlet-fever. + +"You must buy him--" began Mrs. Warden, intending to say, "a +wheel-chair." But it occurred to her that she had better buy it +herself. It is not wise to let poor people get too much money into +their hands. But she would give the woman something at once. Here +was real need, a genuine case for help; and she felt in her pocket +for her purse. + +It was not there. How annoying--she must have left it in the carriage. + +Just as she was turning to the woman to express her regret, and +promise to send some money presently, the door opened, and a +well-dressed gentleman entered. His face was very full, and of a +sort of dry, mealy pallor. + +"Mrs. Warden, I presume?" said the stranger. "I saw your carriage +out in the street, and I have brought you this--your purse, is it +not?" + +Mrs. Warden looked at it--yes, certainly, it was hers, with E. W. +inlaid in black on the polished ivory. + +"I happened to see it, as I turned the corner, in the hands of a +girl--one of the most disreputable in the quarter," the stranger +explained; adding, "I am the poor-law inspector of the district." + +Mrs. Warden thanked him, although she did not at all like his +appearance. But when she again looked round the room she was quite +alarmed by the change which had taken place in its occupants. + +The husband sat upright in the bed and glared at the fat gentleman, +the wife's face wore an ugly smile, and even the poor wee cripple +had scrambled towards the door, and resting on his lean arms, +stared upward like a little animal. + +And in all these eyes there was the same hate, the same aggressive +defiance. Mrs. Warden felt as though she were now separated by an +immense interval from the poor woman with whom she had just been +talking so openly and confidentially. + +"So that's the state you're in to-day, Martin," said the gentleman, +in quite a different voice. "I thought you'd been in that affair +last night. Never mind, they're coming for you this afternoon. +It'll be a two months' business." + +All of a sudden the torrent was let loose. The man and woman +shouted each other down, the girl behind the stove came forward and +joined in, the cripple shrieked and rolled about. It was impossible +to distinguish the words; but what between voices, eyes, and hands, +it seemed as though the stuffy little room must fly asunder with +all the wild passion exploding in it. + +Mrs. Warden turned pale and rose, the gentleman opened the door, +and both hastened out. As she passed down the passage she heard a +horrible burst of feminine laughter behind her. It must be the +woman--the same woman who had spoken so softly and despondently +about the poor children. + +She felt half angry with the man who had brought about this +startling change, and as they now walked side by side up the street +she listened to him with a cold and distant expression. + +But gradually her bearing changed; there was really so much in what +he said. + +The poor-law inspector told her what a pleasure it was to him to +find a lady like Mrs. Warden so compassionate towards the poor. +Though it was much to be deplored that even the most well-meant +help so often came into unfortunate hands, yet there was always +something fine and ennobling in seeing a lady like Mrs. Warden-- + +"But," she interrupted, "aren't these people in the utmost need of +help? I received the impression that the woman in particular had +seen better days, and that a little timely aid might perhaps enable +her to recover herself." + +"I am sorry to have to tell you, madam," said the poor-law +inspector, in a tone of mild regret, "that she was formerly a very +notorious woman of the town." + +Mrs. Warden shuddered. + +She had spoken to such a woman, and spoken about children. She had +even mentioned her own child, lying at home in its innocent cradle. +She almost felt as though she must hasten home to make sure it was +still as clean and wholesome as before. + +"And the young girl?" she asked, timidly. + +"No doubt you noticed her--her condition." + +"No. You mean--" + +The fat gentleman whispered some words. + +Mrs. Warden started: "By the man!--the man of the house?" + +"Yes, madam, I am sorry to have to tell you so; but you can +understand that these people--" and he whispered again. + +This was too much for Mrs. Warden. She turned almost dizzy, and +accepted the gentleman's arm. They now walked rapidly towards the +carriage, which was standing a little farther off than the spot at +which she had left it. + +For the immovable one had achieved a feat which even the humorist +had acknowledged with an elaborate oath. + +After sitting for some time, stiff as a poker, he had backed his +sleek horses, step by step, until they reached a spot where the +street widened a little, though the difference was imperceptible to +any other eyes than those of an accomplished coachman. + +A whole pack of ragged children swarmed about the carriage, and did +all they could to upset the composure of the sleek steeds. But the +spirit of the immovable one was in them. + +After having measured with a glance of perfect composure the +distance between two flights of steps, one on each side of the +street, he made the sleek pair turn, slowly and step by step, so +short and sharp that it seemed as though the elegant carriage must +be crushed to fragments, but so accurately that there was not an +inch too much or too little on either side. + +Now he once more sat stiff as a poker, still measuring with his +eyes the distance between the steps. He even made a mental note of +the number of a constable who had watched the feat, in order to +have a witness to appeal to if his account of it should be received +with scepticism at the stables. + +Mrs. Warden allowed the poor-law inspector to hand her into the +carriage. She asked him to call upon her the following day, and +gave him her address. + +"To Advocate Abel's!" she cried to the coachman. The fat gentleman +lifted his hat with a mealy smile, and the carriage rolled away. + +As they gradually left the poor quarter of the town behind, the +motion of the carriage became smoother, and the pace increased. And +when they emerged upon the broad avenue leading through the villa +quarter, the sleek pair snorted with enjoyment of the pure, +delicate air from the gardens, and the immovable one indulged, +without any sort of necessity, in three masterly cracks of his +whip. + +Mrs. Warden, too, was conscious of the delight of finding herself +once more in the fresh air. The experiences she had gone through, +and, still more, what she had heard from the inspector, had had an +almost numbing effect upon her. She began to realize the +immeasurable distance between herself and such people as these. + +She had often thought there was something quite too sad, nay, +almost cruel, in the text: "Many are called, but few are chosen." + +Now she understood that it _could_ not be otherwise. + +How could people so utterly depraved ever attain an elevation at +all adequate to the demands of a strict morality? What must be the +state of these wretched creatures' consciences? And how should they +be able to withstand the manifold temptations of life? + +She knew only too well what temptation meant! Was she not +incessantly battling against a temptation--perhaps the most +perilous of all--the temptation of riches, about which the +Scriptures said so many hard things? + +She shuddered to think of what would happen if that brutish man and +these miserable women suddenly had riches placed in their hands. + +Yes, wealth was indeed no slight peril to the soul. It was only +yesterday that her husband had tempted her with such a delightful +little man-servant--a perfect English groom. But she had resisted +the temptation; and answered: "No, Warden, it would not be right; I +will not have a footman on the box. I dare say we can afford it; +but let us beware of overweening luxury. I assure you I don't +require help to get into the carriage and out of it; I won't even +let the coachman get down on my account." + +It did her good to think of this now, and her eyes rested +complacently on the empty seat on the box, beside the immovable +one. + +Mrs. Abel, who was busy clearing away _Bazars_ and scraps of stuff +from the big table, was astonished to see her friend return so +soon. + +"Why, Emily! Back again already? I've just been telling the +dress-maker that she can go. What you were saying to me has quite +put me out of conceit of my new frock; I can quite well get on +without one--" said good-natured Mrs. Abel; but her lips trembled a +little as she spoke. + +"Every one must act according to his own conscience," answered Mrs. +Warden, quietly, "but I think it's possible to be too scrupulous." + +Mrs. Abel looked up; she had not expected this. + +"Just let me tell you what I've gone through," said Mrs. Warden, +and began her story. + +She sketched her first impression of the stuffy room and the +wretched people; then she spoke of the theft of her purse. + +"My husband always declares that people of that kind can't refrain +from stealing," said Mrs. Abel. + +"I'm afraid your husband is nearer the truth than we thought," +replied Mrs. Warden. + +Then she told about the inspector, and the ingratitude these people +had displayed towards the man who cared for them day by day. + +But when she came to what she had heard of the poor woman's past +life, and still more when she told about the young girl, Mrs. Abel +was so overcome that she had to ask the servant to bring some +port-wine. + +When the girl brought in the tray with the decanter, Mrs. Abel +whispered to her: "Tell the dressmaker to wait." + +"And then, can you conceive it," Mrs. Warden continued--"I scarcely +know how to tell you"--and she whispered. + +"What do you say! In one bed! All! Why, it's revolting!" cried Mrs. +Abel, clasping her hands. + +"Yes, an hour ago I; too, could not have believed it possible," +answered Mrs. Warden, "But when you've been on the spot yourself, +and seen with your own eyes--" + +"Good heavens, Emily, how could you venture into such a place!" + +"I am glad I did, and still more glad of the happy chance that +brought the inspector on the scene just at the right time. For if +it is ennobling to bring succor to the virtuous poor who live clean +and frugal lives in their humble sphere, it would be unpardonable +to help such people as these to gratify their vile proclivities." + +"Yes, you're quite right, Emily! What I can't understand is how +people in a Christian community--people who have been baptized and +confirmed--can sink into such a state! Have they not every day--or, +at any rate, every Sunday--the opportunity of listening to powerful +and impressive sermons? And Bibles, I am told, are to be had for an +incredibly trifling sum." + +"Yes, and only to think," added Mrs. Warden, "that not even the +heathen, who are without all these blessings--that not even they +have any excuse for evil-doing; for they have conscience to guide +them." + +"And I'm sure conscience speaks clearly enough to every one who has +the will to listen," Mrs. Abel exclaimed, with emphasis. + +"Yes, heaven knows it does," answered Mrs. Warden, gazing straight +before her with a serious smile. + +When the friends parted, they exchanged warm embraces. + +Mrs. Warden grasped the ivory handle, entered the carriage, and +drew her train after her. Then she closed the carriage door--not +with a slam, but slowly and carefully. + +"To Madame Labiche's!" she called to the coachman; then, turning to +her friend who had accompanied her right down to the garden gate, +she said, with a quiet smile: "Now, thank heaven, I can order my +silk dress with a good conscience." + +"Yes, indeed you can!" exclaimed Mrs. Abel, watching her with tears +in her eyes. Then she hastened in-doors. + + + +ROMANCE AND REALITY. + +"Just you get married as soon as you can," said Mrs. Olsen. + +"Yes, I can't understand why it shouldn't be this very autumn," +exclaimed the elder Miss Ludvigsen, who was an enthusiast for ideal +love. + +"Oh, yes!" cried Miss Louisa, who was certain to be one of the +bridesmaids. + +"But Soeren says he can't afford it," answered the bride elect, +somewhat timidly. + +"Can't afford it!" repeated Miss Ludvigsen. "To think of a young +girl using such an expression! If you're going to let your new-born +love be overgrown with prosaic calculations, what will be left of +the ideal halo which love alone can cast over life? That a man +should be alive to these considerations I can more or less +understand--it's in a way his duty; but for a sensitive, womanly +heart, in the heyday of sentiment!--No, no, Marie; for heaven's +sake, don't let these sordid money-questions darken your +happiness." + +"Oh, no!" cried Miss Louisa. + +"And, besides," Mrs. Olsen chimed in, "your _fiance_ is by no means +so badly off. My husband and I began life on much less.--I know +you'll say that times were different then. Good heavens, we all +know that! What I can't understand is that you don't get tired of +telling us so. Don't you think that we old people, who have gone +through the transition period, have the best means of comparing the +requirements of to-day with those of our youth? You can surely +understand that with my experience of house-keeping, I'm not likely +to disregard the altered conditions of life; and yet I assure you +that the salary your intended receives from my husband, with what +he can easily earn by extra work, is quite sufficient to set up +house upon." + +Mrs. Olsen had become quite eager in her argument, though no one +thought of contradicting her. She had so often, in conversations of +this sort, been irritated to hear people, and especially young +married women, enlarging on the ridiculous cheapness of everything +thirty years ago. She felt as though they wanted to make light of +the exemplary fashion in which she had conducted her household. + +This conversation made a deep impression on the _fiancee_, for she +had great confidence in Mrs. Olsen's shrewdness and experience. +Since Marie had become engaged to the Sheriff's clerk, the +Sheriff's wife had taken a keen interest in her. She was an +energetic woman, and, as her own children were already grown up and +married, she found a welcome outlet for her activity in busying +herself with the concerns of the young couple. + +Marie's mother, on the other hand, was a very retiring woman. Her +husband, a subordinate government official, had died so early that +her pension extremely scanty. She came of a good family, and had +learned nothing in her girlhood except to Play the piano. This +accomplishment she had long ceased to practise, and in the course +of time had become exceedingly religious.-- + +--"Look here, now, my dear fellow, aren't you thinking of getting +married?" asked the Sheriff, in his genial way. + +"Oh yes," answered Soeren, with some hesitation, "when I can afford +it. + +"Afford it!" the Sheriff repeated; "Why, you're by no means so +badly off. I know you have something laid by--" + +"A trifle," Soeren put in. + +"Well, so be it; but it shows, at any rate, that you have an idea +of economy, and that's as good as money in your pocket. You came +out high in your examination; and, with your family influence and +other advantages at headquarters, you needn't wait long before +applying for some minor appointment; and once in the way of +promotion, you know, you go ahead in spite of yourself." + +Soeren bit his pen and looked interested. + +"Let us assume," continued his principal, "that, thanks to your +economy, you can set up house without getting into any debt worth +speaking of. Then you'll have your salary clear, and whatever you +can earn in addition by extra work. It would be strange, indeed, if +a man of your ability could note find employment for his leisure +time in a rising commercial centre like ours." + +Soeren reflected all forenoon on what the Sheriff had said. He saw, +more and more clearly, that he had over-estimated the financial +obstacles to his marriage; and, after all, it was true that he had +a good deal of time on his hands out of office hours. + +He was engaged to dine with his principal; and his intended, too, +was to be there. On the whole, the young people perhaps met quite +as often at the Sheriff's as at Marie's home. For the peculiar +knack which Mrs. Moeller, Marie's mother, had acquired, of giving +every conversation a religious turn, was not particularly +attractive to them. + +There was much talk at table of a lovely little house which Mrs. +Olsen had discovered; "A perfect nest for a newly married couple," +as she expressed herself. Soeren inquired, in passing, as to the +financial conditions, and thought them reasonable enough, if the +place answered to his hostess's description. + +--Mrs. Olsen's anxiety to see this marriage hurried on was due in +the first place, as above hinted, to her desire for mere +occupation, and, in the second place, to a vague longing for some +event, of whatever nature, to happen--a psychological phenomenon by +no means rare in energetic natures, living narrow and monotonous +lives. + +The Sheriff worked in the same direction, partly in obedience to +his wife's orders, and partly because he thought that Soeren's +marriage to Marie, who owed so much to his family, would form +another tie to bind him to the office--for the Sheriff was pleased +with his clerk. + +After dinner the young couple strolled about the garden. They +conversed in an odd, short-winded fashion, until at last Soeren, in +a tone which was meant to be careless, threw out the suggestion: +"What should you say to getting married this autumn?" + +Marie forgot to express surprise. The same thought had been running +in her own head; so she answered, looking to the ground: "Well, if +you think you can afford it, I can have no objection." + +"Suppose we reckon the thing out," said Soeren, and drew her towards +the summer-house. + +Half an hour afterwards they came out, arm-in-arm, into the +sunshine. They, too, seemed to radiate light--the glow of a +spirited resolution, formed after ripe thought and serious counting +of the cost. + +Some people might, perhaps, allege that it would be rash to assume +the absolute correctness of a calculation merely from the fact that +two lovers have arrived at exactly the same total; especially when +the problem happens to bear upon the choice between renunciation +and the supremest bliss. + +In the course of the calculation Soeren had not been without +misgivings. He remembered how, in his student days, he had spoken +largely of our duty towards posterity; how he had philosophically +demonstrated the egoistic element in love, and propounded the +ludicrous question whether people had a right, in pure heedlessness +as it were, to bring children into the world. + +But time and practical life had, fortunately, cured him of all +taste for these idle and dangerous mental gymnastics. And, besides, +he was far too proper and well-bred to shock his innocent lady-love +by taking into account so indelicate a possibility as that of their +having a large family. Is it not one of the charms of young love +that it should leave such matters as these to heaven and the +stork? [Note: The stork, according to common nursery legends, +brings babies under its wing.] + +There was great jubilation at the Sheriff's, and not there alone. +Almost the whole town was thrown into a sort of fever by the +intelligence that the Sheriff's clerk was to be married in the +autumn. Those who were sure of an invitation to the wedding were +already looking forward to it; those who could not hope to be +invited fretted and said spiteful things; while those whose case +was doubtful were half crazy with suspense. And all emotions have +their value in a stagnant little town. + +--Mrs. Olsen was a woman of courage; yet her heart beat as she set +forth to call upon Mrs. Moeller. It is no light matter to ask a +mother to let her daughter be married from your house. But she +might have spared herself all anxiety. + +For Mrs. Moeller shrank from every sort of exertion almost as much +as she shrank from sin in all its forms. Therefore she was much +relieved by Mrs. Olsen's proposition, introduced with a delicacy +which did not always characterize that lady's proceedings. However, +it was not Mrs. Moeller's way to make any show of pleasure or +satisfaction. Since everything, in one way or another, was a +"cross" to be borne, she did not fail, even in this case, to make +it appear that her long-suffering was proof against every trial. + +Mrs. Olsen returned home beaming. She would have been balked of +half her pleasure in this marriage if she had not been allowed to +give the wedding party; for wedding-parties were Mrs. Olsen's +specialty. On such occasions she put her economy aside, and the +satisfaction she felt in finding, an opening for all her energies +made her positively amiable. After all, the Sheriff's post was a +good one, and the Olsens had always had a little property besides, +which, however, they never talked about. + +--So the wedding came off, and a splendid wedding it was. Miss +Ludvigsen had written an unrhymed song about true love, which was +sung at the feast, and Louisa eclipsed all the other bridesmaids. + +The newly-married couple took up their quarters in the nest +discovered by Mrs. Olsen, and plunged into that half-conscious +existence of festal felicity which the English call the +"honeymoon," because it is too sweet; the Germans, "Flitterwochen," +because its glory departs so quickly; and we "the wheat-bread days" +because we know that there is coarser fare to follow. + +But in Soeren's cottage the wheat-bread days lasted long; and when +heaven sent them a little angel with golden locks, their happiness +was as great as we can by any means expect in this weary world. + +As for the incomings--well, they were fairly adequate, though Soeren +had, unfortunately, not succeeded in making a start without getting +into debt; but that would, no doubt, come right in time. + +--Yes, in time! The years passed, and with each of them heaven sent +Soeren a little golden-locked angel. After six years of marriage +they had exactly five children. The quiet little town was +unchanged, Soeren was still the Sheriff's clerk, and the Sheriff's +household was as of old; but Soeren himself was scarcely to be +recognized. + +They tell of sorrows and heavy blows of fate which can turn a man's +hair gray in a night. Such afflictions had not fallen to Soeren's +lot. The sorrows that had sprinkled his hair with gray, rounded his +shoulders, and made him old before his time, were of a lingering +and vulgar type. They were bread-sorrows. + +Bread-sorrows are to other sorrows as toothache to other disorders. +A simple pain can be conquered in open fight; a nervous fever, or +any other "regular" illness, goes through a normal development and +comes to a crisis. But while toothache has the long-drawn sameness +of the tape-worm, bread-sorrows envelop their victim like a grimy +cloud: he puts them on every morning with his threadbare clothes, +and he seldom sleeps so deeply as to forget them. + +It was in the long fight against encroaching poverty that Soeren had +worn himself out; and yet he was great at economy. + +But there are two sorts of economy: the active and the passive. +Passive economy thinks day and night of the way to save a +half-penny; active economy broods no less intently on the way to +earn a dollar. The first sort of economy, the passive, prevails +among us; the active in the great nations--chiefly in America. + +Soeren's strength lay in the passive direction. He devoted all his +spare time and some of his office-hours to thinking out schemes for +saving and retrenchment. But whether it was that the luck was +against him, or, more probably, that his income was really too +small to support a wife and five children--in any case, his +financial position went from bad to worse. + +Every place in life seems filled to the uttermost, and yet there +are people who make their way everywhere. Soeren did not belong to +this class. He sought in vain for the extra work on which he and +Marie had reckoned as a vague but ample source of income. Nor had +his good connections availed him aught. There are always plenty of +people ready to help young men of promise who can help themselves; +but the needy father of a family is never welcome. + +Soeren had been a man of many friends. It could not be said that +they had drawn back from him, but he seemed somehow to have +disappeared from their view. When they happened to meet, there was +a certain embarrassment on both sides. Soeren no longer cared for +the things that interested them, and they were bored when he held +forth upon the severity of his daily grind, and the expensiveness +of living. + +And if, now and then, one of his old friends invited him to a +bachelor-party, he did as people are apt to do whose every-day fare +is extremely frugal: he ate and drank too much. The lively but +well-bred and circumspect Soeren declined into a sort of butt, who +made rambling speeches, and around whom the young whelps of the +party would gather after dinner to make sport for themselves. But +what impressed his friends most painfully of all, was his utter +neglect of his personal appearance. + +For he had once been extremely particular in his dress; in his +student days he had been called "the exquisite Soeren." And even +after his marriage he had for some time contrived to wear his +modest attire with a certain air. But after bitter necessity had +forced him to keep every garment in use an unnaturally long time, +his vanity had at last given way. And when once a man's sense of +personal neatness is impaired, he is apt to lose it utterly. When a +new coat became absolutely necessary, it was his wife that had to +awaken him to the fact; and when his collars became quite too +ragged at the edges, he trimmed them with a pair of scissors. + +He had other things to think about, poor fellow. But when people +came into the office, or when he was entering another person's +house, he had a purely mechanical habit of moistening his fingers +at his lips, and rubbing the lapels of his coat. This was the sole +relic of "the exquisite Soeren's" exquisiteness--like one of the +rudimentary organs, dwindled through lack of use, which zoologists +find in certain animals.-- + +Soeren's worst enemy, however, dwelt within him. In his youth he had +dabbled in philosophy, and this baneful passion for thinking would +now attack him from time to time, crushing all resistance, and, in +the end, turning everything topsy-turvy. + +It was when he thought about his children that this befell him. + +When he regarded these little creatures, who, as he could not +conceal from himself, became more and more neglected as time went +on, he found it impossible to place them under the category of +golden-locked angels had sent him by heaven. He had to admit that +heaven does not send us these gifts without a certain inducement on +our side; and then Soeren asked himself: "Had you any right to do +this?" He thought of his own life, which had begun under fortunate +conditions. His family had been in easy circumstances; his father, +a government official, had given him the best education to be had +in the country; he had gone forth to the battle of life fully +equipped--and what had come of it all? + +And how could he equip his children for the fight into which he was +sending them? They had begun their life in need and penury, which +had, as far as possible, to be concealed; they had early learned +the bitter lesson of the disparity between inward expectations and +demands and outward circumstances; and from their slovenly home +they would take with them the most crushing inheritance, perhaps, +under which a man can toil through life; to wit, poverty with +pretensions. + +Soeren tried to tell himself that heaven would take care of them. +But he was ashamed to do so, for he felt it was only a phrase of +self-excuse, designed to allay the qualms of conscience. + +These thoughts were his worst torment; but, truth to tell, they did +not often attack him, for Soeren had sunk into apathy. That was the +Sheriff's view of his case. "My clerk was quite a clever fellow in +his time," he used to say. "But, you know, his hasty marriage, his +large family, and all that--in short, he has almost done for himself." + +Badly dressed and badly fed, beset with debts and cares, he was +worn out and weary before he had accomplished anything. And life +went its way, and Soeren dragged himself along in its train. He +seemed to be forgotten by all save heaven, which, as aforesaid, +sent him year by year a little angel with locks of gold-- + +Soeren's young wife had clung faithfully to her husband through +these six years, and she, too, had reached the same point. + +The first year of her married life had glided away like a dream of +dizzy bliss. When she held up the little golden-locked angel for +the admiration of her lady friends, she was beautiful with the +beauty of perfect maternal happiness; and Miss Ludvigsen said: +"Here is love in its ideal form." + +But Mrs. Olsen's "nest" soon became too small; the family increased +while the income stood still. + +She was daily confronted by new claims, new cares, and new duties. +Marie set stanchly to work, for she was a courageous and sensible +woman. + +It is not one of the so-called elevating employments to have charge +of a houseful of little children, with no means of satisfying even +moderate requirements in respect of comfort and well-being. In +addition to this, she was never thoroughly robust; she oscillated +perpetually between having just had, and being just about to have, +a child. As she toiled from morning to night, she lost her buoyancy +of spirit, and her mind became bitter. She sometimes asked herself: +"What is the meaning of it all?" + +She saw the eagerness of young girls to be married, and the air of +self-complacency with which young men offer to marry them; she +thought of her own experience, and felt as though she had been +befooled. + +But it was not right of Marie to think thus, for she had been +excellently brought up. + +The view of life to which she had from the first been habituated, +was the only beautiful one, the only one that could enable her to +preserve her ideals intact. No unlovely and prosaic theory of +existence had ever cast its shadow over her development; she knew +that love is the most beautiful thing on earth, that it transcends +reason and is consummated in marriage; as to children, she had +learned to blush when they were mentioned. + +A strict watch had always been kept upon her reading. She had read +many earnest volumes on the duties of woman; she knew that her +happiness lies in being loved by a man, and that her mission is to +be his wife. She knew how evil-disposed people will often place +obstacles between two lovers, but she knew, too, that true love +will at last emerge victorious from the fight. When people met with +disaster in the battle of life, it was because they were false to +the ideal. She had faith in the ideal, although she did not know +what it was. + +She knew and loved those poets whom she was allowed to read. Much +of their erotics she only half understood, but that made it all the +more lovely. She knew that marriage was a serious, a very serious +thing, for which a clergyman was indispensable; and she understood +that marriages are made in heaven, as engagements are made in the +ballroom. But when, in these youthful days, she pictured to herself +this serious institution, she seemed to be looking into an +enchanted grove, with Cupids weaving garlands, and storks bringing +little golden-locked angels under their wings; while before a +little cabin in the background, which yet was large enough to +contain all the bliss in the world, sat the ideal married couple, +gazing into the depths of each other's eyes. + +No one had ever been so ill-bred as to say to her: "Excuse me, +young lady, would you not like to come with me to a different point +of view, and look at the matter from the other side? How if it +should turn out to be a mere set-scene of painted pasteboard?" + +Soeren's young wife had now had ample opportunities of studying the +set-scene from the other side. + +Mrs. Olsen had at first come about her early and late, and +overwhelmed her with advice and criticism. Both Soeren and his wife +were many a time heartily tired of her; but they owed the Olsens so +much. + +Little by little, however, the old lady's zeal cooled down. When +the young people's house was no longer so clean, so orderly, and so +exemplary that she could plume herself upon her work, she gradually +withdrew; and when Soeren's wife once in a while came to ask her for +advice or assistance, the Sheriff's lady would mount her high +horse, until Marie ceased to trouble her. But if, in society, +conversation happened to fall upon the Sheriff's clerk, and any one +expressed compassion for his poor wife, with her many children and +her miserable income, Mrs. Olsen would not fail to put in her word +with great decision: "I can assure you it would be just the same if +Marie had twice as much to live on and no children at all. You see, +she's--" and Mrs. Olsen made a motion with her hands, as if she +were squandering something abroad, to right and left. + +Marie seldom went to parties, and if she did appear, in her at +least ten-times-altered marriage dress, it was generally to sit +alone in a corner, or to carry on a tedious conversation with a +similarly situated housewife about the dearness of the times and +the unreasonableness of servant-girls. + +And the young ladies who had gathered the gentlemen around them, +either in the middle of the room or wherever they found the most +comfortable chairs to stretch themselves in, whispered to each +other: "How tiresome it is that young married women can never talk +about anything but housekeeping and the nursery." + +In the early days, Marie had often had visits from her many +friends. They were enchanted with her charming house, and the +little golden-locked angel had positively to be protected from +their greedy admiration. But when one of them now chanced to stray +in her direction, it was quite a different affair. There was no +longer any golden-locked angel to be exhibited in a clean, +embroidered frock with red ribbons. The children, who were never +presentable without warning, were huddled hastily away--dropping +their toys about the floor, forgetting to pick up half-eaten pieces +of bread-and-butter from the chairs, and leaving behind them that +peculiar atmosphere which one can, at most, endure in one's own +children. + +Day after day her life dragged on in ceaseless toil. Many a time, +when she heard her husband bemoaning the drudgery of his lot, she +thought to herself with a sort of defiance: "I wonder which of us +two has the harder work?" + +In one respect she was happier than her husband. Philosophy did not +enter into her dreams, and when she could steal a quiet moment for +reflection; her thoughts were very different from the cogitations +of the poor philosopher. + +She had no silver plate to polish, no jewelry to take out and deck +herself with. But, in the inmost recess of her heart, she treasured +all the memories of the first year of her marriage, that year of +romantic bliss; and these memories she would furbish and furbish +afresh, till they shone brighter with every year that passed. + +But when the weary and despondent housewife, in all secrecy, decked +herself out with these jewels of memory, they did not succeed in +shedding any brightness over her life in the present. She was +scarcely conscious of any connection between the golden-locked +angel with the red ribbons and the five-year-old boy who lay +grubbing in the dark back yard. These moments snatched her quite +away from reality; they were like opium dreams. + +Then some one would call for her from an adjoining room, or one of +the children would be brought in howling from the street, with a +great bump on its forehead. Hastily she would hide away her +treasures, resume her customary air of hopeless weariness, and +plunge once more into her labyrinth of duties and cares. + +--Thus had this marriage fared, and thus did this couple toil +onward. They both dragged at the same heavy load; but did they drag +in unison? It is sad, but it is true: when the manger is empty, the +horses bite each other.-- + +--There was a great chocolate-party at the Misses Ludvigsen's--all +maiden ladies. + +"For married women are so prosaic," said the elder Miss Ludvigsen. + +"Uh, yes!" cried Louisa. + +Every one was in the most vivacious humor, as is generally the case +in such company and on such an occasion; and, as the gossip went +the round of the town, it arrived in time at Soeren's door. All were +agreed that it was a most unhappy marriage, and a miserable home; +some pitied, others condemned. + +Then the elder Miss Ludvigsen, with a certain solemnity, expressed +herself as follows: "I can tell you what was at fault in that +marriage, for I know the circumstances thoroughly. Even before her +marriage there was something calculating, something almost prosaic +in Marie's nature, which is entirely foreign to true, ideal love. +This fault has since taken the upperhand, and is avenging itself +cruelly upon both of them. Of course their means are not great, but +what could that matter to two people who truly loved each other? +for we know that happiness is not dependent on wealth. Is it not +precisely in the humble home that the omnipotence of love is most +beautifully made manifest?--And, besides, who can call these two +poor? Has not heaven richly blessed them with healthy, sturdy +children? These--these are their true wealth! And if their hearts +had been filled with true, ideal love, then--then--" + +Miss Ludvigsen came to a momentary standstill. + +"What then?" asked a courageous young lady. + +"Then," continued Miss Ludvigsen, loftily, "then we should +certainly have seen a very different lot in life assigned to them." + +The courageous young lady felt ashamed of herself. + +There was a pause, during which Miss Ludvigsen's words sank deep +into all hearts. They all felt that this was the truth; any doubt +and uneasiness that might perhaps have lurked here and there +vanished away. All were confirmed in their steadfast and beautiful +faith in true, ideal love; for they were all maiden ladies. + + + +WITHERED LEAVES. + +You _may_ tire of looking at a single painting, but you _must_ tire +of looking at many. That is why the eyelids grow so heavy in the +great galleries, and the seats are as closely packed as an omnibus +on Sunday. + +Happy he who has resolution enough to select from the great +multitude a small number of pictures, to which he can return every +day. + +In this way you can appropriate--undetected by the custodians--a +little private gallery of your own, distributed through the great +halls. Everything which does not belong to this private collection +sinks into mere canvas and gilding, a decoration you glance at in +passing, but which does not fatigue the eye. + +It happens now and then that you discover a picture, hitherto +overlooked, which now, after thorough examination, is admitted as +one of the select few. The assortment thus steadily increases, and +it is even conceivable that by systematically following this method +you might make a whole picture-gallery, in this sense, your private +property. + +But as a rule there is no time for that. You must rapidily take +your bearings, putting a cross in the catalogue against the +pictures you think of annexing, just as a forester marks his trees +as he goes through the wood. + +These private collections, as a matter of course, are of many +different kinds. One may often search them in vain for the great, +recognized masterpieces, while one may find a little, unconsidered +picture in the place of honor; and in order to understand the odd +arrangement of many of these small collections, one must take as +one's cicerone the person whose choice they represent. Here, now, +is a picture from a private gallery.-- + +There hung in a corner of the Salon of 1878 a picture by the +English painter Mr. Everton Sainsbury. It made no sensation +whatever. It was neither large enough nor small enough to arouse +idle curiosity, nor was there a trace of modern extravagance either +in composition or in color. + +As people passed they gave it a sympathetic glance, for it made a +harmonious impression, and the subject was familiar and easily +understood. + +It represented two lovers who had slightly fallen out, and people +smiled as each in his own mind thought of those charming little +quarrels which are so vehement and so short, which arise from the +most improbable and most varied causes, but invariably end in a +kiss. + +And yet this picture attracted to itself its own special public; +you could see that it was adopted into several private collections. + +As you made your way towards the well-known corner, you would often +find the place occupied by a solitary person standing lost in +contemplation. At different times, you would come upon all sorts of +different people thus absorbed; but they all had the same peculiar +expression before that picture, as if it cast a faded, yellowish +reflection. + +If you approached, the gazer would probably move away; it seemed as +though only one person at a time could enjoy that work of art--as +though one must be entirely alone with it.-- + +In a corner of the garden, right against the high wall, stands an +open summer-house. It is quite simply built of green lattice-work, +which forms a large arch backed by the wall. The whole summer-house +is covered with a wild vine, which twines itself from the left side +over the arched roof, and droops its slender branches on the right. + +It is late autumn. The summer-house has already lost its thick roof +of foliage. Only the youngest and most delicate tendrils of the +wild vine have any leaves left. Before they fall, departing summer +lavishes on them all the color it has left; like light sprays of +red and yellow flowers, they hang yet a while to enrich the garden +with autumn's melancholy splendor. + +The fallen leaves are scattered all around, and right before the +summer-house the wind has with great diligence whirled the +loveliest of them together, into a neat little round cairn. + +The trees are already leafless, and on a naked branch sits the +little garden-warbler with its rust-brown breast--like a withered +leaf left hanging--and repeats untiringly a little fragment which +it remembers of its spring-song. + +The only thriving thing in the whole picture is the ivy; for ivy, +like sorrow, is fresh both summer and winter. + +It comes creeping along with its soft feelers, it thrusts itself +into the tiniest chinks, it forces its way through the minutest +crannies; and not until it has waxed wide and strong do we realize +that it can no longer be rooted up, but will inexorably strangle +whatever it has laid its clutches on. + +Ivy, however, is like well-bred sorrow; it cloaks its devastations +with fair and glossy leaves. Thus people wear a glossy mask of +smiles, feigning to be unaware of the ivy-clad ruins among which +their lot is cast.-- + +In the middle of the open summer-house sits a young girl on a rush +chair; both hands rest in her lap. She is sitting with bent head +and a strange expression in her beautiful face. It is not vexation +or anger, still less is it commonplace sulkiness, that utters +itself in her features; it is rather bitter and crushing +disappointment. She looks as if she were on the point of letting +something slip away from her which she has not the strength to hold +fast--as if something were withering between her hands. + +The man who is leaning with one hand upon her chair is beginning to +understand that the situation is graver than he thought. He has +done all he can to get the quarrel, so trivial in its origin, +adjusted and forgotten; he has talked reason, he has tried +playfulness; he has besought forgiveness, and humbled himself-- +perhaps more than he intended--but all in vain. Nothing avails to +arouse her out of the listless mood into which she has sunk. + +Thus it is with an expression of anxiety that he bends down towards +her: "But you know that at heart we love each other so much." + +"Then why do we quarrel so easily, and why do we speak so bitterly +and unkindly to each other?" + +"Why, my dear! the whole thing was the merest trifle from the first." + +"That's just it! Do you remember what we said to each other? How we +vied with each other in trying to find the word we knew would be +most wounding? Oh, to think that we used our knowledge of each +other's heart to find out the tenderest points, where an unkind +word could strike home! And this we call love!" + +"My dear, don't take it so solemnly," he answered, trying a lighter +tone. "People may be ever so fond of each other, and yet disagree a +little at times; it can't be otherwise." + +"Yes, yes!" she cried, "there must be a love for which discord is +impossible, or else--or else I have been mistaken, and what we call +love is nothing but--" + +"Have no doubts of love!" he interrupted her, eagerly; and he +depicted in warm and eloquent words the feeling which ennobles +humanity in teaching us to bear with each other's weaknesses; which +confers upon us the highest bliss, since, in spite of all petty +disagreements, it unites us by the fairest ties. + +She had only half listened to him. Her eyes had wandered over the +fading garden, she had inhaled the heavy atmosphere of dying +vegetation--and she had been thinking of the spring-time, of hope, +of that all-powerful love which was now dying like an autumn +flower. + +"Withered leaves," said she, quietly; and rising, she scattered +with her foot all the beautiful leaves which the wind had taken +such pains to heap together. + +She went up the avenue leading to the house; he followed close +behind her. He was silent, for he found not a word to say. A drowsy +feeling of uneasy languor came over him; he asked himself whether +he could overtake her, or whether she were a hundred miles away. + +She walked with her head bent, looking down at the flower-beds. +There stood the asters like torn paper flowers upon withered +potato-shaws; the dahlias hung their stupid, crinkled heads upon +their broken stems, and the hollyhocks showed small stunted buds at +the top, and great wet, rotting flowers clustering down their +stalks. + +And disappointment and bitterness cut deep into the young heart. As +the flowers were dying, she was ripening for the winter of life. + +So they disappeared up the avenue. But the empty chair remained +standing in the half-withered summer-house, while the wind busied +itself afresh in piling up the leaves in a little cairn. + +And in the course of time we all come--each in his turn--to seat +ourselves on the empty chair in a corner of the garden and gaze on +a little cairn of withered leaves.-- + + + +THE BATTLE OF WATERLOO. + +Since it is not only entertaining in itself, but also consonant +with use and wont, to be in love; and since in our innocent and +moral society, one can so much the more safely indulge in these +amatory diversions as one runs no risk of being disturbed either by +vigilant fathers or pugnacious brothers; and, finally, since one +can as easily get out of as get into our peculiarly Norwegian form +of betrothal--a half-way house between marriage and free board in a +good family--all these things considered I say, it was not +wonderful that Cousin Hans felt profoundly unhappy. For he was not +in the least in love. + +He had long lived in expectation of being seized by a kind of +delirious ecstasy, which, if experienced people are to be trusted, +is the infallible symptom of true love. But as nothing of the sort +had happened, although he was already in his second year at +college, he said to himself: "After all, love is a lottery if you +want to win, you must at least table your stake. 'Lend Fortune a +helping hand,' as they say in the lottery advertisements." + +He looked about him diligently, and closely observed his own heart. + +Like a fisher who sits with his line around his forefinger, +watching for the least jerk, and wondering when the bite will come, +so Cousin Hans held his breath whenever he saw a young lady, +wondering whether he was now to feel that peculiar jerk which is +well known to be inseparable from true love--that jerk which +suddenly makes all the blood rush to the heart, and then sends it +just as suddenly up into the head, and makes your face flush red to +the very roots of your hair. + +But never a bite came. His hair had long ago flushed red to the +roots, for Cousin Hans's hair could not be called brown; but his +face remained as pale and as long as ever. + +The poor fisherman was growing quite weary, when he one day +strolled down to the esplanade. He seated himself on a bench and +observed, with a contemptuous air, a squad of soldiers engaged in +the invigorating exercise of standing on one leg in the full +sunshine, and wriggling their bodies so as to be roasted on both +sides. + +"Nonsense!" [Note: The English word is used in the original] said +Cousin Hans, indignantly; "it's certainly too dear a joke for a +little country like ours to maintain acrobats of that sort. Didn't +I see the other day that this so-called army requires 1500 boxes of +shoe-blacking, 600 curry-combs, 3000 yards of gold-lace and 8640 +brass buttons?--It would be better if we saved what we spend in +gold-lace and brass buttons, and devoted our half-pence to popular +enlightenment," said Cousin Hans. + +For he was infected by the modern ideas, which are unfortunately +beginning to make way among us, and which will infallibly end in +overthrowing the whole existing fabric of society. + +"Good-bye, then, for the present," said a lady's voice close behind +him. + +"Good-bye for the present, my dear," answered a deep, masculine +voice. + +Cousin Hans turned slowly, for it was a warm day. He discovered a +military-looking old man in a close-buttoned black coat, with an +order at his buttonhole, a neck-cloth twisted an incredible number +of times around his throat, a well-brushed hat, and light trousers. +The gentleman nodded to a young lady, who went off towards the +town, and then continued his walk along the ramparts. + +Weary of waiting as he was, Cousin Hans could not help following +the young girl with his eyes as she hastened away. She was small +and trim, and he observed with interest that she was one of the few +women who do not make a little inward turn with the left foot as +they lift it from the ground. + +This was a great merit in the young man's eyes; for Cousin Hans was +one of those sensitive, observant natures who are alone fitted +really to appreciate a woman at her full value. + +After a few steps the lady turned, no doubt in order to nod once +again to the old officer; but by the merest chance her eyes met +those of Cousin Hans. + +At last occurred what he had so long been expecting: he felt the +bite! His blood rushed about just in the proper way, he lost his +breath, his head became hot, a cold shiver ran down his back, and +he grew moist between the fingers. In short, all the symptoms +supervened which, according to the testimony of poets and +experienced prose-writers, betoken real, true, genuine love. + +There was, indeed, no time to be lost. He hastily snatched up his +gloves, his stick, and his student's cap, which he had laid upon +the bench, and set off after the lady across the esplanade and +towards the town. + +In the great, corrupt communities abroad this sort of thing is not +allowable. There the conditions of life are so impure that a +well-bred young man would never think of following a reputable +woman. And the few reputable women there are in those nations, +would be much discomposed to find themselves followed. + +But in our pure and moral atmosphere we can, fortunately, permit +our young people somewhat greater latitude, just on account of the +strict propriety of our habits. + +Cousin Hans, therefore, did not hesitate a moment in obeying the +voice of his heart; and the young lady, who soon observed what +havoc she had made with the glance designed for the old soldier, +felt the situation piquant and not unpleasing. + +The passers-by, who, of course, at once saw what was going on (be +it observed that this is one of the few scenes of life in which the +leading actors are quite unconscious of their audience), thought, +for the most part, that the comedy was amusing to witness. They +looked round and smiled to themselves; for they all knew that +either it would lead to nothing, in which case it was only the most +innocent of youthful amusements; or it would lead to an engagement, +and an engagement is the most delightful thing in the world. + +While they thus pursued their course at a fitting distance, now on +the same sidewalk and now on opposite sides of the street, Cousin +Hans had ample time for reflection. + +As to the fact of his being in love he was quite clear. The +symptoms were all there; he knew that he was in for it, in for +real, true, genuine, love; and he was happy in the knowledge. Yes, +so happy was Cousin Hans that he, who at other times was apt to +stand upon his rights, accepted with a quiet, complacent smile all +the jostlings and shoves, the smothered objurgations and other +unpleasantnesses, which inevitably befall any one who rushes +hastily along a crowded street, keeping his eyes fixed upon an +object in front of him. + +No--the love was obvious, indubitable. That settled, he tried to +picture to himself the beloved one's, the heavenly creature's, +mundane circumstances. And there was no great difficulty in that; +she had been walking with her old father, had suddenly discovered +that it was past twelve o'clock, and had hastily said good-bye for +the present, in order to go home and see to the dinner. For she was +doubtless domestic, this sweet creature, and evidently motherless. + +The last conjecture was, perhaps, a result of the dread of +mothers-in-law inculcated by all reputable authors; but it was none +the less confident on that account. And now it only remained for +Cousin Hans to discover, in the first place, where she lived, in +the second place who she was, and in the third place how he could +make her acquaintance. + +Where she lived he would soon learn, for was she not on her way +home? Who she was, he could easily find out from the neighbors. And +as for making her acquaintance--good heavens! is not a little +difficulty an indispensable part of a genuine romance? + +Just as the chase was at its height, the quarry disappeared into a +gate-way; and it was really high time, for, truth to tell, the +hunter was rather exhausted. + +He read with a certain relief the number, "34," over the gate, then +went a few steps farther on, in order to throw any possible +observer off the scent, and stopped beside a street-lamp to recover +his breath. It was, as aforesaid, a warm day; and this, combined +with his violent emotion, had thrown Hans into a strong +perspiration. His toilet, too, had been disarranged by the reckless +eagerness with which he had hurled himself into the chase. + +He could not help smiling at himself, as he stood and wiped his +face and neck, adjusted his necktie, and felt his collar, which had +melted on the sunny side. But it was a blissful smile, he was in +that frame of mind in which one sees, or at any rate apprehends, +nothing of the external world; and he said to himself, half aloud, +"Love endures everything, accepts everything." + +"And perspires freely," said a fat little gentleman whose white +waistcoat suddenly came within Cousin Hans's range of vision. + +"Oh, is that you, uncle?" he said, a little abashed. + +"Of course it is," answered Uncle Frederick. "I've left the shady +side of the street expressly to save you from being roasted. Come +along with me." + +Thereupon he tried to drag his nephew with him, but Hans resisted. +"Do you know who lives at No. 34, uncle?" + +"Not in the least; but do let us get into the shade," said Uncle +Frederick; for there were two things he could not endure: heat and +laughter--the first on account of his corpulence, and the second on +account of what he himself called "his apoplectic tendencies." + +"By-the-bye," he said, when they reached the cool side of the +street, and he had taken his nephew by the arm, "now that I think +of it, I do know, quite well, who lives in No. 34; it's old Captain +Schrappe." + +"Do you know him?" asked Cousin Hans, anxiously. + +"Yes, a little, just as half the town knows him, from having seen +him on the esplanade, where he walks every day." + +"Yes, that was just where I saw him," said his nephew. "What an +interesting old gentleman he looks. I should like so much to have a +talk with him." + +"That wish you can easily gratify," answered Uncle Frederick. "You +need only place yourself anywhere on the ramparts and begin drawing +lines in the sand, then he'll come to you." + +"Come to you?" said Cousin Hans. + +"Yes, he'll come and talk to you. But you must be careful: he's +dangerous." + +"Eh?" said Cousin Hans. + +"He was once very nearly the end of me." + +"Ah!" said Cousin Hans. + +"Yes, with his talk, you understand." + +"Oh?" said Cousin Hans. + +"You see, he has two stories," continued Uncle Frederick, "the one, +about a sham fight in Sweden, is a good half-hour long. But the +other, the battle of Waterloo, generally lasts from an hour and a +half to two hours. I have heard it three times." And Uncle +Frederick sighed deeply. + +"Are they so very tedious, then, these stories? asked Cousin Hans. + +"Oh, they're well enough for once in a way," answered his uncle, +"and if you should get into conversation with the captain, mark +what I tell you: If you get off with the short story, the Swedish +one, you have nothing to do but alternately to nod and shake your +head. You'll soon pick up the lay of the land." + +"The lay of the land?" said Cousin Hans. + +"Yes, you must know that he draws the whole manoeuvre for you in +the sand; but it's easy enough to understand if only you keep your +eye on A and B. There's only one point where you must be careful +not to put your foot in it." + +"Does he get impatient, then, if you don't understand?" asked +Cousin Hans. + +"No, quite the contrary; but if you show that you're not following, +he begins at the beginning again, you see! The crucial point in the +sham fight," continued his uncle, "is the movement made by the +captain himself, in spite of the general's orders, which equally +embarrassed both friends and foes. It was this stroke of genius, +between ourselves, which forced them to give him the Order of the +Sword, to induce him to retire. So when you come to this point, you +must nod violently, and say: 'Of course--the only reasonable move-- +the key to the position.' Remember that--the key." + +"The key," repeated Cousin Hans. + +"But," said his uncle, looking at him with anticipatory compassion, +"if, in your youthful love of adventure, you should bring on +yourself the long story, the one about Waterloo, you must either +keep quite silent or have all your wits about you. I once had to +swallow the whole description over again, only because, in my +eagerness to show how thoroughly I understood the situation, I +happened to move Kellermann's dragoons instead of Milhaud's +cuirassiers!" + +"What do you mean by moving the dragoons, uncle?" asked Cousin +Hans. + +"Oh, you'll understand well enough, if you come in for the long +one. But," added Uncle Frederick, in a solemn tone, "beware, I warn +you, beware of Bluecher!" + +"Bluecher?" said Cousin Hans. + +"I won't say anything more. But what makes you wish to know about +this old original? What on earth do you want with him." + +"Does he walk there every forenoon?" asked Hans. + +"Every forenoon, from eleven to one, and every afternoon, from five +to seven. But what interest--?" + +"Has he many children?" interrupted Hans. + +"Only one daughter; but what the deuce--?" + +"Good-bye, uncle!" I must get home to my books." + +"Stop a bit! Aren't you going to Aunt Maren's this evening? She +asked me to invite you." + +"No, thanks, I haven't time," shouted Cousin Hans, who was already +several paces away. + +"There's to be a ladies' party--young ladies!" bawled Uncle +Frederick; for he did not know what had come over his nephew. + +But Hans shook his head with a peculiar energetic contempt, and +disappeared round the corner. + +"The deuce is in it," thought Uncle Frederick, "the boy is crazy, +or--oh, I have it!--he's in love! He was standing here, babbling +about love, when I found him--outside No. 34. And then his interest +in old Schrappe! Can he be in love with Miss Betty? Oh, no," +thought Uncle Frederick, shaking his head, as he, too, continued on +his way, "I don't believe he has sense enough for that." + + +II. + +Cousin Hans did not eat much dinner that day. People in love never +eat much, and, besides, he did not care for rissoles. + +At last five o'clock struck. He had already taken up his position +on the ramparts, whence he could survey the whole esplanade. Quite +right: there came the black frock-coat, the light trousers, and the +well-brushed hat. + +Cousin Hans felt his heart palpitate a little. At first he +attributed this to a sense of shame in thus craftily setting a trap +for the good old captain. But he soon discovered that it was the +sight of the beloved one's father that set his blood in a ferment. +Thus reassured, he began, in accordance with Uncle Frederick's +advice, to draw strokes and angles in the sand, attentively fixing +his eyes, from time to time, upon the Castle of Akerhuus. + +The whole esplanade was quiet and deserted. Cousin Hans could hear +the captain's firm steps approaching; they came right up to him and +stopped. Hans did not look up; the captain advanced two more paces +and coughed. Hans drew a long and profoundly significant stroke +with his stick, and then the old fellow could contain himself no +longer. + +"Aha, young gentleman," he said, in a friendly tone, taking off his +hat, "are you making a plan of our fortifications?" + +Cousin Hans assumed the look of one who is awakened from deep +contemplation, and, bowing politely, he answered with some +embarrassment: "No, it's only a sort of habit I have of trying to +take my bearings wherever I may be." + +"An excellent habit, a most excellent habit," the captain exclaimed +with warmth. + +"It strengthens the memory," Cousin Hans remarked, modestly. + +"Certainly, certainly, sir!" answered the captain, who was +beginning to be much pleased by this modest young man. + +"Especially in situations of any complexity," continued the modest +young man, rubbing out his strokes with his foot. + +"Just what I was going to say!" exclaimed the captain, delighted. +"And, as you may well believe, drawings and plans are especially +indispensable in military science. Look at a battle-field, for +example." + +"Ah, battles are altogether too intricate for me," Cousin Hans +interrupted, with a smile of humility. + +"Don't say that, sir!" answered the kindly old man. "When once you +have a bird's-eye view of the ground and of the positions of the +armies, even a tolerably complicated battle can be made quite +comprehensible.--This sand, now, that we have before us here, could +very well be made to give us an idea, in miniature, of, for +example, the battle of Waterloo." + +"I have come in for the long one," thought Cousin Hans, "but never +mind! [Note: In English in the original.] I love her." + +"Be so good as to take a seat on the bench here," continued the +captain, whose heart was rejoiced at the thought of so intelligent +a hearer, "and I shall try to give you in short outline a picture +of that momentous and remarkable battle--if it interests you?" + +"Many thanks, sir," answered Cousin Hans, "nothing could interest +me more. But I'm afraid you'll find it terribly hard work to make +it clear to a poor, ignorant civilian." + +"By no means; the whole thing is quite simple and easy, if only you +are first familiar with the lay of the land," the amiable old +gentleman assured him, as he took his seat at Hans's side, and cast +an inquiring glance around. + +While they were thus seated, Cousin Hans examined the captain more +closely, and he could not but admit that in spite of his sixty +years, Captain Schrappe was still a handsome man. He wore his +short, iron-gray mustaches a little turned up at the ends, which +gave him a certain air of youthfulness. On the whole, he bore a +strong resemblance to King Oscar the First on the old sixpenny-pieces. + +And as the captain rose and began his dissertation, Cousin Hans +decided in his own mind that he had every reason to be satisfied +with his future father-in-law's exterior. + +The captain took up a position in a corner of the ramparts, a few +paces from the bench, whence he could point all around him with a +stick. Cousin Hans followed what he said, closely, and took all +possible trouble to ingratiate himself with his future father-in-law. + +"We will suppose, then, that I am standing here at the farm of +Belle-Alliance, where the Emperor has his headquarters; and to the +north-fourteen miles from Waterloo--we have Brussels, that is to +say, just about at the corner of the gymnastic-school. + +"The road there along the rampart is the highway leading to +Brussels, and here," the captain rushed over the plain of Waterloo, +"here in the grass we have the Forest of Soignies. On the highway +to Brussels, and in front of the forest, the English are stationed-- +you must imagine the northern part of the battle-field somewhat +higher than it is here. On Wellington's left wing, that is to say, +to the eastward--here in the grass--we have the Chateau of +Hougoumont; that must be marked," said the captain, looking about +him. + +The serviceable Cousin Hans at once found a stick, which was fixed +in the ground at this important point. + +"Excellent!" cried the captain, who saw that he had found an +interested and imaginative listener. "You see it's from this side +that we have to expect the Prussians." + +Cousin Hans noticed that the captain picked up a stone and placed +it in the grass with an air of mystery. + +"Here at Hougoumont," the old man continued, "the battle began. It +was Jerome who made the first attack. He took the wood; but the +chateau held out, garrisoned by Wellington's best troops. + +"In the mean time Napoleon, here at Belle-Alliance, was on the +point of giving Marshal Ney orders to commence the main attack upon +Wellington's centre, when he observed a column of troops +approaching from the east, behind the bench, over there by tree." + +Cousin Hans looked round, and began to feel uneasy: could Bluecher +be here already? + +"Blue--Blue--" he murmured, tentatively. + +"It was Buelow," the captain fortunately went on, "who approached +with thirty thousand Prussians. Napoleon made his arrangements +hastily to meet this new enemy, never doubting that Grouchy, at any +rate, was following close on the Prussians' heels. + +"You see, the Emperor had on the previous day detached Marshal +Grouchy with the whole right wing of the army, about fifty thousand +men, to hold Bluecher and Buelow in check. But Grouchy--but of course +all this is familiar to you--" the captain broke off. + +Cousin Hans nodded reassuringly. + +"Ney, accordingly, began the attack with his usual intrepidity. But +the English cavalry hurled themselves upon the Frenchmen, broke +their ranks, and forced them back with the loss of two eagles and +several cannons. Milhaud rushes to the rescue with his cuirassiers, +and the Emperor himself, seeing the danger, puts spurs to his horse +and gallops down the incline of Belle-Alliance." + +Away rushed the captain, prancing like a horse, in his eagerness to +show how the Emperor rode through thick and thin, rallied Ney's +troops, and sent them forward to a fresh attack. + +Whether it was that there lurked a bit of the poet in Cousin Hans, +or that the captain's representation was really very vivid, or +that--and this is probably the true explanation--he was in love +with the captain's daughter, certain it is that Cousin Hans was +quite carried away by the situation. + +He no longer saw a queer old captain prancing sideways; he saw, +through the cloud of smoke, the Emperor himself on his white horse +with the black eyes, as we know it from the engravings. He tore +away over hedge and ditch, over meadow and garden, his staff with +difficulty keeping up with him. Cool and calm, he sat firmly in his +saddle, with his half-unbuttoned gray coat, his white breeches, and +his little hat, crosswise on his head. His face expressed neither +weariness nor anxiety; smooth and pale as marble, it gave to the +whole figure in the simple uniform on the white horse an exalted, +almost a spectral, aspect. + +Thus he swept on his course, this sanguinary little monster, who in +three days had fought three battles. All hastened to clear the way +for him, flying peasants, troops in reserve or advancing--aye, even +the wounded and dying dragged themselves aside, and looked up at +him with a mixture of terror and admiration, as he tore past them +like a cold thunderbolt. + +Scarcely had he shown himself among the soldiers before they all +fell into order as though by magic, and a moment afterwards the +undaunted Ney could once more vault into the saddle to renew the +attack. And this time he bore down the English and established +himself in the farm-house of La Haie-Sainte. + +Napoleon is once more at Belle-Alliance. + +"And now here comes Buelow from the east--under the bench here, you +see--and the Emperor sends General Mouton to meet him. At half-past +four (the battle had begun at one o'clock) Wellington attempts to +drive Ney out of La Haie-Sainte. But Ney, who now saw that +everything depended on obtaining possession of the ground in front +of the wood--the sand here by the border of the grass," the captain +threw his glove over to the spot indicated, "Ney, you see, calls up +the reserve brigade of Milhaud's cuirassiers and hurls himself at +the enemy. + +"Presently his men were seen upon the heights, and already the +people around the Emperor were shouting 'Victoire!' + +"'It is an hour too late,' answered Napoleon. + +"As he now saw that the Marshal in his new position was suffering +much from the enemy's fire, he determined to go to his assistance, +and, at the same time, to try to crush Wellington at one blow. He +chose for the execution of this plan, Kellermann's famous dragoons +and the heavy cavalry of the guard. Now comes one of the crucial +moments of the fight; you must come out here upon the battle-field!" + +Cousin Hans at once rose from the bench and took the position the +captain pointed out to him. + +"Now you are Wellington!" Cousin Hans drew himself up. "You are +standing there on the plain with the greater part of the English +infantry. Here comes the whole of the French cavalry rushing down +upon you. Milhaud has joined Kellermann; they form an illimitable +multitude of horses, breastplates, plumes and shining weapons. +Surround yourself with a square!" + +Cousin Hans stood for a moment bewildered; but presently he +understood the captain's meaning. He hastily drew a square of deep +strokes around him in the sand. + +"Right!" cried the captain, beaming, "Now the Frenchmen cut into +the square; the ranks break, but join again, the cavalry wheels +away and gathers for a fresh attack. Wellington has at every moment +to surround himself with a new square. + +"The French cavalry fight like lions: the proud memories of the +Emperor's campaigns fill them with that confidence of victory which +made his armies invincible. They fight for victory, for glory, for +the French eagles, and for the little cold man who, they know, +stands on the height behind them; whose eye follows every single +man, who sees all, and forgets nothing. + +"But to-day they have an enemy who is not easy to deal with. They +stand where they stand, these Englishmen, and if they are forced a +step backwards, they regain their position the next moment. They +have no eagles and no Emperor; when they fight they think neither +of military glory nor of revenge; but they think of home. The +thought of never seeing again the oak-trees of Old England is the +most melancholy an Englishman knows. Ah, no, there is one which is +still worse: that of coming home dishonored. And when they think +that the proud fleet, which they know is lying to the northward +waiting for them, would deny them the honor of a salute, and that +Old England would not recognize her sons--then they grip their +muskets tighter, they forget their wounds and their flowing blood; +silent and grim, they clinch their teeth, and hold their post, and +die like men." + +Twenty times were the squares broken and reformed, and twelve +thousand brave Englishmen fell. Cousin Hans could understand how +Wellington wept, when he said, "Night or Bluecher!" + +The captain had in the mean time left Belle-Alliance, and was +spying around in the grass behind the bench, while he continued his +exposition which grew more and more vivid: "Wellington was now in +reality beaten and a total defeat was inevitable," cried the +captain, in a sombre voice, "when this fellow appeared on the +scene!" And as he said this, he kicked the stone which Cousin Hans +had seen him concealing, so that it rolled in upon the field of +battle. + +"Now or never," thought Cousin Hans. + +"Bluecher!" he cried. + +"Exactly!" answered the captain, "it's the old werewolf Bluecher, +who comes marching upon the field with his Prussians." + +So Grouchy never came; there was Napoleon, deprived of his whole +right wing, and facing 150,000 men. But with never failing coolness +he gives his orders for a great change of front. + +But it was too late, and the odds were too vast. + +Wellington, who, by Bluecher's arrival, was enabled to bring his +reserve into play, now ordered his whole army to advance. And yet +once more the Allies were forced to pause for a moment by a furious +charge led by Ney--the lion of the day. + +"Do you see him there!" cried the captain, his eyes flashing. + +And Cousin Hans saw him, the romantic hero, Duke of Elchingen, +Prince of Moskwa, son of a cooper in Saarlouis, Marshal and Peer of +France. He saw him rush onward at the head of his battalions--five +horses had been shot under him with his sword in his hand, his +uniform torn to shreds, hatless, and with the blood streaming down +his face. + +And the battalions rallied and swept ahead; they followed their +Prince of Moskwa, their savior at the Beresina, into the hopeless +struggle for the Emperor and for France. Little did they dream +that, six months later, the King of France would have their dear +prince shot as a traitor to his country in the gardens of the +Luxembourg. + +There he rushed around, rallying and directing his troops, until +there was nothing more for the general to do; then he plied his +sword like a common soldier until all was over, and he was carried +away in the rout. For the French army fled. + +The Emperor threw himself into the throng; but the terrible hubbub +drowned his voice, and in the twilight no one knew the little man +on the white horse. + +Then he took his stand in a little square of his Old Guard, which +still held out upon the plain; he would fain have ended his life on +his last battlefield. But his generals flocked around him, and the +old grenadiers shouted: "Withdraw, Sire! Death will not have you." + +They did not know that it was because the _Emperor_ had forfeited +his right to die as a French soldier. They led him half-resisting +from the field; and, unknown in his own army, he rode away into the +darkness of the night, having lost everything. "So ended the battle +of Waterloo," said the captain, as he seated himself on the bench +and arranged his neck-cloth. + +--Cousin Hans thought with indignation of Uncle Frederick, who had +spoken of Captain Schrappe in such a tone of superiority. He was, +at least, a far more interesting personage than an old official +mill-horse like Uncle Frederick. + +Hans now went about and gathered up the gloves and other small +objects which the generals, in the heat of the fight, had scattered +over the battle-field to mark the positions; and, as he did so, he +stumbled upon old Bluecher. He picked him up and examined him +carefully. + +He was a hard lump of granite, knubbly as sugar-candy, which almost +seemed to bear a personal resemblance to "Feldtmarschall Vorwaerts." +Hans turned to the captain with a polite bow. + +"Will you allow me, captain, to keep this stone. It will be the +best possible memento of this interesting and instructive +conversation, for which I am really most grateful to you." And +thereupon he put Bluecher into his coat-tail pocket. + +The captain assured him that it had been a real pleasure to him to +observe the interest with which his young friend had followed the +exposition. And this was nothing but the truth, for he was +positively enraptured with Cousin Hans. + +"Come and sit down now, young man. We deserve a little rest after a +ten-hours' battle," he added, smiling. + +Cousin Hans seated himself on the bench and felt his collar with +some anxiety. Before coming out, he had put on the most fascinating +one his wardrobe afforded. Fortunately, it had retained its +stiffness; but he felt the force of Wellington's words: "Night or +Bluecher"--for it would not have held out much longer. + +It was fortunate, too, that the warm afternoon sun had kept +strollers away from the esplanade. Otherwise a considerable +audience would probably have gathered around these two gentlemen, +who went on gesticulating with their arms, and now and then +prancing around. + +They had had only one on-looker--the sentry who stands at the +corner of the gymnastic-school. + +His curiosity had enticed him much too far from his post, for he +had marched several leagues along the highway from Brussels to +Waterloo. The captain would certainly have called him to order long +ago for this dereliction of duty but for the fact that the +inquisitive private had been of great strategic importance. He +represented, as he stood there, the whole of Wellington's reserve; +and now that the battle was over the reserve retired in good order +northward towards Brussels, and again took up _le poste perdu_ at +the corner of the gymnastic-school. + + +III. + +"Suppose you come home and have some supper with me," said the +captain; "my house is very quiet, but I think perhaps a young man +of your character may have no great objection to passing an evening +in a quiet family." + +Cousin Hans's heart leaped high with joy; he accepted the +invitation in the modest manner peculiar to him, and they were soon +on the way to No. 34. + +How curiously fortune favored him to-day! Not many hours had passed +since he saw her for the first time; and now, in the character of a +special favorite of her father, he was hastening to pass the +evening in her company. + +The nearer they approached to No. 34, in the more life-like colors +did the enchanting vision of Miss Schrappe stand before his eyes; +the blonde hair curling over the forehead, the lithe figure, and +then these roguish, light-blue eyes! + +His heart beat so that he could scarcely speak, and as they mounted +the stair he had to take firm hold of the railing; his happiness +made him almost dizzy. + +In the parlor, a large corner-room, they found no one. The captain +went out to summon his daughter, and Hans heard him calling, +"Betty!" + +Betty! What a lovely name, and how well it suited that lovely being! + +The happy lover was already thinking how delightful it would be +when he came home from his work at dinner-time, and could call out +into the kitchen: "Betty! is dinner ready?" + +At this moment the captain entered the room again with his +daughter. She came straight up to Cousin Hans, took his hand, and +bade him welcome. + +But she added, "You must really excuse me deserting you again at +once, for I am in the middle of a dish of buttered eggs, and that's +no joke, I can tell you." + +Thereupon she disappeared again; the captain also withdrew to +prepare for the meal, and Cousin Hans was once more alone. + +The whole meeting had not lasted many seconds, and yet it seemed to +Cousin Hans that in these moments he had toppled from ledge to +ledge, many fathoms down, into a deep, black pit. He supported +himself with both hands against an old, high-backed easy-chair; he +neither heard, saw, nor thought; but half mechanically he repeated +to himself: "It was not she--it was not she!" + +No, it was not she. The lady whom he had just seen, and who must +consequently be Miss Schrappe, had not a trace of blonde hair +curling over her brow. On the contrary, she had dark hair, smoothed +down to both sides. Her eyes were not in the least roguish or light +blue, but serious and dark-gray--in short, she was as unlike the +charmer as possible. + +After his first paralysis, Cousin Hans's blood began to boil; a +violent anguish seized him: he raged against the captain, against +Miss Schrappe, against Uncle Frederick and Wellington, and the +whole world. + +He would smash the big mirror and all the furniture, and then jump +out of the corner window; or he would take his hat and stick, rush +down-stairs, leave the house, and never more set foot in it; or he +would at least remain no longer than was absolutely necessary. + +Little by little he became calmer, but a deep melancholy descended +upon him. He had felt the unspeakable agony of disappointment in +his first love, and when his eye fell on his own image in the +mirror, he shook his head compassionately. + +The captain now returned, well-brushed and spick and span. He +opened a conversation about the politics of the day. It was with +difficulty that Cousin Hans could even give short and commonplace +answers; it seemed as though all that had interested him in Captain +Schrappe had entirely evaporated. And now Hans remembered that on +the way home from the esplanade he had promised to give him the +whole sham fight in Sweden after supper. + +"Will you come, please; supper is ready," said Miss Betty, opening +the door into the dining-room, which was lighted with candles. + +Cousin Hans could not help eating, for he was hungry; but he looked +down at his plate and spoke little. + +Thus the conversation was at first confined for the most part to +the father and daughter. The captain, who thought that this bashful +young man was embarrassed by Miss Betty's presence, wanted to give +him time to collect himself. + +"How is it you haven't invited Miss Beck this evening, since she's +leaving town to-morrow," said the old man. "You two could have +entertained our guest with some duets." + +"I asked her to stay, when she was here this afternoon; but she was +engaged to a farewell party with some other people she knows." + +Cousin Hans pricked up his ears; could this be the lady of the +morning that they were speaking about? + +"I told you she came down to the esplanade to say good-bye to me," +continued the captain. "Poor girl! I'm really sorry for her." + +There could no longer be any doubt. + +"I beg your pardon--are you speaking of a lady with curly hair and +large blue eyes?" asked Cousin Hans. + +"Exactly," answered the captain, "do you know Miss Beck?" + +"No," answered Hans, "it only occurred to me that it might be a +lady I met down on the esplanade about twelve o'clock." + +"No doubt it was she" said the captain. "A pretty girl, isn't she?" + +"I thought her beautiful," answered Hans, with conviction. "Has she +had any trouble?--I thought I heard you say--" + +"Well, yes; you see she was engaged for some months"-- + +"Nine weeks," interrupted Miss Betty. + +"Indeed! was that all? At any rate her _fiance_ has just broken off +the engagement, and that's why she is going away for a little +while--very naturally--to some relations in the west-country, I +think." + +So she had been engaged--only for nine weeks, indeed--but still, it +was a little disappointing. However, Cousin Hans understood human +nature, and he had seen enough of her that morning to know that her +feelings towards her recreant lover could not have been true love. +So he said: + +"If it's the lady I saw to-day, she seemed to take the matter +pretty lightly." + +"That's just what I blame her for," answered Miss Betty. + +"Why so?" answered Cousin Hans, a little sharply; for, on the +whole, he did not like the way in which the young lady made her +remarks. "Would you have had her mope and pine away?" + +"No, not at all," answered Miss Schrappe; "but, in my opinion, it +would have shown more strength of character if she had felt more +indignant at her _fiance's_ conduct." + +"I should say, on the contrary, that it shows most admirable +strength of character that she should bear no ill-will and feel no +anger; for a woman's strength lies in forgiveness," said Cousin +Hans, who grew eloquent in defence of his lady-love. + +Miss Betty thought that if people in general would show more +indignation when an engagement was broken off, as so often +happened, perhaps young people would be more cautious in these +matters. + +Cousin Hans, on the other hand, was of opinion that when a _fiance_ +discovered, or even suspected, that he had made a mistake, and that +what he had taken for love was not the real, true, and genuine +article, he was not only bound to break off the engagement with all +possible speed, but it was the positive duty of the other party, +and of all friends and acquaintances, to excuse and forgive him, +and to say as little as possible about the matter, in order that it +might the sooner be forgotten. + +Miss Betty answered hastily that she did not think it at all the +right thing that young people should enter into experimental +engagements while they keep a look out for true love. + +This remark greatly irritated Cousin Hans, but he had no time to +reply, for at that moment the captain rose from the table. + +There was something about Miss Schrappe that he really could not +endure; and he was so much absorbed in this thought that, for a +time, he almost forgot the melancholy intelligence that the beloved +one--Miss Beck--was leaving town to-morrow. + +He could not but admit that the captain's daughter was pretty, very +pretty; she seemed to be both domestic and sensible, and it was +clear that she devoted herself to her old father with touching +tenderness. And yet Cousin Hans said to himself: "Poor thing, who +would want to marry her?" + +For she was entirely devoid of that charming helplessness which is +so attractive in a young girl; when she spoke, it was with an +almost odious repose and decision. She never came in with any of +those fascinating half-finished sentences, such as "Oh, I don't +know if you understand me--there are so few people that understand +me--I don't know how to express what I mean; but I feel it so +strongly." In short, there was about Miss Schrappe nothing of that +vagueness and mystery which is woman's most exquisite charm. + +Furthermore, he had a suspicion that she was "learned." And +everyone, surely, must agree with Cousin Hans that if a woman is to +fulfil her mission in this life (that is to say, to be a man's +wife) she ought clearly to have no other acquirements than those +her husband wishes her to have, or himself confers upon her. Any +other fund of knowledge must always be a dowry of exceedingly +doubtful value. + +Cousin Hans was in the most miserable of moods. It was only eight +o'clock, and he did not think it would do to take his departure +before half-past nine. The captain had already settled himself at +the table, prepared to begin the sham-fight. There was no chance of +escape, and Hans took a seat at his side. + +Opposite to him sat Miss Betty, with her sewing, and with a book in +front of her. He leaned forward and discovered that it was a German +novel of the modern school. + +It was precisely one of those works which Hans was wont to praise +loudly when he developed his advanced views, colored with a little +dash of free-thought. But to find this book here, in a lady's +hands, and, what was more, in German (Hans had read it in a +translation), was in the last degree unpleasing to him. + +Accordingly, when Miss Betty asked if he liked the novel, he +answered that it was one of the books which should only be read by +men of ripened judgment and established principles, and that it was +not at all suited for ladies. + +He saw that the girl flushed, and he felt that he had been rude. +But he was really feeling desperate, and, besides, there was +something positively irritating in this superior little person. + +He was intensely worried and bored; and, to fulfil the measure of +his suffering, the captain began to make Battalion B advance "under +cover of the night." + +Cousin Hans now watched the captain moving match-boxes, penknives, +and other small objects about the table. He nodded now and then, +but he did not pay the slightest attention. He thought of the +lovely Miss Beck, whom he was, perhaps, never to see again; and now +and then he stole a glance at Miss Schrappe, to whom he had been so +rude. + +He gave a sudden start as the captain slapped him on the shoulder, +with the words, "And it was this point that I was to occupy. What +do you think of that?" + +Uncle Frederick's words flashed across Cousin Hans's mind, and, +nodding vehemently, he said: "Of course, the only thing to be done-- +the key to the position?" + +The captain started back and became quite serious. But when he saw +Cousin Hans's disconcerted expression, his good-nature got the +upperhand, and he laughed and said: + +"No, my dear sir! there you're quite mistaken. However," he added, +with a quiet smile, "it's a mistake which you share with several of +our highest military authorities. No, now let me show you the key +to the position." + +And then he began to demonstrate at large that the point which he +had been ordered to occupy was quite without strategical importance; +while, on the other hand, the movement which he made on his own +responsibility placed the enemy in the direst embarrassment, and +would have delayed the advance of Corps B by several hours. + +Tired and dazed as Cousin Hans was, he could not help admiring the +judicious course adopted by the military authorities towards +Captain Schrappe, if, indeed, there was anything in Uncle +Frederick's story about the Order of the Sword. + +For if the captain's original manoeuvre was, strategically +speaking, a stroke of genius, it was undoubtedly right that he +should receive a decoration. But, on the other hand, it was no less +clear that the man who could suppose that in a sham-fight it was in +the least desirable to delay or embarass any one was quite out of +place in an army like ours. He ought to have known that the true +object of the manoeuvres was to let the opposing armies, with their +baggage and commissariat wagons, meet at a given time and in a +given place, there to have a general picnic. + +While Hans was buried in these thoughts, the captain finished the +sham-fight. He was by no means so pleased with his listener as he +had been upon the esplanade; he seemed, somehow, to have become +absent-minded. + +It was now nine o'clock; but, as Cousin Hans had made up his mind +that he would hold out till half-past nine, he dragged through one +of the longest half-hours that had ever come within his experience. +The captain grew sleepy, Miss Betty gave short and dry answers; +Hans had himself to provide the conversation--weary, out of temper, +unhappy and love-sick as he was. + +At last the clock was close upon half-past nine; he rose, +explaining that he was accustomed to go early to bed, because he +could read best when he got up at six o'clock. + +"Well, well," said the captain, "do you call this going early to +bed? I assure you I always turn in at nine o'clock." + +Vexation on vexation! Hans said good-night hastily, and rushed +down-stairs. + +The captain accompanied him to the landing, candle in hand, and +called after him cordially, "Good-night--happy to see you again." + +"Thanks!" shouted Hans from below; but he vowed in his inmost soul +that he would never set foot in that house again.-- + +--When the old man returned to the parlor, he found his daughter +busy opening the windows. + +"What are you doing that for?" asked the captain. + +"I'm airing the room after him," answered Miss Betty. + +"Come, come, Betty, you are really too hard upon him. But I must +admit that the young gentleman did not improve upon closer +acquaintance. I don't understand young people nowadays." + +Thereupon the captain retired to his bedroom, after giving his +daughter the usual evening exhortation, "Now don't sit up too +long." + +When she was left alone, Miss Betty put out the lamp, moved the +flowers away from the corner window, and seated herself on the +window-sill with her feet upon a chair. + +On clear moonlight evenings she could descry a little strip of +the fiord between two high houses. It was not much; but it was a +glimpse of the great highway that leads to the south, and to +foreign lands. + +And her desires and longings flew away, following the same course +which has wearied the wings of so many a longing--down the narrow +fiord to the south, where the horizon is wide, where the heart +expands, and the thoughts grow great and daring. + +And Miss Betty sighed as she gazed at the little strip of the fiord +which she could see between the two high houses. + +--She gave no thought, as she sat there, to Cousin Hans; but he +thought of Miss Schrappe as he passed with hasty steps up the +street. + +Never had he met a young lady who was less to his taste. The fact +that he had been rude to her did not make him like her better. We +are not inclined to find those people amiable who have been the +occasion of misbehavior on our own part. It was a sort of comfort +to him to repeat to himself, "Who would want to marry her?" + +Then his thoughts wandered to the charmer who was to leave town +to-morrow. He realized his fate in all its bitterness, and he felt +a great longing to pour forth the sorrow of his soul to a friend +who could understand him. + +But it was not easy to find a sympathetic friend at that time of +night. + +After all, Uncle Frederick was his confidant in many matters; he +would look him up. + +As he knew that Uncle Frederick was at Aunt Maren's, he betook +himself towards the Palace in order to meet him on his way back +from Homan's Town. He chose one of the narrow avenues on the right, +which he knew to be his uncle's favorite route; and a little way up +the hill he seated himself on a bench to wait. + +It must be unusually lively at Aunt Maren's to make Uncle Frederick +stop there until after ten. At last he seemed to discern a small +white object far up the avenue; it was Uncle Frederick's white +waistcoat approaching. + +Hans rose from the bench and said very seriously, "Good-evening!" + +Uncle Frederick was not at all fond of meeting solitary men in dark +avenues; so it was a great relief to him to recognize his nephew. + +"Oh, is it only you, Hans old fellow?" he said, cordially. "What +are you lying in ambush here for?" + +"I was waiting for you," answered Hans, in a sombre tone of voice. + +"Indeed? Is there anything wrong with you? Are you ill?" + +"Don't ask me," answered Cousin Hans. + +This would at any other time have been enough to call forth a +hail-storm of questions from Uncle Frederick. + +But this evening he was so much taken up with his own experiences +that for the moment he put his nephew's affairs aside. + +"I can tell you, you were very foolish," he said, "not to go with +me to Aunt Maren's. We have had such a jolly evening, I'm sure you +would have enjoyed it. The fact is, it was a sort of farewell party +in honor of a young lady who's leaving town to-morrow." + +A horrible foreboding seized Cousin Hans. + +"What washer name?" he shrieked, gripping his uncle by the arm. + +"Ow!" cried his uncle, "Miss Beck." + +Then Hans collapsed upon the bench. + +But scarcely had he sunk down before he sprang up again, with a +loud cry, and drew out of his coat-tail pocket a knubbly little +object, which he hurled away far down the avenue. + +"What's the matter with the boy?" cried Uncle Frederick, "What was +that you threw away?" + +"Oh, it was that confounded Bluecher," answered Cousin Hans, almost +in tears. + +--Uncle Frederick scarcely found time to say, "Didn't I tell you to +beware of Bluecher?" when he burst into an alarming fit of laughter, +which lasted from the Palace Hill far along Upper Fort Street. + + + +THE END. + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's Tales of Two Countries, by Alexander Kielland + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK TALES OF TWO COUNTRIES *** + +This file should be named 7totc10.txt or 7totc10.zip +Corrected EDITIONS of our eBooks get a new NUMBER, 7totc11.txt +VERSIONS based on separate sources get new LETTER, 7totc10a.txt + +Produced by Nicole Apostola + +Project Gutenberg eBooks are often created from several printed +editions, all of which are confirmed as Public Domain in the US +unless a copyright notice is included. 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